,,thoughts ,,on ,,art ,,and ,,autobiographical ,,memoirs ,,of ,,giovanni ,,dupr ,,translated ,,from ,,the ,,italian ,,by ,e4 ,m4 ,,peruzzi ,,with ,,an ,,introduction ,,by ,w4 ,w4 ,,story ,,boston ,,roberts ,,brothers #ahhf ,copyright1 #ahhf ,,by ,,roberts ,,brothers ,,introduction ,,to ,,new ,,edition4 ,this book contains the record of the life and thoughts upon ,art of ,giovanni ,dupr1 one of the most eminent sculptors of the present century in ,italy4 ,it was written by him from time to time1 during the latter years of his life1 in the intervals of work in his studio1 and given to the public about three years before his death4 ,those three years1 of which it contains no account1 were assiduously devoted to his art4 ,every day had its work1 and it was done faithfully and joyously even to the last4 ,nulla dies sine linea4 ,within these years1 among other works of less importance1 he successively executed a basso-relievo of the ,baptism of our ,lord1 a portrait statue of ,pius ,,ix4 for the ,cathedral of ,piacenza1 one of ,victor ,emmanuel for the public square at ,trapani1 one of ,raimondo ,lullo for a chapel in the island of ,majorca1 and one of ,st ,francis of ,assisi which now adorns the front of the ,cathedral at ,assisi4 ,this was the last statue which he ever made4 ,the model he had completed in clay and cast in plaster1 and had somewhat advanced in executing it in marble1 when death arrested his hand4 ,it was finished by his daughter ,amalia1 who had for years been his loving and faithful pupil1 and who had already won distinction for herself as a sculptor4 ,in this his last work he found a peculiar attractiveness1 and his heart and hand were earnestly given to it4 ,i am most happy1 he says in his reply to the authorities of ,assisi1 who gave him this order1 that the ,commission has thought of me1--not so much on account of what little talent ,i may possess1 as for the love ,i bear to religious art4 ,the statue itself is very simple1 and informed by a deep religious sentiment4 ,it is clothed in the dress of the order which ,st ,francis founded1 the hands crossed over the breast1 the cowl falling behind1 the head bent1 and the eyes cast down in an attitude of submission and devotion4 ,the statue had not only deeply interested all his feelings and sympathies1 but in its treatment and sentiment he seems to have been satisfied4 ,a singular presentiment1 however1 came over him as he was showing it to a friend upon its completion4 ,it will be a triumph to you and a glory to ,assisi1 said his friend4 ,ah1 he answered1 who knows that it may not be the last6 ,so indeed it proved4 ,but a few days after this conversation he was seized by an attack of peritonitis4 ,from this1 however1 he recovered1 as well as from a second attack1 which shortly afterwards followed4 ,as he was recovering from this second attack he wrote to ,monsignore ,andrea ,ulli3 ,the doctor has no doubt that ,i shall get well1 and in a few days ,i hope he will allow me to return to my studio4 ,but how ,i have suffered6--doubly suffered from having been deprived of the occupation that most delights me4 ,this is my joy and my life4 ,what a happy day it will be when ,i am permitted to put my foot again into my studio1 and to resume my work and my ,st ,francis4 ,his hopes1 however1 were fated to be disappointed4 ,although he sufficiently recovered to go to his studio1 he was able to do but little work2 and shortly afterwards--on the #ast of ,january--he was again prostrated by a third attack of the same disease4 ,his death1 he felt1 was now certain2 but he met its approach with the courage1 resignation1 and piety that had always characterised him1 looking forward with certainty to a reunion with the dear ones who had gone before him--,luisina1 his daughter1 whose loss he had so bitterly felt1 and his wife ,marina1 his steadfast help and loving companion for so many years1 who had died seven years previously4 ,one regret constantly possessed him during these last days1 that he should not be able1 as he had projected1 to model the statue of the ,madonna for the ,duomo at ,florence1 upon which he had set his heart4 ,one day when he gave expression to this feeling1 his daughter ,amalia sought to console him by saying1 ,but you have already made her statue1 and it is so beautiful--the addolorata for ,santa ,croce4 ,ah6 he answered1 but ,i desired to model her as ,queen of ,florence4 ,this apparently was the only desire that haunted him during his last attack4 ,in regard to all other things he was resigned2 and after lingering in almost constant pain for ten days1 he expired on the #ajth of ,january #ahhb1 at the age of sixty-five4 ,the announcement of his death was received everywhere in ,italy with the warmest expressions of sorrow4 ,it was felt to be a national loss4 ,his life had been so pure1 so conscientious1 and so animated by high purpose--his temper and character had been so blameless and free from envy and stain of any kind--he had been so generous and kindly in all the varied relations of life1 as a son1 as a husband1 as a father1 as a friend1--and he had so greatly distinguished himself as a sculptor1 that over his grave the carping voice of criticism was hushed1 and a universal voice of praise and sorrow went up everywhere4 ,all classes united to do him reverence1 from the highest to the lowest4 ,funeral ceremonies were celebrated in his honour1 not only in ,florence1 where a great procession accompanied his remains to the church where the last rites were performed1 but also in ,siena1 his birthplace1 in ,fiesole1 where he was buried in the family chapel1 and in ,antella and ,agnone4 ,the press of his native country gave expression to high eulogiums on him as an artist and as a man4 ,public honours were decreed to him4 ,in front of the house where he was born in ,siena1 the municipality placed this inscription3 ,this humble abode1 in which was born ,giovanni ,dupr1 honour of ,art and ,italy1 may teach the sons of the people what height can be reached by the force of genius and will4 ,in the ,parrocchial ,church dell',onda 7in ,siena7 was placed a bust of the artist executed by his daughter ,amalia2 and in ,florence1 over the house where he had passed a large portion of his life1 a tablet is inserted1 on which is inscribed these words3 ,the ,municipality of ,florence1 in whose council sat ,giovanni ,dupr1 has placed this memorial on the house where for twenty years lived the great sculptor1 glory of ,italy and of ,art1 and in which he died on the #ajth day of #ahhb4 ,during his life1 honours had been showered upon him at home and abroad--honours well deserved and meekly borne1 without vanity or pretension4 ,he had been made a knight and counsellor of the ,civil ,order of ,savoy1 a member of the ,institute of ,france1 a knight of the ,tuscan ,order of ,merit and of the ,legion of ,honour in ,france1 an officer of the ,brazilian ,order of the ,rose1 a commander of the ,order of the ,corona d',italia1 ,mexico and ,guadaloupe1 an associate of the ,academy of ,st ,luke1 and of various other academies in ,italy and elsewhere4 ,the ,municipal ,council of ,siena also commissioned his friend and pupil1 ,tito ,sarrocchi1 to execute for it a bust of his master in marble during his lifetime1 on which was this inscription3 ,to ,giovanni ,dupr of ,siena1 who to the glories of ,italian ,art has added1 by the wonders of his chisel1 new and immortal glories4 ,the city of ,siena--xii4 ,july #ahfg4 ,his life was a busy and an earnest one4 ,during his forty years of patient labour he executed about a hundred works in the round and in relief1 including a considerable number of busts and statuettes4 ,of these1 perhaps the most important are3 ,the statues of ,cain and ,abel1 the original bronzes of which are in the ,pitti ,palace in ,florence1 and by which he leaped at once to fame as a sculptor2 the group of the ,piet in the cemetery of ,siena2 the large bas-relief of the ,triumph of the ,cross on the faade of the ,church of ,santa ,croce in ,florence2 the monument to ,cavour at ,milan2 the ,ferrari monument in ,san ,lorenzo1 with the angel of the resurrection2 the ,sappho2 the pedestal for the colossal ,egyptian ,tazza1 with its alto-reliefs1 representing ,thebes1 ,imperial ,rome1 ,papal ,rome1 and ,tuscany1 each with its accompanying genius2 the portrait statue of ,giotto2 the ideal statue of ,st ,francis2 and the ,risen ,christ4 ,the ,tazza1 the ,piet1 the ,triumph of the ,cross1 and the ,risen ,christ1 were selected by him out of all his works to send to the ,french ,exposition of #ahfg1 and it may therefore be supposed that he considered them as the best representatives of his genius and power4 ,indeed1 in a letter to ,professor ,pietro ,dotto 7#ahff7 he mentions particularly these last three as the statues which in conception he considers to be the most worthy of praise of all his works4 ,this selection also indicates the religious character of his mind and his works4 ,at this ,exposition he was one of the jury on ,sculpture1 and though he gave his own vote in favour of the eminent sculptor ,signor ,vela of ,milan1 who exhibited on that occasion his celebrated statue of the ,last ,hours of ,napoleon ,i41 to his surprise the grand medal of honour was awarded to himself4 ,he had scarcely dared to hope for this2 and in his letters to his family he wrote that he considered it certain that the distinction would be conferred upon ,signor ,vela4 ,when the award was made to him1 he wrote a most characteristic letter to his daughter1 announcing the result4 ,mia cara ,beppina1 he says1 ,i have just returned from the sitting of the jury1 and hasten at once to answer your dear letter4 ,it is true that the ,napoleon ,i4 of ,vela is a beautiful statue4 ,there is always a crowd about it1 and consequently every one thought it would receive the first prize4 ,i have given him my vote2 but the public and ,i and you1 ,beppina1 were wrong4 ,the first prize has come to me1 your father6 ,vela received two votes with mine4 ,you see1 my dear1 how the ,holy ,virgin has answered your and our prayer4 ,let us seek to render ourselves worthy of her powerful protection4 ,it was toward the close of his life1 as has already been said1 that he wrote his ',biographical ,reminiscences and ,thoughts upon ,art1' of which the present book is a translation4 ,it was at once received by the ,italian public with great favour1 and is by no means the least remarkable of his works4 ,it would be difficult for any autobiography to be more simple1 honest1 frank1 and fearless4 ,the whole character of the man is in it4 ,it is an unaffected and unpretending record of his life and thoughts4 ,he has no concealment to make1 no glosses to put upon the real facts4 ,he speaks to the public as if he were talking to a friend1 never posing for effect1 never boasting of his successes1 never exaggerating his powers1 never assailing his enemies and detractors1 never depreciating his fellow-artists1 but ever striving to be generous and just to all4 ,there is no bitterness1 no envy1 no arrogance to deform a single page2 but1 on the contrary1 a simplicity1 a navet1 a sincerity of utterance1 which are remarkable4 ,the history of his early struggles and poverty1 the pictures of his childhood and youth1 are eminently interesting2 and the story of his love1 courtship1 and early married life is a pure ,italian idyl of the middle class of society in ,florence1 which could scarcely be surpassed for its truth to nature and its rare delicacy and gentleness of feeling4 ,if the ',thoughts upon ,art' do not exhibit any great profundity of thinking1 they are earnest1 instructive1 and characteristic4 ,his descriptions of his travels in ,france and ,england2 his criticisms and anecdotes of artists and persons in ,florence2 his account of his daily life in his studio and at his home1--are lively and amusing4 ,altogether1 the book has a special charm which it is not easy to define4 ,in reading it1 we feel that we are in the presence and taken into the confidence of a person of great simplicity and purity of character1 of admirable instincts and perceptions1 of true kindness of heart1 and of a certain childlike navet of feeling and expression1 which is scarcely to be found out of ,italy4 ,in respect of style1 this autobiography resembles more the spoken than the written literary language of ,italy4 ,it is free1 natural1 unstudied1 and often careless4 ,but its very carelessness has a charm4 ,dupr was not a scholar nor a literary man4 ,he was not bound by the rigid forms of what is called in ,italy lo stile1 which but too often is the enemy of natural utterance4 ,undoubtedly this book needs compression2 but no exactness of style and form could compensate for the absence of that unstudied natural ease and familiarity which are among its greatest charms4 ,the writer1 fortunately for the reader1 is as unconscious of elaborated style as ,monsieur ,jourdain was that he was talking prose4 ,the character of ,dupr's writing has been admirably caught and reproduced by ,madame ,peruzzi1 in the translation to which these few words may serve as preface4 ,as an artist1 ,dupr was not endowed with a great creative or imaginative power4 ,his spirit never broke out of the ,roman ,church in which he was brought up1 and all that he did and thought was coloured by its influence4 ,the subjects which he chose in preference to all others were of a religious character1 and his works are animated by a spirit of humility and devotion1 rather than of power and intensity4 ,his piety--and he was a truly pious man--narrowed the field of his imagination1 and restricted the flights of his genius4 ,but even his failings leaned to virtue's side1 and what he lacked in breadth of conception1 was compensated by his deep sincerity of purpose and religious feeling4 ,he was not a daring creator--not an originator of ideas--not a bold discoverer4 ,he hugged the shore of his ,church4 ,he wanted the passion and overplus of nature that might have borne him to new heights1 and new continents of thought and feeling4 ,his ,cain1 almost alone of all his works1 breathes a spirit of defiance and rebellion1 and breaks through the limitations of his usual conceptions4 ,but it was not in harmony with his genius2 and in natural expression it falls so far below his previous statue of ,abel1 that it was epigrammatically said that his ,abel killed his ,cain4 ,there was undoubtedly a certain truth in this criticism1 for though the ,cain is vigorously conceived and admirably executed1 the heart of the man was not in it1 as it was in the gentle and placid figure of ,abel4 ,in mastery of modelling and truth to nature1 this latter statue could scarcely be surpassed4 ,indeed1 so remarkable was it for these qualities1 that it gave rise in ,florence to the scandalous calumny that it had been cast1 not modelled1 from nature1--a calumny which1 it is scarcely necessary to add1 was as false in fact as it was inconsistent with the honest and lofty spirit of ,dupr2 and which1 though intended as a reproach1 proved to be the highest testimonial to the extraordinary skill of the artist4 ,within the bounded domain of thought and conception which his religious faith had set for him1 he worked with great earnestness and devotion of spirit4 ,though he created no works which are stamped by the audacity of genius1 or intensified by passion1 or characterised by bold originality and reach of power1 yet the work he did do is eminently faithful1 admirably executed1 and informed by knowledge as well as feeling4 ,his artistic honesty cannot be too highly praised4 ,he spared no pains to make his work as perfect as his powers would permit4 ,he had an accurate eye1 a remarkable talent for modelling from nature1 and an indefatigable perseverance4 ,he never lent his hand to low1 paltry1 and unworthy work4 ,art and religion went hand in hand in all he did4 ,he sought for the beautiful and the noble--sought it everywhere with an inquiring and susceptible spirit2 despised the brutal1 the low1 and the trifling2 never truckled to popularity1 or sought for fame unworthily2 and scorned to degrade his art by sensuality4 ,as the man was1 so his work was--pure1 refined1 faithful to nature and to his own nature4 ,he pandered to no low passions2 he modelled no form1 he drew no line1 that dying he could wish to blot2 and the world of ,art is better that he has lived4 ,while he bent his head to ,nature1 the whole stress of his life as an artist was to realise his favourite motto1 ,il vero nel bello--the true in the beautiful4 ,his last letter1 written only three days before his final attack1 was addressed to his friend ,professor ,giambattista ,giuliani1 and as it breathes the whole spirit of the man1 it may form a fit conclusion to these few words3 ,my excellent friend1--,we also1 ,amalia and ,i1 wish you truly from our hearts1 now and always1 every good from our blessed ,god--perfect health1 elevation of spirit1 serene affections1 peace of heart in the contemplation of the beautiful and the good1 and the immortal hope of a future life1 that supreme good that the modern ,sadducees deny--unhappy beings6 ,w4 ,w4 ,,story4 ,,preface4 ,do you know1 ,i said to a friend six months ago1 while ,i was looking over the rough draft of my memoirs1 that ,i have decided to print them8 ,you will do well1 he answered2 but you must write a preface--a bit of a preface is necessary4 ,i do not think so1 ,i said4 ,in my opinion the few words on the first page will suffice4 ,my friend read over the first page and replied1 ,that's enough4 ,now1 however1 a couple of words do not seem to me superfluous1--first1 in order that ,i may express my surprise and pleasure that my book1 written just as it came to me1 has been received with so much kindness2 and then to explain that this second edition has been enlarged by some additions and necessary notes4 ,the additions do not form an appendix1 but are inserted in the chapters1 each in its proper place4 ,it did not seem advisable to me1 as it did to some other persons1 to enlarge this book by letters1 documents1 and other writings of mine4 ,i thought this would interfere with the simplicity and brevity of my first plan4 ,in re-reading this book1 ,i admit that ,i have found passages here and there which ,i felt tempted to correct1 or rather to polish and improve in style1 but ,i have let them go4 ,who knows that ,i should not have made them worse8 ,it seems to me 7perhaps ,i am wrong7 not to perceive in good writers the labour1 the smoothing1 and the transposition of words1 and so on1 but a rapid and broad embodiment of the idea in the words that were born with it4 ,one last and most essential word ,i have reserved for the end as a bonne bouche4 ,some persons have excusably and pleasantly observed that to write a book about one's self while the author is living is both very difficult and rather immodest4 ,i replied to them1 both by word of mouth and through the press1 that although on account of my life and works ,i had studied to be as temperate and unpretentious as the truth and the facts would allow1 still here and there my narrative with regard to some persons might not be agreeable1 and therefore after my death it might be discredited or denied4 ,no1 this must not be1 ,i said1 and say again4 ,i am alive1 and am here to correct everything at variance with the truth1 and also 7,i wish to be just7 what is wanting in chivalrousness4 ,,note ,,by ,,translator4 ,in making the present translation of the ,memoirs of ,giovanni ,dupr1 one of two courses had to be taken--either to turn the whole into pure idiomatic ,english1 or to follow1 with a certain degree of literalness1 the peculiar forms of expression1 and the characteristic style1 or absence of style1 of the original4 ,i have chosen the latter course1 in order1 as far as in me lay1 to convey the individuality of the author1 and the local colour and character of his book4 ,this would to a great degree have been lost had ,i attempted to render into purely ,english idiom a work that is not only written in a careless1 familiar1 and conversational form1 and abounds in turns of expression which are essentially ,florentine1 but derives its interest1 in part at least1 from this very peculiarity4 ,e4 ,m4 ,p4 ,,contents4 ,,chapter ,i4 ,,page ,my motive for writing these ,memoirs--,my father's family--,removal of the family to ,florence--,my childhood--,my father takes me to ,pistoia1 but ,i run away from his house to return to my mother--,from ,pistoia ,i go with my father to ,prato--,my first study in drawing--,strong impression made upon me by an old print--,my father's opposition to my studies--,my sorrow at being so far from my mother--,i run the risk of being burnt--,having grown tall1 fears are entertained for my health--,i return to my mother at ,florence and work with ,ammanati--,i go to ,siena and study ornate design in the ,academy--,carlo ,pini gives me lessons in drawing the human figure--,signor ,angelo ,barbetti's prophecy--,i run away from ,siena1 and on foot go to my mother at ,florence--,signor ,paolo ,sani--,death of my sister ,clementina--,my mother's infirmity of eyesight--,my brother ,lorenzo goes to the poorhouse--,my aversion to learn reading and writing--,my first library1 and inexperience of books1 #a ,,chapter ,,ii4 ,without knowing it1 ,i was doing what ,leonardo advises--,new way of decorating the walls of one's house--,i wish to study design at the ,academy1 but cannot carry this into effect--,a bottle of anise-seed cordial--,intelligent people are benevolent1 not so those of mediocre minds--,the statues in the ,piazza della ,signoria and alabaster figures--,the discovery of a hidden well--,my father returns home without work1 and leaves for ,rome--,young ,signor ,emilio del ,fabris--,sea-baths and cholera at ,leghorn--,with help ,i save a woman from drowning--,i go to ,san ,piero di ,bagno--,my uncle the provost dies--,my father returns from ,rome1 and settles in ,florence--,my work1 a group of a ,holy ,family1 is stolen--,description of this group1 #ah ,,chapter ,,iii4 ,a punishment well deserved1 and my satisfaction--,different times1 different customs--,the use of the birch given up in schools--,a portrait--,companions and bad habits--,how ,i became acquainted with my dear ,marina--,my first time of speaking with her--,difficulty to obtain my mother's consent to our marriage--,she makes trouble1 thinking to do well--,i am sent away from my betrothed1 and return to bad habits--,an escapade--,the public baths of ,vaga-,loggia--,my clothes stolen1 #ce ,,chapter ,,iv4 ,return to the house of my betrothed1 and put an end to my thoughtless ways--,a talking parrot--,he who does not wish to read these pages knows what he has to do--,how ,i went to prison1 and how ,i passed my time there--,the ,death of ,ferruccio1 by the painter ,bertoli--,signor ,luigi ,magi1 the sculptor--,how ,i learnt to become economical--,shirts with plaited wrist-bands--,the first love-kiss1 and a little bunch of lemon-verbena--,my marriage--,my wife has doubts as to my resolution of studying sculpture--,pacetti's shop in ,palazzo ,borghese--,i sell the ,santa ,filomena to a ,russian1 who re-christens her ,hope--,i begin to work on marble--,i make a little crucifix in boxwood1 which is bought by ,cav4 ,emanuel ,fenzi--,verses by ,giovanni ,battista ,niccolini1 #eb ,,chapter ,v4 ,a warning to young artists--,professor ,cambi's propositions--,a financial problem3 to increase gain by diminishing the means that produce it--,i leave ,sani's shop to have more time and liberty to study--,an imitation is not so bad1 but a falsification is indeed an ugly thing--,the ,marchesa ,poldi and a casket1 supposed to be an antique--,how a master should be--,the death of my mother1 ,september #ahdj--,opinion of the ,academy--,the ,tipsy ,bacchante--,a divided vote--,the ,cariatidi of the ,rossini ,theatre at ,leghorn1 #gb ,,chapter ,,vi4 ,an unjust law--,the ,abel--,brina the model and ,i in danger of being asphyxiated--,my first request--,benvenuti wishes to change the name of my ,abel for that of ,adonis--,i invite ,bartolini to decide on the name of my statue--,bartolini at my studio--,his advice and corrections on the ,abel--,lorenzo ,bartolini--,giuseppe ,sabatelli--,exhibition of the ,abel--,it is said to be cast from life--,i ask for a small studio1 but do not obtain it--,my second and last request--,the ,president ,antonio ,montalvo--,i don't succeed somehow in doing anything as ,i should--,i talk over matters at home--,count del ,benino a true friend and true benefactor--,his generous action1 #hi ,,chapter ,,vii4 ,the ,grand ,duchess ,maria of ,russia and the commission for the ,cain and ,abel--,the ,prince of ,leuchtenberg and a plate of caviale at ,caff ,doney--,an unusual amusement that did some good--,again the generosity of ,count del ,benino--,bartolini's ,hunchback1 and in consequence a return to the ,abel--,bartolini gets angry with me--,examination of the materialistic or realistic in art--,effects of the realistic--,do not have girls alone by themselves for models--,subscription got up by the ,sienese to have my ,abel executed in marble--,a new way of curing a cough--,signora ,letizia's receipt1 who sent it and paid for it herself--,one must never offer works gratis1 for they are not accepted--,the ,grand ,duchess ,marie ,antoinetta orders the ,giotto for the ,uffizi--,has ,abel killed ,cain8--,statue of ,pius ,,ii4--,a foolish opinion and impertinent answer--,i defy the law that prohibits eating1 #aaj ,,chapter ,,viii4 ,literati at my studio1 and their influence on my work--,calamatta's opinion of ,tenerani1 of ,bartolini1 and of myself--,his defence of my ,abel in ,paris--,pius ,,ii4--,academicians and ,naturalisti--,luigi ,venturi--,prince ,anatolia ,demidoff and the ,princess ,matilde--,the statuette in clay of the ,princess ,matilde is destroyed--,our minister ,nigra presents me to the ,emperor ,napoleon ,,iii4--,beauty does not exist outside of nature--,praise puts one to sleep--,the incoherence of ,bartolini1 #aci ,,chapter ,,ix4 ,the political reforms of the year #ahdg in ,tuscany--,my first scholars--,ciseri1 ,prati1 ,aleardi1 ,fusinato1 ,coletti1 and ,chiarini the improvisatore--,inedited verses by ,prati--,giuseppe ,verdi--,a digression on artistic individuality--,the ,emperor of ,russia's visit to my studio--,reactionary movement of the #abth of ,april #ahdi--;,i am in danger of my life--,the return of the ,grand ,duke1 #aei ,,chapter ,x4 ,my wife1 my little girls1 and my work--,death of my brother ,lorenzo--,death of ,lorenzo ,bartolini--,the base for the ,tazza--,eight years of work1 only to obtain a living--,mussini and his school--,pollastrini--,the school in ,via ,sant',apollini--,prince ,demidoff and the monument by ,bartolini--,the ,nymph of the ,scorpion and the ,nymph of the ,serpent1 by ,bartolini--,marchese ,ala--,count ,arese--,the four statuettes for ,demidoff--,amerigo of the ,prince ,corsinis--,his ,royal ,highness ,count of ,syracuse1 a sculptor--,sant',antonino statue at the ,uffizi1 #agi ,,chapter ,,xi4 ,close imitation from life--,my illness--,i am in danger of losing my life--,luigi del ,punta1 head physician at ,court--,the ,grand ,duke furnishes me with the means for going to ,naples--,i leave for ,naples--,a beggar impostor--,another and my boots--,sorrento--,my ,neapolitan friends--,professor ,tartaglia and the hydropathic cure--,the museum at ,naples--,let us study the good wherever it is to be found--,a strange presentation1 #bjc ,,chapter ,,xii4 ,pompeii--,a cameo--,sketch for the ,bacco della ,crittogama--,professor ,angelini the sculptor--,one must not offer one's hand with too much freedom to ladies--,a hard-hearted woman with small intelligence--,the ,san ,carlo1 the ,san ,carlino1 the ,fenice1 and the ,sebeto--,monument by ,donatello at ,naples--,the ,barocco and mistaken opinions--,dilettanti in the fine arts--,prince ,don ,sebastian of ,bourbon--,is the beard a sign of being ,legitimist or ,liberal8--,i am taken for a prince or something like one--,the bottle for doorkeepers and custodi of the public museums of ,naples--,phidias1 ,demosthenes1 and ,cicero all against ,ruggero ,bonghi1 #bbc ,,chapter ,,xiii4 ,never make a present of your works--,pope ,rezzonico by ,canova--,tenerani--,overbeck's theories--,minardi and his school--,a woman from the ,trastevere who looked like the ,venus of ,milo--,conventionalists and ,realists--,an ambitious question and bitter answer--,filippo ,gualterio1 #bdb ,,chapter ,,xiv4 ,the nude--,the statue of ,david--,rauch--,the base of the ,tazza--,the chapel of the ,madonna del ,soccorso--,sepulchral monuments for ,san ,lorenzo--,the #bgth of ,april #ahei--;,count ,scipione ,borghesi--,a group of the ,deluge--,competition for ,wellington's monument1 and a great help1 #bei ,,chapter ,,xv4 ,patience a most essential virtue--,trust was a good man1 but ,trust-no-one a better--,a competition either attracts or drives away men of talent--,a study from life of a lion by ,marrocchetti--,assistant modellers--,sydenham and its wonders--,one of ,abel's fingers--,new judgment of ,solomon--,an important question--,an ,indian who speaks about things as they are--,professor ,papi and the failure of the first cast in bronze of the ,abel--,a medicine not sold by the chemist1 #bgg ,,chapter ,,xvi4 ,on the study of expression from life--,the care one must take in making studies from life--,a genre picture and ,raphael's cartoon of the ,massacre of the ,innocents--,i lose myself in ,london--,the housemaid at ,hotel ,granara--,the inconvenience of being ignorant and absent-minded--,ristori and ,piccolomini in ,london--,the cartoons of ,raphael at ,hampton ,court--,fantasy runs away with me--,a curious but just law--,the result of fasting--,the villa of ,quarto and a prince's early hour--,again of ,prince ,demidoff1 #cja ,,chapter ,,xvii4 ,my father's death--,a turn in the omnibus--,the ,ferrari monument--,i keep the ,sappho for myself--,the ,tired ,bacchante and the little model--,raphael and the ,fornarina--,the ,madonna and bas-reliefs at ,santa ,croce and ,cavaliere ,sloane--,my daughter ,amalia and her works--,my daughter ,beppina--,description of the bas-relief on the faade of ,santa ,croce--,i am taken for the wrong person by the ,holy ,father ,pius ,,ix4--,marshal ,haynau--,professor ,bezzuoli and ,haynau's portrait1 #cbb ,,chapter ,,xviii4 ,one of my colleagues--,a mysterious voice--,the group of the ,piet--,very clear ,latin--,a professor who ignores the ',divina ,commedia'--,composition of the group of the ,piet--,digression--,a good lesson and nervous attack--,mancinelli and ,celentano1 #cde ,,chapter ,,xix4 ,a prophetic dream--,giovanni ,strazza--,signor ,vonwiller and societies for promoting art--,return from ,naples to ,rome1 and my daughter ,luisina's illness--,our return to ,florence--,death of ,tria the model--,the ,mossotti monument at ,pisa--,how it was that ,i did not make the portrait of his ,majesty the ,king--,the competition for ,cavour's monument--,i go to ,turin to pass judgment on it--,the ,christ after the ,resurrection1 a commission of ,signor ,filippi di ,buti--,religious art and ,alessandro ,manzoni and ,gino ,capponi--,thought is not free--,cavour's monument--,the description of it1 #cfe ,,chapter ,,xx4 ,allegories in art--,the ,monga monument at ,verona--,of my late daughter ,luisina--,her death--,how ,i was robbed--,monsignore ,archbishop ,limberti's charitable project--,one of my colleagues--,nicol ,puccini and the statue of ,cardinal ,forteguerri--,cesare ,sighinolfi--,cardinal ,corsi1 ,archbishop of ,pisa1 #che ,,chapter ,,xxi4 ,the ,universal ,exhibition at ,paris in #ahfg--,the imitators of ,vela--,inedited music by ,rossini and ,gustave ,dor--,domenico ,morelli--,group of ,prince ,trabia's children and the thieves--,stick no bills--,the statue of ,marshal ,pallavicini--,the ,empress ,maria ,teresa and ,marshal ,pallavicini--,a memorial monument to ,fra ,girolamo ,savonarola--,the ,universal ,exhibition at ,vienna--,a tiny room--,excellent and very dear--,on harmony of sounds--,on the harmony in the animal world--,the harmony of the human form as manifested by the inner beauty of the soul--,the campanile of ,st ,stephen's and ,canova's monument1 #djb ,,chapter ,,xxii4 ,the palace of the ,exhibition at ,vienna--,why1 with my attributes of ,president1 ,i was in such haste--,michael ,angelo and ,garibaldi--,a ,viennese cabman--,the ,camerini monument--,duke ,camerini--,an anecdote of his life--,statue of ,michael ,angelo in the future--,the centenary festival of ,michael ,angelo--,signora ,adelina ,patti--,a greedy young man of little judgment--,the ,favard monument1 #dah ,,chapter ,,xxiii4 ,pius ,,ix4 objects to having me make his bust--,i go to ,rome to see the ,pope--,the ,exhibition at ,naples--,again on idealism and naturalism--,the masters of ,italian melody--,vincenzo ,bellini and his monument--,conclusion1 #dch ,,index1 #dec ,,autobiographical ,,memoirs ,,of ,,giovanni ,,dupr4 ,,chapter ,i4 ,,my ,,motive ,,for ,,writing ,,these ,,memoirs--,,my ,,father',s ,,family--,,removal ,,of ,,the ,,family ,,to ,,florence--,,my ,,childhood--,,my ,,father ,,takes ,,me ,,to ,,pistoia1 ,,but ,i ,,run ,,away ,,from ,,his ,,house ,,to ,,return ,,to ,,my ,,mother--,,from ,,pistoia ,i ,,go ,,with ,,my ,,father ,,to ,,prato--,,my ,,first ,,study ,,in ,,drawing--,,strong ,,impression ,,made ,,upon ,,me ,,by ,,an ,,old ,,print--,,my ,,father',s ,,opposition ,,to ,,my ,,studies--,,my ,,sorrow ,,at ,,being ,,so ,,far ,,from ,,my ,,mother--,i ,,run ,,the ,,risk ,,of ,,being ,,burnt--,,having ,,grown ,,tall1 ,,fears ,,are ,,entertained ,,for ,,my ,,health--,i ,,return ,,to ,,my ,,mother ,,at ,,florence ,,and ,,work ,,with ,,ammanati--,i ,,go ,,to ,,siena ,,and ,,study ,,ornate ,,design ,,in ,,the ,,academy--,,carlo ,,pini ,,gives ,,me ,,lessons ,,in ,,drawing ,,the ,,human ,,figure--,,signor ,,angelo ,,barbetti',s ,,prophecy--,i ,,run ,,away ,,from ,,siena1 ,,and ,,on ,,foot ,,go ,,to ,,my ,,mother ,,at ,,florence--,,signor ,,paolo ,,sani--,,death ,,of ,,my ,,sister ,,clementina--,,my ,,mother',s ,,infirmity ,,of ,,eyesight--,,my ,,brother ,,lorenzo ,,goes ,,to ,,the ,,poorhouse--,,my ,,aversion ,,to ,,learn ,,reading ,,and ,,writing--,,my ,,first ,,library1 ,,and ,,inexperience ,,of ,,books4 ,i have often thought that perhaps it would be well for me to leave some written memoirs of my life--not only for the sake of my family1 but also for the young artists of the future2 but ,i have hitherto been deterred from so doing by the fear lest ,i might seem to have been prompted by pride and vanity4 ,since1 however1 various notices of my life and my doings in art have been made public1 it may not be either without interest1 or indeed without a certain utility1 if ,i venture now to speak at length on these subjects2 for it seems to me that these memoirs may not only serve as an encouragement to timid but well-disposed youths1 but may at the same time be a severe admonition to those who1 presuming too much on themselves1 imagine that with little study and great boldness they can wing their way up the steps of ,art instead of laboriously climbing them4 ,sidenote3 ,,my ,,father',s ,,family4 ,my father was ,francesco ,dupr1 the youngest son of ,lorenzo ,dupr1 who came to ,siena with the princes of ,lorraine4 ,my grandfather kept a draper's shop in the ,piazza del ,campo1 where at first1 through his activity and honesty1 his business so prospered that he was able to give his family a good education2 and my father was just entering on the course of studies that his brothers had already finished1 when my grandfather1 through the ignorance and bad faith of his debtors and his own determination to be honest himself1 was reduced to poverty4 ,in consequence of this1 my father was obliged to discontinue his studies1 and to set to work to learn a trade1 in order that he might earn his bread as soon as possible2 and thinking to derive some advantage from the studies he had already made in drawing1 he apprenticed himself to a wood-carver4 ,later he married ,victoria ,lombardi of ,siena1 and she was my mother4 ,i was born on the #ast of ,march #ahag1 in ,via ,san ,salvadore1 in the ,contrada dell',onda1 and lived in ,siena until ,i was four years old4 ,my family then removed to ,florence1 where my father went1 at the request of the wood-carver1 ,signor ,paolo ,sani1 to help him in the execution of some intaglio decorations in the ,palazzo ,borghese1 which the ,prince was anxious to have finished within the shortest possible time4 ,my recollections of those early days are not worth recording4 ,i grew up from a little boy going with my father to the shop4 ,i had a few lessons in the ,catechism and in reading from a schoolmistress who lodged in our house4 ,in the evening my babbo#a used to read and explain some ,latin book 7,i do not remember what it was71 perhaps for the innocent satisfaction of letting us know that he had studied that language1 but certainly with no profit to me1 who understood nothing and was greatly bored4 ,when1 however1 he gave me some of his designs of ornamentation1 such as leaves1 arabesques1 and friezes1 to copy1 ,i was very happy4 ,the time passed without my knowing it2 and such was my delight in this occupation1 that ,i often put off the hour of supper or sleep and gave up any amusement for it4 ,at home we lived very poorly4 ,my father earned little1 for his work was badly paid1 and by nature he was slow4 ,this poverty of our daily life began to disturb the relations between my father and mother4 ,the family had increased1 and besides my eldest sister ,clementina1 who died soon afterwards1 were born ,lorenzo and ,maddalena4 ,i remember the sharpness of the tones1 but not the sense of the words that passed between my parents2 and the tears of my mother and sullen silence of my father frightened us little ones1 and filled us with sadness4 #a ,babbo is the familiar word for father in ,tuscany4 ,sidenote3 ,,family ,,and ,,childhood4 ,it was impossible that such a state of things could last long1 and my father decided to leave ,florence and go to ,pistoia1 where he thought he could earn more money4 ,i was destined to follow him1 while the others remained with my mother4 ,for more than three years ,i stayed with him4 ,my life was sad for me here1 as the distance from my mother made it almost unbearable2 and all the more so because my father1 whenever he went to ,florence to see her1 as he sometimes did1 always left me behind him1 alone1 at ,pistoia4 ,once1 when ,i was barely seven years old1 ,i ran away from the house1 and went on foot to ,florence1 although ,i knew for a certainty that ,i should have to pay dearly for the kisses and caresses of my mother by a thrashing from the babbo4 ,nor was ,i mistaken3 ,i got the thrashing1 and was brought back4 ,sidenote3 ,,longing ,,to ,,be ,,an ,,artist4 ,about this time there awoke in me a certain sentiment and longing to try to draw the human figure--leaves and grumoli had begun to weary me2 and this desire was developed in an odd way4 ,there was in ,pistoia1 in the house of a certain gilder named ,canini1 a little theatre for puppets1 and one of the characters1 which was wanted for a certain performance1 happened to be missing4 ,canini1 who was a friend of my father1 was much put out by this loss1 and came to beg my father to make the head and hands for the puppet4 ,he answered that he could not do this1 as he had never attempted anything in the way of figures2 and the poor gilder1 who was director and proprietor of the company1 was at a loss to know where to turn4 ,i1 with the utmost effrontery1 then offered to make the head and hands myself2 and as ,canini was hopeful as well as incredulous1 and my father gave a sort of half consent1 ,i set to work1 and succeeded so well that my puppet turned out to be the most beautiful personage of the company4 ,the happy result encouraged me to go on1 and ,i remade almost all the puppets4 ,i also made some small ducks in cork1 that were to appear in a pond1 and were moved about here and there by silk threads4 ,it was a pleasure to see the little creatures--they turned out so well1 and had such a look of reality2 and this ,i was enabled to give them because in the court of our house there were some ducks which ,i could copy from life4 ,ah1 ,nature6 not only is it a great help1 but it is the principal foundation of ,art6 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,go ,,to ,,prato4 ,sidenote3 ,,my ,,first ,,drawings4 ,from ,pistoia the babbo took me to ,prato1 where he had been requested to go by the gilder ,signor ,stefano ,mazzoni4 ,there we took up our abode in a street and court called ,il ,giuggiolo4 ,in the same house1 and almost with us1 lived a man from ,lucca1 who made little plaster-images1 and was one of the many who go about the streets selling little coloured figures for a few sous4 ,this connection1 ridiculous as it may appear1 inspired me more and more with a desire for the study of figures4 ,it is true these figures and parrots and clowns were ugly2 but1 at the same time1 their innocent ugliness attracted me1 and filled me with a longing1 not indeed to imitate them1 but to do something better4 ,in turning over my father's papers and designs1 ,i found a quantity of prints1 fashion-plates of dresses1 landscapes1 and animals1 and particularly 7,i remember it so well that ,i could draw it now7 a large print representing the building of the ,temple of ,jerusalem4 ,in the distance you saw the building just begun1 and rising a little above its foundations4 ,carts loaded with heavy materials and tall straight timber 7the cedars of ,lebanon7 were dragged along by a great many oxen and camels1 amid a vast number of people and things4 ,on all sides were workmen of every kind1 some carving the columns1 some putting up a jamb and squaring it1 some sawing timber1 and some busied in making ditches2 others were talking1 or listening1 or admiring3 and all the scene was animated with a truly marvellous life4 ,in the foreground you saw the majestic figure of ,solomon1 surrounded by his ministers and soldiers1 showing his architect 7with his scholars7 the designs of the ,temple4 ,in fact1 it was a wonderful thing to behold1 and ,i was so enchanted that ,i could not sleep for thinking of it1 for it seemed to me impossible that any man could imagine and execute anything so marvellous4 ,my little head seemed on fire1 it was so full of these figures4 ,i tried at first to copy in part this print1 which1 above all the others1 had taken my fancy2 but ,i did not succeed1 and ,i was so discouraged that ,i sat down and cried4 ,and not for this only ,i cried1 but also because my father looked with so unfavourable eye on these efforts of mine--they seeming to him quite unnecessary for an intagliatore--that1 in order to go on with these studies1 ,i was obliged to hide myself almost1 and to work in spare moments4 ,finding this print so complicated that ,i could in no way copy it1 ,i then undertook to copy the little costume-figures that ,i found amongst the prints4 ,these1 one by one1 ,i drew during the evening1 after my father had gone to bed and was asleep2 and sometimes it happened that ,i fell asleep over my drawing1 and on waking found myself in the dark1 with the little lamp gone out4 ,this constant exercise1 to which ,i gave myself every day with great ardour1 so trained my hand and practised my eye1 that my last drawings were made with little or no erasures4 ,but though ,i derived a good deal of satisfaction from these small drawings1 my heart was still oppressed at being so far from my mother4 ,i longed to see her1 and have her near me1 and begged my father to take me to her1 or at least to send me to her by the carrier2 but wishes and prayers were useless4 ,my father went sometimes1 it is true1 to see her2 but although ,i was only seven or eight years of age1 ,i had to remain behind at ,prato to look after the house4 ,i do not wish to blame my father1 but neither then nor since have ,i been able to understand his notions of things2 and certainly1 to keep a little boy alone by himself in a house1 and often for several days together1 is not to be recommended4 ,one evening ,i remember1 when1 having fallen asleep while reading at the table1 with my head bent near the lamp1 my little cap caught on fire1 and ,i woke up with my hair in flames4 ,but this adventurous life--beaten about1 thwarted in all my wishes and in all my affections--formed my character4 ,i became accustomed to suffer1 to persevere1 and to obey1 while ,i always kept alive those desires and affections which my conscience assured me were good4 ,sidenote3 ,,an ,,accident--,,delicate ,,health4 ,about this time1 what with continuous study1 hardish work in my father's shop1 and the melancholy that weighed upon me because ,i could not see my mother1 my health began to fail4 ,even before this1 and indeed from my birth1 ,i had always been delicate1 but now ,i became so pale and weak that every one called me il morticino 7the little dead fellow74 ,a physician who examined me about this time talked seriously to my father about me on the subject1 telling him that ,i ought to rest longer in the mornings 7my father rose very early1 and ,i had to get up to go with him to the shop71 and eat more nourishing food2 and he explained what it should be4 ,amongst other things1 ,i remember he ordered me to drink goat's milk1 milked and drunk on the spot1 as soon as ,i got out of bed1 before leaving my room4 ,this treatment succeeded marvellously4 ,every day ,i gained strength1 colour1 and flesh4 ,the little goat that came every morning to my room to pay me a visit1 and brought me her milk1 sweet1 warm1 and light1 will be always remembered by me2 and ,i still have a feeling for the little creature1 even after half a century1 which ,i cannot well define4 ,sidenote3 ,,academy ,,at ,,siena4 ,restored to health1 ,i was taken to see my mother in ,florence4 ,my own great joy1 as well as her caresses and petitions that ,i might be left with her1 it is impossible to describe4 ,she insisted that she would find me a shop where ,i could go and continue to learn the art of wood-carving4 ,thank ,god1 this time my mother's tenderness overcame my father's tenacity 7loving though it was71 and ,i was allowed to remain with her4 ,they both looked about to find me a shop1 and ,i was finally placed in ,borgo ,sant' ,jacopo1 with the wood-carvers ,gaetano ,ammanati and ,luigi ,pieraccini1 who worked together4 ,they were both very able men1 certainly much more so than my father1 who1 poor man1 owing to the constant requirements of the family1 had never been able to perfect himself in his art4 ,in this shop figures were carved1 so that ,i had before me models and teachers1 as well as incitement to work4 ,my principals liked me1 and ,i them2 and ,i should have remained with them who knows how long1 had ,i not been carried off by another intagliatore4 ,and the way in which it happened was this3 ,signor ,paolo ,sani1 a carver in wood who sometimes came on business or for other reasons to ,ammanati's1 seeing that my work was fairly good1 and that ,i worked with goodwill1 determined1 if possible1 to take me away to work for him4 ,he wrote1 therefore1 to my father1 who had returned to ,siena1 asking him to remove me from ,ammanati's shop1 and send me to him1 binding himself to pay me double the salary that ,i was then receiving4 ,as he did not wish1 however1 to appear to act underhandedly 7though this was really the case71 he persuaded my father to take me to ,siena1 and place me at the ,academy of ,fine ,arts1 to study drawing2 and he promised1 after ,i had passed some months there1 to take me to work in his own shop4 ,my father accepted the offer1 and ,i was obliged to go to ,siena1 where ,i studied in the ,academy at the school of ,ornato1 which was then under the direction of ,professor ,dei4 ,out of school hours my father let me work upon anything ,i liked--such as children's heads1 angels1 and even crucifixes4 ,god knows what rubbish they were6 ,i also took lessons1 in drawing the human figure1 of ,signor ,carlo ,pini1 then the custode of the ,academy1 and afterwards one of the most distinguished annotators of ,vasari1 and keeper of the drawings by the old masters in the ,royal ,gallery of the ,uffizi4 ,sidenote3 ,,angelo ,,barbetti',s ,,prophecy4 ,at that time ,signor ,angelo ,barbetti1 a very skilful wood-carver1 was at ,siena1 and my father wished to place me in his shop1 which was in the ,piazza di ,san ,giovanni4 ,but ,signor ,angelo was as irascible and fault-finding as he was intelligent2 and one day1 when ,i had not succeeded in executing some work that he had given me1 he struck me on the head1 accompanying the blow with these words1 which hurt me more than the blow itself--,you will always be an ass1 harnessed and shod1 even when the beard is on your chin4 ,afterwards ,i was sent to ,signor ,antonio ,manetti1 who not only carved ornaments and figures in wood1 but also worked in marble1 and was occupied in restoring the faade of the cathedral4 ,signor ,manetti was a man of no common genius--he designed and sculptured ornaments and figures with much facility and cleverness4 ,but even with him ,i was not fortunate4 ,he gave me a little ,napoleonic eagle with thunderbolts in his claws to execute4 ,for what it was intended ,i do not remember1 but apparently ,i did not succeed in satisfying him4 ,in this case1 however1 there were neither blows on the head nor bitter words1 but1 with a certain haughty dignity1 he took my poor little eaglet in his hand1 and dashed it to the ground1 breaking it to atoms in spite of the thunderbolts4 ,viewed from this long distance of time1 this scene has a somewhat comic character1 and must seem especially so to one who hears it described4 ,but for me1 a poor little boy1 anxious to learn and get on1 so as to lighten1 as far as possible1 the burden on my father--who1 poor man1 earned little1 and of that little was obliged to send a portion to his family in ,florence--it was quite another thing2 and though ,i felt within myself that ,i was not a complete donkey1 still to see my work thrown thus brutally on the ground was so painful to me that it took away all my little strength4 ,i wept in secret2 and as the time assigned by ,signor ,paolo ,sani and my father for my return had arrived1 ,i begged my father to send me back to ,florence4 ,he wished1 however1 to keep me with him still longer1 and so ,i occupied myself in making angels and seraphim heads for churches4 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,run ,,away ,,from ,,siena4 ,sidenote3 ,,weariness ,,and ,,remorse4 ,i begged and begged my father to take me to ,florence1 to see my mother4 ,he promised to do so at ,easter4 ,meanwhile1 ,i contented myself with this hope2 but on the eve of ,easter he told me he could not go1 on account of his engagements1 which would detain him at ,siena1 and also for many other reasons that ,i could not and would not understand4 ,now1 however1 my patience gave way before my loving desire to see my mother2 and without saying a word1 ,i rose early and ran away from the house4 ,passing out of the ,porta ,camollia1 ,i set off on my walk with only a bit of bread in my pocket1 in the boyish hope of reaching my destination the same day1 and so passing my ,easter with my mother1 without reflecting that1 by so doing1 ,i should pass it neither with my father nor my mother4 ,i was about nine years old1 and walked on with courage beyond my strength4 ,so great was my desire to get to ,florence1 that ,i passed ,staggia and ,poggibonsi without feeling tired2 but near ,barberino--which is about twenty miles from ,siena1 and half-way to ,florence--my mind misgave me that ,i should not be able to arrive in ,florence that evening2 and then my strength abandoned me1 and ,i was so overcome with fatigue that ,i could not get up from a little wall on which ,i had seated myself to rest4 ,i had not a penny4 ,no carts or carriages were passing that way4 ,it was ,easter1 and every one was at home resting for his holiday2 and ,i1 there ,i was alone in the middle of the road1 oppressed with weariness and remorse for having left my father in such anxiety4 ,at times ,i hoped that he might come after me with a carriage to take me up1 and ,i quite resigned myself to a sound beating2 but even this hope was vain1 and ,i had to continue my walk4 ,how many sad thoughts passed one after another through my little tired head6 ,what will my mother1 who is expecting us1 do or say8 ,what will my babbo think1 left alone1 and not knowing where ,i am8 ,he will be certainly looking for me1 and asking after me from every one in ,siena4 ,what will become of me in the middle of the road if night overtakes me8 ,this thought gave strength and energy to my will1 and on ,i went4 ,i don't think that ,i was frightened4 ,at length my strength was exhausted2 the sun began to set2 ,i was seven or eight miles from ,san ,casciano1 and ,i could not be certain of arriving even there to pass the night4 ,i stopped at a wretched little house to rest1 and asked for a glass of water4 ,a man1 a woman1 and several children were eating4 ,they asked me where ,i came from1 and ,i told them4 ,with expressions of compassion1 especially from the woman1 they gathered round me1 gave me some bread1 a hard-boiled egg1 and a little wine1 and ,i thanked them with emotion4 ,they wanted me to stay with them until the next day--and tired out as ,i was1 ,i should have stayed and accepted their kindly offer2 but at this moment a vettura for ,florence passed by1 and with my eyes full of tears ,i told them how infinitely grateful ,i should be if ,i could be allowed to fasten myself in any way on to the carriage4 ,the driver1 who had stopped to get a glass of wine1 seeing the state ,i was in1 and hearing my story from these good country people1 took me up on the box by his side1 and carried me to ,florence1 where we arrived in less than three-quarters of an hour1 an hour after nightfall4 ,as my mother and the other children lived in ,via ,toscanelli1 when we were near the ,sdrucciolo de' ,pitti the good driver set me down there4 ,i descended from the box and ran--no1 ,i could not run1 for my feet were swollen1 and my sides numb1 but my heart was glad1 exultant1 and throbbing4 ,i knocked2 my mother came to the window and saw me1 but she did not recognise me until ,i spoke1 and then she gave a scream and came down4 ,what followed ,i cannot recount4 ,those who have a heart will imagine it better than ,i can tell it4 ,neither the good family who welcomed and refreshed me1 nor the honest humane carrier1 have ,i ever seen1 for ,i remained in ,florence1 and did not return to ,siena until many years after4 ,then ,i made all possible researches to find both the one and the other1 but ,i could never find them4 ,not1 indeed1 that ,i wished to remunerate them with money 7the price of charity has not yet been named71 but ,i wished to express to them my gratitude2 and this is the only recompense acceptable to charitable hearts4 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,reach ,,florence--,,my ,,mother4 ,sidenote3 ,,paolo ,,sani',s ,,shop4 ,the day after1 as ,i hoped and feared1 the babbo arrived1 and as soon as he saw me1 his expression1 anxious and grieved as it was1 became threatening4 ,his few ill-repressed words were the sure sign of the blows to come1 and he was just going to strike me when my mother1 with indescribable tenderness1 caught me in her arms and pressed me to her1 with her face and eyes turned towards my father1 without uttering a word4 ,softened by this1 he then began a long speech on the obedience and submission due from children to the holy parental authority1 not omitting to censure my mother's indulgence and petting4 ,after this ,i begged his pardon1 and all was at an end4 ,my father returned to ,siena1 and ,i went to ,signor ,sani's shop 7built with his own money71 in the ,piazza di ,san ,biagio1 under the ,piatti printing-office4 ,signor ,paolo ,sani was a man of about fifty1 thin1 pale1 and exceedingly active4 ,he had a great deal of work to do1 and was employed by the ,court and first houses in ,florence4 ,his taste was not exquisite1 but he understood effects and proportions1 so that his decorative carving1 either in the way of furniture1 caskets1 frames1 chandeliers1 or ornamental work for churches1 was greatly in demand4 ,he had many men1 and the works succeeded each other with great rapidity4 ,in his house he had portfolios full of designs1 and the walls of his shop were covered with plaster casts1 bas-reliefs of figures1 and ornaments1 animals1 arabesques1 flowers1 angels1 c41 making a strange fantastic medley full of attraction for me4 ,when the master was not there1 the men at their work used to talk and sing2 but when any one saw him coming1 the scene changed1 and there was perfect silence4 ,i came into the shop as an apprentice and errand-boy2 so that although ,i had my little bench1 with my tools and work1 yet1 if there was any glue to be heated or made1 or the tools were to be taken to the grinder1 or the breakfast to be brought for the men1 this duty always fell upon me4 ,but ,i did not in the least complain4 ,it is true that amongst these duties there was one for which ,i had a dislike1 although ,i did not show it1 and this was carrying a basket full of shavings on my back to the master's house in the ,borgo ,sant' ,jacopo4 ,to go there ,i had to pass through the ,mercato ,nuovo and over ,ponte ,vecchio1 which is much frequented at all hours1 as every one knows2 and during this year ,i went there with the basket of shavings on my back4 ,notwithstanding this1 ,i was well off in the shop1 and was light-hearted from being near my mother and sisters4 ,one of my sisters--my elder by a year--died soon after my return from my wanderings with my father4 ,poor ,clementina6 she was so good1 delicate in health1 and suffering4 ,indeed1 we all suffered because of our poverty4 ,father sent us little1 for he earned little1 and our bread was often wet with tears because we could not help our mother as we wished4 ,added to this1 she could do almost nothing herself on account of her infirmity of eyesight1 which little by little so increased1 that at last she was no longer able to see us2 and as ,i have already said1 ,clementina died4 ,god willed it so--to shorten her road1 which was too full of thorns and danger1 to one pretty as she was1 artless1 away from the father's watchful eye1 and with her mother blind4 ,my other smaller sister ,maddalena accompanied her mother when she went out1 as she did in the endeavour to earn something by buying and selling women's old clothes4 ,my brother ,lorenzo 7perhaps because he was too quick-tempered7 was obliged to go to the poorhouse1 and here he learnt the art of carpet-maker4 ,after a short time1 however1 he came out and returned to ,parenti1 who had a carpet manufactory in the ancient refectory of the monks of ,santa ,croce1 where he remained for some time4 ,sidenote3 ,,death ,,of ,,my ,,sister4 ,but all these difficulties and sorrows one feels less in early years1 and in spite of them ,i was light-hearted4 ,i had the master's goodwill1 and the men in the shop treated me with the open cordial heartiness belonging to that class in those days4 ,my love for the study of design increased1 and in the off-hours of work ,i used to stay behind in the shop and eat a bit of bread there1 and draw from some of the casts hanging on the walls1 without taking them down or even dusting them4 ,i began with little things such as leaves1 branches1 small figures1 capitals of columns1 heads of animals1 and so on and so on1 until ,i got to figures4 ,in the shop there were two beautiful bas-reliefs from the pulpit in ,santa ,croce1 two from the doors of the sacristy of the ,duomo by ,luca della ,robbia1 and several of those little figures by ,ghiberti which surround the principal door of ,san ,giovanni4 ,all these casts ,i drew during this period--badly1 as one may imagine1 and without guide or method2 but still1 this served to occupy me pleasantly1 and also to keep alive within me the craving to learn and advance myself1 so as to be able to do other and more important work in the shop1 and thus gain distinction4 ,sidenote3 ,,backwardness ,,at ,,school4 ,sidenote3 ,,my ,,first ,,library4 ,sidenote3 ,,books ,,at ,,church4 ,this desire of distinguishing myself has always been very strong in me2 and through all my privations1 discomforts1 loss of sleep1 harsh corrections1 irony1 and scorn1 ,i was borne up by this desire to do myself credit1 and see my father and mother rejoice in me and for me2 and also1 ,i must confess1 by the hope of seeing the rage of those who had treated me with irony and scorn4 ,but if ,i learned1 more and more every day1 how to design and to carve in wood--for this was very attractive to me--in everything else ,i was perfectly ignorant4 ,i had not even learned to read well1 and could not write at all4 ,my father had tried placing me at a public school1 but ,i learned absolutely nothing there4 ,the rudiments of writing and arithmetic were so irksome to me that the master in despair sent me home again1 and would have nothing to do with such a little dunce4 ,for all this1 ,i had my little library at home1 which ,i kept with great care locked up in a small box in my room1 and it was composed of seven or eight books4 ,these ,i had bought in the streets from book-stalls set against old walls1 and they were as follows3 ,a volume of the ',capitoli of ,berni1' ',paul and ,virginia1' and ',atala and ,chatta' 7translations of course71 a volume of the comedies of ,alberto ,nota1 and the ',jerusalem ,liberated1' ',guerrino ,meschino agli ,alberi del ,sole1' ',oreste1' and the ',pazzi ,conspiracy4' ,at first ,i understood almost nothing excepting some of the adventures of ,guerrino4 ,afterwards ',atala and ,chatta' and ',paul and ,virginia' became my favourite reading2 and so much did ,i like them1 and so often did ,i read them1 that whole pages remained in my memory4 ,then ,i fell in love with the ',jerusalem1' and this my memory more easily retained4 ,some of the verses ,i tried to write from memory1 in a little running hand1 copying the letters from my father's writing1 for1 as ,i have said before1 ,i never learnt the rudiments of writing2 and those pot-hooks1 and big letters between two lines1 never were to my taste4 ,as to other things1 ,i had the innocence and good faith belonging to my age and the imperfect education ,i had received4 ,i thought all books good--good because they were printed--and not only good at home1 but good everywhere else2 and so ,i used to take my books to read in church during the ,mass4 ,one day 7it was ,sunday7 at mid-day ,mass in ,sant' ,jacopo1 while ,i was reading the ',conspiracy of the ,pazzi1' my master1 ,signor ,sani1 who lived opposite the church1 and was also at ,mass1 observed me1 and suspecting that the book ,i was reading was not a proper one to take to church1 stopped me as he was going out and asked to see it1 and finding what it was1 told me that ,i was not to bring it again to church1 as it was not a book of prayers4 ,more also he added that ,i did not understand1 especially when he wanted to explain to me the verses-- ,il putrido ,annoso tronco1 a cui s'appoggia fraude4#b #b ,the rotten knotted trunk on which fraud leans4 ,i obeyed1 however1 and never took this or any of my other books to church2 and so ,i learnt that books you can read at home you cannot read in church4 ,later ,i learnt there are others not to be read anywhere4 ,,chapter ,,ii4 ,,without ,,knowing ,,it1 ,i ,,was ,,doing ,,what ,,leonardo ,,advises--,,new ,,way ,,of ,,decorating ,,the ,,walls ,,of ,,one',s ,,house--,i ,,wish ,,to ,,study ,,design ,,at ,,the ,,academy1 ,,but ,,cannot ,,carry ,,this ,,into ,,effect--,a ,,bottle ,,of ,,anise-,,seed ,,cordial--,,intelligent ,,people ,,are ,,benevolent1 ,,not ,,so ,,those ,,of ,,mediocre ,,minds--,,the ,,statues ,,in ,,the ,,piazza ,,della ,,signoria ,,and ,,alabaster ,,figures--,,the ,,discovery ,,of ,a ,,hidden ,,well--,,my ,,father ,,returns ,,home ,,without ,,work1 ,,and ,,leaves ,,for ,,rome--,,young ,,signor ,,emilio ,,del ,,tabris--,,sea-,,baths ,,and ,,cholera ,,at ,,leghorn--,,with ,,help ,i ,,save ,a ,,woman ,,from ,,drowning--,i ,,go ,,to ,,san ,,piero ,,di ,,bagno--,,my ,,uncle ,,the ,,provost ,,dies--,,my ,,father ,,returns ,,from ,,rome1 ,,and ,,settles ,,in ,,florence--,,my ,,work1 ,a ,,group ,,of ,a ,,holy ,,family1 ,,is ,,stolen--,,description ,,of ,,this ,,group4 ,how dear to me is the remembrance of those times6 ,my goodwill and desire to learn were indeed above my very poor condition4 ,the difficulties of my profession did not discourage me2 on the contrary1 ,i felt a pleasurable though distant hope of surpassing my companions in figure-work that they did so badly and laboriously4 ,for this purpose1 from that time ,i gave all my efforts to the study of the human figure4 ,i bought an album and kept it always with me1 begged my friends to stand as models1 and drew their portraits4 ,at first my attempts were not happy2 but ,i was never tired1 and after a time ,i acquired so much freedom that with a few strokes ,i could make a fair likeness4 ,i was always at work1 and the walls of our kitchen and dining-room were all smudged over with charcoal4 ,naturally1 there was no one to scold me for this unusual way of adorning the walls1 for the mother1 poor dear1 was blind1 my father was not there1 and as ,i was the eldest1 ,i was1 as it were1 the head of the family4 ,besides1 though my mother could not see1 she still knew of this strange practice of mine1 and thought it better for me thus to occupy myself than to be playing with the boys in the street4 ,sidenote3 ,,longing ,,to ,,be ,,an ,,artist4 ,in the meantime1 however1 many doubts and self-questionings arose within me4 ,i knew that there was a school where one could really learn to draw and paint and make statues4 ,heavens1 how delightful it would be to know how to make statues6 ,in fact1 ,i understood there was the ,academy of ,fine ,arts1 for so ,i had been told1 and some of the fortunate young men who frequented this ,academy were my acquaintances1 and had shown me their designs1 which seemed to me1 as my friend ,dotti would say1 most stupendous6 ,i was no longer happy4 ,the ,academy appeared to me in the most splendid and glowing colours2 it seemed to me the haven1 the landmark1 the temple of glory1 the throne of my golden dreams4 ,i spoke of it to my mother with tears in my eyes4 ,she mingled her tears with mine1 but not1 perhaps1 so much from being persuaded of the necessity of such studies as from a desire to soothe me4 ,she spoke about it to ,signor ,sani1 who1 ,i shall always remember1 with his eyes fixed fiercely on me1 made even more formidable under his silver spectacles1 replied1 that to do all that was to be done in his shop1 it was enough to remain in the shop and have the wish to learn--of this he was certain2 but as to the work in the ,academy1 he did not feel so sure1 for1 on the contrary1 that would fill me with desires and cravings that ,i could not satisfy1 owing to the poverty of my family1 even admitting that ,i had the disposition to enable me to master these studies2 and finally1 he hinted at the danger there was of my being contaminated by my companions4 ,my mother did not answer him4 ,she said good-bye to me1 and in her sightless eyes ,i saw the sadness within4 ,she went out1 and ,i set myself to work4 ,sidenote3 ,a ,,flask ,,of ,,anise-,,seed4 ,i resigned myself1 but continued always to study by myself4 ,as ,luigi1 the master's eldest son1 was studying design at ,professor ,gaspero ,martellini's school1 which was in the ,fondacci di ,santo ,spirito1 he gave me some of his designs to copy4 ,not only did ,professor ,martellini give him lessons in drawing1 but also in modelling in clay1 and ,sani was one of the most assiduous of his scholars4 ,i remember to have pounded his clay for him many times1 in a room on the ground-floor in his house in ,borgo ,sant' ,jacopo4 ,this little room was used as a storehouse for all sorts of odds and ends1 and amongst these ,i once found a flask of anise-seed cordial1 that 7to confess the truth7 ,i tasted sometimes4 ,one morning1 having finished what ,i had to do1 and having gone up-stairs to take the key of the room1 one of the master's daughters 7he had four7 smelt in my breath the odour of anise-seed1 and said to me-- ,who has given you anise-seed8 ,no one1 ,i answered4 ,you smell of anise-seed2 who has given it to you8 ,mind1 don't tell lies4 ,then ,i told everything4 ,i don't believe you4 ,you are a liar4 ,no2 come and see4 ,certainly ,i wish to see4 ,she then came down1 and taking the flask in her hand1 looked at it1 smelled it1 and tasted it4 ,apparently she must have drunk a little1 for as soon as she had put down the flask and shut up the room1 she began to totter1 and could not stand on her feet4 ,with difficulty ,i succeeded in getting her up-stairs1 where1 as soon as her mother saw her in that state1 there ensued a serious scene4 ,they all talked and scolded at once--the three girls who had not drank the anise-seed1 as well as the mamma2 and when ,i tried to explain how the thing had happened1 ,i felt two slaps in the face1 which were given with such force that ,i was stunned4 ,my ideas became so confused that ,i was not able to say anything4 ,fortunately the girl spoke1 and said-- ,nanni is not at fault4 ,at these words the mistress said-- ,go at once to the shop4 ,master shall know everything this evening4 ,i did not breathe a word1 and even she said nothing about it to the master1 nor was ,i scolded by him1 or by the ,signora ,carolina 7the mistress74 ,some days after ,i returned to knead the clay1 but the flask of cordial had disappeared4 ,about this time there was a residenza#c to be made in the shop for some church1 where1 in the midst of the clouds that supported the ostensorio1 were a quantity of seraphim4 ,this work was required to be done at once without delay2 and as ,bartolommeo ,bianciardi1 who did this kind of work in the shop1 could not alone do all that was required of him1 ,i proposed to the master to make one of the seraphim myself1 and ,i succeeded so well that he was entirely satisfied4 ,after that ,i made others1 and always better and better4 ,from that time1 when similar work came to the shop1 ,i was always employed on it together with the other workman1 and sometimes in preference to him4 ,in the meantime ,i continued to make progress in the art of wood-carving1 and the best and most skilful workmen flattered me and helped me with their advice1 but the others looked upon me with an evil eye4 ,i could not understand this difference1 nor can ,i understand it now2 but as ,i have since met with this1 and felt it always at every time and everywhere1 it must be in the natural order of bad things4 #c ,the throne on which the monstrance is placed when exposition of the sacrament takes place4 ,sidenote3 ,,artistic ,,longings4 ,but there was always a thorn in my heart4 ,the seraphim were not enough to satisfy me1 nor even the large masks and heads of ,medusa with all their serpents4 ,and when ,i passed through the ,piazza della ,signoria and saw the ,david1 the ,perseus1 and the ,group of the ,sabines1 ,i thought that by going to the ,academy of ,fine ,arts one might learn how to make such works6 ,heavens1 how grand a thing it would be to be able to go to the ,academy6 ,but it was useless even to think of this1 for my father had declared himself opposed to it4 ,therefore peace be to it1 and let me have patience4 ,at least those pretty little alabaster figures that are shown in the shop windows of ,pisani on the ,prato1 and ,bazzanti on the ,lung',arno1 those ,i should be able to do with time and study and a firm will4 ,for after all1 it is only a question of changing the material1 of substituting alabaster for wood1 a seraphim or an angel for a little ,venus or ,apollo--there is nothing to create4 ,those who make these figures1 also copy them from others in alabaster1 plaster1 or bronze1 as ,i do2 and even now ,i invent my little seraphim1 and no longer look at ,flammingo's little boys as ,i did at first--,i do them from memory1 making them either leaner or fatter1 or more smiling or more sad1 as best ,i feel inclined4 ,so ,i reasoned and persuaded myself that in the end1 one day or other1 ,i also should be able to make one of those graceful little statuettes4 ,sidenote3 ,a ,,practical ,,joke4 ,in this way ,i consoled myself1 and went on with courage and hopefulness4 ,here some one may say1 this artist in his old age gives us a picture of himself as a boy where there is too much fancy4 ,the portrait is beautiful1 but is it a likeness8 ,has not the love of beauty seduced him8 ,what is the truth8 ,who ever saw a boy who was always obedient1 studious1 patient1 constant1 c4 c48 ,slowly1 my good sirs--slowly2 have a little patience4 ,some scrapes even ,i have got into1 and for the love of truth ,i must not pass them by in silence4 ,but everything has its place1 and here1 for instance1 is the place for one of these scrapes4 ,in the shop where ,i was employed1 close to my bench there was a great plaster pillar rising from the floor to the ceiling4 ,neither ,i nor any one had ever thought or inquired for what purpose it had been made4 ,in this pillar was a sort of little niche1 into which was walled up a phial of oil kept for sharpening our tools4 ,now it happened that this phial got broken1 and in consequence it became necessary to knock down the rest of the little niche in order to put in a new one2 but in performing this operation1 ,i perceived that the wall was thin under the hammer1 as if it were hollow1 so ,i began to think what this could mean4 ,the others also wondered1 and some said one thing1 and some said another4 ,in the meantime1 as ,i continued to hammer on the wall in the interior of the niche1 a brick fell down1 the wall gave way1 and we looked into a hollow space4 ,taking a stick to measure the depth1 we found it was considerable2 but we could not understand what the meaning of this could be4 ,i have already said1 in the beginning of these memoirs1 that our shop was under the ,piatti printing-office--and so it is1 for the printing-office is on the first floor over it2 but the building is very high1 and above that floor are others occupied by lodgers4 ,suddenly1 as we stood still1 perplexed and wondering what could be the use of this hollow pillar1 ,i1 being nearest the spot1 heard a noise within like a rustling or rubbing of something which we could not explain4 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,souls ,,of ,,purgatory4 ,for a while ,i stood still1 thinking1 when suddenly ,i guessed what it was1 and said to my companions-- ,in a moment1 if ,i succeed1 you will witness a scene that will make you laugh4 ,what do you mean to do8 ,you will see4 ,taking a long piece of beaten iron wire1 ,i bent it into the form of a mark of interrogation1 and fastening the straight end of it firmly to a bit of wood1 when ,i heard the noise again ,i thrust it to the opposite side of the hole1 and again and again tried if ,i could catch hold of anything within4 ,at last1 when ,i thought ,i had grappled hold of something1 ,i pulled it up1 and found it to be a rope4 ,as soon as the rope was caught1 we heard several voices scolding1 calling1 and disputing--amongst others1 a woman's voice shouting1 ,no1 ,i tell you there are no other lodgers2 pull away1 the bucket must have got into some hole4 ,then the poor woman pulled1 and every time she pulled ,i gave a loud groan4 ,at last1 apparently the woman's strength failed1 the mistress herself or some one else pulled at it1 for ,i could feel she had no more strength to pull1 and then cried out with an impertinent voice1 worthy of greater success1 ,who is there8 ,the souls of purgatory1 ,i shouted out lugubriously1 and instantly felt the rope fall down4 ,to say the truth1 ,i was then a little alarmed through fear of being discovered1 so ,i pushed forward the iron hook1 and the rope fell1 bucket and all1 into the well4 ,my companions laughed at the scene1 but ,i did not2 and thinking the joke might be found out1 ,i hastened to close up again the hole with a brick1 set the little bottle of oil into it1 restore the niche as it was1 smudge it over well that it might appear old and as if it had never been touched1 sweep away all traces of the plaster that had been used1 straighten out the instrument ,i had used1 and apply myself to my work in serious rather than hilarious mood4 ,sidenote3 ,,my ,,father ,,goes ,,to ,,rome4 ,about this time my father1 failing to get work1 came to ,florence1 hoping to find something to do2 but his hopes proved vain4 ,he stayed there a little while1 but at last determined to go away1 and this time for a more distant place4 ,my mother and all of us tried to dissuade him1 telling him to have patience1 that some way would be found1 that we would do all we could to help1 and although we were very poor1 still we should all be together4 ,but it seemed to him that we could not get on in this way1 and accordingly he left for ,rome4 ,so long as he was at ,siena and wrote to us1 and sometimes sent us a few sous1 it was not so bad1 and we were accustomed to it2 but now1 who could say how we should get on8 ,so far away1 without any one to help him1 without acquaintances1 and with so imperious a character1 what would become of him8 ,fortunately1 however1 he found employment1 and he wrote that he was well1 and hoped in a short time to be able to send us something4 ,god knows there was need of it4 ,meanwhile ,i had become tolerably skilful4 ,i was no longer a boy2 ,i earned about three pauls a-day1 and nearly all this ,i gave to my mother1 reserving for myself only a few sous to buy paper1 pencils1 and books4 ,beyond these things ,i wanted nothing1 for my mother took care to keep me cleanly and decently dressed4 ,sidenote3 ,,discontent4 ,as my face1 my way of speaking1 and my manners were not vulgar1 many of the customers who came to our shop took me for the son of the principal instead of an apprentice4 ,they readily addressed themselves to me2 ,i took their messages1 and sometimes their orders for the work1 and the older and more skilful workmen showed no ill-feeling about it4 ,amongst other customers who had a liking for me1 ,i remember ,signor ,emilio de ,fabris1 who at that time was the head workman in ,baccani's studio4 ,he used to come to direct and urge on the work4 ,he used to talk with me1 and to make his observations on the work2 and as he even then had an easy and graceful way of talking1 ,i listened to him with attention4 ,he was a thin1 tall1 refined young man1 admirably educated1 and courteous in his manners4 ,to-day he is one of the most famous masters of architecture1 ,president of our ,academy of ,fine ,arts1 and my good friend4 ,but although ,i had many reasons for being contented1--for at home1 thanks to the small wages of my brother ,lorenzo1 the few sous that came from ,rome1 and the earnings1 meagre though they were1 of my mother1 we were able1 by putting all together1 to live tolerably though poorly1 and in the shop ,i was liked and esteemed by my master1 by the men1 by all1--still ,i was not contented4 ,i felt there was a void1 a feeling of uneasiness1 and a melancholy that ,i could neither explain to myself1 nor could others explain to me except by jestingly calling me the poet4 ,and this was the truth1 for the poet is eminently a dreamer whose dreams are more joyous and smiling than any reality1 and ,i dreamed--yes1 but not of a smiling future when ,i should be rich and famous1 but of any sort of way by which ,i could find vent for that inward longing to distinguish myself above others1 and to distinguish myself especially in figure-work1 though it should be only in wood2 but it was not possible for me to satisfy this longing in the shop4 ,here ,i was obliged to work at all sorts of things--chandeliers1 frames1 mask-heads1 everything2 and ,i not only felt unhappy1 but was unhappy1 and my health began to fail4 ,i was advised to take sea-baths2 but in ,leghorn the cholera was raging1 and it would have been imprudent to go there1 and so another year passed in the midst of desires and hopes and fears and ill-health4 ,but at last ,i went to the baths4 ,i had scarcely arrived there1 however1 when that terrible disease reappeared and raged furiously3 the inhabitants and strangers hastened to fly from it2 all business was suspended2 movement and gaiety almost entirely disappeared2 the shops were shut2 and in a short time ,leghorn became deserted1 sad1 and oppressed with fear4 ,sidenote3 ,,cholera ,,at ,,leghorn4 ,my mother wrote to me from ,florence urging my immediate return2 but ,i--,i know not why--felt myself1 as it were1 riveted to ,leghorn4 ,it may have been perhaps on account of the effect of the sea air1 the novelty of the life1 and the excitement produced in me by the danger to which my life was exposed1 which ,i not only did not fear1 but even felt strong enough almost to challenge1 and more than all1 the notable improvement that ,i daily felt in my health1 which decided me to remain4 ,i had found some friends even gayer and more thoughtless than myself4 ,we went to the fish-market and bought the best fish for almost nothing--fresh red mullet for two or three soldi a pound--for there were no purchasers4 ,it was generally believed that the disease came from the sea1 and was brought on by eating fish2 but we ate and drank and smoked merrily4 ,in a few days ,i recovered my health1 got a good colour1 gained strength1 and melancholy went to the devil4 ,i also found some work to do4 ,the few soldi that ,i had brought with me rapidly disappeared4 ,i worked but little1 only doing so much day by day as would enable me to live merrily4 ,by one o'clock my day of work was over1 and then began that of amusement--which consisted of dinner1 walks in the country sometimes as far as ,montenero1 towards evening a good swim in the sea1 then to the caf1 and late to bed4 ,leading as ,i did this happy life1 one can readily imagine that my letters home breathed trust1 courage1 and tranquillity of spirit1 so that my mother1 although she never ceased to beg me to return1 did so in less pressing terms and with gentler expressions4 ,sidenote3 ,,amusements--,,cacciucco4 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,save ,a ,,drowning ,,woman4 ,one day when ,i had gone with my friends on board one of those small vessels which are stationed at the ,anelli1 and while we were eating a dish of fresh fish called cacciucco1 which the sailors excel in making1 a woman who was walking by the shore fell or threw herself into the sea4 ,for a short time she floated1 sustained by her clothes1 which puffed up into a sort of bell2 then she began to waver to and fro1 and down she went4 ,we looked at each other1 and then about us to see if any of the sailors on the neighbouring ships had seen the woman and were moving to the rescue1 and those on board our boat only shrugged their shoulders as if she were a dog4 ,down with you6 throw yourself in6 you know how to swim6 ,i1 of course2 but don't you swim better than ,i8 ,i6 no2 but yes---- ,and at this one of us1 a fellow nicknamed ,braccio di ,ferro--,i don't remember his real name--taking off jacket and boots1 shouted out1 ,hold your tongues1 cowards6 and plunged in head first with his hands above his head4 ,at the word cowards1 made even more telling by the brave act of the man1 ,i felt my face suffused with shame2 and although ,i was not such an expert swimmer as ,braccio di ,ferro1 ,i also took off my jacket and shoes1 and gathering my loins tightly together1 with my hands under my feet1 jumped in4 ,under water one could see quite as clearly as above1 for the rays of the sun penetrated obliquely and lighted up all the space about me4 ,i saw my friend diving down to touch bottom1 which meant that he had seen that poor woman1 but ,i had to come up to the surface to take breath4 ,as soon as ,i had done so once or twice1 ,i made a somersault1 and away ,i went1 striking out with my hands in the water4 ,my friend1 however1 had found the woman1 and had seized hold of her by her foot4 ,swimming around1 ,i caught hold of her skirts1--and just in time2 for poor ,braccio di ,ferro was blown1 and who knows how much water he would have drunk if ,i had not come4 ,leaving the woman to me1 he made a curve in the water1 and went to the surface to breathe1 plunging his head under again to look after us4 ,the two boats that had come to get the poor woman were ready4 ,braccio di ,ferro mounted into one to help me pull her in4 ,with one hand ,i caught hold of the boat1 and with the other ,i clung on to the woman's dress1 who was at once dragged out1 placed on her face that she might throw up the water she had swallowed1 taken to land1 and escorted to her house1 which was not far off4 ,we mounted upon our vessel amidst the applause of the people and of our friends who were waiting for us2 they took off some of their clothes to cover us as best they could1 and we hung ours out to dry on one of the cords of the ship4 ,we drank some pipiona wine1 finished our repast1 and each of us returned home4 ,i remained about a month longer in ,leghorn2 and if it had not been for my mother1 who pressed me to return1 ,i should have stayed who knows how long4 ,i found also something to do which was to my taste2 ,i made three heads of ,medusa to ornament the panels of a chemist's bench4 ,it was a new chemist's shop that was to be opened in those days4 ,who knows what they have done with those poor heads of mine6 ,sidenote3 ,a ,,drop ,,too ,,much4 ,i have just said that when we returned to the ship after having got hold of the woman who was drowning1 we drank some pipiona wine2 and now ,i must stop and put others who may intend to drink of this pipiona on their guard4 ,it is wretched wine1 or perhaps we drank a drop too much1 for we1 who might have had the medal awarded to courage1 went home almost drunk4 ,and whereas an hour before we had been honoured and applauded1 on our return we ran the risk of being scorned4 ,so it is2 a drop of wine too much may serve one such a turn that ,i1 as a good ,christian1 warn my equals1 and especially inexperienced young men who find themselves in the company of merry companions1 against it4 ,i returned to ,florence1 and never heard anything more of my ,livornese friends4 ,part of them were in ,magagnini's shop1 who was then a cabinet-maker1 and is now a much-esteemed architect4 ,others--and amongst these ,braccio di ,ferro--were with ,ricciardelli1 cabinet-maker in ,via dell',angiolo4 ,i returned home1 therefore1 and found the mother always dear and loving1 who clasped me in her arms4 ,the day following1 ,i went back to the shop so brisk and well that the principal and all the men were rejoiced4 ,sidenote3 ,,atanasio ,,dupr',s ,,death4 ,about this time my uncle1 on my father's side1 ,atanasio ,dupr1 provost at ,san ,piero di ,bagno1 died4 ,they wrote to us from there to bring my father to take possession of the inheritance of his brother2 and as he was in ,rome1 by my mother's advice ,i left at once for ,bagno4 ,according to my habit1 and also to save a few soldi1 ,i left towards evening on foot1 and walked all night4 ,it was winter1 beautiful weather1 cold1 and with clear moonlight4 ,in the middle of the night ,i met no one1 and only towards daybreak some few carts passed me near ,borgo alla ,collina and ,bibbiena1 where ,i stopped at the inn1 as ,i could not go on any farther1 having come thirty-six miles without halting4 ,i rested there some hours2 but in order to pursue my journey1 ,i hired a mount and guide1 because it was necessary to go along the dry river-bed of the ,corsalone for some miles1 and cross it several times4 ,through this plain1 which was flooded over at times1 the river ordinarily kept to a narrow tortuous channel1 which1 seen from the heights of ,bibbiena1 produced a wonderful effect4 ,it looked like an enormous serpent with golden scales when lighted up by the rays of the sun4 ,having gone over this strange and fatiguing road1 leaving to the right ,la ,vernia1 abode and sanctuary of the poor one of ,assisi1 ,i mounted the ,apennines1 and descended again1 arriving towards evening at ,san ,piero di ,bagno4 ,i went at once to my poor uncle's residence1 where ,i found a woman and some priests1 who showed me our inheritance4 ,it was little enough1 to speak truly--some modest furniture1 a little linen1 and a little money4 ,what was really of value was the library2 but this he had left to the ,eremo of ,camaldoli1 from whence it originally came1 as1 at the time of the suppression of convents1 he had taken it to save it from the thieving hands of the governors and partisans of ,napoleon ,i4 ,in order to understand how my uncle was able to save a great part of the books and precious manuscripts belonging to the library at ,camaldoli1 it is enough to know that he was one of the fathers of that hermitage1 and when at the suppression they were all expelled1 my uncle became a priest1 and was made provost of ,san ,piero di ,bagno1 where he remained until his death4 ,sidenote3 ,a ,,group ,,of ,,the ,,holy ,,family4 ,my father hastened at once to ,florence1 where ,i found him at home1 after ,i had stopped a few days at ,san ,piero4 ,he went there and took possession of those few things1 and afterwards returned to ,florence1 and from that time forward never left it4 ,he opened a little shop himself1 and ,i used to help him in spare moments with certain kinds of work that he was unable to do1--such as little figures1 animals1 and other things4 ,it is a great comfort to me to remember those days4 ,i had the will and the ability to help my father to do work that was appreciated and liked as if it were really his1 and so increase his reputation and obtain his affection4 ,it happened once1 however1 that a most miserable man took advantage of my father's good faith about a piece of work that had cost me not a little time and study4 ,this was what occurred3-- ,one day a man presented himself to my father1 and said that he had a commission to have a group made in wood of not very large dimensions1 that should represent the ,sacred ,family--the ,virgin ,mary1 ,st ,joseph1 the ,infant ,jesus1 and ,st ,john--and that it had come into his head to come to him1 whom he knew to be so clever at figure-work4 ,my father tried in some way to excuse himself1 feeling that the work would be a long one1 and not wishing to take too much advantage of my hours of rest and study4 ,but there was no way of avoiding it1 and he had to yield and take the order for this work1 without even speaking of the price1 for 7so said this man7 the person who gives the order is both intelligent and rich1 and will not question the price4 ,having pledged himself in this way1 he spoke to me about it1 and said1 ,here is a fine opportunity4 ,it is true you will have to work hard1 but you will be recompensed4 ,the money for this will belong entirely to you1 as ,i can do absolutely nothing on it4 ,i said yes1 to satisfy him2 but in reality ,i intended to leave the gain to him1 only taking something not to humiliate him4 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,group ,,is ,,stolen4 ,the work was begun3 ,i made a little model in clay1 gave it a great deal of study1 and took much interest in it4 ,i got on with it very well1 but slowly1 as is natural2 and the man in question came almost every week to see it and hurry on the work1 saying the person who had given the commission was most desirous of seeing it1 and that we must let him know when it would be in a condition to be seen1--in brief1 when the little group would be nearly finished4 ,to say the truth1 it was entirely finished2 but as then a doubt came up as to whether1 in order to finish it entirely1 it would be well to put the lamb at ,st ,john's feet1 and as he would not decide upon so important a matter1 he proposed to my father--,i was not present--to show it to the person who had commissioned it at his house1 as he could not come to see it at the shop2 and he also congratulated my father on his work1 which he felt sure was most praiseworthy4 ,the house is not far off--a mere step or two for me there and back--and so the question about the lamb will be decided4 ,so saying1 he took the little group1 wrapped it up in a handkerchief1 and begging my father not to move from the shop1 that on his return he might not be kept outside waiting with the group1 he went away1 and never more was seen4 ,i need not say how my father felt3 as for me1 for more than a year my fixed idea was1 could ,i but only meet the man who had robbed me6 ,i looked for him in the streets1 in the market-places1 in the churches--yes1 even in the churches4 ,for had he not stolen a ,holy ,family from me8 ,he might also steal a lamp or a candle hung before some image4 ,the ardent desire ,i felt to find the thief1 was not to put him into the hands of justice--for1 more than the actual loss of the money1 ,i felt roused by the insult and mockery of it4 ,i wanted to teach him what a lamb was6 ,i6 yes indeed2 for although ,i was young then1 ,i was not at all weak1 and there was more than enough strength in me to break his nose and give him a black eye4 ,i foresaw all the consequences1 even to my imprisonment1 which would undoubtedly have followed1 for ,i was fully aware that one cannot administer justice on one's own account4 ,it did not matter to me2 ,i felt ,i must break his nose with my own fists6 ,as these were my thoughts then1 ,i am obliged to narrate them as they are1 though ,god forgive me6 ,all this1 however1 was useless1 for ,i never saw him again4 ,sidenote3 ,,description ,,of ,,the ,,group4 ,as wood is not wax1 this group must be somewhere now1 and will last for some time to come2 so ,i leave the description of it1 that he who is the present owner may know that its first possessor was a thief4 ,the little group is a little more than a palm in height2 it is of linden wood1 and is composed of four figures in high relief4 ,the ,madonna is seated1 with the infant ,jesus in her arms1 who1 with both ,his arms around the ,virgin's neck1 is in the act of reaching up to kiss her1 and she presses ,him to her bosom with one hand1 whilst the other hangs down on her left side4 ,st ,joseph is bent forward and kneeling1 with an expression of love and adoration2 and little ,st ,john1 also on his knees1 behind the ,virgin1 is pulling aside her mantle that he may see this touching scene4 ,st ,joseph is at the right and ,st ,john on the left of the ,virgin4 ,,chapter ,,iii4 ,a ,,punishment ,,well ,,deserved1 ,,and ,,my ,,satisfaction--,,different ,,times1 ,,different ,,customs--,,the ,,use ,,of ,,the ,,birch ,,given ,,up ,,in ,,schools--,a ,,portrait--,,companions ,,and ,,bad ,,habits--,,how ,i ,,became ,,acquainted ,,with ,,my ,,dear ,,marina--,,my ,,first ,,time ,,of ,,speaking ,,with ,,her--,,difficulty ,,to ,,obtain ,,my ,,mother',s ,,consent ,,to ,,our ,,marriage--,,she ,,makes ,,trouble1 ,,thinking ,,to ,,do ,,well--,i ,,am ,,sent ,,away ,,from ,,my ,,betrothed1 ,,and ,,return ,,to ,,bad ,,habits--,,an ,,escapade--,,the ,,public ,,baths ,,of ,,vaga-,,loggia--,,my ,,clothes ,,stolen4 ,perhaps some one may think1 ,how is it that1 after so many years1 you have been able to remember the composition of your work8 ,to say the truth1 even ,i am surprised2 but it must be taken into consideration that1 besides being gifted with a most tenacious memory1 the first efforts of the mind remain more firmly engraved thereon1 being produced by the workings of one's whole soul4 ,so it is with one's affections and one's hopes4 ,add1 therefore1 to this1 the brutality of the offence1 and it will be seen that ,i could not forget it in any way4 ,in the meantime1 in ,sani's shop ,i had made for myself an almost enviable position4 ,all the works of a certain importance were given to me4 ,the principal placed entire confidence in my judgment and skill--so much so1 that he put me at the head of the young men in the shop1 and delegated to me the direction of the great works that were being executed at that time for the approaching nuptials of the ,grand ,duke ,leopold ,,ii4 with the ,princess ,antoinetta of ,naples4 ,i had even the satisfaction of directing a certain ,saladini1 a young ,sienese who had come to help us1 and whom ,i had known at ,siena at the ,academy of ,fine ,arts4 ,there we had been companions and fellow-students1 sharing the same desk2 but to say the truth1 he drew better than ,i did1 which irritated me1 and one day we came to words1 and ,i said boastfully that ,i defied him to draw with me1 and could easily beat him4 ,sidenote3 ,,bragging ,,and ,,birching4 ,it appears that the master heard loud words1 and from the glass bull's-eye in the door of the room from which he dominated the whole school1 he saw me standing by the desk with one leg in the air1 my arm passed under my thigh1 making a drawing of a ,corinthian capital4 ,i could not see the master1 as my back was turned to him2 neither did ,i perceive how silent the school was1 nor the singular attention my rival was devoting to his work4 ,the reason of it all1 however1 ,i soon discovered1 or rather felt1 from a sharp switch on my back1 and before ,i could put my leg down1 three or four good blows1 accompanied with these words1 ,and this is the prize for those who are skilful in drawing from under their legs4 ,these words were accompanied by the general ill-repressed hilarity of the school1 and especially of my rival ,saladini4 ,i confess the blows1 and even the laughter of my companions which made them more stinging1 were well merited2 but ,i remember that ,i took it in bad part1 especially as my friend ,saladini1 who certainly had seen the master1 had not warned me1 as ,i felt ,i should have done in his place4 ,for this reason ,i rejoiced when he came to ,florence to work in our shop1 and was put by the principal under my direction1 when ,i could and was obliged to correct him and say1 ,no1 it is not right in this way2 you must do so and so4 ,i must add1 however1 that ,i did not make any abuse of my power1 that ,saladini had no reason to complain1 and that we became good friends4 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,birch ,,at ,,school4 ,it now occurs to me to make an observation4 ,i had a switching1 therefore the birch existed in our schools4 ,the master could administer it and the scholar receive it coram populo officially1 according to the natural order of things1 as a legitimate correction2 but ,i ask1 if to-day a master in our ,academy1 or in fact in any academy in ,italy1 gave four blows on the back of a young man1 be his fault even much greater than mine1 what would happen8 ,the heavens would fall2 there would be a revolution in the school and shouts without1 and a scandal for the master4 ,the ill-advised master would be reprimanded by the head-master2 a report made to the ,minister of ,public ,instruction2 the master dismissed altogether or sent elsewhere2 and perhaps even1 if the ,ministry be ,progressista1 all would lose their places4 ,so it is4 ,o tempora6 ,o mores6 ,but is it1 after all1 a bad thing to administer a good whipping to a rascal who1 instead of studying himself1 annoys those who are really working1 instigates them to leave school1 and leads them to do wrong by using bad and obscene words1 swearing1 and drawing and writing improper things on the ,academy walls8 ,they can be sent away from school1 but they must not be beaten1 is the answer4 ,but the fact is1 that though they ought to be sent away1 they are always allowed to remain4 ,would it not1 therefore1 be better to administer a little corporal punishment with the birch before arriving at this finale8 ,where is the harm of it8 ,i have had it myself1 and at fifty years of age am well and strong4 ,but enough of this4 ,sidenote3 ,,saladini--,,bad ,,companions4 ,the good ,saladini1 therefore1 was placed under me4 ,he endured and even appeared to enjoy my corrections4 ,in fact1 he had a character and temperament that prevented his feeling anything4 ,he was a young fellow about eighteen or nineteen1 older than ,i was1 small1 fat1 with good colouring1 chestnut hair1 and light eyes which never grew animated and moved slowly1 seeing little and being surprised at nothing4 ,he never got angry1 and laughed in the same way when he heard of an accident as when he heard a joke4 ,it was not that he was stupid1 for his words1 though few1 were not devoid of sense4 ,he ate more than ,i did1 and drank more too1 and retired to bed early1 being an enemy of walks1 of discussions1 and merrymaking even of the most discreet and proper kind4 ,he lived but a short time1 and died as soon as he returned to ,siena1 ,i don't know of what malady4 ,not of disease of the heart1 however2 for although his heart was not bad1 yet it seemed a useless part of him1 never beating with any feeling of emotion or passion3 there it was1 quite stock-still1 seeming even dead1 like the hearts of stoics or stupid people1 which are about the same thing4 ,those1 however1 who have the misfortune to be made in this way1 live a long time1 eat much1 drink much1 and sleep--above all things sleep--profoundly2 and so did he1 though only for a short time1 because he died4 ,it was better so1 for who knows whether his heart would not have waked up some day1 repented the time lost in sleeping1 and quickened its beat8 ,therefore it was better so4 ,may the earth weigh lightly on you1 my friend1 and the peace of the ,lord rejoice your spirit6 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,first ,,see ,,my ,,wife4 ,by this time ,i had grown to be a young man beloved by my friends1 who were not many1 and not all of them excellent4 ,some were a little too full of life1 like myself1 and these gay young fellows used sometimes to drag me to places where young men of good repute should never go--,i mean to osterias and billiard-rooms4 ,in such places there is loss of time1 loss of health1 and loss of morals4 ,vaguely ,i felt1 even then1 the impropriety of such places1 and an internal sense of dissatisfaction warned me to break off from these habits and to avoid these friends4 ,indeed at home ,i was no longer like the same person4 ,i was restless1 intolerant1 despising the naturally frugal meals of the family2 and my mother1 my poor mother1 suffered for this1 but my father was angry1 and sometimes with loving words and sometimes with severe ones he reproached me for my crabbedness and caprices1 and ,i then felt sincere regret1 and my heart softened1 and quite overcome ,i embraced my mother4 ,for all this1 the road that ,i had taken was a slippery one4 ,i no longer studied anything or drew as ,i had always done before4 ,i read very little1 and that little was rubbish4 ,praised and cajoled by my companions1 quite satisfied with the kind of superiority ,i had acquired amongst them in the shop1 ,i might have fallen very low1 and have become a good-for-nothing man1 and perhaps a despicable one2 but ,god willed it otherwise4 ,and now that ,i must begin to speak of her who saved me and loved me1 and whom ,i loved and esteemed always1 because she was so rich in all true virtues1 ,i feel my hand tremble1 and the fulness of my love confuses my ideas4 ,one day as ,i was standing by my work-bench1 ,i saw a young girl pass with quick short footsteps1 quite concentrated in herself4 ,it was but a fugitive impression1 but so vivid that every now and then that vision came back to me and seemed to comfort me4 ,i had not seen the features of her face1 nor her eyes1 which she kept on the ground2 and yet that upright modest little figure1 those quick little footsteps1 had taken my fancy4 ,i desired to see her again4 ,every now and then ,i looked up from my work1 in the hope of seeing the person that ,i had been so struck by2 but ,i did not see her again during that day or the following ones4 ,sidenote3 ,,mass ,,at ,,santi ,,apostoli4 ,the second festa of ,easter ,i was at ,mass in the ,church of the ,santi ,apostoli near by4 ,suddenly lifting my eyes1 ,i saw facing me the dear young girl on her knees4 ,her face was in shadow1 as it was bent down1 and the church was rather dark1 but the features and general expression were chaste and sweet4 ,i stayed there enchanted4 ,that figure in her modest dress and humble attitude1 so still1 so serene1 enraptured me4 ,when ,mass was finished1 the people began to go away1 but she still remained on her knees4 ,at last she rose and went out1 and ,i followed her from afar4 ,she stopped at a house on the door of which ,i saw the sign of laundress4 ,i could not believe that such a modest serious young girl could be so employed2 for as a general thing1 laundresses are rather frisky and provocative1 turning their heads and glancing about1 and sometimes very slovenly in their dress--in fact1 the opposite of all that dear good creature was4 ,from the first moment that ,i saw her ,i felt for her a respectful admiration1 a tranquil serene brotherly affection and trust4 ,i was seized with an irresistible desire to love her1 to possess her1 and to have my love returned4 ,often without her knowing it1 ,i followed her at a distance1 to assure myself of her bearing and her ways1 and always observed in her a chaste1 serious1 and modest nature4 ,at last ,i attempted to follow her nearer2 and when she became aware of it1 she hastened her steps and crossed to the other side of the street4 ,i was disconcerted1 but at the same time felt contented4 ,one day1 however1 ,i decided at any cost to speak to her1 and to open my heart to her2 and as ,i knew the hour when she was in the habit of passing by the ,piazza di ,san ,biagio1 where ,i was at work1 ,i held myself in readiness1 and as soon as ,i saw her1 went out and followed her1 that ,i might draw this thorn out of my heart4 ,yes1 ,i somehow thought she would not take my offer amiss4 ,she crossed the ,loggia del ,mercato and took the ,via di ,baccano and ,condotta1 and turned into the ,piazzetta de' ,giuochi1 and ,i always followed her nearer and nearer4 ,at last she became aware of this1 stopped suddenly1 turned1 and without looking me in the face1 said1 ,i want no one to follow me4 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,follow ,,marina--,,her ,,rebuke4 ,i stammered a few words1 but with so much emotion in my voice1 that she again stopped1 looked at me a moment1 and said1 ,go home to your mother1 and do not stop me again in the streets4 ,i gave her a grateful look1 and we parted4 ,i returned to the shop with my heart overflowing with love and hope4 ,from that day a great change took place in me3 companions1 rioting1 and billiards disappeared as by enchantment from my life4 ,that same evening ,i went to the laundry4 ,i saw the mistress of it1 and with an excuse of having some work to give her1 ,i spoke to her casually1 and in a general way1 of the young girl 7whose name ,i did not know72 but she being very sharp1 smiled and said-- ,ah yes2 ,marina--certainly--,i understand4 ,but take care and mind what ,i say2 ,marina is such a well-conducted girl that she will not give heed to you4 ,but ,i did not say that ,i wanted to make love to her4 ,i know2 but ,i understood it1 and ,i repeat that she will not listen to you1--and if you want to do well1 you will never come here again4 ,here there is work and not love-making to be done4 ,but if you like1 you might go to her house and speak with her mother4 ,perhaps then--who knows8 ,but ,i should say that nothing would come of it1 and it would be better so4 ,you are too young1 and so is she4 ,now you understand4 ,so go away1 and good-bye4 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,go ,,to ,,see ,,marina4 ,thank you1 ,i understand2 but where is ,marina's house8 ,it is in the ,via dell',ulivo1 near ,san ,piero4 ,good-bye1 ,signora maestra4 ,your servant4 ,the day after this ,i went to ,marina's house and found her mother ,regina4 ,the house was a small one1 but very clean4 ,in a few words ,i opened my heart to her and told her all1 even of my having stopped ,marina in the ,piazzetta de' ,giuochi4 ,regina was a woman of about forty years of age1 and a widow4 ,she listened quietly to me until ,i got to the end1 and then only blamed me for having stopped her daughter in the street4 ,she added that she would think about it2 but she did not conceal from me that she thought me too young4 ,i hastened to tell her how much ,i made by my day's work1 and that ,i had a settled occupation4 ,she then wished to hear about my family1 and showed a desire to know my mother2 and after having spoken to ,marina1 she said she would allow me to come to the house of an evening two or three times a-week4 ,so far things went well2 but at home ,i had as yet said nothing1 and this ,i was obliged to do1 as it was the first condition made before ,i could go to the girl's house4 ,i was not afraid of my father1 because1 single or married1 it was the same to him1 as long as ,i continued to help him in the work he required of me2 but as regards my mother1 it was quite another pair of sleeves4 ,as soon as ,i had opened my mouth ,i saw a frown on her beautiful forehead1 and she would not let me go on to the end1 saying that ,i was doing wrong1 that ,i was too young1 that ,i ought to think of the shop1 of my family1 and make for myself a standing4 ,not without tears she made me feel that she looked upon this determination of mine as a sign of want of love for her4 ,i attempted in every way to persuade her that ,i always cared the same for her1 and that this new affection would in no wise diminish my love for her2 that the young girl was an angel2 that she would be pleased by her1 and love her like a daughter4 ,i embraced her1 and wept1 and she took pity on me1 poor mother6 ,she condescended to make the girl's acquaintance1 and so we went to her house4 ,the two mothers talked a long time together1 whilst ,marina put some things in order here and there about the room1 without going away2 and you could see the embarrassment of the poor girl4 ,i held one of my mother's hands in mine1 and kept my eyes on ,marina1 who never looked at me once4 ,sidenote3 ,,opposition ,,to ,,my ,,marriage4 ,it was settled that ,i could go to the house two or three times a-week without speaking of the time that was to elapse before the day of the wedding4 ,yes1 ,i really was too young1 as ,i was only eighteen4 ,all these particulars may seem superfluous1 and for most people they certainly are so2 but ,i meant1 and ,i said so from the first1 that these memoirs should be destined for my family and for young artists1 to whom ,i desire to show myself such as ,i am1 even in all the truth and purity of the most tender of affections4 ,then it is with a feeling of tender gratitude and painful sadness that ,i go back in memory to those days of my meeting with her1 the difficulties that arose to prevent our union1 and the very great influence she had over me4 ,from these pictures interpolated now and then amongst these papers1 young men of good intentions will feel the charm that surrounds the sanctity of domestic affections4 ,every other evening ,i saw the good and charming girl4 ,i remained for only about an hour or so--such was her mother's desire4 ,whilst both of them worked--the mother spinning and the daughter sewing together their long braids of straw--,i talked to them of my work in the shop1 of my studies1 and of my hopes4 ,again returned to me stronger than ever the desire to do figure-work1 and a vague1 persistent1 and fierce hope to become a sculptor in marble4 ,when in various forms ,i expressed these my thoughts1 ,marina1 who was listening to me with her eyes on her work1 looked up to me and seemed to search in mine for the meaning of my words4 ,poor ,marina1 you did not then understand what agitated the heart of your young friend4 ,later you understood2 and although full of fears1 you did not discourage him4 ,but enough--do not let us anticipate4 ,although my poor mother had yielded to my prayers1 and had convinced herself that ,marina was a well-conducted girl1 industrious1 docile1 and honest1 yet she could not1 as she said1 be persuaded that she would have to lose me2 and every evening when ,i returned home and tried to speak to her of ,marina1 she would be troubled1 and break off the conversation as if it annoyed her4 ,already1 unknown to me1 she had gone several times to the mother of the young girl1 and said that ,i was too young--that ,i ought to think more of my studies than taking to myself a wife1 of whom in the end ,i should tire2 and poor little ,marina would be sure to suffer1 in the first place because she cared for me1 and in the second place because1 if abandoned by me1 she would find it hard to get a husband4 ,all these things were said by my poor mother for love for me and through the fear of losing me4 ,i knew it some time after4 ,but now let us see what were the fruits of these words of hers4 ,one morning--it was ,sunday--,i went to ,marina's house feeling more light-hearted than usual4 ,it was about one o'clock1 after ,mass4 ,i went up-stairs1 knocked1 and ,regina opened the door to me2 but as ,i entered ,i heard a rustling sound1 and saw ,marina retiring into her little room4 ,her mother was more serious than usual1 but seemed not to wish to show it4 ,i perceived at once that there must be something the matter1 and wished to clear it up4 ,so ,i began-- ,sidenote3 ,i ,,am ,,sent ,,away4 ,marina--where is she8 ,is she not at home8 ,yes2 she is in her room4 ,does she feel ill8 ,i hope not4 ,she has nothing the matter with her1 thank ,god2 but as ,i have something to say to you1 and as she knows what it is ,i want to say1 she would not remain1 and has retired to her room4 ,after this preamble1 although there was nothing that ,i could reproach myself with1 ,i felt quite frozen up4 ,what is it then that you have to say to me8 ,listen1 and don't take it ill2 in fact1 ,i have already told you from the first that you are too young1 and who knows when you will be able to marry my daughter8 ,from now until then some time must elapse1 and ,i have no wish that you should occupy that time sitting about on my chairs4 ,then1 too1 you may change--your companions may put you up to this2 and we are poor people but honest1 and ,i don't want my ,marina to be courted by one who---- ,enough1 ,regina--enough4 ,it is true ,i am too young1 but you knew it when you allowed me to come to the house4 ,my earnings seemed then sufficient2 and if no date was fixed for the marriage1 it was because it was not asked4 ,i am decided1 if it so pleases ,marina1 to take her home in a year or a year and a half's time4 ,your words are the result of the tittle-tattle of people who wish us ill4 ,sidenote3 ,,temporary ,,separation4 ,no1 ,regina hastened to say--no1 they are not ill wishes of you or of us4 ,but you understand me quite well1 that if ,i speak in this manner to you1 it is for the good name of my daughter4 ,nothing is damaged by it4 ,for the present you will be so good as not to come to the house4 ,if it is a rose1 as they say1 it will blossom2 and when you return and say1 next month1 ,i want to marry ,marina1 you need have no fears2 she will wait for you4 ,i remained silent and sad1 and then said--,is this also ,marina's wish8 ,it is4 ,will you allow me to say one word to her before going8 ,say it1 certainly4 ,i went to her door and pushed it open a little4 ,she was standing with one hand leaning on the back of a chair2 her eyes were cast down1 but the expression of her face seemed tranquil4 ,marina1 ,i said1 your mother has sent me away1 and she has told me that this is also your wish4 ,she lifted her eyes and moved a little4 ,i therefore obey1 but be sure that ,i will never look into the face of another young girl until ,i come to claim you for mine4 ,do you accept my promise willingly8 ,yes1 she answered1 with a steadfast quiet voice4 ,then ,i stepped nearer to her and put out my hand4 ,first she looked towards her mother1 and then she put her hand in mine1 and we looked at each other1 and in her eyes ,i saw a little tear1 and her faith in my promise4 ,i went away pierced to the heart1 but firm in my resolve4 ,neither at home nor at the shop could they understand what was the matter with me1 for my whole character had so changed4 ,i think my mother understood what it was1 for she caressed me more than usual1 and asked me no questions2 and ,i set my heart at rest1 because ,i trusted in the strength of character and true nature of the girl4 ,although it was prohibited me to go to her house1 yet ,i made it a study how to meet her out of doors1 and1 without being seen1 to see her1 and even follow her from a distance4 ,i was not at peace1 however--not because ,i had any fears as regards her1 but ,i was afraid of myself4 ,i felt an aching void within me that nothing would fill4 ,i saw smiling dreams of fame and honour vanish little by little4 ,i heard a voice whispering within me--,put an end1 poor fool1 to your melancholy2 you were born poor and ignorant1 and so you will die4 ,qualities are required to lift one's self above others that you are entirely wanting in4 ,genius is necessary1 and you cannot say that you have it4 ,education is necessary1 and you have none4 ,money is necessary1 and you have not a farthing4 ,above all1 a strong will is needed1 and yours is most variable1 transient1 and weak1 bending to the slightest breath of a contrary wind4 ,put an end to it all1 and do as ,i say3 enjoy day by day whatever is given to you to enjoy4 ,amuse yourself with friends your equals1 and whenever any of these thoughts oppress you1 drown them in a glass of wine4 ,as to your young girl1 remember it is as her mother has said1 ',if it is a rose1 it will blossom4' ,up6 up6 ,viva6 and keep a light heart4 ,i already felt myself half yielding to these suggestions4 ,i was down-hearted1 and had not the strength to shake myself free from this strait of discouragement and desolation4 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,resume ,,my ,,bad ,,habits4 ,i had but little religion in me1 which alone could have comforted my soul with constancy and faith in these first ebullitions of life2 so it is not to be wondered at if1 in this state of languor and discontent1 ,i again turned to the amusements of my friends1 losing not a few hours in the public billiard-rooms4 ,i returned to one of the worst of habits1 for him who has a home--that of going to the osteria2 and ,i remember to have felt humiliated on finding myself in the midst of that noisy1 vulgar merriment1 and hearing the coarse words uttered in those taverns1 where the air was heavy with wine1 food1 and cigar-smoke4 ,the chaste image and simple gentle words of my good ,marina came back to me1 and ,i felt troubled1 and1 shaking myself1 ,i used to rise abruptly and go away4 ,sidenote3 ,,quarrel ,,and ,,fight4 ,yes1 truly the image of that gentle being aroused me1 and made me return to myself with a feeling of shame1 and a determination to put an end to all this4 ,it was providential1 however1 that not only her image but she herself appeared to arrest me on the brink where ,i had allowed myself to be dragged1 and my meeting with her deserves to be narrated4 ,months had passed since ,i had been sent away from my ,marina's house4 ,it happened one day1 it being a festa1 that ,i had promised to go out of the ,porta ,san ,miniato to meet some friends and eat a fresh plate of salad2 and when ,i was near the ,church of ,san ,niccolo1 ,i could not cross the street on account of the procession that was just coming out of the church4 ,i think it was during the ,octave of ,corpus ,domini3 there were many people1 and ,i waited until the procession had passed2 then1 perhaps because ,i was in such a hurry to overtake my friends1 in passing by ,i inadvertently knocked against two women who were in the company of a young man4 ,they took it in ill part1 and the young man1 thinking perhaps that ,i had knocked against them on purpose1 said-- ,has the boor passed by8 ,you are a boor yourself1 ,i answered4 ,pass on1 if you want to4 ,and he gave me a push4 ,i turned around on him and hit him a blow in the face1 and from that instant ,i had all three1 the youth and the girls1 down on me4 ,but they got little good out of it3 the young fellow1 who was rather slight than otherwise1 was put at once out of fighting condition by two blows of my fist in the face2 and ,i freed myself from the girls1 who seemed like infuriated harpies4 ,in an instant lace1 ribbon1 and feathers flew in the air like dry leaves scattered by the wind4 ,sidenote3 ,,escape ,,from ,,the ,,police4 ,a space was cleared around me1 and some said1 ,oh1 what a scandal6 others1 ,bravo6 ,some ran away1 some laughed1 and the soldiers came to clear the place and quell the tumult1 and the sbirri 7for there were sbirri then7 to make arrests4 ,a mounted dragoon stationed himself in front of the church4 ,a strong-built young man1 then practitioner at the hospital1 and now a distinguished physician--,doctor ,gozzini--seeing the bad plight ,i was in1 and having been one of those who had called out ,bravo6 came quickly to me1 and taking me by the arm1 hid me amongst the crowd1 and took me with him behind the mounted dragoon4 ,there we stood quite still1 and saw them arrest the poor young fellow with his broken nose1 and the girls with their crushed hats4 ,i was not discovered that evening4 ,they found me1 however1 easily enough next morning at the shop2 but ,i will speak of this later4 ,and now ,i feel in duty bound to assert that that was the last escapade of that kind that ,i was guilty of4 ,i feel strong enough 7or1 as some may think1 weak enough7 now to bear quietly similar words and acts that so outraged me then4 ,ah6 indeed age and experience are1 as one may say1 like the grindstone that rounds and softens down the asperities and impetuosities of early youth to form the character4 ,not to excuse the affair nor the violence of my ways1 but for the love of truth1 ,i feel bound to narrate another adventure that happened to me on the morning of that same day1 which had perhaps served to exasperate my already irritable state of mind4 ,about mid-day ,i had betaken myself to the public baths of ,vaga-,loggia1 a bathing-place which was formed out of that part of the canal called the ,macinante running between the ,franzoni ,palace and the palace belonging to the ,baroness ,favard4 ,it was covered in by a framework of wood1 with awnings1 and the entrance was by a little door and through a narrow corridor that went along the side of the canal4 ,at the end of this passage was a sort of stand1 and a room that was used for undressing1 and where1 for a few soldi1 an employ of the municipality was stationed1 who furnished towels1 and took charge of the clothes and other effects belonging to the bathers4 ,for those also who could not or would not pay1 below the steps leading to the baths there was a sort of small amphitheatre with a little wall around it1 and in this wall niches to put one's clothes in4 ,it seems to me that ,i have seen a something of the same kind that was used for a similar purpose at ,pompeii1 only there they were hot baths4 ,sidenote3 ,,clothes ,,stolen ,,at ,,bath4 ,i chose this second-named place1 which was more economical certainly1 but not so safe1 as you will see4 ,after having bathed1 on coming out of the water ,i went to my little niche and found it empty4 ,i looked about1 inquired1 and swore4 ,no one knew anything about my clothes4 ,at first ,i thought it was a joke1 to keep me some time naked2 but at last ,i was convinced1 and the other bathers as well1 that my things had all been stolen4 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,borrow ,,another ,,dress4 ,what was there then to do8 ,nothing had been left--they had taken everything2 and to say the truth1 it did not seem at all comic to me1 however others might laugh4 ,a friend relieved me from my embarrassment4 ,he dressed himself in haste1 went home to his house1 which was on the ,prato1 and brought me all ,i required1 from my shoes to my hat4 ,i dressed myself1 went home in the worst of tempers1 and ,i have already described what followed4 ,,chapter ,,iv4 ,,return ,,to ,,the ,,house ,,of ,,my ,,betrothed1 ,,and ,,put ,,an ,,end ,,to ,,my ,,thoughtless ,,ways--,a ,,talking ,,parrot--,,he ,,who ,,does ,,not ,,wish ,,to ,,read ,,these ,,pages ,,knows ,,what ,,he ,,has ,,to ,,do--,,how ,i ,,went ,,to ,,prison1 ,,and ,,how ,i ,,passed ,,my ,,time ,,there--,,the ,,death ,,of ,,ferruccio1 ,,by ,,the ,,painter ,,bertoli--,,signor ,,luigi ,,magi1 ,,the ,,sculptor--,,how ,i ,,learnt ,,to ,,become ,,economical--,,shirts ,,with ,,plaited ,,wrist-,,bands--,,the ,,first ,,love-,,kiss1 ,,and ,a ,,little ,,bunch ,,of ,,lemon-,,verbena--,,my ,,marriage--,,my ,,wife ,,has ,,doubts ,,as ,,to ,,my ,,resolution ,,of ,,studying ,,sculpture--,,pacetti',s ,,shop ,,in ,,palazzo ,,borghese--,i ,,sell ,,the ,,santa ,,filomena ,,to ,a ,,russian1 ,,who ,,re-,,christens ,,her ,,hope--,i ,,begin ,,to ,,work ,,on ,,marble--,i ,,make ,a ,,little ,,crucifix ,,in ,,boxwood1 ,,which ,,is ,,bought ,,by ,,cav4 ,,emanuel ,,fenzi--,,verses ,,by ,,giovanni ,,battista ,,niccolini4 ,and now to return to my unfortunate escapade1 which1 so to speak1 was the cause of my good fortune4 ,whilst they were looking for me1 hidden in the crowd1 ,i got away by slow degrees to the ,porta ,san ,miniato1 and1 keeping close to the walls up the hillside1 escaped the observation of the police2 and then1 on thinking over the danger ,i had run1 and the scandal ,i had created by my folly1 ,i resolved to mend my ways4 ,here the remembrance of the dear gentle maiden came over me1 and ,i thought if ,i had been with her and had not been driven away1 this disturbance would never have taken place4 ,her presence1 her words1 the desire of possessing her1 and being loved and esteemed by her1 were necessary to me4 ,at last ,i returned to town by the same road1 and1 going up by the ,renai1 ,i crossed the ,ponte alle ,grazie1 and near there ,i saw ,marina and her mother walking before me4 ,my heart leaped within me6 ,had they been to the procession8 ,did they know what had happened1 and had they seen me8 ,what a start it gave me6 ,to appear such a poor creature in her eyes was intolerable3 what others might say was nothing compared to her condemnation2 and1 let alone condemnation1 what ,i feared was the loss of her esteem4 ,under the influence of this fear1 ,i had not the courage to address her2 but at last1 this uncertainty seeming too bitter to bear1 ,i went up to her mother's side and said1 ,good evening1 ,regina4 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,return ,,to ,,marina',s ,,house4 ,oh1 see who is here6 ,good evening1 she replied1 with a joyful face4 ,i felt a new life come to me4 ,what6 have you been to the procession8 she said4 ,i looked both straight in the face and answered1 ,i come from that direction4 ,i have been out of the gate of ,san ,miniato4 ,have you heard that there has been a disturbance in the ,piazza di ,san ,niccol8 ,i believe so2 but it was a mere nothing4 ,ah1 not so much of a mere nothing4 ,they came to blows2 there were some women among them2 the soldiers came--the dragoons4 ,i tell you it was a great row4 ,besides1 some have been arrested1 and will be taken to prison2 and it serves them right4 ,pretty business1 such a scandal as this6 ,after a pause1 ,i began again1 turning to ,marina-- ,where were you when you saw the procession8 ,we6 answered ,marina--we were in the church4 ,we saw it go out1 and a little after the disturbance occurred4 ,i had such a fright6 ,sidenote3 ,,story ,,of ,a ,,parrot4 ,having ascertained that they knew nothing of my doings1 ,i was consoled1 changed the conversation1 and accompanied them down from ,santa ,croce to their house4 ,when we were on the threshold ,i sadly said good-night2 but ,regina1 to my great surprise and pleasure1 said to me1 ,won't you come up for a little while8 ,well1 if you will permit me1 ,i will stop a little while with the greatest pleasure4 ,and looking into the face of my good ,marina1 her eyes seemed to say1 ,yes1 ,i am most happy4 ,we then went up-stairs1 and ,i remained there only a short time1 so as not to appear to presume upon their kindness2 but in taking leave1 ,i told the mother that ,i should return the next day1 for ,i had something to say to her4 ,my resolution was taken4 ,have you done at last with all your childish follies1 your tiresome tirades1 your colourless love1 fit only for collegians8 ,you promised to give us your memoirs1 and we supposed that you had something of importance and interest to tell us4 ,are these1 then1 your memoirs8 and do you really and seriously think that such things as this are of the least interest to anybody8 ,listen1 dear reader4 ,you have a thousand good reasons to think so1 after your mode of viewing things2 but ,i have quite as many on my side1 as ,i will now prove to you4 ,but first let me tell you a little story4 ,there was once a parrot trained to put together certain words and make a little speech1 almost as if it was his own4 ,one day the servant 7who was new to the house where the parrot was1 and had never seen such a bird before7 was struck with astonishment at hearing him1 and was so delighted that he stretched out his hand to touch him4 ,as he did this1 the bold and loquacious bird opened his beak and said1 ,what do you want8 ,the astonished servant at once withdrew his hand1 and1 lifting his cap1 answered1 ,excuse me1 sir1 but ,i took you for a beast6 ,sidenote3 ,,am ,,arrested ,,and ,,sent ,,to ,,prison4 ,i find myself now in the opposite case1 and say to you1 ,excuse me1 ,i took you for a man--that is to say1 ,i imagined that you sympathised with me1 and even appreciated a man who promises to tell the truth1 and to narrate things just as they really were and are2 and this ,i am doing1 and mean to do to the end1 without caring who likes great effects of light and shade1 fearful shadows1 and mere inventions1 more or less romantic4 ,if you don't like my way of doing this1 you know very well what to do--shut the book and lay it aside1 or skip what bores you1 and perhaps you may find here and there something which pleases you4 ,but ,i wish to give you fair warning1 that these memoirs refer to and describe in part that very love which1 though it may seem to you perfectly colourless1 was none the less living1 deep1 and holy1 and that retained its warmth and vividness of light for forty years1 until she who was its object disappeared from this earth1 leaving in my heart the memory of her rare virtues1 a love which is ever alive1 and the hope that ,i may again see her4 ,and now again ,i take up the thread of my narrative4 ,truly1 when ,i said to ,regina that ,i should return the next day to speak with her1 ,i counted without my host1 as the saying goes4 ,the next day ,i found myself in quod--for but a short time1 if you please1 but still in prison for fourteen hours from morning to evening4 ,but ,i was very well off there1 as ,i shall now explain4 ,the morning after1 on ,monday--,i was at my post1 the first bench in ,sani's shop--a person1 after walking for some time up and down before the shop windows1 came in and said1 ,be so kind as to come with me to the ,commissary of ,santo ,spirito1 and---- ,do not be alarmed2 it is nothing4 ,the ,signor ,commissario wishes to learn from you something about the disturbance that occurred yesterday at ,san ,niccol after the procession4 ,sidenote3 ,,examination ,,by ,,the ,,commissario4 ,but ,i--be assured---- ,don't stop to deny anything4 ,the ,signor ,commissario knows all4 ,your name is ,giovanni ,dupr4 ,you live in ,via del ,gelsomino1 which is precisely in our quarter2 and ,i did not go to look for you at your house1 in order not to disturb the family4 ,but ,i can assure you that it is a matter of no importance--perhaps a scolding1 but nothing more4 ,i resigned myself1 and went with him4 ,this person was not absolutely a sbirro1 but something of that kind2 and out of a sense of delicacy1 and divining my thoughts1 he said to me-- ,go on before me4 ,you know the way4 ,i will keep behind you in the distance1 and no one will perceive that we are together4 ,this ,i did1 and arriving at the ,commissariato1 was immediately introduced to the ,commissario4 ,the ,commissario was in those days a sort of justice of the peace1 who possessed certain attributes and powers1 by which he was enabled to adjudge by himself certain causes1 and to punish by one day's imprisonment in the ,commissariato itself4 ,if the affair after the interrogatory required a longer punishment1 the accused party was conducted to the ,bargello4 ,the interrogatory then took place2 and after severely blaming me for my conduct1 he told me that the matter in itself was very grave1 both on account of the assault and the injuries done by me to these persons1 and also of the tumult which had been occasioned on a fte which was not only public but sacred1 and that therefore it was beyond his power to deal with such an offence4 ,i felt myself grow cold1 and had scarcely breath to speak1 so completely had the idea of being sent to the ,bargello overwhelmed me4 ,but the good magistrate hastened to add1 ,however1 do not fear4 ,the single deposition of only one of the corrisanti is not in itself sufficient1 and therefore it may be assumed that the provocation came from their side1 and that you acted in legitimate self-defence4 ,but as there was disorder1 and injuries were received1 you must be content to pass the day shut up in one of our cells4 ,thus saying1 he rang his bell1 and said to a sbirro who appeared at the door1 ,conduct this gentleman out1 and lock him up2 and as ,i went out he added1 ,another time be cautious1 and remember that you might fall into the hands of some one whose name is not entered here2 and he laid his hand upon a large book which he had on the table4 ,i bowed1 went out1 and the sbirro opened a door in the court of the ,commissariato1 made a gesture to me to enter1 and shut me in4 ,sidenote3 ,,my ,,prison ,,walls4 ,the room in which ,i found myself was tolerably large1 with a fair amount of light1 which came in from a high iron-barred window4 ,in one corner was a heap of charcoal2 and from this1 perhaps1 the room had received the name of the ,carbonaia4 ,the walls were dirty1 and covered with obscene inscriptions4 ,there was a bench to sit upon1 a closet1 and nothing else4 ,i remained standing and looking about1 but ,i saw nothing4 ,my thoughts were wandering sadly and confusedly from one thing to another1 and fixed themselves with fear and sorrow upon my mother and ,marina1 who1 in the state in which ,i found myself1 seemed to me more than ever dear and worthy of honour4 ,i thought of their grief1 and felt a shudder of emotion come over me4 ,but the assurance that ,i should soon be free1 and should not pass the night there1 strengthened me and gave me courage1 and ,i walked up and down the room humming to myself4 ,then1 not knowing what to do1 and how to occupy the time1 which is always so long and tedious when one has nothing to do1 ,i caught sight of the charcoal1 and my spirits rose1 and ,i said1 ,now ,i have nothing to fear1 for here is an occupation which will last me as long as there is light2 and ,i began to draw upon the wall a composition of figures almost as large as life1 the subject of which was the death of ,ferruccio4 ,this was a composition which ,i had seen at about that time in the exhibition of the ,academy of ,fine ,arts1 in a picture which had struck my fancy4 ,it represented ,ferruccio lying on the ground mortally wounded1 and wrapped in the flag of the ,commune4 ,with a fierce and scornful look he seemed to be saying to ,maramaldo1 who was giving orders to finish killing him1 ,you kill a dead man4 ,the author of this picture was the painter ,bertoli1 a young man of great promise1 and who unhappily died not long afterwards in the insane asylum4 ,the drawing that ,i made upon the wall was a reminiscence of that composition1 and there was nothing of mine in it beyond an effort of memory4 ,sidenote3 ,,drawing ,,on ,,prison ,,walls4 ,my poor mother1 having been informed by the people of the shop1 came to the ,commissario1 in the hope of obtaining my liberation1 but she could not even obtain permission to see me4 ,the only thing allowed to her was permission to bring me my dinner--that is1 to give it to some one to bring in to me1 all but the wine2 and this she did4 ,oh1 my sweet mother1 may ,god grant thee the reward of thy love6 ,in the meantime the evening drew nigh2 the walls were covered with my poor drawings1 and my hands and face and handkerchief were all black4 ,i would willingly have remained in prison till another day in order to finish a little less badly the ,ferruccio2 but to stay there for long hours in the dark1 and with nothing to do1 so irritated and disquieted me1 that ,i began to cry out1 and beat on the door1 asking for a light at my own expense4 ,but no one heeded me2 and as ,i continued to drum loudly on the door1 and had even taken the bench to hammer with1 a voice different from the others called out to me1 ,sir1 for your own good ,i pray you to stop4 ,the rules forbid lights2 and if you go on in this way1 ,i promise you that you shall sleep to-night in the ,bargello4 ,never did so short a speech produce the desired effect like this4 ,i hastened to answer that ,i would be absolutely quiet4 ,i put back my bench in its place1 and seated myself upon it1 in the attitude perhaps of ,marius sitting on the ruins of ,carthage2 and there ,i remained until eleven o'clock at night4 ,the door was then opened1 and ,i was told to go to the ,signor ,commissario to thank him4 ,this ,i did1 and he repeated to me the sermon of the morning1 and added that ,i owed to him the mildness of my sentence4 ,i renewed my thanks to him1 and ran home1 where ,i found my mother and father awaiting me--he with a severe face1 and she with tears in her eyes4 ,sidenote3 ,,release ,,from ,,prison4 ,the day after1 ,i went to the house of ,marina--for ,i invented some sort of lie to explain why ,i had not come the day before1 as ,i had promised--and taking aside ,regina 7as ,marina had established a school in the house71 ,i expressed to her my desire to be married as soon as possible4 ,it was rather soon1 ,i confess2 but for me there was no other safety4 ,with her--with my good ,marina--,i felt that ,i should cut short the too excited kind of life ,i was then leading1 and which carried me into company and into gambling1 and down that decline which leads every one knows where4 ,that very evening ,i returned and insisted on acquainting the dear girl with my determination1 at which she showed herself modestly happy4 ,the true affection that ,i felt for that good creature1 and the solemn pledge that ,i then took1 put an absolute end to the thoughtless life which ,i had been leading4 ,stronger than ever came back to me my love for study1 and ,i began to turn over in my mind how to occupy myself in marble work1 even though it should be as a simple workman4 ,at that time ,i made the acquaintance of ,signor ,luigi ,magi1 who was in the ,studio ,ricci1 in ,via ,s4 ,leopoldo1 now ,via ,cavour1 and ,i opened my mind to him1 and he did not dissuade me from my purpose4 ,but he advised me first to learn how to draw well and to model1 and after going through a certain course of these studies1 then to attempt to work in marble4 ,he offered to procure for me copies to draw from2 and then1 as he intended to set up a studio for himself1 he offered to give me lessons in modelling in clay4 ,this being agreed upon1 ,i returned home happy in the hope of carrying out this plan4 ,but the many little things that ,i had to think of1 and not the least of which was to save all the time ,i could in order to provide for the unusual expenses of my marriage1 upset entirely for several months this ambitious project4 ,sidenote3 ,,little ,,economies4 ,the ideas of wise economy which have up to the present time always accompanied me1 ,i owe to my most excellent ,marina4 ,one day she said to me1 ,you make four pauls a-day1 and two you spend on the house4 ,what do you do with the other two8 ,i dress1 buy cigars1 and ,i don't know what else4 ,see1 she answered1 on your dress it is evident that you don't spend much2 your cigars are a small matter2 so it seems to me that you might put a part aside to supply what we most need4 ,sidenote3 ,,marina--,,and ,a ,,pot ,,of ,,verbena4 ,the fact is1 that ,i cannot keep the money4 ,if you like1 ,i will keep it for you4 ,i accepted with pleasure1 and every week brought her the surplus2 and ,i strove that it should not be small1 for she knew pretty well what ,i had over4 ,at the end of a few weeks ,i found that ,i had a package of six or eight beautiful shirts with plaited cuffs1 such as ,i had always worn ever since ,i was a boy4 ,an intelligent economy saves us from need1 and even in narrow circumstances makes life easy4 ,i owe to this wise woman the exact and judicious regulation of my family1 as well in the first years of our marriage--when we were very much restricted in means--as in those which came after4 ,my eagerness to see her every evening1 my exactness in carrying her all my savings1 and the respect which ,i showed her by my words and acts1 made me dearer to her eyes than ,i ever was before4 ,one evening we were standing at the window of our little parlour1 which overlooked a garden which was not ours4 ,on its ledge were some pots of flowers reaching out over the windows1 and among the flowers was a plant of verbena1 which she liked above all things4 ,i talked to her of my studies1 of my hopes1 of the happiness ,i felt in being near her2 and all the time ,i was so close to her1 that our two breathings were mingled together4 ,she was silent1 her face and eyes lifted to the starry heavens4 ,the perfume of the flowers1 the silence of the evening1 and her sweet and chaste ecstasy so touched me1 that1 impelled by an irresistible force1 ,i reached my lips towards hers4 ,my movement was instantaneous1 but ,i failed to carry out my purpose2 she turned away her face1 and my lips only brushed against a lock of her hair1 and then she immediately moved away and seated herself beside her mother4 ,after forty years this comes back to me as if it had just happened4 ,her face had an expression neither of displeasure nor of joy2 but a certain somewhat of sorrow was there1 which seemed an answer to all that ,i had been saying4 ,when she perceived that ,i was serious and a little mortified1 she said with calm benignity-- ,sidenote3 ,,my ,,marriage4 ,do you like verbena8 ,oh yes2 ,i like it so much4 ,then quickly rising1 she cut off a sprig1 put it in the buttonhole of my coat1 and said-- ,there1 that looks well6 ,i took my leave1 and on going away said to her addio1 and not a rivederla4 ,the #gth of ,december #ahcf1 on the ,vigil of the ,immaculate ,conception of the ,virgin ,mary1 ,i married my good ,marina in the ,church of ,st ,ambrogio4 ,this was1 in truth1 the great event of my life1 and that which exercised the most salutary influence over my studies1 over my peace1 and over the prosperity and morality of my family4 ,we were married in the evening1 not only to screen ourselves from the curious1 but also because our joy was as secret as it was great4 ,our witnesses were ,luigi ,sani1 son of my chief--he for whom 7as ,i hope my reader has not forgotten7 ,i used when a boy to prepare his clay--and ,bartolomeo ,bianciardi1 who was a workman in the shop of ,sani4 ,at our modest supper1 besides the witnesses1 were my father and mother4 ,my new existence being thus assured1 ,i began to think seriously how to carry out and give real form to the dream of all my life1 which resolved itself into this--to be a sculptor4 ,my young wife was timid1 and sought to persuade me that ,i was very well as ,i was4 ,my father openly blamed me1 and kept repeating in his beloved ,latin1 ,multi sunt vocati pauci vero electi 7,many are called but few chosen74 ,this ,i knew as well as he2 but he referred it to my desire to be an artist1 and my ambition did not reach further than merely to be a workman in marble4 ,my mother listened to me kindly1 and half sympathised with me in my bold hope of becoming a workman in some sculptor's studio4 ,to my dear wife 7for she above all others was nearest my heart1 and on her account it behoved me to take care what ,i was doing7 ,i kept repeating-- ,sidenote3 ,,copying ,,designs ,,and ,,drawings4 ,my good ,marina1 listen4 ,i risk nothing4 ,i do not lose my skill as a wood-carver1 and if ,i only study sculpture in the off-hours of my work1 this very study may be useful to me as a carver2 and if ,i succeed in becoming a sculptor1 ,i shall be able to earn more1 and acquire reputation1 and enable you to live well and to give up your trade4 ,say1 would not this be a good thing8 ,and she would look at me sadly1 and gently smiling would say-- ,but we are very well off as we are4 ,in the meantime1 in view of an offer of ,signor ,magi to give me some drawings and designs to copy1 ,i went1 according to our agreement1 to his studio in the ,licei di ,candeli1 and begged him to fulfil his promise2 and a few days after he gave me some heads in light and dark from the ,transfiguration of ,raphael1 which ,i copied1 working at them early in the morning and in the evenings4 ,having finished these rapidly and to his satisfaction1 he gave me plate by plate the whole course of anatomy of ,professor ,sabatelli1 done in red chalk4 ,in this task ,i was so interested that ,i worked till very late at night1 until ,i had attained such facility and knowledge1 that after sketching in the general outlines1 ,i at once finished them without requiring to make a rough copy4 ,magi was surprised that ,i was able so easily to turn off every day a copy of one of these drawings of legs1 arms1 and torsi1 which were of life size4 ,afterwards he gave me a number of the so-called ,accademie1 which are nude studies of the entire figure--and these1 too1 ,i drew rapidly and with increasing taste2 and so enamoured was ,i of them1 that ,i afterwards repeated them at the shop upon any fragment of paper or wood1 drawing them in all their attitudes from memory4 ,sidenote3 ,,anxieties ,,and ,,struggles4 ,i made1 as ,i was well aware1 very rapid progress1 and ,i longed for the moment when the master should say to me that it was time to begin to model4 ,in fact1 he soon suggested this4 ,however1 as it was necessary to have a certain apparatus and help1 ,i could only begin to model in the studio of ,magi4 ,it was therefore arranged that ,i should go to him during all the off-hours of my work2 and this ,i did4 ,i will not stop to note the number of hands1 feet1 and heads that he made me copy2 ,i will only say that my life was most exhausting1 and my wife1 poor dear1 had to suffer for it4 ,she had to wait for dinner1 and ,i was often so late1 that ,i had only time to swallow a little soup and a piece of bread1 and then to rush back to the shop4 ,when ,i remember this life of mine1 with its painful anxieties and struggles1 it makes me angry to see some of the youths of to-day1 with every opportunity and all their time1 and without a care in the world1 either for their family or any thing or person1 who rot in idleness1 assume airs of scorn for others1 even for their masters1 and then swear out against adverse fortune1 and deplore their genius crushed and unrecognised1 and similar insipidities4 ,my two hours of rest during the day1 which were from one to three o'clock1 were thus occupied3 one hour was given to study1 and the other was but just sufficient to enable me to go from my shop in the ,piazza di ,san ,biagio to the ,liceo di ,candeli1 and there take my dinner1 and then return to the shop4 ,i was punctual too1 for ,i was determined to do my duty1 and to keep my promise to my wife never to allow my study of sculpture to interfere with my regular occupation4 ,sidenote3 ,a ,,home-,,picture4 ,it was indeed a life full of agitations1 anxieties1 fears1 and privations1 but animated with what joyous hopes6 ,every evening when ,i came back from my work1 ,i devoted myself at home to making anatomical drawings from casts1 while my wife did her ironing in the same room2 and ,i drew until the hour of supper came4 ,it was a pure sweet pleasure to me to see that strong and lively creature coming and going with her flat-irons from the fireplace to the table1 and gaily ironing1 and singing ,muskets and broadswords2 fire--fire--poum6#d as she smoothed and beat with the flat-iron on the linen1 while her mother sat silently spinning in the corner4 ,truly that blessed woman was right when she said1 ,we are so happy as we are--for one of the purest joys that cheers my present life is the memory of those days4 ,no joy is purer than that which comes from the memory of that past time of work1 of study1 and of domestic peace4 ,those days of narrow means and agitations now shine upon me with a serene and lovely light2 and ,i bless the ,lord1 who softens by ,his grace the bitterness of poverty and the harshness of fatigue1 and so preserves this sweetness of remembrance in the heart1 that neither time nor fortune has the power to extinguish it1 or even to diminish it4 #d ,schioppi1 sciabola2 fuoco--puhm6 ,in the opinion of my master1 ,signor ,magi1 ,i had arrived at that point in my studies that ,i could be permitted to make portraits from life4 ,accordingly he proposed that ,i should find some friend who had time and patience to stand for me as a model4 ,i soon found one1 and his was the first bust ,i modelled4 ,the likeness was good1 and ,magi and the others began to have a strong faith in my future4 ,encouraged by this trial from life1 ,i determined to make a statuette of small dimensions4 ,the subject which was given to me by ,magi was ,santa ,filomena standing with her head and eyes turned to heaven1 one hand on her breast and the other holding a bunch of lilies1 while the anchor1 the sign of her martyrdom1 lay at her feet4 ,the statuette was liked2 and ,i pleased myself with executing it in wood1 and finished it with great care of handling and delicacy of detail4 ,it was exhibited at the ,accademia delle ,belle ,arti in #ahch2 was praised by distinguished artists1 such as ,benvenuti and ,bartolini2 and the latter recalled it to me when1 some time afterwards1 ,i went to ask for work in his studio1 and said-- ,sidenote3 ,,statuette ,,of ,,santa ,,filomena4 ,believe me1 my dear sir1 if ,i had any work to give you to do1 ,i would give it with pleasure1 for ,i have seen that statuette of yours1 which shows that you have intelligence and love4 ,my ,santa ,filomena was liked--liked by artists and by those who were not artists2 but no purchaser presented himself1 and ,i was anxious to sell it1 not only for the sake of a little money1 which would have been very opportune1 but still more for the satisfaction of my amore proprio as an artist4 ,but the purchaser did not come1 and ,i was obliged to place my statuette in the magazine of antiquities of the ,brothers ,pacetti1 on the ground-floor of the ,borghese ,palace in the ,via del ,palagio4 ,it did not long remain here1 however4 ,it was frequented by many strangers1 who found there a great number of things which were curious1 and some of which were really beautiful4 ,in this magazine there were1 first of all1 old pictures of our ,florentine school3 whence they had been excavated ,i know not1 but the exportation of them out of the country was not as difficult as it now is4 ,there were also terre cotte of the school of ,luca della ,robbia1 statuettes in bronze1 marble busts of the ,roman school1 to ornament halls or staircases in palaces2 chests of ebony inlaid with pietra dura1 ivory1 tortoise-shell1 c4 ,specially rich was it in ,venetian glass1 antique plates1 enamels1 laces1 c41 c4 ,there1 among all these antiquities1 figured my ,santa ,filomena1 which seemed more pure and white from contrast with all the chests of drawers1 and stuffs1 and tapestries which formed its background4 ,sidenote3 ,,santa ,,filomena4 ,a ,russian gentleman asked the price2 and it being stated to him1 without refusing to take it1 he made a strange condition of purchase4 ,he would not have it a saint1 and in consequence he exacted that all the attributes which belonged to ,santa ,filomena should be removed4 ,i took great pains to make him see that this could not be done1 and that the statuette would in so doing lose much of its artistic value4 ,if the lilies were taken from the hand1 it would be perfectly meaningless and idle1 and would injure the expression of the figure4 ,he seemed to a certain extent persuaded1 but he still persisted that he would not have it as a saint2 and after thinking for a long time how he could change the name1 and seeing that there was an anchor at her feet1 he said that it might be called ,hope4 ,i remained between yes and no1 and only observed to him that ,hope ought to hold the anchor in her hand1 and not leave it on the ground as if she had forgotten it4 ,no matter1 he answered1 ,i insist on calling it ,hope2 but the lilies must be removed4 ,sidenote3 ,,christ ,,on ,,the ,,cross4 ,i answered that they would rather help the subject1 and it might be called ,the ,virgin1 ,hope4 ,oh6 c'est trs-bien1 he replied4 ,there remained the crown of roses on her head1 but in regard to this everything was easy4 ,roses are the symbol of joy1 and ,hope in the purity of its aspirations is crowned with joy4 ,truly that day ,i was a more eloquent orator than artist4 ,the ,russian1 quite content 7and ,i more than he71 counted me out the price of the statuette in golden napoleons1 and before it was boxed up1 had inscribed on the base of the ,filomena these words--,la ,vera ,speranza4 ,after this work1 ,magi advised me to begin to work in marble4 ,this cost me little trouble1 practised as ,i was in carving wood1 which1 though it is a softer material1 is more ungrateful and irresponsive4 ,after a few weeks' practice1 ,i was able to execute some works1 and to assure myself that henceforward1 whenever ,i wished1 ,i could go from one material to the other4 ,remember1 however1 that ,i then did not even dream of becoming an artist4 ,i only hoped to succeed as a workman in marble1 as ,i then was in wood4 ,the idea of being an artist came to me afterwards1 slowly and by degrees--the appetite growing1 as the saying is1 by eating2 or ,i should rather say1 ,i was driven and drawn to it1 out of pique and self-assertion 7punto d'onore74 ,but let us proceed regularly4 ,about this time ,signor ,sani received an order from certain nuns--,i do not now remember whom--to make a ,christ upon the cross1 which was to be of small size and executed in boxwood4 ,naturally ,sani thought of me1 and gave it to me to execute4 ,i set to work upon it with such love and such a desire to do well1 that ,i neglected nothing4 ,after making studies of parts from life1 and pilfering here and there1 ,i succeeded in making an ensemble1 movement1 character1 and expression appropriate to the subject1 and this ,i executed with patience and intelligence4 ,but the excellence of the work was superior to the importance of the commission4 ,let me explain myself4 ,the time it cost me1 and consequently the price ,i was paid by my principal for my weeks of labour1 far exceeded that which had been agreed upon by the persons giving the commission4 ,sani1 a little grudgingly1 but still feeling that it did honour to his shop1 showed himself half pleased and half annoyed2 and when other persons afterwards came to urge forward the work on which he was engaged for them1 and praised this ,christ of mine1 ,sani took all the praise to himself as if it belonged to him4 ,nor was he to blame for this4 ,the ,christ1 however1 on account of the difference of price1 remained in his shop shut up in his chest4 ,but as it had been somewhat noised about1 many came expressly to see it4 ,among these was the ,cavaliere ,professore ,giuseppe ,martelli1 who lately died1 and who having seen it1 told ,sani that he hoped to induce the ,cavaliere ,priore ,emanuel ,fenzi to buy it4 ,he was then putting in order the principal suite of rooms in the palace of the ,via ,san ,gallo for the wedding of the ,cavaliere ,fenzi's eldest son1 ,orazio1 with the noble ,lady ,emilia de' ,conte della ,gherardesca1 and he hoped to place this ,christ at the head of the bed of this young couple4 ,and this in fact happened4 ,the ,christ was seen and bought1 and ,i believe that it is still in that house4 ,i saw it there myself when poor ,orazio1 who honoured me with his friendship1 was alive4 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,christ ,,sold4 ,i shall again refer to this ,christ2 but for the present1 let us go on4 ,i had a great desire to give up once for all this working in wood--not because ,i thought that material less worthy than marble1 for the excellence of a work depends upon the skill and knowledge of the artist1 and not upon the material which he has used4 ,very worthless statues have been seen1 and still may be seen1 in beautiful marble1 and1 vice vers1 beautiful statues in simple terra cotta or wood4 ,sidenote3 ,,work ,,at ,,magi',s4 ,you will be noble if you are virtuous1 answered ,d',azeglio to his son1 when the latter asked him1 with the ingenuousness of a child1 if their family was noble4 ,let us then understand that the nobility of any one is founded upon his deeds1 and the excellence of a work depends upon the work itself1 and not upon the material4 ,we shall return to this consideration hereafter2 now let us proceed4 ,i say that ,i wished to give up working in wood1 because it was my business at the shop to make all sorts of little things1 such as candlesticks1 cornices1 masks1 c4 ,naturally it fell to me to make them2 and not always--on the contrary1 very rarely--it happened that ,i had a ,christ1 an angel1 or anything of that kind to execute3 and on this account ,i was irritable and irascible 7except when ,i was at home7 with everybody1 and specially with myself4 ,at ,magi's ,i had as much work as ,i wished4 ,i had already finished for him two busts1--one of the ,grand ,duke in ,roman drapery1 according to the style then in vogue among the academic sculptors1 who dressed in ,roman or ,greek costume the portrait of their own uncle or godfather2 the other of an old woman1 whom ,i did not know4 ,work enough ,i had2 but naturally ,i wished to earn something by it1 and this was soon spoken of4 ,i understand very well that the master has a kind of right to all the profits of the first works of his pupil2 but with me this went on so long1 that at last he saw its impropriety2 and he proposed to engage me to finish the group of ,charity which he had made for the ,chapel of the ,poggio ,imperiale1 as a substitute for that wonderful work of ,bartolini1 which is still admired in the ,palatine ,gallery4 ,but the proposition of ,magi was in every way impossible to accept1 as he only agreed to pay me when the work was completed--that is to say1 ,i and my family were to go for at least a year without anything to eat4 ,sidenote3 ,,death ,,of ,,my ,,daughter--,,poem4 ,i tried here and there2 but ,i could not make a satisfactory arrangement1 and ,i had to resign myself to the making of candlesticks4 ,i had now become a father4 ,my wife had given me a little girl1 whom ,i lost afterwards when she was seven years old2 and as ,i have never made mention of my dear angel1 let me embellish the meagreness of my prose with the charming verses of ,giovanni ,battista ,niccolini1 who then honoured me with his friendship1 and which he wrote with his own hand under the portrait of my little child4 ,they are as follows3-- ,few were the evils that ,life brought to thee1 ,dear little one1 ere thou from us wast torn1 ,even as a rosebud plucked in early morn4 ,tears thou hast left1 and many a memory1 ,to those who gave thee birth1 ,but thou from ,life's short dream on earth ,hast waked the perfect bliss of heaven to see2 ,and thou art safe in port1 and in the tempest we4 ,pochi a te della vita ,furono i mali1 o pargoletta1 e mori ,come rose ch' colta ai primi albri4 ,ognor memoria e pianto ,al genitor sarai1 bench per sempre ,dal sogno della vita in ciel gia desta4 ,tu stai nel porto e noi siamo in tempesta4 ,,chapter ,v4 ,a ,,warning ,,to ,,young ,,artists--,,professor ,,cambi',s ,,propositions--,a ,,financial ,,problem3 ,,to ,,increase ,,gain ,,by ,,diminishing ,,the ,,means ,,that ,,produce ,,it--,i ,,leave ,,sani',s ,,shop ,,to ,,have ,,more ,,time ,,and ,,liberty ,,to ,,study--,,an ,,imitation ,,is ,,not ,,so ,,bad1 ,,but ,a ,,falsification ,,is ,,indeed ,,an ,,ugly ,,thing--,,the ,,marchesa ,,poldi ,,and ,a ,,casket1 ,,supposed ,,to ,,be ,,an ,,antique--,,how ,a ,,master ,,should ,,be--,,the ,,death ,,of ,,my ,,mother1 ,,september #ahdj--,,opinion ,,of ,,the ,,academy--,,the ,,tipsy ,,bacchante--,a ,,divided ,,vote--,,the ,,cariatidi ,,of ,,the ,,rossini ,,theatre ,,at ,,leghorn4 ,let us consider for a moment the state of my mind at this time4 ,i felt within me an unconquerable inclination for the study of sculpture2 and even as a child1 ,i gave vent to my feeling as well as ,i was able4 ,as ,i increased in years1 the more this desire was repressed and opposed1 whether by my poverty or the aversion of my father1 the more it developed into a settled passion4 ,but after the progress ,i had made in my studies gave me a right to hope1 and my masters had encouraged me1 and ,i had acquired some skill in working the marble1 no work was given me to do4 ,nor was this all4 ,i was humiliated at last1 being told by a workman to whom ,i applied--who was the administrator of the studio of a foreign artist--that there was nothing for me to do there1 because the work in that studio was so difficult as to be beyond my ability4 ,i swallowed this bitter mouthful1 but ,i did not despair4 ,not only did ,i not despair1 but ,i determined1 by study and force of will1 to prove that ,i was right and they were wrong4 ,add to this that ,i was not alone2 ,i had a wife and children4 ,but no matter4 ,since the first prophecies that ,i never should be good for anything as a wood-carver had proved false1 this also1 which was both a humiliation and an insult1 might prove to be untrue4 ,my poor wife saw that my mind was greatly disturbed1 and1 with her sweetness1 strove to calm me by representing to me that we were fairly well off and without troubles1 and exhorted me to drive from my head a thought which was rendering my life bitter to me4 ,these words1 dictated by love1 made me still more unhappy2 but dissimulating and caressing her1 ,i told her that she was right4 ,sidenote3 ,,rivalship ,,and ,,criticism4 ,one day1 in the studio of ,magi1 ,i and another young man were modelling together a man's torso which had been cast from nature4 ,a friend of ,magi1 a painter1 as he passed by us paused1 and after looking at our two copies1 said1 turning to my rival and patting him gently on the shoulder1 ,i am delighted3 this is an artist6 ,then turning to me with an expression of regret1 he said1 ,a rivederla4 ,my good reader1 do you think that made me despair8 ,no1 by the ,lord6 ,i tell you rather that these words were seared upon my brain as with a red-hot iron1 and there they still remain--and they did me a great deal of good4 ,the ,professor who spoke them 7yes1 he was a ,professor71 three years afterwards embraced me in the ,accademia delle ,belle ,arti before my ,abel4 ,my rival8 ,my rival is perfectly sound in health1 and is fatter and more vigorous than ,i am1 but he is not a sculptor4 ,so1 my dear young artist1 courage6 in the face of poverty1 and opposition1 and abuse1 and contempt1 and even 7remember this7 of blandishments and flatteries1 which are more destructive than even abuse and contempt4 ,sidenote3 ,,indications ,,of ,,genius4 ,but be careful to consider well what your vocation really is1 and do not allow yourself to be deluded by false appearances4 ,it is absolutely necessary that your calling should be imperious1 tenacious1 persistent2 that it should enter into all your thoughts2 that it should give its form and pressure to all your feelings2 that it should not abandon you even in your sleep2 and that it should drive from your memory your hour of dinner1 your appointments1 your ease1 your pleasures4 ,if1 when you take a walk in the country1 the hills and groves do not awaken in you in the least the idea that it would be pleasant to own them2 but1 instead of this1 if you feel yourself enamoured by the beautiful harmony of nature1 with its varied outlines1 and swelling bosoms1 and slopes sadly illuminated by the setting sun1 and all seems to you an exquisite picture--then hope4 ,if at the theatre you see a drama represented1 and you feel impelled to judge within yourself whether this or that character is well played--whether the gestures1 the expression of face1 and the inflections of voice are such as properly belong to the character1 and accord with the affections that move him1 or the passions which agitate him--then hope4 ,if1 while you are walking along1 you see the face of a beautiful woman1 and if it does not immediately awaken in you the idea of a statue with its name and expression1 but1 on the contrary1 you idly or improperly admire it--then fear4 ,if in reading of a pathetic incident you feel your heart grow tender2 if the triumph of pride and arrogance rouse your scorn--then hope4 ,and if you do not feel your faculties debilitated by the long and thorny path of study1 but1 on the contrary1 tempered and strengthened every day by constant and patient labour1 then hope--hope--hope4 ,if you have property1 attend to the management of it4 ,if you are poor1 learn some trade4 ,it is better to be a good carpenter than a bad artist4 ,sidenote3 ,,triennial ,,competition4 ,in my own case1 ,i armed myself with stout patience1 and pursued my ordinary work of wood-carving2 and when ,i returned home in the evening1 ,i applied myself to study1 and1 in the simple and frank conversation of my wife1 felt a calm come over my agitated mind2 and my powers1 enervated by ungrateful labour1 were thus restored4 ,but the opportunity which was to launch me once and for ever in art was already near1 and ,i seized upon it with all my strength1 hope1 and love4 ,many and sad were the first steps against opposition and division2 but ,i pushed on1 and ,i have never stopped since4 ,professor ,ulisse ,cambi1 who had seen me modelling in ,magi's studio1 and who had his own studio close by1 now began to talk to me about the triennial competition in sculpture1 which took place precisely in this year1 and he proposed that ,i should go in for it1 and hoped that ,i should succeed2 but even if ,i did not1 he said1 at all events the study incident to it would be no loss to me4 ,flattered by this suggestion1 which showed that he had some confidence in me1 ,i replied that ,i would think of it1 and would speak about it to ,magi1 who might possibly lend me one of his rooms which he did not use1 and also give me his assistance4 ,i spoke to him on the subject1 but ,i did not find him at all disposed to favour the project4 ,in the first place1 he told me that he could not give me a room2 then that he did not think that ,i had gone on sufficiently far in my studies to be able to attempt such a competition2 and finally1 that he would not undertake to direct my work4 ,this answer having been repeated to ,cambi1 he told me that he was convinced that ,i should succeed1 and that if ,magi would neither give me a room nor superintend my work1 he would do both--and this he did4 ,sidenote3 ,,model ,,of ,,judgment ,,of ,,paris4 ,the subject of the basso-relievo was ,the ,judgment of ,paris1 and required five figures--,paris1 ,venus1 ,minerva1 ,juno1 and ,mercury4 ,i made a sketch2 but it did not please ,cambi1 and taking a piece of paper1 he sketched with a pen a new composition1 saying1 ,that1 ,i think1 will do very well4 ,i then made a new sketch founded upon this by ,cambi4 ,some one will now say1 ,this is not right2 you ought to have worked out an idea of your own1 and not one of your master's4 ,agreed2 but these considerations will come afterwards4 ,for the present1 let us go on4 ,in the meantime it was necessary to come to a decision1 and to take into consideration that the work required much time1 and could not be completed in my off-hours1 as ,i had hitherto done with my other studies1 and also that money would be required to pay the models2 so that1 as it would be necessary to give less time to my ordinary work1 ,i should earn less1 while ,i should have need of more money in order to pay the models4 ,the problem was a difficult one1 and at first sight not easily solved4 ,the reader will remember the ,brothers ,pacetti1 in whose shop ,i had sold the ,santa ,filomena4 ,one of these1 ,tonino1 had often said to me that if ,i would work for them they would give me anything to do that ,i might prefer--whether cornices rich with figures and putti and arabesques1 or coffers and chests all'antica1 or whatever ,i liked with figures1 with the prices agreed upon1 and liberty to work when and how ,i liked4 ,the offer was excellent1 as you see2 but it involved leaving my old master ,sani1 and ,i was affectionately attached to him1 and he and all in the shop were attached to me2 and on this account ,i felt repugnance to leaving the place and the persons who had helped me on when ,i was a child4 ,so1 thanking ,pacetti1 ,i repeatedly refused his offer4 ,but now it was necessary to come to a decision between two alternatives--either to abandon the competition and remain in the shop1 or to abandon the shop and accept the offer of the ,brothers ,pacetti4 ,i spoke of this to my good ,marina1 who at first did not look upon it at all favourably1 fearing that if ,i left the shop1 which had always given me work1 ,i should find myself left in the lurch by the other1 in spite of all the fine promises of gain and liberty and the like4 ,but at last1 seeing that ,i was decided1 she contented herself with saying1 ,do as you think best4 ,o blessed woman1 may ,god reward thee6 ,sidenote3 ,,modelling ,,bas-,,relief ,,for ,,competition4 ,when ,i stated to old ,sani my determination to leave his shop1 angry as a hornet1 he said1 ,do as you like1 and spoke to me no more the whole day4 ,the next day1 however1 more softened1 but still severe1 he asked me the reason of this strange resolution1 and ,i told him4 ,then he proposed an increase of salary and a diminution of work1 and at last agreed 7,i must do justice to this good man7 to allow me to have all the hours which were necessary for the competition4 ,but ,i had already made my contract with ,pacetti1 had decided upon a work after my own choice1 arranged the room given me by ,pacetti1 and which was the ,hospital for ,horses in the old stable of the ,palazzo ,borghese1 and ,i could not withdraw from it4 ,i began to model the basso-relievo for the competition in the studio ,cambi1 and my intaglio work ,i did in the little studio or stable of the ,palazzo ,borghese4 ,the work that ,i had undertaken for ,pacetti was curious4 ,it had every recommendation except that of honesty4 ,let me explain4 ,there was at this time a great passion among strangers for antique objects3 great chests1 cornices1 and coffers1 provided they were old1 were sought for and purchased2 but modern works1 though of incontestable merit1 no one cared for1 and they brought very low prices4 ,it came into the head either of ,pacetti or myself--,i do not remember which--to make something in imitation of the antique 7and so far it was all right71 and to sell it for antique1 and here was the maggot4 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,carve ,a ,,seicento ,,coffer4 ,it was settled1 then1 that ,i should make a coffer or chest in the beautiful and rich style of the ,seicento--rectangular of form and not high4 ,the cover was slightly pointed1 with various arabesque ornaments1 and in the centre of this cover in the front ,i carved a ,medusa crying out loudly2 and by looking at myself in the mirror1 ,i succeeded in giving a good deal of truth to the sad expression of this head--indeed the muscles of the face and the eyes had such a truth of expression that ,i would not promise to do as well again even now4 ,this is the portion of the work which is really original2 all the divisions in panels1 and the external faces1 were an absolute counterfeit representation of the ornaments on the bookshelves in the ,libreria ,laurenziana1 which were carved by ,tasso the carver1 the friend of ,benvenuto ,cellini1 and1 as some say1 were designed by ,cellini himself4 ,every precaution was taken--the wood was antique but not worm-eaten1 so that ,i could carve with delicacy all the ornaments1 dragons1 and chimer2 and when it was finished1 here and there a worm-hole was counterfeited and filled up with wax1 but so as to be visible4 ,the hinges and ironwork were also imitations of the antique1 which were first oxidated and then repolished4 ,in a word1 it was a veritable trap1 and ,i give an account of it for the sake of the truth2 and ,i hope that the first statement of this falsification does not come from me4 ,but however this may be1 we laughed at it1 and it amused me then1 though now it displeases me4 ,sidenote3 ,,coffer ,,is ,,attributed ,,to ,,cellini4 ,this coffer was seen by many persons1 some of whom asked the price2 but ,pacetti set a high value upon it1 and he had spread about some sort of story that it was a work of ,benvenuto ,cellini's4 ,finally1 after some time1 the ,marchioness ,poldi of ,milan1 who had gone to ,florence to urge ,bartolini to finish the famous group of ,astyanax which he was making for her1 saw this coffer1 liked it1 and took it for an antique2 but in regard to the excellence of the work1 and above all the name of the artist to whom it was sought to attribute it1 she determined to consult ,bartolini himself1 and if his judgment was favourable1 to buy it for the price that was asked1 but which naturally was not what ,i had been paid4 ,bartolini decided that it was one of the finest works of ,tasso the intagliatore1 made after the designs of ,benvenuto ,cellini2 and the ,marchioness ,poldi then bought the coffer1 and carried it to ,milan4 ,four years later1 ,i finished my ,abel and ,cain4 ,i had made a name1 which had been rendered still more attractive by the curious story of my origin2 for all of a sudden1 while nobody knew who ,i was1 ,i seemed to be an artist who had been born one morning and grown up before night4 ,the only thing that was reported about me was1 that ,i had never studied1 and that ,i had suddenly leaped from the bench of the intagliatore on to that of the sculptor4 ,the reader who has thus far followed me1 and who will continue with me up to the completion of my ,abel and ,cain1 will see with what heedlessness these reports were propagated4 ,let us go on4 ,the ,marchioness ,poldi came to my studio1 and having heard the story of my life1 which was in the hands of all1 and was written in that easy1 attractive1 and poetic style of which ,farini is master1 told me that she possessed a magnificent work in intaglio by the famous intagliatore ,tasso1 and said that this work was imagined and executed with such grace and excellence that it might truly be called a work of art1 and she added that these were the very words of ,bartolini4 ,sidenote3 ,,in ,,the ,,studio ,,cambi4 ,the reader may imagine whether ,i was flattered by this2 and in consequence of this praise1 as well as to pluck out this thorn from my heart by a confession of my fault1 ,i said1 ,i beg your pardon1 ,signora ,marchesa1 but that work was made by me4 ,the ,marchioness looked at me with a kind of wonder1 and then said1 ,no matter--nay1 all the better4 ,i begged her not to tell ,bartolini4 ,but to return to the point where ,i left off to make this digression about the ,marchioness ,poldi4 ,let me say1 that if in my studio ,i enjoyed complete liberty of imagination and action1 and if my works met with such success and were so praised as to give me consolation1 matters did not go on so well in the studio ,cambi1 where ,i was modelling for the competition4 ,scarcely had ,i put my foot into that studio when ,i became timid1 embarrassed1 and almost fearful2 for the ,professor would not leave me free to see and execute from the life as ,i saw it4 ,i do not say that he was wrong2 ,i only say1 that thus feeling my hands bound to the will of another1 rendered me hesitating and discontented4 ,i should have preferred a studio of my own1 and after ,i had sketched out as well as ,i could my own ideas1 then to have my master come in to correct me4 ,but there he was always2 and he was not content with correcting me by words alone1 but he would take the modelling tool and go on and model what ,i ought to have modelled myself4 ,my work might be done with difficulty2 but if ,i could have done it all myself1 as ,i wished1 ,i should have been much happier1 and my hand would have been better seen in it--the hand of a youth without skill indeed1 but still desirous to do and to learn2 and ,i should also have been spared the annoyance of hearing that the work was not done by me1 but by ,professor ,cambi4 ,now ,cambi is a very dear friend of mine1 and ,i do not mean in the least to reprove him for what he did2 but it is my duty to state the facts clearly just as they are--and ,i take this occasion to say a few words as to what ,i consider a master should do in directing his young pupils4 ,sidenote3 ,,laws ,,of ,,composition ,,and ,,grouping4 ,every historical fact1 in its manifestations of time1 place1 circumstances1 and character1 presents itself to the mind of each person who studies it--and far more to any one who intends to reproduce it--in an entirely different way from what it would impress another4 ,the impression each receives depends upon his character1 intelligence1 temperament1 and education4 ,this being admitted1 it is in the highest degree difficult to assert with assurance1 ,i understand and can express the fact better than you4 ,when certain essential points are established1 such as the age and character of the personages1 and the costumes and style of dress1 all the rest depends upon the taste of the artist1 and his manner of viewing and feeling it4 ,as to the composition and grouping of the figures1 in regard to which dogmatic statements are so often laid down1 this should be a free field to the artist in which he may move about as he will4 ,the harmony of lines1 the balance of parts1 the equality of spaces1 are all very fine words2 but above all and before all1 and as the base of all1 there should be clear expression of the fact1 truth of action1 and living beauty4 ,it is very true that sometimes1 and indeed very often1 the young pupil is without much study or much knowledge1 and in composing his sketch he makes mistakes in the arrangement of the dresses and the character and truth of the subject he wishes to represent4 ,then indeed the master should interpose4 ,but how8 ,not by taking the tool himself and saying1 ,you should do thus and thus2 but rather by putting his pupil on the right road1 and making him clearly appreciate the story he is trying to represent1 and showing him that this or that figure ought to have the dress and the character appropriate to it1 and to point out the means by which he may attain this result4 ,if after this teaching the youth is dull1 he should be counselled not to go on2 but if1 on the contrary1 he improves his sketch1 the master should correct it and perfect it in its movement1 in its ensemble1 and in its expression4 ,in this way the youth will take courage and cognisance of his own powers1 and improve4 ,sidenote3 ,,faults ,,of ,,young ,,students4 ,one of the commonest faults with young scholars is their slothfulness in trying to discover for themselves their own way to express their ideas4 ,for the most part1 they are completely deficient in this1 and prefer to seek among the works of their master1 or of some other master1 for their subjects1 types1 and movements--and thus1 with little fatigue and less honour1 they only succeed in giving a colourless reminiscence of works already known2 and one of the faults of the master is this--not only to allow his scholars to imitate and steal from him1 but what is worse1 to desire to impose upon them his own works as models4 ,sidenote3 ,,illness ,,of ,,my ,,mother4 ,i return to my narrative4 ,in my stable ,i pursued my artistic life freely and happily1 with power to select the work ,i was to do1 to carry out my own designs in whatever style ,i liked1 and almost to fix their prices4 ,in this way1 with only a half-day's work1 ,i was able to carry home my ordinary earnings for the maintenance of my family2 and beyond this1 ,i had two francs over to pay my model for the remainder of the day1 which ,i spent on my basso-relievo4 ,my daily life1 therefore1 was gay and free in my stable1 timorous and gloomy in the studio ,cambi1 and peaceful1 glad1 and quiet all the evening at home4 ,but for all this1 the bitterness had to come4 ,the other competitor1 ,ludovico ,caselli1 was already hinting it about that the basso-relievo was not made by me1 and that ,professor ,cambi worked upon it4 ,caselli was modelling under the direction of ,professor ,pampaloni2 but ,i never complained that ,pampaloni worked upon it1 although there were some who affirmed that he did4 ,i kept my peace1 and resolved formally in my own mind that whatever should be the issue of this competition1 ,i would again make an attempt the next year4 ,when the time of the exhibition and the decision approached1 ,i began to hear contemptuous and insolent rumours1 which1 whether ,i failed or was successful1 would equally afflict me4 ,to this is to be added1 that my poor mother was suffering from a very severe illness--an illness1 indeed1 that carried her in a few days to her grave4 ,i remember1 as something that still pierces my heart1 the interest she showed during that illness for me1 for my competition1 and for my triumph 7as she called it72 and it seemed as if this belief of my loving mother gave a certain alleviation to the terrible anguish of her disease1 which every day grew worse and worse4 ,this was in the first days of ,september #ahdj4 ,on ,sunday the #aeth the decision was to be given1 and my poor mother was at the point of death4 ,what ,i felt in my heart may be imagined1 it cannot be told4 ,the instant ,i heard that the prize had been given to me1 ,i ran to my mother--from whom ,i had of late been somewhat separated--with almost a hope that this good news might bring her back to life again4 ,and in fact1 on hearing this news her face became radiant1 her cheeks glowed1 her eyes1 which for a time had seen nothing1 became animated and seemed to gaze at me4 ,then she stretched out her arms1 and1 pressing me to her1 said1 ,now ,i die willingly4 ,she lived a few days longer1 and then1 comforted by the sacrament of our holy religion1 died4 ,she had finished her short life of about fifty years1 in the restrictions of poverty and in the bitterness of one of the greatest misfortunes--blindness4 ,god has taken her to the joy of ,his infinite mercy4 ,sidenote3 ,,decision ,,of ,,the ,,academy4 ,the conflict of judgment among the professors of the ,academy at the competition was tempestuous1 and the result extraordinary4 ,the votes were divided thus3 ,ten votes were given for my model1 four or five 7if ,i mistake not7 to that of my competitor1 and there were eleven votes for a division of the prize4 ,i thought that votes for a division could not properly be given2 and at all events1 as ,i received ten and the other four1 ,i considered myself the superior4 ,but no4 ,the legal adviser declared that the number eleven was superior to the number ten1 and as eleven had voted for the division1 that the prize must be divided4 ,but the matter did not end here4 ,my competitor1 not satisfied with his prize1 went about saying that it was not ,i who had competed2 that he did not know who ,i was1 nor where ,i had studied2 and he threatened to challenge me to ,i know not what trial in design or modelling4 ,i answered that ,i intended to continue to study1 and that naturally we should be measured against each other often1 if he chose to have it so2 and this put an end to it4 ,more than this1 we became friends1 and still are2 and ,i believe he is now employed in the foundry of ,cavaliere ,pietro ,bonini1 as a designer or mechanic1 ,i don't well know which4 ,he is a man of talent1 and has made several works of sculpture1 among which are ,hagar and ,ishmael1 ,susannah1 and the statue of ,mascagni which is under the ,uffizi4 ,sidenote3 ,,model ,,of ,,youthful ,,bacchante4 ,but in the opinion of the young students at that time there still remained a doubt whether that work was all grist from my mill1 and in consequence ,i had a strong desire to do something by myself in my own studio4 ,in order to put an end to all this gossiping1 ,i put up a figure of life size representing a drunken and youthful ,bacchante leaning against the trunk of a tree as half falling1 while she smiled and held to her lips a goblet4 ,the difficulty of the subject was as great as my inexperience4 ,the tender age of the model1 who could not be made to stand still1 the difficult and fatiguing attitude1 my own total want of practice in setting up the irons and clay1 the smallness of the room1 and the deficiency of light1 were obstacles which conquered at last all my poor capacity1 and my figure fell1 and ,i had not the courage to put it up again2 and it was all the better that ,i did not4 ,after this came new attacks1 new gossip1 and new affronts1 all carefully covered and veiled1 and1 as ,giusti says1 ,tramati in regola1 alla sordina4 ,i have already spoken of the voting on the competition1 and ,i may as well return to this here--for these memoirs are not solely a meagre narrative of my life1 but also an examination of principles2 and whenever it seems to me proper to make this examination1 ,i shall do so1 endeavouring1 as usual1 to be brief and clear4 ,and first of all1 you must believe that ,i do not return to this decision to complain that the prize was divided between me and my rival2 and ,i wish you to understand that even had the entire prize been adjudged to me1 ,i should equally have returned to this question4 ,the subject ,i mean to examine is the false principle of a vote of division4 ,sidenote3 ,,votes ,,on ,,competitive ,,work4 ,whoever undertakes to judge of the comparative merit of various works1 ought1 ,i think1 to have sufficient critical ability to distinguish minutely the smallest differences between these works on various points--such as1 for instance1 their composition1 character1 proportion1 movement1 expression1 refinement1 historical accuracy in the types and fashion of the dresses1 truth1 style1 c4 c4 ,now it is absolutely impossible that in all these particulars two works can be perfectly equal and of the same value2 and the conclusion thus far is unavoidable1 that the judge who gives his vote for a division1 either has not the qualities required to discern these delicate differences1 or omits through culpable negligence to make such a rigorous examination as is required to arrive at what is true and just4 ,therefore the ,president should declare formally that the votes for a division will be null2 and as their absence might invalidate the decision through a consequent deficiency of votes1 he should invite the judges to declare for one or the other4 ,i conclude 7and with this ,i shall finish my disquisition on this subject of division of votes7 that whoever feels inclined to give a vote in this indeterminate way1 either is1 or thereby declares himself to be1 ignorant of the matter in regard to which he is required to have knowledge and to give judgment4 ,the youthful ,bacchante fell down2 and1 as ,i have said1 it was well that it did4 ,this ,i say now2 but then ,i was much vexed1 both on account of the accident itself1 and also for the unpleasant talk that it gave rise to4 ,but after all1 things are what they really are1 and not what we think them to be4 ,i was1 however1 consoled by a commission--very small indeed1 but it seemed to raise my depressed spirits--and it was this1 to make the four ,cariatidi of the ,royal ,box in the ,rossini ,theatre in ,leghorn4 ,i should not have mentioned this humble work did it not give me occasion to note one thing which the young men of to-day seem to have forgotten4 ,sidenote3 ,,humble ,,commissions4 ,it is common for the young sculptors of our day to scorn and sneer at any work that is offered to them which they think beneath that skill and capacity which they suppose themselves to possess2 and they will not1 as they say1 abase themselves to mere work in plaster4 ,if any one orders of them a bust or a statue in plaster1 their pretence is so excessive that they deem it an insult4 ,now1 ,i say the material counts for nothing2 and a plaster statue merely for decoration1 well executed1 is worth more than a statue in marble or bronze which is ill executed4 ,undoubtedly1 if one could choose1 he would reject the statue in plaster and accept that in marble--always1 however1 recognising that the one essential thing is1 to do his work well4 ,but ,i was not given this choice1 and ,i accepted this humble commission1 and executed it with zealous love4 ,there was this1 too1 of good in the commission--it might induce me to believe that ,i should have made a far better statue had ,i been given more time and more means to make one of my own selection2 and ,i said1 ,if ,i have been able to make these statues in a month1 with thirty or forty lire to pay to my models1 how much better ,i might do in five or six months1 with much more money6 ,the question reduces itself1 then1 to time and money4 ,let the young artist consider whether my reasoning is not just2 and let him also consider what is more important--that if ,i had not accepted this commission1 ,i should not have come to the knowledge of the power that was in me1 nor have gone through the reasoning which by strict logic induced me to make the ,abel4 ,this humble work was of great importance to me1 and ,i recommend it to the attention of those young artists who consider themselves humiliated by small commissions4 ,no2 do not let them be alarmed either by the subject or the material1 and if they should receive an order even for a great terra cotta mask for a fountain1 provided it be well made1 they will acquire by it praise1 and new and worthier orders1 so long as their sole endeavour is to do their work well4 ,,chapter ,,vi4 ,,an ,,unjust ,,law--,,the ,,abel--,,brina ,,the ,,model ,,and ,i ,,in ,,danger ,,of ,,being ,,asphyxiated--,,my ,,first ,,request--,,benvenuti ,,wishes ,,to ,,change ,,the ,,name ,,of ,,my ,,abel ,,for ,,that ,,of ,,adonis--,i ,,invite ,,bartolini ,,to ,,decide ,,on ,,the ,,name ,,of ,,my ,,statue--,,bartolini ,,at ,,my ,,studio--,,his ,,advice ,,and ,,corrections ,,on ,,the ,,abel--,,lorenzo ,,bartolini--,,giuseppe ,,sabatelli--,,exhibition ,,of ,,the ,,abel--,,it ,,is ,,said ,,to ,,be ,,cast ,,from ,,life--,i ,,ask ,,for ,a ,,small ,,studio1 ,,but ,,do ,,not ,,obtain ,,it--,,my ,,second ,,and ,,last ,,request--,,the ,,president ,,antonio ,,montalvo--,i ,,don',t ,,succeed ,,somehow ,,in ,,doing ,,anything ,,as ,i ,,should--,i ,,talk ,,over ,,matters ,,at ,,home--,,count ,,del ,,benino ,a ,,true ,,friend ,,and ,,true ,,benefactor--,,his ,,generous ,,action4 ,while ,i was pondering a subject for a statue which should silence the idle and malevolent1 it happened that a competition in sculpture was opened in ,siena1 in which no one could compete but those who were of that country and province4 ,naturally ,i determined to compete4 ,the only other competitor was the young sculptor ,enea ,becheroni1 a pupil of the ,academy there4 ,another wished to enter into the competition1 and this was ,giovanni ,lusini1 an accomplished sculptor who had lately returned from ,rome1 where he had been pensioned for four years1 he having gained the prize at the quadrennial competition of our ,academy at ,florence4 ,but he was not allowed to come in2 for although1 like ,becheroni and myself1 he was a native of ,siena1 he was inadmissible because he had passed the age decreed by the rules4 ,this competition was called ,biringucci1 from the name of the worthy man who by his will had founded a prize and pension for sculpture1 as well as others for painting1 architecture1 and various sciences that ,i do not remember4 ,the studies and pensions established by him had been in existence for more than #cjj years1 and are still in existence1 but1 by one of those curious combinations that some would call a fatality1 precisely in this very year1 when it would have been most welcome to me1 the prize for sculpture was struck out by one stroke of the pen4 ,sidenote3 ,,biringucci ,,competition4 ,i had already for some time prepared myself for this competition1 which required that the artist should be shut up in a room by himself1 and there should make1 in the course of one day from morning till evening1 a sketch in clay of some subject drawn by him by lot at the moment of entering the studio4 ,for a considerable time ,i had made nothing but sketches2 and within a space of time certainly not greater than that allowed by the competition1 ,i had in fact made some dozen1 and by practice ,i had become so rapid in composition1 that whatever subject might be given me1 ,i felt fully equipped1 so as to be able to come out of the struggle with honour4 ,one day--it was ,sunday--,i was standing in my little studio in the ,via del ,palagio1 and modelling one of these sketches1 the subject of which was ,elias carried away in the chariot4 ,i was working with goodwill1 and was happy and in the vein4 ,my father had come to see me1 and he was sitting and reading quietly the ,bible4 ,the bell rang1 and a letter was given me bearing the post-mark of ,siena1 and ,i recognised the handwriting of the secretary of the competition1 ,signor ,corsini4 ,i opened the letter1 and read that the ,government had suppressed the pension for sculpture as being superfluous1 and had disposed of the sum by appropriating it to a chair at the ,university1 and therefore the competition would not take place4 ,i see1 as if he were now before me1 my father start up suddenly and exclaim--,sagratino ,moro ,moraccio 7which is1 literally1 ,cursed ,moor of the ,blackamoors 71 what have you done8 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,smash ,,my ,,sketch ,,of ,,elias4 ,with one blow of my fist ,i had smashed to pieces my poor ,elias1 and he saw it on the ground between the legs of the horse4 ,read1 ,i said1 giving him the letter4 ,scarcely had he fixed his eyes on it1 than he grew red1 stamped with his feet1 and repeated his usual ,sagratino ,moro4 ,i was at once aware that ,i had acted ill in giving way thus brutally to my irritation4 ,this ,i have recounted out of love of the truth1 and that those who know me now may see how different ,i was then1 and how ludicrously that excitability of character which ,i still feel1 but which ,i have learned how to repress1 was exhibited in the tragic destruction of that poor sketch4 ,and this too was of advantage1 just as the gossip and incredulity about the first triennial was4 ,the refusal to give work was also of advantage1 when ,i went seeking about from studio to studio1 and it was denied to me1 even in terms of scorn4 ,it was all of advantage to me4 ,it obliged me to concentrate myself1 and1 seeing myself rejected on all sides1 to will and to know1 and with ,god's assistance to make my place with my own unassisted powers4 ,it was all right--thoroughly right2 ,i repeat it4 ,who can tell8 ,the pension of ,siena was for ten years4 ,may ,god pardon me1 but ,i always feared that that pension might prove to me1 as it had to others1 a ,capuan idleness4 ,i began now to turn over in my mind a new subject which should be serious and sympathetic1 and into which ,i could put my whole heart1 strength1 will1 hopes1 and all--and ,i found it4 ,among the pictures1 bronzes1 and terre cotte of ,pacetti's shop1 where ,i used often to wander about1 ,i was struck by a group in terra cotta of a piet4 ,the figure of ,christ specially seemed to me beautiful2 and ,i had half a mind to make a dead ,christ1 and went about ruminating in my mind over the composition4 ,certainly a dead ,christ would be1 as it always is1 a very sublime theme4 ,but yet ,i was not satisfied4 ,i wished to find a new subject2 and as the ,bible was familiar to me1 the death of ,abel suggested itself1 and ,i seized upon it with settled purpose4 ,i sought for a studio to shut myself up in with the model1 and ,i found one in the ,piazzetta of ,s4 ,simone1 opposite the church4 ,then ,i put together a few sous to buy me two stands1 one for the living model and one for the clay4 ,among the nude figures which ,i saw in the evenings when ,i went to draw1 ,i selected the one that seemed to me best adapted to the subject1 and ,i arranged with him to come to me every afternoon1 as ,i was employed in wood-carving all the morning4 ,i had already made several sketches1 but ,i wished to make one from life1 so as to be sure of a good movement and a true expression4 ,it was on ,shrove ,thursday in #ahdb1 and all the world who could and wished to do so1 were walking about in the ,corso4 ,the model and ,i were shut up together in the studio1 and it was nothing less than a miracle that that day was not the last of both of our lives4 ,poor ,brina is still living1 as old as ,i am1 and he still stands as a model at our ,academy4 ,sidenote3 ,,sketch ,,of ,,abel4 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,am ,,nearly ,,asphyxiated4 ,and this is the way in which we ran the risk of losing our lives4 ,in the studio which ,i had hired there was no way of putting up a stove1 except by carrying the tube up through the upper floor1 and so out through the roof4 ,the expense of doing this was large1 and for me very large2 so ,i determined to make a sketch from life1 and from this to put up my clay1 and ,i hoped to be able to go on with the model without fire until the warmer season came on4 ,but these days were so extremely cold that the model could not remain naked even for a few minutes2 and we determined to warm the room with a pan of coals1 in which apparently there remained a residuum of the powdery dregs of charcoal4 ,the brazier having been lighted1 and at intervals stirred up1 the room1 which was small1 was soon tolerably warm4 ,i was intent on modelling with my tool the outline and planes of my sketch1 and moving about the model to assure myself of the movement and the ensemble1 when ,i felt an oppression on my head2 but ,i attributed it to the intensity of my labour1 and on ,i went4 ,suddenly ,i saw the model make a slight movement1 and draw a long deep sigh1 and the eyes and the colour of his face were like those of a dead man4 ,i ran to help him1 but my legs would not hold me up4 ,i half lost my senses1 my sight grew dim4 ,i made an effort to open the door1 and fell to the ground4 ,but ,i had strength enough left to drag myself along to it1 and kneeling1 ,i laid hold of the lock2 but the handle would not move1 and with the left thumb ,i was obliged to raise the spring1 and with the right hand to draw the bolt1 and to do it quickly4 ,i was wrestling with death1 as ,i well knew1 and ,i redoubled my efforts with the determination not to die4 ,by good fortune1 by my panting ,i drew in a little breath of pure fresh air through the keyhole1 and at last ,i pulled back the bolt1 and threw it wide open2 and there ,i sat drinking in full draughts of the outer air4 ,in the streets there was not a living soul1 but ,i could hear the joyous shouts from the races in the ,piazza or ,santa ,croce near by4 ,poor ,brina gasped and rolled his eyes4 ,the air which came blowing into the room revived him1 but he could not rise4 ,i had entirely recovered1 except that ,i felt a tight band around my head4 ,i ran to the nearest shop1 got a little vinegar1 mixed it with water1 and dashed it over his face4 ,we then extinguished the fire and went away4 ,sidenote3 ,,petition ,,for ,,assistance4 ,i began to model the statue a few days after4 ,my mornings up to one o'clock were employed in wood-carving1 and all the afternoon ,i modelled4 ,in this way ,i went on for some time1 and the statue was fairly well advanced1 but ,i required a little more money4 ,the want of this made me rather doubtful whether ,i should be able to finish the model in time for the exhibition in ,september4 ,i required thirty or forty pauls a-month for five months in order to go on until ,september4 ,by the advice of ,signor ,antonio ,sferra1 a publisher of prints1 ,i made a petition1 to which ,professor ,cavaliere ,pietro ,benvenuti1 ,aristodemo ,costoli1 ,giuseppe ,sabatelli1 and ,emilio ,santarelli were kind enough to append their names4 ,this petition1 which ,i now have under my eye1 and which ,i copy literally1 was as follows4 ,it was not dictated or written by me4 ,my friend ,giuseppe ,saltini1 now ,government ,physician at ,scrofiano1 did me this favour3-- ,,illustrissimi ,,signori1--,the undersigned being desirous to submit to the judgment of the public a work of sculpture at the exhibition of the ,academy of ,fine ,arts during the current year1 has begun to model for his studio a figure1 of life size1 representing a ,dying ,abel4 ,family circumstances have1 however1 deprived him of the means which were required to bring this work to a conclusion4 ,regretting to find his money and labour spent thus far to no purpose1 he refers himself to the philanthropy of his countrymen1 in the hope that they will lend him their assistance4 ,the sum required he has calculated at only forty francs a-month until the time of the said exhibition4 ,sidenote3 ,,subscriptions4 ,he begs to inform all those persons who will kindly lend him their aid and honour him with a visit1 that the statue which he has begun is at his studio1 opposite the ,church of ,s4 ,simone1 where the undersigned will be glad to express to them his gratitude1 and where the undersigned professors1 in attestation of their goodwill1 have not disdained to honour him with their approbation4--,he subscribes himself as their most devoted and obliged servant1 ,,giovanni ,,dupr4 ,studio1 #aeth ,april #ahdb4 ,,cav4 ,,pietro ,,benvenuti4 ,,aristodemo ,,costoli4 ,,giuseppe ,,sabatelli4 ,,emilio ,,santarelli4 ,the signatures of the subscribers were as follows3-- ,maria ,bargagli1 widow of ,rosselli del ,turco ,lire #b #j #j ,antonio ,sferra #d #j #j ,n4 ,n4 will pay in all as above #d #j #j ,e4 ,merlini #c #j #j ,e4 ,ba4 #c #f #h ,m4 ,m4 will pay in all as above #b #f #h ,g4 ,c4 pays at once #aj #j #j ,t4 ,d4 ,b4 will pay up to ,september #f #ac #d ,and thus ,i obtained #bf lire and #d crazie a-month for five months1 which were sufficient to enable me to finish the ,abel4 ,from that time forward ,i have troubled nobody4 ,sidenote3 ,,visit ,,to ,,bartolini4 ,thanks to the aid of those generous persons who assisted me1 and whose names as ,i read them thrill me to the heart1 ,i went on every day with my model1 carefully copying him1 and giving a proper expression4 ,there was a moment when ,i hesitated as to the name ,i should give to my statue1--or ,i should rather say1 that this hesitation was induced by the ,cavaliere ,pietro ,benvenuti1 who thought that1 in consequence of the absence of any clear attributes to explain the subject1 ,i should rather call it an ,adonis4 ,i had never been greatly impressed either by the name or story of ,adonis1 and ,i never had wished to join the devotees of ,olympus2 but my respect for this gentleman made me somewhat hesitate1 and before going on further1 as the difference of subject required a difference of character1 expression1 and style1 ,i determined to ask the judgment of some one in whose decision ,i could in every way safely confide--and this person was ,bartolini4 ,with this view ,i went one morning to his house in ,borgo ,pinti1 having already informed myself that the hour when he could receive me was between half-past five and six o'clock in the afternoon4 ,i see him as if it were now4 ,he was seated in his garden1 with a cup of coffee1 which he was slowly sipping when ,i approached him and said1 ,signor ,maestro1 would you do me the favour to visit me at my studio1 and give me your opinion on a statue that ,i am modelling8 ,he answered3 ,you have called me maestro1 and that is all right2 but ,i do not know you3 you are not one of my scholars at the ,academy4 ,who is it1 then1 who supervises your statue1 and who is your master8 ,i had some time ago some lessons from ,magi and ,cambi1 and ,i am not unknown to you1 who had the kindness to praise a little statuette of mine in wood1 the ,santa ,filomena4 ,but ,i have asked neither ,magi nor ,cambi1 nor any one else1 to correct the statue that ,i am now making1 and this for very good reasons4 ,sidenote3 ,,bartolini ,,returns ,,my ,,visit4 ,bartolini smiled at these words1 and said to me1 ,to-morrow at six ,i will come to see you4 ,leave your name with the servants1 and go in peace4 ,in the evening1 when ,i went home1 ,i said to my wife3 ,listen4 ,call me early to-morrow morning1 for before six ,i must be at my studio1 as a ,professor is coming to see my statue4 ,and she called me1 poor dear--and called me in time4 ,how it happened ,i know not1 but ,i was late1 and six o'clock was striking as ,i passed the ,piazza di ,sta ,croce4 ,when ,i arrived at my studio1 ,i found in the hole of the door-lock the card of ,bartolini1 on which he had written in pencil--,six o'clock in the morning4 ,i ran immediately to his studio in the ,porta ,san ,frediano to make my excuses1 and to inform him that ,i had been but a moment late4 ,his carriage was still at his door4 ,he had not taken off his coat1 and he was correcting with his pencil a statue1 so that the workman might see as soon as he arrived where he should work4 ,as soon as he saw me1 and before ,i had begun to exculpate myself1 he said1 ,never mind2 there is no harm done4 ,i will come again to-morrow4 ,addio6 ,it is scarcely necessary for me to say that the next morning ,i was at my studio by five o'clock1 and at six ,bartolini knocked4 ,he came in1 looked at the statue1 scowling1 and pronouncing one of his oaths1 which ,i will not repeat4 ,i begged him to tell me where ,i was wrong1 and how ,i could make it better4 ,he asked me what was the subject1 and ,i told him that ,i intended it for a ,dying ,abel4 ,i then showed him the sketch1 upon which was the goat-skin that as yet ,i had not put on the large model1 in order first to study carefully the nude underneath4 ,and then ,i told him the objection that ,benvenuti had made1 and his proposal to change the subject4 ,bartolini answered1 ,you will do the best possible thing not to change it1 for1 as far as regards the clear indication of the theme1 nothing more could be done4 ,besides1 the goat-skin1 which immediately denotes a shepherd1 the wound on the head1 and the expression of gentleness1 explain that it is ,abel4 ,now1 ,i will give you a little counsel as to the unity of expression1 to which you must carefully attend4 ,the face1 you see1 is gentle1 and is that of a just man who pardons as he dies4 ,the limbs also correspond to this sentiment ,there is only one discord1 and that is in the left hand4 ,why have you closed it1 while the right hand is open1 and just as it should be8 ,sidenote3 ,,bartolini',s ,,criticism4 ,i closed it1 ,i answered1 in order to give variety4 ,variety1 said the master1 is good when it does not contradict unity4 ,you will do well to open it like the other1--and ,i have nothing else to say4 ,this comforted me1 but wishing to draw from him something more1 in an exacting tone ,i said1 ,and as to the imitation1 the character1 the form8 ,the imitation1 the character1 and the form of this statue show that you are not of the ,academy4 ,other words he also added1 which it is not proper for me to report4 ,as to the feet1 he only made a movement with his thumb1 and ,i said1 ,i understand4 ,he looked at me1 and added1 ,all the better for you if you have understood4 ,this ended all the correction of my statue made by this singular man4 ,it was the first and the last4 ,bartolini was disdainful and unprejudiced1 and called things by their real name2 and if any one seemed to him an ass1 he called him an ass1 though he might be senator or minister4 ,he knew that he was a great sculptor1 and liked to be so recognised by all4 ,he was often epigrammatic1 and to his pungency he frequently added indecency1--liberal and charitable1 jealous of the decorum and education of his family1 an admirer of the code of ,leopold1 ,frederic the ,great1 ,napoleon the ,great1 and the principles of ,eighty-nine4 ,he liked to be called master1 and detested to be called professor4 ,he ridiculed all decorations1 but what he had he wore constantly4 ,as a sculptor he was very great4 ,his example was better than his teaching4 ,he restored the school of sculpture by bringing it back to the sound principles of truth4 ,his enemies were numerous and very provoking1 but he took no pains to conciliate them4 ,when he was irritated1 he struck about him right and left1 lashing out fiercely1 and laughing4 ,sidenote3 ,,bartolini',s ,,character4 ,i went on and finished my statue1 shutting out everybody except my dearest friends1 among whom was ,professor ,giuseppe ,sabatelli1 who1 after seeing my work and signing my petition for assistance1 took a liking to me4 ,and every morning1 with a knock which we had agreed upon1 he came to my studio to sit for a while1 before going1 as usual1 to paint the cupoletta of the ,chapel of the ,madonna in the ,church of ,san ,firenze4 ,he used at once to sit down and say--,i am not ill1 but ,i am tired4 ,he was thin and pale1 and his black moustaches made his gentle and quiet face look even paler4 ,only few and kindly words came from his lips4 ,as a companion1 he was mild and pleasant4 ,his memory comes over me sadly1 and seems like the remembrance of something dear which has been mislaid1 but not lost4 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,finish ,,the ,,abel4 ,by the first days of ,september ,i finished the ,abel2 and the caster ,lelli1 who was then also a beginner1 undertook the casting1 and gave his service in the most friendly way1 so that the expense should be as small as possible4 ,all my friends1 indeed1 came forward to aid me in making the mould and casting1 and removing the outer mould1 with that brotherly love that ,i still recall with emotion4 ,they are still living3 ,ferdinand ,folchi the painter1 who served me as model for the hands2 ,ulisse ,giusti1 the carver2 ,bartolommeo ,bianciardi1 ,paolo ,fanfani1 and ,michele ,poggi1 all carvers4 ,they came to help me to raise and turn over the mould1 or to give me any other assistance4 ,folchi and ,sanesi assisted me in taking off the waste mould2 and1 in a word1 all were eager to see my work finished and put on exhibition4 ,bartolini told me to select the place at the ,academy that ,i thought best2 and that if ,i found any opposition1 as no one but the professors had any right to make the choice of place1 to come to him there in the school1 and he would arrange it for me4 ,i had no occasion to avail myself of this frank and kind offer1 for no sooner had ,benvenuti seen me and the statue than he said1 ,select the place and the light that you prefer4 ,as soon as the exhibition was opened there was a crowd about my statue4 ,its truth to nature1 its appropriateness of expression1 and the novelty and sympathetic character of the subject1 made a great impression1 and every day the crowd about the statue increased4 ,but little by little it began to be whispered about1 first in undertones1 and then more openly and authoritatively1 that the statue was worth nothing1 because it was not really a work of art1 but merely a cast from life2 that ,i had wished to take in the ,academy1 masters1 scholars1 and the public2 and that such a living piece of work thus introduced as if it were a work of art1 while in point of fact it was a mere cast from life1 ought at once to be expelled from the public exhibition4 ,and this scandalous talk1 which was as absurd as malign1 originated among the artists1 and especially among the sculptors4 ,it was pushed to such a point1 that in order to make the fraud clear1 they obliged the model1 ,antonio ,petrai1 to undress1 and laying him down in the same position as the statue1 they proceeded with compasses and strips of paper to take all the measures of his body in length and breadth4 ,naturally they did not agree in a single measure2 for1 without intending it or thinking about it1 ,i had made my statue four fingers taller and two fingers narrower across the back4 ,this beautiful experiment was made in the evening2 and the ,president of the ,academy1 who by chance surprised them in the very act1 reprimanded all severely1 not heeding whether among them there were professors4 ,sidenote3 ,,malignant ,,accusations4 ,but none the less this malignant and ridiculous accusation was still kept up1 and nothing was said of the failure of the attempted proof4 ,the model himself1 who persisted in affirming that the statue was modelled and not cast1 was openly jeered2 and one person went so far as to tell him1 that for a bottle of wine he could be made to say anything4 ,but the person who thus insulted ,petrai had better have let him alone1 for ,tonino--who1 poor man1 though now old1 would still hold his own perhaps--added certain arguments to his words which no one dared to resist4 ,signor ,presidente ,montalvo was quite right in expressing his disapproval of this dirty and impertinent examination1 which was made without giving notice to the ,president and ,director of the ,academy2 but1 besides this1 he felt all the more inclined to assume my defence on account of a little debt of conscience that he had towards me1 and that he wished to pay off4 ,one day1 before resolving to take a studio on lease1 ,i made up my mind to petition the ,grand ,duke to give me one gratis4 ,the ,government had then at its disposition several small studios1 which were given away1 without rent and for an indefinite time1 to those young men who either in painting or sculpture gave good promise not only of aptitude1 but also of goodwill and proper conduct4 ,as ,i did not think myself wanting in all these qualities1 and specially the last two1 ,i determined to make an application1 driven to it indeed by necessity4 ,but before presenting my petition ,i wished to inform the ,president of it1 and to beg that he would be so kind as to lend me his support1 as ,i well knew that petitions of this nature were always passed on to him for due information4 ,sidenote3 ,,petition ,,for ,a ,,government ,,studio4 ,montalvo was a perfect gentleman1 and of an ancient and wealthy family1 instructed in the history of art1 a great admirer of it1 and a very good friend of all artists1 especially of those who to their artistic skill added an outward practice of religious duties1 to which he was a devotee--though1 as far as sentiment1 enthusiasm1 and real taste for art go1 he was not distinguished4 ,accordingly1 ,i went one morning to pay him a visit at his rooms in the gallery of the ,uffizi--he being also a ,director of the ,royal ,gallery4 ,i must here premise that ,i was not much in his good graces1 because ,i had not studied at the ,academy1 which he believed to be the true nursery of an artist4 ,as soon as he saw me1 suspecting perhaps what ,i had come to ask1 he said to me-- ,and what do you want8 ,i come1 ,signor ,president1 to say to you that ,i have made a petition to his ,royal ,highness the ,grand ,duke in the hope of obtaining a studio to make a model of a statue that ,i wish to exhibit this year in the ,academy4 ,my means are narrow1 because ,i have a family2 and before presenting this petition to the ,sovereign1 ,i have thought it my duty to inform you1 and at the same time to beg your aid1 and to use your influence that it may be answered favourably4 ,sidenote3 ,,government ,,studio ,,refused4 ,he answered1 ,you are not a pupil of the ,academy1 and therefore you have no right to ask for a studio1 which the grace of the ,sovereign grants only to those who have completed their studies in our ,academy of ,fine ,arts4 ,if ,i have not studied1 ,i answered1 at the ,academy1 ,i have competed there1 and gained the triennial prize1 which is the end of the studies at the ,academy4 ,the good ,signor replied with impatience1 ,which1 then1 do you think that you are1 ,canova or ,thorwaldsen8 ,god save us1 ,signor ,president1 ,i never thought this6 ,but it may be permitted to me to observe1 that even ,canova and ,thorwaldsen began from small beginnings1 and were not born at once great sculptors1 as ,minerva sprung from the head of ,jove4 ,you see that ,i really had no luck this morning2 for the ,director1 rising1 said to me1 ,ah1 then1 as you argue in this way1 ,i will tell you that1 if the petition is referred to me for information1 you shall have nothing1 and then reseated himself4 ,i made my bow1 and went out4 ,but when ,i was outside1 and wished to put on my hat1 ,i found it was completely crushed3 without being aware of it1 ,i had reduced it to this state4 ,so much the better4 ,you lose as far as your hat is concerned1 but you gain in character2 and ,i counsel all young men who find themselves in a similar situation to take the same course4 ,sidenote3 ,,cavaliere ,,ramirez ,,di ,,montalvo4 ,but for all this1 ,i repeat1 ,cavaliere ,ramirez di ,montalvo was a good and excellent man2 but everything irritated him which seemed to him in the least to run off the rails4 ,in his view1 a youth who had not come out of the wine-press of the ,academy could have little good in him1 and he looked upon him as being a schismatic or excommunicated person4 ,the ,academy was to him the baptism of an artist1 and outside of it he saw neither health nor salvation4 ,i fell under him1 and he crushed me4 ,parce sepulto4 ,but he was soon obliged to go back on this academic puritanism4 ,his friend ,cavaliere ,pietro ,benvenuti spoke to him in praise of this germ which was budding forth outside the privileged garden2 and he soon began to regret having treated me with a nonchalance more appropriate for a pasha than a ,christian4 ,i believe this--and more1 ,i am sure of it2 for having gone one day to invite him to come and see a statue which ,i was modelling1 he received me with singular kindness4 ,it was as if he had never seen me before1 much less had spoken to me so severely only a few months before1 when ,i urged him to look with favour on my petition for a studio4 ,i was moved to invite him1 not only because by nature ,i am not tenacious in my resentments1 but because ,i knew that he desired to see me--perhaps because he regretted not having been able to further my request4 ,in a word1 ,i went to see him1 and found him most kindly disposed1 as ,i have said2 and he accepted my invitation1 and came to call upon me at my studio in ,san ,simone1 where ,i modelled my ,abel4 ,i have said that ,cavaliere ,montalvo was rather deficient in his sentiment and taste for art1 but he liked the contrary to be thought of him4 ,he was not indeed entirely without a certain discernment1 and he had enough to enable him to distinguish an absolutely bad thing from an absolutely good thing4 ,he was1 in a word1 a connoisseur in a general way2 but his dignity as ,director of the ,royal ,galleries1 and even more as ,president of the ,academy of ,fine ,arts1 required him to conscientiously believe himself a connoisseur with refined taste4 ,what ,i was then ignorant of in this respect ,i now clearly know1 but ,i had a suspicion of this from the manner in which he looked at my statue1 and by his expressions of praise1 which were interlarded with commonplaces which he had learned from the stale formulas of the ,academy4 ,and in order that ,i should not imagine that he had found everything as it should be in the statue1 he wished to point out some defect1 and what he discovered was this1 that the left ear seemed a little too far back1 by which the jaw was enlarged beyond what it should be4 ,sidenote3 ,,an ,,amateur ,,critic4 ,i have promised from the beginning to tell the truth1 and ,i will tell it1 with the help of ,god1 even to the end4 ,i must here confess that ,i acted like a hypocrite4 ,instead of answering1 ,it does not seem so to me1 but ,i will measure it to assure myself1 ,i told him that he was right1 and ,i was much obliged to him2 and more1 when he favoured me with a second visit1 ,i said to him as soon as he came in-- ,look at the ear4 ,have you compared it with the model8 ,yes4 ,have you moved it a little more forward8 ,eh8 what do you think8 ,ah6 now it is right4 ,when ,i think of this1 now that ,i am old1 it seems to me a very bad thing1 a most vile lie1 under which 7may ,god pardon me67 was concealed perhaps a secret sentiment of vengeance2 and yet that lie made him a friend to me1 and so he remained as long as he lived4 ,but thenceforward ,i have always guarded myself from lying1 and above all1 from making game of any one who trusted me4 ,sidenote3 ,,great ,,artist--,,miserable ,,impostor4 ,i return to the event of the exhibition4 ,my name was on the lips of all2 some praised me to the skies1 some despised me as the most vulgar of impostors4 ,bartolini1 ,pampaloni1 and ,santarelli openly assumed my defence4 ,the ,grand ,duke asked ,giuseppe ,sabatelli about it1 and he assured him that the statue was really modelled1 and not cast from life1 and that he had been an eyewitness of my work1 staying in my studio every morning1 and had seen me working at it4 ,i was exposed to a tempest of words and looks diametrically opposed to each other4 ,the meaning of the two parties might be rendered by precisely these words1 great artist1 miserable impostor4 ,my poor wife consoled me by saying-- ,do not be troubled1 do not listen to them4 ,they are irritated because you have done better than they4 ,they will talk and talk1 and at last they will hold their peace4 ,yes1 my dear ,marina1 they will hold their peace2 but in the meantime1 what an injury they have done me6 ,a certain person perhaps would have given me an order for the statue1 as ,i know2 but after all this absurd and evil-minded chattering1 he mistrusts me1 and will now do nothing1 and ,i am crushed and overcome by the very thing which ought to have given me reputation and cleared my path for me4 ,in the same way that ,i have made this statue1 ,i know that ,i can make another4 ,the will to do it is not wanting1 but how can ,i bear the expense4 ,my earnings1 as ,i well see1 are not sufficient to support the family1 and to pay the model1 the rent of the studio and the casting1 and to buy what is necessary for the studio4 ,besides1 ,i tell you1 dearest1 that ,i cannot allow you to fatigue yourself with so much work4 ,you labour all day and all the evening1 you have a baby to nurse1 you get little repose at night1 and do you think that ,i can allow you thus to wear your strength out8 ,i hoped to enable you to get some rest1 and to lead an easier life1 and ,i thought that ,i saw before us1 after ,i had breathed the last breath of life into ,abel1 the beginning of our intellectual and loving life2 and now ,i find that these are and were only vain hopes4 ,do not be troubled1 ,nanni1 said that blessed woman1 and she said nothing more1 only her eyes were swimming with tears4 ,sidenote3 ,,count ,,del ,,benino4 ,in the meantime1 without knowing it1 ,i had a friend1 in truth a real friend and benefactor1 in ,count ,f4 del ,benino4 ,count ,benino was an old man of noble and ancient family1 and a bachelor1 who lived in his own palace in the ,borgognissanti1 and in precisely that on the ,lung',arno which was designed by the able architect and engineer ,professor ,commendatore ,giuseppe ,poggi4 ,count ,benino had taken a liking to me when ,i was a little boy in ,sani's shop4 ,he was a great and very intelligent lover of the ,fine ,arts1 and everything relating to them1 and was extremely interested that his house should be a model of good taste1 from the modest furniture of the entrance-hall up to his own private cabinet1 which was a wonder to behold4 ,the walls were surrounded by bookcases of solid mahogany1 his study desk was also of mahogany2 the chairs were covered with polished leather1 and the floors were of inlaid wood and polished with wax4 ,the books on the shelves were bound simply in leather in the ,english style4 ,upon his desk1 among his books and papers1 were various objects of great value--as1 for instance1 an antique bronze inkstand ornamented with figures and arabesques1 ivory paper-cutters with richly carved handles1 portraits in miniature of persons dear to him1 and little busts in bronze and figures in ivory set on the cases of the desk1 which were divided into compartments to hold his papers4 ,in person he was tall and erect1 thin1 and with full colour1 blue eyes1 and perfectly white hair4 ,he spoke with invariable urbanity and facility1 not infrequently with pungency1 but always with proper restraint4 ,he dressed very carefully1 and he liked the conversation and sought the friendship of artists4 ,from the time when ,i was a youth in ,sani's shop and worked for him as a wood-carver1 and afterwards while ,i was working by myself in the ,borghese stable1 up to the time when ,i was making the ,abel1 when he was one of the subscribers to my petition for assistance1 and indeed the largest of them1 he never lost sight of me1 but often came to pay me a visit while ,i was modelling ,abel1 and showed himself delighted with it1 and sure of my future2 and now1 perceiving this scandalous plot to put me down1 he was indignant4 ,he came to seek me out just at the moment when ,i was thoroughly discouraged and knew not to what saint to recommend myself1 and after saluting me with his customary ,sor ,giovanni1 che fa8 7,how are you1 ,mr ,giovanni871 seated himself on the only seat ,i possessed1 and seeing that ,i was oppressed with thought1 though ,i endeavoured to put a gay face on it1 said to me-- ,sidenote3 ,,count ,,del ,,benino',s ,,kindness4 ,sidenote3 ,,generosity ,,of ,,count ,,del ,,benino4 ,oh1 don't give up6 ,courage6 ,don't you hear how these donkeys bray8 ,what they want is a good cudgel and a hearty beating4 ,don't think about it4 ,i know what ,i am talking about4 ,i frequent the studios1 and ,i see and feel what a disloyal and foolish war they are waging4 ,but do not give them time4 ,you must ward off the blow and give them two back4 ,in one studio ,i heard a fellow1 whom ,i will not stop to name 7but names are of little importance7--,i heard a fellow1 who1 with a contemptuous laugh1 said1 ',the ,abel he could cast1 because the figure is lying down1 but a standing figure he cannot cast4 ,he will not make one this year1 nor any other year4' ,and all the others laughed4 ,this happened only a few moments ago1 and ,i have come now to tell you that it is your duty to silence these snarling curs4 ,so1 dear ,sor ,giovanni1 you must make another statue1 and this time a standing figure2 and 444 now be silent a moment4 ,i imagine very well what you will say4 ,i understand it all1 and ,i say to you1 ,quit this studio1 which is not fit to make a standing figure in1 and go and look for another at once4 ,order the stands which you require1 think out your statue1 and ,i will pay whatever sum is necessary4 ,you know where ,i live2 come there1 and you will find a register on which you must write down the sum that you need1 and put your signature to it2 and when you have orders and work to do1 which will not fail to come1 and have a surplus of money1 you may pay me back the money that ,i advance4 ,say nothing4 ,i do not wish to be thanked1--first of all1 because ,i am not making you a present1 and then because ,i have my own satisfaction out of the proposition ,i make to you4 ,what ,i want is to laugh in the face of these rascals who are now deriding you1 and me too1 because ,i assert that ,i have seen you at your work4 ,so you see that ,i1 too1 am an interested party4 ,without spending a penny1 we have an advantage1 which1 with all my money1 ,i could not otherwise get4 ,and now1 dear ,sor ,giovanni1 a rivederla4 ,i shall expect you1 to give you the money you need4 ,lose no time1 keep up your spirits1 and think of me as your very sincere friend4 ,,chapter ,,vii4 ,,the ,,grand ,,duchess ,,maria ,,of ,,russia ,,and ,,the ,,commission ,,for ,,the ,,cain ,,and ,,abel--,,the ,,prince ,,of ,,leuchtenberg ,,and ,a ,,plate ,,of ,,caviale ,,at ,,caff ,,doney--,,an ,,unusual ,,amusement ,,that ,,did ,,some ,,good--,,again ,,the ,,generosity ,,of ,,count ,,del ,,benino--,,bartolini',s ,,hunchback1 ,,and ,,in ,,consequence ,a ,,return ,,to ,,the ,,abel--,,bartolini ,,gets ,,angry ,,with ,,me--,,examination ,,of ,,the ,,materialistic ,,or ,,realistic ,,in ,,art--,,effects ,,of ,,the ,,realistic--,,do ,,not ,,have ,,girls ,,alone ,,by ,,themselves ,,for ,,models--,,subscription ,,got ,,up ,,by ,,the ,,sienese ,,to ,,have ,,my ,,abel ,,executed ,,in ,,marble--,a ,,new ,,way ,,of ,,curing ,a ,,cough--,,signora ,,letizia',s ,,receipt1 ,,who ,,sent ,,it ,,and ,,paid ,,for ,,it ,,herself--,,one ,,must ,,never ,,offer ,,works ,,gratis1 ,,for ,,they ,,are ,,not ,,accepted--,,the ,,grand ,,duchess ,,marie ,,antoinetta ,,orders ,,the ,,giotto ,,for ,,the ,,uffizi--,,has ,,abel ,,killed ,,cain8--,,statue ,,of ,,pius ,,ii4--,a ,,foolish ,,opinion ,,and ,,impertinent ,,answer--,i ,,defy ,,the ,,law ,,that ,,prohibits ,,eating4 ,i ran home with all speed1 elated and full of enthusiasm1 to tell my wife of the charming proposal of ,count ,benino4 ,my wife1 poor soul1 could not understand all this delight1 this vehemence and excitement1 in praise of that kind gentleman2 and without saying it1 she made me understand that she should have greatly preferred my continuing as a wood-carver1 without troubling myself about an art which hitherto had only given me disappointment and worry4 ,with her eyes she seemed to say to me1 ,don't bother yourself1 ,nanni1 about it4 ,i looked about to find a studio1 and took one in the ,niccolini buildings in ,via ,tedesca1 now ,via ,nazionale4 ,i ordered two large modelling-stands--one for the living model1 the other for the statue in clay4 ,a standing statue he will not make1 they said2 but ,i will make it1 and in movement too4 ,the idea of ,cain came at once into my head4 ,cain1 the first homicide1 fratricide6 ,a fierce and tremendous subject1 and one of great difficulty4 ,i made the sketch1 and it seemed to me that ,i had divined the movement and expression4 ,among the artists1 it was soon known that ,i had taken a new studio to make another statue4 ,those who had laughed at first1 laughed no longer4 ,my friends encouraged me1 and added fuel to the fire4 ,i had also some offers for the ,abel--insufficient if you will1 but enough to encourage me4 ,among the others ,i accepted that of ,signor ,lorenzo ,mariotti1 an agent of the ,russian ,government1 who lived in his own house in the ,piazza ,pitti4 ,he came to see me1 and said that he should like to order the statue of ,abel1 whenever ,i would make it1 for what it cost me1 and when it was done he would help me to sell it4 ,the expenses were calculated at #hjj scudi2 and he offered me this price1 with the understanding that whatever sum it was sold for above the #hjj scudi1 should be divided between us4 ,sidenote3 ,,model ,,of ,,cain4 ,the marble was procured1 and ,i was already modelling with ardour the statue of ,cain4 ,fortunately the ,grand ,duchess ,maria of ,russia1 daughter of the ,emperor ,nicholas1 was passing through ,florence4 ,she had already heard the discussion1 pro and con1 which this statue had raised4 ,she wished to see it1 and was so well pleased by it that she did not conceal her delight4 ,she was in company with her husband1 the ,prince of ,leuchtenberg4 ,they went into my private studio and saw the ,cain1 only just begun4 ,she exchanged some words with the ,prince1 and he was much pleased1 and embraced me4 ,then the ,grand ,duchess1 pressing my hand1 said1 ,the ,abel and the ,cain are mine4 ,then they departed4 ,when ,i went home and told the good news to my wife1 it seemed as if she had a little more faith in what ,i was so convinced of--viz41 my future career as an artist4 ,sidenote3 ,,prince ,,of ,,leuchtenberg4 ,for the rest of the time that the august ,prince and ,princess were in ,florence1 he never omitted to pass some half-hours of the morning in my studio1 because he liked so much to see me at work4 ,he spoke ,italian extremely well1 and it amused him to talk with my model ,antonio ,petrai on various subjects2 and as he was such a strong and well-made fellow1 one day he asked him if he would like to measure his strength at fisticuffs with any one2 and ,petrai--who knew well enough who it was who asked the question1 and was embarrassed about making a proper reply--after much hesitation could only say ,aho6 upon which the ,prince laughed heartily and gave him something4 ,who would have thought that such a handsome youth1 so tall1 squarely built1 and so spirited1 would have died only a few years later of an insidious disease8 ,he was the son of ,prince ,beauharnais1 ,viceroy of ,italy in the troublous times of ,napoleon ,i4 ,one day he came and carried me away from the studio1 because he wished to see with me the statues which ornament our ,piazza della ,signoria and the ,loggia of ,orsanmichele2 but first he would go to ,doney's to breakfast4 ,as soon as we were seated1 he ordered caviale4 ,caviale6 answered the waiter1 we have none4 ,bring caviale1 said the ,prince1 sharply2 but before the servant could reply he made a sign to the master1 who was at the desk1 and he knocked loudly on the marble to call the waiter back4 ,after a little while a magnificent plate of caviale was served4 ,i wish to note this anecdote1 as it depicts the courteousness1 affability1 and popularity of this ,prince1 who1 though he had married the daughter of the ,emperor of ,russia1 had not forgotten that he was born and educated in ,italy4 ,sidenote3 ,,commission ,,for ,,cain ,,and ,,abel4 ,in the meantime1 ,mariotti1 by order of the ,grand ,duchess1 made the contract for the two statues1 ,cain and ,abel1 and the price fixed for the ,abel was #aejj scudi1 and for the ,cain #bjjj scudi4 ,the contract which ,i had made with ,mariotti was torn up1 and ,i gave him out of my first receipts the sum he had given me2 but as to the remainder1 the #gjj scudi1 which was to be divided between us1 he would not receive it1 saying that the ,grand ,duchess had already paid him enough4 ,and this1 for ,mariotti1 whom they call mangia-russi1 was a good action4 ,in the meantime the good ,count del ,benino lent me a considerable sum of money to pay the rent of my studio1 for the modelling stands and tools1 and for the models1 as also the daily sum ,i carried home for household expenses4 ,this was all registered in a book1 with the sums1 the dates1 and my name signed in receipt4 ,and all this together came to the amount of about #ajj scudi4 ,now that ,i had two good commissions1 and the relative advances on them1 ,i went to ,palazzo del ,benino1 this time to pay rather than receive1 and therefore with lighter and freer spirit4 ,i was anxious to cancel this debt1 which weighed upon my mind like an incubus1 which ,i had felt was increased and renewed every time ,i was forced by necessity to ask for more money2 and poor ,del ,benino1 who perceived my reluctance1 encouraged me1 and made me feel that it was indifferent to him whether he gave more or less1 trying to distract me while he counted out the money4 ,but this time1 as ,i have said1 ,i was gay and light-hearted1 and caused my name to be announced by the servant in a loud voice3 in short1 ,i was in bearing and in words slightly proud4 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,offer ,,to ,,repay ,,del ,,benino4 ,the ,count was seated writing in his usual place4 ,he put down his pen1 and staring at me with his blue eyes1 said1 ,sor ,giovanni1 welcome6 ,i am delighted to see you4 ,what charming thing have you to tell me8 ,yes1 what can you tell me that ,i do not already know8 ,to begin1 then1 ,i congratulate you truly--truly4 ,you see1 this is for me a new satisfaction3 you cannot imagine the pleasure ,i feel in now seeing certain faces cloudy and sad which a few months ago were bursting with laughter4 ,and ,i divert myself very much playing the ignoramus with them1 saying1 ',then it appears that this youth is going straight ahead1 per ,bacco6' ,the ,abel6 that stands for what it is--,i mean to say1 that if the artist has cast it from life1 as you say1 the ,grand ,duchess ,maria has caught a fine crab2 but the ,cain6 that is scarcely begun1 and they tell me that she has seen it only in the clay1 and liked it1 and given the order for it1 and other like things2 for the desire to torment them does not fail me1 and they were much teased and molested by my bitter words1 which ,i pretended not to mean and ran on4 ,so ,i have diverted myself1 and so ,i will divert myself4 ,now1 then1 again ,i congratulate you4 ,and now tell me if ,i can do anything for you4 ,i am at your service4 ,signor ,conte1 ,i have come to repay the money which you have lent me1 with so much generosity and kindness1 to enable me to make my new model of ,cain1 which1 ,god be thanked1 has so much pleased the ,grand ,duchess4 ,if ,i had not already begun this1 she could not have seen it2 and who knows if she would have taken the risk to order even the ,abel8 ,i feel1 but cannot express all the importance of your valuable aid4 ,this aid1 so timely1 has been for me a second life1 without which1 who knows what would have become of me1 discouraged1 despised1 and probably deserted by those who now cry out1 ',beautiful1 beautiful6' ,here am ,i1 then1 to thank you cordially1 and to return the money ,i have borrowed4 ,while ,i was speaking the ,count gradually lost that gay and lively expression which was habitual to him1 and at my last words looked at me with an expression of seriousness and regret that ,i knew not how to interpret4 ,then he said-- ,sidenote3 ,,count ,,del ,,benino ,,refuses ,,repayment4 ,there is time enough for this2 don't be in such a hurry4 ,this is only the beginning2 a thousand things may occur1 and it will do you no harm to have a little money in the house4 ,on the contrary1 it may be convenient4 ,now think of study and your reputation2 and to pay your debt to me there is time enough4 ,listen1 ,signor ,conte3 ,i have come here on purpose1 and have brought the money4 ,i do not need it for the present4 ,let me pay this material debt2 that other great moral substantial debt1 the infinite good you have done me1 ,i can never repay1 and never should wish to4 ,the ,count grew even more earnest and serious4 ,he held the paper of our accounts mechanically in his hand1 and tried to prove to me that there was time enough1 and that ,i should keep the money2 but seeing that ,i insisted1 and held out my hand for the papers to see the sum due1 drew it back with vivacity1 and with flashing eyes said to me-- ,oh1 leave me1 dear ,sor ,giovanni1 this satisfaction4 ,he tore up the paper and threw it in the basket4 ,i was mortified1 and had half a mind to be offended1 but the kind expressions of this excellent man prevailed4 ,he took my hand and pressed it between his1 saying-- ,don't take it amiss1 but leave me the consolation that ,i have been able to assist1 even in the least degree1 in the sale of your work--as you say1 opened for you a future which ,i hope may prove full of honours4 ,and moreover1 you must know that it has always been my firm intention to assist you until the road was open and easy before you4 ,i did not at once open my mind to you1 because then1 perhaps1 you would not have accepted the offer2 therefore ,i said1 you will sign the contract1--and in good time you will pay4 ,now you have really paid me1 because that small sum of money has secured your future and given me a great satisfaction4 ,sidenote3 ,,idealists ,,and ,,academicians4 ,it is necessary now for me to touch upon a question vital to art1 and which was being agitated just at the time ,i was modelling the ,abel4 ,this work served to inflame it1 and to encourage as much one side as the other--that is1 either the idealists or the academicians in opposition to ,bartolini1 who1 while he was not naturalistic in the strict sense of the word1 proposed to introduce this principle into his teaching by bold innovations4 ,it is necessary for me to speak of this1 inasmuch as this dispute and my statue served as the target for the shots of one as well as the other parties1 and had the effect of estranging ,bartolini from me--although1 as we shall see later1 it was another and less justifiable cause that made the great sculptor indignant with me4 ,when ,stefano ,ricci1 ,master of ,sculpture in the ,royal ,academy1 died1 it was wisely decided to call ,lorenzo ,bartolini to his place 7this was a little before ,i modelled the ,abel71 and ,bartolini took possession of the school with the air of a conqueror4 ,various were the causes for his extremely overbearing conduct4 ,first1 the opposition his demands encountered on the part of the ,president and others of the ,academy2 then his before-mentioned principles of reform1 diametrically opposed to those now taught in the school2 also1 finally1 the heated political and religious opinions1 which were discussed with little charity on either side4 ,he altered everything1 theories and systems4 ,the position of his assistant1 ,professor ,costoli1 was unpleasant2 but he was obliged to remain4 ,he prohibited all study from statues1 and restricted the whole system of teaching to an imitation only of nature2 and he pushed this principle so far1 that he introduced a hunchback into the school and made the young students copy him4 ,this daring novelty raised a shout of indignation3 they cried out against the profanation of the school1 of the sacred principles of the beautiful1 c42 said that he was ignorant of his duties as master1 and that he misled the youths1 extinguishing in them the love of the beautiful by the study of deformity2 and many other accusations of this agreeable sort1 in a freer and more pointed style than mine4 ,sidenote3 ,,imitation ,,of ,,nature--,,the ,,hunchback4 ,neither was ,bartolini the man to allow this deluge to fall upon his head1 which1 together with much that was true1 carried with it a torrent of errors and unreasonable absurdities4 ,as he understood well the clever use of the pen1 he launched forth certain articles so stinging and cutting that they were delightful4 ,the ,abb ,chiari and the ,abb ,vicini were treated by old ,baretti with distinction as compared with the treatment ,bartolini gave the ,anonymous ,society of the ,via del ,cocomero4 ,i recollect one of the foolish arguments raised by his detractors against ,bartolini1 which was so ingenuous that it showed in its author more emptiness and smallness of mind than cleverness or bad faith4 ,this is what he said3 ,the expert gardener1 by means of his art1 transforms a forest which is rough and horrid1 as nature made it1 into a beautiful grove1 by rooting out plants1 opening alleys1 pruning into a straight line the projecting branches1 c4 ,how much this comparison of the grove to the human figure diverted ,bartolini is not to be told4 ,i have not before me his sharp stinging words1 and ,i do not wish to spoil them by repeating them from memory1 but to me he appeared to be as pleasant and brilliant a writer as he was admirable as an artist4 ,sidenote3 ,,bartolini',s ,,views ,,and ,,character4 ,this dispute was rekindled1 as ,i have said1 on the appearance of my ,abel4 ,i do not remember by which side was first pronounced my name and my work1 but certain it is that ,bartolini said that the most convincing proof of the excellence of his method was precisely the ,abel1 which statue was made by a youth who knew nothing of ,phidias or ,alcamenes1 nor of the others--who had not breathed the stifling air of the ,academy--that he had trusted himself to beautiful nature1 and that he had copied her with fidelity and love4 ,after this there was fresh sarcasm against him and his system of copying nature1 even when deformed1 c4 ,added to this1 there were long-winded eulogies on my work1 and ,i could see that these were advanced merely to put this man in bad humour4 ,he had taken a dislike to me1 and wished to tell me so4 ,he sent his father-in-law1 ,dr ,costantino ,boni1 to summon me4 ,i went1 and when ,i arrived he received me in the great ante-room1 and said to me1 with his usual striking bluntness1 ,i have sent for you to tell you that ,i do not wish to see you again4 ,how astounded ,i was by these words you can imagine who know the veneration and affection ,i had always felt for this celebrated master2 and ,i could only reply--,why8 ,why6 ,you have no more need of me1 nor ,i of you2 stay in your own studio1 and don't come any more to mine4 ,it appeared to me so strange1 not to say unreasonable1 that he should send for me to tell me not to come to him1 that ,i could not do less than reply that ,i had come to his studio because he had sent for me1 and that ,i was very sorry to be forbidden to return1 as ,i always wished to learn4 ,sidenote3 ,,bartolini ,,refuses ,a ,,reconciliation4 ,no matter1 replied he2 you understand--each one for himself1 and this he said in ,french4 ,because you must know1 that when he was excited he preferred that language either for speaking or writing4 ,notwithstanding this1 the next year1 as ,i wished for a reconciliation1--having made the model in clay of the ,giotto1 which ,i wanted to try in the niche of the ,uffizi1 to hear the opinion of my friends about it1 and to correct it where it was necessary1 before its execution in marble1--,i wrote to ,bartolini begging him to come to see my statue in its place to give me his authoritative opinion4 ,he replied in a manner specially his own--,i might almost say with his own brutal sincerity1--that which distinguished him from his sugared and often hypocritical contemporaries4 ,he could not deceive2 he held me in aversion1 and he wished me to know it1 not by his silence1 but by a letter4 ,here it is3 ,dearest1 the thing which above all things ,i like in this world is to see the races in the ,cascine2 but as ,i have so much work which prevents me1 just imagine if ,i shall come to see your statue8 ,observe1 ,i do not say that ,i expected precisely such a reply1 and ,i was a little stung by it2 but ,i understood him1 and really liked it better than if he had made an excuse and told a lie4 ,all men should be true to themselves4 ,bartolini was still angry with me1 as ,i found out afterwards1 because1 in the discussion about the hunchback1 my name being brought forward1 ,i did not enter into its defence4 ,in fact1 if a similar discussion were now to arise on this subject1 it would seem to me cowardly to draw back and not clear up a point of controversy of the greatest importance2 but then1 being young and a beginner1 how could ,i presume to offer my support to ,bartolini8 ,would it not appear pretentious in me even to assume to be the defender of so great a master8 ,it seemed to me so then1 and it seems so now4 ,let it not be thought that ,i did not do this while arguing with my artist friends2 it was quite otherwise1 and this was the way in which ,i drew upon myself their ill feeling and dislike4 ,and the defence of the ,bartolini system which ,i then made was in a much more absolute sense than that which ,i now make2 for while ,i see that ,bartolini was right in carrying back art to its first source--that is 7and we should thank him for that71 to the imitation of nature--he went beyond bounds in proposing a deformed person as a model4 ,it is very true that ,bartolini never affirmed1 as his enemies assert1 that a hunchback was beautiful4 ,he said that it was as difficult to copy a hunchback well as a well-formed person1 and that a youth ought to copy as faithfully the one as the other2 and when the eye had been educated to discover the most minute differences in the infinite variety of nature1 and the hand able to portray them1 then1 but only then1 was the time to speak1 and select from nature the most perfect1 which others called the bello ideale1 and he the bello naturale4 ,but that blessed hunchback still remains1 who1 in the strict sense of the word1 is not the real truth2 for in what is deformed there is something deficient1 which removes it from the truth1 however natural it may be4 ,it is a defect in nature1 and therefore not true to nature4 ,sidenote3 ,,bello ,,ideale--,,bello ,,naturale4 ,but it happened then as it happens always3 the reform of ,bartolini and the dogmas of the academicians never came to an end4 ,they might have confined themselves to the indisputable principle that one should imitate life in its infinite scale of variety1 avoiding always deformity4 ,but once they had begun with the meagre child1 the adipose old man1 the lean or flabby youth1 they went on through thick and thin4 ,it would not have been so bad had they really appreciated what ,bartolini meant to say1 and that is1 that copying anything was very well as a mere exercise and means of learning one's art--or1 to use his expression1 of holding the reins of art2 but the misfortune was1 that some took the means for the end1 and so went wrong4 ,sidenote3 ,,copying ,,of ,,antique ,,statues4 ,but nevertheless1 this ,bartolinian reform was of great advantage4 ,let us remember how sculpture was then studied4 ,the teaching of ,ricci was only a long and tedious exercise of copying wholesale the antique statues1 good and bad2 and what was worse1 the criterion of ,greek art was carried into the study of nude life--the characteristic forms of the antique statues supplanting those of the living model4 ,the outlines were added to and cut away with a calm superiority1 which was even comical4 ,the abdominal muscles were widened1 the base of the pelvis narrowed1 in order to give strength and elegance to the figure4 ,the model was never copied2 the head was kept smaller1 and the neck fuller1 so that1 although the general effect was more slender and more robust1 the character was falsified1 and was always the same1 and always conventional4 ,this restriction of nature to a single type led directly to conventionality2 and once this direction was taken1 and this habit of working from memory1 following always a pre-established type1 the artist gradually disregarded the beautiful variety of nature1 and not only did not notice it1 but held it in suspicion1 believing that nature is always defective1 and that it is absolutely necessary to correct it2 and in this1 they said1 lies the secret of ,art4 ,and yet ,bartolini cried aloud1 and1 so to speak1 strained his voice to make himself understood1 and stood up on a table and beat his drum for the hunchback4 ,but as soon as a sufficient number of people is collected to make a respectable audience1 one must lay aside the great drum and begin to speak seriously4 ,and this is just what the maestro did3 he gave up the hunchback1 inculcated the imitation of beautiful nature in all its varieties of sex1 age1 and temperament4 ,but1 in the ears of the greater number of persons the beat of the great drum still sounded1 and the words of ,bartolini were not understood4 ,from that time to this there have been no more statues of ,apollo1 ,jove1 and ,minerva4 ,chased from this earth1 they returned to their place on ,olympus--and there they still remain4 ,sidenote3 ,,how ,,far ,,nature ,,is ,,to ,,be ,,copied4 ,still the seed of deformity had been sown1 and struck strong roots4 ,there are some men who grub in filth and dirt with pure delight1 and have for the ugly and evil a special predilection1 because1 as they say1 these are as true representatives of nature as what is beautiful and good1 and are in fact a particular phase of that truth which1 as a whole1 constitutes the truly beautiful4 ,and reasoning thus1 this school1 or rather this coterie1 has given us1 and still gives us1 the most strange and repulsive productions1 improper and lascivious in subject1 and in form a servile copy of such offensively ugly models as ,mother ,nature produces when she is not well4 ,what would you say1 dear reader1 if you were ever to see a hideous little baby1 crying with his ugly mouth wide open1 because his bowl of pap has fallen out of his hand8 or an infamous and bestial man1 with the gesticulations expressive of the lowest and most vicious desires8 or a woman vomiting under a cherry-tree because she has eaten too much8 or other similar filthinesses of subject and imitation1 which are disgusting even to describe8 ,for myself1 ,i am not a fanatic for ancient ,art3 on the contrary1 ,i detest the academic and conventional2 but ,i confess that1 rather than these horrors1 ,i should prefer to welcome ,cupid1 and ,venus1 and ,minerva1 and the ,graces1 and in a word all ,olympus4 ,but1 good heavens6 is there no possibility of confining one's self within limits8 ,and if we abandon ,olympus and its deities1 is it necessary to root and grub in the filth of the ,mercato ,vecchio and in the brothel8 ,sidenote3 ,,model ,,of ,,beatrice ,,portinari4 ,now we will return to our story4 ,at the time ,i was modelling the ,cain1 and as it were for the purpose of repose1 ,i made a little figure of ,beatrice ,portinari1 which ,i afterwards repeated in marble1 ,i know not how many times4 ,for this statue ,i had used as a model a tolerably pretty young girl who was named likewise ,portinari4 ,i tell this little story for the instruction of young artists4 ,there will even be two of these stories1 for ,i omitted one in speaking of the ,cariatidi of the ,rossini ,theatre2 and these little matters show how one should treat the model4 ,one morning1 when ,i had the ,portinari for a model1 the curate ,cecchi of the ,santissima ,annunziata knocked at my door and told me that he wished to come in to have a few words with me4 ,i replied that for the moment ,i could not attend to him1 as ,i had a model1 but that if he would have the goodness to come back a little later1 we should then be alone1 and he could speak to me at his ease4 ,after dinner he returned1 and said1 ,have you a certain ,portinari for a model8 ,yes1 ,i said4 ,then you must know that this girl is engaged to my nephew2 and as ,i have learned that she comes to you as a model1 and as ,i absolutely will not allow my nephew to marry a model1 ,i have already so told the girl1 and she denies that she comes to you4 ,now ,i beg that you will do me the favour to let me come in when she is here4 ,i will then surprise her1 and blow into the air this marriage arranged with my nephew4 ,sidenote3 ,a ,,model ,,and ,,her ,,lover4 ,listen1 ,i said4 ,this sort of thing ,i do not like4 ,i cannot lend myself to do an injury of this kind to this poor girl1 who comes here to be my model4 ,she has confided to me that she is in want of money1 having larger demands than her daily earnings will supply4 ,she has said nothing about her being engaged1 in which case ,i would not have employed her unless her mother or other near relation came with her4 ,but1 since it seems to me reasonable that you should not wish your future relation to go out as a model1 ,i will promise you not to so employ her any more2 and the first time she comes1 ,i will tell her that ,i do not want her again1 and ,i will warn her not to go to others4 ,are you content8 ,he seemed to be tolerably well satisfied1 and ,i did as ,i had promised4 ,here is the other little story of the model of the ,cariatidi4 ,every morning there came to me as a model a girl who lived in the ,prato1 and was a weaver4 ,the first morning1 she came to the studio with a subbio4#e ,i took no notice of it2 but the second and the third1 as well as the fourth time1 she had always under her arm this clumsy and heavy thing1 so ,i asked her-- ,why do you carry about that subbio8 #e ,weaver's beam4 ,she answered3 ,i have a lover4 ,if ,i meet him in the street1 ,i tell him that ,i am going to my employers4 ,what occupation has your lover8 ,he is a butcher4 ,ah6 thought ,i4 ,look here1 you must do me the favour to bring your mother with you when you come again4 ,the mother cannot leave her work4 ,then bring some one else2 one of your relations1 or a lodger--at all events some one4 ,i will not have you here alone4 ,i had scarcely spoken these words when ,i heard a knock at the door4 ,hark6 it is your lover who knocks1 ,i said1 as a joke4 ,i went and opened the door1 and found there a sturdy youth as red as a lobster4 ,who do you want8 ,i asked4 ,are you the painter8 ,no1 ,i am not a painter4 ,nonsense6 let me come in4 ,you have got ,anina in there to paint4 ,i want to have one word with her1 and will go away at once4 ,and ,i tell you that you don't know what you are talking about4 ,if you take it so1 he said1 let me come in2 and he pushed the door with all his force4 ,i1 who had been warned1 was ready with all my strength1 and shut the door in his face4 ,i went back into the studio1 and found the girl1 who1 only as yet half dressed1 was trembling like a leaf4 ,i crossed the court of ,palazzo ,borghese1 and opened carefully the door which gave upon the ,via ,pandolfini1 and made signs to the girl to follow me4 ,i looked out on the street to make sure that the youth was not there1 and said to the girl hastily1 ,go away1 and don't come back to me1 even if you are accompanied by some one4 ,the young man stayed in the ,via del ,palagio1 and walked up and down for some hours before my door2 but ,i saw no more of him1 and know nothing more4 ,the conclusion3 girls as models--never alone4 ,sidenote3 ,,subscription ,,for ,,the ,,abel4 ,i return to where ,i left off--to the ,cain4 ,there was in ,florence at that time a certain ,english lady1 ,mrs ,letitia ,macartney1 who had been living for some time in ,siena4 ,she wished so much to see the ,abel reproduced in marble1 that on her return to ,siena she issued a paper which invited the ,sienese to make a subscription for this purpose4 ,i have before me that paper1 dated #abth ,december #ahdb1 a few days before the ,grand ,duchess of ,russia had given me her commission4 ,this invitation to my townsmen had a great success1 for in a few days sheets were covered with signatures1 among which all classes figured--beginning with the ,governor ,serristori1 the ,archbishop1 the clergy1 the university1 the gentry1 and the people1 and finally the religious corporations4 ,certainly1 that excellent lady could not have had a better result from her touching appeal1 which ran as follows3 ,i beg the ,sienese not to reject my humble petition1 and that the poor as well as the rich1 whoever reads these words1 will put his signature1 and will contribute a half paul to assist his townsman1 who has so well proved that he deserves encouragement4 ,those who wish to give more than the small proposed sum can privately satisfy their generous impulses in the way they think best1--on this paper they are begged not to exceed the sum named4 ,and by half pauls only1 the not small sum of #ajj scudi was collected2 and if this good lady had added that the half paul was to be paid every month for a year or fourteen months1 ,i am sure that my townsmen would not have refused it1 and that the ,abel would be to-day at ,siena4 ,the sum of money and the list of subscribers were sent to me1 and ,i preserve the latter jealously2 and after these many years ,i read over the names with heartache1 thinking how all these have disappeared1 together with the good ,signora ,letizia4 ,and now ,i am speaking of her1 ,i will mention something which will cause her to be appreciated and loved1 even as ,i loved and admired her4 ,sidenote3 ,,mrs ,,letitia ,,macartney',s ,,kindness4 ,a short time after she had issued the appeal for my ,abel1 she came with a nephew and her two sisters to establish herself in ,florence4 ,she was about fifty years of age1 enthusiastic for the beautiful wherever she found it4 ,she had a small gallery of ancient pictures which she had collected with careful study in her wanderings through ,italy4 ,she had taken an apartment in the ,piazza di ,santa ,maria ,novella1 and ,i often went there with my wife to pass the evening2 and on her part the ,signora ,letizia often came to look me up in my studio4 ,she liked to discuss with me artistic things1 and when ,i could not attend to her1 she said good-bye and went away4 ,then it was1 either from too hard work or on account of the dampness of the room in which ,i worked1 or both together1 ,i took so tiresome and obstinate a cough1 that it gave me no peace night or day4 ,i tried many things to get rid of it1 and all in vain--decoctions1 ass's milk1 care1 all were useless4 ,la ,signora ,letizia having urged me a thousand times to take care of myself and to get rid of that cough1 said to me so seriously that it made me laugh-- ,it is absolutely necessary for you to get well4 ,bravo6 ,i said2 that is what ,i have been thinking of for the past month1 and ,i have done everything for that purpose--the advice and prescriptions of the physicians have not been neglected2 but now seriously ,i must get well--,go away1 cough6 ,no1 don't joke2 you must get well1 and ,i mean to cure you4 ,listen1 she said1 what you ought to do3 you should buy a quantity of pine-wood1 and with this line all the walls of your studio from top to bottom1 leaving space between the wood and the wall2 and you must do the same for the floor4 ,have the window open some hour of the day when you are not in the studio1 that the current of air may not do you harm4 ,sidenote3 ,,she ,,lines ,,the ,,studio ,,walls4 ,it seemed an odd thing to me4 ,i could not understand what all this wood had to do with my cough2 but to content her1 ,i said that ,i would do as she advised4 ,in the meantime ,i continued to cough in spite of the pot of lichen which ,i kept hot in my studio2 and every day when this poor lady came to see me and saw that her advice was not followed1 she appeared serious and disappointed1 and finally said-- ,do you think1 ,signor ,dupr1 that my advice could do you harm8 ,certainly not1 ,i said4 ,then why don't you follow it8 ,i must wait a few days2 just at present ,i cannot4 ,but ,i will do it--of this you may be sure2 and ,i am very grateful to you3 it seems to me that it will be more comfortable and warmer4 ,she soon went away1 and ,i seriously considered that ,i ought to try and content her1 not that ,i thought the remedy effective4 ,i said to myself--,my trouble is either a cold or something else2 it is in the stomach1 or the throat1 or the bronchial tubes1 and surely is not owing to the walls of my studio4 ,but what shall ,i do8 ,i must satisfy her4 ,certainly it will cost something to line all the studio with wood from top to bottom1 and the floor2 but what a strange idea has come into this lady's head1 and with what seriousness and impressiveness she urges me to use pine-wood6 ,shortly after1 ,i heard a knock at the door and saw three or four loads of boards in the street4 ,the head carter said to me-- ,is this wood to come here8 ,sidenote3 ,,my ,,studio ,,is ,,lined4 ,i had ordered no wood1 ,i replied4 ,then he showed me a card on which was written my name and the number of my studio1 and added-- ,this wood has been ordered and paid for1 including the carriage1 and--is it to come here8 ,certainly1 ,i said1 it is to come here4 ,it was unloaded1 and ,i gave the men a little money1 for although they had been paid1 it would do them no harm4 ,i sent immediately to call ,petrai1 who1 besides being a model1 was also a carpenter1 and told him that ,i wished1 in the quickest possible manner1 to use this wood to line the studio walls and plank the floor2 that he was to employ as many men as were necessary1 and that they could not go to bed until this work was done4 ,the blacksmith was immediately set to work on the irons which were to support the boards1 the mason to fasten them to the walls1 and men to saw and nail4 ,all the day and all the evening it appeared to be the devil's own house1 and ,i was in the midst directing and overseeing the work4 ,the next morning1 when ,i entered my studio1 ,i felt revived by the odour of the pine and the air so sensibly dry1 and ,i said1 ,if this work does no good to the cough1 no matter2 but it is certain that ,i find myself much better4 ,besides1 ,i like the colour of the wood1 which is gay4 ,i like the smell of the pine4 ,the floor is better to walk upon1 and it is drier than any carpet4 ,the air circulates everywhere4 ,viva ,mrs ,letitia6 ,and now1 how to repay her for this wood which she has bought for me8 ,ah6 this is not so easy4 ,to talk of giving back the money is useless1 and it would also be in bad taste1 for ,i know how sensitive this lady is2 but as a present ,i will not receive it4 ,as it happened1 ,i had a small bust of ,beatrice in marble1 which she had always admired4 ,i sent this to her house1 and she was so much pleased that she never ceased to speak of it to me4 ,and the cough8 ,the cough diminished day by day as if by enchantment1 and in a week ,i was perfectly cured4 ,sidenote3 ,,busts ,,of ,,beatrice ,,and ,,raphael4 ,whilst ,i am speaking of favours received and the manner in which ,i requited them1 independent of the sentiment of gratitude which ,i always preserve for those who have rendered me a service1 ,i must add that ,mrs ,macartney was pleased with the little bust of ,beatrice2 so also was ,del ,benino more than delighted with a bust in marble of the boy ,raphael which ,i had copied from a painting by his father1 ,sanzio1 who had painted the little boy when six years of age4 ,at the bottom of this portrait was written in red1 ,raphael ,santii d'anni sei1 ,santii patre dipinse4 ,i saw this work of mine only a few years ago in the palace belonging to the heirs of ,count del ,benino4 ,as ,i have alluded to that excellent man--of whom1 as you see1 ,i retain such an affectionate remembrance--,i will mention that ,i asked permission of his heirs by letter to be permitted at my own expense to make a little memorial of him in marble1 and to place it in the chapel of the villa where ,del ,benino was buried2 but ,i have never received any answer4 ,it appears that works either for love or money are not wanted4 ,here is another example of this4 ,it must be now four or five years since the lamented ,professor ,g4 ,b4 ,donati1 the astronomer1 came to my studio with the engineer ,del ,sarto1 to tell me that the commune of ,florence intended to place a sun-dial on one side of the ,ponte alla ,carraja1 exactly at the beginning or end of the terrace1 where there is at present a kiosk2 and in order to have an elegant and artistic thing1 it came into the head of ,donati1 or some one of the ,municipal ,council of ,art1 to have a figure in bronze holding a disc on which should be marked the meridian1 and the hand of this figure should be held gracefully in such a manner that its shadow indicated the hour4 ,the idea pleased me4 ,i made a sketch1 and ,del ,sarto the engineer sent me the exact dimensions of the terrace4 ,he liked the sketch1 and asked me what the cost of such a work would be1 adding that unless the price was small they would not be able to order it4 ,i replied that nothing could cost less than this1 as ,i intended to present the model1 and the ,municipality would only have to pay for the casting in bronze4 ,i had an estimate made by ,professor ,clemente ,papi1 who asked a very reasonable sum--seven or eight thousand lire1 ,i believe2 and he signed a paper to this effect1 which1 at the same time with a letter ,i had written repeating the offer of my work gratis1 ,i sent in an envelope to the ,municipality3 and since then ,i have heard nothing4 ,poor ,donati is dead2 the sketch and the model of the terrace are in my studio4 ,count ,cambray ,digny was then syndic4 ,on ,ponte alla ,carraja1 in place of my statue1 there is a kiosk where papers1 wax-matches1 c41 are sold4 ,even this is not the last of the statues ,i have offered as a present which have not been accepted1 but ,i will not mention them here4 ,sidenote3 ,,figure ,,for ,a ,,sun-,,dial4 ,meanwhile1 as ,i was finishing the model of ,cain1 the ,grand ,duchess ,maria ,antonietta ordered of me a statue for the ,uffizi4 ,i selected ,giotto1 and she presented this statue to the ,commission for erecting statues of illustrious ,tuscans1 which1 while they ornament the ,loggia1 serve to recall past glory and to advise one to study more and to chatter a little less4 ,in roughing out the statue ,i found a flaw which split the marble in two4 ,i was obliged to throw it away and to buy another block4 ,when the good ,grand ,duchess heard of this1 she insisted upon repaying me the price of the new marble4 ,i note this because so generous an act is uncommon4 ,sidenote3 ,,abel ,,has ,,killed ,,cain4 ,the ,cain was exhibited1 and1 as was natural1 was less liked than the ,abel1--first of all1 because the enthusiasm raised by the former statue had too sensibly wounded the self-love of many2 and then1 because some of my friends were too zealous1 and their excessive praise of it before it was on exhibition created a public opinion in its favour which perhaps was not justified by its merits1 for the difficulties of the subject were very great4 ,with a phrase more witty than just1 they said1 ,this time ,abel has killed ,cain2 but ,bartolini1 who generally liked wit1 said this was unjust and stupid1 and declared that ,i had overcome a thousand times greater difficulties than in the ,abel4 ,but that witticism was prompted by suspicion and passion1 and it came from those same persons who said that the ,abel had been cast from life4 ,being proposed by ,bartolini1 ,i was elected ,professor of the ,academy4 ,at that time1 being invited by some of my townsmen1 ,i went to ,siena1 where ,i was received with warmth and fraternal love4 ,i was a guest of the ,bianchis--of that charming ,signora ,laura who had always been so good to my poor mother and my family4 ,that dear lady1 and ,carlo1 who is still alive1 and ,luigi1 who1 alas6 was too soon snatched away from the love of his relations and of ,siena1 rejoiced in seeing me made the subject of honour and ovation by all the citizens1 who came to the palace to greet me4 ,i remember with emotion that crowd of people1 and those deputations of the contrade and academies of the city1 sent to bring me salutations and presents4 ,these were the first flowers that ,i gathered and smelt in the garden of my youth2 and their perfume ,i still smell1 and it is now perhaps even more delightful1 for it is associated in my memory with a time when ,i had no remorse4 ,sidenote3 ,,discovery ,,of ,a ,,raphael4 ,a subscription was opened on the spot1 promoted by the ,cavaliere ,alessandro ,saracini1 the ,count ,scipione ,borghese1 the ,count ,augusto dei ,gori1 and the ,marquis ,alessandro ,bichi-,ruspoli4 ,the statue which they ordered was of the ,pontiff ,pius ,,ii41 ,eneas ,silvius ,piccolomini4 ,these four gentlemen were good friends of mine2 but ,i saw ,saracini oftenest1 as he came to ,florence on business affairs4 ,he had an intelligent love of ,art1 which he practised a little for his amusement1 and he was ,president of the ,institute of ,fine ,arts at ,siena4 ,one day he came to me quite breathless4 ,he said that he had seen1 in a shop or store-house near the ,via ,faenza1 a wall all painted over1 and that it was concealed by carriages1 carts1 wheels1 and poles--in fact1 it was at a carriage-maker's4 ,but what painting is it8 ,i asked4 ,i do not know--,i cannot say what it is2 but it appears to me very beautiful1 he replied4 ,it is like ,perugino1 or certainly of his school4 ,wait a moment1 ,i said2 here in the neighbourhood is some one who understands these things better than you or ,i2 and we went to ,count ,carlo della ,porta1 and to ,ignazio ,zotti1 painters who lived in the ,niccolini building with me4 ,they lost no time1 and we all four went to the place4 ,carlo della ,porta having placed a ladder against the wall1 mounted1 and stayed there only a few moments1 then descended1 and made ,zotti go up4 ,they then1 after exchanging some words1 expressed the opinion that it was by ,raphael4 ,the clearing out of this place1 and the arguments for and against the decision on the part of the ,government1 and the ultimate destination of the picture1 are all well known1 and ,i pass to other things4 ,having finished the ,giotto1 ,i went to ,rome to make studies there for the statue of ,pius ,,ii4 ,i stayed there a month1 and lived at the ,hotel ,cesari1 ,piazza di ,pietra4 ,it was the month of ,december #ahdd4 ,sidenote3 ,,my ,,folly ,,at ,,rome4 ,i must confess1 whatever it costs me1 that the ,eternal ,city did not make the most favourable impression upon me2 and except the ruins of ancient ,rome1 the ,colosseum1 the ,pantheon1 the ,forum1 with its triumphal arches and colonnades1 all the rest excited in me no enthusiasm4 ,but ,i must admit ,i had been spoiled by too much praise2 and ,i was so vain1 that while ,i accepted everything with apparent modesty1 ,i was so puffed up internally with pride that at times it would show itself in spite of me4 ,i remember once at the house of the ,signora ,clementina ,carnevali1 where every evening were to be seen all the most distinguished persons in ,rome1 either in letters or art1 strangers as well as ,italians1--,i remember1 ,i say1 to have replied in a most impertinent manner to some one who asked me how ,i liked the monuments and the art of ,rome1 and what above all had most pleased me4 ,i replied--and ,i blush to repeat it--,what ,i like best is the stewed broccoli--a reply as outrageously stupid as insolent1 and ,i wonder that those who heard it could have taken it in good part4 ,for myself1 as ,i feel to-day1 if a young artist had replied to me in such a manner1 he would have got little good out of it1 and so much the better for him6 ,but ,i had better luck2 my foolish reply was repeated by every one1 and so clouded by vanity and pride were my eyes1 that ,i fancied it excited mirth and approbation1 while it really deserved only compassion4 ,o ,minardi6 ,o ,tenerani6 ,o ,massimo d',azeglio6 you who were present1 but now dead1 cannot see the amende which ,i make4 ,however1 you knew me later1 and were aware of my repentance4 ,but as for you1 excellent ,clementina--who are alive1 and will read1 ,i hope1 these pages--if then you smiled with compassion1 because you are so good you will to-day smile with approbation and praise4 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,lose ,,my ,,way4 ,and now1 gentle reader1 would you like to see how headstrong and proud ,i had become8 ,one evening--,christmas ,eve--,i proposed to go to the midnight ,mass at ,st ,peter's4 ,i set out at ten o'clock from the ,via ,condotti1 where ,i had passed the evening with some of my ,english friends whom ,i had known in ,florence4 ,mrs ----1 to whom ,i had disclosed my purpose1 said1 ,take care6 you are not much acquainted with ,roman streets2 you had better take a carriage to go there4 ,if you do not1 you may easily lose your way in the streets of ,rome4 ,they are very confusing by day2 imagine what they are at night6 ,if this lady had not given me such a warning1 it is probable that ,i should have done as she suggested2 but because she had given it ,i despised it1 and determined to go by myself to ,st ,peter's4 ,sidenote3 ,,my ,,pride ,,punished4 ,i walked until two o'clock without even being able to find the bridge of ,st ,angelo4 ,i got bewildered in all those streets and lanes which are comprised between ,san ,luigi dei ,francesi1 ,piazza ,navona1 ,san ,andrea della ,valle1 ,san ,carlo a ,catinari1 ,teatro ,argentina1 ,il ,gesu1 and ,san ,ignazio e la ,minerva2 and after having walked for two hours1 ,i found myself at the point ,i had started from4 ,then1 more obstinate than ever1 though overcome by weariness and mortified pride1 ,i persisted in going up and down all sorts of streets unknown to me1 and often very filthy1 and again coming across the same piazze1 the same fountains1 until at last ,i found myself at the foot of the ,campidoglio steps4 ,the people whom ,i met in the streets here and there returning from the ,mass could have shown me the way1 not to go to ,st ,peter's1 but how to return to my hotel1 had ,i been less headstrong1 and had ,i inquired for the ,piazza ,colonna or ,piazza di ,pietra1 where ,i lodged4 ,but no2 it appeared to me to be a humiliation4 ,i wished to find the hotel by myself2 and ,i did find it finally1 but in what a condition ,i leave those to judge who know ,rome1 and the sharp pavements of its streets1 but1 above all1 tired out1 and more than this1 humiliated and without supper4 ,it was two o'clock4 ,the ,hotel ,cesari was shut1 and ,i had to wait until they opened it for me4 ,i asked for supper2 they replied that they had nothing1 and that if they had it they could not give me anything1 because they were prohibited by law from supplying any food on that night4 ,i should have been glad of any little thing1 but could get nothing4 ,my pride was singularly punished that night1 and ,i went to bed hungry4 ,at first ,i strove in vain to go to sleep1 then ,i dreamt all night of eating1 and awoke in the morning rather late4 ,i could not realise that ,i could get up and have a good breakfast4 ,i went over again in thought the weariness of the night1 the hunger1 the annoyance1 and ,i felt weak4 ,but finally ,i said to myself1 ,i will eat now1 and another time ,i shall be wiser4 ,now to breakfast6 ,after going out of the hotel1 ,i turned to the right to go into the ,osteria dell',archetto4 ,it was closed2 the caff next door was closed4 ,i ran into the ,piazza ,colonna1 and found all shut up--caffs1 pastry-cooks1 everything closed4 ,i asked1 angrily and with a bewilderment easy to comprehend1 what was the reason of this1 and was told that during the time of the religious ceremonies no one could sell anything to eat4 ,i was stupefied1 and walked along slowly1 not knowing where to go4 ,until after twelve o'clock neither the trattorie nor the caffs would be opened4 ,i would not go back to the hotel1 as ,i feared a refusal such as ,i had the night before4 ,i began to feel very faint2 for nearly twenty hours ,i had eaten nothing4 ,i saw the people gaily walking about1 smiling1 smoking1 and looking well-fed and of good colour1 and ,i felt angry and envious4 ,they had eaten leisurely and at home1 or in the caff or trattoria before ten o'clock1 the hour prescribed4 ,i had slept until that hour1 and dreamt of eating1 and when ,i went out intending to get something to eat1 it was too late4 ,fortunately1 one of my friends1 the engraver ,travalloni1 saw me1 and coming to meet me1 said1 ,what is the matter8 ,why do you look so scared8 ,i told him my story1 and he laughed1 and taking me by the arm1 said--,come with me4 ,after a few turns he entered a doorway half closed1 and pushed me up a dark staircase1 where there were the savoury odours of cooking1 all the more grateful to me because my appetite was so great4 ,the staircase opened upon an ante-room1 also dark4 ,we closed the door and knocked at a smaller door4 ,it was opened1 and ,i found myself in a spacious hall1 well ventilated and full of people1 who were sitting eating and drinking cheerfully at table4 ,sidenote3 ,,nothing ,,to ,,eat4 ,what is this8 ,i asked4 ,can ,i get anything to eat here8 ,yes1 he said2 give your orders4 ,the waiter1 with a napkin over his shoulder1 was standing before us4 ,i was like a full flask which1 being upturned1 can with difficulty empty itself4 ,there was such a variety of odours in the room1 and such a quantity of things to eat1 that ,i could not get out a word2 and my friend1 seeing my embarrassment1 hastened to say to me-- ,sidenote3 ,a ,,breakfast4 ,will you have some soup and a cutlet8 ,yes2 two1 ,i replied4 ,will you have ,orvieto or good ,roman wine8 ,do me the favour to bring anything you please1 so long as you bring me something to eat and drink4 ,i can't stop to choose4 ,and the good ,travalloni1 turning to the servant1 said-- ,bring at once a flask of ,orvieto1 such as ,i drink--you understand8--some bread1 some soup1 a cutlet1 cheese1 and fruit4 ,that day ,travalloni appeared to me to be a man of genius4 ,,chapter ,,viii4 ,,literati ,,at ,,my ,,studio1 ,,and ,,their ,,influence ,,on ,,my ,,work--,,calamatta',s ,,opinion ,,of ,,tenerani1 ,,of ,,bartolini1 ,,and ,,of ,,myself--,,his ,,defence ,,of ,,my ,,abel ,,in ,,paris--,,pius ,,ii4--,,academicians ,,and ,,naturalisti--,,luigi ,,venturi--,,prince ,,anatolia ,,demidoff ,,and ,,the ,,princess ,,matilde--,,the ,,statuette ,,in ,,clay ,,of ,,the ,,princess ,,matilde ,,is ,,destroyed--,,our ,,minister ,,nigra ,,presents ,,me ,,to ,,the ,,emperor ,,napoleon ,,iii4--,,beauty ,,does ,,not ,,exist ,,outside ,,of ,,nature--,,praise ,,puts ,,one ,,to ,,sleep--,,the ,,incoherence ,,of ,,bartolini4 ,my studio1 as ,i think ,i have already said1 was the resort of many of the literary men of the time--,giusti1 ,thouar1 ,montazio1 ,la ,farina1 ,f4 ,s4 ,orlandini1 ,enrico ,mayer1 ,girolamo ,gargiolli1 ,giovanni ,chiarini1 ,filippo ,mois1 and sometimes1 but rarely1 ,g4 ,b4 ,niccolini1 ,atto ,vannucci1 and ,giuseppe ,arcangeli4 ,these distinguished men1 all talking with me1 and bringing forward their theories of ,art1 somewhat confused me in my ideas4 ,i said1 at the very beginning of these memoirs--and the reader1 ,i hope1 keeps it in mind--that ,i had received no education1 and my judgment was not trained to discern and distinguish the laws of the beautiful1 which1 the more deeply one studies them1 the more they scatter1 and seem1 as it were1 to fly from us4 ,i was attracted to ,art by a purely natural sentiment1 which ,i sought to express by a simple imitation of nature2 and so far1 ,i think ,i was right1 for whatever other path we may take1 supported however it may be by philosophic and sthetic reasons1 it will prove utterly fallacious unless it lead to this end1 of imitating the beautiful in nature1 and will surely lead astray the young artist1 even though he has a good natural talent and a lively fancy4 ,sidenote3 ,a ,,passage ,,in ,,dante4 ,yes1 sir2 my poor head was perplexed1 and ,i began to distrust nature1 with its imperfections and its vulgarity4 ,the warm and imaginative utterances of ,la ,farina made all the words of ,niccolini seem colourless to me1 for though given with antique beauty1 they came from him with difficulty4 ,the pure and touching morality of ,thouar conflicted with the humoristic and cynical freedom of ,montazio4 ,giusti1 who might have set me right in my opinions1 kept at a distance without giving a reason why2 and in this he was wrong1 for ,i should have given heed to him4 ,but he contented himself with writing to the advocate ,galeotti1 telling him that ,i was surrounded by a number of fops who spoiled me1 and that if ,i did not shut myself up in my studio1 as ,i did when ,i made the ,abel1 ,i should not succeed in making anything good4 ,this outburst of ,giusti's ,i only knew many years afterwards1 on the publication of his letters4 ,i remember one day1 when ,giusti was with me1 ,i recited from memory the canto in the ',inferno' relating to ,francesca1 but when ,i came to this passage-- ,quali colombe dal desio chiamate ,con l'ali aperte e ferme1 al dolce nido ,volan per l'aere dal voler portate2 he interrupted me1 saying1 ,you recite well and intelligently the verses of the divine poet2 but you1 too1 fall into the error into which so many have fallen--copyists1 printers1 and commentators--that of placing the semicolon at the end of the line1 after the word portate1 instead of putting it in the middle of the line1 after the word aere4 ,this punctuation makes ,dante guilty of a blunder1 he attributing to the doves1 besides desire1 which is most proper1 also will1 which belongs properly to man4 ,try and place the comma and the pause after the word aere1 and you will see what a stupendous philosophical value it gives to the verses4 ,listen2 ,i will repeat them to you3-- ',quali colombe dal desio chiamate ,con l'ali aperte e ferme1 al dolce nido ,volan per l'aere2 dal voler portate ,cotali uscir dalla schiera1 ov' ,dido1' c4 ,this correction1 so clear1 so easy1 so just1 satisfied me immediately1 and from that day ,i have always recited these lines in this way4 ,the unintelligent did not perceive the change of sense1 but those who were more attentive and refined gave me praise for it2 but ,i rejected it at once as belonging to me1 saying that the correction was due to ,giuseppe ,giusti4#f #f ,the distinguished ,signor ,carlo ,ara of ,palermo informs me that this new punctuation did not originate with ,giusti1 but with ,muzzi4 ,and1 in truth1 ,giusti did not tell me that it was his1 but simply recommended me to try to say it and understand it in that sense2 and ,i1 supposing the correction to be his1 recited and wrote it so4 ,the distinguished ,carlo ,ara pointed out to me the way in which ,i could verify his assertion2 and ,i am glad to be able to correct an error 7involuntary on my part71 and to take this occasion to thank the distinguished ,signor ,carlo ,ara4 ,the distinguished ,signor ,angelo ,cavalieri of ,trieste writes to me that this new punctuation of this ,dantesque simile does not convince him1 and he gives his reasons2 but upon this ,i am not competent to enter into a discussion4 ,sidenote3 ,,statue ,,of ,,giotto4 ,in making my ,giotto1 ,i followed my inspiration by drawing upon nature for that type of rude good-nature which constituted the outward character of my statue2 and although some of my literary friends1 who were more attached to the antique and the so-called bello ideale1 blamed me1 and some artists of distinction opposed me openly1 ,i firmly adhered to the sound principle of imitating nature4 ,the ,giotto was finished without a moment's indecision1 although1 as ,i have said1 ,i had been revolving over and over again in my mind the conception of a beauty ideal and beyond nature1 but which1 without great judgment1 becomes conventional4 ,sidenote3 ,,calamatta',s ,,visit4 ,about this time a controversy occurred between me and a great artist which it may be well to speak of here1 because1 although it will show how tenacious ,i was of this principle of imitating nature1 yet it will also show how much ,i was affected by it1 and how the acerbity of this artist produced a change in me1 which certainly he did not desire4 ,his fear was lest ,i should fall into a servile copying of life2 and had his language been more measured1 we should easily have understood each other4 ,but he took a different course1 and ,i now proceed to give the history of this controversy4 ,sidenote3 ,,calamatta',s ,,attack4 ,i had a short time previously completed my model of ,giotto1 and1 as ,i have said1 some among the artists most tenacious of the classic rules attacked me sharply1 but ,bartolini defended me4 ,i was therefore somewhat irritated when ,calamatta1 accompanied by ,signor ,floridi1 the draughtsman1 came to my studio4 ,he came in with a magisterial and rather arrogant air4 ,i received him politely and with respectful words1 such as became me towards the author of the famous mask of ,napoleon ,i4 ,he looked at ,abel and ,cain without opening his mouth1 and as if he found in them nothing either to praise or to blame2 but when he came to the ,giotto1 he said1 ,i have heard a good deal of talk about you1 in which you have been lauded to the skies1 and ,i wished to come and ascertain with my own eyes whether you were entitled to your fame2 and ,i confess to you1 though what ,i shall say may seem bitter to you1 that in the presence of your works your fame disappears2 and if it be permitted to me to make a comparison1 ,i should say that you produce the same effect upon me as if ,i saw a balloon inflated with gas rising majestically in the air1 and which1 after arriving at a certain height1 bursts1 and afterwards leaves nothing to be seen4 ,i answered that such things might be thought1 and even spoken1 but a little more graciously1 and ,i said no more4 ,calamatta rejoined1 with some irritation1 that he was a person who could not endure the ugly--that it was his instinct to denounce it with the same vivacity and earnestness that one does when there is a cry of fire1 and some place is in flames4 ,i began then to lose my patience3 still ,i only contented myself with asking whether he was quite sure that there was a conflagration1 and whether he was absolutely called upon to extinguish it2 and finally1 added that ,bartolini1 ,tenerani1 and others had seen my works1 and had spoken of them in very different terms4 ,this only more irritated poor ,calamatta1 and he said that he had just come from ,paris1 and had visited ,tenerani at ,rome1 and his insipid and hard mysticism had seemed pitiable to him2 and that1 on coming to ,florence1 he had found in ,bartolini the most filthy and offensive realism1 carried to the point of proclaiming the beauty of deformity1 and that in response to his just criticisms upon the injury that he was thus doing to the true principles of ,art1 ,bartolini had advised him to come to my studio and see the application of those principles which he censured1--and now1 after examining my works1 he perceived that ,i was sliding down a steep declivity1 which would soon precipitate me into naturalism and deformity1 and though he recognised in me a certain talent1 he warned me to avoid that false school and those insidious precepts1 and more than all1 to be on my guard against treacherous and lying praises4 ,all this was very fine1 if it were granted that ,i was on a false road4 ,but as ,i did not think so then1 and still less now1--and besides1 as ,i was young1 flattered1 and praised1 and those words of his1 that ,i should be on my guard against insidious precepts and treacherous praises1 seemed to me a very unjust accusation against ,bartolini1--,i indicated to him that ,i should be glad if he would leave me in peace1 and in fact1 as he had declared my works to be ugly1 and of an ugliness that he abhorred1 he was not in his proper place here2 and as to his counsel1 not having asked for it1 ,i should not take the trouble to consider it4 ,poor ,calamatta was angry at this1 and taking by the hand ,floridi1 who during the whole squabble was on thorns1 he said1 ,let us go away2 let us go away2 let us go away--and away he went4 ,sidenote3 ,,his ,,report ,,and ,,defence ,,of ,,me4 ,sidenote3 ,,calamatta',s ,,speech4 ,poor ,calamatta1 my illustrious friend4 ,if any one had said on that day1 when we separated with such unpleasant feelings1 and on my part with so little kindness1 ,the time will come1 and soon1 when he will be your most open defender and friend1 ,i would not have believed him1 and ,i should not have wished to believe him1--and yet it so turned out4 ,in #ahee1 eleven years after our disagreement1 he was in ,paris1 and on the ,jury of the ,fine ,arts at the ,world's ,exhibition4 ,i had sent a model of the ,abel in plaster1 and among the jury the doubt arose whether it was not cast from life4 ,as in ,florence that opinion was originated out of evil-mindedness1 so it was repeated in ,paris from speciousness1 and heedlessness of judgment4 ,calamatta1 whom ,i had not seen since that famous day1 although he frequently returned to ,florence1 undertook to defend my work with sound reasoning and friendly warmth1 but he did not succeed in convincing the entire body of the jury of their error of judgment2 and in assigning the prizes1 out of mere regard for ,calamatta they gave to ,abel one of the last4 ,calamatta then rose and said1 ,gentlemen1 our judgment of this work must not be given in this way4 ,i have endeavoured to show you by artistic reasoning that this statue is really modelled in clay1 in imitation of beautiful nature4 ,i have pointed out that certain imperfections which are always found in nature have been wisely avoided by the artist4 ,i have shown you clear proofs of modelling in the mode of working the clay4 ,i thought that ,i had convinced you that so noble and refined a whole is rather the creation of the mind1 through a studious and loving imitation of parts1 than a mechanical reproduction by casting2 and finally1 ,i have demonstrated1 and you have conceded to me1 that the head is of equal merit with all the rest of the body1 and this could not have been cast from life4 ,from these considerations1 which arise from the examination of the work itself1 and without regard to the artist1 whom ,i have only once met in ,florence1 and who is1 ,i believe1 inimical to me1 ,i am of opinion that your judgment of this work should be reconsidered1 and if it seems to you to be proved that this statue is a cast from nature and not modelled1 and in consequence a falsification and not a work of art1 you ought not to adjudge to it even the lowest prize1 but to exclude it entirely from the ,exhibition1 and in so doing you should give your reasons for such a decision in writing1 and under your signatures1--and in such case ,i shall retire from the ,jury of ,fine ,arts1 and shall publish in the journals of ,paris my reasons for withdrawing4 ,after this discourse there arose an exceedingly animated discussion1 and the ,president decided that a new examination of the model should be made2 and as many were convinced by the good reasons put forward by ,calamatta1 the second examination of ,abel resulted in a complete success1 and at the next voting the golden medal of the ,first ,class was awarded to me4 ,the news of this1 derived directly from ,calamatta himself1 was sent to me at once by ,rossini1 who had conceived a strong affection for me1 and honoured me with his friendship4 ,sidenote3 ,,golden ,,medal--,,pius ,,ii4 ,i now return to the point where ,i left off4 ,after ,giotto ,i began ,pius ,,ii42 and filled as my head was by the criticism of the academicians1 the eulogies of the naturalisti1 the contempt of some to whom the subject was displeasing1 and more than all by the exceptional character of the studies ,i had made for this work1 ,i began it unwillingly1 and strove 7strangely enough7 to conciliate the academicians1 copying from the life with timidity1 where boldness and fidelity were required--boldness1 that is to say1 in accepting frankly the stiff paper-like folds of the pontifical mantle1 and fidelity in copying them4 ,in consequence ,i made a washed-out work1 and ,i pleased neither one party nor the other1 and much less myself4 ,i make this statement so that young men may be on their guard against allowing themselves to stray from the true path1 which is this--viz41 to embody the subject in its appropriate form by the imitation of living nature1 to strive for truth of character in the general action and in all the particulars1 and in proportion as the subject is historical and natural1 as in portraiture1 to adhere all the more closely to nature4 ,in such a case as this statue of ,pius ,,ii41 it is necessary to be naturalistic--avoiding1 of course1 all minuti which add nothing to the beauty of general effect and the truth of character4 ,has it ever happened to you1 courteous reader1 to meet a person with whom your personal relations brought you often in contact1 and who1 reserved and serious by nature as well as on account of his social position1 differed from you1 who are perhaps too vivacious and open2 and on the one side you feared to displease him by your vivacity1 and on the other you were annoyed by his reserve8 ,in such a case1 if certain allowance be made on both sides--as far as you are concerned by listening with attentive deference to his wise counsels1 austere maxims1 and high principles1 and on his part by an indulgent consideration for your free and vivacious nature--has it not happened to you that insensibly and firmly a harmony of relation has established itself which it is difficult to break1--and this for the undeniable1 however recondite reason1 that there is a sympathy between entirely different natures which causes each to compensate for the other8 ,sidenote3 ,,my ,,friendship ,,with ,,venturi4 ,in like manner as this may have happened to you1 so it happened to me with ,luigi ,venturi1 then private secretary of his ,royal and ,imperial ,highness the ,grand ,duke ,leopold ,,ii4 ,he often came to my studio by order of the ,grand ,duke1 for whom ,i was making a statuette of ,dante and another of ,beatrice4 ,he took a liking to me1 which ,i have returned sincerely1 even till to-day2 and he is the oldest and most affectionate of my friends4 ,after the revolution of '#ei1 with the loss of his high position he lost also a great portion of such friends as come with ,fortune and flee with her4 ,but neither the ingratitude of some nor the fickleness of others ever drew from him a lament4 ,he was contented with those who remained1 and ,i was one of them4 ,our long and intimate connection has at last harmonised our characters1--he making me more temperate1 and ,i 7as ,i dare to hope7 making him more open and vivacious4 ,his friendship1 as well as that of others of whom ,i shall speak in the proper place1 has strengthened my judgment and tempered my fancies4 ,trustworthy1 honest1 and sincere friends are a great fortune--and ,i have had such1 and have kept them4 ,to distinguish the good from the bad requires study1 and we must learn how to get rid of chatterers and adulators4 ,sidenote3 ,,prince ,,anatolio ,,demidoff4 ,and this warning ,i feel it my duty to give to young artists1 for whom these memoirs are specially written4 ,i have already said1 in speaking of models1 ,girls unaccompanied as models1 no6 now ,i add1 ,nor even married women without the express consent of their husbands4 ,here is a little incident which may serve as a lesson4 ,prince ,anatolio ,demidoff often came to my studio4 ,he gave vent to his annoyance at the delays and the infinite difficulties interposed by ,bartolini in completing the groups and statues of the monument ordered by him in honour of the memory of his dead father4 ,to listen to the ,prince1 he seemed to have a thousand good reasons2 but the consequences he drew from them1 and the bold1 unjust measures which he proposed1 ,i could not but think blameworthy1 and ,i strove in every way to moderate him1 and to dissuade him from carrying out his intentions4 ,my frank and loyal defence of ,bartolini1 so far from exasperating him1 as often happened when he was opposed1 made him more kindly towards me1 and he proposed to order of me a great work worthy1 as he was pleased to say1 of my genius4 ,he had a thousand projects1 and among them he spoke to me of a colossal statue of ,napoleon ,i4 ,he was at that time tenderly inclined toward the ,bonaparte family4 ,his pride in being connected with it1 as well as the charms of the beautiful ,princess1 his wife1 were in great measure the cause of this enthusiasm4 ,he treated me with great kindness1 invited me often to dinner and to his evening receptions1 and talked very freely with me in regard to works that he wished me to make for him4 ,sidenote3 ,,statuette ,,of ,,princess ,,demidoff4 ,about this time the ,princess came one day to my studio1 and told me that she wished me to make her portrait--not merely a bust1 but the whole figure1 almost half the size of life4 ,i answered that ,i should like much to make it1 for ,i was persuaded that it would give the ,prince pleasure2 but she hastened to say that the ,prince must know nothing about it4 ,i had not sufficient presence of mind to reply that without his consent ,i could not undertake it--and ,i was wrong1 ,i confess3 but the ,princess stood before me blandly insisting2 and overcome by the beauty of the model1 ,i agreed to make it and keep it a secret from the ,prince4 ,she gave me a number of sittings1 and ,i was going on satisfactorily with the statuette1 and had already a good likeness1 when unexpectedly the ,prince came one day to see me1 and after exchanging a few words and taking a turn through the room1 he stopped before the modelling-stand1 on which was the clay of the statuette covered with wet cloths1 and said-- ,and what have you got here8 ,nothing1 your ,excellency--nothing4 ,let me see what there is under here4 ,but there is nothing2 it is only a mass of infirm clay1 and is not in a state to show4 ,let us see1 my friend1--,i am extremely curious4 ,and so saying he lifted up the cloths1 looked at it1 and then said seriously1 ,very good--very like2 and then in a sharp tone added1 ,and who has ordered this8 ,listen1 ,signor ,principe4 ,the ,princess has ordered this statuette of me1 for ,i see that you recognise it as her portrait--and she ordered me to show it to no one1 not even to you1 ,signor ,principe2 for ,i believe she wished to give you a surprise1 and to present it to you when it should be finished in marble4 ,sidenote3 ,,prince ,,demidoff',s ,,displeasure4 ,he answered1 ,the ,princess has done wrong in ordering her portrait without my consent1 and you have done wrong in complying with her request4 ,i do not like these surprises1 and when the ,princess returns for a sitting you must request her to go about her business2 and you may tell her that you do this by my order4 ,and besides--and this ,i say particularly to you--destroy this work1 and think no more about it4 ,i felt that the ,prince was right1 but to throw down this work was a bitter pain to me2 and besides1 ,i was unwilling to displease the ,princess1 who so earnestly desired to have this statuette1 and who had already expressed her satisfaction with it4 ,my face must have been very expressive at that moment1 for the ,prince1 taking my hands in his1 said-- ,my dear ,dupr1 ,i understand your embarrassment and annoyance1 but it is necessary that this should be done4 ,i do not like1 and ,i will not have this sort of thing1 and ,i like still less this way of doing it4 ,do you understand8 ,a portrait of the ,princess1 or even a statue of her1 would be a charming possession1 and ,i should particularly like one by you4 ,i have already a beautiful statue of ,madame ,letizia by ,canova1 and this of my wife would make an admirable pendant2 but ,i repeat that this way of doing it does not please me1 and though ,i may seem harsh1 ,i again say to you--,destroy this statuette1 and let us say no more about it4 ,while he was speaking ,i thought to myself--,this statuette and portrait of his wife he does not wish to have1 but rather wishes to have a statue of her of life size2 and so much the better4 ,and then1 considering that he had said he did not like the way in which it was done1 ,i perceived1 as ,i ought from the first to have perceived1 that he objected to the ,princess coming to my studio to sit1 and ,i answered-- ,you shall be obeyed4 ,to-morrow the ,princess is to return to give me a sitting1 and ,i will tell her all1 and this clay shall go back into the tank4 ,but ,i hope that you will not forget that you have spoken of a life-size statue of the ,princess2 and as this work would require considerable time1 and it might be more convenient to her that ,i should model it in your own palace1 ,i could---- ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,annoyance ,,of ,,the ,,princess4 ,he did not let me finish my sentence1 but1 embracing me warmly and kissing me1 said-- ,thanks1 dear ,dupr1 that is right4 ,that is what pleases me1 and that is the way it shall be done4 ,and now1 addio4 ,and pressing my hand1 he departed4 ,the day after1 at one o'clock1 the usual hour1 the ,princess arrived1 gay and laughing1 as usual2 and after giving a glance at herself in the mirror1 and arranging a little her hair1 she seated herself and said-- ,i am ready4 ,i had not as yet thrown down the statuette4 ,there it stood uncovered1 just as the ,prince had left it the day before4 ,i am very sorry1 ,signora ,principessa1 ,i began1 to give you some bad news4 ,the ,prince was here yesterday4 ,i hope you did not allow him to see this portrait8 ,yes1 he has seen it--he has seen it1 ,signora ,principessa4 ,it was useless to try to conceal it from him1 and ,i did wrong to endeavour to do so1 for he was perfectly aware of its existence when he came here4 ,he must have been exactly informed about it2 and so sure was he that ,i was making your portrait1 that he planted himself here precisely before the modelling-stand1 and seeing that ,i was unwilling to uncover it1 he uncovered it himself without any ceremony4 ,he told me that ,i did wrong to begin the work1 and that ,i must not go on with it1 and1 in fact1 he has expressly ordered me to destroy it and throw it down4 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,princess ,,remonstrates4 ,while ,i was thus speaking she stood disquieted and frowning1 and then said that it was unjust1 absurd1 and ridiculous1 and that ,i must not give heed to him1 but that she should stay1 and ,i must go on with the portrait4 ,after a while1 however1 she grew calmer1 and decided to go away2 and this was well4 ,but she did not give up the matter1 and the day after1 she wrote to me to say that she should return to give me more sittings4 ,i had not yet thrown down the clay1 not only on account of my natural unwillingness to do so1 which is excusable1 but also because of the advice of ,prince ,jerome1 the brother of the ,princess ,matilde1 who insisted that the ,prince could not pretend to anything more than that the work should be suspended4 ,but of this ,i was a safer and better advised judge than he1 and well knew that a husband is the legitimate master of his own wife1 and of any portrait of her4 ,but ,i repeat1 ,i allowed the statuette to remain because ,i disliked to destroy it4 ,the ,princess did not return as she had promised1 and wrote again to me to expect her another day4 ,this went on for some time2 and finally1 when ,i saw her again1 she told me that she was going to ,paris with the ,prince1 and that on her return we must go on1 and if the ,prince persisted in his ideas1 she would recompense me for the work ,i had done on it4 ,in fact1 she went to ,paris with the ,prince1 and there she remained2 while he1 recalled by the ,emperor ,nicholas of ,russia1 went to ,st ,petersburg1 where he found that a decree of divorce had been demanded by the ,princess and signed by the ,emperor4 ,the ,prince gave me nothing further to do1 except some slight things which are scarcely worth mentioning1 and the ,princess entirely forgot her promise4 ,and as ,i am now on this matter1 and in order to make an end of it1 let me leap over eleven years1 and say that1 having exhibited in ,paris at the ,exposition of #ahee1 besides the model in plaster of the ,abel 7as ,i have before narrated71 a reproduction in small of this statue in marble1 which ,i desired to sell1 ,i wrote to the ,princess asking her to purchase it4 ,this ,i did to remind her indirectly of her promise to recompense me for the labour ,i had given to her statuette1 but she never answered4 ,i now make another leap over twelve years more4 ,in the ,exposition ,universelle at ,paris in #ahfg1 ,i was one of the ,italian ,jury on ,sculpture2 and one evening1 at a reception at the ,tuilleries1 ,i was presented by our minister ,nigra to the ,emperor1 who had on his arm the ,princess ,matilde4 ,as soon as she saw me she said1 ,we have known each other a long time2 but ,i1 remembering how she had treated me1 pretended to have no remembrance of her4 ,and the ,emperor looked at me through his sleepy eyes1 and must have thought me either remarkably forgetful or a great fool4 ,the ,princess1 naturally1 never deigned to give me another look4 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,meet ,,the ,,princess ,,in ,,paris4 ,and now again ,i return to my works4 ,after ,pius ,,ii41 ,i put up a figure of life-size representing ,innocence4 ,this was ordered of me by ,signor ,tommasi of ,leghorn2 but later1 with my full consent1 it remained on my hands1 and was bought by ,prince ,constantine of ,russia4 ,i have determined not to judge my own works1 though here and there ,i may give a little hint2 but in order that these memoirs may be of some use1 it is well that ,i should indicate the spirit of the principles which guided me in my work4 ,i have said that my faith in the pure imitation of nature was somewhat shaken by the criticisms of my ,giotto as being too naturalistic4 ,some reasonings by my friends1 and above all1 certain articles by ,giuseppe ,arcangeli in the ',rivista1 ,sul ,bello ,ideale1' as well as the compliments and eulogies of my statue of ,innocence by ,borghi1 finally persuaded me that there does exist a bello ideale impossible to find in nature1 and this beauty should be arrived at by an imitation of the antique1 and by the aid of memory4 ,sidenote3 ,,idealists ,,and ,,naturalists4 ,nothing is more dangerous than this theory4 ,beauty is scattered over universal nature4 ,the artist born to feel and perceive this beauty 7which is the object of art7 has his mind and heart always exercised in seeking it out and expressing it4 ,he discerns in nature one or more living forms that in some degree approximate to the type he has in his mind1 and the reality of these1 by strengthening his ideals1 enables him to work the latter properly out4 ,the artist who is without his ideal1 and forces himself to find it outside of nature1 torturing his memory with what he has seen or studied in the works of others1 makes but a cold and conventional work4 ,the animating spark1 the heat1 the life1 does not inform his work1 for he is not the father1 but only the stepfather of his children4 ,to this school belong the imitators--that is1 the timid friends of nature4 ,on the other side1 but in much greater numbers and with much greater petulance1 are the naturalisti1 who despise every kind of ideality1 and especially despise it because they have it not4 ,neither is their heart warmed by strong and sweet affections1 nor do they with their eyes or their mind seize1 among the multiform shapes of nature1 a type1 a movement1 or an expression which1 assiduously pursued1 awakens and fecundates the idea within them4 ,the first ruffian or harlot of the streets taken by evil chance suffices for them1 and they delight to drag this noble art of ours through filth and ugliness4 ,sidenote3 ,,bad ,,effects ,,of ,,eulogy4 ,each of these extremes ,i have sought to avoid4 ,but it is none the less true that1 at the period to which ,i have arrived in my narrative1 ,i was carried a little away1 by the discourses and writings of literary men and critics of ,art1 on the road that leads to the conventional and academic4 ,this bad influence weakened my faith in nature and my courage in my work4 ,and the ,pius ,,ii41 the ,innocence1 and the ,purity are1 so to speak1 the mirrors in which are reflected my want of faith1 uncertainty1 and weakness of mind during these three years of artistic irresolution4 ,in seeking after the perfect ,i lost the little good that my genius had produced in my first years1 uninfluenced by all these discussions1 and what is of more importance1 by all eulogies both of good and of bad alloy4 ,yes1 also of bad alloy4 ,the young artist should take heed of all the praise that he receives4 ,he should hold it in suspicion1 and weigh it1 and make a large deduction4 ,eulogy is like a perfume1 grateful to the sense1 but it is better to inhale it but little1 little1 little1 because it goes to the head1 lulls us to sleep1 and sometimes intoxicates us and bewilders us so that we lose our compass4 ,one must be prudent4 ,flowers of too strong an odour must be kept outside the room4 ,air is necessary--air4 ,i hope that these words will fall into the ear of some to whom they may do good--,i mean1 of those who not only sniff up praise with eagerness1 but are discontented because they do not think it sufficient1 and who re-read it and talk of it with others so as to prolong their pleasure1 and preserve all the papers and writings which speak of them1 without perceiving that this is all vanity and pettiness of heart4 ,sidenote3 ,,injudicious ,,praise4 ,for the rest1 it is very easy to see how one may vaccilate1 and even fall2 and on this account ,i deem it my duty1 for the love that ,i bear to young men1 to put them on their guard against the blandishments of praise4 ,imagine1 dear reader1 an inexperienced youth of spirit and lively fancy1 who in his first essays in ,art finds it said and written of him that he has surpassed all others1 has begun where others ended1 that he is born perhaps to outdo the ,greeks with his chisel1 that ,michael ,angelo must descend from the pedestal he has occupied for centuries1 and other similar stuff--more than this1 expose him to the envy of the ,mviis1 and those light and inconsiderate flatteries1 which are all the more dangerous when made attractive by courtesy and refinement of expression1--and you will have the secret of his vaccilations1 even if with ,god's help he is not led utterly astray4 ,at this most trying time of my life the peace of my family was somewhat disturbed by these influences4 ,my wife was disquieted because ,i had prevented her from carrying on her occupation4 ,our daily necessities increased with the growth of our children4 ,then there were requirements and troubles on account of my father1 thoughts about my sister1 as well as my brother1 who wished to become a rougher-out in marble1 and who brought to my studio very little aptitude united with great pretensions on the score of being my brother4 ,all these annoyances were partly confided to my friend ,venturi1 to whom ,i poured out all my mind2 and he with wise and kindly words consoled me4 ,sidenote3 ,,bartolini ,,and ,,the ,,crucifix4 ,not the least affliction to me was ,bartolini's unconcealed animosity1 of which ,i had a new proof in a fact which it is here the place to narrate4 ,i hope that the reader will remember that ,i made1 while in the studio of ,sani1 a little crucifix which the ,signor ,emanuel ,fenzi bought for the chamber of his son ,orazio1 who married the noble ,lady ,emilia of the ,counts ,delia ,gherardesca4 ,about this time ,signor ,emanuel desired to make my acquaintance1 and having become intimate with me1 wished to have me often with him4 ,thus he discovered that this crucifix he had bought of ,sani was my work1 and ,i cannot say how much this delighted him4 ,to his dinners and conversazioni1 which were frequented by many foreigners as well as ,italians1 ,bartolini often came2 but he was never willing to renew his relations with me1 although my bearing towards him was that of the most affectionate consideration4 ,as long as this unwillingness was concealed or perceived by few1 ,i bore it quietly2 but it happened that it was soon openly exhibited4 ,one evening after dinner the salon of ,signor ,fenzi was filled with guests1 and gay with all sorts of talk4 ,soon1 as was natural1 the conversation fell upon ,art2 and ,bartolini1 who was an easy and clever talker1 affirmed that the arts were in decadence1 for various reasons3 first1 because of the want of enthusiasm and faith among the lower and upper classes1 both of whom were sleeping in a dolce far niente2 and second1 because the artists had abandoned the right road of imitation of beautiful nature1 and were pursuing with panting breath a chimerical beauty1 which they called a bello ideale2 and last1 because the vices of both had usurped the place of the virtues of our ancestors1 and luxury1 apathy1 and avarice had drawn out of our beautiful country activity1 temperance1 modesty1 and liberality1--and he illustrated this by various instances of ancient temperance and modesty4 ,while ,bartolini was speaking1 ,signor ,fenzi went into the chamber of the ,cavaliere ,orazio and brought out the ,christ1 which1 by reason of the long time that it had been executed1 and perhaps of the kisses of the pious ,signora ,emilia1 had an antique look1 and showing it to the maestro1 said-- ,look at this work4 ,after examining it1 he said1 ,the proof that our artists of old were as able as they were modest can be seen in this work4 ,the artist who made it1 and who probably was only an intagliatore1 would have been able to make a statue such as perhaps no one to-day could4 ,at this ,fenzi replied1 with a smile1 ,excuse me1 but you are in error4 ,this is a modern work1 and there is the artist who made it1 pointing me out1 who was just coming in at that moment4 ,bartolini laid down the ,christ1 spoke not a word more1 and did not deign even to look at me1 although he had praised the work4 ,this did not seem just1 either to ,fenzi or to any of the persons there present4 ,,chapter ,,ix4 ,,the ,,political ,,reforms ,,of ,,the ,,year #ahdg ,,in ,,tuscany--,,my ,,first ,,scholars--,,ciseri1 ,,prati1 ,,aleardi1 ,,fusinato1 ,,coletti1 ,,and ,,chiarini ,,the ,,improvisatore--,,inedited ,,verses ,,by ,,prati--,,giuseppe ,,verdi--,a ,,digression ,,on ,,artistic ,,individuality--,,the ,,emperor ,,of ,,russia',s ,,visit ,,to ,,my ,,studio--,,reactionary ,,movement ,,of ,,the #ab,,th ,,of ,,april1 #ahdi--;,i ,,am ,,in ,,danger ,,of ,,my ,,life--,,the ,,return ,,of ,,the ,,grand ,,duke4 ,the elevation of ,pius ,,ix4 to the ,pontificate1 the amnesty and reforms granted by that ,pontiff1 which initiated and awoke the liberal sentiments of all ,italy1 were perhaps felt more in ,florence than elsewhere1 almost all the political refugees from the different ,states having for some time past found a safe and peaceful home there1 owing to the character and patriarchal laws of the ,grand ,duke4 ,this drew me away from the serene quiet of my studio1 and with the others ,i shouted1 ,long live ,ferruccio6 ,pius ,,ix46 the press6 the civic guard and ,gioberti6 and all the rest4 ,the principal leader of our peaceful demonstrations was the advocate ,antonio ,mordini1 and after him came ,giuseppe ,la ,farina1 and others4 ,not a petition was made to the ,government or a deputation sent to the ,prince in which ,i did not take part4 ,whether our honest demands were of use to the country1 ,i will not discuss1 but certainly my work suffered not a little from this state of things4 ,nor was ,i the only one to abandon the studio2 all1 young and old1 were possessed and inflamed with a national aspiration for independence from foreign occupation4 ,the consequence of all this excitement was1 that ,i was taken away from my studies and work2 and1 in short1 while there was a great deal of patriotic enthusiasm1 there was but little study1 very little profit1 and much idle talk on questions more or less futile1 by which family peace was destroyed1 and friendship made a matter of caution and suspicion4 ,sidenote3 ,,politics ,,and ,,revolution ,,of '#dh4 ,although in these memoirs ,i do not propose to speak of politics 7not feeling equal to it71 ,i wish to touch on the great events that produced the revolution of '#dh1 as they were one of the causes of interruption in my art2 and even in politics1 in consequence of the turn things were taking1 ,i found myself set aside4 ,some of my friends whose views went far beyond mine left me1 and the others that had remained stationary blamed me even for those temperate aspirations that were those also of the ,government4 ,i was disheartened1 self-involved1 and ill at ease4 ,with the growth of the revolution1 the departure of the ,grand ,duke1 and the dread of a dangerous crisis1 artistic life was not one of the most flourishing1 and ,i had not work of any kind1 except to retouch the wax of ,abel and ,cain1 that the ,grand ,duke had given an order to ,papi to cast in bronze4 ,seeing this1 ,i concentrated all my life in my family affections4 ,my studio had become deserted2 my scholars--,tito ,sarrocchi1 ,luigi ,majoli1 and ,enrico ,pazzi--had left me to go to the camp4 ,they returned afterwards1 but were always tossed about on the wave of the revolution4 ,only one of my workmen1 ,romualdo ,bianchini1 was left dead on the field1 the #bith of ,may1 at ,curtatone4 ,i passed my days in great sadness4 ,antonio ,ciseri1 with whom ,i had contracted a friendship from my earliest steps in art1 had his studio near mine1 and we used to exchange visits4 ,although he was not a facile talker1 his nature was open and ingenuous2 and as his principles in art1 his morals1 and his habits agreed with mine1 a strong friendship grew up between us1 which has never diminished2 and if years have whitened our beards1 our hearts have not grown old1 and we love each as in our early years4 ,to-day he is one of our first painters1 and has a number of able and devoted scholars4 ,sidenote3 ,,poets ,,and ,,improvisation4 ,amongst my friends was also ,dr ,giuseppe ,saltini1 who for many years had been a physician in the employment of the ,government1 and now leads a hard life with restricted means1 on account of having so many children4 ,now ,i will describe an evening passed most pleasantly in those times4 ,one day some clever men came to see me--,prati1 ,aleardi1 ,fusinato1 ,coletti1 doctor and poet1 and others that ,i do not remember4 ,they said to me1 ,is it true that in ,florence there are1 as in the days gone by1 improvisatori poets8 ,we it was ,prati who spoke are curious to hear one1 and have not the pretension1 as you can imagine1 to expect high flights1 but only free verses1 and really improvised4 ,here is ,aleardi 7whom ,i present to you71 who is a confounded sceptic on the subject of improvisation1 and says that these people commit to memory a great quantity of verses of various measures1 and when the occasion offers itself1 have the art of patching them together in such a way that the mosaic resembles a real picture4 ,you must know1 however1 that my friend is very slow in composition1--much slower than ,i am1 although he is a far abler and more graceful poet4 ,i believe1 said ,i1 ,i know just the person you are looking for1 and ,aleardi will be disabused of such a notion4 ,it is a certain ,chiarini1 called ,baco1 who keeps a little stall under the ,uffizi1 and ,i have heard him many times1 alone or in company of others4 ,it was real improvisation2 the flow of his ideas was not common or vulgar1 and he invested them with a graceful and vigorous form4 ,you shall hear him4 ,i will take upon myself to invite him to come4 ,return here1 and ,i will tell you when he is able to do so1 for he is a man who has much to do4 ,during the day1 as ,i have said1 he attends to his little shop under the ,uffizi1 and in the evening he is engaged to go here and there on purpose to show his skill as an extempore poet4 ,sidenote3 ,,an ,,improvisatore4 ,sidenote3 ,,death ,,of ,,buondelmonte4 ,the poet having been engaged1 and an appointment made for my friends at the studio1 trial of his improvisation took place2 and he did not know who his listeners were1 which was perhaps as well1 for who knows how much the poor poet might have felt embarrassed by the presence of such men8 ,a table was constructed by laying a board on two trestles4 ,i had invited1 besides ,prati and the rest1 ,ciseri the painter1 ,giulio ,piatti1 and some others whom ,i do not remember4 ,the table was laid with great simplicity--some bread1 sausages1 and wine serving only as a sort of excuse for animating our poet with a little food and drink4 ,before anything else was done1 ,aleardi and ,prati besieged the improvisatore with questions to ascertain how far his culture went2 and although he showed that he was familiar and well acquainted with the poets1 beginning with ,homer and ,virgil down to our times--so that he could repeat by memory some of the most beautiful fragments--as far as history1 geography1 and critical works went1 he really knew very little1 or at least so pretended4 ,then without further preamble ,chiarini said1 ,some one give me a theme4 ,i feel in the mood for singing2 and seating himself whilst waiting1 he began a prelude upon his guitar1 which was sometimes soft and mournful1 and then again loud and stirring4 ,seeing that we delayed giving him a subject1 he began to sing off verse after verse in ottava rima1 and stringing together a series of piquant and pointed remarks against us1 ridiculing our torpor and indifference4 ,i cannot describe our hearty laughter in hearing the deluge of sarcasm and biting epigrams launched at each of us in turn by way of stirring us up4 ,the verses were so flowing1 fresh1 and spirited1 that they really did not seem like improvisations1 so that ,prati1 a little irritated1 after a brief consultation with the others1 gave out the following theme3 ,the death of ,buondelmonte of the ,buondelmonti4 ,our poet began as if he had studied the subject before in all its parts1 situations1 colouring1 names1 dates1 and particulars1 the circumstances and sad consequences of that tragic death1 and sang with inspired freedom1 and with always increasing warmth and passion4 ,the tender and pure love of the ,amidei1 the betrothal and pledges made between the two families1 the insidious and malicious conduct of the mother of the ,donati1 the frivolities of ,buondelmonte attracted by the saucy beauty of her daughter1 the perjury and breaking away of the compact with the ,amidei family1 the marriage arranged with the ,donati1 the preparations for this marriage1 the rage of the ,amidei and their followers for such an atrocious insult and want of good faith1 their schemes of vengeance1 the conspiracy1 the ambush and murder at the foot of the statue of ,mars 7where he interpolated in a masterly way the saying of ,mosca-- ,lasso6 capo ha cosa fatta1 che fu 'l mal seme della gente ,tosca7 --it seemed as if the whole thing stood there before him1 not as a picture1 but a living and breathing reality2 while he1 with his head and eyes uplifted1 was heedless of our enthusiasm and shouts of applause4 ,he sang for almost two hours2 and when he had finished1 all bathed with perspiration1 he put down his lute and drank4 ,prati and the others embraced him with effusion1 only regretting that1 owing to the rapidity and rush of the poet's inspiration1 they had been able to retain but a few lines4 ,prati1 however1 repeated and perhaps somewhat refashioned a whole verse in ottava rima1 and not content with expressing his admiration in words1 wished to prove it to poor1 tired1 and excited ,baco by dictating an improvised sonnet to him1 of which ,i remember the first four and the last three lines4 ,sidenote3 ,,prati',s ,,improvisation4 ,in order1 however1 to understand ,prati's verses1 it is necessary to know that in those days the ,capponi ,ministry had fallen1 and ,guerrazzi come into power4 ,prati1 who had suffered some persecution from him1 owing to having in his harangues before the ,circolo ,politico ,moderato fulminated ,pindarically against this ,titan from ,leghorn1 whilst praising the improvisatore1 lashes out against the opposition4 ,here are the verses1 and ,i regret ,i have only retained these in my memory3-- ,s'improvvisan ministri alla recisa2 ,s'inalzan nuovi altari a nuovi di2 ,ma un improvvisator come tu sei1 ,per la croce di ,dio6 non s'improvvisa4 ,one soon may improvise new ministers1 ,unto new deities raise altars new2 ,but an improvisator like to you1 ,by ,god's own cross6 one cannot improvise4 ,and the last three lines are3-- ,felice1 ,che almen tu vivi alla febea fatica1 ,n sei di quelli che una nuova ,italia ,tentando improvvisar1 guastan l'antica4 ,happy you live in your ,phoebean toils1 ,not one of those that our new ,italy ,striving to improvise1 the antique spoils4 ,and1 placing his signature at the bottom of it1 he presented it to ,chiarini1 whose face1 when he had read it and seen by whom it was signed1 assumed an expression of admiration mingled with regret touching to behold4 ,sidenote3 ,,replica ,,of ,,the ,,abel4 ,the evening passed gaily4 ,prati also improvised1 encouraged 7which is saying a great deal7 and accompanied by ,chiarini1 and1 despite his puffing and blowing1 said some very fine things4 ,at last we separated1 engaging our improvisatore for another evening in another place2 but this ,i shall omit4 ,this symposium of artists was one of the few pleasures of those days1 when my interest and enthusiasm for ,art were relaxed1 and ,i had no opportunity to work1 as ,i have before said1 because1 except retouching in wax the ,abel and ,cain1 and some few portraits1 ,i had absolutely nothing to do4 ,in connection with these statues that the ,grand ,duke had ordered in bronze1 let me say that1 having finished in marble the ,abel1 the ,grand ,duke saw it1 regretted that he had not ordered it himself1 and that it was to go away from ,florence4 ,i proposed1 to satisfy his wishes1 to make a replica2 but he was set upon having the original4 ,it was in vain ,i said that any replica made by him who had originally made the model is always and substantially original1 the artist in finishing it always introducing modifications and changes which make it an original and not a copy4 ,his ,highness was not satisfied with this reasoning1 and preferred that it should be cast in bronze1 making the mould upon that which was already finished in marble4 ,i answered1 ,in order to do that1 ,i must have the permission of the owner4 ,sidenote3 ,,cast ,,of ,,abel ,,for ,,the ,,grand ,,duke4 ,right1 he said to me2 and if1 as you assure me1 the marble is not injured by making the mould1 ,i am certain that permission will be given4 ,i wrote to the ,imperial household of ,russia that his ,highness the ,grand ,duke wished to have a cast in bronze of the ,abel1 taking the mould from the finished marble that ,i was making for his ,imperial ,majesty 7the ,grand ,duchess ,marie having presented both this statue and the ,cain to her father the ,emperor ,nicholas74 ,the answer was precisely this3 ,if the ,abel is finished1 have it boxed up and sent immediately4 ,i showed the answer to the ,grand ,duke1 who smiled and said-- ,one cannot deny that the answer is not very gracious2 but now1 as ,i really desire to have this statue in bronze1 tell me1 could not a mould be taken from the plaster-cast8 ,your ,highness1 yes2 and for this1 only the consent of the artist is required4 ,and do you give this consent8 ,i prefer to take the mould from the plaster-cast rather than from the marble1 because the cast is the more accurate--in fact1 is the true original4 ,and so it was settled4 ,and at the same time1 he ordered also the ,cain1 from which ,i removed the trunk that served as a support in the marble1 bent a little more the arm and the hand1 which was upon the forehead1 and remodelled it almost entirely in the wax4 ,about this time ,giuseppe ,verdi came to ,florence to bring out his ',macbeth4' ,if ,i mistake not1 it was the first time he ever came among us2 but his fame had preceded him4 ,enemies1 it is natural1 he had in great numbers4 ,i was an admirer of all his works then known1 ',nabuco1' ',ernani1' and ',giovanna d',arco4' ,his enemies said that as an artist he was very vulgar1 and corrupted the ,italian school of singing2 and as a man1 they said he was an absolute bear1 full of pride and arrogance1 and disdained to make the acquaintance of any one4 ,wishing to convince myself at once of the truth of this1 ,i wrote a note in the following terms3 ,giovanni ,dupr begs the illustrious ,maestro ,g4 ,verdi to do him the honour of paying him a visit at his studio whenever it is convenient for him to do so1 as he desires to show him his ,cain1 that he is now finishing in marble1 before he sends it away4 ,but in order to see how much of a bear he really was1 ,i carried the letter1 and represented myself as a young man belonging to the ,professor's studio4 ,he received me with great urbanity1 read the letter1 and then1 with a face which was neither serious nor smiling1 he said-- ,tell the ,professor that ,i thank him very much1 and ,i will go to see him as soon as possible1 for ,i had it in my mind to do so1 wishing to know personally a young sculptor who1 c4 ,sidenote3 ,,visit ,,of ,,verdi4 ,i answered1 ,if you1 ,signor ,maestro1 desire to make the acquaintance as soon as possible of that young sculptor1 you can have that satisfaction at once1 for ,i am he4 ,he smiled pleasantly1 and shaking my hand1 he said1 ,oh1 this is just like an artist4 ,we talked a long time together1 and he showed me some letters of introduction that he had for ,capponi1 ,giusti1 and ,niccolini4 ,the one for ,giusti was from ,manzoni4 ,all the time that he remained in ,florence we saw each other every day4 ,we made some excursions into the neighbourhood1 such as to the ,ginori porcelain manufactory1 to ,fiesole1 and to ,torre del ,gallo4 ,we were a company of four or five3 ,andrea ,maffei1 ,manara1 who afterwards died at ,rome1 ,giulio ,piatti1 ,verdi1 and myself4 ,in the evenings he allowed either the one or the other of us to go to hear the rehearsals of ',macbeth2' in the mornings he and ,maffei very often came to my studio4 ,he had a great deal of taste for painting and sculpture1 and talked of them with no ordinary acumen4 ,he had a great preference for ,michael ,angelo2 and ,i remember that1 in the chapel of ,canon ,sacchi1 which is below ,fiesole1 on the old road1 where there is a fine collection of works of art1 he remained on his knees for nearly a quarter of an hour in admiration of an altar-piece said to be the work of ,michael ,angelo4 ,i wanted to make his bust2 but for reasons independent of his will and mine1 this plan could not be carried into effect1 and ,i contented myself with taking a cast of his hand1 which ,i afterwards cut in marble and presented to the ,siennese ,philharmonic ,society1 to which ,i have belonged since #ahdc1 when1 as ,i have before said1 ,i went to ,siena4 ,the hand of ,verdi is in the act of writing4 ,in taking the cast the pen remained embedded in it1 and now serves as a little stick to my sketch of ,sant',antonino4 ,sidenote3 ,,verdi4 ,verdi seemed to be pleased with the ,cain1 the fierce and savage nature of which he felt in his very blood2 and ,i remember that my friend ,maffei endeavoured to persuade him that a fine drama1 with effective situations and contrasts of character1 with which ,verdi's genius and inclination fitted him to cope1 could be made out of ,byron's tragedy of ',cain1' which he was then translating4 ,the gentleness of character and piety of ,abel contrasted with that of ,cain1 excited by fierce anger and envy because the offer of ,abel was acceptable to ,god2 ,abel1 who caresses his brother and talks to him about ,god--and ,cain1 who scornfully rejects his gentle words1 uttering blasphemies even against ,god2 a chorus of invisible angels in the air1 a chorus of demons under ground2 ,cain1 who1 blinded by anger1 kills his brother2 then the mother1 who at the cry of ,abel rushes in and finds him dead1 then the father1 then the young wife of ,abel2 the grief of all for the death of that pure character1 their horror of the murderer2 the dark and profound remorse of ,cain2 and finally1 the curse that fell upon him1--all formed a theme truly worthy of the dramatic and ,biblical genius of ,giuseppe ,verdi4 ,i remember that at the time he was much taken with it2 but he did nothing more about it1 and ,i suppose he had his good reasons4 ,perhaps the nudity was an obstacle4 ,still1 with the skins of wild beasts1 tunics and eminently picturesque mantles can be made2 at all events he could have set the subject to music if it offered him situations and effects and really attracted him1 for ,verdi has shown in his many works that he possesses that sublime and fiery genius which is adapted to such a tremendous drama4 ,he who had conceived the grand and serious melodies of ',nabuco1' the pathetic songs of the ',trovatore' and the ',traviata1' and the local colour1 character1 and sublime harmonies of ',aida1' might well set ,cain to music4 ,should ,verdi at any time read these pages1 who knows what he may do8 ,sidenote3 ,,cain1 ,a ,,subject ,,for ,,an ,,opera4 ,and here perhaps it is best for me to make a slight digression1 in order to speak of the character and disposition which specially belong to every artist independently of everything else--of his studies1 of what he copies1 and of the fashion of the day4 ,who would have thought that so sweet and strong a painter as ,giotto would ever have risen out of the harsh and coarse mosaic-paintings of the ,byzantines and the teachings of ,cimabue8 ,variety of character1 truth of movement and expression1 broad and flowing draperies1 colouring at once temperate1 airy1 and strong1 were1 it might be said1 created by him1 and took the place of the hardness1 and ,i could almost say deformity1 of the ,byzantines and the dryness of the works of ,cimabue4 ,nor did ,fra ,giovanni ,angelico show less originality and individuality in his works4 ,he lived in the full noon of the naturalistic school of ,masaccio1 ,lippi1 and ,donatello1 and his pure spirit drew its inspirations from the mystic and ideal sources of heaven1 the ,virgin1 and the saints1 not only in his subjects1 but in their treatment4 ,michael ,angelo1 solitary in the midst of a corrupt1 avaricious1 and lascivious civilisation1 by his temperament and will was conspicuous for his purity of morals1 his large liberality1 and his intellectual love2 and despite of ,raphael and ,leonardo1 those most splendid planets of ,art1 he maintained his originality1 and his great figure towers like a giant among them4 ,sidenote3 ,,character ,,of ,,the ,,artist4 ,the artist by nature1 developed by study1 becomes original and has a character distinct from all others1 and in no way1 not even in the slightest characteristic1 can1 despite any exterior influence1 be different from what he is4 ,for if ,giotto had been born and educated in the sixteenth or seventeenth century1 he would not have painted the vain pomps and the archaic frivolities of that period2 nor would ,fra ,angelico at the school of ,giulio ,romano have given himself up to the lasciviousness of his master2 nor would ,michael ,angelo have been warped1 nor was he warped1 by the strength of those giants ,leonardo and ,raphael4 ,the artist1 then1 is what he is and such as he is born1 and study will only fertilise his genius1 his nature1 and his propensities1 nor can he with the utmost force of his will conceive and create a work contrary to his nature and to his genius4 ,michael ,angelo would never have been able1 even with a hundred years of the most powerful effort1 to create a ,paradise like that of ,giovanni ,angelico2 and ,fra ,angelico would never have imagined even one of the figures of the ,last ,judgment in the ,sistine ,chapel4 ,i remember--and this is my reason for this digression--that one day ,rossini1 speaking to me confidentially of ,art in general1 and upon this subject and all its bearings 7and he was a competent judge71 came by degrees to speak of music1 and of the individual character of the composers he had known1 and in regard to ,verdi he spoke thus3 ,you see1 ,verdi is a master whose character is serious and melancholy2 his colouring is dark and sad1 which springs abundantly and spontaneously from his genius1 and precisely for this reason is most valuable4 ,i have the highest esteem for it2 but on the other hand1 it is indubitable that he will never compose a semi-serious opera like the ',linda1' and still less a comic opera like the ',elixir d',amore4' ,sidenote3 ,,rossini',s ,,views ,,of ,,verdi4 ,i added1 ,nor like the ',barbire4' ,he replied1 ,leave me entirely out of the question4 ,this he said to me twenty-two years ago in my studio in the ,candeli1 and ,verdi has not yet composed a comic or semi-serious opera1 nor do ,i believe that he has ever thought of doing so2 and in this he has been quite right4 ,the musical art and ,italy wait for a ',cain' from him1 and they wait for it because he himself felt the will and the power to create it4 ,i remember also another judgment and another expression of ,rossini's in regard to ,verdi4 ,one evening after dinner ,i stayed on with him1 because he liked to have a little talk4 ,he was walking slowly up and down the dining-room1 for he did not like to leave the room1 the unpleasant odour which remains after dinner giving him apparently no annoyance4 ,the ,signora ,olimpia1 his wife1 was playing a game of cards called minchiate with one of the regular friends of the house--,i mean one of those inevitable sticks that old ladies make use of to amuse them and help them to pass the time at cards4 ,sidenote3 ,,rossini ,,on ,,verdi4 ,some one always arrived late1 but ,rossini would not see everybody4 ,this evening1 if ,i mistake not1 came the ,signora ,varese1 ,signor de ,luigi1 and others whom ,i did not know2 then two youths1 who apparently were music-masters1 and they1 after saluting the ,signora1 turned to ,rossini with these words3 ,have you heard1 ,signor ,maestro1 the criticism of ,scudo on the new opera of ,verdi1 ',i ,vespri ,siciliani1' which has just been given in ,paris8 ,no1 answered ,rossini1 rather seriously4 ,a regular criticism1 you know2 you should read it4 ,it is in the last number of the ',revue des ,deux ,mondes4' ,and then they began to repeat some of these opinions of ,scudo's1 with adulation1 which1 if courteous1 was little praiseworthy4 ,but ,rossini interrupted them1 saying-- ,they make me laugh when they criticise ,verdi in this way1 and with such a pen6 ,to write an able and true criticism of him1 requires higher capacity and an abler pen4 ,in my opinion1 this would require two ,italian composers of music who could write better than he does himself2 but as these ,italian musical composers who are superior to ,verdi are yet to come1 we must content ourselves with his music1 applaud him when he does well1 and here he clapped his hands1 and warn him in a fraternal way when we think he could have done better4 ,as he finished these words he seemed a little heated1 and almost offended1 as if he thought that these people had come to give him this news by way of flattering him1 or in order to have the violent criticism of ,scudo confirmed4 ,the fact is1 he must have already read the criticism itself1 as ,i had seen the number of the ',revue' on his table before dinner4 ,the conversation then changed1 and nothing more was said4 ,sidenote3 ,,visit ,,of ,,the ,,emperor ,,of ,,russia4 ,about this time the ,emperor of ,russia1 who was passing through ,florence1 honoured me with a visit4 ,i should have passed over in silence this fact2 but as it was the occasion of a false impression1 by which ,i appeared to be the most stupid and ignorant man in the world1 it is better that ,i should narrate exactly what occurred4 ,signor ,mariotti1 the agent for the ,russian ,imperial household1 who1 the reader may remember1 had procured for me the commission for the marble of ,abel1 sent me word that during the day the ,emperor would come to see the ,cain1 which was already finished in marble4 ,i waited for him all day2 but towards evening1 an hour before nightfall1 ,i dressed myself to go away1 not believing that any one would come at that hour4 ,just as ,i was going out ,i heard a disturbance1 a noise of carriages and horses1 and saw the ,emperor stopping at my studio4 ,it was nearly dark1 so1 with a stout heart1 before he descended ,i went to the door of the carriage and said-- ,your ,majesty1 ,i am highly honoured by your visit to my studio1 but ,i fear that your ,majesty cannot satisfy your desire to see the ,cain1 as it is nearly nightfall1 and ,i should like to show this work of mine in a more favourable light4 ,the street was full of curious people2 the studios of the artists my neighbours were all open1 and they were in the doorway2 the ministers of the ,imperial house put their heads out of their carriage to see what was the reason the ,emperor did not get out1 and with whom he was talking4 ,the ,emperor1 with a benign countenance1 answered-- ,you are quite right2 one cannot see well at this hour4 ,i will return to-morrow after mid-day4 ,i bowed1 and the carriages drove on4 ,this stopping of the carriage and its driving on again after a few words had passed between his ,majesty and myself1 led some ass to suppose that ,i had not been willing to receive the ,emperor1 and some malicious person repeated the little story2 but not for long1 as the next morning he returned with all his suite4 ,as soon as he descended1 he said to me-- ,vous parlez franais8 ,trs mal1 ,majest4 ,well1 ,i speak a little ,italian2 we will make a mixture4 ,general ,menzicoff1 ,count ,orloff1 and others whom ,i do not remember1 accompanied the ,emperor4 ,as soon as he entered the studio he took off his hat1 to the great astonishment of his suite1 who all hastened to imitate him1 and remained with his head uncovered all the time he was there4 ,he was of colossal build1 and perfectly proportioned4 ,the ,emperor ,nicholas was then of mature years1 but he looked as if he were in the flower of manhood4 ,he talked and listened willingly1 and tried to enter into the motives and conceptions of the artist4 ,amongst others he saw a sketch of ,adam and ,eve that ,i had just made with the intention of representing the first family4 ,he saw it1 and it pleased him4 ,he said it would go well with the ,cain and ,abel2 and from these words1 one might have taken for granted that he had ordered it4 ,but ,i have always rather held back and been little eager for commissions1 so that ,i did not feel myself empowered to execute it4 ,then1 also1 ,i had taken this subject for my simple satisfaction1 and certainly with the intention of making it in the large1 which ,i did not1 however1 carry into effect2 for if ,i had done so1 ,i should probably have offered it to him1 as he had been so much pleased by the sketch4 ,the ,emperor was most affable with me1 and showed a desire to know something about me besides my studies and works that he had before his eyes1 so ,i satisfied his wishes4 ,nor is it to be wondered at that so important a person as he was should inquire into the particulars of simple home-life1 for he was 7so ,i afterwards heard7 a good husband and father4 ,he accompanied the ,empress his wife to ,palermo1 as her ill health made it necessary for her to be in that mild climate1 perfumed with life-giving odours4 ,he married his daughter ,maria ,nicolaiewna to the ,prince of ,leuchtenberg1 who was a simple officer in the army2 but as he became aware that the young people loved each other1 he wished to procure their happiness4 ,a good husband and a good father2 pity it is that one cannot say a good sovereign6 ,his persecutions and cruelty towards ,poland1 especially in regard to her religious liberty1 and even her language1 which is the principal inheritance of a nation1 are not a small stain on that patriarchal figure4 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,emperor',s ,,character4 ,if the young reader has the good habit of not skipping1 he will remember perhaps the danger ,i ran of dying asphyxiated in my little studio near ,san ,simone in company with the model1 whilst ,i was making the sketch for the ,abel4 ,now ,i must speak of another grave peril that ,i ran of certain death1 had it not been that ,divine ,providence sent me help just in time4 ,it was the #abth of ,april #ahdi3 for some days past a crowd of rough and violent ,livornese had been going about our streets with jeering and menacing bearing2 and insults1 violence1 and provocations of every kind had not been wanting4 ,that day a squad of these brutal fellows1 after having eaten and taken a good deal to drink1 would not pay their reckoning2 there were altercations and blows1 to the damage of the poor man who kept the wine-shop2 and as if that were not enough1 there were other gross improprieties4 ,this happened in the ,camaldoli of ,san ,lorenzo1 at a place called ,la ,cella1 where the population was crowded and rude4 ,the cup was overflowing1 and at a cry of1 ,give it to them6 give it to them6 they fell upon these scoundrels2 and although the latter were armed with swords 7being of the ,livornese national guard7 and stilettoes1 they were overwhelmed by the rush of the populace1 disarmed1 and killed4 ,sidenote3 ,,riot ,,in ,,florence4 ,this was like a spark1 and spread like lightning throughout ,florence4 ,there was a great tumult and angry cries for men from ,leghorn4 ,everything served as a weapon2 every workman ran out with the implements of his trade1 and even dishevelled ragged women ran about like so many furies with cudgels1 shovels1 and tongs1 screaming1 ,kill them6 kill them6 ,there were many victims4 ,the soldiers who were in the ,belvedere fortress1 as soon as they heard the reports of the guns and the cause thereof1 came down from there like wild beasts1 such was their hatred against these people1 from whom they had received every kind of insult1 even to finding two of their companions nailed to the boards of their barracks one day--acts that were a dishonour to the good reputation of the open-hearted ,livornese1 with their free mode of speech and quick intelligence4 ,timid people retired and shut themselves up in their houses1 the shops were closed1 the streets deserted1 and one saw some people running and others pursuing them1 as dogs hares2 reports of guns were heard1 now close by and now in the distance1 cries for mercy1 the drums beating the generale1 and the mournful tolling of the big bell1--all of which produced a fearful and cruel effect4 ,i lived in a house over my studio1 in ,via ,nazionale1 a short distance from the spot from which came the fatal spark4 ,at the sound of the beating of the generale ,i rushed up into my house to arm myself1 to run to join our company4 ,my colonel was the ,marchese ,gerini1 and the captain ,carlo ,fenzi4 ,my poor wife6 ,i see her still crying and supplicating me not to leave her1 saying1 ,what are you going to do8--to kill or to be killed8 ,stay here1 and if they come to attack us in the house1 as they said they would1 then you will defend these poor little ones4 ,i yielded2 but ,sarrocchi1 who was in the house with me1 in spite of his father's tears and prayers1 would go1 and our company went forward and protected these ,livornese ,guards from the fury of the populace as far as the station of ,santa ,maria ,novella4 ,the company was led by the second lieutenant1 ,engineer ,renard4 ,i went back down into the studio and tried to work1 but could do nothing4 ,that constant noise of running1 questioning1 firing of guns1 the beating of the distant drums--a dull sound1 strange and fearful--had so irritated my nerves that ,i walked up and down the studio1 taking up a book and putting it down again4 ,at last ,i resolved to go home again1 all the more so that ,i had left my wife feeling anxious and every moment fearing that something might happen to me4 ,i had my studio dress on1 which consisted of a linen blouse and red skull-cap4 ,just as ,i was going out ,i heard some screams1 lamentations1 and a rush of people4 ,i looked out1 and saw a squad of furious men following and beating with sticks a poor ,livornese1 who1 not being able to go any farther1 fell at the corner of the street1 by the ,caff degli ,artisti4 ,that bloody scene made me ill2 and compelled by compassion for that poor young fellow1 ,i ran and thrust myself into the midst of the crowd that surrounded the fallen man4 ,he was wounded in the head1 and bleeding freely2 one eye was almost put out1 and he held one hand up in supplication1 but his infuriated assailants beat at him as if they had been threshing corn4 ,let him alone6 ,stop6 ,good heavens1 don't you see that the poor young fellow is dying8 ,they turned and looked at me4 ,what does he say8 ,who is he8 asked these assassins4 ,he is a ,livornese also1 was the answer4 ,the eagerness ,i had shown in favour of that unfortunate man1 the red skull-cap that ,i wore on my head1 and my accent not being that of a vulgar ,florentine1 gave strength to that assertion4 ,from the dark look in their eyes and their sardonic smiles ,i became aware of my danger1 and wished to speak2 but these infuriated beings screamed out1 ,give it to him6 give it to him1 for he is also a ,livornese6 ,i felt that ,i was lost4 ,a blow1 aimed at my head1 fell on my shoulder1 and some one spat in my face4 ,a person1 whose name ,i do not recall1 an ex-sergeant and drill-master of our company1 arrived in time to save me4 ,sidenote3 ,,personal ,,danger4 ,stop6 said he--stop6 and with these words he interposed and warded off the blows aimed at me4 ,the words and resolute action of this man in sergeant's uniform carried weight with them1 and to put an end to all this excitement he shouted out1 ,i bear witness1 on my honour1 that this is the ,professor ,dupr1 sculptor1 corporal in our company1 and not at all a ,livornese4 ,the crowd had thickened more and more1 and in it there were some who knew me and echoed the words of this courageous and spirited man1 so that ,i was saved4 ,in the meantime my scholars1 ,enrico ,pazzi and ,luigi ,majoli1 armed with long iron compasses1 had rushed to my succour2 and it was fortunate that they were no longer needed1 as1 being young and brave-spirited1 and ,romagnoli1 with these weapons in their hands1 who knows what might have been the consequence8 ,,chapter ,x4 ,,my ,,wife1 ,,my ,,little ,,girls1 ,,and ,,my ,,work--,,death ,,of ,,my ,,brother ,,lorenzo--,,death ,,of ,,lorenzo ,,bartolini--,,the ,,base ,,for ,,the ,,tazza--,,eight ,,years ,,of ,,work1 ,,only ,,to ,,obtain ,a ,,living--,,mussini ,,and ,,his ,,school--,,pollastrini--,,the ,,school ,,in ,,via ,,sant',,apollini--,,prince ,,demidoff ,,and ,,the ,,monument ,,by ,,bartolini--,,the ,,nymph ,,of ,,the ,,scorpion ,,and ,,the ,,nymph ,,of ,,the ,,serpent1 ,,by ,,bartolini--,,marchese ,,aba--,,count ,,arese--,,the ,,four ,,statuettes ,,for ,,demidoff--,,amerigo ,,of ,,the ,,prince ,,corsinis--,,his ,,royal ,,highness ,,count ,,of ,,syracuse1 ,a ,,sculptor--,,sant',,antonino ,,statue ,,at ,,the ,,uffizi4 ,the events of that day already belong to history1 and it is not for me to narrate them4 ,those of the ,livornese who could escape from the fury of the populace were part of them shut up in the ,fortress da ,basso1 and part of them packed like anchovies in the railway-carriages4 ,guerrazzi was imprisoned in the fortress of the ,belvedere1 and the reins of the government were provisionally put into the hands of the ,municipality1 ,ubaldino ,peruzzi being gonfaloniere4 ,that same evening the ensigns of liberty that the republicans had hoisted in the piazze and the street-crossings in ,florence1 were torn to the ground4 ,thus ended the enormities of these so-called democrats1 who were in fact only the scum and unrestrained rabble of the flourishing and active city of ,leghorn4 ,in the meantime affairs in my studio went from bad to worse4 ,the political vicissitudes1 the uncertainty of the present1 and fears for the future1 preoccupied every one1 and no thought was given to the ,arts4 ,i had no work to do1 and lived a secluded life of poverty with my little family1 fearing that the apprehensions of my poor wife would be realised3 often we were in need even of the mere necessaries of life1 and one thing after another went to the monte di piet in order to supply our most pressing wants4 ,sorrows1 disillusions1 and mortifications were not wanting3 one of my children died1 the only boy that ,i ever had2 the statue of ,pope ,pius ,,ii4 that ,i had made for ,siena was despised and kept shut up in its box for month after month1 the aversion taken to it being1 they said1 occasioned by the disaffection of ,pius ,,ix4 ,what ,pius ,,ii4 had to do with ,pius ,,ix4 ,i do not know4 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,grand ,,duke ,,returns4 ,the ,grand ,duke returned2 but the joy felt for his return was embittered by the presence of foreigners1 and thence there were fears1 suspicions1 and ill-repressed rage1 so that ,art suffered in consequence--,art1 that lives and breathes in the quiet and life-giving atmosphere of peace4 ,sidenote3 ,,design ,,of ,a ,,casket ,,for ,,the ,,grand ,,duke4 ,the ,grand ,duke having returned1 ,i went to make my bow to him4 ,he received me with his usual kindness1 and asked me about my works and my family4 ,i spoke out sincerely to him1 touching lightly1 not to distress him1 on my misfortunes4 ,he remained thoughtful1 and dismissed me with benevolence4 ,some days after1 he sent his secretary ,luigi ,venturi for me1 and talked at length with me about works that he was thinking of giving me4 ,in the meanwhile1 remembering that in times gone by ,i had occupied myself with wood-carving1 he asked me if ,i could make or direct some work that he was thinking of having executed for a present he wished to make to his daughter ,princess ,isabella1 who was to be married to ,prince ,francesco of ,naples4 ,already1 before ,isabella1 his eldest daughter1 the ,princess ,augusta1 to whom he had given my two little statuettes of ,dante and ,beatrice1 had been married4 ,the work for the ,princess ,isabella was1 however1 of an entirely different kind1 being a casket for jewels4 ,i accepted this commission with gratitude1 although it was not a real work of sculpture2 but remembering that our old artists had executed works of the same kind1 and that ,baccio d',agnolo1 a famous architect1 used to make the cassone that contained the trousseau of the young ,florentine brides1 and gloried in signing himself ,baccio d',agnolo1 carpenter1 ,i was contented4 ,and besides1 to speak my mind clearly1 it is not the material or the thing itself that counts for anything4 ,a little terra cotta of ,luca della ,robbia1 or an intaglio of ,barili1 is worth more than a hundred thousand wretched statues in marble or bronze4 ,i therefore made and showed him the design for the casket4 ,in shape it was rectangular1 and stood on two squares1 ornamented on all sides2 the cover was slightly elevated1 and on the top was a group of three figures representing maternal love2 in the six spaces were six subjects taken from the ,bible representing holy marriages4 ,these1 ,i thought1 were real jewels--family jewels4 ,they came in order as follows3 ,adam and ,eve in the terrestrial paradise before the ,fall1 ,isaac and ,rebecca1 ,boaz and ,ruth1 ,esther and ,ahasuerus1 ,tobit and ,sarah1 ,david and ,abigail4 ,the ,grand ,duke liked the idea and the design1 and asked me in what wood ,i should carve it4 ,i answered1 in ivory1 for two reasons3 on account of the smallness of the figures1 which would not admit of another material2 and then because ivory is in itself beautiful1 rich1 and most adapted for this kind of work4 ,fortunately1 it was not necessary to look for the ivory1 as in the ,grand ,duke's laboratory there was a most beautiful elephant's tusk4 ,he gave it to me2 and after having cut it up into as many pieces for the formelie1 cornice1 and lamine as were required for this work1 there remained a large piece1 which ,i still keep4 ,i set myself to the task1 and worked with a will1 as the marriage of the ,princess was soon to take place4 ,in the construction of the square ,i employed a man from the cabinetmaker's1 ,ciacchi2 for the ornaments1 ,paolino ,fanfani1 a clever wood-carver and my good friend1 whom ,i had known when a boy in ,sani's shop1 where ,i used to work at wood-carving4 ,two poems by ,luigi ,venturi1 ,lo sposo1 la sposa e gli sposi1 which form part of his poem ,l',uomo1 were placed inside of the box4 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,am ,,dispirited4 ,and here ,i am at work4 ,consider1 friendly reader1 if you are an artist1 and after long study and anxiety have ever obtained the hoped-for compensations and triumphs1 the more deserved because so earnestly laboured for1 that you now see an artist occupied1 on a work difficult indeed1 but very far from being of that ideal greatness that his hopes and the applause previously given him have led him to anticipate and desire4 ,the smallness of the work1 the material1 and even the tools for working it1 reminded me of the humbleness of my origin4 ,i felt sick at heart1 and then flashed into my mind the fear that ,i might be obliged to return to wood-carving4 ,not that ,i despised that art--,i have already said the material is of no account2 but ,i wanted to be a sculptor1 and meantime ,i had nothing to do1 and my family looked to me for support4 ,this thought gave me strength1 drove away the golden dreams of the future1 even the memory of the smiling past1 and ,i worked all day long and part of the night4 ,my poor wife1 who was always so good and active1 attending to the household economy and to the education of our little girls1 comforted me with her simple and affectionate words4 ,sometimes1 returning home with the children1 she would stop to see me1 and would look at and praise my work1 and perhaps1 because it reminded her of our early years1 would say-- ,sidenote3 ,,family ,,difficulties4 ,beautiful this work1 is it not1 ,nanni8 ,yes2 do you like it8 ,yes4 ,but in this exchange of loving words there was a certain sadness1 and although it did not appear on the surface1 yet the ear and eye of him who loves hears and sees what is hidden below4 ,we remained silent1 and she1 taking the little girls by the hand1 said good-bye to me1 and ,i was deeply moved1 and resumed my work4 ,added to all this1 we were preoccupied about my sister1 who would not remain any longer in the ,conservatorio of ,monticelli1 and could not return to my house on account of incompatibility of temper between her and my mother-in-law4 ,at last ,i arranged that she should be with my father2 and this proved satisfactory1 as he thus had some one to look after his house1 and she some one to lean upon4 ,as soon1 however1 as this was settled1 we had other troubles1 and of a graver kind--my brother's illness4 ,already for some time past1 after the work in the studio had fallen off1 the maintenance of this brother had been a serious thing to me2 but with a little sacrifice and a little goodwill1 this difficulty had been got over1 and the hope of better days kept up the courage in both of us4 ,but he constantly grew worse1 and we had no hope of his recovery4 ,in his wanderings he always spoke about me and my works1 and it seemed as if his mind at times was clearer and more active4 ,perhaps this is so because the soul feels the day of its freedom approaching1 and is breaking the chains which bind it to the body1 and drawing nearer to its immortal life4 ,we say that it is wandering1 because we do not understand it2 the veil of the flesh obscures our spiritual vision1 and we cannot comprehend the meaning of the strange and mysterious words we use4 ,having partaken of the blessed ,sacrament1 he expired1 at peace with ,god1 in the first days of ,january #ahej4 ,my poor brother6 poor ,lorenzo6 strong and handsome of person2 open and gay of nature1 and generous-hearted2 loving work and not minding fatigue1 with a frank sincere smile that often came to soften the sharpness of his words4 ,in those days a man of high intellect and great spirit1 burning with a love for all that was truly beautiful1 also left us4 ,lorenzo ,bartolini died1 after a few days' illness1 of congestion of the brain1 not young in years1 but always very young in his affections and inspirations4 ,some moments before he was overtaken by illness1 he was working on the marble with the energy and precision of a man in the prime of life4 ,whatever was the cause1 he was taken ill1 and neither the efforts of science1 nor the love of his family1 nor the interest and concern of every one1 was able to save him4 ,he was universally lamented1 even by those who disliked him2 for genius1 though at first it may irritate the weak1 in the long-run commands admiration and love4 ,sidenote3 ,,death ,,of ,,bartolini4 ,his works remain as an example of the beautiful in nature1 which is the mainspring of ,art4 ,in the foregoing pages ,i have already touched on his character as a man4 ,i have also mentioned the reasons why he kept me at a distance2 and now it is pleasant for me to remember that some time before his death he became reconciled to me1 and the reconciliation took place in a most singular and casual way4 ,one evening at ,fenzi's house1 after dinner1 we were all assembled in the billiard-room playing pool3 there were also some ladies1 who were not kept away by the cigar-smoke4 ,bartolini came in2 and ,carlino ,fenzi1 as soon as he saw him1 went forward to meet him1 and said-- ,sidenote3 ,,anecdote ,,of ,,bartolini4 ,good evening1 ,professor4 ,accidenti to all ,professors6 ,what kind of a speech is this8 ,have ,i offended you8 ,offence or no offence6 ,i have said accidenti1 and 444 if you don't know anything1 go and learn2 and with this he passed into the other rooms4 ,carlino stood there as if he had been made of stucco1 and turning to me said-- ,but what stuff is this8 ,do you understand anything about it8 ,dear ,carlino1 ,i answered1 ,i understand it all1 and will tell you at once4 ,bartolini does not wish to be called ,professor4 ,what6 but is he not ,professor ,bartolini8 ,that he is1--a ,professor1 and one of the most able1 and perhaps the oldest of them all2 but he has a dislike to be called so1 because he says all ,professors are asses4 ,this may be1 and may not be1 replied ,carlino1 but ,i knew nothing about it2 and besides1 how does he wish to be called8 ,a ,cavaliere8 ,it seems better to me to be an honourable ,professor than a ,cavaliere4 ,no1 my dear fellow1 not even a ,cavaliere1 although he does not at all dislike being one1 as you see he wears the ribbon of his order constantly in his button-hole4 ,well1 what then8 ,he wishes to be called master1 ,i answered4 ,dear1 dear6 oh1 this is beautiful6 ,and ,i1 who knew nothing about it1 what fault is it of mine8 ,does it seem to you proper or well-bred to come out with that word before everybody1 even before ladies8 ,to me it seems not only not like a master1 but not even like a schoolboy4 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,reprove ,,bartolini4 ,have patience1 ,carlino1 and don't let us talk any more about it3 bury it under a stone1 and leave it alone4 ,listen6 they are calling out your number2 and so the matter ended4 ,the day after1 ,i had a model1 ,tonino ,liverani1 called ,tria--a beautiful model1 and ,bartolini's favourite one1 the same from whom he modelled when making his group of the ,astyanax4 ,half an hour before mid-day he said to me-- ,signor ,giovanni1 would you be so kind as to send me away a quarter of an hour earlier to-day8 ,i must be at the maestro's at twelve o'clock4 ,i replied1 ,certainly--of course2 dress yourself at once and go2 do not keep him waiting4 ,whilst ,tria was dressing1 ,i thought over the accidente or the accidenti on the previous evening1 and if that horrid word did not go down with ,carlino because it was said at his house1 neither did it please me1 for in my quality of ,professor it wounded me more than it did him4 ,but1 in fact1 joking apart1 ,i was really grieved to see such a great man descend without any cause to the use of such puerile and unbecoming expressions1 the more so that he was made an object of ridicule because ,carlino took the matter seriously4 ,i said to myself1 ,shall ,i send him a message or let it go8 ,if ,i let it go1 he will think that ,i am afraid to say what ,i feel1 or that ,i am so weak-minded as to think that sally of his the most natural thing in the world3 in the one case1 as in the other1 ,i shall cut a bad figure1 and ,bartolini despises men who are afraid or stupid4 ,then1 too1 who knows if a frank sincere word1 spoken at any rate with respect and reason1 such as ,i should say1 would not do him good8 ,all depends on ,tonino's reporting it straight4 ,sidenote3 ,,base ,,of ,,table ,,of ,,the ,,muses4 ,have you any orders1 ,sor ,giovanni8 ,when shall ,i return8 said ,tonino4 ,listen1 ,tonino2 you must do me the kindness to say to the maestro1 that last night he let fall from his mouth a word that displeased me1 because those who heard it did not know why he used it1 and having heard his reason did not appreciate it4 ,take care6 not a word more or less1 and don't make a mistake4 ,and having gone over his lesson two or three times1 he repeated it quite right4 ,you will return to-morrow morning at nine o'clock if ,bartolini will let you1 and then you will give me his answer4 ,the day after1 at nine1 ,tria appeared and said to me-- ,i told the maestro1 you know4 ,well1 what did he answer8 ,he replied in these words3 ',you must say to ,dupr that ,i thank him4 ,i also was aware that ,i had done wrong1 but it was too late4 ,salute him4' ,some evenings afterwards ,i saw him again at ,fenzi's house3 ,i was playing billiards4 ,he shook my hand and said ,good evening1 a thing he had not done for a long time4 ,sidenote3 ,,description ,,of ,,my ,,design4 ,after the little ivory casket that ,i have already spoken of1 the ,grand ,duke ordered me to compose a base for the famous ,table of the ,muses in pietra dura that is in the ,palazzo ,pitti4 ,this work made me happier1 as ,i was free to imagine and execute it in the manner ,i thought best1 and a rich and elaborate subject occurred to me at once4 ,the ,table of the ,muses is round2 in the centre is ,apollo driving the chariot of the sun1 and encircling him are the attributes of the ,muses4 ,as the artist who made the top of the table had taken for his subject ,apollo as the father of the ,muses1 ,i in my work gave to him the attributes of the sun1 as fertiliser of the earth4 ,in the base immediately under the table1 ,i preserved its circular form1 throwing out at the top a sort of capital supported by jutting brackets1 and richly ornamented4 ,beneath this is a cylinder covered with figures of children 7putte7 engaged in the rural occupations and pleasures of the various seasons4 ,in the spring they are sporting1 and playing on instruments1 and dancing among flowers2 in the summer they are cutting and bringing in the corn2 in the autumn they are harvesting and treading grapes2 in the winter they are digging1 hoeing1 and sowing4 ,this cylinder thus storied over is set upon a large disc with mouldings and bevelled slope1 upon which the ,seasons are seated1 in varied attitudes1 and weaving a garland of the flowers and fruits which the earth produces during the year4 ,spring is peacefully sitting1 lightly draped1 crowned with daisies1 and holding her head somewhat elevated1 to express the reawakening of ,nature4 ,summer has her torso nude1 is crowned with ears of corn1 and is more robust of form than the others4 ,autumn is crowned with grapes and vine-leaves1 entirely dressed1 but without a mantle4 ,winter is crouching down1 pressing her knees together1 is entirely enveloped in her mantle1 has a cloth on her head1 and is expressive of cold4 ,the garland which unites the figures is hidden behind ,winter1 is more slender1 and composed solely of fruits4 ,each of these four figures seated upon the disc stretches forth a foot upon a projecting ledge or bracket1 which is in plumb beneath the upper brackets1 which support the capital2 and these four lower brackets1 making part of the disc and jutting forth from it1 form the base and foot of the entire column4 ,in the spaces between the figures on the upper bevelled slope of the disc1 ornaments with the attributes of the elements are carved--for the earth a growth of acanthus-leaves1 for the water a dolphin1 for the air an eagle1 for the fire a vase with flames4 ,full of goodwill1 ,i put my hand to the work with new hopefulness4 ,i remember those days of a new awakening within me of interest in my art1 and trust in ,providence for the support of my little family1 which had been increased by the birth of ,luisina1 dear little angel1 whom ,god took to ,himself again1 now some four years ago4 ,in going from us1 she left behind her the memory of her rare virtues1 that softens the bitterness of our great loss4 ,my poor little angel1 pray for us4 ,my eyes are dim with tears1 but ,i feel how true it is that sorrow only rekindles the light of faith4 ,sidenote3 ,,in ,,better ,,spirits4 ,i worked with true enthusiasm1 getting up at an early hour1 and after a slight breakfast with my family1 going down into the studio1 which was almost under my own room4 ,i kept note of all my expenses1 to have some idea of the price ,i should ask for my model1 as it was his ,highness's intention to have it cast in bronze4 ,i was very light-hearted1 as ,i have already said2 and the principal reason for my being so was1 that ,i saw by means of this work the bread for my family was provided for4 ,i had not put aside a soldo1 and the various works ,i had made during eight years--that is to say1 from '#db to '#ej--;had yielded me barely enough to live upon1 because the inevitable expenses of housekeeping had absorbed all the little ,i had beyond4 ,i lived day by day1 hoping always that fortune would smile upon me as in my early years2 and now with this work of the pedestal for the table1 ,i felt at ease4 ,i have thought it opportune to enter into these minute particulars1 that the young artist may learn two things from them3 first1 not to give himself up with too much assurance to the joys of early triumphs2 and secondly1 not to get discouraged in the bitter days of want and disillusions1 when he feels himself forsaken4 ,i know so many young men who become dejected at once1 and inveigh against adverse fortune1 against the injustice of men and their neglect1 and other phrases equally idle1 proud1 and foolish4 ,sidenote3 ,,mussini',s ,,works4 ,my studio was no longer what it used to be at one time--no longer the place of rendezvous of applauding friends and admirers who followed the fashion of the moment2 these all went about their own affairs1 and had nothing more to do with me4 ,some of the most distinguished amongst them1 after the ,restoration1 were refugees1 some in one place1 some in another4 ,venturi was the only one who remained1 and he came often to see me1 and we talked at length about ,art4 ,ciseri also was a good and faithful friend1 and used to come to take me for a long walk in the evening4 ,mussini1 whom ,i had known a short time before1 first left for ,paris1 and then returned to go to ,siena as ,director of the ,institute of ,fine ,arts there1 where he still teaches1 and from his admirable school have come such famous artists as ,cassioli1 ,franchi1 ,maccari1 and ,visconti1 who died a miserable death from drowning at ,rome4 ,sidenote3 ,,mussini',s ,,character ,,and ,,fortunes4 ,i knew ,mussini in #ahdd1 when he had finished his four years of pensionat1 and was on his return from ,rome4 ,mussini was then a remarkable young artist1 having gone through a varied and severe course of study4 ,his compositions were serious and careful1 and as a draughtsman he followed the style of our ,florentine school of the quattrocento4 ,those qualities he showed in his first pictures1 the ,expulsion of the ,profaners of the ,temple1 ,sacred ,music1 and the ,allegory of ,almsgiving4 ,in his last sketch1 which he made in ,rome1 ,abelard and ,helose1 he changed a little from his first manner1 or ,i should better say from his first method3 in the ,abelard he followed the modern ,german school--,overbeck perhaps4 ,as soon as he had returned to ,florence he set to work on his ,triumph of ,truth1 abandoning his first views1 enlarging his style1 freshening his colouring1 and taking his inspiration from ,leonardo and ,raphael4 ,we became friends4 ,he was rather a small thin young man1 with black hair1 black eyes1 and olive complexion4 ,in his conversation he was vivacious1 sententious1 and decided2 an admirer of ,phidias and ,giotto above all others2 also of ,raphael1 ,michael ,angelo1 and1 in modern times1 of ,ingres and ,bartolini4 ,his companionship and friendship were of great use to me on account of his frank and sound advice on ,art4 ,he went for some time to ,paris1 and returned1 as ,i have already said1 to occupy the place of ,director of the ,institute of ,fine ,arts at ,siena--a post that he had begged me to ask for in his name2 and in this way ,i lost the friendship of ,enrico ,pollastrini1 who had asked for it for himself4 ,as soon as ,i heard that the post was vacant by the death of ,menci1 ,i advised ,mussini by letter to apply for it4 ,he answered me at once1 thanking me for my advice1 but adding that at present he did not wish to leave ,paris4 ,two days after1 in another letter he told me he had changed his mind1 and begged me1 as ,i have said1 to make an application in his name4 ,pollastrini1 who knew neither of my advice and counsel to ,mussini nor of my having asked for the post for him1 came to see me1 to get me to promise that ,i would support him in his demands for the place4 ,poor ,enrico6 he died but a few months ago4 ,he was an excellent man1 affectionate1 and ready to serve a friend1 but mistrustful and irascible4 ,he would take offence at a mere nothing1 and once in that vein1 he was capable of not bowing to you for some time4 ,i did not like him the less for all this4 ,he never did any harm to anybody2 and ,i believe he would not have killed even a fly1 much less have been of injury to any one4 ,may ,god give his soul peace6 ,he came1 therefore1 to see me and get me to pledge myself in his favour2 and when he heard that ,i had recommended the nomination of ,mussini--for by my petition it was to be understood that ,i supported him--he was annoyed1 and did not hide his resentment1 saying that he should not have expected me to show this preference1 or to put another before him4 ,i answered that ,i knew nothing about his having asked for the nomination1 and that what ,i had done had been from a desire that a clever artist1 and one so able to teach1 should not remain in a foreign land4 ,these reasons1 instead of bringing persuasion to him1 only embittered him the more1 and he was angry with me for a long time4 ,but below the surface poor ,enrico cared for me1 and has shown it in a thousand ways4 ,sidenote3 ,,mussini',s ,,principles ,,in ,,art4 ,i have said that ,mussini was a master of sound and true principles in ,art2 and so he is still1 for his school at ,siena has produced1 and produces1 excellent results4 ,beyond these principles1 he had the power of communicating and exemplifying them to others1 and this is a most important and invaluable faculty in a teacher4 ,before he left for ,paris1 he kept a school in ,via ,sant',apollonia1 where1 amongst other scholars1 ,i remember a certain ,pelosi di ,lucca1 ,gordigiani1 and ,norfini1 now painters of repute4 ,he begged me to take the direction of his school1 and ,i accepted1 not without observing to him that ,i had not the necessary qualities for that place2 but he insisted1 and ,i yielded4 ,things1 however1 went as it was natural they should go2 the school lingered on awhile1 and after a few months was broken up4 ,sidenote3 ,,gordigiani',s ,,talent ,,for ,,sculpture4 ,as it seemed to me1 from his drawing1 that ,gordigiani had talent for sculpture1 ,i advised him to give himself up to that art1 and he readily came to my studio and began to model with goodwill4 ,but1 either because the material he had to handle was difficult to manage on account of its novelty1 or because impatience got the better of him1 one fine day he threw his tools and work to the ground1 and would have nothing more to say to them4 ,he gave himself up to painting portraits1 and succeeded so well that he has now become the portrait-painter most praised amongst us1 and has made for himself a really enviable position4 ,nevertheless1 ,i believe that if he had had a little constancy1 he would have succeeded as well in sculpture as in painting1 because few understand as well as he does the form and relation of planes4 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,refuse ,,to ,,finish ,,bartolini',s ,,statues4 ,at this time ,i had a commission to finish in marble two statues by ,bartolini that he had left unfinished2 the ,nymph and the ,scorpion for the ,emperor of ,russia1 and the ,nymph and the ,serpent for the ,marchese ,ala-,ponzoni of ,milan4 ,with regard to this there were certain ill-natured reports against me that ,i think best to clear up4 ,some time before1 ,prince ,demidoff had engaged and even begged of me to finish some of the figures of the great monument to his father that ,bartolini had left incomplete4 ,i would not accept this commission1 because the master had worked on them a great deal himself1 and it seemed to me irreverent1 and not a thing to be done1 to continue and finish his work4 ,i endeavoured to make the ,prince understand that as ,bartolini had worked upon it himself1 and the work was so well advanced1 it had more value left as it was than if it were finished by my hand1 be it even with all the love of an artist4 ,the ,prince did not appear to be much persuaded by this reasoning1 and insisted1 saying that my principles in art were the same as those taught by ,bartolini1 and the veneration felt by me for him was a pledge of the love ,i would employ in finishing these figures4 ,i thanked the ,prince for the too great confidence he placed in me as an artist1 but ,i begged of him not to insist in carrying out this idea of having the work finished1 either by me or by any other--for he1 in order to force me to accept1 said that otherwise he should give it to some one else1 and added 7exaggerating out of kindness my worth in art7 that it would be my fault if it chanced that the artist was not fully equal to the arduous enterprise4 ,i answered that ,i thought other artists abler than myself1 but was of opinion that the statues ought to be left as they were4 ,in order to convince him1 ,i reminded him1 as an example to the purpose1 of the ,medici monuments in ,san ,lorenzo1 before which no one would dare to say1 ,what a pity these figures are not finished6 if he did not say it with regard to ,michael ,angelo himself4 ,and if1 instead1 they had been finished by other hands1 with a good reason he would curse ,clement1 who1 after having betrayed his country1 had wished to offer this offence to art and ,michael ,angelo's fame4 ,this1 ,god be praised1 cannot be said1 because the statues of ,day and ,night are just as that divine master left them4 ,these words1 said with the conviction and the warmth of an artist1 who was a poor one to boot1 and wishing and longing for fame and fortune1 so entirely convinced the ,prince1 that he was quite satisfied2 and pressing my hand in silence1 which was more eloquent than words1 he left me4 ,sidenote3 ,,restoration ,,of ,,bartolini',s ,,statue4 ,if this conduct of mine was praised by some people in the hopes that it had not been quite liked by the ,prince1 my acceptance of the order for the two statues for the ,emperor and the ,marchese ,ala afterwards1 gave rise to a number of remarks3 ,see his consistency of principles and opinions6 they said4 ,how is it that the same reasons that were held out for his refusing the figures in the ,demidoff monument do not hold equally good for these8 ,are these not also statues of ,bartolini's1 and to be finished in the same way as those8 ,and here ,i come to an explanation of this point1 where it would seem as if ,i had been in contradiction with myself4 ,on one of these statues1 the ,nymph and the ,scorpion1 for the ,emperor of ,russia1 ,bartolini had never worked with his own hands--in fact1 it was not finished1 not even blocked out4 ,on the other1 for the ,marchese ,ala1 he had worked1 but how8 ,the head1 where he had wished to make a change in the arrangement of the hair1 had been so cut away that there was a finger's-breadth of marble in the blocking-out points wanting on each side1 so that it was ugly to see2 and in addition to this1 he had bent the forefinger of the left hand that rests on the serpent under the palm of the hand1 perhaps because in undercutting it the last joint of the finger had been broken4 ,now this finger1 bent back and dislocated1 looked very badly1 when compared with the model in plaster1 where the fingers were all extended1 and pressed upon the serpent's neck admirably4 ,i therefore accepted both these commissions1--the one because it had never been touched by ,bartolini's own hand1 and the other because ,i was willing and able to put it straight4 ,however1 before touching the statue1 ,i made the ,marchese ,ala acquainted with the serious defects there were in it1 which ,bartolini would certainly have remedied had he had the time to finish it2 and ,i asked for his permission 7and on this condition alone accepted the work7 to cut off all the top of the head with the locks of hair where it had been injured1 in order to replace it exactly in the way that ,bartolini had first imagined and modelled it1 and to add a piece of marble to the hand to remake the forefinger4 ,he consented to these conditions4 ,in order to make sure myself that ,i was right1 before cutting away the defective parts1 ,i had a mould and cast taken from them1 that any one might see how they stood before ,i touched them1 and how by taking the original model for my guide1 ,i had replaced them3 and ,i then said 7as ,i now write71 that all who were sensible and reasonable understood and were satisfied2 as to the others1 ,i do not know what they thought1 nor did ,i care for them then1 nor do now4 ,i finished the two statues1 copying the original models where these were carefully finished1 and interpreting them where they were barely indicated1 selecting suitable models from life2 and so ,i satisfied those who trusted in me1 and my own conscience4 ,sidenote3 ,,statue ,,of ,,innocence4 ,some time previous to this the ,marchese ,ala had given me an order for the ,sleep of ,innocence--a statue of a child sleeping--which ,i had already executed a long time before for my excellent friend the ,marchese ,alessandro ,bichi-,ruspoli of ,siena4 ,i therefore repeated this child in marble by commission of the aforesaid ,marchese ,ala2 but being rather changeable1 he afterwards declared to me that this work did not entirely satisfy him1 although it was conscientiously done1 and that he should take it only because he had engaged to do so4 ,i answered that ,i wished my works to be taken because they were liked1 not because they were ordered1 and begged that he would not speak of it again4 ,he thanked me1 and promised to give me another order for portraits of his three pretty little children2 but subsequently ,i heard nothing more about it4 ,one day1 being in ,turin1 and finding myself at ,vela's studio1 where ,i had gone to pay him a visit1 ,i saw a very graceful little portrait-group1 full length1 such as that able artist knew how to make and is in the habit of making4 ,i asked1 ,who are these pretty children8 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,marchese ,,ala4 ,they are the children of ,marchese ,ala1 replied ,vela4 ,it is already some time since he ordered this work1 but he has not yet put in an appearance4 ,i have written him so many letters1 to which ,i have received no answer1 that ,i don't know what to think4 ,i then recounted to him what took place about my little ,putto1 and the promise he had made of giving me an order for the little group4 ,vela answered that he was astonished and annoyed2 but as the commission had been given to him1 and the model was in plaster1 he begged me to speak to the ,marchese in order that he might be able to finish the work4 ,i do not know whether ,vela ever did put the group into marble4 ,as regards myself and compensation for the affair of the ,putto1 which had been left hanging for so many years1 he took my ,bacco della ,crittogama2 but as the ,marchese was subject to very long periods of melancholy that prevented his thinking about anything for a good while1 ,i heard nothing more on the subject1 until one day ,count ,arese1 to whom ,i began to speak about this affair1 said to me-- ,leave the matter to me4 ,write me a letter giving me an account of this affair1 and ,i will send you the money4 ,i have business relations with the ,marchese ,ala1 and will send him your receipt1 and there will be an end to it4 ,sidenote3 ,,statuettes ,,of ,,petrarch ,,and ,,laura4 ,i did as he said1 and was satisfied4 ,what a pity it is that that most noble gentleman was so often afflicted by such a malady6 ,he was and is one of the most intelligent and generous patrons of art4 ,the first ,italian and foreign painters and sculptors had co-operated to make his house splendid and enviable for its works of art4 ,as ,i have already said1 ,demidoff kept these statues just as ,bartolini had left them1 and placed them in his villa of ,san ,donato4 ,one evening after dinner1 as we were walking together through its magnificent apartments1 he stopped in one of the little sitting-rooms and said to me-- ,your little statuettes of ,dante and ,beatrice would look well here on small pedestals in the corners2 but there ought to be four4 ,and you may complete the number1 by making a ,petrarch and ,madonna ,laura1 if you like4 ,i should like to do so4 ,and ,i made these other two statuettes4 ,at present ,i do not know who has them2 they were sold at ,paris a few years ago1 together with a great many other works of art belonging to the ,prince4 ,the dinners that the ,prince gave in that magnificent and enchanting house were most splendid4 ,i met there1 besides strangers that ,i do not speak of1 ,matas1 the ,prince's architect1 ,baron ,gariod1 my good friend ,professor ,zannetti1 ,prince ,andrea ,corsini1 and that dear son of his1 young ,amerigo4 ,one evening we were playing billiards together1 and having finished our game of carolina1 he said to me-- ,come away2 let us take a turn through the rooms2 and looking at and talking about his statues of ,pradier1 ,bartolini1 and ,powers1 the stupendous ,fiamminghi1 the ,canalettis1 ,titian1 ,greuze1 the arrases in the large hall1 the columns of malachite1 remarkable both for their size and finish1 and a thousand other objects of exquisite taste and great cost1 the young man's eyes sparkled with joy and enthusiasm1 and looking me steadily in the face1 he said-- ,sidenote3 ,,death ,,of ,,don ,,amerigo4 ,i am going away soon1 you know1 to ,spain4 ,on my return1 ,i want to do great things1 and you must help me4 ,i want a house that shall not be inferior to this4 ,i replied1 ,if you desire1 you can have one even more beautiful4 ,i know the suite of rooms in your palace1 and the masterpieces of art in your gallery4 ,with the riches you possess1 and the will that is not wanting1 you might1 as ,i have said1 surpass even this enchanting abode4 ,a short time after this1 he came to my studio to say good-bye to me4 ,dear young man6 with a pure heart and open mind1 an enthusiast for the beautiful1 and beloved by all1 he went away1 and not one of us saw him again4 ,he died in a foreign land1 where he had gone to bring away his bride4 ,bartolini's statues being finished1 ,i made a bas-relief of ,adam and ,eve by commission of ,cavaliere ,giulio ,bianchi of ,siena2 after which ,i retouched in wax the pedestal of the ,table for its casting in bronze1 and in the meantime prepared to model the statue of ,sant',antonino for the ,loggie of the ,uffizi4 ,from this time forth things began to go more evenly and liberally with me1 and fears of falling back into poverty disappeared by slow degrees4 ,already the rent of my studio1 which was not small1 was no longer a weight to me1 as by sovereign decree the studio which had been left by ,professor ,costoli on his promotion to the presidency of the ,academy after ,bartolini's death was given to me4 ,the statuettes of ,beatrice and ,dante of themselves alone almost supplied enough for the daily wants of the family1 as ,i always had one or two of them to make at a time4 ,i think ,i have made about forty of them1 and one of them deserves comment4 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,count ,,of ,,syracuse4 ,before the ,princess ,matilde1 who was married to ,demidoff1 left for ,paris and was separated from her husband1 the ,grand ,duchess of ,tuscany ordered my ,beatrice1 with the intention of presenting it to that lady4 ,the divorce having ensued1 she did not give it to her1 and the little statue remained for some time at her ,highness's1 and afterwards she gave it to her brother1 the ,count of ,syracuse1 who used to amuse himself by working in sculpture4 ,this sculptor-,prince1 without the slightest improper intention1 but rather from a sort of good-natured1 easy-going way1 used to keep this statuette of mine alongside of his own1 and it sometimes happened that persons praised him for it2 and he must have felt not a little embarrassed to clear up this quid pro quo4 ,it appears that sometimes1 perhaps because this annoyed him1 he made matters so far from clear that the statuette passed off as his own work4 ,one day a ,neapolitan lady came to my studio1 a ,princess ,caraffa or ,coscia 7,i cannot say which with certainty1 but it is a matter that can be verified1 for she told me that she was a descendant of the family of ,pope ,john ,,xxiii41 who is buried in our ,san ,giovanni1 where one sees his fine monument between the two columns on the right-hand side74 ,this lady1 when she saw the ,beatrice among my other works1 exclaimed-- ,oh6 the graceful ,portinari by the ,count of ,syracuse6 ,is it not true that it is charming8 ,princess1 ,i answered1 ,i do not know if that little figure is pretty or not1 but ,i am glad that you think so1 for it is mine1 one of my very first works4 ,i modelled it in #ahdc1 inspired by that sublime sonnet of ,dante which begins-- ',tanto gentile e tanto onesta pare1' c4 ,i made the first copy of this statuette for ,signor ,sansone ,uzielli of ,leghorn2 the second for the ,grand ,duke1 which1 with the young ,dante1 he gave to the ,princess ,isabella his daughter1 who married the ,prince ,luitpoldo of ,bavaria2 and the one that you saw was presented to the ,count of ,syracuse by the ,grand ,duchess4 ,sidenote3 ,,sant',,antonino4 ,the noble lady smiled1 and said1 ,i must have been mistaken4 ,the ,count of ,syracuse was a great lover of sculpture1 and occupied himself with it as much as was consistent with the position he occupied4 ,several of his works are most praiseworthy1 and ,i keep some of the photographs of them that he was so kind as to send me4 ,to return to my ,sant',antonino that ,i left unfinished4 ,this model cost me an immense deal of work4 ,the subject required character1 bearing1 and attitude of an absolutely simple and natural treatment1 such as ,i gave the ,giotto2 but fearing to meet with censure from the lovers of the classic1 ,i kept doing and undoing my work in my sketches1 as well as in my large model4 ,it is useless6 ,one must be decided1 and sure of the side one wishes to take4 ,this see-sawing between ideal beauty and truth to nature in portraiture will not do1 just as it would be absurd and bad to adhere entirely to nature in other subjects1 especially sacred ones4 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,natural ,,and ,,ideal4 ,and although imitation of beautiful nature is the foundation and substance of any work1 yet the mode of seeing it and reproducing it constitutes the style that every artist1 who is elevated1 great1 and pure1 draws from within himself1 according to his subject and the measure meted out to him by nature and education4 ,in portrait statues one must abandon the ideal1 even as regards the ordinary rules of the just proportions of the body4 ,sant',antonino was named thus because he was small of stature4 ,i was tempted several times to make him faithfully just as he was1 small and crooked2 and ,i made a sketch of him thus1 which ,i still preserve1 and it is precious on account of the little stick on which he leans1 for this stick was no other than ,giuseppe ,verdi's pen4 ,but ,i did nothing more with it1 as ,i was vacillating between the rules of art and the close imitation of nature2 and it is just this close imitation of the details of nature that constitutes the character of a portrait statue--a sound canon put wisely in practice by the ancients1 as can easily be seen from their statues of the philosophers in the ,vatican1 such as the ,zeno1 and more particularly in that of ,diogenes2 and in the bas-relief of sop1 where one sees even the absolute hump on his back4 ,but the copying in detail from nature does not mean a too close imitation of every little thing1 of every wrinkle2 these are the mechanical nothings that are1 as it were1 the battle-horse to those who make a trade of art1 and should be left to them4 ,,chapter ,,xi4 ,,close ,,imitation ,,from ,,life--,,my ,,illness--,i ,,am ,,in ,,danger ,,of ,,losing ,,my ,,life--,,luigi ,,del ,,punta1 ,,head ,,physician ,,at ,,court--,,the ,,grand ,,duke ,,furnishes ,,me ,,with ,,the ,,means ,,for ,,going ,,to ,,naples--,i ,,leave ,,for ,,naples--,a ,,beggar ,,impostor--,,another ,,and ,,my ,,boots--,,sorrento--,,my ,,neapolitan ,,friends--,,professor ,,tartaglia ,,and ,,the ,,hydropathic ,,cure--,,the ,,museum ,,at ,,naples--,,let ,,us ,,study ,,the ,,good ,,wherever ,,it ,,is ,,to ,,be ,,found--,a ,,strange ,,presentation4 ,that my words may not be obscure1 and that one may see with sufficient clearness the difference that exists between the details that constitute different types and the minuti that must be left out1 ,i will mention where this sound principle of art is to be found4 ,for greater brevity and clearness ,i will speak of busts4 ,the bust in bronze of ,seneca in the museum at ,naples1 the bust of ,scipio ,africanus in the statue-gallery at ,florence1 the ,vitellius1 ,julia and ,lucius ,verus1 the ,cicero of the ,british ,museum1 and another ,seneca at the ,capitol1 each has a distinct character of its own4 ,so firm and decided are the details of those different faces1 the planes are so clear and certain1 the life so shines in the eyes1 the breath so seems to come from the lips1 that they have been for centuries the study and stumbling-block of all artists2 for after that period you do not find anything1 unless it be some terre cotte of ,luca della ,robbia1 and a bust of a bishop by ,mino da ,fiesole1 in which you do not find every hair1 and1 in fact1 every possible minutia4 ,sidenote3 ,,truth ,,of ,,detail4 ,the error into which these two schools run--that is to say1 the ,academic and ,naturalistic--is this1 that the one1 exaggerating its general rules1 neglects detail1 and so becomes hard and cold2 whilst the other1 multiplying them ad infinitum1 falls into minuti which make art vulgar4 ,these are both errors1 both ugly1 both false4 ,does this brief tirade1 half dictatorial and half careless1 bore you1 gentle reader8 ,if so1 skip it1 for ,i cannot let go the opportunity1 from time to time1 of making a good critical observation when it occurs to me1 and ,i think it well not to omit doing so4 ,young artists will1 ,i am sure1 be grateful to me2 and besides1 though these few words may have bored you1 they serve as a warning to them on the importance of different characteristics1 and are also of use to me1 ,i do not say as an excuse1 but as a frank statement of opinion1 for in my ,sant',antonino this rule is not clearly carried into practice4 ,the importance of speaking the truth and loving it is clearly given by ,dante when he says3-- ,che s'io al vero son timido amico ,temo di perder vita tra coloro1 ,che questo tempo chiameranno antico4#g #g ,and if ,i am a timid friend to truth1 ,i fear that ,i may lose my life with those ,who will hereafter call this time the olden4 --,,dante3 ,paradiso1 ,canto xvii4 ,as ,i am an ardent lover of truth1 ,i wish to speak it now4 ,with regard to this statue1 if ,i had not the strength of mind to reproduce the saint just as he was1 with all his peculiarities1 in other statues it has been my study to do so1 and ,i believe not without success4 ,but in the meanwhile--,i do not know for what reason--a general feeling of uneasiness took possession of me1 and a prostration of strength1 that prevented me from thinking or working4 ,added to this1 ,i had attacks of giddiness1 and was obliged to spend entire days sitting down without being able to do anything1 and feeling sad and melancholy4 ,my medical friends--,alberti and ,barzellotti--recommended exercise1 meat diet1 and a little good wine1 which in those days 7#aheb7 could scarcely be found genuine4 ,they ordered me to take preparations of iron and zinc1 but my health grew worse every day4 ,it was now three months since ,i had gone to the studio4 ,i went out sometimes in the carriage with my poor wife1 and we used to go into the country1 or on the hills of ,san ,domenico1 ,settignano1 or ,pian di ,giullari4 ,sometimes ,i went out on foot1 but accompanied by and leaning on the arm of ,enrico ,pazzi1 ,luigi ,majoli1 or ,ciseri1 who one day took me by the railway to ,prato1 where we remained until evening4 ,after that ,i began to feel a want of appetite1 nausea1 and sleeplessness1 and then my friends really became alarmed about my health4 ,sidenote3 ,,illness4 ,the ,grand ,duke ,leopold1 that excellent sovereign1 who was called the babbo--,i know not if from affection or derision--was for me 7and for many others who do not think proper to admit it7 really paternal in his care and timely help4 ,almost every day he wished to have news of my health2 and constantly sent ,luigi ,venturi1 his secretary and a friend of mine1 to make inquiries4 ,when he heard that matters had come to this bad pass1 he charged his private medical attendant1 ,luigi del ,punta1 to come and examine me1 study my disease1 and suggest a remedy4 ,del ,punta1 before coming to see me1 acquainted my medical advisers with the order he had received1 and a consultation was fixed for the following day1 which was the #hth of ,september1 #aheb--the ,feast of the ,virgin4 ,on that morning ,alberti and ,barzellotti arrived first1 paid me a little visit1 and then retired into the sitting-room to wait for ,del ,punta4 ,the sitting-room was next to my room4 ,del ,punta came in1 and they talked for a long time1 but in an undertone1 so that ,i heard nothing1 except one word pronounced by ,del ,punta1 which put me in a great state of apprehension1 and that was tape-worm4 ,the idea that ,i could have that ugly malicious beast inside me frightened me1 and when they came into my room they found me in a much worse condition than when they had left me a little time before4 ,i always remember the piercing look of ,del ,punta1 anxious and penetrating4 ,then he began to question me1 and examine me all over1 by auscultation1 thumping1 and squeezing me4 ,his inspection was a long one2 but as he proceeded little by little1 his expression became more open1 his beaming frank eyes met mine1 and ,i could almost say that a mocking smile played about his lips4 ,seeing me still staring at him1 he gave me a little tap with his hand on my shoulder1 and said1 ,well1 be of good cheer2 there is nothing serious the matter4 ,and seeing that ,i did not believe him1 he added1 ,i tell you you haven't a cabbage-worth the matter with you6 and he said this with emphasis4 ,sidenote3 ,,consultation ,,of ,,physicians4 ,well1 my dear reader1 that foolish expression did me good4 ,if he had assured me in the usual way1 and with select phraseology1 that ,i had nothing serious the matter with me1 it would not have had the eloquence or efficacy of that slang word blurted out with such force in the face of the sick man1 before the other medical men1 with my poor wife listening sadly and anxiously1 my little ones about me1 not understanding1 but full of vague fears on account of their mother's sadness and the novelty of the thing4 ,it brought with it1 ,i say1 such a sense of conviction1 that it was for me a true and positive affirmation4 ,poor ,luigi6 as learned in medicine as you were genial as a friend1 on that day you gave new life to me when ,i seemed to see it fleeting from me4 ,you so vivacious1 so full of health--,i so weak and ill2 who would have then said that so soon you would be gone8 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,am ,,sent ,,to ,,naples4 ,after having assured me and my wife that there was no serious disease1 that ,i should certainly recover1 he added that ,i required a special method of treatment that had more to do with a regimen of life than with medicine1 and that he would refer the result of the consultation and his examination to the ,grand ,duke4 ,in fact1 he reported to the ,grand ,duke 7as ,i afterwards learned71 that in the condition in which ,i was1 ,i could not have lived2 my nerves were so shattered that ,i had become very weak1 and that ,i suffered from vertigo and could hardly stand1 and at last had lost my appetite and power of sleeping4 ,it was urgent that ,i should have rest2 and this would consist in taking me away from home1 away from my studio1 from ,florence1 from all--in one word1 sending me off on a journey1 not a long one1 but far enough to distract me from cares and thoughts that oppressed2 this was the only remedy1 he said1 and could be freely adopted1 as ,i had no internal disease4 ,it was necessary that ,i should have a companion that ,i liked with me1 and he suggested that my wife should accompany me4 ,a few days after1 the ,grand ,duke informed me by means of his secretary1 ,venturi1 that it was necessary for me to have a change of air1 and that ,professor del ,punta had advised ,naples1 as it was a bright cheerful place to stay in--where the air was mild1 and where there were many pleasant things to distract one3 that ,i must therefore make my arrangements to go there2 that my wife and one little girl must accompany me2 and that ,i was not to give a thought to anything1 as he provided for everything during the time that was necessary for my recovery1 and he recommended me to his minister ,cavaliere ,luigi ,bargagli4 ,sidenote3 ,,arrangements ,,for ,,departure4 ,every day that preceded my departure1 ,professor del ,punta came to see me1 and encouraged me to be of good cheer also1 on the part of the ,grand ,duke4 ,the preparations for our departure were many1 and by no means trifling4 ,it was necessary to make arrangements so that the work in the studio should not be without direction1 and should be carried on carefully4 ,tito ,sarrocchi1 then my scholar and workman1 was intrusted with the direction of it4 ,the works in hand1 besides the statue of ,sant',antonino1 were1 ,innocence and the ,fisherman1 for ,lord ,crawford of ,london1 and some busts4 ,as to models in clay1 ,i left a ,bacco dell'uva ,malata1 that ,sarrocchi had charge of until my return4 ,my friends1 artists and not artists1 came during those days to say good-bye to me1 some of them consoling themselves with hopes of my recovery1 and others fearing that they should never see me again1 so emaciated and sad was ,i2 and ,antonio ,ciseri wept in saying good-bye4 ,good gracious6 how long and tedious is this narrative of your illness6 ,long6 yes or no4 ,long for you perhaps1 who1 as it would seem1 have never been ill1 and who do not know what a consolation it is for one who is suffering from the same malady as yourself to hear about such illness from one who is at present quite well4 ,if it annoys you1 have patience--some one may benefit by it2 and at any rate1 for the present ,i have done4 ,the night that preceded my departure1 that dear saintly woman my wife remained up all night to put everything in the house in order1 and to prepare what was needed for us--that is1 myself1 my wife1 and ,beppina1 our second daughter4 ,i had at that time four daughters3 ,amalia1 who is the eldest2 ,beppina1 who went with me2 and ,luisina and ,emilia1 who remained at home with their grandmother and ,amalia4 ,i lost ,emilia quite young1 dear little angel4 ,her little body rests in the cemetery of ,san ,leonardo4 ,gigina ,i lost when she was grown up1 and will speak of this in its place4 ,the journey had to be made by short stages in a vettura1 so that it was necessary to hire a carriage and keep it at one's own expense as far as ,naples4 ,we left on the morning of the #bjth of ,october #aheb1 arrived on the #bhth1 and lodged at the ,hotel de ,rome1 ,santa ,lucia4 ,that eight days' journey in the sweet company of my wife1 the pretty1 innocent questionings of ,beppina about the fields1 the rivers1 and the villages that we passed by one after the other1 the novelty of the life1 the pure country air1 and the hope of regaining my health1 had softened the asperity of my suffering4 ,apathy and sadness gradually gave way to a desire to see new things2 my wife's questions and those of my little one obliged me to answer1 and sometimes to smile4 ,i felt my appetite for food return1 and ,i slept peacefully some hours every night4 ,sidenote3 ,,impressions ,,of ,,naples4 ,in this way ,i arrived in ,naples--in that immense city1 so crowded with people1 so noisy and deafening on account of the numbers of carriages1 shouts of the coachmen1 of the people offering things for sale1 of jugglers1 beggars1 all speaking in a strange difficult dialect most unpleasant to a ,tuscan4 ,in this city the first impression made upon me was a mixture of wonder and anger4 ,it seemed to me as if one could do all that those good people were doing without being obliged to scream and throw one's self about so much4 ,here a coachman smacked his whip within four fingers of your ears1 to ask you if you wanted his carriage2 there a man1 selling iced water and lemonade1 screamed out at the height of his voice ,i don't know what1 and1 to give it more force1 beat with his lemon-squeezers against his metallic bench1 like ,norma or ,villeda on ,irminsul's shield2 a little farther on a half-naked beggar1 with his ragged wife and children1 shouted out1 ,i am dying with hunger1 with lungs that a commander of a battalion in the battle-field might envy4 ,these beggars1 however1 are for the most part impostors4 ,one day--it was a festa--,i was returning from ,san ,gennaro1 where ,i had been to ,mass with my wife and little girl4 ,i saw a man extended on the ground with his body and legs inside a doorway1 his head and his arms out into the street2 his mouth was green with grass that he had been chewing1 and some of which was hanging out of his mouth4 ,the people passing by looked1 and then went on their way talking and laughing as if it was nothing4 ,i was stunned1 indignant1 and full of pity1 and turning to my wife 7and even ,i flinging about my arms in the ,neapolitan fashion71 said1 with all the ,christian and human resentment that ,i was capable of1 ,how is it possible that1 in such a flourishing and civil city as this1 a poor ,christian is left to die of hunger in the street for want of a little bread which is denied him by his unnatural brethren1 and is obliged to feed upon the food for beasts8 ,and ,i ran at once to a pastrycook's near by for some cakes1 because ,i thought bread would be too hard food for a man reduced to such a state2 and with a light heart on account of the good action1 ,i took them to him that ,i might see him eat them1 and as soon as he was a little restored give him some soldi4 ,clever indeed6 ,you little thought that the man was an impostor6 ,i bent over him1 called him2 he did not answer4 ,i put a cake to his mouth1 and he looked at me1 took the cakes1 and hid them in his bosom between his shirt and his skin1 and this kind of a bag was crammed full of bread and other things4 ,some inquisitive people had stopped to look on1 and seeing this1 it seemed to me as if they laughed at my simplicity4 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,give ,,my ,,boots ,,to ,a ,,beggar4 ,and as ,i am on this question1 and my memory serves me well1 ,i will tell you of another beggar4 ,in front of the ,hotel de ,france1 ,largo ,castello1 where ,i was staying1 is the ,church of ,san ,giacomo4 ,at the door of this church a poor man stood from morning until night trembling1 half naked1 and barefoot4 ,it made me feel badly1 comfortably lodged as ,i was1 and sitting smoking my cigar on the terrace1 to see that poor creature out in the cold with his feet in the mud4 ,more than once my poor wife had given him some soldi2 but one day when it was raining heavily1 and the poor man was out in it all1 with his feet nearly covered by water1 a happy thought struck me1 inspired by ,christian charity1 and ,i said1 ,i am here under cover1 and have boots on my feet1 while that poor wretch is there outside with no shoes on2 ,i will give him my boots4 ,i rang the bell2 the servant came1 and ,i said to him1 ,raffael1 take this pair of boots to that poor man over there by the door of ,san ,giacomo4 ,yes1 sir1 said ,raffael1 and away he went4 ,i went back on to the balcony to enjoy the effect of my good deed1 imagining that ,i should see an expression of amazement and joy on the man's face4 ,nothing of the sort2 he remained there with the boots in hand as if he did not know exactly what sort of things they were1 and when ,raffael told him that ,i gave them to him1 and pointed me out to him on the terrace1 the man turned1 looked up1 and1 always holding them in his hand1 made signs of thanking me2 then he put them down on the ground near his feet1 and continued to stretch out his hands to the people entering the church6 ,ah1 poor man1 ,i said1 he wished to put them on to-morrow morning2 he must wash himself1 of course1 and dry his feet before putting them on4 ,how stupid of me6 ,the people are just going in for the novena 7it was ,christmas-time71 and he does not want to lose a chance grano to buy him some bread4 ,but the next morning he was still barefooted1 and it was raining4 ,i said to my wife-- ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,beggar ,,sells ,,the ,,boots4 ,look1 ,i sent that poor man my boots yesterday1 so that he should not wet his feet1 but he has not put them on4 ,what do you think is the reason8 ,what should you say8 ,he probably wishes to keep them for ,sundays1 was the serious answer of that dear simple woman4 ,you are joking1 my dear2 that man is old1 and if he keeps them for ,sundays he will not see the end of them4 ,i say that he has sold them4 ,and ,i say1 that if he had two or three lire to spare1 he would have wished to buy a pair1 poor man6 ,we each remained of our own opinion4 ,late in the day we went out1 and1 approaching the poor man1 ,i said to him-- ,why have you not put on the boots that ,i gave you8 ,are they tight8 ,your ,excellency1 he replied1 if ,i put the boots on1 no one will give me another penny4 ,i have sold them1 your ,excellency2 and may the ,virgin bless you4 ,a few days after my arrival at ,naples ,i went to ,sorrento4 ,the discordant noise of the town annoyed me1 and ,i wished to try that little place1 so much praised for its climate and for its quietness1 and so full of association with that illustrious and unhappy man1 ,torquato ,tasso4 ,i went there with my friend ,venturi1 who had come to ,naples for a few days with the ,grand ,duke4 ,sidenote3 ,,sorrento ,,and ,,its ,,inhabitants4 ,sorrento is a charming little town seated on the crest of a hill called the ,deserto4 ,it is surrounded on the left by woods of orange1 citron1 and lemon trees1 and on the right by the sea with the island of ,capri1 that seems to rise up majestically from the deep blue waters4 ,on the far horizon one catches a glimpse of ,nisida and ,baia4 ,this small town is inhabited by fishermen1 orange-packers employed on the large landed possessions in the neighbourhood1 and by most clever workers of inlaid wood1 who have made their art so much in request by the thousand little trifles1 so pretty in design and so carefully executed1 that they make4 ,garguillo's manufactory is much renowned1 and justly so4 ,not only do you find on the pieces of furniture cornices1 fillets1 meanders1 and other graceful ornaments1 but also extremely pretty figures inlaid on the boxes1 little tables1 and other nick-nacks with which well-to-do people embellish their rooms4 ,here the air is mild1 and the sun is tempered by the shade of laurels and orange-trees4 ,the character of the inhabitants is gentle and laborious1 and through their acts and their words there breathes a quiet1 ineffable melancholy1 like the memory of a sweet pure dream4 ,their complexion is dark1 and also their hair2 their eyes have long lashes1 and are cut in almond shape4 ,it seems as if they looked with infinite sweetness at something immeasurably far off2 their smile is sad1 as if it recalled to them a lost existence that hope induced them to think not irretrievably lost4 ,this favoured1 ,i should almost say ideal1 bit of nature1 at a few miles' distance from the thoughtless vulgar noise of the inhabitants of ,naples1 is a thing commented on by all1 but by no one reasonably explained4 ,the climate so temperate1 the air perfumed with the scent of orange-flowers1 and the sweet melancholy on those faces1 instead of rendering the place agreeable to me1 made me profoundly sad4 ,why did my heart not open itself to the enjoyments of that pure1 serene1 and most beautiful nature8 ,why was it that that bright sky1 that tranquil sea1 that quiet industrious life1 rendered me more sad and thoughtful8 ,perhaps it was because being so very weak ,i did not feel the strength within me to reproduce in art any of those many impressions that the mind took in and fancy clothed in most varied forms4 ,one day ,i visited ,tasso's house2 and whilst1 as usual1 the cicerone explained in his way the singularity of that abode1 ,i dwelt in imagination on the life and vicissitudes of that unhappy poet1 and recalled the secret joys of that passionate soul after he had finished his ,christian epic3 ,i saw the courteous1 handsome cavalier1 the inspired poet1 envied and conspired against by the favourites of the ,duke and the literati1 his rivals2 the looks of the ladies1 whose frank admiration was veiled in the shadow of profligacy2 then the disorder1 confusion1 first in the heart1 and then in the brain of poor ,torquato1 the suspicions of the ,duke1 his imprisonment1 his lawsuit1 his resignation and death2 and ,i wept4 ,sidenote3 ,,sorrento--,,return ,,to ,,naples4 ,i decided to return to ,naples--for this quiet full of fancies drove me back into myself1 and made me more sad4 ,i took up my abode in the centre of the great city1 in ,piazza ,castello1 at the ,hotel de ,france1 on the angle of the ,strada dei ,guantai ,vecchi4 ,in this hotel strangers were continually coming and going1 and changing every day4 ,the windows of my little apartment opened on the ,piazza1 and the mid-day and westerly sun bathed them in heat and light4 ,some artists1 in compassion for my condition1 came to give me courage2 and among them ,i remember with profound sadness1 for almost all of them are now dead1 ,cammillo ,guerra1 ,giuseppe ,mancinelli1 ,gigante1 and ,tommaso ,aloysio ,juvara1 who had such a tragic end in ,rome4 ,the warmth of your heart turned your brain1 my poor friend6 but in your last moments you acknowledged your sin1 and ,god will have been merciful to you4 ,the other younger artists who are still alive are the sculptors ,solari and ,balzico1 the miniature-painter ,di ,crescenzio1 and ,postiglione the painter4 ,but my health was always the same4 ,professor ,vulpes1 to whom ,i had brought a letter of recommendation from ,professor del ,punta1 continued to follow the same treatment as that indicated by the other ,florentine doctors1--that is to say1 prescribing preparations of iron1 meat diet1 rest1 and tranquillity of mind4 ,and in the meanwhile ,i had no desire to eat2 my sleep was restless and of short duration2 my legs would ill support me1 and my mind was so depressed that ,i could not endure to read more than a few pages4 ,as to writing1 ,i was obliged to stop every moment or so2 ideas got confused1 and ,i could not separate them from each other or give them any proper shape4 ,it was a great fatigue to me to give my news to ,venturi when he desired to hear from me4 ,sidenote3 ,,my ,,ill ,,health ,,continues4 ,at last the longed-for day came which was to decide the question of my health4 ,it was already two months since ,i had left my home2 and although the journey to ,naples and the air there had been somewhat beneficial to me1 yet ,i was very far from entertaining the slightest hope of recovery--or rather this recovery was so slow as to make me lose all patience4 ,at this stage good ,professor ,smargiassi1 seeing me always so weak and melancholy1 said to me1 ,why do you not try the water-cure8 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,try ,,the ,,water-,,cure4 ,what do you mean by water-cure8 ,i replied2 and he explained it to me1 adding1 ,here in ,naples there is ,professor ,tartaglia1 who has effected some wonderful cures4 ,he told me of some1 and he added that he himself had tried this cure and had got well4 ,as ,smargiassi was a serious man1 with a temperate habit of speech on all matters1 his words carried weight with them1 and ,i consented willingly to consult this hydropathic professor1 and so sent for him4 ,professor ,tartaglia was an exceptional ,neapolitan--that is to say1 he had nothing of the vivacity of speech and manners that is peculiar to this warm-hearted1 exuberant1 and imaginative people2 he spoke little and quietly1 listened a great deal1 and observed attentively4 ,when he had heard of my complaints1 he examined me1 and after that said3 ,you have no disease1 although you may not feel well2 you will recover quietly and easily--of that you may be sure4 ,in the meanwhile ,i will tell you that ,i shall not come again to see you2 but instead1 you must come to see me every morning at twelve o'clock to give me an account of how you feel4 ,to-morrow you must take your first bath4 ,don't be alarmed--it is not a bath by immersion2 you are not to go into the water1 and he gave me the directions to be followed2 and as he was going away he said1 ,let alone the medicines that you have taken thus far4 ,the first morning this hydropathic cure seemed very arduous4 ,to get out of one's bed and put on a sheet drenched with cold water is not the pleasantest thing in the world1 especially at that season of the year 7it was the last of ,december72 but after the first impression1 ,i can assure you that the external warmth finally produces a pleasant effect1 and gives strength and elasticity to the body4 ,after the bath1 walking exercise should be taken for at least an hour4 ,to my objection that ,i could not walk1 the ,professor answered1 ,walk as much as you can1 rest a little1 and then continue to walk1 and so on2 you will see day by day that your strength will return1 and with your strength1 courage and happiness4 ,in short1 after a month of this treatment ,i was so well that ,i could walk easily eight miles during the day4 ,when ,i wrote to ,florence of the new cure that ,i had begun1 ,del ,punta was frightened1 and said that he would not be responsible for the result of this resolution of mine1 which1 to say the least1 was hazardous2 and that ,i ought not to have undertaken it without the advice of an ordinary practitioner--that is to say1 of an allopathic doctor4 ,his making this a condition tranquillised me1 as ,professor ,tartaglia was really an allopathic doctor2 but in some cases that were rebellious to that system of treatment he adopted hydropathy4 ,then1 too1 the result was so satisfactory1 so decided1 that all objections fell to the ground1 and nothing more was said about it4 ,sidenote3 ,,my ,,health ,,is ,,renewed4 ,by degrees ,i felt my strength returning1 and my heart expanded with hope4 ,delightful artistic thoughts1 that had so long lain dormant1 sprang into life within me1 one by one1 like the first leaves in ,april2 and ,will1 precious gift1 mysterious1 immortal power1 again took and held its empire over me1 and pronounced itself4 ,during the days just passed1 the smiling country1 the glorious sun1 the terrible beauty of the sea1 the joys of men1 the creations of art1 and 7sad to say7 even the affectionate care of my dear ones1 were irksome to me2 and now1 with pleasure1 slowly and by degrees ,i began to feel a desire and thirst to enjoy these good things1 thinking about them and loving them with more intensity of understanding and hearty sincerity4 ,every day there was a new excursion to be made3 ,capodimonte1 with its immense park and rich gallery2 that beautiful walk1 the ,strada ,maria ,teresa1 now ,vittorio ,emanuele2 the ,certosa of ,san ,martino1 where one enjoys a view of the whole city1 of the sea and all the ,campagna-,felice1 of ,vesuvius1 of ,monte ,somma1 of ,portici1 ,resina1 ,capri1 and ,nisida4 ,then ,i felt a desire to see the ,royal ,museum1 unique in the world for its great riches in ancient bronzes2 the ,flora1 ,venus ,victrix1 ,callipige1 ,aristides1 the equestrian statues of the ,balbi1 father and son2 the seated ,mercury2 the ,sleeping ,faun1 and a thousand other statues1 big and little2 busts1 in marble and in bronze1 of exquisite beauty1 all or almost all of them having been dug out of the ashes of ,herculaneum and ,pompeii4 ,on certain days1 or ,i should rather say at certain moments1 a sight of these works of sculpture sets one on fire1 and fills one with courage and a strong desire to do something2 but at other times it gives one a feeling of dismay1 discouragement1 and fear that cannot be described4 ,this difference of impression deserves to be examined a little1 and he who is bored must here skip2 the young artist1 however1 ,i am certain1 will follow me attentively4 ,i have made a promise to myself not to leave these papers as food for mere curiosity1 for1 seriously speaking1 there should be no satisfaction in that2 whereas a little value and profit will be found by every one who has the patience to follow me4 ,sidenote3 ,,excursions--,,the ,,royal ,,museum4 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,academicians ,,and ,,naturalists4 ,yes1 dear friends1 sometimes1 in seeing certain works of art1 one burns with enthusiasm1 with a fire1 a desire to do1 that is really marvellous1 and we ease our minds with the conviction that this is a sign of our strength4 ,illusions1 dear sirs--illusions6 ,to the eyes of the artist all works of art ought to be the occasion of examination and serious hesitating thought2 and when these outbursts of immoderate confidence in ourselves occur1 they are a sign that our sight is obscured by pride1 or that we are not able to comprehend the degree of beauty in such works1 and consequently the difficulties that have been overcome to produce them4 ,we must correct ourselves of both these defects1 and learn to respect even mediocre things1 as by this method we arrive at the discovery of something good even in these1 if not as a whole1 at least in their intention and germ1 and this will always be something gained4 ,as a young man1 ,i have found myself laughing compassionately at some of the most beautiful works of art1 both ancient and modern1 and this merely because my natural pride had been excited by light or false praise4 ,the complacency that we feel in ourselves and our works comes in part from a species of exclusiveness and belief in the infallibility of the principles we profess4 ,not that ,i would counsel any disloyalty to the principles that are our guides in art--no1 indeed1 for we must keep entirely true to them2 but it is a very different thing to despise all other schools that are removed from ours4 ,for instance1 why despise the ,academicians1 who are tenacious of the study of antique statues1 in order to keep within bounds the turbid torrent of the veristi1 who in their turn1 through their coarse adherence to nature1 lose the idea of the beautiful8 ,let us1 on the contrary1 respect them for their intentions and motives1 at the same time that we make certain reservations as to the final consequences that would result from this distrust and refashioning of nature4 ,the fault of the ,academic school lies in this1 that instead of saying1 ,study the antique2 look how well they knew how to choose from life and how to interpret it1 they say1 ,here1 copy these casts2 apart from them there is no health or safety for you4 ,nature is imperfect2 you must improve on it1 and1 imitating the ,grecian and ,roman statues1 you will learn to purge nature from all her imperfections4 ,so saying1 the intention1 which is good1 is spoiled by its application of exaggerated rules4 ,but1 ,i repeat1 the intention is good2 therefore let us look to that whilst we reject its application4 ,on the other hand1 why should we despise the naturalisti in all that they have that is good--,i mean1 in their axioms and rules--which1 in short1 putting aside amplification and exaggeration1 means the imitation always in everything of nature8 ,we have always accepted and insisted upon the imitation of nature1 that is of beautiful nature1 putting aside that exaggeration which leads to folly1 absurdity1 and licence of conception1 and to ugliness of form1 detail1 and minuti4 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,naturalists ,,and ,,idealists4 ,the same may be said of the mystics1 the purists1 colourists1 lovers of effect and barocco1 c4 ,let us take the good where we can find it3 not1 indeed1 make a mixture1 a medley1 as some have been fantastic enough to imagine1 by which we should arrive directly at eclecticism1 which is the most foolish thing in this world2 but putting our minds into the study of all these schools1 we shall be able to find good reasons for their teachings4 ,separating them from excess and exaggeration1 we shall find ourselves in a wider1 clearer1 higher atmosphere1 and the impressions that we receive from works of art will not produce despondency or rejoicing1 our judgments will be more temperate and just1 and our own work will be done quicker and better4 ,this does not mean1 indeed1 that we are to remain indifferent before works of art4 ,alas for the man who is indifferent6 for the artist who before some work of art stands cold and without feeling6 ,a young man who is ardent1 boasting1 and proud1 can correct himself1 can be trained by difficulties and instances1 by emulation or jeering4 ,the timid will become animated1 and take courage1 moving with measured and cautious steps on his arduous journey1 and1 by reason of his timid1 gentle character1 conciliate the goodwill of his masters and fellow-students2 but the indifferent and cold of nature has too much the air of a simpleton or an arrogant person1 and he is fled from and left in his stupid ignorance4 ,sidenote3 ,,an ,,artistic ,,visit4 ,and here1 gentle reader1 is one of these happy mortals who live their little day in dreamland4 ,a person came to see me one day bringing with him a young man who might have borne a quarter of a century weight on his shoulders4 ,he was of medium height1 with broad shoulders1 bent slightly1 owing1 perhaps1 to his being twenty-five years of age2 he had a black beard1 bronzed complexion1 and wandering eyes4 ,he looked all about him and saw nothing4 ,i say that he saw nothing1 for he paid the same attention to my cat as he did to the head of the ,colossus of ,monte ,cavallo1 which stood on a stand in the room1 and to my ,abel as he did to me or my stool4 ,he spoke no ,italian1 not even ,french2 but the person who accompanied him1 and who was competent in all respects1 spoke for him1 or rather of him1 for the young man himself never opened his mouth to utter a word1 although he kept it half open even when he was looking at the cat4 ,this very polite person said-- ,you will forgive me1 ,signor ,professor1 if ,i take you away from your occupations for a few brief moments2 but ,i could not forego the pleasure of regaling you with a visit from1 and making you acquainted with1 this young sculptor1 who is on his way to ,rome1 where he goes1 not1 indeed1 to perfect himself as an artist1 but to practise the profession which he has so nobly and splendidly illustrated by his genius4 ,as he is undoubtedly born to fame1 and the whole world will talk of him1 ,i wished to bring him to you1 and make you really acquainted1 that you might some day be able to say1 ',i have seen him and spoken with him4' ,sidenote3 ,a ,,genius4 ,i stood there like a bit of stucco1 looking at the young man1 and then at the person who had spoken to me thus4 ,then ,i answered-- ,tell me1 does this gentleman speak1 or at least understand1 ,italian8 ,has he understood what you have just said of him8 ,oh no6 he only speaks ,english2 he is an ,american4 ,the ,lord be thanked1 muttered ,i to myself1 that the poor young man understood nothing6 ,but this polite person1 misunderstanding my question1 began-- ,now ,i will tell him what ,i have said to you4 ,and he began in ,english to repeat the little tirade that he had given me1 and this genius of a young man nodded his head at every phrase1 looking at me1 at the stool1 and at the cat6 ,,chapter ,,xii4 ,,pompeii--,a ,,cameo--,,sketch ,,for ,,the ,,bacco ,,della ,,crittogama--,,professor ,,angelini ,,the ,,sculptor--,,one ,,must ,,not ,,offer ,,one',s ,,hand ,,with ,,too ,,much ,,freedom ,,to ,,ladies--,a ,,hard-,,hearted ,,woman ,,with ,,small ,,intelligence--,,the ,,san ,,carlo1 ,,the ,,san ,,carlino1 ,,the ,,fenice1 ,,and ,,the ,,sebeto--,,monument ,,by ,,donatello ,,at ,,naples--,,the ,,barocco ,,and ,,mistaken ,,opinions--,,dilettanti ,,in ,,the ,,fine ,,arts--,,prince ,,don ,,sebastian ,,of ,,bourbon--,,is ,,the ,,beard ,a ,,sign ,,of ,,being ,,legitimist ,,or ,,liberal8--,i ,,am ,,taken ,,for ,a ,,prince ,,or ,,something ,,like ,,one--,,the ,,bottle ,,for ,,doorkeepers ,,and ,,custodi ,,of ,,the ,,public ,,museums ,,of ,,naples--,,phidias1 ,,demosthenes1 ,,and ,,cicero ,,all ,,against ,,ruggero ,,bonghi4 ,i summoned up all my little stock of patience1 and moved slowly towards the door1 they following me4 ,thanking the gentlemen1 ,i shut them out1 and returned in silence to my work4 ,this happened some thirty years ago1 nor as yet does it seem as if the prophecy about that young man were realised4 ,to return to ourselves4 ,appetite comes with eating1 as the proverb has it2 and in fact1 by degrees1 as ,i visited the museums1 the churches1 and the studios of the ,neapolitan artists1 ,i felt an increasing desire to do something1 to try again to draw or to model1 were it but a mere trifle4 ,one day1 after having gone over the whole breadth and length of the excavations at ,pompeii1 ,i was examining a mosaic pavement made out of a great many pretty little coloured stones1 some of them broken away from their place2 and bending down to examine it closer1 ,i touched one of the stones4 ,the custode hastened to say to me1 ,don't touch1 signor--the regulations prohibit it4 ,it cannot be denied that ,i have always been disposed to respect all regulations2 but since ,i had seen them broken1 even by those who ought to have been the first to respect them1 ,i had taken them in dudgeon4 ,i looked at the custode1 and he at me1 and we understood each other at once4 ,i took a turn1 went to the door1 looked to the right and to the left of me1 and coming back1 as ,i was taking something out of my pocket ,i dropped some money on the ground4 ,sidenote3 ,a ,,little ,,cameo-,,head4 ,my friend picked it up for me1 and ,i gave him a carlino4 ,we returned to the room where the mosaic pavement was4 ,it represented a race of animals1 hares and dogs1 on a yellow ground4 ,some of the little stones were loose1 and already many were missing2 they were small squares about as large as my little-finger nail4 ,i bent down again1 and stretched out my hand1 looking at the guard1 who for decency's sake turned in the other direction2 and ,i took the little stone1 on which1 with a great deal of patience and increasing gusto1 ,i drew and engraved a small head after the fashion of a cameo1 roughing it out at first with the point of a penknife1 and finishing it off with sharpened needles fastened into little handles1 which ,i used in the place of small chisels and burins4 ,i always keep this little head1 which was set in gold as a pin1 and sometimes wear it in my necktie4 ,when ,i look at this small piece of workmanship1 ,i am astonished at my patience and my eyesight at that time4 ,to tell the truth1 when ,i picked up that little stone ,i had no idea of working on it1 but merely took it as a remembrance of the day and the place4 ,in touching it1 ,i thought that it had been shaped and put there by a man like myself1 two thousand years ago4 ,in holding that little square stone between my fingers1 it seemed to me as if my hand touched the hand of that man1 who then was full of life4 ,i thought of his scant dust1 now dispersed1 transformed but not lost6 ,where is this dust now8 ,i1 where was ,i then8 ,while ,i was thinking on this1 my good ,marina approached1 and said-- ,do you find any beauty in that little stone8 ,sidenote3 ,,vesuvius ,,and ,,its ,,lava4 ,no4 ,i was thinking that it is very old4 ,i was thinking that it is a fusion of fire1 and in substance lava4 ,but was not ,vesuvius unknown at the time that this city was constructed8 ,could you imagine that they would have been so insane as to have built on the outskirts of a mountain vomiting fire8 ,have you not observed that in all the many paintings on these houses1 where you find over and over again landscapes1 sea views1 animals1 figures1 in fact everything1 that there is never the slightest trace of a view of ,vesuvius8 ,if it had been there1 surely they would not have failed to reproduce in painting such a marvellous phenomenon4 ,therefore it could not have been there2 and yet all these mosaics are made of lava1 and all the surrounding country at a certain distance below the surface of the ground is covered with it4 ,it was not there1 ,i say1 in their memory2 but when was it there8 ,do you know8 said my wife4 ,i8--no1 indeed4 ,then you can imagine if ,i do4 ,after this small cameo1 ,i wished to model a little figure in bas-relief1 which it was my intention to have executed on a shell cameo1 and ,i gave the order for it2 but the workmen employed for this kind of work are so unintelligent that if you take them away from the work they are accustomed to do almost mechanically1 they are not able to succeed in doing anything4 ,the little figure represented ,medicine4 ,she was seated on a stool1 and with a little stick was pushing aside the bushes to look for some medicinal plants2 but in doing so a serpent had wound itself around her stick1 as it is said to have happened to sculapius4 ,behind the stone on which she is seated flows a little stream of water1 to denote the salutary action of water by which ,i was cured1 and to which she turns her back4 ,sidenote3 ,,new ,,sketch ,,of ,,the ,,bacchus4 ,i also made a new sketch for the ,bacchino della ,crittogama1 which was the one that ,i afterwards made of life-size on my return from ,naples4 ,the one ,i had left behind me in clay was very different1 and ,i destroyed it4 ,i had this new sketch baked1 and ,i remember one day when ,i went to get it from the man who sells terre cotte1 near ,santa ,lucia1 to whom ,i had given it to bake1 that ,i found him arguing with a stranger who had taken it absolutely into his head to buy it4 ,it was useless for the man to say that the statuette did not belong to him2 that he could not sell it2 that it was not finished2 and that his little figures of ,apollo1 the ,idolino1 ,venus1 and ,flora were far better and more finished than this sketch3 he only kept repeating1 ,i like this1 and want to buy it2 and all persuasion was useless4 ,i put an end to the discussion in two words1 saying to the man-- ,sell it to him4 ,how much must ,i ask8 ,a thousand lire4 ,at which the good touriste immediately put down the ,bacchino1 and went away in peace4 ,some two months after this ,i presented this little sketch to a priest from ,verona1 whose name ,i do not remember1 but who came to preach the ,lenten sermons at our cathedral in ,florence4 ,i regret to have given it to him1 for it is always well that a man's sketches should remain in his family1 and also because1 for all his eloquence1 he has never since reported himself to me4 ,can he really be dead8 ,requiem ternam4 ,sidenote3 ,,visit ,,to ,,cavaliere ,,angelini4 ,in this manner the time passed by1 alternating the long walks in the neighbourhood of ,naples with a little work and some artistic visits to ,mancinelli1 to ,balzico 7then but a young student71 to ,smargiassi the landscape-painter1 and to ,gigante1 the famous water-colourist4 ,i did not fail to try to find the sculptor ,cavaliere ,angelini1 whom ,i had already known in ,florence2 but for some inexplicable reason ,i could not see him1 and this was what happened4 ,i went to his studio1 and his men told me that he had gone to the ,academy to lecture to the young men4 ,i went to the ,academy1 and was told that he desired me to wait1 because he was giving his lessons4 ,i waited a good long time1 and when he came out he said that he was in such a hurry he could not pay any attention to me then1 but that ,i must come to his studio on a certain day at a certain hour4 ,i went there and knocked2 no one answered1 and the soldier who was mounting guard at the ,serraglio dei ,poveri close by said that every one had gone away more than two hours before4 ,it seemed to me a little strange1 after having named the day and hour2 but more or less forgetfulness in an artist means nothing--in fact it is a sort of sauce or dressing to an artist's character1 be he young or full-grown1 on horseback or on foot4 ,dear me6 such things are easily understood2 and if ,i had not been a little tired1 ,i should not even have thought of it1 and would have returned another day4 ,but when1 and at what time8 ,should ,i have ever found the door open8 ,my hotel was very far from the poorhouse1 but the two places were not very dissimilar2 for although all my expenses were paid by the ,grand ,duke1 it had not yet become the fashion to squander and waste after the ways of to-day2 and be it from education1 temperament1 or other motives1 ,i felt it my duty to economise for that good gentleman's purse even more than for my own1 and therefore my inn could really be called a poorhouse in spite of its pompous name1 for it was a third-class hotel2 but the distance was great1 and1 to mortify the ,professor a little1 ,i wrote on his studio door--,g4 ,dupr at home on such a day and such an hour4 ,sidenote3 ,,professor ,,angelini4 ,he will come1 he will certainly come1 to see me at my inn to make his excuses4 ,poor ,angelini6 he is certainly absent-minded1 and am ,i not also absent-minded8 ,he will come to find me out4 ,yes2 ,i stayed in ,naples six months1 and never saw him4 ,something beyond absent-mindedness1 ,i think2 but so it was4 ,i told all this for amusement to his colleagues1 but they took it seriously to heart1--so much so1 that at one of their academic meetings they proposed me as an ,associate-,professor3 and ,angelini seemed delighted1 and warmly supported my nomination1 so that naturally it was passed2 but ,i never went into his studio4 ,oh no4 ,yes2 ,i repeat it ten1 twenty times over4 ,my dear colleague1 this happened in the month of ,january #ahec2 see what a good memory ,i have4 ,you1 it is quite natural1 have forgotten it1 because he who is guilty of such things does not take heed of them1 neither should the person to whom they are done1 unless he be as black as ,loredan1 who wrote down the death of the two ,foscari in his book of ,debit and ,credit4 ,therefore let it be understood1 that ,i did not take note of it1 and don't remember it2 but if you ever take it into your head to return to ,florence1 and1 passing casually through the ,via della ,sapienza1 you would like to rest a little in my studio1 you can do so2 and the best of it is1 that ,i do not name the day or the hour1 only take this journey and make this visit soon1 for we are now both old1 and ,i shall not return to you1 for ,i am afraid of finding the door shut6 ,here ,i come to the moral4 ,i speak of artists4 ,the desire to see the works and also become acquainted personally with contemporary artists is a good sign2 it indicates a spirit of emulation1 a wish to learn1 and form bonds of friendship1 so to discuss and bring to light errors and doubts on questions of art4 ,but if the artist with whom you desire to speak names a certain day and hour1 then answer at once1 ,thank you very much1 but ,i cannot come4 ,tell him this untruth--it will be but a small sin2 whereas he who imposes upon you a day and hour gives himself so much importance that he resembles that ugly and haughty signor called ,pride4 ,sidenote3 ,,shaking ,,hands4 ,there are some medicines so proper and efficacious1 that once you have taken them1 you are radically cured1 and for good4 ,angelini cured me of the wish to knock at studio doors2 and the ,signora ,marchesini cured me of another habit1 formed either by custom or stupidity1 of shaking hands with everybody1 especially with women4 ,the ,signora ,marchesini was at that time 7,i am speaking of about thirty years ago7 an aristocratic lady of a certain age--one of those persons who1 without even taking the trouble to turn to look at any one who came to see her1 would answer the salutation and bow prescribed by good breeding with an addio and a good evening when one took leave1 were it even at midnight4 ,such was the ,signora ,marchesini4 ,sidenote3 ,,embracing ,,friends4 ,one night ,i went into her box at the ,pergola1 and going up to her ,i bowed and put out my hand4 ,ass that ,i was6 ,i did not know that this act of familiarity was not allowed to inferiors2 and putting aside nobility of birth1 ,i was her junior by thirty years1 and perhaps this offended the austere lady more than anything else4 ,the lesson1 however1 was a good one2 and from that day1 in fact from that evening1 ,i have never since been the first to offer my hand to any woman1 old or young4 ,all this nonsense reminds me of a much rougher and more vulgar instance of haughtiness1 from which my beloved wife was the sufferer4 ,she was as simple and good1 poor darling1 as the woman who offended her was hard and proud4 ,i had gone to pay a visit to a friend of mine1 a gentleman of noble birth1 education1 and tact1 with whom ,i had friendly relations4 ,my wife was with me1 and he was in the drawing-room with his1 who was ,french by birth1 much younger than himself1 and whom he had lately married4 ,as soon as my friend saw me he spread out his arms1 and we embraced each other2 my wife1 with a feeling of spontaneous tenderness1 pressed forward to embrace the young lady1 but she drew back1 perhaps not thinking it beseeming or according to etiquette to embrace a woman the first time she saw her1 even although she was much older than herself4 ,my poor ,marina1 with her purity of soul1 did not feel offended1 but turning to me she timidly asked1 ,have ,i done wrong8 ,you6 no1 my dear2 but another time stand on your own ground4 ,that woman did not deserve to be embraced by you4 ,my friend took no notice of anything1 and shortly after we left the house4 ,i do not know why1 but this remembrance goads me more and more every day2 it stimulates my love for her who now smiles at all these miseries--she who was so worthy of all honours1 who desired and was able to keep herself always good1 mild1 and compassionate--a good wife1 a good mother1 truly a lady by her virtues1 and not by reason of her birth and riches4 ,more ,i should like to say1 but cannot2 ,i look with anxious love for the words that fail me1 and ,i think that the innermost lineaments of that temperate1 strong1 patient soul can be felt but cannot be portrayed4 ,sidenote3 ,,amusements ,,at ,,naples4 ,i continued to get better and better in ,naples4 ,the medical man insisted that ,i should walk a great deal and take simple and abundant food--a little soup1 roastbeef1 and a plate of vegetables1 and nothing else1 for dinner2 for breakfast1 after my bath and walk1 a glass of cold milk and some bread4 ,as a distraction for my mind1 he recommended my seeing and talking with people ,i liked1 and going to the theatre of an evening4 ,at first the theatre bored me2 ,i did not understand those little bouffe comedies in dialect at the ,fenice and ,san ,carlino1 and all those repartees of ,punchinello irritated me4 ,it was bad for me to go to the ,san ,carlo1 where they were giving the ',trovatore' with the ,penco1 ,fraschini1 and the ,borghi-mamo1 and ',othello' with the ,pancani1 for they made me weep1 not on account of the dramas themselves1 which ,i already knew1 but on account of the music1 which had such a strong effect on my nerves4 ,for these reasons ,i was obliged to give up the music at ,san ,carlo1 and ',punch' at ,san ,carlino and the ,fenice1 and took refuge in the ,sebeto1 a very small theatre1 where for the most part were represented dramas in bad taste1 artistically speaking1 but not as far as morals are concerned--exaggerated characters1 forced situations to create immoderate effects1 c41--in fact1 dramas of the ,federici stamp1 to touch the hearts of the populace1 but not calculated to influence them with voluptuousness1 the more dangerous when veiled in the attractive1 graceful1 and polished forms of cunning sophistry4 ,then these dramas were not in dialect1 and ',punch' only came in at the farce1 and for such a very small part that ,i could bear him1 and little by little began to understand and appreciate him4 ,as ,i have already said1 the theatre was a necessity for me1 and it entered into my sage's system of treatment2 but he added that ,i was not to take the recreation by myself1 but in the company of my wife and child1 and with as much ease as possible1 so that it was necessary to take a small box1 which1 as the theatre was so small and unpretending1 was not a very great expense4 ,perhaps the idea of economy never once occurred to the generous sovereign who came to my aid1 but ,i used to think of it1 as ,i have before said4 ,sidenote3 ,,churches ,,at ,,naples4 ,thus1 with so much to divert my mind1 during the day going to see the public monuments and the churches in which this immense city is so rich1 and at evening to the theatre1 my recovery was completed4 ,nor were there wanting splendid works of art1 besides the collection of ancient bronzes1 unique in the world1 and wonderfully useful to the students of sculpture4 ,the ,church of ,san ,gennaro1 with its monuments1 amongst which are those of ,carlo d',angio1 ,carlo ,martello1 and ,clemenza his wife2 ,san ,paolo1 built on the ruins of the ,roman theatre where ,nero used to appear in public and declaim his verses1 and where ,metronate gave his lessons in philosophy1 which were attended by ,seneca as his pupil 7what a lesson to young men672 ,santa ,chiara1 with its monuments to the ancient kings of ,naples1 which once was all frescoed over by ,giotto1 and has been most barbarously whitewashed by ,berio ,nuovo2 ,sant',angelo a ,nilo1 with that splendid monument to ,cardinal ,brancaccio1 one of ,donatello's finest works2 and ,san ,domenico ,maggiore1--all these monuments1 as much for their beauty as for the historical records they contain1 are worthy of the greatest attention and study1 and are calculated to inspire ideas and a desire to work4 ,sidenote3 ,,indifference ,,to ,,what ,,is ,,near ,,us4 ,but often it happens that the most valuable things one has1 so to speak1 at one's very door1 are not thought anything of--not even noticed2 and such was the case then with some artists in ,naples1 who either did not remember or were not acquainted with their own artistic treasures4 ,i remember a young sculptor who often lamented that ,naples was wanting in art of the middle ages4 ,i reminded him of the monuments above mentioned1 dwelling especially on that by ,donatello1 to which he answered that he did not know it4 ,go to see it1 ,i said2 it is unpardonable in you not to know it4 ,after some time ,i saw the youth1 and said to him-- ,well1 did you see the monument by ,donatello1 and what did you think of it8 to which he answered1 ,i found that ,i had already seen it once before1 but did not remember it4 ,then1 thought ,i to myself1 there is an end of all hope for you4 ,sidenote3 ,,ciceroni ,,and ,,their ,,ideas4 ,it is certainly a most painful fact that some of the finest works of our elders are either entirely ignored or not cared for1 but it is most sad when this indifference comes from young men who have dedicated themselves to art4 ,that the usual ignorant ciceroni who show strangers the sepulchral chapel of the ,princes of ,sangro take no notice of the monument by ,donatello is natural enough1 but it is none the less disgusting to hear them pouring forth their opinions after the following fashion3 ,see1 gentlemen1 these statues are the stupendous work of the famous ,venetian ,antonio ,corradini4 ,observe the two statues that stand in the arch by the columns of the high altar2 they are miracles of sculpture2 one is by ,corradini1 and one by ,quieroli4 ,the first represents the mother of the ,prince ,don ,raimondo1 who restored and enriched this chapel--which was founded by the ,prince ,don ,francesco in #aeij--with precious marble4 ,the statue represents ,modesty--one of the principal virtues that distinguished the ,princess4 ,see1 gentlemen1 she is enveloped in a transparent veil1 beneath which is revealed the whole of her figure3 this is a method of sculpture unknown even to the ,greeks1 for the ancients only painted their draperies1 but did not cut them in marble4 ,the other prodigy of art is a statue representing the father of the ,prince himself as ',disinganno4' ,in this statue behold a man caught in a net2 you see all the meshes of the net1 and inside it the body itself4 ,the stranger1 meantime1 stands there open-mouthed1 admiring these statues1 in which1 to tell the truth1 one could not too deeply deplore the time and patience that have been wasted on work whose only object is to arrest the attention of vulgar people1 who take all these material and mechanical difficulties for the essential and only aim in art4 ,all this1 ,i repeat1 is disgusting if you like1 and rather ridiculous2 but the people of the country1 and most particularly artists1 ought to laugh at such works as these1 as well as their admirers4 ,this mania for the difficult and surprising1 to the detriment of beauty itself1 which is so simple1 has carried corruption into art itself as well as to its amateurs--so much so1 that dresses of rich stuffs1 embroideries1 laces1 and like trifles1 which need but a little patience and practice to produce1 have to-day become so much in vogue as to really make one fear that art is in danger1 and that research and study to reproduce the beautiful will be replaced by work of a sort of asinine patience1 which surprises and impresses only simple-minded1 vulgar people1 and dilettanti4 ,and propos of dilettanti1 ,i wish to express my opinion that although they may take pleasure in painting and sculpture they are not of the slightest use to these arts4 ,dilettanti are generally gentlemen--fine gentlemen1 sometimes even princes--and in consequence of their station and wealth1 are surrounded by a cloud of small-minded people1 who1 owing to the respect and deference they feel for them1 are induced to praise them4 ,this cheap praise1 which is taken so unceremoniously1 engenders in those who give it a false and sophistical tone1 with which they quiet their consciences1 ever muttering1 ,you ought not to have said this2 it is not just--it is not true4 ,as this internal grumbling is irksome1 the mind builds up a sort of reasoning that holds out as long as it can1 and then falls for want of that solid foundation1 ,truth1 that alone can uphold any structure1 be it scientific1 artistic1 or literary4 ,with him who receives the praise1 matters go far more easily2 he does not give it another thought1 or if he does1 it is from excess of vanity that he sniffs the remaining odour from that small cloud of incense4 ,sidenote3 ,,cheap ,,praise4 ,sidenote3 ,a ,,dilettanti ,,prince4 ,in ,naples there were two of these dilettanti princes1--one a painter1 the other a sculptor4 ,his ,royal ,highness ,don ,sebastian1 ,prince of ,bourbon1 brother-in-law of the ,king of ,naples1 was the painter1 and ,his ,royal ,highness ,count of ,syracuse1 brother of the same king1 was the sculptor4 ,the last named died a little after the revolution in #ahfj1 and of his artistic merits ,i have already spoken4 ,i shall therefore now say two words about his ,highness ,don ,sebastian4 ,i had the honour of being presented to him by the ,grand ,duke ,leopold1 who was at that time in ,naples with his daughter the ,princess ,isabella1 married to ,count ,trapani1 who was expecting to be confined4 ,having been some time in ,naples myself1 ,i went to pay my homage to him1 and he then made me acquainted with his ,highness ,don ,sebastian1 who was without pretensions1 a simple1 modest man4 ,he asked for advice1 and he asked for it with such eagerness and persistency that it showed a desire to know the absolute truth1 that he might correct himself--and not truth disguised under a veil of complimentary praise1 which only misleads4 ,and ,i1 with the mildest words that ,i could find in the vocabulary of truth1 gave him briefly and generally some advice2 for his wish to do something really good was above his school and the studies he had followed4 ,although1 as ,i have said1 he had a sincere desire to hear the truth1 yet ,i became aware that the language ,i used was quite new to him4 ,i can add1 however1 that he did not feel hurt by it1 as he often wished to see me and hear me1 and corrected himself or tried to do so in many things1 thus indicating confidence and goodwill4 ,at this time he was painting a large picture for an altar1 which he presented to the church of ,san ,giacomo degli ,spagnuoli1 above ,toledo1 and ,i remember that he gave me a drawing of it4 ,he had taken refuge in ,naples with the king his brother-in-law1 owing to the part he had taken as a ,legitimist against the government of ,queen ,isabella1 who had confiscated all his revenues2 and he mitigated the bitterness of exile and poverty by his devoted love for art4 ,after some time he was restored to his country1 and reinstated in his property1 so that at last he must have comforted himself with his own bread1 having known how salt was that of exile4 ,he returned to his country1 and who knows if he did not cut off his beard1 which he used to wear full and long1 after the fashion of ,spanish ,legitimists8 ,strange to say1 in ,italy at that time1 especially in ,naples1 a beard was the sign of just the contrary--that is to say1 of a ,liberal2 and the annoyances caused by the police on this account were so ridiculous as to be quite disgusting4 ,one was obliged1 however1 to conform to all this1 for if a young man desired not to be exposed to worse annoyances1 he was obliged to shave his chin4 ,he might keep his moustache and whiskers after the ,german fashion1 or wear his whiskers alone like the ,english--he was quite free to do that2 but a beard on his chin1 be it long or short1 indicated ,liberalism3 and as ,i have said1 he was immediately marked by the agents of ,del ,carretto1 ,minister of ,police1 and1 willing or no1 was obliged to shave to avoid something worse4 ,at that time1 therefore1 the manliness of a ,neapolitan showed itself everywhere but on his chin4 ,in all ,naples--with the rare exception of some foreigner1 the ,prince ,don ,sebastian1 who was anything but a ,liberal1 the ,count of ,syracuse1 and ,count of ,aquila1 brothers of the king1 whom the police hounds could growl at but not bite--not for a million of money could a beard be seen1 unless it were mine1 which1 although not so luxuriant as it is now1 was still more than enough for the police4 ,sidenote3 ,,beards ,,in ,,naples4 ,during the days that the ,grand ,duke remained in ,naples1 he desired to see the museums and other monuments of this great city1 and wished me to accompany him1 out of simple kindness1 for his ,highness acted as my guide1 being much better acquainted with them than ,i was4 ,this driving up and down the streets of ,naples in a ,court carriage1 with a full beard on my face1 upset all the ideas of those poor sbirri4 ,some people took me for a ,spanish ,legitimist2 and others--especially the sentinels at the palace--christened me at once a relation of the royal family1--so much so1 that they presented arms to me every time ,i passed by4 ,must ,i admit that ,i took pleasure in this1 returning their salute and passing before them as if ,i had been a true prince8 ,viva my beard6 said ,i to myself2 but see how things are going in this country6 ,some people are sent almost to the gallows for wearing a beard1 and to me they are presenting arms4 ,one evening1 however1 even ,i came very near being sent to prison4 ,i was walking in the ,strada ,toledo1 and about to return home4 ,near the turning of the ,orefici by the ,palazzo dei ,ministeri1 there was a print-shop lighted by a reflected lamp1 that threw a light upon it as brilliant as day4 ,there were some ,french engravings1 such as the ,death of ,richelieu1 the ,death of the ,duke de ,guise1 and ,i know not what else4 ,i felt a hand on my shoulder2 turning round ,i saw some one gazing attentively at me1 and before ,i had time to ask him what he wanted1 some one else took the man by the arm and said1 ,don't occupy yourself with him2 he is one of the royal household2 and away they went in the crowd1 and ,i saw them no more4 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,pass ,,for ,a ,,prince4 ,sidenote3 ,,la ,,bottiglia4 ,i hurried home1 for fear of finding others who might not share the same opinion4 ,my wife and little one were waiting for me to go to the theatre1 and ,i remember that they were then giving ',edmondo ,dante1 ,count of ,monte ,cristo1' a monstrous production which lasted twelve hours--divided1 however1 into three evenings4 ,my little box was on the first tier near the orchestra1--and such an orchestra6 ,two violins1 one double-bass1 a clarionet1 and a flute1 the music being pieces adapted from the ',trovatore'2 and such an adaptation6 ,good heavens6 ,all this cost me--that is to say1 cost the ,grand ,duke--four carlini1 including the bottle1 for in ,naples one must always pay for the bottle to every one4 ,really in that fortunate country one required to have a carlino always in hand4 ,i don't know how it is now1 but then every one was constantly drinking4 ,ushers1 inspectors1 custodi--all asked for this bottle with the utmost frankness and in perfect seriousness4 ,i1 who went often to the museum1 wished to have my cane to lean on1 as there were no chairs to sit down on2 but ,no1 sir1--the porter1 with his great cocked-hat1 came and took it away1 having the right to do so1 as it was against the regulations4 ,when ,i left he gave it back to me1 always saying1 ,your ,excellency1 the bottle1 pronouncing these words with such dignity that you would have thought they were part of the royal regulations2 and ,i used to give it--that is to say1 a half-carlino at every section4 ,pompeian paintings1 statues and bronzes1 ,etruscan vases1 ,renaissance paintings and drawings--each had a custode1 and all wanted a drink4 ,perhaps now they are no longer thirsty1 which will be all the better for the poor visitor4 ,i paid these half-bottles1 or rather half-carlini1 most unwillingly1 for to be always paying out is in itself most tiresome2 and ,i was more out of temper than really tired1 not being able to find a seat anywhere4 ,one day a painter who was copying there was moved to pity1 and offered me his stool4 ,it is not unnatural that a man who was both poor and unwell1 should be unwilling to pay out money in gratuities1 and should look upon that given to the porter as the hardest part of all1 as it was to pay him merely for taking away the stick he had to lean on4 ,the consequence was1 that not being able to bear this lucro cessante and danno emergente1 as they say in law1 ,i made bold to say to this high personage 7he was at least a palm taller than ,i71 ,listen1 signor2 ,i will no longer give you the bottle4 ,sidenote3 ,,fees ,,for ,,admission ,,to ,,the ,,galleries4 ,why not1 ,excellency8 ,because you take away my stick1 which would be a comfort for me to lean on4 ,well1 well1 he answered1 keep your stick1 ,excellency2 but remember the bottle4 ,i understand1 ,i quite understand--and add a little more to it4 ,and the eyes of that ,argus brightened1 although he was by way of shutting them as far as the regulations were concerned4 ,the necessity for drinking1 it seems1 belongs to this people1 and it must be on account of the hot air they breathe1 all impregnated with the salt from the sea4 ,therefore ,i fancy this desire of theirs has not yet been allayed1 for even ,i drank a great deal when ,i was there1 only it was water1 which is so good1 so fresh1 so light1 that it is a pleasure to drink2 but alas6 so many prefer the bottle4 ,if1 however1 even against the natural order of the country1 this has been suppressed amongst the subalterns1 it has been adopted by the heads themselves1 as the ,minister of ,public ,instruction has decreed an entrance-tax for every one who wishes to see in our galleries the works of ,raphael1 ,michael ,angelo1 or our other glorious fathers1 who in their simplicity certainly never thought of being obliged to show themselves at so much a head like some wild beasts4 ,sidenote3 ,,admission ,,fees ,,to ,,the ,,public ,,galleries4 ,it is a curious thing 7which induces me to think that thirst must be in the air of ,naples7 that this bottle-tax was instituted by a ,neapolitan1 the ,honourable ,ruggero ,bonghi1 who1 be it said with all due respect1 seems to be less anxious for the decorum of art and the advantage of artists than for an economy which1 to say the truth1 is but a shabby one4 ,i know quite well that artists are free from this tax1 but they must be provided with a certificate1 which is always a restriction2 and it is also true that artists1 and those who are not artists1 can enjoy free entrance1 but only on festa days4 ,it comes to the same as if to one who said1 ,i am hungry1 you answered1 ,you shall eat next week4 ,is it believed that only those students who are provided with certificates are to become artists8 ,art learns more from example than from precept1 as it is with every other thing4 ,i should be curious to know if ,demosthenes and ,cicero lived before or after the ,treatise on ,eloquence1 or if ,phidias studied at the ,academy1 and paid a tax for admission4 ,then1 also1 this is the common property of all1 and therefore its advantages should not be restricted4 ,the answer is1 that the entrance-tax is used for the maintenance and decorum of the galleries themselves4 ,the decorum and support of the public galleries never suffered from the want of this in bygone days2 why should they feel the need of it to-day8 ,,chapter ,,xiii4 ,,never ,,make ,a ,,present ,,of ,,your ,,works--,,pope ,,rezzonico ,,by ,,canova--,,tenerani--,,overbeck',s ,,theories--,,minardi ,,and ,,his ,,school--,a ,,woman ,,from ,,the ,,trastevere ,,who ,,looked ,,like ,,the ,,venus ,,of ,,milo--,,conventionalists ,,and ,,realists--,,an ,,ambitious ,,question ,,and ,,bitter ,,answer--,,filippo ,,gualterio4 ,the church of ,gesu ,nuovo was at that time under the ordinance of the ,jesuit ,fathers1 and one of these fathers1 who was devoted to the church1 set on foot a work which did him much honour4 ,though the church was beautiful in its design and decorations and rich in marbles1 the high altar was of wood1 and this was quite out of keeping with the general effect4 ,padre ,grossi1 who was as learned as he was zealous in his religion and a lover of art1 made the resolve that this altar should be entirely renewed and reconstructed of precious marble1 and he succeeded in carrying this into effect4 ,everybody contributed--the ,court1 the nobility1 the people1 owners of marble1 and artists4 ,it was not1 however1 yet finished2 some ornaments were still wanting1 and among these the panels of the pyx4 ,i was asked by ,padre ,grossi to make a model for this to be cast in silver1 and ,i cheerfully accepted the commission4 ,the subject1 which was singular and unusual1 but extremely pleasing1 was suggested to me by the ,padre himself4 ,it represented a youthful female figure1 accompanied by an angel1 at the foot of the altar1 who came to partake of the mystic bread4 ,as soon as ,i had finished the model1 ,i sent it to ,padre ,grossi1 who expressed his satisfaction with it4 ,not so the superior and the other fathers1 to whom the subject seemed to be too unusual4 ,the superior wrote me a very courteous letter of thanks1 the substance of which1 stripped of all its sweet and useless phrases1 was that he could not give his approval to the work4 ,i then took back my model and presented it to ,professor ,tommaso ,aloysio ,juvara1 who kept it as a pleasant memorial of me2 and thus this work also1 which was intended as a present1 fell through4 ,sidenote3 ,,my ,,mental ,,condition4 ,the time for my return to ,florence now drew near1 for my health could now be considered as quite restored1 save that a slight melancholy still hung about me1 induced by an importunate and persistent feeling that made me doubt my own powers to overcome the difficulties of art1 and of that art upon which ,i had at first entered1 as it were1 in triumph4 ,i was oppressed by a torpor or indecision1 a sense of something vague and undefined1 resembling that state of moral weakness which shows itself in sudden impulses and as sudden prostrations--all indications of lively fancy and active sensibility1 together with a great weakness of judgment and will4 ,in a word1 ,i had become a coward4 ,in my excited imagination ,i felt the beauty of art1 but ,i could not bring myself to lay hold of it1 and express it1 and reproduce it4 ,i desired to go back to my first steps1 and so felt my vanity offended4 ,the bello ideale1 ill defined and ill understood1 smiled upon me with all its flattering and illusory charms4 ,at slight intervals ,i seemed to feel these allurements1 and then again ,i suddenly fell into uncertainty4 ,e quale quei1 che disvuol ci che volle ,e per novi pensier cangia proposta2#h #h ,and like to one who unwills what he wills1 ,and changes for new thoughts his purposes4 --,,dante3 ,inferno1 ,canto ii4 this was my state1 and it afflicted me4 ,sidenote3 ,,statue ,,of ,,pope ,,rezzonico4 ,the decision which was to overcome all my uncertainty came to me from an idealist1 or rather from an imitator of ,greek art1 ,canova1 and from one of his works not drawn from the ideal1 but from life4 ,i was about to return from ,rome to ,florence1 when1 as ,i stood looking vaguely about one morning in ,st ,peter's1 a prey to fleeting and changeable thoughts1 my eyes were arrested by the statue of ,pope ,rezzonico4 ,how often ,i had looked at that grandiose monument and passed on6 ,this time the movement and expression of concentrated feeling in this statue1 united with a sentiment of imitation so strong1 and yet so free from minute and servile detail1 made a great impression on me2 and this was all the more vivid1 because ,i could confront it with the other statues of the same monument1 all of which are characterised by mannerism and imitation of the antique4 ,this comparison stood me in stead of the most powerful of reasonings and criticism1 and ,i seemed to hear a voice issue from those marbles which said1 ,see the great affection and study that ,canova has given to these statues1 and still they do not speak to your heart like that praying figure of the ,pope4 ,why is this8 ,reflect6 ,and1 in fact1 ,i know no subject more worthy of consideration than to seek among the statues of ,canova for the reasons of his oscillation between the imitation of nature and the imitation of the antique2 for exactly here is the knot of that grave question which even to-day keeps artists divided into two schools--that of the ,academicians and that of the veristi4 ,sidenote3 ,,canova ,,and ,,the ,,bello ,,ideale4 ,doubtless nature is the foundation of art1 as beauty is its object2 and to forget either one or the other is to fall into error4 ,if we kept these two cardinal points in our mind1 and made them both subjects of study in our works1 all our discussions and disputes would cease4 ,but it too often happens that the ,academicians1 holding too strongly to the beautiful as the end to be attained1 forget that its foundation is in the truth or nature2 while the ,realists1 blindly trusting to nature1 which when it is not subjected to selection is a bad foundation1 lose sight of the true end1 which is beauty4 ,now in the works of ,canova we see a constant endeavour to harmonise the beautiful with nature2 but as the cry of bello ideale 7a magic phrase invented at that time7 was then loved1 with the painter ,david leading the chorus1 and the imperial cannon sounding the accompaniment1 the interior voices and protests of the ,christian artificers were either drowned or lifted to the hundred pagan deities whom the epicurean philosophy of the time demanded1 and to whom they burned their incense4 ,but the genius which nature had given to this great artist triumphed over the tendencies of his time1 over the cry of pedants and the imperial favours2 and the ,pope ,rezzonico1 and ,pius ,,vi41 and the ,magdalen1 are there to demonstrate the singular force of that genius which alone battled against the torrent of the schools and the tyranny and customs of his age4 ,these works of his are rays of that light which first illuminated the mind of this great artist1 when1 still young and free in his inspirations1 and unbiassed by rules1 counsel1 and praise1 he conceived and executed that wonderful group of ,icarus4 ,in this careful spirit of examination and reasoning ,i again reviewed and studied the masterpieces of ancient and modern art1 and many of the judgments which had been distorted by my poor brain during my first visit were afterwards rectified4 ,i became attached with reverent friendship to ,minardi1 ,tenerani1 and ,overbeck2 and although all three followed the school of the mystical ideal1 which was far from conformable to the rich and inexhaustible variety of nature1 ,i admired in them their profound conviction in the excellence of their school2 and although ,tenerani united to his mysticism the graces of antique form1 still it seemed to me that precisely on this account he was often a timid friend to nature4 ,when1 however1 he was not dominated by a preconceived idea--,i mean in his portraits--he was really and incontestably true to nature4 ,his ,count ,orloff1 though inspired by the statues of the philosophers in the ,vatican1 is not inconsistent with this opinion2 and his ,pellegrino ,rossi and his ,maria of ,russia are perfectly original1 and show no preoccupation of his mind except with nature4 ,and it then seemed to me strange1 as it still seems1 that an artist1 in portraying a fact or a personage1 however ideal1 should attempt to draw it purely from an idea1 and not from living nature2 for his idea is for the most part only a remembrance of what he has seen4 ,the two processes are quite different2 for the idea reaches out for the source of truth or nature1 which is infinitely varied1 while the memory retains types and figures of other works of so small a scale in variety that its extreme ends soon meet each other4 ,sidenote3 ,,tenerani ,,and ,,overbeck4 ,overbeck was more ideal and mystical than ,tenerani4 ,he placed all the charm of art in the conception alone1 and rarely or never used a model4 ,one day he said to me1 in a tone of the most absolute conviction1 that models 7or nature7 destroyed the idea4 ,this theory1 which is eminently false as a general proposition1 has a certain truth when applied to sacred subjects and representations of divinity1 and specially in regard to those artists who in painting a ,madonna make a portrait of a model4 ,the imitation of life is certainly necessary even in sacred subjects2 but it is difficult so to select and portray them that the religious idea does not become obscured1 as well on account of the vulgarity as of the excessive realism and expression of the model4 ,the expression it is absolutely necessary that the artist should create1 if he has it in him1--and only so far as this ,overbeck was right4 ,then1 indeed1 is the opportunity for the bello ideale1 which is so ill understood and ill treated2 for the ideal is in substance nothing else but the idea of the truth in nature1 and diffused over all creation1 as well in the material as in the intellectual world4 ,and every artist of heart and just perceptions feels it and sees it1 and recomposes its scattered parts by means of long study and great love4 ,sidenote3 ,,minardi ,,and ,,his ,,school4 ,minardi1 the father1 so to speak1 of all the artistic youths of his day1 strove to reform them in taste and composition1 founding himself on the works and the canons of the ,cinquecentisti4 ,this recognition is all the more due to him when we remember that precisely at this time1 when he was endeavouring to carry out this reform1 he had before him ,camuccini and all his school in full vigour1 and that now ,minardi's school is flourishing and strengthened as much by the conquests he has made in variety of imitation from nature as in mastery of colour4 ,i have said that ,minardi was like a father2 and so he was4 ,he treated his young pupils as if they were his children1 kept them in his own studio1 and ,i have seen three--,consoni1 ,mariani1 ,marianecci--and many others around him gaily jesting with their venerable master4 ,his portfolios and albums were always open to all1 and he delighted to show them1 and1 while looking over their studies and compositions1 to add those words of explanation1 counsel1 and warning which are so useful to young artists4 ,i seem to see him now in that great studio of his1 which was somewhat in disorder1 and encumbered with easels1 drawings1 cartoons1 books1 prints1 and antique furniture--the air filled with clouds of tobacco-smoke which issued from the pipe he had always in his mouth1 and he himself always working or talking1 reading or writing4 ,he was affable1 gracious1 and eloquent1 and1 with those little eyes looking through his spectacles1 he seemed to read into your soul2 and if he found it sad1 he threw out a word1 and awakened it again to life and courage4 ,one day1 seeing me more than ordinarily melancholy1 he rose from his work1 took me by the hands1 and puffing from his pipe a larger volume of smoke than usual1 asked what was troubling me2 and when ,i had made a clean breast of it to him1 he laid his pipe down1 and embracing me1 said1 ,cheer up1 my son6 drive away from your head all those whims3 go back to ,florence1 take up your work again with courage1 and have more faith in yourself and in your powers4 ,it is an old man who is speaking to you1 who neither can nor will deceive you4 ,the words of the excellent master went straight to my heart1 and filled it with courage1 hope1 and peace4 ,sidenote3 ,,roman ,,and ,,florentine ,,models4 ,in this way1 with studying the ancient monuments1 and going about among the living artists1 ,i passed several days in ,rome4 ,the models1 and particularly those of the artists ,i have named1 ,i found more robust and rounded than our ,florentine models1 which are for the most part slender and lymphatic4 ,among our girls you will not find1 though you should pay a million1 such necks1 so firm and robust1 and at the same time so soft and flexible1 and like the examples which ,greek and ,roman art has left us4 ,so it seems that1 without seeking for the cause of the contradiction between the living nature ,i had found in ,florence1 and that which was represented in antique art1 ,i had come to the conclusion that the ,greeks and ,romans worked purely from ideas1 and corrected nature according to that established rule which we call convention4 ,nothing is more erroneous than this notion1 and the proof of it ,i found in ,rome itself1 as ,i shall now tell4 ,sidenote3 ,a ,,roman ,,model4 ,sidenote3 ,,an ,,adventure ,,with ,a ,,trastevere ,,girl4 ,whoever is familiar with the ,roman people will have observed a notable difference between the figures of the common people1 and especially those of the ,trasteverini and the ,monti1 and those of the higher classes who are in better circumstances4 ,the latter are more slender1 with a fine and white skin1 and often with chestnut hair2 while the former have dark eyes1 skin1 and hair1 are harsh and short in their ways and voices1 and for a mere nothing throw up their barricades1 and blood runs without much lamentation over it4 ,you can easily see in these people their uninterrupted derivation from those fierce legions who planted their eagles over all the then known earth4 ,nor is the blood in the women different from that in the men2 and if the men carry their knives in their pockets 7they certainly did then71 the women carried1 thrust across their massive knots of ebon hair with much taste1 a sharp dagger with a silver handle1 which was in every way capable of sending any poor unfortunate devil into the other world4 ,one day 7it was ,sunday towards evening7 ,i was1 as usual1 dreaming about those busts or necks of ,minerva and ,polymnia1 and the ,venus of ,milo1 and ,i know not how many other antique statues1 which seemed to me to give a solemn contradiction to all my little models of pastry that ,i had left in ,florence1 and ,i fixed my eyes on the neck of every woman that ,i passed4 ,this examination induced me to modify in measure my opinion as to the conventionalism of the necks of the antique statues2 and ,i should have been satisfied1 and have changed my mind entirely1 even had ,i not purely by chance gone on into the ,trastevere4 ,here there was a great number of young persons1 both male and female1--the men either in the pot-houses1 or gathered around the doors1 or standing in groups1 and the girls in companies of three or four walking up and down the street of the ,longaretta4 ,among these ,i saw one who1 if she had been made on purpose to prove that the necks of the antique statues were not conventional1 could not have here offered a more absolute proof4 ,there were three girls1 two small1 and one large who was between them4 ,she walked along with a slow and majestic step1 talking with her companions4 ,a sportsman who spies a hare1 a creditor who meets a debtor1 a friend who finds another friend whom he thought to be far away or dead1 these give a weak notion of my surprise in beholding this girl4 ,my dear reader1 ,i do not in the least exaggerate when ,i say that ,i seemed to look on the ,venus of ,milo4 ,her head and neck1 which alone were exposed to view1 were as like that statue as two drops of water4 ,i was astounded4 ,i turned back to look at her again1 and it would have been well for me had ,i contented myself with this2 but ,i wished to see her yet once more4 ,the girl1 who had not an idea within a thousand miles of what ,i was pondering1 nor of the corrections that ,i was formulating on an sthetical opinion of such great importance1 suddenly stopped1 and taking the dagger from her hair1 advanced towards me1 and with a strong and almost masculine voice1 said to me1 ,well1 ,mr ,dandy1 does your life stink in your nostrils8 ,i shot off home directly1 looking neither to the right nor left2 and when ,i arrived ,i told my wife what had happened1 and she reproved me gently for making my studies so out of time and place4 ,now ,i ask1 why this disdain8 ,had ,i been guilty of anything improper in looking at the girl8 ,is it possible that she could have really been offended8 ,i do not believe it4 ,i know something about women1 and ,i know that it is their weakness to try to attract attention4 ,it is more probable that there was some one near her to whom the girl wished to show that in respect to anything touching her honour she was too fierce to allow any other person even to look at her4 ,leonardo none the less counsels us to study from nature1 in the open air1 not only by looking1 but also by taking notes2 and he makes no exception as to the ,trasteverini4 ,for the benefit of young artists1 ,i propose to add a note on this subject to all new editions of ,leonardo4 ,sidenote3 ,,greek ,,life ,,and ,,models4 ,the discovery of this beautiful head and neck of the antique style and character set upon a living girl 7and what a complexion67 led me to consider how many other parts of incontestable beauty which we find in the antique statues1 and so readily believe to be born of the imagination of the ,greek sculptors1 are really to be found in nature2 and the ,greeks only selected them for imitation4 ,but if this be so1 how can the absolute deficiency of such models in our day be explained8 ,then ,i considered the different education of this people1 their warlike lives1 their games1 and prizes at throwing the disc1 racing1 boxing1 and the esteem in which physical beauty was held4 ,if1 indeed1 for these reasons there is in our day a deficiency of fine models1 we are not absolutely without them1 as this spirited and beautiful girl clearly proves2 and ,i firmly believe she must have been in respect to all the rest of her body an excellent model4 ,hence the necessity of carefully selecting our models4 ,in this respect1 however1 we find ourselves in a much more difficult position than the ancients4 ,first1 because1 as ,i have said1 their education lent itself more efficaciously to the development of the body2 and then1 because the public games afforded far greater opportunities to see and select among them4 ,sidenote3 ,a ,,beautiful ,,nude ,,model4 ,the first thing which assures a good result to a work is the selection of good models2 and after taking great heed of this1 good imitation is of absolute necessity4 ,i have observed that he who exercises little or no selection1 and contents himself with the first model he sees1 belongs to that class of conventional artists who allow themselves such an infinity of additions and subtractions1 and corrections of the model1 that generally only the remnants of nature are to be found in their works2 while those who follow the opposite school copy the model minutely just as it is1 and even with all its imperfections4 ,if the former remain cold and false1 the latter are vulgar and tasteless2 for they carry their love for truth to such an excess1 that they do not distinguish the beautiful from the ugly4 ,nay1 they prefer the ugly1 because to them it seems more true because it is more common4 ,it happened to me once to be in the studio of one of these young artists1 who was engaged on ,i do not remember what work4 ,when the model was stripped he was beautiful to see3 a small head1 squared breast1 an elegant pelvis1 delicate knees and ankles1 and1 in a word1 seemed the ,idolino itself1 living and speaking4 ,will you believe it8--he was set aside4 ,but what are you doing8 said ,i4 ,don't you see how beautiful this boy is8 ,copy him fearlessly4 ,he is beautiful as ,idolino himself4 ,that is exactly why ,i do not want him as a model4 ,i am afraid it will be said that ,i have copied my ,idolino4 ,sidenote3 ,,conventional ,,imitation4 ,to such a point did their aberration arrive4 ,but at the same time1 ,i am sure that if this model had fallen into the hands of one of the idealistic reformers of nature1 he would have been corrected 7that is1 ruined7 in every part1 according to the suggestions of his stupid conventionalism4 ,this mania of correcting nature is in itself extremely injurious1 and the young artist must be constantly on his guard against it4 ,a finished artist may sometimes do this1 because in his skill and experience he finds the limits and the measure of the liberty which are permissible4 ,indeed he is not aware of the corrections that he is making1 and believes that he sees it so2 but this depends on the habit of seeing and portraying beautiful nature4 ,but a youth who once is set going on this incline never stops2 for he finds it far easier to draw freely on his memory than to keep within the proper bounds of imitation4 ,i repeat1 then1 that he who does not select from beautiful nature with studious love shows little faith in her beauty1 and thence come carelessness and unwillingness to portray her1 and then a headlong fall into the conventional4 ,he1 however1 who finds the beautiful in everything1 or rather1 he who despises antique art and calls it conventional1 even though it be by ,phidias1 is quite as conventional himself in his realism4 ,his wish is to be considered naturalistic and realistic at all hazards1 even to denying nature itself1 in case it reminds him of anything classic 7as we have already seen71 and at last he goes so far as to puzzle his brains and struggle to arrange the model and draperies so as to make them appear naturalistic4 ,i have seen an artist get into a rage because his draperies would not come upon the natural model just as he wished1 and who kept tossing them about and disarranging them so that they should not seem to be artificially disposed4 ,i observed to him that he was really arranging them artificially1 so that they should not appear to be so arranged4 ,he was making a seated figure in a cloak4 ,after the model had seated himself1 and thrown the cloak about him in folds which were perfectly natural1 and fell beautifully about his body and knees1 the artist kept foolishly changing them1 putting them out of their proper place1 because1 he said1 that as they came naturally1 they looked as if they had been artificially disposed4 ,sidenote3 ,,arrangement ,,of ,,draperies4 ,but that is not so1 said ,i4 ,they arrange themselves naturally1 and you keep disarranging them exactly like those artists whom you blame for being imitators of the antique and conventionalists1 and you are in this neither more nor less than a conventionalist like them1 and even worse1 for they always strive to put the folds in their proper place1 in a certain number and a certain disposition2 and though this is detestable and tiresome pedantry1 because it destroys that variety which is the first attribute of nature1 still they are not renegades to it as you are1 when you thus obstinately insist on placing the folds where they cannot possibly be1 with the pretence that otherwise they would seem adjusted4 ,you1 even more than they1 are an illogical conventionalist4 ,but to be just1 ,i must say that at this time the neophytes of the new school were few and scattered4 ,the school1 indeed1 is new only in so far as it has carried us into the excessive1 the negative1 and the illogical2 for the school of the veristi is as old as art itself1 and its principles are correct4 ,indeed1 strictly speaking1 it has one single principle1 the imitation of nature2 but what the ancients meant was imitation of life in its perfection1 while the moderns 7at least some of them7 mean all life1 all nature1 even though it be ugly4 ,more than this1 they prefer the ugly and deformed1 not perceiving that the deformity of nature is outside of true nature1 since any defect alters the essential character of nature1 which consists of a harmony of parts answering to beauty4 ,in a word1 the deformed1 which is the same thing as the ugly1 is nature debased1 and thus ceases to be nature4 ,i am well aware that the veristi deny that they prefer vulgar and ugly nature2 and if their denial were justified by their works1 ,i should entirely agree with them1 and my discourse on this subject would be entirely futile4 ,but saying is not the same as doing4 ,sidenote3 ,,return ,,to ,,florence ,,with ,a ,,fresh ,,mind4 ,i returned to ,florence quite restored in health1 strengthened by the example of the works of art in ,rome1 and inspirited by the brotherly words of those old and venerated artists1 who1 alas6 now sleep the eternal sleep1 or rather1 who have waked from the brief sleep of life to one eternal day4 ,the discovery of the famous head and neck of that ,trasteverina had cured me of my prejudiced belief that the ancients corrected nature according to their completely ideal mode of looking at it--a belief which induces in the mind of the artist a weak faith1 slight esteem of nature1 and thence an unwillingness to imitate it1 and an effrontery in correcting it4 ,before going to work in my studio ,i wished again to see and study1 in view of my new convictions1 our own monuments4 ,i made the tour of the churches1 palaces1 and public and private galleries1 just as if ,i was a stranger4 ,to many things indeed ,i might call myself really a stranger1 for ,i had either never seen them1 or but slightly and superficially4 ,from this examination ,i came to the conclusion that the artists of all times studied their predecessors1 and only imitated nature after having studiously selected what was conformable to the idea which first rose in their minds4 ,henceforth the way was clear1 the light shone upon it1 and the objects of art which ,i examined came out distinctly and really in their true aspect4 ,never to my intellect had the veil which covers the subtle and recondite reasons of the beautiful seemed so clear and transparent2 and ,i felt tranquil1 satisfied1 strong1 and ready to devote myself to my new works in the studio4 ,one incident1 however1 did momentarily disturb this peace and security of mine4 ,sidenote3 ,,an ,,adventure ,,in ,,the ,,pitti4 ,one day ,i was in the ,pitti ,gallery1 and passing through the room where the two statues of ,cain and ,abel are placed1 ,i saw a youth who was drawing from the latter4 ,he seemed from his aspect to be a foreigner4 ,i spoke to him not only to assure myself of this fact1 but also 7,i confess7 because it gave me pleasure to see him copying my statue1 and ,i wished by exchanging a few words with him to taste still more strongly this pleasure1 which1 for the rest1 is excusable in a young author4 ,approaching him ,i said-- ,do you like this statue8 ,yes1 very much2 and that is the reason ,i am copying it4 ,it seems1 ,i said1 as ,i saw he did not recognise me1 to be a modern work1 does it not8 ,certainly2 so modern that the author is still living--though one might say that he is dead4 ,what6 ,i do not understand you4 ,how can one say that he is dead when he is living8 and ,i could scarcely restrain the wonder and emotion that these singular words created in me4 ,it is indeed a very sad fact1 and is very much talked about2 but it seems that the poor artist1 so young and full of talent---- ,sidenote3 ,,filippo ,,gualterio4 ,well8 ,i interrupted him suddenly4 ,it seems that he is going mad4 ,i was silent4 ,these last words wounded me to the quick1 and ,i remembered that during my past sufferings ,i too had a fear lest ,i should lose my head1 but ,i never suspected that this idea had entered into the minds of others4 ,i went out of the room without even saluting the young foreigner1 and walked up and down in the open air1 going over in my memory my past suffering1 my voyage to ,naples1 the cure ,i had undergone1 and my re-establishment in health both in body and spirit1 and at last ,i became tranquil1 and almost smiled in recalling this strange conversation with the young foreigner4 ,i set myself to work with good will1 and threw down the first model of the ,bacchino dell',uva ,malata1 which ,i had left without casting in order to remake it according to a new conception that had come to me in ,naples4 ,secure of the road ,i meant now to take1 convinced in my principles1 which in substance did not differ from those that had guided me in my first statues1 ,i modelled with great rapidity the small ,bacchus1 the ,bacchante1 and a figure of the daughter of the ,marchese ,filippo ,gualterio1 lying dead4 ,i first made the acquaintance of ,filippo ,gualterio at ,siena1 in the house of my friend ,count dei ,gori1 in the first revolutionary movement of #ahdg4 ,he was a thorough gentleman1 of careful education1 a lover of art1 an enthusiast for beauty1 a facile writer of the moderate party1 not then in favour of the unity of ,italy1 but attached heart and soul to the theories of ,gioberti as set forth in the ',primato4' ,out of pique1 on account of some annoyance he had received from the ,pontifical ,government1 of which he was a subject1 he exiled himself from his native country1 ,orvieto1 and joined the revolutionary movement of ,turin1 ,florence1 and ,genoa4 ,later he took a prominent part in the revolution of #ahei1 embraced the cause of unity1 became ,minister1 and shortly after died of paralysis of the brain4 ,sidenote3 ,,pietro ,,selvatico4 ,the statuette of the ,bacchino so much pleased my friend ,pietro ,selvatico1 who happened to be in ,florence precisely at the time when ,i finished it1 that he made a drawing of it as a souvenir in his album4 ,this able writer and distinguished critic and historian of art was also an artist and accomplished draughtsman1 or rather he was so until an obstinate disease in his eyes deprived them of that clearness of vision which is necessary to mastery as a draughtsman4 ,,chapter ,,xiv4 ,,the ,,nude--,,the ,,statue ,,of ,,david--,,rauch--,,the ,,base ,,of ,,the ,,tazza--,,the ,,chapel ,,of ,,the ,,madonna ,,del ,,soccorso--,,sepulchral ,,monuments ,,for ,,san ,,lorenzo--,,the #bg,,th ,,of ,,april #ahei--;,,count ,,scipione ,,borghesi--,a ,,group ,,of ,,the ,,deluge--,,competition ,,for ,,wellington',s ,,monument1 ,,and ,a ,,great ,,help4 ,i began to work1 as ,i have said1 upon the figure of the ,dead ,girl1 and upon the ,bacchante1 two subjects diametrically opposed to each other1--the ,bacchante representing the festivity1 the dance1 the libations1 and the weariness resulting from them2 the ,dead ,girl1 the innocence of a few short days of life1 the repose and the joy of an eternal peace4 ,this is a good method whereby to temper the expression and form of one's works1 and ,i recommend it to young artists1 since continually playing on the same string finally begets an annoyance and weariness1 which exhibit themselves in the work4 ,if the ,bacchante had not been modified by this dead figure1 which recorded an innocent life and a serene death1 it might have degenerated and lost that beauty which is only to be found in what is good4 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,nude4 ,one other piece of advice4 ,in conceiving and working out subjects which1 in their intention as well as in the manner required to express them1 tend towards sensuality1 one should inspire one's self with a purely intellectual love4 ,to this kind of love one should adhere tenaciously1 for it is easy to go astray4 ,such love seizes1 and desires1 and prefers to attain what is good1 in which is included all that is true and all that is beautiful2 but the seductions of the senses veil the eyes of reason and light the fires of voluptuousness4 ,therefore we should be careful1 in order that art1 which is the mistress and mother of civilisation1 should not lower itself to be the corrupter of taste and habits4 ,it is not in the least in regard to nudity that we should be circumspect1 but in regard to the conception1 the expression1 and the movement of the statue2 in a word1 to the state of mind1 the idea1 the interior condition of the artist4 ,thus1 for instance1 one may look at a figure entirely nude1 like the ,venus of the ,capitol1 and be impressed merely by a reverent admiration1 or by quite the opposite sentiment4 ,the purest and most sacred subjects1 the most completely clothed figures1--as1 for instance1 a nun1 or the ,santa ,teresa of ,bernini1--may be impressed by an unequivocal sensuality4 ,no6 nudity does not offend modesty4 ,if it did1 all the works of ,michael ,angelo deserve condemnation2 while on the contrary1 as every one knows 7,i appeal for the truth of this to the most prudish2 to the priests1 to the popes1 who ordered and placed in the churches the works of this divine man--and in so doing did well1 though these figures1 both male and female1 are as naked as ,god made them71 far from offending against decency in the least1 they elevate the mind into regions so high and so ideal that their bodies are transfigured1 so to speak1 and clothed with a supersensual light in which there is nothing earthly4 ,sidenote3 ,,removal ,,of ,,the ,,david ,,of ,,angelo4 ,about this period the question began to be agitated in respect to the ,david of ,michael ,angelo4 ,already for some time artists and lovers of works of art had expressed a fear that this masterpiece should remain exposed to injury in the open air1 and thus be subjected to constant deterioration4 ,a commission was nominated to examine into the matter and prepare some manner of placing under shelter this celebrated work4 ,professor ,pasquale ,poccianti1 president of the commission1 proposed that it should be removed and placed in the ,loggia dell',orgagna close by1 under the great central arch4 ,this proposition was supported strongly by ,lorenzo ,bartolini1 who had expressed his opinion several years before in a letter addressed to ,signor ,giovanni ,benericetti-,talenti1 then ,inspector of the ,academy of ,fine ,arts1 and which ,i have seen4 ,the ,grand ,duke1 assured by the opinion of such competent artists1 ordered the statue to be removed and placed under the ,loggia1 in conformity with the advice of the commission1 and with the plans presented for this end by ,professor ,poccianti4 ,it was the intention of the ,grand ,duke to substitute for the colossus that he removed a copy of it in bronze1 to be cast by ,papi1 and the order was given for making a mould and casting it4 ,i was not on the commission for the removal2 on the contrary1 ,i was among those who did not believe in the injuries which the statue was supposed to be suffering4 ,i did not think that there was any grave danger in allowing it to remain where it was1 or that the cause that had produced the very apparent injury occasioned to the head and the left arm was constant dropping of water from the roof above2 and as this had already been guarded against1 it seemed to me inadvisable to remove it and withdraw it from public view4 ,i remembered also to have read that ,michael ,angelo himself had strongly urged that it should be allowed to remain where he had placed it1 and where he1 in working at it1 had harmonised it with its surroundings2 for even then doubts were raised lest it might suffer injury in that position4 ,and besides1 ,i did not consider it prudent to remove such a colossal statue1 both on account of the danger of the operation1 and because ,i thought it impossible to find another place so favourable for artistic effect and historical significance4 ,therefore1 when ,i learned that its removal had been decreed1 ,i regretted it extremely4 ,information of this intention was given me by my friend ,luigi ,venturi1 from whom ,i did not conceal my regret2 and as the ,grand ,duke was well disposed towards me1 ,i decided to go that very evening to the ,pitti ,palace and humbly submit all the arguments which induced me to oppose this removal of the ,david4 ,he received me with his customary kindness1 and imagining perhaps that ,i desired to speak with him about some work which ,i was doing for him on commission 7of which ,i shall speak in its proper place71 he said-- ,sit down1 and tell me what you have to say4 ,sidenote3 ,,arguments ,,against ,,the ,,removal4 ,your ,imperial ,highness1 ,i have heard with great surprise that you intend to remove the ,david from where it now stands1 and to place it under the ,loggia dell',orgagna4 ,yes2 that statue is1 as you know1 the masterpiece of ,michael ,angelo4 ,it is suffering injury every day1 and it is dangerous to leave it there exposed to the sun and the rain4 ,it ought to be placed under cover1 and the ,loggia is not only so near as to render the operation of removal easy and safe1 but it also is a most beautiful place1 and with its great central arch will fitly frame this magnificent statue4 ,i answered--,i also always have thought that this statue suffers from its exposure to the frost and sun--although the marble is from ,fantiscritti1 and is of most durable quality2 and naturally the idea suggests itself to one that it would be better to remove it where it would not be subjected to this slow but certain deterioration4 ,but the grave question which has always preoccupied my mind has been the difficulty of handling this colossus1 so weak in its supports2 and what renders this all the more difficult is the crack which is said to have been discovered in the leg upon which it stands1 which is the weakest4 ,i therefore think that if this crack exists1 it constitutes another and principal reason why the statue should not be touched4 ,but independent of this difficulty1 which practised and scientific persons might possibly overcome1 there is the question as to where it should be placed4 ,this colossus is made for the open air1 and to be seen at great distances2 and the place to which it is now proposed to assign it is not in the open air1 and has not the light of the sky1 but on the contrary1 a light reflected from the earth1 so that only the lower part would be illuminated1 and in a negative sense--that is1 from below upward1 and not from above downward1 as from the light of the sky4 ,the upper part would in consequence remain in a half light1 so as to divide the statue into two zones3 the one which would be in the half light ought to be illuminated1 and that which would be illuminated ought to be in graduated shadow4 ,and again1 there is no distance3 from the sides it is not sufficient1 and in front the statue would seem too high in consequence of the steps of the ,loggia4 ,nor only this3 if for the reasons ,i have stated the statue itself would suffer1 the ,loggia would suffer still more1 and would be enormously sacrificed1 and in consequence of the colossal proportions of the statue1 its beautiful arches would be dwarfed2 and still more---- ,enough6 the ,grand ,duke with vexation interrupted me4 ,these are considerations which might have been discussed1 but now the thing has been decreed4 ,and rising1 he added1 ,good evening1--which being interpreted into common language1 was as much as to say1 ,go away2 you bore me4 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,grand ,,duke ,,dismisses ,,me4 ,i bowed and went away4 ,on the stairs ,i said to myself1 ,you have done a pretty business4 ,you see how you were dismissed1 and with what irritation4 ,you had better have minded your business4 ,what had you to do with this8 ,did he ask you to give your advice8 ,no2 you have your deserts1 and will learn better another time4 ,and slowly1 slowly ,i returned home4 ,but none the less ,i was not dissatisfied with myself for having spoken frankly to the ,grand ,duke on this matter4 ,i had expressed my true opinion1 and ,i should have felt more regret if ,i had been silent1 inasmuch as ,i was thoroughly convinced of the utility and propriety of what ,i had said4 ,besides1 ,i knew how good the ,grand ,duke was1 and with what attention he had listened to me on other occasions when he interrogated me on questions relating to art in general1 or to my own works in particular4 ,but the phrase decreed still hammered in my head1 and ,i said to myself1 ,very well1--it is decreed2 but his decree is not a decree of heaven4 ,we shall see4 ,after all1 ,i have said what it seemed to me just to say1 and there is nothing improper in that2 and if there was any impropriety1 it was on his part in not allowing me to finish4 ,and there is this also1 ,i said--that colossus in the middle of the ,loggia will dwarf all the other statues1 and make them of little consequence2 so that by an accursed necessity they will have to remove the group of the ,rape of the ,sabines1 and the ,perseus1 which stand very well there1 as well as the ,centaur and the ,ajax1 and all the others along the wall1 which are not placed well1 whether the ,david is there or not4 ,sidenote3 ,,visit ,,of ,,rauch4 ,but in the meantime1 a fortunate incident gave a new direction to the affair of the removal of the ,david1 and a great weight to my words4 ,one morning a gentleman came to my studio1 who said he wished to see me4 ,i1 who then was accustomed to permit no one to pass into my private studio1 went out to see him4 ,he was tall of person1 dignified1 and benevolent of aspect2 his eyes were blue1 and over his handsome forehead his white hair was parted and carried behind the ears in two masses1 which fell over the collar of his coat4 ,he extended his hand to me1 and said-- ,for some time ,i have heard you much spoken of2 but as ,fame is frequently mendacious1 in coming to ,florence ,i wished1 first of all1 to verify by an examination of your works the truth of all ,i have heard of you2 and as ,i find them not inferior to your high reputation1 ,i wished to have the pleasure of shaking your hand2 and he then took both my hands in his4 ,you are an artist8 ,i asked4 ,yes1 he replied1--a sculptor4 ,i wondered who he could be4 ,he spoke ,italian admirably1 but with a foreign accent4 ,excuse me1--are you living in ,rome8 ,oh no1 he answered2 ,i lived there for thirty years1 but now for some time ,i have been in ,berlin4 ,i am ,rauch4 ,i bowed to him1 and he embraced me and kissed me1 and accompanying me into my private room1 we sat down4 ,i shall never forget his quiet conversation1 which was calm and full of benevolence4 ,while he was speaking1 ,i went over in my memory the beautiful works of this great ,german artist1--his fine monument to ,frederick the ,great1 his remarkable statue of ,victory1 and many others4 ,i recalled the sharp passages between him and ,bartolini1 and without knowing why1 ,i could not help contrasting his gentleness with the caustic vivacity of our master4 ,their disagreements have long been over2 the peace of the tomb has united them2 and now the busts of both stand opposite to each other in the drawing-room of my villa of ,lappeggi4 ,sidenote3 ,,rauch',s ,,visit ,,to ,,the ,,grand ,,duke4 ,among other things1 we discussed the question of the removal of the ,david1 and its proposed collocation under the ,loggia dell',orgagna4 ,he strongly disapproved of it1 and exhorted me to use all my influence 7to use his own words7 to induce the ,grand ,duke to alter this decision4 ,i then narrated to him my conversation with the ,grand ,duke1 and the issue of it4 ,he was surprised1 and after thinking awhile1 said that perhaps there was no ground to despair1 and that ,i ought to speak of it again and to insist4 ,i answered-- ,i really cannot do so4 ,you1 however1 might4 ,your name1 and the friendship of the ,grand ,duke for you1 might perform miracles2 and nothing else is needed1 as there is already a decree in the way4 ,leave it to me4 ,to-morrow ,i am invited to dine at ,court1 and ,i will manage so that they will speak to me of this2 and unless they ask me1 ,i will not let it be known that we have met4 ,a few days afterwards he returned and told me that he had spoken at length on the subject with the ,grand ,duke1 who did not seem to be annoyed1 but on the contrary1 listened to him to the end2 and then smiling1 said that ,i had advanced the same doubts and objections4 ,he then thought it best to openly confess that we had talked together on the subject4 ,rauch went away shortly after2 but he so well managed the affair1 that the ,grand ,duke thought no more of the removal of the statue to the ,loggia1 considering the means proper to shield it from the injuries of the weather4 ,he also sent for me to tell me that ,rauch had advised him not to place it under the ,loggia1 and ,i remember used these words3 ,rauch is entirely of your opinion in regard to the ,david1 and he is a man who1 on such a ground1 deserves entire confidence2 and ,i wish to say this to you1 because it ought to give you pleasure1 and because it proves that you were right4 ,sidenote3 ,,letter ,,from ,,rauch ,,about ,,the ,,david4 ,i thanked the ,grand ,duke for the attention and consideration he had paid to the reasoning of ,rauch in regard to the ,david1 as well as for his kindness towards me2 and this procured me a dismissal more benignant than the previous one4 ,a short time after1 ,i received a letter from ,rauch from ,berlin1 in which he spoke to me of the ,david4 ,i showed it to the ,grand ,duke1 who ordered me to leave it with him4 ,but he returned it a few days later1 and ,i have transcribed the passage relating to the ,david3-- ,i learn with great pleasure that his ,highness the ,grand ,duke has resolved to leave the statue of ,david in its place in consequence of the trial made with the plaster cast4 ,but ,i should like to recommend to his ,highness to remove the group of ,ajax and ,patroclus from its present position1 and to arrange a proper place of just proportion and with a good light1 to receive worthily this work of sculpture divinely composed and executed by ,greek hands4 ,,berlin1 #agth ,december #ahed4 ,this is the reason why the statue of ,david was allowed to remain in its place for some twenty years more1 and until the fear of the danger which this masterpiece undoubtedly incurred induced the ,municipality and the ,government to order its removal to the ,academy of ,fine ,arts1 where it now stands1 but where it is not seen2 for if the ,government is liberal in spending many millions upon a ,palace of ,finance in ,rome1 it feels itself so restricted that it obstinately refuses to spend a few thousands to complete the building which is to harbour the most beautiful sculpture in the world4 ,sidenote3 ,,restoration ,,of ,,the ,,porphyry ,,tazza4 ,it was at this time that the ,royal ,manufactory of ,pietre ,dure finished the restoration of the famous ,tazza of porphyry--a most precious and rare object1 which1 from the time of ,cosimo ,i41 to whom ,pope ,clement ,,vii4 presented it1 had remained hidden in the store-rooms1 and in great part mutilated4 ,now1 as ,i have said1 owing to the great care and intelligence of the directors1 united to the goodwill and money of the ,prince1 it had been restored to its pristine beauty and perfection4 ,in order that this work1 which is also an historical record1 should be properly exhibited by itself in the ,royal ,gallery1 the ,grand ,duke desired that it should be placed on a base with a new and rich design1 which should at once be a completion and adornment of the ,tazza itself1 and also offer an occasion for a work of sculpture4 ,in matters of this kind this excellent ,prince was intelligent1 earnestly entered into them1 and gave full liberty to the artist who wrought for him2 and this work he would have carried out had not the revolution interrupted it4 ,but let us not be in a hurry4 ,i imagined a base of a form naturally cylindrical1 with ovolo mouldings4 ,that from below the base of the ,tazza descended in a vertical line to the base1 which stood upon a quadrate plinth4 ,between the base and the ,tazza--that is to say1 on the first cylinder--was a complete history of the ,tazza1 by means of symbolical figures which represented its origin1 fortunes1 and final destination4 ,perhaps this ,tazza once embellished the immense gardens of the ancient ,pharaohs2 and when their empire was overthrown by the power of ,rome1 all things great and precious which the genius and power of the nation had produced were either destroyed or carried off4 ,this ,tazza1 as well as the famous obelisks1 were brought to ,rome4 ,on the fall of the ,roman ,empire1 the ,tazza and obelisks remained1 and the former was presented by ,clement ,,vii41 together with other precious objects 7among which was the ,venus--so called--de' ,medici71 to ,cosimo ,i4 ,after the ,medician domination was over1 the ,tazza remained forgotten1 until it was restored1 as ,i have said1 and placed in the ,pitti ,gallery1 where it now stands4 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,base ,,of ,,this ,,tazza4 ,to express artistically this history1 ,i imagined four groups1 representing ,thebes with the genius of mechanics1 ,imperial ,rome with the genius of conquest1 ,papal ,rome with the genius of religion1 and ,tuscany with the genius of art4 ,thebes is in a sad and thoughtful attitude1 with a simple vest without mantle1 and has on his head the ,egyptian fillet4 ,he holds by the hand his genius1 who frowning and unwillingly follows after him and looks backward1 recalling il tempo felice nella miseria4 ,in his hand he carries a pair of broken compasses1 to denote his lost empire over science and art2 and at his feet is a truncated palm1 around which is coiled and sleeping the sacred serpent4 ,imperial ,rome stands in a proud attitude1 resting her right hand on the consular fasces1 and the left hand gathering up her mantle1 which falls to her feet4 ,she is crowned with oak-leaves1 and above her head is a lion-skin in the shape of a helmet4 ,her genius1 with a bold step and fierce aspect1 grasps a lance and a torch1 implements of destruction and emblems of iron and fire4 ,papal ,rome stands still1 with three crowns on her head1 from which the fillets descend upon her breast4 ,she is dressed in the pontifical robes1 and holds closed upon her breast the ,bible4 ,her genius1 dressed in a ,levite tunic1 and with one hand holding a cross and the other placed upon his breast1 in sign of faith and humility1 treads on a serpent1 the symbol of error1 which even from the earliest time insinuated itself into the ,church4 ,tuscany is in the act of walking4 ,on the diadem which crowns her head are engraved the ,tiber and the ,magra1 the rivers which bounded ancient ,etruria4 ,she holds the royal sceptre in her right hand1 and in her left the palladium of the arts4 ,her genius is crowned with laurels1 and leans upon a cippus1 on which are disposed the implements which are used in the arts of poetry1 music1 sculpture1 painting1 and architecture1 bound together by a branch of olive1 to denote that the arts are only developed during peace4 ,sidenote3 ,,description ,,of ,,the ,,base4 ,this conception1 which was clearly expressed in a sketch1 met with the approbation of the sovereign1 and he ordered me to model it on a large scale1 to be cast in bronze4 ,afterwards1 it seeming to me that the dark hue of bronze1 added to the shadow cast by the ,tazza itself1 would injure the effect of my work1 ,i sought and obtained permission to execute it in marble2 and ,i was at once paid for my model4 ,in the meantime1 in consequence of rich work of great delicacy1 it became necessary to seek for some marble which should be hard1 white1 and beautiful2 for this work differed from others in having no back view1 in which ordinarily the imperfections of the marble can be hidden1 but was exposed on all sides1 in consequence of its round form1 every point of view being a principal one4 ,hence there was a difficulty in finding a block entirely free from blemish1 and having no spots to injure the view of any important part4 ,the search for this consumed much time2 and when at last ,i had a clear hope that ,i had found it1 the revolution first suspended1 and afterwards ended1 everything4 ,i shall return to this subject later1 and at present ,i shall go on4 ,sidenote3 ,,chapel ,,of ,,the ,,madonna ,,del ,,soccorso4 ,at the same time the ,grand ,duke ordered me to decorate a chapel of the ,madonna del ,soccorso at ,leghorn4 ,of this1 which is the first on the left on entering the church1 he had become the patron4 ,the chapel was to represent the entire life of the ,madonna4 ,i made a large sketch1 in relief1 of the chapel and the ornaments of the altar1 with statues and pictures on the side walls4 ,in the great lunette over the altar1 ,i designed and coloured the ,annunciation of the ,virgin4 ,in the empty spaces between the arc of the lunette and the side walls1 which are trapezic like half pedestals1 were angels painted upon a mosaic ground of gold1 and holding spread out rolls of papyrus1 on which were written the prophecies of the ,virgin and of ,christ4 ,the altars ,i made with columns and round arches1 with a straight base1 after the style of the ,quattrocentisti4 ,the table of the altar represented the return from ,calvary of the ,virgin with ,st ,john4 ,behind1 in the distance1 were seen the crosses1 and the angels of the ,passion weeping and flying from the sorrowful scene4 ,this also ,i designed and coloured in my sketch4 ,under the table1 and through a perforated screen1 was seen the dead body of ,christ1 illuminated by hidden lights4 ,the statues in the niches of the lateral walls were to be ,st ,john and ,st ,luke1 as those who had specially written about the ,virgin4 ,in the two lateral walls above the niches1 there were to be two pictures representing the ,nativity and the ,death2 and these compositions1 as well as the sketches of the two statues of ,john and ,luke1 ,i did not carry out1 relying upon the intelligence of the ,grand ,duke1 which would enable him to judge from what ,i did do4 ,sidenote3 ,,works ,,ordered ,,by ,,the ,,grand ,,duke4 ,besides this complex and important work--the ,scriptural portion of which ,i was to execute1 while in regard to the paintings and architecture1 ,i was assigned the post of director1 with an authority to select the artists1--besides this1 ,i say1 he ordered of me the monuments to the ,grand ,duke ,ferdinand ,,iii4 his father1 to his brother1 his sister1 and various of his children1 all to be erected in the chapel called the ,vergine ,ben ,tornata1 which is in ,san ,lorenzo1 where at present is to be seen the monument of the ,grand ,duchess ,maria ,carolina4 ,and all these monuments ,i designed1 and made sketches of them1 which were approved by his ,highness2 and a royal rescript was made to me1 signed by the ,president of the ,ministry1 ,prince ,andrea ,corsini1 ordering me to execute these works4 ,but the #bgth of ,april #ahei1 foreseen by all1 unexpected by few1 arrived and overthrew everything4 ,from all these statements1 two facts are clear2 the first1 that the ,grand ,duke esteemed me--and the second1 that ,i knew absolutely nothing of the revolutionary movement of these days3 and this increased the not small number of persons1 who held me in dislike1 owing to the favour which ,i enjoyed at ,court1 and owing to the works which were intrusted to me4 ,these persons1 whom ,i must not call artists1 showed themselves1 both then and after1 to be sorely deficient in intellect and heart1 in blaming me for my affection and gratitude towards the ,prince1 who treated me so beneficently4 ,i have said that the events of the #bgth of ,april were quite unexpected by me4 ,but how was it possible for me to know anything1 when those who1 above all1 were so intimately acquainted with what was going on1 kept me at a distance1 and some1 as for instance the ,marquis ,gualterio1 who usually frequented my studio1 withdrew entirely from me8 ,besides1 how many there were who were as much in the dark as ,i1 though they were in a position that almost obliged them not to be ignorant6 ,i remember that the ,sardinian ,minister1 ,buoncompagni1 who lived in the ,pennetti ,palace in ,borgo ,pinti1 gave every week 7,i do not remember on what day7 a reception or party at which ,i met and conversed1 with the utmost frankness1 with the ,advocate ,vincenzo ,salvagnoli1 ,giovanni ,baldasseroni1 then ,minister1 the ,marquis ,lajatico1 the ,marchioness ,ginori1 as well as the ,princess ,conti and others1 and all of us were ignorant4 ,sidenote3 ,,demonstration ,,against ,,grand ,,duke4 ,it was only on ,easter morning 7,i believe it was the antivigilia of the revolution7 that ,i heard that something was to occur1 but vaguely2 there was nothing positive or precise4 ,there was to be some sort of demonstration or manifestation to induce the ,grand ,duke to enter into a league with ,piedmont for the war of independence4 ,but afterwards1 reassured by one who ought to have known more than ,i1 that it was really nothing1 but mere idle talk1 and childish vague reports1 ,i believed him4 ,and then8 ,the day after1 ,i met ,count ,scipione ,borghesi1 my excellent friend1 who1 as soon as he saw me1 said-- ,well1 ,i have just arrived from ,siena2 and to what point have we come8 ,about what8 ,i answered4 ,about our request--about our demonstration1 which is already organised4 ,it should take place to-day4 ,what6 you know nothing about it8 ,i know nothing--and there is nothing to know2 trust me1 for ,i ought to know something about it1 ,i answered1 assuming rather an air of authority4 ,my friend was a little disturbed at first2 and then smiling1 he added-- ,it may be as you say4 ,have you any commands for ,siena8 ,no1 thank you4 ,are you going back to ,siena soon8 ,eh8 ,who knows8--to-morrow--the day after to-morrow--as may be4 ,good-bye1 then1 ,i said1 and we shook hands4 ,sidenote3 ,,popular ,,demonstration4 ,the next morning1 from my little villa which ,i had rented at the ,pian di ,giullari1 ,i went down to ,florence1 taking my usual route1 at about half-past eight1 when ,i saw a gathering of people1 and groups here and there crowded together and talking excitedly4 ,i then began to suspect something4 ,i went to my studio1 uncovered my clay1 and waited for the model1 who should have been there4 ,she kept me waiting for an hour2 and before ,i could reprove her for her unpunctuality1 she told me that she had been detained by the great crowd of the demonstration which blocked up all the streets around ,barbano1 and that the ,piazza was thronged with people carrying banners and emblems4 ,bravo6 ,i said to myself1 ,i did know a good deal6 ,at the same time1 an under-officer and instructor of the ,lyceum ,ferdinando1 who lived over me1 came to the window and cried out ,viva ,italia6 and his pupils repeated his cry with enthusiasm4 ,do you know what this means8 ,i asked of my model1 who was already undressed4 ,i cannot work now2 dress yourself1 and go4 ,she at once obeyed1 and ,i remained thinking over the fact4 ,i desired that the ,grand ,duke should yield1 as in fact he did yield1 to the ,league with ,piedmont for the war against the foreigner2 and ,i was grieved when ,i heard of his departure4 ,on returning to the country1 ,i met my friend the advocate ,mantellini with ,duchoqu1 and we were all very sorry for what had occurred1 although ,i had nothing to do with the events which took place either before or on that day4 ,sidenote3 ,,sketch ,,for ,,monument ,,to ,,wellington4 ,the desire to give an account of this day has kept me for some time from the regular order of my records1 and ,i must now return upon my steps4 ,when ,i had completed the model for the base of the ,tazza1 a desire came over me to model a group of colossal dimensions4 ,i had selected as subject the universal ,deluge1 and with youthful ardour ,i had sketched out the whole1 and had fairly well modelled some of the parts4 ,but as at that time the ,english ,parliament had decided to erect an imposing monument to the ,duke of ,wellington1 and to that end had opened a world-competition1 ,i stopped working on my group1 and set myself to think out the monument to ,wellington4 ,i had1 however1 little wish to compete1 because it seemed to me that the work would finally be intrusted to an ,english sculptor1 and that love of country would naturally overcome that rectitude of judgment which is so deeply seated in the spirit of that great nation4 ,and so it happened that ,i had1 as ,i have said1 little desire to compete2 and besides1 ,i have always been opposed to competitions1 and ,i shall explain my reasons for this elsewhere4 ,but my friends at first began by proposing it to me1 then said so much1 and urged the matter with such insistence1 that finally ,i yielded and competed4 ,this work of mine ,i cannot exactly describe1 because1 not having seen it for many years1 ,i scarcely remember it4 ,let me try1 however4 ,in the angles of the great embasements were groups representing ,military ,science1 ,political ,science1 ,temperance1 and ,fortitude1 each with his ,genius4 ,the four faces of the base were ornamented with alti-rilievi4 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,grand ,,duke ,,sends ,,me ,,to ,,london4 ,above this rose upon another base the principal group of ,wellington with ,victory and ,peace4 ,there was a large contribution of ,florentine sculpture sent to ,london1 for ,fedi1 ,cambi1 and ,cartei competed as well1 and their models were exhibited before going to ,england4 ,the sending of these models was not without risk1 owing to their fragility--being in plaster--the minuteness of the work upon them1 and the length of the journey4 ,all these difficulties did not escape the attention of our benevolent sovereign1 who had seen my model2 and as soon as ,i had sent it off1 he told me he thought it both prudent and even necessary for me to go to ,london to attend to my work and see it taken out of its box4 ,i answered that ,i had no fear of its being injured1 having had it so well packed1 and depending on the ,government officials who were intrusted to receive and see to the placing of these competitive works4 ,these were the reasons ,i gave2 but there were others of a more intimate and delicate nature1 for out of respect for the other competitors ,i did not wish to appear as if ,i went to push forward my own work4 ,on his ,highness urging me more and more1 ,i told him all my thoughts1 and he replied1 with a smile1 ,if it is on account of this1 you can go at once1 for ,fedi came to take leave of me yesterday2 and to facilitate your journey1 ,i shall give you a hundred zecchini4 ,i could give you a letter for ,king ,leopold of the ,belgians1 my good friend1 but that would be like a recommendation1 so ,i shall abstain from doing so4 ,go and make haste1 for if your work should be damaged on its arrival1 who is there who could mend it8 ,therefore go2 and good-bye4 ,,chapter ,,xv4 ,,patience ,a ,,most ,,essential ,,virtue--,,trust ,,was ,a ,,good ,,man1 ,,but ,,trust-,,no-,,one ,a ,,better--,a ,,competition ,,either ,,attracts ,,or ,,drives ,,away ,,men ,,of ,,talent--,a ,,study ,,from ,,life ,,of ,a ,,lion ,,by ,,marrocchetti--,,assistant ,,modellers--,,sydenham ,,and ,,its ,,wonders--,,one ,,of ,,abel',s ,,fingers--,,new ,,judgment ,,of ,,solomon--,,an ,,important ,,question--,,an ,,indian ,,who ,,speaks ,,about ,,things ,,as ,,they ,,are--,,professor ,,papi ,,and ,,the ,,failure ,,of ,,the ,,first ,,cast ,,in ,,bronze ,,of ,,the ,,abel--,a ,,medicine ,,not ,,sold ,,by ,,the ,,chemist4 ,i started at once1 and it was well that ,i did so1 for the vessel which had the case containing my model sprang a leak on account of the bad weather1 had to stop at ,malta1 and arrived in ,london too late1 as the term had expired for the presentation of these models4 ,if it had not been for my having the bill of lading1--from which it was made clear that ,i had not only sent it in time1 but a long time before ,i was required1 and that this delay had occurred from circumstances entirely independent of my will1--my work would have been undoubtedly rejected4 ,for this reason1 and through the good offices of ,william ,spence1 it was accepted2 and he made me acquainted with the royal commissioner of the exhibition as the person intrusted by the author of the work4 ,when they proceeded to open the case the commissioner wished me to be present1 that ,i might see in what state it had arrived--and it was a truly lamentable state6 ,the ship1 as ,i have already said1 sprang a leak1 and the water had entered the case and softened the plaster figures1 so that they were dislodged from their places1 and rolled about in the box in all directions4 ,heads were detached from their bodies1 hands mutilated and broken1 aquiline noses flattened out1 the helmets had lost their plumes and front pieces4 ,in fact1 it was all a perfect hash6 ,besides this1 as ,i had wrapped them up in cotton-wool and paper1 and the salt water had penetrated and remained there for many days1 they had gone through a sort of special chemical process1 by which my sketch was coloured in the most varied and capricious way4 ,blue1 red1 and yellow were mixed up together with the most lively pleasantry2 and if it had been done on purpose1 one could not have reduced the poor work to a more wretched condition4 ,i saw at once that ,i needed all the sang froid possible1 so ,i did not utter a word1 and ostentatiously showed a calm exterior that ,i did not really feel1--all the more because already the greater part of the models had been put in their places1 and the exhibition and judgment on them were imminent4 ,fedi1 who was present at this disaster1 seeing me so cold1 said to me1 almost in a rage1 ,why don't you get angry8 ,sidenote3 ,,my ,,sketch ,,arrives ,,broken ,,to ,,pieces4 ,why should ,i get angry8 ,i answered4 ,shall ,i mend the matter by getting angry8 ,on the contrary1 see how well ,i shall manage1 in a slow and orderly way4 ,i remember to have read somewhere--,i don't recollect where--that he who has to go up a steep ascent must take it slowly2 and so shall ,i4 ,he was of the contrary opinion1 and advised me rather to leave everything alone for the moment1 to take a pleasant walk1 and to set myself to work the next day with a fresh mind2 and he himself1 with praiseworthy thoughtfulness1 offered to help me4 ,but ,i held to my purpose1 thanking him for his advice and offer to help me1 as ,i felt confident that ,i should be able to do it all by myself4 ,i then at once informed the commissioner for the exhibition that1 as ,i was empowered by the author of the sketch1 and was in his entire confidence1 ,i intended immediately to set to work and restore it4 ,as this gentleman commissioner understood not a word of ,french or ,italian1 ,william ,spence1 then a young man1 was my interpreter4 ,when he understood what it was ,i wanted1 he called a gentleman who was looking at the models for competition1 and spoke to him in a low voice in his own language2 but my young mentor1 who1 besides his intelligence1 had a fine sense of hearing1 taking me aside1 told me what orders the commissioner had given this gentleman4 ,sidenote3 ,,reparation ,,of ,,the ,,sketch4 ,it should be known that the ,english ,government1 among the articles regulating this competition1 had made one which was most wise1 as it partially guaranteed the artist who had not been able to accompany his sketch in person1 and had no correspondents or friends who could act for him1 to repair any chance damages to his work4 ,for this they had appointed an able artist capable of making the required restorations4 ,this1 then1 was what ,spence told me3 ,the commissioner1 as you see1 called that gentleman to tell him to pay attention to what you are doing to this model1 for although you have asserted yourself to be the person intrusted by the author of the work1 yet he has not felt sure of it2 and as you might also be a person who1 with bad intentions1 propose to damage it under pretence of restoring it1 it was his duty to prevent this1--so he gave orders to that gentleman1 in case he saw that your hand was guided by bad faith or incompetency1 to make you leave off at once1 and to set himself instead to work on it4 ,sidenote3 ,,signor ,,brucciani',s ,,friendliness4 ,i understand ,i must give all my attention and mind to the manner in which ,i do my work1 though ,i should have acted more freely had ,i not been exposed to a supervision as reasonable as it was conscientious4 ,the consequence of a mistake or an oversight might be to see myself set aside as an ass1 or even worse1 as an impostor1 and the heads and hands of my little figure mended by another1 ,heaven knows how6 ,in the meantime1 the sculptor or modeller who was to watch me never lost sight of me1 and being sure that ,i knew nothing of his charge1 observed every movement of mine2 but after ,i had been at work about ten minutes he was completely convinced1 and declared that ,i could be allowed to continue the restorations--meno male6 ,plaster brushes1 small knives1 sharp tools1 and all other implements1 had been largely furnished to me by ,signor ,brucciani1 a most able caster1 and the proprietor of a large shop1 or rather a gallery of plaster statues1 able to supply any school of design1 and what my friend ,giambattista ,giuliani would have called a perfect gipsoteca4 ,and with regard to good ,signor ,brucciani1 ,i must say some words in his praise1 not only because he provided me liberally with plaster and tools1 and help in my work1 but because he1 a stranger in a foreign land1 has known how1 with his activity1 to acquire for himself the esteem of a people who are as tardy in conceding it as they are tenacious in keeping to it when once given4 ,from this he derives his good fortune and enviable position4 ,when ,signor ,brucciani fell in with an active and open-hearted compatriot1 it brightened him up soul and body1 and he often wished to have me with him4 ,his wife and daughter united a certain ,english stiffness with ,italian brio and frankness that they took from their husband and father4 ,one day ,brucciani and his family desired to spend the day in the country and dine in ,richmond ,park4 ,everything ,brucciani did he did well2 and ,i hope he is alive and able to do so still4 ,he brought with him several carriages1 with everything that was required for the cuisine and table--furniture1 servants1 food1 and exquisite wines1 even ice in which to keep the ices1 c4 ,a viva to him6 for as the ,marchese ,colombi said1 ,things can be done or not done4 ,after dinner a caravan of gipsies1 perfect witches1 who live in that forest1 made their appearance1 and asked if we wanted our fortunes told4 ,the request was odd enough2 but being made in such a serious manner1 it became really amusing4 ,naturally1 as we had to give something to these poor gipsies not to humiliate them1 we had our fortunes told2 and as for the old woman that examined my hand1 she guessed so much that was true that ,i was almost frightened1 and drew away my hand4 ,the old witch continued to point with her bony finger1 and say1 ,there is still more1 still more4 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,sketch ,,is ,,restored4 ,my work was rather long1 and would have been tiresome2 but as it was a necessity1 ,i did it willingly1 and succeeded very well4 ,it is true1 however1 that both the architecture and the figures were strangely spotted with stains made by the salt water1 and bits of paper and cotton-wool in which it had been packed4 ,some one advised me to give it all a uniform tint to hide this2 but ,i insisted on leaving it in that way1 trusting to the good sense of the judges1 who were called upon to consider much worse defects than those produced by a chance accident4 ,i remember that ,mr ,stirling ,crawford1 of ,london1 on receiving some years before the two statues of ,innocence and the ,fisherman1 and a stain having made its appearance on the leg of one of these1 wrote to me manifesting his entire satisfaction with these works1 and adding3 ,it is true that here and there there are some stains in the marble2 but as ,i know that you do not make the marble yourself1 it would be absurd to reprove you for this4 ,there are but few gentlemen like him1 however--so few1 that ,i have never found another2 but on the contrary1 ,i have seen more than one who would even buy a mediocre statue1 to use no harsher expression1 provided it were made out of beautiful marble4 ,sidenote3 ,,marrocchetti',s ,,views ,,of ,,competition4 ,i remained in ,london about two months1 and left the day before the opening of the competitive exhibition4 ,the judgment was to be pronounced after the public exhibition was over2 and there were a great many competing--nearly a hundred--and some of the models were very beautiful4 ,there were to be nine prizes given--three first class and six second4 ,the ,government reserved to itself the power of giving the final commission without regard to the models that had received prizes1 as it might so happen that when the name of the sculptor who drew the first prize was known1 he might not be able to offer sufficient warrant as to the final execution of the work as to tranquillise the consciences of the judges and satisfy public opinion4 ,this argument is a just one when not vitiated by preconceived opinions or self-love1 which sometimes happens1 as we shall see hereafter4 ,this was in itself a thing easily understood1 but was not understood by us1 who went in for this competition4 ,not so ,marrocchetti1 who1 clever artist that he was1 was none the less wide awake and wise4 ,with those who instigated him to compete he reasoned in this way1 saying3 ,they know that ,i am capable of doing this work4 ,why1 therefore1 enter into competition with others1 if not to find out that there is some one else cleverer than ,i am8 ,very well2 but ,i choose to retire1 and you can take the other fellow--take him and leave me in peace4 ,so far this would seem prompted by nothing but the fear of losing1 which in itself is no small thing for a man who has a name and has gone through his long career applauded by all4 ,but there is another and a much more piercing and almost insufferable dread4 ,do you know what it is8 ,that of winning4 ,yes1 that of coming in victor before a poor young fellow1 perhaps one of your own scholars6 ,thus he gave vent to his feelings one day to me1 with the sort of intimacy that springs to life quickly and vigorously between artists who are neither hypocrites nor asses2 and his words depict in a lifelike manner the frank1 and1 ,i might say1 bold character of this original artist1 who was most dashing1 and who1 with a thorough knowledge of dramatic effects in art1 from the very exuberance of his strength1 not seldom had the defects produced by these qualities--defects which were perhaps magnified by his assistant modellers1 who worked with too much rapidity and carelessness4 ,sidenote3 ,,marrocchetti4 ,when he saw the photograph of my model he desired to have it1 and ,i was delighted to give it to him4 ,he wished me to choose something of his as a remembrance1 and ,i did not need to be urged4 ,i had set my eyes on a most beautiful study of a lion from life in dry clay1 and so ,i asked him for that2 but as that was a thing precious to him1 he asked me if ,i would not content myself with a cast of it in bronze instead of the clay4 ,on my answering that ,i would1 he called his caster1 who worked for him in his own great foundry1 and ordered it to be cast at once4 ,two days after this ,i received it1 and keep it as the dear remembrance of an excellent friend1 and as a valuable work of art4 ,at that time ,marrocchetti had finished his great equestrian statue of ,richard the ,lion-hearted4 ,it is a singular thing that ,marrocchetti1 in his long and glorious life1 made four equestrian statues--,emanuele ,filiberto1 the ,duke of ,orleans1 ,carlo ,alberto1 and ,richard the ,lion-hearted4 ,each one of these statues bears a different stamp1 both as regards composition1 feeling1 and mode of treatment2 one would say that they were the work of four different artists4 ,this difference of work can be reasonably explained by the diversity of the subjects and the distance of time that occurred between each work1 necessarily producing notable changes in the mind and style of the artist2 and also because ,marrocchetti1 on account of the multiplicity of serious work he had in hand1 thought it advisable to have help1 not only in the marble work1 but also on his clay models2 and as those who helped him were not always of his school1 so every one brought just so much of their own individuality to bear upon the work as to alter the master's character and style4 ,these are the sad but inevitable results for him who has the bad habit of getting assistance with his clay models4 ,sidenote3 ,,marrocchetti ,,and ,,his ,,assistants4 ,while ,i was there in #ahef he had under his directions a very able modeller--,i think he was a ,roman1 by name ,bezzi4 ,bezzi went on modelling1 and ,marrocchetti directed his work1 whilst he sat smoking and talking with me and others4 ,sometimes he would make him pull down a piece he had been at work on and begin afresh4 ,this method seemed to me then1 as it does now1 a most strange and dangerous one2 and it has not resulted happily1 even amongst us1 with those who have been induced to follow it4 ,marrocchetti was distinguished from other sculptors by another originality--,i was almost going to say oddity--and this was1 that he coloured his statues often to such a degree that you could no longer distinguish the material of which they were made4 ,i remember to have seen an imposing monument composed of several figures that had been put up in honour of ,madame de la ,riboisire in the chapel belonging to the hospital which bears that name in ,paris4 ,it is completely coloured--,i should better say painted all over--with body colour1--the heads1 hair1 eyes1 draperies1 all coloured so that it is impossible to distinguish the material in which it was sculptured4 ,you could distinguish absolutely nothing2 and if it had not been for the custode1 who affirmed that the work was in marble1 you might have thought it was coloured plaster or terra cotta4 ,and this worthy man was so sure of having thus added beauty to his statues that he was much astonished that others did not imitate him4 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,colouring ,,of ,,statues4 ,marrocchetti1 there is no doubt1 was wrong in loading on colour as he did2 but it is a question not yet solved or to be lightly put aside as to whether a delicate veil of colour may not be tried on the fleshy parts4 ,grecian sculptors used colour1 and ours also in the middle ages1 although only on particular parts of the figure and on the ornamental portions of their monuments4 ,the only one that ,i know of1 amongst modern artists1 who used colour with discretion1 was ,pradier4 ,the ,english sculptor ,gibson was more audacious4 ,i have seen a ,cupid by ,gibson entirely coloured--the hair golden1 the eyes blue1 his quiver chiselled and gilt1 and1 incredible as it may seem1 the wings painted in various colours with tufts or masses of red1 green1 blue1 and orange feathers1 like those of an ,arara parrot4 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,crystal ,,palace4 ,having seen the ,kensington ,museum1 and the other sculpture and picture galleries in which ,london is so rich1 ,i take pleasure in recounting a little occurrence that happened to me at ,sydenham4 ,sydenham is a place some fifteen miles from ,london1 in an open country1 healthy1 and rich in green vegetation4 ,there is the famous ,crystal ,palace1 where one can see a permanent exhibition of all the most beautiful things that are scattered about in different parts of the world1 beginning with ante-diluvian animals reconstructed scientifically from some fossil bones found in the excavations of mines in ,scotland and elsewhere4 ,there are gigantic trees from ,australia1 one of which1 having been cut in pieces1 bored1 and the centre extracted1 to enable it to be transported1 had been put together again and planted inside this palace4 ,it is as high as a veritable campanile2 at its base a door has been made1 so that one can enter inside it2 and it holds comfortably some thirty persons4 ,all the tropical plants are there in fine vegetation1 in conservatories heated by stoves1 where the heat is so oppressive that one longs to go out and breathe the fresh outside air4 ,there also can be seen that famous plant that grows in the water1 with its flower floating on the surface4 ,this gigantic flower1 when ,i then saw it1 measured not less than two metres in diameter1 and the leaves flattened out on the water looked like open umbrellas4 ,it seems really as if one were dreaming1 to see such gigantic vegetation4 ,besides plants and animals from all parts of the earth--from the polar as well as from the tropical regions--there are the full-sized models of men taken from life1 and coloured according to nature--,cretins1 ,esquimaux1 savages1 ,tartars1 ,mongols1 and anthropophagi1 all in most natural attitudes1 and in their various costumes4 ,there are also full-size reproductions of pieces of ,egyptian1 ,indian1 ,assyrian1 ,mongolian1 and ,moorish architecture2 parts of the ,alhambra ,palace2 some rooms from ,pompeii2 minarets and ,chinese temples2 sculpture 7,i mean1 be it understood1 reproductions in plaster7 of the best ,egyptian1 ,indian1 ,greek1 and ,roman works1 as well as those of the middle ages2 ,ghiberti's doors2 the equestrian statues of ,colleoni1 of ,gattamelata1 of ,marcus ,aurelius2 and even some modern works1 amongst which is my ,abel4 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,break ,,off ,,the ,,finger ,,of ,,abel4 ,i knew that this statue of mine must be there1 for ,i had it cast by ,papi1 who had the mould ever since he cast it in bronze2 and when ,i saw it amongst these masterpieces as a specimen of modern art1 ,i felt a certain feeling of complacency that ,i hope will be forgiven me4 ,but this complacency of mine was disturbed when ,i saw that one of the fingers of the left hand had been badly restored1 not merely formed inelegantly1 but actually distorted1 as the last phalange was much too short4 ,that little stump of a finger so irritated me1 that ,i gave it a blow with the stick ,i had in my hand1 and it fell on the ground4 ,ill-luck would have it that one of the guards saw me1 and seizing hold of me1 he carried me off to the commissary of the exhibition4 ,i was asked why ,i had damaged that statue2 and ,i answered that the finger was badly made1 and that ,i had broken it off by an involuntary movement4 ,they replied that ,i could not judge whether that finger or anything else was well done or badly done1 and in any case it was not permitted for persons to damage the objects exhibited there2 that therefore1 for this violation of the rules1 ,i had incurred the penalty decreed in such and such an article1 and that they intended to keep me in custody4 ,to tell the truth1 this ,signor ,commissary spoke ,french rather badly2 but ,i understood him very well1 and with the best grace possible begged to be forgiven1 saying that the wish to damage the statue had never entered into my thoughts1 that the finger ,i had broken was positively ugly1 that it must be remade as it ought to be1 and that1 as to having it restored1 ,i would myself bear the expense4 ,but the commissioner was firm1 and was about to consign me to a guard1 who was to conduct me not exactly to prison1 but to something of that kind4 ,i then felt obliged to make my name known4 ,at first he had no intention of yielding to my explanation1 and there was an expression on his face that might be translated thus3 ,it seems to me strange2 it cannot be2 ,i don't believe it4 ,then he went on to say1 ,your position as author did not give you the right to do what you have done1 even admitting that what you affirm is true--and we shall soon see if it be really true 7tout de suite74 ,you are the author of that statue2 then remake the finger that you have broken4 ,i was completely taken aback by this new judgment of ,solomon1 so simple and just4 ,calling to my aid a young modeller who was employed there1 working a little and directing a little1 the finger was soon remade4 ,and so this odd adventure came to an end1 proving the justice of the proverb1 ,who breaks1 pays4 ,sidenote3 ,,dinner ,,given ,,by ,,industrial ,,society4 ,i returned to ,sydenham several times1 because the quantity and importance of the things to be seen required time and attention2 but when ,i found myself near my own statue1 ,i gave it a wide berth4 ,one day ,i found myself1 or rather ,i should say ,i was taken by ,william ,spence1 to a great dinner given by the ,artistic and ,industrial ,society in the dining-hall of the great ,palace of the ,exhibition4 ,we were no less than four hundred1 and ,lord ,derby presided4 ,about the end of the dinner the toasts began1 with speeches of which naturally ,i understood not a word2 but fortunately ,mino translated them to me in a few brief words4 ,at last an ,indian officer of the ,english army arose with a face the colour of copper1 and began to speak2 but after the first words1 here and there in that immense hall1 first in undertones1 and then louder and louder1 there arose a confused noise of voices of disapprobation4 ,i understood nothing1 and begged ,mino to explain2 and he replied that ,i must keep quiet1 and he would afterwards explain everything4 ,in the meantime the noise of disapprobation increased1 and some loud words were repeated4 ,the orator's voice could hardly be heard any more1 but he was not disturbed1 and waited until the tempest was a little calmed down before continuing4 ,then ,i heard a word repeated louder and louder1 which ,mino explained to me was ,enough4 ,the only one who remained cold1 passive1 and silent was the president2 and when the speaker saw that it was an impossibility to make himself heard1 he bowed and sat down4 ,after a little while every one rose from table4 ,sidenote3 ,,an ,,exciting ,,speech ,,on ,,india4 ,now1 then1 relieve my curiosity4 ,what has that officer said of so extraordinary a nature as to compel him to silence in a country like this1 where really such entire liberty prevails8 ,what he has said1 replied ,mino1 he could have said and repeated most freely2 but he was badly inspired1 and had the imprudence to name the ,queen4 ,now amongst us the ,queen1 whatever may be the question1 is never mentioned4 ,the law--and more than the law1 respect for her person--prohibits us from naming her4 ,the officer who spoke is a colonel in our ,indian army1 and is1 as you can see by the colour of his face1 an ,indian4 ,he only arrived a few days ago on a mission1 they say1 of some importance4 ,now this is what he has said3 ,the ,indians1 subjugated by the force and cunning of the ,english ,government1 having borne as much as is humanly possible to bear--the loss of their liberty1 of their wealth1 and of their religious faith2 aggravated by the odious sight of their oppressors2 every modest demand of theirs rejected2 weighed down every day more and more by additional taxation1--for some time past have burned with impatience to shake off their yoke and regain their lost liberty4 ,the ,english ,government1 being aware in part of this movement1 and in part ignoring it1 he felt himself in duty bound to proclaim it loudly1 as much for the good of his own people as for the ,english themselves4 ,after having in vain attempted all ways of adjustment with the ,government of the ,queen 7first time of mention71 he hoped at least by these means to open the eyes and move the heart of the ,queen 7second time7 in favour of those poor pariahs1 assassinated by a ,government who1 in the name of her ,majesty the ,queen 7third time71 add to insult the derision of a people whom it has enervated with the pretext of civilising it4 ,revolution and war being imminent if their just demands are this time again rejected1 the ,government being responsible for this disaster1 and the ,queen 444 and the ,queen----,here the orator1 as you saw1 was unable to continue1 and already they had allowed him to say too much4 ,neither the gravity of his revelations nor his injurious assertions against the ,government had been able in the least to excite our delicate organisation1 but it was only and entirely on account of the sacred name of the ,queen being mixed up in his speech so imprudently and with so little judgment4 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,indian ,,mutiny4 ,the fact is1 however1 that in less than five weeks from the day that this poor ,indian attempted to make the truth known--explaining what was wrong1 and revealing the consequences that would follow1 and counselling a remedy--the telegraph1 with its flashing words1 announced the ,mutiny1 the peril the ,english were in1 and their calls for help4 ,it is true that the ,queen was not then mentioned1 but for all that1 men did not the less die4 ,methinks ,i can hear it said1 ,what has this to do with your memoirs8 ,in our opinion1 it has nothing to do either with your life or with any artistic reflection that can be of interest to us4 ,sidenote3 ,,study ,,of ,,character ,,and ,,temperament4 ,but this objection bears only the appearance of reason4 ,with this scene ,i wished to depict the temper and character of the ,english in general1 and in particular of the two most prominent persons of that assemblage--namely1 the ,indian colonel and the president of the banquet4 ,and who is there who does not see how useful and good these studies of character1 taken from the life1 are to the artist8 ,the essential thing required to make a work of art beautiful and valuable is1 that it should be a just expression of the passions and feelings of the various characters the artist wishes to represent4 ,it is vain to look for the right expression amongst the mercenary models that one ordinarily makes use of4 ,the model is used for all that is on the outside--movement1 proportions1 physical characteristics1 beauty of form1--for all1 in fact1 except1 however1 just that turn of the head and look of the eye1 that movement of the lips1 dilation of the nostrils1 and a thousand other signs and indications on the face which reveal the inner struggles of the soul4 ,these passions and feelings are more or less intense according to the temperament1 habit1 and education of different individuals2 and in the mysterious sea of the soul1 tempests gather1 and become the more dreadful in proportion as they are not kept in check by reason4 ,not to give a false expression to the subject we wish to treat1 we must study all these differences4 ,love in ,francesca does not manifest itself as in ,ophelia1 the madness of ,orestes is not that of ,hamlet1 ,ugolino's grief is not the grief of ,prometheus1 and ,penelope's sadness is different from that of ,ariadne's4 ,there are natures in whom the soul is of such delicate fibre1 and who revolt so haughtily against an insult1 that1 oblivious of physical weakness1 they flash into anger1 and rush blindly against the offender1 whoever he may be4 ,there are others1 strong and robust in body1 who take things comfortably and easily1 and let alone the calumnies launched against them2 which1 in fact1 have rather the effect of mosquitoes upon them1--they are disturbed for a little while1 and then go quietly to sleep again4 ,the acute thrusts of love wound but the external epidermis of these well-wadded souls4 ,giuseppe ,giusti created a couple of these curious beings--man and woman--and he called them ,taddeo and ,veneranda4 ,for them the sea that ,i spoke of is always becalmed1 and their tranquil souls float peacefully about therein4 ,there is1 however1 a calm very different from this1 brought by reason into these fierce struggles of the soul4 ,the first1 instead of being a calm1 is indolence1 and all the fibres that make our whole being move and throb1 are1 as it were1 dormant4 ,but this calm ,i speak of is caused by the force of reason1 and strengthened by the sentiment of temperance and charity4 ,sidenote3 ,,giusti',s ',,amor ,,pacifico4' ,how much self-control that ,indian officer must have exercised over himself1 knowing that he was proclaiming a great truth1 which1 had it been listened to and reparation made in time1 would have prevented that most unfortunate war that he knew to be imminent1 certain1 and homicidal6 ,to hear the shouts crying silence to him1 and not to be disturbed by them1 continuing with a firm voice not any louder 7which would indicate anger71 nor lower 7which would be a sign of fear71 only stopping a little when the other voices grew louder and prevented him from being heard1 and then again taking up his discourse without turning to the right or to the left1 and repeating over again the last word that had been drowned by the noise1--,i say that this produced on me the impression of a profound admiration for the man4 ,even now1 after twenty years have elapsed1 ,i seem to see that grand figure before me1 and ,i feel all his manly tranquillity4 ,sidenote3 ,,clemente ,,papi4 ,sidenote3 ,,casting ,,in ,,bronze ,,of ,,abel4 ,one of the peaceful natures1 always content1 so well described by ,giusti in his ',amor ,pacifico1' and whom ,i knew well1 was ,professor ,clemente ,papi1 an excellent caster in bronze4 ,when ,i knew him he was between fifty and sixty years of age1 of moderate height1 stout build1 and high colour1 always laughing1 always full of bright stories and little jokes4 ,the muscles expressive of indignation had1 as it would seem1 been left out of his composition by mother nature4 ,his brow was always smooth--there was never a frown on his face when speaking or listening1 whatever might be the subject of discussion2 and this constant habit of laughing made him laugh1 or shape his mouth into a smile1 even in the most serious moments of life4 ,this man1 who was in many respects most excellent1 in his art1 in his family1 and as a master1 appeared as if he had no heart1 or as if it were made of sugar-candy2 and yet he died suddenly of heart-disease4 ,as ,i have said1 he had a heart1 but it was sugar-sweet2 the bitterness of sorrow and the harshness of anger never in the least disturbed his state of calm1 careless joviality4 ,the following occurrence depicts ,professor ,papi's nature to the life3 ,the ,grand ,duke having ordered a cast in bronze of my ,abel1 and all the preliminary work for the fusion of it having been accomplished1--that is to say1 the mould made on the original plaster1 the earth pressed into that mould to form the kernel1 or nocciolo1 so as both to obtain lightness and to strengthen the cast--the wax cast having been made and the necessary touches given to it by myself--the whole cased in its heavy covering1 armed and bound about by irons that it might bear the stream of liquid metal1 and placed in the pit and heated to allow the wax to escape from the fissures1 then baked that it might become of the consistency required for the operation1--the composition of the metal was prepared1 placed in the furnace1 and set on fire4 ,after fifteen or twenty hours1 the melting was accomplished--an operation easily related1 but which was the result of many months of labour and great expense4 ,the valve was then opened1 that it might descend into the mould below4 ,the strangeness of the enterprise1 the time and sacrifices of those employed in it1 the strange and almost mysterious spot where the operation took place1 the heat from the furnace-fire1 the gases that came from it1 the anxiety of the workmen1 their extreme fatigue in that decisive moment1 the lamp that burned before the crucifix1 and prayer that preceded the opening of the valve--all filled me with an undefined sense of the marvellous and unknown1 of the fearful and sacred4 ,the valve was opened1 the metal flowed down the pipe into the main channel clear and liquid1 as all metal is during this process4 ,joy was depicted on all the faces of those anxious persons who had toiled so long on the work4 ,the metal had been already poured into the greater part2 the mould1 which had resisted well1 cased as it was in its thick covering1 and bound with hoops of iron1 gave no signs of cracking1 nor was any noise heard1 as not unseldom happens when1 as the metal flows in1 the air inside has not an easy escape4 ,papi stood upright and beaming1 ready to embrace his scholars1 when all at once some little violet flames from the mouth of the furnace announced the cooling off of the metal1 which gradually slackened its flow and lost its splendour4 ,stupor and depression were depicted on all faces--a mortal pallor1 rendered stranger still by the light reflected from the furnace1 making them look like spectres4 ,the metal no longer flowed along1 but began to drop in flakes like polenta1 then became coagulated1 and then stopped still4 ,the statue was little more than half cast1 and all was lost6 ,at this sight the poor workmen1 tired out1 and torn with grief1 threw themselves on the ground with violent contortions and weeping4 ,i1 between stupor and regret for the failure of the work1 the seeming despair of those poor people1 and the grief--although not visible1 but still great--that ,papi must feel1 did not know what to say2 it seemed as if my tongue were tied4 ,i wanted to get away from that place of misery3 it seemed to me as if those people1 master and workmen1 must be left alone to give vent to their sorrow4 ,papi came to my rescue4 ,he came up to me1 and said that he had promised the ,grand ,duke to give him the news of the casting1 and that he had hoped to do so himself2 but as it had failed1 he did not feel courage enough to carry him the bad news1 and begged me to do so4 ,he shook hands with me1 and turned to take leave of others that he had invited or allowed to be present at the casting4 ,sidenote3 ,,failure ,,of ,,the ,,casting4 ,the evening was well on when ,i went to the ,pitti4 ,i spoke to ,paglianti1 the royal valet of the ,grand ,duke1 and asked if ,i could be permitted to have an audience4 ,paglianti knew me1 and also knew that the ,duke liked to see me4 ,in a few moments ,i was shown into his study1 and briefly told him what had happened4 ,according to his wont1 he listened thoughtfully and attentively1 but did not seem disturbed by it4 ,one would have thought that he was listening to a thing that might be anticipated as possible or probable4 ,then he began to speak-- ,poor ,papi6 poor man6 ,who knows how disappointed he must have felt1 and how miserable he is now8 ,and your work1 too1 which gave you so much trouble--all is lost6 ,i feel deeply for your misfortune and that poor man's unhappiness4 ,let us think about consoling him4 ,return to him1 and tell him in my name to be of good cheer1 for there is a remedy for everything1 and that ,i am certain he has nothing to reproach himself with2 for1 when one has taken every possible precaution to secure success in the execution of anything1 and notwithstanding all1 the work does not turn out well1 no one can blame him for it1 and ,i least of any one4 ,tell him that battles are won and lost in the same way4 ,sometimes even a mistake makes one win1 and one can lose in spite of every forecast4 ,tell him this and more1 all that comes into your head1 to comfort him1 and speak in my name4 ,go at once to him1 console him1 and your words will bring him a little calm4 ,i am certain that you will do him a great deal of good1 and that he may afterwards be able to rest to-night2 but ,i am sure that if you do not speak to him1 the poor man will not sleep4 ,sidenote3 ,,grand ,,duke ,,sends ,,me ,,to ,,console ,,papi4 ,i went almost at a run1 and from ,palazzo ,pitti to the ,via ,cavour is a good bit of way4 ,i was all in a perspiration4 ,i knocked at his door1 and after a time his maid-servant appeared4 ,who is it8 says she4 ,it is ,i2 open the door4 ,oh1 is it you1 ,signor ,professor8 ,yes1 it is ,i2 open the door1 ,i have a word to say to your master4 ,the master is in bed2 you could speak to him to-morrow4 ,no2 ,i must do so now4 ,if he is in bed1 no matter2 he will be glad all the same4 ,but if he is asleep1 do you want to wake him8 ,asleep6 said ,i2 is he asleep8 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,find ,,papi ,,asleep4 ,yes2 he is asleep1 ,i assure you4 ,he has been asleep more than two hours1 he was so tired when he came home4 ,well1 then1 since you assure me that he is asleep1 my commission is at an end2 and when he wakes up1 which will probably be to-morrow morning1 you may tell him that ,i had come in a great hurry to say two words to him that contained the power of making him sleep1 but having found him in his first sleep1 ,i shall tell him another time1 although they may then seem quite stale4 ,to speak sincerely1 such an extraordinary feat ,i have never been able to explain4 ,to sleep after a similar misfortune--to go to sleep at once1 immediately1 two hours after1 at his usual hour1 the hour when those who have nothing on their minds sleep6 ,and yet1 now that ,i think of it1 ,napoleon slept on the night that preceded one of his greatest battles4 ,so at least he wrote in his biography1 and because it is printed1 a great number of simple-hearted people believe in it as they do in the ,gospel2 and you1 gentle reader1 do you believe it8 ,mi1 no6 as ,sior ,tonin ,bonagrazia would say4 ,it has been necessary to make this digression on character1--that is to say1 on the difference between those who acquire calmness by virtue of their reason1 and those whose senses are obtuse to all passions--differences which are visible to any one who observes with care1 and that escape many1 indeed most people who do not think4 ,let the young artist be persuaded that the study and observation of the true nature of love and human passions are most essential4 ,let them give up all thoughts of seeing these expressions in their models4 ,one's studio models are common people1 who certainly have their feelings and passions1 but they are generally vulgar2 and in any case1 during the time that they are posing as models1 they are thinking of everything except the moral condition of mind of the person they are representing4 ,one may answer1 ,we know this2 the artist should himself give the expression required by his subject4 ,quite right2 but how can the artist seize hold of the right expression if first he has not seen it in life1 and studied with attention beyond words8 ,then it is evident to me1 and other works show it without my words1 that not a few artists expect and insist on finding expression in their models4 ,i remember an artist who flew into a passion because his model did not assume an expression of grief4 ,the model naturally laughed louder and louder1 every time this simpleton said1 ,don't laugh2 be serious and sad2 ,i want you to express grief4 ,sidenote3 ,,study ,,of ,,expression ,,from ,,nature4 ,it is true that this kind of study may occasion some little inconvenience--as1 for instance1 one may pass for being very stupid1 because absorbed in observing and committing to memory1 and hearing nothing that has been talked about4 ,one may answer at random1 and be extremely ridiculous4 ,one may appear as a somewhat offensive admirer1 and give umbrage to some jealous husband4 ,one may even pass for a scatter-brain and imbecile4 ,but have patience6 ,with time and practice the artist will gain his point1 and be able to study as much as he wishes1 while assuming an air of indifference that will shelter him from the above-mentioned misconceptions4 ,sidenote3 ,a ,,circe ,,at ,a ,,ball4 ,sidenote3 ,a ,,lesson4 ,he may1 however1 fall into other mistakes2 and ,i here take note of them that he may avoid so doing4 ,one evening ,i was at a ball at the ,palazzo ,torlonia at ,rome4 ,i have no fancy for balls1 but ,i like to see a great many people1--beautiful ladies1 elegant dresses1 and naked arms1--and more than all1 the expression of eyes now languid1 now animated1--smiles now ingenuous1 now coquettish1--the weariness of the fathers1 and the eager concern of the mammas1--the reckless joy of the ,don ,giovanni in erba1 and the deceitful1 washed-out look of the ,don ,giovanni in ritiro4 ,it is a pleasant as well as useful study1 as long as one does not change parts1 and instead of a spectator become an actor in the scene4 ,the lime-twigs are spread out1 the little owls are at their places2 so beware1 ye blackbirds1 not to be caught4 ,there ,i stood2 the painter ,podesti1 with whom ,i had come to the ball1 had left me1 carried away by the attractions of the card-table4 ,in one of the many rooms open for the circulation of the company1 and for the repose of dancers and those not dancing1 seated on one of the divans ,i saw a young woman of singular beauty4 ,she was about thirty3 several gentlemen surrounded her like a garland1 and she had now for one1 now for another1 some trivial gay word2 but in strange contrast with her careless words and smiles was her austere brow1 and the haughty looks that came from her eyes4 ,the turn of her head was stately and attractive2 and a clasp of diamonds that was fastened in her dark shining hair flashed every time she moved4 ,i never saw a more assassinating beauty than hers6 ,leaning against the wall on the opposite side of the room1 studying that face with its strangely variable expression1 all the women of history and fable with which this singular beauty had affinity rose before my mind4 ,less full of passion than ,norma1 less ferocious than ,medea1 almost ,helen1 and1 without an almost1 a ,circe1--in fact1 one of those women who promise one paradise and prepare one an inferno--capable of killing the body1 the soul1 and the memory of a man4 ,when ,i had got so far in my reflections1 the young lady rose1 and coming straight towards me1 she said these simple words--,monsieur1 tandis que vous pensiez1 je ne sais pas quoi1 la cire a coul tout son aise sur voire habit--and she passed on slowly1 demolishing in two words my castles in the air4 ,i found1 in fact1 that the shoulder and sleeve of my dress-coat were covered with wax1 to say nothing of the suppressed laughter of the beautiful ,circe4 ,of two things one must therefore be warned--to put one's self out of the dangerous proximity of lights1 and to be careful to look at people with some reserve4 ,,chapter ,,xvi4 ,,on ,,the ,,study ,,of ,,expression ,,from ,,life--,,the ,,care ,,one ,,must ,,take ,,in ,,making ,,studies ,,from ,,life--,a ,,genre ,,picture ,,and ,,raphael',s ,,cartoon ,,of ,,the ,,massacre ,,of ,,the ,,innocents --,i ,,lose ,,myself ,,in ,,london--,,the ,,housemaid ,,at ,,hotel ,,granara--,,the ,,inconvenience ,,of ,,being ,,ignorant ,,and ,,absent-,,minded--,,ristori ,,and ,,piccolomini ,,in ,,london--,,the ,,cartoons ,,of ,,raphael ,,at ,,hampton ,,court--,,fantasy ,,runs ,,away ,,with ,,me--,a ,,curious ,,but ,,just ,,law--,,the ,,result ,,of ,,fasting--,,the ,,villa ,,of ,,quarto ,,and ,a ,,prince',s ,,early ,,hour--,,again ,,of ,,prince ,,demidoff4 ,but it is time to return to the point ,i started from1 and to speak of the study of character and spontaneous expression from life4 ,in fact it was in ,london that ,i had occasion to see a picture of extraordinary beauty for strength and truth of expression1 in which the result of that study was clearly demonstrated4 ,this picture1 on exhibition at the ,school or ,academy of ,fine ,arts1 was of small dimensions2 the subject1 a familiar one1 or1 as it is usually called1 genre1 was as follows3 ,to the right of the person facing the picture is a gentleman's country-house1 and outside by the garden-gate a mother is seated near her little girl1 who is ill1 and reclines in an arm-chair1 supported by pillows4 ,the mother has left off working1 and looks anxiously at the pale exhausted girl1 whose eyes are sunk deep in their sockets1 and who smiles and looks languidly at two little children1 a boy and girl1 little peasants1 strong1 healthy1 and robust1 who are dancing1 and have evidently been invited to do so by the parents of the little invalid4 ,it is autumn1 the hour a sad one4 ,the last rays of the sun are gilding the dead leaves on the trees and on the bushes4 ,on the left you see the father in close conversation with the doctor1 questioning him with anxious eyes1 whilst he1 very serious and sad1 hardly dares look at the unhappy father4 ,to speak the truth1 when genre pictures are so full of interest and life as this1 ,i prefer them to all the gods of ,olympus4 ,but1 generally1 they are entirely wanting in this first quality1 and abound in the second1 which becomes vulgarity2 and so the foundation of art1 which is the beauty of truth1 is wanting1 and only the business remains1 with its puerile attractions4 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,national ,,gallery ,,in ,,london4 ,i saw many other works of art1 both in painting and sculpture1 at this exhibition of living ,english artists1 but none of them compared with that marvellous work4 ,i do not remember the name of its author1 and much ,i regret it2 but ,i have given a minute and exact description of it4 ,in the ,national ,gallery1 rich in pictures of the ,italian school1 ,i admired a marvellous cartoon of ,raphael's1 slightly coloured1 of the ,massacre of the ,innocents4 ,it is jealously guarded under glass4 ,of the beauty of this work as to form1 ,i do not speak--it is ,raphael's1 and that is enough2 but what most struck me was the brutal movement of murdering soldiers1 the desperate convulsive resistance of the mothers1 pressing to their breasts the little babes1 whilst they scratch and tear at the faces of the executioners2 and it would seem as if one heard their sharp screams mingled with the cries of the murdered infants4 ,the calm and flowing grace that are the characteristic notes of that divine genius1 do not appear in this2 but instead one sees and hears parole di dolore1 accenti d'ira1 voci alte e fioche1 of the desperate mothers4 ,those who have not seen this cartoon and the others at ,hampton ,court1 of which ,i will soon speak1 cannot entirely appreciate ,raphael4 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,lose ,,my ,,way ,,in ,,london4 ,i advise young artists who want to go to ,london to learn a little of the language of the country2 they will find themselves the better for it4 ,it happened to me1 who knew nothing of it1 one day to lose myself in that interminable city1 and another day1 very little to my taste1 to find myself carried off in the train to ,scotland4 ,if1 therefore1 they learn a little ,english1 they will understand that ,leicester ,square is pronounced ,lester ,squere4 ,as ,i said1 ,i lost myself in ,london1 and this was how4 ,i lodged at the ,hotel ,granara4 ,granara is an honest ,genoese1 who knows how to attend to his own affairs1 as all the ,genoese do1 and more than that1 knows how to secure the goodwill of his customers1 almost all of whom are ,italians4 ,his hotel was at that time1 in #ahef1 in ,leicester ,square4 ,it was my habit then1 as always1 to go out very early in the morning and take a little turn before breakfast4 ,i made it a study to observe well all the turnings1 the names of the streets and their peculiarities1 so as to be able to return home1 but did not succeed4 ,i tried again and again for about two hours1 before asking my way1 to see if it were possible for me to find a street1 a name1 or a sign that ,i had seen before1 but all was in vain4 ,i was tired1 had had no food1 and had not a soldo in my pocket2 and although ,i had with me the key of the place where ,i kept my money1 this was of no avail in getting me a breakfast4 ,driven by hunger ,i put aside my pride1 or rather my pretence1 of finding my way to the inn1 and asked a policeman4 ,i asked him both in ,italian and in ,french1 but he did not understand me1 and presented me to another1 but with the same result4 ,there ,i beheld myself lost in that immense city1 without a penny1 and very hungry4 ,it must be admitted that my position was a rather serious one--not that those excellent policemen did not perfectly understand that ,i had lost the way to my hotel1 and were most desirous of putting me on the right road to it1 but they did not know how1 as they were not acquainted with the name of the square that ,i inquired for4 ,at last1 and it was quite time1 one of them took out of his pocket his note-book and pencil and gave it to me1 saying in good ,french1 crivez le lieu o vous tes log4 ,i had hardly written the first word when the policeman quickly said1 ,lester ,squere8 ,it may be so1 said ,i2 but to make sure ,i finished writing out the address1 adding even the name of the hotel1 and showed it to him1 to which the policeman said1 ,yes1 very well4 ,he took the paper and begged me to follow him to another policeman at the end of the street1 to whom he consigned me and the paper1 and having exchanged a word or two with him1 returned to his post4 ,the new guard1 without uttering a word1 took me to another and consigned me to him1 and so on1 until in about half an hour ,i was reconducted home4 ,sidenote3 ,,it ,,is ,,best ,,to ,,speak ,,english ,,in ,,england4 ,you understand me1 therefore1 in ,england the knowledge of a little of the ,english language will do no harm1 and not be de trop1 and by it you may avoid another inconvenience1 that of finding a teacher at the wrong time and place4 ,let me explain myself4 ,the maid-servant who had the care of my room got it into her head that she would teach me to speak ,english1 and she set herself to work to teach me with a method entirely her own4 ,she seized hold of a chair and called it by name1 then the chest of drawers1 then the bed1 then the looking-glass1 c41 and she insisted that ,i should repeat these names after her in her language4 ,the thing in itself was innocent enough1 but foolish1 as both she and ,i lost our time by it4 ,for me it was not so much matter1 but for her the neglect of her duties might have lost her her situation2 and therefore1 with the language common to all--that is1 by gesticulations--,i made her understand that she must stop her lessons4 ,let the reader not think1 however1 that ,i refused that good1 and1 let me add1 beautiful teacher in a rough way2 no indeed1 ,i am not a satrap4 ,i said to her--7beg pardon67 ,i gesticulated all this to her nicely1 and with a good grace4 ,one must always have every care to treat women in a gentle and respectful manner4 ,sidenote3 ,,visit ,,to ,,hampton ,,court4 ,here is another story1 always propos of the necessity there is of knowing at least a little of the ,english language4 ,hampton ,court is a palace of the ,queen's1 about an hour's distance from ,london by rail4 ,it is open to the public on holidays4 ,the palace is beautiful1 and contains many precious things2 the country about is green1 fresh1 and pleasant3 therefore1 as can easily be imagined1 there is always a large concourse of people4 ,i wished also to procure myself this outing2 so1 betaking myself to the northern station1 ,i took my ticket for ,hampton ,court1 and got into the train4 ,in that country one goes along at the pace of twenty kilometres an hour4 ,enchanted by the sight of the beautiful country clothed in its deep-green mantle1--so new to us who are accustomed to ours1 so much more pallid1 and burnt in streaks by the greater fierceness of the sun1--,i forgot the pace we were going at1 paid no attention when we stopped1 and did not hear them call out the name ,hampton ,court4 ,i suppose similar things must happen to the touristes who visit our ,italy4 ,let us imagine one of them to have taken a ticket for ,certaldo1 desiring to visit ,boccaccio's house2 the train stops1 and the guard1 with a stentorian voice1 more calculated to slur over than pronounce the name1 calls out1 ,who is for ,certaldo8 7chi peccettardo74 ,naturally the touriste does not understand1 and allows himself to be carried on maybe even as far as ,siena4 ,but this is not so bad as my case1 for ,i ran the risk of being taken on to ,edinburgh4 ,fortunately ,i began to suspect that ,i had passed by the station where ,i ought to have got out1 and asked4 ,the answer was1 that we had passed ,hampton ,court some time since4 ,sidenote3 ,,am ,,carried ,,on ,,beyond ,,hampton ,,court4 ,what must ,i do8 ,i asked4 ,stop at the first station2 and this evening1 by the ,edinburgh train1 you can return to ,london4 ,are there no other trains before this one1 that ,i may return to ,london during the day to dine8 ,no4 ,many thanks6 ,i got down at the first station1 paid the difference in my ticket1 and1 in the very worst of humours1 took a turn in the little village or hamlet1--,i did not even care to ask its name4 ,i had some wretched food1 and everything seemed to me bad and ugly4 ,yes1 yes2 a little of the language of the country is even more necessary than bread or than money1 for the ,english--and ,i think they are right--speak no other language than their own4 ,but they go so far as to pretend1 when they come amongst us1 that we should speak ,english like them2 and here they are in the wrong4 ,when ,i got home to the hotel in the evening1 ,avvocato ,fornetti and ,caraffa1 my friends and companions at the hotel1 came to me smiling1 and said1 ,have you amused yourself8 ,sidenote3 ,,piccolomini ,,and ,,ristori4 ,i said1 ,yes2 ,i did not tell them what had happened1 for they were the kind of men who would have ridiculed me for a long time4 ,beyond these few little mishaps1 my time passed most pleasantly in ,london4 ,my fellow-citizen ,marietta ,piccolomini was singing at the ,queen's ,opera ,house with ,giulini and ,belletti4 ,ristori was acting at the ,ateneo ,italiano4 ,there were very often concerts of music1 instrumental and vocal1 where ,bottesini1 ,giovacchino ,bimboni1 and the violinist ,favilli played4 ,i knew ,de ,vincenzi1 who was afterwards in the ,ministry2 and ,i again met ,count ,piero ,guicciardini1 ,count ,arrivabene1 the maestro ,fiori1 that scatter-brain of a ,fabio ,uccelli2 ,monti1 the ,milanese sculptor2 our ,fedi2 ,bulletti1 a carver in wood2 ,romoli1 the painter and sculptor2 and others1--in fact1 a perfect colony of ,italians4 ,among the tragedies which ,ristori acted in at that time1 and which ,i already knew1 ,i saw one that ,i liked extremely4 ,it was the ',camma1' by ,professor ,giuseppe ,montanelli1--in my belief1 a very fine work1 and superlatively well interpreted1 in its proud and passionate character1 by the first actress1 ,signora ,ristori4 ,i heard the ,signora ,piccolomini1 with her usual grace and intelligence1 sing in the ',traviata' and the ',figlia del ,reggimento4' ,although these entertainments1 be they prose or music1 were deserving of all praise1 yet the price of the entrance-ticket1 according to us ,italians1 was enormously dear1 being one pound sterling1 which is equal to twenty-five lire and twenty centimes of our money4 ,may ,i be forgiven if that is little8 ,one must also take note that at that time1 ,a4 ,d4 #ahef1 everything was done in a small way1--reasonable incomes1 few requirements1 small expenditures1 and1 smallest of all1 taxation4 ,the ciphers of millions in the great book of ',debit and ,credit' had not yet been invented2 the floating debt did not even exist in dreams4 ,so that thirty lire codine at that time represented nearly a hundred francs of to-day4 ,who is there 7,i mean amongst us7 who would wish to spend a hundred lire for a ',traviata'8 ,not ,i1 indeed2 for ,i remember1 when ,i was an abonn at the ,cocomero 7now ,niccolini71 to have heard ,ristori for four soldi a-night1 and she acted equally well1 without taking into account her youth and beauty1 that inexorable ,time will not respect1 even in celebrities4 ,sidenote3 ,,prices ,,at ,,the ,,opera4 ,then you went to a foolish expense2 and you contradict yourself without even turning your page1 for you say that you would not spend the money1 and at the same time you inform us that you heard ,ristori act in ',camma'6 ,i answer1 ',camma' cost me absolutely nothing1 as the ,signora ,ristori1 who is as amiable as she is eminent as an artiste1 favoured me with an entrance-ticket2 and so ,i clear up the apparent contradiction that the critical reader was in such haste to bring forward4 ,go on1 however1 and look sharply through these papers1 where you will find something of everything4 ,moreover1 you will be often bored1 but ,i hope you will never find any contradictions4 ,i have also a very good habit--that is1 of re-reading what ,i have written3 and then1 with a little art1 one succeeds in putting everything nicely in its place4 ,you understand8 ,then we will push on4 ,sidenote3 ,,hampton ,,court4 ,in order not to fail a second time in my intention of seeing the royal villa of ,hampton ,court1 ,i wrote that name on a card and showed it to the guard every time we stopped4 ,i got there at last4 ,the place all about is very pleasant1 with a wide1 clear horizon1 for the fogs only have their home in ,london4 ,the palace1 as may be imagined1 is large and majestic4 ,i don't remember the style of its architecture1 and don't want to refer to the easy expedient of consulting a guide-book4 ,i promised myself that ,i would write my life1 the thoughts that came to me one after another1 without help1 trusting only to memory4 ,so ,i have done thus far1 and intend doing so to the end4 ,the villa1 as ,i have said1 is majestic1 enclosed on all sides by gardens and orchards4 ,the interior consists of innumerable halls richly decorated with paintings1 somewhat out of repair1 as they are no longer used1 it would appear1 as a royal residence4 ,people crowd more particularly to the ,queen's own private apartments1 to see her sitting-room1 and even her bedroom with its bed-furniture1 and the thousand rich1 pretty1 and curious things with which these rooms are filled4 ,the rest of the place1 or the greater part of it1 such as the gallery of pictures and cartoons1 is generally deserted4 ,yet the ,english are great lovers of art2 we see them with great interest frequent our galleries in ,rome1 ,florence1 ,venice1 and ,naples4 ,but perhaps the people brought by curiosity to ,hampton ,court belong to the lower class1 which has not in ,london the feeling for art that the people even of the lowest class have in ,italy4 ,in a great long hall1 like a gallery1 ,i saw the eight cartoons of ,raphael that were made for the arrases in the ,vatican4 ,they consist of ,st ,paul preaching to the ,athenians2 ,st ,peter and the miracle of the fish2 ,st ,peter and ,ananias2 ,st ,peter receiving from ,christ the charge of guarding ,his sheep2 ,peter and ,john healing the lame man at the gates of the ,temple2 ,elymas the ,sorcerer punished by losing his sight2 and others that ,i do not remember4 ,he who has never seen these cartoons1 and the ,massacre of the ,innocents above mentioned1 can form no idea of the strength of ,raphael in that grandly fierce style initiated by ,michael ,angelo1 who spread therein so broad a sail as to make him terrible to the beholder1 and to occasion the shipwreck of many in a smaller craft1 who perished miserably1 desirous of following him on that fearful ocean4 ,sidenote3 ,,hyde ,,park4 ,there are other cartoons in the same gallery by ,mantegna representing the ,triumph of ,caesar4 ,mantegna1 as all know1 as an artist is an imitator of the antique3 the execution of the work which is merely the material part alone is his own1 for he took the conception1 character1 and style1 in generalities and detail1 from the antique4 ,besides the treasures of art contained in the ,london museums--and one may also call ,hampton ,court a museum--there are the beautiful public walks called parks4 ,the largest1 richest in avenues1 fields1 and lakes peopled by innumerable ducks and fish1 is called ,hyde ,park4 ,this is the promenade where all the fashionable world meet4 ,ladies and gentlemen on horseback dash down the interminable avenues of this park1 giving loose rein to their fiery steeds4 ,it is a fine sight to see these animals1 so elegant in form1 and at the same time full of fire1 pawing the ground1 neighing1 and fretting at the bit1 from their desire to be off3 but still more beautiful to look at are those gentle ladies on their backs2 and when they are going at full pace1 bending slightly forward on their fiery steeds1 their flowing skirts1 in ample undulating lines1 giving a slender1 flexible look to their figures1 you feel carried away1 and as if you would like to follow them in that rapid1 anxious race1 where peril changes into pleasure1 and where the inebriation of the senses becomes ideality4 ,such is the fascination youth1 beauty1 and strength produce on the mind and senses of all natures susceptible of feeling4 ,it is a pungent pleasure2 the soul struggles in these meshes of flowers1 and their perfume inebriates and captivates it4 ,i beg pardon of the reader1 if1 for an instant attracted by this race of beautiful ladies1 my head galloped away with them4 ,another time ,i will hold the reins tighter2 and it ought not to be difficult to stop this little horse of mine1 sixty years old4 ,sidenote3 ,,distribution ,,of ,,crimean ,,medals4 ,hyde ,park1 as ,i have said1 is larger than the two others1 ,st ,james's ,park and ,regent's ,park1 and is about five miles in circumference1 which seems a good deal2 but so it is4 ,these country spaces in the middle of ,london are1 as have been justly said1 the lungs of the great city4 ,by means of these green oases1 impregnated with oxygen1 the air of that gigantic body of ,london1 where millions of men swarm like ants1 is constantly renovated4 ,these parks are rich in timber1 and flowers are there cultivated with every art4 ,there are very few guards1 for great respect is shown for the laws prohibiting the damaging of the plants4 ,a curious but very just penalty is inflicted by them1 and this is it3 ,if ,signor ,tizio has damaged a plant1 or only picked a flower1 ,signor ,tizio1 according to the gravity of the mischief he has done1 is prohibited from entering those precincts for fifteen or twenty days4 ,and this is not enough--it would be too little2 his name is posted up to view at all the park entrances1 specifying the damage he has done and the penalty inflicted on him1 that everybody who goes there may read and laugh6 ,i was present in ,hyde ,park at the distribution of medals to the troops on their return from the ,crimea4 ,that great national fte was a splendid success--the whole army in arms and full uniform1 every part of it in its proper place1 cavalry1 artillery1 marines1 and infantry4 ,at the end of a large camp a throne was erected for the ,queen1 her children1 and her husband1 ,prince ,albert4 ,the ,ministers1 ,court dignitaries1 and ,lords surrounded her4 ,the ceremony was a long one4 ,the troops had been on foot since early morning1 and many were the numbers who received medals4 ,the sun beat down with great force on our heads1 for it was in the month of ,june4 ,it is a fine sight to see the youth of ,england1 tall1 square-shouldered young fellows1 with upright bearing and brilliant colouring2 but notwithstanding all this1 it would seem that for all their strength of nature they cannot endure hunger4 ,i was present at some little occurrences that astonished me extremely3 two or three of those young men fainted as if they had been delicate girls1 although they had herculean chests and arms4 ,but so it is3 the ,englishman1 when the hour has come1 requires absolutely to have his tea2 if this fails1 he can no longer stand on his feet4 ,sidenote3 ,,englishmen ,,must ,,have ,,tea4 ,that this must really be the case1 was demonstrated to me by the affectionate solicitude shown by their comrades and the people carefully conveying these fainting youths to the ambulances4 ,instead of this with us ,italians1 we see young men of twenty bear long marches1 discomfort1 and hunger with a bright face4 ,it is the difference of nature and habits in the two nations4 ,i do not mean1 indeed1 to say that we do not feel hunger--in fact1 ,i can say for myself that ,i feel it most ferociously2 and if this expression seems exaggerated1 ,i will correct myself and add1 brutally and insolently1 and will recount a little anecdote in proof of my appetite1 especially after fasting4 ,it is a trifling matter1 that goes as far back as thirty years4 ,at that time of juvenile effervescence one wishes for much and feels much1 and is not very fastidious about ways and means4 ,the fact is a curious one1 and1 to say the truth1 would not be very pleasant for me to narrate were it not that it is peculiar1 and with the touch of a brush paints to the life the character of my early youth4 ,i had quite forgotten it1 and it really would have been a mistake to do so4 ,those fasting ,english soldiers reminded me of it1 and ,i am very glad of it4 ,sidenote3 ,,visit ,,to ,,quarto4 ,the benevolent reader must betake himself back to the time when ,i was twenty-six years of age1 which1 in a young artist1 sometimes means being possessed of twenty-six devils4 ,true it is that with time and increase of years these devils1 alas6 diminish4 ,therefore1 at my present stand-point1 ,i feel myself absolutely free of them1 and could bear fasting and hunger without dreaming of committing the impertinence that1 without other preamble1 ,i am about to narrate4 ,lorenzo ,mariotti1 an agent of the ,russian ,government1 as ,i have before mentioned1 brought me a paper1 on which were written the following words3-- ,professor ,dupr is requested to come at an early hour to-morrow morning to ,quarto4 ,a4 ,,demidoff4 ,quarto is an enchanting villa that was afterwards in the possession of the ,grand ,duchess ,maria of ,russia2 at that time1 it was the property of ,prince ,anatolio ,demidoff1 who had bought it from ,prince ,girolamo ,buonaparte1 the father of ,princess ,matilde4 ,it is four miles distant from ,florence1 on the skirts of the steep hill of ,monte ,morello1 enclosed by beautiful gardens and a fine park4 ,i therefore betook myself there at an early hour2 and in the hopes of quickly despatching my business1 ,i had not thought of breakfasting before starting1 but merely took a cup of coffee4 ,i got into the carriage1 and arrived there at about eight o'clock4 ,it was a good season of the year1 being ,may1 and the day was a splendid one2 in its quietness and fragrance it reminded me of those most sweet verses of the divine poet3-- ,e quale1 annunziatrice degli albori1 ,l'aura di maggio movesi ed olezza1 ,tutta impregnata dall'erbe e da fiori4#i #i ,and as the harbinger of early dawn1 ,the air of ,may doth move and breathe out fragrance1 ,impregnate all with herbage and with flowers4 --,,dante3 ,purgatorio1 ,canto xxiv4 ,so ,i tasted the voluptuousness of these first warm days in the pure quietness of our hills1 and ,i looked forward to a short conversation with the ,prince 7as ,i imagined the motive of his summons71 and a speedy return to ,florence4 ,i dismounted1 and told the coachman to wait2 he lighted his cigar1 took a turn round the villa1 and then placed himself in the shade4 ,i asked for the ,prince1 and was answered that he was not up4 ,then ,i feared that ,i should be obliged to wait2 but the message was1 at an early hour4 ,who knows1 however1 what is an early hour to a gentleman8 ,i found out afterwards1 as the reader will soon hear4 ,sidenote3 ,,hunger ,,at ,,quarto4 ,i walked about in the apartment1 in the court1 in the garden1 and in the park1 and from time to time ,i came back to see if the ,prince had asked for me2 but the ,prince had not yet called4 ,two good hours were already past4 ,the pure air of the beautiful country1 the pleasant shade in the park1 the odour of the violets and roses1 all had served to sharpen my appetite4 ,i risked asking a servant if he could give me some breakfast1 but he answered that no one could have anything to eat before his ,excellency had ordered his breakfast4 ,and is it late before his ,excellency orders his breakfast8 ,ah6 that is as it happens1--at mid-day1 at one o'clock--when he thinks best4 ,so saying he left me1 and ,i began my walks again4 ,the beautiful country seemed to me less beautiful1 the shady avenues of the park had assumed a certain sadness and obnoxious freshness1 the odour from the flowers made my head giddy6 ,what was ,i to do8 ,return to ,florence8 ,it was far4 ,and what then of the ,prince's message8 ,i did not wish to fail to meet his invitation4 ,i reflected a little1 and then resolved to make a somewhat rash attempt1 but which succeeded admirably4 ,i had caught sight of the breakfast-room1 with its table all set out with cups1 plates1 glasses1 cakes1 confectionery--in fact with everything1 even with flowers in crystal vases that were a wonder to look at4 ,i went into the room and rang the bell with violence2 in an instant a servant appeared dressed in black1 to whom ,i turned1 and with my head well in the air pronounced in a harsh firm voice the one word-- ,breakfast6 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,order ,,breakfast ,,for ,,myself4 ,sidenote3 ,,after ,a ,,good ,,breakfast4 ,the servant disappeared1 and returned almost on the instant with a silver soup-tureen1 which he placed on the table before me1 and then stationed himself behind me4 ,two other servants brought me ham1 tongue1 caviale1 veal cutlets1 cold galantine1 and then asked if ,i wanted ,madeira1 ,bordeaux1 or ,marsala4 ,i was satisfied with the ,bordeaux1 and also partook of a plate of strawberries2 and as a last sacrifice1 ,i sipped a cup of ,mocha coffee--really inebriating--lighted my cigar1 and lost myself in the thickest part of the park4 ,i was really beaming4 ,i felt restored in body1 and in a state of perfect wellbeing1 feeling a certain sort of complacency with my spirit1 my genius1 my quickness--my impertinence1 let us say--which1 au fond1 was of good service to me and did nobody any harm4 ,carlo ,bini assures us that the prison so sharpened his brains that it was as much use to him in expressing his ideas as style was3-- ,la prigione una lima s sottile1 ,che aguzzando il cervel ne fa uno stile2 and does not hunger1 ,i say1 sharpen the brain8 ,i could cite a thousand examples of well-known geniuses who have grown up in the midst of privations and hunger1 but ,i do not wish to be pedantic4 ,this ,i know full well1 that ,i should never have been capable of such an escapade had ,i not had that formidable appetite1 nor should ,i have had the idea of satisfying it in that way4 ,necessity sharpens the intellect to invent and to act2 health and physical wellbeing kindle and spur on the fancy through flowering pathways of flattering hopes4 ,who knows with how many beautiful grilli and beautiful bright-coloured butterflies1 swift of flight1 a little glass of ,bordeaux1 or better still1 a glass of our good ,chianti wine1 has brightened the life of poets and artists8 ,i found myself in one of those beautiful dreams4 ,my mind wandered from one thing to another2 the past and the future were mixed up together4 ,history and fable1 religion and romance1 light and serious love1 the fantastic and the positive1 fine statues1 fine commissions1 friends distinguished for rectitude and genius1--all passed before me4 ,the flowers in the garden seemed to me more beautiful and more odorous than ever1 the sky brighter and purer2 and never did the hills of ,artimino1 ,careggi1 or ,fiesole1 populous with villas1 seem to me so fair4 ,i never gave a thought to the ,prince or to his having sent for me1 any more than if it had been all a dream4 ,and all was a dream2 for ,i fell asleep seated on one of the sofa-chairs made of reeds1 and in my sleep my thoughts went back to those beautiful legends of history and fable--beautiful women1 fine statues1 sweet friends--and to the delightful country1 when a slight touch on my shoulder woke me from my placid sleep4 ,it was one of the ,prince's servants1 who was in quest of me to take me to him4 ,to judge from their dress1 the ,prince and ,princess must have only been up a short time4 ,the ,prince was standing2 he had a cup in his hand1 and dipped some pieces of toasted bread into it4 ,from the odour1 ,i became aware that it was consomm4 ,the ,princess was seated1 turning over the leaves of a book of prints4 ,she was of rare beauty1 and the time1 the place1 and mild season of the year made her seem even more beautiful4 ,she ought therefore to have seemed and to have been an object of love and profound admiration to her happy husband2 and if you add to the attractions of youth and beauty1 grace of education1 culture of mind1 and prestige of birth1 the affection of the man who possessed her should have verged on idolatry4 ,but1 alas6 in life such perfect happiness never lasts2 and the reader remembers what ,i told of the end of this union4 ,sidenote3 ,,prince ,,demidoff',s ,,commission4 ,my dear ,dupr1 you have arrived a little late1 have you not8 ,i sent for you1 but you had not yet come4 ,your ,excellency1 let me tell you4 ,i arrived betimes--in fact1 very early1 as your ,excellency indicated ,i should do in your note2 but---- ,and here ,i told him the whole story already known to my reader2 and ,i cannot describe how delighted he and the ,princess were with it4 ,now and again the ,prince held out his hand to me1 saying1 ,bravo6 ,in faith1 ,i like this4 ,bravo6 ,then he told me what was the object of his sending for me4 ,it was to give me an order for a life-size statue of ,napoleon ,i41 in the very dress which he possessed1 and would furnish me with4 ,he would procure me a good mask and some authentic portraits2 but he begged me to make it in the shortest possible time4 ,it was very evident that he wanted to please the ,princess1 because whilst he was speaking to me he looked with loving intensity at her1 and from time to time caressed her with a gentleness almost childlike4 ,sidenote3 ,,prince ,,demidoff',s ,,character4 ,it has been said that this man was extravagant and almost brutal2 but when ,i remember the expression of radiant joy he had on his face when he was looking at his wife while proposing to give her a statue1 as if it had been only a flower or a fan--when ,i recall that ,i have seen him shed warm tears for the death of ,bartolini1 and when ,i remember his great charity in founding and maintaining the ,asylum of ,saint ,niccolo1--,i cannot but deplore the bad feeling and injustice of those who take pleasure in blackening his character1 in misinterpreting facts1 and maligning his intentions4 ,the order for the statue of ,napoleon proved a failure1 as also for that of the ,princess1 owing to the separation of husband and wife4 ,and now let me go back to my place1 for oh1 how ,i have wandered away from the fainting young soldiers in ,hyde ,park6 ,the exhibition of the models competing for the ,duke of ,wellington's monument was about to be opened1 so ,i thought it better to return home--all the more1 because ,i wished to stop in ,paris on my way back1 as ,i had been in too great a hurry to see it when ,i came through4 ,by this time1 nothing that there was to be seen in ,london had escaped me1 and ,i could describe with great precision the ,docks1 the ,tunnel1 ,westminster1 ,st ,paul's1 the ,tower of ,london1 the ,houses of ,parliament1 c41 c42 but to what use8 ,are there not guide-books8 ,and my impressions are many1 it is true1 and not of the common run2 but they would require no little space1 and this would change the simple design and form of these papers4 ,sidenote3 ,,examination ,,of ,,the ,,models ,,in ,,london4 ,two or three days before the opening of the exhibition of these models1 the ,minister of ,public ,instruction1 accompanied by the royal commissioner and other officials1 visited the great hall at ,westminster1 where the models were exhibited4 ,some ,english and a few foreign artists thought proper to accompany the ,minister when he went to inspect these works4 ,as for me1 ,i felt no such wish2 and not wanting to be thought rude1 and as neither the commissioner nor any of the people with the ,minister knew who ,i was1 ,i reclined in my shirt-sleeves on one of the cases belonging to these monuments1 and so passed for a common workman in the hall4 ,the commissioner1 in fact1 only knew me as a person of trust1 who had some ability in restoring a work in plaster4 ,i hope the reader has not forgotten that little affair4 ,i was consoled1 however1 by seeing that the ,minister stopped some time to look at my work1 although he passed by others in too much haste1 excusable in many instances1 but not in some1 where attention and praise were merited4 ,be it as it may1 ,i was well pleased that he stopped before mine--and all the more so1 that ,i did not form a part of his ,excellency's suite4 ,in fact ,i have been always very slow in putting myself forward with ,ministers of ,public ,works1 and ,i don't know to what saint ,i owe this feeling of respect for the ,ministry4 ,with certain members ,i have had frank cordial relations1 before they became ,excellencies2 afterwards1 when once they were in the ,ministry1 as if by a sort of magic they became for me such respectable personages that ,i retired into myself1 and kept most willingly to my own place4 ,then those poor gentlemen have so much to do that1 without a doubt1 if you wanted to see them1 you would be told that they could not receive you4 ,so the fact of it is1 that ,i have so much respect for them1 and just so much for myself1 as not to be willing to annoy them1 and there is not a ,minister of ,public ,works who can say1 ,this fellow has bored me about this or that thing4 ,true it is1 that by the grace of ,god ,i have never felt the necessity of doing so4 ,once only1 and that not on my own account1 but from a sentiment of dignity and justice1 negotiations were entered into with the ,ministers ,natoli1 ,correnti1 and ,bonghi1 as to the completion of a base for my ,tazza1 which ,i mentioned some time back2 and as it just fits in here1 ,i shall now bring this story to a close4 ,the subject is a delicate1 and for me a trying one1 but ,i shall discuss it with calmness1 and in as few short words as truth and reason can be clothed4 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,base ,,of ,,the ,,tazza4 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,leave ,,london4 ,the base of the ,tazza that ,i had modelled was either to be cast in bronze or cut in marble1 and the last was decided on4 ,whilst they were looking for a pure piece of close-grained marble1 the revolution took place1 and the ,grand ,duke left4 ,my model had already been paid for1 and ,i hoped that the present ,government1 sooner or later1 would have confirmed the commission2 but ,i hoped in vain4 ,after several years had passed1 ,i asked my friend ,commendatore ,gotti1 ,director of the ,royal ,galleries1 to make known my claim to the ,ministry1 which was done2 but ,i obtained nothing4 ,later1 ,professor ,dall',ongaro spoke about it to ,correnti1 the ,minister1 and also obtained nothing4 ,at last ,commendatore ,d',ancona was most pressing in speaking to ,bonghi the ,minister1 and ,betti the ,secretary2 but then came the fall of the ,minister with his ,cabinet1 and ,i was really tired out by the whole thing1 with its long1 wearisome1 and useless negotiations4 ,i must add1 that as the model had already been paid for1 the expense for executing it was all that was required2 and yet1 notwithstanding all these recommendations1 this little sum was not granted1 and ,i was not given a hearing4 ,and here it is to the purpose to remind the ,ministers of our ,government that ,i for more than fifteen years have occupied the gratuitous post of ,master of ,finishing2 and as in the statute creating this office it is declared that the ,royal ,government is not wanting in funds to pay the professors who shall have done the most for the good of their young pupils1 it is to the purpose1 ,i repeat1 to remind them of the office that ,i have filled1 and to declare to them that the pupils ,i have taught are now for the most part young living artists--some of them already professors1 cavalieri1 and masters in the schools--and that meanwhile ,i not only have not obtained a recompense1 but even my demand1 which to my belief was but a matter of pure justice1 was not even listened to4 ,but enough of this4 ,i return to ,london1 or rather let me say ,i leave it1 as my work was finished and in place1 only waiting for the judges4 ,i therefore packed my trunk1 paid my landlord1 said good-bye to my friends1 and got into the train1 thinking of that blessed ,channel where ,i had suffered so much in crossing4 ,,chapter ,,xvii4 ,,my ,,father',s ,,death--,a ,,turn ,,in ,,the ,,omnibus--,,the ,,ferrari ,,monument--,i ,,keep ,,the ,,sappho ,,for ,,myself--,,the ,,tired ,,bacchante ,,and ,,the ,,little ,,model--,,raphael ,,and ,,the ,,fornarina--,,the ,,madonna ,,and ,,bas-,,reliefs ,,at ,,santa ,,croce ,,and ,,cavaliere ,,sloane--,,my ,,daughter ,,amalia ,,and ,,her ,,works--,,my ,,daughter ,,beppina--,,description ,,of ,,the ,,bas-,,relief ,,on ,,the ,,fa,,ade ,,of ,,santa ,,croce--,i ,,am ,,taken ,,for ,,the ,,wrong ,,person ,,by ,,the ,,holy ,,father ,,pius ,,ix4--,,marshal ,,haynau--,,professor ,,bezzuoli ,,and ,,haynau',s ,,portrait4 ,my stay in ,london had been rather a long one1 but it was necessary for the restorations 7and what restorations67 of my work1 and also to see the wonders of art collected by that powerful nation1 by force of will1 money1 and time4 ,i stayed there about two months2 and notwithstanding the many and novel distractions which that vast city offered1 and the good health ,i enjoyed at that time under a climate so different from ours1 ,i felt every day more and more keenly the ardent desire to see my family1 so that when ,i arrived in ,paris ,i delayed very little4 ,the letters which ,i received from home breathed the same affectionate longing that ,i felt myself2 and the gay1 thoughtless life of ,paris1 instead of attracting me1 disgusted me4 ,my daughters by their mother's side in our little parlour were always present to me2 and knowing their dispositions1 and the loving wisdom of the mother1 ,i felt that tender1 holy joy which is difficult to describe1 but such as a loving and beloved father feels for his dear ones4 ,i had lost two years ago my poor father from cholera4 ,the poor old man had at first resisted the fury of that tremendous disease4 ,he lived at the ,carra1 beyond ,porta al ,prato4 ,all around death reaped its victims1--young and old1 poor and rich2 it spared no one4 ,almost every evening1 at dusk1 ,i went to him to assure myself of his health4 ,one evening ,i found him unwell and in bed2 but he had no fever1 and his servant-maid1 a good girl1 served him with affectionate zeal4 ,i left him quiet4 ,on going away ,i urged her to be attentive to my father through fear of the epidemic then raging4 ,the girl assured me that ,i need not doubt of her being so1 and that ,i might be tranquil4 ,the next evening ,i went back to see him3 he was still in bed1 and was better2 but he told me that he stayed there as a precaution1 and that he was to get up the following day1 having the physician's permission to do so4 ,the door had been opened for me by a little boy1 to whom he gave lessons in drawing and ornamentation--,gabriello ,maranghi--who to-day is one of our ornamental marble-workers4 ,sidenote3 ,,my ,,father',s ,,illness--,,death ,,of ,,rosa4 ,oh1 ,rosa1 ,i said to my father2 where is she8 ,rosa1 poor thing1 died this morning4 ,she came back from marketing1 put down her things1 went into her room1 and ,i have not seen her since4 ,they carried her away a short time ago6--and the poor old man was much moved4 ,this sudden news of a death so instantaneous upset me and frightened me for my poor father4 ,it was the same whether he stayed there or was carried elsewhere1 for in every district they died in the same way4 ,i went away sad at heart4 ,the next day he got up1 and was pretty well1 even gay--in fact1 for several days continued well1 and went on with his work as usual4 ,one morning--it was ,sunday--my wife1 who had got up before me1 came into the bedroom1 waked me up1 and said-- ,sidenote3 ,,death ,,of ,,my ,,father4 ,nanni1 get up2 father is ill4 ,i looked in my wife's face1 and read there the nature and gravity of my poor father's illness4 ,i ran to him2 he recognised me1 and said-- ,my good ,giannino1 you have done well to come quickly to your father2 ,i am so glad to see you before ,i die4 ,he lived all day1 but had spasms of pain and wandered in mind4 ,then he died1 and his face became serene1 as if he were sleeping peacefully4 ,whoever has lost a father knows the kind of grief it is6 ,as ,i have said1 ,i stayed but a few days in ,paris4 ,i saw1 on the wing as it were1 and without being able to study them1 the monuments of art in which that great capital is rich4 ,i repeat1 ,i felt an irresistible desire to return home4 ,of the artists1 ,i saw only ,gendron1 whom ,i had known in ,florence2 ,anieni1 a ,roman2 and ,prince ,joseph ,poniatowsky1 then in his prime4 ,what was most to my taste was to ride up and down the streets of ,paris in an omnibus to get an idea of the movement and grandeur of that city2 but an incident occurred to me that prevented my having that desire any longer1 and ,i should have put an end to this going up and down even if ,i had not already determined upon my departure4 ,this was what happened4 ,i had just come from a walk in the ,champs ,elyses1 when ,i saw the omnibus which goes from the ,barrire du ,trne to the ,madeleine standing still4 ,i said to myself3 ,very good2 ,i will get in here1 go through all the ,boulevards as far as the ,barrire1 and without even descending1 turn about again1 and when ,i get back to the ,rue du ,helder 7where ,i lodged71 ,i will get out and go home4 ,the omnibus started1 drove through all the ,boulevards des ,italiens1 des ,capucines1 ,poissonnire1 c41 and arrived at the ,barrire4 ,the passengers got out1 the omnibus stopped1 and the conductor said to me-- ,sidenote3 ,i ,,return ,,to ,,florence4 ,monsieur1 descendez1 s'il vous plait4 ,i answered1 ,je ne descends pas moi4 ,pourquoi donc8 ,parce que je retourne sur mon chemin4 ,the ill-concealed laughter made me aware of my mistake1 and the conductor1 with good manners1 gave me to understand that the drive ended there1 and on account of the lateness of the hour there was no return trip4 ,i got out1 and was at least four miles from home4 ,to find a carriage1 ,i was obliged to take a long walk towards the centre of ,paris1 and finally found one1 and had myself conveyed home1 muttering against my own stupidity4 ,the next day1 without turning either to the right or to the left1 ,i returned to ,italy1--to dear1 beautiful ,florence2 to the bosom of my family2 to my studies2 to my works2 to my good pupils2 to my faithful workmen2 and to my dear friends4 ,fortune had favoured me in ,london3 my work had gained one of the first prizes in the competition4 ,another prize was obtained also by ,professor ,cambi4 ,i had scarcely got back from ,london when ,count ,ferrari ,corbelli ordered from me the monument for his wife1 the ,countess ,berta1 whom he had lost a few days before4 ,this work1 which he wished to see finished as soon as possible1 was the cause of my abandoning the group of the ,deluge1 which ,i had already sketched1 as ,i have before stated4 ,the monument was composed of a base1 on which was placed the urn containing the body of the deceased4 ,modesty and ,charity1 the principal virtues of the departed ,countess1 stand leaning on the angles of the sarcophagus1 and above these the ,angel of the ,resurrection points the way to heaven for the soul of the ,countess1 snatched from the love of her husband and children4 ,the monument stands under an arch1 on which are three putti who hold up some folds as if they were opening the curtain of heaven4 ,the background is encrusted with lapis-lazuli4 ,this monument is placed in the ,church of ,san ,lorenzo1 in the chapel next to the sacristy4 ,my friend ,augusto ,conti liked the conception of this monument1 but objected to the nudity of the child of ,charity4 ,i have a sincere respect for his criticism1 as ,i respect also the one he made on the monument to ,cavour4 ,he is a profound and conscientious critic of art2 and besides this1 he has had1 and has1 for me and my family1 a truly fraternal love1 and ,i remember with emotion the part which he took during the illness and death of my daughter and my wife4 ,sidenote3 ,,countess ,,ferrari ,,corbelli4 ,contemporaneously with this work ,i modelled a ,sappho1 and put it at once into marble1 by order of ,signor ,angiolo ,gatti1 a dealer in statues2 but it happened that when he should have received the statue he had no funds1 and so ,i sent it to our ,italian ,exhibition4 ,the ,government1 which had set apart a sum of money for the acquisition of the best works of art1 decided not to take my statue1 so ,i have it by me now4 ,it seems to me 7,i confess the weakness7 as if ,i had been wronged1 so to speak1 and as if my poor ,sappho resented this wrong from the new ,phaons3 so ,i have wished to keep my faith with her1 since the desertion of her lover had caused her death2 and although ,i have several times had offers not to be despised1 yet ,i have never been willing to sell her4 ,who can tell where this poor ,sappho will be1 and how situated1 after my death8 ,sidenote3 ,,model ,,of ,,the ,,bacchante4 ,at this same time--that is1 in #aheg--;,i made the model of the ,tired ,bacchante2 and the idea of this figure was suggested to me by a little model who was brought to me by her mother1 and who had never before been seen naked by any one4 ,the freshness of this young girl1 her unspoiled figure1 the delicate beauty1 somewhat sensual1 of her face1 suggested as a subject the ,tired ,dancer1 which afterwards was converted to a ,bacchante2 and as some time before ,i had made a little statue1 representing ,gratitude1 for the ,signora ,maria ,nerli of ,siena1 the general lines of that statuette served me as a sketch for this4 ,but were ,i to say that it was only the beauty of the model1 the subject suggested so spontaneously to me1 and the composition already made1 that persuaded me to keep the girl and make the statue1 ,i should not be telling the exact truth4 ,the mother of this girl was one of those women who not only throw aside all a mother's duty and responsibility1 but despising all decency1 show that they are capable of worse things4 ,i tried at first to dissuade her from taking the young girl about to studios1 and so forcing her to lose all that a maiden has most precious--modesty2 nor was ,i silent about the perils that she was exposing her to4 ,but my words were thrown away1 for she smiled at them as if they were childish3 so ,i kept the young girl and made the statue4 ,i can assure you that she was a good young creature1 and when ,i had finished the model ,i dismissed her with paternal words4 ,i saw her many years after1 so changed and sad1 that one could hardly recognise her4 ,she told me her sad story1--a name was on her lips1 but a daughter's love made her conceal it4 ,i repeat1 she was good1 and suffered1 but not by any fault of hers4 ,i have never seen her again3 perhaps she is dead--the only good thing that can befall any of those unhappy creatures4 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,nude ,,model4 ,to some it may seem as if ,i have been rather tedious about this poor ,traviata2 but most people1 ,i hope1 have found my indignation reasonable1 for the condition of such a girl as this is most sad and humiliating1--forced by her mother1 who ought to be the jealous guardian of the modesty and innocence of her child1 to strip herself naked before a man4 ,even though her mother remain there present1 it is always a hard thing1 and most disagreeable to a young woman jealous of her good name1 and dreading the looks and thoughts of the man there before her4 ,it is not even impossible that it may be thought ,i have studiously and affectedly deplored such cases as these1 as if ,i wished to show myself better than ,i am4 ,i have no answer to give to any one who thinks thus1 for in these papers he will find nothing to justify such an opinion4 ,i only desire to remind the profane in art1 that when we have a model before us1 our mind and all our strength is so absorbed in our work1 and the difficulties are so great in taking from nature just so much as is required for the character1 expression1 and form of our subject1 that nothing else affects us4 ,he who does not credit this is not an artist1 and does not feel art4 ,i see a little smile of incredulity1 almost of triumph1 come over the face of my unbelieving reader1 and the old story1 so often sung and perhaps exaggerated1 of ,raphael and the ,fornarina placed before me1 to belie my words4 ,this case of ,raphael and the ,fornarina was a unique one1 and quite different from the ordinary relations that exist between the artist and his models4 ,a model is for us like an instrument or a tool1 necessary for our work4 ,if good and beautiful1 we prize her and respect her as we would a good tool2 if neither beautiful nor good1 we bid her be off4 ,the ,fornarina was beautiful1 and perhaps she may have been even good2 but unfortunately she was of a sanguine temperament1 imaginative1 and ardent1 as she appears from the portraits ,raphael has left of her4 ,the graceful nature1 the delicate figure of the young artist1 and the prestige of his fame1 roused the love and ambition of the beautiful ,trasteverina4 ,amor che a nullo amato amar perdona1#aj ,love1 that exempts no one beloved from loving1 seized hold of that angel and smothered him in its embrace4 ,what has this most fatal story to do with our usual artistic life8 ,to-day there are no more ,fornarinas1 and1 above all1 there are no ,raphaels2 and if by chance an artist falls in love with his model1 why1 he marries her1 and there is an end of it4 ,in conclusion1 a good and beautiful model that willingly and honestly 7,i use this word for want of a better7 does her business1 ,i like and employ2 but a simple1 good-natured1 ignorant young girl forced to this shame by her own mother1 irritates me and makes me sad4 #aj ,dante1 ,inferno1 canto v4 ,sidenote3 ,,raphael ,,and ,,the ,,fornarina4 ,at this time they were making the faade of the ,church of ,santa ,croce1 with the most valuable aid of ,cavaliere ,sloane1 to whom we are chiefly indebted that it was possible to complete this work4 ,in the design of the faade there were bas-reliefs in the arches over the three doors3 over the middle door the ,triumph of the ,cross2 over that of the right nave the ,vision of ,constantine2 and over the other1 on the left1 the ,refinding of the ,cross4 ,i had already made for the faade the ,madonna1 who stands high up over the cuspide of the middle door2 and because the subject was dear to me1 as also the idea which it should convey1 ,i was content with a price which would barely cover the cost of making it1 without counting my work on the model4 ,but these three bas-reliefs were much more arduous work2 and as ,i could not make them at the same rate as ,i had made the ,madonna1 ,i refused4 ,cavaliere ,sloane1 however1 who much desired that these bas-reliefs should be made1 came to me and begged me to accept them4 ,as to the price1 he assured me that we should agree1 and that he would himself pay it1 because he wished that the faade should be made by me4 ,i took time to reply1 and reflecting that the three bas-reliefs would take much more time than ,i had to dispose of1 and desiring to help my two clever and affectionate pupils1 ,i proposed to ,cavaliere ,sloane to divide this labour into three parts4 ,the larger bas-relief1 that over the central door1 ,i would make2 the other two1 over the lateral doors1 should be made1 one by ,sarrocchi of ,siena1 and the other by ,emilio ,zocchi of ,florence4 ,sloane was satisfied with my proposition1 but with the understanding that ,i should be answerable for the excellence of these works1 and while ,i should leave these artists freedom in their conceptions1 ,i should direct them in such conceptions as well as in the execution4 ,this ,i formally promised to do1 and the work was decided upon4 ,sidenote3 ,,bas-,,reliefs ,,on ,,santa ,,croce4 ,these bas-reliefs1 which ,i relinquished to my scholars1 recall to my mind other works also given up to scholars1 but not mine4 ,among these is ,professor ,costa of ,florence4 ,in the beginning of my artistic career1 when ,i was making the ,cain and ,abel1 ,giotto1 and ,pius ,,ii41 ,i had also a commission to make a statue representing ,summer1 for one of the four seasons which ornament the palace once called ,batelli4 ,this commission1 though a poor one1 ,i should have executed1 because ,i had engaged to do so1 and poor ,batelli had urged it in a friendly way2 but ,pietro ,costa1 then very young1 studious1 and needy1 begged it of me1 and ,i1 with the consent of the person who had given the commission1 gave it up to him1 and it was a great success4 ,sidenote3 ,,my ,,daughter ,,amalia4 ,now that ,i am speaking of my scholars1 it is but just that ,i should mention my daughter ,amalia4 ,she used at that time to come and see me in my studio with her mother and sisters2 and while the little ,beppina and ,gigina stayed out in the little square playing together and gathering flowers1 ,amalia remained in my studio silently watching me at work4 ,when her mother was getting ready to take her home1 she was so unwilling to tear herself away from gazing at my work1 that ,i asked her one day-- ,would you like to do this work8 ,yes1 papa1 the child quickly replied4 ,well1 then1 ,i said1 stay with me4 ,then ,i turned to my wife and said1 ,leave ,amalia with me for company2 she can return home with me4 ,i arranged a slate on a little easel in form of a reading-desk for her1 prepared some bits of clay1 and showed her how to spread the clay to a certain thickness on the slate as a foundation2 then ,i placed before her a small figure of one of the bas-reliefs from the doors of ,san ,giovanni1 by ,andrea ,pisano1 and ,i said to her1--,with this little pointed stick you must draw in the figure1 then you must put on clay to get the relief2 but first ,i must see if your drawing is like the original4 ,only the outline is necessary1 and this line should only reproduce the movement and proportion of the little figure you have before you4 ,do you understand8 ,the child understood so well1 that1 at the first trial1 she traced all the outline of the figure correctly4 ,it must1 however1 be remembered that ,amalia and her sisters had taken lessons in drawing from me1 and had always kept them up4 ,sidenote3 ,,amalia ,,dupr ,,and ,,her ,,works4 ,from that day to this ,amalia has never left the studio1 and art has become so dear a thing to her that she can now no longer do without it4 ,her works are well known4 ,besides portraits1 of which she has many1 the greater number of them in marble1 she has modelled and executed in marble various statues and bas-reliefs4 ,the statues are3 the ,child ,giotto1 ,dante's ,matelda1 ,st ,peter in ,chains1 the ,monument of the ,signora ,adele ,stracchi1 and that of our dearest ,luisina--statues all life-size1 and except the ,matelda and ,st ,peter1 all cut in marble2 also two small statues1 a ,st ,john1 and an ,angel throwing water1 for the baptismal font in a rich chapel of one of ,marchese ,nerli's villas2 also a little ,angel1 still in plaster1 and a group of the ,madonna and ,child with a lamb1 for the ,church of ,badia in ,florence4 ,the bas-reliefs are3 the ,madonna1 accompanied by an angel1 taking to her arms the youthful soul of the daughter of the ,duchess ,ravaschieri of ,naples4 ,for ,arezzo3 the ,sisters of ,charity conducting the asylum children to the tomb of ,cavaliere ,aleotti1 in act of prayer and gratitude2 eight saints in bas-relief for the pulpit of the ,cathedral of ,san ,miniato2 four bas-reliefs for monuments in that same cathedral to the following persons--,religion for ,bishop ,poggi1 ,history for ,bernardo ,buonaparte1 ,physics for ,professor ,taddei1 and ,poesy for the poet ,bagnoli2 a font1 with a small statue of ,sant',eduvige1 for the ,countess ,talon of ,paris2 a bas-relief for the lunette over the door of my new studio at ,pinti2 a little bronze copy of the ,piet2 a copy of the ,justice1 also in bronze2 a statuette of ,st ,joseph1 and a statue of ,st ,catherine of ,siena1 in terra cotta1 for the chapel of a pious refuge for poor children at ,siena2 a little group in marble of the ,virt teologali for ,signor ,raffaello ,agostini of ,florence2 and a large statue1 life-size1 of the ,madonna ,addolorata1 in terra cotta1 for the ,church of ,st ,emidio at ,agnone4 ,all these works1 you understand1 were done by her as a pleasant way of exercising herself in her art1 gratuitously1 as is most natural2 but it did not so appear to the tax-agent1 who1 however1 was obliged to correct himself by cancelling her name from the roll of taxpayers1 where it had been put4 ,poor ,amalia1 working from pure love of art1 doing good by giving your work away1 and often the worse for it in your pocket2 and then to behold yourself taxed in the exercise and sale of your work6 ,a pretty thing indeed6 ,sidenote3 ,,amalia',s ,,character4 ,as ,i am now on a subject that attracts me1 ,i cannot tear myself from it in such a hurry4 ,it is not permitted me to speak of the artistic merit of my daughter4 ,my opinion would be a prejudiced one1 both as father and as master1 and therefore ,i have restricted myself only to note down the works that she has done so far2 but ,i cannot refrain from making known the internal satisfaction ,i feel in seeing my teaching productive of such good fruit4 ,it fell on ground so well prepared that it sprouted out abundantly and spontaneously4 ,the consolation a master feels when he sees his pupil understand and almost divine his thought1 is very great2 and when this pupil is his own daughter1 one may imagine how much the greater it is4 ,and when ,i think of her modest nature1 shrinking from praise1 desirous of good1 tender and compassionate with the poor in their sorrow1 grieving as ,i do for the many irreparable family misfortunes1 ,i still thank the ,lord that ,he has let me keep this angel1 and also my other daughter ,beppina1 who is not less loving to us and to her husband1 by whom her love is returned in a ,christian spirit4 ,she also is endowed by nature with sentiment for art1 and her drawings and certain little models in clay are the indications of wide-awake1 ready aptitude4 ,i treasure a bust of ,dante that she modelled1 and that was cut in marble1 and deplore that the new life she has entered upon1 and perhaps a delicate feeling of consideration for her sister1 have made her desist from the continuation of a career well begun4 ,now she is a mother2 and the duties of a mother are so noble and so arduous as to repress any other tendencies even more natural to her and more attractive4 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,fa,,ade ,,of ,,santa ,,croce4 ,sidenote3 ,,bas-,,relief1 ,,triumph ,,of ,,the ,,cross4 ,now let us return to the faade of ,santa ,croce4 ,i ordered the ,refinding of the ,cross from ,sarrocchi1 and the ,vision of ,constantine from ,zocchi2 and both ,zocchi and ,sarrocchi set themselves at once to work4 ,here is the explanation of the conception of my bas-relief3 ,it seemed to me that the ,triumph or ,exaltation of the ,cross ought to be explained by means of persons or personifications that the ,cross1 with its divine love1 had won or conquered4 ,the sign of the ,cross stands on high resplendent with light1 and around it are angels in the act of adoration4 ,under the ,cross1 and in the centre of the bas-relief on the summit of a mountain1 there is an angel in the act of prayer1 expressive of the attraction of the human soul towards ,divinity4 ,by means of prayer descends the grace that warms and illuminates the intellect and affections of man4 ,the affections and intellect1 divided from the ,cross1 again return to the ,cross1 and are expressed by the following figures that stand below3 ,a liberated slave1 half seated1 half reclining1 with his face and eyes turned upward1 expressive of gratitude for his liberation1--for from the ,cross descended and spread over all the earth that divine word of human brotherhood2 and near the slave a savage on his knees1 leaning on his club2 the stupidity and fierceness of whose look are subdued and illuminated by the splendour of the ,cross4 ,these two impersonations are in the centre below1 leaving the space to the right and left for the following personages3 ,on the right of the person looking at the bas-relief is ,constantine unsheathing his sword when he beheld the sign and heard the words1 ,in hoc signo vinces2 near ,constantine is the ,countess ,matilda1 whose pious attitude revealed her strong love for the ,church of ,christ1 and enabled it to put up a barrier against foreign arrogance1 and to defend the liberty of the ,italian ,communes2 behind her1 nearly hidden1 owing to her holy timidity1 the ,magdalen1 to indicate that the ardours of lust were conquered by the fire of divine love4 ,on his knees1 bent to the ground1 with his face in his hands1 is ,st ,paul the elect1 who from an enemy had become the strenuous defender of the ,gospel and apostle of the ,gentiles4 ,st ,thomas1 with one knee on the ground1 a book in his hand1 in a modest pensive attitude1 recalls the words of ,jesus1 who said1 ,bene scriptisti de me1 ,thoma4 ,a little in the background1 near ,constantine1 is the ,emperor ,heraclius1 dressed in sad raiment1 commemorative of the wars against the ,christians2 and a ,roman soldier bearing the standard inscribed with ,s4,p4,q4,r4 closes the composition on this part of the bas-relief4 ,on the left side the principal figure is ,charlemagne2 an unsheathed sword is in one hand1 and in the other a globe with a cross1 emblems of his vast dominions and his mission of propagating the true faith2 he also represents the greatest material power conquered for the glory of the ,cross4 ,dante is near him--the greatest ,christian intellectual power--and he holds in his hand the three ',canticles1' called by him ',poema ,sacro4' ,near ,dante the poor monk of ,assisi1 with his hands pressed to his breast1 looking lovingly and with fixed attention at the ,cross4 ,in these three figures are represented the dominator of the world1 the dominator of the spirit1 and the dominator of poverty and humility attracted by love of the ,cross4 ,to complete this group you see ,st ,augustine in his episcopal robes1 holding in his hand a volume of ',the ,city of ,god'2 and behind them a martyr with a palm1 as pendant to the ,roman soldier on the opposite side4 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,triumph ,,of ,,the ,,cross4 ,such is the composition of the ,triumph of the ,cross1 which is above the middle door of that temple where the ashes of ,michael ,angelo and ,galileo rest1 and where it has been my desire for so many years that a memorial monument to ,leonardo da ,vinci should be placed4 ,and1 vain though it be1 ,i shall always call for it louder and louder1 the more that ,i see the mediocrity that a want of taste continues to erect there4 ,as it is not permissible for me to speak of the praise ,i had for this work1 ,i will not pass over in silence a criticism that was made to me about my having selected the ,countess ,matilda to put into my composition4 ,it was objected that the ,countess ,matilda served the ,pope1 served the ,church of ,rome1 but did not do homage especially to the ,cross4 ,i have given the reason of her serving the ,pope4 ,i have already given a few words in explanation of that personage2 and as for the distinction that there is between the ,church of ,christ and ,christ ,himself1 ,i must frankly say that ,i do not understand it4 ,let not the reader believe1 however1 that ,i am one of those ,christians desirous of being more ,christian than the ,pope himself1 and excessively intolerant and passionate4 ,no2 ,sidenote3 ,,pius ,,ix4 ,,in ,,florence4 ,i am with the teaching of the apostles1 and that seems to me enough1 for it includes all1 even comprising the beautiful exhortation of ,father ,dante1 when he says-- ,avete il vecchio e il nuovo ,testamento1 ,e il pastor della ,chiesa che vi guida1#aa c4 ,ye have the ,old and the ,new ,testament1 ,and the pastor of the ,church who guideth you4 #aa ,dante1 ,paradiso1 canto #e4 ,in fact--not now1 but soon--,i will let you know1 and touch with your hand1 so to speak1 the fact that ,i am not in the good graces of some of those people who depicted me to the eyes of the ,holy ,father after the manner of a bad barocco painter--falsifying proportions1 character1 and expression4 ,but1 as ,i have said1 ,i will return to this later on2 and meanwhile1 ,i must say that the ,holy ,father did not know me at all1 as the only time that ,i had the honour of bending before him and kissing his foot he took me for another person4 ,and it occurred when the ,pontiff ,pius ,,ix4 passed through ,florence after his tour through the ,romagna4 ,the ,grand ,duke did all the honours of ,florence to him4 ,during the few days that he remained in ,florence the ,grand ,duke accompanied him wherever he thought it would give him pleasure to go1 and1 amongst other places1 he took him to visit the manufactory of pietre dure1 and the ,academy of ,fine ,arts2 and on this occasion our president invited the ,college of ,professors to be present1 that we might see the ,holy ,father near1 and perform an act of reverence to the ,supreme ,hierarch4 ,the ,pope was seated on an elevated place like a throne2 on his left was the ,grand ,duke2 the ,ministers1 dignitaries1 and our president were standing near him4 ,we were called1 one by one1 and presented by our president1 ,marchese ,luca ,bourbon del ,monte1 to the ,holy ,father2 and those who were presented prostrated themselves before him1 kissed his foot1 and then returned to their places4 ,when it came to my turn1 the ,grand ,duke turned to the ,pope and said-- ,sidenote3 ,a ,,mistake ,,of ,,pius ,,ix4 ,here1 ,blessed ,father1 is the artist who made the ,cain and ,abel that your ,holiness seemed well satisfied with4 ,and the ,holy ,father1 turning to me1 answered-- ,i congratulate you4 ,they are two most beautiful statues4 ,you have nothing to envy in the ,berlin or ,munich casting4 ,most ,blessed ,father1 ,i hastened to reply1 ,i am not the caster of those statues1 but---- ,go1 continued the ,holy ,father--go1 and may ,god bless you2 and making one of those great crosses in the air that ,pius ,,ix4 knew so well how to make1 he sent me away in peace1 in the midst of the silent but visible hilarity of all those who had witnessed my embarrassment4 ,it is more than probable that the ,grand ,duke rectified the mistake incurred by his ,holiness2 and ,i should regret if ,i had remained in his mind as the caster1 when that merit belonged personally and legitimately to ,professor ,clemente ,papi4 ,but if it is easy to imagine that that mistake was then cleared up1 it is difficult to say the same of the one at the present day1 because it is harder to rectify4 ,i heed very little the censure of certain extreme ,catholics1 believing that ,i share it with many whom ,i should wish to resemble in every respect3 but the censure of the ,pope was indeed painful to me2 and ,i managed in such a way1 by showing myself just as ,i am1 that ,i obtained his goodwill4 ,but of this1 as ,i have already said1 ,i will speak further on1 and now ,i return to my works4 ,sidenote3 ,,portrait ,,of ,,marshal ,,haynau4 ,the reader may have observed that ,i have made no mention of portraits1 although ,i have made many4 ,as1 however1 amongst these portraits there is one that made some noise1 and as the things that were said1 being magnified by passion and by the inexact information of the person who spread these reports1 might lead those who are in the dark to form a wrong impression1 ,i have thought best to narrate the facts as they were4 ,one day a gentleman asked to speak to me4 ,he was a man of about sixty1 tall1 thin1 with deep-set1 changeable1 and vivacious eyes1 thick-marked eyebrows1 long moustaches1 lofty bearing1 and with such a singular and expressive face1 that when an artist sees it1 he is at once possessed with a desire to make it a study4 ,this gentleman said-- ,would you make my portrait8 ,i answered1 ,yes4 ,how many sittings do you require to make the model8 ,six or eight1 or more1 according to the length of the sittings4 ,when could you begin8 ,the first days of next week4 ,very well3 ,monday ,i will be with you4 ,at what hour8 ,at nine in the morning1 if not inconvenient to you4 ,good-bye1 then1 until ,monday4 ,do you know who ,i am8 ,i have not the honour4 ,i am ,marshal ,haynau4 ,and he went away4 ,sidenote3 ,,anecdote ,,of ,,haynau4 ,sidenote3 ,,portrait ,,of ,,haynau4 ,now1 to say that1 after having heard the name1 ,i had pleasure in making his portrait1 would be a falsehood2 and yet the singularity of that face1 the curiosity ,i had to become acquainted through conversation with a man of such haughtiness and fierceness of character1 the engagement ,i had entered into1 and my pledged word1 all took from me the courage to renounce the work4 ,it is useless to say how all my friends1 and naturally even more1 those who were no friends of mine1 declaimed against me4 ,the newspapers were full of attacks1 the story of the brewery in ,london1 with all its details1 was told1 magnified and praised2 in fact1 to tell the truth1 it was in the days when ,i was taking his portrait1 and then alone1 that ,i was made acquainted with the fierce nature of this great person1 as my only idea of him until then had been a very indistinct and sketchy one4 ,the beauty of it is1 that in the conversation he held with me he showed himself a quiet man1 opposed to all cruelty1 although a severe military disciplinarian1 and inexorable in punishing refractory soldiers4 ,he made no mystery of this1 and he named to me the ,hungarian generals and officers that he had had shot1 as the most natural thing in the world2 and because ,i blamed him for this1 he answered3 ,with rebels one could not do otherwise1 and that he would have become guilty himself had he not punished them4 ,but ,i1 who had read of his cruelty to women1 children--to all1 in fact--censured him for this1 and he denied it in a most decided manner1 adding a story which1 if true1 ,i don't know what to say4 ,here is the anecdote3 ,when he had gained the victory at ,pesth1 and had all the heads of the revolution in his hands1 they were all condemned to death by a council of war4 ,amongst these were the ,archbishop of ,pesth and a ,count ,karoli4 ,he had the alter ego in his hands1 and in consequence his orders had no need of the ,imperial sanction2 but both the ,archbishop and ,count ,karoli had powerful friends and adherents at ,vienna1 and these did so much1 and exerted themselves to such a degree1 that1 an hour before the execution of the sentence1 the ,imperial reprieve arrived4 ,as he1 however1 thought both of these men more guilty than the others1 owing to their high position1 and as it seemed to him unjust that they should be saved and the others sacrificed1 he called them all into his presence1 and after having informed the two fortunate ones of the ,imperial pardon1 he added these words3 ,it is my conviction1 in virtue of the proofs which ,i have in my hands1 and which have been examined by the council of war1 that the ,archbishop and ,count ,karoli are the most guilty of any of you2 but as our most gracious sovereign has saved them from the penalty that they deserved1 it is not just that those who are less guilty should suffer from it2 therefore1 availing myself of the power ,i have of alter ego1 ,i spare the life of all4 ,i can attest the truth of this story1 not only in its general sense1 but even to its wording4 ,the truth of the story1 ,i say1 for as to the facts ,i know nothing4 ,and ,i have made a note of it2 for if by chance it was not true1 to the stain of cruelty one can add that of having told a lie to appear merciful4 ,the fact was that he discussed all his affairs with facile prolixity4 ,he spoke of art and the artists that he had known at ,milan1 ,venice1 and ,bologna1 in the days of our servitude to ,austria1 and through all his stories there was always something or other of the bombastic4 ,he urged me to make his statue1 but ,i decidedly refused to do so4 ,he spoke to me about it several times1 and at last ,i was obliged to speak openly to him1 and he thought my reasons just ones4 ,then he manifested to me his wish to have his portrait painted on horseback1 and asked me if ,i knew a clever artist with a name that would undertake the work4 ,this question embarrassed me1 being myself already compromised4 ,i took some time to think about it1 and fate was propitious1 and gave me a companion with whom to bear the censure and abuse that only too certainly rained down upon us4 ,sidenote3 ,,bezzuoli',s ,,defence ,,of ,,my ,,bust4 ,early the next morning ,professor ,bezzuoli came to my studio1 and said--,let me see the portrait of ,marshal ,haynau4 ,certainly2 here it is4 ,do you know1 says ,bezzuoli to me1 that yesterday ,i had to take up your defence8 ,there were certain chatterboxes1 that don't know even how to draw an eye1 who1 talking of you on account of the portrait you are making1 said you ought never to have accepted it1 and that they could never have abased themselves to do so4 ,i answered that an artist when he makes a portrait is not occupied with politics4 ,if the person whose portrait is taken is a scamp1 he will always be a scamp1 with or without his portrait1 precisely like ,nero1 ,tiberius1 or other such beasts1 of whom such beautiful portraits have been taken1 that it is a pleasure to see them2 but it never comes into the mind of anybody for an instant to say1 ,look what a canaille the artist must have been who made this portrait6 ,so true does this seem to me1 that if ,haynau had come to me and given me an order to paint his portrait1 ,i would have accepted his commission most willingly4 ,ah1 very well6 thought ,i to myself1 ,i shall no longer be alone2 then ,i said to ,bezzuoli1--,thank you for the part you have taken in my defence4 ,i still think if my colleagues only had an idea how ,i have been taken by surprise when ,i engaged to do this work1 and how the originality of the head excited a desire in me1 and if they felt how imperious the impulse born of that little capricious demon ,art is--they would1 ,i think1 be more indulgent with me2 and not only indulgent1 but they would even praise me when they knew that ,i had refused to make a statue of ,haynau for himself4 ,and propos of this statue1 which ,i shall not make1 ,i will tell you about it presently2 but first permit me to ask a question4 ,i understood you to say that if this gentleman had gone to you and asked you to paint his portrait1 you would have accepted the commission--did ,i understand right8 ,sidenote3 ,,bezzuoli ,,paints ,,haynau',s ,,portrait4 ,you understood perfectly4 ,i then add that he will come4 ,he wants a full-sized portrait of himself on horseback4 ,a large picture1 an attack in battle1 or something of that kind2 and later1 after mid-day1 he will go to you for this purpose4 ,should you like it8 ,i should like it very much2 but how can you speak to me with so much assurance about this8 ,then ,i told him what the reader already knows4 ,that morning the ,marshal went with a note from me to ,professor ,bezzuoli4 ,in a few words all was arranged2 the picture was finished in a short time1 and had a great deal of deserved praise as far as work went1 and bitter censure for the rest1 which he divided and bore in company with me--with less resignation1 however1 than could have been desired from so old an artist who had thought over and discussed the importance of the engagement he had taken4 ,this was the character of ,bezzuoli1 who preserved even as an old man all the vivacity and impetuosity of open1 gay-hearted youth2 but at the same time1 he was mistrustful and touchy in the extreme4 ,when ,i remember him1 full of vivacity and bonhomie1 the friend of young men1 with his frank1 open-hearted1 sincere advice1 and at the same time full of sensitiveness about the merest nothings1 and with childish and ridiculous ambitions1 such as not to be willing to be beaten at billiards1 it makes me smile to think of the weakness of our poor human nature4 ,he liked to invite a certain number of friends every ,sunday to his villa near ,fiesole1 and after dinner to play at billiards4 ,he who was unfortunate enough to beat ,bezzuoli1 was sure to find him cold and set against him for some time2 and those who knew this1 either for pastime and amusement1 or for fear and interestedness1 bravely lost1 and the poor professor was full of joy1 more even than if he had found some new striking effect in art4 ,sidenote3 ,,bezzuoli',s ,,character4 ,here ends the anecdote of that famous portrait4 ,further on ,i will speak of others that ,i had the order for and could not make1 and why ,i could not make them4 ,,chapter ,,xviii4 ,,one ,,of ,,my ,,colleagues--,a ,,mysterious ,,voice--,,the ,,group ,,of ,,the ,,piet--,,very ,,clear ,,latin--,a ,,professor ,,who ,,ignores ,,the ',,divina ,,commedia'--,,composition ,,of ,,the ,,group ,,of ,,the ,,piet--,,digression--,a ,,good ,,lesson ,,and ,,nervous ,,attack--,,mancinelli ,,and ,,celentano4 ,but if some of my very dear colleagues set themselves against me on account of the great ,haynau portrait1 not knowing that ,i had refused to make his statue1 others were alienated from me1 ,i do not know for what reason4 ,i will speak of one of them1 to show how a most respectable artist and colleague of mine1 having been led into error1 chose strenuously to abide by it1 and thus broke up a relation that one might call friendship2 for esteem is the first bond that draws one together and creates love1 and ,i esteemed this colleague of mine1 and pitied him for the error into which he had fallen4 ,when ,augusto ,rivalta came from the school at ,genoa 7his birthplace7 to complete his studies in sculpture in ,florence1 his masters1 and he himself1 had great faith in my school1 and ,i was1 with him as with all my scholars1 an open and free expounder of those principles that ,i believe to be good1 and to lead directly towards the beautiful1 under the guidance of truth4 ,rivalta was always confiding and studious with me2 and as by nature he is endowed with no common genius1 he is to-day a professor and active master at our ,academy of ,fine ,arts4 ,now it happened one day1 during the early days that he was under my direction1 that ,i saw hanging on his studio walls a bas-relief of a ,madonna by that above-mentioned colleague of mine1 and the head of ,bartolini's ,fiducia in ,dio4 ,i thought it wise to warn my pupil of the error into which too often even tried artists have fallen1 which is that of looking at and reproducing in their own works reminiscences of such originals hanging in their studios to attract poor artists4 ,therefore that morning my lesson consisted of the following words3-- ,sidenote3 ,,how ,,to ,,preserve ,,one',s ,,originality4 ,when the idea comes to you to make a statue1 it forms itself naturally in your mind1 and takes a movement and character all its own1 be it ever so undecided and vague1 as an idea always is1 until it has been fixed materially into shape2 but the idea is there 7for him who has it71 and is original4 ,then begins attentive study1 and sometimes a long research to be able to find a live model who approaches nearest the idea that you have formed to yourself1 and that you have already in your mind in embryo1 or have indicated in your sketch4 ,from the moment1 however1 that you have found the model or models1 you must remain alone with them and your idea2 no extraneous images must come between you and your work4 ,i am afraid that those casts there facing me1 will in some way take from the originality of the character and expression that you wish to give to your statue1 and you will do well not to look at them4 ,let us understand1 however1 that ,i say not to look at them whilst you are at work on your statue3 afterwards you may look at them and study them as much as you wish4 ,rivalta assured me that he did not look at them1 for he understood very well1 that instead of being of help to him they would have confused him1 and that he found himself more free and unhampered when trusting himself only to working from the live model4 ,having established this most essential point in art1 ,i left him1 well pleased with both myself and him4 ,but in the meantime1 this obvious1 clear1 and easy lesson of mine created at first an angry feeling1 and afterwards a rupture1 between me and my colleague1 the author of the bas-relief2 and this happened because a youth in ,rivalta's studio reported that ,i had said to my scholar1 ,do not look at those casts1 for they are rubbish4 ,i heard this from ,professor de ,fabris1 to whom our friend made a clean breast of it4 ,it was not enough for him that this friend of ours took up my defence1 saying that he knew me thoroughly well1 and that ,i was incapable of saying such things1 adding1 that he ought himself to know well enough that ,i was averse to giving offence to any one1 and so might feel sure there was some misunderstanding4 ,but all this was useless1 so that our friend ,de ,fabris1 for the sake of peace1 thought best to speak to me of it4 ,it can be imagined how astonished and how pained ,i was4 ,i at once told him how the matter really stood1 and begged that he would assure the professor of my affection and esteem for him as a friend and as an artist4 ,it was all in vain1 and he insisted in believing in a boy who had listened badly and reported still worse1 rather than in me1 or even ,rivalta's testimony that ,i offered to bring forward4 ,sidenote3 ,,how ,a ,,friendship ,,was ,,broken ,,up4 ,i should not have mentioned this small matter had it not been to explain the sort of sensitiveness and obstinacy that one observes generally in the artist class1 and most specially amongst us sculptors1 although1 to speak the truth1 those defects showed themselves oftener1 and to a greater degree1 amongst artists of the past1 or who are now old4 ,the young men of to-day are more frank1 more tolerant1 and more friendly amongst each other1 and sometimes they even go to the excess of these virtues by being frank even unto insolence1 tolerant even to scepticism1 and careless1 thoughtless1 frivolous1 and even worse1 in their friendship4 ,who ignores the little bursts of temper and cutting words bandied between ,pampaloni and ,bartolini1 between ,benvenuti and ,sabatelli1 and between ,bezzuoli and ,gazzarrini8 ,i shall not write a record of them1 out of respect for their names1 and for ,death1 who1 under his broad mantle1 has enshrouded them in solemn silence4 ,sleep in peace1 pilgrim souls1--within a short time even we shall join you2 and when we are awakened at the dies ir1 we shall smile at our little outbursts of temper in this most foolish life1 and become for ever really brothers4 ,we shall be happy if we have nothing besides the remembrance of these little sins1 already forgiven us by ,god1 if we have forgiven others6 ,if by chance there be any one who thinks that ,i have offended him by excess of vivacity of temperament or otherwise1 even though it be involuntary1 as might happen easily1 ,i beg his pardon4 ,sidenote3 ,,jealousies ,,of ,,artists4 ,this little war of words1 sarcasms1 and what is worse1 reticences1 ,i have always deplored2 and to succeed in being less tiresome to my colleagues1 and for want of occasion to induce them to temperance1 ,i have always kept myself aloof1 and have spoken of them as ,i could wish them to speak of me4 ,to be just1 however1 ,i must declare that ,i have seldom been 7openly1 ,i mean7 exposed to the sting of their words2 and if1 as it happened1 ,i was once attacked with certain insistence in the newspapers on the occasion when my three scholars1 ,pazzi1 ,sarrocchi1 and ,majoli1 exhibited their works in the ,academy1 my friend ,luigi ,mussini1 who handles the pen in the same masterly way as he does the brush1 reduced to silence with one single article the poor writer who had been put up to say evil of the works of my scholars in order to do injury to the master4 ,these injurious words have been forgotten and amply pardoned1 but the beautiful and generous defence of my friend ,i have never forgotten4 ,i repeat1 however1 that these little annoyances are much less nowadays than they were1 or at least they have changed form4 ,to-day1 instead of suggesting in undertones and mellifluous words the defects of a work to some poor writer1 adding many that do not exist1 and being silent as to its merits1 it is rather the custom to come out frankly and openly before your face with a criticism which1 if it has not the merit of temperance1 does at least not bear that ugly stain of hypocrisy as a mask to truth4 ,to this school1 although he be numbered amongst the old and the dead1 ,bartolini did not belong2 and although one of the elect in spirit and strength1 yet he sometimes allowed himself to give way to passion4 ,while he was a young man in ,paris1 ,canova was there making the portrait of the ,emperor ,napoleon ,i4 ,bartolini demanded and obtained help from that great and beneficent artist2 but being asked if he would return with him to his studio in ,rome1 he refused3 but to say1 as he did openly to me and to others1 that ,canova wished to take him with him to put an end to his studies1 was not in conformity with the truth1 or with ,canova's well-known and benevolent character4 ,to the sculptor ,wolf1 who one day brought him a note from ,rauch1 he said1 without even opening it-- ,sidenote3 ,,bartolini4 ,how is ,rauch8 ,he is very well1 and sends you his greetings1 as you will see from the letter ,i have given you4 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,change ,,my ,,studio4 ,rauch1 began ,bartolini1 444 but ,i have said above that the dead sleep in peace1 and the portraits of ,bartolini and ,rauch are also at peace with each other1 for in my house1 at the villa of ,lampeggi1 they look each other in the face1 and smile good-naturedly4 ,evviva6 ,so1 perhaps1 they smile in the true life eternal at the littlenesses of our brief life here4 ,it was at this time 7#ahfj7 that ,i was obliged to leave my studio in the ,liceo di ,candeli1 and with me all the other artists who were in that place had to go1 as the present ,government decided to place the militia there4 ,this change made me feel very sad1 for ,i had an affection for the place4 ,i had improved it and enlarged it1 renting a ground-floor in the next house1 and putting it into communication with the studio4 ,i had embellished the court with plants1 fruit1 and flowers4 ,there my dear little girls used to amuse themselves at play1 and gathered flowers to take home and arrange in a little vase to put before the image of the ,madonna4 ,one of them is no longer here1 ,luisina1 of whom in time ,i will speak2 but the other two--,amalia1 who is with me1 and ,beppina1 who is married to ,cavaliere ,antonio ,ciardi--follow1 even now1 that pious custom1 which others may make fun of1 but which ,i love so much when ,i see these children of mine1 in all the simplicity and pureness of their heart1 make this act of homage to the ,virgin4 ,my good ,marina1 who has also now joined our daughter and the other little ones and the boy 7seven angels in all7--my good ,marina tried to console me with her mild words4 ,in her speech there was no excitement or speciousness1 but a persuasive sweetness and serenity1 learnt from duty and temperance4 ,she had had no education--was a poor woman of the people1 as ,i have said in the beginning2 but ,i never felt bored by her1 never desired a more cultured woman to teach me lessons4 ,it is sweet to me to return in memory to the time that ,i lived with my good companion2 and ,i owe her so much6 ,i think that1 if fate had given me another woman1 who had not had the patience to bear my crotchets and the quick words that sometimes escaped me1 who had doubted my faith1 who had bored me with tittle-tattle1 with sermons or other things1 ,i think 7,god save me67 that ,i should have been a bad husband and a worse artist4 ,so that1 with a slight variation1 ,i can repeat the words of the divine poet3-- ,e la mia vita e tutto il mio valore1 ,mosse dagli occhi di quella pietosa4#ab #ab ,vita ,nuova1 #ci4 ,sidenote3 ,a ,,mysterious ,,voice4 ,i had therefore to resign myself to leaving the studio that ,i had an affection for2 and the one ,i have now at the ,academy of ,fine ,arts was assigned to me1 with the charge of ,maestro di ,perfezionamento1 without stipend1 but with a promise of compensations1 which ,i have never had1 perhaps because ,i have never asked for them4 ,a fact that ,i ought to have narrated long before this--quite domestic and intimate in its wondrous strangeness--,i have kept silent about1 owing to a certain sentiment that ,i cannot well define2 but now1 in recalling my good wife and my dead children1 ,i feel as if a voice within me said1 ,tell it6--write the fact as it is1 without taking anything from it or passing judgment on it4 ,so here it is4 ,my second daughter1 ,carolina1 was put out to nurse4 ,she was the only one that the good mother did not bring up herself2 but1 from motives of health1 she could not do so4 ,the wet-nurse of this little child lived at ,londa1 above the ,rufina4 ,the baby was thriving1 when all of a sudden a very bad eruption came out all over her and her life was in danger4 ,the nurse wrote to us to come and see her4 ,without delay ,i hired a calesse1#ac and left with my wife3 the grandmother stayed behind to mind the little eldest one1 who afterwards died at seven years of age1 as ,i have written in its place4 ,arriving at ,pontassieve1 we bent our way to the ,rufina1 and from there continued on to ,londa2 on up a mountain1 in part wooded with chestnut-trees1 in part bare and stony1 until we arrived at the small cottage of the nurse of my little one4 ,the road circles around the hill1 and in several places is very narrow1 so much so that a calesse has great difficulty in passing1--as is most natural1 for what has a calesse to do up on that hill and amongst those hovels8 ,but we arrived1 as ,god willed it4 ,the baby was very ill1 and there was now no hope that she could recover4 ,we remained there a night and a day2 and having given all the orders in case of the now certain death of the little angel1 ,i took the mother1 who could not tear herself from the place1 away crying4 ,as ,i have said1 the road was narrow2 and in our descent1 the hill rose above us on our right1 and on the left we were on the edge of a very deep torrent3 ,i don't know whether it was the ,rincine1 ,moscia1 or some other4 ,the horse went at a gentle trot on account of the easy descent1 and we felt perfectly safe1 as ,i had put the drag on the wheel4 ,my wife1 with her eyes bathed in tears1 was repeating some words1 ,i know not what1 dictated by a hope that the child would recover4 ,the sky was clear1 and the sun had only just risen1--we saw no one on the hill1 nor anywhere else1--when suddenly a voice was heard to say ,stop6 7,fermate67 ,the voice seemed as if it came from the hillside4 ,my wife and ,i turned in that direction1 and ,i half stopped the horse2 but we saw no one4 ,i touched up the horse again to push on1 and at the same instant the voice made itself heard a second time1 and still louder1 saying1 ,stop6 stop6 ,i pulled in the reins1 and this time my wife1 after having looked all around with me without seeing a living soul1 was frightened4 #ac ,old-fashioned one-horse carriage4 ,sidenote3 ,a ,,mysterious ,,incident4 ,come1 have courage1 said ,i2 what are you afraid of8 ,see1 there is no one2 and so no one can do us any harm4 ,and1 to put an end to the kind of fear even ,i felt1 ,i gave my horse a good smack of the whip2 but hardly had he started when we heard most distinctly1 and still louder1 the same voice calling out1 three times1 ,stop6 stop6 stop6 ,i stopped1 and without knowing what to do or think1 ,i got out1 and helped my wife out1 who was all trembling2 and what was our surprise1 our alarm1 and our gratitude for the warning that had been given us to stop6 ,the linch-pin had come out of the left wheel1 which was all bent over and about to fall off its axle-tree1 and this almost at the very edge of the precipice4 ,with all my strength ,i propped up the trap on that side1 pushed the wheel back into its place1 and ran back to see if ,i could find the linch-pin1 but ,i could not find it4 ,i called again and again for the person who had come to my help with timely warning1 to thank him1 but ,i saw no one6 ,in the meanwhile1 it was impossible to go on in that condition4 ,the little town of ,la ,rufina was at some distance1 and although we could walk to it on foot1 how could the calesse be taken there with a wheel without a linch-pin8 ,i set myself to hunt about on the hill for a little stick of wood1 and having found it1 ,i sharpened it1 and with the aid of a stone1 fastened it in the hole in place of the linch-pin4 ,but as for getting back into the calesse1 that was not to be thought of2 so leading the horse by hand1 we slowly descended to ,rufina1 neither my wife nor myself speaking a word1 but every now and again our looks bespoke the danger we had run and the wonderful warning we had had4 ,at the ,rufina ,i got a cartwright to put in another linch-pin1 and we returned safely home4 ,if the reader laughs1 let him do so2 ,i do not4 ,in fact1 the seriousness and truth of this occurrence1 which happened about forty years ago1 filled me then1 as it does now1 with a feeling of wonder and surprise4 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,make ,a ,,piet4 ,in the first part of the year #ahfb1 ,marchese ,bichi-,ruspoli of ,siena gave me the order for a monument to be placed in the cemetery of the ,misericordia in that city1 where he had bought a mortuary chapel for himself and family4 ,he left me free in the choice of the subject1 and ,i decided on a ,piet1 a subject that has been frequently treated by many artists at different times1 as lending itself to the expression of the most unspeakable sorrow1 even if looked upon from a purely human point of view2 and if one adds thought and religious sentiment1 then its interest gains tenfold1 as it contains in itself1 besides the beauty of form in the nude figure1 and the touching sorrow of the mother1 the mystery of the incarnation1 of the death and of the resurrection of our ,saviour4 ,the subject1 therefore1 was highly artistic1 exquisitely touching1 and particularly well adapted to a ,christian sepulchre4 ,but with all these admirable qualities1 the rendering of the subject was extremely difficult1 because so many great artists of every epoch had done all they could1 in painting as well as in sculpture1 to express this sublime idea4 ,wishing to keep myself from doing what others had done before me1 ,i thought a long time on this difficult theme2 but cudgel my brains as much as ,i would1 my conceits always bore the impress of one or other of those many groups that one sees everywhere4 ,as the gentleman who had given me the commission pressed me--in a polite way1 it is true1 but with some insistence--to let him see at least the sketch1 ,i set to work with much ardour1 but with little hope of succeeding4 ,after a great deal of study1 ,i made a small sketch1 with which the gentleman pronounced himself content1 and ordered me to set to work on it as soon as possible4 ,when the stand was ready1 the irons put up1 the clay prepared1 and the models had been found1 one of my friends1 who had come to look in on me1 exclaimed on seeing the sketch-- ,sidenote3 ,i ,,abandon ,,the ,,sketch4 ,oh1 what a fine sketch6 ,it is ,michael ,angelo's ',piet4' ,what8 said ,i4 ,oh1 ,i see ,i have made a mistake1 said my friend2 it is quite a different thing4 ,but none the less1 this was the impression he had received and proclaimed1 and1 if not absolutely correct1 was yet a sincere1 true1 spontaneous1 and disinterested one2 for my friend1 although far from being an artist1 or even a dilettante1 was very intelligent1 and a lover of art4 ,so from that moment my mind was made up1 and ,i said to myself--,either ,i will find some new idea1 even though it be a less beautiful one1 or ,i will abandon the commission4 ,i put by all the things that had been prepared1 went to work on other work1 and thought no more of it4 ,i ought rather to say that ,i thought of it constantly1 perhaps even too much2 for it was an irritated1 futile kind of thinking1 that did harm1 giving me no rest even during my sleep1 and not leaving my mind sufficiently free or my inspirations calm enough to seize hold of a new idea and make another attempt4 ,sidenote3 ,a ,,quotation ,,from ,,dante4 ,the gentleman who had given me the commission still pressed me1 and could not understand why ,i had set aside the work after having1 as he said1 so well conceived it1 and after it had met with his own approval4 ,to which ,i only answered these words1 ,have patience6 ,and so he had1 the poor ,marchese1 for ,i must do him the justice to say1 that seeing that this was a painful subject to me1 he never spoke to me any more about it2 and only when affairs called him sometimes to ,florence1 after having talked to me about many other things1 he would say1 when leaving me1 with his usual kind and genial manner1 ,good-bye1 ,nannino1 memento mei6 ,this blessed ,latin in its brevity worked upon me more than a long sermon would have done2 but it was useless to try to set myself to make another sketch1 for think about it as much as ,i would1 although in my brain there were any number of mediocre groups of the ,piet1 there was still wanting the one of my own creation1 for the others belonged to me as some cantos of the ',divina ,commedia' do by force of memory4 propos of this1 here is a curious little story4 ,it happened one day when ,i was speaking with a man excellent in every respect1 that1 being to the point1 ,i quoted the following well-known verses3-- ,o voi che siete in piccioletta barca1 ,desiderosi d'ascoltar1 seguti ,dietro al mio legno che cantando varca1 c4 ,o ye who in some pretty little boat1 ,eager to listen1 have been following ,behind my ship1 that singing sails along2#ad at which that excellent gentleman showed himself surprised1 and asked if those verses were mine4 ,i looked at him attentively1 and saw in his face that he was perfectly frank1 serious1 and ingenuous2 and so ,i had the impudence to say ,yes4 ,i regretted it afterwards1 and still do so4 ,that gentleman died some time ago1 and ,i should not have told this joke if he had been still living1 for even withholding his name1 he might have recognised himself and taken it in ill part2 but for all this1 ,i repeat1 he was an excellent man1 stood high in his art1 was professor1 cavaliere1 and commendatore of more than one order1 but as ignorant1 as it would seem1 of our classics as ,i am of the propositions of ,euclid4 #ad ,dante1 ,paradiso1 ,canto ii4 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,dream ,,of ,,the ,,group ,,of ,,the ,,piet4 ,the reader1 therefore1 understands perfectly that ,i did not want to make my ,piet a work from memory or of imitation1 and give out with a bold face another man's conception for my own4 ,therefore pazienza1--and months passed1 and it seemed to me as if ,i no longer thought of it2 but one fine day1 when ,i was at home lying on the sofa reading a newspaper1 and waiting to be called to dinner1 ,i fell asleep 7newspapers have always put me to sleep1 especially when they take things seriously71--,i fell asleep1 and ,i dreamed of the group of the ,piet just as ,i afterwards made it1 but much more beautiful1 more expressive1 and more noble4 ,in fact it was a wonderful vision1 but only like a flash--a vision only of an instant--for an impression as of a blow awoke me1 and ,i found myself lying over the arm of the sofa1 with my arms hanging loosely1 my legs stiffened out straight1 and my head bent on my breast1 just as in my dream ,i had seen ,christ on the ,virgin's knees4 ,i jumped up and ran to my studio to fix the idea in clay4 ,my wife seeing me go out almost running1 called to me to say that the soup was on the table4 ,have patience1 ,i answered2 ,i have forgotten something at the studio2 perhaps ,i shall stop there a bit4 ,you eat1 and ,i will eat afterwards4 ,the poor woman1 ,i could see1 did not understand what was the matter1 all the more because ,i had been hurrying them to send up the dinner2 but she made no more inquiries4 ,it was her nature not to enter too much into the affairs of my studio4 ,in two hours ,i had made the sketch of that subject which had cost me so much thought1 so many waking hours1 and loss of sleep1 and ,i returned home4 ,i do not know whether ,i was more hungry1 tired1 or contented4 ,my wife1 to whom ,i explained the reason of my running away1 smiled and said1 ,you might have waited until after dinner2 and perhaps1 who knows that she was not right8 but ,i was so astonished and out of myself on account of that strange dream1 that ,i was afraid every instant to lose the remembrance of it4 ,it is really a strange thing1 that after having thought of1 studied1 and sketched this subject for many months1 when ,i was least thinking of it 7for then ,i was certainly not thinking of it7--all at once1 when asleep1 ,i should see so clearly stand out before me1 without even an uncertain line1 the composition of that group4 ,i have often thought of it1 and being obliged in some way to explain it1 ,i should say that the position ,i took when asleep might have acted on my over-excited imagination1 always fixed on that same idea4 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,sketch ,,it ,,at ,,once4 ,if the reader has followed me so far1 he may truly be called courteous2 but who knows how many times he has looked with avidity in these pages1 full of minute details of my doings1 for some little facts1 some little escapades which really define and give the impress of the moral character of a man1 and not having found it1 has closed the book with irritation1 and has muttered between his teeth1 ,this man is really very stupid1 or he imagines us to be such simpletons as to believe that his life has always run on in a smooth1 pleasant path1 where there are no stones to stumble over1 or brambles to be caught by8 ,i will not judge if the reader be right or wrong in his reasoning1 but it would be as wrong to think that my life had been perfectly exempt from the little wretchednesses that are as inherent to it as smoke to a fire1 especially if the wood be green1 as it would be to require for his own satisfaction that ,i should ostentatiously insist on this smoke at the risk of offending the tender and chaste eyes of those who1 albeit not ignoring these things1 love the light and abhor smoke4 ,then1 also1 in speaking of these little wretchednesses1 one always errs1 however faithful to the truth1 in saying either too much or too little2 and it is believed to be either exaggerated or underrated1 according to the simplicity or malice of the reader3 so it is better not to speak of them at all4 ,these little details1 these little moral wrinkles1 ought to be cast aside1 as they do not add an atom to the likeness of the person4 ,the reader can imagine them1 or1 to speak plainer1 he learns them from the voice of common report1 which accompanies through life the acts of any man not absolutely obscure4 ,but if in life there are brambles and pebbles that can momentarily molest the poor pilgrim1 there are also errors and deviations which lead us astray4 ,grave misfortunes such as these1 by ,god's mercy1 ,i have not met with1 although the danger has not been wanting4 ,the least thought of the gentle nature of my good wife1 so full of simplicity and truth1 her deep and serious affection1 her loving care of her children1 and her total abnegation of self for them and for me1--this thought1 ,i repeat1 was enough1 with ,god's help1 to enable me to escape once or twice from danger2 and ,i wish to say this1 that the reader fond of suchlike particulars need not tire himself with looking for them here1 where he will not find them4 ,sidenote3 ,,dangers ,,of ,,going ,,astray4 ,in the moral character of a man1 deviation from and forgetfulness of his duties is an ugly stain1 even uglier than deformity in art4 ,in fact1 deformity1 which by itself alone is contrary to art1 when introduced into composition1 especially when historical or critical reasons require it1 can be of use as a contrast1 and be--not beautiful in itself1 for that would be a contradiction of terms--but of use to the ensemble1 and to the beautiful1--as1 for example1 the dissonances in harmony used sparingly1 if they suspend momentarily the flow of that broad sweet wave1 they make one hear it again more vividly1 more unexpectedly1 and transformed into other colour and form4 ,if all this concerns and is of use to ,art1 which is the manifestation of the beautiful1 it does not apply to morals1 which are the manifestation and practice of ,good4 ,the one is relative1 but this is absolute4 ,the well-known aphorism1 ,truth before all things1 lands one nowhere2 and ,i have shown that in being silent on some matters1 one need not be false to her4 ,but she is only cast into a slight shadow by these veils of decency and modesty2 and so ,truth should show her matronly bearing4 ,sidenote3 ,,advantage ,,of ,,dissonance4 ,i have spoken somewhat at length about this1 because to some this exposition of my opinion may have appeared unseemly4 ,let them accept1 then1 with a kindly feeling1 the reasons1 which ,i think excellent ones1 that have led me to this wise decision of representing the truth to each and every one's eyes in the most appropriate way1 so that1 while it attracts by the largeness and uprightness of its form1 it leaves the spirit undisturbed and tranquil4 ,i set to work on the model of the ,piet with a feeling of assurance devoid of any of those outlooks of fallacious hope that so often preside over and accompany a work badly conceived and not sufficiently studied or thought out1 with which the unsatisfied mind seeks to quiet itself1 while the artist goes on persuading himself that he will better his idea as his work goes on1 instead of which he finds out every day more and more the existence of those difficulties and doubts which increase in intensity as the strength to overcome them diminishes4 ,and propos of this1 ,i remember one day when ,i was making an excursion from ,florence to ,sant',andrea1 with ,bartolini 7it was on a ,saturday1 to stay over until ,sunday evening at ,villa ,fenzi71 as we travelled along ,bartolini seemed to me gayer and more expansive than usual1 and having asked him what was the reason1 he would not tell me1 but answered1 ,you will know why at ,sant',andrea2 ,i am going to tell at dinner when every one is present1 for it is a thing of great importance1 as you will be able to judge perhaps better than any one else4 ,with these words he so roused my curiosity that it made that very short expedition seem a long one4 ,arrived at the ,villa1 ,sor ,emanuele1 seeing the master so gay and almost beaming1 turned to him and jokingly said these words1 ,i'll be bound you have found a new and beautiful little model4 ,sidenote3 ,,bartolini ,,and ,,the ,,astyanax4 ,no2 and even those ,i have--and they are beauties--,i sent off this very morning4 ,but ,i am contented1 because ,i had a thorn in my side--a thought that had been tormenting me for more than a year4 ,there was one side of my group--the ,astyanax--that ,i did not like4 ,i have tried various ways of correcting it1 but in vain2 for the evil was fundamental4 ,i have formed a resolution1 and ordered my work to be pulled to pieces4 ,i have sacrificed more than a year's time1 but ,i am certain that ,i shall be the gainer1 because the work will come better both as to lines and the quickness of execution4 ,i feel sure that the change is a good one4 ,whoever is an artist understands the importance of such an act1 and the courage of a man who destroys a work that has cost him more than a year's labour1 and admonishes those who are too quick in putting an undigested thought into execution4 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,get ,,ill ,,and ,,nervous4 ,as for me1 ,i felt an admiration as much for that heroic resolution as for his gaiety and indifference1 and was persuaded that only men of such a temperament know how to act and comport themselves in that fashion4 ,i set to work1 as ,i have said1 on the group of the ,piet2 and although the novelty of the idea and harmony of lines gave me every reason to hope for success in my work1 yet the impetuosity with which ,i had gone to work1 the difficulty of giving the expression to the ,virgin's face in contrast with the divine stillness of the dead ,jesus1 impossible to find in models--for the most part the negation of all that is sublime in expression1--all this acted so upon my poor brain that ,i began to hear noises1 which gradually increased to such an intensity that they deafened me1 and ,i had to stop working1 not being able to go on4 ,the thought of my weakness worked upon me so violently that it produced melancholy1 insomnia1 and aversion to food4 ,my good friend ,dr ,alberti1 who treated me1 advised rest from work and distraction1--but of what kind1 as everything bored me8 ,night and day ,i continually felt stunned by a buzzing noise in my head1 which was most annoying2 and what is worse1 sounds1 noises1 and voices1 even of the most moderate kind1 became insufferable to me4 ,a coachman smacking his whip put me in a tremor1 and ,i ran at the sight of him4 ,at home my poor wife and my little girls were obliged to speak in the lowest voice1 and oftentimes by signs4 ,as ,i have said1 sleep had left me1 and all taste for food1 and ,i grew thinner before one's very eyes4 ,i could not read two consecutive pages1 and could not dream of writing4 ,i used to go out of the house to escape melancholy1 and walk for a long distance at a time without knowing where ,i was going4 ,the buzzing in my head and the noise in the street tortured me4 ,if ,i saw any one ,i knew1 ,i avoided him1 not to be obliged to answer the same tiresome question as to how ,i felt4 ,if ,i went to the studio1 my melancholy turned into acute pain on looking at my works which ,i could not begin to touch1 and ,i felt my heart throb so hard that ,i cried most bitterly4 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,return ,,to ,,naples4 ,i could not continue on in this condition1 and by advice of the doctor ,i resolved to go with my family to ,naples4 ,i hoped to recover my health in that great gay city1 under that splendid sky1 in that mild atmosphere pure and impregnated with life1 and my hope was strengthened by the remembrance that ,i had once recovered my health there ten years before4 ,i left on the morning of the ,epiphany1 the #fth of ,january #ahfc1 and that night ,i spent at ,rome at the ,hotel ,cesari4 ,i did not stop in ,rome1 and saw no one4 ,i saw mechanically--more than anything else1 to amuse my poor family--the finest monuments of the ,eternal ,city2 and the day after took the road to ,naples--a true via crucis1 by which ,i hoped to regain my health4 ,we arrived in ,naples between eight and ten o'clock4 ,i ordered the coachman to take us to the ,hotel de ,france4 ,there was no room to be had1 so we were conducted to a poor1 dirty little inn1 with which1 being late1 we were obliged to content ourselves4 ,the day following1 my friend ,giuseppe ,mancinelli insisted 7in spite of my opposition1 not wishing to inconvenience him7 that we should lodge in his house1 ,rampa ,san ,potito1 near the ,museum degli ,studii4 ,mancinelli was an excellent man1 an artist of merit1 a good husband and father1 and a conscientious and amiable master at the ,academy of ,fine ,arts there4 ,i remember with emotion the fraternal care that he took of us4 ,poor friend6 you too have left us1 but the memory of your virtues and love still lives with us1 and is a consolation to us in the midst of the coldness of so many who have never known the religion of friendship1 or who1 if they appeared devoted1 only sought to steal the candles offered by the faithful to her altar4 ,sidenote3 ,,celentano4 ,the first days after my arrival at ,naples were very sad4 ,the noises and voices in that immense city nearly drove me out of my mind1 added to which the weather was wretched--for we had nearly a month of rain--so there were no walks to be taken1 and nothing to distract me4 ,fortunately ,i had all my family with me1 and my thoughts were not in ,florence1 as they had been during my former visit4 ,i gave no thought to my studio1 and only1 as if in a vision1 the head of my ,madonna appeared to me in the sad pose in which ,i had left her1 fearing that ,i should never see her again4 ,in vain ,mancinelli and his family1 and my friends ,morelli1 ,aloysio1 ,maldarelli1 ,palizzi1 and others1 tried to rouse me out of my despondency4 ,how well ,i remember with what pains poor ,celentano1 whom ,i then knew for the first time1 tried to cheer me up6 ,poor ,celentano6 brightest light of that fine school that searches for and finds material in the universe of nature to embody the fantasies of the brain1 how soon1 and in what a manner1 your light was extinguished6 ,enough--enough of the dead1 otherwise ,i shall fall into the elegiac1 which would be ridiculous in these simple memoirs6 ,but if it be true that every thought must be clothed in its own special garb1 how sad is that of death1 although through her veils shines the hope of heaven6 ,,chapter ,,xix4 ,a ,,prophetic ,,dream--,,giovanni ,,strazza--,,signor ,,vonwiller ,,and ,,societies ,,for ,,promoting ,,art--,,return ,,from ,,naples ,,to ,,rome1 ,,and ,,my ,,daughter ,,luisina',s ,,illness--,,our ,,return ,,to ,,florence--,,death ,,of ,,tria ,,the ,,model--,,the ,,mossotti ,,monument ,,at ,,pisa--,,how ,,it ,,was ,,that ,i ,,did ,,not ,,make ,,the ,,portrait ,,of ,,his ,,majesty ,,the ,,king--,,the ,,competition ,,for ,,cavour',s ,,monument--,i ,,go ,,to ,,turin ,,to ,,pass ,,judgment ,,on ,,it--,,the ,,christ ,,after ,,the ,,resurrection1 ,a ,,commission ,,of ,,signor ,,filippi ,,di ,,buti--,,religious ,,art ,,and ,,alessandro ,,manzoni ,,and ,,gino ,,capponi--,,thought ,,is ,,not ,,free--,,cavour',s ,,monument--,,the ,,description ,,of ,,it4 ,sidenote3 ,,visconti ,,the ,,painter4 ,and yet ,i do not feel in the vein to stop talking of the dead4 ,it is so sweet to go back in memory to those dear persons that we have loved and esteemed1 and who have returned our love4 ,one day in ,rome--it was in the summer of #ahfd--;a young painter of the brightest promise had received a letter from his betrothed1 who was a long way off4 ,in it she expressed the great anxiety she had been suffering on account of a dream she had had1 in which she had seen her dear one drowning2 and she beseeched him in the warmest manner to pay attention and not expose himself to danger4 ,the ingenuousness and affection in this letter made the young painter smile1 and in his answer he jokingly expressed himself as follows3 ,with regard to your dream1 set your mind at rest1 because if ,i don't drown myself in wine1 ,i shall certainly not drown in water4 ,a few days after this some of his friends proposed to him to go and bathe1 but he refused decidedly1 and said1 ,go1 the rest of you2 ,i don't want to bathe1 and shall go home1 and he left them4 ,shortly after this his friends went1 as they had decided1 to bathe1 and they saw a young fellow struggling in the water2 recognising him1 they at once undressed and ran to his rescue1 as it was evident that he did not know how to swim4 ,their attempt1 as well as that of others1 was vain1 for the poor young man went down and was carried away by the current of the ,tiber to a great distance from the spot where he had thrown himself in4 ,this young man was universally and sincerely regretted4 ,painting lost in him one of her brightest geniuses1 and ,siena1 his birthplace1 a son that would have been a very great honour to her4 ,some studies sent by him to ,siena1 and a picture of ,san ,luigi in the ,church of the ,madonna del ,soccorso at ,leghorn1 bear witness to ,visconti's talent1 a name dear and revered amongst all artists4 ,he studied at the ,sienese ,academy1 under ,luigi ,mussini1 who1 besides his sound principles in art1 had the power of being able to communicate them1 and carried persuasion and conviction through the weight of example4 ,visconti was buried in ,rome in the ,church of ,san ,bartolommeo all',isola1#ae a short distance from the place where his body was found1 and ,siena honoured him by having a modest but touching monument made by his friend ,tito ,sarrocchi and placed for him in the ,church of ,san ,domenico4 ,visconti was a handsome young man1 healthy and strong1 of olive complexion1 black hair and beard1 endowed with an open1 frank1 loyal1 and at the same time modest1 nature4 #ae ,poor ,visconti is not buried in the ,church of ,san ,bartolommeo all',isola4 ,my friend ,majoli tells me that ,i have made a mistake4 ,his body was taken there1 as it was found near there1 and the funeral took place in that church2 but the body was taken afterwards to the ,campo ,verano1 and buried in the lower part of that cemetery4 ,a modest little monument called a ,pincietto was erected over it by the subscription of several sorrowing and affectionate friends1 and amongst these the good ,majoli1 who most particularly exerted himself in modelling and cutting a portrait of him in marble1 and offering his work as a tribute of friendship4 ,sidenote3 ,,giovanni ,,strazza4 ,i return to the living1 ,i return to ,naples4 ,about this time the competition for the statue of ,victory1 as a monument for the martyrs of the four revolutions1 #ahba1 #ahca1 #ahdh1 and #ahfj1 was to be decided on4 ,many were those competing for it1 and all ,neapolitans--amongst these ,pasquarelli and ,caggiano1 pupils of mine2 and for this reason1 as well as on account of my ill health1 ,i could not accept the position of judge4 ,giovanni ,strazza was therefore invited to come from ,milan2 and he too died a few months ago1 my poor friend6 ,he had a very cultivated mind1 and was as amiable and polished in manner as he could be4 ,i knew him first in ,rome in #ahdd1 when he was very young1 and when artists1 amateurs1 and all people crowded round his first statue of ,ishmael4 ,to all1 as well as to me1 he was open-hearted1 loyal1 and sincere1 and his words were always urbane and pleasant4 ,i saw him again at ,vienna in #ahgc1 when he was my companion in the jury for our section of sculpture at the great exhibition4 ,but let us really return to the living1 if that be possible4 ,the prize for the statue of ,victory was adjudicated to ,emanuele ,caggiano1 and justly so4 ,i think this statue is one of his finest works4 ,i have heard nothing of him now for a long time1 and am afraid that he does not occupy himself with the same fervour that he displayed when he began to work under my direction4 ,i revisited all the things that ,i had seen the first time ,i was in ,naples1 with a feeling of ennui1 and only gave some attention to ,pompeii1 because there ,i had the good fortune to meet the ,commendatore ,fiorelli1 director of the excavations1 and some artists that ,i have forgotten4 ,i remember1 however1 the brotherly solicitude shown me by my friends ,morelli and ,palizzi1 and this time even by ,angelini1 and the particular courtesy of ,signor ,vonwiller1 a most cultivated man1 and so great a lover of art that he has converted his house into a real modern and most select gallery4 ,here one finds in perfect harmony all the best products of ,italian art4 ,at that time 7and many years have since passed7 the pictures of ,morelli1 ,celentano1 ,altamura1 ,palizzi1 and other clever painters of that beautiful school1 were admirably exhibited2 there too1 ,vela1 ,magni1 ,angelini1 and ,fedi had works2 and in the midst of these ,i felt honoured also to find myself represented by my two statues of ,bacchini1 the ,festante and the ,dolente4 ,if every city in ,italy had a gentleman like ,vonwiller1 it may easily be believed that art would derive great benefit from it2 for taste backed by great fortunes has more direct and potent efficacy than all the societies for promoting art1 where1 with small sips and small prizes1 the genius of poor artists is frittered away4 ,until the day when these societies make the heroic resolution of only conferring two or three prizes 7be it for pictures or statues of small dimensions2 the size does not matter1 as long as they are really beautiful71 art will not advance one step4 ,but in the meanwhile1 let us take things as they are and push on4 ,sidenote3 ,,signor ,,vonwiller',s ,,gallery4 ,the repose and the balmy airs of beautiful hospitable ,naples worked a wonderful change for the better in my health4 ,sleep1 that beneficent restorer of the forces1 which for some time past had gone from me1 verily without my having murdered it1 as ,macbeth had1 or even in the least offended it1 returned with its blandishments and its calm smiling visions full of pleasant happy memories4 ,it was the season of the year when nature dons again her green mantle4 ,in that happy country1 her awakening is more precocious1 and one could say that nature was there a very early riser2 and whilst the mountains were still all covered with snow1 on those sweet slopes1 on those enchanted shores1 the little green new-born leaflets mix with the blossoms of the apple1 almond1 and peach trees4 ,the light morning breeze makes these leaflets and blossoms tremble1 and wafts to the air a sweet delicate perfume1 that revives the body and rejoices the spirit4 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,charm ,,of ,,spring4 ,this reawakening of nature has in it ,i know not what of harmony that is difficult to describe4 ,it seems as if the chest expanded to drink in the air with unusual longing2 the eyes are never weary of looking again at the budding flowerets1 whose odour one inhales with a chaste voluptuousness1 as of the breath of our children in their mother's arms4 ,the mysterious wave of life1 that insinuates itself in the earth1 penetrating even into its most infinitesimal parts1 that prepares the nuptial bed1 and makes the budding vegetation fruitful2 the wave1 that in the profound depths of the sea gladdens the life of its mute inhabitants1 gives joy and swiftness to the flight of the birds in the air1 makes the animals of the earth walk with more erect1 ready1 and joyful step1--the wave of life1 more than all1 operates wonderfully on man4 ,and ,i--,i felt myself born unto a new life2 nature seemed to me more beautiful1 her bounty more desirable2 the wish to observe and to work returned to me1 the enjoyment of conversation1 attention in listening1 temperance in discussions1 and courtesy in controversies1 all impulses of the mind1 wherein1 it seems to me1 lies the mysterious harmony of body and soul in perfect union--mens sana in corpore sano4 ,sidenote3 ,,illness ,,of ,,luisina4 ,having therefore recovered my health1 and taken leave of my friend ,mancinelli and his good family1 ,i again left for ,rome1 with the intention of passing the approaching ,holy ,week there2 but it so happened that my poor ,luisina1 the youngest of my daughters1 fell ill4 ,some symptoms of her illness had already manifested themselves in the first days after our arrival2 then she had to take to her bed1 and became so much worse1 that we were all in the greatest anxiety--two months of such anxiety as only a father can understand2 and she was so sweet a creature1 and so intelligent6 ,then she improved a little1 but did not recover4 ,we left hurriedly1 because the bitterness of losing her away from home was unbearable to us4 ,the affectionate solicitude of our friends at this juncture was really brotherly4 ,majoli1 ,marchetti1 ,mantovani1 ,wolf1 and ,tenerani came forward and showed us indescribable kindness1 and ,i remember it with gratitude1 that no time can ever efface or weaken4 ,after our return to ,florence1 under treatment the disease seemed to have been got under2 she recovered her health1 and we thought no more about it4 ,i took up my studio life again4 ,as ,i stood before my work that ,i had left when in a state of such utter prostration1 it seemed to me that ,i had almost a new spirit within me4 ,the head of the ,madonna1 who1 when ,i left1 looked as if she was sorrowing for me1 now seemed to me so full of sadness that ,i did not touch it again1 and it remains just as it was when ,i left1 tormented by the insupportable1 atrocious1 and stunning noise in my head4 ,tears of emotion1 of gratitude1 and of feeling ran down my cheeks as ,i stood before the clay1 and1 full of confidence1 ,i set myself again to work4 ,in thought ,i returned to the days of my sufferings1 when the fear of losing my mind frightened me1 and ,i dared not look at my children or at my good wife4 ,these remembrances quickened the pleasure ,i felt in my new state of health1 and ,i thanked the ,lord from the bottom of my heart4 ,sidenote3 ,,tria1 ,,the ,,model ,,of ,,my ,,christ4 ,i had taken ,tonino ,liverani 7nick-named ,tria7 as a model for my ,christ4 ,he was rather too old for a ,christ1 but ,i was not able to find another who united such majesty and grace of movement and of parts4 ,hardly had ,i put the whole masses together and begun to define some of the outlines1 when he fell ill and died in a few days4 ,i went to see him when he was at his worst1 and the poor man was glad to see me1 and was pained 7as he said7 not to be able to finish the ,dead ,christ4 ,with his deep sunk eyes1 mouth half opened1 and with the pallor of death upon him1 he looked marvellously beautiful1 and strangely like that type of ,christ that good artists of the fourteenth and fifteenth centuries have handed down to us4 ,poor ,tria1 ,i still remember the long1 piteous look you gave me when we bade each other good-bye6 ,scarcely had ,i finished the model for the ,piet1 when ,i modelled the statue of ,astronomy for the ,mossotti monument1 which is in the ,campo ,santo at ,pisa1 a work that ,i had pledged myself to make for its mere cost2 and ,i did so most willingly on account of the reverent friendship that ,i had had for ,mossotti4 ,but even the expenses were not covered1 and to all my pressing inquiries ,i never got a word of answer from the treasurer of the committee1 in consequence of which the committee itself was never able to publish a report of its administration4 ,but1 that the word expenses may be clearly understood1 ,i wish it to be known that that statue1 with its sarcophagus1 base1 and ornamentation1 ,i had pledged myself to make1 and did make1 for six thousand lire4 ,i have received five thousand eight hundred and fifty2 there remain the hundred and fifty1 which ,i am obliged to make a present of1 after having given gratuitously my work on the models and the finishing of it in marble4 ,i don't know if it is so with other artists1 but with me it has always happened that the works ,i have been desirous of making for their mere cost--which is like saying1 as a present--have not been accepted1 or1 besides giving my own work1 ,i have been obliged to add something from my pocket6 ,before these memoirs are finished the reader will find something else of the same kind which will serve as a lesson and warning to young artists1 even if they ever feel within them the softness to work for nothing4 ,sidenote3 ,,bust ,,of ,,victor ,,emmanuel4 ,in another place ,i have said that1 in the enumeration of my works1 ,i should not make mention of the portraits4 ,i was obliged1 however1 to deviate from that promise to speak of one that had occasioned a great deal of talk and false reports about me4 ,i must now speak of another that ,i was to have made1 and did not--that is to say1 the portrait of his ,majesty ,king ,victor ,emmanuel4 ,why ,i never made it ,i cannot say myself1 and perhaps the reader himself will not know after he has read the following account1 unless he is satisfied with the explanation that ,i shall presently give4 ,the ,superintendent of the ,archives1 ,commendatore ,francesco ,bonaini1 after having put in order and nearly reconstructed the archives of ,pisa1 wished to put in the main hall a marble bust1 of almost colossal size1 of ,victor ,emmanuel2 and in order to determine the size and study the light1 ,i went with him to ,pisa to see the place itself where the bust of the ,king was to stand4 ,having seen it and fixed upon the size of the bust1 ,i made one condition1 agreeing to all arrangements as to price and time for making it4 ,the condition that ,i made--a most natural one--was that his ,majesty should concede to me the sittings required1 that ,i might model him from life and not from photograph4 ,the syndic of the day 7,cavaliere ,senatore ,ruschi1 if my memory serves me7 went to ,florence1 accompanied by some of the assessori1 to ask the ,king1 first for the permission of placing his portrait in the ,great ,hall of the ,pisan ,archives1 and then to grant the necessary sittings to the artist1 and settle the place1 the time1 and the length of the sittings1 according to his ,majesty's pleasure4 ,both the one request and the other were granted most graciously by the ,king with his usual affability1 and he added that he knew the artist and was well satisfied1 and that1 in the meanwhile1 they were to wait for notice to communicate to me that ,i might begin my work4 ,months passed1 and this notice never came2 ,bonaini was pressing me1 being in a hurry to have the archives inaugurated1 and ,i appealed to his ,excellency ,marchese di ,breme1 ,minister of the ,royal ,house1 to beg the ,king to let me have the required sittings1 but my request met with no good result4 ,later1 after the death of ,di ,breme1 ,i made the same appeal to the ,marchese ,filippo ,gualterio1 who succeeded him in that office2 but this appeal not only had no good result1 but did not even receive an answer4 ,as the affair of the inauguration of the ,pisan ,archives had boiled over1 ,bonaini did not speak of it again1 and naturally neither did ,i4 ,here there would be some observations to be made on this favour having been asked for and granted1 and then given up4 ,as for me1 ,i resolve the question in a few simple words and say1 that as it is a most boring thing to all to stand as model1 for a king it must be excessively so and insufferable1 and therefore the notice to begin this boring business never came from the person who was to undergo it2 and it is reasonable enough1 and even satisfies me1 who have posed as model two or three times4 ,sidenote3 ,,jury ,,of ,,artists ,,on ,,cavour',s ,,monument4 ,about this time the ,syndic of ,turin invited me to form part of a commission of artists to pass judgment on the models sent up for ,cavour's monument4 ,i was then at ,leghorn with my family1 as my little girls were in need of sea-bathing4 ,i had no need for it myself1 and1 in fact1 ,i think that the damp salt air was not good for me1 and ,i stayed there most unwillingly1 so that when the invitation to go to ,turin came ,i instantly accepted it with pleasure as a fortunate opportunity to change the air and have something to occupy my mind2 and leaving my wife with the two youngest little girls1 ,i took ,amalia with me4 ,this competition1 of which we were to judge1 was a second trial1 as the first had failed2 the competitors were many1 and some of them praiseworthy4 ,my colleagues in the jury were1 if ,i remember right1 the ,professors ,santo ,varni of ,genoa1 ,innocenzo ,fraccaroli of ,milan1 ,ceppi of ,turin1 and another whose name ,i cannot recall4 ,the examination was a long one1 and the discussion1 although opinions differed1 was a quiet one3 the majority pronounced itself favourable to a project of the architect ,cipolla1 which was in drawing2 my vote had been for one of the two designs in relief by ,vela4 ,the reporter of our decision was ,professor ,ceppi4 ,i returned to ,leghorn to my family1 and from there to ,florence1 where ,i again took up my work4 ,signor ,ferdinando ,filippi di ,buti1 whom ,i had met at ,leghorn1 showed himself desirous of having a statue of mine to put in the mortuary chapel that he had built from its very foundation close to one of his villas on the pleasant hill that rises above the town4 ,the subject was a beautiful one1 and1 after the ,dead ,christ1 ,i could not have desired anything better to make than ,christ after the ,resurrection1 and this was the very subject that ,signor ,filippi wanted of me4 ,sidenote3 ,,importance ,,of ,,religious ,,sentiment4 ,the ,triumph of the ,cross1 the ,madonna ,addolorata that ,i spoke of further back1 the ,piet1 and this ,christ after the ,resurrection1 are the strictly religious subjects that ,i have made--rather1 that ,i have had the good fortune to make1 because ,i believe that such subjects1 always beautiful in themselves1 when they find the soul of the artist disposed to feel them and comprehend them1 are also capable of high serene inspiration1 and secret efficacy to the soul of those who behold them1 be they in spirit even thousands of miles distant from the number of believers4 ,let the truth prevail4 ,religious sentiment has its root in the heart1 in the intellect1 in the imagination1 and1 in a word1 in all the impulses of the soul4 ,a heart without ,god is a heart without love1 and will not love woman but for the brutal pleasure she procures1 and1 in consequence1 not even the children that are the fruit of1 and also a burden upon1 his selfishness4 ,he will not love his country except for the honours and the gain that can be got out of it1 and will sacrifice it carelessly for a single moment of pleasure or interest1 because a heart without ,god is a heart without love4 ,an intelligence without the knowledge of ,god is wanting in a basis as starting-point for all its reasoning--it is without the light that should illumine the objects it takes hold of to examine4 ,such an intellect is circumscribed within the narrow circle of things perceptible to the senses1 where1 finding nothing but aridness wherein to quench its burning thirst1 which is always insatiate for goodness and truth1 it ends either in a fierce desire of suicide1 or as a vengeance of nature's own in that saddest of nights1 madness4 ,an imagination deprived of the splendid visions of the supersensible1 loses even its true functions1 because1 not seeing or divining through time and space1 through life and death1 in the stars and in the atoms1 anything but a casual mechanism1 it is cruelly condemned to inertia1 and with clipped wings can no longer sustain its flight--those wings which so potently upheld ,dante as he passed from planet to planet1 leaving the earth down in depths far beneath him4 ,the eye accustomed to matter is besmeared with mud1 and can no longer bear the bright light of the sun and the planets1 which seem as if they were the eyes of ,god4 ,sidenote3 ,,religious ,,sentiment4 ,religious sentiment has existed in all times1 amongst all people1 and it exists in the conscience of man independent of all education and example4 ,the immense vault of the heavens2 the innumerable planets resplendent in light2 the sun that illuminates1 warms1 and fertilises the earth2 the expanse of the waters of the sea2 the prodigious variety and beauty of animals1 plants1 and fruits2 the loveliness of colours1 harmony of sounds from everywhere1 and for all our senses1--come to us as the proof of ,god4 ,but more even than from exterior things we feel it within ourselves4 ,the blood shed by the martyrs fighting for the faith2 life given in large profusion for the defence of country1 liberty1 and honour1 or our women and children2 active indignation against tyranny1 cowardliness1 and injustice2 the tender charm we feel for innocence1 admiration for virtue1 and charity towards the poor1 orphans1 and those in trouble1--all these are signs that ,god has placed within us a part of ,his very nature4 ,we feel within us the impulses of charity1 and in prayer we feel our heart expand with hope2 out of frailty we fall1 and faith renews in us the strength to rise again4 ,religious sentiment makes the heart glow1 illuminates the intellect1 fertilises the imagination1 and creates not only the good citizen and good father1 but also the artist4 ,sidenote3 ,,visit ,,of ,,manzoni4 ,our hundred basilicas1 the paintings and statues of our ,christian artists that ,italy and the world is so rich in1 bear witness to this tribunal of truth to which anxious humanity1 even from its earliest days1 appeals4 ,phidias1 ,homer1 ,dante and ,michael ,angelo1 ,brunellesco and ,orgagna1 ,raphael and ,leonardo1 ,donatello and ,ghiberti1 and a hundred others1 prove that religious inspiration is of so large a source that one can always draw from it2 and although in the application of it the form may in a measure vary1 yet it will always be great and admirable1 because the mind that lifts itself up1 though it may deviate more or less salient in curves1 will always remain elevated4 ,correggio and ,bernini1 ,guido ,reni and the ,caracci1 were under the bad influence of their time as to method1 but the intention was always good4 ,and coming down to our recent fathers1 and speaking always of artists1 were ,canova1 ,rossini1 and ,manzoni not great1 for the very reason that they took their inspiration from religious subjects8 ,as the venerated name of ,manzoni has fallen from my pen1 ,i shall describe the visit that he made to my studio4 ,when his visit was announced to me1 ,i had but just finished the bas-relief for ,santa ,croce and the ,piet4 ,he was in company with the ,marchese ,gino ,capponi1 ,aleardi1 and ,professor ,giovan ,battista ,giorgini4 ,after having seen several of my works1 he stopped before the model in plaster of the bas-relief for ,santa ,croce1 and said-- ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,power ,,of ,,faith4 ,i see here a vast subject that speaks to me of lofty things2 it seems to me that in parts ,i can divine its meaning1 but ,i should wish to hear the artist himself speak and explain his entire intention4 ,it is always unwillingly that ,i act as cicerone to my very poor works--and to say the truth1 ,i only do so most rarely with my intimate friends in order to ask some advice2 but the abrupt request made by such a man as he was did not displease me1 and ,i began my explanation4 ,but after ,i had been talking a few minutes1 ,marchese ,gino ,capponi began to stammer out something full of emotion in his sorrow not to be able to see the things ,i was explaining1 and had to go out accompanied by ,giorgini1 if ,i mistake not4 ,and here was another of those great souls that warmed itself in the rays of that faith which broke asunder the chains of the slave--opened the mind and softened the heart of the savage--restrained the flights of fancy within the beaten road of truth and good--willed that power1 justice1 and charity should be friends with each other1 and made one taste of peace and happiness in poverty--and that enlarged and extended the confines of the intellect1 of morality1 and of civilisation4 ,i beg pardon if ,i have enlarged too much on this subject1 but ,i do not think it can be superfluous to endeavour to correct the tendency of the day1 when from every side one hears repeated that1 for the future1 in art the study of religious subjects is at an end1 as if society of to-day was entirely composed of unbelievers or free-thinkers1 who1 by way of parenthesis1 amongst other fine things have never thought that thought itself is not at all free4 ,it seems to me that thought is an attribute of the soul that is moved with marvellous rapidity by means of a strength and impulse superior to itself1 which depend upon physical constitution1 education1 and example4 ,thought1 with all its freedom1 all its flights1 is subject1 dependent1 and1 as one might say1 formed by those forces and those impulses4 ,sidenote3 ,,guardian ,,angel ,,for ,,the ,,grand ,,duke4 ,in the infinite scale of human thoughts there are some good1 but a great many more are bad4 ,in the moral order of things1 those contrary to good are evil2 as in the intellectual1 those contrary to truth--and in the ideal1 those contrary to the beautiful4 ,now thought moves inconstantly from the beautiful to the ugly1 from the true to the false1 from good to evil1 until our will1 which is really free1 either repulses it or takes possession of it according to the power1 more or less1 that reason has over the will4 ,it is clear1 therefore1 that thought is not free1 but1 on the contrary1 is subservient to laws independent of and superior to itself4 ,how this happens is quite another pair of sleeves2 but the fact is this1 our thought is moved1 and so to speak1 subject to this power4 ,will comes and accepts it1 weds it and makes it its own1 good or bad though it be1 with or without register of baptism1 and snaps its fingers at the syndic or the priest4 ,once stirred1 thought moves the will1 and the will assenting1 commands it as with a rod4 ,and now1 for the second time1 let me really beg pardon4 ,after my ,christ1 his ,imperial ,highness the ,grand ,duke ,constantine of ,russia gave me an order for an angel that he wanted as a present for a ,german prince1 whose name ,i do not remember4 ,this angel was to be the ,guardian ,angel2 the subject was determined upon1 and ,i don't know if1 in the mind of the giver1 it was to guard the prince or the principality4 ,if it was the prince1 ,i hope my poor angel will have done the best he could2 if the principality1 ,i am afraid that he has been overcome by cunning and force4 ,his head is crowned with olives1 and his lifted right hand points to heaven4 ,will the prince feel any consolation looking at the statue8 ,i hope so2 and in any way1 he will be persuaded that true peace is not of this world4 ,sidenote3 ,,cipolla ,,and ,,the ,,monument ,,to ,,cavour4 ,it is now the time and place to speak of ,cavour's monument4 ,as ,i before mentioned1 ,i was one of the judges on that committee4 ,my vote had been for ,professor ,vela's design1 but the prize was obtained by the architect ,professor ,cipolla2 and as he was an architect1 he naturally could not carry his work into execution3 he therefore went the rounds1 and it was not difficult for him to find several sculptors who assumed1 each and all of them1 certain parts1 either a statue or bas-relief4 ,for the principal statue of ,cavour1 it was the intention1 ,i know not whether of ,cipolla or the ,giunta ,comunale1 that ,i should make it1 but their reiterated request ,i did not think well to accept4 ,in the meantime1 in ,turin there began to be a sort of persistent1 dull warfare against ,cipolla's design4 ,all sorts of possible and imaginable doubts were raised as to its general character1 meaning1 proportions1 and effect4 ,that excellent artist1 ,professor ,cipolla1 proposed to put an end to all this talk by setting up in relief1 in largish proportions1 a model of his so-much-contested design4 ,would that he had never done so6 ,the aversion to it grew beyond bounds1 and pronounced itself by means of the press to such a degree1 that the ,giunta thought it best no longer to intrust him with the commission for the work2 for1 by virtue of an article in the programme for this competition1 the committee were not in the least tied down to commit the execution of the monument to the gainer of the prize at the competition1 having left itself full and entire liberty of action4 ,from this began a sequel of remonstrances and appeals on the part of the artist1 and answers backed by law on the part of the commission1 which was then broken up and another formed1 for the purpose of studying anew the whole affair4 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,cavour ,,monument ,,given ,,to ,,me4 ,i hurry over these things quickly as they come to me and as my memory has retained them after many years1 without searching amongst letters1 newspapers1 or elsewhere1 wishing1 as ,i have done until now1 to make use only of my memory4 ,the new ,giunta1 presided over by my illustrious and lamented friend ,count ,federigo ,sclopis1 took up this tangled affair1 discussed in so many ways1 and came to the determination of not having any more competition4 ,they decided that the best thing to be done was to choose an artist1 and order the work directly from him1 leaving him free to determine the rendering of the subject1 the size of the monument1 the materials to be employed1 and choice of the site1 and all other matters1 except1 naturally1 as to price and time1--which latter could be but short1 owing to the two years that had passed in competitions6 ,the choice fell on me1 who was a thousand miles away from thinking of such a thing4 ,however1 before saying a word to me1 and much less1 writing to me1 ,i was interrogated by a most estimable person if ,i would accept that work1 and ,i answered at once that ,i would not3 in the first place1 because the subject was a difficult one1 on account of its purely political significance1--so extraneous1 not to say tiresome1 to my nature and studies2 in the second place1 because1 having been one of the judges on that commission1 it did not seem delicate to accept it2 and finally1 because ,i thought ,vela's design most praiseworthy4 ,but neither my refusal nor the reasons ,i put forth availed to alter the resolution they had now taken to make me accept the work1 which1 for the matter of that1 if it presented great difficulties1 and even rather rough ones1 in the rendering of its great conception1 yet offered a most rare opportunity1 that would have flattered many other artists of more ambitious hope than ,i1 who have always been temperate4 ,with all this1 however1 ,i should always have replied in the negative1 had not a gentle and most noble lady begged me to accept1 touching on certain family affections that have always found in me an echo of assent4 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,accept ,,the ,,commission4 ,i accepted this commission1 therefore1 not blinding myself to the great difficulties that ,i was going to encounter1 or the many little annoyances that ,i should undergo on account of the disappointed hopes of those who had competed for the work4 ,i saw and felt all the seriousness of my undertaking1 and thought of nothing else but carrying it out most conscientiously4 ,i asked for eight years' time1 which will not appear much1 to execute the work2 but ,i was begged to be satisfied with six1 and ,i wrote my adhesion1 still declaring in the contract that it would be impossible for me to complete it in that short time4 ,although ,i worked with all possible energy1 and provided myself with additional workmen besides my own usual ones1 yet the monument could not be finished and put in its place until after the eight years that ,i had asked for4 ,sidenote3 ,,description ,,of ,,my ,,design4 ,my composition of the architectural part of the monument was a quadrangular base1 with two spherical bodies on each side1 whereon reposed another base1 with the corners cut off1 that sustained the principal group of ,italy and ,cavour4 ,in front1 on the lower base1 is the half-reclining figure representing ,right in the act of rising1 who leans with the right hand on a broken yoke1 and clenches the left on his breast in a menacing attitude4 ,his head and back are covered by a lion's skin1 signifying that right is strength4 ,opposite is ,duty1 in a quiet attitude of repose4 ,his head is crowned by a wreath of olives1 signifying that in the fulfilment of duty peace is to be found2 his right elbow rests on a block1 where1 on the two sides exposed to view1 are sculptured in bas-relief the two extremes of human activity4 ,on one of these there is a king distributing a crown and prizes to a virtuous man1 whilst behind him there is a chained delinquent undergoing his penalty2 and on the other there is a husbandman ploughing the ground4 ,on the two lateral sides there are two groups4 ,that on the right is of ,politics1 with two little genii1 ,revolution and ,diplomacy4 ,politics is seated1 but alert1 and almost in the act of rising3 her head is turned to the little genius of ,diplomacy1 who has unfolded the treaties of #ahae1 and is gravely showing it to her with his right hand1 whilst with his left he hides behind him a sword and olive-branch1 demonstrating that he brings with him either war or peace4 ,the other little genius of ,revolution1 in the act of wishing to dash forward1 is held back by ,politics1 who keeps her eyes on him1 and1 with a caressing expression1 tries to temper his ardour2 one of his feet rests on a fragment of medieval architecture1 and he holds in his right hand a brand1 the symbol of destruction4 ,the group on the left is of ,independence1 tightly clasping in her embrace the little genius of the ,provinces1 at whose feet still lies a link of his chain of captivity4 ,independence has ,roman sandals on her feet1 and a warrior's helmet on her head2 her right arm is uplifted1 and she holds a broken chain in her hand1 in the act of dashing it from her4 ,the other genius is that of ,unity1 crowned by an oak-wreath2 he holds the fasces1 to show that union is strength4 ,the principal group stands up on the top1 and represents ,cavour1 wrapped in his funereal mantle4 ,italy1 at his side1 in the act of rising from her prostration1 is offering him the civic crown1 with expressions of gratitude1 more decidedly expressed by her left arm1 by which she holds her great politician tenderly around the waist2 whilst he1 with kindly act1 shows the people a chart1 on which is written his famous formula1 ,libera ,chiesa in libero ,stato1 or free ,church in free ,state4 ,on the two faades of the great base are two bas-reliefs in bronze4 ,in one of these is portrayed the return from the ,crimea of the ,sardinian troops1 who1 by ,cavour's advice1 took part1 in union with ,france and ,england1 in the war against ,russia1 to put a check to the ambitious designs of that ,power in the ,east4 ,the other bas-relief represents the ,congress of ,paris1 where for the first time1 on account of ,cavour1 ,italy's voice was listened to4 ,sidenote3 ,,description ,,of ,,this ,,monument4 ,the architectural part is made in rose granite of ,baveno2 the ornaments--that is to say1 the arms1 cornices1 and trophies--and the statues are in clear white marble of ,canal ,grande1 which withstands all attacks of weather4 ,the entire monument is elevated on three steps1 and surrounded by a garden enclosed by railing4 ,the inscriptions are3 ,on the front1 ,to ,cammillo ,cavour1 born in ,turin the #ajth of ,august #ahaj1 died the #fth of ,june #ahfa4 ,on the side over the ,politics1 ,audace prudente2 over the ,independence1 ,l',italia libero2 and behind1 ,gli ,italiani1 auspice ,torino4 ,these inscriptions are by ,professor ,michele ,coppino4 ,,chapter ,,xx4 ,,allegories ,,in ,,art--,,the ,,monga ,,monument ,,at ,,verona--,,of ,,my ,,late ,,daughter ,,luisina--,,her ,,death--,,how ,i ,,was ,,robbed--,,monsignore ,,archbishop ,,limberti',s ,,charitable ,,project--,,one ,,of ,,my ,,colleagues--,,nicol ,,puccini ,,and ,,the ,,statue ,,of ,,cardinal ,,forteguerri--,,cesare ,,sighinolfi--,,cardinal ,,corsi1 ,,archbishop ,,of ,,pisa4 ,i should now feel inclined to speak at length of the troubles1 the thoughts1 and of the opposition that ,i had to encounter during eight years1 the grimaces and the miserable enmities of fickle1 unstable friends and ungenerous enemies2 but ,i must keep silent1 as ,i have been thus far on all such matters1 because my intentions and my works being known to all1 others may judge them4 ,then ,i also remember a wise warning that was given me when ,i was quite little1 which is never to satisfy any desire or impulse to give vent to personal resentment1 and ,i have always found myself the better for it4 ,in such cases1 silence has two advantages1--that of leaving one's own soul at peace1 and of not satisfying those who would take pleasure in hearing us complain4 ,only on one thing ,i will not be silent1 because this does not concern me1 but is a principle in art4 ,i was reproved for having used allegorical figures in ,cavour's monument1 it being asserted that as the subject was entirely a modern one1 and could not bear allegory1 it was inopportune and improper4 ,to which ,i answered1 that when the subject permitted1 it was well not to think even of allegories4 ,if they had said to me1 ,a memorial of ,count ,cavour is wanted1 make us a statue1 nothing would have been easier4 ,a portrait-statue dressed in the clothes he wore1 one or two bas-reliefs on the base1 and a brief inscription1 would have been enough2 and1 ,i repeat1 nothing would have been easier4 ,it was not this1 however1 that the commission required for ,cavour's monument4 ,the commission desired that the whole of his character and intentions1 the tenacity of his will1 the greatness of his propositions1 and the benefits obtained therefrom1 should be portrayed4 ,now1 how to explain this with real historical figures1 or1 as they say1 in living art8 ,as if a complex idea expressed by one or more figures1 as is the case with allegory1 is dead art6 ,oh1 do me the famous pleasure1 you irritating sthetics1 to go and prattle to babes6 ,but don't speak to them of ,phidias1 ,zeuxis1 ,alcamenes1 and others1 of that dead art that is now more alive than it ever was2 nor of ,giotto1 nor of ,giovanni and ,andrea ,pisani1 nor of ,raphael1 nor of ,michael ,angelo1 and many more1 for they might find you out in your error4 ,i repeat1 this does not concern me or my work in the least1 but it bears on a principle1 and is a question that has been many times ventilated and resolved by the best thinkers in the way of argument1 and by artists1 who were not blockheads1 in their works4 ,sidenote3 ,,historical ,,figures ,,and ,,allegories4 ,from the noble ,signora ,augusta ,albertini of ,verona1 through my friend ,aleardo ,aleardi1 ,i had an order for a monument to her family1 an extremely painful subject4 ,the ,signora ,albertini had lost1 one by one1 all her family--father1 mother1 brothers1 sisters1 all--and she had alone survived2 alone1 but with the bitterly sweet memory of those she had loved so much1 and the desire to erect a monument to them4 ,some time before1 she had given the commission to a young ,veronese sculptor of great promise1 ,torquato della ,torre1 and they tell me that he had already made a sketch2 but shortly after1 the young sculptor died1 and after a long time had gone by ,i undertook to make this monument4 ,here is the description of it4 ,on a quadrangular conical base there is placed a group consisting of the ,angel of ,death seated1 and prostrated at his feet the only survivor of the family1 waiting1 as it were1 after the havoc made by that angel in her family1 for her turn to fall a victim4 ,the angel1 seated on a fragment of an antique frieze1 to denote that he is superior to time and the pomps of humanity1 is crowned with cypress1 and has a pained expression1 as if he deplored the office that ,divine ,justice had ordered him to fulfil2 the exterminating sword is still in his hand1 but the point is lowered4 ,on the base is a bas-relief representing the dead members of that family2 and as they died at brief intervals the one from the other1 as if ,death had blown them down with her breath as the wind overthrows the trees in the country1 so they are laid out1 shoulder to shoulder1 by each other4 ,a little angel hovers in the air near them with hands clasped in prayer1 and in the background1 on the horizon line1 one perceives ,verona4 ,the bas-relief is in bronze1 and its colours add seriousness and sadness to the scene4 ,on the sides1 and again in bronze1 are sculptured two wreaths of cypress1 so that this first base on the plinth seems as if it were entirely made of bronze2 the upper part1 on which the inscription is engraved and the group stands1 is in granite4 ,this monument is at the end of the first nave on the right in the cemetery at ,verona4 ,sidenote3 ,,monument ,,to ,,the ,,family ,,albertini4 ,i said in the beginning of these memoirs1 that ,i wrote not only for young artists desirous of knowing something of my life1 my works1 and the principles that have been my guide in art and my intercourse with my fellow-beings1 but also to leave to my family a remembrance of my feeling and affection for them4 ,and now that it behoves me to speak of one of our greatest sorrows--that is1 of the loss of my most beloved daughter ,luisina--,i know that ,i am doing what my dear ones desire1 however sad it may be2 therefore ,i warn those not caring for this theme to pass on4 ,sidenote3 ,,death ,,of ,,my ,,daughter ,,luisina4 ,i would that ,i could divest myself of all my defects to speak of ,gigina4 ,i would that this page which ,i consecrate to her memory breathed a little of the sweetly chaste love that showed itself in every act1 every word1 and every look of hers4 ,i would that ,i could simplify my style1 temper and purify my words1 that they might sound sadly sweet1 pure1 and serene1 as were her words1 her looks1 and her mind4 ,but ,i greatly fear that ,i shall not succeed in giving even a feeble idea of that dear child2 ,i fear1 because purity and chastity of imagery and simplicity of words have in some measure vanished with my youth and ambition--the passion and love for renown have perhaps clouded the clearness of mind wherein was reflected the true and the good4 ,i shall also not succeed1 because the innate beauty of that sweet creature was not fully revealed to me1 for the confidence existing between a daughter and her father is always modified by respect2 and so it is bereft of those intimate and delicate traits which are its sweetest perfume4 ,my family will read these words on our beloved ,luisina1 and supply with their loving memory where ,i fail in my littleness4 ,my son-in-law1 ,antonino1 wrote of her with the intelligence of love2 and several of my friends in condoling with me rendered her image more beautiful and more amiable4 ,yet notwithstanding all this1 ,i feel a desire to return to that dear little angel1 were it for nothing else but to rejuvenate and sanctify that sorrow4 ,sidenote3 ,,luisina',s ,,character4 ,from her early girlhood my ,luisina was as vivacious and playful with her little sisters and with her mother as they would allow her to be2 with me she was more serious1 and sometimes even sad1 perhaps because she saw that ,i was serious1 and because at that time my health was not good4 ,as she grew older she was more confiding in me1 and displayed great love for her mother and sisters4 ,she took pleasure in helping them with such little household affairs as no one else could or can do4 ,she also drew1 seeing her sisters draw1 and could draw from memory faces and persons of our acquaintance4 ,i have also amongst her papers extracts copied by her from books that had pleased her4 ,she loved flowers1 and in the morning1 together with her sisters1 she gathered them in the garden of our villa1 and1 making bunches of them1 placed them on the altar in the little chapel4 ,those days were delicious ones1 but they were brief6 ,there is no happiness on earth1 or it lasts but a very little while4 ,true it is that memory remains to make us taste of a bitterness mingled somewhat with a sweet sadness1 because the dear person taken from us lives again in our mind and responds to the beating of our heart4 ,we remember the movements1 the modest look1 the words1 the gentle affections1 and all the virtues by which she was adorned1 rendered still more visible and clear without the encumbrance of the body1 by whose veil the light was subdued4 ,and then--then there remains for us that sweet1 most consoling hope of seeing her again for evermore1 leaning on that faith that is the substance of things hoped for1 the evidence of things not seen4 ,sidenote3 ,,illness ,,and ,,death ,,of ,,luisina4 ,o my good ,gigina1 my beloved little angel6 ,i remember all that relates to thee--thy obedience1 thy affection1 thy anxious delicate care of us1 our walks on the delightful ,fiesole hill so dear to thee1 almost a presage that the body should one day have rest there1 and now the little chapel in the cemetery there contains also that of thy dear1 tired1 and martyred mother6 ,oh if ,i had strength equal to love1 ,i would also write of her6 ,i shall do so in time1 but now ,i return to thee4 ,the remembrance of that morning lies buried in my heart2 it was in ,june #ahgb1 two days before thy fte day1 ,san ,luigi4 ,for several days thou hadst felt ill1 and could not dissimulate as in the past4 ,that morning1 before going down into ,florence1 ,i went into thy room1 and seeing that thou wast determined to get up1 ,i ordered thee to remain in bed2 thou wast obedient as always1 my angel1 but wept1 because wanting1 as ,i afterwards knew1 to be up on thy festal day4 ,the illness was felt by thee1 but with hope to overcome it1 at least for two days1 resigning thyself to all suffering thereafter4 ,thou didst obey1 but weeping4 ,perhaps this aggravated thy disease4 ,this is the thorn ,i bear within my heart4 ,as soon as ,bendini1 the medical man from ,fiesole1 saw her1 he thought her case most grave1 and wished to consult her own doctor1 ,dr ,alberti1 who had treated her at other times4 ,i went at once to beg him to come1 and brought him back with me1 as he has always had great kindness and friendship for us1 and from that day he always saw her in company with ,bendini4 ,but the disease increased more and more1 and she already breathed with difficulty1 but preserved in her thoughts and words serenity and resignation4 ,then began those most painful alternations of disease--a little better and then a little worse--and always the same story over and over again4 ,there is no pain more cruel and stinging than the delusion of a hoped-for good2 the heart that opens anxiously to hope is as if crushed and torn from one's breast by implacable delusion4 ,he who has experienced these painful alternations knows that they are more cruel than even death itself4 ,o ,great ,god of ,israel1 sustainer of all faithful souls1 look down upon the affliction of ,thy servant6 oh assist him in all things to come6 ,this affliction that came to us by ,god's will broke down my pride1 and spread over my family a veil of sadness2 it gave a shock to my beloved ,marina's health1 and perhaps accelerated her death4 ,sidenote3 ,,amalia ,,makes ,a ,,monument ,,to ,,her4 ,luisina expired in the first morning hours of the day of the ,ascension of the ,most ,holy ,mary4 ,she had1 whilst living1 the semblance1 the thoughts1 and the affections of an angel2 and she seemed to fall asleep in the ,virgin's arms1 and fly away with her to heaven4 ,in this belief ,i find comfort and a sweet peace that not only compensates for her loss1 but even more1 makes me taste of so pure a pleasure that no words could express and no worldly care could disturb4 ,her body rests in our chapel in the new cemetery at ,fiesole1 and there my daughter ,amalia has erected a little monument to her4 ,the sepulchral urn is placed in a niche with a flat background1 and on it lies sculptured the dear child in peaceful slumber1 holding the crucifix in her right hand4 ,everybody could see1 and none better than ,i1 how much poor ,amalia suffered in completing this sorrowful work4 ,i attempted to dissuade her from this most painful duty she had imposed upon herself1 but the strong affection for her dead sister suggested perhaps to her that in offering this tribute of sister and artist the pain would be somewhat softened4 ,i know that this remembrance1 and the thoughts that have dictated it1 may make some smile2 but in time they will think better of it1 and will know that sadness is worth more than laughter1 for the heart becomes better for the sadness in the face4 ,and with this ,i have finished talking of my ,gigina1 keeping her memory always in my heart4 ,sidenote3 #ej1jjj ,,lire ,,is ,,stolen ,,from ,,me4 ,to narrate the death of my ,luisina1 ,i have omitted a circumstance1 and not a trifling one in my life--that of the theft that occurred to me of fifty thousand lire4 ,i hasten to declare that until that day 7it was in #ahff7 ,i never had been the possessor of such a sum1 and as soon as ,i was1 it was stolen from me4 ,this is how ,i came into possession of the money1 why ,i kept it intact1 and how it was stolen from me4 ,i had only begun on ,cavour's monument a short time before1 and in accordance with the form of the contract1 had received the first remittance of fifty thousand lire4 ,at the same time1 ,i was arranging to buy a house in the ,via ,pinti that ,i thought ,i should be able to adapt and make into a spacious studio1 such as was necessary for me in modelling the colossal figures for the monument4 ,as the sale of the house was to take place from day to day1 ,i was persuaded also1 by the advice of my lawyer1 not to employ this money in any way1 so as to have it ready to give in payment for it4 ,and as ,i had kept the little sums of money that ,i had had in hand up to that time in a secret drawer of the closet in my own room in the studio1 ,i placed this also there4 ,at this time ,i was working on the marble of a statue1 the ,tired ,bacchante1 which had been bought by the ,king of ,portugal4 ,i had a young ,roman girl as a model1 and she came accompanied by her mother4 ,this woman also had a son 7so1 at least1 it was said2 then it was no longer so2 in fact1 there was some mystery that ,i don't remember1 because naturally such things were of no importance to me74 ,the boy came also for a model1 and appeared to be a good fellow1 as well as the girl4 ,sidenote3 ,,how ,,the ,,theft ,,took ,,place4 ,one morning 7,i was still in bed1 but about to get up7 my poor wife came into the room and said-- ,here is ,bardi1 who wants to speak to you4 ,what can he have to say to me8 ,does he not know that in half an hour ,i shall be at the studio8 ,he could wait4 ,let us hear what is the matter4 ,bardi was one of my studio men1 the rougher-out1 whom ,i had brought up from a boy1 and he had been with me twenty-three years4 ,he was a thin1 white-looking man1 with a black beard1 and dark lines under his eyes in his normal condition4 ,that morning1 as soon as ,i saw him1 he really frightened me1 for he looked absolutely like a dead man1 or as ,dante says1 cosa rimorta4 ,he took me aside1 that my wife should not hear1 and he told me that he had found the door of my room open1 and having waited and listened awhile to ascertain if by chance ,i had arrived before him and was inside1 but not hearing a sound after having called me1 he entered the room and saw the closet open1 the drawers on the ground1 and the papers scattered about4 ,he asked me anxiously if ,i kept anything of value there4 ,all1 my dear ,bardi6 all that ,i possessed in money was there4 ,and having almost no breath for words1 ,i went out with him1 rushing through the street4 ,it is easier imagined than told how ,i felt on seeing all the drawers upset and empty1 and the papers and thousand little objects they contained scattered about the ground4 ,all the men of my studio gathered about me1 and pitied me without even suspecting that it was a matter of such a sum of money4 ,my good friend ,cavaliere ,raffaello ,borri1 being told what had occurred1 came to me at once1 and with rare generosity offered me his purse and his credit1 and accompanied me home1 with my heart full of anguish to be obliged to give this news to my poor wife4 ,my friends rivalled each other in consoling me1 some with offerings and some with affectionate words2 and ,i can never forget the charitable proposition made by ,monsignore the ,archbishop ,giovacchino ,limberti1 to collect a certain sum for my benefit amongst those who were best able to give1 and who knew me and loved me4 ,all these ,i truly thanked from the bottom of my heart1 saying that for the moment ,i was not in straitened circumstances1 and if ,i was no longer in possession of that money--for which1 thank ,god1 ,i was not in debt--yet it was not lawful for me to accept help of any kind1 for in substance ,i could not call myself strictly in need1 and ,i remembered in the past having really been poor and not having accepted or asked for anything1 because my principle is that every one ought to be sufficient for himself4 ,sidenote3 ,a ,,portion ,,of ,,the ,,money ,,found4 ,how the thieves were discovered1 how some escaped from justice1 how one was taken and condemned1 and how1 finally1 part of the money stolen was saved1 the sum of #ab1djj lire returned to me1 besides the gold medal that ,i had obtained at the ,universal ,exhibition of ,paris in #ahee1 and which was shut up in the same place with the stolen money1--all this appears in the judiciary chronicle of that time4 ,nor do ,i feel inclined to mix in such mire1 and the reader could not follow me without disgust4 ,it was well that in the part of the theft recovered my ,paris medal was found1 not only because by this the reality of the robbery committed on me was proved and the restitution instantly made1 but still more because it silenced some1 ,i don't know how to qualify them1 who seemed to doubt the misfortune that had befallen me1 as if almost ,i had invented it--as if ,i had been a vulgar impostor1 and had invented this fable to avoid payment 444 of what8 ,i had never had debts before that time1 then1 or since2 and that ,i had no engagements to meet is proved by the refusal ,i made to those who so kindly and willingly offered to come to my aid4 ,sidenote3 ,i ,,forget ,a ,,promissory-,,note4 ,but yes1 once ,i had a debt1 but merely by chance1 or ,i had better say by forgetfulness4 ,when this happened ,i was very young--at the beginning of my artistic career1 if ,i mistake not4 ,then ,i was making the ,cain4 ,in order to put it into marble ,i went to ,carrara1 found the block that suited me1 and said that ,i would pay for it when the marble itself arrived4 ,the trader answered1 ,all right6 ,i shall send the marble at once2 and as to the payment1 ,i shall draw out a promissory-note for the first of the month4 ,i had before me some twenty days' time4 ,my mind being entirely possessed by the marble1 ,i took no note of the day when the money became due4 ,i knew that ,i had to pay1 but the date escaped me1 and one fine day ,i suddenly beheld before me a man from a bank1 who came to receive the money that ,i had not got in full4 ,i stammered out something1 as a man might do about to be hanged4 ,oh1 don't hurry yourself much1 said the man2 suit your own convenience--,i will return later2 there is time until three1 and he went away4 ,how ,i felt can easily be imagined by those who know me4 ,i became whiter and harder than the marble that ,i had then before me on the ground4 ,i must find there and then1 in the beat of a drum1 the three or four hundred scudi that were wanting2 and where to find them1 ,i1 who had never before asked for anything in loan8 ,a good inspiration came to me4 ,yes1 said ,i1 ,sor ,emanuele can do me this favour2 and putting on my coat1 ,i ran into the square to the ,fenzi bank4 ,sor ,emanuele was there at the back in his study1 and you could see through the open glass door that fine jovial witty face of his4 ,sidenote3 ,,an ,,incredulous ,,colleague4 ,when he saw me he exclaimed1 ,how are you8 ,sor ,emanuele1 this and this is the matter1 and ,i told him everything4 ,he gave me a slightly frowning look1 and then burst into a fit of laughter that made his subalterns who were behind turn round1 and he said1 ,look here1 we will do so2 he tore off a cheque1 wrote the sum on it1 and continuing to laugh1 added1 ,pass on there to ,bosi and give him this2 and au revoir until this evening 7,i used to frequent his house72 but when he had turned he called me back again and said3 ,listen--,i want to give you a counsel4 ,you must never again sign any promissory-notes if you can help it2 or if you do1 make a note of them and look at it every day1--and he began again to write1 smiling to himself4 ,will you believe it1 ,sor reader1 ,i have never again signed any bills1 although more than thirty-six years have gone by8 ,yet 7to return to the robbery71 amongst those who doubted my misfortune there was a colleague of mine1 who1 listening that day with an incredulous air to the account of what had occurred1 and hearing that the sum in question was fifty thousand lire1 with a smile on his lips and bad feeling at heart1 came out with these words-- ,fifty thousand lire6 that is rather too much6 ,this colleague of mine was not the only one1 nor one of the worst4 ,some few years ago a little thing happened which shows the uprightness and generosity of another of my colleagues6 ,sidenote3 ,,statue ,,of ,,cardinal ,,forteguerri4 ,sidenote3 ,,sighinolfi',s ,,model ,,rejected4 ,cavaliere ,nicol ,puccini1 in dying at ,pistoia1 left orders in his will that a statue of ,cardinal ,forteguerri should be made and placed in the ,piazza del ,duomo of that city4 ,cavaliere ,puccini's idea was1 as every one can see1 a wise and generous one1 and belied reports1 which made him out odd and unfriendly to the priests4 ,this statue was to be assigned by competition1 and with the obligation of presenting a model in plaster representing the ,cardinal in his robes1 with the insignia of his office1 and the size of life4 ,it is evident to all that this obligation was a serious one1 and would cause many to withdraw from the competition1 as really happened4 ,one person1 however1 went in for the competition1 and this was ,signor ,cesare ,sighinolfi of ,modena1 who1 having left my teaching but a short time before1 set himself to model this statue in too trivial a way--without a model1 without the necessary robes1 and without even caring a pin as regards asking me anything concerning the composition1 or the requisite means for not making a jackanapes instead of a cardinal6 ,vivacious and careless as he was then1 he had the pretension of being able to model a cardinal's statue life-size by only consulting some prints or pictures of cardinals1 and the result was--as it should have been--that the statue was a very bad one4 ,an article in the programme for this competition provided that the adjudication of the prize should be given by the ,florentine ,academy4 ,i was not present at the meeting1 to avoid giving a vote against it1 as ,i was not unaware how the work had turned out4 ,the poor statue1 therefore1 was judged and condemned without mercy4 ,then1 after the first ebullition of juvenile impetuosity that had made him run on so foolishly was over1 he returned to his senses1 remembered me1 and as at the same time though he had so much youthful light-heartedness1 he had also a certain tenacity of will and self-love that had been wounded by the rejection of his work1 he ran to me and entreated me to intercede with the commission that organised the competition1 and obtain for him the concession of another trial4 ,i willingly agreed to do so1 seeing the despair he was in1 and appreciating the no small amount of courage required to recommence from the very beginning a difficult1 expensive1 and uncertain work2 but ,i had to say to him1 444 that is1 if you are only in time1 because the commission having just fulfilled its duty1 and the competition turned out null1 is now free to give the statue to whomsoever it likes without the obligation of competition4 ,it was therefore necessary to make an appeal to the commission to obtain its consent that another competition should be opened1 and this was done by ,sighinolfi1 accompanied by a recommendation from me2 and that it should have more value1 and the second trial be conceded1 ,i advised ,sighinolfi to have this appeal signed by all my other colleagues4 ,he did so1 and hurried by rail to ,pistoia to present his request to the commission2 but what was his surprise when1 on his arrival there1 and just as he was going up the stairs to present his paper to the secretary of the commission1 he saw coming down one of the professors who had backed and signed his appeal6 ,the poor youth divined all1 but still wished to make the attempt2 and he did well to do so1--in fact the secretary in the most polite manner tried to persuade the young artist that now there was no longer time1 that the competition had resulted in nothing1 and that another trial would only draw things out to too great a length2 and finally1 that as an offer had just been made to the commission in shape of a request for this work whereby its own responsibility was covered1 so that it would come out of the affair with honour1 he thought the commission would not accord the petition1 but that he would take it1 and officially present it1 so as to give it its due course4 ,as soon1 however1 as that excellent gentleman had set his eyes on the paper1 and had seen the recommendation and signature of the same individual that only a short time before had made a request for the work for himself1 he was so filled with indignation that1 turning to ,sighinolfi1 he said-- ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,competition ,,reopened4 ,go back to ,florence1 make another trial1 and as you are recommended by ,professor ,dupr1 he will assist you1 and the commission will trust1 ,i am certain1 to the words and help of your master4 ,these1 or words to the same effect1 were reported to me by ,sighinolfi on his return1 and ,i saw myself doubly pledged that the young man should really this time succeed4 ,here ,i am met by a reflection4 ,was it not perhaps quite lawful for an artist to present himself and ask to have that work to do himself1 which1 by reason of an unsuccessful competition1 any one was free to ask for and obtain8 ,lawful it certainly would have been for any one who had not recommended the young man for a second trial1 but certainly it was not praiseworthy in one who had made this recommendation2 so1 at least1 it seems to me4 ,sidenote3 ,,cardinal ,,corsi ,,lends ,,his ,,robes4 ,therefore1 as matters stood thus1 ,i thought it my duty to advise and direct the youth to follow a sure road1 and the only good one by which to come safely into port4 ,and1 satisfying myself first as to his firm will to do all and follow in everything what ,i advised1 ,i ordered him to make a small sketch1 enough to get lines grateful to the eye4 ,then1 remembering the kindness that ,cardinal ,corsi1 ,archbishop of ,pisa1 had always shown me1 ,i wrote him a letter nearly in the following terms3 ,eminence1--,signor ,cesare ,sighinolfi1 my scholar1 is the person who presents this letter to you4 ,he has to make the statue of ,cardinal ,forteguerri for ,pistoia1 but could not possibly make anything good without having the robes appropriate to that high office4 ,see1 ,eminenza1 if it would be possible for him to obtain them from you--as1 for instance1 if your ,eminence had a robe1 even a worn-out one1 that you could let him have for a short time--you would be doing a great act of charity2 for ,i repeat1 without this neither he nor any one else could succeed in doing anything4 ,i am here to guarantee that the sculptor will take the greatest care of it1 and return it as soon as possible1 c41 c4 ,sighinolfi1 although he is not1 ,i believe1 one of those many would-be devourers of priests1 yet was1 and still is1 a most decided ,liberal1 and the dignity and the face of a cardinal must have had the same effect upon him as coming in contact with a most antipathetic person would have upon you or me4 ,but1 as the proverb says1 one must make of necessity a virtue1 and having crossed himself1 he presented himself before his ,eminence4 ,great was his surprise to find that prelate most jovial and pleasant1 and quite ready to grant his request2 and that worthy man pushed courtesy and amiability to the extent of making him sit down at the table while he was taking his breakfast4 ,it is as true as the ,gospel that ,i have seen some democrats more aristocratic than his ,eminence ,corsi4 ,he then called his secretary1 ,codib1 and told him to have a whole suit of his best clothes1 from the hat to the shoes1 given to ,sighinolfi1 and dismissed him with kindness4 ,i don't know if ,sighinolfi offered to kiss his hand2 but even if he had1 it would have been the same thing1 for ,corsi would not have allowed him to kiss it1 as ,i well know1 for he would never allow me to do so4 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,statue ,,adjudged ,,to ,,sighinolfi4 ,with this precious bundle of cardinal's clothes he was able to dress one of our models1 who1 although somewhat ridiculous1 lent himself admirably to being dressed in that way2 and this is the only means of doing serious work4 ,the model was made under my direction1 and exhibited to be judged by the ,academy1 and declared worthy of being executed in marble4 ,so ended the difficulties arising from the light-headedness of a young artist1 and made still harder by the intervention of an artist who was neither generous nor just4 ,,chapter ,,xxi4 ,,the ,,universal ,,exhibition ,,at ,,paris ,,in #ahfg--,,the ,,imitators ,,of ,,vela--,,inedited ,,music ,,by ,,rossini ,,and ,,gustave ,,dor--,,domenico ,,morelli--,,group ,,of ,,prince ,,trabia',s ,,children ,,and ,,the ,,thieves--,,stick ,,no ,,bills--,,the ,,statue ,,of ,,marshal ,,pallavicini--,,the ,,empress ,,maria ,,teresa ,,and ,,marshal ,,pallavicini--,a ,,memorial ,,monument ,,to ,,fra ,,girolamo ,,savonarola--,,the ,,universal ,,exhibition ,,at ,,vienna--,a ,,tiny ,,room--,,excellent ,,and ,,very ,,dear--,,on ,,harmony ,,of ,,sounds--,,on ,,the ,,harmony ,,in ,,the ,,animal ,,world--,,the ,,harmony ,,of ,,the ,,human ,,form ,,as ,,manifested ,,by ,,the ,,inner ,,beauty ,,of ,,the ,,soul--,,the ,,campanile ,,of ,,st ,,stephen',s ,,and ,,canova',s ,,monument4 ,it is now necessary for me to speak of the ,universal ,exhibition at ,paris in #ahfg2 but first1 ,i wish frankly to give my opinion on the utility or non-utility of such exhibitions1 monstrous agglomerations of manufactures1 machinery1 raw material1 food1 liquid for drink1 sacred utensils1 machines for war1 c41 all exposed by the different nations of the world at the same time and in the same place4 ,it has been said that this serves to create rivalry and emulation in the people of the different civilised nations1 by placing their industries in contact with each other1 to be judged by special men named for the purpose to give them their merited reward4 ,the idea seems to be a fine one2 in fact1 it is so much too fine that the excess deforms it4 ,on the contrary1 ,i believe that all this assemblage of things in an immense edifice1 with thousands and thousands of visitors1 on one of the pleasantest and most smiling sites1 in the most beautiful part of the year1 in one of the great metropolises of the world1 answers admirably to the economical and political aims of the ,state that assembles the exhibition2 gives an opportunity to travellers and exposers to see1 to divert and enjoy themselves1 and make acquaintances1 sometimes good1 but oftener bad2 brings money into the pockets of intriguers and swindlers in proportion to their dexterity1 and gives or increases the renown of ,tizio or ,caio1 to the detriment of ,sempronio1 in the opinion of some with justice1 and in the opinion of others with great injustice4 ,but who has the rights of it8 ,the rights of it are at the bottom of a well1 and need the grappling-irons of time to drag them out4 ,sidenote3 ,,influence ,,of ,,world ,,exhibitions4 ,i should believe in the utility of these world exhibitions if they were by sections--industries1 manufactures1 machinery1 and agriculture--everything separate2 and separated always absolutely from all the rest1 in time and in place1 the ,fine ,arts1 to which ,i should wish to see prizes awarded1 not by a medal1 but rather by the purchase of the work itself1 or if this be already disposed of1 by the commission for another4 ,it may be somewhat useful to artists to see the works of others1 their variety1 and the different modes of feeling and seeing of their authors2 it may infuse into them new life1 new strength1 and stimulate them to search within themselves for what they find in the works of others3 but if this examination1 this comparison1 this stimulating fever be of assistance to some1 to the greater number it is a stumbling-block1 and the cause of their going astray4 ,it is useless to have any illusion4 ,the greater number of young artists allow themselves to be taken by the bait of novelty1 only because it is novelty1 without being able to discern the hidden reasons for which good sense and experience concede or deny merit to such novelty4 ,to but few belongs the power of examination and criticism1--to them alone who1 having by nature the sentiment and cult of art1 exercise themselves by constantly holding up the mirror before it2 for they find in it always something new and varied1 and on this very account do not ignore the reasons and laws that willingly give consent to these varieties and novelties4 ,but the others allow themselves to be dazzled1 and accept the novelty whatever it may be1 choosing by preference the strangest and most unusual1 which for that very reason is sure to be the least true2 and so they fall into double error--into imitation which lands one in mediocrity1 and into oddity which has affinity with error4 ,as with both--that is to say1 amongst those who do not depreciate novelty1 and amongst the others that are seduced by the false attractions of mere novelty--there are some who are capable of appreciating the good only so far as the means for being able to manifest it is made apparent to them4 ,to these1 great exhibitions are of use2 but to the first named they are not of use1 as they have no need of them--and to the others even less so1 for to them they can do harm4 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,milanese ,,school ,,of ,,sculpture4 ,when1 now many years ago1 ,vela and others of the ,milanese school taught a new and totally different way of looking at and treating drapery1 flesh1 and more especially hair1 they would never have believed1 ,i think1 that their imitators would have gone to such lengths1 and have so exaggerated that method as to have rendered it supremely false1 ridiculous1 and incomprehensible4 ,in fact1 things have got to such a pass to-day that hair looks like anything but hair--more like stalactites or beehives1 salad or whipped cream2 and this last the hair made by some of the imitators and exaggerators of that peculiar way of seeing nature particularly resembles4 ,at the great exhibition at ,paris one saw both master and scholars2 or it would be better to say1 the initiator and the imitators4 ,vela with his sobriety of purpose1 full of life1 here and there with rough-and-ready touches as art and taste counsel1 and nature and harmony teach--the others1 with little taste1 great self-reliance1 and equal audacity1 striving their best to muddle up everything together in a topsy-turvy fashion4 ,taste1 which is an individual sentiment1 was reduced to a system1 or rather a manner2 sobriety was transformed into hardness1 and a studied neglect of certain parts1 exchanged for a systematic and excessive carelessness2 and on the contrary1 as if in contrast1 an affected imitation of little folds1 bands1 lace1 and polished beads and necklaces1 the delight and admiration of women and children1 little and big4 ,sidenote3 ,,frivolous ,,and ,,affected ,,art4 ,at the exhibition in ,paris1 amongst the fops and the milliners this alluring kind of work was received with enthusiasm1 because a novelty always makes a greater impression on the frivolous2 but serious people of good taste1 as well as the judges1 did not allow themselves to be attracted by such superficiality4 ,it is true1 however1 that they were too severe with works of merit1 and if it had not been that the limited number of prizes prevented them from being more liberal1 the jury that ,i belonged to would have been to blame4 ,but it is not requisite for me to repeat here what ,i said on sculpture1 and what ,i wrote officially on that exhibition4 ,i became acquainted at that time with the best ,french artists1 and they showed me almost brotherly kindness4 ,i sat at their meetings at the ,academy1 of which ,i had been a member since #ahfc1 and was afterwards raised to the rank of corresponding member1 which is the highest honour the ,academy can confer4 ,although unworthy to do so1 ,i had ,giovacchino ,rossini's seat4 ,sidenote3 ,,rossini',s ,,house ,,in ,,paris4 ,rossini's house was the genial meeting-place of all there was of most distinguished then in ,paris1 not only of the musical class1 but of the artistic and literary4 ,he had music1 and often sat down to the piano and accompanied his inedited songs4 ,i remember two of singular beauty2 one most sad in subject1 words1 and notes1 of a father from whom his little son had been stolen4 ,it was a lament1 refined1 delicate1 and touching1 and at the end of every verse came the ritornello--,chi l'avesse trovato il mio piccino6 ,the words1 ,i was told1 were by ,castellani of ,rome4 ,the other song was brilliant1 strong1 thrilling4 ,it was an outburst of love1 where a ,tyrolese jodel was interpolated and sung by that brilliant imaginative genius ,gustave ,dor4 ,here one met with choice conversation1 fruitful1 instructive1 amiable1 and vivacious1 from which one came forth with the mind more elevated and a greater warmth at heart2 but4444 ,to that exhibition ,i sent a plaster cast of my bas-relief representing the ,triumph of the ,cross1 the marble group of the ,piet1 and the model for the base of the ,egyptian ,vase4 ,for these works the great medal of honour was conferred upon me4 ,in painting1 ,professor ,ussi had the same great medal for his picture ,la ,cacciata del ,duca d',atene4 ,domenico ,morelli for his ,torquato ,tasso1 and ,vincenzo ,vela for his ,dying ,napoleon1 obtained the first-class gold medal1 but they also deserved to have had the great medal4 ,a fine genius is ,domenico ,morelli1 as well as a loyal and generous friend1 for he greatly rejoiced when ,ussi obtained the great prize for ,italian painting2 and ,i remember that he said1 ,as long as there is the great prize1 be it awarded to myself1 ,ussi1 or any one else1 it is of small consequence as long as ,italy does not fall behind4 ,long live ,art and ,italy6 ,sidenote3 ,,influence ,,of ,,the ,,paris ,,exhibition4 ,for the matter of that1 one art 7,i speak of painting7 was most worthily represented1 and brought forward a virgin element--subject to discussion and confirmation1 it is true1 yet fruitful of good result1 such as recalling art to its fundamental principle1 which is the imitation of nature1 and relieving young men from the conventional trammels learnt on the benches of the ,academy 7,i wish ,i could say learnt in the past71 making them breathe a more ventilated1 healthy air1 placing before their eyes that infinite variety and beauty of which nature is composed in all its parts1 in all its effects1 and in all its forms--in the heavens1 in the sea1 on the hills1 in the plains1 in the forests1 in the animals and in men--and every one of these things always varying according to light1 according to the quietness or the emotions of nature1 according to temperament1 to the habits of animals and men2 all of which things are so well taught by nature to those holding a constant firm will to study her4 ,this element1 ,i say1 appeared with but slight deviations at the world's exhibition in ,paris1 and did good4 ,it rejuvenated art1 and lifted it out of some conventionalities1 whilst it placed others in bad repute4 ,but enough of this for the present2 let us speak of something else4 ,sidenote3 ,,life-,,size ,,group ,,for ,,prince ,,trabia4 ,one of the reasons that spurred me on to write these memoirs is this3 ,allowing that my works may with time not be entirely forgotten1 ,i have wished to register them all in this book1 that it should not occur after a certain time that some copy1 some imitation1 or unknown piece of sculpture1 more or less praiseworthy than mine1 should be attributed to me4 ,for this reason1 from the first ,i have mentioned even such works as are of no great size and importance1 and will continue to do so1 excluding1 be it understood1 reproduction1 which would carry me to too great lengths4 ,the ,signora ,maria ,galeotti1 nata ,petrovitz1 ordered from me a life-size group of her grandchildren1 sons of ,prince ,trabia4 ,this group reminds me of that most unfortunate robbery that ,i have spoken of further back1 and this is why ,i am reminded of it4 ,in the closet where ,i kept the money shut up that was stolen from me1 there was a little of everything1 papers1 designs1 tools1 books1 medals1 and various little trinkets1 that were respected--that is1 not taken away1 for they were scattered about on the floor4 ,in this closet ,i also kept my clothes2 and for convenience1 or out of carelessness1 amongst other things ,i had left a straw hat there4 ,this straw hat of mine the thieves had put on the head of one of the little ones in the ,trabia group1 and it would have been really ridiculous to see the statuette of that little boy with my great straw hat hiding half of his head1 had it only been at another time1 because even now 7and a good many years have passed71 only to think of it--no1 indeed1 it does not make me laugh6 ,and to think that of those gentlemen thieves1 for there were several1 some escaped the claws of justice1 and some must have come out of college by this time1 and if by chance they meet me1 may smile to themselves under their beards at my simplicity4 ,so goes the world2 it is so fashioned1 and has always been the same1 even from the so-called prehistoric ages1 and no instruction1 either more or less obligatory1 will change it one atom4 ,as for me1 when ,i am ,minister of ,justice and ,mercy 7devil take it1 why not87 ,i will have engraved upon all the corners where one now reads ,stick no bills1 the eighth commandment1 ,thou shalt not steal2 or if so1 the whip will be administered and plenty of it2 and to my colleagues in favour of progress who rise up in arms against me ,i will answer3 ,a little luxury as regards the whip1 my good gentlemen1 will bring about great economy as regards the prisons and domiciliary compulsion1 and what is more1 will bring about a considerable rise in the funds--of public security4 ,but it is said the lash degrades humanity4 ,perhaps it is degraded less by theft8 ,in times not very remote1 theft was punished much more severely even when it was not a very grave matter2 but if it was grave and accompanied by the breaking open of drawers1 the thieves were hanged outright4 ,certainly this punishment was excessive1 ,draconian1 and in a word barbarous2 and yet1 in those days ,arnolfo built1 ,giotto painted1 and ,dante wrote his immortal poem4 ,be it as it may1 this is most certain1 that thieves were then conspicuous by their very scarcity1 whereas to-day they shine by their frequency2 and vice vers1 ,arnolfo1 ,giotto1 and ,dante then existed1 e questo quanto1 as ,marchese ,colombi would say4 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,whip ,,for ,,thieves4 ,count ,antonio ,pallavicini1 a man cut out after the old-fashioned stamp1--one of the few who in their hearts keep to the religion of gratitude and affectionate remembrance of their dear relations1--gave me the order for a statue of his grandfather1 ,marshal ,pallavicini1 who was in the ,austrian service under the reign of ,maria ,teresa4 ,the ,count told me an anecdote of this excellent grandfather that ,i wish to repeat1 so that one may see how1 though in a foreign service1 the heart--,i will not say of an ,italian1 for ,italy was hardly spoken of then1 but--of a ,genoese and good republican beat4 ,here it is3 ,the ,republic of ,genoa--,i know not on what question with ,austria--had become discontented1 and threatened to resist by force the pretension of that powerful ,empress1 who1 either because she was by nature careless and unmindful of public virtue1 or because she thought of obtaining a better result1 decreed that ,marshal ,pallavicini should move at the head of an army to put down ,genoese arrogance4 ,but this brave soldier--this worthy patriot--on coming into the presence of the sovereign1 took off his sword1 and placing it on the table1 said with calm dignity-- ,sidenote3 ,,marshal ,,pallavicini4 ,your ,majesty1 it is impossible for me1 a ,genoese1 to make war against my own country2 and ,i therefore to-day give up this sword that ,i have so often used in the defence of your empire1 that it may not be stained by the blood of my brothers4 ,at which the ,empress smilingly answered-- ,take back your sword1 that is so well suited to you1 and that you use so valorously2 and as your service is denied us in reducing to obedience your dear but obstinate brothers1 be at least our envoy to arrange the difficulties and treat of peace4 ,and peace was concluded4 ,it must be agreed that the subject was a fine one and a worthy one1 and the statue was made and placed in the cemetery of the ,certosa at ,bologna2 but the above-mentioned anecdote1 that ,i would have so willingly treated in bas-relief as portraying vividly the character of this personage1 was not given me to carry out1 because the base was entirely occupied by long ,latin inscriptions that the ,count would at all costs have engraved upon it1 to set forth the whole family history1 and the reasons for his gratitude and the erection of the monument4 ,about that time ,i had to make a little monumental memorial of ,frate ,girolamo ,savonarola4 ,the reason for my having this order was this1--that in ,germany--,i do not remember in what town--a monument had been put up to ,luther1 and one of the figures that adorned this monument was ,fra ,girolamo ,savonarola2 and how much to the purpose1 all1 excepting those good ,germans1 can see1 for they know ,savonarola as well as ,i do the ,emperor of the ,mississippi4 ,the promoters of this work were ,gino ,capponi1 ,bettino ,ricasoli1 ,niccol ,tommaseo1 ,raffaello ,lambruschini1 ,augusto ,conti1 ,cesare ,guasti1 and ,isidoro del ,lungo4 ,i assisted at their meetings1 and the idea that prevailed was to make the statue of ,savonarola and place it in the cloisters of ,st ,mark2 but this intention we did not fulfil1 because another commission had already been formed with the same purpose of doing honour to ,savonarola1 and this had already asked for and obtained the place in the cloister1 the more readily as the statue was already made by ,professor ,enrico ,pazzi4 ,we therefore had to change our project1 and after many propositions it was decided that the monument should consist of a bas-relief and bust to be placed in the friar's cell4 ,this was done accordingly1 and there it is to be found4 ,the subject of the bas-relief is ,savonarola before the ,gonfaloniere and ,priori of the ,comune1 reading the ,government statutes proposed by him for the ,florentine ,republic4 ,on one of the sides or flanks of the bas-relief is the youth ,savonarola in pensive attitude meditating leaving the world and dedicating himself to monastic life1 and on the other one are represented the last moments of his life when he is on the way to his martyrdom4 ,the bust is in bronze4 ,sidenote3 ,,monument ,,to ,,savonarola4 ,six years have not passed since the honour befell me of sitting amongst those famous men who wanted this work to be made by me1 and three of them are already dead4 ,gino ,capponi1 ,tommaseo1 and ,lambruschini--they are dead1 but their names and their works live1 and will live as long as ,truth and ,good are loved and revered4 ,sidenote3 ,,universal ,,exhibition ,,at ,,vienna4 ,in #ahgc the ,universal ,exhibition at ,vienna took place1 and ,i was named on the jury in the ,italian section on sculpture1 in company with my dearest friend ,giovanni ,strazza1 so early lost to his family1 to art1 and to his country1 which he so honoured and loved4 ,on an occasion like this ,i had the means of knowing the clear acumen and kind heart of my illustrious colleague1 be it either in his judgment on works of art1 or in his intimate relation of friendship with our colleagues4 ,i will not speak of that great gay city1 nor of the works of art in which she is so rich1 nor of the ,pinacoteca1 her galleries and magnificent library--for this is not what ,i have undertaken1 and these are things that can be found in the guide-books2 and even if ,i wished to make some observations about them1 it would be impossible for me to do so1 because at that time ,i was most unhappy in the recent loss of my dear daughter ,luisina2 and therefore1 alone and far from my family1 ,i felt a void around me1 and a most vivid desire to see them again1 so that ,i looked at everything most hurriedly and through a veil of sadness and anguish4 ,sidenote3 ,,music ,,in ,,vienna4 ,i was lodged at the ,hotel ,britannia on the ,schillerplatz1 on the fourth floor1 up one hundred and thirty-seven steps1 in a small room1 even smaller than that of my own maid-servant2 there was only one window1 and this opened on an inner court4 ,the furniture consisted of a little bed1 too small1 but soft and sufficiently clean2 a table1 two chairs1 a wardrobe1 a looking-glass1 a dressing-table--and that was all4 ,all this for the miserable sum of ten lire a-day4 ,i will say nothing about the meals2 but the breakfast1 ,i mean the early one of coffee and milk1 a roll and butter1 was sixty kreutzers--a lira and a half2 and with the little refreshment of ice in your water 7it was in ,june71 twenty kreutzers more--half a lira4 ,a cigar was half a lira1 the washing and doing up of a shirt one lira1 an ice one lira1 and so on to your taste4 ,for the matter of that1 if ,i had had a little of the good-humour that my ,italian companions ,petrella1 ,boito1 ,govi1 ,bonghi1 ,palizzi1 ,mussini1 ,cantoni1 ,colombo1 and ,mariani had1 without counting ,jorick1 who had to give and to spare1 ,i should have remained there longer1 and should have amused myself--for the city is really beautiful1 most animated and bright1 especially in the evening1 well lighted1 with fine theatres and music4 ,oh1 for music1 you must hear it at ,vienna6 ,i do not mean by music ,german music--for on the contrary1 ,i love our own ,italian2 but ,i speak of the execution1 of which we have 7setting aside exceptions7 but a most imperfect idea4 ,it cannot be otherwise4 ,there the musician has an assured position4 ,there there is an institute where he is trained to be a professor of music--that is to say1 as far as execution goes--where music is provided for1 and nothing else is taught4 ,during the day he studies1 and in the evening he plays1 and the next day the same thing over again1 and so on until the day comes for receiving holy unction4 ,i defy any one1 therefore1 not to play well6 ,i heard one ,sunday1 at the ,st ,stephen's ,cathedral1 music so sad and so sweet that ,i was almost carried away by it1 it seemed as if it were a sweet and loving lament of the angels4 ,these seemed not to be the voices of the instruments of this world1 but a something superhuman1 celestial1 that filled one with emotion4 ,oh1 music comes directly from heaven6 ,the harmony of sounds is something of a more intimate1 secret1 and mysterious nature than the harmony of lines and colours2 for what constitutes the beauty1 harmony1 and attraction of exterior things1 is not there alone in appearance1 but radiates from the spirit within3 therefore it is that the beautiful1 emanating from the divine harmony of sound1 is more exquisite and more living1 because it is the manifestation of the soul and the spirit without encumbrance4 ,our intellect grasps hold of it and falls in love with it1 because it is itself also a part of that immortal beauty to which it feels an irresistible attraction to unite itself4 ,but the impression of the beautiful1 visible or invisible1 we receive imperfectly1 because the senses through which it is revealed to us are only so fitted as to enable us to receive it in part--that part which gives us pleasure1 for its entire splendour would kill us4 ,harmony has laws of order and unity1 and relations and affinities1 inexplicable4 ,we feel that certain combinations of notes express sorrow1 others joy1 others love1 and so on2 but given without that order and unity1 without those relations and affinities1 they express nothing1 and are only unpleasant sounds4 ,why is it so8 ,oh1 friend ,biaggi1 if ,i speak profanely1 make the sign of the cross and correct me6 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,charm ,,of ,,music4 ,sidenote3 ,,nature ,,is ,,not ,,always ,,beauty4 ,the same can be said of all things that have form and colour1 that are animate or inanimate4 ,there is in nature1 in the configuration of certain parts of the country and certain places1 a something1 ,i know not what1 of gloominess and melancholy1 that1 when we look at them1 fills us with sadness4 ,others1 on the contrary1 are bright1 happy1 and joyous4 ,it is just the same with one's self1 and not by reason of the more or less fertility in this or sterility in that1 nor by reason of the state of one's soul1 but entirely from the effect of lines and colours4 ,and so it is1 again1 with things animate4 ,there are beautiful animals1 and animals that seem ugly--some1 in fact1 absolutely repulsive--and why8 ,perhaps because they are harmful8 ,yet no2 for there are most beautiful animals that are really bad and most dangerous--for example1 the lion1 the tiger1 and the leopard2 whilst others1 as for instance a spider1 a mouse1 a tarantula1 a black beetle1 a worm1 and a scorpion1 which do no harm1 or very little1 seem to us so ugly1 so repulsive1 that we are obliged to turn away from them4 ,be it observed that this sort of aversion is felt the most by those natures that have the most exquisite feeling and love of the beautiful--the reason being that these animals have in their form a harmony certainly necessary to the universal order of nature1 but most ungrateful to our eyes2 whereas the lion1 tiger1 leopard1 and above all1 the horse1 are beautiful and attractive to them4 ,therefore1 in nature1 to our way of seeing1 there is the beautiful and the ugly--there are beings that attract and others that repulse us4 ,certainly there are1 ,i am answered4 ,what sort of a discovery do you think that you have made8 ,very well1 ,i am delighted with this answer1 because the above tirade was made by me for the benefit of those who affirm that all is beautiful in nature1--in fact1 their formula is1 nature is beauty4 ,instead of which1 ,i1 with what ,i have said and am about to say1 would wish to demonstrate that ugliness has a negative harmony all her own1 and only in conformity with her cold and obtuse vitality2 and therefore1 nothing of it radiating on us1 we are not attracted by it1 but rather repulsed4 ,in as far as the animal is perfect in living harmony1 so much the greater the light that emanates from him4 ,man1 who is the most perfect of animate creation1 radiates so much the greater light in proportion as the interior harmony of order1 of justice1 and of love makes its impress upon and forms the body that encloses it4 ,in the serenity of the brow one observes the majesty of order1 in the erect bearing of the person and the temperate firm use of words the dictates of justice1 and love is in the intense calm look of the eyes and almost happy expression of the mouth1 which1 with the eyes1 are1 as it were1 the windows of the soul1 from which that beauty radiates that attracts and impels to admiration and to love4 ,sidenote3 ,,st ,,stephen',s ,,cathedral4 ,man1 therefore1 is the most living manifestation of the beautiful1 and he is also the being that most thirsts for the enjoyment of it4 ,he looks for it everywhere--in the splendour of the heavens1 over the expanse of the sea1 on the high mountain-sides1 in the mysterious shadows of the forests1 and in the solitude of the valleys1 when the dying sun casts languidly over them its violet light4 ,at night1 when man and beast rest after the fatigues of the day1 and silence and quiet begin1 he feels a tender harmony1 delicate and mysterious1 as the memory of the days of innocence1 or as the hope of a future life4 ,the harmony of night is1 as it were1 the breath of sleeping nature4 ,look1 now1 into what a labyrinth ,i have been dragged by the music ,i heard at ,st ,stephen's6 ,the campanile of this cathedral is pointed and very high2 it can be seen from all parts of the city4 ,one sees at once that it is the campanile of the ecclesia major4 ,i wished to see it4 ,the cathedral is always the first thing that attracts the stranger's curiosity when he arrives in a place1 because therein is expressed the religious sentiment of the people who have built it1 which is the first of all sentiments1 and then follows that of the citizen4 ,first the cathedral was made by the people of old1 and then the town-hall1 and in the same order ,i also look at them and think of them4 ,i wished to see it1 therefore2 but being at a distance1 ,i stopped a cab and said to the driver that ,i wanted to go there4 ,bravo6 and without knowing a bit of ,german6 ,i told him in three languages--in ,italian1 in ,french1 and in ,latin 7macaronic1 of course72 but it was dense darkness to him4 ,i pointed with my hand to the campanile in the distance1 and this time he understood6 ,he answered1 ,ja1 ja1 and whipping up his horses1 off he went for some time2 but as we never arrived1 ,i again pointed to the campanile4 ,ja1 ja1 and on we went1 but away from the place ,i indicated4 ,then ,i stopped him1 paid him1 and got out4 ,on the venture1 ,i jumped into an omnibus1 just to leave the man1 who was going who knows where1 returned to the centre1 and got out at ,oberring4 ,there ,i found a friend1 who took me in a short time on foot to ,st ,stephen's1 where ,i heard that wonderful music1 the remembrance of which still excites me to ecstasy4 ,this does not often happen to me1 but it does sometimes4 ,sidenote3 ,,canova',s ,,maria ,,christina4 ,from there--that is1 not from my ecstasies1 but from ,st ,stephen's--,i went to the ,church of the ,augustins1 where ,canova's famous monument in honour of ,maria ,christina is4 ,as to its being beautiful1 ,i say nothing1 but an artist who was with me extolled it to the seventh heaven2 though to me1 with the music of ,st ,stephen's still in my ears1 it seemed that ,canova in other works had arrived at greater perfection1 both as regards general conception and as regards sentiment of truth4 ,but1 ,i repeat1 it may have been the music that made it seem to me--and ,i say so in all reverence--a little conventional4 ,i was there in ,vienna1 however1 to form part of the jury on the sculpture of to-day1 and not to criticise the art of the past2 so that a little want of appreciation or a judgment too lightly given may be forgiven me4 ,for the matter of that1 ,canova is ,canova1 and the braying of donkeys1 as the proverb says1 does not reach heaven4 ,,chapter ,,xxii4 ,,the ,,palace ,,of ,,the ,,exhibition ,,at ,,vienna--,,why1 ,,with ,,my ,,attributes ,,of ,,president1 ,i ,,was ,,in ,,such ,,haste--,,michael ,,angelo ,,and ,,garibaldi--,a ,,viennese ,,cabman--,,the ,,camerini ,,monument--,,duke ,,camerini--,,an ,,anecdote ,,of ,,his ,,life--,,statue ,,of ,,michael ,,angelo ,,in ,,the ,,future--,,the ,,centenary ,,festival ,,of ,,michael ,,angelo--,,signora ,,adelina ,,patti--,a ,,greedy ,,young ,,man ,,of ,,little ,,judgment--,,the ,,favard ,,monument4 ,the ,palace of the ,exhibition was built on the ,prater4 ,it cost twenty millions of florins 7fifty millions of lire71 without counting1 be it remembered1 the sum expended by other nations on their special buildings4 ,it is not my intention to describe this immense edifice1 and all the smaller ones around it1 in that large and most delightful ,prater4 ,i will not even speak of the ,exhibition1 excepting only as regards my department--that of sculpture4 ,without expectations or merits on my part ,i was elected ,president of the department in sculpture2 and this honour was most prized by me1 because it enabled me to hasten on the work in our section with all the alacrity compatible with the number and importance of the works submitted to our judgment2 and this1 indeed1 was not a trifling matter1 for1 between statues and groups1 there were two hundred and fifteen1 without counting large and small busts4 ,there was a great deal of ,german sculpture2 but with few exceptions1 it was somewhat hard and conventional4 ,ours1 with some honourable exceptions1--and amongst them ,monteverde's group of ,jenner1 fine in the choice of subject1 well grouped1 and admirably modelled--and a few other works1--were like the usual old woman's tale1 trivial in conception and ungainly in form4 ,it is painful to say so1 but the ,french sculpture at this ,exhibition surpassed1 and more than surpassed1 ours2 and if it proved possible to divide the number of medals between the ,french and us1 it is due to the condescension of the ,french members of the jury1 ,dubois and ,masson1 to the ,germans1 and to my obstinacy in upholding our art as much as ,i possibly could4 ,sidenote3 ,,universal ,,exhibitions ,,are ,,fairs4 ,ugh6 these blessed universal exhibitions6 ,what good do they do to art1 to true art1 to great art8 ,none whatever4 ,i believe1 at the best1 they only bring about the sale of some smart humoristic or coarse statuette1 and nothing more4 ,i am aware that ,vela's ,napoleon ,i41 which was sold in ,paris1 will be brought up in opposition to this4 ,that is an exception to the rule2 and then--who knows8--if ,napoleon ,,iii4 had not been on the throne1 perhaps ,vela's beautiful statue would have come back to the artist's studio at ,turin4 ,many fine ,italian statues returned at that time2 and did not the ,jenner come back from ,vienna8 ,these universal exhibitions--let us say it in plain words--are fairs and markets1 in which the merchandise most appreciated is something odd1 humoristic1 or ridiculous4 ,but of this ,i have spoken elsewhere1 and do not like to retrace my steps4 ,i have said that the office of president was grateful to me because it enabled me to hasten on the work in our section2 but ,i have not given the reason for this hurry4 ,the poor artists1 the greater part of them strangers1 that had never seen ,vienna1 felt a longing to do so2 and when at mid-day1 after three hours of work1 ,i suspended the meeting until one o'clock1 they said to me1 ,mr ,president1 have a little patience2 be reasonable4 ,we have never seen anything of this city4 ,we will work as much as you wish in the mornings1 but only let us be free the rest of the day4 ,and ,i answered3 ,have a little patience yourselves4 ,let us work now that we are at it3 it is for this reason we have come here4 ,as soon as we have finished1 we will rest and amuse ourselves1 and will enjoy all the beautiful objects in the town and in the country2 but now that we are here1 we must stick to work4 ,good-bye2 ,i shall see you again shortly--at one o'clock4 ,and with very long faces they went away4 ,but why1 wherefore1 all this hurry--this uninterrupted work1 without rest8 ,this is why3 ,i was there alone2 and when ,i am alone1 away from home1 without one of my daughters1 whatever may be the city or country1 however beautiful and attractive1 everything bores me to a superlative degree4 ,when1 in answer to my colleagues1 ,i said that as soon as our work was finished we would amuse ourselves and see and enjoy all the wonders of the town1 ,i repeated mentally to myself1 ,i will take the fastest direct train1 and without leaving the railway carriage1 in thirty-six hours will get back to ,florence2 and ,i did so4 ,sidenote3 ,,work ,,and ,,amusements ,,at ,,vienna4 ,notwithstanding all my persistence1 we took1 however1 one or two half-days' rest1 and each one of us went the way he liked best to satisfy his desire of amusing himself4 ,as for me1 ,i wrote long letters home1 and in the evening went to the theatre1 where they were singing 7and really singing7 ,wagner's ',lohengrin'2 or joined1 in brotherly symposiums1 the ,italian1 ,german1 ,hungarian1 or ,french members of our jury4 ,the ,viennese and ,hungarian members gave us a dinner1 and it went off in a most gay and friendly fashion3 the toasts burst forth1 one after the other1 in a bright rapid line of fire4 ,there is no doubt about it--,art fraternises all nations4 ,our speeches1 half ,french and half ,italian and ,hungarian-,latin1 were spoken freely1 and without giving even a thought that a phrase or word might offend the political opinion or oratorical taste of any one4 ,everything was good1 everything applauded1 and we drank to everything4 ,i remember a ,hungarian artist1 who1 drinking to the toast of ,art and the ,italians1 said that ,italy had always been great2 and if1 in days gone by1 she had been able to glory in ,michael ,angelo1 to-day she gloried in ,garibaldi6 ,and we drank even to this1 although the comparison seemed to us to be very far-fetched4 ,but ,i repeat1 when once we opened our mouth1 it did not much matter what came out of it4 ,i also spoke1 and was applauded2 but if ,i wanted to repeat what ,i said1 ,i should have to draw upon my imagination1 because ,i don't remember a word of it4 ,sidenote3 ,,dinners ,,at ,,vienna4 ,we enjoyed other evenings of feast and merriment1 but none like this one4 ,we were invited to a dinner given by the ,italian ,general ,commissioner1 which went off most splendidly1 but was naturally more dignified4 ,we were all ,italians1 but not all artists2 for1 in fact1 the greater number were scientific men--and where there are scientific men1 all is at an end1 and seriousness at once walks in4 ,the imaginative1 frisky1 and reckless words of the artist do not venture to come out at such meetings2 and the talk there gains as much in rhetoric as it loses in living art1 sincerity1 and unexpectedness4 ,sidenote3 ,,an ,,adventure ,,with ,a ,,cabman4 ,we were also invited by his ,imperial ,highness the ,archduke ,ranieri to an entertainment1 which was most splendid1 cordial1 and brilliant4 ,the ,archduke talked to every one in his own language2 and if he expressed himself with the same exactness and propriety to the ,english1 ,russians1 or ,spaniards1 as he did to us ,italians and to the ,french1 he is really a wonderful polyglot4 ,at this fte something happened to me which proves that the ,viennese cabmen are more quarrelsome than ours4 ,this is how it was4 ,i got into the cab at the hotel1 and said that ,i wanted to go to the palace of his ,highness ,archduke ,ranieri1 to remain there two hours1 and then return to the hotel2 and for this the price of six florins 7fifteen lire7 was agreed upon4 ,having stayed my time at the fte1 ,i descended to look for my charioteer4 ,he was not there4 ,to be sure1 the cab was there1 and the poor beast in harness seemed to be deep in thought or sleeping2 but the coachman was not there4 ,he was looked for everywhere1 in all the neighbouring beer-houses1 but could nowhere be traced4 ,so in a rage ,i had to go up again1 and coming down about half an hour afterwards1 ,i called him1 but he was not there4 ,the poor beast stood with his nose nearly on the ground1 ,i do not know whether more from sleepiness or hunger2 and ,i in a rage1 as may well be imagined1 got inside the cab to wait for him4 ,finally1 after about half an hour the man returned1 and ,i abused him roundly2 but it was like speaking to the wall1 for he understood nothing1 and off he drove4 ,on arriving at the hotel ,i put the six florins briskly into his hand2 he refused to take them1 and ,i could not understand why4 ,the porter of the hotel intervened1 and said that the cabman had agreed to wait at the fte for two hours1 instead of which ,i had kept him there three hours4 ,i explained to the porter the whole thing1 and what a rascal he was6 ,but not to discuss the matter any longer1 ,i paid even for the hour that ,i had to wait that canaille's convenience4 ,really ,i would have paid anything to have been able to say two or three words after my own heart in ,german to the miserable scamp4 ,sidenote3 ,,monument ,,to ,,count ,,luigi ,,camerini4 ,my duty was now ended4 ,i gave a last look at the beautiful ,schiller ,platz1 where my hotel was1 saluted the ,academy of ,fine ,arts1 then building1 and with open heart1 filling my lungs with a great breath of country air1 ,i flew in thought to beautiful ,florence1 to my family1 and to the studies ,i loved4 ,i plunged into the most comfortable railway carriage that ,i could find1 and never again turned to the right or to the left4 ,i think that ,i was the first of the ,italian jury that returned to our beautiful country4 ,at this time ,i was making the monument to ,duke ,silvestro ,camerini that had been ordered from me by his illustrious and most noble nephew1 ,count ,luigi4 ,senatore ,achilli ,mauri had first spoken to me of it on his behalf1 and had shown me a design by ,signor ,gradenigo of ,padua1 in which there were to be two statues that the ,count wished me to make4 ,the design did not please me1 and ,i answered that ,i would make the monument1 but that ,i wished to compose it after my own fashion4 ,the ,count was content4 ,i made a design2 he saw it1 it pleased him1 and all was settled in a friendly way by a few frank words1 without all those precautions of contract1 seal register1 witnesses1 and caution that are invented by distrust to protect one from rascals4 ,it is thus that honest men deal with honest men2 and of such is ,count ,luigi1 and of such by ,god's mercy am ,i1 and ,i can proclaim it loudly in the broad light of the sun4 ,i am certain that1 of the many persons who have given me commissions1 not one has had any question with me1 nor even the slightest feeling of unpleasantness6 ,the thought of this1 and the certainty of being able to proclaim it coram populo1 is to me a consolation so complete and grateful1 that it forms1 so to speak1 my happiness4 ,sidenote3 ,,count ,,luigi ,,camerini4 ,amongst those who have given me commissions1 ,count ,luigi ,camerini has been one of the most courteous--a true friend4 ,every time that ,i went to ,padua or ,piazzola on account of the work ,i was engaged on1 besides the glad welcome that he and his amiable wife gave me1 he managed to arrange some excursions for our pastime and pleasure--now to ,venice1 now to ,passagno1 now to ,vicenza1 and sometimes even farther2 and he pushed courtesy and friendship to the extent of taking us all as far as ,turin1 on the occasion of the inauguration of ,cavour's monument4 ,as ,i said1 to do this1 besides being amiable and kind1 one must also be rich1 and he is rich indeed4 ,i remember that one day1 during one of these excursions1 we found ourselves in a first-class railway carriage with the ,princess ,troubetzkoi and her husband1 ,duke ,talleyrand4 ,we all talked together more or less about everything--all except the ,duke1 who gathered himself up in his corner1 with his travelling-cap pulled down on his forehead1 intent on reading a ,french newspaper4 ,he had never lifted his eyes on us1 so absorbed did he seem in his reading4 ,i do not know how it was that the conversation fell on the heaviness of the taxes4 ,i am greatly afraid that it was ,i who started the subject1 because on this key ,i am wonderfully eloquent2 ,i storm about the laws1 agents1 cashiers1 everybody1 and everything4 ,let them lay a heavy hand1 ,i was saying1 on play1 on luxury1 on vices1 on property1 but leave in peace the labour1 industry1 and talent that are the bonds of civilisation and health1 because the public conscience rebels against this4 ,sidenote3 ,,description ,,of ,,the ,,monument4 ,the good ,duke did not even move2 for him it was as if ,i was neither in the wrong nor the right4 ,my friend ,camerini1 perhaps to allay my indignation1 quietly smiled and said-- ,you are right2 certainly these taxes are very heavy4 ,but what can one do about it8 ,one must pay1 and that is all---- ,certainly1 ,i continued1 repeating his favourite word1 one must pay--and ,i pay2 but it is too much--these taxes are too high4 ,i agree1 ,i agree4444 ,just imagine that ,i pay annually in taxes 7beyond the indirect ones1 you understand71 two hundred and fifty thousand lire6 ,at the mention of this sum the ,duke turned slightly towards ,camerini1 looked fixedly at him a short time over his spectacles1 then took them off very slowly1 folded them and put them in their case1 set aside his newspaper1 and entered into a conversation with him that only came to an end when we separated4 ,oh the power of gold6 said ,i to myself4444 ,let us return to the monument4 ,it is composed thus3 on the first foundation a great urn1 above which rises the base1 on which is placed the seated statue of the ,duke in a thoughtful attitude1 dressed in the clothes he wore1 and wrapped in a cloak4 ,at the sides of the urn1 which form two semicircles1 are two statues4 ,beneficence is standing and offering money to a youthful workman1 who1 in an attitude of affectionate gratitude1 wishes to kiss the hand that with such loving wisdom has lifted him out of misery1 and ennobled him by the sanctity of labour1 so that this payment is only the legitimate recompense of his work4 ,this group represents one of the virtues of ,duke ,camerini1 who made use of his very large rent-roll to alleviate the misery of his fellow-beings1 and give them encouragement and work2 and certainly no one more than he could feel the usefulness of work1 because from being a humble workman 7although of a respectable family7 he elevated himself to the highest rank of society1 and to riches as honourable as they were great4 ,corresponding to this statue1 on the other side kneels ,gratitude1 who scatters flowers on the urn2 and although gratitude is one of the virtues that adorned that great man1 as ,i shall explain hereafter1 yet this statue refers to that sentiment of affectionate remembrance by which his nephew1 ,count ,luigi ,camerini1 wished to honour the memory of his munificent uncle4 ,the lower base is ornamented by a bas-relief1 representing ,duke ,camerini when1 during one of the inundations of the ,po1 an immense population of that desolate country were left without a roof to their heads and without bread1 he rescued them1 encouraged them1 and helped them1 giving bread and work to all1 ordering the work of new embankments immediately to be undertaken1 avoiding most wisely by so doing greater disaster1 and saving from misery and hunger that wretched population4 ,this bas-relief is an admirable work of ,professor ,luigi ,ceccon1 of ,padua2 and this1 as well as the execution of all the architectural and ornamental parts of the monument1 ,count ,camerini and ,i intrusted to him4 ,sidenote3 ,,character ,,of ,,duke ,,camerini4 ,sidenote3 ,,anecdote ,,of ,,duke ,,camerini4 ,the moral character of ,duke ,camerini is worthy of being remembered and honoured4 ,it is certainly not my task to relate his life1 but ,i cannot pass by in silence a most notable instance in it1 the knowledge of which strengthened the study and affection that ,i put into the modelling and chiselling of this monument4 ,when the youth ,silvestro1 in the capacity of simple labourer1 worked at ,i know not what improvement of land in the neighbourhood of ,ferrara1 he used to go during the hour of rest to a small eating-house to recruit his strength with his usual temperance4 ,it happened one day that he found himself without money1 and as he was a daily customer1 frankly1 with an honest man's conscience1 he said to the host1 ,i will pay you to-morrow4 ,but this man1 who was hard and brutal1 answered that when one has no money1 one should not order anything to eat2 to which the youth was about to reply1 when a young gentleman1 who happened by chance to be shooting in those parts1 and had come in to take some refreshment1 seeing the embarrassment of the young labourer and the hardness of the host1 tossed a bit of money on to the counter1 saying to the latter1 ,take your pay for what this man has eaten here4 ,the host took the money and returned the change2 but the excellent gentleman said1 ,no2 give the rest of the money to this youth4 ,he seems to me to have the air of being an honest man1 and he can use it another day when his own money fails him4 ,it was not such a small matter either1 for the money he had given to be changed was a golden ,genova4 ,then on one side excuses were made and restitution offered1 whilst on the other a mild but determined insistence1 which ended in the shaking of hands and leave-taking4 ,from that day forward ,silvestro ,camerini had no more need to go on credit1 not because the remainder of that piece of gold could place him for ever beyond necessity1 but because those insulting and brutal words had been a lesson to him1 with his high and noble spirit1 never again to place himself in a similar position4 ,camerini went out from that house much moved in spirit and full of gratitude towards the gentleman1 whose name he inquired and ever kept in his memory4 ,in the meantime1 by good conduct1 economy1 and work1 he was able to save something2 and as by nature he had a mind much superior to his condition1 he was able to take upon himself the direction of some works1 and always advancing in his activity1 economy1 and good administration1 he gradually made a considerable fortune1 all of which he put into land4 ,but the noble gentleman who had so opportunely helped him1 either through bad administration1 too much liberality1 or some other reason1 lost his fortune1 and was obliged to sell all his lands to pay his debts4 ,one day the last villa belonging to him1 and the one he cared most for1 was about to be put up to auction2 and that day1 so full of sadness for him1 turned out perhaps the brightest and happiest of his life4 ,camerini1 who had already become rich1 bid at the auction for it1 and having obtained it1 went to the unhappy gentleman and presented it to him4 ,his surprise1 joy1 and incredulity are more easily imagined than described4 ,he said1 ,what is the meaning of this8 ,in what way8 ,wherefore8 ,is it perhaps a restitution8 ,so much has been stolen from me that---- ,yes1 really1 answered ,camerini1 it is a restitution1 but not of anything stolen4 ,and he then told him1 or rather reminded him1 of the youth that he had benefited so many years before4 ,the worthy gentleman at first held back1 and wished to refuse the gift2 but at last overcome by emotion and admiration1 he wept and embraced his friend--a true friend indeed1 for all the others he had known in his prosperity had disappeared with it4 ,sidenote3 ,,noble ,,restitution4 ,this anecdote deserves to be told1 because it draws to the life the lovable1 grateful1 and most liberal character of ,duke ,camerini4 ,it was told me by ,count ,antonio ,pallavicini of ,bologna1 the friend and contemporary of ,duke ,camerini and the other gentleman1 whose name1 ,i regret to say1 ,i do not remember4 ,the anecdote that ,i have just told1 and many others that illustrated the character of this great man1 as well as the nobility and generosity of his worthy nephew1 who intrusted to me the execution of this monument1 spurred me on and facilitated my undertaking4 ,sidenote3 ,,rejected ,,offers4 ,if the reader has a good memory1 he will remember that elsewhere ,i have spoken of my offers to execute works for their mere cost--that is to say1 my proposals to give my time1 work1 and study gratis et amore ,dei4 ,he will remember1 also1 that these offers were not accepted1 and that having been taught by so many lessons of this kind1 ,i advised young artists to abjure and chase from their mind these ,utopian ideas that experience had fully shown me could not be carried out4 ,to confirm them in this opinion1 ,i must now add a new and more striking instance of a work offered by me that was not accepted2 and ,i trust that the account of this new fact will not be wanting in importance1 and will serve as a good lesson4 ,sidenote3 ,,centenary ,,of ,,michael ,,angelo4 ,when my excellent friend ,commendator ,giuseppe ,poggi had finished the beautiful ,piazzale ,michael ,angelo1 and before the inauguration of the monument designed by him1 with the statues of the divine artist himself1 had taken place 7and this occurred before the centenary71 he proposed that the statue of ,michael ,angelo should be placed in a commanding position under the middle arch of the ,loggia that fronts on the ,piazzale2 and it was his intention 7for which ,i thank him from the bottom of my heart7 that this statue should be made by me4 ,knowing1 however1 that on account of its colossal proportions1 as well as the importance of the subject1 it would require no small expense1 and as even then the municipality foresaw its present straits1 he said to me1 in a pleasant and friendly manner1 that it was his hope1 as well as that of others1 that ,i would make the statue for its mere cost4 ,i am ready1 said ,i to myself4 ,i like the subject1 and ,i can satisfy my friend in his legitimate pride of citizen and artist1 and also place there a sign of my veneration for ,michael ,angelo1 and a testimony of affection and disinterestedness to my country1 but at no slight sacrifice1 it is true--that is to say1 by working at least a year gratis et amore ,dei4 ,i am mistaken2 there is something else ,i should add--that is the income-tax and tax on the exercise of my art1 c41 that the tax agent would naturally have insisted on exacting1 even if it had been proved to him that ,i was working to gain nothing4 ,but ,i had given my word1 and said ,i am ready2 and when ,i say ,i am ready1 ,i stick to it4 ,in the meanwhile time passed1 the centenary drew near1 and the municipality decided nothing about the statue2 and1 so far1 all was well--it meant that they found it inconvenient to give even those few thousand lire required for the marble and the roughing out of the statue2 and wished to save them4 ,about this ,i say nothing1 for1 in fact1 ,i am in favour of saving2 but now comes the best of it4 ,when the day for the famous centenary arrived1 the festivities were conducted admirably1 with an exhibition of all ,michael ,angelo's works1 a visit to his tomb in ,santa ,croce1 to his house1 which is a most precious museum1 and1 at last1 to the ,piazzale1 where the monument was inaugurated4 ,there was music in the great hall of the ,cinquecento at the ,palazzo ,vecchio1 illuminations on the great ,piazzale and on the ,colli1 and everything was done with the utmost order and decorum1 thanks to the exquisite tact of our president of the committee for organising the centenary festivals1 ,commendatore ,ubaldino ,peruzzi4 ,among these festive meetings one was arranged to take place in the old ,senate ,hall1 which had for its object the pronouncing of eulogies on the great artist2 and to all1 the ,academy of ,fine ,arts and the ,della ,crusca ,academy were invited1 as ,michael ,angelo was not only to be honoured as an artist supreme in the imitative arts1 but also as a philosopher1 literary man1 and poet4 ,this was splendidly done by the two ,presidents of the ,academy of ,fine ,arts and the ,della ,crusca ,academy1 ,commendatore ,emilio de' ,fabris and ,commendatore ,augusto ,conti4 ,they were surrounded by the members of these two ,academies united in solemn assembly1 and the semicircle was filled by a crowd of distinguished artists1 literary and scientific men1 foreign and native1 and was honoured by the presence of his ,highness ,prince ,cazignano4 ,my friend ,de' ,fabris spoke of ,michael ,angelo as an architect1 and my friend ,conti enlarged upon him as philosopher1 citizen1 and poet4 ,they had begged me to read a few words on that occasion2 but ,i1 being aware of my insignificance1 and1 to speak frankly1 my incapacity to think and speak on so great a subject1 at first refused to do so2 then ,i tried jotting down something in writing1 and made my friend ,luigi ,venturi read it--and as he did not dislike what ,i had written1 ,i accepted1 and on the day before mentioned ,i read my little scrap of writing1 in which ,i treated particularly of ,michael ,angelo as a sculptor4 ,that day the idea of the statue was again brought forward1 and some of the gentlemen1 in the name of the committee1 came to my studio and asked me if ,i would agree to make the statue of ,michael ,angelo for the mere cost and expenses4 ,i answered that ,i would1 and added that ,i had promised to do so once before1 but that nothing more had been done about it4 ,in the meanwhile a subscription list was sent the rounds1 and my illustrious friends ,meissonnier and ,guillaume1 who had come to ,florence for the centenary festivals1 put their names down each for a hundred lire4 ,and then1 after all1 as ,god willed it1 nothing more was done about it2 and in fact1 on the spot where the statue was to have been placed1 there is now a caf restaurant1 very clean and convenient1 and of a summer's evening it is enlivened by concerts of a band of music4 ,looking at the thing from this point of view1 it is certainly much more comfortable and amusing than to see a statue of ,michael ,angelo standing there4 ,sidenote3 ,,fiasco ,,about ,,the ,,statue ,,of ,,angelo4 ,the fact is1 that there are sometimes fruitful enthusiasms and sometimes barren enthusiasms3 the fruitful enthusiasms are those in which one finds the quickest and most perceptible enjoyment4 ,in these days 7it was #ahgf7 there were people running in crowds to see and hear ,signora ,adelina ,patti--spending an amount of money that they would have had great difficulty in spending on an object less sensible1 or1 rather1 less enjoyable1 such as in fact a statue might be1 that promises to give you the rather meagre enjoyment1 it is true1 of making its appearance two or three years after it has taken the money out of your pocket4 ,it is true1 however1 that the enjoyment of song and sound passes in a moment--its waves die upon the air1 and our ears catch their last echo--while the view of a statue1 with all its beauty and meaning1 remains1 so to speak1 to all eternity4 ,but this is a rather subtle and abstract consideration that not all can understand4 ,thinking over it well1 ,i do not believe the fiasco about the statue of ,michael ,angelo occurred for want of enthusiasm for art or statuary1 or much less for the subject4 ,the deuce take it6 ,michael ,angelo is out of the question2 besides belonging to the world1 he is a ,florentine1--and then1 too1 enthusiasm has not been wanting in any town in ,italy1 and certainly not in ,florence1 even when it has been a question of immortalising in marble men oftentimes very unlike ,buonarroti4 ,besides1 did one not see about this time1 and in fact during these very days1 several thousands of lire got together for a bust of ,gino ,capponi8 ,and why was this8 ,if ,i had asked to make that statue1 it might have been supposed that the artist was not liked1 and that no confidence was felt in him2 but it was not so3 in fact ,i was looked for and even begged to make it1 which is natural when one desires to have work done for nothing but the pure cost and expenses4 ,confidence in the artist1 therefore1 was not wanting3 there must have been some other reason1 and ,i have found it is this1 that work asked for and offered for nothing seems almost as if it had no attraction2 no one wants it4 ,one must1 if one can1 get as much pay as possible4 ,listen to this other instance2 they grow like cherries4 ,sidenote3 ,,fiasco ,,of ,,another ,,statue4 ,when ,i had made the ,christ after the ,resurrection1 for which my good friend ,ferdinando ,filippi di ,buti gave me the order1 the idea came to the worthy syndic1 ,signor ,danielli1 to erect in his village 7which seemed as if it ought to be sacred to ,minerva1 it was so buried in a forest of olive-trees7 a statue in honour of ,professor del ,rosso1 who had been such a worthy representative of science and of his native place4 ,the good and most lively ,signor ,danielli was full of ardour to carry out his project2 and to obtain its success1 he pressed me to accept this commission at the smallest possible price1 almost for its mere cost4 ,i accepted4 ,the subscription list was sent the rounds1 and ,i know that my illustrious friend ,professor ,conti1 an old pupil of ,del ,rosso1 gave himself a great deal of trouble in getting subscriptions2 but neither he nor any one else obtained the desired result1 and the statue remains where it was--in the future4 ,in the same way1 it seems1 ended the affair of the bust of ,pius ,,ix41 that a pious committee in this city proposed to have cut in marble and placed in our cathedral4 ,sidenote3 ,,ingratitude4 ,so1 as ,i have said1 these instances grow like cherries4 ,let us remember1 although above ,i have spoken about the necessity of getting well paid1 yet at times1 either as a matter of duty1 friendship1 or gratitude1 one can and one ought to work for little4 ,i remember a young scholar of mine who enjoyed a little pension1 given to him by a gentleman from his village1 who1 to enable the young man to work from life1 went so far as to allow him to model his head1 and1 to encourage him1 desired that he should put it into marble1--but before giving him the commission1 wanted to know what the expense would be4 ,the youth1 in telling me this1 asked me what he ought to ask for it4 ,i answered1 ,you must ask nothing2 the gentleman is over and above good to give you the pension4 ,would you also ask him to pay for the bust8 ,you will give this answer3 ,i have asked my master about the expense of the marble and the roughing of it out1 and he has answered me that one hundred lire is necessary for the marble and two hundred for the roughing it out2 as to finishing it1 ,i will finish it myself1 and so learn to work on marble1 because no one can call himself a sculptor who does not work on the marble himself4 ,but the youth showed no judgment1 did not follow my advice1 and asked the gentleman a thousand lire1 and the avidity and ingratitude thus shown by the person he had benefited so disgusted him1 that he did not let him make it4 ,when ,i heard how matters had gone1 ,i did not fail to call him an ass1 and he really was one4 ,born and bred a peasant1 he had learnt nothing in town by mixing with educated young men4 ,he was tall of person1 and endowed with uncommon strength2 he used to exercise himself--making it more a business than a simple pastime--at the game of forma1 and1 challenged or challenger1 was always the winner4 ,he died from breaking a blood-vessel in his chest2 and for the matter of that1 as no one was left behind to weep for him1 for he was an orphan1 and as he had no talent or judgment1 it was better so4 ,sidenote3 ,,building ,,one',s ,,own ,,monument4 ,let us therefore understand each other4 ,one must always get one's pay1 excluding the case or cases of gratitude like the one ,i have mentioned above1 and even between friends1 there must not be one that gives and the other that takes4 ,i remember now1 many years ago1 that ,luigi ,acussini made my portrait1 and ,i his2 and later1 ,cisere painted my portrait and that of my wife1 and ,i made a bust of his wife1 amici cari e borsa del pari4 ,presents don't answer well1 and therefore it is rare to find those who make them2 and if any one with heart and no head does so1 he makes a fiasco4 ,a singular taste1 and one that ,i can enter into completely1 is that of preparing one's own place of burial whilst living2 and for those who can1 besides the burial-place1 also the chapel and monument4 ,it does one good to see1 whilst living1 the place where one will sleep the last sleep4 ,amongst those who agree with me in this1 besides ,marchese ,bichi ,ruspoli of ,siena1 and ,signor ,ferdinando ,filippi di ,buti--whose monuments ,i made some fifteen years ago1 and who are still living1 hale and hearty1 so that ,i even think that the thought of death and the sight of the monuments prolong their lives--is the ,baroness ,favard de ,langlade1 who also wished to have her monument made2 and after having had the illustrious architect ,giuseppe ,poggi construct the beautiful chapel in the park of the villa at ,rovezzano1 which is adorned by the beautiful paintings of ,annibale ,gatti1 she ordered from me the monument wherein her body is to rest4 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,favard ,,monument4 ,the difficulty of this kind of work is not to give umbrage to the modesty of the person who gives the commission4 ,at first sight it seems like vanity and pride to order one's own monument2 but besides the fact that he who orders a monument does not order it for himself alone1 but also for his family1 the artist composes his work in such a way as not to give the least offence by adulation and flattery1 which is the more contemptible in the person who offers it in measure as the adulated person is in a high position4 ,the artist1 however1 who has a proper respect for his own dignity1 and wishes that of the person in question also to be respected1 will find a way of making his work1 even though it be grandiose1 so as to enable both him and the person who is to die to look at each other in the face without blushing4 ,the subject that ,i treated for the ,favard monument was the ,angel of the ,resurrection1 who1 poised on his wings1 offers his hands to the dead woman1 who is in the act of rising1 to lead her to heaven4 ,she has half lifted herself up on the sarcophagus where she was laid out1 and her expression shows her happiness in awakening to eternal day4 ,the only adulation--excusable1 ,i think--that ,i offered to that lady was having made her appear younger than she was1--not more beautiful1 for one can still see that she must have been most beautiful4 ,i regret that this work of mine is almost hidden--first of all1 because it is far from town1 as ,i have already said1--at ,rovezzano2 for although the noble lady has given orders to have it shown to any one who asks to see it1 yet the double difficulty of the distance and the asking prevents many--those who are lazy and who are lukewarm1 who are the most in number--from being able to see it4 ,it is still worse as concerns my ,christ after the ,resurrection1 which is on a hill in the neighbourhood of ,buti1 a little village1 nearly hidden from view and out of hand1 between ,pisa and ,lucca4 ,,chapter ,,xxiii4 ,,pius ,,ix4 ,,objects ,,to ,,having ,,me ,,make ,,his ,,bust--,i ,,go ,,to ,,rome ,,to ,,see ,,the ,,pope--,,the ,,exhibition ,,at ,,naples--,,again ,,on ,,idealism ,,and ,,naturalism--,,the ,,masters ,,of ,,italian ,,melody--,,vincenzo ,,bellini ,,and ,,his ,,monument--,,conclusion4 ,i narrated1 all in its proper place1 how it happened that ,i was not enabled to make ,king ,victor ,emmanuel's portrait2 and it is necessary for me now to explain how ,i did not obtain the concession to make a bust of ,pius ,,ix4 ,marchese ,pompeo ,bourbon del ,monte1 the ,president of the ,working ,men's ,catholic ,association in ,florence1 had the intention of giving me an order to make a bust of the ,pope1 to place in a niche in our ,duomo1 with an inscription commemorative of the great pontiff's passage through ,florence1 and his consecration of four bishops there4 ,naturally the ,pope was first asked whether he was willing that his bust should be made and should be placed in our ,duomo4 ,with both of these propositions the ,pope showed his great satisfaction1 and he was therefore asked the favour of giving some sittings to the sculptor2 but on hearing my name1 he refused to do so1 because1 having made ,cavour's monument1 he did not wish me to take his portrait4 ,to speak the truth1 this species of censure on the part of the ,pope was most unpleasant to me4 ,as long as some of the prejudiced journalists of the extreme party1 in blaming me for having executed this work1 assailed me on the ground that some of the nude allegorical figures 7just imagine1 children of seven67 were obscene1 ,i let it pass2 but the condemnation of the ,holy ,father was a great vexation to me4 ,as ,monsignore ,archbishop ,cecconi had been the intermediary1 ,i wrote him a letter expressing my regret1 and went over the story of the monument1 and how ,i had accepted it1 and what expression ,i had given to it1 saying that ,i had not thought ,i was doing any harm1 and that ,i was extremely pained to have met with the ,holy ,father's displeasure1 and begging ,monsignore to make known these sentiments of mine to the ,pope4 ,in fact the ,pope heard of my letter1 or at least a part of it1 and answered that he had never doubted my sentiments or my good intentions1 but for all that he was not willing to have his portrait taken by me2 and that1 to prevent the matter from appearing ad hominem1 he would not give permission for it to be made by any one else4 ,sidenote3 ,,audience ,,of ,,pius ,,ix4 ,a few months after this1 wishing to go to ,naples to see the ,italian ,exhibition1 ,i stopped on my way in ,rome1 and saw the ,pope1 but not in a private audience4 ,nevertheless1 he spoke benevolently to me1 and said1 ,dear ,dupr1 what fine works are you doing now8 ,i who1 ,i must admit1 never find myself embarrassed by any one1 stood there perfectly nonplussed1 and was not able to utter a word2 and that poor saintly old man1 to put an end to my embarrassment1 continued1 ,i pity you2 the political vicissitudes and the noises of war distract the mind of the artist1 and are1 in fact1 opposed to the development of his genius4 ,then turning to my daughter1 he said1 ,and you1 too3 well done1 my sculptress2 ,i bless you together with your father4 ,it really gave me pleasure to see him again1 and listen for the last time to that vibrating1 and1 at the same time1 benevolent voice4 ,something within me told me that he would soon be missing to us2 and in fact1 barely eight months after1 he died1 and but a few days after the king1 to whom1 during his last moments1 he had sent his benediction2 and report has it that he even said he would have gone himself to comfort the king1 whom he personally loved1 during his last hours1 had he not been really so ill himself4 ,these words of his gained for him the goodwill of those who were not his friends4 ,sidenote3 ,,exhibition ,,at ,,naples--,,idealism4 ,now ,i must speak of the ,exhibition at ,naples1 and most particularly of the naturalistic element that manifested itself there in sculpture4 ,it deserves being studied with attention1 so as to enable young artists of good purpose1 and for whom ,i have most particularly written these memoirs1 to acquire something that may be useful to them4 ,naturally the vast question of realism and idealism rises again to the surface4 ,those who know me1 know that ,i am neither a realist nor an idealist1 be it understood1 as is generally intended and practised4 ,idealism1 in my opinion1 is nothing else but a species of vision that the artist creates by strong love in his mind when he thinks of a given subject4 ,idealism is therefore the idea of the subject1 and not in the least the idea of the parts of the form4 ,it is true that even these are associated pleasantly together in the mind1 but it is wrong and false to believe that we can grasp hold of them only by the help of memory1 and without having nature before us4 ,the idealist1 as ,i should understand him1 seeks in nature for the models appropriate to his idea and his subject4 ,he does not content himself with one alone1 because he does not find in one1 or even in two1 the multiplicity of parts by which his idea is composed4 ,from one he takes the several masses and movement1 and will take great care in these never to change from his model2 from another he will take the head1 or the hands1 or other parts of the body in which the model for the general masses may have been defective1 and will be careful that in age and character they be not dissimilar from the principal model--that is to say1 the model that he has used for the general form4 ,if he departs here or there from this simple method1 the idealist will fall into academical conventionalism1 or into the vulgar and defective4 ,corrections of the model's defects made from memory bring us to conventionalism1 and the exact imitation of the model alone drags us down to the vulgar and defective1 because it is humanly impossible that one model can have in himself1 besides the whole1 all the perfections of parts that constitute beauty1 which is the aim of art4 ,such1 and nothing else1 is the idealist2 and so am ,i1 and such has always been my teaching4 ,sidenote3 ,,realism4 ,now let us see the realistic4 ,the naturalistic1 to my way of seeing1 is simply intolerant of long study of the many rules and dogmas of the academicians that teach one to make statues in very nearly always the same way1 with the same measures and with the same character--be it a ,virgin or a ,venus1 a ,messalina or an ,ophelia1 and so on4 ,he is in love with his own subject1 and wishes to give it expression in its true character and with its own individual expression1 and even with those particularities and imperfections that distinguish it from others4 ,bartolini did so in his ,ammostatore1 in his ,putti for ,demidoff's table1 and in almost all his works2 and so did ,vela with his ,napoleon ,i4 and his ,desolazione2 and lastly1 although in a much more minute manner1 did ,magni with his ,reading ,girl2 and up to this point ,i am naturalistic1 and stand up for it4 ,but in these days there is another species of naturalistics--better call them realistics--who love truth and nature to the extent of accepting even the ugly and bad in form and the useless and revolting in idea4 ,and truly here ,i am neither with them1 nor can ,i advise any one to hold in esteem this school1 that ,i should rather be inclined to call the hospital or sewer of art4 ,but what ,i have said so far is enough1 for elsewhere ,i have touched upon the same subject1 and do not want to repeat myself1 but only to mention the question again1 because at the great show in ,naples the naturalistic school appeared in sculpture in all its audaciousness1 and1 ,i must frankly say1 in all its power1 worthier of a better cause and better intentions2 and this1 it is presumably to be hoped1 may be at last more easily recognised by the young men who look for the truth1 even wallowing in ugliness1 than from those who fill their heads with the idea of looking for the beautiful in their memory and conventionalism4 ,from this it is evident that ,i have a predilection for the naturalist who caresses an idea and the idealist who is a faithful and not a timid friend of truth4 ,the artist is not a servile copyist of nature--of ugly nature2 not the imitator of statues1 even though they are beautiful2 not the slave of the name and teaching of the masters1 ancient and modern4 ,sidenote3 ,,naturalists ,,and ,,idealists4 ,i like the artist to be free in his imaginations1 free in his feeling1 free in his way of expressing himself and in his method1 but yet strongly and tenaciously bound to nature and the beautiful4 ,by this means we could have more good artists and fewer mediocre ones2 but as long as there is official teaching it is useless to hope for it4 ,government schools1 in spite of the difficulty of admission and advancement from one class to another1 will always have too many scholars1 amongst whom some--the very few1 those who are really destined by nature for art--will have lost too much time in long academic courses2 the others1 the many1 will have lost it entirely1 because it is difficult with official teaching for any graduate to be expelled from school on account of tardy development or want of talent4 ,sidenote3 ,,influence ,,of ,,academic ,,teaching4 ,i do not say1 indeed1 that young men ought not to study1 or ought to study only a little4 ,quite the contrary4 ,they ought to study very much--study always2 but with freedom--perfect freedom in their way of seeing and feeling and expressing the multiformity of nature2 and as this freedom does not and cannot exist in official teaching1 young men ought to select a master after their own taste4 ,certainly masters who do not belong to these academies will accept but few scholars1 and will retain still fewer--that is to say1 the best1 those who give promise of succeeding--and the rest they will send away4 ,and here is the great gain1 because the minor arts--subsidiary1 so to speak1 to the fine arts1 will take possession of these young men1 who1 instead of becoming mediocre artists1 will become good workmen4 ,official teaching in the fine arts ought to be confined to architecture2 in fact1 there it ought to be amplified by the study of mathematics1 engineering1 and its mechanical application4 ,the purse and the safety of citizens must surely be protected4 ,this little digression on teaching1 which ,i have elsewhere treated more at length1 has sprung up and been jotted down here after having seen the exhibition of the works of art of the ,neapolitan school4 ,i say the school1 and not the academy--,i should better say the grades of the naturalistic school of ,neapolitan sculpture4 ,it is undeniable that various works in sculpture1 exposed to the solemn trial of the ,neapolitan ,exhibition1 show that the young sculptors have emancipated themselves outright from the trammels of academical teaching1 and have entered with full sails into the interminable sea of nature4 ,this sea is beautiful1 full of agitation and life1 and in its greatness rouses the desire of research into the unknown2 and to him who navigates therein with strength and purpose1 promises unknown lands1 rich in supreme beauty4 ,but it is easy enough1 by steering one's boat badly1 or missing one's direction1 to get stranded or dashed to pieces against the rocks4 ,sidenote3 ,,signor ,d',,orsi',s ,,parasites4 ,signor d',orsi exposed a group in plaster representing the ,parasites4 ,nothing could have been better imagined than those two 7,i don't know how to call them7 creatures4 ,brutified by food and wine1 they sleep or drowse on a triclinium1 leaning against each other4 ,they are a literal imitation2 and in this is all the merit of the work4 ,it is not minute imitation1 that battle-horse of small minds1 but really the true expression of the conception and intention of the artist2 but the idea is hideous1 enormously hideous1 so that to many it appeared disgusting and revolting2 and ,i felt on looking at the work two opposite feelings--one that drove me from it1 and another that kept me fixed to the spot4 ,the ugliness of the subject and its forms repelled me2 the knowledge and art by which it was expressed attracted me1 and forced me to admire the talent of ,signor d',orsi4 ,this man1 said ,i to myself1 has not come out of the academy2 he is looking for a passage through the vast sea of nature1 and a shore to land on4 ,will he find it8 ,sidenote3 ,,amendola',s ,,cain ,,and ,,his ,,wife4 ,a group in plaster of ,cain and his ,wife is the subject exhibited by ,signor ,giov4 ,battista ,amendola4 ,considered from the point of view of expression1 it is of wonderful truthfulness4 ,this man1 guilty of fratricide1 cursed by ,god1 stands there transfixed to earth2 the anguish that oppresses him overcomes his arrogance2 and not even the sweet words and caresses of his companion are able to appease that sullen brow and ferocious look4 ,but ,signor ,amendola1 who has so well entered into the human sentiment of passion1 pain1 and rage that agitates the heart and upsets the mind1 has made a mistake in the physical character that he has1 with intention1 given his figure4 ,for since ,cain and his wife are of a savage ugliness1 more resembling the family of the orangoutang than the human being1 he seems to be a follower of ,darwin's theories1 which1 if they are desolating as regards science and human dignity1 are absolutely revolting when represented in art4 ,the truth is1 that ,i think the primitive type of our race1 although fierce and uncultivated1 was much more beautiful than it appears to-day in our young men and young girls1 who are with difficulty built up by preparation of iron and sea-baths4 ,then beauty was undoubtedly coupled with vigour and strength2 but bad habits1 mistaken education1 effeminacy1 and vice1 have so diminished its vigour and physical beauty1 that if one desired nowadays to make a ,cain1 an ,abel1 or an ,adam1 it would be difficult to find amongst our young men a model who even distantly resembled them in their splendid strong beauty4 ,it is also strange and absurd to look for them amongst the savages of ,new ,zealand4 ,i admire ,signor ,amendola's strength of conception and expression1 but ,i blame his application of it in the selection of his types4 ,he also is an artist that does not seem to be an academical student2 and if to originality of subject and truth of expression1 of which he has given proof in his group of ,cain and his ,wife1 he adds study and love in the research of the beautiful in nature1 he will get on and be an artist1 and what counts more1 an original artist1 but otherwise he will not4 ,to make ,cain1 and even his wife1 one must not1 therefore1 look for a model amongst the anthropophagi or amongst the young men who live between ,doney's and the ,piazza del ,duomo4 ,first of all1 the type of such a subject1 like any other1 must be clearly in the mind of the artist1 and then1 with a great deal of study and love1 he must seek for it in nature1 abandoning in part or entirely those places where such types have no existence4 ,sidenote3 ,,type ,,of ,,cain4 ,when ,i made my ,cain1 ,i had the good fortune to find the model without the slightest difficulty2 and the model ,i used was a strong and beautiful man1 and what was more1 he had feeling for action and expression1 so that ,i copied him to the best of my ability1 without even giving a thought to the classical style so much recommended by ,academicians1 although not copying with servility all the little accidents of veins1 wrinkles1 and so forth 7nowadays some people even imitate the corns and glands74 ,i answered the ,signora ,laura ,bianchi of ,siena in these same words1 or something like them1 when she asked me1 at the instance of ,thorwaldsen1 who was in intimate relations with the family1 and made the monument to her husband1 ,cavaliere ,giulio1 what style ,i had used in making that statue1 which he had not yet seen4 ,later ,i became personally acquainted with this distinguished artist1 at a ball in ,casa ,larderel at ,leghorn1 in #ahde1 and explained this by word of mouth1 modifying my expression1 because dignity of name and years must ever be respected by young men1 and he being an ,academician1 might have been offended by the harshness of my words on the classical style4 ,i will continue my examination of the naturalistic ,neapolitan sculpture4 ,signor ,raffaele ,belliazzi exhibited a group in plaster1 representing the ,approach of a ,storm1 and a sleeping ,calabrian1 each the size of life4 ,in these works the artist shows a real sentiment for truth in the expression of the woman holding the little girl firmly by the hand1 both of them with their heads bent down1 eyes tightly shut to avoid the sand that the wind is blowing with great force into their faces--their quick step and close clinging garments blown about them1 showing the violence of the wind and approach of the storm4 ,it is1 if you will1 a common subject1 not very attractive1 and at best more suitable to be rendered in small proportions than in life-size2 for nothing that has great movement and lightness of touch can well be reproduced in large size in statuary4 ,now there is nothing more full of movement than clothes blown about by the wind2 the eye can hardly see them1 much less retain an impression of them1 and therefore the artist is obliged rather to indicate them as they possibly might be1 than definitively or accurately to reproduce them1 as he should in a large work4 ,i repeat1 these momentary impressions are excusable1 and may even succeed in being praiseworthy1 if they limit themselves to expression in small figures with rapid touches1 after the manner of a sketch2 but in great dimensions they are not4 ,the other work of ,signor ,belliazzi1 ,the ,sleeping ,calabrian1 is a very beautiful study from life1 most accurate and pleasing4 ,signor ,belliazzi is of the naturalistic school2 he loves nature1 but he does not feel1 or does not care to devote his thought to1 what there is in nature of choice1 attractive1 and great1 be it either in conception or in form4 ,it is1 however1 also true that neither of his works can be put down as bad and ugly4 ,sidenote3 ,,works ,,of ,,signor ,,belliazzi4 ,one who loves1 feels1 and reproduces nature with refinement and grace1 seems to me to be ,signor ,constantino ,barbella1 as it is shown in his little terra cotta group called ,a ,love ,song4 ,it consists of three young girls singing as they walk along1 their arms interlacing each other4 ,they are dressed in the rich and peculiar costume of the ,abruzzi mountains2 and this dress on these figures1 so young and so beautiful1 flexible and lifelike in their movement of walking1 the joy expressed in their faces for the charm and virtue of song1 make an admirable composition which one can look at with ever new pleasure4 ,here the small size of the figures1 and the material in which they are made1 is all forgotten1 and it seems as if one could hear the song1--the very breath and joy of those young girls4 ,this peaceful work seems to be one of the most beautiful of the ,neapolitan naturalistic school1 and in this measure ,i like the naturalistic4 ,sidenote3 ,,neapolitan ,,sculpture4 ,the study of nature1 so felt and understood1 draws the artist nearer to the ideal conception--that is to say1 to the reproduction of beautiful nature in all its most varied forms2 it opens the mind to ideas and serious thoughts of loveliness and grace1 for which ,phidias1 ,giotto1 ,orgagna1 and ,michael ,angelo were celebrated1 and will remain so to the end of the world4 ,the study of the material imitation of nature1 especially when it is defective and ugly in conception and form1 besides rendering these particular statues disagreeable1 drives the artist away from the ideal conception of monumental works1 to which sculpture should be specially devoted4 ,the design for the monument to ,salvator ,rosa1 the work of ,signor d',orsi and ,signor ,franceschi1 go to prove the truth of my assertion4 ,these few words on ,neapolitan sculpture are said to prove how much and how far the naturalistic school is to be accepted2 and ,i have selected these examples because in them are demonstrated the power1 audacity1 and error1 as well as the beginning of a healthy and fruitful innovation1 provided it be upheld and sustained by the sentiment of the beautiful4 ,sidenote3 ,,bellini4 ,delightful ,naples1 rich in vineyards and orange-trees1 with her splendid sky and enchanting sea1 in which the city mirrors itself1 and ever rejoices and sings1 recalls to my mind the beautiful school of ,italian melody of ,scarlatti1 ,pergolesi1 and ,bellini4 ,bellini1 a name beloved and venerated by all who value beautiful melody--whose song is so passionate and graceful1 expressing in its suave sweetness passion and love1 rage and remorse1 and creating dramatic situations from the very notes themselves1 more than from the words2 ,bellini1 a master without pedantry or artifice1 clear without being common1 profound without being abstruse1 and really of the future 7because ,i believe that both thought and ears will soon be tired of being obliged to listen too attentively to catch1 here and there1 rari nantes in gurgite vasto some half phrase obscure and slegato72--,bellini1 ,i say1 who is indeed a great man1 is soon to have a monument erected to him4 ,this monument was to have been made by me1 and ,god only knows how willingly ,i would have worked to have made a statue of that graceful and strong genius6 ,that work1 however1 has fallen into excellent hands2 for ,giulio ,monteverde1 whom ,i love and esteem1 is to be the fortunate artist4 ,but if ,i am glad that this important and most sympathetic work has fallen into good hands1 ,i am none the less sorry not to have it to do myself1 the more so that the way it was taken from me seems inexplicably strange4 ,this is how it was4 ,some years back ,i had a commission from ,marchese del ,toscano1 of ,catania1 to make the bust of the ,maestro ,pacini4 ,at that time ,i was also asked by the same ,marchese1 who was then syndic of the town1 if ,i would be willing to make a great monument to ,bellini1 that the city and province proposed to put up to their great fellow-townsman4 ,naturally ,i met such a request with pleasure1 although it was accompanied by considerations of economy that1 whilst they were not in the least to diminish the grandioseness of the monument1 in view of the place where it was to be erected1 and the dignity of the subject1 led him to suppose 7and in this the worthy gentleman was not mistaken7 that the artist would have to be discreet in his demands1 so as to facilitate the work of the organising committee4 ,i answered as a disinterested artist who was desirous of doing the work should4 ,tell me the sum at your disposal1 indicate the size of the place where you wish to erect the monument1 and ,i shall make you a sketch for it which1 ,i hope1 will give you satisfaction2 for ,i shall not look in the least to my interest1 as this great man is so dear to me1 and ,i highly approve the idea you have had of doing him honour4 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,monument ,,to ,,bellini4 ,in the meanwhile things proceeded very slowly2 the sums of money collected were not sufficient to make the monument of the proposed size1 and to this effect they wrote me after some time had passed2 when at last1 one fine day1 a letter arrived from the secretary of the municipality1 saying that the sum had been collected for the ,bellini monument1 that the municipality intended at once to have the work begun1 and that1 with this object in view1 the syndic would soon forward the order of the commission to me4 ,naturally1 ,i looked for the letter from the syndic1 which did not keep me long waiting2 but ,i leave it to the reader to judge of4 ,the ,marchese del ,toscano was at that time no longer syndic of ,catania1 and in his stead there was another1 whose name ,i do not remember2 for ,i have the good fortune to forget the names of those who treat me badly1 and so bear them no resentment4 ,i say this merely for the sake of truth1 that no one may suppose me possessed of a virtue that ,i have not4 ,i have read somewhere1 but ,i do not remember where1 that the person offended engraves in porphyry the name of the offender1 and the nature of the offence2 whilst on the other side it is but traced in the sand1 that the slightest breath of wind cancels4 ,this may be true2 but as regards me1 ,i must confess candidly that the very reverse occurs3 and ,i thank ,god for it1 and so live on most happily1 and my blood gains in colour and vitality every day that ,i grow older4 ,sidenote3 ,,monteverde4 ,here is the sense1 if not the very text1 of the ,signor ,sindaco's letter3 ,it is some days since my secretary wrote to you1 to ask if you would accept the order for ,bellini's monument for this city4 ,it must be finished in eighteen months4 ,answer at once1 for ,i have no time to lose1 and otherwise we shall appeal to ,monteverde4 ,one cannot deny that this epistolary style is of an enviable brevity and clearness4 ,i answered that ,i had received the letter from the secretary1 but as he had announced to me that the syndic himself would write1 ,i had waited for this letter so as not to have to answer both1 because ,i also had no time to lose4 ,i said that ,i could not accept under such close conditions1 and with such limited time2 and as to appealing to ,monteverde1 he did well1 as he was a most talented artist1 but ,i doubted whether even he could accept for the same reason--want of time4 ,monteverde was given five years' time1 and the price increased not a little from what was proposed to me4 ,my best wishes to the artist are that he may be well inspired and make an excellent work2 that the good ,catanese may have reason to be satisfied with their way of proceeding2 and that the monument to ,vincenzo ,bellini may in its lines recall the passionate phrases of melody of the divine master4 ,sidenote3 ,,the ,,end ,,of ,,my ,,memoirs4 ,here my memoirs come to an end4 ,those who have followed me with open trusting minds1 know me as if they had been with me from a child4 ,they know my humble origin2 they remember my early years when ,i wandered here and there with my father in search of work he found little of1 and that with difficulty2 my attempts to study1 to satisfy an inward yearning that ,i knew not how to appease2 the difficulties in my position of satisfying that craving2 the efforts that ,i made to content it1 and the dangers to which a quick nature abandoned to itself is exposed4 ,they have learnt how ,i chose for my companion a young girl as judicious and good as she was gentle and beautiful1 who was my providence and my angel1 the educator of the family1 and an example of temperateness1 patience1 and faith to me 7who am so intolerant and easily angered71 and whose loss ,i feel even more heavily to-day1 when ,i think that by ,god's mercy ,i could now have made her life more peaceful and easy4 ,i wished to explain my principles on questions of art1 on teaching1 and on the relations that the young artist has with his colleagues1 with his masters1 and with his subjects4 ,i wished to prove that justice and temperance1 in judging and sentencing works of art1 are the foundation of urbane and friendly artistic life4 ,,index4 ,agostini1 ,raffaelo1 #ccc4 ,ala-,ponzoni1 ,marchese1 #aic et seq4 ,alberti1 ,dr1 #bje1 #cfb1 #cij4 ,albertini1 ,augusta1 of 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,pollastrini1 ,enrico1 #aia4 ,poniatowsky1 ,prince ,joseph1 #cbd4 ,pradier1 #bhe4 ,prati1 #afa1 #afb1 #afc1 #afd4 ,puccini1 ,cavaliere ,nicol1 #cif et seq4 ,quieroli1 #bcd4 ,raphael1 #agj1 #aia1 #bdj1 #cjb et seq41 #cji1 #cbh1 #cgg4 ,rauch1 #bfe et seq41 #cdi et seq4 ,regina1 #db1 #dc1 #de1 #ec1 #ei4 ,renard1 engineer1 #agg4 ,reni1 ,guido1 #cgg4 ,riboisire1 ,madame de la1 #bhe4 ,ricasoli1 ,beltino1 #daa4 ,ricci1 ,stefano1 sculptor1 #aaf1 #aba4 ,ricciardelli1 #cj4 ,ristori1 ,signora1 #cjg et seq4 ,rivalta1 ,augusto1 #cde et seq4 ,romoli1 #cjg4 ,rossini1 #adf1 #aga1 #agb1 #cgg1 #djf4 ,rossini1 ,signora ,olimpia1 #aga4 ,sabatelli1 ,professor1 #fc1 #cdh4 ,sabatelli1 ,professor ,giuseppe1 #id1 #ii1 #ajf4 ,saladini1 #cf1 #cg et seq4 ,saltini1 ,dr ,giuseppe1 #afa1 #agg4 ,sanesi1 #ajj4 ,sani1 ,luigi1 #bj1 #fb1 #gg4 ,sani1 ,paolo1 #b1 #h1 #ac1 #af1 #ai1 #ce1 #fh et seq41 #gf1 #aeg1 #ahb4 ,santarelli1 ,professor ,emilio1 #id1 #ajf4 ,saracini1 ,cavaliere ,alessandro1 #acc4 ,sarrocchi1 ,tito1 #afj1 #agg1 #bjh1 #ccj1 #cdh1 #cfg4 ,savonarola1 ,frate ,girolamo1 #daj et seq4 ,sclopis1 ,count ,federigo1 #cha4 ,selvatico1 ,pietro1 #beh4 ,serristori1 ,governor of ,siena1 #abf4 ,sferra1 ,antonio1 #id4 ,sighinolfi1 ,cesare1 #cig et seq4 ,sloane1 ,cavaliere1 #ccj4 ,smargiassi1 ,professor1 #bae et seq41 #bbg4 ,spence1 ,william1 #bgg1 #bgi1 #bhh4 ,strazza1 ,giovanni1 #cfg4 ,talleyrand1 ,duke1 #dbd4 ,tartaglia1 ,professor1 #baf4 ,tasso1 the carver1 #gh1 #gi1 #hj4 ,tasso1 ,torquato1 #bac1 #bad4 ,tenerani1 #adc1 #bdf1 #cgj4 ,thorwaldsen1 #ddf4 ,thouar1 #aci1 #adj4 ,tommaseo1 ,niccol1 #daa4 ,tommasi1 ,signor1 of ,leghorn1 #aec4 ,travalloni1 the engraver1 #acg4 ,troubetzkoi1 ,princess1 #dbd4 ,uccelli1 ,fabio1 #cjg4 ,ussi1 ,professor1 #djf4 ,uzielli1 ,sansone1 of ,leghorn1 #bja4 ,vannucci1 ,atto1 #aci4 ,varesi1 ,signora1 #agb4 ,varni1 ,professor ,santo1 #cgd4 ,vela1 #aig1 #cfh1 #cgd1 #chj et seq41 #djd et seq41 #dai1 #dda4 ,venturi1 ,luigi1 #adg1 #aef1 #ahj1 #ahb1 #aij1 #bje1 #bjg1 #bac1 #bfb1 #dca4 ,verdi1 ,giuseppe1 #aff et seq41 #aga1 #bjb4 ,vincenzi1 de1 #cjg4 ,visconti1 #aij1 #cfe et seq4 ,vonwiller1 ,signor1 #cfh4 ,vulpes1 ,professor1 #bae4 ,wagner1 #dbj4 ,wellington1 ,duke of1 #bge et seq4 ,wolf1 the sculptor1 #cdi1 #cgj4 ,zannetti1 ,professor1 #aih4 ,zocchi1 ,emilio1 of ,florence1 #ccj1 #ccd4 ,zotti1 ,ignazio1 #acc et seq4 ,,the ,,end4 ,,printed ,,by ,,william ,,blackwood ,,and ,,sons4 99 99 99 99 99 ,transcriber's ,notes3 ,some minor obvious typographical errors have been corrected silently4 ,all quotation marks left as per original1 except for those listed below4 ,footnotes have been moved to underneath the paragraph they refer to so as to not disrupt the flow of the text4 ,the headings that appeared at the top of each page in the original publication and have been treated as sidenotes and moved to above the paragraph they refer to so as not to disrupt the flow of the text4 ,corrections made3 ,pg4 #aec3 ,after ,pius ,,ii4 added comma ,pg4 #agi3 in the railway-carriages4 ,guerazzi replaced with ,guerrazzi ,pg4 #bch3 they are presenting arms4 added doublequote mark ,pg4 #caj3 the ,triumph of ,caesar4 ,mantegua replaced with ,mantegna1 ,pg4 #cbd3 ,i will get out and go home4 added doublequote mark ,pg4 #ddd3 drowse on a trichinium replaced with triclinium ,the following names appearing in the index have been changed to match the spelling appearing in the text3 ,pg4 #ded3 ,della ,gherardasca replaced with ,gherardesca1 ,lady ,emilia ,pg4 #ded3 ,fraccaroli1 ,professor ,innocenzi replaced with ,innocenzo ,pg4 #ded3 ,gatti1 ,anjiolo replaced with ,angiolo ,pg4 #dee3 ,masacio replaced with ,masaccio1 #agj4 ,pg4 #dee3 ,meisonnier replaced with ,meissonnier1 #dcb4 ,pg4 #dee3 ,puccini1 ,cavaliere ,nicolo replaced with ,nicol ,multiple versions of the same name appear and have not been changed3 ,the ,grand ,duchess ,marie ,antoinetta1 ,maria ,antoinetta1 ,maria ,antonietta ,lampeggi1 ,lappegi ,andrea ,pisani1 ,andrea ,pisano ,schiller ,platz1 ,schillerplatz ,san ,niccolo1 ,san ,niccol ,sienese1 ,siennese ,ciseri1 ,cisere ,both versions of the following words appear in the text3 buttonhole1 button-hole nicknamed1 nick-named storehouse1 store-house