,the ,cell of ,self-,knowledge3 ,seven ,early ,english ,mystical ,treatises ,printed by ,henry ,pepwell ,,mdxxi ,edited with an introduction and notes by ,edmund ,g4 ,gardner ,m4,a4 #aiaj ,the ,frontispiece is taken from ,b4,m4 ,,ms4 ,faustina1 ,b4 ,,vi4 ,stiamo nella cella del cognoscimento di noi2 cognoscendo1 noi per noi non essere1 e la bonta di ,dio in noi2 ricognoscendo l'essere1 e ogni grazia che e posta sopra l'essere1 da lui4--,st4 ,catherine of ,siena4 ,tergat ergo speculum suum1 mundet spiritum suum1 quisquis sitit videre ,deum suum4 ,exterso autem speculo et diu diligenter inspecto1 incipit ei quaedam divini luminis claritas interlucere1 et immensus quidam insolitae visionis radius oculis ejus apparere4 ,hoc lumen oculos ejus irradiaverat1 qui dicebat3 ,signatum est super nos lumen vultus tui1 ,domine2 dedisti laetitiam in corde meo4 ,ex hujus igitur luminis visione quam admiratur in se1 mirum in modum accenditur animus1 et animatur ad videndum lumen1 quod est supra se4--,richard of ,st4 ,victor4 ,,contents ,i4 ,a very ,devout ,treatise1 named ,benjamin1 of the ,mights and ,virtues of ,man's ,soul1 and of the ,way to ,true ,contemplation1 compiled by a ,noble and ,famous ,doctor1 a man of great holiness and devotion1 named ,richard of ,saint ,victor ,the ,prologue ,cap4 ,i4 ,how the ,virtue of ,dread riseth in the ,affection ,cap4 ,,ii4 ,how ,sorrow riseth in the ,affection ,cap4 ,,iii4 ,how ,hope riseth in the ,affection ,cap4 ,,iv4 ,how ,love riseth in the ,affection ,cap4 ,v4 ,how the ,double ,sight of ,pain and ,joy riseth in the ,imagination ,cap4 ,,vi4 ,how the ,virtues of ,abstinence and ,patience rise in the ,sensuality ,cap4 ,,vii4 ,how ,joy of ,inward ,sweetness riseth in the ,affection ,cap4 ,,viii4 ,how ,perfect ,hatred of ,sin riseth in the ,affection ,cap4 ,,ix4 ,how ,ordained ,shame riseth and groweth in the ,affection ,cap4 ,x4 ,how ,discretion and ,contemplation rise in the ,reason ,,ii4 ,divers ,doctrines ,devout and ,fruitful1 taken out of the ,life of that ,glorious ,virgin and ,spouse of ,our ,lord1 ,saint ,katherin of ,seenes ,,iii4 ,a ,short ,treatise of ,contemplation taught by ,our ,lord ,jesu ,christ1 or taken out of the ,book of ,margery ,kempe1 ,ancress of ,lynn ,,iv4 ,a ,devout ,treatise compiled by ,master ,walter ,hylton of the ,song of ,angels ,v4 ,a ,devout ,treatise called the ,epistle of ,prayer ,,vi4 ,a very necessary ,epistle of ,discretion in ,stirrings of the ,soul ,,vii4 ,a ,devout ,treatise of ,discerning of ,spirits1 very necessary for ,ghostly ,livers ,,introduction ,,from the end of the thirteenth to the beginning of the fifteenth century may be called the golden age of mystical literature in the vernacular4 ,in ,germany1 we find ,mechthild of ,magdeburg 7d4 #abgg71 ,meister ,eckhart 7d4 #acbg71 ,johannes ,tauler 7d4 #acfa71 and ,heinrich ,suso 7d4 #acfe72 in ,flanders1 ,jan ,ruysbroek 7d4 #acha72 in ,italy1 ,dante ,alighieri himself 7d4 #acba71 ,jacopone da ,todi 7d4 #acjf71 ,st4 ,catherine of ,siena 7d4 #achj71 and many lesser writers who strove1 in prose or in poetry1 to express the hidden things of the spirit1 the secret intercourse of the human soul with the ,divine1 no longer in the official ,latin of the ,church1 but in the language of their own people1 a man's own vernacular1 which is nearest to him1 inasmuch as it is most closely united to him4#a ,in ,england1 the great names of ,richard ,rolle1 the ,hermit of ,hampole 7d4 #acdi71 of ,walter ,hilton 7d4 #acif71 and of ,mother ,juliana of ,norwich1 whose ,revelation of ,divine ,love professedly date from #acgc1 speak for themselves4 ,the seven tracts or treatises before us were published in #aeba in a little quarto volume3 ,imprynted at ,london in ,poules chyrchyarde at the sygne of the ,trynyte1 by ,henry ,pepwell4 ,in the yere of our lorde ,god1 ,m4,,ccccc4,,xxi41 the xvi4 daye of ,nouembre4 ,they may1 somewhat loosely speaking1 be regarded as belonging to the fourteenth century1 though the first and longest of them professes to be but a translation of the work of the great ,augustinian mystic of an earlier age4 ,st4 ,bernard1 ,richard of ,st4 ,victor1 and ,st4 ,bonaventura--all three very familiar figures to students of ,dante's ,paradiso--are the chief influences in the story of ,english mysticism4 ,and1 through the writings of his latter-day followers1 ,richard ,rolle1 ,walter ,hilton1 and the anonymous author of the ,divine ,cloud of ,unknowing1 ,richard of ,st4 ,victor is1 perhaps1 the most important of the three4 ,himself either a ,scot or an ,irishman by birth1 ,richard entered the famous abbey of ,st4 ,victor1 a house of ,augustinian canons near ,paris1 some time before #aadj1 where he became the chief pupil of the great mystical doctor and theologian whom the later ,middle ,ages regarded as a second ,augustine1 ,hugh of ,st4 ,victor4 ,after ,hugh's death 7#aada71 ,richard succeeded to his influence as a teacher1 and completed his work in creating the mystical theology of the ,church4 ,his masterpiece1 ,de ,gratia ,contemplationis1 known also as ,benjamin ,major1 in five books1 is a work of marvellous spiritual insight1 unction1 and eloquence1 upon which ,dante afterwards based the whole mystical psychology of the ,paradiso4#b ,in it ,richard shows how the soul passes upward through the six steps of contemplation--in imagination1 in reason1 in understanding--gradually discarding all sensible objects of thought2 until1 in the sixth stage1 it contemplates what is above reason1 and seems to be beside reason1 or even contrary to reason4 ,he teaches that there are three qualities of contemplation1 according to its intensity3 mentis dilatatio1 an enlargement of the soul's vision without exceeding the bounds of human activity2 mentis sublevatio1 elevation of mind1 in which the intellect1 divinely illumined1 transcends the measure of humanity1 and beholds the things above itself1 but does not entirely lose self-consciousness2 and mentis alienatio1 or ecstasy1 in which all memory of the present leaves the mind1 and it passes into a state of divine transfiguration1 in which the soul gazes upon truth without any veils of creatures1 not in a mirror darkly1 but in its pure simplicity4 ,this master of the spiritual life died in #aagc4 ,amongst the glowing souls of the great doctors and theologians in the fourth heaven1 ,st4 ,thomas ,aquinas bids ,dante mark the ardent spirit of ,richard who in contemplation was more than man4#c ,benjamin1 for ,richard1 is the type of contemplation1 in accordance with the ,vulgate version of ,psalm lxvii43 ,ibi ,benjamin adolescentulus in mentis excessu3 ,there is ,benjamin1 a youth1 in ecstasy of mind--where the ,english ,bible reads3 ,little ,benjamin their ruler4#d ,at the birth of ,benjamin1 his mother ,rachel dies3 ,for1 when the mind of man is rapt above itself1 it surpasseth all the limits of human reasoning4 ,elevated above itself and rapt in ecstasy1 it beholdeth things in the divine light at which all human reason succumbs4 ,what1 then1 is the death of ,rachel1 save the failing of reason8#e ,the treatise here printed under the title ,benjamin is based upon a smaller work of ,richard's1 a kind of introduction to the ,benjamin ,major1 entitled3 ,benjamin ,minor2 or3 ,de ,praeparatione animi ad ,contemplationem4 ,it is a paraphrase of certain portions of this work1 with a few additions1 and large omissions4 ,among the portions omitted are the two passages that1 almost alone among ,richard's writings1 are known to the general reader--or1 at least1 to people who do not claim to be specialists in mediaeval theology4 ,in the one1 he speaks of knowledge of self as the ,holy ,hill1 the ,mountain of the ,lord3-- ,if the mind would fain ascend to the height of science1 let its first and principal study be to know itself4 ,full knowledge of the rational spirit is a great and high mountain4 ,this mountain transcends all the peaks of all mundane sciences1 and looks down upon all the philosophy and all the science of the world from on high4 ,could ,aristotle1 could ,plato1 could the great band of philosophers ever attain to it8#f ,in the other1 still adhering to his image of the mountain of self-knowledge1 he makes his famous appeal to the ,bible1 as the supreme test of truth1 the only sure guard that the mystic has against being deluded in his lofty speculations3-- ,even if you think that you have been taken up into that high mountain apart1 even if you think that you see ,christ transfigured1 do not be too ready to believe anything you see in ,him or hear from ,him1 unless ,moses and ,elias run to meet ,him4 ,i hold all truth in suspicion which the authority of the ,scriptures does not confirm1 nor do ,i receive ,christ in ,his clarification unless ,moses and ,elias are talking with ,him4#g ,on the other hand1 the beautiful passage with which the version closes1 so typical of the burning love of ,christ1 shown in devotion to the name of ,jesus1 which glows through all the writings of the school of the ,hermit of ,hampole1 is an addition of the translator3-- ,and therefore1 what so thou be that covetest to come to contemplation of ,god1 that is to say1 to bring forth such a child that men clepen in the story ,benjamin 7that is to say1 sight of ,god71 then shalt thou use thee in this manner4 ,thou shalt call together thy thoughts and thy desires1 and make thee of them a church1 and learn thee therein for to love only this good word ,jesu1 so that all thy desires and all thy thoughts are only set for to love ,jesu1 and that unceasingly as it may be here2 so that thou fulfil that is said in the psalm3 ',lord1 ,i shall bless ,thee in churches'2 that is1 in thoughts and desires of the love of ,jesu4 ,and then1 in this church of thoughts and desires1 and in this onehead of studies and of wills1 look that all thy thoughts1 and all thy desires1 and all thy studies1 and all thy wills be only set in the love and the praising of this ,lord ,jesu1 without forgetting1 as far forth as thou mayst by grace1 and as thy frailty will suffer2 evermore meeking thee to prayer and to counsel1 patiently abiding the will of our ,lord1 unto the time that thy mind be ravished above itself1 to be fed with the fair food of angels in the beholding of ,god and ghostly things2 so that it be fulfilled in thee that is written in the psalm3 ,ibi ,benjamin adolescentulus in mentis excessu2 that is3 ',there is ,benjamin1 the young child1 in ravishing of mind4'#h ,the text printed by ,pepwell differs slightly from that of the manuscripts1 of which a large number have been preserved4 ,among others1 it is found in the ,arundel ,,ms4 #bhf1 and the ,harleian ,,mss4 #fgd1 #ajbb1 and #bcgc4 ,it has been published from the ,harl4 ,,ms4 #ajbb by ,professor ,c4 ,horstman1 who observes that it is very old1 and certainly prior to ,walter ,hilton4#i ,it is evidently by one of the followers of ,richard ,rolle1 dating from about the middle of the fourteenth century4 ,external and internal evidence seems to point to its being the work of the anonymous author of the ,divine ,cloud of ,unknowing4 ,this is not the place to tell again the wonderful story of ,st4 ,catherine of ,siena 7#acdg-achj71 one of the noblest and most truly heroic women that the world has ever seen4 ,her life and manifold activities only touched ,england indirectly4 ,the famous ,english captain of mercenaries1 ,sir ,john ,hawkwood1 was among the men of the world who1 at least for a while1 were won to nobler ideals by her letters and exhortations4 ,two of her principal disciples1 ,giovanni ,tantucci and ,william ,flete1 both ,augustinian hermits1 were graduates of ,cambridge2 the latter1 an ,englishman by birth1 was appointed by her on her deathbed to preside over the continuance of her work in her native city1 and a vision of his1 concerning the legitimacy of the claims of ,urban the ,sixth to the papal throne1 was brought forward as one of the arguments that induced ,england1 on the outbreak of the ,great ,schism in the ,church 7#acgh71 to adhere to the ,roman obedience for which ,catherine was battling to the death4 ,a letter which she herself addressed on the same subject to ,king ,richard the ,second has not been preserved4 ,about #adic1 ,wynkyn de ,worde printed ,the ,lyf of saint ,katherin of ,senis the blessid virgin1 edited by ,caxton2 which is a free translation1 by an anonymous ,dominican1 with many omissions and the addition of certain reflections1 of the ,legenda1 the great ,latin biography of ,st4 ,catherine by her third confessor1 ,friar ,raymond of ,capua1 the famous master-general and reformer of the order of ,st4 ,dominic 7d4 #acii74 ,he followed this up1 in #aeai1 by an ,english rendering by ,brother ,dane ,james of the ,saint's mystical treatise the ,dialogo3 ,here begynneth the ,orcharde of ,syon2 in the whiche is conteyned the reuelacyons of seynt ,katheryne of ,sene1 with ghostly fruytes and precyous plantes for the helthe of mannes soule4#aj ,this was not translated from ,st4 ,catherine's own vernacular1 but from ,friar ,raymond's ,latin version of the latter1 first printed at ,brescia in #adif4 ,from the first of these two works1 the ,lyf1 are selected the passages--the ,divers ,doctrines devout and fruitful--which ,pepwell here presents to us2 but it seems probable that he was not borrowing directly from ,caxton1 as an almost verbally identical selection1 with an identical title1 is found in the ,british ,museum1 ,,ms4 ,reg4 #ag ,d4,v41 where it follows the ,divine ,cloud of ,unknowing4 ,margery ,kempe is a much more mysterious personage4 ,she has come down to us only in a tiny quarto of eight pages printed by ,wynkyn de ,worde3-- ,here begynneth a shorte treatyse of contemplacyon taught by our lorde ,jhesu cryste1 or taken out of the boke of ,margerie kempe of ,lynn4 ,and at the end3-- ,here endeth a shorte treatyse called ,margerie kempe de ,lynn4 ,enprynted in ,fletestrete by ,wynkyn de worde4 ,the only known copy is preserved in the ,university of ,cambridge4 ,it is undated1 but appears to have been printed in #aeja4aa ,with a few insignificant variations1 it is the same as was printed twenty years later by ,pepwell1 who merely inserts a few words like ,our ,lord ,jesus said unto her1 or she said1 and adds that she was a devout ancress4 ,tanner1 not very accurately1 writes3 ,this book contains various discourses of ,christ 7as it is pretended7 to certain holy women2 and1 written in the style of modern ,quietists and ,quakers1 speaks of the inner love of ,god1 of perfection1 et cetera4#ab ,no manuscript of the work is known to exist1 and absolutely no traces can be discovered of the ,book of ,margery ,kempe1 out of which it is implied by the ,printer that these beautiful thoughts and sayings are taken4 ,there is nothing in the treatise itself to enable us to fix its date4 ,it is1 perhaps1 possible that the writer or recipient of these revelations is the ,margeria filia ,johannis ,kempe1 who1 between #abhd and #abih1 gave up to the prior and convent of ,christ ,church1 ,canterbury1 all her rights in a piece of land with buildings and appurtenances1 which falls to me after the decease of my brother ,john1 and lies in the parish of ,blessed ,mary of ,northgate outside the walls of the city of ,canterbury4#ac ,the revelations show that she was 7or had been7 a woman of some wealth and social position1 who had abandoned the world to become an ancress1 following the life prescribed in that gem of early ,english devotional literature1 the ,ancren ,riwle4#ad ,it is clearly only a fragment of her complete book 7whatever that may have been72 but it is enough to show that she was a worthy precursor of that other great woman mystic of ,east ,anglia3 ,juliana of ,norwich4 ,for ,margery1 as for ,juliana1 ,love is the interpretation of revelation1 and the key to the universal mystery3#ae-- ,daughter1 thou mayst no better please ,god1 than to think continually in ,his love4 ,if thou wear the habergeon or the hair1 fasting bread and water1 and if thou saidest every day a thousand ,pater ,nosters1 thou shalt not please ,me so well as thou dost when thou art in silence1 and suffrest ,me to speak in thy soul4 ,daughter1 if thou knew how sweet thy love is to ,me1 thou wouldest never do other thing but love ,me with all thine heart4 ,in nothing that thou dost or sayest1 daughter1 thou mayst no better please ,god than believe that ,he loveth thee4 ,for1 if it were possible that ,i might weep with thee1 ,i would weep with thee for the compassion that ,i have of thee4 ,and1 from the midst of her celestial contemplations1 rises up the simple1 poignant cry of human suffering3 ,lord1 for ,thy great pain have mercy on my little pain4 ,we are on surer ground with the treatise that follows1 the ,song of ,angels4#af ,walter ,hilton--who died on ,march #bd1 #acif--;holds a position in the religious life and spiritual literature of ,england in the latter part of the fourteenth century somewhat similar to that occupied by ,richard ,rolle in its earlier years4 ,like the ,hermit of ,hampole1 he was the founder of a school1 and the works of his followers cannot always be distinguished with certainty from his own4 ,like his great master in the mystical way1 ,richard of ,st4 ,victor1 ,hilton was an ,augustinian1 the head of a house of canons at ,thurgarton1 near ,newark4 ,his great work1 the ,scala ,perfectionis1 or ,ladder of ,perfection1 which expoundeth many notable doctrines in ,contemplation1 was first printed by ,wynkyn de ,worde in #adid1 and is still widely used for devotional reading4 ,a shorter treatise1 the ,epistle to a ,devout ,man in ,temporal ,estate1 first printed by ,pynson in #aejf1 gives practical guidance to a religious layman of wealth and social position1 for the fulfilling of the duties of his state without hindrance to his making profit in the spiritual life4 ,these1 with the ,song of ,angels1 are the only printed works that can be assigned to him with certainty1 though many others1 undoubtedly from his pen1 are to be found in manuscripts1 and a complete and critical edition of ,walter ,hilton seems still in the far future4#ag ,the ,song of ,angels has been twice printed since the edition of ,pepwell4#ah ,in profoundly mystical language1 tinged with the philosophy of that mysterious ,neo-,platonist whom we call the pseudo-,dionysius1 it tells of the wonderful onehead1 the union of the soul with ,god in perfect charity3-- ,this onehead is verily made when the mights of the soul are reformed by grace to the dignity and the state of the first condition2 that is1 when the mind is firmly established1 without changing and wandering1 in ,god and ghostly things1 and when the reason is cleared from all worldly and fleshly beholdings1 and from all bodily imaginations1 figures1 and fantasies of creatures1 and is illumined by grace to behold ,god and ghostly things1 and when the will and the affection is purified and cleansed from all fleshly1 kindly1 and worldly love1 and is inflamed with burning love of the ,holy ,ghost4 ,but to this blessed condition none may attain perfectly here on earth4 ,the writer goes on to speak of the mystical consolations and visitations granted to the loving soul in this life1 distinguishing the feelings and sensations that are mere delusions1 from those that truly proceed from the fire of love in the affection and the light of knowing in the reason1 and are a very anticipation of that ineffable onehead in heaven4 ,the three remaining treatises--the ,epistle of ,prayer1 the ,epistle of ,discretion in ,stirrings of the ,soul1 and the ,treatise of ,discerning of ,spirits#ai--;are associated in the manuscripts with four other works3 the ,divine ,cloud of ,unknowing1 the ,epistle of ,privy ,counsel1 a paraphrase of the ,mystical ,theology of ,dionysius entitled ,dionise ,hid ,divinity1 and the similar translation or paraphrase of the ,benjamin ,minor of ,richard of ,st4 ,victor already considered4#bj ,these seven treatises are all apparently by the same hand4 ,the ,divine ,cloud of ,unknowing has been credited to ,walter ,hilton1 as likewise to ,william ,exmew1 or to ,maurice ,chauncy1 ,carthusians of the sixteenth century1 whereas the manuscripts are at least a hundred years earlier than their time2 but it seems safer to attribute the whole series to an unknown writer of the second part of the fourteenth century1 who marks a middle point between ,rolle and ,hilton4#ba ,the spiritual beauty of the three here reprinted--and1 more particularly1 of the ,epistle of ,prayer1 with its glowing exposition of the doctrine of ,pure ,love--speaks for itself4 ,they show us mysticism brought down1 if ,i may say so1 from the clouds for the practical guidance of the beginner along this difficult way4 ,and1 in the ,epistle of ,discretion1 we find even a rare touch of humour2 where the counsellor conceives suspiciously of his correspondent's spiritual stirrings1 lest they should be conceived on the ape's manner4 ,like ,st4 ,catherine of ,siena1 though in a less degree1 he has the gift of vision and the faculty of intuition combined with a homely common sense1 and can illustrate his simple meaning with a smile4 ,i have borrowed a phrase from ,st4 ,catherine1 ,the ,cell of ,self-,knowledge1 la cella del cognoscimento di noi1 as the title of this little volume4 ,knowledge of self and purity of heart1 the mystics teach1 are the indispensable conditions for the highest mystical elevation4 ,knowledge of self1 for ,richard of ,st4 ,victor1 is the high mountain apart upon which ,christ is transfigured2 for ,catherine of ,siena1 it is the stable in which the pilgrim through time to eternity must be born again4 ,wouldest thou behold ,christ transfigured8 asks ,richard2 ascend this mountain2 learn to know thyself4#bb ,thou dost see1 writes ,catherine1 speaking in the person of the eternal ,father1 this sweet and loving ,word born in a stable1 while ,mary was journeying2 to show to you1 who are travellers1 that you must ever be born again in the stable of knowledge of yourselves1 where you will find ,him born by grace within your souls4#bc ,the soul is a mirror that reflects the invisible things of ,god1 and it is by purity of heart alone that this mirror is made clear4 ,therefore1 writes ,richard of ,st4 ,victor1 let whoso thirsts to see his ,god1 wipe his mirror1 purify his spirit4 ,after he hath thus cleared his mirror and long diligently gazed into it1 a certain clarity of divine light begins to shine through upon him1 and a certain immense ray of unwonted vision to appear before his eyes4 ,this light irradiated the eyes of him who said3 ,lord1 lift ,thou up the light of ,thy countenance upon us2 ,thou hast put gladness in my heart4 ,from the vision of this light which it sees with wonder in itself1 the mind is wondrously inflamed and inspired to behold the light which is above itself4#bd ,pepwell's volume has been made the basis of the present edition of these seven treatises2 but1 in each case1 the text has been completely revised4 ,the text of the ,benjamin1 the ,epistle of ,prayer1 the ,epistle of ,discretion1 and the ,treatise of ,discerning of ,spirits1 has been collated with that given by the ,harleian ,,mss4 #fgd and #bcgc2 and1 in most cases1 the readings of the manuscripts have been adopted in preference to those of the printed version4 ,the ,katherin has been collated with ,caxton's ,lyf2 the ,margery ,kempe with ,wynkyn de ,worde's precious little volume in the ,university ,library of ,cambridge2 and the ,song of ,angels with the text published by ,professor ,horstman from the ,camb4 ,,ms ,dd4 v4 #ee4 ,as the object of this book is not to offer a ,middle ,english text to students1 but a small contribution to mystical literature1 the orthography has been completely modernised1 while ,i have attempted to retain enough of the original language to preserve the flavour of mediaeval devotion4 ,,edmund ,g4 ,,gardner4 ,i4 ,,here ,,followeth ,a ,,very ,,devout ,,treatise1 ,,named ,,benjamin1 ,,of ,,the ,,mights ,,and ,,virtues ,,of ,,man',s ,,soul1 ,,and ,,of ,,the ,,way ,,to ,,true ,,contemplation1 ,,compiled ,,by ,a ,,noble ,,and ,,famous ,,doctor1 ,a ,,man ,,of ,,great ,,holiness ,,and ,,devotion1 ,,named ,,richard ,,of ,,saint ,,victor ,a ,,treatise ,,named ,,benjamin ,,the ,,prologue ,a ,,great clerk that men call #be ,richard of ,saint ,victor1 in a book that he maketh of the study of wisdom1 witnesseth and saith that two mights are in a man's soul1 given of the ,father of ,heaven of whom all good cometh4 ,the one is reason1 the other is affection2 through reason we know1 and through affection we feel or love4 ,of reason springeth right counsel and ghostly wits2 and of affection springeth holy desires and ordained#bf feelings4 ,and right as ,rachel and ,leah were both wives unto ,jacob1 right so man's soul through light of knowing in the reason1 and sweetness of love in the affection1 is spoused unto ,god4 ,by ,jacob is understanden ,god1 by ,rachel is understanden reason1 by ,leah is understanden affection4 ,each of these wives1 ,rachel and ,leah1 took to them a maiden2 ,rachel took ,bilhah1 and ,leah took ,zilpah4 ,bilhah was a great jangler1 and ,zilpah was ever drunken and thirsty4 ,by ,bilhah is understanden imagination1 the which is servant unto reason1 as ,bilhah was to ,rachel2 by ,zilpah is understanden sensuality1 the which is servant unto affection1 as ,zilpah was to ,leah4 ,and so much are these maidens needful to their ladies1 that without them all this world might serve them of nought4 ,for why1 without imagination reason may not know1 and without sensuality affection may not feel4 ,and yet imagination cryeth so inconveniently#bg in the ears of our heart that1 for ought that reason her lady may do1 yet she may not still her4 ,and therefore it is that oft times when we should pray1 so many divers fantasies of idle and evil thoughts cry in our hearts1 that on no wise we may by our own mights drive them away4 ,and thus it is well proved that ,bilhah is a foul jangler4 ,and also the sensuality is evermore so thirsty1 that all that affection her lady may feel1#bh may not yet slake her thirst4 ,the drink that she desireth is the lust of fleshly1 kindly1 and worldly delights1#bi of the which the more that she drinketh the more she thirsteth2 for why1 for to fill the appetite of the sensuality1 all this world may not suffice2 and therefore it is that oft times when we pray or think on ,god and ghostly things1 we would fain feel sweetness of love in our affection1#cj and yet we may not1 for are we so busy to feed the concupiscence of our sensuality2 for evermore it is greedily asking1 and we have a fleshly compassion thereof4 ,and thus it is well proved that ,zilpah is evermore drunken and thirsty4 ,and right as ,leah conceived of ,jacob and brought forth seven children1 and ,rachel conceived of ,jacob and brought forth two children1 and ,bilhah conceived of ,jacob and brought forth two children1 and ,zilpah conceived of ,jacob and brought forth two children2 right so the affection conceiveth through the grace of ,god1 and bringeth forth seven virtues2 and also the sensuality conceiveth through the grace of ,god1 and bringeth forth two virtues2 and also the reason conceiveth through the grace of ,god1 and bringeth forth two virtues2 and also the imagination conceiveth through the grace of ,god1 and bringeth forth two virtues1 or two beholdings4 ,and the names of their children and of their virtues shall be known by this figure that followeth3 ,husband3 ,jacob temporally1 ,god spiritually4 ,wives to ,jacob3 ,leah1 that is to say1 ,affection2 ,rachel1 that is to say1 ,reason4 ,maid to ,leah is ,zilpah1 that is to understand1 ,sensuality2 and ,bilhah maiden to ,rachel1 that is to understand1 ,imagination4 ,the sons of ,jacob and ,leah are these seven that followeth3 ,reuben signifieth dread of pain2 ,simeon1 sorrow of sins2 ,levi1 hope of forgiveness2 ,judah1 love of righteousness2 ,issachar1 joy in inward sweetness2 ,zebulun1 hatred of sin2 ,dinah1 ordained shame4 ,the sons of ,jacob and ,zilpah1 servant of ,leah1 are these3 ,gad1 abstinence2 ,asher1 patience4 ,the sons of ,jacob and of ,rachel are these3 ,joseph1 discretion2 ,benjamin1 contemplation4 ,the sons of ,jacob and ,bilhah1 servant to ,rachel1 are these3 ,dan1 sight of pain to come2 and ,naphtali1 sight of joy to come4 ,in this figure it is shewed apertly of ,jacob and of his wives1 and their maidens1 and all their children4 ,here it is to shew on what manner they were gotten1 and in what order3-- ,first1 it is to say of the children of ,leah2 for why1 it is read that she first conceived4 ,the children of ,leah are nought else to understand but ordained affections or feelings in a man's soul2 for why1 if they were unordained1 then were they not the sons of ,jacob4 ,also the seven children of ,leah are seven virtues1 for virtue is nought else but an ordained and a measured feeling in a man's soul4 ,for then is man's feeling in soul ordained when it is of that thing that it should be2 then it is measured when it is so much as it should be4 ,these feelings in a man's soul may be now ordained and measured1 and now unordained and unmeasured2 but when they are ordained and measured1 then are they accounted among the sons of ,jacob4#ca ,,capitulum ,i ,,how ,,the ,,virtue ,,of ,,dread ,,riseth ,,in ,,the ,,affection ,,the first child that ,leah conceived of ,jacob was ,reuben1 that is1 dread2 and therefore it is written in the psalm3 ,the beginning of wisdom is the dread of our ,lord ,god4#cb ,this is the first felt virtue in a man's affection1 without the which none other may be had4 ,and1 therefore1 whoso desireth to have such a son1 him behoveth busily and oft also behold the evil that he hath done4 ,and he shall1 on the one party1 think on the greatness of his trespass1 and1 on another party1 the power of the ,doomsman4#cc ,of such a consideration springeth dread1 that is to say ,reuben1 that through right is cleped the son of sight4#cd ,for utterly is he blind that seeth not the pains that are to come1 and dreadeth not to sin4 ,and well is ,reuben cleped the son of sight2 for when he was born1 his mother cried and said3 ,god hath seen my meekness4#ce ,and man's soul1 in such a consideration of his old sins and of the power of the ,doomsman1 beginneth then truly to see ,god by feeling of dread1 and also to be seen of ,god by rewarding of pity4 ,,capitulum ,,ii ,,how ,,sorrow ,,riseth ,,in ,,the ,,affection ,,while ,reuben waxeth1 ,simeon is born2 for after dread it needeth greatly that sorrow come soon4 ,for ever the more that a man dreadeth the pain that he hath deserved1 the bitterlier he sorroweth the sins that he hath done4 ,leah in the birth of ,simeon cried and said3 ,our ,lord hath heard me be had in despite4#cf ,and therefore is ,simeon cleped hearing2#cg for when a man bitterly sorroweth and despiseth his old sins1 then beginneth he to be heard of ,god1 and also for to hear the blessed sentence of ,god's own mouth3 ,blessed be they that sorrow1 for they shall be comforted4#ch ,for in what hour the sinner sorroweth and turneth from his sin1 he shall be safe4#ci ,thus witnesseth holy ,scripture4 ,and also by ,reuben he is meeked1#dj and by ,simeon he is contrite and hath compunction of tears2 but1 as witnesseth ,david in the psalm3 ,heart contrite and meeked ,god shall not despise2#da and without doubt such sorrow bringeth in true comfort of heart4 ,,capitulum ,,iii ,,how ,,hope ,,riseth ,,in ,,the ,,affection ,,but1 ,i pray thee1 what comfort may be to them that truly dread and bitterly sorrow for their old sins1 ought but a true hope of forgiveness8 the which is the third son of ,jacob1 that is ,levi1 the which is cleped in the story a doing to4#db ,for when the other two children1 dread and sorrow1 are given of ,god to a man's soul1 without doubt he this third1 that is hope1 shall not be delayed1 but he shall be lone to2#dc as the story witnesseth of ,levi1 that1 when his two brethren1 ,reuben and ,simeon1 were given to their mother ,leah1 he1 this ,levi1 was done to4 ,take heed of this word1 that he was done to and not given4 ,and therefore it is said that a man shall not presume of hope of forgiveness before the time that his heart be peeked in dread and contrite in sorrow2 without these two1 hope is presumption1 and where these two are1 hope is done to2 and thus after sorrow cometh soon comfort1 as ,david telleth in the psalm that after the muchness of my sorrow in my heart1 he saith to our ,lord1 ,thy comforts have gladded my soul4#dd ,and therefore it is that the ,holy ,ghost is called ,paracletus1 that is1 comforter1 for oft times he vouchethsafe to comfort a sorrowful soul4 ,,capitulum ,,iv ,,how ,,love ,,riseth ,,in ,,the ,,affection ,,from now forth beginneth a manner of homeliness for to grow between ,god and a man's soul2 and also on a manner a kindling of love1 in so much that oft times he feeleth him not only be visited of ,god and comforted in ,his coming1 but oft times also he feeleth him filled with an unspeakable joy4 ,this homeliness and this kindling of love first felt ,leah1 when1 after that ,levi was born1 she cried with a great voice and said3 ,now shall my husband be coupled to me4#de ,the true spouse of our soul is ,god1 and then are we truly coupled unto ,him1 when we draw near ,him by hope and soothfast love4 ,and right as after hope cometh love1 so after ,levi was ,judah born1 the fourth son of ,leah4 ,leah in his birth cried and said3 ,now shall ,i shrive to our ,lord4#df ,and therefore in the story is ,judah cleped ,shrift4#dg ,also man's soul in this degree of love offereth it clearly to ,god1 and saith thus3 ,now shall ,i shrive to our ,lord4 ,for before this feeling of love in a man's soul1 all that he doth is done more for dread than for love2 but in this state a man's soul feeleth ,god so sweet1 so merciful1 so good1 so courteous1 so true1 and so kind1 so faithful1 so lovely and so homely1 that he leaveth nothing in him--might1 wit1 conning1#dh or will--that he offereth not it clearly1 freely1 and homely unto ,him4 ,this shrift is not only of sin1 but of the goodness of ,god4 ,great token of love it is when a man telleth to ,god that ,he is good4 ,of this shrift speaketh ,david full oft times in the psalter1 when he saith3 ,make it known to ,god1 for ,he is good4#di ,lo1 now have we said of four sons of ,leah4 ,and after this she left bearing of children till another time2 and so man's soul weeneth that it sufficeth to it when it feeleth that it loveth the true goods4#ej ,and so it is enough to salvation1 but not to perfection4 ,for it falleth to a perfect soul both to be inflamed with the fire of love in the affection1 and also to be illumined with the light of knowing in the reason4 ,,capitulum ,v ,,how ,,the ,,double ,,sight ,,of ,,pain ,,and ,,joy ,,riseth ,,in ,,the ,,imagination ,,then when ,judah waxeth1 that is to say1 when love and desire of unseen true goods is rising and waxing in a man's affection2 then coveteth ,rachel for to bear some children2 that is to say1 then coveteth reason to know these things that affection feeleth2 for as it falleth to the affection for to love1 so it falleth to the reason for to know4 ,of affection springeth ordained and measured feelings2 and of reason springeth right knowings#ea and clear understandings4 ,and ever the more that ,judah waxeth1 that is to say love1 so much the more desireth ,rachel bearing of children1 that is to say1 reason studieth after knowing4 ,but who is he that woteth not how hard it is1 and nearhand impossible to a fleshly soul the which is yet rude in ghostly studies1 for to rise in knowing of unseeable#eb things1 and for to set the eye of contemplation in ghostly things8 ,for why1 a soul that is yet rude and fleshly1 knoweth nought but bodily things1 and nothing cometh yet to the mind but only seeable#ec things4 ,and1 nevertheless1 yet it looketh inward as it may2 and that that it may not see yet clearly by ghostly knowing1 it thinketh by imagination4 ,and this is the cause why ,rachel had first children of her maiden than of herself4 ,and so it is that1 though all a man's soul may not yet get the light of ghostly knowing in the reason1 yet it thinketh it sweet to hold the mind on ,god and ghostly things in the imagination4 ,as by ,rachel we understand reason1 so by her maiden ,bilhah we understand imagination4 ,and1 therefore1 reason sheweth that it is more profitable for to think on ghostly things1 in what manner so it be2 yea1 if it be in kindling of our desire with some fair imagination2 than it is for to think on vanities and deceivable things of this world4 ,and1 therefore1 of ,bilhah were born these two3 ,dan and ,naphtali4 ,dan is to say sight of pains to come2 and ,naphtali1 sight of joys to come4 ,these two children are full needful and full speedful unto a working soul2 the one for to put down evil suggestions of sins2 and the other for to raise up our wills in working of good and in kindling of our desires4 ,for as it falleth to ,dan to put down evil suggestions of sin by sight of pains to come1 so it falleth to the other brother ,naphtali to raise up our wills in working of good1 and in kindling of holy desires by sight of joys to come4 ,and therefore holy men1 when they are stirred to any unlawful thing1 by inrising of any foul thought1 as oft they set before their mind the pains that are to come2 and so they slaken their temptation in the beginning1 ere it rise to any foul delight in their soul4 ,and as oft as their devotion and their liking in ,god and ghostly things cease and wax cold 7as oft times it befalleth in this life1 for corruption of the flesh and many other skills71#ed so oft they set before their mind the joy that is to come4 ,and so they kindle their will with holy desires1 and destroy their temptation in the beginning1 ere it come to any weariness or heaviness of sloth4 ,and for that#ee with ,dan we damn unlawful thoughts1 therefore he is well cleped in the story ,doom4#ef ,and also his father ,jacob said of him thus3 ,dan shall deem his folk4#eg ,and also it is said in the story that1 when ,bilhah brought forth ,dan1 ,rachel said thus3 ,our ,lord hath deemed me2#eh that is to say3 ,our ,lord hath evened me unto my sister ,leah4 ,and thus saith reason1 when the imagination hath gotten the sight of pains to come1 that our ,lord hath evened her with her sister affection2 and she saith thus1 for she hath the sight of pains to come in her imagination1 of the which she had dread and sorrow in her feeling4 ,and then after came ,naphtali1 that is to say1 the sight of joys to come4 ,and in his birth spake ,rachel and said3 ,i am made like to my sister ,leah2#ei and therefore is ,naphtali cleped in the story ,likeness4#fj ,and thus saith reason that she is made like to her sister affection4 ,for there as she had gotten hope and love of joy to come in her feeling1 she hath now gotten sight of joy to come in her imagination4 ,jacob said of ,naphtali that he was a hart sent out1 giving speeches of fairhead4#fa ,so it is that1 when we imagine of the joys of heaven1 we say that it is fair in heaven4 ,for#fb wonderfully kindleth ,naphtali our souls with holy desires1 as oft as we imagine of the worthiness and the fairhead of the joys of heaven4 ,,capitulum ,,vi ,,how ,,the ,,virtues ,,of ,,abstinence ,,and ,,patience ,,rise ,,in ,,the ,,sensuality ,,when ,leah saw that ,rachel her sister made great joy of these two bastards born of ,bilhah her maiden1 she called forth her maiden ,zilpah1 to put to her husband ,jacob2 that she might make joy with her sister1 having other two bastards gotten of her maiden ,zilpah4 ,and thus it is seemly in man's soul for to be1 that from the time that reason hath refrained the great jangling of imagination1 and hath put her to be underlout#fc to ,god1 and maketh her to bear some fruit in helping of her knowing1 that right so the affection refrain the lust and the thirst of the sensuality1 and make her to be underlout to ,god1 and so to bear some fruit in helping of her feeling4 ,but what fruit may she bear1 ought but that she learn to live temperately in easy things1 and patiently in uneasy things8 ,these are they1 the children of ,zilpah1 ,gad and ,asher3 ,gad is abstinence1 and ,asher is patience4 ,gad is the sooner born child1 and ,asher the latter2 for first it needeth that we be attempered in ourself with discreet abstinence1 and after that we bear outward disease#fd in strength of patience4 ,these are the children that ,zilpah brought forth in sorrow2 for in abstinence and patience the sensuality is punished in the flesh2 but that that is sorrow to the sensuality turneth to much comfort and bliss to the affection4 ,and therefore it is that1 when ,gad was born1 ,leah cried and said3 ,happily#fe2 and therefore ,gad is cleped in the story ,happiness1 or ,seeliness4#ff ,and so it is well said that abstinence in the sensuality is happiness#fg in the affection4 ,for why1 ever the less that the sensuality is delighted in her lust1 the more sweetness feeleth the affection in her love4 ,also after when ,asher was born1 ,leah said3 ,this shall be for my bliss2#fh and therefore was ,asher called in the story ,blessed4#fi ,and so it is well said that patience in the sensuality is bliss in the affection4 ,for why1 ever the more disease that the sensuality suffereth1 the more blessed is the soul in the affection4 ,and thus by abstinence and patience we shall not only understand a temperance in meat and drink1 and suffering of outward tribulation1 but also in all manner of fleshly1 kindly1#gj and worldly delights1 and all manner of disease1 bodily and ghostly1 within or without1 reasonable or unreasonable1 that by any of our five wits torment or delight the sensuality4 ,on this wise beareth the sensuality fruit in help of affection1 her lady4 ,much peace and rest is in that soul that neither is drunken in the lust of the sensuality1 nor grutcheth#ga in the pain thereof4 ,the first of these is gotten by ,gad and the latter by ,asher4 ,here it is to wete that first was ,rachel's maiden put to the husband or the maiden of ,leah2 and this is the skill why4 ,for truly1 but if the jangling of the imagination1 that is to say1 the in-running of vain thoughts1 be first refrained1 without doubt the lust of the sensuality may not be attempered4 ,and therefore who so will abstain him from fleshly and worldly lusts1 him behoveth first seldom or never think any vain thoughts4#gb ,and also never in this life may a man perfectly despise the ease of the flesh1 and not dread the disease1 but if he have before busily beholden the meeds and the torments that are to come4 ,but here it is to wete how that1 with these four sons of these two maidens1 the city of our conscience is kept wonderfully from all temptations4 ,for all temptation either it riseth within by thought1 or else without by some of our five wits4 ,but within shall ,dan deem and damn evil thoughts by sight of pain2 and without shall ,gad put against#gc false delights by use of abstinence4 ,dan waketh#gd within1 and ,gad without2 and also their other two brethren helpen them full much3 ,naphtali maketh peace within with ,dan1 and ,asher biddeth ,gad have no dread of his enemies4 ,dan feareth the heart with ugsomeness of hell1 and ,naphtali cherisheth it with behighting#ge of heavenly bliss4 ,also ,asher helpeth his brother without1 so that1 through them both1 the wall of the city is not broken4 ,gad holdeth out ease1 and ,asher pursueth disease4 ,asher soon deceiveth his enemy1 when he bringeth to mind the patience of his father#gf and the behighting of ,naphtali1 and thus oft times ever the more enemies he hath1 the more matter he hath of overcoming4 ,and therefore it is that1 when he hath overcome his enemies 7that is to say1 the adversities of this world71 soon he turneth him to his brother ,gad to help to destroy his enemies4 ,and without fail1 from that he be come1 soon they turn the back1 and flee4 ,the enemies of ,gad are fleshly delights2 but truly1 from the time that a man have patience in the pain of his abstinence1 false delights find no woning stead#gg in him4 ,,capitulum ,,vii ,,how ,,joy ,,of ,,inward ,,sweetness ,,riseth ,,in ,,the ,,affection ,,thus when the enemy fleeth and the city is peased1#gh then beginneth a man to prove what the high peace of ,god is that passeth man's wit4 ,and therefore it is that ,leah left bearing of children unto this time that ,gad and ,asher were born of ,zilpah1 her maiden4 ,for truly1 but if it be so that a man have refrained the lust and the pain of his five wits in his sensuality by abstinence and patience1 he shall never feel inward sweetness and true joy in ,god and ghostly things in the affection4 ,this is that ,issachar1 the fifth son of ,leah1 the which in the story is cleped ,meed4#gi ,and well is this joy of inward sweetness cleped meed2#hj for this joy is the taste of heavenly bliss1 the which is the endless meed of a devout soul1 beginning here4 ,leah1 in the birth of this child1 said3 ,god hath given me meed1 for that ,i have given my maiden to my husband in bearing of children4#ha ,and so it is good that we make our sensuality bear fruit in abstaining it from all manner of fleshly1 kindly1 and worldly delight1 and in fruitful suffering of all fleshly and worldly disease2 therefore our ,lord of ,his great mercy giveth us joy unspeakable and inward sweetness in our affection1 in earnest#hb of the sovereign joy and meed of the kingdom of heaven4 ,jacob said of ,issachar that he was a strong ass dwelling between the terms4#hc ,and so it is that a man in this state1 and that feeleth the earnest of everlasting joy in his affection1 is as an ass1 strong and dwelling between the terms2 because that1 be he never so filled in soul of ghostly gladness and joy in ,god1 yet1 for corruption of the flesh in this deadly life1 him behoveth bear the charge of the deadly body1 as hunger1 thirst1 and cold1 sleep1 and many other diseases2 for the which he is likened to an ass as in body2 but as in soul he is strong for to destroy all the passions and the lusts of the flesh by patience and abstinence in the sensuality1 and by abundance of ghostly joy and sweetness in the affection4 ,and also a soul in this state is dwelling between the terms of deadly life and undeadly life4 ,he that dwelleth between the terms hath nearhand forsaken deadliness1 but not fully1 and hath nearhand gotten undeadliness1 but not fully2 for whiles that him needeth the goods of this world1 as meat and drink and clothing1 as it falleth to each man that liveth1 yet his one foot is in this deadly life2 and for great abundance of ghostly joy and sweetness that he feeleth in ,god1 not seldom but oft1 he hath his other foot in the undeadly life4 ,thus ,i trow that saint ,paul felt1 when he said this word of great desire3 ,who shall deliver me from this deadly body8#hd ,and when he said thus3 ,i covet to be loosed and to be with ,christ4#he ,and thus doth the soul that feeleth ,issachar in his affection1 that is to say1 the joy of inward sweetness1 the which is understanden by ,issachar4 ,it enforceth it to forsake this wretched life1 but it may not2 it coveteth to enter the blessed life1 but it may not2 it doth that it may1 and yet it dwelleth between the terms4 ,,capitulum ,,viii ,,how ,,perfect ,,hatred ,,of ,,sin ,,riseth ,,in ,,the ,,affection ,,and therefore it is that after ,issachar ,zebulun is born1 that is to say1 hatred of sin4 ,and here it is to wete why that hatred of sin is never perfectly felt in a man's affection1 ere the time that ghostly joy of inward sweetness be felt in the affection1 and this is the skill3 for ere this time was never the true cause of hatred felt in the affection4 ,for the feeling of ghostly joy teacheth a man what sin harmeth the soul4 ,and all after that the harm in the soul is felt much or little1 thereafter is the hatred measured1 more or less1 unto the harming4 ,but when a soul1 by the grace of ,god and long travail1 is come to feeling of ghostly joy in ,god1 then it feeleth that sin hath been the cause of the delaying thereof4 ,and also when he feeleth that he may not alway last in the feeling of that ghostly joy1 for the corruption of the flesh1 of the which corruption sin is the cause2 then he riseth with a strong feeling of hatred against all sin and all kind of sin4 ,this feeling taught ,david us to have1 where he saith in the psalm3 ,be ye wroth and will ye not sin2#hf that is thus to mean3 ,be ye wroth with the sin1 but not with the kind4#hg ,for kind stirreth to the deed1 but not to sin4 ,and here it is to wete that this wrath and this hatred is not contrary to charity1 but charity teacheth how it shall be had both in a man's self and in his even ,christian2#hh for a man should not hate sin so that he destroy his kind1 but so that he destroy the sin and the appetite of sin in his kind4 ,and1 as against our even ,christian1 we ought to hate sin in him1 and to love him2 and of this hatred speaketh ,david in the psalm1 where he saith thus3 ,with perfect hatred ,i hated them4#hi ,and in another psalm he saith that he had in hatred all wicked ways4#ij ,thus it is well proved that1 ere ,zebulun was born1 ,judah and ,issachar were both born4 ,for but if a man have had charity and ghostly joy in his feeling first1 he may in no wise feel this perfect hatred of sin in his affection4 ,for ,judah1 that is to say1 charity1 teacheth us how we shall hate sin in ourself and in our brethren2 and ,issachar1 that is to say1 ghostly feeling of joy in ,god1 teacheth us why we shall hate sin in ourself and in our brethren4 ,judah biddeth us hate sin and love the kind2 and ,issachar biddeth us destroy the sin and save the kind2 and thus it falleth for to be that the kind may be made strong in ,god and in ghostly things by perfect hatred and destroying of sin4 ,and therefore is ,zebulun cleped in the story a dwelling stead of strength4#ia ,and ,leah said in his birth3 ,my husband shall now dwell with me2#ib and so it is that ,god1 that is the true husband of our soul1 is dwelling in that soul1 strengthening it in the affection with ghostly joy and sweetness in ,his love1 that travaileth busily to destroy sin in himself and in others by perfect hatred of the sin and all the kind of sin4 ,and thus it is said how ,zebulun is born4 ,,capitulum ,,ix ,,how ,,ordained ,,shame ,,riseth ,,and ,,groweth ,,in ,,the ,,affection ,,but though all that a soul through grace feel in it perfect hatred of sin1 whether it may yet live without sin8 ,nay1 sikerly2#ic and therefore let no man presume of himself1 when the ,apostle saith thus3 ,if we say that we have no sin1 we deceive ourself1 and soothfastness is not in us4#id ,and also saint ,austin saith that he dare well say that there is no man living without sin4#ie ,and ,i pray thee1 who is he that sinneth not in ignorance8 ,yea1 and oft times it falleth that ,god suffereth those men to fall full grievously by the which ,he hath ordained other men's errors to be righted1 that they may learn by their own falling how merciful they shall be in amending of others4 ,and for that oft times men fall grievously in those same sins that they most hate1 therefore1 after hatred of sin1 springeth ordained shame in a man's soul2 and so it is that after ,zebulun was ,dinah born4 ,as by ,zebulun hatred of sin1 so by ,dinah is understanden ordained shame of sin4 ,but wete thou well3 he that felt never ,zebulun1 felt never yet ,dinah4 ,evil men have a manner of shame1 but it is not this ordained shame4 ,for why1 if they had perfect shame of sin1 they should not so customably do it with will and advisement2#if but they shame more with a foul cloth on their body1 than with a foul thought in their soul4 ,but what so thou be that weenest that thou hast gotten ,dinah1 think whether thee would shame as much if a foul thought were in thine heart1 as thee would if thou were made to stand naked before the king and all his royalme2 and sikerly else wete it thou right well that thou hast not yet gotten ordained shame in thy feeling1 if so be that thou have less shame with thy foul heart than with thy foul body1 and if thou think more shame with thy foul body in the sight of men than with thy foul heart in the sight of the ,king of heaven and of all ,his angels and holy saints in heaven4 ,lo1 it is now said of the seven children of ,leah1 by the which are understanden seven manner of affections in a man's soul1 the which may be now ordained and now unordained1 now measured and now unmeasured2 but when they are ordained and measured1 then are they virtues2 and when they are unordained and unmeasured1 then are they vices4 ,thus behoveth a man have children#ig that they be not only ordained1 but also measured4 ,then are they ordained when they are of that thing that they should be1 and then are they unordained when they are of that thing that they should not be2 and then are they measured when they are as much as they should be1 and then are they unmeasured when they are more than they should be4 ,for why1 overmuch dread bringeth in despair1 and overmuch sorrow casteth a man in to bitterness and heaviness of kind1#ih for the which he is unable to receive ghostly comfort4 ,and overmuch hope is presumption1 and outrageous love is but flattering and faging1#ii and outrageous gladness is dissolution and wantonness1 and untempered hatred of sin is woodness4#ajj ,and on this manner1 they are unordained and unmeasured1 and thus are they turned in to vices1 and then lose they the name of virtues1 and may not be accounted amongst the sons of ,jacob1 that is to say1 ,god3 for by ,jacob is understanden ,god1 as it is shewed in the figure before4 ,,capitulum ,x ,,how ,,discretion ,,and ,,contemplation ,,rise ,,in ,,the ,,reason ,thus it seemeth that the virtue of discretion needeth to be had1 with the which all others may be governed2 for without it all virtues are turned in to vices4 ,this is ,joseph1 that is the late born child1 but yet his father loveth him more than them all4 ,for why1 without discretion may neither goodness be gotten nor kept1 and therefore no wonder though that virtue be singularly loved1 without which no virtue may be had nor governed4 ,but what wonder though this virtue be late gotten1 when we may not win to the perfection of discretion without much custom and many travails of these other affections coming before8 ,for first behoveth us to be used in each virtue by itself1 and get the proof of them all serely1#aja ere we may have full knowing of them all1 or else can deem sufficiently of them all4 ,and when we use us busily in these feelings and beholdings before said1 oft times we fall and oft times we rise4 ,then1 by our oft falling1 may we learn how much wariness us behoveth have in the getting and keeping of these virtues4 ,and thus sometime1 by long use1 a soul is led into full discretion1 and then it may joy in the birth of ,joseph4 ,and before this virtue be conceived in a man's soul1 all that these other virtues do1 it is without discretion4 ,and therefore1 in as much as a man presumeth and enforceth him in any of these feelings beforesaid1 over his might and out of measure1 in so much the fouler he falleth and faileth of his purpose4 ,and therefore it is that1 after them all and last1 is ,dinah born2 for often1 after a foul fall and a failing1 cometh soon shame4 ,and thus after many failings and failings1 and shames following1 a man learneth by the proof that there is nothing better than to be ruled after counsel1 the which is the readiest getting of discretion4 ,for why1 he that doth all things with counsel1 he shall never forthink#ajb it2 for better is a sly man than a strong man2 yea1 and better is list than lither strength1#ajc and a sly man speaketh of victories4 ,and here is the open skill why that neither ,leah nor ,zilpah nor ,bilhah might bear such a child1 but only ,rachel2 for1 as it is said before1 that of reason springeth right counsel1 the which is very discretion1 understanden by ,joseph1 the first son of ,rachel2 and then at the first bring we forth ,joseph in our reason when all that we are stirred to do1 we do it with counsel4 ,this ,joseph shall not only know what sins we are most stirred unto1 but also he shall know the weakness of our kind1 and after that either asketh1 so shall he do remedy1 and seek counsel at wiser than he1 and do after them1 or else he is not ,joseph1 ,jacob's son born of ,rachel4 ,and also by this foresaid#ajd ,joseph a man is not only learned to eschew the deceits of his enemies1 but also oft a man is led by him to the perfect knowing of himself2 and all after that a man knoweth himself1 thereafter he profiteth in the knowing of ,god1 of whom he is the image and the likeness4 ,and therefore it is that after ,joseph is ,benjamin born4 ,for as by ,joseph discretion1 so by ,benjamin we understand contemplation4 ,and both are they born of one mother1 and gotten of one father4 ,for through the grace of ,god lightening our reason1 come we to the perfect knowing of ourself and of ,god1 that is to say1 after that it may be in this life4 ,but long after ,joseph is ,benjamin born4 ,for why1 truly but if it so be that we use us busily and long in ghostly travails1 with the which we are learned to know ourself1 we may not be raised in to the knowing and contemplation of ,god4 ,he doth for nought that lifteth up his eye to the sight of ,god1 that is not yet able to see himself4 ,for first ,i would that a man learned him to know the unseeable#aje things of his own spirit1 ere he presume to know the unseeable things of the spirit of ,god2 and he that knoweth not yet himself and weeneth that he hath gotten somedeal knowing of the unseeable things of ,god1 ,i doubt it not but that he is deceived2 and therefore ,i rede that a man seek first busily for to know himself1 the which is made to the image and the likeness of ,god as in soul4 ,and wete thou well that he that desireth for to see ,god1 him behoveth to cleanse his soul1 the which is as a mirror in the which all things are clearly seen1 when it is clean2 and when the mirror is foul1 then mayst thou see nothing clearly therein2 and right so it is of thy soul1 when it is foul1 neither thou knowest thyself nor ,god4 ,as when the candle brenneth1 thou mayst then see the self candle#ajf by the light thereof1 and other things also2 right so1 when thy soul brenneth in the love of ,god1 that is1 when thou feelest continually thine heart desire after the love of ,god1 then1 by the light of ,his grace that ,he sendeth in thy reason1 thou mayst see both thine own unworthiness and ,his great goodness4 ,and therefore cleanse thy mirror and proffer thy candle to the fire2 and then1 when thy mirror is cleansed and thy candle brenning1 and it so be that thou wittily behold thereto1 then beginneth there a manner of clarity of the light of ,god for to shine in thy soul1 and a manner of sunbeam that is ghostly to appear before thy ghostly sight1 through the which the eye of thy soul is opened to behold ,god and godly things1 heaven and heavenly things1 and all manner of ghostly things4 ,but this sight is but by times1 when ,god will vouchsafe for to give it to a working#ajg soul1 the whiles it is in the battle of this deadly life2 but after this life it shall be everlasting4 ,this light shone in the soul of ,david1 when he said thus in the psalm3 ,lord1 the light of ,thy face is marked upon us2 ,thou hast given gladness within mine heart4#ajh ,the light of ,god's face is the shining of ,his grace1 that reformeth in us ,his image that hath been disfigured with the darkness of sin2 and therefore a soul that brenneth in desire of ,his sight1#aji if it hope for to have that that it desireth1 wete it well it hath conceived ,benjamin4 ,and1 therefore1 what is more healfull#aaj than the sweetness of this sight1 or what softer thing may be felt8 ,sikerly1 none2 and that woteth ,rachel full well4 ,for why1 reason saith that1 in comparison of this sweetness1 all other sweetness is sorrow1 and bitter as gall before honey4 ,nevertheless1 yet may a man never come to such a grace by his own slight4#aaa ,for why1 it is the gift of ,god without desert of man4 ,but without doubt1 though it be not the desert of man1 yet no man may take such grace without great study and brenning desires coming before2 and that woteth ,rachel full well1 and therefore she multiplieth her study1 and whetteth her desires1 seeking desire upon desire2#aab so that at the last1 in great abundance of brenning desires and sorrow of the delaying of her desire1 ,benjamin is born1 and his mother ,rachel dieth2#aac for why1 in what time that a soul is ravished above itself by abundance of desires and a great multitude of love1 so that it is inflamed with the light of the ,godhead1 sikerly then dieth all man's reason4 ,and therefore1 what so thou be that covetest to come to contemplation of ,god1 that is to say1 to bring forth such a child that men clepen in the story ,benjamin 7that is to say1 sight of ,god71 then shalt thou use thee in this manner4 ,thou shalt call together thy thoughts and thy desires1 and make thee of them a church1 and learn thee therein for to love only this good word ,jesu1 so that all thy desires and all thy thoughts are only set for to love ,jesu1 and that unceasingly as it may be here2 so that thou fulfill that is said in the psalm3 ,lord1 ,i shall bless ,thee in churches2#aad that is1 in thoughts and desires of the love of ,jesu4 ,and then1 in this church of thoughts and desires1 and in this onehead of studies and of wills1 look that all thy thoughts1 and all thy desires1 and all thy studies1 and all thy wills be only set in the love and the praising of this ,lord ,jesu1 without forgetting1 as far forth as thou mayst by grace1 and as thy frailty will suffer2 evermore meeking thee to prayer and to counsel1 patiently abiding the will of our ,lord1 unto the time that thy mind be ravished above itself1 to be fed with the fair food of angels in the beholding of ,god and ghostly things3#aae so that it be fulfilled in thee that is written in the psalm3 ,ibi ,benjamin adolesentulus in mentis excessu2#aaf that is3 ,there is ,benjamin1 the young child1 in ravishing of mind4 ,the grace of ,jesu keep thee evermore4#aag ,amen ,,deo ,,gratias ,,ii4 ,,here ,,followeth ,,divers ,,doctrines ,,devout ,,and ,,fruitful1 ,,taken ,,out ,,of ,,the ,,life ,,of ,,that ,,glorious ,,virgin ,,and ,,spouse ,,of ,,our ,,lord1 ,,saint ,,katherin ,,of ,,seenes4 ,,and ,,first ,,those ,,which ,,our ,,lord ,,taught ,,and ,,shewed ,,to ,,herself1 ,,and ,,sith ,,those ,,which ,,she ,,taught ,,and ,,shewed ,,unto ,,others ,,the first doctrine of our ,lord is this3 ,knowest thou not1 daughter1 who thou art and who ,i am8 ,if thou know well these two words1 thou art and shalt be blessed4 ,thou art she that art nought2 and ,i am ,he that am ought4#aah ,if thou have the very knowledge of these two things in thy soul1 thy ghostly enemy shall never deceive thee1 but thou shalt eschew graciously all his malice2#aai and thou shalt never consent to any thing that is against ,my commandments and precepts1 but all grace1 all truth1 and all charity thou shalt win without any hardness4 ,the second doctrine of our ,lord is this3 ,think on ,me1 and ,i shall think on thee4 ,in declaring of which doctrine she was wont to say that3 ,a soul which is verily united to ,god perceiveth not1 seeth not1 nor loveth not herself1 nor none other soul1 nor hath no mind of no creature but only on ,god4 ,and these words she expoundeth more expressly1 and saith thus3 ,such a soul seeth herself1 that she is very nought of herself1 and knoweth perfectly that all the goodness1 with all the mights of the soul1 is her ,maker's4 ,she forsaketh utterly herself and all creatures1 and hideth herself fully in her ,maker1 our ,lord ,jesu2 in so much that she sendeth fully and principally all her ghostly and bodily workings in to ,him2 in whom she perceiveth that she may find all goodness1 and all perfection of blessedness4 ,and1 therefore1 she shall have no will to go out from such inward knowledge of ,him for nothing4#abj ,and of this unity of love1 that is increased every day in such a soul1 she is transformed in a manner in to our ,lord1 that she may neither think1 nor understand1 nor love1 nor have no mind but ,god1 or else in ,god4 ,for she may not see herself1 nor none other creature1 but only in ,god2 nor she may not love herself1 nor none other1 but only in ,god2 nor she may have no mind of herself nor of none other1 but only in ,god1 nor she may have no mind but only of her ,maker4 ,and therefore1 she said1 we shall have none other business but only to think how we may please ,him1 unto whom we have committed all our governance both in body and soul4 ,the third doctrine of our ,lord is this2 in obtaining of virtue and ghostly strength3 ,daughter1 if thou wilt get unto thee virtue and also ghostly strength1#aba thou must follow ,me4 ,albeit that ,i might by ,my godly virtue have overcome all the power of the fiends by many manner ways of overcoming1 yet1 for to give you ensample by ,my manhood1 ,i would not overcome him but only by taking of death upon the ,cross1 that ye might be taught thereby1 if ye will overcome your ghostly enemies1 for to take the ,cross as ,i did2 the which ,cross shall be to you a great refreshing in all your temptations1 if ye have mind of the pains that ,i suffered thereon4#abb ,and certainly the pains of the ,cross may well be called refreshing of temptations1 for the more pain ye suffer for ,my love1 the more like ye be to ,me4 ,and if ye be so like to ,me in passion1 needs ye must be like to ,me in joy4#abc ,therefore for ,my love1 daughter1 suffer patiently bitter things1 and not sweet things2 and doubt in no wise1 for thou shalt be strong enough for to suffer all things patiently4 ,the first doctrine of this glorious virgin is this3 ,a soul which is verily mete#abd to ,god1 as much as it hath of the love of ,god1 so much it hath of the hate of her own sensuality4 ,for of the love of ,god naturally cometh hate of sin1 the which is done against ,god4 ,the soul1 therefore1 considering that the root and beginning of sin reigneth in the sensuality1 and there principally is rooted1 she is moved and stirred highly and holily with all her mights against her own sensuality2 not utterly to destroy the root1 for that may not be1 as long as the soul dwelleth in the body living in this life1 but ever there shall be left a root1 namely of small venial sins4 ,and because she may not utterly destroy the root of sin thus in her sensuality1 she conceiveth a great displeasaunce against her sensuality1 of the which displeasaunce springeth an holy hate and a despising of the sensuality1 by the which the soul is ever well kept from her ghostly enemies4 ,there is nothing that keepeth the soul so strong and so sure as doth such an holy hate4 ,and that felt well the ,apostle1 when he said3 ,cum infirmor1 tonc fortior sum et potens2#abe that is3 ,when ,i am sick and feeble in my sensuality by hate of sin1 then am ,i stronger and mightier in my soul4 ,lo1 of such hate cometh virtue1 of such feebleness cometh strength1 and of such displeasaunce cometh pleasaunce4 ,this holy hate maketh a man meek1 and to feel meek things of himself4 ,it maketh him patient in adversity1 temperate in prosperity1 and setteth him in all honesty of virtue1 and maketh him to be loved both of ,god and man4 ,and where this holy hate is not1 there is inordinate love1 which is the stinking canal of all sin1 and root#abf of all evil concupiscence4 ,do therefore1 she saith1 your business to put away such inordinate love of your own self1 out of your hearts1 and plant therein holy hate of sin4 ,for certain that is the right way to perfection1 and amendment of all sin4 ,here is a common answer which she used to say to the fiends3 ,i trust in my ,lord ,jesu ,christ1 and not in myself4 ,here is a rule how we shall behave us in time of temptation3 ,when temptation1 she saith1 ariseth in us1 we should never dispute nor make questions2 for that is1 she saith1 that the fiend most seeketh of us for to fall in questions with him4 ,he trusteth so highly in the great subtlety of his malice1 that he should overcome us with his sophistical reasons4 ,therefore a soul should never make questions1 nor answer to the questions of the fiend1 but rather turn her to devout prayer1 and commend her to our ,lord that she consent not to his subtle demands2 for by virtue of devout prayer1 and steadfast faith1 we may overcome all the subtle temptations of the fiend4 ,here is a good conceit of this holy maid to eschew the temptations of the fiend3 ,it happeneth1 she said1 that otherwhile#abg the devout fervour of a soul loving our ,lord ,jesu1 either by some certain sin1 or else by some new subtle temptations of the fiend1 waxeth dull and slow1 and otherwhile it is brought to very coldness2#abh in so much that some unwitty folks1 considering that they be destitute from the ghostly comfort the which they were wont to have1 leave#abi therefore the ghostly exercise that they were wont to use of prayer1 of meditations1 of reading1 of holy communications1 and of penance doing2 whereby they be made more ready to be overcome of the fiend4 ,for he desireth nothing else of ,christ's knights1 but that they should put away their armour by the which they were wont to overcome their enemies4 ,a wise knight of our ,lord ,jesu should not do so4 ,but thus1 the more he feeleth#acj himself dull and slow1 or cold in devotion1 the rather he should continue in his ghostly exercise1 and not for to make them less1 but rather increase them4 ,here is another doctrine of this holy maid1 the which she used to say to herself in edifying of others3 ,thou vile and wretched creature1 art thou worthy any manner of comfort in this life8 ,why hast thou not mind of thy sins8 ,what supposest thou of thyself1 wretched sinner8 ,is it not enough to thee1 trowest thou not1 that thou art escaped by the mercy of our ,lord from everlasting damnation8 ,therefore thou shouldest be well apaid1#aca wretch1 though thou suffer all the pains and darkness of thy soul all the days of thy life4 ,why art thou1 then1 heavy and sorrowful to suffer such pains1 sith by ,god's grace thou shalt escape endless pains with ,christ ,jesu without any doubt1 and be comforted endlessly1 if thou bear these pains patiently4 ,whether hast thou chosen to serve our ,lord only for the comfort that thou mayst have of ,him in this life8 ,nay1 but for the comfort that thou shalt have of ,him in the bliss of heaven4 ,therefore arise up now1 and cease never of thy ghostly exercise that thou hast used1 but rather increase to them more4 ,here is an answer by the which she had a final victory of the fiend1 after long threats of intolerable pains3 ,i have chosen pain for my refreshing1 and therefore it is not hard to me to suffer them1 but rather delectable for the love of my ,saviour1 as long as it pleaseth ,his ,majesty that ,i shall suffer them4 ,here is a doctrine of the said virgin1 how we should use the grace of our ,lord3 ,who so could use the grace of our ,lord1 he should ever have the victory of all things that falleth to him4 ,for as often1 she said1 as any new thing falleth to a man1 be it of prosperity or adversity1 he should think in himself thus3 ,of this will ,i win somewhat4 ,for he that can do so1 shall soon be rich in virtue4 ,here followeth notable doctrines of this holy maid1 taken of her sermon which she made to her disciples before her passing1 and the first was this3 ,what so ever he be that cometh to the service of ,god1 if he will have ,god truly1 it is needful to him that he make his heart naked from all sensible love1 not only of certain persons but of every creature what that ever he be1 and then he should stretch up his soul to our ,lord and our ,maker1 simply1 with all the desire of his heart4 ,for an heart may not wholly be given to ,god1 but if it be free from all other love1 open and simple without doubleness4 ,and so she affirmed of herself1 that it was her principal labour and business from her young age unto that time1 ever for to come to that perfection4 ,also she said that she knew well that to such a state of perfection1 in the which all the heart is given to ,god1 a soul may not come perfectly without meditation of devout prayer1 and that the prayer be grounded in meekness1 and that it come not forth and proceed by any trust of any manner of virtue of him that prayeth1 but alway he should know himself to be right nought4 ,for she said that that was ever her business1 to give herself to the exercise of prayer1 so for to win the continual habit of prayer2 for she did see well that by prayer all virtues are increased1 and made mighty and strong2 and1 without prayer1 they wax feeble and defail4#acb ,wherefore she induced her disciples that they should busy them to prayer perseverauntly2 and therefore she told them of two manner of prayers3#acc ,vocal and ,mental4 ,vocal prayers1 she said1 should be kept certain hours in the night and in the day ordained by holy ,church2 but mental prayer should ever be had1 in act or in habit of the soul4 ,also she said that1 by the light of quick faith1 she saw clearly and conceived in her soul that what that ever befell to her1 or to any others1 all cometh from ,god1 not for hate but for great love that ,he hath to ,his creatures2 and by#acd this quick faith she conceived in herself a love and a readiness to obey as well to the precepts of her sovereigns1#ace as to the commandments of ,god1 ever thinking that their precepts should come from ,god1 either for need of herself1 or else for increase of virtue in her soul4 ,also she said1 for to get and purchase purity of soul1 it were right necessary that a man kept himself from all manner of judgments of his neighbour1 and from all idle speaking of his#acf neighbour's deeds2 for in every creature we should behold only the will of ,god4 ,and therefore she said that in no wise men should deem#acg creatures2 that is1 neither despise them by their doom#ach nor condemn them1 all be it that they see them do open sin before them2 but rather they should have compassion on them and pray for them1 and despise them not1 nor condemn them4 ,also she said that she had great hope and trust in ,god's providence2 for1 she said1 she knew well#aci by experience that the ,divine providence was and is a passing great thing1 for it wanteth never to them that hopeth in it4 ,,deo ,,gratis ,,iii4 ,,here ,,beginneth ,a ,,short ,,treatise ,,of ,,contemplation ,,taught ,,by ,,our ,,lord ,,jesu ,,christ1 ,,or ,,taken ,,out ,,of ,,the ,,book ,,of ,,margery ,,kempe1 ,,ancress ,,of ,,lynn ,,she desired many times that her head might be smitten off with an axe upon a block for the love of our ,lord ,jesu4 ,then said our ,lord ,jesu in her mind3 ,i thank thee1 daughter1 that thou wouldest die for ,my love2 for as often as thou thinkest so1 thou shalt have the same meed in heaven1 as if thou suffredest the same death1 and yet there shall no man slay thee4 ,i assure thee in thy mind1 if it were possible for ,me to suffer pain again1 as ,i have done before1 ,me were lever to suffer as much pain as ever ,i did for thy soul alone1 rather than thou shouldest depart from ,me everlastingly4 ,daughter1 thou mayst no better please ,god1 than to think continually in ,his love4 ,then she asked our ,lord ,jesu ,christ1 how she should best love ,him4 ,and our ,lord said3 ,have mind of thy wickedness1 and think on ,my goodness4 ,daughter1 if thou wear the habergeon or the hair1#adj fasting bread and water1 and if thou saidest every day a thousand ,pater ,nosters1 thou shalt#ada not please ,me so well as thou dost when thou art in silence1 and suffrest ,me to speak in thy soul4 ,daughter1 for to bid many beads1 it is good to them that can not better do1 and yet it is not perfect4#adb ,but it is a good way toward perfection4 ,for ,i tell thee1 daughter1 they that be great fasters1 and great doers of penance1 they would that it should be holden the best life4#adc ,and they that give them unto many devotions1 they would have that the best life4 ,and those that give much almesse1 they would that it were holden the best life4 ,and ,i have often told thee1 daughter1 that thinking1 weeping1 and high contemplation is the best life in earth1 and thou shalt have more merit in heaven for one year thinking in thy mind than for an hundred year of praying with thy mouth2 and yet thou wilt not believe ,me1 for thou wilt bid many beads4#add ,daughter1 if thou knew how sweet thy love is to ,me1 thou wouldest never do other thing but love ,me with all thine heart4 ,daughter1 if thou wilt be high with ,me in heaven1 keep ,me alway in thy mind as much as thou mayst1 and forget not ,me at thy meat2 but think alway that ,i sit in thine heart and know every thought that is therein1 both good and bad4 ,daughter1 ,i have suffered many pains for thy love2 therefore thou hast great cause to love ,me right well1 for ,i have bought thy love full dear4 ,dear ,lord1 she said1 ,i pray ,thee1 let me never have other joy in earth1 but mourning and weeping for ,thy love2 for me thinketh1 ,lord1 though ,i were in hell1 if ,i might weep there and mourn for ,thy love as ,i do here1 hell should not noye#ade me1 but it should be a manner of heaven4 ,for ,thy love putteth away all manner of dread of our ghostly enemy2 for ,i had lever be there1 as long as ,thou wouldest1 and please ,thee1 than to be in this world and displease ,thee2 therefore1 good ,lord1 as ,thou wilt1 so may#adf it be4 ,she had great wonder that our ,lord would become man1 and suffer so grievous pains1 for her that was so unkind a creature to ,him4 ,and then1 with great weeping1 she asked our ,lord ,jesu how she might best please ,him2 and ,he answered to her soul1 saying3 ,daughter1 have mind of thy wickedness1 and think on ,my goodness4 ,then she prayed many times and often these words3 ,lord1 for ,thy great goodness1 have mercy on my great wickedness1 as certainly as ,i was never so wicked as ,thou art good1 nor never may be though ,i would2 for ,thou art so good1 that ,thou mayst no better be2 and1 therefore1 it is great wonder that ever any man should be departed from ,thee without end4 ,when she saw the ,crucifix1 or if she saw a man had a wound1 or a beast1 or if a man beat a child before her1 or smote a horse or another beast with a whip1 if she might see it or hear it1 she thought she saw our ,lord beaten or wounded1 like as she saw in the man or in the beast4 ,the more she increased in love and in devotion1 the more she increased in sorrow and contrition1 in lowliness#adg and meekness1 and in holy dread of our ,lord ,jesu1 and in knowledge of her own frailty4 ,so that if she saw any creature be punished or sharply chastised1 she would think that she had been more worthy to be chastised than that creature was1 for her unkindness against ,god4 ,then would she weep for her own sin1 and for compassion of that creature4 ,our ,lord said to her3 ,in nothing that thou dost or sayest1 daughter1 thou mayst no better please ,god than believe that ,he loveth thee4 ,for1 if it were possible that ,i might weep with thee1 ,i would weep with thee for the compassion that ,i have of thee4 ,our merciful ,lord ,jesu ,christ drew this creature unto ,his love1 and to the mind of ,his passion1 that she might not endure to behold a leper1 or another sick man1 specially if he had any wounds appearing on him4 ,so she wept as if she had seen our ,lord ,jesu with ,his wounds bleeding2 and so she did1 in the sight of the soul2 for1 through the beholding of the sick man1 her mind was all ravished in to our ,lord ,jesu1 that she had great mourning and sorrowing that she might not kiss the leper when she met them in the way1 for the love of our ,lord3 which was all contrary to her disposition in the years of her youth and prosperity1 for then she abhorred them most4 ,our ,lord said3 ,daughter1 thou hast desired in thy mind to have many priests in the town of ,lynn1 that might sing and read night and day for to serve ,me1 worship ,me1 and praise ,me1 and thank ,me for the goodness that ,i have done to thee in earth2 and therefore1 daughter1 ,i promise thee that thou shalt have meed and reward in heaven for the good wills and good desires1 as if thou haddest done them in deed4 ,daughter1 thou shalt have as great meed and as great reward with ,me in heaven1 for thy good service and thy good deeds that thou hast done in thy mind1 as if thou haddest done the same with thy bodily wits withoutforth4#adh ,and1 daughter1 ,i thank thee for the charity that thou hast to all lecherous men and women2 for thou prayest for them and weepest for them many a tear1 desiring that ,i should deliver them out of sin1 and be as gracious to them as ,i was to ,mary ,magdalene1 that they might have as much grace to love ,me as ,mary ,magdalene had2 and with this condition thou wouldest that everich#adi of them should have twenty pounds a year to love and praise ,me2 and1 daughter1 this great charity which thou hast to them in thy prayer pleaseth ,me right well4 ,and1 daughter1 also ,i thank thee for the charity which thou hast in thy prayer1 when thou prayest for all ,jews and ,saracens1 and all heathen people that they should come to ,christian faith1 that ,my name might be magnified in them4 ,furthermore1 daughter1 ,i thank thee for the general charity that thou hast to all people that be now in this world1 and to all those that are to come unto the world's end2 that thou wouldest be hacked as small as flesh to the pot for their love1 so that ,i would by thy death save them all from damnation1 if it pleased ,me4 ,and1 therefore1 daughter1 for all these good wills and desires1 thou shalt have full meed and reward in heaven1 believe it right well and doubt never a deal4 ,she said3 ,good ,lord1 ,i would be laid naked upon an hurdle for ,thy love1 all men to wonder on me and to cast filth and dirt on me1 and be drawen from town to town every day my life time1 if ,thou were pleased thereby1 and no man's soul hindered4 ,thy will be fulfilled and not mine4 ,daughter1 ,he said1 as oftentimes as thou sayest or thinkest3 ,worshipped be all the holy places in ,jerusalem1 where ,christ suffered bitter pain and passion in3 thou shalt have the same pardon as if thou were there with thy bodily presence1 both to thyself and to all those that thou wilt give to4#aej ,the same pardon that was granted thee aforetime1 it was confirmed on ,saint ,nicholas day1 that is to say1 playne#aea remission2 and it is not only granted to thee1 but also to all those that believe1 and to all those that shall believe unto the world's end1 that ,god loveth thee1 and shall thank ,god for thee4 ,if they will forsake their sin1 and be in full will no more to turn again thereto1 but be sorry and heavy for that they have done1 and will do due penance therefore1 they shall have the same pardon that is granted to thyself2 and that is all the pardon that is in ,jerusalem1#aeb as was granted thee when thou were at ,rafnys4#aec ,that day that she suffered no tribulation for our ,lord's sake1 she was not merry nor glad1 as that day when she suffered tribulation4 ,our ,lord ,jesus said unto her3 ,patience is more worth than miracles doing4 ,daughter1 it is more pleasure to ,me that thou suffer despites1 scorns1 shames1 reproofs1 wrongs1 and diseases1 than if thine head were stricken off three times a day every day in seven year4 ,lord1 she said1 for ,thy great pain have mercy on my little pain4 ,when she was in great trouble1 our ,lord said3 ,daughter1 ,i must needs comfort thee1 for now thou hast the right way to heaven4 ,by this way came ,i and all ,my disciples2 for now thou shalt know the better what sorrow and shame ,i suffered for thy love1 and thou shalt have the more compassion when thou thinkest on ,my passion4 ,o my dear worthy ,lord1 said she1 these graces ,thou shouldest shew to religious men and to priests4 ,our ,lord said to her again3 ,nay1 nay1 daughter1 for that ,i love best that they love not1 and that is shames1 reproofs1 scorns1 and despites of the people2 and therefore they shall not have this grace2 for1 daughter1 he that dreadeth the shames of this world may not perfectly love ,god4 ,here endeth a short treatise of a devout ancress called ,margery ,kempe of ,lynn ,,iv4 ,,here ,,followeth ,a ,,devout ,,treatise ,,compiled ,,by ,,master ,,walter ,,hylton ,,of ,,the ,,song ,,of ,,angels ,,dear brother in ,christ1 ,i have understanding by thine own speech1 and also by telling of another man1 that thou yearnest and desirest greatly for to have more knowledge and understanding than thou hast of angel's song and heavenly sound2 what it is1 and on what wise it is perceived and felt in a man's soul1 and how a man may be siker that it is true and not feigned2 and how it is made by the presence of the good angel1 and not by the inputting of the evil angel4 ,these things thou wouldest wete of me2 but1 soothly1 ,i cannot tell thee for a surety the soothfastness of this matter2 nevertheless somewhat1 as me thinketh1 ,i shall shew thee in a short word4 ,wete thou well that the end and the sovereignty of perfection standeth in very onehead#aed of ,god and of a man's soul by perfect charity4 ,this onehead1 then1 is verily made when the mights of the soul are reformed by grace to the dignity and the state of the first condition2 that is1 when the mind is stabled sadly1#aee without changing and vagation1#aef in ,god and ghostly things1 and when the reason is cleared from all worldly and fleshly beholdings1 and from all bodily imaginations1 figures1 and fantasies of creatures1 and is illumined by grace to behold ,god and ghostly things1 and when the will and the affection is purified and cleansed from all fleshly1 kindly1 and worldly love1 and is inflamed with brenning love of the ,holy ,ghost4 ,this wonderful onehead may not be fulfilled#aeg perfectly1 continually1 and wholly in this life1 for the corruption of the flesh1 but only in the bliss of heaven4 ,nevertheless1 the nearer that a soul in this present life may come to this onehead1 the more perfect it is4 ,for the more that it is reformed by grace to the image and the likeness of its ,creator here on this wise2 the more joy and bliss shall it have in heaven4 ,our ,lord ,god is an endless being without changing1 almighty without failing1 sovereign wisdom1 light1 soothness without error or darkness2 sovereign goodness1 love1 peace1 and sweetness4 ,then the more that a soul is united1 fastened1 conformed1 and joined to our ,lord1 the more stable and mighty it is1 the more wise and clear1 good and peaceable1 loving and more virtuous it is1 and so it is more perfect4 ,for a soul that hath by the grace of ,jesu1 and long travail of bodily and ghostly exercise1 overcome and destroyed concupiscences1 and passions1 and unskilful stirrings#aeh within itself1 and without in the sensuality1 and is clothed all in virtues1 as in meekness and mildness1 in patience and softness1 in ghostly strength and righteousness1 in continence1 in wisdom1 in truth1 hope and charity2 then it is made perfect1 as it may be in this life4 ,much comfort it receiveth of our ,lord1 not only inwardly in its own privy substance1#aei by virtue of the onehead to our ,lord that lieth in knowing and loving of ,god1 in light and ghostly brenning of ,him1 in transforming of the soul in to the ,godhead2 but also many other comforts1 savours1 sweetnesses1 and wonderful feelings on sere#afj or sundry manners1 after that our ,lord vouchethsafe to visit ,his creatures here in earth1 and after that the soul profiteth and waxeth in charity4 ,some soul1 by virtue of charity that ,god giveth it1 is so cleansed1 that all creatures1 and all that he heareth1 or seeth1 or feeleth by any of his wits1 turneth him to comfort and gladness2 and the sensuality receiveth new savour and sweetness in all creatures4#afa ,and right as beforetime the likings in the sensuality were fleshly1 vain1 and vicious1 for the pain of the original sin2 right so now they are made ghostly and clean1 without bitterness and biting of conscience4 ,and this is the goodness of our ,lord1 that sith the soul is punished in the sensuality1 and the flesh is partner of the pain1 that afterward the soul be comforted in the sensuality1 and the flesh be fellow of joy and comfort with the soul1 not fleshly1 but ghostly1 as he was fellow in tribulation and pain4 ,this is the freedom and the lordship1 the dignity1 and the worship that a man#afb hath over all creatures1 the which dignity he may so recover by grace here1 that every creature savour to him as it is4 ,and that is1 when by grace he seeth1 he heareth1 he feeleth only ,god in all creatures4 ,on this manner of wise a soul is made ghostly in the sensuality by abundance of charity1 that is1 in the substance of the soul4 ,also1 our ,lord comforteth a soul by angel's song4 ,what that song is1 it may not be described by no bodily likeness1 for it is ghostly1 and above all manner of imagination and reason4 ,it may be felt and perceived in a soul1 but it may not be shewed4 ,nevertheless1 ,i shall speak thereof to thee as me thinketh4 ,when a soul is purified by the love of ,god1 illumined by wisdom1 stabled by the might of ,god1 then is the eye of the soul opened to behold ghostly things1 as virtues and angels and holy souls1 and heavenly things4#afc ,then is the soul able because of cleanness to feel the touching1 the speaking of good angels4 ,this touching and speaking1 it is ghostly and not bodily4#afd ,for when the soul is lifted and ravished out of the sensuality1 and out of mind of any earthly things1 then in great fervour of love and light 7if our ,lord vouchsafe7 the soul may hear and feel heavenly sound1 made by the presence of angels in loving of ,god4 ,not that this song of angels is the sovereign joy of the soul2 but for the difference that is between a man's soul in flesh and an angel1 because of uncleanness1 a soul may not hear it1 but by ravishing in love1 and needeth for to be purified well clean1 and fulfilled of much charity1 or#afe it were able for to hear heavenly sound4 ,for the sovereign and the essential joy is in the love of ,god by ,himself and for ,himself1 and the secondary is in communing and beholding of angels and ghostly creatures4 ,for right as a soul1 in understanding of ghostly things1 is often times touched and moved through bodily imagination by working of angels2 as ,ezekiel the prophet did see in bodily imagination the soothfastness of ,god's privities2#aff right so1 in the love of ,god1 a soul by the presence of angels is ravished out of mind of all earthly and fleshly things in to an heavenly joy1 to hear angel's song and heavenly sound1 after that the charity is more or less4#afg ,now1 then1 me thinketh that there may no soul feel verily angel's song nor heavenly sound1 but he be in perfect charity2 though all that are in perfect charity have not felt it1 but only that soul that is so purified in the fire of love that all earthly savour is brent out of it1 and all mean letting#afh between the soul and the cleanness of angels is broken and put away from it4 ,then soothly may he sing a new song1 and soothly he may hear a blessed heavenly sound1 and angel's song without deceit or feigning4 ,our ,lord woteth there that soul is that1 for abundance of brenning love1 is worthy to hear angel's song4 ,who so then will hear angel's song1 and not be deceived by feigning of himself1 nor by imagination1 nor by the illusion of the enemy1 him behoveth for to have perfect charity2 and that is when all vain love and dread1 vain joy and sorrow1 is cast out of the heart1 so that it love nothing but ,god1 nor dread nothing but ,god1 nor joyeth1 nor sorroweth nothing but in ,god1 or for ,god4 ,who so might by the grace of ,god go this way1 he should not err4 ,nevertheless1 some men are deceived by their own imagination1 or by the illusion of the enemy in this manner4#afi ,some man1 when he hath long travailed bodily and ghostily in destroying of sins and getting of virtues1 and peradventure hath gotten by grace a somedeal#agj rest1 and a clarity in conscience1 anon he leaveth prayers1 readings of holy scriptures1 and meditations of the passion of ,christ1 and the mind of his wretchedness2 and1 or#aga he be called of ,god1 he gathereth his own visits by violence to seek and to behold heavenly things1 or his eye be made ghostly by grace1 and overtravaileth by imaginations his wits1 and by indiscreet travailing turneth the brains in his head1 and forbreaketh#agb the mights and the wits of the soul and of the body4 ,and then1 for feebleness of the brain1 him thinketh that he heareth wonderful sounds and songs2 and that is nothing else but a fantasy1 caused of troubling of the brain2 as a man that is in a frenzy him thinketh that he heareth and seeth that none other man doth2 and all is but vanity and fantasies of the head1 or else it is by working of the wicked enemy that feigneth such sounds in his hearing4 ,for if a man have any presumption in his fantasies and in his workings1 and thereby falleth in to indiscreet imagination1 as it were in a frenzy1 and is not ordered nor ruled of grace1 nor comforted by ghostly strength1 the devil entereth in1 and by his false illuminations1 and by his false sounds1 and by his false sweetnesses1 he deceiveth a man's soul4 ,and of this false ground springeth errors1 and heresies1 false prophecies1 presumptions1 and false reasonings1 blasphemings1 and slanderings1 and many other mischiefs4 ,and1 therefore1 if thou see any man ghostly occupied fall in any of these sins and these deceits1 or in frenzies1 wete thou well that he never heard nor felt angel's song nor heavenly sound4 ,for1 soothly1 he that heareth verily angel's song1 he is made so wise that he shall never err by fantasy1 nor by indiscretion1 nor by no slight#agc of working of the devil4 ,also1 some men feel in their hearts as it were a ghostly sound1 and sweet songs in divers manners2 and this is commonly good1 and sometime it may turn to deceit4 ,this sound is felt on this wise4 ,some man setteth the thought of his heart only in the name of ,jesu1 and steadfastly holdeth it thereto1 and in short time him thinketh that that name turneth him to great comfort and sweetness1 and him thinketh that the name soundeth in his heart delectably1 as it were a song2 and the virtue of this liking is so mighty1 that it draweth in all the wits of the soul thereto4 ,who so may feel this sound and this sweetness verily in his heart1 wete thou well that it is of ,god1#agd and1 as long as he is meek1 he shall not be deceived4 ,but this is not angel's song2 but it is a song of the soul by virtue of the name and by touching of the good angel4#age ,for when a soul offereth him to ,jesu truly and meekly1 putting all his trust and his desire in ,him1 and busily keepeth ,him in his mind1 our ,lord ,jesu1 when ,he will1 pureth#agf the affection of the soul1 and filleth it1 and feedeth it with sweetness of ,himself1 and maketh ,his name in the feeling of the soul#agg as honey1 and as song1 and as any thing that is delectable2 so that it liketh the soul evermore for to cry ,jesu1 ,jesu4 ,and not only he hath comfort in this1 but also in psalms and hymns1 and anthems of holy ,church1 that the heart singeth them sweetly1 devoutly1 and freely1 without any travail of the soul1 or bitterness in the same time1#agh and notes that holy ,church useth4 ,this is good1 and of the gift of ,god1 for the substance of this feeling lies in the love of ,jesu1 which is fed and lightened#agi by such manner of songs4 ,nevertheless1 in this manner of feeling1 a soul may be deceived by vain glory2 not in that time that the affection singeth to ,jesu1 and loveth ,jesu in sweetness of ,him1 but afterward1 when it ceaseth and the heart keeleth#ahj of the love of ,jesu1 then entereth in vain glory4 ,also some man is deceived on this wise3 he heareth well say that it is good to have ,jesu in his mind1 or any other good word of ,god2 then he straineth his heart mightily to that name1 and by a custom he hath it nearhand alway in his mind2 and1 nevertheless1 he feeleth not thereby in his affection sweetness1 nor light of knowing in his reason1 but only a naked mind of ,god1#aha or of ,jesu1 or of ,mary1 or of any other good word4 ,here may be deceit1 not for it is evil for to have ,jesu in mind on this wish but if he this feeling and this mind1 that is only his own working by custom1 hold it a special visitation of our ,lord1#ahb and think it more than it is4 ,for wete thou well that a naked mind or a naked imagination of ,jesu1 or of any ghostly thing1 without sweetness of love in the affection1 or without light of knowing in reason1 it is but a blindness1 and a way to deceit1 if a man hold it in his own sight more than it is4 ,therefore ,i hold it siker#ahc that he be meek in his own feeling1 and hold this mind in regard nought1 till he may1 by custom and using of this mind1 feel the fire of love in his affection1 and the light of knowing in his reason4 ,lo1 ,i have told thee in this matter a little1 as me thinketh2 not affirming that this sufficeth1 nor that this is the soothfastness in this matter4 ,but if thou think it otherwise1 or else any other man savour by grace the contrary hereto1 ,i leave this saying1 and give stead to him2 it sufficeth to me for to live in truth#ahd principally1 and not in feeling4 ,,explicit ,v4 ,,here ,,after ,,followeth ,a ,,devout ,,treatise ,,called ,,the ,,epistle ,,of ,,prayer ,,ghostly friend in ,god1 as touching thine asking of me1 how thou shalt rule thine heart in the time of thy prayer1 ,i answer unto thee thus feebly as ,i can4 ,and ,i say that me thinketh that it should be full speedful unto thee at the first beginning of thy prayer1 what prayer so ever it be1 long or short1 for to make it full known unto thine heart1 without any feigning1 that thou shalt die at the end of thy prayer4#ahe ,and wete thou well that this is no feigned thought that ,i tell thee1 and see why2 for truly there is no man living in this life that dare take upon him to say the contrary3 that is to say1 that thou shalt live longer than thy prayer is in doing4 ,and1 therefore1 thou mayst think it safely1 and ,i counsel thee to do it4 ,for1 if thou do it1 thou shalt see that1 what for the general sight that thou hast of thy wretchedness1 and this special sight of the shortness of time of amendment1 it shall bring in to thine heart a very working of dread4 ,and this working shalt thou feel#ahf verily folden in thine heart1 but if it so be 7the which ,god forbid7 that thou flatter and fage#ahg thy false fleshly blind heart with leasings#ahh and feigned behightings1 that thou shalt longer live4#ahi ,for though it may be sooth in thee in deed that thou shalt live longer1 yet it is ever in thee a false leasing for to think it before1 and for to behight#aij it to thine heart4 ,for why1 the soothfastness of this thing is only in ,god1 and in thee is but a blind abiding of ,his will1 without certainty of one moment1 the which is as little or less than a twinkling of an eye4 ,and1 therefore1 if thou wilt pray wisely as the prophet biddeth when he saith in the psalm3 ,psallite sapienter2#aia look that thou get thee in the beginning this very working of dread4 ,for1 as the same prophet saith in another psalm3 ,initium sapientiae timor ,domini2#aib that is3 ,the beginning of wisdom is the dread of our ,lord ,god4 ,but for that there is no full sikerness standing#aic upon dread only1 for fear of sinking in to over much heaviness1 therefore shalt thou knit to thy first thought this other thought that followeth4 ,thou shalt think steadfastly that if thou may1 through the grace of ,god1 distinctly pronounce the words of that prayer1 and win to the end thereof1 or if thou die before thou come to the end1 so that thou do that in thee is1 that then it shall be accepted of thee unto ,god1 as a full aseeth#aid of all thy recklessness from the beginning of thy life unto that moment4 ,i mean thus3 standing that thou hast before time1 after thy conning and thy conscience1 lawfully amended thee after the common ordinance of holy ,church in confession2 this short prayer1 so little as it is1 shall be accepted of thee unto ,god for thy full salvation1 if thou then didst die1 and to the great increase of thy perfection1 if thou didst live longer4 ,this is the goodness of ,god1 the which1 as the prophet saith1 forsaketh none that truly trusteth in ,him with will of amendment2#aie and sith that all amendment standeth in two--that is1 in leaving of evil and doing of good--means to get these two are none readier than the ghostly working of these two thoughts touched before4 ,for what reaveth from a soul#aif more readily the affection of sinning1 than doth a true working of dread of death8 ,and what moveth a soul#aig more fervently to working of good1 than doth a certain hope in the mercy and the goodness of ,god1 the which is brought in by this second thought8 ,for why1 the ghostly feeling of this second thought1 when it is thus truly joined to the first1 shall be to thee a sure staff of hope to hold thee by in all thy good doings4 ,and by this staff thou mayst sikerly climb in to the high mount of perfection1 that is to say1 to the perfect love of ,god2 though all this beginning be imperfect1 as thou shalt hear after4 ,for1 what for the general sight that thou hast of the mercy and of the goodness of ,god1 and this special experience that thou feelest of ,his mercy and ,his goodness in this acceptation of this little short service for so long recklessness1 as it were in a full aseeth of so much recklessness 7as it is said before71 it may not be but that thou shalt feel a great stirring of love unto ,him that is so good and so merciful unto thee--as the steps of thy staff1 hope1 plainly sheweth unto thee in the time of thy prayer1 if thou do it duly as ,i have told thee before4#aih ,the ghostly experience of the proof of this working standeth all in a reverent affection that a man hath to ,god in the time of his prayer1 caused of this dread in the ground of this work1 and of this stirring of love1 the which is brought in by the ghostly steps of this staff hope1 touched before4 ,for why1 reverence is nought else but dread and love medled together with a staff of certain hope1 ,me thinketh that the proof of this working is devotion2 for devotion is nought else1 as saint ,thomas the doctor saith1 but a readiness of man's will to do those things that longeth to the service of ,god4#aii ,each man prove in himself1 for he that doth ,god's service in this manner1 he feeleth how ready that his will is thereto4 ,me thinketh that saint ,bernard accordeth to this working1 where he saith that all things should be done swiftly and gladly4 ,and see why3 swiftly for dread1 and gladly for hope1 and lovely trust in ,his mercy4 ,and what more8 ,sikerly1 ,i had lever have his meed that lasteth in such doing1 though all he never did bodily penance in this life1 but only that that is enjoined to him of holy ,church1 than of all the penance-doers that have been in this life from the beginning of the world unto this day without this manner of doing4 ,i say not that the naked thinking of these two thoughts is so meedful2 but that reverent affection1 to the which bringing in these two thoughts are sovereign means on man's party1 that is it that is so meedful as ,i say4#bjj ,and this is only it by itself1 without any other manner of doing 7as is fasting1 waking1 sharp wearing1 and all these other71 the which only by itself pleaseth almighty ,god1 and deserveth to have meed of ,him4 ,and it were impossible any soul to have meed of ,god without this1 and all after the quantity of this shall stand the quantity of meed2 for whoso hath much of this1 much meed shall he have1 and whoso hath less of this1 less meed shall he have4 ,and all these other things1 as is fasting1 waking1 sharp wearing1 and all these other1 they are needful#bja in as much as they are helply to get this1 so that without this they are nought4 ,and this without them is sometime sufficient at the full by itself1 and it is often times full worthily had and come to of full many without any of the others4 ,all this ,i say for that ,i would by this knowing that thou charged and commended each thing after that it is3 the more1 the more1 and the less1 the less2 for oft times unknowing is cause of much error4 ,and oft times unknowing maketh men to charge more and commend more bodily exercise 7as is fasting1 waking1 sharp wearing1 and all these others7 than they do ghostly exercise in virtues or in this reverent affection touched before4 ,and1 therefore1 in more declaration of the meed and the worthiness of this reverent affection1 ,i shall say a little more than ,i yet have said1 so that1 by such declaring1 thou mayst be better learned in this working than thou yet art4 ,all this manner of working beforesaid of this reverent affection1 when it is brought in by these two thoughts of dread and of hope coming before1 may well be likened to a tree that were full of fruit2 of the which tree1 dread is that party that is within in the earth1 that is1 the root4 ,and hope is that party that is above the earth1 that is1 the body#bjb with the boughs4 ,in that that hope is certain and stable1 it is the body2 in that it stirreth men to works of love1 it is the boughs2 but this reverent affection is evermore the fruit1 and then1 evermore as long as the fruit is fastened to the tree1#bjc it hath in party a green smell of the tree2 but when it hath been a certain time departed from the tree and is full ripe1 then it hath lost all the taste of the tree1 and is king's meat that was before but knave's meat4#bjd ,in this time it is that this reverent affection is so meedful as ,i said4 ,and1 therefore1 shape thee for to depart this fruit from the tree1 and for to offer it up by itself to the high ,king of heaven2 and then shalt thou be cleped ,god's own child1 loving ,him with a chaste love for ,himself1 and not for ,his goods4#bje ,i mean thus3 though all that the innumerable good deeds1 the which almighty ,god of ,his gracious goodness hath shewed to each soul in this life1 be sufficient causes at the full and more1 to each soul to love ,him for1 with all his mind1 with all his wit1 and with all his will2 yet if it might be1 that may no wise be1 that a soul were as mighty1 as worthy1 and as witty as all the saints and angels that are in heaven gathered in one1 and had never taken this worthiness of ,god1#bjf or to whom that ,god had never shewed kindness in this life2 yet this soul1 seeing the loveliness of ,god in ,himself1 and the abundance thereof1 should be ravished over his might for to love ,god1 till the heart brast2 so lovely and so liking1 so good and so glorious ,he is in ,himself4 ,o how wonderful a thing and how high a thing is the love of ,god for to speak of1 of the which no man may speak perfectly to the understanding of the least party thereof1 but by impossible ensamples1 and passing the understanding of man6 ,and thus it is that ,i mean when ,i say loving ,him with a chaste love for ,himself1 and not for ,his goods2#bjg not as if ,i said 7though all ,i well said7 much for ,his goods1 but without comparison more for ,himself4 ,for1 if ,i shall more highly speak in declaring of my meaning of the perfection and of the meed of this reverent affection1 ,i say that a soul touched in affection by the sensible presence of ,gods as ,he is in ,himself1 and in a perfect soul illumined in the reason1 by the clear beam of everlasting light1 the which is ,god1 for to see and for to feel the loveliness#bjh of ,god in ,himself1 hath for that time and for that moment lost all the mind of any good deed or of any kindness that ever ,god did to him in this life--so that cause for to love ,god for feeleth he or seeth he none in that time1 other than is ,god ,himself4 ,so that though all it may be said in speaking of the common perfection1 that the great goodness and the great kindness that ,god hath shewed to us in this life are high and worthy causes for to love ,god for2 yet having beholding to the point and the prick of perfection 7to the which ,i purpose to draw thee in my meaning1 and in the manner of this writing71 a perfect lover of ,god1 for dread of letting#bji of his perfection1 seeketh now1 that is to say1 in the point of perfection1 none other cause for to love ,god for1 but ,god ,himself2 so that by this meaning ,i say1 that chaste love is to love ,god for ,himself and not for ,his goods4 ,and therefore1 following the rule of mine ensample1 shape thee to depart the fruit from the tree1 and for to offer it up by itself unto the ,king of heaven1 that thy love be chaste2 for evermore as long as thou offrest ,him this fruit green and hanging on the tree1 thou mayst well be likened to a woman that is not chaste1 for she loveth a man more for his goods than for himself4 ,and see why that ,i liken thee thus2 for it seemeth that dread of thy death and shortness of time1 with hope of forgiveness of all thy recklessness1 maketh thee to be in ,god's service so reverent as thou art4 ,and if it so be1 soothly then hath thy fruit a green smell of the tree2 and though all it pleaseth ,god in party1 nevertheless1 yet it pleaseth ,him not perfectly1 and that is for thy love is not yet chaste4 ,chaste love is that when thou askest of ,god neither releasing of pain1 nor increasing of meed1 nor yet sweetness in ,his love in this life2 but if it be any certain time that thou covetest sweetness as for a refreshing of thy ghostly mights1 that they fail not in the way2 but thou askest of ,god nought but ,himself1 and neither thou reckest nor lookest after whether thou shalt be in pain or in bliss1 so that thou have ,him that thou lovest--this is chaste love1 this is perfect love4#baj ,and therefore shape thee for to depart the fruit from the tree2 that is to say1 this reverent affection from the thoughts of dread and of hope coming before2 so that thou mayst offer it ripe and chaste unto ,god by itself1 not caused of any thing beneath ,him1 or medled with ,him#baa 7yea1 though all it be the chief71#bab but only of ,him1 by ,himself2 and then it is so meedful as ,i say that it is4 ,for it is plainly known without any doubt unto all those that are expert in the science of divinity and of ,god's love1 that as often as a man's affection is stirred unto ,god without mean 7that is1 without messenger of any thought in special causing that stirring71 as oft it deserveth everlasting life4 ,and for that that a soul that is thus disposed 7that is to say1 that offreth the fruit ripe1 and departed from the tree7 may innumerable times in one hour be raised in to ,god suddenly without mean1 therefore more than ,i can say it deserveth1 through the grace of ,god1 the which is the chief worker1 to be raised in to joy4 ,and therefore shape thee for to offer the fruit ripe and departed from the tree4 ,nevertheless1 the fruit upon the tree1 continually offered as man's frailty will suffer1 deserveth salvation2 but the fruit ripe and departed from the tree1 suddenly offered unto ,god without mean1 that is perfection4 ,and here mayst thou see that the tree is good1 though all that ,i bid thee depart the fruit therefrom1 for more perfection2 and therefore ,i set it in thy garden2 for ,i would that thou should gather the fruit thereof1 and keep it to thy ,lord4 ,and for that that ,i would that thou knew what manner of working it is that knitteth man's soul to ,god1 and that maketh it one with ,him in love and accordance of will1#bac after the word of saint ,paul saying thus3 ,qui adhaeret ,duo unus spiritus est cum illo2#bad that is to say3 ,who so draweth near to ,god1 as it is by such a reverent affection touched before1 he is one spirit with ,god4 ,that is1 though all that ,god and he be two and sere#bae in kind1 nevertheless yet in grace they are so knit together that they are but one in spirit2#baf and all this is for onehead of love and accordance of will2 and in this onehead is the marriage made between ,god and the soul1 the which shall never be broken1 though all that the heat and the fervour of this work cease for a time1 but by a deadly sin4 ,in the ghostly feeling of this onehead may a loving soul both say and sing 7if it list7 this holy word that is written in the book of songs in the ,bible3 ,dilectus meus mihi et ego illi2#bag that is3 ,my loved unto me and ,i unto ,him2 understanden that ,god shall be knitted with the ghostly glue of grace on ,his party1 and the lovely consent in gladness of spirit on thy party4 ,and therefore climb up by this tree1 as ,i said in the beginning2 and when thou comest to the fruit 7that is1 to the reverent affection1 the which ever will be in thee if thou think heartily the other two thoughts before1 and fage#bah not thyself with no lie1 as ,i said71 then shalt thou take good keep#bai of that working that is made in thy soul that time1 and shape thee1 in as much as thou mayst through grace1 for to meek thee under the height of thy ,god1 so that thou mayst use thee in that working other times by itself1 without any climbing thereto by any thought4 ,and1 sikerly1 this is it the which is so meedful as ,i said1 and ever the longer that it is kept from the tree 7that is to say1 from any thought71 and ever the ofter that it is done suddenly1 lustily1 and likingly1 without mean1 the sweeter it smelleth1 and the better it pleaseth the high ,king of heaven4 ,and ever when thou feelest sweetness and comfort in thy doing1 then ,he breaketh this fruit and giveth thee part of thine own present4 ,and that that thou feelest is so hard1 and so straitly stressing thine heart without comfort in the first beginning1 that bemeaneth#bbj that the greenness of the fruit hanging on the tree1 or else newly pulled1 setteth thy teeth on edge4 ,nevertheless yet it is speedful to thee4 ,for it is no reason that thou eat the sweet kernel1 but if thou crack first the hard shell and bite of the bitter bark4 ,nevertheless1 if it so be that thy teeth be weak 7that is to say1 thy ghostly mights71 then it is my counsel that thou seek slights1 for better is list than lither strength4#bba ,another skill there is why that ,i set this tree in thy garden1 for to climb up thereby4 ,for though all it be so that ,god may do what ,he will1 yet1 to mine understanding1 it is impossible any man to attain to the perfection of this working without these two means1 or else other two that are according to them coming before4 ,and yet is the perfection of this work sudden1 without any mean4 ,and1 therefore1 ,i rede#bbb thee that these be thine1 not thine in propriety1 for that is nought but sin1#bbc but thine given graciously of ,god1 and sent by me as a messenger though ,i be unworthy2 for wete thou right well that every thought that stirreth thee to the good1#bbd whether it come from within by thine angel messenger1 or from without by any man messenger1 it is but an instrument of grace given1 sent and chosen of ,god ,himself for to work within in thy soul4 ,and this is the skill why that ,i counsel thee to take these two thoughts before all others4 ,for as man is a mingled thing of two substances1 a bodily and a ghostly1 so it needeth for to have two sere#bbe means to come by to perfection2#bbf sith it so is that both these substances shall be oned in undeadliness at the uprising in the last day2 so that either substance be raised to perfection in this life1 by a mean accordant thereto4 ,and that is dread to bodily substance1 and hope to the ghostly4 ,and thus it is full seemly and according to be1 as me thinketh2 for as there is nothing that so soon will ravish the body from all affection of earthly things1 as will a sensible dread of the death2 so there is nothing that so soon nor so fervently will raise the affection of a sinner's soul1 unto the love of ,god1 as will a certain hope of forgiveness of all his recklessness4 ,and therefore have ,i ordained thy climbing by these two thoughts2 but if it so be that thy good angel teach thee within thy ghostly conceit1 or any other man1 any other two that are more according to thy disposition than thee thinketh these two be1 thou mayst take them1 and leave these safely without any blame4 ,nevertheless to my conceit 7till ,i wete more7 me thinketh that these should be full helply unto thee1 and not much unaccording to thy disposition1 after that ,i feel in thee4 ,and therefore1 if thou think that they do thee good1 then thank ,god heartily1 and for ,god's love pray for me4 ,do then so1 for ,i am a wretch1 and thou wotest not how it standeth with me4 ,no more at this time1 but ,god's blessing have thou and mine4 ,read often1 and forget it not2 set thee sharply to the proof2 and flee all letting and occasion of letting1 in the name of our ,lord ,jesu ,christ4 ,,amen4 ,,finis ,,vi4 ,,here ,,followeth ,,also ,a ,,very ,,necessary ,,epistle ,,of ,,discretion ,,in ,,stirrings ,,of ,,the ,,soul ,,ghostly friend in ,god1 that same grace and joy that ,i will to myself1 will ,i to thee at ,god's will4 ,thou askest me counsel of silence and of speaking1 of common dieting and of singular fasting1 of dwelling in company and only woning#bbg by thyself4 ,and thou sayest thou art in great were#bbh what thou shalt do2 for1 as thou sayest1 on the one party thou art greatly tarried with speaking1 with common eating1 as other folk do1 and with common woning in company4 ,and1 on the other party1 thou dreadest to be straitly still1#bbi singular in fasting1 and only in woning1 for deeming of more holiness in thee than thou hast1#bcj and for many other perils2 for oft times now these days they are deemed for most holy1 and fall in to many perils1 that most are in silence1 in singular fasting1 and in only woning4 ,and sooth it is that they are most holy1 if grace only be the cause of that silence1 of that singular fasting1 and of that only woning1 the kind#bca but suffering and only consenting2 and if it be otherwise1 then that is but peril on all sides1 for it is full perilous to strain the kind to any such work of devotion1 as is silence or speaking1 common dieting or singular fasting1 woning in company or in onliness4#bcb ,i mean1 passing the course and the common custom of kind and degree1 but if it be led thereto by grace2 and1 namely1 to such works the which in themself are indifferent1 that is to say1 now good1 and now evil1 now with thee1 now against thee1 now helping1 and now letting4 ,for it might befall that1 if thou followed thy singular stirring1 straitly straining thee to silence1 to singular fasting1 or to only woning1 that thou shouldest oft times be still when time were to speak1 oft times fast when time were to eat1 oft times be only when time were to be in company4 ,or if thou give thee to speaking always when thee list1 to common eating1 or to companious woning1#bcc then peradventure thou shouldest sometime speak when time#bcd were to be still1 sometime eat when time were to fast1 sometime be in company when time were to be only2 and thus mightest thou lightly fall in to error1 in great confusion1 not only of thine own soul but also of others4 ,and1 therefore1 in eschewing of such errors1 thou askest of me 7as ,i have perceived by thy letters7 two things3 the first is my conceit of thee1 and thy stirring2 and the other is my counsel in this case1 and in all such others when they come4 ,as to the first1 ,i answer and ,i say that ,i dread full much in this matter and such others to put forth my rude conceit1 such as it is1 for two skills4#bce ,and one is this3 ,i dare not lean to my conceit1 affirming it for fast and true4 ,the other is thine inward disposition1 and thine ableness that thou hast unto all these things that thou speakest of in thy letter1 which be not yet so fully known unto me1 as it were speedful that they were1 if ,i should give full counsel in this case4 ,for it is said of the ,apostle3 ,nemo novit quae sunt hominis1 nisi spiritus hominis qui in ipso est2 ,no man knoweth which are the privy dispositions of man1 but the spirit of the same man1 the which is in himself2#bcf and1 peradventure1 thou knowest not yet thine own inward disposition thyself1 so fully as thou shalt do hereafter1 when ,god will let thee feel it by the proof1 among many failings and risings4 ,for ,i knew never yet no sinner that might come to the perfect knowing of himself and of his inward disposition1 but if he were learned of it before in the school of ,god1 by experience of many temptations1 and by many failings and risings2 for right as among the waves and the floods and the storms of the sea1 on the one party1 and the peaceable wind and the calms and the soft weathers of the air on the other party1 the sely#bcg ship at the last attains to the land and the haven2 right so1 among the diversity of temptations and tribulations that falleth to a soul in this ebbing and flowing life 7the which are ensampled by the storms and the floods of the sea7 on the one party1 and among the grace and the goodness of the ,holy ,ghost1 the manyfold visitation1 sweetness and comfort of spirit 7the which are ensampled by the peaceable wind and the soft weathers of the air7 on the other party1 the sely soul1 at the likeness of a ship1 attaineth at the last to the land of stableness1 and to the haven of health2 the which is the clear and the soothfast knowing of himself1 and of all his inward dispositions1 through the which knowing he sitteth quietly in himself1 as a king crowned in his royalme1 mightily1 wisely1 and goodly governing himself and all his thoughts and stirrings1 both in body and in soul4 ,of such a man it is that the wise man saith thus3 ,beatus vir qui suffert tentationem1 quoniam cum probatus fuerit1 accipiet coronam vitae1 quam repromisit ,deus diligentibus se3 ,he is a blissful man that sufferingly beareth temptation2 for1 from he have been proved1 he shall take the crown of life1 the which ,god hath hight to all those that love ,him4#bch ,the crown of life may be said on two manners4 ,one for ghostly wisdom1 for full discretion1 and for perfection of virtue3 these three knitted together may be cleped#bci a crown of life1 the which by grace may be come to here in this life4 ,on another manner the crown of life may be said1 that it is the endless joy that each true soul shall have1 after this life1 in the bliss of heaven1 and1 sikerly1 neither of these two crowns may a man take1 but if he before have been well proved in suffering of noye#bdj and of temptation1 as this text saith3 ,quoniam cum probatus fuerit1 accipiet coronam vitae2 that is3 ,from that he have been proved1 then shall he take the crown of life2#bda as who saith 7according to mine understanding touched before73 ,but if a sinner have been proved before in divers temptations1 now rising1 now falling1 falling by frailty1 rising by grace1 he shall never else take of ,god in this life ghostly wisdom in clear knowing of himself and of his inward dispositions1 nor full discretion in counselling and teaching of others1 nor yet the third1 the which is the perfection of virtue in loving of his ,god and of his brethren4 ,all these three--wisdom1 discretion1 and perfection of virtue-are but one1 and they may be cleped the crown of life4 ,in a crown are three things3 gold is the first2 precious stones are the second2 and the turrets of the flower-de-luce1 raised up above the head1 those are the third4 ,by gold1 wisdom2 by the precious stones1 discretion2 and by the turrets of the flower-de-luce ,i understand the perfection of virtue4 ,gold environeth the head1 and by wisdom we govern our ghostly work on every side2 precious stones giveth light in beholding of men1 and by discretion we teach and counsel our brethren2 the turrets of the flower-de-luce giveth two side branches spreading one to the right side and another to the left1 and one even up above the head1 and by perfection of virtues 7the which is charity7 we give two side branches of love1 the which are spreading1 one to the right side to our friends1 and one to the left side to our enemies1 and one even up unto ,god1 above man's understanding1 the which is the head of the soul4 ,this is the crown of life the which by grace may be gotten here in this life2 and1 therefore1 bear thee low in thy battle1 and suffer meekly thy temptations till thou have been proved4 ,for then shalt thou take either the one crown1 or the other1 or both1 this here1 and the other there2 for who so hath this here1 he may be full siker of the other there2 and full many there are that are full graciously proved here1 and yet come never to this that may be had here in this life4 ,the which 7if they meekly continue and patiently abide the will of our ,lord7 shall full worthily and abundantly receive the other there1 in the high bliss of heaven4 ,thee thinketh this crown fair that may be had here2 yea1 bear thee as meekly as thou mayst by grace1 for in comparison of the other there1 it is but as one noble to a world full of gold4 ,all this ,i say to give thee comfort and evidence of strength in thy ghostly battle1 the which thou hast taken on hand in the trust of our ,lord1 and all this ,i say to let thee see how far thou art yet from the true knowing of thine inward disposition1 and thereafter to give thee warning1 not over soon to give stead#bdb nor to follow the singular stirrings of thy young heart1 for dread of deceit4 ,all this ,i say for to show unto thee my conceit that ,i have of thee and of thy stirrings1 as thou hast asked of me2 for ,i conceive of thee that thou art full able and full greatly disposed to such sudden stirrings of singular doings1#bdc and full fast to cleave unto them when they be received2 and that is full perilous4 ,i say not that this ableness and this greedy disposition in thee1 or in any other that is disposed as thou art1 though all it be perilous1 that it is therefore evil in itself2 nay1 so say ,i not1 ,god forbid that thou take it so2 but ,i say that it is full good in itself1 and a full great ableness to full great perfection1 yea1 and to the greatest perfection that may be in this life2 ,i mean1 if that a soul that is so disposed will busily1 night and day1 meek it#bdd to ,god and to good counsel1 and strongly rise and martyr itself1 with casting down of the own wit and the own will in all such sudden and singular stirrings1 and say sharply that it will not follow such stirrings1 seem they never so liking1#bde so high nor so holy1 but if it have thereto the witness#bdf and the consents of some ghostly teachers--,i mean such as have been of long time expert in singular living4 ,such a soul1 for ghostly continuance thus in this meekness1 may deserve1 through grace and the experience of this ghostly battle thus with itself1 for to take the crown of life touched before4 ,and as great an ableness to good as is this manner of disposition in a soul that is thus meeked as ,i say1 as perilous it is in another soul1 such one that will suddenly1 without advisement of counsel1 follow the stirrings of the greedy heart1 by the own wit and the own will2 and therefore1 for ,god's love1 beware with this ableness and with this manner of disposition 7that ,i speak of71 if it be in thee as ,i say4 ,and meek thee continually to prayer and to counsel4 ,break down thine own wit and thy will in all such sudden and singular stirrings1 and follow them not over lightly1 till thou wete whence they come1 and whether they be according for thee or not4 ,and as touching these stirrings of the which thou askest my conceit and my counsel1 ,i say to thee that ,i conceive of them suspiciously1 that is1 that#bdg they should be conceived on the ape's manner4 ,men say commonly that the ape doth as he seeth others do2 forgive me if ,i err in my suspicion1 ,i pray thee4 ,nevertheless1 the love that ,i have to thy soul stirreth me by evidence that ,i have of a ghostly brother of thine and of mine1 touched with those same stirrings of full great#bdh silence1 of full singular fasting1 and of full only woning1 on ape's manner1 as he granted unto me after long communing with me1 and when he had proved himself and his stirrings4 ,for1 as he said1 he had seen a man in your country1 the which man1 as it is well known1 is evermore in great silence1 in singular fasting1 and in only dwelling2 and certes1 as ,i suppose fully1 they are full true stirrings those that that man hath1 caused all only of grace1 that he feeleth by experience within1 and not of any sight or heard say that he hath of any other man's silence without-the which cause if it were1 it should be cleped apely1 as ,i say in my simple meaning4 ,and therefore beware1 and prove well thy stirrings1 and whence they come2 for how so thou art stirred1 whether from within by grace1 or from without on ape's manner1 ,god wote1 and ,i not4 ,nevertheless this may ,i say thee in eschewing of perils like unto this3 look that thou be no ape1 that is to say1 look that thy stirrings to silence or to speaking1 to fasting or to eating1 to onliness or to company1 whether they be come from within of abundance of love and of devotion in the spirit and not from without by the windows of thy bodily wits1 as thine ears1 and thine eyes4 ,for1 as ,jeremiah saith plainly1 by such windows cometh in death3 ,mors intrat per fenestras4#bdi ,and this sufficeth1 as little as it is1 for answer to the first1 where thou askest of me1 what is my conceit of thee1 and of these stirrings that thou speakest of to me in thy letter4 ,and touching the second thing1 where thou askest of me my counsel in this case1 and in such other when they fall1 ,i beseech almighty ,jesu 7as ,he is cleped the angel of great counsel7 that ,he of ,his mercy be thy counsellor and thy comforter in all thy noye and thy nede1 and order me with ,his wisdom to fulfil in party by my teaching1 so simple as it is1 the trust of thine heart1 the which thou hast unto me before many others--a simple lewd#bej wretch as ,i am1 unworthy to teach thee or any other1 for littleness of grace and for lacking of conning4 ,nevertheless1 though ,i be lewd1 yet shall ,i somewhat say1 answering to thy desire at my simple conning1 with a trust in ,god that ,his grace shall be learner and leader when conning of kind and of clergy defaileth4#bea ,thou wotest right well thyself that silence in itself nor speaking1 also singular fasting nor common dieting1 onliness nor company1 all these nor yet any of them be not the true end of our desire2 but to some men 7and not to all7 they are means helping to the end1 if they be done lawfully and with discretion1 and else are they more letting than furthering4 ,and therefore plainly#beb to speak1 nor plainly to be still1 plainly to eat1 nor plainly to fast1 plainly to be in company1 or plainly to be only1 think ,i not to counsel thee at this time2 for why1 perfection standeth not in them4 ,but this counsel may ,i give thee generally1 to hold thee by in these stirrings1 and in all other like unto these2 evermore where thou findest two contraries1 as are these--silence and speaking1 fasting and eating1 onliness and company1 common clothing of ,christian religion and singular habits of divers and devised brotherhoods1 with all such other what so they be1 the which in themself are but works of kind#bec and of men4 ,for thou hast it by kind and by statute of thine outer man now for to speak and now for to be still1 now for to eat and now for to fast1 now for to be in company and now to be only1 now to be common in clothing and now to be in singular habit1 ever when thee list1 and when thou seest#bed that any of them should be speedful and helply to thee in nourishing of the heavenly grace working within in thy soul2 but if it be so 7which ,god forbid71 that thou or any other be so lewd and so blinded in the sorrowful temptations of the midday devil1 that ye bind you by any crooked avow to any such singularities1 as it were under colour of holiness feigned under such an holy thraldom1#bee in full and final destroying of the freedom of ,christ1 the which is the ghostly habit of the sovereign holiness that may be in this life1 or in the other1 by the witness of saint ,paul saying thus3 ,ubi spiritus ,domini1 ibi libertas3 ,there where the spirit of ,god is1 there is freedom4#bef ,and thereto when thou seest that all such works in their use may be both good and evil2 ,i pray thee leave them both1 for that is the most ease for thee for to do1 if thou wilt be meek1 and leave the curious beholding and seeking in thy wits to look whether is better4 ,but do thou thus3 set the one on the one hand1 and the other on the other1 and choose thee a thing the which is hid between them2 the which thing1 when it is had1 giveth thee leave in freedom of spirit to begin and to cease in holding any of the others at thine own full list1 without any blame4 ,but now thou askest me1 what is that thing4 ,i shall tell thee what ,i mean that it is3 ,it is ,god2 for whom thou shouldest be still1 if thou shouldest be still2 and for whom thou shouldest speak if thou shouldest speak2 and for whom thou shouldest fast1 if thou shouldest fast2 and for whom thou shouldest eat1 if thou shouldest eat2 and for whom thou shouldest be only1 if thou shouldest be only2 and for whom thou shouldest be in company1 if thou shouldest be in company4 ,and so forth of all the remenant1 what so they be4 ,for silence is not ,god1 nor speaking is not ,god2 fasting is not ,god1 nor eating is not ,god2 onliness is not ,god1 nor company is not ,god2 nor yet any of all the other such two contraries4 ,he is hid between them1 and may not be found by any work of thy soul1 but all only by love of thine heart4 ,he may not be known by reason1 ,he may not be gotten by thought1 nor concluded by understanding2 but ,he may be loved and chosen with the true lovely will of thine heart4#beg ,choose thee ,him1 and thou art silently speaking1 and speakingly silent1 fastingly eating1 and eatingly fasting1 and so forth of all the remenant4 ,such a lovely choosing of ,god1 thus wisely lesinge#beh and seeking ,him out with the true will of a clean heart1 between all such two leaving them both1 when they come and proffer them to be the point and the prick of our ghostly beholding1 is the worthiest tracing and seeking of ,god that may be gotten or learned in this life4 ,i mean for a soul that will be contemplative2 yea1 though all that a soul that thus seeketh see nothing that may be conceived with the ghostly eye of reason2 for if ,god be thy love and thy meaning1 the choice and the point of thine heart1 it sufficeth to thee in this life 7though all thou see never more of ,him with the eyes of thy reason all thy life time74 ,such a blind shot with the sharp dart of longing love may never fail of the prick1 the which is ,god1 as ,himself saith in the book of love1 where ,he speaketh to a languishing soul and a loving1 saying thus3 ,vulnerasti cor meum1 soror mea1 amica mea1 et sponsa mea1 vulnerasti cor meum1 in uno oculorum tuorum3 ,thou hast wounded mine heart1 my sister1 my leman1 and my spouse1 thou hast wounded mine heart in one of thine eyes4#bei ,eyes of the soul they are two3 ,reason and ,love4 ,by reason we may trace how mighty1 how wise1 and how good ,he is in ,his creatures1 but not in ,himself2 but ever when reason defaileth1 then list1 love1 live and learn1 to play1#bfj for by love we may feel ,him1 find ,him1 and hit ,him1 even in ,himself4 ,it is a wonderful eye1 this love1 for of a loving soul it is only said of our ,lord3 ,thou hast wounded mine heart in one of thine eyes2 that is to say1 in love that is blind to many things1 and seeth but that one thing that it seeketh1 and therefore it findeth and feeleth1 hitteth and woundeth the point and the prick that it shooteth at1 well sooner than it should if the sight were sundry in beholding of many things1 as it is when the reason ransacketh and seeketh among all such sere#bfa things as are these3 silence and speaking1 singular fasting and common eating1 onliness or company1 and all such other2 to look whether is better4 ,let be this manner of doing1 ,i pray thee1 and let as thou wist not that there were any such means 7,i mean ordained for to get ,god by72 for truly no more there is1 if thou wilt be very contemplative and soon sped of thy purpose4 ,and1 therefore1 ,i pray thee and other like unto thee1 with the ,apostle saying thus3 ,videte vocationem vestram1 et in ea vocatione qua vocati estis state3#bfb ,see your calling1 and1 in that calling that ye be called1 stand stiffly and abide in the name of ,jesu4 ,thy calling is to be very contemplative1 ensampled by ,mary ,magdalene4 ,do then as ,mary did1 set the point of thine heart upon one thing3 ,porro unum est necessarium3 ,for one thing is necessary1#bfc the which is ,god4 ,him wouldest thou have1 ,him seekest thou1 ,him list thee to love1 ,him list thee to feel1#bfd ,him list thee hold thee by1 and neither by silence nor by speaking1 by singular fasting nor by common eating1 by onliness nor by companious woning1 by hard wearing nor by easy2 for sometime silence is good1 but that same time speaking were better2 and againward sometime speaking is good1 but that same time silence were better2 and so forth of all the remenant1 as is fasting1 eating1 onliness1 and company2 for sometime the one is good1 but the other is better1 but neither of them is at any time the best4 ,and1 therefore1 let be good all that is good1 and better all that is better1#bfe for both they will defail and have an end2 and choose thee the best with ,mary1 thy mirror1 that never will defail3 ,maria 7inquit optimam7 optimam partem elegit1 quae non auferetur ab ea4#bff ,the best is almighty ,jesu1 and ,he said that ,mary1 in ensample of all contemplatives1 had chosen the best1 the which should never be taken from her2 and therefore1 ,i pray thee1 with ,mary leave the good and the better1 and choose thee the best4 ,let them be1 all such things as are these3 silence and speaking1 fasting and eating1 onliness and company1 and all such other1 and take no keep to them2 thou wotest not what they mean1 and1 ,i pray thee1 covet not to wit2 and if thou shall at any time think or speak of them1 think then and say that they are so high and so worthy things of perfection1 for to conne#bfg speak1 or for to conne be still1 for to conne fast1 and for to conne eat1 for to conne be only1 and to conne be in company1 that it were but a folly and a foul presumption to such a frail wretch as thou art1 for to meddle thee of so great perfection4 ,for why1 for to speak1 and for to be still1 for to eat1 and for to fast1 for to be only1 and for to be in company1 ever when we will1 may we have by kind2 but for to conne do all these1 we may not but by grace4 ,and1 without doubt1 such grace is never gotten by any mean of such strait silence1 of such singular fasting1 or of such only dwelling that thou speakest of1 the which is caused from without by occasion of hearing and of seeing of any other man's such singular doings4 ,but if ever this grace shall be gotten1 it behoveth to be learned of ,god from within1 unto whom thou hast listily leaned many a day before with all the love of thine heart1 utterly voiding from thy ghostly beholding#bfh all manner of sight of any thing beneath ,him2 though all that some of those things that ,i bid thee thus void1 should seem in the sight of some men a full worthy mean to get ,god by4 ,yea1 say what men say will1 but do thou as ,i say thee1 and let the proof witness4 ,for to him that will be soon sped of his purpose ghostly1 it sufficeth to him for a mean1 and him needeth no more1 but the actual mind of good ,god only1 with a reverent stirring of lasting love2 so that mean unto ,god gettest thou none but ,god4 ,if thou keep whole thy stirring of love that thou mayst feel by grace in thine heart1 and scatter not thy ghostly beholding therefrom then that same that thou feelest shall well conne#bfi tell thee when thou shalt speak and when thou shalt be still1 and it shall govern thee discreetly in all thy living without any error1 and teach thee mistily#bgj how thou shalt begin and cease in all such doing of kind with a great and sovereign discretion4 ,for if thou mayst by grace keep it in custom and in continual working1 then1 if it be needful or speedful to thee for to speak1 for to commonly eat1 or for to bide in company1 or for to do any such other thing that longeth to the common true custom of ,christian men1 and of kind1 it shall first stir thee full softly to speak or to do that other common thing of kind1 what so it be4 ,and then1 if thou do it not1 it shall strike as sore as a prick on thine heart and pain thee full sore1 and let thee have no peace#bga but if thou do it4 ,and1 on the same manner1 if thou be in speaking1 or in any such other work that is common to the course of kind1 if it be needful and speedful to thee to be still1 and for to set thee to the contrary1 as is onliness to company1 fasting to eating1 and all such other the which are works of singular holiness1 it will stir thee to them2 so that thus1 by experience of such a blind stirring of love unto ,god1 a contemplative soul cometh sooner to that grace of discretion for to conne speak1 and for to conne be still1 for to conne eat1 and for to conne fast1 for to conne be in company1 and for to conne be only1#bgb and all such other1 than by any such singularities as thou speakest of1 taken by the stirrings of man's own wit and his will within in himself1 or yet by the ensample of any other man's doing without1 what so it be4 ,for why1 such strained doings under the stirrings of kind1 without touching#bgc of grace1 is a passing pain without any profit2 but if it be to them that are religious1 or that have them by enjoining of penance1 where profit riseth only because of obedience1 and not by any such straitness of doing without2 the which is painful to all that it proveth4 ,but lovely and listily to will to love#bgd ,god is great and passing ease1 true ghostly peace1 and earnest of the endless rest4 ,and1 therefore1 speak when thee list1 and leave when thee list1 eat when thee list1 and fast when thee list1 be in company when thee list1 and be by thyself when thee list1 so that#bge ,god and grace be thy leader4 ,let fast who fast will1 and be only who will1 and let hold silence who so will1 but hold thee by ,god that doth beguile no man2 for silence and speaking1 onliness and company1 fasting and eating1 all may beguile thee4 ,and if thou hear of any man that speaketh1 or of any that is still1 of any that eateth or of any that fasteth1 or of any that is in company or else by himself1 think thou1 and say1 if thee list1 that they conne do as they should do1 but if the contrary shew in apert4#bgf ,but look that thou do not as they do 7,i mean for that they do so7 on ape's manner2 for neither thou canst1 nor peradventure thou art not disposed as they are4 ,and1 therefore1 leave to work after other men's dispositions and work after thine own1 if thou mayst know what it is4 ,and unto the time that thou mayst know what it is1 work after those men's counsel that know their own disposition1 but not after their disposition2#bgg for such men should give counsel in such cases1 and else none4 ,and this sufficeth for an answer to all thy letter1 as me thinketh2 the grace of ,god be ever more with thee1 in the name of ,jesu4 ,,amen4 ,,finit ,,epistola ,,vii4 ,,here ,,followeth ,a ,,devout ,,treatise ,,of ,,discerning ,,of ,,spirits1 ,,very ,,necessary ,,for ,,ghostly ,,livers ,,for because that there be divers kinds of spirits1 therefore it is needful to us discreet knowing of them2 sith it so is that we be taught of the apostle saint ,john not to believe to all spirits4#bgh ,for it might seem to some that are but little in conning1 and namely of ghostly things1 that each thought that soundeth in man's heart should be the speech of none other spirit but only of man's own spirit4 ,and that it is not so1 both belief and witness of holy scripture proveth apertly2 for ,i shall hear1 saith the prophet ,david1 not what ,i speak myself1 but what my ,lord ,god speaketh in me2#bgi and another prophet saith1 that an angel spake in him4#bhj ,and also we be taught in the psalm that the wicked spirits sendeth evil thoughts in to men2 and over this1 that there is a spirit of the flesh not good1 the apostle ,paul sheweth apertly1 where he saith1 that some men are full blown or inflate with the spirit of their flesh4#bha ,and also that there is the spirit of the world1 he declareth plainly1 where he maketh joy in ,god1 not only for himself1 but also for his disciples1 that they had not taken that spirit of the world1 but that that is sent of ,god1 the which is the ,holy ,ghost4#bhb ,and these two spirits of the flesh and also of the world are1 as it were1 servants or sergeants of that cursed spirit1 the foul fiend of hell2 so that the spirit of wickedness is lord of the spirit of the flesh1 and also of the spirit of the world4 ,and which of these three spirits that speaketh to our spirit1 we should not believe them4 ,for why1 they speak never but that anon1 by their speaking1 they lead to the loss both of body and of soul4 ,and which spirit it is that speaketh to our spirit1 the speech of that same spirit that speaketh shall fully declare2 for ever more the spirit of the flesh speaketh soft things and easy to the body2 the spirit of the world vain things and covetise#bhc of worship2 and the spirit of malice of the fiend speaketh fell things and bitter4 ,wherefore1 as oft times as any thought smiteth on our hearts of meat1 of drink1 and of sleep1 of soft clothing1 of lechery1 and of all other such things the which longeth to the business of the flesh1 and maketh our heart for to brenne#bhd as it were in a longing desire after all such things2 be we full siker that it is the spirit of the flesh that speaketh it4 ,and therefore put we him away1 in as much as we goodly may by grace1 for he is our adversary4 ,as oft times as any thought smiteth on our hearts of vain joy of this world1 kindling in us a desire to be holden fair1 and to be favoured1 to be holden of great kin and of great conning1 to be holden wise and worthy1 or else to have great degree and high office in this life--such thoughts and all other the which would make a man to seem high and worshipful1 not only in the sight of others1 but also in the sight of himself--no doubt but it is the spirit of the world that speaketh all these1 a far more perilous enemy than is the spirit of the flesh1 and with much more business he should be put off4 ,and oft times it befalleth that these two servants and sergeants of the foul fiend1 the spirit and prince of wrath#bhe and of wickedness1 are either by grace and by ghostly slight of a soul stiffly put down and trodden down under foot2 or else1 by quaintise#bhf of their malicious master1 the foul fiend of hell1 they are quaintly withdrawn1 for he thinketh himself for to rise with great malice and wrath1 as a lion running felly to assail the sickness of our sely souls2 and this befalleth as oft as the thought of our heart stirreth us1 not to the lust of our flesh1 nor yet to the vain joy of this world1 but it stirreth us to murmuring1 to grutching1#bhg to grievance1 and to bitterness of soul1 to pain and to impatience1 to wrath1 to melancholy1 and to evil will1 to hate1 to envy1 and to all such sorrows4 ,it maketh us to bear us heavily1 if ought be done or said unto us1 not so lovely1 nor so wisely#bhh as we would it were2 it raiseth in us all evil suspicion1 if ought be shewed in sign1 in countenance1 in word1 or in work1 that might by any manner be turned to malice or to heaviness of heart2 it maketh us as fast#bhi to take it to us4 ,to these thoughts1 and to all such that would put us out of peace and restfulness of heart1 we should none otherwise againstand1#bij but as we would the self fiend of hell1 and as much we should flee therefrom as from the loss of our soul4 ,no doubt but both the other two thoughts1 of the spirit of the flesh and also of the spirit of the world1 work and travail in all that they can to the loss of our soul1 but most perilously the spirit of malice2 for why1 he is by himself1 but they not without him4 ,for if a man's soul be never so clean of fleshly lust1 and of vain joy of this world1 and if it be defouled with this spirit of malice1 of wrath1 and of wickedness1 not againstanding all the other cleanness before1 yet it is losable4 ,and if a soul be never so much defouled with the lust of the flesh1 and vain joy of the world1 and it may by grace keep it in peace and in restfulness of heart unto the even ,christian1#bia though all it be full hard for to do 7lasting the custom of the other two71#bib yet it is less losable1 not againstanding all the other filth of the flesh and of the world touched before4 ,and1 therefore1 though all that our lusty#bic thoughts of our flesh be evil1 for they reave from the soul the life of devotion1 and though all that the vain joy of the world be worse1 for it reaveth us from the true joy that we should have in contemplation of heavenly things1 ministered and taught to us by the angels of heaven4 ,for who so lustily desireth to be worshipped1 favoured1 and served of men here in earth1 they deserve to forego the worship1 the favour1 and service of angel in ghostly contemplation of heaven and of heavenly things1 all their lifetime2 the which contemplation is better and more worthy in itself than is the lust and the liking of devotion4 ,and for this bitterness ,i clepe the spirit of malice1 of wrath1 and of wickedness the worst spirit of them all2 and why8 ,certes1 for it reaveth us the best thing of all1 and that is charity1 the which is ,god4 ,for who so lacketh peace and restfulness of heart1 him lacketh the lively presence of the lovely sight of the high peace of heaven1 good gracious ,god ,his own dear self4 ,this witnesseth ,david in the psalm1 where he saith1 that the place of ,god is made in peace1 and ,his dwelling place in ,sion4#bid ,sion is as much to say as the sight of peace2 the sight of the soul is the thought of that same soul2 and1 certes1 in that soul that most is occupied in thoughts of peace hath ,god made ,his dwelling place4#bie ,and thus saith ,himself by the prophet1 when he saith3 ,upon whom shall my spirit rest1 but upon the meek and the restful4#bif ,and1 therefore1 who so will have ,god continually dwelling in him1 and live in love and in sight of the high peace of the ,godhead1 the which is the highest and the best party of contemplation that may be had in this life1 be he busy night and day to put down1 when they come1 the spirit of the flesh and the spirit of the world1 but most busily the spirit of malice1 of wrath1 and of wickedness1 for he is the foulest and the worst filth#big of all4 ,and it is full needful and speedful to know his quaintise1 and not for to unknow his doleful deceits4 ,for sometime he will1 that wicked cursed wight1 change his likeness in to an angel of light1 that he may under colour of virtue do more dere2#bih but yet then1 if we look more redely1#bii it is but seed of bitterness and of discord that that he sheweth1 seem it never so holy nor never so fair at the first shewing4 ,full many he stirreth unto singular holiness passing the common statute and custom of their degree1 as is fasting1 sharp wearing1 and many other devout observances and outward doings1 in open reproving of other men's defaults1 the which they have not of office for to do4 ,all such and many other he stirreth them for to do1 and all under colour of devotion and of charity2 not for he is delighted in any deed of devotion and of charity1 but for he loveth dissension and slander1 the which is evermore caused by such unseemly singularities2 for where so ever that any one or two are in any devout congregation1 the which any one or two useth any such outward singularities1 then in the sight of fools all the remenant are slandered by them2 but1 in the sight of the wise man1 they slander themselves4 ,but for because that fools are more than wise men1 therefore for favour of fools such singular doers ween that they be wise1 when 7if it were wisely determined7 they and all their fautors#cjj should be seen apert fools1 and darts shot of the devil1 to slay true simple souls under colour of holiness and charity4 ,and thus many deceits can the fiend bring in on this manner4 ,who so will not consent1 but meeketh him truly to prayer and to counsel1 shall graciously be delivered of all these deceits4#cja ,but it is sorrow for to say1 and more for to feel1 that sometime#cjb our own spirit is so overcome peradventure with each of these three spirits1 of the flesh1 of the world1 and of the fiend1 and so brought into danger1 bounden in bondage1 in thraldom and in service of them all1 that sorrow it is to wit4 ,in great confusion and loss of itself1 it doth now the office of each one of them itself in itself4 ,and this befalleth when1 after long use1 and customable consenting unto them when they come1 at the last it is made so fleshly1 so worldly1 and so malicious1 so wicked1 and so froward1 that now plainly of itself1 without suggestion of any other spirit1 it gendereth and bringeth forth in itself1 not only lusty thoughts of the flesh1 and vain thoughts of the world1 but that worst of all these1 as are bitter thoughts and wicked1 in backbiting and deeming1 and evil suspicion of others4 ,and when it is thus with our spirit1 then1 ,i trow1 it may not lightly be known when it is our own spirit that speaketh1 or when it heareth any of the other three spirits speaking in it as it is touched before4 ,but what maketh it matter#cjc who speaketh1 when it is all one and the same thing that is spoken8 ,what helpeth to know the person of him that speaketh1 when it is siker and certain that all is evil and perilous that is spoken8 ,if it be thine enemy1 consent not to him1 but meek thee to prayer and to counsel1 and so mayst thou mightily withstand thine enemy4 ,if it be thine own spirit1 reprove him bitterly1 and sighingly sorrow that ever thou fell in#cjd so great wretchedness1 bondage1 and thraldom of the devil4 ,shrive thee of thy customed consents1 and of thine old sins1 and so mayst thou come 7by grace7 to recover thy freedom again2 and by the gracious freedom mayst thou soon come to1 wisely for to know1 and soothfastly for to feel by the proof1 when it is thine own spirit that speaketh these evils1 or it be these other evil spirits that speaketh them in thee4 ,and so may this knowing be a sovereign mean and help of againstanding1 for often times unknowing is cause of much error1 and1 againward1 knowing is cause of much truth2 and to this manner of knowing mayst thou win thus as ,i say to thee4 ,if thou be in doubt or in were#cje of these evil thoughts when they come1 whether that they be the speech of thine own spirit1 or of any of the others of thine enemies2 look then busily by the witness of thy counsel and thy conscience1 if thou have been shriven and lawfully amended after the doom#cjf of thy confessor1 of all the consents that ever thou consented to that kind of sin1 that thy thought is aware of4 ,and if thou have not been shriven shrive thee then1 as truly as thou mayst1 by grace and by counsel2 and then wete thou right well that all the thoughts that come to thee after thy shrift1 stirring thee oft times to the same sins1 they are the words of other spirits than thine own 7,i mean some of the three touched before74 ,and thou for none such thoughts1 be they never so thick1 so foul1 nor so many 7,i mean for their first coming in71 but if it be for recklessness of againstanding1#cjg art no blame worthy4 ,and not only releasing of purgatory that thou hast deserved for the same sins done before1 what so they be1 thou mayst deserve1 if thou stiffly againstand them1 but also much grace in this life1 and much meed in the bliss of heaven4 ,but all those evil thoughts coming in to thee1 stirring thee to any sin1 after that thou hast consented to that same sin1 and before that thou hast sorrow for that consent1 and art in will to be shriven thereof1 it is no peril to thee to take them to thyself1#cjh and for to shrive thee of them1 as of thoughts of thine own spirit2 but for to take to thyself all other thoughts1 the which thou hast by very proof1 as it is shewed before1 by the speeches of other spirits than of thyself1 therein lieth great peril1 for so mightest thou lightly misrule thy conscience1 charging a thing for sin the which is none2 and this were great error1 and a mean to the greatest peril4 ,for if it were so that each evil thought and stirring to sin were the work and the speech of none other spirit1 but only of man's own spirit2 then it would follow by that that a man's own spirit were a very fiend1 the which is apertly false and a damnable woodness2#cji for though all it be so that a soul may1 by frailty and custom of sinning1 fall in to so much wretchedness1 that it taketh on itself by bondage of sin the office of the devil1 stirring itself to sin ever more and more1 without any suggestion of any other spirit 7as it is said before71 yet it is not therefore a devil in kind1 but it is a devil in office1 and may be cleped devilish1 for it is in the doing like to the devil1 that is to say1 a stirrer of itself unto sin1 the which is the office of the devil4#caj ,nevertheless yet1 for all this thraldom to sin and devilishness in office1 it may by grace of contrition1 of shrift1 and of amending1 recover the freedom again1 and be made saveable--yea1 and a full special ,god's saint in this life1 that before was full damnable and full cursed in the living4#caa ,and1 therefore1 as great a peril as it is a soul that is fallen in sin1 not for to charge his conscience therewith1 nor for to amend him thereof1 as great a peril it is1 and1 if it may be said1 a greater1 a man for to charge his conscience with each thought and stirring of sin that will come in him2 for1 by such nice charging of conscience1 might he lightly run in to error of conscience1 and so be led in to despair all his life time4 ,and the cause of all this is lacking of knowing of discretion of spirits1 the which knowing may be gotten by very experience2 who so redely will look soon after that a soul have been truly cleansed by confession as it is said before4 ,for fast after confession a soul is1 as it were1 a clean paper leaf1 for ableness that it hath to receive what that men will write thereupon4 ,both they do press#cab for to write on the soul1 when it is clean in itself made by confession3 ,god and ,his angel on the one party1 and the fiend and his angel on the other party2 but it is in the free choice of the soul to receive which that it will4 ,the receipt of the soul is the consent of the same soul4 ,a new thought and a stirring to any sin1 the which thou hast forsaken before in thy shrift1 what is it else but the speech of one of the three spirits the which are thine enemies 7touched before71 proffering to write on thy soul the same sin again8 ,the speech of thyself1 is it not2 for why1 there is no such thing written in thy soul1 for all it is wasted away before in thy shrift1 and thy soul left naked and bare2 nothing left thereupon1 but a frail and a free consent1 more inclining to the evil1 for custom therein1 than it is to the good1 but more able to the good than to the evil1 for cleanness of the soul and virtue of the sacrament of shrift2 but1 of itself1 it hath nought then1 where through it may think or stir itself to good or to evil2 and1 therefore1 it followeth that what thought that cometh then in it1 whether that it be good or evil1 it is not of itself1 but the consent to the good or to the evil1 whether that it be1 that is ever more the work of the same soul4 ,and all after the worthiness and the wretchedness of this consent1 thereafter it deserveth pain or bliss4 ,if this consent be to evil1 then as fast it hath1 by cumbrance of sin1 the office of that same spirit that first made him suggestion of that same sin2 and if it be to the good1 then as fast it hath1 by grace1 the office of that same spirit that first made him stirring#cac to that same good4 ,for as oft as any healful thought cometh in our mind1 as of chastity1 of soberness1 of despising of the world1 of wilful poverty1 of patience1 of meekness1 and of charity1 without doubt it is the spirit of ,god that speaketh1 either by ,himself or else by some of ,his angels--that is to say1 either ,his angels of this life1 the which are true teachers1 or else ,his angels of ,his bliss1 the which are true stirrers and inspirers of good4 ,and as it is said of the other three evil spirits1 that a soul1 for long use and customable consenting unto them1 may be made so fleshly1 so worldly1 and so malicious1 that it taketh upon it the office of them all2 right so it is againward#cad that a soul1 for long use and custom in goodness1 may be made so ghostly by cleanness of living and devotion of spirit against the spirit of the flesh1 and so heavenly against the spirit of the world1 and so godly by peace and by charity1 and by restfulness of heart1 against the spirit of malice1 of wrath1 and of wickedness1 that it hath them now of office all such good thoughts to think when him list1 without forgetting1 in as great perfection as the frailty of this life will suffer4 ,and thus it may be seen how that each thought that smiteth on our hearts1 whether that it be good or evil1 it is not evermore the speech of our own spirit1 but the consent to the thought1 what so ever it be1 that is ever of our own spirit4 ,jesu grant us ,his grace1 to consent to the good and againstand the evil4 ,amen4 ,,finis4 ,,deo ,,gratias ,,index ,,of ,,names ,,scriptural ,,references ,ancren ,riwle1 ,the1 xx1 #bh n ,aquinas1 ,st4 ,thomas1 xiii1 #ha1 #hd n1 #hf n ,asher1 symbolism of1 #f1 #af-ai ,augustine1 ,st41 xii1 #be ,benjamin1 symbolism of1 xvi1 xvii1 #f1 #bi-cc ,bernard1 ,st41 xii1 #ha ,bilhah1 symbolism of1 #d-f1 #ac-af ,bonaventura1 ,st41 xii ,catherine of ,siena1 ,st41 xi1 xvii-xix1 xxv-xxvii1 #ce-dg1 #eb n1 #ajg n ,caxton1 xviii1 xix ,chaucer1 #ag n1 #eb n1 #ef n1 #ie n1 #abj n ,chauncy1 ,maurice1 xxiv ,dan1 symbolism of1 #f1 #ac1 #ad1 #ah ,dante1 xi1 xii1 xiii1 xiv1 #ch n1 #hh n1 #ia n ,dinah1 symbolism of1 #f1 #be ,dionysius1 xxiii1 xxiv ,divine ,cloud of ,unknowing1 ,the1 ,author of1 xii1 xvii1 xxiv1 xxv1 xxvii1 #c1 #cb1 #cc1 #gg-acb ,eckhart1 ,meister1 xi ,exmew1 ,william1 xxiv ,flete1 ,william1 xvii1 xviii1 #eb n ,gad1 symbolism of1 #f1 #af-ai ,genesis1 #h-aa1 #ad-ag1 #bj1 #bd1 #cb ,hawkwood1 ,john1 xvii ,hilton 7,hylton71 ,walter1 xi1 xii1 xxii-xxv1 #fa-gc1 #ajd n1 #abd n ,hugel1 ,f4 von1 #hd n1 #hf n ,hugh of ,st4 ,victor1 xii ,imitatione ,christi1 ,de1 xxiii n1 #fe n ,isaiah1 #abd ,issachar1 symbolism of1 #f1 #bj-bd ,jacob1 symbolism of1 #c-g1 #aj1 #bg1 #bi ,jacopone da ,todi1 xi ,james1 ,dane1 xviii ,james1 ,epistle of1 #ih1 #ii ,jeremiah1 #ajc1 #ajd ,john1 ,st41 ,epistles of1 #be1 #aai ,joseph1 symbolism of1 #f1 #bg-cj ,judah1 symbolism of1 #f1 #aj-ab ,juliana of ,norwich1 xi1 xxi1 #fe n1 #abc n ,kempe1 ,margery1 xix-xxi1 #di-ei ,langland1 ,piers the ,plowman1 #gi n1 #hi n ,layamons ,brut1 #bh n ,leah1 symbolism of1 #c-aa1 #ad1 #ae-bj1 #bd1 #bf1 #bi ,levi1 symbolism of1 #f1 #i1 #aj ,luke1 ,st41 #aaj ,margery1 see ,kempe ,matthew1 ,st41 #h ,mechthild of ,magdeburg1 xi ,naphtali1 symbolism of1 #f1 #ac-ae1 #ah1 #ai ,paul1 ,st41 ,epistles1 #ba1 #dj1 #da1 #hh1 #ig1 #ajf1 #aji1 #aai1 #abj ,pepwell1 xiv1 xix ,proverbs1 #bh n ,psalms1 ,the1 xiv1 xvi1 xxvi1 #i1 #aj1 #aa1 #bc1 #ca1 #cc1 #gh1 #gi1 #aai1 #abd ,pynson1 xxii ,rachel1 symbolism of1 #c-f1 #ab-ae1 #ah1 #bg1 #cb ,raymund of ,capua1 xviii1 xix ,reuben1 symbolism of1 #f1 #g-i ,richard of ,st4 ,victor1 xii-xv1 xxii1 xxv1 xxvi1 #c1 #d n1 #ai n ,richard ,rolle of ,hampole1 xi1 xii1 xvi1 xvii1 xxiii n1 xxv1 #ga n ,robert of ,brunne1 ,chronicle of1 #abd n ,ruysbroeck1 ,jan1 xi ,shelley1 xv n ,simeon1 symbolism of1 #f1 #h1 #i ,song of ,solomon1 #hh1 #ajh ,suso1 ,heinrich1 xi ,tantucci1 ,giovanni1 xvii ,tyrrell1 ,george1 xxi n ,wyclif1 #af n1 #gi n1 #aab n ,wynkyn de ,worde1 xviii1 xix1 xx1 xxi1 xxvii ,zebulun1 symbolism of1 #f1 #bb-be ,zechariah1 #aai ,zilpah1 symbolism of1 #d-f1 #ae-ag1 #bj ,footnotes3 #a ,dante1 convivio1 i4 #ab4 #b ,cf4 the ,letter to ,can ,grande 7,epist4 x4 #bh71 where ,dante1 like ,st4 ,thomas ,aquinas before him1 refers to the ,benjamin ,major as ,richardus de ,sancto ,victore in libro ,de ,contemplatione4 #c,par4 x4 #aca1 #acb4 #d ,ps4 lxviii4 #bg4 #e ,benjamin ,minor1 cap4 #gc4 #f ,benjamin ,minor1 cap4 #ge4 ,cf4 ,shelley1 ,the ,triumph of ,life3 ,their lore taught them not this3 to know themselves4 ,this passage of ,richard is curiously misquoted and its meaning perverted in ,haureau1 ,histoire de la ,philosophie ,scolastique1 i4 pp4 #eac1 #ead1 in the ,dictionary of ,national ,biography1 vol4 xvi41 and elsewhere4 #g ,benjamin ,minor1 cap4 #ha4 #h ,cf4 below1 pp4 #cb1 #cc4 #i ,richard ,rolle of ,hampole and his ,followers1 edited by ,c4 ,horstman1 vol4 i4 pp4 #afb-agb4 #aj ,sene1 ,senis1 or ,seenes1 ,siena1 from the ,latin ,senae 7,catharina de ,senis74 #aa ,cf4 ,e4 ,gordon ,duff1 ,hand-,lists of ,english ,printers1 #aeja-aeef1 i4 p4 #bd4 #ab ,bibliotheca ,britannico-,hibernica p4 #deb4 #ac ,quietaclacmium ,margerie filie ,johannis ,kempe de domibus in parochia de ,northgate4 ,brit4 ,mus41 ,add ,,ms4 #be1aji4 #ad ,she was1 however1 apparently less strictly enclosed than was usual for an ancress4 #ae ,cf4 ,g4 ,tyrrell1 ,sixteen ,revelations of ,divine ,love shewed to ,mother ,juliana of ,norwich1 ,preface1 p4 v4 #af ,in the ,british ,museum copy of ,pepwell's volume1 ff4 #a-b of the ,epistle of ,prayer and f4 #a of the ,song of ,angels are transposed4 #ag ,cf4 ,c4 ,t4 ,martin1 in ,dictionary of ,national ,biography1 vol4 ix4 ,for ,hilton's alleged authorship of the ,de ,imitatione ,christi1 see ,j4 ,e4 ,g4 de ,montmorency1 ,thomas a ,kempis1 his ,age and ,book1 pp4 #ada-afi4 #ah ,edited by ,g4 ,g4 ,perry1 under the title ,the ,anehede of ,godd with mannis saule1 as the work of ,richard ,rolle1 in ,english ,prose ,treatises of ,richard ,rolle de ,hampole 7,early ,english ,text ,society1 #ahff71 pp4 #ad-ai2 and1 in two texts1 by ,c4 ,horstman1 op4 cit41 vol4 i4 pp4 #age-ahb4 #ai ,in the ,,mss4 this is called3 ,a pystyll of discrecion in knowenge of spirites2 or3 ,a tretis of discrescyon of spirites4 #bj ,all in ,harl4 ,,ms4 #fgd1 and other ,,mss4 ,the ,divine ,cloud of ,unknowing1 and portions of the ,epistle1 ,book1 or ,treatise1 of ,privy ,counsel have been printed1 in a very unsatisfactory manner1 in ,the ,divine ,cloud with notes and a ,preface by ,father ,augustine ,baker1 ,o4,s4,b4 ,edited by ,henry ,collins4 ,london1 #ahga4 #ba ,d4 ,m4 ,m',intyre1 ,the ,cloud of ,unknowing1 in the ,expositor1 series vii4 vol4 #d 7#aijg74 ,dr4 ,rufus ,m4 ,jones1 ,studies in ,mystical ,religion1 p4 #ccf1 regards these treatises as the work of a school of mystics gathered about the writer of the ,hid ,divinity4 ,neither of these authors includes the translation of the ,benjamin ,minor1 which1 however1 appears to me undoubtedly from the same hand as that of the ,divine ,cloud4 #bb ,benjamin ,minor1 cap4 #gh4 #bc ,dialogo cap4 #aea4 #bd ,benjamin ,minor1 cap4 #gb4 #be ,the ,,mss4 have3 men clepen4 #bf ,so the ,,mss41 which agrees with the ,latin1 ordinati affectus 7,benjamin ,minor1 cap4 #c72 ,pepwell has ardent feelings4 #bg ,so ,pepwell1 which accords with the ,latin3 cum tante importunitate4 ,the ,,mss4 read3 unconningly1 i4e4 ignorantly4 #bh ,so ,harl4 ,,ms4 #fgd and ,pepwell2 ,harl4 ,,ms4 #ajbb1 ed4 ,horstman1 reads3 forthe1 i4e4 offer4 ,the ,latin is3 ,et ,zelphae quidem sitim dominae suae copia tanta omnino extinguere non potest 7,benjamin ,minor1 cap4 #f74 #bi ,the ,latin has simply3 vinum quod ,zelpha sitit1 gaudium est voluptatis 7ibid474 #cj ,harl4 ,,ms4 #ajbb1 ed4 ,horstman1 reads3 in our soul4 #ca ,pepwell gives the modern equivalent1 ordinate and inordinate1 for ordained and unordained1 throughout4 #cb ,ps4 cxi4 #aj 7,vulgate cx474 #cc ,pepwell adds3 and high ,judge4 #cd ,filius visionis4 #ce ,gen4 xxix4 #cb 7,vidit ,dominus humilitatem meam1 ,vulgate74 #cf ,gen4 xxix4 #cc4 #cg ,exauditio4 #ch ,matt4 v4 #d4 #ci ,ezek4 xxxiii4 #ad4 #dj ,made humble4 #da ,ps4 li4 #ag 7,vulgate l474 #db ,additus1 vel ,additio4 #dc ,added4 ,cf4 ,gen4 xxix4 #cd4 #dd ,ps4 xciv4 #ai 7,vulgate xciii474 #de ,gen4 xxix4 #cd4 #df ,gen4 xxix4 #ce 7,vulgate73 ,modo confitebor ,domino4 #dg ,confitens4 #dh ,learning4 #di ,ps4 cvi4 #a1 cvii4 #a 7cv41 cvi41 ,vulgate74 #ej ,pepwell reads3 the true goodness of ,god4 #ea ,pepwell reads3 conning4 #eb ,latin ,invisibilium3 ,pepwell has unseasable4 #ec ,pepwell has feble4 #ed ,reasons4 #ee ,because4 #ef ,judicium 7,pepwell adds3 or judgment74 #eg ,gen4 xlix4 #af3 ,dan shall judge his people4 #eh ,gen4 xxx4 #f4 #ei ,gen4 xxx4 #h3 ,comparavit me ,deus cum sorore mea1 et invalui 7,vulgate74 #fj ,in the ,latin1 ,comparalio vel conversio4 #fa ,gen4 xlix4 #ba3 ,naphtali is a hind let loose3 he giveth goodly words 7,nephthali cervus emissus at dams eloquia pulchritudinis1 ,vulgate74 #fb ,harl4 ,,ms4 #ajbb1 ed4 ,horstman1 reads3 full4 #fc ,underloute1 participle of ,underluten 7,o4,e4 ,underlutan71 to stoop beneath1 or submit to4 ,cf4 ,wycliffe's ,bible1 ,gen4 xxxvii4 #h3 ,whether thow shalt be oure kyng1 oither we shal be undirloute to thi bidding8 #fd ,discomfort4 #fe ,dixit3 ,feliciter4 ,gen4 xxx4 #aa 7,vulgate74 #ff ,felicitas4 ,harl4 ,,ms4 #fgd adds3 whether thou wilt4 #fg ,the ,,mss4 have3 selyness4 #fh ,gen4 xxx4 #ac 7,vulgate73 ,hoc pro beatitudine mea4 #fi ,beatus4 #gj ,natural4 #ga ,murmurs1 complains4 ,cf4 ,chaucer1 ,the ,persones ,tale1 ed4 ,skeat ,,ss #cj3 ,after bakbyting cometh grucching or murmuracion2 and somtyme it springeth of impacience agayns ,god1 and somtyme agayns man4 ,agayns ,god it is1 whan a man gruccheth agayn the peynes of helle1 or agayns poverte1 or los of catel or agayn reyn or tempest2 or elles gruccheth that shrewes han prosperitee1 or elles for that goode men han adversitee4 #gb ,pepwell adds3 at the least willingly4 #gc ,pepwell reads3 put down4 #gd ,watches4 #ge ,promises4 ,latin3 fovet promissis4 #gf ,a curious mistranslation3 ,sed ,aser hosti suo facile illudit dum partem quam tuetur1 alta patientiae rupe munitam conspicit 7,benjamin ,minor1 cap4 #cc74 #gg ,dwelling-place4 #gh ,pacified4 ,harl4 ,,ms4 #ajbb1 ed4 ,horstman1 reads3 the cite of conscience is made pesebule4 #gi ,merces4 #hj ,so ,harl4 ,,ms4 #fgd2 omitted in ,harl1 ,,ms4 #ajbb and by ,pepwell4 #ha ,gen4 xxx4 #ah4 #hb ,the ,,mss4 read3 erles4 #hc ,gen4 xlix1 #ad3 ,issachar asinus fortis accubans interterminos 7,vulgate74 #hd ,rom4 vii4 #bd4 #he ,phil4 i4 #bc4 #hf ,ps iv4 #e4 ,harl4 ,,ms4 #fgd has3 ,wraththes and willeth not synne1 or thus3 ,beeth wrothe and synnith not4 #hg ,human nature in our fellow-man4 #hh ,fellow-,christian4 ,the words in square brackets are omitted in ,harl4 ,,ms4 #fgd4 #hi ,ps4 cxxxix4 7,vulgate cxxxviii4 7 #ba4 #ij ,ps4 cxix4 7,vulgate cxviii47 #ajd4 #ia ,habitaculum fortitudinis4 #ib ,gen4 xxx4 #bj4 #ic ,assuredly4 ,pepwell sometimes modernises this word1 but not invariably4 #id #a ,john i4 #h4 #ie ,cf4 ,st4 ,augustine's various writings against the ,pelagians1 e4g4 ,epist4 clvii4 7,opera1 ed4 ,migne1 tom4 ii4 coll4 #cgd et seq471 ,ad ,hilarium4 #if ,deliberate intention4 #ig ,warnes in the ,,mss4 #ih ,disposition4 #ii ,coaxing1 beguiling4 ,harl4 ,,ms4 #fgd reads3 glosing4 #ajj ,madness4 #aja ,in particular4 ,pepwell has3 surely4 #ajb ,regret4 #ajc ,better is art than evil strength4 ,a proverbial expression4 ,cf4 ,layamons ,brut1 #agbaj 7ed ,madden1 ii4 p4 #big72 ,ancren ,riwle 7ed4 ,morton71 p4 #bfh 7where it is rendered3 ,skilful prudence is better than rude force74 ,cf4 ,prov4 xxi4 #bb4 #ajd ,the ,,mss4 have3 ilke4 #aje ,invisibilia4 #ajf ,so ,pepwell and ,harl4 ,,ms4 #fgd4 ,harl4 ,,ms4 #ajbb1 ed4 ,horstman1 reads3 see thiself and the candell4 #ajg ,pepwell reads3 waking4 #ajh ,ps4 iv4 #f-g4 #aji ,harl4 ,,ms4 #fgd reads3 light4 #aaj ,salutary4 #aaa ,skill4 #aab ,so ,pepwell4 ,harl4 ,,ms4 #fgd reads3 each desire on desire4 ,harl4 ,,ms4 #ajbb1 ed4 ,horstman1 has3 hekand desire unto desire4 #aac ,gen4 xxxv4 #ah4 #aad ,ps4 xxvi4 7,vulgate xxv47 #ab4 #aae ,so ,harl4 ,,mss4 #ajbb and #bcgc2 ,pepwell and harl4 ,,ms4 #fgd read3 godly4 #aaf ,ps4 lxviii4 #bg 7,vulgate lxvii4 #bh74 #aag ,so ,harl4 ,,ms4 #bcgc2 omitted in ,harl4 ,,ms4 #fgd4 ,pepwell has instead3 ,to the which us bring our blessed ,benjamin1 ,christ ,jesu1 ,amen4 ,harl4 ,,ms4 #ajbb ends3 ,jesus ,jesu1 ,mercy1 ,jesu1 grant ,mercy1 ,jesu4 ,the whole of this concluding paragraph1 which is an addition of the translator1 differs considerably in ,pepwell4 #aah,so ,pepwell and ,,ms4 ,reg4 #ag ,d4,v42 ,caxton has3 ,thou art she that art not1 and ,i am he that am2 which is nearer to the ,latin4 #aai;,caxton reads3 ,i escape gracyously all his snares4 #abj;,cf4 ,dante1 ,par4 xxxiii4 #ajj-aje3-- ,a quella luce cotal si diventa1 ,che volgersi da lei per altro aspetto1 ,e impossibil che mai si consenta2 ,pero che il ben1 ch'e del volere obbietto1 ,tutto s'accoglie in lei1 e fuor di quella ,e difettivo cio che li e perfetto4 ,such at that light does one become1 that it were impossible ever to consent to turn from it for sight of ought else1 ,for the good1 that is the object of the will1 is wholly gathered therein1 and outside it that is defective which there is perfect4 #aba,so ,pepwell3 ,caxton has3 yf thou wilt gete the vertu of ghostely strength4 #abb,pepwell and the ,,ms4 add3 and temptations 7,caxton3 of temptacyons72 which is clearly out of place4 ,cf4 ,legenda1 ,,ss #ajd 7,acta ,sanctorum1 ,aprilis1 tom4 iii474 #abcb ,cor4 i4 #g4 #abd,mated4 ,caxton has3 vertuously y-mette4 ,cf4 ,legenda1 ,,ss #aja3 ,talis anima sic ,deo conjuncta4 #abeb ,cor4 xii4 #aj4 #abf ,and the cause and the rote 7,caxton74 #abg,sometimes4 #abh;,caxton has3 ,it happed she sayde that other whyle deuoute feruour of a sowle leuyng oure lorde ,jhesu other by somme certeyne synne1 or ellys by newe sotyll temptacyons of the fende wexyth dull and slowe1 and other whyle it is y-brought to veray coldenesse4 ,pepwell and the ,,ms4 are entirely corrupt3 ,it happeneth 7she sayth7 that otherwhyle a synner whiche is leuynge our ,lord ,jhesu by some certeyn synne1 or ellys by some certeyn temptacyons of the fende1 c4 ,the original of the passage runs thus3 ,frequenter enim 7ut inquiebat7 contingit animae ,deum amanti quod fervor mentalis1 vel ex divina providentia1 vel ex aliquali culpa1 vel ex haustis adinventionibus inimici1 tepescit1 et quandoque quasi ad frigiditatem usque deducitur 7,legenda ,,ss #ajg74 #abi,so ,caxton2 ,pepwell has3 leaving4 #acj;,caxton has3 seeth2 the ,latin text3 quantumcumque videat seu sentiat4 #aca,requited4 #acb,so the ,,ms42 ,pepwell reads3 were feble and fayle2 and ,caxton3 wexed feble and defayled4 #acc;,caxton reads3 prayng 7praying74 #acd,so ,caxton3 ,pepwell and ,,ms4 have3 in4 #ace,latin1 ,praelatorum suorum 7i4e4 of her ecclesiastical superiors71 ,legenda1 ,,ss #cfa4 #acf,omitted in ,pepwell and in ,,ms4 #acg;,judge4 ,cf4 above1 p4 #ad4 #ach;,judgment4 #aci ,also she sayd that she hadde alwaye grete hope and truste in ,goddes prouydence1 and to this same truste she endured her dysciples seyng unto theym that she founde and knewe 7,caxton74 #adj,the habergeon or the hair-shirt1 the former term being applied to an instrument of penance as well as to a piece of armour4 ,cf4 ,chaucer1 ,the ,persones ,tale 7ed4 ,skeat1 ,,ss #ig73 ,thanne shaltow understonde1 that bodily peyne stant in disciplyne or techinge1 by word or by wrytinge1 or in ensample4 ,also in weringe of heyres or of stamin1 or of haubergeons on hir naked flesh1 for ,cristes sake1 and swiche manere penances4 ,but war thee wel that swiche manere penances on thy flesh ne make nat thyn herte bitter or angry or anoyed of thy-self2 for bettre is to caste awey thyn heyre1 than for to caste away the sikernesse of ,jesu ,crist4 ,and therfore seith seint ,paul3 ',clothe yow1 as they that been chosen of ,god1 in herte of misericorde1 debonairetee1 suffraunce1 and swich manere of clothinge'2 of whiche ,jesu ,crist is more apayed than of heyres1 or haubergeons1 or hauberkes4 #ada,wynkyn de ,worde has3 sholde4 #adb,wynkyn de ,worde has3 profyte4 #adc;,cf4 ,st4 ,catherine of ,siena1 ,letter to ,william ,flete 7ed4 ,gigli1 #abd73 ,there are some who give themselves perfectly to chastising their body1 doing very great and bitter penance1 in order that the sensuality may not rebel against the reason4 ,they have set all their desire more in mortifying the body than in slaying their own will4 ,these are fed at the table of penance1 and are good and perfect1 but unless they have great humility1 and compel themselves to consider the will of ,god and not that of men1 they oft times mar their perfection by making themselves judges of those who are not going by the same way that they are going4 #add,perhaps1 simply1 say many prayers--without any special reference to the rosary4 #ade;,annoy4 #adf,wynkyn de ,worde has3 mote4 #adg,wynkyn de ,worde has3 lownesse4 #adh,with-out-forthoutwardly4 ,cf4 ,chaucer1 ,the ,persones ,tale1 7ed4 ,skeat1 ,,ss #aj73 ,and with-inne the hertes of folk shal be the bytinge conscience1 and with-oute-forth shal be the world al brenninge4 #adi;,everycheeach one4 #aej;,according to the legend1 certain indulgences1 to be gained by all who visited the ,holy ,places at ,jerusalem1 were first granted by ,pope ,st4 ,sylvester at the petition of ,constantine and ,st4 ,helena4 ,there seems no evidence as to the real date at which these special indulgences were instituted4 ,cf4 ,amort1 ,de origine1 progressu1 valore1 ac frauctu ,indulgentiarum1 ,augsburg1 #agce1 pars i4 pp4 #bag et seq4 #aea,plenary4 #aeb;,all the indulgences attached to the ,holy ,places4 #aec,probably ,racheness in the parish of ,south ,acre1 where there was a leper hospital1 with church or chapel dedicated to ,st4 ,bartholomew1 of early foundation 7,victoria ,history of the ,county of ,norfolk1 ii4 p4 #dej74 #aed;,in true union4 #aee;,established firmly4 #aef,wandering4 #aeg,so ,horstman4 ,pepwell reads3 ,with this wonderful onehede ne may none be fuifilled4 #aeh,unreasonable impulses4 #aei,secret nature4 ,cf4 ,mother ,juliana1 ,revelations of ,divine ,love1 xiv4 cap4 #df3 ,and our kindly substance is now blessedfully in ,god4 #afj;,divers4 #afa;,cf4 ,de ,imitatione ,christi1 ii4 #d3 ,if thine heart were right1 then every creature would be a mirror of life1 and a book of holy doctrine4 ,there is no creature so small and vile1 as not to represent the goodness of ,god4 #afb;,horstman reads3 a mans saule4 #afc,so ,horstman3 ,pepwell reads3 as virtues in angels and in holy souls and in heavenly things4 #afd,pepwell omits the not4 #afe;,before4 #aff,the truth of ,god's hidden mysteries4 #afg;,according to the measure of its love4 #afh;,all intervening hindrance4 #afi;,horstman reads3 matter4 #agj;,a little4 #aga;,before4 #agb,overtaxes4 #agc;,craft4 #agd;,horstman reads3 wete he wele4 #age,this passage is defective in ,pepwell4 #agf,,ms4 ,dd4 v4 #ee1 ed4 ,horstman1 has3 purges4 #agg,pepwell has3 in feeling of the sound4 #agh,,ms4 ,dd4 v4 #ee1 ed4 ,horstman1 reads3 toune 7i4e4 tone74 #agi;,illumined4 #ahj;,cools down grows cold4 ,also construed with from4 ,cf4 ,richard ,rolle ,psalter 7ed4 ,h4 ,r4 ,bramley1 p4 #aef73 ,he gars sa many kele fra godis luf4 #aha;,a mere abstract thought of ,god4 #ahb;,construe3 ,but if he hold this feeling and this mind 7that is only his own working by custom7 to be a special visitation4 #ahc,surer1 safer4 #ahd,pepwell adds and in faith4 #ahe,the ,,mss4 add3 ,and bot if thou spede thee the rather or thou come to the ende of thy prayer4 #ahf,pepwell reads3 find4 #ahg;,coax1 beguile4 #ahh;,falsehoods4 #ahi,the ,,mss4 read3 behetynges of lenger leuyng4 #aij,promise4 #aia,ps4 xlvi4 #h 7,vulgate71 xlvii4 #g 7,a4,v473 ,sing ye praises with understanding4 #aib,ps4 cxi4 #aj 7cx4 #aj ,vulgate74 #aic,so ,pepwell2 ,harl4 ,,ms4 #fgd reads3 ,bot forthi that there is no sekir stonding4 #aid,pepwell adds in explanation3 or amends2 i4e4 satisfaction4 ,cf4 ,langland1 ,piers the ,plowman1 ,b4 xvii4 #bcg3 ,and if it suffice noughte for assetz2 and ,wyclif1 ,pistil on ,cristemasse ,day 7,select ,english ,works1 ed4 ,t4 ,arnold1 ii4 p4 #bcg73 ,and thus1 sith aseeth muste be maad for ,adams synne4 #aie,ps4 xxxiv4 #bb 7,vulgate xxxiii4 #bc74 #aif,the ,,mss4 read3 fro a lyf4 #aig,the ,,mss4 read3 a lyf4 #aih,so ,harl4 ,,ms4 #fgd4 ,pepwell reads3 ,also the steps of thy staff ,hope plainly will shew unto thee if thou do it duly1 as ,i have told thee before1 or not4 #aii,summa ,theologica1 ,,ii4-ii4 ,q4 #hb1 ,a4 ,i3 ,devotio nihil aliud esse videtur1 quam voluntas quaedam prompte tradendi se ad ea1 quae pertinent ad ,dei famulatum4 #bjj,the whole passage included in square brackets is omitted in ,pepwell1 but is identical in the two ,,mss4 #bja,so ,harl4 ,,ms4 #bcgc2 ,harl4 ,,ms4 #fgd reads3 medeful4 #bjb,the trunk4 #bjc,pepwell inserts3 it is but churl's meat1 for4 #bjd,not in ,pepwell4 #bje,pepwell reads3 and for nothing else4 #bjf;,had never received it from ,him4 #bjg,pure ,love1 or ,charity1 which attains to ,god ,himself1 that it may abide in ,him1 not that any advantage may accrue to us from ,him 7,st4 ,thomas ,aquinas1 ,summa ,theologica1 ,,ii4-ii4 ,q4 #bc1 ,a4 #f74 ,for the whole doctrine of ,pure ,love or ,disinterested ,religion1 cf4 ,f4 von ,hugel1 ,the ,mystical ,element of ,religion1 ii4 pp4 #aeb-aha4 #bjh,so both ,,mss42 ,pepwell reads3 blessedness4 #bji;,hindering or marring4 #baj;,cf4 ,st4 ,thomas ,aquinas1 ,summa ,theologica1 ,,ii4-ii4 ,q4 #bg1 ,a4 #c2 and ,f4 von ,hugel1 op4 cit41 ii4 p4 #afg4 #baa;,in the ,divine ,essence4 #bab,so ,harl4 ,,ms4 #fgd1 ,i take it as the beatitude of man which is ,god ,himself4 #bac;,cf4 ,dante1 ,par4 xxxiii1 #adc-ade3-- ,ma gia volgeva il mio disiro e il velle1 ,si come rota ch' egualmente e mossa1 ,l',amor che move il sole e l'altre stelle4 ,but already my desire and will1 even as a wheel that is equally moved1 were being turned by the ,love that moves the sun and the other stars4 #bada ,cor4 vi4 #ag4 #bae,pepwell adds3 or sundry4 #baf,so ,pepwell and ,harl4 ,,ms4 #bcgc2 ,harl4 ,,ms1 #fgd reads3 they ben one spirit4 #bag;,cant4 ii4 #af4 #bah;,harl4 ,,ms4 #fgd reads3 glose4 ,pepwell adds3 or flatter4 #bai;,heed4 #bbj,pepwell adds3 or betokeneth4 ,cf4 ,langland1 ,piers the ,plowman1 ,a4 i4 #a3 ,what this mountein bemeneth4 #bba;,cf4 above1 p4 #bh note4 #bbb,pepwell adds3 or counsel4 #bbc,of thyself thou hast nought but sin4 #bbd,so the ,,mss43 ,pepwell has3 to ,god4 #bbe,pepwell changes to divers4 #bbf;,cf4 ,dante1 ,de ,monarchia1 iii4 #af3 ,man alone of beings holds a mid-place between corruptible and incorruptible2 wherefore he is rightly likened by the philosophers to the horizon which is between two hemispheres4 ,for man1 if considered after either essential part1 to wit soul and body is corruptible if considered only after the one1 to wit the body1 but if after the other1 to wit the soul1 he is incorruptible4 4 4 4 ,if man then1 is a kind of mean between corruptible and incorruptible things1 since every mean savours of the nature of the extremes1 it is necessary that man should savour of either nature4 ,and since every nature is ordained to a certain end1 it follows that there must be a twofold end of man1 so that like as he alone amongst all beings partakes of corruptibility and incorruptibilty1 so he alone amongst all beings should be ordained for two final goals of which the one should be his goal as a corruptible being1 and the other as an incorruptible 7,p4 ,h4 ,wicksteed's translation74 #bbg,pepwell modernises this throughout to dwelling alone4 #bbh,pepwell substitutes doubt4 ,cf4 ,chaucer1 ,legend of ,good ,women1 #bfhf3 ,thryes doun she fil in swiche a were4 #bbi,pepwell adds3 in keeping of silence4 #bcj;,harl4 ,,ms4 #fgd reads3 more holiness than thou art worthy4 #bca,nature4 #bcb,solitude4 #bcc,pepwell has3 company4 #bcd,pepwell reads3 better4 #bce;,causes4 #bcfa ,cor4 ii4 #aa4 #bcg,simple4 #bch;,jas4 i4 #ab4 #bci,the ,,mss4 usually read cleped for called4 #bdj,pepwell modernizes to trouble4 #bda;,jas4 i4 #ab4 #bdb,to give place to4 #bdc,such impulses to exceptional practices4 #bdd;,humble itself4 #bde,pleasant4 #bdf,pepwell reads3 wits4 #bdg,lest4 #bdh,pepwell reads3 strait4 #bdi;,jer4 ix4 #ba3 ,quia ascendit mors per fenestras nostras 7,vulgate74 ,pepwell reads3 as saint ,jerome saith6 ,cf4 ,walter ,hilton1 ,the ,ladder of ,perfection1 ,i4 pt4 iii4 cap #i3 ,lift up thy lanthorn1 and thou shalt see in this image five windows1 by which sin cometh into thy soul1 as the ,prophet saith3 ,death cometh in by our windows4 ,these are the five senses by which thy soul goeth out of herself1 and fetcheth her delight and seeketh her feeding in earthly things1 contrary to the nobility of her own nature4 ,as by the eye to see curious and fair things and so of the other senses4 ,by the unskilful using of these senses willingly to vanities1 thy soul is much letted from the sweetness of the spiritual senses within2 and therefore it behoveth thee to stop these windows1 and shut them1 but only when need requireth to open them 7ed4 ,dalgairns1 p4 #aae74 #bej;,ignorant4 #bea,where natural and acquired knowledge alike fall shorts4 #beb;,fully4 #bec,nature4 #bed,pepwell has3 when thou dost feel4 #bee,pepwell inserts3 ,i mean except the solemn vows of holy religion4 #befb ,cor4 iii4 #ag4 #beg;,cf4 ,st4 ,catherine of ,siena1 ,letter #cjh 7ed4 ,gigli73 ,love harmonises the three powers of our soul1 and binds them together4 ,the will moves the understanding to see1 when it wishes to love2 when the understanding perceives that the will would fain love1 if it is a rational will1 it places before it as object the ineffable love of the eternal ,father1 who has given us the ,word1 ,his own son1 and the obedience and humility of the son1 who endured torments1 inuries1 mockeries1 and insults with meekness and with such great love4 ,and thus the will1 with ineffable love1 follows what the eye of the understanding has beheld2 and with its strong hand1 it stores up in the memory the treasure that it draws from this love4 #beh,losing4 #bei;,cant4 iv4 #i4 #bfj,to exercise love4 #bfa;,divers4 #bfba ,cor4 i4 #bf1 vii4 #bj2 ,eph4 iv4 #a4 #bfc,luke x4 #db4 #bfd,pepwell inserts ,him list thee to see1 and4 #bfe,pepwell reads3 ,let be good and all that is good1 and better with all that is better4 #bff,luke x4 #db4 #bfg,to know how to speak1 etc4 #bfh;,banishing from thy soul's vision4 #bfi;,be able to4 #bgj,pepwell reads3 privily4 ,cf4 ,wyclif 7,select ,english ,works1 ed4 cit41 i4 p4 #adi73 ,and after seith ,crist to his apostles1 that thes thingis he seide bifore to hem in proverbis and mystily4 #bga,pepwell reads3 rest4 #bgb,pepwell modernises conne to learn to throughout this passage4 #bgc;,harl4 ,,ms4 #fgd reads3 stirring2 the other ,,ms1 as ,pepwell4 #bgd;,harl4 ,,ms4 #fgd reads3 have4 #bge,pepwell reads3 else4 #bgf,manifestly1 i4e4 unless they clearly show that they do not know how to act as they should4 ,pepwell has3 in a part4 #bgg;i4e4 take their advice1 but do not simply imitate them4 ,i follow the ,,mss4 in preference to ,pepwell1 who reads3 ,work after no men's counsel1 but sith that know well their own disposition2 for such men should1 etc4 #bgha ,john iv4 #a-f4 #bgi,ps4 lxxxv4 #h 7,vulgate lxxxiv4 #i74 #bhj,zech4 i4 #i-ai4 #bha;,col4 ii4 #ah4 #bhba ,thess4 i4 #b-i4 #bhc,pepwell adds3 or ambition4 ,cf4 ,chaucer1 ,the ,persones ,tale1 ed4 ,skeat1 ,,ss #ah3 and coveitise of hynesse by pryde of herte4 #bhd;,burns4 #bhe,so ,harl4 ,,ms4 #fgd2 ,pepwell has3 war4 #bhf;,crafty device4 #bhg;,cf4 above1 p4 #ag note4 #bhh,pepwell has3 gladly4 #bhi,pepwell reads ever ready4 #bij,withstand1 resist4 #bia;,cf4 ,mother ,juliana1 ,revelations of ,divine ,love1 i4 cap4 #i3 ,in general ,i am1 ,i hope1 in onehead of charity with all my even ,christian1 for in this onehead standeth the life of all mankind that shall be saved4 #bib;,if it is still guilty of the other two4 #bic,pepwell adds3 and voluptuous4 #bid,ps4 cxxxii4 7,vulgate cxxxi4 7 #ac4 #bie;,cf4 ,walter ,hilton1 ,the ,ladder of ,perfection1 ,,ii4 pt4 ii4 cap4 #c3 ,jerusalem is1 as much as to say1 a sight of peace1 and betokeneth contemplation in perfect love of ,god2 for contemplation is nothing else but a sight of ,god1 which is very peace4 #bif,probably ,isa4 lvii4 #ae4 #big,pepwell reads3 most folly4 #bih,pepwell adds3 or harm4 ,cf4 ,the ,chronicle of ,robert of ,brunne1 #hije-f3 ,now may ye lyghtly bere the stones to schip wythouten dere4 #bii;,advisedly4 #cjj,partisans1 abettors4 #cja,the ,,mss4 read3 doles4 #cjb,pepwell reads3 ,but it is more sorrow to feel of our own spirit's deceits4 ,for sometime our own spirit4 #cjc,the ,,mss4 read3 ,bot what thar reche2 what need to care4 #cjd,pepwell reads3 didst feel in there4 #cje;,cf4 above1 p4 #ie1 note4 #cjf,pepwell adds3 and judgment4 #cjg,unless because of carelessness in resisting them when they first come4 #cjh,to regard thyself as responsible4 #cji,madness4 #caj,not in ,harl4 ,,ms4 #fgd4 #caa,pepwell reads3 a full damnable and a full cursed fiend in his living4 #cab,pepwell adds3 and desire much4 #cac,pepwell reads3 suggestion4 #cad,on the other hand4