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"w is on ! table4 ,yet no manuscript1 no *apt]1 is a real beg9n+4 ,"o mu/ />t a book ?is way--) a fre% %eet 9 ! ma*9e & tell :at he is go+ to tell ab\t4444 ,fir/ ( all1 x has to d ) ! unfold+ ( ! *ild m9d2 all ! ,/one/udy "w has be5 = t1 b ! brimm+ wond] ( x all is t we h *iefly be5 employ$ unfold+ ourselves4 ,no "o c beg9 ^u ! sweet & sacr$ /ory ( life to a *ild )\t tak+ a /ride ne>] into ! c5tre ( ?+s1 & liv+ x4 ,t's :at all tell+ is ab\t--pres5tly to /op talk+ & to cat* up on conduct4 ,! faire/ culture ( all is to become arti/s 9 life4444 ,?9k+ ( ?is1 ?9k+ mu* ^u ?is "o ?+1 we h be5 lur$ out ( ! heav9ess ( "w into ! dim5sion ( ,play4 ,we tell "h ab\t ?is p>ticul> passage4 ,also some?+ ab\t ! /ory ( ,man & ,woman1 h9t+ at :at is conta9$ 9 pages ( ! ,book ( ,life n op5$ h]et(ore = ! eyes ( ! _m1 b prep>+ n[ = ! eyes ( ! *ildr5 ( ! ,new ,race--a beautiful /ory1 be sure ( t1 b "o t requires art 9 ! tell+4 ,no "o c\ld br+ ?is /ory to ! lov]s & ! *ildr5 ( ! ,new ,race :o _h n f\nd out t ,beauty belongs to ! div9e tr9ity ) ,goodness & ,tru?4 ,_m se]s h n held t well 9 m9d1 _m sages h =gott5 x1 _m sa9ts h n le>n$ x adequately at all4 ,we h to build our own heav5s "h be=e we c h !m any:]e else4 ,! m ( an arti/ a man is1 ! m rev]5t he becomes ab\t p]fect+ 8 ?\ght-=ms4 ,j a m5tion n[--t we rejoice to make mu* ( ! ,beauty side ( ?+s 9 ?is book2 t a ?+ _c be beautiful & bad2 t ,beauty is ! next que/ ( ! _m1 z !y escape "o by "o f ! bondage ( ,gold4 ,we try to express ! ,s\l ( ?+s r ?an to del9eate b\nd>ies ( matt]1 b a v /rong po9t is made ^u ! fact t "o _c deal 9 ! _s until he has ma/]$ to a good degree ! co>s] /uff t bodies & worlds are made (4 ,we d n c>e h[ ! "y m9ds aspire my/ically1 s long z _! abutm5ts hold fa/ 9 ! bottom-l&s4 ,a man mu/ n drag 8 an*or z he climbs ! hill2 he mu/ unfold l9e all ! way--a l9e made ( /r&s ( himself1 wov5 ( 8 own wisdom1 love & p[]4 ,mu* is made 9 ?is book ( ! fact t we are giv5 p\nds = a purpose--t all "h bel[ is symbol & intimation ( a globe & p]fection else:]e--t we _c look ^u ! ar*etype ( gold until we h ma/]$ ! imitation 9 clay4444 ,we come ev5 clos] to ?is preci\s subject3 ,= in/ance1 we "k t x is only f ! s\l ( ?+s t "o c see mat]ials--t no "o c get a glimpse ( ! mean+ ( mat]ials s long z he is lo/ 9 ! ruck ( !m4 ,at ! same "t we d n believe t we h access1 ev5 to ! less] grades ( my/icism1 until we h all ! p[] & =ce ( ! mat]ial-m9d$4 ,we believe we mu/ d well t :i* ! _w is do+1 ev5 ! tasks ( ! av]age man1 t no?+ c be miss$4 ,we d n enc\rage t my/ic or poet :o requires end[m5t4 ,if we are to be arti/s1 we believe 9 support+ our own gr\ps2 we h a suspicion t we are n ?r\gh ) conditions1 any conditions no matt] h[ hateful1 s long z !y h u :ipp$4 ,we aspire to be writ]s & politicians & pa9t]s & h]oes2 we aspire to be ma/]s 9 all ! sup]b productions ( life1 b we are cont5t to beg9 ) ! gr\nd4 ,we are cont5t ) pov]ty1 yet we believe t v e>ly z workm51 we are entitl$ to a fa/idi\s pov]ty1 :i* is exp5sive4 ,no possessions--b all possessions4 ,z writ]s we are conv9c$ t x is necess>y to d--& inimitably well--! ?+s t ! public wants & pays t5 c5ts ! ^w =1 q z well z to reveal ! deep] folds ( our gr[? = :i* we h to f9ance publication4 ,we are n sure yet :i* is ! wor?i] a*ievem5t4 ,p]haps we speak mu* ( ,s\l 9 ?is book1 b we mean no?+ m =midable ?an ! bett] "p ( e man4 ,?is is ! ,big ,fell[ :o takes u ov] :5 we d t :i* is wor? :ile--9 billi>ds or diplomacy1 9 art or love or trade4 ,i ?9k x is ! ,big ,comrade :i* we are really unfold+--! ,workman & ,play]4 ,mu* ( ,s\l1 we write1 because x is ! po9t ( our educational drive--to set ,x free 9 ! *ild or ! "y workman1 to make ,x speak or write or play1 & n m]e bra9 & h&4 ,we speak mu* ( love--n z an emotion1 n z a s5tim5t1 b z a cosmic =ce4 ,y w see mu* m :at we mean by ?is z y turn ! pages4 ,x is ! mo/ *all5g+ ?+ 9 ! _w4 ,x is ! inn] :ite-hot core ( ! ,fa!rl& t is to be--! great :ite ,democracy ( ! future4444 ,democracy--t's ! po9t ( inception ( x all2 t ^w is ! se$4 ,! m y dwell ^u x--y "k :at ! ,seamless ,robe ( ! ,*ri/ means--! m y realise t ! ,ma/] ,jesus 0 ! fir/ ,big ,democrat4444 ,we h !m speak ! ^w s(tly & ?\ghtfully "h ea* day--we l to he> ! "y ones say x4 ,!y are apt to "k z mu* ab\t x z y d--= ! ^w doesn't mean exactly :at !y mean1 :o h us$ x mo/ h]et(ore4 ,x isn't ! "n ( a political p>ty--yet4444 ,x is gov]nm5t ( ! p by ! p1 b only to ^? :o see ! sons ( ,god 9 ! eyes ( pass+ m54 ,we only ask its magic1 n its pres5ce ^u ^! pages4444 ,!y're fight+ = x glori\sly--e h\r4 ,! boys "h ?rill ) ! boys !re4 ,we hold our h&s high to !m4 ,"s ( our boys are !re4 ,!y are all our boys6 ,"s are wait+ ! call to g--b !re or "h1 we are pull+ toge!r = ! real ,fa!rl&1 = ! adequite frat]nity1 "u ! endless & ?rill+ magic ( ! ^w ,equality4 444 ,i c say no m spl5did ^w to y ?an ,my ,equal3 ,i "k ( no great] adv5ture ?an to become "o ( ! ,_m4 ,x is true t y & ,i--! be/ ( u1 ! ,immortal )9 u ea*1 are ( "o h\se--t ?is is b a f> outpo/ ( ! j\rney1 ,egypt if y l1 ! husks if y l--b t we h aris5 & are on our way home to ! ,fa!r's ,h\se4 ,canyon1 ,santa ,monica1 ,cali=nia4 ,,cont5ts ,,page ,,nor? ,,am]icans #ag ,,quick5+s #bd ,,conque/ ,,( ,,fe>s #cf ,,! ,,/uff ,,( ,,comrades #de ,,john',s ,,?+s #ef ,,values ,,( ,,lett] ,,writ+ #gj ,,! ,,new ,,danc+ #gi ,,old ,,pictures ,,9 ,,r$ #ia ,,/eve #aja ,,hejira #aaa ,,! ,,spectator #aah ,,tom ,,& ,,! ,,little ,,girl #abi ,,! ,,abbot #aci ,,! ,,arti/ ,,unlea%$ #aee ,,"w ,,9 ,,%ort ,,/ories #afd ,,valley ,,road ,,girl #agb ,,beauty #ahc ,,%uk #aib ,,imag9ation #bje ,,boys ,,& ,,dogs #baa ,,! ,,man ,,:o ,,f\nd ,,peace #bai ,,! ,,mat+ ,,my/]y #bda ,,*apt] ,,( ,,lett]s #beb ,,romance #bfg ,,! ,,cosmic ,,peasant #bgg ,r,,sum #cae ,,! ,,hive #a ,,nor? ,,am]icans ,! ?+ call$ ! ,new ,race--! passion ( poets1 ! phantom runn+ ahead & =ev] call+ ! dream] & revolutioni/ & occulti/1 is f> f a reality z yet among ! commonplaces ( ! _w4 ,x is ! _s ( ev]y?+ wor? :ile1 b t means no?+ to "o :o has n a brea? ( x 9 8 own body4444 ,a /ory w5t =? f ?is %op rec5tly 9 :i* c]ta9 ideals & pres5ces ( ! new social ord] 7 c>ri$ ?r\gh to a *e]ful end+4 ,! publi%] wrote1 ,yes1 b :at is ! ,new ,race8 ,x's a fair "q1 b rememb] "o _c adequately describe a spiritual ?+ 9 t]ms ( matt]4 ,x is only possible ( portrayal :]e x has brok5 ?r\gh into t]ms ( ?ree-space4 ,fir/ y are apt to get ! ne>e/ & mo/ /rik+ picture ( ! ,new ,race at y\r own supp]-table--! pres5ce ( "o ( y\r own *ildr51 especially if ! "y "o is h>d to und]/&4 ,p>5ts & *ildr5 ( all times h f\nd confusion & al>m 9 ea* o!r's ways4 ,b !re are r>e p]iods ( human hi/ory :5 ! diff]5ce betwe5 two g5]ations has be5 n a normal & sup]ficial crack1 b an abyss4 ,x is s n[4 ,! ,old has rea*$ its climact]ic po9t ( de/ructivity4 ,all self-passions de/roy !mselves 9 "t4 ,fe>1 gre$1 s5suality--all are self-de/ructive4 ,great human numb]s & decad5t pr9ciples h be5 rec5tly brok5 d[n 9 ! _w ) a swiftness & ab&onm5t h]et(ore unrecord$1 except 9 ! traditions ( planet>y flood & flame4444 ,y may wat* closely ! *ild "u sev5 :o plays 9 ! ,unse51 ^: companions are n 9 ! room = old] eyes2 wat* ! "o ( fancies & fairies & fragrances :i* o!rs _c q disc]n4 ,_m a *ild has be5 driv5 ) a s\l-w\nd into corrod+ sil5ce by p>5ts :o ?\ght !y 7 puni%+ falsehood1 :5 !y 7 9 reality repress+ ! imag9ation--! faculty :i* ma/]-arti/s d5ote z ! fir/ & lovelie/ possession ( ! creative m9d4 ,too co>se & unlit to see :at ! *ild saw1 ! p>5ts aga9 & aga9 h look$ gravely at ea* o!r1 say+3 ,?is is a crisis4 ,our *ild has begun to lie4 ,we mu/ =get h] own feel+s & puni% h]---- ,s (t5 x is h]--b n always4 ,! boys :o are to d ! great tasks ( song & prophecy & ar*itecture--!y1 too1 dream dreams & see visions & h ! rapt eyes ( ,joan 9 ! =e/s ( ,domremy2 !y1 too1 are sev]ely que/ion$ by ! ph>isees2 none escape ?is sc\rg+2 !y1 too1 9 _m cases %all be put to dea?4 ,! new ideals ( ! p>5?ood1 education1 romance1 are n[ be+ introduc$ & promulgat$ by pione]s long s9ce em]g$ f ! old litt] & humus4 ,education w mean fir/ ( all a turn+ = p[] to ! ,unse54 ,! que/ ( ! ,swan & ! ,/> & ! ,belov$1 are nev] c>ri$ along on ! levels & inequalities ( ! e>?--always ! uplift$ face = ! sa9t & ! sage & ! se]4 ,great p>5ts kneel beside _! *ildr5 & beg to be deliv]$ f ! heav9ess :i* holds !m to ! dim %ad[s1 :]e ! *ild sees face to face4 ,education w mean f9d+ 8 intr9sic task = ! *ild--! int5sive cultivation ( ! human _s f ! ,s\l outw>d1 n alone f ! bra9 inw>d4 ,! que/ ( ! pass+ age 0 = ,gold4 ,! real mean+ & symbol & glory ( gold1 z ! highe/1 smoo!/ & mo/ f9i%$ ( m9]als1 has be5 lo/ 9 ! bulki] products & possessions x meant to measure & signify4 ,m & m has gold itself hid away f vulg> h&s & be5 repres5t$ by objects intr9sically inf]ior4 ,we n[ behold a civilisation de/roy+ itself = commodities & de/roy+ ! commodities = :i* ! de/ruction began4 ,gold itself w s]ve ,beauty 9 ! com+ age2 comm]ce w s]ve /hetics4 ,! lov]s ( ,beauty beg9 ) ! s&1 ) ! clay4 ,!y love nature f ! gr\nd up2 !y are f]v5t = light & air1 = sun & sky & wat]1 = fruits & gra9s & bees1 = />s & ra9s & romances4 ,!y say su* ?+s are holy4 ,words are inadequate = _! loves & appreciations4 ,!y f9d ! ways to love ,god inf9ite4 ,!y see ,him 9 /one & /ream2 !y see ,him 9 ! eyes ( ! deep d[n m52 !y see ,him ris5 & inevitable 9 ! eyes ( _! lov]s4444 ,/raight goodness w n d = ! ,new ,race1 nor /raight intellectuality4 ,arti/s1 s+]s1 pa9t]s & ideali/s w be ! h]oes ( ! g5]ations to come1 = !y w add ! que/ ( ,beauty to ! unwa%$ goodness ( ! sa9ts & pilgrims4 ,^! are b fl>+ po9ts2 "o is emb>rass$ 9 %ort space because ( a myriad ?+s to say4 ,free v]se is a sign ( ! ,new1 also ! dream ( a free _w & ! planet>y patriotism4 ,! imman5ce ( ! _s ( all ?+s1 is a sign2 ! s5se ( ! und]ly+ on5ess ( humanity2 n alone ! ,fa!rl&1 b ! ,k9t]l&1 :]e new ,f\nta9s are e/abli%$ & sages & ma/]s come = inspiration--all ^!1 l a pass+ tra9 ( wond]1 a glimpse ( _m c>s4444 ,i ?9k ,i c br+ ! picture 9 clos] by us+ a few pages ( "w f "o ( ! "y m5 ) me4 ,8 "n is ,/eve4 ,i call$ him ,! ,dakotan1#a 9 ! book1 ,*ild & ,c\ntry4 ,we've romp$ & ridd5 toge!r = ?ree ye>s1 & ,i've kn[n ,/eve bett] e day--/ill f> f ! end4 ,! re/ ( ! *apt] is ,/eve's writ+3 #a ,h4,a4 ,/urtzel4 ,,nor? ,,am]icans ,out ( ! c5turies ( moil & mix & fuse ( ,europe1 ! ori5t & ! nor? c\ntries1 a gleam+ ar*etype has em]g$ "h :i* may be call$ ! real ,nor? ,am]icans4 ,!y are scatt]$ "h & !re among ! y\ng] g5]ation--"y p new 9 "n only2 9 s\l !y are z old z ,zeus4 ,(t5 !y are /rang]s 9 _! fa!r's h\se4 ,!y bl5d ! m9d ( ! occid5tal ) ! s\l ( ! ea/2 spl5did fir/l+s ( an untri$ future4 ,!y betray !mselves by _! g5ius4 ,h]$ity is ! fir/ feti* ov]?r[n by !m4 ,f ! fir/ !y are a law unto !mselves4 ,!y ca/ (f *ur*es1 codes1 cre$s1 s*ools & p>5ts z prelim9>y /eps 9 _! te5s4 ,9 ! tw5ties !y are prodigies1 lead]s 9 ! arts or ! revolutions4 ,x is _! aim to ov]-rea* !mselves1 n to fur!r a type4 ,v e>ly !y conj\rn toge!r 9 secret & obscure places1 revolt+ aga9/ life z x is liv$1 l a h&ful ( :ite dwell]s 9 a =eign city4 ,!re is always an ali51 intangible some?+ ab\t ^! p4 ,"o s5ses ! d\ble life !y lead1 _! own1 & o!rs4 ,conditions are n yet adju/$ = !m4 ,!y are sup]-nationali/s1 ! fir/ m>k ( ! new4 ,!y are dream]s :o make _! dreams come true 9 matt]1 & fir/ among _! dreams is ( ! planet 9 "o piece4 ,!y are naturally intol]ant ( b>ri]s & p>titions4 ,!y see ahead a new social ord] va/ & %9+ z a deva*anic vision--! real democracy ( ! future4 ,!y see t ! new has come 9 n to kill1 b to build4 ,!irs w be ! spiritual h]oics4 ,yet all ?is1 ( ! great] patriotism1 mu/ n yet be spok54 ,x only ali5ates !m ! m f ^? !y mu/ live )4 ,_! ar* enemy is ,ignorance1 p]sonifi$ s (t5 9 _! eld]s4 ,x is noticeable t ^! "y p are heal?i]1 /rong]1 swift]1 %>p]1 t\gh]1 bold] & at ! same "t light] & f9] ?an ! pass+ g5]ation4 ,!y h ! new heal?9ess4 ,!y belong to ! op5 & are practically immune to disease4 ,!irs is ! heal? ( sun & w9d & _s--vitality in/ead ( con/itution1 some?+ ! old c nev] und]/&4 ,con/itution is weight1 solid1 ungiv+4 ,vitality is volatile1 spr+y1 electric1 con/antly be+ giv51 con/antly be+ acquir$1 self-ref9+4 ,con/itution does n *ange2 x accumulates all x c1 !n beg9s to die4444 ,! "y wom5 ( ?is new ,race are op51 /rong1 eye-to-eye1 free spok54 ,!y are capable ( fri5d%ips2 !y are n adv]se to be+ :olly und]/ood by males4 ,!y are n popul> ) ord9>y wom51 :o surmise _! sup]iority b compreh5d x n4 ,deceit1 jeal\sy & su* common di/urbances evid5t 9 ! sex are unkn[n to !m4 ,!y h "* & are lovely r ?an beautiful4 ,!y are apt to g half way 9 _! love-mak+1 = :o %\ld "k bett] :5 ! *os5 fa!r ( _! *ildr5 arrives4 ,all ( ^! p are br+]s ( true love4 ,love is _! philosophy & religion4 ,!y li/5 to ! he>t z well z ! bra94 ,o!rs ?9k !m cruel 9 _! discrim9ation 9 mat+4 ,!y take all or no?+--prodigi\s risk]s1 great suff]]s1 ?r[+ ev5 love's dream on ! bo>d to be play$ =1 & laugh+ z !y play4 ,! slighte/ blight on ! lov$ "o is deepe/ agony4 ,p]haps ! sure/ way ( discov]+ ^! "y giants is to se>* ab\t = ! mo/ sorely h>ass$ *ildr54 ,inv>iably !y are put to x1 to break into ?is day & g5]ation4 ,!y fight _! way up ?r\gh all ! bank$-up ignorance & antagonism ( unlit humanity4 ,(t5 !y are solitaires1 com+ & go+ ) ! secrecy ( k+s & eagles4 99 99 99 99 99 #b ,,quick5+s ,a few pages ( drift fir/ ( all ) ! y\ng] boys4444 ,!re is a lane ( ,lomb>dy popl>s f ! ,lake to ! int]urban c>-l9e--a half mile4 ,x is a lift+ walk at any "t1 b summ] ev5+s are wond]ful ) all ! s\nds & sc5ts ( a true pa/orale--lake-brea? & mead[-l&s1 ! :ole sky to look at1 & ! murmur+ dissonance ( ! popl>s4 ,(t5 we walk to ! c> ) pass+ gue/s4 ,"o ev5+ a gue/ w5t away :om we lov$ v mu*4 ,a lad ( sev51 nam$ ,john1 & ,i walk$ back f ! c> alone4 ,he 0 ignit$4 ,i felt ?is at la/ ?r\gh 8 h&4 ,i _h be5 ?9k+ ab\t my own ?+s all too long1 miss+ ! beg9n+s ( 8 talk4444 ,he hurri$ =w>d 9 ! dusk1 speak+ 9 a hu%$ rapt voice4 ,because ,i _h miss$ ! fir/ "p1 ,i said3 ,john1 ,i want y to write t--ei!r to-night or to-morr[4 ,& ?is is :at came 93 ,,! ,,magic ,,lane3 ,x 0 at dusk4 ,two p left _! tracks 9 ,nature's du/ road4 ,love is f\nd on t road4 ,x is ! road ( ! my/ics4 ,!y leave _! love 9 x2 ,nature kisses _! feet4 ,_m horses' feet h be5 kiss$ on t my/ic road4 ,t my/ic road w la/ =ev]4 ,i long to walk ^u t road ( love4 ,love on t road w la/ =ev]4 ,x is all true love4 ,our fri5ds h be5 met on t road ( love4 ,x leads to ! ,hills ( ,god4 ,c]ta9 spell+ matt]s h be5 correct$4 ,we pay little att5tion to spell+ 9 ! "w "h4 ,! "y ones le>n by read+ & get ! prop] look ( a ^w altoge!r too soon 9 _m cases4 ,!re 0 ano!r high mom5t f ,john at ! same "t4 ,! foll[+ ?ree l9es h /ood out f ! p]iod ) memorable magic3 ,,wond] ,! s(t brea? ( ! ,"m came 9 ?r\gh ! w9d[ ( v9es4 ,! />s 7 %9+ l ! face ( ! ,new ,g5]ation4 ,my _s 0 away 9 ! ,hills4 ,a noise at ! door br\ght me back---- ,john !n fell into a psy*ological tangle :i* we f\nd little pr(it 9 foll[+4 ,by ! ,"m he ref]r$ to ,nature4444 ,! v]se p]iod has pass$ = ! "t4 ,ar\nd ! age ( sev51 boys *ange4 ,(t51 z 9 ?is case1 !y are n s int]e/+ = a :ile aft]w>d4 ,john is com+ n9e n[ & is writ+ action /ories ) all ! worn & regulation props & sett+s4 ,! e>ly t5d5cy w return ) a dim5sion add$4 ,all transitions are times ( disord]1 b !y are foll[$ by l>g] areas & tru] fulfilm5ts ( ord]4 ,a cl\d falls ^u ! sanctu>y1 b :5 x is dispell$1 "o p]ceives a lift$ dome1 bright ) its new clo? ( gold4 ,i am /ruck e day 9 deal+ ) "y boys h[ wisdom & beauty & tru? c be inculcat$ 9 _! lives1 )\t pa9 & /ra9 to !m1 & ) great pr(it to ! tea*]4 ,! "y m9d is quick to *ange4 ,x has n gr[n its ph>isaical ivory4444 ,! sanction ( a boy mu/ be won on a physical basis4 ,a man mu/ "k :at ! boy kn[s & g him "o bett]4 ,! man mu/ und]/& boy po9ts ( view1 b nev] expect ! boy to be pu]ile4 ,p>5ts ( ! pa/ g5]ations h _h ! /eady effront]y to expect v little f *ildr54 ,:y1 !y are only *ildr56 has done m to make = vacu\sness & drivel ?an any o!r visionless po9t ( view1 none ( :i* has be5 miss$4 ,!re is a diff]5ce 9 ages1 to be sure4 ,! *ild's m9d has n mass$ = use ! ext]nal impacts ( tw5ty or ?irty ye>s ( life 9 ! _w1 b !re is also an ,immortal )9--a s+]1 h]o1 build]1 or a tea*] possibly1 eag] to manife/ ?r\gh ! *ild's fre% m9d1 f]vid to br+ ! m9d ( ! *ild to its subjection1 = ! expression ( its own revelations4 ,inde$1 ! p>5ts !mselves are enjo9$ to become z little *ildr54 ,9 arriv+ at ?is wisdom & humility1 !y may sudd5ly f9d ma/]s 9 _! own *ildr54 ,!re is also a lad "h ( sev5 nam$ ,tom4 ,ye/]day ,i f\nd him beside me on ! s&1 d[n by ! wat]'s edge4 ,i began to tell him ab\t ! ,inn] ,light t we all c>ry4 ,y c talk ov] a *ild's head1 if y\r words are *ok$ ) m5tal complications 7:i* is apt to be second-rate talk1 anyway71 b y seldom are out ( rea* ( a f9e *ild's grasp :5 y speak ( spiritual ?+s4 ,he 0 sitt+ cross-legg$1 fold$ h&s betwe5 8 knees--a little six po9t$ />--head & %\ld]s ! ?ree upp] po9ts1 knees ) fold$ h&s betwe51 ! ?ree l[]4 ,he 0 b>e f ! wai/ up & ?ighs d[n1 & br[n z ! honey ( buck:eat4444 ,i told him t ! sev5? & p]fect po9t ( 8 /> 0 )92 t if he %ut 8 eyes & kept v /ill1 putt+ away = ! pres5t all 8 ?\ghts ab\t himself1 8 feel+s1 8 wants & 8 rights--look+ into himself z "o w\ld look ahead = a lamp 9 ! night1 li/5+ deep )91 z "o w\ld li/5 = ! voice ( a lov$ fri5d1--,i promis$ t at la/ he w\ld see :at ! ?ree wise m5 saw--! ,/> 9 ! ,ea/4 ,he ne$ only foll[ t ,/> & be true to its guidance to come at la/ to ! ,cave & ! ,sol> ,babe4444 ,aft] t ,i h9t$ t ,i w\ld come to 8 feet & li/54 ,tom felt t x 0 wor? try+ = at once--%ut 8 eyes1 turn+ all ?\ghts & gaze )94 ,he held ! po/ure long4444 ,i h m>vell$ aga9 & aga9 at ! quickness ) :i* ! *ild-m9d atta9s to conc5tration s ess5tial = all orig9al production4 ,! little ones h no mad emotional li/s to sort out & subdue2 _! wants are simple yes & no 9 s _m cases4 ,inde$1 !y are sp>$ ! /ruggle ( becom+ z little *ildr54444 ,tom held ! po/ure1 until ,i 0 actually t5se f ! /ra9 ( wait+ & keep+ my ?\ghts f call+ 84 ,x 0 a picture--sun-:it5$ hair1 long yell[ la%es1 br[n body ) a bit ( babe's s(tness left to x1 & glori\s sunlight4 ,he op5$ 8 eyes at la/ say+ t he _h ! door1 :]e ! light 01 almo/ op5$1 :5 a fly bit him4 ,i ?\ght ( ! p]fection ( ! in/ance ( ! m9d's wayw>dness--! com+ ( ! ,ma/] spoil$ by a fly bite4444 ,tom w se>* = 8 ,/> e day4 ,x is /range t he is clos] to ! hill-pa/ures ar\nd ,be?lehem1 "u sev51 ?an = ye>s aft]w>d4 ,to le>n conc5tration 9 mid-life aft] ! _w has be5 put ?r\gh a man1 is an ordeal at be/2 & yet we are by no means ma/]s ( ourselves1 nor capable ( significant a*ievem5t until ! bra9 c be /ill$ at w ( its petty affairs 7! fir/ aim ( conc5tration7 & becomes ! glad s]vant ( ! giant )94 ,a little lat] ,i saw ,tom on ! back ( a huge black walk-trot saddle-horse ( %[ quality--pass+ up ! ,lane at a fa/ clip1 8 feet half way to ! /irrups1 hold+ on to ! saddle ) "o h&1 ! bridle-re9 9 ! o!r4 ,a ye> or two ago ,i %\ld h be5 afraid to p]mit t1 b we manage n[ to relieve ! "y ones ( a l>ge "p ( our fe>s = _! welf>e4 ,*ildr5 h en\gh to ov]come f _! p>5ts4 ,frequ5tly ! ,new ,age "y p h to ma/] _! h]$ity be=e !y beg9 ^u !mselves4 ,life is a big horse to ride1 s (t5 a black horse4 ,x is well to />t *ildr5 free & unafraid4 ,we d n let !m dwell 9 ?\ght ( pa94 ,we d n p]mit te>s4 ,we in=m !m e>ly t to be sick is a confession ( uncleanness1 t ly+ is = ! use ( c[>ds only1 & t to be cruel m>ks ! idiot4 ,we are occasionally s]i\s ov] repeat$ failures1 b we laugh ov] ?+s done well4 ,t5nis has unfold$ m>vell\s possibilities 9 ! tra9+ ( w =ce4 ,*ildr5 are %[n t !re is a my/ic quality to all ! p]fect games--t ! great billi>di/s & t5nis & baseball play]s p]=m feats 9 high] space1 :e!r !y "k x or n4 ,!re is ! ess5tial ideal fir/ 9 ! mak+ ( ! a?lete z 9 ! mak+ ( ! poet4 ,! great mom5ts ( play require faculties swift] & m un]r+ ?an ! human eye or h& or m9d4 ,ask ! ma/] ( any game if he _h "t to ?9k 9 pull+ (f ! /roke t won4 ,x is inspiration t he uses q ! same z ! poet 9 8 high mom5ts4 ,education is ! prep>ation ( ! m9d to receive & answ] to inspiration f a plane above4 ,! m y develop m]ely ! bra9 ( a *ild1 ! m he is deta*$ f ! great pr9ciples ( be+1 ! m also is he clos$ to ! real1 & subject$ to ! dang] ( actual lesion & sickness4 ,! m y develop ! _s ( a *ild1 or r give ! significant ,"o )9 an opportunity to come =? & be ! *ild1 ! m y make = beauty1 heal?1 goodness & glory ( bodily life4444 ,a lucky day :5 y />t really to associate ) y\r *ildr51 lucki] /ill :5 y und]take ! "w ( tea*+ !m incid5tal to y\r own "w4 ,!n & !re1 y beg9 to realise t *ildr5 are close to a s\rce ( ?+s t y _c t\*4 ,pres5tly y realise t !y are tea*+ y4444 ,day aft] day ,i h /udi$ & practis$ ! developm5t ( ! *ild f )9 outw>d4 ,i h se5 ! capacity to syn!sise & assimilate m]e m5tal matt]s develop$ 9 a ye>1 by tra9+ ! m9d f ! c5tre ( orig9s outw>d1 t m5tal tra9+ alone c\ld nev] accompli%4 ,! m9d itself becomes vigor\s & avid & capaci\s & maje/ically swift4 ,x is tra9$ to express its true self4 ,t is p[]--t is k+-play4 ,?is s5t5ce cov]s ! :ole matt]3 ,! p]fect way to develop ! m9d ( ! *ild is to tea* him to sit & li/5 at ! feet ( 8 own ma/]1 ! ,s\l4 ,! "r to live & to br+ ! laught] ( p[] to ! days mu/ be won afre% ea* morn+4 ,no two days alike4 ,we make ourselves impossible to *ildr5 ( ! ,new ,age by try+ to conf9e !m 9 ! laws & rules ( ye/]day4 ,! "y p :om ,i s]ve live 9 a diff]5t int5sity4 ,_! int]e/ flags if ,i repeat1 if ,i fall into famili> rhy?ms4 ,cont9ually !y spur me on4 ,i ?9k1 aft] all1 great tea*+ is ! capacity to feel :at ! y\ng] m9ds are ?9k+4 ,if we are too co>se to cat* ! fir/ w>n+ ( _! resi/ance1 !y slip f>!r & f>!r f our grasp4 ,x w\ld n seem possible to hold ,am]ican "y p ) spiritual affairs2 yet ?is is done daily4 ,we call ! ,unse5--! great gamble4 ,i h %[n h[ all else betrays--h[ all matt] is a mock]y at ! la/--t ev5 love & fri5d%ip fail = ^? :o are call$ to weep & wor%ip :olly at ! tomb ( ! body4444 ,! tru? is out3 ,! beg9n+s ( real tea*+ is 9 mak+ ! ,unse5 int]e/+ & dramatic4 ,we dwell ^u ! my/ic :ite l9es :i* connect all ?+s--! s\rces ( d>+ & beauty & creativ5ess4 ,i ask my "y p :]e !y 7--:5 !y did any r>e & improv$ bit ( "w1 :5 !y felt l great comrades1 met "s magnanim\s impulse1 arose to sup]b in/ants ( play1 or :5 9 ,*apel ! big animation t\*$ u all & set u free4 ,!y always answ] t !y 7 out ( !mselves4 ,t's a secret ( ! new tea*+ aga9--to lift ! /ud5ts out ( !mselves4 ,m5 take to dr9k or drugs = ?is same reason3 m5 & wom5 set out on ! great adv5tures1 pleasures & que/s = ?is4 ,we hung] & toil = ?is fre$om2 we suff] & adore--to get out ( ourselves4 ,m5tal tea*+s tie u 9 m firmly4 ,! tea*+ "h--& no two days alike--is to />tle & enc\rage ! "y m9ds to arise & live & brea! 9 t loveli] & m spaci\s dim5sion :i* at lea/ bord]s ^u ! ,unse54 ,! doors op5 & %ut s s(tly4 ,"o does n "k he has be5 out--until he is back ) /range light 9 8 eyes & 9 8 h&s a gift f ! gods4 ,! ess5tial spirituality ( ! new tea*+ mu/ n be confus$ ) religi\s affairs z !y are kn[n & exploit$ 9 ! _w4 ,y _c tea* ! ,new ,age religion ( ! _w's k9d4 ,x has its own4 ,no dry z du/ sage w d4 ,a snort w answ] y\r sanctimoni\sness2 flexible sci5ce w reply to ! abysses ( y\r logic4444 ,y mu/ be ! consummate arti/ if nev] be=e 9 y\r life1 to tea* ! beauty ( ! s\l to y\?4 ,! "y work]s ( ! new social ord] w nev] br+ =? _! great h>ve/s f y\r reflect$ light4 ,y mu/ be spontane\s--y mu/ flood !m ) pure sol> gold2 y mu/ %[ !m by y\r life & y\r "w1 h[ y come & g into ! ,unse54 ,!re is no re/4444 ,"o comm&s 8 disciples to g =? at la/4 ,! tea*] /rides =w>d fa/] :5 !y cl+4 ,he tells !m "o day !y mu/ race ! gamut to foll[ him2 & ! next day he puts ano!r 9 8 place & begs to be all[$ a cu%ion 9 ! mid/ ( ! *ildr54444 ,we hold !m by sett+ !m free--! fir/ law ( love4 ,all unions ( ! future--9 trade & fri5d%ip & matrimony--w be f\nd$ ^u ! pr9ciple ( fre$om2 & ?is is ! ess5ce ( ! new tea*+--to lib]ate ! *ildr5 into _! l>g] & ,god-quick5$ selves4 ,no re/ & no two days alike4 ,a ,bob ,:ite call$ me ?is morn+ across ! uncut hayfields at ! edge ( ! lake-bluff4444 ,8 two smoo? & pati5t notes seem$ to conta9 ! secret ( putt+ (f all fret & fe> & unre/4 ,he seem$ to ask if ,i _h n done ?is already--_h n yet put all boyi% & m]ely temporal ?+s away8 ,n yet8444 ,n yet8 he call$ ! "q4 ,i answ]$ t ,i w\ld try aga91 & ,i set out /raightway to be hone/ once m ) ! _w1 ) ! soil & ) myself4 ,i w\ld beg9 ) ! clay aga9 to be clean--to rise & ?9k & dwell 9 cleanl9ess1 to ?9k no ?\ght1 to p]=m no action second-rate--to beg9 ) ! ,laugh aga9--! w>m laugh ( conque/ t always op5s "s inn] door to fre% p[]s--to arise afre% 9 ! glory & gamble ( ! ,unse54444 ,i return$ & saw ! "y ones "o by "o--f ,tom & ,john up to ! m5 & wom5--do+ _! "w4 ,i set ab\t m9e ) a laugh & call$ ! day good4 ,! tea*] kn[s be/ :o is taught4 #c ,,conque/ ,,( ,,fe>s ,an int]e/+ boy ( t5 & ,i h be5 mu* toge!r 9 ! op5 wea!r4 ,we h le>n$ _m ?+s1 b no?+ m important ?an :at a %am ,fe> is4 ,i d n mean t we take *ances or t x is wise to risk life or limb4 ,f9e discrim9ation is back ( all tra9+ 9 ! arts ( life2 /ill we c]ta9ly h f\nd t ,fe> is a wa/] & dim9i%] ( beauty & p[]--& t x c be ma/]$4 ,ab\t ! mo/ fasc9at+ ?+ t life has %[n me is ! way 9 :i* f9e examples ( ! y\ng] g5]ation le>n ! deep] matt]s ( life--matt]s ( self-ma/]y :i* make ! v pres5ce ( a lad significant to a /rang]1 & :i* =m]ly 7 suppos$ to be secrets = ! sons ( k+s alone4 ,d y fe> any?+8 ,i ask4 ,look deep4 ,li/5 deep--d y fe> any?+8444 ,x's l ! pa9 t tells y ( a weakness or disease4 ,fe> is an un]r+ rem9d] ( a task ( conque/ ahead = y4 ,t :i* y fe> mo/ is ! ?+ to conqu] fir/4 ,!re _h be5 mu* ( ?is talk ( ,fe> be=e a laughable p]sonal exp]i5ce %[$ me h[ mu* ,i ask$4 ,i cross$ a mesa & came to an abrupt drop-(f--two hundr$ feet %e]4 ,x a/oni%$ me4 ,i hadn't exp]i5c$ any?+ l ?is quiv] ( horror = ye>s4 ,all memb]s & muscles bolt$ at ! ?\ght ( advanc+ clos] to ! edge4 ,i sat d[n to ?9k x out4 ,x nev] _h occurr$ be=e t ,i wasn't my n]v\s sy/em1 & mu/ n let x get me d[n4 ,! m ,i ?\ght1 ! m ,i p]ceiv$ t ,i mu/ d ! ?+ ,i dread$ s4 ,9 fact1 ,i _h told tru/+ "y p t !y 7 n _! bodies1 n _! emotions1 n ev5 _! m9ds--t ^! mu/ be made to obey4 ,"h ,i _h a *ance to prove if ,i 7 less 9 action ?an talk4 ,i =c$ my flutt]+ "y self to ! edge4444 ,dizz9ess--wobbly limbs1 fanci$ %oves f beh9d1 ! call ( ! huge %ad[$ space bel[1 a que] s5se ( p>t+ 9 mid-air1 ! body ?ump+ d[n1 ano!r & lib]at$ self gladly spurn+ ! gr\nd--all ^! symptoms ( panic foll[$ swiftly4 ,i held until calm came1 & ,i !n c\ld /udy ?is little coil ( =gott5 fe>s--a civilis$ mess4444 ,! weakness 0 absurdly easy to ov]come aft] ! w 0 once ar\s$4 ,!re's no end or limitation to w =ce :5 awak5$4 ,! great] ! man1 ! m awe he has = ?is subject4 ,!re's a gl[ t foll[s conque/ ( any k9d2 ! m]e call ( ! w to action br+s a s5se ( p[] 9 ! he>t4 ,!re is no way m spe$ily to dispel pa91 ang]1 passion1 fe>1 or any ( ^! t5tacles ( p]sonality--?an to summon ! p[] ( w to in/ant action4 ,! p>ticul> matt] ( ?is precipice %[$ me a trick ab\t call+ up ! =ce--priceless to me aft]w>d 9 bigg] te/s1 & = op5+ ! way ( self-conque/ to boys4 ,"o mu/ decide :at "o wants to d--!n c>ry x out to ! dea?4 ,discrim9ation1 art1 all culture & k may be br\ght to be> 9 mak+ ! decision--b aft] t1 x mu/ be c>ri$ out--j t4 ,fe>s belong to ! abdom54 ,y c feel !m !re4 ,!y are quick] ?an ?\ght4 ,p]haps y _h a tw+e ( n]ves ov] "s sight or s\nd or od\r1 be=e y\r m9d c\ld tell y :at y 7 afraid (4444 ,i h (t5 told ! "y ones "h--li/5+ a bit to my own voice--t !re isn't any?+ liv+ or dead1 phantom1 %ell1 or liv+ s\l1 t has got ! au?ority to make ! _s ( man quail4 ,c\rage is _s4 ,mo/ p don't c>e to try to deal ) x2 !y let x h its way4444 ,d y recall ! fe>s ( ! d>k room z a *ild--fe> always /eal+ beh9d--up/airs alone1 ! ru% to ! light1 almo/ scream+ t5sion8444 ,i he>d a patt] ( /eps ! o!r ev5+ & knew ! :ole /ory--a boy ( sev54 ,he _h be5 s5t up/airs )\t a light4 ,i s5t him back1 told him to /ay !re until he got himself 9 h&--to /ay 9 ! d>k & ?9k ! bogie d[n4 ,he 0 well aft]w>d4 ,i h kn[n "s "u-fire "w4 ,a man soon gets himself 9 h& to look /raight at a :ite-fr+$ tr5*4 ,fe> ( %>ks furni%$ ano!r te/4 ,f a *ild ! deep-sea dev\r]s _h an exquisite fasc9ation = me--to be cut 9 two "u br9e1 :ite belly1 backw>d m\?1 black-rimm$1 hairy pig eyes1 ! d\ble-r[s ( tee?4444 ,pacific ,isl&]s swim 9 ! same h>b\r ) f\rte5-foot scav5g]s1 c>eless ( :ole s*ools ( mon/]s1 yet scurry to _! boats at ! sight ( "o solit>y1 diff]5t f94 ,i _h se5 ! s-call$1 man-eat+ brutes1 grey nurses1 dim grey horrors ) dull black spots4 ,a well-f$ imag9ation also came into play4 ,i w5t swimm+ 9 ! surf ) a spl5did ,au/ralian *ap--a doctor home f ! tr5*es4444 ,he left me back 9 ! surf l9es & />t$ out to sea4 ,i f9i%$ my swim dec5tly 9 t[>d ,nor? ,am]ica1 & lay on ! /r&4 ,f "t to "t (f 9 ! sunset ,i saw my fri5d's head4444 ,i 0 glad to grab ! bea*-comb] :5 he came 94 ,x's all p]fectly sane & spl5did1 ,i said1 & ,i'm glad to h y back = supp] ) u1 & ! bill[s out yond] are d\btless all t y say1 = an aft]noon's lie-up1 only ,i v5ture to ask--:at if a grey nurse %\ld happ5 9 f ! l[] isl&s8 ,y don't ?9k ab\t !m1 he said4 ,t's ab\t all !re is to ! fe> subject4 ,y don't let x get y4 ,!re is no?+ wor? fe>+ 9 or above or "u ! plane ( manife/ation4444 ,s ,i tri$ t out 9 deep wat]4 ,! old horrors succumb$ l ! fe> ( ! precipice1 b n s readily1 q4 ,"o c imag9e ke5ly 9 ! dim deep2 ! t\* ( sea-we$ quick5s all ! mon/]s ( ! m9d4444 ,!re's no?+ fit to be afraid (1 unless x is ! self4 ,:5 we get ! ape & ! tig]1 ! peacock & ! porpoise1 ! liz>d & ! %>k & ! c>caj\ ( our own natures ma/]$1 !re isn't any?+ left to d b to tally !m (f outside1 a fri5dly f9i% ) !m all4 ,no m5ag]ie is complete z man's1 & ea* ( u fav\rs "s species f "t to "t4 ,i h ?\ght mu* ab\t fe>4 ,9 ano!r place ,i told h[ we h ov]come in]tia2 h[ we develop$ s5ses ?r\gh ! h>d adm9i/ry ( fe> & hung]1 ang] & ! re/4 ,n[1 h[ev]1 ^! mu/ be ov]come4444 ,"o ( ! la/ physical fe>s to let g 9 my case is t = ! hangman's rope4 ,i ?9k ,rog] ,casem5t really want$ ! axe 9 pref]5ce to ! hemp4 ,/eadily fac+ a repulsion1 x surely vani%es4 ,! po9t ( x all is t y c tea* self-comm& to ! *ildr54444 ,i took a girl ( f\rte5 to my precipice--left h] !re /&+ on ! v edge4 ,aft] a few m9utes ,i call$4 ,h] face 0 calm z if %e _h gaz$ f a por*4444 ,did y feel any fe>8 ,i ask$4 ,only y\rs = me1 %e answ]$4 ,x 0 v true4 ,i _h ! ?+ :ipp$ = myself1 b x _h be5 h>d to leave h] !re4 ,f9ally ,i took ! small] boys out = a te/4 ,!y didn't "k ,i 0 te/+ !m4 ,*ildr5 hav5't ! fe> ( height su* z we put on4 ,i recall$ a score ( episodes ( my own boy-days1 9 :i* ,i />tl$ ! eld]s by ,sam ,pat* imitations4 ,also ,i h put ! "y ones ?r\gh "s deep wat] affairs4444 ,y may n be able to get x q--b all fe> is illusion4 ,e inn] bea/ ma/]$ makes u /rong]4 ,^! animals )9 are our cosmos to rule4 ,we d n "k h[ beautiful !y are until we lose our fe> = !m4 ,boys & girls "h are le>n+ ^! ?+s & putt+ !m 9 action4 ,! k+dom ( heav5 is also )94 ,fe>1 passion1 ang]1 pov]ty1 & ! l--all repres5t areas ( our own k+dom n yet br\ght "u p]fect cultivation4444 ,aft] ! emotional & physical conque/s come ! psy*ic ones--h>d matt]s ( ma/]y p]ta9+ to ! he>t & m9d--to "k1 to d1 to d>e1 to keep sil5t--!n ! f9d+ ( ! hidd5 treasures ( ! subconsci\s1 my/ic fleets t sail ^? dim seas1 z yet un*>t$ = mo/ ( u4444 ,aft] t1 ! ,s\l4 ,at la/ we mu/ be pot5t en\gh to /& eye to eye 9 ! pres5ce ( ! ,k+ ,himself4 ,f look+ /eadily ov] an esc>pm5t ( two or ?ree hundr$ feet drop1 to gaz+ at ! _w f ! =w>d cockpit ( an airplane at two or ?ree ?\s& feet1 isn't su* a long /ep z y w\ld imag9e4 ,! fact is1 ,i 0 9 no way t]rifi$ 9 my fir/ flight1 & fe> c]ta9ly crawl$ me full l5g? z ,i /ood t "t at ! edge ( ! mesa4 ,our "y p h ! call to te/ ! new dim5sion ( w+s4 ,?is zeal corresponds 9 a unique way ) ! new education4 ,intellect /ays ^u ! gr\nd4 ,intuition is ! lift+ ( ! w+s ( ! m9d4 ,i _h already begun to make fri5dly visits to an a]odrome at ! edge ( ! ,pacific :5 ! foll[+ lett] came f ! ,abbot1#b :o is n[ sev5te5 & 9 ,new ,york3 444 ,p]haps ,/eve told y t ,i _h a ride 9 an airplane ab\t ?ree weeks ago4 ,man6 ',tis ! place = me6 ,next summ]1 soon z s*ool dissipates1 ,i atta* my "n to ! ,royal ,fly+ ,corps4 ,! psy*ic effect ( a flight is wond]ful--l travell+ ov] a v tall bridge4 ,! ,atlantic coa/ = _m miles lay 9 pr(ile z a map1 ! roads /ret*$ z ?9 ma!matical l9es2 =e/s z d>k] %ad[s ( ! e>?2 ,new ,york z a blot* ( smoke & curi\s pat*work4 ,= tw5ty m9utes we sail$ ar\nd & ar\nd1 j z y've se5 a gull p9ion1 !n we came to e>?2 wait$ until x got d>k1 !n up aga94444 ,lights ( ! a]odrome lay l jewels ^u ! e>?1 b up1 up we w5t1 fa/] & high]1 ! ro> ( ! propell] provid+ a /eady n]v\s outlet4 ,i c\ld %\t my lungs out--,i _h to relieve myself ( ! excess ?rill4 ,!n :at %\ld happ58 ,r$1 a t9y rim1 l ! disc ( a gold5 doll>1 ! sun began to lift up f ! horizon aga94 ,! high] we w5t1 ! high] x lift$1 until !re x hung1 z a gold5 bulb1 a swoll5 orange (f 9 ! mighty /ret*es1--pure1 gold51--:ile bel[ tw9kl$ ! t[n's lights4 ',twas ! fulle/1 ri*e/1 mo/ brimm+ mom5t ,i've ev] _h4 ,! awe ( ! cosmos ov]takes ! he>t & lays d[n its /up5d\s laws4 ,! di/ance betwe5 sun & 'plane seem$ a gold5 pa?way t ev] c\ld absorb y\r flight4 ,i 0 aw>e only ( wor%ipp+ ,god1 & t ro> ( ! ma*9e made "o ?9k ( ! ro> ( ! planets1 comets1 meteors1 all ! suns1 roa-oa-r+4 ,:at a romance6 ,f9d+ ! sun6 444 ,no discussion ( ! fe> elem5t :atsoev] 9 ! lett]4444 #b ,fr$ ,jasp]son4 ,! old ?rills won't d = ! new race4 ,i took a pair ( scre5-tra9$ "y ones to a circus rec5tly & became absorb$ at _! mild bor$om4 ,alcohol is too sl[ & co>se = ! wa/rel t5d5cies ( ! mod]n h\r4 ,! sad ones ( ! new g5]ation use high pot5cy drugs to =get ! drag ( "t & space4 ,a new dim5sion is requir$ 9 all ?+s4 ,! "y m5 ( ! new race make light ( our old dreads & are le>n+ w+$ ways to heav5 & to hell4 #d ,,! ,,/uff ,,( ,,comrades ,i wond] if ,i c make cle>]1 by turn+ a few diff]5t facets 9 ?is *apt]1 :at we mean by fri5ds1 comrades1 ! _s ( ?+s1 & love n z an emotion b z a cosmic =ce4 ,_m days ,i h fac$ a ,*apel1 z ,i face ?is day's "w1 long+ to br+ 9 clos] ! dream ( ! new social ord]1 yet dismay$ by ! limitations ( words & my own m9d1 tra9$ s long 9 ! life ( ! old4444 ,i w\ld beg9 to talk1 draw+ ! "y m9ds to m9e ?r\gh an intimate revelation ( ! he>t1 !n pres5tly lose ! s5se ( ef=t1 ev5 ! s5se ( ?\ght--& an h\r w\ld pass 9 ! joy ( communal bless$ness1 because we 7 "o4 ,man is n gett+ l>g]1 ?\gh he is cont9ually hold+ m4 ,! human bra91 aft] x rea*es a c]ta9 age & size1 may ga9 !reaft] a conception ( ! univ]se )\t alt]+ ! size ( ! hat-b&4 ,!re is a cont9ual cond5sation at "w )9 u m5tally & physically4 ,we take ! cream ( ! ?+1 & ?r[ ! re/ away4 ,! wis] & ! m inclusive we become1 ! m we take j ! _s ( a ?+1 & leave ! bulk & weight beh9d4 ,?is is true 9 our e ref9em5t1 9 ! clo!s we we>1 ! food we eat1 ! books we read & ! fri5ds we ga!r toge!r4 ,we become h>d] & h>d] to suit1 because bulk & weight are common1 b ! spiritual extract ( any?+ is sl[ to appe> = u4 ,! wis] ! man1 ! m fa/idi\s he is1 & ?is does n mean t he is a crank4 ,! excell5ce ( fa/idi\sness is n 9 ecc5tricity b 9 inclusiv5ess4 ,9 ! _s ( ! ?+1 he sees all4 ,f ! _s ( ! ?+1 he expresses 9 8 own way any "p4 ,he c array :ole hi]>*ies ( facts f ! _s ( ! :ole1 b ma9ly he leaves ! facts 9 ref]5ce-libr>ies1 :]e !y belong & are quickly available1 & /ores away 9 8 work+ faculties j a drop ( ! oil ( a subject or a brea? f its ess5ce4 ,!re are ^? :o believe t ! s\l ( man is made up ( ess5ces ( exp]i5ces ( ?\s&s ( lives--yet ! ref9em5t ( ! s\l is s spiritualis$ t ! be/ surgeon _c f9d ! little organ4 ,he kn[s ! bra91 :i* is made up ( ! /or$ exp]i5ces ( b "o life1 b because ! s\l is s small or s diffus$1 ! surgeon is v apt to say t !re is no su* organ4 ,& yet1 we all "k !re is k & p[] beh9d u1 :i* drives u1 9 our great] mom5ts1 to utt]ances & action entirely )\t ! scope ( ! bra94 ,we may call ?is ! s\l1 or ! n? p[]1 or ! f\r? dim5sion--! "n doesn't matt]4444 ,li/51 if ,i write well to-day--,i mean well = me--if ,i rise to ! opportunity at all1 x w be because ,i am writ+ ?+s :i* my bra9 doesn't "k4 ,i ye>n to make ?is /ill cle>]4444 ,! rose1 :i* is ! highe/ evolv$ ( fl[]s1 includes all ! evolution ( plant-life ( its l9e b5ea?2 ! same ) gold among ! m9]als4 ,! fact t ea* is ! highe/ necessitates t4 ,9 ! same way1 man includes ,nature & ! l[] creatures1 9 t he is ! highe/4 ,?is is easily prov5 to y :5 y recall t a *ild 9 ! womb passes ?r\gh all /ates ( creature evolution4 ,t p]iod is1 9 a wond]ful way1 a review ( ! evolution ( ! _w4 ,! m]e fact t ! high] "o climbs1 ! f>!r "o c see1 proves x aga94 ,?is is a law4 ,! sc5t ( a rose is ! sublimate ( all plant od\rs2 & ! _s ( man is ! ref9em5t ( all k & exp]i5ce b5ea?4 ,! high] man asc5ds1 ! m inclusive4 ,to heal ano!r1 ! physician mu/ be able to include ! o!r4 ,evolution is cont9ual ref9em5t--! draw+ unto ourselves ( ! _s ( bulks ( matt]4 ,i /ood ^u a bluff ov]look+ ! ocean rec5tly1 & a brea? ( ! s\? w9d awak5$ 9 my m9d ! /ory ( "o :ole summ]2 o!rs h li/5$ to =e/ trees or ! humm+ ro> ( a di/ant city1 or ! ru% ( a great riv]1 & f\nd 9 !m ! aggregate ( all ,nature's s\nds 9 "o tone4 ,?is is ! magic ( ! _s ( ?+s4 ,9 all philosophy1 !re is no diff]5ce ( op9ion z to "o fact1 t man is unfold+ a microcosm )9 himself1 includ+ 9 8 consci\sness m & m ! ,idea ( ! ,univ]se4 ,! cosmic consci\sness1 :i* a few h atta9$1 is ! actual p]ception ( ! ext]nals ( ! ,plan4 ,! cream ( any?+ includes all ! p>ts4 ,! cosmic m9d mu/ include ! ess5ce ( all arts & exp]i5ces & facts4 ,j z ! rose & ! man & ! gra9 ( du/ are pot5tial ) all b5ea?1 ! highe/ man1 ! cosmic intellig5ce1 is pot5tially ! cosmos 9 conta9+ ! ,idea ( x4 ,?is idea may be conta9$ 9 & express$ outw>dly by "s great s+le1 all-includ+1 all-ma/]+ emotion--su* z love4 ,& n[ we are 9 a region :]e !re c be no diff]5ce ( op9ion2 at lea/ ,i h nev] he>d disput$ :at is ! greate/ ?+ 9 ! _w4 ,!re are all k9ds ( love4 ,! simple man loves simply--himself1 8 woman1 8 *ildr5 & 8 animals4 ,! love ( ! cosmic consci\sness breaks =? 9 a deluge ^u ! race1 because x compreh5ds & includes all b5ea?4 ,?is great outp\r+ is =m$ ( e>?1 air1 wat]1 fire1 sunlight & all w9ds1 all facts1 all exp]i5ces1 all arts1 light ( ! moon & />s & all gl[+ ?+s "u ! sun1 all s\nds & sc5ts & pictures1 all ard\rs1 & sympa?ies & tol]ances4 ,its outp\r+ is action1 & is ( itself creative4 ,?is is ! ,,om4 ,su* a love leav5s & impregnates all ?+s1 because x und]/&s & includes all ?+s4 ,x unifies all sep>at5ess2 x enfolds all intellig5ce ) intuition2 x unites all p>ts4 ,?is br+s u to t anci5t & unassailable premise ( all religions--t ,god includes e "p ( ! univ]se 9 be+ ! _s ( x2 t ,8 idea ( creativ5ess is express$ 9 "o great s+le1 all-ma/]+ & includ+ emotion1--:i* is love4 ,we he> ! little *ildr5 say+ x1 ,god is love4 99 99 99 99 99 444 ,we awak5 ! ,ideal 9 ourselves fir/ by imitat+ ! virtues ( o!rs4 ,9 ! e>li] days :5 to me c\rage meant physical action1 m5 pass$ 9 diff]5t fields1 leav+ an imp]i%able remembrance4 ,i h (t5 se5 ! expressions ( ^? ,i lov$ & idealis$ z a boy1 live aga9 9 ! faces ( my own *ildr54 ,john ,t4 ,mc,cutcheon 9 ,luzon1 fill+ a reel ( films1 "u a volley ( fire at ,b9an1 on 8 knees1 work+ ! cam]a ) a :ole brigade sprawl$ beh9d--gave me "o ( ! f9e/ e>ly build+ blocks = ! c\rage among m54 ,he also gave me an ideal ( cleanl9ess3 ,"o ev5+1 aft] a vici\s day's m>*1 & we 7 all rav5\s1 ,john ,t4 left camp to f9d a riv]4 ,!re he ba!d ) gov]nm5t b\quet1--made himself "r ) himself1 ev5 to %av+1 be=e meat & dr9k4 ,8 con/ra9t look$ l ma/]y to me !n4 ,grant ,wallace 0 a big /> ( t s]vice--ideal 9 p]=mance ( fri5d%ip4444 ,"y m5 at h& n[ are diff]5t4 ,n "o ( !m lack 9 grip & grit4 ,!y reveal ! new ?+ 9 c\rage1 ! c\rage t beg9s :]e ! c\rage ( ! soldi] ends4 ,^! h gone f> into ! my/]y ( _! own k+doms--rapidly becom+ k+s ( !mselves4 ,! _w doesn't und]/& !m4 ,! ,abbot#c is a s5sation 9 lit]>y matt]s at ,columbia1 b unplac$4 ,! ,dakotan#c 0 said to be unfit = a soldi] because he 0 tw5ty p\nds "u weight = 8 height4 ,he c leap five feet six1 run or hike indef9itely1 exhau/ a cem5t-mix]1 say /ick 9 all tongues & quit 9 none4 ,he has ! w & wisdom to make himself a new man ov] night--& yet 8 ,gov]nm5t wants him s]v$ up j s1 9 p\nds4 ,!re isn't any "o loves ,am]ica m ?an ! ,dakotan1 :om we n[ call ,/eve4 ,ev5 ! "y milit>y surgeons w "k be=e long t endurance is a matt] ( spiritual culture1 t c\rage is _s--t a man is well because ( cleanl9ess ( body & ?\ght & organis$ w2 t he doesn't fail 9 a p9* because he is evolv$2 t all ! high] =ms ( life call = spe$ r ?an /r5g?1 ! levitat+ =ce ( _s r ?an ! gravitat+ =ce ( fle%1 = bra9 r ?an brute4444 ,comrade /uff is ! /uff ( s\ls4444 ,i've /udi$ !m long & devot$ly4 ,i build my days ^u ! ?+s ^! boys %[ me4 ,less & less are we diff]5t f ^? :o call to our he>ts4 #c ,^! appe> 9 ,*ild & ,c\ntry4 ,^! "y m5 d n ?9k !mselves out2 !y are n tr\bl$ by misses or p]sonal discrepancies4 ,!y simply are !mselves4 ,i h p]ceiv$ t m5 ( dreams & g5ius & action are 9 ! l>g] s5se free f !mselves4 ,! ma9 "p ( _! day's p]=mance is a lift+ out ( ! tangle ( emotion & desire1 into a l>ge1 unre/rict$ area full ( calm daylight1 :]e ev5ts & movem5ts are se5 9 _! relation to "o ano!r1 n 9 sep>at5ess & "o at a "t1 an area also :]e inspiration is mom5t>ily expect$ to /rike4 ,!y d n analyse !mselves4 ,!y d n he> _! own voices4 ,!y are n dismay$ if !y falt] or drop f ! key4 ,! ?+s t mo/ m5 d ) c>e1 & t occupy s mu* ( ! days ^! "y m5 p]=m automatically4 ,my own pa? 0 upw>d ?r\gh an int5se self-consci\sness--! ,am]ican1 n ! ori5tal way4 ,i liv$ ) myself all ! r\te4 ,i obs]v$ outw>d conditions & ev5ts1 dome/ic1 civic & cosmic2 b at ! same "t obs]v$ _! effects ^u myself4 ,i did n "k until ,i 0 adult t !re is a big receptivity ( consci\sness above ?is--:]e intuitions play & weave causes & effects toge!r--:]e ! m9d is m l a *ild's ?an a man's1 or m l a giant's1 p]haps--:]e ! big fai? comes1 & ! w>m laugh comes1 & man surpasses himself1 b does n "k until aft]w>d1 if at all4 ,w>m? flood$ into me z ,i t\*$ ?is l>g] consci\sness4 ,x became cle> z daylight--t a man is at 8 be/ only :5 out ( himself4 ,i saw mu* ( my mis]y & depression 0 ! result ( self-analysis4 ,i 0 a bett] man :5 ,i let myself g utt]ly4 ,& ?is 0 exactly ! ?+ t happ5$ 9 mom5ts ( dang]1 mom5ts ( romance & fri5d%ip1 mom5ts ( ! self hurl+ itself outw>d4 ,capacity = ^! mom5ts makes ! ,comrade1 & indicates t love :i* is n a s5tim5t1 b a cosmic =ce4 ,aga91 y _c describe a spiritual ?+ ) ^! little tools & mat]ials 9 black & :ite--j intimations4444 ,if we are sweet en\gh inside1 some?+ ( ! song w come to u4444 ,two words sugge/ x be/4 ,! fir/ is ,comrade1 :i* has become a sill9ess 9 a milit>y s5se1 yet has a high & holy mean+ to all recon/ructioni/s4444 ,i rememb] :5 ! ^w fir/ came to me ) a ?rill1 z a "y lad go+ (f to ,cuban w>s4 ,x 0 burn$ out ( me a few days aft]w>d 9 a ,sibley t5t full ( regul> army soldi]s4444 ,i rememb] ! scorn ) :i* ,i us$ ! ^w all ! ye>s--or avoid$ us+ x--until sl[ly1 smil+ly1 its new dim5sion op5$1 h>d z a diamond1 & z cle>--its mean+ 9 "w & _w & wom51 its new mean+ to ,russia & ,india & ,*9a & ,am]ica4 ,x seems to say ,equality4 ,x's a k9d ( deep dr9k ( _s toge!r1 a ^w spok5 at ! la/ mom5t betwe5 m5--an inn]-%r9e ^w1 spok5 ) a smile1 & a glimpse into ! et]nal inde/ructibility ( ! human he>t4 ,x expresses ! love ( ! _w1 n z x is felt 9 ! bra91 b 9 ! brea/ ( ! s\l4 ,! ,new ,race has already wa%$ x clean4 ,x goes ) a ,cause fit to die =4 ,x belongs to m5 & wom5 :o c look at ea* o!r ) a k9d ( pray] 9 _! eyes & face dea? alone & laugh at x4 ,!re's a fury1 too1 9 ! ^w--fury aga9/ ! _w1 aga9/ ?+s z !y are4 ,x /&s aga9/ ! _w-d>kness n[1 & = ! day t is to be4 ,x means love = ! poor1 a love = ! peasants1 a passion to s]ve & be t5d] to !m1 n to drive !m into ! pits ( dea?--a read9ess to die = !m )\t cant1 a read9ess also to d>e to live = !m4 ,comrade--!re's vision 9 x to /rip (f ! masks ( decad5t nations1 to op5 wide ! sepul*res :]e ! prie/s are /ill plott+ to crucify ! ,k+2 its /rong magic w uncov] ! monoton\s crimes ( comm]ce4444 ,x signifies ! _s ( ! "y m5 & wom5 :o h already begun ) gladness & fire to cle> ! dbris = ! build+ ( ! ,new ,age4 ,!y w beg9 ) ! soil2 !y w "k & love _! own h>d "p4 ,!y w beg9 ) ! grass1 ) ! rice1 ) ! millet & ! :eat1 ! clean ?+s1 ! simple & holy ?+s t ! peasants love1 ) ! songs t ! peasants s+1 ! songs ( ! soil & ! riv]s & sn[s--to build ^u !m ! new heav5 & ! new e>?4444 ,above all1 !re's a laugh 9 ! ^w--! laugh ( y\? & p[]4 ,! o!r ^w is ,democracy4 99 99 99 99 99 #e ,,john',s ,,?+s ,"h are "s ( ,john's ?+s1 ma9ly lett]s to ! ,old ,man4 ,cali=nia call$ h>d = ! rec5t w9t]1 & ,i w5t out a few weeks ahead ( ! ,/one/udy outfit4 ,john int5d$ to foll[ )9 ?ree weeks1 b ov]turn$ a kettle ( boil+ wat] 9 8 lap1 & 0 unable to leave 8 qu>t]s = ?ree times t p]iod4 ,we all le>n$ bett] ! h>d lesson--to wait4 ,! quot$ ^w ,play 9 8 fir/ lett] ref]s to a little slip ( pap] :i* ,i _h pa/$ ^u my typewrit]4 ,!re has be5 a big t5d5cy 9 rec5t mon?s1 9 my case1 to let d[n all t5sion 9 relation to lit]>y production--! idea be+ t :5 "o has le>n$ all ! laws he is capable (1 ! "t is at h& :5 x is well to =get !m4 ,i h writt5 sev]al times ?r\gh\t ?is book ( an ideal em]g5ce ( ,workman into ,play]4 ,we le>n _m laws1 to le>n at la/ t !re are none4 ,we come up ?r\gh _m slav]ies to fre$om4444 ,i h n correct$ all ! spell+ 9 ,john's docum5ts4 ,! po9t mo/ int]e/+ is h[ ! real voice breaks ?r\gh ! m9d ( a *ild ( n9e f "t to "t4 ,,de> ,,y\n]v]s#d ,,pal3 ,we got y\r lett] b x 0 n l y = x 0 n type-writt54 ,y\r old ma*9e "h is go+ gr&4 ,i am us+ x n[4 ,x seems t ,i am ) y all ! "t4 ,comrad has meant a lot ! la/ f\r days to me4 ,comrad is ev]y?+ 9 ! ,new ,race4 ,ma/]s w be comrads ) e "o4 ,t ,play has x all1 on y\r ma*9e4 ,play is 9 all some:]e4 ,x is all l a big page & ev]y?+ is wov5 on x4 ,!re is a "t :5 ,comrads hafto g ap>t = a little :ile1 b n long4 ,_! ?\ghts nev] g ap>t4 ,!y are always pull+ toge!r1 always weav+ 9 ?\ghts & ?+s t are ! same4 ,x is w\nd]ful--a p>t+4 ,no sadness ov] x4 ,x is ! be/ t c\ld come1 or x w\ld n4 ,we are held toge!r4 ,! pull ( ! _w is no?+ to u4 ,x is h>d to keep high1 b we w4 ,fr$#e & ,i take a swim e day4 ,i g a hundr$ & fifty feet4 ,!n we come up & rub ea* o!r4 ,true ,comrads h x all4 ,love f ,comrad to ,comrad4 #d ,univ]se4 #e ,! ,abbot4 ,,pal3 ,i woke up ?is morn+ k9d ( blurr$1 & got ,irv+ & ,/eve to come out & clean up ! b>n4 ,!y came & we work$ !re all morn+1 & !n w5t 9 = a swim4 ,x 0 w\nd]ful1 ! feel ,i _h :5 ,i got "s clean clo!s on & _h ! old dog#f feel+ good4 ,he is m$itat+ ov] :at a w\nd]ful _w x is n[4 ,! /all smells sweet z a hay-/ack4 ,fr$ j got "h & is work+ at y\r desk4 ,h[ 0 y\r morn+8 ,i nev] _h a bett] "o1 & its ! we>y old ,sabba?1 too4 ,s5d = me soon n[4 ,x seems t x 0 a ye> s9ce we h be5 toge!r4 ,we c n d )\t ea* o!r4 ,s5d = me ,soon4 ,i hold my h& high to y4 #f ,! saddle horse4 ,,de> ,,old ,,magic ,,fa?3 ,i am at ,/eve's desk 9 ! gue/ room4 ,x is ! fir/ "t t ,i h t\*$ ! keys ( a type writ] s9ce ! night ,i 0 b]n$4 ,x sure does feel good4 ,x has be5 mu* m wond]ful to hafto h ,pati5ce = ! ,meet+4 ,x w be twice z great = bo?4 ,i h ne$$ y s s9ce ,i h be5 9 b$4 ,9 pane & sicknes !re is no?+ t y ne$ s mu* z y\r ,comrad4 ,i felt palms up to ev]y?+4 ,x is all good4 ,we love x all4 ,x all 0 some?+ = u to get4 ,x puts u high] aft] some?+ comes to u l t4 ,i h all ! pores por+ out love to y4 ,we are always toge!r4 ,,y\r ,,side ,,kik]4 ,,de> ,,old ,,pal3 ,fr$ & ,i slept aga9 9 ! ,/udy4 ,x look$ l a /orm la/ night1 b x did n come4 ,fr$ is a real ,comrad4 ,i got to 8 he>t la/ night4 ,i d n "k h[4 ,! roses h be5 w\nd]ful ! la/ few days4 ,h[ is w\nd]ful ,m>y8 ,we are all s5d+ ,?\ghts to y4 ,we h _h w\nd]ful full days lately1 all heat4 ,! t[n is h[l+ = ra9 n[2 !y are nev] satisfi$4 ,we are always ready = any?+4 ,x is ! be/4 ,our w\nd]ful old mailtra9 j cross$ ! magic lane4 ,i love tra9s m & m4 ,!y h a pull to my he>t4 ,we love ev]y?+4 ,i d n feel on er?4 ,i feel 9 space4 ,out ( ! draw ( ! er?--,free4 ,love always 9 my he>t = y4 ,i hold h>d = ! "t t ,comrads pull toge!r aga9 = ! road1 u two4 ,jane is at my hump all ! "t--s ,i w quit4 ,,de> ,,old ,,comrad3 ,we are close ?is morn+4 ,i c feel y\r w>m w\nd]ful h& 9 m9e ?is morn+4 ,we are "o4 ,!re is ! holy brea?--su* a great pull ( ?\ghts & "w to ,cali=nia4 ,x seems z if all ! ,comrads 7 call+ me !re4 ,!n ,i hafto ?9k ( ! "o ?+--,pati5ce4 ,:5 y h ma/]$ ,pati5ce1 y are free4 ,all well "h4 ,my sores are gett+ bett] fa/4 ,i h want$ to "w lots lately1 s9ce ,i 0 9 b$1 b ,i c\ld n4 ,i lo/ s _m ideas 9 b$4 ,b$s are a curse4 ,i love y1 ,comrad4 ,we ne$ to be toge!r4 ,,y\r ,,old ,,pal4 ,,sunlight ,,pal3 ,a w\nd]ful sun4 ,a little late 9 gett+ up4 ,! sun 0 out full--a w\nd]ful breakfa/ & a w\nd]ful b[l ( roses4 ,e morn+ gets great]4 ,! com+ toge!r aga9 gets clos]4 ,sep>ation is a great ?+6 ,y f9d t :5 x comes4 ,x w be s big & w\nd]ful to come toge!r on ! %ores ( ! sea4 ,! tra9s on ! ,p]e ,m>quette l9e h a draw to my he>t2 ! :i/le is s w\nd]ful4444 ,to h a ba? 9 ! salt wat] & n 9 old ,lake ,erie4444 ,x 0 ano!r w\nd]ful night ) ,fr$4 ,he has done s mu* = me ?is "t t we h be5 away f ea* o!r4 ,he is s w\nd]ful if y c get to him4 ,i ?9k ,i h got "r to him to ! he>t4 ,i am awful lonesome = y & ! sea4 ,i walk$ to ! tra9 track ) ,fr$ ?is morn+4 ,x 0 l ! day y 7 go+ away4 ,i felt x 0 ne>+ ! la/ walk up ! old ,lane4 ,fr$ has ! same feel4 ,x swept ov] u--a free feel2 x 0 almo/ too mu*4 ,h[ is y\r ,sisity-li/ com+8 ,m9e is great4 ,x is h>d to get along )\t y "h4 ,old ,abe 0 draft$1 & we don't "k :5 we w see him4 ,! sea & sunlight sweep+ 9 ! op5 door ( y\r "w room6 ,we w sure h "s gr& times4 ,we w get horses & h "s m ( !m ,moonlight rides4 ,x w be great to hit ! old ,tie pa? ,itself--) !#g ,welcome ,mulligan & !#h ,on]bel ,*as4 ,lipton "u our arms4 ,! smell ( ! burn+ b>k & a cab5 9 ! ,rockies6 ,oh1 ! op5 road4 ,life is ,life on ! old ,road4 ,t canyon mu/ be a w\nd]1 & ! sea & ! mi/y m\nta9s & ! br[n hills4 ,y h x all4 ,oh man1 t is ! c\ntry = ev]y?+4 ,i keep high = our meet+1 ,comrad ( ! ,road4 #g ,fry+ ,pan4 #h ,teapot4 ,,prose ,,sett+s ,i ,,! ,,r$ ,,sunset4 ,! r$ sunset ,di$ away l ! close ( a =e/ fire4 ,! ,dusk ran ?r\gh ! m\nta9s l a sc>f ( blue4 ,! ,moon & old ,jupit] took ! ,op5 ,road toge!r4 ,! o!rs came out ( ! ev]la/+ ,blue ,deeps4 ,,ii ,,! ,,des]t ,,night4 ,! man at ! camel corral 0 fix+ ! camels = ! des]t4 ,o!r m5 7 wait+ at ! front ( ! ,temple4 ,ano!r came =w>d ) f\r camels1 a pack-bea/ & two rid]s4 ,!n all 7 (f ov] ! ,sun ,bet9 ,s&4 ,no?+ b ,s& & ,h>iz54 ,only ! ,arab :o 0 ahead on ! ,old ,camel knew ! way4 ,!y w5t on & on ov] ! ,ev]la/+ ,s&1 ! ,sun ,bet9 ,s&4 ,,iii ,,p9es4 ,! great wood is ! ,p9es4 ,! v :iff ( !m gives y ! brea? ( ,nature1 ! great ,"m ( ! planet1 ! "m ( ,love4 ,h] brea? is ! brea? ( life & love1 & ! ,m\ziek ( ! _w4 ,,treas 7,cali=nia7 ,treas are grate4 ,!y are s wild & w\nd]ful4 ,!re is s _m k9ds "h4 ,! trea ,i love be/ ( !m all1 is ! ,u4,k4 ,liptes4 ,x is fragran2 x has ! sun & ! er? all fl[]s & ! sway+ beauty ( its great y\?4 ,i lov$ x f ! fir/4 ,x is beauty t /ays4 ,i w5t up to a grove ! o!r day & along a little lone pa?--! mi/ & odor ( !m l+]+ 9 deep %ad[s4 ,my feet broke ! deep sil5ces & a ,voice came & spoke s(t to me3 ,if y li/5 long en\gh y c he>---- ,i ?9k x 0 my ,ma/] speak+1 = a gl[ came ar\nd me1 aft] ,he _h spoke4 ,,! ,,song ,,( ,,! ,,sp]it ,life is n any good until y =get y\r boddy2 !n y get all ! p[] ( liv+1 b y c't d any?+ t y feel l do+4 ,,le!r3 ,all le!r has a my/]y 9 x4 ,x is ! animal's my/]y4 ,! mi/eks ( ! o!r _w "k x1 & try to tell u4 ,i h be5 told b my m9d has n receiv$ x4 ,i w hafto wait until x does4 ,i ?9k ,i w "k x all 9 a fue ye>s4 ,i w tell ! re/ ( ! _w1 if ,i he> x fir/4 ,i w\ld l to be ! fir/ to he> x4 ,,/ones3 ,! :ole er? 0 ( /one4 ,god ?\ght t he w\ld make x some?+ good4 ,he s5t ! ,old ,"m ,nature d[n & %e sp5t ye>s & ye>s1 b %e did n "k :at to put on x4 ,%e w5t up to ,god & ,he took h] to a room1 & %[$ h] ! ?+s t ,he _h to put on ! ,er?4 ,!y 7 sp]its1 s %e got !m "o at a "t & br\ght !m d[n4 ,9 ! mean "t %e 0 mak+ o!r ?+s4 ,!y 7 se$s & %e plant$ ^! & !y came up4 ,x 0 :eat & b>ley & o!r ?+s l t4 ,! sp]its became p & took !m = food1 & ! old ,"m is /ill putt+ ?+s & br++ h] sp]its on ! ,er?4 ,?is _w is j ab\t fill$4 ,,! ,,sp]it ,at night ! ,sp]it goes to see ,god4 ,x gets fre% to make ! boddy fre% e morn+4 ,?is is :at keeps y clean4 ,if y 7 all clean1 y w\ld n die4 ,y g ?ru a h>d life & :at is n clean is burn$ (f1 & !n y are pure to g to heav54 ,y re/ !n until y are ready to come & be a sa9t4 ,,alone ,! sun beat h>d ^u ! rocks4 ,i 0 alone 9 ! ,p[] ( ! rocks4 ,no?+ 0 mov+4 ,i 0 ,alone4 ,my ,sp]it 0 alone4 ,x 0 ! lonelie/ place 9 ! _w4 ,no animal ( any k9d1 n a bird or a snake--alone4 ,nature did n ev5 h cells ( ?\ght4 ,! p[] ( ! rocks 0 hold5 me !re4 ,a ?\ght came ov] me t ,i _h nev] kn[n ,home4 ,all ( a sudd5 ,nature spoke1 & ,i 0 free f ev]y?+4 ,i came back to ! ,fa!r4 ,,equals ,!re is a greatness 9 a man t treats 8 horse l 8 bro!r4 ,a man is a bea/ :5 he beats 8 horse4 ,he is ( a l[] ,brivah5#i ?an ! horse4 ,! man :o says to 8 horse t he is 8 equal1 is a great man1 a ma/] ( animals4 #i ,vibration4 ,,beauty ,:5 ! ,new ,race comes1 !re w be beauty--real beauty4 ,d[n ?ru ! ages p h talk$ ( beauty1 b !y h n se5 x really1 yet4 ,x w come ) ! ,new ,race--beauty 9 ev]y?+--9 ! body1 9 writ+1 9 talk1 9 love4 ,n love "o1 b all4 ,! y\n]v]se ,lov]s w n only love ea* o!r1 b !y w love all4 ,?is w> is ! great clean up ( ! _w4 ,aft] x is all ov]1 & ! troops come all home toge!r1 !re w be ! great ,new ,race wait+ = !m ) op5 arms--!n all w be real beauty4 ,,! ,,hold ,,up ,,& ,,! ,,get ,,away 444 ,x 0 ! fir/ "t ,d5v] ,bill _h come 9 )\t a cig>ette 9 8 m\?4 ,!y want$ to "k :y he wasn't smok+1 b !y didn't ask4 ,he ord]$ ! same dr9k & took x fa/4444 ,he *uck$ ! *air ov]1 grabb$ ! tellfon (f ! table & gave ,hlo4 ,he said1 ,horse up "h 9 five m9utes4 ,x 0 !re4 ,he 0 out ( t[n 9 a m9ute m4 ,d5v] ,bill /opp$ at a cab9 :]e he _h made ponmets#aj to rob a tra9 at #g3de1 & x 0 n[ #f3aj4 ,8 fri5d 0 !re4 ,!y jump$ on _! horses & rode a qu>t] ( a mile4 ,! tra9 :i/l$ ar\nd ! curve4 #aj ,appo9tm5t4 ,!re 0 a %\t4 ,d5v] call$3 ,/op t eng9e6 ,x /opp$ sl[4444 ,bill murd]$ ! eng9e]1 & !n flew ?ru ! tra9 ( c>s4 ,he grabb$ ! fifty p\nd gold box & jump$ ?ru ! w9d[4 ,a %ot rang out4 ,bill 0 p9ck$4 ,! man t he _h come ) play$ dirt on him because he w5t (f ) ! gold4 ,bill crawl$ across ! field & laid 9 ! hay /ack4 ,he roll$ ! fir/ cig>ette ( ! day4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,lett] ,,to ,,! ,,abbot 7f ,cali=nia7 ,,de> ,,old ,,wife3 ,h[ are y com+8 ,i 0 j up ov] ! hill beh9d u1 gett+ two w\nd]ful qwortz ( gold5 honey4 ,h[ is y\r type mill pump+ ^! days8 ,i got a new /ory 9 my bean3--,h an old fi%]man t takes ^? =ks & goes aft] crabs--h him f9d a pot ( pe>ls in/ead ( crabs4--,?9k if x is done "r x w\ld make a w\nd]4 ,:5 w y be out "h8 ,we w lead a pack trane ov] ! m\nta9s6 ,oh1 t is ! old op5 road6 ,pack mules1 !y mean x to me--a l9e ( mules 9 ! m\nta9s & a c\ple ( saddel horses6 ,t's ! life4 ,i hope y h *ang$ y\r m9d ab\t !m airaplanes4 ,i d n l ! ,idea4 ,b1 old man1 x is = ! be/1 & no?+ is a mi/ake4 ,take x z x comes4 ,write soon1 & make ! pages fly l du/ to me4 ,i ne$ all t ,i c get4 ,la/ night 0 our fir/ bit ( ra94 ,slept 9 an op5 w9d[ :]e my face 0 spray$ all night ) ! w\nd]ful cold drops ( spr+4 ,:5 ,i got up1 ,i 0 feel+ bett] ?an ,i ev] did be=e4 ,i 0 all relax$4 ,i lay a long "t j 9 ! w\nd] ( ! w\nd]ful free air & ra94 ,i got up & w5t d[n & wa%$ 9 m ( ! s(t ra91 & ate & w5t outside to come d[n to my "w %op4 ,i /ood 9 ! w9d4 ,ev]y?+ ar\nd me 0 s w\nd]ful4 ,all ! trees & fl[]s 7 bright]4 ,! hills 7 a little damp4 ,! birds 7 play+ & dr9k+ 9 ! ra94 ,! ray ( sun 0 j com+ ov] ! hill4 ,i c\ld almo/ he> ! brea?+ ( ! grass & er?4 ,x 0 l a song1 ! great song ( spr+ & brea?+ ( ! _w4 ,t is ! way t ! new g5]ation w come 9 aft] ! _w is wa%$ & all c\ntries are "o4 ,a ,boy1 "y & clean1 w come 91 :i/l+ & brea?+ a ,song ( ! ,new ,race4 ,,y\r ,,comrad4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,ano!r ,,well1 ,,wife3 ,"h ,i am pump+ a little m ( my vocabul>y at y4 ,i ?9k t ,i w g into ! ocean & h a swim4 ,x's dulce on my w\nds4 ,:at ,i want to tell y is ab\t an old sea loaf] "h--a big1 black dog4 ,he isn't any k9d ( a dog--no?+ b a _w-man-dog1 he is4 ,he is a lov] ( ! sea & s&4 ,he goes d[n ) u e day4 ,he is a pal = ! road4 ,he c't foll[ ! saddel l ,jack1 b he c %ore be a fr5d4 ,i h l]n$ him & he has l]n$ me4 ,we /ick close4 ,well1 pal ( ! sea & saddel1 ,i am gett+ awful lonesome1 b ,i am ) y all ! "t4 ,i ne$ y\r old paw4 ,i %ore keep high = ! ,spr+ ,com+4 ,we w h a %ack back 9 ! hills all alone1 & dr9k tea & talk4 ,don't x s\nd good8 ,i won't =get x ei!r1 n until we h x4 ,we h plann$ x = _m ages1 & we w hafto h x--old pal ( ! moonlight rides4 ,i am close & always y\r ,comrad4 #f ,,values ,,( ,,lett] ,,writ+ ,/one/udy p>ticul>ly is a %op = writ]s4 ,a man is at 8 be/ 9 writ+ to ! "o :o pulls ! mo/ f him4 ,! ?+ is to p\r out4 ,! pursuit ( happ9ess is a le>n+ h[ to radiate4 ,happ9ess itself is radiation--inc&esc5ce4 ,y say y write to ! _w4 ,a composite8 ,an ab/raction8 ,^! w n draw =? y\r be/ & greate/4444 ,y pass a ?\s& faces 9 ! t[n1 & are sudd5ly torn by "o8 ,d y ?9k t ! unmanife/$1 ^u :i* ! ?\s& faces sleep s f> z y are conc]n$1 is capable ( br++ out y\r wise/ or t5d]e/ expression1 z is ?is "o face press$ aga9/ ! v w9d[ ( y\r habitation8 ,z a workman1 z an arti/1 z a play]1 "o mu/ give 8 be/1 "o by "o1 to individuals fir/1 be=e he ar\ses ! =ce to set ! table = ! _w4444 ,x is important = ! "y writ] to answ] exactly c]ta9 li/5+ attitudes4 ,i ?9k1 9 a /ory mood1 ( ! %eph]d fires--! endless dron+ tales ( ,p]sia & ,pale/9e--camel bells1 be>d$ m5 9 :ite hoods1 occasional we>y movem5ts ( wom5 9 ! t5t op5+s z ! ev5+ passes to dead ( night4 ,! tale-tell] is mak+ 8 li/5]s see m or less dimly some?+ he sees--some?+ he has he>d & visualis$1 bett] yet1 some?+ he has liv$4 ,! f9] 8 tell+ ! m completely he has liv$ x4 ,! m li/5]s pull f him1 ! m excell5t 8 animation1 8 art4 ,a speak]1 accu/om$ to give himself spontane\sly to an audi5ce1 said3 ,if ,i don't give y :at y want--if ,i am n at my be/ to-day--rememb] x's apt n to be all my fault4 ,soil & se$ 9 all ?+s4 ,we prep>e ourselves ) mu* mis]y & mass$ exp]i5ce to tell our /ory ( life4 ,h[ /range t we %\ld n h reckon$ ) ! fact t all ?is prep>ation is only half4444 ,really1 x is z important to ?9k to :om "o is writ+ z :at to write ab\t4 ,i've be5 afield ) _m "y m51 soldi]s & ! l4 ,_! be/ & highe/ mom5ts afield 7 sp5t 9 writ+ home1 or possibly to ! girl !y left "u ! bee*es or sycamores4 ,we %\ld write a myriad or two love lett]s1 be=e we are ready to write = ! _w4444 ,by writ+ & dream+ & travell+ & liv+ t[>d ! "o1 we le>n h[ to focalise our =ces4 ,hav+ done t1 we are ready to diffuse1 to radiate4 ,soon] or lat] ! "o po9t w be tak5 away4 ,don't be di/ress$2 x is only = ! "t4 ,b ! love we h le>n$ ) "o mu/ be turn$ ^u ! _m4 ,x's all a love /ory4 ,! :ole univ]se is t4 ,! /illness ( ! sun 9 relation to ! planets tells ! fir/ /ory ( radiation--love a cosmic =ce1 n a s5tim5t--all "o big1 brave tale4444 ,! real prie/ is tra9$ to draw out1 to furni% und]/&+1--inclusion4 ,"o c talk well to "o :o includes him4 ,z pr(essional essayi/s & /ory-tell]s1 we are only beg9n+ to le>n t we mu/ talk or write to "s "o great] ?an ourselves1 to set ourselves free4 ,! wond]ful p[] ( lett]s beg9s & ends j "h4444 ,write y\r /ory or y\r essay to "o :o conta9s y--to "o :o draws y\r be/1 to "o :o sets y free4 ,y c asc]ta9 y\r relation to ano!r by y\r mood z y prep>e to write4 ,! m y practise ! art1 ! m s5sitive y are1 ! m y realise t no two moods ( y\rs are ! same1 z y write to diff]5t p4 ,"o draws hum\r1 "o irony1 "o a t5d5cy to exagg]ate1 ano!r deeply to be s]i\s & re=mative4 ,?is %\ld reveal ! :ole secret4 ,*oose y\r complem5t = ! portrayal ( a mood4 ,! ?+ we call our /yle is m]ely ! evid5ce ( t :i* we h *os5 to "w t[>d1 plus our p>ticul> p]sonality4 ,we %\ld "w to t :i* sets u free4 ,c]ta9ly "o _c be free 9 ano!r's =m4 ,!re are fix$ vehicles = expression--novel1 essay1 poem1 inf9ite dep>tm5ts ( ea*1 b ! fact rema9s t no workman or arti/ or play] c be utt]ly himself1 :o rema9s 9 ! =ms laid d[n by ^? :o w5t be=e1 or 9 =ms prescrib$ by ! g5]ation he und]takes to express himself ?r\gh4 ,no good workman ev] accepts ?+s z !y are4 ,to be ! workman una%am$1 he mu/ be consid]ably beyond 8 g5]ation 9 culture & acum54 ,he !re=e f9ds ! beat5 pa?s--:i* are ! easy pa?s = ! _m--! mo/ irksome pa?s = himself4 ,he gr9ds long & hide\sly aga9/ ! ?+s t are1 & ?us becomes =midable1 s9ce gr9d+ makes ! edge4 ,! dulle/ "p ( ! axe is held ! longe/ aga9/ ! :eel4 ,bit by bit1 z ! consci\sness ( ! *os5 workman exp&s "u ye>s & ordeals1 he ca/s (f all ! %ackles1 =ms & prescrib$ nons5se ( ! trivial & mat]ial-m9d$4 ,he brea!s deep] ) ea* unb9d+1 until he rea*es ! fair em95ce ^u :i* lies ! priceless secret ( all expression3 ,t !re is no law = ! pure 9 he>t4 ,he rea*es ?is po9t ?r\gh _m slav]ies1 & yet a *ild c be taught ! secret4 ,! *ild mu/ also be taught1 at ! same "t h[ev]1 t ! _w is wrong & inf]ior 9 all its views2 o!rwise ! *ild w n h /am9a en\gh to /& aga9/ ! op9ions ( all eld]s ( all times1 mu* less ^? :o sit at ! same breakfa/ table4 ,v]ily1 ! ?+ t ,rod9 & ,balzac & ,c>p5t] & ,hugo & ,*avannes & ,nietzs*e & ,:itman gave _! prodigi\s vitalities to le>n1 be=e _! real "w began1--c be taught to ! *ild1 b ! *ild mu/ f9d 8 fai? 9 8 own _s & "s true tea*] to set him free4 ,9 ! lat] aspirations beyond pr(essional workman%ip = ! _w1 ! ,play]s a*ieve t ma/] fre$om :i* deta*es itself entirely f causes & effects 9 mat]ials4 ,!y "w z d ^? :o are ambiti\s1 yet refuse to tie !mselves 9 ! lea/ way to results4 ,!y "w to _! ,ma/]s1 to ! ,unse54444 ,all ( :i* is pure & p]fect lib]ation1 b requires "o tra9$ 9 build+ ) spiritual causes & effects4 ,we seek to furni% ?is tra9+ = a few :o are ready4 ,x is ! way to ! inmo/ & ! upp]mo/ 9 all art & my/icism4 ,we are set free "h z expressioni/s ( v>i\s k9ds by writ+ or pa9t+ or play+ to ^? we hold de>] ?an ourselves4 ,we w\ldn't be writ+ if we c\ld be ) !m 9 ! fle%--h[ cle> t is6 ,! fundam5tal processes ( our picture-mak+ are quick5$ by our ye>n+4 ,"h we t\* an old & curi\s law1 t y mu/ h sep>ation = ! true romance4 ,we le>n to mass life into pictures or tones or tales4444 ,all t we d well %ort5s ! grade = ^? :o receive4 ,if !y are q ready1 !y won't h to make ! mi/akes we did--mi/akes pa9ful at ! "t1 b out ( :i* we make hum\r n[4 ,a man br+s a gift :5 he br+s =? a good tale4 ,he has done some?+ ) ! worn-out tools ( incid5t & exp]i5ce :i* hasn't be5 done be=e4 ,to d x well 8 tell+ is dep5d5t ^u 8 audi5ce4 ,8 tell+ w be diff]5t = ea* li/5+ gr\p4 ,! great] ! arti/1 ! less alike w be 8 me?ods ( approa*+ diff]5t fri5ds or comrades4 ,ea* w br+ f him a diff]5t tone1 a diff]5t look to 8 eyes1 a diff]5t grip ( h&1 & diff]5t ord] ( unfold+ 8 g5ius4444 ,! mo/ p]fect bits ( writ+ we h f ! gr\p ( our greate/ noveli/s--is ei!r 9 ! =m ( lett]s or p>ts ( "w inspir$ by ! influ5ce ( a woman's he>t--"s romantic & "o-po9t$ outbrea?+ ( _! s\ls to "o4444 ,! great creative produc]s r>ely f\nd /eady human companion%ip 9 "o woman4 ,no fle% 0 />ry en\gh to endure _! idealisation2 ! break ( _! picture 0 (t5 ! %att]+ ( life itself4 ,exp]i5ce =ces u all at la/ to take our idolatry f t :i* *anges--to cont9ue our lessons ( love t[>d ! ,unse54 ,lov]s ( ! ,new ,race seem to h le>n$ ! agony ( try+ to f9d all 9 ea* o!r1 ( try+ to f9d ! univ]se eye to eye4 ,!y realise at once t man & woman are b ! two e>? po9ts ( a triangle2 t !y safely may re> _! passions & _! transfigurations only to ! pure po9t ( union above4444 99 99 99 99 99 ,a man has f\nd some?+ :5 he cries ,eureka6 ,he loves some?+1 :5 he p\rs out 8 he>t to x4 ,! fir/ great /ruggle ( ! real workman is to f9d a =m t conta9s him--a =m ( expression t w n maim 8 dream4 ,x is nev] ! =m t has held ano!r1 t has suffic$ = ano!r arti/4 ,a lett] is "o way to fre$om4 ,a writ]'s /yle %\ld set him free4 ,! endur+ aphorisms & tablets & disc\rses ( ! ,ma/]s h be5 spok5 to _! belov$ few4 ,a man's seal$ ord]s 9 ! _w1 8 occult transcriptions f above ! _w1 come 9 ! =m ( p]sonal messages4 ,great docum5ts ( ! future %all be writt5 ?is way4 ,we write _m p]sonal lett]s4 ,"o ( my "y comrades has ! idea to ga!r toge!r names ( a score ( mill-girls 9 ,new ,york or some:]e1 & write h] he>t to !m--less to try to help !m1 ?an to ease h] own he>t1 to tell h] love = !m4 ,radiation--t is happ9ess4 ,mill-girls h be5 a dream ( h]s4 ,%e is full ( =ce to p\r out4 ,inc&esc5ce is happ9ess4 ,all expression is happ9ess4 ,happ9ess is creative4 ,to "w1 to express1 t is to radiate4 ,! object is z important z ! ?+ t a*es to g =?4 ,*oose ! =m t sets y free4 ,to ea* 8 =m4 ,a tireless woman ask$ h[ %e might s]ve4 ,h] lov] 0 lo/ 9 ,fl&]s4 ,we told h] to write to ! soldi]s--to write h] he>t out 9 lett]s to soldi]s--t %e w\ld save lives & />t great dreams & br+ ! gold back to _m grey mi/s--to be ,m>y ! ,"m1 ! sa9t1 ! dream ( ! film-ey$ fight+ m5--to love !m ?r\gh ! he>t ( h] belov$4 ,t is :at focalisation leads to--to draw =? ! great en]gies f our s\ls1 to set u free1 fir/ to "o1 !n to ! _w4 ,we le>n to love ! "o--9 ord] to give ?is love to ! _w4 ,we le>n to love 9 matt] = ! mom5t1 9 ord] to become consummate arti/s & play]s 9 ! s\l /uff t _c die4 ,aga9 & aga91 ?r\gh possessions & p]sonalities--miss+1 de/roy$ or mov$ away--we le>n to take ! =ce ( our outp\r+ f ! mutative to ! *angeless--mak+ a div9e be/[al at la/ ( a cl++ human ne$--lift+ f ! idolatry ( ! fle%1 :i* encloses all pa91 to ! love ( s\ls :i* sets u free4 #g ,,! ,,new ,,danc+ ,i h f\nd true ,nor? ,am]icans4 ,a woman ( tw5ty-sev51 a "m 7) a my/]i\s man some:]e7 & a girl-*ild ) ! calm & p[] ( ,joan come aga94444 ,i ne$$ a *ange1 0 tir$ ( my h\se & my voice--close to ! end ( all human int]e/ t morn+ z ,i set out = a walk up ! edge ( ! ,lake4 ,on & on walk+1 until ,i came to ! little girl on ! %ore4 ,%e 0 mak+ a fr[n+ man 9 clay4 ,%e ask$ me if ,i 7 ! ,crusad]1 b answ]$ h]self :ile ,i 0 hop+ to fit ! dim5sion ( t fasc9at+ title4 ,%e _h decid$ t ,i wasn't4 ,nor? ,am]icans--,i ?9k ( !m s aga9 & aga9--some?+ great & calm & deep & beautiful1 some?+ arriv$1 at la/1 f all ! fusion--en rapport ) nature1 *ildr5 ( ! light1 liv+ & abid+ con/antly 9 ! ess5ces ( sunlight--) ! hum\r & c]ta9ty ( ,"m ,e>? ab\t _! ways--! cleanl9ess ( e>? & ! sweetness ( gold5 light 9 _! h\se & m9d4444 ,m9d y1 ,i _h walk$ =? z "o w\ld wade out to sea 9 ! pa? ( ! moon--actually ye>n+ = a bett] l& ?an ?is4444 ,!re on ! %ore1 aft] h\rs1 0 ! *ild--h] eyes turn$ to m9e1 putt+ me into ! en*antm5t ( ! wise--/ill+ hate & ennui4 ,we _h words toge!r1 ! great awe ( life /eal+ ov] me aga9 aft] _m days4 ,h] h& /ret*$ =? to take me to h] "m 7?is day call$ ! ,lonely ,que51 = !y live 9 an en*ant$ /ory-book74 ,a climb to ! top ( ! bluff & into ! mo/ fragrant & godly lane1 a l[ h\se 9 ! di/ance 9 ! %elt] ( bee*es--solit>y & isolate bee*es %elt]+ a human h\se1 built = sun%9e long ago4 ,_m pages w\ld n tell ( ! lane & ! h\se1 ! lawn & ! hives4444 ,i want to t\* ! core ( ?is inimitable pair t took me 9--poor b d9+ ^u ! p]fect foods1 s poor t !y make & dye ! lovely ?+s !y we>--a k9d ( holy h&iwork ev]y:]e--p]fume ( summ] 9 ! h\se & 9 ! he>t ( x a deepdelv$ peace :]e broods a sort ( lu/r\s dream4 ,! *ild is b sev5--t is1 h] body & bra9 are b sev54 ,h] talk ) h] "m is ! talk ( a pair ( immortals4444 ,:eat bread & butt] = supp]1 pea*es ( ! "m's cann+--a la/ j>1 %e said1 ) comb-honey = sweet5+ & gold5 cream on top4 ,x 0 a repa/ = ! m\nta9-top :]e demi-gods /ray--all miracles ab\t u1 ,apollo j putt+ 8 /e$s away1 ,vulcan smok+ sombre & wra?ful 9 ! di/ance4 ,c y see me sitt+ d[n to supp] 9 a true h&made h\se1 at ! head ( a ,god-made portal to ! lake 7! lane is no?+ less7 9 a grove ( :ite bee*es--l+]+ gold on ! v9es at ! w9d[1 ! murmur ( hives 9 ! air1 & ^! two my/ic pres5ces subdu+ _! radiance to sit ) me8444 ,!re's a little c ( tea t is op5$ ! la/ ?+ aft] ! table is spread2 ! brass kettle beg9s to s+1 & ! "m hov]s ov]--a k9d ( sacr$ rite1 all ?is--!n ! danc+ wat] is p\r$ ov] ! leaves & ! room s(tly fills ) ! air ( f> ar*ipelagoes4 ,roses ( ,irel& & ,france are 9 ! room4 ,te>oses--"s daught] ( poetry mu/ h nam$ !m4 444 ,/ill ,i am tell+ y ab\t ?+s--n ab\t !m4 ,i ?\ght ,i %\ld write y :at !y are1 yet ! long] ,i sit "h1 ! m te/am5ts ( _! adorable lives appe>1 b _! spirits draw f>!r ap>t4444 ,!re is nev] a drone ( talk :]e !y are 444 s5t5ces & sil5ces1 ! myriad voices ( ev5+ /eal+ into ! hu%es betwe54444 ,i mu/ get d[n to e>? aga94 ,i mu/ beg9 ) ! grass & ! %ore & ! magic :i* began :5 ! *ild turn$ up to me f ! fr[n+ clay4444 ,i %\ld l to report !m mom5t by mom5t--to make y see1 b !re is a fix$ purpose 9 ?is *apt]4 ,sitt+ ap>t f !m t fir/ night1 ,i contemplat$ ! ,nor? ,am]ica ( ! future--a k9d ( dream t ne/les )9 a dream--! ,great ,companions1 sup]b m5 & wom51 ! va/ness ( leisure1 ! /ructural v]ity ( joy1 a new dim5sion 9 ! human m9d1 a new col\r & r$ol5ce 9 ! light t plays ^u ! teem+ _w4 ,n = ye>s _h ,i be5 s ne> to ! di?yrambic4444 ,i w5t out into ! dusk & smok$ a ma*9e-made cig>ette--n = worlds w\ld ,i desecrate t room4 ,i return$ dr[sy--op5$ ! casem5t w9d[s wide to ! />s4 ,z ,i put out ! lights1 ! s5se came to me t ! little room 0 z fragrant & sweet z a new-wov5 basket4 444 ,i awoke to l[ s++4 ,! room 0 grey & seem$ to lift ) me1 & ! walls to wid54 ,x 0 z if ,i _h caught ! old h\se j wak+ f a sleep ( its own4 ,! ph5om5on ( ! s++ liv$ 9 my m9d4 ,i don't "k ! song--a rapid bird-l improvisation possibly--two voices hu%$1 b a vibration ( cle> liquid joy4 ,i w5t to ! w9d[4 ,! e>? 0 /ill asleep--a pe>l-grey _w ( dripp+ trees 9 a k9d ( li/5+ ec/asy--two be+s bel[ on ! lawn--a lawn t 0 grey ) dew4 ,x 0 l look+ d[n ^u a cl\d f ! ,matt]horn4 ,^! two be+s--"o 9 a veil ( rose1 "o 9 a veil ( gold--7 danc+ ^u ! cl\d1 danc+ b>e-arm$ & limb$1 _! voices int]pret+ "s s(t h>mony t seem$ to come f ! break ( day ^u ! sph]e4 ,x 0 n = me--yet ,i c\ld n draw back f ! v9es4 ,i br\ght only ?ankfulness to x--%>+ ! joy 9 ! dim ( a room1 9 ! dim ( a m]e man's he>t4 ,yet all ,i c\ld conta9 came to me f ! "m & *ild4 ,!y knelt 9 ! grass1 ! song m hu%$1 br++ up to _! faces & %\ld]s h&s t dripp$ ) ! holy di/illations ( ! night--a wa% 9 dew & day1 _! song a pray]1 _! dance a sacr$ rite4444 ,i %\ld h ?\ght x ! gift ( dreams1 b !re 0 a />ry track ( deep gre5 across ! lawn1 :]e _! b>e feet _h brok5 ! %e5 ( dew4 444 ,i dwelt ) s\ls--t 0 ! tru?4 ,i sat at breakfa/ ) s\ls1 dew-wa%$1 speak+ to ea* o!r & to me f t long road ( life :i* we lose = a squalid by-way :5 we put on ! g>m5ts ( ! _w4444 ,!y talk$ aga9 ab\t :at ! birds he> 9 ! morn+4 ,!y said t :at ! birds s+ is _! int]pretation ( ! great song ( daybreak--t ! e>? does n meet h] ,"l ,sun 9 sil5ce4444 ,& !n ,i knew t ! song ,i he>d 0 _! int]pretation--?9k ( x--a *ild ( sev5 eat+ butt]$ toa/4 ,& ,i knew t p[] is a song--t ! s++ ( ! kettle is ! song ( /eam1 t ! inimitable t's+ ( an electric burn] :5 ! curr5t fir/ *>ges ?r\gh1 is ! awak5+ song ( /eel & c>bon to _! native capacity & direction4 ,! same is 9 ! he>t ( a boy :5 he f9ds 8 task--! same is 9 ! ord] ( a ma/] & 9 ! mak+ ( 8 poem4444 ,^! two he> x--! song ( ,"m ,e>? z ! floods ( light p\r out & ov] h] f ! ,ea/4 ,"h 0 a "m :o knew h[ to play4 ,%e _h laun*$ someh[ into a sph]e ( h] own mak+--d\btless hav+ f\nd life ( ! _w insupportable4 ,i _h ?\ght mu* ab\t br++ up *ildr51 ab\t unfold+ ! *ild1 & "h x 0 be+ work$ out ) brimm+ joy4444 ,x 0 all too natural to be call$ education4 ,x 0 nature--x 0 lib]ation1 r--a new & high] mean+ ( naturalness4 ,i 0 almo/ afraid to speak4 ,! life "h seem$ s delicate & delightful t comm5ts w\ld bruise ! f9e =m ( x4444 ,!y play$ toge!r--t 0 ! po9t4 ,play is a lib]ation ( =ce--great play is ec/asy4 ,9 x "o rises to ! /illness ( production1 :]e9 "o ba!s 9 my/]y & pot5cy & all commonness is cleans$ away4 ,^? :o rea* ?is /illness are ! great be+s ( ! _w4 99 99 99 99 99 ,:5 we f9ally op5 ourselves to any subject1 we f9d intimations ( x ev]y:]e4 ,i f\nd pres5tly t all ! voices ( ! ,new ,age _h designat$ ! magic ( ! dance4 ,x seems almo/ dull to decl>e t ,i d n ref] n[ to ! dance z x is taught & us$ & exploit$ z a social accompli%m5t1 b t 9 :i* ! p]sonality is subdu$ & quiesc5t1 q z absolutely z x is 9 all great mom5ts ( production4 ,"o mu/ give oneself4 ,music c>ries ! s5sitive s\l into its own my/ic region4 ,a rhy?m )9 answ]s to ! ext]nal rhy?m--! two meet & mate--! fusion is bewild]+ beauty4 ,z 9 all creativ5ess1 ! fir/ law is spontaneity4 ,! great danc]s ( ! future w he> _! own music--possibly give voice to x z !y give _! body to ! rhy?m4 ,!re %all be no exact int]pretation ( song or sonata--at lea/1 n until absolute g5ius int]prets ! exact figure ( ea* tone-set4 ,?is is impossible 9 a _w ( mutation4 ,accord+ly1 "o :o e/abli%es a s]ies ( movem5ts to accompany a c]ta9 h>mony1 misses ! mean+ ( ! div9e improvisations :i* is ! ess5tial beauty ( ! ,new ,age dances4 ,"o %\ld dance z freely z "o call$ ^u to speak4 ,& "o w nei!r speak nor dance greatly by pre>rangem5t or foll[+ any arbitr>y =m4 ,! v tone ( ! voice is diff]5t & deep] :5 "o is caught 9 ! _s ( spontaneity4 ,! prime object ( ! new education1 :i* includes danc+1 is to set ! s\l free4 ,music is "o ( ! ma/]-lures to call =? ! sleep+ giant4 99 99 99 99 99 ,"o night a /rang]#aa came to ,/one/udy4 ,%e said %e 0 call$ by ! way we 7 do+ ?+s1 & t %e hop$ %e _h some?+ to br+ to u4444 ,! next morn+ at daybreak1 d[n on ! %ore1 ,i saw />s & circles ( "y wom5 & girls fold+ & b5d+ toge!r 9 exquisite tones ( col\r & song4 ,h] gift 0 ! new danc+4 ,ov] night %e _h captur$ ! "y p1 br++ !m a new joy 9 ! _w4 ,= two or ?ree mon?s %e rema9$ ) u & has s9ce e/abli%$ classes ea/ & we/--life giv5 to ! message ( beauty4 ,) u h] expression & magic has endur$4 #aa ,hel5 ,cramp4 ,!re is no way m swift to m]ge 9 ! univ]sal1 ?an by ! response to music ?r\gh movem5t4 ,n danc+1 :i* is a response to "t 9 music m ?an to rhy?m1 b ! actual blott+ out ( self1 a spiritual exaltation :i* _m religioni/s h s\ght & few atta9$4 ,! means is v simple2 no?+ /range or peculi>4 ,x is ! dropp+ ( ! human w s t ! music may fl[ ?r\gh4 ,"o does n move to ! music !n2 "o is mov$ by x4 ,! objective m9d ceases to op]ate & ?r\gh ! l>g] consci\sness absolute ,beauty /reams4 ,! response to ! music may be totally diff]5t ) sev]al pupils1 b :]e ! danc] is really lo/ to ! objective _w1 ! movem5t is always true & satisfy+ to ^? :o wat*4 ,?is is easy = ^? :o are close to ,nature & ,god1 b x is fraught ) difficulties = ^? :o are ov]-m5tal or :o h be5 t]ribly repress$4 ,9 _m ways ! w is man's highe/ asset & x requires a supreme ef=t ( ! w itself to drop ! objective consci\sness4 ,!re is a te*nique ( ! dance to be sure1 b x is design$ only to free ! body s t x may be a pur] *annel = ! music1 & to facilitate ! effacem5t ( self4 ,physical /r5g?1 agility1 beauty z m]e beauty1 are nev] s\ght1 b only ! revelation ( et]nal h>mony4 ,!re is rhy?m ?r\gh\t ,nature4 ,man (t5 moves less gracefully ?an ! high] mammals4 ,he has oppos$ 8 w to ! law ( ! univ]se1 = c5turies abus+ 8 anci5t "r1 b ?r\gh music he may realise aga9 ! h>mony ( all4 ,! danc] is radiant ) ! spl5d\r ( ! inf9ite & !re comes an ec/asy into ! _s1 ( ^? :o witness ! transfiguration--! hu% t "o feels only be=e ! highe/ art & pure/ religion4 ,x is reasonable to suppose t ^? :o dance mu/ br+ back ) !m into e-day liv+ some?+ ( ! beauty ( ^? exalt$ mom5ts :5 !y t\* ! :ite radiance ( et]nity4 ,"h is natural education1 natural religion--a practical my/icism1 ! m]g+ ( self 9 ! ,inf9ite ) a consequ5t fitness = daily liv+4 ,s ! danc+ ( ! ,new ,age is b a diff]5t =m ( contemplation & production1 by :i* ! ,s\l becomes ! creature--= ! p]iod a*iev+ t bless$ness :i* is above "t & space1 & dwell+ 9 t dim5sion1 :]e goodness1 beauty & tru? are "o4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! new danc+ is 9 ! air4 ,l v]s libre & all ,new ,age realisations & creations1 its fir/ ess5tial is fre$om4 ,?is is ! mean+ ( ! ^w ,democracy--equality1 lib]ation4 ,! v _s ( all t is new dem&s fre$om4 ,! deep] "o p5etrates1 ! loveli] ! folds ( ?is m>vell\s conception4 ,!re is no title = fri5d or comrade1 = *ild or lov]--comp>able to ! assumption ( equality4 ,equality--its p[] s+s4 ,x dances4 ,:5 ! la/ is said & done1 we all want ! same ?+1 if we really knew1--goodness1 beauty & tru?1 "o at ! top4 ,!re is joy 9 ! f9e new conception appe>+ n[ 9 all ! arts--fre$om fir/ & la/1 ev5 to lawlessness at fir/1 b t w "r itself m swiftly ?an smugness1 :i* has _h its age-long & hide\s trial4444 ,to me1 ! h\se 9 ! bee*es sl[ly unfolds x all--! my/]y ( ! cosmic peasantry ( ! future--t fa/idi\s pov]ty1 t delicate pl5ty :i* is p]fection4 ,^! two1 "m & *ild1 mean ! new danc+ to me1 & ! ,new ,race beside4 ,i h n d>$ to g aga91 because ,i build incorrigible dreams1 & ?is "o especially is de>4444 ,yet ,i (t5 recall _! lovel9ess toge!r4 ,! "m's beauty _h turn$ to lovel9ess4 ,x _h m ?an ! my/ic *isell+ ( sorr[--x _h passion1 x _h hum\r4444 ,i feel ! ne$ ( tell+ y f "t to "t t ,i am n rhapsodis+1 ! ne$ ( rem9d+ y1 h[ wea!r$ & drab my m9d 01 :5 ,i w5t up ! %ore t day4 ,%e made me ?9k ( grapes & olives & laurel-b\ghs2 %e seem$ ! si/] to ! *ild4 ,all ab\t ! two 7 subtle1 p]vasive1 ev]-*ang+ te/s ( ! p[] ( ! s\l4 ,! c\ntry p ar\nd did n ?9k h] extraord9>y1 mu* less beautiful4 ,h[ mu* is reveal$ 9 t8 ,lovel9ess requires c]ta9 vision1 an int]pretative _s1 & ?us x is protect$ f ! vulg> gaze4 ,^! good c\ntry p c>ry ^u _! faces & h&s & p]sons picture-writ+ ( secret s9s & dreamless /olidity1 & yet !y are sc&alis$ by ?is woman4 ,y _c imag9e h[ sweetly x came to me t %e _h utt]ly lo/ ! s5se t %e 0 outca/4 ,a lamp burns at h] door e ev5+4 ,i don't suppose x is se5 ?ree times a mon?--yet ! lamp burns4444 ,!re's a big wood5 ,cross 9 ! room :]e !y sleep--! *ild l$ me to x--a mat ( grass be=e x1 kusa grass1 :o kn[s8444 ,a great ,cross1 a mu*-wor%ipp$ ,cross1 ) spike-holes1 ! brok5 edges worn smoo?4444 ,! *ild :isp]$ to me t %e _h be5 br\ght 7:5 %e 0 too small to "k7 & plac$ on ! mat at ! foot ( ! ,cross = h] "m to f9d2 also t %e came :5 ! :ite clov] bloom$4 99 99 99 99 99 444 ,x is only ?is way1 bit by bit1 t ,i c make ! picture4 ,i h nev] be=e be5 s di/urb$ by ! s5se ( inadequacy4 ,! light ab\t _! heads is all diffus$ l morn+ ^u a cl\d4 99 99 99 99 99 #h ,,old ,,pictures ,,9 ,,r$ ,!re 0 a p]iod betwe5 ! second & ?ird ye> ( ! w>1 :5 x seem$ t ! guid+1 %ield+ spirits ( ! planet 7 sl[ly be+ )drawn--leav+ only ! mock]y ( goods1 ! *aos ( multipli$ ?+s4 ,b at ! blacke/1 9 ! v hu% ( desolation1 ! new brea? /ole 9 ^u u1 a brea? ( lilacs on ! *ill1 dank1 w9try air4 ,_m n[ /& aris51 wait+ ! fla% t *anges ! _w4444 ,five m5 7 ga!r$ 9 ,/one/udy "o ev5+2 we talk$ ( our p>ts1 ! be/ we c\ld d 9 ! clean-up4 ,x 0 h>d to look ov] ! b>ri]s at fir/2 h>d = an ,am]ican to accept ! fact t he d>e n say :at he ?\ght1 nor write :at he ?\ght4 ,x 0 h>d to realise t we 7 prev5t$ f express+ :at we ?\ght1 by ! v =ces t _h drawn u into ?is deep tr\ble4 ,we :o are ! di/ant g5]ation ( a p>ty ( pilgrims & voyag]s :o came to ,am]ica to f9d a free c\ntry1 7 /range & intol]ant at fir/1 :5 we felt ! yoke ( ,europe settle ^u anci5t sc>-tissue4 ,we discuss$4 ,a c\ntry is sup]b :5 "o is unconsci\s ( x1 we said4 ,"o's c\ntry %\ld be l "o's heal?1 "p ( ! song ( life4 ,sudd5ly to f9d ! fre$om ( ! pa/ unrememb]$1 ! fre$om ( ! future unglimps$1 to he> ! loa?ly l[ beat ( talk f gr\ps ( frock-coat$ ,appetites1 ) heavy half-dead legs & heads l pit*+-quoits1 settl+ our sacr$ future on ! basis ( /eel & coal & m>g9 & murd] m>ket2 to feel ourselves clut*$ & borne =w>d ) /ub-nail$ f+]s 9 ! /5* ( big bus9ess2 black-g>b$ %opm5 po9t+ ! way to ! ports1 urg+ & %\ld]+ o!r p's *ildr5 to ! ports ( ! gunboats1 advis+ ! efficacy ( ,ne>] ,my ,god to ,!e1 z a song = s9k+ %ips1--we =got at fir/ 9 our own pa9 t ?is 0 m]ely ! body ( ! ,old /ra9$ to a crack+ po9t by ! resi/less gr[? ( ! ,new4 ,pres5tly we grew k9d]4444 ,9 a way1 ! ,old 0 ! grim /epmo!r 9 ^: h\se we le>n$ h[ n to d mo/ ?+s2 9 ^: kit*5 we le>n$ cleanl9ess1 because ( ! vile example ( h] organic slo?2 9 ^: wall$ g>d5 we le>n$ ! p]il & ! passion ( ,que/1 because we loa!d h] long snor+ ( aft]noons2 f ! dea? ( ^: sects & s*ism-%ops we set =? to f9d ! unity ( life2 f ! obsc5ity ( ^: loves we came into ! fir/ great cleans+ hatr$ ( ourselves4444 ,no hatr$ n[4 ,hatr$ is "p ( ! ,old4 ,x has no "p to un/eady ! h&s ( ! recon/ructioni/s4 ,?is ,new ,race has come up 9 /rong soil4 ,! ,old n\ri%$ & f]tilis$ all its vitalities4 ,! new gre5 b5ea? ! litt] ( dead leaves cries out "u ! decay1 ,y are /ifl+ me6 b ! plan ( x all is wis]1 = !re is w>m? /ill 9 ! humus ( ! old to protect ! new & ! fro/s may n be f9i%$4 ,m & m z ! s5se ( big cleans+ & *a/5+ came home to u1 ! ev]la/+ pr9ciples ( reason & ord] & beauty also appe>$ out ( ! *aos & ! pa94444 ,!y 7 say+ 9 ,europe t ?is w> 0 a w> )\t morale4 ,we believ$ x w\ld be a w> ) morale be=e ! de/ruction 0 f9i%$4 ,"o ( ! cleane/ dreams we _h 0 t ,am]ica w\ld br+1 ) its guns & knives & in/rum5ts ( flagellation1 some?+ ( ! almighty _s ( ! human he>t to light ! blackness :]e ! ,pale ,horse has pass$4 ,t's all morale is1 & w> )\t morale hasn't any cause or effect on ! con/ructive side1 & w cont9ue to de/roy itself aga9/ itself z all su* =ces d 9 _! madness4 ,if any "o concludes t we 7 a gr\p ( religioni/s ga!r$ 9 ,/one/udy t night x w be well to po9t out t ?is planet w be a :ole lot m religi\s be=e w> ends1 & no "o w be l\d] ab\t x ?an ! trade-m9d ev]y:]e4 ,w> br+s dea?1 & dea? en=ces ! fai? ( ! human he>t1 & fai? is "o ( a tr9ity 7z we le>n$ 9 ,sabba? ,s*ool & v>i\sly s9ce7 t incl9es ! he>t ( man to ,god4 ,y take a lov$ object f ! ,se5 & place x 9 ! ,unse5 7?\s&s ea* day ! soldi]s pass7 & fai? is born ( ! agony ( sep>ation4 ,! human he>t =ces a bridge across ! abyss f ! ,se5 to ! ,unse54 ,x's ! old /ory ( ! b]eav$ turn+ to ,god4 ,sa9ts are ?us made--?us t5d]ness & purity come to be4 ,)9 ! next t5 ye>s !re w be h]oisms be=e our eyes--h]oisms su* z se]s & sa9ts & sages h dream$ ( z ! consummation ( ! human he>t4 ,& ^? :o h lo/ mo/ & m\rn$ mo/ w read ! et]nal joy ( ! ,plan f ! ,book ( ,god's ,remembrance4 99 99 99 99 99 ,:5 y see ! remnant ( a race ( p cry+ out t !re is no ,god--!n y beg9 to "k :at w> means4 ,:5 a c\ntry has giv5 its ti! ( human blood1 or "o 9 five is gone--!n y beg9 to "k :at an ,au/rian woman meant1 :5 %e spoke ( ! horrible gr9d+ ( w> & ! answ] ( ! wom5 to man's cries ( pa9 afield4 444 ,:5 peace br+s a wor%ip ( mat]ials & a dulness t _c look beyond exi/+ in/itutions--! end is w>1 & aft] t a sitt+ 9 black ^u ! gr\nd4 ,we didn't "k :at dea? meant be=e ?is w>--b _m h le>n$4 ,! v ^w dea? has ! sweete/ s\nd ( all utt]$ names to _m a lonely he>t to-day4 ,we didn't "k en\gh ab\t dea?4 ,we _h ! habit ( ?9k+ ?is 0 all4 ,! end ( su* ?9k+ is w>1 & aft] t1 a sitt+ 9 black ^u ! gr\nd4 ,:5 y\r he>t is cleft 9 twa9 & "o "p /ays on ?is side1 & ! o!r ov] ! dim bord]l&--!re's a /ra9+ ( eyes into ! ,unse51 a picture mak+ out ( ! creative mat]ials ( human _s4 ,life ( ! s\l beg9s aga9--out ( pa9--always out ( pa94 ,we h n yet le>n$ to accept life f ! high] ma/]s1 ,joy & ,beauty4 ,we /ill le>n ?r\gh ,pa94 ,we =get ! mean+ ( dea?1 ev5 z we ga!r our ?+s ( dea? ab\t u1 & w> comes along to rem9d u aga94 ,always ^? :o answ] to ,ma/] ,pa9 mu/ look to dea? to f9d _! relation to ,god4 ,! fai? t comes ) peace at la/ to ! human he>t1 is en]gis$ by a love t crosses ! abyss ( life & dea?4444 ,a gr& old tea*]1 ,ma/] ,pa94 ,:5 we "k all 8 lessons1 & take 8 h& f our %\ld]1 & t\* x to our lips 7= we %all "k well 8 wond]ful "w :5 ! "t comes = u to "p ) him71 !n we %all f9d t he is n a black man at all--b a ,sunburnt ,god4444 99 99 99 99 99 ,f\r at a supp] table--a little *ild1 its "y "m1 & ! old fa!r & "m ( a gr[n son1 :o has j di$ = ,france4 ,! old man's eyes rov$ f ! *ild to its "m1 back to ! old woman1 & l+]$ !re1 some?+ r\gh & deep & wise 9 8 look4 ,! *ild suff]$ vaguely4 ,!re 0 mu* suff]+ 9 ! h\se4444 ,! "y "m ask$ coldly if !y c\ld feel him 9 ! room4 ,!n j z coldly %e ask$ if !re 7 a ,god4 ,!n %e ran f ! room ) a cry l a night animal4 ,! sil5t *ild began to weep4 ,! old man & ! old woman />$ at ea* o!r & wond]$ :at _! daught]-9-law meant ab\t him be+ 9 ! room4 ,a picture ( ! *a/5$ _w4 ,! *ild turn$ f ! /range1 sad human be+s to ! fairies t play$ ^u ! peasant he>?4 ,! *ild's "m _h ru%$ =? into ! twilight to f9d a vision or a memory or a brea? ( ,god4 ,! old man & ! old woman look$ s long at ea* o!r 9 ! d>kness--t ! s\l ( ! son ( _! fle% /ood = "o heal+ in/ant betwe5 !m4 ,?us ! endur+ figures ( ! ,unse5 reveal !mselves to ^? :o h suff]$ to ! end4 ,! nations are b names to fight =4 ,^! battle-l9es are = humanity's s\l4 ,if ,am]ica is fight+ = humanity1 let x be ) surgical calm & heal+ 9 h] h&s4 ,hate spoils ev]y?+4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! babe kn[s a room2 ! *ild kn[s a h\se & looks out into a /reet2 ! y\? le>ns ! /reet & !n ! city2 ! "y man le>ns 8 c\ntry1 b ! man %\ld le>n ! _w4 ,y c nev] be ! great lov] ( ,am]ica by hat+ ! re/ ( ! _w2 no human m9d c see :at is be/1 :at is ev5 good = ,am]ica1 :5 ! int]e/s ( o!r c\ntries are =gott54 ,no man's c\ntry ev] suff]$ because he turn$ 8 love & s]vice to ! feet ( humanity4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! few :o br\ght ! real ,am]ican imp>tiality to ! ,european w> 9 ! fir/ mon?s1 f\nd !mselves 9 ! mid/ ( ! mo/ *all5g+ *aos t ev] re>$ its head to ! light4 ,pr(\nd & tragic impressions foll[$ ea* o!r4 ,x became icy cle> t ! great] nations1 z well z ! pawns ( ! ,balkans & ! ,levant1 7 puppets alike1 *urn$ toge!r 9 a great planet>y cleans+4 ,e p>tisan pa? 0 f\nd to be increas+ly crook$ ! f>!r "o advanc$--& a %e] desc5t at ! la/4 ,any national po9t ( view us$ to dupe ! p into great] de/ructive en]gy1 prov$ 9 itself1 no matt] h[ s9c]ely (f]$1 z %ort-sight$ & ill-f\nd$ z ! hatr$ ( two soldi]s :o meet betwe5 tr5*es & discov]1 z !y gore ea* o!r to dea?1 t _! only basis = ho/ility is a diff]5t col\r ( coat4 ,/udy+ ,europe 9 ^? d>k days1 ! unprejudic$ eye 0 9 dang] ( hav+ "s tru?s torn d[n ) ! ho/ ( illusions4 ,x 0 h>d to hold fa/ to ! fact t !re 0 any?+ magic or holy ab\t nations at w>4 ,inde$1 !y seem$ entities =m$ ( gr\ps ( gre$y m5 :o want$ _! way--9 ! ma91 gr\ps ( lead]s devoid ( vision & ! _s ( frat]nity1 & c>eless ( ! welf>e ( ! p1 q ! same z _m great comm]cial organisations4444 ,! real enemies ( any p are gr\ps ( m5 :o want ?+s = !mselves4 ,! real issue ( ! w> has no?+ to d ) entities ( ?is k9d1 nor ) alliances ( su* entities1 b ) ! pa9ful grop+ consci\sness ( ! peasant m9d--its sl[ & tortur\s awak5+ to ! fact t royalty 9 its utmo/ pomp & gl[ does n enfold ,god4 ,! p mu/ le>n be=e !y c be free4 ,hi!rto !y h be5 dup$ by ! nations2 & ! nations are n[ be+ dup$ by ea* o!r2 b !re is a great] plan at "w--us+ m5 & nations alike1--a plan to d away ) b\nd>ies & hatr$ & prey+1 to /rike ! spe> f ! h& ( man & leave x free to help 8 neighb\r1 to e/abli% democracy 9 ! place ( imp]ialism1 & frat]nity ^u ! solid foot+s ( ! e>? 9 ! place ( sep>at5ess & /rife4444 ,! new volume ( human _s already has be5 op5$4 ,we felt x t night 9 ,/one/udy be=e lights out1--! fir/ beauty z ( a song across /ill wat]s4 99 99 99 99 99 ,an ,am]ican correspond5t go+ home f ! field 9 ,europe ! long way ar\nd1 met an old ,p]sian ,ma/] on ! road to ,damascus4 ,) ! sage 0 8 ne>e/ disciple1 also a ,p]sian2 9 fact1 ! "y man 0 s lov$ t he _h be5 *ang$ f disciple%ip into son%ip4 ,?is "y ,p]sian became v devot$ to ! ,am]ican4 ,!y /ood toge!r = a mom5t 9 sil5ce1 :5 ! "t = p>t+ came4 ,! old ,ma/] drew ne> & said3 ,x is good to see y place y\r h&s toge!r4 ,to me x is a symbol ( ! m>riage ( ! ,ea/ & ,we/1 = ! ,ea/ & ,we/ mu/ mate4 ,long ago ! ,ea/ w5t up to ,god & ! ,we/ w5t d[n to m54 ,! ,ea/ has le>n$ ,vision & ! ,we/ has le>n$ ,action4 ,^! two mu/ meet & mate aga9 = ! glory ( ,god & ! spl5d\r ( e>?4 ,! ,ea/ has lift$ its s\l to ! hills & held fa/ to its memory ( ! ,fa!r's h\se4 ,! ,we/ has desc5d$ into ! folds ( ! valley1 & won f agony & isolation its efficacy 9 mat]ial ?+s4 ,& n[ ! my/ic is look+ d[n & ! mat]iali/ is look+ up4 ,soon _! h&s %all jo9--l y\r two h&s 9 m9e--& !re %all be great joy 9 ! ,fa!r's ,h\se4 99 99 99 99 99 #i ,,/eve ,/eve & ,i 7 camp+ toge!r = a few weeks on ! ,s\!rn ,cali=nia /r&4 ,"o morn+ he look$ up f ! pages ( a book 9 8 h&s & rem>k$3 ,?is fell[ is "o ( u4 ,! book 0 ,y\?1 by ,joseph ,conrad4 ,i hav5't read a book = a long "t1 ,/eve add$4 ,!re are ?ree /ories 9 ?is4 ,i've read only "o--,he>t ( ,d>kness--9 fact1 ,i hav5't f9i%$ t4444 ,y h to fall into ?is ,conrad & be 8--to get him4 ,y let y\r m9d op5 into a cup1 & pres5tly aft] six or sev5 pages1 y f9d x brimm+4 ,if y fall into him deep en\gh1 y get almo/ :at he sees--n q ?\gh4 ,no read] ev] does4 ,b y get some?+ int5se1 fasc9at+1 a re/lessness1 a t]ror4 ,y f9d t all y\r somnol5ce & in]tia has caught fire4 ,!re _h be5 a t5 m9utes' ra9 at dawn4 ,! smell ( ! tropics mov$ ov] ! /]ile s&4 ,x 0 cool1 b !re 0 no w9d4 ,! day promis$ heat4 ,we _h be5 up 9 ,canada = ! w9t]1 & x 0 h>d to believe t hot sunlight 0 free4 ,a broad quilt ( gulls & plov] sat toge!r on ! %ore wait+ = ! dry+ light or = ! mi/ to rise1 or ! tide to ebb4444 ,/eve resum$3 ,he tells ab\t a boy :o lov$ maps--:o us$ to look = h\rs at ! cont95ts--?rill+ly attract$ to ! d>ke/ places1 ! pat*es /ill unprotect$4 ,!re 0 "o he>t ( d>kness ) a riv] w9d+ ?r\gh4 ,he doesn't tell y ! cont95t or ! riv]1 b !re 7 elephants !re4 ,he %\ld h call$ ! /ory ,ivory4444 ,ye>s aft]w>d1 ! man1 worn to ! bone f ! _w's lies1 sets out to p5etrate ?is deepe/ black ( ! planet4 ,he rea*es ! riv] & foll[s x = endless days1 b ! _w has arriv$4 ,"s nation is !re colonis+ = ,ivory--y don't "k :i*4 ,! /ory is told l t--unplac$ 9 "t & space4 ,really x doesn't matt] :at p>ticul> imp]iali/ic t5d5cy is at "w4 ,! fact is1 he climb$ ! riv] into ! gha/lie/ *aos4444 ,y get ! deep gre5 ( ! he>t ( ! cont95t1 ! m\rnful brood+ leaf9ess--! natives h]d$ & di/ract$1 m afraid ( ! bla/ ( a riv]-/eam]'s :i/le ?an ( any k9d ( viol5t dea?4 ,dea? 0 famili> to !m4 ,!y 7 *a9$ to lab\r1 ca/ loose to die4 ,vultures swept ! sky wait+ = _! limbs to fall /ill4 ,!re 0 ! salty pe/] ( fev] 9 ! air--m5 fooli% ) fev] & heat--a haze ( flies--:ite m5 burn+ out inside--oxidisation ( human s\ls--a /eady & hide\s beat ( dea?--devils ( hate & viol5ce & acquisitiv5ess--cl]ks mak+ entries ( ,ivory--a nation's "y m5 runn+ ?r\gh ! jungles = ,ivory--c>loads ( bright glass beads & pa9t$ calico = ,ivory--all /&>ds ( life & c>e]-build+ set ^u ,ivory--murd] = t--lives lo/1 tribes %att]$--! leafy he>t ( a fre% cont95t se>$ ) ! civil flame ( gre$--commodities dump$ 9 riv] b$s--mails t m5 w\ld die = torn op5 by v&al h&s--wa/e1 p]v]sity1 no?+ clean-cut ev5 ( crime1 ! horrible non-initiative ( ! middlem54444 ,all ?is told ) pati5t exactitude1 b ) indescribable int5sity2 told by a ma/]-h& t trembles2 ) ! control t "o c only "k :o is s5sitive en\gh to tremble4 ,y feel a big man b5d+ =w>d to make y see some?+ t all b kill$ him to f9d out4 ,y feel him sc>r$ & sick1 8 he>t leak+1 because he f\nd x all s hide\sly & /upidly rott54 ,x's a little picture ( a trade w>--t's ! po9t--! w> ( middlem5--middlem5 turn+ to r5d ea* o!r4444 ,he>t ( d>kness--aft] t ! light comes4 ,/eve op5$ & %ut 8 f+]s 9 ! sunlight4 ,! w>m? 0 sweet] e m9ute4 ,?is fell[ sees x all1 he w5t on4 ,he's done a big job = me--= anybody :o gives himself to ! book4 ,!re's some?+ immortal ab\t be+ a workman l t--ab\t any workman4 ,t's :y "o wants to ca/ a weep aft] ! pass+ hordes ( middlem54 ,!y c't d "w4 ,!y don't ev5 see ! fog ( human agony !y've pa9t$ ! _w )4 ,!y are x4 ,x is ! old aga9/ ! old4 ,x's all ab\t ,ivory4 ,!y crucify = fossil4 ,/eve 0 light+ up4 ,?is ,conrad br\ght back to me to-day a bigg] love = ! workman4 ,! />v$ & scorn$ inv5tor gets ! be/ ( x1 aft] all--n 9 ,ivory--b he builds some?+ 9 himself4 ,he quick5s some?+ 9 himself t goes on 9 fre$ consci\sness :5 ! body falls4 ,no1 ,i don't insi/ t any?+ goes on 9 any p>ticul> way1 b ! deep mom5ts ( "w someh[ %[ a man t ! be/ ( him "h is b a nexus betwe5 a savage pa/ & a spl5did future4444 ,x's wond]ful to be alive to-day4 ,i believe !re are secret ag5cies at "w beh9d all ! gov]nm5ts--t !y are "o at ! top4 ,i don't mean detectives1 n intellig5ce or espionage bureaus4 ,pot5t1 my/ic1 infallible =ces4 ,x doesn't matt]4 ,"s p]son or "s gr\p is hold+ ! plan ( ! ,new ,age4 ,we're le>n+ life z nev] be=e--pluck+ ! deep] fruits & my/]ies ( pa94 ,b "o mu/ g ap>t f ! cr[d to see4 ,"o mu/ cease to be a p>tisan4 ,! real se] sees ! :ole1 n ! "p4 ,all ! w>-l&s are 9 pa94 ,"o sees only ! "p1 :5 "o is 9 pa94 ,n "o man out ( a million sees x all4 ,a few ,russians see x all--a few 9 ,*9a--a few 9 ,india4 ,roma9 ,roll& sees x all4 ,?is fell[1 ,conrad1 sees x all4444 ,x's a pity if ,am]ica doesn't soon get ! full picture4 ,x's wor? see+---- ,ocean & sunlight & m\nta9s4 ,! _w 0 a brimm+ cup4 ,if a man c\ld take all ! beauty !re 0 = him1 he c\ld nev] die4444 ,we w5t ov] to ! po/-(fice ( ! little t[n4 ,! bus9ess m5 ( ! place 7 com+ 94 ,! fir/ mail _h j be5 di/ribut$4444 ,groc]s1 but*]s1 ! h>dw>e man1 ! real e/ate m51 ! man :o ran ! newspap]1 fi%]m51 b>b]s1 lawy]s--ma9ly fat & pleasant--*ildr5 on ! way to s*ool4 ,!y 7 %ort-brea!d & %ort-arm$4 ,!y dress$ 9 wool & wore heavy d>k hats4 ,i _h nev] notic$ be=e h[ %ort-arm$ ! race ( tradespeople are4 ,lab\r]s & peasants are n s2 pa9t]s & musicians h a t5d5cy to be long-arm$4 ,i m5tion$ ?is to ,/eve4 ,! middlem51 said he4 ,!y are tight5$ ?r\gh\t--ligam5ts contract$--contraction tak+ place 9 ! deep] weaves ( m9d1 a dry+ up ( ! deep] s\rces ( life4 ,contraction1 self-c5t]+--t's :at madness is4 ,a man mu/ s+1 or weave1 or build or make bricks4 ,! ways ( competitive life are paltry ways4 ,!y hide _! ways f "o ano!r1 & aft]w>d f !mselves4 ,!y pluck no fruits2 !y contrive no %ort cuts2 !y d n become intimate ev5 ) ! commodities ( ! e>?--! v ?+s !y wor%ip & p>e m>g9s f4 ,!y eat infam\sly1 fil* f ea* o!r4444 ,x's all "h--all t ,conrad pictur$ 9 ! he>t ( d>kness4 ,^! are ! sick1 ! maim$1 ! bl9d ( ! e>?4 ,!y live 9 ! realm ( fe>1 pa91 ang]1 desire4 ,^! are ! w>-mak]s4444 ,_! arms are twi/+ & %ort5+ 9 to _! navels---- ,sunlight /ream$ 9 ?r\gh ! op5 doors ( ! po/-(fice4 ,motors go+ by dr[n$ ! s(t ru/l+ f ! sea4 ,! hell ( ! out] _w trickl$ 9 ?r\gh bits ( conv]sation4 ,ev]ybody _h read ! morn+ pap] at ! same "t4 ,no "o ?\ght ( tell+ any?+ t 8 neighb\r did n "k4444 ,europe 0 />v+--! ,presid5t 0 ill--railroads 9 /rike1 coal fam9e1 prohibitive co/ ( /aples--,france crack+ ) ! dry-rot ( exhau/ion--,engl& 444 a voice--,g]many *ok+ 9 h] own blood4 ,! tradespeople ( ! little t[n by ! sea ga!r$ 9 _! bills & ord]s & adv]tisem5ts & hurri$ back to _! %ops4 ,no?+ a/oni%$ any m4 ,!re 7 no words = ! _w's woe--no e>s = lam5tations--no m9d b to buy *eap at ! "r "t & sell de> all ! "t4 ,we walk$ back to ! %ore4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i once saw a little t[n on a hill-side1 ,/eve said4 ,a gr& boot-mak] 0 !re1 & a man :o made clocks ) su* tools z he _h--big noble clocks t ran unv>y+ly eight full days4 ,ano!r man made furniture--p]fect woods f ! =e/ dry+ 9 8 kilns & %$s4 ,!re 0 a sweet smell ab\t 8 %op4 ,!re 0 a weav] & a pott] !re4 ,! days 7 long & s++1 full ( lab\r & peace4 ,no "o multipli$ by me*anical means4 ,e artisan _h 8 appr5tices4 ,! age ( ! appr5tices w come back--) a new dim5sion add$---- ,switz]l& or dream8 said ,i4 ,/eve smil$4 ,!y are />t+ communities all along ?is coa/1 he said4 ,_m are on ! que/ ( ! t[n ,i saw4 ,we sat d[n ^u ! s& aga94 ,! sun 0 high]4 ,:ite cl\ds brood$ 9 heav5's own daylight2 :ite w+s mov$ ^u ! sea1 ,i 0 ?9k+ ab\t ,/eve & all he _h said4 ,:at ,conrad pictur$ 9 ! d>k cont95t exi/$ "h 9 "o ( ! cleane/ small t[ns ( ,am]ica--an e>li] /age ( ! same malignant disease4 ,f ! broad & beautiful vantage po9ts ( democracy & frat]nity--e %op "h 0 a lair1 ! products1 expos$ & secret$1 a spectacle ( moral decay & ins5sate dev\r+2 e s*oolh\se a place ( dismal en*antm5t :]e competition 0 n only taught b en=c$4 ,/eve knew deeply well :5 he spoke1 t ! creative arti/1 ! produc] ( e real & true & beautiful ?+1 comes into ! p[] to express himself1 9 spite ( su* education1 n because ( !m4 ,"o c laugh at all m$iocre m5 occupy+ seats ( ! mighty & call+ _! dead gods to witness t !y are "r--b "o :o kn[s t ! intr9sic gift ( ea* *ild is ! "o ?+ 9 sunlight to be promot$1 turns away a bit dismally f ! spectacle ( ! /&>disation ( ! *ild m9d--f ! :olesale manufacture ( middlem5 by s*ool sy/em4 ,/eve loves ,am]ica4 ,i "k ( no "o :o loves ,am]ica m4 ,he doesn't rise & *e] :5 ! or*e/ra plays a que/ionable bit ( v]se & tune 9 a movie-hall :]e imag9ation is be+ put to dea?--b he believes 9 ! vision ( ! ,f\nd]s ( ,am]ica4 ,he believes 9 ! spaci\sness & spl5d\r ( ! ,am]ican _s2 t ! dream ( a few my/ics w triumph at ! la/1 & t ! _m w foll[ ! dream ( ! few4 ,he does n believe t ! voice ( ! middlem5 is ! voice ( ,god4 ,x's h>d to cr$it1 b ?is "y man does n hate "o c\ntry to love ano!r4 ,he loves ,am]ica because ! dream ( a new heav5 & a new e>? has a quick] *ance = break+ ?r\gh into matt] "h ?an else:]e4 ,he p]ceives ! tissues ( ! s5ile & ! obsc5e break+ d[n 9 ,am]ica1 "u int5se civil & m>tial & moral processes4 ,he believes t ?is break+ d[n is ess5tial be=e ! build+ beg9s4 ,he believes t ! future w be built ^u ! ?\ghts ( m5 :o are great en\gh to /& ap>t f ! dumas1 f ! cab9ets & ! s5ates1 j n[4 ,z ,/eve sees x1 all p>tisans h to d ) ! p>ts1 & ! p>ts ( ! p>tisans h to d ) ! ,old1 :i* is de/roy+ itself--s5se aga9/ sub/ance1 limb aga9/ limb1 organ aga9/ organ4 ,! "y m5 ( ! ,new ,race are born ( a mat+ ( ! ,ea/ & ,we/4 ,!y are naturally intol]ant ( p>titions4 ,/eve is "o ( ^!4 ,he isn't a _s alone4 ,he is a body & bra94 ,he has /ay$ awake ?r\gh ! full night & day4 ,he sees ! planet 9 "o piece4 ,he has cross$ all ! riv]s4 ,he kn[s ! "y m5 ( ,am]ica4 ,he is "o ( !m4 ,he loves ,am]ica because he kn[s ! re/ ( ! _w4 ,he has fri5ds among ! ,*9ese "y m5--among ! "y m5 ( ,russia & ,india4 ,he says t all ?ree h great] ob/acles to ov]come 9 gett+ ! dream ?r\gh1 ?an we ( ,am]ica--t ev]ybody w be s++ x aft] ! wreckage is cle>$ away4 ,am]ica1 ,russia1 ,india1 ,*9a--!y are l&s1 n pavem5ts1 ,/eve decl>$4 ,he 0 look+ across & to ! s\?4 ,! sun 0 a glory ab\t u--all ! backgr\nd a t5tative1 swiftly pass+ ?+1 all b =gott5 n[1 /ill$ by ! ru/le ( ! long1 l[ :ite l9es ( ! sea4 ,! ,new ,age w r$eem all ! broad l&s1 he said1 ) a trace ( a smile--l&s = mead[s & fields & g>d5s--mead[s = milk1 fields = :eat1 g>d5s = honey--! ,new ,race is p>ticul> = ! p]fect foods--foods = ! giant & ! *ild--broad l&s = ! toil]s--! great sea coa/s = ! dream]s4444 ,x's all a matt] ( ta/e1 he add$4 99 99 99 99 99 #aj ,,hejira ,we f\nd we 7 a bit ti$ 9 ! ,middle ,we/1 caught some:at :e!r we lik$ x or n1 9 ! me%es ( possession4 ,/eve & ,i _h lik$ x mu* out on ! ,s\!rn ,cali=nia /r&4444 ,:5 "o reads 9 ! e>li] book1#ab ! /ress t we put on build+ t big /one h\se on ,lake ,erie2 ?is felicit\s hejira may disconc]t4 #ab ,*ild & ,c\ntry4 ,! fact is1 we we>i$ ( possession4 ,we f\nd ourselves ye>n+ = t beauty :i* is unconf9$4 ,we 7 a?ir/ = new ?+s1 a diff]5t break ( seasons & taxes4444 ,! _w 0 s full ( p :o c\ld build & buy & own & insure1 t we decid$ we %\ld be do+ ! ?+s t ! o!rs c\ld n4 ,we 7 glad to h built ! h\se = ! o!r fell[4 ,we _h to d x4 ,we le>n$ h[ to run x well1 9 & out--b x 0 a /one h\se4 ,:5 a man builds a /one h\se ) walls eighte5 in*es ?ick1 he mu/ leave a hole to get out2 also he mu/ be sure t he isn't build+ on 8 own *e/4444 ,9 true ,hive _s1 we r5\nc$ at ! highe/ mom5t ( possession4 ,! cr[d _c be se5 by "o :o /&s 9 ! cr[d4 ,on ! same basis a man _c see ! relation ( 8 h\se to ! road or g>d5 f ! inside ( ! h\se4 ,! _w mu/ be reg>d$ f outside to be se5 z a :ole4 ,! ,new ,race is det]m9$ to see x s4 ,?is outside is none o!r ?an ! my/ical viewpo9t ( all _w arti/s & build]s4 ,"o does n "k :at fri5ds are1 until "o discov]s t ! secret ( fri5d%ip is n 9 gett+ b 9 giv+4 ,no "o kn[s :at love is until he rev]ses all ! laws t ! _m foll[ n[4 ,i d n mean lawlessness4 ,i mean ! high] law t is f\nd at la/ by ! que/] aft] goodness1 beauty & tru?4 ,we h to f9i% ) ! _w z x is be=e we set out 9 que/ ( a bett] c\ntry4444 ,we f\nd t we _h to become active s]vants ( a f9] ideal ?an h\sehold+ at its highe/4 ,we det]m9$ to d m ?an to dream ?is ideal2 we set ab\t to make a bett] c\ntry4 ,at wor/1 we "w = our *ildr54 ,x came to u _m times be=e we mov$ t we 7 =ev] done ) ?+s z !y are2 t we _h come to ! end ( %[ & prop]ty-measure & ho>d+2 to ! end ( ! love ( self :i* de/roys ! vision = fri5d%ip2 to ! end ( dome/icity :i* holds "o's neighb\r z prey or rival2 to ! end ( civic id5tification1 or relation ) any f$]at$ commonweal?1 :i* fancies its exi/5ce ?reat5$ by ! prosp]ity ( o!r political bodies4 ,no heat ab\t x4 ,we came to ! edge ( ! ,lake 9 vanloads2 we w5t away ) bags4444 ,i turn$ f ! ea/]n di/ance on ! bluff1 on "o ( ! la/ days1 & look$ at ! v9$ /udy & ! big /one h\se1 ! elms s /rong & gre5 ab\t x4 ,i rememb]$ ! e>ly picture ( all ?is4 ,x began f ,/ev5son's ,treasure ( ,fran*>d1 _m ye>s ago1--h[ old ,dr4 ,duprez w5t out 9 ! morn+ & tri$ grapes & plums ) ! dew on !m1 sniff+ ! p]fumes ( 8 own y>d1 dwell+ 9 8 own or*>ds4 ,i rememb] "o day be=e build+ t ! man came to u ab\t ! "y trees4 ,he _h pictures ( !m 9 books--blooms & fruits ( su* col\rs t nature w\ld nev] be guilty (--all ! fruits ,i he>d ( z a boy--:ite grapes t nev] gr[ 9 ?is c\ntry1 purple ones t gr[ :e!r y c>e or n4444 ,! trees 7 com+ on n[1 _m ) rip5+ fruit4 ,! grove ( elms 0 a matt] ( collat]al1 z ! bank w\ld say4 ,! break-wat] _h caught up ?\s&s ( y>ds ( s&4 ,x work$--! old /ruggle ( wa/+ banks =gott5 until a great] /orm4 ,! honeysuckles t 7 plann$ to climb ! b>s ( ! /udy w9d[s1 _h to be trimm$ n[ = any light at all4 ,! wi/>ia trail$ admirably & impos$ ^u ! front ! s5se ( ye>s4 444 ,we _h plann$ to h all ! fruits2 "s ( ! f9e/ 7 n[ 9 fl[]4 ,we came ) _m clo!s1 und]we> & out]we>1 wool & d>k ?+s4 ,we left ) a few light effects 9 our h&s--to f9d a place :]e :ite g>m5ts might be worn 9 peace4 ,we came ) a great idea ( food--game & fi%es1 meats1 p\ltry1 _m cans & vegetables & dess]ts4 ,we w5t away ) a ta/e = graham bread & butt]--a spread ( honey1 a glass ( milk4 ,we came ) a fe> ( disease = ! *ildr51 fe> ( colds1 fe> ( los+ some?+1 or hav+ some?+ tak5 away1 d\btless hav+ ! fe> ( dea? & accid5t4 ,we w5t away ) a cle> idea ( :at dea? is & ! advantage ( x1 *ildr5 & adults alike4 ,"y *ildr5 rode ! horse t _h a reputation = be+ wild-spirit$ & v mu* a man's m\nt4 ,we _h se5 ! deep places ( ! ,lake fill ) sun%9e4 ,we came ) p>asols & awn+s & protections aga9/ ! sun4 ,mo/ ( u w\ld l to h worn no?+ b a bree*-cl\t _h ! t[n p]mitt$2 & ! only "t we _h f\nd ! _w h>d to be>1 0 ! long grey ,spr+ days ( ra94 ,sunlight--x is clos] to ,god & happ9ess & manhood & e delight ?an words c sugge/4 ,! m y "k ( x1 ! m y ne$2 ! m y love x1 ! m its my/]i\s excell5ce unfolds4 ,i "k :at sun/roke is1 & :at ! sickness f heat is4 ,x's a vile /ate ( ! body1 or vile clo?+ t /ifles ! body4 ,:5 "o is well & has le>n$ to come back to ! ,fa!r ( ,lights--!re is no fe> 9 8 he>t4 ,i us$ to we> a helmet & d>k glasses1 b no m--eyes /rong] ?an ev]4 ,i look = ! sun 9 ! morn+ & />e up f ! s& into 8 face at high noon4 ,!re is no?+ ! matt] ) sunlight4 ,! sadness & ! sickness is ) ^? :o br+ _! quilts & cloaks to hide x f _! fle%4444 ,x's all 9 syn!sis4 ,! end ( bulk possession is pa94444 ,we />t$ 9 ) _m fl[]s4 ,we end$ ) roses4 ,x's all 9 ! tea-rose4444 ,by c>eful selection ( ?\ghts ov] a little p]iod1 we c come into ! joy ( fl[]s 9 o!r p's g>d5s4 ,!re are brave m5 :o all[ y to walk 9 _! or*>ds2 & !re are _m :o "w h>d to raise fruits = a price4 ,!re is mu* joy1 if y really look at x1 9 build+ a h\se = ano!r fell[4 ,we />t ) ! brute mat]ials--beg9n+ ) ! clay itself4 ,our cultivations become m int5sive ?r\gh ! ye>s4 ,all life is s4 ,we take ! extract ( a ?+ at la/--a %elf ( books :]e =m]ly we want$ a roomful--somebody's else little r5t$ bungal[1 :]e =m]ly we want$ an e/ate4 ,we realise1 at la/1 t !re is an ess5ce to be obta9$ f ! extract1 an oil f ! ess5ce--a _s at la/ f ! oil4 ,! :ole /ory is 9 t--syn!sis4 ,sl[ly1 at la/1 we beg9 to set ourselves free4 ,we desc5d into matt]2 le>n its lessons & laws1 rise l a plant ?r\gh ! d>kness to ! light1 integrat+ =ce to meet & cope ) ! new & light] elem5t4 ,i held up sev5 little books 9 "o h&--weigh+ no m ?an a new novel4 ,x's all 9 ^!1 ,i said to ! ,*apel4 ,"o c\ld put ^! 9 8 bag & h x all4 444 ,& !n at la/1 ,i w5t d[n alone & empty-h&$ to ! %ore1 m$itat$ on ,god ) sun & s& & fl[+ airs4444 ,all matt] is scaffold+ :i* falls away4 ,a man ?9ks he builds a h\se = himself1 b no soon] has he put on ! la/ tile ?an dea? or ! op5 road calls4 ,he *ooses 8 climate & gr[s out ( x4 ,he ?9ks he mu/ possess1 t he mu/ ho>d aga9/ a ra9y day1 & he ga!rs ! /uff ( dea? ab\t him4 ,if he _c rise1 dea? cov]s him = ! "t4 ,dr4 ,duprez didn't speak ( ! c>e ( 8 or*>d1 or 8 g>d54 ,x 0 all /ory to me4 ,de> ,r4,l4,s4 ,he didn't dream ( ! "w ( ! h& necess>y to keep up an or*>d1 & h a connoisseur's joy = a few summ] days ( ! ye>4 ,he didn't tell ( ! p>asites1 ! spr9kl+s1 ! ars5ates & pumps1 nor ( ! little w+$ migrators t sit on ! hills1 wait+ = ! potatoes to come up4 ,! call comes to possess no?+4 ,x _h bett] be answ]$4 #aa ,,! ,,spectator ,"s ( u "h h swiftly review$ c]ta9 old slav]ies1 t we may set free ! *ildr5 ( to-day4444 ,!y d n h to make ! same mi/akes we did4 ,i1 at ?irty-n9e1 say to ^? t5 & tw5ty & ?irty ye>s y\ng]3 ,/>t :]e ,i leave (f4 ,i d n relieve y ( pa9 or error or %ortsight$ness1 ( passion or pleasure1 or any?+ t ar\ses or we>s d[n body & s\l4 ,only ?is ,i ask y--don't make ! same mi/akes ,i did4 ,let me give y ! answ] to a few petty & pe/if]\s lures4 ,i c put y "r on !m4 ,beg9 n[ to le>n y\r lessons by do+ ?+s wrong at fir/1 a holy way to get some:]e1 b be a pione] 9 y\r evils2 be d>+ & fa/idi\s & full-p[]$ & discrim9at+ 9 y\r faults6 ,above all1 be imp]sonal 9 !m z soon z possible4 ,let ! w9ds ( ! _w breeze ?r\gh4 ,x's all a ,laugh4 ,e process ( ! _w to-day is design$ to take away t adorable love & li/5+ ( ! *ild to its own s\l4 ,/reets1 s*ools1 trade1 neighb\rs1 h\ses 9 r[s1 prie/s1 pa/ors1 *>latans1 all /&>dise4 ,a ?\s& tea*]s 9 te*nic = "o 9 ! _s ( ?+s2 t5 ?\s& tea*]s ( ! heal? ( ! body 7& e "o wrong7 = "o :o %[s ! way to ! s+le & sacr$ f\nta9 ( y\?2 innum]able voices lift$ 9 fly-dron+s ( in/ruction1 h[ to fill ! b9 & ! bra91 ! bank & ! b\rse--h[ to h & to hold & to die hold+1 & to bury oneself 9 ! mid/ (--= "o :o laughs & plays & d>es to wat* ! _w g by4444 ,at la/ to be ! ,spectator6 ,i tell y n[ f mu* liv+ t !re is no?+ "h 9 ! _w t is wor? fight+ =1 b ! glad tol]ance ( ev5ts1 %e]1 laugh+ joy 9 ! ,plan4444 ,e "t y adju/ y\r life to ! /&>d ( ! _w1 y are do+ some?+ t is b5ea? y\r s\l1 & y w suff] = x1 & be =c$ to retrace4 ,dress = ! _w1 & ! _w w f9d its flaws 9 y4 ,"w = ! _w accord+ to its specification1 & x w defile y4 ,ent] into any ( ! competitions ( ! _w & y\r face & y\r h&s & task w be con/rict$ by visible & invisible imp$im5ts & b>ri]s1 less ?an ! real ( y 9 e detail4 ,se>* = heal? accord+ to ! laws ( fle% alone1 & x w elude y at e po9t1 %[+ y all vanities & pits & pa9s4 ,se>* = beauty ( face & body1 & x w be ! fir/ ?+ tak54 ,!re is no?+ 9 ! _w b to make ! human div9e--t is ! job we are "h =4 ,to cease to hold is ! beg9n+ ( inv9cible attraction2 want no?+ & ! treasures ( ! _w are y\rs4 ,y _c h heal? until y are ready to give up life "h4 ,cease to cl+1 & t :i* 0 a body held ap>t f y1 is sudd5ly a w+$ creature return+4444 ,!re is no?+ "h b ! love /ory1 & ! p[] ( t mu/ be spiritual4 ,! madonna ( ! future w look up1 n d[n at ! head ^u h] brea/4 ,man mu/ ov]come mammon2 ,woman mu/ ov]come ! mammal4 ,! lov]s ( ! future w look a little "t 9 ea* o!r's eyes & mu* above to a ,?ird :o w come ne>] & ne>] = _! adoration4444 ,! fri5ds ( ! future w s+ 9 _! ,p>t+s2 !y %all "k ! _s & ! brea? ( cam>ad]ie :i* kn[s no dea?4 99 99 99 99 99 ,!re is a t5d5cy on ! "p ( our "y associates to be extravagant 9 _! spee*4 ,mu* t !y see is beyond _! capacity dec5tly to express4 ,a gr\p ( u 0 look+ d[n f a high balu/rade4 ,fl[]y v9es 7 wov5 intricately aga9/ ! face ( ! /ucco bel[4 ,we became consci\s ( an incr$ible :irr+1 s l[ t x 0 difficult to he>1 & yet s int5se z to give ! ?\ght ( a di/ant seismic disord]4 ,x 0 ! invisible w+s ( a humm+-bird1 fla%+ f cup to cup 9 ! v9es bel[4 ,! *ild /&+ next to me said3 ,! s\nd has texture4 ,x express$ some?+ v real to me2 yet !re is n p[] 9 words to portray ! exact feel+4 ,all ! objects ( nature h _! spiritual dim5sions also = ^? :o dwell mu* 9 ! ,unse54 ,^! unusual *ildr5 see ! mat]ial object m]ely z an outpo/ = a *all5g+ my/]y2 :ile1 to ! mat]ial m9d1 ! outpo/ is all1 & ! lavi% adjectives & expressions ( ! =m] are deplor$ z gu% or affectation4 ,z a matt] ( spl5did tru?1 ! mo/ m>k$ & pot5t ( all adjectives & expressions are pitifully inadequate to express ! lu/re & radiance :i* beg9s at ! po9t :]e ?ree dim5sions end4 ,! ,valley ,road ,girl came into ! ,/udy "o day1 say+ t ?is *apel book %\ld be call$ ,! ,hive4 ,we all ?\ght x a wond]ful "n to "w t[>d1 yet ! unfold+ ( possibilities has be5 /eadily int]e/+ s9ce t day4 ,! inn] sanctu>ies ( occult lit]ature comm5d ! /ud5ts to look to ! bees4 ,! patt]n ( mu* t man has /ill to unfold f 8 own s\l1 = 8 p]sonal & communal uplift1 is already express$ 9 ! hive4 ,!re is a p]iod ( l>va1 & a p]iod ( w+s to ea* cycle4 ,su* matt]s call to ^? ( spiritual disc]nm5t4 ,"o feels on ! v]ge ( great revelations = humanity1 beyond ! ?+ call$ dea?1 z he /udies ?is m9iature model ( a great democracy4 ,! mo/ fasc9at+ love episode ,i ev] read 0 ! ,nuptial ,flight 9 ,maet]l9ck's ,life ( ! ,bee4 ,! maje/y ( w++ to ! sun1 ! fall+ back ( ! weak]-w+$ suitors1 ! comm&+ isolation ( sun & sky1 fusion "u ! mighty beat ( ! w+s ( ! que51 ! brok5 body ( ! male1 ! "m's return to ! %ad[ & ! lab\r ( ! g5]ative :eel--magically1 x all op5$ a vi/a to ! great r5unciations1 ! great passions & aspirations ahead = ! human s\l1 great fusions ( ! future1 m>riages truly made 9 heav51 ! inevitable tr9ity ( all mat+s--! drama ( love & dea?4 ,= h] "o high noon flight 9 ,june1 ! que5 toils ?r\gh ye>s4 ,%e br+s back f t sup]b in/ant ! sw>m+ cities ( ! future4 ,on & on1 %e unfolds h] fecundity 9 ! d>k1 a prodigi\s & ,h]culean lab\r2 f ! human /&po9t a task ( intol]able pa9 & monotony4 ,! que5's lab\r is sc>cely m difficult ?an ! tasks assign$ to ! ho/s ( work]s1 :i* appe> to be d5i$ any sep>ate episode ( emancipation4 ,yet1 equally ) ! que51 !y %>e ! communal _s2 & no "o :o has /ood among ! hives at ! end ( a long summ] day1 & he>d ! song ( b\nty & deep-he>t$ cont5t1 c d5y ! peace t dwells among ! myriad ( skill$ artisans1 ea* ) 8 p]fectly appo9t$ task4 ,bees appe> to rememb] ! light1 :ile work+ at ! opposite side ( ! :eel4 ,m51 z yet1 are deta*$1 lo/ 9 ! h]esies ( self & /rife4 ,only a few vision>ies h pe]$ beyond ! petty rea* ( ! optic n]ve1 to p]ceive t ?is1 :i* we make s mu* (1 is b ! hell-portion2 t ?is appe>ance ( ours 9 p\nds is a m]e dress+ up 9 mat]ials ( e>? to endure ! d>k & l[ vibration ( ! :eel's mo/ d[nw>d sweep4 ,^! few vision>ies1 always s++ ! joy ( ! o!r arcs ( ! cycle1 someh[ keep ! dream alive1--! dream t appe>s already to be ! ess5tial bless$ness & magic ( life 9 ! hive4 ,all my/icism seeks to tea* u ?is s+le po9t :i* ! bees seem to h le>n$ s well--to transc5d "t & space 9 lab\r2 to put (f ! s5se ( sep>ation & /rife1 to he>k5 to ! s\l's own song ( equality & suffic+ days4 ,we mu/ be pu%$ to ! la/ rea*es ( pa9 be=e we le>n ?is secret4 ,we h to p5etrate ! d>kness be=e we e>n ?is fla% :i* sw+s wide ! portals ( joy4 ,joy is ! mo/ pot5t ?+ 9 ! univ]se4 ,! bee-que5 "m weaves race aft] race ( prog5y out ( ! incr$ible dynamics ( an in/ant's joy4 ,ea* cell t %e fills ) life is a liv+ fragm5t ( h] nuptial fea/4 ,fusion is ec/asy1 p>turition is pa94 ,! _m become "o2 t is heav54 ,! "o becomes _m aga92 t is e>? & hell4 ,integration & diffusion--! same /ory told 9 ! hives & ant-hills1 9 ! /roll+ w9ds & sw++ seas1 9 ! he>ts & m>ts ( m51 9 mat+s ev]y:]e4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! orig9al idea 0 to use ! title1 ,! ,hive1 9 relation to ! happy int5sity ( ,/one/udy days1 b our ideal grew to adapt to ! "n1 because ( its revelations 9 reg>d to ! new social ord]2 ! pure & in/ant abnegation ( ! self to ! community2 ! active acceptance ( ! precept3 ,t :i* is good = ! "o is good = ! _m1 & t :i* is good = ! _m is good = ! "o4 ,we _c lose ourselves long 9 our own mis]y :5 we realise ! glory ( ye/]day1 & ! m spaci\s sol> adv5ture ( to-morr[4 ,we _c cont9ue to feel our own isolation :5 we p]ceive a bro!r 9 ! eye ( a /rang]1 :5 we p]ceive ! sons ( ,god 9 ! eyes ( pass+ m54 ,at l5g? appe>s ! task ahead--! great ,fa!rl&1 ! ,planet>y ,hive4 ,i h tak5 ! h9t f ! new race *ildr51 t to transc5d pa9 we mu/ make joy ( x4 ,giv5 ! h9t1 "o realises t ! ma/]s ( all ages h told ! same /ory--h[ to make light ( human %ad[1 h[ to make lu/r\s our own d>kness4 ,no matt] :at sci5ce says to ! contr>y1 ! que/ = ! ,absolute means ! same ?+2 ?is is ! m>riage at ,cana1 ! turn+ ( wat] into w9e2 ?is is ! passion ( ! anci5t al*emi/s1 to transmute base metals into gold2 ?is is heal+2 ?is is reg5]ation4 ,to make joy out ( pa9 is /ill m3 x is p[] = _w's "w2 x is ! light t "o c>ries among m52 x is ! fire t makes man rememb]$ by 8 fell[s1 t makes man significant 9 any task4 ,x is loss ( ! s5se ( self2 ! dea? ( ! l[] = ! bir? ( ! high] life2 ! subjugation ( ?ree-score-&-t5 = immortality2 an adios to ! h&s t cl+1 = ! /ride & rhy?m ( ! ,great ,companions on ! long road4 ,x is n = ! sa9t any m ?an = ! soldi]1 n = ! sage any m ?an = ! politician1 n = ! poet any m ?an = ! p>5t4 ,x is n piety1 x is p[]4 ,"o le>ns x be/ f ! *ildr54 ,"o becomes z a little *ild 9 le>n+ x well4 ,we are le>n+ rapidly ^! days4 ,^! are ! days ( humanity's passion & pilgrimage4 ,! s\l ( humanity is pass+ along ! du/y roads ( ,pale/9e1 = ! heal+ ( its own weaknesses1 ! ca/+ out ( its own demons4 ,"o :o is n c>ry+ a "p ( ! _w burd5s n[1 z well z 8 p]sonal pack1 seems =gott5 ( ! gods4 ,x has come to _m ( u t we d>e n take m ?an a glimpse ( our own allott$ happ9ess--t we may n h m ?an a t\* ( ! belov$'s h& 9 ^! days ( p>turition ev]y:]e4 ,b p]sonally & nationally we %all come to t significant cross+ :]e no?+ else c be tak5 f u1 :]e dea? seems ! highe/ boon1 & ,ma/] ,pa9 has driv5 home 8 mo/ po9t$ %aft4 ,t is ! mom5t ( laught]4 ,driv5 to ! la/ dit* we turn & laugh4 ,t is ! mom5t ( our expansion = a new k9d ( h]oism4 ,"o builds f t deep h\r4 ,! ultimate secret is n to id5tify oneself ) t :i* *anges4 ,:5 ^! objects %ift or break d[n1 or "s "o takes !m away1 we suff] ! old savage r5t4 ,! day comes :5 we dis5tangle f ! f9al me% ( possession--cease ! idolatry ( ?+s2 !n1 & only !n1 are we ri*--possess+ ! _s & ess5ce ( all ?+s1 tally+ ! univ]se )9 accord+ to its objective arrangem5ts ) ! univ]se )\t4 ,f9ally1 to ma/] ! _w1 "o mu/ le>n actually to enjoy ! mutation ( mat]ial ?+s1 z "o ( an audi5ce wat*es ! movem5ts on ! /age4 ,no long] torn "h & !re 9 ! small fury ( deta*$ affairs1 "o laughs ri*ly at ! progress ( ! ,play4 ,possess+ ! _s ( all ?+s )91 he realises t no?+ he has c really be tak5 away4 ,no long] id5tify+ himself ) mat]ial objects1 he is at la/ 9 t\* ) ! p]fect & *angeless ar*etypes4 ,?is dispassion1 s difficult to rea*1 at la/ ext5ds ov] all _w-=ms4 ,"o ceases to love bodies2 "o loves s\ls4 ,! son at ! front1 ! daught] tak5 to a diff]5t h\se1 ! empty seat at ! table1 cra% ( f9ance or romance--all b a pass+ ( symbols--,godspe$ & a smile4 ,bit by bit ! valiant rea*es t pr(\nd & almo/ div9e indiff]5ce to ! ext]nal1 hav+ b\nd himself to ! real1 ! endur+1 ! inn] cosmos4 ,fir/ passion1 !n dispassion1 !n compassion--conque/ ( pairs ( opposites until night & day are se5 z sep>ate sides ( ! same globe4 ,s ) pa9 & pleasure & all fluctuations4 ,day by day1 :ile le>n+ ?is great secret1 ! aspirant is =c$ to die to ! ?+ he loves mo/4 ,day by day ! ?+ t he hates & fe>s mo/--= t he mu/ live4 ,at la/1 loves & hates m]ge toge!r4 ,"o is no long] focalis$ ^u a po9t1 b ^u a univ]se4 ,he arrives at ! great sil5ce 9 himself1 ! /atic mom5tum4 ,he no long] moves ) ! _w--! pass+ %[ goes by4 ,he transmutes pa9 into joy--n ly+ to ! self1 b because pa9 ( ! body is joy ( ! s\l--joy ( union1 joy ( bir? t comes f pa94 ,at la/ to be ! ,spectator6 ,to possess ! _w1 to realise ! div9ity ( o!rs1 ! ineffable equality ( ,s\ls4 ,to h all1--! mo!r+ w9ds ( ! hills & ! holy brea? ( ! sea2 to move & laugh & die ) all ! _w4 #ab ,,tom ,,& ,,! ,,little ,,girl ,! y\ng] boy ) u--,tom1 n[ sev51 does n f9d x easy to express himself ?r\gh writ+4 ,he draws well1 b t is a tal5t :i* ,i w\ld n recognise s quickly z ! expression ?r\gh words4 ,i mean to s5d him away to an arti/ = a "t4 ,tom's imag9ation is f]tile & expansive4 ,he dictates well--wond]ful play ( col\rs ?r\gh 8 m9d4 ,he talk$ ! foll[+ to an amanu5sis1 a ye> or m ago z he conn$ ov] a h&ful ( col\r$ /ones3 ,!re's a wond]ful my/]y ab\t /ones4444 ,"o l a m\nta9 t ! fire comes up out (--) :ite on top 444 ano!r l a cap ( honey4444 ,ano!r3 ?is is l a great big m\nta91 & ?is is a dog full ( food1 & he's /&+ on a dragon1 "o ( ^? devili% dragons2 8 tail is curv$ "u him1 & a spot on him ne> 8 neck4 ,he looks d[n & he sees ! sky1 float+4 ,he wond]s if he %\ld leap d[n & get "s4 ,!re's a great big lake "u him4 ,he ?9ks he has m p[] ?an any?+ 9 ! _w--he's look+ = m p[]4 ,he's wond]+ :]e x is4 ,see him ?9k+4 444 ,"h's a volcano at night--see ! =ce1 & !n ! ra9 beat+ d[n beh9d x--ev5 see fairies da%+ by !re4 ,"h's a man ) 8 jaw knock$ 94 ,my/]y "h--a =e/ at night4 ,?is is l a col\r$ man t's be5 9 a prize-fight1 & he's gritt+ 8 tee? because he didn't w92 he's got a mug-nose too4 ,!re's a fri$-cake4 ,ano!r3 ,"h's ',agra ,falls & fairies da%+1 & sp>kl+ /ones at night4 ,t's 9 ,japan--t's true1 look at all ! lant]ns up !re4 ,!re's "s ,india--wat] da%+ ov] a cliff1 ano!r l a smoo? cliff1 no?+ to hurt x1 j fairies to fly ar\nd x--& a door-knob1 & !re's a hole :]e owls live4444 99 99 99 99 99 ,_m int]e/+ ?+s appe> 9 ^! dictations provid$ ,tom's help] effaces himself suffici5tly to p]mit ! boy to =get ext]nals4 ,! rema9+ pages ( ?is *apt] is a sket* ( ,tom's case writt5 by ! ,little ,girl#ac :o furni%es an int]e/+ surface ( und]/&+ = ! complications ( ?is lad4 ,incid5tally h] own developm5t is "o ( ! big w9n+s ( ,/one/udy "w4 ,! ,little ,girl is n[ f\rte5 & ?is essay w %[ some?+ ( h] awak5+3 #ac ,jane ,lev+ton ,com=t4 ,,tom ,he is sev51 re/less z ! sea1 & j z full ( my/]ies4 ,_m times ,i h felt a /rong _s 9 ! body1 a heal]1 a great lov]1 a de> & compassionate comrade4 ,= a "t ,tom meant ,india to me4 ,i c\ld see ! blue hills & ! wide du/y roads1 ! c[s com+ home ?r\gh ! dusk1 & ! little ,indian mo!rs br++ food & _! babies to ! feet ( a )]$1 :ite old man 9 a big ,sannys9 robe4 ,always ,i seem$ "o ( ! mo!rs1 & ,tom ! ma/]4 ,i us$ to sit at 8 feet :5 he 0 v small1 & li/5 c>efully to 8 w&]+1 yet deep & wise words4 ,he seem$ to unfold _m ?+s to me ab\t myself1 & 9 t way help$ me z a tea*] w\ld1 ?\gh he did n "k4 ,= a :ile ,tom's que/ 0 9 heal+--8 small h&s 7 always laid ^u our hurts1 s]i\s eyes />+ upw>ds4 ,x seem$ to awak5 ! pa/ 9 8 s\l4 ,gradually 8 b5t turn$ to o!r ?+s4 ,:5 we w5t to ! c\ntry to live1 he saw ,nature = ! fir/ "t4 ,tom 0 v mu* at home ) ! old ,"m4 ,he lov$ ! liv+ ?+s t mo/ *ildr5 fe>2 ! bees & beetles1 ! bl9d little be+s t live 9 ! e>? & ! small1 r$-tongu$ g>t]-snakes4 ,he (t5 spoke ( a life he _h liv$ ) ! snakes--( ! big ones t us$ to love him & curl ar\nd 8 neck4 ,i nev] c\ld help %udd]+ a little at ! ?\ght1 b ,tom w\ld expla91 ,!y won't hurt y if y love !m4 ,!n !y w love y too4 ,snakes feel j :at y feel--if y're afraid ( !m1 !y get mad4 ,aga9 ,i w\ld ?9k ( ,india--! great cobras t sit be=e a pure ma/]1 op5+ _! hoods to li/5 to 8 *ant+4 ,tom knew :at purity meant1 a deep-d[n purity l ! e>? itself4 ,:y %\ld any?+ hurt him8444 ,he us$ to hold ! bees 9 8 h&s & walk ?r\gh a cl\d ( d\ble-w+$ beetles ) utmo/ c>elessness4 ,_m times he has l$ me ?r\gh a cl\d ( !m1 murmur+1 ,!y won't hurt y4 ,once he di/urb$ a honeybee 9 ! late aft]noon1 drunk5 & s5seless on ! fragrant fl[]s4 ,x /ung him4 ,he %ook x (f 8 h& & said 9 a disgu/$ voice1 ,t wasn't my bee6 ,a little lat] ,tom discov]$ ! ,unse5 ( ,nature4 ,i mean t x ceas$ to be ! unse5 to him4 ,! fairies op5$ _! my/]i\s arms1 & we saw little ( him = a "t1 s lo/ 0 he 9 _! wond]4 ,!re 0 a small rock 9 ! front y>d t he us$ to sit on :5 he 0 look+ = !m4 ,! busy br[n gnomes appe>$ to him fir/--(t5 roll+ pebbles d[n ! cliff1 or ga!r+ leaves 9 _! little aprons4 ,!n ! tree-nymphs w\ld come to him2 s gre5 & fre% & sweet--) bright eyes & coax+ h&s4 ,he w\ld foll[ laugh+ly :at !y said & did1 always expla9+ to u lat] :at !y meant4 ,& he saw ! spirits ( ! wat]1 f> out ov] ! lake1 m+l$ ) ! sunlight4 ,!y gave him mu*1 he said1 b he w\ld l to h gone out to !m4 ,he said t burn+ wood unlock$ ! fire fairies--let !m out into fre$om & light4 ,he lov$ to build fires on ! bea*1 wat*+ c>efully ! leap+ & spread+ ( ! flames4 ,! salam&]s 7 responsible = ! spread+1 he ?\ght1 & us$ to wat* _! little r$ h&s at "w4 ,8 eyes seem$ to melt z !y />$ s f> & deeply into ?+s--way pa/ ! se5 into t :i* is no?+ness to mo/ ( u4 ,& he w\ld come back sl[ly z ?\gh x 7 h>d to deta* himself f ! en*antm5t4 ,always we kept v /ill at su* a "t1 = fe> we hurry him4 ,out ( ! magic & my/]y ( t summ]1 out ( ! w>m nights full ( />s & peace1 & ! days ( sunlight sp5t ) ! beckon+ fairies1 ,tom's s\l unfold$ ano!r big que/4 ,! fairies 7 only ! />t ( ! ,unse51 ?\gh we ?\ght at ! "t t he saw all t a human be+ c\ld4 ,at la/ ! ,ma/]'s voice rea*$ 8 op5 e>s4 ,he answ]$ imm$iately4 ,x began ) old ,indian philosophy4 ,he he>d c]ta9 read+ 9 ! ,/udy "o day1 & lat] ask$ = ! book4 ,x 0 a little book1 writt5 9 words ( "o syllable by a ,h9du boy1 tell+ h[ to rea* ! ,feet ( ! ,ma/]4 ,! next morn+ ,i f\nd him on 8 knees be=e x 9 ! sunlight4 ,at t "t ,tom 0 j le>n+ to read4 ,x 0 h>d = him1 b he want$ to be alone ) ! _s ( x4 ,he h&$ me ! book say+1 ,please read ?is page al\d to me4 ,! "y ,ma/] 0 speak+ ( ,discrim9ation & ,onepo9t$ness4 ,tom's face fill$ ) ! wond] ( "o :o has f\nd ! ?+ he has be5 want+ = a v long "t--= ages p]haps4 ,he said1 ,if y ask$ me to g & get y a book1 & ,i w5t1 b in/ead ( br++ ! book back to y1 ,i took x to ! %ore & comm5c$ to read1 =gett+ t y want$ x1 t w\ld be ! opposite ( onepo9t$ness1 w\ldn't x8 ,a little lat]1 he said3 ,! ,ma/] wat*es y f ! hills1 all ! way up4 ,he kn[s all t y d4 ,:5 y d small ?+s1 y are tak+ ,him away f y\rself2 y are n be+ ! ,s\l4 ,ea* "t y d some?+ great & brave1 ! ,ma/] comes a /ep ne>]4 ,:5 y become y\r s\l1 ! ,ma/] comes all ! way d[n ! hill & tells y\r bra9 :i* way to g--tells y ! pa?1 ! way home4 ,!n y h e>n$ x4 ,y h got to e>n ev]y?+1 ev]y?+ t comes to y4444 ,i ?9k t ! ,ma/] comes & takes y away at night1 %[s y _m ?+s--tries to help y4 ,b pa9 has to tea* ! bra91 & pa9 is ! lack ( s\l4 ,x hurts y\r s\l to h y suff]4 ,x hurts ! ,ma/] too1 b !y bo? "k t y are le>n+ to be _! comrade ?r\gh y\r pa94 ,tom paus$4 ,9 8 eyes !re 0 t wond]ful melt+ aga91 & a joy s deep & pure t x made my he>t s+4 ,x is all meant1 he add$4 ,all is meant1 b m5 d n "k t ! ,ma/] is wat*+4 ,= ages & ages ! ,ma/] waits s pati5tly = 8 fri5d to come4 ,8 fri5d8 ,i ask$4 ,yes4 ,s\ls are always comrades4 ,! ,ma/] is great] ?an y are only because he has be5 long] on ! pa?4 ,he />t$ be=e y did4 ,he has come up ?r\gh all t we h4 ,j ?9k h[ long my ,ma/] has be5 wait+ = me1 & ,i h n ev5 f\nd ,him yet4 ,i look$ at ! little body ( him1 at ! innoc5ce ( ! eyes & m\?1 all unt\*$ by ! _w--s pure & yet cry+ out 9 pa9 because he _h tak5 s long on ! que/4444 ,8 eigh? ye> br\ght ,tom into regul> boyhood4 ,! "y bra91 always be=e sil5tly giv+ way to intuition1 began to speak = itself4 ,?is /age is z important p]haps1 b n s beautiful z :5 ! hu%$ness & gl[+ ( ! ,unse5 t\*es a *ild4 ,"h we turn$ f ,tom1 & ! ?+s t creep into ! he>t ( almo/ e boy ( ! same age1 crept into ,tom's he>t4 ,he =got ! fairies--!y ceas$ to call4 ,he =got ! wide roads ( peace & purity4 ,he seem$ to =get t ! ,ma/] 0 /ill wait+ s pati5tly on ! hill = him to op5 & receive4 ,b we knew bett] ?an t4 ,! developm5t ( ! bra9 always robs a *ild ( ! inn] gl[+ = a "t1 b x all comes back aga9 ) a great dim5sion add$2 ! in/rum5t is !n ke5 & direct--a p[] 9 itself4 ,we turn$ f ,tom--a "y bra9 /&+ alone1 v consci\s ( itself1 is any?+ b int]e/+4 ,at ! "t we 7 9 ! turmoil ( dep>ture1 ea* ( u ?9k+ 9 diff]5t ways ab\t ! long j\rney j ahead1 & ! wond] ( be+ at la/ 9 ,cali=nia4 ,tom 0 m or less 8 own director ^? days4 ,he fell into crime1 loot$ ! h\se ( a fri5d1 d5i$ ev]y?+4 ,he 0 s5t to 8 qu>t]s to /ay until he f\nd himself aga94 ,x took a week exactly1 b he f\nd a deep happ9ess 9 be+ alone 9 ! little room be=e he left x4 ,x did him z mu* good z ! long days 9 ! sunlight ev] c\ld2 he came out pale & wide ey$1 & ! brea? ( a s\l 0 9 ! room :5 he ent]$4 ,"o day out ( 8 long week1 ,i w5t to him4 ,! sun _h gone d[n beh9d a ne/ ( grey cl\ds4 ,dusk _h almo/ deep5$ into d>kness1 b !re 0 no light 9 8 room4 ,he sat !re1 8 eyes />+ ahead ( him1 8 h&s fold$ tightly 9 8 lap4 ,i walk$ 9 quietly & sat d[n beside him4 ,i 0 n ev5 notic$2 he 0 lo/ 9 8 ?\ght4 ,at la/ ,i ask$1 ,tom1 :at did y f9d s int]e/+ 9 t *eap bus9ess8 ,i hav5't f\nd out yet1 he said grimly4 ,h y be5 ?9k+ ab\t x8 ,sure h4 ,be5 ?9k+ all day4 ,has no?+ come8 ,no1 b x's com+ soon4 ,x c't take long if ,i /ay "h l ?is1 wi%+ & pull+ e m9ute4 ,( c\rse x c't4 ,he cont9u$ to />e into ! d>kness ahead4 ,:at does x feel l1 ,tom8 ,i ask$4 ,y\r s\l leaves y4444 ,y\r s\l won't /ay if y are go+ back4 ,go+ back8 ,yes4 ,i mean if y h be5 big & li/5$ to its voice1 & !n /op4 ,if y are less ?an y\rself aft] y've be5 m1 y\r s\l won't /ay4 ,:at d y d :5 y\r s\l leaves y8 ,y walk ! ,black ,pa?4 ,he look$ a *ild s]aph4 ,t pa? is n int]e/+1 is x8 ,no4 ,y h got to "k :at x is1 got to walk up x a little ways1 s t y are n afraid ( x any m4 ,:5 y "k a ?+1 y are n afraid ( x any long]4 ,be=e y "k1 x looks all d>k to y4 ,no?+ c hurt y :5 y are n afraid4444 ,x's j ! same z ) ! animals4 ,all ! black ?+s t come into y are animals4 ,if !y f9d no?+ b love & :it5ess inside1 !y w g away & n ev5 look at y aga92 b if fe> & d>kness are !re1 !y get mad & bite4 ,lean+ =w>d ) a laugh1 he add$1 ,y c't cut across f ! black pa? to ! :ite4 ,y've got to g all ! way back & />t ov]4 99 99 99 99 99 #ac ,,! ,,abbot ,! ,abbot is n[ sev5te54 ,he is do+ well at ,columbia4 ,classes & r\t9e !re are m]e ext]nals4 ,! ,abbot is liv+ a life f> m real ?an appe>s--a life t few m5 9 ,am]ica h le>n$ h[ to live4 ,he has actually arriv$ at ! conviction ( ! unfa?omable ri*es t lie )94 ,_m occulti/s & a few great arti/s h a work+ k ( ?is k9d4 ,we hop$ ! ,abbot c\ld rema9 at ,/one/udy1 b 8 p>5ts want$ "s lett]s aft] 8 family "n z well z be=e4 ,our "y man 0 enjo9$ to make ! be/ ( x4 ,z a matt] ( fact1 he is putt+ on a lot ( bra9 ?+s t "w admirably ) ! inn] activity :i* we made mu* ( 9 our "w toge!r4 ,9 ano!r book1#ad ,i told ( ! ,abbot's awak5+--h[ we call$ him f my/]i\s regions ( sil5ce & my/ification1 to a m or less adequate expression ( mat]ial facts4 ,"h 0 a boy almo/ ov]%ad[$ by 8 own s\l at times1 incl9$ to be half out ( ! body & n altoge!r pres5t 9 ! m9d1 :5 mov+ among ! sordid affairs ( ! _w--a lad :o knew ! arrangem5t ( planets & ! fl[ ( meteoric matt] bett] ?an ! geography ( our own cont95t2 :o swung v readily back into memories ( o!r lives1 ma9ly mona/ic1 r ?an into ! episodes ( 8 own kid-days4 #ad ,*ild & ,c\ntry4 ,i =get j h[ x 0 t we fir/ s5s$ ! giant 9 ?is boy4 ,9 any case1 we /ruck "o4 ,! ord9>y tra9+ t ,i w\ld give an ,am]ican y\? to brea! ! s\l ( him1 0 n at all necess>y ) ! ,abbot4 ,r1 pressure 0 ex]t$ f ! fir/ to make him come d[n into our _w1 to make him be "o ( u1 to make him see /reets & alleys1 door/eps & s]vant-/airs4 ,!y h succe$$ bett] at ,columbia 9 ?is reg>d ?an we 7 able to d1 b ! wond] & satisfaction ( x all is1 t ! ar\s$ my/ic1 ! ar\s$ arti/1 has n rec$$--b dom9ates 8 days & "w4 ,i und]/& t he is consid]$ a s5sation 9 a lit]>y way4 ,he is n diff]5t f 8 fell[s4 ,x is "p ( our e?ics to belong :]e we happ5 to be2 to d ! ?+s t o!rs d1 bett]1 if possible1 ?an ! cu/om>y p]=mance2 to beg9 aft] t to be our inimitable selves4 ,x is our ideal to move ab\t ! _w1 n to attract att5tion1 to be quiet & calm & efficaci\s1 to be helpful & humor\s & wise1 to furni% ! swift1 un]r+ ^w or h& or lift 9 ! mid/ ( affairs2 to d5y ourselves to no "o2 to hold ourselves sup]ior to no "o2 to /rive laugh+ly t[>d ! big workman%ip1 to become ,play]s aft] ! ess5tial appr5tice%ip1 to w9 ! ,laugh at la/1 & t p]fect consummation :i* only comes ) utt] & in/ant deta*m5t :5 ! task is accompli%$4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! ,abbot 0 sprawl$ 9 a ,/udy %ad[ "o summ] aft]noon1 :5 ,i sudd5ly saw him 9 relation to big sea-tales4 ,usually we tale-tell]s c>ry our packs4 ,i saw ! ,abbot ) a sea-*e/ t day4 ,8 0 n ! way ( ! ,arabian fires & ! ,assyrian camel pa?s--! ^w-sp9n]'s usual evolution>y l9e4 ,he came ov]seas ) 8 n>ratives4444 ,i saw him 9 ! next few ye>s mak+ a circle ar\nd all ! capes1 t\*+ all ! ports ( ,asiatic & insul> wat] fronts--a bit ( ,conrad1 a bit ( ,melville1 a bit ( ,/ev5son 444 a mo/ sumptu\s sea-*e/ full ( %ells1 corals1 co9s & tr9kets f all ! ,isl&s2 fea!r ( a woman's fan p]haps1 "h & !re1 silks hazy f sea wat]1 crook$ knives f ,malay ,isles1 :ale-bone & %>k's tee?1 pe>l ( ! mollusk1 a bit ( amb]gris--j a top tray ( ! ,*e/6 ,deep my/ic p>*m5ts f>!r )91 a corn] = ! sacr$ writ+s ( all ! _w1 a small type mill1 a great wad ( :ite pap]1 ! re/ ma9ly traces ( a long glide across ! ocean floors4 ,i h le>n$ to g v sl[ 9 build+ a matrix ( my own ?\ght ab\t any "y man's m9d1 yet ,i told ! ,abbot t day :at ,i saw = him--h[ he 0 b\nd to d ! big sea-tales1 h[ we 7 sick ( /eam1 sick already ( ! big hydroplanes1 sick ( all t hurries1 all t explodes1 all t has ! ta9t ( gas2 t ! _w pres5tly w\ld be s sick ( noise & explosions & %[ & spe$1 t pr(essional soo!rs w\ld be 9 great dem&1 l ! ,japanese masseurs :o wait ^u ! sleepless2 t ! sick _w w\ld want to read ( long1 loose1 lazy days "u canvas1 ( ! few ports left :]e !y hav5't set up recruit+ (fices2--t ! _w w\ld be 9 desp]ate ne$ ( sunlight & surf & wide sw++ seas--t he mu/ be "o ( ^? to u%] 9 ! old romance ( ! sail+ craft aga94 ,i told ab\t 8 sea-*e/ bett] ?an ,i h told x "h1 b ! ,abbot's eyes didn't bulge4 ,pres5tly1 h[ev]1 he began to gr[ t way4444 ,8 ,saturdays & ,sabba?s n[ are sp5t1 n 9 ,morn+side ,heights1 b d[n among ! %ipp+ & across ! h>b\r1 :]e ! big _w tramps hang out4 ,y w see ^! ?+s 9 8 lett]s4 ,i h sev]al ( 8 y>ns "h1 b ,i am n go+ to run any ( !m 9 ?is book4 ,!y are good y>ns1 b too intr9sically big yet = ! h&l+ ( a boy ( sev5te54 ,he has too mu* calibre = 8 bra9 s f> to c>ry t5 ?\s& words to sup]b consummation4 ,i want to spr+ a big tale pres5tly4 ,i h a lapful ( 8 r&om lett]s f days sp5t d[n on ! wat] front1 & nights "u ! /udy lamp3 ,,de> ,,old ,,wasp3 ,morn+ mi/s ov] ! lake1 ! ,pelee com+ up out ( !m4 ,j _h a night ) ,john & a cork+ good run ( "w4 ,we've be5 wat*+ ! sun g d[n f ,lyn/]'s#ae back lately1 & brea?+ ! planet>y heave "u ! />s1 ) ! milky way dipp+ to ! lake be=e u4 ,?is inl& place is heavy to take4 ,! weight ( agriculture is l a blanket ov] all4 ,x takes ?ree or f\r pages to bore up ?r\gh ! cuticle4 ,me = a get-away to ! _w soon--to fe$ up on ! hum ( feet & voices & c>s4444 ,blackbirds are beg9n+ to black5 ! morn+s & nights aga92 t\* ( ,fall & ,p9e-smoke ?is morn+4 ,real it*+s 9 ! ankles--to y6 ,a wond]ful syn!sis = u all :5 we meet up aga94444 ,i'd l to roam ! _w ) ,john4 ,he is a gr& pal4 ,c\ld joke ov] an ov5 made out ( a tomato-c1 z well z eat f a banquet table4444 #ae ,! saddle horse4 ,a day or two lat]3 444 ,black =ces /rong ar\nd ,/one/udy la/ night4444 ,ab\t eight-?irty ,i rode ov] on ,lynt1 to sleep ) ,john4 ,decid$ to h a debau* ) tea4 ,:ile ,i work$ on1 he ga!r$ ! cups & tea & electric tea-kettle toge!r & got ?+s go+4 ,he call$ = me to come & make ! tea4 ,he 0 seat$ 9 ! big *air ) a tableleaf 9 front ( him1 & on t 0 ! tea-kettle1 boil+4444 ,"o leg slipp$1 & ! :ole boil+ collection w5t 9 8 lap4444 ,a pr9ce1 ! way he /ood x4 ,! bun* 0 j com+ back f t[n4 ,p5el' ru%$ ov]1 & ! next 0 a turmoil "r1 cries1 olive oil1 l9t1 rags1 confusion ( voices & foot/eps--too _m p & ! little guy sort o' lo/ 8 control--b x all came back aga94 ,almo/ any m9ute ,i am look+ = ! laugh f him4 ,all night ,i 0 ) him4 ,p5elope1 ! f9i%$ h]o9e z always4 ,"o c\ld see ! %ades ( pa9 pass ov] ,john's face "t & aga94 ,8 n]ves jump--b 8 m\? & eyes are c]ta9ly gett+ a gr& hue ( /eel4444 ,y\rs "r along4 ,ano!r3 ,hazy summ] ab\t4 ,blue ov] ! lake ) %ad[s deep5+ 9 ! di/ance4 ,crops dry+ b5ea? ! sun4 ,leave x at its height--am head$ back = ,columbia--:]e ,i'll let "t %ape ! w9ds = f>!r go+4 ,s*ool is n h>mful to "o :o is himself4 ,i'll take philosophy1 & !n be ov] to tell y :o /ole y\r wa%bo>d4444 ,x is no /ruggle1 no te/1 = "o to be lit among 8 own z we are4 ,"o's dep? ( li/5+ is be/ te/$ 9 cr[ds4 ,we've got to sep>ate--g out & *ange ! cont95ts into tablel&s ( democracy4 ,w> seems settl+ on ! _w = ye>s long]1 b !re is a bigg] ord] com+ out ( ! incr$ible *aos4 ,ea* mu/ see ,god & wor%ip ?r\gh 8 "w to %ape ! ma/] beauty4 ,e "o's art breaks new roads :i* lead to "o place4 ,/ories are com+ fre] e day--,i've gott5 across4 ,don't "k :e!r x's ! be/ ?+ = me4 ,b ,i've done x1 & t's :at ,i want$ to "k4 ,x is all prep>ation4 ,results are beg9n+s4 ,i look back n[ on ! summ] ( '#ad4 ,x 0 heav54 ,x 0 peace4 ,to look at ! cottage lights & he> ! voices ( r[]s ?r\gh ! dusk 0 a brea? f ,god4 ,x 0 peace1 x 0 relaxation1 a deep re/+ ( tissue = turmoil4 ,dep? & ma/]y to y4 ,,?is ,,to ,,john3 ,! ?\ght ( y\r sc>r$ legs has be5 ) me on ! bord]l& ( sleep = _m nights1 also our h\rs toge!r on ! p9e ne$les4 ,to-night1 ) ! sun fall+ sadly ov] ! iron mills1 ,i walk$ along ! ,heights & ca/ an eye d[n into brilliant ,h>lem4 ,! voices ( ! b>gem51 ! :eeze ( tugs1 ! l[ gr[l ( outpass+ vessels1 an occasional curse f a freight$ b>ge1 came up ) ! hum ( ! city4 ,!re seem$ to be "s goddess entw9$ ) sea-we$ /&+ ov] ! ocean ( /ructures4 ,%e held a f+] to h] lips = sil5ce1 & po9t$ to ! ,"l kn[s :]e--well1 :]e ,i felt a tumult to g1 to satisfy "s hot que/4444 ,i 0 lo/ to ! multitude ( faces t s5t up a passionate & incompreh5sible hum 444 sav\r ( y\? s++ 9 ! ve9s4 ,pres5tly a drizzle drove me back to ! room4444 ,i rea*$ up & flick$ out ! lights4444 ,9 an ap>tm5t across ! /reet lives an old man :o always comes to 8 w9d[ at d>k & gazes up & d[n ! /reets4 ,8 head is grey--8 eyes are deep & old4 ,! light f 8 %ad$ read+ lamp falls 9 a pool ( dim yell[ ab\t 8 c>pet4 ,sometimes he turns out ! lamp1 & leaves ! fire-place alone4 ,sometimes 8 head falls =w>d on 8 *e/1 & he dreams--,i suppose1 ( b\ndless seas1 = he 0 once a sea-capta94 ,8 w&]+ days are ov]--no m que/4 ,! h\ses rise to 8 eyes l "o long1 bleak1 uncre/$ wave f ! ,arctic ,sea4444 ,he means old days1 b we--we mu/ nev] gr[ old2 we mu/ live & ev] be full ( creation z ! cl\d is full ( lightn+4 ,we mu/1 old pal1 ride ! des]ts1 drift ov] seas2 we mu/ spill our "w z we g1 z night spills its />s f a casket4 ,fill me up ) ! ,pacific 9 y\r lett]s--! big sunlight--! col\r ( ! m\nta9s :]e !y dip & rise to cl\ds4 ,i h a dry palate = x all4 ,fill me--eye & e> & s\l4 ,y\rs deep 9 ^? sc>s---- 99 99 99 99 99 ,,de> ,,old ,,man3 ,! ,hudson is v /ill ?is morn+2 a few battle%ips h swung out ) ! tide2 gulls seem to be =ev] pass+ up & d[n ! riv] 9 :ite eddies2 smoke f ! factories rises /raight & :ite4 ,! morn+ sun /rikes l a sl$ge ^u ! ,palisades4 ,h[ gr& t old riv] is1 & h[ untir+ 9 its endless ebb & flood--almo/ l a sol> sy/em 9 ! s]5e way x deals ) human traffic4 ,a great new s5se ( words has come ov] me lately4 ,at ! v bir? ( language lies a *e/ ( ri* obsolete words--q l a ,spani% treasure *e/1 ) its d\bloons1 bezo> /ones & pots ( ,arica bronze4 ,! arti/s g treasure hunt+ 9 language1 & a few d />tle ! _w ) _! weal?4 ,! live-long day seems to me n[ l a %uttle driv+ back & =?1 weav+ f s\l to matt]1 a gold5 fabric4 ,?is ^w-*e/ means mu* to me because x deals ) ! sea4 ,lift up ! lid1 & tuck$ away 9 ^? little draw]s lies ! seaman's religion 9 bits ( turquoise1 9 coils ( fi% l9e & hooks1 9 p9k sea-%ells1 p]haps 9 an old viol91 or 9 a few /ray books ( ,c>lyle1 ,goe!1 ,dante & ,melville's ,moby ,dick4 ,! po9t is we all bungle along ?r\gh our _w-t]m someh[2 we h our "w & religion & pleasures & tales 9 a camphor-wood *e/ ) a brass b& ar\nd x4 ,sometimes we br+ out ! viol9 & make ,god-awful discords1 call+ x music ( ! sea2 we bright5 p's eyes ) our bits ( turquoise2 t]rorise !m ) ! philosophy t ,c>lyle & ,goe! & ,moby ,dick h giv5 u2 we make !m feel t endless wroom1 wroom1 wroom ( ! ocean t is wa%+ 9 our s\ls4 ,yes1 we mu/ fir/ le>n ! futility ( life be=e we c live4 ,! w> tea*es ?is lesson well1 b won't x be great :5 ev]ybody is s++ ov] 8 gold5 %uttle & laugh+8 ,won't x be great :5 ! *a/5$ ,new ,race spr+s up1 l gre5 %oots at ! pass+ ( w9t]8 ,won't x be great :5 ! _w has gr[n s]5e & wise en\gh to sit d[n beside a blaz+ b>k fire1 ) ! %ad[s ( p9e trees ab\t1 or ne> ! dim break]s1 & consid] x pr(itable to talk ab\t ! />s8 444 ,!re are times :5 "o feels he mu/ be alone--:5 he wants to be connect$ ) no?+--:5 he wants to g to a di/ant & high altitude1 & !re boil 8 pot ( al*emy--!re1 :]e ! air is du/ free1 & ! inc5se ( "o's devotion goes /raight up4 ,he mu/ li/5 & li/51 until he believes t he he>s ! />s humm+ 9 _! c\rses2 !n ! sun draw+ l a magnet1 !n a cresc5do ( song up to a deaf5+ ro>1--t all ?+s1 all />s1 are head$ t[>ds "o po9t ( balance among t :ole mass ( sapphires we see above4 ,man1 b ! joy ( tell+ tales1 ( record+ ! w>m? ( human he>ts1 ( lov+ m5 & _! ways--to fill out a morn+ ) t gold5 %uttle6 ,"o has b to sit & ! sun on ! walls & ! %ad[s 9 ! corn]s1 or if at night1 ! flame on ! /ones ( ! he>? turn to words6444 ,! old sea is full ( t4 ,! he>t )9 h] brea/ s\nds ! footfalls ( que/2 ! ec/asy ( life te>s 9 h] /orm & 9 /ill h\rs %e sits 9 h] glitt]4444 ,"s day we %all be toge!r on ! bless$ ,pacific coa/4 ,we %all h book%elves & packages ( dates1 bottles ( cream & combs ( honey4 ,we %all "w ) t rugg$ lunge ( m\nta9s 9 our products2 & t endless & insi/5t wroom1 wroom1 wroom ( ! ocean 9 all4 ,li/51 "h is a day z we %all h x3 ,! sun lift+ up ! dep? ( ,canyon %all awake u4 ,aft] we h cook$ & eat5 ( crisp toa/ & honey & c(fee1 we %all g to our desks & br+ out a mo/ rigid problem 9 ma!matics1#af & dwell p]haps = an h\r 9 draw+ all =ces ( ?9k+ into play--awak+ ! m9d--%ak+ (f t in]tia ( body4 ,aft] t we %all p5etrate ! ?+ :i* we wi% to "w ^u t p>ticul> morn+4 ,we %all see its functions & logical action1 !n beg9 ! %uttle & weave back & =? ) t pliancy t sees ! deepe/ ( metaphysics 9 an old man light+ a pipe or loit]+ ov] a pork-pie4 ,to top ! morn+1 we'll h a meal ( milk & dates4 ,! aft]noon %all mean an isolation ) ! books--p]haps on ! s& ) ! sun tann+ our backs4 ,bo? heal?fully & m5tally an efflux ( s\l4 ,at ab\t five 9 ! aft]noon comes ! humm+ calm--! poise ( m9d & s\l & body4 ,ano!r meal ( ! simple foods & once m1 production1 z ! sun goes into ! sea--giv+ "o's s\l ! might & expanse t ! planets use 9 weav+ _! ways4 ,p]haps1 at t5 or elev5 we %all rea* up1 swit* out ! electric bulb & op5 ! door4 ,t %all be a day ma/]$4 ,side by side1 we'll walk ov] to ! cliff at ^: base mumbles ! mighty ,pacific4 ,we %all pass no words--! e>?'ll be good to feel & smell4 ,we'll hon\r ! /ill night ( />s4 #af ,help6 ,t day is a privilege to e>n--our bodies mu/ suff] & become sc>r$ & jo/l$ by ! curr5ts ( p1 & curs$ ^u by f\l m\?s4 ,all pleasant pres5tly4 ,we mu/ "k ! he>t ( a b>t5d] z we w\ld want to "k ! he>t ( ! ,*ri/4 ,d y "k t ,masefield 0 a b>t5d]8 ,! secret ( ! real arti/ is sanity4 ,"o mu/ gr[ hair ! m$ium l5g?--keep a well muscl$ & full lung$ body--& if *ronic fi%]m5 %\ld happ5 9 on u = a meal we mu/ be able to argue t a hickory pole is bett] = a p\nd-net ?an p9e2 or if a dev\t pa/or--t we w\ld mu* r praise ,god's "w outside on ! bea*4444 99 99 99 99 99 ,,to ,,jane3 ,y\r lett] ?is morn+ aft] a long1 wond]ful run ( "w4 ,?is is really ! highe/ day ,i've _h--real rugg$ "w--bronze mov+ pictures be=e me--faces--op5 %irts on sunburnt brea/s--&1 ( c\rse1 ! et]nal sea4 ,y\r lett] came l a sudd5 bag ( sunlight empti$ into a mi/4 ,! wat] became blue & ! promontories %>p l ink l9es4 ,& ab\t ,/eve4 ,i und]/& all4 ,! draft expla9s 8 n writ+4 ,& ?is w>--x's l a mael/rom ris+ high] & high]4 ,next summ] = c]ta91 possibly ?is ,*ri/mas1 x means ,i g4 ,b r ?an g z a private ,i'm go+ to enli/ volunt>ily 9 ! aviation corps4 ,fly+ only w\ld h z mu* ?rill z do+ ! climax ( a /ory4 ,t's l ! sea4 ,& ,i'm n panicky or worri$ ab\t x4 ,i feel 9 "s unconsci\s way t ! balance ( ! cosmos dem&s x4 ,god1 nobody %\ld drag n[6 ,x's j l a m>%fire t gr[s & gr[s to let ! new gre5 %oots come "u 9 spr+4 ,x's l a big song4 ,i w\ld n g to fight ,g]many1 or ,france or ,engl& or ,am]ica4 ,i'd g because x's a cleans]4 ,"o mu/ play ) ! song ( _m feet & express ) ! orig9al song4 ,"o mu/ fla% pictures to ! _m eyes ( _! own be+4 ,oh--x's a song1 ! :ole ?+6 ,& ,i'm look+ =w>d to x4 ,only ! ones su* z ,john & ,tom %all escape4 ,don't y see ! joy1 ! peace1 ! gr&eur 9 own+ a sc>1 9 be+ bl$ :ite8 ,! fir/ ye> ( ! w>1 ,engl& 0 black ) m\rn+4 ,n[1 %e is :ite4444 ,! "w is on me ) talons4 ,i am look+ only at ! impossible heights--( a portrayal ( life--! rugg$ life 9 endless volumes4 ,i h made an oa? sil5tly ) myself t 9 ?ree ye>s ,i %all d a book4444 ,! "w comes n[ j z if ,i 7 to sit d[n be=e a fire-place ) %ad[s & light ar\nd /ones1 & 7 to gr[ int]e/$1 ) />s l[ on ! horizon l live sp>ks4 ,& fri5ds8 ,a fooli% "q6 ,i mean t ,i mu/ be alone 9 ! =mative ?rall ( "w4 ,i did want y\r lett]4 ,b =get pity4 ,t is a ?+ t /ifles s\l4 ,i d n ask1 by all ! />s1 ,i d n ask = any?+4 ,! highe/ ( all ?+s to y all4 ,& ,/eve8 ,he has too mu* ( ! ,song to be trodd5 or be lo/ or be gr\nd 9 mud4 ,y are all fri5ds--b ,i mu/ be alone n[4 ,! "w is ris+4444 99 99 99 99 99 ,,to ,,john3 ,!re a9't no sun beat9' 9 my doorway1 & !re a9't none ( y\r sacr$ seas & canyons ar\nd2 b !re is a sociali/'s riot 9 ! /reet bel[--k]os5e tor*es a-go+--"o %aggy hair$ en?usia/ is /&+ on a soap box & is wagg+ 8 jaw 9 an a?letic way4444 ,h['s ! fire burn+ "u y\r type-mill8 ,:at's ! br& ( smoke x gives up--poetry1 action1 lumps ( granite or ladles ( ocean8 ,i'm all lit up 9 ?is place "h--because ?+s are mov+--real issues are ga!r+--& ! pulse ( liv+ is s close t ,i c almo/ feel x occasionally4 ,la/ ,saturday1 w5t to a place call$ ,rockaway--& oh man--rocks--rugg$ grey & erod$--surf bitt5--gn>l$1 twi/$--& !y toss$ ! sea's :ite jaws ab\t l bits ( cotton4 ,real sea coa/ x 0--) a little smack 9 ! purple way1 h] sails belli$1 h] m\? lapp+ ! br9e--an old fi%]man br[s+ ar\nd ! %ores = clams :ile 8 wife haul$ up ! nets1 basket$ ! cod & upturn$ _! boat4 ,put an extra /ick "u ! ma*9e & l9e a few ( y\r aphorisms4 99 99 99 99 99 #ad ,,! ,,arti/ ,,unlea%$ ,! "y workm5 "h d essays well1 e>li] ?an %ort /ories4 ,long] tra9+ is requir$ = fiction4 ,! reason is obvi\s4 ,fiction "w takes bra94 ,! ,/one/udy idea is to set free ! great] ,arti/ )94 ,essays & e?ical works are ! natural fruits ( ! inn] life ( ! ages2 /ory-production requires facility & developm5t ( ! e-day work+ consci\sness4 ,/raight bra9 is ne$$ to arrange sett+s1 ke5 developm5t ( actual tissue to note & arrange & rememb]4 ,also a big work+ surface ( self-criticism mu/ be prep>$4 ,!re is a quality ( fiction t seems to set free a l>g] consci\sness & to br+ ) x sett+s & atmosph]es ( ano!r age4 ,?is sort ( ph5om5on enc\rages ! idea ( ! cont9uity ( consci\sness--be=e & aft] ! ?ree-score-&-t54 ,x may be t ! great] ! ,arti/1 ! m ( ^! ve9s ( syn!ticat$ exp]i5ce are op5 to 8 e-day work+ m9d4 ,t may really be :at sumptu\s arti/ic equipm5t is--! capacity to op5 up ! old loves & sc5es & adv5tures ( ! long road4 ,intuition is expla9$ z ! use ( ! result ( mass$ exp]i5ces1 intellect ! cop+ ) "o at a "t2 intuition1 a light t fla%es f peak to peak1 intellect z a runn+ fire up & d[n f height & vale4 ,c]ta9ly intellect alone w nev] make a great drama ( life & love1 yet action & romance ( ! pres5t h\r draw h>d ^u "o's pres5t life tra9+ & ! faculties & ta/es ( 8 imm$iate culture--actual bra9 possession & ! ord]+ !re(4 ,a *ild c portray sup]bly well "s anci5t impr9t ^u ! ,s\l1 ev5 ! passages ( 8 own initiations ?r\gh e>?1 wat]1 air & fire1 8 bra9 n consci\s ( ! real nature ( :at is com+ =?2 yet1 ! same *ild _c put ! coh]+ l9e ?r\gh a s]ies ( episodes occurr+ "u 8 own notice4 ,some?+ ( ?is m5tal grasp is necess>y to make ! artful effect requir$ 9 a %ort tale4 ,! *ild's m9d1 9 ! fir/ place1 is tra9$ to li/5 & int]pret ! exp]i5ces ( ! l>g] consci\sness2 9 ! second set ( conditions1 he is =c$ to rely ^u actual bra9 tissue :i* requires ! tra9+ & culture ( ! ye>s4 ,art is composition4 ,! f>!r y g1 ! f9] ! tools4 ,x is difficult to tra9 ! f+]s to intricate tricks ( weav+1 or ! bra9 to sort & place ! facts & col\rs & surprises ( a pres5t-day n>rative or tale1 b ! s\l may be call$ ^u to express ?r\gh ! n>r[ temples ( an awak5$ *ild its cosmic und]/&+1 its ord]$ firmam5t4 ,decades ( obs]vation & report+2 firm & v]ifi$ actuality ( k & op9ion2 to ^!1 add$ exp]i5ce & ! excell5ce ( ord]--su* is ! tra9+ ( ! intellectual arti/ :o times 8 production to 8 own g5]ations4 ,he pays ! price 9 pa9 & subjection to ! ?+s t are2 he kn[s well ! mean+ ( lab\r2 (t51 ?\gh he may /ill laugh z an arti/1 he has =gott5 h[ to laugh z a man4 ,my desk "h is cov]$ ) pap]s & poems ( a beauty ?is intellectual arti/ _c rea*1 ( a fre$om he c nev] "k1 until he lifts ! tor* ( 8 consci\sness out ( & above ! bra91 mak+ t s]ve q z 8 knees b5d & s]ve4 ,?9k+ ( ^! ?+s to-day1 ! door ( ! ,/udy op5$ & ! ,little ,girl gave me h] "w4 ,%e writes ?+s ( ! l>g] consci\sness )\t ef=t1 b f9ds x h>d & we>+ to n>rate ! imm$iate matt]s ( life4 ,to h]1 ! f9e %ort /ory ( ! pres5t h\r is ! great accompli%m5t1 ! ideal %e is work+ t[>d4 ,) ano!r %e goes (t5 to ! cities--rambl+ among ! room+-h\ses1 *eap] re/aurants & mills4 ,%e means to "w 9 ! mills soon--to =get h]self & =get u = a "t1 to be ) ! h>d]-luck$ girls :om %e loves ) ?rill+ passion4 ,%e has br\ght home f ^! little adv5tures wond]ful /ories ( ! pati5ce & ! laught] & ! h]oism cr[d+ l hidd5 sacr$ pres5ces ab\t ! dull] lives4 ,%e br+s a hum\r to ! tell+ ( ! div9e secrets ( ! poor--! clut*+ pang = food1 ! soldi] go+1 8 baby com+1 ! tortur$ sp9e1 ! /unt$1 ! d>k5$1 ! wa/$--an irresi/ible div9ity ab\t x all--pa9 imp]man5t1 joy endur+4 ,back ( ! lack+ eyes & leak+ lives1 %e sees wond]s t ,zola nev] saw1 t none c see ) m]e intellig5ce1 t none c dream1 :o sees only ! "h & n[1 :o has n le>n$ to laugh at ! s-call$ inju/ices ( m51 :o _c see ! great] ord] to come because ! pres5t *aos is s deva/at+4 ,"o may report m9uti ( torm5ts1 mass ! items ( degradation & br+ =? a great docum5t ( ! und]world--b ^! are m]e f\ndations4 ,! ,build]s br+ ! dream1 !y live ! hope1 !y op5 ! long-road consci\sness1 !y sub/antiate _! visions ( bett] days1 br+ ord] & coh]5ce to all ! spl5did toil ( ! intellectuali/2 !y raise _! edifice ^u all t is done4444 ,"h is ! ,little ,girl's "w ( to-day's writ+3 ,,m$itation ,9 ! night ! ,ma/] came d[n to a woman :o lay sad & sleepless 9 a d>k h\se4 ,he came s ne> t %e felt 8 holy radiance4 ,h] s\l brea!d2 h] body ceas$ to tremble2 %e felt )9 8 sacr$ circle4 ,! ,ma/] smil$ & said3 ,:y d y n sleep8 ,! woman answ]$1 ,i am c>ri$ away by ?\ghts t w n hu%4 ,night aft] night ,i lie "h s bitt]ly close to old dreams4 ,i realise t !y are n wor?y1 b my bra9 is full ( !m4 ,! ,ma/] smil$ aga94 ,!re is a way to compel ! sil5ce ( ! bra94 ,i h n f\nd x1 said ! woman4 ,le>n to be ! s\l1 ! ,ma/] said4 ,he sugge/$ a way to beg9--!n 0 gone4 ,! re/ ( t night ! woman ?\ght ( 8 words4 ,deep] & deep] 8 words sank into h] he>t4 ,:5 morn+ came1 a happ9ess brood$ )92 %e dress$ quickly & w5t out4444 ,back ( h] little h\se rose ! gold5 br[n hills4 ,%e climb$1 & at ! top ( ! ne>e/1 sat d[n4 ,! peace & purity & fragrance ( ! sun-/eep$ hills fill$ h] s\l4 ,= a long "t %e ?\ght 9 sil5ce1 !n slipp+ (f h] loose :ite s&als1 said3 ,i beg9 ) ! grass4 ,yes1 ,i beg9 ) my feet4444 ,h[ wond]ful y are--s ready to obey1 to give y\r s]vice at any "t6 ,:at w\ld happ5 if y c>ri$ me o!r ?an my w8 ,suppos+ "s day ,i %\ld be walk+ fa/ to ! h\se ( my belov$1 :5 y sudd5ly took me ! o!r way6 ,%e laugh$1 & add$3 ,y /ay ) me all my life1 & little by little are c>ry+ me up ! %9+ pa? to ! ,fa!r's h\se4 ,& yet--h[ /range6 ,i am n y4444 ,& my knees1 h[ wond]ful & will+--all limb] & full ( life--help+ me 9 all ways to d all ?+s--b5d+ g5tly :5 ,i b[ 9 holy communion1 express+ joy ?r\gh free1 easy movem5ts1 mute1 yet /rong be=e pa96 ,!re is no?+ m wond]ful 9 ! _w ?an y4 ,yet--,i am n my knees4 ,& y1 old he>t1 %e add$4 ,y h endur$ ! ke5e/ pa92 y h lov$ & giv5 y\rself1 h hat$ & become black only ?r\gh pa9 to :it5 aga9--old he>t ( _m r5d+s--until all life 0 trag$y1 & y almo/ ceas$ to beat4 ,little he>t1 sanctu>y ( ! s\l--room = 8 re/4444 ,yet ,i am n ! he>t6 ,& ! :ite ?roat 9 :i* ! lotus unfolds its my/ic petals ( light--,i am n ! ?roat6444 ,& ! m9d1 /ream = ! s\l's fulfilm5t--li/5]1 runn]1 int]pret] ( light--mate ( ! s\l 9 all ?+s1 ev] ready1 sp>kl+ ) ! inn] fire1--,i am n ! m9d4 ,y c hurt me no long]4 ,i am free6 ,! woman sitt+ alone ^u ! hilltop1 paus$ aga94 ,:at am ,i8 %e almo/ cri$4 ,x 0 z ?\gh ! hills1 ! air & ! ris+ sun jo9$ h] 9 ! answ]--,i ,am1 444 ,long] ?an ! liv+ flame leaps )91 ,i ,am4 ,long] ?an sun & planets radiate light1 ,i ,am4 ,long] ?an worlds give bir? to =m1 ,i ,am4 ,i am "o ) ! rocks & ! sea1 "o ) ! w>m? & light1 "o ) ! e>?1 "o ) ,humanity4 ,i am ,humanity4 ,i ,am4 99 99 99 99 99 ,x is only :5 ! ,little ,girl br+s 9 a bit ( fiction t we rememb] h] ye>s4 ,! bra9 t ev5 n[ c poli% a deta*$ incid5t1 or clip into fir+-=m a bit ( hum\r ( ! /reet1 _c z yet ord] ! n>rative to a culm9at+ effect4 ,%e is 9 h] bra91 :i* is only f\rte51 /ruggl+ ) ! matt]s ( "t & space1 :]e9 only lie pa9 & bewild]m5t4 ,art is long4 ,! tra9+ ( ! h& & intellect requires ! ye>s--b n ! lab\r1 n ! agony1 n ! mad /ra9 suppos$ to prep>e "o = an arti/ic c>e] by ^? :o believe m5tal equipm5t to be all4444 ,! key to ?is :ole discussion is ! fact t ! bra9 c be develop$ m 9 a ye> ?r\gh inn] awak5+ ?an 9 a decade by ! usual me?ods ( ext]nal impacts alone4444 ,! ideal education is ! balanc+ ( ! )\t ) ! )9--! tally+ ( ! _w )\t ) ! _w )9--! same old /ory ( ! k+dom )\t cle>+ its correspond5ces ) ! k+dom )94 ,! ,little ,girl's ideal is to d great /ories4 ,!y *all5ge h] by _! v difficulty4 ,:5 ,i see :]e %e /&s n[1 & ?9k ( ! f> ways we eld]s w5t to le>n ! game2 :5 ,i see :at ! tw5ty-ye>-olds are do+ n[1 h[ !y comm& _! my/icism--a h>d] task = me ?an ! accompli%m5t ( physical results2 :5 ,i see ! inn] bloom & co-ord9ation & ! inimitable surfaces :i* come to all ! arts by ! developm5t ( ! s\l life fir/1 ! li/5+ = ! ,ma/] )9--,i want to get my h&s on !m all1 ^u all ! "y build]s ( ! ,new ,race4 ,i want at once to awak5 )9 !m ! ,spectator--! ,"o :o _c be swung back & =? 9 ! pairs ( opposites1 :o _c give himself to ! p>tisans1 :o has glimps$ ! ,plan & (f]s x full adoration1 :o says accord+ly t ! be/ possible ?+ t c happ5 is ! ?+ t happ5s next4 ,^! are ! "y ,play]s :o w reveal life by liv+ x--portray life z naturally z brea?+1 ^: equipm5t is n possessions1 n ev5 bra9 possessions1 b spiritual en rapport ) all1 on5ess ) all life4 ,i rememb] /ruggl+ = effects4 ,^! "y p brea! effects4 ,i rememb] /yle z a /udi$ atta9m5t4 ,^! "y p ackn[l$ge b "o /yle--t is be+ "o's self4444 ,i want to set _m ( !m free f )9 outw>d4 ,9 _! gladness at ! f9d+ ( !mselves1 !y w g =? to include ! _w2 !y w br+ to x ! compassion :i* enfolds all1 reveals all4444 ,love ! _w well & y w und]/& x4 ,love ! _w well1 & y w write well to x4 ,give x y\rself1 & ! _w is y\rs4 99 99 99 99 99 #ae ,,"w ,,9 ,,%ort ,,/ories ,! ,little ,girl sket*$ ?is impression ( an ,indian ,summ] ,dusk3 99 99 99 99 99 444 ,j n[ ! great blue dusk1 aft] an ,indian summ] day4 ,x deep5s & seems to laugh1 !n all is night4 ,huge black cl\ds roll up1 promis+ a /orm4 ,aga9/ !m1 tall1 selfi%1 unafraid1 /& ! popl> trees4 ,! great ,"m ( ! dusk is s++1 ! ,god 9 ,nature is s++1 & ,nature's belong+s1 all ( !m1 s+ 9 ?is magical mom5t4 ,"o feels x all 9 "o's self1 feels ! glory1 ! romance1 ! v core-life ( ! ,univ]se4 ,! mat+s too1 tak+ place 9 ! grass & air2 ! mat+s ( ! two /reams1 ! two gra9s ( s&2 ! mat+s ( butt]flies1 birds & bees4 ,x all fl[s ?r\gh "o's body l music & honey & sun%9e4444 ,no?+ b space is ar\nd me4 ,i feel all holl[ inside4 ,p[] & beauty & all ?+s else fl[ ?r\gh 444 & out1 l a sieve4 ,my body is f> bel[ me1 yet x w be tak5 c>e (4 ,x does n /umble1 nor make any clumsy1 unnecess>y movem5t4 ,f9d+ x alone & =gott51 ,rhy?m cat*es x 9 h] g5tle arms4 ,sl[ly1 s(tly1 g5tly1 ,rhy?m c>ries x along1 ! same t c>ries ! de] s swiftly 9 ! =e/1 ! m\nta9 %eep f l$ge to l$ge & ov] valleys1 & t :i* waves ! trees' long arms s gracefully4444 ,! night moves on its way1 ! ?reat ( /orm is pass$4 ,i am back aga9--an untellable fre%ness has sweet5$ hair & clo?+4 ,i am all gl[+ inside4 99 99 99 99 99 ,?is 0 done two ye>s ago4 ,!re 0 a k9d ( dream /ory :i* %e rec5tly f9i%$1 gratify+ ! arti/ic s5se entirely1 b 9 a way t ru9$ x = ! g5]al read]4 ,x 0 all new to h] t !re c\ld possibly be two ways to reg>d a bit ( workman%ip4 ,five or six /ory-writ]s 7 pres5t = ! read+1 & out ( ! fruits ( t ev5+1 we surely saw ! less] beauty give way be=e a great]4 ,we =eca/$ ! read]s ( ! future1 :o w\ld pref] ! m spiritual1 m *all5g+ /ory texture & dn\em5t4 ,!re has always be5 ,! ,few--glad to discov] ! real1 answ]+ to int]ior ord] & cl>ity1 /raight gra91--b ! fact = en?usiasm n[ is t ! _w is be+ peopl$ ) ! awak5$4 ,^! "y mod]ns are recognis+ ea* o!r f day to day1 pull+ toge!r = bett] social ord]1 utilis+ ! wisdom ( ! ,ea/1 & ! drive ( ! ,we/--lab\r+ 9 new pa?s1 d>+ new leaps1 work+ out philosophies z fre% & anci5t z ! dawn &1 :at is /raight] to ! po9t1 dem&+ mod]n books1 writt5 out ( an integrity to mat* _! own4444 ,%ort /ory writ+ 9 ,am]ica is less a trade & m ( an art s9ce ,edw>d ,j4 ,o',bri51 ! poet1 took 8 *air 9 ! fl[ ( ! output & began to say :i* 0 :i*4 ,!re are a numb] ( p 9 ,am]ica :o "k a good %ort /ory :5 !y see "o2 ?is is true among ^? :o buy %ort /ories1 b editors _c always buy :at !y want4 ,a deal ( me*anism 9 a magaz9e has to be oil$ & en]gis$ by diff]5t k9ds ( m9ds f ^? :o pa9t ! pictures & write ! tales4 ,o',bri5 knew bo? ends--also he knew t big1 unobtrusive "p ( ! m>ket t looks long & po9t$ly = ! real tale4 ,he is a que] boy--f ! bleak fi%+ gr\nds nor? ( ,bo/on4 ,he is 9 no hurry4 ,y c\ldn't tell if he really wants any?+4 ,he doesn't seem to want mu*--= ,o',bri54444 ,aft] he _h 8 ma9 l9e & mo/ ( ! ramifications ( 8 idea laid1 he told ! editors to s5d on ! /ories4 ,mo/ ( !m did4 ,o',bri5 did a lot ( "w 9 a few weeks1 did x />tl+ly well4 ,he />t$ some?+4444 ,n[1 if a writ] sits d[n1 sudd5ly /ruck ) a f9e idea = a tale1 & ?is f9e idea precludes ! possibility ( sell+ x = a high price--! writ] d>es g ahead & f9i% ! task1 because he kn[s ,o',bri5 w get to ! ?+ 9 due "t1 & t if x is really :at x seems & ! p]=mance ( ! idea adequate1 !n ! "w w n be utt]ly lo/4 ,z a matt] ( fact1 ?is is a bit ( self-placation1 s9ce no "w is lo/2 no "o gets ! value ( a big ?+ to any?+ l ! degree ( ! man :o does x2 no big ?+ is lo/ f ! _w1 n ev5 if dropp$ 9 a sew]1 if x is really important = ! _w to h x4 ,we are all a bit too heavily h&icapp$ ) our own idea ( :at ! _w %\ld h f our own %ops--at ! same "t1 :5 we are "y1 we pant = ! quick] return1 ! answ]+ hail )9 reason--at lea/1 )9 "t & space4 ,n[ ,o',bri5 has come1 /rangely arriv$1 8 prop] phylact]ies 9 place1 ! t\* ( t9t$ haze ab\t 8 head1 ! "r man4 ,back ( all1 h[ev]1 is ! workman's own sp9e4 ,t's ! be/ ?+ to lean on2 & :5 ! go+ is heavy1 to le>n to d )\t4 ,we (t5 rem9d ea* o!r 9 ,*apel ( ! mod]n arti/ ,cezanne1 :o mov$ ab\t 8 pa9t+ = _m ye>s1 pa9t+ ! ?+1 satisfy+ 8 s\l1 & leav+ 8 canvasses ar\nd 9 ! fields = ! peasants to laugh at or mull ov]4444 ,!y h long s9ce be5 br\ght 9 out ( ! ra9--^? canvasses4 ,i =get ! incr$ible ?\s&s 8 little/ sket* br+s n[4444 ,b ,cezanne got ! films out ( himself--talli$ !m (f--! l&scapes )9 & )\t1 :5 x did him mo/ good4 ,x nev] fails4 ,:at 0 good = ! arti/ is good = ! re/ ( u aft]w>d4 ,mean:ile mu* is /ill to d 9 ! /ory _w4 ,! big sma% ( ! mov+ pictures hasn't cle>$ f our game yet4 ,x w be ! cause ( great] tales be=e ! end is se51 = y c't portray ! realities ( romance ^u a flat scre54 ,= a "t ! _m ?\ght x 0 no long] necess>y to le>n to read1 because !re 0 su* a torr5t ( pictures ev]y:]e1 b x 0 only ?r\gh ! pictures t ! few has f9ally manag$ to realize h[ m>vel\sly pictorial m]e words are1 & h[ few words are requir$ :5 !y are imag9atively driv54 ,"o day 9 ,/one/udy we discuss$ ^! /ory & scre5 affairs1 look+ ahead some:at to bett] times ?an ^!4 ,"o ( our "y m51 ^: /ory is told 9 a lat] *apt]1 put d[n ! ?+s we talk$ ab\t4 ,?is is ,%uk's writ+3 99 99 99 99 99 ,a fre% & diff]5t vitality is manife/ to-day 9 ,am]ican lit]ature4 ,at v>i\s po9ts ar\nd u1 deal+ ) words1 col\rs & ! subtl] tools1 are active "y workm5 :o = ! fir/ "t1 9 ! fulle/ s5se1 may be t]m$ ,nor? ,am]ican4 ,! fir/ *>act]i/ic ( ?is new elem5t1 ^! "y flexible & vigor\s m9ds1 is t !y are workm5--n lab\r]s1 n pr(essionals1 n prim>ily arti/s 9 any?+ unless x be life--b work]s fir/1 & aft] t noveli/s1 poets1 musicians1 pa9t]s or politicians4 ,!y are n competitors4 ,!y h n =gott5 ! w>m side ( ju/ice1 b !y "k well ! /]n face ( compassion--!y "k t x takes ,*ri/ & anti-,*ri/ to make a _w4 ,!y are nei!r mode/ nor egoti/ical1 be+ = ! mo/ "p busy & int5sely alive4 ,?is implies _! joy4 ,! great love /ory has n be5 writt54 ,! few great love /ories ( ! _w h to be piec$ out by ! imag9ation4 ,we f9d t we h be5 told t c]ta9 are great love /ories1 b !y d n /& exam9ation4 ,! classic =m w n d = ! ,new ,age4 ,!re is to be a new language--= lit]>y h&l+4 ,x may be call$ ,am]ican1 to di/+ui% x f ,engli% 9 ! accept$ =m4 ,x is to be brisk1 brief1 brave & ebulli5t--to meet ! modification all mu/ reckon )--! scre5-tra9$ m9d4 ,am]ican-m9d$ness ( itself1 _c yet accept a great love-/ory4 ,x w\ld be call$ s5tim5tal if n lascivi\s4 ,! av]age ,am]ican is an impossible lov]1 mak+ x incid5t to bus9ess4 ,! real & ! %am are equally above him4 ,he w\ld n "k :5 to be exalt$ or :5 to be a%am$4 ,he ?9ks 8 own passion is evil1 & ?us makes x s4 ,! great love-/ory c only be writt5 ) creative dynamics1 & c only be accept$ z yet by ! few ( correspond+ receptivity4 ,!re is no?+ s(t ab\t true romance4 ,"s passionate s+] ( ! ,new ,age w likely appe> "r soon1 8 /ory to h ! full r$ol5ce & lu/re ( ! he>t1 8 emotions ?or\ghbr$1 8 lit]>y quality at ! same "t cry/all9e ) reality4 ,! big adv5ture-/ory has n be5 done s f>4 ,! day ( guns1 horses & r$sk9s is ov]4 ,photoplays h develop$ ^! fiction res\rces to ! limit1 prov+ to ^? writ]s born to be mod]n t _! full tales c nev] be %[n on a flat surface4 ,!re w be und]curr5ts1 ov]tones1 invisible movem5ts1 t5sions ^u ! read]1 n only f betwe5 ! l9es1 b betwe5 words4 ,! /ory-tell] ( ! ,new ,age may h&le 8 !me 9 words ( "o syllable1 b 8 tale w h an int5sity sc>cely to be expla9$--only respond$ to by m9ds :i* _c be satisfi$ by two-plane production--m9ds :i* dem& m ( life ?an ! cam]a sees4 ,! real w>-/ory ( to-day1 ev5 = to-morr[1 ought to arrive soon4 ,?is is an age = an epic4 ,"s ke5 & compreh5sive m9d w arise--a lit]>y g5ius :o w include ! patriot1 ! an>*i/1 ! poet1 dramati/1 humanit>ian1 !osophi/1 dream]1 judge & /atesman1 ev5 ! icie/ aces ( ! air--& tell ! /ory ( ,w>1 a tale ( tr5*es1 k+s & arms2 blood1 h]oism & mon/r\s gre$2 va/ f>-rea*+ causes & ! sl[1 inevitable hell ( effects--told f a viewpo9t s inclusive t ?rones are m]ely pawns 9 a ,planet>y ,game4 ,inclusion is ! fir/ bus9ess ( ! writ] :o is truly alli$ ) ! mod]n elem5t4 ,propag&i/s d n fill ! picture4 ,ye/]day ! wreck]s & agno/ics--to-day ! speciali/s & onesid$ en?usia/s--to-morr[1 ! embodi]s1 ! includ]s4 99 99 99 99 99 #af ,,valley ,,road ,,girl ,! ,valley ,road ,girl1 :o gave u ! title1 & help$ u to see h[ ! ,new ,race w become 9 due "t ! planet>y hive1 ask$ n to appe> 9 ?is book4 ,a lett] ?is morn+ asks x aga94 ,%e is 9 ! /ress & heat ( a s]ies ( ordeals1 le>n+ :at x means sudd5ly to be p>t$ f fri5ds & ! c5tre ( h] "w4 ,a wise & s5sitive "y woman--,i r ?rill ov] h] suff]+s4 ,we don't commis]ate2 we congratulate1 :5 "o is call$ to a /ret* ( p>ticul>ly /iff & solit>y go+4 ,we "k t "o mu/ be passionately wor?y to take ! big-calibr$ ordeals4 ,!re is pa9 to all bir?s--pa91 ! precursor ( great] joys4 ,pa9 is n ! expansion ( ! fl[] to ! sun2 t is joy1 t comes aft]w>d4 ,pa9 is ! necess>y ruptur+ ( ! bud-%ea?s be=e ! f9al unfold+ into ! new dim5sion4 ,pa9 is )91 in>ticulate--m]ely f9ds a correspond5ce 9 "s out] cause4 ,"p ( ! ,valley ,road ,girl's lett] foll[s3 444 ,x hurt to let t la/ ,lam5tation g to y4 ,i ?\ght ( ! times :5 ,i _h put up a brav] fight1 bol/]$ only ) pride4 ,b pride is l[ n[1 & /ill dw9dl+ 9 ! glass4 ,ev5 ! gods )draw f ! pa!tic4 ,!y love u m :5 we *all5ge ) d\bt ?an :5 we implore4 ,! _m are ,god-fe>+4 ,!y mu/ h "s div9e p[] to %ift _! responsibility ^u4 ,!y c ask ! ,flame to cleanse !m1 b quail at work+ out _! own salvation4 ,i h done "s cry+ out to ,god1 b ,i am f9i%$4 ,! "o good pa? ,i h is ,"w--self-expression e day4 ,i made ano!r mi/ake--9 look+ back4 ,regret id5tifies u ) ! pa/ & imp$es progress4 ,y\? is smileless1 incl9$ to reg>d to-day's /ruggles z ultimate evil1 b gradually we le>n t all ?+s pass4 ,to consid] ev]y?+ z 9 transition1 we place ourselves 9 ! v curr5t ( gr[?4444 ,= rapid j\rney+1 we mu/ travel light4 ,we c only c>ry along ! _s ( ?+s--! ess5ce ( our joys & lessons4 ,t's :at ,i h f ,*apel days4 ,i blu% = _m h\rs s9ce4 ,sometimes ,i h felt z if ,i 7 on a va/ pla9 & !re 0 no ,god nor e>? nor ! quality ( love any:]e1 b only ,i--dea?less--9 long1 hide\s travail1 all life to be te/$ aga9/ ?is ,me6444 99 99 99 99 99 ,h[ ,i want to write6 ,e day m awe enfolds ! dream4 ,days br+ me clos] to ! ,t[n4 ,! w> has deep5$ ! he>ts ( all ! "y p "h1 especially ! wom54 ,"y wom5 are v wond]ful to me4 ,!y h a c]ta9 lovel9ess ( body t comes ( girl-:it5ess )9--?\ghtful t5d]ness ab\t !m1 & some?+ else1 a lightness t may be j y\?4 ,x attracts me because ,i h nev] felt x4 ,i d n c>e if ! gods laugh at my ambitions to write4 ,by ! v sign t we are victims ( matt] n[1 we %all become victors4 ,i want ! bottom--d[n among ! deeps ( pa91 :]e all ! sorr[ ( ! _w is my sorr[2 all te>s1 my te>s4444 ,i am n ready = ! ,hive4 ,no compromise4 ,to accept less 9 "o's "w ?an ! dream--t is failure4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! ,valley ,road ,girl is eighte54 ,%e has h>dly be5 away f ! little t[n by ! lake %ore4 ,%e is held to x que]ly /ill4 ,i expect h] to make ! place long-liv$ 9 ! memory ( _m novel read]s4 ,i see ! big book ( ! c\ntry-side ab\t h]--a gall]y ( qua9t & curi\s faces--done ) h] /]n1 sweet p[]4 ,i h se5 ?is big book build+ ab\t h]1 z ,i see ! top trays ( ,! ,abbot's ,sea ,*e/4 ,^! are ! days ( h] sket*+ & te>+ d[n4 ,deep draughts ( life call to h]1 deeps ( religion1 deeps ( cosmic memory--& all ab\t is ! little t[n4 ,! mean+ has come to h] at la/4 ,already %e has turn$ to love ! ne>e/2 lov+ ! ne>e/ w unfold ! big book & set h] free4 ,six hundr$ pages ,i call =--! leisurely vibration1 t]rible int5sity ( romantic mom5ts1 passion ( ! fields1 ! hide\s mock]y ( n>r[1 brittle lives1 ! c\ntry-wife worn glassy ) r\t9e & insane monotony1 & ! "y ( ! c\ntry-side--quick bloom1 pure y\? fall+ into co>s5ess be=e its =m is f9i%$1 ! real & immortal beh9d x all4 ,^! are h] prop]ties4 ,hundr$s ( pages h be5 writt5 & pray]fully de/roy$4 ,?us is %e sett+ h]self free4 ,i h a pap] ( h]s on ! spiritual adv5tures ( a smileless *ild--:i* ,i lik$ mu* :5 x came 91 m ?an two ye>s ago4 ,! ,valley ,road ,girl is close to u 9 all our prep>+ & build+2 s t ^! *apt]s w\ld be /range )\t h] voice3 444 ,fire 0 always t]rible1 s my fir/ aspirations 7 caus$ by fe> ( hell bel[4 ,be=e t1 ,i _h want$ to laugh :5 told to pray4 ,z ,i grew1 ,i ?\ght mu* ( ! heav5ly /ate1 b c\ld f9d only vague pictures4 ,rec5tly ,i ask$ a c\ntry m9i/] 8 idea ( heav51 & he seem$ unc]ta94 ,he c\ld only assure me t x 0 a desirable place4 ,yet *ildr5 always wond] ab\t _! de/9ation1 que/ion+ z !y j\rney4 ,i />t$ e>ly to pray--a grim affair2 at fir/ cry+ out ?r\gh fe> or hurt4 ,god 0 too awful = su* intimacies s ,i took ! ,*ri/ figure ( ! ,tr9ity into my confid5ce4 ,j "h came a /range transition4 ,x didn't seem suffici5t = me to ?9k ^? pray]s3 ,i felt ,i mu/ /ate !m cle>ly or my wi% might be ambigu\s4 ,ev5 to-day1 ,i f9d t only express+ a ?+ simplifies x = me4 ,if !re 7 acqua9tances ^: lives 7 t\*$ ) beauty or romance1 ,i pray$ = !m1 b mo/ly nam$ my wants4 ,i made ! discov]y t ! int5sity put =? 9 hold+ ! image ( a desire br+s x into ! _w4 ,man may call ! answ] ,god1 b t seems 8 own p[]4 ,i h sometimes ?\ght ( ,w ) its div9e k9dr$1 ,wisdom & ,love1 z ! ,?ree ,:o /ood fir/ be=e ,8 ,face4 ,to-day we dream1 & to-morr[ our h&s are fill$4 ,i rememb] ! e>ly ,*apel days :5 ! ,old ,man w\ld say1 ,be c>eful :at y want--y are apt to get x1--) a great laugh & my/]y play+ ab\t 8 words4 ,h[ truly "o comes to realise t4 ,:5 ,i />t$ at ,/one/udy1 ! t[n-p us$ to ask h[ we 7 taught1--if our ,engli% & /ory-/ructure 7 pr9cipally consid]$ z 9 ! s*ools4 ,i c\ld only tell !m1 ,oh1 no1 n l s*ool6 ,!n ,i tri$ to expla9 ,*apel & !y wond]$ h[ t mann] ( education c\ld make u writ]s4 ,yet our writ+ improv$ ) ! days4 ,"w1 a few weeks old1 emb>rass$ u ) its defects4 ,!n ,i actually tri$ to discov] j h[ we 7 be+ help$4 ,to a "y aspirant1 !re is awe ab\t an arti/2 we _h come to li/54 ,! same ?\ghts express$ 9 homely words w\ldn't h quick5$ u4 ,! ,old ,man's s5t5ces 7 ri* ) figures t cl>ifi$ ev]y?+4 ,we began to see ,/one/udy4 ,ab\t ?is "t at home ,i us$ to />t any?+ t int]e/$ me1 ,i've got a picture---- ,*apel _h help$ me1 z only "o c help ano!r1 by quick5+ ! imag9ation4 ,t 0 :at drew me to ! ,little ,girl--h] vivid impression ( ?+s4 ,%e c\ld make h] li/5] see also4 ,speak+ ( *ildr5 :om s*ool _h ov]:elm$1 %e us$ to tell u ( _! lack+ eyes & ! _w t _h cru%$ !m1 z ! solid _w4 444 ,i ?9k t 0 ! secret ( h] fai? 9 fairies & ,nature's mo/ elusive ag5cies4 ,i li/5$ d\btfully at fir/1 = s*ool _h tamp]$ ) my once-ready belief4 ,"o _h fir/ to tru/ h] words1 ,if y believe1 y w see4 ,& ,i recall$ my e>ly religi\s exp]i5ces1 bas$ on ,accord+ to y\r fai?1 be x unto y4 ,?is is ! really religion--fai? 9 ! hidd5 _w4 ,we conceive its light gradually z ! se$ pu%es its way upw>d ?r\gh ! soil4 ,all religion t does n make ! work%op a ,*apel--! place = pictur+ heav51 is less ?an we "k4 ,i seem to confuse religion ) ! /imulat+ ( ! imag9ation4 ,x is because !y are "o to me4 ,! ,valley ,road ,girl has a beautiful si/] :o 0 r reluctant to come to ,/one/udy4 ,%e did n ?9k %e c\ld ev] belong2 _h no ?\ght ev] ( writ+ or tak+ "p 9 our ?+s1 yet none ( ! "y p ev] br\ght u m ?an ,e/h]4 ,i f\nd ! foll[+ pages ab\t ^! two si/]s toge!r among ! writ+s ( ! ,little ,girl3 444 ,on ! floor bel[ liv$ two girls :o came (t5 to visit _! belov$ fri5ds 9 ! attic4 ,"o 0 a ye> or s old] ?an ! o!r1 & mo/ s]i\s & sob]1 con/antly hunt+ = h] own philosophy & mak+ h] own religion1 pray+ = p[] & vision1 fe>+ le/ %e fail at ! appo9t$ task1 suff]+ ov] conditions1 revolt+ at times1 lov+ h] "w & h] si/] ) an ev]la/+ passion4 ,t 0 ! "o :om we call ! ,valley ,road ,girl4 ,! o!r 0 a p]fect giv]1 born ) ! ?\ght ( h] own smallness1 unwill+ to accept a diff]5t po9t ( view on ! subject f ano!r4 ,a _s--wide eyes1 frail body1 liv+ h] life calmly1 object+ to no?+1 obey+ o!rs1 lov+ all1 fright5+ h] p>5ts ) h] absolute goodness4 ,& t 0 ,e/h]4 ,:5 %e came at la/ to ,/one/udy1 h] cu%ion ) ! o!rs r\nd ! fire _h be5 wait+ = _m mon?s4 ,= we all knew h]2 ?r\gh ! ,valley ,road ,girl we knew ,e/h] belong$ to u4 ,"o ,*apel day lat]1 :5 %e rema9$ at home1 we wond]$ h[ we'd ev] manage )\t h]4444 ,occasionally ,e/h] br\ght a pap] ) h] & laid x "u ! black /one--a bit ( v]se1 p]haps a dream1 or some?+ deep & my/]i\s f h] s\l4 ,"o day x 0 a picture ( ! ,des]t1 ,i rememb]4444 ,noonday1 ! :ite heat ( ! sun reflect$ by ! s&1 ! br[n ( a camel's eyes1 ! long road to travel--c>avans--!n night--! s\nd ( l[ music1 wom5 danc+1 ! r$ ( fires on black oily bodies ( slaves4444 ,e/h] made u see x all4 ,!re 7 long days 9 ! woods--spr+ quick5+ life 9 all ?+s4 ,we'd ga!r moss & violets & talk endlessly1 ,e/h] always s free ^! memorable days1 & happy4 ,x 0 ! dance t set h] free--h] expression ?r\gh ! dance--a danc]'s body & s\l1 h] wond]ful quality ( =getfulness ( self1 made h] p]fect4 ,lit]ally %e c\ld surr5d] h]self to ! music1 tru/ x1 & be c>ri$ 9 p]fect grace & rhy?m4 ,we wat*$ h] unfold1 ! beauty ( h] deep5+ 9 e way4 ,h] joy 9 life grew4 ,%e became l a nymph 9 ! pure light ( summ]4444 99 99 99 99 99 ,z 0 set d[n 9 ! o!r book1#ag x 0 ! ,little ,girl :o />t$ ^! educational proce$+s4 ,less ?an f\r ye>s ago ,i sugge/$ t %e rema9 home f s*ool1 & take a /roll ) me d[n ! ,%ore4 ,i 0 a bit bor$ at ! "t1 d\btless heavy ) ! s5se ( p>5tal c>e4 ,to my be/ k1 ! ,little ,girl 0 9 no way extraord9>y4 ,%e does n seem s n[4 ,x seem$ natural = h] to turn 9 ! *apt] on ,tom 9 ?is book4 ,i did n ?9k ( x z a brimm+ ?+ = a *ild to p]=m4 ,incid5tally ,/eve br\ght 9 an essay la/ night on ! "y lov]s & beauty lov]s ( ! ,new ,race1 cov]+ matt]s :i* ,i plann$ z necess>y = me to d 9 ?is book4 ,weav+1 t's really :at a book f ! gr\p am\nts to--weav+1 m & m4 ,f "t to "t 9 ye>s to come1 ,i hope to take a few weeks & sp9 a book4 #ag ,*ild & ,c\ntry4 99 99 99 99 99 ,x is only 9 matt]s hav+ to d ) actual _w-facts t ! ,little ,girl ev] rem9ds u t %e is only f9i%+ h] second p]iod ( sev5s4 ,!re is no "o to :om ,i g m (t5 = wisdom or consolation4 ,h] comrade%ip is complete4 ,o!rs =get ! matt] ( age 9 relation to h]4 ,h] big fri5d%ip ) ! ,valley ,road ,girl ov]rides f\r ye>s ( gr[? mo/ =midable 9 ! usual atta*m5t4 ,! s\l is out ( "t & space4 ,! same ?+ is m emphatically %[n 9 ! case ( ,john & ,! ,abbot--n9e & sev5te54 ,! ,little ,girl reads v little--n ne>ly s mu* z ,i d4 ,%e c>ries no weights4 ,! slighte/ t5d5cy t[>d precocity w\ld sick5 me ( ! :ole bus9ess4 ,?is gr[? & developm5t :i* ,i speak ( is n intellectual 9 ! acquisitive s5se4 ,i take ! "y m9ds away f long division examples4 ,"o ( ^? a day is pl5ty4 ,excessive use ( ! "y bra9 is dang]\s4 ,"o %\ld h&le bra9-tissue ) delicacy4 ,"o %\ld le>n well h[ to ?9k1 s z to escape lesion & avoid rupture ( ^? mo/ delicate fibres4 ,any /ra9 s\nds a w>n+4 ,! use & developm5t ( ! bra9 f outside is only safe s long z ! process is joy\s4 ,! developm5t ( ! bra9 f )9 is natural & cont9ually felicit\s4 ,no two processes are alike--= ! ,s\l p]fects ! in/rum5t to s]ve ,itself4 ,9 due "t ! bra91 ?us tra9$1 w br+ =? ! "o p]fect & inimitable product4 ,tra9$ by ! _w solely f )\t1 its product is a m]e /&>d at be/4 ,i h met absolutely no ill results1 n ev5 f ! g5tle enc\ragem5t ( ! practice ( conc5tration among *ildr54 ,?is is /iff bra9work = a "t--/iff because ! bra9 mu/ be ma/]$4 ,b ! bra9 t has le>n$ to li/5 = ! voice ( ! ,ma/] )91 is already us+ ! fruits ( conc5tration1 & z ,i h writt5 be=e1 ! *ildr5 ma/] ! di/ractions m easily ?an develop$ p]sonalities4 ,"o mu/ le>n h[ to ?9k ob$i5tly be=e "o c sil5ce ! ?\ghts4 ,"o mu/ sil5ce ! bra9 to he> ! ,s\l1 b "o mu/ be ! ,s\l to sil5ce ! bra94 ,intellectual *ildr5 h be5 br\ght to me sev]al times4 ,!y lack ! ess5tial rev]5ce4 ,!y wi% to %[ me :at !y "k2 _! p>5ts goad !m into ?is %[+4 ,^! are n ! new race type t ?rills u4444 ,i _c help y out ( a pr$icam5t if my h&s are full ( bundles4 ,i _c br+ to y ! "o spontane\s utt]ance t y long =1 if my bra9 is cr[d$ ) ! ?+s ( to-day & ye/]day4 ,i place ^u ! gr\nd my bundles1 & give y a h&4 ,i cle> my m9d ( all its rec5t & imm$iate acquisitions1 & by ! v =ce & matrix ( y\r ne$ 7if ,i am ! valuable tea*]7 ,i supply1 f ! inf9ite res]voir ( mass$ exp]i5ces1 an intuitional answ] t w n leave y z y 74 444 ,god pity ! good little bra9-pans s heavily pil$ 9 public s*ools1 & ! brave little memories s cruelly tax$4 ,i want to bru% all junk away f !m1 let _! s\ls brea!1 let !m become z little *ildr51 %[ !m h[ ! greate/ workm5 & ! ma/]-?9k]s are great & ma/]ful1 simply because !y h le>n$ h[ to become z little *ildr54 99 99 99 99 99 #ag ,,beauty ,we develop ?r\gh expression4 ,i f9d ^! p>agraphs among _m ( ! ,little ,girl's = :i* !re is no place "h3 99 99 99 99 99 444 ,ev]y?+ 9 p\r+ out "o's dreams & ?\ghts1 "o's v s\l into words6 ,x is relief1 fulfilm5t2 x completes all ?\ghts & dreams2 x gives !m /r5g?4 ,!y are only half-p[]s if left unexpress$4 ,9 ! mom5ts ( great outp\r+1 ord] =ms--! inn] ord] t is la/+ & div9e1 ! ord] t e man mu/ h runn+ rhy?mically ?r\gh him1 be=e 8 great task c be giv5 him by ! ,ma/]4 ,if man lives 9 tru?1 he lives 9 ord]4 ,!re is no tru? )\t ord]--no ord] )\t tru?4 ,!y are "o at ! top4 ,!re are no mi/akes 9 all ! ,holy ,univ]se4 99 99 99 99 99 ,we speak mu* ( ! ,ma/]4 ,z e arti/ becomes significant1 ,i ?9k he is m & m consci\s1 deep )91 ( ! pres5ce ( "o ^: ^w is absolute4 ,! great arti/ isolates himself f criticism--t is1 he may li/5 to ! obs]vations ( a *ild or ! y\nge/ critic & f9d values1 yet 8 life is pass$ 9 do+ ?+s o!rs _c d1 & = :i* !re are no crit]ia4 ,he loses ! s5se ( all laws at ! la/1 9 ! great ebullition ( 8 s\l--to get its records d[n4 ,he is n ignit$ ) expression z =m]ly1 because he is expression4 ,8 e/abli%m5t 9 fle% is = t1 & no o!r reason4 ,8 ,ma/] ne>s4 ,i ?9k ( ,tol/oi s intimately & ,c>lyle 9 ^! ?+s4444 ,we are close1 9 our be/ mom5ts1 to ! ,%op ,itself4 ,kipl+ t\*$ ?is my/ic arrangem5t 9 8 inimitable ,l'envoi1 ,:5 e>?'s la/ picture is pa9t$---- ,m & m life tea*es u ! trea*]y ( matt]1 z x tea*es u h[ to love4 ,"o by "o ! ?+s we turn to1 vani%1 leav+ u r5t & cry+ out4 ,?us we le>n to turn to ! ,unse54 ,we long at la/ = our p>ticul> ar*etype :o embodies pot5tially ! ideal ( p>5t & tea*] & belov$4 ,! la/ te>+ torr5tial love ( ! fle% is = ! mate1 ! fir/ ( our m purely spiritual aspirations = ! ,ma/]4444 ,! good days ( appr5tice%ip give u ! basic ideal ( him--! pure workman%ip1 ! love ( tru?1 ne$ = utt] compreh5sion ) few words--! love ( "o ano!r1 yet ! absolute ess5tial s h>d to le>n1 to cl+ to no?+ 9 ! realm ( *ange--all ^! are inc5tives to ! que/ ( ! ,ma/]4 ,m & m we succe$ 9 turn+ our love to :at we /ill call ! ,unse5 f old habit4 ,! v love t y turn to ! ,ma/] builds ! pa? by :i* he comes to y4 ,he c only appe> 9 y\r own ?\ght-=m4444 ,x comes to u s (t5 t we make our own heav5s4 ,s _m =get t we require beauty z well z goodness & tru?4 ,n sages alone1 n sa9ts alone--b arti/s1 workm5 & play]s 9 beauty1 z well z 9 love & wisdom4 ,! ,ma/] w come to y 9 y\r own ?\ght-=m2 y\r heav5 w fill y\r own conception4 ,sa9ts ( ! eld] bigotries w h angels ) fea!rs & peasant feet4 ,^? :o h clung s h>d to _! bodies1 mu/ galvanise !m aga9 ) rheumatism & s5ility & mortgage-ridd5 m9ds4 ,i tell !m "h to be c>eful :at !y dream--to take all ! loves1 ! safe ?+s1 love ( *ild & "m & mate1 love ( comrades1 ! passion = dy+ = ano!r 444 to take ,nature's p]fect ?+s1--! gra9s1 ! fruits1 bees1 />s1 devas1 poems--maje/y ( m\nta91 /r5g? ( ! field1 holy brea? ( sea--! highe/ mom5ts ( song & ?\ght & meet+s 444 to take all t is consummate = ! ?\ght-=m--to build ! com+ ( ! ,ma/] 9 t--light f ! ,unse5--to build = et]nity4444 ,! ,ma/] c only %[ y t mu* ( ,himself z y\r own highe/ picture conta9s4444 ,?is is ! practice ( 8 pres5ce1 s lib]at+ to ! m9ds ( dream]s & workm5 & mo!rs4 99 99 99 99 99 ,/eve has done "s ?9k+ on ! que/ ( beauty 9 relation to ! "y lov]s ( ! ,new ,race4 ,! re/ ( ! *apt] is 8 writ+3 ,beauty is ! lu/re %9+ f )91 because ( ! %e] int5sity ( be+4 ,x is pro( ( spiritual battles won1 a gift e>n$ by ages ( r5unciation1 m>tyrdom1 & self-sacrifice4 ,x is manife/ balance1 ord] & s]5ity ga9$ f isolation & self-conque/4 ,! gl[ se5 ab\t ! heads ( sa9ts is really !re4 ,x is a spl5d\r n ( e>?1 ! same ray f :i* beauty is drawn4 ,a c]ta9 tragic joy & a t]rible s]5ity1 t is mi/ak5 = melan*oly1 (t5 goes ) beauty4 ,x is ! result ( turn+ back volunt>ily = "w 9 ! _w1 r5\nc+ possible bliss = ! s]vice ( humanity4 ,*ief among ! spiritual victories m5tion$1 is ?is turn+ back1 fac+ ! /ream ( evolution aga91 & all its cold metal1 = new "w4 ,s its light is a light f beh9d--a reflection to ! _w ( ! wond]s ahead4 ,beauty is an indication ( ! weave ( "o's high] life1 ( develop$ discrim9ation1 mat]ial pro( ( ! p]fect+ ord9ation ( ! life1 w & emotions4 ,all t is beautiful is good1 all t is good mu/ be beautiful4 ,ugl9ess is false & fleet+1 a confession ( sickness & turmoil )94 ,!re c absolutely be no great love )\t a %e] wor%ip ( beauty1 n = itself1 n f ! /hetic /&po9t--no temp]am5tal mo?-man e?ics--b ! calm ma/]y ( its inn] mean+1 :i* is ma/]y ( life itself4 ,?is does n mean t we mu/ love ?+s m]ely because !y are beautiful1 b because ( ! tru? we "k to be 9 !m1 manife/ 9 _! beauty4 ,also x means t we mu/ nev] accept a ?+ m]ely because x is demon/rat$1 or seek tru? = tru?'s sake4 ,beauty is ! "o la/+ crit]ion4 ,z soon z we truly see ^! ?+s1 we "k ! secret ( real love1 :i* is beauty's expression4 ,! lov] is no long] lov] only1 b love-ma/]--all dom9ation ( ! sexes !n becomes a slav]y ( ! pa/4 ,! lov] is p>5t1 mate & *ild 9 "o4 ,ea* is also ! o!r's tea*]4 ,at ! beg9n+ ^! lov]s give ea* o!r complete fre$om1 kn[+ t no?+ c be ma9ta9$ t is held2 t joy\s fre$om is its own wise bondage4 ,! f9d+ ( ! lov] is nev] ! end ( ! que/ z 9 ! _w4 ,r1 x is ! beg9n+4 ,nev] is !re a ly+ back 9 satisfaction or inconsequ5ce4 ,t w\ld be failure = !mselves z well z _! *ildr54 ,gr[? is ! goal4 ,gr[? goes on aft] ! mat+ at a rate nev] be=e approa*$1 = ea* has be5 op5$1 lib]at$4 ,e relation is evid5t alt]nately 9 ?is gr[?1 p>5t & *ild1 tea*] & pupil1 ma/] & disciple1 madonna & messiah4 ,at c]ta9 high mom5ts1 ! o!r appe>s z ! ,ma/] himself2 ?r\gh 8 eyes ! my/]ies ( ! univ]se are se54 ,! ?ree-ply love ye>ns to give1 kn[+ t by giv+ all "o ga9s all4 ,x ye>ns to protect1 to "m1 to love fail+s & make !m virtues4 ,x loves ! fail+s z well z ! gifts1 treasur+ all ! little humanesses ( ! lov$ "o1 se>*+ !m out zeal\sly4 ,nev] are !y fooli% en\gh to expect p]fection at fir/4 ,e fault is told po9t-blank1 at any co/ ( pa9 or injury to ! o!r4 ,= x is ! god-giv5 privilege ( ea* to br+ suff]+ to ! o!r1 because he loves t o!r m ?an life1 m ?an self1 m ?an happ9ess1 & x is und]/ood t _! mutual goal is ! priceless h]itage1 p]fection4 ,no?+ %ort ( p]fection rema9s4 ,= ?is all else1 ev5 life1 is a paltry price4 ,!re is no hid+ ! tru?4 ,?is is ! supreme te/ = great loves1 great fri5d%ips4 ,bo? mates are equal4 ,equality--! ^w comes to mean m ?an wor%ip4 ,?is philosophy is ju/ifi$ by ! law ( sacrifice4 ,t :i* we love m ?an life is ours m :olly ?an ourselves1 by ! great law4 ,9 fact1 we _c belong to ourselves2 we mu/ "w ^u ourselves until we are big en\gh to ca/ body m9d & s\l 9 ! he>t ( ano!r1 )\t fe>4 ,sep>at5ess--! pitiful s5se ( self1 has long be5 ! prime illusion ( ! _w1 ! cause ( all lu/1 w>s & torm5ts4 ,^? :o are n great en\gh lov]s to surr5d] all to _! love f9d pa9 & disp>ity ?r\gh\t4 ,!y h yet to le>n t all t belongs to ! self-will$1 only half belongs1 = x has n be5 giv5 its fre$om4 ,9 loves su* z ! ,new ,age is br++ 91 true creativ5ess is t\*$4 ,9 wor%ipp+ bo? ! s\l ( h] *ild & t ( h] mate m ?an h] own1 ! "m is giv5 = ! mom5t a beam f ! div9e %aft f ! ,creator4 ,= t mom5t %e has ov]-rea*$ h]self4 ,j s is ! new love con/antly ov]-rea*+ itself 9 ! cause ( ! lov$ "o1 a div9e madness ! _w has n begun to dream (--to belong & to h1 to be 9 & ?r\gh & ar\nd ! lov$ "o4 ,?us to ov]-rea* is to create4 ,! ord9>y "o mu/ become extraord9>y :5 lov$ 9 ?is god-l mann]4 ,to ov]-rea* oneself--t is ! cry ( ! ,new6444 ,to ?9k or act 9 any way t w hurt ! self becomes impossible !n1 = ! self is truly become ! o!r lov]4 ,bl9dness ( passion is f> f ! nature ( ?+s 9 ! new loves4 ,or r su* passions h be5 wa%$ & r$eem$ until !y are self-gov]n+4 ,!re is all ! diff]5ce betwe5 !m & ! _w idea ( passion1 z betwe5 adoration & infatuation4 ,deep wat]s & deep *>act]s hold to _! *annels4 ,only %all[ & fro?y curr5ts are l\d & turbul5t4444 ,aga9 x is ! ?ree 9 "o4 ,h[ c\ld "o hold a mad de/roy+ passion = "o 9 :om ! p>5t *ild & ma/] are equally dom9ant8 ,always ! _s ( t5d]ness is !re l an unse5 ?ird4 ,?us passion has become compassion1 & ! e>? love is se5 truly = ! fir/ "t p>tak+ ( ! nature ( ! inf9ite love :i* holds ! univ]se toge!r4 ,?is is ! s\rce ( calm1 ( w-lessness4 ,! eld] g5]ation1 judg+ all ?+s f ! /&po9t ( ! self w1 is dumbf\nd$4 ,su* iron repression among *ildr5 is beyond its imag9ation4 ,! eld] g5]ation goes on liv+ %>ki% & pr$atory lives1 exp]im5t+ ) repression aft] too mu* gett+ & tak+ & lic5ti\sness4 ,x conc5trates t]ribly on repression1 ?r[+ up ab\t itself tempor>y brea/works1 develop+ cruel r$ rays ( p]sonal w :i* at be/ is b a defiant pugnacity4 ,its eyes gr[ r$ & voice savage4 ,= ! "t ! g>goyles ( ! anci5t self are lock$ 9 ! l[] room1 b !y are n ma/]$4 ,all p]sonal w is b a confession ( inord9ation )94 ,:]e !re is inn] ord] & beauty1 x is n ne$$1 becomes inde$ an affront to ! mo/ high4 ,! beautiful w-lessness :i* m>ks ! relation ( ! sexes ( ! ,new ,ord] is ! key to ! fre$om ( ! future4 ,tig] & ape are trans=m$ into :ite pres5ces--! mut9\s slaves ( ! e>?-self become cosmic s]vants4 99 99 99 99 99 #ah ,,%uk ,i 0 talk+ to a gr\p ( "y arti/s 9 ,*icago4 ,!re 0 a boy !re :o seem$ di/urb$ because ! o!rs d>$ to be natural 9 my pres5ce1 & talk ab\t !mselves4 ,i 0 q at ease1 enjoy+ myself1 & gett+ altoge!r z mu* respect z ,i des]v$4444 ,?is lad walk$ ) me to ! tra94 ,i want$ to take him home4 ,i lik$ 8 voice & 8 h& & 8 m9d4 ,i ?\ght at fir/ t he c\ld n mean all he said1 b ,i 0 wrong ab\t t4 ,rev]5ce is sometimes v h>d to take1 b ! "o :o br+s x has ! pure surface ( receptivity4 ,! boy said1 z my tra9 pull$ out3 ,no1 ,i c't come n[4 ,!re's a mon? to be sp5t at home 9 ,mi*igan1 & a season's play+ ) an or*e/ra up 9 ! lake resorts1 b aft] t--say ,octob]1 ,i'll come to ,/one/udy4 ,t 0 exactly :at he did4 ,he _h x all plann$ mon?s ahead4 ,x's ,%uk's#ah way--a ma!matical m9d1 a cry/al m9d4 ,! !osophi/s w\ld say t he belong$ to ! intellectual ray4444 ,we are always bett] ) ,%uk 9 ! room4 ,he comes half way to meet our process ( light+ up1 :i* is ! devotional process2 9 fact1 ,%uk incorporat$ himself 9 our ideals 9 ex*ange = a ye> or two ( liv+ ! life at ,/one/udy4444 ,^! ?+s nev] die4 #ah ,h]man ,s4 ,s*u*]t4 ,a ra9coat1 a black bag--^! are ,%uk's possessions1 all weight & measure m9imis$1 ev5 to ! k9d ( :ite pap] :i* we>s be/ & packs be/4 ,%uk means ord]4 ,a page ( 8 copy is a re/ to ! eye4 ,!re is a f9i%$ quality to 8 s5t5ces4 ,my t5d5cy is to ru% into a m5tal clean-up :5 he ent]s ! room4 ,i'm n impress+ ^! details z 8 virtues4 ,%uk's virtues are cosmic4 ,he w pres5tly be tell+ ! big tales1 & tell+ !m fa/4 ,z a gr\p1 we are le>n+ to come & g f ea* o!r4 ,we h le>n$ well n to lean--r to anticipate ! ,law & leave ! belov$ :5 ! t5d5cy to cl+ becomes too ke54444 ,!re is a "t to come & a "t to g4 ,i always ?9k ( ! ,ma/] ,jesus1 leav+ ,8 disciples--say+ t !y w\ld n f9d ! ,com=t] )91 if ,he rema9$ ) !m always4 ,%uk _h mu* to d 9 br++ home to u ?is valuable concept4 ,we _h a way ( ?9k+ ! _w w\ld come to u on ! ,lake ,erie bluff4 ,x w\ld4 ,x did4 ,b we 7 gett+ fat & b>onial2 a bit fat ( bra91 p]haps4444 ,bett] ?an t1 ! gaunt1 lean face =ev] at ! w9d[-panes ( civilisation4444 ,comrades are always toge!r4 ,big meet+s1 easy p>t+s4 ,"o does n "k h[ close he is to ano!r1 until _! ?\ghts sp>k w>m ov] a lot ( mileage--! immortality ( x all /eal+ 9 ?r\gh ! s(t airs ( night1 p]haps4 ,i tea* ! "y ones to /& alone at e *ance4 ,! idea is to make !m p5etrate = !mselves1 z swiftly z possible1 ! ma9 tricks & illusions ( matt]2 to make !m see pa/ any d\bt t to be worldly-m9d$ is to be inf]ior4 ,/ill !y mu/ see ?is = !mselves4 ,i =mally r5\nc$ p>5tage 9 ! case ( ! ,little ,girl4 ,i take all my au?ority f ! y\ng] boys at frequ5t int]vals--especially :5 !y h be5 real mates3 ,don't advise ) me1 ,i tell !m4 ,%[ :at y "k ab\t liv+4444 ,d x y\r way4 ,if y beg9 to bot* x1 ,i'll come 9 & be a regul> p>5t aga91 b ! idea is to set y loose4 ,^! matt]s come out naturally 9 relation to ,%uk4 ,he'll be surpris$ to read ?is4 ,none ( ! "y ones ev] adequately cr$it ! fact t ,i d a lot ( sitt+ at _! feet4444 ,we c\ld see ! _w z "o piece bett] ) ,%uk 9 ! room4 ,8 int5se li/5+ pull$ my eyes con/antly4 ,he want$ to "k ab\t /ories--ab\t writ+ /ories4 ,8 pres5ce made u all bett] workm5 because he 0 s zeal\s to become "o4 ,i _h long be5 absorb$ 9 ! romantic side ( _w-politics1 b ,%uk decorat$ ! subject ) a new romance4444 ,! f>!r away a c\ntry is1 ! m we "k ab\t x f a fiction /&po9t4 ,8 m5tal =ms are v /rong4 ,%uk & ,i h practically cov]$ ! same run ( ?\ghts 9 a morn+'s "w--our ma*9es a mile ap>t--no pre>rangem5t4 ,b ?is has work$ out s (t5 z to cease to be a novelty4 ,! ,little ,girl's lett]s h (t5 cross$ ) m9e1 c>ry+ ! same spiritual unfoldm5t--a f\r days' j\rney di/ant4444 ,ano!r realisation relat$ ) ,%uk's com+1 is t ,i d n belong z ! ma/] ( a s*ool 9 ! economic s5se4 ,!re 0 mu* detail at ,/one/udy1 mu* h\sehold]'s managem5t requir$4 ,i w\ldn't h giv5 x up1 if ,i _h be5 unable to d t "p1 b x 0 a wa/e ( =ce--wret*$ economy = me to take *>ge ( su* affairs4 ,we plan to support ourselves1 b ,i _c run a s*ool1 apportion tasks1 or puzzle devot$ly among ! me%es ( f9ance4 ,?is "p ( ! "w 9 ,cali=nia w d\btless be tak5 c>e ( by ^? :o d x well & pr(itably4 ,!re h be5 mom5ts :5 ,i want$ to g among all ! s*ools--happ5 91 /ay an h\r or a week--until ! *ildr5 & tea*]s =got me1 s ,i c\ld f9d my own among ! _m4444 ,b aga9 x occurs to me t wis] plans ?an m9e are beh9d x all4 ,^? :o are ready1 come2 numb]s w take c>e ( !mselves2 all we ne$ to d is to make ! mo/ ( ! ne>e/1 & keep up our song 9 su* accord z we c 9 ! mid/ ( ! _w's sacrificial madness--_m girls' voices n[1 = ! w> has pluck$ ! boys4444 ,"s ( ! ?+s ( ,%uk's :i* ,i *ose = ?is book 7 ab\t ! big w> & are n pr(itable discussions n[1 b ) 8 pap] includ$ 9 an e>li] *apt]1 & "o or two small ?+s "h1 8 quality c be se54 ,?is is a lett] to ! ,old ,man3 444 ,i hav5't ceas$ to foll[ ! ,w>s4 ,big "o inside4 ,trem5d\s flights1 dizzy c>e5+s1 impossible falls4 ,am tramp+ noisily ?r\gh ! =bidd5 g>d5 ( ,books4 ,am becom+ m & m vividly aw>e ( ,life1 above actuality1 beyond sorr[1 int]ior to joy4 ,vital & ?rill+ peace to all y\r endeav\rs4444 ,enclos$ a p>agraph or two on tally+ (f ! _w-w> )91 ) ! _w-w> )\t3 ,evil is /upid mix+ ( good ?+s into 9-h>mony4 ,evil is simply ignorance4 ,ignorance does n fade away1 b mu/ be work$ out1 worn d[n4 ,w> is evil 9 ?is process4 ,man's high] nature is naturally at w> ) ignorance1 manife/+ 9 8 l[] nature4 ,if man _h always kept at ?is w> aga9/ ! dom9ation ( ! l[] self1 he w\ld nev] h ne$$ ano!r w> to j> & jog him along4 ,b man decid$1 9 ignorance1 t he _h no cause = w> ) ! l[] self4 ,?is 0 8 fir/ illusion4 ,! next mi/ake 0 natural4 ,man ?\ght he w\ld get rid ( evil by kill+ (f ! l[] selves ( o!r m54 ,all due to 8 fir/ error 9 look+ outside in/ead ( 94 ,x's all wrong to ?9k we mu/ leave our own h\ses 9 ord] to fight ! greate/ battles conceivable4 ,if we d n accept ! fight )9 ourselves1 we %all c]ta9ly h ! same fight1 once or twice remov$1 =c$ ^u u4444 ,:atev] portion ( humank9d is *a/5$ & quick5$ by ?is big field-w> & sea-w>1 is ! fir/ fruits ( a nobl] race4 ,man has _h c\ntless & cont9u\s opportunities ( do+ ?is purify+ process to himself 9 privacy & peace2 in/ead1 he has consi/5tly1 ) r>e/ exceptions1 us$ 8 w to s]ve ! less] self1 or deal ) ! less] selves ( o!r m54 ,n[1 9 ^! ye>s1 e man :o fail$1 w le>n ! lesson1 because x w be =c$ ^u him4 ,if our wisdom is n s great & old z we hope1 if we h 9 ! long pa/ ?r[n away our *ances1 !n we %all surely g out & f>e z ! o!rs f>e n[--9 exactly ! "r proportion4 ,kill+ ano!r doesn't "w z a means ( self-correction4 ,h]eaft]1 ,i'm int]e/$ 9 correct+ myself4 ,!re is v little outside "w left to d4 ,?is is a commonplace1 ( c\rse1 yet x rem9ds me t ! highe/ wisdom is some?+ gr&ly simple & easy4 ,murd] is an aggravat$ wa/e ( bo? "t & opportunity4 ,yet ,i am at peace ) nobody1 n ev5 myself4 ,peace ought to be m int5se ?an w>1 & until x is1 we %all h to g ?r\gh _m w>s to arrive at any k9d ( peace4 ,_m slav]ies is ! price ( fre$om4 ,"o :o fe>s w be br\ght up fac+ mon/] fe>s1 until he le>ns next "t t 8 p]sonal fe>s 7 too petty to m5tion4 ,"o :o has gre$ & envy w surely be made a pawn 9 a game ( gre$ s colossal t p]haps1 9 a future "t1 he w h no int]e/ 9 neighb\rhood gre$s1 b w h le>n$ to see & to desire ! :ole _w4 ,8 gre$ has be5 /ret*$ into a passion = dom9ion2 & ! mo/ fasc9at+ field = empire he w discov] )9 himself4 ,s :]ev] we /&1 we c't lose out4 ,we c *oose to d good1 bett]1 be/--b )\t *oos+1 no?+ less ?an all "r c happ54 ,! bright] facts are t all ^! w>r+ en]gies1 :e!r ( m5 or ordnance1 are ! =ce ( "o ,god1 en]gies work+ out ( ! muddles m5 made4 ,man has di/urb$ ! balance4 ,man n[ makes a sacrifice 9 ord] to re/ore equilibrium1 to release ! p[]s he misus$4 ,! greate/ conceivable /ruggle mu/ soon] or lat] come betwe5 ! high] & l[] nature ( e liv+ ?+4 ,man is n[ prep>+ himself1 collectively & individually1 = ?is f9al conque/4 ,8 prime illusion seiz$ him :5 he turn$ away f 8 own faults1 to correct ! faults ( 8 bro!r4 ,! second>y illusion is t ! bro!r w n be able to c>e = 8 own faults4 ,! ?ird is t we mu/ help our bro!r correct himself4 ,! f\r? is t if he won't d x himself1 9 ! way we say1 we w d x = him4 ,! _w 7& ?is means me7 is j le>n+ ! rudim5ts ( w>1 j f9d+ out h[ mu* vitality man has1 h[ mu* c\rage1 ! /upidity ( all fe>1 ! size ( ! globe1 ! dep? & possibilities ( ! elem5ts1 includ+ ! human s\l2 is p]ceiv+ m ( life & accept+ int5s] vibrations ?an ev] be=e on ?is t]ra4 ,all ?is k w g into ! ,true ,peace "s day4 ,b 9 ^! ne>by ye>s1 m5 are pray]fully eag] to get back home1 :]e all ^! godly lessons may be =gott54 ,real ,w> w positively %[ man t he mu/ rememb] :at he is taught4 ,:5 he comes home1 he w enli/ imm$iately 9 ! int]ior /ruggle ) 8 l[] self4 ,8 w> ) o!r m5 w tra9 him to fight ) ! greate/ enemy on e>?1 8 own ignorance4 ,i h already enli/$ 9 ?is big w>4 ,my fir/ victory 0 9 seiz+ ! fact t ! _w is me & ,i am ! _w & no?+ to ! contr>y4 ,! univ]se rises & falls ) me1 subjectively4 ,! goal is to make x--objectively4 ,i am lock$ ) impati5ce ^! days4 ,aft] t1 comes fe>4 ,i may g to ! r$ fields to le>n ! nons5se ab\t fe>4 ,( c\rse ,i c !orise x n[ p]fectly1 & practise x at p]iods4 ,b ,i want x /eadily1 ! non-wobbl+ wisdom4 ,already ,i h conqu]$ "s fatu\sness 9 myself4 ,out ( my jubilation ,i write to y4444 ,( c\rse1 ! ,_m is n a model to foll[4 ,! ,_m is a picture 9 e man's m9d1 compos$ ( ! inf]ior ?+s t all o!r m5 d4444 ,inclusion--int5sity--love--creativ5ess- -^! ,/one/udy precepts conta9 all ! /ory4 ,!y are c]ta9ly ! way out & up & ov] into ,life4 99 99 99 99 99 ,%uk has done a little sket* or two on ! big ,romance ( ! new social ord]3 ,hum\r1 univ]sality1 ! highe/ good w1 he writes1 are ! symbols t flame f ! temple ( ! ,new ,race4444 ,ev]y:]e appe> *ildr5 ( ! r5ovat+1 re-vitalis+1 m cosmic tribe4 ,!y are easily recognis$4 ,! hope ( a full & dec5t future is ) !m4 ,!y w d little accord+ to _! imm$iate pr$ecessors1 & mu* by an inn] light ( _! own4 ,be+ wise & simple & n de/ructive1 !y w gratefully accept all t has prov5 true = e>li] peoples4 ,b !y w in/9ctively h no?+ at all to d ) ! traditions bas$ on ?ree-score-&-t51 or any o!r ( ! un=tunately solid viewpo9ts t fro/ ! _w to-day4 ,!y love ! _w1 h come to claim x :ole1 to reclaim x f delud$ ance/ors :o 7 solemnly1 f bir?1 b5t ^u de$+ & sell+ & /eal+ & f5c+ 9 bits ( ! planet's surface4 ,=]unn]s ( ?is happi] race h %[n !mselves to be ma/]s ( mat]ials1 true workm5 9 ! solid /uffs2 b by _! s5se ( hum\r !y are sav$ f any impulse to seize & sit ^u fragm5ts ( e>?4 ,^! new ones are born ) an urge t[>ds unity4 ,_! task1 to set ! _w 9 ord]4 ,_! means1 n s mu* a re>rangem5t ( objects z a v int5se activity along ! roads ( ,beauty & ,tru?1 9 a co-op]ation un/udi$ & normal ) ! re/ ( mank9d & ) ! ,ignit+ ,pr9ciple4 ,x may be obs]v$ t ,beauty & ,tru? are too vague to produce effective action 9 a solid _w4 ,?is is inv>iably a say+ ( ! mat]ial-m9d$1 h[ev] virtu\s !y may be4 ,x is !y :o l\dly dem& a dull utility ov] & above ,beauty1 & ap>t f x4 ,x is !y :o h agglom]at$ ! *aos t is 9 ?is h\r ?re%+ ab\t 9 du/ & blood4 ,_! sob] iniquities are ! f]tilis] to =ce ! se$ ( ! ,new ,race4 ,x is n a cosmic blund] t ! great m9ds ( ! _w are f\nd 9 art1 includ+ ! supreme art ( my/ic religion--& seldom 9 ! ar5a ( /atecraft4 ,! _w 0 nev] manag$ f a s5ate *amb]2 ! cosmos is n guid$ by a k+4 ,:5 rul]s ( ! pa/ h become great figures1 t greatness usually re/$ ^u _! gift ( poetry1 _! love ( art or wisdom1 or "s religi\s quality4 ,poems ( tw5ty words h outliv$ ! might ( =ty w>s4 ,a great book is a high] a*ievem5t ?an a sweep+ political move4 ,! dulle/ *angel+ ) an obsession may set 8 seal ^u a w> to ! dea? ( t5 million m51 b 9 ! few l9es ( a true poem are /or$ ! honey ( mill5niums ( human life4 ,a g5u9e "w ( art is m pot5t & practical ?an any blood-b\ght wall ( tribal sep>ation1 m vital & imm$iate ?an ! do+s ( armies4 ,to judge ( ?is prop]ly1 "o ne$ only "k bo? k+s & poets4 ,( ! e>ly k+s ( ,rome1 x is ,numa :o is rememb]$--& he 0 9 h>mony ) ,cele/ial ,ord]4 ,( c\ntless o!r ,roman figures1 ! av]age m9d turns fir/ to ,cs>1 :o 0 a lit]>y man1 & ^: passion to write outla/$ e m>* ( 8 legions4 ,greece _h k+s & /atesm5 & great g5]als1 yet x is h] wise m5 :o /& =emo/4 ,! conqu]+ ,alex&] is fam$ *iefly because he 0 ! unwitt+ di/ributor ( ,grecian beauty4 ,9 fact1 ,greek hi/ory began ) ,hom]1 ! poet1 & ,am]ican hi/ory ) ,columbus1 ! dream] :o is /ill our cr$itor4 ,! my/ics ( old ,*9a rea*$ = ! ,tor* ( ,light1 & !y might h atta9$ a true dom9ion ov] ! planet1 _h n _! fe>-inspir$ k+s built a ,wall & geld$ ! ,empire once = all4 ,gautama ,buddha gave up k+craft 9 ord] to ga9 a high] ma/]y4 ,mohamm$ liv$ on ! ,road4 ,jesus ! ,*ri/ set free an en]gy 9 ! _w t is only ga9+ its real mom5tum aft] two ?\s& ye>s--& he firmly refus$ a mat]ial cr[n4 444 ,a hopeful dream1 ! poem ( an autumn aft]noon1 ! build+ ( a sph9x or a pyramid--^! are n subject to "t or conditions4 ,!y rema94 ,s ! ,*ildr5 :o are ! hope ( ! _w are n dismay$ at ! m$ley ( illusions emanat+ f ! s-call$ rul+ class4 ,emp]ors & premi]s d n get v mu* done ei!r way2 !y !mselves ab&on _! own works ov] night4 ,!y are des]v+ ( pr(\nd sympa?y4 ,!y only spread out m manful *aos to be set /raight by ! ma/] craftsm5--! arti/s1 humori/s1 vitali/s1 my/ics4444 ,beauty is ! sun-bright fla% ( ! ,inf9ite4 ,) duty rais$ to a joy1 & pa9 =got1 ! ,s+]s come1 ! ,build]s1 ! ,quick5]s ( man4 ,! ,un=gettables ( ! s-call$ pa/ 7 ( ?is /ock4 ,_! leisure is deep--( a sort t su/a9s ! f9itudes4 ,all ! good goals ( ye/]day are to be c\nt$ z mile-po/s4 ,direction is m important ?an any imag9able goal2 unv>y+ t5d5cy is m direct & spl5did ?an any cre$2 ! :ite pa? ( ! que/] is m preci\s ?an a /ation>y heav54 ,! mod]n *ildr5 _c /op on ?is side ( ! horizon because !y are creators4 ,life is _! religion4 ,_! rites are broad & deep z man1 z anci5t & rev]5t z "t1 z new z dawn4 ,!y d n reject ! ,v$as4 ,!y re-fa%ion ! ,upani%ads 9 _! own he>ts4 ,!y /udy ! travels & hopes ( ,jesus1 li/5 = ! div9e songs ( ,orpheus1 p5etrate ! glitt] ( numb]s ) ,py?agoras1 f9d satisfaction 9 ! ,mohamm$an ?9k]s :o connect$ ,ari/otle ) ,moses4 ,^! names d n belong to ! pa/4 ,! _m ,buddhas are p]petually mod]n4 ,kabir lives to-day 9 ,tagore4 ,h]acleitus & ,plato are /ill liv+ spr+s4 ,9 j ! same s5se1 ! *ildr5 ( ! ,new ,race are old z ! ,pelasgian ,zeus1 ?\gh 9 po9t ( "t !y are "h = "w & play 9 #aibj4 ,b _! vitality1 reality1 beauty1 p[] & a*ievem5t--^! are affairs ( all "t4 99 99 99 99 99 #ai ,,imag9ation ,_m my/ics h lo/ t\* entirely ) ! deep sunk5 abutm5ts ( ! spiritual edifice--! foot+s 9 matt]4 ,!y are deeply wise 9 ! my/]ies & unfoldm5ts ( contemplation1 b lose _! way l m9dless lambs 9 ! _w4 ,we idealise a practical my/icism :i* d>es to walk ! e>? 9 ! heat ( ! day1 d>es to contemplate ! />s z outpo/s ( ! heav5ly k+dom1 laun*+ ! vision at la/1 n only to ! ,holy ,city1 b to ! ,?rone ( ,itself4444 ,talks ) ,%uk at ,/one/udy _h a t5d5cy to make u see ! big ,unse5 politics & diplomacies & rul]%ips ( ! planet4 ,"h are a few p>agraphs f "o ( 8 lett]s :i* %[ ! quality3 444 ,k+s & presid5ts are ! mo/ hamp]$ ( m54 ,great g5]als are silly )\t _! armies4 ,to remove ext]nals f u1 to rid our m9ds ( ! illusive & ! iness5tial1 is simply to cle> u = action4 ,ev5 a gunn]1 9 tak+ aim1 reg>ds ! object or enemy z an ab/raction1 & focuses 8 :ole att5tion ^u 8 own in/rum5t1 8 sights4 ,if he actually looks at ! enemy1 he w n hit him4 ,! billi>di/ fir/ glances ov] ! entire table1 !n1 to make a true %ot1 conc5trates 8 full att5tion ^u ! tip ( 8 own cue4 ,p]haps ! great lead] ( armies does n reg>d individuals or see !m z m51 b z ext5sions ( 8 own body1 & 9 "t ( /ress1 he has =gott5 !m completely save z ab/ract p[] = 8 use1 & t use he det]m9es int]iorly4 ,ev5 ! mo/ mat]ial-m9d$ ( m51 9 ! crux ( worldly & f\r-squ>e ev5ts1 s9ks into deep & effective c]ebration4 ,c we1 :o realise ?is z a consci\s & direct pr9ciple1 d any less8 ,i ?9k ! ,gu>dians are sitt+ toge!r a little way (f1 wat*+ ) gr& int]e/1 to see j h[ mu* ( a mess mank9d c make4 ,man is always giv5 lavi% supplies ) :i* to create works ( art t may prove equal 9 beauty & wond] to ! univ]se itself4 ,man does n yet see art 9 ^! mat]ials4 ,he mu/ op5 8 eyes be=e ! ,p[]s are able to help him4 ,! ,gu>dians _c op]ate aga9/ man's w1 because _! w & 8 w1 includ+ y\rs & m9e "r n[1 are ( "o piece4 ,! w ( ! ,gu>dians is bett] tra9$ & clean]1 because m exp]i5c$4444 ,:5 m5 cease to %\t = diff]5t ?+s f ! same ,fa!r1 !y /& a *ance ( gett+ ! ,fa!r's att5tion4 99 99 99 99 99 ,we h _h _m a/oni%+ h\rs 9 ,*apel talk+ ab\t ^! ,gu>dians1 ! arrangem5ts above1 z bel[1 "o ,plan gov]n+ all4 ,we d n c>e to b&y ab\t ! "n ( ,god a great deal1 = we realise t ,he is mo/ unse5 :5 embodi$ 9 matt]2 t ,he is apt to be f> f ! m9d t makes famili> ) ,him 9 words4 ,yet all /&s = ,him1 all reveals ,him4 ,! f>!r we c see beyond m]e eyesight1 ! m we realise t ,he is n /&+ exactly 9 p]son1 j outside ( ! b\nd>ies ( matt]4 ,!re are hi]>*ies1 s to speak4 ,!re are mess5g]s & c\ri]s & *>iote]s1 sa9ts1 pilgrims1 angels1 c\rti]s1 prie/s & politicians1 grades & au?orities repres5t$ !re1 su* z we f9d 9 ,matt] & ,romance "h4444 ,%uk & ,/eve & ,i us$ to hypo!cate ! exi/5ce ( a ,:ite ,c\ncil back ( all ! religi\s movem5ts ( ! _w4 ,by hum\r & analogy & romantic speculation1 we arriv$ at ! po9t ( view t ! _w religions are "o at ! top1 & t initiates1 illum9ati1 ma/]s are /ation$ at int]vals to help humanity up ! slopes4 ,we conceiv$ ! ,:ite ,c\ncil z a c5tre ( wisdom love & p[]1 hold+ up ! cup cont9ually = revelation1 guid+ & gu>d+ humanity's s\l4 ,we glimps$ ! fact t ! lead]s ( ! ,:ite ,c\ncil might be beyond embodim5t--at lea/ 9 avoirdupois--! holy ( all holy m54 ,only a mo/ pure & pot5t mess5g]1 we ?\ght1 w\ld be p]mitt$ to rea* ?is ,inn] ,temple1 ?is ,%amballah1 comp>$ to :i* ! ,vatican is a salon op5 to ! public & ! mona/]ies ( ,?ibet a conc\rse = pilgrims4 ,aft] religion1 we realis$ t !re mu/ be an upp] c5tre = all t is repres5t$ "h bel[ s div]sely 9 politics & nationalism4 ,x c\ldn't be ,god ,himself back ( ! dumas & s5ates1 rei*/ags1 diets & p>liam5ts4 ,"o does n pass f elevator-boy to editor 9 *ief 9 a great comm]cial (fice4 ,if !re 7 a ,:ite ,c\ncil back ( all ! religi\s movem5ts ( ! _w1 !re mu/ be a ,big ,mill back ( all _w-politics--a ga!r+ ( directors1 v5tur+ to judge ! problems ( m5 because !y _h ris5 above !m4444 ,^! m5 c\ld want no?+ mat]ial4 ,we p]ceiv$ !m beh9d armies & ?rones1 manipulat+ k+s & diplomats & secret c5tres1 9 ways t ev5 ! close/ ag5ts did n und]/&4 ,we conclud$ !re mu/ be ano!r c5tre made up ( ! ma/]-arti/s1 br++ ?r\gh into matt] 7z ! _w c /& x & z ! little human in/rum5ts rea* up = !m71 ! great deliv]+ beauties ( song & /ory1 pa9t & v]se & tale4 ,& ?is we call$ ! ,%op ,itself4 ,sometimes we fanci$ t x 0 all too mu*1 ev5 to dream ( go+ !re sometime to see ! =ms1 ! m>bles1 ! canvases1 ! manuscripts--! ,arti/s !mselves4444 ,& !n we realis$ t1 j z all ! arts & all ! religions & all ! political movem5ts 7 "o at ! top1 t ,politics & ,art & ,religion 7 "o at ! next em95ce2 t ! ,inn] ,c\ncil & ! ,big ,mill & ! ,%op ,itself 7 "o at ! top1 j z ,wisdom1 ,love & ,p[] are2 z ,goodness1 ,beauty & ,tru? are2 z ,fa!r1 ,son & ,holy ,_s are--?ree 9 "o at ! ,top1 & t 0 ,himself4444 ,& !n we w\ld rise f ,*apel & g out & look at ! lake--,/eve & ,%uk & ,i4 ,f9ally "o day we 7 told t we _h done "s "r good dream+--t x 0 all true4 ,we 7 advis$ t x 0 no affair ( ours if o!r p didn't get x "r away2 t !y w\ld get x4444 ,s we began to put ^! ?+s 9 /ories4 ,!y mean ,romance to u4 ,que]ly en\gh ! /ories are com+ ?r\gh--"o long "o especially1 call$ ,ar*]1 t %[s ! d[nh]e activities ( ! ,big ,mill & ! ,:ite ,c\ncil & ! ,%op ,itself4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i h said x (t5 9 ?is book--t our culture consi/s ( ! quantity ( prop]ties t we h talli$ (f--! )9 ) ! )\t4 ,! ,k+dom is )91 also ! ,k+2 ! ,sky & ! ,ne/ are "o2 "o are ! heav5s & ! hom+ he>t t f9ds its peace 9 ! deep vales :]e ! adorable humanities come to be4 ,! inmo/ & ! upp]mo/ are "o4 ,we are :]e ! tor* ( consci\sness is4 ,we are 9 ! body1 or 9 ! m9d1 or 9 ! s\l2 we are 9 "t or et]nity1 or we pass back & =?4444 ,fir/ we tally (f ! f> outpo/s ( ! k+doms )\t & )92 fir/ we are m]e s5tries le>n+ to become cle>-ey$ & brave to /& alone--almo/ outsid]s1 hav+ sc>cely he>d ( ! ,k+dom1 dimly consci\s1 b le>n+ to become /eady-ey$4 ,!n we are call$ 9 a little--call$ 9 to become c\ri]s on foot1 runn+ to & f among ! out] prov9ces ( ! k+dom2 !n mess5g]s to ! ,middle ,c\ntries2 !n ,*>iote]s to ! gates ( ! ,city2 !n m9i/]s to ! c\rt ( ! ,k+4444 ,! day comes at la/ :5 we h audi5ce ) ,him--:5 we rule ) ,him1 :5 we become unit$ ) ,him4 ,f ! ?rone ,itself1 !n we p]ceive ! outsid]s1 ! s5tries1 ! c\ri]s1 mess5g]s1 *>iote]s1 ! w+$ rid]s & ! deep-d[n m5 ( ! dungeons4444 ,) ! f9e tranquillity ( p[]1 we measure =? to all1 rev]5ce1 ju/ice & grace4 99 99 99 99 99 #bj ,,boys ,,& ,,dogs ,*ildr5 ( ! new social ord] love /range creatures2 !y are passionate ab\t ! c>e & protection ( animals1 b until !y are made to suff]1 !y are apt to be sceptical ab\t ! infallibility ( _! eld]s4 ,!y are usually =c$ into sil5ce e>ly4 ,i h not$ t _! ideas are intr9sically at v>iance ) p>5tal ideas--ab\t purity1 sunlight1 danc+1 foods1 religion1 od\rs4444 ,x takes a good man to break a horse or a dog4 ,9 a s5se break is ! ^w1 al?\gh ,i w\ld accompli% x ) en*antm5t r ?an a gad4444 ,?is is inv>iable3 ,:5 ! pupil is ready--! ,ma/] appe>s---- an old occult say+1 & ano!r3 ,! fir/ ?+ ! ,ma/] does1 is to break ! back ( 8 disciple---- ,/iffness ( op9ion1 rigidity ( hold+ to t :i* "o has1 preconception1 deep-rutt$ habits ( m9d--all ^! are fatal to t swift & spl5did gr[? ( ! disciple :5 he fir/ f9ds 8 tea*]4 ,= days ! *ild is 9 a bewild]+ s]ies ( *anges--made ov] new ea* =tnight--review+ lives ( exp]i5ce--raz+ ! old /ructures to ! v foot+s = new temples ( m9d & s\l4 ,! *ild mu/ be ready to give himself--mu/ give himself utt]ly4 ,! ess5tial rev]5ce is fir/ requir$2 ! self is brok5 = all bir?s2 "o gives "o's self to ga9 all4 ,i w\ld n try to quick5 a *ild :o d\bt$ :at ,i 0 say+2 & yet ,i h nev] s\ght to make myself un]r+ or infallible4 ,i l to h ! "y ones make hum\r ( my frailties1 & at ! same "t believe !re is some?+ priceless 9 our bett] mom5ts toge!r4 ,!re is no possibility ( front or act+4 ,i seek to make !m practise ! pres5ce ( ! ,div9e 9 !mselves4 ,i tell !m nev] to d any?+ alone t !y w\ld n d be=e me4 ,i take away all s5se ( s9 f !m4 ,i sometimes congratulate !m on be+ especially close to u1 because ( mi/akes4 ,i seek to set !m free 9 all _! ways1 /ripp+ ! la/ attraction f evil1 jockey+ !m high] f a humor\s & arti/ic po9t ( view4 ,i %[ !m ! banality ( _m popul> & obvi\s evils1 ! dulness ( pay+ ! price = some?+ (f =m & ( que/ionable ta/e4 99 99 99 99 99 ,!re is a lot ( hum\r & nobility ab\t a good dog & a good boy toge!r4 ,john has be5 sleep+ = a few nights 9 a bit ( a cab9 ) an op5 door4 ,he pick$ up a fri5d d[n on ! bea* some:]e1 ! same t he describ$ z ,_w ,man ,dog 9 "o ( 8 lett]s4 ,i lik$ ! tone ( 8 voice z he talk$ ) ?is old loaf] nam$ ,seawe$4444 ,"o ev5+ ,i 0 sitt+ on ! hill above ! cab91 s /ill t ev5 a bird w\ld h mi/ak5 me = a "p ( ! l&scape4 ,_w ,man ,dog came up ! cab9 grade4 ,8 head 0 d[n--?9k+4 ,8 tail 0 /raight out beh9d him1 z a dog's tail is :5 v mu* engag$ ) 8 own ?\ghts4 ,y c\ld see t he 0 go+ to keep an appo9tm5t2 x 0 evid5t t he 0 afraid he might be late4 ,he did n see me1 s completely 0 he engross$ 9 8 own affairs4 ,he w5t "r on up to ,john's door1 ent]$1 gave a look r\nd ! %ack1 fir/ eag]ly1 !n to make sure4 ,8 face fell1 8 body sagg$--d[n he slump$ 9 ! middle ( ! floor--utt]ly deject$4 ,z pla9 z day3 ,hell1--he a9't "h6 99 99 99 99 99 ,a real dog tra9] is a wise man4 ,i us$ to raise collies & 0 ar\nd ! b5*es "s--wat*+ ! *ampions come & g4 ,"o old tra9] talk$ to me3 ,/yles *ange 9 dogs1 he said1 b a good dog doesn't *ange4 ,he goes on & on4 ,y don't get ! good collies "h on ! b5*es any m4 ,?is ye> !y want ! collie s f9e t we h to p9* ! bra9 out ( 8 head & break 8 lung-room 9 two4 ,la/ ye> we br$ = hair1 n = body & bra94 ,look at t "o---- ,he po9t$ to an old sire t _h ?ree seasons ( ! b5* & blue1 a sweep] ( prizes4 ,i rememb] ! "t :5 su* a head w\ld h />t$ a /eal] any:]e4 ,! old collie _h n lo/ =m1 b /yles _h *ang$4 ,a mo/ /upid dog ) a /raight1 n>r[ head _h won--n ! %eph]d type at all1 b ! head ( a ,russian wolf-h\nd--a bit ( ! mon/] left 9 x1 a drugg$ look 9 ! small black eyes2 hy/]ia !re1 & n fealty--madness & n s\l4 ,we bre$ !m = ! cities n[--= por*es & p>l\rs1 ! tra9] add$4 ,yes1 ^? great collie /ra9s t we h be5 nurtur+ = c5turies to all t is brave & h>d & useful--we are putt+ ! hair ( ! lap-dog on !m n[--long silky /uff1 n = sn[ & sleet4 ,! collie walks by himself ^! days4 ,no1 we won't altoge!r ru9 ! /ra94 ,_m individuals are spoil$1 b ! race _h come too f> & too long to be brok5 d[n by a few ye>s ( fancyfy+4 ,( c\rse1 ,i 0 ?9k+ ( ! *ildr5 at e /age ( ! talk--( city p & *ildr54 ,z a race1 ! city-br$ h become too f9e4 ,life has worn !m ?9--giv5 !m ! drugg$ look ab\t ! eyes4 ,! race w nev] get f> 9 ! art ( liv+ until x comes home to ! l& & ! re/ful di/ances & free fl[+ airs4 ,?is is s true t x seems to risk we>+ ! eye & ! m9d--to say x aga94444 ,x's good to see !m--a boy & a dog toge!r 9 ! hills or d[n by ! edges ( ! l&4 ,!re 0 a piece ( dec5t collie 9 a dog nam$ ,jack back on ! lake %ore4 ,he 0 long 9 /r5g? & c\rage1 b a bit %y 9 ob$i5ce4 ,z a "w-dog1 he 0 ru9$ by a man :o knew less ?an he did1 frequ5tly ! case 9 br++ up dogs & m5--:ipp$ at ! wrong "t1 e =m+ endeav\r 9 ! pup-bra9 brok5 by t4 ,he is sev5 or eight ye>s old n[ 444 a clean dog1 a v wise & k9d dog1 ) a sly & quiet hum\r t seldom is cruel & nev] falls into horse play--a lov] ( _m *ildr5 & confid5t ( an op5 door 9 _m homes4 ,i rememb] ! dignity & beauty ( 8 fir/ appe>ance ov] ! bank f ! %ore1 almo/ tim$ to our arrival4 ,we 7 t5d] to ! collie 9 g5]al1 hav+ pass$ ye>s ) !m4 ,jack mov$ f "o to ano!r accept+ embraces ) a k9dl9ess t mell[$ t cl\dy day4 ,!re 0 joy ab\t x all4 ,i /ood back wait+ my turn ) mu* self-control4 ,he submitt$ to ! welcome--to ! la/ detail1 & a little lat] refus$ refre%m5ts ) p]fect c\rtesy4 ,:5 we came back ! second summ]1 we f\nd t a bullet _h brok5 ,jack's "r front leg4 ,he _h w9t]$ out at times1 _h kn[n mu* pa94 ,x 0 n t he did n h good fri5ds :o w\ld h tak5 him 91 b ,i ?9k ,jack lo/ fai? a bit 9 ! pa9 & /ress4 ,!re 0 grey ab\t 8 muzzle4 ,"o day he sat 9 ! c5tre ( ! little ,*apel class4 ,i'd l to be z good a man z ,jack is a dog1 "o ( ! boys said4 ,y'd be "o m man1 said ano!r4 ,! fact is ,jack has fill$ 8 circle r well4 ,?is ?\ght came to me pres5tly ) full] mean+4 ,i reg>d$ him ) k ( ?ree seasons4 ,a clean dog1 a g5tleman1 a ma/] ( himself1 v c\rage\s & sl[ to ang]1 impossible = small *ildr5 to ang]--a dog among dogs1 b m ?an dog among m54 ,he has fill$ 8 circle1 ,i said al\d4 ,:at makes a man look less 9 ^! v virtues t ,jack has ma/]$1 is t a man's circle is l>g]1 & he has n rea*$ ! "t ( fulfilm5t z ,jack has4 ,if ! dog's accompli%m5ts 7 sudd5ly lift$ f 8 circle & plac$ 9 a l>g] "o1 we w\ld n be consci\s ( ! f9e integration ( virtues t keep u int]e/$ n[4 ,m51 lo/ 9 ! complications ( cities1 ye>n = ! simplicity ( _! e>ly days on ! f>ms2 & yet !y c\ld n g back4 ,! simplicity !y ye>n = is ahead4 ,t ( ! old c\ntry days is b a symbol ( ! cosmic simplicity 9 /ore = u4 ,tol/oi turn$ back to ! peasants1 yet ! simplicity he crav$ 0 n !re4 ,! peasants are m]ely pot5tial ( :at ! ,new ,race w be2 ! peasants !mselves mu/ suff] ! transition--mu/ h _! circle wid5$ & feel _! little laws & _! little s5se ( ord] sudd5ly diffus$ ov] broad1 /range surfaces4 ,_! cosmic simplicity w appe> :5 ! l>g] dim5sion is put 9 ord]4 ,t :i* is lovely 9 any plane ( be+1 is t :i* is 9 fl[]--:5 x has ab\t fill$ its pres5t circle4 ,we are n less1 intr9sically1 because our values are plac$ 9 a l>g] vessel1 ?\gh we h a r5ovat+ s5se ( our own insignificance4 ,!re is an ord] ( small m51 s obvi\sly a "p ( _! v n>r[ness1 t x becomes in/antly repulsive to l>g] s\ls4 ,_m ( ! latt] h fla%$ (f to ! end ( _! te!r = ! "t1 pref]r+ *aos1 to ! two by two neatness ( small-templ$ m54 ,a secret ( gr[? lies 9 ^! obs]vations4 ,we fill a c]ta9 circle1 re/or+ a k9d ( ord] 9 ! *aos2 & !n ! circle is sudd5ly wid5$ & t :i* 0 our ord] & ma/]y is loose & diffus$ )9 ! l>g] orbit4 ,h]e9 are ! pangs ( transition4 ,we lose our way = ! "t 9 ! va/] area1 l a man :o is unfamili> ) an e/ate j pur*as$4 ,!re is b "o ?+ to d--to beg9 to "w ^u ! new dim5sion4 ,z we "w1 c\rage & pati5ce /eal 94 ,pres5tly comes ! vision ( ! complet$ circle4 ,:5 ?is comes1 our lab\r is p9n$ to a fre% ideal1 & we are safe4 ,9 a hundr$ ways ,i h f\nd x true t ! vision comes 9 ! lab\r+ h\rs4 ,"o may move = weeks ab\t 8 new e/ate 7or manuscript71 plann+ ?is & t1 b ! glimpse ( ! coh]+ :ole is d5i$ him1 until he has actually begun ^u ! ne>e/ or mo/ press+ task4 ,?is is ! miracul\s b5efit ( action aga94 ,9 giv+ ourselves =? 9 action1 ! repl5i%m5t comes4 ,! s5se ( self ceases to clutt] ! faculties z we b5d & toil4 ,! days t are add$ to our exp]i5ce ea* br+ ?is /ory 9 a diff]5t way3 t ! s5se ( self imp$es reality on e h&2 t ! loss ( ! s5se ( self 9 lab\r & s]vice r5d]s u in/antly quick to ! animations ( ! _s1 )\t :i* at lea/ f "t to "t1 a man belongs to ! h]d1 & is lo/1 l all greg>i\s creatures1 9 ! w ( 8 sup]iors4 99 99 99 99 99 #ba ,,! ,,man ,,:o ,,f\nd ,,peace ,!re is a man "h :o has f\nd peace4 ,i made a pilgrimage to 8 h\se4 ,a boy f ! village w5t ) me "p ( ! way up ! m\nta94 ,! ,pacific 0 pres5tly visible ^u ! "r h&1 & a spaci\s v]dant valley on ! left4 ,i l+]$ a mom5t on ! trail1 rejoic+ 9 ! quiet spl5d\r1 & !n notic$ a v9e-clad hut /ill f>!r up ! slope4 ,t's ,mr4 ,dreve's cab91 ! boy said4 ,i le>n$ f him t ?is man ,dreve 0 well-lov$ 9 ! village & 9 ! big city beyond2 t he 0 a v diff]5t man n[ f ! "o :o _h come "h a few ye>s ago2 t he 0 torn & madd5$ !n1 curs+ ,god1 b too /ubborn to kill himself4 ,:at help$ him8 said ,i1 because ! boy _h paus$4 ,well1 x wasn't ! climate1 he answ]$4 ,i saw he 0 wond]+ if ,i 7 wor? risk+ ! tru? ^u4 ,did he fight x out ) himself8 ,i ask$ c>elessly4 ,yes1 said ! boy1 & ,i n[ met a f9e /raight pair ( eyes4444 ,!re 0 an old %>p w$ge to ! /ory4 ,dreve's swee!>t _h di$--! loss twi/+ him to ! po9t almo/ ( insanity4 ,he _h climb$ ?is m\nta91 x 0 said1 & rema9$ = ?ree days1 until ! t[n began to se>*4 ,! m>%al _h f\nd him sitt+ up !re1 :]e ! %ack is n[4 ,dreve 0 quiet & normal1 b confess$ himself hungry4 ,he _h return$ to ! m\nta9 soon aft]w>d1 & built 8 cab94 ,9 six mon?s1 ,dreve 0 all *ang$ ov]4 ,he seem$ to h a new body & new m9d4 ,y said he's "h f\r days a week1 ,i sugge/$4 ,yes1 he goes to ! city4 ,he has a good bus9ess1 b has ma/]$ x to ! po9t t sev]al y\ng] m5 c run x4 ,dreve only gives two or ?ree days a week to bus9ess affairs1 ?\gh he has be5 a great work]---- ,he's up !re n[8 ,i ask$4 ,yes4 ,does he m9d /rang]s8 ,n y\r k9d4 ,i ?ank$ him1 & add$1 ,tell me--he means a lot to y1 doesn't he8 ,all a man c\ld1 said ! boy4 ,i'm go+ back n[4 99 99 99 99 99 ,dreve 0 middle-ag$1 clean-%av51 deep-ey$4 ,"t _h be5 driv5 to truce 9 8 case4 ,8 face %[$ _m battles1 b :5 he spoke1 a k9d ( new day dawn$ & y look$ into ! face ( a boy4 ,i rema9$ ) him ?ree days4 ,we talk$ ( ! new magic 9 ! tra9+ ( *ildr54 ,we talk$ ( ! ,new ,age & ! great song ( joy & peace t w\ld break across ! _w :5 troops turn$ home4 ,dreve _h some?+4 ,he seem$ to brea! some?+ out ( ! air t o!r m5's lungs ar5't tra9$ =4 ,he seem$ to h )9 ev]y?+ necess>y = a human be+1 includ+ vision & hum\r & a firm grasp ( ! _w4 ,he 0 at peace ab\t ,god & ! _w2 at peace also ab\t dea?4 ,sl[ly x dawn$ ^u me t ?is man _h walk$ arm 9 arm ) life to ! la/ abyss1 & t life _h be5 =c$ to confess t %e _h no?+ worse to (f]1 :]eupon ! two _h become fa/ fri5ds4 ,:5 a man c sit tight & lose ev]y?+ he =m]ly want$ 9 ! s5se ( _w possessions2 :5 he has w9n[$ ! la/ %ams out ( ! ?+s call$ fame & conv5tion & society2 :5 he has lo/ ! woman :o means all ! _w to him1 & /ill loves h] memory & h] s\l bett] ?an ! liv+ pres5ce ( any o!r woman2 :5 he has come to realise t dea? conta9s ev]y?+ he wants1 yet is cont5t to wait = x--! idea ( hell becomes a boyi% ?+ to be put away1 & ,lucif] returns to 8 old place z a ,son ( ! ,morn+4 ,we /ood toge!r 9 ! noon sun4 ,dreve did n ev5 we> a hat4 ,i came "h 9 great %ad[ & c\ld n be> ! light1 he said4 ,b "o day ,i f\nd my he>t lift+ a little z ! sun came out4 ,!n ,i f\nd t x 0 really true--t sunlight help$ me4 ,! m ,i ?\ght ab\t x1 ! m ,i ne$$ x2 ! m ,i lov$ x1 ! m its p>ticul> excell5ce = me unfold$4 ,take any?+ to ! light1 & x ceases to be =midable4 ,sickness is a confession4 ,! "t is at h& :5 s*ools w tea* t4 ,sickness is a confession ( ignorance :i* is a lack ( light4 ,if "o is weak he _c /& ! light4 ,transplant$ ?+s mu/ be protect$ f ! light4 ,/4 ,paul on ! road to ,damascus did n h en\gh inn] light to endure ! great fla% f )\t4 ,light works ^u evil l quicklime--t's :y sunlight hurts ! sick ones4 ,x is also ho/ile to ! utt]ly /upid idea ( :at clo?+ is =--clo?+ t ?w>ts & /rangles e circulatory process ( ! fle%4 ,!re's no?+ ! matt] ) sunlight---- ,! sun _h n only r$eem$ ! physical %ad[s ( ,dreve's life1 b symbolis$ ! spiritual light :i* _h come to him ) ! calm & p[] ( ! great] noon-day4 ,he did n speak 9 exact /atem5ts ( ! "o :o 0 gone1 b t romance1 too1 0 l light ab\t 8 head4 ,i ?\ght ( ! wond]ful ?+ t ,beatrice said :i* help$ to heal ! =lorn he>t ( h] great lov]3 ,i w make y =ev]1 ) me1 a citiz5 ( t ,rome :]e( ,*ri/ is a ,roman---- ,& ,i ?\ght ( ! ,bless$ ,damosel lean+ ov] ! b>ri] ( heav5 ) sweet & immortal messages = him :o wait$ bel[ 9 ! v core ( e>?'s agony4 ,9 pass+1 ! great lovewom5 bridge ! ,unse5 = _! lov]s1 :o 9 _! turn give to ! _w ! mighty docum5ts ( ! human he>t4 ,9 pass+1 ?is woman _h become ev]y?+ to ,dreve1 s t ,i1 a /rang]1 felt t he 0 n alone b twice-p[]$4 ,all 8 life 0 a pray] to h]4 ,he br\ght to h] _s n[ ! greate/ gift t man c br+ to 8 mate--! love ( ! _w ?r\gh h] he>t4 ,we _h walk$ d[n to ! ocean4 ,_m "y p 7 ba?+ 9 ! surf or play+ on ! /r&4 ,x 0 ! pres5ce ( ,dreve p]haps1 b ,i confess t human be+s nev] be=e look$ s wond]ful to me--a fe>lessness & c&\r & beauty ab\t ! mov+ gr\ps t 0 l a vision ( ! future4 ,all smallness ( self 0 smoo!d away 9 ! gr& h>mony ( sun & s& & sea4 ,x's a k9d ( *all5ge to a w>-/rick5 _w1 isn't x8 he ask$ quietly4 ,ar5't !y spl5did toge!r--! big boys & girls ( ,cali=nia8444 ,don't misund]/& me4 ,i "k ! _w4 ,i'm n lo/ 9 dreams4 ,i "k well ! d>kness ( ! _w4 ,b !re are great ones among ! boys & girls play+ toge!r "h4 ,all are on ! road1 b ! great ones ( ! ,recon/ruction are already "h 9 ! _w--play+4 ,great ones play1 he repeat$4 ,fir/ we are lab\r]s1 !n artisans1 !n arti/s1 !n work]s--at la/ we le>n to play4 ,t means t we d>e to be ourselves1 :]e9 lies our real value to o!rs--:5 we d>e to become z little *ildr54444 ,he> !m laugh4444 ,y w\ldn't ?9k ?is 0 ! sadde/ little planet 9 ! univ]se4444 ,look at t tall "y pair ( sunburnt giants6 ,%e's a ,diana1 conque/+ aga94 ,look at ! wond] 9 8 eyes6 ,p]haps x is j dawn+ ^u him t ! man :o walks ) ?is girl mu/ walk to ,god4 444 ,oh1 yes1 ,i "k1 he add$ laugh+ly1 !re is flippancy & a t\* ( ! unc\? "h & !re--b we h all play$ clumsily at fir/4 ,i cont9ually m>vell$ at ,dreve's rem>kable heal?4 ,8 /ride up ! m\nta9-side 0 actually buoyant4 ,did y ev] feel t y c\ld live z long z y pleas$8 he ask$4 ,no4 ,i ?9k "o does n le>n ?is until aft] "o has want$ to die4 ,"o mu/ live above ! body & n 9 x--9 ord] to make x s]ve indef9itely--q ! same z y w\ld climb above a /reet to wat* a p>ade g by4 ,i put t ?\ght away = contemplation1 kn[+ t x belong$ to a c]ta9 my/]y ( ,dreve's reg5]ation4 ,y "k1 he add$1 "o has to get v tir$ to want to die4 ,^? "y p d[n on ! %ore--!y want to live4 ,!y are n tir$4 ,!y want to cross all ! riv]s4 ,!y mean to miss no?+ d[n "h4 ,!y c't see ?r\gh x all4 ,x *all5ges !m4 ,b ! "t comes :5 ev]y?+ on e>? seems to betray4 ,!n y h to turn to ! ,unse5 = ! big gamble4 ,! _w is le>n+ x rapidly to-day4 ,look---- ,we _h rea*$ 8 hill-cab94 ,he turn$ f ! sea to ! valley4 ,night 0 fall+4 ,!re 0 a big moss-rose plant t smell$ l a h>ve/ apple1 & fill$ all ! slope ) sweet dry fragrance4 ,!re 0 a con/ancy ab\t x1 & ! great sun-%ot hill 0 bless$ ) ! light & creativ5ess ( ! long day4 ,x 0 l ! song ( f9i%$ lab\r f a peasant's he>t4444 ,"o =got ! _w1 ! w>1 =got t ! holy he>t ( humanity 0 9 intol]able travail4444 ,! valley t ,dreve n[ po9t$ to 0 l an ,engli% pa/orale4 ,x _h ! look ( age & long sweet e/abli%m5t 9 ! dusk4 ,my fri5d 0 quick to cat* ! ?\ght 9 my m9d4 444 ,x is l ,engl&1 he said4 ,!re 0 a developm5t ( detail 9 ,engli% c\ntry-life z n[h]e else4 ,i ?9k ( *]ries & cattle1 ( /rawb]ries ) clott$ cream1 ( %eep-dogs & %eep-t5d$ d[ns & lawns1 ( au?oritative cook]y1 natural s]vice & ,elizabe?an inns4444 ,ev]y?+ 0 regul> & com=table4 ,"o =got to-morr[ & ye/]day 9 ,engl& be=e ! w>4 ,i he>d a dog-tra9]1 speak+ ( a pup1 say1 ',he's a f9e indiwidual1 b 8 bre$+ isn't exactly regl>4' 444 ,) a ru% x came to me t no?+ 9 ! _w is regul> n[4 ,engl& isn't a soo?+ pa/orale any m--ev]y?+ *ang$1 demoralis$--b only = ! pres5t4 ,! dusk 0 /eal+ d[n f ! f> ridges4 ,our eyes 7 lo/ 9 ! ,cali=nia valley :i* seem$ to be gr[+ deep] 9 ! ?ickness ( night4 ,almo/ z ,dreve spoke1 ,i expect$ to he> vesp] bells f "s ,k5ti% village4 ,8 l[ voice f9i%$ ! picture3 ,c\ntry roads & %eep ^u ! lawns1 v9e-f9i%$ /one-"w1 doves 9 ! t[]s & "u ! eaves1 ev5+ bells & hone/ goods4444 ,i ?9k ( ! %ips go+ =? f ,engl&1 boys f ! inl& c\ntries answ]+ ! call ( ! sea & f9d+ _! =e-&-aft]s & m5-(-w> 9 ,plym\? or ,bri/ol4444 ,y "k x is ! ?+s t make ! romance ( a c\ntry t endure8 ,all ^! w come aga94 ,all ! good & p]fect ?+s ( ! _s ( old ,engl& w come aga94444 ,our he>ts burn )9 to ?9k ( ! ye>n+ 9 ! _w = a peaceful valley l ?is4444 ,?9k1 if ,i c\ld take y\r h& n[ & wat* ! sun g d[n ^u a peaceful _w 444 he> ! cattle com+ home & %eep 9 ! p]fum$ mi/ ( ev5+ 444 doves "u ! eaves & ! sleepy voices ( *ildr54444 ,i ?9k ,europe w\ld fall to scream+ & te>s1 & !n lose its madness = /rife--if ! big picture ( our valley at ev5+ 7 plac$ be=e ! battle-l9es z we see x n[4 ,dreve />$ a mom5t long]4 ,i fanci$ ,i saw a bone-:ite l9e "u ! tan1 runn+ f *9 to jaw4 ,a woman 0 leav+ h] lov]1 he add$4 ,x _h to be s4 ,ea* knew t4 ,j z %e 0 go+1 ! woman said1 ',i =get--,i =get :y ,i h to g away4' 444 ,x w\ld be t way ) ! soldi]s1 if !y c\ld look d[n ^u _! own valleys & f>ms4 ,!y w\ld =get w> & hurry d[n1 say+1 ',i'm com+6' 99 99 99 99 99 ,i want$ to get clos] to ,dreve's secret ( peace & p[]4 ,i want$ to tell x4 ,app>5tly ,dreve want$ me to4 ,n[1 !re's a price to pay = ^! big ?+s1 b _m are will+ to pay ! price if ! way is cle>4 ,dreve _h suff]$ all he c\ld2 !n some?+ _h turn$ )9 him1 & he f\nd himself 9 ,day aga9 in/ead ( ,dea?4 ,x mu/ be told diff]5tly1 he began4 ,= in/ance1 if ,i %\ld tell y t ! way is to love y\r neighb\r z y\rself1 y w\ldn't h any?+4 ,:itman said1 ',happ9ess is ! efflux ( s\l1' :i* is exactly true1 b x didn't help me until ,i _h exp]i5ce4 ,happ9ess is ! loss ( ! s5se ( self4 ,y c see t cle>ly4 ,all pleasure-seek+ is to =get self4 ,we loos5 some?+ inside t sets u free = a mom5t1 & we say we've _h a good "t4 ,!re are great p[]s )94 ,! great] ! man1 ! m he uses ?is fact4 ,we ?\ght ( /eam z a f9i%$ p[] until ! big /raight-l9e =ce ( electricity 0 releas$4 ,we c't expla9 x1 b we h t\*$ c]ta9 ( ! laws :i* x obeys4 ,! mat]iali/ is incl9$1 z ev]1 to say t electricity is ! la/ =ce to be uncork$ on ! planet1 j z he said t ! k]os5e lamp 0 ! la/ ^w 9 illum9ation4 ,! occulti/ decl>es t !re are /ill high] & hott] =ces1 t\*+ ,light itself1 & indulg+ 9 ! laught] ( curves & decoration :]e ! cold mon/] electricity moves only 9 /raight l9es4 ,m5 h di$ to tell ! /ory t happ9ess is radiation1 n reflection--t we h x all inside1 if we c\ld only turn x loose--t all pa9 & fe> & ang] & self-illusion disappe> ! in/ant we ent] ! l>g] dim5sion ( life1 exactly z ! moon goes out ( sight 9 ! pres5ce ( ! inc&esc5t sun4 ,i 0 empti$ ( all t life meant 9 ! _w--b some?+ new flood$ 94 ,i saw t all 0 n lo/1 b t all 0 great] ?an ,i c\ld dream2 t all 0 wait+ = full] & f9] expression4 ,i saw t :at ,i c\ld d = y1 or = any man or woman or *ild1 br\ght me a liv+ =ce ( ! love ,i 0 dy+ =4 ,x became cle> t ,i ne$$ only to cle> away ! *ok+ evil ( self1 9 ord] to feel t ,i 0 a "p ( ! t5d] & mighty ,plan1--to t\* ! rhy?m ( ! ,s\rce1 f :i* all songs & h]oisms & m>tyrdoms come4 ,x has all be5 said aga9 & aga94 ,!re comes a mom5t usually aft] mu* pa9 :5 ! human m9d realises t x is inv9cible :5 work+ ) ! ,plan2 t x may ev5 m]ge ) a k9d ( ,div9e ,pot5cy yet reta9 itself2 t x c actually p]=m its actions ) ! help ( t mighty fluid en]gy 9 :i* ! />s are swung & ! avat>s are born4 ,a cold mon/] inde$ is ?is electricity comp>$ to ! odic =ce1 ! dynamo ( :i* is ! human w4 ,b ! magic ( x all lies 9 ! rev]se ( ! :ole sy/em ( use4 ,?is =ce de/roys :5 us$ = self1 b con/ructs :5 x is turn$ outw>d4 ,"h we t\* ! law aga9 t happ9ess is 9 radiation--9 ! loss ( ! s5se ( self--9 inc&esc5ce-- ,dreve smil$ at me ) sudd5 reveal+ *>m4 ,i w\ld say t x 0 all 9 lov+ "o's neighb\r1 he add$1 except t x has be5 said s mu*4444 ,x is true4 ,y seem$ to "k x to-day on ! %ore4 ,y seem$ to see ! great ones pass+ !re4 ,if ! _w c\ld only "k ! joy ( see+ ! sons ( ,god 9 ! eyes ( pass+ m56 99 99 99 99 99 ,night _h come4 ,we sat at ! doorway ( 8 cab91 a wav] ( firelight )91 />s cle>+ above ! mi/y sea4 ,x's all play :5 "o gets into ! ,plan--all pa9 :ile "o resi/s ! ,plan1 ,dreve add$ sl[ly4 ,i us$ to ?9k t ,i _h a /rong w2 t ,i _h good w-=ce1 z m5 g4 ,x 0 ! w ( an invalid *ild4 ,if m5 c\ld only "k ! =ce t is !irs to use :5 !y ent] ! ,/ream6 ,"o is ask$ to give up old habits & ways & prop5sities--b only because !y are h>mful & imp$+4 ,all :i* really belongs is m]ely obscur$ = ! "t4 ,x returns to y ) fre% lovel9ess & p[]4 ,"o does n give up ?ree-space to und]/& f\r-space4 ,! tru? is he mu/ rise above ! =m] to see x all4 ,x isn't y & ,i :o matt]1 he said abruptly1 aft] a pause4 ,^! ?+s are = all4 ,i "k :at comes aft]w>d--to a man or to a nation--:5 driv5 to ! la/ dit* ( pa94 ,a new dim5sion ( p[] comes4 ,t's :at happ5s4 ,t's :at ! ,new ,age is all ab\t4 ,t's :at ! w> means4 ,we %all le>n our new *a/ity4 ,we %all em]ge z a race into a m s]5e & spl5did consci\sness4444 ,! price--! dead4444 ,i c\ld tell y some?+ ab\t t4 ,"o mu/ h pray$ = dea? to "k ab\t t4 ,don't ?9k ( t n[--only take x f me1 or f y\r own s\l1 t ! big ,plan is all "r--t ,!y hav5't made any mi/akes yet--t ! lov$ "o is only away = a "t--busy--q "r--ab\t ! ,fa!r's bus9ess4 ,ano!r "t = t4 ,i c't =get !m d[n on ! ,%ore1 ,dreve f9i%$4 ,t 0 play4 ,x 0 all a laugh d[n !re4 ,! big =ces & ! big p are always a "p ( laught]4 ,! laugh w take y to ! ?rone4 ,! ,gods laugh4444 ,!re's a laugh t ends pa94 ,!re's a laugh t *all5ges p[]4 ,!re is ! laugh ( ! ar\s$ lov] 9 ! _w4 ,we %all he> ! laugh ( ! _w itself1 :5 ! big revelation breaks ^u u all t ! ,plan is good--t ! ,plan is = joy4 #bb ,a ,,di?yramb ,,& ,a ,,lett] ,i ?9k we come ?r\gh at bir? ) c]ta9 seal$ ord]s to be op5$ at di/ant po9ts ( ! j\rney4444 ,t5 ye>s ago1 z ,i lay "o night1 ready = sleep1 h& lift$ to put out ! light--my eyes f\nd ^! l9es3 ,li/51 ,i w be hone/ ) y3 ,i d n (f] ! old smoo? prizes1 b (f] r\gh new prizes4 ,^! are ! days t mu/ happ5 to y3 ,y %all n heap up :at is call$ ri*es2 ,y %all scatt] ) lavi% h& all t y e>n or a*ieve2 ,y b arrive at ! city to :i* y 7 de/9'd--y h>dly settle y\rself to satisfaction1 be=e y are call$ by an irresi/ible call to dep>t2 ,y %all be treat$ to ! ironical smiles & mock+s ( ^? :o rema9 beh9d y2 ,:at beckon+s ( love y receive y %all only answ] ) passionate kisses ( p>t+2 ,y %all n all[ ! hold ( ^? :o spread _! rea*'d h&s t[>d y4444 ',allons6 ,aft] ! ,great ,companions1 & to belong to !m6' ,! ?+ _h come ar\nd by ,india--a quotation f ,walt1 9 a little ,h9du book ( love & dea? by ,niv$eta4 ,x spoil$ my night4 ,i resi/$4 ,"s entity connect$ ) ! l9es seem$ to smile pati5tly4 ,deep )91 ,i knew !y belong$ to me2 t ,i %\ld h to realise !m1 l9e by l9e1 !n live !m2 t "h 0 a page f ! envelope ( my seal$ ord]s to be op5$ aft] cle>ance--op5$ f> out on ! :ite wat]4 ,!y us$ to /rike me z h>d l9es until ! w>m laugh came up out ( !m4444 ,romance means ,n to /ay4444 ,bit by bit1 ! /ory unfolds t ! ,plan is good--t ! ,plan is unutt]ably good1 t "o ne$s only to rise into ! spiritual drift to f9d t all are ,god's c\ntries4 ,fir/ ! big physical drift1 ! drift ar\nd ! _w1 along ! wat]fronts1 miss+ none until ! laugh comes1 until ! petty ?+s ( life1 9 no arrangem5ts or comb9ations1 c hold y\r faculties or ev5 long attract ! eye4 ,y "k !m all4 ,"o mu/ le>n ! _w fir/2 "o mu/ n miss ! _w tricks4 ,! m5 :o h liv$ mo/ h laugh$ mo/4 ,b don't /ay too long 9 ! labyr9?s4 ,!y are passages ( pa9 s long z y give y\rself to !m4 ,/ill y mu/ solve ! maze4 ,aft] t1 don't /ay--don't /ay to pick up ?reads4 ,!re are o!r mazes1 o!r drifts4 ,i assure y life is ri* & brave1 b !re is no?+ s heal?y z a laugh+ discussion ( dea? 9 "o's own m9d--! next /ep ( ! cosmic adv5ture 444 & to travel light !re--n to take our mortgages1 our mat]ial ambitions1 our /one h\ses full ( effects--by no means to take our c>d-indexes & lett] files--to travel light1 to pick up ! bright] %ells by ! way--e glimpse ahead %[+ high] light--a m spaci\s & spl5did prospect4444 ,:y c>ry our furs & fro/-pro( igloos = ?is adv5ture 9 ! deep] tropics8444 ,to become z little *ildr5--to be op5 he>t$ & free h&$--to li/51 to believe1 to make pictures1 to see across app>5t sep>at5ess1 to =get "o's self 9 ! daisy fields1 to love ! light & ! l&1 to fall into ec/atic speculations6 ,y c't d t if y c>ry ! plumb+ ( y\r h\se 9 m9d1 & /op sudd5ly to recall if y turn$ (f ! wat] 9 ! laundry-tubs4 ,weigh up y\r ext]nal possessions--weigh !m c>efully--= _! am\nt is ! exact measure ( y\r infidelity to ,god4444 ,to become z a little *ild--to "k t ! =e/s are fill$ ) o!r ?an ?+s to eat--to love ! my/]ies awake1 to love ! fairies & ! hidd5 fl[]s into /range unfold+s--to be fe>less & free =ev]6444 ,! ,little ,girl writes ( h] love = x all z x comes3 99 99 99 99 99 444 ,i h a half a m9ute to s5d my love & /rong pull = ,high ,flight4 ,we want$ ?is to be ! magic week ( ! ,home ,com+1 b x mu/ be be/ to wait a little long]4 ,wait1 wait--t is ! old song ( ,e>?--"y wait+--big wait+--holy wait+4 ,i love x4 ,i love ! suff]+ ( x4 ,"o is great accord+ to h[ well "o c wait4 ,i am lov+ ,e>? t]ribly4 ,x is close to me1 ) its /range music4 ,la/ night1 ! ,valley ,road "o & ,e/h] & ,i 7 toge!r--t\*$ great :ite ?+s--talk$ & laugh$ & lov$ until long aft] ?ree4 ,ea* 9 h] way is a p[] :]ev] %e t\*es4 ,ea* has ev]y?+ )94 ,ea* is pure & wond]fully sweet4 ,we wait1 op5>m$1 = y4 ,!re are wond]s 9 ,muriel--& 9 o!rs4 ,i dream con/antly ( ! beauty to come4 ,nature's ec/asy w be bur/+ =? 9 fulfilm5t :5 our ,lov]s come home4 ,i'm s glad ?is morn+6 99 99 99 99 99 ,! *ildr5 le>n x s easily4 ,i l to /op 9 ?is book & let !m say x--! big /ory ( ! ,seamless ,robe1 ! /ory ( ,democracy4 ,! "y m5 say x /rongly2 & t5d]ly ! "y wom51--! dream ( ! mate 9 _! he>ts becom+ ! dream ( ! ,ma/]4 ,!y all say x s ?rill+ly = me 9 _! words & lives--! little boys com+ 9 ) _! tales ( prairie & ! deeps2 lit]ally x is "h out ( ! m\?s ( babes4444 ,dreve f\nd x 9 a woman1 ano!r 9 sci5ce1 ano!r 9 music1 ano!r 9 ! op5 road4 ,e man is 8 own way1 8 own tru? & life4 ,x waits = all4444 ,we keep fann+ day & night1 _m ( u :o "w at home--! fann]s ( ! ,hive6 ,we cool & h>d5 ! great spiritual concept into matt]1 z ! ca!dral spires ( wax appe> & h>d5 9 flaky :ite "u ! masses ( ! bees4444 ,i laugh at my own int5sity4444 ,x is our "o tale1 told 9 essay & /ory1 9 diff]5t t]ms = cults & s*ools1 = soldi]s & cl]gy1 9 v]se & prose1 ) dignity & 9 slang1 b "h x runs be/ out ( ! m\?s ( babes 444 help+ ! ,big ,democrat get 8 /ory ?r\gh4444 ,! re/ ( ! *apt] is ! ,little ,girl's3 ,,! ,,s\l ,,speaks4 ,i walk$ ?r\gh a field4 ,! br[n soil 0 upturn$ & all ! ri*ness ( man's lab\r 0 9 x4444 ,! morn+ sun 0 lift+ a grey veil ( dew up to its he>t2 ! e>? 0 fre% & cool :]e x _h re/$4 ,my feet 7 b>e & sank into ! s(t ri*ness4 ,! field 0 wide & pure & fragrant & alive4 ,x seem$ to s+ z ! sun grew w>m ^u x4 ,ec/atic birds flew close & balanc$ !mselves magically 9 ! sp>kl+ air4 ,i happ5$ to be j ready to receive ! gold5 lovel9ess t ! old ,"m is always eag] to give1 t morn+4 ,%e help$ me to feel ! goodness ( all ?+s--! p[] & beauty ( all1 & ! great1 giv+ _s4444 ,inside ,i felt ke5ly ! pres5ce ( ,s\l--t 0 ! secret4 ,s\l awak5$ & brea?+1 ,s\l wait+ & eag]1 ,s\l1 ! holy quick5]4444 ,! he>t beat peacefully1 ! bra9 hu%$ all unnecess>y ?\ght & li/5$4 ,i lay d[n ^u ! sweet gr\nd !re--! body relax$ & =gott54 ,!n1 f ! dep?s )91 ,i he>d ! s\nd ( ! ,s\l's voice speak+ ^! words3 ,?is is ! appo9t$ "t4 ,long en\gh h ,i sat mute & sil5t 9 ! d>kness4 ,we h le>n$ ! lesson4 ,! circle ( sep>at5ess is complete4 ,we are ready to ent] a new globe n[1 a globe mu* l>g] ?an ! "o we h kn[n1 mu* m wond]ful4 ,9 x !re are great] te/s ?an we ev] _h be=e4 ,b ! new te/s1 in/ead ( be+ pa9ful1 are joy\s2 n sep>at5ess is ahead1 b union1 on5ess 9 all ?+s4444 ,long h y gone y\r way alone1 d[n ! road ( deafness & bl9d eyes & pa92 & n ! way ,i w\ld h l$ y1 ?\gh p]fectly "r1 = x 0 an education4 ,! bl9dness & d>kness ( x has taught u :at n to d1 !re=e we "k ! pa?4444 ,ours 7 n object lessons2 always we h le>n$ ?r\gh opposites4444 ,to le>n ! great lesson ( li/5+1 we talk$ mu*4 ,we told o!rs ( ! pa?s !y %\ld take long be=e we ?\ght ( foll[+ our own4 ,we hat$ all ?+s1 to le>n h[ to love2 we took all to ourselves1 to le>n h[ to give4 ,we did ! ?+s ( dea?1 to le>n life truly4444 ,we h suff]$ great pa9 to "k ! secret s\rce ( ! ev]la/+ joy4 ,we fe>$1 9 ord] t we may become fe>less1 & "k ! my/]y ( ! d>k4 ,we *ose ! road ( sep>at5ess to feel ! ec/asy ( on5ess & completion at la/4 ,we ent]$ ! t]rible sph]e ( "t & space to transc5d bo? & be free4 ,we took ^u ourselves p\nds ( tiresome fle%1 to make ( x a gold5 symbol ( ! great spiritual beauty & fre$om4 ,we ask$ = ev]y?+ at fir/1 b ?r\gh our desir+ & brood+1 we le>n$ ! mo/ wond]ful lesson ( all--want+ no?+ b to give4 ,all is = u4 ,! ,pa? gleams be=e our eyes--! long1 sunlit pa? lead+ to ! ,fa!r's h\se4 ,i g home ) my love by my side4 ,by cry+ out 9 agony1 & by weep+ bitt]ly we h le>n$ h[ to laugh4 ,! _w is ne$+ u2 we conta9 all ?+s4 ,f n[ on1 we live z "o 9 ,wisdom1 ,love & ,p[]4 99 99 99 99 99 #bc ,,! ,,mat+ ,,my/]y ,i ?\ght a great deal ab\t ,dreve's love-/ory 9 relation to ! "y p1 9 relation to ! love ( humanity1 & 9 relation to ! my/ical gr[? ( a man d5i$ ! mate on e>?4 ,9 ! fir/ place1 !re mu/ be _m great love /ories 9 ! com+ decades ( recon/ruction1 if = no o!r reason ?an t great *ildr5 are com+ 94 ,su* fri5ds & bro!rs & comrades-(-all-!-e>? c only be born ?r\gh ! excell5t & adequate love ( man & woman4 ,9 a rec5t novel1 an old prie/ ( ! ,gobi tells some?+ ( ! love /ory ( ! future to a "y ,am]ican :o is greatly tr\bl$ 9 8 romance4 ,i quote ?ree or f\r p>agraphs because ?is expression 9 fiction is cle>] ?an ,i c\ld write x aga94 ,rajan&a says3 ,i h wat*$ y\r devotion = ! woman & x has be5 a holy ?+1 my son4 ,y love well4 ,%e has become m ?an e>?-woman to y4 ,%e has become ! way to ,god4 ,?is leads to true yoga4 ,:]e !re is love l y\rs1 !re is no lu/4 ,)\t ^! trials y c\ld n h kn[n s soon ! love t w br+ y 9 good "t to h] brea/4 ,! ways ( easily-w$d$ pairs s9k into commonness soon--! dull & dreamless dea?4 ,x is ^? :o are kept ap>t1 :o ov]come great ob/acles1 :o le>n ! greate/ ?+ ( all--to wait--:o t\* ! upp] rea*es ( spl5d\r 9 ! love ( man & woman1 & ?us prep>e !mselves = ! great] union & ! high] que/+ :i* is ! love ( ,god toge!r4 ,! se] mu/ "k ! he>ts ( m54 ,k ( love is ! k ( ,god4 ,love is ! ,:eel ( ,life2 love is ! ,holy ,brea? t turns ! ,:eel4 ,! se] is f> f ready = 8 "w 9 ! _w1 :o has =gott5 f 8 brea/ ! love ( man & woman4 ,& !n1 my son1 we are almo/ at ! end ( ! night ( ! _w4 ,! ,build]s are com+ 9 to take ! places ( ^? :o h torn d[n ) w> & e o!r madness ( self4 ,^! ,build]s mu/ be born ( m5 & wom5--! ,new ,race--b ( m5 & wom5 :o h le>n$ :at great love means4 444 ,li/51 my son3 9 ! eld] days m5 put away _! wom5 to wor%ip ,god4 ,! prophets1 ! se]s1 ! holy m5 walk$ alone1 & left ! y\ng]-s\ls ( ! _w to br+ =? sons4 ,! "t 0 n ripe = ! race ( h]oes1 !re=e ! m]e *ildr5 ( m5 br\ght =? *ildr54 ,& all ! ma/]s spoke ( ! love ( ,god = man1 & ! love ( man = man1 & ! love ( woman = h] *ild1 b no "o spoke ( ! love ( man & woman4 ,all ! sacr$ writ+s pass$ lightly ov] t1 ev5 ! lips ( ! avat>s 7 seal$4 ,b n[ ! ,old is de/roy+ itself 9 ! out] _w2 ! la/ great night ( matt] & ( self is close to break+ into light2 ! "t = h]oes has come1 my son1 & h]oes /ill mu/ be born ( ?is sacr$ my/]y--! love ( man & woman4 ,s all ! prie/s h ?is message n[1 all ! tea*]s & lead]s ( m51 ev5 ,i1 old ,rajan&a :o speaks to y1 & :o has nev] kn[n ! kiss ( woman--all are op5+ to ! _w ! great /ory1 unseal+ ! greatness ( ! love ( man & woman4444 ,= ! ,build]s are com+1 com+ to lift ! e>?--! ,sa9ts are com+1 my son--old ,rajan&a he>s !m s++2 ! ,h]oes are com+ ) light ab\t _! heads & _! voices beautiful ) ! ,/ory ( ,god4444 ,& n[ ,i mu/ sleep4 ,i g to my daught]1 :o waits = y4444 ,once1 be=e y came1 %e re/$ my head & fill$ my b[l 9 ! /one squ>e at ,nadiram4 ,ev5 n[ %e waits = y 9 ! hills ( my c\ntry--n f> f ?is place1 my son---- 99 99 99 99 99 ,9 ! big expansions ( life1 9 mom5ts ( great happ9ess1 or h>d-driv5 by pa9--mo/ ( u h realis$ t ! high] we rise 9 human consci\sness1 ! ne>] we get to ! ,all4 ,?\s&s ( p n[ liv+ h ris51 = %ort p]iods at lea/1 above ! s5se ( sep>at5ess1 9 :i* !y realis$ t ! f9e/ & mo/ exalt$ love a man may h is = ! great orphan1 ,humanity4 ,! human he>t is awak5$ ?r\gh ! love ( "o1 to ! m spaci\s expression = ! _w4 ,all life is a le>n+ h[ to love4 ,! la/ love ( ! fle% & ! roll+ ye>s1 be=e man turns 8 love f fle% to _s1 is ! gr& passion ( man & woman1 yet man does n ab&on ! woman 9 turn+ to ,humanity or to ! ,unse54 ,r1 h& 9 h&1 ! eyes ( ! man & woman are uplift$ to "o />--! ,apex ( a ,triangle p]fect$4444 ,yet "o mu/ n turn to ! ,unse5 until he has le>n$ ! full agony & ec/asy ( ! se54 ,love humanity by all means1 ,i tell y\ng] ones1 b le>n :at love means fir/4 ,d n und]take to de/roy passion until y h le>n$ its glory & madness4 ,r lift passion to adoration1 & use x1 full-p[]$1 ^u t :i* unfolds =ev] = y\r wor%ip4 ,x is n well to kill out a p]sonality until y get "o4 99 99 99 99 99 ,our y\?ful recon/ructioni/s are apt to /ir ! community ) op9ions or actions1 :i* h to d ) _! own he>t /ories & ! _w's romance4 ,!y h a way ( conf\nd+ ! season$ au?orities ( pa/orate & p>i%1 ) emb>rass+ que/ions 9 reg>d to me?od & magic 9 ! mak+ ( two s\ls into "o4 ,^! "y p may n be mode/ accord+ to ,elizabe?an ideals2 9 fact1 ! "y wom5 are apt to g half-way 9 ! *oice ( ! man :o is to be ! fa!r ( h] *ildr51 b ?is is an ess5tial ( innate beauty & fa/idi\sness4 ,m & m ! high] types ( ! new social ord] are que/]s = t s+le & holy mat+ :i* br+s ne>] ! dream ( ! beautiful & h]oic 9 *ildr51 & :i* gives u a glimpse ( a future to die =4 ,! /ory ( ,romance _c be writt5 nor int]pret$ 9 life )\t its hill-rock1 nam$ ,lib]ty4 ,!re is no man-made law = love4 ,! fir/ bus9ess ( human be+s is to f9d _! own on e>?4 ,all make%ifts "p away2 all %ort-range sy/ems scurry pa/2 all comets & a/]oids cease to be consid]$1 :5 a pair ( suns :ip into ea* o!r's attraction4 ,& s x is ) a true-mat$ pair4 ,^? :o h dream$ long & kept !mselves pure1 realise "h bel[ = a "t ! raptures ( ! elect4 ,! new g5]ation has a s5se ( ?is2 & :ile its eyes look h>d & d>+ly = its own1 its f9] examples pres]ve an integrity = ! "o until he is f\nd4 ,! ,new ,race realises t promiscuity is only a lack ( ta/e4 ,to draw ! fulness & r$ol5ce f a book or a fri5d or a lov]1 f any episode or fabric ( life1 "o mu/ se>* = ! true1 z well z ! beautiful1 & ! beautiful z well z ! good4444 ,p]haps t tells x be/--x d>es to love ,beauty1 ?is ,new ,race4 ,x means to br+ back ! beauty ( ! body z well z to brea! =? ! ,s\l4 ,its devil & its dang] is ,paganism4 ,x loves ,nature s well t x is 9 dang] ( =gett+ t ! old ,"m is n complete 9 h]self1 b a manife/ ( h] ,"l ,sun4444 99 99 99 99 99 ,z to ! lib]ty ( its loves--! ,new ,race realises t "o _c be held1 except by vulg> h&s1 :]e t "o does n want to /ay4 ,a mat$ man & woman turn ea* o!r absolutely free1 & ! fir/ cry ( _! lib]ty is t[>d "o immortal ne/4 ,^? firmly caught 9 ! pure dream are cont5t to wait = ea* o!r4 ,!y d n exp]im5t4 ,!y realise ! long road ( romance--a road s long t ! ?ree-score & t5 is b a c>avans>y ( ! night4 ,!y build above ! fle% if = no o!r reason ?an to come into ! great] beauty ( ! fle%4 ,r5\nc+ no?+1 devot$ to au/]ity only = my/ical union1 c>ri$ away 9 no ab&onm5t1 !y seek to a*ieve t comm& ( ! body by ! m9d1 & t comm& ( ! body & m9d by ! ,s\l1 :i* reveals ! ultimate tru?--t ! plan is = ,joy2 t ! be/ ( all ?+s is = m5 :o h ma/]$ !mselves2 t *a/ity is ! brea? & inevitable answ] to self-conque/4 ,! gr[? ( ,romance ?r\gh an ideal mat+ becomes a fusion at la/ ( all ! loves ( e>?4 ,connubial bless$ness is !re=e m rev]5tly to be promot$ ?an procreation1 = ^u x dep5ds ! lovel9ess ( issue4 ,! ,new ,race acts ^u ! conviction t ! love betwe5 man & woman is ! holie/ ( e>? expressions1 r ?an ! love ( "m & *ild4 ,! fir/ conta9s ! second4 ,/ill no e>? love is ! end4444 ,built ?r\gh au/]ity & idolatry1 ?r\gh d5ial & ab&on1 ?r\gh madness & m>tyrdom1 ?r\gh pett9ess & *ivalry1 ?r\gh pa9 turn+ less & less sl[ly ?r\gh ! ye>s to p[]1 ?r\gh a little zone ( peace at la/ 7! calm be=e ! great] /orm7 ! f]v\r ( man & woman becomes1 9 ! fullness ( "t1 too /rong = e>?1 & 9 ! f9al & ke5e/ pa91 ! adm9i/ry ( a high] =ce beg9s4444 ,i mean to tell ?is 9 a que] way ?r\gh ! next ?ree or f\r *apt]s4 ,/raight /atem5ts w n conta9 x q--= x is /ill ) dream1 z yet4 ,r ,i mean to weave ! concept = y--fold on fold--s t at ! end y w h x1 z !y d :o h li/5$ 9 ,*apel _m days4 ,fle% is n integrat$ f9ely en\gh to c>ry ! high] ard\rs ( devotion4 ,if ! great sa9ts :o h le>n$ to p\r out _! s\ls 9 adoration to ! ,fa!r %\ld turn back to a m]e physical expression1 !y w\ld bla/ !mselves z well z ! object ( _! madness4 ,! awak5+ ( ! high] =ces ( love lifts ! eye ( ! ador] f ! brea/ to ! br[ ( ! belov$--f ! br[ to ! ,initiatory ,/> ris5 at la/ to m]idian4 ,a new dim5sion ( love is ent]$ ^u4 ,all life tells ! /ory4 ,wat* ! big birds lift f ! s& to ! cu%ion ( w+s2 wat* ! airplane quick5 its spe$ until x lifts f ! monorail4444 ,ma*9]y ( rack+ p[] 9 a fall+ h\se1 is t great love :i* has n yet le>n$ to look above ! body ( ! *os5 "o4 ,?is *ange is ! la/ & highe/ pa9 ( romance--! break+ ap>t ( ! temporal1 = ! /ory ( ! long road4 ,man & woman mu/ g ap>t = ! ma/]y ( self1 be=e !y are ready = ! high] mat+4 ,! great love /ory inv>iably crosses ! m\nta9s ( sep>ation4 ,if we cl+ too long to ! less1 nature is outrag$1 beauty is dra9$4 ,brief sep>ations are dang]\s1 because ! lov]s build recklessly ) ideals & ! r>e/ spiritual mat]ials4 ,meet+ aga9 too soon1 !y enc\nt] an unmiracul\s creature face to face4 ,if !y _h really complet$ ! j\rney1 f9i%$ ! task ap>t1 !y w\ld h come into t t5d]ness :i* loves ! human frailties ( ea* o!r1 & :i* sees ! manife/ ( ?ree-score-t5 m]ely z a g>m5t p>ticul>ly made = a p>ticul> j\rney4 99 99 99 99 99 ,!re is always wreck+ "w1 be=e a new & wid] circle is ent]$ ^u4 ,! "t w come :5 m5 & wom5 %all le>n t ! magic ( go+ ap>t is equal to ! magic ( com+ toge!r4 ,9 all bir?-times1 9 all transitions1 ! consci\sness ( ! be>] is *ang$--(t5 que]ly4444 ,"o c endure ! primitive & ! *ild 9 ! o!r's m9d2 "o might adore ! great play ( passion1 & all ! art ( x2 "o might nev] we>y ( fragrance ( ?roat1 or magnetism ( h&1 ! inimitable plays & *ild ?+s--b ! m9d is =ev] ! slay] ( ! real4444 ,rememb]1 !re is n a full union possible on ! physical plane4 ,! body is ! b>ri] t sep>ates s\ls4 ,^? :o believe !y h all ( ea* o!r 9 t :i* !y see & he> & t\*--h f> to come 9 ! real love /ory4 ,h y ev] ask$ y\rself :at physical passion is8 ,x is a fr5zy to ov]come sep>ation4 ,?is sep>ation 0 necess>y = ! diffusion ( life4 ,x is ! outbrea?1 ! go+ =?1 ! great g5]ative plan4444 ,physical passion does n satisfy ! agony ( ! s\l2 (t5 x only makes ! agony m ke54 ,9 ! e>ly ph5om5a ( all great love /ories1 !re is enc\nt]$ t bl9d+1 bewild]+ ne$ to become ! o!r--to lose id5tity1 to fly someh[ into ! brea/ ( ! o!r & be no m4 ,?is is ke5 pa9 ( love b also an intimation ( great] union4 99 99 99 99 99 ,!re 0 a man :o _h f\nd mu* ( beauty & p[]1 mu* ( ! ,burn+ ,des]t & c]ta9 wond]ful t\*es ( ! peace ( ! ,hill ,c\ntry--9 8 /ory ) a c]ta9 woman4 ,%e lov$ him 9 a way m real ?an he dream$4 ,life _h %[n him mu* to sc(f at4 ,he _h be5 glad to make ! mo/1 m]ely1 ( an exquisite playwoman4 ,"o day %e 0 d[n t[n to meet him1 b he left h] = a bus9ess appo9tm5t4 ,t aft]noon1 ab\t ev]y?+ he _h 9 a mat]ial way 0 swept f him--mu* to :i* 8 ambition _h ti$ itself = sev]al ye>s4 ,! man 0 badly rock$4 ,he walk$ ! /reets--%ock$ almo/ to laught]1 to f9d all t he _h held =1 & held to1 pluck$ f "u4444 ,at l5g? he ?\ght ( ! woman :o wait$4 ,! laugh ( mock]y quick5$1 because he ?\ght ( los+ h]1 too--a worldly-he>t :o w\ld g ) ! re/--goods t p]i%4 ,he knock$ at ! door :]e %e wait$4 ,x 0 op5$ swiftly4 ,he did n ne$ to speak4444 ,%e seem$ above & ar\nd him4 ,!re 0 a great /ill sweetness he _h nev] dream$ ( z a man 7& c\ld only rememb] dimly z a *ild to 8 "m71 arms ( t5d]ness & heal+4444 ,he saw t in/ant 9 h] eyes t no?+ ( ! _w ev] did nor ev] c\ld really sep>ate !m4 ,! que]e/ ?+ ab\t x all 01 t he us$ a ^w he nev] c\ld use be=e--a ^w1 z he said1 t _h be5 s badly work$ by ! _w t x ne$$ a lot ( wa%+ be=e x 0 fit = him4 ,yet x came to 8 lips--wife--9 a way t %[$ him also a new mean+ to ! ^w =ev]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,?is subject ( love & mat+ is only op5$4 ,!re is mu* to say 9 pages t foll[1 b n[1 apropos ( no?+1 if n ?is !me1 !re is a *apt] ( lett]s4 ,!y someh[ conta9 ! _s ( _m ?+s ,i h long$ to express4 ,^? to :om !y appeal w f9d ! la/ pages ( ! book ri*] because ( ! ins]t4 99 99 99 99 99 #bd ,,*apt] ,,( ,,lett]s ,i ,we come up ?r\gh _m slav]ies into fre$om4 ,x is ! end ( a consid]able road to be able to /& aga9/ ! morn+ sun1 say+3 ,i want no?+ b to give---- 444 ,to be able to say ?is )\t an answ]+ laugh ( mock]y 9 ! he>t1 :]e old ,k+ ,desire sits ) 8 dogs4 ,to be free--t is to be irresi/ible4 ,d y want love8 ,y only spoil x :5 y /ipulate :at ! return %all be--h[ ! pr(f]+ ( ! return %all be ord]$ & arrang$4 ,! great love is giv+2 great love is inc&esc5ce4 ,"o mu/ be radiant to be happy4 ,x is s lit]ally4 ,x is s1 fold )9 fold4444 ,"o sees gold1 look+ up f bel[1 & its attraction becomes em95t among all desires = ! "t4 ,we pass x by & look d[n1 z ! _s ( man %\ld look d[n ^u gold1 & x becomes a m9]al m]ely4 ,y c enjoy x z y enjoy o!r p's roses4 ,x be/[s itself4 ,o!rs seek to be/[ x ^u y4 ,hold to no?+ 9 matt]4 ,x is slav]y4 ,give y\rself laugh+ly to y\r "w = daily bread )\t ?\ght ( result4 ,!n1 & n until !n1 are y inimitable 9 y\r task4 ,ord] ! p]=mance ( y\r task ) m]e bra9 & atta* x to y\r ambitions--y b d :at ! _m accompli%4 ,y\r product is multiple1 n a p]fect cube4 ,x _c unfold into ! ,cross4 ,x misses ,resurrection4 ,y mu/ be free1 ev5 to p]=m y\r "w 9 ! _w4 ,y mu/ be free to be irresi/ible4444 ,g5ius is approa* to fre$om4 ,x f9ds its own pa?s2 x cuts itself free f ! =ms & vehicles ( o!rs4 ,we h kn[n ! d>k slav]y ( ! op9ions ( o!rs4 ,_m ( u h ca/ (f su* bonds1 :o are /ill slaves to our own op9ions4 ,we le>n to /op ly+ to o!rs be=e we le>n to /op ly+ to ourselves4 ,until we are free1 we h no op9ion t is fit to endure2 until we are free1 our op9ions are col\r$ & =m$ 9 ! matrices ( p]sonal self1 :i* is subject to dea?4 ,x's all s simple4 ,we h to put d[n :at is 9 our h&s to help o!rs4 ,we h to /ill our own ?\ght to li/5 to ano!r's say+4 ,we h to sil5ce ! self to he> ! ,ma/]4 ,?is sil5c+ goes on & on 9 all our "w4 ,pa9 %[s ! way4444 ,we mu/ trav]se ! des]ts4 ,we mu/ cross all ! riv]s4 ,we mu/ see "o by "o e mat]ial ?+ betray u4 ,?is is ! ,pa?--money1 op9ions1 ambitions1 heal?1 fri5ds1 desires1 all betray s long z we ob/ruct _! approa*es ) our own conceptions & our own gre$s4 ,we rise "o by "o above ^! illusions4 ,! la/ & greate/ is t desire :i* is born 9 g5]ation4444 ,all ! old rea*es its highe/ p]fection 9 ! human love /ory4 ,all ,nature b9ds "o to ! lovel9ess ( ?is tale4 ,x is ! way to ! ,way4 ,because x is n ! ,way itself1 x appe>s to end4 ,! great int5sities ( agony n[ beg94 ,! s\l realises t only ! foo?ills ( pa9 are pass$2 t "h are ! m\nta9s1 "h are ! deep valleys t conta9 ! ,ge?semanes & timb]s = ! ,cross1 & ! plan by :i* ! ,cross mu/ be mortic$ & t5on$4444 ,! sea1 ! m\nta91 gold1 ! rose1 ! *ild1 ! peasant's simplicity1 ! com+ ( ! coolness ( ev5+1 ! glory ( ! clay & wat]fall1 mi/ & cl\d & />1 ! deep heal+ w9ds t come sl[ly ) _! heavy fruitage ( p[] f ! m\nta9s1 ! swift w9ds ) ! holy brea? ( ! ,sea--all ^! 9 ! brea/ ( ! mate4444 ,:5 ?is dream is tak51 "o ble$s1 lat]ally & full-l5g?4 ,"o wants to die2 ?us he ov]comes dea?4 ,he feels ! great burd5 9 :i* all o!r burd5s lose !mselves4 ,:5 he passes ?is highe/ s]ies ( inl& peaks1 ! di/ances /ret* cle> & %9+ ahead4 ,?is ! te/ ( fai? because y deal ) love itself4 ,y\r s\l1 9 its e>lie/ advices1 tells y t y\r love ( e>? is pure4 ,x is4 ,x is good4 ,x is ! highe/ "h4 ,x is /ill to be p]fect$ by ! races1 ev5 by ! new races1 :o mu/ be born bright ) its untri$ magic4444 ,b s long z x is idolatry to t :i* is subject to *ange1 x is h\rly impregnat+ ! life itself ) ! se$s ( pa94444 ,y are call$ to ! love ( ,s\ls4 ,soon] or lat] y mu/ g4 ,x is ! ,pa?4 ,x is ! /eep pa? to ! ,ma/]4 ,y give up all to g ?is way--& !n y laugh to f9d x all return$ 9 loveli] dim5sions4 ,y take y\r idolatry f ! plane ( mutation--lift x into ! glori\s & *angeless plateaus ( ! _s4444 ,y turn f ! ,se5 to ! ,unse54 ,?is is ! passage4 ,y are call$ to g alone a little way--to be wor?y ( ! great ,meet+4 ,y c>ry y\r gifts ( ! passage wov5 into ! ,seamless ,robe ( y\r be+4 ,all t imp$es day by day y ca/ aside1 z an army mak+ a p]il\s retreat ca/s (f day by day its imp$im5ta--until at la/ y /& nak$ ^u ! em95ce1 & ! ,voice says1 ,be n ,a%am$--,i am ! ,belov$4444 99 99 99 99 99 ,out ( slav]ies4444 ,we ?9k at fir/ t ,god is )\t--at la/ we look = ,him )94 ,we come f ! happ9ess ( ! ,fa!r's ,h\se mak+ our great j\rney1 b our ,s\l's que/ cont9ually is = ! happ9ess aga94 ,yet we mu/ n look back4 ,x is failure to g back4 ,t :i* we h left unf9i%$1 is n beh9d1 b await+ ahead4 ,we are slaves to our bodily heal? until we le>n t ! body is sup]bly fitt$ = ob$i5ce to ! ,s\l2 t x comes into its rhy?m & beauty only :5 ma/]$4 ,inde$ ! v process ( ma/]y is to lead x to ! ,f\nta9 ( ,y\?4 ,we le>n t truly to be ri*1 we mu/ give cont9ually4 ,we le>n by ! quick5+s ( our _s t :ite l9es run f ! br[s ( all creatures to an apex :i* is ,god--t ,god is all4 ,all is ,god4444 ,all is "o4 ,we are "o4 ,we are bro!rs4 ,"o h\se = all at ! end ( ! ,road4444 ,we f9d ! ,k+ 9 our own ,s\ls4 ,we le>n f t t all m5 are ,k+s4 ,we b[ to all ,s\ls4 ,all s\ls are rays ( ,god4 ,we come at la/ to see ! sons ( ,god 9 ! eyes ( pass+ m54 ,our passion n[ is outp\r$4 ,t is joy4 ,we ask no?+ b to give1 to heal1--to p]mit ! _s ( ! ,heal+ ,ma/]s to fl[ ?r\gh u1 b fir/ we cle> away ! ob/ructions ( ! self4 ,a*iev+ our own *a/ity1 we p]ceive ! pot5tial *a/ity 9 e face4 ,we are delud$ no long]4 ,! imbecile _c hide our eyes f ! ,flame4 ,all purity mu/ be f\nd )94 ,we h no fault ) o!rs :5 we are cleans$4 ,we see ! h]oes !n1 ! giants1 ! runn]s1 ! s+]s1 ! *>iote]s4 99 99 99 99 99 ,we le>n t we c give no?+ real away--t all we d = o!rs is s]vice = ourselves4 ,we give pa9 = joy1 "t = et]nity1 ! human = ! div9e--give to receive1 give to be radiant4 ,we mu/ be ,flame to be f$ by ! ,flame ,itself4 99 99 99 99 99 ,we are prep>$ by e suff]+1 e humiliation1 until ! p]sonality b[s at la/4444 ,p]sonality is good4 ,x has br\ght u :]e we are4 ,d n kill x out be=e its "w is f9i%$4 ,we d n realise its beauty until we see x ma/]$--until we see x ) ! eyes ( ! ,s\l4 ,all "o /ory4 ,we le>n to love /ep by /ep4 ,we love ourselves1 our possessions1 our *ildr51 our fri5ds1 our mates1 our ,ma/]s1 our ,god4444 ,! high] we g1 ! m p]fectly we conta9 all ! gradations4 ,! la/ suff]+s1 ! la/ te/s1 are s (t5 ?r\gh ! human love /ory1 because all weaknesses are easily %[n ?r\gh t--all our pa9s s quickly receiv$4444 ,! bright s&als ( ! ,ma/] at la/ are he>d across ! ,hills4 ,"o laughs !n1 = ,he br+s ) ,him ! belov$ we h cri$ = s long4444 ,n 9 ! love ( desire aft] t1 b ! love ( giv+1 ! love t ca/s out fe>1 t passes und]/&+1 t fulfils ! law1 ! irresi/ible love ( ! ,*ri/4 ,,ii 444 ,a wond]ful morn+--a r>e ,monday--! highe/ hold yet--all is asc5d+4 ,all be+s are s wond]ful4 ,i sit on a c]ta9 b5* to "w "o morn+--! next morn+ cu%ions are !re = me4444 ,i speak a s5t5ce f a book ) a ^w h[ mu* x means & h[ wor?y to love--& ! s5t5ce is br\ght to me illum9at$ on vellum4444 ,!y br+ ! f9e/ fruits--honey = tea1 cream = peel$ figs1 black bread p]fectly toa/$1 ! p]fection ( unsalt$ butt]4444 ,i walk up ! m\nta9 to "w--& ! voice ( ! g>d5] is a b5$iction f ! ,mo/ ,high--& ,i /& = a mom5t look+ t[>d y\r sea ov] ! city1 & ! birds say1 ,x is "t4 ,!re is a pool ( lilies at ! top1 an ,alhambran villa1 great rose g>d5s4444 ,i come to ! pool--dip my feet 9 ! /ill wat]s & ,i "k f t h[ *ill ! night has be54 ,i look at ! lilies--h[ f> !y h op5$--& "k ! "t ( day4 ,i pray = a mom5t "u a prie/ly ,p9e 444 & my he>t goes out 9 ! new joy we h f\nd--! joy ( kn[+ t "o may be ! k+ ( ! _w & ! confirm$ ,son ( ,god--if he b le>n ! "o lesson--to want no?+4 ,pool ( lilies 9 ! morn+ sun4 7,a little liz>d is walk+ along ! arm ( ! b5*4 ,my b>e feet are quiet1 & he wond]s :at k9d ( b>kless trees !y are4 ,he is "h & !re4 ,"o sees 8 body move1 n ! memb]s4 ,! sun puts him to sleep47 444 ,! pool is /ill z ! wat]s ( sleep4 ,! ,sea--,i ?9k ( h] always z ! emotional body ( ! _w--! old ,sea ,"m ) diamond-tipp$ emotions4 ,& !n ,i ?9k ( ! ,ma/] ,jesus walk+ ^u ! ,sea & say+ ,peace be /ill to ! /ormy wat]s4444 ,ea* ,s\l mu/ say t to 8 emotions4 ,we le>n to walk upright ^u ! e>?1 !n to /ill ! wat]s1 !n to h dom9ion ov] ! birds ( ! air--& la/ to be sev5 times ref9$ 9 ! ,fire4444 ,e>?1 wat]1 air1 fire--! fir/ quat]n>y4444 ,yes1 we are le>n+ to say ,peace be /ill to ! /ormy wat]s4 ,we d n "k h[ beautiful !y are until !y obey4 444 ,out ( ! /ill wat]s 9 ! pure blue />light1 ! lily blooms--! lotus on ! /ill lagoons ( ! ,s\l4444 ,nak$ z a s]p5t's head1 ! seal$ bud rises f ! wat] 9 ! night4444 ,out ( ! p[] t foll[s ! peace ^u ! wat]s--= ! blooms ( ! _s lift greatly 9 ! tranquillity ( ! he>t t foll[s ! /orm--out ( ! p[] ( peace ^u ! wat]s1 ! lotus rises & waits l a bride 9 ! dawn-dusk = h] ,"l ,sun to bru% back ! veils & f9d h] he>t4 99 99 99 99 99 ,x is only ! beg9n+ ( heav5 we f9d "h4 ,we we>y ( ! _w & turn back to ! ,fa!r's ,h\se4 ,we h pluck$ ! fruits ( pa9--we h ?ir/$ & hung]$ aga9 & aga94444 ,out ( ! d>kness we h =m$ ! ?\ght1 at la/1 t !re mu/ be qu5*+ wat]s1 & some:]e bread to eat t does n p]i%4444 ,y c say x 9 a ?\s& ways4 ,! ,prodigal tells ! /ory4 ,he arises & turns back4 ,evolution has ceas$1 involution beg9s aga94 ,he is be+ fold$ back to ! ,fa!r ) all ! treasures ( ,egypt4 ,he has ceas$ to diffuse himself 9 g5]ation1 ?r\gh :i* he has become an integral "p ( e fibre ( ! _w1 & beg9s n[ to call 9 & syn!sise all 8 spiritual possessions4 ,! processes ( diffusion 7 9 pa9--! integration is joy aga94 ,ea* day ( ! up-slope 8 /ep quick5s4 ,! m he kn[s1 ! m he believes4 ,! m he sees1 ! l>g] 8 fai?--! m 8 treasures1 ! m sumptu\s 8 ord]4 ,unto him :o ha? x %all be giv54 ,aga91 x is m]ely lift+ ! consci\sness f "t to et]nity1 f ! cramp ( space to ! fl[ ( ! univ]se--f pa9 to play--f desire to radiation4444 ,"o asc5ds & at ea* /eps sees f>!r4 ,day by day1 ! "w ( ! in/allation ( ! high] p[]s goes on4 ,we give up no?+ b t :i* imp$es ! infl[ ( godly =ces4 ,t :i* we ?9k we want to-day w look z absurd to-morr[ z ! hopelessness ( a *ild ov] a play?+ brok54 ,x's a way ( lov+ e /ep4 ,?us we heal f ! inf9ite te>s ( ! *anges ( matt] & dissolution1 & lift our love to ! ,ma/]s & ! ,immortal ,gods4 ,we d>e love utt]ly only t :i* c conta9 u4 ,if ! ,ma/]s lov$ u ) all _! p[]1 we w\ld fall 9 ! madness ( too mu* light4444 ,always1 !y give u all ! love t we c endure4444 ,we give our all to !m & exp& daily1 until we "k ! passion to break ourselves op5 9 ec/asy1 l ! k+ bee "u ! :irr+ w+s ( ! que54 ,9 ! human body1 ! diaphragm is ! surface ( ! wat]s4 ,if our consci\sness is bel[ t1 we are 9 g5]ation4 ,to become reg5]at$ is to lift ! balance ( consci\sness above--to rise l ! lotus f ! face ( /ill$ wat]s4444 ,x is a quick5$ vibration4 ,simultane\sly1 "o lifts f c]ebration to intuition--f ! "t ( matt] to ! spaci\sness ( ,s\l--f ! light ( ! camp-fire 9 ! night1 to ! full day ^u ! pla9--f ! son ( man to ! ,son ( ,god--f ! pa9 ( lov+ ) desire to ! irresi/ible creativ5ess ( want+ no?+ b to give4 ,,iii 444 ,i 0 wat*+ ! pool ?is morn+--fi% & frogs & eels "u ! lily-pads--a sl[ cold life4 ,!y h col\r & grace--b eyes ( glass4 ,!y move s s(tly d[n 9 ! dim copp]y light4444 ,i ?\ght ( ! lakes & ! seas1 ! simple cold ( all life--! colde/ & mo/ rudim5t>y 9 ! great deeps4444 ,birds 7 play+ ab\t 9 ! rose g>d5s1 d>t+ 9 & out ( ! bamboo clumps & yucca /alks4 ,humm+-birds 7 cont9ually fann+ ! trumpet & honeysuckle v9es4444 ,i ?\ght ( ! skyl>ks--?roats t op5 only z w+s beat upw>d1 & ! inf9ite blue h>b\rs :]e ! :ite gulls fla%--! lonely lakes & t>ns :]e ! h]on cross 9 ! ev5+ & ! loon cries at night--! cypress deeps :]e ! flam+oes commune 9 %ad$ glory1 & ! eagles t cross f peak to peak1 along ! sp9e ( ! cont95ts4 444 ,& !n1 ( c\rse1 x came to me--! old conque/--h[ we mu/ lift our consci\sness above ! face ( ! wat]s & put on our w+s4444 ,_m h almo/ f9i%$ ) ! wat]s ( g5]ation--! emotional body ( man1 ! same z ! planet4444 ,9 ! beg9n+1 x 0 necess>y to g d[n into ! wat]--! t]ms ( ! baptismal rite4 ,reg5]ation is com+ up out ( ! wat]4 ,! /ruggle betwe5 ! two dim5sions is dramatically express$ by ! fai?1 & ! lapse ( fai?1 ( ,pet] :5 he obey$ ! ,"l1 & arose to walk ^u 8 /orm-toss$ l[] self4 ,8 supplication z he sank sav$ him f p]i%+4 ,reg5]at$1 he walk$ ) ! ,"l ^u ! wat]s4 ,i rememb]1 too1 ! say+1 ,y mu/ be born aga9 ( wat] & ( _s----1 ! /ory ( reg5]ation told once m4444 ,x's a lift+ f ! cold1 bloodless vibrations ( ! creatures ( ! deep1 to ! w+$ passages ( air & sun & />light4444 ,we ?9k t we give up joys ( life--we plunge back aga9 & aga9 to ! dim cold wat]s--our eyes bl9d$ at fir/ by ! light1 our s5ses fright5$ by ! fragrance & ! space4444 ,z if ! reflect$ light ( ! l[] cosmos c\ld comp>e ) ! pure radiance above2 z if ! love ( desire c\ld comp>e to ! glory ( ! outp\r+ he>t--! he>t fill$ ) light--! fulness ( _s1 ! ec/asy ( w+s4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,iv 444 ,! "t comes 9 ! progress ( spiritual aspiration :5 ! g5]ative impulse beg9s to manife/ )9 r ?an )\t4 ,firmly & g5tly ! ?\ghts are turn$ to ! ,image )9 or above2 ! t5d5cies = outw>d manife/ation sl[ly b surely give way4444 ,?is "w sometimes goes on rapidly4 ,a hundr$ times a day ! ?\ghts ( e>?y attraction are f9i%$ ) a s\l conception1 :]e =m]ly ! m]e physical pres5ce suffic$4 ,no?+ answ]s ?\ght m swiftly1 b 9 ?is passage ( ma/]y1 if a s+le desire eludes f ! aspirant1 he mu/ meet x lat] 9 a te>+ & cumulative call4 ,surely at l5g? ! m9d rises to rule4 ,"o's conception *anges f ! fe>1 ! torm5t & ! r$ haze1 to g5tl5ess & calm1 a read9ess to "k all ! my/]ies ( life--to c>e = & respect all functions z "o only c :o has ma/]$ himself4 ,to ca/ !m out 9 hatr$ is failure4 ,t means ! h>d5+4 ,x blights ! beauty ( ! vales & all magic4 ,:5 "o beg9s to unfold ! wond]s ( ! k+dom )91 z "o is call$ to d 9 ! high] & contemplative sph]es ( ! arti/ic life1 !re is an increas+ joy t makes x easy1 m & m1 to lift ! p[] ( life f ! torm5t & unre/ ( ! g5]ative seas4 ,"o f9ds 8 dream ( ! belov$ *ang$ & inf9itively ende>$ to him4 ,pati5ce1 rev]5ce1 t5d]ness comes to ! love t once knew only ! s+le passion ( a male = ! mammal4 ,ev5 t1 9 memory1 becomes beautiful to eyes ( wisdom & calm--all ,god's plan4 ,"o is s5sitive all ?r\gh 8 brea/ = ! unfa?omable sweetness ( life & love4 ,he sees ! *ild & ! immortal 9 ! mate4 ,he f9ds t ! body is truly sacr$ because he sees x ) love & n ) desire4 ,^! are good tid+s4 ,!y make "o happy to write !m4 ,!re are sev5 c5tres ( ec/asy 9 ! body4 ,?r\gh ! ma/]y ( w & love & action1 ! life-=ce is lift$ to dwell ) & awak5 ^! c5tres4 ,) ea* awak5+1 a new p[] comes--a new joy--a new hill-range cross$ t[>d ! ,fa!r's ,h\se2 ) ea* awak5+1 ! belov$ )9 is quick5$ 9 consci\sness1 & ! belov$ )\t is held m de>4 ,! wondr\s /ory ( reg5]ation goes on & on1 to ! love t seeks to give itself utt]ly4 ,to love--t is all ! ,s\l asks4 ,mom5t>y passion swiftly passes 9 ! increase ( spiritual aspiration4 ,its =ce is n kill$1 b us$ = awak5+ ! high] & immortal pr9ciples :]e real love abides4 ,! h& ( ! lov$ "o becomes sacr$ unto te>s1 & ! joy ( life is to s]ve4 ,! :ole body is pres5tly repol>is$--! fire sp>k+ upw>d--! apex ( ! triangle turn$ upw>d--desire ( s\l in/ead ( desire ( ! body4444 ,! mat+ ( ! m9d & ! s\l is ! l>g]1 ! cosmic consci\sness1 await$ s long4 ,?is means t ! ,"l has come into ,8 ,temple--! body made ready4 ,x means t ! m9d & s\l are "o1 ! h\se no long] divid$ aga9/ itself4 ,! lov] is ready = ! approa* ( 8 mate4 ,ea* has be5 cleans$ at ! f\nta9s ap>t4444 ,"o mu/ be utt]ly we>y ( ! old4 ,?is repol>isation ( ! g5]ative =ce _c come until "o has he>d ) furi\s passion1 9 ! dep?s ( pa91 ! call to ! high] life1 ! new que/4 ,n repression !n1 b transmutation4 ,"o *anges g5tly1 (t5 "u a my/ic adm9i/ry1 b always ) gr[+ love = ! body & = ! _w1 us+ ! life =ces = heal+ & conc5tration & ! p[] to li/5 to ! ,"l )9--! ,voice ( ! ,sil5ce4444 ,^u ! illum9ation ( ! sev5 c5tres by ! life =ce1 ano!r my/]y takes place4 ,! levitation ( ! spiritual life ov]p[]s to a consid]able ext5t ! natural gravitation ( ! fle%--! d[n-pull ( ye>s4 ,! result1 ( c\rse1 is ! re/oration ( heal? to all tissues ( ! body--! ,f\nta9 ( ,y\? />ts s++ aga94444 ,to y4 99 99 99 99 99 #be ,,romance ,affairs l ^! c only col\r & illum9e ! upp] side ( ! cl\ds1 s f> z ,am]ican fiction is conc]n$4 ,"o might write a real novel ( ,reg5]ation1 b ! field ( ! /ory is n n[ = ?is2 ! art]ies ?r\gh :i* ! public is rea*$ by ! publi%] are n yet fri5dly to su* a novel4 ,we le>n at ,/one/udy to write :at we please1 b we are cont5t ) /ill small answ]s1 at lea/ = a "t4 ,we h ceas$ try+ to =ce p to see ! ?+ z we see x4 ,= money to live by1 to take our places com=tably 9 travel or seque/ration1 we reta9 ! h&icraft to write = m>kets t pay4 ,we keep 9 t\* ) ! _w--t is practical my/icism4 ,we rejoice 9 ! d5se pressures & tortures ( _w traffic4 ,?is is v calmly told1 z x %\ld be4 ,my "y associates le>n x easily1 p]=m+ ! actions !re(1 b = me1 _m ye>s 7 requir$4 ,long ago ,i wrote a novel ab\t a man & woman com+ to a f]v5t agreem5t to rema9 ap>t = a ye> be=e _! mat+1 9 ord] t !y array !mselves 9 full] glory = ea* o!r1 s t ea* day ea* w\ld f9d ! o!r m wond]ful ?an ye/]day4 ,! novel furni%$ mu* adv5ture 9 ! int]v5+ ye>1 o!rwise x w\ld h be5 /ill-born4 ,:at 0 ! real !me to me app>5tly wasn't not$ at all4 ,yet sep>ation is z ess5tial z companion%ip = ! real ,romance4 ,a man :o does life 9 a book mu/ "k ?is mu*1 ev5 if he use 8 k sp>+ly4 ,x's all a laugh 9 ! high] workman%ip4 ,romance--ea* has 8 idea ( t4 ,ea* does 8 be/ by t4 ,"h's a docum5t ( ! day f ,john :i* gives 8 idea v well3 ,s9ce ,i 0 fir/ ) ,/eve & ,fr$ & ,irv+ & ,%uk1 ,i h _h ! great s5se ( want+ to be out & away f ! _w--to be ) !m "o at a "t4 ,9 ! ,rockies or 9 ! mi/y isles ( ! sea6 ,all ( !m h a diff]5t mean+ & s5se4 ,"o w mean ! ,rockies or ! mi/y m\nta91 saddels1 foamy bits & la!r+ horses4 ,ano!r w mean ! t>ry smell ( ! hold ( a %ip1 ! flapp+ ( sails 9 ! moonlight1 & ! smell ( black c(fee com+ up f ! galleys4 ,ano!r w mean ! sun bet9 des]t--camels1 & m5 /oop+ ov] a fire4 ,!y are all my comrads4 ,fr$ is a "y sea-writ]4 ,we are great pals4 ,we y\/o g d[n & lie 9 ! s&1 read1 talk & m$itate2 !n a little lat] we w\ld take ex]cise & a long swim1 !n rub ea* o!r d[n4 ,!y 7 w\nd]ful days--^?4 ,i got "r to ! he>t ( ,fr$1 & he did to me4 ,he y\/o come ov] at night & sleep ) me4 ,^? 7 ! nights6 ,i got s atta*$ to him1 b we _h to g ap>t4 ,he is 9 ,new ,york n[1 go+ to college1 & ,i am "h 9 ,cali=nia4 ,x does n seem "r = me to be 9 ?is ,god ble/ place 9 ! ,y\nev]se1 & he 9 ! slums ( ! _w1 go+ to college4 ,b x is ! ,plan1 or x w\ld n be ?is way4 ,! new race w /ay high all ?r\gh p>t+s2 !n !y _c la/ long--= !re is no?+ to /ay away =4 ,:5 pa9 leaves1 !n all w be ready = ! road & ! great comrads1 horses & ! road ( greatness4 ,x is all ahead4 ,9 ! great future--all ahead--my comrads--all comrads--! _w w be all comrads6 99 99 99 99 99 ,all our days1 z tell]s ( tales1 we try to tell1 n /ories1 s mu*1 z :at ,romance means to u4 ,! v glory ( life is t !re are no two pictures ! same4444 ,to me1 ,romance means n to /ay6 ,x 0 h>d to le>n4 ,n to t>ry 9 ! s5ses1 if = no o!r reason ?an to "k ! full beauty ( ! s5ses4 ,"o mu/ n miss 8 tra92 "o mu/ n l+] aft] curfew has s\nd$4 ,!re is no grey confront+ ( mis]y--l t ( meet+ "o's own commonness cat*+ up4 ,x's /iff grade "w all ! way1 b !re are h]oic mom5ts4 ,we le>n to take a sup]nal1 r ?an a s5su\s joy4 ,! mo/ r5d+ ( lov]s is ! mo/ passionate sa9t4444 ,:5 ,mohamm$ f9ally got 8 morals 9 work+ ord]1 ! des]t 0 said to be full ( sla94444 ,!re is some?+ to d ) m>tyrdom 9 my dream ( ,romance 9 lat] ye>s4 ,all pa9 & fe> has gone out ( t ^w--a s++ ab\t x4 ,! "n ,kuru t'ul ,ayn comes to my m9d 9 ?\ghts ( ,romance--,consolation ( ! ,eyes1 m>tyr$ soon aft] ! ,=]unn] ,bab _h be5 %ot 9 ,tabriz4 ,i _c tell :y exactly1 save t %e _h beauty t _h turn$ to lovel9ess1 & _m m5 _h look$ ?r\gh ! door ( heav5 9 h] eyes--"s haunt+ my/]y !re ( beauty & be/[al--! bl5d+ p]haps ( ! love ( man & ,god 9 ! same woman-he>t1 passion lift$ remotely above ! common rules ( life1 transc5d+ e man-made in/itution4 ,"o ( ! ,little ,girl's ideas ( ,romance is a hill cab91 an op5 door to ! dusk1--baby heads weav+ "u h] h&s--w>m air com+ up f ! valleys1 b 8 /ep n com+ t night4444 ,"h is a sugge/ion f "o ( h] lett]s3 ,h j be5 out 9 ! g>d5 plant+ little se$s t w gr[ big & /rong s t !y c be put into %9+ pots & cook$ = ! ,/rang]'s d9n]--t9y c>rot se$s4 ,!y _h to be roll$ ov] & ov] betwe5 ! f+]s be=e !y c\ld decide "o by "o to fall into ! ri* w>m e>?4 ,plant+ little se$s at sunset6 ,does x n awak5 9 y some?+ ( ! old days we sp5t s close to ! soil8 ,radiant dusk8 ,b y h to look back to see h[ sweet ! purity & simplicity ( ! peasant's life4 ,! peasants !mselves d n "k4 ,to-day holy hot sunlight & lilac bloom--c\ld !re be a m wond]ful day ?an t8 ,& ,*apel s full ( p[]1 !n a plant+ ( little se$s at sunset4 ,ah1 ,m>y6 ,i am happy z ,i d>e to be 9 a _w t is *ok+ 9 its own blood4 ,at lea/ we are op5 & ready = any "w if x is ours4 ,we hold up our arms ask+ = h>d & pa9ful tasks t w fill u ) t s++ conque/ t cries al\d3 ,none h m pa9 to hold ?an we6 444 ,we are all work+ t[>d y1 t[>d t height4 ,y w be wait+ = u ) op5 arms out !re4 ,we all s5d :ite love to y--our wait+ ,m>y6 99 99 99 99 99 ,peasants & mill-girls1 or ! dim lack+ faces ( ! pass]s-by--always ^! jo9 to ! ,little ,girl's que/s & dreams ( ! _s4 ,two brief additional cutt+s sugge/ive ( h] idea ( ,romance foll[1 f ! twelve-ye> p]iod3 ,! fir/ great vision ( ! que/ mu/ come to a s\l ov] ! pl\gh1 9 ! peasant's body--dissatisfaction ) self & surr\nd+s4 ,?is is ! beg9n+ ( ev]y?+4 ,! p]son :o is cont5t ) small ?+s1 small ?\ghts1 does n move4 ,8 s\l /ays asleep4 ,) awak5+ comes hate & ang] & mu* simple blackness4 ,x is j t1 :i* gives him ! p[] to /& up aga9/ ! ways he has kn[n s long--to /& up = himself--to pu% ! new vague dreams ?r\gh to life & light4 ,x is all bl9d at fir/1 b great & brave1 too4 ,! call t w\ld come to ! peasant w\ld be to ! ,t[n--to _m m5 & ?+s1 = t is j ! opposite f 8 life4 ,9 a simple way he w\ld g to ! dep?s ( ! wor/ he c\ld f9d--to ! extreme4 ,! ?+ t is hold+ s _m f _! own1 is cont5t$ness1 satisfaction4 ,! long] "o holds to ?is1 ! l[] he s9ks1 until he is buri$ 9 himself4444 ,! que/]s :o h come up into ! light1 are brilliant1 fla%+1 beautiful4 ,b ! s\ls ( ! :ite torr5t are ru%+ on ?r\gh ! d>k night1 a night t gr[s d>k] & d>k] z x approa*es ! day4 ,_! faces are tragic1 drawn1 expectant2 !re is a sort ( r$-d>k cl\d t !y are te>+ !mselves ?r\gh4444 ,only ! poor fat ones6 !y fill y ) sadness because y c n help !m & !y are n try+ to help !mselves4 ,!y seem to s9k almo/ visibly1 f>!r & f>!r d[n1 z !y laugh & smile1 & nod _! heads to ea* o!r 7only to ea* o!r74 ,! light ar\nd !m is really n a light at all--j a col\r1 a cold1 grey-black col\r t looks almo/ dead4 ,y c\ld laugh if !y _h any?+ to d ) y1 any p[] ov] y--y c\ld laugh at !m & tell !m t y 7 laugh+1 b _! helplessness hurts y4 ,!y c only hurt !mselves4 ,!re is absolutely no hum\r 9 _! faces nor 9 any ( _! movem5ts4 ,!y are all sob]2 !y c n laugh inside4 ,always x is ! sign ( flight f ,god to lose ! s5se ( hum\r4 ,= hum\r is a great inn] gl[+--! p[] to ov]look1 to =get ! mean] ?+s 9 p & 9 life4 ,x is a p[] to =get "o's self also1 to laugh at oneself4444 ,i see ! ,new ,race z a l9e ( ,classic ,ruffians--a ,troop ( ,my/ic ,w>riors 444 s++ _! glori\s song ( /]n compassion & deep love1 fill+ all ) _! que/+ = p[] & beauty4444 ,i he> _! laught]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,%e pa9ts ! ,city ,/reet a bit d>k] 9 ?is3 99 99 99 99 99 ,dim faces1 full ( blank suff]+ & ( liv+ dea?4 ,d>k & noisy /reets1 cr[d$ /ores ( trade4444 ,m5--little m51 foll[+ _! wom51 c>ry+ ! babies4 ,! "m "p ( me goes out to ^? little m54 ,d[n ! ages1 mo!r+ impr9ts its pa9 ^u our s\ls4 ,& _! wom5 n[--) faces want+1 always want+1 ev]y?+ 9 !m want+6 ,i h be5 c>ri$ away by ^! dim hungry faces4 ,i h se5 !m />+ at me ) blank surprise4 ,b !n !y hurry on1 & ! =gott5 babies cry4 ,hu%+ !m1 ! wom5 pass--little m5 foll[+4 99 99 99 99 99 444 ,! pa9 ( utt] isolation--someh[ ?is means ,romance to me1 9 a deep] fold ( be+4 ,isolation--! hate ( an undivid$ p--a man /&+ alone aga9/ 8 nation1 yet lov+ x bett] ?an any ( ! natives4444 ,i rememb] 9 an e>ly /ory ( hav+ ! h]o d 8 big task "u ! fi]y /imulus ( ! hate ( ,london4 ,all ?is has some?+ to d ) ! com+ ( ,savi\rs4 ,"t approa*es = _m :5 ! little ?ree score & t5 fails long] to hold ! full /ory2 "o mu/ look out ( ?is sickly w>m room ( ! body2 "o longs = ! my/ic dea?1 :i* is m>tyrdom4444 ,i tell all ?is f "t to "t 9 tales--b only ! *ildr5 seem to und]/&4444 ,romance--,i h walk$ up & d[n /reets & op5 highways = days & f\nd no man's "w *all5g+1 no?+ to keep alive my int]e/4 ,i want$ absolutely no?+ t any "o else 9 ! _w _h1 no?+ t any "o c\ld ga94 ,all worldly activities look$ dim9i%$ & pa!tic to me--b "u x all--! endless it]ation ( ! ,s\l3 ,"h is a man--z mu* me z myself6 ,a call 9 t--always a call 9 t4 ,"o longs to die = t1 once & = all4 ,i cross$ ! ,yell[ ,sea ) a w\nd long ago4 ,i _h miss$ a battle & 0 suff]+1 )\t ! satisfaction ( suff]+ ) a bullet w\nd4444 ,i lay ?ree deep 9 ,*9ese coolies 9 deck passage4 ,i want$ to see "s "o at home1 or ,i %\ld h dropp$ ov]side4 ,9 ! fag ( pa91 on ! bord] ( delirium1 ,i lay ) ! deep d[n m5 ( ! _w1 ,*9ese coolies 9 _! fil? & vomit4 ,i look$ into ! eyes ( ! ne>e/1 & saw a bro!r1 n a /rang]4444 ,x 0 t5 ye>s aft]w>d be=e ,i caught ! big mean+ ( t mom5t--& t's :y ,i say s (t5 t ! "t comes :5 we f9d ! sons ( ,god 9 ! eyes ( pass+ m54 ,t is ,romance4 ,!re is m ( dea? & less ( days 9 my dream ( ,romance n[4444 ,i c see a man giv+ up 8 woman because %e is de>] ?an 8 own life to him4 ,i c see a man go+ to ! scaffold = a c\ntry t is tak+ 8 life & h]s4 7,always ,i see him lov+ 8 c\ntry m de>ly ?an ! sob] ones ( regnancy & w>47 444 ,i see him tak+ 8 woman 9 8 h&s--half laugh+1 half cry+1 _! faces upturn$--"o creature 9 t mom5t ( p>t+1 z !y _h nev] be5 9 /reet or *ur*1 or /ate4444 ,romance 9 t4 ,i h a l9e "h f ! ,valley ,road ,girl3 444 ,la/ly1 x came l a comm&m5t to me--to give all to ! ,com+ ,g5]ation--to ackn[l$ge ! ,new ,race z "o's ,god--rememb]+ always t all ,gods are jeal\s ,gods4 ,x's all 9 t1 our dream ( ,romance--,democracy1 ! ,planet>y ,hive4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i am us+ a %ort /ory z ! next *apt]1 because x br+s ne>] to ! c5tre ( ! picture c]ta9 ideals ( romance1 workman%ip1 m>tyrdom1 love & dea?1 ?an _m essays c\ld d4 ,a tale may be a ma/]-syn!sis4 ,p]haps x is j ! ?+ to %[ y :at we mean1 z a gr\p1--:at we mean ab\t _m ?+s4 ,?is is n a m>ketable tale2 9 fact1 x 0 done ) ! idea ( mak+ a place = itself j "h 9 ?is book4 99 99 99 99 99 #bf ,,! ,,cosmic ,,peasant ,a ,,%ort ,,/ory ,:5 ,i 0 a lad ,i rememb] he>+ "s "o say he _h read a /ory ( love & w>4 ,i ?\ght ( x j n[1 z ,i lay pant+ a bit 9 a que] ne/ = ! night 9 ! ,galbraud9 ,foo?ills--9 ! mid/ ( an army t _h no c\ntry yet--a tragic docum5t unfold+ 9 my he>t4444 ,a /ory ( love & w>--yes1 ,i _h se5 "o4 ,x 0 writt5 ^u ! cells ( my bra91 ! deep] p>ts engrav$ ^u ! he>t--! old r$ w> ) a new dream hov]+ above x1 & ! old true love1 :ite z ev]1 yet a t\* ( ! rose & gold ( ! new race 9 its folds4 ,x seems almo/ my /ory4 ,l ,job's s]vant1 only ,i am sp>$ to tell x4 ,su* a little :ile ago1 ,i ?\ght ! tales ( love & w> all told4 ,i saw ,v>sieff fir/ at s*ool1 & w5t to him at once4 ,lit]ally1 ,i w5t to him4 ,x 0 at recess1 & ,i foll[$ at 8 heels to 8 room in/ead ( my own4 ,he 0 n surpris$4 ,i 0 always at my be/ beside him4 ,he accept$ ?is gift f me4 ,"o :o le>ns to give greatly z ,v>sieff did1 le>ns also to accept ! be/ ?+s ) grace4 ,i only left 8 room long en\gh to get my bag4 ,gladly w\ld ,i h slept at 8 door1 b he ask$ me 94 ,we 7 to be mates4 ,(t5 he assur$ me t we 7 m51 face to face2 t ,i 0 n 8 ,boswell1 n 8 disciple1 b a man-to-man fri5d4 ,yet ,i knew t my p[] 0 n ! p[] ( ,v>sieff1 also t ,i 0 mo/ p[]ful :5 ,i realis$ 8 spl5did sup]iority4 ,i foll[$ him dur+ all ! vacations4 ,he lov$ ! ,nor? ,c\ntry--sn[ on ! m\nta9s1 cold night ra9s1 ! fill$ fields & %runk5 riv]s ( summ]1 ! s\nd & natural ?+s4 ,he said he w\ld f9d 8 tropical isl& :5 8 "w 0 done1 b t "w meant ,russia to him4 ,he 0 g5ius4 ,e "o lov$ him4 ,"o vacation "t we und]took to walk toge!r ov] ! ,torqueval ,peaks4 ,he borr[$ a guit> at a peasant h\se !re 9 ! m\nta9s1 & play$ = an h\r z ,i h nev] he>d any "o play4 ,i _h be5 ) him = almo/ ?ree ye>s & _h n kn[n he t\*$ ! in/rum5t4 ,9 "o ( ^? days ( our walk+-t\r 9 ! m\nta9s an in/ance occurr$ ( ,v>sieff's immeasurable t5d]ness ( he>t4 ,"o gold5 morn+ z we walk$ ?r\gh a little village1 pa/ a v9$ wick] f5ce--a huge yell[ cat sprang =? f ! leaves & caught a bird on ! w+4 ,a k9d ( sob came f my fri5d at ! swift little trag$y enact$ 9 ! wond]ful morn+ light4 ,i turn$--,v>sieff's face 0 back to its *ildhood--a depiction ( *ildi% horror--all f9i%$ manhood eras$4 ,_m times 9 our talk 8 s5t5ces =m$ a poem1 :i* ,i w\ld ru% away to put d[n4 ,he le>n$ to d ?is alone aft]w>d4 ,once ,i w5t to 8 room 9 ,mosc[ aft] ,i _h be5 away sev]al mon?s1 & f\nd scatt]$ among clo?+1 pap]s1 books & tea-?+s1 a set ( rec5t lyrical gems ( 84 ,^! ,i ga!r$ toge!r 9 ! little book1 n[ m>*+ ar\nd ! _w4 ,i smile to rememb] :5 ,i came to le>n t ,v>sieff _h o!r fri5ds z devot$ z ,i4 ,x hurt at fir/2 ,i c\ld n und]/&4 ,8 big magic !n 0 t he want$ no?+4 ,he us$ to say t a man is at 8 wor/ :5 he wants any?+ = himself4 ,! fact is ,v>sieff 9 want+ ! lett] ( no?+1 really want$ ! _s ( all2 9 want+ no?+ = himself 9 ^? days1 he want$ ev]y?+ = ! _w1 a new heav5 & a new e>?1 fir/ & especially a new ,russia4 ,!n ! day came :5 he want$ a woman4 ,?is 0 altoge!r unexpect$4 ,i ?\ght t ,v>sieff absolutely _h giv5 himself to ! revolution--t humanity 0 8 bride4 ,i 0 ) him :5 he fir/ saw ,paula ,mantone--t is b "p ( h] "n4 ,x 0 9 ,mosc[4 ,8 voice1 z he spoke to me1 wat*+ h]1 _h a diff]5t & deep] inflection ?an ,i ev] he>d be=e4 ,%e 0 j a girl--poorly dress$1 :o _h paus$ to speak laugh+ly to an old fl[]-woman4 ,wait1 ,lange1 he said to me1 & cross$ to h]4 ,x 0 9 ! ,spr+ ( ! ye>4 ,! morn+ 0 v bright4 ,%e turn$ f ! tray ( fl[]s & look$ up at him4 ,8 h&s w5t out to h] %\ld]s4 ,he 0 se>*+ h] face ) a que] & t5se smile--z "o :o f9ds a woman aft] a few mon?s' sep>ation 9 "o :om he has left a *ild4 ,( c\rse1 my ?\ght 0 t he _h kn[n h] be=e4 ,%e1 too1 w\ld h slept at 8 door4444 ,i he>d _! voices4 ,he ask$ h] "n1 :]e %e liv$1 & h[ he c\ld rea* h] aga94 ,x all seem$ trifl+ to me4 ,v>sieff _h nev] be5 l ?is be=e4 ,! re/ ( ! day he 0 sil5t4 ,we walk$ & d9$ toge!r1 b 8 ?\ghts 7 n = me4 ,= once1 !y 7 n = ,russia4 ,!re 0 a smile 9 8 eyes1 & (t5 he turn$ back ! way we _h come4 ,once he said3 ,i _h to leave h]4 ,x 0 q all ,i c\ld /&4 ,i d n ?9k ! _w is a place = two su* p to be happy 94 ,possibly1 we may be all[$ to meet f "t to "t---- ,i 0 incl9$ to call ?is nons5se4 ,a little lat] he add$ /rangely3 ,yes1 x w\ld be dang]\s to let g & become m]ely human 9 a case l ?is4 ,! next ?ree ye>s ,v>sieff & ,i 7 mu* ap>t4 ,i d n pr(ess q to und]/& ! ob/acles betwe5 him & ,paula ,mantone4 ,!y _h lov$ ea* o!r in/antly & torr5tially4 ,!y 7 mu* toge!r1 yet !re 0 "s sup]-human torture ab\t x4 ,ev5 if ,i h a glimpse ( ! my/]y1 ,i'm afraid few w und]/&4 ,!re is some?+ back ( ea* "o ( u great] ?an our actions4 ,we are all great] ?an we seem4 ,x 0 z if ,v>sieff & ,paula ,mantone 7 only int5d$ to meet "h--to meet & quick5 ea* o!r = a great] giv+ to ! _w4 ,i wond] if x is q true1 :at he said t[>d ! la/3 ,t really spl5did lov]s may consecrate !mselves to ea* o!r1 b !y mu/ also le>n to give ea* o!r to ! _w4444 ,9 ! beg9n+ !y tri$ to lose !mselves 9 ea* o!r1 & !y enc\nt]$ untellable pa94 ,at l5g? came ! night :5 ,v>sieff return$ to my lodg+s1 say+ t x 0 only a "q ( "t :5 !y %\ld f9d peace4 ,he said he knew !y w\ld f9d peace1 = he _h already t\*$ x mom5t>ily4 ,i wond]$ if %e 7 dead1 & he caught my ?\ght4 ,no1 ,lange1 he said4 ,i am /ill to see h] f "t to "t4 ,be=e t fir/ meet+ ) ,paula ,mantone 9 ! /reet1 ,v>sieff _h lov$ ,russia & ! _w1 a fri5d & comrade to me & to _m o!rs4 ,all 8 love _h sudd5ly be5 call$ 9 & direct$ ^u ! woman4 ,aft] ! ?ree ye>s1 he gave himself to all ( u aga9--b a quick5$ illum9at$ man4 ,he _h be5 brilliant to me be=e t1 b ! brilliance ( phosphor\s comp>$ to sunlight n[4 ,v>sieff 0 mak+ "s /range spiritual initiation out ( 8 love /ory4 ,8 pres5ce glorifi$ me on ! night ( 8 com+--! summ] be=e ! w>4 ,!re are f\r lay]s to ,russia1 ,i rememb] him say+4 ,! royalty on top1 !n ! dream]s1 !n ! middlem51 !n ! peasants4 ,k+s & middlem5 g toge!r2 dream]s & peasants g toge!r4444 ,yes1 "t w come :5 ! dream]s & ! peasants truly %all belong to ea* o!r4 ,!y h be5 lov]s a long "t4 ,i ask$ him ab\t ! o!r pair4 ,! k+s & ! middlem5 w cancel ea* o!r1 he answ]$4 ,v>sieff 0 ! mo/ active man ,i ev] knew1 & yet he mov$ easily z "o 9 a sort ( spiritual drift4 ,he 0 an intellectuali/ ) ^? :o us$ _! heads1 a devotionali/ ) ^? :o us$ _! he>ts1 a my/ic among dream]s1 a *ild among *ildr54 ,?\gh nev] kn[n mu* publicly1 he 0 to my m9d ! bigge/ occult =ce ( ! new ,russia4 ,i d\bt if !re 0 ano!r man1 unless x 0 ,*ri/onal1 :o gave m impulse & direction to ! revolution>y movem5t4 ,! heads ( _m dep>tm5ts drew inspiration f ,v>sieff4 ,i h se5 him c>ry himself lightly ?r\gh a day ( decisions & improvem5ts & conceptions1 :i* d n come to ! ord9>y ma/] ( democracy 9 a ye>4 ,i h se5 him enc\nt]1 work$ out by o!rs1 sugge/ions & innovations :i* he himself _h made--,v>sieff n realis+ t ! ?\ght 0 8 own4 ,he w\ld innoc5tly praise 8 own "w1 z c>ri$ out by ano!r4 ,! la/ few mon?s prec$+ ! revolution 7 ! busie/ ,i ev] knew4 ,we became new m54 ,we did n leave ,petrograd1 b prep>$ secretly = ! big unburd5+ ( ! s\l ( a p4 ,! la/ few days1 be=e ! gov]nm5t *ang$ h&s1 7 *>g$ ) a wreck+ sil5ce4 ,*ri/onal's n]ve broke4 ,= twelve h\rs he 0 9 & out ( a sy/em ( ba?s & manh&l+s1 & ,i 0 "o :o /ood by4 ,v>sieff smil$ x ?r\gh1 8 voice calm1 8 eyes (t5 look+ away z he spoke4 ,! lead]s ( ! y\ng] p>ty saw :o 0 ! real *ief t day1 ?\gh ,*ri/onal is a /rong lead]4 ,i 0 always a good desk man1 & 0 try+ to get "s ord] 9 a bundle ( ciph] messages 9 ! heat ( ! night1 :5 ,v>sieff came & lift$ me laugh+ly by ! %\ld]s1 ?ru/+ ! messages into "o ( my deep inn] pockets4 ,i ?\ght he 0 dragg+ me (f to b$1 b :5 we 7 alone1 he said3 ,%e is ne>4 ,i c't leave4 ,w y g to h] = me8 444 ,he told me _m ?+s to say4 ,i f\nd ,paula ,mantone aft] _m h\rs 9 "o ( ! ,regi/mont5 hospitals4 ,%e 0 frail & fev]i% f mu* lab\r1 n regul>ly atta*$ to any nurs+ /aff4 ,! in/ant ,i saw h]1 ,i realis$ m cle>ly :at ,v>sieff _h be5 do+--try+ to kill himself ) "w = ! ,cause4 ,cle>ly1 %e _h lo/ int]e/ 9 all b dea? & s]vice4 ,i _h be5 too mu* ) ,v>sieff to notice 8 arrival at ! same po9t1 b ,i saw _! jo9t endeav\r ?r\gh h]4 ,x seem$ to me l a dea?-pact4 ,a new my/]y = me4 ,evid5tly !y _h realis$ !y mu/ wait = release 9 dea?1 b s]ve mean:ile4 ,! m>vel ( ,v>sieff's s5d+ me :5 he might h come himself1 gave me j an inkl+ ( ! trem5d\s p[] & pati5ce :i* _h come to him4 ,two ye>s1 or ev5 a ye> ago1 he w\ld h endang]$ new ,russia = an h\r ) ,paula ,mantone4 ,i c\ld n brea! ?is r>e atmosph]e4 ,s f> z ,i knew1 !re 0 no woman = me 9 e>? or heav51 b c]ta9ly ,i w\ld n h be5 able to look ov] a liv+ woman's %\ld] = h] my/ic c\nt]p>t1 & long = dea? to consummate ! real mat+4 ,b w> tea*es lov]s _m wond]ful ?+s4 ,paula ,mantone 0 a k9d ( :ite sil5ce4 ,y _h to li/5 ke5ly = h] /ep & give y\r att5tion to h] voice4 ,%e 0 utt]ly fem99e--malleable l gold4 ,ev5 to me1 %e 0 ! mean+ ( love4 ,i _h no ?\ght ( h] be+ my woman1 & yet %e seem$ spiritually to conta9 "s si/] :o w\ld answ] = me4 ,soldi]s wor%ipp$ h]4 ,i ?9k ea* saw 8 own 9 h] pres5ce4 ,x 0 ! f9i%$ magic ( ! ,trojan ,hel5 aga9--e man's desire1 z gold conta9s pot5tially all ! metals1 & ! rose ! ess5ce ( all ! fl[]s4444 ,%e 0 ! quiete/ woman ,i ev] saw4 ,%e seem$ =m$ ( :ite cl\d--! sun on ! o!r side4 ,t 0 x--,v>sieff 0 %9+ on ! o!r side4 ,%e answ]$ him1 light = light--gold = gold4 ,= ! re/ ( u1 %e _h t :ite1 sa9tly lu/re4 ,& ev5 9 t1 we f\nd mu* to make u brave & keep u pure4 ,deep )91 !re 0 "s wond] ab\t ,v>sieff & ,paula ,mantone :i* my bra9 c\ld n int]pret exactly4 ,b ! _w _h sudd5ly become to me1 9 h] pres5ce1 a place ( divid$ he>ts--millions ( divid$ lov]s ar\nd ! _w4 ,i _h only kn[n ! %ock & mis]y ( w> be=e1 & ! ?rill+ ro> ( comrades1 ! cra% ( ! wreck]s & ! songs ( ! build]s ev] ne>]4 ,n[ ,i he>d ! /ill voices ( lov]s ev]y:]e4 ,9 ! pressures ( air--call+s1 cry+s1 ye>n+s made audible4 ,x 0 a new door ( ! he>t t %e op5$--h] p>ticul> gift to me4 ,t mom5t1 ?\gh ,i _h lov$ & s]v$ ,v>sieff = ye>s1 ,i knew m ?rill+ly ?an ev] 8 greatness1 because ?is woman lov$ him4 ,to me1 to all soldi]s1 %e gave a reflection ( t sup]b b\nty4 ,to him %e gave its inc&esc5ce4 ,p]haps toge!r !y f\nd x too t]rible a light = e>?1 or p]haps !y 7 unwill+ to f9d _! fulness ( days 9 a _w s *>g$ ) agony z ^! ye>s4 ,%e left me a mom5t1 answ]+ "s voice :i* ,i _h n he>d1 & /ood = sev]al seconds beside ! cot ( a be>d$ soldi]1 h] f+]s ^u 8 grey-:ite br[4 ,i did n realise until aft] %e mov$1 t %e 0 !re at ! mom5t ( 8 pass+4 ,i ?\ght ( x aga93 ,%e 0 ! :ite sil5ce4 ,i ?9k ! soldi] di$1 believ+ t 8 woman 0 !re4 ,tw5ty cots 9 ! place--a l[1 cold room lit ) a h&ful ( c&les4 ,! smell ( blood & sickness & soil$ clo?+ m+l$ ) ! bitt]ness ( iod(orm z ! *ill draught swept ?r\gh4 ,! peasant soldi]s knew only ! meagre/ c>e4 ,_! w\nds 7 dress$ z (t5 z possible1 b !re 7 five times too _m cases = ! s]vice1 & ! :ole corps 0 impov]i%$4 ,%e /ood /ill 9 ! dim di/ance a mom5t long]1 h] f+]s t\*+ ! br[ already cold4 ,!n %e seem$ to rememb] t ,i 0 wait+ at ! f> door4 ,i 0 n tw5ty feet away1 & yet 9 ! few seconds requir$ = h] to rea* me1 a sort ( vision fill$ my m9d--a vision ( ! peace t soon w\ld come to ! _w--! song ( fruitful lab\r sung aga91 peaceful l&s1 s(t dusks1 lit cab9s1 fill$ b>ns1 peaceful flocks & up-rea*+ baby f+]s--all ) su* a que] %ock to a male consci\sness l m9e4 ,& :5 %e /ood be=e me1 ,i felt t ! be/ "p ( ,v>sieff 0 also !re4 ,i ev5 fanci$ 8 look 9 h] eyes1 su* z y see ex*ang$ 9 an old pair :o h liv$ long toge!r4 ,i ?9k t a great love always seeks to make "o ( two--9 diff]5t ways ?an we dream4 ,y came f him8 %e :isp]$4 ,yes4 ,h[ does he look8 %e ask$4 ,he looks l y1 ,i said1 = ! mom5t inspir$4 ,he looks l a sun-god1 too4 ,he looks ) y\r love into ! eyes ( soldi]s & /atesm5 & revolutioni/s1 & !y f9d him irresi/ible4 ,de> ,lange1 %e said4 ,he loves y1 too4 ,y are *ang$4 ,y h come into ! big magic ( ! revolution---- ,i am ,v>sieff's fri5d1 fir/ & la/--8 comrade4 ,& m9e1 %e :isp]$4 ,! magic comes f /&+ betwe51 ,mlle4 ,mantone4 ,%e smil$ & b5t t[>d me4 ,%e _h be5 l a tall1 :ite fl[]1 b n[ = a second z %e b5t clos]1 x seem$ to me t ,i saw a h9t ( ,v>sieff's gold flame on ! o!r side--because we talk$ ( him4 ,:at did he say8 %e cont9u$ 9 a l[ :isp]4 ,he said to tell y t he & all y\r fri5ds 7 busy1 day & night1 weav+ & b9d+ ! ,cause into "o great fabric4 ,he told me to tell y ?is--t ! "w ( ! ,weav]s w be giv5 to ! _w 9 a day or two--possibly ! day aft] to-morr[4 ,i wi% y c\ld h se5 ,v>sieff's face z he spoke to me ?is la/4 ,i rememb] 8 words exactly3 ',tell ,paula all t ,i d is = h]4 ,t ,i read & write & dream & brea! ?r\gh h] he>t--t %e has taught me well to love & wait--t ,i love ! _w ?r\gh h] he>t4' ,any?+ m8 %e ask$ 9 a k9d ( agony4 ,he told me to say t only y knew 8 weaknesses1 s f>---- ,i love !m be/1 %e answ]$4 ,a woman always holds a little tight] to ! sweet human ?+s ( h] *ild4444 ,b he is a tea*]1 a lead]4 ,he mu/ be clean & flawless4444 ,if x 7 only = u--,i %\ld h him1 weaknesses & all4444 ,b he is to lead ! clean peasants to _! promis$ l&---- 99 99 99 99 99 ,v>sieff li/5$ z a des]t li/5s = ra94 ,he caught me by ! %\ld]s :5 ,i ceas$ to speak--z if to %ake some?+ m f my m9d & he>t4 ,a man mu/ be half-div9e to keep /ep ) t woman1 he said4 ,!n he *ang$ ! subject by rem>k+ t ,*ri/onal 0 n half-div9e--q4 ,*ri/onal is ambiti\s1 he add$4 ,:at has he done n[8 ,i ask$4 ,he has ord]$ me to take ! field---- ,t turn$ on a r$ light 9 my bra94 ,v>sieff 0 n a soldi]4 ,i knew in/antly t ,*ri/onal 0 n pure--t he want$ p]sonal p[] m ?an ! good ( ! ,cause4 ,no "o knew ,v>sieff's place bett] ?an he did4 ,my fri5d c\ld only h be5 ord]$ to ! field = ! same reason t ,david s5t ! husb& ( ,ba?%eba4 ,aft] ! revolution>y signal w5t ?r\gh1 ,v>sieff & ,i f\nd ourselves 9 ! ,galbraud9 ,foo?ills ) ?irty ?\s& m51 & e man ( !m want$ to g home4 ,someh[ ! peasants ?\ght t if !y *ang$ lead]s1 !y w\ld m>* home at once4 ,!y 7 will+ to fight _! way home2 !y _h felt _! own p[]4 ,v>sieff lov$ !m ) a :ite passion4 ,!y won't miss1 if we are true6 ,!y're clean4 ,god love !m--!y're clean6 ,he saw 9 ! peasants ! soil = ! new e>? & ! s\l ( ! new heav54 ,g]mans & ,au/rians 7 to ! s\? ( our ne/ 9 ! ,galbraud9 ,foo?ills1 :ile to ! ea/ & nor? 7 ! big l9es ( ,russian troops z yet unawak5$ to ! pr9ciples t mov$ our ranks4 ,our weakness 0 t ! peasants ?\ght ! w> 0 ov]4444 ,! cold m\nta9s 7 9 ! di/ance--w9t] /ill ^u !m--a late spr+ 9 ! ,foo?ills4444 ,9 ?is dramatic lull1 our m5 talk$ ( _! pl\gh+1 ( _! wom54 ,"s "o said1 ,!y're enli/+ ! wom5 & girls---- ,x w5t ?r\gh ! l9es l a ta9t ( gas4 ,! m5 7 difficult !n ev5 = ,v>sieff to hold4 ,y mu/ get ! picture4 ,we revolutioni/s 7 cut (f f ! _w4 ,! ,g]mans & ,au/rians s5t u messages--"s fri5dly1 "s d]isive4 ,!y ?\ght u fools or gods1 b wait$ to see :at we w\ld d4 ,! old l9e ( ,russian troops all ab\t--j z clean peasantry z our =ces--b (fic]$ by ! /raight milit>y class1 imp]vi\s s f> z a body to any %aft ( ! propag&i/4 ,v>sieff :isp]$ to me t ^? regul> =ces 7 honeycomb$ ) our comrades1 b t !y 7 be+ put to dea? "u ! slighte/ suspicion--t two or ?ree hundr$ 7 m>tyr$ ea* day4 ,! /rang5ess & horror ( x all dawn$ ^u me--! s5se ( ! :ole _w aga9/ u1 ev5 ,am]ica f :om we _h drawn ! _s ( our c\rage--a k9d ( hold+ ( our army = slaught]4 ,li/51 ,i h se5 t5s ( ?\s&s ( troops g d[n to ! pits ( :ite & r$1 se5 _! op5$ ve9s col\r ! sn[s1 se5 ! spots ( r$ on ! br[n e>? turn black4 ,i h se5 ! boys lean ov] ! tr5*es & ! pools f ea* ?roat wid5 & deep5 f "o man to ano!r4 ,i h se5 a man grab 8 mate z he fell & say "s absurd :imsical ?+ t ! soldi] next didn't und]/& until 8 mom5t ( dea?--a little s5t5ce t fold$ !m1 n 9 ext9ction1 b 9 a new life4 ,all ! horrors ( dea?--quantity & quality--yell[ & r$ & :ite--pure :ite pass+s t made a man ?9k ( ! lilies--all mann] ( dea? ,i _h se51 & /ill x _h all be5 imp]sonal comp>$ to n[4 ,?is 0 my own he>t bus9ess4 ,i %>$ lead]%ip ) ,v>sieff4 ,^! lives 7 9 my h&s4 ,i want$ to g d[n among ! boys--"o by "o & say t ,i 0 pure1 t ,i lov$ !m--t if !y di$ !y 7 at lea/ lov$ & n wa/$4 ,i always wond]$ :at ^? "y peasant s\ls ?\ght ab\t dea?4 ,once 9 a lot ( pa9 :5 ,i 0 j a boy1 ,i want$ badly to die & 0 det]r$ f tak+ my life1 because ( a c\nt]-desire to get home & see my "m4 ,i ?9k x mu/ be l t ) ! peasants4 ,v>sieff saw !m 9 a /range my/ic light4 ,no man lov$ !m z he did4 ,!y look$ l sons ( ,god to him4 ,t's :at he saw :5 !y w5t d[n to dea?4 ,!re are no dreams too f9e = !m to answ]1 he :isp]$4 ,!y are pure--!y come f ! ,nor? l all invad]s--glacially pure6 ,we'll w>m _! he>ts--lead !m home to ,god--tea* !m h[ to live6 ,he 0 sil5t sudd5ly4 ,i ask$ him to g on & !n saw ! que]e/ look in/ead4 ,v>sieff 0 torn by ! ?\ght1 t n[ z a lead] ( revolutioni/s he mu/ tea* 8 peasants h[ to die z well4444 ,a civilian1 ,i repeat1 does n realise ?is q ! same4 ,9 ! ,capitol1 we _h work$ = a ,cause t meant ! dea? ( m51 b n[ we 7 ! (fic]s call$ ^u to *>ge live troops to ! =k & ! grill4 ,i knew ,v>sieff to be m imag9ative & t5d] ?an ,i1 yet ,i w\ld n h m5tion$ my qualms1 _h ,i kn[n h[ t]ribly he 0 suff]+4 ,he caught my h&s1 :isp]+3 ,y h x1 too8 ,x 0 ! s+le h\r ( weakness t ,v>sieff _h ev] reveal$ to me4 ,i /udi$ 8 face )\t speak+4 ,i br\ght !m to ?is1 he mutt]$4 ,i h always ?\ght ( ! _s ( ?+s4 ,i 0 always pure en\gh1 foll[+ t dream4444 ,b1 ,lange1 we're a little mad--we :o dream4444 ,i _h to come "h4 ,i _h to see ?is fight+ end4 ,p]haps ,*ri/onal knew :at he 0 do+4 ,i put my arm ar\nd 8 %\ld]4 ,we ,russians are all[$ t4 ,i h always ?\ght ( ! _s ( ?+s1 he add$1 until ,i met ,paula ,mantone4 ,i w\ld h =gott5 ev]y?+ = h] beauty1 b %e rememb]$ our s\ls4444 ,& n[1 because ,i w\ld h =gott5 ! bodies ( ^! m5 ,*ri/onal s5t me "h to le>n t4 ,we are spirits & bodies1 too1 ,lange4 ,x takes a cr[n$ head to hold to ! two ends at once--,god1 he> 'em s+---- ,! ruffians always hu%$ & *ok$ u :5 !y sang4 ,some?+ new ab\t x ?is "t1 = ,v>sieff 0 see+ !m across a r$ /ream ( _! own blood4 ,i c't drive 'em into ! fire-pits1 he mutt]$4 ,:y1 ,i'd r wa% & dress 'em4 ,!y've got ! idea t ,i am to lead !m home4 ,i c't betray t--n ev5 = ! ,cause6444 ,i nev] saw x be=e4 ,!y are n h]ds1 n gr\ps--b monads--ea* a man---- ,we've got to put ?r\gh ! big /ory1 ,i said quietly4 ,?irty ?\s& is *eap--our little plant+ out "h is *eap1 if we c give ,russia ! new heav5 & ! new e>?--,russia--!n ,am]ica--!n ! _w---- ,i 0 giv+ him back 8 own words4 ,?irty ?\s& lives1 he repeat$4 ,yes1 ! price is *eap--?irty ?\s& e day = a:ile--y\r life & m9e1 ,lange--a *eap price to pay = ! glory we see 9 ! days to come4 ,b ,i c't kill ^!--,i ?9k ,*ri/onal knew x all ! "t---- ,y ar5't ready = "w 9 ! con/ructive end1 if y falt] "h among ! wreck]s---- ,i said4 ,i knew t no ,cause _h ev] uncov]$ a m valuable s]vant ?an ?is same ,v>sieff1 ?\gh badly out ( h& j n[4 ,i wasn't mak+ any effect ^u him4 ,he look$ at me /rangely4 ,t s\nds true--exactly & un]r+ly true1 he said we>ily4 ,!re 0 no qu>t] possible n[4 ,i rememb] y\r words 9 clubs & cab9ets & 9 ! ante-rooms ( ! dumas4444 ,y w]5't afraid ( blood !re1 ,v>sieff4 ,he w9c$4 ,!y call$ y ! ',fire-eat]1' ,i add$1 nev] kn[+ :5 to /op4 ,x's j z /raight to-day z x 0 :5 y talk$ !re3 ',! old civilisation mu/ be wa%$ clean ) ! blood ( ! new----' ,8 h& came up pite\sly4 ,b _! he>ts are turn$ homew>d1 ,lange1 he said4 ,_! eyes are build+ _! homes all ov] aga9--eyes turn$ homew>d ov] ! m\nta9s---- ,turn$ to ,god1 ,i said rev]5tly4 ,yes1 b tak+ my ^w--! ^w ( ,v>sieff--t ,god is !re---- ,he is !re4 ,b w ,he come to !m at ! la/1 ,lange8444 ,w ,he %[ ,8 face--s !y w believe8444 ,:5 !y feel _! dea?-w\nds--! blood slid+ out1 w>m & sil5t--! cold com+ 9--w !y hold to :at ,i said8 ,w ,he be !re = !m8 ,y're %ot up1 old man1 only a bit bewild]$ to-day4 ,no "o kn[s bett] ?an y h[ great emotional giv+ ( "o's self to ,cause or ,c\ntry makes dea? easy--& quick5s ! ,s\l4 ,v>sieff 0 a%54 ,i've got to eat all my words6 ,ev5 y1 br+ back my words to me4 ,i've talk$ too mu*4444 ,suppose ,i am a madman----8 ,!n y h no responsibility = :at y said1 ,i smil$4 ,he />$ at ! t5t-wall4 ,v>sieff1 ,i said at la/4 ,8 h& came out4 ,y 7 pure 9 all y und]took4 ,sil5ce4 ,y want$ no?+ = y\rself4 ,i want$ no?+ = me--no?+ b---- ,b :at8 ,paula ,man---- ,%e's a "p ( y--n[4 ,y look l h]6 ,i ?9k ,i'll h to die to see h]--,oh1 ,lange--,i'm sick--,i'm impov]i%$1 cell by cell1 ) lonel9ess---- ,v>sieff laugh$ un/eadily & add$3 ,i rememb] ask+ y to say to h]--t %e alone knew my weaknesses4 ,n[ y "k !m1 too4 ,%e said %e lov$ !m4444 ,v>sieff1 ,i h kn[n y a long "t1 ,i add$ aft] a mom5t4 ,i h %ap$ my manhood1 su* z x is1 aft] y4 ,i am pr\d ( ?is--to ! end4 ,i1 too1 c>e m = y1 because ( ?is day--= und]/&+4 ,to und]/&--t is ev]y?+4 ,i :o always li/5$ be=e1 tell y to-day3 ,! dream does hold4 ,! dream is good4 ,?irty ?\s& m5--ev5 our s++1 gr[l+1 big-foot$1 r$-he>t$ ?irty ?\s&--is a *eap price to pay = ! new ,russia6 ,d y ?9k ,paula w\ld say t8 he ask$4 ,yes1 ,i answ]$1 f ! "m-he>t ( h]4 ,i _h spok51 & n[ ,i tri$ to make myself believe t %e w\ld h ord]$ him on4 ,i _h to *ange him1 at any co/4 ,a r que/ionable way n[ appe>$--to lift him out ( himself4 ,li/51 ,fri5d1 ,i add$4 ,y are lonely--b y h ! he>t ( a woman puls+ ) y\rs--e beat4444 ,y'd h to be me to "k :at lonel9ess means4 ,i'd take all ! pa9 to h a woman l t4 ,!re are times :5 y are half a man1 because y are ap>t f h]1 b !re are o!r times1 ,v>sieff1 :5 y are twice a man--d\ble dynamics---- ,he caught me 9 8 arms4 ,i knew he 0 heal$1 b ,i felt ! cad & ! cur = br++ 8 sympa?y on myself4444 ,he 0 look+ back t[>d ! cold m\nta9s :5 ,i left him1 & ! look ( ! woman 0 9 8 eyes4 ,t night ,i dream$ t ,paula ,mantone came to me ) a message = ,v>sieff1 & t %e told me "s beautiful ?+ ab\t ! *ild ( a k+--b ,i c\ld n q get x d[n to bra94 99 99 99 99 99 ,s$gwick1 a brigadi]1 & te*nically 9 comm& ( ! ?irty ?\s&1 0 a /raight milit>i/ 9 tra9+4 ,he look$ to ,v>sieff1 ! political head1 = ord]s4 ,! day came :5 ,v>sieff _h no "o to look to1 = we 7 cut (f f ,*ri/onal & ,petrograd4 ,we 7 n long kept 9 d\bt aft] t z to :o 7 our imm$iate enemies--n ,g]man1 n ,au/rian1 b ! old l9e ,russian troops hung up to ! ea/ ( u1 ! same t _h rec5tly occupi$ !mselves mak+ m>tyrs ( ! revolutioni/s 9 _! ranks--two or ?ree hundr$ a day4 ,x 0 a r$ morn+ :5 two ( our fli]s blew d[n ) ! ^w t our bro!rs 7 clos+ 9--t x look$ l ext]m9ation = our ?irty ?\s&1 unless we /rode out & crippl$ !m ) ! fir/ %ock4 ,t5 miles to ! we/ ! ,bundal9o ,m>%es began4 ,we _h ! secret pa?s1 b x 0 a wret*$ fugitive outlook to seek %elt] !re4 ,z ,i look$ at x1 x w\ld nev] occur to lead]s :o _h br\ght ,russia to ! mom5t ( p>turition1 to break up = a mis]able safety 9 ! swamps ( ,bundal9o4 ,i recall ! di/ant fir+ ( t r$ morn+4 ,my e>drums _h n heal$ f rec5t mon?s m or less 9 t\* ) ! artill]y4 ,i rememb] bru%+ ! edge ( ! l9es1 z ,i cross$ f ,s$gwick's headqu>t]s back to ! hut ,i %>$ ) ,v>sieff & a s]vant or two4 ,! peasants 7 li/5+ que]ly & quietly to ! f> fir+4 ,i pass$ ?r\gh ! sprawl ( pup-%elt]s1 & c]ta9 ideas occurr$ to me3 fir/1 t ! arrangem5t ( camp 0 abom9able1 a pitiful lack ( te*nique %[n 9 ?is bit ( milit>y h&l+2 second1 ! sl[ cold conviction t we1 z revolutioni/s1 mu/ h all ! virtues ( ! old-l9e troops to beg9 )1 & to build our real greatness on top ( t2 f9ally ,i drew f ! que] attitudes ( ! m5 t[>d me1 an intuitional fla% t to !m ! di/ant fir+ meant a signal t !y 7 ab\t to fight _! way home4 ,v>sieff 0 sitt+ deject$ ^u a camp-*e/ :5 ,i rejo9$ him4 ,s$gwick is ready :5 y are1 ,i said4 ,he sugge/s t ! m5 be n kept wait+ too long4 ,v>sieff look$ up4 ,8 face 0 livid4 ,8 s\l _h no *ance t morn+4 ,i ?\ght ( ! old /ory ( ,arjuna /&+ betwe5 ! battle-l9es1 reluctant to jo9 action aga9/ 8 own k9dr$4 ,x's ! same "h t x 0 9 ,petrograd1 ,i ann\nc$ f9ally4 ,! dream holds---- ,he %ook 8 head4444 ,!y are j boys--:ite-hair$ boys4 ,!y want to g home---- ,t in/ant ,i seem$ to see ! _w laugh+ at ?is great man2 ,i saw ! end ( ,v>sieff politically4444 ,sup]b g5ius brok5 d[n by an intr9sic weakness--z a man :o1 try+ to lead ! _w1 falls = ! lure ( an actress maid4444 ,i saw all 8 "w ( e>ly ye>s--/raight1 clean1 un]r+1 selfless lab\r ( a man to a ,cause--! inspir$ lab\r ( ! pa/ two ye>s :5 he gave ! :ole fruit ( 8 quick5$ he>t to ! new ,russia--! magic ( a man lov$ by a woman great en\gh to be 8 div9e sculptor & prie/ess4444 ,x 0 ! ?\ght ( ,paula ,mantone t help$ me t in/ant4 ,s$gwick 0 on ! pa? outside4 ,i hurri$ out & :isp]$3 ,don't come n[4 ,come back 9 t5 m9utes---- ,! ,g5]al paus$ to let me he> ! fir+4 ,b ! troops---- he said4 ,give me t5 m9utes m ) ,v>sieff---- ,! attack may be call$---- ,i "k1 b ,i ne$ t "t4 ,! old soldi] turn$ back1 hat+ me4444 99 99 99 99 99 ,v>sieff1 ,i said a mom5t lat]4 ,yes---- ,i've got to tell y some?+---- ,he turn$ quickly4 ,paula ,mantone is ne>---- ,no6 ,i saw h] la/ night4 ,w %e see me8 ,i laugh$ at him4 ,d y ?9k %e w\ld want to see y n[8444 ,y're a sick man1 ,v>sieff--morally sick4 ,any decision is bett] ?an y\r pres5t incapacity4444 ,i ?9k %e mu/ h s5s$ y\r weakness--t %e came to br+ y /r5g?1 = %e is y\r /r5g?4 ,does %e love me8 he ask$4 ,t's a slap 9 h] face to ask t--a woman :o gives y h] s\l's /r5g?--! love ( h] life4 ,t's lack ( fai?1 my fri5d---- ,i am :ipp$4 ,! :ite-hair$ boys--!y want to g home---- ,y c't wa% y\r h&s4 ,y c't say1 ',g home1 boys4' ,!y h to fight _! way home4 ,fir/1 !y h to fight _! way to ! ea/ out ( ?is valley--aga9/ old ,russia6444 ,x's ! fir/ great battle ( ! ,old & ,new--fir/ "t 9 ! hi/ory ( ! _w4 ,we hold ! ,new = bett] or worse--?is little ,!ban b&4 ,y w\ld let u fail & dribble away & sl9k into ! ,m>%es--y1 h] lov]1 :om %e calls ,boy & ,/ronghe>t---- 99 99 99 99 99 ,:at did %e say8 he ask$ fi]cely4 ----t ,i ne$ n speak ( h] com+ unless y ne$$ help4 ,%e said y w\ld n ne$ help on acc\nt ( y\r own lack ( c\rage--r t x w\ld be y\r great t5d]ness t might defeat our ,cause n[4 ,%e said ?is 0 b a la/ ordeal1 h>de/ ( all = ,build]s1 :o h ceas$ to kill4444 ,:]e did y see h]8 ,x 0 all a lie1 ( c\rse1 except ,i _h dream$ ( h] com+4 ,i inv5t$ a place ( meet+ & add$ to 8 "q t ,s$gwick did n "k ( h] pres5ce4 ,i agre$ t we 7 n kill]s1 b ,i told h] t we d>$ to be cruel to ourselves1 ,i add$4 ,:at did %e say to t8 ,v>sieff ask$ ho>sely4 ,he _h sudd5ly become l a *ild--"o :o d>$ n g to h]1 :o sc>cely tru/$ himself to speak4 ,%e said t 0 ! key to ! :ole matt]--t we d>e to sacrifice ourselves--d>e to inflict pa9 ^u ea* o!r because "o's true love is ! self-- ,i 0 />tl$ & aw$ at my own words4 ,! idea 0 unlike any?+ ( m9e4 ,x 0 exactly z if %e _h told me some?+ ( ! k9d 9 ! dream4 ,v>sieff groan$3 ,! glory ( h]1 he :isp]$4 ,0 !re m8 ,only t y mu/ n falt] n[ 444 & t %e w\ld be wait+ = y at ! end ( ! day---- ',9 ! cool ( ! ev5+1' %e w\ld say1 he mutt]$4 ,p]haps t 0 x1 ,i said4 ,no?+ m8 ,yes--b only if y ne$$ x---- ,i d4 ,t %e nev] lov$ y s well z n[--t y mean new ,russia to h]--t %e w come runn+ to y 9 ! cool ( ! ev5+--ei!r "h or on ! o!r side--& some?+ ab\t ! *ild ( a k+4 ,8 back /iff5$4 ,he arose4 ,i saw him spl5did aga94 ,i drew back 9 ! %ad[1 afraid t he w\ld see ! sweat t _h brok5 out ^u me1 ?\gh ! place 0 cold4 ,( c\rse ! idea1 z ,i saw x1 0 to give ! old-l9e troops ! fight ( _! lives--to %[ ! :ole ( ,russia a m>tyrdom if necess>y1 ?us reveal+ ! temp] ( ! revolutioni/s4 ,v>sieff _h be5 tempt$ to let !m slip back into ! ,m>%es to save _! lives4 99 99 99 99 99 ,we 7 9 ! saddle side by side an h\r lat]1 & close to ! front--! two big l9es mov+ sl[ly & craftily toge!r4 ,v>sieff look$ back at 8 preci\s boys1 foll[+ will+ly en\gh s f>4 ,x's _! :ite heads t kill me1 he mutt]$4 ,!y are l *ildr51 & t ,i %\ld---- ,!y are all our *ildr51 ,i answ]$1 sweep+ my h& 9 a circle ahead :]e ! troops ( old ,russia _h fill$ 91 wait+ to deliv] u to dea?4 ,de> old ,lange1 he mutt]$1 ,i'm glad y "k h]---- ,i wond]$ :at t _h to d ) 8 peasant *ildr54 ,h] _s seem$ a bl5d ( 8 e ?\ght & emotion4444 ,we gallop$ along ! fronts1 talk+ to ! diff]5t comm&]s4 ,"s 7 /ud5ts1 9 _! te5s1 faces ( boys :o lov$ ,v>sieff ) a love t ye>n$ to die = him imm$iately1 )\t words1 a read9ess to leap "u 8 horse's feet4444 ,9 a k9d ( madness1 all ! my/]ies ( life seem$ to unfold = me t morn+1 ! _s ( ,paula ,mantone always ne> because ,i 0 s close to h] lov]4 ,he talk$ to ! diff]5t lead]s q c>eless if ! peasant ranks li/5$4 ,he told !m t ! out] _w 0 wat*+--t new ,russia1 ,pol&1 ,f9l&1 ! new ,europe1 ! new ,_w--all dep5d$ ^u !m n[4 ,he said !y 7 *os5 m5--t he w\ld nev] leave ! field except 9 victory--t he 0 bro!r & fa!r & lov] to !m--t ! _w w\ld be bett] = ?is day4 ,he talk$ l a man at a b>1 or /&+ among ! riv]-boats1 or a fa!r to 8 sons 9 ! fields4 ,we rode along ! l9es z !y m>*$4 ,our horses la!r$ & dri$ & la!r$ aga9 9 ! morn+ sun4 ,i saw my comrade1 ,v>sieff1 giv+ up 8 s\l to ! peasants3 444 ,i1 too1 h my f>m t waits = me--my woman :o waits = me--my c\ntry1 my dream6444 ,i build ) y4 ,i /& or fall ) y6444 ,we %all be bett] = ?is day1 my *ildr54 ,?is is a day = liv+ m5 & comrades---- ,he fill$ me ) a k9d ( :ite flame4 ,!n ! cra%4 ,aft] t1 0 a mom5t ( sil5ce & gloom l a cl\d pass+ ov] ! sun4 ,!n our eyes began to reap4444 ,a blizz>d ( hot1 /9k+ metal _h brok5 9 front ( u--9 ! mid/ ( our m>*+ & li/5+ battalion4 ,if y h ev] felt ! mock]y & cruelty ( rag+ seas1 y c "k some?+ ( ! %ock t twi/$ ! core ( me t in/ant4 ,t :i* _h be5 ! :ite-hair$ peasants ) op5 laugh+ m\?s & lift$ h&s1 _! s\ls answ]+ ! lead] :o lov$ !m1 a song =m+ on _! lips 444 n[ x 0 z if a c>cass _h be5 mov$--"o t _h la9 long 9 ! sun1 ! deva/ation long cont9u$ und]nea?4444 ,^! 7 my boys4 ,next to ,v>sieff & ,paula ,mantone1 ,i lov$ !m4 ,n[ !y 7 d[n1 dismemb]$1 %ak+--! air a :ir ( :ite to my tortur$ e>s1 l a %riek ( bewild]$ gho/s4 ,& "h & !re1 l ,v>sieff & myself--m5 /&+ unhurt 9 ! mid/ ( human fragm5ts1 l maggots1 %ak+ !mselves to cov]4 ,i wond] if y c und]/&8 ,x seem$ t ,i /ill c\ld see ! welt] ( our boys 9 ! lead]'s face4 ,also ,i saw ! dea? ( my good fri5d--! dea?-/roke ( t sup]b m9d--! face ( a man1 ^: s\l _h vani%$4 ,bo? our horses 7 d[n1 ?\gh we 7 unhurt s f>4444 ,a di/ance ( fifte5 feet sep>at$ u4 ,i call$ to him4 ,i tri$ to tell him t he _h n fail$4 ,i ?\ght ,i %\ld die be=e ,i mov$1 be=e ,i c\ld get />t$ t[>d him4 ,! />+ failure 9 8 face p>alys$ me4 ,= ! "t1 he 0 cut (f ev5 f ! _s ( ,paula ,mantone4 ,i _h to look d[n & wat* my /eps z ,i made my way to him4 ,i knew "s hide\s fe> t he w\ld fall 9 t blackness--if ,i look$ away4444 ,!re 7 voices f ! gr\nd4 ,none ( ! p>ts ( m5 c\ld be /ill4 ,lips wri!d be=e my eyes--& words 7 spok5 l little claps ( =ce 9 ?9 air4444 ,i caught 8 op5$ coll>4444 ,x's all "r1 ,v>sieff1 ,i :isp]$4 ,y lie6 said he4 ,x 0 l a bl[ f a man's "m4 ,i _h to look into 8 face be=e my bra9 accept$ 8 words4 ,!n ,i rememb]$ my lie4444 ,! evil ( x _h n come to me until n[1 ) him break+ d[n be=e my eyes4444 ,i saw ! look aga9--t ,i _h se5 by ! peasant's y>d long ago z we cross$ ! ,torqueval ,peaks--! look ( a fright5$ *ild 9 t face ( f9i%$ manhood4 ,i pull$ him to me1 & l$ him back t[>d ,s$gwick's /aff4 ,i he>d myself talk+ & laugh+1 jockey+ ) words4444 ,8 head 0 twi/$ to ! side--8 draggl$ remnant ( a m9d pull$ back to ! sc5e ( t havoc4 ,& n[1 if y please1 we 7 cat*+ ! real ?+4 ,! old-l9e ,russians 7 break+ ^u u ) ma*9es & %rapnel--! old comb+ & c>d+ t seldom fails4444 ,i saw ! cold m\nta9s all ab\t4 ,did y ev] see a slaught] ( drones8 ,p]fect economy x is1 f ! /&po9t ( ! hive4 ,! "w ( provid+ = ! future is accompli%$--no mi/ake 9 ! plan4 ,! work]s ga!r f all sides4 ,"o by "o ! big clumsy drones are put to dea?--wre/l+1 tugg+1 /++1 _m work]s giv+ !mselves to dea? to c>ry out ! _s ( ! hive4444 ,! (fic]s ahead :o ord]$ our bro!r ,russians ^u u1 ?\ght !y 7 "r--^? great grey l9es ahead1 honeycomb$ ) our own preci\s comrades1 all ( :om 7 n yet m>tyr$1 z 0 prov$4 ,b !y _h n f\nd _! voice4 ,x look$ l /raight dea? !y br\ght to u4 444 ,ages4 ,i w\ld turn f ,v>sieff's face to ! cold m\nta9s4 ,some?+ ( ! *angelessness ( ! beyond & above came to me out ( ! hide\s fluctuation ( ! ne> & bel[4 ,i c\ld n keep ,v>sieff back4 ,he w\ldn't resi/ s long z ,i held him1 b ! mom5t my h&s releas$1 8 body w\ld rise l "s automatic ?+ & bl9dly /agg] =w>d into ! pale smoke-*>g$ sunlight4 ,! m5 :o saw him--_m :o knew :at he _h be5 & _h he>d him speak b a few mom5ts ago--lo/ _! conc5tration on ! battle4 ,he became ev]y:]e ! c5tre ( a rott+ l9e4 ,cle>ly !y _h be5 fight+ on 8 _s--t1 & ! ?\ght ( go+ home4444 ,s$gwick rode up & saw my /ruggle--beckon$ me back1 z "o 9 au?ority w\ld bully a gu>d 9 a madh\se4444 ,i obey$1 ?9k+ ( ! lie ,i _h told4 ,"h 7 human fragm5ts2 ! air fill$ ) ! %rieks ( ! fall5--! face ( my fri5d beside me1 ! face ( a bla/$ m9d--all because ( t lie ( m9e4 ,!n1 z ,i trundl$ him to ! re>1 sometimes sw++ him f "o elb[ to ! o!r1 ,i saw a l9e1 z "o w\ld draw a bloody f+] across 8 *eek4 ,!n--x 0 l a monkey-bite 9 ! bone & hair ( 8 eye-br[4444 ,we 7 9 a hail f ! ma*9es & ! m5 7 fall+ back4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i ?9k we are half-mad 9 su* mom5ts1 or else t\*$ ) a div9e sanity4 ,9 ! mid/ ( utt] loss1 ! l9es break+ back1 ! m5 beg9n+ to /amp$e--! plan fla%$ into my m9d t ,i c\ld only save ! fir/ lie by a second4 ,if ! remnant fell back to />ve 9 ! ,m>%es--,v>sieff =ev] 0 put f me4 ,su* 0 my ?\ght4 ,! p]sonal issue 0 great] ?an ! ,cause4 ,i 0 beside myself--nev] s little1 nev] s =midable4 ,my arm slipp$ f ,v>sieff :o sank to 8 knees & flopp$ back at ! :eels ( a f\r-in* ,sangu9>y1 bur/+ hot4 ,i ran back to ,s$gwick's /aff1 leap$ into an empty saddle--!n rode along ! crack+ fronts4 ,halt---- ,i yell$ to ! faces ( ! slipp+ l9es4444 ,halt--& don't y see y're runn+ f y\r own ,comrades8444 ,!y're tak+ ov] ! ,imp]iali/s yond]4 ,our m5 h ris5 9 ! ranks ( ! enemy6444 ,all along ! l9es1 ,i yell$ x--& x came =? l an inspir$ message--lie t x 0 f my angle4 ,= to me1 dea? 0 bett] ?an retreat1 ) ! eyes ( ! _w on our little nucleus ( ! new ord]4444 ,my %\ts 7 *eck+ !m4 ,our ,comrades are com+ to u--hold = !m6444 ,don't run away 444 !y are com+6 ,!y are com+ to jo9 u1 :5 !y clean !mselves up ov] yond]--only a little clean-up fir/1 my *ildr54 ,he> ! noise8 ,i don't "k h[ long ,i rode4 ,i only knew t ! fight+ dea? 0 victory--t !re is no propag&a l m>tyrdom4444 ,!y answ]$ at fir/ ) a k9d ( half-he>t$ halt4 ,i 0 /ruck ) ! sil5ce4 ,a que] ?+ happ5$4 ,i saw t ,i _h spok5 ! tru?4444 ,!re 0 fir+ ahead1 b x _h no mean+ ( dea? to our ranks4 ,!y 7 fir+ 9 ! air1 & "s ?rew d[n _! guns & 7 runn+ t[>d u4 ,pres5tly we saw ! t5t-clo?s hoi/$ 9 truce4 ,x 0 l see+ my "m aga9--%ak+ ! table-clo? to ! birds4 ,!n ,i saw _! l9es & ours runn+ toge!r--yes1 ,v>sieff's new heav5 & new e>?--saw !m runn+ toge!r b>e-head$1 :ite-hair$ peasant boys1 h&s out/ret*$1 m\?s op54444 ,fre$om 0 an aureola ( diff]5t sunlight ar\nd _! heads4 ,on !y came l glori\s ruffians1 seiz+ _! bro!rs 9 _! arms--! l9es fold+ toge!r l good mates be=e ! ,"l4 ,!n x 0 l a bla/--t ,v>sieff mu/ see ?is6 ,a cold bla/ 9 ! he>t--t he mu/ n miss ?is glory--t my eyes mu/ n dwell ^u ?is great consummation alone6 ,deep )91 ,i knew my pa9 0 because 8 head 0 n lift$ to ! picture ( 8 conque/4 ,deep )91 ,i knew t = "s inexplicable reason ( fate1 he 0 held back l ! old ,ma/] on ! o!r side ( ! ,jordan--n all[$ to ent] & witness ! beauty ( ! promis$ l&4 ,9 ! mid/ ( t radiant tumult1 ,i ran back to ! place t ,i _h left him4 ,x 0 trampl$2 ! mud 0 deep]1 b ,v>sieff 0 n !re4444 ,9 ! mid/ ( ! %\t+ & ! glory1 ,i se>*$ = him4444 ,h\rs pass$1 ! fight+ ceas$ 444 we 7 a hundr$ ?\s& /rong1 arm$1 provision$1 he>ts turn$ homew>d4444 ,scores ( u 7 look+ = ! ,v>sieff n[4 ,& !n ,i he>d my "n call$1 & two "y /ud5t-(fic]s caught me1 "o to ea* elb[ & c>ri$ me =w>d1 runn+ to :]e ! woman /ood 444 ,paula ,mantone4 ,%e 0 /&+ 9 ! mid/ ( h] own p--! sun on h] face4 ,& ,i saw1 too1 ! :ite look ( "o :o has conqu]$ fe>1 b ! we>9ess ( h] eyes 0 l ! pres5ce ( dea?4444 ,:]e is he8 %e :isp]$4 ,oh1 ,god1 ,i d n "k---- ,poor de> ,lange--all is well ) u4444 ,! boys ( two armies ru%+ toge!r--yes1 ,lange1 ?is is a good day = u---- ,%e spoke rapidly1 l l9es committ$--! same dea?-l we>9ess 9 h] tones4444 ,%e _h tak5 my h&3 ,come1 we mu/ f9d him 444 take me to ! place :]e y left him--come quickly---- ,x 0 "s di/ance4 ,we walk$ at fir/ 9 sil5ce4 ,x seem$ z if ,i c\ld n live if ,i did n f9d out :at %e w\ld h done ?is morn+ 9 my place4 ,pres5tly %e said3 ,i ?\ght he w\ld fail :5 x came to ord]+ a *>ge4 ,he 0 v brave1 !y say4 ,i lov$ ! /ud5ts :o told h] t1 b ,i _h kn[n too mu* torture to keep ! p]fect sil5ce4 444 ,x 0 h>d = him4444 ,he isn't a kill]--he saw only ! :ite-hair$ boys---- ,my belov$---- %e :isp]$4 ,i told him t x 0 ! same 9 ,petrograd z "h--t ! dream held "h--t y w\ld h told him to be /rong at ! dea? "p---- ,%e 0 n li/5+4 ,%e did n answ]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,x 0 j "h4 ,he 0 w\nd$ a trifle4 ,i left him to /op ! troops4 ,!y 7 break+ a bit1 ,i expla9$4 ,i _h pass$ ! place a doz5 times4 ,i rememb]$ by ! big ,sangu9>y--hot :5 ,i _h let g ( ,v>sieff's arm4 ,! dead _h be5 cov]$4 ,! big gun 0 a wreck n[--ev5 ! caisson ) a brok5 :eel4 ,!n ,i realis$ x _h be5 mov$4 ,!re 0 a que] m\nd "u ! wreckage4 ,i rea*$ d[n2 my h& felt w>m? 9 ! mud4 ,! woman 0 ) me4444 ,i ?9k we mov$ t mammo? caisson toge!r4444 ,!re 0 no :ite on him--a coat+ ( mud b w>m4 ,we lift$ him & ! woman's brea/ cov]$ him f my eyes4444 ,i he>d him say h] "n4 ,i he>d him speak ( ! tropical isl& !y w\ld g to toge!r4444 ,i /ood ap>t--,i :o _h /ood at 8 side s long4444 ,!re 7 seconds :5 ,i he>d h] l[ passionate :isp]s--:5 ,i wat*$ ! ar* ( h] %\ld]1 ! beauty ( h] b5d$ br[4444 ,i did n see 8 face aga94 ,%e held x fa/ to h] & talk$ someh[ out ( ! _w4 ,!n ,i saw h] raise h] eyes z %e _h done t night 9 ! t5t4 ,= ! fir/ "t ,i realis$ t he _h only kept alive = h] com+4444 ,b /ill ,i felt he mu/ "k ! :ole /ory4 ,i did n g clos]1 b call$ 9 half a :isp]3 ,tell him h[ ! boys came toge!r--arms out & laugh+ l bro!rs4 ,don't let him g )\t kn[+ t--tell him h[ !y ?rew _! guns away & !n sat d[n on ! gr\nd toge!r--s++ ( home & ! riv]s & ! pl\gh$ l&s & ! wom5 wait+ = u---- ,i told him--,i told him6 %e answ]$4 ,y may come to him 444 b he--he only wait$ to see me4444 ,ah1 ,lange1 y _h him s mu*---- ,i look$ away4 ,dusk 0 fall+1 ! :ite peaks l spirits4444 ,i _h n se5 8 face aga91 b x sudd5ly came to me h[ x _h look$ :5 ,i saw x be=e--t :i* 0 ! brave/ & mo/ beautiful face t ,i knew 9 manhood--h[ x _h be5 beat5 & bruis$ "u ! boots ( runn+ peasants--cru%$ into ! mire by ! feet ( ! m5 he lov$ s well4 ,= a mom5t1 ,i 0 9 ! r$ _w ( rage t ?is %\ld be1 b !n ! mighty drama ( x came ne>]1 ! supreme laugh+ art ( x all--t only ! savi\rs call to !m4 ,& ,i smil$1 look+ away to ! dusk fall+ on ! cold m\nta9s--& ,i knew t my fri5d's _s 0 z close to u z ! body %e held aga9/ h] brea/4444 ,!n back 9 ! biv\acs a song began--! m5 ( two armies ro>+ out a song ( ! great :ite democracy ( ! future4444 99 99 99 99 99 #bg ,r,,sum ,! end ( ,v>sieff is satisfy+ to u1 & yet ,i wond] if ,i c make ?is sort ( romance cle>4 ,m>tyrdom--!y call x a %ort cut4 ,!re is a say+ t ! s\l ( a man :o dies = some?+1 goes m>*+ on4 ,! ,iri% become hopeless ( _! cause1 if "s "o dies = ! opposition4 ,all revolutioni/s h reckon$ ) ?is subtlety--no propag&a l m>tyrdom2 all ! sacr$ writ+s ref] to x1 our ,bible sev]al times1 once 9 ! s5t5ce1 ,great] love ha? no man---- ,a deluge ( ph5om5a f ! o!r side has come 9 dur+ ! pres5t w>1 all ! old m>tyrs ( nationalism said to be call$ to ! cause ( _! empires4444 ,:at is ! romantic haunt t lifts a man to su* a pit* ( exaltation t he transc5ds pa91 & goes s++ d[n to die8 ,^! are matt]s mu* bett] kn[n among ! "y dream]s & work]s ( ,russia & ! ,ori5t ?an ( ,am]ica4444 ,v>sieff reveals ! *ild "u ! man ( action2 ! lov] above ! intellectuali/4 ,8 love /ory unfolds c]ta9 passages :i* we are mak+ a po9t ( 9 ^! *apt]s4 ,! woman1 ,paula ,mantone1 repres5ts a lov$ type 9 our sort ( /ory-mak+4 ,%e br+s1 vaguely1 at lea/1 into t]ms ! romantic ideal s call+ to u 9 ^! days4 ,%e means m ?an ?ree-score & t54 ,h] love goes on & on4 ,%e becomes a prie/ess1 9 a s5se1 & conducts h] lov] ?r\gh ! critical passage ( f9d+ 8 own ,s\l4 ,ext]nal battles !n take 8 body1 b %e is n altoge!r b]eft4 ,an intuitional woman does n always "k :at %e is do+ 9 h] he>t /ory1 ev5 :5 %e does greatly4 ,if ! physical action _h brok5 diff]5t1 if ! body ( ,v>sieff _h n be5 requir$ 9 m>tyrdom1 = in/ance1 he might h em]g$ f ! f9al /ress ( action 9 a /ate ( spiritual exaltation1 f :i*1 ,i c imag9e ,paula ,mantone call+ him back to ! g>d5s ( ! s5ses4444 ,m>tyr1 prie/ess1 revoltee1 b always a woman4 ,e ye> ( devotion to ! fem99e 9 fiction1 compels a m fluid1 yet m my/ic h&l+4 ,we h be5 v close to ! "y /ud5ts & poets & play]s ( ,russia4 ,9 ! ,fall ( #aiad we publi%$ ! foll[+ p>agraph3 ,!re#ai are m5 9 ,russia :o h he>d ! mighty music ( humanity4 ,!y w s+ _! dream & grave _! message ^u ! peasant s\l4444 ,n ! ,russia ( ,ni*olas ,roman(f4 ,8 pass+ & all ! pr9ces ( 8 ta9t$ blood w prove b an incid5t ( ! ,great ,w>4 ,v l[ 9 ! we/ among ! r$ bl9k+ po9ts ( ! fall+ con/ellation1 is ,ni*olas & t ,russia4 ,9 ! ea/ is ! ,russian novi be=e ! dawn1 comm&+ ! d>k be=e ! sun4 #ai ,fa!rl&4 ,george ,h4 ,doran ,company1 ,new ,york4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! "y m5 ( ,india1 ! "y m5 ( ,*9a1 ! "y m5 ( ,russia1 ! "y m5 ( ,am]ica--,i see !m work+ toge!r 9 ! wondr\s /ory ( life1 z x reels (f 9 ! ye>s to come--mat+ ( ! ,ea/ & ,we/1 ! planet se5 9 "o piece1 ! communal _s ( ! ,hive ar\nd ! globe4 99 99 99 99 99 444 ,i f9d myself gett+ up a r s]i\s int5sity ov] :at ,romance means1 a signal to tame d[n4444 ,n to /ay--to dra9 no?+1 to leave all clean]1 m ord]ly & ri*] = "o's t>ry+1 to glance b lightly1 yet ) a deep smile ( und]/&+ at ! torr5t ( deta*$ & unmat*$ ?+s :i* app>5tly makes ! _w--to love x all bett] ?an ^? caught 9 deta*m5t c possibly love "o ano!r--to belong to ! _m by rema9+ ap>t f sep>ate movem5ts--at la/ to be ! ,spectator4444 ,"o may deal lightly ) cr[ds1 b nev] ) man or woman4444 ,"o may say he has all t civilisation has = any human creature2 he may reasonably be bor$ by all dep>tm5ts ( life1 b !re is en\gh = an et]nity ( rev]5t /udy & adoration 9 ! ne>e/ human face4 ,! loveli] ! human face1 ! m easily we c disc]n ! div9e 9 x4444 ,y get n[h]e )\t lov+ some?+4 ,?is is ! h>de/ k9d ( mat]ial gospel4444 ,we are all incognito--! great] we are1 ! less p]fectly disguis$4 99 99 99 99 99 ,fir/ & la/ our dream ( ,romance means ,mo!rhood--my/]i\s enactm5ts t ! m]e male c nev] "k1 no long] ! mo!rhood ( ! mammal1 b ! com+ ( ! ,gue/1 ! ,%9+ ,"o--! giv+ ( body & m9d & s\l1 no fe>1 no /ipulation1 no imp$+ =m ( ?\ght--m ?an t1 x means a giv+ ( ! *ild to ! _w4444 ,! ,valley ,road ,girl expresses x 9 ?is %>p1 %ort picture3 ,once a woman liv$ 9 a d5se =e/1 & _h a man-*ild alone !re4 ,z x grew1 ! woman impress$ ^u x ! greatness ( ,god & ! wond] ( all ?+s4 ,!n "o day1 %e l$ him by ! =e/-pa?s to ! ,highway1 & left him !re4 ,x means ! ,madonna :o looks up1 r ?an d[n1 at ! head ^u h] brea/4 ,! creative =ce is nev] wa/$4 ,man & woman1 9 love or lu/1 are nev] alone--r />tl+1 b soon] or lat] to be accept$4 ,! po9t ( ! triangle is ei!r turn$ d[nw>d or upw>d4 ,! creative =ce fe$s ei!r ! abom9ations ( ! und]world1 or is us$ 9 its design$ ord] & lovel9ess z a po9t ( inception = s\l into =m4444 ,! "m-nature ( ! ,new ,race mu/ be quick5$ by ! ideal ( ! com+ ( a ,_w-tea*]1 ( developm5t a cycle ahead ( ?is race4 ,wom5 mu/ p>take ( ?is dream 9 _! mat]nities4 ,x is ! light ( su* an adv5t1 %9+ ^u ! upturn$ face ( ! "m1 t t\*es ! br[ ( ! *ild ) light4 ,absolutely ! concept ( ! new ,democracy dem&s ! com+ ( a great ,unifi]--a focal po9t = all _w movem5ts & int]e/s & aspirations4 ,! /ory ( a ,ma/]'s com+ is ! ultimate ,romance--! f9e/ /ory 9 ! _w--= t 9 itself is ! /ory ( ,reg5]ation4 ,! "w ( ?is p>ticul> volume seems to be end$4 ,mu* t is prep>$ ne$ n be us$4 ,"r "h is ! brea?+-space t always comes 9 a life or a book4444 ,n to /ay4444 ,"s ( our boys are (f to ! tr5*es2 o!rs may g4 ,"p ( ! orig9al gr\p has be5 unable yet to foll[ ! c5tre to ! ,we/4 ,our good ,gob9d#bj :o belong$ to ! pi? ( ?+s1 arose f "o breakfa/ & w5t (f to jo9 ! cavalry4 ,!re's a gr\p 9 ,*icago t we see all too little (--a diffusion "t truly1 b only to make m c]ta9 ! "t ( integration aga94 #bj ,b5 ,poteat4 99 99 99 99 99 ,!re is "o :o came1 *ang+ all4 ,we ?\ght we knew mu* ab\t ! _w4 ,we ?\ght ma9ly t ?+s 7 settl$ = u4 ,x 0 n words %e br\ght1 b a subtl] quick5+4 ,i _c tell x exactly4 ,!re 0 a day 9 :i* ,i 0 bor$1 n satisfi$1 & ano!r :5 ,i 0 a *ild aga9--brea?less1 que/+1 li/5+ = "s "o to tell me /ories ( ano!r & bett] c\ntry4 ,all t ,i _h done & be5 & liv$ 0 dim9i%$2 m1 all beh9d 0 utt]ly done1 leav+ sc>cely any crit]ia = t :i* 0 to be4444 ,no inl& lake w\ld d aft] t2 we want$ a cont95tal headl&1 ! sweep ( ! e>? & sky--sid]eal "t1 sid]eal space4 ,we c\ld only tol]ate ! que/ ( ! ,impossible aft] %e came4 444 ,%e came & wrote h] book ?r\gh ! summ] days & !n %e w5t away4444 ,someh[ aft] t we knew :at ra9s & sunlight meant--:at all nature 0 say+ & do+4 ,at lea/1 we knew bett]4444 ,n to /ay4 ,we c\ld n foll[ cont9ually1 b at la/ out ( lonel9ess1 ! big new laugh+ wond] ( life came to u 444 & :5 we told h]1 %e seem$ to h kn[n all ! "t4444 ,we tea* by mak+ pictures4 ,%e br\ght new pigm5ts & fre%5$ all ! oils4 ,we lov$ ! t9ts & half-tones be=e %e came1 b %e re/or$ u to ! virg9 beauty ( ! primal rays4 ,we lik$ ! bl5ds be=e %e came--! bl5d ( rose & gold1 b %e br\ght u l5g? ( vision & r$emption ( ta/e to "k ! mean+ ( ! ,ultimate ,r$1 ! r$ ( ! ,pomegranate1 ! r$ ( ! ,inspir$ ,m>y1 to ^: knees at ! la/ all arti/s & little *ildr5 f9d _! way--! passionate r$ ( ! ,que/ & ! ,cross & ! ,son4 ,%e 0 n surpris$ :5 we told h] :at h] gifts mean to u4 99 99 99 99 99 ,an arti/ gives himself full-he>t$ly to ! emotions4 ,ke5 & poignant aft]w>d1 is ! battle to /raight5 !m out1 to comb !m d[n4 ,! m9d holds ! tru? ab\t x all1 ! _s s+s all ar\nd1 b ! he>t holds fa/ to its agonis+ play ( passion sett+s4 ,desire is l an old ,k+1 sitt+ 9 ! mid/ ( 8 dogs1 a ,k+ by ! fire 9 8 t[]4 ,! ,%9+ ,heir is born1 b ! old ,k+ is sl[ to die4 ,he sits ?9k+ ( 8 old hunts1 8 rides to kill1 old w>s & faces at ! w9d[4444 ,he rode well2 he ?\ght he lov$ v well2 a great "n1 he 01 9 ! hunts1 & 9 all ! games ( gett+4 ,he m$itates n[ ^u 8 "o-"t conque/s1 & =gets 8 pa94 ,x is 8 memories t hold him fa/ to life a little :ile4 ,b at la/ ! head ( old ,k+ ,desire s9ks to 8 brea/1 ! fire fades f 8 la/ memory4 ,! door ( ! t[] room op5s1 ! ,%9+ ,pr9ce is /&+ !re1 & ! cri]s run ?r\gh ! palace cry+ al\d1 ,! ,k+ is dead4 ,long live ! ,k+6 ,desire has end$2 ! ,be/[] takes ! ?rone4 ,:5 we told h] ( ?is new brea? ( life :i* %e _h br\ght1 our ,m>y seem$ to "k all ab\t t1 too4 ,%e smil$ & look$ away :5 we %[$ h] ?is book 7& ! inscription to h]71 s _m pages ( :i* %e _h read be=e--our dreams = ! ,new ,race unfold$ 9 lett]s to h]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! in/ant "o p]ceives ! inn] mean+ ( ,equality1 glimps+ ! great ,seamless ,robe ( humanity z "o2--he realises t :at is be/ = him is be/ = all o!rs--:at is be/ = ! _m is 8 own highe/ behe/4444 ,"o mu/ grasp ?is to "k :at ,democracy means1 to "k :at is beh9d ! ^w1 a mean+ :i* ^? :o use x mo/ hav5't dream$ (4 ,y mu/ grasp ! _s ( ! hive--t w+$ myriads ( gold5 atoms nev] /ray s f> z to break ! _s-cord t b9ds !m into "o--t ! "o kn[s all1 conta9s pot5tially all goodness & beauty & tru?1 t all action1 art & ?\ght1 come f ! _s ( ! "o--t ! fruits ( ^! g back4 ,i love to tell x aga9 & aga94 ,i saw x all afre% to-day4 ,! sun plays tricks ) ! e>? at high noon4 ,"o feels sup]bly well--a k9d ( see?+ 9 ! ve9s4 ,x pulls him away f ! great que/ = ! ,fa!r's ,h\se1 9 gu/s ( ,"m ,nature's magic4 ,all ! fragrance ( fall[ fields is 9 ! hot light & bl[+ hay & dea?less azure & high noon4 ,glori\s sw>ms ( bees 7 break+ out f ! ,_s ( ! hive1 all "o 9 ,_s at ! top--! ,_s brood+ at all times ov] all ! work+s ( ! hive4444 ,x 0 ! same ) ! millions ( m5 :o walk ! e>?1 "o at ! top--all "o1 com+ & go+ 9 ! ,_s1 repl5i%$ & repl5i%+ always1 le>n+ ! fusions "h 9 fri5ds & lov]s1 ea* f9d+ 8 "o1 & !n ! new que/ toge!r = ! ,great ,companions4 ,!n x came to me t we are only sick & bl9d & lame & evil--9 ! s5se ( deta*m5t4 ,we mu/ kill t out4 ,hate spoils ev]y?+4 ,hate b9ds u to ! object4 ,we mu/n't despise ano!r's coat4 ,x may h be5 ours ye/]day--may be ours to-morr[4 ,we mu/ kill out ! s5se ( sep>at5ess f any creature1 = we are de/9$ to become "o _s ) him & all o!rs4 ,some?+ l a cl\d--all "o1 z a cl\d is "o4 ,e morn+ on ! grass--on millions ( blades ( grass--a globe ( dew at ! tip ( ea*4444 ,! ,"l ,sun arises4 ,! dew w>ms a little & slips d[n ! track ( ! blade into ! root4 ,!re x breaks up into inf9ite fragm5ts4 ,! sun ris+ high] weaves 8 w>m magic ov] ! fields2 invisibly1 l pray]s asc5d+1 ! drops ( dew1 all diffus$ into a ?\s& fragm5ts ea*1 ?9 z /eam1 & c>ry+ ! p]fumes ( roses & lilacs & honeysuckles & mead[ l&s & fall[ l&s & lake & ocean %ores1--l pray]s asc5d+1 ! dewdrops ( ye/]day return z "o to ! cl\d4 ,brok5 into ! f>!/ diffusion1 b n an atom lo/4 ,all ! ri*ness ( e>? 9 ess5ce return+ to ! ,_s4444 ,! same ) bee & dewdrop & man--! same ) sw>m & cl\d & tribe--ea* fragm5t & division lift+ to a great]1 unto ! ,%9+ ,s\rce at la/4444 ,! po9t ( x all is t man is spiritually wov5 to 8 bro!r & to ! race2 giv+ himself & 8 s]vice to 8 bro!r & to ! race he glorifies ! texture & /ature ( 8 own s\l4 ,*ri/mas1 #aiag4 99 99 99 99 99 99 ,transcrib]'s note3 ,! book conta9s _m words spelt to reflect ! acc5t ( ! speak]4 ,! spell+ has n be5 *ang$4 ,!re are two in/ances ( unmat*$ end+ quotation m>ks4 ,! miss+ op5+ quotation m>ks 7 n add$ because _! locations 7 unc]ta94 ,! foll[+ *anges to pr9t+ errors h be5 made4 ouselves is n[ ourselves ?\gh is n[ ?r\gh unlift$ is n[ uplift$