,transcrib$ f ! #ahcj ,hat*>d & ,son edition by ,david ,price1 email ccx#jgdpglaf4org ,,an ,,acc\nt ,,( ,,! ,,dea? ,,( ,,philip ,,jol91 ,,:o ,,0 ,,execut$ ,,= ,,! ,,murd] ,,( ,,8 ,,fa!r1 ,,9 ,,! ,,isl& ,,( ,,j]sey1 ,,octob] #c1 #ahbi4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,by ,,francis ,,cunn+ham1 ,a4 ,m4 ,,rector ,,( ,,pakefield4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,london3 ,,hat*>d ,,& ,,son1 ,,piccadilly2 ,,seeley ,,& ,,sons1 ,,fleet ,,/reet2 ,,& ,j4 ,,nesbitt1 ,,b]n]s ,,/reet4 99 99 99 99 99 #ahcj4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,london3 ,,ibotson ,,& ,,palm]1 ,,pr9t]s1 ,,savoy ,,/reet1 ,,/r&4 ,,adv]tisem5t4 ,to det]m9e ! real /ate ( m9d 9 a crim9al manife/+1 = ! fir/ "t1 :5 "u s5t5ce ( dea?1 signs ( rep5tance1 is pla9ly a "w ( mu* difficulty4 ,if ev] dissimulation may be expect$1 x mu/ be 9 ! case ( a p]son probably long habituat$1 &1 9 8 pres5t circum/ances1 additionally excit$ to x by ! fe> ( dea?3 & ! exp]i5ce ( e m9i/] ( religion conv]sant 9 su* cases1 mu/ tea* him t pr(essions ( religion1 "u su* circum/ances1 are f> (t5] ! language ( al>m1 ?an ( real conv]sion4 ,e "o1 !re=e1 w\ld e>ne/ly covet1 ) ,mr4 ,newton1 to "k r h[ ! man liv$1 ?an h[ he _h di$4 ,b "h ! life & ! dea? may (f] ! mo/ conflict+ evid5ce4 ,h[ difficult x is !n s to decide z n1 on ! "o h&1 to make 8! he>t ( ! righte\s sad1 :om ,god has n made sad20 ^u ! o!r1 to say 8peace0 to ! s\l1 8:5 !re is no peace40 ,mo/ ( ! cases ( religi\s communication ) dy+ crim9als1 record$ 9 ! public pr9ts1 are 9 ! highe/ degree pa9ful4 ,! *apla9 goes ?r\gh ! =ms ( in/ruction1 ! s]mon is prea*$1 & !n1 )\t "o pro( be+ assign$ ( ! fitness ( ! crim9al = t solemn ord9ance ( religion1 ! sacram5t is adm9i/]$4 ,all ! requisitions ( our *ur*1 z to 8^? :o come to ! ,"l's supp]10 are pass$ by4 ,! deep work+s ( rep5tance1 & long+ = am5dm5t1 ! ex]cise ( a lively fai? 9 ,*ri/1 ! ?ankful remembrance ( 8 dea?1 ! feel+ ( univ]sal *>ity s difficult 9 su* circum/ances2 9 %ort1 e evid5ce ( an awak5$ & conv]t$ he>t is neglect$1 & ! man =c$ ^u a hypocritical av[al ( tru?1 to :i* he is 9 reality utt]ly a /rang]4 ,he dies1 9 fact1 ) 8a lie 9 8 "r h&0--a lie1 ! guilt ( :i* is surely divid$ betwe5 himself & ! m9i/] :o urges him to ! ra% reception ( ! sacram5t4 ,x is "u ! deepe/ conviction ( ! difficulty ( su* cases1 t ! pres5t tract1 record+ ! ev5ts ( ! la/ elev5 days 9 ! life ( a crim9al is pres5t$ to ! public4 ,8 crimes _h be5 great1 b hypocrisy 0 n among/ _! numb]4 ,8 faculties 7 n su* z to give him any peculi> facility 9 adopt+ ! tru?s pres5t$ to him4 ,he _h receiv$ no previ\s religi\s in/ruction4 ,he _h no uncommon p[] ( utt]ance4 ,let ! read] judge :e!r ! words & conduct1 bo? be=e & aft] conviction1 z record$ 9 ^! pages1 d n supply an evid5ce ( ! p[] ( ,god to reclaim ! w&]] ev5 9 ! elev5? h\r2 & are n calculat$1 9 ! highe/ degree1 to enc\rage ! (t5 disconsolate visitor ( ! sick1 ! dy+1 & ! crim9al4 ,! facts "h record$ h be5 collect$ p>tly by p]sonal communication1 p>tly f lett]s to ! writ] f ! ,rev4 ,w4 ,c4 ,hall1 & p>tly f a pr9t$ acc\nt ( ! ,rev4 ,e4 ,durell4 ,! sub/ance ( ! /atem5t 0 fir/ ins]t$ 9 ! ,*ri/ian ,obs]v]1 & x is n[ submitt$1 ) "s alt]ation1 to ! public1 & ) an e>ne/ desire t its p]usal may1 ?r\gh ! ,div9e bless+1 t5d to ! glory ( t compassionate ,savi\r1 to ^: s]vice x is d$icat$4 ,,! ,,la/ ,,days ,,( ,,philip ,,jol91 ,,lately ,,execut$ ,,at ,,/4 ,,hel5s1 ,,= ,,! ,,murd] ,,( ,,8 ,,fa!r4 ,,! p>ticul>s ( ! crime ( ?is un=tunate "y man may be /at$ 9 a few words4 ,he _h long be5 kn[n 9 ! neighb\rhood :]e he liv$1 z an object ( disgrace1 & ! cause ( p]petual di/urbance4 ,n inde$ t he 0 m pr(ligate 9 "* ?an ^? ) :om he 0 imm$iately connect$4 ,8 fa!r1 z well z 8 "m-9-law1 liv$ 9 habits ( drunk5ness4 ,%e di$ eight mon?s be=e ! son committ$ ! crime = :i* he suff]$4 ,jol9 01 ) 8 fa!r1 by trade a blacksmi?4 ,8 bus9ess br\ght ) x "s temptation to dr9k+2 &1 9 ,j]sey1 :]e spirits are *eap] ev5 ?an 9 ,engl&1 ?is disposition 0 mo/ easily gratifi$4 ,s t1 ) ! example ( 8 p>5ts1 & 8 own circum/ances1 x is n a matt] ( a/oni%m5t t he fell into ! c\rse ( s9 :i* l$ to 8 ru94 ,! progress ( vice 01 x is to be presum$1 9 8 case1 l t ( o!r drunk>ds4 ,! liquor1 at fir/ tak5 z a bodily relief1 ungu>d$ by any re/ra9t1 0 soon resort$ to z an indulg5ce2 till at la/ he 0 enli/$ 9 ! numb] ( ^? ( :om ! prophet speaks1 8:o rise up 9 ! morn+ t !y may foll[ _! dr9k1 & cont9ue till night1 till w9e inflames !m40 ,b ! abom9able t5d5cy ( ?is p>ticul> s9 is illu/rat$ almo/ equally by ! conduct ( ! fa!r & son4 ,x appe>$ on ! trial ( ,jol91 t he _h be5 expos$ to ! greate/ cruelties on ! "p ( 8 fa!r4 ,"o p]son depos$1 t he _h (t5 se5 him beat 8 son ) a hamm]1 or any ?+ else1 :i* might happ5 to come "u 8 h&1 & almo/ always ab\t ! head2 & ! sc>s f ^! w\nds 7 se5 on 8 head :5 he 0 committ$ to prison4 ,ano!r1 t %e _h once he>d ! prison]'s "m cry out = help4 ,%e w5t 91 & saw ! son d[n1 & ! fa!r /rik+ him ) an iron b>1 say+ at ! same "t1 t he 0 go+ to kill him4 ,v (t5 he w\ld n give him any food4 ,ano!r witness te/ifi$1 t1 go+ into ! h\se ( ! fa!r1 he saw him put d[n a flat iron b>1 ) :i* he _h j be5 /rik+ 8 son on ! head1 & 8 head 0 cov]$ ) blood4 ,he 0 laid on 8 b$1 b 8 fa!r refus$ to all[ any assi/ance to be t5d]$ to him4 ,?is witness _h se5 ! fa!r kick 8 son ab\t sev]al p>ts ( ! body4 ,:at a contra/ is all ?is to t sc5e :i* ! psalmi/ describes ( a h\sehold :]e ! ,_s ( ,god dwells--8,behold1 h[ good & h[ pleasant x is = bre?r5 to dwell toge!r 9 unity1 = !re ! ,"l comm&e? 8 bless+40 ,^! facts are introduc$1 n only 9 explanation ( ! subject1 b t "s light may be ?r[n on ! appeal :i* ,jol9 aft]w>ds made to 8 judge on 8 own behalf4 ,on ! morn+ on :i* ! la/ crime 0 committ$1 z ,jol9 confess$ to "o :o att5d$ ^u him 9 prison1 he _h drank to excess1 & become completely intoxicat$4 ,9 ?is /ate he return$ to 8 own home--a home ( :i*1 he add$1 8no "o knew ! wret*$ness40 ,x 0 d9n] "t1 b he f\nd no food prep>$1 & f 8 fa!r he met ) only t reception :i* he might expect f su* a p>5t2 m especially :5 he himself 0 ov]come ) drunk5ness4 ,he w5t into ! g>d5 to ga!r a pe>1 & ab\t ?is ! fatal qu>rel ensu$4 ,! fa!r _h come beh9d1 & caught him by ! cape ( ! jacket1 & kick$ him ab\t ! back & legs4 ,he tore himself f 8 fa!r1 & 0 soon se5 runn+ out ( ! h\se cry+1 & ! fa!r 9 ! act ( pursu+1 z if ) ! int5tion ( /rik+ him4 ,! fa!r said t he w\ld 8settle him :5 he return$40 ,! son repli$1 t he w\ld 8settle him 7! fa!r7 also40 ,! son !n ran to a heap ( bricks :i* lay 9 ! /reet1 & tak+ "o :i* he appe>s to h brok5 9 two pieces1 he return$ to be rev5g$ on 8 fa!r4 ,he 0 remon/rat$ ) by a neighb\r1 b 9 va94 ,9 8 rage he ?rew ! brickbats at 8 fa!r4 ,"o ( ! pieces /ruck him on ! head1 & he imm$iately fell to ! gr\nd4 ,! wret*$ suff]] swoon$ f ! viol5ce ( ! bl[ & ! loss ( blood4 ,9 ?is /ate he appe>s to h rema9$1 ) v little *ange1 = ab\t an h\r1 :5 he di$4 ,x is n /at$ :e!r he 0 enabl$ to cry = m]cy to t ,god1 into ^: pres5ce he 0 ?us awfully hurri$2 or :e!r he _h "t to reflect ^u ! /ate ( 8 son1 & 8 probable puni%m5t4 ,h[ awful mu/ h be5 ! *ange to ?is wret*$ man1 :5 he f\nd himself 9 a mom5t lift+ up 8 eyes be=e ! ,judge ( quick & dead6 ,mean:ile1 ! son1 utt]ly unconsci\s ( :at he _h done1 or feel+ only satisfaction at :at he ?\ght 0 ! suitable puni%m5t = 8 fa!r1 w5t out aga91 & f9d+ 8 way into a neighb\r's %op1 told ! keep] ( x t 8 fa!r _h beat5 him1 & t he _h knock$ him d[n4 ,"h he fell asleep1 & slept probably till 8 fit ( intoxication _h pass$ away4 ,on ris+ he 0 ab\t quietly & unsuspect+ly to return to ! sc5e ( 8 crime1 :5 he 0 arre/$ & br\ght to prison4 ,:51 on ! way to ! prison1 he 0 told t 8 conduct might possibly br+ him to ! gall[s1 he %[$ 8 fir/ symptom ( al>m4 ,he rema9$ 9 prison till ,?ursday1 ,septemb] #bd1 :5 he 0 submitt$ to 8 fir/ public exam9ation4 ,! trial1 accord+ to ! laws ( t c\ntry1 0 repeat$ on ,monday ! #bh?4 ,! judges1 & two juries1 9 numb] toge!r ?irty-sev51 aft] ! fulle/ inve/igation ( ! facts1 & aft] he>+ ! able def5ce ( 8 advocate1 ,mr4 ,hammond1 pron\nc$ 8 crime to be murd]1 & condemn$ him to dea?4 ,! c\rt refus$ ev5 to make application = ! mitigation ( puni%m5t1 :]eupon he 0 deliv]$ to ! execution ( 8 s5t5ce1 :i* he und]w5t on ,saturday1 ,oct4 #c;d4 ,!re 7 _m p>ticul>s 9 ?is case1 9 addition to ! rem>kable nature ( ! crime1 & inde$ ! r>5ess ( any crime ( su* magnitude 9 ! small di/rict 9 :i* x occurr$1 t made x a subject ( v g5]al notice4 ,"o lead+ circum/ance 0 ! manife/ alt]ation :i* took place 9 ,jol9's m9d dur+ ! p]iod ( 8 imprisonm5t4 ,^u ?is po9t !re 0 an entire agreem5t ( op9ion among/ all p]sons :o _h any acqua9tance ) ! real /ate ( ! case4 ,n only m9i/]s1 bo? ( ! *ur* & ! ,diss5t]s1 b p]sons ( o!r classes1 bore te/imony to ! reality ( a *ange2 ! nature ( :i*1 h[ev]1 n s _m p]sons c\ld detect1 z its v /rik+ effects4 ,! newspap] spoke ( an 8alt]ation0 :i* took place 9 him1 ( 8 8confession1 9 ! mo/ humble t]ms1 ( 8 own s9fulness20 ( 88 =cible admonitions to o!rs to ab/a9 f evil1 & to practise ! duties ( religion & morality20 b ( ! *ange ( he>t :i* ?is case exhibit$1 ! editor ( ! pap] seems to h _h no real und]/&+4 ,! case ( ,jol91 conv9c$ ( 8 s91 h[ev]1 is t ( a man1 n m]ely conv9c$ ( 8 guilt 9 "o in/ance1 & anxi\s to w>n o!rs n conv]t$ by ! ,holy ,gho/1 ackn[l$g+ 8 total ali5ation ( he>t f ,god1 & p]suad$ t all 8 rep5tance1 all 8 good resolutions1 c\ld nev] expiate 8 pa/ s9s2 b t1 z he himself said1 8,*ri/ 0 8 only hope2 = ,,he _h paid 8 ransom1 & ,he w\ld receive him into glory40 ,! great] "p ( p]sons :o h _h mu* exp]i5ce 9 visit+ ! dy+ sick1 or condemn$ crim9als1 h1 9 g5]al1 little confid5ce 9 a rep5tance :i* only spr+s up "u ! appreh5sion ( imm$iate dea?1 :atev] flights ( s5tim5t may be exhibit$4 ,!y h se5 9 ! backslid+ ( m5 :o promis$ e ?+ 9 ! "t ( sickness1 h[ va91 g5]ally speak+1 are ! convictions ( _! s9c]ity4 ,9 ! great] "p ( ^! cases1 !re is a want ( complet5ess 9 ! "w ( rep5tance & fai?1 :i* ! exp]i5c$ pa/oral visitor is (t5 able to detect2 too little ( real contrition1 or too mu* ( pr(ession & confid5ce4 ,b 9 ! case 9 "q1 ^? :o visit$ ,jol9 confess !mselves to h be5 impress$1 z !y might conceive ! spectators to be affect$ by ! case ( ! ?ief on ! cross4 ,"o & all 7 l$ to say1 8?is is ! f+] ( ,god40 ,"u su* circum/ances1 x _c surely be wrong to ga!r toge!r a few p>ticul>s ( ?is hi/ory1 :i* w be int]e/+ to ^?1 at lea/1 :o h exp]i5c$ ! p[] ( div9e grace 9 _! own *ange ( he>t1 & :o rejoice 9 e display ( x 9 ! s9n] t rep5te?4 ,jol9 appe>s 9 e>ly life to h be5 s5t to s*ool1 al?\gh he said1 t su* _h be5 ! irregul>ity ( 8 fa!r's h\se1 & su* ! h9drances ?r[n 9 8 way1 t he _h be5 m imp$$ ?an enc\rag$ by 8 p>5ts1 9 any attempt to att5d ^u ! public means ( religi\s in/ruction4 ,h[ trem5d\s is ! responsibility ( su* a fa!r & "m2 culpable 9 _! neglect1 b awfully s 9 _! example6 ,& :at a case is "h pres5t$ ( ! retributive ju/ice ( ,god6 ,! fa!r tra9$ 8 *ild 9 habits ( intoxication1 & treat$ him ) cruel viol5ce2 & ! son1 9 a fit ( intoxication1 by an act ( viol5ce1 hurri$ 8 fa!r headlong to ! b> ( ,god's judgm5t4 ,we are n able1 (t51 s cle>ly to trace ! work+s ( ,almighty wra?2 nor is x to be expect$1 t1 plac$ z we are 9 a /ate 9 :i* we mu/ look = our rew>ds or puni%m5ts beyond ! grave1 we %\ld "h see any proportionate recomp5se ( crime4 ,/ill we "k1 t 8z a man s[s s he %all also reap10 if n 9 ?is _w1 to br+ him to rep5tance1 yet c]ta9ly1 & h[ mu* m awfully6 9 t _w :]e a place = rep5tance is no :]e f\nd4 ,?is "y man1 on "s occasions previ\s to 8 committal to prison1 _h read ! ,bible2 = he rem>k$ to "o ( 8 att5dants1 t :5 at sea1 dur+ 8 wat*1 he _h done s2 b he add$1 8,i !n read x z a seal$ book4 ,i _h nei!r eyes giv5 me to see1 nor e>s to he>1 & ?is 0 a j judgm5t ^u me = my s9s40 ,8 mode ( life _h1 inde$1 be5 "o ( complete dissolut5ess4 ,he w5t to sea1 because he 0 too bad to rema9 on l&2 & he return$ to %ore1 probably because he 0 we>i$ ( ! re/ra9ts at sea4 ,! relations ( ! family1 disgu/$ at ! sc5es ( vice 9 8 fa!r's h\se1 ab&on$ !m4 ,s t x is n easy to conceive a /ate ( l[] degradation ?an ?is "y man _h rea*$4 ,no "o1 z he himself said1 c\ld describe ! mis]y ( ?is /ate z he _h exp]i5c$ x4 ,:at situation c\ld inde$ m completely t5d to brutalize ! m9d1 to dead5 e feel+ ( consci5ce1 to leave ! man long habituat$ to x 8)\t hope10 & inde$ 8)\t ,god 9 ! _w80 ,! nature ( ! crime = :i* ,jol9 0 committ$ to prison1 0 su* z to increase ! g5]al horror aga9/ him4 ,?is 0 exhibit$ by ! cr[d1 9 ! /reets1 on ! occasion ( 8 trial2 s t 8 v>i\s crimes _h made him an outca/ f ! pity & compassion ( 8 fell[-creatures4 ,x is true1 !re 7 p>ticul> circum/ances 9 8 case1 :i*1 if g5]ally kn[n1 w\ld h less5$ ! public indignation1 & :i* might h be5 a s\rce ( secret satisfaction to himself4 ,^! 7 ! exce$+ badness ( 8 education1 ! brutality ( 8 fa!r1 ! cont9ual discord ( 8 family1 ! /ate ( intoxication 9 :i* he 0 :5 he un9t5tionally committ$ ! crime2 b ^! po9ts1 al?\gh once allud$ to 9 8 appeal to 8 judges1 7 sc>cely m5tion$ by him 9 8 private conv]sations1 s completely 0 ! conviction e/abli%$ 9 8 m9d1 t he _h fall5 into s9 by ! wilfulness ( 8 own he>t1 t he _h de/roy$ himself2 & t to a great] dep? ( transgression he c\ld sc>cely h rea*$4 ,aft] ,jol9 _h be5 lodg$ 9 gaol1 he 0 visit$ by a v respectable relative1 ,mr4 ,p9el1 a memb] ( ! ,me?odi/ *ur*4 ,he made ?is visit1 z he himself te/ifi$1 )\t ! hope ( any spiritual b5efit4 ,he1 h[ev]1 desir$ to relieve 8 temporal necessities1 & to af=d him all ! com=t 9 8 p[]4 ,he f\nd ! poor culprit 9 a mo/ pitiable /ate4 ,ov]:elm$ & /unn$ by 8 situation1 he 0 ly+ on a heap ( /raw1 & appe>$ l "o :o _h no hope to look to 9 ?is _w1 or ! next4 ,mr4 ,p9el said to him1 8,"y man1 ,i ?9k bo? y\r body & y\r s\l are 9 great dang]40 ,jol9 did n answ]1 b sobb$ excessively4 ,he !n procur$ = him a b$1 & "s com=table clo?+1 & put into 8 h&s a ,fr5* ,te/am5t4 ,soon aft]1 z !re 0 at t "t no *apla9 regul>ly appo9t$ to ! gaol1 ,jol9 0 visit$ by ! curate ( ! p>i%1 ,m4 ,falle4 ,aft] "s days1 ,m4 ,falle's great occupation 9 8 m9i/ry l$ him to transf] ?is important & int]e/+ *>ge to ! ,rev4 ,w4 ,c4 ,hall1 a "y cl]gyman resid+ 9 ! isl&1 :o took ! m imm$iate c>e ( him1 wat*$ ov]1 in/ruct$1 & f9ally att5d$ him ?r\gh ! d>k valley ( ! %ad[ ( dea?1 till he rea*$1 z ,i d\bt n1 ! portal ( ! heav5ly abode4 ,mean:ile ! ,te/am5t 0 n neglect$ by ,jol94 ,he read x ne>ly ?r\gh2 b1 9 ! fir/ in/ance1 x w\ld seem1 )\t und]/&+ ! nature ( ! message :i* x 0 design$ to convey4 ,8 m9d1 h[ev]1 0 no d\bt gradually prep>+ by ! ,holy ,_s to receive ! in/ruction ab\t to be m fully imp>t$4 ,on ! #bb;d ( ,septemb]1 ab\t t5 days be=e 8 execution1 ,jol9 0 visit$ by ,mr4 ,hall & ano!r cl]gyman4 ,he 0 !n sitt+ 9 8 b$1 & look+ z wret*$ z might be expect$ "u ! circum/ances 9 :i* he 0 plac$2 z ,mr4 ,p9el _h /at$1 8)\t hope = ?is _w1 or ! next40 ,!y imm$iately ent]$ ^u ! object ( _! visit1 & spoke to him ( ! nature ( 8 (f5ce2 ( ! s9 ( murd]1 z condemn$ by ! law ( ,god1 & aggravat$ 9 8 case1 because committ$ aga9/ a p>5t2 ( its s5t5ce 9 ! judgm5t ( m51 & its he9\sness 9 ! sight ( ,god4 ,!y po9t$ out to him1 t1 awful z is man's s5t5ce aga9/ ?is crime1 little consid]ation 0 due to ?is 9 comp>ison ) ! condemnation :i* ! law ( ,god pron\nc$2 & t ?is condemnation _h pass$ ^u him1 & t ! execution ( its s5t5ce ( et]nal dea? w\ld be inflict$ if he did n rep5t1 & seek help & p>don ?r\gh ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,all ?is 0 manife/1 = x 0 writt5 9 ! ^w ( ,god1 t murd]]s %\ld h _! "p 9 ! lake :i* burne? ) fire & brim/one 7,rev4 xxi4 #h27 t drunk>ds %\ld n inh]it ! k+dom ( ,god1 7#a ,cor4 vi4 #aj37 & ?is condemnation1 x 0 also po9t$ out1 ext5d$ n only to ^! crimes1 b to t ( ! g5]al s9 ( ! he>t1 & 0 ! necess>y consequ5ce ( its sep>ation & ali5ation f ,god4 ,t ?is condemnation w\ld come ^u all s9n]s 0 evid5t1 = x is writt51 8,! wages ( s9 is dea?10 7,rom4 vi4 #bc47 ,"o po9t appe>$ p>ticul>ly to produce ! deepe/ s5sation ( pa9 9 ?is "y man's m9d2 ?is 0 ! repres5tation ( ! conduct ( ,god t[>ds him 9 ref]5ce to 8 fa!r2 t :il/ t unhappy man _h be5 cut (f1 & s5t almo/ )\t w>n+1 ) all 8 s9s ^u him1 be=e ! ,judge :o w deal ) e man accord+ to 8 works1 he1 ! murd]]1 _h be5 sp>$1 & br\ght into a prison1 :]e he _h opportunity giv5 him to reflect ^u 8 /ate1 to seek = p>don1 & :]e salvation 0 (f]$ to him1 if he w\ld turn & seek x4 ,! cry (1 8,oh my fa!r1 my poor fa!r60 m+l$ ) 8 sobs on t occasion4 ,al?\gh ,jol9's crime 0 s palpable1 & 0 confess$ by him 9 ! fulle/1 yet z x 0 committ$ unconsci\sly1 & he _h se5 no traces ( x1 except 9 :at o!rs told him1 ! :ole seem$ l a dream2 & ! de$ itself1 ) its appall+ circum/ances1 7 n likely to fa/5 !mselves on 8 m9d z if x _h be5 prem$itat$1 or z if he _h be5 9 full possession ( 8 und]/&+1 or z if he1 :i* he himself wi%$1 _h se5 8 fa!r's murd]$ corpse4 ,h[ev]1 ?is circum/ance aft]w>ds appe>$ to turn out to 8 advantage4 ,x prev5t$ him f fix+ 8 ?\ghts exclusively on a p>ticul> s92 & he 0 ?us less h9d]$ 9 discov]+ ! s9fulness ( 8 nature & ( 8 g5]al habits1 & le>n+ ! lesson x is (t5 s difficult to compreh5d1 t we are n less condemn$ by ! law ( ,god = our g5]al ali5ation f him1 ?an = any "o or m sc&al\s (f5ces :i* we may h committ$4 ,n t ?is /ate ( m9d 9 ,jol9 prev5t$ him f com+ to ! deepe/ s5se ( 8 own p>ticul> (f5ce2 = z he le>n$ m ?or\ghly to und]/& ! nature ( s9 9 g5]al1 8 feel+ = 8 peculi> crime m deeply p5etrat$ 8 s\l4 ,"o o!r subject seem$ to produce 9 him ! same int5se /ate ( feel+ :i* ! m5tion ( 8 fa!r _h done2 ?is 0 ! s9 ( intemp]ance1 :i* _h1 z ,i h be=e rem>k$1 be5 ! imm$iate cause ( 8 crime4 ,mr4 ,hall1 ?9k+ t he might be suff]+ f ! cold1 conf9$ z he 0 9 a l>ge /one-*amb]1 ( :i* ! w9d[ 0 usually op51 gu>d$ him aga9/ seek+ a refuge f 8 suff]+s f dr9k+4 ,at ! m5tion ( ?is1 he w5t (f aga9 into expressions ( horror at ! suppos$ possibility ( su* an (f5ce 9 8 trem5d\s circum/ances1 & decl>$ t no?+ %\ld aga9 tempt him ?us to transgress4 ,yet1 z ,mr4 ,hall obs]ves1 7 8 resolutions express$ r z if sm>t+ "u ! p5alty ( 8 crime1 ?an z if consci\s ( 8 own inability to keep ! engagem5t :i* he 0 ent]+ into4 ,he spoke z a man /rong 9 8 own /r5g?1 & z yet unacqua9t$ ) ! p]fect weakness ( resolution n =m$ 9 dep5d5ce ^u ! p[] ( ,god4 ,on ! po9t ( aga9 fall+ into ! s9s ( :i* he seem$ to h rep5t$1 ?ree di/9ct /ates 7 notic$ 9 ,jol9's case be=e 8 execution4 ,at fir/1 z at ?is visit1 he 0 fully confid5t t1 if he 7 once m to be set at lib]ty1 he %\ld nev] aga9 become intoxicat$4 ,aft]w>ds1 :5 he came to discov] ! exce$+ weakness ( 8 nature1 he ev5 dread$ ! possibility ( 8 life be+ accord$ to him1 le/ he %\ld aga9 fall into temptation4 ,&1 la/ly1 he le>n$ to believe1 t hav+ ca/ himself entirely ^u ,div9e grace1 &1 !re=e1 us+ ^? means ( wat*fulness & pray] :i* ! ^w ( ,god prescribes1 he ne$$ n fe>1 if he 7 call$ aga9 to life1 ! temptation ev5 to ^? vices to :i* he _h be5 mo/ habituat$4 ,on ! occasion ( ?is visit1 ! fifty-fir/ ,psalm 0 po9t$ out to him4 ,x 0 9 ! ,pray]-book v]sion1 z !re 0 no ,bible at h&4 ,?is ,psalm1 s rem>kably calculat$ to meet ! exp]i5ce ( a man feel+ deeply 8 s9s1 & m p>ticul>ly ( "o implicat$ z he 0 9 su* a v>iety ( vice1 /ruck 8 att5tion v deeply2 & ! m s :51 ! next day1 x 0 read to him 9 ! ,bible translation1 & its *ief po9ts exp\nd$ to him4 ,he le>n$ a great "p ( ?is ,psalm by he>t2 x 0 ne>ly ! la/ portion ( ,scripture t he repeat$2 & x became "o ( ! subjects ( 8 m$itation dur+ ! long nights 9 :i* he 0 %ut up alone4 ,! next day1 ! #bc;d1 two or ?ree passages ( ,scripture 7 introduc$ to 8 notice2 besides :i* a full] view 0 pres5t$ to him ( ! nature & consequ5ces ( s94 ,on ?is occasion he 0 taught 9 :at mann] s9 is ! defilem5t ( ! :ole he>t2 t ev5 ! s9s ( 8 y\? br\ght him j z mu* into condemnation be=e a holy ,god z 8 "o great crime2 t et]nal dea? 0 ! wages ( e transgression ( ! ,div9e law2 & t rep5tance unto life requir$ n only a feel+ ( sorr[ = "o s91 b = e s91 yea1 = s9 itself1 z an (f5ce aga9/ ! ,almighty4 ,! promises ( ,god to ! *ief ( s9n]s 7 !n po9t$ out him f ,isa4 i4 #ah1 t 8?\gh 8 s9s 7 z sc>let1 !y might be made :ite z sn[20 & f ,isa4 lv4 #f1 #g1 t 8if ! wick$ =sook 8 way1 & return$ unto ! ,"l1 he w\ld h m]cy1 & abundantly p>don40 ,! =m] ( ^! passages rema9$ fix$ 9 8 memory1 & 0 a cont9ual s\rce ( consolation to 8 m9d4 ,he n[ began to feel t 8 s9s 7 z sc>let1 & to desire e>ne/ly to be p>don$4 ,two o!r passages 7 also at t "t ref]r$ to1 & enl>g$ ^u4 ,! fir/ ( ^! 0 ,john iii4 #ad1 #ae4 8,z ,moses lift$ up ! s]p5t 9 ! wild]ness1 ev5 s mu/ ! ,son ( ,man be lift$ up1 t :osoev] believe? on him %\ld n p]i%1 b h ev]la/+ life40 ,?is type pres5t+ s rem>kable an image ( ! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/ lift$ up to be> ! s9s ( 8 p1 & af=d+ a rem$y to ^? :o really believe 9 ,him1 0 peculi>ly calculat$ to meet 8 case3 & he 0 fur!r taught f x1 t z ?is p1 if !y _h r *os5 to tru/ to o!r rem$ies1 or _h refus$ to look at ! braz5 s]p5t1 or _h sp5t _! "t 9 m\rn+ ov] _! maladies1 in/ead ( do+ z !y 7 comm&$1 w\ld nev] h be5 heal$2 s if ! s9n] does n look to ,*ri/1 !re is no hope = him4 ,"o o!r important lesson 0 also ga!r$ f ?is subject2 namely1 t 8if a s]p5t _h bitt5 any man1 :5 he beheld ! s]p5t ( brass1 he liv$20 & 9 l mann]1 8,:osoev] believe? on ,jesus ,*ri/ %all n p]i%1 b h et]nal life40 ,jol9 0 ?us in/ruct$ 9 ! mode ( p>don be=e ,god1 ?r\gh ! m]its ( ,jesus ,*ri/2 & 9 ! efficacy ( ?is rem$y1 ! univ]sality ( x to all t believe1 & ! nature ( fai?1 ! means by :i* x c alone be appropriat$4 ,! la/ passage ref]r$ to 0 ! hi/ory ( ! ,scape goat1 conta9$ 9 ,lev4 xvi4 ,9 ?is hi/ory we f9d t ,a>on1 :il/ ! p afflict$ _! s\ls1 7v]4 #bi17 laid bo? 8 h&s on ! head ( ! live goat1 & confess$ on him all ! iniquities ( ! *ildr5 ( ,israel1 & all _! transgressions1 putt+ !m ^u ! head ( ! goat1 & t ! goat bore away ) him all _! iniquities into a l& n inhabit$4 ,! illu/ration ( ?is subject1 & its application to ,jol9's own case1 7 v obvi\s4 ,! p 8afflict+ _! s\l10 d5ot$ ! /ate 9 :i* e s9n] mu/ pres5t himself be=e ,god--= x is ! brok5 & ! contrite he>t :i* ,god w n despise2 ! 8confession ( s90 on ! head ( ! goat po9t$ out ! fir/ & necess>y duty ( ! return+ p5it5t--= 8if we say t we h no s9 we deceive ourselves1 & ! tru? is n 9 u2 b if we confess our s9s1 he is fai?ful & j to =give u our s9s30 ! lay+ ! s9s ^u ! head ( ! goat exhibit$ ! act ( fai?1 by :i* ! condemnation ( ! s9n] is transf]r$ to 8 aton+ sacrifice2 & ! lead+ away ! goat into ! wild]ness1 ! full1 p]fect1 & et]nal p>don promis$ 9 ! ,gospel1 ( e s9 to e rep5t+ s9n]4 ,al?\gh ,jol9 0 n a p]son ( uncommon capacity1 & al?\gh ^! passages ( ,scripture seem$ to be new to him1 yet he appreh5d$ !m 9 a mann] :i* gave j indication t 8 he>t 0 "u ! ,div9e tea*+4 ,x is said1 ,isa4 liv4 #ac1 8,all ?y *ildr5 %all be taught ( ! ,"l40 ,?is /ate ( tea*abl5ess n[ seem$ to h be5 produc$ 9 ?is poor "y man4 ,! p[] ( ,god _h made 8 he>t will+1 ,ps4 cx4 #c2 & he came v soon to und]/& ! tru?s by :i* he might be sav$4 ,:5 ! w ( man is n dispos$ to submit to ,god1 e doctr9e ( ! ,gospel pres5ts difficulties2 "o po9t is unreasonable1 ano!r impossible1 a ?ird useless2 b :5 ! m9d is taught ( ,god1 x is a/oni%+ h[ soon all ^! difficulties vani%4 ,! doctr9es ( ! ,gospel1 :i* seem ! mo/ h>d to und]/& & to receive1 are at once compreh5d$4 ,x is l a *ange f d>kness to light4 ,! passages ( ,scripture :i* tea* ! s9fulness ( our own nature1 ! wor? ( a ,savi\r1 ! nature ( fai?1 ! pleasantness ( religion1 ! delight att5dant ^u dwell+ ) ,god1 are at once receiv$ & adopt$2 & ! :ole sy/em ( ,*ri/ianity is discov]$ to be "o exactly suit$ to ! s9n]'s own /ate4 ,b ! will+ness ( he>t :i* is necess>y to a "r reception ( religion1 we are e :]e 9 ,scripture taught1 is ! gift ( ! ,holy ,_s4 ,x come? 8n ( blood10 t is1 f our p>5ts2 8nor ( ! w ( ! fle%10 t is1 by our own natural incl9ation2 8nor ( ! w ( man10 t is1 by ! tea*+ ( o!rs2 8b ( ,god40 8,! w9d bl[e? :]e x li/e?1 & ?\ he>e/ ! s\nd !re(1 b can/ n tell :5ce x come? & :i!r x goe?3 s is e "o t is born ( ! ,_s40 ,we see !n h[ necess>y x is t1 if any man 8lack wisdom10 he %\ld 8ask x ( ,god20 & s mu* ! m1 z our ,"l himself decl>es1 ,luke xi4 #ac1 8 desire to give 8 ,holy ,_s to !m t ask him4 ,! #bd? 0 ! day ( ,jol9's fir/ trial1 at ! close ( :i* he 0 f\nd guilty4 ,"s ( 8 fri5ds1 :om he _h ask$ to g to him1 w5t aft] ! trial4 ,!y expect$ to f9d him1 on ?is occasion1 9 "s degree di/urb$ & agitat$ 9 m9d2 b x 0 altoge!r o!rwise4 ,! irons to :i* he 0 s5t5c$ 7 put on him 9 _! pres5ce4 ,to ?is1 z ! natural consequ5ce ( 8 condemnation1 he submitt$ almo/ )\t notice4 ,inde$1 ! trial & ! condemnation itself seem to h made little or no impression ^u him2 = x 0 only by m9ute & repeat$ inquiry z to ! proce$+s ( ! day1 t visitors c\ld obta9 f him any acc\nt ( !m4 ,8 m9d seem$ absorb$ 9 some?+ else2 & :at ?is 01 aft]w>ds appe>$4 ,8 conduct1 dur+ 8 trial1 _h be5 rem>k$ by _m ( 8 judges1 z entirely suitable to 8 awful situation4 ,inde$1 8 :ole frame ( m9d 0 n[ beg9n+ to discov] ! influ5ce ( a new pr9ciple1 & to %[ t ! great "w ( reg5]ation 0 tak+ place4 ,9 ! e>ly "p ( 8 conf9em5t1 & inde$ v rec5tly1 he _h wi%$1 z he might naturally1 = 8 escape2 & 8 cry to 8 advocate _h be51 8,save me f ! gall[s20 b at ?is p]iod1 ! desire t 8 life might be sp>$1 seem$ to be tak5 away f him 9 a mo/ a/oni%+ degree4 ,x 0 n s ) ! v zeal\s & able advocate to :om 8 cause _h be5 committ$1 & :o v prop]ly cont9u$ to ! end1 to urge e plea1 & to enc\rage 8 cli5t to e ef=t1 by :i* 8 puni%m5t might be remitt$1 or ev5 delay$4 ,8 fri5ds too 7 mo/ k9dly anxi\s on ?is po9t2 & !y ev5 attempt$ to prove him insane1 t !y might effect _! purpose4 ,= a "t he 0 influ5c$ by ! same desire4 ,b to ^? :o visit$ him ab\t ?is p]iod1 he nev] once allud$ to a desire to escape2 b on ! contr>y1 seem$ almo/ always to ref] to 8 s5t5ce )\t app>5t emotion2 & t[>ds ! end1 he appe>$ to long =1 & to be e>ne/ = its completion4 ,?is /ate ( m9d 0 no d\bt to be attribut$ to two causes2 9 "p1 to a complete acqua9tance ) ! /ate ( 8 own case1 & to its f9al settlem5t by 8 judges2 b probably mu* m to 8 new /ate ( religi\s feel+2 a s5se ( 8 own spiritual condition _h begun to swall[ up e o!r consid]ation4 ,a fri5d _h giv5 him ! second *apt] ( ! ,ephesians = 8 consid]ation1 t he might ga9 /ill fur!r views ( 8 /ate ( guilt & defilem5t1 & t he might m cle>ly trace bo? ! p[] ( ,div9e grace1 by :i* ! s9n] is quick5$1 & ! bright prospect plac$ be=e ^? :o seek = p>don by ! blood ( ,*ri/4 ,! conv]sation ( ?is day l$ to ! subjects conta9$ 9 ?is *apt]2 & m p>ticul>ly to ! impossibility ( man's p>don1 b by ! grace ( ,god1 ?r\gh ,*ri/ ,jesus4 ,9 ! mid/ ( a /atem5t ( ! h9drances 9 ! way ( salvation1 f ! evil ( our he>t1 ! weakness ( our be/ endeav\rs1 & ! defilem5t ( our s]vices1 ,jol9 rem>k$1 8,i mu/ put (f my s9s40 ,x 0 ask$1 :at he meant by putt+ (f 8 s9s4 ,8 answ] manife/$ at once ! simple1 b cle>1 mann] 9 :i* he _h receiv$ ! ,scripture illu/ration po9t$ out to him ! day be=e1 & x 0 truly gladd5+ to ! feel+s ( 8 visitors3 8,did y n tell me ye/]day ab\t ! live goat on ^: head ! s9s 7 laid80 ,! application ( ! type ( ! scape goat _h ?us be5 made by him to 8 own /ate2 & he _h arriv$ at ! conviction1 t1 :atev] might h be5 8 s9s1 & :atev] 7 8 h9drances1 he 0 p]mitt$ to 8put !m all (f10 ^u t all-suffici5t atonem5t1 ! ,lamb ( ,god1 :i* take? away ! s9s ( ! _w4 ,he _h ?us be5 enabl$ to feel 8 burd51 to br+ x to ! cross ( ,*ri/2 & at once x seem$ to h fall5 f him at ! feet ( 8 ,r$eem]4 ,! nature ( fai? is illu/rat$ 9 a v int]e/+ mann]1 by ! case ( ,jol94 ,! s9fulness ( 8 own /ate he knew1 & felt deeply4 ,he did n1 h[ev]1 seek to excuse himself1 or to palliate 8 (f5ces3 he did n ?9k t pa/ s]vices w\ld be any comp5sation to ,god2 t any circum/ance ( 8 life or "* w\ld skre5 him f ,almighty wra?2 or t by rep5tance he might be p>don$ ?r\gh ! m]e m]cy ( 8 ,heav5ly ,fa!r4 ,9 himself1 !re=e1 he _h no gr\nd ( hope :atsoev]3 he 0 z a debtor :o _h no?+ to pay2 z a sick man ^: case 0 desp]ate3 b he felt an assurance t ,*ri/ 0 able to pay 8 debt1 & to cure 8 disease1 & t 9 8 own p>ticul> case1 he w\ld d x2 & he himself did 9 he>t1 :at ! high prie/ did ) 8 h&s1 transf] all 8 s9s to ! atonem5t4 ,?us he came to feel1 n inde$ presumptu\sly1 b ) confid5ce1 t all 8 s9s 7 laid ^u ! sacrifice2 & he 0 able to contemplate ! ,savi\r's m]cies in/ead ( 8 own m]it$ doom z a s9n]4 ,! gr\nd ( ?is assurance 9 8 m9d 0 an acceptance ( ! simple te/imony ( ,god1 t he w\ld blot out 8 transgressions4 ,he believ$ 9 ?is ^w ( promise1 & joy 9 believ+ 0 at once imp>t$ to him4 ,! simplicity ) :i* ,jol9 receiv$ ! te/imony ( ,god 9 ?is in/ance *>act]iz$ 8 religi\s exp]i5ce dur+ ! :ole ( 8 rema9+ c\rse4 ,! ,scriptures 7 z a message ( ,god to 8 s\l4 ,he receiv$ !m z feel+ !re c\ld be no d\bt b e ^w ( !m 0 true4 ,i (t51 said ,mr4 ,hall1 9 ! aft] "p ( 8 hi/ory1 tri$ to p]suade him t x 01 naturally speak+1 an incr$ible ?+ t ,god %\ld h come 9 ! fle% & atone = s94 ,b he always said t he believ$ x1 because x 0 s writt5 9 ! book :i* is ! tru?4 ,i h be=e notic$ ! indiff]5ce :i* ,jol9 appe>$ to feel to outw>d circum/ances4 ,i h yet to obs]ve ano!r po9t connect$ ) x1 9 ?is day's visit1 :i* 0 ! brightness & almo/ *e]fulness ( aspect t 8 mann] & c\nt5ance gradually assum$4 ,9 ! p]iod be=e 8 condemnation1 8 d[nca/ look & g5]al air ( wret*$ness 7 n unsuit$ to a /ate ( despair2 b n[ he lift$ up 8 head1 & ev5 8 voice seem$ to h *ang$ its tone4 ,?is surpris+ *ange 0 obs]v$ by o!rs4 ,mr4 ,hammond1 ,jol9's advocate1 told ,m4 ,durell1 z he himself has record$ x1 t :5 he saw ! prison] on ! tw5ty-?ird ( ,septemb]1 he f\nd him 89 really a di/ract$ /ate1 torn by e conflict+ passion1 & all 8 faculties hurri$ by ! unutt]able angui% ( remorse4 ,! dread ( dea? 0 upp]mo/ 9 8 ?\ghts2 & !re 0 no?+ to :i* he w\ld n h submitt$ to avoid capital puni%m5t3 b :5 he saw him aga9 on ! ev5+ ( ! tw5ty-six?1 he 0 a/oni%$ at ! sudd5 *ange :i* _h tak5 place 9 him3 he 0 calm1 placid1 & resign$1 & he _h n "o wi% to live4 ,i !n10 cont9ues ,mr4 ,durell1 8m5tion$ to ,mr4 ,hammond1 t ,i _h f\nd him exactly 9 t /ate on my fir/ visit1 ! tw5ty-six?1 :i* _h prec$$ 8 own only by a few h\rs40 ,he adds1 8! op9ion ( an imp>tial & enlight5$ man1 l ,mr4 ,hammond1 0 c]ta9ly v important3 b ,m4 de ,quetteville1 ! mayor ( ! t[n1 & o!r laym5 ( ! highe/ respectability1 :o _h =m]ly kn[n ! prison]1 _h be5 equally /ruck ) t great & salut>y *ange4 ,f a comp>ison ( dates10 adds ,mr4 ,durell1 8,i am incl9$ to believe1 t 8 *ange mu/ n only h be5 rapid1 b t 8 he>t mu/ h be5 almo/ z in/antane\sly t\*$ z t ( ! p5it5t malefactor 9 ! gospel40 ,n[ h[ 0 ?is wond]ful *ange to be acc\nt$ =8 ,we read 9 ,acts xvi4 #cd1 t :5 ! keep] ( ! prison 9 ,philippi _h receiv$ ,/4 ,paul's message1 8,believe on ! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/1 & ?\ %alt be sav$20 t he 8took0 ! apo/les 8! same h\r ( ! night1 & wa%$ _! /ripes20 & 0 8baptiz$10 & rejoic$ believ+ 9 ,god4 ,x 0 p]haps ?is v feel+ ( joy :i* ,jol9 n[ exp]i5c$2 a joy :i* arose f a cle>1 full1 well-gr\nd$ belief 9 ! doctr9e ( ju/ification by fai?4 ,?is doctr9e1 :i* gives peace ) ,god1 is1 :5 rightly appreh5d$1 att5d$ ) an exp]i5ce ( ! love ( ,god %$ abroad 9 ! he>t by ! ,holy ,gho/1 ,rev4 i4 v41 & ?is necess>ily br+s joy ) x4 ,?us1 ! man :o has be5 taught to look to him t ju/ifie? ! ungodly1 is able to walk 9 ! light ( ,god's c\nt5ance1 & is 8fill$ ) all joy & peace 9 believ+40 ,on ! #be?1 ,jol9 n>rat$ to 8 visitor ! :ole hi/ory ( 8 melan*oly life2 8 difficulties & discom=ts1 aris+1 n s mu* f o!rs1 z f 8 own s9ful1 wilful he>t4 ,l _m o!r "y p]sons1 he _h *os5 ! way ( dissipation & folly1 in/ead ( t :i* _m circum/ances _h l$ him to ?9k 0 a happi] & a saf] c\rse4 ,x is inde$ true1 t 8 p>5ts 7 n 9 a /ate to *eck him 9 8 proce$+s2 b he seems to h _h at _m int]vals ^? convictions ( consci5ce :i* 7 suffici5t to h gu>d$ him f ! transgressions into :i* he fell1 & ev5 to h guid$ him to seek ! pa?s ( religion4 ,8 wret*$ education1 h[ev]1 came 9 aid ( 8 natural self-w1 & soon confirm$ him 9 ^? vices :i* l$ to 8 ru94 ,8 /ate _h be51 z he himself describ$ x1 at times truly mis]able2 b dr9k+ _h quickly expell$ e conviction ( 8 own guilt1 & he soon return$ aga9 to 8 mad c>e]4 ,he obs]v$ to ,mr4 ,durell1 t s9ce #ahbc1 he _h n se5 "o happy week4--,!re are two ?+s to obs]ve on ^! transi5t convictions ( guilt 9 a /ate ( unconv]sion4 ,until ! ,_s ( ,god has enlight5$ ! he>t1 s9 does n by any means1 9 all cases1 appe> z x _h appe>$ to ,jol91 & z x inv>iably does to ! r5ew$ he>t1 a griev\s burd54 ,! life ( _m wret*$ s9n]s is "o unbrok5 c\rse ( self-satisfaction4 ,!y are describ$ 9 ! sev5ty-?ird ,psalm1 z (t5 pass+ f _! cradles to _! graves )\t a feel+ ( sorr[1 or an appreh5sion ( dea?4 ,! ,bible1 h[ev]1 tea*es1 t su* a /ate ( unmix$ prosp]ity is ! mo/ dang]\s 9 :i* a man c be plac$2 t ! s9n]1 :5 ?us left alone ( ,god1 is lift$ to t v slipp]y p9nacle f :i* he w fall to 8 et]nal ru94 ,m9i/]s _c1 !re=e1 press ^u _! ungodly he>]s ! univ]sal conviction ( ! mis]y att5d+ ^u s9 z an evid5ce ( _! unconv]t$ /ate1 because s9 does n 9 ?is life uni=mly br+ along ) x any su* conviction4 ,_! /ate ( self-complac5cy is1 inde$1 a /ate :i* comes z %ort ( ! real spiritual happ9ess ( ! true ,*ri/ian1 z d>kness does ( light2 b x (t5 af=ds a false peace1 :i* p]haps does n leave ! s9n] till 8 puni%m5t beg9s1 & ! door ( hope is %ut aga9/ him = ev]4 ,ano!r obs]vation aris+ f ,jol9's feel+ ( wret*$ness 9 8 =m] /ate1 is1 t ! pa9 sometimes connect$ ei!r ) ! practice ( s91 or a view ( its consequ5ces1 w n1 unassi/$ by ! ,_s ( ,god1 produce ! real rep5tance :i* ! ,gospel requires4 ,x is true1 ! compunctions ( consci5ce1 l ! afflictions ( life1 are means (t5 us$ to prep>e ! s9n] = ! doctr9es ( ! ,gospel4 ,yet1 9 h[ _m cases d we f9d m5 w\nd$1 b n contrite2 /unn$1 b n really affect$ by ! deepe/ di/resses ( life4 ,?us we le>n1 t x is n any m]e disp5sation ( ,provid5ce :i* necess>ily br+s m5 to t k & fai? :i* are ne$ful = salvation4 ,x is true1 t ,god does bless ! endeav\rs ( ! will+ m9d :5ev] he sees !m2 b ! m9d is n necess>ily made will+ because x suff]s1 any m ?an a *ild is necess>ily made m compliant by ! puni%m5t :i* is inflict$4 ,"s sub/ances h>d5 :il/ o!rs melt "u ! fire4 ,?us "s s\ls are only confirm$ 9 s9 by ! ev5ts :i* are in/rum5tal 9 recov]+ o!rs f x4 ,= ?is he mu/ be quick5$ by ! p[] ( ,god1 he mu/ h an entirely diff]5t s5se imp>t$ to him f ! m]e feel+ ( ! mis]y ( an evil c\rse1 or ! afflictions ( life2 he mu/ be conv9c$ ( 8 own desp]ate /ate 9 ! sight ( ,god1 & ( ! ne$ ( t sacrifice :i* ! ,savi\r has wr\ght out1 be=e t good "w is really begun1 :i*1 x is promis$1 %all be c>ri$ on till ! day ( ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,s f>1 !n1 f ! common notion1 t ! suff]+s ( our life w atone = its (f5ces1 ^? suff]+s h no connexion :atev] ) our /ate h]eaft]1 except z !y may h be5 a means ( br++ u to seek t sacrifice by :om alone any ( our s9s c be p>don$4 ,b to return to ,jol9's hi/ory4 ,9 ! visit ( ! #be?1 he 0 aga9 l$ to a consid]ation ( ! only sacrifice = man's transgression1 p>ticul>ly z x is exhibit$ 9 ! fifty-?ird *apt] ( ,isaiah4 ,9 ?is portion ( ,scripture he le>nt m exactly ! cause = :i* ,jesus ,*ri/ came on ! e>?1 & became a man ( sorr[s1 & acqua9t$ ) grief3--8,surely he ha? borne our griefs1 & c>ri$ our sorr[s40 8,he 0 w\nd$ = our transgressions1 he 0 bruis$ = our iniquities2 ! *a/isem5t ( our peace 0 ^u him1 & ) 8 /ripes we are heal$4 ,all we l %eep h gone a/ray3 we h turn$ ev]yone to 8 own way2 & ! ,"l ha? laid on him ! iniquity ( u all40 ,o!r passages ( ,scripture1 connect$ ) ?is subject1 & po9t+ out ! love ( ,god z ! fir/ cause ( man's salvation1 7 also expla9$ to him1 z1 ,rom4 v4 #h1 8,:ile we 7 yet s9n]s1 ,*ri/ di$ = u40 ,& 9 connexion ) ?is1 ,ephes4 ii4 #d1 #e1 8,god1 :o is ri* 9 m]cy1 = 8 great love :]e) he lov$ u ev5 :5 we 7 dead 9 s91 ha? quick5$ u toge!r ) ,*ri/40 ,&1 ,rom4 viii4 #a1 8,!re is no condemnation to !m t are 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus1 :o walk n aft] ! fle%1 b aft] ! ,_s40 ,! be+ 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus1 & ! nature ( fai?1 by :i* alone he c\ld apply ! m]its & suff]+s ( ! ,savi\r1 7 n[1 z !y 7 cont9ually1 dwelt ^u4 ,! fai? ( ! ,gospel1 he 0 m p>ticul>ly taught1 0 su* a reception ( ! tru?s ( ,scripture1 & m especially ( ! engagem5t ( ,god to p>don e s9n] :o came to him 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus1 z l$ n only to an entire dep5d5ce ^u ,*ri/1 b to a complete submission to 8 w1 & a consequ5t *ange 9 our own nature4 ,x 0 n m]ely a reception ( ! doctr9e ( fai?1 :i* 0 to be reg>d$ z fai? 9 ! s\l1 b ! creation 9 ! he>t ( a new & animat$ feel+ ( tru/ 9 ! ,r$eem]4 ,! influ5ce ( fai? 9 ! s\l 0 l t ( food to ! body2 x imp>ts a new feel+ & "*2 gives new n\ri%m5t & vig\r1 & works by love1 n only to ! ,savi\r himself1 b to all ar\nd u4 ,fai?1 !re=e1 to be a liv+ pr9ciple1 mu/ be felt by ourselves1 & mu/ be se5 by o!rs3 & ( bo? ^! po9ts ! fai? ( ?is "y man gave ample pro(4 ,x gave confid5ce to 8 own m9d1 & ev5 gladd5$ 8 he>t2 x made ! ,bible a new book to him2 x *e]$ ! solitude ( 8 prison2 x direct$ him to be m9dful ( e practical duty2 x gave a new direction to all 8 hopes & fe>s1 & enabl$ him to g onw>ds 9 a _s ( filial dep5d5ce to meet ! la/ conflict4 ,x 0 at ?is "t1 ,i ?9k1 t he made a confession1 :i* s]v$ to expla9 8 previ\s /ate ( m9d1 & to %[ h[ rem>kably 8 att5tion 0 fix$ on "o po9t4 8,h[ extraord9>y1 sir10 said he1 8x is1 t = ^! la/ two days ,i h be5 able to give my m9d only to "o subject2 ! ?\ght ( my crime & ( my dea? h be5 tak5 f me1 & ,i h sc>cely be5 able to give my att5tion to ei!r40 ,! "o subject :i* occupi$ all 8 att5tion1 & %ut out e o!r1 0 ! love ( 8 ,savi\r1 :o _h giv5 himself = 8 s9s4 ,?is1 z he said1 8fill$ 8 he>t40 ,8 /ate ( m9d s]v$ to %[ ! absorb+ nature ( ?is ,div9e pr9ciple :5 x is fully implant$ 9 ! s\l4 ,:5 ! m9d has sudd5ly ga9$ a view ( its =m] /ate ( ali5ation1 & has be5 br\ght nigh aga9 to ,god1 x is impossible t ! s5se ( ?is va/ *ange %\ld n swall[ up e o!r feel+4 ,x is difficult at all times to ?9k mu* ( ,god1 & to ?9k ( any ?+ else2 b h[ mu* m1 :5 ! fir/ conviction ( ! ,div9e pres5ce ov]:elms ! s\l4 ,&1 z ,david1 9 ! fifty-fir/ ,psalm1 appe>s to h comp>atively lo/ sight ( 8 s9 aga9/ 8 c\ntry1 ! family ( ,uriah1 & ( all ! consequ5ces ( x1 9 ! dep? ( ! feel+ :i* he _h ( 8 s9 aga9/ ,god2 s ! love ( ,*ri/ took possession ( ,jol9's m9d2 & 9 its l5g?1 & bread?1 & dep?1 & height1 s fill$ 8 ?\ghts1 & s absorb$ 8 s\l1 t e o!r subject sank into no?+4 ,x w be manife/1 t1 9 ! explanation ( all ^! subjects1 !re 0 a con/ant repetition ( po9ts be=e expla9$1 & ref]5ce to _m texts :i* are n notic$4 ,jol9 did n talk mu*2 & inde$ x 0 *iefly 9 answ] to a "q1 t he made any obs]vation at all4 ,:5 a passage ( ,scripture 0 read to him1 he w\ld (t5 take ! ,bible & read x ov] sl[ly to himself1 !n obs]ve c>efully :e!r a pap] to m>k x 0 s plac$1 t he might f9d ! place aga91 & return ! book ) "s slight expression ( 8 feel+s4 ,9 ?is way did he seem to lay up portions ( ! ,div9e ^w1 ^u :i* he might reflect 9 8 solit>y h\rs4 ,8 mann] 0 always calm & self-possess$2 & 8 answ]s to que/ions 7 su* z %[$ t he cle>ly und]/ood ! gr\nds ^u :i* ! answ] 0 to be made4 ,he 0 nev] beside ! m>k 9 a reply4 ,b x 0 q evid5t t all ! lessons :i* 7 taught him1 & :i* _h ! w>rant ( scriptural au?ority1 sank into 8 he>t1 & t he f\nd 9 !m t :i* correspond$ ) 8 own exp]i5ce4 ,! next day1 ! #bf?1 he 0 visit$ by ,mr4 ,dallas1 "o ( ! *apla9s ( ! ,bi%op ( ,w9*e/]1 & by ,mr4 ,durell1 ! rector ( ,/4 ,savi\r's p>i%4 ,^! two cl]gym5 h ea* giv5 public & repeat$ te/imony to ! /ate ( m9d 9 :i* !y f\nd ,jol94 ,! visit ( ,mr4 ,dallas 0 *iefly occupi$ 9 an endeav\r to se>* out ! reality ( ! f\ndation ^u :i* ! hope ( ! p5it5t re/$1 & he view$ x z mo/ satisfactory4 ,mr4 ,durell visit$ ,jol9 at ! reque/ ( ! ,dean ( ,j]sey1 9 ^: p>i% ! prison is situat$4 ,mr4 ,durell says 9 8 little "w1 8,i came to p]=m a difficult & unpleasant duty1 :i*1 inde$1 ,i c\ld n refuse4 ,i m5tion ?is indiff]5ce10 he adds1 8to %[1 t :5 ,i fir/ repair$ to ?is poor man's dungeon1 !re mu/ h be5 some?+ v p[]ful to h affect$ me to su* a degree40 ,he at fir/ br\ght ,dodd's ,prison ,?\ghts ) him to read to ,jol92 b1 on ! sugge/ion ( a fri5d1 he *ang$ ?is book = ! ,bible4 ,mr4 ,durell visit$ ,jol9 _m times3 & he has publi%$ an acc\nt ( ea* visit4 ,8 rem>ks are c&id1 k9d1 & v cle> z to 8 belief ( ! real *ange ( ,jol9's "*4 ,! facts :i* he n>rates are "s ( !m 9 ! highe/ degree int]e/+4 8,i h sympa?is$10 he says1 89 ,jol9's cell1 9 all ! horrors ( 8 situation4 ,i h %udd]$ at 8 nef>i\s p>ricide2 ,i h rejoic$ 9 8 unfeign$ rep5tance2 & ,i h be5 soo!d by 8 delightful anticipations ( a bless$ immortality40 ,he adds1 on "o occasion1 8,i nev] saw a man m free f en?usiasm4 ,all 8 religion c5tr$ 9 ! atonem5t ( ,*ri/40 ,on ano!r1 8,i nev] he>d him compla9 ( ! evid5ce aga9/ him1 nor ( 8 s5t5ce2 nev] did an expression ( murmur or ( invective escape f him40 ,he says aga91 8,?is visit la/$ ?ree h\rs2 ?an :i* none ev] made a deep] impression on me1 or w p]haps be m conducive to my own spiritual improvem5t40 ,he adds aga91 8,x may1 p]haps1 be suppos$1 t x 0 ! dread ( dea? :i* _h excit$ 8 religi\s f]v\r2 on ! contr>y1 ^? appreh5sions ceas$ f ! mom5t t holy pr9ciple orig9at$ 9 8 he>t3 nei!r 0 x t in/9ctive fe> ( dy+ t drove him into religi\s inquiries & self-exam9ation4 ,t fe> may1 inde$1 h caus$ a wick$ man to be sorry = 8 s92 b ! gr[? 9 k1 9 grace1 & 9 s _m gifts ( ! ,_s1 0 s extraord9>y & s unprec$5t$1 t ,i _c acc\nt = x z hav+ be5 ! result ( natural causes op]at+ on an ard5t & di/ract$ m9d4 ,i am n only imp>tial1 b am consci\s t ,i am z free f sup]/ition & en?usiasm z any man2 yet ,i feel inw>dly conv9c$1 t ,jol9's conv]sation _h some?+ 9 x m ?an human2 & t ,provid5ce assi/$ him ) an imp]ceptible1 ?\gh equally miracul\s1 work+ ( ! ,holy ,_s2 to ! end t 8 edify+ rep5tance might op]ate l a di/+ui%$ example to op5 ! bosom ( _m an infidel to an exam9ation ( ! sacr$ tru?s ( ,*ri/ianity1 & to p]suade ! ?\ghtless & pr(ligate1 t1 unless !y ab&on _! dang]\s c\rse1 !y w be doom$ to c]ta9 de/ruction40 ,b x may be int]e/+ to lay be=e y\r read]s ! la/ communication ( ?is k9d fri5d1 :5 ,jol9 0 ab\t to be execut$4 ,x 0 9 a lett] to "o ( ! m9i/]s !n ) him 9 ! prison4 ,/4 ,savi\r's1 ,oct4 #c1 #ahbi1 #i o'clock 9 ! morn+4 8,sir1--,! deep1 ! ,*ri/ian int]e/1 :i* ,i feel = our dep>t+ bro!r1 induces me to write y a %ort note4 ,tell him t ,i pray t ! /r5g? :i* is imp>t$ f on high may n fail him 9 8 la/ h\r1 & t ! suff]+s ( ! ,savi\r may inspire him ) religi\s c\rage to be> 8 suff]+s4 ,tell him also1 t s9ce we are n to meet aga9 on e>?1 he dep>ts ) my bless+ & my pray]s2 & t1 ,i tru/1 we %all meet aga9 :]e e te> %all be dri$ f e eye4 ,! sixte5? *apt] ( ,/4 ,john is mo/ p>ticul>ly adapt$ to 8 awful situation4 ,! ?irty-?ird v]se is a glori\s precept & example = him3 #8,^! ?+s h ,i spok5 to y1 t 9 me ye might h peace4 ,9 ! _w ye %all h tribulation3 b1 be ( good *e]1 ,i h ov]come ! _w4' 8,i am1 sir1 y\rs truly1 8,e4 ,,durell40 ,on ! la/ ,sunday ( 8 life1 ,jol9 _h _m visitors4 ,8 m9d seem$ gradually to rip5 = et]nity4 ,he ga9$ e day cle>] views ( 8 s9ful nature1 ( ! p[] ( ,div9e grace1 ( ! nature ( fai?1 ( ! imm5sity ( ! love ( ,*ri/1 & ( ! (f] ( a free salvation made to himself4 ,he c\ld n[ trace v di/9ctly1 9 ! v>i\s ev5ts ( 8 life1 ! manife/ations ( ! great m]cy ( ,god 9 8 fav\r4 ,! return+ prodigal 7,luke xv47 he felt m & m to repres5t himself & 8 own case4 ,he saw 8 heav5ly ,fa!r wait+ to be graci\s to him4 ,he _h sc>cely "t to (f] up 8 supplications1 :5 he f\nd1 t be=e he call$1 ,god _h answ]$1 & :ile he 0 yet speak+1 ,he _h he>d4 ,!re 0 "o circum/ance connect$ ) ! visit ( ?is day :i* is1 9 itself1 /rik+4 ,! la/ trial 0 to take place on ! morr[4 ,he _h1 "u ! direction ( 8 legal advis]1 prep>$ a pap]1 :i* 0 to be read to ! jury4 ,!re 0 /ill1 !re=e1 a possibility ( 8 escape f ! puni%m5t ( dea?4 ,?is latt] circum/ance became a subject ( conv]sation1 & an e>ne/ hope 0 express$ on ! "p ( 8 visitor1 t1 if he 0 set at lib]ty1 he w\ld be support$ by ,div9e grace1 & t he w\ld be enabl$ to live to ! glory ( ,god4 ,8 answ] to ?is obs]vation cle>ly %[$ h[ well he und]/ood ! p[] ( ! grace ( ,god1 & h[ entirely 8 he>t 0 /ay$ ^u t z 8 only support 9 e em]g5cy ( 8 life1 :e!r he 7 to escape f prison1 or be l$ to ! scaffold4 ,he obs]v$1 8,sir1 ! man t is fit to die1 is fit to live4 ,i h kn[n :at x is to h a he>t z h>d z a diamond2 b ,i n[ feel ,i h a he>t ( fle%40 ,8 p]suasion 0 ?us v cle>ly express$1 t ! same p[] :i* _h *ang$ 8 he>t f /one to fle%1 c\ld & w\ld keep him on 8 way2 & t1 dep5d+ ^u ,div9e grace1 he ne$ n fe> :e!r life or dea? 7 pres5t$ to him4 ,9 ?is calm & confid+ po/ure ( m9d1 he seem$ cont9ually to re/4 ,all 8 hope & tru/ 7 gr\nd$ on 8 ,savi\r4 ,he _h come to ! full exp]i5ce ( ! psalmi/--8,x is good = me to draw ne> to ,god40 ,a hymn ( ,c[p]'s1 :i* _h be5 giv5 to him1 seem$ v mu* to h arre/$ 8 att5tion ?is day4 ,x is on ! subject ( ! f\nta9 op5$ = s91 & = uncleanness4 7,ze*4 xiii4 #a47 8,!re is a f\nta9 fill$ ) blood1 ,drawn f ,immanuel's ve9s2 ,& s9n]s plung$ b5ea? t flood ,lose all _! guilty /a9s4 ,! dy+ ?ief rejoic$ to see ,t f\nta9 9 8 day2 ,& !re h ,i1 ?\gh vile z he1 ,wa%'d all my s9s away4 ,e'er s9ce1 by fai?1 ,i saw ! /ream ,?y fl[+ w\nds supply1 ,r$eem+ love has be5 my !me1 ,& %all be till ,i die4 ,!n1 9 a nobl]1 sweet] song1 ,i'll s+ ?y p[] to save1 ,:5 ?is poor lisp+1 /amm]+ tongue ,lies sil5t 9 ! grave4 ,"l1 ,i believe ?\ ha/ prep>$ 7,unwor?y ?\gh ,i be7 ,= me a blood-b\ght free rew>d1 ,a gold5 h>p = me4 ',tis /rung & tun$ = endless ye>s1 ,& =m$ by p[] div9e1 ,to s\nd 9 ,god ! ,fa!r's e>s1 ,no o!r "n b ?9e40 ,?is hymn he 0 v fond (1 & he repeat$ x on 8 way to ! scaffold4 ,x _h be5 an object to /ore ! m9d ( ,jol9 ) subjects :i* might1 by ! ,div9e bless+1 be s\rces ( enc\ragem5t & ( com=t to him :5 left alone ) 8 ,bible1 or 9 ! sil5t h\rs ( ! night4 ,! foll[+ po9ts1 9 addition to ^? already enum]at$1 _h be5 dwelt ^u2 & n[1 z ! opportunities = visit+ 8 prison by ! individual :o propos$ !m1 _h drawn to a close1 "s ( !m 7 at ?is "t aga9 e>ne/ly press$ ^u 8 att5tion4 ,^! 71 ! 8t5d] m]cy0 ( ,god1 7,luke i4 #gh17 by :i* alone ! ,day-spr+ f on high visits ! s\l1 & by :i* x is br\ght out ( its /ate ( natural d>kness2 ! view ( ,*ri/ t\*$ ) ! feel+ ( our infirmities1 7,heb4 iv4 #ae1 #af17 & enc\rag+ u to g ) boldness to ! ,?rone ( grace2 ! invitation to ask ) importunity = ! ,holy ,_s 7,luke xi4 #a-aa72 ! int]cession ( ,jesus = 8 p 7,rom4 viii4 #cd72 ! promise1 t ,god :o _h n sp>$ 8 own ,son w\ld ) him freely give u all ?+s 7,rom4 viii4 #cb72 ! rem$y aga9/ all tr\ble to be f\nd 9 fai? 9 ! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/ 7,john xiv4 #a72 ! p>t+ address & pray] ( ,*ri/ 7,john xiv4 xv4 xvi4 xvii472 & ! engagem5t t no?+ %all sep>ate ! believ] f ! love ( ,*ri/ 7,rom4 viii4 #ce-ci74 ,to ?is 0 add$1 z mu* exam9ation z to ! work+ ( ^! doctr9es on 8 he>t1 ! degree 9 :i* !y 7 felt1 & _! practical be>+1 z ! "t & circum/ances w\ld admit4 ,all ^! subjects ,jol9 appe>$ to und]/& & to receive2 & if he c\ld n enum]ate !m z di/9ct articles ( 8 religi\s cre$1 yet he seem$ fully to compreh5d & to receive !m z ! te/imony ( ,god4 ,monday1 ! #bh?1 0 ! day fix$ = 8 second trial2 & "h he exhibit$ ! "* ( a real ,*ri/ian4 ,8 def5ce he _h writt5 be=e1 & x 0 z foll[s3--8,g5tlem51 :atev] may be my fate1 ,i %all n die )\t hav+ to reproa* myself = n hav+ quitt$ my fa!r's h\se4 ,by s do+1 ,i %\ld h avoid$ be+ ! victim 9 diff]5t unhappy affairs t (t5 took place betwe5 my fa!r & "m1 9 :i* ,i 0 g5]ally ! object ^u :i* ! weight ( _! discont5t fell4 ,i 0 (t5 oblig$ to submit to be+ beat5 mo/ sev]ely1 & to he> language unwor?y ( be+ utt]$ by ei!r fa!r or "m4 ,n[1 left to myself 9 ! solitude ( a dungeon1 ,i reflect on times gone by1 rememb]+ t ,i 0 ! only *ild1 ab&on$ to ! mo/ deplorable fate4 ,yet ,i ought to h be5 wis]1 & n foll[$ ! example ( my ne>] relations1 ! s\rce ( my mis=tune4 ,b n[ t respectable m9i/]s ( ! ,gospel h tak5 ! tr\ble to visit me1 & po9t out my duty t[>ds ,god & t[>ds man1 ,i re/ cont5t$4 ,i pray to ,god to p>don ! horrible1 b nev] prem$itat$ crime ( :i* ,i am guilty4 ,if ,i ev] _h an int5tion ( kill+ my poor fa!r1 ,i _h a v fav\rable opportunity ( do+ s1 :5 he 0 /ret*$ ^u a b$ ( sickness1 unable to help himself4 ,i 0 !n ! only p]son :o took c>e ( him1 & adm9i/]$ to 8 wants1 z !re 0 no o!r p]son besides myself 9 ! h\se4 ,i beg p>don ( all ^? :om ,i may h will+ly or unwill+ly (f5d$4 ,g5tlem51 aft] ?is decl>ation1 ,i submit myself entirely to y\r wisdom4 ,x is y :o are go+ to decide my fate4 ,i am ready to meet x1 & ,i w submit to y\r judgm5t )\t a murmur4--,,ph4 ,g4 ,,jol940 ,?is pap] is a translation f ! ,fr5*1 9 :i* language x 0 orig9ally writt54 ,:e!r x is accurately translat$1 or :e!r x 0 writt5 by ,jol9 himself1 or by 8 advocate1 x is impossible to judge4 ,! passage 9 x :i* relates to 8 p>5ts1 if 8 own1 is liable to objection4 ,! faults ( a p>5t1 especially faults s awfully puni%$1 ought n to h made a "p ( 8 def5ce4 ,if ! language is t ( 8 advocate1 x is only ! language ( legal ju/ification1 & ! facts are bo? true & ( mu* weight = ! ext5uation ( 8 crime4 ,x is said1 t dur+ 8 trial1 8 calmness 0 rem>kable4 ,8 lips app>5tly 7 employ$ 9 pray]1 & ?is he aft]w>ds confess$ 0 ! case4 ,he pray$ = himself1 t he might be /r5g!n$ to g ?r\gh 8 trial1 & also = 8 judges & 8 jury4 ,!re 0 no effront]y 9 8 look2 b1 on ! contr>y1 ! appe>ance ( deep humiliation4 ,= f\r h\rs1 dur+ :i* "t 8 trial la/$1 he nev] lift$ 8 eyes f ! gr\nd4 ,on 8 return f ! trial1 he _h to enc\nt] ! indignation ( ! populace aga9/ 8 crime4 ,on ! =m] occasion1 a woman _h cri$1 8,ah1 le scel]at60 :i* _h a good deal affect$ him4 ,?is "t he address$ ! p f ! prison gates1 & :5 !y obs]v$ t he 0 half dead f fatigue1 he said1 among/ o!r ?+s1 8,i h a /r5g? )9 me ye "k n4 ,?is supports me4 ,weep n = me1 weep = y\rselves40 ,dur+ ! foll[+ days ( 8 life1 he receiv$ cont9ual visits f a v>iety ( p]sons4 ,on ! #bh?1 ! ,rev4 ,p4 ,filluel2 on ! #bi?1 f bo? ! *apla9s ( ! ,bi%op ( ,w9*e/]2 ,mr4 ,dallas 0 inde$ z assidu\s 9 8 att5dance at ! gaol1 z 8 _m o!r duties at t "t w\ld p]mit2 & all ^! g5tlem5 express$ ! /ronge/ conviction ( ! reality ( ,jol9's conv]sion4 ,_m m9i/]s1 & o!rs beside1 v k9dly came1 desir+ to imp>t to him "s spiritual gift4 ,he receiv$ all gladly2 b m especially ^? ^: conv]sation l$ him to believe t !y came to him 9 ! fulness ( ,*ri/ian love4 ,8 disc]nm5t on ?is po9t 0 a /rik+ evid5ce ( ! cle> views ( doctr9e :i* he _h atta9$4 ,he p]ceiv$ & felt ! inadequacy ( ^? religi\s sy/ems :i* 7 n connect$ ) deep & exp]im5tal views ( p]sonal corruption2 & ) exclusive dep5d5ce = salvation ^u ! atonem5t ( ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,) a s5se ( gratitude = ! in/rum5ts made use ( 9 awak5+ 8 m9d1 ,jol9 appe>$ rem>kably indep5d5t ( any outw>d help4 ,he 0 by no means l a man :o hung ^u ano!r's tea*+1 b ^u t ( ,god4 ,x 0 on ?is acc\nt t he 01 p]haps1 able to be> )\t injury ! multif>i\s in/ruction :i* he receiv$4 ,8 own language 0 mo/ satisfactory2 he always spoke ( ! salvation procur$ = him z a free & unm]it$ gift ( ,god2 & dwelt ^u ! peculi> manife/ation ( ,god's grace to himself1 inasmu* z he _h twice sav$ him f %ipwreck :5 he 0 9 an entirely unprep>$ /ate to meet dea?1 & n[ he _h be5 br\ght to t prison t he might le>n ! way ( salvation4 ,8 expressions ( ! s5se ( 8 own unwor?9ess 7 cle> & /rong4 ,he told "o ( 8 fri5ds t he _h no?+ to (f] to ,god1 b 8 he>t2 t all 8 rep5tance1 all 8 resolutions1 all 8 %ort conflict ) ! c>nal he>t1 c\ld nev] expiate 8 s94 ,on ano!r occasion he said1 t he 0 n wor?y to pick up ! crumbs "u 8 ,ma/]'s table2 & on ano!r1 t ,*ri/ 0 8 only hope2 t ,he _h paid 8 ransom1 & t ,he w\ld receive him into glory4 ,) ano!r class ( visitors1 ^? ( 8 family & fri5ds1 he 0 equally decid$ 9 decl>+ :at great ?+s ,god _h done = 8 s\l1 & :at necessity !re 0 t !y %\ld turn & rep5t if !y w\ld be sav$4 ,inde$1 a disc\rse ( ?is k9d _h made "s ( !m ?9k him insane4 ,he _h told 8 relations :o _h come to him1 t he 0 =m]ly unclean & unholy2 t !y 7 s at t mom5t4 ,he !re=e entreat$ !m to apply to ,him :o _h ca/ out ! unclean devils into ! sw9e1 to cleanse _! s\ls4 ,on all occasions1 :5 he c\ld1 he manife/$ ! same desire to in/ruct o!rs1 & lead !m to t refuge :i* he _h f\nd s preci\s to 8 own s\l4 ,on ,?ursday1 ,octob] #a1 ,mr4 ,durell records a v int]e/+ visit :i* he paid ! prison]3 int]e/+1 z x %[$ ! /ate ( m9d 9 :i* he f\nd him4 8,z we approa*$ ! passage10 says ,mr4 ,durell1 8we c\ld he> ! l\d ejaculations ( ! prison]'s pray]s40 ,! gaol] obs]v$1 t he always f\nd him ?us employ$ :5 he 0 left alone 9 ! cell4 ,mr4 ,durell read to him ! acc\nt ( our ,savi\r's dea?1 f ,mat!w xxvii41 & conclud$ ) a pray]1 at ! end ( :i* ,jol9 0 mu* affect$4 ,he exhibit$1 on ?is occasion1 ! deepe/ s5se ( gratitude to all ab\t him2 & ,mr4 ,hammond1 8 advocate1 :o 0 also pres5t1 bore witness to ! calmness & ! *ange ( ,jol9's /ate ( m9d4 ,to ! latt] g5tleman1 he1 on t occasion1 express$ 8 s5se ( ! great s]vices r5d]$ to him on 8 trial4 ,he sat up on 8 b$1 & clasp+ bo? 8 h&s toge!r1 said mo/ e>ne/ly1 8,mr4 ,hammond1 ,i ?ank y ov] & ov] aga9 = ! pa9s y h tak5 = me4 ,i regret t ,i h no?+ to give to rew>d y z y des]ve40 ,?is same s5se ( gratitude l$ him con/antly to express 8 ?anks to 8 gaol]1 ^: k9dness & att5tion1 ^? :o 7 s (t5 go+ out & 9 ! prison c fully te/ify4 ,b x 0 n on ?is occasion alone1 = ! evid5ce af=d$ to 8 /ate ( m9d 0 v rem>kable4 ,! act+ lieut5ant-gov]nor1 ! dean1 ! mayor1 a lead+ m$ical man :o came to inquire into 8 insanity1 cl]gym51 diss5t+ m9i/]s1 8 advocate1 8 relations1 8 att5dants1 all appe> to h come away f ! prison ) a common conviction1 t ! p[] ( ,god _h be5 at "w 9 produc+ ! wond]ful *ange :i* !y witness$4 ,on ! day previ\s to 8 execution1 ! ev5t to :i* ,i h ref]r$ ) reg>d to 8 relations occurr$4 ,!y1 n und]/&+ ! nature ( ! *ange :i* _h tak5 place 9 him1 &1 judg+ f reports ( bl[s :i* he _h receiv$1 & o!r circum/ances1 endeav\r$ to e/abli% ! plea ( insanity2 & !y br\ght a v em95t m$ical practition] to exam9e into 8 /ate4 ,b ?is int]f]5ce 0 foll[$ by ! be/ consequ5ces2 =1 :il/ on ! "o h& x 0 cle>ly asc]ta9$ t ,jol9 0 9 no /ate ( d]angem5t1 or delusion1 or en?usia/ic f]v\r2 on ! o!r1 ! cle>e/ & mo/ satisfactory evid5ce 0 giv5 ( 8 real /ate ( m9d4 ,aft] ?is1 ! ,dean ( ,j]sey k9dly att5d$ to adm9i/] ! sacram5t to him4 ,be=e he receiv$ ! holy communion1 he und]w5t an exam9ation2 & to ! dean1 & ?ree o!r cl]gym51 he gave1 9 answ] to _! que/ions1 a reason ( ! hope t 0 9 him4 ,he expla9$ ) su* cle>ness ! object & ! nature ( 8 fai?1 te/ifi$ s deep a s5se ( 8 own unwor?9ess1 & %[$ s good a feel+ t[>ds all 8 fell[-creatures1 t !y _h n1 any ( !m1 a d\bt ( 8 fitness to p>take ( ! fea/ prep>$ = ! p5it5t s9n]4 ,?is exam9ation1 :i* 0 peculi>ly solemn & affect+ to ,jol91 look+1 z mo/ ( ! p ( t isl& d1 ) deep v5]ation on ! high & sacr$ (fice ( ! dean1 0 rem>kably calculat$ to detect any ?+ :i* might be suspici\s 9 8 views1 or 9 8 real /ate4 ,?r\gh\t ?is day1 ,mr4 ,hall reports1 t ,jol9 0 long+ to dep>t1 & to be ) ,*ri/1 say+1 8,! h\rs pass sl[ly40 ,x 0 rem>k$ t he mu/ wait ,god's "t1 :o _h yet "w = him to d 9 8 v9ey>d4 ,& mo/ fai?fully 0 e h\r devot$ to ! duties ( 8 imm$iate call+4 ,he w>n$1 rebuk$1 exhort$1 ) all long-suff]+ & pati5ce4 ,he said he ?\ght x w\ld be bett] = him to die on ! scaffold1 ?an quietly 9 8 cell1 z he might !reby glorify ,god by 8 pati5ce1 & be an example to all ( ! fatal consequ5ces ( indulg5ce 9 s94 ,mr4 ,durell has giv5 an acc\nt ( 8 la/ visit to ,jol9 on ! ev5+ ( ?is day4 ,he *ose ! same subject to read to him z on ! day be=e1 b f ano!r ,evangeli/4 ,x 0 ,luke xxiii41 ! acc\nt ( our ,savi\r's crucifixion4 ,dur+ ! read+1 ,jol9's s5sibility 0 greatly excit$1 & 8 half-brok5 sobs 7 he>d4 ,mr4 ,durell1 ?9k+ x prop] to *eck ?is /ate ( m9d1 po9t$ out ! suff]+s ( ,*ri/ z a matt] ( holy joy1 & ?reat5$ to lay d[n ! book1 & read no m1 if ,jol9 cont9u$ to feel s mu*4 ,mr4 ,durell1 wi%+ to avoid any ?+ :i* might discompose ,jol91 c>efully omitt$ mak+ any comm5t on ! mo/ affect+ "p ( our ,savi\r's suff]+s4 ,he1 on ! o!r h&1 s\ght to com=t him by an application ( ! promise1 t 8!y :o s[ 9 te>s1 %all reap 9 joy20 & by ! prospect ( p>adise held out to ! p5it5t ?ief4 ,he adds1 9 conclusion1 8,9 ! c\rse ( my pr(ession1 ,i h se5 _m individuals on ! br9k ( ! grave2 b nev] be=e did ,i witness su* coolness & su* self-comm&--a sc5e s holy1 s edify+1 s sublime4 ,_h he be5 9 ! full bloom ( human prosp]ity1 & ) ! prospect ( add+ half a c5tury long] to 8 exi/5ce1 he c\ld n h be5 m collect$4 ,i 0 myself almo/ fall+ into a delusion contr>y to ! evid5ce ( my own s5ses4 ,i c\ld n believe t "o s ne> 8 end c\ld reta9 s mu* c\rage1 or su* contempt ( ignom9y & dea?4 ,i c\ld n believe t "o s g5tle1 & n[ s well in/ruct$ 9 religi\s duties1 c\ld h be5 ev] capable ( committ+ a crime = :i* he des]v$ to die--t he c\ld h be5 a murd]]40 ,on ! night previ\s to 8 execution1 ! k9d relation :o _h fir/ visit$ him 9 ! prison1 & br\ght him ! fir/ message ( salvation1 9 br++ him ! ,new ,te/am5t1 & ,mr4 ,galla*91 an excell5t m9i/] ( ! *ur*1 sat up ) him4 ,!y endeav\r$ to s+ a hymn1 &1 feel+ ! imp]fection ( ! s]vice1 he said1 8,to-morr[ ,i %all jo9 9 v diff]5t s++ f ?is40 ,at half-pa/ "o 9 ! morn+1 he fell into a k9d ( doz+ /upor = an h\r1 b did n sleep4 ,dur+ t "t he 0 he>d repeat+ ! fifty-fir/ ,psalm1 & also repeat$ly exclaim+1 8,glory to ! ,lamb6 glory to our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/60 & :5 he awoke1 he said t he _h se5 glori\s ?+s 9 a dream4 ,he also said1 betwe5 sleep+ & wak+1 z x appe>$1 8,!re is n[1 !re=e1 no condemnation = !m t are 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus40 ,at wak+ he reque/$ t a hymn might be sung4 ,! next morn+ ,mr4 ,hall w5t to him at half-pa/ six o'clock4 ,:5 he ent]$ 8 cell1 ,jol9 said1 8,oh1 ,mr4 ,hall1 ,i am s glad to see y2 ,i am s happy4 ,i h slept f\r h\rs1 & ! re/ ( ! night we h sp5t 9 su* delightful conv]sation4 ,i feel s /rong1 b ,i w wait pati5tly ! ,"l's "t40 ,! day be=e1 ,i h obs]v$1 he ?\ght ! h\rs pass$ sl[ly1 he 0 s anxi\s to dep>t & to be ) ,*ri/4 ,mr4 ,hall took occasion to w>n him1 t he _h /ill a "w to d4 ,he mu/ n only glorify 8 ,savi\r by 8 conduct1 & by 8 pati5t resignation1 b he mu/ aga9 speak a ^w ( w>n+ to ^? ab\t him4 ,& he assur$ him t he might be able to d m = ! praise & hon\r ( 8 ,ma/] 9 8 dea? ^u ! scaffold1 by be>+ te/imony to 8 own exce$+ wick$ness1 & to ! unse>*able m]cy & love ( ,*ri/1 ?an if he _h di$ 9 a m private mann]4 ,to ?is he ass5t$1 & took ! resolution ( do+ all 9 8 p[]4 8,great1 inde$10 says ,mr4 ,hall1 87 ! grace & support :i* he enjoy$4 ,he felt sick at breakfa/ "t1 & c\ld n eat2 b1 to oblige me1 he said he w\ld try4 ,ab\t n9e o'clock 8 irons 7 tak5 (f2 & ,i c\ld n help ?9k+ ( ?is z symbolical ( t lib]ty :i* soon1 :5 pass$ beyond ?is life1 he w\ld enjoy = ev] 9 ! pres5ce ( 8 ,savi\r4 ,jol9 imm$iately propos$ to me to kneel d[n & ?ank ,god = :at he _h done = him2 say+1 #8,i h always be=e pray$ 9 b$2 n[ ,i c g on my knees 9 ! prop] po/ure = a s9n]4' ,oh1 at ?is "t1 h[ deep 7 8 confessions ( s91 committ$ bo? 9 ?\ght1 ^w1 & de$2 8 ackn[l$gm5t ( m]cy ?r\gh ,jesus ,*ri/2 8 expressions ( dep5d5ce ^u ,him = grace1 to keep him 9 8 fi]y trial1 & to op5 = him ! k+dom ( heav56 ,:5 he drank 8 milk1 he said1 #8,oh6 ,god1 ,i ?ank !e t ?\ ha/ be5 s m]ciful & good to me1 :o h be5 s great a s9n]6' ,8 h& 0 nev] cold1 & 8 pulse 0 always regul> to ! end4 ,i nev] witness$ "o to :om ! ,"l 0 pleas$ to give a /rong] fai?1 :i* 0 prov$ by 8 conduct to ! la/4 ,he sat calmly speak+ & li/5+ till ab\t half-pa/ twelve2 :5 he left ! prison1 lean+ on me & ,mr4 ,galla*94 ,an imm5se conc\rse ( p pres5t$ itself at ! prison gates1 & _! ru% & noise 7 great] ?an we expect$4 ,! newspap] acc\nt says--#8,he 0 calm & collect$1 walk$ ) /ead9ess1 & ev9c$ ?r\gh\t ! mo/ decor\s firmness4 ,we c\ld n p]ceive t he trembl$4 ,8 m9d seem$ q absorb$ 9 religi\s ex]cises2 &1 f all we c le>n1 !re 0 good & satisfactory evid5ce t he 0 a true p5it5t1 & reli$ on ! ,div9e m]cy4'0 ,z he 0 leav+ ! gaol he 0 he>d to repeat ! f\r? v]se ( ! tw5ty-?ird ,psalm1 8,yea1 ?\gh ,i walk ?r\gh ! valley ( ! %ad[ ( dea?1 ,i w fe> no evil2 = ?\ art ) me1 ?y rod & ?y /aff !y com=t me40 ,mr4 ,hall cont9ues3 8,! noise ( ! p prev5t$ my be+ he>d by ,jol91 :o walk$ z firmly z myself3 ,i !re=e op5$ my hymn-book1 & po9t$ out to him ! suffici5cy ( ! ,r$eem]1 9 "o ( ^? hymns :i* ,i _h previ\sly *os5 = 8 p]usal4 ,! hymn *os5 0 "o beg9n+-- #8,he lives1 ! great ,r$eem] lives6 ,:at joy ! ble/ assurance gives6 ,& n[1 be=e 8 ,fa!r1 ,god1 ,pleads ! full m]it ( 8 blood4 ,9 e d>k1 di/ressful h\r1 ,:5 s9 & ,satan jo9 _! p[]1 ,let ?is de> hope repel ! d>t1 ,t ,jesus be>s u on 8 he>t4' 8,he told me1 t he did n m9d ! p1 t !y 7 poor worms2 t he w\ld endeav\r to w>n !m f ! scaffold1 = !y 7 /&+ on ! br9k ( ! pit4 ,we m\nt$ ! /eepe/ "p ( ! gall[s hill4 ,he said1 8 ,savi\r _h toil$ up ,calv>y ) a cross1 :i* he ought to be ?ankful t he _h n to be>2 & t ,jesus ,*ri/ _h done ?is = 8 sake1 :]eas1 he 0 receiv+ ! due rew>d ( 8 transgression4 ,?is reflection seem$ to give new w+s to 8 ex]tions 9 press+ up ! rock4 ,i ?9k t a worse place ( asc5t c\ld n h be5 *os54 ,:5 we arriv$ at ! summit1 ! ,greffi] read 8 s5t5ce al\d1 & ,mr4 ,galla*9 pray$ mo/ f]v5tly ) him 9 ,fr5*4 ,aft] ! pray]1 he asc5d$ ! plat=m ) ,mr4 ,galla*9 & myself1 & address$ ! p 9 ,fr5*1 z y w see by ! acc\nt 9 ! newspap]4 ,b ! acc\nt is defici5t 9 "o mo/ ess5tial po9t4 ,he urg$ ! p by ! love ( ,*ri/1 :om he _h crucifi$1 & :om !y 7 crucify+ by _! s9s40 ,! sub/ance ( 8 w>n+ 0 on ! subject ( intemp]ance1 ,sabba?-break+1 ! neglect ( ,god & ( religion2 & x 0 address$ pr9cipally to p>5ts & to ! "y4 ,^! w>n+s he twice deliv]$2 once be=e1 & once aft] ! rope 0 fa/5$ r\nd 8 neck4 8,al?\gh ,i d n accurately rememb]10 ,mr4 ,hall cont9ues1 8! words ( any ( 8 spee*es1 ,i c safely say1 t he express$ 8 conviction t ! "w :i* _h tak5 place 9 8 he>t _h be5 effect$ by no p[] or w ( 8 own1 b by a sov]eign act ( ,div9e grace4 ,jol9 !n read al\d "s v]ses f ! ,te/am5t1 :i* suffici5tly indicate ! view :i* he took bo? ( ! nature ( 8 *ange1 & ( ! s\rce f :5ce x sprang4 ,!y are tak5 f #a ,pet4 i4 #c-e3 #8,bless$ be ! ,god & ,fa!r ( our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/1 :i* accord+ to 8 abundant m]cy ha? begott5 u aga9 unto a lively hope1 by ! resurrection ( ,jesus ,*ri/ f ! dead1 to an inh]itance incorruptible & undefil$1 & t fade? n away1 res]v$ 9 heav5 = y1 :o are kept by ! p[] ( ,god ?r\gh fai? unto salvation1 ready to be reveal$ 9 ! la/ "t4' ,to ^! v]ses he 0 p>ticul>ly p>tial4 ,he !n spoke to me1 & told me t he _h full confid5ce 9 ! suffici5cy ( ! blood ( ,*ri/ to blot out all 8 s9s2 & t ,he :o _h lov$ him s mu* z to %$ 8 blood = him1 & _h kept him to t h\r /$fa/ & immoveable1 w\ld receive him into glory4 ,:5 ! cap 0 drawn ov] 8 face1 ,i told him n to dread ! mom5t>y pa91 = soon he w\ld be 9 ! pres5ce ( 8 ,savi\r4 ,he press$ my h&1 & said he 0 n afraid2 = he knew t ,he w\ld take him unto himself4 ,i told him t ,i w\ld pray t 8 suff]+s might be %ort1 & w5t d[n40 ,mr4 ,galla*9 !n read a "p ( ! ,burial ,s]vice1 until ! fatal mom5t4 ,8 suff]+s appe>$ n to be great1 & 7 ( brief duration4 8,:il/ ,i 0 9 pray]10 ,mr4 ,hall adds1 8! drop fell1 & our poor bro!r ,i knew _h ent]$ into ! pres5ce ( 8 ,r$eem]4 ,! wom5 ar\nd me scream$ out1 #8,! ,"l h m]cy ^u 8 poor s\l6' ,i c\ld n b pray t _! s\ls might f9d ! same m]cy4 ,he di$ )\t a /ruggle4 ,i nev] saw him aft] ,i press$ 8 h& :5 alive1 z ,i asc5d$ ! hill ?r\gh ! cr[d1 & 0 sp>$ see+ 8 mortal rema9s40 ,?us end$ ! c\rse ( a "y man1 ^: hi/ory is a solemn memorial1 n only ( ! awful effects ( a bad education1 & ( ! wret*$ness ( s91 b also ( ! wond]ful compassion ( ,god4 ,mu* ( :at has be5 n>rat$ may appe> almo/ incr$ible to "s read]s2 & _m ( ^?1 especially1 :o are ju/ly suspicions ( dea?-b$ rep5tances1 may be l$ to d\bt h[ f> ! "w ( ?is "y man's conv]sion 0 complete1 & :e!r1 if he _h be5 p]mitt$ to live1 he w\ld h liv$ z he has di$4 ,if1 h[ev]1 he 0 really conv]t$ 9 he>t to ,god1 ! obs]vation :i* he himself made mu/ be appli$ to 8 own case3 8,! man t is fit to die is fit to live40 ,! same grace :i* br\ght him into ! fold ( ,*ri/ w\ld h kept him 9 all 8 way2 s t ! enemy ( 8 s\l %\ld n h ov]p[]$ him4 ,& !re is1 z be=e m5tion$1 ! mo/ rem>kable concurr5ce ( te/imony z to ,jol9's /ate at ! "t ( 8 dea?4 ,n only ,mr4 ,hall1 ,mr4 ,galla*91 & _m o!rs1 be> witness to ! facts2 b ! public voice has ackn[l$g$ ! wond]ful *ange :i* took place 9 him4 ,"o p]son1 n a believ] 9 revelation1 b :o /ood by ,jol9 on ! gall[s hill1 & witness$ 8 conduct1 came to a m9i/]1 & ackn[l$g$1 t 8!re mu/ be some?+ 9 religion to support a man 9 su* a mann]2 & t he _h !re=e det]m9$ to att5d a place ( wor%ip1 & to br+ up 8 *ildr5 9 ! fe> ( ,god40 ,mr4 ,hall says1 8,i h nev] _h a d\bt on my m9d z to ! reality ( ! *ange4 ,8 conduct 9 ! c\rt2 8 complete deadness to ! ?+s ( "t & s5se1 & ?is ev5 :5 8 fri5ds seem$ s anxi\s to save him f an ignom9i\s dea?1 7 s _m pleas+ te/imonies t he 0 really ris5 ) ,*ri/1 & t 8 affections 7 set ^u ?+s above4 ,god did inde$ "w mightily 9 him3 ?\gh la/1 he 0 "o ( ! fir/4 ,he seem$ s conv9c$ ( s91 & to h su* simple dep5d5ce ^u ! tru? & firm f\ndation ( ,*ri/'s promises1 & he %[$ s abundantly t ^! feel+s 7 n m]ely talk$ into 8 head1 t ,i always return$ delight$ ) my visit to him4 ,i us$ to pray in/antly ) him t he might n be deceiv+ himself1 nor be deceiv$ by ,satan1 or any ( u2 & ,i c say1 z f> z ,i 0 capable ( judg+1 t 8 0 a real "w ( ,div9e grace40 ,! te/imony ( ! editor ( ! ,j]sey newspap]1 also1 :ile x is beyond all suspicion ( en?usiasm1 & does n ev5 exhibit ! pro( ( a tol]ably di/9ct view ( ! real f\ndation on :i* ,jol9 /ood1 is a mo/ satisfactory te/imony ( ! reality ( ?is *ange4 ,he says1 8,we are n among/ ^? :o w\ld ha/ily give cr$5ce to ! g5u95ess ( conv]sion 9 ! cases ( great crim9als1 or :o approve ( religi\s ec/asies 9 ! %ort int]val betwe5 ! commission ( dreadful enormities1 & ! viol5t dea? aw>d$ by law2 we d n ?9k x desirable t1 :ile s _m good m51 aft] a long life ( exempl>y piety1 approa* _! la/ h\r ) solemn appreh5sions1 su* z h liv$ 9 a c\rse ( pr(ligate vice %\ld boa/ ( triumphant feel+s & peculi> joy on _! way to ! scaffold1 :]e !y are to be sudd5ly compell$ into ! pres5ce ( _! ,creator & ,div9e ,judge2--b1 9 ! in/ance be=e u1 we h mu* satisfaction 9 believ+ t a real *ange ( he>t _h tak5 place1 be=e a *ange ( worlds 0 exp]i5c$4 ,9 8 la/ days1 ,jol9 ev9c$ mu* solidity ( m9d on ! subject mo/ important to him3 8 conduct 0 m>k$ by ! mo/ becom+ propriety2 & if he express$ a confid5t hope ( acceptance be=e ,god1 x 0 accompani$ ) humility1 &1 z f> z man c judge1 ) s9c]e sorr[ = 8 (f5ces40 ,! rapid atta9m5t ( ,div9e k1 ! simple belief ( ! tru?s ( ! ,bible1 ! consi/5t walk 9 t :i* he believ$ to be ! w ( ,god1 are fruits :i* c be ascrib$ only to ! grace & ,_s ( ,god4 ,:]e ! ,"l ( all p[] & might is pleas$ to ex]cise 8 sov]eignty1 :o %all say t ! "w ( _m ye>s may n be produc$ 9 a few weeks2 or1 z 9 ! case ( ! ?ief ^u ! cross1 9 a mu* %ort] "t8 ,! case ( ! ?ief on ! cross is "o 9 :i* ! probabilities1 be=e-h&1 ( rep5tance1 7 n s great2 & ! evid5ces ( 8 real conv]sion are sc>cely m complete1 except ! incid5tal circum/ance ( ! te/imony ( our ,"l4 ,bo? ( ^! crim9als felt sorr[ = _! s9s1 confess$ !m to m51 ackn[l$g$ !m to ,god1 & own$ ! ju/ice ( _! condemnation2 bo? te/ifi$ ! s9c]ity ( _! fai?3 b1 if ! ?ief did ?is "u circum/ances m try+ to 8 s9c]ity ?an ^? ( ,jol91 x is also to be rememb]$1 t he saw ! ,"l ( life2 & t to ,jol9 alone1 !re=e1 ! language appli$1 8,bless$ are !y t h n se51 & yet h believ$40 ,i "k ( no m>k ( true conv]sion :i* 0 abs5t f ! case ( ,jol94 ,8 fai? 0 cle> & /rong4 ,x lift$ him above ! _w1 &1 wr\ght by love1 x gave him c\rage1 & zeal1 & love4 ,he w5t =w>d 9 implicit dep5d5ce ^u ,div9e grace1 & pursu$1 z 0 p]mitt$ him aft] 8 *ange1 a holy1 humble1 consi/5t c\rse2 &1 ) ! cap ^u 8 head1 & ! rope r\nd 8 neck1 he c\ld say ) calmness1 t 8he 0 n afraid1 = he knew t 8 ,savi\r w\ld take him to himself40 ,b x may /ill be said1 ,h[ d we "k t ,jol9 0 s9c]e 9 all t he said1 or t he 0 n "u delusion 9 :at he felt8 ,to ?is "q ! reply has be51 ,i ?9k1 already (f]$ 9 ^! pages--by po9t+ to ! work+s ( 8 m9d1 & ! consi/5cy ( 8 conduct4 ,& "h we mu/ leave ! case till ! la/ great day4 ,9 ! mean:ile1 let u le>n f ?is hi/ory1 "s ( ! lessons :i* x is calculat$ to tea*4 ,! fir/ ( ^! is1 ! mis]y & dang] ( a /ate ( s94 ,/4 ,paul1 9 describ+ ! consequ5ces ( a /ate ( s91 says1 9 an appeal to ! ,roman conv]ts1 7vi4 #ba17 8,:at "p _h ye !n 9 ^? ?+s :]e( ye are n[ a%am$2 = ! end ( ^? ?+s is dea?40 ,t is1 s9 yields no real fruit2 x produces %ame2 & ! end ( x w be dea?4 ,e ,*ri/ian feels ! tru? ( ?is /atem5t1 z respects himself2 & x is ! case ) all o!r m51 al?\gh !y "k x n4 ,:at1 = in/ance1 is ! usual fruit ( drunk5ness8 disease1 qu>rell+1 & loss ( "o k9d or ano!r4 ,! drunk>d is usually a blasphem]1 h>d-he>t$1 & cruel1 z he proves himself to 8 wife & *ildr51 />v+ or ill-treat+ !m to gratify 8 own lu/4 ,8 habits ( drunk5ness make him a bad *ild1 a bad neighb\r1 a disgrace 9 himself1 & a plague to o!rs4 ,s x is m or less ) ! foll[]s ( e s94 ,s91 !n1 br+s no real fruit1 & ! end ( x w be et]nal dea?2 = x is writt51 8,! wick$ %all be turn$ into hell1 & all ! p t =get ,god40 8,z surely1 !re=e1 z a man s[s1 s %all he also reap2 he t s[e? to ! fle%1 %all ( ! fle% reap corruption40 ,h[ awful is ! hi/ory ( ,jol9's fa!r6 ,8 life h[ disgraceful1 8 dea? h[ dreadful6 ,w\ld ! s9n] :o reads ?is be cont5t to come to su* an end8 ,b to ?is1 9 8 pres5t /ate1 he is e mom5t liable4 ,let ! s9n] rememb]1 t he :o call$ ?is poor wret* to judgm5t at a mom5t's w>n+1 may say to himself1 8,?is night ?y s\l is requir$ ( !e40 ,! probability ( ?us dy+ is commonly pass$ ov]2 & x is ! hope ( a s9n] t he %all /ill live to rep5t1 z ,jol9 did4 ,yet h[ great are ! *ances aga9/ ?is6 ,_m a man has be5 delud$ by su* a hope1 & p]i%$ 9 8 transgression4 ,he has look$ to "s case l ?is1 or l t ( ! ?ief on ! cross1 & delay$ 8 rep5tance1 till1 9 an h\r :5 he has n look$ = x1 he has be5 8driv5 away 9 8 wick$ness40 ,b 9 ?is1 z x is said by an old writ]1 8,! p]v]s5ess ( our nature may be se51 9 t ?is "o case1 t ( ! p5it5t ?ief1 s]ve? u to loos5ess ( life1 9 hope ( ! l3 :]eas1 we might bett] reason1 t is b "o1 & t extraord9>y2 & besides ?is "o1 !re is n "o m 9 all ! ,bible2 & t = ?is "o t sp$1 a ?\s& ?\s&s h miss$4 ,& :at folly x is to put ourselves 9 a way 9 :i* s _m h misc>ri$2 to put ourselves 9 ! h&s ( a physician1 t ha? murd]$ s _m1 go+ clean aga9/ our own s5se & reason6 ,:]eas1 9 o!r cases we always lean to t :i* is mo/ ord9>y1 & conclude n ! spr+ f "o swall[4 ,x is z if a man %\ld spur 8 ass till he speak1 because ,balaam's ass did once speak2 s grossly ha? ! devil bewit*$ u60 ,let s9n]s1 !n1 m$itate ^u _! own /ate1 & rememb]1 at ! same "t1 ! appeal ( ! ,almighty to !m to turn aga9 & rep5t4 8,h ,i any pleasure at all t ! wick$ %\ld die8 sai? ! ,"l ,god3 & n t he %\ld return f 8 ways & live8 ,rep5t & turn y\rselves f all y\r transgressions1 s iniquity %all n be y\r ru94 ,ca/ away f y all y\r transgressions1 & make y a new he>t & a new _s2 = :y w ye die1 ,o h\se ( ,israel8 ,= ,i h no pleasure 9 ! dea? ( him t die?1 sai? ! ,"l ,god3 :]e=e turn y\rselves1 & live ye40 7,ezek4 xviii47 ,t text :i* fir/ appe>$ to move ,jol9 to rep5tance1 may speak to e o!r s9n]--8,come n[1 & let u reason toge!r1 sai? ! ,"l4 ,?\gh y\r s9s be z sc>let1 !y %all be :ite z sn[2 ?\gh !y be r$ l crimson1 !y %all be z wool40 7,isa4 i4 #ah47 ,! same words ( enc\ragem5t may also speak to u1 9 ! language ( a m]ciful ,savi\r1 8,i am n come to call ! righte\s1 b s9n]s to rep5tance40 7,matt4 ix4 #ac47 ,! same promises1 8,god s lov$ ! _w1 t he gave 8 only-begott5 ,son1 t :osoev] believe? on him1 %\ld n p]i%1 b h ev]la/+ life30 & aga91 8,!re is joy 9 ! pres5ce ( ! angels ( ,god ov] "o s9n] t rep5te?10 7,luke xv4 #aj47 ,i w\ld say !n1 aga91 9 ! language ( ,pet]1 8,rep5t ye !re=e1 & be conv]t$1 t y\r s9s may be blott$ out1 :5 ! times ( refre%+ %all come f ! pres5ce ( ! ,"l40 ,a second po9t ( consid]ation 9 ?is hi/ory is ! conv]sion ( ,jol9's m9d to a s5se ( religion1 & ! nature ( 8 conv]sion4 ,jol9's e>ly education1 z f> z read+ & writ+1 _h n be5 altoge!r neglect$2 & ! daily mis]y 8 s9s br\ght ) !m 0 n )\t its effect on 8 m9d4 ,b x is evid5t ! "w ( reg5]ation1 ! fir/ /ep 9 8 aft] conv]sion1 _h n tak5 place be=e he came into prison4 ,b :5 ! ,holy ,_s br\ght home ! ^w ( ,god to 8 he>t1 ! *ange 0 rapidly effect$4 ,a conviction ( ! s9fulness ( 8 nature & habits 0 at once deeply impress$ ^u 8 consci5ce2 he wait$ to see ! way ( p>don by a crucifi$ ,r$eem]1 & ! influ5ce ( ! ,holy ,gho/ imm$iately produc$ t *ange 9 8 w & affections :i* always att5ds real conv]sion4 ,8 :ole /ate ( m9d seem$ almo/ miracul\sly *ang$3 s t betwe5 ! tw5ty-?ird & ! tw5ty-six? ( ! same mon?1 9 ! judgm5t ( 8 legal advis] & o!rs1 a complete r5ovation _h tak5 place4 ,9 ! =m] /ate he is describ$ z 9 a di/ract$ condition ( m9d1 suff]+ unutt]able angui%2 ! dread ( dea? be+ upp]mo/ 9 8 ?\ghts3 9 ! latt]1 he 0 calm1 placid1 resign$1 & he _h n "o wi% to live4 #de ,al?\gh x w\ld be contr>y to ! facts & _s ( ,scripture to say1 t no conv]sions ( ?is k9d 7 real & complete1 e "o mu/ ackn[l$ge1 t z conv]sion is ord9>ily a gradual "w1 too mu* caution _c be ex]cis$ z to a *ange accompli%$ z rapidly z ?is may appe> to h be54 ,x may1 h[ev]1 be truly said1 t !re 0 a rem>kable abs5ce ( any ?+ l en?usiasm 9 8 /ate4 ,a dream :i* occurr$ 9 ! comm5cem5t ( 8 religi\s c\rse w n be conceiv$ to indicate a disord]$ imag9ation4 ,= "s nights he _h be5 dreadfully agitat$1 & c\ld n re/4 8,i dream$10 he said1 8t ,i 0 dragg$ ov] frightful precipices1 till at la/ ,i 0 br\ght1 z x 71 into ! pres5ce ( our ,savi\r1 & !re obta9$ m]cy40 ,?is dream s h>moniz$ ) ! _s ( _m passages ( ,scripture po9t$ out to him1 t x 0 n unlikely to occur4 ,9 8 case1 z 9 e o!r1 ! fir/ t\* ( religion on ! s\l 0 imm$iate2 b ! aft] /ages ( conv]sion 7 gradual--f> m s ?an _m o!rs record$ 9 ,scripture2 & !re 0 "t to p]ceive ! regul> progress ( gr[? 9 grace4 ,?is case1 !re=e1 %\ld n be conf\nd$ ) :at are commonly call$ in/antane\s conv]sions1 because al?\gh compress$ into a %ort p]iod e /ep ( scriptural conv]sion may be trac$ 9 x4 ,f fir/ to la/1 ,jol9 0 able to give a reason = ! hope :i* 0 9 him1 & ^! reasons correspond$ ) ! feel+s & convictions describ$ 9 ! ^w ( ,god4 ,he felt ^? convictions ( s9 on :i* ,scripture insi/s4 ,he f\nd1 agreeably also to ,scripture1 no?+ 9 8 own /ate ^u :i* he c\ld dep5d = salvation2 &1 rely+ entirely on ! m]its ( ! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/1 he f\nd peace & joy 9 believ+4 ,9 ?is mann]1 if 8 conv]sion proce$$ rapidly1 x 0 n want+ 9 any ( ^? evid5ces :i* are ! unque/ion$ fruits ( ! tea*+ ( ,god4 ,8 conduct is ! be/1 & inde$ ! only satisfactory comm5t>y on ! :ole "w4 ,a ?ird po9t wor?y ( consid]ation 9 ! hi/ory ( ,jol91 is1 ! means by :i* x pleas$ ,god to op5 ?is "y man's m9d2 & ?is1 ,i may v5ture to affirm1 0 ! ,holy ,scriptures4 ,x 0 ! simple exhibition ( ! fifty-fir/ ,psalm1 :i* at fir/ seem$ to expose 8 real /ate to him4 ,x 0 ! promises ( ! ,new ,te/am5t1 & ! types ( ! ,old1 :i* gave him 8 fir/ cle> notion ( fai?1 & :i* convey$ to 8 m9d a hope ( p>don4 ,! ,scripture !n became ! subject ( 8 m$itation day & night4 ,x 0 z a 8lamp unto 8 feet1 & a light unto 8 pa?2 a treasure m to be desir$ ?an gold1 yea1 ?an mu* f9e gold2 sweet] also ?an honey1 & ! honeycomb40 ,! value ( ,scripture aris+ f its cle>ness1 au?ority1 & its peculi> p[]1 "u ,god1 to fa/5 tru? on ! s\l1 are rem>kably conspicu\s 9 ! case ( ?is guilty p]son4 ,he he>d1 m>k$1 le>n$1 & inw>dly dige/$ its all-important tru?s1 & !y made him wise unto salvation4 ,b 9 connexion ) ?is1 & e o!r means employ$1 is to be notic$ ! influ5ce ( ,div9e grace4 ,! ,almighty p[] & sov]eignty ) :i* ?is 0 ex]cis$1 0 frequ5tly ackn[l$g$1 & cont9ually felt by ,jol94 ,he p]ceiv$ x 9 all ! rem>kable circum/ances ( 8 life--9 8 v>i\s escapes f dea?--9 8 f9al allotm5t--9 ! ev5ts :i* occurr$ 9 ! prison4 ,& :il/ all ?is di/+ui%+ m]cy 0 %[n t[>ds him1 he c\ld discov] no?+ 9 himself :i* des]v$ any su* remembrance at ,god's h&4 ,:y 0 he call$1 & n 8 fa!r1 0 "o ( ! po9ts :i* fir/ /ruck 8 att5tion on ! visit ( 8 fri5ds4 ,b to ^? ar\nd him "s o!r circum/ances1 illu/rat+ ?is influ5ce1 7 p]haps m obvi\s ?an ev5 to himself4 ,! mann] 9 :i* he 0 enabl$ to receive ! tru?s ( ! gospel2 ! gift ( spiritual und]/&+2 ! will+ he>t2 ! subdu$ _s1 & sanctifi$ he>t1 7 all circum/ances to be ref]r$ only to ! sov]eign grace ( ,him :o worke? 9 8 p to w & to d ( 8 good pleasure4 8,o1 ! dep? ( ! ri*es bo? ( ! wisdom & k ( ,god6 ,h[ unse>*able are 8 judgm5ts1 & 8 ways pa/ f9d+ out60 ,a fif? lesson to be le>n$ f ?is hi/ory1 is ! b5efit ( education4 ,"h 0 a "y man mo/ unlikely to pr(it f ! e>ly in/ruction he _h receiv$2 & to :at acc\nt did x turn8 ,9 8 wor/ times he 0 enabl$ to read ! ^w ( ,god1 & ?is he 0 l$ to d 9 ! t$i\sness ( 8 sea wat*es4 ,9 8 imprisonm5t1 ! bless+s ( 8 previ\s le>n+ 0 incalculable4 ,9 8 la/ exhortations on ! scaffold1 he press$ ^u 8 y\?ful auditors ! advantages ( att5dance ^u a ,sunday s*ool1 & ! public means ( in/ruction4 ,x is impossible to say h[ mu*1 or if any ( ! prep>atory "w ( religion1 _h1 by means ( education1 be5 go+ on 9 ,jol9's m9d4 ,b in=mation _h be5 giv5--a desire = in/ruction _h be5 implant$--! wret*$ness ( a s9ful c\rse _h be5 taught--! ,scriptures _h be5 read--! scaffold+1 9 fact1 _h be5 put toge!r1 by :i* ! future edifice might be erect$4 ,h[ /rik+ is ! lesson ( enc\ragem5t d]iv$ f ?is hi/ory1 to ^? :o are lab\r+ 9 ! s*ool or 9 ! prison4 ,:o c\ld h ?\ght t 9 ei!r case1 z x conc]n$ ,jol91 ! ev5t w\ld h be5 :at x 08 ,b :o kn[s :at ! mo/ untractable *ild may yet become1 or h[ f> ! se$ :i* is s[n1 may1 ev5 a long "t h5ce1 produce ! desir$ fruit4 8,9 ! morn+ s[ ?y se$1 & 9 ! ev5+ )hold n ?9e h&1 = ?\ kn[e/ n :e!r %all prosp] ei!r ?is or t1 or :e!r !y %all bo? be alike good40 ,we may1 9 our ef=ts to in/ruct1 meet ) _m disappo9tm5ts1 b x is pla9ly our duty to proce$1 ) becom+ c>e inde$1 b 9 ! remembrance bo? ( ,god's almighty p[] to tea* ! he>t1 & ( in/ances1 su* z ?is1 9 :i* t p[] has be5 s rem>kably ex]t$4 ,! /ate ( prison]s is "o :i* invites1 z x has 9 g5]al receiv$ ! peculi> commis]ation ( our c\ntrym53 m5 are (t5 to be f\nd !re 9 ,jol9's /ate ( m9d4 ,! prison is1 p]haps1 _! fir/ re/+-place 9 a c>e] ( ignorance1 & s91 & mis]y4 ,! visitor may too (t51 9 8 rese>*es1 discov] ! man1 z ,mr4 ,p9el did ,jol91 8)\t hope = ?is _w or ! next10 & may lead him to discov]ies ( :at1 p]haps1 nev] ent]$ 8 imag9ation4 ,at all ev5ts1 ! circum/ances ( trial & affliction are ^? mo/ fav\rable to s]i\sness ( reflection2 & ?is is ! c\rse by :i* ! s9n] is mo/ (t5 l$1 by ! grace ( ,god1 to turn f ! error ( 8 ways1 & to seek ! hope (f]$ 9 ! ,gospel4 ,! ev5t is always 9 ! h& ( ,him :o directs ! he>t4 ,b1 "u all circum/ances1 we "w ) ! bless+ ( ! ,almighty1 & ) 8 promise1 t our lab\r %all n be 9 va94 ,a six? lesson to be le>n$ f ?is hi/ory1 is ! happy effects produc$ by ! possession ( true religion4 ,9 ! case ( ,jol91 h[ spe$ily did x tranquillize & *e] 8 m9d4 ,x 0 l ! ^w ( its holy au?or1 :5 he said1 8,peace1 be /ill1 & !re 0 a great calm40 ,^? :o visit$ ! *amb] ( dea?1 :]e he dwelt1 c\ld n b feel a degree ( surprise at _! own feel+s1 :5 !y rememb]$ t !y 7 ) "o :o _h be5 a drunk>d & a murd]]4 ,b religion _h s(t5$ 8 "*1 & creat$ 9 him ^? g5u9e fruits :i*1 z we are taught1 spr+ f ! "w ( ! ,holy ,_s4 8,! wild]ness _h become l ,ed51 & ! des]t l ! g>d5 ( ! ,"l4 ,in/ead ( ! ?orn _h come up ! fir-tree1 & in/ead ( ! bri> _h come up ! myrtle-tree2 to be = a "n1 & = an ev]la/+ sign t %\ld n be cut (f40 ,la/ly1 !re is a lesson ( application to our own s\ls4 ,x may be ask$1 ,:at is ! intimate acqua9tance :i* we h _h ) ! exp]i5ce :i* ?is poor dy+ crim9al pass$ ?r\gh8 ,he1 be+ dead1 may speak to _m ( 8 own age1 :o h1 p]haps1 _h f> great] advantages ( education & example2 or he may speak to ^? :o h se5 m ye>s1 & yet h n atta9$ to t rip5ess ( fai?1 & t full assurance ( hope1 :i* made ,jol9 climb ) su* eag]ness ! gall[s hill1 & long = ! "t :5 he %\ld be ) ,*ri/4 ,?is hi/ory applies mo/ emphatically to ! case ( "y m52 tea*+ !m to avoid s91 ev5 :5 x may h ! sanction ( p>5tal example4 ,! ,bible1 !y mu/ rememb]1 & n m51 especially ungodly m51 %\ld be _! direction4 ,by ?is law we %all all be judg$1 & mu/ /& or fall4 ,9 ,jol9's la/ address1 he said1 8,avoid bad company1 dr9k+ spirits1 vici\s habits40 8,i exhort "y p n to violate ! ,sabba?1 b to frequ5t *ur*1 & att5d to _! religi\s duties4 ,w\ld t ?is trem5d\s example ( puni%m5t might lead e "y p]son :o he>s x to inquire into 8 own /ate1 & to rememb] h[ soon "o act ( s9 may br+ judgm5t ^u him2 & h[ trem5d\s w be 8 judgm5t1 if1 aft] ?is w>n+1 he is f\nd unprep>$40 ,?is hi/ory also speaks mo/ l\dly & awfully to p>5ts4 8,y see 9 me10 ,jol9 said f ! scaffold1 8! effect ( bad education & example4 ,f e>ly y\? ,i h be5 addict$ to intemp]ance4 ,my duty to ,god 0 nev] po9t$ out to me4 ,^? :o h *ildr5 committ$ to _! c>e1 ,i besee* to s5d !m regul>ly to *ur*1 & to ! ,sunday-s*ool1 & tea* !m _! duty to ,god & man40 ,let ^?1 !n1 :o are tea*+ ,sabba?-break+1 swe>+1 passion1 habits ( dr9k+ & vice1 to _! *ildr51 by _! own example1 look at ! horrible in/ance ( s9 & its consequ5ces1 :i* ?is case pres5ts--a p>5t1 murd]$1 & a son hang$6 f ! effects ( a fa!r's example6 ,! case speaks = itself3 & may ! ,holy ,_s enable u to le>n ! lesson :i* x tea*es4 ,may we all :o read or he> ?is acc\nt1 apply its lessons to ourselves4 ,let u adore ! a/oni%+ love ( ,god 9 ! case ( ?is poor outca/ s9n]2 ,8 sov]eign p[]1 ,8 b\ndless m]cy1 ,8 all-suffici5t grace4 ,may we seek to lay all ! burd5 ( our transgressions ^u t ,sacrifice 9 :om ,jol9 tru/$4 ,may we1 ) him1 f9d ! ,holy ,_s mak+ u z fit to live1 z1 we tru/1 he 0 fit to die3 s t :5 we h f\ght ! good fight1 we %all receive ! cr[n ( glory1 :i*1 we may tru/1 ?is believ+ p5it5t has be5 call$ to we> 9 ! pres5ce ( ,him :o gave him ! victory1 ?r\gh 8 own blood4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,london3 ,,ibotson ,,& ,,palm]1 ,,pr9t]s1 ,,savoy ,,/reet1 ,,/r&4 ,footnotes #de ,durell's acc\nt4