,transcribed from the #ahcj ,hatchard and ,son edition by ,david ,price1 email ccx#jgdpglaf4org ,,an ,,account ,,of ,,the ,,death ,,of ,,philip ,,jolin1 ,,who ,,was ,,executed ,,for ,,the ,,murder ,,of ,,his ,,father1 ,,in ,,the ,,island ,,of ,,jersey1 ,,october #c1 #ahbi4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,by ,,francis ,,cunningham1 ,a4 ,m4 ,,rector ,,of ,,pakefield4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,london3 ,,hatchard ,,and ,,son1 ,,piccadilly2 ,,seeley ,,and ,,sons1 ,,fleet ,,street2 ,,and ,j4 ,,nesbitt1 ,,berners ,,street4 99 99 99 99 99 #ahcj4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,london3 ,,ibotson ,,and ,,palmer1 ,,printers1 ,,savoy ,,street1 ,,strand4 ,,advertisement4 ,to determine the real state of mind in a criminal manifesting1 for the first time1 when under sentence of death1 signs of repentance1 is plainly a work of much difficulty4 ,if ever dissimulation may be expected1 it must be in the case of a person probably long habituated1 and1 in his present circumstances1 additionally excited to it by the fear of death3 and the experience of every minister of religion conversant in such cases1 must teach him that professions of religion1 under such circumstances1 are far oftener the language of alarm1 than of real conversion4 ,every one1 therefore1 would earnestly covet1 with ,mr4 ,newton1 to know rather how the man lived1 than how he had died4 ,but here the life and the death may offer the most conflicting evidence4 ,how difficult it is then so to decide as not1 on the one hand1 to make 8the heart of the righteous sad1 whom ,god has not made sad20 upon the other1 to say 8peace0 to the soul1 8when there is no peace40 ,most of the cases of religious communication with dying criminals1 recorded in the public prints1 are in the highest degree painful4 ,the chaplain goes through the forms of instruction1 the sermon is preached1 and then1 without one proof being assigned of the fitness of the criminal for that solemn ordinance of religion1 the sacrament is administered4 ,all the requisitions of our church1 as to 8those who come to the ,lord's supper10 are passed by4 ,the deep workings of repentance1 and longing for amendment1 the exercise of a lively faith in ,christ1 the thankful remembrance of his death1 the feeling of universal charity so difficult in such circumstances2 in short1 every evidence of an awakened and converted heart is neglected1 and the man forced upon a hypocritical avowal of truth1 to which he is in reality utterly a stranger4 ,he dies1 in fact1 with 8a lie in his right hand0--a lie1 the guilt of which is surely divided between himself and the minister who urges him to the rash reception of the sacrament4 ,it is under the deepest conviction of the difficulty of such cases1 that the present tract1 recording the events of the last eleven days in the life of a criminal is presented to the public4 ,his crimes had been great1 but hypocrisy was not amongst their number4 ,his faculties were not such as to give him any peculiar facility in adopting the truths presented to him4 ,he had received no previous religious instruction4 ,he had no uncommon power of utterance4 ,let the reader judge whether the words and conduct1 both before and after conviction1 as recorded in these pages1 do not supply an evidence of the power of ,god to reclaim the wanderer even in the eleventh hour2 and are not calculated1 in the highest degree1 to encourage the often disconsolate visitor of the sick1 the dying1 and the criminal4 ,the facts here recorded have been collected partly by personal communication1 partly from letters to the writer from the ,rev4 ,w4 ,c4 ,hall1 and partly from a printed account of the ,rev4 ,e4 ,durell4 ,the substance of the statement was first inserted in the ,christian ,observer1 and it is now submitted1 with some alteration1 to the public1 and with an earnest desire that its perusal may1 through the ,divine blessing1 tend to the glory of that compassionate ,saviour1 to whose service it is dedicated4 ,,the ,,last ,,days ,,of ,,philip ,,jolin1 ,,lately ,,executed ,,at ,,st4 ,,helens1 ,,for ,,the ,,murder ,,of ,,his ,,father4 ,,the particulars of the crime of this unfortunate young man may be stated in a few words4 ,he had long been known in the neighbourhood where he lived1 as an object of disgrace1 and the cause of perpetual disturbance4 ,not indeed that he was more profligate in character than those with whom he was immediately connected4 ,his father1 as well as his mother-in-law1 lived in habits of drunkenness4 ,she died eight months before the son committed the crime for which he suffered4 ,jolin was1 with his father1 by trade a blacksmith4 ,his business brought with it some temptation to drinking2 and1 in ,jersey1 where spirits are cheaper even than in ,england1 this disposition was most easily gratified4 ,so that1 with the example of his parents1 and his own circumstances1 it is not a matter of astonishment that he fell into the course of sin which led to his ruin4 ,the progress of vice was1 it is to be presumed1 in his case1 like that of other drunkards4 ,the liquor1 at first taken as a bodily relief1 unguarded by any restraint1 was soon resorted to as an indulgence2 till at last he was enlisted in the number of those of whom the prophet speaks1 8who rise up in the morning that they may follow their drink1 and continue till night1 till wine inflames them40 ,but the abominable tendency of this particular sin is illustrated almost equally by the conduct of the father and son4 ,it appeared on the trial of ,jolin1 that he had been exposed to the greatest cruelties on the part of his father4 ,one person deposed1 that he had often seen him beat his son with a hammer1 or any thing else1 which might happen to come under his hand1 and almost always about the head2 and the scars from these wounds were seen on his head when he was committed to prison4 ,another1 that she had once heard the prisoner's mother cry out for help4 ,she went in1 and saw the son down1 and the father striking him with an iron bar1 saying at the same time1 that he was going to kill him4 ,very often he would not give him any food4 ,another witness testified1 that1 going into the house of the father1 he saw him put down a flat iron bar1 with which he had just been striking his son on the head1 and his head was covered with blood4 ,he was laid on his bed1 but his father refused to allow any assistance to be tendered to him4 ,this witness had seen the father kick his son about several parts of the body4 ,what a contrast is all this to that scene which the psalmist describes of a household where the ,spirit of ,god dwells--8,behold1 how good and how pleasant it is for brethren to dwell together in unity1 for there the ,lord commandeth his blessing40 ,these facts are introduced1 not only in explanation of the subject1 but that some light may be thrown on the appeal which ,jolin afterwards made to his judge on his own behalf4 ,on the morning on which the last crime was committed1 as ,jolin confessed to one who attended upon him in prison1 he had drank to excess1 and become completely intoxicated4 ,in this state he returned to his own home--a home of which1 he added1 8no one knew the wretchedness40 ,it was dinner time1 but he found no food prepared1 and from his father he met with only that reception which he might expect from such a parent2 more especially when he himself was overcome with drunkenness4 ,he went into the garden to gather a pear1 and about this the fatal quarrel ensued4 ,the father had come behind1 and caught him by the cape of the jacket1 and kicked him about the back and legs4 ,he tore himself from his father1 and was soon seen running out of the house crying1 and the father in the act of pursuing1 as if with the intention of striking him4 ,the father said that he would 8settle him when he returned40 ,the son replied1 that he would 8settle him 7the father7 also40 ,the son then ran to a heap of bricks which lay in the street1 and taking one which he appears to have broken in two pieces1 he returned to be revenged on his father4 ,he was remonstrated with by a neighbour1 but in vain4 ,in his rage he threw the brickbats at his father4 ,one of the pieces struck him on the head1 and he immediately fell to the ground4 ,the wretched sufferer swooned from the violence of the blow and the loss of blood4 ,in this state he appears to have remained1 with very little change1 for about an hour1 when he died4 ,it is not stated whether he was enabled to cry for mercy to that ,god1 into whose presence he was thus awfully hurried2 or whether he had time to reflect upon the state of his son1 and his probable punishment4 ,how awful must have been the change to this wretched man1 when he found himself in a moment lifting up his eyes before the ,judge of quick and dead6 ,meanwhile1 the son1 utterly unconscious of what he had done1 or feeling only satisfaction at what he thought was the suitable punishment for his father1 went out again1 and finding his way into a neighbour's shop1 told the keeper of it that his father had beaten him1 and that he had knocked him down4 ,here he fell asleep1 and slept probably till his fit of intoxication had passed away4 ,on rising he was about quietly and unsuspectingly to return to the scene of his crime1 when he was arrested and brought to prison4 ,when1 on the way to the prison1 he was told that his conduct might possibly bring him to the gallows1 he showed his first symptom of alarm4 ,he remained in prison till ,thursday1 ,september #bd1 when he was submitted to his first public examination4 ,the trial1 according to the laws of that country1 was repeated on ,monday the #bhth4 ,the judges1 and two juries1 in number together thirty-seven1 after the fullest investigation of the facts1 and after hearing the able defence of his advocate1 ,mr4 ,hammond1 pronounced his crime to be murder1 and condemned him to death4 ,the court refused even to make application for the mitigation of punishment1 whereupon he was delivered to the execution of his sentence1 which he underwent on ,saturday1 ,oct4 #c;d4 ,there were many particulars in this case1 in addition to the remarkable nature of the crime1 and indeed the rareness of any crime of such magnitude in the small district in which it occurred1 that made it a subject of very general notice4 ,one leading circumstance was the manifest alteration which took place in ,jolin's mind during the period of his imprisonment4 ,upon this point there was an entire agreement of opinion amongst all persons who had any acquaintance with the real state of the case4 ,not only ministers1 both of the church and the ,dissenters1 but persons of other classes1 bore testimony to the reality of a change2 the nature of which1 however1 not so many persons could detect1 as its very striking effects4 ,the newspaper spoke of an 8alteration0 which took place in him1 of his 8confession1 in the most humble terms1 of his own sinfulness20 of 8his forcible admonitions to others to abstain from evil1 and to practise the duties of religion and morality20 but of the change of heart which this case exhibited1 the editor of the paper seems to have had no real understanding4 ,the case of ,jolin1 convinced of his sin1 however1 is that of a man1 not merely convinced of his guilt in one instance1 and anxious to warn others not converted by the ,holy ,ghost1 acknowledging his total alienation of heart from ,god1 and persuaded that all his repentance1 all his good resolutions1 could never expiate his past sins2 but that1 as he himself said1 8,christ was his only hope2 for ,,he had paid his ransom1 and ,he would receive him into glory40 ,the greater part of persons who have had much experience in visiting the dying sick1 or condemned criminals1 have1 in general1 little confidence in a repentance which only springs up under the apprehension of immediate death1 whatever flights of sentiment may be exhibited4 ,they have seen in the backsliding of men who promised every thing in the time of sickness1 how vain1 generally speaking1 are the convictions of their sincerity4 ,in the greater part of these cases1 there is a want of completeness in the work of repentance and faith1 which the experienced pastoral visitor is often able to detect2 too little of real contrition1 or too much of profession and confidence4 ,but in the case in question1 those who visited ,jolin confess themselves to have been impressed1 as they might conceive the spectators to be affected by the case of the thief on the cross4 ,one and all were led to say1 8this is the finger of ,god40 ,under such circumstances1 it cannot surely be wrong to gather together a few particulars of this history1 which will be interesting to those1 at least1 who have experienced the power of divine grace in their own change of heart1 and who rejoice in every display of it in the sinner that repenteth4 ,jolin appears in early life to have been sent to school1 although he said1 that such had been the irregularity of his father's house1 and such the hindrances thrown in his way1 that he had been more impeded than encouraged by his parents1 in any attempt to attend upon the public means of religious instruction4 ,how tremendous is the responsibility of such a father and mother2 culpable in their neglect1 but awfully so in their example6 ,and what a case is here presented of the retributive justice of ,god6 ,the father trained his child in habits of intoxication1 and treated him with cruel violence2 and the son1 in a fit of intoxication1 by an act of violence1 hurried his father headlong to the bar of ,god's judgment4 ,we are not able1 often1 so clearly to trace the workings of ,almighty wrath2 nor is it to be expected1 that1 placed as we are in a state in which we must look for our rewards or punishments beyond the grave1 we should here see any proportionate recompense of crime4 ,still we know1 that 8as a man sows so he shall also reap10 if not in this world1 to bring him to repentance1 yet certainly1 and how much more awfully6 in that world where a place for repentance is no where found4 ,this young man1 on some occasions previous to his committal to prison1 had read the ,bible2 for he remarked to one of his attendants1 that when at sea1 during his watch1 he had done so2 but he added1 8,i then read it as a sealed book4 ,i had neither eyes given me to see1 nor ears to hear1 and this was a just judgment upon me for my sins40 ,his mode of life had1 indeed1 been one of complete dissoluteness4 ,he went to sea1 because he was too bad to remain on land2 and he returned to shore1 probably because he was wearied of the restraints at sea4 ,the relations of the family1 disgusted at the scenes of vice in his father's house1 abandoned them4 ,so that it is not easy to conceive a state of lower degradation than this young man had reached4 ,no one1 as he himself said1 could describe the misery of this state as he had experienced it4 ,what situation could indeed more completely tend to brutalize the mind1 to deaden every feeling of conscience1 to leave the man long habituated to it 8without hope10 and indeed 8without ,god in the world80 ,the nature of the crime for which ,jolin was committed to prison1 was such as to increase the general horror against him4 ,this was exhibited by the crowd1 in the streets1 on the occasion of his trial2 so that his various crimes had made him an outcast from the pity and compassion of his fellow-creatures4 ,it is true1 there were particular circumstances in his case1 which1 if generally known1 would have lessened the public indignation1 and which might have been a source of secret satisfaction to himself4 ,these were the exceeding badness of his education1 the brutality of his father1 the continual discord of his family1 the state of intoxication in which he was when he unintentionally committed the crime2 but these points1 although once alluded to in his appeal to his judges1 were scarcely mentioned by him in his private conversations1 so completely was the conviction established in his mind1 that he had fallen into sin by the wilfulness of his own heart1 that he had destroyed himself2 and that to a greater depth of transgression he could scarcely have reached4 ,after ,jolin had been lodged in gaol1 he was visited by a very respectable relative1 ,mr4 ,pinel1 a member of the ,methodist church4 ,he made this visit1 as he himself testified1 without the hope of any spiritual benefit4 ,he1 however1 desired to relieve his temporal necessities1 and to afford him all the comfort in his power4 ,he found the poor culprit in a most pitiable state4 ,overwhelmed and stunned by his situation1 he was lying on a heap of straw1 and appeared like one who had no hope to look to in this world1 or the next4 ,mr4 ,pinel said to him1 8,young man1 ,i think both your body and your soul are in great danger40 ,jolin did not answer1 but sobbed excessively4 ,he then procured for him a bed1 and some comfortable clothing1 and put into his hands a ,french ,testament4 ,soon after1 as there was at that time no chaplain regularly appointed to the gaol1 ,jolin was visited by the curate of the parish1 ,m4 ,falle4 ,after some days1 ,m4 ,falle's great occupation in his ministry led him to transfer this important and interesting charge to the ,rev4 ,w4 ,c4 ,hall1 a young clergyman residing in the island1 who took the more immediate care of him1 watched over1 instructed1 and finally attended him through the dark valley of the shadow of death1 till he reached1 as ,i doubt not1 the portal of the heavenly abode4 ,meanwhile the ,testament was not neglected by ,jolin4 ,he read it nearly through2 but1 in the first instance1 it would seem1 without understanding the nature of the message which it was designed to convey4 ,his mind1 however1 was no doubt gradually preparing by the ,holy ,spirit to receive the instruction about to be more fully imparted4 ,on the #bb;d of ,september1 about ten days before his execution1 ,jolin was visited by ,mr4 ,hall and another clergyman4 ,he was then sitting in his bed1 and looking as wretched as might be expected under the circumstances in which he was placed2 as ,mr4 ,pinel had stated1 8without hope for this world1 or the next40 ,they immediately entered upon the object of their visit1 and spoke to him of the nature of his offence2 of the sin of murder1 as condemned by the law of ,god1 and aggravated in his case1 because committed against a parent2 of its sentence in the judgment of men1 and its heinousness in the sight of ,god4 ,they pointed out to him1 that1 awful as is man's sentence against this crime1 little consideration was due to this in comparison with the condemnation which the law of ,god pronounced2 and that this condemnation had passed upon him1 and that the execution of its sentence of eternal death would be inflicted if he did not repent1 and seek help and pardon through ,jesus ,christ4 ,all this was manifest1 for it was written in the word of ,god1 that murderers should have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone 7,rev4 xxi4 #h27 that drunkards should not inherit the kingdom of ,god1 7#a ,cor4 vi4 #aj37 and this condemnation1 it was also pointed out1 extended not only to these crimes1 but to that of the general sin of the heart1 and was the necessary consequence of its separation and alienation from ,god4 ,that this condemnation would come upon all sinners was evident1 for it is written1 8,the wages of sin is death10 7,rom4 vi4 #bc47 ,one point appeared particularly to produce the deepest sensation of pain in this young man's mind2 this was the representation of the conduct of ,god towards him in reference to his father2 that whilst that unhappy man had been cut off1 and sent almost without warning1 with all his sins upon him1 before the ,judge who will deal with every man according to his works1 he1 the murderer1 had been spared1 and brought into a prison1 where he had opportunity given him to reflect upon his state1 to seek for pardon1 and where salvation was offered to him1 if he would turn and seek it4 ,the cry of1 8,oh my father1 my poor father60 mingled with his sobs on that occasion4 ,although ,jolin's crime was so palpable1 and was confessed by him in the fullest1 yet as it was committed unconsciously1 and he had seen no traces of it1 except in what others told him1 the whole seemed like a dream2 and the deed itself1 with its appalling circumstances1 were not likely to fasten themselves on his mind as if it had been premeditated1 or as if he had been in full possession of his understanding1 or as if he1 which he himself wished1 had seen his father's murdered corpse4 ,however1 this circumstance afterwards appeared to turn out to his advantage4 ,it prevented him from fixing his thoughts exclusively on a particular sin2 and he was thus less hindered in discovering the sinfulness of his nature and of his general habits1 and learning the lesson it is often so difficult to comprehend1 that we are not less condemned by the law of ,god for our general alienation from him1 than for any one or more scandalous offences which we may have committed4 ,not that this state of mind in ,jolin prevented him from coming to the deepest sense of his own particular offence2 for as he learned more thoroughly to understand the nature of sin in general1 his feeling for his peculiar crime more deeply penetrated his soul4 ,one other subject seemed to produce in him the same intense state of feeling which the mention of his father had done2 this was the sin of intemperance1 which had1 as ,i have before remarked1 been the immediate cause of his crime4 ,mr4 ,hall1 thinking that he might be suffering from the cold1 confined as he was in a large stone-chamber1 of which the window was usually open1 guarded him against seeking a refuge from his sufferings from drinking4 ,at the mention of this1 he went off again into expressions of horror at the supposed possibility of such an offence in his tremendous circumstances1 and declared that nothing should again tempt him thus to transgress4 ,yet1 as ,mr4 ,hall observes1 were his resolutions expressed rather as if smarting under the penalty of his crime1 than as if conscious of his own inability to keep the engagement which he was entering into4 ,he spoke as a man strong in his own strength1 and as yet unacquainted with the perfect weakness of resolution not formed in dependence upon the power of ,god4 ,on the point of again falling into the sins of which he seemed to have repented1 three distinct states were noticed in ,jolin's case before his execution4 ,at first1 as at this visit1 he was fully confident that1 if he were once more to be set at liberty1 he should never again become intoxicated4 ,afterwards1 when he came to discover the exceeding weakness of his nature1 he even dreaded the possibility of his life being accorded to him1 lest he should again fall into temptation4 ,and1 lastly1 he learned to believe1 that having cast himself entirely upon ,divine grace1 and1 therefore1 using those means of watchfulness and prayer which the word of ,god prescribes1 he needed not fear1 if he were called again to life1 the temptation even to those vices to which he had been most habituated4 ,on the occasion of this visit1 the fifty-first ,psalm was pointed out to him4 ,it was in the ,prayer-book version1 as there was no ,bible at hand4 ,this ,psalm1 so remarkably calculated to meet the experience of a man feeling deeply his sins1 and more particularly of one implicated as he was in such a variety of vice1 struck his attention very deeply2 and the more so when1 the next day1 it was read to him in the ,bible translation1 and its chief points expounded to him4 ,he learned a great part of this ,psalm by heart2 it was nearly the last portion of ,scripture that he repeated2 and it became one of the subjects of his meditation during the long nights in which he was shut up alone4 ,the next day1 the #bc;d1 two or three passages of ,scripture were introduced to his notice2 besides which a fuller view was presented to him of the nature and consequences of sin4 ,on this occasion he was taught in what manner sin is the defilement of the whole heart2 that even the sins of his youth brought him just as much into condemnation before a holy ,god as his one great crime2 that eternal death was the wages of every transgression of the ,divine law2 and that repentance unto life required not only a feeling of sorrow for one sin1 but for every sin1 yea1 for sin itself1 as an offence against the ,almighty4 ,the promises of ,god to the chief of sinners were then pointed out him from ,isa4 i4 #ah1 that 8though his sins were as scarlet1 they might be made white as snow20 and from ,isa4 lv4 #f1 #g1 that 8if the wicked forsook his way1 and returned unto the ,lord1 he would have mercy1 and abundantly pardon40 ,the former of these passages remained fixed in his memory1 and was a continual source of consolation to his mind4 ,he now began to feel that his sins were as scarlet1 and to desire earnestly to be pardoned4 ,two other passages were also at that time referred to1 and enlarged upon4 ,the first of these was ,john iii4 #ad1 #ae4 8,as ,moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness1 even so must the ,son of ,man be lifted up1 that whosoever believeth on him should not perish1 but have everlasting life40 ,this type presenting so remarkable an image of the ,lord ,jesus ,christ lifted up to bear the sins of his people1 and affording a remedy to those who really believe in ,him1 was peculiarly calculated to meet his case3 and he was further taught from it1 that as this people1 if they had rather chosen to trust to other remedies1 or had refused to look at the brazen serpent1 or had spent their time in mourning over their maladies1 instead of doing as they were commanded1 would never have been healed2 so if the sinner does not look to ,christ1 there is no hope for him4 ,one other important lesson was also gathered from this subject2 namely1 that 8if a serpent had bitten any man1 when he beheld the serpent of brass1 he lived20 and in like manner1 8,whosoever believeth on ,jesus ,christ shall not perish1 but have eternal life40 ,jolin was thus instructed in the mode of pardon before ,god1 through the merits of ,jesus ,christ2 and in the efficacy of this remedy1 the universality of it to all that believe1 and the nature of faith1 the means by which it can alone be appropriated4 ,the last passage referred to was the history of the ,scape goat1 contained in ,lev4 xvi4 ,in this history we find that ,aaron1 whilst the people afflicted their souls1 7ver4 #bi17 laid both his hands on the head of the live goat1 and confessed on him all the iniquities of the children of ,israel1 and all their transgressions1 putting them upon the head of the goat1 and that the goat bore away with him all their iniquities into a land not inhabited4 ,the illustration of this subject1 and its application to ,jolin's own case1 were very obvious4 ,the people 8afflicting their soul10 denoted the state in which every sinner must present himself before ,god--for it is the broken and the contrite heart which ,god will not despise2 the 8confession of sin0 on the head of the goat pointed out the first and necessary duty of the returning penitent--for 8if we say that we have no sin we deceive ourselves1 and the truth is not in us2 but if we confess our sins1 he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins30 the laying the sins upon the head of the goat exhibited the act of faith1 by which the condemnation of the sinner is transferred to his atoning sacrifice2 and the leading away the goat into the wilderness1 the full1 perfect1 and eternal pardon promised in the ,gospel1 of every sin to every repenting sinner4 ,although ,jolin was not a person of uncommon capacity1 and although these passages of ,scripture seemed to be new to him1 yet he apprehended them in a manner which gave just indication that his heart was under the ,divine teaching4 ,it is said1 ,isa4 liv4 #ac1 8,all thy children shall be taught of the ,lord40 ,this state of teachableness now seemed to have been produced in this poor young man4 ,the power of ,god had made his heart willing1 ,ps4 cx4 #c2 and he came very soon to understand the truths by which he might be saved4 ,when the will of man is not disposed to submit to ,god1 every doctrine of the ,gospel presents difficulties2 one point is unreasonable1 another impossible1 a third useless2 but when the mind is taught of ,god1 it is astonishing how soon all these difficulties vanish4 ,the doctrines of the ,gospel1 which seem the most hard to understand and to receive1 are at once comprehended4 ,it is like a change from darkness to light4 ,the passages of ,scripture which teach the sinfulness of our own nature1 the worth of a ,saviour1 the nature of faith1 the pleasantness of religion1 the delight attendant upon dwelling with ,god1 are at once received and adopted2 and the whole system of ,christianity is discovered to be one exactly suited to the sinner's own state4 ,but the willingness of heart which is necessary to a right reception of religion1 we are every where in ,scripture taught1 is the gift of the ,holy ,spirit4 ,it cometh 8not of blood10 that is1 from our parents2 8nor of the will of the flesh10 that is1 by our own natural inclination2 8nor of the will of man10 that is1 by the teaching of others2 8but of ,god40 8,the wind bloweth where it listeth1 and thou hearest the sound thereof1 but canst not tell whence it cometh and whither it goeth3 so is every one that is born of the ,spirit40 ,we see then how necessary it is that1 if any man 8lack wisdom10 he should 8ask it of ,god20 and so much the more1 as our ,lord himself declares1 ,luke xi4 #ac1 his desire to give his ,holy ,spirit to them that ask him4 ,the #bdth was the day of ,jolin's first trial1 at the close of which he was found guilty4 ,some of his friends1 whom he had asked to go to him1 went after the trial4 ,they expected to find him1 on this occasion1 in some degree disturbed and agitated in mind2 but it was altogether otherwise4 ,the irons to which he was sentenced were put on him in their presence4 ,to this1 as the natural consequence of his condemnation1 he submitted almost without notice4 ,indeed1 the trial and the condemnation itself seem to have made little or no impression upon him2 for it was only by minute and repeated inquiry as to the proceedings of the day1 that visitors could obtain from him any account of them4 ,his mind seemed absorbed in something else2 and what this was1 afterwards appeared4 ,his conduct1 during his trial1 had been remarked by many of his judges1 as entirely suitable to his awful situation4 ,indeed1 his whole frame of mind was now beginning to discover the influence of a new principle1 and to show that the great work of regeneration was taking place4 ,in the early part of his confinement1 and indeed very recently1 he had wished1 as he might naturally1 for his escape2 and his cry to his advocate had been1 8,save me from the gallows20 but at this period1 the desire that his life might be spared1 seemed to be taken away from him in a most astonishing degree4 ,it was not so with the very zealous and able advocate to whom his cause had been committed1 and who very properly continued to the end1 to urge every plea1 and to encourage his client to every effort1 by which his punishment might be remitted1 or even delayed4 ,his friends too were most kindly anxious on this point2 and they even attempted to prove him insane1 that they might effect their purpose4 ,for a time he was influenced by the same desire4 ,but to those who visited him about this period1 he never once alluded to a desire to escape2 but on the contrary1 seemed almost always to refer to his sentence without apparent emotion2 and towards the end1 he appeared to long for1 and to be earnest for its completion4 ,this state of mind was no doubt to be attributed to two causes2 in part1 to a complete acquaintance with the state of his own case1 and to its final settlement by his judges2 but probably much more to his new state of religious feeling2 a sense of his own spiritual condition had begun to swallow up every other consideration4 ,a friend had given him the second chapter of the ,ephesians for his consideration1 that he might gain still further views of his state of guilt and defilement1 and that he might more clearly trace both the power of ,divine grace1 by which the sinner is quickened1 and the bright prospect placed before those who seek for pardon by the blood of ,christ4 ,the conversation of this day led to the subjects contained in this chapter2 and more particularly to the impossibility of man's pardon1 but by the grace of ,god1 through ,christ ,jesus4 ,in the midst of a statement of the hindrances in the way of salvation1 from the evil of our heart1 the weakness of our best endeavours1 and the defilement of our services1 ,jolin remarked1 8,i must put off my sins40 ,it was asked1 what he meant by putting off his sins4 ,his answer manifested at once the simple1 but clear1 manner in which he had received the ,scripture illustration pointed out to him the day before1 and it was truly gladdening to the feelings of his visitors3 8,did you not tell me yesterday about the live goat on whose head the sins were laid80 ,the application of the type of the scape goat had thus been made by him to his own state2 and he had arrived at the conviction1 that1 whatever might have been his sins1 and whatever were his hindrances1 he was permitted to 8put them all off10 upon that all-sufficient atonement1 the ,lamb of ,god1 which taketh away the sins of the world4 ,he had thus been enabled to feel his burden1 to bring it to the cross of ,christ2 and at once it seemed to have fallen from him at the feet of his ,redeemer4 ,the nature of faith is illustrated in a very interesting manner1 by the case of ,jolin4 ,the sinfulness of his own state he knew1 and felt deeply4 ,he did not1 however1 seek to excuse himself1 or to palliate his offences3 he did not think that past services would be any compensation to ,god2 that any circumstance of his life or character would skreen him from ,almighty wrath2 or that by repentance he might be pardoned through the mere mercy of his ,heavenly ,father4 ,in himself1 therefore1 he had no ground of hope whatsoever3 he was as a debtor who had nothing to pay2 as a sick man whose case was desperate3 but he felt an assurance that ,christ was able to pay his debt1 and to cure his disease1 and that in his own particular case1 he would do it2 and he himself did in heart1 what the high priest did with his hands1 transfer all his sins to the atonement4 ,thus he came to feel1 not indeed presumptuously1 but with confidence1 that all his sins were laid upon the sacrifice2 and he was able to contemplate the ,saviour's mercies instead of his own merited doom as a sinner4 ,the ground of this assurance in his mind was an acceptance of the simple testimony of ,god1 that he would blot out his transgressions4 ,he believed in this word of promise1 and joy in believing was at once imparted to him4 ,the simplicity with which ,jolin received the testimony of ,god in this instance characterized his religious experience during the whole of his remaining course4 ,the ,scriptures were as a message of ,god to his soul4 ,he received them as feeling there could be no doubt but every word of them was true4 ,i often1 said ,mr4 ,hall1 in the after part of his history1 tried to persuade him that it was1 naturally speaking1 an incredible thing that ,god should have come in the flesh and atone for sin4 ,but he always said that he believed it1 because it was so written in the book which is the truth4 ,i have before noticed the indifference which ,jolin appeared to feel to outward circumstances4 ,i have yet to observe another point connected with it1 in this day's visit1 which was the brightness and almost cheerfulness of aspect that his manner and countenance gradually assumed4 ,in the period before his condemnation1 his downcast look and general air of wretchedness were not unsuited to a state of despair2 but now he lifted up his head1 and even his voice seemed to have changed its tone4 ,this surprising change was observed by others4 ,mr4 ,hammond1 ,jolin's advocate1 told ,m4 ,durell1 as he himself has recorded it1 that when he saw the prisoner on the twenty-third of ,september1 he found him 8in really a distracted state1 torn by every conflicting passion1 and all his faculties hurried by the unutterable anguish of remorse4 ,the dread of death was uppermost in his thoughts2 and there was nothing to which he would not have submitted to avoid capital punishment3 but when he saw him again on the evening of the twenty-sixth1 he was astonished at the sudden change which had taken place in him3 he was calm1 placid1 and resigned1 and he had not one wish to live4 ,i then10 continues ,mr4 ,durell1 8mentioned to ,mr4 ,hammond1 that ,i had found him exactly in that state on my first visit1 the twenty-sixth1 which had preceded his own only by a few hours40 ,he adds1 8the opinion of an impartial and enlightened man1 like ,mr4 ,hammond1 was certainly very important3 but ,m4 de ,quetteville1 the mayor of the town1 and other laymen of the highest respectability1 who had formerly known the prisoner1 had been equally struck with that great and salutary change4 ,from a comparison of dates10 adds ,mr4 ,durell1 8,i am inclined to believe1 that his change must not only have been rapid1 but that his heart must have been almost as instantaneously touched as that of the penitent malefactor in the gospel40 ,now how was this wonderful change to be accounted for8 ,we read in ,acts xvi4 #cd1 that when the keeper of the prison in ,philippi had received ,st4 ,paul's message1 8,believe on the ,lord ,jesus ,christ1 and thou shalt be saved20 that he 8took0 the apostles 8the same hour of the night1 and washed their stripes20 and was 8baptized10 and rejoiced believing in ,god4 ,it was perhaps this very feeling of joy which ,jolin now experienced2 a joy which arose from a clear1 full1 well-grounded belief in the doctrine of justification by faith4 ,this doctrine1 which gives peace with ,god1 is1 when rightly apprehended1 attended with an experience of the love of ,god shed abroad in the heart by the ,holy ,ghost1 ,rev4 i4 v41 and this necessarily brings joy with it4 ,thus1 the man who has been taught to look to him that justifieth the ungodly1 is able to walk in the light of ,god's countenance1 and is 8filled with all joy and peace in believing40 ,on the #beth1 ,jolin narrated to his visitor the whole history of his melancholy life2 his difficulties and discomforts1 arising1 not so much from others1 as from his own sinful1 wilful heart4 ,like many other young persons1 he had chosen the way of dissipation and folly1 instead of that which many circumstances had led him to think was a happier and a safer course4 ,it is indeed true1 that his parents were not in a state to check him in his proceedings2 but he seems to have had at many intervals those convictions of conscience which were sufficient to have guarded him from the transgressions into which he fell1 and even to have guided him to seek the paths of religion4 ,his wretched education1 however1 came in aid of his natural self-will1 and soon confirmed him in those vices which led to his ruin4 ,his state had been1 as he himself described it1 at times truly miserable2 but drinking had quickly expelled every conviction of his own guilt1 and he soon returned again to his mad career4 ,he observed to ,mr4 ,durell1 that since #ahbc1 he had not seen one happy week4--,there are two things to observe on these transient convictions of guilt in a state of unconversion4 ,until the ,spirit of ,god has enlightened the heart1 sin does not by any means1 in all cases1 appear as it had appeared to ,jolin1 and as it invariably does to the renewed heart1 a grievous burden4 ,the life of many wretched sinners is one unbroken course of self-satisfaction4 ,they are described in the seventy-third ,psalm1 as often passing from their cradles to their graves without a feeling of sorrow1 or an apprehension of death4 ,the ,bible1 however1 teaches1 that such a state of unmixed prosperity is the most dangerous in which a man can be placed2 that the sinner1 when thus left alone of ,god1 is lifted to that very slippery pinnacle from which he will fall to his eternal ruin4 ,ministers cannot1 therefore1 press upon their ungodly hearers the universal conviction of the misery attending upon sin as an evidence of their unconverted state1 because sin does not in this life uniformly bring along with it any such conviction4 ,their state of self-complacency is1 indeed1 a state which comes as short of the real spiritual happiness of the true ,christian1 as darkness does of light2 but it often affords a false peace1 which perhaps does not leave the sinner till his punishment begins1 and the door of hope is shut against him for ever4 ,another observation arising from ,jolin's feeling of wretchedness in his former state1 is1 that the pain sometimes connected either with the practice of sin1 or a view of its consequences1 will not1 unassisted by the ,spirit of ,god1 produce the real repentance which the ,gospel requires4 ,it is true1 the compunctions of conscience1 like the afflictions of life1 are means often used to prepare the sinner for the doctrines of the ,gospel4 ,yet1 in how many cases do we find men wounded1 but not contrite2 stunned1 but not really affected by the deepest distresses of life4 ,thus we learn1 that it is not any mere dispensation of ,providence which necessarily brings men to that knowledge and faith which are needful for salvation4 ,it is true1 that ,god does bless the endeavours of the willing mind whenever he sees them2 but the mind is not necessarily made willing because it suffers1 any more than a child is necessarily made more compliant by the punishment which is inflicted4 ,some substances harden whilst others melt under the fire4 ,thus some souls are only confirmed in sin by the events which are instrumental in recovering others from it4 ,for this he must be quickened by the power of ,god1 he must have an entirely different sense imparted to him from the mere feeling of the misery of an evil course1 or the afflictions of life2 he must be convinced of his own desperate state in the sight of ,god1 and of the need of that sacrifice which the ,saviour has wrought out1 before that good work is really begun1 which1 it is promised1 shall be carried on till the day of ,jesus ,christ4 ,so far1 then1 from the common notion1 that the sufferings of our life will atone for its offences1 those sufferings have no connexion whatever with our state hereafter1 except as they may have been a means of bringing us to seek that sacrifice by whom alone any of our sins can be pardoned4 ,but to return to ,jolin's history4 ,in the visit of the #beth1 he was again led to a consideration of the only sacrifice for man's transgression1 particularly as it is exhibited in the fifty-third chapter of ,isaiah4 ,in this portion of ,scripture he learnt more exactly the cause for which ,jesus ,christ came on the earth1 and became a man of sorrows1 and acquainted with grief3--8,surely he hath borne our griefs1 and carried our sorrows40 8,he was wounded for our transgressions1 he was bruised for our iniquities2 the chastisement of our peace was upon him1 and with his stripes we are healed4 ,all we like sheep have gone astray3 we have turned everyone to his own way2 and the ,lord hath laid on him the iniquity of us all40 ,other passages of ,scripture1 connected with this subject1 and pointing out the love of ,god as the first cause of man's salvation1 were also explained to him1 as1 ,rom4 v4 #h1 8,while we were yet sinners1 ,christ died for us40 ,and in connexion with this1 ,ephes4 ii4 #d1 #e1 8,god1 who is rich in mercy1 for his great love wherewith he loved us even when we were dead in sin1 hath quickened us together with ,christ40 ,and1 ,rom4 viii4 #a1 8,there is no condemnation to them that are in ,christ ,jesus1 who walk not after the flesh1 but after the ,spirit40 ,the being in ,christ ,jesus1 and the nature of faith1 by which alone he could apply the merits and sufferings of the ,saviour1 were now1 as they were continually1 dwelt upon4 ,the faith of the ,gospel1 he was more particularly taught1 was such a reception of the truths of ,scripture1 and more especially of the engagement of ,god to pardon every sinner who came to him in ,christ ,jesus1 as led not only to an entire dependence upon ,christ1 but to a complete submission to his will1 and a consequent change in our own nature4 ,it was not merely a reception of the doctrine of faith1 which was to be regarded as faith in the soul1 but the creation in the heart of a new and animated feeling of trust in the ,redeemer4 ,the influence of faith in the soul was like that of food to the body2 it imparts a new feeling and character2 gives new nourishment and vigour1 and works by love1 not only to the ,saviour himself1 but to all around us4 ,faith1 therefore1 to be a living principle1 must be felt by ourselves1 and must be seen by others3 and of both these points the faith of this young man gave ample proof4 ,it gave confidence to his own mind1 and even gladdened his heart2 it made the ,bible a new book to him2 it cheered the solitude of his prison2 it directed him to be mindful of every practical duty2 it gave a new direction to all his hopes and fears1 and enabled him to go onwards in a spirit of filial dependence to meet the last conflict4 ,it was at this time1 ,i think1 that he made a confession1 which served to explain his previous state of mind1 and to show how remarkably his attention was fixed on one point4 8,how extraordinary1 sir10 said he1 8it is1 that for these last two days ,i have been able to give my mind only to one subject2 the thought of my crime and of my death have been taken from me1 and ,i have scarcely been able to give my attention to either40 ,the one subject which occupied all his attention1 and shut out every other1 was the love of his ,saviour1 who had given himself for his sins4 ,this1 as he said1 8filled his heart40 ,his state of mind served to show the absorbing nature of this ,divine principle when it is fully implanted in the soul4 ,when the mind has suddenly gained a view of its former state of alienation1 and has been brought nigh again to ,god1 it is impossible that the sense of this vast change should not swallow up every other feeling4 ,it is difficult at all times to think much of ,god1 and to think of any thing else2 but how much more1 when the first conviction of the ,divine presence overwhelms the soul4 ,and1 as ,david1 in the fifty-first ,psalm1 appears to have comparatively lost sight of his sin against his country1 the family of ,uriah1 and of all the consequences of it1 in the depth of the feeling which he had of his sin against ,god2 so the love of ,christ took possession of ,jolin's mind2 and in its length1 and breadth1 and depth1 and height1 so filled his thoughts1 and so absorbed his soul1 that every other subject sank into nothing4 ,it will be manifest1 that1 in the explanation of all these subjects1 there was a constant repetition of points before explained1 and reference to many texts which are not noticed4 ,jolin did not talk much2 and indeed it was chiefly in answer to a question1 that he made any observation at all4 ,when a passage of ,scripture was read to him1 he would often take the ,bible and read it over slowly to himself1 then observe carefully whether a paper to mark it was so placed1 that he might find the place again1 and return the book with some slight expression of his feelings4 ,in this way did he seem to lay up portions of the ,divine word1 upon which he might reflect in his solitary hours4 ,his manner was always calm and self-possessed2 and his answers to questions were such as showed that he clearly understood the grounds upon which the answer was to be made4 ,he was never beside the mark in a reply4 ,but it was quite evident that all the lessons which were taught him1 and which had the warrant of scriptural authority1 sank into his heart1 and that he found in them that which corresponded with his own experience4 ,the next day1 the #bfth1 he was visited by ,mr4 ,dallas1 one of the chaplains of the ,bishop of ,winchester1 and by ,mr4 ,durell1 the rector of ,st4 ,saviour's parish4 ,these two clergymen have each given public and repeated testimony to the state of mind in which they found ,jolin4 ,the visit of ,mr4 ,dallas was chiefly occupied in an endeavour to search out the reality of the foundation upon which the hope of the penitent rested1 and he viewed it as most satisfactory4 ,mr4 ,durell visited ,jolin at the request of the ,dean of ,jersey1 in whose parish the prison is situated4 ,mr4 ,durell says in his little work1 8,i came to perform a difficult and unpleasant duty1 which1 indeed1 ,i could not refuse4 ,i mention this indifference10 he adds1 8to show1 that when ,i first repaired to this poor man's dungeon1 there must have been something very powerful to have affected me to such a degree40 ,he at first brought ,dodd's ,prison ,thoughts with him to read to ,jolin2 but1 on the suggestion of a friend1 he changed this book for the ,bible4 ,mr4 ,durell visited ,jolin many times3 and he has published an account of each visit4 ,his remarks are candid1 kind1 and very clear as to his belief of the real change of ,jolin's character4 ,the facts which he narrates are some of them in the highest degree interesting4 8,i have sympathised10 he says1 8in ,jolin's cell1 in all the horrors of his situation4 ,i have shuddered at his nefarious parricide2 ,i have rejoiced in his unfeigned repentance2 and ,i have been soothed by his delightful anticipations of a blessed immortality40 ,he adds1 on one occasion1 8,i never saw a man more free from enthusiasm4 ,all his religion centred in the atonement of ,christ40 ,on another1 8,i never heard him complain of the evidence against him1 nor of his sentence2 never did an expression of murmur or of invective escape from him40 ,he says again1 8,this visit lasted three hours2 than which none ever made a deeper impression on me1 or will perhaps be more conducive to my own spiritual improvement40 ,he adds again1 8,it may1 perhaps1 be supposed1 that it was the dread of death which had excited his religious fervour2 on the contrary1 those apprehensions ceased from the moment that holy principle originated in his heart3 neither was it that instinctive fear of dying that drove him into religious inquiries and self-examination4 ,that fear may1 indeed1 have caused a wicked man to be sorry for his sin2 but the growth in knowledge1 in grace1 and in so many gifts of the ,spirit1 was so extraordinary and so unprecedented1 that ,i cannot account for it as having been the result of natural causes operating on an ardent and distracted mind4 ,i am not only impartial1 but am conscious that ,i am as free from superstition and enthusiasm as any man2 yet ,i feel inwardly convinced1 that ,jolin's conversation had something in it more than human2 and that ,providence assisted him with an imperceptible1 though equally miraculous1 working of the ,holy ,spirit2 to the end that his edifying repentance might operate like a distinguished example to open the bosom of many an infidel to an examination of the sacred truths of ,christianity1 and to persuade the thoughtless and profligate1 that1 unless they abandon their dangerous course1 they will be doomed to certain destruction40 ,but it may be interesting to lay before your readers the last communication of this kind friend1 when ,jolin was about to be executed4 ,it was in a letter to one of the ministers then with him in the prison4 ,st4 ,saviour's1 ,oct4 #c1 #ahbi1 #i o'clock in the morning4 8,sir1--,the deep1 the ,christian interest1 which ,i feel for our departing brother1 induces me to write you a short note4 ,tell him that ,i pray that the strength which is imparted from on high may not fail him in his last hour1 and that the sufferings of the ,saviour may inspire him with religious courage to bear his sufferings4 ,tell him also1 that since we are not to meet again on earth1 he departs with my blessing and my prayers2 and that1 ,i trust1 we shall meet again where every tear shall be dried from every eye4 ,the sixteenth chapter of ,st4 ,john is most particularly adapted to his awful situation4 ,the thirty-third verse is a glorious precept and example for him3 #8,these things have ,i spoken to you1 that in me ye might have peace4 ,in the world ye shall have tribulation3 but1 be of good cheer1 ,i have overcome the world4' 8,i am1 sir1 yours truly1 8,e4 ,,durell40 ,on the last ,sunday of his life1 ,jolin had many visitors4 ,his mind seemed gradually to ripen for eternity4 ,he gained every day clearer views of his sinful nature1 of the power of ,divine grace1 of the nature of faith1 of the immensity of the love of ,christ1 and of the offer of a free salvation made to himself4 ,he could now trace very distinctly1 in the various events of his life1 the manifestations of the great mercy of ,god in his favour4 ,the returning prodigal 7,luke xv47 he felt more and more to represent himself and his own case4 ,he saw his heavenly ,father waiting to be gracious to him4 ,he had scarcely time to offer up his supplications1 when he found1 that before he called1 ,god had answered1 and while he was yet speaking1 ,he had heard4 ,there was one circumstance connected with the visit of this day which is1 in itself1 striking4 ,the last trial was to take place on the morrow4 ,he had1 under the direction of his legal adviser1 prepared a paper1 which was to be read to the jury4 ,there was still1 therefore1 a possibility of his escape from the punishment of death4 ,this latter circumstance became a subject of conversation1 and an earnest hope was expressed on the part of his visitor1 that1 if he was set at liberty1 he would be supported by ,divine grace1 and that he would be enabled to live to the glory of ,god4 ,his answer to this observation clearly showed how well he understood the power of the grace of ,god1 and how entirely his heart was stayed upon that as his only support in every emergency of his life1 whether he were to escape from prison1 or be led to the scaffold4 ,he observed1 8,sir1 the man that is fit to die1 is fit to live4 ,i have known what it is to have a heart as hard as a diamond2 but ,i now feel ,i have a heart of flesh40 ,his persuasion was thus very clearly expressed1 that the same power which had changed his heart from stone to flesh1 could and would keep him on his way2 and that1 depending upon ,divine grace1 he need not fear whether life or death were presented to him4 ,in this calm and confiding posture of mind1 he seemed continually to rest4 ,all his hope and trust were grounded on his ,saviour4 ,he had come to the full experience of the psalmist--8,it is good for me to draw near to ,god40 ,a hymn of ,cowper's1 which had been given to him1 seemed very much to have arrested his attention this day4 ,it is on the subject of the fountain opened for sin1 and for uncleanness4 7,zech4 xiii4 #a47 8,there is a fountain filled with blood1 ,drawn from ,immanuel's veins2 ,and sinners plunged beneath that flood ,lose all their guilty stains4 ,the dying thief rejoiced to see ,that fountain in his day2 ,and there have ,i1 though vile as he1 ,wash'd all my sins away4 ,e'er since1 by faith1 ,i saw the stream ,thy flowing wounds supply1 ,redeeming love has been my theme1 ,and shall be till ,i die4 ,then1 in a nobler1 sweeter song1 ,i'll sing thy power to save1 ,when this poor lisping1 stammering tongue ,lies silent in the grave4 ,lord1 ,i believe thou hast prepared 7,unworthy though ,i be7 ,for me a blood-bought free reward1 ,a golden harp for me4 ',tis strung and tuned for endless years1 ,and formed by power divine1 ,to sound in ,god the ,father's ears1 ,no other name but thine40 ,this hymn he was very fond of1 and he repeated it on his way to the scaffold4 ,it had been an object to store the mind of ,jolin with subjects which might1 by the ,divine blessing1 be sources of encouragement and of comfort to him when left alone with his ,bible1 or in the silent hours of the night4 ,the following points1 in addition to those already enumerated1 had been dwelt upon2 and now1 as the opportunities for visiting his prison by the individual who proposed them1 had drawn to a close1 some of them were at this time again earnestly pressed upon his attention4 ,these were1 the 8tender mercy0 of ,god1 7,luke i4 #gh17 by which alone the ,day-spring from on high visits the soul1 and by which it is brought out of its state of natural darkness2 the view of ,christ touched with the feeling of our infirmities1 7,heb4 iv4 #ae1 #af17 and encouraging us to go with boldness to the ,throne of grace2 the invitation to ask with importunity for the ,holy ,spirit 7,luke xi4 #a-aa72 the intercession of ,jesus for his people 7,rom4 viii4 #cd72 the promise1 that ,god who had not spared his own ,son would with him freely give us all things 7,rom4 viii4 #cb72 the remedy against all trouble to be found in faith in the ,lord ,jesus ,christ 7,john xiv4 #a72 the parting address and prayer of ,christ 7,john xiv4 xv4 xvi4 xvii472 and the engagement that nothing shall separate the believer from the love of ,christ 7,rom4 viii4 #ce-ci74 ,to this was added1 as much examination as to the working of these doctrines on his heart1 the degree in which they were felt1 and their practical bearing1 as the time and circumstances would admit4 ,all these subjects ,jolin appeared to understand and to receive2 and if he could not enumerate them as distinct articles of his religious creed1 yet he seemed fully to comprehend and to receive them as the testimony of ,god4 ,monday1 the #bhth1 was the day fixed for his second trial2 and here he exhibited the character of a real ,christian4 ,his defence he had written before1 and it was as follows3--8,gentlemen1 whatever may be my fate1 ,i shall not die without having to reproach myself for not having quitted my father's house4 ,by so doing1 ,i should have avoided being the victim in different unhappy affairs that often took place between my father and mother1 in which ,i was generally the object upon which the weight of their discontent fell4 ,i was often obliged to submit to being beaten most severely1 and to hear language unworthy of being uttered by either father or mother4 ,now1 left to myself in the solitude of a dungeon1 ,i reflect on times gone by1 remembering that ,i was the only child1 abandoned to the most deplorable fate4 ,yet ,i ought to have been wiser1 and not followed the example of my nearer relations1 the source of my misfortune4 ,but now that respectable ministers of the ,gospel have taken the trouble to visit me1 and point out my duty towards ,god and towards man1 ,i rest contented4 ,i pray to ,god to pardon the horrible1 but never premeditated crime of which ,i am guilty4 ,if ,i ever had an intention of killing my poor father1 ,i had a very favourable opportunity of doing so1 when he was stretched upon a bed of sickness1 unable to help himself4 ,i was then the only person who took care of him1 and administered to his wants1 as there was no other person besides myself in the house4 ,i beg pardon of all those whom ,i may have willingly or unwillingly offended4 ,gentlemen1 after this declaration1 ,i submit myself entirely to your wisdom4 ,it is you who are going to decide my fate4 ,i am ready to meet it1 and ,i will submit to your judgment without a murmur4--,,ph4 ,g4 ,,jolin40 ,this paper is a translation from the ,french1 in which language it was originally written4 ,whether it is accurately translated1 or whether it was written by ,jolin himself1 or by his advocate1 it is impossible to judge4 ,the passage in it which relates to his parents1 if his own1 is liable to objection4 ,the faults of a parent1 especially faults so awfully punished1 ought not to have made a part of his defence4 ,if the language is that of his advocate1 it is only the language of legal justification1 and the facts are both true and of much weight for the extenuation of his crime4 ,it is said1 that during his trial1 his calmness was remarkable4 ,his lips apparently were employed in prayer1 and this he afterwards confessed was the case4 ,he prayed for himself1 that he might be strengthened to go through his trial1 and also for his judges and his jury4 ,there was no effrontery in his look2 but1 on the contrary1 the appearance of deep humiliation4 ,for four hours1 during which time his trial lasted1 he never lifted his eyes from the ground4 ,on his return from the trial1 he had to encounter the indignation of the populace against his crime4 ,on the former occasion1 a woman had cried1 8,ah1 le scelerat60 which had a good deal affected him4 ,this time he addressed the people from the prison gates1 and when they observed that he was half dead from fatigue1 he said1 amongst other things1 8,i have a strength within me ye know not4 ,this supports me4 ,weep not for me1 weep for yourselves40 ,during the following days of his life1 he received continual visits from a variety of persons4 ,on the #bhth1 the ,rev4 ,p4 ,filluel2 on the #bith1 from both the chaplains of the ,bishop of ,winchester2 ,mr4 ,dallas was indeed as assiduous in his attendance at the gaol1 as his many other duties at that time would permit2 and all these gentlemen expressed the strongest conviction of the reality of ,jolin's conversion4 ,many ministers1 and others beside1 very kindly came1 desiring to impart to him some spiritual gift4 ,he received all gladly2 but more especially those whose conversation led him to believe that they came to him in the fulness of ,christian love4 ,his discernment on this point was a striking evidence of the clear views of doctrine which he had attained4 ,he perceived and felt the inadequacy of those religious systems which were not connected with deep and experimental views of personal corruption2 and with exclusive dependence for salvation upon the atonement of ,jesus ,christ4 ,with a sense of gratitude for the instruments made use of in awakening his mind1 ,jolin appeared remarkably independent of any outward help4 ,he was by no means like a man who hung upon another's teaching1 but upon that of ,god4 ,it was on this account that he was1 perhaps1 able to bear without injury the multifarious instruction which he received4 ,his own language was most satisfactory2 he always spoke of the salvation procured for him as a free and unmerited gift of ,god2 and dwelt upon the peculiar manifestation of ,god's grace to himself1 inasmuch as he had twice saved him from shipwreck when he was in an entirely unprepared state to meet death1 and now he had been brought to that prison that he might learn the way of salvation4 ,his expressions of the sense of his own unworthiness were clear and strong4 ,he told one of his friends that he had nothing to offer to ,god1 but his heart2 that all his repentance1 all his resolutions1 all his short conflict with the carnal heart1 could never expiate his sin4 ,on another occasion he said1 that he was not worthy to pick up the crumbs under his ,master's table2 and on another1 that ,christ was his only hope2 that ,he had paid his ransom1 and that ,he would receive him into glory4 ,with another class of visitors1 those of his family and friends1 he was equally decided in declaring what great things ,god had done for his soul1 and what necessity there was that they should turn and repent if they would be saved4 ,indeed1 a discourse of this kind had made some of them think him insane4 ,he had told his relations who had come to him1 that he was formerly unclean and unholy2 that they were so at that moment4 ,he therefore entreated them to apply to ,him who had cast out the unclean devils into the swine1 to cleanse their souls4 ,on all occasions1 when he could1 he manifested the same desire to instruct others1 and lead them to that refuge which he had found so precious to his own soul4 ,on ,thursday1 ,october #a1 ,mr4 ,durell records a very interesting visit which he paid the prisoner3 interesting1 as it showed the state of mind in which he found him4 8,as we approached the passage10 says ,mr4 ,durell1 8we could hear the loud ejaculations of the prisoner's prayers40 ,the gaoler observed1 that he always found him thus employed when he was left alone in the cell4 ,mr4 ,durell read to him the account of our ,saviour's death1 from ,matthew xxvii41 and concluded with a prayer1 at the end of which ,jolin was much affected4 ,he exhibited1 on this occasion1 the deepest sense of gratitude to all about him2 and ,mr4 ,hammond1 his advocate1 who was also present1 bore witness to the calmness and the change of ,jolin's state of mind4 ,to the latter gentleman1 he1 on that occasion1 expressed his sense of the great services rendered to him on his trial4 ,he sat up on his bed1 and clasping both his hands together1 said most earnestly1 8,mr4 ,hammond1 ,i thank you over and over again for the pains you have taken for me4 ,i regret that ,i have nothing to give to reward you as you deserve40 ,this same sense of gratitude led him constantly to express his thanks to his gaoler1 whose kindness and attention1 those who were so often going out and in the prison can fully testify4 ,but it was not on this occasion alone1 for the evidence afforded to his state of mind was very remarkable4 ,the acting lieutenant-governor1 the dean1 the mayor1 a leading medical man who came to inquire into his insanity1 clergymen1 dissenting ministers1 his advocate1 his relations1 his attendants1 all appear to have come away from the prison with a common conviction1 that the power of ,god had been at work in producing the wonderful change which they witnessed4 ,on the day previous to his execution1 the event to which ,i have referred with regard to his relations occurred4 ,they1 not understanding the nature of the change which had taken place in him1 and1 judging from reports of blows which he had received1 and other circumstances1 endeavoured to establish the plea of insanity2 and they brought a very eminent medical practitioner to examine into his state4 ,but this interference was followed by the best consequences2 for1 whilst on the one hand it was clearly ascertained that ,jolin was in no state of derangement1 or delusion1 or enthusiastic fervour2 on the other1 the clearest and most satisfactory evidence was given of his real state of mind4 ,after this1 the ,dean of ,jersey kindly attended to administer the sacrament to him4 ,before he received the holy communion1 he underwent an examination2 and to the dean1 and three other clergymen1 he gave1 in answer to their questions1 a reason of the hope that was in him4 ,he explained with such clearness the object and the nature of his faith1 testified so deep a sense of his own unworthiness1 and showed so good a feeling towards all his fellow-creatures1 that they had not1 any of them1 a doubt of his fitness to partake of the feast prepared for the penitent sinner4 ,this examination1 which was peculiarly solemn and affecting to ,jolin1 looking1 as most of the people of that island do1 with deep veneration on the high and sacred office of the dean1 was remarkably calculated to detect any thing which might be suspicious in his views1 or in his real state4 ,throughout this day1 ,mr4 ,hall reports1 that ,jolin was longing to depart1 and to be with ,christ1 saying1 8,the hours pass slowly40 ,it was remarked that he must wait ,god's time1 who had yet work for him to do in his vineyard4 ,and most faithfully was every hour devoted to the duties of his immediate calling4 ,he warned1 rebuked1 exhorted1 with all long-suffering and patience4 ,he said he thought it would be better for him to die on the scaffold1 than quietly in his cell1 as he might thereby glorify ,god by his patience1 and be an example to all of the fatal consequences of indulgence in sin4 ,mr4 ,durell has given an account of his last visit to ,jolin on the evening of this day4 ,he chose the same subject to read to him as on the day before1 but from another ,evangelist4 ,it was ,luke xxiii41 the account of our ,saviour's crucifixion4 ,during the reading1 ,jolin's sensibility was greatly excited1 and his half-broken sobs were heard4 ,mr4 ,durell1 thinking it proper to check this state of mind1 pointed out the sufferings of ,christ as a matter of holy joy1 and threatened to lay down the book1 and read no more1 if ,jolin continued to feel so much4 ,mr4 ,durell1 wishing to avoid any thing which might discompose ,jolin1 carefully omitted making any comment on the most affecting part of our ,saviour's sufferings4 ,he1 on the other hand1 sought to comfort him by an application of the promise1 that 8they who sow in tears1 shall reap in joy20 and by the prospect of paradise held out to the penitent thief4 ,he adds1 in conclusion1 8,in the course of my profession1 ,i have seen many individuals on the brink of the grave2 but never before did ,i witness such coolness and such self-command--a scene so holy1 so edifying1 so sublime4 ,had he been in the full bloom of human prosperity1 and with the prospect of adding half a century longer to his existence1 he could not have been more collected4 ,i was myself almost falling into a delusion contrary to the evidence of my own senses4 ,i could not believe that one so near his end could retain so much courage1 or such contempt of ignominy and death4 ,i could not believe that one so gentle1 and now so well instructed in religious duties1 could have been ever capable of committing a crime for which he deserved to die--that he could have been a murderer40 ,on the night previous to his execution1 the kind relation who had first visited him in the prison1 and brought him the first message of salvation1 in bringing him the ,new ,testament1 and ,mr4 ,gallachin1 an excellent minister of the church1 sat up with him4 ,they endeavoured to sing a hymn1 and1 feeling the imperfection of the service1 he said1 8,to-morrow ,i shall join in very different singing from this40 ,at half-past one in the morning1 he fell into a kind of dozing stupor for an hour1 but did not sleep4 ,during that time he was heard repeating the fifty-first ,psalm1 and also repeatedly exclaiming1 8,glory to the ,lamb6 glory to our ,lord ,jesus ,christ60 and when he awoke1 he said that he had seen glorious things in a dream4 ,he also said1 between sleeping and waking1 as it appeared1 8,there is now1 therefore1 no condemnation for them that are in ,christ ,jesus40 ,at waking he requested that a hymn might be sung4 ,the next morning ,mr4 ,hall went to him at half-past six o'clock4 ,when he entered his cell1 ,jolin said1 8,oh1 ,mr4 ,hall1 ,i am so glad to see you2 ,i am so happy4 ,i have slept four hours1 and the rest of the night we have spent in such delightful conversation4 ,i feel so strong1 but ,i will wait patiently the ,lord's time40 ,the day before1 ,i have observed1 he thought the hours passed slowly1 he was so anxious to depart and to be with ,christ4 ,mr4 ,hall took occasion to warn him1 that he had still a work to do4 ,he must not only glorify his ,saviour by his conduct1 and by his patient resignation1 but he must again speak a word of warning to those about him4 ,and he assured him that he might be able to do more for the praise and honour of his ,master in his death upon the scaffold1 by bearing testimony to his own exceeding wickedness1 and to the unsearchable mercy and love of ,christ1 than if he had died in a more private manner4 ,to this he assented1 and took the resolution of doing all in his power4 8,great1 indeed10 says ,mr4 ,hall1 8were the grace and support which he enjoyed4 ,he felt sick at breakfast time1 and could not eat2 but1 to oblige me1 he said he would try4 ,about nine o'clock his irons were taken off2 and ,i could not help thinking of this as symbolical of that liberty which soon1 when passed beyond this life1 he would enjoy for ever in the presence of his ,saviour4 ,jolin immediately proposed to me to kneel down and thank ,god for what he had done for him2 saying1 #8,i have always before prayed in bed2 now ,i can go on my knees in the proper posture for a sinner4' ,oh1 at this time1 how deep were his confessions of sin1 committed both in thought1 word1 and deed2 his acknowledgment of mercy through ,jesus ,christ2 his expressions of dependence upon ,him for grace1 to keep him in his fiery trial1 and to open for him the kingdom of heaven6 ,when he drank his milk1 he said1 #8,oh6 ,god1 ,i thank thee that thou hast been so merciful and good to me1 who have been so great a sinner6' ,his hand was never cold1 and his pulse was always regular to the end4 ,i never witnessed one to whom the ,lord was pleased to give a stronger faith1 which was proved by his conduct to the last4 ,he sat calmly speaking and listening till about half-past twelve2 when he left the prison1 leaning on me and ,mr4 ,gallachin4 ,an immense concourse of people presented itself at the prison gates1 and their rush and noise were greater than we expected4 ,the newspaper account says--#8,he was calm and collected1 walked with steadiness1 and evinced throughout the most decorous firmness4 ,we could not perceive that he trembled4 ,his mind seemed quite absorbed in religious exercises2 and1 from all we can learn1 there was good and satisfactory evidence that he was a true penitent1 and relied on the ,divine mercy4'0 ,as he was leaving the gaol he was heard to repeat the fourth verse of the twenty-third ,psalm1 8,yea1 though ,i walk through the valley of the shadow of death1 ,i will fear no evil2 for thou art with me1 thy rod and thy staff they comfort me40 ,mr4 ,hall continues3 8,the noise of the people prevented my being heard by ,jolin1 who walked as firmly as myself3 ,i therefore opened my hymn-book1 and pointed out to him the sufficiency of the ,redeemer1 in one of those hymns which ,i had previously chosen for his perusal4 ,the hymn chosen was one beginning-- #8,he lives1 the great ,redeemer lives6 ,what joy the blest assurance gives6 ,and now1 before his ,father1 ,god1 ,pleads the full merit of his blood4 ,in every dark1 distressful hour1 ,when sin and ,satan join their power1 ,let this dear hope repel the dart1 ,that ,jesus bears us on his heart4' 8,he told me1 that he did not mind the people1 that they were poor worms2 that he would endeavour to warn them from the scaffold1 for they were standing on the brink of the pit4 ,we mounted the steepest part of the gallows hill4 ,he said1 his ,saviour had toiled up ,calvary with a cross1 which he ought to be thankful that he had not to bear2 and that ,jesus ,christ had done this for his sake1 whereas1 he was receiving the due reward of his transgression4 ,this reflection seemed to give new wings to his exertions in pressing up the rock4 ,i think that a worse place of ascent could not have been chosen4 ,when we arrived at the summit1 the ,greffier read his sentence aloud1 and ,mr4 ,gallachin prayed most fervently with him in ,french4 ,after the prayer1 he ascended the platform with ,mr4 ,gallachin and myself1 and addressed the people in ,french1 as you will see by the account in the newspaper4 ,but the account is deficient in one most essential point4 ,he urged the people by the love of ,christ1 whom he had crucified1 and whom they were crucifying by their sins40 ,the substance of his warning was on the subject of intemperance1 ,sabbath-breaking1 the neglect of ,god and of religion2 and it was addressed principally to parents and to the young4 ,these warnings he twice delivered2 once before1 and once after the rope was fastened round his neck4 8,although ,i do not accurately remember10 ,mr4 ,hall continues1 8the words of any of his speeches1 ,i can safely say1 that he expressed his conviction that the work which had taken place in his heart had been effected by no power or will of his own1 but by a sovereign act of ,divine grace4 ,jolin then read aloud some verses from the ,testament1 which sufficiently indicate the view which he took both of the nature of his change1 and of the source from whence it sprang4 ,they are taken from #a ,pet4 i4 #c-e3 #8,blessed be the ,god and ,father of our ,lord ,jesus ,christ1 which according to his abundant mercy hath begotten us again unto a lively hope1 by the resurrection of ,jesus ,christ from the dead1 to an inheritance incorruptible and undefiled1 and that fadeth not away1 reserved in heaven for you1 who are kept by the power of ,god through faith unto salvation1 ready to be revealed in the last time4' ,to these verses he was particularly partial4 ,he then spoke to me1 and told me that he had full confidence in the sufficiency of the blood of ,christ to blot out all his sins2 and that ,he who had loved him so much as to shed his blood for him1 and had kept him to that hour stedfast and immoveable1 would receive him into glory4 ,when the cap was drawn over his face1 ,i told him not to dread the momentary pain1 for soon he would be in the presence of his ,saviour4 ,he pressed my hand1 and said he was not afraid2 for he knew that ,he would take him unto himself4 ,i told him that ,i would pray that his sufferings might be short1 and went down40 ,mr4 ,gallachin then read a part of the ,burial ,service1 until the fatal moment4 ,his sufferings appeared not to be great1 and were of brief duration4 8,whilst ,i was in prayer10 ,mr4 ,hall adds1 8the drop fell1 and our poor brother ,i knew had entered into the presence of his ,redeemer4 ,the women around me screamed out1 #8,the ,lord have mercy upon his poor soul6' ,i could not but pray that their souls might find the same mercy4 ,he died without a struggle4 ,i never saw him after ,i pressed his hand when alive1 as ,i ascended the hill through the crowd1 and was spared seeing his mortal remains40 ,thus ended the course of a young man1 whose history is a solemn memorial1 not only of the awful effects of a bad education1 and of the wretchedness of sin1 but also of the wonderful compassion of ,god4 ,much of what has been narrated may appear almost incredible to some readers2 and many of those1 especially1 who are justly suspicions of death-bed repentances1 may be led to doubt how far the work of this young man's conversion was complete1 and whether1 if he had been permitted to live1 he would have lived as he has died4 ,if1 however1 he was really converted in heart to ,god1 the observation which he himself made must be applied to his own case3 8,the man that is fit to die is fit to live40 ,the same grace which brought him into the fold of ,christ would have kept him in all his way2 so that the enemy of his soul should not have overpowered him4 ,and there is1 as before mentioned1 the most remarkable concurrence of testimony as to ,jolin's state at the time of his death4 ,not only ,mr4 ,hall1 ,mr4 ,gallachin1 and many others1 bear witness to the facts2 but the public voice has acknowledged the wonderful change which took place in him4 ,one person1 not a believer in revelation1 but who stood by ,jolin on the gallows hill1 and witnessed his conduct1 came to a minister1 and acknowledged1 that 8there must be something in religion to support a man in such a manner2 and that he had therefore determined to attend a place of worship1 and to bring up his children in the fear of ,god40 ,mr4 ,hall says1 8,i have never had a doubt on my mind as to the reality of the change4 ,his conduct in the court2 his complete deadness to the things of time and sense1 and this even when his friends seemed so anxious to save him from an ignominious death1 were so many pleasing testimonies that he was really risen with ,christ1 and that his affections were set upon things above4 ,god did indeed work mightily in him3 though last1 he was one of the first4 ,he seemed so convinced of sin1 and to have such simple dependence upon the truth and firm foundation of ,christ's promises1 and he showed so abundantly that these feelings were not merely talked into his head1 that ,i always returned delighted with my visit to him4 ,i used to pray instantly with him that he might not be deceiving himself1 nor be deceived by ,satan1 or any of us2 and ,i can say1 as far as ,i was capable of judging1 that his was a real work of ,divine grace40 ,the testimony of the editor of the ,jersey newspaper1 also1 while it is beyond all suspicion of enthusiasm1 and does not even exhibit the proof of a tolerably distinct view of the real foundation on which ,jolin stood1 is a most satisfactory testimony of the reality of this change4 ,he says1 8,we are not amongst those who would hastily give credence to the genuineness of conversion in the cases of great criminals1 or who approve of religious ecstasies in the short interval between the commission of dreadful enormities1 and the violent death awarded by law2 we do not think it desirable that1 while so many good men1 after a long life of exemplary piety1 approach their last hour with solemn apprehensions1 such as have lived in a course of profligate vice should boast of triumphant feelings and peculiar joy on their way to the scaffold1 where they are to be suddenly compelled into the presence of their ,creator and ,divine ,judge2--but1 in the instance before us1 we have much satisfaction in believing that a real change of heart had taken place1 before a change of worlds was experienced4 ,in his last days1 ,jolin evinced much solidity of mind on the subject most important to him3 his conduct was marked by the most becoming propriety2 and if he expressed a confident hope of acceptance before ,god1 it was accompanied with humility1 and1 as far as man can judge1 with sincere sorrow for his offences40 ,the rapid attainment of ,divine knowledge1 the simple belief of the truths of the ,bible1 the consistent walk in that which he believed to be the will of ,god1 are fruits which can be ascribed only to the grace and ,spirit of ,god4 ,where the ,lord of all power and might is pleased to exercise his sovereignty1 who shall say that the work of many years may not be produced in a few weeks2 or1 as in the case of the thief upon the cross1 in a much shorter time8 ,the case of the thief on the cross is one in which the probabilities1 before-hand1 of repentance1 were not so great2 and the evidences of his real conversion are scarcely more complete1 except the incidental circumstance of the testimony of our ,lord4 ,both of these criminals felt sorrow for their sins1 confessed them to men1 acknowledged them to ,god1 and owned the justice of their condemnation2 both testified the sincerity of their faith3 but1 if the thief did this under circumstances more trying to his sincerity than those of ,jolin1 it is also to be remembered1 that he saw the ,lord of life2 and that to ,jolin alone1 therefore1 the language applied1 8,blessed are they that have not seen1 and yet have believed40 ,i know of no mark of true conversion which was absent from the case of ,jolin4 ,his faith was clear and strong4 ,it lifted him above the world1 and1 wrought by love1 it gave him courage1 and zeal1 and love4 ,he went forward in implicit dependence upon ,divine grace1 and pursued1 as was permitted him after his change1 a holy1 humble1 consistent course2 and1 with the cap upon his head1 and the rope round his neck1 he could say with calmness1 that 8he was not afraid1 for he knew that his ,saviour would take him to himself40 ,but it may still be said1 ,how do we know that ,jolin was sincere in all that he said1 or that he was not under delusion in what he felt8 ,to this question the reply has been1 ,i think1 already offered in these pages--by pointing to the workings of his mind1 and the consistency of his conduct4 ,and here we must leave the case till the last great day4 ,in the meanwhile1 let us learn from this history1 some of the lessons which it is calculated to teach4 ,the first of these is1 the misery and danger of a state of sin4 ,st4 ,paul1 in describing the consequences of a state of sin1 says1 in an appeal to the ,roman converts1 7vi4 #ba17 8,what part had ye then in those things whereof ye are now ashamed2 for the end of those things is death40 ,that is1 sin yields no real fruit2 it produces shame2 and the end of it will be death4 ,every ,christian feels the truth of this statement1 as respects himself2 and it is the case with all other men1 although they know it not4 ,what1 for instance1 is the usual fruit of drunkenness8 disease1 quarrelling1 and loss of one kind or another4 ,the drunkard is usually a blasphemer1 hard-hearted1 and cruel1 as he proves himself to his wife and children1 starving or ill-treating them to gratify his own lust4 ,his habits of drunkenness make him a bad child1 a bad neighbour1 a disgrace in himself1 and a plague to others4 ,so it is more or less with the followers of every sin4 ,sin1 then1 brings no real fruit1 and the end of it will be eternal death2 for it is written1 8,the wicked shall be turned into hell1 and all the people that forget ,god40 8,as surely1 therefore1 as a man sows1 so shall he also reap2 he that soweth to the flesh1 shall of the flesh reap corruption40 ,how awful is the history of ,jolin's father6 ,his life how disgraceful1 his death how dreadful6 ,would the sinner who reads this be content to come to such an end8 ,but to this1 in his present state1 he is every moment liable4 ,let the sinner remember1 that he who called this poor wretch to judgment at a moment's warning1 may say to himself1 8,this night thy soul is required of thee40 ,the probability of thus dying is commonly passed over2 and it is the hope of a sinner that he shall still live to repent1 as ,jolin did4 ,yet how great are the chances against this6 ,many a man has been deluded by such a hope1 and perished in his transgression4 ,he has looked to some case like this1 or like that of the thief on the cross1 and delayed his repentance1 till1 in an hour when he has not looked for it1 he has been 8driven away in his wickedness40 ,but in this1 as it is said by an old writer1 8,the perverseness of our nature may be seen1 in that this one case1 that of the penitent thief1 serveth us to looseness of life1 in hope of the like3 whereas1 we might better reason1 that is but one1 and that extraordinary2 and besides this one1 there is not one more in all the ,bible2 and that for this one that sped1 a thousand thousands have missed4 ,and what folly it is to put ourselves in a way in which so many have miscarried2 to put ourselves in the hands of a physician1 that hath murdered so many1 going clean against our own sense and reason6 ,whereas1 in other cases we always lean to that which is most ordinary1 and conclude not the spring from one swallow4 ,it is as if a man should spur his ass till he speak1 because ,balaam's ass did once speak2 so grossly hath the devil bewitched us60 ,let sinners1 then1 meditate upon their own state1 and remember1 at the same time1 the appeal of the ,almighty to them to turn again and repent4 8,have ,i any pleasure at all that the wicked should die8 saith the ,lord ,god3 and not that he should return from his ways and live8 ,repent and turn yourselves from all your transgressions1 so iniquity shall not be your ruin4 ,cast away from you all your transgressions1 and make you a new heart and a new spirit2 for why will ye die1 ,o house of ,israel8 ,for ,i have no pleasure in the death of him that dieth1 saith the ,lord ,god3 wherefore turn yourselves1 and live ye40 7,ezek4 xviii47 ,that text which first appeared to move ,jolin to repentance1 may speak to every other sinner--8,come now1 and let us reason together1 saith the ,lord4 ,though your sins be as scarlet1 they shall be white as snow2 though they be red like crimson1 they shall be as wool40 7,isa4 i4 #ah47 ,the same words of encouragement may also speak to us1 in the language of a merciful ,saviour1 8,i am not come to call the righteous1 but sinners to repentance40 7,matt4 ix4 #ac47 ,the same promises1 8,god so loved the world1 that he gave his only-begotten ,son1 that whosoever believeth on him1 should not perish1 but have everlasting life30 and again1 8,there is joy in the presence of the angels of ,god over one sinner that repenteth10 7,luke xv4 #aj47 ,i would say then1 again1 in the language of ,peter1 8,repent ye therefore1 and be converted1 that your sins may be blotted out1 when the times of refreshing shall come from the presence of the ,lord40 ,a second point of consideration in this history is the conversion of ,jolin's mind to a sense of religion1 and the nature of his conversion4 ,jolin's early education1 as far as reading and writing1 had not been altogether neglected2 and the daily misery his sins brought with them was not without its effect on his mind4 ,but it is evident the work of regeneration1 the first step in his after conversion1 had not taken place before he came into prison4 ,but when the ,holy ,spirit brought home the word of ,god to his heart1 the change was rapidly effected4 ,a conviction of the sinfulness of his nature and habits was at once deeply impressed upon his conscience2 he waited to see the way of pardon by a crucified ,redeemer1 and the influence of the ,holy ,ghost immediately produced that change in his will and affections which always attends real conversion4 ,his whole state of mind seemed almost miraculously changed3 so that between the twenty-third and the twenty-sixth of the same month1 in the judgment of his legal adviser and others1 a complete renovation had taken place4 ,in the former state he is described as in a distracted condition of mind1 suffering unutterable anguish2 the dread of death being uppermost in his thoughts3 in the latter1 he was calm1 placid1 resigned1 and he had not one wish to live4 #de ,although it would be contrary to the facts and spirit of ,scripture to say1 that no conversions of this kind were real and complete1 every one must acknowledge1 that as conversion is ordinarily a gradual work1 too much caution cannot be exercised as to a change accomplished as rapidly as this may appear to have been4 ,it may1 however1 be truly said1 that there was a remarkable absence of any thing like enthusiasm in his state4 ,a dream which occurred in the commencement of his religious course will not be conceived to indicate a disordered imagination4 ,for some nights he had been dreadfully agitated1 and could not rest4 8,i dreamed10 he said1 8that ,i was dragged over frightful precipices1 till at last ,i was brought1 as it were1 into the presence of our ,saviour1 and there obtained mercy40 ,this dream so harmonized with the spirit of many passages of ,scripture pointed out to him1 that it was not unlikely to occur4 ,in his case1 as in every other1 the first touch of religion on the soul was immediate2 but the after stages of conversion were gradual--far more so than many others recorded in ,scripture2 and there was time to perceive the regular progress of growth in grace4 ,this case1 therefore1 should not be confounded with what are commonly called instantaneous conversions1 because although compressed into a short period every step of scriptural conversion may be traced in it4 ,from first to last1 ,jolin was able to give a reason for the hope which was in him1 and these reasons corresponded with the feelings and convictions described in the word of ,god4 ,he felt those convictions of sin on which ,scripture insists4 ,he found1 agreeably also to ,scripture1 nothing in his own state upon which he could depend for salvation2 and1 relying entirely on the merits of the ,lord ,jesus ,christ1 he found peace and joy in believing4 ,in this manner1 if his conversion proceeded rapidly1 it was not wanting in any of those evidences which are the unquestioned fruits of the teaching of ,god4 ,his conduct is the best1 and indeed the only satisfactory commentary on the whole work4 ,a third point worthy of consideration in the history of ,jolin1 is1 the means by which it pleased ,god to open this young man's mind2 and this1 ,i may venture to affirm1 was the ,holy ,scriptures4 ,it was the simple exhibition of the fifty-first ,psalm1 which at first seemed to expose his real state to him4 ,it was the promises of the ,new ,testament1 and the types of the ,old1 which gave him his first clear notion of faith1 and which conveyed to his mind a hope of pardon4 ,the ,scripture then became the subject of his meditation day and night4 ,it was as a 8lamp unto his feet1 and a light unto his path2 a treasure more to be desired than gold1 yea1 than much fine gold2 sweeter also than honey1 and the honeycomb40 ,the value of ,scripture arising from its clearness1 authority1 and its peculiar power1 under ,god1 to fasten truth on the soul1 are remarkably conspicuous in the case of this guilty person4 ,he heard1 marked1 learned1 and inwardly digested its all-important truths1 and they made him wise unto salvation4 ,but in connexion with this1 and every other means employed1 is to be noticed the influence of ,divine grace4 ,the ,almighty power and sovereignty with which this was exercised1 was frequently acknowledged1 and continually felt by ,jolin4 ,he perceived it in all the remarkable circumstances of his life--in his various escapes from death--in his final allotment--in the events which occurred in the prison4 ,and whilst all this distinguishing mercy was shown towards him1 he could discover nothing in himself which deserved any such remembrance at ,god's hand4 ,why was he called1 and not his father1 was one of the points which first struck his attention on the visit of his friends4 ,but to those around him some other circumstances1 illustrating this influence1 were perhaps more obvious than even to himself4 ,the manner in which he was enabled to receive the truths of the gospel2 the gift of spiritual understanding2 the willing heart2 the subdued spirit1 and sanctified heart1 were all circumstances to be referred only to the sovereign grace of ,him who worketh in his people to will and to do of his good pleasure4 8,o1 the depth of the riches both of the wisdom and knowledge of ,god6 ,how unsearchable are his judgments1 and his ways past finding out60 ,a fifth lesson to be learned from this history1 is the benefit of education4 ,here was a young man most unlikely to profit from the early instruction he had received2 and to what account did it turn8 ,in his worst times he was enabled to read the word of ,god1 and this he was led to do in the tediousness of his sea watches4 ,in his imprisonment1 the blessings of his previous learning was incalculable4 ,in his last exhortations on the scaffold1 he pressed upon his youthful auditors the advantages of attendance upon a ,sunday school1 and the public means of instruction4 ,it is impossible to say how much1 or if any of the preparatory work of religion1 had1 by means of education1 been going on in ,jolin's mind4 ,but information had been given--a desire for instruction had been implanted--the wretchedness of a sinful course had been taught--the ,scriptures had been read--the scaffolding1 in fact1 had been put together1 by which the future edifice might be erected4 ,how striking is the lesson of encouragement derived from this history1 to those who are labouring in the school or in the prison4 ,who could have thought that in either case1 as it concerned ,jolin1 the event would have been what it was8 ,but who knows what the most untractable child may yet become1 or how far the seed which is sown1 may1 even a long time hence1 produce the desired fruit4 8,in the morning sow thy seed1 and in the evening withhold not thine hand1 for thou knowest not whether shall prosper either this or that1 or whether they shall both be alike good40 ,we may1 in our efforts to instruct1 meet with many disappointments1 but it is plainly our duty to proceed1 with becoming care indeed1 but in the remembrance both of ,god's almighty power to teach the heart1 and of instances1 such as this1 in which that power has been so remarkably exerted4 ,the state of prisoners is one which invites1 as it has in general received the peculiar commiseration of our countrymen3 men are often to be found there in ,jolin's state of mind4 ,the prison is1 perhaps1 their first resting-place in a career of ignorance1 and sin1 and misery4 ,the visitor may too often1 in his researches1 discover the man1 as ,mr4 ,pinel did ,jolin1 8without hope for this world or the next10 and may lead him to discoveries of what1 perhaps1 never entered his imagination4 ,at all events1 the circumstances of trial and affliction are those most favourable to seriousness of reflection2 and this is the course by which the sinner is most often led1 by the grace of ,god1 to turn from the error of his ways1 and to seek the hope offered in the ,gospel4 ,the event is always in the hand of ,him who directs the heart4 ,but1 under all circumstances1 we work with the blessing of the ,almighty1 and with his promise1 that our labour shall not be in vain4 ,a sixth lesson to be learned from this history1 is the happy effects produced by the possession of true religion4 ,in the case of ,jolin1 how speedily did it tranquillize and cheer his mind4 ,it was like the word of its holy author1 when he said1 8,peace1 be still1 and there was a great calm40 ,those who visited the chamber of death1 where he dwelt1 could not but feel a degree of surprise at their own feelings1 when they remembered that they were with one who had been a drunkard and a murderer4 ,but religion had softened his character1 and created in him those genuine fruits which1 as we are taught1 spring from the work of the ,holy ,spirit4 8,the wilderness had become like ,eden1 and the desert like the garden of the ,lord4 ,instead of the thorn had come up the fir-tree1 and instead of the briar had come up the myrtle-tree2 to be for a name1 and for an everlasting sign that should not be cut off40 ,lastly1 there is a lesson of application to our own souls4 ,it may be asked1 ,what is the intimate acquaintance which we have had with the experience which this poor dying criminal passed through8 ,he1 being dead1 may speak to many of his own age1 who have1 perhaps1 had far greater advantages of education and example2 or he may speak to those who have seen more years1 and yet have not attained to that ripeness of faith1 and that full assurance of hope1 which made ,jolin climb with such eagerness the gallows hill1 and long for the time when he should be with ,christ4 ,this history applies most emphatically to the case of young men2 teaching them to avoid sin1 even when it may have the sanction of parental example4 ,the ,bible1 they must remember1 and not men1 especially ungodly men1 should be their direction4 ,by this law we shall all be judged1 and must stand or fall4 ,in ,jolin's last address1 he said1 8,avoid bad company1 drinking spirits1 vicious habits40 8,i exhort young people not to violate the ,sabbath1 but to frequent church1 and attend to their religious duties4 ,would that this tremendous example of punishment might lead every young person who hears it to inquire into his own state1 and to remember how soon one act of sin may bring judgment upon him2 and how tremendous will be his judgment1 if1 after this warning1 he is found unprepared40 ,this history also speaks most loudly and awfully to parents4 8,you see in me10 ,jolin said from the scaffold1 8the effect of bad education and example4 ,from early youth ,i have been addicted to intemperance4 ,my duty to ,god was never pointed out to me4 ,those who have children committed to their care1 ,i beseech to send them regularly to church1 and to the ,sunday-school1 and teach them their duty to ,god and man40 ,let those1 then1 who are teaching ,sabbath-breaking1 swearing1 passion1 habits of drinking and vice1 to their children1 by their own example1 look at the horrible instance of sin and its consequences1 which this case presents--a parent1 murdered1 and a son hanged6 from the effects of a father's example6 ,the case speaks for itself3 and may the ,holy ,spirit enable us to learn the lesson which it teaches4 ,may we all who read or hear this account1 apply its lessons to ourselves4 ,let us adore the astonishing love of ,god in the case of this poor outcast sinner2 ,his sovereign power1 ,his boundless mercy1 ,his all-sufficient grace4 ,may we seek to lay all the burden of our transgressions upon that ,sacrifice in whom ,jolin trusted4 ,may we1 with him1 find the ,holy ,spirit making us as fit to live1 as1 we trust1 he was fit to die3 so that when we have fought the good fight1 we shall receive the crown of glory1 which1 we may trust1 this believing penitent has been called to wear in the presence of ,him who gave him the victory1 through his own blood4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,london3 ,,ibotson ,,and ,,palmer1 ,,printers1 ,,savoy ,,street1 ,,strand4 ,footnotes #de ,durell's account4