,*9ese ,diamonds = ! ,k+ ( ,k+s ,,by ,,rosal9d ,,g(or? 7,,mrs4 ,,jona?an ,,g(or?7 ,god ha? made ( "o ,blood all ,m5 "u ,heav54 ,,evangelical ,,publi%]s ,,incorporat$ #heh ,college ,/reet1 ,toronto4 ,canada ,,copyright #aibj1 ,,by ,,evangelical ,,publi%]s ,,incorporat$ ,,publi%]s1 ,,import]s ,,& ,,di/ributors ,,( ,,s\nd ,,*ri/ian ,,lit]ature #heh ,,college ,,/reet ,,toronto ,,canada 99,,=eword99 ,:ole libr>ies h be5 writt5 on ,*ri/ian evid5ces4 ,! res\rces ( philosophic & sci5tific rese>* h be5 drawn up 9 def5ce ( ! ,*ri/ian fai?4 ,yet important z ^! are1 x may be que/ion$ :e!r any or all ( !m toge!r br+ home to ! he>t su* conviction z does ! /ory ( a r$eem$ s\l--a s\l lift$ out ( ! fe>ful pit & miry clay--cleans$1 purifi$ & e/abli%$ 9 righte\sness4 ,:atev] intellectual difficulties may occur1 a c\nt5ance illum9$ ) a light t is n ( ?is _w is irresi/ible4 ,h5ry ,w>d ,bee*] spoke ( a ne/ ( infidels he _h enc\nt]$ ^u :om argum5t made little impression4 ,!re liv$ 9 ! same village a humble wa%]woman ( s+ul>ly beautiful "*4 ,:5 ask$ :at !y ?\ght ( h] ! sceptics 7 sil5c$4 ,h>old ,begbie says ( ,old ,born ,drunk t he adv]tis$ salvation4 ,be=e ! miracle ( ,old ,born ,drunk ! argum5ts ( ! tav]n a!i/ melt$ into ?9 air4 ,we are indebt$ to ,mrs4 ,g(or? = hav+ ga!r$ f h] long exp]i5ce 9 ,*9a a s]ies ( in/ances z conv9c+ z any told by ,h>old ,begbie 9 ,twice ,born ,m54 ,!y are n ! outcome ( g5]ations ( developm5t1 = ,*9a has no religi\s backgr\nd4 ,!y are miracles ( grace4 ,lu!r said1 ,god is ! ,god ( ! humble1 ! mis]able1 ! oppress$1 ! desp]ate1 ( !m t are naught4 ,x is ,8 nature to give sight to ! bl9d1 to com=t ! brok5 he>t$ & to ju/ify ! ungodly4 ,! div9e nature is beautifully & impressively illu/rat$ by ^! /ories ( r$eem$ & glorifi$ ones ^: aft] life v]ifi$ ! reality ( ! miracul\s *ange4 ,he is able to save unto ! utt]mo/4 ,) ,him !re is pl5te\s r$emption4 ,g ye1 !re=e1 & tell x out4 7,,rev47 ,r4 ,p4 ,,mackay1 ,d4,d4 99,,introduction99 ,! foll[+ sket*es are z photographically true z my k ( ,*9ese life & p c make !m4 ,!y are writt5 prim>ily z an answ] to ! (t met que/ions1 ,d missions pay8 &1 ,aft] all1 are !re any real ,*ri/ians 9 ,*9a8 ,we mission>ies are frequ5tly told t ! av]age *ur* memb] at home has come to ?9k ( mission>ies' lett]s z too dry to read4 ,:]e=e1 my attempt to give mission>y facts 9 a diff]5t1 possibly m readable1 =m4 ,) :at success rema9s to be se54 ,! little book is s5t =? ) ! e>ne/ hope & pray] t ^? :o read ^! sket*es may come to see ! tru? ( :at ,paul said3 ,god ha? made ( ,,"o ,,blood all m5 "u heav54 ,,rosal9d ,,g(or?4 ,kikung%an1 ,s\? ,honan1 ,*9a1 ,july #bd1 #aibj4 99,,cont5ts99 ,,sket* ,i4 ,,z ,,silv] ,,is ,,ref9$ ,"p #a4--,,! ,,bir? ,,( ,a ,,s\l ,"p #b4--;,,f ,,gleam ,,to ,,glory ,,sket* ,,ii4 ,,*>act]s ,,f ,,"o ,,village ,"p #a4--,,wang-,,ee ,"p #b4--,,wang-,,ee',s ,,neighbors ,,sket* ,,iii4 ,,! ,,man ,,:o ,,prov$ ,,god ,,sket* ,,iv4 ,,op5+ ,a ,,new ,,/ation ,"p #a4--,,! ,,mission>y',s ,,home ,"p #b4--;,,z ,,ra9 ,,f ,a ,,cle> ,,sky ,"p #c4--,,s[+ ,,be=e ,,! ,,/orm ,,sket* ,v4 ,,te/+ ,,god ,,sket* ,,vi4 ,a ,,*ri/ian ,,g5]al ,,sket* ,,vii4 ,a ,,*9ese ,,nobleman ,,sket* ,,viii4 ,,mr4 ,,doong ,,sket* ,,ix4 ,,hea!nism ,,z ,i ,,h ,,kn[n ,,x ,"p #a4--;,,hea!n ,,v]sus ,,*ri/ian ,,wor%ip ,"p #b4--;,,facts ,,sket* ,x4 ,,! ,,bl9d ,,fam9e ,,refugee ,,sket* ,,xi4 ,,l9ks ,,9 ,a ,,liv+ ,,*a9 ,,sket* ,,xii4 ,,our ,,fir/ ,,woman ,,conv]t--,a ,,m]e ,,memory ,,sket* ,,xiii4 ,,two ,,rice ,,*ri/ians ,"p #a4--,,! ,,wolf ,,boy ,"p #b4--,,! ,,wolf ,,boy',s ,,"m ,,sket* ,,xiv4 ,,daybreak ,,9 ,,"o ,,home ,"p #a4--,,little ,,slave ,"p #b4--,,slave',s ,,fa!r ,"p #c4--,,slave',s ,,release 99,,sket* ,i99 99,z ,silv] ,is ,ref9$99 ,,"p #a3 ,,! ,,bir? ,,( ,a ,,s\l4 ,,"p #b3 ,,f ,,gleam ,,to ,,glory4 99,z ,silv] ,is ,ref9$99 99,"p ,i4 ,,! ,,bir? ,,( ,a ,,s\l499 ,"o sultry aft]noon 9 ,june1 #ai--1 an eld]ly woman4 seat$ 9 ! %ade ( h] front gateway1 ! coole/ spot %e c\ld f9d1 0 fann+ vigor\sly 9 va9 attempt to keep cool1 discont5t$ mutt]+s keep+ "t to h] fan4 ,x 0 "t ! long summ] sie/a end$ & = folks to get to "w1 s ?\ght ,mrs4 ,dwan1 b folks evid5tly ?\ght o!rwise1 = ! :ole village seem$ z /ill & lifeless z a gravey>d4 ,j z ! woman 0 ab\t to r\se ! sleep+ h\sehold h] att5tion 0 attract$ to a man :eel+ a b>r[ on :i* lay a sick *ild4 ,putt+ 8 b>r[ d[n opposite ! ,dwan's gateway ! man wip$ 8 /eam+ br[s z he /epp$ =w>d say+1 ,honorable ,lady1 my *ild is v ?ir/y1 we h come a long way1 w y give u wat]8 ,gladly1 said ! woman1 ha/5+ into ! inn] c\rt z fa/ z h] excessive avoirdupois w\ld p]mit4 ,9 a mom5t or two %e reappe>$1 n ) ice cold wat] z 9 our c\ntry1 b ) a kettle ( boil+ wat] & two b[ls4 ,:eel ! *ild into ! %ade & re/ y\rself1 said ! woman z %e fill$ ! b[ls2 !n sett+ "o d[n beside ! sick *ild1 %e motion$ to ! man to take a seat on ! /one /eps4 ,:]e are y go+1 %e ask$ by way ( op5+ ! conv]sation4 ,i'm tak+ my *ild to ! =eign doctor at ,w----4 ,:at6 %e exclaim$1 ) a look ( horror1 y are surely nev] go+ to v5ture inside t place6 ,we h he>d "s t]rible ?+s ab\t ^? p4 ,well1 repli$ ! man1 all ,i c say is ?is1 a neighbor woman ( ours w5t to t hospital p]fectly bl9d & came back see+ almo/ z well z y or ,i4 ,a man 9 my village _h a t]rible leg1 he w\ld c]ta9ly h di$1 b he w5t !re too & came back heal$4 ,he told u ! doctor treat$ him z well z ! pati5ts :o c\ld pay1 ?\gh !y knew he 0 too poor to pay4 ,b1 :y !n d p talk s8 p]si/$ ,mrs4 ,dwan4 ,y "k ! prov]b1 repli$ ! man1 ) r a contemptu\s %rug1 ,y c bridle a horse or a mule1 b :o c bridle a woman's tongue4 ,) ?is p>t+ ?ru/ & a polite b[1 ! man caught up 8 b>r[ & hurri$ on4 ,mrs4 ,dwan's husb& 0 :at is kn[n 9 ,*9a z ! lead+ man ( 8 region4 ,he 0 a l&[n] ( consid]able means1 & 0 widely kn[n & s\ght aft] z a doctor ?\gh he _h no k :atev] ( ,we/]n me?ods ( treat+ diseases1 nor ( surg]y1 b 0 an exp]t 9 ! art ( ne$le prick+1 a common ,*9ese treatm5t n infrequ5tly us$ ) fatal results4 ,z ! man ) ! b>r[ disappe>$ 9 ! di/ance1 ,dr4 ,dwan appe>$ at 8 disp5s>y gateway1 across ! /reet f :]e 8 wife 0 sitt+4 ,call+ him to h] %e relat$ :at _h j pass$4 ,! ,doctor li/5$1 b said no?+2 pay+ no att5tion to ! fi]ce d5unciation ( ! mission>ies ) :i* %e end$2 h] husb& _h le>nt ?r\gh _m ye>s ( bitt] exp]i5ce ) h] to say little b act4 ,:5 ! foll[+ morn+ ! ,doctor ann\nc$ 8 int5tion ( tak+ ! y\ng] son to ! =eign ,doctor to h a gr[? on 8 foot remov$1 ( c\rse1 ,mrs4 ,dwan began to /orm & rage b to no purpose1 except to give matt] ( int]e/ to h] neighbors1 tr\ble to h] h\sehold1 & sickness to h]self4 ,h] fits ( temp] 7 s viol5t & su/a9$ t x is little wond] ,nature usually _h h] way by a g5]al collapse1 :5 ! naturally /rong woman w\ld lie = days z helpless z a *ild4 ,z ,dr4 ,dwan />t$ (f = ! ,mission ,hospital1 x w\ld be too mu* to imag9e t 8 m9d 0 q free f fe> or d\bt1 b 8 int5se curiosity to see ! =eign ,doctor ab\t :om he _h he>d su* conflict+ reports1 & a desire1 if possible1 to see some?+ ( 8 me?ods ( treatm5t1 ov]came e o!r ?\ght4 ,a walk ( "s twelve ,engli% miles br\ght !m to ! city ( ,w----4 ,on rea*+ ! ,mission ,hospital !y f\nd !mselves 9 ! mid/ ( a cr[d ( sick & suff]+ ones4 ,procur+ _! tickets ( admission !y jo9$ !mselves to ! queue mov+ t[>ds ! ,disp5s>y door4 ,! mom5t ,dr4 ,dwan f\nd himself & 8 *ild1 ) a doz5 or m o!rs1 u%]$ into ! ,doctor's pres5ce1 all fe>s vani%$1--:o1 inde$1 c\ld n tru/ ^? ke51 quiet1 k9d eyes8 ,/epp+ aside purposely s t ! o!rs might be treat$ fir/ & ?us give him 8 *ance to wat* ! =eign]1 ,dr4 ,dwan made ! mo/ ( 8 opportunity4 ,at la/ ! assi/ant call$ him =w>d to take 8 "n4 ,! mom5t he _h giv5 x1 ,dr4 ,blank1 ! mission>y1 look$ up quickly & said1 ,:y1 are y ,dr4 ,dwan ( ,c----8 ,t is my unwor?y "n1 repli$ ! o!r4 ,imm$iately ,dr4 ,blank left ! pati5t he 0 treat+1 & came =w>d ) su* a fri5dly smile ! ,*9ese doctor 0 completely tak5 by surprise4 ,i'm v pleas$ inde$ to meet y1 ! mission>y said he>tily1 & 9 a few mom5ts _h ! o!r q at 8 ease4 ,f _! fir/ meet+ ^! two m5 drew naturally toge!r4 ,! mission>y doctor recogniz$ 9 ,dr4 ,dwan ! true in/9cts ( a physician & g5]\sly rememb]$ t ?is man's ignorance & ineffici5cy z a doctor 0 n due to lack ( natural ability b f ! lack ( advantages su* z he himself _h enjoy$4 ,! removal ( ! gr[? on ! boy's foot 0 a simple op]ation1 b x requir$ ! adm9i/ration ( *lor(orm4 ,:5 ?is 0 ab\t to be giv5 ! fa!r %[$ decid$ n]v\sness1 b a few quiet firm words f ,dr4 ,blank allay$ 8 fe>s4 ,he /ood aside & wat*$ ) int5se wond] & admiration e detail ( ! op]ation4 ,dr4 ,blank saw ! man's ke5 int]e/ 9 ev]y?+ connect$ ) ! ,hospital1 & arrang$ = ! c>e ( 8 boy s t ! fa!r c\ld be ) him 9 ! op]at+ room1 ! aft]noon cl9ic1 & w>d visitation4 ,:5 ! "w ( ! day 0 ov] ! mission>y sometimes invit$ ,dr4 ,dwan to 8 /udy 9 8 h\se at ! re> ( ! comp\nd4 ,x 0 at su* times ! mission>y doctor op5$ to 8 less favor$ bro!r ! way ( ,salvation4 ,x 0 n till ! close ( 8 /ay t ,dr4 ,dwan seem$ to really und]/&4 ,! two m5 7 talk+ 9 ! /udy :5 ,dr4 ,dwan spoke out sudd5ly z if to get some?+ (f 8 m9d3 ,dr4 ,blank1 ,i h a reque/ ,i f9d h>d to make4 ,dr4 ,blank's face fell z visions ( _m pa/ reque/s came be=e him1 b he said m]ely3 ,:at c ,i d = y8 ,! fact is1 cont9u$ ! o!r1 p say y h /range ?+s 9 y\r home4 ,w\ld y all[ me to see ! place8 ,! mission>y jump$ to 8 feet ) a reliev$ smile say+1 ,:y1 come along n[4 ,i'll %[ y ev]y?+4 ,?r\gh ! h\se !y w5t2 ea* room seem$ m wond]ful to ,dr4 ,dwan ?an ! la/1 ev]y?+ 0 a wond]1 b :at especially ar\s$ 8 admiration & a/oni%m5t 0 ! s*ool-room :]e ! mission>ies' *ildr5--girls z well z boys--7 at _! lessons4 ,all he saw made a deep] impression on 8 m9d ?an ! mission>y or ev5 he himself at ! "t realiz$4 ,"s days lat] :5 9 conv]sation ) "o ( ! mission>ies some?+ l ! foll[+ took place3 ,dr4 ,dwan1 look+ int5tly at ! mission>y1 sudd5ly said ) deep feel+1 ,d y "k :at p are say+ ab\t y all8 ,yes1 ,i ?9k we d1 return$ ! o!r1 ) a little laugh4 ,at lea/ we "k q en\gh4 ,!n ,i _c und]/& h[ y c /ay & d :at y are do+ ) my p4 ,my fri5d1 repli$ ! mission>y1 draw+ 8 *air ne>] to ! o!r & speak+ f ! dep?s ( a full he>t1 ,x is l ?is1 ,jesus ,*ri/ left ,8 home 9 heav5 to suff] & die = u--= me4 ,! love t made ,him d t ,he has giv5 to me & ^? ) me4 ,x is ?is ,,love t makes u d all ?is = y\r p4 ,y mean !n t y are j foll[+ 9 ,jesus ,*ri/'s /eps--j do+ z ,he did8 ,yes1 came ! answ] quietly1 j t4 ,w y foll[ ,him too8 ,!re 0 a firm & set purpose 9 ,dr4 ,dwan's face z1 aft] a mom5t's pause1 he said gravely3 ,yes1 ,i w1 ,i w foll[ ! ,"l ,jesus4 99 99 99 ,?is man c\nt$ n ! co/2 he simply saw ! ,gleam & fac$ = x4 ,little did he dream h[ %ort & /ormy ! pa? w\ld be t l$ f ! ,gleam to ! ,glory beyond4 99,"p ,,ii4 ,,f ,,gleam ,,to ,,glory499 ,! ,son ( ,god goes =? to w> ,a k+ly cr[n to ga92 ,8 blood-r$ bann] /reams af>3 ,:o foll[s 9 ,8 tra98 ,:o be/ c dr9k 8 cup ( woe1 ,triumphant ov] pa91 ,:o pati5t be>s 8 cross bel[-- ,he foll[s 9 ,8 tra94 ,:5 ,dr4 ,dwan in=m$ 8 family t he _h become a ,*ri/ian1 or z !y put x1 become a slave ( ! =eign]s1 x 0 z if a ?und]-bolt _h fall5 9 _! mid/4 ,! fir/ /ep ! doctor felt he mu/ take z ma/] ( 8 own home1 0 to de/roy ! h\sehold gods4 ,:ile ! fir/ ones 7 be+ torn d[n1 ! family 7 too t]ror-/rick5 to (f] any resi/ance1 b by ! "t ! kit*5 god 0 rea*$ ,mrs4 ,dwan _h some:at recov]$ h] s5ses & /ood be=e ! /ove ov] :i* ! god 0 pa/$1 prep>$ to fight4 ,firmly1 )\t undue viol5ce1 h] husb& put h] aside1 &1 secur+ ! god crumpl$ all toge!r 9 8 h&s1 7= !y 7 made ( pap]71 he fac$ ! cr[d :i* fill$ ! c\rt2 "h1 = almo/ an h\r ! brave man prea*$ ) int5se e>ne/ness ( ! love ( ! ,"o ,true ,god 9 giv+ ,8 ,son = !m4 ,he !n k9dl$ ! gods & burnt !m be=e ! cr[d1 :o1 :5 all 0 ov]1 disp]s$1 b ) black looks & om9\sly quiet4 ,= _m mon?s ,dr4 ,dwan labor$ among 8 neighbors & ?r\gh ! :ole region try+ to w9 m5 to 8 new fai?1 b public op9ion 0 too /rongly aga9/ him4 ,x 0 univ]sally believ$1--by 8 family z well z outsid]s--t ! =eign]s _h bewit*$ him & t ! gods w\ld c]ta9ly wreak _! v5geance ^u him4 ,/range to say1 :at foll[$1 t5d$ to /r5g!n !m 9 ?is belief4 ,a railway1 :i* _h rec5tly be5 built by =eign]s1 pass$ ov] "p ( ,dr4 ,dwan's l&4 ,"o day1 soon aft] he _h come out z a ,*ri/ian1 "o ( ! doctor's hir$ m5 0 pl\gh+ a piece ( ?is l& ) a yoke ( ox5 7or mules74 ,:5 cross+ ! rails1 & bl9d$ by a du/-/orm :i* 0 bl[+1 ! man did n notice ! tra9 :i* /ruck & kill$ bo? animals1 ?\gh ! hea!n hir$ man rema9$ un9jur$4 ,! mo/ preci\s possession a man c h 9 ,*9a1 next to a son1 is a gr&son4 ,dr4 ,dwan _h "o su* treasure2 a f9e heal?y *ild1 he 0 ! pride & joy ( bo? gr&p>5ts4 ,soon aft] ! above accid5t _h come to try ! new ,*ri/ian's fai?1 ?is *ild took ill sudd5ly & di$4 ,we c only imag9e :at a trem5d\s te/ ?is mu/ h be5 to ! gr&fa!r's fai?4 ,%ortly aft] ! gr&*ild's dea? ! elde/ son pur*as$ an animal at a fair2 aft] x _h be5 put ) ! o!r animals x 0 discov]$ to h a di/emp]1 &1 ?\gh at once remov$ ! mis*ief 0 done1 = a few days lat] mo/ ( ! doctor's animals 7 dead4 ,!y 7 inde$ d>k days1 & ?r\gh all ^! special te/+s :i* ,i h m5tion$1 0 ! unceas+ nagg+ & at times viol5t rag+ ( 8 wife2 b lat] ! te/imony 0 giv5 t ?r\gh x all ,dr4 ,dwan's fai? 9 ,god nev] fl9*$4 ,:5 feel+ ! ne$ ( help & enc\ragem5t1 a visit to 8 fri5d ! =eign doctor1 nev] fail$ to give fre% c\rage4 ,b d>k] days 7 9 /ore = him1 & he surely ne$$ all ! help 8 fell[ ,*ri/ian c\ld give4 ,"o day a deputation wait$ ^u him to ask = 8 contribution t[>ds ! village !atrical held 9 honor ( ! village god4 ,dr4 ,dwan receiv$ !m c\rte\sly1 & endeavor$ to %[ !m h[ impossible x 0 = him to give to su* an object n[ t he wor%ipp$ ! ,"o ,only & ,true ,god4 ,:5 f9ally ! deputation saw t !y c\ld n move him1 !y left 9 ang]1 ?reat5+1 t s9ce he *ose to g aga9/ ! w ( ! p1 he mu/ take ! consequ5ces4 ,! price he _h to pay = ?is /& we %all see4 ,a few days aft] ! above took place1 ! doctor's wat*dogs 7 bo? f\nd poison$4 ,! ,*9ese dep5d v mu* ^u ^! dogs = protection aga9/ ?ieves1 :o are ev]y:]e 9 ?is l&4 ,f ?is on ! neighbors c>ri$ on a sy/em ( petty ?iev+ ( ! doctor's prop]ty :i* cont9u$ till )9 a %ort "t ( 8 dea?4 ,! village p1 z is g5]al 9 ,*9a1 work$ _! f>ms on ! co-op]ative plan1 at lea/ to ! ext5t ( %>+ z common prop]ty _m necess>y f>m+ implem5ts4 ,:5 ,dr4 ,dwan came to require ^! z 0 8 "r1 !y 7 refus$4 ,pati5ts ceas$ to come1 & calls f a di/ance became a ?+ ( ! pa/4 ,9 a hundr$ ways he 0 subject to petty p]secution4 ,:5 ^! fail$ to br+ him to 8 s5ses1 m s]i\s action 0 plann$4 ,"o day :5 ! doctor 0 away f home1 ! news rea*$ him t 8 b>n & disp5s>y _h be5 set on fire & burn$4 ,a few mon?s lat]1 j be=e ! :eat h>ve/1 8 :eat field 0 set on fire4 ,& ?r\gh x all he /ood alone ) 8 ,god1--nev] %r9k+1 nev] d\bt+4 ,!n1 z if ,god saw he ne$$ b ! f9al ref9+1 malignant canc] ( ! ?roat br\ght 8 body l[4 ,x 0 !n t ! tide ( ,public ,op9ion seem$ to turn4 ,8 wife ev5 began to %[ signs ( real *ange4 ,%e no long] oppos$ h] husb&1 b x 0 n till mu* lat] t %e seem$ to be really conv]t$4 ,! elde/ son1 :o _h all along be5 secretly ) 8 fa!r1 n[ came out boldly z a ,*ri/ian2 & f ! "t :5 ,dr4 ,blank gave 8 v]dict t ,dr4 ,dwan c\ld n live1 he devot$ himself to 8 fa!r endeavor+ 9 e possible way to make up = ! pa/4 ,ev5 8 hea!n neighbors began to ask !mselves1 ,h we done ?is man wrong8 ,! mission>ies f ,w---- made frequ5t visits to ! dy+ ,*ri/ian1 & z e detail ( ^! visits 0 discuss$ by all ! villag]s 7ev]y?+ is done op5ly 9 ?is l&7 !re is little d\bt b t ! love & int]e/ %[n by ! =eign]s on ^! visits _h mu* to d ) ! rapidly *ang$ attitude t[>ds ,*ri/ianity4 ,be=e ,dr4 ,dwan pass$ away1 he _h ! joy ( he>+ t 8 two sons1 8 eld] son's wife1 z well z sev]al ( 8 neighbors _h become ,*ri/ians4 ,z ?is sa9t's la/ /ruggle end$ & 8 la/ brea? 0 drawn1 we c almo/ he> ! welcome t await$ him1 & ! ,savi\r's voice z ,he said1--,well done good & fai?ful s]vant--ent] ?\ into ! joy ( ?y ,"l4 99 99 99 ,)9 ?ree ye>s ( ,dr4 ,dwan's dea?1 ! writ] witness$ ! de/ruction ( ! village ,temple4--de/roy$ by ,,public ,,cons5t t ! mat]ials might be us$ 9 build+ a ,*ri/ian ,*ur* on ! outskirts ( ! village1 ! l& on :i* ! ,*ur* 0 built be+ giv5 by "o ( ! m5 :o s bitt]ly p]secut$ ! fir/ ,*ri/ian4 ,x 0 9 ?is little village ,*ur* ! writ] he>d "s ( ! f9e/ p]sonal te/imonies %e has ev] he>d4 ,x 0 ! la/ ( a week's special meet+s1 ! lead] _h giv5 opportunity = any :o wi%$ to give a p]sonal te/imony2 9 an in/ant a poor work+ man 0 on 8 feet1 z if afraid le/ o!rs w\ld get ahead ( him4 ,?is is :at he said3 ,please1 ,pa/or1 ,i want to tell h[ ,i "k ,god answ]s pray]4 ,i 0 :eel+ a b>r[ full ( coal d[n a /eep place ! o!r ev5+ :5 x broke d[n4 ,i did n d>e leave my b>r[ or ! coal w\ld be /ol51 & ,i did n d>e /ay !re or ,i w\ld freeze1 s ,i j knelt d[n by ! roadside & ask$ ,god to s5d "s "o to help me4 ,z ,i 0 pray+ a man came along1 & see+ me on my knees call$ to "k :at ,i 0 do+4 ,i told him ,i 0 ask+ my ,god to s5d me "s "o to help me m5d my b>r[4 ,! man !n said1 ,y\r ,god has c]ta9ly he>d y ?is "t = ,i'm a c>p5t] & ,i h my tools ) me1 s come along4 ,he m5d$ my b>r[ & help$ me d[n ! hill4 ,n[ ,i d "k ,god answ]s pray]4 ,be=e ! man 0 seat$1 "y ,mrs4 ,dwan _h ris54 ,putt+ ! little baby %e _h be5 hold+ 9 ! arms ( ! woman next to h]1 %e /ood erect ) quiet dignity & speak+ 9 a l[ b cle> voice t all c\ld he>1 %e said3 ,pa/or1 ,i too wi% to tell h[ ,i "k ,god answ]s pray]4 ,! fir/ days ( ^! meet+s ,i receiv$ su* a great bless+ ,i long$ to help "s "o else to "k ,*ri/1 b ,i _h s _m duties ) my little *ildr5 & my home ,i c\ld n g out1 s ,i j kept pray+ z ,i w5t ab\t my "w1 ',"l1 make ! p g to ! ,*ur*1' ov] & ov] aga94 ,n[1 hasn't ,he he>d my pray]s8 ,& ) a look ( triumph %e wav$ h] h& fir/ to ! wom5's side & !n to ! m5's1 say+ z %e did s1--,look !re1 & !re6 ,! build+ 0 pack$1 aisles1 w9d[ seats1 ev5 ! w9d[s 7 bank$ ) faces1 all li/5+ quietly & att5tively4 ,& n[ ! clos+ sc5e4 ,! day foll[+ ! above-m5tion$ meet+s1 a numb] ( ,*ri/ians & a cr[d ( n unsympa!tic villag]s1 ga!r$ ab\t ,dr4 ,dwan's grave & erect$ to 8 memory a /one slab4 ,well might x h record$ on x t 8 pa? _h be5 by way ( ! ,cross1 f 8 fir/ ,gleam ( ! true ,light to 8 entrance into ! ,glory beyond4 99,,sket* ,,ii99 99,*>act]s ,f ,"o ,village99 ,"p #a--,,wang-,,ee4 ,"p #b--,,wang-,,ee',s ,,neighbors4 99,*>act]s ,f ,"o ,village99 99,"p ,i4 ,,wang-,,ee499 ,! l>ge & prosp]\s village ( ,ta-kwan-*wang is situat$ twelve miles s\!a/ ( ,*angte4 ,z 9 mo/ villages 9 ,*9a x _h its be/1 or head-man1 & its wor/ "*--! lead] ( ! wor/ elem5t4 ,9 ?is case ! =m] 0 ,wang-ee2 ! latt] a man nam$ ,liang4 ,9 ,decemb] ( --1 a ,m5's ,bible ,class 0 be+ conduct$ at ! ma9 /ation by ,mr4 ,m---- :5 to ! surprise ( all1 ?is notori\sly bad ,liang 0 l$ 9 by "o ( ! ,*ri/ians :o begg$ t he might be p]mitt$ to jo9 ! class z he 0 break+ (f opium & want$ to be a good man4 ,z ! days pass$ poor ,liang seem$ incapable ( tak+ 9 any?+4 ,he slept mo/ ( ! "t1 w\ld fall asleep ! mom5t ,mr4 ,m---- began speak+1 & 8 snores1 to say ! lea/1 7 mo/ di/urb+4 ,at la/ ! mission>y's pati5ce became exhau/$ :5 an unusually l\d snore rea*$ 8 e>s4 ,liang 0 told he _h bett] leave z 8 pres5ce 0 useless to himself & di/urb+ to o!rs4 ,! man return$ home app>5tly mu* cre/fall51 & all ?\ght he w\ld nev] return2 b a deep] "w ?an o!rs knew ( _h begun 9 him4 ,on 8 return home 8 *ang$ life became ! talk ( ! village4 ,wang-ee1 ! headman1 :o 0 probably ! weal?ie/ f>m] 9 ! region1 he>d ( ,liang's becom+ a ,*ri/ian1 & ( 8 wond]fully *ang$ life4 ,he talk$ ) ,liang & soon became int]e/$4 ,! ,mission>y1 ,mr4 ,g----1 he>+ ( ! movem5t 9 ?is village1 0 prep>+ to pay !m a visit :5 he receiv$ ! foll[+ lett] f ,wang-ee4 ,honorable tea*] ,keo1--,i he> y are plann+ to visit me1--d n come6 ,:5 ,i get "o hundr$ o!rs to believe z ,i d ,i w come to y--n be=e4 ,?is message awak5$ mu* int]e/ 9 ! man1 & day by day he 0 rememb]$ 9 pray]4 ,sev]al weeks pass$ :5 "o day ,wang-ee appe>$ at ! mission>y's door1--a typical1 burly1 well-to-d f>m]4 ,he lo/ no "t 9 com+ to 8 po9t4 ,! fir/ greet+s ov]1 he said1 ,i want to see ?r\gh y\r home4 ,may ,i8 ,! mission>y l$ him ?r\gh ea* room4 ,! sew+ ma*9e puzzl$ him--n till x _h be5 op5$ & exam9$ inside w\ld he believe b t a wit* _h made su* /it*es4 ,:5 at la/ ! kit*5 0 rea*$ ,wang-ee turn$ & said abruptly1 b is !re no?+ m8 ,no1 repli$ ,mr4 ,g----1 no?+ except ! cell>4 ,! cell>6 ,wang-ee exclaim$1 :y t is :at ,i want$ to see mo/ ( all4 ,d[n !y w5t4 ,!n he began a vigor\s se>*1 ! book boxes1 !n ! coal & inside ( ! furnace 0 exam9$1 !n1 :5 app>5tly satisfi$1 he fac$ ! mission>y1 say+3 ,well1 we ,*9ese are li>s4 ,a neighbor ( m9e told me he _h se5 9 y\r cell> great crocks fill$ ) *ildr5's fle% salt$ d[n4 ,! two return$ to ! /udy1 :5 a long & e>ne/ talk foll[$1 at ! close ( :i* ,wang-ee ask$ to h 8 "n record$ z a probation]4 ,"s days lat] ,wang-ee reappe>$ lead+ a l>ge b& ( ! *ief m5 ( 8 village4 ,^! he insi/$ on p]sonally conduct+ ?r\gh ! h\se4 ,on rea*+ ! cell> ,wang-ee became mu* excit$4 ,n[ look ev]y:]e1 he urg$1 look n[1 see if !re are any ( ^? dead *ildr5 y told me (4 ,w y ev] lie to me ab\t ^! mission>ies aga98 ,! m5 seem$ v humble & n at all res5tful4 ,lat] ,wang-ee took !m all into ! city & treat$ !m to a good d9n] be=e return+ home4 ,nor 0 ?is all4 ,a few days pass$ :5 aga9 ,wang-ee appe>$--?is "t ) a l>ge :eel$ c>t drawn by six mules1 & load$ d[n ) wom51 all ! wom5 he c\ld coax to come4 ,^! he l$ ?r\gh ! same process ( enlight5m5t z ! m54 ,?is "t ,wang-ee's face 0 a /udy1 beam+ z x 0 ) delight z he saw ! wom5's fe>s giv+ way to a/oni%m5t & delight at :at !y saw4 ,) "o or two exceptions all ( ^! wom5 became ,*ri/ians4 ,)9 a v %ort "t a fl\ri%+ little *ur* exi/$ 9 ,wang-ee's village4 ,ye> by ye> ! *ur* grew till ! cl\dbur/ ( #aijj4 ,mo/1 if n all ! ,*ri/ians suff]$ 9 t t]rible "t ( p]secution1--,wang-ee lo/ heavily1--animals & gra9 7 /ol51 8 life ?reat5$1 b he rema9$ fai?ful4 99 99 99 ,! /orm pass$4 ,! mission>ies return$1 "w 0 reorganiz$4 ,! ,*9ese ,gov]nm5t ord]$ indemnity to be giv5 to ! ,*ri/ians = _! losses4 ,!n1 l _m o!rs1 ,wang-ee1 ?\gh brave & fai?ful 9 p]il & p]secution1 fell "u prosp]ity4 ,he gave 9 false e/imates ( 8 losses & receiv$ 9 proportion4 ,god knew1 ?\gh ! mission>ies did n4 ,ye> by ye> ! *ur* at ,ta-kwau-*wang decl9$4 ,!n came a "t ( wond]ful revival at ,*angte4 ,wang-ee s5t 8 son to ! meet+s4 ,! mission>y miss$ 8 old fri5d & s5t ! son home to br+ 8 fa!r4 ,:5 ,wang-ee arriv$ he met ,mr4 ,g---- )1 ,:y did y s5d = me8 ,i am too old &1 anyway1 ,i've no s9s to confess4 ,t night poor ,wang-ee seem$ %ak5 z by a tempe/4 ,h\r aft] h\r he wept4 ,^? 9 ! same room ) him knew n :at to d--= ,wang-ee w\ld say no?+4 ,:5 morn+ came ,wang-ee s5t a message to ,mr4 ,g----1 say+1 ,oh1 ,pa/or1 give me a *ance to confess be=e ! meet+1 ,i c't be> ?is1 ,i w bur/4 ,! mission>y met ,wang-ee a little lat] ne> ! *ur* door4 ,) _! arms ar\nd ea* o!r1 & te>s fl[+ freely !y ent]$ ! build+4 ,rea*+ ! plat=m ,wang-ee ca/ himself d[n on 8 knees weep+ bitt]ly4 ,= sev]al mom5ts no?+ c\ld be he>d b ! man's sobs & sympa!tic weep+ ?r\gh\t ! audi5ce4 ,at la/ he made a full confession4 ,he told h[ ! *ur* _h gone d[n1 d[n1 & h[ :5 ! mission>y w\ld "q him z to ! cause he w\ld reply1 ,! "t = bless+ has n come4 ,he took ! :ole blame ^u himself4 ,he said x 0 n until he _h come to ! meet+s t 8 eyes _h be5 op5$ to ! fact t he _h be5 deceiv+ himself & try+ to deceive ,god & man4 ,he promis$ full re/itution & kept 8 promise4 ,f t "t ,wang-ee's ,*ri/ian "* grew m & m 9 ! lik5ess ( 8 ,ma/]4 ,he is n[ an old man ( well-nigh eighty1 ready = ! call--belov$ & honor$ by 8 fell[-,*ri/ians & surr\nd$ by 8 family to ! f\r? g5]ation4 99,"p ,,ii4 ,,wang-,,ee's ,,neighbors499 ,! great pla9 ( ,nor?-,c5tral ,*9a /ret*es = six hundr$ miles ,nor? & ,s\?4 ,! villages are = ! mo/ "p z ?ick z ! home/eads 9 ! m ?ickly populat$ di/ricts ( ,we/]n ,ont>io4 ,x 0 :ile visit+ 9 "o ( ^! villages1 ,ta-kwan-*wang1 t ! writ] came to "k & love ! *>act]s sket*$ "h4 ,fir/ !re comes to m9d ,wang-ee's aunt1 ! lead+ woman ( h] class1 ! "o :o *ap]on$ ! wom5's p>ty on _! fir/ visit to ! mission>y's home4 ,%e 0 ! fir/ woman to be baptiz$ & 0 always = ye>s1 till call$ ,home1 ! "o :o mo/ delight$ 9 ext5d+ to u ! hospitality ( h] home4 ,!n !re 0 ,wang-ee's g5tle frail little wife1 a /rik+ contra/ to ! /rong-m9d$1 ma/]ful p]sonality ( ! aunt4 ,?is little woman seem$ to sp5d h] "t sitt+ on a l[ /ool 9 front ( ! great family caldron or pot 9 :i* ! food 0 cook$4 ,z %e f$ ! fire ) long1 dri$ corn-/alks %e direct$ h] h\sehold1 h] sons & daught]s-9-law1 h] gr&-*ildr51 & lat] ev5 great gr&-*ildr51 n 9 ! l\d & /ormy tones usually he>d 9 hea!n homes1 b ) a quiet dignity & self-comm& :i* (t5 a/oni%$ ! writ]4 ,:at a monoton\s life h]s 06 ,day aft] day1 ye> aft] ye> ! same6 ,no summ] holidays = h]6 ,0 x mu* wond] %e appe>$ always l a worn-out1 tir$-out human ma*9e8 ,h] fai? 0 ! fai? ( a little *ild1 b %e seem$ incapable ( fix+ h] m9d on h]self1 s long & sy/ematically _h %e ?\ght ( o!rs4 ,%e1 too1 has pass$ on4 ,!n !re comes ,mrs4 ,lee--"o ( ! fir/ to accept ,*ri/4 ,long /&+ eye tr\ble 0 fa/ de/roy+ h] eyesight1 to save :i* %e came to ! wom5's hospital at ,*angte4 ,h] "o e>ne/ reque/ 0 t %e might be p]mitt$ to hold ! writ]'s h& dur+ ! op]ation1 :i* 0 p]=m$ )\t *lor(orm4 ,:5 all 0 ov]1 %e rose & said1 ,oh1 ,jesus 0 beside me ?r\gh x all4 ,among ! fir/ conv]ts 9 ?is village 7 two wom51 wid[s ( two bro!rs4 ,= ye>s ^! wom5 _h nev] all[$ ! burn+ inc5se to become ext+ui%$ be=e ! family tablets4 ,!y 7 bo? e>ne/ devotees ( a hea!n religi\s sect4 ,^! wom5 accept$ ,*ri/ z _! ,savi\r at ! same "t4 ,! eld] :om we call$ ,sung-ta-sao _h a wond]ful answ] to pray] e>ly 9 h] ,*ri/ian life4 ,a "y nephew :om %e 0 br++ up z h] own 7%e 0 *ildless7 became critically ill ) enl>g$ sple51 a t]ribly fatal disease4 ,he>+ ( ano!r ,*ri/ian hav+ _h h] *ild re/or$ to heal? 9 answ] to pray] :5 ! doctor _h pron\nc$ him pa/ hope1 %e gave h]self to pray] = h] nephew :o 0 completely re/or$4 ,?is pro( ( ! reality & p[] ( ,god made a deep impression on ! b& ( "y ,*ri/ians4 ,x 0 ! second ,mrs4 ,sung1 h[ev]1 :o 0 next to ,wang-ee himself1 ! "* ( ! village4 ,i %all n attempt to describe h] appe>ance1 especially z %e look$ :5 9 w9t] g>b1 h] clo!s be+ q z heavily wadd$ z a b$ quilt1 b und\bt$ly %e c\ld tru?fully say z ano!r old lady said :5 see+ h] photo = ! fir/ "t1 ,i'm c]ta9ly ! mo/ unbeautifule/ woman "u heav54 ,f ! "t ( h] conv]sion %e 0 eag] to prea* ! ,gospel1 b h] appe>ance 0 aga9/ h]4 ,miss ,m---- tri$ aga9 & aga9 to use h] z a ,bible woman4 ,!n ,i tri$ h]1 b 9 va94 ,%e c\ld n hold an audi5ce = five m9utes4 ,& yet ( all our ,*ri/ian wom5 %e 0 ! mo/ e>ne/4 ,%e c\ld support h]self & 0 entirely free1 be+ mo!rless1 s %e _h to return home1 & = ye>s did :at %e c\ld 9 h] own region4 ,!n "o day %e came to our lady doctor & begg$ t %e might h a place to spread h] b$ s t %e might "w among ! wom5 pati5ts & try to lead !m to ,jesus4 ,! doctor hesitat$1 kn[+ ! m]rim5t h] appe>ance caus$1 b decid$ to try h]4 ,t 0 m ?an ?ree ye>s ago1 & ,mrs4 ,sung is /ill work+ fai?fully among ! pati5ts4 ,%e f\nd h] nook4 ,%e keeps h]self1 & is z happy z ! day is long 9 tea*+ ! wom5 to pray & le>n ! simple ,gospel leaflets4 ,h] face s %9es ) joy & cont5tm5t z to appe> almo/ lovely to ^? :o "k h]4 ,!re are o!rs wor?y ( be+ introduc$ to y1 my read]1 b !re is room = only "o m4 ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,wang-*ang-l+ 7 among ! e>lie/ believ]s4 ,mrs4 ,wang 0 sl[ to le>n4 ,h[ c\ld %e be o!rwise1 nev] hav+ read a ^w 9 h] life1 accu/om$ to ! h>de/ toil 9 ! fields & 9 ! home1 h] face & h&s %[+ only too pla9ly :at privation & h>d%ip %e _h come ?r\gh1 & !n at fifty ye>s ( age try+ to ma/] ! ,*ri/ian ,cate*ism4 ,x is no wond] %e w\ld sigh & say1 ,i %all nev] le>n to read1 & !n 9 h] *>act]i/ic way look up & say1 ,b nev] m9d1 ,i c pray anyway6 ,%e always _h a bright smile ( welcome1 & w\ld take "o's h& & ?ank u aga9 & aga9 = com+4 ,!n ! ,box] upris+ came4 ,bo? ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,wang-,*ang-l+ suff]$ greatly4 ,! ,box]s came to _! home1 b\nd & c>ri$ (f ! husb&4 ,= days ! wife knew n :at _h become ( him4 ,he suff]$ mu* at ! h&s ( 8 captors1 b f9ally made 8 escape4 ,= ?ree mon?s he 0 driv5 f place to place1 until nigh unto dea?1 b z he te/ifi$ ,god nev] left him1 & always provid$ a way ( escape & rais$ up fri5ds :5 mo/ ne$$ & lea/ expect$4 ,:ile he 0 flee+ = 8 life 8 wife suff]$ too4 ,! soldi]s came1 b\nd h]1 & c>ri$ h] (f to ! ,*angte (ficial4 ,%e aft]w>ds te/ifi$ t :5 be+ tak5 away ?us1 n kn[+ b t ev5 dea? await$ h]1 %e felt s happy %e c\ld n keep f s++4 ,%e 0 beat5 two hundr$ bl[s to make h] tell :]e h] husb& 04 ,!n h] f+] 0 twi/$1 b %e rema9$ firm & true ?r\gh x all4 ,on our return 9 #ai-- ! writ] _c =get1 ?\gh _m ye>s h s9ce pass$1 ! joy ( meet+ ^! de> p1 b x 0 b a %ort meet+4 ,bo? husb& & wife di$ %ortly aft] )9 a few days ( ea* o!r1 bo? witness+ triumphantly ! hope ( ! ,*ri/ians to ! ,life ,ev]la/+4 ,!y %all hung] no m1 nei!r ?ir/ any m2 nei!r %all ! sun light on !m nor any heat4 ,= ! ,lamb :i* is 9 ! mid/ ( ! ?rone %all fe$ !m1 & %all lead !m into liv+ f\nta9s ( wat]s3 & ,god %all wipe away all te>s f _! eyes4 99,,sket* ,,iii99 99,! ,man ,:o ,prov$ ,god99 ,him t honore? ,me ,i w honor4 99,! ,man ,:o ,prov$ ,god99 ,him t honore? ,me ,i w honor4 ,! la/ ( a long /ream ( pati5ts _h j gone4 ,x 0 five o'clock & ! tir$ doctor turn$ 8 face once m t[>ds ! re> ( ! ,mission ,comp\nd1 :]e lay 8 belov$ g>d51 8 "o s\rce ( relaxation aft] a day sp5t 9 fight+ disease & dea?4 ,to-day z he rea*$ ! inn] gate1 some?+1 %all we n m truly say1 ,someone1 seem$ to make him turn ab\t1 & he retrac$ 8 /eps1 he knew n :y2 back pa/ ! disp5s>y door he w5t till he _h rea*$ ! ma9 gateway4 99 99 99 ,two m5 c>ry+ a /ret*] ^u :i* lay a sick man1 came /agg]+ along ! road lead+ pa/ ! ,mission premises4 ,!y 7 evid5tly n 9 ! be/ ( humor1 = z !y mopp$ _! /ream+ br[s1 frequ5t oa?s escap$ !m4 ,sudd5ly1 z ! ,mission gate 0 rea*$1 !y dropp$ _! burd5 ) a cruel ?ud ^u ! gr\nd1 = bo? be>]s _h caught sight ( ! =eign] com+ up to ! gate4 ,?is 0 by f> too int]e/+ a sight to miss1 s bo? m5 squatt$ d[n opposite ! gate to re/ :ile !y wat*$ ) ke5e/ int]e/ ?is =eign man ( :om !y _h he>d _m wond]ful /ories1 b :om !y _h nev] se54 ,! doctor1 ) true in/9ct1 walk$ /raight to ! sick man & rais$ ! clo? cov]+ 8 face4 ,h>d5$ z he 0 to all k9ds ( cases1 :at he saw evid5tly %ock$ him1 = he gave an exclamation ( surprise4 ,:]e are y tak+ him8 he ask$ ! be>]s4 ,home1 0 ! reply4 ,b d y "k he w c]ta9ly die8 ,t's c]ta91 0 ! answ]4 ,we 7 j consid]+ z we came up :e!r we w\ld n j bury him z he is1 = nei!r ( u c>es to /& = =ty li m 7#ad miles7 :at we h /ood ^? la/ =ty li4 ,! doctor knew well x meant = him _m mon?s ( h>d fight+ ) a mo/ loa?some disease1 ) only a b>e *ance ( success1 yet 9 ! _s ( 8 ,ma/] he did n hesitate b said1 ,give him to me4 ,if he c be sav$1 ,i'll save him4 ,if he dies1 he w h prop] burial4 ,aft] consult+ toge!r = a few mom5ts ! m5 turn$ to ! doctor & said1 ,y c h him4 ,s ! man 0 c>ri$ into ! hospital4 ,! foll[+ day1 at ! mission>ies' noon pray]-meet+ mu* int]e/ 0 r\s$ z ! doctor told ( 8 /range lead+ ! day be=e & ( ! result4 ,e>ne/ pray] rose = ,lu ,yung ,kwan1 ! sick man1 ^: pa/ hi/ory made 8 case seem ! m hopeless4 ,he _h be5 a pr(essional juggl] 7ab\t z l[ 9 ! scale z "o c\ld well get71 & _h liv$ a v deprav$ life4 ,! hi/ory ( ! ye> t foll[$ c\ld bett] be told by ! doctor or 8 colleague :o work$1 r f\ght = ! man's salvation1 bo? s\l & body4 ,b ! day came :5 he w5t f ! ,mission ,hospital heal$ 9 body & a pr(ess$ foll[] ( ! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,twice 9 ! mon?s t foll[$ ,lu ,yung ,kwan fell2 ! second "t he w5t back to 8 old life s deep & s long 8 ,mission fri5ds almo/ despair$ ( him4 ,b ,god _h m]cy on him1 & he rose z ! future prov$1 a new creation 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus4 ,b>ely has !re be5 a m /rik+ illu/ration ( ,paul's words1 ,put (f ! old man ) 8 de$s1 ?an ,lu ,yung ,kwan's aft] life4 ,he op5$ a small bak]y & food %op :]e _m pass$ to & fro ) _! b>r[s ( coal1 ! coal pits be+ 9 ! region4 ,he 0 ! only ,*ri/ian 9 ! region4 ,on 8 c\nt] 0 always a place = ,*ri/ian books & tracts2 & he 0 ev] on ! al]t to take advantage ( ! curiosity & int]e/ ^! awak5$1 & to be> witness to :at ! ,"l _h done = him4 ,f ! fir/ op5+ ( 8 bus9ess he det]m9$ to obey ! injunction ( ,mala*i #c3aj1--;,br+ ye ! :ole ti! 444 & prove me n[ 444 sai? ,jehovah ( ,ho/s1 if ,i w n op5 y ! w9d[s ( heav51 & p\r y out a bless+1 t !re %all n be room en\gh to receive x4 ,he n only gave a ti! ( all he made to ! ,"l1 b put aside = ,him "o ca% 9 e hundr$1 ,j to bless ! re/4 ,he m>ri$ a bright ,*ri/ian girl1 :o prov$ h]self a true helpmeet to him4 ,f\r *ildr5 came to bless _! home2 "o girl :om !y nam$ ,glory1 & ?ree boys1 ,paul1 ,luke & ,joseph4 ,"o day :5 visit+ ne> _! home1 ! writ] ask$ ! second boy1 :om %e met on ! /reet1 8 "n4 ,he answ]$1 ,my "n is ! ,gospel accord+ to ,luke6 ,x is n too mu* to say t ! ,"l prosp]$ ?is man 9 all t he did4 ,z an example ( ?is3--,"o ye> almo/ fam9e conditions prevail$ ?r\gh ,lu ,yung ,kwan's region1 :5 ! mission>y paid a visit to ! little b& ( ,*ri/ians :i* _h ga!r$ ar\nd ?is fai?ful witness] to ! ,tru?4 ,"o day ,mr4 ,lu & ! ,mission>y w5t = a walk4 ,notic+ a f9e field ( :eat 9 /rik+ contra/ to ! almo/ dead fields ( gra9 surr\nd+ x1 ! mission>y ask$ to :om x belong$4 ,mr4 ,lu repli$ t x 0 81 & quietly rem>k$1 ,t is h[ ! ,"l blesses me4 ,"s "t lat] :5 ! writ] 0 visit+ ne> 8 home1 ,mr4 ,lu call$ ^u h] :5 he told h] ! /ory ( 8 life4 ,"o ?+ he said 01 ,i "k n[ :y ! ,"l all[$ me to fall twice4 ,i 0 too self-confid5t4 ,i _h to le>n t ,*ri/ mu/ be all & ,i no?+4 ,only a few mon?s lat] ! call came to meet 8 ,ma/]4 ,he glorifi$ ! ,"l 9 8 dea? z 9 8 life2 he di$ 9 full assurance ( ,et]nal ,life4 ,he left beh9d 8 wid[ & *ildr5 com=tably provid$ =1 & a b& ( ,*ri/ians to te/ify to ,god's fai?fulness 9 op5+ z ,he _h promis$ w9d[s ( bless+ = ! man :o d>$ to prove ,him4 99 99 99 ,be=e clos+ ?is sket* ,i w\ld l to record an incid5t :i* occurr$ "s ye>s aft] h] husb&'s dea? 9 :i* ,mrs4 ,lu prov$ to be a v]itable ,god-s5d to ! writ]4 ,to be und]/ood ! /ory mu/ be told some:at 9 detail4 ,return+ to our /ation f an unusually /r5u\s autumn's t\r+1 ,i plann$ z usual to give ! mon? ( ,decemb] to ! *ildr5's sew+1 s z to leave ,janu>y free = a ,woman's ,bible ,tra9+ ,class1 b my heal? broke d[n & /rive z ,i c\ld sc>cely any headway 0 made ) ?irty-five or =ty g>m5ts :i* _h to be made by ! "t ! *ildr5 return$ to _! s*ool 9 ,*efoo4 ,by ! #ah? ( ,decemb] ! ,janu>y class _h to be cancell$ & ^w 0 s5t to all ! wom5 :o 7 to att5d ) "o exception--,mrs4 ,lu1 & %e 0 ov]look$6 ,z ! days pass$ ! burd5 ( ! almo/ unt\*$ sew+ became v great till ,i 0 =c$ to cry to ! ,"l = a way out ( ! difficulty4 ,on ,decemb] #bh?1 :ile lead+ ! ,*9ese ,woman's ,pray] meet+1 ,i notic$ ,mrs4 ,lu 9 ! audi5ce & at once knew %e _h come f h] di/ant home ov] r\gh m\nta9 roads ) h] little *ild = ! class :i* 0 cancell$4 ,feel+ v sorry = ! ?\ghtlessness :i* _h giv5 h] ! ne$less tr\ble & exp5se ,i invit$ h] to my home & gave h] "s money = a b>r[ to take h]self & *ild home ! foll[+ day4 ,i !n sat d[n to ! sew+ ma*9e :ile ,mrs4 ,lu /ood beside & wat*$4 ,9 a few mom5ts %e said1 ,y look v tir$4 ,let me run ! ma*9e = y4 ,i look$ at h] 9 amazem5t1 & said1 ,y run ! ma*9e8 ,:y y don't "k h[4 ,yes ,i d1 %e repli$4 ,i jo9$ a b& ( wom5 9 our village & _h a ma*9e br\ght & we all le>n$ to run x4 ,j try me4 ,z ,i gave h] fir/ easy & !n m & m difficult ?+s to d & saw h[ %e did !m p]fectly1 ,i felt aw$ at ! pla9ness ( ,god's lead+1 = !re 0 only "o o!r ,*9ese woman1 z f> z ,i knew1 9 our :ole ,*angte field :o c\ld run ! sew+ ma*9e4 ,b aga9 came a te/ ( fai?1 = :5 ,i ask$ h] to /ay & help me ) ! sew+ %e repli$ t %e mu/ return home on ! morr[4 ,puzzl$ & disappo9t$ ,i c\ld only aga9 ask ! ,"l to und]take1 & aga9 ,i prov$ ,8 fai?fulness4 ,t night a fi]ce /orm1 la/+ sev]al days1 came on1 mak+ ! roads q impassable4 ,mrs4 ,lu1 f9d+ h]self /orm-ti$1 gladly gave all h] "t to me4 ,! roads rema9$ impassable = a :ole mon?1 dur+ :i* "t all ! sew+ 0 f9i%$ & ,i _h n ne$$ to sit d[n to ! ma*9e once6 ,!y %all abundantly utt] ! memory ( ,?y great ,goodness4 99,,sket* ,,iv99 99,op5+ a ,new ,/ation99 ,"p #a--,,! ,,mission>y',s ,,home4 ,"p #b--;,,z ,,ra9 ,,f ,a ,,cle> ,,sky4 ,"p #c--,,s[+ ,,be=e ,,! ,,/orm4 99,op5+ a ,new ,/ation99 99,"p ,i4 ,,! ,,mission>y',s ,,home499 ,wee ,nell's eyes _h clos$ at la/1 & ! tir$ "m ris+ f ! *ild's b$side cross$ ! cem5t floor to ! adjo9+ room1 :]e a boy ( six 0 busily engag$ draw+ on a blackbo>d to ! evid5t delight ( 8 little si/]4 ,my boy1 said 8 "m1 baby has j gone to sleep & mu/ n be di/urb$4 ,^! con/ant cr[ds ( wom5 keep h] f prop] re/1 s run out ) y\r little si/] to ! back comp\nd & play4 ,z ! *ildr5 disappe>$1 ! "m prep>$ to cut out "s little g>m5ts1 b sc>cely _h %e tak5 scissors 9 h& :5 sudd5ly %e laid !m d[n aga91 & /ood li/5+4 ,9 ! di/ance c\ld be he>d ! noisy %\ts ( a b& ( cotton glean]s4 ,w\ld !y come 98 %e ask$ h]self4 ,!n1 z !y c\ld be he>d sweep+ ?r\gh ! front gateway1 %e pu%$ h] "w to "o side exclaim+ al\d1 ,oh1 de>1 de>1 h[ c ,i ev] get ! *ildr5's clo!s made6 ,if only a ra9y day w\ld come ,i might get some?+ made4 ,pati5ce1 pati5ce1 h] husb&'s voice came ?r\gh ! /udy door4 ,^! cr[ds w n la/ indef9itely1 s d y\r be/ to rea* !m :ile y may4 ,be=e he _h f9i%$ speak+ 8 wife's voice c\ld be he>d greet+ ! cr[d 9 ! c\rty>d4 ,please sit d[n "h 9 ! %ade & re/1 d sit d[n1 see1 "h are b5*es & mats1 %e urg$ z !y cr[d$ ab\t h]1 a wild unruly mob4 ,we h come to see1 cri$ a doz5 voices at once4 ,i "k y h1 %e repli$1 try+ to speak s z n to wak5 ! baby & yet be he>d above ! d9 ( voices4 ,i really _c let y inside unless y fir/ sit d[n & li/5 to :at ,i h to say4 ,!n z !y /ill hesitat$ %e cont9u$1 ,if y w sit d[n & li/51 ,i w promise to let y inside & %[ y ev]y?+4 ,?is promise _h ! desir$ effect--d[n !y sat on mats1 "s on b5*es1--a few timid ones kept close to ! gate s z to be ready to flee at ! fir/ approa* ( dang]6 ,z ! "m tri$ to tell !m :y %e _h come--( a ,savi\r f s9--( a hope aft] dea?1 "s li/5$ int5tly & seem$ to get a gleam ( light1 b = ! mo/ "p ! cr[d 0 re/less & ke5 only to get inside ! h\se ab\t :i* !y _h he>d s _m /range /ories4 ,at la/ baby ,nell wak5$1 & mak+ ! fact kn[n by lu/y cries1 gave ! wom5 ! opportunity !y desir$4 ,z ! "m ran to h] little "o ! cr[d ( =ty or fifty wom5 & *ildr5 press$ 9 aft] h]4 ,) ! baby 9 h] arms ! "m fai?fully kept h] promise4 ,no?+ escap$ _! curi\s eyes--b$s 7 turn$ back1 draw]s op5$1 sew+ ma*9e exam9$1 & organ play$ be=e !y appe>$ satisfi$4 ,:]eupon !y ru%$ (f z quickly z !y _h come1 say+ to "o ano!r1 ,! =eign devil woman does n seem z bad z p say %e is4 ,o!rs said1 ,b :o kn[s1 y c nev] judge by appe>ances6 ,half an h\r lat] ! husb& return$ f ! man's prea*+ to f9d 8 wife 9 te>s4 ,:y1 :at's wrong8 he ask$4 ,oh1 ev]y?+1 8 wife repli$ betwe5 h] sobs4 ,i j c't be> x4 ,y don't "k h[ !y despise me & :at t]rible ?+s !y are say+4 ,besides :5 ,i came back to my "w ,i f\nd !y _h c>ri$ (f my la/ pair ( scissors & "p ( ! mat]ial ,i 0 mak+ a dress (4 ,t is n all4 ,! cook has j be5 9 to say t sev]al teaspoons are miss+4 ,tut1 tut1 repli$ h] husb&1 man-l4 ,t's no?+4 ,:y !y are only ?+s anyway6 ,a few days lat] came ! mission>y's turn to ne$ sympa?y4 ,he came 9 f ! front look+ pale & app>5tly q worn out4 ,i tell y :at1 wife1 he said1 ,i _c /& ?is /ra9 mu* long] )\t help6 ,if ,i only _h a good prea*] to put 9 *>ge ( ! prea*+ hall1 ,i c\ld get along2 b ) lime to weigh1 bricks to c\nt1 wood & timb] to measure1 & all ! ,mission acc\nts to keep1 besides ! ov]sight ( all ^! workm51 & ! prea*+ to ^! cr[ds ( m5 t are com+ daily1 well--,i j mu/ get help4 ,he w5t into 8 /udy1 b return$ a mom5t lat] ) an op5 ,bible 9 8 h&4 ,po9t+ to ^! words1 ,my ,god %all supply all y\r ne$1 he said1 ,wife1 d we really believe ?is8 ,if we d1 !n let u jo9 9 ask+ ,god to meet ?is press+ ne$ ( ours = an evangeli/4 ,b h[ is x possible1 return$ 8 wife4 ,we h n got ev5 "o conv]t yet1 & h promis$ ! o!r /ations n to ask help ( !m z !y are und]mann$8 ,true1 b ,god is able to fulfil ,8 own promises4 ,z ! husb& pray$1 ! wife ?\ght1 b1 oh1 h[ c help come4 ,x is z if we 7 pray+ = ra9 f a cle> sky4 ,two days lat] ! answ] did come1--n1 inde$1 z !y expect$1 b above all !y c\ld h ?\ght4 ,! /ory ( ?is mu/ be left = our next sket*4 99,"p ,,ii4 ,,z ,,ra9 ,,f ,a ,,cle> ,,sky499 ,call ^u me 9 ! day ( tr\ble & ,i w deliv] !e1 & ?\ %alt glorify me4 ,a poor brok5 opium slave lay on a kang or brick b$ ) only a ?9 /raw mat betwe5 8 emaciat$ =m & ! cold bricks4 ,8 livid color1 ) ! peculi> d>k %ade ( ! mod]ate opium us]1 8 sunk5 *eeks & labor$ brea?+1 all betok5$ ! man _h rea*$ ! /age :5 only a miracle c\ld save him4 ,beside him /ood a mission>y1 :o 0 say+ e>ne/ly z he laid 8 h& k9dly on ! man's %\ld]3 ,wang ,pu ,l91 ,i tell y ,god c save y4 ,no1 no1 ,pa/or1 ! man repli$ sadly1 ,x's no use4 ,i've tri$ & fail$ too (t54 ,i believe all y prea*1 b :at is ! use ( believ+ :5 ?is opium b9ds me z ) iron *a9s8 ,ev5 ,pa/or ,hsi's ,refuge fail$ to cure me4 ,no no1 don't wa/e y\r "t on me4 ,i'm beyond hope4 ,& ! man turn$ aga9 to 8 opium4 ,b ! mission>y 0 n ! k9d to be s easily rebuff$4 ,! next day f\nd ,wang ,pu ,l9 & ! mission>y on ! ,mission c\rt en r\te = ! /ation ( ,*u ,wang4 ,= t5 awful days ,wang ,pu ,l9's body1 m9d & s\l hung 9 ! balance4 ,! mission>ies unit$ 9 do+ all t 0 possible to relieve ! man's agonies4 ,x 0 on ! t5? night ! crisis came4 ,_m times lat] ,wang ,pu ,l9 told h[ t night he w5t out :5 9 bitt] agony into ! d>kness4 ,to 8 di/ort$ bra9 !re appe>$ to him a horrible be+ urg+ him to jump ! wall & get relief once m 9 opium4 ,z he /ood wav]+ a voice seem$ to call to him1 ,wang ,fu ,l91 ,wang ,fu ,l91 bew>e6 ,yield n[ & y are lo/4 ,z he he>d ?is voice he made "o desp]ate ef=t1 cry+ al\d1 ,oh1 ,god1 help me4 ,i w die r ?an yield4 ,/agg]+ back to 8 brick b$ he ?rew himself ^u x & slept till morn+4 ,he wak5$1 z ! future prov$1 a new & victori\s man4 99 99 99 ,?ree ye>s pass$4 ,! mission>y at ! new /ation is fac+ ! crisis describ$ 9 our la/ sket*4 ,help mu/ come 9 ! %ape ( an evangeli/1 or he w\ld break d[n4 ,! spiritual wireless is set 9 motion4 ,! cry = aid is he>d4 ,& help is s5t truly z ra9 f a cle> sky4 ,dur+ ! ?ree ye>s s9ce 8 deliv]ance f ! opium1 ,wang ,fu ,l9 & 8 family _h _h a bitt] /ruggle = exi/5ce4 ,z a ,*ri/ian he c\ld no long] make a liv+ by /reet /ory tell+ & ! keep+ ( l[ opium dives1 & e ef=t to get hone/ employm5t _h fail$4 ,at la/ he det]m9$ to seek a position 9 ! city ( ,*angte1 to rea* :i* he mu/ ne$s pass by ! ,mission :]e ! mission>y 0 !n fac+ 8 crisis4 ,wang ,fu ,l9 call$ on ! mission>y z he 0 pass+4 ,b no "o c\ld h look$ less l an answ] to _! pray]s4 ,/ill fe>fully emaciat$1 rack$ ) a c\gh :i* ere long w\ld end 8 life1 dress$ 9 almo/ begg> rags1 ! poor fell[ pres5t$ a pitiable spectacle4 ,b ! ,"l see? n z man see?4 ,aft] consult+ toge!r ! mission>y & 8 wife det]m9$ to try him = a few days--= he c\ld at lea/ te/ify to ! p[] ( ,god to *ange & keep ! l[e/ opium slave4 ,)9 an h\r or two ( 8 ent]+ ! ,mission gate1 app>5tly a begg>1 ,wang ,fu ,l9 0 cleans$ & clo!d 9 a ,*9ese outfit ( ! mission>y's1 & 0 seat$ 9 ! m5's *apel prea*+ to a cr[d$ audi5ce4 ,f t v fir/ day ( 8 m9i/ry1 !re 0 no d\bt ( 8 be+ a mess5g] s5t by ,god4 ,he _h 9 a wond]ful degree ! p[] & unction ( ! ,holy ,_s4 ,he _h natural gifts z a speak]1 & ^! _h be5 develop$ dur+ ! _m ye>s ( /reet /ory tell+4 ,n[ all 0 consecrat$ to ! "o object--! w9n+ ( s\ls to ,*ri/4 ,he seem$ to be consci\s t 8 "t 0 %ort1 & always spoke z a dy+ man to dy+ m54 ,f ! v fir/ m5 7 won to ,*ri/2 ! fir/ be+ a native doctor ( "s note1 ! second a weal?y l& own]4 ,= ?ree ye>s dur+ ^? e>ly days ( /ress & /ra91 he 0 sp>$ to help 9 lay+ ! f\ndations ( ! ,*angte ,*ur*4 ,!n ,god took him4 ,?\gh m ?an tw5ty ye>s h pass$ s9ce 8 dea?1 he is /ill rememb]$ & spok5 ( z ! ,_s-fill$ prea*]4 99,"p ,,iii4 ,,s[+ ,,be=e ,,! ,,/orm499 ,! five ye>s betwe5 #ahie & #aijj 7 ye>s fraught ) mu* dang] & _m difficulties to ! mission>ies at ! new /ation at ,*angte4 ,! anti-=eign1 anti-mission>y attitude ( ! p 0 h>d to live d[n4 ,x became q a common ?+ = ! mission>y to be call$ ha/ily to ! front to quiet a ?reat5+ cr[d4 ,on "o occasion ! ,mission premises 7 practically surr\nd$ by an unruly mob & = _m h\rs ! mission>ies 7 9 imm95t p]il4 ,"o ?+ help$ greatly 9 liv+ ?is dang] p]iod d[n safely4 ,! mission>ies ( :om ,i h already writt5 _h mov$ f ! poor1 unheal?y ,*9ese h\se ) ! cem5t floor into a semi-=eign h\se1 ! fir/ ( ! k9d to be built 9 t region4 ,z ?is h\se 0 be+ built !y fe>$ x might prove a b>ri] betwe5 !mselves & ! ,*9ese1 & p]haps h9d] ! progress ( ! "w :i* _h begun to be v enc\rag+1 s !y pray$ t ,god w\ld make _! new home a bless+ & a means ( rea*+ ! p /ill m1 & l s _m ( our pray]s !y came to see ! answ] lay l>gely ) !mselves--s !y det]m9$ to all[ all :o wi%$1 to see ?r\gh _! home4 ,_m ?\s&s took advantage ( ?is p]mission4 ,! high wat] m>k 9 numb]s 0 rea*$ :5 eighte5 hundr$ & ?irty-five m5 pass$ ?r\gh ! mission>y's home 9 "o day4 ,_m hundr$s ( wom5 7 receiv$ t same day by ! wife & h] colleague 9 ! "w4 ,on ord9>y occasions ! mission>y _h 8 wife play ! organ = ! b&s ( m5 he l$ ?r\gh1 b on ?is p>ticul> occasion %e 0 too mu* engag$ ) ! wom5 to d s4 ,! mission>y !re=e 0 =c$ to be 8 own organi/4 ,?\gh he did n "k "o note f ano!r1 he c\ld at lea/ pull out all ! /ops1 lay 8 h&s on z _m notes z possible1 & pump ! bell[s vigor\sly4 ,! result call$ =? f admir+ cr[ds ! gratify+ rem>k1 ,:y he plays bett] ?an 8 wife6 ,! ,gospel 0 fai?fully proclaim$ to all :o came4 ,! mission>ies soon began to see good fruit f ?is plan ( rea*+ ! p4 ,dur+ ! second ye> at ,*angte hundr$s ( /ud5ts _h come to ! city = ! tri-annual gov]nm5t exam9ations4 ,_m ( ^! visit$ & %[$ pla9ly _! anti-=eign attitude--sometimes caus+ q s]i\s tr\ble4 ,be=e ! next exam9ations came r\nd1 ?ree ye>s lat]1 ! mission>y 0 well prep>$ = !m4 ,at fir/ !y came z be=e full ( self-satisfi$ convictions t !y 7 q sup]ior repres5tatives ( ! mo/ sup]ior race4 ,curiosity alone l$ !m to ! =eign]'s home4 ,b no soon] w\ld !y cat* sight ( ! l>ge a/ronomical *>ts on ! mission>y's /udy wall ?an _! attitude inv>iably *ang$4 ,! mission>y knew well ! importance ( res]v+ 8 ammunition till ! "r mom5t6 ,! pr\de/ ( ^? s*ol>s 9 face ( ^? *>ts became l *ildr54 ,z ! man ( ,god l$ !m 7at _! own reque/7 /ep by /ep on into ! wond]s ( creation ( :i* !y knew no?+--(t5 w\ld come ! cry1 ,tea*] /op1 h pity on u--y make u feel l ! man 9 ! well :o ?\ght he saw ! :ole heav5s6 ,! *ange t came ov] hundr$s ( ^! /ud5ts 0 truly rem>kable4 ,j "o in/ance ( ! fruit ( ?is "w4 ,! mission>y 0 t\r+ f> we/ ( ,*angte & /ay$ ) 8 p>ty at a c]ta9 inn4 ,! inn-keep] :5 ask$ = 8 bill z ! p>ty 0 leav+ repli$--,honorable tea*]1 ,i c\ld n accept any?+ f y4 ,my son 0 at ! rec5t exam9ations at ,*angte & has told me ( 8 visit to y\r home & :at y are do+ = our p6 ,"o day e>ly 9 #ai-- ?ree ( ! mission>y's *ildr5 7 ga!r$ 9 front ( a curi\s look+ *>t tack$ on ! wall ( ! /udy4 ,x 0 a r\gh map ( ! ,*angte field1 & ov] p>ts ( ! *>t 7 r$ dots4 ,! elde/ *ild 0 c\nt+ ^? r$ spots & _h rea*$ to =ty-n9e :5 8 fa!r ent]$4 ,oh1 fa!r1 cri$ ! boy1 j look1 !re are almo/ fifty r$ places4 ,yes1 said 8 fa!r1 ,& d y "k de> *ildr5 t e r$ m>k means a place :]e "o or m ,*ri/ians are1 & :]e ! light ( ! ,gospel t c save m5 has ent]$8 ,oh1 won't x be lovely1 fa!r1 :5 ! :ole map is r$8 said a sweet fair-hair$ little girl z %e ?rew h] arras ab\t h] fa!r's neck4 ,oh k9d ,heav5ly ,fa!r1 :o )held f ,?y *ildr5's human sight :at ,?\ knewe/ 0 s soon to come ^u !m6 ,a few %ort weeks aft] ! above sc5e ! _s ( ! little fair-hair$ *ild _h return$ to ! ,god :o gave x1 ! mission>ies ev5 flee+ be=e _! w\ld-be murd]]s--! ,*9ese ,*ri/ians scatt]$4 ,_m ?r\gh\t ,*9a1 bo? mission>ies & ,*9ese ,*ri/ians 7 witness+ a good confession ev5 to cruel dea? = ,*ri/'s sake4 ,s ! blood ( ! m>tyrs became 9 ,*9a1 z 9 ! e>ly times1 ! se$ ( ! ,*ri/ian ,*ur* 9 ,*9a4 99,,sket* ,v99 99,te/+ ,god99 ,a ,true ,incid5t4 99,te/+ ,god99 99,a ,,true ,,incid5t499 ,fai? /eps out on ! seem+ void & f9ds ! ,rock b5ea?4 ,few 9 ! home-l& h any j conception ( :at x means = a mission>y's wife ) little *ildr5 to engage 9 aggressive evangeli/ic ef=t = ! rea*+ ( h] hea!n si/]s4 ,! foll[+ sket* :i* is true 9 e detail may s]ve to illu/rate :at a mission>y "m mu/ face :5 engag+ 9 su* "w4 99 99 99 ,i simply _c1 d>e n1 g1 ! wife 0 say+ z h] husb& /ood be=e h] ) a ,*9ese lett] 9 8 h&4 ,! lett] /ates pla9ly t an epidemic ( smallpox has brok5 out 9 ! v place we plann$ to g to4 ,if x 7 n = baby ,i w\ld gladly g2 b suppos+ he %\ld lat] take ! smallpox & die8 & h] voice end$ ) a sudd5 break4 ,b1 repli$ h] husb&1 ,i am p]fectly sure t if we def9itely tru/ ,him = ! *ild ,god w n let him come to h>m4 ,! ,*ri/ians are all expect+ u1 & w\ld x be "r to %[ ! :ite fea!r at ! fir/ appe>ance ( dang]8 ,h[ c we tell ! ,*9ese to tru/ ,god if we d n8 ,= an h\r or m ! "m w5t ?r\gh a bitt] /ruggle betwe5 h] fe>s = h] *ild & an impell+ s5se ( duty t[>ds h] hea!n si/]s4 ,at la/ %e det]m9$ to g1 b ) fe> & trembl+ le/ ! *ild %\ld get ! smallpox4 ,! foll[+ ev5+ aft] bump+ 7! only ^w to express ! movem5t7 = eight h\rs 9 a spr+less c>t ov] hills & /ony roads1 ! mission>ies rea*$ ! village ( ,hopei4 ,"s di/ance outside ! village a few ,*ri/ians 7 await+ _! arrival & escort$ !m ?r\gh ! d>kness to ! ,inn--ea* "o anxi\s to help 9 gett+ _! gue/s settl$4 ,"o c>ri$ ! roll ( b$d+--two o!rs ! food box1 /ill ano!r s\ght to get possession ( ! baby1 b ! "m fe>$ to "p ) him4 ,ev]y?+ 0 pil$ 9 a promiscu\s heap on ! l>ge brick plat=m :i* took up ab\t half ( ! room :i* !y 7 told 0 to be _! liv+-room & wom5's prea*+ place z well4 ,! room 0 c]ta9ly n invit+2 ! ro( 0 brok5 9 7ceil+ !re 0 none71 ! walls 7 black ) ! soot & dirt ( g5]ations1 & h>d unev5 lumpy e>? did = floors4 ,furniture1 !re 0 none--n ev5 a table or *air4 ,! "m's fir/ "q 0 :]e c ,i keep ! baby8 ,= answ] %e 0 l$ to an op5+ 9 ! wall beyond :i* 0 a mud hole j l>ge en\gh to spread _! b$d+1 b at ! fur!r end 7 sev]al great rat holes6 ,a sudd5 desp]ate fe> = h] *ild took possession ( ! "m1 b pride kept h] f lett+ h] husb& "k h] fe>s4 ,e>ly ! foll[+ morn+ ! wom5 & *ildr5 f ! surr\nd+ c\ntry began cr[d+ 94 ,by n9e o'clock ! room 0 pack$ to suffocation ) a great cr[d outside try+ to get 94 ,all 7 clamor+ to see & feel ! =eign woman & h] *ild4 ,^! wom5 knew absolutely no?+ ( ! ,gospel1 & z ! mission>y "m look$ into _! r\gh1 ignorant1 s5sual faces & ?\ght h[ %e _h ev5 risk$ ! life ( h] preci\s *ild to come to !m1 a great ye>n+ came into h] he>t to be us$ ( ,god to br+ light to _! d>k m9ds4 ,= _m h\rs a day %e & h] fai?ful ,bible woman prea*$ to ! ev] *ang+ cr[d4 ,sometimes !y 7 bo? 9 despair at ! cru% & confusion4 ,con/antly c\ld be se5 *ildr5 m>k$ ) smallpox c>ri$ 9 _! "m's arms4 ,at times ! atmosph]e 0 s ov]-p[]+ ! "m c\ld only cry to ,god to keep h] f fa9t+4 ,?\gh e>ly 9 ,may ! wea!r 0 v w>m1 & ! husb& cont9ually _h ! easi] "t = he _h bo? light & air prea*+ z he did 9 ! op5 c\rt4 ,all ?r\gh ! week ! baby _h /ood ! conf9em5t & conditions wond]fully4 ,:5 n asleep he w\ld delight & w9 ! wom5 by 8 happy ways4 ,b ,saturday morn+ f\nd him ill & fev]i%1 ly+ li/less 9 8 "m's arms4 ,! "m 0 = at once ru%+ home ) him1 b h] husb& g5tly rebuk$ h] lack ( fai?1 & rem9d$ h] ( _! promise to hold a communion s]vice at a di/ant village on ! morr[4 ,be=e day-break ! next morn+1 ,sunday1 all ! mission>y's p>ty 0 a/ir1 & z ! dawn 0 break+ !y fil$ out ( ! y>d ?r\gh ! quiet des]t$ /reets into ! c\ntry1 foll[+ a w9d+ m\nta9 pa?4 ,:5 at la/ ! summit ( q a high hill 0 rea*$1 ! mission>y s5t ! re/ ( ! p>ty on ahead1 :ile he & 8 wife sat d[n ) _! sleep+ *ild4 ,= a long "t nei!r c\ld break ! sil5ce1 _! he>ts 7 too full4 ,nev] w ei!r =get ! peace & beauty ( t h\r4 ,x 0 all int5sifi$ by ! contra/ ) :at !y _h left beh9d4 ,! "m c\ld only ?9k ) horror ( ! d>kness & dirt1 s9 & suff]+1 turmoil & unspeakable degradation 9 :i* !y _h liv$ = ^? six days4 ,b n[ x seem$ z if !y 7 9 heav5 itself4 ,oh1 ! beauty ( t sc5e6 ,to ! ea/ ! sun 0 j appe>+ 9 all its height ( glory4 ,to ! nor?1 s\?1 & we/1 rose m\nta9s & hills /ill 9 %ad[1 except = ! tipp+ ( ! com+ sun ^: h]ald ( glory lit up ! ea/]n sky & pla9 :i* /ret*$ out be=e !m z f> z ! eye c\ld rea*4 ,x seem$ !re on t hill-top alone ) ,god s easy to tru/ = ! little "o :o 0 /ill fev]i% & ill4 ,b all too soon1 z x seem$1 !y _h to leave t quiet spot & g d[n into ! valley--to ! noise & confusion ( ! village :]e _! ,sabba? m9i/ry lay4 ,! foll[+ morn+ e>ly !y once m turn$ _! faces homew>d1 & z ! "m saw ! bright1 happy smile on h] *ild's face1 ! fev] gone1 %e press$ him to h] ) joy & ?ankfulness1 & !re arose 9 h] he>t a cry = =giv5ess t %e _h be5 s fai?less & unbeliev+4 ,?is cruel self1 oh h[ x /rives ,& works )9 my brea/1 ,h[ _m subtle =ms x takes 99 99 99 99 ,z if x 7 n safe to re/ ,& v5ture all on ,!e4 ,z ye>s pass$ ! "m's fai? did gr[1 b x 0 on ,god's fai?fulness until %e le>nt x 0 safe to v5ture all on ,him4 ,de> fell[-"m 9 ! homel&1 z y realize f ^! l9es some?+ ( :at x co/s a "m 9 ,*9a to /ep out f h] home to save h] ,*9ese si/]s1 ask y\rself ,c\ld ,i d x8 ,oh1 my si/]s1 criticize less & pray m = ! mission>y mo!rs ( ,*9a4 99,,sket* ,,vi99 99,a ,*ri/ian ,g5]al99 ,hope = ,*9a's ,soldi]s4 99,a ,*ri/ian ,g5]al99 99,,hope ,,= ,,*9a',s ,,soldi]s499 7,! foll[+ lett] 0 writt5 on bo>d riv] /eam] imm$iately at ! close ( ! visit to ,g5]al ,f5g's camp47 ,on ,bo>d ,yangtze ,/eam]1 ,septemb] #b1 #aiai4 ,de> ,home ,fri5ds3 ,ab\t ! beg9n+ ( ,july1 a v urg5t message rea*$ ,doctor ,g(or? f ,g5]al ,f5g ( ,*ang-teh1 ,hunan1 ask+ = a mission among 8 troops4 ,! only possible "t he _h to give 0 ! la/ week ( ,augu/1 & ! meet+s 7 arrang$ = ?is "t4 ,lat] ! ,g5]al telegraph$ = me to come = meet+s among ! #gj or #hj (fic]s' wives4 ,:5 ! "t drew ne> t we %\ld h to leave ,*i ,kung ,%an = ,*ang-teh1 ^w came t *ol]a 0 rag+ at places along ! railway4 ,!n ! heat became s int5se ,i 0 tempt$ to li/5 to "s :o urg$ me n to g4 ,b z ,i hesitat$1 ,i 0 l$ to ,ecclesia/es #aa3d--;,he t obs]ve? ! w9d %all n s[1 & he t reg>de? ! cl\ds %all n reap4 ,h[ c\ld ,i refuse to g1 9 face ( su* a text8 ,if ,i _h n gone1 :at ,i w\ld h miss$6 ,! j\rney ( "o day by tra9 & ?ree by /eam] 0 extremely hot4 ,x 0 z if we 7 9 a ,turki% ba? day & night4 ,we slept at night on ! deck ( ! /eam]4 ,on ,sunday aft]noon1 ,aug4 #bd?1 we rea*$ ! h\se ( ,mr4 ,caswell ( ! ,hol9ess ,mission4 ,x 0 amus+ to read ! ,g5]al's lett] writt5 9 ,engli% by 8 ,*9ese ,engli% ,tea*]1 9 :i* he said to ,mr4 ,caswell1 ,i beg y to prep>e ! treatm5t = _! com+4 ,g5]al ,f5g call$ )9 an h\r ( our arrival4 ,he is ov] six feet tall1 & e in* a ,g5]al1 yet )\t a trace ( ! bomba/ s (t5 se5 9 ! high]-class ,*9ese4 ,8 mann] is a curi\s & /rik+ mixture ( humility1 dignity1 & quiet p[]2 he has a h&some1 good face4 ,he at once impresses "o z true & s9c]e1 a man to be tru/$4 ,he has be5 a ,*ri/ian = six ye>s4 ,,! ,,/ory ,,( ,,8 ,,conv]sion4 ,! /ory ( 8 conv]sion is mo/ int]e/+1 b x is too long to give 9 detail4 ,9 brief1 x is z foll[s3--,:5 a "y fell[ ( sixte51 he jo9$ ! army4 ,%ortly aft]1 ! ,box] ,upris+ broke out4 ,he 0 among ^? s5t to put d[n ! ,box]s at ,pao-t+-fu1 b 8 comm&+ (fic] 0 really 9 league ) !m4 ,"o day he /ood 9 a mission c\rty>d :5 ! ,box]s came 94 ,a s+le lady mission>y came out to meet !m1 & plead$ = h] own life & ! lives ( ! o!rs ) h]1 & ) great p[] rec\nt$ :at %e & o!rs _h be5 do+ = _! p4 ,:at %e said t\*$ ! "y soldi]4 ,%e & ! o!rs 7 sp>$ !n1 b he he>d t !y 7 all behead$ lat]4 ,soon aft]1 he 0 tak5 ill & treat$ at ! mission hospital 9 ,pek+4 ,on leav+1 he want$ to give money2 b ! doctor said4 ,if y are truly grateful = :at we h done = y1 !n all ,i ask ( y is to rememb] t !re is our ,god 9 heav5 ,:o loves y4 ,lat]1 he 0 aga9 oblig$ to g to hospital = treatm5t at a place f> di/ant f ! fir/ "o4 ,"h ! doctor1 on 8 leav+1 said almo/ exactly ! same words--,rememb] !re is a ,god 9 heav5 ,:o loves y4 ,"s "t aft] ?is1 ! future ,g5]al 0 9 ,pek+ :5 ,dr4 ,mott 0 hold+ meet+s4 ,he he>d ,dr4 ,mott1 0 mu* impress$1 sign$ "o ( ! c>ds1 & jo9$ a ,bible ,/udy ,class4 ,he 0 ?us def9itely />t$ on ! "r road2 &1 ?\gh o!r circum/ances comb9$ to lead him to take an out-&-out /&1 he dat$ ! beg9n+ ( 8 ,*ri/ian life f ,dr4 ,mott's visit4 ,,! ,,g5]al',s ,,"w4 ,be=e com+ "h to ,*ang-teh1 we _h he>d a great deal ( :at m>vels ! ,g5]al _h accompli%$ 9 ! ye> he has be5 "h2 b :at we h se5 surpasses :at we he>d4 ,g5]al ,f5g has ! welf>e ( 8 soldi]s1 bo? body & s\l1 at he>t4 ,?is is se5 by ! fact t he has put d[n vice ( all k9ds4 ,all bad resorts & _! inmates are remov$ f> f ! camp4 ,no smok+1 dr9k+1 gambl+1 or opium is all[$4 ,! (fic]s1 includ+ himself1 dress 9 ! pla9e/ gray cotton4 ,ev5 ! (fic]s' wives are n all[$ to we> silks1 b j pla9 cotton4 ,no foot-b9d+ is all[$4 ,! ,g5]al has arrang$ all sorts ( a?letic sports = (fic]s & m54 ,!re is a f9e read+ room2 ! illit]ate are taught to read4 ,!re is a s*ool = (fic]s' wives taught by a ,*ri/ian lady1 ! wife ( "o ( ! (fic]s & a graduate ( ! ,pek+ ,girls' ,s*ool4 ,!re is an indu/rial s*ool = wom52 also an indu/rial s*ool = m5 :o are ne>+ ! age limit ( ! army1 to tea* !m ways ( e>n+ a livelihood4 ,*ri/ian wor%ip is taught & enc\rag$ 9 e way4 ,"o morn+ ,dr4 ,g(or? & ,i _h occasion to pass ?r\gh sev]al c\rty>ds ( ! m5's qu>t]s j at breakfa/ "t4 ,z we pass$ along1 we saw ! m5 9 gr\ps /&+ be=e ! food s++ _! morn+ hymn ( ?anksgiv+4 ,& we 7 told by ! mission>ies liv+ ne> ! camp t e ev5+ !y c he> ! soldi]s s++ _! ev5+ hymn4 ,sometimes x is1 ,oh1 come to my he>t ,"l ,jesus2 !re is room 9 my he>t = ,!e--or ,pass me n1 ,o g5tle ,savi\r4 ,z ! soldi]s m>* along ! /reet1 !y s+ ,*ri/ian hymns1 "o ( ! favorites = m>*+ be+ ,onw>d1 ,*ri/ian ,soldi]s4 ,! ,g5]al has a b&1 & also a *oir2 b ,i h>dly "k :at to say ab\t ! quality ( ! s++ & music g5]ally4 ,i c only give my impression ( x z ,i he>d !m 9 ! ,assembly ,hall at "o ( ! meet+s4 ,! b&1 organ & m5 all />t at once on ! ?ird /roke ( ! baton1 no lead+ note be+ giv54 ,e in/rum5t 9 ! b& seem$ to my e>s to be tun$ to a diff]5t key1 & e man seem$ to s+ )\t ! lea/ reg>d = ! key ( 8 neighbor4 ,all kept ! tune1 z f> z ,i c\ld he>1 & all play$ or sang z l\dly z !y c\ld bang1 toot1 or %\t4 ,! g5]al effect 0 deaf5+1 & to me almo/ appall+1 = !re 7 ab\t #a1jjj m5 & "s tw5ty in/rum5ts engag$4 ,:5 ! ,g5]al lat] call$ ^u ! *oir ( tw5ty m5 to s+ by !mselves ) j ! baby organ accompanim5t1 x 0 really delightful to li/5 to !m4 ,!y sang v well inde$4 ,,! ,,mission ,,& ,,its ,,result4 ,& n[ z to ! ,mission we h j held4 ,f ! fir/1 ,god has be5 v manife/ly work+4 ,twice e day ,dr4 ,g(or? has _h an att5tive & ke5ly int]e/$ audi5ce ( ab\t #a1jjj m51 *iefly (fic]s4 ,at ?ree ( ^! meet+s ! wives 7 p]mitt$ to be pres5t2 b all ! re/ ( ! wom5's meet+s 7 sep>ate1 :5 ,god gave me mu* help 9 speak+ to !m4 ,at our la/ meet+1 practically all ! (fic]s' wives pres5t said !y wi%$ to foll[ ! ,"l ,jesus4 ,at "o ( ! la/ meet+s = ! m51 ,g5]al ,f5g broke d[n z he tri$ to pray4 ,:at seem$ to affect him 0 ! ?\ght ( 8 c\ntry4 ,z soon z he c\ld recov] f 8 sobs1 he /ood up &1 fac+ 8 (fic]s1 plead$ = 8 c\ntry--plead$ ) !m to jo9 him 9 putt+ aside all mean motives1 & ?9k & "w & pray = _! c\ntry4 ,"o ( 8 /aff (fic]s foll[$1 pray+ e>ne/ly1 !n "o aft] ! o!r ( ! (fic]s1 ) sobs & te>s cri$ to ,god on behalf ( !mselves & _! c\ntry4 ,an old mission>y :o 0 pres5t1 & :o describ$ ! sc5e to me1 said he did n ?9k !re _h ev] be5 su* a sc5e be=e :5 a g5]al wept be=e 8 own (fic]s1 ) all t foll[$4 ,b ! discipl9e 0 n brok5 by x2 = :5 ! ,g5]al rose to leave1 ! audi5ce rose z "o man4 ,dr4 ,g(or? & ,g5]al ,f5g w5t ye/]day to a camp #bc miles away1 :]e !re are ab\t #d1jjj troops4 ,five hundr$ ( ^! h already be5 baptiz$1 & hundr$s m are enquir+4 ,a ,*ri/ian ,*9ese g5tleman1 :o has won a f9e "n1 is to come to act z ! ,g5]al's *apla9 & organize ! "w among ! troops4 ,,! ,,com+ ,,man ,,( ,,*9a4 ,_m feel t ,g5]al ,f5g is ! com+ man ( ,*9a4 ,8 troops belong rightly to ! nor?1 b 7 s5t d[n "h to fight ! ,s\!rn ,army4 ,g5]al ,f5g1 h[ev]1 has made x cle> to ! ,pek+ ,gov]nm5t t he is will+ & eag] to fight ! enemies ( 8 c\ntry2 b1 unless =c$ to d s1 he w n fight 8 own c\ntrym5 ( ! s\?4 ,:5 ! w> 0 on1 he telegraph$ m ?an once to be s5t to ,france2 & :5 ! situation look$ v s]i\s 9 ,%antung a few mon?s ago1 ,g5]al ,f5g 0 spok5 ( z ! man to cope ) ! ,japanese4 ,surely x is a cause = mo/ e>ne/ praise to ,god t su* a man is be+ rais$ up4 ,! v fact t su* wond]ful possibilities lie be=e him1 & t aft] all he is b human1 %\ld call =? def9ite pray] = him4 ,*9a ne$s--oh1 s t]ribly6--j su* m54 ,may ,god grant t ,g5]al ,f5g be kept & us$ to save 8 c\ntry at ?is "t ( crisis4 ,july #bd?1 #aiai4--;,almo/ a ye> has pass$ s9ce ! above lett] 0 writt54 ,sev]al ?\s&s ( ,g5]al ,f5g's soldi]s are n[ baptiz$ & ! spl5did "w cont9ues4 ,b z ,i write1 civil w>1 :i* has be5 simm]+ = ye>s1 has n[ brok5 out 9 dead e>ne/1 ,g5]al ,f5g & 8 m5 are 9 ! mid/ ( ! conflict & all are look+ to him & 8 fri5d ,wu-pei-fu to save ! situation 9 ?is crisis4 99,,sket* ,,vii99 99,a ,*9ese ,nobleman99 99,a ,*9ese ,nobleman99 ,z ,i review ! life ( ! man ( :om ,i am to write1 two incid5ts ( ov] ?irty ye>s ago come to m9d4 ,on our way to ,*9a "o ( our fell[-pass5g]s 0 a man :o _h be5 9 bus9ess tw5ty odd ye>s 9 ,*9a4 ,he decl>$ !re 7 no real ,*ri/ians 9 ,*9a1 t !y 7 all rice ,*ri/ians--foll[]s ( ! =eign] = :at !y c\ld get & s on4 ,practically all ! pass5g]s1 except ! mission>ies he>tily agre$ ) ^! /atem5ts4 ,lat] we he>d ! same ?+ repeat$ on ! coa/ /eam]4 ,%ortly aft] rea*+ our de/9ation a well-kn[n resid5t ( ,*9a1 :o _h occupi$ = tw5ty-five ye>s a responsible position 9 ! ,cu/oms made su* positive /atem5ts along ! same l9e t ! writ] began to wond] if ^! ?+s c\ld be true4 ,six weeks lat] ?is accus]1 & z ,i "k n[ to be1 cruel sl&]] ( ! ,*ri/ians _h gone to meet 8 ,judge--dy+ sudd5ly 9 8 *air z ! result ( a vici\s debau*6 ,x is n[ ! writ]'s privilege to give te/imonies aft] ?irty ye>s /&+1 to ! g5u95ess ( ! ,*9ese ,*ri/ian--"h is "o ( !m4 ,tw5ty miles nor!a/ ( ! ,mission ,/ation ( ,*angteho liv$ a well-to-d bank] & l&[n] nam$ ,*5-,lao-,jung4 ,he 0 a man ( mo/ ma/]ful p]sonality4 ,8 old "m1 to :om he 0 greatly devot$1 _h long be5 afflict$ by attacks ( :at ! ,*9ese call$ demon possession--:i* f all acc\nts exactly resembl$ ^? record$ 9 ! ,bible4 ,e hea!n means _h be5 us$ = h] relief4 ,wit* doctors1 necromanc]s1 ,buddhi/ prie/s1 & o!rs _h us$ _! arts ^u h] 7"s ( ^! be+ v cruel71 b ! poor woman 0 no?+ bett]1 b r grew worse4 ,"o day a ,*ri/ian call$ :5 ! woman 0 9 a s]i\s & viol5t condition4 ,mr4 ,*5 ask$ ,mr4 ,hsu1 ! ,*ri/ian1 to pray to 8 ,god = 8 "m1 b ! ,*ri/ian repli$1 ,i w\ld gladly d s1 b x is useless = me to pray to my ,god1 :o is ! only true ,god1 :5 y recognize s _m o!r gods t are false4 ,^! h\sehold gods mu/ fir/ be de/roy$3 !n ,i c pray4 7,oh1 t our home ,*ri/ians w\ld realize ?is too1 !n w\ld !y "k ! p[] ( pray]74 ,aft] "s demur ,mr4 ,*5 decid$ t he _h tri$ ^! gods & !y _h fail$ him1 n[ he w\ld burn !m r ?an lose ?is opportunity ( hav+ 8 "m heal$ by ! ,*ri/ian ,god6 ,9 face ( ! bitt]e/ opposition f 8 family & neighbors he publicly burnt all ! h\sehold gods4 ,!n he & ,mr4 ,hsu foll[$ by all ! family & a cr[d ( curi\s neighbors w5t into ! "m's room :]e %e lay foam+ on ! b$4 ,mr4 ,hsu fir/ sang ! hymn ,jesus loves me--!n pray$1 !n sang aga94 ,gradually ! woman quiet$ d[n & be=e long 0 completely re/or$4 ,?us ! ,"l z ( old answ]$ pray] & deliv]$ ! woman f ! t]rible p[] :i* _h _h su* a hold ^u h]4 ,h] deliv]ance 0 s wond]ful t all ! family & "s neighbors imm$iately accept$ ! ,gospel4 ,mr4 ,*5 left 8 home & bus9ess = sev]al weeks & came to ! out-/ation :]e ! writ] & h] husb& 74 ,"h he took ! place ( a little *ild4 ,8 humility1 e>ne/ness1 & s9c]ity impress$ u all4 ,:5 he felt he _h grasp$ ! ma9 tru?s ( ! ,gospel he return$ home realiz+ z few ,*ri/ians seem to d1 t he _h be5 sav$ to save o!rs4 ,he at once />t$ family wor%ip1 & prep>$ a build+ z a *apel & prea*+ hall--"h he ga!r$ & taught all :o wi%$ to le>n4 ,8 :ole family became out & out = ,*ri/ & soon neighbors 7 won4 ,! fir/ ( ^! 0 a notable opium slave4 ,! /ory 9 detail ( ! gr[? ( ,*ri/ianity 9 ,mr4 ,*5's region w\ld fill a volume1 b space p]mits only ! brief record ( op5 out/&+ facts4 ,ab\t two ye>s aft] ,mr4 ,*5 became a ,*ri/ian ! locu/s came ov] ! c\ntry 9 great numb]s1 eat+ all be=e !m4 ,mr4 ,*5 told 8 family t s9ce !y w\ld all be busy fight+ ! locu/s1 family wor%ip w\ld = ! "t be giv5 up4 ,a few days lat] a f9e boy 9 ! family1 ab\t sev5 ye>s ( age1 became p>alyz$ 9 "o side & 0 unable to get (f ! kang 7or brick b$74 ,! foll[+ is ,mr4 ,*5's own acc\nt ( :at foll[$4 ,"o day ,i 0 out 9 ! fields fight+ ! locu/s :5 ,i sudd5ly seem$ to wak5 out ( sleep4 ,hs+ ,wu kuo lai ,i cri$ al\d--',:y6 ! connection is cut6 ,! connection is cut6' ,i ha/5$ home & call$ all ! family toge!r4 ,i told !m to get d[n on _! knees & confess ) me our s9 ( putt+ ,god aside1 t by do+ s we _h cut ! connection ) ,god1 = ,god _h said1 ',y\r iniquities h sep>at$ betwe5 y & y\r ,god & y\r s9s h hid ,8 face f y4 ,oh1 ,"l n[ t ! connection is m5d$1 won't y heal ! little boy8' ,& z we pray$ we he>d ! *ild get (f ! kang1 & be=e we rose f our knees he 0 runn+ ar\nd q well4 ,mr4 ,*5 became a t[] ( /r5g? to ! mission>y1 :o :5 oblig$ to be abs5t sometimes f t "p ( 8 field w\ld commit ! affairs ( ! ,*ur* into 8 h&s4 ,did he get money = ?is1 y ask4 ,no--all 8 s]vice 0 = love ( 8 ,"l4 ,n _m mon?s ago ?is man /ood bravely1 gr&ly1 "o ( ! sev]e/ te/s any ,*ri/ian c\ld be put to4 ,he _h a v de> little daught]1 a pretty1 g5tle1 timid *ild ( ab\t n9e ye>s ( age4 ,?is *ild 0 away f home :5 %e 0 attack$ by a "y woman ( viol5t temp]1 ! daught] ( ano!r ,*ri/ian4 ,! *ild 0 /ruck sev]al times ) a heavy /ick1 & z %e fl$ t]rifi$ 0 foll[$ & /ruck aga91 x is believ$1 on ! head1 a few days lat] ! *ild return$ home1 b c\ld say little else ?an1 ,i'm afraid ov] & ov] aga94 ,%e sank rapidly & di$2 b be=e h] dea? %e told h] fa!r ( ! attack ^u h]4 ,a few days lat] ! writ] receiv$ a mo/ t\*+ lett] f ,mr4 ,*5 9 :i* he review$ ! pa/--:at he _h be5 sav$ f--:at ,*ri/ _h be5 to him--!n wrote z foll[s-- ,%eph]d ,"m--,my he>t is cru%$1 my little daught] is dead4 ,i d n want ! "o :o kill$ h] to be puni%$4 ,i only ask t y w>n h] s t o!r *ildr5 %all n suff] z m9e has done4 ,^? ( u :o "k h[ exce$+ly rev5geful ! ,*9ese are by nature w agree t "o c\ld sc>cely f9d a m beautiful example ( ! p[] & fruit ( ! ,gospel ( ,jesus ,*ri/ ?an ?is4 99,,sket* ,,viii99 99,mr4 ,doong99 99,mr4 ,doong99 ,my husb& & ,i ) our *ildr5 _h settl$ d[n = a few weeks' /ay at "o ( our out /ations1 :5 ,i notic$ "o morn+ at breakfa/ a /range man sweep+ ! y>d4 ,he look$ su* a que] bundle ( incongru\s clo!s ,i c\ld n make out if he 7 a tea*]1 a poor f>m]1 or a coolie4 ,! man's face 0 s wr9kl$ & 8 %\ld]s s /oop$ he look$ a mu* old] man ?an 8 ye>s1 :i* c\ld n h be5 m ?an fifty4 ,:o is t que] old man8 ,i ask$ my husb&4 ,8 "n is ,doong ,l9 ,huo1 he repli$1 he has come to /udy ! ,gospel & is s grateful = :at he is gett+ he has begg$ me let him d some?+ to %ew 8 gratitude4 ,"s days lat] "o ( ! ,evangeli/s came to me = "s m$ic9e = ,mr4 ,doong1 say+ he 0 v ill ) t foe ( native & =eign] alike--dys5t]y4 ,i _h only "o small bottle ( exp5sive m$ic9e :i* ,i kept = ourselves 9 case ( em]g5cy4 ,x 0 unop5$ & :5 once op5$ ,i knew x w\ld lose its /r5g?4 ,s ,i said3 ,i h only m$ic9e = ourselves4 ,i fe> if some?+ is n done = ,mr4 ,doong he w die1 ! ,evangeli/ said z he turn$ away disappo9t$4 ,?is decid$ me & ,i ha/ily gave him out sev]al doses4 ,lat] he came = m & a few days pass$ :5 ,mr4 ,doong himself appe>$ dress$ up 9 f9e borr[$ g>m5ts1 & 8 face %9+ ) ! extra rubb+ he _h giv5 x4 ,be=e we c\ld prev5t him he _h pro/rat$ himself be=e me knock+ 8 head sev]al times on ! floor1 say+1 ,oh1 lady1 y h sav$ my life6 ,! /ory ( ?is man's conv]sion is ( int]e/ 9 t x is typical ( ?\s&s 9 ,*9a4 ,8 p 7 f>m+ m\nta9 villag]s4 ,"s ye>s ago :5 visit+ 8 village ,i 0 impress$ ) ! picturesqu5ess ( ! situation1 built z x is on ! side ( a /eep m\nta9 cliff above a rapidly runn+ /ream4 ,z we w5t ?r\gh ?is village /reet we walk$ up /eps z if go+ up /airs4 ,mr4 ,doong's family 0 l>ge ev5 = ?is l&1 x consi/$ ( sev]al ( ! old pass+ g5]ation1 also 8 five sons & _! wives & *ildr5 & "s ( _! sons' wives & _! *ildr54 ,all liv$ )9 "o enclosure4 ,! family own$ "s l& b z ! m\?s increas$ x 0 n suffici5t = _! ne$s & "s s\ght employm5t1 especially dur+ ! w9t] mon?s4 ,mr4 ,doong himself 0 among ^!1 he jo9$ a l[ travell+ !atrical company1 z cook & liv$ z l[ a life :ile ) !m z any human be+ c\ld well live4 ,:5 ! mission>y fir/ came across him he 0 us+ 8 animals dur+ ! slack w9t] mon?s to escort travell]s ov] ! m\nta9s we/ ( 8 home4 ,"o day ! mission>y arriv$ 9 ! village ) 8 p>ty ( prea*]s on _! way to a fam\s goddess' temple situat$ two hundr$ ,*9ese miles fur!r we/ among ! m\nta9s4 ,mr4 ,doong & 8 animals 7 hir$ = ! j\rney4 ,day by day z ! p>ty /opp$ at noon & = ! night prea*+ 0 c>ri$ on 9 ! op54 ,dur+ ^? days ,mr4 ,doong caught little else ( ! prea*+ ?an t !y 7 speak+ aga9/ ! gods4 ,he became al>m$ & s sure 0 he t ! great goddess w\ld cause "s t]rible calamity to ov]take !m on _! arrival at _! de/9ation he det]m9$ to leave ! p>ty z spe$ily z possible1 & x 0 ) a s5se ( real relief t he saw1 z he ?\ght1 ! la/ ( !m4 ,"s weeks lat] he _h occasion to g to ! di/ant city ( ,l9-,hsi5 f> (f among ! m\nta9s4 ,"h he f\nd ! same mission>y ) 8 prea*]s /ill prea*+ z be=e--& no calamity _h befall5 !m6 ,he began to h d\bts z to :e!r !y might n be "r aft] all4 ,e opportunity 0 tak5 advantage ( to he> :at !y _h to say ) ! result t :5 ! "t came = him to leave1 he turn$ 8 face t[>ds home a *ang$ man4 ,8 fir/ /ep 0 to de/roy ! h\sehold gods1 mu* to ! horror & ang] ( 8 family & neighbors1 :o all believ$ him to h become bewit*$ by ! =eign] & wait$ to see "s dread judgm5t fall ^u him4 ,surely fac+ su* odds z bravely z ?is man did & ) quiet /eady calmness raises him to ! place ( a real h]o4 ,8 next /ep 0 to give up 8 opium4 ,?is he did )\t ! aid ( o!r drugs4 ,he simply s\ght ,god's help & got x4 ,8 is "o ( ! r>e cases we h kn[n (1 :]e ! t]rible opium habit has be5 brok5 )\t human aid4 ,!n came 8 visit to our out-/ation to le>n to read & und]/& ! ,bible4 ,x 0 no easy task = ei!r pupil or tea*] at 8 age1 b s e>ne/ 0 he & dilig5t t 9 a few weeks he c\ld read ! ,*9ese ,new ,te/am5t suffici5tly well to get ! mean+ & 9 a few mon?s _h practically ma/]$ its *>act]s4 ,?ree ye>s pass$ dur+ :i* "t ,mr4 ,doong _h won ! highe/ op9ions f mission>ies & 8 fell[ ,*ri/ians4 ,8 "n 0 sugge/$ z a probation>y evangeli/1 & al?\gh 8 lack ( education 0 aga9/ him1 8 beautiful _s1 s g5tle1 & s full ( love to all ) :om he came 9 contact1 seem$ to m ?an make up = ?is lack & he 0 unanim\sly call$ to ! prea*+ ( ! ,gospel4 ,z "t pass$1 results f ,mr4 ,doong's m9i/ry amply ju/ifi$ ?is /ep1 = :]ev] ,mr4 ,doong 0 plac$ ! "w fl\ri%$ & conv]ts 7 add$4 ,on "o occasion ! writ] visit$ "o ( ^! places ) h] husb&4 ,x 0 a busy pott]y c5tre1 kn[n f> & wide = its unspeakable immorality4 ,yet ev5 9 ?is mo/ difficult field ,mr4 ,doong _h ga!r$ out a little company ( believ]s4 ,i %all n soon =get ! welcome we receiv$ on our arrival aft] a long try+ du/y j\rney1 at ! door ( ! humble place :]e he liv$ & :]e we 7 to /ay4 ,he 0 s he>ty & k9d & yet _h a c]ta9 dignity & c\rtesy :i* made me say inw>dly1 ,c ?is be ! same man :o 0 cook 9 a l[ !atrical company8 ,yes he 0 ! same1 yet n ! same1 = 8 :ole life1 8 looks1 8 wond]ful p[] ( hold+ hea!n audi5ces = ov] an h\r at a "t all te/ifi$ to ! p[] ( ,*ri/ to save & trans=m m54 ,at ! close ( our visit ,i told my cook to settle z 0 ! cu/om ) ,mr4 ,doong = ! coal we _h us$ dur+ ! t5 days we _h be5 !re4 ,! cook return$ to say ,mr4 ,doong refus$ to take any?+ = x4 ,i call$ ! de> old man & prote/$ t ?is w\ld n d4 ,he look$ at me ) te>s 9 8 eyes & said1 ,"m1 ,%eph]d1 w y n all[ me ! privilege & pleasure ( do+ ev5 ?is mu* = y1 :5 y & y\r husb& h done s mu* = me8 ,:at w\ld ,i h be5 _h y n come ) ?is bless$ ,gospel8 ,) full he>t & dim eyes ,i c\ld only put my h&s toge!r & b[ l[ my ?anks4 ,:5 home on furl\gh ,i s5t to a mission>y = a photo ( ,mr4 ,doong = a lant]n slide4 ,9 due c\rse ! photo arriv$ ) a note f ,mr4 ,doong himself1 :i* ran z foll[s3 ,de> ,%eph]d ,"m1 ,i ?ank y = ! complim5t y h paid me 9 ask+ = my photo4 ,i w\ld reciprocate & ask = y\rs b !re is no ne$ = y\r c\nt5ance is engrav$ on my he>t6 ,aft] an abs5ce f our old field = "s five ye>s x 0 a great joy to bo? my husb& & myself to h ,mr4 ,doong once m our co-work]1 b x 0 only = a brief p]iod4 ,our h>d press$ doctor ne$$ ! be/ man we c\ld give him z ,hospital ,evangeli/ & ,mr4 ,doong 0 *os5 = ?is position4 ,!re he rema9$ till advanc+ ye>s ) its increas+ physical weakness =c$ 8 retirem5t & he return$ home1 b n to ! home ( ! e>ly ye>s = n[ almo/ all _h be5 won to ,*ri/ianity1 z well z _m ( 8 neighbors4 ,= behold 4444 h[ t n _m wise aft] ! fle%1 n _m mighty1 n _m noble are call$4 ,b ,god ha? *os5 ! fooli% ?+s ( ! _w t he might put to %ame !m t are wise4 99,,sket* ,,ix99 99,hea!nism ,z ,i ,h ,kn[n ,x99 ,"p #a--;,,hea!n ,,v]sus ,,*ri/ian ,,wor%ip4 ,"p #b--;,,facts4 99,hea!nism ,z ,i ,h ,kn[n ,x99 ,if ?\ =be> to deliv] !m t are drawn unto dea?1 & ^? t are ready to be sla92 if ?\ saye/1 ,behold we knew x n2 do? n he t pond]e? ! he>t consid] x8 ,& he t keepe? ?y s\l1 do? n he "k x8 ,& %all n he r5d] to e man accord+ to 8 works8 7,prov4 #bd3aa1 #ab47 ,if y c get our *ur* p to really believe ! hea!n ,,ne$ ! ,gospel1 y w h gone a long way to br+ ab\t ! desir$ attitude t[>ds ,=eign ,missions4 ,s said a prom95t ,=eign ,mission ,secret>y to ! writ]4 ,ano!r ,=eign ,mission ,secret>y1 :o _h sp5t _m ye>s on ! ,=eign ,field z a mission>y1 sugge/$ ! subject = ?is ,sket*1 say+1 ,draw x pla91 = !y ne$ to "k4 ,! subject is n a pleasant "o2 draw ! picture ( hea!nism z y w1 x c be only d>k & repell+2 nei!r d>e "o write all "o kn[s4444 #a4--;,,hea!n ,,v]sus ,,*ri/ian ,,wor%ip4 ,mission>ies & conv]ts 7 ga!r$ 9 full =ce = _! annual evangeli/ic campaign at "o ( ! l>ge/1 mo/ important c5t]s ( hea!n wor%ip 9 ,*9a--! ,hsun-,hsi5 ,fair or ,fe/ival4 ,inclem5t wea!r _h some:at delay$ ! influx ( pilgrims4 ,x 0 sugge/$ t my husb& & ,i take advantage ( ?is fact to make a long plann$ visit to ! temple ( ! goddess ,lao ,nai ,nai1 7,old ,gr&mo!r7 :o drew to h] %r9e e ye> va/ cr[ds ( m5 & wom5 ( e class4 7,x is e/imat$ t dur+ ! t5 days ( ! w9t] fe/ival alone1 ov] a million pilgrims kneel be=e ?is image47 ,we />t$ q e>ly "o morn+ hop+ !reby to escape any possibility ( great cr[ds4 ,z we asc5d$ ! hill on :i* ! temple /ood1 ! road 0 l9$ on ei!r side ) boo?s & mat /alls :]e commodities su* z pilgrims requir$1 7 sold4 ,!re 7 pap] babies1 made ( brilliant color$ pap] on corn/alk frames4 7,! goddess 0 believ$ to h p[] to be/[ liv+ *ildr5 9 return = ! pap] (f]+s47 ,!re 7 pap] horses1 & wom5 & "y girls1 made to look v life-l1 all ( :i* 7 suppos$ to turn into ! real k9d = ! use ( ! spirits beyond4 ,dice & gambl+ c>ds 7 mu* 9 evid5ce2 also peep %[s1 :i* we 7 told 7 ( ! mo/ obsc5e k9d4 ,by ! "t we _h rea*$ ! ma9 entrance to ! temple my c\rage _h begun to fail1 & gladly w\ld ,i h back$ out1 b my husb& felt we mu/ g on4 ,pass+ ?r\gh ! great gates we ent]$ a l>ge c\rt1 on ei!r side ( :i* 7 cr[ds ( m5 & wom51 "s at tables1 "s seat$ on ! gr\nd1 all fea/+ or gambl+4 ,9 & out among ^!1 p$dl]s pass$ call+ l\dly _! w>es4 ,utt] confusion prevail$1 b we _h no difficulty 9 gett+ ?r\gh to ! c\rt beyond2 "h1 h[ev]1 we f\nd ! cr[d increas+ly great4 ,a l>ge iron caldron re/+ on a p$e/al /ood 9 ! c5t] ( ! c\rt surr\nd$ by sev]al m5 /ripp$ to ! wai/1 ^! 7 danc+ & %\t+ z !y /irr$ ! fire 9 ! caldron ) iron /icks1 ! fire be+ f$ by ! pap] (f]+s ( ! pilgrims4 ,! m5's faces & bodies 7 black5$ by ! pap] a%es4 ,! :ole sc5e 0 mo/ gruesome & rem9d$ "o ( ,dante's ,inf]no4 ,! m51 cat*+ sight ( u1 dem&$ fi]cely our pap] (f]+s2 "o ( !m go+ s f> z to seize me by ! arm4 ,i %rank 9 t]ror beh9d my husb&1 :o urg$ me n to %[ fe>1 b to keep mov+ on2 to g back n[ 0 impossible1 = ! :ole cr[d 0 mov+ on t[>ds ! "r h& flight ( /eps lead+ up to ! goddess' temple4 ,on rea*+ ^! /eps !re 0 a pause & !n a sudd5 ru%1 /ra91 & cru%1 :5 ,i f\nd myself l&$ at ! top ( ! /eps1 & my husb& pu%+ me out ( ! cr[d into a l$ge ( ! balcony4 ,"h we /ood ap>t1 almo/ hidd5 f ! cr[d4 ,:at a sight ! c\rts bel[ pres5t$6 ,! cr[ds1 see!d & cru%$2 hundr$s ( explosives seem$ to be fir$ e mom5t2 ! noise & confusion 0 indescribable4 ,z we wat*$ !re 7 "s ?+s t made "o's he>t a*e4 ,hea!nism seem$ /amp$ ^u mo/ ( ! faces4 ,old m5 & wom5 c\ld be se5 help$ along by y\ng] ones4 ,"s ( ^! mu/ h be5 well on to eighty2 "s 7 s frail & old z to be almo/ c>ri$4 ,we knew t ^! 7 old gr&fa!rs or gr&mo!rs be+ tak5 to ! goddess' %r9e to ask = a gr&son4 ,z ,i turn$ f ! sight1 sick at he>t1 & clos$ my eyes = a mom5t1 ,i seem$ to =get my surr\nd+s & be=e me rose a vivid sc5e 9 ! de> homel&4 ,i seem$ to be once m 9 ! old seat 9 ,knox ,*ur*1 ,toronto4 ,our belov$1 :ite-hair$ pa/or1 ,dr4 ,p>sons /ood at ! ,communion ,table4 ,& ,i c\ld he> him say1 ,t ,i might "k ,him1 & ! p[] ( ,8 resurrection1 & ! fell[%ip ( ,8 suff]+s4 ,! quietness1 ! rev]5tial wor%ip1 ! solemnity ( ! :ole sc5e seem$ z real z if ,i 7 !re4 ,b oh1 ! contra/ z ,i op5$ my eyes on ! sc5e be=e u6 ,t 0 ,*ri/ian--?is hea!n wor%ip6 ,tak+ advantage ( a lull 9 ! cr[d1 we ent]$ ! temple4 ,on "o side a gr\p ( ,buddhi/ prie/s at a table 7 c\nt+ ! money (f]+s4 ,9 ! c5t] 0 ! %r9e ( ! goddess1 ! image itself be+ f> back almo/ out ( sight4 ,imm$iately 9 front ( ! image a brass r+ 0 susp5d$4 ,a rail+ kept ! pilgrims f gett+ too ne>1 & z !y knelt at ?is rail !y ?rew _! (f]+s ?r\gh ?is r+4 ,if ! ca% or copp]s pass$ safely ?r\gh ! r+ _! petitions 7 sure to be grant$6 ,?is1 ( c\rse1 enc\rag$ _m trys4 ,x is said _m millions ( ca% are ?us (f]$ ye> by ye>4 ,! ,buddhi/ prie/s use ?is money l>gely 9 gambl+1 drunk5ess1 & evil liv+4 ,we _h se5 en\gh4 ,gradually we made our way out by a back gate ?r\gh ! k9dness ( a fri5dly ,*9ese4 ,we pass$ a small side %r9e j beh9d ! goddess' temple4 ,look+ inside ,i notic$ :at seem$ l a bundle ( fil?y rags1 b see+ x move1 ,i look$ clos] & f\nd b5ea? a begg>--dy+ ( />vation4 ,f a ne> by eat+ h\se we procur$ a b[l ( hot s\p1 b ! poor creature 0 too f> gone = help4 ,!re at ! v foot ( ! hea!n goddess ! man di$1 ) multitudes ( h] devotees pass+ him by )\t a ?\ght ( pity or s5se ( responsibility t[>ds a fell[ be+4 ,z soon z 8 la/ brea? w\ld be drawn1 yes1 & kn[+ :at ,i d ( hea!nism1 ,i d>e say1 ev5 be=e1 he w\ld be tak5 out1 ?r[n into a hole & b>ely cov]$2 :ile 8 poor begg> rags w\ld be claim$ by o!r begg>s :o p]haps be=e long1 came to %>e ! same fate4 ,t is hea!nism6 99,,ii4--,,facts499 ,! t5d] m]cies ( ! hea!n are cruel4 ,"s ye>s ago my husb& & ,i w5t to a c]ta9 out-/ation :]e a camp ( soldi]s 0 /ation$4 ,a day or two be=e we arriv$ a man _h kill$ "o ( ! soldi]s 9 a fight4 ,! man escap$1 b 0 lat] caught4 7,! utt] inju/ice & (t5 cruel oppression ( ! soldi]s t[>ds ! p1 lead u to believe q possible1 ev5 probable1 ! man _h "r on 8 side47 ,he 0 tak5 be=e ! milit>y *ief :o said1 ,s9ce ! man has kill$ "o ( y\rselves y c d z y l ) him4 ,= ?ree days1 :ile a plat=m 0 be+ erect$1 ! poor creature 0 tortur$ by ! soldi]s ) ! mo/ unspeakable ref9em5t ( cruelty4 ,! plat=m on :i* he 0 to be execut$ 0 erect$ q close to :]e we liv$4 ,! man 0 put on ?is high plat=m & 9 ! pres5ce ( a great multitude ( m51 wom51 & *ildr5 0 cruelly done to dea?4 ,we c\ld he> ! %\ts ( ! p z !y witness$ fre% signs ( suff]+4 ,! awful details ( ?is execution _c be put on pap]4 ,t ev5+ ,i call$ our *ief ,evangeli/ 9 & said1 ,please write out z full a description ( :at has tak5 place z possible1 = ,i wi% to s5d x to ! press ) an appeal aga9/ su* b>b>ism4 ,& ?is 0 8 reply1 ,b :at is ! use1 ,tea*] ,"m8 ,?is is n an isolat$ case4 ,x is done by ! soldi]s all ov] ,*9a1 "u l circum/ances6 ,mu* m c\ld be said on ?is phase ( hea!nism-cruelty4 ,b we d n wi% to dwell long] ?an necess>y on any "o "p ( ?is d>k picture4 ,b z ,i h /udi$ ! fruits ( hea!nism dur+ ^! ye>s ( close/ contact ) a hea!n p ,i h come to feel t ?is he>tlessness & lack ( pity is "o ( ! mo/ prom95t features ( hea!nism4 ,"o out/&+ illu/ration ( ?is4 ,li ,%an ,pao 0 ! son ( "o ( our ,evangeli/s2 he 0 a "y lad ( promise & we _h be5 help+ him ?r\gh ! ,high ,s*ool at ,wei ,hwei ,fu4 ,"o day he & "s o!r lads 7 by ! riv] ne> ! s*ool4 ,li ,%an ,pao undress$ & w5t 9 = a swim1 ?\gh ! o!rs tri$ to dissuade him1 = ! wea!r 0 /ill cold4 ,he swam across ! riv] & ab\t half way back1 :5 he seem$ to get into difficulties4 ,! o!r lads on ! %ore call$ frantically to a pass+ boat = assi/ance4 ,! m5 on ?is boat by j putt+ out an o>1 or /ret*+ out a help+ h&1 c\ld h sav$ ! boy1 b ?\gh ! lads on %ore kept (f]+ m & m money ! only answ] !y receiv$ 01 ,x's n en\gh6 ,!n ov] ! dr[n+ boy !y w5t )\t an ef=t to save him6 ,:5 ! mission>ies came on ! sc5e & drew ! boy out1 he 0 q beyond help4 ,t is ,hea!nism4 ,b t]rible z ! guilt ( ^! m5 may seem to u1 yet are !y n m guilty :o delib]ately close _! eyes to _! p]sonal responsibility t[>ds ! dy+ s\ls ( _! fell[m51 :e!r at ,home or on ! ,=eign ,field8 ,! practice ( ,infanticide1 :i* is "o ( ! mo/ t]rible fruits ( hea!nism1 is f> m common ?an _m believe4 ,= sev]al ye>s ,i sc>cely knew ( its exi/5ce till my "w began to take me out among ! p4 ,! ?ree cases :i* ,i %all conf9e myself to 9 ?is ,sket*1 came to my notice )9 a %ort "t ( ea* o!r4 ,:5 prea*+ 9 a di/rict among ! hills ,nor?we/ ( ,*angte1 my husb&1 ?r\gh :at seem$ a m]e accid5t1 f\nd out t ! cu/om exi/$ ?r\gh a wide region1 ( putt+ all girls b "o to dea? at bir? 9 ea* family6 ,?is !y ju/ifi$ by say+ ! gra9 & wat] w\ld n be suffici5t = all if ! population 0 n kept d[n6 ,a ,*9ese woman1 belong+ to a well-to-d family1 call$ to see me "o day4 ,%e _h a beautiful baby boy 9 h] arms4 ,h] husb& _h j become a ,*ri/ian & %e seem$ int]e/$ & "s "t lat] became "o ( our lead+ ,*ri/ian wom54 ,b h[ d>k h] he>t 0 !n c be se5 by :at foll[s4 ,a few weeks aft] h] fir/ visit %e came aga91 b )\t ! baby4 ,! foll[+ conv]sation took place3 ,:y6 ,:]e is y\r beautiful boy8 ,oh1 x's ?r[n away4 ,b x 0 q well :5 y came be=e4 ,:at disease did x h8 ,x did n h any?+ wrong4 ,by ?is "t ,i felt !re mu/ be some?+ n "r & det]m9$ to f9d out ! tru?4 ,at la/ ! woman told ?is /ory4 ,"o cold night ! baby 0 ly+ on ! outside ( ! kang or brick b$1 x got out f "u h] cov] & roll$ (f on to ! floor4 ,x 0 q nak$ = ! ,*9ese d n use night clo!s1 & in/ead ( ! "m tak+ ! *ild up (f ! cold brick floor1 %e let x /ay !re all night4 ,:5 %e pick$ x up 9 ! morn+ x 0 dead4 ,i said1 ,oh1 h[ c\ld y be s cruel8 ,%e repli$ ) a laugh1 ,i _h pl5ty ( o!r *ildr5 & did n want ! bo!r6 ,:5 at an out-/ation a man br\ght a little baby1 ask+ me to give x some?+ to /op its cry+ z ! "m 0 s tir$ ( he>+ x cry %e did n want ! *ild4 ,i c\ld n f9d any?+ ! matt] ) ! little "o & told ! fa!r s4 ,"s days lat] ,i saw ! man 9 ! y>d & ask$ ab\t ! baby4 ,he said x 0 ?r[n away mean+ dead4 ,i call$ my ,bible woman & told h] to f9d out ! cause ( ! *ild's dea?4 ,?is is ! /ory ! fa!r told h]4 ,on return+ home ! "m receiv$ h] husb& ) angry looks say+1 ,i told y ,i don't want x2 take x away4 ,! fa!r took ! little "o to a field away f ! village & mak+ a hole put ! baby into x1 b z he ran away ! *ild's cries caus$ him to return & take x out aga91 b :5 ! little "o kept on cry+ he became impati5t & ?r[+ x back1 cov]$ x ov] & return$ home4 ,:o c say h[ _m *ildr5 meet a l fate 9 ?is hea!n l& e ye>8 ,:at c "o say ( ! inju/ice1 cruelty1 & oppression met$ out to va/ numb]s ( "y brides & ! y\ng] wives & wom5 by ! old] ones or _! husb&s8 ,! m>riage cu/oms ( ,*9a :i* dem& t a "y woman be "u ! c>e (1 or r gu>d$ & wat*$1 by h] "m-9-law is necess>y s long z ! morality ( ! m5 is :at x is4 ,my ,bible woman & ,i 7 prea*+ 9 a hea!n home4 ,i _h notic$ a v f9e "y woman ( ab\t tw5ty among pur li/5]s4 ,z we 7 prea*+ cries & sobs came f a room to ! side ( ! c\rt :]e we 74 ,i sign$ to ,mrs4 ,wang to f9d out ! cause4 ,a few mom5ts lat] %e call$ me out1 & l$ me to ! room f :i* ! cries _h come4 ,z we pass$ ?r\gh ! c\rt ,i notic$ a poor idiot boy1 a mo/ pitiful sight4 ,i f\nd 9 ! room we ent]$ ! f9e "y woman ,i _h notic$ among our li/5]s4 ,%e 0 sitt+ on ! brick b$1 a picture ( utt] despair4 ,te>s 7 /ream+ d[n h] *eeks1 & z %e rock$ h]self back & =? %e moan$ & sometimes cri$ al\d1 always ! same words1--,oh1 x is = life1 = life6 ,i tri$ to discov] ! cause b fail$4 ,! only ?+ anyone w\ld say 01 ,%e (t5 takes ^! turns4 ,on our way home my wom5 told me ! tru?4 ,?is beautiful girl 9 ! prime ( life _h be5 m>ri$ to ! idiot boy4 ,! boy's family ne$$ a /rong woman ( ability to d _! weav+ & sew+4 ,an extra gift to ! ,g-betwe5 on condition %e secur$ su* a wife = ! idiot boy procur$ = !m :at !y want$4 ,b :at did !y c>e = ! brok5 he>t8 ,!y 7 hea!n6 ,! la/ phase ( hea!nism ,i w t\* ^u is--,its utt] hopelessness 9 face ( ,dea?4 ,aga9 & aga9 h ,i ask$ hea!n wom5 :at !y _h to look =w>d to aft] dea?2 "o & all h said1 only horror & fe>4 ,nev] has ! /ory ( my own de> ,"m's wond]ful dea?1 pass+ z %e did ) ! v ,glory ( heav5 %9+ on h] face1 fail$ to move an audi5ce ( hea!n wom53 aga9 & aga9 h !y come to me at su* times say+1 ,we want to "k h[ to die l t4 ,we suff] en\gh "h1 h[ c we g :]e !re is no m suff]+8 ,_m d>k sc5es come to m9d z ,i write2 b :at ,i h giv5 is suffici5t to ju/ify u 9 say+ t ,hea!nism is cruel2 x is wick$1 & he>tless1 & selfi%1 yes1 & devili%6 99 99 99 ,if ,,?\ =be> to deliv] !m t are drawn unto ,,dea? 444 ,he t keepe? ,,?y ,,s\l do? n ,he "k x6 99,,sket* ,x99 99,! ,bl9d ,fam9e ,refugee99 99,! ,bl9d ,fam9e ,refugee99 ,! w9t] ( ---- 0 a sad1 bitt] "o = ^? liv+ 9 ,ea/]n ,%antung4 ,! great ,yell[ ,riv]1 truly call$ ,*9a's ,sorr[1 _h bur/ its banks1 deva/at+ a l>ge area ( ?ickly populat$ c\ntry4 ,9 spite ( well organiz$ fam9e relief adm9i/]$ by mission>ies & o!r repres5tatives ( =eign c\ntries 7"s ( :om lo/ _! lives f fam9e fev] :5 engag$ 9 ?is "w71 _m p p]i%$ f />vation1 fev] or exposure4 ,e>ly "o morn+ t[>ds ! end ( ,febru>y :5 ! wea!r 0 /ill bitt]ly cold1 a sad ?+ 0 happ5+ inside a little wayside temple n f> f "o ( ! villages 9 ?is fam9e region4 ,on ! cold brick floor j 9 front ( ! idol's %r9e lay a dy+ begg>4 ,fam9e 0 claim+ "o m victim4 ,beside him knelt 8 bl9d wife1 sway+ backw>ds & =w>ds moan+ pite\sly4 ,on ! opposite side1 ne/l+ close to 8 dy+ fa!r1 z if = protection & w>m?1 slept a little boy ( ab\t six ye>s ( age4 ,all ?r\gh t cold pitiless night ! poor woman _h knelt !re li/5+ to ! h>d brea?+ :i* told :at %e c\ld n see1--t ! end 0 ne>4 ,z ! day dawn$ ! la/ /ruggle ceas$4 ,quietly1 ) ! quietness & numbness ( despair1 ! woman arose1 felt = h] *ild1 awoke him1 !n grasp+ h] /\t begg>'s /ick ) "o h& & lay+ h] o!r on ! *ild's %\ld] %e motion$ him to lead h] away4 ,rea*+ ! road %e hesitat$4 ,:]e %\ld !y g to8 ,dea? f />vation seem$ to await !m on e side4 ,z %e /ood !re hesitat+ !re came into h] m9d ! remembrance ( :at someone _h said long be=e--t a long way (f1 ab\t "o hundr$ miles di/ant1 liv$ a man :o c\ld give sight to ! bl9d4 ,quickly ) a s5se ( desp]ation ! poor bl9d begg> woman resolv$ to try to rea* t man4 ,! suff]+s ( t j\rney c only be fa9tly imag9$4 ,!y _h no protection f ! bitt] w9ds by day1 nor ! cold fro/y nights1 b ?91 torn1 begg> g>m5ts4 ,no re/+ place by day or night1 b ! roadside or ! %elt] ( a wayside temple4 ,sometimes a :ole day w\ld pass :5 !y fail$ to obta9 ev5 ! few crumbs ( black m\ldy bread 7made *iefly ( *aff7 usually ?r[n to !m4 ,lat]1 :5 attempt+ to tell ! /ory ( ^! days1 ! poor woman seem$ able to recall little else ?an ! ev] pres5t dread %e _h1 le/ :5 !y rea* ! doorway ( ! wond]ful man :o c\ld give sight to ! bl9d1 x w\ld p]haps be clos$ aga9/ !m4 ,ne$less to say ^! fe>s 7 gr\ndless1 = :5 at la/ ! "m & *ild rea*$ ! ,mission gate almo/ dead f />vation & exhau/ion1 k9d lov+ h&s receiv$ !m4 ,!y 7 tak5 into ! ,wom5's ,hospital1 cleans$1 clo!d1 & f$4 ,! day foll[+ _! arrival "o ( ! mission>ies w5t to ,mrs4 ,ma1 = su* 0 ! bl9d woman's "n1 & said3 ,mrs4 ,ma1 ,i h be5 s5t to tell y t ! doctor has great hopes ( re/or+ y\r sight4 ,b y are f> too weak = ! op]ation yet4 ,he says y are to h all ! food y c eat1 & t ,i am to get y any?+ y fancy4 ,n[ j tell me :at y want4 ,at fir/ ! poor woman c\ld n take x 94 ,!n :5 ,mrs4 ,s----1 repeat$ :at %e _h said1 & ! mean+ began to dawn ^u h]1 %e /ret*$ out h] h&s & ) an indescribably t\*+ cry 9 h] voice said1 ,if x is true inde$ t ,i c really h :at ,i mo/ crave =1 !n oh1 please j give me a little ,,salt6 ,read]1 y1 :o h nev] kn[n want1 c sc>cely compreh5d ! full significance ( t reque/4 ,j a little salt6 ,:at deprivation1 :at agony ( want is reveal$ 9 t ^w6 ,to ^? ( u :o _h se5 some?+ ( ! suff]+s ( fam9e victims1 x meant volumes4 ,) t5d] lov+ c>e ,mrs4 ,ma 0 nurs$ back to /r5g? & heal?2 b _m weeks pass$ be=e ! doctor pron\nc$ h] fit to /& ! op]ation4 ,sight 0 re/or$ to "o eye1 ! o!r be+ q beyond recov]y4 ,) glasses %e 0 able to le>n to read4 ,! woman's gratitude knew no b\nds4 ,at fir/ h] eag]ness to he> ! ,gospel & le>n to read 0 l>gely due to ?is int5se gratitude1 b gradually ! ,true ,light ent]$ h] s\l1 & %e became a s9c]e1 e>ne/1 humble ,*ri/ian4 ,lat] %e 0 appo9t$ matron ( ! ,wom5's ,hospital :]e = tw5ty ye>s %e work$ fai?fully = ! salvation ( ! wom5 9 ! hospital4 ,mrs4 ,ma's little son 0 put into ! ,boys' ,s*ool soon aft] _! arrival4 ,z ! ye>s w5t by he pass$ ?r\gh "o ,mission ,s*ool into ano!r1 until he rea*$ ! ,union ,m$ical ,college ( ,pek+4 ,8 :ole life z a /ud5t _h be5 su* t ! mission>ies felt amply ju/ifi$ 9 pay+ 8 exp5ses ?r\gh 8 m$ical c\rse4 ,he receiv$ 8 ,m4,d41 graduat+ ) high honors 9 #ai--4 ,a l>ge hospital _h j be5 erect$ 9 an important city 9 ,nor? ,*9a4 ,dr4 ,ma 0 ask$ to become h\se physician ( ?is hospital4 ,soon aft] 8 appo9tm5t to ?is position he m>ri$ a f9e ,*ri/ian girl1 "o ( ! mo/ promis+ graduates ( ! ,wom5's ,college ( ,pek+4 ,x 0 9 ,dr4 & ,mrs4 ,ma's cosy home ne> ! hospital t ! writ] la/ saw old ,mrs4 ,ma :o 0 !re on a visit to h] son4 ,%e _h long be5 too frail = active "w4 ,h] sight 0 gone1 b ! reflection ( an inn] light illum9$ h] c\nt5ance z we recall$ toge!r ! goodness ( ! ,"l s9ce ! day %e arriv$ at ! ,mission gate a poor />v$ ,bl9d ,begg> ,refugee seek+ ,light4 99,,sket* ,,xi99 99,l9ks 9 a ,liv+ ,*a999 99,l9ks 9 a ,liv+ ,*a999 ,a poor suff]+ woman lay 9 ! w>d ( ! ,wom5s' ,hospital at ,*angte4 ,%e _h be5 !re = ov] a mon?4 ,_h %e come e>li] h] life might h be5 sav$1 b ignorance & fe> _h kept h] back till ! t]ror ( ,dea? drove h] to ! ,mission ,hospital4 ,z ! ,mission>y ,doctor ent]$ ) h] assi/ants ! woman's face bright5$ up ) a glad welcome smile4 ,h[ mu* h y le>nt to-day8 said ! doctor b5d+ ov] h] k9dly4 ,oh1 doctor1 ,i'm s /upid1 & ! pa9 is s bad ,i c't le>n l ! o!rs4 ,b oh1 doctor1 ,i h le>nt ?is1 & z %e spoke %e drew out f "u ! cov]let a %eet ( pap] on :i* 0 pr9t$ 9 l>ge ,*9ese *>act]s ! hymn ,jesus ,loves ,me4 ,& z %e croon$ ov] sl[ly ! f\r v]ses mak+ "s slips ! doctor li/5$ pati5tly1 correct+ :5 ne$$4 ,!n ) a few t5d] words %e pass$ on ?r\gh ! w>ds4 ,n _m days lat]1 ,mrs4 ,*ang1 ! sick woman1 _h to be told no?+ m c\ld be done = h] b %e mu/ return home to die4 ,! long j\rney home ov] r\gh /ony roads 0 borne ) amaz+ =titude1 = _h n h] life be5 "o long lesson 9 be>+ h>dness4 ,= weeks %e lay on ! brick b$ 9 h] home at ,l9*ang1 a wond] to h] family & neighbors4 ,:at 0 ! secret ( ! *ange8 ,%e _h left !m ) ! horror & dread ( dea? ^u h] face4 ,%e return$ ) h] face %9+ ) joy & op5ly /at+ %e no long] fe>$ dea? al?\gh %e knew h] days 7 few4 ,%e seem$ happy & 9 peace4 ,! hymn %eet 0 always 9 h] h& & :5 ask$ :y %e 0 n afraid to die %e w\ld po9t sil5tly to ! second v]se ( ! hymn & !n *ant al\d1 try+ to s+ z %e _h he>d o!rs s+ 9 ! ,hospital1 b ?\gh ! tune %e sang c\ld n h be5 recogniz$ x s\nd$ sweet 9 ! e>s ( ,"o :o he>d4 ,ov] & ov] t second v]se 0 repeat$ = x conta9$ t :i* 0 ! ,hope ( h] s\l3 ,jesus loves me1 ,he :o di$1 ,heav5's gate to op5 wide1 ,he w wa% away my s91 ,let ,8 little *ild come 96 ,!n ! day came :5 accord+ to ,*9ese cu/om neighbors & fri5ds cr[d$ into ! *amb] ( dea? to see ! end4 ,z long z %e _h brea? %e urg$ h] husb& to g to ! mission & le>n ! ,gospel4 ,%e begg$ t none might g to h] grave to weep1 = %e said1 ,i w n be !re4 ,i w be 9 ,heav54 ,:5 ! la/ mom5ts came h] face 0 illum9at$ ) joy & %e rais$ h] h&s z if to welcome someone z %e pass$ away4 ,! effect ( ?is dea?b$ sc5e 0 truly rem>kable4 ,mr4 ,*ang h] husb&1 h] only son & daught] & son's wife imm$iately became ,*ri/ians4 ,a qu>rel :i* _h sep>at$ ,mr4 ,*ang & 8 elde/ bro!r = t5 ye>s 0 made up & ?is bro!r became an e>ne/ ,*ri/ian4 ,only a few mon?s pass$ :5 a "t ( sev]e te/+ came to ?is family4 ,! son's wife 0 tak5 ill & di$4 ,dur+ h] illness & at h] dea? %e witness$ z wond]ful te/imony to ! ,*ri/ian's hope z h] "m-9-law4 ,! neighbors on ! ea/ side ( ! ,*ang's home/ead 7 a l>ge influ5tial family nam$ ,fan4 ,! y\ng] ,mrs4 ,*ang's dea?-b$ sc5e s t\*$ "o ( ! "y m5 ( ?is family t he det]m9$ to break away f ! hea!nism ( 8 home & become a foll[] ( ,*ri/4 ,8 s\l became s on fire = ! ,"l t he influ5c$ _m 9 8 family until !y 7 on ! po9t ( turn+ away f _! hea!nism4 ,x 0 at ?is juncture t my husb& & ,i began an aggressive evangeli/ic campaign 9 ?is t[n ne> _! home1 & great hopes 7 felt t ! entire family w\ld become ,*ri/ian1 :5 z 9 ! case ( ,dr4 ,dwan 7see ,z ,silv] ,is ,ref9$7 a s]ies ( ev5ts s t]roriz$ ! family t = ov] a ye> !y refus$ to believe b t ! gods 7 fight+ aga9/ !m = *ang+ _! belief4 ,& is x any wond]8 ,almo/ imm$iately aft] "y ,mr4 ,fan became a ,*ri/ian "o calamity aft] ano!r came ^u ! family till ! climax 0 rea*$ :5 "o ( ! y\ng] sons1 ab\t f\rte5 ye>s old1 w5t to visit a relative "s t5 miles di/ant4 ,he nev] rea*$ _! home1 b disappe>$ & 0 nev] he>d ( aga94 ,a little lat] ano!r son :o _h become a seek] aft] ,*ri/ w5t to ! ,mission ,hall app>5tly well 0 tak5 sudd5ly ill & be=e ev5 a neighbor c\ld be call$ pass$ away4 ,b 9 spite ( ^! ?+s1 :i* to ! hea!n p ( ,l9*ang 7 c]ta9 pro(s ( ! p[] ( ! gods to take rev5ge1 "y ,mr4 ,fan /ood true & )9 a ye> _h won back sev]al ( 8 family4 ,f ?is "t ! *ur* grew 9 ,l9*ang4 ,)9 a few ye>s a nice ,*ri/ian *ur* & s*ool h\se 0 erect$ by ! ,*ri/ians )9 sight ( ! ,fans' home1 ! evangeli/ 9 *>ge also be+ support$ by !mselves4 ,"s ye>s lat] x 0 ! writ]'s privilege to assi/ h] husb& 9 a s]ies ( special meet+s held 9 ?is little ,l9*ang *ur*1 :i* dur+ ! t5 days ( ! ,mission 0 fill$ to its utmo/ capacity4 ,n soon c\ld "o =get ! sc5es ( ^? days :5 "o aft] ano!r consecrat$ himself afre% to ! ,"l4 ,two cases /& out prom95tly4 ,"o 0 t ( a weal?y l&[n] :o also 0 p>tn] 9 a prom95t bus9ess conc]n 9 ,l9*ang4 ,at consid]able f9ancial loss to himself he gave up ?is bus9ess to become a prea*] ( ! ,gospel4 ,! second case 0 t ( a pr\d ,confucian s*ol> :o at t "t held a position ( head tea*] 9 a gov]nm5t s*ool4 ,he also caught ! vision :i* =c$ him to resign 8 position 9 ord] to prea* ! ,gospel4 ,_m times dur+ ^? days z ,i witness$ ! ,holy ,_s work+ 9 ! he>ts ( ^! m5 & wom5 & saw signs ( ! light ( ! ,gospel beg9n+ to spread ?r\gh\t t :ole region ,i ?\ght ( t fir/ little se$ ( tru? s[n 9 ! he>t ( ! poor suff]+ woman z %e lay 9 ! wom5's hospital 9 ,*angte4 99,,sket* ,,xii99 99,our ,fir/ ,woman ,conv]t99 99,our ,fir/ ,woman ,conv]t99 99,a ,m]e ,memory499 ,! foll[+ is b a brief memory ( ! long gone pa/4 ,ev5 ! "n ( ! woman is =gott5 b n ! look on h] pale pati5t face z %e lay = weeks 9 ! ,mission ,hospital--our fir/ woman 9-pati5t4 ,?\gh almo/ ?irty ye>s h come & gone s9ce ^? e>lie/ days 9 ,nor? ,honan ! memory ( ?is woman rema9s z "o ( ! v few bright gleams 9 :at 0 to u pione] mission>ies a "t ( d>kness & p]il4 ,! p 7 /ill bitt] aga9/ u ?\gh a ye> _h pass$ s9ce a foo?old _h be5 ga9$ 9 :at we _h s long look$ =w>d to z our ,promis$ ,l&4 ,/ories ( ! vile/ nature widely circulat$ & believ$ did mu* to h9d] ! progress ( ! ,gospel1 & make ! p fe> & hate u4 ,!y believ$ we 7 capable ( ! v wor/ atrocities4 ,7 ,i to attempt ! pla9 record ( _m ( ^! /ories ,briti% law w\ld =bid ! publication4 ,x is little wond]1 !re=e1 t our good doctor1 a man ( exceptional ability :o _h left brilliant prospects beh9d to come to ,*9a1 *af$ "u ! petty cases :i* came to ! ,hospital1 & _h m ?an once op5ly express$ 8 wi% = "s good cases :i* w\ld help to op5 ! p's he>ts t[>ds u4 ,be=e long 8 wi% 0 abundantly gratifi$ = ?ree ye>s lat] t hospital record$ tw5ty-eight ?\s& treatm5ts 9 "o ye>1 a goodly proportion be+ good cases4 ,! beg9n+ ( ! break+ ( ! ice ( prejudice came :5 "o day a man :eel$ into ! hospital y>d a b>r[ on :i* lay 8 sick wife4 ,he seem$ v loa? to come b 8 poor wife appe>$ pa/ feel+4 ,x 0 mo/ evid5t t only ! hope ( relief f o!rwise c]ta9 dea? c\ld h induc$ !m to risk com+ = help to ! =eign doctor4 ,a little lat] ! doctor ann\nc$ a s]i\s op]ation imp]ative4 ,to ?is ! woman gave h] cons5t b ! man hesitat$4 ,h[ impossible x is = ^? br\ght up 9 a ,we/]n l& to =m any conception ( ! /ruggle ! man w5t ?r\gh 9 face ( su* a sweep+ away ( life-long prejudices1 b at la/ 9 face ( t great enemy1 ,dea?1 he yield$4 ,oh1 h[ we pray$ = t case6 ,!re we 71 a m]e h&ful ( mission>ies 9 ! mid/ ( a bitt]ly ho/ile p _m ( :om 7 only wait+ & wat*+ = an excuse to attack & murd] u4 ,%\ld ! op]ation prove fatal & ! woman die "u ! doctor's knife x w\ld h be5 q suffici5t to /ir up a mob :i* w\ld 9 all probability h de/roy$ u all4 ,b ! op]ation pass$ safely & dur+ ! weeks ( convalesc5ce ! doctor's wife told into will+ e>s ! message ( a ,savi\r :o di$ to op5 ,heav5's door4 ,f ! fir/ ! woman %[$ a wond]ful ke5ness 9 le>n+ ! tru?4 ,:ile /ill unable to sit upright & sc>cely /rong en\gh to hold h] book %e /udi$ almo/ con/antly ! simple ,*ri/ian ,cate*ism4 ,"o day to my great surprise z ,i respond$ to a timid tap at my door1 ,i f\nd ?is de> woman %r9k+ & unc]ta9 z to :e!r %e w\ld be admitt$1 & almo/ fa9t+ f weakness4 ,i l$ h] g5tly 9 & z %e lay on ! s(a we talk$ toge!r ( ! bless$ ,savi\r4 ,aft] all ^! ye>s ! joy ,i felt1 9 speak+ ( ! preci\s tru?s to ?is fir/ ,*ri/ian ,woman ( ,nor? ,honan1 /ill rema9s4 ,%e seem$ ev5 !n to h h] ?\ghts turn$ t[>d ,et]nity = %e lov$ to h me dwell on ! ,heav5ly ,home1 & ! hymn %e lov$ be/ 03 ,my home is 9 ,heav51 my home is n "h4 ,soon h] visits became q regul> & z %e lay on ! l\nge li/5+ & ask+ que/ions %e 0 n ! only "o :o 0 le>n+ = _m 7 ! lessons %e unconsci\sly taught me ( =titude "u suff]+1 & ! simpl5ess ( *ildlike tru/4 ,x seem$ at times z if e sep>ate fruit ( ! ,_s 9 t glori\s clu/] c\ld be se5 9 ?is v babe 9 ,*ri/4 ,love1 joy1 peace1 long-suff]+1 g5tl5ess1 fai?1 meekness1 all j %one f h] c\nt5ance4 ,"o day %ortly be=e h] return home %e ask$ a "q conc]n+ ! ,holy ,_s :i* %[$ :at wond]ful progress %e _h made 9 spiritual und]/&+4 ,al?\gh %e left u app>5tly cur$1 a few mon?s saw h] back aga9 = treatm5t4 ,x 0 !n %e 0 receiv$ z our fir/ ,probation] = ,baptism b long be=e ! ye> ( probation _h end$ %e _h pass$ away 9 c]ta9 hope ( ent]+ into ! ,pres5ce ( h] ,savi\r4 99,,sket* ,,xiii99 99,two ,rice ,*ri/ians99 ,"p #a--,,! ,,wolf ,,boy4 ,"p #b--,,! ,,wolf ,,boy',s ,,"m4 99,two ,rice ,*ri/ians99 99,"p ,i4 ,,! ,,wolf ,,boy499 ,z "o travels ,we/w>d f ! city ( ,*angte1 ! c\ntry becomes m & m m\nta9\s & rocky4 ,villages ?r\gh\t t region are frequ5tly tr\bl$1 dur+ ! cold w9t] season1 by wolves1 desp]ate ) hung] v5tur+ into ! village /reets injur+ & sometimes c>ry+ (f *ildr54 ,dur+ ! w9t] ( ---- a lad ab\t f\rte5 ye>s ( age1 nam$ ,*5g 7surname7 ,woo-tse 7giv5 "n71 left 8 home ne> ,*angte to visit an aunt liv+ 9 a village t5 miles we/ ( t city4 ,"o day1 z ! lad 0 go+ on a message1 a great wolf ru%$ d[n ! village /reet1 &1 be=e he c\ld be driv5 away1 jump$ ^u ! boy claw+ & eat+ "p ( 8 face4 ,= mon?s ! ignorant villag]s did :at !y c\ld to relieve ! poor boy's t]rible suff]+s2 b1 alas1 ^? :o are at all acqua9t$ ) ,*9ese me?ods ( treatm5t "k h[ worse ?an useless su* attempts w\ld be4 ,only :5 x became app>5t ! boy w\ld die 7 ! p will+ = him to be tak5 to ! ,mission ,hospital4 ,naturally ?is mo/ unusual case ar\s$ great int]e/2 all came to "k ( ! ,wolf ,boy z he 0 call$4 ,= almo/ a ye> he rema9$ 9 hospital1 c>efully & t5d]ly nurs$ by 8 "m2 h] devotion to h] boy be+ mo/ noticeable4 ,! doctor & 8 assi/ants set !mselves to d _! utmo/ = :at !y felt 0 "o ( ! mo/ difficult cases t _h ev] be5 9 ! hospital4 ,! doctor s\ght to give ! boy1 z f> z x 0 possible1 a new face2 b1 aft] mon?s ( c>eful treatm5t & clev] graft+1 he 0 only p>tly successful4 ,he succe$$ 9 sav+ ! sight ( "o eye & 9 =m+ practically a new m\?4 ,b aft] ! doctor _h done all x 0 possible to d ! boy /ill rema9$ su* a horrible sight he 0 =c$ to we> a mask4 ,:ile 9 ! hospital all ^? mon?s ?is poor torn lad won ! he>ts ( all by 8 gratitude = e k9dness1 8 *e]fulness & pati5ce "u great suff]+1 & 8 simple lov+ nature4 ,! k9dness %[n !m op5$ ! he>ts ( bo? "m & son to ! ,gospel message & bo? became ,*ri/ians4 ,x 0 ! boy1 h[ev]1 :o receiv$ ! /ory ( ! ,savi\r's ,sacrifice ) real joy4 ,:at x meant to him came out "o ev5+ at ! weekly pray]-meet+4 ,! little gr\p ( ,*ri/ians ga!r$ 7 />tl$ & deeply t\*$ :5 ! ,wolf ,boy sudd5ly began to pray2 8 face 0 s b\nd z to make spee* difficult b ?is is :at he said3 ,o ,"l6 ,i ?ank ,!e = lett+ ! wolf eat my face1 = if he _h n ,i might nev] h he>d ( ?is wond]ful ,savi\r4 ,:5 at la/ ! "t came = ! boy & 8 "m to leave ! hospital1 ! mission>ies felt x w\ld be he>tless to turn ! boy adrift to ! t5d] m]cies ( ! hea!n1 s gave him ! situation ( wat]-c>ri] = _! y>d4 ,"h he liv$ & work$ among/ u = "s ye>s4 ,! writ] c nev] =get ?is boy's sympa?y & sorr[ :5 "o ( ! little =eign *ildr51 :om he look$ ^u z 8 fri5ds1 became sick unto dea?4 ,outside ! sick *ild's door he wait$ & wait$ e mom5t he c\ld sp>e f 8 "w1 hop+ & pray+ = ! ^w ( hope t 0 n to come4 ,:51 at la/1 he 0 told ! preci\s _s 0 no long] ) u1 8 grief 0 mo/ t\*+4 ,f\r ye>s lat] ! boy left u to take a situation at an adjo9+ mission /ation4 ,ne> ?is mission a riv]1 wide & deep1 fl[$4 ,x 0 "h ! wolf boy met 8 dea?4 ,:5 ba?+ ) "s o!r lads he 0 c>ri$ out ( 8 dep? & dr[n$4 99 99 99 ,_m ye>s h pass$ s9ce ?is humble s]vant di$1 b !re /ill rema9s 9 _m a he>t a w>m remembrance ( ! lad1 s physically hamp]$1 b ?r\gh :om ! ,*ri/-life %one s brightly z to make him a bless+ & an example to ^? :o knew him4 99,"p ,,ii4 ,,! ,,wolf ,,boy',s ,,"m499 ,fai?ful 9 t :i* is lea/4 ,! foll[+ brief sket* is a true & grateful tribute to ! fai?fulness ( "o :o has be5 to ! writ] "o ( ! greate/ bless+s a "m1 ) little *ildr51 c\ld h--a fai?ful1 devot$ nurse4 ,z ,i write !re comes be=e me a vivid picture ( ! sc5e 9 ! hospital w>d :]e ,i fir/ saw ,mrs4 ,*5g4 ,on ! wide brick plat=m or b$1 :i* rea*$ across "o end ( ! room f wall to wall1 7 /ret*$ a numb] ( pati5ts1 ea* "o on _! own ?9 mattress or b$d+1 & ea* att5d$ by _! own fri5ds2 =eign nurses be+ unkn[n 9 ,*9a !n4 ,9 ! fur!r corn] ( ?is kang or g5]al b$1 ,mrs4 ,*5g b5t ov] h] poor mangl$ son1 ^: face 0 completely hidd5 by b&ages4 ,on t fir/ visit ,i rememb] be+ mu* impress$ ) ! "m's s(t voice & quiet dignifi$ mann]1 & ) h] extreme g5tl5ess 9 t5d+ h] *ild4 ,ea* subsequ5t visit increas$ ! desire to secure ?is woman z a nurse = my *ildr54 ,soon ! opportunity came4 ,mrs4 ,*5g soon f\nd t mon?s in/ead ( days or weeks mu/ elapse1 be=e h] *ild c\ld leave ! hospital4 ,! "q z to h[ %e c\ld support h]self & h] son :ile 9 ! hospital became a s]i\s "o2 %e1 !re=e1 gladly accept$ my (f] to meet _! exp5ses 9 return = h] help "s h\rs ea* day ) ! *ildr54 ,by ! "t ! doctor _h pron\nc$ ! ,wolf ,boy ready to leave ! hospital1 ,mrs4 ,*5g _h prov$ h]self su* a bless+ & treasure 9 our home t a w>m welcome await$ h] f ! *ildr5 z well z _! "m & %e 0 in/all$ z _! p]man5t nurse4 ,less ?an "o ye> aft] ,mrs4 ,*5g came to u1 t t]rible cataclysm ( horror--! ,box] upris+--took place1 & we 7 all ord]$ to flee4 ,) f\r small *ildr5 ! ?\ght ( t long c>t j\rney )\t ,mrs4 ,*5g 0 appall+2 b w\ld %e come8 ,h] boy /ill ne$$ h] to dress 8 face1 & h] old "m1 ( almo/ eighty1 to :om %e 0 greatly devot$1 look$ con/antly to h] = help4 ,we laid our ne$ be=e h] & = "o day %e hesitat$1 go+ ab\t ! h\se z if daz$4 ,at ev5+ %e came ) te>s1 say+1 ,%eph]d ,"m1 ,i mu/ g ) y4 ,my old "m weeps b tells me to g4 ,my boy ne$s me1 b he1 too1 says ,i mu/ g1 = ! *ildr5 ne$ me mo/4 ,days & weeks ( t]rible exp]i5ces foll[$1 dur+ :i* ,mrs4 ,*5g prov$ h]self a bless+ to ! sorely tri$ "m4 ,aga9 & aga9 %e 0 te/$ z few h ev] be52 h[ %e /ood ! te/s we %all see4 ,! /ory ( t j\rney has already be5 writt51 & only :at specially conc]ns ,mrs4 ,*5g w "h be m5tion$4 ,on ! elev5? day ( ! j\rney a b& ( arm$ m5 came d[n ^u our p>ty l an avalan*e1 & 9 ! melee ,mrs4 ,*5g & our little daught]1 ,ru?1 became sep>at$ f u4 ,c we ev] =get1 h[1 :5 m5 /ood ov] ! fai?ful nurse dem&+ ! *ild1 %e refus$ to give h] up1 b lay ^u ! little "o1 & took bl[ aft] bl[ ^u h] own body8 ,only ! gre$ = loot sav$ !m1 = ! m5 see+ o!rs gett+ our ?+s left !m to get _! %>e4 ,t same night :5 aga9 our p>ty 0 fac+ :at seem$ almo/ c]ta9 massacre1 sev]al ,*9ese came to ,mrs4 ,*5g urg+ h] to leave u1 promis+ to see t %e w\ld be tak5 safely back to h] home if %e w\ld1 b %e refus$4 ,ab\t #b o'clock t morn+ ,i he>d ! s\nd ( weep+ 9 ! c\rty>d2 go+ out ,i f\nd ,mrs4 ,*5g sitt+ by ! /eps weep+ bitt]ly1 & moan+ al\d3 ,i mu/ g1 ,i mu/ g2 !y ne$ me1 ev5 if !y kill me ,i w g4 ,sitt+ d[n beside h] we clung 9 our di/ress to ea* o!r4 ,!n a /range ?+ happ5$4 ,two ,*9ese wom5 came creep+ t[>ds u ?r\gh ! d>k c\rt1 & kneel+ d[n at our feet took our h&s 9 !irs4 ,almo/ too surpris$ = words ,i said3 ,are y ,*ri/ians8 ,we don't und]/&1 !y repli$4 ,!n :y h y come to u n[8 ,because our he>ts feel sorr[ = y4 ,^! words b imp]fectly convey ! beautiful & t\*+ sympa?y ( ^! hea!n wom51 = z !y spoke1 te>s 7 9 _! eyes1 & _! look & mann] meant m ?an words4 ,be=e ,i _h "t to say m ?an a few words to !m ! call came to get into our c>ts4 ,once1 dur+ ! wond]ful day ( deliv]ances t foll[$1 ! cry 0 rais$ by ! mob t surr\nd$ our c>ts3 ,get ! nurse out1 drag h] out1 we w h h]6 ,& = a few t]rible mom5ts x seem$ we w\ld lose h]1 b ,god 9 ,8 great m]cy he>d ! cry t w5t up = h]4 ,a man came ?r\gh ! cr[d1 evid5tly "o ( "s influ5ce1 & %\t$3 ,don't t\* h]1 leave h] alone2 don't y see !re are *ildr5 & !y ne$ h]8 ,s we 7 all[$ to pass on4 ,9 ^? t]rible days t foll[$1 :5 almo/ />v$1 :5 sickness came to fir/ "o & !n ano!r1 :5 all 7 exhau/$ & tri$ to ! lo/ po9t ( endurance1 ,mrs4 ,*5g ?\ght n = "o mom5t ( h]self1 b only = ^? %e s]v$4 ,dur+ all ^? h>d1 h>d days n a ^w ( compla9t or ( h] own suff]+s escap$ h]4 ,almo/ a mon? f ! "t we left our home we rea*$ ,%anghai & "h we _h to "p ) our fai?ful help]4 ,x 0 arrang$ t ,mrs4 ,*5g %\ld g to a fri5d ( ours 9 ,*efoo till ! tr\bles 7 ov]1 & we return to ! ,homel&4 ,la/ words ( f>ewell 7 be+ said at ,mrs4 ,*5g's cab9 door1 z h] /eam] 0 ab\t to leave4 ,! de> woman clung to me unwill+ to "p & h] la/ words 73 ,oh1 my ,%eph]d ,"m1 d take good c>e ( ! *ildr56 ,s smiles 7 mix$ ) te>s z we p>t$4 99 99 99 ,two ye>s pass$4 ,conditions 7 once m becom+ normal1 or ne>ly s4 ,mission>ies 7 return+ to _! v>i\s /ations1 b c\ld we1 :o _h be5 ?r\gh t ,baptism ( ,blood1 ev] be j ! same z be=e8 ,we _h be5 sp>$ = fur!r s]vice1 :ile o!rs _h be5 ,,translat$4 ,surely we _h be5 sav$ to s]ve z nev] be=e4 ,a new & difficult life 0 ent]$ ^u--! op5+ ( new out-/ations1 ! break+ ( new gr\nd4 ,all ?r\gh ! ye>s ( t life :5 travel+ con/antly f place to place1 ,mrs4 ,*5g 0 a pati5t & will+ %>] 9 all ! h>dness & a nev] fail+ s\rce ( com=t to me4 ,nev] once 9 all ^? ye>s1 t ,i c recall1 did ?is woman ev] get really angry or ev5 out ( temp] ) ! *ildr51 & x 0 a life t tri$ temp] & pati5ce to ! utmo/4 ,! ye>s h pass$ on & ) !m ! little *ildr5 f our c>e1 b ,mrs4 ,*5g rema9s4 ,al?\gh sixty ye>s ( age %e appe>s 9 "s ?+s to be r5ew+ h] y\?6 ,dur+ ! rec5t w>1 :5 we wom5 7 try+ to d our bit ?r\gh ! ,r$ ,cross1 ,mrs4 ,*5g came to me "o day & begg$ me to all[ h] to take my place at ! sew+ ma*9e4 ,at fir/ ,i refus$1 b f9ally let h] try b ) "s fe> le/ %e break ! ne$le4 ,to my great surprise %e 0 soon able to g on ) ! ,r$ ,cross "w q alone2 inde$ %e came to make ! soldi]s' g>m5ts s well z to call =? special praise f ! ,r$ ,cross ,headqu>t]s4 ,?is greatly surpris$ me1 = ,i c\ld nev] get h] to attempt to le>n ! ma*9e :5 ! *ildr5 7 small4 ,"o day ,i ask$ h] :y ?is 0 s1 & h] reply 03 ,!n ,i c\ld n le>n because ! *ildr5 fill$ my he>t1 n[1 my ,%eph]d ,"m1 x is empty6 ,let u take1 9 clos+1 a peep into ,mrs4 ,*5g's own home4 ,at break ( dawn on ,new ,ye>'s morn+1 #aiah1 ,mrs4 ,*5g1 h] only rema9+ son & 8 wife1 & _! ?ree *ildr51 7 busily engag$ prep>+ _! ,new ,ye>'s fea/1 :i* consi/$ ( doz5s 7am\nt+ probably to hundr$s7 ( t9y meat dumpl+s1 ea* "o j l>ge en\gh = "o 787 lusci\s1 m\?ful4 7,^! dumpl+s are to ! ,*9ese at ! ,new ,ye> season :at turkey & plum pudd+ are to ! ,we/]n]47 ,:5 all 0 ready1 ev5 ! pot or r l>ge caldron1 at boil+ po9t await+ ! preci\s dumpl+s1 ,mrs4 ,*5g ga!r$ h] h\sehold ar\nd h] & toge!r !y knelt & wor%ipp$ ! ,*ri/ian's ,god4 ,hea!n neighbors ga!r$ ab\t ! op5 doorway & wat*$1 9 wond]+ b respectful sil5ce1 ! kneel+ gr\p1 & li/5$ to _! hymn ( praise4 ,wor%ip ov]1 :ile ! re/ dropp$ dumpl+s into ! bubbl+ wat]1 ,mrs4 ,*5g prea*$ to ! curi\s & que/ion+ neighbors4 ,tell+ me ( x aft]w>ds %e said1--,( c\rse1 ,i c\ld n prea*1 b ,i j told !m :at ,i knew ( ! ,"l ,jesus4 ,oh1 t all ,god's m favor$ *ildr5 9 e l& w\ld d j ,,t4 99,,sket* ,,xiv99 99,daybreak 9 ,"o ,home99 ,"p #a--,,little ,,slave4 ,"p #b--,,slave',s ,,fa!r4 ,"p #c--,,slave',s ,,release4 99,daybreak 9 ,"o ,home99 99,"p ,i4 ,,little ,,slave499 ,"o ( ! mo/ wond]ful ?+s ab\t ?is wond]ful old l& ( ,*9a1 is ! numb]1 size & l5g? ( h] great wat]ways4 ,millions ( h] p live1 yes & die1 on ! l>ge & small craft 7*iefly ! latt]7 :i* ply up & d[n ^! great /reams4 ,tw5ty-five days' haul+ up "o ( ^! riv]s f ! ,port ( ,ti5ts91 br+s u to ! t[n ( ,sw9s54 ,!re c be little d\bt b t ?is place dates f> back1 = n f> di/ant c be /ill se5 ! ru9s ( :at 0 once--?ree ?\s& five hundr$ ye>s ago1 or be=e ,moses l$ ! ,*ildr5 ( ,israel out ( ,egypt1--! fl\ri%+ capitol ( ! ,k+dom ( ,*9a4 ,! ,wang family1 = _m g5]ations1 _h made _! home 9 ?is curi\s old t[n ( ,sw9s54 ,to trace ! hi/ory ( "o section ( ?is family1 z ,i ?9k y w\ld l to he> x1 we %all h to g back =ty ye>s4 ,c\ld we ab\t t "t1 h tak5 a peep ?r\gh "o ( ! gateways on a n>r[ /reet ( ?is t[n1 we w\ld h se5 a /range sight4 ,/&+ 9 ! c5tre ( ! c\rt1 & surr\nd$ by a r\gh mock+ gr\p1 0 a "y girl4 ,%e 0 dress$ 9 all ! gaudy g>m5ts ( an ,ea/]n ,bride1 b h] f9]y s]v$ only to %[ =? ! m conspicu\sly h[ ung5]\s ,nature _h be5 9 ! matt] ( good looks4 ,tall & v ?91 ) a sl\*y unc]ta9 mann] :i* gave h] loose ill-fitt+ g>m5ts ! appe>ance ( be+ made = ano!r1 & ) deep smallpox m>ks cov]+ h] face1 & only p>tially conceal$ by p[d] & pa9t1 %e c]ta9ly did n appe> ! beautiful bride !y _h be5 l$ to expect4 ,a /orm ( ridicule & scorn 0 kept up by ! gr\p surr\nd+ h]4 ,evid5tly1 said "o1 %e has be5 br\ght up 9 a poorly-manag$ home or :y h h] feet be5 all[$ to gr[ s l>ge8 ,7 we n promis$ a beautiful1 ri*1 clev]1 bride1 ) t9y feet8 said ano!r4 ,& ! /orm ( abuse ^u ! innoc5t girl & abs5t g-betwe5 became s bitt] z to make ! poor creature %r9k 9 t]ror4 ,at la/1 l an animal br\ght to bay1 %e turn$ plead+ly t[>ds a bright "y man /&+ on ! outskirts ( ! gr\p1 h] bridegroom ( a day1 :o till t mom5t seem$ he>tily to enjoy ! fun ( torm5t+ h]4 ,cat*+ h] plead+ t]rifi$ look he flu%$ z if ) %ame2 !n call+ out %>ply1--,en\gh1 en\gh6 ,let h] alone4 ,%e is n to blame1 &1 anyway1 %e is "h to /ay4 ,) ?is he gave h] a n ung5tle pu% t[>ds ! door ( _! ap>tm5t1 !n ha/5$ ?r\gh ! gate & disappe>$ d[n ! /reet4 ,z is ! cu/om 9 ,*9a ! ,wang h\sehold 0 rul$ ) a rod ( iron by ! old gr&mo!r4 ,& ! old lady c]ta9ly _h h] h&s full = !re 7 f\r sons1 & f\r daught]s-9-law1 also num]\s gr&*ildr54 ,! new daught]-9-law 0 no favorite ) h]1 & "y ,mrs4 ,wang1 z we %all call h]1 _h a h>d & bitt] life4 ,all ! wom5 ( ! family jo9$ 9 mak+ h] ! drudge4 ,"o w\ld h to und]/& hea!nism & ! conditions ( a hea!n home to fully compreh5d :at ref9em5t ( cruelty & meanness c be ex]cis$ by wom5 "u l circum/ances4 ,aga9 & aga9 ,mrs4 ,wang 0 tempt$1 z %e knew s _m o!r brides _h be51 to end h] wret*$ness by jump+ d[n ! well or tak+ opium poison1 b some?+ seem$ to keep h] f ?is awful de$4 ,"o day !re arriv$ to com=t ! poor girl's he>t a t9y /rang]4 ,because x 0 a girl ! o!r memb]s ( ! family took no int]e/ 9 its arrival1 b ! "m's he>t1 cru%$ & />v$ = s long1 w5t out to h] little daught]4 ,%e ?\ght long = a beautiful "n = h]1 & at la/ decid$ to call h] ,lily ,blossom4 ,b :5 ! old gr&mo!r he>d ( h] *oice ( a "n %e 0 furi\s1 & ass]t$ h] au?ority 9 no unc]ta9 mann]1 decl>+1 ,no girl 9 my family w ev] receive su* a "n4 ,:y6 x is j tempt+ ! fairies to s5d u only girls4 ,h] "n is to be ,,slave4 ,& ,slave %e 0 call$4 ,! *ild grew up pretty & attractive1 surpris+ly s consid]+ ! co>se & unattractive surr\nd+s 9 :i* %e liv$4 ,%e 0 h] "m's con/ant companion1 & ev5 :5 v "y w\ld try to %ield h] "m f ! bl[s (t5 %[]$ ^u h]4 ,:5 ,slave rea*$ h] six? bir?day prep>ations 7 made to h h] feet b\nd4 ,?ree or f\r wom5 7 ne$$ = ! p]=mance4 ,"o to hold ! *ild1 a second to b&age1 & "o or two m to pull ! b&ages4 ,a veil mu/ be drawn ov] "o t]rible h\r4 ,!n we see h] roll+ f side to side on ! l>ge brick b$ 9 a /ate ( semi-consci\sness4 ,h] %rieks & cries _h become r$uc$ to l[ moans4 ,at la/ h] "m 9 pity (f]$ to loos5 ! b&ages1 b little ,slave pu%$ h] away ) all h] rema9+ /r5g?1 say+1 ,no1 no1 ,i want my feet small1 ,i mu/ h my feet small4 ,& ! "m kn[+ well ! bitt]ness & cruelty %e _h suff]$ because ( h] own feet be+ all[$ to gr[ to almo/ natural size1 yield$4 ,= mon?s ,slave 0 practically a cripple1 !n gradually %e le>n$ to balance h]self on h] cru%$ & brok5 /umps ( feet4 ,lat] ! *ild's delight knew no b\nds1 = ev]y:]e %e w5t h] t9y feet1 clo!d 9 beautiful embroid]$ %oes1 attract$ ! admiration ( all4 99 99 99 ,sev5 ye>s h pass$ & we n[ f9d ,slave a beautiful girl ( ?irte54 ,h] beauty _h be5 mu* talk$ (1 & great expectations 7 indulg$ 9 reg>d+ h] m>riage4 ,! *ild outw>dly seem$ to take m int]e/ 9 mak+ h] pretty %oes ?an 9 ^! discussions reg>d+ h] future ,"m-9-law's home1 b 9 reality %e 0 a ke5 & int]e/$ li/5] to all t 0 said on ! subject4 ,m ?an "o g-betwe5 _h visit$ ! home = ! purpose ( arrang+ a mat* ) ,slave1 b ! family knew h] m>ket value & 7 h>d to please4 ,at la/ a woman came f :om ,slave in/9ctively %rank4 ,yet x 0 %e :o succe$$ 9 satisfy+ ! dem&s ( ! family4 ,?is woman /at$ positively t ! ,"m-9-law's home1 = :om %e 0 ! middle-woman1 0 all t c\ld be desir$4 ,!y own$ consid]able prop]ty1 & 7 ! *ief family ( _! village4 ,z to ! man himself1 :y he 0 all a girl c\ld wi% = or be pr\d to call a husb&1--"y1 h&some1 clev]1 & s on4 ,! outcome ( x all 0 ! usual gifts 7 ex*ang$ & ,slave's fate 0 seal$ = life4 ,two %ort ye>s pass$ !n ^w 0 receiv$ f ,slave's "m-9-law's home t ! w$d+ mu/ take place on a c]ta9 date 9 ! ne> future4 ,dur+ ! busy days ( prep>ation t foll[$1 ,slave's he>t palpitat$ _m times z ) mix$ feel+s %e ?\ght ( ! future4 ,!n alas1 all too soon ! ev5tful day arriv$1 :5 two ,s$an *airs 7 set d[n at ! ,wang's gateway4 ,! "o conta9+ ! wait+ bridegroom1 0 h&somely decorat$ 9 blue & silv]1 b ! bride's *air 0 ev5 m gorge\s 9 its trapp+s ( gold & crimson4 ,:5 ! "t came = f>ewell1 te>s ( real sorr[ 7 %$1 b little ,slave's he>t 0 too full ( ! h&some "y bridegroom to p]mit su* sad feel+s rema9+ long4 ,no soon] 0 %e safely beh9d ! curta9s ( h] *air ?an %e arrang$ ) utmo/ c>e1 h] veil & ornam5ts1 seek+ mean:ile to get a glimpse ( ! "o :o 0 to be h]s = life4 ,(t5 _h %e pictur$ to h]self ! h&some "y man describ$ by ! g-betwe51 & x 0 ) only joy\s anticipation t %e ?\ght ( ! future4 ,no response1 h[ev]1 came f ! o!r *air4 ,! j\rney 0 soon ov]1 & z !y approa*$ h] future home ,slave became increas+ly n]v\s & %y4 ,%e c\ld easily h caught a glimpse ( h] bridegroom's face ?r\gh h] veil z !y alight$ f _! *airs1 b h] eyes seem$ glu$ to ! gr\nd4 ,%e felt h]self l$ ?r\gh ! cr[d ( noisy spectators1 & 0 consci\s t he 0 beside h]4 ,toge!r1 side by side1 !y knelt be=e ! h\sehold gods4 ,b x 0 n till %e _h be5 l$ to ! bridal *amb] & seat$ on ! brick plat=m or b$1 ) h] g>m5ts arrang$ to ! be/ advantage1 t ! cr[d 0 admitt$ & h] veil 0 rais$4 ,a l[ murmur arose at ! sight ( h] great beauty4 ,/ill little ,slave's eyes w\ld n rise4 ,x 0 n till all _h left & %e 0 alone ) h] husb& t h] eyes rose ) "o swift glance4 ,b1 alas1 poor *ild1 x 0 n to see ! bridegroom ( h] dreams1 b in/ead %e saw a man old en\gh to be h] fa!r1--a man ) ! m>ks ( a debau*$ & wick$ life pla9ly writt5 on 8 c\nt5ance1--a typical opium slave2 9 o!r words a man only 9 "n1 r a brute 9 human =m6 ,z ,slave caught sight ( ?is man /&+ !re1 intoxicat$ ) w9e1 & look+ l a bea/ ab\t to p\nce ^u its prey1 ! %ock ( disappo9tm5t 0 too great4 ,h] face became dea?ly :ite1 & ) a pi]c+ cry1--,my "m1 oh my "m1 %e fell =w>d unconsci\s4 ,we mu/ leave our little fri5d to ent] ! d>kness alone1 only "o ( multitudes 9 ?is d>k hea!n l& ( ,*9a ^: innoc5ce & happ9ess are ye> by ye> sacrific$ to ! gre$ ( ga9 & cruel m>riage cu/oms ( _! own l&4 ,we %all see lat] h[ ! ,light t c light5 ! deepe/ d>kness1 came at la/ into little ,slave's life1 giv+ peace & hope4 99,"p ,,ii4 ,,slave',s ,,fa!r499 ,slave 0 gone6 ,z really lo/ to h] p>5ts z if %e 7 dead4 ,:5 ! tru? conc]n+ ! man %e n[ belong$ to = life became kn[n1 h] "m wept long & bitt]ly1 b !re 0 no r$ress2 !y _h to be> z o!rs _h borne1 :o _h be5 deceiv$ by an unpr9cipl$ g-betwe54 ,"s mon?s aft] ,slave's m>riage1 !re came to fill h] place two f9e tw9 boys4 ,mrs4 ,wang's day _h dawn$ at la/4 ,! old gr&mo!r c\ld n d en\gh = h] & ! once despis$ & ill-treat$ drudge 0 wait$ on h& & foot by ! o!r wom51 at ! comm& ( ! old lady4 ,= ?ree :ole ye>s ?is /ate ( ?+s la/$1 !n "o day ! gr&mo!r ann\nc$ h] int5tion ( mak+ ! two boys take ! smallpox4 7,_m ( ! ,*9ese believ$ t *ildr5 mu/ h ! smallpox :5 "y or !y w n gr[ up /rong74 ,! "m's he>t sank z %e ?\ght ( :at ! result might be4 ,%e v5tur$ to prote/ b 0 sil5c$ by a %[] ( bl[s4 ,! gr&mo!r took bo? ( ! f9e heal?y boys to a neighbor's h\se :]e !y _h smallpox1 & kept !m !re a :ole day to ensure !m gett+ ! disease4 ,a week lat] bo? became ill4 ,we mu/ draw a veil ov] ! horror ( ! days t foll[$ ! agony ( ! "m1 ! despair ( ! fa!r1 ! rage ( ! gr&mo!r :5 %e saw ! *ildr5 w\ld die1 & ! ill-conceal$ malice ( ! o!r wom54 ,a few days pass$ :5 a little body1 wrapp$ 9 a piece ( old matt+1 0 c>ri$ by ! fa!r to ! *ildr5's pit outside ! city4 ,a little lat] ?is sc5e 0 repeat$1 & ,mrs4 ,wang's day ( happ9ess end$4 ,! cruel dea? ( _! two beautiful boys 0 ! beg9n+ ( d>k days = our ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,wang4 ,! old gr&mo!r di$ %ortly aft] f excess ( rage4 7,! fits ( rage to :i* wom5 give way 9 ,*9a _c easily be und]/ood by ! ,we/]n]74 ,x 0 9 "o ( ^! attacks1 caus$ no d\bt by disappo9tm5t at ! result ( h] treatm5t ( h] gr&*ildr51 t ! poor old autocrat collaps$ & di$4 ,! day be=e ! fun]al 0 to take place ! old husb& 0 f\nd dead 9 b$4 ,an exp5sive fun]al & excessive fea/+ :i* foll[$ & :i* cu/om requir$ r$uc$ ! family to desp]ate f9ancial /raits4 ,! days foll[+ ! fun]al 7 tempe/u\s ones = ! ,wang h\sehold1 & ! dome/ic typhoons1 z !y h be5 correctly describ$1 7 fi]c] & m frequ5t ?an ev]4 ,at la/ ! day came :5 ! family mutually decid$ to sep>ate1 :i* !y did 9 true ,*9ese fa%ion--ea* c\ple w\ld be responsible = _! own f9ances1 b w\ld cont9ue to live z be=e )9 ! "o gate4 ,?is arrangem5t w\ld h be5 favorable to our bran* ( ! family _h n ,mr4 ,wang lo/ 8 situation z tea*] almo/ imm$iately aft] ! *ange4 ,!n foll[$ sev]al moons 7mon?s7 ( fruitless se>* = employm5t4 ,ev]y?+ t c\ld be 0 sold or pawn$ to get food4 ,"o day ,mr4 ,wang's boatman bro!r return$ f ! coa/4 ,he told !m ( a man :o _h come up on _! boat :o 0 look+ = a tea*] = a mission>y liv+ 9 an adjo9+ prov9ce1 & he urg$ ,mr4 ,wang to take ?is position4 ,! wom5-folk1 h[ev]1 bitt]ly oppos$ say+1 ,if he once gets "u ! spell ( ! =eign] we %all nev] he> ( him aga94 ,b !y c\ld n />ve1 & :5 x 0 le>n$ ! sal>y w\ld be consid]ably m ?an :at he _h be5 gett+ ev5 ! wom5 yield$4 ,mr4 ,wang 0 himself only half incl9$ to g1 = he c\ld n get out ( 8 m9d ! remembrance ( /ories he _h he>d ( :olesale poison+ c>ri$ on by ! mission>ies4 ,%ortly aft] 8 dep>ture a little girl came to com=t ,mrs4 ,wang 9 h] lonel9ess4 ,n[ t %e 0 h] own mi/ress1 %e *ose a pretty "n = ! *ild1 little dream+ :at a beautiful h]ald x 0 ( ! bright] day s soon to dawn1 %e call$ x ,spr+6 ,"o morn+ :5 little ,spr+ 0 j ?ree weeks old1 ! ,wang family receiv$ a great surprise4 ,!y 7 all seat$ at _! own door/eps or squatt+ ar\nd ! c\rt1 ea* ) a b[l ( millet pois$ 9 "o h& & a pair ( *op /icks 9 ! o!r1 :5 ! front gate op5$ & :o %\ld appe> b ,mr4 ,wang4 ,x 0 z if a bomb _h fall56 ,9 a few mom5ts ! c\rt 0 cr[d$ ) curi\s neighbors1 all eag] to he> ! reason = 8 return4 ,! tru? 9 brief 0 t he _h rea*$ ! ,mission ,comp\nd safely1 _h be5 well receiv$ by ! o!r ,*9ese tea*]s1 _h be5 9 ! mission>y's home & _h taught him & 8 wife = "o day1 b t night _h be5 seiz$ ) sudd5 panic le/ he get "u ! spell ( ! mission>ies1 & _h ga!r$ up 8 belong+s & :5 all 7 asleep _h quietly slipp$ away4 ,?is1 h[ev]1 0 n j h[ ,mr4 ,wang told x to ! wait+ cr[d4 ,he f\nd x necess>y to add a good _m embelli%m5ts to make x a less humiliat+ /ory ?an x w\ld o!rwise h be51 & ^! additions 7 n always favorable to ! =eign]s4 ,! family _h to face ! fact t !re 7 ?ree m\?s to fill & "s "w mu/ be got1 b weeks ( se>*+ result$ z be=e 9 failure4 ,our fri5ds w\ld c]ta9ly h />v$ _h n o!r memb]s ( ! family giv51 sometimes almo/ ?r[n1 food to !m4 ,at la/ 9 %e] despair ,mr4 ,wang accept$ a position 9 ! ,yam5 7,city ,hall7 = j 8 food4 ,?us ,mrs4 ,wang 0 left to battle ) h] little babe alone4 ,! cold pitiless w9t] fac$ h] & bitt] inde$ did %e f9d ! /ruggle = exi/5ce4 ,to e>n ev5 ?ree & a half c5ts a day1 %e 0 oblig$ to sit at h] sp9n+ :eel f> into ! night1 ) h] babe inside h] wadd$ g>m5t to keep x w>m4 99 99 99 ,dur+ ^? long w9t] mon?s ,mr4 ,wang sat at 8 desk 9 ! ,yam5 ! face ( ! mission>y seem$ to come be=e him vividly--s k9d1 s true1 s diff]5t f any face he _h ev] se5 be=e4 ,gradually he came to ! po9t ( resolv+ t _h he ano!r *ance he w\ld return to ! mission>y4 ,! opportunity 0 ne>] ?an he imag9$4 ,:ile at 8 "w "o morn+ he he>d an unusual commotion outside4 ,/epp+ to ! front gate he f\nd a great cr[d hurry+ t[>ds ! riv]4 ,a man %\t$ to him1 ,two =eign demons are com+ up ! riv]4 ,come & see ! fun4 ,)\t s mu* z a ?\ght = 8 "w await+ him1 ,mr4 ,wang caught up 8 tea*]'s long g[n to accel]ate spe$1 & be=e ! man ceas$ speak+ _h />t$ to run ) ! o!rs4 ,8 behavi\r on ?is occasion at lea/ 0 q unwor?y ( a pr\d ,confucian s*ol>1 all ( :om pride !mselves on imitat+ ! sage 9 nev] mak+ ha/e "u any circum/ances4 ,j z ! t9y h\se boat1 ) two =eign m5 /&+ on its deck1 came 9 sight1 ,mr4 ,wang rea*$ ! riv] bank4 ,_h he tri$ he w\ld h f\nd x difficult to say :y he trembl$ s4 ,he 0 only consci\s ( an int5se desire t "o ( ^! m5 might be 8 =eign]4 ,at la/ z he recogniz$ ! mission>y he _h taught = a day1 he c\ld sc>cely repress a cry ( joy1 or wait till ! boat 0 drawn up to :]e he /ood4 ,!n1 n wait+ = ! plank to be put d[n1 he leap$ on bo>d & fac$ ! a/oni%$ mission>y1 :o look$ 8 amazem5t z he recogniz$ him4 ,be=e ! o!r c\ld f9d words1 ,mr4 ,wang1 mak+ a l[ b[ hurri$ly ask$ =giv5ess 9 a few humble words4 ,he end$ by say+1 ,i "k1 sir1 y are n :at p say y are4 ,i 0 wrong1 =give me4 ,if y w take me back ,i w be glad to tea* y4 ,:ile he 0 speak+ ! mission>y's face 0 a /udy--surprise1 annoyance1 relief1 pleasure--all came 9 turn4 ,! mission>y1 :o c\ld n[ speak ! ,*9ese language a little1 laid ,ids h& k9dly on ! "y man's %\ld] & said3 ,n a ^w m1 ,mr4 ,wang4 ,i am 9 ne$ ( a tea*] s y may consid] y\rself engag$1 b y mu/ be ready to />t back ) u ?ree days f n[4 ,! poor fell[ look$ 8 gratitude b c\ld f9d no words4 ,z he turn$ to leave ! mission>y call$ him back & said 9 a l[ voice z he h&$ him "s money1 ,take ?is1 y h a wife & %e mu/ be provid$ =1 we w reckon lat]4 ,?is ?\ghtful act complet$ ! capture ( ,mr4 ,wang's he>t4 ,f t mom5t he became ! devot$ foll[] ( ! mission>y al?\gh z yet he knew no?+ ( 8 message4 ,?ree days lat] f\nd ,mr4 ,wang settl$ 9 8 little tsang or cab9 on ! mission>y's h\seboat4 ,next to 8 0 ! l>g] cab9 occupi$ by ! two mission>ies z sleep+ & liv+ ap>tm5t4 ,a p>tition ( op5 woodwork cov]$ ) pap] sep>at$ ! two cab9s4 ,mr4 ,wang _h n be5 9 8 comp>tm5t v long be=e he _h1 9 true ,*9ese fa%ion1 by moi/5+ ! tip ( 8 f+] & apply+ x to ! pap] p>tition1 made a hole suffici5tly l>ge to enable him to wat* all t pass$ 9 ! adjo9+ cab9 )\t himself be+ se54 ,day by day he sp5t e mom5t he c\ld get at 8 self made vantage gr\nd4 ,h[ ^? m5 puzzl$ him6 ,z he notic$ h[ quiet & ord]ly1 & above all h[ /rangely happy !y 71 )\t be+ boi/]\s1 he became consci\s ( a gr[+ s5se ( respect & admiration4 ,be=e !y _h rea*$ _! de/9ation1 ! mission>y's home1 ,mr4 ,wang _h lo/ e trace ( d\bt or fe> ( ! =eign]s4 ,mr4 ----1 ! mission>y1 0 a ke5 judge ( "*4 ,8 k ( human nature 0 ga9$ 9 ! slums ( a s-call$ ,*ri/ian city1 & x 0 well = him t su* exp]i5ce _h be5 ga9$ be=e meet+ ! m complex problems ( ! ,*9ese "*4 ,z day by day ! mission>y /udi$ ) ,mr4 ,wang he became m & m conv9c$ t ?is man mu/ meet ,*ri/ fir/ 9 him1 ,8 repres5tative1 = he f\nd him %>p1 ke51 critical1 & alas1 utt]ly untru/wor?y4 ,b ! day came :5 ,mr4 ,wang te/ifi$1 :5 he 0 be+ receiv$ into ! ,*ur*1 ,i le>n$ fir/ to love ! ,pa/or1 !n to love 8 ,savi\r4 99,"p ,,iii--,,slave',s ,,release499 ,six ye>s h pass$ s9ce ,mr4 ,wang ent]$ on 8 duties z tea*] to ! mission>y4 ,dur+ all ^? ye>s he _h be5 an invaluable assi/ant to ,mr4 ---- 9 ! /r5u\s & difficult "w ( op5+ a new mission /ation at ! l>ge & important city ( ,c----4 ,! "t _h n[ come :5 x 0 ?\ght be/ = ,mr4 ,wang to br+ 8 wife f _! old home4 ,a small cottage 0 secur$ j opposite ! mission gate = !m1 & "h a happi] life began = ,mrs4 ,wang ?an %e _h ev] ?\ght possible4 ,mr4 ,wang1 l s _m ,*9ese ,*ri/ian m51 ?\ght 8 wife too /upid to le>n1 & :5 %e fir/ came 9 t\* ) ,mrs4 ----1 ! mission>y's wife1 %e 0 practically a hea!n4 ,z %e came 9 ) little ,spr+1 n[ a bright little girl ( ne>ly sev51 ! =eign woman c\ld sc>cely hide h] disappo9tm5t :5 %e saw ,mrs4 ,wang1 %e 0 s extremely 7%all ,i use ! ^w7 ugly1 s untidy1 sl\*y1 & ev5 f> f clean4 ,yet !re 0 a look 9 ^? small deep set eyes :i* said pla9ly1 ,yes1 ,i "k h[ diff]5t ,i am f y1 b oh1 ,i d want y to love me4 ,& ! o!r felt h]self /rangely drawn to h]4 ,be=e long a deep & abid+ affection sprang up betwe5 ! two1 s diff]5t1 yet at he>t "o4 ,_m times 9 ! lesson p]iods t foll[$ ,mrs4 ---- 0 tempt$ to give up 9 despair1 ,mrs4 ,wang 0 s sl[ to le>n4 ,"o day aft] a p>ticul>ly disc\rag+ "t ( /udy1 ,mrs4 ,wang turn$ to h] tea*] & said1 ,tea*] ,"m1 d n be disc\rag$ because my m9d is l a sieve1 = my he>t has ,jesus !re4 ,! evid5ce ( ! new life )9 soon began to be se5 9 ! *ang$1 happi]1 m re/ful face1 & 9 ! clean]1 tidi] g>m5ts4 ,will+ly %e all[$ little ,spr+'s feet to rema9 unb\nd1 :i* meant mu* at t "t :5 wom5 & girls ) unb\nd feet 7 unkn[n4 ,al?\gh ,spr+ _h n ! beauty ( h] old] si/]1 ,slave1 %e 0 bright1 quick1 9 h] ways l h] fa!r1 & mo/ affectionate4 ,f ! fir/ contact ) ! mission>ies ! *ild's he>t seem$ op5 to ! ,gospel1 %e came soon to %[ a love = ! ,savi\r unusual 9 "o s "y4 ,! greate/ treat little ,spr+ c\ld h 9 ^? e>ly days 0 to be all[$ to play ) ! g5tle fair-hair$ =eign *ild ( h] own age4 ,"o day ! two *ildr5 w&]$ outside ! backgate into ! fields beyond4 ,sudd5ly !y came ^u "s dogs dev\r+ ! body ( a little *ild4 ,spr+1 to :om su* a sc5e 0 n unkn[n1 look$ on unmov$1 b ! t5d]ly gu>d$ =eign *ild gaz$ 9 spee*less horror1 !n scream+ l\dly ran t[>ds home4 ,h] "m1 anxi\s at h] disappe>ance1 _h j rea*$ ! gate :5 ! *ild appe>$ almo/ frantic ) t]ror & %ock4 ,a ^w 0 suffici5t = ! "m to le>n ! cause ( ! tr\ble4 ,oh1 ,"m6 cri$ ! *ild1 sobb+ on h] "m's brea/1 ,i see x n[1 a de> little baby4 ,oh1 "m1 "m1 ^? t]rible dogs4 ,i c nev] =get x4 ,t night ! "m knelt long beside h] *ild's b$side4 ,o!r little ones _h come & gone4 ,?is *ild seem$ l a delicate lily1 too s5sitive & high /rung = su* a l& z ,*9a1 :]e outside ! ,mission ,comp\nd "o c\ld nev] tell :5 "o w\ld come ^u a sc5e t might hurt & %ock4 ,"s "t lat] ! *ild 0 tak5 ill4 ,!re 0 no doctor ne> & once m ! p>5ts w5t d[n into ! ,valley ( ! %ad[ ( dea? ) a preci\s *ild4 ,m5+itis develop$4 ,spr+ & h] "m wat*$ & wait$ outside ! *ild's sick door = "s ^w ( hope4 ,b aft] days ( great suff]+ ! little "o 0 tak5 to :]e !re w be no m pa91 nei!r sorr[ nor cry+4 ,a day lat] mission>ies & ,*ri/ians ga!r$ ab\t ! op5 grave beside :i* re/$ ! little c(f9 almo/ cov]$ ) beautiful fl[]s4 ,x 0 !n t ,mrs4 ,wang recall$ ! cruel dea? ( h] two boys & :at _h be5 done ) _! little bodies4 ,! contra/ 0 inde$ great3 "h 7 e tok5 ( love & honor = ! preci\s rema9s2 b :at mov$ ,mrs4 ,wang end w5t to h] he>t 0 ! look ( ,hope writt5 on ! "m's face z !y all sang toge!r-- ,little *ildr51 little *ildr54 ,:o love _! ,r$eem] ,are ! jewels1 preci\s jewels1 ,8 lov$ & ,8 own4 ,l ! />s ( ! morn+ ,8 bright cr[n adorn+1 ,!y %all %9e 9 ,8 beauty ,8 lov$ & ,8 own4 ,z ^! words sank deep into ,mrs4 ,wang's v s\l1 !re came a great ye>n+ t h] own p might he> ( ?is ,gospel t gives a s\l a hope aft] dea?4 99 99 99 ,sometime aft] h] little fri5d's dea?1 ,spr+ ent]$ ! mission s*ool = girls1 ! fir/ girls' s*ool to be op5$ 9 t "p ( ,*9a4 ,ye> by ye> z !y pass$1 ,spr+ grew 9 ! love & e/eem ( h] tea*]s4 ,h] bright1 happy ways & true ,*ri/ian "* ende>$ h] to all4 ,b ! "o ,spr+ lov$ mo/ ( all 0 ! "m ( ! fri5d %e nev] =got4 ,on "o occasion :5 ! writ] 0 home on furl\gh1 %e receiv$ ! foll[+ lett] f ,spr+3 ,de> ,tea*] ,"m1 ,come back v soon4 ,z "o :o is hungry longs = food & "o :o is ?ir/y = dr9k1 s my he>t longs = y6 ,:5 fifte5 ye>s ( age ,spr+ graduat$ ) su* di/9ction t %e 0 s5t to ! advanc$ s*ool = girls 9 ,pek+4 ,^u h] return %e became assi/ant tea*] 9 ! ,mission ,girls' ,s*ool4 ,ab\t ?is "t ,mrs4 ,wang's heal? broke d[n4 ,a little daught] _h come :om !y nam$ ,brightness4 ,?r\gh all ! mon?s ( weakness & fail+ heal?1 ! poor suff]+ woman %[$ =? a true _s ( pati5ce & resignation4 ,"o day an urg5t call came = ! mission>y's wife to g & see ! sick woman4 ,ha/5+ to ! little cottage across ! way1 %e f\nd ! c\rt empty s ent]$ ! door unann\nc$1 & pass+ ?r\gh ! out] room %e lift$ ! curta9 t s]v$ = door into ! room :]e %e c\ld see dimly ! =m ( h] lov$ fri5d ly+ on ! brick b$4 ,!re 0 no mi/ak+ ! look :i* pla9ly told ! la/ call _h come to ,mrs4 ,wang4 ,ov]come ) ! %ock ( see+ ! end s ne>1 ,mrs4 ---- sank d[n beside h] fri5d & wept bitt]ly4 ,sl[ly ! dy+ woman rais$ h] h& & /rok$ ! head ( ! weep+ woman1 & ) difficulty said1 ,don't grieve = me4 ,!re is mu* ,i want to say1 b ! "t is too %ort4 ,li/56 ,my *ild1 my little ,slave1 does n "k ab\t ! ,savi\r4 ,help ,spr+ to g to h] be=e x is too late4 ,!re 0 a long sil5ce brok5 only by suppress$ weep+ f ,spr+ :o 0 /&+ by4 ,!n ,mrs4 ,wang cont9u$1 ,& y1 my fri5d2 ?ank y aga9 = br++ ?is preci\s ,savi\r to ev5 me4 ,& y h help$ me s mu*4 ,no1 no1 said ,mrs4 ---- unable to keep sil5ce long]4 ,x is y :o h help$ me4 ,y\r pati5ce "u trial has be5 a con/ant rebuke to me = my impati5ce4 ,%e c\ld say no m = ev5 :ile %e 0 speak+ ! ,glory ( ! unse5 _w seem$ to %9e on ! dy+ woman's face4 99 99 99 ,"s mon?s aft] h] "m's dea? ! way 0 op5$ = ,spr+ to visit h] fa!r's old home4 ,%e _h _m times long$ & pray$ t %e might fulfil h] "m's dy+ reque/4 ,) "s difficulties ,spr+ f\nd :]e h] si/] liv$ & z %e drew ne> ! h\se h] he>t rose 9 e>ne/ pray] = h] si/]'s conv]sion4 ,an old woman respond$ to h] knock at ! gate1 to :om ,spr+ made h]self kn[n1 !n ask$ to see h] si/]4 ,! old woman :o turn$ out to be ,slave's "m-9-law1 direct$ h] to ! door ( ! room :]e we la/ p>t$ ) poor ,slave--a brok5-he>t$ bride4 ,tapp+ g5tly on ! door & receiv+ no answ]1 ,spr+ ent]$4 ,on ! long brick b$ at "o end ( ! room lay h] si/]4 ,! wa/$ frame & rack+ c\gh told all too pla9ly ,slave's days on e>? 7 few4 ,z ,spr+ /ood look+ at h] si/] = a mom5t1 almo/ too ov]come to speak1 %e ?\ght ( h] "m's words1 be=e x is too late4 ,= ?ree days ,spr+ rema9$ ) h] si/]4 ,=tunately = !m bo? ,slave's husb& 0 n at home1 & ! old "m-9-law left !m alone only too glad to h someone to relieve h] f wait+ on ! sick "o4 ,:5 ,spr+ describ$ to h] si/] _! "m's beautiful dea?1 te>s ran d[n ,slave's *eeks z %e said1 ,oh1 t ,i too c\ld h su* a hope6 ,y c1 my si/]1 eag]ly cri$ ,spr+4 ,i h come z "m wi%$1 to tell y h[ y c g to :]e %e is4 ,!n pati5tly & lov+ly %e op5$ up to h] si/]1 /ep by /ep1 ! glori\s ,gospel ( a ,savi\r f s9 & a hope aft] dea?4 ,slave li/5$ & drank 9 ! message z "o p>*$ ) ?ir/ w\ld dr9k f a liv+ spr+4 ,once :5 ! si/]s 7 talk+ closely toge!r1 ,slave sudd5ly broke into a passion ( uncontrollable weep+4 ,!n came little by little z %e _h /r5g? to tell x1 ! /ory ( ^? t]rible ye>s s9ce %e left h] fa!r's home4 ,at la/ z if words fail$ h]1 %e loos5$ h] g>m5t & reveal$ h] %\ld]s & back cov]$ ) bruises & heal$ sc>s1 sil5t witnesses to ! cruelty ( ! pa/4 ,gradually ! ,peace & ,hope born ( h] new f\nd fai? came into ,slave's poor />v$ s\l4 ,& z ! si/]s p>t$ nev] z !y knew well to meet aga9 on e>?1 ,slave said1 ,yes1 x is diff]5t n[1 ,i %all be 9 heav5 be=e y4 ,i h no m fe> n[4 ,b pray = my husb&4 99 99 99 ,!re is a ,love t longs ) deep affection ,to ga!r all ! s9sick sons ( m5 ,b5ea? its w+s ( %elt] & protection1 ,& give !m heal? aga94 ,x is ! love ( ,jesus1 sweet ) long+1 ,8 full salvation to ! _w to give1 ,cry+ to all ! dead1 e>?'s highways ?rong+1 ,come unto ,me1 come unto ,me1 & live4 ,by ,annie ,johnson ,fl9t4 ,copyright1 ,evangelical ,publi%]s4