,transcrib]'s ,note3 ,m9or typographical errors h be5 correct$ )\t note4 ,irregul>ities & inconsi/5cies 9 ! text h be5 reta9$ z pr9t$4 ,words pr9t$ 9 italics are not$ ) und]scores3 italics4 ,! cov] ( ?is ebook 0 creat$ by ! transcrib] & is h]eby plac$ 9 ! public doma94 ,a ,,%ort ,,acc\nt ,,( ,,! ,,extraord9>y ,,life ,,& ,,travels ,,( ,h4 ,l4 ,l4---- ,,native ,,( ,/4 ,,dom+o1 ,,n[ ,a ,,prison] ,,( ,,w> ,,at ,,a%b\rn1 ,,9 ,,d]by%ire2 ,%ew+ ! ,rem>kable /eps ( ,div9e ,provid5ce t[>ds him1 & ! means ( 8 ,conv]sion to ,,god4 ,nak$ came ,i out ( my ,"m's womb1 & nak$ %all ,i return ?i!r3 ! ,,"l gave1 & ! ,,"l ha? tak5 away2 ,bless$ be ! "n ( ! ,,"l4 ,job4 *ap4 #a v]4 #ba ,?y ,righte\sness is l ! great m\nta9s2 ?y judgm5t are a great deep3 ,o ,,"l1 ?\ pres]ve/ ,man & ,bea/4 ,psalm4 ,*ap4 #cf v]4 #f4 ,,writt5 ,,by ,,8 ,,own ,,h&4 ,,ent]$ ,,at ,,/ation]s ,,hall4 ,,pr9t$ ,,& ,,sold ,,by ,,p>kes ,,a%b\rn1 ,,burditt ,,london1 ,,& ,,prit*>d ,,d]by4 ,price ,"o ,%ill+4 ,,obs]vation4 ,x is n d\btful1 7z x is a common me?od 9 ?is _w17 t my life1 & all :at is conta9$ !re91 w be contradict$ & criticis$2 b z x ha? pleas$ ,,god to reveal unto me ! my/]y ( ! way ( ! tru?1 7( :i* ,i hope ,i am n ignorant27 !re=e ,i expect p]secutions1 contradictions1 & criticism to take place2 kn[+1 t :osoev] w live accord+ to ! ,gospel ( ,,*ri/1 mu/ :ile 9 ?is vale ( te>s g ?r\gh mu* suff]+s & pa9s3 = ?us is ! road t leads to ev]la/+ happ9ess4 ,!re=e let e true born s\l "k1 t z our ,,savi\r suff]$ = u3 s mu/ we 9 return = ! bless+ ( ,r$emption1 suff] = 8 sake1 = unto u x is giv51 9 ! behalf ( ,,*ri/1 n only to believe on him1 b also to suff] = 8 sake4 phi4 *ap4 #a4 v]4 #bi4 ,i !re=e leave to ! public to say :at !y please ( ?is book2 b ! ,,god 9 :om ,i h tru/$ %all be ! judge ( x4 ,f9ally1 ! decisive day ( our ,,"l1 w put a det]m9ation to all our works1 :e!r !y be acceptable1 or n4 ,,to ,,! ,,read]4 ,9 read+ ?is little "w1 7n only to read b to m$itate17 y w see ! great disappo9tm5ts t !re is 9 ^? ?+s1 ! ri*es ( ?is _w4 :i* m5 put _! tru/4 ,oh6 read]1 art ?\ ( t unhappy numb]8 if ?\ art1 delay no long]1 b g to ,,jesus ,,*ri/1 :o is ! f\nta9 ( durable ri*es1 & take ) !e ! words ( ! ,pot8 :om h ,i 9 heav5 b !e t c ?y creature bless8 :at 7 all ! ,e>? to me1 if a /rang] to ?y peace8 all is vanity b ,,*ri/1 pa9 & d>kness1 & dispair1 rankl+ 9 a s9n]'s brea/1 till ?\ art pres5t !re4 ,art ?\ 9 prosp]ity1 be ,joyful1 & praise ?y ,,god2 art ?\ 9 adv]sity1 consid]3 = ,,god ha? set ! "o ov] aga9/ ! o!r1 to ! end t man %\ld f9d no?+ aft] him4 ,be n z ^?1 :i* ?r\gh weakness ( fai?1 d>e n tru/ _! ,,god1 :5soev] 9 pov]ty or di/ress2 = ,i nev] knew ( any t tru/$ 9 ,,god1 & 7 yet conf\nd$2 ,he surely w supply ! wants ( all ^? :o be+ s5sible ( _! s9s1 groan aft] him3 & lo1 7says ,,*ri/7 ,i am ) y alway1 ev5 unto ! end ( ! _w4 ,read1 & read aga9 ?is book1 t ?\ mighte/ "k1 t :]esoev] ,,god ha? a *ild1 !re w 8 eyes be1 & t to protect him2 ?\gh he may run to a c]ta9 degree ( s9s & wick$ness1 b at la/ ,he w snat* him z a bran f ! et]nal burn+1 & let him "k1 t x is n ( him t wille?1 nor ( him t runne?1 b ( 8 good pleasure to %ew m]cy4 ,oh6 _h n ,,god %[n 8 m]cy to me1 :]e %\ld ,i h be58 9 ! broad road t leads to ev]la/+ mis]y1 yea 9 ! d>k & dolesome dungeon ( dispair1 )\t a glimm]+ ray ( hope2 ev]la/+ly bewail+ my mis]able de/9y4 ,see h[ ! words ( ! holy prophet prove true to my case2 ,i am s\ght ( !m t ask$ n = me2 ,i am f\nd ( !m t s\ght me n4 ,oh6 if ev] ,i am s happy z to rea* )9 a bless$ view ( ! happy possession ( sa9ts1 :at a debtor %all ,i be to m]cy & free grace alone2 to save su* an ungov]nable & unwill+ creature z ,i3 ,oh6 my s\l x is h>d = !e to kick aga9/ ! pricks#a6 ?\1 :o ha/ s long despis$1 reject$1 & set at n\ght ! comm&m5ts ( ,,god1 art n[ ?r\gh ?y ,,savi\r',s ob$i5ce & blood br\ght to "k ! way ( ,salvation4 #a ,i allude ?is passage to a ,%ip go+ /raightways aga9/ ! w9d2 = x is no m 9 ! p[] ( a s9n] to resi/ ! w & m]cies ( ,,god1 ?an x is possible = a ,%ip to g /raightways aga9/ ! w9d4 ,de> read]1 art ?\ a blasphem]1 or a despis] ( ! words ( ,,god8 if ?\ art1 ,i w advise !e to take a w>n+ 9 read+ my case1 & to consid] ab\t x1 = fe> ?\ %\lde/ be plung$ = ev] into et]nal mis]y4 ,delay no long] to op5 ?y case be=e ! m]ciful ,,god1 ?\gh x %\ld be ev] s desp]ate2 = ,he is all-suffici5t1 yea all-p[]ful1 to plead ! cause ( ?9e immortal s\l1 & to br+ to pass :atsoev] ?\ %alt commit into 8 h&s1 = ,he ev] live? to make int]cession = s5sible#b s9n]s1 & to bright5 _! evid5ces = ! approa*+ ( a future & ev]la/+ ,glory4 #b ,rememb]1 t ,,god makes u s5sible t we are s9n]s4 ,did/ ?\ ev] read1 or he> m5tion$1 ( ! compassionate invitation ( our bless$ ,,savi\r :5 ,he liv$ on ,e>?2 :]e ,he sai?1 him t come? to me 7believ+7 ,i w 9 no wise ca/ out1 b ,i w raise him up at ! la/ day4 ,p]haps ?\ say'/ 9 ?9e own he>t1 ,,*ri/ is no m ^u ! ,e>? t ,i might g to him4 ,kn[e/ ?\ n fai?less man or woman1 t ?\gh ,,*ri/ is no m ^u ! ,e>?1 t ,he is ! same ye/]day1 to day1 & = ev]2 & ha? ! same p[] to save & to br+ to heav5 :om ,he w3 & n[ t ,he is 9 8 holy mansion1 is ,he n /ill ! same8 yea1 ,he is /ill entreat+ 8 ,fa!r on our behalf1 & 8 b[els are always melt+ 9 m]cy t[>ds u 8 rebelli\s ,*ildr52 & 8 mo/ preci\s arms & pi]c$ h&s1 :i* we ourselves h crucifi$1 are always ext5d$ to receive prodigals & backslid]s home3 = ,i am 7says ,,*ri/7 ! fri5d ( s9n]s1 ,i eate? & dr9ke? ) !m2 !re=e let him t is a?ir/ come1 & take ( ! wat] ( life freely4 ,oh6 read]1 :oev] ?\ art1 ,i pray ,,god ?r\gh ,grace1 t ?\ & ,i1 might be ( t happy & highly fav\r$ numb]1 t %all s+ above ) ! innum]able legions ( bless$ ,angels1 ! *orus ( ! victory ( a w\nd$ & suff]+ ,,savi\r4 ,,am54 ,h4 ,l4 ,l4 ,,introduction4 ,ev] s9ce ! ,,god ( tru? 0 pleas$ to op5 my bl9d eyes1 & ,lead me to ! k ( ! tru?1 ,i h (t5 m$itat$ ^u my ,life pa/1 & h[ ! div9e provid5ce ( ,,god1 has deliv]$1 & pres]v$1 su* a wor?less creature z ,i out ( div]s dang]s3 ,i !re=e ?9k x prop] & useful to take my p51 & give a %ort acc\nt ( my ,life1 & my call+ to ! k ( ! true & liv+ ,,god1 hop+ t by ! ,bless+ ( ! ,et]nal ,,jehovah1 x may be made useful to ^? :o ,love to m$itate ^u ! my/]i\s ways ( ! wond] work+ ,,god4 ,i 0 born 9 ! once pr\d & haughty ,isl& ( ,/4 ,dom+o1 9 ! ,p>i% ( ,/4 ,rose1 ( ,anci5t & respectable p>5ts4 ,my ,fa!r & ,"m1 7 ! mo/ accompli%$ union accord+ to _! ,religion & ways ( wor%ip+2 !y 7 equal 9 =tune1 = !y _h ea* a plantation1 :5 unit$ toge!r made !m an exce$+ good livelihood4 ,b ,i h n tak5 my p5 = to write my p>5ts ,hi/ory1 b my own3 "h !n my n>ration %all beg94 ,9 ! ye> "o ?\s& sev5-hundr$ & eighty-?ree1 ! ,six? ( ,septemb]1 betwixt eight & n9e o',clock 9 ! morn+ ,i 0 br\ght =? into a ,_w ( tr\bles1 & 0 baptis$ ! tw5ty-f\r? ( ,novemb] 9 ! same ye>1 by ,fa!r ,juli5 ,capu*9 ,mission>y ,curate2 & _h = ,god-fa!r my ,"m's ,bro!r1 & = ,god-"m my ,fa!r's ,si/]4 ,f ! day t ,i 0 born1 ,i nev] enjoy$ a good /ate ( heal?2 = ,i 0 s weak & ,sickly1 t ,i look$ m l a ,spectre ?an a human creature2 = my ,dea? 0 daily & ,h\rly expect$1 9 me 0 se5 ! v picture ( ,dea?3 ,i 0 9 t situation till ,i atta9$ my sev5? ye>2 :5 ,i 0 =c$ to leave a ,"m by :om ,i 0 de>ly lov$1 & a ,fa!r t *]i%$ me above all e>?ly creatures4 ,= "o ,morn+ ,i yet v well rememb]1 7?\gh ,i did n expect x17 my ,fa!r call$ me & my two elde/ ,bro!rs also1 & lead u into my ,"m's *amb]1 :]e ,i saw h] weep+ bitt]ly3 :5 !re ,i c\ld n help ask+ h] :at 0 ! matt] t %e 0 cry+ s2 %e made no reply b by sighs & te>s2 :5 9 a sympa!tic mann] %e took me up 9 h] arms & press$ me ) t5d]ness to h] bosom & b$ew$ my innoc5t face ) te>s2 x 0 ) great difficulty t %e cons5t$ to let me g2 & !n %e kiss$ my ,bro!rs 9 ! l mann]1 :5 we left h] to soo? h] sorr[s1 & to console h]self to ! loss3 9 ! mean "t my ,fa!r h&$ u into our coa*1 & gave ord]s to drive away to ,t[n4 ,i 0 "s "t sil5t1 effect$ by ?is sudd5 *ange2 :5 look+ ?r\gh ! w9d[ ( ! coa*1 ,i saw bo? my little ,si/]s /ret*+ out _! arms z if x 7 to bid me ! la/ ,adieu2 ! sc5e 0 s affect+1 t ,i c\ld n re/ra9 myself b to ask my ,fa!r :]e we 7 go+ to2 7= ,i did n "k any ?+ ab\t t sudd5 j\rney47 ,he satisfi$ me1 by say+1 t he 0 s5d+ u into ,france = our education1 & t he w\ld sp>e no exp5ce to give u a good "o4 ,9 ! aft]noon we rea*$ ! ,t[n1 & alight$ at ! ,cr[n-,hotel3 my ,fa!r be+ n well 9 heal?1 we 7 oblig$ to delay our voyage = ! space ( ?ree weeks2 & :5 ! appo9t$ "t 0 come to sep>ate u f a ,fa!r de> & t5d]1 ,i 0 tak5 v ill1 9 :i* /ate ,i rema9$ = "s days2 at ! same "t ! ,capta9 ( ! ,%ip came to let my ,fa!r "k t he c\ld n wait any long]1 & t he 0 to weigh ,an*or ! next day4 ,my ,fa!r1 ?\gh v ill1 said1 well1 !y %all be ready to g ) y to-morr[4 7,i 0 !n b indiff]5t 9 heal?47 ,! mo/ affect+ p>t+ took place1 he took u by ! h& & l$ u to ! ,sea-side :]e we 7 to emb>k1 & said1 9 ! mo/ pa!tic mann]4--,my mo/ belov$ ,*ildr56 ! "t is n[ come t y mu/ be p>t$ f a ,fa!r1 by :om y are de>ly lov$2 receive = ! la/ "t f my almo/ dead lips1 ! pl$ge & t5d]ness ( my love t[>ds y2 = ,i "k ,i %all nev] live to see y aga91 s take ! la/ p>t+ ( y\r ,fa!r1 = y %all nev] see him any m2 to day is ! la/ "t t y w behold ! ,au?or ( y\r days3 my duty =c$ me to s5d y into ,france1 & y\r education w be a fri5d to y :5 9 di/ress4 ,be=e we p>t$ he recomm5d$ u to a g5tleman t 0 on bo>d1 & t no?+ %\ld be want$ = our c>e4 ,& !n he )drew1 ext5d+ 8 arms once m t[>ds u 9 ! mo/ di/ress+ mann]3 s t we 7 fill$ ) grief & sorr[ to see our ,fa!r 9 su* a melan*oly /ate4 ,we begun our c\rse ) a fair w9d & good wea!r1 :i* cont9u$ = sev]al days4 ,ab\t tw5ty days aft] we 7 ^u ! ,sea1 ! w9d rose ) su* viol5ce1 t we expect$ e in/ant to be ca/ into ! dep? ( ! ,ocean3 we 0 9 t situation = a consid]able "t1 till at la/ x pleas$ ! ,,almighty to appease ! waves1 & to s5d fair wea!r4 ,we 7 sev5ty-two days 9 cross+ ! imm5se ,ocean1 at ! end ( :i* we l&$ at ,bordeaux4 ,myself & my ,bro!rs 7 receiv$ ) great k9dness by our ,bank]1 to :om we deliv]$ ! lett] conc]n+ our com+ into ,france4 ,! next day we 7 s5t to s*ool 9 ! same ,t[n1 to give u ! fir/ beg9n+ ( education be=e we c\ld g to ,college4 ,?ree mon?s aft] we 7 arriv$ 9 ,france1 we receiv$ a lett] seal$ 9 black f our ,"m1 9 :i* ! ,dea? ( our ,fa!r 0 confirm$3 8 la/ p>t+ f ?is ,_w is too cutt+ to relate4 7,i hope he di$ happy1 & hope to meet him 9 ,glory47 ,?\gh ,i 0 s "y1 ! impression ( ! ,dea? ( my ,fa!r plung$ me into su* a melan*oly /ate1 t soon aft] ,i 0 seiz$ ) a viol5t fev]2 no re/ 0 to be f\nd = a long :ile3 9 ! /ronge/ ( my pa9 ,i us$ to get out ( my b$ & run ab\t ! *amb] l a madman1 cry+ out1 ,oh6 my ,fa!r6 my ,fa!r is no m4 ,i 0 9 t /ate = six mon?s1 be=e my heal? 0 e/abli%$4 ,z my ,fa!r's desire 0 to give u a good education1 he told my ,"m :5 on 8 ,dea?-b$1 t we mu/ be remov$ z soon z possible to ! ,college3 accord+ly we 7 s5t into ! ,s\? ( ,france1 at ! di/ance ( two-hundr$ & tw5ty miles f ,bordeaux1 to ! ,college ( ,soreze1 "o ( ! mo/ em95t places ( tea*+ t ev] exi/$ s9ce ! ,_w began2 = e ?+1 consi/+ ( ,arts & ,sci5ces 0 to be le>n$4 ,"h is an acc\nt ( :at ! ,college consi/$4 ,tea*+ ,ma/]s1 n9ety2 besides t5 prefects to ma9ta9 ! police into ! y>ds3 & twelve-hundr$ s*ol>s4 ,in/rum5ts ( ,music ( all sorts to be le>n$2 ,lat91 ,greek1 ,g]man1 ,spani%1 ,engli%1 ,italian1 & ,fr5* tongues to be le>n$2 ,writ+ ( diff]5t sorts2 ,read+1 ,ari?metic2 ,draw+ ( all k9ds1 bo? ( ,human-lik5ess1 z also ! ,l&scape3 ,danc+1 bo? ,fr5* & ,engli%2 ,anci5t ,hi/ory1 ,*ronology1 ,lit]ature1 ,declamation1 ,=tification1 ,/ructure1 ,poesy1 ,rhetoric1 ,philosophy1 ,natural ,hi/ory1 ,geometry1 ,geography1 ,trigonometry1 ,/atics1 ,f5c+1 ,rid+1 ,milit>y ,ex]cise1 ,natation1 ,ar*itecture1 ,algebra1 ,my?ology1 ,!ology1 ,cosmography1 c4 ,i took su* a delight 9 le>n+1 t all my ,ma/]s 7 pleas$ ) my conduct2 b ?is did n la/ long1 = "o ev5+ ! ,director ( ! ,college call$ me & my ,bro!rs1 & said1 "h is a lett] f y\r ,"m t ,i h j receiv$4 ,on op5+ ! lett] ,i saw ^! words4 ,my mo/ belov$ ,*ildr51 x is ) grief & sorr[1 t ,i took ! p5 to in=m y ( all ! mis=tunes :i* h de/roy$ ,/4 ,dom+o2 y\r =tune#c is lo/ = ev]1 x is only 9 y\r ,education1 t y w be able to recov] x3 my long sil5ce w\ld p]haps make y ?9k t ,i h p]i%$ among s _m ,victims :i* 7 de/roy$ 9 t unhappy ,isl&1 no6 ! ,,"l 0 pleas$ to save me f s _m dang]s1 t ,i might be useful aga9 to y2 & ,i hope t by 8 ,mighty ,p[]1 ,he w re/ore y aga9 to ! bosom ( a langui%+ ,"m1 ^: arms are always op5 to receive y\r t5d] embraces4 #c ,behold1 ,he take? away1 :o c h9d] him8 :o w say unto him1 :at doe/ ?\8 ,job4 *ap4 #i4 v]4 #ab4 ,my de> ,*ildr51 ,i c h>dly hold my p5 to in=m y ( ! gloomy & unhappy end ( bo? y\r ,si/]s2 !y are no m6 poison has put !m into ! grave3 = all ! spr+s & wells 7 poison$1 by :i* p]i%$ _m o!rs also4 ,y\r ,uncle & ,aunt ,p4---- ) _! ,*ildr51 9 numb] ?irte51 _h _! heads cut (f ^u a block 9 less ?an half-an-h\r4 ,y\r ,uncle ,v4---- 0 cut to pieces ^u an h$ge#d4 ,a great _m ( y\r relations ,i ne$ n m5tion1 p]i%$ 9 ! mo/ cruel mann]3 ! magnific5t ,city ( du ,cap-,francais is burnt d[n to a%es by ! ,negroes2 no m = ! pres5t ,adieu1 ,adieu1 ,adieu2 my poor un=tunate ,*ildr51 ,adieu4 ,m4 ,l4 ,f4 ,m4 ,l4 #d ,be+ ,p]su$ by ! ,negroes1 & z he 0 escap+ ov] an h$ge1 8 ,horse alight$2 :]e ! ,b>b>\s ,negroes cut him 9 small pieces ) _! ,swords4 ,aft] read+ ?is lett]1 ! ,director said unto u1 my de> little fri5ds1 ,i am deeply sorry = all y\r mis=tunes1 & /ill m s1 t ,i am oblig$ to s5d y out ( ! ,college2 b my means d n p]mit me to keep y any long]1 y mu/ be ready aga9/ to morr[ morn+1 ,i %all be> ! *>ges ( y\r ,travel f h5ce to ,bordeaux3 "h is a lett] = y\r ,bank]1 t y are to deliv] soon aft] y\r arrival ?i!r4 ,nev] 0 a s5t5ce m dreadful to me ?an ?is2 torr5ts ( te>s fell f my eyes2 my ,he>t 0 almo/ brok53 ,i 0 9 su* a deplorable situation conc]n+ ^! sad tid+s t ,i ?\ght ,i %\ld nev] be able to see ! return+ ( ! ,day4 ,cl\ds ( ,gloom9ess hung ^u my m9d2 all ! night long no re/ 0 to be f\nd1 nei!r 9 m9d or body2 & 0 =c$ to rise up1 z ,i lay$ me d[n4 ,we begun our j\rney 9 a coa* & w5t z f> z ,t\l\se1 a ,city1 :]e we took a ,boat1 & f9i%$ our voyage by wat]1 & arriv$ safe at ,bordeaux4 ,we w5t to our ,bank]1 & 7 receiv$ ) great k9dness4 ,dur+ our resid5ce !re1 ! mo/ atroci\s cruelty 0 ex]cis$ ^u ! p ( ! ,t[n#e2 ,blood 0 daily %$ by ^? b>b>\s race ( ,human k9d1 :o cry d[n ,gov]nm5t3 no?+ 0 se5 b t]ror & abom9ation2 ! innoc5t ,blood 0 cont9ually runn+ "u ! fatal /roke ( ! ,guillot9e1 & e bran* ( ,royalty 0 to be de/roy$3 be+ afraid t we %\ld be appreh5d$1 we 7 put at an old ,dut* ,woman's h\se n f> f our ,bank]s3 !re we enjoy$ "s little com=t1 be+ q retir$ f ! ,_w4 ,%e be+ a prote/ant1 7& our bank] likewise17 %e us$ to ent]ta9 u ) a deal ( conv]sation ab\t ,,*ri/1 & %ew$ u all ! errors ( ,pop]y2 b all ?is did n ent] into my m9d1 because ,i 0 always ?9k+ ab\t my un=tunate fate4 ,my ,bro!rs us$ to g ) h] to ,*apel1 :i* 0 j by ! h\se2 b z = me ,i 0 s unhappy1 t ,i nev] c\ld con/ra9 myself to g2 ?\gh %e us$ to say1 y\r happ9ess t y h lo/1 w be f\nd !re1 if y c\ld take ^u y\rself to g3 b all ?is 0 q new to me1 & ,i gave b v little att5tion to x4 ,i rema9$ ) h] till ,,god 0 pleas$ to put a /op to ! %$+ ( blood4 #e ,allud+ to ! ,fr5* ,revolution4 ,ab\t t "t ,i he>d t my ,aunt ,v4---- 0 arriv$ 9 ,t[n2 ,i hurri$ myself to g & see h]3 & f\nd t %e 0 m>ri$ aga91 & to a /rang]1 :o receiv$ me ) ! greate/ k9dness4 ,he be+ a man t foll[$ ! ,tobacco bus9ess1 made a proposal to our ,bank] t we %\ld /ay ) him z be+ ne> relations to u1 :i* 0 easily grant$3 & we began to "w ) him 9 8 bus9ess4 ,at fir/ he %ew$ u a deal ( k9dness1 b x soon vani%$ away1 = he became a tyrant to u1 especially aga9/ me :o 0 ! y\nge/3 _m a "t ,i w5t to b$ ) a hungry belly2 ,i want$ all ! necess>ies ( life1 h>dly clo!s to put on my back1 beat5 %amefully2 ,i 0 ! greate/ slave t ev] liv$1 = ,i us$ to g to "w z soon z x 0 light1 & "w till midnight3 _m a "t ,i 0 s h>ass$ & tir$1 t ,i us$ to fall asleep at my "w1 & awoke 9 ! same place to beg9 aga9 my slav]y4 ,i 0 s tir$ ( t c\rse ( life1 t ,i resolv$ to run away2 accord+ly ,i did1 & w5t to my ,bank] = protection2 b my pret5d$ ,uncle kn[+ ( x1 came & told him n to li/5 to :at ,i said1 t ,i 0 a ,*ild & want$ correction4 ,b he said unto him1 ^? ,*ildr5 are n y\rs1 !y are "u my c>e1 & = t reason ,i w n h !m treat$ 9 su* a cruel mann]2 & am sorry ,i ev] let !m g to live ) y1 b = ! future ,i hope y w behave bett]4 ,he promis$ t he w\ld4 ,my ,bank] b\ght me a suit ( clo!s :i* ,i took ) me1 & foll[$ my b>b>\s ,tyrant4 ,:5 at home he appe>$ m res]ve1 b = all t1 ,i c\ld p]ceive 9 8 dissembl$ face t he /ill bore a hatr$ aga9/ me4 ,i 0 n mi/ak51 = he soon began aga9 ) me1 & ?reat5$ to flog me4 ,i rose up f my *air 9 a passion fill$ ) despair1 & said to him2 ,i am no?+ to y1 nei!r ,*ild or relation1 :y %\ld y ?us ill use me8 if my poor ,fa!r :o is n[ mix$ among ! du/ 0 alive1 he w\ld h tak5 my "p1 & n suff]$ me to be abus$ ?us by su* a ,rascally begg>1 & vile ,wret* z y are#f4 ,he flew into su* a passion1 t he did n "k :at to d2 till ! ,devil :i* 0 s p[]ful 9 him1 excit$ him to dispat* me to ! o!r ,_w4 ,= t purpose he seiz$ a long knife#g :i* 0 by1 & run t[>ds me to p]petrate 8 atroci\s de$2 b see+ him com+ ) su* vehem5ce1 ,i ran "u ! table1 by :i* he miss$ 8 aim & fell all 8 l5g? ^u ! floor3 9 ! mean "t bo? my ,bro!rs jump$ ^u 8 back & 7 assi/$ by my ,c\s9 & o!rs1 to take ! abom9able weapon out ( 8 h&s4 ,he 0 9 su* a rage :5 he 0 set free1 t he fro!d l a wild bea/4 ,i took ! opportunity :ile !y 7 ) him1 to fet* a few ( my clo!s :i* 0 9 ! room next to t :]e he 01 & com+ aga9 be=e 8 pres5ce ) my bundle "u my arm1 ,i said1 ,bro!rs foll[ me1 let ?is mis]able ,savage live by himself2 !n ,i run f ! spot & w5t to my ,bank]1 & gave him an acc\nt ( e ?+ t _h pass$4 ,he 0 sorry to he> x1 b said1 !re is a ,%ip t is go+ to ,guadel\pe 9 ! ,we/-,indies1 ,i w s5d y !re z soon z possible3 :5 !re y w p]haps f9d an opportunity to jo9 y\r ,"m4 #f ,?is 0 ! fir/ "t ,i ev] d>'d to cont5d ) him1 b ! remembrance ( my ,fa!r & =m] /ate rose 9 me su* a viol5t _s1 t ,i spoke to him ) su* a ,gloomy tone ( voice1 t all ^? t 7 pres5t c\ld n help b pity my situation4 #g ,no weapon t is =m$ aga9/ !e %all prosp]4 ,isaiah *ap4 #ed4 v]4 #ag4 ,we 7 made ready = our voyage t 0 to take place 9 a few days2 our ,bank] gave u a draught = "o hundr$ ,doll>s1 on a m]*ant 9 ,guadel\pe4 ,we took leave ( him1 & ?ank$ him = ! c>e he _h tak5 ( u dur+ our resid5ce 9 t ,c\ntry4 ,we began our voyage ) a fair gale ( w9d1 b x soon alt]$1 & we 7 oblig$ to ca/ ,an*or at ! m\? ( ! ,riv]1 & rema9$ !re till ! wea!r 0 fair3 ! elev5? day see+ ! wea!r & w9d favorable we weigh$ ,an*or1 no soon] 7 we "u sail1 b !re rose su* a viol5t tempe/1 t we ?\ght our endeav\rs w\ld h be5 )\t success2 = we 7 surr\nd$ by dreadful rocks1 & ! ,sea ro>$ ) su* impetuosity1 t x fill$ our ,%ip almo/ ) wat]4 ,ano!r ,%ip t 0 close by u1 0 already da%$ to pieces aga9/ ! rocks4 ,nev] 0 a sc5e m ,gloomy1 & cutt+ ?an ?is2 = we _h sev5ty ,wom5 & ,*ildr5 pass5g]s on bo>d1 :i* put ,t]ror into e ,he>t3 no?+ 0 he>d b cries & ,pray]s4 ,we 7 9 su* great dang]s t no "o _h /r5g? to "w1 & we left ! ,%ip to ,,god's m]cy1 expect+ e m9ute to %>e ! same fate z ! o!r ,vessel _h4 ,! mo/ affect+ sight 0 to be se51 e s\l pro/rat$ ^u ! deck1 call+ & exalt+ _! voices = ,,god's m]ciful protection2 till at la/ a "y ,man :o 0 a ,pass5g]#h />t$ up & tak+ ! helm1 said1 my ,fri5ds d n despair1 ,i w be b\nd to take y out ( dang]1 revive y\r spirits1 & help me says he1 we %all soon get free f ! rocks4 ,s we did1 & 7 reliev$ f p]i%+ among/ frightful rocks4 ,b = all t ! w9d appeas$ n1 = x cont9u$ six & ?irty days ) great viol5ce1 v (t5 we 7 ne> to be buri$ = ev] 9 ! ,b[els ( ! ,sea2 at la/ we _h fair wea!r & w9d to proce$ on our voyage1 & arriv$ safe at ! ,isl& ( ,guadel\pe at ! end ( fifty-six days4 #h ,?is pass5g] 0 a ,capta9 :i* und]/ood ! ,navigable "p ( ! riv]4 ,aft] we 7 ,l&$1 my ,bro!rs & myself w5t to ! ,gov]nor = a pass1 to g & jo9 our ,"m :o 0 9 ! ,unit$-,/ates-(-,am]ica2 b ! answ] he made u 0 ?is1 ! ,republic is a good ,"m1 besides t1 ! ,isl& is besieg$1 & we want ,soldi]s4 ,z we c\ld n get a pass1 we w5t to seek = ! ,m]*ant t ! draught 0 drawn ^u1 & hav+ f\nd him1 we (f]$ him ! bill :i* he took & pay$ u g5]\sly4 ,my elde/ ,bro!r be+ a "y man gr[n up1 he made him a proposal to /ay ) him z a ,cl]k1 & said t he w\ld satisfy him accord+ to 8 behavi\r3 my ,bro!r accept$ 8 k9d (f] will+ly4 ,z = me & my o!r ,bro!r1 be+ too "y = any k9d ( bus9ess1 we 7 recomm5d$ to an old ,lady :o receiv$ u ) mu* humanity2 = %e ma9ta9$ u = six mon?s or !reab\ts4 ,9 ! mean "t ,i began to tire ( be+ )\t employ1 & acqua9t$ my old b5efactress ( my disposition1 :i* 0 to g ^u ! ,sea & le>n to be a ,sea-man2 %e said1 if t is y\r resolution1 ,i w recomm5d y to a ,capta9 t ,i "k2 accord+ly %e did1 & ,i w5t on bo>d ( a ,private] z a cab9 boy3 & a ,cl]k's place 0 provid$ = my o!r ,bro!r2 s we began our c\rse ( ,life 9 ! l mann] z x is describ$4 ,my rank be+ a cab9 boy z be=e m5tion$1 ,i 0 to clean ! *amb]1#i wa% ! di%es1 & sweep ! deck twice a day4 #i ,call$ 9 ,sea t]ms a ,cab94 ,we weigh$ ! ,an*or & w5t a ,cruiz+3 we 7 a long :ile be=e we took any prize2 at la/1 "o morn+ we saw a ,%ip1 & imm$iately we *as$ h]1 b all our endeav\rs 7 )\t success1 = we c\ld n atta9 h] ?\gh we sail$ all ! day long2 & :5 night 0 com+ on ! ,%ip we 7 *as+ tack$ ab\t & sail$ back t[>ds u1 & :5 ne> en\gh %e fir$ a gun1 & made signal to "k :at ,nation we 72 b we did n answ] ! signal1 suppos+ %e 0 an ,engli% ,sloop ( w>3 s we prep>$ = ! conflict4 ,! enemy see+ t we did n answ] _! signal1 did n d\bt any long] b we 7 enemies to !m2 s !y came z ne> z !y c\ld1 & fir$ a broad side3 z we 7 ready = !m1 we return$ 9 l mann]2 & ! engagem5t took place ) c\rage & ob/9acy on bo? sides2 & f\ght = a long space ( "t )\t kn[+ :at ,nation we 7 fight+ )1 ?\gh we guess$ x 0 ,engli%1 b we 7 n sure ( x4 ,at l5g? ( "t an opportunity (f]$ itself2 we hail$ h] 9 ,engli%1 b no answ]1 9 ,fr5*1 no answ]1 9 ,spani%1 & yet no answ] 0 to be _h2 s we did n "k :at to ?9k ( _! my/]i\s sil5ce4 ,we r5ew$ ! ,battle aga9 ) great c\rage & ,boldness1 & attempt$ ?ree times to jump on bo>d ( h]2 b %e always avoid$ x3 our p 7 s enrag$1 t !y unanim\sly cri$ out1 soon] die6 ?an let h] g4 ,we f\ght l ,lions on bo? sides1 f sev5 o',clock till midnight1 at :i* "t a mis=tune happ5$ on bo>d our ,%ip2 a box full ( c>tridges & gunp[d] blew up1 & set ! ,%ip on fire1 :i* put disord] among our m54 ,! enemy1 joyful to see t spectacle1 7?\gh dreadful17 begun to %\t al\d1 ,huzza6 ,huzza6 ?9k+ t we %\ld soon be !irs1 b !y 7 mi/ak52 our brave ,capta91 :o 0 an ,am]ican1 soon put ! fire out1 by dipp+ mattresses & blankets into ! ,sea1 & !n qu5*$ x 9 t mann]4 ,we begun aga9 to dispute ! ,victory till "o o',clock2 & ea* side be+ tir$ at t "t1 we took a pause ( ab\t half-an-h\r2 & com+ aga9 to action1 ! enemy hail$ u1 ah6 says our ,capta91 well1 we w be m polite ?an !m1 = we w answ] ?\gh !y 7 n will+ to d x :5 we hail$ !m4 ,accord+ly we answ]$ t we 7 come f ,dem]>a3#aj ! enemy 0 s exasp]at$ at ! answ]1 t !y answ]$ back by say+1 y are a ,d99999999d ,li>1#aa & r5ew$ aga9 ! battle ) great ang] & intrepidity2 ! brav]y 0 equal on ea* "p2 our deck 0 cov]$ ) ,blood & ,dead ,bodies2 all our rigg+ 0 cut (f by ! bullets2 our ,b[sprit1 & ,=e-top-ma/ 7 cut d[n3 ! enemy seem$ to be v mu* damag$1 = _! ,=e-ma/ & ma9-top-ma/1 ) _! ,b[sprit1 7 cut d[n4 ,we 7 s tir$ & disord]$1 t we 7 =c$ to retire on bo? sides1 aft] a conflict ( n9e h\rs1 :i* 0 f sev5 at night till f\r o',clock 9 ! morn+4 ,aft] an h\r ( re/1 we 7 employ$ to repair ! damages we _h receiv$1 & return into h>b\r2 = we 7 9 too bad a /ate to /ay at ,sea any long]4 ,on our j\rney back we _h ! good luck to take two prizes1 "o came f ,africa lad5 ) ,negroes1 & ! o!r :i* 0 retak51 0 come f ,norway1 load$ ) g91 butt]1 & combu/ibles c4 ,we arriv$ safe 9 ! h>b\r ( ,po9t-a-,pitre 9 ,guadel\pe4 #aj ,?\gh we did n come f t place1 we apply$ ! untru? z y see above1 only t we might deceive !m & pass = an ,engli% ,%ip2 = our ,%ip 0 a great deal less !n !irs3 besides t we 7 mu* damag$1 bo? by ! ,sea1 & by ,fight+4 #aa ,!y 7 come f ,dem]>a !mselves1 & !y knew t !re 0 no ,%ip ( w> 9 t ,h>b\r4 ,we he>d aft] t ! "n ( ! ,%ip 0 ! ,pelican1 & c>ri$ eighte5 ,guns ( n9e ,p\nd]s1 :i* 7 a great advantage ov] u1 :o c>ri$ b twelve ,guns ( f\r ,p\nd]s4 ,i w5t to see my ,bro!rs z soon z ,i 0 l&$2 ! elde/ 0 remov$ to ano!r place :]e he ?\ght he c\ld d bett]1 & ! o!r took example f me1 = he 0 j go+ out ( ! ,h>b\r :5 ,i ent]$ 94 ,9 a few weeks our ,%ip 0 entirely repair$1 & we v5tur$ aga9 ^u ! ,sea2 our design 0 to g a cruiz+ ^u ! coa/ ( ,brazil to meet ) "s ri* ,portuguese ,%ip4 ,we /e]$ our c\rse = ! appo9t$ place1 & met ) a deal ( contr>y w9d1 & bad wea!r2 b all ?is did n disc\rage u1 = we proce$$ on our way ) *e]fulness1 & n[ & !n a glass ( grog to drive away ! c>e ( pa/ sorr[s#ab4 ,"o day ab\t noon we saw a ,%ip1 & in/antly *as$ h]1 we cont9u$ ! *ase till v late at night be=e we c\ld come up to h]1 & :5 ne> we hail$1 b %e prov$ to be a dut* vessel1 :i* disappo9t$ u v mu*3 s we left h] to proce$ on h] voyage because !y 7 n at w> ) u4 ,we likewise w5t fur!r on1 & 7 a consid]able "t ^u ! ,sea2 till at l5g? we begun to precieve t our provisions 7 %ort1 & be+ a great numb] ( miles f ! %ore1 we 7 afraid ( be+ />v'd ) hung]2 s we made ha/e to ! ne>e/ l& if possible1 be=e we %\ld entirely p]i% ( su* a langui%+ & h>d dea?1 = we 7 p]i%+ ) hung] & ?ir/3 e mom5t we expect$ to be =c$ to come to t mo/ horrible & %ock+ po9t ( eat+ ,human fle%1 & become cannibals = want ( food4 ,_m 7 s weak t !y c\ld n "w1 nor get up f ! place :]e !y lay4 ,we 7 sev]al days 9 t awful & pitiful situation1 expos$ to all sorts ( dang]s & evils2 9 ! mo/ pa9ful ( my agonies ,i swore t if ,,god sp>$ me to put my feet ^u ,l&1 ,i w\ld nev] g to ,sea aga94 ,at la/ ! ,,"l smil$ on u1 & sp>$ u once m3 a sea-man :o 0 wat*+ at ! top ( ! ma/1 %\t$1 ,l&6 ,l&#ac4 ,nev] 0 joy great] 9 our ,he>ts ?an t day1 to see ourselves set free f dang]s1 & safely l&$ at t mo/ desirable & appo9t$ place2 & f\nd t x 0 ,cay5 ne> s\? ,am]ica4 #ab ,?is is a real ,m>9]s pr9ciple4 #ac ,9 fam9e he %all ,r$eem !e f ,dea?4 ,job *ap4 #e4 v]4 #bj4 ,! ,doctor w5t imm$iately on %ore to provide food & refre%m5t1 & ord]$ t no "o %\ld eat any ?+ )\t 8 ord]s2 because1 he said1 "s w n be wise en\gh to cont5t !mselves ) a little1 & if our bodies :i* h be5 void = s long a "t 7 fill$ all at once1 x w\ld und\bt$ly cause our ,dea?4 ,s we 7 f$ by degrees untill we recov]$ our =m] /r5g?4 ,we rema9$ at ,cay5 ab\t two mon?s1 & !n dep>t$ to g back to ,guadel\pe4 ,i 0 aga9 h>d5$1 & broke ! ,oa? t ,i _h made to ,,god1 by go+ aga9 ^u ! ,sea4 ,ab\t ! eighte5? day t we 7 on ! ,sea we saw a ,%ip1 & *as$ h]2 9 ! mean "t t we 7 *as+1 arms 7 prep>$ = ! battle3 & ! ,capta9 ( ,volunte]s call$ me to take c>e ( ! arms :i* 7 ^u a l>ge box2 s ,i kneel$ d[n & clip'd a great quantity ( pi/ols & muskets to prev5t !m f fall+1 & all _! m\?s 7 fix$ t[>ds my brea/4 ,n long be=e ,i 0 9 t po/ure1 ! ,doctor :o 0 bel[ call$ me2 ,i in/antly quitt$ my po/ & ran to 8 ord]s3 no soon] _h ,i left my position 9 :i* ,i 0 be=e1 ?an a pi/ol w5t (f unexpect$1 & w\nd$ ! ,capta9 ( ,volunte]s 9 ! knee4 ,i 0 s surpris$ at ?is1 t ,i ?\ght1 7& ev5 0 sure17 t x 0 ,,god's m]cy to sp>e me2 = 9 ! po/ure t ,i 0 z be=e m5tion$1 ,i c\ld n h escap$ be+ kill$ ^u ! spot#ad4 #ad ,he %all deliv] !e 9 six tr\bles2 yea1 9 sev5 !re %all no evil t\* !e4 ,9 fam9e ,he %all ,r$eem !e f ,dea?2 & 9 w> f ! p[] ( ! sword4 ,job *ap4 #e4 v]4 #ai #bj4 ,! ,%ip t we 7 *as+1 :5 ne> prov$ to be a l>ge man ( w>1 & we be+ too small to attack h]1 7 =c$ to run away1 & happily escap$4 ,i return1 to ! ,capta9 ( ,volunte]s1 ^: w\nd made su* a progress t he 0 oblig$ to h 8 leg1 & a "p ( 8 ?igh cut (f2 & ,i1 be+ assi/ant to ! ,doctor1 assi/$ to hold 8 leg :ile he 0 p]=m+ ! op]ation3 all t did n prolong 8 life _m days1 = 8 "t 0 come2 he dep>t$ eight days aft] ! amputation4 ,we proce$$ on our voyage = ,guadel\pe1 & arriv$ safe !re4 ,hav+ _h s _m mis=tunes ,i ?\ght t ! ,%ip 0 unlucky1 & resolv$ to g no m ) x2 s ,i ask$ = my dis*>ge1 & x 0 grant$2 b be=e ,i s\ght = ano!r place1 ,i inquir$ ab\t my ,bro!r :o did take patt]n by me1 & v5ture to ,sea3 ,i he>d t he _h _h good luck1 = he _h receiv$ fifty p\nds prize money4 ,my elde/ ,bro!r 0 9 8 place /ill1 b a mis=tune happ5$ unto him :ile ,i 0 on %ore2 ! ,g5tleman & ! ,lady :]e he 0 at2 7 at v>iance on 8 acc\nt1 = 8 ,ma/] 0 jeal\s ( him1 & he 0 oblig$ to quit2 hav+ no?+ to d1 he det]m9$ to foll[ our example2 & emb>k$ 9 ! same ,%ip :]e my o!r ,bro!r 02 !y want$ me to g ) !m1 say+1 if we p]i%1 we %all p]i% 9 ! arms ( ea* o!r1 & if we h good luck1 we c "w & live toge!r 9 union3 b ,i c\ld n be p]suad$1 ,i want$ to h my own way1 = ,i knew t x 0 en\gh = me to be> my own mis=tunes1 )\t add+ to ^? ( my ,bro!rs3 s !y bo? took leave ( me1 & w5t to seek _! =tune4 ,a few weeks aft] _! dep>ture ,i emb>k$ on bo>d ( a small ,private]1 c>ry+ only two swivels1 & sev5te5 m53 we sail$ & ca/ ,an*or at ! ,isl& ( ,m>ie-,galante1 to take "s provisions2 & aga9 w5t out = ,sea4 ,soon aft]1 we met ) a l>ge ,m]*ant-,man2 pass+ by we hoi/$ an ,engli% col\r to deceive h]1 & hav+ m5 on bo>d t c\ld speak ! ,engli% ,language p]fectly well1 we hail$ h]2 %e 0 come f ,m>t9ico & go+ to ,engl&1 & _h f\rte5 guns3 our ,capta9 said to u1 !y ?9k t we are ,engli%1 b let h] sail on1 & :5 night comes we w attack h]3 s we foll[$ h] at a di/ance1 till ! "t 0 come to p]=m ! intrepid design2 com+ ne> all 0 sil5t1 & e "o ( our ,m5 7 ready to jump on bo>d at ! fir/ signal2 & :5 ne> en\gh ord]s 7 ,giv51 & our wi%es fulfil$2 = we took h] ) v little resi/ance1 & convey$ h] to ,curacao1 a ,dut* ,isl&4 ,! c>go consi/$ ( five-hundr$ & fifty-f\r hog%eads ( ,sug>1 twelve ditto ( ,c(fee1 & eighte5 bales ( ,cotton2 :i* :5 sold gave e "o a prize ( f\rte5 hundr$ doll>s4 ,be+ "y & fooli%1 ,i soon sp5t a great "p ( my ,money ) my comrades1 9 dr9k+1 danc+1 ,gambl+1 c4 ,i 0 sometimes intoxicat$ = a :ole week1 & e night at ! ball room1 along ) bad company4 ,i 0 two mon?s 9 ,curacao1 & sp5t five-hundr$ & =ty doll>s2 aft] :i* we proce$$ ) a l>g] ,%ip1 :i* 0 ready = ,sea1 9 :i* we s\ght = a bett] =tune4 ,a few days aft] we 7 out1 ano!r prize fell into our h&s1 :i* we s5t to ! place above m5tion$2 & proce$$ on our ,voyage1 & w5t to ,bonaires1 a dut* ,isl&1 to take "s refre%m5t4 ,aft] we quitt$ t place1 we p]ceiv$ t our ,%ip _h a leak1 = we _h f\rte5 in*es ( wat] 9 ! hold e h\r1 :i* =c$ u to ent] into ! ,h>b\r ( ,porto-,cabello1 a l>ge ,spani% ,city on ! coa/ ( ! ,m]idional ,am]ica3 we 7 !re two mon?s2 & proce$+ fur!r1 we ca/ ,an*or at ,cocoa-madrilla1 a ,spani% ,t[n on ! same coa/ z be=e m5tion$1 & rema9$ !re b a few days3 we w5t out & cruiz$ = a long :ile1 & hav+ captur$ no ,%ips we w5t into ! h>b\r ( la ,guaires1 ano!r ,spani% ,city1 to take "s provision1 = we 7 %ort ( !m4 ,dur+ our /ay !re ! ,lieut5ant ( ! ,%ip & two m5 w5t to take a walk on %ore1 & 7 tak5 up1 & put 9 ! inquisition1 because !y did n b[ to ! ,,ho/3 = z x 0 relat$ to u by !m1 t :5 !y 7 pass+ ?r\gh ! /reets !y saw a great procession ( ,cl]gym51 go+ ) a l>ge silv] ,cross1 to give ! ,extreme-,unction to a sick p]son2 !y n kn[+ ! rules ( ! ,c\ntry1 pass$ by1 & took no notice3 :5 !y 7 exam9$1 & f\nd "u ,fr5* col\rs1 ! inquisition] c\ld d no?+ at !m1 b release !m4 ,we w5t out ( t abom9able ,h>b\r ) ! design to g back to ! happy ,isl& ( ,guadel\pe4 ,on our way back we took two prizes1 b 7 retak5 aga92 s we w5t & ca/ ,an*or at ,/4 ,m>t91 a ,fr5* & ,dut* ,isl&1 & 7 b a few days !re2 & /raightway we sail$ = ,basse-,t]re ! ,capital ,city ( ,guadel\pe1 & f !nce to ,po9t-a-,pitre1 :]e ,i ,l&$ my little treasure :i* consi/$ ( "o hundr$ & tw5ty p\nds2 z ,i _h a ,c\s9 !re :o 0 a sob] man1 ,i deposit$ ! money 9 8 h&s to beg9 a small trade2 & ,i 0 det]m9$ n to g on ! ,sea = a long :ile1 z ,i ?\ght my money w\ld suffice me to live 9 a dec5t mann]2 :5 ,i 0 j go+ to beg9 trade1 my ,c\s9 0 tak5 v ill ( ! putrid fev]1 & 0 9 great dang] ( 8 life4 ,"o day he call$ me1 7he 0 !n v ill17 & said1 ,i h l5t ! money t y h deposit$ 9 my h&s1 to ,mrs4 ,p]o#ae3 ,i said1 v well1 y are wise en\gh to "k :at y d8 he said d n fe>1 ! money is 9 good h&s4 ,i did n c>e mu* ab\t him l5d+ my money1 because ,i knew t he 0 too good to d me any injury2 b gr[+ worse e day1 ,i began to be afraid2 & 0 go+ to speak to him to inquire :e!r _h ,mrs4 ,p]o giv5 him a receipt or n1 ,i 0 prev5t$ by h]1 say+1 he wants "s repose & y mu/ n di/urb him4 ,%e knew too well ! matt]1 or %e w\ld n h prev5t$ me speak+ to my ,c\s93 %e 0 nights & days wat*+ 9 8 room = fe> ,i %\ld speak to him4 ,i _h no witness :o c\ld te/ify :e!r %e _h giv5 him a receipt or n3 & 0 s torm5t$ 9 m9d ab\t x1 t ,i did n "k :at to d1 till ,i saw he 0 dy+1 :5 ,i resolv$ to g into ! next *amb] :]e 8 trunk 01 & look 9 to x if ,i c\ld f9d any pap] conc]n+ my money3 at ! "t ,i 0 look+ into ! box1 %e came 91 & said1 :at are y look+ =8 a receipt ,i said1 ,madam8 %e knew !n :at ,i meant1 & said1 d n be afraid1 ,i h got y\r money1 & y %all h x back aga91 :e!r y\r ,c\s9 live or die4 ,i 0 a little reconcil$ by :at %e said1 b %e took c>e t no "o 0 pres5t :5 %e said x3 & ! day aft] my ,c\s9 brea?'d 8 la/4 #ae ,%e kept a l95 drap]y %op :]e he bo>d$ & lodg'd4 ,i 0 v mu* affect$ at ! ,dea? ( s ne> a relation1 & w5t 9 ! ,c\ntry = a mon? to alleviate my sorr[s3 :5 ,i return$ to ,t[n1 ,i w5t & ask$ h] = my money1 t ,i want$ x to beg9 "s bus9ess3 %e said ,i w satisfy y\r reque/4 ,& w5t to h] desk1 %e br\ght me five & tw5ty ,portugueses#af :i* %e laid on ! table1 say+1 ?is is ! rema9d] ( y\r money1 "h is a bill#ag ( :at ,i h paid = y\r ,c\s94 ,i took ! bill & read x3 !re 0 s mu* = physic1 & ! ,doctor's tr\ble1 = bo>d & lodg+1 = ! fun]al1 & = goods ( diff]5t sorts1 c4 ,x 0 ! mo/ %ameful bill ,i ev] saw2 ,i began to fly into a passion1 say+ ?is bill does n conc]n me at all1 besides1 ,i am n compell$ to pay ! debts ( my ,c\s94 ,%e !n began to gr91 say+1 if y are s impud5t & insol5t y %all h no?+ at all1 because ,i am ignorant :e!r ! money 0 y\rs4 ,i 0 s irritat$ t ,i ?\ght my ang] w\ld h *oak$ me1 ,i did n "k :at to d1 hav+ nei!r atte/ation nor receipt2 s ,i 0 =c$ ) great reluctance to take ! five & tw5ty ,portugueses1 & to leave ! re/ to h]4 #af ,a ,gold co9 wor? ?irty-six %ill+s4 #ag ,x 0 a =g$ "o z ,i he>d aft]1 z ! ,doctor did n *>ge any ?+ = 8 tr\ble4 ,) ! little ,i _h ,i b\ght "s goods1 & w5t to ,/4 ,croix1 an ,isl& belong+ to ! ,danes1 :]e ,i sold my little ,c>go1 & got d\ble ( my money3 & aft] ,i _h settl$ my bus9ess !re1 ,i w5t to ,/4 ,?omas1 an ,isl& belong+ to ! same1 & !re ,i pur*as$ "s o!r goods to g back to ,guadel\pe1 :5 !re1 ,i sold !m = ?ree times z mu* z !y co/ me3 see+ =tune smil$ on me1 ,i took c\rage1 & b\ght goods ) all ! money ,i 0 wor?2 b n be+ well en\gh 9 heal? to und]take ! voyage1 ,i tru/$ a fri5d ) my bus9ess3 he w5t to ,/4 ,?omas aga91 & sold ! goods at a v good price1 & "s o!rs 7 pur*as$ = to return2 :5 only ?ree miles f ! ,h>b\r :]e he 0 to l&1 he 0 tak5 by ! enemy2 :i* ru9$ me totally4 ,i 0 !n wor? ne>ly ?ree-hundr$ ,p\nds1 b all 0 lo/4 ,i n[ began to look = ano!r k9d ( bus9ess1 & 0 recomm5d$ by "s ( my fri5ds to a ,g5tleman1 7a plant]17 to be 8 ,cl]k1 & to look ov] 8 plantation2 b did n rema9 long !re1 ?\gh ,i p]=m$ my duty ) zeal1 & 0 lov$ z _! own *ild2 ! reason 01 ,i c\ld n be happy f ! ,sea1 ?\gh ,i knew x 0 v dang]\s4 ,i acqua9t$ my ,ma/] ( my ?\ghts2 he told me to g & try aga91 & if ,i _h n good luck to come back to him2 = says he1 my h\se %all always be op5 = y4 ,i took my leave ( him1 & w5t aga9 ^u ! ro>+ ,ocean1 seek+ aft] ! =tune ( ?is ,_w3 on our way we ca/ an*or at ,desirada1 an ,isl& n f> f ,guadel\pe1 & /ay'd !re only a few days4 ,aft] we dep>t$ f ! ,isl& =em5tion$1 we 7 "s "t )\t see+ any vessel1 b "o morn+ we saw a l>ge ,%ip1 :i* we soon p]ceiv$ 0 an ,engli% ,frigate2 we lo/ no "t1 b put all ! sails out to make our escape if possible4 ,we 7 almo/ out ( sight ( ! enemy1 :5 ! greate/ mis=tune happ5$ unto u2 our ma/ be+ too mu* load$ ) sails1 & ! w9d be+ v high1 by :i* cause ! ma/ broke1 & fell d[n4 ,hav+ nei!r ma/ nor sails to effect our escape1 we 7 oblig$ to /ay :]e we 01 & 7 tak5 prison]s4 ,we 7 well treat$ by ! enemy :ile we /ay$ on bo>d _! ,%ip2 & 7 aft]w>ds l&$ at ! ,isl& ( ,m>t9ico1 & put "u close conf9em5t 9 a prison ,%ip4 ,be+ ! fir/ "t ,i ev] 0 conf9$1 ,i 0 plung$ into a gulf ( despair & grief2 e day ,i 0 s*em+ h[ ,i %\ld make my escape1 till at la/ ,i f\nd a way = my purpose2 & guid$ by resolution1 0 det]m9$ to fulfil my s*eme4 ,x 0 ! n9? day aft] my conf9em5t1 :5 ,i1 & two o!rs escap$ f prison1 by break+ an iron b> :i* fa/5$ ! port-hole1 & lett+ ourselves d[n into ! ,sea by ! means ( a rope3 we swam ab\t half a mile be=e we c\ld rea* ! %ore2 hav+ ga9$ ! l&1 ,i wrung my clo!s1 :i* consi/$ only ( a %irt & tr\s]s3 we began our j\rney ?r\gh a great %[] ( ra91 & :5 pass+ ?r\gh ! t[n1 ! s5try call$8 we imm$iately ran away z fa/ z we c\ld = fe> ( be+ tak5 aga92 b ! ?ird ( our b& be+ left beh9d1 0 tak5 aga92 & ,i1 & my comrade proce$$ on ?r\gh brambles & bri]s all ! night long2 & :5 ! sun 0 beg9n+ to spread its beams ^u ! surface ( ! ,e>?1 we ent]$ into a ?icket to hide ourselves1 & take a little re/3 :ile ,i re/$ myself my comrade wat*$1 & s on by turns till ! approa* ( night1 :i* enabl$ u to pursue our way ?r\gh its gloomy %ad[4 ,be+ excessively h>ass$ by fatigue & hung]1 we endeav\r$ to see :e!r we c\ld f9d "s wild fruit to satisfy our inw>d wants1 b all our ef=ts 7 9 va91 = no?+ 0 to be f\nd ?r\gh ! d>kness ( ! night2 & z morn+ 0 com+ on apace1 we retir$ to an adjac5t wood4 ,9 ! pitiful & p]i%+ situation 9 :i* we 71 ,i c\ld n help b lam5t my deplorable fate & condition2 :5 on a sudd5 ,i felt = ! fir/ "t1 a glimpse ( ! love ( ,,god1 & _m ideas came into my m9d su* z ?is8 rely on ,,god1 & ,he w help !e1 & /& by !e4 ,) all ^! ?\ghts ,i fell ^u my knees1 & began to pray 9 ! mid/ ( ! wood1 say+1 z well z ,i c\ld4 ,n[1 ,o6 ,,god t ,i am 9 di/ress ,i call ^u ?y p[] & goodness1 because ,i "k t !re is no o!r t c alleviate my pa9 b ?\4 ,o6 ,,god1 ?\gh ,i am 9 tr\ble1 yet ,i feel t x is good = me to be s1 = ,i h a com=t] to fly to2 b =give me t ,i h liv'd s long )\t do+ ! duty :i* ,i ought to h done t[>ds !e1 = x 0 no?+ else b ! pleasures ( ?is p]v]se ,_w :i* bani%$ me f !e1 & my mis]y & tr\ble has drawn me ne> unto !e3 d help me1 & guide my /eps t ,i may fall into no dang]s1 & br+ me safe back to ! l& :]e ,i come f2 & ) ?y help ,o6 ,,god1 ,i v[ to s]ve !e accord+ to my k all ! days ( my life "h on ,e>?1 & hope to praise !e above :5 "t %all be no m4 ,,am54 ,i did n quit my position till ,i ?\ght ,i _h full assurance t ,,god w\ld protect me "u all my tr\bles & trials4 ,z night 0 draw+ nigh1 we began our nocturnal j\rney z usual4 ,two days & nights 7 gone )\t hav+ ta/$ ei!r food or re/2 :5 pass+ ?r\gh a ,village1 an old ,woman :o 0 sitt+ be=e ! door ( h] h\se1 call$ u3 ,i did n "k :e!r ,i %\ld g or n1 b ,i said to ! comrade ( my mis=tunes1 let u g & see :at %e wants4 ,com+ ne> to h]1 %e said1 ,i "k my fri5ds t y are des]t]s f prison8 be n afraid ,i w d y no h>m1 kn[+ :at x is myself1 = my ,son is a prison] 9 a ,fr5* ,c\ntry1 & ,i %\ld n l t any "o %\ld ill use him if he 0 9 ! same case z y are n[4 ,%e que/ion$ u ^u _m subjects conc]n+ ! /ate ( h] ,son1 & at la/ %e said1 ,i ?9k y mu/ be want+ ( food1 s9ce y left prison8 ,i answ]$ t = two days we _h n _h any3 imm$iately %e w5t into ! h\se1 & beckon$ u to foll[ h]4 ,be+ 9 ! h\se %e told u to sit d[n1 :ile %e dress$ "s meat1 :i* %e did ) great dext]ity3 & pres5t+ ! same to u1 ,i said1 ,o ,,god6 s9ce ?\ ha/ be5 pleas$ to provide food = u ?is night1 bless x we besee* !e ) ?9e own p[] & w4 ,,am54 ,! old ,woman 0 mu* pleas$ to he> :at ,i _h said2 & aft] we _h satisfi$ our wants1 %e gave u "s m meat ti$ up 9 a clo?1 & %ew$ u ! road t l$ to ,/4 ,pet]'s ,t[n3 we ?ank$ h] = all h] k9dness1 & proce$$ on our m>* all ! night long until morn+1 :i* =c$ u z usual to retire into "s ?icket or wood3 !re ,i began to ?ank ,,god = hav+ pres]v$ u f dang]s & pursuits till ! pres5t mom5t2 ,i !n took ! clo? :i* conta9$ our provision3 hav+ spread x1 ,i call$ ^u ,,god to give 8 bless+4 ,my comrade said1 y pray too mu*1 d y ?9k t ,,god takes notice ( :at y say8 surely said ,i1 because1 if ,he did n take notice ( :at ,i said & ask$ him1 ,he w\ld n h provid$ = u3 well says he1 all y\r nons5se w br+ no?+ b bad luck4 ,aft] we _h refre%$ ourselves1 ,i ti$ up c>efully ! rema9d] ( our food1 & said to him1 if y desire to take a little re/1 ,i w wat* 9 ! mean "t3 he did s1 & :5 asleep1 ,i w5t a few y>ds fur!r & re/$ myself 9 pray]s1 = !y 7 ! be/ refre%m5t ,i ev] c\ld take2 aft] my duty 0 p]=m$1 ,i 0 easy & full ( an unkn[n joy :i* ,i c\ld n describe4 ,"s "t aft] my comrade got up & told me to re/ myself & he w\ld wat* 8 turn2 b ,i told him t ,i 0 n we>i$1 & x w\ld be bett] to se>* ! wood1 to see :e!r we c\ld f9d any fruit2 he agre$ ) my proposal1 & we w5t seek+ = "s provisions1 = ours 7 gett+ v %ort3 aft] a long :ile rambl+ up & d[n1 we f\nd at la/ a great quantity ( wild fruit ( all sorts1 "s ( !m 7 v pleasant to ! ta/e2 we ga!r$ z mu* z we c\ld c>ry1 & z x 0 already d>k1 we came out ( ! wood & travell$ on z usual4 ,we 7 sev]al nights & days rambl+ up & d[n 9 ! greate/ mis]y1 till at la/ "o night we arriv$ at ,/4 ,pet]'s ,t[n3 !re ,i1 & my comrade p>t$4 ,i w5t on bo>d ( an ,iri% ,%ip :i* 0 9 ! ,h>b\r1 & he on bo>d ( ano!r4 ,i 0 well receiv$ on bo>d ( ! ,%ip1 b z ,i 0 v hungry & hav+ _h no refre%m5t = "s "t1 ,i told !m my situation2 & !y gave me "s food4 ,i 0 aft] introduc$ to ! ,capta91 :o told me t ,i might /ay 9 ! ,%ip & "w ) ! o!r m53 ,i 0 ab\t ?ree weeks on bo>d work+ v h>d1 & receiv+ v ill treatm5t4 ,"o day a ,negroe came on bo>d ab\t "s bus9ess1 & ,i ask$ him _m que/ions ab\t ! p ( ! ,t[n1 & especially ab\t two ,g5tlem5 :i* ,i p]fectly knew2 "o 0 a ,knight1 & ! o!r a ,b>onet4 ,i s5t by ! ,negroe a few l9es to !m1 & z soon z !y receiv$ !m1 !y hurri$ to come to see me3 !y 7 /ruck at ! fir/ sight to see me 9 su* a deplorable situation1 z !y knew my p>5ts1 !y c\ld n help b m\rn & pity my mis]able /ate3 !y told me to g ) !m on %ore1 :i* ,i did ) great pleasure1 ?\gh ,i 0 a%am$ ( myself be+ v dirty4 ,arriv$ at _! h\se ,i 0 put into a ba? to wa% me1 = ,i _h ne$ ( x2 & clo!s 7 provid$ = me3 aft] ,i 0 dress'd ,i c\ld n believe t x 0 ! unhappy me1 :5 look+ at my ragg$ clo!s :i* ,i _h on b a few m9utes ago2 ,i 0 9 a p]fect /ate ( happ9ess1 = no?+ conc]n+ ! necess>ies ( life 0 want+ = me4 ,i 0 9 t /ate ( afflu5ce = ?ree mon?s1 & :]esoev] !y w5t1 !y took me ) !m1 s t ,i 0 acqua9t$ ) ! be/ company ( ! ,t[n3 b = all t ,i did n =get my ,,god4 ,"s "t aft] !y procur$ me a passage on bo>d a ,%ip t 0 go+ to ,/4 ,?omas3 all necess>ies1 bo? = life & body 7 provid$ = me1 & t5 gu9eas :i* !y gave me :5 we p>t$1 also lett]s ( recomm5dation4 ,we w5t out ( ! ,h>b\r & sail$ t[>ds ,dom9ica1 :]e we ca/ ,an*or to take "s pass5g]s1 & f !nce we sail$ to ,/4 ,kits1 :]e a "p ( ! convoy 7 wait+ = u1 aft] to ,/4 ,b>?olomew1 = "s o!r bus9ess1 & f !nce to ,/4 ,?omas1 :]e we arriv$ safe aft] a good voyage4 ,i w5t to ! ,g5tlem5 = :om ,i _h lett]s ( recomm5dation1 & 0 receiv$ ) great civility & k9dness2 "o ( !m took me to 8 h\se :ile ,i /ay'd at ,/4 ,?omas's4 ,! fir/ ,sunday ,i w5t to ,*ur* ) him & ano!r ,g5tleman t ,i did n "k1 & t same ,g5tleman said to me aft] we came out ( ,*ur*2 ,i hope y love ,,god1 "y man8 ,i said yes1 well1 said he1 9 all y\r tr\bles tru/ to ! ,,"l ,,jesus ,,*ri/1 & :atsoev] y /& 9 ne$ (f1 ask x 9 8 "n1 & ,i am sure ,he w grant x unto y1 = ,he has promis$ ?r\gh ,8 ,blood to make int]cession = u4 ,i k9dly ?ank$ him = 8 in/ruction1 & he )drew4 ,i rema9$ at ,/4 ,?omas ?ree weeks1 & took an opportunity ( go+ to ,guadel\pe2 b be=e ,i took leave ( ! ,g5tleman :]e ,i 0 at1 ,i ?ank$ him = all 8 goodness3 he said1 y are welcome to /ay long] if y *use2 ,i return$ him my ?anks say+1 ,i wi%$ to see ,guadel\pe4 ,"h is a purse 7says he17 :i* ,i beg y\r acceptance (2 !n %ook h&s ) me1 & retir$1 he "o way1 & ,i ! o!r4 ,i imm$iately w5t on bo>d1 & 9 a few m9utes 7 out ( sight ( ! place :]e ,i receiv$ s mu* k9dness4 ,i _h a pleasant & %ort voyage1 & safely l&$ at t mo/ desir$ ,isl& ( ,guadel\pe4 ,i ha/$ to see my acqua9tances2 & hav+ inquir$ aft] my ,bro!rs1 ,i he>d t !y 7 tak5 prison]s1 & conduct$ to ,plym\? 9 great ,brita94 ,z ,i _h no?+ d & no desire to g to ,sea any m1 ,i w5t aga9 to my late ma/] 7! ,plant]37 :o 0 v glad to see me1 & enc\rag$ me by rais+ my wages1 :i* made me apply ! m to my bus9ess4 ,z ,i did n yet =get my ,mak]1 ,i daily p]=m$ my duty t[>ds him :o _h be5 s graci\s unto me4 ,my ma/] 7or r my fri5d17 soon p]ceiv$ a great *ange 9 me1 :i* he did n "k :at to attribute x to2 at la/ he knew by "s ( ! s]vants :o wat*$ me1 t ,i 0 9 ! ways ( ,*ri/ianity3 "s times he us$ to plague me ab\t x1 = fun1 b = all t he did n e/eem me ! less4 ,"o day hav+ "s company at home1 t 7 invit$ to sp5d two or ?ree weeks ) u2 ,i retir$ z usual aft] supp] to b$1 & knelt d[n3 at ! "t ,i 0 p\r+ out my s\l unto ,,god 9 pray]s1 a "y lady inadv]t5tly pass$ by1 & see+ my *amb] door half op51 /epp$ 92 & f9d+ me 9 ! po/ure z be=e m5tion$1 %e bur/$ into a l\d laugh & ru%$ out ( ! room1 & 9 a few m9utes ,i _h ! :ole company r\nd me mak+ all sorts ( je/s1 "s laugh+ till !y fell d[n on ! floor1 o!rs hold+ _! sides ) laugh+1 & o!rs jump+ & /amp+1 c4 ,x 0 inde$ su* a noise z ,i nev] he>d be=e1 = x 0 bo? a trag$y1 & com$y4 ,9 all t di/urbance ,i 0 z firm z a rock1 & did n move f ! place 9 :i* ,i 01 untill ,i _h fulfill$ my duty t[>ds my ,,savi\r4 ,i told !m x 0 v unmann]ly to di/urb me ?us1 9 my mo/ preci\s "t3 = pray]s 7 my be/ delight & com=t1 & )\t !m ,i c\ld n re/ nor be happy4 ,! tale soon spread 9 ! neighb\rhood ab\t me be+ a dev\t1#ah s t ,i 0 p]secut$ daily by my own fri5ds1 b z ,i did n m9d !m1 !y 7 soon tir$1 & at la/ 7 oblig$ to let me be quiet1 see+ !y c\ld n get ma/] ov] me4 #ah ,9 ,engl&1 if any pr(ess ,*ri/ianity1 he is call$ a me?odi/1 & 9 ,france or any o!r dom9ions app]ta9+ to ! same1 a ,dev\t4 ,?ree weeks aft] t sc&al\s sc5e1 ,i 0 tak5 v ill1 ( ! putrid & malign fev]2 ?ree days aft] ! ,doctor gave me up1 = ,i 0 s ill t he ?\ght ,i c\ld n recov]4 ,i 0 t5 days & nights s5seless2 & saw wondr\s ?+s 9 my agony2 & ! elev5? day ,i came to myself aga93 my keep] said to me1 ,i hope y h pray$ en\gh ?is "t8 ,i did n "k :at %e meant1 b hav+ ask$ h] ! reason :y2 %e said1 all ! "t ,i 0 s5seless1 ,i did no?+ else b pray night & day untill ,i came to my s5ses aga94 ,i 0 a long "t be=e ,i c\ld recov] my =m] /r5g? aga92 & z soon z ,i 0 able1 ,i w5t to my bus9ess4 ,i !n 0 melan*oly ) ?9k+ ab\t my ,c\ntry1 & ,"m2 z = my ,"m ,i did n "k 9 :at qu>t] ( ! _w %e 0 92 not)/&+ t1 ,i took my p5 & wrote1 fir/1 to ,/4 ,dom+o1 & !n to two or ?ree o!r places :]e ,i ?\ght mo/ likely1 b all 0 )\t success1 = no answ] 0 to be _h4 ,aga9 ,i wrote1 & s on = ab\t eighte5 mon?s )\t receiv+ ! lea/ tid+s3 :i* made me "s h[ ?9k t my poor ,"m 0 no m4 ,i 0 9 su* a l[ /ate ( m9d t my life became a burd5 to me1 ,i c\ld n f9d any com=t ei!r 9 amusem5t or pray]2 & :5 at pray]1 ,i pray$ n ) su* a delight z ,i us$ to d3 s t 9 a %ort "t ,i q turn$ my back f ! pa? ( ! truly & mo/ bless$ ,,"l ,,jesus ,,*ri/1 & became aga9 z wick$ z ev]4 ,"o day my ma/] call$ me1 & said1 ! ,negroes are 9 rebellion1 & y mu/ g to w> & fight4 ,he provid$ horse & arms = me1 & s5t me to jo9 ! cavalry t 7 encamp$ at a little di/ance f :]e we liv$4 ,"s days aft] ,i 0 at ! camp1 ! ,capta9 ord]$ me to g into ! ,t[n to c>ry "s dispat*es2 ,i made "s excuse1 tell+ him to s5d "s o!rs2 b he said1 y are appo9t$ to g & y mu/ = ,i d>e n tru/ any o!r4 ,i obey$ & w5t out ( ! camp1 & rode to ,t[n :i* 0 n9e or t5 miles di/ance f ! place above m5tion$2 & n be+ able to return ! same day1 ,i wait$ till morn+3 b :at 0 my great surprise at ! mom5t ,i 0 putt+ my foot 9 ! /irrup to return8 an al>m 0 giv5 t ! :ole camp 7 murd]$ 9 ! night1#ai except "o :o escap$ hav+ on no?+ b 8 %irt4 ,we be+ ! only p]sons t 7 sp>$1 we 7 put into ano!r company1 & m>*$ on ! same day aga9/ ! rebels1 & 7 successful 9 all our attempts4 ,i 0 = ?ree weeks night & day fight+1 "s times wet ?r\gh ) ra91 & at o!r times suffocat$ ) ! heat3 all t :ile1 ,i nev] knew :at x 0 to lay d[n or take re/2 nei!r hav+ an opportunity to put clean l95 on3 b at la/ we return$ into ! ,t[n1 :]e we took "s refre%m5t & put clean l95 on1 = we _h ne$ ( x4 ,no soon] 0 ,i refre%$1 b ,i 0 ord]$ to c>ry "s lett]s ( consequ5ce to a camp n9e miles (f2 b z ! road 0 v dang]\s1 ,i ask$ "o ( my comrades to g ) me1 :i* he did ) great pleasure2 we arriv$ at ! camp )\t ! lea/ injury or dang]3 b x 0 n ) ! same luck we w5t back1 = z we 7 pass+ ?r\gh a d>k ,wood1 7x 0 !n betwe5 t5 & elev5 o',clock at night17 a %[] ( musket balls 7 fir$ at u1 :i* unexpect$ noise & hiss+1 s mu* fright$ our horses1 t x 0 impossible = u to lead !m2 !y ru%$ ?r\gh brambles & bri]s1 & at la/ plung$ into a dead ,lake1 :]e we _h l to h be5 dr[n$2 b our horses be+ /\t animals1 !y swam & ga9$ ! o!r side 9 a few m9utes4 ,we made ! be/ ( our way ?r\gh woods & ?ickets to escape ! fury ( ! balls :i* 7 cont9ually fly+ ab\t u1 & aft] hav+ w&]$ a great :ile ?r\gh unpracticable places1 we f\nd aga9 ! road1 & rode z fa/ z we c\ld to ! ,t[n3 s9ce t affair ,i h be5 9 _m ob/9ate & bloody engagem5ts4 #ai ,oh6 read] consid] & m$itate8 see h[ ,,god 0 pleas$ to sp>e su* a rebelli\s ,creature z ,i2 & h[ ,div9e ,provid5ce di/+ui%$ itself by call+ me alone1 ?\gh ,i1 ) ob/9acy refus$ to comply to its ord]s3 b :o c resi/ ! p[] ( ! ,,"l :5 he says1 ,i w & !y %all1 c4 ,oh6 bless ! ,,"l ,o my s\l1 & all t is )9 me1 bless 8 holy "n3 = ! ,,"l has done wondr\s ?+s4 ,he has lift$ me up1 & has n made my foes to rejoice ov] me4 ,"o day z ,i 0 read+ ! news-pap]1 ,i he>d t ,/4 ,dom+o 0 9 a /ate ( tranquillity2 at ?is ,i 0 det]m9$ to g ?i!r3 accord+ly1 ,i w5t on bo>d a ,%ip t 0 go+ !re2 we w5t fir/ to ,/4 ,?omas1 to take "s pass5g]s1 & = my de> ,c\ntry we sail$1 & arriv$ safe !re4 ,my fir/ inquiry 0 my ,"m2 ,i 0 ab\t two days rambl+ ?r\gh ! /reets )\t he>+ any tid+s respect+ h] or any o!r relations2 till at la/ p]adv5ture ,i met ) "o ( my ,c\s9s t 0 9 ,france at ! "t ,i left t ,c\ntry2 %e took me to h] h\se & ent]ta9$ me ) lov+ k9dnesses2 & told me t my ,"m 0 9 ! ,spani% "p ( ,/4 ,dom+o1 at ! di/ance ( sixty miles f ! place :]e ,i !n 04 ,anxi\s to see ! au?or ( my days1 ,i w\ld h set out imm$iately1 b %e entreat$ me to sp5d a week or two ) h]1 to :i* ,i agre$3 we relat$ to ea* o!r our mis=tunes1 & soo!d ea* o!r's sorr[s4 ,once 9 my conv]sation ,i 0 speak+ ( t b>b>\s & pret5d$ ,uncle ( m9e1 :o us$ me s ill :5 ,i 0 9 ,france2 ,i ask$ h] :e!r %e knew :]e he 01 %e told me t he 0 9 ! ,t[n1 & n f> f ! h\se2 ,i 0 inde$ amaz$ t su* a wret* 0 /ill alive2 %e told me also t he came "s times to see h]2 well1 said ,i1 if he comes ,i w be ready = 8 reception1 = ,i am no m :at ,i =m]ly 01 a ,*ild1 t ,i %\ld dread him4 ,two days aft]1 he he>d t ,i 0 9 ,t[n1 & came to see me3 z soon z he came into ! h\se1 my m9d 0 /ruck ) horror4 ,he advanc$ t[>ds me & ask$ h[ ,i did /ret*+ =? 8 h& to %ake h&s ) me2 ,i refus$ my h& & said1 ,sir1 ,i d n %ake h&s ) p t ,i "k n4 :y 7said he7 don't y "k me8 no ,sir6 ,i repli$3 :y don't y "k y\r ,uncle ,s8 no ,sir6 ,i nev] _h any relation ( t "n3 :y don't y rememb] y liv$ 9 ,france ) me8 no ,sir6 = ,i am sure ,i nev] saw y be=e to day1 if ,i did1 my m9d does n af=d me ! recollection ( y\r features3 h[ is x y don't rememb] me1 :o m>ri$ y\r ,aunt ,v4---- 9 second w$lock8 ,oh6 yes ,i d n[ y execrable villa92 retire f my pres5ce1 mon/] ( iniquities2 ?9k n t y %all g unpuni%$1 nor escape ! wra? ( ,,god1 = ! sword ( v5geance hangs ov] y\r head1 & w cru% y to atoms 9 an unexpect$ "t t ju/ice may be satisfi$4 ,he fir/ blu%$1 !n became pale1 & )\t reply+ left ! h\se2 & ,i saw him no m :ile ,i t>ri$ !re4 ,my ,c\s9 0 v mu* pleas$ ) my reception ( him2 b z ! "t ,i agre$ ) h] 0 expir$1 ,i ?\ght ( go+ to see my ,"m2 s ,i took leave ( h] & emb>k$ 9 a long-boat :i* 0 go+ t way3 9 f\r & tw5ty h\rs ,i 0 l&$ at ,m\te*ri/o :]e %e resid$1 & 0 n long to f9d out ! place ( h] dwell+1 ! ,t[n be+ small4 ,i w j let my read] "k h[ ,i made my entrance3 fir/1 ,i knock'd at ! door2 :5 91 ,i ask$ h] :e!r %e knew me2 %e said no ,sir2 ,i ask$ h] aga9 :e!r %e _h n ,*ildr5 abroad2 %e said yes1 b1 giv+ a deep sigh1 all my hopes are vani%$1 = x is betwe5 ?irte5 & f\rte5 ye>s s9ce ,i h se5 or he>d f !m4 ,i !n said to h]1 behold ! y\nge/ ( !m be=e y3 %e exclaim$ 9 a transport ( joy1 ,oh6 my ,son is x y8 my de> ,h4---- is /ill exi/+8 & !n fa9t$3 b 0 n long 9 t /ate1 = h] exce$+ joy soon call$ h] to h] s5ses aga94 ,my h>d he>t 0 melt$ 9 an in/ant2 ,i c\ld no long] )/& t filial love2 ,i ?rew myself into ^? arms :i* 7 s desir\s & eag] to welcome me to t brea/ :i* 0 s ard5tly pant+ = me3 our joy 0 s great on bo? sides1 t nei!r ( u c\ld utt] a ^w4 ,our language 0 only by sighs3 & ^? preci\s te>s :i* b$ew$ my face :5 ,i fir/ p>t$ ) h]1 7 once m mix$ ) m9e4 ,our arms int]wove 9 ea* o!r z an emblem ( ! mo/ affect+ t5d]ness4 ,9 t po/ure we rema9$ a long "t1 s mu* 7 our feel+s affect$1 t we c\ld n utt] a s+le ^w4 ,"s "t aft]w>ds1 %e %ew$ me my little ,bro!r & ,si/]1 by h] second husb&2 & dispat*$ my ,bro!r to g & fet* my ,fa!r-9-law :o 0 !n at ! f>m1 a little di/ance f ! ,t[n4 ,9 ! mean "t %e said to me2 y\r ,fa!r-9-law is an hone/ man8 he is n l _m o!rs1 b he is a true ,fa!r t ,i h met ) = y2 %e !n ask$ me :]e my ,bro!rs 72 ,i told h] !y 7 tak5 prison]s by ! ,engli% & convey$ to ,engl&3 at ! same "t my ,fa!r-9-law came into ! h\se1 :i* int]rupt$ our conv]sation4 ,he seem$ to be v joyful ( my arrival1 & treat$ me ) ! greate/ k9dness4 ,?is 0 ! happie/ mom5t ,i ev] enjoy$1 be+ 9 ! bosom ( my fri5ds4 ,b all ?is happ9ess did n la/ long1 = ! ,negroes rose up aga91 & kill$ e :ite man t fell into _! h&s4 ,i 0 !n compell$ to /& 9 my own def5ce1 z a foot soldi]2 e night1 al>ms 7 giv51 = ! blacks 7 at ! gates ( ! ,t[n3 b hav+ receiv$ re9=cem5t1 !y 7 repuls$4 ,aft]w>ds ,i 0 s5t to g>rison1 fifte5 miles (f1 :]e ,i /ay'd f\r & tw5ty days2 at my return my little ,bro!r fell sick ( ! fev]1 & di$ 9 two days aft]2 :i* put my ,"m & ,fa!r-9-law 9 su* di/ress ( m9d1 t ,i ?\ght !y w\ld h foll[$1 especially my ,fa!r-9-law1 = he 0 a man ( v t5d] feel+s3 b by degrees & l5g? ( "t1 _! griefs 7 disp]s$4 ,five mon?s 7 expir$ s9ce my arrival at my ,"m's4 ,i 0 daily ^u gu>d1 or do+ "s o!r ?+s respect+ ! w>f>+ bus9ess4 ,"o day be+ on gu>d1 ,i 0 in=m$ ( ! arrival ( bo? my ,bro!rs2 ,i imm$iately ran home1 & f\nd x 0 s2 my joy 0 inexpressible at ! sight ( !m1 p>ticul>ly at ! elde/1 :o 01 & always has be5 my mo/ intimate fri5d3 x 0 !n five ye>s & "s mon?s s9ce !y 7 tak5 prison]s2 dur+ t "t ,i nev] he>d f !m1 :i* made me ?9k _m times t !y 7 no m 9 ?is ,_w4 ,soon aft]1 ! report ( _! arrival 0 spread 9 ! ,t[n2 & com+ to ! e>s ( ! comm&] ( ! place1 !y 7 s5t = by 8 ord]s1 & enroll$#bj !m into a company ( foot soldi]s4 ,! duty 0 h>d1 ! rebels be+ daily ab\t u1 & almo/ e night !re 0 "s fight+ or attempt4 ,"o day aft] a v bloody engagem5t t 0 f\ght at ! advanc$ po/1 ,i 0 s5t ?i!r ) ! company :i* ,i 0 9 to re9=ce !m1 9 case !y %\ld be attack$ aga93 ,i /ay'd !re f\r & tw5ty days1 & 0 reliev$ by my elde/ ,bro!r4 ,! day aft] ,i took leave ( him1 & return$ into ! ,t[n4 ,z soon z ,i arriv$1 my ,"m s5t me to ! ,metropolis ab\t "s bus9ess4 ,:5 !re1 ! tr\bles 7 s great1 t no "o 0 9 safety ( _! lives3 ?ree days aft] my arrival1 a /rong battle took place1 & la/$ f f\r o',clock 9 ! morn+ till six 9 ! ev5+4 ,! day aft] ,i 0 occupi$ 9 do+ ! err& = my ,"m2 & z soon z ,i _h done1 ,i wrote a lett] to h]1 s5d+ an acc\nt ( all ! bus9ess2 & told h] %e mu/ n expect me to return1 nor p]haps see me m2 tell+ h] my reason 01 t ,/4 ,dom+o 0 a place too dang]\s = me to rema9 9 any long]3 & told h] n to be uneasy ab\t me1 = ,i _h already tak5 %ipp+4 #bj ,may x please ,,god to enrol !m 9 ! ,royal ,regim5t ( ,sa9ts1 comm&$ by 8 mo/ truly & ,honorable ,son1 ! ,,"l ,,jesus ,,*ri/4 ,we set out ! #c;d ( ,may #ahjc1 f ! h>b\r ( ,/4 ,dom+o3 ,i bid my di/ress$ ,c\ntry once m ,adieu2 ?9k+ to myself x is p]haps ! la/4 ,my int5tion :5 ,i emb>k$ 01 to g to ,/4 ,malo1 & take %ipp+ !re = ! coa/ ( ,africa4 ,i _h on bo>d a small c>go consi/+ ( ,sug> & ,c(fee1 :i* :5 sold w\ld h enabl$ me to beg9 a trade accord+ to my purpose4 ,we /e]$ = ! place above m5tion$2 six days aft] we 7 at ,sea1 we _h su* a r\gh w9d1 t we 7 oblig$ to reef our ma9 & =e top-sails3 all our ef=ts seem$ to be unsuccessful1 = we 7 driv5 amid/ dreadful ,rocks2 & ! w9ds r$\bl$ ) su* viol5ce t no?+ 0 se5 be=e our eyes b t]rors2 e mom5t we expect$ our fatal end to take place2 we fir$ guns ( di/ress f "t to "t hop+ t "s ,%ip w\ld he> u & come to our assi/ance1 if !re 0 any ab\t3 b our endeav\rs 7 9 va91 & we 7 ca/ 9 ! mid/ ( ! ,rocks4 ,! sc5e is too cutt+ = me to relate x 9 all its p>ts1 = x 0 en\gh to unman ! /\te/ ,sailor3 e man 0 9 ! mo/ pr(\nd con/]nation2 no?+ 0 se5 be=e our eyes b ,dea?1 & t 9 dreadful =ms4 ,at e in/ant pieces ( timb] 7 swimm+ ab\t ! almo/ wreck$ ,%ip2 ! wat] cov]$ almo/ ! deck4 ,we 7 9 t deplorable situation till morn+2 & to our great joy1 a ,%ip (f]$ itself to our view#ba2 we imm$iately put ! long-boat out to ,sea1 to g to ! ,%ip = refuge3 ,i flung myself into ! boat ) :at ,i valu$ mo/1 & five o!r m5 did likewise4 ,z our boat 0 too small to c>ry all ! p1 sev]al 7 oblig$ to rema9 ^u ! wreck ( ! ,%ip1 till we c\ld return ) ! o!r ,%ip's boat to save !m4 ,we r[$ away ! boat1 & w5t to ! ,%ip t 0 9 view2 :5 !re1 ! ,capta9 ask$ me if all ! p 7 come2 ,i told him no1 because our boat 0 too small to c>ry !m1 & we came to beg 8 assi/ance1 = ^? mis]able ,creatures :i* are n[ ^u ! rema9d] ( ! wreck4 ,he said1 !y may save !mselves if !y c1 b z = me ,i _c g1 ! wea!r is too favorable = me to lose a m9utes "t2 y may g back if y l to save !m2 b z = me1 ,i w g my way4 ,s he sail$1 & we w5t ) him2 ! o!rs rema9$ ^u ! wreck ( ! ,%ip1 9 ! mid/ ( a wide ,ocean1 )\t ei!r help or hope4 ,! ,%ip :i* sav$ me 0 a ,fr5* ,%ip1 & /e]$ = 8 own place4 #ba ,:5 ?\ passe/ ?r\gh ! wat]s1 ,i w be ) !e4 ,isaiah4 *ap4 #dc1 v]4 #b4 ,! #ba/ day ( ,june #ahjc1 be+ at ,sea1 we 7 met by an ,engli% ,vessel :o told u t w> 0 decl>$ betwe5 ,france & ,engl&1 & = t reason we 7 tak5 prison]s1 & conduct$ to ,plym\?4 ,i /ay'd #ce days 9 ,plym\?1 & 0 s5t aft] to ,tiv]ton 9 ,devon%ire ^u ,p>ole ( ,hon\r2 !re ,i rema9$ five mon?s1 & 0 s5t aft]w>ds to ,a%b\rn 9 ,d]by%ire4 ,i arriv$ at ,a%b\rn ! #ag? ( decemb] #ahjc1 & 0 9 su* a deplorable /ate ( m9d1 t ,i did n "k :at to d4 ,v (t5 ! public h\se 0 ! place :]e ,i w5t to seek com=t1 by gett+ intoxicat$1 & !n ca/+ all my sorr[s beh9d me2 ,i aft] a:ile took su* a delight 9 ?is c\rse ( life1 t x became q an habit to me2 ,i 0 ! greate/ ,sabba? break] t ev] exi/$2 ,i 0 daily fight+ or swe>+ ! mo/ execrable ,oa?s1 :i* 0 en\gh to excite ! ang] ( ,,god aga9/ me4 ,"o morn+ be+ half drunk1 ,i w5t out to take a walk2 :5 pass+ ?r\gh a d>k foot pa?1 ,i 0 p]suad$ by "s evil _s to put an end to my mis]able life4 ,= t purpose ,i w5t into ! d>ke/ "p ( ! place1 & took my knife out ( my pocket to accompli% ! horrid de$4--,! in/rum5t 0 already lift$ up1 & ! /roke 0 to ensue2 b an ,angel ( ! ,,"l1 7or "s ?+ ( t k9d17 /opp$ my rebelli\s h&1 & my weapon dropp$ f x2 !n _m ideas came into my m9d su* z ^!1 ,oh6 mis]able wret*1 art ?\ go+ to plunge ?yself into et]nal mis]y8 rememb] ?\ art go+ into ,hell head-long1 if ?\ do/ su* a ?+3 ,i 0 /ruck ) t]ror ) ^? ideas1 & 0 s fright$1 t ,i dur/ n move f ! place = fe> t ! ju/ice ( an av5g+ ,,god %\ld fall ^u me4 ,i /ay'd 9 t place = "s "t1 & w5t home ) su* a burd51 t ,i c\ld h>dly be>3 hav+ my head ca/ d[n z if ,i 0 a crim9al1 = ,i dur/ ^u no acc\nt lift x up4 ,i 0 = sev]al days 9 a su* di/ress$ /ate ( m9d1 t ,i _h n c\rage en\gh to g out2 = ,i ?\ght e body knew :at 0 ! matt] ) me2 & to appease my w\nd$ consci5ce1 ,i ?\ght t a re=mation w\ld h be5 suffici5t to ju/ify me 9 ! sight ( ,,god3 s t ,i began to build1 z x is said ^u a s&y f\ndation1 by p]=m+ a few =mal duties2 ?9k+ t by my good works1 ,i %\ld m]it ! fav\rs ( ,,god s z to =give me all my trespasses4 ,! plan ,i _h =m$ 0 ?is3 hav+ a ,roman ,ca?olic pray] book1 ,i ?\ght x 0 all-suffici5t to calm my tr\bl$ brea/1 & to br+ me to a p]fect /ate ( happ9ess4 ,s e night & morn+ ,i us$ to kneel d[n1 & tak+ ! pray] book ,i read ! morn+ & ev5+ pray]2 ?is p]=mance ,i ?\ght w\ld please ,,god1 & get me f "u ! t]rors ( an accus$ consci5ce3 b 9 all ^! va9 duties ,i nev] look$ to ,,jesus = =giv5ess or remission ( s9s1 nei!r to 8 preci\s & cleans+ blood1 nor c\ld ,i p]ceive ! depravity ( my corrupt$ nature3 b ,i dep5d$ :olly ^u my be/ endeav\rs & good works4 ,i cont9u$ b a little "t 9 do+ ^? errone\s duties1 & felt ins5sibly at la/ t all my fe>s 7 vani%$ away2 ,i 0 l ! dog1 return+ to 8 vomit aga93 = ,i begun ! same me?od z be=e1 keep+ all sorts ( bad company1 & break+ ! sabba? ) dr9k+1 swe>+ & fight+ c4 ,i 0 at ! lea/ five days drunk 9 ! week1 & always qu>rell+4 ,"o day 9 "o ( my mad fits1 7?\gh ,i 0 n drunk17 ,i resolv$ to delay no long] to put an end to my mis]able exi/5ce2 = t purpose ,i w5t into a g>d5 ne> by3 ! same in/rum5t t _h be5 lift$ up be=e1 0 aga9 employ$2 ,i 0 9 su* great despair1 t ,i 0 rel5tless t[>ds my own life & happ9ess2 s t ,i lift$ up my sangu9>y h& & /ruck my left brea/ twice#bb4--;,i fell d[n s5seless2 "s p]sons :o 7 ne>1 he>+ ! exclamation ,i made1 :i* 01 ,oh6 ,"m1 ,i %all nev] see !e aga96 came to see :at 0 ! matt]2 & to _! great surprise1 f\nd me wall[+ 9 my own blood4 ,!y c>ri$ me into my room = dead1 & "s p]son w5t to fet* ! ,doctor4 ,z soon z ! ,doctor saw my w\nds1 :i* 7 ?r\gh my lungs1 he said1 ,i c be ( no use to him1 = he has n t5 m9utes to live2 b if he does1 ,i may be ( s]vice to him3 & w5t away4 ,b he 0 soon fet*$ back aga9 = ,i 0 n dead4 ,:5 he came ! second "t1 he gave me some?+ to dr9k :i* recall$ me to my s5ses3 my inside be+ full ( blood1 he ?\ght x w\ld be prop] to ble$ me1 x might ease me a little1 = ,i c\ld h>dly brea!4 ,aft] ,i 0 bl$ ,i fell into a swoon2 ! ,doctor !n said1 if he lives till "o o',clock x w be a wond]4 ,"s-body w5t to fet* a ,ca?olic ,m9i/]#bc1 :o liv$ 9 ! same ,t[n2 :5 he saw me1 he told me to recomm5d my s\l to ,,god1 say+1 t ,i _h b a few m9utes to live3 & aft] ?is %ort exhortation he w5t out ( ! room1 say+1 x 0 too mu* = him to see4 #bb ,i h s9n$3 :at %all ,i d unto !e1 ,o ?\ pres]v] ( m58 :y ha/ ?\ set me z a m>k aga9/ !e1 s t ,i am a burd5 to myself4 ,job1 *ap4 #g4 v]4 #bj4 #bc ,i did n "k = :at purpose !y w5t = him2 b ,i suppos$ x 0 to adm9i/] unto me ! ,extreme-,unction2 = z x is report$ among ! ,roman ,ca?olic t a man or woman dy+ )\t hav+ receiv$ ! ,extreme-,unction1 7:i* !y call a ,sacram5t17 mu/ ei!r g to ,hell1 or 9 ,purgatory4 ,i 0 re/less all ! night1 = ,i c\ld n sleep on acc\nt ( ! sor5ess ( my w\nds4 ,:5 morn+ came ,i 0 s weak & s fev]i%1 t ! ,doctor ?\ght ,i c\ld n live to see ! sun set4 ,night came1 & yet alive3 b ,i 0 s torm5t$ ) ideas z be=e m5tion$1 t ,i dur/ n %ut my eyes = fe> ,i %\ld awake 9 ,hell4 ,i 0 ?ree nights )\t tak+ ! lea/ re/2 = ,i 0 afraid to fall asleep1 z ,i made x a sure ?+ 9 my m9d1 t if ,i fell asleep1 ,i %\ld awake no m4 ,i felt myself 9 su* a mis]able condition1 t ,i ?\ght ,,god w\ld nev] =give me4 ,all ! "t ,i 0 9 b$1 ,i lay ^u ?orns z x 72 = ,i 0 s fill$ ) grief & sorr[1 occasion$ by my misbehavi\r t[>ds ! ev]la/+ be+1 t my life 0 q mis]able4 ,dur+ ! "t ( my affliction1 ,i _h su* ideas & ?\ghts conc]n+ my /ate1 t ,i appe>$ to myself ! vile/ ( m52 b = all t ,i did n "k f :5ce came ^! ?\ghts & ideas4 ,i 0 six or sev5 weeks be=e ,i c\ld walk out2 & 0 a great :ile be=e ,i c\ld get any /r5g?4 ,i 0 five mon?s 9 ! mo/ di/ress+ /ate ( m9d1 & cont9ually torm5t$ by "s ?+ or o!r1 :i* ,i c\ld n disc]n4 ,"s times ,i w5t out to m$itate a little1 b no soon] 0 ,i out1 b 0 =c$ to return home aga92 because ,i c\ld n re/ any :]e4 ,"o day aft] _m dreadful & frightful ideas1 ,i felt "s ?+ extraord9>y 9 me2 & !n = ! fir/ "t1 ,i p]ceiv$ t ,i 0 a s9n]#bd2 & "o beyond expression3 ,i saw ! horrible /ate 9 :i* ,i 0 plung$2 ,i felt t ,i 0 ^u ! v br9k ( de/ruction3 & felt also1 t no "o c\ld alleviate my pa9s b ,,god4 ,= t purpose ,i w5t to *ur*2 :5 !re1 ,i c\ld he> no?+ t c\ld d me any good4 ,at night ,i w5t to ! ,me?odi/ ,*apel2 !re ,i did n f9d any com=t s z to set me free4 ,:5 at home1 ,i w5t to pray]2 b c\ld say no?+ b ! ,,"l's pray]1 :i* ,i knew f my infancy4 #bd ,?\gh ,i _h _h a ta/e & a view ( ! love ( ,,god1 7z y may read 9 ! =m] "p ( my life17 & a great desire to s]ve & wor%ip him2 yet ,i did n feel ! corruption ( my fall5 nature1 nei!r ! great weight & burd5 ( my invet]ate s9s & transgressions3 ,i 0 f> f ?9k+ ( ! ine/imable wor? & want ( a preci\s ,,savi\r4 ,i _h a zeal1 b n accord+ to k2 ,i 0 l t sect :i* ! ,apo/le ,paul speaks ( 9 ! t5? *apt] ( ,romans & ! ?ird v]se3 = !y1 be+ ignorant ( ,,god's ,righte\sness1 & go+ ab\t to e/abli% _! own ,righte\sness1 h n submitt$ !mselves unto ! ,righte\sness ( ,,god4 ,i ?ank ,,god1 ?r\gh ! ,,"l ,,jesus ,,*ri/1 t ,he has subject$ me unto 8 bless$ & ,ev]la/+ ,righte\sness2 & made me s5sible ( ?is1 t )\t ! ,blood ( 8 de> ,son1 my s9s mu/ = ev] rema94 ,i sp5t ! week 9 read+ ! new ,te/am5t2 & long$ daily ) impati5ce = ! return ( ,sabba?1 t ,i might try aga9 to seek a place :]e ,i c\ld lay all my burd54 ,:5 t happy day 0 come1 ,i w5t to ,,sion ,*apel3 ! text 0 tak5 out ( ! tw5ty-sev5? *apt] ( ! ,prophet ,isaiah1 ! la/ v]se2 & x %all come to pass :5 ! great trumpet %all be bl[n c4 ,i 0 v att5tive at ! prea*+1 9 hopes ,i c\ld he> "s passage t might com=t my di/ress$ m9d4 ,! ,m9i/] br\ght =w>d ! ,braz5 ,s]p5t 9 8 disc\rse1 say+1 :5 ,moses lift$ x up1 he said1 :osoev] %all believe 9 x1 %all be sav$2 = ?us %all ! ,son ( man be lift$ up4 ,i felt a little com=t f ^! words1 b n suffici5t to calm my tr\bl$ m9d2 because ( ! weakness ( my fai?4 ,z ,i _h n he>d suffici5t1 ,i w5t at night to ! ,me?odi/ ,*apel4 ,i did n dislike ! s]mon1 b did n feel s mu* !re z ,i did at ,,sion ,*apel3 ,i sp5t ! week r bett] ?an ,i did ! la/1 & 0 n s mu* di/ress$4 ,"o morn+ ,i w5t to take a walk1 :5 fifty y>ds f ! h\se1 ,i rememb]$ ,i _h n s]v$ ,,god :5 ,i got up2 ,i 0 s /ruck ) %ame1 t ,i ran back to my *amb] to say my pray]s4 ,su* a ?+ z t happ5$ unto me ?ree times1 b 0 always ov]come by ! fe> ( ,,god1 = ,i dur/ n on any acc\nt g out ( my room except ,i _h r5d]'d ?anks to ,,god = 8 protect+ grace & m]cy2 = ,i ?\ght1 t if ,i 0 to neglect1 8 wra? w\ld fall ^u me c4 ,sunday came1 :i* ,i long$ = ) s mu* impati5ce2 & ) joy ,i w5t aga9 to ,,sion ,*apel4 ,! text 0 tak5 out ( ! ,epi/le ( ,paul to ! ,philippians1 ! ?ird *apt]1 & ! n9? v]se2 & be f\nd 9 him4 ,! v ^w ( be f\nd 9 him1 w5t deeply to my he>t1 & prov$ sweet to x2 = x com=t$ me & releas$ me f all my guilty fe>s2 & conv9c$ me ( all ! errors we are liable to by ,nature4 ,i 0 s ov]joy$ at t s]mon1 t ,i c\ld n dep>t f ! place till ,i _h spok5 to ! ,m9i/]#be2 to tell him ! b5efit ,i _h receiv$ "u 8 lab\r4 ,i w5t home joyful at :at ,i _h he>d & ta/$1 & ,i ca/ all my c>es & sorr[s away3 & 0 only ?9k+ to s]ve him :o %$ 8 blood = me4 #be ! ,rev]5d ,samuel ,frankl91 ( ,ebley 9 ,gl\ce/]%ire1 ,m9i/] 9 ,lady ,hunt+don's connection1 !n at ,a%b\rn 9 ,d]by%ire4 ,n[ p]secution began to take place by my worldly companions2 !y call$ me all sorts ( %ameful names#bf1 ev5 ?reat5$ me ) puni%m5t if ,i did cont9ue 9 he>+ ! ^w ( ,,god4 ,i c\ld n g ?r\gh ! /reets )\t meet+ ) "s ill treatm5t f !m2 b z ,i did n m9d :at !y said1 ,i told !m ,i w\ld soon] g to ! scaffold & suff] ,dea?1 ?an r5\nce ,,jesus ,,*ri/4 ,_! p]secutions cont9u$ = a long "t1 b see+ ,i did n take any notice1 !y 7 oblig$ to let me g 9 peace4 #bf ,my fri5ds scorn me2 b m9e eye p\re? out te>s unto ,,god4 ,job1 *ap4 #af1 v]4 #bj4 ,i w5t to no o!r place ( wor%ip b ,,sion1 :]e ,i fir/ f\nd ! treasure ( ! ,crucifi$ ,"o4 ,"s times ,i ?\ght myself too unwor?y to be sav$2 b at o!r times ,i _h bett] ?\ghts1 :5 reflect+ on ,paul1 ,manasseh1 & o!r *>act]s c4 ,! week be=e ,good ,friday ,i 0 tak5 ill1 & 0 oblig$ to keep my b$ sev]al days4 ,9 ! mean "t ,i pray$ unto ,,god to give me heal? & /r5g?1 t ,i might be able to g & he> 8 ^w t preci\s day he b\ght my ,salvation2 b x 0 n p]mitt$2 = t v day ,i 0 extremely ill1 & wept bitt]ly because ,i c\ld n g to ,,sion my happy place4 ,s ,i call$ = a new ,te/am5t t ,i might read a *apt] or two2 b ,i 0 s weak1 t ,i c\ld n read2 & 0 =c$ to put ! book d[n4 ,9 ! aft]noon ,i felt myself a little bett]1 & took ! book ,i read a *apt]1 by :i* ,i receiv$ "s com=t4 ,i 0 v pati5t "u my afflictions1 = ! m ,i 0 afflict$1 ! m my m9d 0 com=t$2 ,i did n fe> ! /+ ( ,dea? at all1 because1 ,i _h fai? to believe ,i %\ld be happy4 ,9 a few weeks ,i 0 entirely recov]$1 & ! ,,"l soon aft] bless$ me ) ! ,_s ( pray]1 s t ,i c\ld jo9 my fri5ds 9 ,,*ri/ 9 _! lab\rs4 ,n[ ,i am fully conv9c$ t ,i am f\nd1 & br\ght back to ! flock ( :om ,,jesus ,,*ri/ is ! ,%eph]d3 & ,i w adore & praise him = :at ,he has done = me ?r\gh ,grace1 & tru/ 9 ,him = :at ,he has promis$ to d4 ,o6 mo/ bless$ ,,jesus1 ?\ :o ha/ be5 pleas$ to protect me ?r\gh s _m dang]s1 & wat*$ ov] me ev] s9ce my y\?ful days2 be pleas$ ,i besee* !e1 to keep me n[ t ,i am f\nd3 ,i did n f9d myself1 ?\ kn[e/2 b x 0 ?\1 ,o6 mo/ bless$ ,,jesus :o f\nd me :5 lo/ & ready to s9k into ! valley ( de/ruction4 ,?\ ha/ br\ght me f ?\s&s ( miles to %ew me ?y light div9e1 & to make me a prison] ( hope in/ead ( a prison] ( w>4 ,o6 ,et]nal ,,?ree 9 ,,"o1 look d[n on ?9e unwor?y s]vant1 & wat] 8 ,s\l ) ! dew ( ?y ,heav5ly ,grace1 t he may be prep>$ to receive t nev] fad+ ,cr[n1 :i* is at ! end ( ! race ?\ ha/ enabl$ him to run3 & help him to r5\nce all o!r works b ?9e4 ,n[ ,i =sake all ! ri*es & pleasures ( ?is _w1 = ! ,et]nal life :i* 0 pur*as$ by ! preci\s ,blood ( ?y de> ,son ,,jesus3 to :i* ,i besee* !e1 to keep me n[1 & to ! end4 ,,am54 ,,! ,,we/ ,,indian ,,hymn4 ,?is my son 0 dead1 & is alive aga92 he 0 lo/ & is f\nd4 ,,prodigal',s ,,fa!r4 ,n[ ?\gh six ?\s& miles f home1 ,yet ne>] to my ,,god ,i come ',twas ,,jesus' love t set me free1 ,& br\ght me back by grace to !e1 ,& ,,jesus w lead me to see2 ,et]nal days4 ,& n[ t ,i am f\nd1--keep me ,t ,i may nev] g f !e3 ,?us fill my s\l ) ?y free grace1 ,t ,i may run ! *ri/ian race1 ,& see my ,,savi\r face to face2 ,9 endless days4 ,?\ did/ seek me :5 a /rang]1 ,9 my guilt & road to dang]1 ,& to br+ me home to my ,,god1 ,did/ int]pos'd ?y preci\s blood1 ,t ,i might s+ ) sa9ts al\d2 ,?r\gh endless days4 ,o6 bless$ be ! sacr$ ,place1#bg ,:]e ,i h f\nd su* ,heav'nly grace1 ,t sav'd me f my nature's fall1 ,& give me on my ,,god to call2 ,o6 ,,jesus at ?y feet ,i fall3 ,?r\gh endless days4 ,till !n1 d ?\ 9 my he>t dwell1 ,rule 9 x & d all ?+s well3 ,lead me to t e'erbless$ place1 ,:]e ,i hope to behold ?y face1 ,& help me ?y foot-/eps to trace2 ,to endless re/4 ,!re ,i %all praise my ,,savi\r de>1 ,:ile 8 own ,righte\sness ,i we>3 ,i'll %\t & s+ r$eem+ love1 ,:i* did my fir/ affections move1 ,& nev] m w let me rove2 ,?r\gh endless days4 #bg ,,sion ,*apel4 ,,f9is4 ,,p>kes ,,pr9t]1 & ,,auctione]1 ,,a%b\rn4