,transcrib]'s ,note3 ,italic text is d5ot$ by und]scores4 ,blank repres5t+ omitt$ text is repres5t$ z a l9e ( und]scores3 4 ,,! ,,j\rnal ,,( ,,leo ,,tol/oi 7,fir/ ,volume--#ahie-ahii7 ,,! ,,newe/ ,,borzoi ,,books ,,asphalt ,by ,orrick ,johns ,,backwat] ,by ,doro?y ,ri*>dson ,,d&elions ,by ,c\lson ,t4 ,cade ,,c5tral ,,europe ,by ,fri$ri* ,naumann ,,crimes ,,( ,,*>ity ,by ,konrad ,b]covici ,,russia',s ,,message ,by ,william ,engli% ,wall+ ,,! ,,book ,,( ,,self ,by ,james ,opp5heim ,,! ,,book ,,( ,,camp+ ,by ,a4 ,hyatt ,v]rill ,,mod]n ,,russian ,,hi/ory ,by ,alex&] ,kornilov ,,! ,,russian ,,s*ool ,,( ,,pa9t+ ,by ,alex&re ,b5ois ,,! ,,autobiography ,,( ,a ,,sup]-,,tramp ,by ,william ,h4 ,davies ,) a ,preface by ,b]n>d ,%aw ,,! ,,j\rnal ,,( ,,leo ,,tol/oi 7,fir/ ,volume--#ahie-ahii7 ,,translat$ ,,f ,,! ,,russian ,by ,,rose ,,/runsky ,illu/ration3 ,publi%]'s logo ,,alfr$ ,a4 ,,knopf ,,new ,,york ,,mcmxvii ,,copyright1 #aiag1 ,,by ,,alfr$ ,a4 ,,knopf ,,pr9t$ ,,9 ,,! ,,unit$ ,,/ates ,,( ,,am]ica ,,introduction ,! ultimate mean+ ( ! ,russian ,revolution :i* took place 9 ,m>*1 #aiag1 c be be/ und]/ood ?r\gh ! pages ( ! ,j\rnal ( ,leo ,tol/oi :i* is "h pr9t$4 ,! spiritual qualities :i* make up ! m9d & p]sonality ( ,tol/oi are ! spiritual qualities :i* make up ! new era among m5 :i* is be+ wag$ s pa9fully & s uncompromis+ly at ! pres5t mom5t on ! soil ( ,russia4 ,"o holds ! key to ! o!r1 = no l& b ,russia c\ld h produc$ a ,tol/oi1 & 9 no l& b ,russia c\ld ,tol/oi h be5 s embrac$ & s absorb$4 ,!y are bo? fle% ( ea* o!r's fle%1 & ,i place !m equally 9 greatness aga9/ ea* o!r4 ,great & wond]ful z is ! ,russian p1 s ,tol/oi 0 z great & wond]ful z ! ,russian p4 ,i say ?is kn[+ well ! pa9 & impati5ce bo? felt = ea* o!r 9 ! long eighty-two ye>s ( ,tol/oi's life "h1 b x 0 ! pa9 & ! impati5ce ( great love & inf9ite und]/&+1 ( feel+ & kn[+ ea* o!r's pulse-beats1 & n ! misund]/&+ ( /rang]s4 ,x 0 ! wise fa!r d\bt+ ! impati5t me?ods ( 8 *ildr52 x 0 ! ard5t *ildr5 desir+ & /ruggl+ to accompli% ! wi%es ( ! fa!r & be+ lo/ 9 ! mael/rom ( an insi/5t reality4 ,! y\? w5t fa/] ?an ! fa!r1 & yet s inf9ite & univ]sal 7 ! words ( ! latt] t :5 ! la/ summ+s-up are made bo? /& toge!r 9 total h>mony & agreem5t4 ,tol/oi at ?irty took no "p 9 ! great educational agr>ian movem5t ( ! latt] ,fifties1 & ev5 _h a f9e scorn = _! expon5ts :i* did n leave him 9 8 lat] ye>s--witness ! phrase aga9/ ,h]z5 & ,*]ni%evsky1 8rais$ to great m510 he said1 8& :o ought to be grateful to ! gov]nm5t & ! c5sor%ip1 )\t :i* !y w\ld h be5 ! mo/ unnotic$ ( sket*-writ]s40 ,& yet x 0 ,h]z5 & ,*]ni%evsky & ,dobrolubov1 ^! 8sket*-writ]s10 :o kept up ! fire ( agr>ian re=m & :o practically =c$ ! issue ^u ,alex&] ,,ii4 ,tol/oi ignor$ ! :ole revolution>y movem5t ( t "t2 ev5 m ?an ignor$ x2 ?rew himself seem+ly into ! opposite camp1 lead+ ! life ( a gay ft$ h]o return$ f ! ,crimean ,w>4 ,b 8 ,morn+ ( a ,l&$ ,proprietor %[s t he 0 ?9k+ deeply ev5 at t "t ( ! social problems ar\nd him1 only he 0 ?9k+ m sl[ly ?an ! re/4 ,he 0 j wak+ up to ! fact t ! peasant conditions ne$$ improvem5t1 at ! "t :5 all ar\nd him ! y\? _h pass$ to ! idea t x 0 n an improvem5t t !y ne$$1 b an absolute *ange 9 ! fundam5tal ideas ( prop]ty4 ,x took him =ty ye>s to say1 t y might z well ask him h[ to make use ( ! own]%ip1 or ! lab\r or ! r5t ( a bond$ slave z to ask him = advice z to ! problem ( own+ ( l&4 ,"h 0 no re=m] speak+1 b "o :o 0 unit$ ) ! revolution>y ?\ght ar\nd him4 ,b :5 ! m5 ( ! ,sixties 7 mak+ t answ] = !mselves1 & _h won ! fir/ great /ep t[>d ! *ange--! abolition ( s]fdom--,tol/oi 0 away altoge!r f 8 native l& writ+ t great epo* ( ! ,w> ( #ahab--,w> & ,peace4 ,x 0 because ?is great s\l 0 undogmatic1 & rea*$ out into ! _w n by mass ?9k+1 b m>vell\sly en\gh entirely by himself1 lay+ 8 roots f> & deep1 t he seem$ s sl[ mov+4 ,yet x 0 ! direction & ! end t c\nt$1 & ! end f9ds him1 l ! race betwe5 ! tortoise & ! h>e--t he is /ill ahead4 ,ev5 ,russia w h f> & long to travel to come to t k+dom ( ,god on e>?1 to t conception ( ! manife/ation ( ! w ( ,god on e>?1 :i* is ! spiritual ideal ( ,tol/oi1 & t[>d :i*1 express x 9 any mat]iali/ic or naturali/ic t]ms x may1 ! ,russian nation has ) "o m9d be5 work+ ) su* m>vell\s self-consci\sness4 ,aga91 aft] ! emancipation ( ! s]fs1 ,tol/oi seem$ to fail ! ,new ,russia1 int]e/+ himself only at ?is mom5t ) ! education ( ! y\? & ! ne$ ( re=m--ev] ! ne$ ( re=m1 :5 already = ov] a decade ! cry ( ,russia 0 = new =ms entirely1 new l& arrangem5ts1 new relations betwe5 man & man1 & man & 8 prop]ty4 ,! "t _h come1 !y said1 = ! ,w ( ! ,p to be made manife/4 ,b be=e ,tol/oi c\ld decide on t1 he _h to decide on a m fundam5tal problem ( :at 8 relation 0 to ,god1 z well z :at 8 relation 0 to man4 ,9 o!r words1 :at 7 ! true spiritual relations betwe5 man & man1 n only ! economic1 political & social ones4 ,& x is ?is attempt to solve ! real fundam5tal mean+ to all relation%ip1 ! v reason = ! y\?'s outbur/s aga9/ ! economic1 political & social inju/ices t exi/$1 t kept him mov+ =w>d s sl[ly4 ,= he mov$ :ole worlds at a /ep4 ,! only reason = life1 he said1 is ! univ]sal desire = well be+1 :i* 9 man1 ^: reason has awak5$1 is exp&$ into a desire = univ]sal welf>e2 9 o!r words1 = love4 ,= he kn[s t he is n a sep>ate be+1 b a "p ( a :ole1 & !re=e x is mean+less to ?9k t he c obta9 any?+ = himself alone4 ,x is only 9 /ruggl+ & atta9+ = ! ,:ole t he c f9d 8 true life4 ,! ,russian y\? agre$ ) him entirely4 ,to _! logic1 ! /ruggle = univ]sal welf>e l$ to t]rorism2 to ,tol/oi1 to ! absolute non-resi/ance to evil by viol5ce4 ,! y\? said ! w ( ,god is be+ ?w>t$ by a b& ( oppressors4 ,if we d away ) ! oppressors we c get toge!r 9 mutual love4 ,tol/oi said t he :o ?9ks he c violate ! w ( ,god = an imm$iate good is only %ort-sight$4 ,nev] at any mom5t c ! w ( ,god be ?w>t$ & ! good atta9$4 ,= a :ile ! ,russian ,gov]nm5t r approv$ ( ! ,tol/oyan attitude ( non-resi/ance to evil4 ,! "o :o us$ ! greate/ am\nt ( viol5ce & evil ( all1 0 pleas$ to meet ! philosophy :i* advis$ non-resi/ance to x4 ,b ,tol/oi grew & travell$ 9 8 long ye>s & he _h to *ange 8 conclusions1 s t 8 logic l$ him to t mo/ self-consci\s & difficult ( all revolution>y movem5ts1 passive-resi/ance4 ,take no "p 9 viol5ce1 he said2 !re=e1 pay no taxes t support a gov]nm5t :i* violates1 & d n s]ve 9 ! army :i* is an act ( viol5ce 9 itself4 ,x 0 !n t ,tol/oi 0 look$ ^u ) askance by ! ,russian au?orities & =m]ly ana!matis$ f ! *ur*4 ,x 0 to 8 foll[]s t ! m dra/ic puni%m5t ( imprisonm5t & exile 0 met$ out4 ,t[>d ! latt] ye>s ( 8 life1 8 great human he>t c\ld n rema9 q clos$ to ! viol5ce ar\nd him1 & religi\s ?9k] t he 01 he _h to /op 8 m$itations to cry out aga9/ ! ,ki%9eff massacres ( ! ,jews & aga9/ ! rais+ ( ! scaffolds & ! ty+ ( ! 8,/olyp9e's neck-ties10 t mo/ tell+ nick-"n ( ! ,russian p = ! noose1 :i* 0 ti$ ev5 = s*ool *ildr5 on ! crossroads ( ,russia aft] ! bitt] failure ( ! revolution ( #aije4 ,x 0 only 9 ,:at ,is ,art8 t ! ,russian p & ,tol/oi 7 unanim\sly at "o4 ,art is to s]ve ! p1 to be ( ! p1 to be some?+ und]/&able by all p4 ,!re 7 to be no dogmas = art1 no ,g]man metaphysics = art4 ,x 0 m]ely ! means ( express+ to 8 neighb\r ! my/]ies t w5t on 9 ! s\l ( ! arti/4 ,!re 0 no qu>rel "h betwe5 8 fell[ c\ntrym5 & ! great ?9k]4 ,ev]y?+ 0 to be = ! p2 ! spiritual manife/ations ( life z well z ! mat]ial4 ,h[ to make cle> t = all ?is seem+ lack ( h>mony1 !re exi/$ ! greate/ bond ( all betwe5 ?is tea*] & 8 *ildr54 ,?\s&s 9 ,russia took 8 life z an example & left ! va+lories ( ! city ) all its false /&>ds & w5t to live among ! p4 ,!y w5t n only to s]ve !m b to be "o ( !m1 to live by ! sweat ( _! br[ z ! masses did1 because x 0 ! only moral ?+ to d1 & because ! greate/ happ9ess lay 9 ! spiritual values ( life1 & because1 z ,tol/oi himself says1 8,x is good ) !m1 b ) u x is %ameful40 ,i rememb] s well ! deep-set eyes & ! long %aggy eyebr[s ( t all-kn[+ se]1 z he sat on ! v]&a ( 8 home 9 ,yasnaya ,polyana "o ,may aft]noon 9 #aijf1 & told u t he 0 a religi\s ?9k] & n a political "o b t to 8 m9d ! revolution 9 ,russia w\ld take fifty ye>s to develop4 ,& ) t f9e scorn = p>liam5t>ism :i* w\ld h rejoic$ ! he>t ( any syndicali/1 he add$ t t :i* we 7 witness+ n[1 ! assembl+ ( ! fir/ ,duma1 0 only ! fir/ sc5e ( ! fir/ act ( a five act drama & x 0 high com$y6 ,! second sc5e foll[$ soon & turn$ out to be bitt] trag$y1 & be=e x 0 q ov] ,tol/oi w&]$ (f on t la/ pilgrimage :i* end$ 9 ! little railway /ation ( ,o/opova4 ,he succumb$ at la/ to t 8temptation0 he speaks ( s freely 9 8 ,j\rnal1 to leave 8 home conditions1 negate himself entirely1 & f9d himself aga91 m]g$ & at "o ) ! ,:ole4 ,& ! ,great ,deliv]] came & (f]$ him ev5 a great] fusion ) all1 giv+ him t 8o!r po/10 ! 8new appo9tm5t0 he s ard5tly pray$ = 9 life4 ,:5 t happ5$ he became at once cle> & lucid ev5 to ^? ne>e/ him--:o _h criticis$ him ! mo/4 ,! ,russian y\? 0 disconsolate4 ,our spiritual guide is gone1 !y cri$4 ,:o w hold up ! c&le = u n[8 ,:at black night is !re 9 ! _w1 & h[ to grope our way 9 x alone6 ,h[ lonely x 0 )\t t spiritual guide6 ,! fir/ act ( ! ,m>* ,revolution 0 to r$ecorate ! grave ( ,tol/oi 9 ! =e/ ( ,zakaz1 to make ! sacr$ pilgrimage to 8 re/+ place & tell ! fa!r ( ! good news--! w ( ,god is be+ e/abli%$1 reason is awak5$ 9 man4 ,love t[>d neighb\r2 nay1 ! greate/ ( all1 love t[>d enemies1 is be+ accompli%$4 ,x is ) a feel+ ( rev]5ce t ,i br+ ?is gift ( ! inn] s\l ( ,tol/oi to ! ,engli%-speak+ public4 ,! v =mlessness ( ! phrases ( ?is ,j\rnal helps t[>d a s9c]ity ( ?\ght :i* %[s itself pure by its nak$ness4 ,tol/oi himself knew ! value ( ^! docum5ts1 = "o man 0 to him z ano!r1 & ! s9c]e grop+s ( a man's reason t[>d ! und]/&+ ( ! mean+ ( life 0 ( value ev5 if !y 7 8 own1 & especially if !y 7 ( "o :o _h liv$ mu* & ?\ght mu* z he did4 8,x is especially disagreeable to me10 he writes1 8:5 p :o h liv$ little & ?\ght little d n believe me1 &1 n und]/&+ me1 argue ) me ab\t moral problems4 ,x w\ld be ! same = :i* a vet]9>y surgeon w\ld be hurt if p :o 7 n famili> ) 8 art w\ld argue ) him40 ,& ,tol/oi knew t he knew 8 art1 he knew consci\sly1 s9ce ! spiritual awak5+ t came to him 9 ! ,eighties1 ! great mission to :i* he d$icat$ 8 life--to f9d a moral ju/ification ( liv+--& x is !re=e t he laid special /ress 9 ! disposal ( ^! docum5ts = ! public aft] 8 dea?4 ,! volume "h pr9t$ is only f\r ye>s ( ov] sixty ye>s ( ,j\rnal :i* he kept s9ce 8 e>ly tw5ties4 ,!y are publi%$ fir/1 because x is only ) ! ,j\rnal beg9n+ #ahij t 8 editor & fri5d1 ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov1 has ! copi$ manuscripts 9 _! entirety--f t date up to ,tol/oi's dea? 9 #aiaj4 ,ov] & ov] aga9 9 8 life1 ,tol/oi attempt$ to make special & legal provision = 8 j\rnals & notebooks1 z he calls !m1 t !y be giv5 & spread free to ! public1 & he designat$ 8 fri5d & foll[]1 :o has edit$ & publi%$ ?is volume 9 ,russian1 z ! practical inh]itor & executor ( ^! manuscripts4 ,he 0 to publi% !m 9 _! entirety1 except = c]ta9 revisions s t !re %\ld be pres]v$1 z ,tol/oi express$ x1 t :i* ought to be pres]v$ & !re %\ld be ?r[n out t :i* ought to be ?r[n out4 8,i "k10 he wrote to ,*]tkov1 ,febru>y #h1 #aijj1 8t no "o be>s su* an e/eem1 respect & love = my spiritual life & its expression z y d4 ,i always said x & n[ ,i write x 9 my notes :i* express my wi%es aft] my dea?1 ask+ y especially1 & only y1 to und]take ! revision ( my pap]s40 ,?is ,*]tkov has done exce$+ly well 9 ! orig9al ,russian edition1 giv+ 9 d\ble brackets ! numb] ( ! words he left out1 :i* seem$ to him necess>y on acc\nt ( _! too intimate "*4 ,^! places ,i h m]ely indicat$ by ?ree po9ts4 ,un=tunately ! ,russian volume 0 pr9t$ "u ! old rgime & deletions _h to be made on acc\nt ( ! c5sor1 :i*1 because ( ! difficulty ( communication dur+ ! w>1 x 0 impossible to fill 94 ,^! places are also designat$ 9 ?is volume by ?ree po9ts1 b 9 ! ,russian edition !y are giv5 9 d\ble p>5!sis1 also enclos+ ! numb] ( ! words left out4 ,s t a record ( all omissions h be5 kept4 ,! problem ( dispos+ ( ^! docum5ts aft] 8 dea? accord+ to 8 pr9ciples aga9/ copyrights1 occupi$ ,tol/oi = _m ye>s4 ,! ,russian law nullifi$ any su* disposal ( prop]ty1 = legally ! inh]itor _h to be a fix$ p]son 8& works to be dispos$ ( free to all0 meant no?+4 ,he !re=e wrote _m wills1 def9+ & modify+ 8 position 9 all possible ways s t 8 ideas might be c>ri$ out1 & 9 su* a =m t !y c\ld n be fru/rat$ by any "o4 ,8 plans 7 ?reefold3 #a4 ,t all 8 works writt5 aft] #ahha z well z all 8 writ+s writt5 be=e t ye> 7! ye> t m>ks 8 spiritual reg5]ation7 b n publi%$ until lat] or n publi%$ at all up to 8 dea?1 %\ld be no "o's prop]ty1 b be giv5 free to ! public = pr9t+ & translation4 #b4 ,t all 8 manuscripts & docum5ts 7among t numb] ! j\rnals1 fir/ drafts ( books1 lett]s1 etc417 :i* w\ld rema9 aft] 8 dea? %\ld be giv5 ov] to ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov1 :o 0 to revise !m & arrange !m 9 suitable =m = publication4 #c4 ,t ! e/ate ( ,yasnaya ,polyana %\ld be giv5 ov] to ! peasants4 ,tol/oi's fir/ idea 0 t ,*]tkov %\ld be "o ( ! legal inh]itors1 toge!r ) ! ,c\ntess ,tol/oi1 8 wife4 ,b ,*]tkov refus$ = v>i\s p]sonal reasons1 he says1 b ma9ly because he ?\ght t ! arrangem5t = ! transf] ( prop]ty c\ld be be/ facilitat$ & c\ld be m delicately manag$ if "s "o memb] ( ! ,tol/oi family 0 designat$ in/ead ( an outsid]4 ,tol/oi1 !re=e1 designat$ z 8 legal inh]itor 8 y\nge/ daught] ,alex&ra1 :o /ood 9 close sympa?y ) him 9 8 spiritual ideas1 &1 9 case ( h] dea? be=e 8 own1 8 elde/ daught] ,tatiana4 ,he hop$ t 8 daught]s1 toge!r ) ! ,c\ntess ,tol/oi1 w\ld fulfil 8 reque/s conc]n+ ! disposal ( 8 po/hum\s docum5ts & ! gift ( ! e/ate accord+ to 8 wi%es4 ,aft] ,tol/oi's dea? ! e/ate 0 giv5 to ! peasants by means ( ! sale ( mo/ ( ! po/hum\s docum5ts :i* enabl$ 8 daught] ,alex&ra to buy back ! e/ate f ! family & give x to ! peasants z direct$ by ,tol/oi1 b 9 ! matt] ( ! j\rnals x 0 m difficult to arrange f ! fact t ! ,c\ntess ,tol/oi plac$ all ^! j\rnals & notebooks 9 ! ,mosc[ ,hi/orical ,museum on ! gr\nd t !y 7 a gift ( ,tol/oi to h] dur+ 8 lifetime & t !re=e %e _h a "r to dispose ( !m z %e ?\ght be/4 ,! matt] w\ld h tak5 only a legal process 9 ! c\rt to dis5tangle1 a ?+ :i* ! ,c\ntess ,alex&ra ,tol/oi did n wi% to und]take z be+ aga9/ ! _s ( h] fa!r to use legal =ce to come to an agreem5t4 ,*]tkov1 !re=e1 0 =c$ to use only su* copies ( ! orig9al j\rnals & notebooks :i* he happ5$ to h 9 8 possession4 ,! pres5t volume is made f a copy done by ! h&s ( ! ,pr9ce & ,pr9cess ,obol5sky1 ! son-9-law & daught] ( ,tol/oi1 :o also /ood v ne> to ,tol/oi spiritually1 7 consci5ti\s 9 _! fulfilm5t ( su* tasks = him1 & :o knew 8 h&writ+ v well4 ,! orig9al docum5ts are /ill 9 ! ,mosc[ ,hi/orical ,museum1 b ,*]tkov has promis$ to publi% ! volumes & j\rnals :i* he has f ! ye>s #aijj to #aiaj1 & has already br\ght out a second volume ( ?is s]ies1 :i* dates f ,tol/oi's e>ly ye>s 9 ! tw5ties4 ,:atev] value ?is volume has z a hi/orical & exact transcript ( ,tol/oi's orig9al jott+s-d[n z !y came to him1 x has mu* m value z a transcript ( ! ?\ghts ( a great ,russian :i* h s p]meat$ 8 p t !y are n[ be+ rewritt5 on ! pages ( ,russian hi/ory4 ,x is because ! blood ( 8 bro!r calls to him f "u ! gr\nd1 t ! ,russian has und]tak5 to advance "o /ep ne>] to ! fulfilm5t ( ! great law--to live toge!r 9 h>mony1 to s]ve 8 bro!r & to d ! "o "w--:i* is ! "o "w = all1 to love4 ,! hundr$-ye>s read9ess = sacrifice = ! common good1 ! will+ness to g to exile & dea? ( f\r g5]ations ( m5 & wom51 ! r$ flag n[ fly+ ov] ! ,w9t] ,palace 9 ,petrograd ) ! lett]s ( gold1 8,prolet>ians ( all ,nation ,unite10 ! insi/5t call to ! peoples ( ! _w to ov]?r[ all oppressors & live toge!r 9 mutual h>mony1 ! trumpet calls ( a democracy ^: tones are s /range & new1 t we across ! bord]s seem n to he> or und]/& !m1 all h _! spiritual c\nt]p>t 9 ! pages ( ?is book4 ,x is ,russia t speaks "h4 ,i mu/ give my ?anks to ,mr4 ,alex&] ,g\revi* :o s c>efully comp>$ ! orig9al text & ,engli% translation1 & to ,mr4 ,joseph ,p]o%nik(f :o pati5tly revis$ ! notes & assi/$ 9 ! compilation ( ! index4 ,,rose ,,/runsky4 ,new ,york1 ,may1 #aiag4 ,,cont5ts ,introduction--,rose ,/runsky1 v ,j\rnal1 #c #ahie1 ,octob]1 #c 8 ,novemb]1 #d 8 ,decemb]1 #h #ahif1 ,janu>y1 #ai 8 ,febru>y1 #ba 8 ,m>*1 #bi 8 ,may1 #ca 8 ,june1 #ef 8 ,july1 #fa 8 ,septemb]1 #gj 8 ,octob]1 #gd 8 ,novemb]1 #hg 8 ,decemb]1 #ii #ahig1 ,janu>y1 #aac 8 ,febru>y1 #aag 8 ,m>*1 #acd 8 ,april1 #acg 8 ,may1 #aci 8 ,july1 #adj 8 ,augu/1 #add 8 ,septemb]1 #adh 8 ,octob]1 #aej 8 ,novemb]1 #afc 8 ,decemb]1 #agg #ahih1 ,janu>y1 #aic 8 ,febru>y1 #aii 8 ,m>*1 #baj 8 ,april1 #bai 8 ,may1 #bbf 8 ,june1 #bcb 8 ,july1 #bdc 8 ,augu/1 #bdf 8 ,novemb]1 #bef #ahii1 ,janu>y1 #bfi 8 ,febru>y1 #bfi 8 ,june1 #bgj 8 ,july1 #bgf 8 ,septemb]1 #bgg 8 ,octob]1 #bhc 8 ,novemb]1 #bia 8 ,decemb]1 #bib ,explanatory ,notes to ,text1 by ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov1 #bii ,a %ort ,sket* ( ! ,life ( ,tol/oi at ! ,end ( ! ,n9eties1 by ,c4 ,%okor-,trotsky1 #chg ,index1 #dji ,,! ,,j\rnal ,,( ,,leo ,,tol/oi ,octob]-,decemb] #ahie ,,! ,,j\rnal ,,( ,,leo ,,tol/oi ,i cont9ue#a;,a ,octob] #bh4 ,yasnaya ,polyana4 ,h be5 ?9k+3 ,h be5 ?9k+ "o ?+3 t ?is life :i* we see ar\nd u is a movem5t ( matt] accord+ to fix$1 well-kn[n laws2 b t 9 u we feel ! pres5ce ( an altoge!r diff]5t law1 hav+ no?+ 9 common ) ! o!rs & requir+ f u ! fulfilm5t ( its dem&s4 ,x c be said t we see & recognise all ! o!r laws only because we h 9 u ?is law4 ,if we did n recognise ?is law1 we w\ld n recognise ! o!rs4 ,?is law is diff]5t f all ! re/1 pr9cipally 9 ?is1 t ^? o!r laws are outside ( u & =ces u to obey !m2 b ?is law is 9 u--& m ?an 9 u2 x is our v selves & !re=e x does n =ce u :5 we obey x1 b on ! contr>y frees u1 because 9 foll[+ x we become ourselves4 ,& = ?is reason we are drawn to fulfil ?is law & we soon] or lat] w inevitably fulfil x4 ,9 ?is !n consi/s ! fre$om ( ! w4 ,?is fre$om consi/s 9 ?is1 t we %\ld recognise t :i* is--namely t ?is inn] law is ourselves4 ,?is inn] law is :at we call reason1 consci5ce1 love1 ! good1 ,god4 ,^! words h diff]5t mean+s1 b all f diff]5t angles mean "o & ! same ?+4 ,9 our und]/&+ ( ?is inn] law1 ! son ( ,god1 consi/s inde$ ! ess5ce ( ! ,*ri/ian doctr9e4 ,! _w c be look$ ^u 9 ?is way3 a _w exi/s gov]n$ by c]ta91 well-kn[n laws1 & )9 ?is _w are be+s subject to ! same laws1 b :o at ! same "t be> 9 !mselves ano!r law n 9 accord ) ! =m] laws ( ! _w1 a high] law1 & ?is law mu/ inevitably triumph )9 ^! be+s & defeat ! l[] law4 ,& 9 ?is /ruggle & 9 ! gradual victory ( ! high] law ov] ! l[]1 9 ?is only is life = man & ! :ole _w4 ,oct4 #bi4 ,yasnaya ,polyana4 ,if ,i live4#b ,a ,^! sup]ior figures ref] to ! editor's notes :i* beg9 on page #bii4 ,nov4 #e4 ,y4 ,p4 ,i h skipp$ #f days4 ,x seems to me1 ,i ?\ght little dur+ ?is "t3 ,i wrote a little1 *opp$ wood & 0 indispos$--b liv$ ?r\gh mu*4 ,i liv$ ?r\gh mu*1 because 9 fulfill+ a promise to ,s4#c1 ,i read ?r\gh all my j\rnals = ! pa/ sev5 ye>s4 ,x seems to me1 ,i am approa*+ a simple & cle> expression ( t by :i* ,i live4 ,h[ good t ,i didn't f9i% ! ,cate*ism6#d ,i ?9k ,i %all write x diff]5tly & bett]1 if ! ,fa!r wi%es x4 ,i und]/& :y x is impossible to say x quickly4 ,if x c\ld be said all at once1 by :at !n w\ld we live 9 ! realm ( ?\ght8 ,x w nev] be giv5 me to g f>!r ?an ?is task4 ,i j took a walk & und]/ood cle>ly :y ,i c't make ,resurrection g bett]3 x 0 begun falsely4 ,i und]/ood ?is 9 ?9k+ ov] aga9 ! /ory3 ,:o is ,"r8#e 7ab\t *ildr574 ,i und]/ood t "o mu/ beg9 ) ! life ( ! peasants1 t !y are ! subject1 !y are positive1 b t ! o!r ?+ is %ad[1 ! o!r ?+ is negative4 ,& ,i und]/ood ! same ?+ ab\t ,resurrection4 ,"o mu/ beg9 ) h]4#f ,i want to beg9 imm$iately4 ,dur+ ?is "t !re 7 lett]s3 f ,k5wor?y1#g a beautiful "o f ,%k>van1#h & f a ,dukhobor 9 ,tiflis4#i ,h writt5 to no "o = a long "t4 ,g5]al indisposition & no en]gy4 ,! /age manag] & ! decorator#aj 7 "h1 /ud5ts f ,kh>kov aga9/ :om ,i ?9k ,i did n s91 ,ivan ,ivanovi* ,bo*k>ev1#aa ,kola%a4#ab444 ,nov4 #f4 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,novemb] #g4 ,y4 ,p4 ,i wrote a little ^! two days on ! new ,resurrection4 ,my consci5ce hurts :5 ,i rememb] h[ trivially ,i began x4 ,s f>1 ,i rejoice :5 ,i ?9k ( ! "w z ,i am beg9n+ x4 ,i *opp$ a little4 ,i w5t to ,ovsiannikovo1 _h a good talk ) ,m>ia ,alex&rovna#ac & ,ivan ,ivanovi*4#ad ,waltz's assi/ant 0 "h & a ,fr5*man ) a poem4444 ,novemb] #h1 #i4 ,y4 ,p4 ,h writt5 little on ,resurrection4 ,i 0 n disappo9t$1 b ,i 0 weak4 ,ye/]day ,dunaev#ae came4 ,*opp$ mu* ye/]day1 ov]tir$ myself4 ,to-day ,i walk$4 ,i w5t to ,con/ant9e ,bieli's4#af ,he is v mu* to be piti$4 ,!n ,i walk$ 9 ! village4 ,x is good ) !m1 b ) u x is %ameful4 ,wrote lett]s4 ,wrote to ,bazh5ov#ag & ?ree o!rs4 ,?\ght3 #a7 ,! confirmation ( ! fact1 t reason lib]ates ! lat5t love 9 man = ju/ice is ! prov]b1 8,compr5dre c'e/ t\t p>don]40 ,if y =give a man1 y w love him4 ,to =give means to cease to condemn & to hate4 #b7 ,if a man believes some?+ at ! ^w ( ano!r1 he w lose 8 belief 9 t :i* he w\ld h inevitably believ$ 91 _h he n tru/$ ! o!r "o4 ,he :o believes 9 444 etc41 ceases to believe 9 reason4 ,!y ev5 say /raight out1 "o ought n to believe 9 reason4 #c7 444 ,a v int]e/+ lett] f ,holl&1 ab\t :at a y\? is to d :o is call$ to milit>y s]vice1 :5 he is ! sole support] ( 8 "m4#ah ,novemb] #aj4 ,y4 ,p4 ,slept ) difficulty4 ,weakness bo? physical & intellectual &--= :i* ,i am at fault--also moral4 ,rode horseback4 ,po%a#ai arriv$4444 ,a wond]ful ,fr5* pamphlet ab\t w>4#bj ,yes1 #bj ye>s are ne$$ = t ?\ght to become a g5]al "o4 ,my head a*es & seems to crackle & rumble4 ,fa!r1 help me :5 ,i am mo/ weak t ,i may n fall morally4 ,x is possible4 ,nov4 #aa4 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,i write & ?9k3 x is possible t ,i won't be4 ,e day ,i make attempts1 & ,i get m accu/om$ to x4 ,to-day ,novemb] #ae4 ,i h be5 s weak all ! "t ,i c\ld write no?+ except a few lett]s4 ,a lett] to ,%k>van4 ,!re h be5 "h1 ,dunaiev1 ,po%a1 ,m>ia ,vasilievna4#ba ,!y left ye/]day4 ,ye/]day also ,i w5t to see ,m>ia ,alex&rovna2 %e is ill4 ,to-day ,aunt ,tanya#bb & ,sonya came4 ,i didn't sleep at night & !re=e didn't "w4 ,b ,i wrote on ! girl ,konefsky#bc & a little 9 my j\rnal4 ,i am read+ ,s*op5hau]'s#bd 8,aphorisms40 ,v good4 ,only put 8,! s]vice ( ,god0 in/ead ( 8,! recognition ( ! vanity ( life10 & we agree4 ,n[ #b o'clock1 ,i %all write out lat] :at ,i h not$ d[n4#be ,decemb] #g4 ,mosc[4 ,almo/ a mon? s9ce ,i h made any entries4 ,dur+ ?is "t we mov$ to ,mosc[4 ,! weakness has pass$ a little1 & ,i am work+ e>ne/ly1 ?\gh ) little success1 on ! ,decl>ation ( ,fai?4#bf ,ye/]day ,i wrote a little article on :ipp+4#bg ,i lay d[n to sleep 9 ! day & _h j doz$ (f--,i felt z if "s "o j]k$ me2 ,i got up1 began to ?9k ab\t :ipp+1 & wrote x out4 ,dur+ ?is "t1 ,i w5t to ! !atre#bh = ! rehe>sals ( ! ,p[] ( ,d>kness4 ,art1 beg9n+ z a game1 has cont9u$ to be ! toy ( adults4 ,?is is also prov$ by music1 ( :i* ,i h he>d mu*4 ,x is ineffectual4 ,on ! contr>y1 x detracts :5 !re is ascrib$ to x ! unsuitable mean+ :i* is ascrib$ to x4 ,realism1 moreov]1 weak5s its significance 444 ,n4 refus$ to s]ve 9 ! milit>y4 ,i call$ on him4#bi ,philosophov#cj di$4444 ,wrote sev]al wor?less lett]s4 ,i h ?\ght dur+ ?is "t mu*--9 mean+4 ,mu* ( x ,i c\ld n und]/& & h =gott54 #a7 ,i h (t5 want$ to suff]1 want$ p]secution4 ,t means t ,i 0 lazy & didn't want to "w1 s t o!rs %\ld "w = me1 tortur+ me1 & ,i %\ld only suff]4 #b7 ,x is t]rible1 ! p]v]sions 444 ( ! m9d to :i* m5 expose *ildr5 = _! own purposes dur+ ! "t ( _! education4 ,! rule ( consci\s mat]ialism is only expla9$ by ?is4 ,! *ild is in/ill$ ) su* nons5se t aft]w>ds ! mat]iali/ic1 limit$1 false conception1 :i* is n develop$ to ! conclusions :i* w\ld %[ its falsity1 appe>s l an enorm\s conque/ ( ! intellect4 #c7 ,i made a note1 8,viol5ce frees10 & x 0 some?+ v cle> & important1 & n[ ,i don't rememb] :at x 0 at all4 ,i h rememb]$4 ,decemb] #bc4 ,viol5ce is a temptation because x frees u f ! /ra9 ( att5tion1 f ! "w ( reason+3 "o mu/ lab\r to undo a knot2 to cut x1 is %ort]4 #d7 ,a usual p]v]sion ( reason1 :i* is made ?r\gh a viol5tly en=c$ fai?1 is to make m5 satisfi$ ei!r ) idolatry or ) mat]ialism1 :i* at bottom is "o & ! same ?+4 ,fai? 9 ! reality ( our conceptions is fai? 9 an idol1 & ! consequ5ces are ! same2 "o mu/ br+ sacrifices to x4 #e7 ,i c imag9e consci\sness transf]r$ to ! life ( ! _s to su* a degree t ! suff]+s ( ! body w\ld be met gladly4 #f7 ,a beautiful woman smiles1 & we ?9k t because %e smiles %e says some?+ good & true :5 %e smiles4 ,b (t5 ! smile seasons some?+ entirely f\l4 #g7 ,education4 ,x is wor? :ile occupy+ oneself ) education1 9 ord] to f9d out all "o's %ortcom+s4 ,see+ !m1 y w beg9 to correct !m4 ,b to correct oneself is inde$ ! be/ me?od ( education = "o's *ildr5 & = o!rs' & = gr[n-up p4 ,j n[ ,i read a lett] f ,%k>van#ca t m$ical help does n appe> to him l a boon1 t ! l5g!n+ ( _m empty lives = _m hundr$ ye>s is mu* less important to him ?an ! weake/ bl[+1 z he writes1 7a puff7 on ! sp>k ( div9e love 9 ! he>t ( ano!r4 ,"h !n 9 ?is bl[+1 lies ! :ole art ( education4 ,b to k9dle x 9 o!rs1 "o mu/ k9dle x 9 oneself4 #h7 ,to love means to desire t :i* ! belov$ object desires4 ,! objects ( love desire oppos+ ?+s1 & !re=e1 we c only love t :i* desires "o & ! same ?+4 ,b t :i* desires "o & ! same ?+ is ,god4 #i7 ,man beg9n+ to live1 loves only himself1 & sep>ates himself f o!r be+s 9 t he con/antly loves t :i* alone con/itutes 8 be+4 ,b z soon z he recognises himself z a sep>ate be+1 he recognises also 8 own love1 & he is no long] cont5t ) ?is love = himself & he beg9s to love o!r be+s4 ,& ! m he lives a consci\s life1 ! great] & great] numb] ( be+s he w beg9 to love1 ?\gh n ) su* a /able & unceas+ love z t ) :i* he loves himself1 b nev]!less1 9 su* a way t he wi%es good to ev]y?+ he loves1 & he rejoices at ?is good1 & suff]s at ! evil :i* tries ! belov$ be+s1 & he unites into "o all t he loves4 ,z life is love1 :y n suppose t my 8self10 t :i* ,i consid] to be myself & love ) a special love1 is p]haps ! union ,i made 9 a =m] life ( ?+s :i* ,i lov$1 j z ,i am mak+ a union ( ?+s n[4 ,! o!r has already tak5 place & ?is "o is tak+ place4 ,life is ! enl>gem5t ( love1 ! wid5+ ( its bord]s1 & ?is wid5+ is go+ on 9 v>i\s lives4 ,9 ! pres5t life1 ?is wid5+ appe>s to me 9 ! =m ( love4 ,?is wid5+ is necess>y = my inn] life & x is also necess>y = ! life ( ?is _w4 ,b my life c manife/ itself n only 9 ?is =m4 ,x manife/s itself 9 an innum]able quantity ( =ms4 ,only ?is "o is app>5t to me4 ,b 9 ! meantime1 ! movem5t ( life und]/ood by me 9 ?is _w1 ?r\gh ! enl>gem5t ( love 9 myself & ?r\gh ! union ( be+s ?r\gh love1 produces at ! same "t o!r effects1 "o or _m1 unse5 by me4 ,z = in/ance1 ,i put toge!r #h toy cubes to make a picture on "o side ( !m1 n see+ ! o!r sides ( ! con/ruct$ cubes1 b on ! o!r sides are be+ =m$ pictures j z regul>1 ?\gh unse5 by me4 7,all ?is 0 v cle> :5 x came into my head1 & n[ ,i h =gott5 ev]y?+ & ! result is nons5se47 #aj7 ,i h ?\ght mu* ab\t ,god1 ab\t ! ess5ce ( my life1 & x seem$ ,i only d\bt$ "o & ! o!r & believ$ 9 my own conclusions2 & !n1 "o "t1 n long ago1 ,i simply _h ! desire to lean ^u my fai? 9 ,god & 9 ! inde/ructibility ( my s\l1 & to my a/oni%m5t ,i felt s firm & calm a confid5ce1 z ,i h nev] felt be=e4 ,s t all my d\bts & scrut9is+s h evid5tly1 n only n weak5$ my fai?1 b h /r5g!n$ x to an enorm\s degree4 #aa7 ,reason is n giv5 t we %\ld recognise :at we ought to love2 ?is x won't disclose2 b only = ?is3 to %[ :at we ought n to love4 #ab7 ,z 9 ea* piece ( h&iwork1 ! pr9cipal art lies n 9 ! regul> mak+ ( c]ta9 ?+s anew1 b 9 ! ev] bett]+ ( ! inevitable faults ( a wrong & ru9$ "w1 s ev5 9 ! bus9ess ( life1 ! pr9cipal wisdom is n h[ to beg9 to act & h[ to lead life correctly1 b h[ to bett] faults1 h[ to lib]ate oneself f errors & s$uctions4 #ac7 ,happ9ess is ! satisfaction ( ! requirem5ts ( a man's be+ liv+ f bir? to dea? 9 ?is _w only2 b ! good is ! satisfaction ( ! requirem5ts ( ! et]nal ess5ce liv+ 9 man4 #ad7 ,! ess5ce ( ! tea*+s ( ,*ri/ consi/s 9 ?is1 t man ought to "k :o he is2 t he %\ld und]/&1 l a bird :i* does n use its w+s & runs on ! l&1 t he is n a mortal animal1 dep5d5t on ! conditions ( ! _w1 b l a bird :i* has und]/ood t x has w+s & has fai? 9 !m1 he %\ld und]/& t he himself 0 nev] born & nev] di$ & always is1 & passes ?r\gh ?is _w 9 "o ( ! innum]able =ms ( life to fulfil ! w ( ,him :o s5t him into ?is life4 ,dec4 #h4 ,mosc[4 ,if ,i live4 ,mas*a#cb is ) ,ilia1#cc a lov+ lett] f h] to-day4 ,to-day ,decemb] #bc4 ,mosc[4 ,x is long s9ce ,i h made an entry4 ,on ! #cj?1 ! ,*]tkovs#cd came4 ,x is two days s9ce ,k5wor?y arriv$4 ,he is v pleasant4444 ,h cont9u$ to write ! ,decl>ation--am progress+4 ,(f & on1 ,i ?9k out ! drama1#ce & ye/]day ,i rav$ ab\t x all night4 ,i am n well2 a bad cold 9 ! head1 influ5za4 ,because ( ! lett] to ! ,engli%man1 ,i began also a lett] on ! collision betwe5 ,engl& & ,am]ica4#cf ,h be5 ?9k+ dur+ ?is "t3 #a7 ,i h be5 ?9k+ especially cle>ly ( t :i* ,i h already said _m times2 t all ! evil 9 ! _w comes only f ?is1 t p look ^u !mselves1 ^u _! own p]sonality1 z a wor?y object ( _! consci\s life--^u !mselves or ^u a gr\p ( p]sonalities1 x is all ! same4 ,z long z a man lives = himself unconsci\sly1 he does no h>m4 ,if !re is a /ruggle1 !n ! /ruggle is an unconsci\s "o :i* is end$ at once :5 ! /ruggle ) surr\nd+s is end$2 man adju/s himself to x or he goes "u1 & ?is /ruggle is nei!r cruel nor is x an evil "o4 ,! /ruggle beg9s to be cruel only :5 man directs 8 consci\sness ^u x1 prep>es x1 /r5g!ns & multiplies its en]gy t5fold & hundr$fold4 ,z ,pascal says3 !re are ?ree k9ds ( p2 "o k9d "k no?+ & sit quietly1 & j z quiet are ^? :o "k2 b !re are a middle k9d :o don't "k b believe !y d2 f !m comes all ! evil 9 ! _w4 ,!y are ! p 9 :om consci\sness has awak5$1 b !y don't "k h[ to use x4 #b7 ,! :ole ?+ lies 9 ?is--t y %\ld always rememb] :o y are4 ,!re is no situation s difficult1 f :i* ! way out w\ld n imm$iately (f] itself1 if y only w\ld rememb] t y are n a tempor>y1 mat]ial manife/ation1 b an et]nal omnipres5t be+4 8,i am ! resurrection & ! life3 he t believe? 9 me %all nev] die1 & ?\gh he 7 dead yet %all he live4 ,believe/ ?\ ?is80 ,i walk$ on ! /reet4 ,a wret*$ begg> approa*$ me4 ,i =got :o ,i 0 & pass$ by4 ,& !n sudd5ly ,i rememb]$1 & j z naturally z ! hungry beg9 to eat & ! tir$ sit d[n1 ,i turn$ back & h&$ him some?+4 ,x is ! same ) ! temptation to qu>rel1 to insult1 to be va94 #c7 ,"o c n volunt>ily cease to rema9 awake1 i4 e4 to fall asleep4 ,j z little c "o volunt>ily cease to live4 ,life is m important ?an ! w1 ?an desire4 7,uncle>47 #d7 ,receive ) ?ankfulness ! enjoym5ts ( ! fle%--all t y meet on ! way1 if !y are n s9ful--9 %ort1 if !y d n g aga9/ y\r consci\sness1 if !y d n make x suff]4 ,b use ! ef=ts ( y\r w1 y\r lib]ty1 only to s]ve ,god4 ,i j wrote a lett] to ,crosby4#cg ,he is work+ 9 ,am]ica4 ,dec4 #bd4 ,mosc[4 ,if ,i live4 ,ye/]day ,i receiv$ ! 8,op5 ,lett]0 ( ,spielhag51 ! ,sociali/1 :i* appe>$ 9 ! newspap]s ) reg>d to ,drozh94#ch #ahif ,janu>y #bc4 ,mosc[4 ,j a mon? t ,i made no entries4 ,dur+ ?is "t ,i wrote a lett] ab\t patriotism#ci & a lett] to ,crosby#dj & "h n[ = two weeks ,i h be5 writ+ ! drama4 ,i wrote ?ree acts abom9ably4 ,i ?\ght to make an outl9e s z to =m a *>p5te4 ,i h little hope ( success4 ,*]tkov & ,k5wor?y w5t away ! #g?4 ,sonya w5t to ,tv] to ,&ru%a4#da ,to-day ,nagornov#db di$4 ,i am aga9 a little indispos$4 ,i jott$ d[n dur+ ?is "t3 #a7 ,a true "w ( art--a contagi\s "o--is produc$ only :5 ! arti/ seeks1 /rives4 ,9 poetry ?is passion = repres5t+ t :i* is1 comes f ! fact t ! arti/ hopes t hav+ se5 cle>ly & hav+ fix$ t :i* is1 he w und]/& ! mean+ ( t :i* is4 #b7 ,9 e art !re are two dep>tures f ! way1 vulg>ity & artificiality4 ,betwe5 !m bo? !re is only a n>r[ pa?4 ,& ?is n>r[ pa? is outl9$ by impulse4 ,if y h impulse & direction1 y pass by bo? dang]s4 ,( ! two1 ! m t]rible is artificiality4 #c7 ,x is impossible to compel reason to exam9e & cl>ify t :i* ! he>t does n wi%4 #d7 ,x is bad :5 reason wi%es to give ! mean+ ( virtue to selfi% ef=ts4 ,kud95ko#dc 0 "h4 ,a rem>kable man4 ,n4 took ! oa? & is s]v+4#dd ,a lett] f ,makovitsky#de ) an article on ! ,naz>5es4#df ,jan4 #bd4 ,mosc[4 ,if ,i live4 ,jan4 #be4 ,mosc[4 ,dur+ ^! two days ! *ief ev5t 0 ! dea? ( ,nagornov4 ,always new & full ( mean+ is dea?4 ,x occurr$ to me3 !y repres5t dea? 9 ! !atre4 ,does x produce #a_/a1jjj1jjj ( t impression :i* ! ne>ness ( a real dea? produces8 ,i cont9ue writ+ ! drama4 ,i h writt5 f\r acts4 ,all bad4 ,b x is beg9n+ to resemble a real ?+4 ,jan4 #bf4 ,mosc4 ,if ,i live4 ,janu>y #bf4 ,mosc[4 ,i am alive1 b ,i don't live4 ,/rakhov--to-day ,i he>d ( 8 dea?4#dg ,to-day !y buri$ ,nagornov--& t is news4 ,i lay d[n to sleep1 b c\ld n sleep1 & !re appe>$ be=e me s cle>ly & brightly1 an und]/&+ ( life :]eby we w\ld feel ourselves to be travell]s4 ,be=e u lies a /age ( ! road ) ! same well-kn[n conditions4 ,h[ c "o walk along t road o!rwise ?an eag]ly1 gaily1 fri5dly1 & actively toge!r1 n griev+ ov] ! fact t y y\rself are go+ away or t o!rs are go+ ahead ( y ?i!r1 :]e we %all aga9 be /ill m toge!r4 ,to-day ,i wrote a po/script to ! lett] to ,crosby4 ,a good lett] f ,k5wor?y4 ,unpleasantness ) ,n4 ,he is a j\rnali/4 ,jan4 #bf #bg84 ,mosc[4 ,if ,i live4 ,almo/ a mon? t ,i h made no entries4 ,to-day1 ,feb4 #ac1 ,mosc[4 ,i want$ to g to ! ,olsuphievs4#dh4444 ,!re is mu* bu/le "h & x takes up mu* "t4 ,i sit d[n late to my "w & !re=e write little4 ,i f9i%$ someh[ ! fif? act ( ! drama & took up ,resurrection4 ,i read ov] elev5 *apt]s & am gradually advanc+4 ,i correct$ ! lett] to ,crosby4 ,an ev5t--an important "o--,/rakhov's dea?1 & some?+ else--,davydov's conv]sation ) ! ,emp]or4#di444444 ,! article by ,ertel#ej t ! ef=ts ( ! lib]als are useful1 & also ! lett] by ,spielhag5 on ! same !me1#ea provoke me4 ,b ,i c n1 ,i mu/ n write4 ,i h no "t4 ,! lett]s f ,sopotsko#eb & ,zdziekhovsky#ec on ! ,or?odox ,*ur* & on ! ,ca?olic1 provoke me on ! o!r h&4 ,h[ev]1 ,i %all h>dly write4 ,b "h ye/]day ,i receiv$ a lett] f ,gr9evi*'s#ed "m on ! religi\s br++ up ( *ildr54 ,t ,i mu/ d4 ,at lea/ ,i mu/ use all my /r5g? to d ?is4 ,v mu* music--x is useless4444 ,z reg>ds religion1 ,i am v cool at pres5t4 ,?\ght dur+ ?is "t 7mu* ,i h =gott5 & h n writt5 d[n73 #a7 ,oh1 n to =get dea? = a mom5t1 into :i* at any mom5t y c fall6 ,if we w\ld only rememb] t we are n /&+ ^u an ev5 pla9 7if y ?9k we are /&+ s1 !n y are only imag9+ t ^? :o h gone away h fall5 ov]bo>d & y y\rself are afraid t y w fall ov]bo>d71 b t we are roll+ on1 )\t /opp+1 runn+ into ea* o!r1 gett+ ahead & be+ got ahead (1 yond] beh9d ! curta9 :i* hides f u ^? :o are go+ away1 & w hide u f ^? :o rema94 ,if we rememb] t always1 !n1 h[ easy & joy\s x is to live & roll toge!r1 yond] d[n ! same incl9e1 9 ! p[] ( ,god1 ) ,:om we h be5 & 9 ,^: p[] we are n[ & w be aft]w>ds & =ev]4 ,i h be5 feel+ ?is v ke5ly4 #b7 ,!re is no m conv9c+ pro( ( ! exi/5ce ( ,god1 ?an ! faculty ( ! s\l by :i* we c transport ourselves into o!r be+s4 ,out ( ?is faculty fl[s bo? love & reason1 b nei!r "o nor ! o!r is 9 u1 b !y are outside ( u & we only co9cide ) !m4 7,uncle>47 #c7 ,! p[] to kill oneself is free play giv5 to p4 ,god did n want slaves 9 ?is life1 b free work]s4 ,if y rema9 9 ?is life1 !n x means t its conditions are advantage\s to y4 ,if advantage\s--!n "w4 ,if y g away f ! conditions "h1 if y kill y\rself1 !n ! same ?+ w be put be=e y aga9 !re4 ,s !re is n[h]e to g4 ,x w\ld be good to write ! hi/ory ( :at a man lives ?r\gh 9 ?is life :o committ$ suicide 9 a pa/ life2 h[1 com+ up aga9/ ! same requirem5ts :i* 7 plac$ be=e him 9 ! o!r life1 he comes to ! realisation t he mu/ fulfil !m4 ,& 9 ?is life he is m intellig5t ?an 9 ! o!rs1 rememb]+ ! lesson giv5 him4 #d7 ,h[ does x happ5 t a clev]1 educat$ man believes 9 ! nons5sical8 ,man ?9ks t :i* 8 he>t desires4 ,only if 8 he>t desires ! tru?1 & only if x does1 w he ?9k ! tru?4 ,b if 8 he>t desires e>?ly pleasures & peace1 he w ?9k ( t :i* w br+ him e>?ly pleasures & peace or /ill some?+ else4 ,b z x is n an attribute ( man to h e>?ly pleasures & peace1 he w ?9k falsely2 & to be able to ?9k falsely he w hypnotise himself4 7,uncle>1 n good47 ,feb4 #ad4 ,m4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day ,febru>y #bb4 ,ni*olskoe1 at ! ,olsuphievs4#ee ,x is already m ?an a week t ,i feel depress$ 9 _s4 ,no life2 ,i c n "w on any?+4 ,fa!r ( my life & ( all life6 ,if my "w is already f9i%$ "h1 z ,i am beg9n+ to ?9k1 & ! end+ ( my spiritual life1 :i* ,i am beg9n+ to feel1 means a transf] into t o!r life--t ,i am already beg9n+ to live !re & t "h ^! remnants are be+ tak5 away little by little--!n %[ x to me m cle>ly t ,i may n seek & we>y myself4 ,o!rwise x seems to me t ,i h _m well-?\ght plans1 yet ,i h no means1 n only = c>ry+ !m ?r\gh--?is ,i "k1 ,i ought n to ?9k (--b ev5 to d some?+ good1 some?+ pleas+ to ,!e z long z ,i live "h4 ,or give me /r5g? to "w ) ! consci\sness ( s]v+ ,!e4 ,/ill1 ,?y w be done4 ,if only ,i always felt t life consi/$ only 9 ! fulfilm5t ( ,?y w1 ,i w\ld n d\bt4 ,b d\bt comes because ,i bite ! bit & don't feel ! re9s4 ,x is n[ #b o'clock4 ,i am go+ to d9n]4 ,i took a walk1 slept 9 ! morn+1 read ,trilby4 ,& ,i want to sleep all ! "t4 ,dur+ ?is "t1 :at has happ5$8 ,almo/ no?+4 ,i ?\ght on ! ,decl>ation ( ,fai?4 ,if ,i live4 ,febru>y #bc4 ,ni*olskoe4 ,to-day ,febru>y #bg4 ,ni*olskoe4 ,am writ+ ! drama1 x moves v /iffly4 ,inde$ ,i don't ev5 "k if ,i am progress+ or n4444 ,i am v com=table "h2 ! important ?+--x is quiet4 ,read ,trilby--poor4 ,wrote lett]s to ,*]tkov1 ,s*midt1#ef ,k5wor?y4 ,read ,corneille--in/ructive4 ,h be5 ?9k+3 #a7 ,i made a note t !re are two arts4 ,n[ ?9k+ x ov]1 ,i don't f9d a cle> expression ( my ?\ght4 ,!n ,i ?\ght t !re 0 an art1 z !y rightly *>act]ise x1 :i* grew f play1 f ! ne$ ( e creature to play4 ,! play ( ! calf is jump+1 ! play ( man is a symphony1 a picture1 a poem1 a novel4 ,?is is "o k9d ( art1 ! art ( play1 ( ?9k+ out new plays1 produc+ old ones & inv5t+ new4 ,t is a good ?+1 useful & valuable because x increases man's joys4 ,b x is cle> t x is possible to occupy oneself ) play only :5 sat$4 ,?us society c only occupy itself ) art1 :5 all its memb]s are sat$4 ,b z long z all its memb]s are n sat$1 !re c n be real art1 !re w be an art ( ! ov]f$1 a de=m$ "o1 & an art ( ! hungry ones--r\gh & poor1 j z x is n[4 ,& !re=e1 9 ! fir/ k9d ( art--( play--only t "p is ( value :i* is atta9able to all1 :i* increases ! joys ( all4 ,if x is l ?is1 !n x is n a bad ?+1 especially if x does n dem& an increase ( toil on ! "p ( ! oppress$1 z happ5s n[4 7,?is c\ld & %\ld be express$ bett]47 ,b !re is yet ano!r art :i* calls =? 9 man bett] & high] feel+s4 ,i wrote ?is j n[--some?+ ,i h said _m times--& ,i ?9k x isn't true4 ,art is only "o & consi/s 9 ?is3 to increase ! s9less g5]al joys accessible to all--! good ( man4 ,a nice build+1 a gay picture1 a song1 a /ory give a little good2 ! awak5+ ( religi\s feel+s1 ( ! love ( good br\ght =? by a drama1 a picture1 a song--give great good4 ,! #bnd ?+ t ,i h be5 ?9k+ ab\t art1 is t n[h]e is cons]vatism s h>mful z 9 art4 ,art is "o ( ! manife/ations ( ! spiritual life ( man1 & !re=e1 z :5 an animal is alive1 x brea!s & dis*>ges ! products ( its brea?+1 s :5 humanity is alive1 x manife/s activity 9 art4 ,& !re=e1 at e giv5 mom5t x mu/ be contemporane\s--! art ( our "t4 ,"o ought only to "k :]e x is 7n 9 ! decad5ce ( music1 poetry1 or ! novel72 & "o mu/ seek x n 9 ! pa/1 b 9 ! pres5t4 ,p :o wi% to %[ !mselves connoisseurs ( art & :o !re=e praise ! pa/ classic art & insult ! pres5t1 only %[ by ?is1 t !y h no feel+ = art4 #c7 ,ra*9sky#eg says3 8,notice t contemporane\s ) ! spread ( ! use ( n>cotics1 s9ce ! #ag? c5tury1 ! a/\nd+ progress ( sci5ce began1 & especially ( ! natural ones40 ,is x n because ( ?is1 ,i say to him1 t ! false direction ( sci5ce has come1 ! /udy+ ( t :i* is n necess>y to man1 b is only an object = idle curiosity1 or :5 useful1 is n ! only ?+ really necess>y8 ,is x n because ( ?is t f t "t on !re 0 neglect$ ! "o ?+ t 0 necess>y1 i4e4 ! settl+ ( moral que/ions & _! application to life8 #d7 ,:at is ! good8 ,i only "k a ^w 9 ,russian :i* def9es ?is idea4 ,! good is ! real good1 ! good = all1 le v]itable bi51 le bi5 de t\s1 :at is good = ev]ybody4#eh #e7 ,m51 9 /ruggl+ ) untru? & sup]/ition1 (t5 console !mselves ) ! quantity ( sup]/ition !y h de/roy$4 ,?is is n "r4 ,x is n "r to calm oneself until all t is contradictory to reason & dem&s cr$ul5ce is de/roy$4 ,sup]/ition is l a canc]4 ,ev]y?+ mu/ be clean$ out if "o und]takes an op]ation4 ,b if a little bit is left1 ev]y?+ w gr[ f x aga94 #f7 ,! hi/oric k ( h[ diff]5t my?s & beliefs arose among peoples 9 diff]5t places & 9 diff]5t times ought to1 x seems1 de/roy ! fai? t ^! my?s & beliefs :i* h be5 inoculat$ 9 u f our infancy1 con/itute ! absolute tru?2 b nev]!less1 s-call$ educat$ p believe 9 !m4 ,h[ sup]ficial !n1 is ! education ( s-call$ educat$ p6 #g7 ,to-day at d9n] !re 0 talk ab\t a boy ) vici\s incl9ations :o 0 expell$ f s*ool1 & ab\t h[ good x w\ld be to give him ov] to a re=matory4 ,x is exactly :at a man does :o lives a bad life1 h>mful to 8 heal?1 & :o1 :5 he becomes ill1 turns to ! doctor s t ! latt] may cure him1 b has no idea t ! illness 0 giv5 to him z a b5eficial indicator t 8 :ole life is bad & t he ought to *ange x4 ,! same ?+ is true ) ! illnesses 9 our society2 e ill memb] ( society does n rem9d u t ! :ole life ( our society is irregul> & t we ought to *ange x4 ,b we ?9k t = e su* ill memb]1 !re is or ought to be1 an in/itution free+ u f ?is memb] or ev5 bett]+ him4 ,no?+ hamp]s ! progress ( humanity s mu* z ?is false conviction4 ,! m ill ! society1 ! m in/itutions !re are = ! heal+ ( symptoms & ! less anxiety = *ang+ ! entire life4 ,x is n[ #aj o'clock 9 ! ev5+4 ,i am go+ to supp]4 ,i want to "w v mu*1 b am )\t intellectual en]gy2 a great weakness1 yet ,i want to "w t]ribly4 ,if ,god w\ld only give x to-morr[4 ,feb4 #bh4 ,ni*olskoe4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day ,m>* #f4 ,ni*olskoe4 ,all ?is "t ,i h felt weakness & intellectual apa?y4 ,i am work+ on ! drama v sl[ly4 ,mu* has become cle>4 ,b !re isn't "o sc5e ) :i* ,i am fully satisfi$4 ,to-day ,i 0 ab\t to plan some?+ silly3 to write out an outl9e ( ! ,decl>ation ( ,fai?4 ,( c\rse x didn't g4 ,9 ! same way ,i began & dropp$ a lett] to ! ,italians4#ei ,dur+ ?is "t ,i jott$ d[n3 #a7 ,corneille writes 9 8 ,prface to ,m5teur on art1 t its aim is a div]sion1 8div]tir10 b t x mu/ n be h>mful1 & if possible1 x ought to be educationally enlight5+4 #b7 ,at supp] !re 0 a discussion on h]$ity3 !y say vici\s p are born f an alcoholic 444 7,i c't cle>ly express my ?\ght & w put x by47 #c7 ,some?+ v important4 ,i lay & 0 almo/ asleep1 sudd5ly some?+ seem$ to te> 9 my he>t4 ,x occurr$ to me3 t is ! way dea? comes f he>t failure2 & ,i rema9$ calm--,i felt nei!r grief nor joy1 b bless$ly calm--:e!r "h or !re1 ,i "k t x is well ) me1 t ?+s are z !y ought to be1 j l a *ild1 toss$ 9 ! arms ( its "m1 does n /op smil+ f joy = x kn[s t x is 9 h] lov+ arms4 ,& ! ?\ght came to me3 :y is x s n[ & 0 n s be=e8 ,because be=e1 ,i did n live ! :ole ( life1 b liv$ only an e>?ly life4 ,9 ord] to believe 9 immortality1 "o mu/ live an immortal life "h4 ,"o c walk ) "o's feet & n see ! precipice be=e "o1 ov] :i* x is impossible to cross1 & "o c rise on "o's w+s4444#fj 7,x isn't go+ & ,i don't feel l ?9k+47 ,m>* #g1 #ahif4 ,ni*olskoe4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day ,may #b4 ,yasnaya ,polyana4 ,x is almo/ two mon?s s9ce ,i h made an entry4 ,all ?is "t ,i liv$ 9 ,mosc[4 ,( important ev5ts !re 73 a gett+ clos] to ! scribe ,novikov#fa :o *ang$ 8 life on acc\nt ( my books :i* 8 bro!r1 a lackey1 receiv$ f 8 mi/ress abroad4 ,a hot-blood$ y\?4 ,also 8 bro!r1 a work+ man1 ask$ = 8,:at is my ,fai?80 & ,tania#fb s5t him to ,mme4 ,kholev9sky4#fc ,!y took ,mme4 ,kholev9sky to prison4 ,! prosecut+ attorney said t !y ought to g aft] me4 ,all ?is toge!r made me write a lett] to ! m9i/]s ( ,ju/ice & ! ,int]ior 9 :i* ,i begg$ !m to transf] _! prosecution to me4#fd ,all ?is "t ,i wrote on ! ,decl>ation ( ,fai?4 ,i made little progress4 ,*]tkov1 ,po%a ,biriukov 7 "h & w5t away4 ,my relations ) p are good4 ,i h /opp$ rid+ ! bicycle4 ,i wond] h[ ,i c\ld h be5 s infatuat$4 ,i he>d ,wagn]'s ,siegfri$4#fe ,i h _m ?\ghts 9 connection ) ?is & o!r ?+s4 ,9 all ,i h jott$ d[n #bj ?\ghts 9 my notebook4 ,/ill ano!r important ev5t--! "w ( ,african ,spi]4#ff ,i j read ?r\gh :at ,i wrote 9 ! beg9n+ ( ?is notebook4 ,at bottom1 x is no?+ else ?an a %ort summ>y ( all ( ,spi]'s philosophy :i* ,i n only _h n read at t "t1 b ab\t :i* ,i _h n ! slighte/ idea4 ,?is "w cl>ifi$ my ideas on ! mean+ ( life rem>kably1 & 9 "s ways /r5g!n$ !m4 ,! ess5ce ( 8 doctr9e is t ?+s d n exi/1 b only our impressions :i* appe> to u 9 our conception z objects4 ,conception 7,vor/ellung7 has ! quality ( believ+ 9 ! exi/5ce ( objects4 ,?is comes f ! fact t ! quality ( ?9k+ consi/s 9 attribut+ an objectivity to impressions1 a sub/ance1 & a project+ ( !m into space4 ,may #c4 ,y4 ,p4 ,let me write d[n any?+4 ,am indispos$4 ,weakness & physical apa?y4 ,b ?9k & feel ke5ly4 ,ye/]day at lea/1 ,i wrote a few lett]s3 to ,spi]1#fg ,%k>van1 ,myasoy$ov1#fh ,p]]1 ,sv]beev4#fi ,i am read+ ,spi] all ! "t1 & ! read+ provokes a mass ( ?\ghts4 ,let me write out some?+ at lea/ f my #ba notes4 ,to-day ,i work$ on ! ,decl>ation ( ,fai?4 #a7 8,come & dwell 9 u & cleanse u ( all evil0 444 ,on ! contr>y3 ,cleanse ?y s\l ( evil ?yself & ,he w come & dwell 9 !e4 ,he only waits = ?is4 ,l wat] he fl[s into !e 9 ! measure z room is fre$4 8,dwell 9 u40 ,h[ agonis+ly lonely x is )\t ,!e--?is ,i exp]i5c$ ^! days & h[ peaceful1 firm & joy\s1 ne$+ no?+ & no "o :5 ) ,!e4 ,d n leave me6 ,i c n pray4 ,8 tongue is diff]5t f t :i* ,i speak1 b ,he w und]/& & translate x into ,8 own :5 ,i say3 8,help me1 come to me1 d n leave me60 ,& "h ,i h fall5 into a contradiction4 ,i say y h to cleanse y\rself1 !n ,he w come4 ,b ,i1 n yet hav+ cleans$ myself1 call ^u ,him4 ,may #d4 ,if ,i /ill live "h1 ,y4 ,p4 ,may #e4 ,y4 ,p4 ,! same g5]al despair4 ,& ,i am sad4 ,!re is "o cause2 ! high] moral requirem5t t ,i put =w>d4 ,9 its "n ,i h reject$ ev]y?+ t is b5ea? x4 ,b x 0 n foll[$4 ,fifte5 ye>s ago ,i propos$ giv+ away ! great] "p ( ! prop]ty & to live 9 f\r rooms4 ,!n !y w\ld h an ideal4444 ,to-day ,i rode pa/ ,gill4#gj ,i ?\ght3 no und]tak+ is pr(itable ) a small am\nt ( capital4 ,! m capital1 ! m pr(its2 ! less exp5ses4 ,b f ?is x 9 no way foll[s t1 z ,m>x says1 capitalism w lead to socialism4 ,p]haps x w lead to x1 b to "o ) =ce4 ,! work+m5 w be compell$ to "w toge!r1 & !y w "w less & ! pay w be m1 b !re w be ! same slav]y4 ,x is necess>y t p "w freely 9 common1 t !y le>n to "w = ea* o!r1 b capitalism doesn't tea* !m t2 on ! contr>y1 x tea*es !m envy1 gre$1 selfi%ness4 ,!re=e1 ?r\gh a =c$ unit+ br\ght ab\t by capitalism1 ! mat]ial condition ( ! work]s c be bett]$1 b _! cont5tm5t c 9 no way be e/abli%$4 ,cont5tm5t c only be e/abli%$ ?r\gh ! free union ( ! work]s4 ,& = ?is x is necess>y to le>n h[ to unite1 to p]fect oneself morally1 to will+ly s]ve o!rs )\t be+ hurt :5 n receiv+ a return4 ,& ?is c't 9 any way be le>n$ "u ! capitali/ic1 competitive sy/em1 b "u an entirely diff]5t "o4 ,i sleep alone d[n/airs4 ,to-morr[1 ,may #f?1 ,y4 ,p4 ,to-day1 ,may #i1 ,y4 ,p4 ,up to n[1 ,i hav5't yet writt5 out all t ,i _h to4 ,h be5 cont9ually indispos$4 ,not)/&+ ?is1 ,i "w 9 ! morn+s4 ,to-day1 x seem$ to me ,i advanc$ v mu*4 ,our p h gone away1 "s to ! coronation1 o!rs to ,sw$54#ga ,i am alone ) ,ma%a2 %e has a sore ?roat4 ,i am well4 ,may #aj1 ,if ,i live4 ,y4 ,p4 ,to-day1 ,may #aa1 ,y4 ,p4 ,sonya arriv$ f ,mosc[4 ,i cont9ue to write ! ,decl>ation ( ,fai?4 ,x seems z if ,i 7 weak5+4 ,to-day ,i receiv$ a lett] f ,n1 a tangl$ up revolutioni/4 ,9 ! ev5+ ,i rode horseback to ,yas5ki#gb & ?\ght3 ,i h n yet writt5 out ev]y?+ f my notebooks4 ,i w jot d[n at lea/ ?is1 ! m s s9ce1 :5 x came into my head x seem$ to me v important4 ,namely3 #a7 ,spi] says we "k only s5sations4 ,x is true1 ! mat]ial ( our k is s5sations4 ,b "o mu/ ask2 :y v>iation ( s5sations 7ev5 ( "o & ! same s5se ( sight or t\*74 ,he 7,spi]7 insi/s too mu* t corporeality is an illusion1 & does n answ] ! "q3 :y v>iation ( s5sations8 ,x is n bodies t make v>iation ( s5sations1 ,i agree to ?is1 b x is j su* be+s z we1 :o mu/ be ! cause ( ^! s5sations4 ,i "k t :at he recognises z our be+ he recognises z a unit4 ,good4 ,admitt+ x is a unit1 !n x is a divid$ (f1 brok5 (f unit1 & ,i am a unit be+ only )9 c]ta9 limits4 ,& ^! limits ( my be+ are ! limits ( o!r be+s4 ,or1 "o be+ is outl9$ by limits & ^! limits create s5sations1 i4 e41 ! mat]ial ( k4 ,!re are no bodies1 bodies are illusions1 b o!r be+s are n illusions & ,i recognise !m ?r\gh s5sations4 ,_! activity produces s5sations 9 me & ,i conclude t ! same effect is produc$ 9 !m by my activity4 ,:5 ,i receive s5sations f a man ) :om ,i come 9 contact1 x c be und]/ood2 b :5 ,i receive s5sations f ! e>? ^u :i* ,i fall1 f ! sun :i* w>ms me1 :at is x t produces ^! s5sations 9 me8 ,probably ! activities ( be+s ^: life ,i d n und]/&2 b ,i recognise only a "p ( !m l ! flea on my body4 ,t\*+ ! e>?1 feel+ ! w>m? ( ! sun1 my limits come 9 contact ) ! limits ( ! sun4 ,i am 9 ! _w 7,i project ?is into space4 ,i c n d x o!rwise ?\gh x is n s 9 reality7 l a cell1 n an immovable "o1 b "o w&]+ & t\*+ by 8 limits1 n only ! limits ( o!r cells ( ! same k9d1 b o!r enorm\s bodies4 ,bett] /ill1 n to project ?is into space2 ,i act & am act$ ^u by ! greate/ v>iety ( be+s2 or1 my division ( a unit be+ associates ) o!r divisions ( ! mo/ v>i\s k9ds4 7,:at a lot ( nons5se67 ,may #ab1 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,p5teco/4 ,x is cold1 damp1 & n a leaf on ! trees4 ,to-day already1 ,may #af1 ,y4 ,p4 ,morn+4 ,i c n write my ,decl>ation ( ,fai?4 ,x is uncle>1 metaphysical1 & :atev] good !re is 9 x1 ,i spoil4 ,i am ?9k+ ( beg9n+ x all f ! beg9n+ aga9 or to call a /op & get to "w on a novel or a drama4 ,n4#gc 0 "h2 x 0 a difficult love te/4 ,i pass$ x only outw>dly & ev5 !n badly4 ,if ! exam9] _h gone along ?or\ghly1 skipp+ ab\t1 ,i w\ld h fail$ %amefully4 ,a beautiful article by ,m5%ikov1 8,! ,blund]s ( ,fe>40#gd ,h[ joy\s6 ,i c almo/ die1 ev5 absolutely1 & yet x always seems z if !re is some?+ /ill to be done4 ,d x & ! end w take c>e ( itself4 ,if y are no long] fit = ! "w1 y w be *ang$ & a new "o w be s5t & y w be s5t to ano!r "w4 ,if only "o rises 9 "w6 ,/rakhov ,?4 ,a4#ge 0 "h4 ,! o!r "o1 ,n41#gf came to me 9 my sleep4 ,i _h a talk ) him#gg ab\t ! ,decl>ation ( ,fai?4 ,9 speak+ to him ,i felt h[ hazy 0 ! desire = ! good 9 itself4 ,& ,i correct$ x ?is way3 #a7 ,a man at a c]ta9 p]iod ( 8 developm5t awak5s to a consci\sness ( 8 life4 ,he sees t ev]y?+ ab\t him lives 7& he himself liv$ l t be=e ! awak5+ ( 8 reason7 )\t kn[+ its life4 ,n[ t he has le>n$ t he lives1 he und]/&s t =ce :i* gives life to ! :ole _w & 9 8 consci\sness he co9cides ) x1 b be+ limit$ by 8 sep>ate be+ 78 organism71 x seems to him t ! purpose ( ?is =ce :i* gives life to ! _w1 is ! life ( 8 sep>ate be+4 7,i ?\ght t ,i w\ld write x cle>ly & aga9 ,i am confus$2--evid5tly ,i am n ready47 ,life is ! desire = ! good4 7,ev]y?+ t lives1 lives only because x desires ! good2 t :i* does n desire ! good1 does n live47 ,man1 :5 awak5$ to a reason+ consci\sness1 is consci\s ( life 9 himself1 i4 e4 ( ! desire = ! good4 ,b s9ce ?is consci\sness is eng5d]$ 9 ! sep>ate bodily be+ ( man1 s9ce man le>ns t life is ! desire = ! good :5 he is already sep>at$ f o!rs by 8 bodily be+1 !re=e1 9 ! fir/ awak5+ ( man to a reason+ consci\sness1 x seems to him t life1 i4 e4 ! desire = ! good :i* he recognises 9 himself1 has = its object 8 sep>ate bodily be+4 ,& man beg9s to live consci\sly = ! good ( 8 sep>ate be+1 beg9s to use t reason ( 8 :i* reveal$ to him ! ess5ce ( all life2 ! desire = ! good1 9 ord] to secure ! good = 8 own sep>ate be+4 ,b ! long] a man lives1 ! m obvi\s x becomes to him t 8 purpose is unatta9able4 ,& !re=e1 :ile he has n yet made cle> to himself 8 error1 ev5 be=e he recognises by reason ! impossibility ( ! good = a sep>ate p]sonality1 man kn[s by exp]i5ce & feel+ ! error ( activity :i* is direct$ to ! good ( 8 own sep>ate p]sonality & he naturally /rives t 8 life1 8 desire = ! good1 be drawn away f 8 own p]sonality & br\ght ov] to o!r ?+s2 to comrades1 fri5ds1 family1 society4 ,?is same reason :i* he desires to use = ! atta9m5t ( ! good = 8 own sep>ate be+1 %[s man t ?is good is unatta9able1 t x becomes de/roy$ by ! /ruggle betwe5 ! sep>ate be+s = ! desir$ good1 de/roy$ by ! unprev5table1 innum]able disa/]s & suff]+s :i* ?reat5 man1 & above all1 by ! unavoidable illnesses1 suff]+s1 old age & dea? :i* occur 9 ! individual life ( man4 ,no matt] h[ man might exp& 8 desire = ! good to o!r be+s1 he c n b see t all ^! sep>ate be+s are l him1 subject to unavoidable suff]+s & dea? & !re=e1 !y1 j z he1 c n h real life by !mselves4 ,& x is j ?is error ( m5 :o h awak5$ to ! consci\sness ( life t ! ,*ri/ian tea*+ dissipates1 9 %[+ to man t z soon z a consci\sness ( life has awak5$ 9 him1 i4 e4 ! desire = ! good1 !n 8 be+1 8 8self0 is no long] 8 sep>ate bodily be+1 b t same consci\sness ( life1 ! desire = ! good n = himself1 :i* 0 born 9 8 sep>ate be+4 ,! consci\sness1 !re=e1 ( ! desire = ! good1 is ! desire = ! good = ev]y?+ exi/5t4 ,& ! desire = ! good = ev]y?+ exi/5t1 is ,god4 ,! ,*ri/ian tea*+ tea*es j ?is1 t ,8 son1 :o resembles ,god1 & :o 0 s5t by ! ,fa!r into ! _w t ! w ( ! ,fa!r be fulfill$ 9 him1 lives 9 man ) an awak5$ consci\sness 7! conv]sation ) ,nicodemus47 ,! ,*ri/ian tea*+ reveals to man ) an awak5$ consci\sness1 t ! mean+ & ! aim ( 8 life does n consi/1 z x seem$ to him be=e1 9 ! acquir+ ( ! great] good = 8 own sep>ate p]sonality or = o!r su* p]sonalities l him1 no matt] h[ _m !y are1 b only 9 ! fulfilm5t 9 ?is _w ( ! w ( ! ,fa!r :o has s5t man into ! _w--x reveals also to man ! w ( ! ,fa!r 9 reg>d to ! son4 ,! w ( ! ,fa!r 9 reg>d to ! son is t !re %\ld be manife/$ 9 ?is _w t desire = ! good :i* =ms ! ess5ce ( 8 life1 s t man liv+ 9 ?is _w %\ld wi% ! good to a great] & great] numb] ( be+s & consequ5tly he %\ld s]ve !m z he s]ves 8 own good4 7,confus$47 ,may #ag1 ,y4 ,p4 ,aga9 ,i am dissatisfi$ ) :at ,i wrote ye/]day & :i* seem$ to me true & full4 ,la/ night & ?is morn+ ,i ?\ght ab\t ! same ?+4 ,"h are ! new ?+s :i* h become cle> to me3 #a7 ,t ! desire = ! good is n ,god1 b only "o ( ,8 manife/ations1 "o ( ! sides f :i* we see ,god4 ,god 9 me is manife/$ by ! desire = ! good2 #b7 ,t ?is ,god :i* is enclos$ 9 man1 beg9s to /rive to free ,himself 9 broad5+ & enl>g+ ! be+ 9 :om ,he dwells2 !n1 see+ ! impassable limits ( ?is be+1 ,he tries to free ,himself by go+ outside ( ?is be+ & embrac+ o!r be+s2 #c7 ,t a reason+ be+ _c f9d room = himself 9 ! life ( an individual1 & t z soon z he becomes reason+ he tries to g out ( x2 #d7 ,t ! ,*ri/ian tea*+ reveals to man t ! ess5ce ( 8 life is n 8 sep>ate be+1 b ,god1 :i* is enclos$ 9 8 be+4 ,?is ,god1 !re=e1 becomes kn[n to man ?r\gh reason & love 444 ,i c n write any f>!r2 weak1 sleepy4 #e7 ,& above all1 t ! desire = ! good = oneself1 love = oneself1 c\ld exi/ 9 man only up to ! "t :5 reason _h n yet awak5$ 9 him4 ,b z soon z reason _h wak5$ 9 him1 !n x became cle> to man t ! desire = ! good = himself--a sep>ate be+--0 futile1 because ! good is n realisable = a sep>ate & mortal be+4 ,j z soon z reason appe>$1 !n !re became possible only "o k9d ( desire = ! good2 ! desire = ! good = all1 because ) ! desire = ! good = all1 !re is no /ruggle b union1 & no dea? b ! transmission ( life4 ,god is n love1 b 9 liv+1 unreason+ be+s ,he is manife/$ ?r\gh a love = oneself1 & 9 liv+1 reason+ be+s1 ?r\gh love = ev]y?+ t exi/s4 ,i am n[ go+ to write out ! #ba po9ts f my notebooks4 #a7 ,9 ord] to believe 9 immortality "o has to live an immortal life "h1 i4 e4 to live n t[>ds oneself b t[>ds ,god1 n = oneself1 b = ,god4 ,man1 9 ?is life1 seems to be /&+ ) "o foot on a bo>d & ! o!r on ! e>?2 & z soon z 8 reason has awak5$1 he sees t t bo>d ^u :i* he 0 j ab\t to /ep lies ov] an abyss & x n only b5ds & creaks1 b is already fall+ & man transf]s 8 weight to t foot :i* /&s on ! e>?4 ,h[ n be afraid if "o /&s on t :i* b5ds & creaks & falls2 & h[ be afraid1 & ( :at to be afraid1 if y /& on t ^u :i* ev]y?+ falls & bel[ :i* x is impossible to fall8 #b7 ,read ab\t ,granovsky4#gh ,9 our lit]ature x is cu/om>y to say1 t dur+ ! reign ( ,ni*olas conditions 7 su* t x 0 impossible to express great ?\ghts4 7,granovsky compla9s ( ?is & o!rs too47 ,b ! ?\ghts !re 7 n real4 ,x is all self-deception4 ,if all ^? ,granovskys1 ,biel9skys1#gi & o!rs _h any?+ to say1 !y w\ld h said x1 no matt] :at ! ob/acles4 ,! pro( is ,h]z54#hj ,he w5t away abroad & despite 8 enorm\s tal5t1 :at did he say t 0 new1 necess>y8 ,all ^? ,granovskys1 ,biel9skys1 ,*]ni%evskys1#ha ,dobroliubovs1 :o 7 rais$ to great m51 ought to be grateful to ! gov]nm5t & ! c5sor%ip )\t :i* !y w\ld h be5 ! mo/ unnotic$ ( sket*-writ]s4 ,p]haps ! ,biel9skys1 ,granovskys1 & ! o!r unimportant ones might h _h some?+ real )9 !m1 b !y /ifl$ x1 imag9+ !y _h to s]ve society ) ! =ms ( social life & n to s]ve ,god by pr(ess+ ! tru? & by prea*+ x )\t any c>e ab\t ! =ms ( social life4 ,let !re be cont5ts & ! =ms w %ape !mselves4 ,p act+ ?us1 i4 e4 adapt+ _! /riv+ = tru? to ! exi/+ =ms ( society1 are l a be+ to :om w+s h be5 giv5 to fly1 )\t kn[+ ob/acles1 & :o us$ ^! w+s 9 ord] to help itself 9 walk+4 ,su* a be+ w\ld n atta9 its ends--e ob/acle w\ld /op x & x w\ld spoil its w+s4 ,& !n ?is be+ w\ld compla9 t x _h be5 held back & w\ld tell ) sorr[ 7l ,granovsky7 t x w\ld h gone f> if ob/acles _h n held x back4 ,! quality ( real spiritual activity is su*1 t x is impossible to hold x back4 ,if x is held back1 !n x means only "o ?+3 x is n real4 #c7 ,man dy+ little by little 7gr[+ old7 exp]i5ces t :i* a spr\t+ se$ ought to exp]i5ce :i* has n yet transf]r$ its consci\sness f ! se$ to ! plant4 ,he feels t he gr[s less1 b he is n consci\s ( himself !re :]e he increases2 9 ano!r life4 ,i am beg9n+ to exp]i5ce ?is4 #d7 ,i wrote d[n3 8,reason is a tool = ! recognition ( tru?1 v]ification1 criticism40 ,i c't rememb] v well4 ,x seems to me1 & ,i am ev5 c]ta9 ( x1 t x is ?is3 ,"u reason is und]/ood _m diff]5t intellectual activities & v complex ones1 & !re=e ! correctness ( ! solutions ( reason is (t5 d\bt$4 ,z an answ] to ?is d\bt1 ,i say1 t !re is an activity ( ! reason :i* is n to be d\bt$1 namely1 ! critical activity1 ! activity ( v]ify+ :at is told me4 ,!y tell me t ,god 444 etc4 ,i submit ?is to ! v]ification ( reason & decide )\t d\bt t t :i* is n reasonable does n exi/ = me4 ,x is wrong to say t ev]y?+ :i* exi/s is reasonable1 or t ev]y?+ :i* is reasonable exi/s1 b x is wrong n to say t t :i* is unreasonable does n exi/ = me4 #e7 ,x seems to man t 8 animal life is 8 real ess5ce & t ! spiritual life is ! product ( 8 animal "o1 j z x seems to a man r[+ 9 a boat t he is /&+ /ill & t ! banks1 & ! :ole e>?1 are runn+ pa/ him4 #f7 ,!re is a goodness :i* wants to make use ( ! advantages ( goodness & does n want to be> ! disadvantages ( x4 ,t is animal goodness4 #g7 ,*ri/ian tru?1 !y say1 c n be prov$2 x mu/ be believ$4 ,z if x 7 easi] to become conv9c$ ( ! tru? ( ! nons5sical ?an ( ! reasonable4 ,:y deprive ,*ri/ianity ( ! p[] ( conv9c+8 ,:y8 #h7 ,nature1 !y say1 is economical ( its own =ces2 by ! lea/ ef=t1 x atta9s ! greate/ results4 ,s is ,god4 ,to e/abli% ! ,k+dom ( ,god on e>?1 ( union1 ( s]v+ "o ano!r--& to de/roy ho/ility1 ,god does n h to d x himself4 ,he has plac$ ,8 reason 9 man1 :i* frees love 9 man & ev]y?+ :i* ,he desires w be done by man4 ,god does ,8 "w ?r\gh u4 ,& !re is no "t = ,god--or !re is inf9ite "t4 ,:5 he has plac$ reason+ love 9 man1 he has already done ev]y?+4 ,:y has ,he done ?is 9 ?is way ?r\gh man1 & n by ,himself8 ,! "q is /upid & "o :i* nev] w\ld h ent]$ "o's head if we 7 all n spoilt by absurd sup]/ition4444 #i7 ,"o ( ! mo/ tortur+ spiritual suff]+s is ! n be+ und]/ood by p :5 y feel y\rself hopelessly alone 9 y\r ?\ghts4 ,!re is consolation 9 ?is1 t y "k t t v ?+ :i* p d n und]/& 9 y1 ,god und]/&s4 #aj7 ,to c>ry ov] "o's 8self0 f ! bodily to ! spiritual1 t means to consci\sly wi% only ! spiritual4 ,my body c unconsci\sly /rive = ! fle%ly1 b ,i consci\sly desire no?+ ( ! fle%ly1 z :5 ,i d n desire to fall1 b c n b submit to ! law ( gravitation4 #aa7 ,if y h transf]r$ y\r 8self0 to y\r spiritual be+1 y w feel ! same pa9 9 violat+ love z y w feel physical pa9 :5 y violate ! good ( ! body4 ,! indicator is j z direct & true4 ,& ,i already feel x4 #ab7 ,s9 is ! /r5g!n+ ( ! consci\sness ( life 9 "o's sep>ate be+1 or ! weak5+ ( "o's reason+ consci\sness1 :i* %[s ! inconsi/5cy ( animal life4 ,= ! fir/ end1 ! activity ( reason is direct$ to ! /r5g!n+ ( ! delusion ( a sep>ate life3 #a1 food2 #b1 lu/2 #c1 vanity1 /r5g!n$ by reason4 ,= ! second end1 are us$ ! means ( weak5+ reason3 tobacco1 opium1 w9e4 #ac7 ,temptation is ! ass]tion t x is p]mitt$ to violate love = ! great] good3 #a1 to oneself2 x is necess>y to fe$1 cure1 educate1 calm oneself1 9 ord] to be 9 condition to s]ve m51 & = ?is x is p]mitt$ to violate love2 #b1 "o mu/ secure1 pres]ve1 & educate ! family1 & = ?is x is p]mitt$ to violate love2 #c1 "o has to organise1 secure1 protect ! community1 ! /ate1 & = ?is x is p]mitt$ to violate love2 #d1 "o has to contribute to ! salvation ( ! s\ls ( p by viol5t sugge/ion1 ?r\gh education1 & = ?is x is p]mitt$ to violate love4 #ad7 ,! essay on art has to be begun ) a discussion ( ! fact1 t = ! picture "h1 :i* x has co/ ! ma/] #ajjj work+ days1 he is giv5 #dj ?\s& work+ days3 = an op]a1 a novel1 /ill m4 ,& !n1 "s say ( ^! works1 t !y are beautiful2 o!rs1 t !y are absolutely bad4 ,& !re is no inconte/able crit]ion4 ,!re is no su* argum5t ab\t wat]1 food1 & good works4 ,:y is t s8 #ae7 ,:at is ! result ( a man recognis+ z 8 8self0 n 8 own sep>ate be+1 b ,god liv+ 9 him8 ,9 ! fir/ place1 n consci\sly desir+ ! good = 8 own sep>ate be+1 t man w n1 or w less eag]ly1 take ! good away f o!rs2 9 ! second place1 hav+ recognis$ z 8 8self0 ,god1 :o desires ! good = all t exi/s1 man also w desire x4 #af7 ,:y d p hold on s passionately to ! pr9ciple ( family1 ! produc+ & br++ up ( *ildr58 ,because to a man :o has n yet transf]r$ 8 consci\sness f 8 sep>ate be+ to t ( ,god1 x is ! only seem+ly satisfactory explanation ( ! mean+ ( life4 #ag7 ,! mean+ ( life becomes cle> to man :5 he recognises z himself1 8 div9e ess5ce :i* is enclos$ 9 8 bodily envelope4 ,! mean+ ( ?is lies 9 ! fact t ?is be+1 /riv+ = its emancipation1 = ! broad5+ ( ! realm ( love1 accompli%es ?r\gh ?is broad5+ ! "w ( ,god1 :i* consi/s 9 ! e/abli%m5t ( ! ,k+dom ( ,god on e>?4 #ah7 ,viol5ce c nei!r weak5 nor /r5g!n a spiritual movem5t4 ,to act on spiritual activity by =ce is j l cat*+ ! rays ( ! sun--no matt] h[ y cov] !m1 !y w always be on top4 #ai7 ,i h not$ d[n3 8,d y imag9e y\r life 9 ! wood :i* is be+ burn$ d[n or 9 ! fire :i* burns80 ,x is ?is way3 y get ! wood ready1 & !n y are sorry to use x2 9 ! same way y get y\rself ready & !n y are sorry4 ,b ! comp>ison is n good1 because fire comes to an end4 ,a bett] comp>ison w\ld be ) food2 d y imag9e y\r life 9 food or 9 t :i* is be+ f$8 ,is n t ! mean+ ( ! words ( ,/4 ,john ab\t 8my body01 :i* ought to be food8 ,man is food = ,god if he gives himself to ,god4 7,uncle>2 nons5se47 #bj7 ,! pr9cipal aim ( art1 if !re is art1 & if x has an aim1 is to manife/ & to express ! tru? ab\t man's s\l1 to express ^? my/]ies :i* x is impossible to express simply by spee*4 ,f ?is spr+s art4 ,art is a microscope :i* ! arti/ fixes on ! my/]ies ( 8 s\l & %[s to p ^? my/]ies :i* are common to all4 #ba7 ,love1 enclos$ 9 man & fre$ by reason1 manife/s itself 9 two ways3 #a1 by its expansion1 & #b1 by ! e/abli%m5t ( ! ,k+dom ( ,god4 ,x is /eam :i*1 9 spread+1 works4 #bb7 ,lately1 ,i h begun to feel su* firmness & /r5g?1 n my own1 b t ( t ,god's "w :i* ,i wi% to s]ve1 t ! irritation1 ! reproa*es1 ! mock+ p ho/ile to ! "w ( ,god1 is /range to me2 !y are pitiable1 t\*+4 #bc7 ,! _w1 liv+ unconsci\sly1 & man1 9 ! p]iod ( 8 *ildhood1 p]=m$ unconsci\sly ! "w ( ,god4 ,hav+ awak5$ to consci\sness1 he does x consci\sly4 ,9 ! collision betwe5 ! two me?ods ( s]v+1 man ought to "k t ! unconsci\s passes & w pass into ! consci\s & n ! opposite & t !re=e x is necess>y to give oneself ov] to ! future & n to ! pa/4 7,/upid47 #bd7 ,! delusion ( man :o has awak5$ to consci\sness & :o cont9ues to consid] 8 own sep>ate be+ z himself1 is t he consid]s a tool z himself4 ,if y feel pa9 at ! di/urb+ ( ! good ( y\r sep>ate be+1 x is z if y felt on y\r h& ! bl[s on ! tool ) :i* y "w4 ,! tool has to be tak5 c>e (1 gr\nd1 b n to be consid]$ z oneself4 #be7 ,god ,himself is economical4 ,he has to p5etrate all ) love4 ,he has fir$ man alone ) love & has plac$ him 9 ! necessity ( fir+ all ! re/4 #bf7 ,no?+ affects ! religi\s outlook s mu* z ! way we look ^u ! _w2 :e!r ) a beg9n+ & an end1 z x 0 look$ ^u 9 antiquity1 or inf9ite z x is look$ ^u n[4 ,9 a f9ite _w1 "o c con/ruct a reasonable rle = sep>ate mortal man1 b 9 an inf9ite _w ! life ( su* a be+ has no mean+4 #bg7 7,= ,konevsky7 ,x happ5s to ,katiu%a aft] h] resurrection1 t %e has c]ta9 p]iods 9 :i* %e smiles slyly & lazily z if %e _h =gott5 all :i* %e consid]$ true be=e2 %e is m]ely joy\s & wants to live4 #bh7 ,to him :o lives a spiritual life entirely1 life "h becomes s un9t]e/+ & burd5some t he c "p ) x easily4 #bi7 ,nata%a ,/rakhov#hb asks h] fa!r1 :5 he speaks ( some?+ :i* happ5$ :5 %e 0 n yet born3 8,:]e 0 ,i !n80 ,i w\ld h answ]$3 8,y 7 asleep & _h n yet wak$ up "h40 ,conception1 bir?1 *ildhood are only a prep>ation to an awak5+1 :i* we see1 b n ! sleep+ ones4 #cj7 ,! error 9 :i* we f9d ourselves :5 we consid] our sep>ate be+s z ourselves is ! same z :5 a travell] c\nts only "o /age z ! :ole road1 or a man1 "o day z 8 :ole life4 #ca7 ,read ab\t 444 & 0 horrifi$ at ! consci\s deception ( m5 444 #cb7 8,an eras]40 ,i h =gott54 ,i %all recall x4 ,h writt5 up to d9n]4 ,x is n[ #b o'clock & ,i am go+ to d9e4 ,may #bh1 ,ysn4 ,pol4 #ab o'c4 noon4 ,x is already sev]al days t ,i am /ruggl+ ) my "w#hc & am mak+ no progress4 ,i sleep4 ,i want$ to scribble x someh[ to ! v end1 b ,i c't possibly d x4 ,am 9 a wret*$ mood1 aggravat$ by ! empt9ess1 by ! poor1 self-satisfi$1 cold empt9ess ( my surr\nd+ life4 ,9 ! meantime ,i h be5 to ,pirogovo4#hd ,i h a mo/ joy\s impression2 my bro!r ,s]gei#he has und\bt$ly _h a spiritual trans=mation4 ,he himself has =mulat$ ! ess5ce ( my fai? 7& he evid5tly recognises x z true = himself72 to raise 9 oneself ! spiritual ess5ce & to subject to x ! animal elem5t4 ,he has a miracul\s ikon & he 0 tortur$ by 8 undef9$ attitude to x4 ,! little girls#hf are v good & live s]i\sly4 ,ma%a has be5 infect$ by !m4 ,lat] !re 7 at our h\se3 ,salamon1#hg ,tanyee4#hh444 ,a t]rible ev5t 9 ,mosc[--! dea? ( ?ree ?\s&#hi--;,i someh[ c n express myself z ,i ought to4 ,i am indispos$ all ! "t1 gett+ weak]4 ,9 ,pirogovo1 !re 0 ! h>nessmak]1 an intellig5t man4 ,ye/]day a work+-man came f ,tula1 intellig5t4 ,i ?9k a revolutioni/4 ,to-day a sem9>y /ud5t1 a t\*+ case4 ,i am advanc+ v1 v badly 9 my "w4 ,r bor+ lett]s because !y dem& polite answ]s4 ,i h writt5 to ,bond>ev1#ij ,po%a1 & to "s "o else4 ,o yes2 ,(fic] ,n4 0 "h too4 ,i ?9k ,i 0 useful to him4 ,spl5did notes by ,%k>van4#ia ,ye/]day !re 0 a lett] f poor ,n4#ib1 :om !y h driv5 (f to ! ,p]sian fronti]1 hop+ to kill him4 ,god help him4 ,& don't =get me4 ,give me life1 life1 i4 e4 a consci\s1 joyful s]v+ ( ,!e4 ,9 ! meantime1 ,i ?\ght1 #a7 ,x is rem>kable h[ _m p see "s insoluble problem 9 evil4 ,i h nev] se5 any problem 9 x4 ,= me x is n[ altoge!r cle> t t :i* we call evil is t good1 ! action ( :i* we don't yet see4 #b7 ,! poetry ( ,mall>m1#ic & o!rs4 ,we :o don't und]/& x1 say boldly t x is humbug1 t x is poetry /rik+ an impasse4 ,:y is x t :5 we he> music :i* we don't und]/& & :i* is j z nons5sical1 we don't say t boldly1 b say timidly3 yes1 p]haps "o ought to und]/& x or prep>e oneself = x1 etc4 ,t is silly4 ,e "w ( art is only a "w ( art :5 x is und]/&able1 ,i d n say = all1 b = p /&+ on a c]ta9 level ( education1 on ! same level z ! man :o reads poetry & :o judges x4 ,?is reason+ leads me to an absolutely c]ta9 conclusion t music be=e any o!r art 7decad5ce 9 poetry & symbolism & o!r ?+s 9 pa9t+7 has lo/ its way & /ruck an impasse4 ,& he :o has turn$ x f ! road 0 t musical g5ius ,bee?ov54 ,! pr9cipal factors are ! au?orities & p depriv$ ( /hetic feel+ :o judge art4 ,goe!8 ,%akespe>e8#id ,ev]y?+ t goes "u _! names is suppos$ to be good & on se bt les flancs 9 ord] to f9d some?+ beautiful 9 ! /upid & ! unsuccessful1 & ta/e is entirely p]v]t$4 ,& all ^! great tal5ts--,goe!1 ,%akespe>e1 ,bee?ov51 ,mi*ael-,angelo--side by side ) exquisite ?+s1 produc$ n only m$iocre ones1 b disgu/+ ones4 ,! m$iocre arti/s produce a m$iocrity z reg>ds value & nev] any?+ v bad4 ,b recognis$ g5iuses create ei!r really great works or absolute /uff & nons5se2 ,%akespe>e1 ,goe!1 ,bee?ov51 ,ba*1 & o!rs4 #c7 ,to place be=e myself ! mo/ complex & confus$ ?+ :i* dem&s my p>ticipation4 ,on all sides x seems !re exi/ insoluble dilemmas2 x is bad "o way & worse ! o!r4 ,& x is only necess>y to c>ry ov] ! problem f ! out] realm into ! inn]1 into "o's own life1 to und]/& t ?is is only an ar5a = my inn] p]fection1 t x is a te/1 a measure ( my moral developm5t1 an exp]im5t z to h[ mu* ,i c & want to d ! "w ( ,god1 ! enl>gem5t ( love1 & ev]y?+ resolves itself s easily1 simply1 joy\sly4 #d7 ,a mi/ake 7s97 is ! use ( reason1 giv5 me to recognise my ess5ce 9 ! love = ev]y?+ :i* exi/s1 9 acquir+ ! good = my sep>ate be+4 ,z long z man liv$ )\t a reason+ consci\sness1 he fulfill$ ! w ( ,god 9 acquir+ ! good = himself & 9 /ruggl+ = x & !re 0 no s92 b z soon z reason _h awak5$1 !n !re 0 s94 #e7 ,! h>ness-mak]1 ,mikhailo1 says to me t he does n believe 9 a future life1 t he ?9ks t :5 a man dies1 8 _s w leave him & w g away4 ,b ,i say to him3 8,well1 g (f !n ) ?is _s2 !n y won't die40 ,may #bi1 ,ysn4 ,pol4 ,if ,i live4 ,x seems to me1 ,june #f1 ,ysn4 ,pol4 ,! pr9cipal ?+ is t dur+ ?is "t ,i h advanc$ 9 my "w1#ie & am advanc+4 ,i write on s9s & ! :ole "w is cle> to ! end4 ,f9i%$ ,spi]--spl5did4 ,! economic movem5t ( humanity by ?ree means3 ! de/ruction ( own]%ip ( l& accord+ to ,h5ry ,george#if2 ! inh]itance :i* w\ld give ov] accumulat$ weal? to society1 if n 9 ! fir/ g5]ation1 !n 9 ! second2 & a simil> tax on weal? on an excess ( ov] #ajjj rubles income = a family or #bjj = ea* man4 ,to-day ! ,*]tkovs arriv$4 ,galia#ig is v good4 ,! day be=e ye/]day a g5d>me came1 a spy1 :o confess$ t he 0 s5t aft] me4 ,x 0 bo? pleasant & na/y4#ih ,dur+ ?is "t h ?\ght pr9cipally ! foll[+3 #a7 ,:5 a man lives an animal life1 he does n "k t ,god lives ?r\gh him4 ,:5 reason awak5s 9 him1 !n he kn[s x4 ,& kn[+ x1 he becomes unit$ ) ,god4 #b7 ,man 9 8 animal life has to be guid$ by in/9ct2 reason direct$ to t :i* is n subject to x1 w spoil ev]y?+4 #c7 ,is n luxury a prep>+ = some?+ bett]1 :5 !re is already a suffici5cy8 ,ye/]day 0 n ! #f?1 b ! #h?4 ,to-day1 ,june #i1 ,y4 ,p4 ,i h writt5 little & n v well4 ,x seems to me t x is gett+ cle>]4 ,9 ! morn+ ,i _h a conv]sation ) ! work+m5 :o came = books4 ,i rememb]$ ! woman :o ask$ to write to ,john ( ,kron/ad4#ii ,! religion ( ! p is ?is3 !re is a ,god & !re are gods & sa9ts4 7,*ri/ came on e>?1 z a peasant told me to-day1 to tea* p h[ & to :om to pray47 ,! gods & ! sa9ts p]=m miracles1 h p[] ov] ! fle% & p]=m h]oic de$s & good works1 & ! p h only to pray1 to "k h[ & to :om to pray4 ,b p c n p]=m good works1 !y c only pray4 ,"h is _! :ole fai?4 ,i ba!d & don't feel well4 ,june #ai1 ,y4 ,p4 ,h be5 feel+ weak all ?is "t & sleep badly4 ,po%a came ye/]day4 ,he spoke ab\t ! ,khod9ka accid5t well1 b wrote x badly4 ,our v idle1 luxuri\s life oppresses me4 ,n4 came4 ,a /rang]4 ,he is "y & he does n und]/& 9 ! same way z ,i d1 t :i* he und]/&s1 al?\gh he agrees ) ev]y?+4 ,f9i%$ ! fir/ draft#ajj on ! #ac? ( ,june4 ,n[ ,i am revis+ x1 b am work+ v little4 444 ,/ruggl$ ) myself twice & successfully4 ,oh1 if x 7 always s6 ,once ,i pass$ beyond ,zakaz#aja at night & wept = joy1 be+ grateful = life4 ,! pictures ( life 9 ,sam>a /& out v cle>ly be=e me2 ! /eppes1 ! fight ( ! nomadic1 patri>*ic pr9ciple ) ! agricultural civilis$ "o4#ajb ,x draws me v mu*4 ,konefsky 0 n born 9 me2 t is :y x moves s awkw>dly4 ,h be5 ?9k+3 #a7 ,some?+ v important ab\t art3 :at is beauty8 ,beauty is t :i* we love4 8,he is n de> because he is good1 b good because he is de>40 ,"h is ! problem2 :y de>8 ,:y d we love8 ,& to say t we love1 because a ?+ is beautiful1 is j ! same z say+ t we brea! because ! air is pleasant4 ,we f9d ! air pleasant1 because we h to brea!2 & 9 ! same way we discov] beauty1 because we h to love4 ,& he :o hasn't ! p[] to see spiritual beauty1 sees at lea/ a bodily "o & loves x4 ,june #bf1 ,y4 ,p4 ,morn+4 ,all night ,i did n sleep4 ,my he>t a*es )\t /opp+4 ,i cont9ue to suff] & c n subject myself to ,god4444 ,i h n ma/]$ pride & rebellion & ! pa9 9 my he>t does n /op4 ,"o ?+ consoles me2 ,i am n alone b ) ,god1 & !re=e no matt] h[ pa9ful x is1 yet ,i feel t some?+ is tak+ place )9 me4 ,help me1 ,fa!r4 ,ye/]day ,i walk$ to ,babur9o#ajc & unwill+ly 7,i r w\ld h avoid$ ?an s\ght x71 ,i met ! #hj-ye>-old ,akime pl\gh+1 ! woman ,y>emi*ov :o hasn't a coat to h] h\sehold & only "o jacket1 !n ,m>ia ^: husb& 0 froz5 & :o has no "o to ga!r h] rye & :o is />v+ h] *ild1 & ,trophime & ,khaliavka1 & ! husb& & wife 7 dy+ z well z ! *ildr54 ,& we /udy ,bee?ov54 ,& ,i pray t ,he release me f ?is life4 ,& aga9 ,i pray & cry f pa94 ,i am entrapp$1 s9k+1 ,i _c alone1 only ,i hate myself & my life4 ,june #cj1 ,ysn4 ,pol4 ,cont9u$ to suff] & /ruggle mu*1 & h conqu]$ nei!r "o nor ! o!r4 ,b x is bett]4 ,mme4 ,ann5kov#ajd 0 "h & put x v well 444#aje ,!y h spoil$ = me ev5 my di>y :i* ,i write ) ! po9t ( view ( ! possibility ( its be+ read by ! liv+#ajf 444 ,j n[ up/airs !y began to speak ab\t ! ,new ,te/am5t & ,n4 en ricanant prov$ t ,*ri/ advis$ ca/ration4 ,i became angry1--%ameful4 ,two days ago ,i w5t to ^? :o _h be5 burn$ out2 _h n d9$1 0 tir$ & felt well4444 ,ye/]day ,i visit$ ! lawy] :o want$ to snat* a hundr$ rubles f a begg>-woman to decorate 8 own h\se )4 ,x is ! same ev]y:]e4 ,dur+ ?is "t ,i h be5 9 ,pirogovo4 ,my bro!r ,s]ezha has entirely come ov] to u4 ,! j\rney ) ,tania & ,*]tkov 0 joy\s4 ,to-day 9 ,dem5ka#ajg ,i gave ! la/ words = 8 j\rney to a dy+ peasant4 ,i am advanc+ mu* on ! "w4#ajh ,i w try to write out n[ :at ,i h jott$ d[n 9 ! book4 ,to-day1 ,july #ai4aji ,i am 9 ,pirogovo4 ,i arriv$ ! day be=e ye/]day ) ,tania & ,*]tkov4 ,9 ,s]ezha#aaj !re has c]ta9ly tak5 place a spiritual *ange2 he admits x himself say+ t he 0 born sev]al mon?s ago4 ,i am v happy ) him4 ,at home1 dur+ ?is "t1 ,i liv$ ?r\gh mu* difficulty4 ,"l1 ,fa!r1 release me f my base body4 ,cleanse me & d n let y\r _s p]i% 9 me & become ov]gr[n4 ,i pray$ twice besee*+ly2 once t ,he let me be ,8 tool2 & second t ,he save me f my animal 8self40 ,dur+ ?is "t ,i progress$ on ! ,decl>ation ( ,fai?4 ,x is f> f :at has to be said & f :at ,i want to say4 ,x is entirely inaccessible to ! pla9 man & ! *ild1 b1 nev]!less ,i h said all t ,i "k coh]5tly & logically4 ,9 ?is "t also ,i wrote ! preface to ! read+ ( ! ,gospels#aaa & annotat$ ! ,gospels4 ,_h visitors4 ,engli%m51 ,am]icans--no "o ( importance4 ,i w write out all t ,i jott$ d[n3 #a7 ,ye/]day ,i walk$ ?r\gh a twice pl\gh$1 black-e>? fall[ field4 ,z f> z ! eye c\ld see1 !re 0 no?+ b black e>?--n "o gre5 blade ( grass1 & !re on ! edge ( ! du/y grey road !re grew a bu% ( burdock4 ,!re 7 ?ree (f-%oots4 ,"o 0 brok5 & its :ite soil$ fl[] hung2 ! o!r also brok51 0 bespatt]$ ) black dirt1 its /em b5t & soil$2 ! ?ird %oot /uck out to ! side1 also black f du/1 b /ill alive & r$ 9 ! c5tre4 ,x rem9d$ me ( ,hadji-,murad4#aab ,x makes me want to write4 ,x ass]ts life to ! end1 & alone 9 ! mid/ ( ! :ole field1 someh[ or o!r has ass]t$ x4 #b7 ,he has a capacity = languages1 = ma!matics1 is quick to compreh5d & to answ]1 c s+1 draw correctly1 beautifully1 & c write 9 ! same way2 b he has no moral or arti/ic feel+ & !re=e no?+ ( 8 own4 #c7 ,love t[>ds enemies4 ,x is difficult1 seldom does x succe$--z ) ev]y?+ absolutely beautiful4 ,b !n :at happ9ess :5 y atta9 x6 ,!re is an exquisite sweetness 9 ?is love1 ev5 9 ! =eta/e ( x4 ,& ?is sweetness is j 9 ! inv]se ratio to ! attractiv5ess ( ! object ( love4 ,yes1 ! spiritual voluptu\sness ( love t[>ds enemies4 #d7 ,"s "o makes me suff]4 ,z soon z ,i ?9k ab\t myself1 ab\t my own suff]+1 ! suff]+ cont9ues to gr[ & gr[ & t]ror ov]comes me at ! ?\ght to :]e x might lead4 ,x suffices to ?9k ( ! man on acc\nt ( :om y are suff]+1 to ?9k ab\t 8 suff]+--& in/antly y are heal$4 ,sometimes x is easy :5 y already love y\r tortur]2 b ev5 :5 x is difficult1 x is always possible4 #e7 ,ye/]day 9 walk+ ,i ?\ght :at are ^? b\nd>ies :i* sep>ate u1 "o be+ f ano!r8 ,& x occurr$ to me4 ,are n space & "t ! conditions ( ^! divisions1 or r1 ! consequ5ces ( ^! divisions8 ,if ,i 7 n a sep>at$ "p1 !re w\ld be nei!r space nor "t = me1 z !re is n = ,god4 ,b s9ce ,i am n ! :ole1 ,i c und]/& myself & o!r be+s ?r\gh space & "t only4 7,i feel t !re is some?+ 9 ?is1 b ,i c n yet express x cle>ly47 #f7 ,!re 0 an argum5t ab\t :e!r be+ 9 love 0 good4 ,= me ! conclusion 0 cle>2 if a man already lives a human1 spiritual life1 !n be+ 9 love--love1 m>riage--w\ld be a d[nfall = him1 he w\ld h to give a "p ( 8 /r5g? to 8 wife1 to 8 family1 or ev5 at lea/ to ! object ( 8 love4 ,b if he is on ! animal plane1 if he eats1 dr9ks1 lab\rs1 holds a po/1 writes1 plays--!n to be 9 love w\ld be an uplift = him z = animals1 = insects1 9 ! "t ( 444#aac #g7 ,to pray8 ,!y say t pray] is necess>y1 t x is necess>y to h ! sweet feel+ ( pray] :i* is call$ =? by s]vice1 s++1 read+1 exclamations1 ikons4 ,b :at is pray]8 ,a communion ) ,god1 a recognition ( "o's relation to ,god1 ! highe/ /ate ( ! s\l4 ,is x possible t ?is /ate ( ! s\l c be atta9$ by an action ^u ! out] s5ses4444 ,is x n m probable t ! pray]ful /ate might be rea*$ only 9 r>e exceptional mom5ts & necess>ily 9 isolation1 z ev5 ,*ri/ said & z ,elijah saw ,god1 n 9 a /orm b 9 a t5d] breeze8 #h7 ,ye/]day ,i look$ ?r\gh ! romances1 novels1 & poems ( ,fet4#aad ,i recall$ our incessant music on #d gr&-pianos 9 ,yasnaya ,polyana & x became cle> to me t all ?is--! romances1 ! poems1 ! music--0 n art1 some?+ important & necess>y to p 9 g5]al1 b a self-indulg5ce ( robb]s1 p>asites1 :o h no?+ 9 common ) life2 romances1 novels ab\t h[ "o falls 9 love disgu/+ly1 poetry ab\t ?is or ab\t h[ "o langui%es f bor$om4 ,& music ab\t ! same !me4 ,b life1 all life1 see!s ) its own problems ( food1 di/ribution1 lab\r1 ab\t fai?1 ab\t ! relations ( m5 444 ,x is %ameful1 na/y4 ,help me1 ,fa!r1 to s]ve ,!e by %[+ up ?is lie4 #i7 ,i 0 go+ f ! ,*]tkovs on ! #e? ( ,july4 ,x 0 ev5+1 & beauty1 happ9ess1 bless$ness1 lay on ev]y?+4 ,b 9 ! _w ( m58 ,!re 0 gre$1 malice1 envy1 cruelty1 lu/1 debau*]y4 ,:5 w x be among m5 z x is 9 ,nature8 ,"h !re is a /ruggle1 b x is hone/1 simple1 beautiful4 ,b !re x is base4 ,i "k x & ,i hate x1 because ,i myself am a man4 7,i h n succe$$47 #aj7 ,:5 ,i suff]$ 9 my s\l1 ,i tri$ to calm myself ) ! consci\sness ( s]v+4 ,& t us$ to calm me1 b only !n :5 !re happ5$ to be an obvi\s in/ance ( s]v+1 i4 e4 :5 x 0 unque/ionably requir$ & ,i 0 drawn to x4 ,b :at is to be done :5 x happ5s nei!r "o way nor ! o!r8 ,give myself to ,god1 negate myself4 ,d z ,?\ wilt1 ,i cons5t4 7,aga91 n :at ,i want to say47 ,i am go+ to d9n]4 #aa7 ,kant1#aae !y tell u1 made a revolution 9 ! ?\ght ( m54 ,he 0 ! fir/ to %[ t a ?+ 9 itself is inaccessible to k1 t ! s\rce ( k & life is spiritual4 ,b is n t ! same :i* ,*ri/ said two ?\s& ye>s ago1 only 9 a way und]/&able to m58 ,b[ 9 _s & 9 tru?2 ! _s is life creat+1 ! lett]1 ! fle%1 is b5eficial 9 no way4 #ab7 ,balls1 fea/s1 spectacles1 p>ades1 pleasure-g>d5s1 etc41 are a dreadful tool 9 ! h&s ( ! organis]s4 ,!y c h a t]rible influ5ce4 ,& if any?+ has to be subject$ to control1 x is ?is4 #ac7 ,i walk$ along ! road & ?\ght1 look+ at ! =e/s1 ! e>?1 ! grass1 :at a funny mi/ake x is to ?9k t ! _w is su* z x appe>s to me4 ,to ?9k t ! _w is su* z x appe>s to me1 means to ?9k t !re c be no o!r be+ capable ( k except myself ) my six s5ses4#aaf ,i /opp$ & 0 writ+ t d[n4 ,s]gei ,ivanovi*#aag approa*$ me4 ,i told him :at ,i 0 ?9k+4 ,he said3 8,yes1 "o ?+ is true1 t ! _w is n su* z we see x & we don't "k any?+ z x is40 ,i said3 8,yes1 we "k some?+ exactly z x is40 8,:at is x80 8,t :i* kn[s4 ,x is exactly su* z we "k x40 #ad7 ,"o is (t5 surpris$ t p are ungrateful4 ,"o ought to be surpris$ at h[ !y c\ld be grateful = good done !m4 ,h[ev] little good p d1 !y "k ) c]ta9ty t ! do+ ( good is ! greate/ happ9ess4 ,h[ !n c p be grateful to o!rs t ^! o!rs h drunk !mselves full1 :5 t is ! greate/ enjoym5t8 #ae7 ,only he is free :om no?+ & nobody c h9d] f do+ :at he wants4 ,!re is only "o su* "w to d--to love4 #af7 ,pray] is direct$ to a p]sonal ,god1 n because ,god is p]sonal 7,i ev5 "k z a matt] ( fact t ,he is n p]sonal1 because ! p]sonal is f9ite & ,god is inf9ite71 b because ,i am a p]sonal be+4 ,i h a little gre5 glass 9 my eye & ,i see ev]y?+ gre54 ,i c n help b see ! _w gre51 al?\gh ,i "k t x is n l t4 #ag7 ,! /hetic pleasure is a pleasure ( a l[] ord]4 ,& !re=e ! highe/ /hetic pleasure leaves "o unsatisfi$4 ,9 fact1 ! high] ! /hetic pleasure1 ! m unsatisfi$ x leaves "o4 ,x always makes "o want some?+ m & m4 ,& s )\t end4 ,only moral good gives full satisfaction4 ,"h !re is full satisfaction4 ,no?+ fur!r is wi%$ = or ne$$4 #ah7 ,a lie to o!rs is by f> nei!r z important nor z h>mful z a lie to oneself4 ,a lie to o!rs is (t5 an innoc5t play1 a satisfy+ ( vanity4 ,a lie to oneself is always a p]v]sion ( ! tru?1 a turn+ aside f ! dem&s ( life4 #ai7 ,al?\gh seldom1 yet x has happ5$ to me t ,i h done good f pity1 a real good4 ,9 t case y nev] rememb] :at y really h done & "u :at circum/ances4 ,y rememb] only t y 7 ) ,god 7?is occurr$ to me 9 reg>d to my fav\rite boots :i* ,i rememb] ,i gave away out ( pity & = a long "t ,i c\ld n rememb] :]e !y _h gone74 ,x is ! same way ) all ^? mom5ts :5 ,i 0 ) ,god1 :e!r 9 pray] or 9 ! bus9ess ( life4 ,memory is a fle%ly affair1 b "h1 ! ?+ is spiritual4 #bj7 ,man c n live a fle%ly life1 if he does n consid] himself 9 ! "r & he c n live a spiritual life if he does n consid] himself s9ful4 #ba7 444 ,i am go+ to sleep4 ,x is #ab3cj 9 ! morn+1 ,july #cj?4 ,july #ca1 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,july #ca1 ,y4 ,p4 ,i am alive4 ,x is ev5+ n[4 ,x is pa/ f\r4 ,i am ly+ d[n & c n fall asleep4 ,my he>t a*es4 ,i am tir$ out4 ,i he> ?r\gh ! w9d[--!y play t5nis & are laugh+4 ,s4 w5t away to ! ,%5%9s4#aah ,e "o is well1 b ,i am sad & c n ma/] myself4 ,x is l ! feel+ ,i _h :5 ,/4 ,?omas#aai lock$ me 9 & ,i he>d ?r\gh my prison h[ e "o 0 gay & 0 laugh+4 ,b ,i don't want to4 ,"o mu/ suff] humiliation & be good4 ,i c d x4 ,i cont9ue to copy3 #a7 ,! disbelief 9 reason is ! s\rce ( all evil4 ,?is disbelief is rea*$ by ! tea*+ ( a di/ort$ fai? f *ildhood4 ,believe 9 "o miracle & ! tru/ 9 reason is de/roy$4 #b7 444 #c7 ,*ri/ianity does n give happ9ess b safety2 x lets y d[n to ! bottom f :i* !re is no place to fall4 #d7 ,i rode horseback f ,tula & ?\ght ab\t ?is2 t ,i am a "p ( ,him1 sep>at$ 9 a c]ta9 way f o!r su* p>ts1 & ,he is ev]y?+1 ! ,fa!r1 & ,i felt love1 j love1 = ,him4 ,n[1 especially n[1 ,i n only c n reproduce ?is feel+1 b n ev5 recall x4 ,b ,i 0 s joyful t ,i said to myself3 ,"h ,i 0 ?9k+ t ,i c n le>n any?+ new & sudd5ly ,i acquir$ a wond]ful bless$ new feel+1 a real feel+4 #e7 ,:at humbug#abj--;beauty1 tru?1 goodness6 ,beauty is "o ( ^? attributes ( out] objects1 l heal?1 an attribute ( ! liv+ body4 ,tru? is n ! ideal ( sci5ce4 ,! ideal ( sci5ce is k1 n tru?4 ,! good c n be plac$ on ! plane ) ei!r ( ^!1 because x is ! goal ( life4 7,x is uncle>1 b x 0 cle> & w be47 #f7 ,i d n rememb] good works1 because !y are outside ( ! mat]ial man--( memory4 ,augu/ #a1 ,ysn4 ,pol4 ,if ,i live4--:i* is d\btful4 ,my he>t a*es v mu*4444 ,x is dreadful to ?9k h[ mu* "t has elaps$2 a mon? & a half4 ,to-day1 ,sept4 #ad1 ,y4 ,p4 ,dur+ ?is "t ,i took a trip to ! mona/]y ) ,sonya4#aba444 ,i wrote on ,hadji-,murad#abb v poorly1 a fir/ draft4 ,i h cont9u$ my "w on ! ,decl>ation ( ,fai?4 ,! ,*]tkovs h gone away4444 ,all ?ree sons are "h n[ ) _! wives4#abc ,!re 0 a lett] f ! ,holl&] :o has refus$ to s]ve4#abd ,i wrote a preface to ! lett]4#abe ,i wrote a lett] also to ,mme4 ,kalmikov#abf ) v %>p /atem5ts ab\t ! ,gov]nm5t4 ,! :ole mon? & a half has be5 cond5s$ 9 ?is4 ,oh1 yes2 ,i h also be5 ill f my usual sickness & my /oma* is /ill n /rong4 ,"o ?+ m4 ,dur+ ?is "t !re 0 a lett] f ! ,h9du ,tod & an exquisite book ( ,h9du wisdom1 ,ioga's ,philosophy4#abg ,9 ! meantime ,i ?\ght3 #a7 ,!re are _m p1 especially ,europeans & especially wom51 :o n only talk b :o write ?+s t appe> intellig5t1 9 ! same way z dumb p speak2 z a matt] ( fact1 x isn't any m natural = !m to ?9k ?an = a dumb p]son to speak1 b bo? "o & ! o!r1 bo? ! /upid & ! dumb1 h be5 taught4 #b7 ,to love an individual man1 "o has to be bl9d$4 ,)\t be+ bl9d$ "o c love only ,god1 b p c be piti$1 :i* means to love 9 a ,godly way4 #c7 ,to get rid ( an enemy1 "o mu/ love him1 z x is also said 9 ! 8,tea*+ ( ! twelve apo/les40#abh ,b to love "o has to put to oneself ! task = all "o's life ( love t[>ds an enemy1 to d him good ?r\gh love & to p]fect oneself 9 love = him4 #d7 ,at fir/1 "o is surpris$ t /upid p %\ld h )9 !m su* an ass]tive conv9c+ intonation4 ,b x is z x %\ld be4 ,o!rwise no "o w\ld li/5 to !m4 #e7 ,i f9d ?is note3 8,a decoration = peasants1 our happ9ess0--,i c n rememb] :at t means1 b x is some?+ t pleas$ me4 ,i ?9k x means t to a poor man look+ on ! life ( ! ri*1 x appe>s z happ9ess4 ,b ?is happ9ess is z mu* happ9ess1 z c>dbo>d made into a tree or a ca/le--is a tree or a ca/le4 #f7 ,we are all attract$ to ! ,:ole & "o to ano!r1 l p>ticles ( "o body4 ,only our r\ghness1 ! lack ( smoo?ness1 our angles1 int]f]e ) our unit+4 ,!re is already an attraction1 !re is no ne$ ( mak+ x1 b "o mu/ plane oneself1 wipe out "o's angles4 #g7 ,"o ( ! /ronge/ means ( hypnotism1 ( ext]ior action on ! spiritual /ate ( man1 is 8 dress4 ,p "k t v well2 t is :y !re is a mona/ic g>b 9 mona/]ies & a uni=m 9 ! army4 #h7 ,i 0 try+ to recall two excell5t subjects = novels1 ! suicide ( old ,p]siann9ov & ! sub/itution ( a *ild 9 an orphan asylum4 #i7 ,:5 my weakness tortur$ me1 ,i s\ght means ( salvation1 & ,i f\nd "o 9 ! ?\ght t !re is no?+ /ation>y1 t ev]y?+ fl[s1 *anges1 t all ?is is = a :ile1 & t x is only necess>y to suff] ! :ile :ile we live--,i & ! o!rs4 ,& "s "o ( u w g away fir/4 7,! :ile does n mean to live 9 any way1 b means1 n to despair1 to suff] x ?r\gh to ! end47 #aj7 ,i want$ to say t ,i 0 grateful1 s z to make ! o!r "o well dispos$1 & lat] to tell ! tru?4 ,no1 ,i ?\ght1 t is n p]mitt$4 ,he w ascribe x to 8 virtues & ! tru? w be accept$ ev5 less4 ,man1 n ackn[l$g+ 8 s9s1 is a vessel h]metically clos$ ) a cov] :i* lets no?+ ent]4 ,to humble oneself1 to rep5t1 t means to take (f ! cov] & to make oneself capable ( p]fection1 ( ! good4 #aa7 ,b>b>ism int]f]es ) ! union ( p1 b ! same ?+ is done by a too great ref9em5t )\t a religi\s basis4 ,9 ! o!r1 ! physical disunites1 & 9 ?is1 ! spiritual4 #ab7 ,man is a tool ( ,god4 ,at fir/ ,i ?\ght t x 0 a tool ) :i* man himself 0 call$ to "w2 n[ ,i h und]/ood t x is n man :o works1 b ,god4 ,! bus9ess ( man is only to keep himself 9 ord]4 ,l an axe1 :i* w\ld h to keep itself always clean & %>p4 #ac7 ,:y is x t sc\ndrels /& = despotism8 ,because "u an ideal ord] :i* pays accord+ to m]it1 !y are badly (f4 ,"u despotism ev]y?+ c happ54 #ad7 ,i (t5 meet p :o recognise no ,god except "o :i* we ourselves recognise 9 ourselves4 ,& ,i am a/oni%$2 ,god 9 me4 ,b ,god is an inf9ite pr9ciple2 h[ !n1 :y !n1 %\ld ,he happ5 to be 9 me8 ,x is impossible n to "q oneself ab\t ?is4 ,& z soon z y "q y\rself1 y h to ackn[l$ge an ext]ior cause4 ,:y d p n feel !mselves 9 ne$ ( answ]+ ?is "q8 ,because = !m1 ! answ] to ?is "q is 9 ! reality ( ! exi/+ _w1 :e!r accord+ to ,moses or to ,d>w9--x is all ! same4 ,& !re=e1 to h a conception ( an ext]ior ,god1 "o has to und]/& t t :i* is actually real1 is only ! impression ( our s5ses1 i4 e4 x is we ourselves1 our spiritual 8self40 #ae7 ,9 mom5ts ( passion1 infatuation1 9 ord] to conqu]1 "o ?+ is necess>y1 to de/roy ! illusion t x is ! 8self0 :o suff]s1 :o desires1 & to sep>ate "o's true 8self0 f ! tr\bl$ wat]s ( passion4 ,sept4 #ae4 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day ,octob] #aj4 ,y4 ,p4 ,x is almo/ a mon? t ,i h made no entries & x seem$ to me x 0 only ye/]day4 ,dur+ ?is "t1 ?\gh 9 v poor =m1 ,i f9i%$ ! ,decl>ation ( ,fai?4 ,dur+ ?is "t !re 7 "s ,japanese ) a lett] f ,konissi4#abi ,!y1 ! ,japanese1 are und\bt$ly ne>] ,*ri/ianity ?an our *ur* ,*ri/ians4 ,i h le>n$ to love !m v mu*4444 ,i want to write out ! :ole ,decl>ation ( ,fai? f ! beg9n+ aga94 ,ye/]day !re 0 a good lett] f ,v]ig91 ,pet]4#acj ,all la/ night ,i ?\ght ab\t ! mean+ ( life & ?\gh !re are o!r ?+s to note d[n1 ,i want to note d[n ?is3 ,! :ole _w is no?+ else ?an an inf9ite space fill$ ) inf9itely small1 col\rless1 sil5tly mov+ p>ticles ( matt]4 ,at bottom1 ev5 ?is is n s2 ,i "k t !y are p>ticles ( matt] only ?r\gh _! imp5etrability1 b ! imp5etrability ,i "k only ?r\gh my s5se ( t\* & my muscle s5se4 ,if ,i did n h ?is s5se1 ,i w\ld n "k ab\t imp5etrability or ab\t matt]4 ,z to motion1 also1 ,i1 /rictly speak+1 h no "r to speak1 because if ,i did n h ! s5se ( sight or aga9 muscle s5se1 ,i w\ld n "k any?+ ab\t motion ei!r4 ,s t all t ,i h ! "r to ass]t ab\t ! out] _w is t some?+ exi/s1 some?+ entirely unkn[n to me1 z x 0 said long ago bo? by ! ,brahm9s & by ,kant & by ,b]keley4 ,!re is "s k9d ( occasion1 "s k9d ( gra9 ( s& :i* causes irritation 9 ! %ell ( ! snail & produces a pe>l 7scrtion1 secretion 9 ! snail74 ,?is is our :ole outside _w4 ,:at is !re !n8 ,!re is myself ) my repres5tations ( myself1 ( ! sun1 trees1 animals1 /ones4 ,b :at !n is x t ,i call myself8 ,is x some?+ arbitr>y dep5d+ on myself8 ,no1 x is some?+ indep5d5t ( myself1 pr$et]m9$4 ,i c n n be myself1 & n h t repres5tation :i* ,i h1 namely1 t ,i include 9 myself a small "p ( ^! mov+ atoms & call !m myself4 ,& all ! o!r rema9+ atoms ,i see 9 ! =m ( be+s m or less l myself4 ,! _w appe>s to me to consi/ entirely ( be+s :i* are l me or resemble me4#aca 7,i h become confus$1 yet h some?+ to say4 ,i am go+ to try :5 ,i h ! /r5g?47 ,i am cont9u+ to write out :at ,i _h to say & :at ,i dreamt ( all night1 namely3 ,p ?9k t _! life is 9 ! body1 t f t :i* takes place 9 ! body2 f brea?+1 nutrition1 circulation ( ! blood1 etc41 life fl[s4 ,& ?is seems unque/ionable2 let nutrition1 brea?+1 circulation ( ! blood cease & life w end4 ,b :at ends is ! life ( ! body1 life 9 ?is body4444 ,& 9 fact if y consid] t life comes f ! process ( ! body & only 9 ! body !n z soon z ! processes ( ! body are end$1 !n life ought to be end$4 ,b c]ta9ly ?is is an arbitr>y ass]tion4 ,no "o has prov5 & c prove t life is only 9 ! body & c n be )\t ! body4 ,to ass]t ?is1 is all ! same z ass]t+ t :5 ! sun has set !n ! sun has come to an end4 ,"o mu/ fir/ decide :at is life4 ,is x t :i* ,i see 9 ! o!rs z x beg9s & /ops1 or is x :at ,i "k 9 myself8 ,if x is :at ,i "k 9 myself1 !n x is ! only ?+ t is & !re=e x c n be de/roy$4 ,& ! fact t 9 bodies be=e me processes end :i* are connect$ ) life 9 me & 9 o!r be+s1 %[s me only ?is1 t life goes away some:]e f my s5sual eyes4 ,to g away entirely1 to be de/roy$1 x absolutely c n be1 because outside ( x !re is no?+ 9 ! _w4 ,! problem1 !n1 might be ?is3 ,w my life be de/roy$1 c x be de/roy$8 ,& ! de/ruction ( ! body ( a man1 is t a sign ( ! de/ruction ( 8 life8 ,9 ord] to answ] ?is "q "o mu/ fir/ decide :at is life8 ,life is ! consci\sness ( my sep>at5ess f o!r be+s1 ( ! exi/5ce ( o!r be+s & ( ^? limits :i* sep>ate me f !m4 ,my life is n b\nd up ) my body4 ,!re may be a body1 b no consci\sness ( sep>at5ess l = a sleep+ "o1 an idiot1 an embryo or = ^? :o h fits4 ,x is true t !re c be no life )\t ! consci\sness ( ! body2 b t is because life is ! consci\sness ( "o's own sep>at5ess & ( "o's own b\nd>ies4 ,b ! consci\sness ( "o's own sep>at5ess & ( "o's own b\nd>ies happ5s 9 our life 9 "t & space1 b x c happ5 9 any o!r way & !re=e ! de/ruction ( ! body is n ! sign ( ! de/ruction ( life4 7,n cle> & n :at ,i want to say47 ,oct4 #aa4 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day ,octob] #bj4 ,y4 ,p4 ,morn+4 ,i feel l writ+ d[n ?ree ?+s4 #a7 ,9 a "w ( art ! pr9cipal ?+ is ! s\l ( ! au?or4 ,!re=e among m$ium productions ! fem99e ones are ! bett]1 ! m int]e/+4 ,a woman w pu% h]self ?r\gh n[ & !n1 speak out ! mo/ inn] my/]ies ( h] s\l2 & t is :at is ne$$4 ,y see :at %e really loves1 al?\gh %e pret5ds t %e loves some?+ else4 ,:5 an au?or writes1 we ! read]s place our e>s to 8 brea/ & we li/5 & say1 8,brea!4 ,if y h rumbl+s1 !y w appe>40 ,& wom5 hav5't ! capacity ( hid+4 ,m5 h le>n$ lit]>y me?ods & y c no long] see him beh9d 8 mann]1 except t y "k he is /upid4 ,b :at is 9 8 s\l1 y don't see4 7,n good2 malici\s47 ,! #bnd ?+ ,i want$ to write 0 t ye/]day1 9 bl[+ out my c&le1 ,i began to feel = mat*es & did n f9d !m1 & an uneas9ess came ov] me4 8,& y are gett+ ready to die6 ,:at1 !n1 are y also go+ to die ) mat*es80 ,i said to myself4 ,& ,i at once saw 9 ! d>k my real life & became calm4 ,:at is ?is fe> ( ! d>k8 ,besides ! fe> at ! incapability ( meet+ :atev] accid5t might happ51 x is ! fe> at ! abs5ce ( ! delusion ( our mo/ important s5se1 t ( sight4 ,x is fe> be=e ! contemplation ( our true life4 ,i n[ no long] h t fe>--on ! contr>y1 t :i* _h be5 fe> is n[ peace2 !re only has rema9$ ! habit ( fe>2 b to ! majority ( p ! fe> is exactly ( t :i* alone c give !m peace4 ,! #crd ?+ ,i want$ to write 0 t :5 a man is put 9 ! necessity ( *oos+ betwe5 an act :i* is cle>ly b5eficial to o!rs1 b ) ! ?w>t+ ( ! dem&s ( consci5ce 7! w ( ,god71 !n ! problem is only "o ( %ort-sight$ness1 because ! man sees 9 ! imm$iate future ! good :i* w arise f 8 act1 if he ?w>ts ! w ( ,god1 b he does n see 9 ! m remote future ! o!r good1 :i* is an inf9ite numb] ( times great]1 :i* w come f ! ab/5tion ( ?is act & ! fulfilm5t ( ! w ( ,god4 ,x is ! same k9d ( ?+ t *ildr5 d1 de/roy+ ! g5]al ord] ( a h\se :i* is necess>y = _! own happ9ess1 = ! sake ( ! imm$iate pleasure ( play4 ,! fact is t = ! "w ( ,god & = man accompli%+ ! "w ( ,god1 "t does n exi/4 ,man c n b repres5t to himself ev]y?+ 9 "t1 & !re=e 9 ord] to correctly judge ( ! importance ( ! "w ( ,god1 he has to repres5t x to himself 9 ! v remote future1 ev5 9 inf9ite "t4 ,! fact1 t ,i w n kill ! murd]] & w =give him1 t ,i %all die unse5 by any "o1 fulfill+ ! w ( ,god1 w be> its own fruit 444 if ,i insi/ ^u ?9k+ 9 t]ms ( "t--9 inf9ite "t4 ,b x w be> its fruit surely4 ,i h to f9i% ! =m]3 #d7 ,ref9em5t & p[] 9 art are almo/ always diametrically oppos$4 #e7 ,is x true t works ( art are obta9$ by assidu\s "w8 ,t :i* we call a "w ( art--yes4 ,b is x real art8 #f7 ,! ,japanese sang & we c\ld n re/ra9 ourselves f laught]4 ,if we _h sung be=e ! ,japanese !y w\ld h laugh$4 ,! m s _h ,bee?ov5 be5 play$ = !m4 ,indian & ,greek temples are und]/ood by all4 ,& ,greek /atues are und]/ood by all4 ,& our be/ pa9t+ is also und]/&able4 ,s t ar*itecture1 sculpture1 pa9t+1 hav+ rea*$ _! p]fection1 h rea*$ also cosmopolitanism1 accessibility to all4 ,to ! same po9t 9 "s ( its manife/ations has ! art ( spee* rea*$2 9 ! tea*+ ( ,buddha1 ( ,*ri/1 9 ! poetry ( ,sakia-,muni1 ,jacob1 ,joseph4 ,9 dramatic art2 ,sophocles1 ,ari/ophanes did n rea* x4 ,x is be+ rea*$ 9 ! new ones4 ,b 9 music !y h be5 lagg+ beh9d entirely4 ,! ideal ( all art to :i* x %\ld /rive is accessibility to all--b x1 especially music to-day1 noses its way into ref9em5t4 #g7 ,! pr9cipal ?+ :i* ,i want$ to say ab\t art1 is t x does n exi/ 9 ! s5se ( "s great manife/ation ( ! human _s z x is und]/ood n[4 ,!re is play1 consi/+ 9 ! beauty ( con/ruction1 9 sculpt+ figures1 or 9 repres5t+ objects1 9 danc+1 9 s++1 9 play+ on v>i\s in/rum5ts1 9 poetry1 9 fables1 9 /ories1 b all ?is is only play & n an important matt] to :i* "o c\ld consci\sly devote 8 /r5g?4 ,& s x 0 always und]/ood & is und]/ood by ! work+1 unspoil$ p & e man :o has n gone away f lab\r1 f life1 c n look ^u x 9 any o!r way4 ,x is necess>y1 "o mu/1 say x out l\d--h[ mu* evil has come f ?is importance attribut$ by ! p>asites ( society to _! plays6 #h7 ,! :ole out] _w is =m$ by u1 by our s5ses4 ,we "k no?+ & c "k no?+ ab\t x4 ,all t we c "k1 9 /udy+ ! out] _w is ! relation ( our s5ses 7s5s7 among !mselves & ! laws ( ^! relations4 ,!re is no "q b t ?is is v int]e/+1 & f ! /udy ( ^! relations are op5$ _m new situations :i* we c make use ( & :i* increase ! com=ts ( our life1 b ?is is n only n ev]y?+1 n all ( sci5ce z p busy+ !mselves ) ?is /udy are n[ ass]t+1 b x is only "o m9ute p>ticle ( sci5ce4 ,sci5ce is ! /udy ( ! relation ( our spiritual 8self0--t :i* ma/]s ! out] s5ses & uses !m--to our out] s5ses or to ! out] _w1 :i* is ! same ?+4 ,?is relation has to be /udi$1 because 9 ?is relation is accompli%$ ! movem5t ( humanity z a :ole to p]fection & ! good1 & ! movem5t ( ea* individual man to ! same goal4 ,?is relation is ! object ( e sci5ce2 b to-day ! /udy ( ?is relation is call$ ,e?ics by our pres5t-day s*ol>s1 & is consid]$ z a sci5ce by itself1 & a v unimportant "o f out ! great mass ( o!r sci5ces4 ,x is all topsy-turvy2 ! :ole ( sci5ce is consid]$ z a small "p & a small "p is consid]$ z ! :ole4 ,f ?is comes ! brutalisation ( m54 ,?is arises out ( ! a/oni%+ ignorance ( mo/ ( ! s-call$ le>n$4 ,!y are navely conv9c$ t ! out] _w is an actual reality1 j 9 ! same way z ! peasants are conv9c$ t ! sun & ! />s move ar\nd ! e>?4 ,j z ! peasants "k no?+ ( ! "w ( ,galileo1 ,cop]nicus & ,newton1 or if !y h he>d ( x--d n believe--s ! mat]iali/ s*ol>s h nev] he>d1 d n "k or d n believe :at has be5 done z to criticism ( k by ,desc>tes1 ,kant1 ,b]keley & ev5 be=e1 by ! ,h9dus & by all religi\s doctr9es4 #i7 ,:5 y suff]1 y mu/ ent] into y\rself--n seek mat*es1 b put out t light :i* is !re1 & :i* int]f]es ) ! see+ ( y\r true 8self40 ,y mu/ turn upside d[n ! toy :i* /ood on ! cork & place x on ! lead & !n ev]y?+ w become cle> & ! greate/ "p ( y\r suff]+ w cease--all t "p :i* is n physical4 #aj7 ,:5 y suff] f passion1 "h are "s palliative prescriptions3 7a7 ,rememb] h[ _m times y h suff]$ be=e because 9 y\r consci\sness y h connect$ y\rself to y\r passion2 lu/1 gre$1 desire1 vanity1 & rememb] h[ ev]y?+ pass$ away & y h /ill n f\nd t 8self0 :i* suff]$ !n4 ,& s x is n[4 ,x is n y :o are suff]+1 b t passion :i* y wrongly jo9$ to y\rself4 7b7 ,aga91 :5 y suff]1 rememb] t ! suff]+ is n some?+ disagreeable :i* y c wi% to get rid (1 b x is ! v "w ( life1 t v task :i* y h be5 designat$ to d4 ,9 want+ to get rid ( x1 y are do+ t :i* a man w\ld d :o lifts ! pl\gh !re :]e ! e>? is h>d1 j :]e1 9 fact1 x has to be pl\gh$ up4 7c7 ,!n rememb]1 at ! mom5t :5 y suff]1 t if !re is ang] 9 ! feel+s y h1 ! suff]+ is 9 y4 ,replace ! ang] ) love1 & ! suff]+ w end4 7d7 ,also ?is is possible2 love t[>ds enemies1 :i* is inde$ ! "o real love4 ,y mu/ /ruggle = x1 /ruggle ) toil1 ) ! consci\sness t 9 x is life4 ,b :5 y h atta9$ x1 :at relief6 7e7 ,! pr9cipal ?+ is to turn ! toy upside d[n1 f9d y\r true 8self0 :i* is only visible )\t mat*es1 & !n ang] w vani% by itself4 ,t 8self0 is incapable (1 _c1 & has no "o to be angry )--lov+1 x c only pity4 ,dur+ ^! latt] days ,i didn't feel l writ+4 ,i m]ely wrote lett]s to e "o & s5t to ,s*midt an addition to ! lett] ab\t ! incompatibility 444 ) ,*ri/ianity4#acb ,i h begun ! ,decl>ation ( ,fai? anew4 ,i am go+ to cont9ue4 ,w5t to ,pirogovo ) ,ma%a4 ,s]ezha#acc is v good4444 ,octob] #ba4 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day probably ,octob] #bc4 ,y4 ,p4 ,all ^! days ,i h be5 out ( tune ) my "w4 ,wrote a lett] ye/]day to ! comm&] ( ! discipl9>y battalion 9 ,irkutsk ab\t ,olkhovik4#acd ,x is ev5+ n[1 ,i am sitt+ d[n to write because ,i feel ! special importance & s]i\sness ( ! h\rs ( life :i* are left to me4 ,& ,i d n "k :at ,i h to d1 b ,i feel t !re has rip5$ 9 me an expression ( ,god's w :i* asks to be let out4 ,h re-read ,hadji ,murad--x isn't :at ,i want to say4 ,z to ,resurrection ,i c't ev5 get hold ( x4 ,! drama int]e/s me4 ,a spl5did article by ,c>p5t] on sci5ce4#ace ,all ( u walk ne> ! tru? & uncov] x f v>i\s sides4 ,octob] #bf4 ,y4 ,p4 ,i am /ill j z indispos$ & don't feel l writ+4 ,my head a*es4 ,s]ezha came ye/]day4#acf ,wrote a lett] to ,sonya & to ,&ru%a4 ,b x seems to me t dur+ ?is "t ( d\bt1 ,i arriv$ at two v important conclusions3 #a7 ,t1 :i* ,i also ?\ght be=e & wrote d[n2 t art is an inv5tion1 is a temptation = amusem5t ) dolls1 ) pictures1 ) songs1 ) play1 ) /ories--& no?+ m4 ,b to place art z !y d 7& !y d ! same ) sci5ce71 on ! same level ) ! good is a horrible sacrilge4 ,! pro( t x is n s1 is t ab\t tru? also 7! "r7 ,i c say t tru? is a good 7z ,god said1 great good1 teib1 i4e41 good71 & ab\t beauty "o c say t x is good2 b x is impossible to say ab\t good t x is beautiful 7at times x is homely71 or t x is true 7x is always true74 ,!re is only "o good2 good & bad2 b tru? & beauty are good qualities ( c]ta9 objects4 ,! o!r v important ?+1 is t reason is ! only means ( manife/+1 & free+ love4 ,x seems to me t ?is is an important ?\ght1 omitt$ 9 my ,decl>ation ( ,fai?4 ,to-day ,novemb] #a4 ,y4 ,p4 ,all ?is "t ,i h felt nei!r well nor l work+4 ,i h writt5 lett]s only1 among ! numb] 0 "o to ! ,caucasian discipl9>y battalion4#acg ,ye/]day1 walk+ at night on ! sn[1 9 ! blizz>d1 ,i tir$ my he>t & x a*es4 ,i ?9k ,i am go+ to die v soon4 ,t is :y ,i am writ+ out ! notes4 ,i ?9k ,i am go+ to die )\t fe> & )\t resi/ance4 ,j n[ ,i sat alone & ?\ght h[ /range x 0 t p live alone4 ,p2 ,i ?\ght ( ,/asov2#ach h[ is he liv+ n[1 :at is he ?9k+1 feel+4 ,( ,koli*ka1#aci too4 ,& s /range & new became ! k t !y1 all ( !m1 p--are liv+1 & ,i d n live 9 !m2 t !y are clos$ to me4 ,novemb] #b4 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,novemb] #bnd4 ,y4 ,p4 ,am alive4 ,am a little bett]4 ,h writt5 on ! ,decl>ation ( ,fai?4 ,i ?9k x is true t x is cold because x endeav\rs to be infallible4#adj ,a blizz>d4 ,s5t (f ! lett]s to ,s*midt & ,*]tkov4 ,did n s5d ! lett] to ,mme4 ,kalmikov4 ,to-day ,i ?\ght ab\t art4 ,x is play4 ,& :5 x is ! play ( work+1 normal p x is good1 b :5 x is ! play ( corrupt$ p>asites1 !n x is bad--& "h n[ x has rea*$ to decad5ce4 ,novemb] #c4 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day ,novemb] #e4 ,y4 ,p4 ,morn+4 ,ye/]day 0 a t]rible day4 444 ,at night ,i h>dly slept & 0 depress$4 ,i j n[ f\nd ! prescriptions#ada 9 my di>y1 look$ !m ov] & began to feel bett]2 to sep>ate "o's true 8self0 f t :i* is (f5d$ & vex$1 to rememb] t ?is is no h9drance1 no accid5tal unpleasantness1 b ! v "w pr$e/9$ me1 & above all to "k t if ,i h a dislike = any "o1 !n z long z !re is t dislike 9 me--!n ,i am ! guilty "o4 ,& z soon z y "k y are guilty1 y feel bett]4 ,to-day1 ly+ on ! b$1 ,i ?\ght ab\t love t[>ds ,god 444 ,i wi% ,i c\ld say1 ! love ( ,god1 i4e41 div9e love--t ! fir/ & pr9cipal comm&m5t is div9e love1 b t ! o!r resembl+ x & fl[+ f x1 especially fl[+ f x1 is ! love = neighb\r4 ,ye/]day ,i wrote #ah pages ( introduction to ,art4#adb ,x is wrong to say ( a "w ( art1 8,y don't yet und]/& x40 ,if ,i don't und]/& x1 t means t ! "w ( art is poor1 because its task is 9 mak+ und]/&able t :i* is n und]/&able4 ,novemb] #f4 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,novemb] #f4 ,y4 ,p4 ,am alive4 ,x is ! ?ird day t ,i cont9ue to write on art4 ,x seems to me x is good4 ,at lea/ ,i am writ+ will+ly & easily4 444 ,h receiv$ a good lett] f ,v&]ve]4 ,wrote ano!r lett] to ! comm&] ( ! battalion 9 ! ,caucasus4 ,*]tkov s5t me 8 copy ( a simil> lett]4 ,to-day ,i rode horseback to ,tula4 ,a m>vell\s day & night4 ,i am j n[ go+ to take a walk to meet ! girls4 ,h be5 ?9k+4 #a7 ,natural sci5ces1 :5 !y wi% to det]m9e ! v ess5ce ( ?+s1 fall into a crude mat]ialism1 i4e41 ignorance4 ,su*1 besides ,desc>tes' :irlw9ds1 are atoms & e!r & ! orig9 ( species4 ,all t ,i c say1 is t x appe>s to me s1 j z ! heav5ly vault appe>s r\nd to me1 :ile ,i "k t x is n r\nd & t x appe>s to me s1 only because my sight = all directions ext5ds on only "o radius4 #b7 ,! highe/ p]fection ( art is its cosmopolitanism4 ,b on ! contr>y1 ) u at pres5t x is becom+ m & m specialis$1 if n accord+ to nations1 !n accord+ to classes4 #c7 ,! ref9em5t ( art & its /r5g? are always 9 inv]se proportion4 #d7 8,cons]vatism lies 9 ?is0 444 ,t is ! way ,i h x not$1 b fur!r ,i c't rememb] n[4 #e7 ,:y is x pleasant to ride8 ,because x is ! v emblem ( life4 ,life--y ride4 ,i want$ to take a walk4444 ,novemb] #g4 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day ,novemb] #ab4 ,y4 ,p4 ,i hav5't not$ d[n any?+ dur+ ?is "t4 ,i 0 writ+ ! essay on ,art4 ,to-day a little on ! ,decl>ation ( ,fai?4 ,a weakness ( ?\ght & ,i am sad4 ,"o mu/ le>n to be satisfi$ ) /upidity4 ,if ,i d n love1 at lea/ n n to love4 ,t1 ?ank ! ,"l1 ,i h atta9$4 ,novemb] #af4 ,y4 ,p4 ,morn+4 ,i /ill "w j z badly & am !re=e depress$4 ,! day aft] to-morr[ ,i am go+ to ,mosc[1 if ,god comm&s4#adc 444 ,9 ! meantime ,i receiv$ a /range lett] f ! ,spani>d ,zan9i1 ) an (f] ( #bb1jjj francs = good works4 ,i answ]$ t ,i w\ld l to use !m = ! ,dukhobors4 ,:at is go+ to happ58#add ,i wrote to ,kuzm9sky on ,witte & ,dragomirov#ade & ! day be=e ye/]day ,i wrote dilig5tly all morn+ on ,w>4#adf ,some?+ w come ( x4 ,i am ?9k+ cont9ually ab\t art & ab\t ! temptations or s$uctions :i* becl\d ! m9d1 & ,i see t art belongs to ?is class1 b ,i d n "k h[ to make x cle>4 ,?is occupies me v1 v mu*4 ,i fall asleep & wake up ) ?is ?\ght1 b up to n[ ,i h come to no conclusion4 ,! notes dur+ ?is "t ab\t ,god & ! future life are3 #a7 ,!y say t ,god mu/ be und]/ood z a p]sonality4 ,9 ?is lies great misund]/&+2 p]sonality is limitation4 ,man feels himself a p]sonality1 only because he comes 9 contact ) o!r p]sonalities4 ,if man 7 only "o1 he w\ld n be a p]sonality4 ,^! two conceptions are mutually det]m9$2 ! out] _w1 o!r be+s1 & ! p]sonality4 ,if !re 7 n a _w ( o!r be+s1 man w\ld n feel himself1 w\ld n recognise himself z a p]sonality2 if man 7 n a p]sonality he w\ld n recognise ! exi/5ce ( o!r be+s4 ,& !re=e man )9 ?is ,univ]se is inconceivable o!rwise ?an z a p]sonality4 ,b h[ c x be said ( ,god1 t ,he is a p]sonality1 t ,god is p]sonal8 ,9 ?is lies ! root ( an?ropomorphism4 ,( ,god x only c be said :at ,moses & ,mohamm$ said1 t he is "o1 & "o1 n 9 t s5se t !re is no o!r or o!r gods 79 relation to ,god !re c be no notion ( numb] & !re=e x is ev5 impossible to say ( ,god t he is "o 7#a 9 ! s5se ( a numb]71 b 9 t s5se t he is monoc5tric1 t he is n a conception1 b a be+1 t :i* ! ,greek ,or?odox call a liv+ ,god 9 opposition to a pan!i/ic ,god1 i4e41 a sup]ior spiritual be+ liv+ 9 ev]y?+4 ,he is "o 9 t s5se t ,he is1 l a be+ to :om "o c address oneself1 i4e41 n exactly to pray1 b t !re is a relation%ip betwe5 me1 some?+ :i* is limit$1 a p]sonality1 & ,god--some?+ inconceivable b exi/+4 ,! mo/ inconceivable ?+ ab\t ,god = u consi/s exactly 9 ?is1 t we "k ,him z a "o be+1 c "k him 9 no o!r way1 & at ! same "t x is impossible = u to und]/& a "o be+ :o fills up ev]y?+ ) himself4 ,if ,god is n "o1 !n ,he is scatt]$ & ,he does n exi/4 ,if ,he is "o1 !n we involunt>ily repres5t him to ourselves 9 ! %ape ( a p]sonality & !n ,he is no long] a high] be+1 no long] ev]y?+4 ,b1 h[ev]1 9 ord] to "k ,god & to lean on ,him "o mu/ und]/& ,him z fill+ ev]y?+ & at ! same "t z "o4 #b7 ,i h be5 ?9k+ h[ obvi\sly mi/ak5 is our conception ( ! future life 9 bodies ei!r m or less simil> to ours4 ,our bodies z we "k !m are no?+ b ! products ( our out] six s5ses4 ,h[ !n c !re be life = t spiritual be+ :o is sep>at$ f 8 body--h[ c x be 9 t =m :i* is det]m9$ & produc$ by t body ?r\gh its s5ses8 ,novemb] #ag4 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,novemb] #ag4 ,y4 ,p4 ,ye/]day ,i h>dly wrote any?+4 444 ,!re is a fight 9 ! pap]s ov] ,rep9e's#adg def9ition ( art z amusem5t4 ,h[ x fits into my "w4 ,! full significance ( ,art has /ill n be5 made cle>4 ,x is cle> to me1 & ,i c write & prove x1 b n briefly & simply4 ,i _c br+ x up to t po9t4 ,ye/]day !re 0 a lett] f ,ivan ,mi*ailovi*#adh & f ! ,dukhobors4 ,amusem5t is all "r1 if ! amusem5t is n corrupt$1 is hone/1 & if p d n suff] f t amusem5t4 ,i h be5 ?9k+ j n[2 ! /hetic is ! expression ( ! e?ical1 i4e41 9 pla9 language2 art expresses ^? feel+s :i* ! arti/ feels4 ,if ! feel+s are good1 l(ty1 !n art w be good1 l(ty1 & ! rev]se4 ,if ! arti/ is a moral man1 !n 8 art w be moral1 & ! rev]se4 7,no?+ has come ( ?is47 ,i ?\ght la/ night3 ,we rejoice ov] our te*nical a*ievem5ts--/eam1 444 phonographs4 ,we are s pleas$ ) ^! a*ievem5ts t if any "o 7 to tell u t ^! a*ievem5ts are be+ atta9$ by ! loss ( human lives we w\ld %rug our %\ld]s & say1 8,we mu/ try n to h ?is s2 an #h-;h\r day1 lab\r insurance1 & s =?2 b because sev]al p p]i%1 is no reason to r5\nce ^? a*ievem5ts :i* we h atta9$40 ,i4 e41 ,fiat mirrors1 phonographs1 etc41 p]eat sev]al p4 ,x is b suffici5t to admit ?is pr9ciple--& !re w be no limit to cruelty1 & x w be v easy to atta9 e k9d ( te*nical improvem5t4 ,i _h an acqua9tance 9 ,kazan :o us$ to ride to 8 e/ate 9 ,viatka1 #acj v]/s away1 9 ?is fa%ion3 he w\ld buy a pair ( horses at ! m>ket = #bj r\bles 7horses 7 v *eap7 & w\ld hit* !m up & drive #acj v]/s to ! place4 ,sometimes !y w\ld rea* ! place1 & he w\ld h ! horses plus ! co/ ( ! j\rney4 ,sometimes !y w\ld n cov] a "p ( ! road & he w\ld hire4 ,b nev]!less x us$ to co/ him *eap] ?an hir+ /age horses4 ,ev5 ,swift propos$ eat+ *ildr54 ,& t w\ld h be5 v conv5i5t4 ,9 ,new ,york1 ! railroad companies 9 ! city cru% sev]al pass]s-by e ye> & d n *ange ! cross+s to make ! disa/]s impossible1 because ! *ange w\ld co/ de>] ?an pay+ to ! families ( ^? cru%$ ye>ly4 ,! same ?+ happ5s also 9 ! te*nical improvem5ts ( our age4 ,!y are accompli%$ by human lives4 ,b "o has to value e human life--n to value x1 b to place x above any value & to make improvem5ts 9 a way t lives %\ld n be lo/ & spoilt1 & to /op e improvem5t if x h>ms human life4 ,novemb] #ah4 ,if ,i live1 !n ,mosc[4 ,novemb] #bb4 ,mosc[4 ,! f\r? day 9 ,mosc[4 ,dissatisfi$ ) myself4 ,no "w4 ,got tangl$ up 9 ! article on art & h n mov$ =w>d4 444 ,!re 7 "h2 ! ,gorbunovs1#adi ,b\lang]1#aej ,dunaev4 ,i call$ on ,rusanov myself4#aea ,receiv$ a v good impression4 ,read ,plato2 embryos ( idealism4 ,i recall$ two subjects :i* 7 v good3 #a7 ,a wife's deception ( h] passionate1 jeal\s husb&2 8 suff]+1 8 /ruggle & ! enjoym5t ( =giv5ess1 & #b7 ,a description ( ! oppression ( ! s]fs & lat] ! v same k9d ( oppression by l& prop]ty1 or r by be+ depriv$ ( x4 ,j n[ ,gold5weis]#aeb play$4 ,"o ?+--a fantasy fugue3#aec an artificiality2 /udi$1 cold1 pret5ti\s2 ano!r--8,big>rure0 by ,ar5sky2#aed s5sual1 artificial2 & a ?ird--a ballad by ,*op92 sickly1 n]v\s1 n "o or ! o!r or ! ?ird c be ( any use to ! p4 ,! devil :o has be5 s5t to me is /ill ) me1 & tortures me4 ,novemb] #bc4 ,mosc[4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day ,novemb] #be4 ,mosc[4 ,am v weak4 ,my /oma* isn't work+4 ,i am try+ to write on art--b x doesn't g4 ,"o ?+ is good2 h f\nd myself1 my he>t4444 ,a lett] f ,zan9i ) an (f] ( #ca1ejj francs4#aee ,tis*5ko1 a good novel on pov]ty4#aef ,x is n[ pa/ two1 am go+ = a walk4 ,to-day ,novemb] #bg4 ,mosc[4 ,v weak1 poor 9 all respects4 ,& feel z if ,i _h only j n[ awak5$4 ,h be5 ?9k+3 #a7 ,we are all 9 ?is life--work]s plac$ at ! "w ( sav+ our s\ls4 ,x c be comp>$ to keep+ up ! fire giv5 f heav5 & light$ on ! he>? ( my body4 ,my "w lies 9 ?is1 to keep up & fe$ ?is fire 9 myself 7n to sp5d ! mat]ial ( ?is fire z ,i h done lately1 except 9 burn+ x7 & n to ?9k h[ & :at gets light$ f ?is fire4 ,x is n a difficult matt] to ?re% ) sev]al flails1 b to keep 9 ord]1 n to get confus$ 7& n only to ?re%1 b n to int]f]e ) ! o!rs71 "o has only to rememb] oneself1 "o's own tempo :ile beat+4 ,b z soon z y h begun to ?9k ( o!rs1 to look at !m1 y get confus$4 ,! same ?+ happ5s 9 life4 ,rememb] only y\rself1 y\r own "w--& ?is "w is "o3 to love1 to enl>ge love 9 y\rself--n to ?9k ( o!rs1 ( ! consequ5ces ( y\r lab\r & ! "w ( life w g on fruitfully1 joy\sly4 ,j z soon z y beg9 to ?9k ( t :i* y are produc+1 ab\t ! results ( y\r lab\r1 j z soon z y beg9 to modify x 9 accordance ) its results--y\r "w becomes confus$ & ceases1 & !re comes ! consci\sness ( ! vanity ( life4 ,! ma/] ( life gave to ea* "o ( u sep>ately su* a lab\r1 t ! fulfilm5t ( t lab\r is ! mo/ fruitful "w4 ,& ,he himself w use & guide ?is "w1 give x a place & a mean+4 ,b z soon z ,i try to f9d & fix a place = x1 & 9 accordance ) ?is1 to modify x !n ,i become confus$1 see ! vanity ( lab\r & ,i despair4 ,my task is to "w & ,he already kn[s = :at x is ne$$ & w make use ( x4 8,man walks1 ,god leads40 ,& ! "w is "o2 to enl>ge love 9 oneself4 ,i am a self-mov+ saw or a liv+ spade & its life consi/s 9 ?is1 to keep its edge clean & %>p4 ,& x w "w well en\gh1 & its "w w be useful4 ,to keep x %>p1 & to %>p5 & %>p5 x all ! "t1 t is to make oneself always k9d] & k9d]4 #b7 ,once m ,i wrote to ,n t %e is wrong 9 ?9k+ t x is possible = "o to r5\nce oneself f ! exploit ( liv+4 ,life is an exploit4 ,& ! pr9cipal ?+ is1 t t v ?+ t pa9s u & seems to u to h9d] u f fulfill+ our "w 9 life--is our v "w 9 life4 ,!re is "s circum/ance1 a condition 9 life :i* tortures y2 pov]ty1 illness1 fai?lessness ( a husb&1 calumny1 humiliation1--x suffices only to pity y\rself & y become ! unhappie/ among ! unhappy4 ,& x suffices only to und]/& t ?is is ! v "w ( life :i* y are call$ to d2 to live 9 pov]ty1 9 illness1 to =give fai?lessness1 calumny1 humiliation--& in/ead ( depression & pa9 !re is en]gy & joy4 #c7 ,art becom+ all ! "t m & m exclusive1 satisfy+ cont9ually a small] & small] circle ( p1 becom+ m & m selfi%1 has gone crazy1 s9ce insanity is only selfi%ness rea*+ to its la/ degree4 ,art has rea*$ ! la/ degree ( selfi%ness--& has gone out ( its m9d4 ,i h felt v badly & depress$ ^! days4 ,fa!r1 help me to live ) ,!e1 n to w&] f ,?y w4 ,novemb] #bh4 ,mosc[4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day ,decemb] #b4 ,mosc[4 ,five days h pass$ & v tortur+ ones4 ,ev]y?+ is /ill ! same4 444 ,my feel+2 ,i h discov]$ on myself a t]rible putrefy+ sore4 ,!y _h promis$ me to heal x & h b\nd x4 ,! sore 0 s disgu/+ to me1 x 0 s depress+ = me to ?9k t x 0 !re1 t ,i tri$ to =get x1 to conv9ce myself t x 0 n !re4 ,b "s "t has pass$--!y unb\nd ! sore & ?\gh x 0 heal+1 nev]!less x 0 !re4 ,& x 0 tortur+ly pa9ful to me & ,i began to reproa* ! doctor--& unju/ly4 ,t is my condition4 ,! pr9cipal ?+ is ! devil t has be5 s5t me4 ,oh1 ?is luxury1 ?is ri*ness1 ?is abs5ce ( c>e ab\t ! mat]ial life6 ,l an ov]-f]tilis$ soil4 ,if !y d n cultivate good plants on x1 we$+ x1 clean+ ev]y?+ ar\nd !m1--x w become ov]gr[n ) horrible ugl9ess & w become t]rible4 ,b x is difficult--,i am old & am almo/ unable to d x4 ,ye/]day ,i walk$1 ?\ght1 suff]$ & pray$ & x seems to me n 9 va94 ,ye/]day ,i w5t to ,pr9cess ,hel5 ,s]geievna4#aeg ,x 0 v pleasant4 ,i /ill _c "w4 ,i %all try to 9 a m9ute4 ,i h writt5 no?+ 9 ! note book4 ,lett]s f ,koni1#aeh f ,mme4 ,kudriavtsev4#aei ,ye/]day ! factory h&s came & a new "o1 ,m$usov1 ,i ?9k4 ,dec4 #ab4 ,mosc[4 ,i h suff]$ mu* dur+ ^! days & x seems ,i h advanc$ t[>ds peace1 t[>ds ! good--t[>ds ,god4 ,am read+ mu* on art4 ,x is becom+ cle>4 ,i am n ev5 sitt+ d[n to write4 ,ma%a w5t away4 ,! ,*]tkovs came4 ,to-day ,i wrote ! app5dix to ,! ,appeal4#afj ,dec4 #ae4 ,mosc[4 ,n[ #b o'clock 9 ! morn+4 ,h done no?+4 ,my /oma* a*$4 ,am calm2 h no desire to write4 444 ,i h made "s notes4 ,i don't write out ev]y?+4 ,some?+ /ruck me =cibly--x is my cle> consci\sness ( ! weight ( ! oppressiv5ess f my p]sonality1 f ! fact t ,i am ,i4 ,?is gives me joy because x means t ,i und]/ood1 t ,i recognis$ z myself1 at lea/ p>tly1 a 8self0 t 0 n p]sonal4 ,decemb] #af1 ,mosc[4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day ,decemb] #ai or #bj4 ,five days h pass$ & ,i feel ! oppressiv5ess1 ! weight ( my body & !re=e ! consci\sness ( ! exi/5ce ( t :i* is n ! body has /r5g!n$ t]ribly4 ,i want to ?r[ (f ?is weight1 free myself f ^! *a9s & nev]!less ,i feel !m4 ,i am sick ( my body4 ,all ?is "t ,i h n work$ at all & ,i feel heavy melan*oly4 ,i am fight+ aga9/ x by seek+ 9 my life a task :i* is beyond ?is life4 ,!re is only "o su*3 an approa* to ! p]fection ( ,god1 to love4 ,ye/]day x became s cle> to me t life "h is no?+ else ?an a manife/ation 9 ^! =ms ( ! greate/ p]fection ( ,god4 8,to live an age & unto ! night0--t is 9 t]ms ( "t4 ,to live = a univ]sal life & = ?is "o--t is 9 t]ms ( space4 ,i h done no?+ dur+ ?is "t & am unable to4 ,i am liv+ badly4 ,i h not$ a few trifles on ,art3 #a7 ,!y br+ z a pro( t art is good1 ! fact t x produces a great impression on y4 ,yes1 b :o are y8 ,on ! decad5ts1 _! works produce a great impression on !m4 ,y say t !y are spoilt4 ,b ,bee?ov51 :o does n produce an impression on ! work+ man1 produces su* an impression on y1 only because y are spoilt4 ,:o !n is "r8 ,:at music is beyond "q z to its value8 ,t k9d :i* produces z impression on a decad5t & on y & on ! work+ man2 simple1 und]/&able1 popul> music4 #b7 ,:at relief all w\ld feel :o are lock$ up 9 a conc]t-room li/5+ to ,bee?ov5's la/ works1 if a jig or a *]da% or some?+ simil> w\ld be play$ = !m4 #c7 ,n4 0 "h & said t he recognis$ only s5sation1 t man himself1 ! 8self0 0 only a s5sation4 ,s5sation receives s5sation4 ,he rea*$ ?is nons5se because ( ! sci5tific me?od2 ! limit+ ( ! field ( rese>*1 ! non-recognition ( any?+ else ?an s5sation1 is v good & pr(itable = ! practical ends ( ! sci5ce ( exp]im5tal psy*ology1 b x is good-=-no?+ z f> z a liv+ univ]sal po9t ( view is conc]n$4 ,& ?is error is (t5 made by p2 !y transf] to life ! me?od :i* is suitable to sci5ce4 #d7 ,no?+ s confuses ! conception ( art z ! acceptance ( au?orities4 ,in/ead ( det]m9+ by a cle> concise conception ( art :e!r ! works ( ,sophocles1 ,hom]1 ,dante1 ,%akespe>e1 ,goe!1 ,bee?ov51 ,ba*1 ,raphael1 ,mi*ael-,angelo1 come up to ! conception ( good art & exactly h[ !y d s1 !y det]m9e by ! exi/+ works ( ! recognis$ great arti/s1 art itself & its laws4 ,b1 h[ev]1 !re are _m works ( not$ arti/s :i* are bel[ e criticism & !re are _m false reputations1 accid5tally won fame2 ,dante1 ,%akespe>e4 #e7 ,i am read+ ! hi/ory ( music3#afa out ( sixte5 *apt]s on artificial music !re is "o %ort *apt] on popul> music4 ,& !y "k almo/ no?+ ab\t x4 ,s t ! hi/ory ( music is n ! hi/ory ( h[ real music 0 born & spread & develop$2 ! music ( melodies--b ! hi/ory ( artificial music1 i4e41 h[ real melodi\s music 0 di/ort$4 #f7 ,artificial1 ma/]-class music1 ! music ( p>asites1 feel+ its own impot5ce1 its own holl[ness1 takes rec\rse1 9 ord] to replace real int]e/ by artificiality1 n[ to c\nt]po9t1 to ! fugue1 n[ to op]a1 to illu/ration4 #g7 ,*ur* music is good1 !re=e1 because x is und]/ood by ! masses4 ,! und5iably good is only t :i* is und]/ood by all4 ,& !re=e x is true1 t ! m und]/&able x is1 ! bett]4 #h7 ,! v>i\s *>act]s express$ by art t\* u only because 9 ea* "o ( u is ! possibility ( e possible "*4 7,=got7 #i7 ,! hi/ory ( music1 l all hi/ory1 is writt5 on ! plan to %[ h[ x has gradually rea*$ t condition 9 :i* ! ?+ is f\nd ab\t :i* ! hi/ory is n[ be+ writt54 ,! pres5t condition ( music1 or t ab\t :i* ! hi/ory is writt51 is suppos$ to be ! highe/4 ,b :at if x is n only a l[] ?+1 b some?+ entirely di/ort$1 an accid5tal deviation t[>ds di/ortion4 #aj7 ,belief 9 au?orities causes ! errors ( au?orities to be accept$ z models4 #aa7 ,!y say t music /r5g!ns ! impression ( words--9 arias1 songs4 ,x isn't true4 ,music gets ahead ( impressions made by words1 by heav5 kn[s h[ f>4 ,an aria ( ,ba*2 :at words c rival x at ! "t :5 x is be+ r5d]$8 ,x is a diff]5t ?+--! words by !mselves4 ,to :atev] music y w\ld place ! ,s]mon on ! ,m\nt1 ! music w\ld rema9 f> beh9d1 once y p5etrat$ ! words4 8,crucifix0 by ,faure1#afb ! music is pitiable comp>$ to ! words4 ,!y are two entirely diff]5t & incompatible feel+s4 ,9 song !y g along toge!r only because ! words give tone4 7,n exact4 ,ab\t ?is 9 ano!r place47 #ab7 ,s vividly h ,i recall$ ,vasili ,p]fileev#afc & o!rs1 :om ,i saw 9 ,mosc[1 & s cle> did x become t1 al?\gh !y are dead1 !y /ill are4 #ac7 ,! ,scylla & ,*>ybdis ( arti/s2 ei!r und]/&able1 b %all[1 vulg>2 or pseudo-l(ty1 orig9al & incompreh5sible4 #ad7 ,! poetry ( ! p always reflect$ & n only reflect$1 pr$ict$1 prep>$1 popul> movem5ts2 ! ,crusades1 ! ,re=mation4 ,:at c\ld ! poetry ( our p>asitical circle pr$ict & prep>e8--,love1 debau*]y2 debau*]y1 love4 #ae7 ,popul> poetry1 music1 art 9 g5]al is exhau/$1 because all ! tal5t$ h be5 won ov] by bribes to be buffoons to ! ri* & ! titl$2 *amb] music1 op]a1 odes &#afd 444 #af7 ,9 all art1 !re exi/s ! /ruggle betwe5 ! ,*ri/ian & ! pagan4 ,! ,*ri/ian beg9s to conqu] & ! new wave ( ! #ae? ,c5tury ov]fl[s1 ! ,r5aissance1 & only n[ at ! end ( ! #ai?1 ! ,*ri/ian rises aga91 & paganism 9 ! %ape ( decad5ce hav+ rea*$ ! highe/ degree ( nons5se1 is be+ de/roy$4 #ag7 ,besides ! fact t ! mo/ gift$ ( ! p 7 won ov] by bribes into ! camp ( ! p>asites1 ! cause ( ! de/ruction ( popul> poetry & music 73 at fir/ ! s]fdom ( ! p & lat] ! mo/ important "o--pr9t+4 #ah7 ,*]tkov said t ar\nd u !re are f\r walls ( ! unkn[n2 9 front1 ! wall ( ! future1 9 back ! wall ( ! pa/1 to ! "r ! wall ( ignorance1 ( t :i* is tak+ place !re :]e we are n1 & ! f\r? wall1 he says1 is ! ignorance ( t :i* is go+ on 9 ! s\l ( ano!r4 ,9 my m9d ?is is n s4 ,! fir/ ?ree walls are z he says4 ,"o %\ld n look ?r\gh !m4 ,! less we look beyond !m ! bett]4 ,b z to ! f\r? wall ( ! ignorance ( t :i* is go+ on 9 ! s\ls ( o!r p1 ?is wall we ought to break d[n ) all our /r5g?1 /riv+ = a fusion ) ! s\ls ( o!r p4 ,& ! less we w look beyond ^? ?ree o!r walls1 ! clos] we w get to o!rs 9 ?is respect4 #ai7 ,aft] dea? 9 importance1 & be=e dea? 9 "t1 !re is no?+ m important1 m irrevocable1 ?an m>riage4 ,& j z dea? is only good !n :5 x is unavoidable1 b e dea? on purpose is bad1 s x is ) m>riage4 ,only !n is m>riage n evil1 :5 x is n to be conqu]$4 #bj7 ,apo/asy comes f a man pr(ess+ :at he pr(esses n = himself1 n = ,god1 b = p4 ,he betrays 8 pr(essions1 ei!r because he has become conv9c$ t m p1 or bett] p accord+ to 8 m9d1 d n pr(ess ! same ?+ z he1 or because t :i* he did be=e1 he did = human fame & n[ he wants to live = himself1 be=e ,god4 #ba7 ,if ,i believ$ 9 a p]sonal ,god to :om "o c\ld turn to ) que/ions1 ,i w\ld say1 ,:y1 = :at has ,god made x s1 t "s1 kn[+ ! und\bt$ tru?1 burn :olly ) its fire1 :ile o!rs d n want x1 _c und]/& or accept x1 & ev5 hate x4 ,x is n[ pa/ "o4 ,! same weakness1 b ke5 9 _s1 :5 ,i rememb] ! significance ( ! :ole ( life1 & n only ?is "o :i* ,i h liv$ ?r\gh z ,leo ,ni*olaievi* 7,tol/oi74 ,help me1 ,"l1 to d always1 ev]y:]e ,?y w1 to be ) ,!e4 ,b n my w1 b ,?9e1 be done4 ,decemb] #ba1 ,mosc[1 if ,i live4 ,i am /ill writ+ ,decemb] ! #bj?1 ,mosc[4 ,/ill ! same depression4 ,fa!r1 help me4 ,relieve me4 ,/r5g!n ,?yself 9 me1 vanqui%1 drive =?1 de/roy1 ! f\l fle% & all t ,i feel ?r\gh x4 444 ,fa!r1 help me4 ,moreov]1 ,i feel bett] already4 ,:at is especially calm+ is ! task1 ! te/ ( humility1 ( humiliation1 an entirely unexpect$1 exceptional humiliation4 ,9 *a9s1 9 a prison1 "o c pride oneself on "o's humiliation1 b "h x is only pa9ful1 unless "o accepts x z a trial s5t by ,god4 ,yes1 le>n to be> calmly1 joyfully & to love4 ,decemb] #ba4 ,mosc[4 ,i am le>n+ badly4 ,i cont9ually suff]1 helplessly1 weakly4 ,only 9 r>e mom5ts d ,i rise to ! consci\sness ( ! :ole ( my life 7n only ?is "o7 & my duties 9 x4 ,i ?\ght 7& felt73 ,!re are p lack+ bo? 9 /hetic feel+ & 9 ! e?ical 7especially ! e?ical71 to :om x is impossible to in/il t :i* is good--! less s :5 !y d & love t :i* is bad1 & ?9k t ! bad is good 444 ,decemb] #bb1 ,mosc[1 if ,i live1 :i* is gett+ to be v d\btful2 my he>t does n /op a*+4 ,almo/ no?+ gives me re/4 ,to-day ,po%a alone refre%$ me4 ,x is s disgu/+ ,i want to cry ov] myself1 ov] ! remnant ( my life :i* is be+ futilely ru9$4 ,b p]haps x mu/ be s1 yes1 9 fact1 x mu/ be s 444 ,decemb] #be1 ,mosc[4 #i o'c4 at night4 ,spiritually ,i feel bett]4 ,b ,i h no intellectual1 arti/ic "w1 & ,i am melan*oly4 ,j n[ ,i felt t p>ticul> ,*ri/mas s(t5+ & g5tl5ess1 & poetical impulse4 ,my h&s are cold1 ,i want to cry & to love 444 ,decemb] #bf1 ,mosc[4 ,i am /ill n writ+ any?+1 b ,i feel my ?\ghts revive4 ,! devil /ill does n leave me4 ,i ?\ght to-day ab\t ,! ,di>y ( a ,mad ,man4#afe ,! pr9cipal ?+ is t ,i h und]/ood my filial relation to ,god1 bro!rhood1--& my attitude to ! :ole _w has *ang$4 #ahig ,jan4 #e1 ,mosc[4 ,!re is /ill no?+ good to write ab\t myself4 ,i feel no ne$ ( work+ & ! devil does n leave me4 ,h be5 ill = ab\t #f days4 ,began to r]ead ,resurrection & rea*$ up to 8 decision to m>ry & ?rew x away ) disgu/4 ,x is all untrue1 inv5t$1 weak4 ,x is h>d to repair a spoil$ ?+4 ,9 ord] to repair x1 !re is necess>y3 #a7 alt]nately to describe 8 feel+ & life1 & h]s1#aff & #b7 sympa!tically & s]i\sly h]s1 & critically & ) a smile1 84 ,i %all h>dly f9i% x4 ,x is all v spoilt4 ,ye/]day ,i read ,arkhangelsky's#afg article 8,:om to ,s]ve0 & 0 v delight$4 ,h f9i%$ ! notebook4 ,& "h ,i am writ+ f x3 #a7 ,my article on 444 mu/ be writt5 = ! p 444 #b7 7,= ,! ,notes ( a ,madman or = ,! ,drama74 ,despair because ( madness & wret*$ness ( life4 ,salvation f ?is despair 9 ! recognition ( ,god & "o's filiality to ,him4 ,! recognition ( filiality is ! recognition ( bro!rhood4 ,! recognition ( ! bro!rhood ( man & ! cruel1 brutal1 unbro!rly arrangem5t ( life :i* is ju/ifi$ by p--leads inevitably to a recognition ( "o's own insanity or t ( ! :ole _w4 #c7 ,i read ,naka%idze's#afh lett] ab\t ! ,congress ( ! ,dukhobors1 :]e !y discuss$ social que/ions4 ,"h is an in/ance ( ! possibility ( adm9i/ration )\t viol5ce4 ,"o condition is necess>y--no1 two conditions3 ! respect ( ! y\? & ( ! spiritually weak 9 g5]al1 to ! resolutions ( ! elect$ eld]s1 ! spiritually /rong]--! 8little old m50 z ! ,dukhobors call !m2 & ! second condition t ^! 8little old m50 be rational & lov+4 ,at ?is ,congress ! "q ( unit+ prop]ty 79 common71 0 discuss$ & ! 8little old m50 7 9 fav\r ( x1 b con/antly repeat$3 8,only let !re be no viol5ce1 let ?+s be done volunt>ily40 ,among ! p & ! ,dukhobors ?is respect & recognition ( ! necessity ( fulfill+ ! resolutions ( ! old m5 exi/4 ,& all ?is )\t =ms2 ! election ( ! eld]s & ! me?ods ( agreem5t4 #d7 ,no matt] h[ y gr9d a cry/al1 h[ y dissolve x1 compress x1 x w m\ld itself aga9 at ! fir/ opportunity into ! same =m4 ,& s ! /ructure ( society w be always ! same1 no matt] to :at *anges y submit x4 ,! =m ( a cry/al w only !n be *ang$ :5 *emical *anges occur 9 x1 inn] ones2 ! same ) society4 #e7 ,x w\ld be good to write a preface to ,spi]#afi conta9+ ! foll[+3 ,! _w is su* z we see x1 only if !re d n exi/ any o!r be+s diff]5tly built f u & end[$ ) o!r s5ses ?an ours4 ,if we see n only ! possibility1 b ! necessity1 ( ! exi/5ce ( o!r be+s end[$ ) o!r s5ses ?an ours1 !n ! _w is 9 no case1 m]ely su* z we see x4 ,our imag9ation ( ! _w %[s only our attitude to ! _w1 j z ! visual picture :i* we =m = ourselves f :at we see z f> z ! horizon & ! sky repres5ts 9 no way ! actual outl9es ( ! objects se54 ,! o!r s5ses1 he>+1 smell1 pr9cipally--t\*1 9 v]ify+ our visual impressions give u a m def9ite conception ( ! se5 objects2 b t :i* we "k z broad1 ?ick1 h>d or s(t or h[ ! ?+s se5 by u s\nd or smell1 d n prove t we "k ^! ?+s fully & t if a new s5se 7above ! five7 7 giv5 u1 x w\ld n disclose to u t our conception ( ?+s =m$ by our five s5ses 0 n j z deceptive z t conception ( ! flatness ( objects & _! dim9i%+ 9 p]spective :i* sight only gives u4 ,i see a man 9 ! mirror1 he> 8 voice & am fully conv9c$ t he is a real man2 b ,i approa*1 ,i want to grasp 8 h& & ,i t\* ! glass ( ! mirror & see my delusion4 ,! same ?+ mu/ come to pass 9 a dy+ man2 a new feel+ is born :i* discloses to him 7?r\gh 8 new feel+ & ! new k x gives him7 ! delusion ( recognis+ 8 body z himself1 & ( all t he recognis$ z exi/+ ?r\gh ! means ( ! s5ses ( ?is body4 ,s t ! _w is c]ta9ly n su* z we "k x to be3 let !re be o!r in/rum5ts ( k--& !re w be ano!r _w4 ,b no matt] h[ t :i* we consid] z ! _w1 our attitude to ! _w1 %\ld *ange--"o ?+ is unalt]ably su* z we "k x & is always un*ang+1 x is t :i* kn[s4 ,& x kn[s n only 9 me1 b 9 ev]y?+ :i* kn[s4 ,?is ?+ :i* kn[s is ! same ev]y:]e & 9 ev]y?+ & 9 itself4 ,x is ,god1 & x is t = "s reason limit$ p>ticle ( ,god :i* composes our actual 8self40 ,b :at !n1 is ?is ,god1 i4 e41 some?+ et]nal1 inf9ite1 omnipot5t1 :i* has become mortal1 f9ite1 weak8 ,:y did ,god divide himself )9 himself8 ,i d n "k1 b ,i "k t ?is is s1 & t 9 ?is is life4 ,all t we "k is no?+ else ?an j su* divisions ( ,god4 ,all t we "k z ! _w is ! k ( ^! divisions4 ,our k ( ! _w 7t :i* we call matt] 9 space & "t7 is ! contact ( ! limits ( our div9ity ) its o!r divisions4 ,bir? & dea? are ! transitions f "o division into ano!r4 #f7 ,! diff]5ce betwe5 ,*ri/ian happ9ess & pagan is ?is1 t ! pagan seeks happ9ess1 prep>es x = himself1 awaits x1 dem&s x--! ,*ri/ian seeks1 prep>es1 awaits & dem&s ! k+dom ( ,god & accepts happ9ess :5 x comes z some?+ unexpect$1 undes]v$1 unprep>$4 ,& x is no less4 ,jan4 #ah4 ,mosc[4 ,dismal1 horrid4 ,ev]y?+ repels me 9 ! life !y lead ar\nd me4 ,n[ ,i free myself f sadness & suff]+1 !n aga9 ,i fall into x4 ,9 no?+ is x s app>5t1 z 9 ?is1 h[ f> ,i am f :at ,i want to be4 ,if my life 7 really entirely 9 ! s]vice ( ,god1 !re w\ld be no?+ :i* c\ld di/urb x4 ,i am /ill writ+ on art4 ,x is bad4 ,a ,dukhobor 0 "h4 ,feb4 #d4 ,ni*olskoe ) ! ,olsuphievs4 ,i am already "h ! #d? day & am inexpressibly sad4 ,i am writ+ badly on art4 ,i j n[ pray$ & became horrifi$ at h[ l[ ,i h fall54 ,i ?9k1 ,i ask myself1 :at am ,i to d2 ,i d\bt1 ,i hesitate1 z if ,i did n "k or _h =gott5 :o ,i 0 & !re=e :at ,i 0 to d4 ,to rememb] t ,i am n ma/]1 b s]vant & to d t to :i* ,i h be5 put4 ,) :at lab\r h ,i /ruggl$ & atta9$ ?is k1 h[ und\bt$ is ?is k & h[ ,i c =get x nev]!less--n exactly =get x1 b live )\t apply+ x4 444 ,well1 en\gh ab\t ?is4 ,i am go+ to write out :at ,i ?\ght dur+ ?is "t3 #a7 ,:5 all is said & done1 x is ^? p ov] :om viol5ce is us$ :o always rule1 i4e41 ^? :o fulfil ! law ( non-resi/ance4 ,s wom5 seek rights1 b x is !y :o rule1 j because !y are ! ones subject$ to =ce--!y 7 & !y /ill are4 ,in/itutions are 9 ! p[] ( m51 b public op9ion is 9 ! p[] ( wom54 ,& public op9ion is a million times /rong] ?an any laws & armies4 ,! pro( t public op9ion is 9 ! h&s ( wom5 is t n only ! con/ruction ( homes1 food1 are det]m9$ by wom51 & n only d ! wom5 sp5d ! weal?1 consequ5tly control ! lab\r ( m51 b ! success ( works ( art1 ( books1 ev5 ! appo9tm5t ( rul]s1 are det]m9$ by public op9ion2 & public op9ion is det]m9$ by wom54 ,"s "o well said t m5 mu/ seek emancipation f wom51 & n ! contr>y4 #b7 7,= ,! ,appeal74#agj ,unmask ! deceiv]s1 spread ! tru? & d n fe>4 ,if x 7 a matt] ( spread+ deception & murd]1 !n ( c\rse1 x w\ld be t]rible1 b "h y w\ld be spread+ ! fre$om f deception & murd]4 ,besides1 !re is no gr\nd = fe>4 ,( :om8 ,!y 444 are !mselves afraid4 ,i rememb] !re work$ = u 9 our village a weak & phlegmatic #ab ye>-old boy :o once caught on ! road & br\ght back1 an enorm\s heal?y peasant1 a ?ief1 :o _h tak5 a coat f ! hall4 #c7 ,! poets1 ! v]se-mak]s torture _! tongues 9 ord] to be able to say e possible k9d ( ?\ght 9 e possible v>iety ( ^w & to be able to =m f all ^! words some?+ :i* resembles a ?\ght4 ,su* ex]cise c only be indulg$ 9 by uns]i\s p4 ,& s x is4 #d7 ,if we nev] mov$1 !n ev]y?+ :i* we saw w\ld appe> to u flat & n 9 p]spective4 ,motion gives u a conception ( ?+s 9 ?ree dim5sions ( space4 ,! same ?+ is true conc]n+ ! mat]ial side ( ?+s3 if we w]5't liv+1 7 n mov+ 9 life1 we w\ld see only ! mat]ial side ( ?+s2 b mov+ 9 life1 mov+ our spiritual side across ! mat]ial side ( ! _w1 we recognise ! fals5ess ( ! idea t ! mat]ial is actually su* z x appe>s to u4 #e7 ,tw5ty times ,i h repeat$ x1 & #bj times ! ?\ght comes to me z new1 t release f all excitem5t1 fe>1 suff]+1 f physical & especially f spiritual1 lies 9 de/roy+ 9 "o's self ! illusion ( ! union ( "o's spiritual 8self0 ) "o's physical4 ,& ?is is always possible4 ,:5 ! illusion is de/roy$ !n ! spiritual 8self0 c suff] only f ! fact t x is jo9$ to ! physical1 b n f hung]1 pa91 sorr[1 jeal\sy1 %ame1 etc4 ,9 ! fir/ case1 z long z x is jo9$ x does t :i* ! physical 8self0 wants3 x gets angry1 condemns1 scolds1 /rikes2 9 ! second case1 :5 x is sep>at$ f ! physical1 x does only t :i* c free x f ! tortur+ union4 ,& only ! manife/ations ( love frees x4 #f7 ,= ! article on ,art4 ,:5 x is beauty t is recognis$ z ! aim ( art1 !n ev]y?+ w be art :i* = c]ta9 p w appe> z beauty1 i4e41 ev]y?+ :i* w please c]ta9 p4 #g7 ,i h not$1 8! h>m ( art1 especially music0 & ,i want$ to write t ,i _h =gott51 b :ile ,i 0 writ+1 ,i rememb]$4 ,! h>m ( art is pr9cipally ?is1 t x takes up "t1 hid+ f p _! idl5ess4 ,i "k t x is h>mful :5 x enc\rages idl5ess bo? = ! produc]s & ^? :o enjoy x1 b ,i _c see a cle> def9ition ( :5 x is p]missible1 useful1 good4 ,i %\ld l to say only !n :5 x is a re/ f lab\r1 l sleep1 b ,i d n yet "k if t is s4 #h7 7,= ,! ,appeal74 ,y are mi/ak51 y poor1 if y ?9k t y c %ame or t\* or conv9ce ! ri* man to divide ) y4 ,he _c d t because he sees t y want ! same ?+ t he wants & t y are fight+ him ) ! same means ) :i* he fights y4 ,y w n only conv9ce him1 b y w compel him to yield to y only by ceas+ to seek t :i* he seeks1 ceas+ to /ruggle ) him1 b if y cease to /ruggle y w cease also 444 7v important74 #i7 ,if ! end ( art is n ! good1 b pleasure1 !n ! di/ribution ( art w be diff]5t4 ,if its end is ! good1 !n x w inevitably be spread among ! greate/ numb] ( p2 if its end is pleasure1 !n x w be conf9$ to a small numb] 7n exact & /ill uncle>74 #aj7 ,art is--,i 0 go+ to write food1 b x is bett] to say--sleep1 necess>y = ! su/5ance ( ! spiritual life4 ,sleep is useful1 necess>y aft] lab\r4 ,b artificial sleep is h>mful1 does n refre%1 does n /imulate1 b weak5s4 #aa7 ,i he>d c\nt]po9t s++ & 444#aga ,?is is ! de/ruction ( music1 a means ( p]v]t+ x4 ,!re is no s5se to x1 no melody1 & any fir/ s5seless sequ5ce ( s\nds are tak5 & f ! comb9ation ( ^! insignificant sequ5ces is =m$ "s k9d ( a t$i\s resemblance to music4 ,! be/ is :5 ! la/ *ord is f9i%$4 #ab7 ,! mo/ sev]e & consequ5tial agno/ic1 :e!r he wants x or does n want x1 recognises ,god4 ,he _c b recognise t 9 ! fir/ place1 9 ! exi/5ce bo? ( himself & ( ! :ole _w1 !re is "s mean+ inaccessible to him2 & 9 ! second1 !re is a law ( 8 life1 a law to :i* he c submit or f :i* he c escape4 ,& x is ?is recognition ( ! highe/ mean+ ( life1 inaccessible to man b inevitably exi/+1 & ( ! law ( "o's life1 :i* is ,god & ,8 w4 ,& ?is recognition ( ,god is imm5sely /rong] ?an ! recognition ( 444 etc4 ,to believe l ?is means to dig to b$rock1 to ! ma9l&1 & to build ! h\se on t4 #ac7 ,/epa#agb relat$ ! physiologic process :i* takes place 9 ! infant :5 x sep>ates f its "m4 ,truly x is a miracle4 ,?is ?\ght occupi$ me 9 relation to ! doctr9e t ev]y?+ mat]ial is illusion4 ,h[ c illusion take place !re :]e ,i d n see x8 ,z y see x1 s x takes place4 ,y see ev]y?+ ?r\gh y\r glasses4 ,t is well en\gh z reg>ds all o!r ph5om5a1 b "h ! mo/ fundam5tal ?+ is tak+ place1 t f :i* ! :ole ( my life & ( ev]y?+ liv+ is compos$3 ! deta*m5t f ! _w4 ,& "h "r 9 front ( my eyes ?is deta*m5t is tak+ place2 !re 0 "o & !re became two1 l among ! fir/ cells1 7uncle>47 #ad7 ,e liv+ be+ c>ries )9 himself all ! possibilities ( its ance/ors4 ,hav+ be5 deta*$1 he manife/s sev]al ( !m1 b c>ries 9 himself ! rema9+ ones & acquires new ones4 ,9 ?is lies ! process ( life2 to unite & to sep>ate4 7,/ill m uncle>47 ,i h decid$ no matt] :at happ5s1 to write e day4 ,no?+ /r5g!ns "o s mu* = ! good4 ,x is ! be/ pray]4 ,ev5+1 ,febru>y #d4 ,ni*olskoe4 ,9 ! morn+ ,i wrote ?is di>y & lat] tri$ to write1 b c\ld d no?+2 _h no desire4 ,und\bt$ly if !re be /r5g? & capacity to write1 !n "o ought to s]ve ,god4 ,x is j z gloomy4 ,i d n pray en\gh1 h\rly4 ,febru>y #e1 ,ni*olskoe4 ,if ,i live4 ,febru>y #e1 ,ni*olskoe4 ,/ill ! same intellectual1 creative1 weakness4 ,b ,i ?9k x is almo/ hopeless4 ,!re 0 a se>* at ,*]tkov's4 ,s4 arriv$4 ,i ?\ght3 ,i1 a work]1 am ,i do+ ! "w comm&$8 ,9 ?is is ev]y?+4 ,"l1 help me4 ,feb4 #f4 ,ni*olskoe4 ,9 ! morn+ ,gorbunov arriv$2 9 ! ev5+ a telegram t ! ,*]tkovs are leav+ on ,?ursday4#agc ,i prep>$ to g ) ,sonya4#agd ,am j go+4 ,heal? bett]4 ,feb4 #g4 ,pet]sburg4 ,w5t to ,*]tkov4 ,x is joy\s !re4 ,!n to ,y>o%5ko4#age 444 ,i pray t ,i d n ab&on "h or any:]e ! consci\sness ( my mission1 to be fulfill$ by k9dness4 ,feb4 #h4 ,pet]sburg4 ,if ,i live4 ,i 0 alive1 b made no entries ! two days4 ,to-day1 ,feb4 #aj4 ,x doesn't matt]1 x doesn't matt]1 sil5ce4 ,i 0 at ,/asov's & ,tol/oi's4#agf ,did no?+ bad1 b no?+ good ei!r4 ,r "s good4 ,"l keep me f a spell1 b ,i am bett]4 ,h ?\ght no?+4 ,aga9 at ! ,olsuphievs 9 ,ni*olskoe1 ,feb4 #af4 ,i return$ on ! morn+ ( ! day be=e ye/]day1 & fell ill4 ,ye/]day ,i 0 bett]1 wrote on art4 ,good4 444 ,wom5 d n consid] ! dem&s ( reason b9d+ ^u !mselves & _c progress accord+ to !m4 ,!y hav5't got ?is sail spread4 ,!y r[ )\t a rudd]4#agg ,i am aga9 feel+ unwell & v sweetly sad4 ,wrote a lett] to ! ,*]tkovs & to ,po%a4 ,am n work+4 ,feb4 #ag4 ,ni*olskoe4 ,i d n feel well4 ,i tri$ to write on art4444 444 ,receiv$ lett]s2 an adaptation ( ,on ,life f ! ,am]ican4#agh ,wrote two lett]s to ,sonya ye/]day & s5t !m to-day4#agi ,hav+ be5 ?9k+ ev5 be=e ,pet]sburg3 #a7 7,= ,! ,appeal73 ,to describe ! condition ( ! factory work]s1 ! s]vants1 soldi]s1 agricultural lab\r]s 9 comp>ison ) ! ri*1 & %[ t x all comes f4444 #b7 ,9 ! ,middle ,ages1 9 ! ,x,ith ,c5tury1 poetry 0 g5]al--! p & ! ma/]s1 les c\rtois et les vila9s2 !n !y sep>at$ & les vila9s began to mimic ! ma/]s' & ! ma/]s ! p's4 ,a union ought to take place aga94 #c7 ,a hundr$ times ,i h said x to myself & h writt5 x d[n3 ! real & only salvation f all sorr[ is ! k ( "o's mission1 ! anxiety :e!r y h done t = :i* y 7 s5t4 #d7 ,ne>ly e husb& & wife reproa* ea* o!r = ?+s = :i* !y d n consid] !mselves guilty4 ,b on ! "o side !re is no ceas+ to accuse1 nor on ! o!r to v9dicate4 #e7 ,!y d n run aft] a poet or a pa9t] s mu*1 z aft] an actor1 & especially aft] a musician4 ,music calls =? a direct physical effect1 sometimes acute1 sometimes *ronic4 #f7 ,we absolutely falsely ascribe intellig5ce & goodness to tal5t1 & ! same to beauty4 ,9 ?is lies great self-delusion4 #g7 ,x came into my head ) rem>kable cle>ness t 9 ord] to always feel good1 x is necess>y always to ?9k ( o!rs1 especially :5 y speak ) "s "o4 #h7 ,! movem5t ( life1 ! broad5+ ( a sep>ate be+ gives "t4 ,if !re w\ld be no movem5t1 no enl>g+ ( love1 !n !re w\ld be no "t2 z to space1 x is ! repres5tation ( o!r be+s4 ,if !re 7 no o!r be+s1 !re w\ld be no space4 7,all nons5se1 un?\ght74 #i7 ,wom5 are depriv$ ( a moral s5se = a motor4 ,!y hav5't got ?is sail spread & !re=e x does n c>ry4 ,feb4 #ah1 ,ni*olskoe4 ,if ,i live4 ,feb4 #ah4 ,ni*olskoe4 ,=ty-five ye>s ago ,i 0 9 battle4#ahj ,i feel a great s9k+ 9 en]gy4 ,i am v weak1 _c "w4 ,b is x n possible to live unceas+ly be=e ,god1 do+ ,8 "w 9 proportion to ,8 /r5g?4 ,i %all try4 ,help me1 ,"l4 ,i %all take up ! lett]s4 ,"h dem&s are made1 & x is possible to fulfil ,8 "w4 ,ev5+4 ,indispos$4 ,apa?y1 weakness4 ,am n tak+ up ! essay1#aha wrote lett]s4 ,j n[ a lett] f ,biriukov4 ,i answ]$ x4 ,febru>y #ai4 ,ni*olskoe4 ,i am j z apa!tic1 b am n worri$4 ,wrote lett]s4 ,wrote to e "o4 ,i am go+ to b$1 x is pa/ twelve4 ,to-day1 ,feb4 #bj1 ,ni*olskoe4 ,sev5 o'clock 9 ! ev5+4 ,i /ill feel j z badly2 con/ipation & he>t-burn4 ,i fell asleep 9 ! morn+4 ,!n1 n try+ to "w1 ,i took a walk4 ,extreme weakness4 ,my s\l is calm1 only x is a bore t ,i am unable to "w4 ,! h\se is full ( p4 444 ,ye/]day ,i wrote _m lett]s4 ,i walk$ & ?\ght3 ,!re is no great] cause = error & confusion ( ideas1 ! mo/ unexpect$ ones1 & inexplicable 9 any o!r way1 ?an ! recognition ( au?orities1 i4e41 ! infallible tru?fulness or beauty ( c]ta9 p]sons1 ( books or ( works ( art4 ,m4 ,arnold#ahb 0 a ?\s& times "r :5 he said t ! bus9ess ( criticism lies 9 deta*+ ! good f ! bad1 f all t has be5 writt5 & done1 & ma9ly ! bad f t :i* is recognis$ z spl5did1 & ! good f t :i* is recognis$ z bad1 or is n recognis$ at all4 ,! mo/ /rik+ in/ance ( ?is error & its t]rible consequ5ces1 hold+ back = ages ! =w>d movem5t ( ,*ri/ian mank9d1 is ! au?ority ( ! ,holy ,scriptures & ! ,gospels4 ,h[ _m ( ! mo/ unexpect$ & rem>kable absurdities1 sometimes necess>y = its own ju/ification1 sometimes n necess>y = any?+1 are said & writt5 9 ! text ( ! ,holy ,scriptures4444 ,! same ?+ happ5s 9 ! ,greek ,trag$ies1 9 ,v]gil1 ,%akespe>e1 ,goe!1 ,ba*1 ,bee?ov51 ,raphael & 9 ! new au?orities4 ,p]haps ,i omitt$ ! #ba/4 ,to-day1 p]haps ! #bbnd4 ,febru>y1 ,saturday4 ,ni*olskoe4 ,ye/]day ,i did n "w4 ,i read ?r\gh ! fir/ draft on art--pretty good4 ,i w5t = ,yu%kova's#ahc dress4 ,x 0 a nice trip4 ,9 ! ev5+ !y spoke ab\t ,art & !n ,i he>d ! bro!rs ,konius#ahd :o arriv$4444 ,to-day ,i am a little bett] 9 my heal?1 ,i w5t on skiis & felt weak at he>t & uneasy :5 ,i w5t f>4 ,x is ev5+ n[4 ,i feel l writ+ lett]s4 ,i ?\ght = ,! ,appeal :5 ,i look$ at ! numb]less sons ( ,n4 9 _! ov]coats3 ,he is br++ !m up1 8mak+0 m5 ( ! _w ( !m4 ,:at =8 ,y w say3 y live z y d = ! sake ( ! *ildr54 ,:at =8 ,:y br+ up ano!r g5]ation ( ! same *eat$ slaves1 n kn[+ :y !y live1 & liv+ su* a joyless life8 ,feb4 #bc4 ,ni*olskoe4 ,if ,i live4 ,febru>y #bc1 ,ni*olskoe4 ,to-day ,i wrote will+ly & eag]ly all morn+ & x seems to me ,i advanc$ on ! essay on art4 ,!n ,i took a walk be=e d9n]4 ,!re is /ill a pile ( p4 ,no s]i\s talk4 ,ye/]day !re 0 music4444 ,to-day an amateur !atrical4 ,tania & ,mi*ail ,adamovi* play$ v well4#ahe ,x is n[ ev5+4 ,! day has pass$ almo/ )\t he>t-burn4 ,febru>y #bd4 ,ni*olskoe4 ,to-day ,i arose apa!tic & fell asleep aga9 "r aft] lun*eon4 ,aft] "o1 ,i w5t to meet ! rid]s4 ,came home1 d9$4 ,am /ruggl+ successfully ) he>t-burn4 ,w5t = a walk 9 ! ev5+4 ,read & am read+ ,ari/otle 7,bn>d7 on /hetics4 ,v important4 ,?\ght dur+ ^! days3 #a7 ,?\ght2 :y is x impossible to ev5 speak to "s p 444 ab\t tru? & good--s f> are !y away f x4 ,?is is s1 because !y are surr\nd$ by su* a ?ick lay] ( temptations t !y h become imp5etrable4 ,!y are unable to /ruggle ) s91 because !y d n see ! s9 = ! temptations4 ,9 ?is lies ! pr9cipal dang] & all ! horror ( temptations4 #b7 ,!y say to me :5 ,i condemn religi\s propag&a3 ,y also are prea*+4 ,no1 ,i d n prea*--ma9ly because ,i h no?+ to prea*4 ,ev5 to a!i/s ,i am n go+ to prea* ,god 7if ,i prea*$1 ,i err$74 ,i only draw conclusions f :at p accept1 po9t+ out ! contradictions :i* are enclos$ 9 :at !y accept1 & :i* !y d n notice4 #c7 444 a g5]al1 respectable1 clean1 correct1 ) ?ick eye-br[s & important mi5 7& uncommonly good-natur$1 b depriv$ ( e moral motive s5se7 gave me ! /rik+ ?\ght1 z to h[ & by :at means ^? mo/ indiff]5t to social life1 to ! good ( society--z to h[ j ^? p rise involunt>ily to ! position ( rul]s ( p4 ,i see h[ he w manage in/itutions ^u :i* a million lives dep5d1 & j because he likes cleanl9ess1 elegance1 ref9$ food1 danc+1 hunt+1 billi>ds & e possible k9d ( amusem5t1 & n hav+ ! means to keep himself 9 ^? regim5ts1 or in/itutions1 or societies :]e all ?is exi/1 is advanc$ little by little z a good & h>mless man & made a rul] ( p4 ,all are l ,n4 & _! "n is legion4 #d7 ,i am read+ ,ari/otle4 ,he says 9 ,politics 7,book ,,vii1 ,*apt] ,,viii73 8,dans cette rpublique p>faite1 o la v]tu des citoy5s s]a rele1 ils s'ab/i5dront de t\te pr(ession m*anique1 de t\te spculation m]cantile1 travaux dgrads 7dgradants87#ahf et contraires la v]tu4 ,ils ne se livr]ont pas davantage l'agriculture4 ,il faut du loisir p\r acqurir la v]tu0 444#ahg ,all 8 /hetics has = its end 77#ahh virtue4 ,& we ) ! ,*ri/ian und]/&+ ( ! bro!rhood ( man want to be guid$ by ! e?ical & /hetical conception ( ! anci5ts66 ,feb4 #be4 ,ni*olskoe4 ,if ,i live4 ,febru>y #be4 ,ni*olskoe4 ,i am alive4 ,i h writt5 a little--n z easily z ye/]day4 ,! gue/s h dep>t$4 ,w5t = a walk twice4 ,am read+ ,ari/otle4 ,to-day ,i receiv$ lett]s 444 ,ye/]day1 :ile walk+1 ,i pray$ & exp]i5c$ a rem>kable s5sation :i* is p]haps simil> to t :i* ! my/ics excite 9 !mselves by spiritual works2 ,i felt myself to be a spiritual1 free be+ b\nd by ! illusion ( ! body4 ,feb4 #bf4 ,ni*olskoe4 ,if ,i live4 ,feb4 #bf1 ,ni*olskoe4 ,i am alive4 ,i am writ+1 s z to keep my resolution4 ,to-day ,i wrote lett]s all morn+1 b ,i _h no en]gy = "w4 ,w5t to ,mme4 ,%or94#ahi ,i _h a good talk ) h]4 ,p]haps ev5 to "s purpose4 ,j z ,anna ,mi*ailovna#aij said to-day1 t ,i help$ h]4 ,& ?anks be4 ,i copi$ ! lett] to ,po%a4 ,feb4 #bg4 ,ni*olskoe4 ,wrote ?is morn+ poorly1 b cle>$ up some?+ or o!r4 ,am well4 ,took a walk4 ,spoke ) ,tania4 ,& t is all4 ,ye/]day 0 ,feb4 #bh4 ,ni*olskoe4 ,i h writt5 no?+4 ,9 ! morn+ ,i work$ badly4 ,receiv$ a lett] f ,*]tkov & ,ivan ,mi*ailovi* & wrote to bo?4 ,walk$ & w5t to ,safonovo4#aia ,?is morn+ ,i ?\ght ( some?+ :i* seem$ to me important1 namely3 #a7 ,i wip$ away ! du/ 9 my room & walk+ ar\nd1 came to ! divan & c\ld n rememb] :e!r ,i _h du/$ x or n4 ,j because ^! movem5ts are cu/om>y & unconsci\s ,i c\ld n rememb] !m & ,i felt t x 0 impossible to4 ,s t if ,i du/$ & =got x1 i4e41 if ,i did an act unconsci\sly2 !n x is j ! same z if x nev] exi/$4 ,if "s "o consci\s saw x1 !n p]haps x c\ld be re/or$4 ,b if no "o saw x1 or saw x unconsci\sly2 if ! :ole complex life ( _m p pass along unconsci\sly1 !n t life is z if x _h nev] exi/$4 ,s t life--life only exi/s !n1 :5 x is lit by consci\sness4 ,:at1 !n1 is ?is consci\sness8 ,:at are ! acts :i* are lit by consci\sness8 ,! acts :i* are lit by consci\sness are ^? acts :i* we fulfil freely1 i4e41 fulfill+ !m we "k t we might h act$ o!rwise4 ,!re=e1 consci\sness is fre$om4 ,)\t consci\sness !re is no fre$om & )\t fre$om !re c be no consci\sness 7if we are subject$ to viol5ce & we h no *oice z to h[ we %\ld be> t viol5ce1 we d n feel ! viol5ce74 ,memory is no?+ else ?an ! consci\sness ( ! pa/1 ( ! pa/ fre$om4 ,if ,i 7 unable to du/ or n to du/1 ,i w\ld n be consci\s ( du/+1 if ,i 7 n consci\s ( du/+1 ,i w\ld n h ! *oice ( du/+ or n du/+4 ,if ,i did n h consci\sness & fre$om1 ,i w\ld n rememb] ! pa/1 ,i w\ld n unite x into "o4 ,!re=e ! v basis ( life is fre$om & consci\sness--a fre$om-consci\sness4 7,x seem$ to me cle>] :5 ,i 0 ?9k+47 ,m>* #a1 ,ni*olskoe4 444 ,to-day ,i c\ld n write any?+ 9 ! morn+ at all--fell asleep4 ,i took a walk bo? 9 ! morn+ & 9 ! ev5+4 ,x 0 v pleasant4 ,i ?\ght two ?+s3 #a7 ,t dea? seems to me n[ j z a *ange3 a dis*>ge f a =m] po/ & an appo9tm5t to a new "o4 ,x seems t ,i am all worn out = ! =m] po/ & ,i am no long] fit4 #b7 ,i ?\ght ab\t ,n z a good "* = a drama2 good-natur$1 clean1 spoilt1 lov+ pleasure b good1 & incapable ( conceiv+ a radical moral requirem5t4 ,i also ?\ght3 #c7 ,!re is only "o means = /eadfa/ness & peace3 love1 love t[>ds enemies4 ,yes1 "h ?is problem 0 pres5t$ to me f a special1 unexpect$ angle & h[ badly ,i 0 able to solve x4 ,i mu/ try h>d]4 ,help me1 ,fa!r4 ,m>* #b1 ,ni*olskoe4 ,if ,i live4 ,m>* #b1 ,ni*olskoe4 ,i am alive4 ,entirely well4 ,to-day ,i wrote pretty well4 ,9 ! ev5+ aft] d9n] ,i w5t to ,%elkovo4 ,x 0 a v pleasant walk 9 ! moonlight4 ,wrote a lett] to ,po%a4 ,receiv$ a lett] f ,tregubov4 ,he is irritat$ because !y int]cept ! lett]s4 ,b ,i am n vex$4 ,i h und]/ood t "o has to pity !m1 & ,i pity truly4 ,to-morr[ we g4 ,we h be5 "h a :ole mon?4 ,ye/]day 0 ,m>* #crd4 ,mosc[4 ,9 ! morn+ ,i did almo/ no?+4 ,i /umbl$ up aga9/ ! hi/oric c\rse ( art4 ,i took a walk4 ,aft] d9n] ,i left4 ,i arriv$ at #aj4 ,m>* #d1 ,mosc[4 ,got up late4 ,h&l$ my pap]s1 wrote lett]s to ,po%a1 ,naka%idze4 ,w5t to ! public libr>y1 took books4 ,9 ! ev5+ ,dunaev & ,b\lang] 7 "h4 ,x is n[ late4 ,i am go+ to b$4 ,s4 is at a conc]t4 ,m>* #e4 ,mosc[4 ,if ,i live4 ,heav5s1 h[ _m days ,i h skipp$3 ,to-day1 ,m>* #i4 ,mosc[4 ,out ( ! f\r days1 ,i wrote two days on art & to-day pretty mu*4 ,i want$ to write ,hadji ,murad v mu* & ?\ght out some?+ pretty well--t\*+4 ,a lett] f ,po%a4 ,wrote to ,*]tkov & ,koni ab\t ! t]rible ?+ t happ5$ to ,miss ,vietrov4#aib ,i am n go+ to write out :at ,i h not$4 ,i am /ill 9 ! same peaceful1 because lov+1 mood4 ,z soon z ,i feel l be+ hurt or we>i$ ,i rememb] ,god & t my "w is only "o1 to love1 n to ?9k ( t :i* w be--& ,i feel bett] "r away4 ,tania is go+ to ,yasnaya4 ,to-day1 ,m>* #ae1 ,mosc[4 ,liv$ n badly4 ,i see ! end ( ! essay on art4 ,/ill ! same peace4 ,i ?ank ,god4 ,i h j n[ writt5 lett]s4 ,x is ev5+4 ,i am go+ into ! t$i\s draw+-room4 ,to-day1 ,april #d1 ,mosc[4 ,almo/ a mon? ,i h n writt5 7#bj days71 & ,i h liv$ ! "t badly1 because ,i work$ little4 ,wrote all ! "t on art1 became confus$ ^! la/ days4 ,& n[ = two days ,i hav5't writt54 ,i h n lo/ my peace1 b my s\l is tr\bl$1 /ill ,i am ma/] ( x4 ,oh1 ,"l6 ,if only ,i c\ld rememb] my mission1 t ?r\gh oneself mu/ be manife/$ 7%9e7 div9ity4 ,b ! difficulty is1 t if y rememb] t alone y w n live2 & y mu/ live1 live en]getically1 & yet rememb]4 ,help me1 ,fa!r4 ,i h pray$ mu* lately t my life be bett]4 ,b z x is1 ! consci\sness ( ! lawlessness ( my life is %ameful & depress+4 ,ye/]day ,i ?\ght v well ab\t ,hadji ,murad--t 9 x ! pr9cipal ?+ 0 to express a deception ( tru/4 ,h[ good x w\ld h be51 7 x n = ?is deception4 ,also ,i am ?9k+ m & m (t5 ( ,! ,appeal4 ,i am afraid t ! !me ( art has occupi$ me lately = p]sonal1 selfi% & bad reasons4 ,je m'ent5ds4 ,dur+ ?is "t ,i made few notes & if ,i _h be5 ?9k+ ab\t any?+ ,i h =gott5 x4 #a7 ,! _w :i* we "k & repres5t = ourselves1 is no?+ else ?an laws ( co-relation betwe5 our s5ses 7s5s71 & !re=e1 a miracle is a violation ( ^! laws ( co-relation1 x !re=e de/roys our conception ( ! _w4 ,9 ! crude/ =m1 x is ?us3 ,i "k t wat] 7n froz57 is always liquid4 ,& its specific gravity is less ?an t ( my body4 ,my eyes1 he>+1 t\*1 demon/rate to me liquid wat]2 & sudd5ly a man walks on ?is wat]4 ,if he walk$ on ! wat]1 !n x proves no?+1 b only de/roys my conception ( wat]4 #b7 ,a v common mi/ake3 ,to place ! aim ( life 9 ! s]vice ( p & n 9 ! s]vice ( ,god4 ,only 9 s]v+ ,god1 i4e41 9 do+ t :i* ,he wants1 c y be c]ta9 t y are n do+ some?+ va9 & x is n impossible to *oose :om y are to s]ve4 #c7 ,*ur* ,*ri/ians d n want to s]ve ,god1 b want ,god to s]ve !m4 #d7 ,%akespe>e began to be valu$ :5 ! moral crit]ion 0 lo/4 #e7 7,= ,! ,appeal47 ,we are s entangl$ t e "o ( our /eps 9 life is a p>ticipation 9 evil3 9 viol5ce1 9 oppression4 ,we mu/ n despair1 b we mu/ sl[ly dis5tangle ourselves f ^? nets 9 :i* we are caught2 n to te> ourselves ?r\gh1--t w\ld entangle u worse--b to dis5tangle ourselves c>efully4 #f7aic ,i am 9 a v bad physical condition1 almo/ fev]1 & ! black gloom t comes be=e1 b up to n[ ! spiritual is ! /rong]4 ,escort$ ,maude's colony4#aid ,ivan ,mi*ailovi* is /ill free4#aie ,ev]y?+ is all "r4 ,apr4 #i4 ,mosc[4 ,h be5 ill4 ,) calmness ,i ?\ght t ,i w\ld die4 ,to-day ,i wrote well on ,art4 ,!y h tak5 ,ivan ,mi*ailovi*4 ,!re 0 a se>* at ,dunaev's4#aif ,x is all "r ) ! exiles4#aig ,outw>dly ,i am entirely calm1 inw>dly n entirely4 ,x is en\gh to be> 9 m9d t ev]y?+ is = ! good1 & :5 ,i be> t 9 m9d z ,i d n[--x is good4 ,to-day ,may #c4 ,yasnaya ,polyana4 ,almo/ a mon? ,i h made no entries4 ,a bad & /]ile mon?4 ,i cut out & burn$ t :i* ,i wrote 9 heat4#aih ,to-day ,july #af4 ,y4 ,p4 ,x is n "o mon? t ,i h made no entries1 b two & a half4 ,i h liv$ ?r\gh mu*1 bo? ! difficult & ! good4#aii ,h be5 ill4 ,v sev]e pa9s--,i ?9k 9 ! beg9n+ ( ,july4#bjj ,i work$ all ?is "t on ! essay on art1 & ! f>!r ,i get ! bett]4 ,i f9i%$ x & am correct+ x f ! beg9n+4 ,ma%a m>ri$4#bja444 ,we d n quiet1 mod]ate passion1 ! s\rce ( ! greate/ calamities1 b k9dle x ) all our /r5g? & !n we compla9 t we suff]4444 ,good lett]s f ,*]tkov4 ,a ,kiev peasant 0 "h1 ,%idlovsky4#bjb ,i feel t ,i am alone--t my life n only does n int]e/ any "o1 b t !y are bor$ & a%am$ t ,i cont9ue to occupy myself ) su* trifles4 ,i ?\ght dur+ ?is "t3 #a7 ,a type ( woman--!re are m5 su* also1 b mo/ly x is wom5 :o are incapable ( see+ !mselves1 z if _! necks 7 /ation>y & !y c\ld n look back at !mselves4 ,x isn't exactly t !y don't want to rep5t3 b !y c't see !mselves4 ,!y live z !y d & n 9 ano!r way1 because ?is way seems good to !m4 ,& !re=e if !y d any?+ x is because x seems good to !m4 ,su* p are t]rify+4 ,& su* p may be intellig5t1 /upid1 good1 wick$4 ,:5 !y are /upid & wick$ x is t]rible4 #b7 ,) a l[ moral /&>d1 a firmness ( judgm5t4 ,! acts ( all ! be/ p are expla9$ by :at ,i w\ld h done4 ,*ri/ prea*$ out ( vanity1 condemn$ ! ,ph>isees f envy1 etc4 #c7 ,! second condition ( art is novelty4 ,to a *ild ev]y?+ is new & !re=e x has _m arti/ic impressions4 ,! new = u1 is a c]ta9 dep? ( feel+1 t dep? 9 :i* a man f9ds 8 sep>ate individuality f all4 ,t is = indiff]5t art4 ,= ! highe/1 novelty lies only 9 religion1 z religion is ! mo/ advanc$ _w po9t ( view4 #d7 7,= ! drama47 ,!y br+ to ! table a man 9 tatt]s & !y laugh at ! inconsi/5cy ( x & at 8 awkw>dness4 ,revolt4 #e7 ,:5 x happ5s t y ?\ght ( some?+ & !n =got :at y ?\ght1 b y rememb] & "k ! "* ( y\r ?\ghts3 sad1 dismal1 oppressive1 joy\s1 ke5--& ev5 rememb] _! ord]3 fir/ x 0 sad1 & !n x became calm1 etc41--:5 y rememb] ?+s t way1 !n x is exactly :at music expresses4 #f7 ,a !me3 ,a passionate "y man 9 love ) a m5tally diseas$ woman4 #g7 ,god gave u ,8 _s--love1 reason--9 ord] to s]ve ,him2 b we use ,8 _s to s]ve ourselves--we use ! axe to plane ! h&le4 ,i feel fully well & /rong physically1 b morally1 weak4 ,i feel l work+ & am able4 ,i am go+ to make notes4#bjc ,july #ag4 ,yasn4 ,pol4 ,if ,i live4 ,july #ag4 ,y4 ,p4 ,got up late1 work$ badly4 ,!re is nei!r conc5tration nor capacity to embrace ev]y?+4 ,nev]!less ,i h advanc$4 ,ma%a came ) ,kolia 444 ,ye/]day ,i talk$ ab\t love ) ,n3 t we madly k9dle ?is passion & !n we suff] f its exagg]ations & excesses4 ,w5t on my bicycle to ,yas5ki4 ,i love ?is motion v mu*4 ,b ,i am a%am$4 ,a lett] f ,*]tkov2 he is v ill4 ,i value him v mu*4 ,& h[ n value him4 ,x is n[ #aj o'clock4 ,! ,%5%9s h left j n[4 ,i feel solemn & gloomy4 ,july #ah1 #ahig4 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,i skipp$ ?ree days4 ,to-day ,july #ba4 ,y4 ,p4 ,i am work+ well en\gh4 ,i am ev5 satisfi$ ) my "w4 ,?\gh ,i *ange mu*4 ,ev]y?+ has come to a head & has ga9$ mu*4 ,i h be5 review+ ev]y?+ aga9 f ! beg9n+4 ,! life ar\nd me is v wret*$4444 ,i d n "k :y3 :e!r f ! /oma* or ! heat or f excessive physical ex]cise--b 9 ! ev5+s ,i feel v weak4 ,a good spee* by ,crookes z to h[ a microscopic man w\ld look ^u ! _w4#bjd ,ye/]day ,novikov 0 "h & he br\ght spl5did notes by ,mi*ael ,novikov4#bje ,wrote lett]s3 to ,c>us1#bjf ,ivan ,mi*ailovi*4 ,a lett] f ,evg5ie ,ivanovi*4#bjg ,july #bb4 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,july #bh4 ,y4 ,p4 ,six days t ,i hav5't writt54 ,?ree or f\r days ago at night1 ,i _h an attack ( *ol]a morbus & ! day aft] ,i 0 absolutely ill & = two days ,i h be5 v weak & h writt5 v poorly4 ,to-day ,i am a little bett]4 ,! *ildr5 7 "h3 ,iliu%9's family4#bjh ,!y are sweet gr&*ildr51 especially ,&ru%a4 ,:atev] notes ,i made1 ,i w n write out to-day4 ,long9ov#bji 0 "h1 a fri5d ( ,mme4 ,ann5kov's & to-day ,maude & ,b\lang]4 ,july #bi4 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day ,aug4 #g4 ,y4 ,p4 ,dur+ ?is "t a pile ( gue/s#baj 444 two ,g]mans1 decad5ts2 a nave & a some:at /upid "o4444 ,!re 7 "h3 ,novikov1 ! scribe1 a v p[]ful man1 & ,bulakhov1#baa also a p[]ful "o morally & intellectually4 ,i live v badly1 weakly4 ,v little goodness4 ,to-day ! ,/akhovi*es#bab & ! ,maklakovs#bac arriv$ also4 ,i cont9ue to "w on my essay on art &1 /range to say1 x pleases me4 ,ye/]day & to-day ,i read x to ,g9sburg1 ,sobolev1 ,kasatk9#bad & ,gold5weis]4 ,! impression x produces on !m is exactly ! same z x produces on me4 ,a lett] f ,crosby ) a joyful lett] f a ,japanese4#bae ,f ,*]tkov good lett]s4 ,! correspond5ce has be5 v neglect$4 ,i am entirely alone & ,i weak54 ,i (t5 say to myself t "o mu/ live s]v+1 b :5 ,i ent] life1 ?\gh ,i d n exactly =get1 yet ,i scatt] myself4 ,i h writt5 d[n mu*1 b to-day ,i h no "t to write x out4 ,fa!r1 help me4 ,i weak54 ,i am go+ to write absolutely e day4 ,aug4 #h4 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,a peasant 0 "h :o _h 8 arm torn by a tree & amputat$4 ,he pl\ghs ) a loop atta*$4 ,aug4 #i4 ,/akhovi* arriv$4 ,read ! essay4 ,! t5? *apt] is bad4 ,i work$ pretty mu*4 ,h writt5 poor lett]s4 ,i mu/ write to ,po%a & to ,ivan ,mi*ailovi*4 ,!re is not$ 9 ! book3 #a7 ,a s]vant makes life false & corrupt4 ,z soon z y h s]vants1 !n y increase y\r wants1 complicate life & make x a burd54 ,in/ead ( joy :5 y d ?+s y\rself1 y h vexation & ! pr9cipal ?+1 y r5\nce ! ma9 duty ( life2 ! fulfilm5t ( ! bro!rhood ( man4 #b7 ,! /hetic & ! e?ical are two arms ( "o lev]3 to ! ext5t t y l5g!n & light5 "o side1 to t ext5t y %ort5 & make heavi] ! o!r side4 ,z soon z a man loses 8 moral s5se1 he becomes p>ticul>ly responsive to ! /hetic4 #c7 ,p "k two ,gods3 "o :om !y want to =ce to s]ve !m1 dem&+ f him by pray]s ! fulfilm5t ( _! desires1 & ano!r ,god1 "o :om we ought to s]ve1 to ! fulfilm5t ( ^: w1 all our desires ought to be direct$4 #d7 ,x is a common ph5om5on t old p love to travel1 to g f> & to *ange places4 ,is x n a =esee+ & a read9ess = ! la/ j\rney8 ,aug4 #ae4 ,y4 ,p4 ,i am cont9u+ to "w4 ,am advanc+4 ,lombroso 0 "h--a limit$1 nave little old man4 ,! ,maklakovs4 ,leo arriv$ ) 8 wife4#baf ,b\lang]--a nice man4 ,wrote lett]s to ev]ybody3 ,po%a & ,ivan ,mi*ailovi* & ,van-d]-,ve]4 ,! oppressive ,leontev#bag 0 "h4 ,!re 0 some?+ ,i want$ to write v mu*1 b h =gott54444 ,a revolt+ report conc]n+ ! mission>y congress 9 ,kazan4#bah ,!re is not$3 8,woman's "*0--& ,i rememb] t x 0 some?+ v good4 ,n[ ,i h =gott54 ,x seems to me t x 0 t ! peculi>ity ( woman's "* is t h] feel+ alone guides h] life1 & t reason only s]ves h] feel+4 ,%e _c ev5 und]/& t feel+ c be made subs]vi5t to reason4 #b7 ,b !re are n s _m wom5--z !re are su* m5--:o d n he>1 d n see1 ! unpleasant1 d n see x j z if x didn't exi/4 #c7 ,:5 p hav5't ! p[] to get rid ( sup]/ition & !y cont9ue to pay tribute to x1 & at ! same "t :5 !y see t o!rs h fre$ !mselves1 !y gr[ angry at ^? :o h fre$ !mselves4 8,b ,i suff] :5 ,i commit /upidities & he is free40 #d7 ,art1 i4e41 arti/s1 in/ead ( s]v+ p1 exploit !m4 #e7 ,f ! "t ,i became old1 ,i began to confuse p1 444 belong+ or be+ m>k$ 9 my m9d z "o type4 ,s t ,i d n "k ,n1 ,n ,n1 b ,i "k a collective p]sonality to :i* ,n1 ,n ,n1 belong4 #f7 ,we are s accu/om$ to ! ?\ght t ev]y?+ is = u1 t ! e>? is m9e1 t :5 we h to die1 we are surpris$ t my e>?1 some?+ belong+ to me1 w rema9 & ,i won't4 ,"h ! pr9cipal mi/ake is 9 ?9k+ ! e>? z some?+ acquir$ & complem5t>y to me1 :5 x is ,i :o am acquir$ by ! e>?1 an app5dage to x4 #g7 ,h[ good x w\ld be if we c\ld live ) ! same conc5tration1 d ! "w ( life--pr9cipally2 communion among p--) t conc5tration ) :i* we play *ess1 read music1 etc4 ,aug4 #af4 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day ,sept4 #ai4 ,y4 ,p4 ,m ?an a mon? ,i h made no entries4 ,?+s are ! same & ! "w has be5 advanc+ all ! "t4 ,& x c\ld advance /ill m z to =m1 b !re is absolutely no "t4 ,su* an am\nt ( "w6 ,a typi/ is mak+ ! f9al copy on a ,rem+ton4 ,i h rea*$ ! #ai? *apt]1 inclusive4 ,dur+ ?is "t ! important ?+ 0 ! expulsion ( ,b\lang]4#bai ,my "w has be5 int]rupt$ occasionally only by a lett] to ! ,sw$i% pap]s ab\t ! ,dukhobors#bbj on ! occasion ( ! ,nobel prize4 ,also ill heal? int]rupt$3 a t]rible boil on ! *eek4 ,i ?\ght x 0 a canc]1 & ,i am happy t x 0 n v unpleasant to ?9k t3 ,i am receiv+ a new appo9tm5t2 "o :i* 9 any case1 isn't slipp+ pa/ me4 ,/4 ,john 0 "h4#bba ,my "w 0 int]rupt$ also by ! arrival ( ! ,molokans f ,sam>a--9 ref]5ce to _! *ildr5 :i* 7 tak5 away4#bbb ,i want$ to write abroad & ev5 wrote a v viol5t1 & :at seem$ to me1 /rong lett]1 b *ang$ my m9d4 ,x 0 n to be done be=e ,god4 ,i h to try aga94 ,to-day ,i wrote lett]s3 to ! ,emp]or1#bbc to ,olsuphiev1#bbd to ,hea?1#bbe & to ,e4 ,i4 ,*]tkov1#bbf & saw ! ,molokans (f4 ,i want$ to write f my notebooks1 b x is late4 ,i am go+ to b$4 ,sept4 #bj4 ,yasn4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,sept4 #bj4 ,y4 ,p4 ,let me write ev5 a few words4 ,! boil /ill bo!rs me v mu*4 ,i h no full lib]t d'esprit4 ,i wrote ! ,sw$i% lett] to-day1 & 9 ! ev5+ translat$ x into ,sw$i%#bbg ) ! ,sw$e4 ,i am n writ+ f ! notebook1 b ,i w note t :i* ent]$ my head ) special vividness4 ,our life is s arrang$ t all our c>e = ourselves1 ! use ( our reason 7our spiritual =ces7 = ! c>e ( ourselves1 br+s only unhapp9ess4 ,& yet ?is egotism is necess>y 9 ord] to live a sep>ate life4 ,t is ,8 my/]i\s w4 ,z soon z y live = y\rself1 y p]i%2 :5 y live beyond y\rself1 !re is peace & joy bo? = y\rself & = o!rs4 ,sept4 #bj4 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day ,sept4 #bb4 ,y4 ,p4 444 ,ye/]day ,i f9i%$ ! translation ) ,langlet4 ,to-day ,i 0 busy ) ,art1 b x didn't g at all1 & !re=e ! prec$+ did n please me4 ,s4 arriv$ to-day4 ,at night ,i ?\ght ( ! sep>ation ( lu/ f love1 & t e!r is a conception outside ( ! s5ses4 ,x is n[ pa/ twelve 9 ! morn+4 ,i am wait+ = ,ilya & ,&ru%a4 ,i h j n[ writt5 a lett] to ! editor ( ! ,tagblatt ,/ockholm1 & to ,*]tkov4 ,septemb] #bc4 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,oct4 #b4 ,y4 ,p4 ,i am work+ all ! "t on ,art4 ,! abscess is go+ away4 ,i %\ld h lik$ m peace4 ,yes 444 ,to-day ,oct4 #ad4 ,y4 ,p4 444 ,i am /ill writ+ on art4 ,to-day ,i correct$ ! #aj? *apt]4 ,i cle>$ up ! vague p>ts4 ,i mu/ write out ! notebooks2 ,i am afraid ,i h =gott5 mu*4 #a7 ,!re is no great] prop = a selfi%1 peaceful life1 ?an ! occupation ( art = art's sake4 ,! despot1 ! villa91 mu/ inevitably love art4 7,i h jott$ d[n some?+ on ?is ord]1 b ,i c't recall x n[47 #b7 ,i imag9$ cle>ly to myself h[ joy\s1 peaceful1 & fully free a life c\ld be1 if "o gave oneself entirely to ,god1 i4e41 9 e in/ance 9 life to seek only "o ?+3 to d t :i* ,he wants--to d t 9 sickness1 9 (f5ce1 9 humiliation1 9 suff]+1 9 all temptations & 9 dea?--:i* w\ld !n be only a *ange 9 appo9tm5t4 ,weakness1 ! non-fulfilm5t ( t :i* ,god wants--:at happ5s !n8 ,no?+3 ,!re is a return to ! consci\sness t only 9 its fulfilm5t is life4 ,! mom5ts ( weakness--!y are ! int]vals betwe5 ! lett]s ( life1 n life4 ,fa!r1 help me4 #c7 ,i saw 9 my sleep h[ ,i ?9k1 ,i say1 t ! :ole matt] lies 9 mak+ an ef=t1 t v ef=t :i* is spok5 ( 9 ! ,gospels3 8,! ,k+dom ( ,god is atta9$ by ef=t40 ,ev]y?+ t is good1 ev]y?+ t is real1 e true act ( life is accompli%$ ?r\gh ef=ts2 make no ef=t1 swim ) ! curr5t & y d n live4 ,b1 h[ev]1 ! 444 doctr9e prea*es t ef=t is s91 x is pride1 x is rely+ on "o's own /r5g?3 ! lay doctr9e says ! same ?+3 ef=t by oneself is useless2 organisation1 surr\nd+s d ev]y?+4 ,:at error6 ,ef=t is m important ?an any?+4 ,e lea/ little bit ( ef=t3 ! conqu]+ ( laz9ess1 gre$1 lu/1 wra?1 depression--is ! mo/ important ( important ?+s2 x is ! manife/ation ( ,god 9 life2 x is ,k>ma2 x is ! broad5+ ( "o's 8self40 ,:atev] _h be5 m>k$ (f is guess "w4#bbh #d7 ,details = ,hadji ,murad3 #a7 ,! %ad[ ( an eagle ov] ! slope ( a m\nta92 #b7 at ! riv]1 on ! s&s1 are tracks ( horses1 animals1 p2 #c7 rid+ into ! =e/1 ! horses snort ke5ly2 #d7 f beh9d a clump ( trees a goat jump$ out4 #e7 ,:5 p are en?usia/ic ab\t ,%akespe>e1 ,bee?ov51 !y are en?usia/ic ab\t _! own ?\ghts1 dreams1 :i* are call$ =? by ,%akespe>e1 ,bee?ov51 j z p 9 love d n love ! object ( _! love1 b :at x calls =? 9 !m4 ,9 ?is en?usiasm1 !re is no true reality ( art1 b absolute b\ndlessness4 #f7 ,only !n c "o und]/& & feel ,god :5 "o has und]/ood cle>ly ! unreality ( ev]y?+ mat]ial4 #g7 ,n long ago1 9 ! summ]1 ,i felt ,god cle>ly = ! fir/ "t2 t ,he exi/$ & t ,i exi/$ 9 ,him2 & t ! only ?+ t exi/$ 0 ,i 9 ,him3 9 ,him1 l a limit$ ?+ 9 an unlimit$ ?+1 9 ,him also l a limit$ be+ 9 :i* ,he exi/$4 7,horribly bad1 uncle>4 ,b ,i felt x cle>ly & especially ke5ly = ! fir/ "t 9 my life47 ,9 g5]al1 ,i don't "k :y1 b ,i hav5't ! same religi\s feel+ :i* ,i _h :5 ,i =m]ly wrote my ,j\rnal = no "o4 ,! fact t x 0 read & t x c be read1 kills ?is feel+4 ,b ! feel+ 0 preci\s & help$ me 9 life4 ,i am go+ to beg9 anew f ! pres5t date1 ! #ad?1 to write aga9 z be=e--s t no "o w read x dur+ my life "t4 ,if !re w be ?\ghts wor? x1 ,i c write !m out & s5d !m to ,*]tkov4#bbi #h7 ,a man incapable ( rep5tance has no salvation f 8 s9s4 ,ev5 if 8 s9s are po9t$ out to him1 he only gets angry at ^? :o po9t !m out1 & a new s9 is add$4 #i7 ,all attempts to live on ! l& & fe$ oneself by "o's own lab\r h be5 unsuccessful1 & c\ld n help be+ unsuccessful 9 ,russia1 because x is necess>y = a man ( our education fe$+ himself by 8 own lab\r1 to compete ) ! peasant--:o fixes ! prices1 beat+ !m d[n by 8 (f]4 ,b he 0 br\ght up = g5]ations 9 /]n life & /ubborn "w1 :ile we 7 br\ght up = g5]ations 9 luxuri\s life & idle laz9ess4 ,f ?is x does n foll[ t "o ought n to try to fe$ "o's self by "o's own lab\r1 b only t x is impossible to expect its realisation 9 ! fir/ g5]ation4 #aj7 ,all calamities :i* are born f sex relations1 f be+ 9 love1 come f ?is1 t we confuse fle%ly lu/ ) spiritual life1 )--t]rible to say--love2 we use our reason n to condemn & limit ?is passion1 b to adorn x ) ! peacock fea!rs ( spirituality4 ,"h is :]e les extremes se t\*5t4 ,to attribute e attraction betwe5 ! sexes to sex desire seems v mat]iali/ic1 b1 on ! contr>y1 x is ! mo/ spiritual po9t ( view3 to di/+ui% f ! realm ( ! spiritual ev]y?+ :i* does n belong to x1 9 ord] to be able to value x highly4 #aa7 ,ev]y?+ t ,i "k is ! product ( my s5ses4 ,my s5ses demon/rate to me my limits1 com+ 9 contact ) ! limits ( o!r be+s4 ,?is s5sation1 or ! k ( limits1 we recognise & _c recognise o!rwise1 ?an z matt]4 ,& 9 ?is matt] we see ei!r only matt] or be+s :o l u are b\nd by limits4 ,! be+s ne> to u 9 size1 f ! elephant to ! insect1 we "k--we "k _! limits4 ,! be+s t are f> f u 9 size1 l atoms or l ! />s1 we recognise z matt] only4 ,b besides ^! two k9ds ( be+s :i* we "k by our s5ses1 we mu/ inevitably ackn[l$ge /ill o!r be+s 7n spiritual be+s l u1--t is obvi\s7 n recognisable by our s5ses1 b :i* are mat]ial1 i4e41 !y also =m limits4 ,su* be+s are atoms1 e!r4 ,! pres5ce ( ^! be+s1 ! admission ( :i* is dem&$ by our reason1 und\bt$ly proves t our s5ses give u only a "o-sid$ & a v limit$ k ( o!r be+s & ( ! out] _w4 ,s t we c imag9e = ourselves su* be+s end[$ ) su* s5ses 7s5s7 = :om e!r w\ld give ! v same reality1 z matt] = u4 7,x is /ill uncle>1 b und]/&able47 #ab7 ,if we w\ld always rememb] t our tongue 0 giv5 u = ! transmission ( our ?\ghts1 & ! capacity ( ?9k+ = ! und]/&+ ( ,god & ,8 law ( love1 & t !re=e y mu/ talk only !n :5 y h some?+ good to say6 ,b :5 y _c say any?+ good1 _c keep back ! bad--!n be sil5t1 ev5 all y\r life4 #ac7 ,z soon z y h a disagreeable feel+ t[>ds a man1 x means !re is some?+ y don't "k4 ,& y ought to f9d out3 y ought to f9d out ! motives ( t act :i* 0 disagreeable to y4 ,& z soon z y h und]/ood ! motives cle>ly !n x c ang] y z little z a fall+ /one4 #ad7 ,y get angry at a woman because %e does n und]/&--or %e und]/&s1 b does n d t :i* h] reason tells h]4 ,%e is unable to d x4 ,j z a magnet acts on iron & does n act on wood1 s are ! conclusions ( reason n b9d+ on h]--h no motor p[]4 ,= h] feel+ is b9d+1 & ! conclusions ( reasons are s only :5 !y are transmitt$ by au?orities1 i4e41 by ! feel+ ( ! desire n to rema9 beh9d o!rs4 ,s t %e w n believe & w n foll[ an obvi\s dem& ( reason1 if x be n confirm$ by an au?ority2 b %e w believe & foll[ ! greate/ absurdity if only e "o does x4 ,%e _c d o!rwise4 ,b we get angry4 ,!re are also _m m5 l t--womani%4 #ae7 ,"o has to s]ve o!rs1 n oneself1 if only = ! reason t 9 ! s]v+ ( o!rs !re is a limit & !re=e x is possible "h to act rationally1 build a h\se = him :o is )\t1 buy cattle1 clo!s2 b 9 ! s]v+ ( oneself !re is no limit3 ! m y s]ve1 ! worse x is4 #af7 ,"t is only = ! body3 x is ! relation%ip ( be+s ) ! v>i\s limits se5 by u1 to be+s ^: limits we d n see2 to ! movem5t ( ! sun1 ! moon1 ! e>?1 to ! movem5t ( ! s&s 9 ! h\r-glass4 ,& !re=e "t is = t :i* we call ! body1 = t :i* has limits2 b = t :i* has no limits3 = ! spiritual--!re is no "t4 ,!re=e y rememb] only ^? times 9 :i* y liv$ spiritually4 7,uncle>1 b 0 cle>47 #ag7 ,we suff] f ourselves1 f ! dem&s ( our 8self10 & we all "k t ! only means = n suff]+ f t 8self10 is to =get x4 ,& we seek =getfulness 9 di/ractions1 9 occupations ) art1 sci5ce1 9 w9e1 9 smok+--& !re is no real =getfulness4 ,b ,god made x s t !re %\ld be only "o real =getfulness1 "o t is real & always at h&--9 ! c>e = o!rs1 9 ! s]v+ ( o!rs4 ,b ,i =got ?is & ,i live a t]ribly selfi% life1 & !re=e ,i am unhappy4 #ah7 ,i w5t pa/ ! out-h\ses4 ,i rememb]$ ! nights t ,i sp5t !re1 & ! y\? & ! beauty ( ,dunia%a 7,i nev] _h any relation ) h]71 h] /rong1 womanly body4 ,:]e is x8 ,x has be5 long no?+ b bones4 ,:at are ^? bones8 ,:at is _! relation to ,dunia%a8 ,!re 0 a "t :5 ^? bones =m$ a "p ( t sep>ate be+ :i* _h be5 ,dunia%a4 ,!n ?is be+ *ang$ its c5tre & t :i* _h be5 ,dunia%a became a "p ( ano!r be+1 enorm\s1 inconceivable to me 9 magnitude1 :i* ,i call e>?4 ,we d n "k ! life ( ! e>?1 & !re=e we ?9k x dead1 j l an insect :o lives "o h\r ?9ks my body dead1 because he does n see its movem5t4 #ai7 ,space is ! relation ( v>i\s limit$ be+s among !mselves4 ,x exi/s4 ,b "t is only ! relation ( ! movem5t ( liv+ be+s among !mselves1 & ! movem5t ( matt] :i* we consid] dead4 #bj7 ,! mo/ horrible ( all is intoxication3 ( w9e1 ( games1 ( money gre$1 ( politics1 ( art1 ( be+ 9 love4 ,x is impossible to speak ) su* p z long z !y hav5't slept x (f4 ,x is t]rible4#bcj ,! lett] to ,/ockholm has be5 pr9t$4 ,oct4 #ae4 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day ,oct4 #af4 ,y4 ,p4 ,did n write ye/]day4 ,my heal? is entirely improv$4444 ,f ,olga ,diet]i*s1 a lett] f ,*]tkov4 ,x is evid5t t z a result1 he & %e also h liv$ ?r\gh difficult times4#bca ,la/ night & to-day1 ,i want$ to write ,hadji ,murad4 ,began x4 ,x has a semblance ( some?+1 b ,i did n cont9ue x1 because ,i 0 n 9 full ma/]y4 ,i ought n to spoil x by =c+4 ,up to n[ ! ,pet]burgskia ,vi$omo/i has n pr9t$ x4#bcb ,i h not$3 #a7 ,i h not$ _m resolutions1 rules1 :i* if ,i c\ld rememb]1 ,i w\ld live well4 ,b ! rules are too _m1 & x is impossible to rememb] !m always4 ,! same ?+ z to imitations ( art3 ! rules are too _m1 & to rememb] !m always is impossible2 x ought to come f )91 be guid$ by feel+4 ,! same ?+ 9 life4 ,if only y are t\*$ by feel+1 if y live 9 ,god1 !n y w\ld n rec$e f a s+le rule & y w\ld d m ?an is 9 ! rules4 ,if "o c\ld only always be 9 ?is /ate4 ,b to-day1 j n[1 ,i 0 9 ! wor/ mood4 ,i 0 angry ) ev]y?+4 ,:at does x mean8 ,h[ expla9 ?is /ate to oneself8 #b7 ,?is explanation came to me3 ! s\l1 ! spiritual ess5ce1 c live 9 its own c5tre or )9 its own limits4 ,liv+ 9 itself1 x is n consci\s ( its limits2 liv+ 9 ! p]iph]y x incessantly & pa9fully feels its limits4 ,a release f ?is /ate is ! recognition ( ! illusion ( ! mat]ial _w1 to g away f ! limits1 to conc5trate 9 oneself4 7,uncle>47 ,oct4 #ag4 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,oct4 #ag4 ,y4 ,p4 #ab midnight4 444 ,help me1 ,"l1 to act n accord+ to my w1 b accord+ to ,?9e4 ,receiv$ a lett] f ,n ab\t ,bell] & o!r m9i/]s :o prea* ! inconsi/5cy ( milit>y s]vice & ,*ri/ianity1#bcc & ab\t ,*]tkov1 t he 0 fussy1 _h s9n$ & _h fall5 ill4#bcd ,am correct+ ! #aj? *apt]1 x is ab\t to be s5t (f4#bce444 ,my lett] 0 pr9t$ 9 ! ,pet]burgskia ,vi$omo/i4 ,i ?\ght3 ,! road ( all evil & ( all suff]+ is n s mu* ignorance z false k--deception4 ,! ,appeal ought to be f9i%$ ) an appeal = all to help t[>ds ! abolition ( deception4 ,oct4 #ah4 ,yasn4 ,pol4 ,if ,i live4 ,ye/]day ,i made no notes2 to-day ,oct4 #ai4 ,y4 ,p4 444 ,bo? ye/]day & to-day ,i felt great apa?y1 al?\gh ,i 0 well4 ,i don't feel l work+4 ,correct$ ,*apt]s #ac1 #ad1 #ae4 ,i receiv$ ! re-copi$ *apt]s f ,mosc[ & ! conclusion4 ,ye/]day ,i w5t to ,yas5ki4 ,to-day ,i *opp$ wood & c>ri$ x4 ,novikov 0 "h4 ,via*eslav#bcf sp5t ! night4 ,to-day a lett] f ,b\lang]4 ,i want to write to him "r away & to my wife4 ,i ought to write to ,salomon4 ,solitude nev]!less is v pleasant4 ,oct4 #bj4 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day ,oct4 #ba4 ,y4 ,p4 ,receiv$ pro( ( ! ,c>p5t] article f ,siev]ni ,vie/nik & began to write a preface4 ,correct$ ,art1 receiv$ lett]s f ,*]tkov & ,b\lang]4 ,ye/]day my "w didn't g4 ,w5t to ,yas5ki4 ,j n[1 rema9+ alone aft] my "w1 ,i ask$ myself :at ,i %\ld d1 & hav+ no p]sonal desire 7except ! bodily dem&s aris+ only :5 ,i want to eat or sleep7 ,i felt s ke5ly ! joy ( ! k ( ! ,w ( ,god1 t ,i ne$ & want no?+ b to d :at ,he wants4 ,?is feel+ arose z a result ( ! "q :i* ,i myself put to myself :5 ,i rema9$ alone 9 ! sil5ce3 ,:o am ,i8 ,:y am ,i8 ,& ! answ] came s cle>ly by itself3 ,no matt] :o & :at ,i am1 ,i h be5 s5t by "s "o to d some?+4 ,well1 let me d t "w4 ,& s joy\sly & s well did ,i feel my fusion ) ! ,w ( ,god4 ,?is is my second live feel+ = ,god4 ,!n ,i simply felt love = ,god4 ,at ?is mom5t1 ,i _c rememb] h[ x 02 ,i only rememb] t x 0 a joyful feel+4 ,oh1 :at happ9ess is solitude6 ,to-day x is s good3 y feel ,god4 ,oct4 #bb4 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,oct4 #bb4 ,y4 ,p4 ,i am writ+ 9 ! ev5+4 ,all day ,i did n feel l work+4 ,i slept badly4444 ,i correct$ ! #aa? *apt] 9 ! morn+1 9 ! ev5+ ,i began ! #ab?4 ,i 0 unable to d any?+--!re is a boil on my head & my feet p]spire4 ,is x f ! honey8 ,aphanasi#bcg & ,m>ia ,alex&rovna 7 "h4 ,x is ev5+ n[4 ,i am alone & horribly sad4 ,i h nei!r d\bts nor hurts1 b am sad & want to cry4 ,oh1 ,i mu/ prep>e myself m1 m1 = ! new appo9tm5t4 ,a lett] f ,grot2#bch ,i ought to give him 8,conc]n+ ,art40 ,?\ght only ?is3 ,9 *ildhood1 y\?1 ! s5ses 7s5s7 are v def9ite1 ! limits are firm4 ,! long] y live1 ! m & m d ^! limits become wip$ out1 ! s5ses get dull$--!re is e/abli%$ a diff]5t attitude t[>ds ! _w4 ,oct4 #bc4 ,if ,i live4 ,oct4 #bf4 ,y4 ,p4 ,a v /range ?+3 ,x is ! ?ird day t ,i _c write4 ,am displeas$ ) ev]y?+ t ,i h writt54 ,!re is some?+ new & v important = ,art1 b ,i _c express x cle>ly 9 any way4 ,a lett] f ,v&]ve]4 ,x is n[ morn+1 w g to ! po/4 ,to-day ,nov4 #aj4 ,y4 ,p4 ,i h liv$ ?r\gh mu* ^! two weeks4 ,! "w is /ill ! same2 ,i ?9k ,i h f9i%$ x4 ,to-day ,i h writt5 lett]s & among !m "o to ,grot to be set up 9 type4 ,s 0 "h1 %e left = ,mosc[ f ,pirogovo1 :]e we w5t toge!r4 ,x 0 good !re4 ,s9ce ,i h come home1 my back has a*$ & 9 ! ev5+ ,i h fev]4 ,alex&] ,petrovi*#bci is writ+ 9 ! h\se4444 ,to-day ,i wrote #i lett]s4 ,"o lett] to ,khilkov1#bdj rema9$4 ,h[ t]rible1 8 affair & condition4 ,mikhail ,novikov 0 "h & also a peasant-poet f ,kazan4 ,h be5 ?9k+3 #a7 ,! condition ( p :o are befogg$ by a false religion is j ! same z 9 bl9dman's-buff3 !y tie _! eyes1 !n !y take !m by _! arms1 & !n !y turn !m ar\nd & f9ally let !m g4 ,! same ) ev]ybody4 ,)\t ?is !y d n let !m g4 7,= ,! ,appeal47 #b7 ,! mo/ usual judgm5t ab\t ,*ri/ianity1 especially among ! new ,nietzs*ean reason]s1 is t ,*ri/ianity is a r5unciation ( dignity1 a weakness1 a submissiv5ess4 ,x is j ! contr>y4 ,true ,*ri/ianity dem&s above ev]y?+ else ! highe/ consci\sness ( dignity1 a t]rible /r5g? & /eadfa/ness4 ,x is j ! contr>y3 ,! admir]s ( /r5g? ought to debase !mselves be=e /r5g?4 #c7 ,i walk$ 9 ! village1 & look$ into ! w9d[s4 ,ev]y:]e !re 0 pov]ty & ignorance4 ,& ,i ?\ght ( ! =m] slav]y4 ,=m]ly1 ! cause 0 to be se51 ! *a9 :i* held !m 0 to be se52 b n[ x is n a *a9--9 ,europe !y are hairs1 b !y are j z _m z ^? :i* held ,gulliv]4 ,) u ! ropes are /ill to be se51 well--let u say ! tw9e2 & !re !re are hairs1 b !y hold s tightly t ! giant-p _c move4 ,!re is "o salvation3 n to lie d[n1 n to fall asleep4 ,! deception is s /rong & s adroit t y (t5 see t ^? v p :i* x sucks & ru9s1 def5d ! vampires ) passion & attack ^? :o are aga9/ !m4444 ,novemb] #aa1 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,novemb] #aa1 ,y4 ,p4 ,s9ce morn+ ,i h be5 writ+ ,hadji ,murad--& no?+ has come ( x4 ,b x is becom+ cle> 9 my head & ,i feel l writ+ v mu*4 ,i wrote a lett] to ,khilkov & to o!rs1 b ,i %all h>dly s5d ! "o to ,khilkov4 ,m>ia ,alex&rovna 0 "h4 ,my heal? is entirely good4 ,novemb] #ab1 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,novemb] #ab1 ,y4 ,p4 ,to-day ,pet] ,ossipov came3#bda 8,9 our place !y h begun to sell indulg5ces40 ,! ,vladimir-ikon 0 !re & x 0 ord]$ ?r\gh ! village eld]1 t ! p be driv5 to ! ,*ur*4#bdb ,n4 f\nd ore & consid]s x v natural t p %all live "u ! gr\nd1 9 dang] ( _! lives1 & he w receive ! income4 444 ,! mo/ important ?+ is t ,i h decid$ to write ,! ,appeal2 !re is no "t to po/pone x4 ,to-day ,i correct$ ,on ,sci5ce4 ,x is ev5+ n[1 h tak5 up two v]sions ( ,! ,appeal1 & am go+ to "w on x4 ,nov4 #ad1 ,y4 ,p4 444 ,"o ?+ ,i want3 ,to d :at is bett] be=e ,god4 ,i don't "k h[ yet4 ,i slept badly at night2 bad ?\ghts1 wick$ ones4 ,& ,i am apa!tic1 no desire to "w4 ,correct$ ! preface ,on ,sci5ce4 ,i made ! foll[+ notes3 #a7 ,i read ( ! behavior ( ! ,engli% 9 ,africa4 ,x is all t]rible4 ,b ! ?\ght came to my head3 ,p]haps x 0 unavoidably necess>y 9 ord] t enlight5m5t %\ld p5etrate ^! peoples4 ,at fir/ ,i 0 absorb$ 9 ! ?\ght & x occurr$ to me t ?us x _h to be done4 ,:at nons5se6 ,:y %\ld n p1 liv+ a ,*ri/ian life1 g 9 simply l ,miklukha-,maklai1#bdc live ) !m1 b is x necess>y to trade1 make drunk>ds ( !m1 kill8 ,!y say3 8,if p 7 to live z ,*ri/ians1 !y w\ld h no "w40 ,"h is ! "w & x is an enorm\s "w3 :ile ! ,gospels are be+ prea*$ to all creation4 #b7 ,sci5ce1 los+ its religi\s basis1 has begun to /udy trifles--9 ! ma91 x has ceas$ to /udy important ?+s4 ,f t "t on 0 =m$ ! !ory ( exp]im5tal sci5ce1 ,bacon4 #c7 ,i 0 ?9k+1 p5dant to ,hadji ,murad1 ( writ+ ab\t ano!r ,russian brig&1 ,gregori ,ni*olaev4 ,he %\ld see ! :ole lawlessness ( ! life ( ! ri*1 he %\ld live z a wat*man ( an apple-or*>d on a ri* e/ate ) a lawn-t5nis4#bdd #d7 ,to-day ,i am 9 a v bad mood1 & x is v difficult = me to rememb]1 to imag9e to myself :at ,i am :5 ,i am 9 a good mood4 ,b x is absolutely necess>y1 s z n to despair & n d some?+ bad :5 9 a bad mood1 to ab/a9 f e activity4 ,is x n ! same 9 life8 ,"o ought n to believe t ,i am ?is good-=-no?+ :i* ,i feel myself to be1 b to make an ef=t1 rememb] :at ,i am !re1 :at ,i am 9 _s1 & live accord+ to t rememb]$ 8self10 or d n live at all--ab/a94 #e7 8,t\te runion d'hommes e/ t\j\rs infrieure aux lm5ts qui la compos5t40#bde ,?is is s because !y are unit$ by rules4 ,9 _! own natural union1 z ,god has unit$ !m1 !y are n only n l[]1 b _m times high]4 ,i read ,m5%ikov's article4 ,!re is mu* t is good 9 x3 ab\t "o-,god & _m ,gods1 & mu* t is v weak2 ! examples4#bdf ,nov4 #ae1 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,nov4 #ae1 ,y4 ,p4 ,i work$ badly on ! preface to ,c>p5t]4 ,aft] d9n]1 9 ! blizz>d1 ,i w5t to ,yas5ki4 ,took ,tania's lett]4 ,return$--& "h = ! fir/ "t ,i knew pro/ration4 ,!n drank tea--recov]$4 ,read b did no?+4 ,wrote a lett] only to ,maude 9 answ] to 8 rem>ks4#bdg ,i ?\ght ?is trifle3 t love is only good !n :5 y are n consci\s ( x4 ,x suffices to be consci\s ( ! love1 & moreov] to rejoice 9 x--& !re is an end to x4 ,nov4 #af1 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day1 ,nov4 #ag4 ,y4 ,p4 ,= ! second day1 ,i h be5 ?9k+ ) special cle>ness ab\t ?is3 #a7 ,my life1 my consci\sness ( my p]sonality1 gets weak] & weak] all ! "t1 w become /ill weak] & w end 9 coma1 & 9 an absolute end ( ! consci\sness ( my p]sonality4 ,at ! same "t1 absolutely simultane\sly & 9 ! same tempo ) ! de/ruction ( my p]sonality1 t ?+ w beg9 to live1 & w live ev] /rong] & /rong]1 t :i* my life made1 ! results ( my ?\ght1 feel+s2 x is liv+ 9 o!r p1 ev5 9 animals1 9 dead matt]4 ,& s ,i feel l say+ t ?is is :at w live aft] me4 ,b all ?is lacks consci\sness1 & !re=e ,i _c say t x lives4 ,b :o said t x lack$ consci\sness8 ,:y c ,i n suppose t all ?is w be unit$ 9 a new consci\sness :i* ,i c ju/ly call my consci\sness1 because x is all made f my consci\sness8 ,:y _c ?is o!r new be+ live among ^! ?+s :i* live n[8 ,:y n suppose t all ( u are p>ticles ( consci\sness ( o!r high] be+s1 su* z we are go+ to be8 8,my ,fa!r has _m dwell+s40#bdh ,n 9 ! s5se t !re are v>i\s places1 b t ! v>i\s consci\snesses1 p]sonality1 are int]-enclos$ & int]wov5 "o into ! o!r4 ,9 fact1 ! :ole _w z ,i "k x1 ) its space & "t1 is a product ( my p]sonality1 my consci\sness4 ,z soon z !re is ano!r p]sonality1 ano!r consci\sness1 !n !re is an entirely diff]5t _w1 ! elem5ts ( :i* are =m$ by our p]sonalities4 ,j z :5 ,i 0 a *ild1 my consci\sness awoke little by little 7:i* made x s t ev5 :5 a *ild1 an embryo1 ,i saw myself z a sep>ate be+71 s x w awake & is awak5+ n[--9 ! consequ5ces ( my life1 9 my future 8self0 aft] my dea?4 8,! ,*ur* is ! body ( ,*ri/40#bdi ,yes1 ,*ri/1 9 8 new consci\sness1 lives n[ ?r\gh ! life ( all ! liv+ & dead & all ! future memb]s ( ! ,*ur*4 ,& 9 ! same way ea* "o ( u w live ?r\gh 8 own *ur*4 ,& ev5 ! mo/ valueless man w h 8 own valueless & p]haps bad *ur*1 b a *ur* :i* w create 8 new body4 ,b h[8 ,?is is :at we _c imag9e1 because we _c imag9e any?+ :i* is beyond our consci\sness4 ,& !re are n _m dwell+s1 b _m consci\snesses4 ,b "h is ! la/1 mo/ t]rible1 insoluble problem3 ,:at is x =8 ,= :at is ?is movem5t1 ?is pass+ ov] f "s l[]1 m sep>ate consci\snesses1 into a m common1 high] "o8 ,= :at--t is a my/]y :i* we _c "k4 ,x is = ?is t ,god is necess>y & fai? 9 ,him4 ,only ,he kn[s x & "o mu/ h fai? t s x ought to be4 #b7 ,& aga9 ,i ?\ght to-day1 entirely unexpect$ly1 ab\t ! *>m--exactly ! *>m--( awak5+ love1 :5 aga9/ ! backgr\nd ( joy\s1 pleasant1 sweet relation%ips1 t little /> sudd5ly beg9s to %9e4 ,x is l ! p]fume ( ! l9d5 or ! fall+ %ad[ f ! moon4 ,!re is no full-bl[n blossom yet1 no cle> light & %ad[1 b !re is a joy & fe> ( ! new1 ( ! *>m+4 ,?is is good1 b only :5 x is = ! fir/ "t & ! la/4 #c7 ,& aga9 ,i ?\ght ab\t t illusion :i* all are subject$ to1 especially p ^: activity is reflect$ on o!rs--! illusion t1 hav+ be5 accu/om$ to see ! effects ( y\r acts on o!rs1 y v]ify ! correctness ( y\r acts by _! effect on o!rs4 #d7 ,i ?\ght /ill fur!r3 ,= hypnotism x is necess>y to h fai? 9 ! importance ( t :i* is be+ sugge/$ 7! hypnotism ( all arti/ic delusions74 ,& = ?is fai?1 x is necess>y to h ignorance & cultivation ( cr$ul5ce4 ,to-day ,i correct$ ! preface to ,c>p5t]4 ,receiv$ a telegram f ,grot4 ,i want to s5d (f ! #aj? *apt]4 ,a sad lett] f ,b\lang]4 ,well1 ,nov4 #ah1 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day1 ,nov4 #bj4 ,ev5+4 ,wrote ! preface to ,c>p5t]4 ,?\ght mu* ab\t ,hadji ,murad & got my mat]ials ready4 ,i /ill hav5't f\nd ! tone4 444 ,i ?9k ) horror ( ! trip to ,mosc[4#bej ,la/ night ,i ?\ght ab\t my old triple rem$y = sorr[ & (f5ce3 #a7 ,to ?9k h[ unimportant x w be 9 #aj1 #bj ye>s1 j z is unimportant n[ t :i* tortur$ y #aj1 #bj ye>s ago4 #b7 ,to rememb] :at y did y\rself1 to rememb] ^? de$s :i* 7 no bett] ?an ^? :i* are hurt+ y4 #c7 ,to ?9k ( t :i* is a hundr$ times worse1 & might be4 ,?is c\ld be add$2 to ?9k out ! condition1 ! s\l ( ! man :o makes y suff]1 to und]/& t he _c act 9 any o!r way4 ,t\t compr5dre c'e/ t\t p>donn]4 ,! mo/ important & ! /ronge/ & ! sure/ ( all is to say to oneself3 ,let !re n be my w1 b ,?9e1 & n z ,i wi% b z ,?\ wilt2 & n t :i* ,i wi% b t :i* ,?\ wilt4 ,my "w1 !n1 is "u ^? conditions 9 :i* ,?\ ha/ plac$ me1 to fulfil ,?y ,w4 ,to rememb] t :5 x is difficult1 x is j ?is v ?+ :i* has be5 assign$ to y1 x is ! v in/ance :i* w n be repeat$1 9 :i* y may h ! happ9ess ( do+ t :i* ,he wi%es4 ,fa!r1 help me to d only ,?y ,w4 444 ,to-day ,i correct$ ! ,c>p5t] translation4 ,my /oma* is n good2 bad mood & weakness4 ,nov4 #ba1 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,nov4 #ba1 ,y4 ,p4 ,i am /ill ?9k+ & ga!r+ mat]ial = ,hadji ,murad4 ,to-day ,i ?\ght mu*1 read1 began to write b /opp$ at once4 ,w5t to ,yas5ki1 took ,s's lett]4#bea ,receiv$ no?+4 ,m>ia ,alex&rovna 0 "h4 ,%e is evid5tly tir$1 a poor girl & nice4#beb ,i ?\ght & not$ d[n3 #a7 ,i ?\ght ab\t dea?--h[ /range x is t "o does n want to die1 al?\gh no?+ holds "o--& ,i ?\ght ( prison]s :o h become s at home 9 _! prisons t !y d n want to leave !m = fre$om & are ev5 afraid to4 ,& s we h become at home 9 ! prison ( our life & are afraid ( fre$om4 #b7 ,we h be5 s5t "h to d ! "w ( ,god4 ,9 ?is s5se1 h[ good is ! p>able ab\t ! s]vants :o 9 ! abs5ce ( _! ma/]1 squ&] 8 =tune away in/ead ( do+ 8 "w4 #c7 ,:5 y are angry1 :5 y d n love "s "o1 "k t x is n y1 b a dream1 a nightm>e1 a mo/ horrible nightm>e4 ,z :5 !y /op m[+ 9 ord] n to spoil ! grass1 s x is "h4 ,"o ought to pray4 ,rozanov discusses ,m5%ikov & makes fun ( him4#bec ,h[ 444 7,i h =gott57 made fun ( ,ni*olai1 b he rema9$ sil5t & smil$ at me gaily4 ,h[ t\*+ ?is always is4 ,nov4 #bb1 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,nov4 #bb1 ,y4 ,p4 ,i saw v cle>ly 9 a dream1 h[ ,tania fell f a horse1 has brok5 h] head1 is dy+1 & ,i cry ov] h]4 ,nov4 #bd1 ,y4 ,p4 444 ,ye/]day & to-day ,i prep>$ "s *apt]s to s5d !m (f to ,maude#bed & to ,grot4 ,!re h be5 no lett]s = a long "t ei!r f ,maude1 or f ,*]tkov4 ,to-day !re 0 a nice lett] f ,galia4 ,exquisite wea!r2 ,i took a walk f> on ! ,tula road4 ,9 ! morn+ ,i work$ s]i\sly revis+ ,art4 ,ye/]day ,i work$ on ,hadji ,murad4 ,x seems cle>4 ,dur+ ?is "t ,i ?\ght3 #a7 ,:at a /range fate3 at adolesc5ce--anxieties1 passions beg91 & y ?9k3 ,i w m>ry & x w pass4 ,& inde$ x did pass ) me1 & = a long p]iod1 #ah ye>s1 !re 0 peace4 ,!n !re comes ! /riv+ to *ange life & aga9 ! set-back4 ,!re is /ruggle1 suff]+1 & at ! end1 some?+ l a hav5 & a re/4 ,b yet x wasn't s4 ,! mo/ difficult has begun & cont9ues & probably w accompany me unto dea?4444 #b7 ,x w\ld be easy to treat err+ p mildly1 simply1 pati5tly1 ) compassion1 if ^! p w\ld n argue & w\ld n argue 9 su* a tru?-l fa%ion4 ,"o has to answ] ^! argum5ts someh[ or o!r1 & ?is y _c /&4 #c7 ,ea* ( u is 9 su* a condition t :e!r he wants to or does n want to1 he has to d some?+1 to "w4 ,e "o ( u is on ! treadmill4 ,! "q lies only 9 ?is1 on :i* /ep w y /&8 ,nov4 #be4 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,nov4 #be1 ,y4 ,p4 444 ,correct$ ,art1 x is pretty good2 wrote a lett] to ,maude4 ,a good lett] f ,galia4 ,h be5 ?9k+3 #a7 ,x always seems to u t we are lov$ because we are good1 b x does n occur to u t we are lov$ because !y :o love u are good4 ,?is c be se5 if y li/5 to :at t mis]able1 disgu/+ & va9 man says :om ) a great ef=t y h piti$3 he says t he is s good y c\ld n h act$ o!rwise4 ,! same ?+1 :5 y are lov$4 #b7 8,lob/]s l to be boil$ alive40 ,t is no joke4 ,h[ (t5 d y he> x1 or h said x y\rself or are say+ x3 ,man has ! capacity ( n see+ ! suff]+ :i* he does n want to see4 ,& he does n want to see ! suff]+ :i* he himself causes4 ,h[ (t5 ,i h he>d x said ab\t coa*m5 :o are wait+1 ab\t cooks1 lackeys1 peasants at _! "w1 t !y are hav+ a good "t--8,lob/]s l to be boil$ alive40 ,nov4 #bf4 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day1 ,nov4 #bh1 ,y4 ,p4 ,two days ,i hav5't writt54 ,i am /ill busy ) ,art & ! preface to ,c>p5t]4444 ,?is morn+ ,makovitsky arriv$1 a nice1 mild1 clean man4 ,he told me _m joyful ?+s ab\t our fri5ds4 ,i w5t to ,yas5ki3 a lett] f ,maude1 a good "o1 & f ,grot--n a good "o4#bee ,all ^! days1 h n be5 9 a good mood4 ,h[ to be 9 ,mosc[ 9 su* a /ate8 ,h be5 ?9k+3 #a7 ,(t5 x happ5s t y are speak+ to a man & sudd5ly he has a t5d]1 happy expression1 & he beg9s to speak to y 9 su* a way t y ?9k he is go+ to tell y some?+ mo/ joyful1 b x turns out--he is speak+ ab\t himself4 ,zakh>n9#bef ab\t 8 op]ation1 ,ma%5ka#beg ab\t h] audi5ce ) ,fa!r ,ambrose#beh & 8 words4 ,:5 a man speaks ab\t some?+ :i* is v ne> to him1 he =gets t ! o!r "o is n he4 ,if p d n speak ab\t ab/ract or spiritual ?+s1 !y all speak necess>ily ab\t !mselves1 & t is t]ribly t$i\s4 #b7 ,y da% ab\t1 /ruggle--all because y want to swim 9 y\r own curr5t4 ,b alongside ( y1 unceas+ & ne> to e "o1 !re fl[s ! div9e & inf9ite curr5t ( love1 9 "o & ! same et]nal c\rse4 ,:5 y are ?or\ghly exhau/$ 9 y\r attempts to d some?+ = y\rself1 to save y\rself1 to secure y\rself--!n drop all y\r own c\rses1 ?r[ y\rself into t curr5t--& x w c>ry y & y w feel t !re are no b>ri]s1 t y are at peace =ev] & free & bless$4 #c7 ,only n to love oneself1 "o's v self1 "o's own ,leo ,ni*olaievi* 7,tol/oi7--& y w love bo? ,god & p4 ,y are on fire & y c't help b burn2 & burn+ y w set fire to o!rs & y w fuse ) t o!r fire4 ,to love oneself means to be nigg>dly ) "o's light & to put out ! fire4 #d7 ,:5 a man says an obvi\s untru? or an (f5ce to y1 !n c]ta9ly he doesn't d x f joy3 & bo? are v difficult4 ,if he does x !n evid5tly he c't d o!rwise1 & do+ x1 he suff]s4 ,& y1 in/ead ( pity+ him1 get angry at him4 ,on ! contr>y1 y ought to try to help him4 #e7 ,! trag$y ( a man k9dly dispos$1 wi%+ only ! good1 :5 9 ?is /ate & = ?is /ate1 :i* he _c help b c\nt z good1 he meets hiss+ malice & ! hatr$ ( p4 ,nov4 #bh4 ,if ,i live4 ,y4 ,p4 ,to-day1 ,dec4 #b4 ,y4 ,p4 ,agonis+1 sad1 depress$ /ate ( body & spiritual =ce1 b ,i "k t ,i am alive & indep5d5t ( ?is condition1 yet ,i feel ?is 8self0 b little4444 ,i 0 busi$ all ?is "t ) corrections & additions to ,art4 ,! pr9cipal ?+ dur+ ?is "t1 0 t ,du%an 0 "h :om ,i love v mu* & le>n$ to love /ill m4 ,toge!r ) ! ,slavonian ,posr$nik1 he is =m+ a c5t] ( a small1 b ,i ?9k div9e "w4#bei ,f ,*]tkov !re is /ill no news4 ,an angui%1 a s(t1 mild1 sweet angui%1 b yet an angui%4 ,if ,i 7 )\t ! consci\sness ( life1 !n probably ,i w\ld h _h an embitt]$ angui%4 ,h be5 ?9k+3 #a7 ,i 0 v depress$ at ! fe> ( vexation & sev]e conflicts1 & ,i pray$ ,god--pray$ almo/ )\t expect+ aid1 b nev]!less ,i pray$3 8,"l1 help me to g away f ?is4 ,release me40 ,i pray$ l ?is1 !n rose1 walk$ to ! end ( ! room & sudd5ly ,i ask$ myself3 ,h ,i n to yield8 ,yes1 to yield4 ,& ,god help$--,god :o is 9 me1 & ,i felt light-he>t$ & firm4 ,i ent]$ t div9e curr5t :i* fl[s !re alongside ( u always & to :i* we c always give ourselves :5 ?+s are bad4#bfj #b7 ,i _h a talk ) ,du%an4 ,he said t s9ce he has become involunt>ily my repres5tative 9 ,hung>y1 !n h[ 0 he to act4 ,i 0 glad = ! opportunity to tell him & to cl>ify x to myself t to speak ab\t ,tol/oyanism1 to seek my guidance1 to ask my decision on problems1 is a great & gross mi/ake4 ,!re is no ,tol/oyanism & has nev] be51 nor any tea*+ ( m9e2 !re is only "o et]nal1 g5]al1 univ]sal tea*+ ( ! tru?1 :i* = me1 = u1 is especially cle>ly express$ 9 ! ,gospels4 ,?is tea*+ calls man to ! recognition ( 8 filiality to ,god & !re=e ( 8 fre$om or 8 slav]y 7call x :at y want73 ( 8 fre$om f ! influ5ce ( ! _w1 ( 8 slav]y to ,god1 ,8 w4 ,& z soon z man und]/&s ?is tea*+1 he ent]s freely into direct communication ) ,god & he has no?+ & no "o to ask4 ,x is l a man swimm+ 9 a riv] ) an enorm\s ov]fl[4 ,z long z ! man isn't 9 ! middle curr5t1 b 9 ! ov]fl[1 he has to swim himself1 to r[1 & "h he c be guid$ by ! c\rse tak5 9 swimm+ by o!r p4 ,"h also ,i c\ld direct p :ile ,i myself approa* ! curr5t4 ,b z soon z we ent] ! curr5t1 !n !re is no guide & _c be4 ,we are all c>ri$ along by ! /r5g? ( ! curr5t1 all 9 "o direction1 & ^? :o 7 beh9d c be 9 front4 ,:5 a man asks :]e %all he swim1 t only %[s t he has n yet ent]$ ! curr5t & t he f :om he asks1 is a poor guide if he 7 unable to br+ him into ! curr5t1 i4e41 to t /ate 9 :i* x is impossible--because x is s5seless--to ask4 ,h[ ask :]e to swim1 :5 ! curr5t ) irresi/ible =ce is draw+ me 9 a direction t is joy\s to me8 ,p :o submit !mselves to a guide1 :o h fai? 9 him & li/5 to him1 und\bt$ly w&] 9 ! d>k toge!r ) _! guide4 ,i ?9k ,i h f9i%$ ,art4 ,dec4 #c4 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,my "w on ,art has cle>$ up mu* = me4 ,if ,god comm&s me to write arti/ic ?+s1 !y w be altoge!r diff]5t ones4 ,& to write !m x w be bo? easi] & m difficult4 ,we %all see4 ,to-day1 ,dec4 #f1 ,mosc[4 ,on ! #d? ,i w5t to ,dolgoe4#bfa ,i _h a v t5d] impression f ! ru9$ h\se2 a sw>m ( memories4 ,almo/ two days t ,i hav5't writt54 ,i only prep>$ ! *apt]s on ,art & pack$ my ?+s 444 ,i h jott$ d[n no?+4 ,i woke feel+ badly4 ,dec4 #g1 ,mosc[4 444 ,i 0 at ,/orozh5ko's4#bfb ,kasatk9 0 "h#bfc 9 ! ev5+4 ,i ask$ = examples4 ,9 ! morn+ ,i correct$ ,art4 ,i jott$ d[n no?+3 !re is mu* bu/le4 ,heal? good4 ,dec4 #h1 ,mosc[4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day1 #aa?4 ,i h already sp5t s _m days 9 ,mosc[4 ,i h done almo/ no?+1 only correct$ ,art4 ,a pile ( p & lett]s4 ,?ank ,god ! mo/ important is good1 i4e41 ,i h done no?+ t ,i ought n to h done4 ,to-day ,i wrote a lett] to ,gali4 ,x seems to me t ! divisions ( ,art h turn$ out j z !y 7 be=e4 ,a sad impression 0 produc$ by :at ,n told ab\t ,*]tkov#bfd & by ! lett] ( ,ivan ,mi*ailovi*4 ,moreov]1 ,a1 ,b1 ,c1 ,d1--!y are all suff]+4 ,well1 x is =givable 9 !m1 b h[ c a ,*ri/ian suff]8 ,dur+ ?is "t ,n ,n's condition became cle>4 ,he is m5tally diseas$1 l all p :o are non-,*ri/ians4 ,i h cons5t$ to give to ,tr\betskoi by in/alm5ts4#bfe ,a sad lett] f ,*]tkov4 ,i want to write to him4 ,dec4 #ab1 ,mosc[4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day1 ! #ac?4 ,morn+4 ,i wrote a lett] to ! ,*]tkovs4 ,x seems to me ,i h correct$ ! #af? *apt] v well4 ,ye/]day ,i read ! correspond5ce ( ,z on ! sex-problem & ,i 0 v indignant & ,i spoke disagreeably to him at ,rusanov's4 ,rusanov has ! head ( ,hadji ,murad4 ,?is morn+ ,i want$ to write ,hadji ,murad--,i lo/ ! outl9e4 ,i wrote d[n some?+4 ,i n[ want to write out ! !mes :i* are wor? :ile & :i* c be treat$ z !y ought to be3 #a7 ,s]gius1 #b7 ,alex&] ,i1 #c7 ,p]siann9ov1 #d7 ! tale ( ,petrovi*--! husb&1 :o di$ a pilgrim4 ,! foll[+ are worse3 #e7 ! leg5d ( ! desc5t ( ,*ri/ into hell & ! recon/ruction ( hell1 #f7 a =g$ c\pon1 #g7 ,hadji ,murad1 #h7 ! sub/itut$ *ild1 #i7 ! drama ( ! ,*ri/ian resurrection & p]haps #aj7 ,resurrection--! trial ( a pro/itute1 #aa7 7excell5t7 a brig& kill+ ! def5celess1 #ab7 a "m1 #ac7 an execution 9 ,odessa4#bff ,x is depress+ 9 ! h\se1 b ,i want to be & w be joy\s4 ,i am go+ to write out only two ?+s3 #a7 ,t ! physical union ) an accid5tal husb& is "o ( ! means e/abli%$ by ,god = ! spread ( ,8 tru?3 = ! te/+ & ! /r5g!n+ ( ! /rong] & = ! enlight5m5t ( ! weak]4 #b7 ,= p pr(ess+ filiality to ,god1 n to rejoice 9 life1 to ye>n1 is a dreadful s91 an error4 ,if y und]/ood t ! end ( life is ! activity = ,god = no p]sonal ends1 !n no?+ c\ld h9d] ?is activity1 c\ld hold x back4 ,! ma9 ?+ is t life willy-nilly goes =w>d to ! bett]3 "o's own life & ! life ( ! _w4 ,h[ n rejoice at ?is movem5t8 ,"o has only to rememb] t life is movem5t4 ,i write & ,i sleep & !re=e express myself badly4 ,until ev5+1 if ,i live4 ,to-day1 ,decemb] #ad1 ,mosc[4 ,morn+4 ,ye/]day ,i receiv$ an unpleasant lett] f ,*]tkov & s5t him an answ] 7ab\t ! publications74#bfg ,! day be=e ye/]day1 ,i read ! correspond5ce ( ,z ab\t sex relations & became vex$ & w5t to ! ,rusanovs' & met ,z !re & %[$ my condemnation ( him %>ply4 ,t tortur$ me & ,i wrote him a note ye/]day apologis+ & ,i receiv$ a nice answ] :i* t\*$ me4 ,i feel v ill4 ,i am 9 ! wor/ mood & !re=e am dissatisfi$ ) ev]y?+ & _c love4 ,& j n[ am ?9k+3 ,we f9d sickness a burd52 b sickness is a necess>y good condition ( life4 ,only x alone 7p]haps n alone1 b "o ( ! mo/ important & g5]ally common conditions7 prep>es u = dea?1 i4e41 = our cross+ ov] into ano!r life4 ,!re=e inde$ x 0 s5t to e "o3 to *ildr51 to adults1 to old p1 because all1 at all ages1 die4 ,& we f9d x burd5some4 ,! fact t we f9d sickness burd5some %[s only t we d n live z we ought to3 bo? a tempor>y & at ! same "t an et]nal life--b we live only a tempor>y life4 ,sickness is ! prep>ation = ! cross+-ov] & !re=e to grumble aga9/ sickness is j ! same z grumbl+ aga9/ cold & ra94 ,"o ought to make use ( !m & n grumble4 ,9 fact1 only ^? :o live play+1 get angry at ! ra91 b ^? :o live s]i\sly rejoice at x4 ,! same ) sickness4 ,m ?an ?is3 n only sickness b a bad mood1 disappo9tm5t1 sorr[s1 all ^! help to deta* oneself f ! worldly & facilitate ! cross+-ov] into ! new life4 ,i am n[ 9 su* a /ate ( cross+-ov]4 ,ev5+1 ! #ad?4 ,! :ole day ,i h be5 ill & ,i am 9 ! wor/ mood4 ,i _c ma/] myself & ev]y?+ is disagreeable & burd5some4 ,i did no?+4 ,i read & talk$4 ,dec4 #ae1 ,mosc[4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day1 ,decemb] #ag4 ,to-day1 ,i am /ill 9 ! v wor/ spirits4 ,i am /ruggl+ ) ill-w4 ,i gave ! essay away4#bfh ,telegraph$ to ,engl&4 ,no answ] z yet4#bfi ,a pile ( p "h1 all ev5+4 ,to-day ,i wrote twelve lett]s1 b did n "w at all4 ,to-day ,i ?\ght ! v olde/ ?+3 ,t "o ought to p]fect oneself 9 love1 9 :i* no "o c int]f]e & :i* is v int]e/+4 ,b love is n 9 exclusive atta*m5ts1 b 9 a good1 n 9 an evil attitude to e liv+ be+4 ,wrote lett]s3 #a7 ,po%a1 #b7 ,ma%a1 #c7 ,ivan ,mi*ailovi*1 #d7 ,pr9ce ,viazemsky1 #e7 ,bond>ev1 #f7 ,/rakhov1 #g7 ! s*ool tea*] ,rob9son1 #h7 ,prie/1 #i7 ,crosby1 #aj7 ,*izhov1#bgj #aa7 ,ni*olaev 9 ,kazan1 & #ab7 ----#bga ,i am f9i%+ ! note-book 9 a bad mood4 ,to-morr[ ,i beg9 a new "o4 ,to-day ,i am also displeas$ ) ! essay on art4 ,! di>y ( ! ye> #ahig1 ,dec4 #ba1 '#ig4 ,mosc[4 ,i am beg9n+ a new notebook1 almo/ 9 a new spiritual mood4 ,"h are already #e days t ,i h done no?+4 ,i am ?9k+ out ,hadji ,murad1 b ,i h no desire or confid5ce4 ,on ,art is pr9t$4 ,*]tkov is displeas$ & ^? "h also4#bgb ,ye/]day ,i receiv$ an anonym\s lett] ) a ?reat to kill1 if ,i d n re=m by ! ye> #ahih2 "t is giv5 only up to #ahih4 ,i 0 bo? uneasy & pleas$4#bgc ,i am skat+4 ,a sign ( an inactive mood is t ,i h not$ d[n no?+4 ,j n[ ,i read ?r\gh ,*ekhov's1 ,on a ,c>t4 ,excell5t 9 expressiv5ess1 b rhetorical z soon z he wants to give mean+ to 8 /ory4 ,!re is a rem>kable cle>ness 9 my m9d1 ?anks to my book on art4 ,dec4 #bf1 '#ig4 ,mosc[4 ,! day be=e ye/]day ,i fell ill & ,i am /ill n well4#bgd ,i am read+ mu*4 ,my he>t is heavy4 ,ev5+4 ,dec4 #bg1 '#ig4 ,mosc[4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day1 ,dec4 #bi1 '#ig4 ,mosc[4 ,morn+4 ,i ?\ght ( ,hadji ,murad4 ,all day ye/]day a com$y-drama1 8,! ,corpse10#bge took %ape4 ,i am /ill unwell4 ,ye/]day ,i 0 at ,behrs'4#bgf ,i h receiv$ lett]s ) ?reats ( kill+4 ,i regret t !re are p :o hate me1 b x int]e/s me little & x doesn't di/urb me at all4 ,h jott$ d[n some?+4 ,a conv]sation ) ,n3 :at a pitiable y\?3 und]/&+ ev]y?+ & at ! same "t n hav+ ! capacity to put any?+ 9 ! "r place & !re=e he is liv+ 9 unimag9able confusion4 ,h be5 ?9k+3 #a7 ,!y say usually t ,*ri/'s tea*+1 ! real ,*ri/'s tea*+ 444 de/roys all union1 t x is a disunit+ 8individualism40 ,h[ false ?is is6 ,*ri/ianity only !re=e prea*es p]sonal salvation1 8individualism10 z !y say1 because ?is p]sonal salvation is indisp5sable1 accessible1 joy\s to all1 & !re=e inevitably unites p--n me*anically by ! pressure ( =ce f )\t or by /irr+ ) 8culture10 b *emically by an inn]1 indissoluble union4 #b7 ,sometimes y compla9 t !y d n love y\r s\l1 b love or d n love y\r body1 & y are angry at !m1 condemn+ !m1 b y d n see t !y _c d o!rwise3 = !m y\r s\l1 ! holy ( holies ( y\r s\l1 t :i*--z y "k--is ! only real ?+1 ! only ?+ t acts--is no?+1 because x is invisible1 l ! *emical rays ( ! spectrum4 #c7 ,!re are p1 ma9ly wom51 = :om ! ^w is only ! means = an atta9m5t ( an end1 & x is entirely devoid ( its fundam5tal significance :i* is to be an expression ( reality4 ,^! p are sometimes t]ribly /rong4 ,_! advantage is l t :i* a man w\ld h :o 9 f5c+ took (f ! cork f ! rapi]4 ,8 adv]s>ies are b\nd by conditions t 444 ,no1 ! comp>ison is n good4 ,! be/ ( all3 !y are l a gambl] 9 c>ds1 a %>p]4 ,i w f9d "o4 ,! examples ( ?is are su*3 a man wants1 = in/ance1 to /eal2 he takes o!r p's money2 he says t he 0 *>g$ to d x1 !y ask$ him to1 & he believes t he 0 ask$ to4 ,& ! pro( ( ! untru? ( 8 evid5ce he refutes ) a new lie4 ,he kills3 ! murd]$ "o suff]$ s1 t he begg$ him to kill him4 ,he wants to d some?+ na/y or some?+ fooli%4 ,well1 to turn all ! furniture upside d[n or to debau*--& he expla9s 9 detail1 h[ x 0 recognis$ by doctors1 t x 0 necess>y to d ?is p]iodically1 etc4 ,& he conv9ces himself t x is s4 ,b :5 ?is proves to be n s1 he does n he>1 he br+s =? 8 own argum5ts & !n at once =gets bo? 8 own argum5ts & o!r p's4 ,^! p are t]rible1 horrible4 #d7 ,! spirituali/s say t aft] dea? ! s\l ( p lives on & communicates ) !m4 ,soloviev1 ! fa!r1#bgg said truly1 ,i rememb]1 t ?is is ! ,*ur* dogma ( sa9ts1 ( _! int]cession & ( pray]s to !m4 ,evg5ie ,ivanovi* also said truly t z ! ,pa%kov ,sect is a tak+ out ( ! dogma ( ! ,r$emption alone & ! adaptation ( ev]y?+ to x1 s spiritualism is ! tak+ out ( ! dogma ( sa9ts1 & ! adaptation ( ev]y?+ to x4 #e7 ,b ,i say ! foll[+ 9 reg>d to ?is dogma ( ! s\l3 ,:at we call ! s\l1 is ! div9e1 spiritual1 limit$ 9 u 9 our bodies4 ,only ! body limits ?is div9e1 ?is spiritual4 ,& x is ?is limit+ :i* gives x a =m l a vessel gives =m to a liquid or a gas :i* is enclos$ 9 x4 ,b we only "k ?is =m4 ,break ! vessel & t :i* is enclos$ 9 x w cease to h t =m :i* x has & w spread out1 be c>ri$ (f4 ,:e!r x comb9es ) o!r matt]1 :e!r x receives a new =m--we "k no?+ ab\t ?is1 b we "k = a fact t x loses t =m :i* x _h :5 x 0 limit$1 because t :i* limit$ x 0 de/roy$4 ,! same ) ! s\l4 ,! s\l aft] dea? ceases to be ! s\l & rema9+ a _s1 a div9e ess5ce1 becomes some?+ o!r1 su* t we _c judge4 ,i wrote ! preface to ,*]tkov4#bgh ,dec4 #cj4 ,mosc[4 ,if ,i live4 #ahih ,two days h pass$4 ,jan4 #a/4 ,i meet ! new ye> v sad1 depress$1 unwell4 ,i _c "w & my /oma* a*es all ! "t4 ,receiv$ a lett] f ,v]khol5sk f ,ph$oseev ab\t ! ,dukhobors1 a v t\*+ "o4#bgi ,/ill ano!r lett] f ! editor ,! ,adult ab\t free love4#bhj ,if ,i _h "t1 ,i w\ld l to write ab\t ?is subject4 ,probably ,i %all write4 ,! mo/ important is to %[ t ! :ole matt] lies 9 appropriat+ to oneself possibilities ( ! greate/ enjoym5t )\t ?9k+ ( consequ5ces4 ,besides1 !y prea* some?+ :i* already exi/s & is v bad4 ,:y w\ld ! abs5ce ( out] re/ra9t#bha improve ! :ole ?+8 ,i am1 ( c\rse1 aga9/ any regulation & = full fre$om1 b ! ideal is *a/ity & n pleasure4 ,i h be5 ?9k+ dur+ ?is "t only "o ?+ & x seems an important ?+1 namely3 #a7 ,we all ?9k t our duty1 our vocation1 is to d v>i\s ?+s3 br+ up *ildr51 make a =tune1 write a book1 discov] a law 9 sci5ce1 etc4 ,b = all ! "w is only "o ?+3 to c>ry out "o's own life--to act s t life w\ld be a h>moni\s1 good1 & rational matt]4 ,& ! "w ought to be n be=e p1 to leave beh9d "o a memory ( a good life1 b ! "w is be=e ,god3 to pres5t to ,him oneself1 "o's s\l1 bett] ?an x 01 ne>] to ,him1 m submissive to ,him1 m 9 h>mony ) ,him4 ,to ?9k s--& pr9cipally to feel s--is v difficult3 ,"o always w&]s (f = human praise4 ,b x is possible & ought to be done4 ,help me1 ,"l4 ,i sometimes feel ?is & d at ?is mom5t4 ,jan4 #b4 ,mosc[4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day1 already ! #d?4 ,i am a little bett]4 ,i want to "w4 ,ye/]day ,/asov & ,rep9e1#bhb c(fee4444 ,:5 w ,i rememb] t mu* talk is mu* bo!r8 ,i receiv$ a pamphlet unc5sor$4 ,only "o ?+ has to be not$ d[n3 t all life is s5seless1 except t :i* has = its end ! s]vice ( ,god1 ! s]vice ( ! fulfilm5t ( ! "w ( ,god1 :i* is unatta9able to u4 ,i %all write t out lat]4 ,n[ ,i am 9 a hurry4 ,de> ,ma%a arriv$1 lat] ,tania ) ,sa%a4#bhc ,jan4 #e4 ,mosc[4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day1 ,jan4 #ac4 ,x is m ?an a week t ,i hav5't writt5 & ,i h done almo/ no?+4 ,i h be5 ill all ! "t1 & depress$4 ,at times1 ,i am good & calm1 & at times uneasy & n good4 ,! day be=e ye/]day 0 difficult4 ,!n ! peasants arriv$3 ,bulakhov1 ) ,/41 ,pet41 & two f ,tula4 ,i felt s light-he>t$ & en]getic4 ,"o ne$ n yield to "o's own circle1 "o c always ent] ! circle ( ,god & ,8 p4 ,x is long s9ce ,i h be5 s depress$4 ,a lett] f ,po%a4 ,wrote to ,po%a1 ,ivan ,mi*ailovi*1 ,*]tkov1 ,maude & ,b\lang]4 ,i am /ill endeav\r+ to f9d a satisfactory =m = ,hadji ,murad & ,i /ill hav5't x1 al?\gh x seems ,i am ne>+ x4 444 ,to-day a telegram ab\t ! "w1 8,:at is ,art80 ,h made "s notes & ,i ?9k important ones4 #a7 ,some?+ ( enorm\s importance & ought to be exp\nd$ well4 ,organisation1 e k9d ( organisation1 :i* frees f any k9d ( human1 p]sonal1 moral duties4 ,all ! evil 9 ! _w comes f ?is4 ,!y flog p to dea?1 !y debau*1 !y becl\d _! m9ds & no "o is to blame4 ,9 ! tale ( ! resurrection ( hell1 ?is is ! mo/ important & new means4#bhd #b7 ,ea* "o ( u is t light1 t div9e ess5ce1 love1 ! ,son ( ,god1 enclos$ 9 a body1 9 limits1 9 ! col\r$ lant]n :i* we h pa9t$ ) our passions & habits--s t ev]y?+ we see1 we see only ?r\gh ?is lant]n4 ,to raise oneself s z to see above x1 is impossible2 on top !re is ! same k9d ( glass ?r\gh :i* we see ev5 ,god1 ?r\gh ! glass :i* we ourselves h pa9t$4 ,! only ?+ :i* we c d is n to look ?r\gh ! glasses1 b to conc5trate 9 ourselves1 recognise our light & k9dle x4 ,& ?is is ! "o salvation f ! delusions ( life1 f its suff]+1 f its temptations4 ,& ?is is joyful & always possible4 ,i d ?is1 & x is good4 #c7 ,dreams--!y are no?+ else ?an ! look+ on ! _w n ?r\gh ! glasses1 b only on ! glasses1 & on ! int]weav+ ( v>i\s designs int]wov5 on ! glasses4 ,9 sleep y only see ! glasses2 :5 awake1 ! _w1 ?r\gh ! glasses4 #d7 ,a woman c1 :5 %e loves a man1 see m]its 9 him :i* he has n1 b :5 %e is indiff]5t1 %e is unable to see a man's m]its o!r ?an ?r\gh ! op9ion ( o!rs4 7,h[ev]1 ,i ?9k x is untrue47 #e7 ,! foll[+ :5 ,i wrote x1 seem$ to me v important3 ,*ri/ians /rive to a union1 & unite among !mselves & ) o!r p by ! ,*ri/ian tool--by unity1 humility1 love4 ,b !re are p :o d n "k ?is means ( union1 d n believe 9 x & :o endeav\r to unite 7all p endeav\r to unite7 ) o!r means1 out] ones1 ) =ce1 ?reats4 ,x is impossible to dem& ( ^! p :o d n "k1 :o _c und]/& ! ,*ri/ian means ( union1 t !y d n make use ( _! means2 b x is absolutely unju/ & unreasonable :5 ^! un-,*ri/ian p impose _! own l[] means ( union ^u p kn[+ & us+ a high] means4 ,!y say1 8,y ,*ri/ians1 y pr(it by our means2 if y h n be5 robb$ & kill$1 x is ?anks to u40 ,to ?is ! ,*ri/ians answ]1 t !y don't ne$ any?+ :i* =ce gives !m 7z is really ! fact = a ,*ri/ian74 ,& t is :y1 ?\gh x is legitimate = p n kn[+ a high] means ( union1 to use a l[]1 x is illegitimate1 t !y look ^u _! own l[] means z a g5]al & unique "o1 & want to compel ^? = :om x _c be necess>y to use x4 ,! pr9cipal /ep be=e humanity n[ consi/s 9 ?is1 t p %\ld n only recognise & admit ! means ( ,*ri/ian union1 b t !y %\ld recognise t x is ! highe/1 ! "o to :i* all humanity is /riv+ & to :i* x w inevitably rea*4 #f7 ,:5 y are full ( en]gy1 !n y live1 & y ought to live = ?is _w2 :5 y are sick1 !n y are dy+1 i4e41 y beg9 to live = t o!r aft]-dea? _w4 ,s t 9 ei!r phase1 !re is "w4 ,:5 y are sick1 dy+1 !n conc5trate 9 y\rself & ?9k ab\t dea? & ab\t life aft] dea?1 & /op long+ = ?is "o4 ,bo? processes are normal & 9 bo? !re exi/s "w prop] to ea* /ate4 ,i feel some:at fre%] spiritually4 ,jan4 #ad1 ,mosc[4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day1 #ah4 ,my heal? is a little bett]4 ,x is n[ ev5+4 ,wrote lett]s1 #a7 ,*]tkov2 #b7 ,dubrov92 #c7 ,dubrovsky2 ,tv]2 #d7 ,tula3 ,n4 l4 ,kh42 #e7 ,naka%idze2 #f7 ,ivan ,mi*ailovi*4 ,to-day ! plot ( ,hadji ,murad became cle>] ?an ev] be=e4 ,jan4 #ai4 ,mosc[4 ,depress+ & unproductive4 ,i _c "w4 ,sev]al times a week ,i rememb] t ev]y?+ disagreeable is only an ,ermahnung = an advance onw>d t[>ds p]fection4 ,help1 ,fa!r4 ,come & dwell )9 me4 ,y already dwell )9 me4 ,y are already 8me40 ,my "w is only to recognise ,!e4 ,i write ?is j n[ & am full ( desire4 ,b nev]!less ,i "k :o ,i am4 ,to-day1 ,feb4 #b4 ,mosc[4 ,v weak & apa!tic4 ,all ! "t ,i ei!r read or correct$ pro(s ( ,art4 ,!re is mu* to be not$4 ,b ,i h nei!r /r5g? nor desire4 ,!re h be5 no ev5ts1 no lett]s4 ,feb4 #c1 ,mosc[4 ,if ,i live4 ,febru>y #c1 ,mosc[4 ,i am /ill z unproductive intellectually4 ,9 ! morn+ x fla%$ across my m9d t ,i left out ! places 9 ,art ab\t ! tr9ity1 & do+ no "w1 ,i w5t to ,grot & f !re to ! publi%+ h\se4 ,i return$ pa/ two1 read1 lay d[n1 d9$4 ,t>ovat#bhe arriv$1 !n ,m5%ikov1 ,popov1 ,gorbunov1 & !n--,gul5ko1#bhf ,sull]4#bhg ,read ,liapunov's ,! ,pl\ghman4 ,i 0 v t\*$4#bhh ,h not$ d[n ! foll[+3 #a7 ,9 mom5ts ( depression ,i want to ask help f ,god4 ,& ,i may ask x4 ,b only su* help :i* might help me & n int]f]e ) any "o else4 ,& su* help is only "o ?+3 love4 ,e o!r k9d ( help1 mat]ial help1 n only might1 b mu/ come 9 conflict ) ! mat]ial good ( o!rs4 ,only love alone--! enl>gem5t ( love 9 oneself--satisfies ev]y?+ :i* "o c want & does n come 9 conflict ) ! good ( o!rs4 8,come & dwell )9 u40 #b7 ,wom5 d n use words to express _! ?\ghts1 b to atta9 _! ends1 & x is ?is purpose !y hunt 9 ! words ( o!rs4 ,t is :y !y s (t5 und]/& p wrong side out4 ,& ?is is v disagreeable4 #c7 ,! mean+ ( life is only "o3 self-p]fection--! bett]+ ( "o's s\l4 8,be p]fect l our ,fa!r 9 ,heav540 ,:5 ?+s are difficult1 :5 some?+ tortures y1 rememb] t 9 life1 only y are ! life--& imm$iately x w become easi]4 ,& joyful4 ,z a ri* man rejoices :5 he ga!rs 8 weal?1 s w y rejoice if y place y\r life only 9 ?is4 ,& = ! atta9m5t ( ?is1 !re are no b>ri]s4 ,ev]y?+ :i* appe>s l sorr[1 l a b>ri] 9 life--is a wide /ep :i* (f]s itself to y\r feet t y may asc5d4 #d7 ,if y h ! /r5g? ( activity !n let x be a lov+ "o2 if y h no /r5g?1 if y are weak1 !n let y\r weakness be a lov+ "o4 #e7 ,inorganic matt] is simply ! life ( t :i* we d n und]/&4 ,= fleas ! inorganic is my f+]-nail4 ,9 ! same way1 evil is ! non-und]/ood good4#bhi #f7 ,to s]ve ,god & man1 b h[1 ) :at8 ,p]haps ! possibility doesn't exi/8 ,x is n true3 ! possibility has always be5 giv5 y--to become bett]4 #g7 ,man is an ambassador1 z ,*ri/ said1 an ambassador inde$ = :om ! important ?+ is only to fulfil ! err& giv5 to him1 & x doesn't matt] :at is ?\ght ab\t him4 ,let !m ?9k badly--sometimes x is necess>y4 ,only let ! err& be fulfill$4 #h7 ,"o ( ! mo/ common errors consi/s 9 ?is1 t p are consid]$ good1 malici\s1 /upid1 intellig5t4 ,man fl[s on & e possibility is 9 him3 he 0 /upid1 & has become intellig5t2 he 0 wick$ & has become good1 & ! rev]se4 ,9 ?is is ! greatness ( man4 ,& !re=e x is impossible to judge man z he is4 ,y h judg$ & he is already ano!r4 ,x is impossible to say--,i d n love him3 y h said x & he is already ano!r4 #i7 444 #aj7 ,! fact t ! end ( life is self-p]fection1 t ! p]fection ( ! immortal s\l is ! only end ( ! life ( man1 is already true because e o!r end 9 ! view ( dea?1 is s5seless4 #aa7 ,if man delib]ates ^u ! consequ5ces ( 8 act1 !n ! motives ( 8 act are n religi\s4 #ab7 ,! pap]-knife on my knees fell ov] on acc\nt ( its weight1 & x seem$ to me t x 0 some?+ alive1 & ,i %udd]$4 ,:y8 ,because !re is a duty to ev]y?+ liv+ & ,i grew fright5$ le/ ,i hadn't fulfill$ x1 & le/ ,i _h cru%$1 squeez$ a liv+ be+4 #ac7 444 ,9 ?is lies ! :ole matt]--to de/roy ?is hypnosis4 #ad7 ,x is impossible n to wi% t our acts be kn[n & approv$4 ,= him :o has no ,god1 x is necess>y t 8 acts be kn[n & approv$4 ,b = him :o has ,god1 x is suffici5t t !y be kn[n4 ,by ?is c x be v]ifi$ if a man has ,god4 #d? ,feb4 ,mosc[4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day1 ! #e?4 ,morn+4 ,i d n feel l writ+ at all4 ,all ^! la/ days1 especially ye/]day1 ,i h be5 feel+ & apply+ to life1 ! consci\sness t ! end ( life is "o3 to be p]fect l ! ,fa!r1 to d t :i* ,he does1 t :i* ,he wants f u1 i4e41 to love2 t love %\ld guide u 9 ! mom5ts ( our mo/ en]getic activity1 & t we brea! ) x alone 9 ! mom5ts ( our greate/ weakness4 ,:5ev] !re is some?+ difficult1 pa9ful1 !n x suffices to rememb] ?is1 & all ?is difficulty1 ?is pa91 w vani% & only ! joy\s w rema94 ,to a man :o s]i\sly1 truly uses 8 reason1 x is obvi\s t all ends are clos$ to him4 ,"o alone is reasonable3 to live = ! satisfaction ( ! dem&s ( ,god1 ( 8 consci5ce1 ( 8 high] nature4 7,x is all ! same ?+47 ,if ?is is to be express$ 9 "t1 !n to live s z to prep>e "o's s\l to ! pass+-ov] into a bett] _w3 if ?is is to be express$ accurately 9 t]ms outside ( "t1 !n x is to fuse "o's life ) its timeless pr9ciple1 ) ! ,good1 ) ,love1 ) ,god4 ,i am afraid only ( "o ?+1 t ?is /rong consci\sness act+ b5eficially on me1 t ! only ?+ reasonable & free & joy\s is ! life 9 ,god1 be n call\s$1 t x d n lose its effect ( lift+ me out ( ! petty annoyances ( life1 & ( free+ me4 ,oh1 if t c\ld be s to e "o & if x c\ld be s =ev]6 ,9 ?is light la/ night ,i consid]$ ! v>i\s manife/ations ( life & ,i felt s well & joy\s4 ,i w await ! exam9ation4 ,i %all prep>e = x4 ,:5 ,i wrote out ! notes1 ,i =got3 #a7 ,h[ absurd is ! argum5t ( ! enemies ( moral p]fection1 t a man1 sacrific+ himself really1 w sacrifice 8 p]fection = ! good ( o!rs1 i4e41 t a man is ready to become evil1 9 ord] to act well4 ,if "o und]/&s by ?is t a man is ready to act badly be=e p1 if only he c\ld !reby fulfil ! dem&s ( 8 consci5ce & n s]ve a c]ta9 cause or ev5 c]ta9 p1 !n ?is is true4 ,! s]v+ ( a cause & ( p c sometimes co9cide1 & c sometimes n co9cide ) ! dem&s ( consci5ce2 & n s]v+ a c]ta9 cause or p1 c sometimes co9cide & c sometimes n co9cide ) ! dem&s ( consci5ce4 ,^! are individual cases4 #b7 ,to d\bt t ! s\rce ( all evil is false religi\s tea*+1 c only be done by a man :o hasn't ?\ght ( ! causes ( ! daily manife/ations ( social life4 ,! causes ( all ^! manife/ations are ?\ghts--?\ghts ( p4 ,h[ !n c\ld false ?\ghts n h an enorm\s influ5ce on ! social sy/em8 ,p1 "s ( !m1 are well (f 9 a false sy/em bas$ on false ?\ghts2 x is natural t !y support false ?\ghts1 false-religi\s tea*+4 #c7 ,i _c write & ,i suff]1 ,i =ce myself4 ,h[ /upid6 ,z if life lay 9 writ+4 ,x does n ev5 lie 9 any out] activity4 ,x is n z ,i w1 b z ,?\ wilt4 ,x is ev5 full] & m significant )\t writ+4 ,& "h n[ ,i am le>n+ to live )\t writ+4 ,& ,i am able to4 #d7 ,i see t ,i h made a note & h already said x "h1 namely1 t to p]fect oneself does n mean to prep>e oneself = a future life#bij 7t is said = conv5i5ce1 = simplicity ( spee*72 b to p]fect oneself means to get ne>] to t basis ( life = :i* "t does n exi/ & !re=e no dea?1 i4e41 to c>ry "o's 8self0 m & m away f ! bodily life into ! spiritual4 #e7 ,evg5ie ,ivanovi* says ab\t ,n3 %e is at peace only :5 "o occupies oneself ) h]4 ,any occupation ) any?+ n conc]n+ h]1 does n int]e/ h]4 ,e su* occupation ) o!r p (f5ds h]4 ,x seems to h] t %e be>s ! life ( e "o ne> h]1 t )\t h] ev]ybody w\ld be lo/4 ,= ! lea/ reproa*1 %e insults e "o4 ,& 9 #aj m9utes %e =gets x1 & %e hasn't ! lea/ remorse4 ,?is is ! highe/ degree ( egotism & madness1 b !re are _m grades approa*+ ?is4 ,at bottom1 to ?9k t ,i live = myself1 = my own enjoym5t1 = fame1 is absolute pot5tial madness4 ,9 liv+--x is impossible n to live = oneself1 impossible n to def5d oneself :5 attack$1#bia n to fall on ! food :5 hungry2 b to ?9k t 9 ?is is life1 & to use t v ?\ght giv5 y to see ! impossibility ( su* a life1 to use x = ! /r5g!n+ ( su* a sep>ate individual life1 is absolute madness4 #f7 ,a wife approa*es h] husb& & c>ess+ly speaks to him z %e did n speak be=e4 ,! husb& is mov$1 b ?is is only because %e has done some?+ na/y4 #g7 ,jean ,grave1#bib 8,l'individu et la ,socit10 says t revolution w only !n be f]tile :5 l'individu w be /rong-will$1 dis9t]e/$1 good1 ready to help 8 neighb\r1 w n be va91 w n condemn o!rs1 w h ! consci\sness ( 8 own dignity1 i4e41 w h all ! m]its ( a ,*ri/ian4 ,b h[ w he acquire ^! virtues if he kn[s t he is only an accid5tal *a9 ( atoms8 ,all ^! virtues are possible1 are natural1 9 fact1 _! abs5ce is impossible :5 !re is a ,*ri/ian _w-po9t-(-view--t is1 t we are sons ( ,god s5t to d ,8 ,w2 b 9 a mat]iali/ic _w-po9t-(-view ^! virtues are inconsi/5t4 ,x is n[ pa/ "o4 ,i am go+ d[n/airs4 ,i am go+ to write to-morr[4 ,feb4 #f4 ,mosc[4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day1 ,feb4 #ai4 ,mosc[4 ,x is long s9ce ,i h made any entries4#bic ,at fir/ ,i 0 ill4 ,= ab\t #e days ,i h be5 bett]4 ,dur+ ?is "t ,i 0 correct+1 putt+ 9 ?+s & spoil+ ! la/ *apt]s ( ,art4 ,i decid$ to s5d away ,c>p5t] ) ! introduction to ,siev]ni ,vie/nik4 ,0 correct+ ! preface also4 ,! g5]al impression ( ?is article 8,on ,sci5ce0 z well z t ( ! #bj? *apt]--is remorse4#bid ,i feel t x is "r1 t x is necess>y1 b x is pa9ful t ,i hurt & grieve _m good p :o err4 ,x is obvi\s t 4#jiii w n und]/& :y & 9 ! "n ( :at ,i condemn sci5ce1 & w be indignant4 ,i %\ld h done t ) great] k9dness4 ,& 9 ?is ,i am guilty1 b x is n[ too late4 ,! la/ "t ,i wrote1 ,i express$ fe> le/ ! c>ry+ ov] ( myself f ?is worldly life1 ! (f5d+1 ! irritat+ "o1 into ! life be=e ,god1 ! et]nal life 7n[1 "h7 :i* ,i exp]i5c$ w\ld become lo/1 w\ld become call\s$4 ,b "h #ac days h pass$ & ,i /ill feel ?is & felt x all ! "t & rejoic$ & am rejoic+4 ,sometimes ,i beg9 to lay out pati5ce1 or he> an irritat+ conv]sation1 contradiction1 or am dissatisfi$ ) my writ+1 ) ! condemnation ( p1 or ,i regret some?+--& sudd5ly ,i rememb] t x only seems s to me1 because ,i am b5t ov] se>*+ on ! floor1 & x suffices to /raight5 up to my full height & ev]y?+ t 0 disagreeable1 irritat+1 n only vani%es1 b helps ! joys ( triumph ov] my human weakness4 ,i hav5't yet exp]i5c$ ?is 9 /rong physical suff]+4 ,w x endure8 ,x ought to endure4 ,help1 ,"l4 ,o!rwise ,i am v joy\s4 ,i am joy\s1 t 9 old age !re has be5 disclos$ absolutely a new condition ( ! great inde/ructible good4 ,& ?is is n imag9ation1 b a *ange ( s\l z cle>ly p]ceiv$ z w>m? & cold1 x is a go+ ov] f confusion1 suff]+1 to a cle>ness & peace & a go+ ov] :i* dep5ds ^u myself4 ,"h1 9 tru?1 is :]e w+s h spr\t$4 ,z soon z x becomes difficult1 pa9ful1 to walk on foot1 y spread ! w+s4 ,:y n always !n on w+s8 ,evid5tly1 ,i am /ill too weak2 /ill untra9$2 & p]haps a re/ is necess>y4 ,x is int]e/+ to f9d out if ?is /ate is an attribute ( old age1 if "y p c exp]i5ce x also8 ,i ?9k t !y c4 ,"o mu/ accu/om oneself to ?is4 ,?is inde$ is pray]4 8,y mu/ hide some?+1 be afraid ( some?+1 some?+ tortures y1 some?+ is lack+10--& sudd5ly3 !re is no?+ to hide1 no?+ to be afraid (1 no?+ to be tortur$ ov]1 no?+ to want4 ,! ma9 ?+ is to g away f ! human c\rt into ,god's c\rt4 ,oh1 if ?is w\ld only hold out unto dea?6 ,b ev5 = t :i* ,i h exp]i5c$1 ,i am grateful to ,!e1 ,fa!r4 ,i jott$ d[n ! foll[+3 #a7 ,p c 9 no way agree to ! unreality ( all t is mat]ial4 8,b a table exi/s & always1 ev5 :5 ,i g out ( ! room x is !re1 & = all x is ! same z x is = me10--!y g5]ally say4 ,well1 & :5 y twi/ two f+]s & roll a little ball "u !m d y n unque/ionably feel two8 ,x is c]ta9ly s1 e "t ,i take up a little ball 9 t way !re are two & = e "o :o takes up a ball 9 t way !re are two1 & nev]!less !re are no two little balls4 ,9 ! same way1 ! table is a table only = ! twi/$ f+]s ( my s5ses1 b x is p]haps half a table1 a ?\s&? ( a table--9 fact1 no "p ( a table at all1 b some?+ altoge!r diff]5t4 ,s t :at is real is only my ev] recurr+ impression1 confirm$ by ! impressions ( o!r p4 #b7 444 ,i act$ badly :5 ,i gave my e/ate to ! *ildr54 ,x w\ld h be5 bett] = !m4 ,only x 0 necess>y to h be5 able to d ?is )\t violat+ love1 & ,i 0 unable4 #c7 ,y are (t5 surpris$ h[ intellig5t1 good p c def5d cruelty1 viol5ce1 savage sup]/itions4448 ,b x is suffici5t to rememb] ! exil+s1 ! oppressions1 ! (f5ces1 :i* are beg9n+ to p5etrate ! work+-classes & y see t ?is is only a feel+ ( self-pres]vation4 ,only by ?is is expla9$ ! t5acity ( life4444 #d7 ,ph>esov told me ab\t ,malikov's#bie tea*+4 ,all ?is 0 beautiful1 all ?is 0 ,*ri/ian3 be p]fect l y\r ,fa!r2 b x 0 n good t all ?is tea*+ _h = its end influ5ce ov] p & n inn] satisfaction1 n an answ] to ! problem ( life4 ,influ5ce on o!rs is ! ma9 ,a*illes' heel4 ,s t my condition1 :i* is false = p1 is p]haps ! v ?+ necess>y4 #e7 444 ,9 ord] to wipe out "o's s91 "o ought to 444 rep5t be=e all ! p = ! deception1 to say3 =give me t ,i h deceiv$ y 444 ,:at a /rong sc5e6 ,& a true "o4 #f7 ,our art ) its supply+ ( amusem5t = ! ri* classes1 is n only simil> to pro/itution1 b x is no?+ else ?an pro/itution4 ,feb4 #bj4 ,mosc[4 ,to-day1 ,feb4 #be4 ,mosc[4 ,h made no entries2 correct$ some?+4 ,wrote lett]s to-day1 m ?an #g lett]s4 ,b ,i c't write any?+1 al?\gh ,i hav5't /opp$ ?9k+ ab\t ,hadji ,murad & ,! ,appeal4 ,feb4 #bf4 ,mosc[4 ,if ,i live4 ,h made no entries = m ?an ?ree weeks4 ,to-day ,m>* #ai4 ,mosc[4 ,f9i%$ all my lett]s4 ,dur+ ?is "t wrote s]i\s lett]s3 #a7 ,to ! ,am]ican colony1#bif #b7 ,pet]burgskia ,vi$omo/i ab\t ! ,dukhobors2#big #c7 to ! ,engli% pap]s also ab\t ! ,dukhobors1 & #d7 a preface to ! ,engli% edition ,:at is ,art--ab\t ! c5sor di/ortions4#bih ,my inn] life is ! same4 ,z ,i =esaw1 ! new consci\sness ( life = ,god1 = ! p]fection ( love1 has become dull$1 weak5$1 & :5 ,i ne$$ x1 ^! days1 x prov$ itself to be1 if n exactly ineffectual1 yet less effectual ?an ,i expect$4 ,! pr9cipal ev5t dur+ ?is "t 0 ! p]mission to ! ,dukhobors to emigrate4 ,:at is ,art8 seems to me to be entirely f9i%$ n[4 444 ,i h work$ v little dur+ all ?is "t4 ,i made r _m notes2 ,i %all try to write !m out3 #a7 ,"o ( ! greate/ errors 9 summ+ up a man1 is t we call1 we def9e a man z intellig5t1 /upid1 good1 evil1 /rong1 weak4 ,b man is ev]y?+1 all possibilities1 is a fl[+ matt]4#bii ,?is is a good !me = an arti/ic "w & a v important "o & a good "o1 because x de/roys malici\s judg+--8! canc]0--& assumes ! possibility ( ev]y?+ good4 ,! work]s ( ! devil1 conv9c$ ( ! pres5ce ( bad 9 man1 a*ieve great results3 sup]/ition1 capital puni%m5t1 w>4 ,! work]s ( ,god w\ld atta9 great] results1 if !y believ$ m 9 ! possibility ( good 9 p4 #b7 ,!y want to become ! ma/]s ( ,*9a--! ,russians1 ,japan1 ,engl&1 ! ,g]mans3 !re are qu>rels1 diplomatic /ruggles1 !re w ev5 be milit>y ones4 ,& all ?is is only = ! mix+ ( ! yell[ race into "o ,*ri/ian batt]1 ! propagat+ & ! assimilat+ ( ideas l ! ,crusades & ! ,napoleonic w>s4 #c7 ,lebon writes3 8,n only are !y go+ to make food 9 laboratories1 b !re w be no ne$ = lab\r40 ,p h s badly di/ribut$ _! two functions1 food & lab\r1 t in/ead ( joy1 ^! functions are a torture to !m & !re=e !y want to be fre$ f !m4 ,x is j ! same z if p w\ld s p]v]t _! functions ( p]spiration & brea?+1 t !y w\ld seek a way ( *ang+ !m by an artificial me?od4 #d7 ,! long] y live1 ! less "t !re rema9s = life4 ,= an endless duration ( life1 !re w\ld !n be absolutely no life4 #e7 ,only :5 y live )\t consid]ation ( "t1 pa/ or future1 d y live a real1 free life = :i* !re are no ob/acles4 ,y are only !n dissatisfi$1 9 /raits1 :5 y rememb] ! pa/ 7! (f5ces1 ! contradictions1 ev5 y\r own weaknesses7 & :5 y ?9k ( ! future3 w some?+ be or w x n be8 ,only at "o po9t1 d y fuse ) ,god & live y\r div9e ess5ce3 9 ! pres5t 7ev5 :5 y live y\r animal life74 ,:5ev] y use y\r reason to consid] :at w be1 !n y are weak1 insignificant2 b :5ev] y use x to d ! w ( ,him :o s5t y1 !n y are omnipot5t1 free4 ,y c ev5 see ?is 9 ! way y imm$iately weak51 become depriv$ ( /r5g?1 :5 y consid] ! consequ5ces ( y\r act4 ,to-day1 ,m>* #ba4 ,mosc[4 ,i cont9ue copy+4 ,i am v indispos$1 weak1 b ?ank ,god1 9 peace1 ,i live 9 ! pres5t4 ,j n[ ,i put 9 ord] ! pap]s on ,art4 #f7 ,sociali/s w nev] de/roy pov]ty & ! inju/ice ( ! inequality ( capacities4 ,! /rong]1 ! m intellig5t1 w always make use ( ! weak]1 ! m /upid4 ,ju/ice & equality ( goods w nev] be atta9$ by any?+ less ?an ,*ri/ianity1 i4e41 by negat+ oneself & by recognis+ ! mean+ ( "o's life 9 ! s]vice to o!rs4 #g7 ,i h writt5 d[n ! same z 9 ! #e?1 b diff]5tly4 ,9 ord] to live ) ,god1 by ,god & 9 ,god1 x is necess>y n to be guid$ by any?+ f )\t4 ,nei!r by t :i* 0 nor by t :i* c be2 to live only 9 ! pres5t1 only 9 ?is1 to fuse ) ,god4 #h7 ,intellig5t ,sociali/s und]/& t = ! atta9m5t ( _! ends ! pr9cipal ?+ is to lift ! work+ m5 intellectually & physically4 ,?is is possible to be done only by religi\s education1 b !y d n und]/& ?is & !re=e all _! "w is 9 va94 #i7 8,seek ! ,k+dom ( ,god & ,8 ,"r1 ! re/ w foll[ y0--?is is ! only means ( atta9+ ! ends ( ,socialism4 #aj7 ,= ,! ,appeal3 ,all are agre$ t we live n z we ought to or z we c\ld4 ,! rem$y ( "s is ?is3 a religi\s fatalism &1 /ill worse1 a sci5tific1 evolution>y "o4 ,o!rs com=t !mselves by ! gradual bett]+ & bett]+ ( ?+s by !mselves3 ! /ep by /ep p4 ,! ?ird ass]t t ev]y?+ w e/abli% itself :5 ?+s w rea* _! v wor/ 7,socialism71 :5 ! ,gov]nm5t & ! ri* classes w control ev]ybody fully1 i4e41 ! work+-m51 & !n ! p[] w someh[ or o!r make a som]sault n only to work+-m51 b to un]r+ dis9t]e/$ self-sacrific+ work+-m51 :o w !n direct all affairs )\t error & )\t s94 ,! f\r? say t to improve ! :ole matt]1 x is possible only by ! de/ruction ( evil p1 ! bad ones4 ,b !re is no indication :]e ! bad p end & :]e ! h>mless ones1 if n ! good ones1 beg94 ,ei!r !y w de/roy e "o z bad or z 9 ! big revolution !y w cat* ! good ones ) ! bad4 ,z soon z y beg9 to judge /rictly1 no "o w rema9 9 ! "r4 ,:at is to be done8 ,b !re is only "o in/rum5t3 a religi\s *ange 9 ! s\l ( p4 ,& x is ?is *ange :i* is int]f]$ )1 by all imag9>y rem$ies4 #aa7 ,my body is no?+ else ?an t piece ( ev]y?+ exi/+ :i* ,i am able to gov]n4 #ab7 ,! :ole _w is t :i* ,i s5se4 ,b :at am ,i8 ,x is t :i* acts4 #ac7 ,h[ good x w\ld be to write a "w ( art1 9 :i* !re w\ld be cle>ly express$ ! fl[+ nature ( man3 t he1 "o & ! same man1 is n[ a villa91 n[ an angel1 n[ a wise man1 n[ an idiot1 n[ a /rong man1 n[ ! mo/ impot5t be+4 #ad7 ,e man1 z all p1 be+ imp]fect 9 ev]y?+1 is nev]!less m p]fect 9 "s "o ?+ ?an 9 ano!r4 ,& ^! p]fections1 he puts ov] ano!r human be+ z a dem&1 & condemns him4 #ae7 ,x is impossible to s]ve1 n 8,god & mammon10 b 8mammon & ,god40 ,! s]vice ( mammon--e k9d ( vanity--is a h9drance to ! s]vice ( ,god4 ,peace1 solitude1 ev5 bor$om1 is a necess>y condition to ! s]vice ( ,god4 ,9 ,mosc[ religi\sly !y are ! mo/ savage ( p4 ,9 ,p>is--!y are /ill m savage4 #af7 ,!re is a k9d ( ,engli% toy call$ peep%[3 beh9d a little glass1 n[ "o ?+ is %[n1 n[ ano!r4 ,?is is ! way "o ought to %[ man--,hadji ,murad3 a husb&1 a fanatic1 etc4 #ag7 ,n long ago ,i exp]i5c$ a feel+1 n exactly a reason+1 b a feel+--t ev]y?+ t is mat]ial1 & ,i myself ) my own body1 is only my own imag9ation1 is ! creation ( my _s & t only my s\l exi/s4 ,x 0 a v joy\s feel+4 #ah7 444 does on ! o!r h& ! same ?+ t a false religi\s education does2 x accu/oms p to d5y _! reason4 #ai7 ,!re are two po9ts ( view ( ! _w3 #a7 ! _w is some?+ def9itely exi/+1 t is1 exi/+ 9 def9ite =ms1 & #b7 ! _w is some?+ cont9ually fl[+1 be+ =m$1 go+ t[>ds some?+4 ,9 ! fir/ po9t ( view1 ! life ( humanity also appe>s z some?+ def9ite1 consi/+ 9 ! peaceful use ( ! goods ( ! _w4 ,9 ?is po9t ( view--!re is a cont9u\s dissatisfaction1 & discont5t ) ! con/ruction ( ! _w4 ,x does n fulfil ! dem&s :i* are pres5t$4 ,9 ! second po9t ( view1 ! life ( humanity is conceiv$ z some?+ :i* 9 itself *anges & helps to ! *ange & ! atta9m5t ( ! ends ( ! _w4 ,& 9 ?is po9t ( view !re is no dissatisfaction or discont5tm5t ) ! con/ruction ( ! _w4 ,& if !re is discont5t1 x is only ) "o's self1 = "o's insuffici5t h>mony to ! movem5t ( ! _w & 9 n help+ ?is movem5t4 7,uncle>47 #bj7 ,adm9i/rative ambition & gre$ ( mis]s are !re=e allur+1 because !y are v simple4 ,= e o!r end ( life "o has to reflect mu*1 to ?9k1 & (t5 y d n see ! results cle>ly4 ,& "h x is s simple3 :]e !re 0 "o decoration !re w be two3 :]e !re 0 "o million !re w be two1 etc4 #ba7 ,i spoke to ,evg5ie ,ivanovi* & said to him t ,i envy 8 fre$om2 b he said to me t ?+s are v difficult = him j on acc\nt ( ?is fre$om & ev5 on acc\nt ( ! au?ority & ! responsibility :i* is connect$ ) x4 ,s t x only seems to me1 t "s "o is bett] (f & t ano!r is worse1 z ! /rong man to ! weak1 ! heal?y to ! sick1 ! ri* to ! poor4 ,& x became sudd5ly cle> to me t all ! diff]5ces 9 our conditions 9 ! _w are z no?+ comp>$ ) our inn] conditions4 ,x is j ! same1 z x w\ld be a matt] ( indiff]5ce if a man fell f a boat into ! ,azov ,sea1 ! ,black1 ! ,m$it]ranean or into ! ocean1 9 comp>ison ) :e!r he 0 able to swim or n4 #bb7 ,i spoke ) ,p ab\t ! woman "q4 ,!re is no woman "q4 ,!re is ! "q ( fre$om ( equality = all human be+s4 ,! woman "q is only qu>rel hunt+4 #bc7 ,! m "o is guilty be=e 8 own consci5ce1 ?\gh hidd51 ! m will+ly & involunt>ily he seeks ! guilt ( o!rs & especially ^? be=e :om he _h be5 guilty4 #bd7 ,z soon z y g away into ! pa/ or ! future1 y g away f ,god & !n y imm$iately become lonely1 des]t$1 unfree4 #be7 ,i began to ?9k ab\t myself1 ab\t my own hurts & my own future life--& ,i came to my s5ses4 ,& x 0 s natural to say to myself3 & y1 :at bus9ess is ,leo ,ni*olaievi* 7,tol/oi7 ( y\rs8 ,& ,i felt bett]4 ,?us !re is ! "o :o is h9d]$ by ! base1 /upid1 va91 s5sual1 ,leo ,ni*olaievi*4 #bf7 ,z soon z y beg9 to ?9k ( ! future1 y beg9 to guess4 ,if ! pati5ce comes out1 !n ?is w happ54 ,b ?is is madness6 ,& x is b\nd to come1 because to ?9k ( ! future is ! beg9n+ ( madness4 ,i h f9i%$ ev]y?+4 ,x is n[ pa/ "o1 ! #ba/4 ,m>* #bb4 ,mosc[4 ,if ,i live4 ,april #ab4 ,mosc[4 ,among ! ev5ts dur+ ?is "t 0 ! arrival ( ! ,dukhobors1#cjj ! c>es = _! emigration1 ! dea? ( ,bra%n94#cja ,occupations3 ,c>?ago del5da e/#cjb & ,hadji ,murad4 ,work$ r little4 ,! spiritual /ate r good4 ,visitors--mo/ ( !m peasants1 "y1 good ones4 ,s9ce ye/]day h be5 9 a v depress$ mood4 ,i am n surr5d]+1 ,i d n disclose myself to any "o1 b to ,god4 ,i ?9k t is v important4 ,x is important to keep sil5t & to suff] a ?+ ?r\gh4 ,o!rwise ! suff]+ w g ov] to o!rs & w make !m suff]1 b "h x w burn itself d[n 9 y\rself4 ,t is ! mo/ preci\s ( all4 ,?is ?\ght helps v mu*1 t 9 ?is lies my task1 9 ?is is my opportunity to elevate myself1 to approa* p]fection some:at4 ,come & dwell )9 me s t my bas5ess w be /ifl$4 ,awake 9 me4 ,i want to cry all ! "t4 ,?\ght & not$3 #a7 ,i f\nd jott$ d[n3 8,e victory ov] ! enemy is an enl>gem5t ( "o's own /r5g?40 ,i ought to rememb] t n[ especially4 ,!re is a /ruggle go+ on betwe5 my spiritual & animal self1 & all t ,i ga9 = ! =m]1 by all ?is w ,i weak5 ! latt]4 ,i c>ry ov] f "o scale ( ! weights to ano!r4 ,if ,i fall into temptation1 x means a roll+ d[n ! road to evil2 if ,i resi/1 x is ! beg9n+ ( a roll+ on a new road t[>ds ! good4 #b7 ,x is a/oni%+ h[ we get accu/om$ to ! illusion ( "o's own individuality1 sep>at5ess f ! _w4 ,we see1 we feel--t life compels u e m9ute to feel our union & dep5d5ce on ! _w1 makes u feel our incomplet5ess2 & we nev]!less believe t we ourselves1 our v selves1 is some?+ 9 ! "n ( :i* we c live4 ,h[ev]1 :5 y und]/& ?is illusion cle>ly1 !n y are surpris$1 h[ y c\ld n h se5 t y are n a piece ( a :ole1 b a manife/ation 9 "t & space1 ( some?+ timeless & inf9ite4 ,wom5 h always recognis$ ! p[] ( m5 ov] !m4 ,& x c\ld n h be5 o!rwise 9 an un*ri/ian _w4 ,m5 are ! /rong] & m5 h rul$4 ,x 0 ! same 9 all ! worlds 7) ! exception ( ! d\btful ,amazons & ! law ( mat]nity71 & x is ! same n[ among 4#jiii ( mank9d4 ,b ,*ri/ianity has appe>$ & has recognis$ p]fection n 9 /r5g? b 9 love1 & by ?is all ! subject$1 ! captive1 ! slaves & ! wom5 h be5 fre$4 ,b t ! fre$om ( slaves & wom5 be n a calamity1 x is necess>y t ! fre$ be ,*ri/ians1 i4e41 t !y affirm _! life 9 ! s]vice ( ,god & p1 & n 9 ! s]vice ( !mselves4 ,slaves & wom5 are n ,*ri/ians1 & nev]!less !y are fre$4 ,& !y are t]rible4 ,!y act z ! ma9-spr+ ( all ! calamities ( ! _w4 ,:at mu/ be done8 ,br+ slaves & wom5 back aga9 into slav]y8 ,t is impossible to d1 because !re is no "o :o w d x3 ,*ri/ians _c subject4 ,& non-,*ri/ians w no long] surr5d] !mselves into slav]y1 b w fight4 ,!y w fight among !mselves & "o or ! o!r w subject & hold ! ,*ri/ians 9 slav]y4 ,:at mu/ be done8 ,"o ?+ mu/ be done3 attract p to ,*ri/ianity1 turn !m into ,*ri/ians4 ,x is possible to d ?is only by fulfill+ 9 life ! law ( ,*ri/4 ,help me1 ,"l4 ,help me4 ,come into me1 awake 9 me4 ,apr4 #ac4 ,mosc[4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day ,april #bg4 ,gr9evka4#cjc ,! #crd day "h4 ,i am all "r4 ,a little indispos$4444 ,! latt] days 9 ,mosc[ ,i sp5t f9i%+ ,c>?ago del5da e/4 ,i am afraid ,i h n f9i%$ x1 & t x is /ill be=e me4 ,/ill ,i did q a lot4 ,"h ,i h n work$ at all4 ,! mis]y ( ! fam9e is by f> n z great z x 0 9 #ahia4 ,!re are s _m lies 9 all ! affairs among ! upp] classes1 ev]y?+ is s tangl$ up ) lies t x is nev] possible to answ] any "q1 simply--= in/ance1 is !re a fam9e8 ,i am go+ to try to di/ribute z well z ,i c ! money :i* has be5 contribut$4 ,ye/]day !re 0 a conv]sation ab\t ! same ?+3 ,is exclusive love good8 ,! rsum is ?is3 a moral man w look on exclusive love1--x is all ! same :e!r he be m>ri$ or s+le--z on evil & w fight x2 ! man1 :o is little moral1 w consid] x good & w enc\rage x4 ,an entirely unmoral man does n ev5 und]/& x & makes fun ( x4 ,! ,russkia ,vi$omo/i 0 susp5d$ because ( ! ,dukhobors & ( me2 t is too bad & ,i am griev$4#cjd #a7 ,! prov]b3 = a good son y d n h to make a =tune1 = a bad "o1 d n leave "o4 #b7 ,i h made ! foll[+ note3 8,god doesn't "k :5 ! awak5+ ( p w take place40 ,?is is :at x means3 ,i ?9k t ! life ( humanity consi/s 9 a great] & great] awak5+1 9 an enlight5+4 ,& ?is awak5+1 ?is enlight5+1 w be done by p !mselves 7by ,god 9 p74 ,& 9 ?is is life1 9 ?is is ! good1 & !re=e ?is life & ?is good _c be tak5 away f p4 #c7 ,my awak5+ consi/$ 9 ?is1 t ,i d\bt$ ! reality ( ! mat]ial _w4 ,x lo/ all mean+ to me4 ,to-morr[ ,apr4 #bh4 ,gr9evka4 ,if ,i live1 ,i'll f9i%4 ,to-day ,apr4 #bi4 ,morn+4 ,gr9evka4 ,felt great weakness4 ,am bett] s9ce ye/]day4 ,b unable to write any?+4 ,w5t to ,lopa%9o1#cje took notes4#cjf ,read ,boccaccio--x is ! beg9n+ ( ! ma/]-class1 immoral art4 ,no lett]s4 ,s]ezha 0 "h4#cjg ,i cont9ue4 ,?\ght3 #a7 ,y look deeply into ! life ( man1 especially ( wom51--& y see f :at _w po9t ( view _! acts fl[1 & y see1 pr9cipally1 h[ inevitably all argum5t aga9/ ?is _w po9t ( view recoils & y _c imag9e h[ ?is _w po9t ( view w be *ang$--9 ! same way z h[ a piece ( a date-/one has gr[n ?r\gh a date4 ,b !re are conditions :5 a *ange is produc$ & accompli%$ f )94 ,live man c always be born1 f se$s !re are spr\ts4 #b7 ,i look into ! future1 & ask3 7 ,i to act z ,i ought to1 w\ld ev]y?+ !n be all "r1 w\ld all ob/acles !n be de/roy$8 ,?is "q is pleonism4 ,! "q is ?is1 :e!r1 7 ,i to act 9 a realm :]e !re 7 no ob/acles1 w\ld !re !n be any ob/acles8 #c7 ,x is rem>kable h[ we are )\t und]/&+ & )\t gratitude4 ,god arrang$ our life s1 t he =bade u all false pa?s1 t ev]y?+ drives u f ^! false1 h>mful pa?s1 impov]i%+ u to ru9ation1 & mak+ u suff]1 onto ! only free1 always joy\s pa? ( love--b we nev]!less d n g on ?is pa? & we compla9 t we suff] f ! attempts ( go+ on ! false1 ru9\s pa?s4 #d7 ,"o ( ! mo/ urg5t ne$s ( man1 equal ) & ev5 m urg5t ?an eat+1 dr9k+1 sex desire1 & ! exi/5ce ( :i* we (t5 =get1 is ! ne$ to manife/ oneself1 to "k t x is ,i :o h done a ?+4 ,v _m acts :i* are o!rwise inexplicable1 are expla9$ by ?is ne$4 ,"o ought to rememb] ?is bo? 9 _! br++ up1 & 9 deal+ ) m54 ,! ma9 ?+ is t "o has to try to make ?is an activity & n a boa/4 #e7 ,:y is x t *ildr5 & simple p are by su* an awful height high] ?an ! majority ( p8 ,because _! reason is n p]v]t$ by ! deception ( fai? or by temptations or by s9s4 ,no?+ /&s on _! road to p]fection1 :ile adults h s9 & temptation & deception on !irs4 ,! =m] h only to walk =w>d1 ! latt] mu/ /ruggle4 #f7 ,!y spoke ab\t love & fall+ 9 love1 & ,i made ! foll[+ conclusion = myself3 a moral man fights fall+ 9 love & exclusive love1 an unmoral man--condones x4 #g7 ,*ildr5 are selfi% )\t lies4 ,all ( life tea*es ! aimlessness1 ! ru9ation ( selfi%ness4 ,& !re=e old p atta9 unselfi%ness )\t lies4 ,^! are two extreme limits4 #h7 ,i began to consid] s\p-kit*5s & ! pur*ase ( fl\r1 & money1 & my s\l became s unclean & sad4 ,! realm ( money1 i4e41 e k9d ( use ( money1 is a s94 ,i took money & und]took to use x only s z to h a reason = go+ away f ,mosc[ & ,i act$ badly4 #i7 ,i ?\ght mu* ab\t ,! ,appeal1 ye/]day & to-day4 ,x became r cle> h[ a bad arrangem5t ( life results 9 religi\s deception4 ,if some?+ is uncle> 9 "o's m9d1 if life is disord]ly & y don't want any?+4444 7,someh[ ,i hav5't succe$$47 #aj7 ,9 my sleep ,i ?\ght to-day t ! %orte/ expression ( ! mean+ ( life is ?is3 ! _w moves1 p]fects itself2 ! task ( man is to take "p 9 ?is movem5t1 to submit himself to x & to help x4 ,my weakness /ill cont9ues4 ,i h writt5 ?is out v badly4 ,may #d4 ,gr9evka4 7,ev5+47 ,ye/]day !re 0 a :ole h\se full ( gue/s3 ,! ,tsurikovs1 ,mme4 ,il9sky1#cjh ,/akhovi*4 ,i h done no?+ dur+ ! day4 ,9 ! morn+ ,i wrote a lett] to ,*]tkov#cji & to ,s#caj & to /ill "s "o else4 ,! day be=e ye/]day ,i 0 9 ,sidorovo & at ,s]ezha's4#caa ,9 ! morn+ ,i read ,*]tkov's article4#cab ,x is v good4 ,! #a/ ( ,may1 ,l9d5b]g#cac 0 "h & a tea*]#cad & !y w5t to ,kam5ka4 ,on ! #cj?1 ,i w5t to ,gub>evka4 ,:at hurts me1 is t ,i seem to h lo/ entirely ! capacity = writ+4 ,to my %ame ,i am indiff]5t4 ,latt]ly 9 my sleep1 ,i ?\ght ke5ly ab\t ! contra/ betwe5 ! cru%$ p & ! cru%]s1 b did n write x out4 ,to-day1 yes & 9 ! prec$+ days1 x seem$ to me t ,hadji ,murad became cle>1 b ,i c\ld n write x4 ,x is true !y int]f]$4 ,?\ght3 #a7 ,j z an a?lete foll[s ! gr[? ( 8 muscles1 s y ought to foll[ ! gr[? ( love1 or at lea/ ! decrease ( evil & lies--& life w be full & joy\s4 #b7 ,ye/]day !re 0 a discussion ab\t ! old "q3 :at is bett]--to take "p 9 evil1 to endeav\r to dim9i% x 74447 or to keep away f x8 ,! et]nal objection is3--8,!re w be an>*y0--yes1 b n[ x is worse ?an an>*y3 inju/ice4--8,:at1 !n1 if to beg9 ev]y?+ f ! beg9n+2 ! /rong w aga9 (f5d ! weak40 ,yes1 ev]y?+ f ! beg9n+ aga91 b ) ?is diff]5ce1 t :ile n[ we cont9ue ! cruelty & inju/ice :i* h be5 e/abli%$ 9 hea!n b>b>ic times1 we n[ live 9 ! light ( ,*ri/ianity & ! cruelty & inju/ice w n be ! same cruelty & inju/ice4444 7,x isn't q all "r1 b x 047 #c7 ,i look ab\t me & ! l9es :i* ,i see ,i =ce into t =m :i* lives 9 my imag9ation4 ,i see :ite on ! horizon & involunt>ily ,i give ?is :ite ! =m ( a *ur*4 ,is x n 9 ?is way t ev]y?+ we see 9 ?is _w takes on ! =m :i* already lives 9 our imag9ation 7consci\sness71 :i* we c>ri$ ov] f our =m] life8 7,an idea47 ,exquisite wea!r4 ,fri5dly1 hot ,spr+4 ,i am at peace & am well4 ,may #e4 ,gr9evka4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day ,may #i4 ,gr9evka4 ,dur+ ^! days we _h visitors3 ,ma%a1 ,v>ia4 ,i g e day some:]e to op5 a s\p-kit*54 ,i am n writ+ at all4 ,i feel weak4 ,ye/]day !re 0 a ra9 /orm4 ,i w5t to ,bobrika4 ,to-day ,i w5t to ,ni*olskoe4 ,i w5t to ,gub>evka & return+ ?r\gh ! wood1 ?\ght4444 ,i don't feel l writ+1 lat] ,i %all write out two ?\ghts1 v important ones3 #a7 ,"o1 t ,i _c put be=e me1 t :i* tortur$ me be=e3 my de/ruction4 #b7 ,t ! o!r life beg9s to attract me1 only ! process ( gett+ !re is t]rible4 ,if only ,i c\ld arrive safely1 ev]y?+ !re w be all "r2 #c7 ,to-day ,i ?\ght t ! object ( fai? is only "o--,god4 ,?is ,i mu/ write out1 expla94 ,to-day ,i am 9 a v weak /ate4 ,may #aj4 ,gr9evka4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day ,may #aa4 ,gr9evka4 ,ye/]day ,i wrote a little on ,! ,appeal4#cae ,!n ,i w5t to ,mikhail's ,=d4 ,saw ,/rakhov 9 my sleep1#caf :o said to me t ,i %\ld write out cle>ly1 = ! pla9 man1 :at ,god is4 8,y ought to write x1 ,leo ,ni*olaievi*10 7,tol/oi47 ,to-day my /oma* a*$ a little4 ,i didn't d9e & wrote mu* on ,! ,appeal4 ,x seems to be tak+ =m4 ,i am feel+ fre% 9 ! head1 a ?+ ,i hav5't felt = a long "t4 ,?anks to my gymna/ic ex]cises1 ,i h become conv9c$ = ! fir/ "t1 t ,i am old & weak & ,i mu/ /op physical ex]cise entirely4 ,?is is ev5 pleasant4 ,i =got = a mom5t1 my rule1 n to expect any?+ f o!rs1 b to d :at "o ought to d oneself be=e ,god1--& !re arose 9 me an evil feel+4444 ,b ,i rememb]$1 ask$ 9 good fai? :at 0 necess>y & ,i felt bett]4 #a7 ,!re is "o object ( fai?--,god1 ,he :o s5t me4 ,he :o s5t me1 ,he :o is ev]y?+ ( :i* ,i feel myself to be a "p4 ,?is fai? is indisp5sable & satisfy+4 ,if y h ?is fai? !n !re is no room = any o!r4 ,ev]y?+ else is tru/ & n fai?4 ,y c only h fai? 9 t :i* und\bt$ly is1 b :i* we _c embrace ) our reason4 #b7 ,ye/]day ,i ?\ght t ! =m ( ?9k+--categories--are n sev5 b f\r3 cause1 matt]1 space1 "t4 ,b only "o3 movem5t1 encloses ev]y?+ 9 itself4 ,movem5t is a *ange ( place1 !re=e !re is space2 *ange ( place c be swift] & sl[]1 !re=e !re is "t2 & a prec$+ movem5t is a cause1 a foll[+ "o1 an effect2 t :i* is displac$ is matt]4 ,ev]y?+ is movem5t4 ,man himself moves incessantly & !re=e ev]y?+ expla9s itself to him by movem5t alone4 #c7 ,! mo/ h>mful effect ( an evil act is t :5 a man accompli%es x he frees himself f ! dem&s ( 8 consci5ce4 8,we eat animals1 !re=e :y n hunt80--444 & s y h no ne$ to /& on c]emony 444 etc4 #d7 ,a /range ?\ght came to me4 ,our :ole life is 9 ?is1 t we consid] ourselves a sep>ate unit1 an individual1 a man4 ,b besides ?is be+ specialis$1 individualis$1 f all o!rs1 *emi/ry discloses = u entirely diff]5t sep>ate units1 acids1 nitrog51 etc4 ,!y are sep>ate & !re=e !y h life4 7,nons5se47 ,may #ab4 ,gr9evka4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day ,may #ae4 ,morn+4 ,gr9evka4 ,)9 ^! two days ,i w5t to ,mts5sk1#cag ,kukuevka1 & ye/]day to ,batyevo4#cah ,wrote ,hadji ,murad unwill+ly4 ,i h ex]cis$ aga94#cai ,x is /upid1 almo/ an insanity4 ,wrote a poor lett] to ,po%a4 ,i am pleas$ ) e "o "h4 ,j n[ ,i h r]ead ?is j\rnal & x did n leave me v dissatisfi$4 ,oh1 if ,i w\ld only rememb] m my transitory1 subs]vi5t condition "h6 ,h made no entries4 ,my heal? w\ld be good if my back w]5't a*+4 ,began to write lett]s4 ,n succe$+4 ,"o mu/ wait peacefully & live be=e ,god4 ,may #af4 ,gr9evka4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day ,may #ai4 ,gr9evka4 ,sonya 0 "h4 ,%e arriv$ ! #ag?4 ,?is morn+ %e w5t away4 ,i h be5 try+ to write ^! two days4 ,c't d any?+4 ,an exceptional weakness & pa9 9 my sp9al column4 ,to-day ,may #bj4 ,ev5+4 ,gr9evka4 ,?is morn+ ,i wrote r mu* on ,! ,appeal4 ,9 ! ev5+ ,i wrote #ac lett]s4 ,w5t n[h]e4 ,my back is bett]4 ,! ma9 ?+1 is t my bra9 is work+ & ,i am happy4 ,receiv$ #ejj r\bles1 & #ajjj r\bles are ly+ 9 ,*]ni4#cbj ,i am n go+ to write any m1 al?\gh ,i h _m notes4 ,to-day ,may #bg4 ,gr9evka4 ,9 ! morn+4 ,dur+ ?is "t ,i wrote ,! ,appeal & f9i%$ ! article on ! condition ( ! p4#cba ,j n[ ,i am writ+ to write out my notes--!re is mu* t has to be writt5 out--t ev]y?+ :i* is said 9 ,paul 7,cor9?ians xiii7 ab\t love has to be said1 & ev5 m--ab\t ! r5unciation ( oneself4 ,x is impossible to lay up love )9 oneself--b ! r5unciation ( oneself is possible4 ,x suffices to r5\nce oneself & love w arise4 ,i ?\ght ?is1 because j n[ 9 ! morn+1 ,i began to rememb] all ! difficulties :i* might arise f ! di/ribution ( ! contributions1 ab\t ev]y?+ :i* _h to be done = ! ,dukhobors1 = my own writ+1 & ( :i* ,i _h done no?+1 & ab\t all my weaknesses1 errors1 ab\t my joyless life ) ! *ildr51 & su* z ,i _h n want$ x to be1 & my lack ( consequ5ce--& x suffic$ only to negate myself1 my own desires1 & imm$iately all wrong pass$ away1 bo? ( ! pa/ & ! future1 & "o ?+ rema9$1 ! ne$ ( s]vice 9 ! pres5t4 ,h[ "t vani%es rem>kably 9 ! consci\sness ( "o's mission4 ,to-day1 ,i ?9k1 ,june #ab4 ,yasnaya ,polyana4 ,i w5t ) ,sonya 7my daught]-9-law7#cbb to ! ,tsurikovs1 ,aphremovs1 & ! ,levitskys4#cbc ,i h a v pleasant impression & fell 9 love ) _m2 b fell ill & did n d my "w & made a lot ( fuss bo? = ,levitsky & ! h\sehold4#cbd444 ,x is f\r days s9ce ,i arriv$ 9 ,yasnaya & ,i am recov]+ nicely4 ,wrote _m lett]s4 ,i receiv$ almo/ #d1jjj r\bles1 :i* ,i _c use ?is ye>4#cbe ,ma%a is "h ) h] husb& & ,iliu%a4 ,! ,we/]lunds 7 "h4#cbf444 ,to-day1 entirely unexpect$ly1 ,i began to f9i% ,s]gius4#cbg ,no news f ,engl&4#cbh ,i h made _m notes4 #a7 ,i _c rememb] n[ :at & h[ ,i ?\ght x3 ?is is ! note3 8,y are (t5 too /rict ) p1 & he1 poor man1 is good = no?+40 #b7 ,al?\gh ,i not$ x be=e1 ,i c't help b repeat3 444 #c7 444 #d7 ,! life ( ! _w is "o1 i4e41 9 ! s5se t x is impossible to apply ! conception ( numb] to x4 ,plurality comes only f ! p>titions ( consci\sness4 ,= a univ]sal consci\sness !re is no numb]1 no plurality4 #e7 ,non-resi/ance to evil is important n !re=e only1 because a man has to act s = himself1 = atta9+ ! p]fection ( love1 b also because only non-resi/ance alone /ops evil1 localises x 9 itself1 neutralises x1 does n p]mit x to g f>!r1 z x inevitably does1 l ! transmission ( movem5t to ela/ic balls1 if !re be no =ce :i* w\ld absorb x4 ,active ,*ri/ianity is n 9 do+1 creat+ ,*ri/ianity1 b 9 absorb+ evil4 ,i feel v mu* l writ+ out ! /ory1 ,! ,c\pon4#cbi #f7 ,dea? is ! cross+-ov] f "o consci\sness to ano!r1 f "o image ( ! _w to ano!r4 ,x is z if y g ov] f "o sc5e ) its sc5]y to ano!r4 ,at ! mom5t ( cross+ ov]1 x is evid5t t t :at we consid] real1 is only an image1 because we are go+ ov] f "o image into ano!r4 ,at ! mom5t ( ?is cross+-ov]1 !re becomes evid5t1 or at lea/ "o feels1 ! mo/ actual reality4 ,because ( ?is1 ! mom5t ( dea? is important & de>4 #g7 ,= a univ]sal consci\sness1 = ,god1 matt] does n exi/4 ,matt] is only = be+s1 sep>at$ "o f ano!r4 ,! limits ( sep>at5ess is t :i* we call matt]1 9 all its inf9ite =ms4 #h7 ,x is impossible to rememb] suffici5tly t ! life ( all be+s is cont9u\s movem5t4 ,almo/ all our mis]y comes f ! fact t we d n "k ?is or =get ?is4 ,& imag9+ t we d n g =w>d1 b t we /& /ill1 we grasp ! be+s mov+ alongside ( u--"s go+ fa/]1 "s go+ sl[] ?an we--we grasp !m & hold on z long z ! =ce ( ! movem5t does n te> u away4 ,& we suff]4 #i7 ,we are all roll+ d[n a slope1 go+ d[n l[] & l[] to ! pla94 ,e attempt to hold to "o's place1 only makes ! fall bigg]1 ! m y hold on4 #aj7 ,we are s5t to cross ?is slop+ pa?1 c>ry+ across x t light :i* is entru/$ to u4 ,& all t we c d--is to help ea* o!r on ! road to c>ry ?is light2 b we hold back1 pu%+ ea* o!r d[n1 ext+ui%+ our light & t ( ! o!rs4 7,x isn't good1 n :at ,i want$ to say47 #aa7 ,i "k1 t :5 p yawn 9 front ( me1 ,i c become infect$1 & !re=e ,i say to myself3 ,i don't want to yawn & ,i won't4 ,i h le>n$ to d ?is z to yawn+1 b ,i am only beg9n+ to le>n ?is z to ang]4 #ab7 ,! sight depresses me /rangely 444 ( ^? own+ ! l& & compell+ ! p to "w4 ,h[ my consci5ce is /ruck4 ,& ?is is n some?+ reason$1 b a v /rong feel+4 ,0 ,i wrong 9 n giv+ my l& to ! peasants8 ,i don't "k4 #ac7 ,lieskov made use ( my !me & badly4#ccj ,i _h an exquisite ?\ght--?ree problems3 ,:at 0 ! mo/ important "t8 :at man8 & :at act8 ,! "t is ! imm$iate1 ?is m9ute2 ! man--he ) :om y h imm$iate bus9ess2 ! act1 to save y\r s\l1 i4e41 to d ! act ( love4#cca #ad7 ,x is impossible to save humanity f t deception 9 :i* x is caught4444 ,only a religi\s feel+ c give ! c\nt]/roke & conqu]4 ,june #ac4 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,june #ad4 ,y4 ,p4 ,ev5+4 ,bo? days ,i wrote ,fa!r ,s]gius4 ,x is com+ out well4 ,wrote lett]s4 ,to-day !re 0 a *ri/5+4#ccb ,i /ill _c be fully good4444 ,x is difficult1 b ,i d n despair4 ,to-day ,june #bb4 ,y4 ,p4 ,on ! #af? ,i fell v ill4#ccc ,i nev] _h felt s weak & s ne> dea?4 ,i am a%am$ to h made use ( ! c>e :i* !y gave me4 ,i c\ld d no?+4 ,i only read & made "s notes4 ,to-day ,i am a great deal bett]4 ,ukhtomsky#ccd 0 pleas$ ) my article1#cce b nev]!less he refus$ to pr9t x4 ,i telegraph$ to ,m5%ikov t he %\ld try ! ,vie/nik ,evropa & ! ,russki ,trud4#ccf ,i am afraid ,i am go+ to become tiresome4 ,! y\? h be5 driv5 away4 ,= !y h =bidd5 t ! fl\r t 0 b\ght be sold4#ccg 444 ,receiv$ a lett] f ,*]tkov1 a good "o4 ,! ,diet]i*s arriv$4#cch ,de> ,dunaev 0 "h4 ,!y talk$ ab\t ! great riot ( ! factory work]s4 ,i %all f9i% lat]4 ,to-day ,june #bh4 ,y4 ,p4 ,ev5+4 ,i am only n[ recov]$1 & am exp]i5c+ ! joy ( convalesc5ce4 ,i feel nature v vividly1 ke5ly1 & h a great cl>ity ( ?\ght4 ,i wrote a little on ,! ,appeal4 ,to-day ,i wrote ,fa!r ,s]gius & bo? are good4 ,wrote _m lett]s ye/]day4 ,all t ,i receiv$ ye/]day 7 unpleasant3 f ,n1 b pr9cipally f ,gali1 ) ! news t !y h all qu>rell$4#cci ,po%a is go+ to ,switz]l& & ,b\lang] to ,bulg>ia4 ,tania w5t to ,ma%a's4444 ,!re is only "o ?+2 "o real ?+ t has be5 giv5 u3 to live lov+ly ) "o's bro!rs1 ) e "o4 ,"o mu/ r5\nce oneself4 ,i wrote t to my fri5ds & ,i am go+ to be /rict ) myself4 ,"h is :at ,i h writt5 d[n4444 ,i h j read up to ?is po9t1 :]e ev]y?+ t is difficult c be made to vani% :5 y ?r[ (f ! illusion ( a p]sonal life1 :5 y recognise y\r mission 9 ! s]vice to ,god1 & t x w\ld be good to exp]i5ce ?is 9 physical suff]+1 :e!r x w /& physical suff]+4 ,& "h 0 a *ance to exp]i5ce x & ,i =got & did n exp]i5ce x4 ,x is too bad4 ,b ! next "t4 ,h writt5 d[n3 #a7 ,paul ,adam#cdj gives ! peasants a cruel *>act]i/ic1 especially ! work+ m53 !y are vulg>1 selfi%1 slaves1 fanatics--p]haps all ?is is j1 b ! "o ?+1 t !y c live )\t u & we _c live )\t !m1 wipes out ev]y?+4 ,& !re=e x is n = u to judge4 7,some?+ is wrong "h47 #b7 ,x is especially disagreeable = me :5 p :o h liv$ little & ?\ght little1 d n believe me1 & n und]/&+ me1 argue ) me ab\t moral problems4 ,x w\ld be ! same = :i* a vet]9>y surgeon w\ld be hurt1 if p :o 7 n famili> ) 8 art 7 to argue ) him4 ,! diff]5ce is only 9 ?is1 t ! art ( ! vet]9>y1 ! cook1 ! samov>-mak] or any k9d ( art or sci5ce1 is recognis$ z an art or a sci5ce :]e only ^? p are compet5t :o h /udi$ t realm2 9 ! matt] ( morality e "o consid]s himself compet5t1 because e "o has to ju/ify 8 life4 ,b life is ju/ifi$ only by !ories ( morality4 ,& e "o makes !m = himself4 #c7 ,i h (t5 ?\ght ab\t fall+ 9 love1 ab\t ! good1 ideal fall+ 9 love1 :i* is exclusive ( e s5suality1 & ,i _c f9d ei!r place or mean+ = x4 ,b its place & mean+ is v cle> & def9ite3 x is to light5 ! /ruggle betwe5 sex desire & *a/ity4 ,fall+ 9 love ought to be = a "y man :o _c keep to full *a/ity be=e m>riage1 & to release ! "y m5 9 ! mo/ critical ye>s1 f #af to #bj or m1 f ! tortur+ /ruggle4 ,"h is ! place = fall+ 9 love4 ,b :5 x breaks out 9 ! life ( p aft] m>riage1 x is out ( place & disgu/+4 #d7 ,i am (t5 ask$ = advice z to ! problem ( own+ l&4 ,x is my old cu/om to answ]3 t x is unsuitable = me to answ] su* problems1 j z x w\ld be unsuitable = me to answ] ! problem h[ to make use ( ! own]%ip or ! lab\r or ! r5t ( a bond$ s]f4 #e7 ,p :o /& on a l[] moral plane or religi\s _w po9t ( view _c und]/& p /&+ on a high] plane4 ,b t !re %\ld be a possibility ( union betwe5 !m1 !re has be5 giv5 to p /&+ on a l[] plane ! in/9ct = ! good & a respect = ?is good4 ,if !re is n ?is in/9ct & respect1 !n x is v bad4 ,b 9 our society1 among s-call$ educat$ p1 ?is is gett+ to be less & less4 ,to-day ,june #cj4 ,y4 ,p4 ,i am /ill ill1 & v weak4 ,b ,i ?9k ,i am improv+1 & my spiritual /ate is good4 ,! day be=e ye/]day ,i receiv$ a lett] ab\t ! qu>rel 9 ,engl&4#cda ,i wrote to !m4 ,x is v sad & v in/ructive4 ,ye/]day ,i receiv$ a lett] f ,khilkov ) a lett] f ,miss ,pick>d ab\t ! ,dukhobors4#cdb ,i wrote lett]s to ,crosby1 & ,will>d#cdc & ,khilkov4 ,! affair ( ! ,dukhobors is important & big & evid5tly some?+ w come out ( x :i* is entirely diff]5t f :at we are prep>+1 b x is ,god's affair4 ,to-day ,mme4 ,ann5kov arriv$4 ,m5%ikov telegraph$ t ,gaideburov#cdd w pr9t ) omissions4 ,dur+ ^! days ,i wrote ,s]gius--x isn't good4 ,i am go+ to cont9ue to write out ! =m]3 #f7 444 #g7 ,a man is a be+ sep>at$ f all o!rs1 :o feels 8 limits4 ,among ! numb] ( g5]al limits by :i* he sep>ates himself f o!r be+s1 are 8 limits :i* are 9 common ) t be+ incompreh5sible to him--! e>?4 ,dea? is ! de/ruction ( all ! v>i\s common limits ) o!r be+s & always ( ! common limit ( ! be+ ( ! e>?--a fusion ) e>?4 ,e sickness1 w\nd1 old age1 is a de/ruction ( ^! limits4 #h7 ,! "w ( life is to love4 ,x is impossible to love expressly ^? p unwor?y ( love2 b x is possible n to love--to behave well1 9 a good way1 t[>d su* p 9 e giv5 mom5t4 #i7 ,i rememb]$ ke5ly :at a matt] ( enorm\s importance 0 complete tru?fulness 9 e detail1 9 ev]y?+1 ! avoidance ( all out] false =ms4 ,& ,i decid$ to keep to ?is4 ,x is nev] too late to m5d4#cde #aj7 ,! m9i/] said to ! murd]]3 8,oh bro!r1 don't worry4 ,god has p>don$ ev5 great] s9n]s4 ,b :o are y8 ,don't lose he>t4 ,pray40 ,! murd]] bur/ into te>s4 #aa7 ,h[ great & /able seem$ ! happ9ess ( ! ,am]ican p1 & h[ un/able x prov$ to be1 l all happ9ess n f\nd$ on life1 accord+ to ! law ( ,*ri/4 ,! ,spani%-,am]ican ,w>1 ,j+oism4 #ab7 ,i h (t5 pray$ 7almo/ )\t believ+1 to try out7 t ,god arrange my life z ,i wi%4 ,to-day ,i simply pray$ my cu/om>y morn+ pray] & r att5tively4 ,& aft] ?is pray]1 ,i recall$ my wi% & want$ to add a pray] ab\t ! fulfilm5t ( ?is wi%1 & tri$ to address ,god ab\t x4 ,& imm$iately ,i realis$ my mi/ake--t x w\ld be v mu* bett] if ev]y?+ 0 n accord+ to my w1 b accord+ to ,84 ,& )\t ! lea/ ef=t & ) joy ,i said3 8,yes1 let !re n be my w1 b ,?9e40 #ac7 ,a spiritual life means t y %\ld see ! connection betwe5 cause & effect 9 ! spiritual _w & t y be guid$ 9 life by ?is connection4 ,mat]iali/s d n see ?is connection & !re=e d n take x z a guide = _! acts1 b !y take z a guide = _! acts ! physical1 causal connection1 ! "o :i* is s complicat$ t we nev] fully "k x1 because e effect is an effect ( an effect2 b ! fundam5tal cause ( ev]y?+--is always spiritual4 7,n cle>ly express$1 b important74 #ad7 ,epictetus says ?is v ?+ :5 he reproa*es p = be+ v att5tive to ! ph5om5on ( ! out] _w--to t :i* is n 9 our p[] & be+ inatt5tive to ! ph5om5on ( ! inn]1 to t :i* is 9 our p[]4 #ae7 ,to _m x seems t if y exclude p]sonality f life & a love = x1 !n no?+ w rema94 ,x seems to !m t )\t p]sonality !re is no life4 ,b ?is only appe>s s to p :o h n exp]i5c$ self-r5unciation4 ,?r[ (f p]sonality f life1 r5\nce x1 & !n !re w rema9 t :i* makes ! ess5ce ( life--love4 #af7 7,= ,! ,appeal7 444 ,to-morr[1 ,july #a/4 ,if ,i live4 ,july #f4 ,y4 ,p4 ,am entirely well4 ,ye/]day ,i took leave ( ,dunaev & ,mme4 ,ann5kov1 :o 7 "h4 ,i live v badly4 ,i _c reconcile myself to ! w ( ,god4 ,to-day ,i ?\ght3 ,! life ( ,*ri/ is v important z an in/ance ( t impossibility ( man to see ! fruits ( 8 lab\rs4 ,& ! less s1 ! m important ! "w4 ,moses c\ld ent] into ! promis$ l& ) 8 p1 b ,*ri/ c\ld 9 no way see ! fruit ( 8 tea*+ ev5 if he _h liv$ up to n[4 ,?is is :at "o has to le>n4 ,b we want to d ! "w ( ,god & to receive human rew>d4 ,july #ag4 ,y4 ,p4 '#ih4 ,morn+4 ,!re 0 no?+ v special dur+ ^! #aa days4 ,i h decid$ to give my novels away1 ,resurrection & ,fa!r ,s]gius1 to be pr9t$ = ! ,dukhobors4#cdf ,s4 w5t to ,kiev4 ,an inn] /ruggle4 ,i believe little 9 ,god4 ,i d n rejoice at ! exam9ation1 b am burd5$ by x1 admitt+ 9 advance t ,i won't pass4 ,all la/ night ,i didn't sleep4 ,i rose e>ly & pray$ mu*4 ,to-day ! ,diet]i*s & ! ,gorbunovs arriv$4 ,x 0 pleasant ) !m4 ,took hold ( ,resurrection1 & 9 ! beg9n+ x w5t well1 b f ! mom5t :5 ,i became al>m$1 ^! two days1 ,i h be5 unable to d any?+4 ,i took a v nice walk4 ,i wrote a lett] to ,jrnefelt#cdg & prep>$ a po/script4 ,?is is ! only important ?+4 ,b ,i hav5't ! /r5g? to )/& ! cu/om>y temptation4#cdh ,come & dwell )9 u4 ,awake ! resurrection 9 me6 ,i h made _m notes4 ,i w h>dly h "t to write !m out n[4 #a7 ,brood+ leads to dreams1 dreams to passions1 passion to devils4 7,f ,love = ! ,good47#cdi #b7 ,! /hetic pleasure :i* y receive f ,nature is atta9able to all4 ,e "o is affect$ by x diff]5tly1 b x affects e "o4 ,art %\ld h ! same effect4 #c7 ,h[ difficult x is to really live = ,god alone4 ,y ?9k y are liv+ = ,god1 b z soon z life jolts y1 z soon z t support 9 life to :i* y are hold+ on1 fails y1 !n y feel t !re is no hold+ p[] 9 ,god & y fall4 #d7 ,= ,fa!r ,s]gius3 ,alone he is good1 ) p he falls4 #e7 ,:at an obvi\s error3 to live = worldly ends4 ,:5ev] ! purpose is n n>r[ly egoti/ic !n ?is purpose is n quickly atta9$ 9 life4 ,moses did n ent] ! promis$ l& & ,*ri/ despair$ ( ,8 lab\r3 8,:y ha/ ,?\ ab&on$ me80444 #f7 ,!re is no peace1 ei!r = him :o lives = worldly ends among p1 or = him :o lives = spiritual ends alone4 ,!re is peace only !n :5 a man lives = ! s]vice ( ,god among p4 ,to-day1 ,july #bj4 ,y4 ,p4 ,a lett] f ,s & f ,ma%a4 ,i /ill d n sleep1 b ?+s are settl+ !mselves 9 my s\l1 & z always1 suff]+ is ( b5efit4 ,ye/]day ,i w5t to ,ovsiannikovo1 spoke ) ,ivan ,ivanovi*4#cej ,ye/]day ,i work$ well on ,resurrection4 ,x is morn+ n[4 ,i am n cont9u+ to write out f ! notebooks1 b ,i am go+ to write out :at ,i--n be+ asleep--h j n[ be5 ?9k+2 x is an old b easily =gott5 ?+1 & an important "o :i* %\ld be also told to ,n ) :om !y talk$ la/ night4 ,namely3 #a7 ,life = oneself is a torture1 because y want to live = an illusion1 = t :i* does n exi/1 & x n only _c be happy1 b x _c be at all4 ,x is ! same z dress+ & fe$+ a %ad[4 ,life exi/s only outside ( oneself1 9 ! s]vice ( o!rs1 & n 9 ! s]vice ( "o's ne> ones1 belov$ ones--t is aga9 = oneself--b 9 ! s]vice ( ^? :om we d n love1 & bett] /ill1 9 ! s]vice ( enemies4 ,help1 ,fa!r4 ,! t]rible error is t "o confuses sex-love1 love = *ildr51 = fri5ds1 ) love ( p ?r\gh ,god1 ( p to :om y are indiff]5t1 & /ill m ( enemies1 t is1 ( err+ p4 ,aug4 #c4 ,pirogovo4 ,aga9 ev]y?+ is 9 ! old way1 aga9 my life is horrid4 ,i h liv$ ?r\gh v mu*2 ,i hav5't pass$ ! exam9ation4 ,b ,i d n despair & ,i want a re-exam9ation4 ,i pass$ ! exam9ation exceptionally badly1 because ,i _h ! int5tion ( go+ ov] to ano!r in/itution4 ,x is j ^! ?\ghts "o mu/ ?r[ away1 !n "o w le>n bett]4 ,dur+ ?is "t ,sonya return$ & de> ,tania ,kuzm9sky 0 "h4 ,! "w on ,resurrection goes v badly1 al?\gh x seems to me ,i h ?\ght x out mu* bett]4 ,! #crd day 9 ,pirogovo4 ,uncle ,s]ezha#cea is n z good z he 0 be=e3 he is n 9 ! mood4 ,m>ia ,ni*olaievna4#ceb ,= two days no?+ has come into my head4 ,dur+ ?is "t !re 0 al>m+ news ab\t ! condition ( ! ,dukhobors#cec & t ,mme4 ,m4 ,n4 ,ro/ovtzev 0 put 9 prison4#ced ,= a long "t !re has be5 no lett] f ,*]tkov4 ,p]haps !y int]cept !m4#cee ,am go+ to cont9ue to write out t :i* ,i _h n writt5 out3 #a7 444 #b7 ,!re are two me?ods ( human activity--& accord+ to :i* "o ( ^! two k9ds ( activity p ma9ly foll[1 are !re two k9ds ( p3 "o use _! reason to le>n :at is good & :at is bad & !y act accord+ to ?is k2 ! o!r act z !y want to & !n !y use _! reason to prove t t :i* !y did 0 good & t :i* !y didn't d 0 bad4 #c7 ,x is absolutely cle> t x is mu* m pr(itable to d ev]y?+ 9 common1 b ! reason+ ab\t ?is is insuffici5t4 ,if ! reason+ 7 suffici5t !n x w\ld h happ5$ long ago4 ,! fact t x is se5 among ,capitali/s is unable to conv9ce p to live 9 common4 ,besides ! reason+ t ?is is pr(itable1 x is necess>y t ! he>t be ready to live l t 7t ! _w po9t ( view %\ld be su* t x w\ld h>monise ) ! indications ( ! reason71 b ?is is n s & w n be s until ! desires ( ! he>t are *ang$1 i4e41 ! _w po9t ( view ( p4 #d7 ,ev5 if t :i* ,m>x pr$ict$ %\ld happ51 !n ! only ?+ t w happ51 is t despotism w be pass$ on4 ,n[ ! capitali/s rule1 b !n ! directors ( ! work+ p w rule4 #e7 ,! mi/ake ( ! ,m>xi/s 7& n only !y1 b ! :ole mat]iali/ic s*ool7 lies 9 ! fact t !y d n see t ! life ( humanity is mov$ by ! gr[? ( consci\sness1 by ! movem5t ( religion1 by an und]/&+ ( life becom+ m & m cle>1 g5]al1 meet+ all problems & n by an economic cause4 #f7 ,! mo/ un?\ght ?+1 ! error1 ( ! !ory ( ,m>x is 9 ! supposition t capital w pass f ! h&s ( private p into ! h&s ( ! gov]nm5t1 & f ! gov]nm5t1 repres5t+ ! p1 into ! h&s ( ! work]s4444 #g7 ,!re is no?+ t s(t5s ! he>t s mu* z ! consci\sness ( "o's guilt1 & no?+ h>d5s x s mu* z ! consci\sness ( "o's "r4 #h7 ,work+ p are s 444 t x seems to !m !y h no outlet4 ,salvation lies 9 tru?1 9 prea*+ & pr(ess+ x4 #i7 ,!y prove ! law ( ! cons]vation ( en]gy2 b en]gy is no?+ else ?an an ab/ract notion1 j ! same z matt]4 ,b an ab/ract notion is always equal to itself4 ,9 fact1 ?is is no?+ else ?an z if we 7 to beg9 to prove t ! law ( gravitation1 not)/&+ seem+ dep>tures1 exi/s un*ang+ly 9 ev]y?+4 7,uncle> & p]haps untrue47 #aj7 ,! belief 9 miracles has = its basis ! consci\sness t our _w j z x is1 is ! product ( our s5ses4 ,b ! error lies only 9 suppos+ t ! miracul\s1 t is1 t some?+ :i* is aga9/ ! laws ( reason1 :5 appli$ to our s5ses1 c happ5 = u ) our tool ( consci\sness1 i4e41 ) our s5ses4 ,t :i* is aga9/ our laws ( reason1 :5 appli$ to our s5ses1 c happ5 = o!r be+s1 = be+s ) o!r s5ses1 j z our tool ( consci\sness1 our s5se1 is only "o p>ticul> in/ance f ! innum]able quantity ( o!r possibilities4 #aa7 ,x is a great error to ?9k t ! reason ( man is p]fect & c disclose ev]y?+ to him4 ,! limitation ( reason is be/ se5 & mo/ obvi\s f ! fact t a man _c solve 7he cle>ly sees t he _c7 ! problems ( inf9ity3 = ea* "t !re is /ill m "t1 = ea* space !re is /ill m space1 = ea* numb] !re is /ill a numb]1 s t all "t & space is unkn[able4 #ab7 ,! reason ( man is j z weak & insignificant 9 comp>ison 7& 9 an inf9ite numb] ( times m s7 ) t :i* is1 z is ! reason 7! means ( p]ception7 ( a beetle & an amba 9 comp>ison ) ! reason ( man4 ,! reason ( man 9 comp>ison1 n only ) ! highe/ reason1 b ) ! reason :i* is high] ?an 8--is j ! same z ! und]/&+ ( a complicat$ problem ( high] ma!matics or ev5 ( algebra = a man n kn[+ ma!matics1 to :om x seems insoluble1 z are ! problems ( ! inf9ity ( space & "t to u4 ,:ile ! problem is simple & cle> = "o kn[+ ma!matics4 ,! diff]5ce is only 9 ?is1 t "o c le>n ma!matics1 b no /udy w help to solve ! problem ( space & "t4 ,?is is ! limit ( ! possibility ( our k "u our reason4 #ac7 ,i pray ,god t ,he release me f my suff]+ :i* tortures me4 ,b ?is suff]+ is s5t to me by ,god 9 ord] to release me f evil4 ,! ma/] :ips 8 cattle ) ! :ip 9 ord] to drive !m f ! burn+ y>d & save !m1 & ! cattle pray t he d n :ip !m4 #ad7 ,!re are common1 sometimes int5tional1 sometimes un9t5tional1 misund]/&+s ( my op9ions :i* ,i confess irritate me3 a7 ,i say t ,god 444 is n ,god & t ,god is t :i* alone is--! unatta9able good1 ! beg9n+ ( ev]y?+3 aga9/ me !y say1 t ,i d5y ,god2 b7 ,i say t "o ought n to resi/ viol5ce by viol5ce3 aga9/ me !y say1 t ,i say x is n necess>y to fight evil2 c7 ,i say t "o ought to /rive t[>ds *a/ity & t on ?is road ! highe/ grade w be virg9ity1 & second a clean m>riage1 ! ?ird n a clean1 t is1 n a monogam\s m>riage3 aga9/ me !y say1 t ,i d5y m>riage & ,i prea* ! de/ruction ( ! human race4 d7 ,i say t art is an infecti\s activity & t ! m infecti\s art is1 ! bett] x is4 ,b t ?is activity be good or bad1 does n dep5d on h[ mu* x satisfies ! dem&s ( art1 i4e41 its infecti\sness1 b on h[ mu* x satisfies ! dem&s ( ! religi\s consci\sness1 i4e41 morality1 consci5ce2 aga9/ me !y say t ,i prea* a t5d5ce art1 etc4 #ae7 ,woman--& ! leg5ds say x also--is ! tool ( ! devil4 ,%e is g5]ally /upid1 b ! devil l5ds h] 8 bra9 :5 %e works = him4 ,"h y see1 %e has done miracles ( ?9k+1 f>-sight$ness1 con/ancy1 9 ord] to d some?+ na/y2 b z soon z some?+ n na/y is ne$$1 %e _c und]/& ! simple/ ?+2 %e _c see f>!r ?an ! pres5t mom5t & !re is no self-control & no pati5ce 7except *ild-bir? & ! c>e ( *ildr574 #af7 ,all ?is conc]ns wom51 un-,*ri/ians1 un*a/e wom51 z are all ! wom5 ( our ,*ri/ian _w4 ,oh1 h[ ,i w\ld l to %[ to wom5 all ! significance ( a *a/e woman4 ,a *a/e woman 7n 9 va9 is ! leg5d ( ,m>y7 w save ! _w4 #ag7 ,p are occupi$ ) ?ree ?+s3 #a7 to fe$ !mselves1 i4e41 to cont9ue _! exi/5ce1 #b7 to multiply--to cont9ue ! exi/5ce ( ! specie1 & #c7 to fulfil t = :i* !y _h be5 s5t 9 ! _w3 to e/abli% ! k+dom ( ,god4 ,= ?is !re is "o means--to p]fect oneself4 ,almo/ all p are occupi$ ) ! fir/ two matt]s1 =gett+ ! la/1 :i* at bottom is ! only real "w4 #ah7 ,! decl9e ( ! moral consci\sness ( humanity lies 9 ! greate/ "p ( ! p be+ plac$ 9 su* a situation t all int]e/ 9 life = !m is only to fe$ & to multiply4 ,x is j ! same z if ! ma/] kept 8 cattle1 c>+ only t !y be f$1 or bett]1 t !y d n die f hung] & t !y multiply1 & nev] receiv$ any income f !m3 no wool1 or milk1 or "w f !m--f ^! cattle4 ,! ,ma/] :o s5t u 9 ?is _w requires f u1 besides exi/5ce & its cont9uation1 also ! lab\r ,he ne$s4 #ai7 ,= ,resurrection4 ,x 0 impossible to ?9k & rememb] "o's s9 & be self-satisfi$4 ,b he _h to be self-satisfi$ 9 ord] to live1 & !re=e he did n ?9k & =got4 #bj7 ,x is impossible to dem& f woman t %e valuate ! feel+ ( h] exclusive love1 on ! basis ( moral feel+4 ,%e _c d x1 because %e hasn't got a real moral feel+1 i4e41 "o t /&s high] ?an ev]y?+4 ,to-day ,i plan to g home4 ,aug4 #d4 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,:y does ! #d? ( ,augu/ come to my m9d z if x 7 important8 ,no?+ important has happ5$4 ,to-day1 ,augu/ #bd4 ,y4 ,p4 ,dur+ ?is "t ,i receiv$ no lett]s f ,*]tkov & am v p]plex$4#cef ,i ?9k t dur+ ?is "t ! ,dukhobors 7 "h4 ,lett]s f ,khilkov1 f ,ivan ,mi*ailovi*4 ,i answ]$ !m all4 ,to-day ,sull]zhitsky arriv$4#ceg ,i am work+ all ! "t on ,resurrection & am pleas$1 ev5 v mu* s4 ,i am afraid ( %ocks4 444 ,& ,i feel well4 ,a full h\se ( p3 ,ma%5ka1#ceh ,/akhovi*1 ,v]a ,kuzm9sky1#cei ,v]a ,tol/oi4#cfj ,i am copy+3 #a7 ,p 7 s5t into ! _w to d ! "w ( ,god1 b !y qu>rell$1 f\ght & e/abli%$ ?+s 9 su* a way t = "s1 !re is no "t to d ! "w1 because !y h to fe$ !mselves1 & = o!rs !re is no "t1 because !y h to gu>d t :i* !y took away4 ,:at a wa/e ( /r5g?6 ,x is j z if work]s _h be5 s5t to "w & giv5 food2 "s h tak5 ! food away & !y h to gu>d x & ! o!rs h to get food1 & ! "w /&s /ill4 #b7 ,p live 9 ! _w n fulfill+ _! mission--x is ! same way z if factory work]s 7 only busi$ ) h[ to lodge !mselves1 fe$ !mselves & amuse !mselves4 #c7 ,"o ( ! mo/ important tasks ( humanity consi/s 9 ! br++ up ( a *a/e woman4 #d7 ,i (t5 ?9k t ! _w is su* z x is1 only because ,i am s sep>at$ f all ! re/4 ,z soon z my sep>at5ess f ,ev]y?+ w end1 !n ! limits w be torn away & o!r limits w be e/abli%$--& !n ! _w w become altoge!r diff]5t = me4 #e7 ,y wi% to s]ve humanity8 ,v well4 ,t :i* y wi% to d1 ano!r w d4 ,are y satisfi$8 ,no1 dissatisfi$1 because ! important ?+ = me is n :at w be done1 b :at ,i w d2 t ,i d my "w4 ,?is is ! be/ pro( t ! matt] is n 9 ! do+1 b 9 ! advancem5t t[>ds ! good4 ,is x possible t ,i am advanc+8 ,help1 ,"l4 #f7 ,h[ difficult x is to please p3 "s ne$ "o ?+1 o!rs ano!r4 ,!y ne$ bo? my pa/ & my future4 ,god is "o1 & ,8 ,w 9 respect to me is "o1 & ,he wants only my pres5t1 :at ,i am do+ ?is m9ute is :at ,he wants4 ,& :at 01 has be51 & :at w be1 isn't my bus9ess4 #g7 ,egoism1 ! :ole egoi/ic life1 is legitimate only z long z reason has n awak5$4 ,z soon z x has awak5$1 !n egoism is lawful1 only to t degree 9 :i* "o has to su/a9 oneself z a tool necess>y = ! s]vice ( p4 ,! purpose ( reason--is ! s]vice to p4 ,all ! horror lies 9 its be+ us$ = s]vice to oneself4 #h7 ,man gives himself to ! illusion ( egoism1 lives = himself--& he suff]s4 ,x suffices t he beg9 to live = o!rs1 & ! suff]+ becomes light] & !re is obta9$ ! highe/ good 9 ! _w3 love ( p4 #i7 ,z "o disaccu/oms oneself f smok+ or o!r habits1 s "o c & mu/ disaccu/om oneself f egoism4 ,:5 y wi% to enl>ge y\r pleasure1 :5 y wi% to exhibit y\rself1 :5 y call =? love 9 o!rs1 /op4 ,if y h no?+ to d = o!rs1 or y h no desire to d any?+1 !n d no?+--only don't d any?+ = y\rself4 #aj7 ,! ,bav>ian told ab\t _! life4 ,he boa/s ab\t ! high degree ( fre$om1 b at ! same "t !y h compulsory religi\s tea*+1 a crude ,ca?olic "o4 ,t is ! mo/ horrible despotism4 ,worse ?an ours4 ,aug4 #be4 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,nov4 #b4 ,y4 ,p4 ,x is horrible to see = :at a long "t ,i h made no entries3 m ?an two mon?s4 ,& n only has !re be5 no?+ bad1 b r ev]y?+ 0 good4 ,! ,jubilee 0 n z repulsive & z depress+ z ,i expect$4#cfa ,! sale ( ! novel & ! receipt ( ! #ab1jjj r\bles :i* ,i gave to ! ,dukhobors 0 well arrang$4#cfb ,i 0 displeas$ ) ,*]tkov#cfc & ,i saw t ,i 0 at fault4 ,a ,dukhobor arriv$ f ! prov9ce ( ,yakutsk4 ,i lik$ him v mu*#cfd 444 ,ma%a is pitiable 9 h] weakness1 b %e is j z ne> 9 _s4444 ,b glory to ,god & ?anks be to ,him t he has awak5$ x 9 me & has kept x burn+ s t x is natural = me ei!r to love & rejoice1 or to love & to pity4 ,& :at happ9ess6 ,ar*] 0 "h ye/]day1 arriv+ f ,*]tkov--,i lik$ him4#cfe ,!re is mu* to d1 b ,i am all absorb$ 9 ,resurrection1 be+ sp>+ ) ! wat] & us+ x only = ,resurrection4 ,x seems to me x won't be bad4 ,p praise x1 b ,i don't believe4 ,ev]y?+ t ,i not$--x 0 all v important--,i w write out lat]1 b n[ ,i want to write t :i* ,i j n[1 walk+ on ! pa?1 9 ! ev5+1 n only ?\ght b felt cle>ly3 #a7 ,"u my feet !re is ! froz51 h>d e>?2 ar\nd1 enorm\s trees2 ov]head a cl\dy sky2 ,i f$ my body1 ,i feel pa9 9 ! head2 ,i am occupi$ ) ?\ghts on ,resurrection2 & yet ,i "k1 ,i feel 9 all my be+1 t bo? ! firm & froz5 e>? & ! trees & ! sky & my body & my ?\ghts--all ?is is only a product ( my five s5ses1 my image1 ! _w1 made by me because su* is my p>tition f ! _w4 ,& t x w be suffici5t = me to die--& all ?is w n disappe> b w become trans=m$1 z !y make trans=mations 9 ! !atres3 f bu%es & /ones1 !y make ca/les1 t[]s1 etc4 ,dea? is no?+ else ?an su* a trans=mation1 dep5d5t f ano!r p>tition f ! _w1 ano!r p]sonality3 ,"h ,i consid] z myself1 my body ) my s5ses1 & !n some?+ else w deta* itself to be myself4 ,& !n ! :ole _w w become some?+ else4 ,b ! _w is su* & n some?+ else1 only because ,i consid] myself z ?is & n z some?+ else4 ,b !re c be an innum]able quantity ( divisions ( ! _w4 7,?is is n entirely cle> = o!rs1 b = me--v47#cff ,nov4 #c4 ,if ,i live4 ,nov4 #ad4 ,y4 ,p4 ,aga9 ,i h n notic$ h[ #aa days h pass$4 ,h be5 v int5sely occupi$ ) ,resurrection & am mak+ good progress4 ,am absolutely ne> ! end4 ,s]ezha & ,sull] 7 "h & bo? w5t away to ! ,caucasus ) my lett] to ,golits94#cfg ,s4 arriv$ ye/]day4 ,v well4 ,x is a long "t s9ce ,i h felt s well & ke51 intellectually & physically4 ,i _c make out :at ,i h writt5 out & :at ,i hav5't4#cfh #a7 ,h[ difficult x is to please p6 ,9 ord] to please !m x is necess>y t ! pa/ & ! future meet _! dem&s4 ,b 9 ord] to please ,god1 "o has only to satisfy ,8 dem&s 9 ! pres5t4 #b7 ,to live = o!rs seems difficult--j z to "w seems difficult4 ,b j z 9 "w1 9 ! c>e = o!rs !re may be ! be/ rew>d3 love ( o!rs may & may n be2 :ile 9 lab\r !re is an inn] rew>d1 y "w to ! end1 get tir$1 & y feel good4 #c7 ,! poetry ( ! pa/ occupi$ itself only ) ! /rong ( ! _w3 ) ! ,cz>s1 etc41 because ! /rong ( ! _w appe>$ z ! highe/ & ! mo/ complete repres5tatives ( ! p4 ,b if y take ! pla9 p1 !n x is necess>y t !y express g5]al ph5om5a 444 7,uncle>47 #d7 ,if y d n p]mit y\rself to live = y\rself1 !n involunt>ily1 f bor$om1 y beg9 to live = o!rs4 #e7 ,woman1 j l man1 is end[$ ) feel+ & bra91 b ! diff]5ce is 9 ?is1 t m5 mo/ly consid] !mselves & _! feel+s b\nd by ! comm&s ( reason1 :ile wom5 consid] _! feel+s b9d+ = !mselves & = _! reason4 ,! same ?+1 b only 9 diff]5t places4 #f7 ,y get angry at ! philosoph] :o reasons1 :o consid]s t ! ma9 basis ( ! life ( man is 8 mat]ial nature2 b ?is man does n "k ! spiritual1 b kn[s only mat]ial effect & !re=e he _c ?9k o!rwise4 #g7 ,y ?9k t y are alone & y suff] f lonel9ess2 yet y are n only 9 h>mony1 b y are "o ) e "o2 only artificial & removable b>ri]s sep>ate y4 ,remove !m--& y are "o ) e "o4 ,! remov+ ( ^! b>ri]s accord+ to y\r /r5g? is ! bus9ess ( life4 #h7 ,if a man consid]s 8 animal be+ z himself1 !n he w repres5t ,god also z a mat]ial be+1 a rul] :o rules mat]ially ov] mat]ial ?+s4 ,b ,god is n su*1 ,god is _s & does n rule ov] any?+1 b lives 9 ev]y?+4 #i7 444 ,if p c\ld h be5 s deceiv$1 !n !re is no deception into :i* !y w\ld n fall4 #aj7 ,i h not$ d[n t x is depress+ because !re is no life1 b only an egoi/ic exi/5ce4 ,i _c rememb] :at else ,i c\ld h meant by ?is4 #aa7 ,god manife/s himself 9 our consci\sness4 ,:5 !re is no consci\sness--!re is no ,god4 ,only consci\sness gives ! possibility = ! good1 = cont95ce1 s]vice1 self-sacrifice4 ,ev]y?+ dep5ds to :at consci\sness is direct$4 ,consci\sness direct$ to ! animal 8self0 kills1 p>alyzes life4 ,consci\sness direct$ to ! spiritual 8self0 r\ses1 lifts1 frees life4 ,consci\sness direct$ to ! animal 8self0 /r5g!ns1 ignites passion1 creates fe>1 /ruggle1 ! horror ( dea?4 ,consci\sness direct$ t[>ds ! spiritual 8self0 frees love4 ,?is is v important & if ,i live1 ,i w write x out4 #ab7 ,dea? is a *ange ( consci\sness1 a *ange ( t :i* ,i c recognise z myself4 ,& !re=e fe> ( dea? is a horrible sup]/ition4 ,dea? is a joy\s ev5t /&+ at ! end ( ea* life4 ,suff]+ is s5t to p to hold !m back f dea?4 ,o!rwise e "o und]/&+ life & dea?1 w\ld /ruggle t[>ds dea?4 ,b n[ x is impossible to g t[>ds dea? unless ?r\gh suff]+4 #ac7 ,! greate/ act 9 life is ! consci\sness ( "o's self1 & its consequ5ces are b5evol5t or mo/ t]rible1 accord+ to :e!r y direct y\r consci\sness t[>ds ! _s or t[>ds ! body4 #ad7 ,9 ord] to get rid ( moral suff]+ 7& ev5 physical7 !re are two means3 to de/roy ! cause ( suff]+ or ! feel+ 9 "o's self :i* produces suff]+4 ,! fir/ is n 9 man's p[]1 ! second is4 7,i am repeat+ ,epictetus74 #ae7 ,! moral progress ( humanity advances only because !re are old p4 ,! old p become k9d]1 wis]1 & give ov] t :i* !y h liv$ ?r\gh to ! foll[+ g5]ations4 ,if ?is 7 n s1 humanity _h n advanc$2 & :at a simple me?od6 #af7 ,if man looks on life mat]ially1 !n old p d n become bett]1 b worse1 & !re is no progress4 #ag7 ,te*nical progress is greet$ by e "o1 is pu%$ on by e "o2 ! moral1 ! religi\s progress1 is held back by ! prie/s4 ,f ?is come ! ma9 calamities 9 life4 ,novemb] #ae4 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,x seem$ to me t ,i made no entries = ab\t ?ree days & n[ x is t5 days4 ,to-day1 ,nov4 #be4 ,y4 ,p4 444 ,i promis$ to arrive ,decemb] #f?4#cfi444 ,i feel also l go+ to ,pirogovo4 ,we are alone3 ,tania1 ,ma%a1 ,kolia4 ,only ,liza ,obol5sky4#cgj ,i am /ill dilig5tly occupy+ myself ) ,resurrection4 ,la/ night ,i ?\ght out an article on :y ! p are corrupt$4 ,!y h no fai? ( any k9d4 ,!y *ri/5 nave infants & !n !y consid] e reason+ ab\t fai? 7p]v]sion7 & e lapse1 z a capital crime4 ,only ! sect>ians h fai?4 ,p]haps ,i am go+ to br+ t into ! ,appeal4 ,:at a pity4 ,i ?\ght x out well at night4 ,resurrection is gr[+4 ,x c h>dly be compress$ into #ajj *apt]s4#cga ,i h not$ d[n ! foll[+ & ,i ?9k x is v important 7:i* might be good = ! ,decl>ation ( ,fai?73 #a7 ,we are v mu* accu/om$ to ! reason+ z to h[ ! life ( o!r p1 p 9 g5]al1 %\ld be arrang$4 ,& su* k9d ( reason+ does n seem /range to u4 ,& yet su* k9d ( reason+ c\ld 9 no ways exi/ among religi\s & !re=e free p2 su* reason+ is ! consequ5ce ( despotism1 444 ,9 ?is way reason 444 ,!y say3 8,if ,i _h ! p[] ,i w\ld d s & s ) ! o!rs40 ,t is a dang]\s error1 n only because x tortures1 de=ms p :o h to und]go viol5ce 444 b x weak5s 9 all p ! consci\sness ( ! necessity ( improv+ !mselves1 :i* is ! only effective means ( influ5c+ o!r p4 #b7 ,to-day ,i ?\ght ab\t ?is f ano!r angle4 ,i recall$ ! words ( ! ,gospel3 8,& ! pupil is n high] ?an ! tea*]2 if he le>ns !n he w be l ! pupil40 ,we1 ! ri* ma/]-classes1 tea* ! p4 ,:at w\ld happ5 if we succe$$ 9 tea*+ !m s t !y become z we are8 #c7 ,!y talk1 !y write1 !y prea* ab\t ! kn[+ ( ,god4 ,:at a horrible blasphemy1 & horrible admission ( ! non-und]/&+ ( :at ,god is & :at we are4 ,we1 a p>ticle ( ! inf9ite :ole1 wi% to und]/& n only ?is :ole1 b its causes1 ! orig9 ( ! :ole4 ,:at absurdity & :at a recognition ( godlessness1 or a recognition ( ,god ( t :i* is n ,god4 ,we c only "k t ,he is1 1 ,he exi/s1 & we c only conclude by ourselves1 :at ,he is n4 #d7 ,love is ,god4 ,love is only ! recognition t ,god is n fle%1 n passion1 n egoism1 n malice4 7,d\btful47 #e7 ,viol5ce rules our _w1 i4e41 malice1 & !re=e !re is always f\nd 9 society a majority ( dep5d5t1 un/able memb]s3 wom51 *ildr51 /upid ones--br\ght up on malice1 & :o side ) malice4 ,b ! _w ought to be rul$ by reason1 by goodness2 !n all ?is majority w\ld be br\ght up on goodness & w\ld side ) x4 ,9 ord] t ?is %\ld take place x is necess>y t reason & goodness manife/ !mselves1 & undismay$1 ass]t _! exi/5ce2 t is v important4 #f7 ,! complexity ( k is a sign ( its fals5ess4 ,t :i* is true is simple4 #g7 ,h[ bad x is t p seek+ p]fection are pa9$ at calumny1 at a des]v$ bad "n 7or bett] /ill1 at an undes]v$74 ,calumny1 a bad "n1 gives an opportunity1 drives t[>d an activity1 ! value ( :i* is only 9 our consci5ce4 ,?is is s r>e1 s difficult1 & s useful4 ,involunt>y simpl5ess is ! be/ s*ool = goodness4#cgb #h7 ,i h not$ d[n3 8,ju/ice is insuffici5t4 ,x is 444#cgc necess>y to oppose40 ,i _c rememb] :at ?is means4 #i7 ,physical lab\r is important1 because x prev5ts ! m9d f work+ idly & aimlessly4 #aj7 ,p]haps x is m important to "k :at "o ought n to ?9k ab\t1 ?an to "k :at "o ought to ?9k ab\t4 #aa7 ,wom5 are weak & !y n only d n want to "k _! own weakness1 b want to boa/ ( _! /r5g?4 ,:at c be m disgu/+8 #ab7 ,a good man if he does n ackn[l$ge 8 mi/akes & tries to ju/ify himself c become a mon/]4 #ac7 444 ,n[ ,nov4 #bf4 ,morn+4 ,y4 ,p4 ,did n sleep & ?\ght3 #a7 ,evil is ! mat]ial = love4 ,)\t evil !re is none & c be no manife/ation ( love4 ,god is love1 i4e41 ,god manife/s ,himself to u 9 victory ov] evil1 i4e41 9 love4 ,! "q ( ! orig9 ( evil is j z absurd z ! "q ( ! orig9 ( ! _w4 ,x is n 8:5ce comes evil80 t "o mu/ "k1 b 8h[ to conqu] x8 ,h[ to apply love80 #ahii ,jan4 #b4 ,yasnaya ,polyana4 ,! la/ "t ,i wrote x 0 ,novemb] #be1 :i* means a mon? & a week4 ,i made entries 9 ,yasnaya ,polyana1 !n ,i 0 9 ,mosc[1 :]e ,i did n make "o entry4 ,at ! end ( ,novemb] ,i w5t to ,pirogovo4 ,i return$ on ! fir/ & s9ce t "t h n be5 q well--! small ( my back a*$ & /ill a*es1 & lately ,i h _h some?+ l bili\s fev]4 ,x is ! second day t ,i am bett]4 ,all ?is "t ,i h be5 occupi$ exclusively ) ,resurrection4#cgd ,i h _h "s communications ab\t ! ,dukhobors1#cge an innum]able pile ( lett]s4 ,kole*ka ,gay is ) me1 ) :om x is a re/ to be4444 ,i am calm 9 ! fa%ion ( an old man4 ,& t is all4 ,!re is q a lot to write out4 ,i am go+ to write x out on ! pages ,i skipp$4 ,lately ,i feel z if my int]e/ 9 ,resurrection has weak5$1 & ,i joy\sly feel o!r1 m important1 int]e/s1 9 ! und]/&+ ( life & dea?4 ,mu* seems cle>4 ,made an entry1 ! #bnd ( ,janu>y4 ,to-day1 ,feb4 #ba4 ,mosc[4 ,m ?an six weeks t ,i h made no entries4 ,am all ! "t 9 ,mosc[4 ,at fir/ ,resurrection w5t well1 !n ,i cool$ (f entirely4#cgf ,i wrote a lett] to ! non-commission$ (fic]#cgg & to ! ,sw$i% pap]s4#cgh ,= ab\t ?ree days ,i h aga9 tak5 up ,resurrection4 ,am advanc+4 ,/ud5ts' /rike4 ,!y are try+ to drag me 9 all ! "t4#cgi ,i am c\nsell+ !m to hold !mselves passively1 b ,i d n feel l writ+ lett]s to !m4 444 ,z to me--my back is bett]4 ,!re is liv+ ) u1 an int]e/+ & live ,fr5*man1 ,s9et1--! fir/ religi\s ,fr5*man4#chj ,!re is v mu* t ,i ought to write out4 ,h be5 9 a v bad mood2 n[ all "r4 ,feb4 #bb4 ,mosc[4 ,june #bf4 ,yasnaya ,polyana4 ,f\r mon?s t ,i h made no entries4 ,i w n say ,i h liv$ badly all ?is "t4 ,i h work$ & am work+ dilig5tly on ,resurrection4 ,!re is mu* t is good1 !re is t1 9 ! "n ( :i* ,i write4 ,dur+ ^! days ,i h be5 gravely ill2 n[ well4444 ,difficult relations because ( ! pr9t+ & translat+ ( ,resurrection1#cha b mo/ ( ! "t am calm4 ,neglect$ correspond5ce4 ,!y cont9ue s5d+ money = ! fam9e-/rick51 b ,i c d no?+ else b s5d x to !m ?r\gh ! po/4#chb ,koli*ka is ) me help+ me 9 ! "w4 444 ,i cont9ue to write out f my note-book3 #ad7 ,ne>+ ! place ( de/9ation1 "o ?9ks m & m (t5 ( t place to :i* "o is ne>+4 ,?us also :ile ne>+ dea?1 ! *ange ( de/9ation4 #ae7 ,only always to rememb] t !re is no o!r mean+ 9 life1 no o!r way ( f9d+ ! joy ( life1 b ?r\gh fulfill+ ,8 w4 ,& h[ peacefully & joy\sly "o c\ld live6 #af7 ,9 "t ( illness1 to fulfil ,8 w by prep>+ oneself = ! go+ ov] into ano!r =m4 #ag7 ,x seems to u t ! real lab\r is ! lab\r on some?+ ext]nal3 to make1 to collect some?+2 prop]ty1 h\ses1 cattle1 fruit2 b to lab\r on "o's own s\l--t is j phantasy4 ,& yet e o!r lab\r except on "o's own s\l1 ! enl>g+ ( ! habits ( good1 e o!r lab\r is a bagatelle4 #ah7 ,!y d n obey ,god1 b adore ,him4 ,x is bett] n to adore1 b to obey4 #ai7 ,no matt] :at ! "w y are do+1 be always ready to drop x4 ,& plan x1 s z to be able to leave x4 #bj7 ,! ma*9e 444 is a t]rible ma*9e4 ,if we w\ld h cle>ly und]/ood its dang]1 we w\ld nev] h p]mitt$ x to be =m$4 #ba7 ,x seems /range & immoral t a writ]1 an arti/1 see+ ! suff]+ ( p1 sympa?ises less ?an he obs]ves1 9 ord] to reproduce ?is suff]+4 ,b t is n immoral4 ,! suff]+ ( "o p]sonality is an insignificant ?+ 9 comp>ison ) t spiritual effect1 if x is a good "o1 :i* a "w ( art w produce4 #bb7 ,humanity1 x is an enorm\s animal :o seeks & _c f9d :at x ne$s4 ,v sl[ly1 s5sations call =? emotions1 & emotions are transmitt$ to ! bra9 & ! bra9 calls =? acts4 ,! activity ( ! lib]als1 ,sociali/s1 revolution>ies1 are attempts to galvanise1 to compel ! animal to act by ar\s+ its motor n]ves & muscles4 ,b !re is "o organ :i* does ev]y?+ :5 x is n impair$2 9 ! animal x is ! bra91 9 ! p1 religion4 #bc7 ,i am depress$ & ,i ask ,god to help me4 ,b my "w is to s]ve ,god & n t ,he %\ld s]ve me4 #bd7 ,an individual1 p]sonal life is an illusion4 ,!re is no su* life2 !re is only function1 a tool1 = some?+4 #be7 444 is ve/igial1 hav+ no application1 l ! app5dix4 #bf7 ,we compla9 at our depress$ spirits1 b !y are necess>y4 ,man _c /ay on t height to :i* he sometimes rises2 b man rises & !n hypnotises himself = ! "t ( 8 depression & 9 ! "t ( 8 depression he already acts f ! view-po9t t 0 disclos$ to him 9 ! mom5t ( ris+4 ,if only to "k h[ to make use ( ^? mom5ts ( ris+ & to "k h[ to hypnotise oneself6 #bg7 ,! evil ( ! _w1 its cause is v simple4 ,e "o seeks midi quatorze heures--n[ 9 ! economic sy/em1 n[ 9 ! political4 ,i j n[ read ! discussions 9 ! ,g]man p>liam5t1 on h[ to keep ! peasants f runn+ to ! cities4 ,b ! solution ( all problems is "o & no "o recognises x & x does n ev5 seem to be ( int]e/ to !m4 ,b ! solution is "o1 cle> & und\bt$3 444 ,! salvation is "o3 ! de/ruction ( false tea*+4 #bh7 ,! diff]5ce betwe5 p3 ,n ?9ks ab\t dea?1 & t does n lead him f>!r ?an ! "q ( h[ & to :om he %\ld leave 8 money1 :]e & h[ be buri$4 ,& ,pascal also ?9ks ab\t dea?4 #bi7 444 #cj7 ,!re is no future4 ,x is made by u4 #ca7 ,! inf9ity ( "t & space is n a sign ( ! greatness ( ! human m9d1 b on ! contr>y1 x is a sign ( its incomplet5ess1 ( its inevitable falsity4 #cb7 ,we ?9k ( ! future1 we build x2 b no?+ future is important1 because ! important ?+ is to d ! creative "w ( love1 :i* c be done "u e possible condition2 & !re=e x is altoge!r indiff]5t1 :at ! future w be4 #cc7 ,we get angry at circum/ances1 are pa9$1 wi% to *ange !m1 b all possible circum/ances are no?+ else ?an indications z to h[ to act 9 diff]5t sph]es4 ,if y are 9 ne$1 y mu/ "w1 if 9 prison--?9k1 & if 9 weal?1 free y\rself 444 etc4 ,x is j l a horse gett+ angry ) ! road on :i* he is be+ l$4 #cd7 ,! press--t is a lie3 ) a v5geance4#chc #ce7 ,ev]y?+ is divid$4 ,only ,god unites u1 liv+ 9 ev]y?+4 ,t is :y ,he is love4 #cf7 ,! conception ( ,god to a religi\s man1 is cont9u\sly de/roy$ & be+ replac$ by a new1 high] conception4 #cg7 444--is n only ! loss ( lab\r1 ( lives1 b ! loss ( ! good4 #ch7 ,) _m p x is possible to live only :5 y treat !m z y w\ld a horse3 n to take !m into consid]ation1 n reproa*+ !m1 n sugge/+1 b only f9d+ a modus viv5di4 ,x is ab\t !m3 8,n to ca/ pe>ls0 444 ,x is t]rible1 b )\t ?is rule1 x w\ld be worse4 #ci7 ,is x possible to imag9e to oneself a ,sociali/ work+-man ) fai? 9 ! ,iv]sk ,ikon8 ,!n1 fir/ ( all1 !re mu/ be a religi\s emancipation4 #dj7 ,we are all agre$ t only he is free :o has ov]come passion1 & yet kn[+ ?is1 we s]i\sly tr\ble ourselves ) ! free+ ( p :o are full ( passions4 #da7 ,a rational conviction c nev] be complete4 ,a full conviction c only be irrational1 especially ) wom54 #db7 ,answ] good = evil & y de/roy 9 an evil man all pleasure :i* he receives f evil4 #dc7 ,god is love4 ,we "k ,god only 9 love1 :i* unites ev]y?+4 ,y "k ,god 9 y\rself ?r\gh ! /riv+ t[>ds ?is union4 #dd7 ,"o cont9ually ?9ks t ! good w be good = him4 ,b ! good is1 or x is n--x is n some?+ t w be4 #de7 ,! important ?+ lies 9 ?\ghts4 ,?\ghts are ! beg9n+ ( ev]y?+4 ,& ?\ghts c be direct$4 ,& !re=e ! pr9cipal task ( p]fection is--to "w on ?\ghts4 ,june #bg4 ,if ,i live4 ,y4 ,p4 ,to-day ,july #d?4 ,y4 ,p4 ,all ?is "t ,i h be5 ill ) my usual /oma* sickness4 ,! "w :i* absorb$ me v mu*1 has /opp$4 ,*ri/ z a my?2#chd & ,k5wor?y's book1 a rational exposition ( ! life ( ,*ri/4 ,! fir/ is bett]4 ,!re is ne$ ( a philosophy ( moral economy1 i4e41 ( religi\s tru?4 ,!re is su* a ?+4 ,i h _h _m good ?\ghts1 be+ ill & ne>+ dea?4 ,i ?9k (t5 ) pa9 ( bro!r ,s4 ,i h not$ d[n ! #d?3 #a7 ,! gov]nm5t de/roys fai?1 b fai? is necess>y4 ,"s violat+ !mselves believe 9 ! miracul\s1 9 ! absurd2 o!rs 9 sci5ce4 ,b 9 :i*8 ,9 ! contempor>y4 ,b 9 ! contempor>y1 !re is #ii_/ajj ( lie & error4 ,9 e contempor>y sci5ce !re are lies4 ,tru? reveal$ by ,god is ( c\rse ! "r1 x is religion2 & tru? obta9$ by ! reason ( man1 by sci5ce1 is also ( c\rse1 ! "r4 ,b ! matt] lies 9 recognis+ :at is discov]$ by ,god & :at has be5 ga9$ by human reason4 #b7 ,dea? is ! de/ruction ( ^? organs by means ( :i* ,i p]ceive ! _w z x appe>s 9 ?is life2 x is ! de/ruction ( t glass ?r\gh :i* ,i look$ & a *ange to ano!r4 #c7 ,educat$ p us+ _! education n = ! enlight5m5t & free+ ( ! work+-classes1 b = befogg+ !m1 are l work]s us+ _! /r5g? n = su/a9+ life b = de/roy+ x4 ,^! are ! intellectual ,puga*evs1 ,/5ka ,raz9s1 only a ?\s& times m dang]\s4 ,july #e4 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day ,septemb] #bh4 ,y4 ,p4 ,h work$ all ! "t on ,resurrection2 n[ ,i h /umbl$ on ! ?ird "p4 ,x is long s9ce ,i h made no progress4 444 ,i h wr\ght = myself a calm :i* is n to be di/urb$3 n to speak & to "k t ?is is necess>y2 t x is "u ^! conditions "o ought to live4 ,!re are "h ,ilya1 ,sonya#che ) ! *ildr51 ,&ru%a ) 8 wife1 ,ma%a ) h] husb&4 ,i am ?9k+ m & m (t5 ab\t ! philosophic def9ition ( space & "t4 ,to-day1 if ,i h "t1 ,i am go+ to write x out4 ,i read an int]e/+ book ab\t ,*ri/ nev] hav+ be51 t x 0 a my?4#chf ,! probabilities t x is "r--!re are z _m = x1 z !re are aga9/4 ,ye/]day ) ! help ( ,ma%a ,i answ]$ all ! lett]s2 _m rema9$ unansw]$4 ,i am /ill ill2 r>ely a day )\t pa94 ,i am dissatisfi$ ) myself1 also morally4 ,i h let myself g v mu*--,i d n "w physically & ,i am occupi$ ) myself1 ) my heal?4 ,h[ difficult x is to be> sickness resign$ly1 to g unto dea? )\t resi/ance--& "o mu/4 ,i h be5 ?9k+ dur+ ?is "t3 #a7 ,wom5 dem&+ = !mselves ! "w ( man & ! same fre$om1 mo/ly dem& = !mselves unconsci\sly ! fre$om = lic5ce1 & z a result g d[n mu* l[] ?an ! family1 ?\gh aim+ to /& high] ?an x4 #b7 ,:at is ?is memory :i* makes f me "o be+1 f *ildhood unto dea?8 ,:at is ?is faculty connect+ sep>ate be+s 9 "t1 into "o8 ,"o ought to ask n :at is x t unites1 b :at divides1 ^! be+s4 ,! faculty ( "t divides1 beyond :i* ,i _c see myself4 ,i am "o indivisible be+ f bir? until dea?2 b to manife/ & to "k myself1 ,i mu/ d s 9 "t4 ,i am n[ su* z ,i 0 & w be2 b "o :o _h to & ev5 w manife/ myself & "k myself 9 "t4 ,i h to manife/ myself & "k myself 9 "t--= communion ) o!r be+s & = influ5c+ !m4 #c7 ,i pluck$ a fl[] & ?rew x away4 ,!re 7 s _m ( !m1 x 0 no pity4 ,we d n value ^! inimitable beauties ( liv+ be+s & de/roy !m1 hav+ no pity n only = plants1 b = animals1 human p4 ,!re are s _m ( !m4 ,culture1 civilisation1 is no?+ else ?an ! ru9 ( ^! beauties & ! replac+ !m 444 ) :at8 ,! saloon1 ! !atre 444 #d7 ,!y reproa* y ) malice1 debau*]y1 lies1 !fts1 br+ pro(1 etc4 ,:at is to be done8 ,answ] ! "q ) ,:at "t is x8 ,are y go+ to take a swim8 ,h y se5 ,n ,n1 etc4 ,t is ! be/ & only means ( be>+ ^! accusations & ev5 cle>+ !m up4 #e7 ,! de>e/ ?+ on e>? is ! good relation betwe5 p2 b ! e/abli%m5t ( ^! relations is n ! result ( conv]sation--on ! contr>y1 !y become spoil$ by conv]sation4 ,speak z little z possible1 & especially ) ^? p ) :om y want to be 9 good relation4 #f7 ,9 eat+1 ,i de/roy ! limits betwe5 myself & o!r be+s2 creat+ *ildr51 ,i d almo/ ! same ?+4 ,! results ( ! de/ruction ( mat]ial limits are visible2 ! results ( ! de/ruction ( ! spiritual limits & ! union result+ f ?is are invisible1 only because !y are broad]4 #g7 8,p are divid$ 7divid$ f o!r be+s71 & ?is appe>s to !m z space4 ,! fact t !y are insep>able 9 ess5ce appe>s to !m z "t40 ,t is ! way ,i h not$ x4 ,space divides1 "t unites4 ,b ?is is untrue4 ,bo? "t & space are divid]s & !y =m ! impossibility ( realis+ unity4 7,uncle>1 b ,i und]/&4 ,i w make x cle> lat]47 #h7 ,bro!rhood is natural1 prop] to p4 ,non-bro!rhood1 divisions1 are c>efully nurtur$4 #i7 ,sometimes "o feels l compla9+ *ildi%ly to "s "o 7to ,god71 to beg = help4 ,is ?is feel+ good8 ,x is n good3 x is a weakness1 a lack ( fai?4 ,t :i* m ?an any?+ resembles fai?--! besee*+ pray]1 is 9 tru? a lack ( fai?--a lack ( fai? t !re is no evil1 t !re is no?+ to ask =1 t if ?+s are go+ badly ) y1 !n x only demon/rates t y ought to improve y\rself1 & t !re is go+ on1 t v ?+ :i* ought to be1 & "u :i* y ought to d t :i* has to be done4 #aj7 ,j n[ ,i wrote ?is coldly1 und]/&+ ) difficulty t /ate 9 :i* y wi% to live = ,god alone1 & ,i see ?r\gh ?is h[ !re are p :o absolutely nev] und]/& ?is1 n kn[+ any o!r k9d ( life besides ! worldly1 = p4 ,i "k ?is /ate1 b _c j n[ call x up 9 myself1 b only rememb] x4 #aa7 ,ev]y?+ :i* lives )\t consci\sness1 z ,i live :5 ,i sleep1 z ,i liv$ 9 ! womb ( my "m1 lives n mat]ially1 i4e41 n kn[+ matt]1 b lives4 ,b life is some?+ spiritual4 ,endeav\r+ to rememb] my /ate be=e consci\sness1 on ! ?re%old ( consci\sness1 ,i "k only ! feel+ ( depression1 satisfaction1 pleasure1 suff]+1 b !re is no conception ( my body or ( ano!r's4 ,! conception ( body 7matt]7 manife/s itself only :5 consci\sness is manife/$4 ,! conception ( body manife/s itself only1 because consci\sness gives und]/&+ ( ! pres5ce 9 "o's self ( ! basis ( ev]y?+ 7spiritual74 ,& at ! same "t1 z ,i "k t ,i am ! basis ( ev]y?+1 ,i "k also t ,i am n ! :ole basis1 b a "p ( x4 ,& x is ?is be+ a "p ( a :ole1 ^! limits sep>at+ me f ! :ole1 ,i "k ?r\gh my body3 ?r\gh my own body & ! bodies surr\nd+ me4 #ab7 ,if y desire some?+1 if y are afraid ( some?+1 t means t y d n believe 9 t ,god ( love :i* is 9 y4 ,if y _h believ$ 9 ,him1 !n y c\ld n h want$ any?+ or h be5 afraid1 because all desires ( t ,god :i* lives 9 y are be+ always fulfill$1 because ,god is all-p[]ful2 & y w\ld nev] h be5 afraid1 because = ,god !re is no?+ t]rible4 #ac7 ,n to ?9k t y "k 9 :at ! w ( ,god really lies1 b to be humble2 & !n y w be lov+4 ,& ! w ( ,god 9 relation to y1 lies only 9 ?is4 #ad7 ,p conv9c+ o!rs t reason _c be ! guide ( life are ^? 9 :om reason is s p]v]t$1 t !y cle>ly see t !y h be5 l$ into a swamp4 #ae7 ,! only in/ance :]e a man c & ought to occupy himself ) himself1 is :5 he feels unhappy4 ,unhapp9ess is ! be/ condition = p]fection1 ! asc5t to ! high] /eps4 ,unhapp9ess is a sign ( "o's own imp]fection4 ,"o ought to rejoice at ^! in/ances3 x is ! prep>ation ( "o's self = "w1 a spiritual food4 #af7 ,n[ ,i am an ord9>y man1 ,l4 ,n4 7,tol/oi71 & animal1 & n[ ,i am ! mess5g] ( ,god4 ,i am all ! "t ! same man1 b n[ ,i am ! public & n[ ,i am ! judge himself ) ! *a91 fulfill+ ! highe/ responsibilities4 ,"o mu/ put on ! *a9 m (t54 ,latt]ly ,i h got out ( ! habit1 h weak5$4 ,i h only j n[ rememb]$4 #ag7 ,man is a be+ beyond "t & beyond space :o is consci\s ( himself 9 ! conditions ( space & "t4 #ah7 ,games1 c>ds1 wom51 races1 are allur+ because !y h be5 ?\ght out = ! blass4 ,x is n = no?+ t ! wise tea*]s h =bidd5 !m4 ,artificial play is corrupt+4 ,!y are ne$$ = ! blas1 b ! simple work+ p ne$ ! v simple/ plays )\t prep>ation4 #ai7 ,only !n w y produce true love1 :5 y w resi/ (f5ce1 ov]come (f5ce ) love1 w love y\r enemy4 #bj7 ,!y desire1 !y are excit$1 !y suff] only = trifles or = bad ?+s4 ,! good ?+s are accompli%$ )\t excitem5t4 ,x is f ?is t ! ^w he>t means malice4 7,s]dit1 to get angry1 to put into a passion1 comes f s]tse1 ! he>t4--,translator's note47 ,to-day ,oct4 #b4 ,y4 ,p4 ,i am /ill ill1--,i am n suff]+1 b ,i feel ?reat5$ con/antly4 ,morally ,i am bett]--,i rememb] ,god 9 myself m (t51 & dea?4 ,x seems to me ,i h come out ( ! difficult place 9 ,resurrection4444 ,koli*ka w5t away4 ,sonya arriv$--%e is ill4 ,i am cont9u+ to write out f ! notebooks3 #a7 ,i h made ?is note3 ,space comes f ! consci\sness ( limits1 f ! consci\sness ( "o's own sep>at5ess2 ,i am "o1 & ! _w is ano!r4 ,& 9 ! _w are simil> be+s ) limits3 #b1 #c1 #d1 444 to inf9ity4 ,^! be+s c f9d place only 9 space4 ,f ! consci\sness ( limits comes also "t4 ,i h ?\ght ?is out aga9 & c express x 9 ?is way3 ,sep>at5ess1 ! non-all-compreh5siv5ess ( our selves1 is express$ 9 recognis+ a "p ( mov+ matt] z ourselves4 ,! "p ( matt] :i* we recognise z ourselves gives u an und]/&+ ( space2 t "p ( motion :i* we recognise z ourselves gives u a conception ( "t4 ,or1 9 o!r words3 ,we _c imag9e a "p ( matt] 9 any o!r way ?an 9 space4 ,to imag9e a "p ( motion1 we _c 9 any o!r way ?an 9 "t4 ,space comes f ! impossibility ( imag9+ two or _m objects beyond "t4 ,"t comes f ! impossibility ( imag9+ two1 _m objects beyond space4 ,space is ! possibility ( repres5t+ to "o's self two1 _m objects at "o & ! same "t4 ,"t is ! possibility ( repres5t+ to "o's self two1 _m objects1 9 "o & ! same space 7"o goes out1 ! o!r ent]s74 ,divisions _c be 9 "o space1 )\t "t4 ,if !re 7 no "t 7motion7 all objects 9 space w\ld be unmov+ & !y w\ld =m n _m objects1 b "o space1 undivid$ & fill$ ) matt]4 ,if !re 7 no space1 !re c\ld be no motion & our 8self0 w\ld n be sep>at$ by any?+ f all ! re/4 ,my body und]/ood by me z my 8self10 & und]/&+ all ! re/1 is t "p ( matt] :i* moves = a def9ite "t & occupies a def9ite space4 7,n good1 uncle>1 p]haps ev5 untrue47 #b7 ,an>*y does n mean ! abs5ce ( in/itutions1 b only ! abs5ce ( ^? in/itutions to :i* p are compell$ to submit by =ce1 b ^? in/itutions to :i* p submit !mselves volunt>ily1 rationally4 ,x seems to me t o!rwise !re _c be e/abli%$ & ought n to be1 a society ( be+s end[$ ) reason4 #c7 8,:y is x t aft] s91 suff]+ does n foll[ t p]son :o committ$ ! s98 ,!n he w\ld see :at ought n to be done0--because p live n sep>ately b 9 society & if e "o suff]$ f ! s9 ( ea* "o1 !n e "o w\ld h to resi/ x4 #d7 ,consci5ce is ! memory ( society assimilat$ by sep>ate individuals4 #e7 ,9 old age y exp]i5ce ! same ?+ z on a j\rney4 ,at fir/ y\r ?\ghts are on t place f :i* y are go+1 !n on ! j\rney itself1 & !n on ! place to :i* y are go+4 ,i exp]i5ce ?is m & m (t51 ?9k+ ( dea?4 #f7 ,x is true t a great s9 might be b5eficial1 by call+ =? rep5tance be=e ,god1 indep5d5tly f human judgm5t4 ,su* a s9 leads "o away f ! realm ( human judgm5t1 f vanity1 :i* ma/]s man & hides f him 8 relation to ,god4#chg #g7 ,! physical gr[? is only a prep>ation ( mat]ial = spiritual "w1 ! s]vice to ,god & man :i* beg9s ) ! )]+ ( ! body4 ,to-day ,oct4 #ac4 ,y4 ,p4 ,i am /ill n fully well4 ,x is z x ought to be4 ,b t does n h9d] f liv+1 ?9k+ & mov+ t[>ds a fix$ goal4 ,resurrection advances poorly4 ,h s5t away f\r *apt]s1 ,i ?9k n passable by ! c5sor1 b at lea/ ,i ?9k ,i h settl$ on "o po9t1 & t ,i won't make any m great important *anges4 ,i d n cease ?9k+ ( bro!r ,s]gei1 b because ( ! wea!r & ill heal? ,i _c make up my m9d to g4444 ,sonya 0 9 ,mosc[ & is go+ aga9 to-day4 ,to-day ,i _h a k9d ( intellectual idl5ess1 n only to-day1 b all ^! latt] days4 ,= ,resurrection ,i h ?\ght out good sc5es4 ,conc]n+ sep>at5ess :i* appe>s to u z matt] 9 space & movem5t 9 "t1 ,i am ?9k+ m & m (t5 & m & m cle>ly4 ,i h also receiv$ ,we/rup's pamphlets f ,am]ica ab\t ! money1#chh :i* /ruck me by expla9+ ev]y?+ t 0 uncle> 9 f9ancial que/ions & r$uc+ ev]y?+ z x ought to be1 to viol5ce4444 ,if ,i get "t ,i w write x out4 ,i h ano!r important1 joy\s ?\ght1 al?\gh an old "o1 b :i* came to me z a new "o & :i* makes me v happy1 namely3 #a7 ,! pr9cipal cause ( family unhapp9ess--is because p are br\ght up to ?9k t m>riage gives happ9ess4 ,sex attraction induces to m>riage & x takes ! =m ( a promise1 a hope1 = happ9ess1 :i* is support$ by public op9ion & lit]ature2 b m>riage is n happ9ess1 b always suff]+1 :i* man pays = ! satisfaction ( 8 sex desire4 ,suff]+ 9 ! =m ( lack ( fre$om1 slav]y1 ov]-satiety1 disgu/ ( all k9ds ( spiritual & physical defects ( ! mate :i* "o has to be>2 malici\sness1 /upidity1 falsity1 vanity1 drunk5ness1 laz9ess1 mis]l9ess1 gre$ & corruption--all defects :i* are especially difficult to be> :5 n 9 oneself b 9 ano!r p]son1 & f :i* "o suff]s z if !y 7 "o's own2 & ! same ) physical defects3 ugl9ess1 uncleanl9ess1 /5*1 sores1 insanity1 etc41 :i* are ev5 m difficult to be> :5 n 9 oneself4 ,all ?is1 or at lea/ some?+ ( ?is1 w always be & to be> !m w be difficult = e "o4 ,b t :i* ought to comp5sate3 ! c>e1 satisfaction1 aid1 all ^! ?+s are tak5 z a matt] ( c\rse2 :ile all defects z if !y 7 n a matt] ( c\rse1 & ! m "o expect$ happ9ess f m>riage ! m "o suff]s4 ,! pr9cipal cause ( ?is suff]+1 is t "o expects t :i* does n happ51 & does n expect t :i* always happ5s4 ,& !re=e escape f ?is suff]+ is only by n expect+ joys1 b by expect+ ! bad1 be+ prep>$ to be> !m4 ,if y expect all t :i* is describ$ 9 ! beg9n+ ( 8,! ,?\s& & ,"o ,nights10 if y expect drunk5ness1 /5*1 disgu/+ diseases--!n ob/9acy1 untru?fulness1 ev5 drunk5ness1 c1 if n exactly be =giv51 at lea/ be a matt] ( no suff]+ & "o c rejoice t !re is abs5t t :i* might h be51 t :i* is describ$ 9 8,! ,?\s& & ,"o ,nights03 t !re is no insanity1 canc]1 etc4 ,& !n ev]y?+ t is good w be appreciat$4 ,b is x n 9 ?is1 t ! pr9cipal means ( happ9ess 9 g5]al lie8 ,& is x n !re=e t p are s (t5 unhappy1 especially ! ri* ones8 ,in/ead ( recognis+ oneself 9 ! condition ( a slave :o has to lab\r = himself & = o!rs1 & to lab\r 9 ! way t ! ma/] wi%es1 p imag9e t e k9d ( pleasure awaits !m1 t _! :ole "w lies 9 enjoy+ !m4 ,h[ n be unhappy "u ?is circum/ance8 ,!n ev]y?+3 "w & ob/acles & illnesses--! necess>y conditions ( life--appe> z unexpect$1 t]rible calamities4 ,! poor1 !re=e1 are less (t5 unhappy3 !y "k be=eh& t be=e !m lie lab\r1 /ruggle1 ob/acles1 & !re=e !y appreciate ev]y?+ :i* gives !m joy4 ,b ! ri*1 expect+ only joys1 see a calamity 9 e ob/acle1 & d n notice & d n appreciate ^? goods :i* !y are enjoy+4 8,bless$ be ! poor1 = !y %all be com=t$2 ! hungry1 = !y %all be f$2 & woe unto ye1 ! ri*40 ,oct4 #ad4 ,y4 ,p4 ,if ,i live4 ,oct4 #bg4 ,y4 ,p4 ,we are liv+ alone3 444 ,olga1#chi ,&ru%a1 ,julie#cij & ,&rei ,dmitrievi*4#cia ,ev]y?+ is all "r1 b ,i am (t5 indispos$3 !re are m ill days ?an heal?y ones & !re=e ,i write little4 ,s5t (f #ai *apt]s1#cib v mu* unf9i%$4 ,i am work+ on ! end4 ,i h ?\ght mu*1 & p]haps well3 #a7 ,ab\t ! fre$om ( ! w1 simply3 ,man is free 9 ev]y?+ spiritual1 9 love3 he c love or n love1 m & less4 ,9 ev]y?+ rema9+ he is n free1 consequ5tly 9 ev]y?+ mat]ial4 ,man c direct & n direct 8 /r5g? t[>ds ! s]vice ( ,god4 ,9 ?is "o ?+ 7b x is an enorm\s ?+71 he is free3 he c pull or be driv54 #b7 444 ( ! work]s1 pro/itution & _m o!r ?+s1 all ?is is a necess>y1 inevitable consequ5ce & condition ( ! pagan ord] ( life 9 :i* we live1 & to *ange ei!r "o or _m ( ^!1 is impossible4 ,:at is to be done8 ,*ange ! v ord] ( ?is life1 t on :i* x /&s4 ,h[8 ,by ?is1 9 ! fir/ place1 by n tak+ "p 9 ?is ord]1 9 t :i* supports x 444 etc4 ,&1 second1 to d t 9 :i* man alone is absolutely free3 to *ange selfi%ness 9 8 s\l & ev]y?+ :i* fl[s f x3 malice1 gre$1 viol5ce1 & ev]y?+ else by love & by all t :i* fl[s f x3 reasonabl5ess1 humility1 k9dness & ! re/4 ,x is impossible to turn back ! :eel ( a ma*9e by =ce1--!y are all b\nd toge!r ) cogs & o!r :eels--b to let ! /eam g :i* w move !m or n let x g is easy2 ?us x is t]ribly difficult to *ange ! v out] conditions ( life1 b to be good or bad is easy4 ,b ?is be+ good or evil *anges all ! out] conditions ( life4 #c7 ,our life is ! free+ ( ! enclos$--! expansion ( ! limits 9 :i* ! illimitable pr9ciple acts4 ,?is expansion ( ! limits appe>s to u z matt] 9 motion4 ,! limit ( expansion 9 space appe>s to u z matt]4 ,t "p ( matt] :i* we recognise z ourselves we call our body2 ! o!r "p we call ! _w4 ,! limit ( expansion 9 "t we call motion4 ,t "p ( motion :i* we recognise z ourselves we call our life2 ! o!r "p we call ! life ( ! _w4 ,all ( life is ! expansion ( ^! limits1 ! be+ fre$ f !m4 7,all uncle>1 inexact47 ,nov4 #bj4 ,mosc[4 ,mu* ,i h n writt5 out4 ,i am 9 ,mosc[4444 ,= #gj ye>s ,i h be5 l[]+ & l[]+ my op9ion ( wom5 & /ill x has to be l[]$ m & m4 ,! woman "q6 ,h[ c !re n be a woman "q8 ,only n 9 ?is1 h[ wom5 %\ld beg9 to direct life1 b 9 ?is1 h[ !y %\ld /op ru9+ x4 ,all morn+ ,i h n be5 writ+ & h be5 ?9k+ two ?+s3 #a7 ,we speak ( ! end ( life--al?\gh x is true1 n ! "o :i* we und]/&1 b ! "o :i* w\ld be und]/ood by ! highe/ reason4 ,! purpose is j ! same z ! cause4 ,! cause is look+ backw>d1 ! purpose is look+ =w>d1 b ! cause1 ! conception ( ! cause 7& !re=e ( an end7 appe>s only !n :5 !re is "t1 i4e41 a be+ is limit$ 9 8 conceptions by "t4 ,& !re=e = ,god1 & = man liv+ a ,godly life1 !re is no purpose4 ,!re is life 9 :i* consci\sness gr[s 78#cic7 & t is all4 #b7 ,a drop fus+ ) a great drop1 a pool1 ceases to be & beg9s to be4 ,to-day ,decemb] #ah4 ,mosc[4 ,almo/ a mon? ,i h n writt54 ,h be5 sev]ely ill4#cid ,_h acute pa9 = "o day1 !n a respite1 & weakness4 ,& dea? became m ?an natural1 almo/ desirable4 ,& s x has rema9$ n[1 :5 ,i am gett+ well--t is a new1 joy\s /ep4 ,f9i%$ ,resurrection4 ,n good1 uncorrect$1 hurri$2 b x has fall5 f me & ,i am no long] int]e/$4 ,s]ezha is "h1 ,ma%a & h] husb&1 ,m>ia ,alex&rovna4 ,i am all "r4 ,h n yet begun to write any?+4 ,m ?an any?+ ,i am occupi$ ) 1#cie b ,i h no desire = any?+ v mu*1 am re/+4 ,wrote lett]s4 ,i am attempt+ to write out my notes3 #a7 7,trifles7 ab\t _m-voic$ music4 ,x is necess>y t ! voice say some?+1 b "h !re are _m voices & ea* "o says no?+4 #b7 ,"o ( ! pr9cipal causes ( evil 9 our life is ! fai? cultivat$ 9 our ,*ri/ian _w1 ! fai? 9 ! crude ,hebrew p]sonal ,god1 :5 ! pr9cipal sign 7if "o c express x s7 ( ,god is t he is n limit$1 by any?+1 consequ5tly n p]sonal4 #c7 ,"o %\ld conqu] dea?--n dea?1 b ! fe> ( dea? com+ f a lack ( und]/&+ ( life4 ,if only y und]/& life & its necess>ily good purpose--dea?--!n y cease to fe> x1 to resi/ x4 ,& :5 y cease to fe> x1 y cease to s]ve y\rself1 a mortal1 & y w s]ve an immortal3 ,god1 f :om y came & to :om y are go+4 #d7 ,matt] is ev]y?+ :i* is accessible to our s5ses4 ,sci5ce =ces u to suppose matt] inaccessible to our s5ses4 ,9 ?is realm1 !re c be be+s compos$ ( t matt] & p]ceiv+ x1 matt] inaccessible to our s5ses4 ,i d n ?9k t !re are su* be+s2 ,i only ?9k t our matt] & our s5ses p]ceiv+ x1 are only "o ( innum]able#cif possibilities ( life4 #e7 8,i am a slave1 ,i am a worm1 ,i am a ,cz>1 ,i am a ,god40#cig ,slave & worm true1 b ,cz> & ,god untrue4 ,x is 9 va9 t p attribute a special significance & greatness to 8 reason4 ,! limits ( human reason are v n>r[ & are se5 at once4 ,^! limits are ! inf9ity ( space & "t4 ,man sees ! f9al answ]s to ! que/ions he asks himself1 rec$e & rec$e 9 "t & also 9 space1 & 9 bo? ^! realms4 #f7 ,i read ab\t ,engleh>dt's book3 ,evolution1 ! ,progress ( ,cruelty4#cih ,i ?9k t "h !re is a great deal ( tru?4 ,cruelty has increas$ ma9ly because division ( lab\r has be5 br\ght to pass1 :i* assi/s ! increase ( ! mat]ial weal? ( man4 ,e "o speaks ( ! b5efits ( ! division ( lab\r1 n see+ t ! inevitable condition ( ! division ( lab\r1 besides ! me*anis+ ( man1 is also ! remov+ ( ^? conditions :i* call =? a human1 moral communion betwe5 p4 ,if we are do+ ! same "w1 z agricultural lab\r]s1 !n naturally !re w\ld be e/abli%$ betwe5 u an ex*ange ( s]vice1 a mutual aid1 b betwe5 ! %eph]d & ! factory-weav]1 !re c be no communion4 7,?is seems untrue2 ,i %all ?9k x ov]47 #g7 ,:at w\ld ,god's attitude be t[>ds pray]1 if !re 7 su* a ,god to :om "o c\ld pray8 ,j ! same z w\ld be ! attitude ( ! own] ( a h\se :]e wat] _h be5 introduc$ & to :om ! inhabitants w\ld come to ask = wat]4 ,! wat] has be5 introduc$4 ,y h only to turn ! tap4 ,9 ! same way ev]y?+ has be5 prep>$ = m5 :i* is necess>y to !m1 & ,god is n at fault t in/ead ( mak+ use ( ! clean wat] :i* 0 !re1 "s ( ! t5ants c>ry wat] f a /agnant pond1 o!rs fall into despair f lack ( wat] & beg = t :i* _h be5 giv5 !m 9 su* abundance4 #h7 444 #i7 ,"o c by p]sonal exp]i5ce v]ify ! tru?1 t ,god1 a "p ( ,:om is my own self1 is love1 & by ! exp]im5tal way conv9ce "o's self ( ?is tru?4 ,z soon z love is violat$1 life ends4 ,!re is no desire to d any?+1 ev]y?+ is depress+1 & on ! contr>y1 z soon z love is re/or$1 z soon z y h made peace ) ^? :om y qu>rell$1 =giv51 receiv$ =giv5ess--!n y wi% to live1 to act1 ev]y?+ seems easy & possible4 #aj7 ,x w\ld be good to express ev5 9 approximate numb]s & !n graphically1 t quantity ( lab\r1 ( work+ days1 :i* ri* p use up 9 _! lives4 ,approximately m or less1 ?is c\ld be express$ by money4 ,if ,i sp5d #aj r\bles a day1 t means t #bj m5 are work+ con/antly = me4 7,uncle>1 n :at ,i want to say47 #aa7 ,!y g5]ally say3 8,t is v deep1 & !re=e n to be fully und]/ood40 ,?is is untrue4 ,on ! contr>y4 ,ev]y?+ t is deep is cle> to transp>5cy4 ,j z wat] is murky on top1 b ! deep] x is1 ! m transp>5t4 #ab7 ,"o small "p ( p1 ab\t #bj p] c5t41 is insane by itself1 possess$ by a mania ( egoism1 :i* rea*es to ! po9t ( conc5tration ( all spiritual /r5g?s on oneself2 ano!r1 ! great] "p1 almo/ #hj p] c5t41 is hypnotis$ by ! sci5tific1 by ! arti/ic 444 & pr9cipally 444 hypnotism1 & also does n make use ( its reason4 ,!re=e progress 9 ! _w is always atta9$ by ! insane possess$ by ! same k9d ( insanity by :i* ! majority is possess$4 #ac7 ,i exp]i5ce ! feel+ ( peace1 ( satisfaction1 :5 ,i am ill1 :5 !re takes place 9 me ! de/ruction ( ! limits ( my p]sonality4 ,z soon z ,i get well ,i exp]i5ce ! opposite3 re/lessness1 dissatisfaction4 ,are ^! n obvi\s signs t ! de/ruction ( ! limits ( p]sonality 9 ?is _w1 is ! entrance ( life into new limits8 ,i h f9i%$4 ,decemb] #ai4 ,mosc[4 ,if ,i live4 ,to-day ,decemb] #bj4 ,mosc[4 ,my heal? is n good4 ,my spiritual condition is good1 ready = dea?4 ,9 ! ev5+s !re are _m p4 ,i tire4 ,9 numb] #ea1cii ,resurrection did n appe> & ,i 0 sorry4 ,?is is bad4 ,i ?\ght out a philosophic def9ition ( life4 ,to-day ,i ?\ght well ab\t ,! ,c\pon4#djj ,p]haps ,i %all write x out4 ,notes ,,notes ,,to ,,! ,,text ,,by ,v4 ,g4 ,,*]tkov #a ,) ! words1 8,i cont9ue10 ,tol/oi beg9s a new note-book ( ! ,j\rnal2 ?is note-book presupposes ano!r :i* ! editors h only 9 sep>ate fragm5ts4 ,! previ\s note-book end$ ) ! foll[+ note3 8,octob] #h1 #ahie1 ,y4 ,p4 87,i am beg9n+ an entry to-day ) j :at ,i f9i%$ two days ago47 8,i h only a %ort "t left to live & ,i feel t]ribly l say+ s mu*3 ,i feel l say+ :at we c & mu/ & _c help believ+--ab\t ! cruelty ( deception :i* p impose ^u !mselves2 ! economic1 political & religi\s deception1 & ab\t ! s$uction ( /upefy+ oneself--w9e1 & tobacco consid]$ s innoc5t2 & ab\t m>riage & ab\t education & ab\t ! horrors4444 ,ev]y?+ has rip5$ & ,i want to speak ab\t x4 ,s t !re is no "t = p]=m+ ^? arti/ic /upidities :i* ,i 0 prep>$ to d 9 ,resurrection4 8,b j n[ ,i ask$ myself3 b c ,i write1 kn[+ t no "o w read8 ,& ,i exp]i5c$ some?+ ( disappo9tm5t2 b only = a "t2 t means t !re 0 "s love ( fame 9 x4 ,b !re 0 also ! pr9cipal ?+ 9 x--! ne$ be=e ,god4 8,fa!r1 help me to foll[ ! same pa? ( love4 ,& ,i ?ank ,!e4 ,f ,!e fl[s ev]y?+40 #b ,9 ! orig9al1 m]ely ! initials ( ! phrase are us$4 ,?us ,tol/oi w\ld (t5 f9i% :at he _h writt5 dur+ ! day ) ,i4 ,i ,l4 7,if ,i live71 m>k+ ahead 9 ?is fa%ion ! date ( ! foll[+ day4 #c ,c\ntess ,sophia ,&reevna ,tol/oi1 born ,behrs1 #ahdd1 wife ( ,tol/oi4 ,9 ! ,j\rnal1 ,tol/oi calls h] ,s41 ,s4 ,a41 or ,sonya4 #d 8,cate*ism0 ,tol/oi call$ t sy/ematic exposition ( 8 philosophy 9 ! =m ( que/ions & answ]s :i* he _h begun ab\t ?is "t4 ,9 ! text1 he calls ?is "w1 ,! ,decl>ation ( ,fai?1 or simply1 ,! ,decl>ation4 7,see entries ,decemb] #bc1 '#ie1 & fur!r47 ,9 ! foll[+ ye>1 #ahif1 ,tol/oi ab&on+ ! cate*ism =m1 cont9u$ & f9i%$ ! "w1 :i*1 9 #ahih1 0 publi%$ "u ! title ,*ri/ian ,doctr9e by ,! ,free ,press 7,swobodnoe ,slovo7 issu$ by ,a4 & ,v4 ,*]tkov1 ,engl&1 & lat] 9 #aije1 x appe>$ also 9 ,russia4 #e ,tol/oi nev] return$ to ! cont9uation & revision ( ! plot ( ! /ory ,:o is ,"r8 :i* _h be5 begun by him ab\t ?is "t1 & s x has rema9$ unf9i%$4 ,! beg9n+ ( ! /ory z x 0 writt5 by ,tol/oi1 is pr9t$ 9 8 collect$ works 7see ! full collection ( works by ,tol/oi1 edit$ by ,p4 ,biriukov1 publi%$ by ,syt91 #aiac74 #f ,i4e41 ) ,katiu%a ,maslov & n ) ,nekhliudov1 z ! fir/ =m ( ! novel 0 begun4 #g ,john ,c4 ,k5wor?y1 an ,engli% ,me?odi/ m9i/]1 a writ] & lectur]1 :o %>$ at t "t ! op9ions ( ,tol/oi & :o f\nd$ 9 ,engl& an agricultural colony compos$ ( 8 co-?9k]s4 ,! au?or ( ! "w1 ,tol/oi1 ,8 ,life & ,works1 ,london1 #aijb4 ,!re 0 pr9t$ abroad 9 ! ,russian ,language 9 ! j\rnal ( ,! ,free ,press 7#ahii1 ,no4 #b1 ,engl&7 8 ,! ,anatomy ( ,pov]ty4 ,!y 7 lectures to ! ,engli% work+m5 on political economy1 :i* /ruck ,tol/oi fav\rably & :i* he includ$ 9 ! manuscript :i* 0 !n be+ issu$ "u ! title ( ,ar*ives ( ,l4 ,n4 ,tol/oi1 ,no4 ,,ii1 & to :i* he ev5 wrote an introduction4 ,9 lat] life1 ,k5wor?y fell ill ( n]v\s pro/ration & 0 tak5 to a sanatorium4 #h ,alb]t ,%k>van1 a ,slav1 :o %>$ ,tol/oi's op9ions4 ,an army surgeon 9 ! hospital 9 ,ka%ai 7,hung>y71 he resign$ f ?is s]vice 9 ,febru>y1 #ahie1 = religi\s reasons1 = :i* he 0 imprison$ = f\r mon?s4 #i ,! ,russian sect ( ,dukhobors1 liv+ 9 ! ,caucasus 9 #ahie1 to ! numb] ( sev]al ?\s& s\ls1 ^u ! sugge/ion ( _! lead]1 ,pet] ,vasilevi* ,v]ig91 :o 0 at t "t 9 exile1 gave notice to ! au?orities t !y w\ld no long] take ! oa? or s]ve 9 milit>y s]vice1 &1 9 a ^w1 w\ld no long] take any "p 9 gov]nm5tal viol5ce1 & 9 ! night f ! #bh? to ! #bi? ( ,june ( t ye>1 burn$ all _! weapons4 ,cossacks 7 s5t aga9/ !m & aft] "s executions1 two hundr$ 7 put 9 prison1 _m 7 exil$ f _! native l& & =c$ to live 9 ,arm5ian1 ,georgian & ,t>t> villages 9 ! ,prov9ce ( ,tiflis2 ab\t two or ?ree families 9 a village1 )\t l& & ) ! prohibition aga9/ int]c\rse among !mselves4 ,^? ,dukhobors :o rema9$ 9 active s]vice & refus$ to s]ve1 7 s5t away to discipl9>y regim5ts4 7,see ,dukhobors1 by ,p4 ,biriukov1 #aijh1 publi%]s1 ,posr$nik2 besides !re is mu* mat]ial p]ta9+ to ! hi/ory & ! movem5t ( ! ,dukhobors pr9t$ 9 v>i\s issues ( ,! ,free ,press47 #aj ,! manag] ( ! ,mosc[ ,little ,!atre1 ,walts1 us$ to call on ,tol/oi = ! purpose ( receiv+ in=mation ab\t ! /ag+ ( 8 drama1 ,! ,p[] ( ,d>kness4 #aa ,ivan ,ivanovi* ,bo*k>ev 7di$ #aiae71 =m] revolution>y ,slavophile :o suff]$ mu* = 8 convictions4 ,he became acqua9t$ ) ! gr\p ( p ar\nd ,tol/oi because ( 8 belief 9 veget>ianism1 to :i* he arriv$ indep5d5tly ( any "o4 ,9 8 p]sonal conv]sations ) ,tol/oi1 ,bo*k>ev disput$ 8 religi\s convictions1 heat$ly d5y+ all 8 religi\s metaphysics4 ,at ?is "t he liv$ ne> ! village ( ,ovsiannikovo1 six v]/s f ,yasnaya ,polyana1 on ! e/ate ( ,tol/oi's daught]1 ,t4 ,l4 ,sukhot94 #ab ,pr9ce ,ni*olai ,leonidovi* ,obol5sky1 ! gr&nephew ( ,tol/oi--lat] m>ri$ to ,tol/oi's daught]1 ,m>ia ,lvovna4 #ac ,m>ia ,alex&rovna ,s*midt1 an old fri5d1 :o %>$ ,tol/oi's op9ions & ^: p]sonality & :ole life1 ,tol/oi e/eem$ v highly4 ,9 ! ,j\rnal ( ,febru>y #ah1 #aiji1 he wrote1 8,i nev] knew & d n "k any woman spiritually high] ?an ,m>ia ,alex&rovna40 ,9 ! eighties1 :5 class-tea*] 9 ! ,ni*olaievsky ,orphan ,asylum 9 ,mosc[1 ,mme4 ,s*midt made ! acqua9tance ( ! =bidd5 works ( ,tol/oi1 ^u :i* %e left ! asylum & w5t to live on ! l&1 & up to h] dea? support$ h]self by ! lab\rs ( h] own h&4 ,! la/ t5 ye>s ( h] life %e liv$ ne> ! village ( ,ovsiannikovo1 on ! e/ate ( ,t4 ,l4 ,sukhot91 procur+ h] livelihood by ! sale ( ! b]ries & vegetables f h] own g>d5 & ! dairy products f h] c[s4 ,%e di$ ,octob] #ah1 #aiaa4 #ad ,) ,bo*k>ev4 #ae ,alex&] ,nikiphorovi* ,dunaev1 an old fri5d ( ! ,tol/oi family1 lat] "o ( ! directors ( ! ,mosc[ ,comm]cial ,bank4 #af ,con/ant9 ,ni*olaievi* ,zyabrev1 nick-nam$ 8,bieli0 7,:ite71 a peasant f ,yasnaya ,polyana1 :o 0 also call$ by ! villag]s1 8! ,bless$40 ,tol/oi lik$ to speak ) him4 ,he liv$ 9 ! greate/ pov]ty & nev] bo!r$ ab\t ! next day4 ,at ! "t ( ! visit1 m5tion$ 9 ! ,j\rnal1 he 0 already ne> dea? & soon pass$ away4 ,"s ye>s be=e ?is1 ,tol/oi help$ him to rebuild 8 cab94 #ag ,dr4 ,ivan ,romanovi* ,bazh5ov1 :o liv$ at ?is "t 9 ,vladivo/ok1 s5t ,tol/oi 8 manuscript essay on ! necessity ( call+ an ecum5ical c\ncil & ask$ 8 op9ion on ?is "q4 ,9 ! copy ( ! ,j\rnal at ! disposal ( ! editors1 & p]haps 9 ! orig9al ( ! ,j\rnal1 x 0 writt5 ,bozhanov4 #ah ,a lett] f ,g4 ,f4 ,van-,duyl f ,am/]dam4 ,9 ! lett] ( ,novemb] #ah?1 ,tol/oi answ]$ 8 lett] z foll[s3 8,once a man has und]/ood & is p]meat$ ) ! consci\sness t 8 true happ9ess1 ! happ9ess ( 8 et]nal life1 t :i* is n limit$ by ?is _w1 consi/s 9 ! fulfilm5t ( ! w ( ,god & t aga9/ ?is w 444 !n no consid]ation c =ce ?is man to act aga9/ 8 true happ9ess4 ,& if !re is an inn] /ruggle & if1 z 9 t case ab\t :i* y spoke1 family consid]ations come out on top1 x only s]ves z a pro( t ! true tea*+ ( ,*ri/ 0 n und]/ood & 0 accept$ by him :o c\ld n foll[ x2 ?is only proves t he want$ to appe> z a ,*ri/ian1 b he 0 n s 9 reality40 #ai ,paul ,ivanovi* ,biriukov1 "o ( ,tol/oi's ne>e/ fri5ds & foll[]s1 :o lat] wrote 8 biography 7two volumes1 publi%$ by ,posr$nik1 ,mosc[74 ,tol/oi (t5 calls him ,po%a 9 ! ,j\rnal4 #bj ,! editors 7 unable to discov] ! title ( ?is pamphlet4 #ba ,m>ia ,vasilievna ,siaskov1 an amanu5sis1 :o 0 employ$ = _m ye>s 9 ! publi%+ h\se ( ,posr$nik4 #bb ,tatiana ,&reevna ,kuzm9sky 7born ,behrs71 a si/]-9-law ( ,tol/oi1 wife ( ,s5ator ,a4 ,m4 ,kuzm9sky4 #bc ,konevski1 ?is is ! way ,tol/oi call$ ! novel1 ,resurrection1 :i* he _h begun !n1 ! subject ( :i* he adopt$ at ! end ( ! eighties f /ories told by ! well-kn[n ,c\rt-work]1 ,a4 ,?4 ,koni4 #bd ,ar?ur ,s*op5hau] 7#aghh-ahfj71 ! great ,g]man philosoph]4 ,tol/oi evid5tly read ! translation by ,ph4 ,v4 ,*]nigovitz1 ,aphorisms & ,maxims1 9 two p>ts1 #ahia-ahib4 ,tol/oi1 z e>ly z #ahfi1 wrote to ,a4 ,a4 ,fet3 8,d y "k :at ! pres5t summ] meant to me8 ,cont9ual en?usiasm ov] ,s*op5hau] & a pile ( spiritual pleasures :i* ,i nev] h exp]i5c$ be=e4444 ,s*op5hau] is "o ( ! greate/ g5iuses among p40 #be ,t :i* 0 not$ d[n 9 8 pocket note-book--,tol/oi _h ! habit ( putt+ d[n ?\ghts :i* came to him & :i* seem$ to him important 9 a pocket note-book :i* nev] left him4 ,lat] he copi$ ! mo/ valuable ?\ghts into 8 ,j\rnal1 revis+1 m or less1 z he w5t along4 ,9 rewrit+ f ! note-book ,tol/oi (t5 began ! entry ) ^! words1 8,i h be5 ?9k+0 or 8,i h x not$40 #bf ,see ,note #d4 #bg ,?is essay1 entitl$ ,%ameful1 po9t+ out ! cruelty & s5selessness ( corporal puni%m5t :i* ! law at t "t appli$ to ! peasants1 0 pr9t$ ) omissions & alt]ations 9 ! ,russian newspap]s & lat] abroad 9 full 9 ,leaflets ( ,! ,free ,press1 ,no4 ,,iv1 ,engl&1 #ahii2 lat] x 0 pr9t$ 9 ,! ,full ,collect$ ,works ( ,l4 ,n4 ,tol/oi1 publi%$ by ,syt91 subscrib$ & popul> editions1 volume ,,xviii4 #bh ,9 ! ,mosc[ ,little ,!atre4 #bi ,n1 a "y arti/ liv+ 9 ! home ( ! ,tol/ois1 aft] refus+ milit>y s]vice on acc\nt ( religi\s convictions1 0 plac$ 9 ! milit>y hospital 9 ,mosc[ 9 ! w>d = ! diseases ( ! he>t1 :]e he 0 visit$ by ,tol/oi4 ,lat]1 v>i\s difficult exp]i5ces & spiritual *anges l$ him to agree to milit>y s]vice4444 #cj ,ni*olai ,alexeievit* ,philosophov1 fa!r ( ,c\ntess ,s4 ,n4 ,tol/oi1 wife ( ,c\nt ,i4 ,l4 ,tol/oi4 #ca ,a4 ,a4 ,%k>van s5t ,tol/oi 8 lett] entitl$ 8,:y ,x ,is ,impossible to ,s]ve z a ,milit>y ,doctor40 ,lat] ?is lett]1 9 revis$ =m1 appe>$ 9 8 book1 ,my ,resignation f ,milit>y ,s]vice4 ,notes ( a ,milit>y ,doctor4 7,publi%$ by ,! ,free ,press1 ,engl&1 #ahih1 ,*apt] ,,iv47 #cb ,m>ia ,lvovna ,tol/oi 7#ahgb-aijf71 second daught] ( ,tol/oi1 aft]w>ds m>ri$ to ,c\nt ,n4 ,l4 ,obol5sky4 #cc ,c\nt ,ilya ,lvovi* ,tol/oi 7born #ahff71 second son ( ,tol/oi4 ,has writt5 a book1 ,my ,recollections 7,mosc[1 #aiad74 #cd ,vladimir ,grigorevi* ,*]tkov & 8 wife1 ,anna ,con/ant9ovna 7born ,diet]i*s74 ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov made ! acqua9tance ( ,tol/oi 9 #ahhc4 ,= biographical in=mation ab\t him see "u 8,biography ( ,l4 ,n4 ,tol/oy0 by ,p4 ,biriukov 7,volume ,,ii1 #aiac7 & also 9 ! pamphlet1 ,tol/oi & ,*]tkov1 by ,p4 ,a4 ,b\lang] 7,mosc[1 #aiaa7 & 9 ! essay ( ,a4 ,m4 ,khiriakov3 8,:o ,is ,*]tkov80 7,kievski ,mysl1 #aiaj1 ,no4 #ccc1 ,decemb] #bnd74 #ce ,soon ,tol/oi began ?is drama 7see entry ( ,janu>y #bc1 #ahif71 :i* he call$ ,& ,light ,lights ,up ,d>kness4 ,?is drama1 hav+ to a great ext5t a biographic "*1 portrays ! tortur+ condition ( a man :o has gone ?r\gh an inn] religi\s crisis1 & :o lives ) 8 family :i*1 n und]/&+ him1 int]f]es ) 8 attempts to *ange 8 life accord+ to ! tru? reveal$ to him4 ,?is 0 fir/ pr9t$ ) a great _m c5sor deletions 9 ,! ,po/hum\s ,lit]>y ,works ( ,l4 ,n4 ,tol/oi 7edit$ by ,a4 ,l4 ,tol/oi1 #aiaa1 ,volume ,,ii74 #cf ,! ,engli%man1 ,john ,manson1 came to ,tol/oi ) a reque/ = 8 op9ion on ! collision betwe5 ! ,unit$ ,/ates & ,engl& on acc\nt ( ! b\nd>ies ( ,v5ezuela4 ,tol/oi answ]$ by an ext5sive lett] :i* 0 publi%$ "u ! title1 8,patriotism or ,peace80 & pr9t$ abroad 7by ,deibn] 9 ,b]l91 & o!rs47 ,x 0 n pr9t$ 9 ,russia4 #cg ,erne/ ,crosby 7#ahef-aijg71 an ,am]ican social-work]1 a poet & writ]4 ,:5 he 0 a repres5tative ( ! ,unit$ ,/ates 9 ! ,int]national ,c\rt 9 ,egypt1 he read ,tol/oi's ,on ,life1 :i* caus$ an upheaval 9 8 s\l4 ,z a result1 he left ! ,gov]nm5t s]vice & devot$ 8 life to ! propag&a ( ! social-religi\s views ( ,tol/oi & ! social-economic views ( ,h5ry ,george4 ,he f\nd$ ,! ,social ,re=m ,league1 ! object ( :i* 0 ! discuss+ ( ! problems ( reorganisation ( contempor>y life on ! basis ( ju/ice & equality1 & ! fur!r+ ( ! actual realisation ( ?is reorganisation4 #ch ,e4 ,n4 ,drozh91 a di/rict s*ool tea*]1 9 #ahia1 refus$ milit>y s]vice at ! recruit+ 9 ! city ( ,sudzha 9 ! ,prov9ce ( ,kursk4 ,he 0 s5t5c$ to be s5t to a discipl9>y battalion & /ay$ fifte5 mon?s 9 ! ,voronezh discipl9>y battalion4 ,"h he fell ill ( consumption & ! doctors pron\nc$ him unfit to cont9ue milit>y s]vice1 ^u :i* he 0 transf]r$ to ! /ate's prison to f9i% 8 s5t5ce4 ,he di$ 9 ! ,voronezh prison on ,janu>y #bg1 #ahid1 f inflammation ( ! lungs :i* he contract$ at ! "t ( 8 transf] 444 f ! discipl9>y regim5t to ! prison4 ,! /ory ( 8 refusal f milit>y s]vice is describ$ 9 detail 9 ! book by ,e4 ,i4 ,popov3 ,life & ,dea? ( ,e4 ,n4 ,drozh91 #ahff-ahid1 publi%$ by ,! ,free ,press1 ,engl&1 #ahii4 ,tol/oi wrote an app5dix to ?is book 9 :i* he express$ ! op9ion t su* p l ,drozh9 8by _! activity help44440 ,9 ref]5ce to ?is article ! well-kn[n ,g]man writ]1 ,fr$]ick ,spielhag51 pr9t$ an op5 lett] to ,c\nt ,leo ,tol/oi 9 ! newspap]s1 9 :i* he consid]$ ,tol/oi guilty ( ,drozh9's dea?1 a useless "o1 accord+ to ,spielhag51 = ! abolition ( w> & ! e/abli%m5t ( univ]sal peace4 ,?is lett] 0 translat$ into ,russian 9 #ahif & appe>$ z a sep>ate pamphlet4 #ci ,see ,note #cf4 #dj ,a volum9\s lett] devot$ to ! problem ( non-resi/ance to evil by viol5ce & ! relation ( contempor>y ,am]ican writ]s to x4 #da ,c\nt ,&rei ,lvovi* ,tol/oi1 born #ahgg1 f\r? son ( ,tol/oi4 ,9 ?is ye> he s]v$ 9 ! ,tv] milit>y z a volunte] 7be=e ! prescrib$ age74 #db ,ni*olai ,mi*ailovi* ,nagornov1 husb& ( ,tol/oi's niece1 ,v>v>a ,val]ianovna4 ,9 ! lett] to ,a4 ,k4 ,*]tkov ( ,janu>y #ac1 #ahif1 ,tol/oi wrote3 8,we _h a dea? lately4 ,nagornov di$1 ! husb& ( my niece4 ,%e lov$ him passionately & !y liv$ toge!r rem>kably happily 444 no "o kn[s any?+ ( him1 b ! good4444 ,my he>t feels solemn & good because ( ?is dea?40 #dc ,f$ior ,kud95ko1 a peasant1 a co-?9k] ( ,tol/oi1 a =m] g5d>me4 #dd ,see note #bi4 #de ,du%an ,petrovi* ,makovitsky 7,duan ,makovick71 a ,slovak1 :o lat] became "o ( ! close/ fri5ds & foll[]s ( ,tol/oi1 sp5t six ye>s 9 ,yasnaya ,polyana f ! end ( #aijd to ! day ,tol/oi left1 9 ! capacity ( family doctor1 & 0 ne> ,tol/oi until ! latt]'s dea?4 ,at ?is "t he liv$ 9 8 native l&1 9 ,hung>y1 tak+ "p 9 ! publication ( translations into ! ,slavonian ( ,tol/oi's books & ( writ]s ne> to him 9 _s4 ,! article "h m5tion$ is 8,in/ances ( ,refusal f ,milit>y ,s]vice among ! ,sect ( ! ,naz>5es1 9 ,hung>y40 ,pr9t$ 9 ,leaflets ( ! ,free ,press1 ,engl&1 #ahih1 ,no4 ,i4 #df ,! ,naz>5es1 a sect spread 9 ,hung>y1 ,*orvatia1 ,s]bia1 ,bulg>ia1 ,switz]l& & ! ,unit$ ,/ates1 ^: memb]s refuse milit>y s]vice4 #dg ,ni*olai ,ni*olaievi* ,/rakhov 7#ahbh-ahif71 a fri5d ( ! ,tol/oi family1 a not$ writ] & philosoph]1 highly valu$ by ,tol/oi z a man & a lit]>y critic4 ,he _h an ext5sive correspond5ce ) ,tol/oi1 :i* 0 publi%$ by ! ,tol/oi ,museum ,society 9 ,petrograd1 #aiad4 #dh ,! family ( ! ,c\nts ,olsuphiev 0 v mu* lik$ by ,tol/oi4 ,?is is :at he wrote ab\t !m to ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov on ,febru>y #i1 #ahif3 8,!y are su* v simple & good p1 t ! diff]5ce betwe5 _! op9ion & m9e1 & n ! diff]5ce b ! non-recognition ( t by :i* ,i live1 does n bo!r me4 ,i "k t !y _c1 b t !y want to be good & t !y h gone z f> z !y c\ld 9 t direction40 #di ,ni*olai ,vasilevi* ,davydov1 an old fri5d ( ! ,tol/oi family1 be+ appo9t$ at ?is "t ,presid5t ( ! ,tula ,di/rict ,c\rt1 0 pres5t$ to ! ,emp]or & _h a long conv]sation ) him ab\t ,tol/oi1 answ]+ ! que/ions ask$ him by ! ,emp]or4 ,at pres5t1 ,n4 ,v4 ,davydov is ,presid5t ( ! ,tol/oi ,society 9 ,mosc[4 #ej ,alex&] ,ivanovi* ,ertel 7#ahee-aijh71 a well-kn[n writ]1 au?or ( ! novel ,! ,g>d59s & o!r /ories & novels4 ,! essay by ,ertel :i* ,tol/oi m5tions 0 publi%$ 9 ,n$ielia 9 #ahif1 ,no4 ,,iii1 "u ! title1 8,is ,russian ,society ,decl9+80 ,he object$ to ,tol/oi :o said 9 ! article 8,%ameful0 t "o ought n to ask ab\t ! abolition ( corporal puni%m5t1 b 8"o mu/ & ought only to d5\nce su* a ?+40 8,! way ( d5unciation & rep5tance is te/$ & is be+ te/$--0 wrote ,ertel1 8b 9 itself x is n suffici5t = successful /ruggle aga9/ evil4 ,= ! greate/ effectiv5ess 9 ?is /ruggle ( *anges1 ! judicial pa? ( #8petitions1 decl>ations & addresses1' des]ves e k9d ( sympa?y f ! side ( hi/orical rationalism z well z f ! ,*ri/ian po9t ( view40 ,lat] ,tol/oi1 highly appreciat+ ! popul> /yle ( ,ertel1 wrote a preface to ! po/hum\s edition ( 8 works1 ,mosc[1 #aiji4 #ea ,see ,note #ch4 #eb ,m4 ,a4 ,sopotsko1 at "o "t 9 ! beg9n+ ( ! ,n9eties %>$ "s ( ,tol/oi's views 9 relation to ! out] life1 b nev] und]/ood ! ess5ce ( 8 religi\s philosophy4 ,lat] ,sopotsko became a support] ( ,or?odoxy & frequ5tly attack$ ,tol/oi & 8 fri5ds 9 pr9t4 #ec ,m>ian ,zdzie*[ski1 a pr(essor 9 ! ,crac[ ,univ]sity1 a well-kn[n social work]4 ,9 ! ,siev]ni ,vie/nik = ! ye> #ahie1 ,no4 #g1 "u ! pseudonym ,m4 ,urs91 he contribut$ an article3 8,! ,religi\s ,political ,ideals ( ,poli% ,society40 ,9 respect to ?is article ,tol/oi wrote him a long lett] :i* 0 pr9t$ abroad & lat] 0 repr9t$ 9 ! ,new ,collection ( ,lett]s ( ,l4 ,n4 ,tol/oi1 collect$ by ,p4 ,a4 ,s]gi5ko 7publi%$ by ,okto1 #aiaa71 f :i* by ord] ( ! ,mosc[ ,c\rt x 0 delet$4 ,aft] ?is lett] ,m4 ,e4 ,zdzie*[ski wrote sev]al times to ,tol/oi on ! problems ( ,ca?olicism1 b to ^? lett]s1 m5tion$ 9 ! ,j\rnal1 ,tol/oi evid5tly answ]$ by a p]sonal conv]sation dur+ ! =m]'s visit to ,yasnaya ,polyana 9 ! summ] ( #ahif4 #ed ,9 h] lett] address$ to ,m4 ,l4 ,tol/oi1 ,v]a ,/epanovna ,gr9evi* t\*$ mo/ s]i\sly & deeply ^u ! fundam5tal problems conc]n+ ! religi\s upbr++ ( *ildr54 ,?is lett] produc$ a v /rong impression on ,tol/oi & he int5d$ to answ] x 9 detail1 b o!r "w drew him away f accompli%+ ?is resolution4 ,! lett] ( ,v4 ,s4 ,gr9evi* & ! lett] to h] by ,m4 ,l4 ,tol/oi & ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov are pr9t$ 9 h] book3 ,! ,new ,s*ool-family & ! ,causes ( its ,orig94 #ee ,ni*olskoe1 an e/ate ( ,c\nt ,olsuphiev ne> ,mosc[1 close to ! /ation ( ,podsolne*naia on ! ,ni*olai railroad4 #ef ,eug5e ,he9ri* ,s*midt1 a ,g]man-,hung>ian writ]1 resembl+ 9 "s respects ! philosophy ( ,tol/oi4 ,9 ! ,n9eties he issu$ a magaz9e 9 ,budape/3 ,die ,religion des ,gei/es1 & a newspap] ) a ,*ri/ian an>*ical t5d5cy3 ,ohne ,/aat4 ,9 #aija he pr9t$ a book 9 ,leipzig1 ,tol/oi1 ,8 ,mean+ to ,our ,civilization 7see also 8 article on ! cultural significance ( ! works ( ,leo ,tol/oi1 pr9t$ 9 ! ,int]national ,tol/oi ,almanac by ,p4 ,a4 ,s]gi5ko1 publi%$ by ,kniga1 #aiji47 #eg ,s]gei ,alex&rovi* ,ra*9sky 7#ahcf-aijb71 a celebrat$ work] = popul> education1 :o sacrific$ 8 lectures 9 ! ,mosc[ ,univ]sity = 8 fav\rite occupation ( tea*+ ! peasant *ildr5 9 ! village s*ools to write & read4 ,a relative to ,tol/oi on acc\nt ( ! fir/ wife ( 8 son1 ,s]gei ,lvovi*1 & p]sonally acqua9t$ ) ,tol/oi z e>ly z ! beg9n+ ( ! ,sixties4 #eh ,writt5 orig9ally 9 ,engli%4 #ei ,! lett] 0 call$ =? by ! ,italian-,abyss9ian w>1 :i* 0 !n go+ on4 ,! r ext5sive beg9n+ ( ?is lett] has be5 pres]v$1 b up to n[ has n be5 publi%$ any:]e4 #fj ,"h foll[ words t h be5 cross$ out4 ,note made by ,pr9ce ,n4 ,l4 ,obol5sky 9 ! copy 9 possession ( ! editors4 #fa ,mi*ail ,petrovi* ,novikov1 a peasant ( ! ,prov9ce ( ,tula1 :o s]v$ a ye> z an army scribe 9 "o ( ! regim5ts /ation$ 9 ,mosc[4 ,aft] 8 acqua9tance ) ,tol/oi he suff]$ mu* because ( 8 endeav\r to realise 8 beliefs 9 8 life4 ,a gift$ writ]4 #fb ,c\ntess ,tatiana ,lvovna ,tol/oi 7born #ahfd71 ! elde/ daught] ( ,tol/oi4 ,9 ! ye> #ahii %e m>ri$ ,m4 ,s4 ,sukhot94 #fc ,m>ia ,mi*ailovna ,kholev9sky1 a woman doctor1 liv+ 9 ,tula4 ,by ,adm9i/rative ord]1 aft] ! ev5t m5tion$ 9 ! ,j\rnal1 %e 0 exil$ to ,or5burg4 #fd ,?is lett]1 s5t to bo? m9i/]s 7,i4 ,l4 ,goremyk9 & ,n4 ,v4 ,muraviev7 & to ! same publi%+ h\se1 0 pr9t$ at fir/ abroad 9 ! pap] ,! ,free ,press1 ,no4 #b1 9 #aijb 7,engl&71 aft]w>ds 9 ,russia4 7,see ,full ,collect$ ,works ( ,tol/oi1 publi%$ by ,syt91 #aiac--popul> edition1 ,volume ,,xxii4 ,x is kn[n t ! reque/ ( ,tol/oi 9 ?is lett]3 ,to direct all ! prosecutions = ! spread+ ( 8 =bidd5 books 9 ,russia to himself & n to 8 foll[]s & fri5ds1 z well z a :ole s]ies ( subsequ5t simil> petitions to ,gov]nm5tal (ficials--0 n grant$47 #fe ,! second act ( ,wagn]'s op]a1 ,siegfri$4 ,= ! impression produc$ on ,tol/oi1 see ,:at ,is ,art8 *apt] ,,xiii--9 ! lett] to 8 bro!r1 ,c\nt ,s4 ,n4 ,tol/oi1 on ,april #bj1 #ahif1 ,tol/oi "u ! fre% impression ( ?is op]a wrote ! foll[+3 8,la/ night ,i 0 at ! !atre & he>d ! celebrat$ new music ( ,wagn]'s op]a1 ,siegfri$4 ,i c\ld n sit ?r\gh a s+le act & ,i fl$ f ! place l mad1 & n[ ,i _c talk calmly ab\t x4 ,x is /upid1 unfit = *ildr5 above sev5 ye>s ( age1 a ,pun* & ,judy %[1 pret5ti\s1 feign$1 entirely false & )\t any music :atev]4 ,& sev]al ?\s& sat & pret5d$ to be fasc9at$40 #ff ,aphrikan ,alex&rovi* ,spi] 7#ahcg-ahij71 a rem>kable ,russian philosoph]1 :o liv$ _m ye>s 9 ,g]many & :o wrote 8 works 9 ,g]man3 ,?9k+ & ,reality1 ,morality & ,religi\s1 etc4 ,tol/oi 0 !n read+ 8 pr9cipal "w1 ,d5k5 und ,wirkli*keit 7,?9k+ & ,reality7--9 a lett] ( #ahif to ,c\ntess ,s4 ,a4 ,tol/oi1 ,tol/oi wrote3 8,i am read+ a newly discov]$ philosoph]1 ,spi]1 & am rejoic+4444 ,a v useful book1 de/roy+ _m sup]/itions1 especially ! sup]/ition ( mat]ialism40 7,! ,lett]s ( ,c\nt ,l4 ,n4 ,tol/oi to 8 ,wife1 ,mosc[1 #aiac1 page #eaj47 #fg ,! philosoph]'s daught]1 ,el5a ,aphrikanovna ,spi]1 :o s5t h] fa!r's works to ,tol/oi4 #fh ,grigori ,grigorevi* ,myasoy$ov 7#ahce-aiab74 ,a celebrat$ arti/1 ! pa9t] ( ! picture1 8,! ,read+ ( ! ,ord9ance1 ( ,febru>y #ai?0 & o!rs2 "o ( ! pr9cipal initiators & f\nd]s ( ! ,society ( ,travell+ ,expositions4 #fi ,dmitri ,dmitrievi* ,sv]beev1 ! ,gov]nor ( ,c\rl&1 an acqua9tance ( ! ,tol/ois'4 #gj ,! cem5t factory1 ,gill1 )9 #g v]/s ( ,yasnaya ,polyana4 #ga ,to ! ,coronation 9 ,mosc[ !re w5t3 ,c\ntess ,s4 ,a4 ,tol/oi & ,c\ntess ,a4 ,l4 ,tol/oi2 :ile ,c\ntess ,t4 ,l4 ,tol/oi w5t to ,sw$5 = ! com+ m>riage 9 ,/ockholm ( ,c\nt ,l4 ,l4 ,tol/oi & ,d4 ,ph4 ,we/]lund4 #gb ,! bran* po/ (fice1 #g v]/s f ,yasnaya ,polyana4 #gc ,di$ 9 #aiac4 #gd ,! well-kn[n publi%] ( ,novoe ,vremia1 ,m4 ,o4 ,m5%ikov1 a contributor at t "t to ! lib]al magaz9e1 ,knizhki ,n$ieli1 :]e among o!r ?+s1 he occupi$ himself ) popul>iz+ ,tol/oi's ideas4 ,9 ! article 8,! ,errors ( ,fe>10 pr9t$ 9 t magaz9e 9 #ahif 7,nos4 ,,iv to ,,vi7 ,m5%ikov %>ply condemn$ c]ta9 gov]nm5tal repressions ( ! "t4 ,= ?is article ! magaz9e receiv$ a w>n+4 ,t[>ds ! lat] j\rnali/ic activities ( ,m5%ikov1 ,tol/oi took a critical attitude4 #ge ,f$ior ,alexeievi* ,/rakhov1 a fri5d1 :o %>$ ! views ( ,tol/oi1 au?or ( philosophic articles publi%$ by ,posr$nik "u ! titles ,beyond ,political ,int]e/s1 ,! ,se>* ,= ,tru?4 ,posr$nik also publi%$ a collection ( articles ( v>i\s ?9k]s compil$ by him "u ! title ,_s & ,matt] 7aga9/ mat]ialism74 ,sev]al ( 8 o!r articles 7 issu$ abroad4 ,= ,tol/oi's review ( ! books ( ,f4 ,a4 ,/rakhov see 9 ,j\rnal1 ,augu/ #ae1 #aiaj4 #gf ,ni*olai ,ni*olaievi* ,/rakhov 7di$ 9 ,janu>y ( ?is ye>74 #gg ,) ,f4 ,a4 ,/rakhov4 #gh ,tim(ei ,ni*olaievi* ,granovsky 7#ahac-ahee71 a ,russian hi/orian1 a pr(essor at ! ,mosc[ ,univ]sity4 #gi ,viss>ion ,grigorevi* ,biel9sky 7#ahaj-ahdh71 ! critic--see 9 ,j\rnal1 ,m>* #g1 #ahii1 a comp>ison betwe5 ,biel9sky & ,gogol4 #hj ,alex&] ,alex&rovi* ,h]z5 7#ahab-ahgj71 a great writ]4 ,f #ahdg to 8 dea? he liv$ abroad z an exile4 ,8 collect$ works ) c5sor deletions h be5 publi%$ 9 ,russia only 9 #aije4 ,tol/oi z e>ly z ,augu/ #d1 #ahfj1 wrote 9 8 ,j\rnal1 8,h]z51 a scatt]$ m9d1 sickly ambition4 ,b 8 broadness1 skilfulness1 k9dness & ref9em5t is ,russian40 ,soon aft]1 9 ! beg9n+ ( #ahfa1 ,tol/oi1 be+ abroad1 sp5t a mon? 9 ,london1 :]e he saw ,h]z5 almo/ daily4 ,9 addition to ! op9ion express$ 9 ?is note ( ,tol/oi's ab\t ,h]z51 x %\ld be not$ t aft]w>ds ,tol/oi1 appreciat+ him f ano!r po9t ( view1 ackn[l$g$ a broad educational significance to 8 works 7see1 = example1 ,j\rnal1 ,octob] #ab1 #ahie74 ,9 ! lett]s to ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov ( ,febru>y #i1 #ahhh1 & to ,n4 ,n4 ,gay ( ,febru>y #ac ( ! same ye>1 ,tol/oi call$ ,h]z5 8a man rem>kable 9 /r5g?1 9 m9d & 9 s9c]ity0 & express$ regret t 8 works 7 =bidd5 9 ,russia1 z ! read+ ( !m1 accord+ to 8 op9ion1 w\ld be v in/ructive to ! y\?4 #ha ,ni*olai ,gavrilovi* ,*]ni%evsky 7#ahbh-ahhi7 & ,ni*olai ,alex&rovi* ,dobroliubov 7#ahcf-ahfa71 ,russian critics4 ,tol/oi became acqua9t$ ) ,*]ni%evsky :5 he publi%$ 8 works 9 ,sovrem5nik1 :i* 0 edit$ by ,*]ni%evsky4 #hb ,five-ye>-old daught] ( ,f4 ,a4 ,/rakhov4 #hc ,decl>ation ( ,fai?1 lat] re-nam$ ,! ,*ri/ian ,doctr9e4 #hd ,! e/ate ( ,tol/oi's bro!r1 ,s4 ,n4 ,tol/oi1 9 ! di/rict ( ,krapiv5sk1 9 ! ,gov]nm5t ( ,tula1 #ce v]/s f ,yasnaya ,polyana4 #he ,c\nt ,s]gei ,ni*olaievi* ,tol/oi 7#ahbf-aijd74 ,see = him 9 ,biography ( ,l4 ,n4 ,tol/oi by ,p4 ,biriukov & 9 ,my ,recollections by ,c\nt ,i4 ,l4 ,tol/oi1 ,mosc[1 #aiad4 #hf ,! daught]s ( ,c\nt ,s4 ,n4 ,tol/oi3 ,v]a1 ,v>v>a & ,m>ia ,s]gievna4 #hg ,*>les ,salomon1 ! translator ( "s ( ,tol/oi's works into ,fr5*1 & a pr(essor ( ! ,russian language 9 ! high] in/itutions 9 ,p>is4 #hh ,s]gei ,ivanovi* ,tanyeev 7#ahef-aiae71 compos]1 at "o "t director at ! ,mosc[ ,cons]vatory1 an acqua9tance ( ! ,tol/oi family1 :o liv$ ?ree summ]s 7#ahid-ahif7 9 ,yasnaya ,polyana4 #hi ,on ! ,khod9ka field at ! "t ( ! coronation celebration ( ,may #ah1 #ahif4 ,9 ! beg9n+ ( ! ye> #aiaj1 ,tol/oi wrote a little /ory call$ ,khod9ka1 pr9t$ = ! fir/ "t 9 8 ,po/hum\s ,lit]>y ,works1 ,volume ,,iii1 publi%$ by ,a4 ,l4 ,tol/oi1 ,mosc[1 #aijb4 #ij ,tim(ei ,ni*olaievi* ,bond>ev 7#ahbj-ahih71 a peasant ( ! di/rict ( ! ,don4 ,9 #ahfg he 0 exil$ to ,sib]ia = conv]sion to ! ,jewi% fai? & liv$ 9 ! di/rict ( ,m9us9sk1 9 ! ,prov9ce ( ,y5iseisk1 to ! end ( 8 life4 ,wrote a "w call$ ,indu/ri\sness & ,p>asitism1 or ,! ,triumph ( ! ,agricultural ,work] 7issu$ ) abbreviations 9 #aijf 9 ,petrograd by ,posr$nik17 9 :i* he prov$ ! moral obligation ( ea* man to d agricultural "w4 ,tol/oi wrote a long introduction to ?is "w4 ,z to ! impression :i* ?is "w produc$ on ,tol/oi1 he himself wrote 9 8 book ,:at ,!n ,%all ,we ,d8 7#ahhd-ahhf7 ! foll[+3 8,9 all my life1 two ,russian ?9k]s _h ^u me a great moral influ5ce & enri*$ my ?\ght & cl>ifi$ my philosophy4 ,^! p 7 n ,russian poets1 s*ol>s1 prea*]s--!y 7 two rem>kable m5 :o are n[ liv+1 & :o all _! life lab\r$ 9 ! muzhik lab\r ( peasants1 ,siutaev & ,bond>ev40 ,9 8 lett] "h m5tion$ to ,bond>ev1 ,tol/oi t\*$ ^u ^? religi\s problems :i* ,bond>ev ask$ him4 ,= m details ab\t ,bond>ev see 9 ! article ( ,c4 ,s4 ,%okhor-,trotsky3 8,siutaev & ,bond>ev0 79 ! ,tol/oi ,annual1 #aiac71 ,petrograd1 #aiad1 issu$ by ! ,tol/oi ,museum ,society1 foll[+ :i* are pr9t$ t5 lett]s by ,tol/oi to ,bond>ev & "s writ+s ( ,bond>ev himself4 #ia ,my ,refusal ,f ,milit>y ,s]vice1 ,! ,memoirs ( an ,army ,physician1 issu$ by ,! ,free ,press1 #ahih1 ,engl&4 ,tol/oi read ?is "w ev5 be=e1 9 manuscript1 & at ?is "t probably 0 re-read+ x4 ,9 8 lett] to ,a4 ,a4 ,%k>van ( ,decemb] #af1 #ahie1 ,tol/oi wrote3 8,y\r memoirs are int]e/+ & important to ! highe/ degree4 ,i read !m ) spiritual joy & 0 t\*$40 #ib ,see ,note #bi4 #ic ,/ephane ,mall>m 7#ahdb-ahih71 ,fr5* poet1 consid]$ "o ( ! mo/ prom95t ,symboli/s4 ,= a m detail$ op9ion ( him by ,tol/oi1 see 8 book1 ,:at ,is ,art8 ,*apt] ,x4 #id ,goe! 7#agdi-ahcb71 ! ,g]man poet4 ,see = ,tol/oi's op9ion ( him 9 8 ,j\rnal1 ,septemb] #ac1 #aijf4 ,e>li] 9 #ahia1 9 8 lett] to ,c\ntess ,a4 ,a4 ,tol/oi1 ,tol/oi wrote3 8,z to ,goe!1 ,i d n l him at all4 ,i don't l 8 conceit$ paganism40 ,%akespe>e 7#aefd-afaf74 ,see ,tol/oi's article ab\t him 8,on ,%akespe>e0 & 8,on ,! ,drama0 & ! op9ion 9 8 j\rnal ,m>* #ae1 #ahig4 #ie ,decl>ation ( ,fai?4 #if ,h5ry ,george 7#ahci-ahig71 not$ ,am]ican social work] & writ] on economic que/ions4 ,9 8 num]\s works1 *iefly on agr>ian que/ions1 he 0 a w>m def5d] ( ! de/itute & ! oppress$4 ,george consid]$ ! exi/5ce ( private l& own]%ip z ! pr9cipal cause ( ! exi/5ce ( pov]ty2 appe>+ z its oppon5t1 he sugge/$ ! abolition ( all exi/+ taxes1 sub/itut+ = !m a s+le tax on ! value ( l&2 by means ( ?is re=m1 l& w\ld pass into ! h&s ( p cultivat+ x by _! own lab\r1 because = p :o did n "w x1 x w\ld be unpr(itable to own great /ret*es ( l&1 s9ce !y w\ld h to pay a l>ge am\nt ( taxes on !m4 ,tol/oi sympa?is$ v mu* ) ,george's s*eme & wrote mu* ab\t x 7,! ,great ,s91 ,! ,only ,possible ,solution ( ! ,l& ,"q1 ,a ,lett] to a ,peasant & "s *apt]s 9 ,resurrection & o!rs74 ,( ! works ( ,george1 ,tol/oi recognis$ z ! be/ 8 ,social ,problems1 to ! ,russian translation ( :i* he wrote a preface4 ,9 ! la/ ye>s ( ,george's life1 ,tol/oi 0 9 correspond5ce ) him2 9 8 lett] to him ( #ahid ,tol/oi among o!r ?+s wrote3 8,! read+ ( ea* "o ( y\r books cl>ifies = me mu* :i* =m]ly 0 n cle> to me & conv9ces me m & m ( ! tru? & practicality ( y\r sy/em0 translat$ f ! ,russian f a translation f ! ,engli%4--,translator's note4 ,on ! occasion ( ,george's dea?1 ,tol/oi wrote to ,c\ntess ,s4 ,a4 ,tol/oi on ,octob] #bd1 #ahig3 8,s]ezha told me ye/]day t ,h5ry ,george 0 dead4 ,/range to say1 8 dea? /ruck me z ! dea? ( a v close fri5d4 ,! dea? ( ,alex&re ,dumas produc$ ! same impression ^u me4 ,"o feels z if x 7 ! loss ( a real comrade & fri5d40 ,_m works ( ,george's are translat$ into ! ,russian2 !re is a spl5did biography ( him writt5 by ,s4 ,d4 ,ni*olaev1 & publi%$ by ,posr$nik3 ,! ,great ,fight] = ,l& ,lib]ation1 ,h5ry ,george1 ,mosc[1 #aijf4 #ig ,anna ,con/ant9ovna ,*]tkov4 #ih ,9 ! lett] to ,c\nt ,l4 ,l4 ,tol/oi ( ,june #g1 #ahif1 ,tol/oi relat$ ! incid5t z foll[s3 8,ye/]day a rem>kable ev5t happ5$ to me4 ,two or ?ree times !re came to me a "y civilian f ,tula ask+ me to give him books4 ,i gave him "s ( my articles & spoke ) him4 ,he 01 accord+ to 8 convictions1 a ,nihili/ & an ,a!i/4 ,i told him f ! bottom ( my he>t all t ,i ?\ght4 ,ye/]day he came & gave me a note3 #8,read x1' he said1 #8!n tell me :at y ?9k ( me4' ,9 ! note x 0 writt5 t he 0 a junior (fic] 9 ! g5d>m]ie1 a spy1 s5t to me to f9d out :at is go+ on "h1 & t he became unbe>ably consci5ce-/rick5 & t is :y he disclos$ himself to me4 ,i felt pity & disgu/ & pleasure40 #ii ,! prie/1 ,john ,ili* ,s]giev 7( ,kron/adt7 7#ahbi-aijh71 :o enjoy$ great fame z 8,! supplicator = ! sick40 ,9 8 prea*+ & 8 books he _m times made %>p attacks aga9/ ,tol/oi & 8 views4 #ajj ,decl>ation ( ,fai?4 #aja ,zakaz1 a piece ( ,yasnaya ,polyana =e/1 n f> f ! h\se4 ,tol/oi 0 aft]w>ds buri$ !re4 #ajb ,tol/oi _h ! opportunity to closely obs]ve ! nomadic life ( ! ,ba%kirs 9 ! prov9ce ( ,sam>a1 :]e he w5t 9 ! ,sixties to dr9k kumyss1 & 9 ! ,sev5ties & ,eighties to 8 own e/ates 7see ,! ,biography ( ,l4 ,n4 ,tol/oi writt5 by ,p4 ,i4 ,biriukov 7,mosc[1 #aiac7 publi%$ by ,posr$nik1 ,volume ,,ii1 ,*apt] ,,viii2 & also ! ,recollections 9 ! ,*ildr5's ,magaz9e1 ,mayak1 #aiac1 by ,v4 ,s4 ,morosov1 a =m] pupil ( ! ,yasnaya ,polyana s*ool 9 ! beg9n+ ( ! ,sixties74 #ajc ,a village )9 f\r v]/s f ,yasnaya ,polyana4 #ajd ,leonilla ,fom9i%na ,ann5kov 7#ahde-aiad71 an old fri5d ( ,tol/oi's & an adh]5t ( 8 philosophy1 ! wife ( a ,kursk l&lord1 ! well-kn[n s*ol>ly lawy]1 ,k4 ,n4 ,ann5kov 7#ahdb-aiaj74 ,%e made ! acqua9tance ( ,tol/oi 9 #ahhf & f t "t on correspond$ v mu* ) him4 ,completely %>+ ! op9ions ( ,tol/oi1 %e appli$ !m ) a r>e sequ5ce to life & %e 0 not$ = h] rem>kable abundance ( love :i* attract$ e "o :o met h]4 ,tol/oi valu$ h] highly1 consid]+ t %e _h 8a cle> m9d & a lov+ he>t40 #aje ,f>!r on "o l9e is cross$ out4 ,a note ( ,pr9cess ,m4 ,l4 ,obol5sky 9 ! copy at ! disposal ( ! editors4 #ajf ,x weigh$ ^u him t c]ta9 p]sons to :om he did n want to %[ 8 ,j\rnal _h read x nev]!less4 ,9 ! la/ ye>s ( 8 life he 0 compell$ to hide ! curr5t ,j\rnal some:]e 9 8 rooms1 & ! f9i%$ note-books he gave away 9 safe keep+4 #ajg ,a village f\r v]/s f ,yasnaya ,polyana1 :]e ! ,*]tkovs liv$ 9 summ]4 #ajh ,decl>ation ( ,fai?4 #aji ,! note ( ,july #ai1 #ahif1 he evid5tly orig9ally ins]t$ 9 a note-book f :i* he lat] wrote x out 9 8 ,j\rnal4 #aaj ,tol/oi's bro!r1 ,c\nt ,s4 ,n4 ,tol/oi4 #aaa ,?is article "u ! title ( 8,h[ to ,read ,! ,gospels & ,:at ,is ,its ,ess5ce0 0 pr9t$ at fir/ 9 ! edition ( ,! ,free ,press1 #ahih1 & aft] 9 #aije 9 ,russia4 7,see ! complete works ( ,tol/oi publi%$ by ,syt91 ,popul> ,edition1 ,volume ,,xv47 ,! c5tral ?\ght ( ?is article is t 9 ord] to und]/& ! true mean+ ( ! ,gospels1 "o has to p5etrate ^? passages :i* are completely simple1 cle> & und]/&able4 ,tol/oi advises all ^? :o wi% to und]/& ! true mean+ ( ! ,gospels to m>k ev]y?+ :i* is = !m completely cle> & und]/&able ) a blue p5cil & m>k+ at ! same "t ) a r$ "o1 ar\nd ! words m>k$ 9 blue1 ! words ( ,*ri/ ,himself z diff]+ f ! words ( ! ,apo/les4 ,x is ^? places m>k$ by ! r$ p5cil :i* w give ! read] ! ess5ce ( ! tea*+ ( ,*ri/4 ,tol/oi 9 8 own copy ( ! ,gospels made su* m>ks :i* he m5tions lat] 9 ! ,j\rnal ) ! words3 8,m>k$ ! ,gospels40 #aab ,hadji ,murad1 "o ( ! bolde/ & mo/ rem>kable lead]s ( ! ,caucasian m\nta9e]s :o play$ a big rle 9 ! /ruggle ( ! m\nta9e]s ) ! ,russians 9 ! ,=ties ( ! ,n9ete5? ,c5tury4 ,9 #aheb he 0 kill$ 9 a skirmi% ) ! ,cossacks4 ,tol/oi he>d mu* ab\t him z e>ly z ! beg9n+ ( ! ,fifties1 :5 he himself took "p 9 ! fight ) ! m\nta9e]s4 ,a mon? aft] ! above-m5tion$ note 9 ! ,j\rnal1 ,tol/oi made a r\gh sket* ( 8 /ory1 ,hadji ,murad1 on :i* he work$ ) int]ruptions until #aijd4 ,?is /ory 0 pr9t$ = ! fir/ "t 9 8 ,po/hum\s ,lit]>y ,works 7publi%$ by ,a4 ,l4 ,tol/oi1 ,volume ,,iii1 #aiab47 ,x is int]e/+ to comp>e ! introduction to x ) ! above note ( ,tol/oi's 9 8 ,j\rnal4 #aac ,z 9 ! copy at ! disposal ( ! editors4 #aad ,afanasie ,afanasevi* ,fet 7,%5%97 7#ahbj-ahib71 a ,russian lyric poet & translator & fri5d ( ! ,tol/oi family4 ,conc]n+ ! relations ( ,tol/oi ) him1 see ,my ,recollections1 by ,fet 7,volume ,,ii1 #ahij7 & ,! ,biography ( ,l4 ,n4 ,tol/oi by ,biriukov4 ,9 ! lett] ( ,novemb] #g1 #ahff1 ,tol/oi wrote to ,fet3 8,y are a man ^: m9d1 n to speak ( any?+ else1 ,i value high] ?an any "o ( my acqua9tances' & :o 9 p]sonal int]c\rse is ! only "o :o gives me t bread by :i* x is n alone t man lives40 ,lat] ,tol/oi & ,fet became e/rang$ f ea* o!r4 #aae ,kant1 ! ,g]man philosoph] 7#agbd-ahjd74 ,= ! op9ions ( ,tol/oi ab\t him see ! ,j\rnal1 ,febru>y #ai1 & ,septemb] #bb1 #aijd1 & ,septemb] #b1 #aijf2 ,augu/ #h?1 #aijg2 ,m>* #bf1 #aiji4 ,kant's ,?\ghts1 select$ by ,tol/oi1 7 publi%$ by ,posr$nik1 ,mosc[1 #aijf4 #aaf ,z a six? s5se1 ,tol/oi recognis$ ! muscul> s5se4 ,see ! note ( ,octob] #aj1 #ahif4 #aag ,s4 ,i4 ,tanyeev4 #aah ,! ,%5%9s--,tula l&lords :o liv$ on _! e/ate1 ,sudakovo1 five v]/s f ,yasnaya ,polyana4 #aai ,prosp] ,/4 ,?omas1 tutor ( ,tol/oi & 8 bro!rs4 ,! incid5t m5tion$ 9 ! ,j\rnal produc$ a trem5d\s impression on ,tol/oi4 8,x may h be5 t ?is incid5t 0 ! cause ( all ! horror & av]sion to all k9ds ( viol5ce :i* ,i exp]i5c$ ?r\gh\t life10 ,tol/oi wrote aft]w>ds 9 8 recollections4 7,see ,p4 ,biriukov3 ,! ,biography ( ,l4 ,n4 ,tol/oi1 ,mosc[1 issu$ by ,posr$nik1 ,volume ,i1 pages #ii-ajj47 ,9 ,tol/oi's /ory ,boyhood1 ,/4 ,?omas is pictur$ "u ! "n ( ,sa9t ,j]ome4 ,! incid5t m5tion$ "h is describ$ 9 ,*apt]s ,,xiv1 ,,xv & ,,xvi ( t /ory4 #abj ,writt5 9 ,engli% 9 ! orig9al4 #aba ,tol/oi1 toge!r ) ,c\ntess ,s4 ,a4 ,tol/oi1 visit$ 8 si/]1 ,c\ntess ,m>ia ,ni*olaievna1 liv+ 9 ! conv5t ( ,%amord9o ne> ! ,opt9a ,des]t4 ,9 8 lett] to h] ( ,septemb] #ac1 #ahif1 ,tol/oi wrote1 8,) great pleasure & emotion ,i recall my /ay ) y40 #abb ,! /ory1 ,hadji ,murad4 ,see ,note #aab4 #abc ,c\nt ,s]gei ,lvovi*1 ) 8 wife1 ,c\ntess ,m>ia ,con/ant9ovna 7born ,ra*9sky1 :o di$ 9 #ahii72 ,c\nt ,ilya ,lvovi*1 ) 8 wife1 ,c\ntess ,sophia ,ni*olaievna1 & ,c\nt ,leo ,lvovi*1 ) 8 wife1 ! ,c\ntess ,dora ,f$orovna4 #abd ,! ,dut*man1 ,van-d]-,ve]1 refus$ milit>y s]vice1 z he decl>$ 9 8 lett] to ! ,comm&] ( ! ,national ,gu>d1 on ! gr\nds t he hat$ e k9d ( murd] ( m5 z well z ( animals1 especially murd] at ! ord] ( o!r p4 ,! milit>y au?orities s5t5c$ him to ?ree mon?s' solit>y conf9em5t4 ,lat] ,van-d]-,ve] = sev]al ye>s publi%$ a magaz9e ) a ,*ri/ian t5d5cy call$ ,vr$e4 #abe ,van-d]-,ve]'s lett]1 ) ! app5dix by ,tol/oi "u ! title 8,! ,beg9n+ ( ! ,end0 0 pr9t$ 9 ! edition ( ,! ,free ,press1 #ahih1 ,engl&1 lat] 9 ,russia 9 ! ,obnovl5ia1 ,petrograd1 #aijf1 :i* 0 soon confiscat$4 #abf ,alex&ra ,mikhailovna ,kalmikov1 a not$ work] = popul> education1 :o turn$ to ,tol/oi ) ! reque/ t he express himself 9 reg>d to ! ord] !n giv5 by ! ,m9i/] ( ! ,int]ior to close ! committees on illit]acy4 ,9 answ] to h] lett]1 ,tol/oi express$ 8 op9ion ab\t ! activity ( ! ,russian ,gov]nm5t 9 g5]al & ab\t ! me?ods ( resi/+ x us$ by ! ,lib]als4 ,8 answ]1 "u ! title ( 8,a ,lett] to ! ,lib]als10 9 revis$ =m 0 pr9t$ 9 full 9 ! publication ( ,! ,free ,press3 8,conc]n+ ! ,attitude ,t[>ds ! ,/ate0 7,engl&1 #ahih7 & ) omissions 9 ! publication ( ,obnovl5ia 7,petrograd1 #aijf17 :i* 0 confiscat$4 #abg ,ioga's ,philosophy4 ,lectures on ,rajah ,ioga or ,conqu]+ ,int]nal ,nature1 by ,swmi ,vivekn&a1 ,new ,york1 #ahif4 #abh 8,! ,tea*+ ( ! ,twelve ,apo/les10 discov]$ 9 #ahhc4 ,a docum5t ( ! ,*ri/ian lit]ature ( ! ,fir/ ,c5turies4 ,tol/oi translat$ x f ! ,greek & twice wrote a preface to x3 9 #ahhe & tw5ty ye>s lat]1 9 #aije4 ,! passage m5tion$ 9 ! ,j\rnal reads ?is way3 8,x is n good to love only ^? :o love y4 ,hea!ns d ! same4 ,!y love _! own & hate _! enemies & !re=e !y h enemies1 b y %\ld love ^? :o hate y & !n y w h no enemies40 #abi ,daniel ,pavlovi* ,konissi1 a ,japanese1 conv]t$ to ! ,greek ,*ur*1 :o /udi$ 9 ! ,kiev ,!ological ,academy1 !n came to ,mosc[ & "h made ! acqua9tance ( ,tol/oi4 ,lat] he became pr(essor 9 ! ,univ]sity 9 ,kioto4 ,translat$ ,lao-,tze f ! ,*9ese into ! ,russian 7?is translation 0 pr9t$ at fir/ 9 ,problems ( ,philosophy & ,psy*ology & lat] 9 sep>ate pamphlet1 ,lao-,se1 ,tao-,te-,k+1 ,mosc[1 #aiac47 ,= ,d4 ,p4 ,konissi see article ( ,i4 ,alexeev1 8,! ,skies ,are ,diff]5t--! ,p ,are ! ,same0 79 ! pap]1 ,nov1 #aiad1 ,no4 #aed47 ,ab\t ! ,japanese :o visit$ him1 ,tol/oi wrote to ,c\ntess ,s4 ,a4 ,tol/oi1 ,septemb] #bf?3 8,?is morn+ ! ,japanese arriv$4 ,v int]e/+1 fully educat$1 orig9al & intellig5t & free-?9k+4 ,"o an editor ( a pap]1 evid5tly a v ri* man & an ari/ocrat !re1 no long] "y2 ! o!r "o1 a little man1 "y1 8 assi/ant1 also a lit]>y man0 7,lett]s ( ,tol/oi to 8 ,wife1 ,mosc[1 #aiac1 page #ejg74 #acj ,pet] ,vasilevi* ,v]ig91 ! lead] ( ! ,dukhobors1 :5 9 exile 9 ! t[n ( ,obdorsk1 9 ! prov9ce ( ,tobolsk1 wrote to ,tol/oi ab\t 8 life & exp\nd$ 8 views on ! pr9t+ ( books4 ,tol/oi's reply1 writt5 on ,octob] #ad1 #ahif1 9 :i* he answ]$ ! objections ( ,v]ig9 aga9/ ! pr9t+ ( books1 0 pr9t$ 9 ! book1 ,! ,lett]s ( ! ,dukhobor ,lead]1 ,p4 ,v4 ,v]ig91 publi%$ by ,! ,free ,press1 #aija1 ,engl&4 ,see also ! lett] ( ,p4 ,v4 ,v]ig9 on 8 acqua9tance ) ,tol/oi pr9t$ 9 ! ,int]national ,tol/oi ,almanac compil$ by ,p4 ,a4 ,s]gi5ko 7issu$ by ,kniga1 #aiji74 #aca ,fur!r 9 ,tol/oi's manuscript1 "o page has be5 cross$ out4 ,a note by ,m4 ,l4 ,obol5sky 9 ! copy 9 possession ( ! editors4 #acb ,?is lett] 0 pr9t$ at fir/ 9 an issue ( ,! ,free ,press1 ,no4 #h1 #ahih1 ,engl&1 & lat] 9 ,russia 9 ,obnovl5ia1 ,petrograd1 #aijf1 & 0 confiscat$4 #acc ,bro!r ( ,tol/oi1 ,c\nt ,s4 ,n4 ,tol/oi4 #acd ,a peasant ( ! prov9ce ( ,kh>kov 9 ! di/rict ( ,sumsk1 ,pet] ,vasilevi* ,olkhovik4 ,refus$ milit>y s]vice ,octob] #ae1 #ahie1 at recruit+1 9 ! city ( ,bielopolie1 prov9ce ( ,kh>kov4 ,0 s5t5c$ by ! ,vladivo/ok milit>y c\rt to ?ree ye>s 9 a discipl9>y battalion4 ,! lett]s ( ,olkhovik to 8 relatives & acqua9tances ab\t 8 refusal 7 publi%$ by ,! ,free ,press1 #ahig1 ,engl&1 & 9 #aijf 9 ,russia by ,obnobl5ia 7& 7 confiscat$74 ,influ5c$ by ,olkhovic1 ! private1 ,cyril ,s]$a1 also refus$ milit>y s]vice1 ) :om ,olkhovic became fri5dly on ! /eam] on ! way to ,sib]ia1 :]e he 0 appo9t$ = s]vice4 ,bo? ( !m 7 turn$ ov] to ! ,irkutsk discipl9>y battalions4 ,tol/oi's lett] to ! comm&+ (fic] ( ! regim5t1 9 :i* he asks him 8z a ,*ri/ian & z a k9d man to h pity on ^! p 4440 0 pr9t$ at fir/ also 9 ,! ,free ,press & aft]w>ds 9 v>i\s publications 9 ,russia4 7,see ! ,complete ,works ( ,tol/oi1 publi%$ by ,syt93 subscrib$ edition1 ,volume ,,xx1 popul> edition1 ,volume ,,xxii47 ,on ! effect t ,tol/oi's lett] produc$ on ! (fic] ( ! regim5t1 ,tol/oi himself wrote ! foll[+ 9 a lett] to ,p4 ,a4 ,b\lang]1 ,m>* #bi1 #ahih3 8,rec5tly ,i 0 surpris$1 & v pleasantly1 by a lett] f a man exil$ adm9i/ratively f ,v]khol5sk1 :o writes t ! comm&+ (fic] ( ! discipl9>y battalion 9 ,irkutsk op5ly told ,olkhovi* & ,s]$a t my appeal = !m sav$ !m f corporal puni%m5t & %ort5$ _! s5t5ce4 ,let a ?\s& lett]s pass 9 va93 if b "o has su* a result1 !n "o ought to write unceas+ly40 ,! fate ( ,p4 ,v4 ,olkhovi* 0 z foll[s3 ,f ! discipl9>y battalion he 0 exil$ = eighte5 ye>s to ! di/rict ( ,yakutsk1 :]e he liv$ toge!r ) ! exil$ ,dukhobors until #aije1 :5 toge!r ) !m he w5t to ,am]ica4 ,at ! pres5t mom5t he is liv+ 9 ,cali=nia4 #ace ,edw>d ,c>p5t]1 a not$ contempor>y ,engli% ?9k]1 "s ( ^: works ,tol/oi valu$ highly4 ,c>p5t]'s article1 8,contempor>y ,sci5ce10 0 lat] translat$ into ,russian by ,c\ntess ,tol/oi & pr9t$ ) a preface by ,tol/oi 9 ! magaz9e ,siev]ni ,vie/nik 7#ahih1 ,no4 #c71 lat] x 0 issu$ sep>ately 7,posr$nik1 ,mosc[1 #aiaa74 #acf ,c\nt ,s]gei ,lvovi* ,tol/oi 7born1 #ahfc71 elde/ son ( ,tol/oi4 #acg ,to ! ,ekat]9ograd discipl9>y battalion 7 s5t5c$ ! ,dukhobors 7#da 9 numb]7 :o _h refus$ milit>y s]vice1 :ile be+ 9 actual milit>y s]vice 444 ,see ,! ,dukhobors 9 ! ,discipl9>y ,regim5t1 publi%$ by ,! ,free ,press1 #aijb1 ,engl&1 :]e 0 pr9t$ also ! lett] ( ,tol/oi to ! comm&+ (fic] ( ! regim5t4 ,/at+ ^? religi\s convictions ( ! ,dukhobors = :i* !y suff]$ p]secutions & call+ _! acts 4441 ,tol/oi ask$ ! comm&+ (fic] to d all t he c\ld to light5 _! fate4 ,! lett] ( ,tol/oi produc$ a s(t5+ effect on ! comm&+ (fic]4 #ach ,vladimir ,vasilevi* ,/asov 7#ahbd-aijf71 a critic ( art & music & ! libr>ian ( ! ,imp]ial ,public ,libr>y 9 ,petrograd1 a fri5d ( ! ,tol/oi family4 ,:51 aft] ,/asov's dea?1 8 fri5d1 ! sculptor1 ,i4 ,y4 ,g9zburg1 ask$ ,tol/oi to write 8 recollections ( him1 9 ! compilation1 8,to ,! ,memory ( ,v4 ,v4 ,/asov10 ,tol/oi 9 8 lett] ( ,novemb] #g1 #aijg1 repli$ t x 0 difficult = him to write ab\t ,/asov on acc\nt ( 8! misund]/&+0 :i* _h tak5 place betwe5 !m3 8! misund]/&+ consi/$ 9 t ,vladimir ,vasilevi* ,/asov lov$ & valu$ prejudicially 9 me t :i* ,i did n value & c\ld n value 9 myself1 & 9 8 goodness =gave me t :i* ,i valu$ & value 9 myself above ev]y?+ else1--t by :i* ,i liv$ & live4 ,) e o!r man su* a misund]/&+ w\ld lead1 if n to ho/ility !n to a coolness1 b ! g5tle1 k9d1 spontane\s1 w>m nature ( ,vladimir ,vasilevi* & at ! same "t1 8 *ildlike cl>ity1 0 su*1 t ,i c\ld n help succumb+ to 8 influ5ce & lov+ him )\t any ?\ght ( ! diff]5ce ( our po9ts ( view4 ,i %all always rememb] our good fri5dly relation%ip ) emotion40 #aci ,ni*olai ,ni*olaievi* ,gay1 ! son ( ! old fri5d ( ,tol/oi1 ,n4 ,n4 ,gay4 #adj ,^! ?\ghts 7 call$ =? 9 ,tol/oi by a lett] receiv$ on ,octob]1 #ahif1 f ,v4 ,v4 ,rakhmanov1 :o1 be+ acqua9t$ ) ?is "w ( ,tol/oi1 f\nd x writt5 9 a cold & didactic tone & advis$ ,tol/oi to ab&on x4 #ada ,see ,j\rnal1 ,oct4 #bj1 #ahif4 ,?\ghts #i & #aj4 #adb ,?is s]v$ z a beg9n+ to ,tol/oi's book1 ,:at ,is ,art8 complet$ by him only 9 #ahih4 #adc ,! initials ,i4 ,g4 ,c4 9 ! orig9al4 #add ,! ,spani>d1 ,demetrio ,zan9i1 wrote f ,b>celona to ,tol/oi t ! memb]s ( a c]ta9 club1 :o 7 8 admir]s1 decid$ to (f] him a pres5t ( a spl5did inkwell1 money = ! pur*ase ( :i* 0 be+ collect$ by subscription4 ,at ! reque/ ( ,tol/oi1 8 daught]1 ,tatiana ,lvovna1 wrote to ,zan9i1 say+ t he pref]r$ ?is money to be us$ = "s good "w4 ,9 answ] to ?is1 ,zan9i in=m$ ,tol/oi t !y _h already collect$ ab\t #bb1ejj francs4 ,tol/oi expla9$ 9 a lett] to him ! mis]able condition ( ! ,dukhobors & sugge/$ us+ ! money collect$ = _! help4 #ade ,a close fri5d ( ,tol/oi1 ,s5ator ,alex&] ,mickailovi* ,kuzm9sky1 presid5t at ?is "t ( ! ,/4 ,pet]sburg ,di/rict ,c\rt4 ,! f9ance-,m9i/]1 ,s4 ,y4 ,witte1 want$ to communicate ) ,tol/oi ?r\gh ,a4 ,m4 ,kuzm9sky1 hop+ to call =? 8 approval 9 ! matt] ( 8 introduc+ ! gov]nm5t sale ( vodka & ! f\nd+ ( temp]ance societies4 ,tol/oi's lett] to ,a4 ,m4 ,kuzm9sky1 9 :i* he answ]$ ,witte's proposal 9 ! negative1 ) ! omission ( ! h>% op9ions conc]n+ ,g5]al ,dragomirov 7! au?or ( ! p]iodical1 ,! ,soldi]'s ,manual1 :i* 0 be+ display$ 9 ! b>racks7 0 pr9t$ 9 ! bullet9 ( ! ,tol/oi ,museum ,society1 #aiaa1 ,nos4 #c to #e4 #adf ,?is article has rema9$ unf9i%$ & up to ! pres5t has n be5 pr9t$ any:]e4 #adg ,ilya ,efimovi* ,rep9e1 an old acqua9tance ( ,tol/oi & "o ( 8 mo/ fav\rite ,russian pa9t]s4 ,on ! occasion ( ! celebration ( 8 tw5ty-fif? ye> ( arti/ic "w1 ,i4 ,e4 ,rep9e wrote a lett] 9 ! ,novoe ,vremia1 #ahif1 ,no4 #gdce1 ,nov4 #g?1 express+ gratitude to all ^? :o hon\r$ him1 9 :i* among o!r ?+s he said1 :5 comp>+ ! "w ( arti/s ) ! "w ( tea*]s1 (ficials1 bookmak]s1 doctors1 agricultural work]s1 8,we are ! lucky ones1 our "w is play40 #adh ,ivan ,mi*ailovi* ,tregubov1 a fri5d & foll[] ( ,tol/oi1 lat] a not$ /ud5t ( religi\s sects4 #adi ,ivan ,ivanovi* ,gorbunov 7,posadov71 an adh]5t ( ,tol/oi's views & a close fri5d ( 82 an active contributor & f #ahig ! editor-publi%] ( ,posr$nik1 & 8 bro!r1 ,ni*olai ,ivanovi*1 a p]=m] 7piani/ & read]74 #aej ,paul ,alex&rovi* ,b\lang]1 a fri5d & adh]5t ( ,tol/oi's views1 au?or ( sev]al works on ,ori5tal religions publi%$ by ,posr$nik4 #aea ,gabriel ,&reevi* ,rusanov 7#ahdd to #aijg71 fri5d & adh]5t ( ,tol/oi's views2 a small l&[n] 9 ! prov9ce ( ,voronezh4 ,until #ahhd he 0 a memb] ( ! ,kh>kov di/rict c\rt4 ,9 8 w1 among o!r ?+s1 he wrote ! foll[+3 8,already at ! age ( f\rte5 or fifte5 7n[ ,i am ab\t fifty-sev57 ,i ceas$ to be ,or?odox & liv$ until ! age ( ?irty-eight z an a!i/4 ,at ?irty-eight1 ?anks to ! greate/ ( m51 ,leo ,tol/oi1 ,i acquir$ fai? 9 ,god & believ$ 9 ! tea*+ ( ,*ri/4 ,tol/oi gave me happ9ess4 ,i became a ,*ri/ian40 ,= sev]al decades ,g4 ,a4 ,rusanov 0 conf9$ to 8 arm-*air ) an incurable disease--consumption ( ! sp9al cord2 not)/&+ 8 illness1 he pres]v$ 8 full fre%ness ( m9d up to ! end ( 8 life1 read+ mu* & be+ possess$ ( a ri* memory4 ,a spl5did /ud5t 9 ,russian & =eign lit]ature1 & not$ = 8 extraord9>y arti/ic in/9ct1 ,tol/oi valu$ 8 op9ions1 especially 9 reg>d to 8 own lit]>y writ+s4 #aeb ,alex&] ,borisovi* ,gold5weis]1 fri5d & foll[] ( ,tol/oi1 pr(essor 9 ! ,mosc[ ,cons]vatory4 ,tol/oi valu$ 8 piano play+ highly & lov$ x v mu*4 ,t[>ds ! end ( ,tol/oi's life1 ,a4 ,b4 ,gold5weis] visit$ him (t5 & took a close int]e/ 9 8 life4 ,9 #aiaj1 accord+ to ,tol/oi's wi%1 he act$ 9 ! capacity ( witness to 8 w4 #aec ,*romatic phantasy & fugue by ,ba*4 #aed ,anton ,/epanovi* ,ar5sky 7#ahfa-aijf71 a celebrat$ ,russian compos]1 lat] p]sonally acqua9t$ ) ,tol/oi4 #aee ,see ,note #add4 ,receiv+ a lett] f ,zan9i t ! collection rea*$ to #ca1ejj francs1 ,tol/oi 9 8 lett] to him ( ,decemb] #f1 #ahif1 ask$ t ?is money be transf]r$ ?r\gh ! ,tiflis bank to 8 ,caucasian fri5ds1 :o 7 9 *>ge ( help+ ! ,dukhobors4 ,at ! end ( 8 lett] he wrote t he 0 t\*$ by 8?is sign ( sympa?y0 :i* ! ,spani>ds express$ = him 9 ?is unusual way4 ,?is money1 ?\gh1 0 nev] receiv$ by ,tol/oi1 nor 0 ! inkwell4 7,see ,lett]s ( ,c\nt ,l4 ,n4 ,tol/oi to 8 ,wife1 ,mosc[1 #aiac1 page #eaf47 #aef ,?is /ory ( ,f4 ,f4 ,ti/*5ko "u ! title1 ,daily ,bread 7,a true tale ( ! suff]+s ( a village ,s*ool tea*]71 0 pr9t$ ) a lett] ( ,tol/oi 9 ,knizhki ,n$ieli1 #ahig1 ,no4 #aj1 & lat] 9 ! collection ( ,tales by ,ti/*5ko4 #aeg ,pr9cess ,gor*akov1 a di/ant relative ( ,tol/oi1 a lady-9-wait+1 & pr9cipal ( "o ( ! ,mosc[ gymnasiums4 #aeh ,anatol ,f$orovi* ,koni1 a well-kn[n juri/1 a memb] ( ! ,imp]ial ,c\ncil & a writ]4 ,became acqua9t$ ) ,tol/oi 9 ! eighties & wrote recollections ( him 7see 8 book1 ,on ! ,pa? ( ,life1 ,volume ,,ii1 #aiac74 ,he gave ,tol/oi ! !me = ,resurrection 7see ,note #bc74 #aei ,m>ia ,f$orovna ,kudriavtsev1 an adh]5t ( ,tol/oi's views4 #afj ,! ,appeal1 "u ! title ,help1 0 writt5 & sign$ by ,p4 ,i4 ,biriukov1 ,i4 ,m4 ,tregubov & ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov4 ,?is 0 an appeal to society to r5d] assi/ance to ! p]secut$ ,dukhobors 8by money sacrifices1 s z to ease ! suff]+s ( ! old1 ! sick & ! "y1 z well z by lift+ "o's voice 9 def5ce ( ! p]secut$40 ,! ,appeal 0 spread by ! au?ors 9 manuscript & 9 typewritt5 copies & among o!r ?+s 0 deliv]$ to _m p]sons ( high position4 ,tol/oi wrote ! app5dix to x1 9 :i* he expla9$ ! significance ( ! act ( ! ,dukhobors t[>ds ! realisation ( ,*ri/ianity 9 our life4 ,help6 0 pr9t$ ) ,tol/oi's app5dix by ,! ,free ,press 7#ahig1 ,engl&74 ,! app5dix is pr9t$ also 9 ! ,full ,collect$ ,works ( ,tol/oi1 publi%$ by ,syt91 subscrib$ edition1 ,volume ,,xvi1 popul> edition1 ,volume ,,xix4 #afa ,! editors 7 unable to asc]ta9 ! au?or ( ! hi/ory ( music :i* ,tol/oi 0 read+4 #afb ,jean ,bati/e ,faure1 ! celebrat$ ,fr5* s+] & compos] 79 ! second half ( ! ,n9ete5? ,c5tury71 au?or ( ,tol/oi's fav\rite duet1 8,! ,crucifix40 #afc ,vasili ,/epanovi* ,p]fileev1 a =m] ,mosc[ ,gov]nor1 a fri5d ( ,tol/oi 9 ! fifties & sixties1 & a di/ant relative ( ! ,tol/ois4 #afd ,an omission 9 ! copy 9 possession ( ! editors4 #afe ,?is !me 0 n execut$ by ,tol/oi4 ,a "w "u a simil> title begun by him 9 #ahhc 0 pr9t$ 9 ,volume ,,iii ( ,! ,po/hum\s ,lit]>y ,works ( ,tol/oi1 issu$ by ,a4 ,l4 ,tol/oi4 #aff ,katiu%a ,maslov & ,nekhliudov1 ! pr9cipal *>act]s ( ! novel4 #afg ,alex&] ,ivanovi* ,arkhangelsky 7#aheg-aijf71 an adh]5t ( ,tol/oi's views1 ab\t :om aft] 8 dea? 9 ! lett] ( ,octob] #bf1 #aijf1 ,tol/oi wrote3 8,?is 0 "o ( ! be/ m5 ,i ev] happ5$ to "k 9 my life40 ,a4 ,i4 ,arkhangelsky 0 a vet]9>y surgeon 9 ! di/rict ( ,bronnitsk1 ,prov9ce ( ,mosc[4 ,lat]1 becom+ acqua9t$ ) ! works ( ,tol/oi1 he left 8 position1 consid]+ x impossible to apply aga9/ ! peasants ! compulsory measures requir$ ( him z vet]9>y surgeon1 & became a wat*-mak]1 by :i* he support$ himself until 8 dea?4 ,8 "w1 ,:om to ,s]ve8 is devot$ to expla9+ ! "q ( ! incompatibility 444 ) ! s]vice to ,god4 ,:5 he read ?is "w 9 manuscript 9 #ahie1 ,tol/oi wrote ,arkhangelsky t 8x w d ! p mu* good & w advance ! ^w ( ,god40 ,?is "w 0 issu$ only 9 #aiaa 9 ! ,russian language by ! publi%+ h\se1 8,vozrozhd5ie10 9 ,b\rgas 7,bulg>ia74 ,! same publi%+ h\se issu$ a biography ( ,a4 ,i4 ,arkhangelsky compil$ by ,kh4 ,n4 ,abrikosov4 ,extracts f ,:om to ,s]ve sign$ by ! pseudonym1 8,buka10 7 pr9t$ by ,tol/oi 9 ,! ,read+ ,circle4 ,x %\ld be also m5tion$ t ! publication ( ! ,vet]9>y ,manual compil$ by ,arkhangelsky 0 susp5d$ at "o "t by ! c5sor1 :o dem&$ t x include ! compulsory regulations4 ,prote/+ aga9/ ?is1 ,arkhangelsky wrote a rem>kable lett] to ,i4 ,i4 ,gorbunov :i* ,tol/oi includ$ 9 8 ,ar*ives ( ,l4 ,n4 ,tol/oi1 ,no4 #e4 ,?is lett] =m$ ! basis ( ! article1 8,:om ,to ,s]ve40 ,lat] ! vet]9>y manual 0 issu$ by ,posr$nik4 #afh ,pr9ce ,ilya ,petrovi* ,naka%idze1 a ,georgian writ]1 a close adh]5t ( ,tol/oi's ideas4 #afi ,tol/oi _h ! int5tion ( writ+ 7b did n write7 an introduction to ! ,russian translation ( ! ,philosophical ,"w ( ,a4 ,a4 ,spi]1 :i* 0 to h appe>$ 9 ,problems ( ,philosophy & ,psy*ology4 #agj ,tol/oi 0 consid]+ at ?is "t an appeal aga9/ ! exi/+ social-political ord]4 #aga ,an omission 9 ! copy 9 possession ( ! editors4 #agb ,/epan ,&reevi* ,behrs1 ,tol/oi's bro!r-9-law1 au?or ( ,recollections ,ab\t ,c\nt ,l4 ,n4 ,tol/oi 7,smol5sk1 #ahid71 n[ dead4 #agc ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov & ,p4 ,i4 ,biriukov1 & lat] also ,i4 ,m4 ,tregubov1 7 exil$ aft] a se>* ( _! homes3 ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov abroad--,p4 ,i4 ,biriukov to ,bausk 9 ,c\rl&1 & ,i4 ,m4 ,tregubov to ,gold+51 also 9 ,c\rl&4 ,! cause ( exil+ 0 ! writ+ ( an appeal to help ! p]secut$ ,dukhobors 7see ,note #afj7 & _! activity 9 behalf ( ! ,dukhobors & ! p]secut$ sects 9 g5]al4 ,see ! memoirs ( ,p4 ,i4 ,biriukov1 8,! ,/ory ( ,my ,exile10 pr9t$ 9 ! publication ,o ,m9uv%5 7,petrograd1 #aiji74 ,^! memoirs conta9 sev]al lett]s by ,tol/oi to ,biriukov4 #agd ,tol/oi w5t to take leave ( ! ,*]tkovs :o 7 !n liv+ 9 ,petrograd4 #age ,ni*olai ,alex&rovi* ,y>o%5ko 7#ahdf-ahih71 a well-kn[n arti/1 to ^: bru% belongs also ! portrait ( ,tol/oi1 pa9t$ 9 #ahie4 #agf ,c\ntess ,alex&ra ,&reevna ,tol/oi 7#ahag-aijd71 a second c\s9 ( ,tol/oi1 lady-9-wait+ to ! ,empress4 ,tol/oi 9 8 y\? 0 on fri5dly t]ms ) h]4 ,8 correspond5ce ) ! ,c\ntess ,a4 ,a4 ,tol/oi1 ) ! addition ( a memoir by h]1 0 publi%$ by ! ,tol/oi ,museum ,society1 ,petrograd1 #aiaa4 ,9 ref]5ce to ?is meet+ ) h]1 m5tion$ by ,tol/oi 9 ! ,j\rnal1 see ! memoirs 7pages #ga1 #gb ( ! above m5tion$ publication74 ,ab\t ?is same meet+ & ab\t ! visit to ,petrograd 9 g5]al1 ,tol/oi wrote to ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov ! foll[+ 7,febru>y #ae1 #ahig73 8,/4 ,pet]sburg gave me a mo/ joy\s impression4 ,( c\rse ! pr9cipal ?+ 0 ! meet+ at y\r h\se4 ,! depress+ impression 0 my conv]sation ) ,a4 ,a4 ,tol/oi4 ,! t]rible ?+ 0 n only ! coldness1 b ! cruelty & ! =c+ oneself into "o's s\l & ! viol5ce1 ! v same :i* _h e/rang$ u4 ,:at a bad belief x is1 :i* makes good p s cruel & !re=e s ins5sible to ! spiritual condition ( o!rs4 ,believe ^w = ^w z ,i d1 o!rwise if y are n exactly my enemy1 /ill y are a /rang]40 ,x %\ld be not$ t f ! autumn ( #ahie1 = ! c\rse ( sev]al ye>s1 ,tol/oi did n write at all to ! ,c\ntess ,a4 ,a4 ,tol/oi4 #agg ,9 consid]+ ,tol/oi's op9ions conc]n+ wom5 f\nd 9 ! ,j\rnal1 "o %\ld be p>ticul>ly c>eful to avoid misund]/&+4 ,fir/1 ,tol/oi1 wi%+ f natural delicacy to make 8 rem>ks imp]sonal1 (t5 g5]alis$ 8 private impressions & obs]vations f int]c\rse ) sep>ate individuals1 & !re=e ^! rem>ks 9 reality c>ri$ no reflection :atev] aga9/ all wom5 9 g5]al4 ,second1 ev5 9 ^? in/ances :]e ,tol/oi consci\sly express$ himself adv]sely ab\t wom5 9 g5]al1 he _h 9 m9d ! mo/ commonplace mod]n woman ) h] adv]se qualities4 ,b 9 8 m9d he absolutely discrim9at$ 9 fav\r ( ! intellig5t1 religi\s woman :om seldom he happ5$ to meet 9 life & :o always attract$ 8 att5tion4 ,s1 = in/ance1 he valu$ v highly ! di/ant relative :o br\ght him up1 ,t4 ,a4 ,ergolsky1 = h] self-sacrific+ life2 ,mmes4 ,m4 ,a4 ,s*midt & ,l4 ,f4 ,ann5kov he respect$ = _! true religi\s lives1 & among ! wom5 writ]s he especially valu$ an ,am]ican1 ,lucy ,mallory1 = h] exceptional writ+s1 f :i* he select$ _m ?\ghts = ,! ,read+ ,circle4 ,= wom5 ( ?is type he always _h ! greate/ respect1 recognis+ fully _! m]its & _! great significance to humanity4 ,9 8 lit]>y works1 ,tol/oi1 z is kn[n1 frequ5tly reproduc$ ! highe/ type ( woman 7= in/ance1 ,pa%5ka 9 ,fa!r ,s]gius1 or ! old woman1 ,m>ia ,sem5ovna 9 ,! ,=g$ ,c\pon74 ,also 9 8 o!r writ+s1 ,tol/oi did n always express himself adv]sely ab\t wom51 z c be se51 = in/ance1 f ! foll[+ extracts3 8,oh1 h[ ,i w\ld l to %[ to woman ! :ole significance ( *a/e wom54 ,! *a/e woman 7n 9 va9 is ! leg5d ( ,m>y7 w save ! _w40 7,j\rnal1 ,augu/ #c1 #ahih47 8,"o ( ! mo/ necess>y tasks ( humanity consi/s 9 ! br++ up ( *a/e wom540 7,j\rnal1 ,augu/ #bd1 #ahih47 8,! virtues ( m5 & wom5 are ! same2 temp]ance1 tru?fulness1 k9dness2 b 9 ! woman1 ^! same virtues atta9 a special *>m40 7,! ,read+ ,circle1 ,june #b47 8,m5 _c d t highe/1 be/ "w1 :i* br+s m5 m ?an any?+ else ne>] to ,god--! "w ( love1 ! "w ( complete self-surr5d] to him :om y love1 :i* good wom5 h done s well & s naturally1 are do+1 & w d4 ,:at w\ld happ5 to ! _w1 :at w\ld happ5 to u m51 if wom5 _h n t quality & if !y did n ex]cise x 444 ,)\t mo!rs1 help]s1 fri5ds1 com=t]s1 :o love 9 a man all t is be/ 9 him1 & :o ) a sugge/ion h>dly to be notic$1 call =? & support all ! be/ 9 him--)\t su* wom5 x w\ld be bad to live 9 ?is _w4 ,*ri/ w\ld n h _h ,m>y & ,magdal5e2 ,francis ( ,assisi w\ld n h _h ,cl>a2 ! ,decembri/s w\ld n h _h _! wives ) !m 9 exile2 ! ,dukhobors w\ld n h _h _! wives :o did n hold _! husb&s back1 b support$ !m 9 _! m>tyrdom = tru?1 !re w\ld n h be5 ^? ?\s&s & ?\s&s ( unkn[n wom51 ! v be/1 z ev]y?+ t is unkn[n1 ! com=t]s ( ! drunk51 ! weak1 ! debau*$1 ^? = :om ! consolations ( love are m necess>y ?an = any "o else4 ,9 ?is love1 :e!r x is direct$ to ,kuk9 or to ,*ri/1 is ! pr9cipal1 great & irreplaceable /r5g? ( wom540 7,app5dix to ,*ekhov's /ory1 ,du%e*ka47 #agh ,on ,life--a religi\s-philosophic "w by ,tol/oi1 writt5 by him 9 #ahhg & pr9t$ 9 all 8 collect$ works4 ,an abbreviation ( ?is "w & an exposition ( x writt5 9 simple language = pla9 read]s 0 made by an ,am]ican1 ,bolton ,hall1 & 0 approv$ by ,tol/oi & pr9t$ "u ! title1 ,life1 ,love & ,dea?4 ,lat] a translation ( ?is "u ! title1 ,true ,life1 appe>$ 9 an issue ( ! ,e?ical ,arti/ic ,libr>y1 ,mosc[1 #ahii4 ,see article ( ,bolton ,hall 9 ! ,int]national ,tol/oi ,almanac compil$ by ,p4 ,a4 ,s]gi5ko 7,kniga1 #aiji74 #agi ,see ,lett]s ( ,l4 ,n4 ,tol/oi to 8 ,wife1 ,mosc[1 #aiac1 pages #eah to #eai4 #ahj ,tol/oi made a mi/ake ( "o ye>3 ! battle aga9/ ! ,caucasian m\nta9e]s 9 :i* he took "p 9 ! capacity ( an artill]i/1 took place ,febru>y #ah1 #ahec4 7,see ,p4 ,biriukov's ,biography ( ,tol/oi1 ,volume ,i1 page #bbf47 ,n9e ye>s aft] ! above m5tion$ note1 ,febru>y #ah1 #aijc1 ,tol/oi wrote to ,rusanov3 8,to-day x is fifty-?ree ye>s s9ce ho/ile enemy %ells /ruck ! :eel ( t cannon :i* ,i direct$4 ,if ! muzzle ( ! gun f :i* ! %ell em]g$ _h deviat$ #a-aj1jjj?s ( an in* to "o side or ano!r1 ,i w\ld h be5 kill$ & ,i w\ld no long] h liv$4 ,:at nons5se4 ,i w\ld h exi/$ 9 a =m n[ inconceivable to me40 #aha ,:at ,is ,art8 #ahb ,mat!w ,arnold 7#ahbb-ahhh71 a well-kn[n ,engli% poet1 critic & /ud5t ( lit]ature4 ,%ortly be=e 8 dea?1 ,arnold pr9t$ an article 9 ,! ,=tnightly ,review1 devot$ to ! critical analysis ( ,anna ,k>59 & "s ( ! religi\s philosophic writ+s ( ,tol/oi4 7,see ,novoe ,vremia1 ,decemb] #aa1 #ahhg1 ! article1 8,an ,engli% ,critic on ,leo ,tol/oi407 ,! ?\ght quot$ by ,tol/oi 0 express$ by ,arnold 9 8 article1 8,! ,problems ( ,mod]n ,criticisms0 7a ,russian translation 0 issu$ by ,posr$nik74 ,tol/oi valu$ ! writ+s ( ,arnold highly1 especially 8 book1 ,lit]ature & ,dogma1 ( :i* a ,russian translation 0 publi%$ by ,posr$nik "u ! title1 ,:]e9 ,lies ! ,ess5ce ( ,*ri/ianity & ,judaism 7,mosc[1 #aijg74 #ahc ,tol/oi1 = ! sake ( an air+1 rode ab\t t5 v]/s to a dressmak]1 = ! dress ( ,nadezhda ,mikhailovna ,yu%kova4 #ahd ,jules & ,leo ,edw>dovi* ,konius1 ! viol9i/ & ! piani/4 #ahe ,c\ntess ,t4 ,l4 ,tol/oi & ,c\nt ,mikhail ,adamovi* ,olsuphiev p]=m$ two small plays1 ,fem99e ,nons5se by ,i4 ,l4 ,/*eglov & ,! ,lady ,agreeable ,9 ,all ,respects4 #ahf ,accord+ to ! copy 9 possession ( ! editors4 #ahg ,evid5tly a mi/ake 9 ! copy 9 possession ( ! editors4 ,?is extract ref]s n to ,book ,,vii1 b to ,book ,,vi ( ,politics4 ,! quotation cit$ by ,tol/oi reads 9 ! ,russian translation ( ,pr(4 ,s4 ,a4 ,zhebelev 9 ?is way3 8,9 a /ate enjoy+ ! be/ organisation1 & unit+ 9 itself m5 absolutely j1 & n relatively j 79 relation to ?is or t political sy/em71 ! citiz5s %\ld n lead a life su* z is l$ by craftsm5 or m]*ants 7su* a life is ignoble & is contr>y to virtue72 ! citiz5s ( ! /ate plann$ by u %\ld likewise n be agricultural work]s1 because !y w be 9 ne$ ( leisure = ! developm5t ( _! virtue40 ,ari/otle's ,politics3 ,works ( ! ,petrograd ,philosophic ,society1 ,petrograd1 #aiaa1 pages #cah1 #cai4 #ahh ,an omission 9 ! copy 9 possession ( ! editors4 #ahi ,! editor kn[s no?+ ab\t ! acqua9tance%ip ( ,tol/oi ) ,madame ,%or94 #aij ,c\ntess ,a4 ,m4 ,olsuphiev1 :o _h be5 on fri5dly t]ms ) ,tol/oi4 ,9 a note to ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov1 writt5 on a piece ( pro( ( ,resurrection1 ,june #h1 #ahii1 ,tol/oi communicat$3 8,i h a sorr[4 ,anna ,mikhailovna ,olsuphiev di$40 #aia ,a village ne> ,ni*olskoe1 z well z ! village ,%elkovo1 m5tion$ bel[4 #aib ,a "y lively girl1 :om ,tol/oi met at ! ,*]tkovs' :5 !y liv$ 9 ! summ] ( #ahif ne> ,yasnaya ,polyana4 ,be+ arre/$ on suspicion ( revolution>y activity & imprison$ 9 ! =tress ( ,pet] & ,paul1 %e committ$ suicide by sett+ h]self on fire4 ,9 ! lett] to ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov1 ,tol/oi wrote3 8,9 ,pet]sburg on ,febru>y #ab? ! foll[+ occurr$3 ,vietrova1 ,m>ia ,f$osievna1 :om y "k & :om ,i knew1 a /ud5t conf9$ 9 ! ,h\se ( ,det5tion be=e ,trial 9 ! /rike case1 little connect$ ) x1 0 transf]r$ to ! =tress ( ,pet] & ,paul4 ,!re1 z !y say & surmise1 aft] inquiry & violation 7t is /ill une/abli%$7 %e p\r$ k]os5e on h]self1 set fire to x & on ! ?ird day di$4 ,h] comrades :o visit$ h]1 kept on br++ h] ?+s1 :i* 7 accept$1 & only aft] two weeks1 7 !y told t %e _h burnt h]self4 ,! y\?1 all ! /ud5ts1 up to ?ree ?\s& p]sons 7!re 7 "s also f ! ,!ological ,sem9>y7 ga!r$ 9 ! ,kazan ,ca!dral = ! s]vice ( ! dead4 ,!y 7 n p]mitt$1 b !y !mselves began to s+ 8,et]nal ,memory0 & ) wrea?s1 int5d$ to m>* on ! ,nevsky ,prospect1 b 7 n p]mitt$1 & !y w5t along ,kazan ,/reet4 ,_! names 7 tak5 & !y 7 let free4 ,e "o is indignant4 ,i receive lett]s & p come & tell me ab\t x4 ,i feel great pity = all :o take "p 9 ^! affairs1 & ,i h a great] & great] desire to expla9 to p h[ !y ru9 !mselves simply because !y neglect t law 7or !y d n "k x7 :i* 0 giv5 by ,*ri/ & :i* frees f su* de$s & f ! p>ticipation 9 !m40 ,tol/oi approa*$ ,a4 ,f4 ,koni = advice1 :e!r x 7 possible to publi% :at 0 au!ntically kn[n ab\t ?is t]rible case1 & secondly ab\t 8:at to d 9 ord] to resi/0 ?is k9d ( ev5t8 #aic ,two l9es cross$ out by ,tol/oi4 ,a note by ,m4 ,l4 ,obol5sky 9 ! copy 9 possession ( ! editors4 #aid ,! ,engli%man1 ,aylm] ,maude1 translator ( _m works ( ,tol/oi into ,engli%4 ,! agricultural colony :i* ,tol/oi m5tions 0 be+ f\nd$ at t "t 9 ,engl& 9 ! t[n ( ,purleigh 9 ,essex4 ,maude settl$ 9 ! neighb\rhood ( ! colony & support$ x mat]ially4 ,maude himself & sev]al repres5tatives ( ?is colony visit$ ,tol/oi at ?is "t4 ,he wrote & publi%$ 9 ,engl&1 a biography ( ,tol/oi1 ,! ,life ( ,tol/oi1 by ,aylm] ,maude1 two volumes1 ,london1 #aijh to #aiaj4 ,un=tunately ?is mo/ detail$ biography ( ,tol/oi 9 ,engli%1 conta9s among o!r ?+s ! mo/ p]v]t$ in=mation ab\t ,tol/oi & an absolutely incorrect int]pretation ( 8 views1 z well z ( "s ( 8 acts4 ,tol/oi himself1 le>n+ be=e 8 dea? ( ! cont5ts ( "s ( ^! *apt]s :i* 7 s5t to ,yasnaya ,polyana 9 manuscript1 f\nd ! int]pretation ( ! relation among p ne> to him s incorrect t he wrote ab\t x to ,maude4 #aie ,i4 ,m4 ,tregubov1 s5t5c$ to exile by adm9i/rative ord]1 0 liv+ 9 ! ,caucasus among ! ,dukhobors1 f> f ! c5tres ( adm9i/ration1 & rema9$ /ill free4 7,see entry ( foll[+ day47 #aif ,?is se>* 0 made 9 connection ) ,i4 ,m4 ,tregubov's ?+s1 :o 0 want$ at t "t1 & :i* 7 left by him 9 ,a4 ,n4 ,dunaev's ap>tm5t4 #aig ,t is1 9 ,engl& at ! ,v4 ,g4 & ,a4 ,k4 ,*]tkovs4 #aih ,fur!r 9 ,tol/oi's manuscript two pages are cut out4 ,note ( ,m4 ,l4 ,obol5sky 9 ! copy 9 possession ( ! editors4 ,9 ref]5ce to ! mood dur+ ! mon? m5tion$ by him z 8bad & unproductive0 ,tol/oi wrote to ,*]tkov 7,april #cj1 #ahig73 8,i w n say t ,i h be5 depress$1 because :5 ,i ask myself1 #8,:o am ,i8 ,= :at am ,i8' ,i answ] myself satisfactorily1 b ,i h no en]gy1 & ,i feel z if ,lilliputian hairs 7 laid ov] me & ,i h less & less initiative & activity40 #aii ,9 ! beg9n+ ( ,june ( t ye>1 ,tol/oi decid$ to leave ! conditions ( 8 life :i* tortur$ him & wrote a lett] to 8 wife ab\t ?is4 ,b lat] he *ang$ 8 m9d & on ! envelope ( ?is lett] made an inscription3 8,if ,i w make no special provision ab\t ?is lett]1 !n give ?is aft] my dea? to ,s4 ,a40 ,?is lett] he gave aft]w>ds = safe-keep+ to 8 son-9-law1 ,pr9ce ,n4 ,l4 ,obol5sky1 :o did deliv] x1 z 0 designat$1 aft] ,tol/oi's dea?4 ,at t "t x 0 pr9t$ 9 diff]5t publications4 7,see ,lett]s ( ,c\nt ,l4 ,n4 ,tol/oi to 8 ,wife1 ,m>*1 #aiac1 pages #ebd to #ebf47 #bjj ,9 8 lett] to ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov ( ,july #ab1 #ahif1 ,tol/oi in=m$ him ( 8 illness3 8,ab\t a week ago :5 ,i began to answ] lett]s1 ,i fell t]ribly ill ) a bili\s attack1 s t ,i c\ld only answ] "o lett]4 ,my illness 0 v pa9ful1 b x pass$ away quickly4 ,i am n[ vigor\s & heal?y40 #bja ,tol/oi's daught]1 ,m>ia ,lvovna1 m>ri$ to ,pr9ce ,n4 ,l4 ,obol5sky4 #bjb ,tol/oi wrote ab\t him to ,a4 ,c4 ,*]tkov 7,july #ab1 #ahig73 8,a "y peasant1 ,%idlovsky1 came to me f ! prov9ce ( ,kiev1 a man ) a v lively _s40 #bjc ,9 8 lett] to ,*]tkov ( ,july #bc1 #ahig1 ,tol/oi wrote3 8,latt]ly ,i h begun aga9 to make entries 9 ! ,j\rnal--a sign t ,i h reviv$ some:at spiritually & no long] feel myself alone40 #bjd ,william ,crookes1 a well-kn[n ,engli% physici/ & *emi/1 a foll[] ( spiritualism4 ,a detail$ report ab\t ?is spee* 0 pr9t$ 9 ! ,novoe ,vremia ( #ahig1 "u ! title1 8,on ! ,relativity ( ,human ,k40 #bje ,m4 ,p4 ,novikov gave ,tol/oi 8 notes1 ?r\gh 8 bro!r1 9 :i* he describ$ all ! p]secutions :i* he _h to und]go = 8 fri5d%ip ) ,tol/oi4 ,! notes up to ?is "t h n yet be5 pr9t$4 #bjf ,paul ,c>us1 editor ( a ,*icago magaz9e1 ,! ,op5 ,c\rt1 devot$ to ! sci5tific explanation ( religi\s que/ions4 7,see 8 article1 8,a ,tribute to ,tol/oi10 pr9t$ 9 ! ,int]national ,tol/oi ,almanac1 compil$ by ,p4 ,a4 ,s]gi5ko1 ,kniga1 #aiji47 #bjg ,evg5ie ,ivanovi* ,popov1 fri5d & adh]5t ( ,tol/oi's ideas1 au?or ( ! book1 ,! ,life & ,dea? ( ,e4 ,n4 ,drozh9 7see ,note #ch71 sev]al o!r works on veget>ianism1 ! simple life1 ma!matics1 etc4 #bjh ,! family ( ,c\nt ,i4 ,l4 ,tol/oi4 #bji ,vasili ,vasilevi* ,long9ov1 lat] ,rector ( ! ,kh>kov ,!ological ,sem9>y4 #baj ,9 a lett] to ! ,*]tkovs ( ,augu/ #h1 #ahig1 ,tol/oi wrote3 8,i feel weak also f ! fact1 t we h a pile ( visitors "h 444 all ?is wa/es "t & /r5g? & is useless4 ,i ?ir/ t]ribly = sil5ce & peace4 ,h[ happy ,i w\ld be if ,i c\ld end my days 9 solitude & pr9cipally1 9 conditions1 n repulsive & tortur+ to my consci5ce4 ,b x seems t x is necess>y4 ,at lea/1 ,i "k no way out40 #baa ,pet] ,alexeevi* ,bulakhov1 a peasant f ! prov9ce ( ,smol5sk1 belong+ to ! sect ( ! ,old-,believ]s1 ! foll[]s ( :i* avoid milit>y s]vice4 #bab ,mikhail ,alex&rovi* ,/akhovi*1 aft]w>ds a memb] ( ! ,c\ncil ( ,empire1 an old fri5d ( ! ,tol/oi family1 & probably 8 si/]1 ,sophia ,alex&rovna1 or 8 bro!r1 ,alex&] ,alex&rovi* 7#aheh-aiae74 #bac ,probably--,vasili ,alexeevi* ,maklakov1 a well-kn[n lawy]1 aft]w>ds a memb] ( ! ,duma1 & 8 bro!r1 ,alexei ,alexeevi*1 a well-kn[n ,mosc[ physician4 #bad ,ilya ,yakovlovi* ,g9sburg1 a well-kn[n ,russian sculptor1 :o made sev]al bu/s & /atues ( ,tol/oi4 ,mikhail ,ni*olaievi* ,sobolev1 in/ructor 9 ! ,mosc[ ,univ]sity1 liv+ at ?is "t ) ! ,tol/ois z a tea*] to ,c\nt ,m4 ,l4 ,tol/oi4 ,n4 ,a4 ,kasatk91 a well-kn[n ,russian pa9t]4 #bae ,9 reg>d to ?is lett] ( ! ,japanese1 ,tol/oi 9 a lett] ( ,augu/ #h1 #ahig1 wrote3 8,rec5tly ,i receiv$ a lett] f ,crosby ) an enclosure ( a lett] f a ,japanese :o liv$ ) him 9 ,new ,york4 ,! ,japanese read ,! ,gospel 9 ,brief1 & writes t x expla9$ to him ! mean+ ( life & t he is n[ go+ home to ,japan1 9 ord] to apply ^! beliefs to 8 life & to ! life ( o!rs & to e/abli% settlem5ts !re4 ,a spl5did lett] :i* t\*$ me deeply & gave me joy4 ,! same tru? evid5tly is accessible & necess>y to e "o40 #baf ,c\nt ,l4 ,l4 ,tol/oi 7born 9 #ahfi71 ,tol/oi's ?ird son1 & 8 wife1 ! ,pr9cess ,dora ,f$orovna 7born ,we/]lund74 #bag ,b4 ,n4 ,leontev1 at "o "t call+ himself a foll[] ( ,tol/oi1 committ$ suicide 9 #aiji4 #bah ,9 ! ,russkia ,vi$omo/i 7,no4 #baa1 #ahig71 9 ! report ( ! mission>y congress :i* took place 9 ,kazan 9 ,augu/1 #ahig1 9 :i* _m high repres5tatives ( ! hi]>*y p>ticipat$1 x 0 /at$ among o!r ?+s1 t = combat+ ! spread ( sects & diss5sions1 ! congress consid]$ x necess>y to adopt ! foll[+ measures3 ,to =bid ! diss5t]s to op5 s*ools = _! *ildr5 & to close all ! s*ools exi/+ at ! pres5t mom5t2 to decl>e ! adh]5ce to a p>ticul>ly obnoxi\s sect z a compromis+ circum/ance & to ?us give ! "r to peasant communities to expel f _! mid/ memb]s discov]$ z belong+ to an obnoxi\s sect & to exile !m to ,sib]ia4 ,= ! sake ( combat+ diss5sions & sects1 /ill o!r measures 7 sugge/$ & discuss$ at ! congress1 :i* among o!rs 73 ,! solicit+ ( ! pass+ ( a law1 by :i* x w\ld be possible to take away by =ce ! *ildr5 ( ! diss5t]s & sect>ians1 & ! e/abli%+ ( asylums 9 e diocese = br++ !m up 9 ! or?odox fai?4444 ,! ,ar*bi%op ( ,riazan1 ,meletie1 call$ ! att5tion ( ! congress to ano!r v important measure1 & to 8 m9d1 a v useful "o = ! success ( mission>y "w3 ! confiscation ( ! prop]ty ( ! diss5t]s & sect>ians4 #bai ,p4 ,a4 ,b\lang] 0 s5t abroad = cont9u+ ! affair ( help+ ! ,dukhobors1 = :i* ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov1 ,p4 ,i4 ,biriukov & ,i4 ,m4 ,tregubov 7 exil$ be=e him4 #bbj ,9 8 lett] to ! ,sw$i% pap]s 7n yet pr9t$ 9 ,russia7 ,tol/oi wrote t ! ,nobel prize ought to be aw>d$ to ! ,dukhobors1 z p :o h done _! utmo/ t[>ds ! e/abli%m5t ( univ]sal peace4 ,?is lett]1 dat$ ,augu/ #bg1 #ahih1 0 pr9t$ 9 ,p4 ,i4 ,biriukov's pap]3 ,svobodnaia ,mysl 7,g5eva71 ,no4 #d1 #ahii4 #bba ,ar?ur ,/4 ,john1 an ,engli%man1 a =m] (fic] 9 ! ,india s]vice1 came to ,mosc[ to deliv] ! money donat$ = ! b5efit ( ! ,dukhobors by ,engli% ,quak]s4 ,wi%+ to come into p]sonal relation ) ! ,dukhobors1 he w5t to ! ,caucasus1 :]e he 0 arre/$ & s5t out ( ,russia4 ,lat]1 he w5t ) ! ,dukhobors to ,am]ica & liv$ ) !m a long "t4 #bbb ,! ,molokans1 f ! prov9ce ( ,sam>a1 di/rict ( ,buzuluk1 came twice 79 ,april & ,septemb]1 #ahig7 to ,tol/oi to ask him t he help !m get back ! *ildr5 tak5 f !m by ! police & plac$ 9 or?odox mona/]ies4 7,see ,tol/oi's lett] ab\t ?is to ! editor ( ! ,pet]burgskaia ,vi$omo/i1 pr9t$ 9 t pap] 9 ,octob]1 #ahig1 & repr9t$ 9 ! ,collect$ ,works ( ,tol/oi1 edit$ by ,syt91 ,popul> ,edition1 ,volume ,,xxii4 ,see also1 article ( ,a4 ,s4 ,prugav91 8,leo ,tol/oi & ! ,malakans ( ,sam>a10 9 8 book1 ,on ,leo ,tol/oi & ! ,tol/oians1 ,mosc[1 #aiaa47 #bbc ,ab\t ! *ildr5 tak5 away f ! ,molokans4 ,! r\gh draft ( ?is lett] is n[ 9 ! ,petrograd ,tol/oi ,museum4 #bbd ,c\nt ,a4 ,v4 ,olsuphiev1 ,adjutant ,g5]al4 ,9 lett]s to him & to ! two o!r p]sons m5tion$ bel[1 ,tol/oi ask$ _! collaboration 9 free+ f ! mona/]ies1 ! *ildr5 tak5 f ! ,molokans4 #bbe ,*>les ,hea?4 ,an ,engli%man n[ dead1 a =m] in/ructor ( ,engli% language & lit]ature 9 a law s*ool1 & lat] "o ( ! tutors ( ! ,emp]or1 ,ni*olas ,,ii4 #bbf ,mme4 ,e4 ,i4 ,*]tkov1 ! wid[ ( an ,adjutant ,g5]al1 a well-kn[n foll[] ( ! 8,evangeli/0 tea*+ or :at is kn[n z ,! ,pa%kov ,evangeli/ ,doctr9e4 ,! "m ( ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov4 #bbg ,! ,sw$e1 ,langlet1 :o previ\sly _h giv5 detail$ in=mation to ,tol/oi ab\t ! ,nobel prize4 ,he 0 a gue/ at ,yasnaya ,polyana at ?is "t4 #bbh ,! la/ s5t5ce 0 m>k$ (f 9 ! orig9al4 #bbi ,to ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov1 dur+ ! "t ( 8 en=c$ two-ye> soj\rn abroad1 ,tol/oi f "t to "t actually s5t extracts ( 8 ,j\rnal4 ,b 9 g5]al1 ,tol/oi1 = reasons :i* w be giv5 at ! prop] "t & place1 f\nd x lat] necess>y to *ange 8 decision n to give 8 ,j\rnal to be copi$ 9 its entirety to any "o2 ! confirmation ( ?is c be f\nd 9 ! fact t ! pres5t issue ( ! ,j\rnal is be+ pr9t$ f a transcript made accord+ to ,tol/oi's wi%es4 ,:5 ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov return$ to ,russia1 ,tol/oi cont9ually gave him 8 ,j\rnals to copy 9 _! entirety4 #bcj ,9 ! lett] to ,a4 ,c4 ,*]tkov ( ,octob] #ac1 #ahig1 ,tol/oi wrote3 8,h[ _m p are !re ) :om "o does n speak unres]v$ly1 because y "k t !y are drunk4 ,"s are drunk ) gre$1 "s ) vanity1 "s ) love1 "s simply ) drugs4 ,"l =f5d u f ^! intoxications4 ,^! intoxications place no worse b\nd>ies betwe5 p ?an religion1 patriotism1 ari/ocracy d1 & prev5t t union :i* ,god desires40 #bca ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov liv$ ?r\gh h>d times 9 ,engl&2 8 condition naturally reflect$ itself ^u 8 family1 among :i* numb] 0 8 si/]-9-law1 ,o4 ,k4 ,diet]i*s1 :o 0 _! gue/ at ?is "t4 #bcb ,tol/oi s5t to ! editor ( ! ,pet]burgskaia ,vi$omo/i a lett] 9 reg>d to ! *ildr5 tak5 away f ! ,sam>a ,molokans1 & ab\t ^? measures :i* 7 sugge/$ z a means ( fight+ ! sect>ians & ,old-,believ]s :i* 7 made 9 ! mission>y congress 9 ,kazan4 ,?is lett] 0 pr9t$ 9 ,no4 #bhb1 ( ,octob] #ae?4 #bcc ,prote/ant m9i/]s ( v>i\s localities 9 ,holl&3 ,l4 ,a4 ,bell]1 ,a4 ,de-,kuh & ,i-,kh4 ,kle91 at a meet+ 9 ,grev5hag51 def9itely express$ !mselves aga9/ w> & milit>y s]vice4 #bcd ,n took an adv]se attitude to ,*]tkov's social "w among ,engli%m54 ,*]tkov fell ill ) pneumonia4 #bce ,to ,mosc[ to be copi$4 #bcf ,v4 ,d4 ,liapunov 7#ahgc-aije71 peasant-poet ( ,tula4 ,work+ 9 ,tula1 ,liapunov 9 ! autumn ( #ahig came to ,tol/oi t he judge 8 poetry4 ,tol/oi 0 v mu* pleas$ ) ! poems1 contr>y to 8 cu/om1 = 9 g5]al he did n l poetry4 ,tol/oi propos$ t ,liapunov /ay 9 8 h\se to help copy 8 manuscripts4 #bcg ,afanasi ,aggeev1 a free-?9k+ peasant f ! village ( ,kazna*eevka1 #d v]/s f ,yasnaya ,polyana4 ,9 #aijc he 0 s5t5c$ by ! ,tula ,di/rict ,c\rt to exile 9 ,sib]ia = life = ! public utt]ance ( words insult+ to ! ,or?odox ,fai?4 ,he di$ 9 #aijh4 #bch ,n4 ,y4 ,grot 7#aheb-ahii71 pr(essor at ! ,mosc[ ,univ]sity1 au?or ( num]\s articles on philosophic que/ions & editor ( ! magaz9e1 ,problems ( ,philosophy & ,psy*ology4 ,tol/oi submitt$ 8 "w1 ,:at ,is ,art8 to ,grot to be pr9t$ 9 8 magaz9e4 ,%ortly be=e 8 dea?1 at ! reque/ ( ,grot's bro!r1 ,tol/oi wrote 8 recollections ab\t him1 :i* 7 pr9t$1 toge!r ) 8 lett] to ,grot1 9 ! compilation1 ,n4 ,y4 ,grot1 9 ,sket*es1 ,recollections & ,lett]s by ,comrades & ,pupils1 ,fri5ds & ,admir]s1 ,petrograd1 #aiaa1 & 9 ! ,full ,collect$ ,works ( ,l4 ,n4 ,tol/oi1 issu$ by ,syt91 subscrib$ edition1 ,volume ,,xv2 ,popul> ,edition1 ,volume ,,xxiv4 #bci ,a4 ,p4 ,ivanov 7di$ #aiab71 ex-(fic] & old scribe1 ) :om ,tol/oi became acqua9t$ at ! "t ( ! c5sus ( #ahfb1 hav+ f\nd him among ! ,mosc[ tramps4 ,he l$ a vagabond life1 com+ or tramp+ f "t to "t to ,yasnaya ,polyana to help ,tol/oi copy 8 manuscripts4 #bdj ,pr9ce ,d4 ,a4 ,khilkov 7#aheh-aiae71 :o at ?is "t 0 9 accord ) ,tol/oi 9 sev]al que/ions ( a m ext]nal nature1 =m]ly an (fic] ( ! ,huss>s & aft]w>ds ( ! ,cossacks1 a l&lord 9 ! di/rict ( ,sumsk1 prov9ce ( ,kh>kov4 ,9 ! eighties1 he resign$ f milit>y s]vice & sold = a trifle 8 #djj dessiat9es ( l&1 ! only p]sonal prop]ty he _h at ! "t1 to ! peasants ( ! village ( ,pavlovok2 9 #ahhi1 on acc\nt ( 8 propag&a aga9/ religion1 he 0 exil$ by adm9i/rative ord] to ,zakavkaz4 ,9 #ahic ,khilkov & 8 wife suff]$ a great sorr[3 _! *ildr5 7 tak5 away f !m by ord] ( ! gov]nm5t 7foll[+ ! manipulations ( ,khilkov's "m71 & !y 7 giv5 ov] to ?is lady = br++ up1 %e hav+ absolutely no sympa?y ) ! op9ions ( h] son4 ,aft]w>ds1 :5 a /rong movem5t among ! ,dukhobors began 9 ! ,caucasus1 ,khilkov 0 s5t ov] to ! ,baltic ,prov9ces1 :]e he liv$ up to #ahii1 at :i* "t x 0 decid$ t he be s5t abroad4 ,9 8 soj\rn abroad1 8 convictions und]w5t a *ange to ! side ( ! viol5t revolution>ies4 ,b :5 ,khilkov return$ to ,russia 9 #aije1 he absolutely ab/a9$ f e political activity4 ,9 ! beg9n+ ( ! ,russian-,g]man ,w>1 ,khilkov ent]$ ! army z a volunte] & 9 ,octob]1 #aiad1 0 kill$ at ,lvov 7,lemb]g74 #bda ,a peasant f ,yasnaya ,polyana1 n[ dead1 :o 0 well-lett]$ & lov$ to read4 #bdb ,! cl]gy :o came c>ri$ ! icon to ! *ur*es1 9 ! p>i% ( :i* /ood ,yasnaya ,polyana4 ,accord+ to ! ord] ( ! cl]gy1 ! eld] ( ,yasnaya ,polyana call$ a village meet+ & ord]$ e "o to g to *ur* & meet ! icon :i* 0 aft]w>ds c>ri$ f h\se to h\se 9 all ! h\seholds ( ! village4 ,conc]n+ ,tol/oi & ! icon1 see 8 lett] to ,c\ntess ,s4 ,a4 ,tol/oi1 :i* evid5tly by mi/ake is dat$ #ahih 7,lett]s ( ,c\nt ,l4 ,n4 ,tol/oi to 8 ,wife1 ,mosc[1 #aiac1 page #eeh74 #bdc ,n4 ,n4 ,miklukha-,maklai 7#ahdg-ahhg71 a well-kn[n ,russian travell]1 liv+ _m ye>s among ! ,tuzemts ( ,new ,gu9ea & o!r isl&s4 ,9 8 lett] to ,miklukha-,maklai 9 ! middle ( ! eighties1 ,tol/oi wrote t he consid]$ him rem>kable1 n = :at e "o else consid]$ him rem>kable1 b t 8he c\ld f9d manife/ations ( humanity among ! wilde/ m5 on ! globe40 #bdd ,su* a type 0 aft]w>ds portray$ by ,tol/oi 9 8 /ory ,! ,=g$ ,c\pon1 "u ! "n ( ! h\sekeep]1 ,vasili4 7,see ,po/hum\s ,lit]>y ,works ( ,l4 ,n4 ,tol/oi1 issu$ by ,a4 ,l4 ,tol/oi1 ,volume ,i47 #bde ,e gr\p ( p is always inf]ior to ! elem5ts :i* compose x4 #bdf ,! "w by ,m4 ,o4 ,m5%ikov1 ,conc]n+ ,holy ,love & ,sex ,love1 0 pr9t$ 9 ,knizhki ,n$ieli 9 #ahig1 ,no4 #aa4 ,9 ,*apt]s ,,iv & ,v ( ?is "w1 ,m5%ikov wrote ab\t ! /ruggle ( ! two pr9ciples3 ,! _m-gods & ! ,"o-,god2 ,tol/oi 0 probably pleas$ ) ! foll[+ l9es3 8,! great tea*+ ab\t ,"o-,god wip$ out1 toge!r ) ! idols1 ! v conception ( sep>ate gods2 ! gods disappe>$ b _! elem5ts--! passions--rema9$1 until n[ ! ov]:elm+ majority ( ,*ri/ians :o pr(ess by ^w 9 ! ,"o-,god1 9 reality b[ to a plurality4444 7,italics made by ! au?or47 ,not)/&+ ! ?\s& ye> rule ( ! ,gospels1 we1 9 an ov]:elm+ majority are m s9c]ely idolat]s ?an ,*ri/ians--( c\rse )\t suspect+ x4444 ,nihili/1 ,godless1 paganiz$1 ! contempor>y g5]ation accepts z an und\bt$ law1 t ! developm5t ( man consi/s 9 enl>g+ ! numb] ( ne$s & ref9+ !m to ! po9t ( a cult4 ,is ?is n a new plurality ( gods1 an idolatry80 #bdg ,9 8 book1 ,:at ,is ,art8 #bdh ,/4 ,john1 ,*apt] ,,xiv1 ,v]se #b4 #bdi ,*apt] ,i1 ,v]se #bd1 ,/4 ,paul to ! ,colossians4 #bej ,see lett] ( ,c\nt ,l4 ,n4 ,tol/oi to 8 ,wife1 ,m>*1 #aiac1 page #ece 7,no4 #ehc7 & page #ecg 7,no4 #ehe74 #bea ,see lett] ( ,c\nt ,l4 ,n4 ,tol/oi to 8 ,wife1 ,m>*1 #aiac1 pages #ecf-ecg4 #beb ,ab\t ?is "t ,tol/oi wrote to an acqua9tance ( 83 8,y "k ,mme4 ,m4 ,a4 ,s*midt4 ,%e lives ne> u1 /ra9+ e ef=t1 not)/&+ h] weak heal? & h] age 7ab\t #ej71 to "w to support h]self4 7,%e con/antly helps p7 & x is impossible to see h] )\t a s(t5+ ( ! he>t & 444 envy4 ,%e is always joy\s1 calm & graceful40 #bec ,9 ! ,novoe ,vremia 7,novemb] #ai1 #ahig1 ,no4 #g1hjf7 !re appe>$ an article by ,v4 ,v4 ,rozanov3 8,graceful ,demonism0 9 :i*1 9 an ironical tone1 he criticis$ ,m5%ikov's article1 8,on ,sex ,love10 :i* 0 pr9t$ 9 ,knizhki ,n$ieli 7#ahig1 ,nos4 #i-aa74 ,9 8 words lat] on1 ,tol/oi speaks ( 8 deeply lov$ bro!r1 ,nickolai ,nickolaievi* 7#ahbc-ahfj74 ,9 8 ,recollections1 ,tol/oi relates ! incid5t z foll[s3 8,i rememb] h[ once1 a v /upid & bad man1 an ,adjutant ,g5]al1 :o 0 hunt+ ) him1 laugh$ at him & h[ my bro!r1 glanc+ at me1 smil$ k9dly10 evid5tly f9d+ great satisfaction 9 ?is4 7,biriukov1 ,biography ( ,l4 ,n4 ,tol/oi1 ,vol4 ,i1 ,mosc[1 #aiaa1 pages #dc-dd74 #bed ,a4 ,maude translat$ ,:at ,is ,art8 into ,engli%4 #bee ,! lett] ( ,n4 ,y4 ,grot is pr9t$1 ,i ?9k1 9 ,tol/oi's book1 ,:at ,is ,art8 #bef ,grigori ,antonovi* ,zakh>l9 7#ahbi-ahie71 a well-kn[n pr(essor 9 ! ,mosc[ ,univ]sity1 9 8 day1 "o ( ! mo/ popul> ,mosc[ physicians4 #beg ,c\ntess ,m>ia ,ni*olaievna ,tol/oi 7#ahcj-aiab71 ,tol/oi's only si/]4 ,z a "y girl1 %e m>ri$ h] second c\s91 ,c\nt ,v4 ,p4 ,tol/oi2 "s "t lat] %e sep>at$ f him & soon aft] %e became a wid[4 ,:5 h] daught]s 7 m>ri$ 7,mme4 ,v4 ,v4 ,nagornov1 ,pr9cess ,e4 ,v4 ,obol5sky & ,mme4 ,e4 ,s4 ,d5is5ko7 ,c\ntess ,tol/oi1 "u ! influ5ce ( ! well-kn[n ,fa!r ,ambrose1 ( ! ,opt9a ,des]t1 ent]$ ! conv5t ( ,%amord9o 79 ! prov9ce ( ,kaluga7 & lat] took ! veil4 ,9 ?is conv5t %e sp5t ! re/ ( h] life4 #beh ,monk ,ambrose1 ! celebrat$ holy man ( ! ,opt9a ,des]t1 di$ 9 #ahia1 at ! age ( #hj4 ,ab\t ,tol/oi's visits to ! ,opt9a ,des]t see fragm5t ( notes made by ,s4 ,a4 ,tol/oi "u ! title ,my ,life 7,tol/oi ,annual1 #aiac1 ,petrograd1 #aiad74 #bei ,du%an ,petrovi* ,makovitsky1 !n editor 9 ,hung>y 79 ,ruzhomb]g71 ( ! ,slavic publication :i* correspond$ to ! publication ,posr$nik issu$ 9 ,mosc[1 9 :i* ,tol/oi & "s ( 8 fri5ds took a mo/ active int]e/4 #bfj ,9 ?is place1 9 ! orig9al ,j\rnal1 a page _h be5 ent]$ 9 ,tol/oi's h&2 evid5tly ! beg9n+ ( a lett]4 ,?is 0 its cont5ts3 8,y ask me a "q :i* ,i n[ = tw5ty ye>s h be5 try+ to solve4 8,x always seems to u--:5 ! simple tru? is t we ought to lead a ,*ri/ian life1 & :5 x is disclos$ to u h[ t]ribly f> f t life is ! life we lead--x always seems to u t we = ! mom5t f9d ourselves 9 an exceptionally disadvantage\s condition = beg9n+ t new life1 :i* op5s itself to u3 ,to "o1 x is a "m1 to ano!r a wife1 to a ?ird1 *ildr51 to a f\r?1 bus9ess2 ?is "o b\ght a bull1 or ! o!r has a w$d+ :i* int]f]es f 8 go+ to ! fea/4 ,& we usually say to ourselves1 #8,oh1 if x 7 n s1'--look+ at x z on an accid5tal h9drance & n z on ! unavoidable conditions ( ,*ri/ian life1 z on ! law ( gravitation 9 problems ( activity4 8,beauty :i* discloses to u ! k+dom ( ,god bl9ds u s1 t we imm$iately want to ent] x & we =get t ?is is n ! programme ( life1 b ! ideal2 & t ! programme ( life consi/s 9 /ruggle & 9 ef=t to atta9 ! k+dom ( ,god1 to approa* x4 8,& :5 y und]/& ?is1 !n ! attitude t[>ds activity is *ang$44440 #bfa ,! village ( ,dolgoe1 prov9ce ( ,tula1 di/rict ( ,krapev5sk1 n9ete5 v]/s f ,yasnaya ,polyana4 ,! ,yasnaya ,polyana h\se 9 :i* ,tol/oi 0 born /&s !re4 ,9 ! fifties ?is h\se 0 sold to a neighb\r+ l&lord1 ,gorobov1 :o took x f ,yasnaya ,polyana to ,dolgoe1 :]e x rema9$ until #aiac1 :5 x 0 de/roy$4 #bfb ,ni*olai ,ili* ,/orozh5ko 7#ahcf-aijf71 pr(essor 9 ! ,mosc[ ,univ]sity1 au?or ( num]\s books & articles on ,russian hi/ory & g5]al lit]ature4 #bfc ,tol/oi probably ask$ ,n4 ,a4 ,kasatk9 = examples ( true art 9 pa9t+4 #bfd ,n's /ories seem$ to be ab\t "s ( ! ,*]tkovs' difficult exp]i5ces 9 ,engl&4 #bfe ,pr9ce ,s4 ,n4 ,tr\betskoi 7#ahfb-aije71 pr(essor ( philosophy 9 ! ,mosc[ ,univ]sity1 took an active "p 9 ! magaz9e1 ,problems ( ,philosophy & ,psy*ology1 & became aft] ,n4 ,y4 ,grot's dea?1 ! editor ( x4 ,tol/oi1 z 0 said above1 gave 8 "w1 ,:at ,is ,art8 to ?is magaz9e4 #bff ,( ^! subjects ,tol/oi1 z mu* z c be judg$1 made use ( ! foll[+3 ! fir/1 ,fa!r ,s]gius1 #ahih2 ! second1 ,! ,po/hum\s ,memoirs ( ! ,monk1 ,f$or ,kuzmi*1 #aije2 ! f\r?1 ,korni ,vasiliev1 #aije2 fif?1 ,! ,resurrection ( ,hell & ,its ,de/ruction1 #aijb2 six?1 ,! ,=g$ ,c\pon1 #aijb-aijd2 sev5?1 ,hadji ,murad1 #ahih1 #aijb-aijd2 ! t5?1 ,resurrection1 #ahih-ahii2 & ! ?irte5?1 ,! ,div9e & ! ,human1 #aijc-aijd2 ! twelf? subject1 ,"m1 0 begun by ,tol/oi 9 ! beg9n+ ( ! n9eties 7,introduction to ,! ,/ory ( a ,"m1 or ,a ,"m's ,notes74 #bfg ,x 0 disagreeable to ,tol/oi t ! =eign publi%]s1 :o wi%$ to pr9t ! fir/ edition ( 8 book1 ,:at ,is ,art8 made ! condition t x %\ld appe> ev]y:]e simultane\sly & t x %\ld n be publi%$ any:]e fir/1 n ev5 9 ,russia4 ,tol/oi1 be+ little acqua9t$ ) ! conditions ( =eign publication1 did n und]/& at fir/ h[ unavoidable ^! dem&s 7 = a simultane\s publication ( books 9 v>i\s c\ntries1 & he 0 disagreeably emb>rass$ t he _h to absolutely =bid ! appe>ance ( ! book 9 ,russia be=e ! day arrang$ = =eign publication4 ,lat]1 realis+ ! affair m closely1 ,tol/oi saw ! necessity ( ^! conditions ( ! publi%]s4 #bfh ,i4e41 he entirely f9i%$ ! "w ,:at ,is ,art8 & gave x to ,problems ( ,philosophy & ,psy*ology4 #bfi ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov1 be+ exil$ f ,russia1 settl$ 9 ,engl&1 :]e he f\nd$ ! publication1 ,! ,free ,press1 9 :i* ! works ( ,tol/oi 7 pr9t$1 z well z ( au?ors ne> to him 9 po9t ( view :i* c\ld n be pr9t$ 9 ! ,russian pap]s4 ,he also arrang$ = ! translations ( ! new works ( ,tol/oi into ! important ,european tongues4 ,! telegram :i* ,tol/oi m5tions mu/ h be5 ab\t ! ,engli% translation ( ,:at is ,art8 #bgj ,s(ron ,pavlovi* ,*izhov1 a peasant f ! di/rict ( ,umansk1 9 ! prov9ce ( ,kiev1 because ( 8 spread+ ( views adv]se to ! or?odox religion1 0 exil$ by adm9i/rative ord]1 fir/ to ,pol& & !n to ea/]n ,sib]ia4 ,8 ,memoirs 7 pr9t$ 9 ,! ,free ,press1 ,no4 #aj1 #aijd4 ,tol/oi (t5 wrote to ,*izhov 9 exile1 express+ 8 joy t he be>s all oppression 8l a man1 ) pati5ce & ) love40 ,*izhov has rema9$ 9 ,sib]ia = life & at pres5t is liv+ ne> ,yakutsk4 #bga ,z 9 ! copy 9 possession ( ! editors4 #bgb ,see ,note #bfg4 #bgc ,9 a lett] to ,*]tkov1 ,janu>y #ah1 #ahih1 ,tol/oi wrote3 8,lett]s ) ?reats h1 ( c\rse1 no effect1 b !y are unpleasant1 9 ?is s5se1 t !re %\ld be p :o hate futilely4 ,i am always ready to die & t is ! ?+4 ,i ?\ght a little :ile ago3 444 t :5 "o is heal?y "o ought to try to live bett] on ! outside1 b :5 "o is ill !n le>n to die bett]4 ,besides1 ^! lett]s hav5't ev5 ?is m]it3 !y are s /upidly writt5 t !y h be5 conceiv$ evid5tly only to fright540 #bgd ,conc]n+ ?is illness1 ,tol/oi1 m5tion+ x 9 8 lett] to ! ,*]tkovs1 ,decemb] #bh1 #ahig1 said3 8,! illness 0 ! usual "o1 bili\sness1 & has n[ pass$ away40 #bge ,tol/oi began & f9i%$ ?is drama only 9 #aijj4 #bgf ,tol/oi's bro!r-9-law1 ,a4 ,a4 ,behrs4 #bgg ,s]gei ,mickailovi* ,soloviev 7#ahbj-ahgi71 ! ,russian hi/orian1 ! fa!r ( ! philosoph]1 ,vladimir ,s]geevi*1 & ! noveli/1 ,vsevolod ,s]geevi* ,soloviev4 #bgh ,! preface to ! ,engli% edition1 ,:at ,is ,art8 ,9 8 lett] to ,*]tkov1 ,decemb] #bg1 #ahig1 ,tol/oi wrote3 8,w\ldn't su* a preface be suitable8 8,! book :i* is ab\t to appe> _c be publi%$ 9 its entirety 9 ,russia on acc\nt ( ! c5sor1 & !re=e x is be+ publi%$ 9 ,engl& 9 translation1 ! correctness ( :i* ,i h n ! lea/ d\bt (4 ,! five *apt]s pr9t$ 9 ,russia 9 ! magaz9e ,problems ( ,philosophy & ,psy*ology h already suff]$ sev]al deletions & *anges2 ! foll[+ *apt]s1 especially ^? :i* expla9 ! ess5ce ( my po9t ( view on art1 w surely n be p]mitt$ 9 ,russia & !re=e ,i ask all ^? :o are int]e/$ 9 ?is book to judge x only by ?is pres5t edition40 #bgi ,ni*olas ,evgrafovi* ,ph$oseev1 a political exile1 :o w5t by tape ) ! ,dukhobors exil$ to ,sib]ia4 ,9 8 lett] ,f$osiev told ,tol/oi ab\t ! int]views giv5 to him by ! ,dukhobors !mselves1 conc]n+ ! suff]+ ^? :o 7 s5t to ! ,ekat]9ograd discipl9>y battalion _h to und]go1 & he also gave him in=mation ab\t ! ,dukhobors 9 ,sib]ia4 ,?is lett] 0 pr9t$ 9 ,leaflets ( ,! ,free ,press1 #ahih1 ,no4 ,i4 #bhj 8,i receiv$ a lett] ?r\gh ! ,*]tkovs10 wrote ,tol/oi1 ,janu>y #ah1 #ahih--;f ,g4 ,b$bor\gh1 ! publi%] ( ,! ,adult1 a lett] ) que/ions ab\t sex-problems & a v light-head$ program4 #bha ,writt5 9 ,engli%1 9 ! orig9al4 #bhb ,ilya ,efimovi* ,rep9e4 ,conc]n+ ?is visit1 ,tol/oi wrote to ,*]tkov1 ,janu>y #ba1 #ahih3 8,"o ( ! rec5t pleasant impressions 0 ! meet+ ) ,rep9e4 ,i ?9k we made a good impression on ea* o!r40 #bhc ,c\ntess ,alex&ra ,lvovna ,tol/oi 7born1 #ahhd71 ,tol/oi's y\nge/ daught]4 #bhd ,! lit]>y "w conceiv$ & writt5 by ,tol/oi only 9 #aijb3 ,! ,leg5d ( ! ,de/ruction ( ,hell by ,*ri/ & ,its ,resurrection by ! ,devils1 arrang+ ! tea*+ ( ,*ri/ s t x improve ! evil life ( p4 #bhe ,z 9 ! copy at ! disposal ( ! editors4 #bhf ,mi*ail ,f$orovi* ,gul5ko1 s]v+ 9 ! dep>tm5t ( ! ,mosc[-,kursk ,railroad1 & at ?is "t "o ( ! mo/ active contributors to ,posr$nik4 #bhg ,leopold ,antonovi* ,sull]zhitsky1 lat] "o ( ! manag]s ( ! ,mosc[ ,arti/ic ,!atre4 ,9 ! ,tol/oi family he 0 (t5 call$ = %ort1 ,sull]4 #bhh ,a poem by ,v4 ,d4 ,liapunov1 pr9t$ at fir/ ) a lett] by ,tol/oi 9 ! magaz9e1 ,russkaia ,mysl 7#ahih1 ,no4 #a73 & lat] 9 ! book1 ,v4 ,d4 ,liapunov1 a ,"y ,poet1 8,libr>y ( ,leo ,tol/oi10 edit$ by ,p4 ,i4 ,biriukov1 ,mosc[1 #aiab4 #bhi ,9 ,pa?s ( ,life ,tol/oi expresses ?is ?\ght m exactly3 8,t :i* we consid] = ourselves z evil1 is 9 mo/ cases a good :i* is n yet und]/ood by u40 ,9 ano!r place he says 9 speak+ ( ! same problem3 8,we mu/ di/+ui% betwe5 our conceptions ( evil 9 g5]al1 #8objective' evil1 z philosoph]s say1 an out] "o1 & betwe5 evil = ea* man individually1 a #8subjective' evil1 an inn] "o4 ,!re is no objective evil4 ,subjective evil is a dep>ture f reason1 x is inde$ dea?40 7,a comb9ation1 ,! ,f\r ,gospels ,h>moniz$1 ,translat$ & ,/udi$1 ,*apt] ,,iii47 ,see also ,j\rnal ( ,may #bh1 #ahif1 ?\ght #a4 #bij ,"o ^w illegible4 ,note by ,pr9ce ,obol5sky 9 ! copy 9 possession ( ! editors4 #bia ,to avoid misund]/&+ z to :om ?is rem>k ( ,tol/oi's ref]s1 x is prop] "h to cite an extract f ano!r "o ( 8 writ+s3 8,!y say t def5ce is impossible "u non-resi/ance2 b ! ,*ri/ian does n ne$ any def5ce4 ,all t an evil-do] c d is to deprive "o ( prop]ty1 to kill1 & a ,*ri/ian is n afraid ( t4 ,! ,*ri/ian n worry+ ab\t :at to eat1 :at to dr9k1 :at to we>1 & kn[+ t )\t ! w ( ! ,fa!r n a hair w fall f 8 head1 ! ,*ri/ian has no ne$ to use viol5ce aga9/ ! evil-do]4 ,! evil-do] c d no?+ to him40 7,f ! r\gh draft ( ,! ,k+dom ( ,god ,)9 ,u1 #ahij-ahic1 ) lat] corrections by ,tol/oi made dur+ a revision ( 8 ,complete ,collection ( ,?\ghts47 #bib ,jean ,grave1 a contempor>y ,fr5* writ]1 ( an>*ical t5d5cies4 #bic ,%ortly be=e t1 ,febru>y #ad1 #ahih1 ,tol/oi wrote to ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov3 8,ab\t myself ,i c say t ,i w\ld be satisfi$ ) my spiritual /ate1 if ,i 7 n dissatisfi$ ) my small ext]nal output4 ,! causes are3 ,ill heal?1 z well z ! bu/le ( city life 7al?\gh n[ = ab\t ?ree days ,i h be5 well740 #bid ,! tw5tie?1 ! conclud+ *apt] ( ,:at ,is ,art8 is devot$ to a criticism ( contempor>y sci5ce f ! /&po9t ( ,*ri/ian philosophy4 #bie ,anatol ,ivanovi* ,ph>esov1 ! democratic fiction writ] & publici/4 ,alex&] ,kapitonovi* ,malikov1 :o liv$ 9 ! sev5ties 9 ,orel1 prea*$ ! doctr9e ( 8,god-humanity10 consi/+ 9 ?is1 t ea* man ought to be re-born morally & exalt ! div9e pr9ciple :i* 0 9 him4 ,malikov 0 absolutely oppos$ to all viol5t me?ods ( fight+ evil4 ,9 #ahge ,malikov ) a small circle ( p]sons :o %>$ 8 op9ions 7fifte5 9 all7 emigrat$ to ,am]ica2 :]e 9 ! ,/ate ( ,kansas he e/abli%$ an agricultural community on ! basis ( ! doctr9e pr(ess$ by him4 ,:5 two ye>s lat] ! community fell ap>t1 ,malikov return$ to ,russia4 ,he di$ 9 #aijd at ! age ( sixty-two4 ,see ab\t him ! article ( ,a4 ,s4 ,prugav91 8,leo ,tol/oi & ! ,man-,gods10 & ! book on ,leo ,tol/oi & ! ,tol/oians1 ,mosc[1 #aiaa4 #bif ,! agricultural colony1 ,georgia1 issu$ a magaz9e ) a ,*ri/ian t5d5cy1 call$ ,social ,gospel4 ,among ! memb]s ( ?is colony 0 ,crosby4 ,!re 7 ab\t "o hundr$ coloni/s4 ,9 ?is lett]1 address$ to ,george ,h[>d ,gibson1 ,tol/oi express$ 8 op9ion on agricultural societies 9 g5]al4 #big ,at ?is "t1 ! ,dukhobors receiv$ p]mission f ! ,russian au?orities to emigrate4 ,tol/oi address$ himself to ,russian1 ,european & ,am]ican society ) an appeal1 9 :i* he summon$ !m to help ! ,dukhobors ) money z well z ) direct assi/ance 9 ! difficulties ( emigration4 ,! appeal to ,russian society 0 pr9t$ among o!r places 9 ! ,full ,collect$ ,works ( ,tol/oi1 publi%$ by ,syt91 subscrib$ & popul> editions1 ,volume ,,xviii2 & ! lett] to ! ,engli% newspap]s 0 pr9t$ 9 ,! ,free ,press1 ,no4 ,i 7#ahih1 ,engl&71 9 ! article ( ,p4 ,i4 ,biriukov & aft]w>ds repr9t$ 9 8 book ,! ,dukhobors4 #bih ,:5 ,:at ,is ,art8 0 already pr9t$ 9 ! ,problems ( ,philosophy & ,psy*ology & submitt$ to ! c5sor%ip !re came an ord] f ,petrograd to submit x to ! !ologic c5sor%ip4 ,! !ologic c5sor n only cross$ out _m passages1 b 9 "s places made *anges :i* p]v]t$ ! v ?\ght ( ! au?or4 ,9 ! preface to ! ,engli% translation ( ?is "w1 ,tol/oi express$ regret t1 contr>y to 8 cu/om1 he cons5t$ at ! reque/ ( ,n4 ,y4 ,grot to pr9t ?is "w ) ! c5sor deletions & s(t5+s4 ,& he also speaks ab\t ! h>m ( e k9d ( compromise4444 ,?is preface 0 pr9t$ 9 ,russian 9 ,! ,free ,press1 ,no4 #a4 #bii ,at ?is place 9 ! ,j\rnal !re 0 a diagram compos$ ( fl[+ l9es1 irregul>ly drawn4 ,z ! editors did n h ! orig9al ( ! ,j\rnal1 b us$ ! copy made by ,pr9ce ,obol5sky1 x 0 impossible to make an exact facsimile ( ! orig9al diagram4 #cjj ,9 8 lett] to ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov1 ,tol/oi wrote3 8444 ,?is happ5$3 ,9 ! morn+ !y told me t two m5 came f ! ,caucasus4 ,!y 7 ! ,dukhobors1 ,p4 ,v4 ,planid91 an acqua9tance ( y\rs1 & ,*]nov4 ,!y came1 naturally1 )\t passports to give me in=mation & to f9d out ev]y?+ p]ta9+ to _! affair4 ,aft] talk+ ) ^! de> fri5ds & f9d+ out ev]y?+1 ,i decid$ to s5d !m to ,pet]sburg4444 ,!y w5t1 sp5t ! day !re1 & return$4444 ,!y are t\*+ly in/ructive40 8,! pr9cipal reason = ,planid9's & ,*]nov's com+10 ,tol/oi wrote ,april #f?1 80 to ask "s "o ( our fri5ds to g to visit ,v]ig9 9 ,obdorsk40 #cja ,ivan ,petrovi* ,bra%n91 a typical old-fa%ion$ ,mosc[ m]*ant1 a deal] 9 raw silks2 8 family consi/$ ( 8 wife & two sons4 ,a4 ,n4 ,dunaev introduc$ him to ,tol/oi 9 ! eighties4 ,he 0 !n ov] #fj4 ,he _h want$ to make 8 acqua9tance1 because ! views ( ,tol/oi 7 ne> to 8 s\l2 9 spite ( 8 =m] /rict or?odoxy he w>mly accept$ ! views ( ,tol/oi4 ,be+ s9c]e & /raight-=w>d1 he reject$ ! 444 tea*+ & became a conv9c$ foll[] ( ! pure ,*ri/ian tea*+4 ,he spoke ) great pleasure & emotion ab\t 8 visits & talks ) ,tol/oi1 :i* gave him ! greate/ joy4 ,a few ye>s prior to 8 dea? he became a /rict veget>ian4 ,be=e 8 dea? he refus$ ! viaticon ( ! prie/ & ! rites ( confession & ! sacram5t4 ,9 8 lett] to ,a4 ,c4 ,*]tkov ( ,m>* #cj1 #ahih1 ,tol/oi wrote him ab\t 8 la/ visit to ,bra%n93 8,y "k !re is an old man1 a ri* m]*ant1 ,bra%n91 :o is ne> to u 9 _s4 ,i h already kn[n him = ab\t fifte5 ye>s4 ,he has canc] ( ! liv]1 s ! doctors h f\nd out4 ,i visit$ him once 9 ! w9t]4 ,he 0 v weak1 ?91 yell[1 b on 8 feet4 ,"o morn+ ab\t a week ago ,a4 ,n4 ,dunaiev came to me ) ! news t ,bra%n9 is dy+ & t he _h s5t a boy to ask t ,i take leave ( him4 ,we w5t & f\nd him dy+4 ,my fir/ words 73 #8,is he calm8' ,absolutely4 ,he 0 9 full possession ( 8 memory1 _h a cle> m9d1 ?ank$ me1 & took leave ( me & ,i ( him1 z p d be=e go+ on a j\rney4 ,) sadness we spoke ab\t ! 444 ,i said t we w see ea* o!r aga94 ,he calmly answ]$1 #8,no m4' ,he took leave & ?ank$ u = our visit4 ,ev]y?+ 0 s simple1 peaceful & e>ne/40 #cjb ,! article on w> & on milit>y s]vice 0 call$ =? by ! reque/ ( two =eign pap]s to ! repres5tatives ( political & social work]s1 & ! repres5tatives ( sci5ce & art1 to express !mselves on :e!r w> 0 necess>y 9 our "t1 :at 7 ! consequ5ces ( milit>ism & :at 7 ! means t l$ ! quicke/ way to a realisation ( univ]sal peace4 #cjc ,! =m] e/ate ( ,c\nt ,i4 ,l4 ,tol/oi 9 ,*]ni1 ! prov9ce ( ,tula1 to :i* ,tol/oi w5t to help ! fam9e-/rick5 peasants4 ,z 9 ! ye> #ahia :5 ,tol/oi help$ ! fam9e-/rick5 peasants ( ! prov9ce ( ,riazan1 he consid]$ ! e/abli%m5t ( s\p-kit*5s z ! mo/ s5sible =m ( help1 = :i* he set himself to "w ^u 8 arrival 9 ,gr9evka4 ,on ,may #b1 #ahih1 9 8 lett] to ! ,c\ntess ,s4 ,a4 ,tol/oi1 ,tol/oi wrote 9 ref]5ce to 8 activity t 8! "w :i* 0 be+ done 0 necess>y & is advanc+4 ,!re is no fam9e1 b ! ne$ is kill+1 cropless1 v difficult1 & x helps u to see x40 7,lett]s ( ,tol/oi to 8 ,wife1 ,mosc[1 #aiac1 pages #edb & #edc47 #cjd ,april #ba1 #ahih1 by ord] ( ! ,m9i/] ( ! ,int]ior1 ! ,russkia ,vi$omo/i 0 susp5d$ = two mon?s 8= ! collection ( contributions 9 aid ( ! ,dukhobors & = evad+ ! executive ord]s ( ! ,mosc[ ,gov]nor-,g5]al40 ,! regulation ( ! ,mosc[ ,gov]nor-,g5]al :i* ! newspap] did n fulfil 0 to give ov] = disposal to ! au?orities ! money contribut$ ?r\gh ! editorial (fices = ! aid ( ! ,dukhobors4 ,! editors c\ld n d t1 because ! money _h already be5 s5t to ,tol/oi4 #cje ,lopa%9o1 z well z ,sidorovo1 ,kam5ka1 ,gub>evka1 ,bobriki1 ,mi*ails ,=d1 ,kukuevka1 :i* are m5tion$ bel[1 are villages ne> to ,gr9evka :]e ,tol/oi e/abli%$ s\p-kit*5s = ! fam9e-/rick54 #cjf ,= an ord]ly organisation ( aid = ! ne$y1 ,tol/oi _h collect$ ! necess>y detail$ in=mation conc]n+ ! numb] ( s\ls & ! economic condition ( ea* h\sehold 9 ! suff]+ villages4 #cjg ,see ,note #acf4 #cjh ,! ,tsurikovs & ,il9skys--neighb\r+ l&lords4 #cji ,tol/oi wrote to ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov on t day3 8,i hav5't writt5 = a :ole week1 b ,i feel pretty well4 ,x seems to me t aft] ! ,mosc[ bu/le my impressions are f9d+ _! place1 ! necess>y ?\ghts are com+ =?40 #caj ,see ,lett]s ( ,c\nt ,l4 ,n4 ,tol/oi to 8 ,wife1 ,m>*1 #aiac1 pages #edc & #edd4 #caa ,i4e41 at 8 son's1 ,c\nt ,s4 ,l4 ,tol/oi1 on 8 e/ate ( ,ni*olskoe1 ne> ! /ation ( ,ba/yevo4 #cab ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov !n wrote an article1 8,:]e is ,?y ,bro!r8 ,ab\t ! attitude ( ! ,russian ,gov]nm5t to ! ,p ,:o ,_c ,become ,murd]]s10 9 ! def5ce ( ! oppress$ ,dukhobors4 ,?is article 0 publi%$ 9 ,! ,free ,press 7,engl&1 #ahih74 #cac ,g4 ,r4 ,l9d5b]g1 "o ( ,tol/oi's co-work]s 9 aid ( ! fam9e-/rick51 an arti/4 #cad ,! "n ( ?is tea*] is ,gubon94 ,toge!r ) ,l9d5b]g he came to ,tol/oi f ,poltava4 #cae ,! ,appeal s]v$ z ! beg9n+ ( two articles on ! lab\r "q3 ,%\ld x really be s1 & ,:]e is ! way out8 ^u :i* ,tol/oi work$ dur+ ! ye> #ahih & revis$ x once aga9 = pr9t+ 9 #aijj4 #caf ,! deceas$1 ,n4 ,n4 ,/rakhov4 #cag ,! c\nty seat ( ! prov9ce ( ,orel4 #cah ,a railroad /ation on ! ,mosc[-,kursk ,railroad4 #cai ,tol/oi speaks "h ( gymna/ic ex]cises :i* he sometimes took 7see entry ( ,may #aa1 #ahih74 #cbj ,tol/oi us$ to receive contributions 9 aid ( ! fam9e-/rick5 f v>i\s p4 #cba ,9 ?is article "u ! title1 8,is ,!re ,fam9e or ,no ,fam9e80 ,tol/oi answ]s ! foll[+ que/ions3 #a4 ,is !re 9 ! curr5t ye> a fam9e or is !re n a fam9e8 #b4 ,to :at is due ! (t-repeat$ ne$ ( ! p8 #c4 ,:at is to be done 9 ord] t ?is ne$ be n repeat$8 ,^! 7 pr9t$ ) omissions 9 ! newspap]1 ,russ1 ( ,july #b & #c1 ( #ahih & 9 full 9 ,leaflets ( ,! ,free ,press1 ,no4 #b 7,engl&1 #ahih74 #cbb ,! ,c\ntess ,s4 ,n4 ,tol/oi 7born ,philosophov71 wife ( ,tol/oi's son1 ,c\nt ,i4 ,l4 ,tol/oi4 #cbc ,neighb\r+ l&lords ne> ,gr9evka4 #cbd ,aft] a tir+1 long ride by horse1 ,tol/oi arriv$ at ! ,levitskys'1 & fell ill ( sev]e dys5t]y4 #cbe ,tol/oi 0 =c$ to /op 8 "w 9 aid ( ! fam9e-/rick51 z ! ,tula ,gov]nor =bade all non-resid5ts )\t 8 p]mission to e/abli% & help 9 ! con/ruction ( s\p-kit*5s4 ,)\t ^! p x 0 impossible to cont9ue ! "w4 7,see article 8,is ,!re ,fam9e or ,no ,fam9e807 #cbf ,! well-kn[n ,sw$i% physician1 ,erne/ ,we/]lund1 & 8 wife--p>5ts ( ! wife ( ,c\nt ,l4 ,l4 ,tol/oy1 ,dora ,f$orovna--:o arriv$ f ,sw$5 to visit h]4 #cbg ,! novel1 ,fa!r ,s]gius1 :i* ,tol/oi wrote f #ahij-ahia4 #cbh ,i4e41 f ,v4 ,g4 & ,a4 ,k4 ,*]tkov4 #cbi ,! /ory1 ,! ,=g$ ,c\pon1 begun by ,tol/oi z e>ly z ! end ( ! eighties & only begun aga9 by him at ! end ( #aijb4 #ccj ,n4 ,s4 ,lieskov 7#ahca-ahie71 a well-kn[n writ]4 ,9 ! la/ ye>s ( 8 life he %>$ 9 _m respects ! views ( ,tol/oi4 ,! /ory ( ,lieskov m5tion$ by ,tol/oi is call$ ,! ,h\r ( ! ,w ( ,god4 #cca ,five ye>s lat]1 9 #aijc1 ,tol/oi work$ ?is !me out 9 a /ory entitl$ ,?ree ,problems4 #ccb ,! *ri/5+ ( ! fir/ *ild ( ,c\nt ,l4 ,l4 ,tol/oi4 #ccc ,ab\t ?is "t ,tol/oi wrote to ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov3 8,my sickness at fir/ began z dys5t]y1 !n ,i _h v great pa9s & fev] & weakness4 ,n[ ev]y?+ has pass$40 #ccd ,pr9ce ,e4 ,e4 ,ukhtomsky1 ! editor & publi%] ( ! ,petrograd ,vi$omo/i4 #cce 8,is ,!re ,fam9e or ,no ,fam9e80 #ccf ,! weekly newspap] issu$ 9 ,petrograd by ,s4 ,f4 ,%>apov4 #ccg ,?is 0 done 9 ^? places :]e ,tol/oi organis$ aid to ! fam9e-/rick54 #cch ,i4 ,c4 ,diet]i*s1 a =m] ,cossack artill]y (fic]1 :o held ! same views z ,tol/oi1 a bro!r ( ,madame ,a4 ,c4 ,*]tkov1 & 8 si/]s1 ,m>ia & ,olga ,con/ant9ovna4 #cci ,!re occurr$ 9 ,engl& at ?is "t1 "s misund]/&+s betwe5 sev]al fri5ds ( ,tol/oi1 :o _h to be conv9c$ by exp]i5ce t hav+ ! same po9t ( view is f> f be+ ( "o m9d4 ,! misund]/&+s 7 lat] smoo!d ov]4 #cdj ,! contempor>y ,fr5* noveli/4 #cda ,see ,note #cci4 #cdb ,elizabe? ,pic>d1 a ,quak]1 wrote an op5 lett] to ! well-kn[n ,engli% publi%]1 ,/ead1 editor ( ! magaz9e ,w> ,aga9/ ,w>1 :i* prea*$ univ]sal peace1 & :i* at ! same "t 0 aga9/ ^? p]sons :o refus$ milit>y s]vice4 #cdc ,c4 ,t4 ,will>d ( ,*icago (f]$ himself z m$iator 9 ! emigration ( ! ,dukhobors to ,am]ica4 ,tol/oi s5t 8 lett] to ,engl& to ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov1 ^: h\se at ?is "t 0 ! headqu>t]s = all communications conc]n+ ! emigration ( ! ,dukhobors4 #cdd ,v4 ,p4 ,gaideburov1 f #ahid on1 editor & publi%] ( ,n$iela4 #cde ,9 ,engli% 9 ! orig9al4 #cdf ,?is int5tion 0 c>ri$ out by ,tol/oi1 at lea/ 9 reg>d to ,resurrection1 :i* he gave to ! publication ,niva1 edit$ by ,a4 ,f4 ,m>x1 :o paid twelve ?\s& r\bles = ! fir/ pr9t+4 ,! money 0 us$ by ,tol/oi 9 aid ( ! emigrat+ ,dukhobors4 ,orig9ally1 ,tol/oi sugge/$ sell+ ! copyright ( ?ree ( 8 novels1 ,! ,devil1 ,resurrection1 & ,fa!r ,s]gius1 to ,engli% & ,am]ican pap]s on advantage\s t]ms4 ,!n he decid$ n to publi% ,! ,devil4 ,at fir/ he ?\ght t he w\ld n make a f9al revision ( ,resurrection & ( ,fa!r ,s]gius1 b w\ld give !m ov] to be pr9t$ /raight away1 j z !y 7 writt54 ,b lat] he re-read ,resurrection & little by little began to "w on x ) su* absorption 8z he _h n exp]i5c$ 9 a long "t40 ,lat] ,tol/oi decid$ to give only ,resurrection = ! b5efit ( ! ,dukhobors & did n beg9 to "w on ,fa!r ,s]gius4 #cdg ,arvid ,jrnefelt4 ,! well-kn[n ,f9ni% writ] :o held ! same op9ions z ,tol/oi4 ,aft] graduat+ f ,hels+=s ,univ]sity1 he prep>$ himself = ! c>e] ( magi/rate1 b becom+ acqua9t$ ) ! writ+s ( ,tol/oi1 he brusquely *ang$ 8 life4 ,he le>nt ! trade ( cobbl] & locksmi? & lat]1 at ! end ( ! n9eties1 he b\ght a plot ( l& & began to till ! soil1 n ceas+ 8 lit]>y lab\rs1 h[ev]4 ,he translat$ _m works ( ,tol/oi into ,f9ni%4 ,! novels ( ,jrnefelt are ,my ,native ,l&1 ,*ildr5 ( ! ,e>? & sev]al /ories :i* are translat$ into ,russian4 ,! acqua9tance ( ,jrnefelt ) ,tol/oi began ) 8 s5d+ 8 book call$ ,my ,awak5+ to ,tol/oi 9 #ahie4 ,x 0 9 ,f9ni%1 & ) x he s5t a translation ( "o ( 8 *apt]s3 8,:y ,i ,did ,n ,und]take ! ,po/ ( ,judge40 ,?is *apt]1 toge!r ) an accompany+ lett] by ,jrnefelt1 ,tol/oi includ$ 9 8 manuscript ,no4 #d1 ,ar*ives ( ,l4 ,n4 ,tol/oi4 ,tol/oi's lett] to ,jrnefelt1 m5tion$ 9 ! ,j\rnal1 is z foll[s3 8,al?\gh we h nev] se5 ea* o!r1 we "k & love ea* o!r1 & !re=e ,i boldly turn to y ) a reque/ to d me a great s]vice4 8,! matt] :i* ,i br+ be=e y ought to rema9 unkn[n to any "o except to u1 & !re=e speak to no "o ab\t ?is lett]1 b answ] me 7,/ation ,kozlovka on ! ,mosc[-,kursk ,railway71 :]e y are n[1 & :e!r y are ready to help me4 ,i am writ+ ?us briefly1 because ,i h little hope t ) ! insuffici5t address1 my lett] w rea* y4 8,,leo ,,tol/oi40 ,9 explanation ( ?is lett] ,jrnefelt communicat$ ! foll[+ to ! editors3 8,i quickly answ]$ ,tol/oi's "q4 ,i 0 conv9c$ t he want$ to leave ,yasnaya & to plan an escape4 ,b :5 we met lat] 9 ,mosc[ 9 #ahii1 ,tol/oi imm$iately said3 #8,yes1 yes1 y und]/ood me1 b ! temptation pass$ by me 9 "t4' ,& !n glanc+ ab\t him ) a deep sigh ( pa9 he said1 #8,y w excuse me1 ,jrnefelt1 t ,i live z ,i d1 b probably x is z x ought to be4' ,& we did n speak any m ab\t ?is matt]40 ,& s1 9 8 lett] to ,jrnefelt ( ,decemb] #af1 #ahih1 i4e41 /ill be=e ?is meet+ ) him1 ,tol/oi wrote3 8,if ,i %\ld ev] meet y1 :i* ,i want to v mu*1 ,i w !n tell y :at k9d ( help ,i expect$ f y4 ,n[ ! temptation :i* =c$ me to seek help f y has pass$40 ,9 8 lett] to ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov ( ,july #ba/ ( t ye>1 i4e41 ?ree days aft] ! above m5tion$ note 9 ! ,j\rnal1 ,tol/oi wrote3 8,read ?is to no "o4 ,i tea* o!rs1 b d n "k h[ to live myself4 ,= h[ _m ye>s h ,i giv5 myself ! "q1 ,is x fitt+ t ,i cont9ue to live z ,i am liv+1 or %all ,i g away8--& ,i _c decide4 ,i "k t ev]y?+ is decid$ by r5\nc+ oneself & :5 ,i atta9 t !n ev]y?+ is cle>4 ,b !y are r>e mom5ts40 #cdh ,see ,note #cdg4 #cdi ,a collection 9 ! *ur* ,slavonic tongue1 ,love ( ,good1 or ,words & ,*apt]s ( ,sacr$ ,sobriety1 collect$ f ! writ+s ( ! ,sa9ts & ,god-inspir$ fa!rs4 ,9 8 libr>y1 ,tol/oi _h a volume ( ,love ( ,good ) a great _m notes 9 ! m>g9 made 9 8 own h&4 #cej ,) ,i4 ,i4 ,gorbunov1 :o came = a %ort "t to ,ovsiannikovo to 8 bro!r1 :o liv$ !re at ?is "t1 ! actor ,n4 ,i4 ,gorbunov4 ,at ?is meet+1 ,tol/oi said to ,i4 ,i4 ,gorbunov t x 0 ! g5tlemanly /ate ( 8 life t _h become m agonis+ to him1 t he 0 8a%am$ to look 9 ! eyes ( 8 lackeys0 & t he want$ to g away4 ,he said among o!r ?+s t he 0 ?9k+ ( go+ away ) ,i4 ,i4 ,gorbunov to ,kaluga 7:]e ,gorbunov liv$ at t "t7--& fur!r ?an t1 he /ill _h ano!r plan 444 p]haps x 0 ! plan ab\t :i* ,tol/oi _h writt5 a little :ile be=e to ,jrnefelt4 7,see ,note #cdg47 #cea ,tol/oi's bro!r1 ,c\nt ,s]ge ,ni*olaievi*4 #ceb ,tol/oi's si/]1 ,c\ntess ,m4 ,n4 ,tol/oi4 #cec ,! ,engli% au?orities ( ! ,isl& ( ,cyprus ask$ a money gu>antee ( ab\t two hundr$ & fifty r\bles = ea* man f ! ,dukhobors emigrat+ !re1 s t 9 case ( ne$ !y w\ld n h to be support$ at ! gov]nm5t exp5se4 ,at t "t x became kn[n1 t 9 ,russia sev]al influ5tial gov]nm5tal p]sons _h begun to zeal\sly urge ! gov]nm5t to s5d ! ,dukhobors to ,man*uria = ! ,russification ( ^? ,*9ese bord]s adjac5t to ,russia4 ,x 0 necess>y to hurry ) ! emigration ( ! ,dukhobors2 ! ,engli% ,quak]s pull$ !m out ( _! helpless position1 :o fir/ ( all p]suad$ ! ,engli% ,gov]nm5t to decrease ! gu>antee f two hundr$ & fifty r\bles to "o hundr$ & fifty = ea* man1 & aft]w>ds 9 sev]al days1 collect$ among !mselves a gu>antee ( "o hundr$ ?\s& r\bles1 :i*1 toge!r ) ! fifty ?\s& r\bles :i* 7 contribut$ at t "t by v>i\s p1 made up ! necess>y sum = giv+ ! gu>antee = ! :ole p>ty ( ,dukhobors4 ,9 8 lett] to ! ,dukhobors ( ,augu/ #bg1 #ahih1 ,tol/oi end$ ?us3 8,may ,god help y to accompli% ,8 w ) ,*ri/ian manhood1 pati5ce & fai?fulness1 9 e/abli%+ ?is *ange 9 y\r life40 #ced ,m4 ,n4 ,ro/ovtzev1 ! daught] ( ,madame ,m4 ,d4 ,ro/ovtzev1 a l&-lady ( ,voronezh1 & a foll[] ( ,tol/oi1 on com+ f ! ,*]tkovs1 0 arre/$ on ! bord] because1 at ! cu/om exam9ation "s pieces ( pro( ( a =bidd5 book 7 f\nd on h]4 ,%e 0 soon fre$4 #cee ,! int]ruption 9 receiv+ lett]s f ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov 0 caus$ by ! secret police look+ ?r\gh !m4 ,!re=e ,*]tkov 0 =c$ to c>ry on a "p ( ?is f>-di/ant correspond5ce ?r\gh a circuit\s address4 ,9 ! lett] to him at ! end ( ,augu/1 #ahih1 ,tol/oi1 in=m+ ,*]tkov t "o ( 8 lett]s 0 kept back a mon?1 wrote3 8,ye/]day ,i receiv$ y\r lett] ( ,augu/ #e?4 ,x is t]ribly vex+1 ?is int]f]5ce ) our communications :i* n[ h become s specially important4 ,& :at is x =80 #cef ,see ,note #cee4 #ceg ,l4 ,a4 ,sull]zhitsky w5t to ! ,caucasus to help ! ,dukhobors arrange = _! emigration abroad4 ,! fir/ gr\p ( ,dukhobors1 to ! numb] ( #a1abf p]sons1 :o _h suff]$ ! mo/ f exile1 hung] & illness1 left on ! #f? ( ,augu/1 #ahih1 = ! ,isl& ( ,cyprus :ile o!r l&s be f\nd & suffici5t money collect$ = ! transportation ( ^? rema9+ to a m suitable place4 ,at ! reque/ ( ,tol/oi1 ,l4 ,a4 ,sull]zhitsky lat] accompani$ a gr\p ( ,dukhobors to ,canada4 ,he wrote a book ab\t ?is j\rney1 ,9 ,am]ica ,) ! ,dukhobors1 issu$ by ,posr$nik1 ,mosc[1 #aije4 #ceh ,! si/] ( ,tol/oi1 ,c\ntess ,m>ia ,ni*olaievna4 ,a mon? lat]1 ,septemb] #cj1 #ahih1 ,tol/oi wrote to ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov3 8,ye/]day my si/]1 ,m4 ,n41 left1 ) :om ,i sp5t a v fri5dly mon?1 nev] hav+ be5 s lov+40 #cei ,v4 ,a4 ,kuzm9sky1 a niece ( ,c\ntess ,s4 ,a4 ,tol/oi4 #cfj ,c\ntess ,v]a ,s4 ,tol/oi1 a niece ( ,tol/oi1 daught] ( ,c\nt ,s4 ,n4 ,tol/oi4 #cfa ,tol/oi's sev5tie? bir?day1 celebrat$ ,augu/ #bh1 #ahih4 #cfb ,accord+ to ! contract ) ! publi%] ( ,niva1 ,a4 ,f4 ,m>x1 ,tol/oi at ! conclusion ( ! contract1 receiv$ ! :ole ( 8 royalty = only ! fir/ #bjj pages ( ,resurrection4 #cfc ,9 reg>d to ! false rum\rs :i* 7 rea*+ ,tol/oi at ?is "t1 ab\t ! affairs ( ! emigrat+ ,dukhobors4 #cfd ,"o ( ! ,dukhobors exil$ to ,sib]ia1 ,v4 ,n4 ,pozdniakov1 0 s5t by 8 bre?r5 to ! lead] ( ! ,dukhobors1 ,p4 ,v4 ,v]ig91 :o 0 !n 9 exile 9 ! village ( ,obdorsk 9 ! prov9ce ( ,tobolsk4 ,receiv+ a lett] ( in/ructions f ,v]ig9 = ! gr\p 9 g5]al1 he br\ght ?is lett] to 8 bre?r5 9 ! ,caucasus & on 8 way rea*$ ,yasnaya ,polyana4 ,he %[$ ,tol/oi m>ks on 8 body f ill-treatm5t he _h suff]$ ?ree ye>s be=e4 #cfe ,h]b]t ,ar*]1 an ,engli% co-work] ) ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov1 :o w5t at 8 reque/ to ,tol/oi to transmit in=mation to him ) reg>d to ! ,dukhobors & to dissipate ! false rum\rs ab\t !m :i* _h rea*$ ,tol/oi f outsid]s4 ,ab\t ?is "t1 9 8 lett] to ,c\ntess ,s4 ,a4 ,tol/oi1 ,tol/oi wrote ab\t ,ar*]3 8,he looks insignificant1 b he is a v good man & a rem>kably clev] "o40 7,lett]s ( ,c\nt ,l4 ,n4 ,tol/oi to 8 ,wife1 ,m>*1 #aiac1 page #eee47 #cff ,?is ?\ght ,tol/oi *ang$ 9 ! foll[+ =m = ,! ,read+ ,circle3 8,n[ ,i consid] z myself my body ) its s5ses1 b !n some?+ entirely diff]5t is be+ =m$ 9 me4 ,& !n ! :ole _w w become diff]5t1 s9ce ! :ole _w is n some?+ diff]5t1 only because ,i consid] myself su* a be+ sep>at$ f ! _w & n ano!r4 ,b !re may be an innum]able quantity ( be+s sep>at$ f ! _w40 ,! ,read+ ,circle1 issu$ by ,posr$nik1 ,volume ,i1 ,mosc[1 #aiaa1 = ,april #af4 #cfg ,tol/oi's son1 ,s4 ,l4 ,tol/oi1 & ,l4 ,a4 ,sull]zhitsky w5t to ! ,caucasus to accompany ! rema9+ ,dukhobors to ,canada4 ,tol/oi 9 ord] to protect !m f ! oppression ( ! au?orities wrote a lett] to ! comm&]-9-*ief ( ! ,caucasus1 ,pr9ce ,g4 ,s4 ,golits94 #cfh ,tol/oi sometimes c\ld n rememb] :i* ?\ght f 8 pocket note-book he _h writt5 out into ! ,j\rnal & :i* "o he _h n4 ,?is expla9s ! fact t sev]al ?\ghts are ent]$ )\t any *anges at all 9 ! ,j\rnal1 9 places n f> f "o ano!r4 #cfi ,9 ! eighties & n9eties ! ,tol/ois w5t ye>ly f ,yasnaya ,polyana to ,mosc[ to sp5d ! w9t]4 #cgj ,pr9cess ,e4 ,v4 ,obol5sky1 niece ( ,tol/oi1 daught] ( 8 si/]1 ,c\ntess ,m>ia ,ni*olaievna4 #cga ,9 ! f9i%$ =m1 ! novel _h #abi *apt]s4 #cgb ,9 ano!r place ,tol/oi says3 8,play+ ! fool 7l ,*ri/7 i4e41 ! purposeful repres5t+ ( y\rself z worse ?an y are1 is ! highe/ quality ( virtue40 7,j\rnal1 ,may #bi1 #ahic47 #cgc ,an omission 9 ! copy 9 possession ( ! editors4 #cgd ,tol/oi wrote to ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov z e>ly z ,decemb] #ac1 #ahih3 8,i absolutely _c occupy myself ) any?+ else ?an ) ,resurrection4 ,j l a %ell1 :5 x gets to ! e>?1 falls m & m quickly1 9 ! same way ,i n[1 :5 ,i am ne>+ ! end1 ,i _c ?9k--no1 n t ,i _c3 ,i c & ev5 d ?9k--b ,i don't want to ?9k ab\t any?+ else b ab\t x40 #cge ,at ?is "t ! emigration ( ! ,dukhobors to ,canada _h n yet be5 accompli%$4 ,tol/oi took an active "p 9 ! affair3 he address$ v>i\s p ) ! reque/ = contributions = ?is purpose1 he c>ri$ on a correspond5ce ) fri5ds 9 ,engl& 9 reg>d to a place ( settlem5t = ! ,dukhobors1 he s5t lett]s to ! au?orities to try to remove ob/acles :i* 7 9 _! way1 he saw ag5ts :o sugge/$ places ( settlem5t1 he c>ri$ on a correspond5ce ) ! ,dukhobors !mselves1 etc4 #cgf ,febru>y #ae1 #ahii1 ,tol/oi wrote to ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov3 8,my back hurts all ! "t & ,i am weak & ,i am disgu/$ ) ,resurrection1 :i* ,i c't t\*40 #cgg ,! retir$ (fic] address$ himself to ,tol/oi ) ! "q :e!r ! ,gospels 7 n aga9/ milit>y s]vice4 ,tol/oi's answ] 0 pr9t$ 9 ! leaflets ( ,! ,free ,press1 ,no4 #e1 #ahii1 & 9 #aijf 9 ,petrograd 9 ! publication1 ,obnovl5ia1 ,no4 #acj 7:i* 0 confiscat$74 #cgh ,a gr\p ( repres5tative ,sw$i% intellectuals address$ !mselves to ,tol/oi ) a lett] z to ! means ( atta9+ univ]sal peace4 ,9 ?is lett] on ! "o h&1 !y express$ ! ?\ght t univ]sal dis>mam5t c\ld be atta9$ by ! sure/ pa? ( ea* sep>ate individual refus+ to take "p 9 milit>y s]vice1 & on ! o!r h&1 !y ackn[l$g$ t ! ,peace ,conf]5ce fix$ = ,! ,hague at ! in/igation ( ! ,russian ,gov]nm5t 0 useful to ! atta9m5t ( univ]sal peace4444 #cgi ,9 ! middle ( ,febru>y1 #ahih1 ! /ud5ts ( ! ,univ]sity ( ,petrograd1 9 ! =m ( a prote/ aga9/ ! beat+ ( p 9 ! /reets1 decid$ on ! day ( ! /ud5t holiday1 ,febru>y #h?1 z a peaceful-m9d$ gr\p ( /ud5ts1 to cease "w4 ,!y 7 soon jo9$ by /ud5ts ( o!r high] s*ools 9 ,petrograd & lat] 9 ,mosc[1 ,kiev1 ,kh>kov1 ,jurev1 ,odessa1 ,tomsk1 ,kazan1 ,riga & ,novaia ,alex&ria4 ,9 ?is way ! /udies ( sev]al ?\s& m5 & wom5 /ud5ts 7 susp5d$4 ,! repres5tatives ( ! ,mosc[ & ,petrograd /ud5t bodies came to ,tol/oi ) ! purpose ( obta9+ 8 op9ion & sympa?y = ! /ud5t movem5t4 #chj ,s9et1 an arti/1 :o refus$ milit>y s]vice on religi\s gr\nds & 0 s5t to ! ,alg]ian discipl9>y battalion & :o escap$ f !re4 ,tol/oi call$ ,s9et ! fir/ religi\s ,fr5*man1 !re=e1 because he 0 ! fir/ ,fr5*man he met :o believ$ truly z he did4 #cha ,9 8 lett] to ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov ( ,july #i1 #ahii1 ,tol/oi wrote1 8,! matt] ( ! translations worry me4 ,i c imag9e1 !re=e1 h[ !y worry y4 ,to-day ,i ?\ght ?is3 ,to drop all contracts ) ! translators & pr9t ! foll[+ 9 ! newspap]44440 ,fur!r on ,tol/oi exp\nds ! project ( 8 lett] to ! newspap]s1 t he1 9 ! matt] ( translation1 decid$ to de/roy ! contracts ) ! publi%]s ( ! translations & to refuse ! royalty ( ! fir/ pr9t+ ( ^! translations4 ,& yet ! ne$ ( ! ,dukhobors 0 s great t 8hav+ no means ( employ+ cattle1 !y h hit*$ !mselves & _! wives to ! pl\gh & are pl\gh+ ) human p[] to till _! l&40 ,= ?is reason1 ,tol/oi drops 8 plan3 8,i ask all ! publi%]s :o w pr9t ?is novel & ! translators ( x1 z well z ! read]s ( ! novel1 to rememb] ^? p = :om ?is publication has be5 begun & z f> z _! /r5g? & _! desire g1 to help ! ,dukhobors by giv+ _! mite to ! ,dukhobor fund 9 ,engl&40 #chb ,tak+ no "p 9 #ahii1 9 ! "w ( organis+ help = ! fam9e-/rick5 peasants1 ,tol/oi direct$ ! contributions receiv$ = ?is purpose f v>i\s p1 to be s5t to ^? :o 7 occupi$ on ! spot 9 giv+ help to ! inhabitants4 #chc ,orig9ally 9 ,engli%4 #chd ,?is ?\ght 0 ma9ta9$ 9 ! book !n be+ read by ,tol/oi3 ,v]glei*5d5 ,ueb]si*t d] ,vi] ,evangeli51 von ,s4 ,g4 ,v]us1 ,leipzig1 #ahig4 ,9 ! lett] ( ,biriukov ( ,augu/ #a1 #ahii1 ,tol/oi wrote ?us ab\t ! significance ( ,v]us' book3 8,?is supposition or probability is ! de/ruction ( ! la/ suburbs :i* are susceptible to attacks f ! enemy1 s t ! =tress ( ! moral tea*+ ( ! good1 fl[+ n f a s\rce :i* is only tempor>y & local1 b f a totality ( ! :ole spiritual life ( humanity1 be un%ak540 #che ,c\ntess ,s4 ,n4 ,tol/oi4 #chf ,see ,note #chd4 #chg ,?is ?\ght is develop$ m 9 detail by ,tol/oi 9 ! ,leg5d ( ! ,/ones 7see ,! ,read+ ,circle1 ,volume ,,ii74 #chh ,alfr$ ,b4 ,we/rup4 ,pl5ty ( ,money4 ,n4 ,y41 #ahii4 #chi ,c\ntess ,o4 ,c4 ,tol/oi1 born ,diet]i*s1 fir/ wife ( ,a4 ,l4 ,tol/oi4 #cij ,! arti/1 ,julia ,ivanovna ,igumnov1 :o liv$ a long "t 9 ,yasnaya ,polyana4 ,at ?is "t %e help$ ,tol/oi to copy 8 manuscripts & 8 lett]s4 #cia ,a4 ,d4 ,arkhangelsky1 a /ud5t 9 ! ,mosc[ ,univ]sity1 :o liv$ z a tea*] 9 ,tol/oi's h\se4 #cib ,^! *apt]s on ,resurrection 7 s5t to ! publi%+ h\se ( ,niva to be set up4 #cic ,an int]rogation po9t 9 ! copy at ! disposal ( ! editors4 #cid ,liv+ at ?is "t ) ! ,tol/ois 9 ,mosc[1 ,c\ntess ,o4 ,k4 ,tol/oi1 9 a lett] to ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov on ,novemb] #bbnd1 #ahii1 describ$ ,tol/oi's illness 9 ?is way3 8,ye/]day we liv$ ?r\gh a t]rible ev5+ & night4 ,9 ! ev5+ aft] d9n]1 ,tol/oi w5t to 8 room to lie d[n1 & aft] sev]al m9utes we 7 all attract$ by t]rible groans f him 444 he 0 tak5 ) sev]e /oma* pa9s :i* 7 v sev]e f f\r o'clock 9 ! morn+ to sev5 9 ! ev5+4 ,he suff]$ t]ribly & at fir/ no?+ help$40 ,tol/oi suff]$ especially f vomit+ :i* la/$ tw5ty-eight h\rs4 ,8 doctors 7 ,p4 ,s4 ,usev & ,pr(4 ,m4 ,p4 ,*]9ov4 8,bo? m$ic9e & fe$+10 ano!r p]son wrote to ,*]tkov f ,mosc[1 ,decemb] #e1 #ahii1 8is giv5 n[ by entreaty & p]suasion1 n[ by te>s & n[ by deception1 :i* is ev5 m depress+ ?an te>s4 ,to-day ev]y?+ is bett]3 pa9s & appetite & /r5g?40 ,tol/oi got out ( b$ ,decemb] #f? & little by little began to walk4 ,b ! foll[+ days he _h pa9 & felt weakness4 #cie ,an omission 9 ?is place 9 ! copy 9 possession ( ! editors4 #cif ,?is ^w 9 ! orig9al is und]l9$ twice4 #cig ,f ,d]zhav9's ,ode1 8,god40 #cih ,! exact title ( ! book by ,m4 ,a4 ,engelh>dt is ,progress1 ,z an ,evolution ( ,cruelty1 issu$ by ,f4 ,f4 ,pavl5kov1 ,petrograd1 #ahii4 ,to ! au?or ( ?is book1 ,m4 ,a4 ,engelh>dt 7#aheh-ahhb71 ,tol/oi wrote1 9 #ahhb1 a v rem>kable lett] on ! problem ( non-resi/ance to evil by viol5ce4 #cii ,! j\rnal1 ,niva4 #djj ,! novel1 ,! ,=g$ ,c\pon4 ,,app5dix ,a ,,%ort ,,sket* ,,( ,,! ,,life ,,( ,,tol/oi ,,at ,,! ,,end ,,( ,,! ,,n9eties ,,by ,,con/ant9e ,,%okor-,,trotsky ,! pres5t volume ( ,tol/oi's ,j\rnal cov]s a p]iod f ,octob] #bh1 #ahie1 to ,decemb]1 #ahii4 ,dur+ ?is "t ,tol/oi made 9 all #agj entriesa#a 9 ! ,j\rnal1 ! greate/ numb] ( !m fall+ 9 ! ye> #ahig1 & ! smalle/ 9 #ahii4 ,dur+ c]ta9 mon?s1 ,tol/oi made no entries :atev]4 ,!re 7 n9e su* mon?s 9 ! f\r ye>s2 ,april & ,augu/1 #ahif2 ,june1 #ahig2 ,septemb]1 ,octob] & ,decemb]1 #ahih2 ,m>*1 ,may & ,augu/1 #ahii4 ,! greate/ numb] ( int]ruptions 9 ! entries 0 caus$ by ill heal?1 sometimes also by int5sive "w & sometimes on acc\nt ( spiritual depression4 a#a ,( ! #agj entries 9 ! pres5t edition1 ! editors h omitt$ #ajb places 7#a1gjg words7 because ( _! intimate "*1 & #ee places 7#a1ajb words7 on acc\nt ( ! c5sor4 ,besides ?is1 9 ! ,notes1 "o place 7#i words7 has be5 omitt$ on acc\nt ( its intimate "* & #ad places 7#bde words7 on acc\nt ( ! c5sor4 ,i ,,important ,,ev5ts ,( important out] ev5ts :i* _h m or less significance = ,tol/oi1 & to :i* he respond$ dur+ ?is "t1 ! foll[+ are to be m5tion$3a#b ,9 ! fir/ two mon?s ( #ahif1 ,tol/oi notes 9 8 ,j\rnal & 9 private lett]s ! dea? ( sev]al p m or less ne> to him3 8 relative1 ,n4 ,m4 ,nagornov2 ! well-kn[n philosoph]1 ,n4 ,n4 ,/rakhov1 to :om he 0 b\nd by an old fri5d%ip2 an old woman1 ,aga?a ,mi*ailovna1 a =m] maid ( 8 gr&mo!r1 :o liv$ all h] life 9 ,yasnaya ,polyana2 ! ,yasnaya ,polyana peasant1 ,phillip ,egorov1 :o _h be5 a coa*man = _m ye>s at ! ,tol/ois'1 & ! /ew>d1 at "o "t2 ! wife ( a pr(essor1 ,olga ,/orozh5ko4 ,9 ,m>* & ,april ( ! same ye>1 accord+ to 8 own words1 ! important ev5ts ( 8 life 73 mak+ ! acqua9tance ( ! peasant1 ,m4 ,p4 ,novikov2 ! arre/ ( 8 fri5d1 a woman doctor1 ,m4 ,m4 ,kholev9sky1 because %e gave 8 =bidd5 works to ! work+ p2 he>+ ,wagn]'s ,op]a1 8,siegfri$10 :i* aid$ him 9 cl>ify+ 8 conception ( true art2 becom+ acqua9t$ ) ! works ( ! not$ philosoph]1 ,a4 ,a4 ,spi]1 :i* 7 s5t to him by ! latt]'s daught]4 ,9 ,may1 9 ,mosc[ at ! "t ( ! ,coronation1 ! un=tunate cata/rophe :i* took place on ! ,khod9ka field1 ! reports ( :i* produc$ a /rong impression on ,tol/oi4 ,9 ,octob] ( ?is same ye>1 two ,japanese came to ,tol/oi1 ^: visit 0 bo? int]e/+ & pleasant = him4 ,9 ,febru>y1 #ahig1 sev]al fri5ds ( ,tol/oi 7 subject$ to gov]nm5tal prosecution = _! int]cession 9 behalf ( ! p]secut$ ,dukhobors3 ,p4 ,i4 ,biriukov 0 exil$ to ! city ( ,bausk 9 ,c\rl&1 ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov 0 exil$ abroad & ,i4 ,m4 ,tregubov "s "t lat] 0 exil$ to ,gold+5 9 ,c\rl&4 ,9 ,febru>y ( t ye> !re 0 ! trag$y ( an acqua9tance ( ,tol/oi2 ,miss ,m4 ,f4 ,vietrov burn+ h]self1 :o _h be5 imprison$ 9 ! ,=tress ( ,pet] & ,paul4 ,9 ,july ( t ye> ,tol/oi's daught]1 ,m>ia ,lvovna1 :o /ood especially ne> to him1 0 m>ri$ to ,pr9ce ,n4 ,l4 ,obol5sky4 ,9 ,septemb]1 ,p4 ,a4 ,b\lang]1 a fri5d1 0 exil$ abroad = 8 activity 9 behalf ( ! ,dukhobors4 ,at ! end ( ,octob] ! not$ ,am]ican writ]1 ,h5ry ,george1 di$1 ^: works & ^: p]sonality ,tol/oi valu$ v highly4 ,9 ,novemb] ,dr4 ,d4 ,p4 ,makovitsky1 a foll[] ( ,tol/oi1 came = a %ort visit f ,hung>y2 lat] becom+ a close fri5d1 he rema9$ ) ,tol/oi un9t]rupt$ly until ! latt]'s dea?4 ,9 ,decemb]1 ,tol/oi receiv$ sev]al anonym\s lett]s ) ?reats ( assass9ation4 ,9 ,febru>y1 #ahih1 ! ,dukhobors receiv$ p]mission to emigrate f ,russia1 :i* ,tol/oi = two ye>s _h work$ h>d to accompli%4 ,9 ,april ( t ye> ! ,mosc[ m]*ant1 ,i4 ,p4 ,bra%n91 a foll[] ( ,tol/oi1 di$4 ,9 ,april & ,may !re 0 fam9e 9 sev]al di/ricts ( ,tula1 & ,tol/oi occupi$ himself en]getically = "s "t to aid ! fam9e-/rick54 ,he e/abli%$ s\p-kit*5s1 collect$ money1 etc4 ,9 ,may ( t ye>1 ! ,russkia ,vi$omo/i 0 suppress$ = collect+ funds 9 behalf ( ! ,dukhobors4 ,9 ,july1 ,tol/oi decid$ to f9i% 8 novel1 ,resurrection1 8s t x c\ld be publi%$ = ! b5efit ( ! ,dukhobors40 ,9 ,octob]1 ! ,dukhobor1 ,v4 ,n4 ,pozdniakov1 visit$ ,tol/oi1 com+ secretly f 8 exile 9 ,yakutsk to ! ,caucasus to see 8 co-religioni/s be=e _! emigration to ,am]ica4 ,9 ?is same mon? ! peasant1 ,t4 ,m4 ,bond>ev1 di$1 :o _h liv$ _m ye>s 9 exile 9 ,sib]ia1 = ^: book on ,! ,labor = ,bread ,tol/oi wrote a preface1 & ) :om he correspond$4 ,tol/oi only le>n$ ( 8 dea? 9 ,decemb]4 ,9 #ahii !re 7 almo/ no ext]nal ev5ts4 ,9 ,novemb] ( t ye>1 ,tol/oi's elde/ daught]1 ,tatiana ,lvovna1 0 m>ri$ to ,m4 ,s4 ,sukhot94 a#b ,! compilation ( facts conc]n+ ! important ev5ts 9 ,tol/oi's life 7 n only made f 8 ,j\rnal b f lett]s to v>i\s individuals4 ,,ii ,,! ,,places ,,t ,,tol/oi ,,liv$ ,,9 ,,& ,,visit$ ,betwe5 #ahif-ahii ,tol/oi liv$ pr9cipally 9 ,yasnaya ,polyana4 ,!re he g5]ally n only sp5t mo/ ( ! summ]1 b (t5 all ( autumn & sometimes ev5 up to ,janu>y4 ,9 ,mosc[1 he g5]ally sp5t ! w9t] mon?s--f ,novemb] or ,decemb] until ,april & sometimes until ,may4 ,besides ?is1 = %ort p]iods1 ,tol/oi w\ld g to o!r places4 ,?us1 9 ,augu/1 #ahif1 he visit$ 8 si/]1 ! nun1 ,c\ntess ,m4 ,n4 ,tol/oi1 liv+ 9 ! conv5t ( ,%amord9o4 ,at times dur+ ^! ye>s he visit$ 8 bro!r1 ,c\nt ,s4 ,n4 ,tol/oi1 :o liv$ on 8 e/ate 9 ,pirogovo 9 ! prov9ce ( ,tula 79 ,may1 ,july & ,octob]1 #ahif1 9 ,novemb]1 #ahig1 9 ,augu/ & ,novemb]1 #ahih1 & 9 ,may1 #ahii74 ,besides ?is1 f ,febru>y to ,m>*1 #ahif1 & f ,febru>y to ,m>*1 #ahig1 he visit$ 8 fri5ds1 ! ,olsuphievs1 on _! e/ate1 ,ni*olskoe1 ne> ,mosc[2 once he sp5t two weeks ) !m1 ano!r "t a :ole mon? ) an int]ruption4 ,! int]ruption 0 caus$ by 8 sudd5 trip to ,petrograd 79 ,febru>y1 #ahig7 to take leave ( 8 fri5ds1 ,*]tkov & ,biriukov1 :o 7 be+ exil$4 ,at ! end ( #ahig1 ,tol/oi visit$ ! village ,dolgoe1 & saw ! h\se 9 :i* he 0 born & 9 :i* he sp5t 8 *ildhood & boyhood & :i* 9 ! fifties 0 sold to be transf]r$ to ?is village4 ,! mon? ( ,may ( #ahih1 ,tol/oi sp5t 9 ,gr9evka1 ! e/ate ( 8 son1 ,c\nt ,i4 ,l4 ,tol/oi4 ,:ile liv+ !re1 he took *>ge ( ! aid to ! fam9e-/rick54 ,f ,gr9evka he w5t by horse to visit 8 fri5d1 ! l&lord1 ,levitsky1 :]e he fell s]i\sly ill & sp5t t5 days4 ,,iii ,,:at ,,tol/oi ,,wrote ,f ! p]iod ( ,novemb]1 #ahie1 to #ahii ,tol/oi work$ on ! foll[+ manuscripts3a#c ,a4 ,,fiction #a4 ,! novel ,resurrection 7,novemb]1 #ahie-;,febru>y1 #ahif1 ,janu>y-,febru>y1 #ahig1 ,july-,decemb]1 #ahih1 & all ( #ahii74 #b4 ,! drama ,! ,light ,t ,%9es 9 ,d>kness 7,decemb]1 #ahie--plann$ x2 ,janu>y-,april1 #ahif2 ,octob]1 #ahif1 & ,july-,augu/1 #ahig--plann$ x74 #c4 ,! novel ,hadji ,murad 7,septemb]1 #ahif2 ,m>*-,april1 #ahig--plann$ x2 ,septemb]1 #ahig-;,june1 #ahih74 #d4 ,! /ory ,fa!r ,s]gius 7,june1 #ahih2 ,augu/1 #ahih--plann$ x74 ,besides ?is1 !re are indications t he plann$ dur+ ?is p]iod3 #e4 ,! /ory ,:o is ,"r8 7,novemb]1 #ahig74 #f4 ,notes ( a ,madman 7,decemb]1 #ahif1 ,janu>y1 #ahig74 #g4 ,! drama ,! ,liv+ ,corpse 7,decemb]1 #ahig74 #h4 ,! novel ,! ,=g$ ,c\pon 7,june1 #ahih1 ,decemb]1 #ahii74 ,b4 ,,essays #a4 ,! ,*ri/ian ,doctr9e 7,novemb]-,decemb]1 #ahie1 ,may-,july1 ,septemb]-,decemb]1 #ahif74 #b4 ,%ameful 7,decemb]1 #ahie74 #c4 ,a ,lett] to ! ,italians 7,ab\t ! ,abyss9ians1 unf9i%$1 ,m>*-,april1 #ahif74 #d4 ,:at ,is ,art8 7,may-,july1 #ahif--plann$ x2 ,novemb]1 #ahif-;,april1 #ahig1 ,july1 #ahig-;,febru>y1 #ahih74 #e4 ,h[ ,to ,read ! ,gospels & 9 ,:at ,is ,_! ,ess5ce 7,july1 #ahif74 #f4 ,! ,beg9n+ ( ! ,end 7,septemb]-,octob]1 #ahif74 #g4 ,on ,w> 7unf9i%$--,novemb]-,decemb]1 #ahif74 #h4 ,! ,app5dix to ,! ,appeal1 by ,p4 ,biriukov1 ,i4 ,tregubov & ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov--,help6 7,decemb]1 #ahif74 #i4 ,! ,appeal 7unf9i%$1 ,janu>y-,april1 #ahig1 ,septemb]1 #ahig-;,april1 #ahih--plann$ x2 ,may-,july1 #ahih74 #aj4 ,preface to ! essay by ,edw>d ,c>p5t]1 ,contempor>y ,sci5ce 7,octob]1 #ahig-;,febru>y1 #ahih74 #aa4 ,preface to ! ,engli% edition ( ,:at ,is ,art8 7,april1 #ahih74 #ab4 ,c>?ago del5da e/ 7,april1 #ahih74 #ac4 ,is ,!re ,fam9e or ,no ,fam9e8 7,may-,june1 #ahih74 #ad4 ,two ,w>s 7,augu/1 #ahih74 ,c4 ,,lett]s 7,^? important accord+ to volume & cont5ts74a#d #a4 ,to ,p4 ,v4 ,v]ig9 7on ! h>m & b5efit ( pr9t+74 ,novemb] #ba1 #ahie4 #b4 ,john ,manson 78,patriotism & ,peace074 ,decemb]1 #ahie4 #c4 ,erne/ ,crosby 78,on ,non-resi/ance074 ,decemb]1 #ahie-;,febru>y1 #ahif4 #d4 ,to ,m4 ,a4 ,sopotsko 78,on ! ,*ur* ,deception074 ,m>* #af1 #ahif4 #e4 ,to ! ,m9i/]s ( ,ju/ice & ! ,int]ior 7on ! subject ( ! arre/ ( ,mme4 ,m4 ,n4 ,kholev9sky74 ,april #bj1 #ahif4 #f4 ,to ,madame ,a4 ,m4 ,kalmikov 78,a ,lett] to ! ,lib]als074 ,augu/-,septemb]1 #ahif4 #g4 ,to ,e4 ,s*midt 78,to ! editor ( a ,g]man pap]074 ,octob] #ab1 #ahif4 #h4 ,to ,p4 ,v4 ,v]ig9 7an answ] to ! objections to pr9t+74 ,octob] #ad1 #ahif4 #i4 ,to ! comm&] ( ! ,irkutsk ,discipl9>y ,battalion 7on ! refusal ( ,p4 ,olkhovik & ,c4 ,s]$a f milit>y s]vice74 ,octob] #bb1 #ahif4 #aj4 ,to ! ,comm&] ( ! ,ekat]9ograd ,discipl9>y ,battalion 7on ! refusal ( ! ,dukhobors f milit>y s]vice74 ,novemb] #a1 #ahif4 #aa4 ,to ! ,c\ntess ,s4 ,a4 ,tol/oi 7on leav+ ,yasnaya ,polyana74 ,july #h1 #ahig4 #ab4 ,to ! ,sw$i% pap]s 7) ! sugge/ion t ! ,nobel prize be aw>d$ to ! ,dukhobors74 ,augu/-,septemb]1 #ahig4 #ac4 ,to ! ,emp]or 7ab\t ! ,molokans74 ,octob]1 #ahig4 #ad4 ,to ! ,pet]burgskaia ,vi$omo/i 7ab\t ! ,molokans74 ,octob]1 #ahig4 #ae4 ,to ! ,russkia ,vi$omo/i 7ab\t aid = ! fam9e-/rick574 ,febru>y #ba1 #ahih4 #af4 ,to ,g4 ,h4 ,gibson--( ! ,am]ican colony ,georgia 7on agricultural communities74 ,m>*1 #ahih4 #ag4 ,to ! ,russian pap]s 7on ! ,dukhobors74 ,m>* #bj1 #ahih4 #ah4 ,to ! ,engli% pap]s 7on ! ,dukhobors74 ,m>* #ah1 #ahih4 #ai4 ,to ,n 78,a lett] to an (fic]074 ,decemb]1 #ahih-;,janu>y1 #ahii4 #bj4 ,to ! ,sw$i% ,gr\p 7on ! means = atta9+ univ]sal peace74 ,janu>y-,febru>y1 #ahii4 #ba4 ,to ,pr9ce ,g4 ,m4 ,volkonsky 78,on ! ,transvaal ,w>074 ,decemb] #d1 #ahii4 #bb4 ,to ,a4 ,i4 ,dvoriansky 78,on religi\s education074 ,decemb] #ac1 #ahii4 ,d4 ,,!mes 7,m5tion$ 9 ! ,j\rnal7a#e #a4 8,on ,religi\s ,education0 7,febru>y #ac1 #ahif1 9 answ] to a lett] ( ,v4 ,s4 ,gr9evi*74 #b4 8,! /ory ( :at a man lives ?r\gh 9 ?is life :o committ$ suicide 9 a pa/ life0 7,febru>y #ac1 #ahif74 #c4 8,pictures ( ,sam>a life3 ! /eppe1 ! /ruggle betwe5 ! nomadic patri>*al pr9ciple & ! agricultural culture0 7,june #ai1 #ahif74 #d4 8,hadji ,murad0 7,july #ai1 #ahif1 "u ! same title74 #e4 8,suicide ( ! old man1 ,p]siann9ov0 7,septemb] #ad1 #ahif74 #f4 8,! sub/itution ( a *ild 9 an orphan asylum0 7,septemb] #ad1 #ahif74 #g4 8,a wife's deception ( h] passionate1 jeal\s husb&3 8 suff]+1 /ruggle & ! enjoym5t ( =giv5ess0 7,novemb] #bb1 #ahif74 #h4 8,a description ( ! oppression ( ! s]fs & lat] ! same oppression ?r\gh l& own]%ip1 or r1 ! be+ depriv$ ( x0 7,novemb] #bb1 #ahif74 #i4 8,notes ( a madman0 7,decemb] #bf1 #ahif74 #aj4 8,! !me3 ,a passionate "y man 9 love ) a m5tally diseas$ woman0 7,july #af1 #ahig74 #aa4 ,! !me 8,9 p5dant to ,hadji ,murad03 8,ano!r ,russian outlaw1 ,grigori ,ni*olaev0 444 7,novemb] #ad1 #ahig74 #ab4 8,s]gius0 7,decemb] #ac1 #ahig1 8,fa!r ,s]gius074 #ac4 8,alex&] ,i0 7,decemb] #ac1 #ahig1 8,po/hum\s notes ( ! monk1 ,f$or ,kuzmi*074 #ad4 8,p]siann9ov0 7,decemb] #ac1 #ahig74 #ae4 8,! /ory ( ,petrovi*--a man :o di$ a pilgrim0 7,decemb] #ac1 #ahig1 8,korni ,vasiliev074 #af4 8,! leg5d ( ! desc5t ( ,*ri/ into ,hell & ! resurrection ( ,hell0 7,decemb] #ac1 #ahig1 8,! resurrection ( ,hell & its de/ruction074 #ag4 8,! ,=g$ ,c\pon0 7,decemb] #ac1 #ahig1 "u ! same title74 #ah4 8,a sub/itut$ *ild0 7,decemb] #ac1 #ahig74 #ai4 8,! drama ( ! ,*ri/ian resurrection0 7,decemb] #ac1 #ahig74 #bj4 8,resurrection--! trial ( a pro/itute0 7,decemb] #ac1 #ahig1 ,resurrection74 #ba4 8,an outlaw kill+ ! def5celess0 7,decemb] #ac1 #ahig74 #bb4 8,"m0 7,decemb] #ac1 #ahig74 #bc4 8,an execution 9 ,odessa0 7,decemb] #ac1 #ahig1 ,div9e & human74 #bd4 8,a bit ( fiction1 9 :i* w\ld be cle>ly express$ ! fl[+ quality ( man3 t he1 "o & ! same man1 is n[ an evil-do]1 n[ an angel1 n[ a wise man1 n[ an idiot1 n[ a /rong man1 n[ ! mo/ impot5t be+0 7,m>* #ba1 #ahih74 #be4 8,ev]y?+ dep5ds1 to :at "o directs "o's consci\sness0 7,novemb] #ad1 #ahih74 #bf4 8,on :y ! p are corrupt$0 7,novemb] #be1 #ahih74 a#c ,?is li/ has be5 compil$ n only f ,tol/oi's ,j\rnal1 b f o!r s\rces4 ,z f> z c be judg$ f ! ,j\rnal1 ,tol/oi dur+ "s mon?s1 :ile busi$ ) ! revision ( "s "o ( 8 manuscripts1 w\ld at ! same "t n write b only consid] "s o!r bit ( "w2 ?is k9d ( creative "w is not$ 9 ! li/ z 8plann$40 a#d ,all ^! lett]s h be5 pr9t$1 if n 9 ,russia !n abroad2 9 ^? in/ances :]e a lett] has be5 pr9t$ "u a def9ite title1 t title is enclos$ 9 quotation m>ks4 a#e ,9 p>5!ses ,i h giv5 ! dates 9 :i* he m5tions ! !me & ! f9al title ( ! !me z x 0 develop$4 ,,iv ,,reflections ,,on ,,tol/oi',s ,,?\ghts ,,9 ,,! ,,j\rnal ,besides ! above m5tion$ lit]>y lab\rs ( ,tol/oi1 8 ?\ght life ought to be m5tion$ :i* at fir/ f\nd expression 9 8 note-book & f :i* lat] he w\ld transcribe ^? ?\ghts into 8 ,j\rnal :i* appe>$ to him valuable4 ,^! ?\ghts 7 sometimes1 z we say1 absolutely accid5tal1 sometimes !y 7 call$ =? by conv]sations ) v>i\s p & sometimes !y 7 ! responses to out] ev5ts4 ,! great] "p ( !m came 9 connection ) "s "w on h& or "o :i* he 0 plann+1 or 7 = "s inn] cl>ification or spiritual discussion ( problems :i*1 above all1 agitat$ & int]e/$ him4 ,( ! ?\ghts :i* came 9 connection ) 8 works on h& f #ahif to #ahii1 a suffici5tly important numb] c be po9t$ out z auxili>y ?\ghts = ! ?9k+ ov] & work+ out ( 8 8,cate*ism0 7or ! 8,*ri/ian ,doctr9e072 su* 7 a numb] ( ?\ghts ab\t fai?1 ,*ri/ian doctr9e1 s91 etc4 ,a great numb] ( ?\ghts on art appe>$ 9 connection ) 8 contemplat$ "w1 ,:at ,is ,art8 ,on ! conclusion ( ?is "w !re are almo/ no ?\ghts on art 9 ! ,j\rnal4 ,_m ?\ghts 7 ent]$ = ,! ,appeal1 i4e41 = ! purpose ( includ+ !m 9 ! contemplat$ manuscript b :i* 0 nev] f9i%$ 9 t =m4 ,r>ely1 ?\ghts are met 9 ! ,j\rnal :i* are 9 connection ) 8 "w on "s lit]>y topic4 ,besides ! ?\ghts :i* appe>$ 9 connection ) 8 writ+s1 "o meets 9 ! ,j\rnal1 z 0 said above1 su* ?\ghts :i* appe>$ dur+ ! p]iod ( int5se cl>ification ( ! v>i\s problems ( 8 p]sonal & family life4 ,9 connection ) ! obs]vations :i* he liv$ ?r\gh & exp]i5c$1 ,tol/oi q (t5 wrote d[n 8 own spiritual /ate1 8 p]sonal suff]+s & ! "r attitude t he %\ld take t[>ds !m4 ,at "o "t1 he 0 occupi$ especially ) ! problem ( ! philosophic def9ition ( "t & space & he wrote d[n 8 ?\ghts on ?is !me q (t54 ,at ano!r "t1 he 0 int]e/$ 9 ! problem ( error1 ( :e!r ! out] _w 0 su* z x appe>$4 ,q (t5 he not$ 8 ?\ghts on ! !mes3 ,on ,god1 on ! mean+ ( life1 on ! diff]5ce betwe5 ! spiritual & ! animal life1 on reason1 on pray]4 ,q (t51 at ?is "t1 ?\ghts came to him ab\t ! giv5 "w ( ,god1 ab\t s]vice to ,god1 ab\t love 9 g5]al & ab\t love t[>ds enemies 9 p>ticul>4 ,besides ?is1 !re are scatt]$ 9 ! :ole ,j\rnal = ! f\r m5tion$ ye>s1 v>i\s ?\ghts on ! sex-problem--on fall+ 9 love1 on wom51 on m>riage--& also q a numb] ( ?\ghts on illness1 on dea?1 on ! unju/ life ( ! ri*1 on memory & on _m o!r subjects4 ,sometimes "o f9ds ?\ghts 9 ! ,j\rnal :i* appe> 9 connection ) ! books t he 0 read+2 = in/ance1 !re are sev]al ?\ghts call$ =? by ! read+ ( ! philosophic works ( ,s*op5hau] & ,spi]4 ,! fact t !re are few notes 9 ! ,j\rnal ab\t ! books t _h be5 read or 7 be+ read is1 ( c\rse1 no sign t ,tol/oi read little4 ,x is suffici5t to op5 8 book1 ,:at ,is ,art1 to conv9ce oneself z to ! enorm\s am\nt ( books t 7 read & /udi$ by ,tol/oi on ! "o !me ( art alone = ?is "w2 nev]!less1 !re are v few ( !m m5tion$ 9 ! ,j\rnal4 ,v ,,"s ,,features ,,f ,,! ,,spiritual ,,doma9 ,,( ,,tol/oi',s ,,lifea#f ,9 due "t1 :5 absolutely all ,tol/oi's ,j\rnals & lett]s & all 8 writ+s :i* h n yet appe>$ w be pr9t$1 & also :5 all ! unus$ mat]ial ab\t him1 t lit]>y inh]itance 9 all its enorm\s volume1 w be made use (1 !n x w be possible to c>efully /udy ! great process ( ! gr[? ( ,tol/oi's s\l4 ,at ! pres5t mom5t1 :5 a great numb] ( ,tol/oi's writ+s & ! rem9isc5ces ab\t him are n yet publi%$1 x is impossible to really p5etrate ! :ole dep? & bread? ( ,tol/oi's _s4 ,at pres5t1 x is only possible to ?r[ light on ! g5]al *>act]i/ics ( sev]al sep>ate sides ( 8 inn] life1 9 "o or sev]al ( its p]iods4 ,!re=e1 ?is %ort sket* ( ,tol/oi's life at ! end ( ! n9eties1 :i* deals n only ) 8 out] b ) 8 inn] life1 does 9 no way int5d to give an exhau/ive exposition ( 8 v>i$ & complicat$ spiritual /ates4 ,9 ! description :i* is "h plac$ ( sev]al features ( ,tol/oi's spiritual life1 ! pr9cipal att5tion is giv5 to t /ate1 :i* = ov] ?ree ye>s almo/ con/antly dom9at$ ,tol/oi1 9 connection ) "o ( ! mo/ la/+ & tortur+ p]iods ( int5se spiritual suff]+ 9 ! doma9 ( 8 dome/ic life4 ,su* p]iods happ5$ to ,tol/oi ev5 be=e1 9 ! sev5ties & 9 ! eighties & 9 ! v la/ ye>s ( 8 life4 ,( c\rse1 ! description ( only "o feature ( ,tol/oi's inn] life1 _c be an indication t he _h n o!r k9ds ( spiritual /ates1 n connect$ ) 8 home life4 ,! num]\s & ext5sive entries 9 ! ,j\rnal te/ify t ,tol/oi (t5 exp]i5c$ /ates ( high religi\s exaltation & ( intimate spiritual union & fusion ) ,god1 z well z /ates ( ! e>ne/ seek+ ( ! pa? t[>ds p]fection1 fl[+ f a %>p discont5t ) himself & a rep5tance = 8 errors & weaknesses 7q (t5 ! /ates 7 call$ =? by spiritual suff]+74 ,9 ?is sket* are emphasis$ & br\ght =? ! logical connection ( at lea/ "o mo/ tortur+ feature ( 8 inn] life1 :i* is reflect$ 9 disconnect$ brilliant entries 9 8 ,j\rnal--features :i* %[ ! cross t he bore = ! la/ ?irty ye>s ( 8 life4 ,! "t has n yet come = a full description ( all ! sides & conditions ( ,tol/oi's life1 & !re=e ! intimate places h be5 omitt$ 9 ! pres5t edition ( ! ,j\rnal4 ,9 consequ5ce1 ! read] w n f9d an exhau/ive description 9 ^! *apt]s ( ! p]sonal life ( ,tol/oi :i* is connect$ ) 8 family relations4 99 99 99 99 99 ,f #ahie to #ahii ,tol/oi liv$ ?r\gh mu* spiritual suff]+ & /ruggle1 & dur+ ?is "t he 0 ill q (t54 ,if "o c>efully foll[$ all ! entries 9 ! ,j\rnal1 !n x w\ld cle>ly be se5 t almo/ all 8 sev]e illnesses came aft] depress+ inn] exp]i5ces4 ,) ! /r5g? ( 8 deep religi\sness1 ,tol/oi inv>iably /rove to use1 9 ! be/ spiritual s5se1 all ! trials :i* 7 giv5 to him z 8 lot1 physical z well z spiritual1 & ?r\gh int5se inn] lab\r he g5]ally at ! end succe$$ 9 conv]t+ all 8 suff]+s1 to use 8 own language1 to ! joy ( fulfill+ ! w ( ,god4 99 99 99 99 99 ,at ! end ( #ahie1 ,tol/oi 0 e>ne/ly occupi$ ) ! plot ( 8 drama1 ,! ,light t ,%9es 9 ,d>kness2 ?is plot agitat$ him s t he ev5 dream$ ( x & he rav$ ab\t x 9 8 sleep4 ,?is c be easily und]/ood 9 view ( ! fact t !re are _m autobiographic elem5ts 9 ?is drama4 ,& s he wrote 9 ! ,j\rnal t he 8liv$ ?r\gh mu*10 9 read+ ov]1 at ! reque/ ( 8 wife1 8 j\rnals = ! pa/ sev5 ye>s4a#g ,at ! same "t1 ,tol/oi compla9s sev]al times 9 8 ,j\rnal ( 8 g5]al indisposition1 ( 8 weakness1 & ( 8 lack ( en]gy4 ,9 ! c\rse ( ! ?ree ye>s1 f #ahif to #ahih1 ,tol/oi (t5 exp]i5c$ a fall ( _s1 /rong attacks ( sorr[ & tortur+ agony4 ,! greate/ "p ( 8 suff]+ 0 caus$ by ! lack ( und]/&+ ( sev]al p ne> to him1 ei!r = 8 po9t ( view or = 8 inn] life1a#h & because ( ! 8empt9ess ( 8 surr\nd+ life40a#i ,he ev5 felt 8hatr$0 = himselfa#aj & he 0 burd5$ by 8 "p 9 ! 8unju/1 idle1 luxuri\sa#aa life40 ,b "h ! ?\ght w\ld come to him t he _h to suff] humiliation1a#ab & at times he creat$ supplem5t>y ?\ghts1 :i* 9 fun he call$ 8prescriptions0 = 8 spiritual suff]+4a#ac ,on ,decemb] #b1 #ahif1 ,tol/oi wrote 9 8 ,j\rnal3 8,?is is my condition 444 oh1 ?is luxury1 ?is ri*ness1 ?is abs5ce ( c>e ab\t ! mat]ial life64440 ,! ?\ght t ?is inde$ 0 8 task1 giv5 to him1 _h a calm+ effect4 ,he tri$ to look on ! conditions 9 :i* he 0 plac$ z ^u a te/ ( humbl5ess1 8humiliation40 ,b 89 *a9s1 9 a prison1 "o c pride oneself on "o's humiliation0--he wrote--8b "h x is only pa9ful1 unless "o accepts x z a trial s5t by ,god40a#ad ,! calm /ate :i* 0 creat$ ?r\gh ! influ5ce ( ^! ?\ghts 0 only %ort-liv$4 ,8 he>t began soon aga9 to pa9 & he 8wants to cry ov] himself1 ov] ! remnant ( 8 life :i* is be+ futilely ru9$40a#ae ,8 surr\nd+ lifea#af :i* tortur$ him call$ =? long p]iods ( agony1 dejection & fall ( spirits4 ,b ) ! ?\ghts ab\t love t[>ds enemies1a#ag !re came to him ! urge to look ^u 8 "w1 z ! "w ( love :i* 0 giv5 to him1 & aga9 peace possess$ him1 8because a lov+ "o40a#ah ,b soon aga9 ?is peace became pr9cipally an out] "o1 & )9 himself he aga9 wav]$4a#ai ,aga9 he is 8a%am$ & depress$ because ( ! consci\sness ( ! lawlessness ( 8 life40a#bj ,aft] a mon?1 he makes an entry 9 8 ,j\rnal1 b te>s x out1 putt+ only ! words1 8,a bad & /]ile mon?0 & adds1 8,h torn out1 burn$1 :at ,i h writt5 9 heat40a#ba ,!n = a long "t he wrote no?+1 & dur+ ?is "t he 8liv$ ?r\gh mu* t 0 difficult & good40a#bb ,on ! #h? ( ,july he wrote 8 v fam\s lett] to 8 wife1 :i* %e receiv$ aft] 8 dea?1a#bc :i* began ) ! words1 8,x is already a long "t t ,i am tortur$ by ! lack ( h>mony betwe5 my life & my beliefs0 & 9 :i* fur!r on he wrote ab\t 8 decision to d t :i* 8he _h want$ to d = a long "t3 to g away40 ,b no matt] h[ difficult ! conditions ( 8 family life 7 at ?is "t1 !y 7 n yet suffici5tly ripe to br+ him ov] to a def9ite decision to leave 8 family1 & to fulfil 8 anci5t dream ( life 9 m simple conditions among work+ p4 ,& 9 view ( ! fact t he decid$ to *ange 8 decision1 he gave ! above-m5tion$ lett] = safe-keep+ to 8 son-9-law1 ,pr9ce ,n4 ,l4 ,obol5sky1 ) ! reque/ to give x to ! "o designat$1 :5 he 0 no long] among ! liv+4 ,al?\gh ,tol/oi rema9$ ?is "t 9 ,yasnaya ,polyana1 8 life among ma/]-class conditions did n cease to burd5 him ev5 = a %ort "t1 & he felt himself alone1a#bd he (t5 exp]i5c$ sorr[ z be=e1 & 9 _s he felt 8solemn10 8gloomy40a#be ,at ! end ( t ye> 7#ahig71 he wrote ! ?\ght 9 8 ,j\rnal1 ( ! trag$y ( ! situation ( 8a man k9dly dispos$ wi%+ only ! good0 b :o 9 return meets only 8hiss+ malice & ! hatr$ ( p40a#bf ,& soon aga9 he writes 9 8 ,j\rnal t he is 9 an agonis$1 sad1 cru%$ /ate1a#bg :i*1 h[ev]1 he is try+ to fight (f ) all 8 /r5g?4 78,! h\se is depress+ b ,i want to & w be joy\s40a#bh7 ,b ?is inn] /ruggle 9 spiritual isolation 0 ( c\rse n easy1 & dem&$ great spiritual /r5g? be=e x c\ld be fully successful4 ,he 0 con/antly tortur$ by ! inju/ice ( 8 surr\nd+ life & 8 own almo/ futile situation 9 ?is life2 & he becomes 8at times good & calm1 at times uneasy & n good40a#bi ,9 ?is /ate he (t5 wants to cry1a#cj & only 9 "t does 8 condition become less agitat$ & sometimes ev5 entirely calm4 ,9 ! summ] ( #ahih1 ,tol/oi 0 twice s]i\sly ill4 ,aft] ^! illnesses he ent]$ 9 8 ,j\rnal ! joy ( gett+ well & a cle>ness ( ?9k+4 ,soon aft] ?is he und]w5t new spiritual exp]i5ces & 9 ,july1 #ahih1 he aga9 consid]$ go+ away f ! conditions ( life 9 ,yasnaya ,polyana :i* 7 depress+ & :i* 7 aga9/ 8 philosophy4 ,he !n wrote a lett] to ,a4 ,a4 ,jrnefelt & made a note 9 ! ,j\rnal t he has no /r5g? to )/& ! cu/om>y temptation1a#ca i4 e41 ! desire to g away2 x 0 to ,jrnefelt t he turn$ ) ! reque/ to help him 9 8 plan ( go+ away :i* he 0 !n consid]+4 ,b ?is "t also1 8! temptation pass$10 z he wrote him lat]4 ,& aga9 8 life fl[$ on z be=e4 ,! ?\ght ( 8go+ away0 came to ,tol/oi m ?an once1 bo? e>ly & late1 b he consid]$ x a temptation because x w\ld h be5 spiritually mu* m easy = him to g away ?an to refra9 f ?is /ep4 ,z he express$ himself once1 he believ$ t :5 !re is a d\bt 9 "o's s\l1 z to :i* "o ( two possible /eps "o %\ld take1 !n x 7 bett] to give pref]5ce to t "o 9 :i* !re is ! greate/ self-sacrifice4 ,9 #ahii1 ,tol/oi felt himself spiritually improv$ & not)/&+ 8 sev]ely und]m9$ heal?1 he occupi$ himself mu* & fruitfully ) ,resurrection4 ,9 ! autumn ( t ye> he made ! entry 9 ! ,j\rnal1 8,i h wr\ght = myself a calm :i* is n to be di/urb$3 n to speak & to "k t ?is is necess>y3 t x is "u ^! conditions "o ought to live40a#cb ,only t5 ye>s lat]1 ! circum/ances arose :i* fre$ ,tol/oi f ! consci\sness ( ! moral responsibility to rema9 9 ! conditions ( 8 home life4 ,& hav+ come to ! conclusion ( ! absolute inevitability ( go+ away1 he d>$1 only t5 days be=e 8 end1 to freely give himself to 8 *]i%$ wi% to *ange ! out] conditions ( 8 life4 a#f ,i consid] x absolutely necess>y to m5tion t ?is exposition has be5 c>efully revis$ by ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov1 :o1 hav+ be5 connect$ ) ,tol/oi by a fri5d%ip ( _m ye>s1 0 closely acqua9t$ ) ! home conditions ( 8 out] life1 z well z ) ! mo/ intimate *>act]i/ic ( 8 inn] life4 a#g ,novemb] #e1 #ahie1 page #e4 a#h ,may #ag1 #ahif1 page #df4 a#i ,may #bh1 #ahif1 page #eb4 a#aj ,june #bf1 #ahif1 page #fj4 a#aa ,june #ai1 #ahif1 page #eh4 a#ab ,july #ca1 #ahif1 page #fi4 a#ac ,octob] #bj1 #ahif1 page #hc2 ,novemb] #e1 page #hh1 & ,novemb] #bj1 #ahig1 page #aga4 a#ad ,decemb] #bj1 #ahif1 page #ajh4 a#ae ,decemb] #ba1 #ahif1 page #ajh4 a#af ,janu>y #ah1 #ahig1 page #aag4 a#ag ,m>* #a1 #ahig1 page #ace4 a#ah ,m>* #i1 #ahig1 page #acf4 a#ai ,april #d1 page #acg1 & ,april #i1 #ahig1 page #aci4 a#bj ,april #d1 #ahig1 page #acg4 a#ba ,may #c1 #ahig1 page #aci4 a#bb ,july #af1 #ahig1 page #adj4 a#bc ,?is lett] 0 publi%$ 9 _m editions among o!rs 9 ! ,lett]s ( ,tol/oi to 8 ,wife1 ,mosc[1 #aiac1 pages #ebd-ebf4 a#bd ,july #af1 #ahig1 page #adj4 a#be ,july #ag1 page #adb2 ,octob] #bb1 page #afb2 ,novemb] #bh1 page #agf1 & fur!r4 a#bf ,novemb] #bh1 #ahig1 page #agg4 a#bg ,decemb] #b1 #ahig1 page #agg4 a#bh ,decemb] #ac1 #ahig1 page #ahb4 a#bi ,janu>y #ac1 #ahih1 page #aie4 a#cj ,april #ab1 #ahih1 page #bai4 a#ca ,july #ag1 #ahih1 page #bdd4 a#cb ,septemb] #bh1 #ahii1 page #bgg4 ,,index ,,index 8,ab\t ,patriotism10 ,tol/oi's lett] to ,manson1 pp4 #ai1 #cid2 note #cf4 ,abrikosov1 ,kh4 ,n41 note #afg4 ,adam1 ,paul1 p4 #bch2 note #cdj4 ,adult1 !1 a magaz9e1 p4 #aic2 note #bhj4 ,africa1 p4 #aff4 ,aga?a ,mi*ailovna1 maid to ,tol/oi's gr&mo!r1 p4 #chh4 ,aggeev1 ,aphanasi1 p4 #afb2 note #bcg4 ,akime1 peasant1 p4 #ei4 ,alex&] ,i1 ,emp]or1 p4 #ahb4 ,alex&] ,petrovi*1 see ,ivanov4 ,alexeev1 ,i41 note #abi4 ,alg]ian ,discipl9>y ,battalion1 note #chj4 ,ambrose1 ,holy ,man ( ,opt9a1 p4 #agf2 notes #beg1 #beh4 ,am]ica1 pp4 #ad1 #af1 #bda1 #bhf2 notes #dj1 #if1 #acd1 #agg1 #agh1 #bba1 #bie1 #cdc1 #ceg4 ,am]ican1 !1 see ,hall4 ,am]icans1 !1 p4 #fa4 ,am/]dam1 note #ah4 ,&ru%a1 see ,tol/oi1 ,a4 ,l41 ,c\nt4 ,anna ,k>591 ,tol/oi's novel1 note #ahb4 ,ann5kov1 ,k4 ,n41 note #ajd4 ,ann5kov1 pp4 #fj1 #add1 #bdj1 #bdc2 notes #ajd1 #agg4 8,aphorisms10 ,s*op5hau]1 p4 #h2 note #bd4 ,aphremovs1 l&lords1 p4 #bcb2 note #cbc4 8,app5dix1 !0 7by ,l4 ,tol/oi7 to ,*ekhov's /ory1 ,du%e*ka 7,d>l+71 note #agg4 8,app5dix1 !0 7by ,l4 ,tol/oi7 to ,e4 ,i4 ,popov's book1 ,life & ,dea? ( ,e4 ,n4 ,drozh91 note #ch4 ,ar*]1 p4 #bef2 note #cfe4 ,ar*ives1 ,tol/oi's1 manuscript edition ( ! ,n9eties1 notes #g1 #afg1 #cdg4 ,ar5sky1 ,a4 ,s41 p4 #if2 note #aed4 ,ari/ophanes1 p4 #ha4 ,ari/otle1 p4 #acj4 ,arkhangelsky1 ,a4 ,i41 p4 #aac2 note #afg4 ,arkhangelsky1 ,&re ,dimitrievi*1 p4 #bhi2 note #cia4 ,arnold1 ,mat!w1 note #ahb4 ,azov ,sea1 p4 #bah4 ,babur9o village1 p4 #ei2 note #ajc4 ,ba*1 ,johann ,seba/ian1 pp4 #ee1 #ajc1 #ajd1 #abh2 note #aec4 ,bacon1 ,francis1 p4 #aff4 8,ballade10 ,*op9's1 p4 #if4 ,b>celona1 note #add4 ,ba/yevo1 /ation1 p4 #bcj2 notes #caa1 #cah4 ,bausk1 ,prov9ce ( ,c\rl&1 p4 #chi2 note #agc4 ,bav>ian1 !1 p4 #bee4 ,bazh5ov1 ,i4 ,r41 p4 #f2 note #ag4 ,b$bor\gh1 editor ( ,! ,adult1 p4 #aic2 note #bhj4 ,bee?ov51 ,ludvig1 pp4 #ee1 #fj1 #hj1 #ajb1 #ajc1 #abh1 #aeb4 8,beg9n+ ( ! ,end1 !10 article by ,l4 ,tol/oi 7preface to ! lett] ( a ,holl&]71 pp4 #gj1 #cic2 note #abe4 ,behrs1 ,a4 ,a41 p4 #ahf4 ,behrs1 ,s4 ,a4 78,/epa071 p4 #abb4 ,bell]1 ,l4 ,a41 p4 #afj4 ,bn>d1 p4 #acj4 ,b]keley1 ,george1 p4 #ge4 ,bieli1 ,con/ant9e1 see ,zyabrev4 ,biel9sky1 ,v4 ,g41 p4 #dc2 note #gi4 ,bielopolie1 ,prov9ce ( ,kh>kov1 note #acd4 8,big>rure0 by ,ar5sky1 p4 #if4 ,biography ( ,l4 ,n4 ,tol/oi1 compil$ by ,p4 ,i4 ,biriukov1 notes #b1 #cd1 #he1 #ajb1 #aad1 #aai1 #ahj1 #bec4 ,biriukov1 ,p4 ,i4 7,po%a71 pp4 #g1 #h1 #ec1 #eh1 #ajh1 #abe1 #abg1 #acf1 #ade1 #adf1 #ahe1 #aie1 #bcj1 #bcg1 #chi2 notes #i1 #ai1 #bc1 #acg1 #afj1 #agc1 #bai1 #bcf1 #beg1 #big1 #cec1 #chd4 ,black ,sea1 !1 p4 #bah4 8,blund]s ( ,fe>1 !10 an article by ,m4 ,o4 ,m5%ikov1 p4 #cg2 note #gd4 ,bobriki1 village1 p4 #bbh2 note #cje4 ,boccaccio1 p4 #bbc4 ,bo*k>ev1 p4 #e2 notes #aa1 #ad4 ,bond>ev1 ,t4 ,m41 pp4 #ec1 #ahe1 #cij2 note #ij4 ,b\lang]1 ,p4 ,a41 pp4 #ie1 #acf1 #add1 #adf1 #afj1 #afa1 #aga1 #aie1 #bcg1 #chi2 notes #cd1 #acd1 #aej1 #bai4 ,b\rgas1 ,bulg>ia1 note #afg4 ,boyhood1 ,tol/oi's novel1 note #aai4 ,brahm9s1 p4 #ge4 ,bra%n91 ,i4 ,p41 pp4 #bai1 #chi2 note #cja4 ,bronnitsk1 di/rict ( 7,prov9ce ( ,mosc[71 note #afg4 ,budape/1 note #ef4 ,buddha1 p4 #ha4 ,bulakhov1 ,p4 ,a41 pp4 #add1 #aie2 note #baa4 ,bulg>ia1 p4 #bcg2 notes #df1 #afg4 8,bullet9s ( ! ,tol/oi ,museum ,society10 note #ade4 ,buzuluk1 di/rict ( 7,prov9ce ( ,sam>a71 note #bbb4 ,cali=nia1 note #acd4 ,canada1 notes #ceg1 #cfg1 #cge4 ,c>p5t]1 pp4 #he1 #bjf2 note #ace4 8,c>?ago ,del5da ,e/10 article by ,l4 ,tol/oi1 pp4 #bai1 #bba1 #cic2 note #cjb4 ,c>us1 editor1 ,! ,op5 ,c\rt1 p4 #adc2 note #bjf4 8,cate*ism10 see 8,*ri/ian ,doctr9e1 !40 ,caucasus1 pp4 #beh1 #cij2 notes #i1 #aie1 #bba1 #bdj1 #cjj1 #ceg1 #cfd1 #cfg4 ,*ekhov1 ,a4 ,p41 p4 #ahf2 note #agg4 ,*]9ov1 ,m4 ,p41 note #cid4 ,*]ni 7,prov9ce ( ,tula71 p4 #bca2 note #cjc4 ,*]nigovitz 7,vi%necsky71 ,f4 ,v41 note #bd4 ,*]ni%evsky1 ,n4 ,g41 p4 #dc2 note #ha4 ,*]nov1 a ,dukhobor1 note #cjj4 ,*]tkov1 ,a4 ,c4 7,galia71 pp4 #ef1 #agd1 #age1 #aha1 #bcg2 notes #cd1 #db1 #ig1 #bjb1 #bcj1 #cja1 #cch4 ,*]tkov1 ,e4 ,i41 p4 #adi2 note #bbf4 ,*]tkov1 ,v4 ,g41 pp4 #ai1 #be1 #ca1 #fa1 #hg1 #hi1 #ajf1 #abd1 #acc1 #adj1 #adb1 #add1 #aeb1 #aec1 #aeh1 #afj1 #afa1 #agc1 #agh1 #aha1 #ahc1 #ahf1 #ahi1 #aie1 #aih1 #bbf1 #bcg1 #bdg1 #bec1 #bef1 #cfi1 #cic1 #djj2 notes #cd1 #dh1 #ed1 #hj1 #afj1 #agc1 #agf1 #aij1 #aib1 #bjj1 #bai1 #bbf1 #bbi1 #bca1 #bcd1 #bdj1 #bfd1 #bfi1 #bgh1 #bic1 #cjj1 #cji1 #cab1 #ccc1 #cdc1 #cdg1 #cee1 #ceh1 #cfe1 #cgd1 #cgf1 #cha1 #cid4 ,*]tkovs 7! 8,exiles10 8to ,engl&10 8f ,engl&071 pp4 #ad1 #ef1 #fe1 #gj1 #ajj1 #abd1 #aci1 #ahb1 #bcc2 notes #ajg1 #agd1 #aib1 #aig1 #aih1 #bjc1 #baj1 #bgc1 #bhj1 #bhb1 #cbh1 #ced4 ,*icago1 notes #bjf1 #cdc4 ,*9a1 p4 #bab2 note #cec4 ,*izhov1 ,s4 ,p41 p4 #ahe2 note #bgj4 ,*op91 p4 #if4 ,*orvatia1 note #df4 ,*ri/1 pp4 #ac1 #fj1 #fd1 #fe1 #ha1 #ada1 #afi1 #bja1 #bba1 #bdj1 #bdc1 #bde1 #bgf1 #bgg1 #cig2 notes #aaa1 #aea1 #agg1 #aib1 #bhd1 #cgb4 ,*ri/ian1 pp4 #aje1 #bba4 8,*ri/ian ,doctr9e1 !10 by ,l4 ,tol/oi 78,cate*ism10 8,decl>ation ( ,fai?071 pp4 #e1 #h1 #ad1 #be1 #bi1 #ca1 #cb1 #ce1 #cg1 #eb1 #ef1 #eh1 #fa1 #gj1 #gd1 #he1 #hg1 #ij1 #bfb1 #cic1 #cih2 notes #d1 #hc1 #ie1 #ajh1 #aij1 #bfb4 ,*ri/ianity1 pp4 #gd1 #he1 #afc1 #afd1 #bac1 #bbj1 #bba1 #bcd4 8,*romatic ,fantasy & ,fugue10 by ,ba*1 p4 #if2 note #aec4 ,cl>a1 ,/41 note #agg4 ,collect$ ,works ( ,l4 ,n4 ,tol/oi1 edit$ by ,p4 ,i4 ,biriukov1 publi%$ by ,syt91 subscrib$ edition 7#bj volumes71 notes #e1 #bg1 #aaa1 #acd1 #afj1 #bch1 #big1 #cca2 popul> edition 7#bd volumes71 notes #e1 #bg1 #fd1 #aaa1 #acd1 #afj1 #bbb1 #bch1 #big4 ,comm&]1 !1 ( ! ,ekat]9ograd 78,caucasian07 ,discipl9>y ,battalion1 pp4 #hi1 #cid2 note #acg4 ,comm&]1 !1 ( ! ,irkutsk ,discipl9>y ,battalion1 pp4 #he1 #cid2 note #acd4 8,conc]n+ ! ,attitude t[>ds ! ,/ate10 by ,l4 ,n4 ,tol/oi1 note #abf4 8,contempor>y ,sci5ce10 article by ,c>p5t]1 p4 #he2 note #ace4 ,conv]sation ) ,nicodemus1 p4 #dj4 ,cop]nicus1 p4 #hc4 ,cor9?ians1 ! message ( ! ,apo/le ,paul to !1 p4 #bcb4 ,corneille1 pp4 #be1 #cj4 8,corpse1 !10 see 8,! ,liv+ ,corpse40 8,correspond5ce ( ,l4 ,n4 ,tol/oi ) ,n4 ,n4 ,/rakhov10 note #dg4 8,correspond5ce ( ,l4 ,n4 ,tol/oi ) ! ,c\ntess ,a4 ,a4 ,tol/oi10 note #agf4 8,c\pon10 see ,! ,=g$ ,c\pon4 ,crac[1 note #ec4 ,crookes1 ,william1 p4 #adc2 note #bjd4 ,crosby1 pp4 #af1 #ai1 #ba1 #add1 #ahe1 #bdj1 #cid2 notes #cg1 #dj1 #bae1 #bif4 8,crucifix10 duet by ,faure1 p4 #ajd2 note #afb4 ,cyprus1 notes #cec1 #ceg4 8,daily ,bread10 /ory by ,f4 ,f4 ,tis*5ko1 p4 #if2 note #aef4 ,dante ,alighi]i1 p4 #ajc4 ,d>w91 ,*>les1 p4 #gd4 ,davydov1 ,n4 ,v41 p4 #ba2 note #di4 ,decad5ts1 !1 pp4 #ajb1 #add4 8,decl>ation ( ,fai?1 !10 see 8,*ri/ian ,doctr9e1 !40 ,deibn]1 ,a41 ! publi%]1 note #cf4 ,de-,kuh1 note #bcc4 ,dem5ka1 village1 p4 #fj2 note #ajg4 ,d5is5ko1 ,e4 ,s41 ,tol/oy's niece1 note #beg4 ,d]zhav91 ,g4 ,r41 note #cig4 ,desc>tes1 ,r51 pp4 #hc1 #hi4 ,des]t ( ,opt9a1 !1 notes #aba1 #beg1 #beh4 ,devil1 !1 ,tol/oy's /ory1 note #cdf4 ,diet]i*s1 !1 pp4 #bcg1 #bdd4 ,diet]i*s1 ,j4 ,k41 note #cch4 ,diet]i*s1 ,m4 ,k41 note #cch4 ,diet]i*s1 ,o4 ,c41 see ,tol/oi1 ,o4 ,c41 ,c\ntess4 ,div9e & ! ,human1 !1 ,tol/oy's /ory1 note #bff4 ,dobroliubov1 ,n4 ,a41 p4 #dc2 note #ha4 ,dolgoe1 ! t[n1 p4 #ahj2 note #bfa4 ,don1 di/rict ( !1 note #ij4 ,dragomirov1 ,m4 ,i41 p4 #ia2 note #ade4 ,drozh91 ,e4 ,n41 p4 #af2 notes #ch1 #bjg4 ,dubrov91 ,m4 ,n41 p4 #aih4 ,dubrovsky1 p4 #aih4 ,dukhobors1 pp4 #e1 #ia1 #aad1 #aag1 #adh1 #aic1 #baa1 #bbb1 #bdj1 #bdc1 #bdg1 #bec1 #bef1 #bfi1 #chi1 #cij1 #cid1 #cie2 notes #i1 #acj1 #acd1 #add1 #aee1 #afj1 #agc1 #agg1 #aie1 #bai1 #bbj1 #bba1 #bdj1 #bgi1 #big1 #cjj1 #cjd1 #cab1 #cdc1 #cdf1 #cec1 #ceg1 #cfc1 #cfd1 #cfe1 #cfg1 #cge1 #cha4 ,dumas1 ,alex&]1 note #if4 ,dunaev1 ,a4 ,n41 pp4 #f1 #ie1 #acf1 #aci1 #bcg1 #bdc2 notes #ae1 #aif1 #cja4 ,dunia%a1 ! peasant girl1 p4 #aeg4 ,du%an1 see ,makovitsky4 ,dvoriansky1 ,a4 ,p41 ! tea*]1 p4 #cie4 ,egorov1 ,f4 ,r41 p4 #chh4 ,egypt1 note #cg4 ,ekat]9ograd 78,caucasian07 ,discipl9>y ,battalion1 ,!1 pp4 #hg1 #hi1 #cid2 notes #acg1 #bgi4 ,elias1 ! prophet1 p4 #fd4 ,engelh>dt1 ,m4 ,a41 p4 #bic2 note #cih4 ,engl&1 pp4 #ad1 #ahe1 #bab1 #bcc1 #bdj2 notes #bg1 #ca1 #cf1 #ch1 #hj1 #ia1 #abe1 #acj1 #acb1 #afj1 #aie1 #aig1 #bca1 #bdj1 #bfd1 #bfi1 #bgh1 #big1 #cab1 #cba1 #cci1 #cdb1 #cdc1 #cec1 #cge1 #cgi1 #cha4 ,engli%m51 ,!1 pp4 #fa1 #aff4 ,engli% pap]s1 p4 #baa4 ,epictetus1 pp4 #bdb1 #bfa4 8,epilogue1 ! 7by ,l4 ,tol/oi7 to ! appeal #8,help6'0 pp4 #ajj1 #cic2 note #afj4 ,ergolsky1 ,t4 ,a41 note #agg4 ,ertel1 ,a4 ,i41 p4 #ba2 note #ej4 8,l',e/hetique d',ari/otle10 ,bn>d1 p4 #acj4 ,europe1 p4 #afd4 ,europeans1 !1 p4 #ga4 ,evg5ie ,ivanovi*1 see ,popov1 ,e4 ,i4 ,exiles1 !1 see ,*]tkovs4 ,factory h&s1 p4 #ajj4 8,fam9e or ,no ,fam9e10 ! article by ,tol/oi 78,on ! ,p's ,condition071 pp4 #bcb1 #bcf1 #cic2 notes #cba1 #cbe1 #cce4 ,fam9e-,/rick51 ,!1 pp4 #bbb1 #bgj1 #cij1 #cia1 #cie2 notes #cjc1 #cje1 #cjf1 #cac1 #cbj1 #cba1 #cbe1 #ccg1 #chb4 ,fa!r ,s]gius1 a /ory by ,l4 ,tol/oi1 pp4 #ahb1 #bcc1 #bcf1 #bdc1 #cib1 #cif2 notes #agg1 #bff1 #cbg1 #cdf4 ,faure1 ,jean ,bapti/e1 p4 #ajd2 note #afb4 ,fet 7,%5%971 ,a4 ,a41 p4 #fd2 notes #bd1 #aad4 ,fire ,refugees1 ,!1 p4 #fj4 ,=g$ ,c\pon1 !1 ,tol/oi's /ory 7,c\pon1 ,!71 pp4 #ahb1 #bcd1 #bif1 #cib1 #cig2 notes #agg1 #bdd1 #bff1 #cbi1 #djj4 ,=tnightly ,review1 an ,engli% magaz9e1 note #ahb4 ,=tress ( ,pet] & ,paul1 p4 #chi2 note #aib4 ,f\r ,gospels1 h>moniz$1 translat$ & /udi$1 ,tol/oi's "w1 note #bhi4 ,francis ( ,assisi1 note #agg4 8,free ,press1 !10 pp4 #fd1 #bgj2 notes #g1 #big1 #bih4 ,free ,press1 ,!1 publi%+ h\se ( ,a4 & ,v4 ,*]tkov1 notes #d1 #i1 #ca1 #ch1 #ia1 #abe1 #abf1 #acj1 #acb1 #acd1 #afj1 #bfi1 #cab4 ,fr5*man1 !1 p4 #f4 ,gaideburov1 ,v4 ,p41 p4 #bdj2 note #cdd4 ,galia1 see ,*]tkov1 ,a4 ,c4 ,galileo1 p4 #hc4 ,gay1 ,n4 ,n41 ! arti/1 notes #hj1 #aci4 ,gay1 ,n4 ,n41 ! arti/'s son 78,kole*ka10 8,koli*ka071 pp4 #hg1 #bfi1 #bga1 #bhc4 ,g5d>me1 p4 #ef2 note #ih4 ,g5eva1 note #bbj4 ,george1 ,h5ry1 p4 #ef2 notes #cg1 #if4 ,georgia1 ! ,am]ican agricultural colony1 pp4 #baa1 #cie2 note #bif4 ,g]mans1 !1 pp4 #add1 #bab1 #bgc4 ,g]many1 note #ff4 ,gibson1 p4 #cie2 note #bif4 ,gill's ,factory1 p4 #cc2 note #gj4 ,g9zburg1 ,i4 ,j41 p4 #add2 notes #ach1 #bad4 8,god10 ,d]zhav9's ,ode1 note #cig4 ,goe!1 ,wolfgang1 pp4 #ed1 #ajc1 #abh2 note #id4 ,gogol1 ,n4 ,v41 note #gi4 ,gold5weis]1 ,a4 ,b41 pp4 #if1 #add2 note #aeb4 ,gold+5 7gov]nm5t ( ,c\rl&71 p4 #chi2 note #agc4 ,golits91 ,g4 ,s41 pr9ce1 p4 #beh2 note #cfg4 ,gorbunov 7,posadov71 ,i4 ,i41 pp4 #abd1 #aii1 #bdd2 notes #adi1 #afg1 #cej4 ,gorbunov1 ,n4 ,i41 notes #adi1 #cej4 ,gorbunovs1 pp4 #ie1 #bdd4 ,gor*akov1 ,e4 ,s41 ,pr9cess1 p4 #ajj2 note #aeg4 ,goremyk91 ,i4 ,l41 note #fd4 ,gorokhov1 ! l&lord1 note #bfa4 ,gospel 9 ,brief1 ,!1 by ,l4 ,tol/oy1 note #bae4 ,gospels1 !1 pp4 #fj1 #fa1 #abh1 #aea1 #aff1 #agi1 #bfc2 note #aaa4 ,granovsky1 ,t4 ,n41 p4 #dc2 note #gh4 ,grave1 p4 #bjf2 note #bib4 ,grev5hag51 ! ,dut* city1 note #bcc4 ,gr9evi*1 ,v4 ,s41 pp4 #bb1 #cie2 note #ed4 ,gr9evka1 ! e/ate ( ,c\nt ,i4 ,l4 ,tol/oi1 pp4 #bba1 #bbc1 #bbf1 #bbh1 #bcj1 #bca1 #cia2 notes #cjc1 #cje1 #cbc4 ,grot1 ,n4 ,j41 pp4 #afb1 #afc1 #aga1 #agc1 #agf1 #aii2 notes #bch1 #bee1 #bfe1 #bih4 ,gub>evka1 village1 pp4 #bbf1 #bbh4 ,gubon9 78,! ,tea*]071 p4 #bbf2 note #cad4 ,gul5ko1 ,m4 ,f41 p4 #aii2 note #bhf4 ,gulliv]1 p4 #afd4 ,gusev1 ,n4 ,n41 note #bcg4 ,hadji-,murad1 pp4 #fb1 #gj1 #he1 #acf1 #acg1 #aeb1 #aeh1 #afd1 #aff1 #agb1 #agd1 #ahb1 #ahf1 #aie1 #aih1 #baj1 #baf1 #bai1 #bbf1 #bcj1 #cib1 #cif2 notes #aab1 #abb1 #bff4 ,hadji ,murad1 a ,caucasian m\nta9e]1 pp4 #fb1 #gj1 #ahb1 #baf2 note #aab4 ,hague ,peace ,conf]5ce1 note #cgh4 ,hall 78,am]ican1 !071 p4 #abe2 note #agh4 ,hea?1 p4 #adi2 note #bbe4 8,help60 ! appeal by ,p4 ,i4 ,biriukov1 ,i4 ,m4 ,tregubov1 & ,v4 ,g4 ,*]tkov1 notes #afj1 #agc4 ,hels+=s1 note #cdg4 ,h]z51 ,a4 ,i41 p4 #dc2 note #hj4 ,h9dus1 !1 pp4 #ga1 #hc4 ,hi/ory ( ,music1 !1 p4 #ajc4 ,holl&1 p4 #g2 note #bcc4 ,holl&]1 !1 see ,v&]ve]4 ,holy ,scriptures1 p4 #abh4 ,hom]1 p4 #ajc4 ,h\r ( ! ,w ( ,god1 a /ory by ,n4 ,s4 ,lieskov1 note #ccj4 8,h[ to read ,gospels & 9 :at is _! ess5ce10 by ,l4 ,tol/oi1 pp4 #fa1 #cic2 note #aaa4 ,hung>y1 pp4 #agh1 #chi2 notes #h1 #de1 #df1 #bei4 ,igumnov1 ,j4 ,i4 78,julie071 p4 #bhi2 note #cij4 ,il9sky1 a l&[n]1 p4 #bbf2 note #cjh4 ,ilya1 ,iliu%a1 see ,tol/oi1 ,i4 ,l41 ,c\nt4 8,l'individu et la ,socit10 by ,jean ,grave1 p4 #bjf4 ,initials1 !1 sub/itut+ names & surnames1 see ,n1 ,,nn4 8,int]national ,tol/oi ,almanac1 !1 on ,tol/oi10 compil$ by ,p4 ,a4 ,s]gi5ko1 notes #ef1 #acj1 #agh1 #bjf4 ,introduction to ,! ,/ory ( a ,"m by ,l4 ,tol/oi1 note #bff4 ,ioga's ,philosophy1 by ,vivekn&a1 p4 #ga2 note #abg4 ,irkutsk1 note #acd4 ,irkutsk1 ! discipl9>y battalion (1 p4 #cid2 note #acd4 ,ivan ,mikhailovi*1 see ,tregubov4 ,ivanov1 ,alex&] ,petrovi*1 p4 #afc2 note #bci4 ,iv]sk1 ikon (1 p4 #bge4 ,jacob1 p4 #ha4 ,japan1 p4 #bab4 ,japanese1 !1 note #bae4 ,japanese1 ! 7plural71 pp4 #gd1 #hj4 ,jrnefelt1 ,a4 ,a41 pp4 #bdd1 #djf2 notes #cdg1 #cej4 ,joseph1 biblical1 p4 #ha4 ,juriev 7,dorpat71 a city1 note #cgi4 ,ju%kova1 ,n4 ,m41 p4 #abi2 note #ahc4 ,kalmikov1 ,mme4 ,a4 ,m41 pp4 #gj1 #hg1 #cid2 note #abf4 ,kaluga1 note #cej4 ,kam5ka1 a village1 p4 #bbf2 note #cje4 ,kansas 79 ,am]ica71 note #bie4 ,kant1 ,immanuel1 pp4 #fe1 #ge1 #hc2 note #aae4 ,k>ma1 p4 #aeb4 ,kasatk91 ,n4 ,a41 pp4 #add1 #ahj2 notes #bad1 #bfc4 ,ka%ai1 9 ,hung>y1 note #h4 ,katiu%a ,maslov1 h]o9e ( ,resurrection1 see ,maslov4 ,kazan1 pp4 #id1 #adf1 #afc1 #ahe2 notes #bah1 #bcb1 #cgi4 ,kazna*eevka1 a village1 note #bcg4 ,k5wor?y1 pp4 #e1 #ad1 #ai1 #ba1 #be1 #bgf2 note #g4 ,kh41 ,n4 l41 p4 #aih4 ,khaliavka1 a peasant woman1 p4 #ei4 ,kh>kov1 p4 #e2 notes #aea1 #bji1 #cgi4 ,kh>kov1 ,prov9ce (1 notes #acd1 #bdj4 ,khilkov1 ,d4 ,a41 ,pr9ce1 pp4 #afc1 #afe1 #bdj1 #bec2 note #bdj4 ,khiriakov1 ,a4 ,m41 note #cd4 ,khod9ka1 a squ>e 9 ,mosc[1 pp4 #eh1 #chh2 note #hi4 ,khod9ka1 a /ory by ,l4 ,tol/oi1 note #hi4 ,kholev9sky1 ,m4 ,m41 pp4 #ca1 #chh1 #cid2 note #fc4 ,kiev1 pp4 #adj1 #bdc2 notes #abi1 #bjb1 #bgj1 #cgi4 ,k+dom ( ,god ,)9 ,u1 !1 ,l4 ,tol/oi's book1 note #bia4 ,kioto1 a ,japanese city1 note #abi4 ,kle91 ,i-,kh41 note #bcc4 ,knizhki ,n$ieli1 a magaz9e1 notes #gd1 #aef1 #bdf1 #bec4 ,kola%a1 ,kolia1 see ,obol5sky1 ,n4 ,l41 ,pr9ce4 ,kole*ka1 ,koli*ka1 see ,gay1 ,n4 ,n4--son4 ,konevsky1 see ,resurrection4 ,koni1 ,a4 ,f41 pp4 #ajj1 #acf2 notes #bc1 #aeh1 #aib4 ,konissi1 ,d4 ,p41 p4 #gd2 note #abi4 ,konius1 ,julius1 & ,leo ,edu>dovi*1 p4 #abi2 note #ahd4 ,korni ,vasiliev1 a /ory by ,l4 ,tol/oi1 p4 #cig2 note #bff4 ,kozlovka 7or ,kozlova ,zasieka71 a /ation1 note #cdg4 ,krapiv5sk1 ! di/rict (1 notes #hd1 #bfa4 ,kron/ad1 ,john (1 see ,s]giev4 ,kud95ko1 ,f41 p4 #bj2 note #dc4 ,kudriavtsev1 ,m4 ,f41 p4 #ajj2 note #aei4 ,kukevka1 a village1 p4 #bcj2 note #cje4 ,kuk9 7f ,*ekhov's ,du%e*ka71 note #agg4 ,kursk1 ,prov9ce (1 note #ch4 ,kuzm9sky1 ,a4 ,m41 p4 #ia2 notes #bb1 #ade4 ,kuzm9sky1 ,t4 ,a4 78,aunt ,tanya071 pp4 #h1 #bdf2 note #bb4 ,kuzm9sky1 ,v4 ,a41 p4 #bec2 note #cei4 ,langlet 78,! ,sw$e071 p4 #aej2 note #bbg4 ,lao-,tse1 note #abi4 ,lawy]1 p4 #fj4 ,leaflets ( ! ,free ,press1 a publication by ,a4 & ,v4 ,*]tkov1 notes #bg1 #de1 #bgi1 #cba1 #cgg4 ,lebon1 p4 #bab4 ,leipzig1 note #chd4 ,lett] to ,m4 ,a4 ,engelh>dt1 ,a1 78,on ,non-resi/ance071 note #cih4 8,lett] to ! ,italians1 a0 78,on ,abyss9ians071 by ,l4 ,tol/oi1 pp4 #bi1 #cic2 note #ei4 8,lett] to ! ,lib]als1 a10 by ,l4 ,tol/oi 78,to ,mme4 ,kalmikov071 pp4 #gj1 #hg1 #cid2 note #abf4 8,lett] to ! ,(fic]1 a10 by ,l4 ,tol/oi1 pp4 #bgj1 #cie2 note #cgg4 8,lett] to a ,peasant1 a10 by ,l4 ,tol/oi1 note #if4 8,lett] to ! ,russian ,public1 a10 78,on ,dukhobors071 note #big4 8,lett] to ! ,sw$i% ,newspap]s1 a0 78,on ! ,nobel prize & ! ,dukhobors10 8,! ,sw$i% ,lett]10 8,to ,/ockholm071 by ,l4 ,tol/oi1 pp4 #adh1 #adi1 #aeh1 #cie2 note #bbj4 ,lett] to ! ,sw$i% pap]s1 a1 pp4 #bgj1 #cie2 note #bgh4 ,lett]s ( ,c\nt ,tol/oi to ,8 ,wife1 p4 #djd2 notes #ff1 #abi1 #aee1 #agi1 #aii1 #bdb1 #bej1 #bea1 #cjc1 #caj1 #cfe4 ,lett]s 7unpubli%$71 fragm5ts ( ^! lett]s are cit$ 9 ! editorial notes4 ,leo1 see ,tol/oi1 ,l4 ,l41 ,c\nt4 ,leontev1 ,b4 ,n41 p4 #adf4 ,levitsky1 ! l&lord1 pp4 #bcb1 #cia2 note #cbc4 ,liapunov1 ,v4 ,d4 78,via*eslav071 pp4 #afj1 #aii2 notes #bcf1 #bhh4 ,lib]als1 !1 p4 #bgb4 ,lieskov1 ,n4 ,s41 p4 #bce2 note #ccj4 ,light t ,%9es 9 ,d>kness1 ,!1 ,tol/oi's drama 78,drama071 pp4 #ad1 #ai1 #bj1 #bi1 #he1 #aac1 #ada1 #cib1 #djb2 note #ce4 ,l9d5b]g1 ,g4 ,r41 p4 #bbf2 notes #cac1 #cad4 8,liv+ ,corpse1 !10 ,tol/oi's play 78,! ,corpse071 p4 #ahf4 ,lombroso1 ,cs>1 p4 #adf4 ,london1 notes #g1 #hj1 #aid4 ,long9ov1 ,v4 ,v41 p4 #add2 note #bji4 ,lopa%9o1 a village1 p4 #bbc2 note #cje4 ,love = ! ,good1 p4 #bdd2 note #cdi4 ,lvov 7,lemb]g71 ! capital ( ,galicia1 note #bdj4 ,magdal5e1 note #agg4 ,maklakov1 ,a4 ,a41 note #bac4 ,maklakov1 ,v4 ,a41 note #bac4 ,maklakovs1 pp4 #add1 #adf4 ,makovitsky1 ,d4 ,p4 78,du%an071 pp4 #bj1 #age1 #agh2 notes #de1 #bei4 ,malikov1 ,a4 ,k41 p4 #baj2 note #bie4 ,mall>m1 ,/ephane1 p4 #ed2 note #ic4 ,mallory1 ,lucy1 note #agg4 ,manag] ( ! ,mosc[ ,little ,!atre1 note #aj4 ,man*uria1 note #cec4 ,manson 78,! ,engli%man071 pp4 #ad1 #cid2 note #cf4 ,m>ia 7a peasant woman71 p4 #ei4 ,m>ia ,alex&rovna1 see ,s*midt1 ,m4 ,a4 ,m>ia ,ni*olaievna1 see ,tol/oi1 ,m4 ,n4 ,m>x1 ,a4 ,f41 ! publi%]1 notes #cdf1 #cfb4 ,m>x1 ,k>l1 pp4 #cc1 #bdh4 ,m>xi/s1 !1 p4 #bdh4 ,m>y1 p4 #beb2 note #agg4 ,ma%a1 see ,obol5sky1 ,m4 ,l41 ,pr9cess4 ,ma%5ka1 see ,tol/oi1 ,m4 ,n41 ,c\ntess4 ,maslov1 ,katiu%a1 h]o9e ( ,! ,resurrection 7,konevsky71 pp4 #ea1 #aac2 notes #f1 #aff4 ,mat]iali/s1 !1 pp4 #hc1 #bdb4 ,maude1 ,a4 ,f41 pp4 #aci1 #add1 #afg1 #agc1 #age1 #agf1 #aie2 notes #aid1 #bed4 ,mayak1 !1 *ildr5's magaz9e1 note #ajb4 ,m$it]ranean1 !1 p4 #bah4 ,m$usov1 p4 #ajj4 ,meletie1 ! ar*bi%op ( ,riazan1 note #bah4 ,m5%ikov1 ,m4 ,o41 pp4 #cg1 #afg1 #agc1 #aii1 #bcf1 #bdj2 notes #gd1 #bdf1 #bec4 8,m5teur10 by ,corneille1 p4 #cj4 ,mi*ael-,angelo1 pp4 #ee1 #ajc4 ,mikhailo1 a h>ness-mak]1 pp4 #ec1 #ef4 ,mikhail's ,=d1 a village1 p4 #bbh2 note #cje4 ,miklukha-,maklai1 ,n4 ,n41 p4 #aff2 note #bdc4 ,m9i/] ( ! ,int]ior1 ! 7,i4 ,l4 ,goremyk971 pp4 #ca1 #cid2 notes #fd1 #abf1 #cjd4 ,m9i/] ( ,ju/ice1 ! 7,n4 ,v4 ,muraviev71 pp4 #ca1 #cid2 note #fd4 ,m9us9sk1 di/rict ( 7,prov9ce ( ,y5iseisk71 note #ij4 ,mohamm$1 p4 #ib4 ,molokans1 !1 pp4 #adh1 #adi1 #cie2 notes #bbb1 #bbc1 #bbd1 #bcb4 ,morosov1 ,v4 ,s41 a peasant f ,yasnaya ,polyana1 note #ajb4 ,mosc[1 pp4 #h1 #ad1 #ai1 #bj1 #ba1 #bd1 #ca1 #ce1 #ec1 #ij1 #ie1 #if1 #ii1 #ajj1 #aja1 #ajg1 #aji1 #aag1 #acf1 #acg1 #aci1 #afc1 #aga1 #agf1 #ahj1 #aha1 #ahc1 #ahe1 #ahf1 #ahi1 #aid1 #aih1 #aii1 #bjb1 #bjf1 #baj1 #bac1 #bai1 #bbb1 #bfi1 #bhf1 #bia1 #bib1 #bif1 #chh1 #cij2 notes #ac1 #bh1 #bi1 #di1 #eg1 #fa1 #ga1 #gh1 #hh1 #abi1 #aeb1 #aeg1 #afc1 #bac1 #bba1 #bce1 #bch1 #bci1 #bef1 #bfb1 #bfe1 #bhf1 #cja1 #cjd1 #cdg1 #cfi4 ,mosc[1 ,c\rt (1 notes #dj1 #ec1 #cih4 ,moses1 pp4 #gd1 #ib1 #bdc1 #bde4 ,"m's ,notes1 a1 by ,l4 ,tol/oi1 note #bff4 ,mts5sk1 ,prov9ce (1 p4 #bcj2 note #cag4 ,muraviev1 ,n4 ,v41 note #fd4 ,myasoy$ov1 ,g4 ,g41 p4 #cb2 note #fh4 ,n1 an army (fic]1 p4 #ec4 ,n1 ! arti/1 :o refus$ to ent] milit>y s]vice1 pp4 #i1 #bj1 #ec2 note #bi4 ,n1 ! j\rnali/1 p4 #ba4 ,n1 a revolutioni/1 p4 #ce4 ,n1 8a type = a drama10 p4 #ace4 ,n1 ,,nn 7z writt5 by ,tol/oi 9 ! orig9al71 pp4 #bgc1 #bgi4 ,n1 ,,nn1 ,a1 ,b1 ,v1 ,g1 ,z1 7! initials1 sub/itut$ = ! names omitt$ by ! editors71 pp4 #cg1 #ec1 #eh1 #fj1 #ih1 #ajb1 #abi1 #aca1 #ace1 #adb1 #adg1 #afj1 #aha1 #ahc1 #ahf1 #bje1 #bcg1 #bde1 #cie2 notes #bcd1 #bfd4 ,nagornov1 ,n4 ,m41 pp4 #ai1 #bj1 #chh2 note #db4 ,nagornov1 ,v4 ,v41 ,tol/oi's niece 78,v>ia071 p4 #bbh2 notes #db1 #beg4 ,naka%idze1 ,i4 ,p41 ,pr9ce1 pp4 #aad1 #acf1 #aih4 ,napoleonic ,w>s1 p4 #bab4 ,naz>5es1 !1 p4 #bj2 note #df4 ,nekhliudov1 ,dimitri1 h]o ( ,resurrection1 ,konevsky1 p4 #aac2 notes #f1 #aff4 ,new ,collection ( ,lett]s ( ,l4 ,n4 ,tol/oi1 compil$ by ,p4 ,s4 ,s]gi5ko1 notes #ec1 #cih4 ,new ,gu9ea1 note #bdc4 ,newton1 ,isaac1 p4 #hc4 ,new ,york1 p4 #ie1 notes #abg1 #bae1 #chh4 ,ni*olaev1 9 ,kazan1 p4 #ahe4 ,ni*olaev1 ,grigori1 an outlaw1 pp4 #aff1 #cif4 ,ni*olaev1 note #if4 ,ni*olai1 see ,tol/oi1 ,n4 ,n41 ,c\nt4 ,ni*olas ,,ii1 ,alex&rovi*1 ex-,emp]or1 pp4 #ba1 #adi1 #cie2 notes #di1 #bbe4 ,ni*olas ,i1 ,pavlovi*1 ,emp]or1 p4 #dc4 ,ni*olskoe1 e/ate ( ! c\nts ,olsuphiev1 pp4 #bd1 #bi1 #cj1 #aag1 #abc1 #abd1 #abe1 #abg1 #abi1 #acb1 #acc1 #acd1 #ace1 #cia2 notes #ee1 #aia4 ,ni*olskoe1 e/ate ( ,c\nt ,s4 ,l4 ,tol/oi1 p4 #bbh2 note #caa4 ,nietz*e1 ,fri$ri*1 p4 #afc ,niva1 a magaz9e 7,no4 #ea7 p4 #bif2 notes #cdf1 #cfb1 #cib1 #cii4 ,nobel1 ,alfr$1 p4 #adh2 note #bbj4 ,nobel prize1 pp4 #adh1 #cie2 notes #bbj1 #bbg4 ,notes ( a ,madman1 by ,l4 ,tol/oi1 pp4 #aji1 #aac1 #cib1 #cif2 note #afe4 ,nov1 a newspap]1 note #abi4 ,novaia ,alex&ria1 note #cgi4 ,novikov1 ! bro!r ( ,m4 ,p4 ,novikov1 pp4 #ca1 #adc1 #afc4 ,novikov1 ,m4 ,p41 pp4 #ca1 #adc1 #add1 #afj2 notes #fa1 #bje4 ,novoe ,vremia1 a newspap]1 notes #gd1 #adg1 #ahb1 #bjd1 #bec4 ,obdorsk 7gov]nm5t ( ,tobolsk71 notes #acj1 #cjj1 #cfd4 8,obnovl5ie10 a publi%+ firm1 notes #abe1 #abf1 #acd1 #cgg4 ,obol5sky1 ,e4 ,v41 pr9cess1 ,tol/oi's niece1 p4 #bfb2 notes #beg1 #cgj4 ,obol5sky1 ,m4 ,l41 ,pr9cess1 ,tol/oi's daught]1 8,ma%a10 pp4 #ad1 #ce1 #ec1 #he1 #ajj1 #adj1 #adb1 #ahe1 #aid1 #bbh1 #bcc1 #bcg1 #bde1 #bef1 #bfb1 #bgg1 #bib1 #chi2 notes #ab1 #cb1 #ed1 #aje1 #aca1 #aic1 #aih1 #bja4 ,obol5sky1 ,n4 ,l41 ,pr9ce1 ,tol/oi's son-9-law1 8,kola%a10 8,kolia10 pp4 #e1 #adb1 #bcc1 #bfb1 #bgg1 #bib1 #chi1 #dje2 notes #ab1 #cb1 #fj1 #aii1 #bja1 #bij4 ,odessa1 pp4 #ahb1 #cig2 note #cgi4 ,ohne ,/aat1 a ,g]man newspap]1 note #ef4 ,olga1 see ,tol/oi1 ,o4 ,c41 ,c\ntess4 ,olkhovik1 ,p4 ,v41 pp4 #he1 #cid2 note #acd4 ,olsuphiev1 ,a4 ,m41 ,c\ntess1 p4 #acb2 note #aij4 ,olsuphiev1 ,a4 ,v41 ,c\nt1 p4 #adi2 note #bbd4 ,olsuphiev1 ,m4 ,a41 ,c\nt1 pp4 #abi1 #cia2 note #ahe4 ,olsuphievs1 ! ,c\nts1 pp4 #ba1 #bd1 #abe1 #cia2 notes #dh1 #ee4 8,on ,abyss9ians10 an article by ,tol/oi1 see 8,lett] to ! ,italians1 a40 ,on a ,c>t1 a /ory by ,*ekhov1 p4 #ahf4 8,on ,art10 see ,:at is ,art8 8,on ! ,condition ( ! ,p10 see 8,fam9e or ,no ,fam9e40 ,on ,life1 ,tol/oi's book1 notes #cg1 #agh4 ,on ,life1 transcript by ,hall1 p4 #abe2 note #agh4 8,on ,sci5ce10 see 8,preface to ,c>p5t]'s article #8,contempor>y ,sci5ce4'0 8,on ,w>10 an article by ,tol/oi1 p4 #cic2 note #adf4 8,on ,w>10 a ,fr5* pamphlet1 p4 #g4 8,on ,:ipp+10 see ,%ameful4 8,only ,possible ,solution ( ! ,l& ,problem1 !10 ,tol/oi's article1 note #if4 ,op5 ,c\rt1 ,!1 a magaz9e1 note #bjf4 ,orel1 note #bie4 ,or5burg1 note #fc4 ,ossipov1 ,pet]1 a peasant f ,yasnaya ,polyana1 p4 #afe2 note #bda4 ,ovsiannikovo1 ,t4 ,l4 ,sukhot9's e/ate1 pp4 #f1 #bde2 notes #aa1 #ac1 #cej4 ,p41 p4 #bah4 ,p>is1 p4 #baf2 note #hg4 ,pascal1 ,blaise1 pp4 #ae1 #bgc4 ,pa%kov ,sect1 p4 #ahh2 note #bbf4 ,pa?s ( ,life1 by ,l4 ,tol/oi1 p4 #bja2 note #bhi4 8,patriotism or ,peace80 see 8,ab\t ,patriotism40 ,paul1 ! apo/le1 p4 #bcb2 note #bdi4 ,pavl5kov1 ,f4 ,f41 note #cih4 ,peasant-,poet1 f ,kazan1 p4 #afc4 ,p]]1 p4 #cb4 ,p]fileev1 ,v4 ,s41 p4 #aje2 note #afc4 ,p]siann9ov1 pp4 #gb1 #ahb1 #cif4 ,pet41 p4 #aie4 ,pet]burgskaia ,vi$omo/i1 a newspap]1 pp4 #aeh1 #afj1 #baa1 #cie2 notes #bbb1 #bcb4 ,petrograd 7,/4 ,pet]sburg71 pp4 #abd1 #cia2 notes #dg1 #ij1 #ach1 #ade1 #agd1 #agf1 #aib1 #cjj1 #cgi4 ,petrovi*1 pp4 #ahb1 #cif4 ,ph>esov1 ,a4 ,i41 p4 #baj4 ,ph$oseev1 ,n4 ,i41 p4 #aic2 note #bgi4 ,philosophov1 ,n4 ,a41 p4 #i2 note #cj4 ,pick>d1 ,elizabe?1 p4 #bdj2 note #cdb4 ,pirogovo1 ,c\nt ,s4 ,n4 ,tol/oi's e/ate1 pp4 #eb1 #fj1 #he1 #afc1 #bdf1 #bfb1 #bfi1 #cia2 note #hd4 ,planid91 ,p4 ,v41 ,dukhobor1 note #cjj4 ,plato1 p4 #ie4 8,pl\ghman1 !10 a poem by ,v4 ,d4 ,liapunov1 p4 #aii2 note #bhh4 ,podsolne*naia1 note #ee4 8,politics10 ,ari/otle's1 p4 #aca2 note #ahg4 ,poltava1 note #cad4 ,popov1 ,e4 ,i4 78,evg5ie ,ivanovi*071 pp4 #adc1 #aii1 #bje1 #bag2 notes #ch1 #bjg4 ,po%a1 see ,biriukov1 ,p4 ,i4 8,posr$nik10 a ,mosc[ publi%+ firm1 notes #i1 #ai1 #ba1 #ge1 #if1 #ajb1 #aae1 #aai1 #ace1 #adi1 #aej1 #afg1 #ahb1 #bei1 #bhf1 #ceg1 #cff4 8,posr$nik10 a ,slavonian publi%+ firm1 p4 #agh2 note #bei4 ,po/hum\s ,lit]>y ,works ( ,l4 ,n4 ,tol/oi1 publi%$ by ,a4 ,l4 ,tol/oi1 notes #hi1 #aab1 #afe1 #bdd4 8,po/hum\s ,notes ( ! ,monk1 ,f$or ,kuzmi*1 !10 by ,l4 ,tol/oi1 p4 #cif2 note #bff4 ,p[] ( ,d>kness1 !1 ,tol/oi's drama1 p4 #h2 note #aj4 ,pozdniakov1 ,v4 ,n4 78,! ,dukhobor071 p4 #bef2 note #cfd4 ,preface by ,l4 ,tol/oi to ! ,engli% edition ( ,:at is ,art8 pp4 #baa1 #cic4 ,preface 7by ,l4 ,tol/oi7 to ! "w ( ,t4 ,m4 ,bond>ev1 note #ij4 ,preface 7by ,l4 ,tol/oi7 to ,c>p5t]'s article1 8,contempor>y ,sci5ce0 78,on ,sci5ce10 8,c>p5t]071 pp4 #afa1 #afe1 #afg1 #aga1 #age1 #bjf1 #cic2 note #ace4 ,prescriptions1 pp4 #hc1 #hh1 #aga1 #djc4 ,prie/1 !1 p4 #ahe4 ,problems ( ,philosophy & ,psy*ology1 notes #abi1 #afi1 #bch1 #bfe1 #bfh1 #bgh1 #bih4 ,progress1 z an ,evolution ( ,cruelty1 a book by ,m4 ,a4 ,engelh>dt1 p4 #bic2 note #cih4 ,prugav91 ,a4 ,s41 note #bbb4 ,public ,libr>y 9 ,mosc[1 !1 p4 #acf4 ,public ,libr>y 9 ,pet]sburg1 !1 note #ach4 ,puga*ev1 p4 #bgg4 ,purleigh1 a t[n 9 ,engl&1 note #aid4 ,quak]s1 notes #bba1 #cdb1 #cec4 ,ra*9sky1 ,s4 ,a41 p4 #bg2 note #eg4 ,rakhmanov1 ,v4 ,v41 note #adj4 ,raphael1 pp4 #ajc1 #abh4 ,raz91 ,/5ka1 p4 #bgg4 ,read+ ,circle1 !1 by ,l4 ,tol/oi1 notes #afg1 #agg1 #cff1 #chg4 ,religion des ,gei/es1 die1 ,g]man magaz9e1 note #ef4 ,rep9e1 ,i4 ,e41 pp4 #ic1 #aid2 notes #adg1 #bhb4 ,resurrection1 ,tol/oi's novel 7,konevsky71 pp4 #e1 #f1 #ba1 #ea1 #eh1 #he1 #aac1 #ahb1 #bdc1 #bde1 #bdf1 #beb1 #bef1 #beh1 #bfb1 #bfi1 #bgj1 #bgg1 #bhc1 #bhf1 #bhi1 #bib1 #bif1 #cij1 #cib1 #cig1 #djg2 notes #a1 #bc1 #if1 #aeh1 #aij1 #bff1 #cdf1 #cfb1 #cga1 #cgd1 #cgf1 #cha1 #cib4 8,resurrection ( ,hell & its ,de/ruction1 !10 a leg5d by ,l4 ,tol/oi1 pp4 #ahb1 #aie1 #cig2 notes #bff1 #bhd4 ,revolution>ies1 !1 p4 #bgb4 ,riazan1 ! ,prov9ce (1 note #cjc4 ,riga1 note #cgi4 ,rob9son1 a tea*]1 p4 #ahe4 ,ro/ovtzev1 ,m4 ,n41 p4 #bdg2 note #ced4 ,ro/ovtzev1 ,n4 ,d41 note #ced4 ,rozanov1 ,v4 ,v41 p4 #agc2 note #bec4 ,rusanov1 ,g4 ,a41 pp4 #ie1 #ahb2 notes #aea1 #ahj4 ,rusanovs1 p4 #ahc4 ,russ1 a newspap]1 note #cba4 ,russki ,trud1 a magaz9e1 p4 #bcf2 note #ccf4 ,russkia ,vi$omo/i1 a newspap]1 pp4 #bbb1 #cij1 #cie2 notes #bah1 #cjd4 ,s41 see ,tol/oi1 ,s4 ,a41 ,c\ntess4 ,safonovo1 a village1 p4 #acc2 note #aia4 ,sakia-,muni1 p4 #ha4 ,salomon1 ,k4 ,a41 pp4 #ec1 #afj2 note #hg4 ,sam>a1 ! ,prov9ce (1 pp4 #eh1 #cif2 notes #ajb1 #bbb4 ,sam>a1 p4 #adh4 ,sa%a1 see ,tol/oi1 ,a4 ,l41 ,c\ntess4 ,s*midt1 ,eug5e1 pp4 #be1 #he1 #hg1 #cid2 note #ef4 ,s*midt1 ,m4 ,a4 78,m>ia ,alex&rovna071 pp4 #f1 #h1 #afb1 #afe1 #agb1 #bib2 notes #ac1 #agg1 #beb4 ,s*op5hau]1 ,ar?ur1 pp4 #h1 #djj2 note #bd4 ,sect>ians1 p4 #bfb2 note #bah4 ,sem9>y /ud5t1 p4 #ec4 ,s]$a1 ,cyril1 p4 #cid2 note #acd4 ,s]ezha1 see ,tol/oi1 ,s4 ,l41 ,c\nt4 ,s]ezha1 see ,tol/oi1 ,s4 ,n41 ,c\nt4 ,s]gei1 see ,tol/oi1 ,s4 ,n41 ,c\nt4 ,s]gi5ko1 ,p4 ,a41 notes #ec1 #ef1 #acj1 #agh1 #bjf4 ,s]giev1 ,i4 ,i4 7,kron/ad71 p4 #eg2 note #ii4 8,s]gius10 see ,fa!r ,s]gius4 ,s]via1 note #df4 ,%akespe>e1 ,william1 pp4 #ee1 #ajc1 #abh1 #ach1 #aeb2 note #id4 ,%ameful1 an article by ,tol/oi 7on :ipp+71 pp4 #h1 #cic2 notes #bg1 #ej4 ,%amord9o 7,prov9ce ( ,kaluga1 8,! ,mona/]y071 pp4 #gj1 #cia2 notes #aba1 #beg4 ,%>apov1 ,s4 ,f41 note #ccf4 ,%elkovo1 a village1 p4 #ace2 note #aia4 ,%5%9s1 ! l&lords1 pp4 #fi1 #adb2 note #aah4 ,%idlovsky1 a peasant1 p4 #adj2 note #bjb4 ,%k>van1 ,a4 ,a41 pp4 #e1 #g1 #aj1 #cb1 #ec2 notes #h1 #ca1 #ia1 #bcc4 ,%okhor-,trotsky1 ,k4 ,s41 note #ij4 ,%or91 ,mme41 p4 #acb2 note #ahi4 ,%\ld x really be s8 an article by ,tol/oi1 note #cae4 ,siaskov1 ,m4 ,v4 7,m>ia ,vasilievna71 p4 #h2 note #ba4 ,sib]ia1 p4 #cij2 notes #ij1 #acd1 #bah1 #bcg1 #bgj1 #bgi1 #cfd4 ,sidorovo1 a village1 p4 #bbf2 note #cje4 ,siev]ni ,vie/nik1 a magaz9e1 pp4 #afa1 #bjg2 notes #ec1 #ace4 ,siegfri$1 ,wagn]'s op]a1 pp4 #ca1 #chh2 note #fe4 ,s9et1 p4 #bgj2 note #chj4 ,siutaev1 ,v4 ,k41 note #ij4 ,smol5sk1 ! ,prov9ce (1 note #baa4 ,sobolev1 ,m4 ,n41 p4 #add2 note #bad4 ,social ,gospel1 an ,am]ican magaz9e1 note #bif4 ,sociali/s1 pp4 #af1 #bac1 #bad1 #bgb1 #bge4 ,soloviev1 ,s4 ,m41 p4 #ahh2 note #bgg4 ,solovievs1 ,vladimir & ,vsevolod ,s]geevi*1 note #bgg4 ,sonya1 see ,tol/oi1 ,s4 ,n41 ,c\ntess4 ,sophocles1 pp4 #ha1 #ajc4 ,sopotsko1 ,m4 ,a41 pp4 #bb1 #cid2 note #eb4 ,sovrem5nik1 a magaz9e edit$ by ,*]ni%evsky1 note #ha4 ,spielhag51 ,fri$ri*1 p4 #af2 note #ch4 ,spi]1 ,a4 ,a41 pp4 #ca1 #cb1 #ce1 #ef1 #aae1 #chh1 #djj2 notes #ff1 #fg1 #afi4 ,spirituali/s1 p4 #ahh4 ,/41 p4 #aie4 ,/4 ,john1 p4 #di4 ,/4 ,john1 ,a4 ,k41 p4 #adh2 note #bba4 ,/4 ,?omas1 ,l4 ,tol/oi's tutor1 p4 #fi2 note #aai4 ,/akhovi*1 ,a4 ,a41 note #bab4 ,/akhovi*es1 p4 #add4 ,/akhovi*1 ,m4 ,a41 pp4 #ade1 #bbf1 #bec2 note #bab4 ,/akhovi*1 ,s4 ,a41 note #bab4 ,/asov1 ,v4 ,v41 pp4 #hg1 #abd1 #aid2 note #ach4 ,/*eglov1 ,i4 ,l41 note #ahe4 ,/ead1 ,william1 note #cdb4 8,/ep by ,/ep0 p1 p4 #bad4 ,/ockholm1 p4 #aeh2 notes #ga1 #bbj4 ,/ockholms ,dagbladet1 a ,sw$i% newspap] 7,tagblatt ,/okholm71 p4 #aej4 8,/ones1 !10 a leg5d by ,l4 ,tol/oi1 note #chg4 ,/orozh5ko1 ,n4 ,i41 p4 #ahj2 note #bfb4 ,/orozh5ko1 ,o4 ,i41 p4 #chh4 ,/rakhov1 ,n4 ,f4 78,nata%a ,/rakhov071 p4 #eb2 note #hb4 ,/rakhov1 ,n4 ,n41 pp4 #bj1 #cg1 #bbh1 #chh2 notes #dg1 #gf1 #caf4 ,/rakhov1 ,ph4 ,a41 pp4 #cg1 #ahe2 notes #ge1 #gg1 #hb4 ,/ud5ts1 f ,kh>kov1 p4 #e4 ,/ud5t ,movem5t ( #ahii1 !1 p4 #bgj2 note #cgi4 ,sudakovo1 ,%5%9s' e/ate1 note #aah4 ,sudzha 7! ,prov9ce ( ,kursk71 note #ch4 ,sukhot91 ,m4 ,s41 ,l4 ,tol/oi's son-9-law1 p4 #cij2 note #fb4 ,sukhot91 ,t4 ,l41 ,l4 ,tol/oi's daught] 78,tania071 pp4 #ca1 #fj1 #abi1 #acc1 #acf1 #afg1 #agc1 #aid1 #bcg1 #bfb2 notes #aa1 #ac1 #fb1 #ga1 #add1 #ahe4 ,sull]1 see ,sull]zhitsky4 ,sull]zhitsky1 ,l4 ,a4 78,sull]071 pp4 #aii1 #bec1 #beh2 notes #bhg1 #ceg1 #cfg4 ,sumsk1 ! di/rict ( 7,prov9ce ( ,kh>kov71 notes #acd1 #bdj4 ,sv]beev1 ,d4 ,d41 p4 #cb2 note #fi4 ,svobodnaia ,mysl1 a magaz9e edit$ by ,p4 ,i4 ,biriukov1 note #bbj4 ,sw$e1 !1 see ,langlet4 ,sw$51 p4 #ce2 notes #ga1 #cbf4 ,sw$es1 !1 note #cgh4 8,sw$i% ,lett]1 !10 see 8,lett] to ! ,sw$i% ,pap]s1 a40 ,swift1 ,jona?an1 p4 #ie4 ,switz]l&1 p4 #bcg2 note #df4 ,syt91 ,i4 ,d41 note #e4 ,tagblatt ,/okholm1 see ,/ockholms ,dagbladet4 ,tania1 see ,sukhot91 ,t4 ,l4 ,tanyeev1 ,s]gei ,ivanovi*1 pp4 #ec1 #ff2 notes #hh1 #aag4 ,t>ovat1 p4 #aii4 8,tea*+ ( ! ,twelve ,apo/les1 !10 p4 #ga2 note #abh4 8,?\s& & ,"o ,nights1 !10 p4 #bhh4 8,?ree ,problems10 a /ory by ,l4 ,tol/oi1 note #cca4 ,tiflis1 p4 #e2 notes #i1 #aee4 ,tis*5ko1 ,f4 ,f41 p4 #if2 note #aef4 ,tobolsk1 ,prov9ce (1 notes #acj1 #cfd4 ,tod1 ! ,h9du1 p4 #ga4 ,tol/oi1 ,a4 ,a41 ,c\ntess1 ,l4 ,tol/oi's aunt1 p4 #abd2 notes #id1 #agf4 ,tol/oi1 ,a4 ,l41 ,c\ntess1 ,l4 ,tol/oi's daught] 78,sa%a071 p4 #aid2 notes #ga1 #bhc4 ,tol/oi1 ,a4 ,l41 ,c\nt1 ,l4 ,tol/oi's son 78,&ru%a071 p4 #adc2 note #bjh4 8,tol/oi ,annual1 #aiac10 notes #ij1 #beh4 ,tol/oi1 ,d4 ,f41 ,c\ntess1 born ,ve/]lund1 wife ( ,c\nt ,l4 ,l4 ,tol/oi1 pp4 #gj1 #adf2 notes #ga1 #abc1 #baf1 #cbf4 ,tol/oi1 ,i4 ,l41 ,c\nt1 ,l4 ,tol/oi's son 78,ilya10 8,iliu%a071 pp4 #ad1 #gj1 #adc1 #aej1 #bgg1 #cia2 notes #cj1 #cc1 #he1 #abc1 #bjh1 #cjc1 #cbb4 ,tol/oi1 ,l4 ,l41 ,c\nt1 ,l4 ,tol/oi's son 78,leo071 pp4 #gj1 #adf2 notes #ga1 #ih1 #abc1 #baf1 #cbf1 #ccb4 ,tol/oi1 ,m4 ,k41 ,c\ntess1 born ,ra*9sky1 fir/ wife ( ,c\nt ,s4 ,l4 ,tol/oi1 p4 #gj2 notes #eg1 #abc4 ,tol/oi1 ,m4 ,l41 ,c\nt1 ,l4 ,tol/oi's son1 notes #ga1 #bad4 ,tol/oi1 ,m4 ,l41 see ,obol5sky1 ,m4 ,l4 ,tol/oi1 ,m4 ,n41 ,c\ntess1 ,l4 ,tol/oi's si/] 78,ma%5ka10 8,m>ia ,ni*olaievna071 pp4 #agf1 #bdf1 #bec1 #bia2 notes #aba1 #beg1 #ceb1 #ceh1 #cgj4 ,tol/oi1 ,m4 ,s41 ,c\ntess1 ,l4 ,tol/oi's niece 78! girls07 p4 #ec2 note #hf4 ,tol/oi ,museum 9 ,petrograd1 note #bbc4 ,tol/oi1 ,n4 ,n41 ,c\nt1 ,l4 ,tol/oi's bro!r 78,ni*olai071 p4 #agc2 note #bec4 ,tol/oi1 ,o4 ,c41 ,c\ntess1 born ,diet]i*s1 fir/ wife ( ,c\nt ,a4 ,l4 ,tol/oi 78,olga071 pp4 #aeh1 #bgg1 #bhi2 notes #bca1 #cch1 #chi1 #cid4 ,tol/oi1 ,s4 ,a41 ,c\ntess1 ,l4 ,tol/oi's wife 78,s10 8,sonya10 8,wife071 pp4 #e1 #h1 #aj1 #ce1 #fh1 #gj1 #hf1 #abd1 #abe1 #acf1 #aej1 #afc1 #agb1 #bbf1 #bca1 #bdc1 #bde1 #bdf1 #bef1 #bhc1 #bhf1 #cgd1 #djd2 notes #c1 #ff1 #ga1 #if1 #aba1 #abi1 #aii1 #bdb1 #beh1 #cjc1 #cei1 #cfe1 #cgd4 ,tol/oi1 ,s4 ,l41 ,c\nt1 ,l4 ,tol/oi's son 78,s]ezha071 pp4 #gj1 #hf1 #bbc1 #bbf1 #beh1 #bib2 notes #eg1 #if1 #abc1 #ace1 #acf1 #beg1 #caa1 #cfg4 ,tol/oi1 ,s4 ,n41 ,c\nt1 ,l4 ,tol/oi's bro!r 78,s]gei10 8,s]ezha10 8,bro!r ,s071 pp4 #eb1 #fj1 #he1 #bdf1 #bgf1 #bhf1 #cia2 notes #fe1 #hd1 #he1 #hf1 #aaj1 #acc1 #cea1 #cfj4 ,tol/oi1 ,s4 ,n41 ,c\ntess1 born ,philosophov1 wife ( ,c\nt ,i4 ,l4 ,tol/oi 78,sonya10 8,daught]-9-,law071 pp4 #gj1 #bcb1 #bgg2 notes #cj1 #abc1 #cbb1 #che4 ,tol/oi1 ,t4 ,l41 ,c\ntess1 see ,sukhot91 ,t4 ,l4 ,tol/oi1 ,v]a ,s41 ,c\ntess1 ,l4 ,tol/oi's niece 78,! 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