,,! ,,tables ,,( ,,! ,,law2 ,,! ,,adoration ,,( ,,! ,,magi ,five hundr$ & t5 copies pr9t$2 type di/ribut$4 ,no4 #caa ,,! ,,tables ,,( ,,! ,,law2 ,,! ,,adoration ,,( ,,! ,,magi ,,by ,,william ,,butl] ,,yeats ,,! ,,%akespe>e ,,head ,,press ,,/rat=d-,,^u-,,avon ,,mcmxiv ,,! ,,tables ,,( ,,! ,,law ,,! ,,tables ,,( ,,! ,,law ,i ',w y p]mit me1 ,ah]ne1' ,i said1 'to ask y a "q1 :i* ,i h want$ to ask y = ye>s1 & h n ask$ because we h gr[n ne>ly /rang]s8 ,:y did y refuse ! b]retta1 & almo/ at ! la/ mom5t8 ,:5 y & ,i liv$ toge!r1 y c>$ nei!r = w9e1 wom51 nor money1 & _h ?\ghts = no?+ b !ology & my/icism4' ,i _h wat*$ ?r\gh d9n] = a mom5t to put my "q1 & v5tur$ n[1 because he _h ?r[n (f a little ( ! res]ve & indiff]5ce :i*1 ev] s9ce 8 la/ return f ,italy1 _h tak5 ! place ( our once close fri5d%ip4 ,he _h j que/ion$ me1 too1 ab\t c]ta9 private & almo/ sacr$ ?+s1 & my frankness _h e>n$1 ,i ?\ght1 a l frankness f him4 ,:5 ,i began to speak he 0 lift+ to 8 lips a glass ( t old w9e :i* he c\ld *oose s well & valu$ s little2 & :ile ,i spoke1 he set x sl[ly & m$itatively ^u ! table & held x !re1 its deep r$ light dye+ 8 long delicate f+]s4 ,! impression ( 8 face & =m1 z !y 7 !n1 is /ill vivid ) me1 & is insep>able f ano!r & fanciful impression3 ! impression ( a man hold+ a flame 9 8 nak$ h&4 ,he 0 to me1 at t mom5t1 ! supreme type ( our race1 :i*1 :5 x has ris5 above1 or is sunk5 bel[1 ! =malisms ( half-education & ! rationalisms ( conv5tional affirmation & d5ial1 turns away1 unless my hopes = ! _w & = ! ,*ur* h made me bl9d1 f practicable desires & intuitions t[>ds desires s unb\nd$ t no human vessel c conta9 !m1 intuitions s immat]ial t _! sudd5 & f>-(f fire leaves heavy d>kness ab\t h& & foot4 ,he _h ! nature1 :i* is half monk1 half soldi] ( =tune1 & mu/ ne$s turn action into dream+1 & dream+ into action2 & = su* !re is no ord]1 no f9ality1 no cont5tm5t 9 ?is _w4 ,:5 he & ,i _h be5 /ud5ts 9 ,p>is1 we _h belong$ to a little gr\p :i* devot$ itself to speculations ab\t al*emy & my/icism4 ,m or?odox 9 mo/ ( 8 beliefs ?an ,mi*ael ,rob>tes1 he _h surpass$ him 9 a fanciful hatr$ ( all life1 & ?is hatr$ _h f\nd expression 9 ! curi\s p>adox--half borr[$ f "s fanatical monk1 half inv5t$ by himself--t ! beautiful arts 7 s5t into ! _w to ov]?r[ nations1 & f9ally life h]self1 by s[+ ev]y:]e unlimit$ desires1 l tor*es ?r[n into a burn+ city4 ,?is idea 0 n at ! "t1 ,i believe1 m ?an a p>adox1 a plume ( ! pride ( y\?2 & x 0 only aft] 8 return to ,irel& t he endur$ ! f]m5tation ( belief :i* is com+ ^u our p ) ! reawak5+ ( _! imag9ative life4 ,pres5tly he /ood up1 say+3 ',come1 & ,i w %[ y1 = y at any rate w und]/&1' & tak+ c&les f ! table1 he lit ! way into ! long pav$ passage t l$ to 8 private *apel4 ,we pass$ betwe5 ! portraits ( ! ,jesuits & prie/s--"s ( no little fame--8 family _h giv5 to ! ,*ur*2 & engrav+s & photographs ( pictures t _h especially mov$ him2 & ! few pa9t+s 8 small =tune1 ek$ out by an almo/ p5uri\s ab/95ce f ! ?+s mo/ m5 desire1 _h enabl$ him to buy 9 8 travels4 ,! pictures t ,i knew be/1 = !y _h hung !re longe/1 :e!r reproductions or orig9als1 7 ( ! ,si5ese ,s*ool1 :i* he _h /udi$ = a long "t1 claim+ t x alone ( ! s*ools ( ! _w pictur$ n ! _w b :at is reveal$ to sa9ts 9 _! dreams & visions4 ,! ,si5ese alone among ,italians1 he w\ld say1 c\ld n or w\ld n repres5t ! pride ( life1 ! pleasure 9 swift movem5t or su/a9+ /r5g?1 or voluptu\s fle%4 ,!y 7 s little int]e/$ 9 ^! ?+s t !re (t5 seem$ to be no human body at all "u ! robe ( ! sa9t1 b !y c\ld repres5t by a b[$ head1 or uplift$ face1 man's rev]5ce be=e ,et]nity z no o!rs c\ld1 & !y 7 at _! happie/ :5 mank9d _h dw9dl$ to a little gr\p silh\ett$ ^u a gold5 abyss1 z if !y saw ! _w habitually f f> (f4 ,:5 ,i _h prais$ "s s*ool t _h dipp$ deep] into life1 he w\ld pr(ess to discov] a m int5se emotion ?an life knew 9 ^? d>k outl9es4 ',put ev5 ,francesca1 :o felt ! sup]natural z deeply1' he w\ld say1 'beside ! "w ( ,si5a1 & "o f9ds a fa9t impurity 9 8 awe1 a t\* ( gho/ly t]ror1 :]e love & humbl5ess _h be/ be5 all4' ,he _h (t5 told me ( 8 hope t by fill+ 8 m9d ) ^? holy pictures he w\ld help himself to atta9 at la/ to vision & ec/asy1 & ( 8 disappo9tm5t at nev] gett+ m ?an dreams ( a curi\s & brok5 beauty4 ,b ( late he _h add$ pictures ( a diff]5t k9d1 ,fr5* symboli/ic pictures :i* he _h b\ght = a few p\nds f little-kn[n pa9t]s1 ,engli% & ,fr5* pictures ( ! ,s*ool ( ! ,engli% ,pre-,raphaelites2 & n[ he /ood = a mom5t & said1 ',i h *ang$ my ta/e4 ,i am fasc9at$ a little aga9/ my w by ^! faces1 :]e ,i f9d ! pallor ( s\ls trembl+ betwe5 ! excitem5t ( ! fle% & ! excitem5t ( ! _s1 & by l&scapes t are creat$ by height5+ ! obscurity & disord] ( nature4 ,^! l&scapes d n /ir ! imag9ation to ! en]gies ( sanctity b z to orgiac danc+ & prophetic fr5zy4' ,i saw ) "s res5tm5t new images :]e ! old ones _h (t5 made t long gray1 dim1 empty1 e*o+ passage become to my eyes a ve/ibule ( ,et]nity4 ,almo/ e detail ( ! *apel1 :i* we ent]$ by a n>r[ ,go?ic door1 ^: ?re%old _h be5 worn smoo? by ! secret wor%ipp]s ( ! p5al times1 0 vivid 9 my memory2 = x 0 9 ?is *apel t ,i _h fir/1 & :5 b a boy1 be5 mov$ by ! m$ivalism :i* is n[1 ,i ?9k1 ! gov]n+ influ5ce 9 my life4 ,! only ?+ t seem$ new 0 a squ>e bronze box :i* /ood ^u ! alt> be=e ! six unlight$ c&les & ! ebony crucifix1 & 0 l ^? made 9 anci5t times ( m preci\s sub/ances to hold ! sacr$ books4 ,ah]ne made me sit d[n on an oak b5*1 & hav+ b[$ v l[ be=e ! crucifix1 took ! bronze box f ! alt>1 & sat d[n beside me ) ! box ^u 8 knees4 ',y w p]haps h =gott51' he said1 'mo/ ( :at y h read ab\t ,joa*im ( ,flora1 = he is little m ?an a "n to ev5 ! well read4 ,he 0 an abbot 9 ,cortale 9 ! twelf? c5tury1 & is be/ kn[n = 8 prophecy1 9 a book call$ ,expositio 9 ,apocalyps91 t ! ,k+dom ( ! ,fa!r 0 pass$1 ! ,k+dom ( ! ,son pass+1 ! ,k+dom ( ! ,_s yet to come4 ,! ,k+dom ( ! ,_s 0 to be a complete triumph ( ! ,_s1 ! spiritualis intellig5tia he call$ x1 ov] ! dead lett]4 ,he _h _m foll[]s among ! m extreme ,franciscans1 & ^! 7 accus$ ( possess+ a secret book ( 8 call$ ! ,lib] ,induc5s 9 ,evangelium t]num4 ,aga9 & aga9 gr\ps ( vision>ies 7 accus$ ( possess+ ?is t]rible book1 9 :i* ! fre$om ( ! ,r5aissance lay hidd51 until at la/ ,pope ,alex&] ,,iv4 _h x f\nd & ca/ into ! flames4 ,i h "h ! greate/ treasure ! _w conta9s4 ,i h a copy ( t book2 & see :at great arti/s h made ! robes 9 :i* x is wrapp$4 ,! great] portion ( ! book itself is illum9at$ 9 ! ,byzant9e /yle1 :i* s few c>e = to-day1 b :i* moves me because ^! tall1 emaciat$ angels & sa9ts seem to h less relation to ! _w ab\t u ?an to an ab/ract patt]n ( fl[+ l9es t sugge/ an imag9ation absorb$ 9 ! contemplation ( ,et]nity4 ,ev5 if y d n c>e = s =mal an art1 y _c help see+ t "w :]e !re is s mu* gold1 & ( t purple col\r :i* has gold dissolv$ 9 x1 0 valu$ at a great price 9 its day4 ,b x 0 only at ! ,r5aissance ! lab\r 0 sp5t ^u x :i* has made x ! priceless ?+ x is4 ,! wood5 bo>ds ( ! cov] %[ by ! a/rological allegories pa9t$ ^u !m1 z by ! /yle ( pa9t+ itself1 "s craftsman ( ! s*ool ( ,francesco ,cossi ( ,f]r>a1 b ! gold clasps & h+es are kn[n to be ! "w ( ,b5v5uto ,cell9i1 :o made likewise ! bronze box & cov]$ x ) gods & demons1 ^: eyes are clos$1 to signify an absorption 9 ! inn] light4' ,i took ! book 9 my h&s & began turn+ ov] ! gild$1 _m-col\r$ pages1 hold+ x close to ! c&le to discov] ! texture ( ! pap]4 ',:]e did y get ?is amaz+ book8' ,i said4 ',if g5u9e1 & ,i _c judge by ?is light1 y h discov]$ "o ( ! mo/ preci\s ?+s 9 ! _w4' ',x is c]ta9ly g5u9e1' he repli$4 ',:5 ! orig9al 0 de/roy$1 "o copy alone rema9$1 & 0 9 ! h&s ( a lute-play] ( ,flor5ce1 & f him x pass$ to 8 son1 & s f g5]ation to g5]ation until x came to ! lute-play] :o 0 fa!r to ,b5v5uto ,cell9i1 & f ,b5v5uto ,cell9i to t ,c>d9al ( ,f]r>a :o releas$ him f prison1 & f him to a natural son1 s f g5]ation to g5]ation1 ! /ory ( its w&]+ pass+ on ) x1 until x came into ! possession ( ! family ( ,aret9o1 & to ,giulio ,aret9o1 an arti/ & work] 9 metals1 & /ud5t ( ! kabali/ic h]esies ( ,pico della ,mir&ola4 ,he sp5t _m nights ) me at ,rome1 discuss+ philosophy2 & at la/ ,i won 8 confid5ce s p]fectly t he %[$ me ?is1 8 greate/ treasure2 &1 f9d+ h[ mu* ,i valu$ x1 & feel+ t he himself 0 gr[+ old & beyond ! help ( its tea*+1 he sold x to me = no great sum1 consid]+ its great preci\sness4' ',:at is ! doctr9e8' ,i said4 ',"s m$ival /raw-splitt+ ab\t ! nature ( ! ,tr9ity1 :i* is only useful to-day to %[ h[ _m ?+s are unimportant to u1 :i* once %ook ! _w8' ',i c\ld nev] make y und]/&1' he said1 ) a sigh1 't no?+ is unimportant 9 belief1 b ev5 y w admit t ?is book goes to ! he>t4 ,d y see ! tables on :i* ! comm&m5ts 7 writt5 9 ,lat98' ,i look$ to ! end ( ! room1 opposite to ! alt>1 & saw t ! two m>ble tablets 7 gone1 & t two l>ge empty tablets ( ivory1 l l>ge copies ( ! little tablets we set ov] our desks1 _h tak5 _! place4 ',x has swept ! comm&m5ts ( ! ,fa!r away1' he w5t on1 '& displac$ ! comm&m5ts ( ! ,son by ! comm&m5ts ( ! ,holy ,_s4 ,! fir/ book is call$ ,fractura ,tabul>um4 ,9 ! fir/ *apt] x m5tions ! names ( ! great arti/s :o made !m grav5 ?+s & ! lik5ess ( _m ?+s1 & ador$ !m & s]v$ !m2 & ! second ! names ( ! great wits :o took ! "n ( ! ,"l _! ,god 9 va92 & t long ?ird *apt]1 set ) ! emblems ( sanctifi$ faces1 & hav+ w+s ^u its bord]s1 is ! praise ( break]s ( ! sev5? day & wa/]s ( ! six days1 :o yet liv$ comely & pleasant days4 ,^? two *apt]s tell ( m5 & wom5 :o rail$ ^u _! p>5ts1 rememb]+ t _! god 0 old] ?an ! god ( _! p>5ts2 & t :i* has ! sword ( ,mi*ael = an emblem comm5ds ! k+s t wr\ght secret murd] & s won = _! p a peace t 0 amore somnoque gravata et ve/ibus v]sicoloribus1 heavy ) love & sleep & _m-col\r$ raim5t2 & t ) ! pale /> at ! clos+ has ! lives ( ! noble y\?s :o lov$ ! wives ( o!rs & 7 trans=m$ into memories1 :i* h trans=m$ _m poor] he>ts into sweet flames2 & t ) ! w+$ head is ! hi/ory ( ! robb]s :o liv$ ^u ! sea or 9 ! des]t1 lives :i* x comp>es to ! twitt]+ ( ! /r+ ( a b[1 n]vi /rid5tis in/>2 & ^? two la/1 t are fire & gold1 are devot$ to ! satiri/s :o bore false witness aga9/ _! neighb\rs & yet illu/rat$ et]nal wra?1 & to ^? t h covet$ m ?an o!r m5 ! h\se ( ,god1 & all ?+s t are ,81 :i* no man has se5 & h&l$1 except 9 madness & 9 dreams4 ',! second book is call$ ,lex ,secreta1 & describes ! true inspiration ( action1 ! only ,et]nal ,evangel2 & ends ) a vision1 :i* he saw among ! m\nta9s ( ,la ,sila1 ( 8 disciples sitt+ ?ron$ 9 ! blue deep ( ! air1 & laugh+ al\d1 ) a laught] t 0 l ! ru/l+ ( ! w+s ( ,"t3 ,coelis 9 cruleis rid5tes s$ebant discipuli mei sup] ?ronos3 talis erat risus1 qualis temporis p5nati susurrus4' ',i "k little ( ,joa*im ( ,flora1' ,i said1 'except t ,dante set him 9 ,p>adise among ! great doctors4 ,if he held a h]esy s s+ul>1 ,i _c und]/& h[ no rum\rs ( x came to ! e>s ( ,dante2 & ,dante made no peace ) ! enemies ( ! ,*ur*4' ',joa*im ( ,flora ackn[l$g$ op5ly ! au?ority ( ! ,*ur*1 & ev5 ask$ t all 8 publi%$ writ+s1 & ^? to be publi%$ by 8 desire aft] 8 dea?1 %\ld be submitt$ to ! c5sor%ip ( ! ,pope4 ,he consid]$ t ^? ^: "w 0 to live & n to reveal 7 *ildr5 & t ! ,pope 0 _! ,fa!r2 b he taught 9 secret t c]ta9 o!rs1 & 9 always increas+ numb]s1 7 elect$1 n to live1 b to reveal t hidd5 sub/ance ( ,god :i* is col\r & music & s(tness & a sweet od\r2 & t ^! h no fa!r b ! ,holy ,_s4 ,j z poets & pa9t]s & musicians lab\r at _! works1 build+ !m ) lawless & lawful ?+s alike1 s long z !y embody ! beauty t is beyond ! grave1 ^! *ildr5 ( ! ,holy ,_s lab\r at _! mom5ts ) eyes ^u ! %9+ sub/ance on :i* ,"t has heap$ ! refuse ( creation2 = ! _w only exi/s to be a tale 9 ! e>s ( com+ g5]ations2 & t]ror & cont5t1 bir? & dea?1 love & hatr$1 & ! fruit ( ! ,tree1 are b in/rum5ts = t supreme art :i* is to w9 u f life & ga!r u into et]nity l doves into _! dove-cots4 ',i %all g away 9 a little :ile & travel into _m l&s1 t ,i may "k all accid5ts & de/9ies1 & :5 ,i return w write my secret law ^u ^? ivory tablets1 j z poets & romance writ]s h writt5 ! pr9ciples ( _! art 9 prefaces2 & :5 ,i "k :at pr9ciple ( life1 discov]able at fir/ by imag9ation & in/9ct1 ,i am to express1 ,i w ga!r my pupils t !y may discov] _! law 9 ! /udy ( my law1 z poets & pa9t]s discov] _! own art ( expression by ! /udy ( "s ,ma/]4 ,i "k no?+ c]ta9 z yet b ?is--,i am to become completely alive1 t is1 completely passionate1 = beauty is only ano!r "n = p]fect passion4 ,i %all create a _w :]e ! :ole lives ( m5 %all be articulat$ & simplifi$ z if sev5ty ye>s 7 b "o mom5t1 or z !y 7 ! leap+ ( a fi% or ! op5+ ( a fl[]4' ,he 0 pac+ up & d[n1 & ,i li/5$ to ! f]v\r ( 8 words & wat*$ ! excitem5t ( 8 ge/ures ) n a little conc]n4 ,i _h be5 accu/om$ to welcome ! mo/ s+ul> speculations1 & _h always f\nd !m z h>mless z ! ,p]sian cat :o half closes h] m$itative eyes & /ret*es out h] long claws be=e my fire4 ,b n[ ,i w\ld battle 9 ! int]e/s ( or?odoxy1 ev5 ( ! commonplace3 & yet c\ld f9d no?+ bett] to say ?an3 ',x is n necess>y to judge ev]yone by ! law1 = we h also ,*ri/'s comm&m5t ( love4' ,he turn$ & said1 look+ at me ) %9+ eyes3 ',jona?an ,swift made a s\l = ! g5tlem5 ( ?is city by hat+ 8 neighb\r z himself4' ',at any rate1 y _c d5y t to tea* s dang]\s a doctr9e is to accept a t]rible responsibility4' ',leon>do da ,v9ci1' he repli$1 'has ?is noble s5t5ce3 ,! hope & desire ( return+ home to "o's =m] /ate is l ! mo?'s desire = ! light2 & ! man :o ) con/ant long+ awaits ea* new mon? & new ye>1 deem+ t ! ?+s he longs = are ev] too late 9 com+1 does n p]ceive t he is long+ = 8 own de/ruction4 ,h[1 !n1 c ! pa?way :i* w lead u into ! he>t ( ,god be o!r ?an dang]\s8 :y %\ld y1 :o are no mat]iali/1 *]i% ! cont9uity & ord] ( ! _w z ^? d :o h only ! _w8 ,y d n value ! writ]s :o w express no?+ unless _! reason und]/&s h[ x w make :at is call$ ! "r m easy2 :y1 !n1 w y d5y a l fre$om to ! supreme art1 ! art :i* is ! f\ndation ( all arts8 ,yes1 ,i %all s5d out ( ?is *apel sa9ts1 lov]s1 rebels & prophets3 s\ls :o w surr\nd !mselves ) peace1 z ) a ne/ made ) grass2 & o!rs ov] :om ,i %all weep4 ,! du/ %all fall = _m ye>s ov] ?is little box2 & !n ,i %all op5 x2 & ! tumults1 :i* are1 p]haps1 ! flames ( ! la/ day1 %all come f "u ! lid4' ,i did n reason ) him t night1 because 8 excitem5t 0 great & ,i fe>$ to make him angry2 & :5 ,i call$ at 8 h\se a few days lat]1 he 0 gone & 8 h\se 0 lock$ up & empty4 ,i h deeply regrett$ my failure bo? to combat 8 h]esy & to te/ ! g5u95ess ( 8 /range book4 ,s9ce my conv]sion ,i h inde$ done p5ance = an error :i* ,i 0 only able to measure aft] "s ye>s4 ,,ii ,i 0 walk+ along "o ( ! ,dubl9 quays1 on ! side ne>e/ ! riv]1 ab\t t5 ye>s aft] our conv]sation1 /opp+ f "t to "t to turn ov] ! books ^u an old book/all1 & ?9k+1 curi\sly en\gh1 ( ! t]rible de/9y ( ,mi*ael ,rob>tes1 & 8 bro!rhood2 :5 ,i saw a tall & b5t man walk+ sl[ly along ! o!r side ( ! quay4 ,i recogniz$1 ) a />t1 9 a lifeless mask ) dim eyes1 ! once resolute & delicate face ( ,ow5 ,ah]ne4 ,i cross$ ! quay quickly1 b _h n gone _m y>ds be=e he turn$ away1 z ?\gh he _h se5 me1 & hurri$ d[n a side /reet2 ,i foll[$1 b only to lose him among ! intricate /reets on ! nor? side ( ! riv]4 ,dur+ ! next few weeks ,i inquir$ ( ev]ybody :o _h once kn[n him1 b he _h made himself kn[n to nobody2 & ,i knock$1 )\t result1 at ! door ( 8 old h\se2 & _h ne>ly p]suad$ myself t ,i 0 mi/ak51 :5 ,i saw him aga9 9 a n>r[ /reet beh9d ! ,f\r ,c\rts1 & foll[$ him to ! door ( 8 h\se4 ,i laid my h& on 8 arm2 he turn$ q )\t surprise2 & inde$ x is possible t to him1 ^: inn] life _h soak$ up ! out] life1 a p>t+ ( ye>s 0 a p>t+ f =5oon to aft]noon4 ,he /ood hold+ ! door half op51 z ?\gh he w\ld keep me f ent]+2 & w\ld p]haps h p>t$ f me )\t fur!r words _h ,i n said3 ',ow5 ,ah]ne1 y tru/$ me once1 w y n tru/ me aga91 & tell me :at has come ( ! ideas we discuss$ 9 ?is h\se t5 ye>s ago8--b p]haps y h already =gott5 !m4' ',y h a "r to he>1' he said1 '= s9ce ,i h told y ! ideas1 ,i %\ld tell y ! extreme dang] !y conta91 or r ! b\ndless wick$ness !y conta92 b :5 y h he>d ?is we mu/ "p1 & "p = ev]1 because ,i am lo/1 & mu/ be hidd56' ,i foll[$ him ?r\gh ! pav$ passage1 & saw t its corn]s 7 *ok$1 & ! pictures gray1 ) du/ & cobwebs2 & t ! du/ & cobwebs :i* cov]$ ! ruby & sapphire ( ! sa9ts on ! w9d[ _h made x v dim4 ,he po9t$ to :]e ! ivory tablets glimm]$ fa9tly 9 ! dimness1 & ,i saw t !y 7 cov]$ ) small writ+1 & w5t up to !m & began to read ! writ+4 ,x 0 9 ,lat91 & 0 an elaborate casui/ry1 illu/rat$ ) _m examples1 b :e!r f 8 own life or f ! lives ( o!rs ,i d n "k4 ,i _h read b a few s5t5ces :5 ,i imag9$ t a fa9t p]fume _h begun to fill ! room1 & turn+ r\nd ask$ ,ow5 ,ah]ne if he 7 light+ ! inc5se4 ',no1' he repli$1 & po9t$ :]e ! ?urible lay ru/y & empty on "o ( ! b5*es2 z he spoke ! fa9t p]fume seem$ to vani%1 & ,i 0 p]suad$ ,i _h imag9$ x4 ',has ! philosophy ( ! ,lib] ,induc5s 9 ,evangelium t]num made y v unhappy8' ,i said4 ',at fir/ ,i 0 full ( happ9ess1' he repli$1 '= ,i felt a div9e ec/asy1 an immortal fire 9 e passion1 9 e hope1 9 e desire1 9 e dream2 & ,i saw1 9 ! %ad[s "u leaves1 9 ! holl[ wat]s1 9 ! eyes ( m5 & wom51 its image1 z 9 a mirror2 & x 0 z ?\gh ,i 0 ab\t to t\* ! ,he>t ( ,god4 ,!n all *ang$ & ,i 0 full ( mis]y1 & ,i said to myself t ,i 0 caught 9 ! glitt]+ folds ( an enorm\s s]p5t1 & 0 fall+ ) him ?r\gh a fa?omless abyss1 & t h5ce=? ! glitt]+ folds 7 my _w2 & 9 my mis]y x 0 reveal$ to me t man c only come to t ,he>t ?r\gh ! s5se ( sep>ation f x :i* we call s91 & ,i und]/ood t ,i c\ld n s91 because ,i _h discov]$ ! law ( my be+1 & c\ld only express or fail to express my be+1 & ,i und]/ood t ,god has made a simple & an arbitr>y law t we may s9 & rep5t6' ,he _h sat d[n on "o ( ! wood5 b5*es & n[ became sil5t1 8 b[$ head & hang+ arms & li/less body hav+ m ( dejection ?an any image ,i h met ) 9 life or 9 any art4 ,i w5t & /ood lean+ aga9/ ! alt>1 & wat*$ him1 n kn[+ :at ,i %\ld say2 & ,i notic$ 8 black closely-button$ coat1 8 %ort hair1 & %av5 head1 :i* pres]v$ a memory ( 8 prie/ly ambition1 & und]/ood h[ ,ca?olicism _h seiz$ him 9 ! mid/ ( ! v]tigo he call$ philosophy2 & ,i notic$ 8 lightless eyes & 8 e>?-col\r$ complexion1 & und]/ood h[ %e _h fail$ to d m ?an hold him on ! m>g93 & ,i 0 full ( an angui% ( pity4 ',x may be1' he w5t on1 't ! angels ^: he>ts are %ad[s ( ! ,div9e ,he>t1 & ^: bodies are made ( ! ,div9e ,intellect1 may come to :]e _! long+ is always by a ?ir/ = ! div9e ec/asy1 ! immortal fire1 t is 9 passion1 9 hope1 9 desire1 9 dreams2 b we ^: he>ts p]i% e mom5t1 & ^: bodies melt away l a sigh1 mu/ b[ & obey6' ,i w5t ne>] to him & said3 ',pray] & rep5tance w make y l o!r m54' ',no1 no1' he said1 ',i am n among ^? = :om ,*ri/ di$1 & ?is is :y ,i mu/ be hidd54 ,i h a leprosy t ev5 et]nity _c cure4 ,i h se5 ! :ole1 & h[ c ,i come aga9 to believe t a "p is ! :ole8 ,i h lo/ my s\l because ,i h look$ out ( ! eyes ( ! angels4' ,sudd5ly ,i saw1 or imag9$ t ,i saw1 ! room d>k51 & fa9t figures rob$ 9 purple1 & lift+ fa9t tor*es ) arms t gleam$ l silv]1 b5d+1 above ,ow5 ,ah]ne2 & ,i saw1 or imag9$ t ,i saw1 drops1 z ( burn+ gum1 fall f ! tor*es1 & a heavy purple smoke1 z ( inc5se1 come p\r+ f ! flames & sweep+ ab\t u4 ,ow5 ,ah]ne1 m happy ?an ,i :o h be5 half initiat$ into ! ,ord] ( ! ,al*emical ,rose1 & protect$ p]haps by 8 great piety1 _h sunk aga9 into dejection & li/lessness1 & saw none ( ^! ?+s2 b my knees %ook "u me1 = ! purple-rob$ figures 7 less fa9t e mom5t1 & n[ ,i c\ld he> ! hiss+ ( ! gum 9 ! tor*es4 ,!y did n appe> to see me1 = _! eyes 7 ^u ,ow5 ,ah]ne2 & n[ & aga9 ,i c\ld he> !m sigh z ?\gh ) sorr[ = 8 sorr[1 & pres5tly ,i he>d words :i* ,i c\ld n und]/& except t !y 7 words ( sorr[1 & sweet z ?\gh immortal 0 talk+ to immortal4 ,!n "o ( !m wav$ h] tor*1 & all ! tor*es wav$1 & = a mom5t x 0 z ?\gh "s great bird made ( flames _h flutt]$ its plumage1 & a voice cri$ z f f> up 9 ! air3 ',he has *>g$ ev5 8 angels ) folly1 & !y also b[ & obey2 b let y\r he>t m+le ) our he>ts1 :i* are wr\ght ( div9e ec/asy1 & y\r body ) our bodies1 :i* are wr\ght ( div9e intellect4' ,& at t cry ,i und]/ood t ! ,ord] ( ! ,al*emical ,rose 0 n ( ?is e>?1 & t x 0 /ill seek+ ov] ?is e>? = :atev] s\ls x c\ld ga!r )9 its glitt]+ net2 & :5 all ! faces turn$ t[>ds me1 & ,i saw ! mild eyes & ! un%ak5 eyelids1 ,i 0 full ( t]ror1 & ?\ght !y 7 ab\t to fl+ _! tor*es ^u me1 s t all ,i held de>1 all t b\nd me to spiritual & social ord]1 w\ld be burnt up1 & my s\l left nak$ & %iv]+ among ! w9ds t bl[ f beyond ?is _w & f beyond ! />s2 & !n a fa9t voice cri$1 ',:y d y fly f our tor*es t 7 made out ( ! trees "u :i* ,*ri/ wept 9 ! ,g>d5 ( ,ge?semane8 ,:y d y fly f our tor*es t 7 made out ( sweet wood1 aft] x _h p]i%$ f ! _w & come to u :o made x ( old times ) our brea?8' ,x 0 n until ! door ( ! h\se _h clos$ beh9d my flight1 & ! noise ( ! /reet 0 break+ on my e>s1 t ,i came back to myself & to a little ( my c\rage2 & ,i h nev] d>$ to pass ! h\se ( ,ow5 ,ah]ne f t day1 ev5 ?\gh ,i believe him to h be5 driv5 into "s di/ant c\ntry by ! spirits ^: "n is legion1 & ^: ?rone is 9 ! indef9ite abyss1 & :om he obeys & _c see4 ,,! ,,adoration ,,( ,,! ,,magi ,,! ,,adoration ,,( ,,! ,,magi ,i 0 sitt+ read+ late into ! night a little aft] my la/ meet+ ) ,ah]ne1 :5 ,i he>d a light knock+ on my front door4 ,i f\nd ^u ! door/ep ?ree v old m5 ) /\t /icks 9 _! h&s1 :o said !y _h be5 told ,i %\ld be up & ab\t1 & t !y 7 to tell me important ?+s4 ,i br\ght !m into my /udy1 & :5 ! peacock curta9s _h clos$ beh9d u1 ,i set _! *airs = !m close to ! fire1 = ,i saw t ! fro/ 0 on _! great-coats ( frieze & ^u ! long be>ds t fl[$ almo/ to _! wai/s4 ,!y took (f _! great-coats1 & lean$ ov] ! fire w>m+ _! h&s1 & ,i saw t _! clo!s _h mu* ( ! c\ntry ( our "t1 b a little also1 z x seem$ to me1 ( ! t[n life ( a m c\rtly "t4 ,:5 !y _h w>m$ !mselves--& !y w>m$ !mselves1 ,i ?\ght1 less because ( ! cold ( ! night ?an because ( a pleasure 9 w>m? = ! sake ( w>m?--!y turn$ t[>ds me1 s t ! light ( ! lamp fell full ^u _! wea!r-beat5 faces1 & told ! /ory ,i am ab\t to tell4 ,n[ "o talk$ & n[ ano!r1 & !y (t5 int]rupt$ "o ano!r1 ) a desire l t ( c\ntrym51 :5 !y tell a /ory1 to leave no detail untold4 ,:5 !y _h f9i%$ !y made me take notes ( :atev] conv]sation !y _h quot$1 s t ,i might h ! exact words1 & got up to g4 ,:5 ,i ask$ !m :]e !y 7 go+1 & :at !y 7 do+1 & by :at names ,i %\ld call !m1 !y w\ld tell me no?+1 except t !y _h be5 comm&$ to travel ov] ,irel& cont9ually1 & ^u foot & at night1 t !y might live close to ! /ones & ! trees & at ! h\rs :5 ! immortals are awake4 ,i h let "s ye>s g by be=e writ+ out ?is /ory1 = ,i am always 9 dread ( ! illusions :i* come ( t inquietude ( ! veil ( ! ,temple1 :i* ,m4 ,mall>m consid]s a *>act]i/ic ( our times2 & only write x n[ because ,i h gr[n to believe t !re is no dang]\s idea :i* does n become less dang]\s :5 writt5 out 9 s9c]e & c>eful ,engli%4 ,! ?ree old m5 7 ?ree bro!rs1 :o _h liv$ 9 "o ( ! we/]n isl&s f _! e>ly manhood1 & _h c>$ all _! lives = no?+ except = ^? classical writ]s & old ,gaelic writ]s :o exp\nd$ an h]oic & simple life2 night aft] night 9 w9t]1 ,gaelic /ory-tell]s w\ld *ant old poems to !m ov] ! pote52 & night aft] night 9 summ]1 :5 ! ,gaelic /ory-tell]s 7 at "w 9 ! fields or away at ! fi%+1 !y w\ld read to "o ano!r ,virgil & ,hom]1 = !y w\ld n enjoy 9 solitude1 b z ! anci5ts enjoy$4 ,at la/ a man1 :o told !m he 0 ,mi*ael ,rob>tes1 came to !m 9 a fi%+ boat1 l ,/4 ,br&an drawn by "s vision & call$ by "s voice2 & spoke ( ! com+ aga9 ( ! gods & ! anci5t ?+s2 & _! he>ts1 :i* _h nev] endur$ ! body & pressure ( our "t1 b only ( di/ant times1 f\nd no?+ unlikely 9 any?+ he told !m1 b accept$ all simply & 7 happy4 ,ye>s pass$1 & "o day1 :5 ! olde/ ( ! old m51 :o travell$ 9 8 y\? & ?\ght sometimes ( o!r l&s1 look$ out on ! grey wat]s1 on :i* ! p see ! dim outl9e ( ! ,isl&s ( ! ,"y--! ,happy ,isl&s :]e ! ,gaelic h]oes live ! lives ( ,hom]'s ,phacians--a voice came out ( ! air ov] ! wat]s & told him ( ! dea? ( ,mi*ael ,rob>tes4 ,!y 7 /ill m\rn+ :5 ! next olde/ ( ! old m5 fell asleep :ile read+ out ! ,fif? ,eclogue ( ,virgil1 & a /range voice spoke ?r\gh him1 & bid !m set out = ,p>is1 :]e a woman lay dy+1 :o w\ld reveal to !m ! secret names ( ! gods1 :i* c be p]fectly spok5 only :5 ! m9d is /eep$ 9 c]ta9 col\rs & c]ta9 s\nds & c]ta9 od\rs2 b at ^: p]fect speak+ ! immortals cease to be cries & %ad[s1 & walk & talk ) "o l m5 & wom54 ,!y left _! isl&1 at fir/ mu* tr\bl$ at all !y saw 9 ! _w1 & came to ,p>is1 & !re ! y\nge/ met a p]son 9 a dream1 :o told him !y 7 to w&] ab\t at haz>d until ^? :o _h be5 guid+ _! foot/eps _h br\ght !m to a /reet & a h\se1 ^: lik5ess 0 %[n him 9 ! dream4 ,!y w&]$ hi!r & ?i!r = _m days1 b "o morn+ !y came into "s n>r[ & %abby /reets1 on ! s\? ( ! ,se9e1 :]e wom5 ) pale faces & untidy hair look$ at !m out ( ! w9d[s2 & j z !y 7 ab\t to turn back because ,wisdom c\ld n h alight$ 9 s fooli% a neighb\rhood1 !y came to ! /reet & ! h\se ( ! dream4 ,! olde/ ( ! old m51 :o /ill rememb]$ "s ( ! mod]n languages he _h kn[n 9 8 y\?1 w5t up to ! door & knock$1 b :5 he _h knock$1 ! next 9 age to him said x 0 n a good h\se1 & c\ld n be ! h\se !y 7 look+ =1 & urg$ him to ask = "s "o !y knew 0 n !re & g away4 ,! door 0 op5$ by an old ov]-dress$ woman1 :o said1 ',o1 y are h] ?ree k9sm5 f ,irel&4 ,%e has be5 expect+ y all day4' ,! old m5 look$ at "o ano!r & foll[$ h] up/airs1 pass+ doors f :i* pale & untidy wom5 ?ru/ out _! heads1 & into a room :]e a beautiful woman lay asleep 9 a b$1 ) ano!r woman sitt+ by h]4 ,! old woman said3 ',yes !y h come at la/2 n[ %e w be able to die 9 peace1' & w5t out4 ',we h be5 deceiv$ by devils1' said "o ( ! old m51 '= ! immortals w\ld n speak ?r\gh a woman l ?is4' ',yes1' said ano!r1 'we h be5 deceiv$ by devils1 & we mu/ g away quickly4' ',yes1' said ! ?ird1 'we h be5 deceiv$ by devils1 b let u kneel d[n = a little1 = we are by ! dea?b$ ( "o t has be5 beautiful4' ,!y knelt d[n1 & ! woman :o sat by ! b$1 & seem$ to be ov]come ) fe> & awe1 l[]$ h] head4 ,!y wat*$ = a little ! face ^u ! pill[ & wond]$ at its look1 z ( unqu5*able desire1 & at ! porcela9-l ref9em5t ( ! vessel 9 :i* s malevol5t a flame _h burn$4 ,sudd5ly ! second olde/ ( !m cr[$ l a cock1 & until ! room seem$ to %ake ) ! cr[+4 ,! woman 9 ! b$ /ill slept on 9 h] dea?-l sleep1 b ! woman :o sat by h] head cross$ h]self & grew pale1 & ! y\nge/ ( ! old m5 cri$ out3 ',a devil has gone into him1 & we mu/ begone or x w g into u also4' ,be=e !y c\ld rise f _! knees a resonant *ant+ voice came f ! lips t _h cr[$ & said3 ',i am n a devil1 b ,i am ,h]mes ! ,%eph]d ( ! ,dead1 & ,i run ^u ! err&s ( ! gods1 & y h he>d my sign1 t has be5 my sign f ! old days4 ,b[ d[n be=e h] f ^: lips ! secret names ( ! immortals1 & ( ! ?+s ne> _! he>ts1 are ab\t to come1 t ! immortals may come aga9 into ! _w4 ,b[ d[n1 & und]/& t :5 !y are ab\t to ov]?r[ ! ?+s t are to-day & br+ ! ?+s t 7 ye/]day1 !y h no "o to help !m1 b "o :om ! ?+s t are to-day h ca/ out4 ,b[ d[n & v l[1 = !y h *os5 = _! prie/ess ?is woman 9 ^: he>t all follies h ga!r$1 & 9 ^: body all desires h awak$2 ?is woman :o has be5 driv5 out ( ,"t1 & has la9 ^u ! bosom ( ,et]nity4 ,aft] y h b[$ d[n ! old ?+s %all be aga91 & ano!r ,argo %all c>ry h]oes ov] sea1 & ano!r ,a*illes beleagu] ano!r ,troy4' ,! voice end$ ) a sigh1 & imm$iately ! old man awoke out ( sleep1 & said3 ',has a voice spok5 ?r\gh me1 z x did :5 ,i fell asleep ov] my ,virgil1 or h ,i only be5 asleep8' ,! olde/ ( !m said3 ',a voice has spok5 ?r\gh y4 ,:]e has y\r s\l be5 :ile ! voice 0 speak+ ?r\gh y8' ',i d n "k :]e my s\l has be51 b ,i dream$ ,i 0 "u ! ro( ( a mang]1 & ,i look$ d[n & ,i saw an ox & an ass2 & ,i saw a r$ cock p]*+ on ! hay-rack2 & a woman hugg+ a *ild2 & ?ree old m51 9 arm\r1 /udd$ ) rubies1 kneel+ ) _! heads b[$ v l[ 9 front ( ! woman & ! *ild4 ,:ile ,i 0 look+ ! cock cr[$ & a man ) w+s on 8 heels swept up ?r\gh ! air1 & z he pass$ me1 cri$ out3 ,fooli% old m51 y _h once all ! wisdom ( ! />s4 ,i d n und]/& my dream or :at x w\ld h u d1 b y :o h he>d ! voice out ( ! wisdom ( my sleep "k :at we h to d4' ,!n ! olde/ ( ! old m5 told him !y 7 to take ! p>*m5ts !y _h br\ght ) !m out ( _! pockets & spread !m on ! gr\nd4 ,:5 !y _h spread !m on ! gr\nd1 !y took out ( _! pockets _! p5s1 made ( ?ree fea!rs1 :i* _h fall5 f ! w+ ( ! old eagle t is believ$ to h talk$ ( wisdom ) ,/4 ,patrick4 ',he meant1 ,i ?9k1' said ! y\nge/1 z he put _! ink-bottles by ! side ( ! rolls ( p>*m5t1 't :5 p are good ! _w likes !m & takes possession ( !m1 & s et]nity comes ?r\gh p :o are n good or :o h be5 =gott54 ,p]haps ,*ri/ianity 0 good & ! _w lik$ x1 s n[ x is go+ away & ! immortals are beg9n+ to awake4' ',:at y say has no wisdom1' said ! olde/1 'because if !re are _m immortals1 !re _c be only "o immortal4' ,!n ! woman 9 ! b$ sat up & look$ ab\t h] ) wild eyes2 & ! olde/ ( ! old m5 said3 ',lady1 we h come to write d[n ! secret names1' & at 8 words a look ( great joy came into h] face4 ,pres5tly %e began to speak sl[ly1 & yet eag]ly1 z ?\gh %e knew %e _h b a little :ile to live1 & 9 ! ,gaelic ( _! own c\ntry2 & %e spoke to !m _m secret p[]ful names1 & ( ! col\rs1 & od\rs1 & weapons1 & in/rum5ts ( music & in/rum5ts ( h&icraft belong+ to ! own]s ( ^? names2 b mo/ ab\t ! ,sidhe ( ,irel& & ( _! love = ! ,cauldron1 & ! ,:et/one1 & ! ,sword1 & ! ,spe>4 ,!n %e toss$ feebly = a :ile & moan$1 & :5 %e spoke aga9 x 0 9 s fa9t a murmur t ! woman :o sat by ! b$ lean$ d[n to li/51 & :ile %e 0 li/5+ ! _s w5t out ( ! body4 ,!n ! olde/ ( ! old m5 said 9 ,fr5* to ! woman :o 0 /ill b5d+ ov] ! b$3 ',!re mu/ h be5 yet "o "n :i* %e _h n giv5 u1 = %e murmur$ a "n :ile ! _s 0 go+ out ( ! body1' & ! woman said1 ',%e 0 b murmur+ ov] ! "n ( a symboli/ pa9t] %e 0 fond (4 ,he us$ to g to some?+ he call$ ! ,black ,mass1 & x 0 he :o taught h] to see visions & to he> voices4 ,%e met him = ! fir/ "t a few mon?s ago1 & we h _h no peace f t day because ( h] talk ab\t visions & ab\t voices4 ,:y6 x 0 only la/ night t ,i dream$ ,i saw a man ) a r$ be>d & r$ hair1 & dress$ 9 r$1 /&+ by my b$side4 ,he held a rose 9 "o h&1 & tore x 9 pieces ) ! o!r h&1 & ! petals drift$ ab\t ! room1 & became beautiful p :o began to dance sl[ly4 ,:5 ,i woke up ,i 0 all 9 a heat ) t]ror4' ,?is is all ! old m5 told me1 & :5 ,i ?9k ( _! spee* & ( _! sil5ce1 ( _! com+ & ( _! go+1 ,i am almo/ p]suad$ t _h ,i gone out ( ! h\se aft] !y _h gone out ( x1 ,i %\ld h f\nd no foot/eps on ! sn[4 ,!y may1 = all ,i or any man c say1 h be5 !mselves immortals3 immortal demons1 come to put an untrue /ory into my m9d = "s purpose ,i d n und]/&4 ,:atev] !y 7 ,i h turn$ into a pa?way :i* w lead me f !m & f ! ,ord] ( ! ,al*emical ,rose4 ,i no long] live an elaborate & haughty life1 b seek to lose myself among ! pray]s & ! sorr[s ( ! multitude4 ,i pray be/ 9 poor *apels1 :]e ! frieze coats bru% by me z ,i kneel1 & :5 ,i pray aga9/ ! demons ,i repeat a pray] :i* 0 made ,i "k n h[ _m c5turies ago to help "s poor ,gaelic man or woman :o _h suff]$ ) a suff]+ l m9e4 ,sea*t b-pidrea*a f sea*t ,*uir ,muire faoi n-a ,mac1 ,*uir ,brigbid faoi n-a brat1 ,*uir ,dia faoi n-a ne>t1 ,eidir s9n 'san ,sluagh ,sidhe1 ,eidir s9n 'san ,sluagh ,gaoi?4 ,sev5 pat]s sev5 times1 ,s5d ,m>y by h] ,son1 ,s5d ,bridget by h] mantle1 ,s5d ,god by ,8 /r5g?1 ,betwe5 u & ! fa]y ho/1 ,betwe5 u & ! demons ( ! air4 ,pr9t$ by ,a4 ,h4 ,,bull51 at ! ,%akespe>e ,head ,press1 ,/rat=d-^u-,avon4 ,transcrib]'s ,note3 ,"o pr9t]'s error or misspell+ 0 f\nd & fix$3 ,page #e4 ,9 ! orig9al book3 orgaic danc+ *ang$ 9 ?is ebook to3 orgiac danc+