,,an 8,,attic0 ,,philosoph] 7,un ,philosophe s\s les ,toits7 ,by ,,emile ,,s\ve/re ,) a ,preface by ,,joseph ,,b]tr&1 ( ! ,fr5* ,academy ,,emile ,,s\ve/re ,no "o succe$s 9 obta9+ a prom95t place 9 lit]ature1 or 9 surr\nd+ himself ) a fai?ful & /eady circle ( admir]s drawn f ! fickle masses ( ! public1 unless he possesses orig9ality1 con/ant v>iety1 & a di/9ct p]sonality4 ,x is q possible to ga9 = a mom5t a few read]s by imitat+ "s orig9al feature 9 ano!r2 b ^! soon vani% & ! writ] rema9s alone & =gott54 ,o!rs1 aga91 )\t belong+ to any di/9ct gr\p ( au?ors1 hav+ f\nd _! /&>d 9 !mselves1 morali/s & educators at ! same "t1 h obta9$ undy+ recognition4 ,( ! latt] class1 ?\gh little kn[n outside ( ,france1 is ,emile ,s\ve/re1 :o 0 born 9 ,morlaix1 ,april #ae1 #ahjf1 & di$ at ,p>is ,july #e1 #ahed4 ,he 0 ! son ( a civil eng9e]1 0 educat$ at ! college ( ,pontivy1 & int5d$ to foll[ 8 fa!r's c>e] by ent]+ ! ,polyte*nic ,s*ool4 ,8 fa!r1 h[ev]1 di$ 9 #ahbc1 & ,s\ve/re matriculat$ z a law-/ud5t at ,r5nes4 ,b ! "y /ud5t soon devot$ himself entirely to lit]ature4 ,8 fir/ essay1 a trag$y1 #8,le ,siege de ,missolonghi' 7#ahbh71 0 a pron\nc$ failure4 ,di%e>t5$ & disgu/$ he left ,p>is & e/abli%$ himself fir/ z a lawy] 9 ,morlaix4 ,!n he became proprietor ( a newspap]1 & 0 aft]w>d appo9t$ a pr(essor 9 ,bre/ & 9 ,mulh\se4 ,9 #ahcf he contribut$ to ! #8,revue des ,deux ,mondes' "s sket*es ( life 9 ,brittany1 :i* obta9$ a brilliant success4 ,s\ve/re 0 soon made editor ( ,la ,revue de ,p>is1 & 9 consequ5ce e>ly f\nd a publi%] = 8 fir/ novel1 #8,l',e*elle de ,femmes'1 :i*1 z 0 ! case ) 8 second "w1 ,ri*e et ,pauvre'1 met ) a v favorable reception4 ,8 reputation 0 n[ made1 & betwe5 ?is p]iod & 8 dea? he gave to ,france ab\t sixty volumes--tales1 novels1 essays1 hi/ory1 & drama4 ,a d\ble purpose 0 always v conspicu\s 9 8 books3 he aspir$ to ! role ( a morali/ & educator1 & 0 likewise a mo/ impressive pa9t] ( ! life1 "*1 & morals ( ! inhabitants ( ,brittany4 ,! mo/ significant ( 8 books are p]haps #8,les ,d]ni]s ,bretons 7#ahce-ahcg1 #d vols471 ,pi]re ,l&ais 7#ahdc1 #b vols471 ,le ,foy] ,breton 7#ahdd1 #b vols471 ,un ,philosophe sons les ,toits1 cr[n$ by ! ,academy 7#ahej71 ,confessions d'un ,ouvri] 7#ahea71 ,recits et ,s\v5irs 7#ahec71 ,s\v5irs d'un ,vieill>d 7#ahed72 also ,la ,bretagne ,pittoresque 7#ahde71 &1 f9ally1 ,caus]ies ,hi/oriques et ,litt]aires 7#ahed1 #b vols47'4 ,8 com$ies des]ve honorable m5tion3 #8,h5ri ,hamel91 ,l',oncle ,bapti/e 7#ahdb71 ,la ,p>isi5ne1 ,le ,m\sse1 etc'4 ,9 #ahdh1 ,s\ve/re 0 appo9t$ pr(essor ( ! newly creat$ s*ool ( adm9i/ration1 mo/ly devot$ to popul> lectures4 ,he held ?is po/ till #ahec1 lectur+ p>tly 9 ,p>is1 p>tly 9 ,switz]l&4 ,8 dea?1 :5 comp>atively "y1 left a di/9ct gap 9 ! lit]>y _w4 ,a life l 8 c\ld n be ext+ui%$ )\t g5]al sorr[4 ,al?\gh he 0 unduly mode/1 & nev] aspir$ to ! role ( a beacon-light 9 lit]ature1 always seek+ to rema9 9 obscurity1 ! works ( ,emile ,s\ve/re mu/ be plac$ 9 ! fir/ rank by _! morality & by _! in/ructive "*4 ,!y w always comm& ! entire respect & applause ( mank9d4 ,& ?us x happ5s t1 l _m o!rs1 he 0 only fully appreciat$ aft] 8 dea?4 ,ev5 ^? ( 8 #8confr]es' :o did n seem to e/eem him1 :5 alive1 sudd5ly f\nd out t !y _h exp]i5c$ a great loss 9 8 demise4 ,!y express$ x 9 emotional panegyrcs2 contemporane\s lit]ature discov]$ t virtue _h fl[n f its bosom1 & ! ,fr5* ,academy1 :i* _h at its prop] "t cr[n$ 8 #8,philosophe sons les ,toits' z a "w contribut+ supremely to morals1 kept 8 memory gre5 by be/[+ on 8 wid[ ! 8,prix ,lamb]t10 design$ = ! 8families ( au?ors :o by _! integrity1 & by ! probity ( _! ef=ts h well des]v$ ?is tok5 f ! ,republique des ,lettres40 ,,joseph ,,b]tr& de #8,academie ,francaise4 ,,an 8,,attic0 ,,philosoph] ,,book #a4 ,,*apt] ,i4 ,,new-,,ye>',s ,,gifts ,janu>y #a/ ,! day ( ! mon? came into my m9d z soon z ,i awoke4 ,ano!r ye> is sep>at$ f ! *a9 ( ages1 & drops into ! gulf ( ! pa/6 ,! cr[d ha/5 to welcome h] "y si/]4 ,b :ile all looks are turn$ t[>d ! future1 m9e rev]t to ! pa/4 ,ev]yone smiles ^u ! new que52 b1 9 spite ( myself1 ,i ?9k ( h] :om "t has j wrapp$ 9 h] w9d+-%eet4 ,! pa/ ye>6--at lea/ ,i "k :at %e 01 & :at %e has giv5 me2 :ile ?is "o comes surr\nd$ by all ! =ebod+s ( ! unkn[n4 ,:at does %e hide 9 ! cl\ds t mantle h]8 ,is x ! /orm or ! sun%9e8 ,j n[ x ra9s1 & ,i feel my m9d z gloomy z ! sky4 ,i h a holiday today2 b :at c "o d on a ra9y day8 ,i walk up & d[n my attic out ( temp]1 & ,i det]m9e to light my fire4 ,un=tunately ! mat*es are bad1 ! *imney smokes1 ! wood goes out6 ,i ?r[ d[n my bell[s 9 disgu/1 & s9k into my old arm*air4 ,9 tru?1 :y %\ld ,i rejoice to see ! bir? ( a new ye>8 ,all ^? :o are already 9 ! /reets1 ) holiday looks & smil+ faces--d !y und]/& :at makes !m s gay8 ,d !y ev5 "k :at is ! mean+ ( ?is holiday1 or :5ce comes ! cu/om ( ,new-,ye>'s gifts8 ,"h my m9d pauses to prove to itself its sup]iority ov] t ( ! vulg>4 ,i make a p>5!sis 9 my ill-temp] 9 favor ( my vanity1 & ,i br+ toge!r all ! evid5ce :i* my k c produce4 7,! old ,romans divid$ ! ye> into t5 mon?s only2 x 0 ,numa ,pompilius :o add$ ,janu>y & ,febru>y4 ,! =m] took its "n f ,janus1 to :om x 0 d$icat$4 ,z x op5$ ! new ye>1 !y surr\nd$ its beg9n+ ) good om5s1 & !nce came ! cu/om ( visits betwe5 neighbors1 ( wi%+ happ9ess1 & ( ,new-,ye>'s gifts4 ,! pres5ts giv5 by ! ,romans 7 symbolic4 ,!y consi/$ ( dry figs1 dates1 honeycomb1 z emblems ( 8! sweetness ( ! auspices "u :i* ! ye> %\ld beg9 its c\rse10 & a small piece ( money call$ /ips1 :i* =ebod$ ri*es47 ,"h ,i close ! p>5!sis1 & return to my ill-humor4 ,! little spee* ,i h j address$ to myself has re/or$ me my self-satisfaction1 b made me m dissatisfi$ ) o!rs4 ,i c\ld n[ enjoy my breakfa/2 b ! portress has =gott5 my morn+'s milk1 & ! pot ( pres]ves is empty6 ,anyone else w\ld h be5 vex$3 z = me1 ,i affect ! mo/ supreme indiff]5ce4 ,!re rema9s a h>d cru/1 :i* ,i break by ma9 /r5g?1 & :i* ,i c>elessly nibble1 z a man f> above ! vanities ( ! _w & ( fre% rolls4 ,h[ev]1 ,i d n "k :y my ?\ghts %\ld gr[ m gloomy by reason ( ! difficulties ( ma/ication4 ,i once read ! /ory ( an ,engli%man :o hang$ himself because !y _h br\ght him 8 tea )\t sug>4 ,!re are h\rs 9 life :5 ! mo/ trifl+ cross takes ! =m ( a calamity4 ,our temp]s are l an op]a-glass1 :i* makes ! object small or great accord+ to ! end y look ?r\gh4 ,usually1 ! prospect t op5s out be=e my w9d[ delights me4 ,x is a m\nta9-range ( ro(s1 ) ridges cross+1 int]lac+1 & pil$ on "o ano!r1 & ^u :i* tall *imneys raise _! peaks4 ,x 0 b ye/]day t !y _h an ,alp9e aspect to me1 & ,i wait$ = ! fir/ sn[/orm to see glaci]s among !m2 to-day1 ,i only see tiles & /one flues4 ,! pigeons1 :i* assi/$ my rural illusions1 seem no m ?an mis]able birds :i* h mi/ak5 ! ro( = ! back y>d2 ! smoke1 :i* rises 9 light cl\ds1 in/ead ( mak+ me dream ( ! pant+ ( ,vesuvius1 rem9ds me ( kit*5 prep>ations & di%wat]2 & la/ly1 ! telegraph1 t ,i see f> (f on ! old t[] ( ,montm>tre1 has ! effect ( a vile gall[s /ret*+ its arms ov] ! city4 ,my eyes1 ?us hurt by all !y meet1 fall ^u ! great man's h\se :i* faces my attic4 ,! influ5ce ( ,new-,ye>'s ,day is visible !re4 ,! s]vants h an air ( eag]ness proportion$ to ! value ( _! ,new-,ye>'s gifts1 receiv$ or expect$4 ,i see ! ma/] ( ! h\se cross+ ! c\rt ) ! morose look ( a man :o is =c$ to be g5]\s2 & ! visitors increase1 foll[$ by %op port]s :o c>ry fl[]s1 b&boxes1 or toys4 ,sudd5ly ! great gates are op5$1 & a new c>riage1 drawn by ?or\ghbr$ horses1 draws up be=e ! door/eps4 ,!y are1 )\t d\bt1 ! ,new-,ye>'s gift pres5t$ to ! mi/ress ( ! h\se by h] husb&2 = %e comes h]self to look at ! new equipage4 ,v soon %e gets into x ) a little girl1 all /ream+ ) laces1 fea!rs & velvets1 & load$ ) p>cels :i* %e goes to di/ribute z ,new-,ye>'s gifts4 ,! door is %ut1 ! w9d[s are drawn up1 ! c>riage sets (f4 ,?us all ! _w are ex*ang+ good wi%es & pres5ts to-day4 ,i alone h no?+ to give or to receive4 ,poor ,solit>y6 ,i d n ev5 "k "o *os5 be+ = :om ,i might (f] a pray]4 ,!n let my wi%es = a happy ,new ,ye> g & seek out all my unkn[n fri5ds--lo/ 9 ! multitude :i* murmurs l ! ocean at my feet6 ,to y fir/1 h]mits 9 cities1 = :om dea? & pov]ty h creat$ a solitude 9 ! mid/ ( ! cr[d6 unhappy labor]s1 :o are condemn$ to toil 9 melan*oly1 & eat y\r daily bread 9 sil5ce & des]tion1 & :om ,god has )drawn f ! intoxicat+ pangs ( love & fri5d%ip6 ,to y1 fond dream]s1 :o pass ?r\gh life ) y\r eyes turn$ t[>d "s pol> />1 :ile y tread ) indiff]5ce ov] ! ri* h>ve/s ( reality6 ,to y1 hone/ fa!rs1 :o l5g!n out ! ev5+ to ma9ta9 y\r families6 to y1 poor wid[s1 weep+ & work+ by a cradle6 to y1 "y m51 resolutely set to op5 = y\rselves a pa? 9 life1 l>ge en\gh to lead ?r\gh x ! wife ( y\r *oice6 to y1 all brave soldi]s ( "w & ( self-sacrifice6 ,to y1 la/ly1 :atev] y\r title & y\r "n1 :o love good1 :o pity ! suff]+2 :o walk ?r\gh ! _w l ! symbolical ,virg9 ( ,byzantium1 ) bo? arms op5 to ! human race6 ,"h ,i am sudd5ly int]rupt$ by l\d & increas+ *irp+s4 ,i look ab\t me3 my w9d[ is surr\nd$ ) sp>r[s pick+ up ! crumbs ( bread :i* 9 my br[n /udy ,i _h j scatt]$ on ! ro(4 ,at ?is sight a fla% ( light broke ^u my sadd5$ he>t4 ,i deceiv$ myself j n[1 :5 ,i compla9$ t ,i _h no?+ to give3 ?anks to me1 ! sp>r[s ( ?is "p ( ! t[n w h _! ,new-,ye>'s gifts6 ,twelve o'clock4--,a knock at my door2 a poor girl comes 91 & greets me by "n4 ,at fir/ ,i d n recollect h]2 b %e looks at me1 & smiles4 ,ah6 x is ,paulette6 ,b x is almo/ a ye> s9ce ,i h se5 h]1 & ,paulette is no long] ! same3 ! o!r day %e 0 a *ild1 n[ %e is almo/ a "y woman4 ,paulette is ?91 pale1 & mis]ably clad2 b %e has always ! same op5 & /raight=w>d look--! same m\?1 smil+ at e ^w1 z if to c\rt y\r sympa?y--! same voice1 some:at timid1 yet express+ fondness4 ,paulette is n pretty--%e is ev5 ?\ght pla92 z = me1 ,i ?9k h] *>m+4 ,p]haps t is n on h] acc\nt1 b on my own4 ,paulette appe>s to me z "o ( my happie/ recollections4 ,x 0 ! ev5+ ( a public holiday4 ,our pr9cipal build+s 7 illum9at$ ) fe/oons ( fire1 a ?\s& flags wav$ 9 ! night w9ds1 & ! fireworks _h j %ot =? _! sp\ts ( flame into ! mid/ ( ! ,*amp de ,m>s4 ,sudd5ly1 "o ( ^? unacc\ntable al>ms :i* /rike a multitude ) panic fell ^u ! d5se cr[d3 !y cry out1 !y ru% on headlong2 ! weak] ones fall1 & ! fright5$ cr[d tramples !m d[n 9 its convulsive /ruggles4 ,i escap$ f ! confusion by a miracle1 & 0 ha/5+ away1 :5 ! cries ( a p]i%+ *ild arre/$ me3 ,i re5t]$ t human *aos1 &1 aft] unhe>d-( ex]tions1 ,i br\ght ,paulette out ( x at ! p]il ( my life4 ,t 0 two ye>s ago3 s9ce !n ,i _h n se5 ! *ild aga9 b at long int]vals1 & ,i _h almo/ =gott5 h]2 b ,paulette's memory 0 t ( a grateful he>t1 & %e came at ! beg9n+ ( ! ye> to (f] me h] wi%es = my happ9ess4 ,%e br\ght me1 besides1 a wallfl[] 9 full bloom2 %e h]self _h plant$ & re>$ x3 x 0 some?+ t belong$ :olly to h]self2 = x 0 by h] c>e1 h] p]sev]ance1 & h] pati5ce1 t %e _h obta9$ x4 ,! wallfl[] _h gr[n 9 a common pot2 b ,paulette1 :o is a b&box-mak]1 _h put x into a case ( v>ni%$ pap]1 ornam5t$ ) arabesques4 ,^! might h be5 9 bett] ta/e1 b ,i did n feel ! att5tion & good-w ! less4 ,?is unexpect$ pres5t1 ! little girl's mode/ blu%es1 ! complim5ts %e /amm]$ out1 dispell$1 z by a sunbeam1 ! k9d ( mi/ :i* _h ga!r$ r\nd my m9d2 my ?\ghts sudd5ly *ang$ f ! lead5 t9ts ( ev5+ to ! brighte/ colors ( dawn4 ,i made ,paulette sit d[n1 & que/ion$ h] ) a light he>t4 ,at fir/ ! little girl repli$ 9 monosyllables2 b v soon ! tables 7 turn$1 & x 0 ,i :o int]rupt$ ) %ort int]jections h] long & confid5tial talk4 ,! poor *ild leads a h>d life4 ,%e 0 left an orphan long s9ce1 ) a bro!r & si/]1 & lives ) an old gr&mo!r1 :o has 8br\ght !m up to pov]ty10 z %e always calls x4 ,h[ev]1 ,paulette n[ helps h] to make b&boxes1 h] little si/] ,p]r9e beg9s to use ! ne$le1 & h] bro!r ,h5ry is appr5tice to a pr9t]4 ,all w\ld g well if x 7 n = losses & want ( "w--if x 7 n = clo!s :i* we> out1 = appetites :i* gr[ l>g]1 & = ! w9t]1 :5 y _c get sun%9e = no?+4 ,paulette compla9s t h] c&les g too quickly1 & t h] wood co/s too mu*4 ,! fireplace 9 _! g>ret is s l>ge t a fagot makes no m %[ 9 x ?an a mat*2 x is s ne> ! ro( t ! w9d bl[s ! ra9 d[n x1 & 9 w9t] x hails ^u ! he>?2 s !y h left (f us+ x4 ,h5ce=? !y mu/ be cont5t ) an e>!n *af+-di%1 ^u :i* !y cook _! meals4 ,! gr&mo!r _h (t5 spok5 ( a /ove t 0 = sale at ! brok]'s close by2 b he ask$ sev5 francs = x1 & ! times are too h>d = su* an exp5se3 ! family1 !re=e1 resign !mselves to cold = economy6 ,z ,paulette spoke1 ,i felt m & m t ,i 0 los+ my fretfulness & l[ spirits4 ,! fir/ disclosures ( ! little b&box-mak] creat$ )9 me a wi% t soon became a plan4 ,i que/ion$ h] ab\t h] daily occupations1 & %e in=m$ me t on leav+ me %e mu/ g1 ) h] bro!r1 h] si/]1 & gr&mo!r1 to ! diff]5t p = :om !y "w4 ,my plan 0 imm$iately settl$4 ,i told ! *ild t ,i w\ld g to see h] 9 ! ev5+1 & ,i s5t h] away ) fre% ?anks4 ,i plac$ ! wallfl[] 9 ! op5 w9d[1 :]e a ray ( sun%9e bid x welcome2 ! birds 7 s++ ar\nd1 ! sky _h cle>$ up1 & ! day1 :i* began s l[]+ly1 _h become bright4 ,i sang z ,i mov$ ab\t my room1 &1 hav+ ha/ily put on my hat & coat1 ,i w5t out4 ,?ree o'clock4--,all is settl$ ) my neighbor1 ! *imney-doctor2 he w repair my old /ove1 & answ]s = its be+ z good z new4 ,at five o'clock we are to set out1 & put x up 9 ,paulette's gr&mo!r's room4 ,midnight4--,all has gone (f well4 ,at ! h\r agre$ ^u1 ,i 0 at ! old b&box-mak]'s2 %e 0 /ill out4 ,my ,pi$montese ,9 ,p>is a *imney-sweep] is nam$ 8,pi$montese0 or 8,savoy>d10 z !y usually come f t c\ntry4 fix$ ! /ove1 :ile ,i arrang$ a doz5 logs 9 ! great fireplace1 tak5 f my w9t] /ock4 ,i %all make up = !m by w>m+ myself ) walk+1 or by go+ to b$ e>li]4 ,my he>t beat at e /ep t 0 he>d on ! /aircase2 ,i trembl$ le/ !y %\ld int]rupt me 9 my prep>ations1 & %\ld ?us spoil my int5d$ surprise4 ,b no6--see ev]y?+ ready3 ! light$ /ove murmurs g5tly1 ! little lamp burns ^u ! table1 & a bottle ( oil = x is provid$ on ! %elf4 ,! *imney-doctor is gone4 ,n[ my fe> le/ !y %\ld come is *ang$ into impati5ce at _! n com+4 ,at la/ ,i he> *ildr5's voices2 "h !y are3 !y pu% op5 ! door & ru% 9--b !y all /op 9 a/oni%m5t4 ,at ! sight ( ! lamp1 ! /ove1 & ! visitor1 :o /&s !re l a magician 9 ! mid/ ( ^! wond]s1 !y draw back almo/ fright5$4 ,paulette is ! fir/ to compreh5d x1 & ! arrival ( ! gr&mo!r1 :o is m sl[ly m\nt+ ! /airs1 f9i%es ! explanation4 ,!n come te>s1 ec/asies1 ?anks6 ,b ! wond]s are n yet end$4 ,! little si/] op5s ! ov51 & discov]s "s *e/nuts j roa/$2 ! gr&mo!r puts h] h& on ! bottles ( cid] arrang$ on ! dress]2 & ,i draw =? f ! basket t ,i h hidd5 a cold tongue1 a pot ( butt]1 & "s fre% rolls4 ,n[ _! wond] turns into admiration2 ! little family h nev] se5 su* a fea/6 ,!y lay ! clo?1 !y sit d[n1 !y eat2 x is a complete banquet = all1 & ea* contributes 8 %>e to x4 ,i _h br\ght only ! supp]3 & ! b&box-mak] & h] *ildr5 suppli$ ! enjoym5t4 ,:at bur/s ( laught] at no?+6 ,:at a hubbub ( que/ions :i* wait$ = no reply1 ( replies :i* answ]$ no "q6 ,! old woman h]self %>$ 9 ! wild m]rim5t ( ! little ones6 ,i h always be5 /ruck at ! ease ) :i* ! poor =get _! wret*$ness4 ,be+ us$ to live only = ! pres5t1 !y make a ga9 ( e pleasure z soon z x (f]s itself4 ,b ! surfeit$ ri* are m difficult to satisfy3 !y require "t & ev]y?+ to suit be=e !y w cons5t to be happy4 ,! ev5+ has pass$ l a mom5t4 ,! old woman told me ! hi/ory ( h] life1 sometimes smil+1 sometimes dry+ h] eyes4 ,p]r9e sang an old ballad ) h] fre% "y voice4 ,h5ry told u :at he kn[s ( ! great writ]s ( ! day1 to :om he has to c>ry _! pro(s4 ,at la/ we 7 oblig$ to sep>ate1 n )\t fre% ?anks on ! "p ( ! happy family4 ,i h come home sl[ly1 rum9at+ ) a full he>t1 & pure enjoym5t1 on ! simple ev5ts ( my ev5+4 ,x has giv5 me mu* com=t & mu* in/ruction4 ,n[1 no ,new-,ye>'s ,day w come amiss to me2 ,i "k t no "o is s unhappy z to h no?+ to give & no?+ to receive4 ,z ,i came 91 ,i met my ri* neighbor's new equipage4 ,%e1 too1 _h j return$ f h] ev5+'s p>ty2 &1 z %e sprang f ! c>riage-/ep ) fev]i% impati5ce1 ,i he>d h] murmur 8,at la/60 ,i1 :5 ,i left ,paulette's family1 said 8,s soon60 ,,*apt] ,,ii4 ,,! ,,c>nival ,febru>y #bj? ,:at a noise out ( doors6 ,:at is ! mean+ ( ^! %\ts & cries8 ,ah6 ,i recollect3 ?is is ! la/ day ( ! ,c>nival1 & ! mask]s are pass+4 ,*ri/ianity has n be5 able to aboli% ! noisy bac*analian fe/ivals ( ! pagan times1 b x has *ang$ ! names4 ,t :i* x has giv5 to ^! 8days ( lib]ty0 ann\nces ! end+ ( ! fea/s1 & ! mon? ( fa/+ :i* %\ld foll[2 c>n-ival means1 lit]ally1 8f>ewell to fle%60 ,x is a =ty days' f>ewell to ! 8bless$ pullets & fat hams10 s celebrat$ by ,pantagruel's m9/rel4 ,man prep>es = privation by satiety1 & f9i%es 8 s9 ?or\ghly be=e he beg9s to rep5t4 ,:y1 9 all ages & among e p1 d we meet ) "s "o ( ^! mad fe/ivals8 ,mu/ we believe t x requires su* an ef=t = m5 to be reasonable1 t ! weak] ones h ne$ ( re/ at int]vals8 ,! monks ( ,la ,trappe1 :o are condemn$ to sil5ce by _! rule1 are all[$ to speak once 9 a mon?1 & on ?is day !y all talk at once f ! ris+ to ! sett+ ( ! sun4 ,p]haps x is ! same 9 ! _w4 ,z we are oblig$ all ! ye> to be dec5t1 ord]ly1 & reasonable1 we make up = su* a long re/ra9t dur+ ! ,c>nival4 ,x is a door op5$ to ! incongru\s fancies & wi%es t h hi!rto be5 cr[d$ back into a corn] ( our bra94 ,= a mom5t ! slaves become ! ma/]s1 z 9 ! days ( ! ,saturnalia1 & all is giv5 up to ! 8fools ( ! family40 ,! %\ts 9 ! squ>e r$\ble2 ! troops ( masks increase--on foot1 9 c>riages1 & on horseback4 ,x is n[ :o c attract ! mo/ att5tion by mak+ a figure = a few h\rs1 or by excit+ curiosity or envy2 to-morr[ !y w all return1 dull & exhau/$1 to ! employm5ts & tr\bles ( ye/]day4 ,alas6 ?\ght ,i ) vexation1 ea* ( u is l ^! masqu]ad]s2 our :ole life is (t5 b an unsightly ,c>nival6 ,& yet man has ne$ ( holidays1 to relax 8 m9d1 re/ 8 body1 & op5 8 he>t4 ,c he n h !m1 !n1 ) ^! co>se pleasures8 ,economi/s h be5 long inquir+ :at is ! be/ disposal ( ! indu/ry ( ! human race4 ,ah6 if ,i c\ld only discov] ! be/ disposal ( its leisure6 ,x is easy en\gh to f9d x "w2 b :o w f9d x relaxation8 ,"w supplies ! daily bread2 b x is *e]fulness t gives x a reli%4 ,o philosoph]s6 g 9 que/ ( pleasure6 f9d u amusem5ts )\t brutality1 enjoym5ts )\t selfi%ness2 9 a ^w1 inv5t a ,c>nival t w please ev]ybody1 & br+ %ame to no "o4 ,?ree o'clock4--,i h j %ut my w9d[1 & /irr$ up my fire4 ,z ?is is a holiday = ev]ybody1 ,i w make x "o = myself1 too4 ,s ,i light ! little lamp ov] :i*1 on gr& occasions1 ,i make a cup ( ! c(fee t my portress's son br\ght f ! ,levant1 & ,i look 9 my bookcase = "o ( my favorite au?ors4 ,fir/1 "h is ! amus+ p>son ( ,meudon2 b 8 *>act]s are too fond ( talk+ slang3--,voltaire2 b he di%e>t5s m5 by always bant]+ !m3--,moli]e2 b he h9d]s "o's laught] by mak+ "o ?9k3--,lesage2 let u /op at him4 ,be+ pr(\nd r ?an grave1 he prea*es virtue :ile ridicul+ vice2 if bitt]ness is sometimes to be f\nd 9 8 writ+s1 x is always 9 ! g>b ( mir?3 he sees ! mis]ies ( ! _w )\t despis+ x1 & kn[s its c[>dly tricks )\t hat+ x4 ,let u call up all ! h]oes ( 8 book4444 ,gil ,blas1 ,fabrice1 ,sangrado1 ! ,ar*bi%op ( ,granada1 ! ,duke ( ,l]ma1 ,aurora1 ,scipio6 ,ye gay or graceful figures1 rise be=e my eyes1 p my solitude2 br+ hi!r = my amusem5t ! _w-c>nival1 ( :i* y are ! brilliant mask]s6 ,un=tunately1 at ! v mom5t ,i made ?is invocation1 ,i recollect$ ,i _h a lett] to write :i* c\ld n be put (f4 ,"o ( my attic neighbors came ye/]day to ask me to d x4 ,he is a *e]ful old man1 & has a passion = pictures & pr9ts4 ,he comes home almo/ e day ) a draw+ or pa9t+--probably ( little value2 = ,i "k he lives p5uri\sly1 & ev5 ! lett] t ,i am to write = him %[s 8 pov]ty4 ,8 only son1 :o 0 m>ri$ 9 ,engl&1 is j dead1 & 8 wid[--left )\t any means1 & ) an old "m & a *ild--_h writt5 to beg = a home4 ,m4 ,anto9e ask$ me fir/ to translate ! lett]1 & !n to write a refusal4 ,i _h promis$ t he %\ld h ?is answ] to-day3 be=e ev]y?+1 let u fulfil our promises4 ,! %eet ( 8,ba?0 pap] is be=e me1 ,i h dipp$ my p5 into ! ink1 & ,i rub my =ehead to invite =? a sally ( ideas1 :5 ,i p]ceive t ,i h n my diction>y4 ,n[1 a ,p>isian :o w\ld speak ,engli% )\t a diction>y is l a *ild )\t lead+-/r+s2 ! gr\nd trembles "u him1 & he /umbles at ! fir/ /ep4 ,i run !n to ! bookb9d]'s1 :]e ,i left my ,johnson1 :o lives close by 9 ! squ>e4 ,! door is half op52 ,i he> l[ groans2 ,i ent] )\t knock+1 & ,i see ! bookb9d] by ! b$side ( 8 fell[-lodg]4 ,?is latt] has a viol5t fev] & delirium4 ,pi]re looks at him p]plex$ & out ( humor4 ,i le>n f him t 8 comrade 0 n able to get up 9 ! morn+1 & t s9ce !n he has become worse e h\r4 ,i ask :e!r !y h s5t = a doctor4 8,oh1 yes1 inde$60 repli$ ,pi]re1 r\ghly2 8"o mu/ h money 9 "o's pocket = t1 & ?is fell[ has only debts in/ead ( sav+s40 8,b y10 said ,i1 r a/oni%$2 8are y n 8 fri5d80 8,fri5d60 int]rupt$ ! bookb9d]4 8,yes1 z mu* z ! %aft-horse is fri5d to ! lead]--on condition t ea* w take 8 %>e ( ! draught1 & eat 8 fe$ by himself40 8,y d n int5d1 h[ev]1 to leave him )\t any help80 8,bah6 he may keep 9 8 b$ till to-morr[1 z ,i'm go+ to ! ball40 8,y mean to leave him alone80 8,well6 mu/ ,i miss a p>ty ( pleasure at ,c\rtville--,a ,p>isian summ] resort4--because ?is fell[ is ligh!ad$80 ask$ ,pi]re1 %>ply4 8,i h promis$ to meet "s fri5ds at old ,desnoy]'s4 ,^? :o are sick may take _! bro?2 my physic is :ite w9e40 ,s say+1 he unti$ a bundle1 out ( :i* he took ! fancy co/ume ( a wat]man1 & proce$$ to dress himself 9 x4 ,9 va9 ,i tri$ to awak5 "s fell[-feel+ = ! un=tunate man :o lay groan+ !re close by him2 be+ entirely tak5 up ) ! ?\ghts ( 8 expect$ pleasure1 ,pi]re w\ld h>dly s mu* z he> me4 ,at la/ 8 co>se selfi%ness provok$ me4 ,i began reproa*+ in/ead ( remon/rat+ ) him1 & ,i decl>$ him responsible = ! consequ5ces :i* su* a des]tion mu/ br+ ^u ! sick man4 ,at ?is ! bookb9d]1 :o 0 j go+1 /opp$ ) an oa?1 & /amp$ 8 foot4 8,am ,i to sp5d my ,c>nival 9 heat+ wat] = footba?s1 pray80 8,y mu/ n leave y\r comrade to die )\t help60 ,i repli$4 8,let him g to ! hospital1 !n60 8,h[ c he by himself80 ,pi]re seem$ to make up 8 m9d4 8,well1 ,i'm go+ to take him10 resum$ he2 8besides1 ,i %all get rid ( him soon]4 ,come1 get up1 comrade60 ,he %ook 8 comrade1 :o _h n tak5 (f 8 clo!s4 ,i obs]v$ t he 0 too weak to walk1 b ! bookb9d] w\ld n li/53 he made him get up1 & half dragg$1 half support$ him to ! lodge ( ! port]1 :o ran = a hackney c>riage4 ,i saw ! sick man get into x1 almo/ fa9t+1 ) ! impati5t wat]man2 & !y bo? set (f1 "o p]haps to die1 ! o!r to d9e at ,c\rtville ,g>d5s6 ,six o'clock4--,i h be5 to knock at my neighbor's door1 :o op5$ x himself2 & ,i h giv5 him 8 lett]1 f9i%$ at la/1 & direct$ to 8 son's wid[4 ,m4 ,anto9e ?ank$ me gratefully1 & made me sit d[n4 ,x 0 ! fir/ "t ,i _h be5 into ! attic ( ! old amateur4 ,curta9s /a9$ ) damp & hang+ d[n 9 rags1 a cold /ove1 a b$ ( /raw1 two brok5 *airs1 compos$ all ! furniture4 ,at ! end ( ! room 7 a great numb] ( pr9ts 9 a heap1 & pa9t+s )\t frames turn$ aga9/ ! wall4 ,at ! mom5t ,i came 91 ! old man 0 mak+ 8 d9n] on "s h>d cru/s ( bread1 :i* he 0 soak+ 9 a glass ( #8eau sucree'4 ,he p]ceiv$ t my eyes fell ^u 8 h]mit f>e1 & he look$ a little a%am$4 8,!re is no?+ to tempt y 9 my supp]1 neighbor10 said he1 ) a smile4 ,i repli$ t at lea/ ,i ?\ght x a v philosophical "o = ! ,c>nival4 ,m4 ,anto9e %ook 8 head1 & w5t on aga9 ) 8 supp]4 8,e "o keeps 8 holidays 9 8 own way10 resum$ he1 beg9n+ aga9 to dip a cru/ into 8 glass4 8,!re are sev]al sorts ( epicures1 & n all fea/s are meant to regale ! palate2 !re are "s also = ! e>s & ! eyes40 ,i look$ involunt>ily r\nd me1 z if to seek = ! invisible banquet :i* c\ld make up to him = su* a supp]4 ,)\t d\bt he und]/ood me2 = he got up sl[ly1 &1 ) ! magi/]ial air ( a man confid5t 9 :at he is ab\t to d1 he rummag$ beh9d sev]al picture frames1 drew =? a pa9t+1 ov] :i* he pass$ 8 h&1 & sil5tly plac$ x "u ! light ( ! lamp4 ,x repres5t$ a f9e-look+ old man1 seat$ at table ) 8 wife1 8 daught]1 & 8 *ildr51 & s++ to ! accompanim5t ( musicians :o appe>$ 9 ! backgr\nd4 ,at fir/ sight ,i recogniz$ ! subject1 :i* ,i _h (t5 admir$ at ! ,l\vre1 & ,i decl>$ x to be a spl5did copy ( ,jorda5s4 8,a copy60 cri$ ,m4 ,anto9e2 8say an orig9al1 neighbor1 & an orig9al ret\*$ by ,rub5s6 ,look clos] at ! head ( ! old man1 ! dress ( ! "y woman1 & ! accessories4 ,"o c c\nt ! p5cil-/rokes ( ! ,h]cules ( pa9t]s4 ,x is n only a ma/]piece1 sir2 x is a treasure--a relic6 ,! picture at ! ,l\vre may be a pe>l1 ?is is a diamond60 ,& re/+ x aga9/ ! /ove1 s z to place x 9 ! be/ light1 he fell aga9 to soak+ 8 cru/s1 )\t tak+ 8 eyes (f ! wond]ful picture4 ,"o w\ld h said t ! sight ( x gave ! cru/s an unexpect$ reli%1 = he *ew$ !m sl[ly1 & empti$ 8 glass by little sips4 ,8 %rivell$ features became smoo?1 8 no/rils exp&$2 x 0 inde$1 z he said himself1 8a fea/ = ! eyes40 8,y see t ,i also h my treat10 he resum$1 nodd+ 8 head ) an air ( triumph4 8,o!rs may run aft] d9n]s & balls2 z = me1 ?is is ! pleasure ,i give myself = my ,c>nival40 8,b if ?is pa9t+ is really s preci\s10 repli$ ,i1 8x ought to be wor? a high price40 8,eh6 eh60 said ,m4 ,anto9e1 ) an air ( pr\d indiff]5ce4 8,9 good times1 a good judge might value x at some:]e ab\t tw5ty ?\s& francs40 ,i />t$ back4 8,& y h b\ght x80 cri$ ,i4 8,= no?+10 repli$ he1 l[]+ 8 voice4 8,^! brok]s are asses2 m9e mi/ook ?is = a /ud5t's copy2 he let me h x = fifty l\is1 ready money6 ,?is morn+ ,i took !m to him1 & n[ he wi%es to be (f ! b>ga940 8,?is morn+60 repeat$ ,i1 involunt>ily ca/+ my eyes on ! lett] conta9+ ! refusal t ,m4 ,anto9e _h made me write to 8 son's wid[1 :i* 0 /ill on ! little table4 ,he took no notice ( my exclamation1 & w5t on contemplat+ ! "w ( ,jorda5s 9 an ec/asy4 8,:at a k ( *i>oscuro60 he murmur$1 bit+ 8 la/ cru/ 9 delight4 8,:at relief6 :at fire6 ,:]e c "o f9d su* transp>5cy ( color6 su* magical lights6 su* =ce6 su* nature60 ,z ,i 0 li/5+ to him 9 sil5ce1 he mi/ook my a/oni%m5t = admiration1 & clapp$ me on ! %\ld]4 8,y are dazzl$10 said he m]rily2 8y did n expect su* a treasure6 ,:at d y say to ! b>ga9 ,i h made80 8,p>don me10 repli$ ,i1 gravely2 8b ,i ?9k y might h done bett]40 ,m4 ,anto9e rais$ 8 head4 8,h[60 cri$ he2 8d y take me = a man likely to be deceiv$ ab\t ! m]it or value ( a pa9t+80 8,i nei!r d\bt y\r ta/e nor y\r skill2 b ,i _c help ?9k+ t1 = ! price ( ?is picture ( a family p>ty1 y might h _h--0 8,:at !n80 8,! family itself1 sir40 ,! old amateur ca/ a look at me1 n ( ang]1 b ( contempt4 ,9 8 eyes ,i _h evid5tly j prov$ myself a b>b>ian1 incapable ( und]/&+ ! arts1 & unwor?y ( enjoy+ !m4 ,he got up )\t answ]+ me1 ha/ily took up ! ,jorda5s1 & replac$ x 9 its hid+-place beh9d ! pr9ts4 ,x 0 a sort ( dismissal2 ,i took leave ( him1 & w5t away4 ,sev5 o'clock4--,:5 ,i come 9 aga91 ,i f9d my wat] boil+ ov] my lamp1 & ,i busy myself 9 gr9d+ my ,mo*a1 & sett+ out my c(fee-?+s4 ,! gett+ c(fee ready is ! mo/ delicate & mo/ attractive ( dome/ic op]ations to "o :o lives alone3 x is ! gr& "w ( a ba*elor's h\sekeep+4 ,c(fee is1 s to say1 j ! mid-po9t betwe5 bodily & spiritual n\ri%m5t4 ,x acts agreeably1 & at ! same "t1 ^u ! s5ses & ! ?\ghts4 ,its v fragrance gives a sort ( delightful activity to ! wits2 x is a g5ius t l5ds w+s to our fancy1 & transports x to ! l& ( ! ,arabian ,nights4 ,:5 ,i am buri$ 9 my old easy-*air1 my feet on ! f5d] be=e a blaz+ fire1 my e> soo!d by ! s++ ( ! c(fee-pot1 :i* seems to gossip ) my fire-irons1 ! s5se ( smell g5tly excit$ by ! aroma ( ! ,arabian bean1 & my eyes %ad$ by my cap pull$ d[n ov] !m1 x (t5 seems z if ea* cl\d ( ! fragrant /eam took a di/9ct =m4 ,z 9 ! mirages ( ! des]t1 9 ea* z x rises1 ,i see "s image ( :i* my m9d _h be5 long+ = ! reality4 ,at fir/ ! vapor increases1 & its color deep5s4 ,i see a cottage on a hillside3 beh9d is a g>d5 %ut 9 by a :ite?orn h$ge1 & ?r\gh ! g>d5 runs a brook1 on ! banks ( :i* ,i he> ! bees humm+4 ,!n ! view op5s /ill m4 ,see ^? fields plant$ ) apple-trees1 9 :i* ,i c di/+ui% a pl\gh & horses wait+ = _! ma/]6 ,f>!r on1 9 a "p ( ! wood :i* r+s ) ! s\nd ( ! axe1 ,i p]ceive ! woodsman's hut1 ro($ ) turf & bran*es2 &1 9 ! mid/ ( all ^! rural pictures1 ,i seem to see a figure ( myself glid+ ab\t4 ,x is my gho/ walk+ 9 my dream6 ,! bubbl+ ( ! wat]1 ready to boil ov]1 compels me to break (f my m$itations1 9 ord] to fill up ! c(fee-pot4 ,i !n rememb] t ,i h no cream2 ,i take my t9 c (f ! hook & g d[n to ! milkwoman's4 ,"m ,d5is is a hale c\ntrywoman f ,savoy1 :i* %e left :5 q "y2 &1 contr>y to ! cu/om ( ! ,savoy>ds1 %e has n gone back to x aga94 ,%e has nei!r husb& nor *ild1 not)/&+ ! title !y give h]2 b h] k9dness1 :i* nev] sleeps1 makes h] wor?y ( ! "n ( "m4 ,a brave creature6 ,left by h]self 9 ! battle ( life1 %e makes good h] humble place 9 x by work+1 s++1 help+ o!rs1 & leav+ ! re/ to ,god4 ,at ! door ( ! milk-%op ,i he> l\d bur/s ( laught]4 ,9 "o ( ! corn]s ( ! %op ?ree *ildr5 are sitt+ on ! gr\nd4 ,!y we> ! sooty dress ( ,savoy>d boys1 & 9 _! h&s !y hold l>ge slices ( bread & *eese4 ,! y\nge/ is besme>$ up to ! eyes ) 81 & t is ! reason ( _! mir?4 ,"m ,d5is po9ts !m out to me4 8,look at ! little lambs1 h[ !y enjoy !mselves60 said %e1 putt+ h] h& on ! head ( ! little glutton4 8,he has _h no breakfa/10 puts 9 "o ( ! o!rs by way ( excuse4 8,poor little ?+10 said ! milkwoman2 8he is left alone 9 ! /reets ( ,p>is1 :]e he c f9d no o!r fa!r ?an ! ,all-good ,god60 8,& t is :y y make y\rself a "m to !m80 ,i repli$1 g5tly4 8,:at ,i d is little en\gh10 said ,"m ,d5is1 measur+ out my milk2 8b e day ,i get "s ( !m toge!r out ( ! /reet1 t = once !y may h en\gh to eat4 ,de> *ildr56 _! mo!rs w make up = x 9 heav54 ,n to m5tion t !y recall my native m\nta9s to me3 :5 !y s+ & dance1 ,i seem to see our old fa!r aga940 ,"h h] eyes fill$ ) te>s4 8,s y are repaid by y\r recollections = ! good y d !m80 resum$ ,i4 8,yes6 yes60 said %e1 8& by _! happ9ess1 too6 ,! laught] ( ^! little ones1 sir1 is l a bird's song2 x makes y gay1 & gives y he>t to live40 ,z %e spoke %e cut "s fre% slices ( bread & *eese1 & add$ "s apples & a h&ful ( nuts to !m4 8,come1 my little de>s10 %e cri$1 8put ^! into y\r pockets aga9/ to-morr[40 ,!n1 turn+ to me3 8,to-day ,i am ru9+ myself10 add$ %e2 8b we mu/ all h our ,c>nival40 ,i came away )\t say+ a ^w3 ,i 0 too mu* affect$4 ,at la/ ,i h discov]$ :at true pleasure is4 ,aft] behold+ ! egotism ( s5suality & ( intellect1 ,i h f\nd ! happy self-sacrifice ( goodness4 ,pi]re1 ,m4 ,anto9e1 & ,"m ,d5is _h all kept _! ,c>nival2 b = ! fir/ two1 x 0 only a fea/ = ! s5ses or ! m9d2 :ile = ! ?ird1 x 0 a fea/ = ! he>t4 ,,*apt] ,,iii4 ,,:at ,,we ,,may ,,le>n ,,by ,,look+ ,,out ,,( ,,w9d[ ,m>* #c;d ,a poet has said t life is ! dream ( a %ad[3 he w\ld bett] h comp>$ x to a night ( fev]6 ,:at alt]nate fits ( re/lessness & sleep6 :at discom=t6 :at sudd5 />ts6 :at ev]-return+ ?ir/6 :at a *aos ( m\rnful & confus$ fancies6 ,we c nei!r sleep nor wake2 we seek 9 va9 = repose1 & we /op %ort on ! br9k ( action4 ,two ?irds ( human exi/5ce are wa/$ 9 hesitation1 & ! la/ ?ird 9 rep5t+4 ,:5 ,i say human exi/5ce1 ,i mean my own6 ,we are s made t ea* ( u reg>ds himself z ! mirror ( ! community3 :at passes 9 our m9ds infallibly seems to u a hi/ory ( ! univ]se4 ,e man is l ! drunk>d :o reports an e>?quake1 because he feels himself /agg]+4 ,& :y am ,i unc]ta9 & re/less--,i1 a poor day-labor] 9 ! _w--:o fill an obscure /ation 9 a corn] ( x1 & ^: "w x avails itself (1 )\t he$+ ! workman8 ,i w tell y1 my unse5 fri5d1 = :om ^! l9es are writt52 my unkn[n bro!r1 on :om ! solit>y call 9 sorr[2 my imag9>y confidant1 to :om all monologues are address$ & :o is b ! %ad[ ( our own consci5ce4 ,a great ev5t has happ5$ 9 my life6 ,a crossroad has sudd5ly op5$ 9 ! middle ( ! monoton\s way along :i* ,i 0 travell+ quietly1 & )\t ?9k+ ( x4 ,two roads pres5t !mselves1 & ,i mu/ *oose betwe5 !m4 ,"o is only ! cont9uation ( t ,i h foll[$ till n[2 ! o!r is wid]1 & exhibits wondr\s prospects4 ,on ! fir/ !re is no?+ to fe>1 b also little to hope2 on ! o!r are great dang]s & great =tune4 ,briefly1 ! "q is1 :e!r ,i %all give up ! humble (fice 9 :i* ,i ?\ght to die1 = "o ( ^? bold speculations 9 :i* *ance alone is bank]6 ,ev] s9ce ye/]day ,i h consult$ ) myself2 ,i h comp>$ ! two & ,i rema9 undecid$4 ,:]e %all ,i f9d light--:o w advise me8 ,sunday1 #d?4--,see ! sun com+ out f ! ?ick fogs ( w9t]6 ,spr+ ann\nces its approa*2 a s(t breeze skims ov] ! ro(s1 & my wallfl[] beg9s to bl[ aga94 ,we are ne> t sweet season ( fre% gre51 ( :i* ! poets ( ! sixte5? c5tury sang ) s mu* feel+3 ,n[ ! gladsome mon? ( ,may ,all ?+s newly do? array2 ,faire/ lady1 let me too ,9 ?y love my life r5ew4 ,! *irp+ ( ! sp>r[s calls me3 !y claim ! crumbs ,i scatt] to !m e morn+4 ,i op5 my w9d[1 & ! prospect ( ro(s op5s out be=e me 9 all its spl5dor4 ,he :o has liv$ only on a fir/ floor has no idea ( ! picturesque v>iety ( su* a view4 ,he has nev] contemplat$ ^! tile-color$ heights :i* int]sect ea* o!r2 he has n foll[$ ) 8 eyes ^! gutt]-valleys1 :]e ! fre% v]dure ( ! attic g>d5s waves1 ! deep %ad[s :i* ev5+ spreads ov] ! slat$ slopes1 & ! sp>kl+ ( w9d[s :i* ! sett+ sun has k9dl$ to a blaze ( fire4 ,he has n /udi$ ! flora ( ^! ,alps ( civilization1 c>pet$ by li*5s & mosses2 he is n acqua9t$ ) ! myriad inhabitants t p !m1 f ! microscopic insect to ! dome/ic cat--t reyn>d ( ! ro(s :o is always on ! pr[l1 or 9 ambu%2 he has n witness$ ! ?\s& aspects ( a cle> or a cl\dy sky2 nor ! ?\s& effects ( light1 t make ^! upp] regions a !atre ) ev]-*ang+ sc5es6 ,h[ _m times h my days ( leisure pass$ away 9 contemplat+ ?is wond]ful sight2 9 discov]+ its d>k] or bright] episodes2 9 seek+1 9 %ort1 9 ?is unkn[n _w = ! impressions ( travel t weal?y t\ri/s look = l[]6 ,n9e o'clock4--,b :y1 !n1 h n my w+$ neighbors pick$ up ! crumbs ,i h scatt]$ = !m be=e my w9d[8 ,i see !m fly away1 come back1 p]* ^u ! l$ges ( ! w9d[s1 & *irp at ! sight ( ! fea/ !y are usually s ready to dev\r6 ,x is n my pres5ce t fright5s !m2 ,i h accu/om$ !m to eat out ( my h&4 ,!n1 :y ?is fe>ful susp5se8 ,9 va9 ,i look ar\nd3 ! ro( is cle>1 ! w9d[s ne> are clos$4 ,i crumble ! bread t rema9s f my breakfa/ to attract !m by an ampl] fea/4 ,_! *irp+s increase1 !y b5d d[n _! heads1 ! bolde/ approa* ^u ! w+1 b )\t d>+ to alight4 ,come1 come1 my sp>r[s are ! victims ( "o ( ! fooli% panics :i* make ! funds fall at ! ,b\rse6 ,x is pla9 t birds are n m reasonable ?an m56 ,) ?is reflection ,i 0 ab\t to %ut my w9d[1 :5 sudd5ly ,i p]ceiv$1 9 a spot ( sun%9e on my "r1 ! %ad[ ( two prick$-up e>s2 !n a paw advanc$1 !n ! head ( a tabby-cat %[$ itself at ! corn] ( ! gutt]4 ,! cunn+ fell[ 0 ly+ !re 9 wait1 hop+ ! crumbs w\ld br+ him "s game4 ,& ,i _h accus$ my gue/s ( c[>dice6 ,i 0 s sure t no dang] c\ld m5ace !m6 ,i ?\ght ,i _h look$ well ev]y:]e6 ,i _h only =gott5 ! corn] beh9d me6 ,9 life1 z on ! ro(s1 h[ _m mis=tunes come f hav+ =gott5 a s+le corn]6 ,t5 o'clock4--,i _c leave my w9d[2 ! ra9 & ! cold h kept x %ut s long t ,i mu/ reconnoitre all ! environs to be able to take possession ( !m aga94 ,my eyes se>* 9 succession all ! po9ts ( ! jumbl$ & confus$ prospect1 pass+ on or /opp+ accord+ to :at !y light ^u4 ,ah6 see ! w9d[s ^u :i* !y =m]ly lov$ to re/2 !y are ^? ( two unkn[n neighbors1 ^: diff]5t habits !y h long rem>k$4 ,"o is a poor "w-woman1 :o rises be=e sunrise1 & ^: pr(ile is %ad[$ ^u h] little musl9 w9d[-curta9 f> into ! ev5+2 ! o!r is a "y song/ress1 ^: vocal fl\ri%es sometimes rea* my attic by snat*es4 ,:5 _! w9d[s are op51 t ( ! "w-woman discov]s a humble b dec5t abode2 ! o!r1 an elegantly furni%$ room4 ,b to-day a cr[d ( tradespeople ?rong ! latt]3 !y take d[n ! silk hang+s & c>ry (f ! furniture1 & ,i n[ rememb] t ! "y s+] pass$ "u my w9d[ ?is morn+ ) h] veil d[n1 & walk+ ) ! ha/y /ep ( "o :o suff]s "s inw>d tr\ble4 ,ah6 ,i guess x all4 ,h] means are exhau/$ 9 elegant fancies1 or h be5 tak5 away by "s unexpect$ mis=tune1 & n[ %e has fall5 f luxury to indig5ce4 ,:ile ! "w-woman manages n only to keep h] little room1 b also to furni% x ) dec5t com=t by h] /eady toil1 t ( ! s+] is become ! prop]ty ( brok]s4 ,! "o sp>kl$ = a mom5t on ! wave ( prosp]ity2 ! o!r sails sl[ly b safely along ! coa/ ( a humble & labori\s indu/ry4 ,alas6 is !re n "h a lesson = u all8 ,is x really 9 haz>d\s exp]im5ts1 at ! end ( :i* we %all meet ) weal? or ru91 t ! wise man %\ld employ 8 ye>s ( /r5g? & fre$om8 ,ought he to consid] life z a regul> employm5t :i* br+s its daily wages1 or z a game 9 :i* ! future is det]m9$ by a few ?r[s8 ,:y seek ! risk ( extreme *ances8 ,= :at end ha/5 to ri*es by dang]\s roads8 ,is x really c]ta9 t happ9ess is ! prize ( brilliant successes1 r ?an ( a wisely accept$ pov]ty8 ,ah6 if m5 b knew 9 :at a small dwell+ joy c live1 & h[ little x co/s to furni% x6 ,twelve o'clock4--,i h be5 walk+ up & d[n my attic = a long "t1 ) my arms fold$ & my eyes on ! gr\nd6 ,my d\bts increase1 l %ad[s encroa*+ m & m on "s bright space2 my fe>s multiply2 & ! unc]ta9ty becomes e mom5t m pa9ful to me6 ,x is necess>y = me to decide to-day1 & be=e ! ev5+6 ,i hold ! dice ( my future fate 9 my h&s1 & ,i d>e n ?r[ !m4 ,?ree o'clock4--,! sky has become cl\dy1 & a cold w9d beg9s to bl[ f ! we/2 all ! w9d[s :i* 7 op5$ to ! sun%9e ( a beautiful day are %ut aga94 ,only on ! opposite side ( ! /reet1 ! lodg] on ! la/ /ory has n yet left 8 balcony4 ,"o kn[s him to be a soldi] by 8 regul> walk1 8 gray m\/a*es1 & ! ribbon t decorates 8 buttonhole4 ,inde$1 "o might h guess$ z mu* f ! c>e he takes ( ! little g>d5 :i* is ! ornam5t ( 8 balcony 9 mid-air2 = !re are two ?+s especially lov$ by all old soldi]s--fl[]s & *ildr54 ,!y h be5 s long1 oblig$ to look ^u ! e>? z a field ( battle1 & s long cut (f f ! peaceful pleasures ( a quiet lot1 t !y seem to beg9 life at an age :5 o!rs end x4 ,! ta/es ( _! e>ly ye>s1 :i* 7 arre/$ by ! /]n duties ( w>1 sudd5ly break out aga9 ) _! :ite hairs1 & are l ! sav+s ( y\? :i* !y sp5d aga9 9 old age4 ,besides1 !y h be5 condemn$ to be de/roy]s = s long t p]haps !y feel a secret pleasure 9 creat+1 & see+ life spr+ up aga93 ! beauty ( weakness has a grace & an attraction ! m = ^? :o h be5 ! ag5ts ( unb5d+ =ce2 & ! wat*+ ov] ! frail g]ms ( life has all ! *>ms ( novelty = ^! old workm5 ( dea?4 ,!re=e ! cold w9d has n driv5 my neighbor f 8 balcony4 ,he is digg+ up ! e>? 9 8 gre5 boxes1 & c>efully s[+ ! se$s ( ! sc>let na/urtium1 convolvulus1 & sweet-pea4 ,h5ce=? he w come e day to wat* = _! fir/ spr\t+1 to protect ! "y %oots f we$s or insects1 to arrange ! /r+s = ! t5drils to climb on1 & c>efully to regulate _! supply ( wat] & heat6 ,h[ mu* labor to br+ 9 ! desir$ h>ve/6 ,= t1 h[ _m times %all ,i see him brave cold or heat1 w9d or sun1 z he does to-day6 ,b !n1 9 ! hot summ] days1 :5 ! bl9d+ du/ :irls 9 cl\ds ?r\gh our /reets1 :5 ! eye1 dazzl$ by ! gl>e ( :ite /ucco1 kn[s n :]e to re/1 & ! gl[+ ro(s reflect _! heat ^u u to burn+1 ! old soldi] w sit 9 8 arbor & p]ceive no?+ b gre5 leaves & fl[]s ar\nd him1 & ! breeze w come cool & fre% to him ?r\gh ^! p]fum$ %ades4 ,8 assidu\s c>e w be rew>d$ at la/4 ,we mu/ s[ ! se$s1 & t5d ! gr[?1 if we w\ld enjoy ! fl[]4 ,f\r o'clock4--,! cl\ds t h be5 ga!r+ 9 ! horizon = a long "t are become d>k]2 x ?und]s l\dly1 & ! ra9 p\rs d[n6 ,^? :o are caught 9 x fly 9 e direction1 "s laugh+ & "s cry+4 ,i always f9d p>ticul> amusem5t 9 ^! helt]-skelt]s1 caus$ by a sudd5 /orm4 ,x seems z if ea* "o1 :5 ?us tak5 by surprise1 loses ! factiti\s "* t ! _w or habit has giv5 him1 & appe>s 9 8 true colors4 ,see1 = example1 t big man ) delib]ate /ep1 :o sudd5ly =gets 8 indiff]5ce1 made to ord]1 & runs l a s*oolboy6 ,he is a ?rifty city g5tleman1 :o1 ) all 8 fa%ionable airs1 is afraid to spoil 8 hat4 ,t pretty woman yond]1 on ! contr>y1 ^: looks are s mode/1 & ^: dress is s elaborate1 slack5s h] pace ) ! increas+ /orm4 ,%e seems to f9d pleasure 9 brav+ x1 & does n ?9k ( h] velvet cloak spott$ by ! hail6 ,%e is evid5tly a lioness 9 %eep's clo?+4 ,"h1 a "y man1 :o 0 pass+1 /ops to cat* "s ( ! hail/ones 9 8 h&1 & exam9es !m4 ,by 8 quick & bus9ess-l walk j n[1 y w\ld h tak5 him = a tax-ga!r] on 8 r\nds1 :5 he is a "y philosoph]1 /udy+ ! effects ( electricity4 ,& ^? s*oolboys :o leave _! ranks to run aft] ! sudd5 gu/s ( a ,m>* :irlw9d2 ^? girls1 j n[ s demure1 b :o n[ fly ) bur/s ( laught]2 ^? national gu>ds1 :o quit ! m>tial attitude ( _! days ( duty to take refuge "u a por*6 ,! /orm has caus$ all ^! trans=mations4 ,see1 x increases6 ,! h>die/ are oblig$ to seek %elt]4 ,i see e "o ru%+ t[>d ! %op 9 front ( my w9d[1 :i* a bill ann\nces is to let4 ,x is = ! f\r? "t )9 a few mon?s4 ,a ye> ago all ! skill ( ! jo9] & ! art ( ! pa9t] 7 employ$ 9 beautify+ x1 b _! works are already de/roy$ by ! leav+ ( s _m t5ants2 ! cornices ( ! front are disfigur$ by mud2 ! arabesques on ! doorway are spoil$ by bills po/$ ^u !m to ann\nce ! sale ( ! effects4 ,! spl5did %op has lo/ "s ( its embelli%m5ts ) ea* *ange ( ! t5ant4 ,see x n[ empty1 & left op5 to ! pass]sby4 ,h[ mu* does its fate resemble t ( s _m :o1 l x1 only *ange _! occupation to ha/5 ! fa/] to ru96 ,i am /ruck by ?is la/ reflection3 s9ce ! morn+ ev]y?+ seems to speak to me1 & ) ! same w>n+ tone4 ,ev]y?+ says3 8,take c>e6 be cont5t ) y\r happy1 ?\gh humble lot2 happ9ess c be reta9$ only by con/ancy2 d n =sake y\r old patrons = ! protection ( ^? :o are unkn[n60 ,are !y ! outw>d objects :i* speak ?us1 or does ! w>n+ come f )98 ,is x n ,i myself :o give ?is language to all t surr\nds me8 ,! _w is b an in/rum5t1 to :i* we give s\nd at w4 ,b :at does x signify if x tea*es u wisdom8 ,! l[ voice t speaks 9 our brea/s is always a fri5dly voice1 = x tells u :at we are1 t is to say1 :at is our capability4 ,bad conduct results1 = ! mo/ "p1 f mi/ak+ our call+4 ,!re are s _m fools & knaves1 because !re are s few m5 :o "k !mselves4 ,! "q is n to discov] :at w suit u1 b = :at we are suit$6 ,:at %\ld ,i d among ^! _m exp]i5c$ f9ancial speculators8 ,i am only a poor sp>r[1 born among ! h\setops1 & %\ld always fe> ! enemy cr\*+ 9 ! d>k corn]2 ,i am a prud5t workman1 & %\ld ?9k ( ! bus9ess ( my neighbors :o s sudd5ly disappe>$2 ,i am a timid obs]v]1 & %\ld call to m9d ! fl[]s s sl[ly rais$ by ! old soldi]1 or ! %op br\ght to ru9 by con/ant *ange ( ma/]s4 ,away f me1 ye banquets1 ov] :i* hangs ! sword ( ,damocles6 ,i am a c\ntry m\se4 ,give me my nuts & holl[ tree1 & ,i ask no?+ besides--except security4 ,& :y ?is insatiable crav+ = ri*es8 ,does a man dr9k m :5 he dr9ks f a l>ge glass8 ,:5ce comes t univ]sal dread ( m$iocrity1 ! fruitful "m ( peace & lib]ty8 ,ah6 !re is ! evil :i*1 above e o!r1 x %\ld be ! aim ( bo? public & private education to anticipate6 ,if t 7 got rid (1 :at treasons w\ld be sp>$1 :at bas5ess avoid$1 :at a *a9 ( excess & crime w\ld be =ev] brok56 ,we aw>d ! palm to *>ity1 & to self-sacrifice2 b1 above all1 let u aw>d x to mod]ation1 = x is ! great social virtue4 ,ev5 :5 x does n create ! o!rs1 x /&s in/ead ( !m4 ,six o'clock4--,i h writt5 a lett] ( ?anks to ! promot]s ( ! new speculation1 & h decl9$ _! (f]6 ,?is decision has re/or$ my peace ( m9d4 ,i /opp$ s++1 l ! cobbl]1 z long z ,i ent]ta9$ ! hope ( ri*es3 x is gone1 & happ9ess is come back6 ,o belov$ & g5tle ,pov]ty6 p>don me = hav+ = a mom5t wi%$ to fly f !e1 z ,i w\ld f ,want4 ,/ay "h =ev] ) ?y *>m+ si/]s1 ,pity1 ,pati5ce1 ,sobriety1 & ,solitude2 be ye my que5s & my in/ructors2 tea* me ! /]n duties ( life2 remove f> f my abode ! weakness ( he>t & gidd9ess ( head :i* foll[ prosp]ity4 ,holy ,pov]ty6 tea* me to endure )\t compla9+1 to imp>t )\t grudg+1 to seek ! end ( life high] ?an 9 pleasure1 f>!r (f ?an 9 p[]4 ,?\ give/ ! body /r5g?1 ?\ make/ ! m9d m firm2 &1 ?anks to !e1 ?is life1 to :i* ! ri* atta* !mselves z to a rock1 becomes a b>k ( :i* dea? may cut ! cable )\t awak5+ all our fe>s4 ,cont9ue to su/a9 me1 ,o ?\ :om ,*ri/ ha? call$ ,bless$6 ,,*apt] ,,iv4 ,,let ,,u ,,love ,,"o ,,ano!r ,april #i? ,! f9e ev5+s are come back2 ! trees beg9 to put =? _! %oots2 hyac9?s1 jonquils1 violets1 & lilacs p]fume ! baskets ( ! fl[]-girls--all ! _w h begun _! walks aga9 on ! quays & b\lev>ds4 ,aft] d9n]1 ,i1 too1 desc5d f my attic to brea! ! ev5+ air4 ,x is ! h\r :5 ,p>is is se5 9 all its beauty4 ,dur+ ! day ! pla/] fronts ( ! h\ses we>y ! eye by _! monoton\s :it5ess2 heavily lad5 c>ts make ! /reets %ake "u _! huge :eels2 ! eag] cr[d1 tak5 up by ! "o fe> ( los+ a mom5t f bus9ess1 cross & jo/le "o ano!r2 ! aspect ( ! city altoge!r has some?+ h>%1 re/less1 & flurri$ ab\t x4 ,b1 z soon z ! />s appe>1 ev]y?+ is *ang$2 ! gl>e ( ! :ite h\ses is qu5*$ 9 ! ga!r+ %ades2 y he> no m any roll+ b t ( ! c>riages on _! way to "s p>ty ( pleasure2 y see only ! l\ng] or ! light-he>t$ pass+ by2 "w has giv5 place to leisure4 ,n[ ea* "o may brea! aft] ! fi]ce race ?r\gh ! bus9ess ( ! day1 & :atev] /r5g? rema9s to him he gives to pleasure6 ,see ! ballrooms light$ up1 ! !atres op51 ! eat+-%ops along ! walks set out ) da9ties1 & ! tw9kl+ lant]ns ( ! newspap] cri]s4 ,decid$ly ,p>is has laid aside ! p51 ! rul]1 & ! apron2 aft] ! day sp5t 9 "w1 x mu/ h ! ev5+ = enjoym5t2 l ! ma/]s ( ,!bes1 x has put (f all s]i\s matt] till tomorr[4 ,i love to take "p 9 ?is happy h\r2 n to mix 9 ! g5]al gayety1 b to contemplate x4 ,if ! enjoym5ts ( o!rs embitt] jeal\s m9ds1 !y /r5g!n ! humble _s2 !y are ! beams ( sun%9e1 :i* op5 ! two beautiful fl[]s call$ tru/ & hope4 ,al?\gh alone 9 ! mid/ ( ! smil+ multitude1 ,i d n feel myself isolat$ f x1 = its gayety is reflect$ ^u me3 x is my own k9d1 my own family1 :o are enjoy+ life1 & ,i take a bro!r's %>e 9 _! happ9ess4 ,we are all fell[-soldi]s 9 ?is e>?ly battle1 & :at does x matt] on :om ! honors ( ! victory fall8 ,if ,=tune passes by )\t see+ u1 & p\rs h] favors on o!rs1 let u console ourselves1 l ! fri5d ( ,p>m5io1 by say+1 8,^?1 too1 are ,alex&]s40 ,:ile mak+ ^! reflections1 ,i 0 go+ on z *ance took me4 ,i cross$ f "o pavem5t to ano!r1 ,i retrac$ my /eps1 ,i /opp$ be=e ! %ops or to read ! h&bills4 ,h[ _m ?+s !re are to le>n 9 ! /reets ( ,p>is6 ,:at a museum x is6 ,unkn[n fruits1 =eign arms1 furniture ( old times or o!r l&s1 animals ( all climates1 /atues ( great m51 co/umes ( di/ant nations6 ,x is ! _w se5 9 samples6 ,let u !n look at ?is p1 ^: k is ga9$ f ! %op-w9d[s & ! tradesman's display ( goods4 ,no?+ has be5 taught !m1 b !y h a rude notion ( ev]y?+4 ,!y h se5 p9eapples at ,*evet's1 a palm-tree 9 ! ,j>d9 des ,plantes1 sug>-canes sell+ on ! ,pont-,neuf4 ,! ,r$sk9s1 exhibit$ 9 ! ,val5t9e ,hall1 h taught !m to mimic ! dance ( ! bison1 & to smoke ! calumet ( peace2 !y h se5 ,c>t]'s lions f$2 !y "k ! pr9cipal national co/umes conta9$ 9 ,bab9's collection2 ,g\pil's display ( pr9ts has plac$ ! tig]-hunts ( ,africa & ! sitt+s ( ! ,engli% ,p>liam5t be=e _! eyes2 !y h become acqua9t$ ) ,que5 ,victoria1 ! ,emp]or ( ,au/ria1 & ,kossu?1 at ! (fice-door ( ! ,illu/rat$ ,news4 ,we c c]ta9ly in/ruct !m1 b n a/oni% !m2 = no?+ is completely new to !m4 ,y may take ! ,p>is ragamuff9 ?r\gh ! five qu>t]s ( ! _w1 & at e wond] ) :i* y ?9k to surprise him1 he w settle ! matt] ) t favorite & conclusive answ] ( 8 class--8,i "k40 ,b ?is v>iety ( exhibitions1 :i* makes ,p>is ! fair ( ! _w1 does n (f] m]ely a means ( in/ruction to him :o walks ?r\gh x2 x is a cont9ual spur = r\s+ ! imag9ation1 a fir/ /ep ( ! ladd] always set up be=e u 9 a vision4 ,:5 we see !m1 h[ _m voyages d we take 9 imag9ation1 :at adv5tures d we dream (1 :at pictures d we sket*6 ,i nev] look at t %op ne> ! ,*9ese ba?s1 ) its tape/ry hang+s ( ,florida jessam9e1 & fill$ ) magnolias1 )\t see+ ! =e/ glades ( ! ,new ,_w1 describ$ by ! au?or ( ,atala1 op5+ !mselves out be=e me4 ,!n1 :5 ?is /udy ( ?+s & ?is disc\rse ( reason beg9 to tire y1 look ar\nd y6 ,:at contra/s ( figures & faces y see 9 ! cr[d6 ,:at a va/ field = ! ex]cise ( m$itation6 ,a half-se5 glance1 or a few words caught z ! speak] passes by1 op5 a ?\s& vi/as to y\r imag9ation4 ,y wi% to compreh5d :at ^! imp]fect disclosures mean1 &1 z ! antiqu>y endeavors to deciph] ! mutilat$ inscription on "s old monum5t1 y build up a hi/ory on a ge/ure or on a ^w6 ,^! are ! /irr+ sports ( ! m9d1 :i* f9ds 9 fiction a relief f ! we>isome dullness ( ! actual4 ,alas6 z ,i 0 j n[ pass+ by ! c>riage-entrance ( a great h\se1 ,i notic$ a sad subject = "o ( ^! hi/ories4 ,a man 0 sitt+ 9 ! d>ke/ corn]1 ) 8 head b>e1 & hold+ out 8 hat = ! *>ity ( ^? :o pass$4 ,8 ?readb>e coat _h t look ( neatness :i* m>ks t de/itution has be5 met by a long /ruggle4 ,he _h c>efully button$ x up to hide ! want ( a %irt4 ,8 face 0 half hid "u 8 gray hair1 & 8 eyes 7 clos$1 z if he wi%$ to escape ! sight ( 8 own humiliation1 & he rema9$ mute & motionless4 ,^? :o pass$ him took no notice ( ! begg>1 :o sat 9 sil5ce & d>kness6 ,!y _h be5 s lucky z to escape compla9ts & importunities1 & 7 glad to turn away _! eyes too4 ,sudd5ly ! great gate turn$ on its h+es2 & a v l[ c>riage1 light$ ) silv] lamps & drawn by two black horses1 came sl[ly out1 & took ! road t[>d ! ,faub\rg ,/4 ,g]ma94 ,i c\ld j di/+ui%1 )91 ! sp>kl+ diamonds & ! fl[]s ( a ball-dress2 ! gl>e ( ! lamps pass$ l a bloody /reak ov] ! pale face ( ! begg>1 & %[$ 8 look z 8 eyes op5$ & foll[$ ! ri* man's equipage until x disappe>$ 9 ! night4 ,i dropp$ a small piece ( money into ! hat he 0 hold+ out1 & pass$ on quickly4 ,i _h j fall5 unexpect$ly ^u ! two sadde/ secrets ( ! disease :i* tr\bles ! age we live 93 ! envi\s hatr$ ( him :o suff]s want1 & ! selfi% =getfulness ( him :o lives 9 afflu5ce4 ,all ! enjoym5t ( my walk 0 gone2 ,i left (f look+ ab\t me1 & retir$ into my own he>t4 ,! animat$ & mov+ sight 9 ! /reets gave place to inw>d m$itation ^u all ! pa9ful problems :i* h be5 writt5 = ! la/ f\r ?\s& ye>s at ! bottom ( ea* human /ruggle1 b :i* are prop\nd$ m cle>ly ?an ev] 9 our days4 ,i pond]$ on ! uselessness ( s _m conte/s1 9 :i* defeat & victory only displace ea* o!r by turns1 & on ! mi/ak5 zealots :o h repeat$ f g5]ation to g5]ation ! bloody hi/ory ( ,ca9 & ,abel2 &1 sadd5$ ) ^! m\rnful reflections1 ,i walk$ on z *ance took me1 until ! sil5ce all ar\nd ins5sibly drew me out f my own ?\ghts4 ,i _h rea*$ "o ( ! remote /reets1 9 :i* ^? :o w\ld live 9 com=t & )\t o/5tation1 & :o love s]i\s reflection1 delight to f9d a home4 ,!re 7 no %ops along ! dimly light$ /reet2 "o he>d no s\nds b ( di/ant c>riages1 & ( ! /eps ( "s ( ! inhabitants return+ quietly home4 ,i in/antly recogniz$ ! /reet1 ?\gh ,i _h be5 !re only once be=e4 ,t 0 two ye>s ago4 ,i 0 walk+ at ! "t by ! side ( ! ,se9e1 to :i* ! lights on ! quays & bridges gave ! aspect ( a lake surr\nd$ by a g>l& ( />s2 & ,i _h rea*$ ! ,l\vre1 :5 ,i 0 /opp$ by a cr[d collect$ ne> ! p>apet !y _h ga!r$ r\nd a *ild ( ab\t six1 :o 0 cry+1 & ,i ask$ ! cause ( 8 te>s4 8,x seems t he 0 s5t to walk 9 ! ,tuil]ies10 said a mason1 :o 0 return+ f 8 "w ) 8 tr[el 9 8 h&2 8! s]vant :o took c>e ( him met ) "s fri5ds !re1 & told ! *ild to wait = him :ile he w5t to get a dr9k2 b ,i suppose ! dr9k made him m ?ir/y1 = he has n come back1 & ! *ild _c f9d 8 way home40 8,:y d !y n ask him 8 "n1 & :]e he lives80 8,!y h be5 do+ x = ! la/ h\r2 b all he c say is1 t he is call$ ,*>les1 & t 8 fa!r is ,monsieur ,duval--!re are twelve hundr$ ,duvals 9 ,p>is40 8,!n he does n "k 9 :at "p ( ! t[n he lives80 8,i %\ld n ?9k1 inde$6 ,don't y see t he is a g5tleman's *ild8 ,he has nev] gone out except 9 a c>riage or ) a s]vant2 he does n "k :at to d by himself40 ,"h ! mason 0 int]rupt$ by "s ( ! voices ris+ above ! o!rs4 8,we _c leave him 9 ! /reet10 said "s4 8,! *ild-/eal]s w\ld c>ry him (f10 cont9u$ o!rs4 8,we mu/ take him to ! ov]se]40 8,or to ! police-(fice40 8,t's ! ?+4 ,come1 little "o60 ,b ! *ild1 fright5$ by ^! sugge/ions ( dang]1 & at ! names ( police & ov]se]1 cri$ l\d]1 & drew back t[>d ! p>apet4 ,9 va9 !y tri$ to p]suade him2 8 fe>s made him resi/ ! m1 & ! mo/ eag] began to get we>y1 :5 ! voice ( a little boy 0 he>d ?r\gh ! confusion4 8,i "k him well--,i d10 said he1 look+ at ! lo/ *ild2 8he belongs 9 our "p ( ! t[n40 8,:at "p is x80 8,yond]1 on ! o!r side ( ! ,b\lev>ds--,rue des ,magas9s40 8,& y h se5 him be=e80 8,yes1 yes6 he belongs to ! great h\se at ! end ( ! /reet1 :]e !re is an iron gate ) gilt po9ts40 ,! *ild quickly rais$ 8 head1 & /opp$ cry+4 ,! little boy answ]$ all ! que/ions t 7 put to him1 & gave su* details z left no room = d\bt4 ,! o!r *ild und]/ood him1 = he w5t up to him z if to put himself "u 8 protection4 8,!n y c take him to 8 p>5ts80 ask$ ! mason1 :o _h li/5$ ) real int]e/ to ! little boy's acc\nt4 8,i don't c>e if ,i d10 repli$ he2 8x's ! way ,i'm go+40 8,!n y w take *>ge ( him80 8,he has only to come ) me40 ,&1 tak+ up ! basket he _h put d[n on ! pavem5t1 he set (f t[>d ! po/]n-gate ( ! ,l\vre4 ,! lo/ *ild foll[$ him4 8,i hope he w take him "r10 said ,i1 :5 ,i saw !m g away4 8,nev] fe>10 repli$ ! mason2 8! little "o 9 ! bl\se is ! same age z ! o!r2 b1 z ! say+ is1 he kn[s black f :ite2' pov]ty1 y see1 is a fam\s s*oolmi/ress60 ,! cr[d disp]s$4 ,= my "p1 ,i w5t t[>d ! ,l\vre2 ! ?\ght came into my head to foll[ ! two *ildr51 s z to gu>d aga9/ any mi/ake4 ,i 0 n long 9 ov]tak+ !m2 !y 7 walk+ side by side1 talk+1 & already q famili> ) ea* o!r4 ,! contra/ 9 _! dress !n /ruck me4 ,little ,duval wore "o ( ^? fanciful *ildr5's dresses :i* are exp5sive z well z 9 good ta/e2 8 coat 0 skilfully fitt$ to 8 figure1 8 tr\s]s came d[n 9 plaits f 8 wai/ to 8 boots ( poli%$ lea!r ) "m-(-pe>l buttons1 & 8 r+lets 7 half hid by a velvet cap4 ,! appe>ance ( 8 guide1 on ! contr>y1 0 t ( ! class :o dwell on ! extreme bord]s ( pov]ty1 b :o !re ma9ta9 _! gr\nd ) no surr5d]4 ,8 old bl\se1 pat*$ ) pieces ( diff]5t %ades1 indicat$ ! p]sev]ance ( an indu/ri\s "m /ruggl+ aga9/ ! we> & te> ( "t2 8 tr\s]s 7 become too %ort1 & %[$ 8 /ock+s d>n$ ov] & ov] aga92 & x 0 evid5t t 8 %oes 7 n made = him4 ,! c\nt5ances ( ! two *ildr5 7 n less diff]5t ?an _! dress4 ,t ( ! fir/ 0 delicate & ref9$2 8 cle> blue eye1 8 fair sk91 & 8 smil+ m\? gave him a *>m+ look ( innoc5ce & happ9ess4 ,! features ( ! o!r1 on ! contr>y1 _h some?+ r\gh 9 !m2 8 eye 0 quick & lively1 8 complexion d>k1 8 smile less m]ry ?an %rewd2 all %[$ a m9d %>p5$ by too e>ly exp]i5ce2 he walk$ boldly ?r\gh ! middle ( ! /reets ?rong$ by c>riages1 & foll[$ _! c\ntless turn+s )\t hesitation4 ,i f\nd1 on ask+ him1 t e day he c>ri$ d9n] to 8 fa!r1 :o 0 !n work+ on ! left bank ( ! ,se9e2 & ?is responsible duty _h made him c>eful & prud5t4 ,he _h le>n$ ^? h>d b =cible lessons ( necessity :i* no?+ c equal or supply ! place (4 ,un=tunately1 ! wants ( 8 poor family _h kept him f s*ool1 & he seem$ to feel ! loss2 = he (t5 /opp$ be=e ! pr9t%ops1 & ask$ 8 companion to read him ! names ( ! engrav+s4 ,9 ?is way we rea*$ ! ,b\lev>d ,bonne ,n\velle1 :i* ! little w&]] seem$ to "k aga94 ,not)/&+ 8 fatigue1 he hurri$ on2 he 0 agitat$ by mix$ feel+s2 at ! sight ( 8 h\se he utt]$ a cry1 & ran t[>d ! iron gate ) ! gilt po9ts2 a lady :o 0 /&+ at ! entrance receiv$ him 9 h] arms1 & f ! exclamations ( joy1 & ! s\nd ( kisses1 ,i soon p]ceiv$ %e 0 8 "m4 ,n see+ ei!r ! s]vant or *ild return1 %e _h s5t 9 se>* ( !m 9 e direction1 & 0 wait+ = !m 9 int5se anxiety4 ,i expla9$ to h] 9 a few words :at _h happ5$4 ,%e ?ank$ me w>mly1 & look$ r\nd = ! little boy :o _h recogniz$ & br\ght back h] son2 b :ile we 7 talk+1 he _h disappe>$4 ,x 0 = ! fir/ "t s9ce !n t ,i _h come into ?is "p ( ,p>is4 ,did ! "m cont9ue grateful8 ,_h ! *ildr5 met aga91 & _h ! happy *ance ( _! fir/ meet+ l[]$ betwe5 !m t b>ri] :i* may m>k ! diff]5t ranks ( m51 b %\ld n divide !m8 ,:ile putt+ ^! que/ions to myself1 ,i slack5$ my pace1 & fix$ my eyes on ! great gate1 :i* ,i j p]ceiv$4 ,sudd5ly ,i saw x op51 & two *ildr5 appe>$ at ! entrance4 ,al?\gh mu* gr[n1 ,i recogniz$ !m at fir/ sight2 !y 7 ! *ild :o 0 f\nd ne> ! p>apet ( ! ,l\vre1 & 8 "y guide4 ,b ! dress ( ! latt] 0 greatly *ang$3 8 bl\se ( gray clo? 0 neat1 & ev5 spruce1 & 0 fa/5$ r\nd ! wai/ by a poli%$ lea!r belt2 he wore /rong %oes1 b made = 8 feet1 & _h on a new clo? cap4 ,j at ! mom5t ,i saw him1 he held 9 8 two h&s an enorm\s bun* ( lilacs1 to :i* 8 companion 0 try+ to add n>cissuses & primroses2 ! two *ildr5 laugh$1 & p>t$ ) a fri5dly good-by4 ,m4 ,duval's son did n g 9 till he _h se5 ! o!r turn ! corn] ( ! /reet4 ,!n ,i acco/$ ! latt]1 & rem9d$ him ( our =m] meet+2 he look$ at me = a mom5t1 & !n seem$ to recollect me4 8,=give me if ,i d n make y a b[10 said he1 m]rily1 8b ,i want bo? my h&s = ! nosegay ,monsieur ,*>les has giv5 me40 8,y are1 !n1 become great fri5ds80 said ,i4 8,oh6 ,i %\ld ?9k s10 said ! *ild2 8& n[ my fa!r is ri* too60 8,h['s t80 8,monsieur ,duval l5t him "s money2 he has tak5 a %op1 :]e he works on 8 own acc\nt2 &1 z = me1 ,i g to s*ool40 8,yes10 repli$ ,i1 rem>k+ = ! fir/ "t ! cross t decorat$ 8 little coat2 8& ,i see t y are head-boy60 8,monsieur ,*>les helps me to le>n1 & s ,i am come to be ! fir/ 9 ! class40 8,are y n[ go+ to y\r lessons80 8,yes1 & he has giv5 me "s lilacs2 = he has a g>d5 :]e we play toge!r1 & :]e my "m c always h fl[]s40 8,!n x is ! same z if x 7 p>tly y\r own40 8,s x is6 ,ah6 !y are good neighbors inde$4 ,b "h ,i am2 good-by1 sir40 ,he nodd$ to me ) a smile1 & disappe>$4 ,i w5t on ) my walk1 /ill p5sive1 b ) a feel+ ( relief4 ,if ,i _h else:]e witness$ ! pa9ful contra/ betwe5 afflu5ce & want1 "h ,i _h f\nd ! true union ( ri*es & pov]ty4 ,he>ty good-w _h smoo!d d[n ! m rugg$ inequalities on bo? sides1 & _h op5$ a road ( true neighborhood & fell[%ip betwe5 ! humble work%op & ! /ately mansion4 ,in/ead ( he>k5+ to ! voice ( int]e/1 !y _h bo? li/5$ to t ( self-sacrifice1 & !re 0 no place left = contempt or envy4 ,?us1 in/ead ( ! begg> 9 rags1 t ,i _h se5 at ! o!r door curs+ ! ri* man1 ,i _h f\nd "h ! happy *ild ( ! labor] load$ ) fl[]s & bless+ him6 ,! problem1 s difficult & s dang]\s to exam9e into ) no reg>d b = ! rights ( x1 ,i _h j se5 solv$ by love4 ,,*apt] ,v4 ,,comp5sation ,sunday1 ,may #bg? ,capital cities h "o ?+ peculi> to !m3 _! days ( re/ seem to be ! signal = a g5]al disp]sion & flight4 ,l birds t are j re/or$ to lib]ty1 ! p come out ( _! /one cages1 & joyfully fly t[>d ! c\ntry4 ,x is :o %all f9d a gre5 hillock = a seat1 or ! %ade ( a wood = a %elt]2 !y ga!r ,may fl[]s1 !y run ab\t ! fields2 ! t[n is =gott5 until ! ev5+1 :5 !y return ) sprigs ( bloom+ haw?orn 9 _! hats1 & _! he>ts gladd5$ by pleasant ?\ghts & recollections ( ! pa/ day2 ! next day !y return aga9 to _! h>ness & to "w4 ,^! rural adv5tures are mo/ rem>kable at ,p>is4 ,:5 ! f9e wea!r comes1 cl]ks1 %op keep]s1 & work+m5 look =w>d impati5tly = ! ,sunday z ! day = try+ a few h\rs ( ?is pa/oral life2 !y walk ?r\gh six miles ( groc]s' %ops & public-h\ses 9 ! faub\rgs1 9 ! sole hope ( f9d+ a real turnip-field4 ,! fa!r ( a family beg9s ! practical education ( 8 son by %[+ him :eat :i* has n tak5 ! =m ( a loaf1 & cabbage 89 its wild /ate40 ,heav5 only kn[s ! enc\nt]s1 ! discov]ies1 ! adv5tures t are met )6 ,:at ,p>isian has n _h 8 ,odyssey 9 an excursion ?r\gh ! suburbs1 & w\ld n be able to write a companion to ! fam\s ,travels by ,l& & by ,sea f ,p>is to ,/4 ,cl\d8 ,we d n n[ speak ( t float+ population f all p>ts1 = :om our ,fr5* ,babylon is ! c>avans>y ( ,europe3 a phalanx ( ?9k]s1 arti/s1 m5 ( bus9ess1 & travell]s1 :o1 l ,hom]'s h]o1 h arriv$ 9 _! intellectual c\ntry aft] behold+ 8_m peoples & cities20 b ( ! settl$ ,p>isian1 :o keeps 8 appo9t$ place1 & lives on 8 own floor l ! oy/] on 8 rock1 a curi\s ve/ige ( ! cr$ulity1 ! sl[ness1 & ! simplicity ( bygone ages4 ,= "o ( ! s+ul>ities ( ,p>is is1 t x unites tw5ty populations completely diff]5t 9 "* & mann]s4 ,by ! side ( ! gypsies ( comm]ce & ( art1 :o w&] ?r\gh all ! sev]al /ages ( =tune or fancy1 live a quiet race ( p ) an indep5d5ce1 or ) regul> "w1 ^: exi/5ce resembles ! dial ( a clock1 on :i* ! same h& po9ts by turns to ! same h\rs4 ,if no o!r city c %[ m brilliant & m /irr+ =ms ( life1 no o!r conta9s m obscure & m tranquil ones4 ,great cities are l ! sea3 /orms agitate only ! surface2 if y g to ! bottom1 y f9d a region inaccessible to ! tumult & ! noise4 ,= my "p1 ,i h settl$ on ! v]ge ( ?is region1 b d n actually live 9 x4 ,i am remov$ f ! turmoil ( ! _w1 & live 9 ! %elt] ( solitude1 b )\t be+ able to disconnect my ?\ghts f ! /ruggle go+ on4 ,i foll[ at a di/ance all its ev5ts ( happ9ess or grief2 ,i jo9 ! fea/s & ! fun]als2 = h[ c he :o looks on1 & kn[s :at passes1 d o!r ?an take "p8 ,ignorance alone c keep u /rang]s to ! life ar\nd u3 selfi%ness itself w n suffice = t4 ,^! reflections ,i made to myself 9 my attic1 9 ! int]vals ( ! v>i\s h\sehold works to :i* a ba*elor is =c$ :5 he has no o!r s]vant ?an 8 own ready w4 ,:ile ,i 0 pursu+ my d$uctions1 ,i _h black$ my boots1 bru%$ my coat1 & ti$ my cravat2 ,i _h at la/ arriv$ at ! important mom5t :5 we pron\nce complac5tly t all is f9i%$1 & t well4 ,a gr& resolve _h j decid$ me to dep>t f my usual habits4 ,! ev5+ be=e1 ,i _h se5 by ! adv]tisem5ts t ! next day 0 a holiday at ,sevres1 & t ! *9a manufactory w\ld be op5 to ! public4 ,i 0 tempt$ by ! beauty ( ! morn+1 & sudd5ly decid$ to g !re4 ,on my arrival at ! /ation on ! left bank1 ,i notic$ ! cr[d hurry+ on 9 ! fe> ( be+ late4 ,railroads1 besides _m o!r advantages1 possess t ( tea*+ ! ,fr5* punctuality4 ,!y w submit to ! clock :5 !y are conv9c$ t x is _! ma/]2 !y w le>n to wait :5 !y f9d !y w n be wait$ =4 ,social virtues1 are1 9 a great degree1 good habits4 ,h[ _m great qualities are graft$ into nations by _! geographical position1 by political necessity1 & by in/itutions6 ,av>ice 0 de/roy$ = a "t among ! ,lac$aemonians by ! creation ( an iron co9age1 too heavy & too bulky to be conv5i5tly ho>d$4 ,i f\nd myself 9 a c>riage ) two middle-ag$ wom5 belong+ to ! dome/ic & retir$ class ( ,p>isians ,i h spok5 ( above4 ,a few civilities 7 suffici5t to ga9 me _! confid5ce1 & aft] "s m9utes ,i 0 acqua9t$ ) _! :ole hi/ory4 ,!y 7 two poor si/]s1 left orphans at fifte51 & _h liv$ ev] s9ce1 z ^? :o "w = _! livelihood mu/ live1 by economy & privation4 ,= ! la/ tw5ty or ?irty ye>s !y _h work$ 9 jewelry 9 ! same h\se2 !y _h se5 t5 ma/]s succe$ "o ano!r1 & make _! =tunes 9 x1 )\t any *ange 9 _! own lot4 ,!y _h always liv$ 9 ! same room1 at ! end ( "o ( ! passages 9 ! ,rue ,/4 ,d5is1 :]e ! air & ! sun are unkn[n4 ,!y began _! "w be=e daylight1 w5t on ) x till aft] nightfall1 & saw ye> succe$ to ye> )\t _! lives be+ m>k$ by any o!r ev5ts ?an ! ,sunday s]vice1 a walk1 or an illness4 ,! y\ng] ( ^! wor?y "w-wom5 0 =ty1 & obey$ h] si/] z %e did :5 a *ild4 ,! eld] look$ aft] h]1 took c>e ( h]1 & scold$ h] ) a "m's t5d]ness4 ,at fir/ x 0 amus+2 aft]w>d "o c\ld n help see+ some?+ affect+ 9 ^! two gray-hair$ *ildr51 "o unable to leave (f ! habit ( obey+1 ! o!r t ( protect+4 ,& x 0 n 9 t alone t my two companions seem$ y\ng] ?an _! ye>s2 !y knew s little t _! wond] nev] ceas$4 ,we _h h>dly arriv$ at ,clam>t be=e !y involunt>ily exclaim$1 l ! k+ 9 ! *ildr5's game1 t !y 8did n ?9k ! _w 0 s great06 ,x 0 ! fir/ "t !y _h tru/$ !mselves on a railroad1 & x 0 amus+ to see _! sudd5 %ocks1 _! al>ms1 & _! c\rage\s det]m9ations3 ev]y?+ 0 a m>vel to !m6 ,!y _h rema9s ( y\? )9 !m1 :i* made !m s5sible to ?+s :i* usually only /rike u 9 *ildhood4 ,poor creatures6 !y _h /ill ! feel+s ( ano!r age1 ?\gh !y _h lo/ its *>ms4 ,b 0 !re n some?+ holy 9 ?is simplicity1 :i* _h be5 pres]v$ to !m by ab/95ce f all ! joys ( life8 ,ah6 accurs$ be he :o fir/ _h ! bad c\rage to atta* ridicule to t "n ( 8old maid10 :i* recalls s _m images ( griev\s deception1 ( dre>9ess1 & ( ab&onm5t6 ,accurs$ be he :o c f9d a subject = s>casm 9 involunt>y mis=tune1 & :o c cr[n gray hairs ) ?orns6 ,! two si/]s 7 call$ ,frances & ,madele9e4 ,?is day's j\rney 0 a feat ( c\rage )\t example 9 _! lives4 ,! fev] ( ! times _h infect$ !m unaw>es4 ,ye/]day ,madele9e _h sudd5ly propos$ ! idea ( ! exp$ition1 & ,frances _h accept$ x imm$iately4 ,p]haps x w\ld h be5 bett] n to yield to ! great temptation (f]$ by h] y\ng] si/]2 b 8we h our follies at all ages10 z ! prud5t ,frances philosophically rem>k$4 ,z = ,madele9e1 !re are no regrets or d\bts = h]2 %e is ! life-gu>dsman ( ! e/abli%m5t4 8,we really mu/ amuse ourselves10 said %e2 8we live b once40 ,& ! eld] si/] smil$ at ?is ,epicurean maxim4 ,x 0 evid5t t ! fev] ( indep5d5ce 0 at its crisis 9 bo? ( !m4 ,& 9 tru? x w\ld h be5 a great pity if any scruple _h int]f]$ ) _! happ9ess1 x 0 s frank & g5ial6 ,! sight ( ! trees1 :i* seem$ to fly on bo? sides ( ! road1 caus$ !m unceas+ admiration4 ,! meet+ a tra9 pass+ 9 ! contr>y direction1 ) ! noise & rapidity ( a ?und]bolt1 made !m %ut _! eyes & utt] a cry2 b x _h already disappe>$6 ,!y look ar\nd1 take c\rage aga91 & express !mselves full ( a/oni%m5t at ! m>vel4 ,madele9e decl>es t su* a sight is wor? ! exp5se ( ! j\rney1 & ,frances w\ld h agre$ ) h] if %e _h n recollect$1 ) "s little al>m1 ! deficit :i* su* an exp5se mu/ make 9 _! budget4 ,! ?ree francs sp5t ^u ?is s+le exp$ition 7 ! sav+s ( a :ole week ( "w4 ,?us ! joy ( ! eld] ( ! two si/]s 0 mix$ ) remorse2 ! prodigal *ild n[ & !n turn$ its eyes t[>d ! back /reet ( ,/4 ,d5is4 ,b ! motion & ! succession ( objects di/ract h]4 ,see ! bridge ( ! ,val surr\nd$ by its lovely l&scape3 on ! "r1 ,p>is ) its gr& monum5ts1 :i* rise ?r\gh ! fog1 or sp>kle 9 ! sun2 on ! left1 ,meudon1 ) its villas1 its woods1 its v9es1 & its royal ca/le6 ,! two "w-wom5 look f "o w9d[ to ! o!r ) exclamations ( delight4 ,"o fell[-pass5g] laughs at _! *ildi% wond]2 b to me x is deeply t\*+1 = ,i see 9 x ! sign ( a long & monoton\s seclusion3 !y are ! prison]s ( "w1 :o h recov]$ lib]ty & fre% air = a few h\rs4 ,at la/ ! tra9 /ops1 & we get out4 ,i %[ ! two si/]s ! pa? t leads to ,sevres1 betwe5 ! railway & ! g>d5s1 & !y g on be=e1 :ile ,i inquire ab\t ! "t ( return+4 ,i soon jo9 !m aga9 at ! next /ation1 :]e !y h /opp$ at ! little g>d5 belong+ to ! gatekeep]2 bo? are already 9 deep conv]sation ) him :ile he digs 8 g>d5-bord]s1 & m>ks out ! places = fl[]-se$s4 ,he in=ms !m t x is ! "t = hoe+ out we$s1 = mak+ grafts & lay]s1 = s[+ annuals1 & = de/roy+ ! insects on ! rose-trees4 ,madele9e has on ! sill ( h] w9d[ two wood5 boxes1 9 :i*1 = want ( air & sun1 %e has nev] be5 able to make any?+ gr[ b mu/>d & cress2 b %e p]suades h]self t1 ?anks to ?is in=mation1 all o!r plants may h5ce=? ?rive 9 !m4 ,at la/ ! gatekeep]1 :o is s[+ a bord] ) mignonette1 gives h] ! re/ ( ! se$s :i* he does n want1 & ! old maid goes (f delight$1 & beg9s to act ov] aga9 ! dream ( ,pair$ & h] c ( milk1 ) ^! fl[]s ( h] imag9ation4 ,on rea*+ ! grove ( acacias1 :]e ! fair 0 go+ on1 ,i lo/ sight ( ! two si/]s4 ,i w5t alone among ! sights3 !re 7 lott]ies go+ on1 m\ntebank %[s1 places = eat+ & dr9k+1 & = %oot+ ) ! cross-b[4 ,i h always be5 /ruck by ! _s ( ^! out-(-door fe/ivities4 ,9 draw+-room ent]ta9m5ts1 p are cold1 grave1 (t5 li/less1 & mo/ ( ^? :o g !re are br\ght toge!r by habit or ! obligations ( society2 9 ! c\ntry assemblies1 on ! contr>y1 y only f9d ^? :o are attract$ by ! hope ( enjoym5t4 ,!re1 x is a =c$ conscription2 "h1 !y are volunte]s = gayety6 ,!n1 h[ easily !y are pleas$6 ,h[ f> ?is cr[d ( p is yet f kn[+ t to be pleas$ ) no?+1 & to look d[n on ev]y?+1 is ! height ( fa%ion & good ta/e6 ,d\btless _! amusem5ts are (t5 co>se2 elegance & ref9em5t are want+ 9 !m2 b at lea/ !y h he>t9ess4 ,oh1 t ! he>ty enjoym5ts ( ^! m]ry-mak+s c\ld be reta9$ 9 union ) less vulg> feel+6 ,=m]ly religion /amp$ its holy "* on ! celebration ( c\ntry fe/ivals1 & purifi$ ! pleasures )\t depriv+ !m ( _! simplicity4 ,! h\r arrives at :i* ! doors ( ! porcela9 manufactory & ! museum ( pott]y are op5 to ! public4 ,i meet ,frances & ,madele9e aga9 9 ! fir/ room4 ,fright5$ at f9d+ !mselves 9 ! mid/ ( su* regal magnific5ce1 !y h>dly d>e walk2 !y speak 9 a l[ tone1 z if !y 7 9 a *ur*4 8,we are 9 ! k+'s h\se10 said ! elde/ si/]1 =gett+ t !re is no long] a k+ 9 ,france4 ,i enc\rage !m to g on2 ,i walk fir/1 & !y make up _! m9ds to foll[ me4 ,:at wond]s are br\ght toge!r 9 ?is collection6 ,"h we see clay m\ld$ into e %ape1 t9t$ ) e color1 & comb9$ ) e sort ( sub/ance6 ,e>? & wood are ! fir/ sub/ances work$ ^u by man1 & seem m p>ticul>ly meant = 8 use4 ,!y1 l ! dome/ic animals1 are ! ess5tial accessories ( 8 life2 !re=e !re mu/ be a m intimate connection betwe5 !m & u4 ,/one & metals require long prep>ations2 !y resi/ our fir/ ef=ts1 & belong less to ! individual ?an to communities4 ,e>? & wood are1 on ! contr>y1 ! pr9cipal in/rum5ts ( ! isolat$ be+ :o mu/ fe$ & %elt] himself4 ,?is1 d\btless1 makes me feel s mu* int]e/$ 9 ! collection ,i am exam9+4 ,^! cups1 s r\ghly modell$ by ! savage1 admit me to a k ( "s ( 8 habits2 ^! elegant yet incorrectly =m$ vases ( ! ,indian tell me ( a decl9+ intellig5ce1--9 :i* /ill glimm]s ! twilight ( :at 0 once bright sun%9e2 ^! j>s1 load$ ) arabesques1 %[ ! fancy ( ! ,arab rudely & ignorantly copi$ by ! ,spani>d6 ,we f9d "h ! /amp ( e race1 e c\ntry1 & e age4 ,my companions seem$ little int]e/$ 9 ^! hi/orical associations2 !y look$ at all ) t cr$ul\s admiration :i* leaves no room = exam9ation or discussion4 ,madele9e read ! "n writt5 "u e piece ( workman%ip1 & h] si/] answ]$ ) an exclamation ( wond]4 ,9 ?is way we rea*$ a little c\rty>d1 :]e !y _h ?r[n away ! fragm5ts ( "s brok5 *9a4 ,frances p]ceiv$ a color$ sauc] almo/ :ole1 ( :i* %e took possession z a record ( ! visit %e 0 mak+2 h5ce=? %e w\ld h a specim5 ( ! ,sevres *9a1 8:i* is only made = k+s60 ,i w\ld n undeceive h] by tell+ h] t ! products ( ! manufactory are sold all ov] ! _w1 & t h] sauc]1 be=e x 0 crack$1 0 ! same z ^? t are b\ght at ! %ops = sixp5ce6 ,:y %\ld ,i de/roy ! illusions ( h] humble exi/5ce8 ,are we to break d[n ! h$ge-fl[]s t p]fume our pa?s8 ,?+s are (t5e/ no?+ 9 !mselves2 ! ?\ghts we atta* to !m alone give !m value4 ,to rectify innoc5t mi/akes1 9 ord] to recov] "s useless reality1 is to be l ^? le>n$ m5 :o w see no?+ 9 a plant b ! *emical elem5ts ( :i* x is compos$4 ,on leav+ ! manufactory1 ! two si/]s1 :o _h tak5 possession ( me ) ! fre$om ( artlessness1 invit$ me to %>e ! lun*eon !y _h br\ght ) !m4 ,i decl9$ at fir/1 b !y insi/$ ) s mu* good-nature1 t ,i fe>$ to pa9 !m1 & ) "s awkw>dness gave way4 ,we _h only to look = a conv5i5t spot4 ,i l$ !m up ! hill1 & we f\nd a plot ( grass enamell$ ) daisies1 & %ad$ by two walnut-trees4 ,madele9e c\ld n conta9 h]self = joy4 ,all h] life %e _h dream$ ( a d9n] out on ! grass6 ,:ile help+ h] si/] to take ! provisions f ! basket1 %e tells me ( all h] exp$itions into ! c\ntry t _h be5 plann$1 & put (f4 ,frances1 on ! o!r h&1 0 br\ght up at ,montmor5cy1 & be=e %e became an orphan %e _h (t5 gone back to h] nurse's h\se4 ,t :i* _h ! attraction ( novelty = h] si/]1 _h = h] ! *>m ( recollection4 ,%e told ( ! v9tage h>ve/s to :i* h] p>5ts _h tak5 h]2 ! rides on ,"m ,luret's donkey1 t !y c\ld n make g to ! "r )\t pull+ him to ! left2 ! *]ry-ga!r+2 & ! sails on ! lake 9 ! innkeep]'s boat4 ,^! recollections h all ! *>m & fre%ness ( *ildhood4 ,frances recalls to h]self less :at %e has se5 ?an :at %e has felt4 ,:ile %e is talk+ ! clo? is laid1 & we sit d[n "u a tree4 ,be=e u w9ds ! valley ( ,sevres1 its _m-/ori$ h\ses abutt+ ^u ! g>d5s & ! slopes ( ! hill2 on ! o!r side spreads out ! p>k ( ,/4 ,cl\d1 ) its magnific5t clumps ( trees int]sp]s$ ) mead[s2 above /ret* ! heav5s l an imm5se ocean1 9 :i* ! cl\ds are sail+6 ,i look at ?is beautiful c\ntry1 & ,i li/5 to ^! good old maids2 ,i admire1 & ,i am int]e/$2 & "t passes g5tly on )\t my p]ceiv+ x4 ,at la/ ! sun sets1 & we h to ?9k ( return+4 ,:ile ,madele9e & ,frances cle> away ! d9n]1 ,i walk d[n to ! manufactory to ask ! h\r4 ,! m]rymak+ is at its height2 ! bla/s ( ! trombones res\nd f ! b& "u ! acacias4 ,= a few mom5ts ,i =get myself ) look+ ab\t2 b ,i h promis$ ! two si/]s to take !m back to ! ,bellevue /ation2 ! tra9 _c wait1 & ,i make ha/e to climb ! pa? aga9 :i* leads to ! walnut-trees4 ,j be=e ,i rea*$ !m1 ,i he>d voices on ! o!r side ( ! h$ge4 ,madele9e & ,frances 7 speak+ to a poor girl ^: clo!s 7 burn$1 h] h&s black5$1 & h] face ti$ up ) blood/a9$ b&ages4 ,i saw t %e 0 "o ( ! girls employ$ at ! gunp[d] mills1 :i* are built fur!r up on ! common4 ,an explosion _h tak5 place a few days be=e2 ! girl's "m & eld] si/] 7 kill$2 %e h]self escap$ by a miracle1 & 0 n[ left )\t any means ( support4 ,%e told all ?is ) ! resign$ & unhopeful mann] ( "o :o has always be5 accu/om$ to suff]4 ,! two si/]s 7 mu* affect$2 ,i saw !m consult+ ) ea* o!r 9 a l[ tone3 !n ,frances took ?irty s\s out ( a little co>se silk purse1 :i* 0 all !y _h left1 & gave !m to ! poor girl4 ,i ha/5$ on to t side ( ! h$ge2 b1 be=e ,i rea*$ x1 ,i met ! two old si/]s1 :o call$ out to me t !y w\ld n return by ! railway1 b on foot6 ,i !n und]/ood t ! money !y _h meant = ! j\rney _h j be5 giv5 to ! begg>6 ,good1 l evil1 is contagi\s3 ,i run to ! poor w\nd$ girl1 give h] ! sum t 0 to pay = my own place1 & return to ,frances & ,madele9e1 & tell !m ,i w walk ) !m4 44444444444444444444444444 ,i am j come back f tak+ !m home2 & h left !m delight$ ) _! day1 ! recollection ( :i* w long make !m happy4 ,?is morn+ ,i 0 pity+ ^? ^: lives are obscure & joyless2 n[1 ,i und]/& t ,god has provid$ a comp5sation ) e trial4 ,! smalle/ pleasure d]ives f r>ity a reli% o!rwise unkn[n4 ,enjoym5t is only :at we feel to be su*1 & ! luxuri\s man feels no long]3 satiety has de/roy$ 8 appetite1 :ile privation pres]ves to ! o!r t fir/ ( e>?ly bless+s3 ! be+ easily made happy4 ,oh1 t ,i c\ld p]suade e "o ( ?is6 t s ! ri* might n abuse _! ri*es1 & t ! poor might h pati5ce4 ,if happ9ess is ! r>e/ ( bless+s1 x is because ! reception ( x is ! r>e/ ( virtues4 ,madele9e & ,frances6 ye poor old maids ^: c\rage1 resignation1 & g5]\s he>ts are y\r only weal?1 pray = ! wret*$ :o give !mselves up to despair2 = ! unhappy :o hate & envy2 & = ! unfeel+ into ^: enjoym5ts no pity ent]s4 ,,book #b4 ,,*apt] ,,vi4 ,,uncle ,,maurice ,june #g?1 ,f\r ,o'clock ,a4,m4 ,i am n surpris$ at he>+1 :5 ,i awake1 ! birds s++ s joyfully outside my w9d[2 x is only by liv+1 z !y & ,i d1 9 a top /ory1 t "o comes to "k h[ *e]ful ! morn+s really are up among ! ro(s4 ,x is !re t ! sun s5ds 8 fir/ rays1 & ! breeze comes ) ! fragrance ( ! g>d5s & woods2 !re t a w&]+ butt]fly sometimes v5tures among ! fl[]s ( ! attic1 & t ! songs ( ! indu/ri\s "w-woman welcome ! dawn ( day4 ,! l[] /ories are /ill deep 9 sleep1 sil5ce1 & %ad[1 :ile "h labor1 light1 & song already reign4 ,:at life is ar\nd me6 ,see ! swall[ return+ f h] se>* = food1 ) h] beak full ( insects = h] "y ones2 ! sp>r[s %ake ! dew f _! w+s :ile !y *ase "o ano!r 9 ! sun%9e2 & my neighbors ?r[ op5 _! w9d[s1 & welcome ! morn+ ) _! fre% faces6 ,delightful h\r ( wak+1 :5 ev]y?+ returns to feel+ & to motion2 :5 ! fir/ light ( day /rikes ^u creation1 & br+s x to life aga91 z ! magic w& /ruck ! palace ( ! ,sleep+ ,beauty 9 ! wood6 ,x is a mom5t ( re/ f e mis]y2 ! suff]+s ( ! sick are allay$1 & a brea? ( hope ent]s into ! he>ts ( ! despair+4 ,b1 alas6 x is b a %ort respite6 ,ev]y?+ w soon resume its wont$ c\rse3 ! great human ma*9e1 ) its long /ra9s1 its deep gasps1 its collisions1 & its cra%es1 w be aga9 put 9 motion4 ,! tranquillity ( ?is fir/ morn+ h\r rem9ds me ( t ( our fir/ ye>s ( life4 ,!n1 too1 ! sun %9es brightly1 ! air is fragrant1 & ! illusions ( y\?-^? birds ( our life's morn+-s+ ar\nd u4 ,:y d !y fly away :5 we are old]8 ,:]e d ?is sadness & ?is solitude1 :i* gradually /eal ^u u1 come f8 ,! c\rse seems to be ! same ) individuals & ) communities3 at />t+1 s readily made happy1 s easily en*ant$2 & at ! goal1 ! bitt] disappo9tm5t or reality6 ,! road1 :i* began among haw?orns & primroses1 ends spe$ily 9 des]ts or 9 precipices6 ,:y is !re s mu* confid5ce at fir/1 s mu* d\bt at la/8 ,has1 !n1 ! k ( life no o!r end b to make x unfit = happ9ess8 ,mu/ we condemn ourselves to ignorance if we w\ld pres]ve hope8 ,is ! _w & is ! individual man int5d$1 aft] all1 to f9d re/ only 9 an et]nal *ildhood8 ,h[ _m times h ,i ask$ myself ^! que/ions6 ,solitude has ! advantage or ! dang] ( mak+ u cont9ually se>* m deeply into ! same ideas4 ,z our disc\rse is only ) ourself1 we always give ! same direction to ! conv]sation2 we are n call$ to turn x to ! subject :i* occupies ano!r m9d1 or int]e/s ano!r's feel+s2 & s an involunt>y incl9ation makes u return =ev] to knock at ! same doors6 ,i int]rupt$ my reflections to put my attic 9 ord]4 ,i hate ! look ( disord]1 because x %[s ei!r a contempt = details or an unaptness = spiritual life4 ,to arrange ! ?+s among :i* we h to live1 is to e/abli% ! relation ( prop]ty & ( use betwe5 !m & u3 x is to lay ! f\ndation ( ^? habits )\t :i* man t5ds to ! savage /ate4 ,:at1 9 fact1 is social organization b a s]ies ( habits1 settl$ 9 accordance ) ! dispositions ( our nature8 ,i di/ru/ bo? ! intellect & ! morality ( ^? p to :om disord] is ( no consequ5ce--:o c live at ease 9 an ,augean /able4 ,:at surr\nds u1 reflects m or less t :i* is )9 u4 ,! m9d is l "o ( ^? d>k lant]ns :i*1 9 spite ( ev]y?+1 /ill ?r[ "s light ar\nd4 ,if our ta/es did n reveal our "*1 !y w\ld be no long] ta/es1 b in/9cts4 ,:ile ,i 0 arrang+ ev]y?+ 9 my attic1 my eyes re/$ on ! little almanac hang+ ov] my *imney-piece4 ,i look$ = ! day ( ! mon?1 & ,i saw ^! words writt5 9 l>ge lett]s3 8,,fete ,,dieu60 ,x is to-day6 ,9 ?is great city1 :]e !re are no long] any public religi\s solemnities1 !re is no?+ to rem9d u ( x2 b x is1 9 tru?1 ! p]iod s happily *os5 by ! primitive *ur*4 8,! day kept 9 honor ( ! ,creator10 says ,*ateaubri&1 8happ5s at a "t :5 ! heav5 & ! e>? decl>e ,8 p[]1 :5 ! woods & fields are full ( new life1 & all are unit$ by ! happie/ ties2 !re is n a s+le wid[$ plant 9 ! fields40 ,:at recollections ^! words h j awak5$6 ,i left (f :at ,i 0 ab\t1 ,i lean$ my elb[s on ! w9d[sill1 &1 ) my head betwe5 my two h&s1 ,i w5t back 9 ?\ght to ! little t[n :]e ! fir/ days ( my *ildhood 7 pass$4 ,! #8,fete ,dieu' 0 !n "o ( ! great ev5ts ( my life6 ,x 0 necess>y to be dilig5t & ob$i5t a long "t be=eh&1 to des]ve to %>e 9 x4 ,i /ill recollect ) :at raptures ( expectation ,i got up on ! morn+ ( ! day4 ,!re 0 a holy joy 9 ! air4 ,! neighbors1 up e>li] ?an usual1 hung clo?s ) fl[]s or figures1 work$ 9 tape/ry1 along ! /reets4 ,i w5t f "o to ano!r1 by turns admir+ religi\s sc5es ( ! ,middle ,ages1 my?ological compositions ( ! ,r5aissance1 old battles 9 ! /yle ( ,l\is ,,xiv1 & ! ,arcadias ( ,madame de ,pompad\r4 ,all ?is _w ( phantoms seem$ to be com+ =? f ! du/ ( pa/ ages1 to assi/--sil5t & motionless--at ! holy c]emony4 ,i look$1 alt]nately 9 fe> & wond]1 at ^? t]rible w>riors ) _! swords always rais$1 ^? beautiful huntresses %oot+ ! arr[ :i* nev] left ! b[1 & ^? %eph]ds 9 sat9 bree*es always play+ ! flute at ! feet ( ! p]petually smil+ %eph]dess4 ,sometimes1 :5 ! w9d blew beh9d ^! hang+ pictures1 x seem$ to me t ! figures !mselves mov$1 & ,i wat*$ to see !m deta* !mselves f ! wall1 & take _! places 9 ! procession6 ,b ^! impressions 7 vague & transitory4 ,! feel+ t pr$om9at$ ov] e o!r 0 t ( an ov]fl[+ yet quiet joy4 ,9 ! mid/ ( all ! float+ drap]ies1 ! scatt]$ fl[]s1 ! voices ( ! maid5s1 & ! gladness :i*1 l a p]fume1 exhal$ f ev]y?+1 y felt transport$ 9 spite ( y\rself4 ,! joyful s\nds ( ! fe/ival 7 repeat$ 9 y\r he>t1 9 a ?\s& melodi\s e*oes4 ,y 7 m indulg5t1 m holy1 m lov+6 ,= ,god 0 n only manife/+ himself )\t1 b also )9 u4 ,& !n ! alt>s = ! occasion6 ! fl[]y arbors6 ! triumphal ar*es made ( gre5 b\ghs6 ,:at competition among ! diff]5t p>i%es = ! erection ( ! re/+-places :]e ! procession 0 to halt6 ,x 0 :o %\ld contribute ! r>e/ & ! mo/ beautiful ( 8 possessions6 ,x 0 !re ,i made my fir/ sacrifice6 ,! wrea?s ( fl[]s 7 arrang$1 ! c&les light$1 & ! ,tab]nacle dress$ ) roses2 b "o 0 want+ fit to cr[n ! :ole6 ,all ! neighbor+ g>d5s _h be5 ransack$4 ,i alone possess$ a fl[] wor?y ( su* a place4 ,x 0 on ! rose-tree giv5 me by my "m on my bir?day4 ,i _h wat*$ x = sev]al mon?s1 & !re 0 no o!r bud to bl[ on ! tree4 ,!re x 01 half op51 9 its mossy ne/1 ! object ( su* long expectations1 & ( all a *ild's pride6 ,i hesitat$ = "s mom5ts4 ,no "o _h ask$ me = x2 ,i might easily avoid los+ x4 ,i %\ld he> no reproa*es1 b "o rose noiselessly )9 me4 ,:5 e "o else _h giv5 all !y _h1 ought ,i alone to keep back my treasure8 ,ought ,i to grudge to ,god "o ( ! gifts :i*1 l all ! re/1 ,i _h receiv$ f him8 ,at ?is la/ ?\ght ,i pluck$ ! fl[] f ! /em1 & took x to put at ! top ( ! ,tab]nacle4 ,ah6 :y does ! recollection ( ?is sacrifice1 :i* 0 s h>d & yet s sweet to me1 n[ make me smile8 ,is x s c]ta9 t ! value ( a gift is 9 itself1 r ?an 9 ! int5tion8 ,if ! cup ( cold wat] 9 ! gospel is rememb]$ to ! poor man1 :y %\ld n ! fl[] be rememb]$ to ! *ild8 ,let u n look d[n ^u ! *ild's simple act ( g5]osity2 x is ^! :i* accu/om ! s\l to self-d5ial & to sympa?y4 ,i *]i%$ ?is moss-rose a long "t z a sacr$ talisman2 ,i _h reason to *]i% x always1 z ! record ( ! fir/ victory won ov] myself4 ,x is n[ _m ye>s s9ce ,i witness$ ! celebration ( ! #8,fete ,dieu'2 b %\ld ,i aga9 feel 9 x ! happy s5sations ( =m] days8 ,i /ill rememb] h[1 :5 ! procession _h pass$1 ,i walk$ ?r\gh ! /reets /rew$ ) fl[]s & %ad$ ) gre5 b\ghs4 ,i felt intoxicat$ by ! l+]+ p]fumes ( ! inc5se1 mix$ ) ! fragrance ( syr+as1 jessam9e1 & roses1 & ,i seem$ no long] to t\* ! gr\nd z ,i w5t along4 ,i smil$ at ev]y?+2 ! :ole _w 0 ,p>adise 9 my eyes1 & x seem$ to me t ,god 0 float+ 9 ! air6 ,moreov]1 ?is feel+ 0 n ! excitem5t ( ! mom5t3 x might be m int5se on c]ta9 days1 b at ! same "t x cont9u$ ?r\gh ! ord9>y c\rse ( my life4 ,_m ye>s ?us pass$ = me 9 an expansion ( he>t1 & a tru/fulness :i* prev5t$ sorr[1 if n f com+1 at lea/ f /ay+ ) me4 ,sure ( n be+ alone1 ,i soon took he>t aga91 l ! *ild :o recov]s its c\rage1 because x he>s its "m's voice close by4 ,:y h ,i lo/ t confid5ce ( my *ildhood8 ,%all ,i nev] feel aga9 s deeply t ,god is "h8 ,h[ /range ! association ( our ?\ghts6 ,a day ( ! mon? recalls my infancy1 & see1 all ! recollections ( my =m] ye>s are gr[+ up ar\nd me6 ,:y 0 ,i s happy !n8 ,i consid] well1 & no?+ is s5sibly *ang$ 9 my condition4 ,i possess1 z ,i did !n1 heal? & my daily bread2 ! only diff]5ce is1 t ,i am n[ responsible = myself6 ,z a *ild1 ,i accept$ life :5 x came2 ano!r c>$ & provid$ = me4 ,s long z ,i fulfill$ my pres5t duties ,i 0 at peace )91 & ,i left ! future to ! prud5ce ( my fa!r6 ,my de/9y 0 a %ip1 9 ! direct+ ( :i* ,i _h no %>e1 & 9 :i* ,i sail$ z a common pass5g]4 ,!re 0 ! :ole secret ( *ildhood's happy security4 ,s9ce !n worldly wisdom has depriv$ me ( x4 ,:5 my lot 0 intru/$ to my own & sole keep+1 ,i ?\ght to make myself ma/] ( x by means ( a long insight into ! future4 ,i h fill$ ! pres5t h\r ) anxieties1 by occupy+ my ?\ghts ) ! future2 ,i h put my judgm5t 9 ! place ( ,provid5ce1 & ! happy *ild is *ang$ into ! anxi\s man4 ,a melan*oly c\rse1 yet p]haps an important lesson4 ,:o kn[s t1 if ,i _h tru/$ m to ,him :o rules ! _w1 ,i %\ld n h be5 sp>$ all ?is anxiety8 ,x may be t happ9ess is n possible "h bel[1 except on condition ( liv+ l a *ild1 giv+ ourselves up to ! duties ( ea* day z x comes1 & tru/+ 9 ! goodness ( our heav5ly ,fa!r = all besides4 ,?is rem9ds me ( my ,uncle ,maurice6 ,:5ev] ,i h ne$ to /r5g!n myself 9 all t is good1 ,i turn my ?\ghts to him2 ,i see aga9 ! g5tle expression ( 8 half-smil+1 half-m\rnful face2 ,i he> 8 voice1 always s(t & soo?+ z a brea? ( summ]6 ,! remembrance ( him protects my life1 & gives x light4 ,he1 too1 0 a sa9t & m>tyr "h bel[4 ,o!rs h po9t$ out ! pa? ( heav52 he has taught u to see ^? ( e>? aright4 ,b1 except ! angels1 :o are *>g$ ) not+ d[n ! sacrifices p]=m$ 9 secret1 & ! virtues :i* are nev] kn[n1 :o has ev] he>d ( my ,uncle ,maurice8 ,p]haps ,i alone rememb] 8 "n1 & /ill recall 8 hi/ory4 ,well6 ,i w write x1 n = o!rs1 b = myself6 ,!y say t1 at ! sight ( ! ,apollo1 ! body erects itself & assumes a m dignifi$ attitude3 9 ! same way1 ! s\l %\ld feel itself rais$ & ennobl$ by ! recollection ( a good man's life6 ,a ray ( ! ris+ sun lights up ! little table on :i* ,i write2 ! breeze br+s me 9 ! sc5t ( ! mignonette1 & ! swall[s :eel ab\t my w9d[ ) joyful twitt]+s4 ,! image ( my ,uncle ,maurice w be 9 its prop] place amid ! songs1 ! sun%9e1 & ! fragrance4 ,sev5 o'clock4--,x is ) m5's lives z ) days3 "s dawn radiant ) a ?\s& colors1 o!rs d>k ) gloomy cl\ds4 ,t ( my ,uncle ,maurice 0 "o ( ! latt]4 ,he 0 s sickly1 :5 he came into ! _w1 t !y ?\ght he mu/ die2 b not)/&+ ^! anticipations1 :i* might be call$ hopes1 he cont9u$ to live1 suff]+ & de=m$4 ,he 0 depriv$ ( all joys z well z ( all ! attractions ( *ildhood4 ,he 0 oppress$ because he 0 weak1 & laugh$ at = 8 de=mity4 ,9 va9 ! little hun*back op5$ 8 arms to ! _w3 ! _w sc(f$ at him1 & w5t its way4 ,h[ev]1 he /ill _h 8 "m1 & x 0 to h] t ! *ild direct$ all ! feel+s ( a he>t repell$ by o!rs4 ,) h] he f\nd %elt]1 & 0 happy1 till he rea*$ ! age :5 a man mu/ take 8 place 9 life2 & ,maurice _h to cont5t himself ) t :i* o!rs _h refus$ ) contempt4 ,8 education w\ld h qualifi$ him = any c\rse ( life2 & he became an octroi-cl]k--,! octroi is ! tax on provisions levi$ at ! entrance ( ! t[n--9 "o ( ! little toll-h\ses at ! entrance ( 8 native t[n4 ,he 0 always %ut up 9 ?is dwell+ ( a few feet squ>e1 ) no relaxation f ! (fice acc\nts b read+ & 8 "m's visits4 ,on f9e summ] days %e came to "w at ! door ( 8 hut1 "u ! %ade ( a clematis plant$ by ,maurice4 ,&1 ev5 :5 %e 0 sil5t1 h] pres5ce 0 a pleasant *ange = ! hun*back2 he he>d ! cl9k+ ( h] long knitt+-ne$les2 he saw h] mild & m\rnful pr(ile1 :i* rem9d$ him ( s _m c\rage\sly-borne trials2 he c\ld e n[ & !n re/ 8 h& affectionately on t b[$ neck1 & ex*ange a smile ) h]6 ,?is com=t 0 soon to be tak5 f him4 ,8 old "m fell sick1 & at ! end ( a few days he _h to give up all hope4 ,maurice 0 ov]come at ! idea ( a sep>ation :i* w\ld h5ce=? leave him alone on e>?1 & ab&on$ himself to b\ndless grief4 ,he knelt by ! b$side ( ! dy+ woman1 he call$ h] by ! fonde/ names1 he press$ h] 9 8 arms1 z if he c\ld s keep h] 9 life4 ,8 "m tri$ to return 8 c>esses1 & to answ] him2 b h] h&s 7 cold1 h] voice 0 already gone4 ,%e c\ld only press h] lips aga9/ ! =ehead ( h] son1 heave a sigh1 & close h] eyes =ev]6 ,!y tri$ to take ,maurice away1 b he resi/$ !m & ?rew himself on t n[ motionless =m4 8,dead60 cri$ he2 8dead6 ,%e :o _h nev] left me1 %e :o 0 ! only "o 9 ! _w :o lov$ me6 ,y1 my "m1 dead6 ,:at !n rema9s = me "h bel[80 ,a /ifl$ voice repli$3 8,god60 ,maurice1 />tl$1 rais$ himself6 ,0 t a la/ sigh f ! dead1 or 8 own consci5ce1 t _h answ]$ him8 ,he did n seek to "k1 b he und]/ood ! answ]1 & accept$ x4 ,x 0 !n t ,i fir/ knew him4 ,i (t5 w5t to see him 9 8 little toll-h\se4 ,he jo9$ 9 my *ildi% games1 told me 8 f9e/ /ories1 & let me ga!r 8 fl[]s4 ,depriv$ z he 0 ( all ext]nal attractiv5ess1 he %[$ himself full ( k9dness to all :o came to him1 &1 ?\gh he nev] w\ld put himself =w>d1 he _h a welcome = ev]yone4 ,des]t$1 despis$1 he submitt$ to ev]y?+ ) a g5tle pati5ce2 & :ile he 0 ?us /ret*$ on ! cross ( life1 amid ! insults ( 8 execution]s1 he repeat$ ) ,*ri/1 8,fa!r1 =give !m1 = !y "k n :at !y d40 ,no o!r cl]k %[$ s mu* hone/y1 zeal1 & intellig5ce2 b ^? :o o!rwise might h promot$ him z 8 s]vices des]v$ 7 repell$ by 8 de=mity4 ,z he _h no patrons1 he f\nd 8 claims 7 always disreg>d$4 ,!y pref]r$ be=e him ^? :o 7 bett] able to make !mselves agreeable1 & seem$ to be grant+ him a favor :5 lett+ him keep ! humble (fice :i* enabl$ him to live4 ,uncle ,maurice bore inju/ice z he _h borne contempt2 unfairly treat$ by m51 he rais$ 8 eyes high]1 & tru/$ 9 ! ju/ice ( ,him :o _c be deceiv$4 ,he liv$ 9 an old h\se 9 ! suburb1 :]e _m "w-p1 z poor b n z =lorn z he1 also lodg$4 ,among ^! neighbors !re 0 a s+le woman1 :o liv$ by h]self 9 a little g>ret1 into :i* came bo? w9d & ra94 ,%e 0 a "y girl1 pale1 sil5t1 & ) no?+ to recomm5d h] b h] wret*$ness & h] resignation to x4 ,%e 0 nev] se5 speak+ to any o!r woman1 & no song *e]$ h] g>ret4 ,%e work$ )\t int]e/ & )\t relaxation2 a depress+ gloom seem$ to envelop h] l a %r\d4 ,h] dejection affect$ ,maurice2 he attempt$ to speak to h]2 %e repli$ mildly1 b 9 few words4 ,x 0 easy to see t %e pref]r$ h] sil5ce & h] solitude to ! little hun*back's good-w2 he p]ceiv$ x1 & said no m4 ,b ,to9ette's ne$le 0 h>dly suffici5t = h] support1 & pres5tly "w fail$ h]6 ,maurice le>n$ t ! poor girl 0 9 want ( ev]y?+1 & t ! tradesm5 refus$ to give h] cr$it4 ,he imm$iately w5t to !m privately & engag$ to pay !m = :at !y suppli$ ,to9ette )4 ,?+s w5t on 9 ?is way = sev]al mon?s4 ,! "y dressmak] cont9u$ out ( "w1 until %e 0 at la/ fright5$ at ! bills %e _h contract$ ) ! %opkeep]s4 ,:5 %e came to an explanation ) !m1 ev]y?+ 0 discov]$4 ,h] fir/ impulse 0 to run to ,uncle ,maurice1 & ?ank him on h] knees4 ,h] habitual res]ve _h giv5 way to a bur/ ( deepe/ feel+4 ,x seem$ z if gratitude _h melt$ all ! ice ( t numb$ he>t4 ,be+ n[ no long] emb>rass$ ) a secret1 ! little hun*back c\ld give great] efficacy to 8 good (fices4 ,to9ette became to him a si/]1 = ^: wants he _h a "r to provide4 ,x 0 ! fir/ "t s9ce ! dea? ( 8 "m t he _h be5 able to %>e 8 life ) ano!r4 ,! "y woman receiv$ 8 att5tions ) feel+1 b ) res]ve4 ,all ,maurice's ef=ts 7 insuffici5t to dispel h] gloom3 %e seem$ t\*$ by 8 k9dness1 & sometimes express$ h] s5se ( x ) w>m?2 b !re %e /opp$4 ,h] he>t 0 a clos$ book1 :i* ! little hun*back might b5d ov]1 b c\ld n read4 ,9 tru? he c>$ little to d s2 he gave himself up to ! happ9ess ( be+ no long] alone1 & took ,to9ette su* z h] long trials _h made h]2 he lov$ h] z %e 01 & wi%$ = no?+ else b /ill to enjoy h] company4 ,?is ?\ght ins5sibly took possession ( 8 m9d1 to ! exclusion ( all besides4 ,! poor girl 0 z =lorn z himself2 %e _h become accu/om$ to ! de=mity ( ! hun*back1 & %e seem$ to look on him ) an affectionate sympa?y6 ,:at m c\ld he wi% =8 ,until !n1 ! hopes ( mak+ himself acceptable to a helpmate _h be5 repell$ by ,maurice z a dream2 b *ance seem$ will+ to make x a reality4 ,aft] mu* hesitation he took c\rage1 & decid$ to speak to h]4 ,x 0 ev5+2 ! little hun*back1 9 mu* agitation1 direct$ 8 /eps t[>d ! "w-woman's g>ret j z he 0 ab\t to ent]1 he ?\ght he he>d a /range voice pron\nc+ ! maid5's "n4 ,he quickly pu%$ op5 ! door1 & p]ceiv$ ,to9ette weep+1 & lean+ on ! %\ld] ( a "y man 9 ! dress ( a sailor4 ,at ! sight ( my uncle1 %e dis5gag$ h]self quickly1 & ran to him1 cry+ out3 8,ah6 come 9--come 96 ,x is he t ,i ?\ght 0 dead3 x is ,juli52 x is my betro!d60 ,maurice tott]$1 & drew back4 ,a s+le ^w _h told him all6 ,x seem$ to him z if ! gr\nd %ook & 8 he>t 0 ab\t to break2 b ! same voice t he _h he>d by 8 "m's dea?b$ aga9 s\nd$ 9 8 e>s1 & he soon recov]$ himself4 ,god 0 /ill 8 fri5d6 ,he himself accompani$ ! newly-m>ri$ pair on ! road :5 !y left ! t[n1 &1 aft] wi%+ !m all ! happ9ess :i* 0 d5i$ to him1 he return$ ) resignation to ! old h\se 9 ! suburb4 ,x 0 !re t he end$ 8 life1 =sak5 by m51 b n z he said by ! ,fa!r :i* is 9 heav54 ,he felt ,8 pres5ce ev]y:]e2 x 0 to him 9 ! place ( all else4 ,:5 he di$1 x 0 ) a smile1 & l an exile sett+ out = 8 own c\ntry4 ,he :o _h consol$ him 9 pov]ty & ill-heal?1 :5 he 0 suff]+ f inju/ice & =sak5 by all1 _h made dea? a ga9 & bless+ to him4 ,eight o'clock4--,all ,i h j writt5 has pa9$ me6 ,till n[ ,i h look$ into life = in/ruction h[ to live4 ,is x !n true t human maxims are n always suffici5t8 t beyond goodness1 prud5ce1 mod]ation1 humility1 self-sacrifice itself1 !re is "o great tru?1 :i* alone c face great mis=tunes8 & t1 if man has ne$ ( virtues = o!rs1 he has ne$ ( religion = himself8 ,:51 9 y\?1 we dr9k our w9e ) a m]ry he>t1 z ! ,scripture expresses x1 we ?9k we are suffici5t = ourselves2 /rong1 happy1 & belov$1 we believe1 l ,ajax1 we %all be able to escape e /orm 9 spite ( ! gods4 ,b lat] 9 life1 :5 ! back is b[$1 :5 happ9ess proves a fad+ fl[]1 & ! affections gr[ *ill-!n1 9 fe> ( ! void & ! d>kness1 we /ret* out our arms1 l ! *ild ov]tak5 by night1 & we call = help to ,him :o is ev]y:]e4 ,i 0 ask+ ?is morn+ :y ?is gr[+ confusion alike = society & = ! individual8 ,9 va9 does human reason f h\r to h\r light "s new tor* on ! roadside3 ! night cont9ues to gr[ ev] d>k]6 ,is x n because we are cont5t to )draw f>!r & f>!r f ,god1 ! ,sun ( spirits8 ,b :at d ^! h]mit's rev]ies signify to ! _w8 ,! inw>d turmoils ( mo/ m5 are /ifl$ by ! outw>d ones2 life does n give !m "t to "q !mselves4 ,h !y "t to "k :at !y are1 & :at !y %\ld be1 ^: :ole ?\ghts are 9 ! next lease or ! la/ price ( /ock8 ,heav5 is v high1 & wise m5 look only at ! e>?4 ,b ,i--poor savage amid all ?is civilization1 :o seek nei!r p[] nor ri*es1 & :o h f\nd 9 my own ?\ghts ! home & %elt] ( my _s--,i c g back ) impunity to ^! recollections ( my *ildhood2 &1 if ?is our great city no long] honors ! "n ( ,god ) a fe/ival1 ,i w /rive /ill to keep ! fea/ to ,him 9 my he>t4 ,,*apt] ,,vii4 ,,! ,,price ,,( ,,p[] ,,& ,,! ,,wor? ,,( ,,fame ,sunday1 ,july #a/ ,ye/]day ! mon? d$icat$ to ,juno 7,junius1 ,june7 by ! ,romans end$4 ,to-day we ent] on ,july4 ,9 anci5t ,rome ?is latt] mon? 0 call$ ,qu9tiles 7! fif?71 because ! ye>1 :i* 0 !n divid$ into only t5 p>ts1 began 9 ,m>*4 ,:5 ,numa ,pompilius divid$ x into twelve mon?s ?is "n ( ,qu9tiles 0 pres]v$1 z well z ^? t foll[$--,sexteles1 ,septemb]1 ,octob]1 ,novemb]1 ,decemb]--al?\gh ^! designations did n accord ) ! newly arrang$ ord] ( ! mon?s4 ,at la/1 aft] a "t ! mon? ,qu9tiles1 9 :i* ,julius ,caes> 0 born1 0 call$ ,julius1 :5ce we h ,july4 ,?us ?is "n1 plac$ 9 ! cal5d>1 is become ! imp]i%able record ( a great man2 x is an immortal epitaph on ,"t's highway1 engrav$ by ! admiration ( man4 ,h[ _m simil> inscriptions are !re6 ,seas1 cont95ts1 m\nta9s1 />s1 & monum5ts1 h all 9 succession s]v$ ! same purpose6 ,we h turn$ ! :ole _w into a ,gold5 ,book1 l t 9 :i* ! /ate ( ,v5ice us$ to enroll its illu/ri\s names & its great de$s4 ,x seems t mank9d feels a necessity = honor+ itself 9 its elect ones1 & t x raises itself 9 its own eyes by *oos+ h]oes f among its own race4 ,! human family love to pres]ve ! memory2 ( ! p>v5us ( glory1 z we *]i% t ( a great ance/or1 or ( a b5efactor4 ,9 fact1 ! tal5ts grant$ to a s+le individual d n b5efit himself alone1 b are gifts to ! _w2 ev]yone %>es !m1 = ev]yone suff]s or b5efits by 8 actions4 ,g5ius is a ligh?\se1 meant to give light f af>2 ! man :o be>s x is b ! rock ^u :i* ?is ligh?\se is built4 ,i love to dwell ^u ^! ?\ghts2 !y expla9 to me 9 :at consi/s our admiration = glory4 ,:5 glory has b5efit$ m51 t admiration is gratitude2 :5 x is only rem>kable 9 itself1 x is ! pride ( race2 z m51 we love to immortalize ! mo/ %9+ examples ( humanity4 ,:o kn[s :e!r we d n obey ! same in/9ct 9 submitt+ to ! h& ( p[]8 ,ap>t f ! requirem5ts ( a gradation ( ranks1 or ! consequ5ces ( a conque/1 ! multitude delight to surr\nd _! *iefs ) privileges--:e!r x be t _! vanity makes !m ?us to aggr&ize "o ( _! own creations1 or :e!r !y try to conceal ! humiliation ( subjection by exagg]at+ ! importance ( ^? :o rule !m4 ,!y wi% to honor !mselves ?r\gh _! ma/]2 !y elevate him on _! %\ld]s z on a p$e/al2 !y surr\nd him ) a halo ( light1 9 ord] t "s ( x may be reflect$ ^u !mselves4 ,x is /ill ! fable ( ! dog :o cont5ts himself ) ! *a9 & coll>1 s t !y are ( gold4 ,?is s]vile vanity is n less natural or less common ?an ! vanity ( dom9ion4 ,:oev] feels himself incapable ( comm&1 at lea/ desires to obey a p[]ful *ief4 ,s]fs h be5 kn[n to consid] !mselves di%onor$ :5 !y became ! prop]ty ( a m]e c\nt aft] hav+ be5 t ( a pr9ce1 & ,sa9t-,simon m5tions a valet :o w\ld only wait ^u m>quises4 ,july #g?1 sev5 o'clock ,p4 ,m4--,i h j n[ be5 up ! ,b\lev>ds2 x 0 ! op]a night1 & !re 0 a cr[d ( c>riages 9 ! ,rue ,lepelleti]4 ,! foot-pass5g]s :o 7 /opp$ at a cross+ recogniz$ ! p]sons 9 "s ( ^! z we w5t by1 & m5tion$ _! names2 !y 7 ^? ( celebrat$ or p[]ful m51 ! successful ones ( ! day4 ,ne> me !re 0 a man look+ on ) holl[ *eeks & eag] eyes1 ^: ?9 black coat 0 ?readb>e4 ,he foll[$ ) envi\s looks ^! possessors ( ! privileges ( p[] or ( fame1 & ,i read on 8 lips1 :i* curl$ ) a bitt] smile1 all t pass$ 9 8 m9d4 8,look at !m1 ! lucky fell[s60 ?\ght he2 8all ! pleasures ( weal?1 all ! enjoym5ts ( pride1 are !irs4 ,_! names are r5[n$1 all _! wi%es fulfill$2 !y are ! sov]eigns ( ! _w1 ei!r by _! intellect or _! p[]2 & :ile ,i1 poor & unkn[n1 toil pa9fully along ! road bel[1 !y w+ _! way ov] ! m\nta9-tops gild$ by ! broad sun%9e ( prosp]ity40 ,i h come home 9 deep ?\ght4 ,is x true t !re are ^! inequalities1 ,i d n say 9 ! =tunes1 b 9 ! happ9ess ( m58 ,d g5ius & au?ority really we> life z a cr[n1 :ile ! great] "p ( mank9d receive x z a yoke8 ,is ! diff]5ce ( rank b a diff]5t use ( m5's dispositions & tal5ts1 or a real inequality 9 _! de/9ies8 ,a solemn "q1 z x reg>ds ! v]ification ( ,god's imp>tiality4 ,july #h?1 noon4--,i w5t ?is morn+ to call ^u a fri5d f ! same prov9ce z myself1 :o is ! fir/ u%]-9-wait+ to "o ( our m9i/]s4 ,i took him "s lett]s f 8 family1 left = him by a travell] j come f ,brittany4 ,he wi%$ me to /ay4 8,to-day10 said he1 8! ,m9i/] gives no audi5ce3 he takes a day ( re/ ) 8 family4 ,8 y\ng] si/]s are arriv$2 he w take !m ?is morn+ to ,/4 ,cl\d1 & 9 ! ev5+ he has invit$ 8 fri5ds to a private ball4 ,i %all be dismiss$ directly = ! re/ ( ! day4 ,we c d9e toge!r2 read ! news :ile y are wait+ = me40 ,i sat d[n at a table cov]$ ) newspap]s1 all ( :i* ,i look$ ov] by turns4 ,mo/ ( !m conta9$ sev]e criticisms on ! la/ political acts ( ! m9i/]2 "s ( !m add$ suspicions z to ! honor ( ! m9i/] himself4 ,j z ,i _h f9i%$ read+1 a secret>y came = !m to take !m to 8 ma/]4 ,he 0 !n ab\t to read ^! accusations1 to suff] sil5tly ! abuse ( all ^? tongues :i* 7 hold+ him up to indignation or to scorn6 ,l ! ,roman victor 9 8 triumph1 he _h to endure ! insults ( him :o foll[$ 8 c>1 relat+ to ! cr[d 8 follies1 8 ignorance1 or 8 vices4 ,b1 among ! arr[s %ot at him f e side1 w\ld no "o be f\nd poison$8 ,w\ld n "o rea* "s spot 9 8 he>t :]e ! w\nd w\ld be incurable8 ,:at is ! wor? ( a life expos$ to ! attacks ( envi\s hatr$ or furi\s conviction8 ,! ,*ri/ians yield$ only ! fragm5ts ( _! fle% to ! bea/s ( ! amphi!atres2 ! man 9 p[] gives up 8 peace1 8 affections1 8 honor1 to ! cruel bites ( ! p54 ,:ile ,i 0 mus+ ^u ^! dang]s ( greatness1 ! u%] ent]$ ha/ily4 ,important news _h be5 receiv$3 ! m9i/] is j summon$ to ! c\ncil2 he w n be able to take 8 si/]s to ,/4 ,cl\d4 ,i saw1 ?r\gh ! w9d[s1 ! "y ladies1 :o 7 wait+ at ! door1 sorr[fully g up/airs aga91 :ile _! bro!r w5t (f to ! c\ncil4 ,! c>riage1 :i* %\ld h gone fill$ ) s mu* family happ9ess1 is j out ( sight1 c>ry+ only ! c>es ( a /atesman 9 x4 ,! u%] came back discont5t$ & disappo9t$4 ,! m or less ( lib]ty :i* he is all[$ to enjoy1 is 8 b>omet] ( ! political atmosph]e4 ,if he gets leave1 all goes well2 if he is kept at 8 po/1 ! c\ntry is 9 dang]4 ,8 op9ion on public affairs is b a calculation ( 8 own int]e/4 ,my fri5d is almo/ a /atesman4 ,i _h "s conv]sation ) him1 & he told me sev]al curi\s p>ticul>s ( public life4 ,! new m9i/] has old fri5ds ^: op9ions he opposes1 ?\gh he /ill reta9s 8 p]sonal reg>d = !m4 ,?\gh sep>at$ f !m by ! colors he fights "u1 !y rema9 unit$ by old associations2 b ! exig5cies ( p>ty =bid him to meet !m4 ,if _! int]c\rse cont9u$1 x w\ld awak5 suspicion2 p w\ld imag9e t "s di%onorable b>ga9 0 go+ on2 8 fri5ds w\ld be held to be traitors desir\s to sell !mselves1 & he ! corrupt m9i/] prep>$ to buy !m4 ,he has1 !re=e1 be5 oblig$ to break (f fri5d%ips ( tw5ty ye>s' /&+1 & to sacrifice atta*m5ts :i* _h become a second nature4 ,sometimes1 h[ev]1 ! m9i/] /ill gives way to 8 old feel+s2 he receives or visits 8 fri5ds privately2 he %uts himself up ) !m1 & talks ( ! times :5 !y c\ld be op5 fri5ds4 ,by d9t ( precautions !y h hi!rto succe$$ 9 conceal+ ?is blot ( fri5d%ip aga9/ policy2 b soon] or lat] ! newspap]s w be in=m$ ( x1 & w d5\nce him to ! c\ntry z an object ( di/ru/4 ,= :e!r hatr$ be hone/ or di%one/1 x nev] %r9ks f any accusation4 ,sometimes x ev5 proce$s to crime4 ,! u%] assur$ me t sev]al w>n+s _h be5 giv5 ! m9i/] :i* _h made him fe> ! v5geance ( an assass91 & t he no long] v5tur$ out on foot4 ,!n1 f "o ?+ to ano!r1 ,i le>n$ :at temptations came 9 to mislead or ov]come 8 judgm5t2 h[ he f\nd himself fatally l$ into obliquities :i* he c\ld n b deplore4 ,misl$ by passion1 ov]-p]suad$ by entreaties1 or compell$ = reputation's sake1 he has _m times held ! balance ) an un/eady h&4 ,h[ sad ! condition ( him :o is 9 au?ority6 ,n only are ! mis]ies ( p[] impos$ ^u him1 b its vices also1 :i*1 n cont5t ) tortur+1 succe$ 9 corrupt+ him4 ,we prolong$ our conv]sation till x 0 int]rupt$ by ! m9i/]'s return4 ,he ?rew himself out ( ! c>riage ) a h&ful ( pap]s1 & ) an anxi\s mann] w5t into 8 own room4 ,an in/ant aft]w>d 8 bell 0 he>d2 8 secret>y 0 call$ to s5d (f notices to all ^? invit$ = ! ev5+2 ! ball w\ld n take place2 !y spoke my/]i\sly ( bad news transmitt$ by ! telegraph1 & 9 su* circum/ances an ent]ta9m5t w\ld seem to insult ! public sorr[4 ,i took leave ( my fri5d1 & "h ,i am at home4 ,:at ,i h j se5 is an answ] to my d\bts ! o!r day4 ,n[ ,i "k ) :at pangs m5 pay = _! dignities2 n[ ,i und]/& ,t ,=tune sells :at we believe %e gives4 ,?is expla9s to me ! reason :y ,*>les ,v4 aspir$ to ! repose ( ! cloi/]4 ,& yet ,i h only glanc$ at "s ( ! suff]+s atta*$ to p[]4 ,:at %all ,i say ( ! falls 9 :i* its possessors are precipitat$ f ! heights ( heav5 to ! v dep?s ( ! e>?8 ( t pa? ( pa9 along :i* !y mu/ =ev] be> ! burd5 ( _! responsibility8 ( t *a9 ( decorums & ennuis :i* encompasses e act ( _! lives1 & leaves !m s little lib]ty8 ,! p>tisans ( despotism adh]e ) reason to =ms & c]emonies4 ,if m5 wi% to give unlimit$ p[] to _! fell[-man1 !y mu/ keep him sep>at$ f ord9>y humanity2 !y mu/ surr\nd him ) a cont9ual wor%ip1 &1 by a con/ant c]emonial1 keep up = him ! sup]human "p !y h grant$ him4 ,our ma/]s _c rema9 absolute1 except on condition ( be+ treat$ z idols4 ,b1 aft] all1 ^! idols are m51 &1 if ! exclusive life !y mu/ lead is an insult to ! dignity ( o!rs1 x is also a torm5t to !mselves4 ,ev]yone kn[s ! law ( ! ,spani% c\rt1 :i* us$ to regulate1 h\r by h\r1 ! actions ( ! k+ & que52 8s t10 says ,voltaire1 8by read+ x "o c tell all t ! sov]eigns ( ,spa9 h done1 or w d1 f ,philip ,,ii to ! day ( judgm5t40 ,x 0 by ?is law t ,philip ,,iii1 :5 sick1 0 oblig$ to endure su* an excess ( heat t he di$ 9 consequ5ce1 because ! ,duke ( ,uz$a1 :o alone _h ! "r to put out ! fire 9 ! royal *amb]1 happ5$ to be abs5t4 ,:5 ! wife ( ,*>les ,,ii 0 run away ) on a spirit$ horse1 %e 0 ab\t to p]i% be=e anyone d>$ to save h]1 because etiquette =bade !m to t\* ! que54 ,two "y (fic]s endang]$ _! lives = h] by /opp+ ! horse4 ,! pray]s & te>s ( h] :om !y _h j snat*$ f dea? 7 necess>y to obta9 p>don = _! crime4 ,e "o kn[s ! anecdote relat$ by ,madame ,campan ( ,m>ie ,anto9ette1 wife ( ,l\is ,,xvi4 ,"o day1 be+ at h] toilet1 :5 ! *emise 0 ab\t to be pres5t$ to h] by "o ( ! assi/ants1 a lady ( v anci5t family ent]$ & claim$ ! honor1 z %e _h ! "r by etiquette2 b1 at ! mom5t %e 0 ab\t to fulfil h] duty1 a lady ( high] rank appe>$1 & 9 h] turn took ! g>m5t %e 0 ab\t to (f] to ! que52 :5 a ?ird lady ( /ill high] title came 9 h] turn1 & 0 foll[$ by a f\r?1 :o 0 no o!r ?an ! k+'s si/]4 ,! *emise 0 9 ?is mann] pass$ f h& to h&1 ) c]emonies1 c\rtesies1 & complim5ts1 be=e x came to ! que51 :o1 half nak$ & q a%am$1 0 %iv]+ ) cold = ! great honor ( etiquette4 #ab?1 sev5 o'clock1 ,p4,m4--,on com+ home ?is ev5+1 ,i saw1 /&+ at ! door ( a h\se1 an old man1 ^: appe>ance & features rem9d$ me ( my fa!r4 ,!re 0 ! same beautiful smile1 ! same deep & p5etrat+ eye1 ! same noble be>+ ( ! head1 & ! same c>eless attitude4 ,i began liv+ ov] aga9 ! fir/ ye>s ( my life1 & recall+ to myself ! conv]sations ( t guide :om ,god 9 8 m]cy _h giv5 me1 & :om 9 8 sev]ity he _h too soon )drawn4 ,:5 my fa!r spoke1 x 0 n only to br+ our two m9ds toge!r by an int]*ange ( ?\ght1 b 8 words always conta9$ in/ruction4 ,n t he endeavor$ to make me feel x s3 my fa!r fe>$ ev]y?+ t _h ! appe>ance ( a lesson4 ,he us$ to say t virtue c\ld make h]self devot$ fri5ds1 b %e did n take pupils3 !re=e he 0 n desir\s to tea* goodness2 he cont5t$ himself ) s[+ ! se$s ( x1 c]ta9 t exp]i5ce w\ld make !m gr[4 ,h[ (t5 has good gra9 fall5 ?us into a corn] ( ! he>t1 &1 :5 x has be5 long =gott51 all at once put =? ! blade & come into e>6 ,x is a treasure laid aside 9 a "t ( ignorance1 & we d n "k its value till we f9d ourselves 9 ne$ ( x4 ,among ! /ories ) :i* he enliv5$ our walks or our ev5+s1 !re is "o :i* n[ returns to my memory1 d\btless because ! "t is come to d]ive its lesson f x4 ,my fa!r1 :o 0 appr5tic$ at ! age ( twelve to "o ( ^? trad+ collectors :o call !mselves naturali/s1 because !y put all creation "u glasses t !y may sell x by retail1 _h always l$ a life ( pov]ty & labor4 ,oblig$ to rise be=e daybreak1 by turns %op-boy1 cl]k1 & labor]1 he 0 made to be> alone all ! "w ( a trade ( :i* 8 ma/] reap$ all ! pr(its4 ,9 tru?1 ?is latt] _h a peculi> tal5t = mak+ ! mo/ ( ! labor ( o!r p4 ,?\gh unfit himself = ! execution ( any k9d ( "w1 no "o knew bett] h[ to sell x4 ,8 words 7 a net1 9 :i* p f\nd !mselves tak5 be=e !y 7 aw>e4 ,& s9ce he 0 devot$ to himself alone1 & look$ on ! produc] z 8 enemy1 & ! buy] z prey1 he us$ !m bo? ) t ob/9ate p]sev]ance :i* av>ice tea*es4 ,my fa!r 0 a slave all ! week1 & c\ld call himself 8 own only on ,sunday4 ,! ma/] naturali/1 :o us$ to sp5d ! day at ! h\se ( an old female relative1 !n gave him 8 lib]ty on condition t he d9$ out1 & at 8 own exp5se4 ,b my fa!r us$ secretly to take ) him a cru/ ( bread1 :i* he hid 9 8 botaniz+-box1 &1 leav+ ,p>is z soon z x 0 day1 he w\ld w&] f> into ! valley ( ,montmor5cy1 ! wood ( ,meudon1 or among ! w9d+s ( ! ,m>ne4 ,excit$ by ! fre% air1 ! p5etrat+ p]fume ( ! gr[+ vegetation1 or ! fragrance ( ! honeysuckles1 he w\ld walk on until hung] or fatigue made itself felt4 ,!n he w\ld sit "u a h$ge1 or by ! side ( a /ream1 & w\ld make a ru/ic fea/1 by turns on wat]cresses1 wood /rawb]ries1 & blackb]ries pick$ f ! h$ges2 he w\ld ga!r a few plants1 read a few pages ( ,florian1 !n 9 greate/ vogue1 ( ,gessn]1 :o 0 j translat$1 or ( ,jean ,jacques1 ( :om he possess$ ?ree old volumes4 ,! day 0 ?us pass$ alt]nately 9 activity & re/1 9 pursuit & m$itation1 until ! decl9+ sun w>n$ him to take aga9 ! road to ,p>is1 :]e he w\ld arrive1 8 feet torn & du/y1 b 8 m9d invigorat$ = a :ole week4 ,"o day1 z he 0 go+ t[>d ! wood ( ,vir(lay1 he met1 close to x1 a /rang] :o 0 occupi$ 9 botaniz+ & 9 sort+ ! plants he _h j ga!r$4 ,he 0 an eld]ly man ) an hone/ face2 b 8 eyes1 :i* 7 r deep-set "u 8 eyebr[s1 _h a some:at uneasy & timid expression4 ,he 0 dress$ 9 a br[n clo? coat1 a gray wai/coat1 black bree*es1 & wor/$ /ock+s1 & held an ivory-head$ cane "u 8 arm4 ,8 appe>ance 0 t ( a small retir$ tradesman :o 0 liv+ on 8 means1 & r bel[ ! gold5 mean ( ,horace4 ,my fa!r1 :o _h great respect = age1 civilly rais$ 8 hat to him z he pass$4 ,9 do+ s1 a plant he held fell f 8 h&2 ! /rang] /oop$ to take x up1 & recogniz$ x4 8,x is a ,deut>ia heptaphyllos10 said he2 8,i h n yet se5 any ( !m 9 ^! woods2 did y f9d x ne> "h1 sir80 ,my fa!r repli$ t x 0 to be f\nd 9 abundance on ! top ( ! hill1 t[>d ,sevres1 z well z ! great ,las]pitium4 8,t1 too60 repeat$ ! old man m briskly4 8,ah6 ,i %all g & look = !m2 ,i h ga!r$ !m =m]ly on ! hillside ( ,robaila40 ,my fa!r propos$ to take him4 ,! /rang] accept$ 8 proposal ) ?anks1 & ha/5$ to collect toge!r ! plants he _h ga!r$2 b all ( a sudd5 he appe>$ seiz$ ) a scruple4 ,he obs]v$ to 8 companion t ! road he 0 go+ 0 halfway up ! hill1 & l$ 9 ! direction ( ! ca/le ( ! ,dames ,royales at ,bellevue2 t by go+ to ! top he w\ld consequ5tly turn out ( 8 road1 & t x 0 n "r he %\ld take ?is tr\ble = a /rang]4 ,my fa!r insi/$ ^u x ) 8 habitual good-nature2 b1 ! m eag]ness he %[$1 ! m ob/9ately ! old man refus$2 x ev5 seem$ to my fa!r t 8 good int5tion at la/ excit$ 8 suspicion4 ,he !re=e cont5t$ himself ) po9t+ out ! road to ! /rang]1 :om he salut$1 & he soon lo/ sight ( him4 ,_m h\rs pass$ by1 & he ?\ght no m ( ! meet+4 ,he _h rea*$ ! copses ( ,*aville1 :]e1 /ret*$ on ! gr\nd 9 a mossy glade1 he read once m ! la/ volume ( ,emile4 ,! delight ( read+ x _h s completely absorb$ him t he _h ceas$ to see or he> any?+ ar\nd him4 ,) 8 *eeks flu%$ & 8 eyes moi/1 he repeat$ al\d a passage :i* _h p>ticul>ly affect$ him4 ,an exclamation utt]$ close by him awoke him f 8 ec/asy2 he rais$ 8 head1 & p]ceiv$ ! tradesman-look+ p]son he _h met be=e on ! crossroad at ,vir(lay4 ,he 0 load$ ) plants1 ! collection ( :i* seem$ to h put him into high good-humor4 8,a ?\s& ?anks1 sir10 said he to my fa!r4 8,i h f\nd all t y told me (1 & ,i am indebt$ to y = a *>m+ walk40 ,my fa!r respectfully rose1 & made a civil reply4 ,! /rang] _h gr[n q famili>1 & ev5 ask$ if 8 "y 8bro!r botani/0 did n ?9k ( return+ to ,p>is4 ,my fa!r repli$ 9 ! affirmative1 & op5$ 8 t9 box to put 8 book back 9 x4 ,! /rang] ask$ him ) a smile if he might )\t imp]t95ce ask ! "n ( x4 ,my fa!r answ]$ t x 0 ,r\sseau's ,emile4 ,! /rang] imm$iately became grave4 ,!y walk$ = "s "t side by side1 my fa!r express+1 ) ! w>m? ( a he>t /ill ?robb+ ) emotion1 all t ?is "w _h made him feel2 8 companion rema9+ cold & sil5t4 ,! =m] extoll$ ! glory ( ! great ,g5evese writ]1 ^: g5ius _h made him a citiz5 ( ! _w2 he expatiat$ on ?is privilege ( great ?9k]s1 :o reign 9 spite ( "t & space1 & ga!r toge!r a p ( will+ subjects out ( all nations2 b ! /rang] sudd5ly int]rupt$ him3 8,& h[ d y "k10 said he1 mildly1 8:e!r ,jean ,jacques w\ld n ex*ange ! reputation :i* y seem to envy = ! life ( "o ( ! wood-cutt]s ^: *imneys' smoke we see8 ,:at has fame br\ght him except p]secution8 ,! unkn[n fri5ds :om 8 books may h made = him cont5t !mselves ) bless+ him 9 _! he>ts1 :ile ! decl>$ enemies t !y h drawn ^u him pursue him ) viol5ce & calumny6 ,8 pride has be5 flatt]$ by success3 h[ _m times has x be5 w\nd$ by satire8 ,& be assur$ t human pride is l ! ,syb>ite :o 0 prev5t$ f sleep+ by a crease 9 a roseleaf4 ,! activity ( a vigor\s m9d1 by :i* ! _w pr(its1 almo/ always turns aga9/ him :o possesses x4 ,he expects m f x z he gr[s old]2 ! ideal he pursues cont9ually disgu/s him ) ! actual2 he is l a man :o1 ) a too-ref9$ sight1 disc]ns spots & blemi%es 9 ! mo/ beautiful face4 ,i w n speak ( /rong] temptations & ( deep] d[nfalls4 ,g5ius1 y h said1 is a k+dom2 b :at virtu\s man is n afraid ( be+ a k+8 ,he :o feels only 8 great p[]s1 is--) ! weaknesses & passions ( our nature--prep>+ = great failures4 ,believe me1 sir1 ! unhappy man :o wrote ?is book is no object ( admiration or ( envy2 b1 if y h a feel+ he>t1 pity him60 ,my fa!r1 a/oni%$ at ! excitem5t ) :i* 8 companion pron\nc$ ^! la/ words1 did n "k :at to answ]4 ,j !n !y rea*$ ! pav$ road :i* l$ f ,meudon ,ca/le to t ( ,v]sailles2 a c>riage 0 pass+4 ,! ladies :o 7 9 x p]ceiv$ ! old man1 utt]$ an exclamation ( surprise1 & lean+ out ( ! w9d[ repeat$3 8,!re is ,jean ,jacques--!re is ,r\sseau60 ,!n ! c>riage disappe>$ 9 ! di/ance4 ,my fa!r rema9$ motionless1 conf\nd$1 & amaz$1 8 eyes wide op51 & 8 h&s clasp$4 ,r\sseau1 :o _h %udd]$ on he>+ 8 "n spok51 turn$ t[>d him3 8,y see10 said he1 ) ! bitt] misan?ropy :i* 8 lat] mis=tunes _h produc$ 9 him1 8,jean ,jacques _c ev5 hide himself3 he is an object ( curiosity to "s1 ( malignity to o!rs1 & to all he is a public ?+1 at :i* !y po9t ! f+]4 ,x w\ld signify less if he _h only to submit to ! imp]t95ce ( ! idle2 b1 z soon z a man has _h ! mis=tune to make himself a "n1 he becomes public prop]ty4 ,e "o rakes into 8 life1 relates 8 mo/ trivial actions1 & insults 8 feel+s2 he becomes l ^? walls1 :i* e pass]-by may deface ) "s abusive writ+4 ,p]haps y w say t ,i h myself enc\rag$ ?is curiosity by publi%+ my ,confessions4 ,b ! _w =c$ me to x4 ,!y look$ into my h\se ?r\gh ! bl9ds1 & !y sl&]$ me2 ,i h op5$ ! doors & w9d[s1 s t !y %\ld at lea/ "k me su* z ,i am4 ,adieu1 sir4 ,:5ev] y wi% to "k ! wor? ( fame1 rememb] t y h se5 ,r\sseau40 ,n9e o'clock4--,ah6 n[ ,i und]/& my fa!r's /ory6 ,x conta9s ! answ] to "o ( ! que/ions ,i ask$ myself a week ago4 ,yes1 ,i n[ feel t fame & p[] are gifts t are de>ly b\ght2 & t1 :5 !y dazzle ! s\l1 bo? are (t5e/1 z ,madame de ,/ael says1 b #8un deuil eclatant de bonheur6 #8,tis bett] to be l[ly born1 ,& range ) humble liv]s 9 cont5t1 ,?an to be p]k'd up 9 a gli/]+ grief1 ,& we> a gold5 sorr[4 ,h5ry ,,viii41 ,act ,,ii41 ,sc5e #c4 ,,*apt] ,,viii4 ,,misan?ropy ,,& ,,rep5tance ,augu/ #c;d1 ,n9e ,o'clock ,p4,m4 ,!re are days :5 ev]y?+ appe>s gloomy to u2 ! _w1 l ! sky1 is cov]$ by a d>k fog4 ,no?+ seems 9 its place2 we see only mis]y1 improvid5ce1 & cruelty2 ! _w seems )\t ,god1 & giv5 up to all ! evils ( *ance4 ,ye/]day ,i 0 9 ?is unhappy humor4 ,aft] a long walk 9 ! faub\rgs1 ,i return$ home1 sad & dispirit$4 ,ev]y?+ ,i _h se5 seem$ to accuse ! civilization ( :i* we are s pr\d6 ,i _h w&]$ into a little by-/reet1 ) :i* ,i 0 n acqua9t$1 & ,i f\nd myself sudd5ly 9 ! middle ( ^? dreadful abodes :]e ! poor are born1 to langui% & die4 ,i look$ at ^? decay+ walls1 :i* "t has cov]$ ) a f\l leprosy2 ^? w9d[s1 f :i* dirty rags hang out to dry2 ^? fetid gutt]s1 :i* coil along ! fronts ( ! h\ses l v5om\s reptiles6 ,i felt oppress$ ) grief1 & ha/5$ on4 ,a little f>!r on ,i 0 /opp$ by ! he>se ( a hospital2 a dead man1 nail$ d[n 9 8 deal c(f91 0 go+ to 8 la/ abode1 )\t fun]al pomp or c]emony1 & )\t foll[]s4 ,!re 0 n "h ev5 t la/ fri5d ( ! outca/--! dog1 :i* a pa9t] has introduc$ z ! sole att5dant at ! paup]'s burial6 ,he :om !y 7 prep>+ to commit to ! e>? 0 go+ to ! tomb1 z he _h liv$1 alone2 d\btless no "o w\ld be aw>e ( 8 end4 ,9 ?is battle ( society1 :at signifies a soldi] ! less8 ,b :at1 !n1 is ?is human society1 if "o ( its memb]s c ?us disappe> l a leaf c>ri$ away by ! w9d8 ,! hospital 0 ne> a b>rack1 at ! entrance ( :i* old m51 wom51 & *ildr5 7 qu>rell+ = ! rema9s ( ! co>se bread :i* ! soldi]s _h giv5 !m 9 *>ity6 ,?us1 be+s l ourselves daily wait 9 de/itution on our compassion till we give !m leave to live6 ,:ole troops ( outca/s1 9 addition to ! trials impos$ on all ,god's *ildr51 h to endure ! pangs ( cold1 hung]1 & humiliation4 ,unhappy human commonweal?6 ,:]e man is 9 a worse condition ?an ! bee 9 its hive1 or ! ant 9 its subt]ranean city6 ,ah6 :at !n avails our reason8 ,:at is ! use ( s _m high faculties1 if we are nei!r ! wis] nor ! happi] = !m8 ,:i* ( u w\ld n ex*ange 8 life ( labor & tr\ble ) t ( ! birds ( ! air1 to :om ! :ole _w is a life ( joy8 ,h[ well ,i und]/& ! compla9t ( ,mao1 9 ! popul> tales ( ! #8,foy] ,breton' :o1 :5 dy+ ( hung] & ?ir/1 says1 z he looks at ! bullf9*es rifl+ ! fruit-trees3 8,alas6 ^? birds are happi] ?an ,*ri/ians2 !y h no ne$ ( inns1 or but*]s1 or bak]s1 or g>d5]s4 ,god's heav5 belongs to !m1 & e>? spreads a cont9ual fea/ be=e !m6 ,! t9y flies are _! game1 ripe grass _! cornfields1 & hips & haws _! /ore ( fruit4 ,!y h ! "r ( tak+ ev]y:]e1 )\t pay+ or ask+ leave3 ?us comes x t ! little birds are happy1 & s+ all ! livelong day60 ,b ! life ( man 9 a natural /ate is l t ( ! birds2 he equally enjoys nature4 8,! e>? spreads a cont9ual fea/ be=e him40 ,:at1 !n1 has he ga9$ by t selfi% & imp]fect association :i* =ms a nation8 ,w\ld x n be bett] = e "o to turn aga9 to ! f]tile bosom ( nature1 & live !re ^u h] b\nty 9 peace & lib]ty8 ,augu/ #bj?1 f\r o'clock ,a4,m4--,! dawn ca/s a r$ gl[ on my b$-curta9s2 ! breeze br+s 9 ! fragrance ( ! g>d5s bel[4 ,"h ,i am aga9 lean+ on my elb[s by ! w9d[s1 inhal+ ! fre%ness & gladness ( ?is fir/ wak5+ ( ! day4 ,my eye always passes ov] ! ro(s fill$ ) fl[]s1 w>bl+1 & sunlight1 ) ! same pleasure2 b to-day x /ops at ! end ( a buttress :i* sep>ates our h\se f ! next4 ,! /orms h /ripp$ ! top ( its pla/] cov]+1 & du/ c>ri$ by ! w9d has collect$ 9 ! crevices1 &1 be+ fix$ !re by ! ra91 has =m$ a sort ( a]ial t]race1 :]e "s gre5 grass has sprung up4 ,among x rises a /alk ( :eat1 :i* to-day is surm\nt$ by a sickly e> t droops its yell[ head4 ,?is poor /ray crop on ! ro(s1 ! h>ve/ ( :i* w fall to ! neighbor+ sp>r[s1 has c>ri$ my ?\ghts to ! ri* crops :i* are n[ fall+ b5ea? ! sickle2 x has recall$ to me ! beautiful walks ,i took z a *ild ?r\gh my native prov9ce1 :5 ! ?re%+-floors at ! f>mh\ses res\nd$ f e "p ) ! s\nd ( a flail1 & :5 ! c>ts1 load$ ) gold5 %eaves1 came 9 by all ! roads4 ,i /ill rememb] ! songs ( ! maid5s1 ! *e]fulness ( ! old m51 ! op5-he>t$ m]rim5t ( ! labor]s4 ,!re 01 at t "t1 some?+ 9 _! looks bo? ( pride & feel+4 ,! latt] came f ?ankfulness to ,god1 ! =m] f ! sight ( ! h>ve/1 ! rew>d ( _! labor4 ,!y felt indi/9ctly ! gr&eur & ! hol9ess ( _! "p 9 ! g5]al "w ( ! _w2 !y look$ ) pride ^u _! m\nta9s ( corn-%eaves1 & !y seem$ to say1 ,next to ,god1 x is we :o fe$ ! _w6 ,:at a wond]ful ord] !re is 9 all human labor6 ,:ile ! husb&man furr[s 8 l&1 & prep>es = e "o 8 daily bread1 ! t[n artizan1 f> away1 weaves ! /uff 9 :i* he is to be clo!d2 ! m9] seeks und]gr\nd ! iron = 8 pl[2 ! soldi] def5ds him aga9/ ! invad]2 ! judge takes c>e t ! law protects 8 fields2 ! tax-comptroll] adju/s 8 private int]e/s ) ^? ( ! public2 ! m]*ant occupies himself 9 ex*ang+ 8 products ) ^? ( di/ant c\ntries2 ! m5 ( sci5ce & ( art add e day a few horses to ?is ideal team1 :i* draws along ! mat]ial _w1 z /eam impels ! gigantic tra9s ( our iron roads6 ,?us all unite toge!r1 all help "o ano!r2 ! toil ( ea* "o b5efits himself & all ! _w2 ! "w has be5 apportion$ among ! diff]5t memb]s ( ! :ole ( society by a tacit agreem5t4 ,if1 9 ?is apportionm5t1 errors are committ$1 if c]ta9 individuals h n be5 employ$ accord+ to _! capacities1 ^? defects ( detail dim9i% 9 ! sublime conception ( ! :ole4 ,! poore/ man includ$ 9 ?is association has 8 place1 8 "w1 8 reason = be+ !re2 ea* is some?+ 9 ! :ole4 ,!re is no?+ l ?is = man 9 ! /ate ( nature4 ,z he dep5ds only ^u himself1 x is necess>y t he be suffici5t = ev]y?+4 ,all creation is 8 prop]ty2 b he f9ds 9 x z _m h9drances z helps4 ,he mu/ surm\nt ^! ob/acles ) ! s+le /r5g? t ,god has giv5 him2 he _c reckon on any o!r aid ?an *ance & opportunity4 ,no "o reaps1 manufactures1 fights1 or ?9ks = him2 he is no?+ to any "o4 ,he is a unit multipli$ by ! ciph] ( 8 own s+le p[]s2 :ile ! civiliz$ man is a unit multipli$ by ! :ole ( society4 ,b1 not)/&+ ?is1 ! o!r day1 disgu/$ by ! sight ( "s vices 9 detail1 ,i curs$ ! latt]1 & almo/ envi$ ! life ( ! savage4 ,"o ( ! infirmities ( our nature is always to mi/ake feel+ = evid5ce1 & to judge ( ! season by a cl\d or a ray ( sun%9e4 ,0 ! mis]y1 ! sight ( :i* made me regret a savage life1 really ! effect ( civilization8 ,mu/ we accuse society ( hav+ creat$ ^! evils1 or ackn[l$ge1 on ! contr>y1 t x has alleviat$ !m8 ,c\ld ! wom5 & *ildr51 :o 7 receiv+ ! co>se bread f ! soldi]1 hope 9 ! des]t = m help or pity8 ,t dead man1 ^: =sak5 /ate ,i deplor$1 _h he n f\nd1 by ! c>es ( a hospital1 a c(f9 & ! humble grave :]e he 0 ab\t to re/8 ,alone1 & f> f m51 he w\ld h di$ l ! wild bea/ 9 8 d51 & w\ld n[ be s]v+ z food = vultures6 ,^! b5efits ( human society are %>$1 !n1 by ! mo/ de/itute4 ,:oev] eats ! bread t ano!r has reap$ & knead$1 is "u an obligation to 8 bro!r1 & _c say he owes him no?+ 9 return4 ,! poore/ ( u has receiv$ f society mu* m ?an 8 own s+le /r5g? w\ld h p]mitt$ him to wre/ f nature4 ,b _c society give u m8 ,:o d\bts x8 ,errors h be5 committ$ 9 ?is di/ribution ( tasks & work]s4 ,"t w dim9i% ! numb] ( !m2 ) new lights a bett] division w arise2 ! elem5ts ( society g on t[>d p]fection1 l ev]y?+ else4 ,! difficulty is to "k h[ to adapt ourselves to ! sl[ /ep ( "t1 ^: progress c nev] be =c$ on )\t dang]4 ,augu/ #ad?1 six o'clock ,a4,m4--,my g>ret w9d[ rises ^u ! ro( l a massive wat*-t[]4 ,! corn]s are cov]$ by l>ge %eets ( lead1 :i* run into ! tiles2 ! successive action ( cold & heat has made !m rise1 & s a crevice has be5 =m$ 9 an angle on ! "r side4 ,!re a sp>r[ has built h] ne/4 ,i h foll[$ ! progress ( ?is a]ial habitation f ! fir/ day4 ,i h se5 ! bird successively br+ ! /raw1 moss1 & wool design$ = ! con/ruction ( h] abode2 & ,i h admir$ ! p]sev]+ skill %e exp5d$ 9 ?is difficult "w4 ,at fir/1 my new neighbor sp5t h] days 9 flutt]+ ov] ! popl> 9 ! g>d51 & 9 *irp+ along ! gutt]s2 a f9e lady's life seem$ ! only "o to suit h]4 ,!n all ( a sudd51 ! necessity ( prep>+ a %elt] = h] brood trans=m$ our idl] into a work]2 %e no long] gave h]self ei!r re/ or relaxation4 ,i saw h] always ei!r fly+1 fet*+1 or c>ry+2 nei!r ra9 nor sun /opp$ h]4 ,a /rik+ example ( ! p[] ( necessity6 ,we are indebt$ to x n only = mo/ ( our tal5ts1 b = _m ( our virtues6 ,is x n necessity t has giv5 ! p ( less favor$ climates t con/ant activity :i* has plac$ !m s quickly at ! head ( nations8 ,z !y are depriv$ ( mo/ ( ! gifts ( nature1 !y h suppli$ !m by _! indu/ry2 necessity has %>p5$ _! und]/&+1 endurance awak5$ _! =esight4 ,:ile else:]e man1 w>m$ by an ev] brilliant sun1 & load$ ) ! b\nties ( ! e>?1 0 rema9+ poor1 ignorant1 & nak$1 9 ! mid/ ( gifts he did n attempt to explore1 "h he 0 =c$ by necessity to wre/ 8 food f ! gr\nd1 to build habitations to def5d himself f ! intemp]ance ( ! wea!r1 & to w>m 8 body by clo?+ himself ) ! wool ( animals4 ,"w makes him bo? m intellig5t & m robu/3 discipl9$ by x1 he seems to m\nt high] on ! ladd] ( creation1 :ile ^? m favor$ by nature rema9 on ! /ep ne>e/ to ! brutes4 ,i made ^! reflections :ile look+ at ! bird1 ^: in/9ct seem$ to h become m acute s9ce %e _h be5 occupi$ 9 "w4 ,at la/ ! ne/ 0 f9i%$2 %e set up h] h\sehold !re1 & ,i foll[$ h] ?r\gh all ! phases ( h] new exi/5ce4 ,:5 %e _h sat on ! eggs1 & ! "y ones 7 hat*$1 %e f$ !m ) ! mo/ att5tive c>e4 ,! corn] ( my w9d[ _h become a /age ( moral action1 :i* fa!rs & mo!rs might come to take lessons f4 ,! little ones soon became l>ge1 & ?is morn+ ,i h se5 !m take _! fir/ flight4 ,"o ( !m1 weak] ?an ! o!rs1 0 n able to cle> ! edge ( ! ro(1 & fell into ! gutt]4 ,i caught him ) "s difficulty1 & plac$ him aga9 on ! tile 9 front ( 8 h\se1 b ! "m has n notic$ him4 ,once fre$ f ! c>es ( a family1 %e has resum$ h] w&]+ life among ! trees & along ! ro(s4 ,9 va9 ,i h kept away f my w9d[1 to take f h] e excuse = fe>2 9 va9 ! feeble little bird has call$ to h] ) pla9tive cries2 8 bad "m has pass$ by1 s++ & flutt]+ ) a ?\s& airs & graces4 ,once only ! fa!r came ne>2 he look$ at 8 (fspr+ ) contempt1 & !n disappe>$1 nev] to return6 ,i crumbl$ "s bread be=e ! little orphan1 b he did n "k h[ to peck x ) 8 bill4 ,i tri$ to cat* him1 b he escap$ into ! =sak5 ne/4 ,:at w become ( him !re1 if 8 "m does n come back6 ,augu/ #ae?1 six o'clock4--,?is morn+1 on op5+ my w9d[1 ,i f\nd ! little bird dy+ ^u ! tiles2 8 w\nds %[$ me t he _h be5 driv5 f ! ne/ by 8 unwor?y "m4 ,i tri$ 9 va9 to w>m him aga9 ) my brea?2 ,i felt ! la/ pulsations ( life2 8 eyes 7 already clos$1 & 8 w+s hung d[n6 ,i plac$ him on ! ro( 9 a ray ( sun%9e1 & ,i clos$ my w9d[4 ,! /ruggle ( life aga9/ dea? has always some?+ gloomy 9 x3 x is a w>n+ to u4 ,happily ,i he> "s "o 9 ! passage2 )\t d\bt x is my old neighbor2 8 conv]sation w di/ract my ?\ghts4 ,x 0 my portress4 ,excell5t woman6 ,%e wi%$ me to read a lett] f h] son ! sailor1 & begg$ me to answ] x = h]4 ,i kept x1 to copy x 9 my j\rnal4 ,"h x is3 8,,de> ,,"m3 ,?is is to tell y t ,i h be5 v well ev] s9ce ! la/ "t1 except t la/ week ,i 0 ne>ly dr[n$ ) ! boat1 :i* w\ld h be5 a great loss1 z !re is n a bett] craft any:]e4 8,a gu/ ( w9d capsiz$ u2 & j z ,i came up above wat]1 ,i saw ! capta9 s9k+4 ,i w5t aft] him1 z 0 my duty1 &1 aft] div+ ?ree times1 ,i br\ght him to ! surface1 :i* pleas$ him mu*2 = :5 we 7 hoi/$ on bo>d1 & he _h recov]$ 8 s5ses1 he ?rew 8 arms r\nd my neck1 z he w\ld h done to an (fic]4 8,i d n hide f y1 de> "m1 t ?is has delight$ me4 ,b x isn't all2 x seems t fi%+ up ! capta9 has rem9d$ !m t ,i _h a good "*1 & !y h j told me t ,i am promot$ to be a sailor ( ! fir/ class6 ,directly ,i knew x1 ,i cri$ out1 #8,my "m %all h c(fee twice a day6' ,& really1 de> "m1 !re is no?+ n[ to h9d] y1 z ,i %all n[ h a l>g] all[ance to s5d y4 8,i include by begg+ y to take c>e ( y\rself if y wi% to d me good2 = no?+ makes me feel s well z to ?9k t y want = no?+4 8,y\r son1 f ! bottom ( my he>t1 8,,jacques40 ,?is is ! answ] t ! portress dictat$ to me3 8,,my ,,good ,,jacquot3 ,x makes me v happy to see t y\r he>t is /ill z true z ev]1 & t y w nev] %ame ^? :o h br\ght y up4 ,i ne$ n tell y to take c>e ( y\r life1 because y "k x is ! same z my own1 & t )\t y1 de> *ild1 ,i %\ld wi% = no?+ b ! grave2 b we are n b\nd to live1 :ile we are b\nd to d our duty4 8,d n fe> = my heal?1 good ,jacques2 ,i 0 nev] bett]6 ,i d n gr[ old at all1 = fe> ( mak+ y unhappy4 ,i want no?+1 & ,i live l a lady4 ,i ev5 _h "s money ov] ?is ye>1 & z my draw]s %ut v badly1 ,i put x into ! sav+s' bank1 :]e ,i h op5$ an acc\nt 9 y\r "n4 ,s1 :5 y come back1 y w f9d y\rself ) an income4 ,i h also furni%$ y\r *e/ ) new l951 & ,i h knitt$ y ?ree new sea-jackets4 8,all y\r fri5ds are well4 ,y\r c\s9 is j dead1 leav+ 8 wid[ 9 difficulties4 ,i gave h] y\r ?irty francs' remittance & said t y _h s5t x h]2 & ! poor woman rememb]s y day & night 9 h] pray]s4 ,s1 y see1 ,i h put t money 9 ano!r sort ( sav+s' bank2 b !re x is our he>ts t get ! int]e/4 8,good-bye1 de> ,jacquot4 ,write to me (t51 & always rememb] ! good ,god1 & y\r old "m1 8,,phros9e ,,millot40 ,good son1 & wor?y "m6 h[ su* examples br+ u back to a love = ! human race6 ,9 a fit ( fanciful misan?ropy1 we may envy ! fate ( ! savage1 & pref] t ( ! bird to su* z he2 b imp>tial obs]vation soon does ju/ice to su* p>adoxes4 ,we f9d1 on exam9ation1 t 9 ! mix$ good & evil ( human nature1 ! good s f> ab\nds t we are n 9 ! habit ( notic+ x1 :ile ! evil /rikes u precisely on acc\nt ( its be+ ! exception4 ,if no?+ is p]fect1 no?+ is s bad z to be )\t its comp5sation or its rem$y4 ,:at spiritual ri*es are !re 9 ! mid/ ( ! evils ( society6 h[ mu* does ! moral _w r$eem ! mat]ial6 ,t :i* w ev] di/+ui% man f ! re/ ( creation1 is 8 p[] ( delib]ate affection & ( endur+ self-sacrifice4 ,! "m :o took c>e ( h] brood 9 ! corn] ( my w9d[ devot$ to !m ! necess>y "t = accompli%+ ! laws :i* insure ! pres]vation ( h] k9d2 b %e obey$ an in/9ct1 & n a rational *oice4 ,:5 %e _h accompli%$ ! mission appo9t$ h] by ,provid5ce1 %e ca/ (f ! duty z we get rid ( a burd51 & %e return$ aga9 to h] selfi% lib]ty4 ,! o!r "m1 on ! contr>y1 w g on ) h] task z long z ,god %all leave h] "h bel[3 ! life ( h] son w /ill rema91 s to speak1 jo9$ to h] own2 & :5 %e disappe>s f ! e>?1 %e w leave !re t "p ( h]self4 ,?us1 ! affections make = our species an exi/5ce sep>ate f all ! re/ ( creation4 ,?anks to !m1 we enjoy a sort ( t]re/rial immortality2 & if o!r be+s succe$ "o ano!r1 man alone p]petuates himself4 ,,*apt] ,,ix4 ,,! ,,family ,,( ,,mi*ael ,,ar\t ,septemb] #ae?1 ,eight ,o'clock ,?is morn+1 :ile ,i 0 arrang+ my books1 ,"m ,g5evieve came 91 & br\ght me ! basket ( fruit ,i buy ( h] e ,sunday4 ,= ! ne>ly tw5ty ye>s t ,i h liv$ 9 ?is qu>t]1 ,i h dealt 9 h] little fruit-%op4 ,p]haps ,i %\ld be bett] s]v$ else:]e1 b ,"m ,g5evieve has b little cu/om2 to leave h] w\ld d h] h>m1 & cause h] unnecess>y pa94 ,x seems to me t ! l5g? ( our acqua9tance has made me incur a sort ( tacit obligation to h]2 my patronage has become h] prop]ty4 ,%e has put ! basket ^u my table1 & z ,i want h] husb&1 :o is a jo9]1 to add "s %elves to my bookcase1 %e has gone d[n/airs aga9 imm$iately to s5d him to me4 ,at fir/ ,i did n notice ei!r h] looks or ! s\nd ( h] voice3 b1 n[ t ,i recall !m1 x seems to me t %e 0 n z jovial z usual4 ,c ,"m ,g5evieve be 9 tr\ble ab\t any?+8 ,poor woman6 ,all h] be/ ye>s 7 subject to su* bitt] trials1 t %e might ?9k %e _h receiv$ h] full %>e already4 ,7 ,i to live a hundr$ ye>s1 ,i %\ld nev] =get ! circum/ances :i* made h] kn[n to me1 & :i* obta9$ = h] my respect4 ,x 0 at ! "t ( my fir/ settl+ 9 ! faub\rg4 ,i _h notic$ h] empty fruit-%op1 :i* nobody came into1 &1 be+ attract$ by its =sak5 appe>ance1 ,i made my little pur*ases 9 x4 ,i h always in/9ctively pref]r$ ! poor %ops2 !re is less *oice 9 !m1 b x seems to me t my pur*ase is a sign ( sympa?y ) a bro!r 9 pov]ty4 ,^! little deal+s are almo/ always an an*or ( hope to ^? ^: v exi/5ce is 9 p]il--! only means by :i* "s orphan ga9s a livelihood4 ,!re ! aim ( ! tradesman is n to enri* himself1 b to live6 ,! pur*ase y make ( him is m ?an an ex*ange--x is a good action4 ,"m ,g5evieve at t "t 0 /ill "y1 b _h already lo/ t fre% bloom ( y\? :i* suff]+ causes to )] s soon among ! poor4 ,h] husb&1 a clev] jo9]1 gradually left (f work+ to become1 accord+ to ! picturesque expression ( ! work%ops1 a wor%ipp] ( ,sa9t ,monday4 ,! wages ( ! week1 :i* 0 always r$uc$ to two or ?ree work+ days1 7 completely d$icat$ by him to ! wor%ip ( ?is god ( ! ,b>ri]s1--,! *eap w9e %ops are outside ! ,b>ri]s1 to avoid ! octroi1 or municipal excise4--& ,g5evieve 0 oblig$ h]self to provide = all ! wants ( ! h\sehold4 ,"o ev5+1 :5 ,i w5t to make "s trifl+ pur*ases ( h]1 ,i he>d a s\nd ( qu>rell+ 9 ! back %op4 ,!re 7 ! voices ( sev]al wom51 among :i* ,i di/+ui%$ t ( ,g5evieve1 brok5 by sobs4 ,on look+ f>!r 91 ,i p]ceiv$ ! fruit-woman hold+ a *ild 9 h] arms1 & kiss+ x1 :ile a c\ntry nurse seem$ to be claim+ h] wages f h]4 ,! poor woman1 :o )\t d\bt _h exhau/$ e explanation & e excuse1 0 cry+ 9 sil5ce1 & "o ( h] neighbors 0 try+ 9 va9 to appease ! c\ntrywoman4 ,excit$ by t love ( money :i* ! evils ( a h>d peasant life b too well excuse1 & disappo9t$ by ! refusal ( h] expect$ wages1 ! nurse 0 laun*+ =? 9 recrim9ations1 ?reats1 & abuse4 ,9 spite ( myself1 ,i li/5$ to ! qu>rel1 n d>+ to int]f]e1 & n ?9k+ ( go+ away1 :5 ,mi*ael ,ar\t appe>$ at ! %op-door4 ,! jo9] _h j come f ! ,b>ri]s1 :]e he _h pass$ "p ( ! day at a public-h\se4 ,8 bl\se1 )\t a belt1 & unti$ at ! ?roat1 %[$ none ( ! noble /a9s ( "w3 9 8 h& he held 8 cap1 :i* he _h j pick$ up out ( ! mud2 8 hair 0 9 disord]1 8 eye fix$1 & ! pallor ( drunk5ness 9 8 face4 ,he came reel+ 91 look$ wildly ar\nd him1 & call$ ,g5evieve4 ,%e he>d 8 voice1 gave a />t1 & ru%$ into ! %op2 b at ! sight ( ! mis]able man1 :o 0 try+ 9 va9 to /eady himself1 %e press$ ! *ild 9 h] arms1 & b5t ov] x ) te>s4 ,! c\ntrywoman & ! neighbor _h foll[$ h]4 8,come6 come60 cri$ ! =m] 9 a rage1 8d y int5d to pay me1 aft] all80 8,ask ! ma/] = ! money10 ironically answ]$ ! woman f ! next door1 po9t+ to ! jo9]1 :o _h j fall5 aga9/ ! c\nt]4 ,! c\ntrywoman look$ at him4 8,ah6 he is ! fa!r10 return$ %e4 8,well1 :at idle begg>s6 n to h a p5ny to pay hone/ p2 & get tipsy ) w9e 9 t way40 ,! drunk>d rais$ 8 head4 8,:at6 :at60 /amm]$ he2 8:o is x t talks ( w9e8 ,i've _h no?+ b br&y6 ,b ,i am go+ back aga9 to get "s w9e6 ,wife1 give me y\r money2 !re are "s fri5ds wait+ = me at ! #8,p]e la ,tuille'40 ,g5evieve did n answ]3 he w5t r\nd ! c\nt]1 op5$ ! till1 & began to rummage 9 x4 8,y see :]e ! money ( ! h\se goes60 obs]v$ ! neighbor to ! c\ntrywoman2 8h[ c ! poor unhappy woman pay y :5 he takes all80 8,is t my fault80 repli$ ! nurse1 angrily4 8,!y owe to me1 & someh[ or o!r !y mu/ pay me60 ,& lett+ loose h] tongue1 z ^! wom5 out ( ! c\ntry d1 %e began relat+ at l5g? all ! c>e %e _h tak5 ( ! *ild1 & all ! exp5se x _h be5 to h]4 ,9 proportion z %e recall$ all %e _h done1 h] words seem$ to conv9ce h] m ?an ev] ( h] rights1 & to increase h] ang]4 ,! poor "m1 :o no d\bt fe>$ t h] viol5ce w\ld fright5 ! *ild1 return$ into ! back %op1 & put x into its cradle4 ,:e!r x is t ! c\ntrywoman saw 9 ?is act a det]m9ation to escape h] claims1 or t %e 0 bl9d$ by passion1 ,i _c say2 b %e ru%$ into ! next room1 :]e ,i he>d ! s\nds ( qu>rell+1 ) :i* ! cries ( ! *ild 7 soon m+l$4 ,! jo9]1 :o 0 /ill rummag+ 9 ! till1 0 />tl$1 & rais$ 8 head4 ,at ! same mom5t ,g5evieve appe>$ at ! door1 hold+ 9 h] arms ! baby t ! c\ntrywoman 0 try+ to te> f h]4 ,%e ran t[>d ! c\nt]1 & ?r[+ h]self beh9d h] husb&1 cri$3 8,mi*ael1 def5d y\r son60 ,! drunk5 man quickly /ood up erect1 l "o :o awakes ) a />t4 8,my son60 /amm]$ he2 8:at son80 ,8 looks fell ^u ! *ild2 a vague ray ( intellig5ce pass$ ov] 8 features4 8,rob]t10 resum$ he2 8x is ,rob]t60 ,he tri$ to /eady himself on 8 feet1 t he might take ! baby1 b he tott]$4 ,! nurse approa*$ him 9 a rage4 8,my money1 or ,i %all take ! *ild away60 cri$ %e4 8,x is ,i :o h f$ & br\ght x up3 if y don't pay me = :at has made x live1 x ought to be ! same to y z if x 7 dead4 ,i %all n g until ,i h my due1 or ! baby40 8,& :at w\ld y d ) him80 murmur$ ,g5evieve1 press+ ,rob]t aga9/ h] bosom4 8,take x to ! ,f\ndl+60 repli$ ! c\ntrywoman1 h>%ly2 8! hospital is a bett] "m ?an y are1 = x pays = ! food ( its little ones40 ,at ! ^w 8,f\ndl+10 ,g5evieve _h exclaim$ al\d 9 horror4 ,) h] arms w\nd r\nd h] son1 ^: head %e hid 9 h] bosom1 & h] two h&s spread ov] him1 %e _h retreat$ to ! wall1 & rema9$ ) h] back aga9/ x1 l a lioness def5d+ h] "y4 ,! neighbor & ,i contemplat$ ?is sc5e1 )\t kn[+ h[ we c\ld int]f]e4 ,z = ,mi*ael1 he look$ at u by turns1 mak+ a visible ef=t to compreh5d x all4 ,:5 8 eye re/$ ^u ,g5evieve & ! *ild1 x lit up ) a gleam ( pleasure2 b :5 he turn$ t[>d u1 he aga9 became /upid & hesitat+4 ,at la/1 app>5tly mak+ a prodigi\s ef=t1 he cri$ out1 8,wait60 ,& go+ to a tub fill$ ) wat]1 he plung$ 8 face into x sev]al times4 ,e eye 0 turn$ ^u him2 ! c\ntrywoman h]self seem$ a/oni%$4 ,at l5g? he rais$ 8 dripp+ head4 ,?is ablution _h p>tly dispell$ 8 drunk5ness2 he look$ at u = a mom5t1 !n he turn$ to ,g5evieve1 & 8 face bright5$ up4 8,rob]t60 cri$ he1 go+ up to ! *ild1 & tak+ him 9 8 arms4 8,ah6 give him me1 wife2 ,i mu/ look at him40 ,! "m seem$ to give up 8 son to him ) reluctance1 & /ay$ be=e him ) h] arms ext5d$1 z if %e fe>$ ! *ild w\ld h a fall4 ,! nurse began aga9 9 h] turn to speak1 & r5ew$ h] claims1 ?is "t ?reat5+ to appeal to law4 ,at fir/ ,mi*ael li/5$ to h] att5tively1 & :5 he compreh5d$ h] mean+1 he gave ! *ild back to its "m4 8,h[ mu* d we owe y80 ask$ he4 ,! c\ntrywoman began to reckon up ! diff]5t exp5ses1 :i* am\nt$ to ne>ly ?irty francs4 ,! jo9] felt to ! bottom ( 8 pockets1 b c\ld f9d no?+4 ,8 =ehead became contract$ by fr[ns2 l[ curses began to escape him4 ,all ( a sudd5 he rummag$ 9 8 brea/1 drew =? a l>ge wat*1 & hold+ x up above 8 head3 8,"h x is--"h's y\r money60 cri$ he ) a joyful laugh2 8a wat*1 a good "o6 ,i always said x w\ld keep = a dr9k on a dry day2 b x is n ,i :o w dr9k x1 b ! "y "o4 ,ah6 ah6 ah6 g & sell x = me1 neighbor1 & if t is n en\gh1 ,i h my e>r+s4 ,eh6 ,g5evieve1 take !m (f = me2 ! e>r+s w squ>e all6 ,!y %all n say y h be5 disgrac$ on acc\nt ( ! *ild--no1 n ev5 if ,i mu/ pl$ge a bit ( my fle%6 ,my wat*1 my e>r+s1 & my r+--get rid ( all ( !m = me at ! goldsmi?'s2 pay ! woman1 & let ! little fool g to sleep4 ,give him me1 ,g5evieve2 ,i w put him to b$40 ,&1 tak+ ! baby f ! arms ( 8 "m1 he c>ri$ him ) a firm /ep to 8 cradle4 ,x 0 easy to p]ceive ! *ange :i* took place 9 ,mi*ael f ?is day4 ,he cut all 8 old dr9k+ acqua9tances4 ,he w5t e>ly e morn+ to 8 "w1 & return$ regul>ly 9 ! ev5+ to f9i% ! day ) ,g5evieve & ,rob]t4 ,v soon he w\ld n leave !m at all1 & he hir$ a place ne> ! fruit-%op1 & work$ 9 x on 8 own acc\nt4 ,!y w\ld soon h be5 able to live 9 com=t1 _h x n be5 = ! exp5ses :i* ! *ild requir$4 ,ev]y?+ 0 giv5 up to 8 education4 ,he _h gone ?r\gh ! regul> s*ool tra9+1 _h /udi$ ma!matics1 draw+1 & ! c>p5t]'s trade1 & _h only begun to "w a few mon?s ago4 ,till n[1 !y _h be5 exhau/+ e res\rce :i* _! labori\s indu/ry c\ld provide to pu% him =w>d 9 8 bus9ess2 &1 happily1 all ^! ex]tions _h n prov$ useless3 ! se$ _h br\ght =? fruit1 & ! days ( h>ve/ 7 close by4 ,:ile ,i 0 ?us recall+ ^! remembrances to my m9d1 ,mi*ael _h come 91 & 0 occupi$ 9 fix+ %elves :]e !y 7 want$4 ,dur+ ! "t ,i 0 writ+ ! notes ( my j\rnal1 ,i 0 also scrut9iz+ ! jo9]4 ,! excesses ( 8 y\? & ! labor ( 8 manhood h deeply m>k$ 8 face2 8 hair is ?9 & gray1 8 %\ld]s /oop1 8 legs are %runk5 & slightly b5t4 ,!re seems a sort ( weight 9 8 :ole be+4 ,8 v features h an expression ( sorr[ & despond5cy4 ,he answ]s my que/ions by monosyllables1 & l a man :o wi%es to avoid conv]sation4 ,:5ce comes ?is dejection1 :5 "o w\ld ?9k he _h all he c\ld wi% =8 ,i %\ld l to "k6 ,t5 o'clock4--,mi*ael is j gone d[n/airs to look = a tool he has =gott54 ,i h at la/ succe$$ 9 draw+ f him ! secret ( 8 & ,g5evieve's sorr[4 ,_! son ,rob]t is ! cause ( x6 ,n t he has turn$ out ill aft] all _! c>e--n t he is idle or dissipat$2 b bo? 7 9 hopes he w\ld nev] leave !m any m4 ,! pres5ce ( ! "y man 0 to h r5ew$ & made glad _! lives once m2 8 "m c\nt$ ! days1 8 fa!r prep>$ ev]y?+ to receive _! de> associate 9 _! toils2 & at ! mom5t :5 !y 7 ?us ab\t to be repaid = all _! sacrifices1 ,rob]t _h sudd5ly in=m$ !m t he _h j engag$ himself to a contractor at ,v]sailles4 ,e remon/rance & e pray] 7 useless2 he br\ght =w>d ! necessity ( initiat+ himself into all ! details ( an important contract1 ! facilities he %\ld h 9 8 new position ( improv+ himself 9 8 trade1 & ! hopes he _h ( turn+ 8 k to advantage4 ,at1 la/1 :5 8 "m1 hav+ come to ! end ( h] argum5ts1 began to cry1 he ha/ily kiss$ h]1 & w5t away t he might avoid any fur!r remon/rances4 ,he _h be5 abs5t a ye>1 & !re 0 no?+ to give !m hopes ( 8 return4 ,8 p>5ts h>dly saw him once a mon?1 & !n he only /ay$ a few mom5ts ) !m4 8,i h be5 puni%$ :]e ,i _h hop$ to be rew>d$10 ,mi*ael said to me j n[4 8,i _h wi%$ = a sav+ & indu/ri\s son1 & ,god has giv5 me an ambiti\s & av>ici\s "o6 ,i _h always said to myself t :5 once he 0 gr[n up we %\ld h him always ) u1 to recall our y\? & to enliv5 our he>ts4 ,8 "m 0 always ?9k+ ( gett+ him m>ri$1 & hav+ *ildr5 aga9 to c>e =4 ,y "k wom5 always w busy !mselves ab\t o!rs4 ,z = me1 ,i ?\ght ( him work+ ne> my b5*1 & s++ 8 new songs2 = he has le>nt music1 & is "o ( ! be/ s+]s at ! ,orpheon4 8,a dream1 sir1 truly6 ,directly ! bird 0 fl$g$1 he took to flight1 & rememb]s nei!r fa!r nor "m4 ,ye/]day1 = in/ance1 0 ! day we expect$ him2 he %\ld h come to supp] ) u4 ,no ,rob]t to-day1 ei!r6 ,he has _h "s plan to f9i%1 or "s b>ga9 to arrange1 & 8 old p>5ts are put d[n la/ 9 ! acc\nts1 aft] ! cu/om]s & ! jo9]'s "w4 ,ah6 if ,i c\ld h guess$ h[ x w\ld h turn$ out6 ,fool6 to h sacrific$ my lik+s & my money1 = ne>ly tw5ty ye>s1 to ! education ( a ?ankless son6 ,0 x = ?is ,i took ! tr\ble to cure myself ( dr9k+1 to break ) my fri5ds1 to become an example to ! neighborhood8 ,! jovial good fell[ has made a goose ( himself4 ,oh6 if ,i _h to beg9 aga96 ,no1 no6 y see wom5 & *ildr5 are our bane4 ,!y s(t5 our he>ts2 !y lead u a life ( hope & affection2 we pass a qu>t] ( our lives 9 fo/]+ ! gr[? ( a gra9 ( corn :i* is to be ev]y?+ to u 9 our old age1 & :5 ! h>ve/-"t comes--good-night1 ! e> is empty60 ,:ile he 0 speak+1 ,mi*ael's voice became ho>se1 8 eyes fi]ce1 & 8 lips quiv]$4 ,i wi%$ to answ] him1 b ,i c\ld only ?9k ( commonplace consolations1 & ,i rema9$ sil5t4 ,! jo9] pret5d$ he ne$$ a tool1 & left me4 ,poor fa!r6 ,ah6 ,i "k ^? mom5ts ( temptation :5 virtue has fail$ to rew>d u1 & we regret hav+ obey$ h]6 ,:o has n felt ?is weakness 9 h\rs ( trial1 & :o has n utt]$1 at lea/ once1 ! m\rnful exclamation ( ,brutus8 ,b if virtue is only a ^w1 :at is !re !n 9 life t is true & real8 ,no1 ,i w n believe t goodness is 9 va96 ,x does n always give ! happ9ess we _h hop$ =1 b x br+s "s o!r4 ,9 ! _w ev]y?+ is rul$ by ord]1 & has its prop] & necess>y consequ5ces1 & virtue _c be ! sole exception to ! g5]al law4 ,if x _h be5 prejudicial to ^? :o practis$ x1 exp]i5ce w\ld h av5g$ !m2 b exp]i5ce has1 on ! contr>y1 made x m univ]sal & m holy4 ,we only accuse x ( be+ a fai?less debtor because we dem& an imm$iate paym5t1 & "o app>5t to our s5ses4 ,we always consid] life z a fairytale1 9 :i* e good action mu/ be rew>d$ by a visible wond]4 ,we d n accept z paym5t a peaceful consci5ce1 self-cont5t1 or a good "n among m5--treasures t are m preci\s ?an any o!r1 b ! value ( :i* we d n feel till aft] we h lo/ !m6 ,mi*ael is come back1 & has return$ to 8 "w4 ,8 son has n yet arriv$4 ,by tell+ me ( 8 hopes & 8 griev\s disappo9tm5ts1 he became excit$2 he unceas+ly w5t ov] aga9 ! same subject1 always add+ some?+ to 8 griefs4 ,he _h j w\nd up 8 confid5tial disc\rse by speak+ to me ( a jo9]'s bus9ess :i* he _h hop$ to buy1 & "w to good acc\nt ) ,rob]t's help4 ,! pres5t own] _h made a =tune by x1 &1 aft] ?irty ye>s ( bus9ess1 he 0 ?9k+ ( retir+ to "o ( ! ornam5tal cottages 9 ! outskirts ( ! city1 a usual retreat = ! frugal & successful work+man4 ,mi*ael _h n inde$ ! two ?\s& francs :i* mu/ be paid d[n2 b p]haps he c\ld h p]suad$ ,ma/] ,b5oit to wait4 ,rob]t's pres5ce w\ld h be5 a security = him1 = ! "y man c\ld n fail to insure ! prosp]ity ( a work%op2 besides sci5ce & skill1 he _h ! p[] ( inv5tion & br++ to p]fection4 ,8 fa!r _h discov]$ among 8 draw+s a new plan = a /aircase1 :i* _h occupi$ 8 ?\ghts = a long "t2 & he ev5 suspect$ him ( hav+ engag$ himself to ! ,v]sailles contractor = ! v purpose ( execut+ x4 ,! y\? 0 torm5t$ by ?is _s ( inv5tion1 :i* took possession ( all 8 ?\ghts1 &1 :ile devot+ 8 m9d to /udy1 he _h no "t to li/5 to 8 feel+s4 ,mi*ael told me all ?is ) a mix$ feel+ ( pride & vexation4 ,i saw he 0 pr\d ( ! son he 0 abus+1 & t 8 v pride made him m s5sitive to t son's neglect4 ,six o'clock ,p4,m4--,i h j f9i%$ a happy day4 ,h[ _m ev5ts h happ5$ )9 a few h\rs1 & :at a *ange = ,g5evieve & ,mi*ael6 ,he _h j f9i%$ fix+ ! %elves1 & tell+ me ( 8 son1 :ile ,i laid ! clo? = my breakfa/4 ,sudd5ly we he>d hurri$ /eps 9 ! passage1 ! door op5$1 & ,g5evieve ent]$ ) ,rob]t4 ,! jo9] gave a />t ( joyful surprise1 b he repress$ x imm$iately1 z if he wi%$ to keep up ! appe>ance ( displeasure4 ,! "y man did n appe> to notice x1 b ?rew himself into 8 arms 9 an op5-he>t$ mann]1 :i* surpris$ me4 ,g5evieve1 ^: face %one ) happ9ess1 seem$ to wi% to speak1 & to re/ra9 h]self ) difficulty4 ,i told ,rob]t ,i 0 glad to see him1 & he answ]$ me ) ease & civility4 8,i expect$ y ye/]day10 said ,mi*ael ,ar\t1 r dryly4 8,=give me1 fa!r10 repli$ ! "y workman1 8b ,i _h bus9ess at ,/4 ,g]ma9's4 ,i 0 n able to come back till x 0 v late1 & !n ! ma/] kept me40 ,! jo9] look$ at 8 son sidewise1 & !n took up 8 hamm] aga94 8,all "r10 mutt]$ he1 9 a grumbl+ tone2 8:5 we are ) o!r p we mu/ d z !y wi%2 b !re are "s :o w\ld l bett] to eat br[n bread ) _! own knife ?an p>tridges ) ! silv] =k ( a ma/]40 8,& ,i am "o ( ^?1 fa!r10 repli$ ,rob]t1 m]rily1 8b1 z ! prov]b says1 #8y mu/ %ell ! peas be=e y c eat !m4' ,x 0 necess>y t ,i %\ld fir/ "w 9 a great work%op--0 8,to g on ) y\r plan ( ! /aircase10 int]rupt$ ,mi*ael1 ironically4 8,y mu/ n[ say ,monsieur ,raymond's plan1 fa!r10 repli$ ,rob]t1 smil+4 8,:y80 8,because ,i h sold x to him40 ,! jo9]1 :o 0 plan+ a bo>d1 turn$ r\nd quickly4 8,sold x60 cri$ he1 ) sp>kl+ eyes4 8,= ! reason t ,i 0 n ri* en\gh to give x him40 ,mi*ael ?rew d[n ! bo>d & tool4 8,!re he is aga960 resum$ he1 angrily2 88 good g5ius puts an idea into 8 head :i* w\ld h made him kn[n1 & he goes & sells x to a ri* man1 :o w take ! honor ( x himself40 8,well1 :at h>m is !re done80 ask$ ,g5evieve4 8,:at h>m60 cri$ ! jo9]1 9 a passion4 8,y und]/& no?+ ab\t x--y are a woman2 b he--he kn[s well t a true workman nev] gives up 8 own inv5tions = money1 no m ?an a soldi] w\ld give up 8 cross4 ,t is 8 glory2 he is b\nd to keep x = ! honor x does him6 ,ah1 ?und]6 if ,i _h ev] made a discov]y1 r ?an put x up at auction ,i w\ld h sold "o ( my eyes6 ,don't y see t a new inv5tion is l a *ild to a workman8 ,he takes c>e ( x1 he br+s x up1 he makes a way = x 9 ! _w1 & x is only a poor creature :o sells x40 ,rob]t color$ a little4 8,y w ?9k diff]5tly1 fa!r10 said he1 8:5 y "k :y ,i sold my plan40 8,yes1 & y w ?ank him = x10 add$ ,g5evieve1 :o c\ld no long] keep sil5ce4 8,nev]60 repli$ ,mi*ael4 8,b1 wret*$ man60 cri$ %e1 8he sold x only = our sakes60 ,! jo9] look$ at 8 wife & son ) a/oni%m5t4 ,x 0 necess>y to come to an explanation4 ,! latt] relat$ h[ he _h ent]$ into a negotiation ) ,ma/] ,b5oit1 :o _h positively refus$ to sell 8 bus9ess unless "o half ( ! two ?\s& francs 7 fir/ paid d[n4 ,x 0 9 ! hopes ( obta9+ ?is sum t he _h gone to "w ) ! contractor at ,v]sailles2 he _h _h an opportunity ( try+ 8 inv5tion1 & ( f9d+ a pur*as]4 ,?anks to ! money he receiv$ = x1 he _h j conclud$ ! b>ga9 ) ,b5oit1 & _h br\ght 8 fa!r ! key ( ! new "w-y>d4 ,?is explanation 0 giv5 by ! "y workman ) s mu* mode/y & simplicity t ,i 0 q affect$ by x4 ,g5evieve cri$2 ,mi*ael press$ 8 son to 8 he>t1 & 9 a long embrace he seem$ to ask 8 p>don = hav+ unju/ly accus$ him4 ,all 0 n[ expla9$ ) honor to ,rob]t4 ,! conduct :i* 8 p>5ts _h ascrib$ to indiff]5ce really sprang f affection2 he _h nei!r obey$ ! voice ( ambition nor ( av>ice1 nor ev5 ! nobl] inspiration ( inv5tive g5ius3 8 :ole motive & s+le aim _h be5 ! happ9ess ( ,g5evieve & ,mi*ael4 ,! day = prov+ 8 gratitude _h come1 & he _h return$ !m sacrifice = sacrifice6 ,aft] ! explanations & exclamations ( joy 7 ov]1 all ?ree 7 ab\t to leave me2 b1 ! clo? be+ laid1 ,i add$ ?ree m places1 & kept !m to breakfa/4 ,! meal 0 prolong$3 ! f>e 0 only tol]able2 b ! ov]-fl[+s ( affection made x delici\s4 ,nev] _h ,i bett] und]/ood ! unspeakable *>m ( family love4 ,:at calm enjoym5t 9 t happ9ess :i* is always %>$ ) o!rs2 9 t community ( int]e/s :i* unites su* v>i\s feel+s2 9 t association ( exi/5ces :i* =ms "o s+le be+ ( s _m6 ,:at is man )\t ^? home affections1 :i*1 l s _m roots1 fix him firmly 9 ! e>?1 & p]mit him to imbibe all ! juices ( life8 ,en]gy1 happ9ess--d n all ^! come f !m8 ,)\t family life :]e w\ld man le>n to love1 to associate1 to d5y himself8 ,a community 9 little1 is x n ?is :i* tea*es u h[ to live 9 ! great "o8 ,su* is ! hol9ess ( home1 t1 to express our relation ) ,god1 we h be5 oblig$ to borr[ ! words inv5t$ = our family life4 ,m5 h nam$ !mselves ! sons ( a heav5ly ,fa!r6 ,ah6 let u c>efully pres]ve ^! *a9s ( dome/ic union4 ,d n let u unb9d ! human %eaf1 & scatt] its e>s to all ! caprices ( *ance & ( ! w9ds2 b let u r enl>ge ?is holy law2 let u c>ry ! pr9ciples & ! habits ( home beyond set b\nds2 &1 if x may be1 let u realize ! pray] ( ! ,apo/le ( ! ,g5tiles :5 he exclaim$ to ! newborn *ildr5 ( ,*ri/3 8,be ye l-m9d$1 hav+ ! same love1 be+ ( "o accord1 ( "o m9d40 ,,book #c4 ,,*apt] ,x4 ,,our ,,c\ntry ,octob] #ab?1 ,sev5 ,o'clock ,a4,m4 ,! nights are already become cold & long2 ! sun1 %9+ ?r\gh my curta9s1 no m wak5s me long be=e ! h\r = "w2 & ev5 :5 my eyes are op51 ! pleasant w>m? ( ! b$ keeps me fa/ "u my c\nt]pane4 ,e morn+ !re beg9s a long argum5t betwe5 my activity & my indol5ce2 &1 snugly wrapp$ up to ! eyes1 ,i wait l ! ,gascon1 until !y h succe$$ 9 com+ to an agreem5t4 ,?is morn+1 h[ev]1 a light1 :i* %one f my door ^u my pill[1 awoke me e>li] ?an usual4 ,9 va9 ,i turn$ on my side2 ! p]sev]+ light1 l a victori\s enemy1 pursu$ me into e position4 ,at la/1 q out ( pati5ce1 ,i sat up & hurl$ my nightcap to ! foot ( ! b$6 7,i w obs]ve1 by way ( p>5!sis1 t ! v>i\s evolutions ( ?is pacific headge> seem to h be51 f ! remote/ "t1 symbols ( ! vehem5t emotions ( ! m9d2 = our language has borr[$ its mo/ common images f !m47 ,b be ?is z x may1 ,i got up 9 a v bad humor1 grumbl+ at my new neighbor1 :o took x into 8 head to be wakeful :5 ,i wi%$ to sleep4 ,we are all made ?us2 we d n und]/& t o!rs may live on _! own acc\nt4 ,ea* "o ( u is l ! e>?1 accord+ to ! old sy/em ( ,ptolemy1 & ?9ks he c h ! :ole univ]se revolve ar\nd himself4 ,on ?is po9t1 to make use ( ! metaphor allud$ to3 #8,t\s les hommes ont la tete dans le meme bonnet'4 ,i _h = ! "t be+1 z ,i h already said1 ?r[n m9e to ! o!r end ( my b$2 & ,i sl[ly dis5gag$ my legs f ! w>m b$clo!s1 :ile mak+ a ho/ ( evil reflections ^u ! inconv5i5ce ( hav+ neighbors4 ,= m ?an a mon? ,i _h n _h to compla9 ( ^? :om *ance _h giv5 me2 mo/ ( !m only came 9 to sleep1 & w5t away aga9 on ris+4 ,i 0 almo/ always alone on ?is top /ory--alone ) ! cl\ds & ! sp>r[s6 ,b at ,p>is no?+ la/s2 ! curr5t ( life c>ries u along1 l ! seawe$ torn f ! rock2 ! h\ses are vessels :i* take m]e pass5g]s4 ,h[ _m diff]5t faces h ,i already se5 pass along ! l&+-place belong+ to our attics6 ,h[ _m companions ( a few days h disappe>$ =ev]6 ,"s are lo/ 9 t m$ley ( ! liv+ :i* :irls cont9ually "u ! sc\rge ( necessity1 & o!rs 9 t re/+-place ( ! dead1 :o sleep "u ! h& ( ,god6 ,pet] ! bookb9d] is "o ( ^! la/4 ,wrapp$ up 9 selfi%ness1 he liv$ alone & fri5dless1 & he di$ z he _h liv$4 ,8 loss 0 nei!r m\rn$ by any "o1 nor dis>rang$ any?+ 9 ! _w2 !re 0 m]ely a dit* fill$ up 9 ! gravey>d1 & an attic empti$ 9 our h\se4 ,x is ! same :i* my new neighbor has inhabit$ = ! la/ few days4 ,to say truly 7n[ t ,i am q awake1 & my ill humor is gone ) my nightcap7--to say truly1 ?is new neighbor1 al?\gh ris+ e>li] ?an suits my idl5ess1 is n ! less a v good man3 he c>ries 8 mis=tunes1 z few "k h[ to c>ry _! good =tunes1 ) *e]fulness & mod]ation4 ,b fate has cruelly tri$ him4 ,fa!r ,*auf\r is b ! wreck ( a man4 ,9 ! place ( "o ( 8 arms hangs an empty sleeve2 8 left leg is made by ! turn]1 & he drags ! "r along ) difficulty2 b above ^! ru9s rises a calm & happy face4 ,:ile look+ ^u 8 c\nt5ance1 radiant ) a s]5e en]gy1 :ile li/5+ to 8 voice1 ! tone ( :i* has1 s to speak1 ! acc5t ( goodness1 we see t ! s\l has rema9$ entire 9 ! half-de/roy$ cov]+4 ,! =tress is a little damag$1 z ,fa!r ,*auf\r says1 b ! g>rison is q he>ty4 ,decid$ly1 ! m ,i ?9k ( ?is excell5t man1 ! m ,i reproa* myself = ! sort ( mal$iction ,i be/[$ on him :5 ,i awoke4 ,we are g5]ally too indulg5t 9 our secret wrongs t[>d our neighbor4 ,all ill-w :i* does n pass ! region ( ?\ght seems innoc5t to u1 &1 ) our clumsy ju/ice1 we excuse )\t exam9ation ! s9 :i* does n betray itself by action6 ,b are we !n b\nd to o!rs only by ! en=cem5t ( laws8 ,besides ^! ext]nal relations1 is !re n a real relation ( feel+ betwe5 m58 ,d we n owe to all ^? :o live "u ! same heav5 z ourselves ! aid n only ( our acts b ( our purposes8 ,ought n e human life to be to u l a vessel t we accompany ) our pray]s = a happy voyage8 ,x is n en\gh t m5 d n h>m "o ano!r2 !y mu/ also help & love "o ano!r6 ,! papal b5$iction1 #8,urbi et orbi'6 %\ld be ! con/ant cry f all he>ts4 ,to condemn him :o does n des]ve x1 ev5 9 ! m9d1 ev5 by a pass+ ?\ght1 is to break ! great law1 t :i* has e/abli%$ ! union ( s\ls "h bel[1 & to :i* ,*ri/ has giv5 ! sweet "n ( *>ity4 ,^! ?\ghts came into my m9d z ,i f9i%$ dress+1 & ,i said to myself t ,fa!r ,*auf\r _h a "r to rep>ation f me4 ,to make am5ds = ! feel+ ( ill-w ,i _h aga9/ him j n[1 ,i ow$ him "s explicit pro( ( sympa?y4 ,i he>d him humm+ a tune 9 8 room2 he 0 at "w1 & ,i det]m9$ t ,i w\ld make ! fir/ neighborly call4 ,eight o'clock ,p4,m4--,i f\nd ,fa!r ,*auf\r at a table light$ by a little smoky lamp1 )\t a fire1 al?\gh x is already cold1 & mak+ l>ge pa/ebo>d boxes2 he 0 humm+ a popul> song 9 a l[ tone4 ,i _h h>dly ent]$ ! room :5 he utt]$ an exclamation ( surprise & pleasure4 8,eh6 is x y1 neighbor8 ,come 91 !n6 ,i did n ?9k y got up s e>ly1 s ,i put a damp] on my music2 ,i 0 afraid ( wak+ y40 ,excell5t man6 :ile ,i 0 s5d+ him to ! devil he 0 putt+ himself out ( 8 way = me6 ,?is ?\ght t\*$ me1 & ,i paid my complim5ts on 8 hav+ become my neighbor ) a w>m? :i* op5$ 8 he>t4 8,fai?6 y seem to me to h ! look ( a good ,*ri/ian10 said he 9 a voice ( soldi]like cordiality1 & %ak+ me by ! h&4 8,i d n l ^? p :o look on a l&+-place z a fronti] l9e1 & treat _! neighbors z if !y 7 ,cossacks4 ,:5 m5 snuff ! same air1 & speak ! same l+o1 !y are n meant to turn _! backs to ea* o!r4 ,sit d[n !re1 neighbor2 ,i don't mean to ord] y2 only take c>e ( ! /ool2 x has b ?ree legs1 & we mu/ put good-w 9 place ( ! f\r?40 8,x seems t t is a treasure :i* !re is no want ( "h10 ,i obs]v$4 8,good-w60 repeat$ ,*auf\r2 8t is all my "m left me1 & ,i take x no son has receiv$ a bett] inh]itance4 ,!re=e !y us$ to call me ,monsieur ,cont5t 9 ! batt]ies40 8,y are a soldi]1 !n80 8,i s]v$ 9 ! ,?ird ,artill]y "u ! ,republic1 & aft]w>d 9 ! ,gu>d1 ?r\gh all ! commotions4 ,i 0 at ,jemappes & at ,wat]loo2 s ,i 0 at ! *ri/5+ & at ! burial ( our glory1 z "o may say60 ,i look$ at him ) a/oni%m5t4 8,& h[ old 7 y !n1 at ,jemappes80 ask$ ,i4 8,some:]e ab\t fifte510 said he4 8,h[ came y to ?9k ( be+ a soldi] s e>ly80 8,i did n really ?9k ab\t x4 ,i !n work$ at toy-mak+1 & nev] dream$ t ,france w\ld ask me = any?+ else ?an to make h] draught-bo>ds1 %uttlecocks1 & cups & balls4 ,b ,i _h an old uncle at ,v9c5nes :om ,i w5t to see f "t to "t--a ,font5oy vet]an 9 ! same rank ( life z myself1 b ) ability en\gh to h ris5 to t ( a m>%al4 ,unluckily1 9 ^? days !re 0 no way = common p to get on4 ,my uncle1 ^: s]vices w\ld h got him made a pr9ce "u ! o!r1 _h !n retir$ ) ! m]e rank ( sub-lieut5ant4 ,b y %\ld h se5 him 9 8 uni=m1 8 cross ( ,/4 ,l\is1 8 wood5 leg1 8 :ite m\/a*es1 & 8 noble c\nt5ance4 ,y w\ld h said he 0 a portrait ( "o ( ^? old h]oes 9 p[d]$ hair :i* are at ,v]sailles6 8,e "t ,i visit$ him1 he said some?+ :i* rema9$ fix$ 9 my memory4 ,b "o day ,i f\nd him q grave4 8#8,j]ome1' said he1 #8d y "k :at is go+ on on ! fronti]8' 8#8,no1 lieut5ant1' repli$ ,i4 8#8,well1' resum$ he1 #8our c\ntry is 9 dang]6' 8,i did n well und]/& him1 & yet x seem$ some?+ to me4 8#8,p]haps y h nev] ?\ght :at y\r c\ntry means1' cont9u$ he1 plac+ 8 h& on my %\ld]2 x is all t surr\nds y1 all t has br\ght y up & f$ y1 all t y h lov$6 ,?is gr\nd t y see1 ^! h\ses1 ^! trees1 ^? girls :o g along !re laugh+--?is is y\r c\ntry6 ,! laws :i* protect y1 ! bread :i* pays = y\r "w1 ! words y int]*ange ) o!rs1 ! joy & grief :i* come to y f ! m5 & ?+s among :i* y live--?is is y\r c\ntry6 ,! little room :]e y us$ to see y\r "m1 ! remembrances %e has left y1 ! e>? :]e %e re/s--?is is y\r c\ntry6 ,y see x1 y brea! x1 ev]y:]e6 ,?9k to y\rself1 my son1 ( y\r rights & y\r duties1 y\r affections & y\r wants1 y\r pa/ & y\r pres5t bless+s2 write !m all "u a s+le "n--& t "n w be y\r c\ntry6' 8,i 0 trembl+ ) emotion1 & great te>s 7 9 my eyes4 8#8,ah6 ,i und]/&1' cri$ ,i2 #8x is our home 9 l>ge2 x is t "p ( ! _w :]e ,god has plac$ our body & our s\l4' 8#8,y are "r1 ,j]ome1' cont9u$ ! old soldi]2 #8s y compreh5d also :at we owe x4' 8#8,truly1' resum$ ,i1 #8we owe x all t we are2 x is a "q ( love4' 8#8,& ( hone/y1 my son1' conclud$ he4 #8,! memb] ( a family :o does n contribute 8 %>e ( "w & ( happ9ess fails 9 8 duty1 & is a bad k9sman2 ! memb] ( a p>tn]%ip :o does n enri* x ) all 8 might1 ) all 8 c\rage1 & ) all 8 he>t1 defrauds x ( :at belongs to x1 & is a di%one/ man4 ,x is ! same ) him :o enjoys ! advantages ( hav+ a c\ntry1 & does n accept ! burd5s ( x2 he =feits 8 honor1 & is a bad citiz56' 8#8,& :at mu/ "o d1 lieut5ant1 to be a good citiz58' ask$ ,i4 8#8,d = y\r c\ntry :at y w\ld d = y\r fa!r & "m1' said he4 8,i did n answ] at ! mom5t2 my he>t 0 swell+1 & ! blood boil+ 9 my ve9s2 b on return+ along ! road1 my uncle's words 71 s to speak1 writt5 up be=e my eyes4 ,i repeat$1 #8,d = y\r c\ntry :at y w\ld d = y\r fa!r & "m4' ,& my c\ntry is 9 dang]2 an enemy attacks x1 :ile ,i--,i turn cups & balls6 8,?is ?\ght torm5t$ me s mu* all night t ! next day ,i return$ to ,v9c5nes to ann\nce to ! lieut5ant t ,i _h j enli/$1 & 0 go+ (f to ! fronti]4 ,! brave man press$ ^u me 8 cross ( ,/4 ,l\is1 & ,i w5t away z pr\d z an ambassador4 8,t is h[1 neighbor1 ,i became a volunte] "u ! ,republic be=e ,i _h cut my wisdom tee?40 ,all ?is 0 told quietly1 & 9 ! *e]ful _s ( him :o looks ^u an accompli%$ duty nei!r z a m]it nor a grievance4 ,:ile he spoke1 ,fa!r ,*auf\r grew animat$1 n on acc\nt ( himself1 b ( ! g5]al subject4 ,evid5tly t :i* occupi$ him 9 ! drama ( life 0 n 8 own "p1 b ! drama itself4 ,?is sort ( dis9t]e/$ness t\*$ me4 ,i prolong$ my visit1 & %[$ myself z frank z possible1 9 ord] to w9 8 confid5ce 9 return4 ,9 an h\r's "t he knew my position & my habits2 ,i 0 on ! foot+ ( an old acqua9tance4 ,i ev5 confess$ ! ill-humor ! light ( 8 lamp put me into a %ort "t be=e4 ,he took :at ,i said ) ! t\*+ *e]fulness :i* comes f a he>t 9 ! "r place1 & :i* looks ^u ev]y?+ on ! good side4 ,he nei!r spoke to me ( ! necessity :i* oblig$ him to "w :ile ,i c\ld sleep1 nor ( ! deprivations ( ! old soldi] comp>$ to ! luxury ( ! "y cl]k2 he only /ruck 8 =ehead1 accus$ himself ( ?\ghtlessness1 & promis$ to put li/ r\nd 8 door6 ,o great & beautiful s\l6 ) :om no?+ turns to bitt]ness1 & :o art p]emptory only 9 duty & b5evol5ce6 ,octob] #ae?4--,?is morn+ ,i 0 look+ at a little engrav+ ,i _h fram$ myself1 & hung ov] my writ+-table2 x is a design ( ,gav>ni's2 9 :i*1 9 a grave mood1 he has repres5t$ a vet]an & a conscript4 ,by (t5 contemplat+ ^! two figures1 s diff]5t 9 expression1 & s true to life1 bo? h become liv+ 9 my eyes2 ,i h se5 !m move1 ,i h he>d !m speak2 ! picture has become a real sc5e1 at :i* ,i am pres5t z spectator4 ,! vet]an advances sl[ly1 8 h& lean+ on ! %\ld] ( ! "y soldi]4 ,8 eyes1 clos$ = ev]1 no long] p]ceive ! sun %9+ ?r\gh ! fl[]+ *e/nut-trees4 ,9 ! place ( 8 "r arm hangs an empty sleeve1 & he walks ) a wood5 leg1 ! s\nd ( :i* on ! pavem5t makes ^? :o pass turn to look4 ,at ! sight ( ?is anci5t wreck f our patriotic w>s1 ! great] numb] %ake _! heads 9 pity1 & ,i seem to he> a sigh or an imprecation4 8,see ! wor? ( glory60 says a portly m]*ant1 turn+ away 8 eyes 9 horror4 8,:at a deplorable use ( human life60 rejo9s a "y man :o c>ries a volume ( philosophy "u 8 arm4 8,! troop] w\ld bett] n h left 8 pl[10 adds a c\ntryman1 ) a cunn+ air4 8,poor old man60 murmurs a woman1 almo/ cry+4 ,! vet]an has he>d1 & he knits 8 br[2 = x seems to him t 8 guide has gr[n ?\ghtful4 ,! latt]1 attract$ by :at he he>s ar\nd him1 h>dly answ]s ! old man's que/ions1 & 8 eyes1 vaguely lo/ 9 space1 seem to be seek+ !re = ! solution ( "s problem4 ,i seem to see a twit*+ 9 ! gray m\/a*es ( ! vet]an2 he /ops abruptly1 &1 hold+ back 8 guide ) 8 rema9+ arm3 8,!y all pity me10 says he1 8because !y d n und]/& x2 b if ,i 7 to answ] !m--0 8,:at w\ld y say to !m1 fa!r80 asks ! "y man1 ) curiosity4 8,i %\ld say fir/ to ! woman :o weeps :5 %e looks at me1 to keep h] te>s = o!r mis=tunes2 = ea* ( my w\nds calls to m9d "s /ruggle = my colors4 ,!re is room = d\bt+ h[ "s m5 h done _! duty2 ) me x is visible4 ,i c>ry ! acc\nt ( my s]vices1 writt5 ) ! enemy's /eel & lead1 on myself2 to pity me = hav+ done my duty is to suppose ,i w\ld bett] h be5 false to x40 8,& :at w\ld y say to ! c\ntryman1 fa!r80 8,i %\ld tell him t1 to drive ! pl[ 9 peace1 we mu/ fir/ secure ! c\ntry itself2 & t1 z long z !re are =eign]s ready to eat our h>ve/1 !re mu/ be arms to def5d x40 8,b ! "y /ud5t1 too1 %ook 8 head :5 he lam5t$ su* a use ( life40 8,because he does n "k :at self-sacrifice & suff]+ c tea*4 ,! books t he /udies we h put 9 practice1 ?\gh we nev] read !m3 ! pr9ciples he applauds we h def5d$ ) p[d] & bayonet40 8,& at ! price ( y\r limbs & y\r blood4 ,! m]*ant said1 :5 he saw y\r maim$ body1 #8,see ! wor? ( glory60' 8,d n believe him1 my son3 ! true glory is ! bread ( ! s\l2 x is ?is :i* n\ri%es self-sacrifice1 pati5ce1 & c\rage4 ,! ,ma/] ( all has be/[$ x z a tie ! m betwe5 m54 ,:5 we desire to be di/+ui%$ by our bre?r51 d we n ?us prove our e/eem & our sympa?y = !m8 ,! long+ = admiration is b "o side ( love4 ,no1 no2 ! true glory c nev] be too de>ly paid =6 ,t :i* we %\ld deplore1 *ild1 is n ! infirmities :i* prove a g5]\s self-sacrifice1 b ^? :i* our vices or our imprud5ce h call$ =?4 ,ah6 if ,i c\ld speak al\d to ^? :o1 :5 pass+1 ca/ looks ( pity ^u me1 ,i %\ld say to ! "y man ^: excesses h dimm$ 8 sight be=e he is old1 #8,:at h y done ) y\r eyes8' ,to ! slo?ful man1 :o ) difficulty drags along 8 en]vat$ mass ( fle%1 #8,:at h y done ) y\r feet8' ,to ! old man1 :o is puni%$ = 8 intemp]ance by ! g\t1 #8,:at h y done ) y\r h&s8' ,to all1 #8,:at h y done ) ! days ,god grant$ y1 ) ! faculties y %\ld h employ$ = ! good ( y\r bre?r58' ,if y _c answ]1 be/[ no m ( y\r pity ^u ! old soldi] maim$ 9 8 c\ntry's cause2 = he--he at lea/--c %[ 8 sc>s )\t %ame40 ,octob] #af?4--,! little engrav+ has made me compreh5d bett] ! m]its ( ,fa!r ,*auf\r1 & ,i !re=e e/eem him all ! m4 ,he has j n[ left my attic4 ,!re no long] passes a s+le day )\t 8 com+ to "w by my fire1 or my go+ to sit & talk by 8 bo>d4 ,! old artill]yman has se5 mu*1 & likes to tell ( x4 ,= tw5ty ye>s he 0 an arm$ travell] ?r\gh\t ,europe1 & he f\ght )\t hatr$1 = he 0 possess$ by a s+le ?\ght--! honor ( ! national flag6 ,x might h be5 8 sup]/ition1 if y w2 b x 01 at ! same "t1 8 safegu>d4 ,! ^w ,,france1 :i* 0 !n res\nd+ s glori\sly ?r\gh ! _w1 s]v$ z a talisman to him aga9/ all sorts ( temptation4 ,to h to support a great "n may seem a burd5 to vulg> m9ds1 b x is an enc\ragem5t to vigor\s ones4 8,i1 too1 h _h _m mom5ts10 said he to me ! o!r day1 8:5 ,i h be5 tempt$ to make fri5ds ) ! devil4 ,w> is n precisely ! s*ool = rural virtues4 ,by d9t ( burn+1 de/roy+1 & kill+1 y gr[ a little t\gh z reg>ds y\r feel+s2 #8&1 :5 ! bayonet has made y k+1 ! notions ( an autocrat come into y\r head a little /rongly4 ,b at ^! mom5ts ,i call$ to m9d t c\ntry :i* ! lieut5ant spoke ( to me1 & ,i :isp]$ to myself ! well-kn[n phrase1 #8,t\j\rs ,francais6 ,x has be5 laugh$ at s9ce4 ,p :o w\ld make a joke ( ! dea? ( _! "m h turn$ x into ridicule1 z if ! "n ( our c\ntry 0 n also a noble & a b9d+ ?+4 ,= my "p1 ,i %all nev] =get f h[ _m follies ! title ( ,fr5*man has kept me4 ,:51 ov]come ) fatigue1 ,i h f\nd myself 9 ! re> ( ! colors1 & :5 ! musketry 0 rattl+ 9 ! front ranks1 _m a "t ,i he>d a voice1 :i* :isp]$ 9 my e>1 #8,leave ! o!rs to fight1 & = today take c>e ( y\r own hide6' ,b !n1 t ^w ,francais6 murmur$ )9 me1 & ,i press$ =w>d to help my comrades4 ,at o!r times1 :51 irritat$ by hung]1 cold1 & w\nds1 ,i h arriv$ at ! hovel ( "s ,me9h]r1 ,i h be5 seiz$ by an it*+ to break ! ma/]'s back1 & to burn 8 hut2 b ,i :isp]$ to myself1 ,francais6 & ?is "n w\ld n rhyme ) ei!r inc5di>y or murd]]4 ,i h1 9 ?is way1 pass$ ?r\gh k+doms f ea/ to we/1 & f nor? to s\?1 always det]m9$ n to br+ disgrace ^u my c\ntry's flag4 ,! lieut5ant1 y see1 _h taught me a magic ^w--,my c\ntry6 ,n only mu/ we def5d x1 b we mu/ also make x great & lov$40 ,octob] #ag?4--,to-day ,i h paid my neighbor a long visit4 ,a *ance expression l$ ! way to 8 tell+ me m ( himself ?an he _h yet done4 ,i ask$ him :e!r bo? 8 limbs _h be5 lo/ 9 ! same battle4 8,no1 no60 repli$ he2 8! cannon only took my leg2 x 0 ! ,clam>t qu>ries t my arm w5t to fe$40 ,& :5 ,i ask$ him = ! p>ticul>s-- 8,t's z easy z to say good-morn+10 cont9u$ he4 8,aft] ! great break-up at ,wat]loo1 ,i /ay$ ?ree mon?s 9 ! camp hospital to give my wood5 leg "t to gr[4 ,z soon z ,i 0 able to hobble a little1 ,i took leave ( headqu>t]s1 & took ! road to ,p>is1 :]e ,i hop$ to f9d "s relative or fri5d2 b no--all 7 gone1 or und]gr\nd4 ,i %\ld h f\nd myself less /range at ,vi5na1 ,madrid1 or ,b]l94 ,& al?\gh ,i _h a leg ! less to provide =1 ,i 0 none ! bett] (f2 my appetite _h come back1 & my la/ s\s 7 tak+ flight4 8,i _h inde$ met my old colonel1 :o recollect$ t ,i _h help$ him out ( ! skirmi% at ,mont]eau by giv+ him my horse1 & he _h (f]$ me b$ & bo>d at 8 h\se4 ,i knew t ! ye> be=e he _h m>ri$ a ca/le & no few f>ms1 s t ,i might become p]man5t coat-bru%] to a millionaire1 :i* 0 n )\t its temptations4 ,x rema9$ to see if ,i _h n any?+ bett] to d4 ,"o ev5+ ,i set myself to reflect ^u x4 8#8,let u see1 ,*auf\r1' said ,i to myself2 #8! "q is to act l a man4 ,! colonel's place suits y1 b _c y d any?+ bett]8 ,y\r body is /ill 9 good condition1 & y\r arms /rong2 d y n owe all y\r /r5g? to y\r c\ntry1 z y\r ,v9c5nes uncle said8 ,:y n leave "s old soldi]1 m cut up ?an y are1 to get 8 hospital at ! colonel's8 ,come1 troop]1 y are /ill fit = ano!r /\t *>ge or two6 ,y mu/ n lay up be=e y\r "t4' 8,:]eupon ,i w5t to ?ank ! colonel1 & to (f] my s]vices to an old artill]yman1 :o _h gone back to 8 home at ,clam>t1 & :o _h tak5 up ! qu>ryman's pick aga94 8,= ! fir/ few mon?s ,i play$ ! conscript's "p--t is to say1 !re 0 m /ir ?an "w2 b ) a good w "o gets ! bett] ( /ones1 z ( ev]y?+ else4 ,i did n become1 s to speak1 ! lead] ( a column1 b ,i br\ght up ! rank among ! good workm51 & ,i ate my bread ) a good appetite1 see+ ,i _h e>n$ x ) a good w4 ,= ev5 und]gr\nd1 y see1 ,i /ill kept my pride4 ,! ?\ght t ,i 0 work+ to d my "p 9 *ang+ rocks into h\ses pleas$ my he>t4 ,i said to myself1 #8,c\rage1 ,*auf\r1 my old boy2 y are help+ to beautify y\r c\ntry4' ,& t kept up my _s4 8,un=tunately1 "s ( my companions 7 r too s5sible to ! *>ms ( ! br&y-bottle2 s mu* s1 t "o day "o ( !m1 :o c\ld h>dly di/+ui% 8 "r h& f 8 left1 ?\ght prop] to /rike a light close to a *>g$ m9e4 ,! m9e explod$ sudd5ly1 & s5t a %[] ( /one grape among u1 :i* kill$ ?ree m51 & c>ri$ away ! arm ( :i* ,i h n[ only ! sleeve40 8,s y 7 aga9 )\t means ( liv+80 said ,i to ! old soldi]4 8,t is to say1 ,i _h to *ange !m10 repli$ he1 quietly4 8,! difficulty 0 to f9d "o :i* w\ld d ) five f+]s in/ead ( t52 ,i f\nd x1 h[ev]40 8,h[ 0 t80 8,among ! ,p>is /reet-sweep]s40 8,:at6 y h be5 "o--0 8,( ! pione]s ( ! heal? =ce = a :ile1 neighbor1 & t 0 n my wor/ "t ei!r4 ,! corps ( sweep]s is n s l[ z x is dirty1 ,i c tell y6 ,!re are old actresses 9 x :o c\ld nev] le>n to save _! money1 & ru9$ m]*ants f ! ex*ange2 we ev5 _h a pr(essor ( classics1 :o = a little dr9k w\ld recite ,lat9 to y1 or ,greek trag$ies1 z y *ose4 ,!y c\ld n h compet$ = ! ,mon?yon prize2 b we excus$ faults on acc\nt ( pov]ty1 & *e]$ our pov]ty by our good-humor & jokes4 ,i 0 z ragg$ & z *e]ful z ! re/1 :ile try+ to be some?+ bett]4 ,ev5 9 ! mire ( ! gutt] ,i pres]v$ my fai? t no?+ is di%onorable :i* is useful to our c\ntry4 8#8,*auf\r1' said ,i to myself ) a smile1 #8aft] ! sword1 ! hamm]2 aft] ! hamm]1 ! broom2 y are go+ d[n/airs1 my old boy1 b y are /ill s]v+ y\r c\ntry4'0 8#8,h[ev]1 y end$ by leav+ y\r new pr(ession8' said ,i40 8,a re=m 0 requir$1 neighbor4 ,! /reet-sweep]s seldom h _! feet dry1 & ! damp at la/ made ! w\nds 9 my good leg op5 aga94 ,i c\ld no long] foll[ ! regim5t1 & x 0 necess>y to lay d[n my arms4 ,x is n[ two mon?s s9ce ,i left (f work+ 9 ! sanit>y dep>tm5t ( ,p>is4 8,at ! fir/ mom5t ,i 0 daunt$4 ,( my f\r limbs1 ,i _h n[ only my "r h&1 & ev5 t _h lo/ its /r5g?2 s x 0 necess>y to f9d "s g5tlemanly occupation = x4 ,aft] try+ a little ( ev]y?+1 ,i fell ^u c>d-box mak+1 & "h ,i am at cases = ! lace & buttons ( ! national gu>d2 x is "w ( little pr(it1 b x is )9 ! capacity ( all4 ,by gett+ up at f\r & work+ till eight1 ,i e>n sixty-five c5times2 my lodg+ & b[l ( s\p take fifty ( !m1 & !re are ?ree s\s ov] = luxuries4 ,s ,i am ri*] ?an ,france h]self1 = ,i h no deficit 9 my budget2 & ,i cont9ue to s]ve h]1 z ,i save h] lace & buttons40 ,at ^! words ,fa!r ,*auf\r look$ at me ) a smile1 & ) 8 great scissors began cutt+ ! gre5 pap] aga9 = 8 c>dbo>d cases4 ,my he>t 0 t\*$1 & ,i rema9$ lo/ 9 ?\ght4 ,"h is /ill ano!r memb] ( t sacr$ phalanx :o1 9 ! battle ( life1 always m>* 9 front = ! example & ! salvation ( ! _w6 ,ea* ( ^! brave soldi]s has 8 w>-cry2 = ?is "o x is 8,c\ntry10 = t 8,home10 = a ?ird 8,mank9d20 b !y all foll[ ! same /&>d--t ( duty2 = all ! same div9e law reigns--t ( self-sacrifice4 ,to love some?+ m ?an "o's self--t is ! secret ( all t is great2 to "k h[ to live = o!rs--t is ! aim ( all noble s\ls4 ,,*apt] ,,xi4 ,,moral ,,use ,,( ,,inv5tories ,novemb] #ac?1 ,n9e ,o'clock ,p4,m4 ,i _h well /opp$ up ! *9ks ( my w9d[2 my little c>pet 0 nail$ d[n 9 its place2 my lamp1 provid$ ) its %ade1 ca/ a subdu$ light ar\nd1 & my /ove made a l[1 murmur+ s\nd1 z if "s live creature 0 %>+ my he>? ) me4 ,all 0 sil5t ar\nd me4 ,b1 out ( doors ! sn[ & ra9 swept ! ro(s1 & ) a l[1 ru%+ s\nd ran along ! gurgl+ gutt]s2 sometimes a gu/ ( w9d =c$ itself b5ea? ! tiles1 :i* rattl$ toge!r l ca/anets1 & aft]w>d x 0 lo/ 9 ! empty corridor4 ,!n a slight & pleasurable %iv] ?rill$ ?r\gh my ve9s3 ,i drew ! flaps ( my old wadd$ dress+-g[n ar\nd me1 ,i pull$ my ?readb>e velvet cap ov] my eyes1 &1 lett+ myself s9k deep] into my easy-*air1 :ile my feet bask$ 9 ! heat & light :i* %one ?r\gh ! door ( ! /ove1 ,i gave myself up to a s5sation ( enjoym5t1 made m lively by ! consci\sness ( ! /orm :i* rag$ )\t4 ,my eyes1 swimm+ 9 a sort ( mi/1 w&]$ ov] all ! details ( my peaceful abode2 !y pass$ f my pr9ts to my bookcase1 re/+ ^u ! little *9tz s(a1 ! :ite curta9s ( ! iron b$/ead1 & ! portfolio ( loose pap]s--^? ar*ives ( ! attics2 & !n1 return+ to ! book ,i held 9 my h&1 !y attempt$ to seize once m ! ?read ( ! read+ :i* _h be5 ?us int]rupt$4 ,9 fact1 ?is book1 ! subject ( :i* _h at fir/ int]e/$ me1 _h become pa9ful to me4 ,i _h come to ! conclusion t ! pictures ( ! writ] 7 too sombre4 ,8 description ( ! mis]ies ( ! _w appe>$ exagg]at$ to me2 ,i c\ld n believe 9 su* excess ( pov]ty & ( suff]+2 nei!r ,god nor man c\ld %[ !mselves s h>% t[>d ! sons ( ,adam4 ,! au?or _h yield$ to an arti/ic temptation3 he 0 mak+ a %[ ( ! suff]+s ( humanity1 z ,n]o burn$ ,rome = ! sake ( ! picturesque4 ,tak5 altoge!r1 ?is poor human h\se1 s (t5 repair$1 s mu* criticis$1 is /ill a pretty good abode2 we may f9d en\gh 9 x to satisfy our wants1 if we "k h[ to set b\nds to !m2 ! happ9ess ( ! wise man co/s b little1 & asks b little space4 ,^! consol+ reflections became m & m confus$4 ,at la/ my book fell on ! gr\nd )\t my hav+ ! resolution to /oop & take x up aga92 & ins5sibly ov]come by ! luxury ( ! sil5ce1 ! subdu$ light1 & ! w>m?1 ,i fell asleep4 ,i rema9$ = "s "t lo/ 9 ! sort ( ins5sibility belong+ to a fir/ sleep2 at la/ "s vague & brok5 s5sations came ov] me4 ,x seem$ to me t ! day grew d>k]1 t ! air became cold]4 ,i half p]ceiv$ bu%es cov]$ ) ! sc>let b]ries :i* =etell ! com+ ( w9t]4 ,i walk$ on a dre>y road1 bord]$ "h & !re ) junip]-trees :ite ) fro/4 ,!n ! sc5e sudd5ly *ang$4 ,i 0 9 ! dilig5ce2 ! cold w9d %ook ! doors & w9d[s2 ! trees1 load$ ) sn[1 pass$ by l gho/s2 9 va9 ,i ?ru/ my b5umb$ feet into ! cru%$ /raw4 ,at la/ ! c>riage /opp$1 &1 by "o ( ^? /age effects s common 9 sleep1 ,i f\nd myself alone 9 a b>n1 )\t a fireplace1 & op5 to ! w9ds on all sides4 ,i saw aga9 my "m's g5tle face1 kn[n only to me 9 my e>ly *ildhood1 ! noble & /]n c\nt5ance ( my fa!r1 ! little fair head ( my si/]1 :o 0 tak5 f u at t5 ye>s old2 all my dead family liv$ aga9 ar\nd me2 !y 7 !re1 expos$ to ! bit+s ( ! cold & to ! pangs ( hung]4 ,my "m pray$ by ! resign$ old man1 & my si/]1 roll$ up on "s rags ( :i* !y _h made h] a b$1 wept 9 sil5ce1 & held h] nak$ feet 9 h] little blue h&s4 ,x 0 a page f ! book ,i _h j read transf]r$ into my own exi/5ce4 ,my he>t 0 oppress$ ) inexpressible angui%4 ,cr\*$ 9 a corn]1 ) my eyes fix$ ^u ?is dismal picture1 ,i felt ! cold sl[ly creep+ ^u me1 & ,i said to myself ) bitt]ness3 8,let u die1 s9ce pov]ty is a dungeon gu>d$ by suspicion1 apa?y1 & contempt1 & f :i* x is va9 to try to escape2 let u die1 s9ce !re is no place = u at ! banquet ( ! liv+60 ,& ,i tri$ to rise to jo9 my "m aga91 & to wait at h] feet = ! h\r ( release4 ,?is ef=t dispell$ my dream1 & ,i awoke ) a />t4 ,i look$ ar\nd me2 my lamp 0 expir+1 ! fire 9 my /ove ext+ui%$1 & my half-op5$ door 0 lett+ 9 an icy w9d4 ,i got up1 ) a %iv]1 to %ut & d\ble-lock x2 !n ,i made = ! alcove1 & w5t to b$ 9 ha/e4 ,b ! cold kept me awake a long "t1 & my ?\ghts cont9u$ ! int]rupt$ dream4 ,! pictures ,i _h lately accus$ ( exagg]ation n[ seem$ b a too fai?ful repres5tation ( reality2 & ,i w5t to sleep )\t be+ able to recov] my optimism--or my w>m?4 ,?us did a cold /ove & a badly clos$ door alt] my po9t ( view4 ,all w5t well :5 my blood circulat$ prop]ly2 all look$ gloomy :5 ! cold laid hold on me4 ,?is rem9ds me ( ! /ory ( ! du*ess :o 0 oblig$ to pay a visit to ! neighbor+ conv5t on a w9t]'s day4 ,! conv5t 0 poor1 !re 0 no wood1 & ! monks _h no?+ b _! discipl9e & ! ardor ( _! pray]s to keep out ! cold4 ,! du*ess1 :o 0 %iv]+ ) cold1 return$ home1 greatly pity+ ! poor monks4 ,:ile ! s]vants 7 tak+ (f h] cloak & add+ two m logs to h] fire1 %e call$ h] /ew>d1 :om %e ord]$ to s5d "s wood to ! conv5t imm$iately4 ,%e !n _h h] c\* mov$ close to ! fireside1 ! w>m? ( :i* soon reviv$ h]4 ,! recollection ( :at %e _h j suff]$ 0 spe$ily lo/ 9 h] pres5t com=t1 :5 ! /ew>d came 9 aga9 to ask h[ _m loads ( wood he 0 to s5d4 8,oh6 y may wait10 said ! great lady c>elessly2 8! wea!r is v mu* mild]40 ,?us1 man's judgm5ts are =m$ less f reason ?an f s5sation2 & z s5sation comes to him f ! outw>d _w1 s he f9ds himself m or less "u its influ5ce2 by little & little he imbibes a portion ( 8 habits & feel+s f x4 ,x is n1 !n1 )\t cause t1 :5 we wi% to judge ( a /rang] be=eh&1 we look = indications ( 8 "* 9 ! circum/ances :i* surr\nd him4 ,! ?+s among :i* we live are necess>ily made to take our image1 & we unconsci\sly leave 9 !m a ?\s& impressions ( our m9ds4 ,z we c judge by an empty b$ ( ! height & attitude ( him :o has slept 9 x1 s ! abode ( e man discov]s to a close obs]v] ! ext5t ( 8 intellig5ce & ! feel+s ( 8 he>t4 ,b]n>d9 de ,/4-,pi]re has relat$ ! /ory ( a "y girl :o refus$ a suitor because he w\ld nev] h fl[]s or dome/ic animals 9 8 h\se4 ,p]haps ! s5t5ce 0 sev]e1 b n )\t reason4 ,we may presume t a man ins5sible to beauty & to humble affection mu/ be ill prep>$ to feel ! enjoym5ts ( a happy m>riage4 #ad?1 sev5 o'clock ,p4,m4--,?is morn+1 z ,i 0 op5+ my j\rnal to write1 ,i _h a visit f our old ca%i]4 ,8 sight is n s good z x 01 8 h& beg9s to %ake1 & ! "w he 0 able to d =m]ly is n[ becom+ some:at labori\s to him4 ,i _h und]tak5 to write out "s ( 8 pap]s1 & he came = ^? ,i _h f9i%$4 ,we conv]s$ a long "t by ! /ove1 :ile he 0 dr9k+ a cup ( c(fee :i* ,i made him take4 ,m4 ,rateau is a s5sible man1 :o has obs]v$ mu* & speaks little2 s t he has always some?+ to say4 ,:ile look+ ov] ! acc\nts ,i _h prep>$ = him1 8 look fell ^u my j\rnal1 & ,i 0 oblig$ to ackn[l$ge t 9 ?is way ,i wrote a di>y ( my actions & ?\ghts e ev5+ = private use4 ,f "o ?+ to ano!r1 ,i began speak+ to him ( my dream ! day be=e1 & my reflections ab\t ! influ5ce ( outw>d objects ^u our ord9>y s5tim5ts4 ,he smil$4 8,ah6 y1 too1 h my sup]/itions10 he said1 quietly4 8,i h always believ$1 l y1 t y may "k ! game by ! lair3 x is only necess>y to h tact & exp]i5ce2 b )\t !m we commit ourselves to _m ra% judgm5ts4 ,= my "p4 ,i h be5 guilty ( ?is m ?an once1 b sometimes ,i h also drawn a "r conclusion4 ,i recollect especially an adv5ture :i* goes z f> back z ! fir/ ye>s ( my y\?--0 ,he /opp$4 ,i look$ at him z if ,i wait$ = 8 /ory1 & he told x me at once4 ,at ?is "t he 0 /ill b ?ird cl]k to an attorney at ,orleans4 ,8 ma/] _h s5t him to ,mont>gis on diff]5t affairs1 & he int5d$ to return 9 ! dilig5ce ! same ev5+1 aft] hav+ receiv$ ! am\nt ( a bill at a neighbor+ t[n2 b !y kept him at ! debtor's h\se1 & :5 he 0 able to set out ! day _h already clos$4 ,fe>+ n to be able to rea* ,mont>gis 9 good "t1 he took a crossroad !y po9t$ out to him4 ,un=tunately ! fog increas$1 no /> 0 visible 9 ! heav5s1 & ! d>kness became s great t he lo/ 8 road4 ,he tri$ to retrace 8 /eps1 pass$ tw5ty footpa?s1 & at la/ 0 completely a/ray4 ,aft] ! vexation ( los+ 8 place 9 ! dilig5ce1 came ! feel+ ( uneas9ess z to 8 situation4 ,he 0 alone1 on foot1 lo/ 9 a =e/1 )\t any means ( f9d+ 8 "r road aga91 & ) a consid]able sum ( money ab\t him1 = :i* he 0 responsible4 ,8 anxiety 0 increas$ by 8 inexp]i5ce4 ,! idea ( a =e/ 0 connect$ 9 8 m9d ) s _m adv5tures ( robb]y & murd]1 t he expect$ "s fatal enc\nt] e in/ant4 ,to say ! tru?1 8 situation 0 n enc\rag+4 ,! place 0 n consid]$ safe1 & = "s "t pa/ !re _h be5 rumors ( ! sudd5 disappe>ance ( sev]al horse-deal]s1 ?\gh !re 0 no trace ( any crime hav+ be5 committ$4 ,our "y travell]1 ) 8 eyes />+ =w>d1 & 8 e>s li/5+1 foll[$ a footpa? :i* he suppos$ might take him to "s h\se or road2 b woods always succe$$ to woods4 ,at la/ he p]ceiv$ a light at a di/ance1 & 9 a qu>t] ( an h\r he rea*$ ! highroad4 ,a s+le h\se1 ! light f :i* _h attract$ him1 appe>$ at a little di/ance4 ,he 0 go+ t[>d ! entrance gate ( ! c\rty>d1 :5 ! trot ( a horse made him turn 8 head4 ,a man on horseback _h j appe>$ at ! turn+ ( ! road1 & 9 an in/ant 0 close to him4 ,! fir/ words he address$ to ! "y man %[$ him to be ! f>m] himself4 ,he relat$ h[ he _h lo/ himself1 & le>n$ f ! c\ntryman t he 0 on ! road to ,pi?ivi]s4 ,mont>gis 0 ?ree leagues beh9d him4 ,! fog _h ins5sibly *ang$ into a drizzl+ ra91 :i* 0 beg9n+ to wet ! "y cl]k ?r\gh2 he seem$ afraid ( ! di/ance he _h /ill to g1 & ! horseman1 :o saw 8 hesitation1 invit$ him to come into ! f>mh\se4 ,x _h some?+ ( ! look ( a =tress4 ,surr\nd$ by a pretty high wall1 x c\ld n be se5 except ?r\gh ! b>s ( ! great gate1 :i* 0 c>efully clos$4 ,! f>m]1 :o _h got (f 8 horse1 did n g ne> x1 b1 turn+ to ! "r1 rea*$ ano!r entrance clos$ 9 ! same way1 b ( :i* he _h ! key4 ,h>dly _h he pass$ ! ?re%old :5 a t]rible b>k+ res\nd$ f ea* end ( ! y>d4 ,! f>m] told 8 gue/ to fe> no?+1 & %[$ him ! dogs *a9$ up to _! k5nels2 bo? 7 ( an extraord9>y size1 & s savage t ! sight ( _! ma/] himself c\ld n quiet !m4 ,a boy1 attract$ by _! b>k+1 came out ( ! h\se & took ! f>m]'s horse4 ,! latt] began que/ion+ him ab\t "s ord]s he _h giv5 be=e he left ! h\se1 & w5t t[>d ! /able to see t !y _h be5 execut$4 ,?us left alone1 our cl]k look$ ab\t him4 ,a lant]n :i* ! boy _h plac$ on ! gr\nd ca/ a dim light ov] ! c\rty>d4 ,all ar\nd seem$ empty & des]t$4 ,n a trace 0 visible ( ! disord] (t5 se5 9 a c\ntry f>my>d1 & :i* %[s a tempor>y cessation ( ! "w :i* is soon to be resum$ aga94 ,nei!r a c>t =gott5 :]e ! horses _h be5 unh>ness$1 nor %eaves ( corn heap$ up ready = ?re%+1 nor a pl[ ov]turn$ 9 a corn] & half hidd5 "u ! fre%ly-cut clov]4 ,! y>d 0 swept1 ! b>ns %ut up & padlock$4 ,n a s+le v9e creep+ up ! walls2 ev]y:]e /one1 wood1 & iron6 ,he took up ! lant]n & w5t up to ! corn] ( ! h\se4 ,beh9d 0 a second y>d1 :]e he he>d ! b>k+ ( a ?ird dog1 & a cov]$ wall 0 built 9 ! middle ( x4 ,our travell] look$ 9 va9 = ! little f>m g>d51 :]e pumpk9s ( diff]5t sorts creep along ! gr\nd1 or :]e ! bees f ! hives hum "u ! h$ges ( honeysuckle & eld]4 ,v]dure & fl[]s 7 n[h]e to be se54 ,he did n ev5 p]ceive ! sight ( a p\ltry-y>d or pigeon-h\se4 ,! habitation ( 8 ho/ 0 ev]y:]e want+ 9 t :i* makes ! grace & ! life ( ! c\ntry4 ,! "y man ?\ght t 8 ho/ mu/ be ( a v c>eless or a v calculat+ disposition1 to conc$e s little to dome/ic enjoym5ts & ! pleasures ( ! eye2 & judg+1 9 spite ( himself1 by :at he saw1 he c\ld n help feel+ a di/ru/ ( 8 "*4 ,9 ! mean "t ! f>m] return$ f ! /ables1 & made him ent] ! h\se4 ,! inside ( ! f>mh\se correspond$ to its outside4 ,! :itewa%$ walls _h no o!r ornam5t ?an a r[ ( guns ( all sizes2 ! massive furniture h>dly r$eem$ its clumsy appe>ance by its great solidity4 ,! cleanl9ess 0 d\btful1 & ! abs5ce ( all m9or conv5i5ces prov$ t a woman's c>e 0 want+ 9 ! h\sehold conc]ns4 ,! "y cl]k le>n$ t ! f>m]1 9 fact1 liv$ "h ) no "o b 8 two sons4 ,( ?is1 inde$1 ! signs 7 pla9 en\gh4 ,a table ) ! clo? laid1 t no "o _h tak5 ! tr\ble to cle> away1 0 left ne> ! w9d[4 ,! plates & di%es 7 scatt]$ ^u x )\t any ord]1 & load$ ) potato-p>+s & half-pick$ bones4 ,sev]al empty bottles emitt$ an odor ( br&y1 mix$ ) ! pung5t smell ( tobacco-smoke4 ,aft] seat+ 8 gue/1 ! f>m] light$ 8 pipe1 & 8 two sons resum$ _! "w by ! fireside4 ,n[ & !n ! sil5ce 0 j brok5 by a %ort rem>k1 answ]$ by a ^w or an exclamation2 & !n all became z mute z be=e4 8,f my *ildhood10 said ! old ca%i]1 8,i _h be5 v s5sible to ! impression ( outw>d objects2 lat] 9 life1 reflection _h taught me to /udy ! causes ( ^! impressions r ?an to drive !m away4 ,i set myself1 !n1 to exam9e ev]y?+ ar\nd me ) great att5tion4 8,bel[ ! guns1 ,i _h rem>k$ on ent]+1 "s wolftraps 7 susp5d$1 & to "o ( !m /ill hung ! mangl$ rema9s ( a wolf's paw1 :i* !y _h n yet tak5 (f f ! iron tee?4 ,! black5$ *imneypiece 0 ornam5t$ by an owl & a rav5 nail$ on ! wall1 _! w+s ext5d$1 & _! ?roats ) a huge nail ?r\gh ea*2 a fox's sk91 fre%ly flay$1 0 spread be=e ! w9d[2 & a l>d] hook1 fix$ into ! pr9cipal beam1 held a headless goose1 ^: body sway$ ab\t ov] our heads4 8,my eyes 7 (f5d$ by all ^! details1 & ,i turn$ !m aga9 ^u my ho/s4 ,! fa!r1 :o sat opposite to me1 only int]rupt$ 8 smok+ to p\r out 8 dr9k1 or address "s reprim& to 8 sons4 ,! elde/ ( ^! 0 scrap+ a deep bucket1 & ! bloody scrap+s1 :i* he ?rew into ! fire e in/ant1 fill$ ! room ) a disagreeable fetid smell2 ! second son 0 %>p5+ "s but*]'s knives4 ,i le>n$ f a ^w dropp$ f ! fa!r t !y 7 prep>+ to kill a pig ! next day4 8,^! occupations & ! :ole aspect ( ?+s inside ! h\se told ( su* habitual co>s5ess 9 _! way ( liv+ z seem$ to expla91 :ile x =m$ ! fitt+ c\nt]p>t (1 ! =bidd+ gloom9ess ( ! outside4 ,my a/oni%m5t by degrees *ang$ into disgu/1 & my disgu/ into uneas9ess4 ,i _c detail ! :ole *a9 ( ideas :i* succe$$ "o ano!r 9 my imag9ation2 b1 yield+ to an impulse ,i c\ld n ov]come1 ,i got up1 decl>+ ,i w\ld g on my road aga94 8,! f>m] made "s ef=t to keep me2 he spoke ( ! ra91 ( ! d>kness1 & ( ! l5g? ( ! way4 ,i repli$ to all by ! absolute necessity !re 0 = my be+ at ,mont>gis t v night2 & ?ank+ him = 8 brief hospitality1 ,i set (f aga9 9 a ha/e :i* might well h confirm$ ! tru? ( my words to him4 8,h[ev]1 ! fre%ness ( ! night & ! ex]cise ( walk+ did n fail to *ange ! directions ( my ?\ghts4 ,:5 away f ! objects :i* _h awak5$ su* lively disgu/ 9 me1 ,i felt x gradually dim9i%+4 ,i began to smile at ! susceptibility ( my feel+s1 & !n1 9 proportion z ! ra9 became heavi] & cold]1 ^! /rictures on myself assum$ a tone ( ill-temp]4 ,i sil5tly accus$ myself ( ! absurdity ( mi/ak+ s5sation = admonitions ( my reason4 ,aft] all1 7 n ! f>m] & 8 sons free to live alone1 to hunt1 to keep dogs1 & to kill a pig8 ,:]e 0 ! crime ( x8 ,) less n]v\s susceptibility1 ,i %\ld h accept$ ! %elt] !y (f]$ me1 & ,i %\ld n[ be sleep+ snugly on a truss ( /raw1 in/ead ( walk+ ) difficulty ?r\gh ! cold & drizzl+ ra94 ,i ?us cont9u$ to reproa* myself1 until1 t[>d morn+1 ,i arriv$ at ,mont>gis1 jad$ & b5umb$ ) cold4 8,:51 h[ev]1 ,i got up refre%$1 t[>d ! middle ( ! next day1 ,i in/9ctively return$ to my fir/ op9ion4 ,! appe>ance ( ! f>mh\se pres5t$ itself to me "u ! same repulsive colors :i* ! ev5+ be=e _h det]m9$ me to make my escape f x4 ,reason itself rema9$ sil5t :5 review+ all ^? co>se details1 & 0 =c$ to recognize 9 !m ! indications ( a l[ nature1 or else ! pres5ce ( "s baleful influ5ce4 8,i w5t away ! next day )\t be+ able to le>n any?+ conc]n+ ! f>m] or 8 sons2 b ! recollection ( my adv5ture rema9$ deeply fix$ 9 my memory4 8,t5 ye>s aft]w>d ,i 0 travell+ 9 ! dilig5ce ?r\gh ! dep>tm5t ( ! ,loiret2 ,i 0 lean+ f ! w9d[1 & look+ at "s coppice gr\nd n[ = ! fir/ "t br\ght "u cultivation1 & ! mode ( cle>+ :i* "o ( my travell+ companions 0 expla9+ to me1 :5 my eyes fell ^u a wall$ inclosure1 ) an iron-b>r$ gate4 ,inside x ,i p]ceiv$ a h\se ) all ! bl9ds clos$1 & :i* ,i imm$iately recollect$2 x 0 ! f>mh\se :]e ,i _h be5 %elt]$4 ,i eag]ly po9t$ x out to my companion1 & ask$ :o liv$ 9 x4 8#8,nobody j n[1' repli$ he4 8#8,b 0 x n kept1 "s ye>s ago1 by a f>m] & 8 two sons8' 8#8,! ,turreaus2' said my travell+ companion1 look+ at me2 #8did y "k !m8' 8#8,i saw !m once4' 8,he %ook 8 head4 8#8,yes1 yes6' resum$ he2 #8= _m ye>s !y liv$ !re l wolves 9 _! d52 !y m]ely knew h[ to till l&1 kill game1 & dr9k4 ,! fa!r manag$ ! h\se1 b m5 liv+ alone1 )\t wom5 to love !m1 )\t *ildr5 to s(t5 !m1 & )\t ,god to make !m ?9k ( heav51 always turn into wild bea/s1 y see2 s "o morn+ ! elde/ son1 :o _h be5 dr9k+ too mu* br&y1 w\ld n h>ness ! pl[-horses2 8 fa!r /ruck him ) 8 :ip1 & ! son1 :o 0 mad drunk1 %ot him dead ) 8 gun4'0 #af?1 ,p4,m4--,i h be5 ?9k+ ( ! /ory ( ! old ca%i] ^! two days2 x came s opportunely ^u ! reflections my dream _h sugge/$ to me4 ,h ,i n an important lesson to le>n f all ?is8 ,if our s5sations h an inconte/able influ5ce ^u our judgm5ts1 h[ comes x t we are s little c>eful ( ^? ?+s :i* awak5 or modify ^! s5sations8 ,! ext]nal _w is always reflect$ 9 u z 9 a mirror1 & fills our m9ds ) pictures :i*1 unconsci\sly to ourselves1 become ! g]ms ( our op9ions & ( our rules ( conduct4 ,all ! objects :i* surr\nd u are !n1 9 reality1 s _m talismans :5ce good & evil influ5ces are emitt$1 & x is = u to *oose !m wisely1 s z to create a heal?y atmosph]e = our m9ds4 ,feel+ conv9c$ ( ?is tru?1 ,i set ab\t mak+ a survey ( my attic4 ,! fir/ object on :i* my eyes re/ is an old map ( ! hi/ory ( ! pr9cipal mona/]y 9 my native prov9ce4 ,i _h unroll$ x ) mu* satisfaction1 & plac$ x on ! mo/ conspicu\s "p ( ! wall4 ,:y _h ,i giv5 x ?is place8 ,ought ?is %eet ( old worm-eat5 p>*m5t to be ( s mu* value to me1 :o am nei!r an antiqu>y nor a s*ol>8 ,is n its real importance 9 my sight t "o ( ! abbots :o f\nd$ x bore my "n1 & t ,i %all1 p]*ance1 be able to make myself a g5ealogical tree ( x = ! edification ( my visitors8 ,:ile writ+ ?is1 ,i feel my own blu%es4 ,come1 d[n ) ! map6 let u bani% x into my deepe/ draw]4 ,z ,i pass$ my glass1 ,i p]ceiv$ sev]al visit+ c>ds complac5tly display$ 9 ! frame4 ,by :at *ance is x t !re are only names t make a %[ among !m8 ,"h is a ,poli% c\nt--a retir$ colonel--! deputy ( my dep>tm5t4 ,quick1 quick1 into ! fire ) ^! pro(s ( vanity6 & let u put ?is c>d 9 ! h&writ+ ( our (fice-boy1 ?is direction = *eap d9n]s1 & ! receipt ( ! brok] :]e ,i b\ght my la/ arm*air1 9 _! place4 ,^! indications ( my pov]ty w s]ve1 z ,montaigne says1 #8mat] ma sup]be'1 & w always make me recollect ! mode/y 9 :i* ! dignity ( ! l[ly consi/s4 ,i h /opp$ be=e ! pr9ts hang+ ^u ! wall4 ,?is l>ge & smil+ ,pomona1 seat$ on %eaves ( corn1 & ^: basket is ov]fl[+ ) fruit1 only produces ?\ghts ( joy & pl5ty2 ,i 0 look+ at h] ! o!r day1 :5 ,i fell asleep d5y+ su* a ?+ z mis]y4 ,let u give h] z companion ?is picture ( ,w9t]1 9 :i* ev]y?+ tells ( sorr[ & suff]+3 "o picture w modify ! o!r4 ,& ?is ,happy ,family ( ,greuze's6 ,:at joy 9 ! *ildr5's eyes6 ,:at sweet repose 9 ! "y woman's face6 ,:at religi\s feel+ 9 ! gr&fa!r's c\nt5ance6 ,may ,god pres]ve _! happ9ess to !m6 b let u hang by its side ! picture ( ?is "m1 :o weeps ov] an empty cradle4 ,human life has two faces1 bo? ( :i* we mu/ d>e to contemplate 9 _! turn4 ,let me hide1 too1 ^! ridicul\s mon/]s :i* ornam5t my *imneypiece4 ,plato has said t 8! beautiful is no?+ else ?an ! visible =m ( ! good40 ,if x is s1 ! ugly %\ld be ! visible =m ( ! evil1 &1 by con/antly behold+ x1 ! m9d ins5sibly det]iorates4 ,b above all1 9 ord] to *]i% ! feel+s ( k9dness & pity1 let me hang at ! foot ( my b$ ?is affect+ picture ( ! ,la/ ,sleep6 ,nev] h ,i be5 able to look at x )\t feel+ my he>t t\*$4 ,an old woman1 clo!d 9 rags1 is ly+ by a roadside2 h] /ick is at h] feet1 & h] head re/s ^u a /one2 %e has fall5 asleep2 h] h&s are clasp$2 murmur+ a pray] ( h] *ildhood1 %e sleeps h] la/ sleep1 %e dreams h] la/ dream6 ,%e sees h]self1 aga9 a /rong & happy *ild1 keep+ ! %eep on ! common1 ga!r+ ! b]ries f ! h$ges1 s++1 curtsy+ to pass]s-by1 & mak+ ! sign ( ! cross :5 ! fir/ /> appe>s 9 ! heav5s6 ,happy "t1 fill$ ) fragrance & sun%9e6 ,%e wants no?+ yet1 = %e is ignorant ( :at !re is to wi% =4 ,b see h] gr[n up2 ! "t is come = work+ bravely3 %e mu/ cut ! corn1 ?re% ! :eat1 c>ry ! bundles ( fl[]+ clov] or bran*es ( )]$ leaves to ! f>m4 ,if h] toil is h>d1 hope %9es l a sun ov] ev]y?+ & x wipes ! drops ( sweat away4 ,! gr[+ girl already sees t life is a task1 b %e /ill s+s z %e fulfills x4 ,by-&-bye ! burd5 becomes heavi]2 %e is a wife1 %e is a "m6 ,%e mu/ economize ! bread ( to-day1 h h] eye ^u ! morr[1 take c>e ( ! sick1 & su/a9 ! feeble2 %e mu/ act1 9 %ort1 t "p ( an e>?ly ,provid5ce1 s easy :5 ,god gives u 8 aid1 s h>d :5 he =sakes u4 ,%e is /ill /rong1 b %e is anxi\s2 %e s+s no long]6 ,yet a few ye>s1 & all is ov]ca/4 ,! husb&'s heal? is brok52 8 wife sees him p9e away by ! n[ fireless he>?2 cold & hung] f9i% :at sickness _h begun2 he dies1 & 8 wid[ sits on ! gr\nd by ! c(f9 provid$ by ! *>ity ( o!rs1 press+ h] two half-nak$ little ones 9 h] arms4 ,%e dreads ! future1 %e weeps1 & %e droops h] head4 ,at la/ ! future has come2 ! *ildr5 are gr[n up1 b !y are no long] ) h]4 ,h] son is fight+ "u 8 c\ntry's flag1 & 8 si/] is gone4 ,bo? h be5 lo/ to h] = a long "t--p]haps =ev]2 & ! /rong girl1 ! brave wife1 ! c\rage\s "m1 is h5ce=? only a poor old begg>-woman1 )\t a family1 & )\t a home6 ,%e weeps no m1 sorr[ has subdu$ h]2 %e surr5d]s1 & waits = dea?4 ,dea?1 t fai?ful fri5d ( ! wret*$1 is come3 n hide\s & ) mock]y1 z sup]/ition repres5ts1 b beautiful1 smil+1 & cr[n$ ) />s6 ,! g5tle phantom /oops to ! begg>2 its pale lips murmur a few airy words1 :i* ann\nce to h] ! end ( h] labors2 a peaceful joy comes ov] ! ag$ begg>woman1 &1 lean+ on ! %\ld] ( ! great ,deliv]]1 %e has pass$ unconsci\sly f h] la/ e>?ly sleep to h] et]nal re/4 ,lie !re1 ?\ poor way-we>i$ woman6 ,! leaves w s]ve !e = a w9d+-%eet4 ,night w %$ h] te>s ( dew ov] !e1 & ! birds w s+ sweetly by ?y rema9s4 ,?y visit "h bel[ w n h left m trace ?an _! flight ?r\gh ! air2 ?y "n is already =gott51 & ! only legacy ?\ ha/ to leave is ! haw?orn /ick ly+ =gott5 at ?y feet6 ,well6 "s "o w take x up--"s soldi] ( t great human ho/ :i* is scatt]$ abroad by mis]y or by vice2 = ?\ art n an exception1 ?\ art an in/ance2 & "u ! same sun :i* %9es s pleasantly ^u all1 9 ! mid/ ( ^! fl[]+ v9ey>ds1 ?is ripe corn1 & ^! weal?y cities1 entire g5]ations suff]1 succe$ ea* o!r1 & /ill bequea? to ea* ! begg>'s /ick6 ,! sight ( ?is sad picture %all make me m grateful = :at ,god has giv5 me1 & m compassionate = ^? :om he has treat$ ) less indulg5ce2 x %all be a lesson & a subject = reflection = me4 ,ah6 if we w\ld wat* = ev]y?+ t might improve & in/ruct u2 if ! arrangem5ts ( our daily life 7 s dispos$ z to be a con/ant s*ool = our m9ds6 b (t5e/ we take no he$ ( !m4 ,man is an et]nal my/]y to himself2 8 own p]son is a h\se into :i* he nev] ent]s1 & ( :i* he /udies ! outside alone4 ,ea* ( u ne$ h cont9ually be=e him ! fam\s inscription :i* once in/ruct$ ,socrates1 & :i* 0 engrav$ on ! walls ( ,delphi by an unkn[n h&3 ,,"k ,,?yself4 ,,*apt] ,,xii4 ,,! ,,end ,,( ,,! ,,ye> ,decemb] #cj?1 ,p4,m4 ,i 0 9 b$1 & h>dly recov]$ f ! deliri\s fev] :i* _h kept me = s long betwe5 life & dea?4 ,my weak5$ bra9 0 mak+ ef=ts to recov] its activity2 my ?\ghts1 l rays ( light /ruggl+ ?r\gh ! cl\ds1 7 /ill confus$ & imp]fect2 at times ,i felt a return ( ! dizz9ess :i* made a *aos ( all my ideas1 & ,i float$1 s to speak1 betwe5 alt]nate fits ( m5tal w&]+ & consci\sness4 ,sometimes ev]y?+ seem$ pla9 to me1 l ! prospect :i*1 f ! top ( "s high m\nta91 op5s be=e u 9 cle> wea!r4 ,we di/+ui% wat]1 woods1 villages1 cattle1 ev5 ! cottage p]*$ on ! edge ( ! rav9e2 !n sudd5ly !re comes a gu/ ( w9d lad5 ) mi/1 & all is confus$ & indi/9ct4 ,?us1 yield+ to ! oscillations ( a half-recov]$ reason1 ,i all[$ my m9d to foll[ its v>i\s impulses )\t tr\bl+ myself to sep>ate ! real f ! imag9>y2 ,i glid$ s(tly f "o to ! o!r1 & my dreams & wak+ ?\ghts succe$$ closely ^u "o ano!r4 ,n[1 :ile my m9d is w&]+ 9 ?is unsettl$ /ate1 see1 und]nea? ! clock :i* measures ! h\rs ) its l\d tick+1 a female figure appe>s be=e me6 ,at fir/ sight ,i saw en\gh to satisfy me t %e 0 n a daught] ( ,eve4 ,9 h] eye 0 ! la/ fla% ( an expir+ />1 & h] face _h ! pallor ( an h]oic dea?-/ruggle4 ,%e 0 dress$ 9 a drap]y ( a ?\s& *ang+ colors ( ! brighte/ & ! mo/ sombre hues1 & held a )]$ g>l& 9 h] h&4 ,aft] hav+ contemplat$ h] = "s mom5ts1 ,i ask$ h] "n1 & :at br\ght h] into my attic4 ,h] eyes1 :i* 7 foll[+ ! movem5ts ( ! clock1 turn$ t[>d me1 & %e repli$3 8,y see 9 me ! ye> :i* is j draw+ to its end2 ,i come to receive y\r ?anks & y\r f>ewell40 ,i rais$ myself on my elb[ 9 surprise1 :i* soon gave place to bitt] res5tm5t4 8,ah6 y want ?anks10 cri$ ,i2 8b fir/ let me "k :at =8 8,:5 ,i welcom$ y\r com+1 ,i 0 /ill "y & vigor\s3 y h tak5 f me ea* day "s little ( my /r5g?1 & y h end$ by inflict+ an illness ^u me2 already1 ?anks to y1 my blood is less w>m1 my muscles less firm1 & my feet less agile ?an be=e6 ,y h plant$ ! g]ms ( infirmity 9 my bosom2 !re1 :]e ! summ] fl[]s ( life 7 gr[+1 y h wick$ly s[n ! nettles ( old age6 8,&1 z if x 7 n en\gh to weak5 my body1 y h also dim9i%$ ! p[]s ( my s\l2 y h ext+ui%$ h] en?usiasm2 %e is become m sluggi% & m timid4 ,=m]ly h] eyes took 9 ! :ole ( mank9d 9 _! g5]\s survey2 b y h made h] ne>sight$1 & n[ %e h>dly sees beyond h]self6 ,t is :at y h done = my spiritual be+3 !n z to my outw>d exi/5ce1 see to :at grief1 neglect1 & mis]y y h r$uc$ x6 ,= ! _m days t ! fev] has kept me *a9$ to ?is b$1 :o has tak5 c>e ( ?is home 9 :i* ,i plac$ all my joy8 ,%all ,i n f9d my closets empty1 my bookcase1 /ripp$1 all my poor treasures lo/ ?r\gh neglig5ce or di%one/y8 ,:]e are ! plants ,i cultivat$1 ! birds ,i f$8 ,all are gone6 my attic is despoil$1 sil5t & solit>y6 ,z x is only = ! la/ few mom5ts t ,i h return$ to a consci\sness ( :at surr\nds me1 ,i am ev5 ignorant :o has nurs$ me dur+ my long illness6 ,d\btless "s hirel+1 :o w leave :5 all my means ( recomp5se are exhau/$6 ,& :at w my ma/]s1 = :om ,i am b\nd to "w1 h said to my abs5ce8 ,at ?is "t ( ! ye>1 :5 bus9ess is mo/ press+1 c !y h done )\t me1 w !y ev5 h tri$ to d s8 ,p]haps ,i am already sup]s$$ 9 ! humble situation by :i* ,i e>n$ my daily bread6 ,& x is ?\-?\ alone1 wick$ daught] ( ,"t--:o ha/ br\ght all ^! mis=tunes ^u me3 /r5g?1 heal?1 com=t1 "w--?\ ha/ tak5 all f me4 ,i h only receiv$ outrage & loss f !e1 & yet ?\ d>e/ to claim my gratitude60 8,ah6 die !n1 s9ce ?y day is come2 b die despis$ & curs$2 & may ,i write on ?y tomb ! epitaph ! ,arabian poet inscrib$ ^u t ( a k+3 8#8,rejoice1 ?\ pass]-by3 he :om we h buri$ "h _c live aga94'0 44444444444444444444444 ,i 0 wak5$ by a h& tak+ m9e2 & op5+ my eyes1 ,i recogniz$ ! doctor4 ,aft] hav+ felt my pulse1 he nodd$ 8 head1 sat d[n at ! foot ( ! b$1 & look$ at me1 rubb+ 8 nose ) 8 snuffbox4 ,i h s9ce le>n$ t ?is 0 a sign ( satisfaction ) ! doctor4 8,well6 s we want$ old snub-nose to c>ry u (f80 said ,m4 ,lamb]t1 9 8 half-jok+1 half-scold+ way4 8,:at ! deuce ( a hurry we 7 96 ,x 0 necess>y to hold y back ) bo? arms at lea/60 8,!n y _h giv5 me up1 doctor80 ask$ ,i1 r al>m$4 8,n at all10 repli$ ! old physician4 8,we c't give up :at we h n got2 & ,i make x a rule nev] to h any hope4 ,we are b in/rum5ts 9 ! h&s ( ,provid5ce1 & ea* ( u %\ld say1 ) ,ambroise ,p>e3 #8,i t5d him1 ,god cures him60' 8,may ,he be bless$ !n1 z well z y10 cri$ ,i2 8& may my heal? come back ) ! new ye>60 ,m4 ,lamb]t %rugg$ 8 %\ld]s4 8,beg9 by ask+ y\rself = x10 resum$ he1 bluntly4 8,god has giv5 x y1 & x is y\r own s5se1 & n *ance1 t mu/ keep x = y4 ,"o w\ld ?9k1 to he> p talk1 t sickness comes ^u u l ! ra9 or ! sun%9e1 )\t "o hav+ a ^w to say 9 ! matt]4 ,be=e we compla9 ( be+ ill we %\ld prove t we des]ve to be well40 ,i 0 ab\t to smile1 b ! doctor look$ angry4 8,ah6 y ?9k t ,i am jok+10 resum$ he1 rais+ 8 voice2 8b tell me1 !n1 :i* ( u gives 8 heal? ! same att5tion t he gives to 8 bus9ess8 ,d y economize y\r /r5g? z y economize y\r money8 ,d y avoid excess & imprud5ce 9 ! "o case ) ! same c>e z extravagance or fooli% speculations 9 ! o!r8 ,d y keep z regul> acc\nts ( y\r mode ( liv+ z y d ( y\r income8 ,d y consid] e ev5+ :at has be5 :olesome or un:olesome = y1 ) ! same c>e t y br+ to ! exam9ation ( y\r exp5diture8 ,y may smile2 b h y n br\ght ?is illness on y\rself by a ?\s& indiscretions80 ,i began to prote/ aga9/ ?is1 & ask$ him to po9t out ^! indiscretions4 ,! old doctor spread out 8 f+]s1 & began to reckon ^u !m "o by "o4 8,primo10 cri$ he1 8want ( ex]cise4 ,y live "h l a m\se 9 a *eese1 )\t air1 motion1 or *ange4 ,consequ5tly1 ! blood circulates badly1 ! fluids ?ick51 ! muscles1 be+ inactive1 d n claim _! %>e ( nutrition1 ! /oma* flags1 & ! bra9 gr[s we>y4 8,secundo4 ,irregul> food4 ,caprice is y\r cook2 y\r /oma* a slave :o mu/ accept :at y give x1 b :o pres5tly takes a sull5 rev5ge1 l all slaves4 8,t]tio4 ,sitt+ up late4 ,in/ead ( us+ ! night = sleep1 y sp5d x 9 read+2 y\r b$/ead is a bookcase1 y\r pill[s a desk6 ,at ! "t :5 ! we>i$ bra9 asks = re/1 y lead x ?r\gh ^! nocturnal orgies1 & y are surpris$ to f9d x ! worse = !m ! next day4 8,qu>to4 ,luxuri\s habits4 ,%ut up 9 y\r attic1 y ins5sibly surr\nd y\rself ) a ?\s& effem9ate indulg5ces4 ,y mu/ h li/ = y\r door1 a bl9d = y\r w9d[1 a c>pet = y\r feet1 an easy-*air /uff$ ) wool = y\r back1 y\r fire lit at ! fir/ sign ( cold1 & a %ade to y\r lamp2 & ?anks to all ^! precautions1 ! lea/ draught makes y cat* cold1 common *airs give y no re/1 & y mu/ we> spectacles to support ! light ( day4 ,y h ?\ght y 7 acquir+ com=ts1 & y h only contract$ infirmities4 8,qu9to0 8,ah6 en\gh1 en\gh1 doctor60 cri$ ,i4 8,pray1 d n c>ry y\r exam9ation f>!r2 d n atta* a s5se ( remorse to ea* ( my pleasures40 ,! old doctor rubb$ 8 nose ) 8 snuffbox4 8,y see10 said he1 m g5tly1 & ris+ at ! same "t1 8y w\ld escape f ! tru?4 ,y %r9k f inquiry--a pro( t y are guilty4 #8,habemus confit5tem reum'6 ,b at lea/1 my fri5d1 d n g on lay+ ! blame on ,"t1 l an old woman40 ,!reupon he aga9 felt my pulse1 & took 8 leave1 decl>+ t 8 function 0 at an end1 & t ! re/ dep5d$ ^u myself4 ,:5 ! doctor 0 gone1 ,i set ab\t reflect+ ^u :at he _h said4 ,al?\gh 8 words 7 too sweep+1 !y 7 n ! less true 9 ! ma94 ,h[ (t5 we accuse *ance ( an illness1 ! orig9 ( :i* we %\ld seek 9 ourselves6 ,p]haps x w\ld h be5 wis] to let him f9i% ! exam9ation he _h begun4 ,b is !re n ano!r ( m importance--t :i* conc]ns ! heal? ( ! s\l8 ,am ,i s sure ( hav+ neglect$ no means ( pres]v+ t dur+ ! ye> :i* is n[ end+8 ,h ,i1 z "o ( ,god's soldi]s ^u e>?1 kept my c\rage & my arms effici5t8 ,%all ,i be ready = ! great review ( s\ls :i* mu/ pass be=e ,him ,,:o ,,is 9 ! d>k valley ( ,jeho%aphat8 ,d>e/ ?\ exam9e ?yself1 ,o my s\l6 & see h[ (t5 ?\ ha/ err$8 ,fir/1 ?\ ha/ err$ ?r\gh pride6 = ,i h n duly valu$ ! l[ly4 ,i h drunk too deeply ( ! intoxicat+ w9es ( g5ius1 & h f\nd no reli% 9 pure wat]4 ,i h disda9$ ^? words :i* _h no o!r beauty ?an _! s9c]ity2 ,i h ceas$ to love m5 solely because !y are m5--,i h lov$ !m = _! end[m5ts2 ,i h contract$ ! _w )9 ! n>r[ compass ( a pan!on1 & my sympa?y has be5 awak5$ by admiration only4 ,! vulg> cr[d1 :i* ,i ought to h foll[$ ) a fri5dly eye because x is compos$ ( my bro!rs 9 hope or grief1 ,i h let pass by ) z mu* indiff]5ce z if x 7 a flock ( %eep4 ,i am indignant ) him :o rolls 9 ri*es & despises ! man poor 9 worldly weal?2 & yet1 va9 ( my trifl+ k1 ,i despise him :o is poor 9 m9d--,i scorn ! pov]ty ( intellect z o!rs d t ( dress2 ,i take cr$it = a gift :i* ,i did n be/[ on myself1 & turn ! favor ( =tune into a weapon ) :i* to attack o!rs4 ,ah6 if1 9 ! wor/ days ( revolutions1 ignorance has revolt$ & rais$ a cry ( hatr$ aga9/ g5ius1 ! fault is n alone 9 ! envi\s malice ( ignorance1 b comes 9 "p1 too1 f ! contemptu\s pride ( k4 ,alas6 ,i h too completely =gott5 ! fable ( ! two sons ( ! magician ( ,bagdad4 ,"o ( !m1 /ruck by an irrevocable decree ( de/9y1 0 born bl9d1 :ile ! o!r enjoy$ all ! delights ( sight4 ,! latt]1 pr\d ( 8 own advantages1 laugh$ at 8 bro!r's bl9dness1 & disda9$ him z a companion4 ,"o morn+ ! bl9d boy wi%$ to g out ) him4 8,to :at purpose10 said he1 8s9ce ! gods h put no?+ 9 common betwe5 u8 ,= me creation is a /age1 :]e a ?\s& *>m+ sc5es & wond]ful actors appe> 9 succession2 = y x is only an obscure abyss1 at ! bottom ( :i* y he> ! confus$ murmur ( an invisible _w4 ,cont9ue !n alone 9 y\r d>kness1 & leave ! pleasures ( light to ^? ^u :om ! day-/> %9es40 ,) ^! words he w5t away1 & 8 bro!r1 left alone1 began to cry bitt]ly4 ,8 fa!r1 :o he>d him1 imm$iately ran to him1 & tri$ to console him by promis+ to give him :atev] he desir$4 8,c y give me sight80 ask$ ! *ild4 8,fate does n p]mit x10 said ! magician4 8,!n10 cri$ ! bl9d boy1 eag]ly1 8,i ask y to put out ! sun60 ,:o kn[s :e!r my pride has n provok$ ! same wi% on ! "p ( "s "o ( my bro!rs :o does n see8 ,b h[ mu* (t5] h ,i err$ ?r\gh levity & want ( ?\ght6 ,h[ _m resolutions h ,i tak5 at r&om6 h[ _m judgm5ts h ,i pron\nc$ = ! sake ( a witticism6 h[ _m mis*iefs h ,i n done )\t any s5se ( my responsibility6 ,! great] "p ( m5 h>m "o ano!r = ! sake ( do+ some?+4 ,we laugh at ! honor ( "o1 & compromise ! reputation ( ano!r1 l an idle man :o saunt]s along a h$g][1 break+ ! "y bran*es & de/roy+ ! mo/ beautiful fl[]s4 ,&1 nev]!less1 x is by ?is v ?\ghtlessness t ! fame ( "s m5 is creat$4 ,x rises gradually1 l "o ( ^? my/]i\s m\nds 9 b>b>\s c\ntries1 to :i* a /one is add$ by e pass]by2 ea* "o br+s some?+ at r&om1 & adds x z he passes1 )\t be+ able himself to see :e!r he is rais+ a p$e/al or a gibbet4 ,:o w d>e look beh9d him1 to see 8 ra% judgm5ts held up !re to view8 ,"s "t ago ,i 0 walk+ along ! edge ( ! gre5 m\nd on :i* ! ,montm>tre telegraph /&s4 ,bel[ me1 along "o ( ! zigzag pa?s :i* w9d up ! hill1 a man & a girl 7 com+ up1 & arre/$ my att5tion4 ,! man wore a %aggy coat1 :i* gave him "s resemblance to a wild bea/2 & he held a ?ick /ick 9 8 h&1 ) :i* he describ$ v>i\s /range figures 9 ! air4 ,he spoke v l\d1 & 9 a voice :i* seem$ to me convuls$ ) passion4 ,he rais$ 8 eyes e n[ & !n ) an expression ( savage h>%ness1 & x appe>$ to me t he 0 reproa*+ & ?reat5+ ! girl1 & t %e 0 li/5+ to him ) a submissiv5ess :i* t\*$ my he>t4 ,two or ?ree times %e v5tur$ a few words1 d\btless 9 ! attempt to ju/ify h]self2 b ! man 9 ! greatcoat began aga9 imm$iately ) 8 l\d & angry voice1 8 savage looks1 & 8 ?reat5+ evolutions 9 ! air4 ,i foll[$ him ) my eyes1 va9ly endeavor+ to cat* a ^w z he pass$1 until he disappe>$ beh9d ! hill4 ,i _h evid5tly j se5 "o ( ^? dome/ic tyrants ^: sull5 temp]s are excit$ by ! pati5ce ( _! victims1 & :o1 ?\gh !y h ! p[] to become ! b5efic5t gods ( a family1 *oose r to be _! torm5tors4 ,i curs$ ! unkn[n savage 9 my he>t1 & ,i felt indignant t ^! crimes aga9/ ! sacr$ peace ( home c\ld n be puni%$ z !y des]ve1 :5 ,i he>d 8 voice approa*+ ne>]4 ,he _h turn$ ! pa?1 & soon appe>$ be=e me at ! top ( ! slope4 ,! fir/ glance1 & 8 fir/ words1 expla9$ ev]y?+ to me3 9 place ( :at ,i _h tak5 = ! furi\s tones & t]rible looks ( an angry man1 & ! attitude ( a fright5$ victim1 ,i _h be=e me only an hone/ citiz51 :o squ9t$ & /utt]$1 b :o 0 expla9+ ! managem5t ( silkworms to 8 att5tive daught]4 ,i turn$ homew>d1 smil+ at my mi/ake2 b be=e ,i rea*$ my faub\rg ,i saw a cr[d runn+1 ,i he>d calls = help1 & e f+] po9t$ 9 ! same direction to a di/ant column ( flame4 ,a manufactory _h tak5 fire1 & ev]ybody 0 ru%+ =w>d to assi/ 9 ext+ui%+ x4 ,i hesitat$4 ,night 0 com+ on2 ,i felt tir$2 a favorite book 0 await+ me2 ,i ?\ght !re w\ld be no want ( help1 & ,i w5t on my way4 ,j be=e ,i _h err$ f want ( consid]ation2 n[ x 0 f selfi%ness & c[>dice4 ,b :at6 h ,i n on a ?\s& o!r occasions =gott5 ! duties :i* b9d u to our fell[m58 ,is ?is ! fir/ "t ,i h avoid$ pay+ society :at ,i owe x8 ,h ,i n always behav$ to my companions ) inju/ice1 & l ! lion8 ,h ,i n claim$ successively e %>e8 ,if any "o is s ill-advis$ z to ask me to return "s little portion1 ,i get provok$1 ,i am angry1 ,i try to escape f x by e means4 ,h[ _m times1 :5 ,i h p]ceiv$ a begg> sitt+ huddl$ up at ! end ( ! /reet1 h ,i n gone out ( my way1 = fe> t compassion w\ld impov]i% me by =c+ me to be *>itable6 ,h[ (t5 h ,i d\bt$ ! mis=tunes ( o!rs1 t ,i might ) ju/ice h>d5 my he>t aga9/ !m4 ,) :at satisfaction h ,i sometimes v]ifi$ ! vices ( ! poor man1 9 ord] to %[ t 8 mis]y is ! puni%m5t he des]ves6 ,oh6 let u n g f>!r--let u n g f>!r6 ,i int]rupt$ ! doctor's exam9ation1 b h[ mu* sadd] is ?is "o6 ,we pity ! diseases ( ! body2 we %udd] at ^? ( ! s\l4 ,i 0 happily di/urb$ 9 my rev]ie by my neighbor1 ! old soldi]4 ,n[ ,i ?9k ( x1 ,i seem always to h se51 dur+ my fev]1 ! figure ( ?is good old man1 sometimes lean+ aga9/ my b$1 & sometimes sitt+ at 8 table1 surr\nd$ by 8 %eets ( pa/ebo>d4 ,he has j come 9 ) 8 glue-pot1 8 quire ( gre5 pap]1 & 8 great scissors4 ,i call$ him by 8 "n2 he utt]$ a joyful exclamation1 & came ne> me4 8,well6 s ! bullet is f\nd aga960 cri$ he1 tak+ my two h&s into ! maim$ "o :i* 0 left him2 8x has n be5 )\t tr\ble1 ,i c tell y2 ! campaign has be5 long en\gh to w9 two clasps 94 ,i h se5 no few fell[s ) ! fev] batt] w9dmills dur+ my hospital days3 at ,leipsic1 ,i _h a neighbor :o fanci$ a *imney 0 on fire 9 8 /oma*1 & :o 0 always call+ = ! fire-eng9es2 b ! ?ird day x all w5t out ( itself4 ,b ) y x has la/$ tw5ty-eight days--z long z "o ( ! ,little ,corporal's campaigns40 8,i am n mi/ak5 !n2 y 7 ne> me80 8,well6 ,i _h only to cross ! passage4 ,?is left h& has n made y a bad nurse = want ( ! "r2 b1 bah6 y did n "k :at h& gave y dr9k1 & x did n prev5t t begg> ( a fev] f be+ dr[n$--= all ! _w l ,poniat[ski 9 ! ,el/]40 ,! old soldi] began to laugh1 & ,i1 feel+ too mu* affect$ to speak1 press$ 8 h& aga9/ my brea/4 ,he saw my emotion1 & ha/5$ to put an end to x4 8,by-!-bye1 y "k t f to-day y h a "r to draw y\r rations aga910 resum$ he gayly2 8f\r meals1 l ! ,g]man me9h]rs--no?+ m6 ,! doctor is y\r h\se /ew>d40 8,we mu/ f9d ! cook1 too10 repli$ ,i1 ) a smile4 8,%e is f\nd10 said ! vet]an4 8,:o is %e80 8,g5evieve40 8,! fruit-woman80 8,:ile ,i am talk+ %e is cook+ = y1 neighbor2 & d n fe> h] sp>+ ei!r butt] or tr\ble4 ,z long z life & dea? 7 fight+ = y1 ! hone/ woman pass$ h] "t 9 go+ up & d[n /airs to le>n :i* way ! battle w5t4 ,&1 /ay1 ,i am sure ?is is %e40 ,9 fact we he>d /eps 9 ! passage1 & he w5t to op5 ! door4 8,oh1 well60 cont9u$ he1 8x is ,"m ,millot1 our portress1 ano!r ( y\r good fri5ds1 neighbor1 & ^: p\ltices ,i recomm5d to y4 ,come 91 ,"m ,millot--come 92 we are q bonny boys ?is morn+1 & ready to /ep a m9uet if we _h our danc+-%oes40 ,! portress came 91 q delight$4 ,%e br\ght my l951 wa%$ & m5d$ by h]self1 ) a little bottle ( ,spani% w9e1 ! gift ( h] sailor son1 & kept = great occasions4 ,i w\ld h ?ank$ h]1 b ! good woman impos$ sil5ce ^u me1 "u ! pretext t ! doctor _h =bidd5 me to speak4 ,i saw h] arrange ev]y?+ 9 my draw]s1 ! neat appe>ance ( :i* /ruck me2 an att5tive h& _h evid5tly be5 !re1 & day by day put /raight ! unavoidable disord] consequ5t on sickness4 ,z %e f9i%$1 ,g5evieve arriv$ ) my d9n]2 %e 0 foll[$ by ,"m ,d5is1 ! milk-woman ov] ! way1 :o _h le>n$1 at ! same "t1 ! dang] ,i _h be5 91 & t ,i 0 n[ beg9n+ to be convalesc5t4 ,! good ,savoy>d br\ght me a new-laid egg1 :i* %e h]self wi%$ to see me eat4 ,x 0 necess>y to relate m9utely all my illness to h]4 ,at e detail %e utt]$ l\d exclamations2 !n1 :5 ! portress w>n$ h] to be less noisy1 %e excus$ h]self 9 a :isp]4 ,!y made a circle ar\nd me to see me eat my d9n]2 ea* m\?ful ,i took 0 accompani$ by _! expressions ( satisfaction & ?ankfulness4 ,nev] _h ! ,k+ ( ,france1 :5 he d9$ 9 public1 excit$ su* admiration among ! spectators4 ,z !y 7 tak+ ! d9n] away1 my colleague1 ! old ca%i]1 ent]$ 9 8 turn4 ,i c\ld n prev5t my he>t beat+ z ,i recogniz$ him4 ,h[ w\ld ! heads ( ! firm look ^u my abs5ce1 & :at did he come to tell me8 ,i wait$ ) inexpressible anxiety = him to speak2 b he sat d[n by me1 took my h&1 & began rejoic+ ov] my recov]y1 )\t say+ a ^w ab\t our ma/]s4 ,i c\ld n endure ?is unc]ta9ty any long]4 8,& ! ,messieurs ,durm]10 ask$ ,i1 hesitat+ly1 8h[ h !y tak5--! int]ruption to my "w80 8,!re has be5 no int]ruption10 repli$ ! old cl]k1 quietly4 8,:at d y mean80 8,ea* "o 9 ! (fice took a %>e ( y\r duty2 all has gone on z usual1 & ! ,messieurs ,durm] h p]ceiv$ no diff]5ce40 ,?is 0 too mu*4 ,aft] s _m in/ances ( affection1 ?is fill$ up ! measure4 ,i c\ld n re/ra9 my te>s4 ,?us ! few s]vices ,i _h be5 able to d = o!rs _h be5 ackn[l$g$ by !m a hundr$fold6 ,i _h s[n a little se$1 & e gra9 _h fall5 on good gr\nd1 & br\ght =? a :ole %eaf4 ,ah6 ?is completes ! lesson ! doctor gave me4 ,if x is true t ! diseases1 :e!r ( ! m9d or body1 are ! fruit ( our follies & our vices1 sympa?y & affection are also ! rew>ds ( our hav+ done our duty4 ,e "o ( u1 ) ,god's help1 & )9 ! n>r[ limits ( human capability1 himself makes 8 own disposition1 "*1 & p]man5t condition4 ,ev]ybody is gone2 ! old soldi] has br\ght me back my fl[]s & my birds1 & !y are my only companions4 ,! sett+ sun r$d5s my half-clos$ curta9s ) its la/ rays4 ,my bra9 is cle>1 & my he>t light]4 ,a ?9 mi/ floats be=e my eyes1 & ,i feel myself 9 t happy /ate :i* prec$es a refre%+ sleep4 ,yond]1 opposite ! b$1 ! pale goddess 9 h] drap]y ( a ?\s& *ang+ colors1 & ) h] )]$ g>l&1 aga9 appe>s be=e me2 b ?is "t ,i hold out my h& to h] ) a grateful smile4 8,adieu1 belov$ ye>6 :om ,i b n[ unju/ly accus$4 ,t :i* ,i h suff]$ mu/ n be laid to !e2 = ?\ wa/ b a tract ?r\gh :i* ,god _h m>k$ out my road--a gr\nd :]e ,i _h reap$ ! h>ve/ ,i _h s[n4 ,i w love !e1 ?\ wayside %elt]1 = ^? h\rs ( happ9ess ?\ ha/ se5 me enjoy2 ,i w love !e ev5 = ! suff]+ ?\ ha/ se5 me endure4 ,nei!r happ9ess nor suff]+ came f !e2 b ?\ ha/ be5 ! sc5e = !m4 ,desc5d aga9 !n1 9 peace1 into et]nity1 & be ble/1 ?\ :o ha/ left me exp]i5ce 9 ! place ( y\?1 sweet memories in/ead ( pa/ "t1 & gratitude z paym5t = good (fices40 ,,etext ,,editor',s ,,bookm>ks3 ,always to mi/ake feel+ = evid5ce ,ambroise ,p>e3 #8,i t5d him1 ,god cures him6' ,are we !n b\nd to o!rs only by ! en=cem5t ( laws ,atta* a s5se ( remorse to ea* ( my pleasures ,br\ght !m up to pov]ty ,b above ^! ru9s rises a calm & happy face ,c>n-ival means1 lit]ally1 8f>ewell to fle%60 ,c(fee is ! gr& "w ( a ba*elor's h\sekeep+ ,contemptu\s pride ( k ,dea?1 t fai?ful fri5d ( ! wret*$ ,defeat & victory only displace ea* o!r by turns ,did n ?9k ! _w 0 s great ,d !y und]/& :at makes !m s gay8 ,ea* ( u reg>ds himself z ! mirror ( ! community ,ease ) :i* ! poor =get _! wret*$ness ,e "o keeps 8 holidays 9 8 own way ,fame & p[] are gifts t are de>ly b\ght ,favorite & conclusive answ] ( 8 class--8,i "k0 ,fe> ( los+ a mom5t f bus9ess ,f9i%es 8 s9 ?or\ghly be=e he beg9s to rep5t ,=tune sells :at we believe %e gives ,h] k9dness1 :i* nev] sleeps ,h\ses are vessels :i* take m]e pass5g]s ,hubbub ( que/ions :i* wait$ = no reply ,i make x a rule nev] to h any hope ,ignorant ( :at !re is to wi% = ,looks on an accompli%$ duty nei!r z a m]it nor a grievance ,make himself a "n3 he becomes public prop]ty ,mod]ation is ! great social virtue ,m /ir ?an "w ,my patronage has become h] prop]ty ,no "o is s unhappy z to h no?+ to give ,n desir\s to tea* goodness ,no?+ is di%onorable :i* is useful ,our temp]s are l an op]a-glass ,pov]ty1 y see1 is a fam\s s*oolmi/ress ,p[] ( necessity ,prison]s ( "w ,progress c nev] be =c$ on )\t dang] ,"q is n to discov] :at w suit u ,ri*] ?an ,france h]self1 = ,i h no deficit 9 my budget ,ru9+ myself1 b we mu/ all h our ,c>nival ,satisfy our wants1 if we "k h[ to set b\nds to !m ,s5sible man1 :o has obs]v$ mu* & speaks little ,s mu* confid5ce at fir/1 s mu* d\bt at las ,sull5 temp]s are excit$ by ! pati5ce ( _! victims ,! happ9ess ( ! wise man co/s b little ,! man 9 p[] gives up 8 peace ,two ?irds ( human exi/5ce are wa/$ 9 hesitation ,virtue made fri5ds1 b %e did n take pupils ,we d n und]/& t o!rs may live on _! own acc\nt ,we are n b\nd to live1 :ile we are b\nd to d our duty ,:at h y done ) ! days ,god grant$ y ,:at a small dwell+ joy c live ,y may "k ! game by ! lair