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#cab ,june #ba4 ,l',enfant ,t]rible4 ,! v ,devil's 9 ! moon = mis*ief3 ,!re's n a day1 ! longe/1 n ! tw5ty-fir/ ( ,june1 ,sees half ! mis*ief 9 a quiet way ,on :i* ?ree s+le h\rs ( moonlight smile4 ,at my age1 alas6 "o no long] gets into mis*ief1 ei!r by moonlight or at midsumm]1 & yet to-day all ! tricksey spirits ( ! invisible _w are suppos$ to be abroad--tangl+ ! horses' manes1 s\r+ ! milkmaid's cream1 sett+ lov]s by ! e>s4 ,"s su* frisky ,puck /irs ev5 peaceable middle-ag$ blood at ?is season to mild little secret s9s1 su* z beg9n+ a di>y 9 :i* to set d[n "o's private naughty views--! h]esies "o has gr[n too /aid & cauti\s to give spee* to any long]4 ,all1 ,i ?9k1 h "s ,secret ,g>d5 :]e !y unb9d ! girdle ( conv5tions & brea! to a sympa!tic li/5] ! op9ions !y w\ld repudiate indignantly ^u ! h\setops2 b ,i "k ( no su* k9dr$ s\l--inde$ my private views are s h]etical t ,i %\ld tremble to :isp] !m ev5 into ! dull cold e> ( night1 le/ ,i %\ld cause x to turn p9k1 & !reaft] hymns w\ld n purge x4 ,h5ce no res\rce rema9s to ease my bosom ( its p]il\s /uff b ! unprote/+ innoc5ce ( ! blank pages ( a di>y4 ,!re is a /ory conc]n+ ! k+ ( "s ungeographical c\ntry1 to :om came two adv5tur]s ( cynical t5d5cies1 pr(ess+ to be able--giv5 a c]ta9 all[ance ( jewels & preci\s metals--to weave a g>m5t ( exce$+ ri*ness & ( su* subtle texture t no mon>* on e>? might hope to mat* x4 ,sett+ up a loom & provid+ !mselves ) ample mat]ials f ! ,royal treasury1 !y w5t ?r\gh ! motions ( /r++ a w>p & !reupon indu/ri\sly ?rew empty %uttles back & =?4 ,:5 ! k+1 accompani$ by 8 c\rt1 0 summon$ to obs]ve ! progress ( ! fam\s web1 ! puzzl$ rul] c\ld see no?+ b an empty loom1 b be=e ! eag] explanations ( ! en?usia/ic weav]s1 :o po9t$ out "h a gl[+ dye1 !re a spl5did patt]n1 & hav+ reg>d to ! non-committal c\nt5ances ( ! c\rti]s1 ! k+ nodd$ sagely & wait$ developm5ts4 ,be/ ( all1 ,sire1 cri$ ! *e]ful rogues1 s magical is ?is robe we weave1 t only ^? c see x ^: tongue has nev] utt]$ a lie1 ^: h&s h nev] tak5 a bribe4 ,rises !reupon in/ant *orus ( praise ( ! beautiful fabric f a unanim\s c\rt4 ,next day a solemn procession ?r\gh ! /reets ( ! capital to display to ! _w ! magic robe4 ,amaz$ multitude />+ at ! k+ 9 pomp\s di%abille1 b he>+ ! c\rti]s' admir+ cries1 no man will+ to admit 8 own bl9dness--:5 up speaks ,tiresome ,*ild3 ,"m1 :y does ! k+ ride abroad 9 8 %irt8 ,g5]al outbur/ ( mortifi$ v]acity1 & futile se>* = ! discreetly vani%$ adv5tur]s4 ,s ends ! /ory4 ,b no?+ ( ! sort really took place4 ,in/ead1 l'enfant t]rible 0 slapp$ & put to b$1 to m$itate ^u 8 ill-tim$ outspok5ness1 & next day1 & all ! days !reaft]1 sees :at 8 companions see4 ,i "k1 because ,i myself am t ,tiresome ,*ild1 & because my uncom=table eyes refuse to see ! imag9>y robe 9 :i* s _m k+s ( ?is _w are dress$ ,i h sp5t a l>ge "p ( my life 9 disgrace4 ,at la/ & te>fully ,i h le>n$ to hold my tongue1 b :5 ! tricksome spirits ( ,mid-summ] ,eve are abroad1 ,i get out p5 & pap] &1 :]e no pi\s e> c be violat$1 secretly v5t my eld]ly naught9esses4 ,my respectable acqua9tances w be all ! saf] 9 consequ5ce t ,i h an inviolable confidant ( ! real ?\ghts t lie beh9d my b slightly wr9kl$ br[ & unreveal+ eyes4 ,?ack]ay once said1 ,if wom5's eyes c\ld only be dragg$1 :at que] ?+s "o might le>n4444 ,ah1 ! ,secret ,life6--:o among u c guess at ! ?\ghts t are conceal$ beh9d ! cle> br[s & frank-seem+ eyes ( ev5 ^? ne>e/ u8 ,we live our lives drap$ & mask$ 9 our own bodies2 =c+ ^? bodies to speak ! words1 p]=m ! actions expect$ f !m1 :ile we dwell alone )91 ?9k+ & wi%+ :at we nev]1 or r>ely1 express4 ,x is ?is t drives u to di>ies--! ne$ to some:]e1 someh[1 speak ! tru? 9 a _w ( con=mable lies4 ,x is ( no use to slip aside our masks or raise our drap]ies = an in/ant1 9 ! hope t our fell[s w recognize a h& or an eye l _! own1 & t !reupon ev5 "o ( our companions w invite u to come out f "u our robe & walk ab\t ) him fri5dlily1 )\t disguise4 ,in/ead our companion makes signs ( di/ress & res5tm5t ?r\gh ! veil ( 8 concealm5t1 & we ha/ily readju/ ! mask & dom9o & resi/ fur!r temptation to f9d a he>t ak94 ,x takes1 says ,?oreau1 two to tell ! tru?--"o to speak & ano!r to he>4 ,call$ ^u once to help a grief-/rick5 "m to lay away ! belong+s ( a boy summon$ sudd5ly out ( life1 we une>!d among 8 ab&on$ treasures a curi\s collection ( odds & ends conc]n+ :i* we c\ld imag9e no value t %\ld h mov$ him to keep !m by him4 ,a %ell1 a bit ( ribbon1 a ru/y nail2 scraps ( pap] ) a scribbl$ l9e or two2 cutt+s1 ^: pr9t$ words ref]r$ to no?+ :i* seem$ to be> 9 any way ^u :at we might guess ( z t\*+ 8 life4 ,i ?\ght ,i knew e fibre ( 8 he>t1 cri$ ! "m 9 sudd5 te>s1 & yet ( all ^! /range ?+s he seems to h treasur$ s c>efully ,i _c div9e ! mean+ ( a s+le "o6 ,a :ole _w ( ambitions1 int]e/s1 & s5tim5ts =eign to h] he _h c>ri$ away into et]nal sil5ce4 ,if ,i %all h p]si/5ce suffici5t to cont9ue ?is ,h]etic ,di>y1 ,i am afraid x w f9d itself /uff$ ) an equally absurd numb] ( my secret loves & hates1 ( ! intol]able op9ions = :i* ,i h be5 slapp$ & put to b$1 ( all ! s5tim5tal rubbi% ,i c>ry ab\t ) me 9 a f>del "u my mask & dom9o--! poor inconsequ5tial treasures ( my secret life4 ,july #g4 ,an ,optimi/ic ,cynic4 ,amiel's ,j\rnal3--,i h be5 read+ x ) ! half impati5t int]e/ :i* su* books always ar\se--9 me at lea/4 ,x is a m agreeable book1 h[ev]1 ?an ,m>ie ,ba%kirtseff's dis+5u\s pos+s1 or ,r\sseau's vulg>1 insult+ confid5ces4 ,"o is impati5t ) ! bore :o talks ab\t himself :5 "o is impati5t to bore him ab\t "o's own self1 & yet1 someh[1 "o is fasc9at$ by ! hope ( gett+ beh9d ! mask ( p]sonality4 ,i le>n$ to read ,fr5* t ,i might possess ! cont5ts ( ! ,confessions4 ,george ,eliot call$ x ! mo/ int]e/+ book %e knew1 :i* fir$ my ambition to read x4 ,) ! aid ( a diction>y1 ! f\r great volumes 7 got ?r\gh someh[1 & :5 ! task 0 accompli%$1 ?\gh ,i loa!d ,r\sseau1 ,i _h en\gh ,fr5* to s]ve r\ghly = bo? read+ & spee*4 ,:at ambition & c\rage "o _h 9 ^? days6 ,i /udi$ ,fr5* :ile ,i did ! *urn+4 ,rememb]+ ! /r5g? & p]si/5cy ( t "t ,i wond] t ,i h come to middle age & done no?+4 ,a?letic tra9]s say t !re is 9 e "o only a fix$ capacity = developm5t4 ,"o may rea* t limit readily1 & once rea*$ no toil or pati5ce w ev] c>ry ! p[] ( ! muscles beyond x by ! smalle/ "p ( a fraction4 ,m5tally1 ! same probably holds good4 ,my capacity 01 no d\bt1 always small4 ,s f> z x w5t ! cramp+1 unpropiti\s circum/ances ( y\? _h no p[] to *ill x1 b prosp]ity1 leisure1 opportunity1 c\ld n add "o jot to its possibilities4444 ,9 all ^! j\rnals :at ,i f9d int]e/+ is n s mu* :at ! writ] says z :at he reveals un9t5tionally4 ,! impression ,amiel leaves ^u ! read] is t he 0 at lea/ a g5tleman--t he _h a g5tle s\l2 clean & mode/1 cont95t & grave4 ,8 melan*oly seems nei!r s pr(\nd nor s t\*+ z ,mrs4 ,humphrey ,w>d & 8 o!r critics w\ld h "o believe4 ,at lea/ x is nei!r tragic nor tortur+4 ,he gives ! impression ( say+ ,i h no bread--b1 he adds *e]fully1 aft] a mom5t's reflection1 ! ,"l w provide4 ,he is n rebelli\s4 ,9 mom5ts ( ! mo/ real gravity1 :5 he is face to face ) dea?1 he cl+s to ! egoti/ic sup]/ition t p]haps--mo/ probably--!re is some:]e "s wise k9d ,p[] deeply int]e/$ 9 8 do+s1 8 emotions1 8 future4 ,he is pr(\ndly conv9c$ t x is important h[ he feels1 h[ he be>s himself4 ,he has no s5se at all ( ! bl9d nullity ( ?+s4 ,he ass]ts ?is nullity to be un?9kable4 ,all ?is is surpris+ :5 "o rememb]s ! insi/5ce ( 8 comm5tators ^u ! int5se mod]nity ( 8 m9d4 ,is ?is mod]n8 ,i _c see :]e9 x diff]s f ! _s ( ! pa/4 ,su* natures 7 n uncommon 9 o!r c5turies--z 0 ! nature ( ,erasmus = example4444 ,! man _h no passion4 ,he did n m>ry because1 he says1 he dem&$ p]fection2 c\ld n f9d or give x1 & !re=e resign$ himself *e]fully to celibacy4 ,passion1 ( c\rse1 w\ld h bl9d$ 8 eyes to imp]fections2 hav+ none1 8 eyes 7 always cle>4444 ,x is p]haps 9 ?is passionlessness t he is mo/ mod]n4 ,mo/ ( u no long] dem& p]fection4 ,kn[+ x to be unatta9able1 mod]n common s5se *e]fully agrees to ab&on desire = x4 ,?is is visible 9 our lit]ature1 9 art1 9 love4 ,no "o reads or buys long poems any m1 !re=e ! poets nev] contemplate a new ,p>adise ,lo/4 ,no "o pa9ts h]oic pictures1 = !y are n salable4 ,! gr&iose has no m>ket & !re=e gr[s obsolete4 ,! law ( supply & dem& rules !re z else:]e4 ,passion & ! p]fection x longs & /rives = is dmod4 ,july #bj4 ,a ,poet ,%eep-ran*]4 ,f---- is dead1 & ) ! ann\ncem5t by cable ?is morn+ comes a belat$ lett] f ,m----1 full ( hope & enc\ragem5t4 ,a sudd5 rally _h made h] believe 9 a possibility ( recov]y--no d\bt x 0 t la/ fl>e :i* comes (t5 j z ! oil fails & ! light is ab\t to g out4 ,my m9d has be5 full ( amazem5t all day4 ,x is s difficult to realize t a /rong1 aggressive p]sonality is f9ally & def9itely ext+ui%$4 ,i h be5 ?9k+ ( _! odd1 romantic /ory4 ,he mu/ h _h great s$uctive p[]--n easily realizable n[--to h come into h] life & h p]suad$ h] to ab&on ev]y?+ to foll[ him4 ,i h he>d h] tell ! /ory (t54 ,! tall "y %eep-ran*] f ,new ,zeal&1 ) 8 burn+ eyes & 8 pockets full ( sonnets1 appe>+ "o morn+1 & %e sudd5ly ab&ons h] brilliant position1 h] jo9ture1 h] two orphan boys1 & goes away1 despite ! furi\s outcries ( h] family & fri5ds1 ) a man sev5 ye>s h] junior2 goes into ! wild]ness ) him1 ,new ,zeal& ( m ?an a qu>t] ( a c5tury ago be+ decid$ly wild]ness1 yet %e calls ^? ! happie/ ye>s ( h] life--sp5t 9 a %anty fifty miles f ! ne>e/ neighb\r6 ,%e likes to recall ! wild scrambles among ! m\nta9s2 ! wre/les to save ! %eep f ! spr+ floods2 ! vigils2 ! dances to :i* !y rode on m\nta9 ponies1 sixty or sev5ty miles2 ! make%ifts2 ! c>+ = flocks & %eph]ds 9 ! /ress ( heat & cold1 ( sickness & sorr[2 & ! sn[-b\nd nights beside ! fire1 :5 ! sonnets came to ! =e aga94 ,aft] all x 0 y\?1 & love1 & adv5ture2 :y %\ldn't %e h be5 happy8 ,& %e 0 ju/ifi$ 9 h] fai?4 ,:5 ,i came to "k !m ! detrim5tal "y %eep-ran*] mov$ 9 a _w ( gild$ aides-de-camp1 ) s5tries & m\nt$ escorts att5d+ 8 /eps1 surr\nd$ by tropical pomp & spaci\s luxury1 & n[1 alas6 he is b "o m unit 9 ! ye>ly tribute ( fle% & blood dem&$ by ,engl&'s ,equatorial ,empire4 ,a h&some1 brilliant1 *>m+ creature4 ,! g5]ation is ! poor] = ! loss ( 8 graceful1 cynical wit4 ,he belong$ to ! g5]ation :o =m$ _! ideals ( mann]s ^u ,pelham & ,vivian ,grey4 ,x 0 ,byronism translat$ into prose4 ,m---- says he bore 8 suff]+s--enorm\s suff]+s--) ! light & humor\s c\rage ) :i* x 0 ! ideal ( ! f9e g5tleman ( 8 p]iod to face all unpleasant situations4 ,septemb] #d4 ,an ,eat5 ,cake4 ,! ,s----s came 9 la/ night aft] d9n]4 ,!y cl+ to ! old fa%ion1 common 9 ,engl& be=e ! adv5t ( aft]noon tea1 ( hav+ ! tray br\ght 9 ab\t t5 o'clock1 s ,i tri$ x to-night because ( !m1 & f\nd x n a bad idea4 ,simple1 agreeable folk !y are1 ( :at is call$ 9 ,scotl& ! middle classes4 ,t is to say1 !y foll[ "s comm]cial call+3 ,i am n sure ( its exact nature4 ,!y are v well educat$ 9 j ! way :i* diff]5tiates ! ,briti% middle-class education f ! o!r sort--!y speak sev]al mod]n languages flu5tly1 & "k little ( ! classics4 ,all _! le>n+ is s\nd1 unornam5tal1 utilit>ian4 ,"s ref]5ce 0 made to a k9sman 9 a =eign t[n :i* ,i _h visit$4 ,i c\ld n recall any association ) ! "n until ! eld] bro!r said q simply & )\t any self-consci\sness3 ,he is ,jones ( ,jones ,co4 7a l>ge hab]da%] 9 ,p----7--y may h be5 9 8 %op4 ,x 0 nicely done4 ,i d\bt if an ,am]ican c\ld h a*iev$ x 9 q ! same way4 ,if he _h made ! confid5ce x w\ld h be5 made ) bravado1 or he w\ld h expla9$ t ! %op 0 an emporium4 ,! girl has su* a good re/ful ,briti% calm ab\t h]--,i felt x aft] %e 0 gone4 ,x arises1 ,i ?9k1 f lack ( any special int]e/ 9 ! impression %e makes ^u o!rs4 ,all ! re/ ( u--we ,am]icans--7 desir\s ( be+ agreeable1 amus+--( mak+ a good effect4 ,we 7 consci\sly sympa!tic1 consci\sly vivaci\s1 consci\sly civil4 ,%e 0 j h]self2 we might take or leave h] z %e 04 ,x nev] occurr$ to h] to attempt to be diff]5t = our sakes4 ,! result ( x is v reposeful4 ,"o is always consci\s ( a s5se ( /ra9 9 ,am]ican society = ?is reason4 ,x is because ( t desire to impress1 to please1 t ,am]ican voices 9 conv]sation gr[ %>p & hurri$1 t ,am]ican faces gr[ ke5 & l9$4 ,we h a tradition t ,engli% wom5 are dull & bov9e1 b no d\bt !y make ! bett] mo!rs because ( x4 ,!y ho>d _! en]gies to give to _! sons4 ,!y br+ _! *ildr5 into ! _w ) deep res]ves ( /r5g?4 ,i h (t5 obs]v$ ! great sup]iority ( ,engli% m5 ov] ,am]icans 9 ! capacity = long1 su/a9$1 unfl9*+ lab\r4 ,i am sure !y owe t to ! imm5se fund ( unexhau/$ p[] giv5 !m by _! mo!rs1 :o are pr(\nd wells ( calm vitality4 ,x is ! old /ory ( be+ unable to eat "o's cake & h x too4 ,am]ican wom5 eat _! cake 9 ! =m ( a high] exhil>ation 9 exi/5ce1 b :5 ! dra9 ( creation comes !y h no?+ save n]v\s en]gy to give4 ,! re/ ( ! cake has already be5 dev\r$4 ,!re are no res]ves = ! *ild to call ^u4 ,i believe t ,engli%m5--)\t reason+ ^u ! matt]--feel ?is in/9ctively4 ,!y va/ly pref] _! own wom5 z mates4 ,i h r>ely kn[n an ,engli%man to m>ry an ,am]ican woman :o _h n ! extr9sic attraction ( weal?4 ,!y d n hesitate to m>ry p5niless c\ntrywom5 ( _! own4 ,septemb] #ab4 ,conc]n+ ,elb[s on ! ,table4 ,a---- 0 "h to-day4 ,:at a =mal little s\l x is6 ,%e c nev] beg9 :]e %e left (f4 ,"o has h] acqua9tance to make all ov] aga9 ea* "t %e comes4 ,! dep?s1 ! heights ( h] propriety6444 ,always t extremely well behav$ look1 :i* nev] *anges4 ,p---- says1 ,a---- is too mode/ to take (f & put on expressions 9 public4 ,"o wond]s if !re is any privacy s entire t %e w\ld consid] di%evelm5t ( behavi\r p]missible4 ,h[ exhau/+ to h]self su* flawless respectability mu/ become6 ,%e is ! conc5trat$ ess5ce ( ! b\rgeoisie4 ,a savage c be natural2 he kn[s no?+ else1 b :5 8 eyes are op5$ & he sees himself to be nak$ ! reign ( ! fig-leaf beg9s4 ,!re is some?+ pa!tic 9 t long era ( pr(\nd di/ru/ ( 8 own nature & impulses4 ,:at does he ?9k he w\ld d if he let himself g8 ,p]haps he is1 und]nea? all t propriety1 /ill s close to savag]y t he d>e n tru/ himself to be natural le/ he in/antly relapse into b>b>ism4 ,aft] _m g5]ations ( bre$+ he d>e be savage & free aga9 if he l--he is s sure ( himself4 ,z ,mrs4 ,b---- says1 he becomes at la/ ,a man :o c af=d to put 8 elb[s on ! table4 ,:5 he rea*es su* a po9t ,i notice he is always impati5t ( ! con/ra9t ( ^? /ill b\nd by ! %ackles ( self-consci\s propriety1 =gett+ t he owes 8 own fre$om to _m g5]ations t lab\r$ 9 bonds1 /ruggl+ to slay or subdue ! savage4444 ,octob] #ad4 ,an ,autumn ,impulse4 ,a bird sat on ! balcony rail j outside my w9d[ to-day gossip+ ) an unse5 neighb\r p]*$ some:]e out ( my range ( vision4 ,he 0 r a grimy little p]son1 & z ! day 0 cold he made a p]fect puff ball ( himself4 ,i li/5$ to !m conv]s+ ) great int]e/1 feel+1 z ,i always d :5 ,i he> birds talk1 t if ,i only paid a little clos] att5tion x w\ld be possible to und]/& all !y say4 ,x is some:at ! same s5sation "o has 9 ov]he>+ a rapid dialogue 9 ,fr5* :i* "o is too lazy to try to foll[4 ,:5 ,i came ?r\gh ,i ?9k ,i left "s ( ! doors aj> beh9d me1 & ,i rememb] my bird avat> especially cle>ly4 ,ev5 yet1 :5 autumn comes1 ,i am pursu$ by a flutt]+ long+ to arise & g s\?w>d4 ,i feel t some?+ beautiful--"s wide spl5did ec/asy is call+ me if ,i w only g to meet x4 ,i c rememb] hav+ t s5sation 9 my e>lie/ *ildhood4 ,9 my dreams ,i (t5 fly1 ) beautiful swoop+s & balanc+s1 ) sudd5 confid5t dropp+s1 ?r\gh ! ela/ic air1 & sometimes ,i am 9 an enclos$ place1 beat+ my w+s aga9/ ! b\nds1 kn[+ no o!r way to get out4444 ,:5 ,i look at birds !y seem to "k me4 ,n 9 ! way ( a m]e creature :o puts out crumbs 9 conv5i5t breakfa/+ places1 or :o br+s /rawb]ries to "o's cage1 b !y meet my eye ) t famili>ity "o sees 9 ! glance ( bro!rs--a look ( mutual und]/&+4 ,my own s5se is ( k9%ip ( ! close/ "*4 ,i und]/& h[ !y reg>d ?+s--:at !y ?9k & feel4 ,i wi% ,i c\ld s conc5trate my att5tion z to cat* :at ?is grimy little citiz5 is say+ to 8 fell[ on ! ne>by l$ge4 ,if ,i c\ld1 :at a flood ( o!r memories x w\ld re/ore t are n[ dim & confus$4 ,novemb] #a4 ,john-a'-,dreams4 ,i dream$ la/ night t ,i wore ^u my brea/ a great necklace ( flat gold5 plates cut 9 ! %ape ( w+$ ?+s1 & ^! 7 l9k$ toge!r ) o!r flat plates ( turquoise4 ,my g>m5ts 7 ( :ite semi-transp>5t /uff1 & my limbs & body %[$ ?r\gh x4 ,be=e me /ood a build+ ( "s sort1 creamy yell[ 9 col\r & ( a /yle ( ar*itecture ) :i* ,i am n famili>--?\gh x seem$ famili> en\gh to me 9 my dreams4 ,n[ ,i h only a confus$ s5se ( l[ domes set ^u massive cubes4 ,i 0 wait+ = ! sun to rise4 ,! air 0 w>m & dry & t :ite glam\r ( ! dawn+ light lay ^u ! surr\nd+ c\ntry1 :i* seem$ flat & n v v]dant4 ,sudd5ly ! rays ( ! sun1 :i* rose app>5tly imm$iately beh9d ?is dome1 spread out ab\t x l an aureole 7,gav9 ,d\glas's ,gold5 fanys7--& ?is seem$ a signal = me to lift my arms above my head & recite a sort ( litany--& !n--x all pass$ away4444 ,mo/ ( "o's dreams are confus$ & blurr$ by a s5se ( conflict+ p]sonalities4 ,!re is g5]ally a sort ( impression t :ile ! incid5ts are app>5tly happ5+ to "o's self1 !y are happ5+ 9 reality to "s o!r be+1 n q "o's self2 b ?is "o 0 v cle>1 ) no arrire p5se4 ,i h work$ out a !ory :i* seems to me to q solve ! my/]y ( dreams4 ,lifelong famili>ity ) ! ph5om5a ( sleep--) ! troop+ phantoms t inhabit slumb]'s dusk realm--has s dull$ our wond] at ! my/]y ( our d\ble exi/5ce ( ! d>k t night aft] night we op5 ) calm incuri\sness ! door into t gho/ly und]world1 :]e we hold insane revels ) fanta/ic spectres1 babble ) fooli% laught] at witless je/s1 /a9 our s\ls ) useless crime1 or fly ) freez+ blood f ! grasp ( unnamable horrors1 & ) ! morn+ we saunt] s]5ely back f ^! adv5tures into ! w>m prec9cts ( ! *e]ful day1 unmov$1 un/>tl$1 & =gett+4 ,! hypnoti/s1 because !y c make a man feel pa9 or pleasure )\t mat]ial cause1 are gap$ ^u ) aw$ surprise by ! same man :o once e tw5ty-f\r h\rs ( 8 life1 ) no m magic potion ?an heal?y fatigue1 ) no great] weapon = wond] work+ ?an a pill[1 may create = himself phantasmal illusions beside :i* all mesm]ic sugge/ions are b ! flatte/ ( commonplace4 ,! naive egotism ( sup]/ition saw 9 ! movem5ts ( ! sol> sy/em only progno/ications conc]n+ its own bean crop1 & c\ld disc]n no?+ 9 ! dream-_w b ! ef=ts ( ! sup]natural p[]s to communicate1 9 _! usual %uffl+ & incompet5t fa%ion1 ) man4 ,! mod]n revolt f ?is *ildi%ness has swung ! p5dulum ( int]e/ 9 dreams s f> up ! o!r curve ( ! arc t !re seems n[ to be a fooli% fe> ( atta*+ any importance :atev] to ! /range exp]i5ces ( sleep1 & z a result an unsci5tific avoidance ( ! :ole subject4 ,! consequ5ce ( ?is absurd revulsion is t 9 a p]iod ( univ]sal inve/igation "o ( ! mo/ curi\s functions ( ! bra9 is left unexam9$ & unexpla9$4 ,"s dabbl+ !re has be51 ) results ( little m value ?an 7 ! cont5ts ( ! greasy1 be?umb$ dream-books ( ! eighte5?-c5tury milkmaid or appr5tice4 ,! lab\r be/[$ ^u ! matt] has be5 ma9ly direct$ to ef=ts to prove ! extreme rapidity ) :i* dreams pass ?r\gh ! m9d1 & t x is "s trivial outw>d cause at ! v in/ant ( awak5+--su* z a noise1 a light1 or a bl[--:i* r\ses ! bra9 to ?is miracul\s cel]ity ( imag9ative creation4 ,! p]si/5t ass]tion t a dream occurs only at ! mom5t ( awak5+ %[s h[ little real att5tion has be5 giv5 to ! matt]1 s9ce ! mo/ casual obs]vation ( ! dog t hunts 9 dreams w\ld h %[n t he may be *as+ ! wild de] & foll[+ ! roe 9 ! grey ,k+dom ( ,seem+ )\t break+ 8 slumb]s4 ,he w />t & twit*1 & give tongue aft] ! phantom qu>ry he dreams he is pursu+1 & yet cont9ue 8 sleep )\t an int]val4 ,b h x :i*ev] way "o likes1 ! he>t ( ! my/]y is n yet discov]$4 ,h[ d !y expla9 :y a noise or a gleam ( light--su* z ! wak+ s5ses "k famili>ly--%\ld at ?is magical mom5t ( r\s+ cause ! bra9 to create ) inconceivable rapidity a cr[d ( phantasmagoria 9 ord] to expla9 to itself ! famili> ph5om5a ( light & s\nd8 ,dr4 ,fri$]i* ,s*olz1 9 8 rec5t volume ^u ,sleep & ,dreams1 gives an example ( rapid ef=t ( ! m9d to expla9 ! s5sations felt by ! sleep+ body3 ,i dream$ ( ! ,reign ( ,t]ror1 saw sc5es ( blood & murd]1 appeal$ be=e ! ,revolution>y ,tribunal1 saw ,robespi]re1 ,m>at1 ,f\qui]-,t9ville1 all ! p]sonages ( t "t ( horrors1 argu$ ) !m1 0 f9ally1 aft] a numb] ( occurr5ces1 condemn$ to dea?1 0 c>ri$ to ! place ( execution on a c>t ?r\gh enorm\s masses ( p1 0 b\nd by ! execution] to ! bo>d4 ,! knife fell & ,i felt my head sev]$ f my body4 ,!reupon ,i awoke & f\nd t a loos5$ rod ( ! b$ _h fall5 on my neck l ! knife ( ! guillot9e1 & ?is _h happ5$1 my "m assur$ me1 at ! v mom5t :5 ,i awoke4444 ,t ! m9d %\ld1 m]ely because ( ! body's sleep1 be able to create a :ole sc5e ( a t]rible drama ) a rapidity impossible :5 all ! functions are awake & active is incr$ible4 ,! only function ( ! bra9 capable ( ?is lightn+-l swiftness ( vision is memory4 ,to create requires a c]ta9 ef=t1 consumes a c]ta9 p]iod ( "t1 b a sc5e once beheld1 an adv5ture once exp]i5c$ & vividly impress$ ^u ! memory1 c be recall$ 9 its m9ute/ details 9 a p]iod ( "t too %ort to be reckonable4 ,t ! s5sitive plate ( ! bra9 nev] loses any cle> picture once receiv$1 has be5 demon/rat$ beyond d\bt4 ,! picture1 ! s5sation1 may be ov]laid & hidd5 = a long "t b5ea? ! heaps ( useless lumb] t ! days & ye>s accumulate 9 ! m9d's /oreh\se1 b ne$ or accid5t1 or a simil>ity ( circum/ance1 w br+ ! =gott5 belong+ to light--sometimes ) />tl+ effect4 ,!re is ! well-kn[n in/ance ( a girl :o1 dur+ an attack ( fev] delirium1 spoke 9 a language t no "o ab\t h] c\ld und]/&4 ,inve/igation prov$ x to be ,wel%--a language ( :i*1 bo? be=e & aft] h] illness1 %e 0 totally ignorant4 ,fur!r inve/igation %[$ t be+ born 9 ,wales %e _h und]/ood ! tongue z a v little *ild1 b _h aft]w>ds completely =gott5 x4 ,x is commonly kn[n t 9 ! /ruggle ( ! body aga9/ dea? by wat]1 ! memory1 /irr$ to furi\s ef=t1 produces all h] /ores at once--probably 9 ! frantic endeav\r to f9d "s exp]i5ce :i* may be ( use 9 ?is crisis4 ,x is (t5 broadly ass]t$ t ! memory reta9s ea* & e exp]i5ce :i* life has pres5t$ = its contemplation1 b ?is is h>dly true4 ,! memory makes to a c]ta9 ext5t a *oice1 & *ooses (t5times ) app>5t caprice4 ,to demon/rate ! tru? ( ?is1 let "o endeav\r to recall ! fir/ impression reta9$ by 8 *ildi% m9d & x usually proves to be some?+ extremely trivial4 ,my own fir/ cle> memory is a s5se ( ! com=t to my tir$ little two-ye>-old body ( ! clean l95 %eets ( ! b$ at ! end ( a p]il\s & adv5tur\s j\rney1 ( ^: />tl+ incid5ts my memory pres]v$ only "o4 ,(t5 ?is caprici\s faculty w seize ^u "s few high lights 9 a vivid picture & reject all ! unimportant details4 ,z a rule1 h[ev]1 x is ! pr(\nd /irr+ ( ! emotions :i* wakes ! memory to activity4 ,a woman nev] =gets h] fir/ lov]4 ,a man to ! end ( 8 life c recall 8 fir/ triumph1 or 8 mo/ imm95t dang]1 & a trifle w (t51 aft] ! lapse ( half a c5tury1 fill ! eye ) te>s1 make ! *eek burn1 or ! he>t beat ) ! p[] ( ! long-pass$ emotion1 pres]v$ liv+ & fre% by ! memory4 ,t ! memory uses 9 sleep ! mat]ial x has ga!r$ dur+ ! day1 & dur+ ! :ole life1 no dream] w d5y2 b "h aga9 x is caprici\s2 "s p>ts ( ! day's--! life's--exp]i5ces are us$1 o!rs reject$4 ,add$ to ^! natural & explicable possessions ( ! memory are a mass ( curi\s1 conflict+1 tangl$ ?\ghts1 :i* are =eign to our :ole exp]i5ce ( exi/5ce1 & :i*1 :5 confus$ ) our own memories1 makes ( our nights a wild jumble ( useless & fooli% pictures4 ,if x be true t x is by "s outw>d impression ^u ! s5ses t dreams are evok$1 t x is ! endeav\rs ( ! somnol5t m9d to expla9 to itself ! mean+ ( a noise1 a light1 a bl[1 :i* creates t delusion we call dreams1 !n x is n ^u ! /ores ( our own memories alone t ! bra9 draws = mat]ial1 s9ce ! fall+ rod awoke 9 ! m9d ( ,dr4 ,s*olz a picture ( ! ,fr5* revolution1 :i* he _h nev] se51 & diff]5t 9 detail & vividness f any picture 8 read+ _h furni%$4 ,h]$ity is an ov]work$ jade1 too (t5 driv5 9 d\ble h>ness ) a hobby2 b ! l9k betwe5 g5]ation & g5]ation is s /rong & s close t none may lightly tell all ! /r&s ( :i* x is wov51 nor f :5ce 7 spun ! ?reads t tie u to ! pa/4 ,x is v c]ta91 despite ! !ories ( ,weismann1 t ! acquir$ *>act]i/ics ( ! p>5t may be transmitt$ to ! *ild4 ,! boy ^: fa!r walk$ ! qu>t]-deck is1 n9e times out ( t51 z c]ta9 to head = salt wat] z a seagull born 9 a h5's ne/4 ,! victim ( ill-=tune & prison] ( despair :o breaks ! jail ( life to escape fate's malice leaves a d>k t5d5cy 9 ! blood ( 8 (fspr+1 :i* aga9 & aga9 proves ! t]rible p[] ( an inh]it$ weakness4 ,wom5 :o lose _! m9d or become cl\d$ 9 ?\ght at *ildbir?--?\gh !y come ( a /ock ( m5s sana--transmit ! blight ( insanity to _! sons & daught]s bo?2 & n only consumptive t5d5cies & ! appetite = dr9k are acquir$ 9 a lifetime & !n h&$ on = g5]ations1 b pref]5ces1 tal5ts1 mann]s1 p]sonal lik5ess--all may be ! wret*$ burd5 or happy gift h&$ d[n to ! son by ! fa!r4 ,:o c say )\t fe> ( contradiction t ! memories ( passions & emotions t /irr$ ^? dead he>ts to _! c5tre may n be a "p ( our inh]itance8 ,! sett+1 ! connection1 is gone1 b ! memory ( ! emotion rema9s4 ,su* & su* n]ves h quiv]$ viol5tly = su* or su* a cause--! memory /ores & transmits ! impression1 & a simil> incid5t sets !m t+l+ aga91 ?\gh two g5]ations lie betwe54 ,c]ta9ly animals possess v di/9ctly ^! inh]it$ memories4 ,a "y horse nev] be=e beyond ! paddock & /ables w fall into a v passion ( fe> :5 a snake crosses 8 pa?1 or :5 driv5 ^u a f]ry to cross deep1 swift wat]4 ,he is entirely unfamili> ) ! nature ( ! dang]1 b at "s p]iod "o ( 8 k9d has sweat$ & ?robb$ 9 hide\s p]il1 & ! memory rema9s aft] ! lapse ( a hundr$ ye>s4 ,he1 no m ?an ourselves1 c recall all ! surr\nd+ circum/ances ( t p]il1 b ! ?reat5+ aspect ( a simil> dang] br+s memory =w>d ) a ru% to use h] /or$ w>n+4 ,:5 ! migrat+ bird f9ds its way )\t difficulty1 untaught & unaccompani$1 to ! ,s\? x has nev] se51 we call its guid+ pr9ciple in/9ct--b :at is ! def9ition ( ! ^w in/9ct8 ,no man c give x4 ,x b removes ! difficulty "o /ep backw>d4 ,call ?is in/9ct an inh]it$ memory & ! matt] becomes cle>4 ,su* memories1 x is pla91 are m def9ite ) ! animals ?an ) u2 b s are _m ( _! faculties1 he>+1 smell1 & sight4 ,ev]yone has felt _m times 9 8 life a s5se ( famili>ity ) incid5ts t h _h no place 9 8 own exp]i5ce1 & has f\nd x impossible to (f] any explanation = ! feel+4 ,com+ sudd5ly ar\nd a turn ( a hill ^u a fair & unkn[n l&scape1 8 he>t may b\nd ) a ke5 s5se ( recognition ( its unfamili> outl9es4 ,9 ! mid/ ( a t+l+ sc5e ( emotion1 a s5sation ( ! :ole incid5t be+ a m]e dull repetition w rob x ( its joy or pa94 ,a s5t5ce begun by a fri5d is recogniz$ z trite & old be=e x is half done1 ?\gh x ref]s to matt]s new to ! he>]4 ,a s\nd1 a p]fume1 a s5sation1 w awak5 feel+s hav+ no connection ) ! occasion4 ,! fir/ day ,i ev] sp5t 9 a tropical c\ntry ,i 0 *>m$ ) ! excessive novelty ( ev]y?+ ab\t me2 b sudd5ly t ev5+1 be+ c>ri$ home 9 a *air by ! coolie be>]s1 a flood ( recognition p\r$ ov] me l ! waves ( ! sea1 & = a few m9utes ! illusion 0 s /rong z to leave me brea?less ) a/oni%m5t4 ,i _h ! s5se ( hav+ (t5 done ?is be=e4 ,! w>m night1 ! padd+ ( ! b>e feet 9 ! du/1 ! hot smell ( leaves1 7 all an old1 trite exp]i5ce4 ,= days ,i /ruggl$ ) t torm5t+ s5se1 ) :i* we are all famili>1 ( be+ unable to recall a some?+1 a "n1 t is p]fectly well kn[n--is on ! tip ( ! tongue1 z "o says--b all 9 va92 & 9 "t ! recognition grew fa9t] & m elusive ) ea* ef=t to grasp x1 until x slipp$ =ev] away into d>kness4 ,if su* exp]i5ces z ^! are n inh]it$ memories1 :at are !y8 ,) sleep1 ! w becomes dormant4 ,wak+1 x gu>ds & gov]ns2 *ooses :at we %all d & be & ?9k2 /&s s5t9el ov] ! m9d & rejects all com]s ) :i* x is n famili>4 ,unless ! ?\ght comes f )9 ! kn[n bord]s ( ! body's own life1 ! w w h none ( x4 ,b ov]tak5 by fatigue & s9k+ into slumb] ) ! night1 8 doma9 is left f5celess & unpatroll$1 = ) ! w goes 8 troop ( wat*m51 judgm5t1 logic1 delib]ation1 e?ics2 & memory1 ungov]n$ & uncontroll$1 holds a fea/ ( misrule4 ,! b>ri] betwe5 pa/ & pres5t melts away2 all 8 ance/ors are m]g$ into ! individual2 ! ev5ts ( ! day are inextricably tangl$ ) ^? ( two c5turies s9ce1 & ?is motley play ( "t is call$ a dream4 ,a man go+ back b to 8 great gr&p>5ts has already f\rte5 direct prog5itors1 & is heir ( su* /range or /rik+ episodes ( _! f\rte5 lives z 7 suffici5tly deeply impress$ ^u _! memories to be transmittable4 ,?is alone is en\gh1 "o w\ld ?9k1 to provide all ! nights ) mat]ial = ! que] kaleidoscopic jumbl+ ( leav+s1 ) :i* ! nimble m9d div]ts itself1 turn+ ov] ! leaves ( its old picture-book alone 9 ! d>k :ile its sluggi% comrade snores2 b !re is no reason to believe t !re is a limit to ^! inh]itances4 ,! mo/ vivid s5sation my night memory holds is ( f9d+ myself /&+ alone1 high up 9 a va/ ar5a4 ,x is op5 to ! sky & ! night is fall+ swiftly & w>m4 ,ev]yone has gone b myself1 b !re is a tremul\s s5sation 9 my m9d1 z ( v rec5t excitem5t1 noise1 & tumult4 ,i am wait+ = someone :o is com+ ?r\gh ! ar*$ door on ! left1 & ,i rise to g4 ,i feel ! r\gh coolness ( ! /one b5ea? my h& z ,i help myself to rise1 & ^u my ?roat & bosom ,i h a s5sation ( ! light wool ( my g>m5t4 ,x has ! vivid famili>ity ( a p]sonal & p]fectly natural exp]i5ce--s /rong t1 wak+1 ,i reta9 z ke5 a s5se ( x z if x 7 a happ5+ ( ye/]day4 ,i rememb] _m m dreams ( ?is type--mom5t>y fla%es ( s5sation ( ! trivial ?+s ab\t me1 su* z all p]sons h felt 9 _! wak+ lives1 only t ! ?+s ab\t me 9 my dreams are totally unfamili> to my wak+ bra94 ,9 "o ( ^! ,i am em]g+ f ! back door ( a small :ite h\se--int5sely :ite 9 ! gl>e ( a fi]ce sun4 ,! h\se seems squ>e & flat-topp$1 built ( /one & ) no w9d[s visible "h 9 ! re>4 ,x op5s on a n>r[ /reet ( simil> resid5ces4 ,a man is ) me1 dress$ 9 a long black robe & we>+ a curi\s black head-dress4 ,he is reproa*+ me & remon/rat+ viol5tly conc]n+ my indiff]5ce 9 reg>d to religi\s matt]s4 ,i look away1 annoy$ & bor$ by 8 vehem5ce1 & ! :ole picture vani%es4 ,x 0 z cle>1 z natural & famili>1 z my own wak+ life1 :ile x la/$4444 ,! n>r[ /reet ( :ite h\ses seem$ ! only possible =m = a /reet4 ,i _h no consci\sness ( any?+ diff]5t or m mod]n4 ,! man's eag]1 /]n face1 ) ! heavy be>d & ! high head-dress1 look$ 9 no way /range or unfamili>4 ,) t d\ble consci\sness ) :i* we are all famili> :5 awake1 ,i wat*$ ! movem5t ( 8 lips & ! wagg+ ( 8 be>d z he talk$1 full ( a s5se ( di/a/e1 & ?\ght1 :ile li/5+ to 8 fl[ ( cle> words1 ,h[ tiresome ^! religi\s m5 are6 ,ano!r "t ,i 0 aw>e ( /&+ 9 ! d>k1 sword 9 h& 7,i seem$ to be a man & ! seem+ 0 n /range to me71 li/5+ ) furi\s pulses to a confusion ( cla%+ blades & /amp+ ( feet4 ,"u ! surface ( passionate excitem5t ! deep] sub-consci\sness said3 ,all is lo/6 ,! conspiracy is a failure6 ,i 0 aw>e ( a cool bravado :i* recogniz$ ! uselessness ( attempt+ escape4 ,! dice _h be5 ?r[n--!y _h turn$ up wrong1 t 0 all4 ,yet s vigor\s & c\rage\s 0 ! he>t ( ?is man t he 0 /ill buoyantly unafraid4 ,!re 0 a ru% ( bodies by him2 ! door swung back aga9/ him1 cru%+ him to ! wall1 & a few mom5ts lat]1 "u gu>d1 he 0 pass+ ?r\gh a long1 l[ corridor ( /one4 ,! tor*es %[$ ! gro9$ ar* above him1 &1 a cell be+ unlock$1 = ! fir/ "t he felt afraid4 ,inside 0 a big be> ) a coll> ab\t its neck1 & two villa9\s-fac$ m\ntebanks sat surlily ^u ! floor4 ,! man 0 v mu* afraid at ! ?\ght ( su* companions1 = 8 h&s 7 ti$ & he _h no sword2 yet he reason$ jovially ) 8 gu>ds1 n wi%+ to %[ 8 real t]ror4 ,aft] "s prote/s 8 sword 0 return$ to him & he /epp$ inside1 aga9 *e]fully confid5t4 ,! door clang$ to beh9d him & ! dream fad$4 ,all ! conditions ( ! dream1 ! *ange ( sex1 ! /range clo!s & faces1 ! ar*$ corridor1 ! m5 ) ! be>1 seem$ to my s5ses p]fectly natural4 ,!y 7 q commonplace1 & ( c\rse4 ,= ! mo/ "p1 h[ev]1 my dreams are ! fanta/ic hodge-podge common to dream]s1 su* z might result f ! unsort$1 unclassifi$ memories ( a ?\s& p]sons flung d[n 9 a heap toge!r & grasp$ )\t *oice4 ,"o curi\s fact ,i h not$ is t ?\gh ,i am a wide & omnivor\s read]1 ,i h nev] _h a dream or impression 9 sleep :i* might n h be5 "p ( ! exp]i5ce ( "s "o ( ,european or ,am]ican ance/ry4 ,i am an ard5t read] ( travel & adv5ture1 b nev] h ,i imag9$ myself 9 ,africa1 nor h ! l&scapes ( my dreams be5 o!r ?an ,european or ,am]ican4 ,mr4 ,h[ells1 9 ,true ,i ,talk ( ,dreams1 add$ confirmation on ?is po9t by say+ t he _h nev] be5 able to discov] a dream] :o _h se5 9 8 dreams a dragon or any su* bea/ ( impossible proportions4 ,x sugge/s itself--en passant--t dragons & o!r su* fe>ful wild f[l are n uncommon 9 ! cataclysmic visions ( delirium1 b p]haps ! pot5cy ( fev]1 ( drugs1 ( alcohol1 or ( mania1 may op5 up deeps ( memory1 ( primordial memory1 t are clos$ to ! mild] magic ( sleep4 ,! subtle poison 9 ! grape may gnaw ?r\gh ! walls ( ,"t & give ! memory sight ( ^? t]rible days :5 we wall[$--nameless %apes--9 ! primval slime4 ,:o kn[s :e!r ,alex&] ! ,great1 cr[n+ himself ) ! gold ( ,b$lam's /raws1 may n be only =getful ( ! ye>s t gape betwe5 him & 8 k+ly ,mac$onian ance/or8 ,ev5 ,horatio's philosophy did n plumb all ! my/]ies ( life & ( h]$ity4 ,ano!r int]e/+ fact1 9 ?is connection1 is t ^? :o come ( a class :o h l$ n>r[ & unev5tful lives = g5]ations dream b little1 & t dully & )\t mu* s5sation2 :ile ! *ildr5 ( adv5tur\s & travell$ ance/ors--m5 & wom5 ^: passions h be5 pr(\ndly /irr$--h _! nights fill$ ) ! movem5t ( old =gott5 f>-(f ?+s & battles long ago4 ,aga91 x is a fact t _m p]sons1 :ile hov]+ on ! bord]s ( sleep1 b /ill vaguely consci\s1 are accu/om$ to see pictures ( all mann] ( disconnect$ ?+s--_m ( !m sc5es or faces :i* h nev] _h "p 9 _! wak+ life--drift+ sl[ly across ! d>kness ( ! clos$ lid l ! pictures ( a magic lant]n across a %eet /ret*$ to receive !m1 & ^!1 by undisc]nible gradations1 lead ! sleep] away into ! l& ( dreams1 ! dim treasure h\se ( memory & ! pa/4 ,if a dream is a memory1 !n ! /ories ( _! mom5t>y duration are easily cr$ible4 ,! fall+ rod ^u ! sleep]'s neck might recall1 z by a lightn+ fla%1 "s sc5e 9 ! ,r$ ,t]ror 9 :i* 8 ance/or p>ticipat$--an ance/or s ne>ly alli$1 p]haps1 to ! victim suff]+ "u ! knife z to "k all ! agonies vic>i\sly1 & leave ! trag$y bitt5 into 8 memory & 8 blood =ev]4 ,:5 ! words h]$ity or in/9ct are contemplat$ 9 _! broad s5se !y mean no m ?an inh]it$ memory4 ,! exp]i5ces ( _m g5]ations tea* ! animal its prop] food & me?ods ( def5ce4 ,! fitte/ survive because !y h inh]it$ mo/ cle>ly ! memories ( ! be/ means ( secur+ n\ri%m5t & escap+ enemies4 ,! m>vell\s facility gradually acquir$ by artisans :o = g5]ations practise a simil> craft is b ! direct transmission ( ! bra9's treasures4 ,9 sleep ! bra9 is peculi>ly active 9 c]ta9 directions1 n be+ di/ract$ by ! multitude ( impressions con/antly convey$ to x by ! five s5ses1 & exp]im5ts ) hypnotic sleep]s prove t "s ( its functions become 9 sleep abnormally acute & vigor\s4 ,:y n ! function ( memory8 ,! possessions :i* dur+ ! wak+ h\rs 7 useless1 & !re=e reject$ by ! w1 surge up aga91 vivid & pot5t1 & troop be=e ! p]ception unsummon$1 motley & fanta/ic2 s]v+ no purpose m app>5t ?an d ! idle1 disconnect$ recollections ( "o's wak+ mom5ts ( dream9ess--& yet x may hap1 )al1 t ! tireless bra91 =ev] turn+ ov] & ov] its heirlooms 9 ! night1 is seek+ "h an inspiration1 or !re a memory1 to be us$ 9 t fi]ce & complex /ruggle call$ ,life4 ,novemb] #f4 ,! ,f\nta9 ( ,salmacis4 ,g---- 0 talk+ ye/]day ab\t ! ,sonnets f ! ,portuguese4 ,lik$ !m4 ,?\ght !m ! high-wat] m>k ( ,fem99e ,poetry4444 ,alas1 !n1 = t capitaliz$ v>iety ( v]se6 ,to me ^! sonnets are extremely disagreeable4 ,!re is a type ( man ^: love is intol]ably odi\s 9 all its manife/ations to a :olesome woman4 ,%e feels t he is too ne>ly ak9 to h] own sex = 8 love to seem a natural1 virile ?+4 ,o!r m5 nev] appe> to guess ?is cause ( p]si/5t lack ( success ) wom54 ,!y say3 ,jones is a good fell[--mode/1 clean-m9d$1 g5tle1--:y is he s unlucky ) wom58 ,! tru? is1 wom5 l brutes4 ,! und]ly+ fem99ity ( ,jones is n repulsive to !m4 ,!y probably feel1 h[ev]1 ! same repugnance = ! t5d]nesses ( wom5 :o are too ne>ly ak9 to !mselves4 ,! ,greeks seem to h ?\ght ab\t & obs]v$ ?is4 ,f _! ke5 vision none ( ! ph5om5a ( life1 app>5tly1 0 hid1 & !y 7 q aw>e ( ?is occasional confusion ( ! nature & p]son ( ! sex4 ,z usual !y typifi$ x & inv5t$ leg5ds ab\t x1 ?\gh !y 7 n1 ( c\rse1 aw>e ( its cause--! atavi/ic t5d5cy to ?r[ back to ! primordial condition :5 bo? sexes exi/$ 9 ! same individual2 b !n !y 7 poets & n sci5ti/s4 ,!y got at ess5tial tru?s by in/9ct & reveal$ _! k by beautiful sugge/ion r ?an by exact analysis4 ,! dry-z-du/s fail ev5 yet to see t _! m>bles & leg5ds are z valuable 9 ! /udy ( life z ,g]man !ses4 ,! ,sonnets f ! ,portuguese give me ! un:olesome1 uncom=table s5se t "o gets f ^? unlucky fem99e m5 & mascul9e wom54 ,!y m+le 9 a disagreeable fa%ion ! pride & res]ve ( ! woman :o receives wor%ip & ! ab&on & aggressiv5ess ( ! man :o sues4 ,"o wond]s :y wom5 _c write poetry8--or r1 to speak ) m exactness--are nev] poets4 ,once or twice 9 _! lives1 p]haps1 !y may speak ) sacr$ fire1 b !y are nev]1 9 ! full mean+ ( ! ^w1 poets4 ,!y _c rise out ( !mselves4 ,gosse says ( ,mrs4 ,br[n+3 ,%e 0 n /riv+ to produce an effect2 %e 0 try+ ) all ! ef=t ( :i* h] _s 0 capable to say exactly :at 0 9 h] he>t4 ,!re is ! :ole secret ( ! fem99e failure 9 art4 ,x always deg5]ates into an attempt to express1 n humanity1 b ! individual woman4 ,woman is inevitably p]sonal4 ,%e /ill sits alone at ! door ( h] wigwam4 ,( humanity1 %e is ignorant1 & to x is1 moreov]1 indiff]5t4 ,mrs4 ,br[n+ 0 only once %ak5 out ( h]self--:5 %e wrote t f9e pla9t ,de ,pr(undis--voic+ ! griefs ( ! _m 9 tell+ ( h] own4 ,aft] all1 a portrait ( "o's self only is n art1 or is art 9 its mo/ limit$ =m4 ,aurora ,leigh & all ! re/ are simply ,elizabe? ,b>rett mask+ "u o!r names4 ,h[ev] mu* ! h& may resemble ,esau's1 ! voice is always ! voice ( ,jacob4 ,byron _h ^! same fem99e limitations--dress+ up 7z ! *ildr5 say7 z a ,pirate1 a ,turk1 or ! l1 & recit+ a rhym$ ,ba$ek] = ! b5efit ( ! untravell$2 b :e!r ,pirate or ,gia\r1 always unmi/akably ,byron4 ,:at ! wom5 ) poetic gifts c d is to translate delightfully4 ,mrs4 ,br[n+'s translations ( ,he9e are q ! be/ 9 exi/5ce4 ,emma ,laz>us made an ,engli% v]sion ( ,une ,nuit de ,mai t is almo/ m delightful ?an ! orig9al4 ,%e might h enri*$ our treasury ( v]se ) priceless transf]5ces2 in/ead ( :i* %e wa/$ h] gifts ^u unimportant expressions ( h]self4 ,novemb] #bj4 ,two ,siegfri$s4 ,a---- says !re is no def9ite1 ab/ract /&>d ( beauty or p]fection4 ,we 7 talk+ ( ,jean de ,reszke's ,siegfri$4 ,a---- 0 completely satisfi$ ) x4 ,i expla9$ t he 0 s only because he _h n se5 ,alv>y 9 ! "p4 ,a---- 0 sure t ev5 if he _h done s de ,reszke might /ill be be/ to 8 ta/e2 ass]t+ aga9 t !re 0 no ideal good 9 art1 b only pref]5ce4 ,( c\rse he does say ?is = ! v reason t ,i advanc$--because he _h n se5 ,alv>y4 ,poor beautiful "y creature6 ,he di$ rec5tly 9 ,g]many 9 horrible1 useless1 ridicul\s pa94 ,wagn]1 ,i am sure1 w\ld h ?\ght him ! ideal ,siegfri$1 = he nev] made vocal gymna/ics a feti%1 b dem&$ satisfaction = ! eye z mu* z = ! e>4 ,alv>y's ,siegfri$ 0 ! v embodim5t ( spl5did1 gold51 joy\s y\?4 ,balmung beat5 into %ape1 he sprang f ! =ge1 :irl+ x & laugh+ at its glitt] z an ec/atic *ild might4 ,! splitt+ ( ! anvil 0 ! m]e sudd5 caprice ( y\?ful bravado & mis*ief4 ,he look$ ab\t = an in/ant to f9d some?+ on :i* to te/ 8 new toy1 & /ruck ! iron 9 half z a boy w\ld snip (f ! head ( a daisy ) 8 new :ip4 ,all 8 movem5ts _h ! unprem$itat$ness ( y\?4 ,drunk ) ! /ruggle & ! triumph ( 8 conte/ ) ! dragon1 he kill$ ,mime m to sate ?is new lu/ ( p[] ?an to mete out ju/ice or due puni%m5t4 ,he ?rew himself1 sweat+ ) ex]tion1 & swell+ ) a new realization ( 8 manhood1 ^u ! grasses by ! /ream1 & z ! breezes cool$ 8 body & _s1 & ! s(t peace ( ! gre5 _w /ole ^u him1 romance woke 9 8 face & voice3 ! r\gh unc\?ness ( boyhood fell away l a disc>d$ g>m5t4 ,:o t once saw & he>d x c ev] =get ^? fre% tones or t slim-wai/$ boy w&]+ away into ! sunlit =e/1 8 beautiful dream+ face lift$ ye>n+ly to ! ?rill+ bird voice t sang ( love8444 ,y\? seek+ passion--! sleep+ woman r+$ ) fire4 ,ah me6--all our he>ts a*$ aft] him2 aft] our own spl5did mom5t4 ,x is useless to say t ?is is n absolute beauty4 ,x is impossible t a heavy-foot$ t5or 7^: belt w\ld h s]v$ = a saddle gir?7 ) a squ>e ,sclav head & p5dul\s *eeks c be equaliz$ to ! o!r by individual ta/e4 ,su* ta/e is simply bad4 ,janu>y #f4 ,a ,door ,aj>4 ,i h be5 read+ ,pat]'s ,greek ,/udies2 a volume :i* an amiable fri5d pres5t$ to me z a ,*ri/mas gift4 ,x affects me physically z well z m5tally4 ,i mu/ lay ! book d[n n[ & !n1 because ,i f9d my he>t beats & my temples gr[ moi/4 ,x is z if its cov]s 7 doors op5+ into ! o!r _w--t _w t is always j beyond "o4 ,i don't "k :e!r x is a common exp]i5ce1 b f my e>lie/ *ildhood ,i h always _h a sort ( belief t if "o /oop$ v l[1 held "o's brea?1 & made a bold spr+1 "o w\ld break ?r\gh & "u ! b>ri]1 & be ,!re6 ,or "o might g v sudd5ly ar\nd a corn] & be ,!re4 ,always !re 0 ! s5sation t x 0 ly+ j beyond1 j outside ( "o's self1 & t only a c]ta9 heav9ess ( ! fle%1 a c]ta9 lack ( conc5tration ( att5tion1 prev5t$ "o's p>ticipation 9 x4 ,twice ! door almo/ op5$4 ,i sprang 9 _s to cross ! ?re%old1 & !re 0--no?+4 ,! door 0 slamm$ 9 my face1 b ,i nev] =got t ,i _h ne>ly got ?r\gh4 ,x 0 l dea?4 ,z if "o's bra9 & he>t _h sudd5ly gr[n va/ & vap\riz$4 ,pat]'s book r\ses "s e*o ( ^? s5sations4 ,i c't def9e :at ! o!r life is4 ,x is all ar\nd me4 ,i feel x 9 ! wat] :5 ,i swim--a s5ti5cy4 ,if ,i c\ld only look close en\gh into ! %ift+ dep?s1 ,i %\ld see--a h& clasp$ quickly en\gh w\ld grasp--:at always j evades4 ,i feel x ar\nd me1 brea?+ & wat*+ 9 ! woods4 ,x is :at ,i _c q cat* 9 ! talk ( ! birds4 ,x is :at ! animals say ) _! eyes4 ,! ,greeks und]/ood x4 ,!y call$ x ,pan1 & ,cybele1 & ,dionysus1 or dryads 9 ! woods1 or nymphs 9 ! f\nta91 b ^? 7 only t]ms by :i* !y tri$ to express ! inexpressible4 ,x is s subtle--s intoxicat+4 ,x is l love--a rebl5d+ ) all ! elem5ts ( nature4 ,"o a*es & /ra9s t[>d x1 & yet feels a delici\s1 %udd]+ reluctance to "k4 ,janu>y #g4 ,at ,"t ( ,dea?4 ,oh ,high ,he>t ( m9e1 ,n[ li/ to a wond]6 ,?\ %alt v5t ?y great rages ,9 lightn+ & ?und]4 ,& ! =ce ( ?y fury1 m mighty ?an !y1 ,%all rock m\nta9s1 & rip !m asund]4 ,:5 ?\ weepe/1 oh ,he>t6 ,all ?y bitt] deplor+ ,9 ! :ite :irl+ ra9s ,%all h angui%$ outp\r+4 ,& ! salt & ! s\nd ( ?y grief1 l ! sea1 ,%ake ! night ) its sull5 wild ro>+4 ,:5 ?\ love/1 oh ,he>t6 ,into sudd5 fi]ce fl[]1 ',nea? ?y passionate brea? ,9 "o raptur\s h\r1 ,e>? %all blossom1 all crimson & trembl+ ) love1 ,/irr$ to he>t by ?y rage & ?y p[]4 ,!n1 high ,he>t1 be brave6 ,?is dea? is b r5d+ ,( limits t vex$1 ,& ! ultimate bl5d+ ,) ! cosmical passions ( ,nature ?9e own1 ,made immortal1 insatiate1 un5d+4 ,janu>y #aj4 ,! ,curse ( ,babel4 ,b\tet de ,monvel1 :o _h be5 l5d+ ,h---- a polite b obvi\sly fatigu$ att5tion1 got up ) alacrity z ! clock /ruck t5 & b[$ himself out1 ) t milit>y b5d ( ! hips *>act]i/ic ( ,fr5* salutes4 ,h---- pass$ 8 h&k]*ief ar\nd ! top ( 8 coll> & said3 ,damn ,babel6 ,we all laugh$4 ,n[1 "h1 said ,h----1 indignantly1 is a man ) a beautiful m9d1 a man full ( beautiful ?\ghts & visions1 & because ( ^? inf]nal ,fr5* v]b inflections1 because !y w call tables & *airs 'he' & '%e' in/ead ( 'x1' ,i c't communicate ) him )\t bor+ him to dea?4 ,we ,engli%-speak+ p are a great deal m l5i5t4 ,"s ( ! pleasante/ talks ,i've ev] _h h be5 ) =eign]s :o wad$ ?r\gh a slaught] ( my native tongue to a positive ?rone 9 my respect4 ,b no =eign] c ev] tol]ate brok5 ,fr5* or ,spani%4 ,!y jump to ! imm$iate conclusion t a man :o c't speak _! abom9able gibb]i% correctly mu/ be ei!r a boor or a fool1 & !y don't take ! pa9s to conceal t impression4 ,:y don't !y le>n to speak ,engli%1 s t a human be+ c\ld talk to !m8 ,r---- told a /ory ( rec5t exp]i5ce 9 ,italy1 :i* he ?\ght sugge/$ an equal arrogance 9 ! ,anglo-,saxon4 ,he _h wat*$ a "y woman1 an ,am]ican1 on ! railway plat=m at ,naples1 expla9+ 9 lucid ,engli% to ! port] h] wi%es conc]n+ h] luggage4 ,! port] />$1 %rugg$1 & seiz$ a bag4 ,! girl caught 8 arm4 ,put t d[n1 %e said /]nly4 ,i mean t to g 9 ! c>riage ) me4 ,^? two trunks are to be labell$ = ,rome & put 9 ! van4 ,! port] began to ge/iculate & gabble4 ,!re's no use mak+ s mu* noise1 %e comm5t$ contemptu\sly4 ,j d z ,i tell y & don't lose "t4 ,! ,italian hun*$ 8 %\ld]s1 ?rew 8 h&s out 9 fan-l ge/ures1 & made volcanic appeals to heav54 ,r----1 :o is %y1 b *ivalr\s1 & :o speaks six ,italian dialects1 felt call$ ^u to take "p4 ,excuse me1 ,madam1 he said1 b y seem to be hav+ "s difficulty ) y\r luggage4 ,z ,i speak ,italian1 p]haps ,i may be ( s]vice to y4 ,! girl turn$ a cold eye ^u him & wav$ him away4 ,?ank y1 %e said1 y are v k9d1 b all ! _w has got to speak ,engli% ev5tually1 & !re is no use indulg+ ^! p 9 _! ridicul\s ,italian n[6 ,janu>y #ad4 ,! ,f\r? ,dim5sion4 ,i lun*$ ) ,m>y ,r---- ye/]day & he>d a curi\s /ory4 ,mrs4 ,m----1 :o is ord9>ily s amus+1 seem$ di/rait & di/urb$ all ?r\gh ! meal1 & :5 ! o!r wom5 _h gone1 ,m>y1 :o is extremely s5sitive & sympa!tic to ! /ate ( m9d ( ev]yone ab\t h]1 l$ ,mrs4 ,m----1 9 a mann] fasc9at+ 9 its skilfulness1 to unpack h] ov]lad5 _s4 ,%e said3 ,i h be5 sp5d+ ! morn+ ) a fri5d1 :o is half mad ) melan*olia4 ,%e has _h a t]rible exp]i5ce4 ,%e is a ,philadelphia woman4 ,h] husb& 0 a manufactur] ( w9d[ glass4 ,he di$ ab\t five ye>s ago f typhoid fev] & left h] ) a small =tune & two daught]s2 "o f\rte5 ye>s old1 "o sev5te5--nice1 rosy1 :olesome1 well br\ght up girls4 ,!y _h always want$ to travel1 b dur+ h] husb&'s lifetime he 0 too busy & %e w\ld nev] leave him4 ,ab\t a ye> aft] 8 dea?1 !y conclud$1 z ! lease ( _! h\se _h run out1 to /ore _! furniture & g abroad = a "t1 ) ! idea t ! girls c\ld p]fect !mselves 9 languages & music & see some?+ ( ! _w4 ,i don't want y to ?9k !re 0 any?+ s5sational ab\t !m4 ,!y 7 j quiet1 middle-class ,philadelphians1--y "k ! type1--mode/1 conv5tional1 devot$ to ! proprieties4 ,t's :at makes _! /ory all ! m tragic4 ,!y arriv$ 9 ,london2 took quiet lodg+s 9 ,dov] ,/reet1 & conclud$ to sp5d six mon?s 9 ,engl&1 see+ ! sights1 & mak+ ^! ,london lodg+s _! headqu>t]s4 ,!y _h be5 !re all ?r\gh ! mon? ( ,may1 do+ picture gall]ies1 *ur*es1 & ! museums1 & occasionally a !atre4 ,"o ,saturday !y _h tickets = a conc]t1 & z ! place 0 ne> & ! day 0 f9e1 !y decid$ to walk to ! place :]e ! conc]t 0 to be giv51 /opp+ at a %op 9 ,reg5t /reet on ! way to give an ord] ab\t some?+ be+ made !re4 ,i don't "k :at x 01 or :]e ! %op 0 situat$1 b at all ev5ts ! ?ree 7 walk+ abrea/1 ! girls *att]+ & jok+ ab\t ! ord]4 ,! sidewalk 0 v cr[d$1 s t ! "m /epp$ ahead1 b he>d h] daught]s' voices at h] elb[ = sev]al m9utes4 ,! /reet grew cle>] z %e w5t1 & %e turn$ to beckon ! girls alongside aga94 ,%e didn't see !m1 & /ood a few mom5ts = !m to cat* up4 ,aft] wait+ a:ile %e walk$ back & /ill miss$ !m4 ,x occurr$ to h] t !y might h pass$ ahead )\t h] notic+ x1 & gone on to ! %op :]e !y _h plann$ to /op1 s %e w5t !re & wait$ tw5ty m9utes4 ,!n %e imag9$ !y might h miss$ _! way1 & gone to ! conc]t hall to wait = h]4 ,by ?is "t %e felt suffici5t anxiety to hail a cab1 b no "o _h se5 !m at ! conc]t hall1 & %e h]self _h all ?ree ( ! tickets1 s %e return$ to _! lodg+s1 sure t !y w\ld turn up !re ev5tually 9 any case4 ,at six o'clock !y 7 /ill abs5t1 & really fright5$ by ?is "t %e visit$ all ! ne>-by police /ations1 b c\ld get no news ( !m4 ,t 0 f\r ye>s ago1 & f t day to ?is %e has nev] se5 or he>d ( !m4 ,%e has travell$ all ov] ,europe & return$ twice to ,am]ica1 has adv]tis$ 9 e possible way1 & has employ$ ! be/ detectives ( bo? cont95ts4 ,n[ %e has come back = ! ?ird "t1 utt]ly brok5 9 heal? & =tune4 ,_! home 9 ,philadelphia has become a bo>d+-h\se1 & %e has tak5 a room & w sp5d ! re/ ( h] life !re1 hop+ t 9 t way1 if !y ev] return1 !y may be able to rea* h]4 ,ne>ly all h] money has gone 9 ! se>*1 & h] m9d is almo/ equally a wreck4 ,%e goes ov] to ,philadelphia ?is aft]noon1 & ,i w5t 9 ! morn+ to tell h] good-by4 ,m>y said--h] lips 7 :ite--,b1 good heav5s1 ,emily6 :]e c\ld ! girls h gone8 ,t's ! t]rible "p ( x1 ,mrs4 ,m---- answ]$4 ,"o c't imag9e4 ,!y 7 bo? s "y4 ,x 0 9 a =eign c\ntry3 !y _h no money4 ,z f> z ! "m knew1 nei!r _h1 nor c\ld h _h1 any reason = go+1 nor anyone a reason = tak+ !m4 ,if "o only _h gone "o might suspect a lov]1 or a sudd5 ab]ration ( m9d1 b !re 7 two2 x 0 9 broad daylight4 ,?ree m9utes be=e !y _h be5 beside h]4 ,!re 0 no /ruggle1 no accid5t4 ,no "o c\ld h sil5tly c>ri$ (f or made way ) two gr[n girls 9 ,reg5t ,/reet 9 midday4 ,"o m9ute !y 7 !re1 laugh+1 happy1 & commonplace1 & ! next m9ute !y _h vani%$ utt]ly & =ev]1 )\t a ^w or a cry4 ,b :y has "o nev] he>d ( x8 ,i said4 ,well1 ( c\rse1 ! "m kept x out ( ! pap]s4 ,= a long "t %e fe>$ !y might h be5 ! victims ( ! sort ( p]son :o preys on "y girls1 & dread$ t !re %\ld be a sc&al by :i* _! lives %\ld be ru9$ if !y ev] return$4 ,to-day ,i ?9k %e w\ld be glad to f9d !m ev5 9 ! l[e/ bro!l1 if %e might only see !m aga94 ,hadn't any ( ! police or detectives a !ory8 ,oh1 ?\s&s at fir/1 b !y nev] bore any fruit4 ,consid] all ! circum/ances4 ,!y 7 s5sible1 self-reliant ,am]ican girls4 ,by ?is "t1 if !y 7 alive1 !y w\ld h f\nd "s means ( communicat+ ) _! "m4 ,%e has publi%$ gu>d$ appeals1 :i* !y w\ld und]/&1 & always 9 ! ,engli% language1 9 ab\t e pap] 9 ?is c\ntry & ,europe4 ,b :at d y ?9k8 ,:at c "o ?9k8 ,c y conceive ( any solution :5 y consid] all ! facts8 ,has ! "m no !ory8 ,well1 %e has1 b !n %e is h>dly s5sible1 y "k1 aft] ! /ra9 ( su* an exp]i5ce4 ,y've he>d ( ! ,f\r? ,dim5sion1 hav5't y8 ,%e says if t's n ! explanation1 %e _c imag9e any o!r4 ,%e doesn't really believe x1 ,i ?9k1 b %e says if !y did n /umble into x1 :]e are !y8 ,& :at answ] c "o give h]8 ,by ?is "t x 0 late1 & ,i came away4 ,outside ! sun 0 %9+ & ! trolley c>s buzz+ by4 ,! !ory ( ! ,f\r? ,dim5sion seem$ absurd1 b ,i wond]$ :]e ^? poor "y girls c\ld h gone1 & felt an oppression 9 my brea?+4 ,janu>y #bc4 ,! ,ant & ! ,l>k4 ,:o1 ,i wond]1 0 ! /upid phrase-mak] guilty ( say+ t ,g5ius 0 only an inf9ite capacity = tak+ pa9s8 ,& yet ,%akespe>e1 accord+ to tradition1 nev] blott$ a l9e4 ,h[ mu* pa9s _h ! little ,moz>t tak5 :5 he began 8 fir/ conc]t t\r8 ,creation comes swiftly & ) heat4 ,! man :o mu/ take inf9ite pa9s 9 production is nev] a g5ius4 ,inde$1 :5 "o sees h[ little ! creation ( beauty1 h>mony1 or ideas is relat$ to _! human creator1 h[ little1 9 a way1 he seems relat$ to !m1 "o is almo/ incl9$ to imag9e t some:]e !re exi/s a great res]voir ( =ce & t ! g5ius is m]ely a cock ?r\gh :i* ! creative fluid runs4 ,he happ5s to be ! cock t is turn$ on :ile ! h&les ( ! o!rs are left unt\*$4 99 99 99 99 99 ,!re 0 once a v ambiti\s & indu/ri\s ,ant4 ,its home 0 9 a field :]e ! grass & fl[]s bloom$4 ,?is ,ant _h convictions z to ! be/ uses ( life1 & wa/$ no "t4 ,s _m h\rs a day %e devot$ to ! improvem5t ( h] m9d1 & s _m to h] life lab\r1 :i* 0 to build an ant-hill4 ,e>ly & late %e toil$1 & z %e toil$ %e ?\ght v deeply1 elaborat+ num]\s excell5t & noble !ories4 ,all h] !ories conc]n$ ! be/ use ( opportunities1 & ! do+ ( "s "w :i* %\ld make ! _w bett] because %e _h exi/$4 ,once 9 a long :ile1 :5 q worn out by h] lab\rs1 %e w\ld climb to ! top ( a blade ( grass1 & look out into ! _w4 ,sometimes ! sun 0 j ris+ & ! field 0 damasc5$ ) ! blue & :ite cups ( morn+-glories1 & sometimes x 0 ev5+ & ! moon silv]$ ! dew-hung grass1 :i* palpitat$ ) fireflies4 ,at su* times a div9e ye>n+ & great long+ fill$ ! he>t ( ! tir$ little emmet1 & %e w\ld hurry d[n to h] "w at once1 say+ bravely to h]self3 ,if ,i wa/e a mom5t my hill w nev] be high en\gh to look out ^u ?is beautiful _w4 ,& s w\ld toil on )\t ceas+1 tak+ ! greate/ pa9s ) e gra9 ( s&1 fitt+ & refitt+ x into its place ) inf9ite pa9s1 & com=t+ h]self = h] sl[ progress by say+3 ,i am really n v old yet4 ,i /ill h a great _m days 9 :i* to complete my "w4 ,& w\ld make "s excuse to h]self = go+ d[n to /& on ! gr\nd beside x & ga9 enc\ragem5t by not+ h[ mu* great] 0 ! hill ?an h] own /ature1 & !n w5t happily back to h] task4 ,ne> ! ,ant's hill a l>k _h built its home--a c>eless body1 :o r\ghly kick$ out ! e>? = a ne/1 & :o1 be+ dull z %e sat on h] eggs1 conv]s$ at times ) ! ,ant1 = :om ! matron manife/$ an ill-conceal$ contempt4 ,9 heav5's "n6 %e said1 ,:at is ! use ( we>+ y\rself to sk9 & bone work+ on t hill8 ,isn't x q big en\gh = y\r uses already8 ,yes1 repli$ ! ,ant1 pati5tly1 b x is e "o's duty to make ! _w z beautiful z !y c1 & ,i want to build ! bigge/ & mo/ beautiful ant-hill 9 ! _w4 ,& oh6--%e cri$1 clasp+ h] little paws & ) a hungry look 9 h] eyes--,i d s want to be fam\s6 ,fiddle-de-dee6 answ]$ ! br[n bird1 contemptu\sly4 ,fam\s6--:at is t8 ,are y we>+ y\rself out = su* nons5se8 ,z = me1 give me a fat worm = breakfa/ & luck ) my eggs1 & x's all ,i ask4 ,say+ :i*1 %e tuck$ h] head "u h] w+ & w5t to sleep1 :ile ! ,ant hurri$ away to f9i% ! daily task %e set h]self4 ,9 c\rse ( "t a "y l>k 0 hat*$4 ,a great r$1 sprawl+1 fea!rless ?+1 ) a big bill & no idea b worms4 ,! ,ant us$ to try sometimes1 :5 8 "m 0 abs5t hunt+ food1 to tea* ! ugly "y ?+ "s ( h] own excell5t !ories1 b ! bird only bl9k$ sleepily & scornfully & nev] answ]$ a ^w1 s ! ,ant 0 reluctantly oblig$ to give up ! hope ( ev] inspir+ him ) ! nobl] ambitions ( life4 ,%e 0 gr[+ mu* enc\rag$ ab\t h] own "w4 ,all ! o!r ants 9 ! field wond]$ at & admir$ x1 & z "o c\ld ne>ly see out above ! grasses by /&+ ^u h] hill on tiptoe1 ! happy insect began to dream ( immortality4 ,by ?is "t1 too1 ! "y l>k _h gr[n fea!rs1 & "o morn+ he /umbl$ out ( ! ne/1 flutt]$ a mom5t to try 8 w+s1 & sudd5ly1 bur/+ into a flood ( song1 so>$ upw>d into ! sunlit blue4 ,! ,ant fell to ! e>?1 brea?less & p>alyz$1 b 9 a mom5t1 /ifl+ h] pa9 & despair1 %e rose up & began1 f m]e habit1 fitt+ m gra9s ( s& into h] unf9i%$ hill4 ,a ,poet walk$ 9 ! field t day1 m$itat+ "s v]ses ^u ! div9e gift ( g5ius4 ,he cri$ al\d ) joy at ! l>k's song1 & :ile he gaz$ upw>d /umbl$ ov] ! ,ant's hill & demoli%$ x1 b 9 8 note-book he wrote3 ,oh1 miracle ( ,g5ius1 t lifts ! ,sons ( ,god on gold5 p9ions to ! gates ( heav51 :ile ! dull myriads toil futilely at ,babels bel[4 ,janu>y #bi4 ,! ,dppelgang]4 ,i suppose t ev]yone :o has rea*$ maturity has be5 aw>e ( a s5se ( a dual p]sonality--( a some?+ )9 him t is a me & a n me2 ( oppos+ influ5ces t puzzle 8 judgm5t1 weak5 8 resolves1 & w>p 8 int5tion4 ,^! natures he f9ds engag$ 9 an et]nal conflict :i* sways him f ! c\rse he w\ld in/9ctively foll[1 & draws him along l9es ( ?\ght & conduct satisfy+ to nei!r side ( 8 be+1 & a*iev+ only a helpless compromise betwe5 ! two4 ,to be8--,or n to be8 cont5d ! two at e cross+ ( ! tangl$ me%es ( exi/5ce1 & nei!r disputant is ev] conv9c$ by ! o!r's logic4 ,to sleep--says "o4 ,p]*ance to dream1 replies ! o!r coldly2 & s gives pause to ,hamlet's swift int5tions4 ,:i* is ! real man8 ,! ,hamlet ^: s\l lu/s = sudd5 brute rev5ge1 ^: prompt+s are ! in/9ctive play ( ! natural man1 or t frigid c5sor :o *ecks ! impulses ( ! fir/ speak] & *ills him ) cold reasons & balanc+s ( "r & wrong1 s t ! sword falls f 8 n]veless h& at ! v mom5t ( opportunity8 ,or aft] all1 is ! real man ! "o ^: actions are a cont9ual endeav\r to /e] betwe5 ! two prompt+s2 ! ,hamlet ^: do+s are n 9 direct answ] to ei!r voice--are b furi\s & confus$ outbur/s ( indecision8 ,if x 7 at all possible to decide betwe5 ! two1 "o w\ld incl9e to ?9k t ! second voice1 t *ill+ critic1 0 ano!r self1 ali5 to u1 ?\gh entr5*$ 9 ! v dep?s ( ! s\l--0 ! n me1 9 ev]la/+ opposition to ! me--0 ! pa/ w>r+ ) ! pres5t4 ,! w>m1 impulsive1 blund]+ me we "k1 b :o is t o!r8 ,:5ce comes ?is d\ble1 ?is alt] ego1 ?is bosom's "l1 & /range1 nameless gho/ :o haunts ! h\se ( life8 ,h[ _m ?\s& dea?s h we di$ to give him life8 ,= he is inexpressibly ag$1 inf9itely sophi/icat$2 & :ile ! me /ill cr[ns its locks ) y\?'s gold5 illusions1 he is grey ) k & ho>y ) dis5*antm5t4 ,?\gh a "p ( our mo/ intimate selves1 he is n at "o ) u4 ,he sympa?izes ) none ( our en?usiasms1 is tempt$ by none ( our s9s4444 ,s9s6444 :at %\ld he d eat+ =bidd5 fruit :o is all comp\nd$ ( ! k ( good & evil8 ,ye %all be z gods1 hav+ eat5 ( t tree--& l a god he sits 9 ! dusk ( ! s\l's seat1 kn[+ ! pa/1 pr$icat+ ! future1 calmly behold+ ! fulfill+ ( our de/9y4 ,& yet is 8 grim wisdom ( no avail1 s9ce--a %ad[y ,cass&ra--he w>ns 9 va94 ,8 deity-%ip is ( no m wor? ?an t ( ! ,olympian heav5s1 :i* might puni% or rew>d1 b c\ld n div]t ! decrees ( a p[] high] ?an itself4 ,x is inde$ ! fate ( all gods to h _! creations caught f betwe5 _! %ap+ h&s by ! bl9d1 fumbl+ f+]s ) ! %e>s4 ,gods may tea*2 may comm&2 may ban or bless1 b ! be+ once made is ,fate's creature1 n !irs4 ,?is cynical1 impot5t dppelgang] goes by _m names4 ,8 ,*ri/ian cognom5 is ,consci5ce1 & 8 voice is rais$ to exalt ,*ri/ian t5ets ( clean liv+ & high ?9k+4 ,?\ %alt surely die1 he declaims f ! alt> :]e he we>s ) *e]ful indiff]5ce ! liv]y ( a fai? 9 :i* he has no "p1 & we walk cont5t$ly 9 ! pa? he designates1 flatt]+ ourselves ^u be+ upheld & guid$ by ! voice ( omnipot5t tru?1 until passion trips our heels ) "s hidd5 sn>e1 &1 roll+ headlong 9 ! mire1 we lift our /a9$ faces 9 a/oni%m5t to behold t calm-lidd$ c\nt5ance all un/irr$ by our wild mi%ap4 ,he =esaw1 b he 0 helpless to prev5t1 nor does he greatly c>e1 s9ce he also kn[s t age aft] age e re9c>nation ( ! _s mu/ be tempt$ anew by ! ev]-r5ew$1 ev]-lu/ful1 unalt]able fle%4 ,weissman div]ts himself & indulges ! ,teutonic weakness = ^w-build+ by nam+ ?is d\ble self ! g]m-plasm--t immortal1 et]nal se$ ( life t l9ks ! g5]ations 9 an unbrok5 *a92 *ang+ & develop+ only ?r\gh ! unreckonable processes ( "t1 & tak+ he$ n at all ( ! m]e pass+ accid5ts ( fleet+ avat>s4 ,:y %\ld n ?is g]m-plasm1 ?is et]nal gho/1 be inf9itely sophi/icat$8 ,:at surprises c its m]e mom5t>y envelope contrive = a consci\sness z old z ! moon8 ,if temptations s$uce ! "y fle%1 ?\gh ! old1 old s\l decl>es ) scorn t tee? are set on edge by ! eat+ ( s\r grapes1 x is n surpris$ at all :5 ! body p]si/s 9 its w to seize ^u ! fruit ( its desire1 hav+ se5 9 ev]yone ( a myriad g5]ations ! same ob/9acy & weakness ( ! fle%1 :i* le>ns little & v h>dly f ! _s4 ,n[ & aga9--9 8 mom5ts ( exalt$ s]i\sness--man li/5s to ?is anci5t voice ( ! _s brea?+ ! accumulat$ exp]i5ce ( "t1 & !n x imposes ^u him ! rip5$ wisdom ( its long retrospect ( ! g5]ations1 & man creates religions--by :i* he does n squ>e 8 conduct--or philosophies--^: bit he imm$iately takes betwe5 8 tee?4 ,b = ! mo/ "p he /ops 8 e>s to ! s\l's /]n1 sad prea*+ ) ! ?ick wax ( s5tim5talism1 & t undy+ det]m9ation t life %all be n :at x is1 b :at he wi%es x to be--& s /umbles along1 ?r\gh ev]-r5ew$ pangs & trag$ies1 aft] a mirage 9 ! h>d des]t ( exi/5ce1 to ^: /ones & fl9ts1 despite 8 bruises1 he w n turn 8 eyes4 ,& well x is = u t ^u _m ! mantle ( fle% lies s w>m & ?ick t ?is gho/ call$ consci\sness ( self _c *ill _! blood ) 8 dank wisdom brea!d f out a _w ( graves4 ,9 ! he>ts ( su* z ^! all ! sweet illusions ( exi/5ce came to full & natural bloom4 ,to _! lu/y egoism life has all ! exhil>ation & fre%ness ( a new & special creation4 ,f> o!rwise is x ) ! haunt$ man1 ^: dwell+ is blight$ by t cold pres5ce ) its t]rible memory4 ,=ev] e*oes ?r\gh 8 *amb]s ! cry t hope w be unfulfill$1 t love w die1 ! morn+ fade1 t :at has be5 w be aga9 & =ev] aga92 t ! wat]s ( life w climb ! %ore only to crawl back aga9 into ! bl9d deeps ( et]nity2 t ! unit is =ev] lo/ 9 ! et]nal ebb & flux ( matt]4 ,endeav\r c f9d no foot+ 9 ?is pr(undity ( exp]i5ce4 ,to all desire1 all aspiration1 ! gho/ says 9 a p>alyz+ :isp]3 ,scipio1 rememb] t ?\ art a man--t ev]y?+ has be5 done ev5 if ?\ doe/ x n--t ev]y?+ w be done :e!r ?\ doe/ x or no4444 ,:]e are ! poems t 7 writt5 9 ,baalbec8 ,:]e ! pictures t 7 pa9t$ 9 ,tadmor ( ! ,wild]ness8 ,are !re few] pictures & poems to-day because ! m5 :o made !m are n8 ,:o 0 prime m9i/] to ! be>d$ ,k+ ( ,babylon8 ,:]e is 8 fame8444 ,ay1 dr9k ?is cup if y w1 b y "k well ! ta/e ( x is n good at ! bottom4 ,y h drunk x a ?\s& ?\s& ( times1 & ! ta/e 0 nev] good1 & yet y w dr9k x a ?\s& times aga91 hop+ always t x w be good4444 ,& ! haunt$ man sits ) idle h&s & )]$ purpose1 li/5+ always to ! voice1 :ile 8 neighb\rs pu% l\dly on to die futilely b glori\sly 9 ! un5d+ battle4 ,an end-(-!-c5tury disease1 say ^! full-f$1 happy egoti/s ) l[]$ brea? & eyes askance z !y pass ! haunt$ h\se4 ,! m\ld ( age has fall5 ^u him & made him mad4 ,yet be=e ! walls ( ,troy ^! two--! gho/-ridd51 & ! happy egoti/--battl$ = ! gl[+ %ad[ ( a woman :om nei!r man lov$ nor desir$4 ,a*illes1 blackly melan*oly 9 8 t5t1 he>d ! old voice cry & disda9s ! greatness ( life & ! littl5ess ( x4 ,to an iron inevitabl5ess ( fate he opposes only indiff]5ce & an unb5d+ c\rage4 ,t :i* has be5 w be1 & ! end is dea? & d>kness4 ,he has no illusions4 ,he w>s nei!r = love ( c\ntry nor love ( ,hel54 ,if ,troy falls no?+ is ga9$4 ,if ! ,greeks fail no?+ w be lo/4 ,9 "t all ! sweat & blood %$ ^u ,ilium's w9dy pla9 w evaporate into a m]e mi/ ( uncr$it$ leg5d4 ,9 ,a*illes1 ! o!r self1 ! alt] ego1 is ! /rong] man4 ,! gho/ ( dead exp]i5ce is z liv+ z he4 ,n s is x ) ,hector4 ,all ! passions ( humanity are z new & fre% to him z if none be=e himself _h kn[n !m4 ,he looks nei!r =w>d nor back4 ,! pres5t is 8 conc]n4 ,:at ?\gh m5 h di$ & be5 =gott51 he w n less5 8 utmo/ ef=t1 ev5 to ! giv+ up ( 8 life to save ,troy4 ,t is to him ! "o ?+ ( importance4 ,s robu/ is 8 c\rage1 8 fai?1 8 love1 t ! sad _s ( memory )9 him _c speak l\d en\gh to make him he>4 ,!re is no w>r+ ( dual p]sonalities 9 him2 he is aw>e ( b "o--t ri* mom5t>y inc>nation call$ ,hector1 m pot5t ?an ! memories & exp]i5ces ( ! ?\s&s ( lives t prec$$ him1 t gave him exi/5ce4 ,:at ?\gh ,a*illes 0 "r2 :at ?\gh bo? be b du/ & leg5d n[--:o w\ld n *oose t fla% ( be+ call$ ,hector--,hector dragg$ at ! *>iot-heel ( ,a*illes--,hector ) wife enslav$ & *ildr5 slaught]$ & 8 city's pr\d t[]s levell$ ) ! pla91 r ?an to h be5 ! haunt$ victor1 triumph+ b n triumphant2 fight+ )\t purpose or hope8 ,! same end inde$ came to bo?1 b "o di$ z he liv$1 = :at he ?\ght a glori\s end1 :ile ! o!r too pass$ away--b ) ! cold k t bo? dea?s 7 fruitless & va94 ,troy is a dream1 b ! battle =ev] is wag$ betwe5 ! fre% inc>nation ( be+ & ! memories ( pa/ be+4 ,e creature wakes out ( *ildhood aw>e t he lives n alone 9 ev5 ! secrete/ *amb]s ( 8 life4 ,:i* is ! ,i he _c always say4 ,! two companions are nev] at "o4 ,sometimes ! /ruggle breaks into op5 flame4 ,sometimes ! "o is victor1 sometimes ! vanqui%$4 ,ea* fights = ,hel51 = 8 ideal ( pleasure1 ( wisdom1 or ( good1 b 9 ! v h&grips ( battle a *ill+ d\bt w fall betwe5 !m :e!r %e = :om !y w>--call h] virtue1 beauty1 lu/1 life1 :at y w--is ! real ,que51 or only "s mislead+ eidolon ^: true self is hid 9 di/ant ,sp>ta2 & s ! grasp relaxes1 ! t5se brea? falls free1 ! selves m+le4 ,man gropes = tru? & f9ds x vague1 intangible1 n to be grasp$--a dream4 ,febru>y #ag4 ,a ,"y ,man's ,fancy4 ,:at is t ineffable quality 9 ! air t says ,spr+8 ,long ago1 z f> back z t[>ds ! end ( ,janu>y1 !re came sudd5ly "o day a s5se t ! w9t] 0 conqu]$4 ,!re has be5 mu* cold wea!r s9ce--we %all h mu* cold /ill1 b !re is always a promise 9 ! air4 ,!re is a sad day lat] 9 ! ye> :5 "o is aw>e all at once t summ] is end+1 & ! w>m1 mild weeks t foll[ nev] console = t h\r's realization t ! apex is cross$ & ! re/ ( ! pa? slopes d[nw>d4 ,j su* a day comes 9 "o's life1--:ile "o is /ill "y & /rong--a sudd5 s5se t y\? is done2 ! climact]ic ( passion pass$4 ,life has a long ,indian summ] /ill1 b x's nev] aga9 ! real ?+1--t rip5+ t[>d fruition2 t ec/asy ( expansion & gr[?4 ,!re is no visible *ange = a :ile1 yet e day !re is an imp]ceptible fall 9 ! temp]ature4 ,always ! nights are gr[+ long]4 ,! fl[]s drop away "o by "o--! sap s9ks a little1 leav+ ! extreme delicate twigs moribund4 ,no "o has se5 ! leaves fall1 yet !re are few] ^u ! b\gh--w9t] is com+4 ,age is peaceful1 p]haps--b middle age--6 ,! wave cl+s to ! %ore1 b ! inexorable ebb draws x d[n rel5tlessly into ! deep4 ,?is is ! "t t m5 g mu/h1 l old elephants4 ,?is is ! p]iod :5 bo? m5 & wom5 d _! mad de$s1 :i* belie all _! previ\s records4 ,x is _! "o la/ frantic clut* aft] vani%+ romance & passion4 ,m5 buy a semblance ( x f "y wom5 sometimes1 & resolutely endeav\r to p]suade !mselves t x is ! real ?+--t gold c r5ew y\?1 c pur*ase a second summ]--b !y "k well t x is only a me*anical imitation4 ,^? cruel old satiri/s1 ! com$y writ]s1 lov$ to pa9t ! trembl+ dot>d resolutely %utt+ 8 eyes to ! lu/y "y rival hid+ beh9d ! jade's petticoats4 ,z = ! wom56--:o %all tell ! real /ory ( ! middle age ( wom58--( ! confid5t coquette1 :o "o day turns away to puni% h] slave1 & f9ds1 :5 %e rel5ts1 t 8 eyes are fix$ ^u h] daught]8--( ! bewild]$ inspection ( ! mirror1 t /ill tells a flutt]+ tale ( curves & col\rs1 ?\gh />tl$ exp]i5ce %[s ! eyes ( m5 turn+ 9 pref]5ce to crude1 r$-elb[$ girls1 obvi\sly h] inf]ior 9 grace & *>m8--( ! %ock ( f9d+ t ! _w is no long] mu* int]e/$ 9 h]--! amazem5t ( ! discov]y t ! h&some lads see little diff]5ce betwe5 a woman ( ?irty-five & "o ( fifty8--( ! %ame-fac$ mis]y ( le>n+ t ! passion1 :i* %e has virtu\sly resolv$ to repulse1 is giv5 9 reality to h] niece8 ,h] *>m1 h] sweetness1 h] well-pres]v$ beauty is z no?+ beside m]e raw y\?4 ,undevelop$ figures1 flat *e/s1 blot*y complexions1 are ( m value ?an h] r\nd$ mell[ lovel9ess4 ,%e is pu%$ f h] ?rone by giggl+ girls1 :o />e at h] 9 h>d contempt & wond] op5ly :at ! old creature does l+]+ belat$ 9 ?is galley4 ,?\gh %e be call$ a f9e woman /ill1 m5 ( all ages w turn f h] to dote ^u an empty-head$ debutante4 ,h] compreh5sion & sympa?y1 h] wit & h] le>n+ are less en?rall+ ?an ! vapid babbl+s ( r$-*eek$ misses j out ( p9a=es4 ,h] he>t is z "y z ev]2 %e kn[s h]self capable ( a f9]1 nobl] passion & t5d]ness ?an ! girl c dream (1 yet ! selfi%1 egoti/ic emotions ( ! self-confid5t *it awake a rapture t w\ld be dull$ by ! ri*e/ w>m? %e c\ld give4 ,age1 ,i d abhor !e3 ,y\?1 ,i d adore !e2 ,o1 my love1 my love is "y6 ,t %e 9 h] turn elb[$ ! prec$+ g5]ation f its place com=ts h] n at all4 ,oh1 = aga9 "o h\r only ( ! spl5did dom9ation ( y\?--"o ri* in/ant ( ! p[] to intoxicate6444 ,!re is no?+ = x b to keep su* ?+s to "o's self1 & jog on quietly & respectably to ! end4 ,"o has _h "o's turn4 99 99 99 99 99 ,t mad girl ,spr+ has pass$ up ?is way ,) a hole 9 h] pockets1 ,= "h lies h] money all /rewn 9 ! grass-- ,broad d&elion ducats4 ,%e'll be ne$+ ?is weal? ere ! end ( ! ye> ,= a w>m w9t] g[n1 ,?\gh n[ %e's cont5t ) a brea/-knot ( buds ,& a violet cr[n4 ,%e he>d 9 ! gre5 bloom+ dep?s ( ! wood ,! voice ( a dove1 ,& %e dropp$ all ^! fl[]+ co9s z %e ran ,to meet summ] & love4 ',twill n s]ve y to ga!r f out h] wild pa? ,all y\r two h&s c hold-- ,only y\? & ! ,spr+ may buy kisses & mir? ,) ?is frail fairy gold4 ,febru>y #ah4 ,an ,arabian ,look+-glass4 ,!re has be5 great recrudesc5ce ( ! ,essay ( late--none ( x v important1 ,i take ! lib]ty ( ?9k+4 ,we mod]ns h lo/ ! trick ( x4 ,all ( u1 at lea/1 b ,/ev5son1 & he h>dly seems a mod]n1 s closely is he relat$ to ! great classics1 ) 8 inh]itance ( ! ,gr& ,/yle1 l ! bel canto1 n[ a lo/ art4 ,& yet ! ,essay is a great temptation4 ,d\btless n "o ( all ^? :o g d[n into ! ink-bottle ) p5s has q escap$ its s$uction4 ,g5]ally x is1 ,i suspect1 m]ely an outcropp+ ( ! some:at too widely kn[n ne$ ( ! arti/ic nature = self-expression 9 m def9ite t]ms ?an ord9>y "w p]mits4 ,! "y fell[s1 /ill walk+ 9 ! light ( ! et]nal pul*ritudes1 are t\*+ly anxi\s le/ !y falsify !mselves--pa!tically unaw>e ( ! supreme unconc]n ( ! re/ ( humanity z to _! p]sonal v]acity4 ,! l9e betwe5 art & ! o!r ?+ is drawn j across ?is zone ( egotism4 ,! o!r ?+ is a man's expression ( himself2 ,art is ! mirror 9 :i* ea* obs]v] sees only 8 own face4 ,! ,arabian leg5d ( ! prosp]\s old begg> :o1 mak+ a pilgrimage to ,mecca1 left to 8 son1 z 8 sole means ( support1 a look+-glass1 & return$ to f9d ! boy />v+ & gaz+ into ! mirror himself1 is suppos$ to cynically sugge/ ! uses ( judici\s flatt]y1 b has deep] application4 ,speak ( y\rself--! _w yawns4 ,talk to x ( itself--rudely1 vaguely1 pr(\ndly1 h[ y w--& x hangs ^u y\r lips4 ,turn ! mirror t[>d x & x says pr\dly1 ,( j su* exalt$ devotion & sacrifice am ,i capable1 or mutt]s ) a %udd]1 ,!re1 b = ! grace ( ,god1 goes ,augu/9e4 ,! t5or s+s ,s\s ta ,f5etre & e face is light$ by ! inn] %9+ ( romance4 ,! /range/ revelations are disc]n$ ^u ! c\nt5ances ( respectable matrons1 ( rang m5 ( affairs4 ,!y beat _! h&s toge!r 9 a flood+ wave ( applause1 & ! greasy ,italian 9 8 uneasy ev5+ dress swells ) a /rutt+ consci\sness ( 8 vocal *ords1 ( 8 me?od1 8 upp] ,c1 ( 8 own value4 ,o tempora6 ,o mores6 ,he is no?+ :atev] to !m4 ,x is only t 9 e human he>t !re is a *ord t vibrates to ,c 9 alt4 ,!y are q unaw>e ( him1 & ( 8 greasy p]sonality4 ,e man is s++ ) 8 own s\l's voice "u ! lattice ( 8 fir/ belov$4 ,e woman is lean+ to li/5 to a dream lov] ye>n+ up to h] ?r\gh ! w>m sc5t$ moonlight4 ,z = ! g>licky loves ( ! s+] !y c>e n "o jot :e!r he loves or n4 ,x is all a "q ( !mselves1 ( a vibration4 ,m>* #d4 ,! ,cry ( ! ,wom54 ,i h be5 cle>+ out a lot ( old books1 prep>atory to mov+1 & h be5 amus$ to see h[ empty & dead _m already are1 :i* a few ye>s s9ce 7 rag+ ?r\gh edition aft] edition1 & 7 ! subject ( s mu* talk & int]e/4 ,already m ?an half h gr[n z desiccat$ & unimportant z la/ ye>'s leaves1 & _! timel9ess seems ( a "t z f> pa/ z ! deluge4 ,!re 0 among ^! dead books a gr\p on ! ,woman ,"q1 :i* already1 9 s %ort a space1 has lo/ all its int]rogation po9t4 ,is x t !re 0 really no ,woman ,"q1 or has ! ,"q already receiv$ an answ]8 ,usually "o is incl9$ to ?9k t :5 a book voices ) tru? & passion ! ne$s & ?\ghts ( ev5 a portion ( humanity1 x has a real claim to be class$ z lit]ature1 ?\gh x fails ( ! immortality :i* is ! me$ only ( su* writ+s z express ) beautiful v]ity ! immortal1 un*ang+ ne$s ( life4 ,b already "o reg>ds ) amus$ indiff]5ce ye/]day's crop ( novels writt5 by wom51 ) _! vague ec/asies ( long+1 _! confus$ cries ( discont5t1 _! indi/9ct moans & reproa*es1 ?\gh su* a v %ort "t s9ce ^? books fai?fully express$ ! m5tal /ate ( ! sex1 z "o c\ld n d\bt1 see+ ! gre$9ess ) :i* editions 7 call$ = ( ,! ,heav5ly ,tw9s1 ,keynotes1 ,a ,sup]flu\s ,woman1 & _! l1 or li/5+ to ! e*oes awak$ by _! in*oate s5tim5ts 9 ! fem99e m9d4 ,yet ! sum ( ! prote/ ( all ^! books by wom5 0 l ! cry ( an infant--suff]+ b in>ticulate4 ,i suppose ! tru? is t ev5 s %ort a "t s9ce free ?\ght & free spee* 7 /ill s new to wom5 t1 /ruggl+ 9 ! swaddl+ b&s ( ignorance & conv5tion1 x 0 small wond] t %e c\ld n /ate ) precision1 or ev5 def9e cle>ly to h]self1 :]e h] pa9 lay1 nor h[ %e w\ld allay x4 ,%e knew %e 0 9 revolt aga9/ :at _h be54 ,%e c\ld n yet *oose :at %e w\ld *ange 9 ! future4 ,"s ( !m cri$ out = l>g] political rights1 o!rs 7 conv9c$ t ! abolition ( /ays & ! introduction ( tr\s]s 0 all t 0 ne$$ to produce a fem99e mill5nium4 ,lat*-keys6 cri$ ! br[beat5 ,engli% girls--& fre$om to be out aft] d>k l our own bro!rs4 ,look at ! m54 ,!y are q happy4 ,x mu/ be ! possession ( lat*-keys t makes !m s3 give !m also to u4 ,no1 r\ndly decl>$ a c]ta9 ,mona ,caird1 :at we really ne$ is a lat*-key to let u out ( ! lifelong oppressive bond ( m>riage4 ,x weighs too heavily ^u u--let u g free6 ,nons5se6 contradict$ ,s>ah ,gr&4 ,m>riage is all "r4 ,:at is wrong is man4 ,he comes to ! m>riage alt> ) /a9$ & empty h&s1 :ile he dem&s t ours be spotless1 & heap$ ) y\?1 heal?1 innoc5ce1 & fai?4 ,he sw9dles u4 ,re=m man if y w\ld make u happy6 ,high] education--,equal wages--,physical developm5t--,no h\sehold drudg]y--,expansion ( ! ego1 cri$ ! conflict+ voices2 ea* ) a quack panacea = ! disease ( discont5t4 ,c x be t all ?is 0 b t5 ye>s ago8 ,h[ quickly ideas are *ang+6 ,i ?9k t ?is noise among ! wom5 0 ! la/ wave ( ! democratic ideal exp5d+ itself4 ,x 0 _! re/lessness "u a s5se ( _! inf]iority to man4 ,until ! n9ete5? c5tury1 woman _h be5 cont5t to accept ! male ( h] k9d1 ) 8 m5tal & physical end[m5ts1 z ! true /&>d ( human excell5ce1 & to humbly admit t %e p]man5tly fail$ to rea* t /&>d4 ,! univ]sality ( ! democratic ideal ar\s$ 9 h] at la/ an unwill+ness to admit h] innate inf]iority1 & drove h] to a desp]ate se>* = "s f\nta9 ( ,salmacis t %\ld transmute h] to an exact lik5ess ( h] long-"t "l & sup]ior4 ,! se>*1 ( c\rse1 0 delay$ & confus$ by t furi\s & debas+ f9 de siecle dem& = happ9ess at all co/4 ,%e he>d no talk any:]e ( c\rage1 submission1 or duty4 ,! lat] decades ( ! democratic c5tury _h refus$ to contemplate ! _w-old riddle ( ! bl9d ,fates :o create "o vessel to hon\r & ano!r to di%on\r4 ,s woman1 no m ?an h] fell[s1 w\ld consid] ! caprices ( de/9y :i* f ! union ( "o man & "o woman w produce an heir to beauty1 tal5t1 & success1 & f ! same union--)\t volition or int5tion ^u anyone's "p--br+s =? a cripple1 an idiot1 or ! helpless ,inadequate1 :o is =$oom$ to failure ) a grim gravitation no human laws or in/itutions c arre/4 ,! n9ete5? c5tury 0 a s5tim5tal "o2 unwill+ to consid] unpleasant tru?s4 ,all m5 are born equal1 x /ubbornly p]si/$ 9 ass]t+1 & !n 0 r %ock$ :5 "s ( its (fspr+ s\ght ?is equality ( happ9ess at ! sword's po9t or ! bomb's fuse--z if cont5t 0 a co9 to be /ol5 & conceal$ ab\t ! p]son ( ! ?ief4 ,( c\rse1 ! wom5 f9ally became infect$ ) ! bacillus ( uns\nd ideas1 & /ruggl+ aga9/ ! immutable burd5 ( sex ran to & fro1 cry+ ,lo1 "h6 & ,lo1 !re6 & wail+1 ,:]e is my happ9ess8 ,:o has my happ9ess8 ,y m5 h /ol5 & are keep+ x f me6 ,a c]ta9 "p ( ! *>ge 0 true1 too4 ,m5 _h fil*$ f h]4 ,! !ft 0 n a new "o4 ,if ! /atute ( limitations c\ld ev] run 9 crimes aga9/ nature x might h almo/ ceas$ to be a wrong 9 ?is case1 aft] ! lapse ( ne>ly two ?\s& ye>s4 ,morgan 9 8 ,anci5t ,society1 deal+ ) ! "q ( ,mtt]-,re*t1 decl>es t ?r\gh\t ! e>lie/ p]iod ( human exi/5ce reg>d+ :i* any k is atta9able1 desc5t & all rights ( succession 7 trac$ ?r\gh ! wom5 ( ! g5s or clans1 into :i* primitive man 0 organiz$4 ,wom51 z be+ ! be>]s & protectors ( ! "y1 7 reg>d$ z ! natural l& own]s1 & !re=e did n leave _! homes to foll[ ! fa!rs ( _! *ildr51 le/ !y %\ld lose _! own possessions & rights ( inh]itance4 ,in/ead1 ! m5 m>ri$ into ! sept ( _! wives4 ,! p[] & indep5d5ce ( wom5 0 lo/ at la/ ?r\gh ! practice ( mak+ female captives 9 w>4 ,^! _h no l& & 7 ! prop]ty (1 & dep5d5t ^u ! w (1 _! male captor4 ,9 c\rse ( "t m5 naturally grew to pref] ^! subs]vi5t wives4 ,! ,arab advises 8 son3 ,x is bett] to h a wife ) no claims ( k9 & no bre?r5 ne> to take h] "p4 ,wom5 !re=e began to dread capture z ! greate/ ( evils4 ,aft] ! movem5ts ( va/ hordes began--! m>*es ( ! race columns across ! cont95ts--) _! w>s ( spoliation & conque/1 !re 0 no security save 9 physical /r5g?1 & ! females yield$ all claims to ! m5 9 return = protection4 ,x 0 bett]1 !y ?\ght1 to be a slave at home ?an a slave among /rang]s4 ,/ill ! man1 :ile ass]t+ physical sup]iority1 claim$ none morally4 ,"u ! pagan rule ( ,rome1 ! jurisconsults1 by _! !ory ( ,natural ,law1 evid5tly assum$ ! equality ( ! sexes z a pr9ciple ( _! code ( equity4 ,sir ,h5ry ,ma9e says !re came a "t :5 ! situation ( ! female1 m>ri$ or unm>ri$1 became "o ( great p]sonal & propriet>y indep5d5ce2 = ! t5d5cy ( ! lat] law 444 0 to r$uce ! p[] ( ! gu>dian to a nullity1 :ile ! =m ( m>riage conf]r$ on ! husb& no comp5sat+ sup]iority4 ,among ! ,g]manic races ( ! ,roman p]iod1 a woman 0 occasionally rul] ( ! tribe1 & ! blue-ey$ wife ( ! rov+ ,b>b>ian1 z well z ! pr\d ,roman matron1 7 held alike 9 high e/eem = _! functions z wife & "m4 ,! prie/ess cr[n$ ) oak leaves1 (ficiat+ at ! sylvan alt>s ( ! =e/1 or ! ,ve/al ,virg9 s]v+ ! fires ( ! :ite temples ( ,rome1 7 alike held wor?y ( speak+ face to face ) ! gods & ( convey+ _! bless+s to man4 ,x 0 ! humble religion ( ,judea--:i* wom5 embrac$ ) ard\r1 & to :i* !y 7 e>ly & will+ m>tyrs--t curs$ !m ) a deadly curse4 ,x d5i$ woman n only m5tal & physical1 b moral equality ) man1 & besmir*$ ! v f\nta9 & purpose ( h] be+ ) a %ameful /a94 ,x made h] pres5ce 9 ! mo/ holy places a desecration1 & = ! fir/ "t reg>d$ h] fem99e functions z a disgrace r ?an a glory4 ,& ?is al?\gh ! f\nd] ( ! ,*ri/ian fai? _h set an example ( rev]5ce & t5d]ness = ! sex 9 8 own life1 & _h left 8 "m to be rais$ to a heav5ly ?rone by 8 wor%ipp]s4 ,nev] f 8 lips _h fall5 a ^w t c\ld give w>rant = ! insult (f]$ woman by 8 *ur*4 ,he 0 ! fir/ ( all m5 liv+ to d5\nce ! inju/ice ( visit+ ^u ! woman ! :ole p5alty ( a d\ble s91 & 8 life 0 beautifi$ ) ! t5d]e/ fri5d%ips ) wom54 ,b already1 be=e a *ur* _h be5 fairly organiz$1 ,paul 0 dictat+ sil5ce to wom51 cov]$ heads & supreme submission to ! male1 & 0 decl>+ aga9/ m>riage z a weakness4 ,if a man mu/ m>ry because ( 8 weakness1 he might d s1 b n to m>ry 0 bett]4 ,scorn ( woman & h] functions grew4 ,antagonism to m>riage int5sifi$4 ,woman by ! v law ( h] exi/5ce 0 a curse & a temptation to s94 ,he> ,t]tullian--"o ( ! fa!rs ( ! ,*ur*--on ?is subject3 ,d y n "k t ea* "o ( y is an ,eve8 ,! s5t5ce ( ,god on ?is sex ( y\rs lives 9 ?is age2 ! guilt mu/ ( necessity live too4 ,y are ! devil's gateway2 y are ! unseal] ( ! =bidd5 tree2 y are ! fir/ des]t] ( ! div9e law2 y are %e :o p]suad$ him :o ! devil 0 n valiant en\gh to attack4 ,y de/roy$ s easily ,god's image1 man4 ,on acc\nt ( y\r des]t--t is dea?--! ,son ( ,god _h to die6 ,?is is b "o ( a ?\s& simil> insults by ! e>ly writ]s ( ! ,*ur*--all ,patri/ic books bri/le ) !m4 ,lecky1 comp>+ ! ,roman jurisprud5ce ) ! canon or ecclesia/ical law1 rem>ks t ! ,pagan laws dur+ ! e>li] c5turies ( ! ,empire 7 con/antly repeal+ ! disabilities ( wom51 :]eas x 0 ! aim ( ! canon law to sub/itute enactm5ts :i* %\ld impose ^u ! female sex ! mo/ (f5sive p]sonal re/rictions & /r+5t subord9ation4 ,ev5 m>riage & ! production ( (fspr+--:i* 9 ! pagan _w _h be5 an hon\r to bo? sexes--0 /igmatiz$4 ,no prie/ ( ,god might approa* a woman1 sc>cely ev5 look at h]1 & no woman 0 all[$ to s]ve at ,god's alt>4 ,celibacy 0 a virtue s great 9 man t none set ap>t = ! highe/ duties might m>ry1 & woman 0 enc\rag$ to suppress 9 h]self all ! sweet & :olesome in/9cts = mo!rhood--an in/9ct ^u :i* ! race hung dep5d5t1 "o = :i* %e will+ly suff]$ ! %>p pangs ( *ildbir?--& in/ead to immure h]self 9 conv5ts & endeav\r to f9d solace 9 ! spiritual ec/asies ( morbid m$itation4 ,n[ 0 woman at la/ robb$ & poor inde$6 ,h] social & civil equality hav+ be5 yield$ 9 ex*ange = protection1 h] protectors _h b]eft h] ( all moral rights1 & d5\nc$ z unclean ! function = ! p]fect p]=mance ( :i* %e _h paid out all h] goods4 ,x 0 ! triumph ( ! ,ori5tal idea ov] ! ideals ( ! ,occid5t1 & s deeply did ! ,ea/]n ?\ght /amp itself ^u ! ,we/]n m9d t only to-day ! latt] beg9s to free itself f ! yoke ( ! ,asian ,paul's fi]ce egotism ( sex4 ,s deeply inde$ did ?is ?\ght p5etrate1 t hi/orians d n hesitate to attribute to ?is scorn ( woman & h] mission ( *ildbe>+ a long delay 9 ! developm5t ( ,european civilization4 ,! high] spiritual natures1 be+ m "u ! influ5ce ( ! ,*ur*1 accept$ its sugge/ions ( asceticism & left ! bas] sort to p]petuate ! race & ?us delay$ ! processes ( evolution4 ,x 0 ! d5ial by ! ,*ur* ( ! beauty & nobility ( natural love t drove ! ,middle ,ages to ! inv5tion ( *ivalry & ! romantic love ( ! unw$d$1 t !y might evade ! ban & f9d "s outlet = ! emotions4 ,) ! ,re=mation1 t fir/ upris+ ( ! ,we/]n m9d aga9/ ,asian dom9ation1 m5 ?rew (f ! yoke 9 s f> z x b\nd _! own necks1 & decl>$ ! rightness & reasonabl5ess ( all _! m5tal & physical functions4 ,x 0 no long] a %ame = ! prie/ ( ,god to mate ) a woman1 nor a weakness = a man to r\nd 8 life ) ! fulness ( joy to be f\nd 9 connubial love1 :5 he at ! same "t assum$ its duties & responsibilities4 ,! +ra9$ contempt ( wom5 0 n s easily eradicat$4 ,hon\r ! man def9$ = himself z integrity1 :ol5ess1 a developm5t ( e p[] to its highe/ possibility4 ,hon\r = woman 0 simply *a/ity4 ,t is to say1 if %e repress$ all ! animal side ( life %e might entirely neglect ! spiritual4 ,%e might be b indiff]5tly hone/1 a li>1 a sl&]] & a tattl]1 guilty ( e m9or bas5ess1 & yet be held 9 good & hon\rable repute4 ,! wond] is t woman's morals surviv$ at all s false a tra9+6 ,c5turies ( su* tea*+ wr\ght _! wret*$ "w despite all ! =ces ( nature4 ,virg9ity in/ead ( purity became ! ideal ( ! highe/ type ( woman1 :o %rank f ! fulfilm5t ( h] functions z a /epp+ d[n1 in/ead ( glory+ 9 x z ! fulfilm5t ( h] sacr$ purpose4 ,:at _h be5 urg$ ^u h] ^u e side %e endeav\r$ to con=m to 9 ! _s z well z ! lett]4 ,h] m9d /ra9$ t[>ds ! virg9al z well z h] body4 ,! high] type ( woman cri$ out to man = spiritual r ?an physical love1 & %e f\nd 8 natural sane t5d]ness = h] p]son brutal r ?an beautiful4 ,! "y girl1 s$ul\sly gu>d$ f k ( ! fundam5tal reasons ( h] be+1 ca/ sudd5ly & unprep>$ into m>riage1 %rank ) disgu/ f a relation :i* h] husb&--educat$ 9 :ol5ess ( ?\ght--reg>d$ z ! culm9ation ( ! fl[] ( life into its fruit4 ,x is n too mu* to say t f\r fif?s ( all mode/1 pure girls--z a result ( _! fooli% tra9+--contemplat$ ! sexual relation ) ! bitt]e/ reluctance4 ,!y _h be5 l$ to believe t virg9ity 0 9 itself a virtue1 in/ead ( reg>d+ x only z ! sanctification ( ! body until su* "t z x legitimately becomes ! temple ( life4 ,) _m ?is feel+ surviv$ m>riage1 & embitt]$ x to bo? ! wife1 :o res5t$ :at %e look$ ^u z a bas] nature 9 ! man1 & to ! man :o res5t$1 & 0 rebuff$ by ! coldness ( 8 companion4 ,at lea/ half ( ! disappo9tm5ts & failures ( m>riage arose f ! mi/ak5 tra9+ ( good wom54 ,t5 ye>s ago ?is ,patri/ic ideal /ill _h a /rong hold ^u ! race1 b ! long c5turies ( /udy ( ! ,lat9 & ,greek lit]atures 9 ! s*ools f9ally1 almo/ sudd5ly1 bore fruit4 ,we _h ?r\gh our s*ool boys & girls imbib$ ! _s ( ! two ,european races :om ! ,semitic influ5ces _h nev] dom9at$4 ,"o wond]s t "s fooli% s-call$ progressives %\ld n[ be wi%+ to drop ^? lit]atures f ! curriculum ( /ud5ts1 ?\gh p]haps _! "w is done4 ,at all ev5ts we he> v little n[ ( ?is talk ( ! inf]iority ( wom54 ,:5 ! miracles ( male a*ievem5t are po9t$ to to-day1 wom5 "k en\gh to say pr\dly1 ,did man make ?is8 ,well1 ,i made man2 & is cont5t4 ,may #d4 ,seville4 ,! ,beauty ( ,cruelty4 ,:at a p are ^!1--^! ,spani>ds6 ,?is aft]noon--,sunday--,i saw my fir/ bull-fight4 ,"o ne$ nev] wond] aga9 at ! ,roman ,ar5a & its horrors4 ,x is z incr$ible t human be+s c sit ?r\gh su* spectacles z t wom5 c\ld h rev]s$ _! ?umbs :5 a /agg]+1 bloody b>b>ian turn$ up a glaz$ eye to seek m]cy4444 ,& ?is1 aft] two ?\s& ye>s ( ,ca?olicism1 ( ,*ri/ianity6 ,^! ,spani>ds say--/>+ /upidly at y\r horror--,mas1 no es ,cri/ianos4 ,!y are only animals4 ,animals6--& yet ,*ri/ians d>e talk ( div9e m]cy2 ( _! fai? hav+ s(t5$ he>ts1 & sweet5$ human nature4 ,civilization has done s1 9 tru?1 b :]e ?is fai? reigns mo/ arbitr>ily su* an atroci\s spectacle is p]missible2 goes und5\nc$ ( its prie/s4 ,x is n ! bas] sort alone :o love ?is c[>dly but*]y4 ,9 ! same box ) ourselves sat a woman & h] two daught]s1 evid5tly memb]s ( ! upp] classes4 ,! ar5a bel[ 0 cr[d$ ) ! p--wom5 9 sulphur-col\r$ %awls1 embroid]$ ) %>p blues & sc>lets--m5 ( all classes--d&ies & workm5 *eek by j[l--b ! r[s ( boxes above held ! wom5 & *ildr5 ( ! well-to-d1 ev5 ! ari/ocracy4 ,! ,royal family itself patronizes ! ar5a4 ,! wom51 ^: faces ,i wat*$ in/ead ( ! %ambles aft] ! fight began1 grew devili%1 a h>d smile drew _! lips back ov] _! tee?2 _! eyes glitt]$2 a look ( lu/ /ra9$ ! l9es ab\t ! nose4 ,!y =c$ ! *ildr5--"s ( :om cri$1 & %rank f ! horrid sight--to turn & see ! blood & ! /ruggle4 ,i believe ! secret *>m ( ?is gory game to _m is ! prick t ! sight ( blood gives to ! s5ses4 ,! hi/ory ( w> is full ( evid5ce ( ?is fact--t ! sight ( horrors spurs ! passions4 ,x 0 curi\s to ?9k t _m ( ! p !re ow$ _! exi/5ce to j su* a /imulus z ?is4 ,cruelty ?us lies1 h]$it>ily1 at ! v roots ( _! be+2 int5sifi$ 9 ea* g5]ation4 ,= ! same reason1 ,i suppose1 t s mu* ( my life seems to me a glam\r ( tangl$ %ad[s1 elusive & %ift+1 ) no def9ite l9e betwe5 ! real & ! unreal1 betwe5 to-day & all ! ye/]days--= t reason ! ar5a's gaunt1 w9d[less walls & passages seem$ />tl+ly famili>4 ,equally famili> ! yell[1 s&-/rewn circle2 ! gl>+ blue sky above ! bright-col\r$ mael/rm ( faces2 ! :irl ( fans all ar\nd ! r+--z ( a circle ( innum]able danc+ butt]flies2 ! cries ( ! v5d]s2 ! clang ( ! trumpets2 ! glitt] ( ! t9sel & gew-gaws2 ! bold ru% ( ! black bull2 ! quick spatt] ( ! applaud+ h&s4444 ,no animal 0 ev] m beautiful ?an ?is spl5did bea/1 ! p]fect focus ( p[] & rage4 ,he knew t he 0 fac+ murd]4 ,!re 0 desp]ation 9 8 glance f ! fir/ mom5t1 b he simply didn't "k ! mean+ ( c[>dice4 ,he knew !re 0 no use 9 any?+ he might d2 t 8 c\rage1 & beauty1 & long battle = life1 w\ld n /ir to pity "o ( ^? h>d1 h&some faces ) _! d>k %av5 jaws & tight lips1 b he /ruck at 8 foes ) all 8 =ce 9 m]e sull5 fury4 ,he tore op5 ! bellies ( ! %iv]+1 sweat+1 bl9dfold$ horses1 :o /agg]$ a few /eps trail+ _! entrails 9 ! s& & !n crumpl$ helplessly2 he caught a man 9 ! brea/ & toss$ him ov] ! b>ri] ) blood spurt+ f ! hole 8 horn _h made4 ,he himself leap$ ! f5ce once1 z agile z a de]1 & bru%$ ! cr[d back l flies1 b he did x all )\t a sign ( hope1 & nev] made a s\nd4 ,prick$1 goad$1 r$ /reams runn+ ov] 8 sat9 sk9 & se>+ 8 eyes1 /umbl+ wildly "h & !re1 8 sides sunk 91 8 muzzle dragg+ 9 ! du/1 dumb1 dull fury 9 8 he>t at 8 useless torture1 spurr$ to new ef=t by explosive d>ts t tore 8 fle% into gory1 p5dul\s ribbons1 hiss$ by ! wom51 he fell at la/ ^u 8 knees 9 bl9d helplessness4444 ,h[ x end$ ,i don't "k4 ,a rage ( horror squeez$ my he>t till ! te>s spurt$ f my lids4 ,x seem$ necess>y to seize "s weapon & slaught] indiscrim9ately ! m5 :o 7 murd]+ ?is poor brute = m]e amusem5t1 ! wom5 :o 7 hiss+ 8 dea? ?roes4 ,9 su* horrid sequ5ce does cruelty eng5d] cruelty4 ,! p ab\t me reg>d$ my emotion & retreat ) surprise & contempt4 ,"s su* s5sation1 ,i suppose1 z w\ld h be5 felt by a ,roman :o %\ld h se5 me %$ te>s :5 ! big cats ( ! ar5a cru%$ ! bones ( "s brave "y b>b>ian or ,*ri/ian4 ,^! creatures 7 s f> b5ea? him 9 ! scale ( exi/5ce t he c\ld n conceive ( any poignancy ( suff]+ or emotion 9 su* a m]e animal4 ,0 n "o hair ( a ,roman wor? _m sp>r[s--or ,*ri/ians8 ,! ,jewi% democrat tri$ to tea* ! _w to recognize ! value ( ! individual1 ! sanctity ( ea* human life--:5 w a ,*ri/ ( ! bea/s arise8 ,may #e4 ,?is old _w1 ) its horrors & its beauties1 h[ tame x makes our smug1 com=table ,am]ica appe>6444 ,ye/]day ,i wi%$ to make a hecatomb ( ! ,spani>ds4 ,to-day ,i =give !m ev]y?+ because ( ! ,sevillian danc]s4 ,my lu/s are all ( ! eye4 ,i c q conceive ,h]od toss+ ! ,bapti/'s head to ! supple ,salome 9 an ec/asy ( approval4 ,danc+1 :5 x is good1 is m beautiful to me ?an music4 ,& ?is danc+ is v good4 ,! muscul> gymna/ics1 :i* mod]n ,italy has impos$ ^u ! _w z danc+1 are z dissimil> f ! real ?+ z ! fiorituri s++ is f ! old bel canto4 ,! ,spani>ds make danc+--z all arts %\ld be made--! poetical expression ( life & love4 ,su* ard\r & s$uction1 su* ab&on to ! joy ( liv+1 su* rage & d>+1 su* delicate coquetry & wild woo+6444 !re is no?+ l x out ( ,spa91 ! c\ntry :]e !y torture helpless animals = sport4 ,is !re1 p]haps1 "s secret tie betwe5 cruelty & beauty2 betwe5 crime & art8 ,x is c]ta9 t religi\s re=m]s h always ?\ght s1 & h act$ ) logical fury4 ,9 our peaceful1 dec5t c\ntry1 beauty1 except su* z ,nature h]self af=ds1 is r>e4 ,a race t loves its neighb\r z itself seems incapable ( creat+ an art4 ,! good ,swiss h done no?+ = ! m9d's delight3 ! virtu\s ,sp>tans c\ld n ev5 appreciate lovel9ess :5 !y saw x4 ,ne>ly all ! great p]iods ( fl[]+ 9 art come aft] ! roots ( a nation h be5 wat]$ 9 blood1 aft] "s frightful crise ( suff]+4 ,x w\ld seem z if br++ =? mu/ be always accompani$ by bir?-pangs4 ,may #g4 ,granada4 ,! ,duke ( ,well+ton's ,trees4 ,h---- said t ! greatness ( a p dep5d$ ^u its trees4 ,?is s\nd$ r cryptic1 & ,i entreat$ him to be m diffuse4 ,we 7 walk+ home f t en*ant$ g>d51 own$ by ! ,pallavic9i1 :i* rew>d$ ! ,moor = betray+ 8 city4 ,! ,may moon 0 %9+ on ! :ite m\nta9 tops1 & ! j>gon+ ( ! sn[-brooks s\nd$ ab\t our feet4 ,! air smell$ ( orange fl[]s & roses1 & ! night+ales 7 %\t+ 9 ! gloom ( ^? "o hundr$ ?\s& trees plant$ by ! ,duke ( ,well+ton4 ,?is ,spani% p59sula1 ,h---- said1 "u ! rule ( ! ,moors1 support$ ?irty millions ( p 9 com=t4 ,! ,*ri/ian k+s all[$ ! upl& =e/s to be ru?lessly sacrific$1 & n[ look at ,spa94 ,"o swall[--,i quot$4 ,w "o in/ance support a !ory8 ,no2 b ,i c\ld give y a doz54 ,c>lyle & ! re/ ( ! hi/orians h talk$ ! fe>fule/ rot ab\t ,france "u ! mon>*y :i* pres]v$ h] =e/s4 ,( c\rse1 e "o has weakly cr$it$ ! /ories ( oppression & />vation 9 ari/ocratic ,france4 ,& yet ! sons ( ^! peasants1 :o 7 pitifully pictur$ snat*+ at leaves ( ^? =e/s = food1 ov]ran ,europe4 ,i don't believe t *ildr5 br$ 9 />vation c\ld ev] h _h ! vitality to be conqu]ors4 ,at all ev5ts1 :5 ! l& 0 divid$ & ! =e/s deliv]$ to spoliation1 ! population ( ,france began to decl9e4 ,possibly ! mod]n ef=t at re=e/+ ! c\ntry may arre/ t decl9e4 ,j li/5 to ! noise ( ^? night+ales1 ,i said4 ,d y suppose we %all be able to sleep8 ,may #ae4 ,naples4 ,! ,boy ) ! ,goose4 ,! ,pompeian bronze1 :i* ! guide books & catalogues "n ,! ,boy ) ! ,goose1 is q wrongly nam$4 ,! lad c>ries a w9e-sk94 ,! rude1 swoll5 outl9es ( ! pig are cle>1 & ! attitude ( ! boy "o may see any wat]-sell] 9 ,tangi] assume :5 call$ ^u = a dr9k--! arm rais$1 ! body tilt$ back ^u ! hip to elevate ! lip ( ! sk91 s t no m wat] may fl[ ?an is ne$$4 ,! :ole1 a delici\s bit ( g5re1 smil+ & vivid aft] two ?\s& ye>s4 ,!re is a curi\s vitality ( a trifl+ cu/om discov]able "h 9 ! ,pompeian museum4 ,! great bronze horses ( ,balbo h =elocks wrapp$ & twi/$ 9 exactly ! same fa%ion t /ill prevails all along ?is ,neapolitan %ore4 ,! bre$ has *ang$ utt]ly2 bone & /ructure h alt]$ & %runk1 b ! vettur9o1 :o drives ?r\gh ! /reets ( ,naples to-day1 twi/s up t bit ( hair 9 exactly ! same mann] z did ! coa*man ( ,glaucus or ,balbo4 ,may #cj4 ,rome4 ,a ,god ,inde$4 ,h[ beautiful ^u ! m\nta9s are ! feet (--,apollo6444 ,i h to-day1 = ! fir/ "t1 se5 a god4 ,he /&s 9 ! ,vatican1 & foll[s1 ) up?r[n head & f>-see+ eye1 ! flight ( ! gold5 arr[ t slays ! s]p5t ( ! miasmatic m>%4 ,"o feels a sad t5d]ness = ! poor ble$+ deity1 :o hangs dead & helpless f a ?\s& crucifixes "h 9 ,rome1 b to-day1 = ! fir/ "t 9 my life1 ,i felt ! impulse to fall on my knees & wor%ip4 ,"h is at la/1 & inde$ a god1 ^: f9e feet disda9 ! e>?1 ^: pr\d y\? nev] knew suff]+ or defeat4 ,"h is ! embodim5t ( ! ideal ( ! ,european--beauty1 heal?1 p[]4 ,h[ he mu/ smile to /& "h1 m]ely a /atue1 9 ! place :]e ! ,*ri/ian reigns1 amid luxury & pomp1 9 ! "n ( ! sorr[ful ,hebrew democrat :o _h n a place to lay 8 head4 ,apollo's ideal1 8 wor%ip1 /ill rema9s dom9ant1 ?\gh !y call 8 religion by ano!r "n4 ,! ,european rema9s1 & always w rema91 a pagan2 none m pagan ?an ! popes ) _! lu/ = temporal p[]4 ,only "h 9 ,rome is x possible to realize ! long /ruggle = supremacy betwe5 ! ,european & ,semitic ideas2 = "h is ga!r$ ! bulk ( ! relics ( ,greece--"m & nurse ( our race--:o e>ly broke ! bonds ( ,asiatic ?\ght & s\ght h] own developm5t1 mat]ial r ?an spiritual 7if "o accepts ! !ory t _s & matt] are divisible71 s5su\s r ?an my/ical1 conc]n$ m ) ! well-be+ ( ! body & ! fre$om & vig\r ( ! m9d ?an ) ! condition ( ! s\l4 ,%e :o ?rew h]self ) passion into ! arms ( ,nature1 & wor%ipp$ only ! sublimat$ human *>act]i/ics & visible natural =ces deifi$ into exquisite p]sonifications4 ,%e :o exalt$ ! beauty & heal? ( ! body into a cult1 /rove aft] ! demon/rable tru?s ( sci5ce1 & lov$ man z he 0--humor\sly lov$ him ) all 8 faults & limitations1 r ?an an impossible ideal ( him4 ,"h 9 ,rome "o f9ds all ! records ( ! next great developm5t ( ! ,european ,erd-gei/--! gr[? ( its g5ius 9 milit>y1 social1 & political organization4 ,/ill1 z 9 ,greece1 cl++ to ! ari/ocratic ideal2 to ! rule ( ! /rong & gift$4 ,! fruit did n exi/ = ! b5efit ( ! v9e2 ! v9e exi/$ to produce1 to n\ri%1 to m9i/] to ! p]fect culm9ation ( its species 9 ! fruit1 :i* drank its sap z ( "r4 ,"h aga9 ! ,european foll[$ ,nature1 t ,ar*-,ari/ocrat :o de/roys multitudes to produce a few p]fect specim5s--^: "r is always might4 ,! ,asian conque/s br\ght aga9 inroads ( ,asian ?\ght2 m p>ticul>ly ! ?\ght ( t small tribe1 ! qu9tess5tial ( ,semitism1 :i* 0 ev] engag$ 9 revolt aga9/ nature1 & ma9ta9+ democratic convictions 9 ! tee? ( all exp]i5ce4 ,impati5t ( rul]s1 b submissive to ^? :o sc\rg$ ! impulses ( _! appetites4 ,scornful ( k+s1 & turn+ f beauty & g5ius to exalt ! insane & insect-ridd5 fakir ) knott$ un%orn locks :o mutt]$ vague prophecies4 ,/ruggl+ always to escape f ! grip ( ! inevitable cruelties ( natural =ces by oppos+ to !m bloody sacrifices & cruel self-re/ra9ts--fl[]+ at la/ into t supreme inc>nation ( ! ,semitic m9d call$ ,jesus ,*ri/1 :o wre/$ f asceticism a dream ( a panacea = ! brutalities ( ! laws ( life4 ,! mis%ap5 & undevelop$ fruit ( ! tree ( exi/5ce1 ! w9dfalls--always a va/ majority--receiv$ ) ec/asy ?is new gospel1 absurd b fasc9at+1 :i* d5i$ actualities & promis$ impossibilities4 ,! feeble majority clut*$ at a p[] d5i$ !m by nature1 & only by outw>dly accept+ ! new t5ets 7 ! /rong few able to ma9ta9 _! old dom9ance4 ,niets*e's blond savage p\r+ 9 f ! nor? f\nd ,rome dis9tegrat$ by ?is ,asian influ5ce1 & unable to disc]n t ! new fai? 0 n an integral "p ( ! civilization ^: spl5d\r dazzl$ him1 accept$ ?is !ory ( life z "p ( ! lesson he set himself humbly to le>n at ! feet ( ,italy4 ,h5ce foll[$ t bl9d welt] ( m$ivalism2 ! mat]ial g5ius ( ! ,european race /ruggl+ 9 ! bonds ( a cre$ entirely =eign & unsympa!tic4 ,! /rong /ill rul$1 z always1 b rul$ by new =mul1 & moi/5$ ) blood & knead$ by swords ! h>d pa/e ( ! ,european ,aryan 0 leav5$ by ,semitism4 ,n will+ly2 nev] entirely4 ,a ?\s& ye>s aft] ,rome's acceptance ( ! new cult ! re-discov]y ( ! old art & philosophy ( ,greece intoxicat$ ,europe ) joy4 ,"h 0 some?+ ( h] own--natural to h]--sympa!tic4 ,! ,r5aissance became an ec/asy ( negation ( ! heavy yoke "u :i* h] neck _h s long be5 b[$4 ,le>n+ aga9 0 glori\s4 ,! philosoph] d>$ ass]t 8 sup]iority to dirty1 ignorant scions ( ! gutt]1 :o _h claim$ equality ) sov]eigns by reason ( n eat+ ?ree meals a day1 & because ( ! virtue :i* lay 9 ! frequ5t recitation ( gibb]i%4 ,art ab&on$ its endless repetitions ( a s+le !me1 & essay$ 9 falt]+ delight to rival ! glori\s fragm5ts ( ^? :o _h made nature _! model & _h joy$ to picture life 9 all its ri* grace & *>m4 ,! ,we/]n _w /ood once m ^u its feet & bur/ into a rapture ( creation4 ,x laugh$ to scorn ! n>r[ comm&s ( ,semitic asceticism aga9/ ! grav5 image4 ,once m x all[$ ! beauty ( visible nature to p\r ?r\gh its ve9s 9 a ri*1 fecundat+ flood4 ,b aft] all1 ! leav5 _h rea*$ e "p1 & _h t9ctur$ x pa/ any possible ca/+ out4 ,nev] c\ld ! ,european be free ( ,asian influ5ce4 ,! p5dulum has swung back & =? ev] s9ce--ev] mov+ a little high] t[>d ! side ( ! natural1 mat]ial developm5t ( ! race1 b ev] *eck$ & br\ght back to ! old ,jewi% revolt aga9/ nature4 ,to-day ! influ5ce ( ,asia %[s itself 9 ! absurdities ( democracy1 ! phantasies ( socialism4 444 ,"o ( ! mo/ curi\s phases ( ! :ole "q is t ! ,jew--disp]s$ ?r\gh\t ! ,we/]n _w--has entirely succumb$ to ! v ideas :i* he ov]?rew4 ,he is ! arti/1 ! mat]iali/ ( our times6 ,june #a4 ,a ,"q ( ,skulls4 ,! portrait bu/s ( ! ,romans 7 _! highe/ a*ievem5ts 9 art4 ,"o sees lit]ally ?\s&s ( !m 9 ,italy1 & _! pa9/ak+ accuracy is obvi\s4 ,:at is to me mo/ int]e/+ is t ! sculptur$ ,roman head & face might easily be tak5 = a portrait ( ! ,engli% p ( to-day4 ,9 any congregation ( ! ,engli% gov]n+ classes w be f\nd con/antly reproduc$ ! long1 n>r[ skull1 ! bold aquil9e nose1 ! /]n lips & *91 & t clean fle%less outl9e ( ! ,roman--resembl+ ! ke5 modell+ ( ! head ( ! high-br$ horse--repeat$ s frequ5tly 9 m>ble & porphyry 9 all ^! museums4 ,c x be t ,empire reproduces ! type8 ,yet e?nologi/s tru/ m to ! %ape ( ! skull 9 ! /udy ( race aff9ities ?an to any o!r pro(4 ,! mod]n ,italian skull is ! extreme opposite 9 type2 is %ort & broad2 s inde$ is ! skull ( all ! cont95tal races ( ,europe4 ,i "k t ! skull measurem5ts are n suppos$ to give ?is result1 b to ! eye ! ,engli% alone seem to possess ?is long1 n>r[ skull4 ,amus+ also is x to rem>k t ! ,roman wom5 7 n h&some4 ,9 bo? races ! resemblance betwe5 ! sexes is too /rong4 ,! f9e1 bony1 equ9e type1 s admirable 9 ! male ,roman & ,engli%man1 becomes h>dness 9 ! wom51 :o lack s$uction & *>m4 ,also curi\s to note1 !re is ! same pr\d grace ( co/ume & coiffure 9 ! m52 ! same ugl9ess & lack ( ta/e 9 ! arrangem5t ( ! hair & dress ( ! wom5 ( ! two races4 ,london4 ,june #cj4 ,! ,mod]n ,woman & ,m>riage4 ,h---- & ,i d9$ la/ night ) ,m>y ,l---- at ! ,c>leton1 & ,h---- ask$ h]1 9 8 l>ge g5]ic fa%ion1 :at ev]ybody _h be5 do+ at home dur+ our abs5ce4 ,oh1 hav+ _! app5dices cut out & gett+ divorc$6 %e said flippantly1 & ,h---- laugh$ outrage\sly1 s t p turn$ & />$4 ,x 0 probably ! lob/] we ate t made me ?9k h] rem>k m pa!tic ?an funny :ile ,i turn$ x ov] 9 my m9d all ! long h\rs ,i lay awake4 ,h[ells has said1 ) only humor\s apology1 t 8 sex1 aft] n9ete5 hundr$ ye>s1 is b imp]fectly monogam\s1 & yet our mod]n wom5 are beg9n+ to treat m>riage s disrespectfully1 & *ange p>tn]s = life z light-he>t$ly z if ! engagem5t 0 z unimportant z an engagem5t = a dance6 ,t ev5 ?is imp]fect measure ( self-d5ial & fidelity has be5 arriv$ at by m5 seems to me to be almo/ solely due to ! wom5 ( ! pa/4 ,i "k ! ,*ur* claims--9 h] usual arrogant way--t %e %\ld h ! cr$it ( x1 b ,lecky says 9 8 ,european ,morals3 ,! fir/ consequ5ce ( ! prom95ce ( asceticism 0 a pr(\nd discr$it ?r[n ^u ! dome/ic virtues4 ,! ext5t to :i* ?is discr$it 0 c>ri$1 ! int5se h>dness ( he>t & +ratitude manife/$ by ! sa9ts t[>ds ^? :o 7 b\nd to !m by ! close/ ( e>?ly ties1 is kn[n to few :o h n /udi$ ! orig9al lit]ature on ! subject4 ,^! ?+s are commonly ?r[n into ! %ade by s5tim5tali/s :o delight 9 idealiz+ ! devotees ( ! pa/4 ,to break by 8 +ratitude ! he>t ( ! "m :o _h borne him1 to p]suade ! wife :o ador$ him t x 0 h] duty to sep>ate f him = ev]1 to ab&on 8 *ildr51 unc>$ = & begg>s1 to ! m]cies ( ! _w1 0 reg>d$ by ! true h]mit z ! mo/ acceptable (f]+ he c\ld make to 8 ,god4 ,! root ( family life is n mutual affection betwe5 man & woman1 because t1 alas6--:e!r x be f\nd$ on physical attraction or m5tal aff9ity--is subject to *ange4 ,age )]s1 & cu/om /ales x3 circum/ance blights x1 a div]sity ( spiritual gr[? r5ds x ap>t1 & no man or woman c say ) c]ta9ty t x w endure = a lifetime4 ,b ! fluctuations to :i* w$d$ love is subject are unkn[n to ! self-abnegat+ in/9ct ( p>5?ood4 ,mutual affection = ! (fspr+ w hold toge!r ! mo/ opposite natures2 x w rivet = all exi/5ce two lives t mu/ o!rwise inevitably spr+ asund] by in/9ctive repulsion4 ,love ( (fspr+ is 9 man a cultivat$ emotion2 9 woman an in/9ct4 ,!re are wom5 lack+ ! in/9ct z !re are calves born ) two heads1 b = purposes ( g5]alization ^! exceptions may be ignor$4 ,9 _m ( ! l[] ord]s ( life ! female is oblig$ to protect ! "y f ! enmity ( ! male p>5t4 ,! alligator f9ds no meal s refre%+ z a light lun* (f 8 newly hat*$ *ildr51 & ! male sw9e %>es ?is epicurean ta/e = t5d] (fspr+4 ,! /allion is a dang]\s companion = ! m>e ) colt at foot1 ?\gh ! colt be ( 8 own get1 & _m species ( male appe> to exp]i5ce a simil> jeal\sy ( ! "y :ile absorb+ ! att5tions ( ! female4 ,speak+ g5]ally ( ! animal _w1 ! "y are oblig$ to look to ! "m entirely = food & c>e dur+ ! p]iod ( helplessness4 ,) savage man ( ! l[] grade ! pat]nal in/9ct is /ill fa9t & rudim5t>y1 & ev5 :]e ! woman has1 ?r\gh long ages ( endeav\r1 succe$$ 9 cultivat+ 9 ! he>t ( ! o!r p>5t a fair imitation ( h] own affection1 ?is affection1 be+ a cultivat$ emotion & n an in/9ct1 frequ5tly breaks d[n "u /ress ( misbehavi\r or fr[>dness on ! "p ( ! *ild4 ,to ?is end1 !n1--t end t[>d :i* ! :ole creation moves1--to effect ?is result ( an equal c>e & affection = ! (fspr+1 all ! en]gies ( wom5 h be5 b5t = ages4 ,%e has f\ght polygamy ) incessant hatr$2 n only = its injury to h]self1 b its con/ant m5ace to h] *ildr54 ,! secret /r+s ( ! woman's he>t are wrapp$ ab\t ! fruit ( h] own fle%1 b ! desire ( ! man is to ! woman1 & ?is desire %e has us$ z a lev] to "w h] w--n consci\sly1 p]haps1 n ) reason$ =e?\ght1 b ) ! iron t5acity ( bl9d in/9ct4 ,reason$ w may be baffl$ or deflect$1 b wat] c by no means be induc$ to run up hill2 & s :ile woman has be5 app>5tly z fluidly yield+ z wat]--to be l$ "h & driv5 !re accord+ to ! w ( h] ma/]--%e has /uck to h] own ends ) a sil5t p]si/5cy t has always tir$ out opposition at la/4 ,%e has1 l ,*>ity1 suff]$ all ?+s1 endur$ all ?+s2 %e has be5 all ?+s to all m54 ,%e has yield$ all outw>d %[ ( au?ority2 %e has submitt$ to be sc(f$ at z an inf]ior creation1 to be sne]$ at = feebl5ess & %all[-m9d$ness1 to be laugh$ at = *att]+ inconsequ5ce1 & to be reg>d$ z a toy & trifle to amuse man's leisure h\rs1 or z a dull drudge = 8 conv5i5ce1 = ends are n a*iev$ by talk+ ab\t !m4 ,all ! ages ( mascul9e discussion ( ! ,et]nal ,fem99e %[ no reply f h]1 b to-day ! _w is a woman's _w4 ,civilization has1 "u ! unrelax+ pressure ( endless g5]ations ( h] p]si/5t w1 be5 b5t to h] ends4 ,polygamy is r\t$1 & ! errant fancy ( ! male tam$ to yield itself to a s+le yoke4 ,%e has1 ) b>e & bloody feet1 climb$ ! /eep road ( wide empire1 b to-day %e /&s at ! top--mi/ress ( ! _w4 ,man1 ) 8 tal5ts1 8 /r5g?1 & 8 selfi%ness1 has be5 tam$ to h] h&4 ,! s5sual1 dom9ant brute ) :om %e began :at ,max ,nordau calls ! toilsome1 sl[ asc5t ( ! long curve lead+ up to civilization1 /&s beside h] to-day1 hat 9 h&1 h] lov]--husb&2 t5d]1 fai?ful1 c\rte\s1 & indulg5t4 ,?is is ! conque/ t has be5 made1 ! cr[n & ?rone a*iev$ by ! sil5t1 un$ucat$ woman ( ! pa/4 ,monogam\s m>riage is ! f\ndation /one on :i* has be5 built h] p[]2 a p[] :i*1 :ile x has endur$ to h] own b5efit1 has n be5 ex]cis$ = selfi% ends4 ,%e has rais$ ! relation betwe5 man & h]self f a m]e contract ( s5suality or conv5i5ce to a spiritual sacram5t )9 ^: limits ! pure/ & mo/ exalt$ ( human emotions f9d play4 ,= ! co>se indulg5ce & bitt] enmities ( polygamy has be5 sub/itut$ ! happie/ ( bonds1 9 :i* ! high] natures f9d room = ! subtle/ & complete/ felicities1 & )9 :i* ! man1 ! woman1 & ! *ild =m a holy tr9ity ( mutual love & well-be+4 ,to ?is jewel1 s h>dly won1 s long toil$ =1 x w\ld be natural to suppose t woman w\ld cl+ ) all ! =ce ( h] nature2 all ! m z education broad5$ h] capacity = reflection & deep5$ h] consci\sness ( self4 ,on ! contr>y1 ! little le>n+ %e has s f> acquir$ seems1 z usual1 a dang]\s ?+1 & ) ! developm5t ( self-consci\sness ! ke51 un]r+ flair ( h] in/9ct = ! "o ?+ ne$ful has be5 blunt$ & enfeebl$4 ,x is n necess>y to give undue weight to ! blatant & empty-head$ crew :o ann\nce m>riage to be a failure1 & t wom5 are tir$ (1 & w no long] submit to1 *ild-be>+4 ,!re are cr[+ h5s 9 all b>ny>ds1 & _! l\d antics nev] mat]ially affect ! price ( eggs4 ,b t ! wom5 ( our own "t %\ld treat m>riage--t h>d-won1 de>-b\ght triumph--) su* pr(ligate recklessness amazes me4 ,we are mak+ ducks & drakes ( ! treasure heap$ up = u by our mo!rs4 ,h[ long w ?is imp]fectly monogam\s animal respect an in/itution :i* is all = our b5efit1 if we ourselves reg>d x s lightly8 ,! mod]n woman is s spoil$1 s indulg$1 t %e does n realize h[ mu* a man gives & h[ little he gets 9 m>riage4 ,he gives a half1 sometimes--inde$ (t5--m ?an half1 ( 8 e>n+s1 8 "n & its hon\r1 8 protection & def5ce ( h] p]son1 & a lifelong responsibility = h] & h] *ildr51 & he gets--:at8 ,h] p]son1 & x is to be hop$ h] affection4 ,! woman ( ! pres5t day lays too mu* /ress ^u ?is gift ( h] p]son4 ,%e appe>s to ?9k t ?is gift alone r5d]s man h] et]nal debtor4 ,to speak a little brutally1 he kn[s t he c easily buy a l gift else:]e & = a less price4 ,i rememb] t la/ ye> ,alice compla9$ ( "s ( ,n$'s small foibles4 ,oh1 y mu/ be pati5t ) him1 ,i said4 ,?9k h[ mu* he gives y2 home1 "n1 support1 protection--ev]y?+4 ,he works h>d = y e day4 ,y are "u trem5d\s obligations to him4 ,well1 if y put x t way-- %e answ]$ res5tfully1 b don't ,i give him love & affection 9 return8 ,yes1 ,i c\nt]$ triumphantly1 b he gives y equal love & all ^! o!r ?+s beside4 ,x seems to me !re's no "q :o gives mo/4 ,%e op5$ h] eyes r wide & look$ ?\ghtful4 ,july #ag4 ,! ,ideal ,husb&4 ,x be+ ! silly season a controv]sy is rag+ 9 ! daily pap]s z to ! ideal wife & ! ideal husb&1 & mu* correspond5ce is occurr+ "u v>i\s anonyms4 ,alas6--! only ideal husb& :o ev] liv$ m>ri$ ! only ideal wife ev] born4 ,!y 7 cut (f 9 ! fl[] ( _! y\?--"s "t dur+ ! fir/ ye>s ( ! ,plioc5e ,p]iod--& m9ute fossil fragm5ts ( _! bones are n[ worn z relics by pi\s celibates1 & are said to h work$ miracles4 ,( s pot5t an ess5ce are _! m]e memories1 x is said 8 knightly gho/ haunts ! rosy *amb]s ( all maid5 dreams1 & m5 seek+ ,h] l f9d all o!r wom5 less desirable because ( h] fabl$ virtues4 ,i suppose all girls see him m or less 9 _! lov]s4 ,imag9ation deceptively m\lds _! features to a similacrum ( t noble leg5d>y p]son1 until ! fi]ce light :i* beats ^u ! m>ri$ reveals ! unprepossess+ traits ( pla9 ev]yday humanity4 ,yet e woman beg9s h] s5tim5tal life ) hopes unabat$ by ! depress+ failures ( o!rs4 ,a mo/ qua9t & *>m+ creature--?is ideal :o haunts ! dreams ( maid5hood6 ,comp\nd$ all ( purity & passion1 ( *ivalry & grace1 ( vig\r & beauty4 ,he c 9 mom5ts ( excitem5t tie ! pok] into love-knots1 & has a h& ( velvet ) :i* to t\* ! dream]'s curls4 ,a rul] ( m51 he is to be l$ by a s+le gold5 hair4 ,capable ( volcanic passion1 :i* r5d]s him indiff]5t to meals or to fatigue1 he c yet be mov$ to ^! ec/asies by b a s+le memb] ( ! sex1 & despite snubs or coquetry c live = decades ^u ! m]e hope ( h] fav\r4 ,he excels 9 all manly pr[ess & div]sions1 & yet is nev] guilty ( caus+ ! lov$ "o to m\rn 8 abs5ce dur+ a golf wid[hood4 ,he adores poetry & is sup]ior to all vulg> comm]cialism1 & yet manages--9 t simple fa%ion kn[n only to ideals--to accumulate a =tune & be g5]\s 9 ! matt] ( diamonds4 ,he comb9es 9 "o /alw>t p]son all ! virtues ( ,galahad1 ,ar?ur1 ,launcelot1 & ,b>on ,ro?s*ild4 ,lat] on ! wife develops an ideal less magnific5tly ornam5tal ?an ?is *oice collection ( bric--brac virtues4 ,! m>ri$ idol mu/ be ?or\ghly dome/icat$3 prep>$ to ?r[ himself ) en?usiasm into ! /udy ( cr\p & measles2 is deeply v]s$ 9 ! matt] ( female dome/ic s]vice1 & yet s full ( tact z to be able to oblit]ate himself at mom5ts ( dome/ic crisis4 ,l ! ideal s]vant1 he mu/ be nev] 9 ! way & nev] out ( x4 ,he mu/ be uncritical ( failure1 yet capable ( en?usiasm = success2 unselfi% z a sa9t1 yet comm&+ ! secret ( worldly a*ievem5t2 & above all he mu/ be hopelessly bl9d to ! virtues & *>ms ( e woman b 8 wife4 ,ta/e z to details may diff] accord+ to temp]am5t1 nationality1 & social condition1 b1 broadly speak+1 ?is delightful p]son ) 8 ecc5tric comb9ation ( qualities figures 9 ! ab/ract affections ( all wom54 ,b ^! are dreams2 div]sions ( ^? pleasant mom5ts :5 ! human mo? all[s itself1 ) futile ri*ness ( imag9ation1 to consid] ! /> z a possible companion1 & x seems useless to hope t su* a p]son w ev] appe> 9 ?is s9ful & unwor?y _w4 ,p]haps f "t to "t a man :o fa9tly reflects ! lum9\s *>ms ( ?is knightly husb&-sa9t does arise to *e] & com=t ! weak] sex & keep _! hopes & ideals alive1 b ! ,mauds1 & ,*>lottes1 & ,mrs4 ,s4 ,f4 ,j4s1 :o h be5 extoll+ 8 attractions 9 pr9t1 seem n to h pray]fully consid]$ :e!r !y !mselves 7 fit mates =1 or capable ( satisfy+ ! ideals (1 ?is :olly impossible he4 ,!re is f> less talk ab\t ! ideal wife--= two reasons1 ,i suppose4 ,"o is t m5 h less "t = *att]+ g5]alizations1 & ! o!r--alas6--is t m5 are f> less int]e/$ 9 wom5 ?an are wom5 9 m54 ,! ,am]ican is suppos$ to m ne>ly approa* ?is high /&>d ?an ! m5 ( any o!r nationality1 b t typical ,am]ican husb& ( novels has1 ,i mu/ confess1 always seem$ to me a paltry1 b\rgeois creature1 ) ! s\l ( a bank cl]k1 a neglect$ m9d1 & ) a l[ e/imate & a sort ( amus$ indulg5ce ( wom5 z pretty1 fanta/ic1 inconsequ5t *ildr5 ) an insane gre$ ( luxury4 ,( c\rse1 x is h]esy to say s1 b my obs]vation leads me to ?9k t ,am]ican wom5 hold a g5]al position f> inf]ior to ! wom5 ( ,europe4 ,! ,am]ican man is pre-em95tly g5]\s to !m 9 mat]ial ?+s4 ,(t5 :ile he slaves & goes %abby himself he is will+ to metaphorically back a van up to ! coal-hole & fill ! cell> full ( jewels1 b he d5ies to 8 wom5 t ^: price is above rubies--8 own society4 ,:y is ,am]ican society made up ( wom58 ,:at is ! cause ( our sup]fluity ( wom5's clubs1 committees1 & classes8 ,:at place has ! middle-ag$ or eld]ly woman 9 ,am]ica except z ! "m ( h] daught]s1 or ! disp5s] ( h] husb&'s hospitalities & *>ities8 ,aft] ! p]iod ( sex-attraction has pass$ wom5 h no p[] 9 ,am]ica4 ,:o ev] sees "h1 z is s (t5 se5 9 ,europe1 an eld]ly woman's draw+-rooms fill$ ) politicians1 f9anci]s1 arti/s1 :o come = ! refre%m5t & /imulation ( h] ideas & conv]sation8 ,m5tally ,am]ican wom5 d n int]e/ ,am]ican m54 ,july #bc4 ,a ,new ,law ( ,heal?4 ,l\isa has become a rag+ ,*ri/ian ,sci5ti/4 ,a di/ant memory returns to me4 ,once ^u a "t !re 0 a little girl :o1 aft] ! mann] ( h] sex1 fe>$ greatly all & sundry ( c]ta9 fi]ce bea/s1 among :i* 7 to be enum]at$ rats1 mice1 bumblebees1 & m vividly & especially ,,dogs--^: culm9at+ direfulness 0 only to be express$ 9 italiciz$ capitals4 ,on a day1 be+ bidd5 to g across ! village /reet to deliv] a note to an opposite neighb\r1 %e set out1 radiat+ ! pleas+ results ( soap1 bru%es1 & a clean p9a=e1 b on rea*+ ! gate came to a sudd5 pause4 ,a specim5 ( ! wor/ ( enemies1 :o seem$ to ! p]spective ( an eye only ?ree feet f ! gr\nd to easily rival an elephant 9 size1 lay prone across ! pa?1 loll+ an intimidat+ tongue1 & roll+ an eye :i*1 ?\gh outw>dly calm1 might be guess$ to conceal a horrid int5t4 ,!re 0 a swi% ( %ort />*$ skirts1 a tw9kle ( b>e knees1 & appeal 0 made to t infallible p[] & k :i* ,provid5ce has s wisely plac$ 9 mo!rs4 ,be+ a p]son ( nimble imag9ation ?is p>ticul> p>5t1 realiz+ t a ma/iff z l>ge 9 proportion to h] own in*es z ?is "o 0 to ! normal height ( five ye>s might well daunt h] own c\rage1 =bore to remon/rate or use reason4 ,"h1 %e said placidly1 is a lump ( sug>4 ,put x on y\r tongue & hold x !re4 ,( c\rse1 no dog w t\* a p]son :o has sug> on h] tongue4 ,& s =tifi$1 ,five ,ye>s set =? ) a conviction ( immunity t c>ri$ h] triumphantly pa/ ! s\rce ( t]ror4 ,! incid5t is n 9 itself1 p]haps1 ( hi/oric importance1 b is a p>ticul>ly vivid example ( ! absolute divorce 9 ! undevelop$ m9d betwe5 ! laws ( cause & effect1 & 9 no dep>tm5t ( human ?\ght has t divorce cont9u$ s long z 9 ! sci5ce ( heal?4 ,e "o ( u c revive out ( *ildhood a memory ( ! balm t ov]spread ! injur$ temple :5 a sympa!tic nurse be/[$ ! ri*ly des]v$ spank+ ^u ! (f5d+ *air corn] t _h caus$ ! pa91 or appli$ ! cle>ly indicat$ pla/] ( a kiss2 & m$ic9e 9 its long c>e] has foll[$ ! intellig5t example ( ! nurs]y4 ,b :ile m$ic9e z a sci5ce has pass$ out ( ?is /age ) ! g5]al gr[? ( k1 ! bulk ( mank9d /ill cont9ues to put sug> on ! tongue z a protection aga9/ dogs1 to ca/igate *air corn]s1 & to apply rem$ies z unkn[n to ! ph>macopia z ! fem99e kiss4 ,p]haps ! /ol5 potato c>ri$ 9 ! pocket1 or ! bit ( r$ flannel b\nd on ! left wri/1 are n s tru/$ a rem$y = ! pangs ( rheumatism z !y 7 fifty ye>s ago1 & ! dri$ he>t ( a m\se worn 9 a bag ab\t ! neck seems to h lo/ its pot5cy aga9/ epileptic seizures1 yet ! v l>ge sums sp5t annually ^u pat5t m$ic9es--rivall+ 9 am\nt :at is kn[n 9 temp]ance circles z ! ,dr9k ,bill--& ! rise & popul>ity ( innum]able mu%room cures & sy/ems1 proves t ! laws ( heal? are /ill z het]og5e\s f ! intellig5ce ( ! majority ( mank9d z are ! laws ( ! diff]5tial calculus4 ,x w\ld be div]t+1 7 x n s pa!tic1 to see ! con/ant endeav\r on ! "p ( ! multitude to lift itself by its own hygi5ic boot-/raps 9 ! =m ( b>efoot cures1 m9d cures1 pray] cures1 cures by clairvoyance1 by magnetism1 r$ or blue lights1 or by pilgrimages & relics4 ,! *ild mov+ ab\t 9 worlds unrealiz$ is /ill ! fa!r & epitome ( ! man1 & sees no reason :y 8 own w1 or t ( "s ,p[] wi%+ him individually well1 %\ld n break ?r\gh ! immutable sequ5ce ( cause & effect1 or upset ! ma*9]y ( ! univ]se 9 8 behalf4 ,8 *ildi% ,let's pret5d sweeps away = ! mom5t ! dull p]si/5cy ( facts & op5s a _w :]e x is possible to eat "o's cake & h x too1 & aft] danc+ escape ! bill = ! fiddl+4 ,speak+ accurately !re is1 ( c\rse1 no su* ?+ z a new law ( heal?--su* laws be+ ( _! v nature et]nal--b a consci\sness ( ! hygi5ic code is z new z 0 ! discov]y n m ?an a c5tury ago ( ! =ces ( electricity1 :i* _h1 ?\gh ! mo/ p[]ful ag5t ^u ! e>?1 la9 ready to our h&s unrecogniz$ ?r\gh\t record$ "t4 ,! un=tunate fact t ! _w ( k is n a globe is %[n by ?is--t if1 9 sett+ out t[>d a fix$ goal ( tru?1 "o's face is turn$ 9 ! wrong direction1 no l5g? ( travel1 no miracle ( p]si/5cy1 ev] conducts to ! hav5 :]e "o w\ld be4 ,a tru? ( moral geography by no means univ]sally accept$ z yet1 & inde$ c]ta9 inh]5t t5d5cies ( human nature1 w =ev] prev5t its unanim\s acceptance1 a *ronic *ildi%ness ( m9d be+ s common t "o w\ld almo/ despair ( ! acceptance ( any new tru?1 7 x n t ! adult intellig5ce ( ! few ev5tually imposes its conclusions ^u ! multitude1 or en=ces at lea/ an outw>d concurr5ce4 ,! immature-m9d$ _m are always lu/+ aft] a sign ( ! wond]ful1 & kick+ aga9/ ! pricks ( pla9 tru?4 ,bulli$ out ( cr$it+ ! exi/5ce ( gho/s & fairies1 !y e>ne/ly engage 9 burn+ wit*es1 & %am$ out ( su* mi/ak5 zeal fl+ !mselves into ! arms ( spirituali/ m$iums1 flirt ) ! !osophi/s1 or die "u ! m9i/rations ( ,*ri/ian ,sci5ti/s4 ,! :ole hi/ory ( sup]naturalism has be5 ! hi/ory ( travel 9 ! wrong direction--a wrong turn+ t _h its beg9n+ 9 a *ildi% impati5ce t w\ld atta9 to its end by sudd5 leaps 9 lieu ( du/y plodd+ along ! highway t l$ by sl[ w9d+s to ! desir$ end4 ,man f\nd pa9ful b>ri]s ( "t1 space1 & physical decay f5c+ him out ( 8 ,ed5 ( gratifi$ desire1 & l a *ild he /raightway fell to dream+ ( fly+ c>pets1 ( magic lamps1 ( transmutable metals1 ( f\nta9s ( y\? & elixirs ( life4 ,at fir/ ^! miracles 7 ?\ght to be ! gifts ( %ad[y1 high] p[]s1 :o 7 happily sup]ior to ! cruel limits ( mat]ial exi/5ce1 & might give _! assi/ance accord+ to _! caprici\s elf9 fancy4 ,lat]1 man began to believe t 9 himself lay ! p[]s :i* 7 to break ! *a9s t b\nd him ! unhappy slave ( di/ance1 ( ! ne$ = lab\r1 ( ! tyrannies ( nature1 ) h] resi/less heat & cold1 /orm & flood1 pa9 & age4 ,a glimm]+ ( ! tru?1 ?is1 at la/1 b only a fa9t reflection on ! horizon ( ! ris+ sun1 on :i* he _h turn$ 8 back4 ,!re foll[$ a p]iod ( fa/s & mac]ations ^: c\rage & p]si/5cy 0 to make ! gods tremble 9 respectful t]ror--a triumph ov] mat]ial passions :i* %\ld give an occult p[] ov] mat]ial limitations4 ,! ,buddhi/s /ood moveless & spee*less until ! birds re>$ _! "y 9 _! hair1 & !reby 7 suppos$ to gr[ s mighty t ! m\nta9s rock$ b5ea? ! weight ( _! ?\ghts1 & space & "t 7 annihilat$4 ,sup]b en]gies1 passionate pati5ce & ard\r1 ma/] intellects1 7 wa/$ 9 ! long endeav\r to f9d "s means by :i* nature c\ld be conqu]$ & man made ma/] ( circum/ance--all giv5 fruitlessly2 ?r[n into t bottomless pit ( error nev] to be fill$4 ,& ^! e>ne/1 misguid$ travell]s--s bl9d$ 7 !y--:5 "o ( _! numb] turn$ ab\t 9 ! o!r direction promptly fell ^u him & beat him into submission1 z "o :o w\ld *eck ! /ruggle t[>ds light & k4 ,ev5 n[ t ! fact is accept$ t nature is to be conqu]$ by h] own natural means only1 & t sup]naturalism is a wa/e & quak+ morass ^u :i* no edifice ( tru? is to be re>$1 !re are _m--sadly _m--desc5dants ( ,lot's wife ca/+ long+ glances back to ! ,sodom ( _! intellectual s9s4 ,x is no?+ to !m t hav+ once fac$ ab\t 9 ! "r direction ! same am\nt ( ef=t1 prop]ly direct$1 has a*iev$ t = :i* ! sup]naturali/s _h = ages /riv5 9 va94 ,eat+ 8 due am\nt ( food & atta*+ no my/ical significance to any?+1 man tore 8 way ?r\gh ! he>t ( m\nta9s1 fla%$ 8 ?\ghts "u ! wa/es ( ocean1 s5t 8 voice across a ?\s& miles1 sail$ into ! tee? ( ! w9d1 dev\r$ space ) /eam1 re>$ palaces m l(ty ?an ,aladd9 dream$ (1 &--8 own ,kobold--div$ into ! d>kness & fet*$ up gold & gems m ?an ! fairy tales ev] knew4 ,he made himself "l ( ! visible e>?1 ( "t1 ( di/ance1 ( wave & w9d4 ,he laid 8 h&s ^u all ! =ces :i* _h aw$ 8 *ildhood & =c$ !m to "w miracles beside :i* ! fables ( ! ,kabbali/s seem$ tame & feeble4 ,& 9 spite ( ?is !re rema9 m5 & wom5 :o are m aw$ by a banjo fly+ ?r\gh a d>k room ?an by ! telephone2 :o f9d ! unty+ ( knots 9 a cab9et1 or ! clut*es ( damp h&s :5 ! lights are turn$ d[n1 m important ?an ! automobile4 ,x is ! attitude ( m9d ( a *ild1 :o is m int]e/$ by rabbits com+ out ( a conjur]'s hat ?an by wireless telegraphy4 ,!re is z great an inequality 9 ! inh]itance ( heal? z 9 ! heir%ip ( weal? or bra9s4 ,"s are born ) a =tune ( vig\r & s\ndness s l>ge t n a lifetime ( eag] squ&]+ w leave !m poor1 & o!rs ent] ! _w paup]s ( s dire a ne$ t no *>ity ( m$ic9e w ev] raise !m to com=t2 b mo/ ( u h j t m$iocre legacy ( vitality :i* makes u indi/+ui%able units 9 ! mass4 ,x lies 9 ! h&s ( ea* to improve or wa/e t prop]ty z he *ooses1 = !re are self-made m5 physically z well z f9ancially1 & sp5d?rifts ( heal? come to z sorr[ful an end z prodigals ( gold4 ,! body is a realm :]e a wise rul] br+s happ9ess z surely z a fooli% "o ensures di/ress1 & wisdom "h1 z else:]e1 lies 9 ! obs]vance ( natural laws4 ,x is j ^! natural laws--simple1 sev]e1 inexorable--aga9/ :i* ! majority *afe1 = :i* "s magic pill or potion is (f]$ z a sub/itute4 ,temp]ance1 cleanl9ess1 activity1 are ! ?ree c>d9al virtues ( ! body1 z fai?1 hope1 & *>ity are ( ! s\l4 ,z ti!s ( m9t1 anise1 & cum9 are easi] to r5d] ?an ! obs]vance ( law1 ju/ice1 & judgm5t1 s burnt-(f]+s ( drugs are (f]$ to ! ,goddess ,hygeia 9 place ( ob$i5ce to h] regim54 ,aft] ! excesses ( ! c>nival came ! brief rig\rs ( ! ,l5t5 retreat1 & aft] ! ,fat ,tuesday ( gluttony comes ! %ort atonem5t ( ! ,cure at "s m9]al spr+1 :]e ! prie/s ( heal? are yield$ a complete b pass+ submission4 ,x is easi] to repeat incessant =mul ( pray] ?an p]si/5tly to keep "o's self unspott$ f ! _w1 & x is easi] = fat old s9n]s to paddle ab\t b>efoot 9 ! dew at a ,kneippe cure ?an to ab&on at once & =ev] _! little d>l+ s9s ( gre$9ess or indol5ce4 ,"o he>s a con/ant cry ( ,lo1 ,"h6 & ,lo1 ,!re6 & all ! _w ru%es to sit hopefully "u blue glass or swa! itself 9 pure wool 9 ! ev]-r5ew$ belief t "s sub/itute may be f\nd = ! fatigu+ necessity ( ob$i5ce to ! ?ree rules4 ,ev5 yet ill heal? is consid]$ z a sort ( sup]natural visitation r ?an a c]ta9 result ( ! infr+em5t ( pla9 laws4 ,i rememb] read+ once a clev] book1 less popul> ?an x des]v$ to be1 :i* told ( a c\ntry 9 ! he>t ( ! ,&es 9 :i* ! intellig5t inhabitants look$ ^u crime z ! un=tunate result ( cong5ital temp]am5t2 a disease dem&+ sympa?y & treatm5t2 b ill heal? ar\s$ only condemnation z a wilful infr+em5t ( wise & well und]/ood laws4 ,a bron*ial case caus$ arre/ & imprisonm5t1 & fri5ds ( ! family consid]$ x rude to c\gh 9 ! pres5ce ( ! crim9al's un=tunate family2 b a sev]e attack ( embezzlem5t 0 cause ( polite condol5ce1 & c>ds 7 left ^u ! invalid ) k9d inquiries z to :e!r he 0 receiv+ ! be/ moral att5tion4 ,an idea less :imsical ?an x may seem4 ,p>acelsus--:o 0 accus$ ( magic because 8 cures 7 effect$ by su* simple means--always ass]t$ t if he 7 all[$ to absolutely direct a *ild's diet f its bir? he c\ld build up a con/itution :i* might )\t difficulty be made to la/ out a c5tury 9 undim9i%$ vig\r2 & !re are ^? :o are prep>$ to accept lit]ally ! age ( ! ant$iluvian patri>*s1 on ! gr\nd t z at t "t bread _h n be5 discov]$1 dige/ions nev] call$ ^u to /ruggle ) />* f\nd no difficulty 9 su/a9+ life to ,me?uselah's t]m4 ,x is c]ta9 t ! subtle b supremely important *emi/ry ( nutrition has be5 %amefully neglect$ 9 fav\r ( matt]s f> less g]mane to happ9ess1 & t ! same skill :i* has develop$ ! sci5ce ( bact]iology & pursu$ ! mo/ elusive microbe to 8 mo/ secret lair might h be5 m pr(itably appli$4 ,aft] ! microbe has be5 f\nd & nam$ 8 dang]\sness rema9s unatt5uat$4 ,h[ mu* m valuable w\ld be a k--equally atta9able--( exactly ! am\nt & nature ( ! food = ! be/ results ( gr[? & heal?4 ,!re is a f>m] ant 9 ! ,we/ ,indies1 :o1 9 a c>efully prep>$ soil1 comp\nd$ ( fl[]s & leaves1 gr[s a t9y fungus on :i* he fe$s4 ,! eggs ( ?is ant seem1 :5 hat*$1 to produce creatures all alike1 b ?r\gh diff]5t fe$+ !y develop into w>riors1 f>m]s1 or que5s1 z may be ne$$4 ,if ?r\gh an accid5t ! supply ( w>riors is dang]\sly l[]$1 l>v be+ f$ ) ! meat :i* n\ri%es f>m]s are transf]r$ to ! soldi]s' nurs]y1 & *ange ( diet produces *ange ( nature4 ,ah6 c\ld we too "k ^u :at meat to fe$ our ,cs>s1 or ,roosevelts1 t !y might gr[ s great4 ,:at a mu* m important a*ievem5t t w\ld be ?an ! nam+ ( microbes :i* w\ld be impot5t to injure a p]fectly n\ri%$ body4 ,to "k ! law1 to practise x daily--!re is ! secret ( ! f\nta9 ( y\?1 ! elixir ( life4 ,^! ,*ri/ian ,sci5ti/s1 :o practise ! late/ abracadabra to conjure away ! effects ( fix$ causes1 :o dream t pa9 arises f s91 & c be aboli%$ by fai?1 *ildi%ly ov]look ! fact t pa9 9 itself is no evil1 b r a good4 ,x is simply a telegraphic message s5t ov] ! n]ve-wires to ! bra9 to in=m x t "s memb] ( ! physical commonweal? is 9 dang] & requires help4 ,n by magic is heal? to be obta9$4 ,fly+ c>pets w n rea* x4 ,fa/s & pray]s w n call x d[n f heav54 ,fix$1 immortal1 ! laws cont9ue4 ,always un*ang$2 always inexorable4 ,! wages ( ! s9 ( disob$i5ce are disease4 ,july #bd4 ,dead1 ,dead1 ,dead4 ,i wond] if !re is /ill anyone 9 all ! _w to :om ?is date is important8 ,& aft] all :y %\ld x be8 ,9 tw5ty-?ree ye>s a :ole g5]ation has come into life2 has wept & laugh$1 & lov$ & m>ri$1 & produc$ ano!r g5]ation to d ! same ?+--& :o rememb]s ! roses t )]$ ev5 ye/]day8 99 99 99 99 99 ,oh1 wild1 l\d w9d1 ,:o1 moan+1 z 9 pa91 ,beats ) wet f+]s at my door 9 va91 ,do/ ?\ come f ! graves ) t sad cry ,:i* pleads = entrance1 & d5i$1 goes by ,to fa9t 9 te>s amid/ ! freez+ ra98 ,9 "h ! live r$ fire gl[s aga94 ,( life & liv+ we are full & fa94 ,"h is no ?\ght ( dea?1 or m5 t die-- ,oh1 wild1 l\d w9d6 ,:y %\ld/ ?\ come !n to my w9d[ pane ,to wr+ ?y h&s & weep1 & sore compla9 ,t !y alone all sad & cold mu/ lie ,9 wet1 d>k graves1 & we brea! n a sigh8 ,we h =got4 ,! quick & dead are twa91 ,oh1 wild1 l\d w9d6 ,septemb] #f4 ,v]bal ,magic4 ,j---- 0 read+ me p>ts ( 8 new book 9 manuscript to-day1 & ,i object$ t x lack$ /yle4 ,:y1 all ! successful writ]s tell me t /yle is unnecess>y1 he said 9 an injur$ tone4 ,d---- says he j writes ahead & pays no att5tion to x4 ,he says t ! labori\sness ( ,/ev5son & ,flaub]t has 'gone out' & ! public are bor$ by x4 ,& j see h[ successful ,d---- is6 ,:at 0 "o to say8 ,i m]ely tri$ to look conv9c$ & begg$ him to cont9ue4 ,& yet ,em]son said t :5 ! di/raught ,hamlet cri$ to ! mail$ _s ( 8 fa!r1 ,:at may ?is mean1 ,t ?\1 dead corse1 aga9 9 complete /eel ,revisit'/ ?us ! glimpses ( ! moon8 he 0 s possess$ by ! v]bal magic ( ! phrase t he c\ld att5d no m to ! re/ ( ! play4 ,p]haps x is "s p5etrat+ assonance 9 t complete /eel--9 ^? sibilant repetitions ( revisit'/ ?us ! glimpses--t makes its wit*]y4 ,poe c>efully analyz$ ! sci5ce ( x--:i* is no sci5ce at all1 b ! inscrutable magic ( inspiration4 ,su* l9es z ,came up ?r\gh ! lair ( ! lion ,) love 9 h] lum9\s eyes are built ^u t !ory ( liquid consonants & op5 v[els1 & x has no magic at all1 :ile ,to ,annie--:i* 0 writt5 )\t consci\s plan--is full ( x4 ,h] gr& family fun]als is in/9ct ) t prickl+ delight ( ! magic ( words1 z is ! wiz>d r\t ( ! bodiless airs t blew ?r\gh h] casem5t op5 to ! night4 ,t5nyson's fam\s allit]ation1 ,! moan+ ( doves 9 immemorial elms ,& ! murmur ( innum]able bees lacks glam\r4 ,"o sc5ts ! int5tion4 ,ay6 ,ay6 oh ay6 ,! w9d t bl[s ! bri] recaptures ! elusive *>m1 because ( its wild1 unconsci\s lyrism4 ,fancy ^! absurd1 ignorant "y writ]s talk+ ( /yle hav+ gone out6 ,app>5tly !y suppose x means f9e writ+1 9 :i* no?+ is m lack+ ?an /yle4 ,! ess5ce ( /yle1 ,i suppose1 is 9 ! inspir$1 in/9ctive *oice ( words :i* pres5t sudd5ly to ! m9d a picture ( :at ! writ] is talk+ ab\t4 ,! :ole cl\ ( ,hamlet's phrase is t glimpses ( ! moon4 ,x makes "o see ! vague1 intangible mom5t>9ess ( ! app>ition4 ,sir ,?omas ,br[ne's fam\s drums & trampl+s ( ?ree conque/s gives j t fla%+ picture ( ! bann]s & roll+ s\nds ( ^? long vani%$ invasions4 ,& ,keats's ,casem5ts op5+ on ! foam ,( p]il\s seas 9 fairy l&s =lorn pres5ts ! indescribable to ! eye4 ,!re is1 ( c\rse1 t o!r elem5t ( musical quality1 & ,hamlet's phrase is delici\s = its /range1 brok5 sibilations1 b )\t ! picture ! allit]ations & v[el s\nds are b dead ?+s4 ,all ! f9e1 roll+1 organ-l sonority ( ,sw9burne's ,hymn to ,pros]p9e w\ld be t$i\s )\t ! impressions ( light & col\r t palpitate ?r\gh ! l9es4 ,= /yle ,i c ?9k ( no bett] mod]n example ?an ! conclud+ p>agraph 9 ,lafcadio ,he>n's pap] on ! dragon-fly 9 ! volume call$ ,kotto3 444 !n let me hope t ! /ate to :i* ,i am de/9$ w n be worse ?an t ( a cicade or ( a dragon-fly2--climb+ ! cryptom]ias to cla% my t9y cymbals 9 ! sun1--or haunt+1 ) s\ndless flick] ( ame?y/ & gold1 "s holy sil5ce ( lotus pools4 ,octob] #h4 ,hamlet4 ,old ,mr4 ,a---- 0 mo/ int]e/+ to-night at d9n] on ! subject ( ! v>i\s ,hamlets he has se5--app>5tly e actor ( any importance :o has attempt$ ! "p 9 ! la/ sixty ye>s2 n only ! ,engli%-speak+ ones1 b ,g]man & ,fr5* z well4 ,aft] dwell+ ^u all mann] ( details ( ! v>i$ dress1 bus9ess1 sc5]y1 & s =?1 ( ! diff]5t m5 :o h attempt$ ! role1 ,i ask$ him :i* ( !m all he consid]$ to h be5 ! be/1 & he decid$ aft] "s hesitation t n "o ( !m satisfi$ him completely4 ,n "o ( !m all1 he conclud$1 seem$ to me to h a cle>1 compreh5sive grasp ( ! ess5tials ( ! "p4 ,ea* appe>$ to try to express "s "o phase ( x1 b y felt ! ?+ z a :ole escap$ !m4 ,:i* is1 p]haps1 n to be wond]$ at1 s9ce1 s f>1 x appe>s1 z a complete conception1 to h escap$ e "o4 ,no "o ( ! ,%akespe>ian s*ol>s has express$ :at def9ite mean+ ! play 9 its entirety convey$ to 8 m9d4 ,mr4 ,a----'s talk int]e/$ me imm5sely1 mu* m ?an any ( ^? long-w9d$ my/ical triumphs ( v]biage ! ,g]mans p]petrate4 ,i h se5 b two em95t actors 9 ! "p4 ,boo?'s ,hamlet 01 ( c\rse1 only a noble piece ( elocution1 n an int]pretation1 & )\t vitality4 ,m\net ,sully--b !n all ,fr5*m5 believe ,hamlet mad1 despite 8 express w>n+ to ,horatio-- ,h[ /range or odd s'er ,i be> myself1 ,z ,i1 p]*ance1 h]eaft] %all ?9k meet ,to put an antic disposition on 444 ,& ( 8 confid5ce to ,guild5/]n t he is b ,mad nor'-nor'-we/4 ,:5 ! w9d is s\!rly ,i "k a hawk f a h]n%aw4 ,( c\rse1 ,i've a !ory ( my own ab\t ,hamlet4 ,x seems to me t ! difficulty mo/ p]sons exp]i5ce 9 endeav\r+ to p5etrate :at !y call ! my/]y ( ! ,pr9ce's "* arises f ! fact t !y read ! play ei!r c>elessly or ) "s prepossession1 to fit :i* !y b5d all t he says or does4 ,! ,g]man critics blund] ?r\gh =gett+ h[ ess5tially sane & unmy/ical 0 ,%akespe>e 9 e fibre ( 8 m9d4 ,to him ! cl\dy symbolism ( ! second "p ( ,fau/ w\ld h s\nd$ v l nons5se4 ,8 int]e/ 0 9 man--! normal1 typical man & 8 passions ( hate1 love1 ambition1 rev5ge1 envy1 hum\r4444 ,to me ! key to ,hamlet seems to be a prop] reg>d = ! attitude ( ! m9d ( ! sev5te5? c5tury t[>d ! belief 9 gho/s4 ,! ,engli%man ( ,%akespe>e's day h>dly d\bt$ _! exi/5ce1 b 0 unsettl$ z to ! nature & orig9 ( spectres4 ,:e!r !y 7 truly %ades ( ! dep>t$ ones :i* !y resembl$1 or 7 m]ely horrid delusions ( ! m9d1 project$ ^u x by "s malign & helli% influ5ce1 !y 7 n cle>4 ,hamlet says3 ,! _s t ,i h se5 ,may be ! devil3 & ! devil ha? p[] ,to assume a pleas+ %ape2 yea1 & p]haps1 ,out ( my weakness & melan*oly1 7z he is v pot5t ) su* spirits7 ,abuses me to damn me3 ,i'll h gr\nds ,m relative ?an ?is4444 ,p]sonally1 my me?od ( endeav\r+ to cle> vex$ que/ions is to make an ef=t to conceive ( my own emotions & actions 9 a l difficulty4 ,to und]/& ,hamlet ,i try to imag9e :at my frame ( m9d w\ld be if ,p---- _h di$1 sudd5ly & tragically1 dur+ my abs5ce4 ,ha/5+ home 9 all ! turmoil ( grief & %ock ,i f9d ,h---- has grasp$ all ,p----'s =tune & has promptly m>ri$ ,m----1 :om ,i _h expect$ to f9d z afflict$ z ,i4 ,naturally ,i w\ld be deeply horrifi$ & (f5d$ & greatly puzzl$ ov] su* a situation4 ,:5 "o injects ! w>m? & p[] ( "o's own emotions into a situation by p]sonify+ x ) "o's own k9speople "o beg9s to realize ,hamlet's condition ( m9d prior to ! appe>ance ( ! ,gho/4 ,a gho/ly visitation n be+ imag9able n[adays1 "o may suppose "o's self hav+ a vivid & circum/antial dream1 mak+ all ^! curi\s conditions cle> by an explanation ( hide\s crim9ality4 ,! hy/]ical di/raction ( ,hamlet's int]view ) ! ,gho/ seems natural en\gh :5 "o pictures "o's own horror & incr$ulity on awak+ f su* a vision4 ,( c\rse1 a reaction w\ld foll[ ! fir/ r$ lu/ = d5unciation & = rev5ge ( ! deep damnation ( ! tak+ (f ( ! helpless victim4 ,"o w\ld be cont9ually p>alyz$ 9 ! v act ( v5geance by ! remembrance t "o _h no bett] au?ority ?an a dream = pro( ( crime 9 ^? "o _h always lov$ & tru/$4 ,! ?+ w\ld seem s incr$ible1 & yet ! dream w\ld expla9 all ! puzzl+ facts s cle>ly4 ,to a "y & noble m9d1 evil 9 ^? "o loves appe>s impossible4 ,"o w\ld be always fight+ ! ?\ght--:i* pull$ ! v gr\nd ( confid5ce f "u "o's feet--& yet always lay+ traps to prove "o's suspicions true1 z ! jeal\s notori\sly d2 wi%+ yet fe>+ to "k ! tru?4 ,hamlet's v>y+ fits ( viol5ce & indecision seem natural en\gh "u ! circum/ances1 & n a sign ( madness nor ( ecc5tricity ( "*4 ,he is call$ ! ,melan*oly ,dane1 b to a "y confid+ he>t ! fir/ revelation ( ! possibility ( fil? & crim9ality 9 ^? ne> 9 blood & love causes di/ru/ ( all ! _w2 ar\ses a mad desire = escape out ( a cruel exi/5ce :]e su* spiritual squal\r is possible4 ,if "o w br+ ! situation home to "o's self 9 ?is way--vivify+ x ) "o's own he>t--,hamlet no long] seems a /range & ali5 s\l1 b "o's v own self caught 9 a web ( horrid circum/ance1 & do+ & be+ j :at "o's self w\ld d & be 9 l case4 ,temptation to suicide1 murd]1 unpack+ "o's he>t ) words1 bitt]ness to1 & di/ru/ (1 ! innoc5t ,ophelia1 trea*]y1 d\bt1 indecision1--all are inevitable temptations4 ,look$ at 9 ?is way1 !re is no my/]y at all 9 ! play if "o reads x /raight & simply1 & f ! human po9t ( view--:i* view 0 always ,%akespe>e's1 ,i ?9k4 ,decemb] #ac4 ,gho/s4 ,! ,r----s are home ?is week f ,cali=nia1 & full ( a surpris+ tale ( _! exp]i5ce 9 r5t+ & try+ to live 9 a haunt$ h\se4 ,!y _h no idea ( its unpleasant "* :5 !y took x4 ,inde$ !y decid$ ^u x pr9cipally because ( ! sunn9ess ( ! rooms & its g5]ally *e]ful "*4 ,! only suspici\s feature 0 ! v mod]ate price2 b t appe>s to h ar\s$ only gratitude in/ead ( suspicion 9 _! m9ds4 ,! s\nds !y he>d1 :i* f9ally drove !m out ( ! h\se1 7 su* commonplace ones--! cl9k+ ( m$ic9e bottles1 ! mix+ ( /uff 9 sauc]s--t "o h>dly believes !y c\ld h inv5t$ !m4 ,inv5tion w\ld c]ta9ly h conceiv$ a m dramatic excuse = ab&on+ a h\se4 ,also1 !y solemnly av] t x 0 only ^u _! giv+ up ! lease t !y he>d ! /ory ( ! almo/ incr$ible trag$y ( ! =m] own]'s dea?4 ,!re c]ta9ly mu/ be "s manife/ations su* z are commonly kn[n z gho/ly4 ,i nev] h come across any p]sonally1 b ! te/imony is too frequ5t & p]si/5t = d\bt4 ,"s ph5om5a h und\bt$ly be5 obs]v$ ( :i* ! laws are n yet und]/ood4 ,! psy*ologi/s pr(ess to be work+ 9 ?is direction1 b ! psy*ology ( our day is /ill 9 ab\t ! condition ( a/ronomy & *emi/ry 9 ! days ( ! ?irte5?-c5tury a/rolog]s & al*emi/s--m]e bl9d fl\nd]+s4 ,we ne$ a psy*ological ,cop]nicus badly4 ,i am conv9c$ t :at are commonly call$ sup]/itions are really obs]v$ results ( unkn[n causes4 ,:5 ,i 0 a *ild ! negroes always w>n$ "o t x br\ght bad luck to g ne> a /able :5 "o _h a cut f+]4 ,no?+ c\ld seem m bl9dly uncorrelat$1 & yet x is n[ kn[n t ! g]m ( tetanus bre$s only 9 manure1 :i* %[s t _! obs]vation 0 correct1 ?\gh !y _h no conception ( g]ms1 or microbes4 ,x 0 an old sup]/ition1 d]id$ by ! m$ical pr(ession1 t !re 0 "s m]it 9 hang+ r$ curta9s at ! w9d[s ( a smallpox pati5t2 yet rec5tly "s int]e/+ discov]ies h be5 made z to ! effect ( r$ light ^u suff]]s f ?is disease4 ,aga9 !re is ! old-wife's belief t ! h[l+ ( a dog presages dea?4 ,i saw no s5se 9 t until ,i 0 br\ght 9 contact ) dea? = ! fir/ "t1 & !n discov]$ t a p]son ne> ! end1 & imm$iately aft]w>ds1 emitt$ a p[]ful od\r1 v l ! smell ( tub]oses4 ,9 two cases )9 my exp]i5ce ?is od\r rema9$ 9 ! dea?-*amb]1 despite p]si/5t air+ & clean+1 = fully a ye>4 ,my s5se ( smell is extremely acute1 & no "o seem$ to rem>k ?is od\r b myself1 nor h ,i ev] he>d or se5 any m5tion ( ! ph5om5on be+ notic$ by o!rs2 b naturally a dog1 ^: s5se ( smell mu/ be a ?\s& times m acute ?an m9e1 is aw>e ( ?is /range1 half repulsive p]fume1 :i* has ! effect ^u 8 n]ves produc$ also1 app>5tly1 by moonlight & by music4 ,if fre% rose leaves are %ut closely into a draw] until !y h ?or\ghly dri$ & crumbl$1 !y w be f\nd1 :5 remov$1 entirely sc5tless1 b ! draw] w reta9 = ye>s "s intangible emanation :i* !y h giv5 (f1 & ?is w p]meate any object left 9 ! draw]4 ,rec5t delicate exp]im5ts h %[n h[ ! viol5ce ( emotion w affect ! weight ( human be+s1 & no d\bt1 9 supreme crises ( feel+1 liv+ bodies may lose ?is weight by ! ?r[+ (f ( "s emanation :i* may l+] = a long "t 9 ! imm$iate surr\nd+s4 ,x has be5 discov]$ t _m objects reta9 lum9osity1 aft] be+ long expos$ to p[]ful rays2 a lum9osity invisible to our sight1 b suffici5t to make dim photographs ^u highly s5sitiz$ plates4 ,! gho/s are v probably explicable on "s su* !ory z ?is4 ,"s individuals are l ^! extremely s5sitive plates4 ,! emanations ?r[n out 9 ! condition ( int5se emotion affect !m1 & give !m an impression ( s\nds or sights :i* appe>1 9 our pres5t /ate ( ignorance1 to be sup]natural4 ,( c\rse1 any psy*ologi/ or sci5ti/ w\ld pooh-pooh ?is hypo!sis ( m9e1 if x 7 made public1 b equally !y w\ld h sniff$ fifty ye>s ago at a guess at wireless telegraphy1 or ! ,rontg5 ray1 or ! radioactivity ( radium4 ,aft] all1 h[ev]1 !y are "r 9 ?9k+ t guesses are n v valuable unless "o has ! indu/ry to demon/rate _! accuracy4 ,decemb] #bj4 ,amateur ,sa9ts4 ,if !re is any "o ?+ m p>ticul>ly repulsive to me ?an ano!r x is ! way ! av]age cl]ical p]son speaks ( religi\s ?+s4 ,"o w\ld suppose t su* matt]s1 if "o really believ$ !m1 w\ld be ! pr(\nde/ s5tim5ts ( "o's nature1 & be m5tion$ ) ! res]ve & rev]5ce ) :i* ! lay p]son treats ! deep] s5tim5ts1 su* z love1 hon\r1 or patriotism4 ,a little pamphlet came by mail to-day1 :i* prov$ to be a sort ( begg+ lett] f a community ( ,prote/ant cl]gym51 :o are und]tak+ to imitate mona/icism 9 ,am]ica4 ,"u a head+ ( a cross is ?is text1 ,if we h s[n unto y spiritual ?+s1 is x a great matt] if we %all reap y\r worldly ?+s8 ,& !re foll[s an appeal = assi/ance 9 build+ a mona/]y on ! ,hudson4 ,! language ( ?is pamphlet is ! usual language ( begg+ lett]s1 only ) t flav\r ( smug religiosity & bl& bus9ess-l deal+ ) matt]s ( ! s\l :i* amazes ! lay m9d4 ,?is community (1 presumably1 able-bodi$ m5 :o desire to reap ( our worldly ?+s naively sets =? 9 ! foll[+ programme ! mann] 9 :i* !y int5d to occupy _! "t3 #e ,a4,m4 ,rise4 #e4cj to #f4 ,m$itation 9 ,*apel4 #f4 ,morn+ ,pray] & ,prime4 #f4ej to #h4 ,celebrations ( ! ,holy ,eu*>i/4 #h4 ,breakfa/4 #i4cj4 ,t]ce & ,int]cessions4 #ab ,m4 ,sext & ,none4 #ab4cj ,p4,m4 ,d9n]4 #a to #a4bj4 ,recreation 79 common74 #d4de4 ,ev5song4 #e4ae to #e4de4 ,m$itation4 #f4 ,supp]4 #f4cj to #g4ae4 ,recreation 79 common74 #h4cj4 ,compl9e4 #aj4 ,lights ext+ui%$4 ,& x is to p]mit !m to sp5d _! days 9 su* fruitful fa%ion t "o is call$ ^u to contribute ! money e>n$ by m5 :o toil6 ,t _m h already contribut$ is to be inf]r$ f ! fact t ?is community has become possess$ ( sev5ty-five acres ( valuable l&1 & has sp5t "s =ty ?\s& doll>s on ! erection ( a mona/]y4 ,( c\rse1 !re are wor?less idl]s ev]y:]e1 b v few ( !m 9 our practical day assume _! indol5ce z a m]it1 or call ^u _! neighb\rs to support !m1 9 ! "n ( ! deep] s5tim5ts ( life4 ,h>e1 9 ,a ,pair ( ,spectacles rem>ks cynically1 :5 ask$ to help an indig5t wid[1 ,oh1 ,i "k t indig5t wid[2 %e comes f ,%effield4 ,"o kn[s ^! /urdy begg>s4 ,!y come f out ! ,middle ,ages1 :5 x 0 /ill felt t !re 0 "s special virtue 9 ab&on+ ! obvi\s duties ( life to take up o!rs m appeal+ to ! ,sa9t2 m appeal+ precisely because !y 7 any?+ b obvi\s4 ,! v "n ( ,sa9t is a /5* 9 my h]etical no/rils4 ,i nev] knew or read ( "o :o 0 n a va9 egoi/1 ) all ! cruelty1 ob/9acy1 & selfi%ness ( ! egoi/4 ,read ! ,lives ( ! ,sa9ts4 ,n "o ( ^! absurd *ronicles b is a repulsive tale ( an insane vanity trampl+ on ! rights & feel+s ( o!rs to a*ieve notoriety4 ,/4 ,l\is is a sample ( ! type3 r5\nc+ 8 duties to 8 unlucky wife1 squabbl+ ) e o!r mon>* un=tunate en\gh to be associat$ ) him1 & wreck+ ! exp$itions 9 :i* he jo9$ because ( "s petty qualm ab\t 8 meagre1 unimportant little s\l4 ,! p]son :o extorts my rev]5ce is n ,sa9t ,elizabe?1 b t poor boy1 h] husb&1 be>+ ! torm5ts ( h] hy/]ical squeami%ness ) su* noble pati5ce & *ivalry4 ,"o c picture t tir$1 sleepy "y fell[1 busy ) 8 duties ( gov]nm5t all day1 dragg$ out ( 8 prop] slumb] to behold 8 ridicul\s wife climb+ out ( b$ to lie on ! cold floor 9 h] nightg[n1 :ile ! att5dants /ood ab\t & cross$ !mselves 9 admiration4 ,/4 ,!resa seems to h be5 a sort ( ,moy5-,age ,h$da ,gabl]2 no bett] ?an an ecclesia/ic flirt4 ,g ?r\gh ! :ole li/ & ! /ory is always ! same4 ,"o nev] he>s ( a p]son ) a s5se ( hum\r--:i* implies a s5se ( proportion--sett+ up z a sa9t4 ,! brea? 9 ! no/rils ( ^! g5try is ! />e ( ! un?9k+ multitude1 :o are aw$ by any?+ out ( ! ord9>y4 ,& yet x takes s mu* f9] pati5ce1 s mu* great] self-abnegation1 to d ! pla9 duties ( life4 ,i feel f> m l cross+ myself :5 ,i look at ! humble commut]1 :o has sat on a /ool all day1 & travels ) 8 arms full ( p>cels to t *eap1 draughty cottage 9 ! cold dusk ( ,lonelyville1 to li/5 pati5tly to ,emily's recitals ( ,johnny's cut f+] & ,m>y ,ann's impud5ce4 ,x is ^u su* z he t civilization & ! _w's happ9ess & sun%9e dep5d4 ,he has done a man's duties2 ^u him dep5ds a helpless woman1 & innoc5t *ildr54 ,8 t$i\s1 petty drudg]ies rise to nobility comp>$ ) ! lives ( ^! fat & lazy grubs ) _! compl9es & sexts & primes4 ,/4 ,!resa seems vulg> to me contra/$ ) ! anxi\s ,emily *eap5+ *ops at ! but*]'s1 & fight+ ar\nd ! b>ga9 c\nt] to make h] labori\s commut]'s meagre sal>y /ret* ov] ! ne$s ( h] family4 ,x requires a f9] & sweet]1 a m sa9tly nature to walk ! floor pati5tly ) a tee?+ baby ?an to pose z a sa9t on ! floor to no "o's b5efit b "o's own4 ,ah1 ^? humble1 lovely s\ls be>+ ! :ips & scorns ( ,"t1 & ! spurns t pati5t m]it ( ! unwor?y takes--_! commonplace daily halos make ! sa9ts' diadems look l imitation jewels4 ,janu>y #a1 #aijj4 ,! ,zeitgei/4 ,back f ! gates ( ! ,city ( ,life !re runs a great highway1 ^: beg9n+ is 9 ! l&--ea/ ( ! sun & we/ ( ! moon--:]e ! unborn dwell4 ,x is a broad & well-trodd5 road2 beat5 smoo? by ! feet ( ! hurry+ g5]ations t tread %>p ^u "o ano!r's heels z !y press =w>d out ( grey & airless no?+ness into ! w>m atmosph]e ( exi/5ce4 ,by ! side ( ?is road lies a *imra1 ) woman's brea/s c\*$ ^u lion's paws4 ,x is ! old direful ,que/ion] ( ,!bes2 ! ,prop\nd] ( ,riddles2 ! prodigi\s ,ask] ( ,enigmas4 ,be=e ent]+ ! gates ( ! ,city ! jo/l+ multitude mu/ pause 9 _! furi\s ha/e t[>ds life & li/5 to h] z %e prop\nds to ea* g5]ation h] problem4 ,e g5]ation guesses at ! riddle ) fe> or hope1 ) timidity or c\rage1 z its nature may be1 & !n ru%es on )9 ! gates1 n kn[+ if x has guess$ aright1 b ) ! task laid ^u x ( liv+ out its life by ! light ( t answ]1 let ! result be :at x w4 ,! ,sph9x lies wat*+ ! g5]ations :irl$ pa/ h] into exi/5ce4 ,%e li/5s to ! cries1 ! turmoil1 ! bitt] pla9ts ( ^? )9 ! walls :o believ$ t !y _h solv$ h] problem a c5tury ago1 & z %e li/5s %e smiles h] cold1 incr$ul\s smile4 ,n yet h !y div9$ h] secret1 if "o may judge f _! l\d prote/s1 & ?is new g5]ation p\r+ 9 among !m has b small pati5ce ) _! failure4 ,! newcom]s are q sure t !y at la/ h answ]$ ! immortal conundrum correctly4 ,!y h f\nd x q easy1 & !y mean to %[ _! silly pr$ecessors h[ simple x is to f9d happ9ess if "o has only ! correct =mula4 ,all ! prec$+ guesses h be5 wrong8--well1 b x is j because !y 7 wrong t ! application fail$4 ,"h is ! "r "o at la/1 triumphantly evolv$ by ! new heir ( all ! ages1 & x w be soon se5 h[ crim9ally1 h[ almo/ incr$ibly mi/ak5 ! previ\s g5]ations h be5 9 _! fooli% attempts to live by su* palpably absurd !ories ( exi/5ce4 ,make way6--y silly old folk--make way = ! "y lords ( life :o come be>+ tru? & wisdom to ! _w6 ,:o come to inaugurate a reign ( peace & pl5ty & delight6 ,! old g5]ation1 ne>+ ! ,city's l[] gate1--beyond :i* lies ano!r road1 equally broad & well-travell$1 b gloomi] & m airless ?an ! "o by :i* !y came1--%ake _! heads d\bt+ly at ^! ass]tions4 ,!y 7 q z confid5t 9 _! "t1 & yet1 someh[1 ?+s did n "w out z !y expect$4 ,no d\bt _! own guess 0 q "r2 !y are almo/ sure ( x2 b _m un=ese5 exig5cies int]f]$4 ,p 7 ob/9ate4 ,! =mula 0 p]fect1 b p 7 s v wrong-head$ t x nev] _h a prop] opportunity ( prov+ h[ infallible x really 04 ,& s difficulties 9 ! application arose1 &--,b ! "y newcom]s pu% !m1 /ill babbl+ & expla9+1 out ( ! fur!r gate1 & set at once ab\t reg5]at+ ! un=tunate city :i* has be5 =c$ to wait su* a we>y :ile = ?is ! p]fect solution ( all problems4 ,& ! old ,que/ion] ly+ )\t ! gates />es ) h] long1 calm eyes into ! :ite mi/ f :i* yet m g5]ations are to come1 & %e smiles h] fix$ & scornful smile4 ,x 0 aft] ?is fa%ion our c5tury1 n9ete5? ( ! era1 came 9--flu%$1 happy1 confid5t4 ,x came an army ) bann]s1 e /&>d blazon$ 9 lett]s ( gold ) its magic device--,lib]ty1 ,equality1 ,frat]nity4 ,h[ x hu/l$ ! poor pa9t$1 =mal1 )]$1 old eighte5? c5tury out at ! ne!r gate6 ,sma%+ its idols1 toppl+ ov] its alt>s1 te>+ d[n its t>ni%$ hang+s ( royalty f ! walls1 & bundl+ its poor antiquat$ furniture ( au?ority out ( w9d[s4 ,all doors 7 flung wide2 ! b>ri]s ( ca/e1 class1 sex1 religion1 race1 7 bur/ op5 & light p\r$ 94 ,! gloomy ,ghettos 7 empti$ ( _! sil5t1 /ubborn1 cr++ population2 =g$ by ! hamm] ( ,*ri/ian hate ?r\gh two ?\s& ye>s into a race z ke51 compact1 & flexible z /eel4 ,! slave /ood up free ( bonds2 half exultant1 half fright5$ at ! lib]ty t br\ght ) x responsibilities heavi] & m inexorable ?an ! old %ackles4 ,woman caught h] brea? & lift$ up h] arms4 ,! old sup]/iti\s ,asiatic curse fix$ ^u h] by ! *ur* 0 laugh$ scornfully into no?+ness4 ,%e 0 z free z ! ,roman woman aga94 ,free to be pr\d ( h] sex1 free to w$ :]e %e *ose1 free to claim z h] own ! *ild = :om %e _h travail$ to give life4 ,a va/ bonfire 0 made ( ! /ake1 ! :eel1 ! gyve2 ( cr[ns1 ( ord]s1 ( robes ( /ate4 ,all wrongs 7 to be right$1 all oppressions r$ress$2 all inequalities levell$1 all cruelties =bidd54 ,m5 %udd]$ :5 !y ?\ght ( ! crimes ( ! pa/1 :5 !y talk$ ( ,calas4 ,su* a crime w\ld nev] be possible 9 ?is new gold5 age4 ,only ( oppression & cruelty 0 vice br$4 ,giv5 p]fect lib]ty & p]fect ju/ice ! w>r+ _w w\ld become ,arcadia once m4 ,lions if n hunt$1 & if judici\sly tra9$ by ! con/ant in/ill+ ( virtu\s maxims1 w\ld acquire a p]fect disgu/ = mutton1 & lambs w\ld consequ5tly lie d[n beside !m & w\ld gr[ z c\rage\s & self-reliant z wolves4 ,:at a beautiful "t x 01 ^? fir/ ?rill+ days ( ! new era6 ,h[ ! _s dilates 9 contemplat+ x1 ev5 n[4 ,! he>t beat ) ! noble new emotions1 ! *eek flu%$1 ! eyes gli/5$ ) s5sibility's ready te>4 ,x 0 s pleasant to be good1 to be k9d1 to be j2 to feel t ev5 ! bonds ( nationality 7 ca/ aside1 & t all mank9d 7 bro!rs /riv+ only = pre-em95ce 9 virtue4 ,x 0 a new *ivalry1 a new crusade4 ,only1 in/ead ( lovely pr9cesses to be succ\r$1 or sepul*res to be sav$1 x 0 ! rescue ( all ! humble & suff]+1 a crusade aga9/ ! paganism ( ! /rong4 ,! he>t c\ld h>dly hold )\t delici\s pa9 ?is broad flood ( univ]sal k9dness4 ,x 0 !n t ,an>*>sis ,clootz pres5t$ to ! ,national ,assembly 8 fam\s deputation ( mank9d4444 ,on ! #ai? ev5+ ( ,june1 #agij1 ! sun's slant rays light$ a spectacle su* z our fooli% little planet has n (t5 to %[4 ,an>*>sis ,clootz ent]+ ! augu/ ,salle de ,mange ) ! human species at 8 heels4 ,sw$es1 ,spani>ds1 ,polacks1 ,turks1 ,*aldeans1 ,greeks1 dwell]s 9 ,mesopotamia come to claim place 9 ! gr& ,f$]ation1 hav+ an und\bt$ int]e/ 9 x4444 ,9 ! meantime we invite !m to ! hon\rs ( ! sitt+1 honneur de la sance4 ,a long-fl[+ ,turk1 = rejo9d]1 b[s ) ,ea/]n solemnity1 & utt]s articulate s\nds2 b ow+ to 8 imp]fect k ( ! ,fr5* dialect1 8 words are l spilt wat]2 ! ?\ght he _h 9 him rema9s conjectural to ?is day4444 ,to su* ?+s does ! augu/ ,national ,assembly ev] & anon *e]fully li/51 susp5d+ its reg5]ative lab\rs4 ,x 0 at ?is "t ! big words beg9n+ ) capitals made _! appe>ance & 7 tak5 v s]i\sly4 ,"o talk$ ( ! ,good1 ! ,true1 ! ,beautiful1 & ! ,ideal1 & felt "o's bosom spl5didly inflat$ by ^! capitaliz$ m\?fuls4 ,!re 7 o!r nice phrases mu* affect$ at ! "t--! ,p>liam5t ( ,man1 ! ,f$]ation ( ! ,_w1 la ,republique de ,g5re ,huma94 ,! new g5]ation 0 intoxicat$ ) its new !ory ( life1 ) its own admirable s5tim5ts4 ,discrepancies exi/$1 no d\bt4 ,! f9e !ories 7 n always put into complete practice4 ,:ile ! glitt]+ phrases ( ! ,decl>ation ( ,indep5d5ce 7 decl>+ all m5 free & equal1 "s million ( slaves 7 help+ to develop ! new c\ntry ) _! en=c$ lab\r4 ,! orig9al own]s ( ! soil 7 be+ m]cilessly hunt$ l v]m91 & ! wom5 ( ,am]ica _h sc>cely m legal claim to _! prop]ty1 _! *ildr51 or to _! own p]sons ?an _h ! negro slaves4 ,nor did ! fram]s ( ! ,decl>ation %[ any undue ha/e 9 sett+ ab\t aboli%+ ^! anomalies4 ,! ,national ,assembly ( ,france decre$ lib]ty1 equality1 & frat]nity to all m51 & hurri$ to cut (f ! heads & confiscate ! prop]ty ( all ^? equal bro!rs :o took ! lib]ty ( diff]+ ) !m4 ,b x 0 a poor nature t w\ld boggle at a few inconsi/5cies1 w\ld qu5* ?is fre% en?usiasm ) criticism4 ,aft] all1 m]e facts 7 unimportant4 ,giv5 ! prop] emotion1 ! l(ty s5tim5t ( lib]ty & good-w1 ! re/ w\ld come "r ( itself4 ,a new heav5 & new e>?1 s x seem$1 0 to be creat$ by ?is virile "y g5]ation :o _h rid !mselves ( ! useless lumb] ( ! pa/4 ,! p]iod 0 "o ( univ]sal emotion1 exhibit+ itself 9 e =m3 9 iconocla/ic rages aga9/ wrong--rages t c\ld only be exhau/$ by ! de/ruction ( all ! cu/oms1 laws1 & religions t _h b\nd ! we/]n _w = two ?\s& ye>s2 x %[$ itself 9 sangu9>y furies aga9/ oppression--furies :i* c\ld be satiat$ only by seas ( blood2 9 floods ( sympa?y = ! weak t (ttimes swept away bo? /rong & weak 9 "o g5]al ru94 ,x 0 display$ 9 convulsions ( philan?ropy s viol5t t a man might n refuse ! (f]$ bro!rhood & k9dness save at ! price ( 8 life4 ,! cold dictates ( ! head 7 ignor$4 ,! he>t 0 ! only guide4 ,is x any wond] t driv5 by ! w9d ( feel+ & ) ! rudd] ?r[n ov]bo>d ! %ip pursu$ an erratic & contradictory c\rse4 ,se5 9 ?is way "o is no long] surpris$ at ! lack ( consi/5cy ( ! ,decl>ation des ,droits de l',homme1 t decl>$ ,all m5 are born & cont9ue free & equal 9 rights--t ,society is an association ( m5 to pres]ve ! rights ( man--t fre$om ( spee* is "o ( ! mo/ preci\s rights1 & yet t ,france1 cry+ al\d ^! f9e phrases1 slaught]$ ev5 ! mo/ sil5t & humble :o 7 suppos$ to ma9ta9 secret ?\ghts oppos$ to ! op9ions ( ! majority4 ,x is no long] a/oni%+ to read ! g5]\s s5tim5ts ( our own ,decl>ation & to rememb] ! p]secutions1 confiscations1 & burn+s t drove ?irty ?\s& ( ^? n 9 sympa?y ) ! ,revolution ov] ! bord]s ( ! ,new ,engl& ,/ates into ,canada1 & hunt$ a multitude f ! ,s\? into ,spani% ,l\isiana4 ,"o is no long] amaz$ to he> de ,tocqueville decl>e t 9 no place _h he f\nd s little indep5d5ce ( ?\ght z 9 ?is c\ntry dur+ ! e>ly ye>s ( ! ,republic4 ,by lib]ty--8 ador$ lib]ty--! revolution>y s5tim5tali/ meant only lib]ty to ?9k z he himself did1 & ! :ole hi/ory ( man records t !re is no?+ cruell] ?an a t5d] he>t ungov]n$ by a cool] head4 ,x is 9 ?is same _s t ! inquisitor1 ye>n+ 9 noble angui% ov] s\ls1 burns ! recalcitrant4 ,x is pla9 to him t su* z are s gross & vici\s z to refuse to fall 9 ) 8 admirable int5tions = _! et]nal welf>e c be wor?y ( no?+ g5tl] ?an fire4 ,b :atev] ! discrepancies might be1 ! :ole /ate ( feel+ 0 va/ly m :olesome1 m promis+1 ?an ! dry =malism1 ! frivol\s cynicism :i* x _h annihilat$ & out ( :i* x _h be5 br$4 ,! delicate1 fa/idi\s1 selfi% =mali/s ( ! eighte5? c5tury 7 naturally agha/ at ! g5]ation to :i* !y _h giv5 bir?4 ,x 0 z if an eld]ly da9ty cat _h be5 deliv]$ ( a blund]+1 slobb]+1 ma/iff puppy1 a bea/ :i* 0 to te> its disgu/$ & t]rifi$ p>5t 9 pieces4 ,no d\bt !y ask$ !mselves 9 horror1 ,:5 did we g5]ate ?is wild animal t %$s ridicul\s te>s ev5 :ile dr9k+ our blood8 ,n see+ x 0 ! natural *ild & natural reaction f ! selfi% %ort-sight$ness ( ,que ne mang5t ils de la brio*e8 f ! frigid sne] ( ,apres n\s le deluge4 ,?is torr5t ( emotionalism to :i* ! n9ete5? c5tury gave itself up is amaz+ to our cold] "t4 ,x manife/$ itself n only 9 its public policy1 9 its s*emes = univ]sal reg5]ation1 b x completely saturat$ all ! ?\ght ( ! "t1 0 visible 9 its :ole attitude t[>d life4 ,madame ,neck] c\ld n be> ! ?\ght ( h] fri5d ,m\lton's dep>ture aft] a %ort visit1 s t he 0 oblig$ to leave secretly )\t a f>ewell4 ,%e fa9t$ :5 %e le>n$ ! tru? & says1 ,i gave myself up to all ! bitt]ness ( grief4 ,! mo/ gloomy ideas pres5t$ !mselves to my desolate he>t1 & torr5ts ( te>s c\ld n dim9i% ! weight t seem$ to suffocate me--& all ?is ab\t ! dep>ture ( an amiable old g5tleman f ,p>is to ,g5eva6 ,!y _h no res]ves4 ,! mo/ secret s5tim5ts ( ! he>t 7 op5ly discuss$4 ,te>s 7 always fl[+4 ,no?+ 0 too sacr$ = v]bal expression4 ,!y wrote out _! pray]s1 =mal compositions ( *a/e s5tim5ts1 & h&$ !m ab\t among _! fri5ds z ,italian g5tlem5 did sonnets 9 ! ,quattro ,c5to4 ,on anniv]s>ies or special occasion !y p5n$ long epi/les full ( elegant phrases & invocations to fri5ds liv+ "u ! same ro(1 :o receiv$ ^! lett]s next morn+ ) ! breakfa/ tray1 & %$ delici\s te>s ov] !m into _! *ocolate4 ,a delicate female 0 a creature s f9ely con/itut$ t ! slighte/ %ock caus$ hy/]ics or a swoon1 & x 0 useless to hope = h] recov]y until ! p]son guilty ( ! bl[ to h] s5sitiv5ess _h %$ ! salt moi/ure ( rep5tance ^u h] cold & lifeless h& & _h wildly adjur$ h] to live--aft] :i* h] fri5ds ( ! same sex1 !mselves tremul\s & mu* %ak5 by ! m]e sight ( su* s5sibility1 recov]$ h] ) an exhibition ( lav5d]-wat] or ) "s ( ^? cordials :i* !y all c>ri$ 9 _! capaci\s pockets = j su* exig5cies4 ,nor did ! delicate female monopolize all ! delicacy & emotionalism4 ,! ,man ( ,feel+ 0 h] fitt+ mate1 & ! manly te> 0 z flu5t & frequ5t z ! drop 9 ,beauty's eye4 ,swoon+ 0 n s mu* 9 8 l9e2 !re 0 less competition1 p]haps1 = ! privilege ( support+ 8 langui%+ frame1 b a mortal pal5ess 0 no /rang] to 8 s5sitive c\nt5ance1 8 features contract$ 9 agony ov] ! smalle/ annoyance1 & he _h an om9\s fa%ion ( ru%+ madly f ! pres5ce ( ! fair "o 9 a way t left all 8 female relatives pant+ ) appreh5sion1 ?\gh long exp]i5ce might h taught !m t no?+ s]i\s ev] came ( x4 ,?us ! ,n9ete5? ,c5tury ent]$ ^u its exp]im5t ) ! v]ities1 beg9n+ glori\sly2 palpitat+ ) g5]\s emotion2 ready ) its blaz+ ubiquities to light ! way to ! mill5nium4 ,! tru? _h be5 discov]$1 & ne$$ b to be ?or\ghly appli$ to ensure p]fect happ9ess4 ,by #ahdj ! tide ( democracy & lib]alism _h ris5 to flood4 ,! m9ority 7 ov]aw$ & dumb4 ,to sugge/ d\bts ( ! impeccable ideals ( democracy 0 to awak5 only contempt2 z if "o %\ld dispute ! !ory ( gravity4 ,x 0 *ose juge4 ,x did n admit ( "q4 ,! exp]im5t 0 9 full practice & ! new !ory1 hav+ swept away all opposition1 _h free play = ! creation ( ,arcadias4 ,alas6 ,?us 9 ! eighte5? p]iod ( our era _h ,au?ority cle>$ ! gr\nd4 ,x _h burn$1 hang$1 %ut up 9 ! ,ba/ille all cavill]s1 & j z ! s*eme _h a *ance to "w x crumbl$ sudd5ly to pieces 9 ! blood & smoke ( revolutions4 ,democracy _h no fe> ( trag$y f ! v nature ( its pr9ciples1 b x _h decre$ lib]ty1 & lib]ty began to be tak5 to d\bt its conclusions4 ,!re began to arise voices bewail+ ! fle%-pots & ! l5tils ( ! ru9$ ,h\se ( ,bondage4 ,democracy _h br\ght mu* good3 t 0 n d5i$1 b alas1 :at ( ! old de> ?+s x _h swept away1 ! sweet loyalties1 ! ties betwe5 s]v] & s]v$4 ,! enorm\s social & political edifice re>$ by feudalism _h _h black dungeons1 noisome cloac1 no d\bt1 b :at ( its ri* c>v+s1 ( its dim1 t5d] lights filt]$ ?r\gh fl[]$ trac]ies8 ,:]e 0 its romance1 its pageants & revels8 ,! rectangul>1 ugly1 :olesome build+1 :i* democracy _h sub/itut$ z a dwell+ = ! s\l ( man1 ) its crude1 broad light flood+ e corn]1 fail$ to satisfy _m :o =got all ! bitt] inconv5i5ce ( ! anci5t ca/le1 rememb]+ 9 homesick long+ only its ru9$ beauties & ho>y *>m4 ,sci5ce 9 its h>d uns5tim5tal fa%ion comm5c$ to demon/rate ! fallacy ( ! he>t's ard5t reason+4 ,%e /ripp$ ! lovely veil f nature's face1 & %[$ ! t5d] spr++ grass ( ! fields1 ! flu%$ or*>d blossoms1 ! ne/+ bird1 ! pa9t$ insect float+ 9 ! breeze1--all1 all engag$ 9 a f]oci\s battle = life--trampl+ on ! weak1 snat*+ ! be/ food1 always ei!r dev\r+ or dev\r$4 ,x _h be5 decre$ ) ?und]\s f9ality t ! feeble %\ld be by law plac$ on equality ) ! /rong1 & ?is 0 ann\nc$ z ! evid5t int5tion ( b5efic5t nature4 ,sci5ce1 h[ev]1 rel5tlessly demon/rat$ t nature 0 n b5efic5t2 t 9 fact %e 0 a he>tless snob1 & t to ,nature's d>l+1 ! ,/rong1 %e ru?lessly sacrific$ multitudes ( ! helpless4 ,democracy _h made itself ! *ampion ( ! humble1 _h curs$ ! gre$y & p[]ful2 sci5ce prov$ t ! humble & unaggressive 7 doom$1 z 0 prov$ by _! n surviv+ 9 ! t]rible /ruggle = life t 0 rag+ 9 all =ms ( nature1 & ( :i* ! human mlee 0 b an articulate expression4 ,! conviction t humanity _h once kn[n p]fect equality1 & t fre$om _h be5 fil*$ by ! unscrupul\s1 0 %[n to be q unf\nd$4 ,r\sseau's ,contrat ,social 0 made absurd by ,d>w9's ,desc5t ( ,man4 ,all rese>* t5d$ to prove t f ! e>lie/ ,plioc5e x 0 n ! weak or ! humble1 b he :o ,/ole ! /eadie/ canoe1 ,eat ! qu>ry o!rs slew1 ,di$1 & took ! f9e/ grave1 :o _h f\nd$ families1 develop$ races1 br\ght ord] out ( *aos1 _h made civilizations possible1 _h orda9$ peace & security1 & _h be5 ! =ce ( upw>d evolution4 ,x 0 ?us t ! fre$om :i* ! he>t _h giv5 to ! head 0 us$ to prove h[ fallible t g5]\s he>t 04 ,!n out ( all ( ?is grop+ regret1 out ( ?is new k1 !re arose1 ) excursions & al>ums1 ,c>lyle2 ! fir/ :o d>$ frankly impea* ! new !ory & decry its results4 ,?r\gh all 8 vocif]\sness1 ?r\gh all 8 dron+ tautology1 8 buzz+1 bang+1 & butt+ among phrases l an angry cock-*af]1 ?r\gh ! g5]al egregi\sness ( 8 intol]able /yle1 !re rang out cle> once aga9 ! pon ( ! /rong4 ,"h 0 no talk ( ! rights ( man4 ,8 "r z ( old 0 to d 8 duty & walk 9 ! fe> ( ! ,"l4 444 ,a k+ or lead] 9 all bodies ( m5 !re mu/ be1 he says4 ,be _! "w :at x may1 !re is "o man "h :o by "*1 faculty1 & position is fitte/ ( all to d x4 ,= ! aggregate wisdom ( ! multitude1 to :i* ,democracy p9n$ its fai?1 he _h only scorn4 444 ,to f9d a ,p>liam5t m & m ! expression ( ! p1 c\ld1 unless ! p *anc$ to be wise1 give no satisfaction4444 ,b to f9d "s sort ( ,k+ made 9 ! image ( ,god1 :o c\ld a little a*ieve = ! p1 if n _! spok5 wi%es yet _! dumb wants1 & :at !y w\ld at la/ f9d to be _! in/9ctive w--:i* is a f> diff]5t matt] usually 9 ?is babbl+ _w ( ours 444 t 0 ! ?+ to be desir$4 ,he :o is to be my rul]1 ^: w is high] ?an my w1 0 *os5 = me by heav54 ,nei!r1 except 9 ob$i5ce to ! heav5-*os51 is fre$om s mu* z conceivable4 ,"h 0 ! old doctr9e ( ! div9e "r ( ! /rong man to rule1 come to life aga91 & masqu]ad+ 9 democratic g>m5ts4 ,no revolution result$4 ,democracy did n fall 9 ru9s ev5 at ! bla/ ( 8 /]tor\s trumpet1 b ! s]i\s-m9d$ ( 8 day 7 deeply /irr$ by 8 words1 m especially z t com=table middle-class prosp]ity & cont5t1 to :i* ! democrat po9t$ z ! be/ te/imony to ! virtue ( 8 doctr9es1 0 be+ attack$ at ! same "t f ano!r qu>t]4 ,n only did ,c>lyle scornfully decl>e t ?is b\rgeois prosp]ity 0 a ?+ unimportant1 almo/ contemptible1 b ! prolet>iat--a new factor 9 ! argum5t--began to mutt] & gr[l t he _h n be5 giv5 8 prop] %>e 9 x1 & he f\nd x z oppressive & unju/ z we _h f\nd ! arrogant prosp]ity ( ! nobles intol]able4 ,t old man vocif]\s has pass$ n[ to :]e beyond ^! voices !re is peace1 b ! obscure mutt]+s ( ! man 9 ! /reet1 :i* 0 !n b a vague und]tone1 has gr[n to an op5 m5ace4 ,! ,sph9x smiles z %e he>s once m ! same cries1 ! same accusations4 ,we ( ! middle classes1 :o ?rew (f ! yoke ( ! ari/ocracy1 clam\r$ j su* impea*m5ts a c5tury back4 ,we are amaz$ n[ to he> !m turn$ aga9/ ourselves4 ,to u ?is seems an admirable _w t we h made2 ord]ly1 peaceable1 prosp]\s4 ,we f9d no fault 9 x4 ,x has n work$ out1 p]haps1 on z g5]\s l9es z we _h plann$1 b on ! :ole ea* man gets1 we ?9k1 8 des]ts4 ,we ask ourselves wond]+ly if ! ari/ocrat ( ! eighte5? c5tury did n1 p]haps1 see 8 _w 9 ! same way4 ,he paid no taxes1 b he ?\ght he did 8 j %>e ( "w = ! body politic2 he f\ght1 he legislat$1 he adm9i/]$4 ,p]haps x seem$ also a good _w to him2 well arrang$4 ,p]haps he 0 z indignant at our prote/s z we are at ^? ( to-day4 ,we ?\ght ourselves intol]ably oppress$ by 8 exp5ditures ( ! money we e>n$1 by 8 monopoly ( place & p[]2 b we argue 9 our behalf1 t z we pay ! taxes we %\ld decide ^u ! me?ods ( ! money's use & h all ! consequ5t privileges4 ,:at1 we ask ourselves angrily1 d ^! mad creatures1 :o are v well treat$1 mean by _! talk ( slav]y--( wage-slav]y8 ,h[ c !re be "r or reason 9 _! cont5tion t ! lab\r] r ?an ! capitali/ %\ld h ! pr(it ( lab\r8 ,does n ! capitali/ gov]n1 adm9i/]1 def5d8 ,attack$1 abus$1 execrat$1 we beg9 to sympa?ize ) ^? dead nobles1 :o 7 p]haps z hone/1 z well-mean+1 z we feel ourselves to be2 :o 7 z disgu/$1 z scornful1 z little conv9c$ by our argum5ts z we by ^? :o accuse u 9 our turn ( be+ gre$y1 idle fe$]s ^u ! sweat ( o!rs4 ,p]haps to him ! e/abli%$ ord] ( ?+s seem$ z j & et]nal z x does to u4 ,we beg9 to h m compreh5sion ( t dead ari/ocrat4 ,= a hundr$ ye>s n[ democracy has _h a free h& = te/+ its fai?s & ideals4 ,let u reckon up ! results ( ?is reign ( lib]ty1 equality1 frat]nity4 ,out ( ! triumphant b\rgeoisie has gr[n a class pr\d & dom9ant z ! nobles ( old days4 ,!y h weal?1 luxury1 & p[]1 su* z ^? nobles nev] dream$ (4 ,capital is organiz$ into va/1 incr$ibly pot5t aggregations4 ,lab\r 9 its turn has organiz$ = itself a despotism f>-rea*+1 unescapable1 :i* ! old rgime w\ld nev] at its haughtie/ h v5tur$ ^u4 ,! two are array$ aga9/ "o ano!r 9 /ruggles ( ev]-increas+ int5sity4 ,! ,bro!rhood ( ,man is /ill a dream4 ,! cont95t ( ,europe is dom9at$ by two autocratic sov]eigns1 :o ov]awe o!rs by ! consi/5t & cont9u\s policy only possible to a despotism4 ,! republics ( ,france & ( ,s\? ,am]ica are ! prey ( a horde ( adv5tur]s :o only alt]nate despotisms2 ! armam5ts ( ! _w are s pret5ti\s t ea* fe>s to wield s t]rible a weapon4 ,! great nations are divid+ ! weak among !mselves z lions d _! prey4 ,all nations are exagg]at+ _! b>ri]s & diff]5ces4 ,russia is repudiat+ ! ,occid5tal languages & civilizations :i* %e at fir/ receiv$ s gladly4 ,hung>y has ab&on$ ! ,g]man tongue1 & ! ,hung>ians1 ,cze*s1 & ,bohemians1 held toge!r by ! bond ( ,au/ria1 are re/ive & mutually repell5t4 ,! ,celt revives & r5ews 8 hatr$ ( ! ,saxon1 & 9 ,irel& & 9 ,wales ! aborig9al tongues & lit]atures are be+ dis9t]r$ & taught z a means ( de/roy+ ! corporate nationalism ( ! ,briti% ,isles4 ,! ,bretons disclaim _! "p & int]e/ 9 ,france4 ,! ,spani% empire has fall5 into jeal\s & unsympa!tic fragm5ts4 ,! ,h9dus are clam\r+ = an ,india = ! ,indians4 ,all are rivals2 env5om$1 & seek+ dom9ation4 ,& ,am]ica1--,am]ica1 ! supreme demon/ration ( ! democratic ideal1--:at ( h]8 ,am]ica has emb>k$ ^u imp]ial w>s3 refuses sanctu>y to ! poor & oppress$ z inadmissible paup]s1 & laughs at ! claims to bro!rhood & citiz5%ip ( any man ) a yell[ sk94 ,! *ur*1 :i* is mo/ oppos$ to individual lib]ty ( ?\ght1 has be5 reconqu]+ great t]ritory 9 ! v citadels ( free consci5ce4 ,"o l>ge body ( ,prote/ants is repudiat+ its prote/s aga9/ irresponsible au?ority1 & bas+ its claims r ^u appeal to anci5t prec$5t4 ,sci5ce has "o by "o torn 9 pieces & scatt]$ ! iridesc5t bubbles ( democracy's s5tim5tal visions4 ,! ,ghetto is op51 b ! ,jews are /ill p]secut$4 ,a ,calas is no long] sacrific$ to bigot$ *ur*m51 b an intol]ant army make possible ! ,affaire ,dreyfus4 ,zola1 aft] a c5tury ( democracy1 is call$ ^u once m to take up ! "w ( ,voltaire4 ,woman is /ill wait+ = political equality ) man4 ,b p]haps ! mo/ surpris+ result is man's *ange 9 8 attitude t[>ds himself4 ,man1 :o spell$ himself ) rev]5t capital lett]s1 :o pictur$ ! univ]se creat$ solely = 8 ne$s1--:o imag9$ a ,deity flatt]$ by 8 homage & w\nd$ by 8 disrespect--,man1 :o _h only to obs]ve a respectable code ( morals to be receiv$ into et]nal happ9ess ) all ! augu/ hon\rs due a condesc5d+ mon>*1 _h fall5 to ! humility ( su* admissions z ^!4444 ,:at a mon/r\s spectre is ?is man1 ! disease ( ! agglut9at$ du/1 lift+ alt]nate feet or ly+ drugg$ ) slumb]2 kill+1 fe$+1 gr[+1 br++ =? small copies ( himself2 gr[n ^u ) hair l grass1 fitt$ ) eyes t glitt] 9 8 face2 a ?+ to set *ildr5 scream+2-- 444 ,poor s\l "h = s little1 ca/ among s _m h>d%ips fill$ ) desires1 s incomm5surate & s inconsi/5t2 savagely surr\nd$1 savagely desc5d$1 irrem$iably condemn$ to prey ^u 8 fell[ lives1 444 inf9itely *ildi%1 (t5 admirably valiant1 (t5 t\*+ly k9d2 sitt+ d[n to debate ( "r or wrong & ! attributes ( ! ,deity2 ris+ up to battle = an egg or die = an idea4444 ,to t\* ! he>t ( 8 my/]y we f9d 9 him "o ?\ght1 /range to ! po9t ( lunacy1 ! ?\ght ( duty1 ! ?\ght ( some?+ ow+ to himself1 to 8 neighb\r1 to 8 ,god2 an ideal ( dec5cy to :i* he w\ld rise if possible1 a limit ( %ame1 bel[ :i* if x be possible he w n /oop4444 ,n 9 man alone1 b we trace x 9 dogs & cats :i* we "k fairly well1 & d\btless "s simil> po9t ( hon\r sways ! elephant1 ! oy/] & ! l\se1 ( :om we "k s little-- ,alas1 ,poor ,yorick6 ,h[ a c5tury ( lib]ty has humbl$ him4 ,x is ?us ! successors ( ,r\sseau1 ( ,*ateaubri&1 ( ! believ]s 9 ! p]fectibility ( man1 speak--say+1 calmly1 ,! ,empire ( ?is _w belongs to =ce--& t ,hi!rto 9 our judgm5ts ( m5 we h tak5 = our ma/]s ! oracles & poets1 & l !m we h receiv$ = c]ta9 tru?s ! noble dreams ( our imag9ations & ! imp]i\s sugge/ions ( our he>ts4 ,we h b\nd ourselves by ! p>tiality ( religi\s div9ations1 & we h %ap$ our doctr9es by our in/9cts & our vexations4444 ,sci5ce at la/ approa*es ) exact & p5etrat+ implem5ts 444 & 9 ?is employm5t ( sci5ce1 9 ?is conception ( ?+s1 !re is a new art1 a new morality1 a new polity1 a new religion1 & x is 9 ! pres5t "t our task to discov] !m4 ,we mu/ n =get to consid] a little ! amus+ *ange our c5tury has se5 9 ! alt]ation ( its h]oic ideals4 ,= ! s5tim5tal rubbi%1 ! dripp+ egotism ( a ,w]!r1 ( a ,manfr$1 9 :om ! "y ( _! day f\nd ! mo/ adequate expression ( _! self-consci\sness1 we h sub/itut$ ! ,/ev5son & ,kipl+ h]o--h>d-head$1 sil5t1 practical1 scornful ( ab/ractions1 contemptu\s ( emotions1 :o has b two dom9ant ideals1 patriotism & duty2 :o keeps 8 pores op5 & 8 m\? %ut4 ,! old democratic %ibbole?s /ill rema9 on our lips1 are /ill us$ z if !y 7 truisms1 b 9 l>ge measure we h ceas$ to live by !m1 we h lo/ all our cocksur5ess z to _! infallibility4 ,we give fright5$ sops to our an>*ical ,c]b]us4 ,we realize t despite all we s pr\dly decre$ ! /rong /ill rule & plund] ! weak1 & weak /ill impot5tly rage & imag9e a va9 ?+ ( legislation z a means ( r$ress+ ?is endless inequality4 ,mu* ( good we h giv54 ,h[ c\ld an ideal s t5d]1 s beautiful1 s high ( purpose1 fail ( right+ a ?\s& wrongs8 ,h[ c\ld ^? sweet1 fooli% te>s fail to wat] ! h>d soil ( life & cause a ?\s& lovely fl[]s ( goodness & g5tl5ess to bloom8 ,t we h n solv$ ! riddle ( ! ,sph9x1 t we h n f\nd ! secret ( happ9ess1 is h>dly cause = wond] or %ame4 ,nei!r w our successors f9d x1 b x is int]e/+ to speculate z to :at clue !y w use to guide !m 9 ! se>*4 ,x is pla9 t our ideals1 our =mul1 are be+ ca/ aside z inadequate1 b ! new c5tury is com+ 9 ) no programme z yet ann\nc$4 ,x is ?\ghtful1 sil5t2 x avoids our drums & %\t+s & vocif]\s ov]-confid5ce4 ,:at w be its ,"t-,_s1 s9ce ours pla9ly w n s]ve8 ,w ! wage-e>n]s %e> ! b\rgeoisie ( _! privileges z we %ore ! nobles a c5tury ago--or w lib]ty sell h]self to au?ority aga9 9 return = protection aga9/ ! dry hopelessness ( socialism1 or ! turmoil ( an>*y8 ,or w ! new g5]ation evolve "s new ?\ght1 undream$ ( z yet--"s new & happi] guess at ! great c5tral tru? at :i* we =ev] grasp & :i* =ev] melts & eludes8 ,febru>y #aa4 ,! ,abdication ( ,man4 ,9 ! mid/ ( all ^! excursions & al>ums ( w>1 & prep>ation = w>1 a sudd5 & great sil5ce has fall5 ^u ! ev]la/+ discussion ( ! relations ( ! sexes4 ,be=e ! /]n realities ( t f9al & bloody argum5t ( ,republics1 z well z ( ,k+s1 fur!r dissection ( ! ,wom5 ,"q has be5 def]r$4 ,! mo/ vocif]\s ( ! unquiet sex h be5 reg>d+ respectfully ! sudd5 trans=mation ( ! pla91 unromantic man :o w5t pati5tly to bus9ess e morn+ 9 a cable c>1 & sat on a /ool at a desk1 or weigh$ tea1 or measur$ ribbon1 into a h]o ready to face viol5t annihilations be=e :i* ev5 h] imag9ation recoils4 ,! grim realisms ( life & dea? h made ! realism ( su* er/:ile burn+ dramas z ,! ,doll ,h\se %r9k into ! triviality ( a drama fit only = wood5 puppets4 ,sudd5 & viol5t readju/m5ts ( ideas are apt to be br\ght ab\t :5 human relations are j>r$ into _! true place by ! ?und] ( cannon4 ,w> legitimatizes man's claim to sup]iority4 ,:5 ! sword is drawn he is =c$ to aga9 m\nt t anci5t seat ( rule f :i* he has only rec5tly be5 evict$2 or r f :i* he has himself /epp$ d[n4 ,! democracy ( sex at once becomes ridicul\s--! old feudal relation reass]ts itself4 ,x is int]e/+ to note t !re has n be5 "o fem99e voice rais$ to prote/ aga9/ ! situation4 ,! entire sex1 z repres5t$ 9 ?is c\ntry1 has1 z "o woman1 fall5 simply & gladly into ! old place ( nurse1 ( b9d] ( w\nds1 ( soo!r & helpmeet4 ,n "o has claim$ ! woman's equal "r to face villa9\s saltpetre1 or risk dismemb]m5t by h>b\r m9es4 ,i believe ?is to be because woman pref]s ?is old relation4 ,i believe t if man 7 will+ %e w\ld always ma9ta9 x2 t x dep5ds ^u him :e!r %e returns to x p]man5tly or n4 ,i believe t h] mod]n attitude is n ( h] own *oos+--t man has ?ru/ t attitude ^u h]4 ,= ! olde/ ( all empires is t ( man2 no royal h\se is s anci5t z 84 ,! ,emp]ors ( ,japan are p>v5us ( ! vulg>e/ mod]nity 9 comp>ison1 & ! claims ( long desc5t ( e sov]eign 9 ,europe %rivel into absurdity beside ! magnific5t antiquity ( ?is pot5tate4 ,s9ce ! v beg9n+ ( ?+s1 :5 our hairy prog5itor f\ght = ma/]y ) ! mega!rium1 & scrat*$ pictorial epics ^u 8 victim's bones1 ! ,h\se ( ,man has reign$ & rul$1 desc5d+ 9 an unbrok5 l9e f fa!r to son 9 direct male desc5t4 ,8 legitimacy 0 always beyond dispute2 8 div9e "r to rule 0 n ev5 que/ion$1 & 0 buttress$ aga9/ possible criticism n only by ! univ]sal concurr5ce ( all religi\s & philosophic op9ion1 b by ! joyful loyalty ( ! :ole body ( 8 female subjects4 ,moses & ,zoroa/]1 ,/4 ,paul & ,plato all bore witness to 8 supremacy1 & ! jury ( wom5 br\ght 9 a unanim\s v]dict 9 8 fav\r )\t call+ = te/imony4 ,wom5 yet liv+ c recall a day :5 !y =got _! pa9 = joy t a man-*ild--heir to t fam\s l9e ( k+s--0 born into ! _w4 ,!y c rememb] a "t :5 _! own greate/ claim to consid]ation re/$ ^u ! fact t !y 7 capable ( p]petuat+ ! royal race4 ,!y recollect a p]iod :5 ev5 f 8 cradle ! boy 0 set ap>t to be s]v$ ) t special rev]5ce res]v$ = ^? ^: br[s are b\nd ) ! sacr$ circlet ( sov]eignty--:5 a p>ticul> div9ity did h$ge ev5 ! meane/ male2 a t5fold ess5ce be+ %$ ab\t all ^? :o 7 ( ! ,h\se ( ,a>on4 ,:y !n--s9ce all ?is is ( s rec5t exi/5ce1 s9ce man's rule 0 f\nd$ s deep on woman's loyalty--has he be5 swell+ ! melan*oly ranks ( ,k+s 9 ,exile8 ,= t he has ceas$ to reign ov] woman does n require ev5 to be ass]t$4 ,x is self-evid5t4 ,:5 0 ?is amaz+ revolution effect$8 ,:o l$ ! emeute t ?ru/ man f 8 ?rone8 ,x is a revolt )\t a hi/ory2 )\t ! record ( a s+le battle4 ,n ev5 a b>ricade c be set up to its cr$it1 & yet no m important revolution c be f\nd 9 ! pages ( ! olde/ *ronicles4 ,s v5]able1 s deep-root$ 9 ! et]nal v]ities seem$ ! au?ority ( man ov] woman t ! female m9d1 until ! pres5t day1 nev] d\bt$ its inevitabl5ess4 ,inde$1 z is ! case ) all loyal natures1 %e 0 jeal\s = ! absolutism ( h] ma/]1 & 0 quick to repair any su* small omissions z he himself might h made 9 ! complet5ess ( 8 dom9ation4 ,all ( h] sex 7 tra9$ f _! e>lie/ infancy to /rive = b "o end--to make !mselves pleas+ to _! rul]s4 ,success 9 ! c\rt ( man 0 ! end & aim ( _! exi/5ce1 ! only pa? = _! ambition1 & no o!r c\rti]s ev] rivall$ ^! 9 ! subtle complet5ess ( _! flatt]y4 ,man's despotism1 ( c\rse1 l all o!r tyrannies1 0 temp]$ by 8 weaknesses1 b :ile woman :e$l$ & flatt]$ & secretly b5t him to h] projects %e did n "q 8 real "r to gov]n4 ,"h & !re ?r\gh ! pa/ !re arose a few scatt]$ pione]s 9 recalcitrance4 ,"o ( ! fir/ to d5y ! innate supremacy ( ! male 0 a woman :o h]self wore a cr[n4 ,elizabe? ,tudor _h a fa%ion ( lay+ heavy h&s ^u h] rightful lords :5ev] !y displeas$ h]1 & %e appe>s to h reject$ ! :ole !ory ( fem99e subord9ation4 ,john ,knox--/rong 9 ! p[] ( ! prie/1 ^: sublimat$ pr]ogatives man _h skilfully reta9$ 9 8 own h&s--c\ld & did dom9ate ,m>y ,/u>t ev5 ^u ! ?rone1 b :5 he blew f ,g5eva 8 ,fir/ ,bla/ ( ! ,trumpet ,aga9/ ! ,mon/r\s ,regim5t ( ,woman1 & call$ all ! ages to witness t ! rule ( a female 0 an affront to nature t tr5*ant lady :o held ! ,engli% sceptre =bade him ev] aga9 to set foot 9 h] doma9s1 & be=e he c\ld d s1 9 8 ne$1 he _h to dige/ a mo/ un:olesome dose ( humble pie4 ,elizabe?1 h[ev]1 0 a unique p]sonality & _h few imitators4 ,! lit]ature ( h] day ab\nds ) expressions ( supreme humility & loyalty f ! "o sex to ! o!r4 ,elizabe?an poets deign$ to play at captivity & subjection to ! ov]:elm+ *>ms ( ,sac*>issa & h] si/]s1 & turn$ pretty phrases ab\t h] cruelty1 b ?is 0 m]ely poetic lic5se ( expression4 ,all s]i\s1 unaffect$ expression ( conviction1 su* z 0 to be f\nd 9 ! religi\s writ+s ( ! "t1 & 9 ! volum9\s private correspond5ce1 :i* gives u ! mo/ accurate description obta9able ( ! real actions & op9ions ( our ance/ors1 nev] sugge/$ a d\bt ( man's natural & inali5able sup]iority1 m5tal1 moral1 & physical4 ,s undi/urb$ 0 ?is conviction1 d[n almo/ to our own day1 t ! h]esy ( ,m>y ,woll/onecraft gave ! sev]e/ ( %ocks to h] own g5]ation4 ,s he9\s seem$ h] (f5ce ( lse-maje/ 9 que/ion+ man's div9e "r t "o ( ! mo/ fam\s ( h] contempor>ies did n hesitate to /igmatize h] z a hy5a 9 petticoats4 ,hi/ory gives u b "o record ( a g5]al outbreak4 ,9 ! ?irte5? c5tury ! ,crusades _h s dra9$ ,europe ( its able-bodi$ m5 t ! wom5 7 =c$ to apply !mselves to ! ab&on$ trades & neglect$ pr(essions4 ,!y %ortly became s intoxicat$ by ! s5se ( _! own compet5cy & p[] t :5 ! we>y we>]s ( ! cross return$ f ! ,ea/ !y 7 at fir/ delight$ to discov] t _! affairs 7 prosp]+ almo/ z well z ev]1 & !n amaz$ & disgu/$ to f9d ! wom5 reluctant to yield up to _! natural rul]s ^! usurp$ privileges4 ,/]n measures 7 necess>y to ou/ !m4 ,sev]e laws 7 enact$ aga9/ ! admission ( wom5 into ! ,guilds--! lab\r organizations :i* at t p]iod gov]n$ all ! av5ues ( indu/rial advancem5t2 & ! doors ( ! pr(essions 7 p]emptorily slamm$ 9 ! wom5's faces4 ,su* episodes z ^!1 h[ev]1 7 deta*$ & accid5tal4 ,female treason nev] d>$ unrebuk$ to lift its horrid head until )9 ! pres5t g5]ation4 ,! emancipat$ new woman has v>i\s me?ods ( acc\nt+ = ! humbl+ ( ?is ho>y sov]eignty4 ,"s f9d x only a natural concomitant ( ! g5]al wreck ( ?rones & mon>*ical privilege--9 o!r words1 t x is b "o phase ( advanc+ democracy4 ,by "s x is suppos$ t 9 ?is ,age ( ,int]rogation man's supremacy1 along ) all o!r in/itutions1 has be5 call$ ^u to produce an adequate reason = be+1 & produc+ no answ] t seems satisfactory1 he has be5 summ>ily =c$ to ab&on pret5sions :i* re/$ m]ely ^u use & wont4 ,x is said by "s t woman has be5 exam9+ ) coldly unprejudic$ eye ! claim ( man to rule1 has be5 measur+ 8 p[]s aga9/ h] own & has n be5 daunt$ by ! comp>ison4 ,! m noisy decl>e t %e has /ripp$ him ( 8 royal robe & t1 l ,l\is ,,xiv41 m9us 8 high heels & t[]+ p]uke1 %e f9ds him only ( m$ium /ature aft] all2 t %e has turn$ ! rays ( a cynical democracy ^u ! my/]y encompass+ 8 ,k+%ip & refuses to be aw$ by :at %e sees !re2 t x is because ( ?is %e beg9s to usurp 8 privileges1 ?ru/ h]self into 8 pr(essions1 %\ld] him ev5 f ! alt>1 & braz5ly seat+ h]self on ! ?rone beside him %e lifts ! circlet f 8 br[s to try if x be n a fit = h] own head4 ,! weakness ( all su* explanations is t !y d n take into acc\nt ! fact t woman is n by nature democratic4 ,:atev] political pr9ciples ! occasional or exceptional woman may pr(ess1 ! av]age woman is 9 all h] pr$ilections int5sely ari/ocratic2--is by nature loyal1 ideali/ic1 an idolat] & a h]o wor%ipp]4 ,/rong z ! _s ( democracy may be1 x c\ld n by itself alone 9 "o g5]ation *ange ! nature ( woman4 ,! explanation mu/ lie else:]e4 ,9 ! language ( a n[ fam\s arraignm5t--,j'accuse man himself4 ,no rul] is ev] really de?ron$ by 8 subjects4 ,no h& b 8 own ev] takes ! cr[n f 8 head4 ,no ag5cy b 8 c wa% ! *rism f 8 br[4 ,x is 8 own abdication t drives him f p[]--abdication ( 8 duties1 8 obligations1 8 opportunities4 ,ceas+ to rule1 he ceases to reign4 ,:5 he ceases to lead he wants = foll[]s1 & ! revolt :i* ca/s him f p[] is only ! outw>d manife/ation ( 8 previ\s abdication ( ! inw>d & spiritual grace ( k+%ip4 ,:5 man ceas$ to gov]n1 woman 0 n long 9 ?r[+ (f ! %am ( subjection t rema9$4 ,l o!r subjects1 woman requir$ ( h] ma/] two ?+s--panem et circ5ses1--bread & circuses4 ,:5 ! indu/rial *anges br\ght ab\t by ! introduction ( ma*9]y put an end to ! old patri>*al sy/em ( home manufactures1 man f\nd x less easy to provide = 8 woman-k9d--m especially 8 collat]al woman-k9d--& )\t any v manife/ reluctance he turn$ h] out into ! _w to %ift = h]self4 ,"h 0 a %ock to h] fai? & loyalty6 ,! all-p[]ful male admitt$ 8 inability to provide = ^! si/]s1 c\s9s1 aunts1 & m di/ant k9 :o _h look$ up to him z ! f\nt ( exi/5ce1 & _h toil$ & f$ cont5t$ly "u 8 ro(1 yield+ to him ob$i5ce z ! natural provid] & ma/]4 ,woman w5t away sorr[ful &--v ?\ghtful4 ,?is alone 0 n en\gh to q ali5ate h] fai?1 h[ev]4 ,woman 0 /ill1 z always1 a creature ( imag9ation--dazzl$ by col\r1 by pomp1 by fanf>onade4 ,%e 0 /ill a creature ( romance1 ador+ ! picturesque1 yield+ h] he>t to c\rage1 to p[]1 to d>+ & endurance--all ! /]n] virtues :i* %e h]self lack$4 ,! man ( ! pa/ 0 (t5 brutal to h]--ov]be>+ always1 cruel at times1 b he fasc9at$ h] by 8 ma/]fulness & 8 spl5d\r4 ,%e might g f9e1 b he w\ld /ill be ! f9] bird4 ,:5 %e ?\ght ( him %e 0 hypnotiz$ by a memory ( gold1 a wav+ ( purple1 a glitt] ( /eel1 a flutt] ( sc>let4 ,he knew t ?is admiration ( h]s = beauty & col\r 0 z old z ! _w4 ,f primordial p]iods ! male has recogniz$ ?is ne$ ( ! female4 ,! fi% 9 ! sea1 ! reptile 9 ! du/1 ! bird 9 ! =e/1 ! wild bea/ 9 ! jungle are all aw>e ( _! mates' passion = gleam+ scales1 = gl[+ plumes1 = dappl$ hides & orgul\s cre/s ( hair4 ,!y "k1 !y h always kn[n1 t no k+ c reign )\t spl5d\r4 ,only man1 b5t solely ^u 8 own com=t &1 x w\ld seem1 ^u ! ab&onm5t ( 8 p[]1 delib]ately sets himself aga9/ ?is ne$ ( ! female1 :i* has become imb$d$ 9 h] nature ?r\gh e successive /ep up 9 ! scale ( evolution4 ,he alone fatu\sly prides himself on ! d>k1 bifurcat$ simplicity ( 8 attire1 int5d$ only = w>m? & ease & con/ruct$ ) a calculat$ avoidance ( adornm5t4 ,to avoid criticism he has set up a !ory t a sup]ior sort ( mascul9ity is demon/rat$ by ! d>k t9t & unbeautiful %ape ( g>m5ts 7z if ! fight+ man1 ! soldi]--:o is no?+ if n mascul9e--7 n always a col\rful creature72 & *ooses to ignore or res5t woman's weakness = ?is same gold-lac$ combatant1 & = ! silk51 picturesque actor4 ,j'accuse ! man ( ab&on+ 8 ma/]%ip & becom+ a b\rgeois 9 appe>ance & mann] ?r\gh a slo?ful desire = ease4 ,!re c h>dly be a "q t ,l\is le ,gr&'s r$ heels & maje/ic p]uke 7 uncom=table & a bore1 b 8 s5se ( hum\r & 8 k ( m5 7 su* t 8 b$ curta9s 7 nev] untuck$ until 8 lion's mane _h be5 pass$ 9 to him on ! end ( a walk+ /ick1 & 0 safely 9 its place4 ,he c\ld imag9e h[ unimpos+ ! ,k+ ( ,bea/s might be 9 nglig4 ,he knew t to be rev]5c$ "o mu/ be impos+4 ,l\is ! ,un=tunate f\nd x f> less t$i\s to ab&on /atel9ess1 & "w wigless & lea!r-apron$ at 8 locksmi?'s =ge1 :ile 8 fea!r-head$ que5 play$ at be+ a dairy-maid at ,trianon1 =gett+ t ! populace1 :i* _h submitt$ humbly to ! bitt] exactions ( ! man :o dazzl$ !m1 see+ ! bald head & lea!rn apron w\ld get abruptly up f its knees & say3 ,:at6 submit to ! pret5sions ( a locksmi? & a dairy-maid--common folk l ourselves--c]ta9ly n6 & proce$ to c>ry _! sov]eign's sugge/ion ( equality to ! di/ress+ly logical conclusion to be f\nd at ! m\? ( ! guillot9e4 ,j'accuse man ( c>ry+ fur!r ?is democracy ( sex by add+ rigid pla9ness ( behavi\r to ugl9ess ( appe>ance1 =gett+ t a woman1 l ! *ild & ! savage1 love pomp ( mann] z well z ( g>m5t1 & t :at %e does n see %e f9ds x h>d to believe4 ,e wise lov] soon le>ns x is necess>y to re9=ce ! t5d]ness ( 8 mann] by def9ite assurances ( affection sev]al times 9 e tw5ty-f\r h\rs4 ,!n1 & !n only1 is a woman sure %e is lov$4 ,h[ c %e believe man h]oic unless he use ! appe>ance & mann] ( ! h]o8 ,sir ,hil>y ( ,ag9c\rt1 return+ f ,france1 f\nd 8 lady f home1 & he & all 8 we>y m5-at-arms sat !re--mail$ cap--pi--?r\gh\t ! entire night until %e return$ to welcome !m home & receive _! homage4 ,:at if at o!r times ,sir ,hil>y may h be5 some?+ ( a brute8 ,lady ,hil>y1 flatt]$ by ?is f9e piece ( /eel-clad swagg]1 w\ld1 rememb]+ x1 =give a ?\s& failures ( temp] or c\rtesy4 ,:5 ,el ,ahm$ held ! pass all ?r\gh ! d>kness :ile 8 wom5 fl$ across ! des]t1 & 8 foes fe>$ to come to h& grips ) him1 n kn[+ he /ood !re dead1--propp$ aga9/ ! spe> he _h ?ru/ into 8 mortal w\nd to hold himself erect--!re 0 no female revolt aga9/ ! dom9ation ( m5 :o 7 capable ( de$s t s fir$ wom5's imag9ations4 ,^! may1 aft] all1 seem to be frivol\s accusations--t m5 d n dress well2 d n behave dramatically2 b ! signification ( ^! seem+ly caprici\s *>ges lies deep] ?an may appe>4 ,man has be5 seiz$ ) a democratic ideal1 & aft] apply+ x to political in/itutions has attempt$ to c>ry x into dome/ic application4 ,he is rel5tlessly =c+ a democracy ( sex ^u woman2 indu/rially1 m5tally1 & s5tim5tally4 ,he refuses to gratify h] imag9ation2 he insi/s ^u h] developm5t ( t logical selfi%ness :i* und]lies all democracy1 & :i* is =eign to h] nature4 ,n[1 nature has inexorably laid ^u woman a c]ta9 %>e ( ! "w t mu/ be done 9 ! _w4 ,9 ! c\rse ( ages humanity adju/$ itself to its %>$ lab\rs by develop+ ! relation ( ma/] & def5d]1 ( dep5d5t & loyal vassal4 ,s5tim5t _h adorn$ x ) a ?\s& graces & robb$ ! feudal relation ( mo/ ( its h>d%ips4 ,mutual responsibilities & mutual duties 7 *e]fully accept$4 ,woman 0 oblig$ to p]=m c]ta9 duties1 & ^! c\ld only be made easy & agreeable by s5tim5t1 by unselfi%ness4 ,man ne$$ h] m9i/rations z mu* z %e ne$$ 84 ,he realiz$ t s5tim5t 0 necess>y to h] happ9ess & he accept$ ! duty ( pres]v+ t s5tim5t ( loyalty & admiration = himself :i* made h] h>d tasks seem easy :5 p]=m$ = a belov$ ma/]4 ,he took ^u himself t difficult task ( be+ a h]o to a p]son ev5 m intimate ?an 8 valet4 ,he took ! tr\ble to please woman's imag9ation4 ,! h>d democracy ( to-day w take no note ( ! relation ( ma/] & dep5d5t4 ,ea* individual has all ! rights :i* d n come viol5tly 9 contact ) o!r's rights1 & has no duties :i* are n regulat$ by ! law4 ,unselfi%ness is n contemplat$ 9 its s*eme4 ,e individual has a "r to all ! goods ( life he c get4 ,wom5 are beg9n+ to accept ^! /]n !ories2 beg9n+ to apply ! cruel logic ( individualism4 ,s f> f ! p[] to w9 8 fav\r be+ h] "o hope ( advancem5t or success1 %e does n hesitate to say on occasion t to yield to 8 affections is likely to hamp] h] 9 ! race = fame or a*ievem5t4 ,s f> f ! giv+ ( an heir to 8 greatness be+ ! highe/ possibility ( h] exi/5ce1 %e sometimes compla9s t su* duties are an unfair dem& ^u h] en]gies1 :i* %e wi%es to devote exclusively to h] own ends4 ,! univ]sal unpopul>ity ( dome/ic s]vice proves t ! duties ( a woman are 9 !mselves nei!r agreeable nor int]e/+4 ,:]e is ! man 9 all ! _w :o w\ld ex*ange ev5 ! mo/ labori\s ( 8 occupations = 8 wife's daily exi/5ce8 ,! only consid]ations t c p]man5tly reconcile human be+s to unattractive lab\rs is fir/ ! s5tim5t ( loyalty--t su* lab\rs are p]=m$ = "o :o is lov$ & admir$--& second ! f9e1 noble old habit ( submission4 ,^! inc5tives to duty1 ^! helps to happ9ess1 man has tak5 f woman by weakly %uffl+ (f 8 ma/]%ip4 ,i accuse man ( hav+ wilfully ca/ f him ! noble/ cr[n 9 ! _w--( hav+ wrongfully abdicat$4 ,w> has at lea/ ?is m]it t x =ces him to drop ! vulg> c>eless ease ( ! b\rgeois & resume = ! "t at lea/ ^? bold & vigor\s virtues :i* made him woman's h]o & h] *e]fully accept$ ma/]4 ,june #ac4 ,life4 ,x is a toy3 a j+l+ bauble gay1 ,t *ildr5 grasp ) wond]+1 wide-ey$ pleasure2 ,soil x ) too fi]ce use1 & f9d _! treasure ,b rags & t9sel1 :i* at close ( day ,falls f _! we>y h&s4 ,x is a page ,:]eon ! *ild scribbles unmean+ scrawls4 ,y\?'s gl[+ p5 indites sweet madrigals4 ,man tells a hi/ory1 & sad old age-- ,see+ t all ! space t he ha? writ be=e ,b wrote 9 v>y+ ways 8 folly l>ge-- ,sets ,vanity ^u ! meagre m>ge4 ,& la/ ,"t pr9ts ,! ,end & turns x o'er4 ,july #b4 ,portable ,prop]ty4 ,! ,*9ese p9ks are 9 full bloom n[4 ,i h ga!r$ p\nds ( !m & arrang$ !m 9 vases1 & ! m]e outl9e ( _! fea!ry grey-gre5 foliage1 set ) ^? fr+$ flecks ( w>m col\r1 makes exi/5ce seem an agreeable ?+4 ,! s\nd ( *ildr5's voices outside1 ! smell ( ! cut grass1 & ! blue ( ! day1 all seem$ fre%ly sweet & pleasant because ( ! pleasure ! freak$ beauty ( ! b[ls full ( p9ks give me4 ,i am sorry = ! p :o don't c>e = fl[]s4 ,! amiability !y always awake 9 me is "o ( my mo/ valu$ bits ( secret prop]ty4 ,t is ! k9d ( possession t mo? & ru/ _c corrupt4 ,x is safe f burgl>s1 & ev5 age does n )] "o's satisfaction 9 su* belong+s4 ,mo/ ( my life ,i h be5 poor1 z ! _w reckons pov]ty1 b 9 reality ,i h own$ m ?an _m millionaires4 ,x seems to me a wise ?+ to /ore up private weal? e>ly4 ,my nose to me a k+dom is1 & emp]ors & any millionaire might envy me ! possession ( my e>s & eyes4 ,!re are pale-s\l$ philosoph]s :o decl>e _! contempt = ! p[] ( gold1 & "s n>r[ dull-witt$ folk are really oppress$ by luxury--all ( :i* seems nons5se to me2 b if "o c't & mo/ ( u c't1 h high /epp+ horses1 good frocks1 paid s]vice1 & exp5sive homes1 "o c at lea/ own tangible treasures ( smells & sights & s\nds4 ,&1 ah6 ! odd bits ( poetry ,i possess4444 ,n[ ris+ ?r\gh ! rosy w9e ( ?\ght ,bright-bead$ memories sp>kle at ! brim ,( ! m9d's *alice4 ,gold5 phrases wr\ght ,by ! great poets bubble to its brim4 ,my poets--z ! patt]n$ skies are m9e1 ,! p]fumes & ! murmurs ( ! sea ,are all m9e own--_! cad5ces div9e ,seem z my goodly h]itage to me4 ,!y trace ! measures ( all hidd5 ?+s1 ,& into word$ magic c translate ,! hidd5 h>monies :i* ,nature s+s2 ,h] mighty music in>ticulate4 ,& :o w li/ he>s sonor\s vibrations ,z ?\gh _! ?\ghts /rung h>ps f e>? to heav5 ,t rung ) gold51 glad rev]b]ations ,z wide-w+$ dreams brea!d ?r\gh _! /r+s at ev54 ,july #aj4 ,are ,am]ican ,p>5ts ,selfi%8 ,p---- ov]:elm$ u la/ night at d9n] by decl>+ t ,am]ican p>5ts 7 selfi%4 ,we dropp$ our fi%-=ks & />$ at him 9 amazem5t & disgu/4 ,h---- said1 sev]ely1 ,y are a =eign]4 ,p---- c\ldn't tru?fully d5y x1 & ! b>e /atem5t seem$ suffici5t1 b ,h---- likes to cl9* any nail he drives & he w5t on3 ,x is admitt$ by e unprejudic$ p]son--except+1 ( c\rse1 ! ignorant & b5ight$ =eign]--t ! ,am]icans are ! p1 & t wisdom & virtue w necess>ily die ) !m2 t all _! cu/oms & in/itutions1 :e!r social or political1 are ! wond]1 ! envy1 & despair ( o!r nations1 :i* makes an ass]tion l y\rs seem almo/ frivol\s4 ,selfi%6 ,i /ruck 91 selfi%--inde$6 on ! contr>y1 ! ,am]ican is blam$ z ! mo/ indulg5t ( p>5ts4 ,surely selfi%ness is ! la/ *>ge t c ju/ly be made4 ,p---- tri$ to def5d himself4 ,he admitt$ t if indulg5ce inv>iably impli$ unselfi%ness ! ,am]ican w\ld c]ta9ly h no?+ ) :i* to reproa* himself 9 8 relations ) 8 *ildr54 ,we f\ght ! "q ov] until late1 & ?is is ab\t :at our discussion came to4 ,!re c be no d\bt t a fond g5tl5ess ( rule is 9 ?is c\ntry1 ! law ( ! av]age h\sehold4 ,s f> z is compatible ) common s5se1 ! *ildr5 h entire lib]ty ( action1 &1 s f> z ! means ( ! p>5ts p]mit1 ! *ildr5 are provid$ ) e advantage & pleasure4 ,inde$1 to su* l5g?s at "o "t did fondness g t x too (t5 deg5]at$ into a laxness t made ! ,am]ican *ild a lesson & a w>n+ to o!r nations4 ,daisy ,mill] & h] little1 odi\s too?less bro!r 7 suppos$ to typify ! results ( ?is fatu\s feebl5ess ( rule 9 our family life1 b nei!r ,daisy nor h] bro!r c n[ be held to be typical pictures1 ?\gh _! prototypes /ill exi/ "h & !re4 ,! ,am]ican p>5t ( to-day rules m firmly & ) great] wisdom4 ,su* figures z ^? ( ! unhappy girl & ! odi\s boy br\ght home to u ! tru?--=gott5 9 our passion = univ]sal lib]ty--t a relaxation ( wise1 /rong gov]nm5t by ! p>5t 0 cruelty ( ! mo/ f>-rea*+ & irrep>able sort4 ,no d\bt ,h5ry ,james' mordant satire help$ to inaugurate a salut>y re=m1 & x is j possible t a new "w ( a simil> nature is n[ ne$$ to sugge/ fur!r s]i\s reflections to ,am]ican p>5ts2 to r\se !m to consid] :e!r _! :ole duty is p]=m$ 9 see+ _! *ildr5 well f$1 well educat$1 & rais$ to man's e/ate4 ,) mo/ p>5ts ! s5se ( responsibility ceases :5 ! boy beg9s to e>n 8 own liv+1 :5 ! girl dons orange blossoms4 ,l ! birds1 ! ,am]ican p>5t works h>d to fe$ ! ne/l+s1 c>efully tea*es !m to fly1 & !n tumbles !m out into ! _w to f5d = !mselves4 ,s f> 9 our hi/ory ?is elem5tal me?od has work$ well1 no d\bt4 ,! result ( x has be5 to bre$ ! mo/ precoci\s1 self-reliant1 vigor\s1 irrev]5t race ! e>? has yet se54 ,"o may see ! :ole situation epitomiz$ 9 ! or*>d any pleasant ,june day--an a/oni%$ fl$gl+ ruffl+ 8 fea!rs ^u "s retir$ b\gh1 rum9at+ ^u ! sudd5 %ocks & *anges ( exi/5ce1 & afraid almo/ to turn 8 head 9 ! l>ge1 new1 lonesome _w surr\nd+ him4 ,z ! h\rs pass 8 melan*oly reflections are pi]c$ by hung]'s pangs4 ,h]et(ore1 a busy p>5t has always appe>$ to assuage su* poignant s5sations1 b n[ t h>d-work$ p]son may be se5--g5ially oblivi\s ( obligations--refre%+ himself ) *]ries1 & ! fl$gl+1 ) a squawk ( w\nd$ amazem5t1 discov]s = ! fir/ "t t ev5 p>5ts are n to be dep5d$ ^u4 ,8 hung] meantime gr[s4 ,an opportune insect flits by & is snapp$ at involunt>ily4 ,x proves to be ( refre%+ & su/a9+ quality1 & dige/ion br+s c\rage4 ,a hop & a flutt] %[ ! usefulness ( w+ & limb4 ,m luck ) insects demon/rates t ! _w belongs to ! bold1 & be=e ! day is done ! cocky "y ne/l+ ( ye/]day is %\ld]+ 8 papa away f ! ripe/ *]ries4 ,all ?is is v well 9 a _w :]e flies & *]ries are free to all1 b ,am]ica is fa/ ceas+ to be a happy uncr[d$ or*>d 9 :i* ! "y f9d m ?an en\gh room & food = ! tak+4 ,9 ! pa/1 ! boy--inur$ to pla9 liv+ & a c]ta9 am\nt ( lab\r f *ildhood--_h only to take ! girl ( 8 *oice by ! h& & g make a home out ( virg9 soil1 :]esoev] *ance or fancy l$1 himself & 8 p>5ts bo? confid5t he c\ld n suff] 9 a l& :]e only indu/ry 0 ne$$ to ensure conque/4 ,^! b\ndless possibilities reliev$ ! p>5t ( half ! c>es incid5t to ! relation1 & t s5se ( fre$om f responsibility has rema9$1 :ile conditions h alt]$4 ,! bird-l fa%ion ( refus+ fur!r liability once ! *ild has made 8 fir/ flight is /ill ! rule4 ,to ! ,european p>5t ?is seems a mo/ flagrant ab&onm5t ( duty4 ,!re ! anxi\s c>e = ! (fspr+ rea*es out to ! ?ird & f\r? g5]ation1 & e safegu>d :i* law or cu/om c devise is ?r[n ar\nd ! *ild4 ,f ! mom5t ( its bir? ! p>5t ( ,cont95tal ,europe beg9s to save1 n only = ! education & upbr++1 b = ! :ole future exi/5ce ( ! *ild4 ,x is n alone ! daught] :o is d[]$1 b ! son also has provision made = 8 m>ri$ life1 :51 z 8 p>5ts ke5ly realize1 ! greate/ /ra9 w be made ^u 8 res\rces & capabilities4 ,9 ,am]ica x is ! cu/om--v ne>ly ! univ]sal cu/om--= ! p>5ts to sp5d ^u ! luxuries & pleasures ( ! family life ! :ole income4 ,! *ildr5 are educat$ accord+ to ?is /&>d ( exp5diture1 & are accu/om$ to all its privileges4 ,no ?\ght is tak5 ( ! "t :5 !y mu/ set up h\seholds = !mselves--almo/ inv>iably ^u a v diff]5t scale f ! "o to :i* !y h be5 us$4 ,to ! ,am]ican p>5t ?is seems only a natural d[nfall4 ,he rem>ks *e]fully t he himself began 9 a small way1 & x w d ! "y p no h>m to acquire a simil> exp]i5ce--=gett+ t 9 mo/ cases ! *ildr5 h be5 educat$ to a mu* high] /&>d ( ease ?an t ( 8 own e>ly life4 ,! p>5ts d n consid] x obligatory to leave any?+ to _! *ildr5 at dea?4 ,!y h us$ all !y c\ld accumulate dur+ _! own lifetime2 let _! *ildr5 d ! same4 ,! results ( ! sy/em are cry/alliz$ 9 ! ,am]ican say+3 ,!re are b ?ree g5]ations f %irt sleeves to %irt sleeves4 ,! man :o acquires weal? sp5ds :at he makes4 ,8 *ildr51 br\ght up 9 luxury1 /ruggle unsuccessfully aga9/ conditions to :i* !y are unus$1 & ! gr&-*ildr5 beg9 9 _! %irt sleeves to toil = ! weal? dissipat$ by ! two prec$+ g5]ations4 ,europeans frequ5tly & curi\sly rem>k ^u ! ,am]ican's prodigality ( ready money4 ,! small *ange :i* !y "p ) s reluctantly ! ,am]ican fl+s ab\t ) a f9e m$ival pr(usion4 ,! mann] ( life ( ! av]age well-to-d p]son 9 ?is c\ntry p]mits ( x4 ,! av]age man :o e>ns t5 or tw5ty ?\s& a ye> inve/s none ( x4 ,he in/alls 8 family 9 a r5t$ h\se 9 ! city 9 w9t]4 ,sev]al s]vants are kept2 ! *ildr5 are s5t to exp5sive s*ools4 ,all ! family dress well1 eat ri* food1 & indulge 9 co/ly amusem5ts4 ,9 summ] !y ei!r travel abroad1 live 9 a hotel at a wat]+ place1 or r5t aga94 ,! man's :ole income is at 8 disposal to sp5d e ye>4 ,none ( x is d$uct$ to be safely /or$ 9 prop]ty4 ,:5 8 daught]s m>ry he expects _! husb&s to be solely responsible = _! future1 & if !y d n succe$ 9 m>ry+ weal?1 :y s mu* ! worse = !m4 ,:5 8 sons beg9 _! c>e] he looks to !m to be self-support+ almo/ f ! fir/1 & n to und]take ! responsibilities ( a family until !y are able to be> su* a burd5 )\t aid f him4 ,he _c assi/ !m )\t mat]ially alt]+ 8 own scale ( liv+1 :i* he is naturally loa? to d4 ,at 8 dea? ! income g5]ally ceases 9 l>ge "p1 & 8 wid[1 & su* *ildr5 z may /ill be unplac$ 9 life1 are oblig$ to rel9qui% ! r5t$ h\ses & ! way ( life to :i* !y h be5 us$4 ,to a ,fr5*man su* an exi/5ce w\ld seem z unc]ta9 & di/urb+ z is g5]ally suppos$ to be t ( a p]son :o has built ^u ! cru/ ( a volcano4 ,he c\ld n contemplate ) equanimity ! ?\ght ( *aos ov]tak+ ! ord]$ exi/5ce ( 8 family ^u 8 demise4 ,aprs n\s le deluge seems to him ! ins\ciance ( a maniac1 or ( a mon/] ( selfi%ness4 ,daily exp5diture is regulat$ )9 a limit :i* p]mits ( a con/ant inve/m5t ( a m>g94 ,:5 8 daught] m>ries he insures 9 h] c>efully gu>d$ d[] t %e %all cont9ue h] exi/5ce on some:at ! same scale to :i* %e has be5 accu/om$1 &1 9 case ( premature wid[hood or accid5t ( =tune1 %e & h] *ildr5 %all n be call$ ^u to face ! desp]ate /rait ( absolute p5nilessness4 ,he may d5y h] 9 h] girlhood _m ( ! indulg5ces common to h] ,am]ican prototype1 b he d5ies himself at ! same "t 9 sav+ to insure ! security & com=t ( h] future4 ,! ,fr5* fa!r w\ld ?9k x t]rible t a t5d]ly nurtur$ daught] %\ld be sudd5ly ?ru/ into abject dep5d5ce ^u a husb& :o may possibly abuse ! p[] giv5 him by t circum/ance1 nor w\ld he be m satisfi$ to ?9k t %e %\ld1 dur+ h] fir/ ye>s ( m>ri$ life1 :ile /ill "y & enc\nt]+ ! /ra9 ( mo!rhood1 be call$ ^u to face n>r[ means & a p]il\sly unc]ta9 f9ancial condition4 ,:5 ! son arrives at maturity ! economies to :i* he1 9 company ) 8 p>5ts1 has submitt$1 be> fruit 9 sub/antial aid 9 beg9n+ 8 c>e]1 & he is n oblig$ to put out ( 8 m9d all ?\ght ( m>riage dur+ 8 y\?1 s9ce 8 p>5ts1 & ^? ( ! woman ( 8 *oice1 h provid$ = ?is v cont+5cy ?r\gh all ! ye>s ( 8 m9ority4 ,! ,fr5*--) ! logical inevitabl5ess ( _! mode ( ?\ght--c>ry ?is view ( life to its extreme limit1 b ?r\gh\t all ,europe1 includ+ ,engl&1 ! responsibility ( ! p>5t is m broadly conceiv$ ?an 9 ?is c\ntry1 :]e ! excuse = an inf9ity ( *eap flims9ess is ! cynical phrase1 ,x w la/ my "t4 ,m5 build *eaply1 & =be> to und]take "w ( :i* !y _c see ! imm$iate result1 because !re is no s5se ( obligation to ! com+ g5]ation4 ,! democratic !ory is t ea* man mu/ fight = 8 own h&2 no debt is ow$ to ei!r ance/ry or po/]ity4 ,! m9d is n %ock$ by sudd5 de/ruction ( families1 by ! %>p desc5t 9 ! social scale1 or ! fl++ ( wom5 into ! ar5a ( ! /ruggle = life4 ,! p>5t is q will+ to %>e ) ! *ild ! goods ( exi/5ce z f> z he c a*ieve !m1 b he is unwill+ to d5y ei!r *ild or himself t ! *ild may b5efit alone1 or aft] he is gone4 ,conditions 9 ,am]ica are con/antly assimilat+ !mselves m & m to ^? exi/+ 9 ! old] c\ntries1 :]e ! conflict = exi/5ce is close & int5se1 & :]e ! prud5t1 ! c>eful1 & ! f>-sight$ inevitably cr[d out ! weak] & m c>eless individuals & families4 ,an almo/ unmi/akable sign ( an old family 9 ,am]ica is cons]vatism 9 exp5diture & modes ( life4 ,! newly ri*1 :o set ! pace ( public luxury1 are always amaz$ at ! probates ( ! wills ( ^! quiet citiz5s4 ,!y _c believe t "o :o sp5t s little %\ld h s mu*1 n realiz+ t ! simplicity ( life made x possible to solidly inve/ a surplus4 ,! heirs ( ?is solid weal? h be5 br$ to prud5ce & self-d5ial4 ,su* a family survives1 :ile 9 all probability ! (fspr+ ( ! o!r type may 9 two g5]ations be hopelessly trodd5 into ! mire4 ,!re is 9 ! brea/s ( _m p>5ts a half-res5tful feel+ t !y %\ld n be ask$ to sacrifice !mselves to ! new g5]ation4 ,!y insi/ ^u _! own "r to all t is to be got out ( life1 feel+ t :at !y give to ! *ildr5 is nev] repaid4 ,?is selfi% type =gets t 9 do+ _! duty !y are b return+ to _! *ildr5 :at !y !mselves receiv$ f ! pa/ g5]ation1 & t ! *ildr5 w 9 turn pay to _! desc5dants ! inh]it$ debt ( hon\r ) int]e/4 ,july #cj4 ,a ,"q ( ,h]$ity4 ,i 0 lun*+ out to-day1 & sat beside ,mrs4 ,c---- ,s----4 ,%e told me h] daught] 0 s hop+ t ! new *ild w\ld be a girl4 ,f\r boys seem$ a sup]fluity ( mascul9ity 9 "o h\sehold4 ,i wi% !re 0 "s way ( kn[+ be=eh& ab\t su* ?+s1 %e compla9$4 ,:5 ,f---- came1 ,i said1 airily1 !re 0 ! same feel+ 9 our family2 we all want$ s t %e %\ld be a girl4 ,h---- 0 s com=t+4 ,he said %e c]ta9ly w\ld be1 if !re 0 any?+ 9 h]$ity2 h] "m 0 a girl1 & all h] aunts1 & bo? h] gr&mo!rs4 ,& %e did turn out to be a girl1 y see4 ,mrs4 ,c---- ,s---- look$ at me ) h] mild blue eyes1 & said1 happily--,i wond] if !re is really any?+ 9 t2 = y "k x's j ! same 9 our family6 ,octob] #f4 ,! ,little ,dumb ,bro!r4 ,i h be5 read+ 9 "o ( ! magaz9es a record ( travel 9 ! ,rocky ,m\nta9s ( ! ,arctic regions4 ,x is illu/rat$ ) pictures ( "s t5 pol> be> sk9s--two ( !m evid5tly m]e babies ( be>s--a dead ram1 a dead c>ib\--! =m] kill$1 ! au?or expla9s1 to furni% ! fir/ food he _h 9 =ty-f\r h\rs4 ,he concludes 8 article ) ?is naive *>ge3 ,wolves1 :5 press$ by hung]1 d n hesitate to fall ^u "o ( _! own numb] & sacrifice x to _! bea/ly crav+s4 ,!y are utt]ly lack+ 9 consci5ce1 & ! "y or weak ( e class ( l& animals suff] f _! wanton lack ( m]cy4 ,su* wick$ wolves6 ,& h[ ab\t ^? baby be>s8 ,x is ! same po9t ( view z t ( ! ,spani% bull fight]s4 ,!y are n ,*ri/ians--!y h no s\ls--:y consid] !m8 ,z ,i h said be=e1 v probably ! dec5t1 well-behav$1 k9dly ,roman citiz5 ( ,n]o's day1 return+ ) 8 family f a pleasant aft]noon at ! gladiatorial %[s1 ga!r$ 8 *ildr5 ab\t ! h\sehold alt>1 (f]$ pi\s libation to ! gods1 & w5t peacefully to b$ ) a clean & untr\bl$ consci5ce4 ,x 0 all simply a "q ( ! po9t ( view4 ,a ,roman citiz5 0 c]ta9ly n go+ to be di/urb$ by a s5se ( wrong-do+ 9 wat*+ ! pangs ( su* creatures z ,*ri/ians or b>b>ians4 ,! !ory t human be+s 7 ea* & e "o 9 a spiritual s5se1 bro!rs1 came lat] to tr\ble ?is f9e old cru/$ indiff]5ce1 & n[ aft] ne>ly two ?\s& ye>s ! idea has s completely infiltrat$ human consci\sness1 t ! dea? agonies ( m5 c no long] any:]e s]ve z div]sion to ! g5tle & ! good4 ,b beh9d t sweep+ assumption t we ( all organic nature alone possess t elem5t ( immortality1 b9d+ u toge!r ) spiritual ties1 & lay+ ^u all ! mutual obligations ( ju/ice & m]cy1 we h be5 n\ri%+ a t[]+ & brutal egotism1 t moves bl9dly & /upidly ab\t amid unreckonable multitudes ( s5ti5t fell[ creatures2 unaw>e ( _! lives1 _! passions1 or _! languages4 ,contract$ inside ! %ell ( ?is fooli% prepossession we miss half ! int]e/ & wond] ( ! _w we inhabit1 &--?9k+ ( ourselves all ! :ile z an hone/ & m]ciful fell[--we play an unimag9able devil to our unhappy neighb\rs4 ,& yet ,i ?9k ev5 we at our wor/ w\ld recoil c\ld !re be set be=e u 9 pla9 language ! immitigable horrors ( man's place 9 nature writt5 f ! po9t ( view ( ev5 ! mo/ philosophic & amiable ( ! bea/s4 ,x makes ! sk9 ^u "o's fle% crisp to reflect h[ black w\ld be t long *ronicle ( poison+s1 burn+s1 slay+s1 dev\r+s4 ,^? unm5tionable tortures ^u ! vivisector's table2 ^? maim+s & clipp+s ( well-lov$ pets to gratify a *e]ful b p]v]t$ fancy2 ! trea*]y1 +ratitude1 & fanta/ic despotism practis$ e day1 & always--?r\gh\t ! :ole indictm5t set =? by ! accus+ animals1--w\ld be se5 a d>k1 ev]fl[+ /ream ( innoc5t blood1 spill$ purely = man's idle recreation4 ,! fang$ ,n]o ( ! jungle1 ! v ,heliogabalus ( ! cobras w\ld seem spotless sa9ts contra/$ ) ?is horrid record ( ! de$s ( :at are commonly call$ k9dly & upright m54 ,! bea/s _h nev] ne$ to inv5t a devil my?4 ,! model 0 always to _! h&4 ,c>d9al ,newman once rem>k$1 ) a s5se ( surprise1 t we "k less ( ! animals ?an we d ( ! angels1 & :5 "o rememb]s ! disproportionate att5tion giv5 ! two subjects ?is is h>dly cause = wond]4 ,"o ( ! fav\rite texts ( ! nev]-end+ debates ( ! s*oolm5 ( ! ,middle ,ages 0 ! "q :e!r sixty ?\s& angels w\ld h room to /& on ! po9t ( a ne$le2 & ^u ?is & cognate subjects 444 ,doctor & ,sa9t--!y he>d great argum5t ,ab\t x1 & ,ab\t3 & ev] m ,came out by t same door :]e9 !y w5t4 ,b ( any /udy ( :at we call--9 our topp+ human fa%ion--! l[] ord]s ( creation ! hi/ory ( ! s*ools conta9s n a s+le record4 ,ev5 s9ce sci5ce has begun to div]t ! _w's m9d f ! /udy ( ! macrocosm1 to ! contemplation ( ! microcosm ?is same +ra9$ contempt & misund]/&+ ( ! animals has l$ to ! mo/ amaz+ ideas4 ,desc>tes1 ^: /udy ( ! reflex actions ( ! muscles curi\sly anticipat$ "s ( ! subtle/ discov]ies made rec5tly 9 ,*icago by ,pr(essor ,loeb1 prop\nd$ ! !ory1 9 8 ,rponses1 t animals 7 m]e automata--:i* ate )\t pleasure1 cri$ )\t pa91 desir$ no?+1 knew no?+1 & only simulat$ intellig5ce z a bee simulates a ma!matician4 ,he says3 ,among ! movem5ts t take place 9 u !re are _m :i* d n dep5d ^u ! m9d at all1 su* z ! beat+ ( ! he>t1 ! dige/ion ( food1 nutrition1 & respiration1 walk+1 s++1 & o!r simil> actions :5 !y are p]=m$ )\t ! m9d ?9k+ ( !m4 ,& :5 "o1 :o falls f a height ?r[s 8 h&s =w>d to save 8 head1 x is 9 virtue ( no ratioc9ation t he p]=ms ?is action4 ,x does n dep5d ^u 8 m9d1 b takes place m]ely because 8 s5ses be+ affect$ by pres5t dang] "s *ange arises 9 8 bra9 :i* affects ! n]ves 9 su* a mann] z is requir$ to produce ! motion1 9 ! same mann] z 9 a ma*9e1 & )\t ! m9d be+ able to h9d] x4 ,n[ s9ce we obs]ve ?is 9 ourselves1 :y %\ld we be s a/oni%$ if ! light reflect$ f ! body ( a wolf into ! eye ( a %eep has ! same =ce to excite x into ! motion ( flight8 ,:y on ! o!r h& %\ld we refuse to ?9k t ! light reflect$ f ! body ( a lion into ! eye ( ,desc>tes himself %\ld h ! p[] ( excit+ him into ! motion ( flight1 )\t 8 m9d be+ conc]n$ 9 ! matt] at all--except t ,desc>tes himself w\ld assure u ) 8 own lips t ?is 0 n s4 ,our ignorance ( ! dialects ( animals1 our inability to und]/& ! m$ium by :i* !y convey _! ?\ghts1 makes x possible = m5 ( ev5 ,desc>tes' abilities to g5]ate su* *ildi% hypo!ses4 ,ev5 ,huxley says bl&ly ( animals t ,s9ce !y h no language !y c h no tra9s ( ?\ght1 ?\gh he admits t mo/ ( !m possess t "p ( ! bra9 :i* we h e reason to suppose to be ! organ ( consci\sness 9 man4 ,x is "o ( ! mo/ regrettable results ( ?is human egotism1 :i* has dug s deep & p]man5t a gulf betwe5 ourselves & our fell[ creatures1 t we h made no conc]t$ or intellig5t ef=t to f9d a means ( communication ) our fell[ be+s4 ,t su* an ef=t w\ld produce results wor? ! lab\r x w\ld entail we h reason to inf] f ! surpris+ success t has foll[$ our /ruggles to elucidate ! mean+ ( ! fragm5ts ( language sculptur$ on ! brok5 /ones t h be5 left by races ext9ct = ?\s&s ( ye>s4 ,we "k h[ great are ! b>ri]s ! v>y+ tongues raise betwe5 liv+ peoples3 h[ mu* ef=t mu/ be giv5 to acquire a language =eign to u1 ev5 :5 surr\nd$ by ! s\nd ( x 9 our daily life1 & assi/$ by tea*]s1 yet supreme human +5uity has1 f ^! fragm5ts ( brok5 /ones1 recon/ruct$ dead tongues & =gott5 hi/ories ( civilizations t = mill5niums h be5 b du/ bl[n ?r\gh voiceless des]ts4 ,yet 9 all ! great lapse ( ages dur+ :i* man has be5 liv+ 9 close intimacy ) 8 dome/icat$ animals n ! slighte/ attempt has be5 made to cross ! wid? ( sil5ce ly+ betwe5 him & 8 fai?ful companions4 ,! /ud5t :o makes ! acqua9tance ( animals only 9 ! trap or ^u ! vivisection table may well ass]t t ! bea/ has ,no language b a cry1 b ^? :o approa* _! fell[ be+s ) a m9d dive/$ ( ?is self-righte\s cant are well aw>e t ! animals h means ( communication z accurate z our own1 & fully suffici5t = all ! ne$s ( _! exi/5ce4 ,to an ant ! man /&+ beside him is z a creature ?ree ?\s& feet high1 w\ld be to u4 ,n[ let u imag9e ?is colossal p]son /oop+ to exam9e ! t9y be+s hurry+ to & fro 9 a *annel betwe5 a r[ ( /ructures built ( fragm5ts t w\ld appe> to him no bigg] ?an gra9s ( s&4 ,he w\ld1 ( c\rse1 be unaw>e t ?is *annel 0 call$ ,broadway1 or ! ,/r&1 or ! ,av5ue de l',op]a4 ,d ^! t9y atoms ?9k1 reason1 or speak8 he w\ld ask himself4 ,8 e>1 ( c\rse1 w\ld be unable to cat* any vibrations ( _! inf9itesimal tones1 b he w\ld notice "h & !re two ( !m paus+ to t\* _! =epaws1 rema9+ opposite "o ano!r = "s mom5ts mov+ _! m9ute lips1 & t !reupon "o or ! o!r w\ld ab&on 8 travel along ?is *annel & move (f 9 ano!r direction1 app>5tly l$ !reto by ! communication ( a comm& or sugge/ion f 8 companion4 ,if ?is giant %\ld *ance to be an intellig5t giant he w\ld c]ta9ly inf] t ^! m5 _h a language4 ,n[ let u /ep out ^u ! grass any day 9 ,june & 9 our turn use an intellig5t eye4 ,"h lies a dead gras%opp]4 ,a =ag+ ant comes w&]+ by4 ,he surveys x c>efully & e/imates ! horse p[] requisite to move x1 & !n hurries away 9 ! direction ( home4 ,meet+ ano!r ant he /ops1 t\*es ant5nae = a few mom5ts1 & passes on4 ,! second ant makes /raight = ! gras%opp] & f9ds x )\t tr\ble4 ,no?+ c be pla9] ?an t ! fir/ ant told ! second "o :]e to g4 ,a glori\s w9dfall6 he probably said1 ,!re's a dead ,levia?an ab\t two miles f "h4 ,keep /raight on till y come to a ?ree-corn]$ rock1 !n turn to ! left & y w come ^u ?ree gra9s ( s& & a /raw4 ,climb ! /raw1 & y c't miss x4 ,x's big en\gh to be se5 a mile away4 ,! second ant1 :5 x f9ds ! gras%opp]1 does n g home4 ,x sits d[n & waits till ! fir/ "o returns ) a great gang ( lab\r]s1 & !n e "o seizes hold ( a leg or w+ & ! /up5d\s mass is sl[ly remov$ to ! ne/4 ,w\ld any p]son ) ord9>y common-s5se suppose ^! to be automata8 ,_h ,huxley pond]$ ! ,scriptures & gone to ! ant to consid] h] ways he w\ld h c]ta9ly be5 cur$ ( 8 haughty illusions1 = n only has ea* species ( ant a language 9 :i* he c communicate ) o!r ants ( ! same species1 b ea* ne/ or clan has1 cle>ly1 its own brogue2 = an ant kn[s in/antly :e!r ano!r belongs to its own ne/ or n4 ,! ants ( "o ne/ murd] ^? ( ano!r4 ,x is a po9t ( hon\r ) !m4 ,we h se5 t ,huxley admits reluctantly t mo/ animals h ^? portions ( bra9 developm5t t we believe to be ! seat ( consci\sness1 b "h is an insect ) organs & functions z het]og5e\s f our own z c well be imag9$1 & yet !re is no mode ( life t m5 h tri$ :i* "o or ano!r ( ! races ( ants is n pursu+ to-day4 ,beside ! agriculturi/s & h]dsm51 "s keep slaves to d ev]y?+ = !m1 "s live by hunt+ & plund]1 :ile o!rs qu>t] !mselves ^u u & live by conf\nd+ meum & tuum4 ,any ard5t pomologi/ may /udy ! h]dsm5 tribes by simply turn+ ov] ! leaves ( 8 "y apple tree 9 ! spr+4 ,^u ! broad succul5t mead[s ( ! "u side ( 8 foliage he w discov] fat flocks ( aphis c[s1 t5d$ by brawny ant c[-h]ds1 :o keep a special eye ^u ! big br[n bulls ar\nd :i* ! c[s & calves ga!r to fe$4 ,! h]dsm5 conduct !m f leaf to leaf z !y exhau/ ! sap1 & at night by ! long twig pa?s & b>ky roads !y c>ry ! milk ( ! sweet honey dew ) :i* !y are swoll54 ,if ! horticulturi/ be h>d ( he>t & sme> away a :ole h]d ) a sweep ( 8 ?umb1 ! horrifi$ h]dsm5 w ru% frantically home1 bur/+ into ! ne/ to report to "s hyksos k+ ( ! t]mites1 t ! ,phili/9es h fall5 ^u 8 *>ge & t ,i1 only ,i1 h escap$ to tell ! tale6 ,! mo/ int]e/+ ( ! agricultural races ( ants is t "o commonly kn[n 9 ! ,we/ ,indies z ! p>asol ant1 f its fa%ion ( c>ry+ bits ( fl[] petals ov] its %\ld] at ! angle commonly us$ ) a sun%ade4 ,?is ant erects an enorm\s /ructure1 z l>ge 9 proportion to its size z is ! ,city ( ,london to any "o ( its inhabitants4 ,! dwell]s 9 ^! cities are divid$ into classes3 f>m]s1 road-mak]s1 explor]s1 nurses1 soldi]s1 /reet sweep]s1 policem51 &1 ( c\rse1 ! ,que54 ,! great t[n is kept p]fectly clean & sanit>y by ! scav5g]s1 :o remove all refuse e day4 ,9 case ( dea? ! bodies are remov$ "s di/ance & buri$4 ,! soldi]s gu>d ! entrances to ! city1 & 9 case ( attack by "o ( ! ,attila hordes ( ! b>b>ian hunt] ants1 !y fight ) a fury & c\rage s great t only aft] ! entire army is de/roy$ is ! city ev] giv5 up to pillage4 ,! explor]s belong+ to ! ne/ sc\r ! surr\nd+ c\ntry 9 se>* ( ! mat]ial ne$$ by ! f>m]s1 & foll[+ _! indications1 ! road-mak]s cle> pa?s a qu>t] ( an in* 9 wid? & frequ5tly a mile 9 l5g?1 ?r\gh ! imm5se tangles ( ! tropical =e/s1--roads z /raight & useful z ^? ( ! ,romans4 ,along ^! ! f>m]s pass1 (t5 at ! end ( x to climb a tree fifty feet high 9 se>* ( ! bits ( fl[] petals1 ) :i* !y pass s cont9u\sly to ! ne/ t ! human obs]v] w sometimes see :at appe>s to be a ?9 trickle ( p9k or yell[ ?r\gh ! jungle grass z f> z ! eye c rea*4 ,^! fl[] petals are pack$ 9 ! city's cell>s1 moi/5$1 & s[n ) ! spores ( a m9ute fungus ^u :i* ! ants live4 ,mo/ curi\s ( all is t ^! ants also keep pets--sev]al v>ieties ( t9y insects :i* !y fe$ & protect1 & :i* app>5tly s]ve no purpose save to give pleasure by _! playful gambols4 ,9 e well e/abli%$ city ( ! p>asol ants !re resides a small gre5 snake 9 a *amb] built ab\t him by ! ants !mselves1 :o fe$ & gu>d him1 & :5 by any accid5t ! little reptile is remov$ !y ab&on all _! affairs until ano!r is f\nd to replace him4 ,unless ?is snake s]ves !m z a feti% or deity !re is no means ( acc\nt+ = _! desire = 8 pres5ce1 = z f> z c be discov]$ he fills no purpose ( utility4 ,m>k ,twa9 decl>es t ! ants vote1 keep drill$ armies1 hold slaves & dispute ab\t religion1 & = all we "k ?is little snake may be ! c5tre ( a complex sy/em ( !ology4 ,consid] too ,maet]l9ck's ,life ( ! ,bee1 t rem>kable /udy ( a civilization s unlike our own4 ,x is common to dismiss ! bee's geometrical abilities ) ! futile ^w in/9ct1 b hone/ /ud5ts ( ! "w ( ^! a/oni%+ insects h %[n t1 giv5 a new situation to deal )1 !y fir/ hold active c\nsel toge!r conc]n+ x1 & !n adapt _! means to new conditions ) all ! skill & flexibility t sugge/ p[]s ( tra9$ reason+4 ,"h is a race t works = an ideal4 ,! g5]al good ( ! hive inspires 9 !m z inflexible a sev]ity1 z ard5t an ab&onm5t ( ! desires ( ! individual z did ! ,roman patriotism ( ! eld] ,brutus1 or ( ! "y ,scaevola4 ,no m rem>kable /ory is to be f\nd 9 lit]ature ?an ,maet]l9ck's description ( ! nuptial flight ( ! ,que5 ,bee4 ,*oos+ a w>m & p]fect day 9 ! v prime ( ! season's gl[1 di/ill+ z %e goes "s intoxicat+ aroma--impalpable to our gross] s5ses--a p]fume ( love t drives e drone ( ! hives 9 passionate ard\r to t deadly enc\nt]1 to :i* only he may obta9 :o c foll[ h] arr[y c\rse into ! blue1 :]e1 out ( sight ( our feeble eyes1 t "o le?al embrace occurs aft] :i* ! lov] comes hurtl+ f ! skies1 dead & evisc]at$4 ,to provide ?is lov]1 ^: pot5t t5d]ness %all ensure a myriad g5]ation--?is lov] ) great] w+ flight ?an any ( 8 fell[s--) c\ntless facett$ eyes1 ) great] body & /rong] limbs1 ?is creature ( su* passion z to sacrifice 8 life = "o mom5t ( joy--! unflagg+ life "w ( n less ?an five ( ! sexless work]s mu/ be giv51 & hundr$s ( drones are rais$ ea* ye> t among !m "o may prove /rong en\gh to atta9 to t dizzy a]ial love4 ,beside ! /]n1 homog5e\s1 self-sacrific+ civilization ( ! bees t ( ev5 ! ,japanese %[s b clumsy1 disord]$ & inadequate4 ,_m ( ! do+s ( ^! small bro!rs ( ours seem incompreh5sible & unreasonable to u1 b imag9e t ?ree ?\s& foot giant look+ d[n ^u ! mites 9 ,france & ,g]many 9 #ahgj )\t an inkl+ z to ! ,spani% succession2 ^u ! rec5t incr$ible scuffl+s & passag+s back & =? ov] ! veldts ( ,s\? ,africa )\t be+ in/ruct$ z to ! t]m ( resid5ce requir$ to obta9 ! fran*ise4 ,to 8 ignorant eye h[ purposeless1 h[ amaz+ly futile ! :ole affair w\ld h seem$4 ,& x is ?us we move1 /upid & contemptu\s1 amid great races & ev5ts1 heavily indiff]5t to _! mean+1 to _! significance to ourselves4 ,we walk surr\nd$ by p[]s ^: =ces we ignore1 :o "w out _! ends indep5d5t ( u1 yet aga9/ :om we are sometimes =c$ to battle mightily = exi/5ce4 ,to ! unreflect+ man 9 ! /reet ! c9* bug seems a matt] ( small int]e/4 ,no "o int]views ! coddl+ mo? to inquire 8 int5tions4 ,w> correspond5ts pass by ! locu/ & ignore ! cotton worm2 ! fly weevil & ! ox bot seem to su* an "o b a feeble folk1 yet e ye> 9 ! ,unit$ ,/ates alone ^! small races co/ u m ?an ?ree hundr$ & fifty millions ( doll>s1 de/roy "o t5? ( our agricultural weal?1 & are m exp5sive to u ?an 0 ! ye>ly co/ ( ! ,bo] w> to ,engl&4 ,we are ! victims ( pigmy capta9s ( p]nici\s indu/ries1 beside ^: gigantic op]ations su* magnates z ,c>negie or ,mr4 ,morgan look--9 ! language ( ! /reets--l ?irty c5ts4 ,d>w9 discov]$ t human & plant life w\ld p]i% f ! face ( ! e>? 7 x n = ! lab\rs ( t humble annelid1 commonly kn[n z ! angle worm1 ?r\gh ^: body ! entire sup]ficial soil ( ! globe passes p]iodically1 & by ^: dige/ive processes x is made am5able = agriculture4 ,! t]mites subs]ve ! angle worm's ef=ts by turn+ ov] & a]at+ ! soil to an ext5t v ne>ly incr$ible to ^? :o h giv5 no att5tion to _! indu/ry4 ,our v exi/5ce is made possible by ! myriad be+s = :om our bodies s]ve z homes & battlefields1 & ^: dim5sions are s m9ute z to be invisible save "u ! mo/ p[]ful microscopes4 ,f]oci\s /ruggles take place )9 our own tissues betwe5 ! g]ms ( disease & ! :ite corpuscles ( ! blood1 ^? brave & sleepless w>riors :o patrol our ve9s1 & :o die by ?\s&s ) unreflect+ c\rage 9 combats ) malignant bact]ia4 ,:5 _! ranks are ?9n$1 _! columns cru%$1 we succumb helplessly to our invisible foes4 ,h[ _m ( ! great & good h fall5 victims to ^? ,br9villi]s ( ! swamps--! anopheles mosquitoes8 ,& a great] numb] ( ! "y fl[] ( ! armies ( ,am]ica & ,engl& 7 slaught]$ by ! ent]ic g]ms c>ri$ by flies ?an fell victims to ,bo] or ,spani% bullets4 ,h[ little h we reg>d$ ! fly1 & yet ! facts ab\t ?is little bro!r /agg] ! imag9ation6 ,x is said to be c]ta9 t he came to ?is c\ntry 9 ! ,mayfl[]2 b comp>e 8 conque/s & f]tility ) t ( ! ,pilgrims4 ,l9nu said t ?ree flies & ! g5]ations t c\ld spr+ f !m c\ld eat a dead horse m rapidly ?an c\ld a lion1 b lat] k %[s t1 b>r+ mortality1 ! numb] ( flies result+ f "o female 9 a summ] w\ld be some?+ l sev5 hundr$ sextillions1 & w\ld 9 m]e bulk outweigh e man1 woman1 & *ild on e>?4 ,happily ! fly has enemies4 ,9 speak+ ( ^! small] races an idea ( _! relations to u c only be convey$ by figures2 ) ! l>g] =ms ( life ! individual may be /udi$ z a type ( ! race4 ,we1 secure 9 a conviction ( a unique value ?r\gh ! immortality we claim1 broadly /igmatize our liv+ fell[s z ( ! l[] ord]s ( life4 ,!y are diff]5t1 x is true1 b 9 :at respect l[]8 ,_! developm5t is z comm5surate ) _! ne$s z is ours4 ,! %ibbole? ( ! ,sociali/s--,to ea* accord+ to 8 ne$s1 f ea* accord+ to 8 abilities1 has pla9ly be5 ! rule ) nature4 ,:atev] we boa/ ( a*iev+ has be5 accompli%$ z well or bett] by ^! l[] ord]s :5 _! necessities h dem&$ x4 ,ev5 ! ,japanese create inf]ior pap] to t made by ! wasps1 :o numb] among ! species ! mo/ skill$ ( c>p5t]s & masons4 ,:o c sp9 or weave z c ! ara*n & _! cognate families8 ,! beautiful manufactures ( ! mollusks--ev5 ( ! diatoms1 invisible save ) ! microscope--leave u begg>$ ( admiration & envy4 ,if x be a "q ( physical qualities let u comp>e ! eye ( ! eagle1 or ( a fly1 ) our own--pit our dull s5se ( smell ) ! subtle olfactories ( a dog or a wolf--or let "o ( u te/ our s5se ( he>+ aga9/ t ( a m\se or a rob94 ,! albatross loafs 9 indol5t circles ab\t ! swifte/ ( our turb9e %ips2 ! porpoise c pass f po9t to po9t 9 8 d5se elem5t ) great] spe$ ?an t ( our swifte/ express eng9e4 ,! wild goose c d 8 eighty miles an h\r = t5 h\rs )\t re/4 ,sc>e up little ,molly ,cottontail f y\r pa?1 & z %e flies ?r\gh ! autumn grasses l a light leaf bl[n be=e ! w9d1 h] delicate & h>moni\s play ( muscul> p[]s leaves our mo/ skill$ a?letes b clumsy cripples by comp>ison4 ,9 sight1 smell1 he>+1 spe$1 /r5g?1 grace1 & endurance we are immeasurably ! inf]iors ( our dumb bro!rs4 ,& turn+ f ! mat]ial to ! spiritual & ! ideal1 we f9d t 9 indu/ry1 c\rage1 patriotism1 loyalty1 fidelity1 fri5d%ip1 *ivalry1 mat]nal love1 & racial solidity ! l[] ord]s h no?+ to le>n f u4 ,inde$ "s races we f9d advanc$ 9 moral progress 9 c]ta9 directions f> beyond our mo/ hopeful endeav\rs4 ,! ne$s & laws ( _! be+ h develop$ _! morals 9 diff]+ degree1 & ! virtues ( individuals v>y z greatly z among ourselves4 ,( ! *>act]s & ideals ( wild creatures we c snat* b brief & tantaliz+ glimpses2 f ! l>g] dome/ic animals our daily life is too remov$ to make intimacy possible1 b dogs & cats1 ! free birds1 & our cag$ pets--if consid]$ ) a see+ eye--op5 a door ?r\gh :i* we c le>n mu*1 ?\gh our indol5ce & /upidity /ill %ut u (f f ! free community ( spee*4 ,c>lyle says3 ,no nobl] feel+ ?an t ( admiration = "o high] ?an himself dwells 9 ! brea/ ( man4 ,x is at ?is h\r1 & at all h\rs ! unify+ influ5ce 9 man's life4 ,religion1 ,i f9d1 /&s ^u x 444 :at1 !re=e1 is loyalty prop]1 ! life brea? ( all society1 b an efflu5ce ( h]o wor%ip2 submissive admiration = ! truly great6 ,society is f\nd$ ^u h]o wor%ip4 ,lockh>t 9 8 ,life ( ,scot tells ( a little pig :o conceiv$ a passion ( admiration & affection = ,scott :i* mu* emb>rass$ ! great /ory tell]4 ,?is susceptible little pork] w\ld lurk ab\t1 wait+ = ,scott's appe>ance1 squeal+ ) joy :5 he came1 & trott+ pati5tly all day at 8 heels ?r\gh miles ( w&]+1 pr\d & cont5t$ at m]ely be+ all[$ to att5d on ,scott4 ,:at 0 ?is b ,c>lyle's h]o wor%ip4 ,x is n by ! way record$ t any pig ev] made a h]o ( ,c>lyle4 ,i once _h ! pleasure ( kn[+ a goose :o ab&on$ 8 k9d = j su* a human fri5d%ip1 & ! same love ( ! admirable is mutual among ! animals !mselves4 ,a small gre5 p>oquet1 :o liv$ 9 ! fre$om ( a bird fanci]'s room ) a can>y1 0 possess$ ( a passionate admiration = 8 m gift$ companion4 ,8 e wak+ mom5t 0 sp5t 9 ! mo/ t\*+ ef=ts to imitate ! ?rill+ songs & graceful air9ess ( 8 m gift$ fri5d1 9 no way disc\rag$ by ! contumely ) :i* ! yell[ t5or treat$ 8 lumb]+ly pa!tic failures4 ,b !re is no m confirm$ h]o wor%ipp] ?an y\r dog4 ,/ev5son says ( a dog :om he knew & lov$3 ,x 0 no s9ecure to be ,cool9's idol4 ,he 0 exact+ l a rigid p>5t2 & at e sign ( levity 9 ! man :om he respect$ he ann\nc$ l\dly ! dea? ( virtue & ! proximate fall ( ! pill>s ( ! e>?4 ,&1 he adds1 = e /ation ! dog has an ideal to :i* ! ma/]--"u pa9 ( d]ogation--w d wisely to con=m4 ,h[ (t5 has n a cold glance in=m$ me t my dog 0 disappo9t$1 & h[ mu* m gladly w\ld he n h tak5 a beat+ ?an to be ?us w\nd$ 9 ! seat ( piety4 ,because ( all animals ! dog is our ne>e/ intimate we "k m ( 8 ideals & ( 8 moral traits ?an ( ^? ( ! o!r races4 ,we "k t he is va9] ?an man1 s+ul>ly gre$y ( notice1 s+ul>ly intol]ant ( ridicule1 suspici\s l ! deaf1 jeal\s to ! degree ( fr5zy4 ,to quote ,/ev5son aga93 ,to ! dog ( g5tlemanly feel+ !ft & falsehood are disgraceful vices4 ,! can9e l ! human g5tleman1 dem&s 9 8 misdemean\rs ,montaigne's 'je ne sais quoi de g5]eux6' ,he is nev] m ?an half a%am$ ( hav+ b>k$ or bitt51 & = ^? faults into :i* he has be5 l$ by a desire to %9e be=e a lady ( 8 race1 he reta9s1 ev5 "u physical correction1 a %>e ( pride4 ,b to be caught ly+1 if he und]/&s x1 in/antly uncurls 8 fleece4 ,among dull obs]v]s ! dog has be5 cr$it$ ) mode/y4 ,x is amaz+ h[ ! use ( language blunts ! faculties ( man4 ,t because va9 glory f9ds no v5t 9 words1 creatures suppli$ ) eyes h be5 unable to detect a fault s gross & obvi\s is amaz+4 ,if a small spoil$ dog 7 to be end[$ ) spee* he w\ld prate int]m9ably & /ill ab\t himself4 ,9 a ye>'s "t he w\ld h gone f> to we>y out our love4 ,hans ,*ri/ian ,&]s51 z we behold him 9 8 />tl+ memoirs--?rill+ f top to toe ) excruciat+ vanity--sc\t+ ! /reets = cause ( (f5ce--"h 0 y\r talk+ dog4 ,:ile an egregi\s1 incurable snob ! dog is yet ! v fl[] ( *ivalry4 ,! begg> maid ( 8 k9d is sure ( z di/+ui%$ a consid]ation f him z is ! que5 ( 8 race4 ,inde$ he c>ries 8 gallantry to s exquisite a po9t ( quixotism t ev5 a female wolf is safe f 8 tee?4 ,gratitude is ! keynote ( 8 "*2 to its claims he w subdue ev5 8 innate snobbi%ness1 & 8 devotion to ! my/]i\s laws ( 8 can9e etiquette am\nt to slavi%ness4 ,9 ! elaborate & consci\s mann]s ( ! dog1 moral op9ions & ! love ( ! ideal /& confess$4 ,to foll[ = t5 m9utes 9 ! /reet "s swagg]+ can9e cavali] is to receive a lesson 9 dramatic art & ! cultur$ conduct ( ! body2 & 9 e act & ge/ure y see him true to a ref9$ conception4 ,= to be a high-mann]$ & high-m9d$ g5tleman1 c>eless1 affable1 & gay1 is ! inborn pret5sion ( ! dog4 ,( all p]sons n[ liv+ ,i p]sonally %\ld mo/ pref] to be enabl$ to conv]se freely ) t high-br$1 subtle-natur$ lady :o foll[s me 9 my walks1 :o %>es my meals & lies beside my fire4 ,%e has le>n$ ) ease to und]/& my spee*1 b ,i1 9 my gross sluggi%ness1 h neglect$ to acquire h] tongue1 & yet h[ diff]5t a place ?is dull _w w\ld appe> c\ld ,i le>n all %e might tell me4 ,:at sights1 s\nds1 & od\rs1 :at significances escap+ my dull s5ses1 might become op5 to me6 ,a ?\s& times ,i h be5 aw>e ( h] pity+ impati5ce ( my sl[-witt$ness 9 matt]s s obvi\s to h] ke5] intellig5ce4 ,a :ole _w lies outside ( my appreh5sion ) :i* %e is famili>1 & all my life ,i %all suff] unappeas$ curiosity z to h[ %e becomes aw>e ( approa*+ *anges 9 ! wea!r2 :y a c]ta9 "p ( ! wood is taboo4 ,:at is x t w>ns h] ( a dea? 9 my family8 ,:y does a c]ta9 good & g5tle woman fill h] ) loa?+ di/ru/1 & :at 0 ! peculi> ref9em5t ( insult %e receiv$ 9 h] puppyhood f ! family but*]1 :i* has made x possible = h] daily = six ye>s to detect ! s\nd ( ! but*]'s :eels among _m o!rs :ile he is /ill n 9 sight1 & daily produces 9 h] a rage ( res5tm5t t no puni%m5t1 no (f] ( tidbits1 has ev] be5 able to allay8 ,all ^! ?+s ,i %all nev] "k4 ,%e %>es my life1 b ,i1 regretfully1 prote/+ly1 mu/ /& almo/ :olly outside ( h]s4 ,:5 we at la/ s]i\sly take up ! great task ( articulate communication ) ! animals1 a new _w w swim into our k5 beside :i* ! discov]y ( ,am]ica w seem b an unimportant ev5t4 ,half ( ! unexpla9$ puzzles ( sci5ce w be solv$ ) ease1 & :ole dep>tm5ts ( k z yet undream$ ( w be op5$ to our a/oni%$ und]/&+s4 ,p]haps by our little dumb bro!rs we are /ill compassionately reckon$ z ! deaf & bl9d giant4 ,augu/ #e4 ,fev] ,dreams4 ,a ?\s& times ! great clock's he>t has beat-- ,a ?\s&1 ?\s& times1 ,& ev] at ! h\rs ! sudd51 sweet1 ,l[1 unexpect$ r++ ( ! *imes ,tells h[ ! night do? sl[ly pass away4 ,! hiss+ sn[ fell ?r\gh ! air all day1 ,b ) ! d>k did cease-- ,i he> ! %iv]s ( ! froz5 trees4 ,! night-lamp's gleam--?\gh weak ! flame & small-- ,ca/s %ad[s giant tall ,t to ! ceil+ crawl-- ,! cap-frill ( ! sleep+ nurse do? fall ,& nod ?is way & t aga9/ ! wall4 ,quiet ! great d>k h\se1 & deeply sleep !y all-- ,!y held me fa/1 !y c\ld n he> ! call ,t ,i he>d always--*ill ! w9ds did bl[-- ,! skies 7 d>k--! ways 7 :ite ) sn[-- ,he did n call--,i w&]$ to ?9k s4 ,b n[ !y sleep1 ,i w arise & g4 ,!y ?9k him dead1 b 8 sweet voice ,i "k4 ,i /ret* my h&s1 my he>t beats h>d--8 voice is sweet & l[1 ,b muffl$ by ! weight ( e>?1 & ha? a note ( woe-- ,he calls to me3 ,i _c /ay2 ,i mu/ arise & g-- ,i /ep out on ! floor-- 7,h[ l\d t nurse do? snore7 ,b ,i s(tly close ! door4 ,i quickly pass f ! out] door4 ,x is v1 v cold6-- ,b he w me closely fold ,) a t5d] clasp+ arm1 ,& /ill my deep al>m-- ,9 8 he>t ,i %all be w>m6 ,! sn[ is smoo? z glass4 ,i sc>cely leave a foot-pr9t z ,i pass-- ,x is v cold1 & ! way is long1 alas6 ,& !y h buri$ him deep1 s deep "u ! froz5 grass4 ,x 0 cruel to bury him s deep2 ,he 0 n dead1 he 0 only asleep-- ,he 0 n dead2 x makes me weep ,to ?9k he is 9 ?is froz5 gr\nd-- ,:y does ! moon :irl r\nd & r\nd6 ,my head is dizzy2 ,i'm fa9t & ill-- ,w no "o make ! moon /& /ill8 ,! fooli% moon :irls r\nd & r\nd-- ,:at is x t ! p9e trees "k1 ,t !y ru/le & :isp] toge!r s8 ,someone 0 buri$ "u ! sn[ ,m ?an a ?\s& ye>s ago6-- ,my long black %ad[ runs by my side4 ,0 x ,i1 or my love t di$ ,& 0 buri$ deeply "u ! sn[ ,s _m hundr$ ye>s ago8 ,oh6 h[ c ,i rea* him "u ! gr\nd8 ,i am burn+ ) fire1 my head turns r\nd4 ,he does n call me1 ,i he> no s\nd-- ,ah6--w no "o come to me8 ,i'm all alone1 ,! nurse does n he>1 %e's z deaf z a /one1 ,! walls ( ! grave toge!r h gr[n1 ,! dead man lies /ill & makes no moan1 ,!y h left me "h ) ?is corpse alone--6 ,8 gold5 hair is t>ni%$ ) ru/2 ,8 eyes h )]$ & fall5 to du/-- ,8 subtle1 secret1 amb] eyes2 ,! worms might h sp>$ ^? amb] eyes-- ,8 lips are grey ) du/ & sunk52 ,8 he>t is cold1 & 8 *eeks are %runk5-- ,he mu/ be dead1 s /ill he lies6 99 99 99 99 99 ,i lay 9 my b$ & he call$ to me1 ,!y held me1 b x might n be ,t we %\ld re/ s f> ap>t1 ,& we h la9 "h1 he>t to he>t1 ,s9ce ,i came out across ! sn[ ,m ?an a ?\s& ye>s ago4 ,septemb] #g4 ,a ,misund]/ood ,morali/4 ,m>y ,r---- 0 tell+ u to-day ! details ( ,zola's accid5tal dea?--if x 0 an accid5t4 ,!re are a few1 %e tells me1 :o :isp] privately t ! enemies he made by ,l\rdes & ,rome are ( ! sort :o wait long & pati5tly1 & /rike h>d1 & /rike at ! back :5 ! "t ( v5geance comes4 ,t s\nds r s5sational1 & c]ta9ly ! g5]al public h he>d no su* sugge/ion4 ,! /ory ( ! dea?-*amb] is l a *apt] f "o ( 8 own books1 & "o c't b feel h[ gruesome & vivid he w\ld h made ! acc\nt ( ! trag$y c\ld he h record$ x4 ,x's r odd h[ ! multitude /ill judge ,zola at ! rat+ ( tw5ty ye>s s9ce1 be=e he _h develop$ ! mean+ ( 8 me?ods & prov$ himself "o ( ! greate/ ( ! moral tea*]s4 ,x 0 c]ta9ly z long ago z t :5 a batt]$1 grimy copy ( ,nana drift$ by "s swirl ( *ance into my y\?ful h&s4 ,i 0 q old en\gh to realize t my pa/ors & ma/]s w\ld be convuls$ ) horror did !y at all suspect :at ,i 0 at1 b be+ 9 ^? days z omnivor\s z ,lamb--,%aftesbury 0 n too g5teel = me1 nor ,jona?an ,wild too l[--ev]y?+ on :i* a h& c\ld be laid pass$ into my gre$y m5tal maw1 f ,locke ,on ! ,human ,und]/&+ to ! novels ( ! ,du*ess1 & ,i _h intellig5ce en\gh n to *att] ab\t e book ,i op5$4 ,i rememb] ) p]fect vividness ! moral revelation giv5 me by ! *apt] descriptive ( ! drunk5 orgie 9 ,nana's rooms1 :]e !y w\nd up ! gaieties ( ! ev5+ by ! spirit$ je/ ( p\r+ ! *ampagne into ! piano4 ,9 a fla% 0 made cle> to me :at ,i _h nev] previ\sly suspect$1 t vice 0 t$i\s & unamus+6 ,until t mom5t ,i _h accept$ 9 p]fect good fai? ! insi/5ce ( ! morali/s ^u ! delici\s1 excit+1 irresi/ible nature ( vice1 :i*1 ?\gh deplorable 9 its ev5tual effects1 0 too agreeable to be refra9$ f unless =tifi$ by ei!r religion or ! *oice/ collection ( moral maxims4 ,we 7 ! cont5t$ own]s1 at t same p]iod1 ( a l>ge engrav+ ( a popul> pa9t+ entitl$ ,! ,prodigal ,son2 "o ( ^? pictures suppos$ to h a good moral & help sil5tly1 9 season & out ( season1 to po9t t[>ds virtue l a sign at ! crossroads4 ,! engrav+ 0 divid$ into ?ree p>ts1 l a tripty*2 ! c5tral1 & by f> ! l>ge/ portion1 %[$ ! fam\s ne'er-d-weel prodigall+ ) all 8 might 9 a sort ( lordly pleasure dome1 all columns & sweep+ curta9s & /eps1 op5 to ! sun%9e on e side1 & decorat$ ) ! mo/ exp5sive cut fl[]s4 ,a meal1 :i* pla9ly des]v$ to be call$ by no mean] "n ?an a banquet1 0 t[>d1 & ! naughty "y g5tleman1 b$eck$ 9 velvet & soo!d by ! music ( viols1 0 fea/+ amid a m$ley ( "y ladies ( ! mo/ dazzl+ physical *>ms1 all attir$ 9 ^? sket*y toilets :i* h no visible means ( support1 & :i* all[ ! arti/ to prove 8 inexhau/ible tal5t = draw+ arms & bu/s4 ,s vivaci\s & sumptu\s 0 ?is sc5e t at fir/ "o h>dly notic$ ! n>r[ panels to "r & left1 9 "o ( :i* ! pr(use prodigal 0 on a subsequ5t occasion d9+ en famille ) ! sw9e1 & lat] j\rney+ t[>d =giv5ess & veal4 ,! morali/s1 f ,isaiah d[n1 h s de>ly lov$ to %[ _! tal5t = draw+ arms & bu/s4 ,! del9eation ( vice always usurps all ! =egr\nd ( ! canvas4 ,accord+ to !m1 ! broad road is unfail+ 9 its crops ( fl[]s1 ! w9e is always r$ 9 ! cup1 ) bead$ bubbles w9k+ at ! brim4 ,! frisky en*antresses are )\t exception "y & *>m+4 ,! rev]se ( ! picture is depress+ly bleak--by way ( prop] dramatic contra/1 p]haps1 ?\gh to any "o less au/]e ?an a morali/ x w\ld seem un9tellig5t to po9t out t 9 "o direction all 0 gay1 brilliant1 & agreeable1 yet "o mu/ foll[ ! gloomy1 t$i\s1 & unpleasant road 9 ord] to f9d "s intangible spiritual satisfaction1 :i* to y\?ful & ard5t m9ds seems dre>ily remote1 & unsatisfy+ :5 rea*$4 ,besides x really isn't true4 ,life z a matt] ( fact is c]ta9ly m agreeable :5 "o behaves "o's self dec5tly4 ,no?+ 0 ev] m blatantly untrue ?an ! cynical prov]b :i* decl>es t ev]y?+ pleasant is ei!r indige/ible1 exp5sive1 or immoral4 ,b ! m9d ( y\? is almo/ t\*+ly cr$ul\s4 ,x r>ely que/ions ! accuracy ( ! descriptions ( ! morali/s1 :o claim to be exp]ts1 ?\gh in/9ctively x develops a necessity = exp]im5t+ a little ) ^? =bidd5 sweets ( :i* x has he>d s mu* praise4 ,until ,i read ,nana x nev] occurr$ to me to "q t vice 0 9 itself agreeable1 s9ce ,i _h nev] he>d aught to ! contr>y2 b t *ampagne p\r$ into ! piano wa%$ away ! conviction =ev]4 ,x seem$ s squalid1 s unimag9ative1 s dull2 & all ! vice ,i h obs]v$ s9ce has %>$ its lack ( *>m4 ,i f\nd t ! broad road _h no pat5t on fl[]s & sun%9e1 t di%one/y n9e times out ( t5 fail$ ( returns at all comm5surate ) ! en]gy devot$ to x2 t loose behavi\r 0 ne>ly always noisome & fatigu+2 t ! prodigal1 in/ead ( be+ a beautiful "y p]son 9 velvet1 g5]ally _h a r$ nose & a wai/1 & borr[$ f 8 acqua9tances1 & t ! en*antresses _h n ne>ly z good figures z ! pa9t]s cr$it$ !m )1 & z a rule _h no real feel+ = soap & wat]4 ,! tru? is t all =ms ( vice are = ! mo/ "p n only repulsive b intol]ably unamus+1 & ,zola 0 ! fir/ ( ! morali/s :o _h ! c\rage to be orig9al & speak disrespectfully ( x4 ,septemb] #aj4 ,! ,pleasures ( ,pessimism4 ,a man :o took me 9 to d9n] ,w$nesday night said1 pity+ly1 ,y seem to be a pessimi/4 ,:y is t8 ,are y unhappy8 ,t sort ( rem>k is a %ot betwe5 w9d & wat]1 & leaves "o spee*less4 ,i crossly d5i$ be+ an ----i/ ( any sort1 & *ang$ ! subject4 ,possibly he 0 l$ to 8 banal p]sonality by "s rem>k ,i _h made1 ( ! sort t is commonly call$ cynical because x is true4 ,! optimi/s h a !ory t ^? :o don't take ! same view ( life z !mselves mu/ !re=e be unhappy4 ,x's an amaz+ conclusion4 ,!y seem to h no idea h[ ! pessimi/s enjoy _! own s5se ( sup]iority4 ,x is z if ! bl9d %\ld say to ! man ) eyes3 ,h[ unhappy y mu/ be to see ?+s j z !y are4 ,n[ ,i c imag9e !m to be any?+ ,i please6 ,! man ) eyes c\ld1 ( c\rse1 only smile2 x be+ obvi\sly impossible to discuss su* a proposition4 ,! believ]s 9 p]sonal immortality lab\r "u ! same curi\s illusion app>5tly4 ,!y are s sorry = ^? :o don't believe 9 x1 & imag9e !m fright5$ at ! ?\ght ( dea?4 ,to _! m9ds ! univ]se is inconceivable )\t _! pres5ce1 seem+ly =getful ( ! fact t x got on q well be=e !y came4 ,x is r an impos+ bit ( egotism1 aft] all4 ,x rises to ! level ( gr&eur4 ,ca?olics1 ,i "k1 h ! same pity & a/oni%m5t ab\t ! /ate ( m9d ( ,prote/ants t ! optimi/s feel = pessimi/s1 ! religi\s = ! unbeliev+4 ,ea* ?9ks ! h]etic 9 p>l\s /ate & fancies he mu/ be secretly di/urb$ by x1 :5 ( a tru? ! h]etic is simply amus$ by ?is anxiety = 8 welf>e1 & *e]fully c]ta9 ( 8 own sup]iority4 ,septemb] #ah4 ,moral ,paup]ism4 ,m----1 :o has1 ) "s fl\ri% ( trumpet & tuck ( drum1 gone ov] to ,rome1 is ! daught] ( a ,presbyt]ian m9i/]1 ,i am told1 &1 :at is odd] /ill1 is a v clev] & humor\s creature4 ,"o c disc\nt ! p>son & ! clev]ness1 b a humor\s ,prote/ant 'v]t+ is m difficult to und]/&4 ,i tri$ h>d to get "s explanation f h] z to h] po9t ( view1 b %e 0 entirely vague4 ,fancy--%e has a patron sa9t1 beads1 etc46 ,"o c only gape4 ,v probably e "o is at bir?--no matt] :at ! environm5t--ei!r ,ca?olic or ,prote/ant by nature4 ,to _m x is an absolute necessity t someone else %\ld furni% _! spiritual & m5tal support4 ,) ^!1 no matt] h[ frequ5tly "o sets !m on _! feet _! knees w give "u !m2 no matt] h[ (t5 "o />ts !m 9 spiritual bus9ess "o has ev5tually to come aga9 to ! rescue4 ,to su* an "o ! p]petual sup]vision & p]sonal tyranny ( ! ,ca?olic ,*ur* mu/ seem delici\sly com=table & protect+4 ,no wond] !y are drawn to x across all b>ri]s4 ,to ! born ,prote/ant su* bondage is z intol]able z spoon fe$+ & a :eel$ *air w\ld be to an a?lete4 ,:atev] ! moral or m5tal situation may be he mu/ deal ) x = himself--mu/ /& on 8 own feet--use 8 own moral muscles4 ,nei!r c ev] und]/& ! o!r4 ,_! :ole attitude t[>d life is directly oppos$4 ,ea* seeks :at 8 nature dem&s4 ,septemb] #cj4 ,on a ,c]ta9 ,lack ( ,hum\r 9 ,fr5*m54 ,! book-club has elim9at$ ,m>cel ,prevo/'s ,m>iage de ,julianne z too naughty = our p]usal--?\gh n until we _h all read x1 to see h[ undesirable x 04 ,to :at ,h---- calls my robu/ nature x seem$ m]ely delici\sly funny & human1 & ,i am n fond ( ,fr5* fiction z a rule4 ,mo/ ( x leaves 9 my m9d only a s5se ( dre>y na/9ess--a sort ( m closely knit ,hall ,ca9e-ism1 ) 8 slopp9ess ( /yle left out4 ,yet a good _m ( "o's contempor>ies pr(ess to f9d ,fr5* fiction va/ly sup]ior to ,engli% lit]ature ( ! same sort3 to f9d ,balzac a great] arti/ ?an ,?ack]ay2 b ^? :o make ?is ass]tion are1 ,i f9d1 g5]ally lack+ 9 hum\r & imag9ation !mselves1 & !re=e bl9d to a :ole side ( life4 ,!y1 ( nature1 ?9k m>ionettes lik] life ?an be+s ( fle% & blood4 ,balzac's dry1 m9ute descriptions give !m an impression ( reality4 ,to he> t a man _h a r$ nose1 _h iron-grey hair gr[+ ?9 on top1 & t 8 bottle-gre5 tr\s]s wr9kl$ at ! knees1 gives !m ! s5sation t ,balzac is pres5t+ !m ) a slice ( life--n be+ aw>e1 x w\ld seem1 t ?is might be equally tru?ful a description ( a wax figure at ,madame ,tussaud's4 ,su* matt]s z ^! are n ! ess5tials t diff]5tiate a man f 8 fell[s4 ,h5ry ,james ?9ks ?is elaboration ( detail is ,balzac's /ronge/ gift & adds1 ,dick5s (t5 sets a figure be=e u ) extraord9>y vividness1 b ! outl9e is fanta/ic & arbitr>y--we b half believe 9 x4 ,x seems to me t ,james has1 l ,balzac1 b a half develop$ s5se ( life4 ,he too is meticul\s 9 8 ef=ts to make "o see & feel :at he wi%es to convey1 because he only half feels & sees x himself2 ?\gh he is conc]n$ r ) emotions ?an objects1 & 9 spite ( ! lab\r & c>e exp5d$ by ea*1 b a %ad[y impression rema9s4 ,dick5s c da% 9 a few broad1 half c>icatur$ l9es ( a portrait because ! figure he wi%es to %[ is s vivid to 8 own eye he feels x only necess>y to indicate x broadly to make o!rs recognize x4 ,uncle ,pumble*ook 9 ,great ,expectations is sugge/$1 z f> z writt5 description goes1 9 m]e/ outl9e--,a l>ge1 h>d-brea?+1 middle-ag$1 sl[ man1 ) a m\? l a fi%1 dull />+ eyes1 & s&y hair /&+ upright on 8 head--yet aft] half a page ( 8 conv]sation & 8 welcome to ,pip at ! fun]al1 brea?+ %]ry & crumbs1 "o ne$s no m4 ,! man lives & moves4 ,"o kn[s him inside & out4 ,james speaks aga9 ( ,balzac's *ok+ "o ) 8 bricks & mort>1 & ?9ks 8 h\ses1 8 rooms1 8 t[ns1 unequall$ = vividness ( pres5tation1 ( realization4 ,to an imag9ative read] !y are z dry & sup]flu\s z a real-e/ate ag5t's pamphlets2 "o has a s5se ( ! au?or's heavy /ra9+ ef=t to make ! places palpable to 8 own m5tal vision4 ,x is ! we>y it]ation ( ! bore1 :o hav+ no imag9ation c leave no?+ to t ( 8 he>]4 ,dick5s some:]e describes a room m]ely by tell+ h[ ! w9k+ fire 0 reflect$ 9 e smoo? object4 ,! fire w9ks *e]ily2 ! pewt]s w9k+ dully1 z if afraid ( be+ suspect$ ( n see+ ! joke2 ! furniture tw9kl+ slyly f e poli%$ po9t1 etc41 etc41 9 ,dick5s's well-kn[n fa%ion ( pursu+ a happy fancy r\nd & r\nd4 ,!re is n "o ^w ( catalogue ( ! room's cont5ts1 yet x rema9s =ev] z vivid 9 ! read]'s memory z a *amb] ) :i* "o is intimately famili>4 ,bulw] says t ,fr5* nature is n human nature1 & if human nature 0 necess>ily ! ,anglo-,saxon conception ( life x w\ld be true4 ,no?+ s po9ts ,fr5* het]og5e\sness f ourselves z ! attitude ( our two *os5 ma/]s ( ! novel1 ,balzac & ,?ack]ay4 ,n a gleam ( hum\r ev] irradiates = a mom5t ! pages ( ! =m]4 ,a m]e glimm] w\ld make impossible 8 /ory ( ! "y man :o endeav\rs to compromise a pretty woman1 ^: refusal to yield to 8 di%on\rable sugge/ions s puzzles & disgu/s him t he c only expla9 h] coldness z be+ ! probable results ( "s secret b mortal disease6444 ,a lov] abducts a reluctant fair by m+l$ =ce & /ratagem1 & attempts to br& h] ) hot irons2 accompany+ ?is g5tle gallantry ) ! mumm]ies ( a ?irte5?-c5tury ,inquisition4 ,?is picturesque pro( ( devotion s t\*es ! lady t %e promptly grovels 9 an agony ( affection = ?is *ivalr\s admir]4444 ,all ?is is told ) p]fect gravity1 ! au?or hav+ n ! smalle/ suspicion ( its absurdity--& yet !re be actually ,anglo-,saxons :o solemnly ann\nce t ,balzac knew human nature to its dep?s4 ,fr5* nature1 p]haps2 c]ta9ly n ours4444 ,a sp9/] lives tw5ty ye>s 9 a family1 all ( ^: memb]s %e v5om\sly hates1 & n "o ( !m suspect h] unselfi% devotion until %e aids 9 humiliat+ !m & wreck+ _! =tunes4444 ,madame ,hulot is a sa9t1 & yet at fifty ye>s ( age (f]s h] p]son to a repulsive sc\ndrel 9 ord] to provide a m>riage portion = h] daught]2 ,balzac evid5tly consid]+ ?is "o ( h] noble/ acts4 ,! po9t at :i* "o f9ds ! wide/ div]g5ce ( ! ,fr5* & ,engli% attitudes t[>d life is 9 ! essay made by ea* ( ^! *os5 spokesm5 to %[ u ! adv5turess4 ,ta9e1 :o hone/ly tri$ to see ,engli% lit]ature f ,engli% eyes & int]pret x to 8 c\ntrym51 breaks d[n entirely :5 he rea*es ?is angle ( vision4 ,he says3 ,!re is a p]sonage unanim\sly recogniz$ z ,?ack]ay's ma/]piece1 ,becky ,%>p4444 ,let u comp>e h] ) a simil> p]sonage ( ,balzac 9 ',les ,p>5ts ,pauvre1' ,val]ie ,m>neff4 ,! diff]5ce 9 ! two works w exhibit ! diff]5ce 9 ! two lit]atures--& !y d inde$4 ,val]ie to ! ,engli% read] is ! old commonplace1 /]eotyp$ adv5turess ( ! melodrama4 ,"o c imag9e none save ^? z vile & /upid z h]self be+ deceiv$ by su* a gre$y1 outrage\s creature4 ,! descriptions ( h] looks & behavi\r smack ( ! unhumor\s %ill+ %ock]4 ,%e gives glances f b5ea? h] long eyelids l ! gl>e ( cannon se5 ?r\gh smoke6 444 & aga9 h] eyes fla%$ l dagg]s4 ,su* figures ( spee* s\nd l ! pomp\s rhodomontade ( a ,laura ,jean ,libby1 yet ,ta9e quotes !m ) mu* admiration4 ,becky1 ,ta9e f9ds incompreh5sible4 ,he compla9s t ,?ack]ay degrades h] :5 he laugh+ly reveals h] secret vulg> %ifts4 ,also he is res5tful because h] c>efully built s*emes crumble "o by "o l h\ses ( c>ds1 be+ ignorant1 app>5tly1 ( t *oice old utilit>ian prov]b z to ,hone/y be+ ! be/ policy1 f\nd$ ^u a v g5]al obs]vation t ! same clev]ness & en]gy employ$ by adv5tur]s 9 _! nef>i\s s*emes pays a f> high] rate ( int]e/ :5 turn$ to legitimate pursuits4 ,! half affectionate1 half contemptu\s hum\r ) :i* h] creator reg>ds ,becky %ocks ,ta9e4 ,) 8 ,fr5* passion = logical complet5ess he _c compreh5d t ,?ack]ay's vision = tru? %\ld make him capable ( admitt+ & admir+ t ar*-adv5turess's good qualities1--! v qualities ( h] defects :i* made h] c>e] ( deception possible4 ,! consi/5t mon/] ,val]ie c\ld delude no "o1 :ile ,becky's pati5ce1 gaiety1 & good nature made ,rawdon ,crawley's devotion plausible1 & =c$ ev5 ,"l ,/eyne1 :o recogniz$ h] bas5ess1 aft] a fa%ion to respect & l h]1 & cons5t to be us$ by h]1 until--by a fundam5tal impulse ( womanl9ess--%e admir$ h] husb& /&+ !re1 gr&1 brave1 victori\s1 above ! pro/rate body ( h] s$uc]4 ,x is t same und]ly+ womanl9ess 9 ,becky--( :i* ,val]ie lack$ ev5 an intimation--:i* makes h] human & real4 ,its abs5ce leaves ,val]ie incr$ible & %ad[y4 ,take aga9 ,le> & ,goriot4 ,! latt]'s *ildr5 h no excuse :atev] = _! crimes ( gre$ & selfi%ness4 ,!y are grotesque succubi1 :ile ! a/\nd+ wick$ness ( ,regan & ,gon]il is made cr$ible by ,le>'s own viol5t fooli%ness & vanity4 ,8 tempe/u\s s5ility is ( ! sort t wakes ! bl9de/ revolt ( y\?1 :i* is always re/less "u ! dom9ance ( age1 a re/lessness likely to deep5 to cruelty :5 age is unre/ra9$ by wisdom or dignity4 ,a ,fr5*man once compla9$ to me bitt]ly ( ! comic port] 9 ,macbe?1 :o comes grumbl+ to unlock ! gate s soon aft] ! horror ( ! murd] ( ,duncan4 ,to him ! t\* ( com$y seem$ vulg> & inept4 ,x 0 impossible to make him und]/& h[ to ! ,anglo-,saxon m9d ?is v]aci\s t\* ( com$y jo/l+ trag$y b height5$ ! dramatic poignancy ( ! play4 ,?is incapacity to see ! humor\s contra/s ( life & "* is g5]ally *>act]i/ic ( y\? ) its n>r[ inexp]i5ce ( realities1 & ! ,fr5* & ! unhumor\s ( our own race seem nev] to outgr[ ?is juv5ility4 ,octob] #ae4 ,! ,value ( a ,s\l4 ,i wond] if anyone w ev] mu/] up suffici5t c\rage to write ! true hi/ory ( ! f]oci\s egotism eng5d]$ 9 ! human he>t by a belief 9 human immortality4 ,! mo/ cynical might well %r9k f ! sorr[ful task4 ,self-pres]vation1 suppos$ly ! fir/ law ( nature1 is b a feeble in/9ct :5 plac$ 9 comp>ison1 = mo!rhood1 patriotism1 sexual love2 a ?\s& m9or passions w induce human be+s to ab&on _! inh]itance 9 ! w>m prec9cts ( ! *e]ful day1 b all t a man ha?1 & all t 8 fri5ds1 & ! wife ( 8 bosom1 & ! *ildr5 ( 8 lo9s h1 w he give = t wret*$ little flyspeck$ object he calls 8 s\l4 ,buckle r %ock$ a pi\s _w :5 he ann\nc$ t 9 _m cases ! be/ k+s1 consid]$ f ! po9t ( view ( _! private *>act]s1 made ! wor/ rul]s2 b all hi/ory is l\d ) ?is tru?4 ,! mom5t anyone 9 p[] began to consid] ! "q ( 8 s\l ) s]i\sness1 te>s & blood soon began to fl[4 ,a rul] :o _h /rong secul> t5d5cies usually _h "s sort ( consid]ation = human happ9ess1 b "o :o turn$ 8 m9d to :at 0 call$ high] ?+s wad$ ?r\gh ! wret*$ness ( ^? 9 8 p[] ) noble ins\ciance4 ,h5ri ,,iv41 :o 0 *e]fully indiff]5t z to :e!r he he>d prea*+ by p>sons or ! mass ( prie/s1 provid$ he might h ,p>is = 8 capital1 quiet$ ! fratricidal religi\s conflicts ( ,france & made life happy = 8 subjects2 & ,h5ry ,,ii4 ( ,engl&1 :o 0 ! only "o ( ! ,angev9 ,k+s entirely unconc]n$ ab\t 8 immortal future1 did m = ,engl& ?an any rul] s9ce ,alfr$1 & w\ld h trebl$ ^? wise secul> b5efits _h -,becket & ! re/ ( ! tr\blesome cl]gy p]mitt$ x4 ,i h be5 r\s$ to ^! moral g5]alizations by ,quill]-,c\*'s novel1 ,hetty ,wesley4 ,x's a poignant book4 ,hetty 0 ! si/] ( ! f\nd]s ( ,me?odism1 & ,quill]-,c\* has avail$ himself1 9 writ+ ! book1 ( ! lett]s & pap]s ( t rem>kable family4 ,he has told 8 tale v simply & ) an arti/'s compreh5sion & sympa?y1 sett+ d[n no?+ 9 malice & leav+ ! read] to draw 8 own inf]5ces4 ,! picture ( t damp ,epwor? ,rectory :]e ,*>les & ,john 7 born 7two out ( ! t5 liv+ *ildr51 sev]al o!rs _h di$ e>ly7 makes ! ,bront ,p>sonage1 ov] :i* x is ! fa%ion to %iv]1 seem l an amiable idyl by contra/4 ,samuel ,wesley1 ! fa!r1 0 passionately religi\s4 ,! fir/ ( 8 conc]ns 0 ! sav+ ( 8 own s\l = immortal happ9ess1 ! second 0 ! sav+ ( z _m o!r l heirs to bliss z possible1 & a "p ( ?is second ambition impli$ ! tra9+ ( 8 sons = ! m9i/ry4 ,9 pursuit ( ^! ends he sacrific$ ! com=t & happ9ess ( 8 wife & sev5 lovely daught]s ) a ru?less p]si/5cy & consi/5cy t w\ld be incr$ible did we n h 8 own complac5t writ+s 9 te/imony !reto4 ,! sons f\nd 8 example wor?y ( imitation1 x appe>s4 ,( late1 apropos ( ! ,wesley ,c5t5nial1 "o has he>d mu* ( ,john ,wesley1 ( 8 tangl$ love affairs & 8 amaz+ m>riage1 & "o c't b be consci\s ( a secret lik+ = t tempe/u\s t]magant1 ,mrs4 ,john1 because t %e aft] a fa%ion av5g$ ^? eight unlucky k9swom5 ^: lives he s complac5tly suck$ dry to n\ri% 8 religi\s aspirations4 ,"o has wond]$1 :5 read+ !m1 if ^? meek & loyal addresses f ! scaffold1 made to ,h5ry ,,viii4 by ! innoc5t victims ( 8 blood?ir/9ess1 c\ld h be5 g5u9e docum5ts4 ,!y contradict all "o kn[s ( human nature 9 _! humble acquiesc5ce & submissive affection2 b "h 9 ?is book we h ,hetty ,wesley's own t5d] appeal to h] fa!r--a fa!r :o _h ru?lessly ca/ h] into a lifelong hell--to =give :at he call$ a s91 really only a girl's g5]\s fooli% mi/ake1 & we h also 8 answ]4 ,an answ] :i* w\ld h made ev5 ,tudor ,h5ry blu% = its cruelty4 ,"o c\ld almo/ wi% t !re 0 some:]e an immortal "p ( ,samuel ,wesley1 burn+ et]nally 9 ! k ( himself z he really 04 ,mrs4 ,john ,wesley saves u ! ne$ ( wi%+ t ,hetty's bro!r _h a s\l4 ,aft] all1 ?is is b "o ( ?\s&s ( grim /ories ( human be+s trampl+ ^u ! lives & he>ts ( _! fell[s 9 ! endeav\r to a*ieve = !mselves an inf9ity ( bliss4 ,to my h]etical m9d su* behavi\r = su* an end seems inexpressibly sordid1 vulg>1 & selfi%4 ,i at lea/ pref] to be "o ) ! dumb bea/s t p]i%1 b :o pass away kn[+ t no creature has ev] suff]$ a pang 9 ord] t !y may h sav$ _! s\ls alive4 ,a ,grateful ,spani>d4 ,"t is n long en\gh = me ,to hate m9e enemy p]fectly1 ,b ,god is ( inf9ite m]cy & he ,to ,"t has add$ ,et]nity4 ,octob] #af4 ,bores4 ,i reproa*$ ,j---- la/ night = s5d+ me to d9n] ) ,e----4 ,?is is ! ?ird "t y h done x1 ,i grumbl$1 & x is j twice too (t54 ,none ( ! o!r wom5 w talk to him1 & because ,i treat him dec5tly y take advantage ( my good nature4 ,oh1 b my de>1 %e c\nt]$ impi%ly1 y "k y are s juicy ) bores6 ,( c\rse1 t 0 true1 ?\gh !re is no?+ ,i envy m ?an ! c\rage ( ru?lessness--"o ( ! fir/ laws ( social self-pres]vation4 ,i am always ! helpless prey ( bores4 ,!y dr9k z !y *oose f my sacr$ f\nt1 ?\gh x is %all[ en\gh1 heav5 kn[s6 = me to ne$ all its cont5ts = myself4 ,if ?is condition ( affairs arose f good nature ,i %\ld n be a%am$ ( x1 b x is all %e] c[>dl9ess4 ,my imag9ation is s vivid t ,i c feel ! corrod+ humiliation ( neglect & indiff]5ce to ! poor s\ls z if x 7 be+ appli$ to my own sk91 & ,i lab\r on1 cry+ prote/s inw>dly1 r ?an free myself by a mom5t ( brutality4 ,tell bores :o wa/e my "t & me t ! be/ h\rs ( my life h be5 burn$ 9 _! dull fires4 ,aga9 & aga9 h ,i lo/ my opportunity to seek ! fri5d%ip ( "s adorably amus+ creature :ile sweat+ to pull ! o> t 0 ! bore's own prop] task4 ,?is indol5t c[>dice enfeebles me 9 a doz5 ways2 makes x impossible = me to tra9 my dogs = fe> ( hurt+ _! feel+s1 & to dis*>ge a s]vant co/s me a :ite night & a fausse dige/ion4 ,x is n k9dl9ess1 x is only t ,i feel _! discom=t m ?an !y d !mselves4 ,novemb] #g4 ,emotions & ,oxydization4 ,h---- told a curi\s /ory la/ night ( ! bob/ay on 8 ya*t1 :i* "t aft] "t ru/$1 broke1 & betray$ him at critical mom5ts ( rac+4 ,replac+ ) ! be/ mat]ial & by ! be/ workm5 0 futile1 ?\gh all ! re/ ( ! wire rigg+ rema9$ intact4 ,x seem$ a hoodoo until x 0 discov]$ to be due to oxydization f a bolt :i* t\*$ a copp] plate on ! /em4 ,f---- said x 0 easy to see h[1 be=e ! *emical action ( /eel & copp] 7 und]/ood1 ! mo/ s5sible & logical m9d might be driv5 to attribute su* a ?+ to wit*craft1 & x occurr$ to me t p]haps :5 we "k m ( ! *emi/ry ( psy*ology1 _m ( our emotional puzzles w be m easily solv$4 ,jeal\sy1 ang]1 suspicion1 +ratitude1 x w !n be easy to correct by "s simple act ( insulation4 ,we "k t _m evil moral t5d5cies are caus$ by pressure ^u c]ta9 portions ( ! bra91 & my own p]sonal exp]i5ce & long obs]vation makes me confid5t t half ! bas] passions are due to acidity 9 ! blood4 ,x makes "o sl[ to indulge "o's emotions :5 "o realizes !y may simply be ! result ( a lack ( a !rapeutic alkali4 ,) su* a conviction "o w g5]ally wait = ! sl[] & m balanc$ action ( reason4 ,:at a great alt]ation w\ld take place 9 ! hi/ory ( ! _w if x c\ld be rewritt5 f ! po9t ( view ( :at ! doctors describe z ! g\ty acid dia!sis4 ,bess ( ,h>dwicke's m>ital tr\bles1 :i* convuls$ all ,engl&1 & ev5 drew ,elizabe? & ,burleigh into ! turmoil1 7 due entirely to ! unhappy ,e>l's g\t1 z no "o c d\bt aft] read+ 8 lett]s4 ,*>les ,v4 0 driv5 f 8 ?rone by x1 & ,napoleon's g\t lo/ him ! battle ( ,leipsic & set 8 feet 9 slipp]y places4 ,h5ry ,,viii4's %oes 7 n sla%$ )\t reason1 & ,pitt 0 lo/ to ,engl& :5 %e mo/ ne$$ him by ! same ag5t4 ,^! are b a few ( ! notori\s examples1 b h[ _m w>s1 revolutions1 massacres1 _h _! orig9 9 t same corrod+ oxydization ( ! _s ( man we w probably nev] fully det]m9e4 ,novemb] #aj4 ,abel>d to ,heloise4 ,de> ,si/] 9 ,*ri/3 ,god s5d y peace f ,heav56 ,i w\ld t to y\r re/less he>t ,8 bless$ peace 0 giv51 ,& t y f\nd ,9 contemplation ( ,8 love ,balm = t w\nd ,t ev] frets y sore4 ',tw]e meet y wore ,mu* sack clo?1 ,& ) sc\rge & fa/+ drove ,?is passion f y\r s\l4444 ,*ri/'s ,bride ?\ art2 ,!re=e give ,him ! :ole4 ,i *>ge ?\ keep'/ back n any "p ,( ,8 j due to sp5d ^u a worm4444 ,nay1 woman6 w\ld'/ ?\ br+ on me a curse ,= t ,i /& betwe5 ?y s\l & ,god8444 ,?y love = me is b a ?+ p]v]se4 ,ca/ x =? f !e1 or a heavy rod ,may prove t ,god is /ill a jeal\s ,god4 ,b t y are a woman1 & infirm ,( w & purpose1 ,i %\ld say ,"s bitt] words to purge y ( ?is s96 ,na!less ea* day ,i pa9ful p5ance d ,= t 'twas ,i :o l$ y fir/ a/ray-- 7,= :i* great s9 may ,he my s\l assoil67 ,& wre/le mightily ea* night 9 pray] ,t ,*ri/ may yet y\r /ubborn he>t subdue ,to ,8 sweet w1 &--! %>p fret & coil ,( e>? ca/ =?--,he !n may ent] 9 ,to f9d a g>ni%$ *amb]1 & an alt> fair4444 --,nay1 n[1 be?9k y6 ,love l y\rs is griev\s s91 ,& ! "t wa/e? swift t[>d dea?4 ,all love is b a brea? ,:i* cl\ds ! glass t we see d>kly ?r\gh-- ,:5 y to ,heav5 %all w9 ,& !re see face to face y\r ris5 ,"l1 ,wilt "k 'twas b ! hot fume ( a ^w ,spake by a devil1 dimm$ y\r e>?ly glass4444 ,9 ess5ce love is s96-- ,save only love ( ,god4 ,x is a g91 ,set by ! ,evil ,"o to sn>e ! feet ,( ^? :o ha/e t[>d ,heav51 ,by its false lik5ess to ! spiritual love1 ,& by x man is driv5 ,d[n ! /eep slope to ,hell4 ',tis ?us :5 sanction$ by ! ,*ur*2 h[ !n ,( love l ?9e1 :i* is accurs$ ( m51 ,& d\bly curs$ by ,god8444 ,la/ night 9 dreams ,i trod ,up ! long w9d+s ( ! heav5ly /air1 ,& he>d ! angels s++ l\d & sweet1 ,& ne>$ ! gate1 :5 sudd5 bo? my feet ,7 caught amid ! tangles ( ?y hair1-- ,spread l a cruel web across my pa?1-- ,9 :i* ,i /ruggl$1 mad ) woe & wra?1 ,& c\ld n free me2 s at la/ ,i fell1 ,/umbl+ & plung+ d[n to blacke/ ,hell1 ,:]e9 ,i curs$ ! h\r ,i saw ?y face1 ,& mo/ ,i curs$ ! h\r1 ! day1 ! place ,:5 ?\ did/ give me love4444 ,wak+ !n1 ,i /rove ,= holi] ?\ghts1 & c\ld at la/ =give ,! wrong ?\ did/ me4 ,b no m1 ,i pri!e1 vex me ) ?y tale ,( love4 ,x we>ie? me1 & h5ce=? ,i mu/ live ,9 l>g] peace1 or ,i may n prevail ,)9 ! ,s*ools ,aga9/ ! babbl+ ( ! n>r[ fools ,:o bl9dly are )/&+ my new light ,^u ! ,div9e ,ess5ce's nature1 & my clasp ,( ! r+$ ,tr9it>ian my/]ies4 ,matt]s y\r slight ,woman's compreh5sion may n grasp4444 ,f>ewell4 ,neglect n pray]4 ,helose to ,abel>d4 ,my good ,"l ,abbot3--,b ?is once ,i speak1 & !n no m4 ,i mu/ n 'ga9/ ! lore ,( ! great ,s*ools ,set my weak cries ,= w>m? & life & love4 ,! sn[ n[ lies ,deep r\nd ! ,p>aclete1 ,:]e f my pale nuns rise ,9 nev] ceas+ *ant ( nones & primes ,inc5se ( pray]s to ease ! ne$ ( ,god ,= brok5 contrite he>ts & dropp+ te>s4 ,& sometimes ,i h fe>s ,t ea* "o we>s ',nea? h] long habit ,z sad a he>t z m9e1 ,= 9 _! eyes1 ,:i* ea* unto ! skies ,lifts _m times ea* day1 ,i see desire = love1 ,a gift !y pray ,f ,god1 s9ce man gives n ,t :i* !y ne$4 ,i wat* !m f my c>v5 *air1 ,:ile l+]+ on a bead1 ,& add1 b5ea? my hood1 ,beads to my ros>y ( te>s ,to ?9k h[ good ,to ea* 'tw\ld seem to *ange ,?is ,lat9 drone & c5s]'s clank ,= ! de> homely noise ,ar\nd ! he>? ,( little girls & boys-- ,= all ^! we>y pray]s ,! daily h\sehold c>es ,= "s tir$ lab\r] ,:o e>n$ _! bread4 ,oh1 little h&s & feet6-- ,!re is no room ,)9 ?is cloi/]$ tomb ,:]e9 we wor%ip ,god1 ,= "o de> curly head4 99 99 99 99 99 ,sometimes at pray]s ,a vision seems to rise-- ,borne on an air ,mayhap t bl[s f ,hell4 ,& !n ,i see ! great ,"l ,jove ,& all ,8 mighty pe]s ,:o rul$ s _m ye>s ,above ! anci5t heav5s1 ,dw9dle1 & fade1 & pass away1 ,& only ,love rema9s-- ,i see ! doctors ( ! anci5t s*ools1 ,great ,egypt's sages1 ^? :o made ! rules ,( wisdom 9 ! ,academe1 ,fade also l a dream2 ,all _! wise ?\ghts gr[ fooli%ness ,& all _! le>n+ turns to du/1 ,& only ,love rema9s ,=ev] "y1 =ev] wise & great1 ,& 9 ! "t to come ,i see ! same /rong fate ,seize on our ,mighty ,god ,:o b9ds u 9 8 *a9s1 ,& makes our love a s9 ,to drive our s\ls to ,hell1 ,he too1 ) all 8 doctors ,fades--& only ,love rema9s ,=ev] & =ev]4 ,f>e y well4 ,novemb] #cj4 ,yumei ,mujitsu4 ,! ,japanese possess a delightful ^w--,yumei ,mujitsu--:i* signifies ,hav+-!-,"n-b-n-!-,reality4 ,!y use x to express c]ta9 assumptions--su*1 = example1 z ! claim ( ! ,mikado's desc5t f ! ,sun ,goddess1 :i*1 l ! =mul ( ,algebra1 a*ieve desir$ results ?\gh !y recognize t 9 itself x has no exi/5ce4 ,h[ valuable su* a ^w w\ld be to express ! attitude ( ! ,s5tim5tali/ reg>d+ a col\r$ man nam$ ,book] ,wa%+ton1 mu* discuss$ ( late4 ,n[ if !re is "o creature m ?an a sa9t :om ,i fe> & di/ru/ x is ! ,s5tim5tali/1 :om ,haw?orne pung5tly *>act]izes z t /eel ma*9e ( ! ,devil's own make4 ,! ru?less he>tlessness ( ! ,s5tim5tali/ w\ld be unbelievable if "o _h n se5 x ) "o's own eyes4 ,take1 = example1 ! ,abolitioni/s4 ,to gratify _! own emotions !y caus$ ! dea? ( a million m51 ! infliction ( w\nds & pa9 t make ! imag9ation %udd]1 & all t long succe$+ angui% ( a p--! grief1 ! pov]ty1 humiliation1 & despair t burn$ itself indelibly ^u ! he>ts ( ^? :o %>$ x4 ,/ev5son--t misund]/ood morali/ n[ *iefly rememb]$ z a /ory tell]6--put 8 f+] ^u ! enigma ( ! ,s5tim5tali/'s cruelty3 ,ev]y:]e "s virtue *]i%$ or affect$1 ev]y:]e "s dec5cy ( ?\ght or c>riage1 ev]y:]e ! ensign ( man's ineffectual goodness3--,ah1 if ,i c\ld %[ y ^!6 if ,i c\ld %[ y ^! m5 & wom5 all ! _w ov] 444 cl++ 9 ! bro!l & on ! scaffold to "s rag ( hon\r1 ! poor jewel ( _! s\ls6444 ,!y may seek to escape & yet !y _c 444 !y are condemn$ to "s nobility1 all _! lives ! desire ( good is at _! heels1 ! implacable hunt]4444 ,to t\* ! he>t ( 8 my/]y we f9d 9 him ! ?\ght ( some?+ ow+ to himself1 to 8 neighb\r1 to 8 ,god4 ,! ,s5tim5tali/1 along ) all 8 k9d1 is hunt$ by t implacable ne$ ( virtue4 ,to satisfy x he seizes ^u ! wrongs done by o!rs1 & 9 8 hot d5unciation ( ano!r's s91 9 8 clam\r = its puni%m5t1 he exp]i5ces ! w>m ennobl+ gl[ ( p]sonal m]it4 ,! pieti/ w meticul\sly p]=m rites & c]emonies 9 ?is same ne$ to soo! ! imp]i\s call )9 him = "s ju/ification ( 8 life4 ,hav+ wa%$ & b[$ & recit$1 8 s9s ( practice tr\ble him b little--^? g5uflections h made 8 balance good 9 ! book ( virtue4 ,b ! ,s5tim5tali/ _c cont5t himself ) pale c]emonies4 ,he is by in/9ct dev\r+ & bloody1 b 8 s\l cr+es be=e 8 inw>d monitor4 ,by fi]ce d5unciation ( ! s9s he has no m9d to he c soo! 8 desire to inflict pa9 9 p]fect cont5t1 upborne by a consci\sness ( 8 own righte\sness4 ,torquemada 0 a type1 ,john ,br[n ( ,ossawatamie ano!r2 bo? 7 crim9al p>anoics tortur$ by desire = blood & = self-ju/ification4 ,real goodness does n /imulate ! ,s5tim5tali/'s emotions--x gives no opportunity = ! outcries t w>m 8 he>t ) a consci\sness ( rectitude4 ,! ,bo] w> 0 a great opportunity = ! ,am]ican ,s5tim5tali/4 ,prote/+ aga9/ ! suppression ( a ,republic1 he c\ld =get 8 own suppression ( ! ,conf$]ate ,republic & ( ! nasc5t gov]nm5t ( ! ,philipp9es4 ,execrat+ ! burn+ ( f>mh\ses 9 ! ,veldt1 he c\ld ignore ! track ( smok+ desolation t m>k$ ,%]man's m>* ?r\gh ,georgia or ,%]idan's raid 9 ,virg9ia4 ,criticism ( ,briti% gre$ = gold kept him *e]fully sup]ior to ! contra/ ( ! gift ( fifte5 millions & ! pati5t lab\r sp5t by ! ,engli% to repatriate ! ,bo] & />t him aga9 9 life1 ) ! prote/ he & 8 k9d made aga9/ ,g5]al ,grant's will+ness to leave to ! ,s\!rn soldi] 8 />v$ horse z a means ( rea*+ 8 ru9$ home4 ,consci5ce1 dem&+ ( ! ,s5tim5tali/ ! bread ( uprightness1 he prodigally (f]s x a /one ^u :i* to break its gnaw+ tee?4 ,! ,african bro!r has long be5 "o ( ! mo/ valu$ ( ! ,s5tim5tali/'s res\rces4 ,passionately g5]\s dem&s = ! negro's equality h made x possible = him to cordially & cont5t$ly insult & oppress 8 :ite fell[ c\ntrym54 ,x is 9 ?is relation t ! ,s5tim5tali/s f9d ,book] ,wa%+ton s greatly to _! ta/e4 ,wa%+ton1 innoc5t ( _! purposes1 ( c\rse is an admirable & s5sible man1 :o has e/abli%$ an excell5t s*ool = ! "y p ( 8 race4 ,a s*ool f> wis] & m m]ciful 9 conception ?an any attempt made by ! negrophiles to b5efit _! protgs1 & all hon\r is due ?is enlight5$ ex-slave = 8 own a/oni%+ progress & 8 g5]\s %>+ ( 8 fruitful lab\rs ) 8 own p4 ,! ,s5tim5tali/ pr(esses to f9d 9 x some?+ godlike1 a t\* ( ! div9e1 z "o ( !m rec5tly *>act]iz$ :at is1 r$uc$ to simple facts1 ! e/abli%+ ( an indu/rial s*ool = negroes by a negro4 ,decemb] #a4 ,! ,real ,?+4 ,! man :o has educat$ ! negro1 ! man :o has _h 9 him really a t\* ( ! div9e1 w\ld nev] appeal to ! ,s5tim5tali/4 ,book] ,wa%+ton1 v prop]ly1 ( c\rse1 lives & lives well ^u ! results ( 8 s*ool4 ,he has claim$ f ! ri*1 & ju/ly has receiv$1 lavi% aid = 8 ent]prise4 ,he dresses well1 lives amply1 travels 9 com=t1 is ent]ta9$ by ,royalty & ,*ief ,magi/rates1 & ) 8 family1 is put beyond ev5 a *ance ( n>r[ means by 8 sympa?iz]s' lavi%ness4 ,b :o he$s ! man :o has really educat$ ! negro8 ,:at cr[n$ head or ,presid5t ent]ta9s ! small f>m] 9 r\gh brogans & fad$ jeans1 :o sweats ov] 8 hoe 9 ! cotton & tobacco fields1 or 9 ! /eam+ rice & sug>-cane swamps1 & :o has 9 =ty ye>s sp5t m ?an a hundr$ millions ^u ! education ( ! negro8 ,?is is ! man1 & ! son ( ! man :o turn$ he>t-brok5ly home on ! begrudg$ horse to fields ov]gr[n & laid wa/e--fields to :i* 8 conqu]ors1 unlike ! ,engli%1 contribut$ no se$s or implem5ts or /ock--& f t l& he has wrung by ! h>d lab\r ( 8 h&s t hundr$ millions :i* has be5 sp5t 9 educat+ 8 ex-slave4 ,he has liv$ h>dly1 9 d+y1 decay+ h\ses1 he has eat5 ( ! co>se/1 he has kn[n no beauty or grace1 & b scant com=t1 he has be5 clo!d 9 ! pla9e/1 he has politically kn[n little b injury & contempt f ! l>g] & weal?i] half ( 8 c\ntry1 & wor/ ( all he has se5 8 sons gr[ to manhood b p>tially & inadequately equipp$ ) le>n+1 because s l>ge a portion ( _! bir?right mu/ be %>$ 9 ! tea*+ ( ! negro 9 ^: "n he _h be5 plund]$ & slaught]$4 ,! t\*+ po9t ( ! /ory is t x has all be5 done )\t any consci\sness ( special m]it4 ,! duty 0 to be done1 & 0 done )\t trumpets or drums4 ,su* sil5t1 pati5t1 unreflect+1 unadv]tis$ goodness w\ld1 ( c\rse1 nev] appeal to ! ,s5tim5tali/4 ,if he c\ld be br\ght to see x 'tw\ld m]ely di/urb 8 self-satisfaction4 ,x is only to ! fanta/ic m9d ( a h]etic t its mean+ appeals1 only ! he>t ( a cynic is t\*$ by ! in/9ctive h]oism ( ! :ite man ( ! ,s\?4 ,decemb] #ae4 ,oh1 ,eloqu5t1 ,j1 & ,mighty ,dea?4 ,i am j home f a meet+ ( "o ( ^? lit]>y clubs we ,am]ican wom5 s mu* affect1 9 ! abs5ce ( any mascul9e society1 & we h be5 talk+ ab\t ,/ev5son z ! poet mo/ typical ( ! m9d ( ! n9ete5? c5tury4 ,x 0 all t delici\s welt] 9 ! s5tim5talities ( ! dome/ic affections :i* any assemblage ( females f9ds x impossible to avoid2 & we read al\d to "o ano!r--) ! vox humana lilt turn$ on--all ^? decid$ly dull little lyrics 9 ! ,*ild's ,g>d5 ( ,v]ses1 & came away ) j t moi/ brightness ( ! eye1 t wi/ful1 t5d] "m-smile1 :i* 0 correct ( ! occasion4 ,i say we1 b ( c\rse my wick$ old eyes 7 z h>d z horn1 yet1 ?ank heav56 my unruly tongue utt]$ n a note out ( tune ) ! ,dome/ic ,symphony4 ,:o w say t social slapp+s h taught me no?+8 ,ev5 ,i c be daunt$ by ! unhappy sil5ces t s (t5 greet my blurt$ comm5ts1 & by ! s(t ru/les ( relief t respond to ! ris+ ( "s g5tle lady1 :o w obliquely b c]ta9ly cru% me ) h] pi\s phrases1 t ?rob ) ! w>m sweetness ( ! de> old human platitudes1 & :i* are rew>d$ by applause :i* politely acc5tuates my disgrace4444 ,oh1 amiable & philosophic :ite page6 ,to y ,i c be a tiresome & prote/+ bore1 sure ( no /rictures 9 y\r sil5ce4 ,"h ,i c unpack my he>t ) words1 unrebuk$4 ,"h ,i c :isp] safely my suspicion t de> ,r4 ,l4 ,s4 himself w\ld h be5 consum$ ) *e]ful amusem5t at our g5tle comm5ts ^u 8 d\ghty _s4 ,! _w says all sorts ( absurd ?+s ab\t ,/ev5son4 ,"s "o ! o!r day call$ him an unqu5*able ,calv9i/6--,he :o 0 all pagan & ,roman4 ,! ,calv9i/ 0 ! ,european mo/ subdu$ by ! ,semitic beliefs1 mo/ m]g$ into ,ori5tal preconceptions ( life4 ,c]ta9ly ! ,european m9d 9 its natural /ate fac$ its consci\sness ( exi/5ce ) no preconceiv$ !ories4 ,its attitude 0 t ( ! *ild4 ,x f\nd itself face to face ) a great1 a/oni%+1 beautiful univ]se1 & ask$ itself :at x mu/ ?9k ( ?is univ]se2 h[ use its opportunities !re94 ,! *ild /umbl$ into a ?\s& infantile delusions & misconceptions1 b its eyes 7 uncl\d$1 its intellig5ce good4 ,he soon discov]$ t ?\gh _m ?+s 7 pleasant1 ^! pleasant ?+s1 :5 us$ indiscreetly1 _h a hidd5 pot5tiality ( pa94 ,) ?is second discov]y1 h[ev]--be+ a wise *ild--came no fooli% horror ( all pleasant ?+s2 only an illum9ation z to ! value ( mod]ation4 ,! ph5om5a ( age1 dea?1 & decay left ! *ild s]i\s1 b n depress$4 ,^! 7 n pleasant ?+s1 admitt$ly2 b s9ce !y appe>$ inevitable1 !re 0 pla9ly no use 9 attempt+ to escape !m4 ,! prop] attitude t[>d su* solemnities 0 a manly c\rage1 a brave submission4 ,9 any case1 ! *ild conclud$1 ) all ! suff]+s1 contradictions1 & puzzl+ inequalities ( exi/5ce1 at lea/ = all ^? call$ ^u to face ^! griefs1 !re rema9$ "s small space ( cle>1 w>m1 beautiful life2 sun%9e1 food1 love1 &--m & bett] ?an all--t t+l+1 exquisite quiv] ( ! s5ses :i* he agre$ to call by ! div9e "n ( ,beauty4 ,he saw t ! pa9s1 ! joys1 ! gr[? & blight1 decay & ext9ction1 7 n ( 8 lot only1 b 7 %>$ by all 8 surr\nd+s4 ,feel+ himself alone nei!r 9 8 opportunities nor 8 inevitable doom1 he accept$ 8 fate ) ! c\rage\s calm1 ! uncompla9+ resignation1 ( 8 fell[-creatures4 ,he liv$ & he di$ z unres5tfully z did ! summ] leaves1 ^: season ( exi/5ce 0 s mu* brief] ?an 8 own4 ,8 k9%ip ) encompass+ nature 0 s close t x t\*$ him on e side4 ,he became z aw>e ( ! s\ls ( all ?+s ab\t him z he 0 aw>e ( 8 own4 ,he felt a simil> _s ( life 9 ! trees ( ! =e/1 ! /ones ( ! m\nta9s1 9 ! sea w9ds1 9 ! brooks1 ! riv]s & _! re$s4 ,he guess$ at _! names1 _! loves1 _! hi/ories1 z "o guesses at ^? ( unkn[n pass]s-by travell+ ! same road4 ,out ( ^! speculations arose all 8 arts1 8 poetry1 8 leg5ds1 & 8 my?s4 ,:5 ! moon /oop$ t[>d ! we/]n hills %e lean$ 9 a passion l 8 own t[>d y\? & desire4 ,! blood ( a sla9 love became visible to him z x return$ to ! upp] air 9 dim1 fa9t-sc5t$ blossoms1 be>+ writt5 on _! purple leaves ! pla9tive ai6 ai6 ( h] left m\rn+ = dead beauty4 ,! v breeze t sigh$ ?r\gh ! ru%es 0 ! wi/ful voice ( "o unwisely reluctant ( e>?ly joy & pa94 ,x is almo/ impossible = u--s long saturat$ ) ,semitic ?\ght--to recreate = ourselves ! m9d ( ! ,greeks & ,romans f$ ^u ! /r5g? & beauty ( a noble pan!ism--^: int]pretation ( life knit _! s\ls to ! :olesome e>?1 & fill$ !m ) ze/ to live & pati5ce to die--^: gods embodi$ _! own lovely ideals ( y\? immortal1 beauty unfad+1 s]5e wisdom1 ! soil's natural weal?1 ! v9e's purple joy4 ,_! att5tion 0 fix$ ^u ! pres5t life--_! problem h[ to live x bravely1 wisely1 ri*ly4 ,all beyond ?is 7 unc]ta9 %ad[s1 ab\t :i* x 0 impossible to "k1 & useless to speculate4 ,^u ! ,etruscan tombs1 ( all mortu>y monum5ts ! mo/ lovely1 is to be f\nd a revelation cle>] ?an words ( ! ,european attitude t[>d dea?--^? recumb5t figures1 all grace & peace1 c>v$ by ! h&s ( =gott5 g5ius ) s inexplicable a skill t ! immemorial /one gr[s deliquesc5t be=e "o's eyes z if melt+ & s9k+ into ! "m e>?4 ,9 !m is no s5se ( /ruggle or rebellion4 ,!y cons5t to ext9ction z g5tly z autumn's la/ day fades into ! sil5ce & d>kness ( w9t]4 ,_! season has be5 fulfill$4 ,!y h liv$ & lov$1 & !y are pr\dly will+ to s9k into ! elem5ts f :i* !y rose4 ,x 0 n until ! ,asiatic conque/s ( ,alex&] br\ght ! m9d ( ,europe into contact ) ! religions ( ! ,ea/1 t ?is sane attitude 0 d>k5$ by a conception z radically opposite z ! antipodes4 ,nor did ! ,roman civilization suff] a %ad[ ^u its manhood until x 9 turn br\ght home ) its ea/]n captives t fi]ce egotism t fe>$ ext9ction z an irrem$iable horror4 ,?is m9d ( ! o!r hemisph]e c\ld nev] reconcile itself to ! inevitable blott+ out ( its own individuality4 ,impossible z x 0 to d5y ! incontrov]tible fact ( dea?1 x conceiv$1 z an escape f ! greate/ ( evils1 ! idea ( ! cont9uance ( its id5tity ei!r 9 an endless r\nd ( re9c>nations1 or z an impalpable ess5ce triumphant 9 heav5 or defeat$ 9 hell4 ,! %ad[ ( _! own t]ror ca/ ^u _! imag9ation ! figures ( mon/r\s deities--?\s&-arm$1 myriad-ey$1 malefic5t1 & unak9 to !mselves4 ,gods n to be propitiat$ by song & dance1 or ! (f]+ ( fruit & fl[]s1 b lov+ to snuff at alt>s dr5*$ 9 blood2 placat$ = ! s9s ( ! guilty only by ! angui% ( ! innoc5t1 & s meticul\s 9 _! tyranny z to require n only ! ab&onm5t ( all natural appetites1 b pursu+ ev5 unwitt+ lapses f submission ) et]nal & malignant p5alties4 ,ori5tal egotism flung itself ) equal p]si/5ce aga9/ ! limitations ( "t1 space1 & "*4 ,9 ! ,ea/ arose ! sy/ems ( magic :i* s\ght philosoph]'s /ones1 elixirs ( y\?2 :i* endeav\r$ to ov]come all ob/acles ?r\gh pure int5sity ( w1 & und]took to con/ra9 ev5 ! prodigi\s gods x _h itself creat$ by %e] =ce ( its own asceticism & det]m9ation4 ,rome _h be5 completely honeycomb$ & corrupt$ by ,ea/]n my/icism be=e ! f9al fatal cla% ( fai?s occurr$ "u ,con/ant9e1 & ! ,semitic conception ( ! immortal importance ( ! human individual ov]?rew ,european nature-wor%ip4 ,s pot5t 0 ?is idea t = m ?an a ?\s& ye>s ,europe l5t itself to scorn & repression ( nature1 & attempt$ to deal ) life z only a pa?way to dea? & ! inf9itely m important future beyond4 ,! mis]able confusion ( ! ,d>k ,ages 0 ! result ( ?is /ruggle ( ! mat]iali/ic _s ( ! ,european race 9 ! bonds ( a my/icism =eign to its g5ius4 ,! ,r5aissance 0 rightly nam$ a new bir?4 ,out ( ! womb ( ?is long night arose once aga9 ! m9d ( ! ,we/ 9 its natural %ape4 ,sl[ly beauty1 k1 heal?1 rega9$ _! old empire4 ,life grew 9 importance1 & ! futile1 mill5nial-long /ruggle aga9/ dea? began to seem :at x truly 0--a m]e t]rifi$ dream ( ! d>kness4 ,all ?is appe>s a long way ar\nd to ,/ev5son1 b x is by ?is av5ue ,i travell$--amid all ^? s(t declamations--to f9d him ! typical poet ( ! n9ete5? c5tury4 ,/ev5son is pure ,roman1 n a t\* ( ! ,semitic is ^u him4 ,e l9e ( 8 prose & v]se atte/s x4 ,someone said ! o!r day t ,h>dy 0 n s mu* a pagan z a revolt$ ,*ri/ian1 & br\ght z a *>ge aga9/ him t he did n res5t ! h>d fates ( ! *>act]s 9 8 books4 ,! second *>ge1 ( c\rse1 contradicts ! fir/4 ,x 0 ! ,ea/]n rebellion aga9/ ,fate--aga9/ ?+s z !y are--t n\ri%$ its my/icism4 ,b h[ev] "o may decide z to ,h>dy !re is no unc]ta9ty z to ,/ev5son4 ,8 reli% = life--life ) all its pa9s & limitations--0 ke5 to ec/asy4 ,he leaves no dubiety on t head4 ,"h 0 no wi% = a city ( gold & pe>l1 f5c$ f c>e1 9 :i* to take ! refuge ( ease 9 an impossible ,elysium4 ,8 ,h\se ,beautiful 0 ,a nak$ h\se1 a nak$ moor & --! incomp>able pomp ( ,eve 0 all he ask$ to make desirable ?is e>?1 our h]mitage4 ,t ?is life leads to no?+ m does n daunt him4 ,on e h& ! roads beg91 ,& p walk ) zeal !re91 ,b :]esoe'er ! highways t5d ,be sure !re's no?+ at ! end4 ,to :i* he adds *e]fully3 ,hail & f>ewell6 ,i mu/ arise1 ,leave "h ! fatt$ cattle1 ,& pa9t on =eign l&s & skies ,my ,odyssey ( battle4 ,! unt5t$ ,cosmos my abode1 ,i pass1 a wilful /rang]2 ,my mi/ress /ill ! op5 road ,& ! bright eyes ( dang]4 ,come ill or well1 ! ,cross1 ! ,cr[n1 ,! ra9b[1 or ! ?und]1 ,i fl+ my s\l & body d[n ,= ,god to pl[ !m "u4 ,he w all[ no mi/ake z to ! purpose ( 8 exi/5ce4 ,he c>es n :at may lie beyond ! portals ( an undread$ dea?1 b ?is bright1 pres5t exi/5ce is = manful /ruggle2 a /ruggle n ma9ta9$ 9 hope ( future1 or t]ror ( puni%m5t1 b because he loves n only ,fl[]s 9 ! g>d51 meat 9 ! hall1 ,a b9 ( w9e1 a spice ( wit1 ,a h\se ) lawns enclos+ x1 ,a liv+ riv] by ! door1 ,a night+ale 9 ! sycamore-- b loves also to ---- ,climb ,:]e no undubb$ civilian d>es1 ,9 my w>-h>ness1 ! l\d /airs ,( hon\r ---- ,no?+ s moves 8 scorn z ! lazy maggot :o %uts himself into ! snug nut ( 8 religion & conc]n himself only to save 8 own poor1 unimportant little s\l4 ,he> ! call ( 8 ,lady ( ! ,sn[s to ! pallid monks utt]+ pray]s & mem5to mori4 ,& ,/ev5son speaks z does he :o kn[s4 ,x is easy en\gh = ^? sitt+ cozily at home to talk l\dly ( w> & dang]1 b ?is 0 a man :o lit]ally f\ght ) dea? daily4 ,an extract f "o ( 8 private lett]s1 writt5 %ortly be=e ! end1 says3 ,= f\rte5 ye>s1 ,i h n _h a day's real heal?2 ,i h wak5$ sick & gone to b$ we>y2 & ,i h done my "w unfl9*+ly4 ,i h writt5 9 b$1 & writt5 out ( x1 writt5 9 hemorrhages1 writt5 9 sickness1 writt5 torn by c\gh+1 writt5 :5 my head swam = weakness2 & = s long1 x seems to me ,i h won my wag] & recov]$ my glove4 ,i am bett] n[1 h be51 rightly speak+1 s9ce fir/ ,i came to ! ,pacific2 & /ill1 few are ! days :5 ,i am n 9 "s physical di/ress4 ,& ! battle goes on--ill or well1 is a trifle2 s z x goes4 ,i 0 made = a conte/1 & ! ,p[]s h s will$ t my battlefield %\ld be ?is d+y1 +lori\s "o ( ! b$ & ! physic bottle4 ,at lea/ ,i h n fail$1 b ,i w\ld h pref]r$ a place ( trumpet+s & ! op5 air ov] my head4 ,& aft] a desp]ate illness1 :5 he rose gasp+ f ! wat]s ( ext9ction1 8 fir/ cry on feel+ ! e>? b5ea? 8 feet once m 7 ^? brave v]ses ,n ,yet my ,s\l4 ,he 0 n upborne by any ( t s amaz+ s5se ( sup]iority to ! re/ ( ! univ]se :i* has aid$ va9 humanity to m9imize its defeats4 ,he knew h[ small 0 8 place 9 :at ,c>lyle calls ! c5tre ( imm5sities1 ! conflux ( et]nities4 ,he> him pa9t :at he calls 8 ,portrait1 & he reit]at$ t 8 noble/ impulses 7 ak9 to a simil> po9t ( hon\r :i* sways ! elephant1 ! oy/]1 & ! l\se1 ( :om we "k s little4 ,f9ally1 9 ! fam\s ,*ri/mas ,s]mon he sums up 9 prose ! ?\ghts t brea! ?r\gh all ! v>y+ cad5ce ( 8 v]se-- ,:e!r we reg>d life z a lane lead+ to a dead wall--a m]e bag's end1 z ! ,fr5* say--or :e!r we ?9k ( x z a ve/ibule or gymnasium :]e we wait our turn & prep>e our faculties = "s nobl] de/9y 444 :e!r we look ju/ly = ye>s ( heal? & vig\r1 or are ab\t to m\nt into a ba? *air z a /ep t[>ds ! he>se1--9 ea* & all ( ^! situations !re is b "o conclusion possible2 t a man %\ld /op 8 e>s to p>alyz+ t]ror1 & run ! race t is set be=e him ) a s+le m9d4 ,9 t ,s]mon is all ! philosophy ( ,greece1 ! /]n c\rage ( ,rome4 ,decemb] #bc4 ,phili/ia1 be ,?\ ,glad ( ,me4 ,/range ?+s rise up to u out ( ! deeps4 ,because ,i am a hea!n1 & ,apollo is my god r ?an any o!r1 ,i h nev] be5 q able to compreh5d ! p[]ful appeal ! ,hebrew ,messiah makes to ! he>ts ( s _m4 ,! solution is to be f\nd 9 ?is ,de ,pr(undis--,osc> ,wilde's po/hum\s volume4 ,x is a beautiful book3 likely to become a classic ( our language by reason ( its beautiful1 limpid ,engli%1 its amaz+ exposition ( ! c\rse ( reason+ by :i* an outca/ ( humanity rea*es peace & reconciliation ) 8 own s\l4 ,! man's crime1 ,i ?9k1 0 ! result ( 8 reluctance to rel9qui% y\?1 ) its passions & /imulations ( ! s5ses4 ,we all f9d its rel9qui%m5t a trag$y4 ,"s ( u refuse to accept ! sl[1 cold envelop+ ( t cruel s]p5t ( ,"t1 :i* squeezes out ( u our beauty1 our vig\r1 our w>m?1 & leaves u pallid & evisc]at$ be=e dev\r+ u entirely4 ,wilde1 ^: :ole exi/5ce 0 ! pursuit ( passion & beauty1 viol5tly res5t+ ! fact t ) ! lapse ( ye>s he 0 no long] able to wake ! old ?rill ( exi/5ce by any ( ! old me?ods--f9d+ t poetry1 art1 & ! beauty ( wom5 all left him m & m jad$ & cold1 he grasp$ at vice z a means ( heat1 & br\ght himself )9 ! iron clut* ( ! law4 ,"o c guess1 ev5 )\t ! aid ( 8 own confessions1 at ! hy/]ical rage ( ?is syb>itic d&y caught 9 ! grim trap ( ! reprobation ( ,society4 ,n only ! physical discom=ts & re/ra9ts bore heavily1 b m intol]able 0 ! contempt & disgu/ ( ! av]age man--! ,phili/9e--to :om he _h always held himself airily & scornfully sup]ior4 ,! old primal laws ( ! /ruggle = life lie too deep = ev5 ! bolde/ ( u to lightly face univ]sal condemnation4 ,! wor/ ( rebels & cynics is s dep5d5t ^u ! c\nt5ance ( 8 fell[s t :5 good-w is )drawn a sort ( madness ( despair falls ^u him1 & ?is va91 s5sitive poet makes x pla9 h[ ! passionate prote/ ( ! ord9>y crim9al 0 9 8 case int5sifi$ to ec/asy4 ,"o sees ! poor creature1 l a rat 9 a cage1 d>t+ hi!r & ?i!r1 & %iv]+ ) sick & furi\s helplessness at ! rigidity ( ! b>ri]s by :i* ! _w _h %ut him away f any fur!r "p 9 ! body corporate4 ,9 ! la/ exhau/ion ( 8 grief a light dawn$ = him4 ,!re 0 "o :o _h prote/$ aga9/ ^! laws ( reprobation :i* ,society _h codifi$--"o :o _h m]cy = ! s9n]2 :o _h insi/$ t ! suff]+ & sorr[ exp]i5c$ by ^? n con=m+ !mselves to ! patt]n ,society dem&$ reg5]at$ ! victims ( sorr[1 & !y became ( m wor? ?an ^? :o condemn$ !m4 ,"h 0 a means ( rega9+ 8 own peace ) himself4 ,"h 0 a way out ( 8 imprisonm5t 9 ! scorn ( 8 fell[s4 ,m>y ,magdal51 because ( h] sumptu\s rep5tance1 0 ( m value ?an ! busy & virtu\s ,m>?a4 ,! ,prodigal ,son 0 m welcome ?an ! pati5t home-keep]4 ,! lo/ %eep 0 ! really important memb] ( ! flock4 ,! rep5tant ?ief 0 ! heir ( ,p>adise4 ,! s9n+ woman 0 bid g 9 peace4 ,all ! (f5d]s aga9/ ! laws ( ,society 7 welcom$3 ! dull walk]s 9 ! beat5 pa? 7 contumeli\sly br&$ z ,phili/9es & ,ph>isees4 ,at once1 by ?is po9t ( view1 ! prison] 0 fre$ f 8 cell4 ,x 0 possible to /& upright once m & return fr[n = fr[n ) 8 judges4 ,all ^! 7 r$eem$ by _! beautiful mom5t--8 ,well1 let him too h 8 beautiful mom5t & he 0 really ( m wor? ?an ^? :o _h condemn$ him4 ,"h is ! secret ( ! hold ! ,hebrew ?9k] has _h ^u humanity4 ,:5 our race sl[ly began to /& up on _! h9d legs & to live a life 9 common1 !y f\nd--z ! ants & bees _h done be=e !m--t ! common life 0 only to be made feasible by adopt+ "s g5]al law ( behavi\r :i* w\ld enable individuals to assimilate2 & s morals & consci5ce _h _! g5]ation4 ,a man might nev] leave 8 home if ! tribe w\ld n accept x z an evil to /eal2 might nev] sleep 9 peace if murd] 7 n a crime2 w\ld n fe$ 8 *ildr5 7 !re n a rule aga9/ adult]y :i* ensur$ him aga9/ assum+ duties to cuckoos4 ,h[ bitt]1 sl[1 & toilsome 0 t upw>d /ruggle to subdue = ! good ( ! mass ! lu/s ( ! individual all hi/ory relates4 ,always a remnant h prote/$ aga9/ ^! h>d exactions ( ! g5]al good at _! exp5se4 ,always ! tribe has1 = its own safety1 sla91 imprison$1 ca/ out ! rebels4 ,! w> is n ov] yet2 w1 possibly1 nev] end4 ,always ^? :o pref] _! own ends w /rive to f9d ju/ification = _! wilfulness2 w seek "s gr\nd = answ]+ scorn ) scorn--& _! vocif]\sness1 _! l(ty1 s5tim5tal phrases confuse ! m9ds ( ! sl[-witt$4 ,alas6 de> ,phili/9e--:at contumely y suff] at ! h&s ( ! revolt$6 ,y h gr[n apologetic = y\r virtues1 :i* ! ideali/s ca/ 9 y\r tee? z a reproa*4 ,y are s fooli% y _c eat ( ! fruit ( desire & at once make x z ?\gh x _h nev] be5 by "o beautiful mom5t ( emotion4 ,y are s /upid y _c cont5t ! neighb\r :o own$ ! fruit by accus+ him ( be+ h>d because y\r rep5tance does n satisfy him = 8 loss4 ,y are /odgy2 y are n>r[4 ,y are bitt] & unt5d] because y wor%ip ! ,god ( ,?+s z ,!y ,are1 in/ead ( accept+ a !ism ( ,?+s z ,!y ,might ,be4 ,( c\rse y really rule ! _w1 & :5 y\r critics become too aggressive y\r logic ( /one walls & iron b>s makes a tr5*ant reply1 b y are v in>ticulate4 ,no "o gives y cr$it = y\r pati5t1 dull self-re/ra9t4 ,y almo/ apologize to ! sc(f]s = y\r p]si/5t moral drudg]y4 ,y talk v little ab\t ! temptations y h resi/$--s mu* less dramatic ?an s9s aga9/ y\r fell[s hi/rionically wa%$ away by rep5tant te>s4 ,y\r pa9ful drudg+ up ! pa? ( obvi\s duty dazzles & t\*es no "o4--,b ,i1 at lea/1 love & respect y--y poor old self-d5y+ ,ph>isee6 ,decemb] #bd4 ,oh ,k+ ,live ,=ev]6 ,oh1 ,k+6--great ,k+ ,af> 9 t pleasant place-- 7,sleep+ 9 ,avalon1 ,isl& ( ,que5s--7 ,:at are ?y dreams8 ,:]e no s\nd come? at all ,save ! lapp+ ( waves1 ,( ! lake's waves lapp+ ! %ore2 ,& ! mov+ ( w9ds ,/irr+ a ru/le & ripple ( leaves-- ,an inf9ite ru/le & ripple ( leaves-- ,& lift+ a little1 a little ?y wide-/rewn hair ,fadeless & gold-- ,:at are ?y dreams8 ,!re :]e no bird s+s1 ,nor is any bruit by ?y head ,save only ! s++ ( ,que5s-- ,sev5 & sad-- ,s++ ( swords & ( w>1 ,s++ ( ,c>leon-- ,s++ a magical lay1 ,sweet] ?an lutes1 ,a song made ( magic by ,m]l9 ,dead 9 ! wood4444 ,:at are ?y dreams1 oh ,k+6-- ,ar?ur--?y dreams8 ,tri/ram is dead1 & ,gawa94 ,galahad gone1 & ,sir ,bors4 ,m]l9 is dead 9 ! wood4 ,! base peasant tramples ! mire ,t once 0 ! he>t & ! lips ,( ,mordr$ ! base & ! li>4 ,! w9d ( ! ,breton coa/1 ,/ormy & sad1 ,has bl[n = a ?\s& ye>s ,! du/ ( t ,knight-- ,launcelot's du/-- ,du/ ( 8 bones-- ,to & fro 9 ! roads-- ,& ! du/ ( 8 sword ,bl[s 9 ! eyes ( brave m5 pass+ t way ,& /+s !m to te>s4 ,oh1 dread ,k+1 :at are ?y dreams8 ,gu9ev]e is b a "n-- ,frail1 & lovely1 & sad4 ,all :om ?\ lov$/ are gone4 ,beauty avail$ !m n2 ,c\rage1 nor pride1 nor desire4 ,! s\nd ( _! s++ is dumb2 ,! sword is brok5 9 twa92 ,magic to folly is turn$2 ,ev5 love might n avail4 ,only ! ,k+ live? /ill-- ,only ! ,k+ ,live? & dreams4 ,only ! he>t above self-- ,only ! he>t /eadfa/ & wise ,live? =ev] 9 ,avalon1 ,he>+ a song ,always ( swords & ( w>1 ,b dream+ ( ,peace1 ,dream+ ( ,hon\r1 oh ,k+6 ,dream+ great dreams4 ,janu>y #a4 ,! ,little ,room4 ,i rememb] t long ago :5 ,i us$ to be made to memorize ,campbell's s5tim5tal l9es on ,! ,exile1 beg9n+1 ,!re came to ! bea* a poor exile ( ,er9-- !y only call$ =? my unsympa!tic infantile je]s2 b la/ spr+ ,i w5t home4 ,sudd5ly1 z we pass$ along ! tawny m>%es ly+ l great dun lions by ! edge ( ! mi/y gulf1 ,i realiz$ t = tw5ty discont5t$ ye>s ,i too _h be5 suff]+ ! pangs ( ! ,exile4 ,memories & emotions1 s long disus$ z to be almo/ =gott51 boil$ up ) ! impetuosity ( geys]s4 ,possessions ( my secret life t ,i ?9k ,i 0 nev] really consci\s ( at all came to life4 ,i hav5't ! lea/ idea1 = example1 :y ! buoyant fea!ry b\ghs ( ! fir/ ,s\!rn c$> ,i saw made me /rongly wi% to weep lovely1 s5tim5tal te>s1 b ,i knew at once :y ,i _h inv>iably felt bor$ ) ! conv5tional admiration ( m\nta9s4 ,:y1 inde$1 %\ld sc5]y only be important :5 p]p5dicul>8 ,to my m9d1 to h ! l&scape gett+ up on its h9d legs & hid+ ! view is simply tiresome4 ,"h "o c\ld see ev]y?+--c\ld op5 "o's lungs & brea! :at ! ,creoles us$ to call la gr&e air1 & let "o's he>t g out to ! l&4 ,y bless$ "m c\ntry6 ,^? p :]e ,i h liv$ s long seem n to c>e p>ticul>ly = _! bir?places4 ,_! patriotism is satisfi$ by an imm5se political ab/raction & a /rip$ flag4 ,i h always suspect$ t if "o took (f ! heads ( su* folk & look$ d[n inside "o w\ld f9d inside only :eels & coil$ spr+s1 in/ead ( fle% & blood4 ,david ,y&ell us$ to say1 ,i'm = ! ,y&ells aga9/ ! :ole _w1 b if x's betwe5 ! ,y&ells & ,dave1 !n ,i'm = ,dave6 ,"o might be = t political ab/raction aga9/ ! _w1 b betwe5 t ab/raction & ,l\isiana1 !n ,i'm = ,l\isiana4 ,i began to suspect too t "s ( my h]esies & revolts _h really be5 caus$ by ! bitt]ness ( exile1 ?\gh f ! v beg9n+ ,i h se5 ! ,k+ )\t 8 mantle4 ,:5 my eld]s h&$ out to me ! accept$ platitudes 9 answ] to my e>ly attempts to realize ! _w 9 :i* ,i mov$1 ,i />$ at !m 9 a wild surmise1 ! a=esaid conv5tionalities appe>+ to me to be s at v>iance ) ! facts z ,i saw !m4 ,!y appe>$ to me--^! eld]s--to be imag9+ a ,k+'s cloak to cov] ! _w z x really 02 to be neglect+ & m9imiz+ ! ?+s really wor? :ile2 to be inv5t+ ideals & /&>ds n 9 !mselves noble4 ,i /ruggl$ long aga9/ ! mask & dom9o :i* muffl$ words & imp$$ action1 b "t & ! ye>s h made me m pati5t4 ,i h gr[n to see t !y may h _! uses4 ,! av]age man %r9ks agha/ f ! nak$ tru?1 ev5 :5 x is beautiful4 ,!re is a sort ( univ]sal prud]y t %r9ks f ! nude 9 life z well z 9 art4 ,p]haps ^! univ]sal drap]ies cov] z mu* t is repulsive z x does ( ! beautiful4 ,v]e/*ag91 ! ,russian pa9t] :o 0 bl[n up on ! ,petropalovsk1 _h ?ree pictures ) him :5 he 0 9 ?is c\ntry t convey$ to me a mu* ne$$ lesson4 ,he call$ !m ,*ri/ 9 ! ,wild]ness1 ,! ,s]mon on ! ,m\nt1 & ,! ,curs+ ( ,j]usalem4--,a hagg>d boy flee+ to ! des]t = m$itation ^u ! trag$ies ( exi/5ce1 = :i* he is sure !re mu/ be "s panacea if "o c\ld only ?9k x out2 ! triumphant y\? ann\nc+ to humanity ! solution ( all its difficulties2 & ! disappo9t$ man cry+ reproa*fully to ! he$less multitude pref]r+ its own old way--h[ (t5 w\ld ,i h ga!r$ ?y *ildr5 toge!r z a h5 do? ga!r h] brood "u h] w+s1 & ye w\ld n6 ,z "t cools our cocksur5ess1 m & m is "o will+ to let ! _w g its own gait & retire into "o's secret life2 & !re comes at la/ "o day a revelation ( ! mean+ ( x all1 & ?is revelation br+s peace & poise4 ,! f\r walls ( "* & environm5t are an unescapable prison4 ,h]oic ef=t w n op5 a door or break ?r\gh its blank solidity4 ,"o may look out ^u ! _w f "o's little room1 b !re "o mu/ live "o's appo9t$ "t4 ,9 y\? "o does n und]/& or accept ?is3 !n any?+ seems possible ( expansion or *ange1 b veillesse savait4 ,once ?is is accept$--n by ^w alone1 b m5tally grasp$ & realiz$--! disord]$1 confus+ bits ( exi/5ce fall at once into an ord]$ patt]n4 ,life mu/ be liv$ 9 ! ,little ,room4 ,o!rs may n ent]2 "o's self may n escape4 ,action falls )9 its space & c1 !re=e1 be calmly ord]$ & plann$4 ,"o w n und]take aught t is impossible )9 its compass1 & /ruggle1 discont5t1 & confusion are !re=e at an end4 ,& )9 ?is inviolate enclosure "o is safe & private4 ,to ^? reg>d+ x f )\t its appe>ance is mu* l t ( all ! o!r cubicles1 b inside1 if "o *ooses1 x may be ri*ly hung1 sumptu\sly adorn$1 ) ! treasures ( "o's secret life4 ,odd1 outworn weapons ( op9ion may give a m>tial t\* to ! walls "h & !re2 treasures br\ght up f ! deep may speak ( ! wild w9ds ( "y fancy1 & ta/e yet ( ! salt ( long dri$ te>s4 ,s(t imag9+s may invite ! we>y head1 f9e embroid]ies wr\ght f ! _m-col\r$ ?reads ( life may lie b5ea? ! foot4 ,! prison is1 %\ld "o *oose x1 a palace4 ,long ago1 ( a summ] morn+1 ?read+ ) s\ndless paddle & sl[-slid+ canoe "o ( ! quiet /reams t w\nd l a blue ve9 across ! sunburn$ brea/ ( ^? m>%es1 ,i f\nd 9 ! deep grasses1 t ev]y:]e grew brea/ high1 an illimitable g>d5 ( fl[]s4 ,look$ at f above !re 0 b ! smoo?1 deep fleece ( v]dure--b ?us intimate1 close to ! w>m sk9 ( ^! va/ salt prairies1 ?\s&s ( beautiful freaki% blossoms reveal$ !mselves--_m-t9t$1 heavy z wax1 fragile z cobwebs1 p]fum$1 fanta/ic1 multitud9\s4444 ,i />$ a little1 pond]+1 & !n pass$ on c>elessly ab\t my *ildi% bus9ess1 unrealiz+ t ,i _h f\nd a picture & a p>able to hang1 aft] _m ye>s1 ^u ! walls ( my ,little ,room4 ,janu>y #b4 ,aft]ma?4 ,if x might be1 ,life's h>ve/ be+ pa/1 ,& pa/ ! p]fect fruitage ( ! s\l1 ,i yet might ga!r up "s small sweet dole ,f out ,"t's f+]s 9 ! wide fields ca/-- ,if x might be t ?\gh f out ! va/ ,blue spaces all ! tides ( light did roll1 ,!re yet might l+] "s pale aureole ,to fa9tly flu% my we/]n sky at la/-- ,i w\ld =be> y\?'s lordly l>ge dem&s1 ,nor swall[ te>s at sight ( load$ wa9s ,( o!rs :o all full & ri* did g2 ,cont5t t ,i1 no m ) empty h&s1 ,might be> across ! level d>k5+ l&s ,my sweet few %eaves home ?r\gh ! aft]gl[4 99 99 99 99 99 ,transcrib]'s note3 ,obvi\s punctuation errors 7 correct$4 ,! ,greek quotation on p#gj prec$$ by ! phrase ,a*illes1 blackly melan*oly 9 8 t5t1 he>d ! old voice cry is f ,hom]'s ,iliad1 ,book #i1 l9e #cai4 ,"o possible translation is3 & 9 "o hon\r are held bo? ! c[>d & ! brave4