,v]4#jg_/bg_/ja99;,,end99 ,?is etext 0 produc$ by ,david ,widg] widg]cecomet4net ,,note3 ,!re is a %ort li/ ( bookm>ks1 or po9t]s1 at ! end ( ! file = ^? :o may wi% to sample ! au?or's ideas be=e mak+ an entire meal ( !m4 ,d4,w4 ,,an ,,attic ,,philosoph] 7,un ,philosophe s\s les ,toits7 ,by ,,emile ,,s\ve/re ,,book #c4 ,,*apt] ,x ,,our ,,c\ntry ,octob] #ab?1 ,sev5 ,o'clock ,a4,m4 ,! nights are already become cold & long2 ! sun1 %9+ ?r\gh my curta9s1 no m wak5s me long be=e ! h\r = "w2 & ev5 :5 my eyes are op51 ! pleasant w>m? ( ! b$ keeps me fa/ "u my c\nt]pane4 ,e morn+ !re beg9s a long argum5t betwe5 my activity & my indol5ce2 &1 snugly wrapp$ up to ! eyes1 ,i wait l ! ,gascon1 until !y h succe$$ 9 com+ to an agreem5t4 ,?is morn+1 h[ev]1 a light1 :i* %one f my door ^u my pill[1 awoke me e>li] ?an usual4 ,9 va9 ,i turn$ on my side2 ! p]sev]+ light1 l a victori\s enemy1 pursu$ me into e position4 ,at la/1 q out ( pati5ce1 ,i sat up & hurl$ my nightcap to ! foot ( ! b$6 7,i w obs]ve1 by way ( p>5!sis1 t ! v>i\s evolutions ( ?is pacific headge> seem to h be51 f ! remote/ "t1 symbols ( ! vehem5t emotions ( ! m9d2 = our language has borr[$ its mo/ common images f !m47 ,b be ?is z x may1 ,i got up 9 a v bad humor1 grumbl+ at my new neighbor1 :o took x into 8 head to be wakeful :5 ,i wi%$ to sleep4 ,we are all made ?us2 we d n und]/& t o!rs may live on _! own acc\nt4 ,ea* "o ( u is l ! e>?1 accord+ to ! old sy/em ( ,ptolemy1 & ?9ks he c h ! :ole univ]se revolve ar\nd himself4 ,on ?is po9t1 to make use ( ! metaphor allud$ to3 ',t\s les hommes ont la tete dans le meme bonnet'4 ,i _h = ! "t be+1 z ,i h already said1 ?r[n m9e to ! o!r end ( my b$2 & ,i sl[ly dis5gag$ my legs f ! w>m b$clo!s1 :ile mak+ a ho/ ( evil reflections ^u ! inconv5i5ce ( hav+ neighbors4 ,= m ?an a mon? ,i _h n _h to compla9 ( ^? :om *ance _h giv5 me2 mo/ ( !m only came 9 to sleep1 & w5t away aga9 on ris+4 ,i 0 almo/ always alone on ?is top /ory--alone ) ! cl\ds & ! sp>r[s6 ,b at ,p>is no?+ la/s2 ! curr5t ( life c>ries u along1 l ! seawe$ torn f ! rock2 ! h\ses are vessels :i* take m]e pass5g]s4 ,h[ _m diff]5t faces h ,i already se5 pass along ! l&+-place belong+ to our attics6 ,h[ _m companions ( a few days h disappe>$ =ev]6 ,"s are lo/ 9 t m$ley ( ! liv+ :i* :irls cont9ually "u ! sc\rge ( necessity1 & o!rs 9 t re/+-place ( ! dead1 :o sleep "u ! h& ( ,god6 ,pet] ! bookb9d] is "o ( ^! la/4 ,wrapp$ up 9 selfi%ness1 he liv$ alone & fri5dless1 & he di$ z he _h liv$4 ,8 loss 0 nei!r m\rn$ by any "o1 nor dis>rang$ any?+ 9 ! _w2 !re 0 m]ely a dit* fill$ up 9 ! gravey>d1 & an attic empti$ 9 our h\se4 ,x is ! same :i* my new neighbor has inhabit$ = ! la/ few days4 ,to say truly 7n[ t ,i am q awake1 & my ill humor is gone ) my nightcap7--to say truly1 ?is new neighbor1 al?\gh ris+ e>li] ?an suits my idl5ess1 is n ! less a v good man3 he c>ries 8 mis=tunes1 z few "k h[ to c>ry _! good =tunes1 ) *e]fulness & mod]ation4 ,b fate has cruelly tri$ him4 ,fa!r ,*auf\r is b ! wreck ( a man4 ,9 ! place ( "o ( 8 arms hangs an empty sleeve2 8 left leg is made by ! turn]1 & he drags ! "r along ) difficulty2 b above ^! ru9s rises a calm & happy face4 ,:ile look+ ^u 8 c\nt5ance1 radiant ) a s]5e en]gy1 :ile li/5+ to 8 voice1 ! tone ( :i* has1 s to speak1 ! acc5t ( goodness1 we see t ! s\l has rema9$ entire 9 ! half-de/roy$ cov]+4 ,! =tress is a little damag$1 z ,fa!r ,*auf\r says1 b ! g>rison is q he>ty4 ,decid$ly1 ! m ,i ?9k ( ?is excell5t man1 ! m ,i reproa* myself = ! sort ( mal$iction ,i be/[$ on him :5 ,i awoke4 ,we are g5]ally too indulg5t 9 our secret wrongs t[>d our neighbor4 ,all ill-w :i* does n pass ! region ( ?\ght seems innoc5t to u1 &1 ) our clumsy ju/ice1 we excuse )\t exam9ation ! s9 :i* does n betray itself by action6 ,b are we !n b\nd to o!rs only by ! en=cem5t ( laws8 ,besides ^! ext]nal relations1 is !re n a real relation ( feel+ betwe5 m58 ,d we n owe to all ^? :o live "u ! same heav5 z ourselves ! aid n only ( our acts b ( our purposes8 ,ought n e human life to be to u l a vessel t we accompany ) our pray]s = a happy voyage8 ,x is n en\gh t m5 d n h>m "o ano!r2 !y mu/ also help & love "o ano!r6 ,! papal b5$iction1 ',urbi et orbi'6 %\ld be ! con/ant cry f all he>ts4 ,to condemn him :o does n des]ve x1 ev5 9 ! m9d1 ev5 by a pass+ ?\ght1 is to break ! great law1 t :i* has e/abli%$ ! union ( s\ls "h bel[1 & to :i* ,*ri/ has giv5 ! sweet "n ( *>ity4 ,^! ?\ghts came into my m9d z ,i f9i%$ dress+1 & ,i said to myself t ,fa!r ,*auf\r _h a "r to rep>ation f me4 ,to make am5ds = ! feel+ ( ill-w ,i _h aga9/ him j n[1 ,i ow$ him "s explicit pro( ( sympa?y4 ,i he>d him humm+ a tune 9 8 room2 he 0 at "w1 & ,i det]m9$ t ,i w\ld make ! fir/ neighborly call4 ,eight o'clock ,p4,m4--,i f\nd ,fa!r ,*auf\r at a table light$ by a little smoky lamp1 )\t a fire1 al?\gh x is already cold1 & mak+ l>ge pa/ebo>d boxes2 he 0 humm+ a popul> song 9 a l[ tone4 ,i _h h>dly ent]$ ! room :5 he utt]$ an exclamation ( surprise & pleasure4 ,eh6 is x y1 neighbor8 ,come 91 !n6 ,i did n ?9k y got up s e>ly1 s ,i put a damp] on my music2 ,i 0 afraid ( wak+ y4 ,excell5t man6 :ile ,i 0 s5d+ him to ! devil he 0 putt+ himself out ( 8 way = me6 ,?is ?\ght t\*$ me1 & ,i paid my complim5ts on 8 hav+ become my neighbor ) a w>m? :i* op5$ 8 he>t4 ,fai?6 y seem to me to h ! look ( a good ,*ri/ian1 said he 9 a voice ( soldi]like cordiality1 & %ak+ me by ! h&4 ,i d n l ^? p :o look on a l&+-place z a fronti] l9e1 & treat _! neighbors z if !y 7 ,cossacks4 ,:5 m5 snuff ! same air1 & speak ! same l+o1 !y are n meant to turn _! backs to ea* o!r4 ,sit d[n !re1 neighbor2 ,i don't mean to ord] y2 only take c>e ( ! /ool2 x has b ?ree legs1 & we mu/ put good-w 9 place ( ! f\r?4 ,x seems t t is a treasure :i* !re is no want ( "h1 ,i obs]v$4 ,good-w6 repeat$ ,*auf\r2 t is all my "m left me1 & ,i take x no son has receiv$ a bett] inh]itance4 ,!re=e !y us$ to call me ,monsieur ,cont5t 9 ! batt]ies4 ,y are a soldi]1 !n8 ,i s]v$ 9 ! ,?ird ,artill]y "u ! ,republic1 & aft]w>d 9 ! ,gu>d1 ?r\gh all ! commotions4 ,i 0 at ,jemappes & at ,wat]loo2 s ,i 0 at ! *ri/5+ & at ! burial ( our glory1 z "o may say6 ,i look$ at him ) a/oni%m5t4 ,& h[ old 7 y !n1 at ,jemappes8 ask$ ,i4 ,some:]e ab\t fifte51 said he4 ,h[ came y to ?9k ( be+ a soldi] s e>ly8 ,i did n really ?9k ab\t x4 ,i !n work$ at toy-mak+1 & nev] dream$ t ,france w\ld ask me = any?+ else ?an to make h] draught-bo>ds1 %uttlecocks1 & cups & balls4 ,b ,i _h an old uncle at ,v9c5nes :om ,i w5t to see f "t to "t--a ,font5oy vet]an 9 ! same rank ( life z myself1 b ) ability en\gh to h ris5 to t ( a m>%al4 ,unluckily1 9 ^? days !re 0 no way = common p to get on4 ,my uncle1 ^: s]vices w\ld h got him made a pr9ce "u ! o!r1 _h !n retir$ ) ! m]e rank ( sub- lieut5ant4 ,b y %\ld h se5 him 9 8 uni=m1 8 cross ( ,/4 ,l\is1 8 wood5 leg1 8 :ite m\/a*es1 & 8 noble c\nt5ance4 ,y w\ld h said he 0 a portrait ( "o ( ^? old h]oes 9 p[d]$ hair :i* are at ,v]sailles6 ,e "t ,i visit$ him1 he said some?+ :i* rema9$ fix$ 9 my memory4 ,b "o day ,i f\nd him q grave4 ',j]ome1' said he1 'd y "k :at is go+ on on ! fronti]8' ',no1 lieut5ant1' repli$ ,i4 ',well1' resum$ he1 'our c\ntry is 9 dang]6' ,i did n well und]/& him1 & yet x seem$ some?+ to me4 ',p]haps y h nev] ?\ght :at y\r c\ntry means1' cont9u$ he1 plac+ 8 h& on my %\ld]2 x is all t surr\nds y1 all t has br\ght y up & f$ y1 all t y h lov$6 ,?is gr\nd t y see1 ^! h\ses1 ^! trees1 ^? girls :o g along !re laugh+--?is is y\r c\ntry6 ,! laws :i* protect y1 ! bread :i* pays = y\r "w1 ! words y int]*ange ) o!rs1 ! joy & grief :i* come to y f ! m5 & ?+s among :i* y live --?is is y\r c\ntry6 ,! little room :]e y us$ to see y\r "m1 ! remembrances %e has left y1 ! e>? :]e %e re/s-- ?is is y\r c\ntry6 ,y see x1 y brea! x1 ev]y:]e6 ,?9k to y\rself1 my son1 ( y\r rights & y\r duties1 y\r affections & y\r wants1 y\r pa/ & y\r pres5t bless+s2 write !m all "u a s+le "n--& t "n w be y\r c\ntry6' ,i 0 trembl+ ) emotion1 & great te>s 7 9 my eyes4 ',ah6 ,i und]/&1' cri$ ,i2 'x is our home 9 l>ge2 x is t "p ( ! _w :]e ,god has plac$ our body & our s\l4' ',y are "r1 ,j]ome1' cont9u$ ! old soldi]2 's y compreh5d also :at we owe x4' ',truly1' resum$ ,i1 'we owe x all t we are2 x is a "q ( love4' ',& ( hone/y1 my son1' conclud$ he4 ',! memb] ( a family :o does n contribute 8 %>e ( "w & ( happ9ess fails 9 8 duty1 & is a bad k9sman2 ! memb] ( a p>tn]%ip :o does n enri* x ) all 8 might1 ) all 8 c\rage1 & ) all 8 he>t1 defrauds x ( :at belongs to x1 & is a di%one/ man4 ,x is ! same ) him :o enjoys ! advantages ( hav+ a c\ntry1 & does n accept ! burd5s ( x2 he =feits 8 honor1 & is a bad citiz56' ',& :at mu/ "o d1 lieut5ant1 to be a good citiz58' ask$ ,i4 ',d = y\r c\ntry :at y w\ld d = y\r fa!r & "m1' said he4 ,i did n answ] at ! mom5t2 my he>t 0 swell+1 & ! blood boil+ 9 my ve9s2 b on return+ along ! road1 my uncle's words 71 s to speak1 writt5 up be=e my eyes4 ,i repeat$1 ',d = y\r c\ntry :at y w\ld d = y\r fa!r & "m4' ,& my c\ntry is 9 dang]2 an enemy attacks x1 :ile ,i--,i turn cups & balls6 ,?is ?\ght torm5t$ me s mu* all night t ! next day ,i return$ to ,v9c5nes to ann\nce to ! lieut5ant t ,i _h j enli/$1 & 0 go+ (f to ! fronti]4 ,! brave man press$ ^u me 8 cross ( ,/4 ,l\is1 & ,i w5t away z pr\d z an ambassador4 ,t is h[1 neighbor1 ,i became a volunte] "u ! ,republic be=e ,i _h cut my wisdom tee?4 ,all ?is 0 told quietly1 & 9 ! *e]ful _s ( him :o looks ^u an accompli%$ duty nei!r z a m]it nor a grievance4 ,:ile he spoke1 ,fa!r ,*auf\r grew animat$1 n on acc\nt ( himself1 b ( ! g5]al subject4 ,evid5tly t :i* occupi$ him 9 ! drama ( life 0 n 8 own "p1 b ! drama itself4 ,?is sort ( dis9t]e/$ness t\*$ me4 ,i prolong$ my visit1 & %[$ myself z frank z possible1 9 ord] to w9 8 confid5ce 9 return4 ,9 an h\r's "t he knew my position & my habits2 ,i 0 on ! foot+ ( an old acqua9tance4 ,i ev5 confess$ ! ill-humor ! light ( 8 lamp put me into a %ort "t be=e4 ,he took :at ,i said ) ! t\*+ *e]fulness :i* comes f a he>t 9 ! "r place1 & :i* looks ^u ev]y?+ on ! good side4 ,he nei!r spoke to me ( ! necessity :i* oblig$ him to "w :ile ,i c\ld sleep1 nor ( ! deprivations ( ! old soldi] comp>$ to ! luxury ( ! "y cl]k2 he only /ruck 8 =ehead1 accus$ himself ( ?\ghtlessness1 & promis$ to put li/ r\nd 8 door6 ,o great & beautiful s\l6 ) :om no?+ turns to bitt]ness1 & :o art p]emptory only 9 duty & b5evol5ce6 ,octob] #ae?4--,?is morn+ ,i 0 look+ at a little engrav+ ,i _h fram$ myself1 & hung ov] my writ+-table2 x is a design ( ,gav>ni's2 9 :i*1 9 a grave mood1 he has repres5t$ a vet]an & a conscript4 ,by (t5 contemplat+ ^! two figures1 s diff]5t 9 expression1 & s true to life1 bo? h become liv+ 9 my eyes2 ,i h se5 !m move1 ,i h he>d !m speak2 ! picture has become a real sc5e1 at :i* ,i am pres5t z spectator4 ,! vet]an advances sl[ly1 8 h& lean+ on ! %\ld] ( ! "y soldi]4 ,8 eyes1 clos$ = ev]1 no long] p]ceive ! sun %9+ ?r\gh ! fl[]+ *e/nut-trees4 ,9 ! place ( 8 "r arm hangs an empty sleeve1 & he walks ) a wood5 leg1 ! s\nd ( :i* on ! pavem5t makes ^? :o pass turn to look4 ,at ! sight ( ?is anci5t wreck f our patriotic w>s1 ! great] numb] %ake _! heads 9 pity1 & ,i seem to he> a sigh or an imprecation4 ,see ! wor? ( glory6 says a portly m]*ant1 turn+ away 8 eyes 9 horror4 ,:at a deplorable use ( human life6 rejo9s a "y man :o c>ries a volume ( philosophy "u 8 arm4 ,! troop] w\ld bett] n h left 8 pl[1 adds a c\ntryman1 ) a cunn+ air4 ,poor old man6 murmurs a woman1 almo/ cry+4 ,! vet]an has he>d1 & he knits 8 br[2 = x seems to him t 8 guide has gr[n ?\ghtful4 ,! latt]1 attract$ by :at he he>s ar\nd him1 h>dly answ]s ! old man's que/ions1 & 8 eyes1 vaguely lo/ 9 space1 seem to be seek+ !re = ! solution ( "s problem4 ,i seem to see a twit*+ 9 ! gray m\/a*es ( ! vet]an2 he /ops abruptly1 &1 hold+ back 8 guide ) 8 rema9+ arm3 ,!y all pity me1 says he1 because !y d n und]/& x2 b if ,i 7 to answ] !m-- ,:at w\ld y say to !m1 fa!r8 asks ! "y man1 ) curiosity4 ,i %\ld say fir/ to ! woman :o weeps :5 %e looks at me1 to keep h] te>s = o!r mis=tunes2 = ea* ( my w\nds calls to m9d "s /ruggle = my colors4 ,!re is room = d\bt+ h[ "s m5 h done _! duty2 ) me x is visible4 ,i c>ry ! acc\nt ( my s]vices1 writt5 ) ! enemy's /eel & lead1 on myself2 to pity me = hav+ done my duty is to suppose ,i w\ld bett] h be5 false to x4 ,& :at w\ld y say to ! c\ntryman1 fa!r8 ,i %\ld tell him t1 to drive ! pl[ 9 peace1 we mu/ fir/ secure ! c\ntry itself2 & t1 z long z !re are =eign]s ready to eat our h>ve/1 !re mu/ be arms to def5d x4 ,b ! "y /ud5t1 too1 %ook 8 head :5 he lam5t$ su* a use ( life4 ,because he does n "k :at self-sacrifice & suff]+ c tea*4 ,! books t he /udies we h put 9 practice1 ?\gh we nev] read !m3 ! pr9ciples he applauds we h def5d$ ) p[d] & bayonet4 ,& at ! price ( y\r limbs & y\r blood4 ,! m]*ant said1 :5 he saw y\r maim$ body1 ',see ! wor? ( glory6' ,d n believe him1 my son3 ! true glory is ! bread ( ! s\l2 x is ?is :i* n\ri%es self-sacrifice1 pati5ce1 & c\rage4 ,! ,ma/] ( all has be/[$ x z a tie ! m betwe5 m54 ,:5 we desire to be di/+ui%$ by our bre?r51 d we n ?us prove our e/eem & our sympa?y = !m8 ,! long+ = admiration is b "o side ( love4 ,no1 no2 ! true glory c nev] be too de>ly paid =6 ,t :i* we %\ld deplore1 *ild1 is n ! infirmities :i* prove a g5]\s self-sacrifice1 b ^? :i* our vices or our imprud5ce h call$ =?4 ,ah6 if ,i c\ld speak al\d to ^? :o1 :5 pass+1 ca/ looks ( pity ^u me1 ,i %\ld say to ! "y man ^: excesses h dimm$ 8 sight be=e he is old1 ',:at h y done ) y\r eyes8' ,to ! slo?ful man1 :o ) difficulty drags along 8 en]vat$ mass ( fle%1 ',:at h y done ) y\r feet8' ,to ! old man1 :o is puni%$ = 8 intemp]ance by ! g\t1 ',:at h y done ) y\r h&s8' ,to all1 ',:at h y done ) ! days ,god grant$ y1 ) ! faculties y %\ld h employ$ = ! good ( y\r bre?r58' ,if y _c answ]1 be/[ no m ( y\r pity ^u ! old soldi] maim$ 9 8 c\ntry's cause2 = he--he at lea/--c %[ 8 sc>s )\t %ame4 ,octob] #af?4--,! little engrav+ has made me compreh5d bett] ! m]its ( ,fa!r ,*auf\r1 & ,i !re=e e/eem him all ! m4 ,he has j n[ left my attic4 ,!re no long] passes a s+le day )\t 8 com+ to "w by my fire1 or my go+ to sit & talk by 8 bo>d4 ,! old artill]yman has se5 mu*1 & likes to tell ( x4 ,= tw5ty ye>s he 0 an arm$ travell] ?r\gh\t ,europe1 & he f\ght )\t hatr$1 = he 0 possess$ by a s+le ?\ght--! honor ( ! national flag6 ,x might h be5 8 sup]/ition1 if y w2 b x 01 at ! same "t1 8 safegu>d4 ,! ^w ,,france1 :i* 0 !n res\nd+ s glori\sly ?r\gh ! _w1 s]v$ z a talisman to him aga9/ all sorts ( temptation4 ,to h to support a great "n may seem a burd5 to vulg> m9ds1 b x is an enc\ragem5t to vigor\s ones4 ,i1 too1 h _h _m mom5ts1 said he to me ! o!r day1 :5 ,i h be5 tempt$ to make fri5ds ) ! devil4 ,w> is n precisely ! s*ool = rural virtues4 ,by d9t ( burn+1 de/roy+1 & kill+1 y gr[ a little t\gh z reg>ds y\r feel+s2 '&1 :5 ! bayonet has made y k+1 ! notions ( an autocrat come into y\r head a little /rongly4 ,b at ^! mom5ts ,i call$ to m9d t c\ntry :i* ! lieut5ant spoke ( to me1 & ,i :isp]$ to myself ! well- kn[n phrase1 ',t\j\rs ,francais6 ,x has be5 laugh$ at s9ce4 ,p :o w\ld make a joke ( ! dea? ( _! "m h turn$ x into ridicule1 z if ! "n ( our c\ntry 0 n also a noble & a b9d+ ?+4 ,= my "p1 ,i %all nev] =get f h[ _m follies ! title ( ,fr5*man has kept me4 ,:51 ov]come ) fatigue1 ,i h f\nd myself 9 ! re> ( ! colors1 & :5 ! musketry 0 rattl+ 9 ! front ranks1 _m a "t ,i he>d a voice1 :i* :isp]$ 9 my e>1 ',leave ! o!rs to fight1 & = today take c>e ( y\r own hide6' ,b !n1 t ^w ,francais6 murmur$ )9 me1 & ,i press$ =w>d to help my comrades4 ,at o!r times1 :51 irritat$ by hung]1 cold1 & w\nds1 ,i h arriv$ at ! hovel ( "s ,me9h]r1 ,i h be5 seiz$ by an it*+ to break ! ma/]'s back1 & to burn 8 hut2 b ,i :isp]$ to myself1 ,francais6 & ?is "n w\ld n rhyme ) ei!r inc5di>y or murd]]4 ,i h1 9 ?is way1 pass$ ?r\gh k+doms f ea/ to we/1 & f nor? to s\?1 always det]m9$ n to br+ disgrace ^u my c\ntry's flag4 ,! lieut5ant1 y see1 _h taught me a magic ^w--,my c\ntry6 ,n only mu/ we def5d x1 b we mu/ also make x great & lov$4 ,octob] #ag?4--,to-day ,i h paid my neighbor a long visit4 ,a *ance expression l$ ! way to 8 tell+ me m ( himself ?an he _h yet done4 ,i ask$ him :e!r bo? 8 limbs _h be5 lo/ 9 ! same battle4 ,no1 no6 repli$ he2 ! cannon only took my leg2 x 0 ! ,clam>t qu>ries t my arm w5t to fe$4 ,& :5 ,i ask$ him = ! p>ticul>s-- ,t's z easy z to say good-morn+1 cont9u$ he4 ,aft] ! great break-up at ,wat]loo1 ,i /ay$ ?ree mon?s 9 ! camp hospital to give my wood5 leg "t to gr[4 ,z soon z ,i 0 able to hobble a little1 ,i took leave ( headqu>t]s1 & took ! road to ,p>is1 :]e ,i hop$ to f9d "s relative or fri5d2 b no--all 7 gone1 or und]gr\nd4 ,i %\ld h f\nd myself less /range at ,vi5na1 ,madrid1 or ,b]l94 ,& al?\gh ,i _h a leg ! less to provide =1 ,i 0 none ! bett] (f2 my appetite _h come back1 & my la/ s\s 7 tak+ flight4 ,i _h inde$ met my old colonel1 :o recollect$ t ,i _h help$ him out ( ! skirmi% at ,mont]eau by giv+ him my horse1 & he _h (f]$ me b$ & bo>d at 8 h\se4 ,i knew t ! ye> be=e he _h m>ri$ a ca/le & no few f>ms1 s t ,i might become p]man5t coat-bru%] to a millionaire1 :i* 0 n )\t its temptations4 ,x rema9$ to see if ,i _h n any?+ bett] to d4 ,"o ev5+ ,i set myself to reflect ^u x4 ',let u see1 ,*auf\r1' said ,i to myself2 '! "q is to act l a man4 ,! colonel's place suits y1 b _c y d any?+ bett]8 ,y\r body is /ill 9 good condition1 & y\r arms /rong2 d y n owe all y\r /r5g? to y\r c\ntry1 z y\r ,v9c5nes uncle said8 ,:y n leave "s old soldi]1 m cut up ?an y are1 to get 8 hospital at ! colonel's8 ,come1 troop]1 y are /ill fit = ano!r /\t *>ge or two6 ,y mu/ n lay up be=e y\r "t4' ,:]eupon ,i w5t to ?ank ! colonel1 & to (f] my s]vices to an old artill]yman1 :o _h gone back to 8 home at ,clam>t1 & :o _h tak5 up ! qu>ryman's pick aga94 ,= ! fir/ few mon?s ,i play$ ! conscript's "p--t is to say1 !re 0 m /ir ?an "w2 b ) a good w "o gets ! bett] ( /ones1 z ( ev]y?+ else4 ,i did n become1 s to speak1 ! lead] ( a column1 b ,i br\ght up ! rank among ! good workm51 & ,i ate my bread ) a good appetite1 see+ ,i _h e>n$ x ) a good w4 ,= ev5 und]gr\nd1 y see1 ,i /ill kept my pride4 ,! ?\ght t ,i 0 work+ to d my "p 9 *ang+ rocks into h\ses pleas$ my he>t4 ,i said to myself1 ',c\rage1 ,*auf\r1 my old boy2 y are help+ to beautify y\r c\ntry4' ,& t kept up my _s4 ,un=tunately1 "s ( my companions 7 r too s5sible to ! *>ms ( ! br&y-bottle2 s mu* s1 t "o day "o ( !m1 :o c\ld h>dly di/+ui% 8 "r h& f 8 left1 ?\ght prop] to /rike a light close to a *>g$ m9e4 ,! m9e explod$ sudd5ly1 & s5t a %[] ( /one grape among u1 :i* kill$ ?ree m51 & c>ri$ away ! arm ( :i* ,i h n[ only ! sleeve4 ,s y 7 aga9 )\t means ( liv+8 said ,i to ! old soldi]4 ,t is to say1 ,i _h to *ange !m1 repli$ he1 quietly4 ,! difficulty 0 to f9d "o :i* w\ld d ) five f+]s in/ead ( t52 ,i f\nd x1 h[ev]4 ,h[ 0 t8 ,among ! ,p>is /reet-sweep]s4 ,:at6 y h be5 "o-- ,( ! pione]s ( ! heal? =ce = a :ile1 neighbor1 & t 0 n my wor/ "t ei!r4 ,! corps ( sweep]s is n s l[ z x is dirty1 ,i c tell y6 ,!re are old actresses 9 x :o c\ld nev] le>n to save _! money1 & ru9$ m]*ants f ! ex*ange2 we ev5 _h a pr(essor ( classics1 :o = a little dr9k w\ld recite ,lat9 to y1 or ,greek trag$ies1 z y *ose4 ,!y c\ld n h compet$ = ! ,mon?yon prize2 b we excus$ faults on acc\nt ( pov]ty1 & *e]$ our pov]ty by our good-humor & jokes4 ,i 0 z ragg$ & z *e]ful z ! re/1 :ile try+ to be some?+ bett]4 ,ev5 9 ! mire ( ! gutt] ,i pres]v$ my fai? t no?+ is di%onorable :i* is useful to our c\ntry4 ',*auf\r1' said ,i to myself ) a smile1 'aft] ! sword1 ! hamm]2 aft] ! hamm]1 ! broom2 y are go+ d[n/airs1 my old boy1 b y are /ill s]v+ y\r c\ntry4' ',h[ev]1 y end$ by leav+ y\r new pr(ession8' said ,i4 ,a re=m 0 requir$1 neighbor4 ,! /reet-sweep]s seldom h _! feet dry1 & ! damp at la/ made ! w\nds 9 my good leg op5 aga94 ,i c\ld no long] foll[ ! regim5t1 & x 0 necess>y to lay d[n my arms4 ,x is n[ two mon?s s9ce ,i left (f work+ 9 ! sanit>y dep>tm5t ( ,p>is4 ,at ! fir/ mom5t ,i 0 daunt$4 ,( my f\r limbs1 ,i _h n[ only my "r h&1 & ev5 t _h lo/ its /r5g?2 s x 0 necess>y to f9d "s g5tlemanly occupation = x4 ,aft] try+ a little ( ev]y?+1 ,i fell ^u c>d-box mak+1 & "h ,i am at cases = ! lace & buttons ( ! national gu>d2 x is "w ( little pr(it1 b x is )9 ! capacity ( all4 ,by gett+ up at f\r & work+ till eight1 ,i e>n sixty-five c5times2 my lodg+ & b[l ( s\p take fifty ( !m1 & !re are ?ree s\s ov] = luxuries4 ,s ,i am ri*] ?an ,france h]self1 = ,i h no deficit 9 my budget2 & ,i cont9ue to s]ve h]1 z ,i save h] lace & buttons4 ,at ^! words ,fa!r ,*auf\r look$ at me ) a smile1 & ) 8 great scissors began cutt+ ! gre5 pap] aga9 = 8 c>dbo>d cases4 ,my he>t 0 t\*$1 & ,i rema9$ lo/ 9 ?\ght4 ,"h is /ill ano!r memb] ( t sacr$ phalanx :o1 9 ! battle ( life1 always m>* 9 front = ! example & ! salvation ( ! _w6 ,ea* ( ^! brave soldi]s has 8 w>-cry2 = ?is "o x is ,c\ntry1 = t ,home1 = a ?ird ,mank9d2 b !y all foll[ ! same /&>d--t ( duty2 = all ! same div9e law reigns--t ( self-sacrifice4 ,to love some?+ m ?an "o's self--t is ! secret ( all t is great2 to "k h[ to live = o!rs--t is ! aim ( all noble s\ls4 ,,*apt] ,,xi ,,moral ,,use ,,( ,,inv5tories ,novemb] #ac?1 ,n9e ,o'clock ,p4,m4 ,i _h well /opp$ up ! *9ks ( my w9d[2 my little c>pet 0 nail$ d[n 9 its place2 my lamp1 provid$ ) its %ade1 ca/ a subdu$ light ar\nd1 & my /ove made a l[1 murmur+ s\nd1 z if "s live creature 0 %>+ my he>? ) me4 ,all 0 sil5t ar\nd me4 ,b1 out ( doors ! sn[ & ra9 swept ! ro(s1 & ) a l[1 ru%+ s\nd ran along ! gurgl+ gutt]s2 sometimes a gu/ ( w9d =c$ itself b5ea? ! tiles1 :i* rattl$ toge!r l ca/anets1 & aft]w>d x 0 lo/ 9 ! empty corridor4 ,!n a slight & pleasurable %iv] ?rill$ ?r\gh my ve9s3 ,i drew ! flaps ( my old wadd$ dress+-g[n ar\nd me1 ,i pull$ my ?readb>e velvet cap ov] my eyes1 &1 lett+ myself s9k deep] into my easy-*air1 :ile my feet bask$ 9 ! heat & light :i* %one ?r\gh ! door ( ! /ove1 ,i gave myself up to a s5sation ( enjoym5t1 made m lively by ! consci\sness ( ! /orm :i* rag$ )\t4 ,my eyes1 swimm+ 9 a sort ( mi/1 w&]$ ov] all ! details ( my peaceful abode2 !y pass$ f my pr9ts to my bookcase1 re/+ ^u ! little *9tz s(a1 ! :ite curta9s ( ! iron b$/ead1 & ! portfolio ( loose pap]s--^? ar*ives ( ! attics2 & !n1 return+ to ! book ,i held 9 my h&1 !y attempt$ to seize once m ! ?read ( ! read+ :i* _h be5 ?us int]rupt$4 ,9 fact1 ?is book1 ! subject ( :i* _h at fir/ int]e/$ me1 _h become pa9ful to me4 ,i _h come to ! conclusion t ! pictures ( ! writ] 7 too sombre4 ,8 description ( ! mis]ies ( ! _w appe>$ exagg]at$ to me2 ,i c\ld n believe 9 su* excess ( pov]ty & ( suff]+2 nei!r ,god nor man c\ld %[ !mselves s h>% t[>d ! sons ( ,adam4 ,! au?or _h yield$ to an arti/ic temptation3 he 0 mak+ a %[ ( ! suff]+s ( humanity1 z ,n]o burn$ ,rome = ! sake ( ! picturesque4 ,tak5 altoge!r1 ?is poor human h\se1 s (t5 repair$1 s mu* criticis$1 is /ill a pretty good abode2 we may f9d en\gh 9 x to satisfy our wants1 if we "k h[ to set b\nds to !m2 ! happ9ess ( ! wise man co/s b little1 & asks b little space4 ,^! consol+ reflections became m & m confus$4 ,at la/ my book fell on ! gr\nd )\t my hav+ ! resolution to /oop & take x up aga92 & ins5sibly ov]come by ! luxury ( ! sil5ce1 ! subdu$ light1 & ! w>m?1 ,i fell asleep4 ,i rema9$ = "s "t lo/ 9 ! sort ( ins5sibility belong+ to a fir/ sleep2 at la/ "s vague & brok5 s5sations came ov] me4 ,x seem$ to me t ! day grew d>k]1 t ! air became cold]4 ,i half p]ceiv$ bu%es cov]$ ) ! sc>let b]ries :i* =etell ! com+ ( w9t]4 ,i walk$ on a dre>y road1 bord]$ "h & !re ) junip]-trees :ite ) fro/4 ,!n ! sc5e sudd5ly *ang$4 ,i 0 9 ! dilig5ce2 ! cold w9d %ook ! doors & w9d[s2 ! trees1 load$ ) sn[1 pass$ by l gho/s2 9 va9 ,i ?ru/ my b5umb$ feet into ! cru%$ /raw4 ,at la/ ! c>riage /opp$1 &1 by "o ( ^? /age effects s common 9 sleep1 ,i f\nd myself alone 9 a b>n1 )\t a fireplace1 & op5 to ! w9ds on all sides4 ,i saw aga9 my "m's g5tle face1 kn[n only to me 9 my e>ly *ildhood1 ! noble & /]n c\nt5ance ( my fa!r1 ! little fair head ( my si/]1 :o 0 tak5 f u at t5 ye>s old2 all my dead family liv$ aga9 ar\nd me2 !y 7 !re1 expos$ to ! bit+s ( ! cold & to ! pangs ( hung]4 ,my "m pray$ by ! resign$ old man1 & my si/]1 roll$ up on "s rags ( :i* !y _h made h] a b$1 wept 9 sil5ce1 & held h] nak$ feet 9 h] little blue h&s4 ,x 0 a page f ! book ,i _h j read transf]r$ into my own exi/5ce4 ,my he>t 0 oppress$ ) inexpressible angui%4 ,cr\*$ 9 a corn]1 ) my eyes fix$ ^u ?is dismal picture1 ,i felt ! cold sl[ly creep+ ^u me1 & ,i said to myself ) bitt]ness3 ,let u die1 s9ce pov]ty is a dungeon gu>d$ by suspicion1 apa?y1 & contempt1 & f :i* x is va9 to try to escape2 let u die1 s9ce !re is no place = u at ! banquet ( ! liv+6 ,& ,i tri$ to rise to jo9 my "m aga91 & to wait at h] feet = ! h\r ( release4 ,?is ef=t dispell$ my dream1 & ,i awoke ) a />t4 ,i look$ ar\nd me2 my lamp 0 expir+1 ! fire 9 my /ove ext+ui%$1 & my half-op5$ door 0 lett+ 9 an icy w9d4 ,i got up1 ) a %iv]1 to %ut & d\ble-lock x2 !n ,i made = ! alcove1 & w5t to b$ 9 ha/e4 ,b ! cold kept me awake a long "t1 & my ?\ghts cont9u$ ! int]rupt$ dream4 ,! pictures ,i _h lately accus$ ( exagg]ation n[ seem$ b a too fai?ful repres5tation ( reality2 & ,i w5t to sleep )\t be+ able to recov] my optimism--or my w>m?4 ,?us did a cold /ove & a badly clos$ door alt] my po9t ( view4 ,all w5t well :5 my blood circulat$ prop]ly2 all look$ gloomy :5 ! cold laid hold on me4 ,?is rem9ds me ( ! /ory ( ! du*ess :o 0 oblig$ to pay a visit to ! neighbor+ conv5t on a w9t]'s day4 ,! conv5t 0 poor1 !re 0 no wood1 & ! monks _h no?+ b _! discipl9e & ! ardor ( _! pray]s to keep out ! cold4 ,! du*ess1 :o 0 %iv]+ ) cold1 return$ home1 greatly pity+ ! poor monks4 ,:ile ! s]vants 7 tak+ (f h] cloak & add+ two m logs to h] fire1 %e call$ h] /ew>d1 :om %e ord]$ to s5d "s wood to ! conv5t imm$iately4 ,%e !n _h h] c\* mov$ close to ! fireside1 ! w>m? ( :i* soon reviv$ h]4 ,! recollection ( :at %e _h j suff]$ 0 spe$ily lo/ 9 h] pres5t com=t1 :5 ! /ew>d came 9 aga9 to ask h[ _m loads ( wood he 0 to s5d4 ,oh6 y may wait1 said ! great lady c>elessly2 ! wea!r is v mu* mild]4 ,?us1 man's judgm5ts are =m$ less f reason ?an f s5sation2 & z s5sation comes to him f ! outw>d _w1 s he f9ds himself m or less "u its influ5ce2 by little & little he imbibes a portion ( 8 habits & feel+s f x4 ,x is n1 !n1 )\t cause t1 :5 we wi% to judge ( a /rang] be=eh&1 we look = indications ( 8 "* 9 ! circum/ances :i* surr\nd him4 ,! ?+s among :i* we live are necess>ily made to take our image1 & we unconsci\sly leave 9 !m a ?\s& impressions ( our m9ds4 ,z we c judge by an empty b$ ( ! height & attitude ( him :o has slept 9 x1 s ! abode ( e man discov]s to a close obs]v] ! ext5t ( 8 intellig5ce & ! feel+s ( 8 he>t4 ,b]n>d9 de ,/4-,pi]re has relat$ ! /ory ( a "y girl :o refus$ a suitor because he w\ld nev] h fl[]s or dome/ic animals 9 8 h\se4 ,p]haps ! s5t5ce 0 sev]e1 b n )\t reason4 ,we may presume t a man ins5sible to beauty & to humble affection mu/ be ill prep>$ to feel ! enjoym5ts ( a happy m>riage4 #ad?1 sev5 o'clock ,p4,m4--,?is morn+1 z ,i 0 op5+ my j\rnal to write1 ,i _h a visit f our old ca%i]4 ,8 sight is n s good z x 01 8 h& beg9s to %ake1 & ! "w he 0 able to d =m]ly is n[ becom+ some:at labori\s to him4 ,i _h und]tak5 to write out "s ( 8 pap]s1 & he came = ^? ,i _h f9i%$4 ,we conv]s$ a long "t by ! /ove1 :ile he 0 dr9k+ a cup ( c(fee :i* ,i made him take4 ,m4 ,rateau is a s5sible man1 :o has obs]v$ mu* & speaks little2 s t he has always some?+ to say4 ,:ile look+ ov] ! acc\nts ,i _h prep>$ = him1 8 look fell ^u my j\rnal1 & ,i 0 oblig$ to ackn[l$ge t 9 ?is way ,i wrote a di>y ( my actions & ?\ghts e ev5+ = private use4 ,f "o ?+ to ano!r1 ,i began speak+ to him ( my dream ! day be=e1 & my reflections ab\t ! influ5ce ( outw>d objects ^u our ord9>y s5tim5ts4 ,he smil$4 ,ah6 y1 too1 h my sup]/itions1 he said1 quietly4 ,i h always believ$1 l y1 t y may "k ! game by ! lair3 x is only necess>y to h tact & exp]i5ce2 b )\t !m we commit ourselves to _m ra% judgm5ts4 ,= my "p4 ,i h be5 guilty ( ?is m ?an once1 b sometimes ,i h also drawn a "r conclusion4 ,i recollect especially an adv5ture :i* goes z f> back z ! fir/ ye>s ( my y\?-- ,he /opp$4 ,i look$ at him z if ,i wait$ = 8 /ory1 & he told x me at once4 ,at ?is "t he 0 /ill b ?ird cl]k to an attorney at ,orleans4 ,8 ma/] _h s5t him to ,mont>gis on diff]5t affairs1 & he int5d$ to return 9 ! dilig5ce ! same ev5+1 aft] hav+ receiv$ ! am\nt ( a bill at a neighbor+ t[n2 b !y kept him at ! debtor's h\se1 & :5 he 0 able to set out ! day _h already clos$4 ,fe>+ n to be able to rea* ,mont>gis 9 good "t1 he took a crossroad !y po9t$ out to him4 ,un=tunately ! fog increas$1 no /> 0 visible 9 ! heav5s1 & ! d>kness became s great t he lo/ 8 road4 ,he tri$ to retrace 8 /eps1 pass$ tw5ty footpa?s1 & at la/ 0 completely a/ray4 ,aft] ! vexation ( los+ 8 place 9 ! dilig5ce1 came ! feel+ ( uneas9ess z to 8 situation4 ,he 0 alone1 on foot1 lo/ 9 a =e/1 )\t any means ( f9d+ 8 "r road aga91 & ) a consid]able sum ( money ab\t him1 = :i* he 0 responsible4 ,8 anxiety 0 increas$ by 8 inexp]i5ce4 ,! idea ( a =e/ 0 connect$ 9 8 m9d ) s _m adv5tures ( robb]y & murd]1 t he expect$ "s fatal enc\nt] e in/ant4 ,to say ! tru?1 8 situation 0 n enc\rag+4 ,! place 0 n consid]$ safe1 & = "s "t pa/ !re _h be5 rumors ( ! sudd5 disappe>ance ( sev]al horse-deal]s1 ?\gh !re 0 no trace ( any crime hav+ be5 committ$4 ,our "y travell]1 ) 8 eyes />+ =w>d1 & 8 e>s li/5+1 foll[$ a footpa? :i* he suppos$ might take him to "s h\se or road2 b woods always succe$$ to woods4 ,at la/ he p]ceiv$ a light at a di/ance1 & 9 a qu>t] ( an h\r he rea*$ ! highroad4 ,a s+le h\se1 ! light f :i* _h attract$ him1 appe>$ at a little di/ance4 ,he 0 go+ t[>d ! entrance gate ( ! c\rty>d1 :5 ! trot ( a horse made him turn 8 head4 ,a man on horseback _h j appe>$ at ! turn+ ( ! road1 & 9 an in/ant 0 close to him4 ,! fir/ words he address$ to ! "y man %[$ him to be ! f>m] himself4 ,he relat$ h[ he _h lo/ himself1 & le>n$ f ! c\ntryman t he 0 on ! road to ,pi?ivi]s4 ,mont>gis 0 ?ree leagues beh9d him4 ,! fog _h ins5sibly *ang$ into a drizzl+ ra91 :i* 0 beg9n+ to wet ! "y cl]k ?r\gh2 he seem$ afraid ( ! di/ance he _h /ill to g1 & ! horseman1 :o saw 8 hesitation1 invit$ him to come into ! f>mh\se4 ,x _h some?+ ( ! look ( a =tress4 ,surr\nd$ by a pretty high wall1 x c\ld n be se5 except ?r\gh ! b>s ( ! great gate1 :i* 0 c>efully clos$4 ,! f>m]1 :o _h got (f 8 horse1 did n g ne> x1 b1 turn+ to ! "r1 rea*$ ano!r entrance clos$ 9 ! same way1 b ( :i* he _h ! key4 ,h>dly _h he pass$ ! ?re%old :5 a t]rible b>k+ res\nd$ f ea* end ( ! y>d4 ,! f>m] told 8 gue/ to fe> no?+1 & %[$ him ! dogs *a9$ up to _! k5nels2 bo? 7 ( an extraord9>y size1 & s savage t ! sight ( _! ma/] himself c\ld n quiet !m4 ,a boy1 attract$ by _! b>k+1 came out ( ! h\se & took ! f>m]'s horse4 ,! latt] began que/ion+ him ab\t "s ord]s he _h giv5 be=e he left ! h\se1 & w5t t[>d ! /able to see t !y _h be5 execut$4 ,?us left alone1 our cl]k look$ ab\t him4 ,a lant]n :i* ! boy _h plac$ on ! gr\nd ca/ a dim light ov] ! c\rty>d4 ,all ar\nd seem$ empty & des]t$4 ,n a trace 0 visible ( ! disord] (t5 se5 9 a c\ntry f>my>d1 & :i* %[s a tempor>y cessation ( ! "w :i* is soon to be resum$ aga94 ,nei!r a c>t =gott5 :]e ! horses _h be5 unh>ness$1 nor %eaves ( corn heap$ up ready = ?re%+1 nor a pl[ ov]turn$ 9 a corn] & half hidd5 "u ! fre%ly-cut clov]4 ,! y>d 0 swept1 ! b>ns %ut up & padlock$4 ,n a s+le v9e creep+ up ! walls2 ev]y:]e /one1 wood1 & iron6 ,he took up ! lant]n & w5t up to ! corn] ( ! h\se4 ,beh9d 0 a second y>d1 :]e he he>d ! b>k+ ( a ?ird dog1 & a cov]$ wall 0 built 9 ! middle ( x4 ,our travell] look$ 9 va9 = ! little f>m g>d51 :]e pumpk9s ( diff]5t sorts creep along ! gr\nd1 or :]e ! bees f ! hives hum "u ! h$ges ( honeysuckle & eld]4 ,v]dure & fl[]s 7 n[h]e to be se54 ,he did n ev5 p]ceive ! sight ( a p\ltry-y>d or pigeon-h\se4 ,! habitation ( 8 ho/ 0 ev]y:]e want+ 9 t :i* makes ! grace & ! life ( ! c\ntry4 ,! "y man ?\ght t 8 ho/ mu/ be ( a v c>eless or a v calculat+ disposition1 to conc$e s little to dome/ic enjoym5ts & ! pleasures ( ! eye2 & judg+1 9 spite ( himself1 by :at he saw1 he c\ld n help feel+ a di/ru/ ( 8 "*4 ,9 ! mean "t ! f>m] return$ f ! /ables1 & made him ent] ! h\se4 ,! inside ( ! f>mh\se correspond$ to its outside4 ,! :itewa%$ walls _h no o!r ornam5t ?an a r[ ( guns ( all sizes2 ! massive furniture h>dly r$eem$ its clumsy appe>ance by its great solidity4 ,! cleanl9ess 0 d\btful1 & ! abs5ce ( all m9or conv5i5ces prov$ t a woman's c>e 0 want+ 9 ! h\sehold conc]ns4 ,! "y cl]k le>n$ t ! f>m]1 9 fact1 liv$ "h ) no "o b 8 two sons4 ,( ?is1 inde$1 ! signs 7 pla9 en\gh4 ,a table ) ! clo? laid1 t no "o _h tak5 ! tr\ble to cle> away1 0 left ne> ! w9d[4 ,! plates & di%es 7 scatt]$ ^u x )\t any ord]1 & load$ ) potato-p>+s & half-pick$ bones4 ,sev]al empty bottles emitt$ an odor ( br&y1 mix$ ) ! pung5t smell ( tobacco-smoke4 ,aft] seat+ 8 gue/1 ! f>m] light$ 8 pipe1 & 8 two sons resum$ _! "w by ! fireside4 ,n[ & !n ! sil5ce 0 j brok5 by a %ort rem>k1 answ]$ by a ^w or an exclamation2 & !n all became z mute z be=e4 ,f my *ildhood1 said ! old ca%i]1 ,i _h be5 v s5sible to ! impression ( outw>d objects2 lat] 9 life1 reflection _h taught me to /udy ! causes ( ^! impressions r ?an to drive !m away4 ,i set myself1 !n1 to exam9e ev]y?+ ar\nd me ) great att5tion4 ,bel[ ! guns1 ,i _h rem>k$ on ent]+1 "s wolftraps 7 susp5d$1 & to "o ( !m /ill hung ! mangl$ rema9s ( a wolf's paw1 :i* !y _h n yet tak5 (f f ! iron tee?4 ,! black5$ *imneypiece 0 ornam5t$ by an owl & a rav5 nail$ on ! wall1 _! w+s ext5d$1 & _! ?roats ) a huge nail ?r\gh ea*2 a fox's sk91 fre%ly flay$1 0 spread be=e ! w9d[2 & a l>d] hook1 fix$ into ! pr9cipal beam1 held a headless goose1 ^: body sway$ ab\t ov] our heads4 ,my eyes 7 (f5d$ by all ^! details1 & ,i turn$ !m aga9 ^u my ho/s4 ,! fa!r1 :o sat opposite to me1 only int]rupt$ 8 smok+ to p\r out 8 dr9k1 or address "s reprim& to 8 sons4 ,! elde/ ( ^! 0 scrap+ a deep bucket1 & ! bloody scrap+s1 :i* he ?rew into ! fire e in/ant1 fill$ ! room ) a disagreeable fetid smell2 ! second son 0 %>p5+ "s but*]'s knives4 ,i le>n$ f a ^w dropp$ f ! fa!r t !y 7 prep>+ to kill a pig ! next day4 ,^! occupations & ! :ole aspect ( ?+s inside ! h\se told ( su* habitual co>s5ess 9 _! way ( liv+ z seem$ to expla91 :ile x =m$ ! fitt+ c\nt]p>t (1 ! =bidd+ gloom9ess ( ! outside4 ,my a/oni%m5t by degrees *ang$ into disgu/1 & my disgu/ into uneas9ess4 ,i _c detail ! :ole *a9 ( ideas :i* succe$$ "o ano!r 9 my imag9ation2 b1 yield+ to an impulse ,i c\ld n ov]come1 ,i got up1 decl>+ ,i w\ld g on my road aga94 ,! f>m] made "s ef=t to keep me2 he spoke ( ! ra91 ( ! d>kness1 & ( ! l5g? ( ! way4 ,i repli$ to all by ! absolute necessity !re 0 = my be+ at ,mont>gis t v night2 & ?ank+ him = 8 brief hospitality1 ,i set (f aga9 9 a ha/e :i* might well h confirm$ ! tru? ( my words to him4 ,h[ev]1 ! fre%ness ( ! night & ! ex]cise ( walk+ did n fail to *ange ! directions ( my ?\ghts4 ,:5 away f ! objects :i* _h awak5$ su* lively disgu/ 9 me1 ,i felt x gradually dim9i%+4 ,i began to smile at ! susceptibility ( my feel+s1 & !n1 9 proportion z ! ra9 became heavi] & cold]1 ^! /rictures on myself assum$ a tone ( ill-temp]4 ,i sil5tly accus$ myself ( ! absurdity ( mi/ak+ s5sation = admonitions ( my reason4 ,aft] all1 7 n ! f>m] & 8 sons free to live alone1 to hunt1 to keep dogs1 & to kill a pig8 ,:]e 0 ! crime ( x8 ,) less n]v\s susceptibility1 ,i %\ld h accept$ ! %elt] !y (f]$ me1 & ,i %\ld n[ be sleep+ snugly on a truss ( /raw1 in/ead ( walk+ ) difficulty ?r\gh ! cold & drizzl+ ra94 ,i ?us cont9u$ to reproa* myself1 until1 t[>d morn+1 ,i arriv$ at ,mont>gis1 jad$ & b5umb$ ) cold4 ,:51 h[ev]1 ,i got up refre%$1 t[>d ! middle ( ! next day1 ,i in/9ctively return$ to my fir/ op9ion4 ,! appe>ance ( ! f>mh\se pres5t$ itself to me "u ! same repulsive colors :i* ! ev5+ be=e _h det]m9$ me to make my escape f x4 ,reason itself rema9$ sil5t :5 review+ all ^? co>se details1 & 0 =c$ to recognize 9 !m ! indications ( a l[ nature1 or else ! pres5ce ( "s baleful influ5ce4 ,i w5t away ! next day )\t be+ able to le>n any?+ conc]n+ ! f>m] or 8 sons2 b ! recollection ( my adv5ture rema9$ deeply fix$ 9 my memory4 ,t5 ye>s aft]w>d ,i 0 travell+ 9 ! dilig5ce ?r\gh ! dep>tm5t ( ! ,loiret2 ,i 0 lean+ f ! w9d[1 & look+ at "s coppice gr\nd n[ = ! fir/ "t br\ght "u cultivation1 & ! mode ( cle>+ :i* "o ( my travell+ companions 0 expla9+ to me1 :5 my eyes fell ^u a wall$ inclosure1 ) an iron-b>r$ gate4 ,inside x ,i p]ceiv$ a h\se ) all ! bl9ds clos$1 & :i* ,i imm$iately recollect$2 x 0 ! f>mh\se :]e ,i _h be5 %elt]$4 ,i eag]ly po9t$ x out to my companion1 & ask$ :o liv$ 9 x4 ',nobody j n[1' repli$ he4 ',b 0 x n kept1 "s ye>s ago1 by a f>m] & 8 two sons8' ',! ,turreaus2' said my travell+ companion1 look+ at me2 'did y "k !m8' ',i saw !m once4' ,he %ook 8 head4 ',yes1 yes6' resum$ he2 '= _m ye>s !y liv$ !re l wolves 9 _! d52 !y m]ely knew h[ to till l&1 kill game1 & dr9k4 ,! fa!r manag$ ! h\se1 b m5 liv+ alone1 )\t wom5 to love !m1 )\t *ildr5 to s(t5 !m1 & )\t ,god to make !m ?9k ( heav51 always turn into wild bea/s1 y see2 s "o morn+ ! elde/ son1 :o _h be5 dr9k+ too mu* br&y1 w\ld n h>ness ! pl[-horses2 8 fa!r /ruck him ) 8 :ip1 & ! son1 :o 0 mad drunk1 %ot him dead ) 8 gun4' #af?1 ,p4,m4--,i h be5 ?9k+ ( ! /ory ( ! old ca%i] ^! two days2 x came s opportunely ^u ! reflections my dream _h sugge/$ to me4 ,h ,i n an important lesson to le>n f all ?is8 ,if our s5sations h an inconte/able influ5ce ^u our judgm5ts1 h[ comes x t we are s little c>eful ( ^? ?+s :i* awak5 or modify ^! s5sations8 ,! ext]nal _w is always reflect$ 9 u z 9 a mirror1 & fills our m9ds ) pictures :i*1 unconsci\sly to ourselves1 become ! g]ms ( our op9ions & ( our rules ( conduct4 ,all ! objects :i* surr\nd u are !n1 9 reality1 s _m talismans :5ce good & evil influ5ces are emitt$1 & x is = u to *oose !m wisely1 s z to create a heal?y atmosph]e = our m9ds4 ,feel+ conv9c$ ( ?is tru?1 ,i set ab\t mak+ a survey ( my attic4 ,! fir/ object on :i* my eyes re/ is an old map ( ! hi/ory ( ! pr9cipal mona/]y 9 my native prov9ce4 ,i _h unroll$ x ) mu* satisfaction1 & plac$ x on ! mo/ conspicu\s "p ( ! wall4 ,:y _h ,i giv5 x ?is place8 ,ought ?is %eet ( old worm-eat5 p>*m5t to be ( s mu* value to me1 :o am nei!r an antiqu>y nor a s*ol>8 ,is n its real importance 9 my sight t "o ( ! abbots :o f\nd$ x bore my "n1 & t ,i %all1 p]*ance1 be able to make myself a g5ealogical tree ( x = ! edification ( my visitors8 ,:ile writ+ ?is1 ,i feel my own blu%es4 ,come1 d[n ) ! map6 let u bani% x into my deepe/ draw]4 ,z ,i pass$ my glass1 ,i p]ceiv$ sev]al visit+ c>ds complac5tly display$ 9 ! frame4 ,by :at *ance is x t !re are only names t make a %[ among !m8 ,"h is a ,poli% c\nt--a retir$ colonel-- ! deputy ( my dep>tm5t4 ,quick1 quick1 into ! fire ) ^! pro(s ( vanity6 & let u put ?is c>d 9 ! h&writ+ ( our (fice-boy1 ?is direction = *eap d9n]s1 & ! receipt ( ! brok] :]e ,i b\ght my la/ arm*air1 9 _! place4 ,^! indications ( my pov]ty w s]ve1 z ,montaigne says1 'mat] ma sup]be'1 & w always make me recollect ! mode/y 9 :i* ! dignity ( ! l[ly consi/s4 ,i h /opp$ be=e ! pr9ts hang+ ^u ! wall4 ,?is l>ge & smil+ ,pomona1 seat$ on %eaves ( corn1 & ^: basket is ov]fl[+ ) fruit1 only produces ?\ghts ( joy & pl5ty2 ,i 0 look+ at h] ! o!r day1 :5 ,i fell asleep d5y+ su* a ?+ z mis]y4 ,let u give h] z companion ?is picture ( ,w9t]1 9 :i* ev]y?+ tells ( sorr[ & suff]+3 "o picture w modify ! o!r4 ,& ?is ,happy ,family ( ,greuze's6 ,:at joy 9 ! *ildr5's eyes6 ,:at sweet repose 9 ! "y woman's face6 ,:at religi\s feel+ 9 ! gr&fa!r's c\nt5ance6 ,may ,god pres]ve _! happ9ess to !m6 b let u hang by its side ! picture ( ?is "m1 :o weeps ov] an empty cradle4 ,human life has two faces1 bo? ( :i* we mu/ d>e to contemplate 9 _! turn4 ,let me hide1 too1 ^! ridicul\s mon/]s :i* ornam5t my *imneypiece4 ,plato has said t ! beautiful is no?+ else ?an ! visible =m ( ! good4 ,if x is s1 ! ugly %\ld be ! visible =m ( ! evil1 &1 by con/antly behold+ x1 ! m9d ins5sibly det]iorates4 ,b above all1 9 ord] to *]i% ! feel+s ( k9dness & pity1 let me hang at ! foot ( my b$ ?is affect+ picture ( ! ,la/ ,sleep6 ,nev] h ,i be5 able to look at x )\t feel+ my he>t t\*$4 ,an old woman1 clo!d 9 rags1 is ly+ by a roadside2 h] /ick is at h] feet1 & h] head re/s ^u a /one2 %e has fall5 asleep2 h] h&s are clasp$2 murmur+ a pray] ( h] *ildhood1 %e sleeps h] la/ sleep1 %e dreams h] la/ dream6 ,%e sees h]self1 aga9 a /rong & happy *ild1 keep+ ! %eep on ! common1 ga!r+ ! b]ries f ! h$ges1 s++1 curtsy+ to pass]s-by1 & mak+ ! sign ( ! cross :5 ! fir/ /> appe>s 9 ! heav5s6 ,happy "t1 fill$ ) fragrance & sun%9e6 ,%e wants no?+ yet1 = %e is ignorant ( :at !re is to wi% =4 ,b see h] gr[n up2 ! "t is come = work+ bravely3 %e mu/ cut ! corn1 ?re% ! :eat1 c>ry ! bundles ( fl[]+ clov] or bran*es ( )]$ leaves to ! f>m4 ,if h] toil is h>d1 hope %9es l a sun ov] ev]y?+ & x wipes ! drops ( sweat away4 ,! gr[+ girl already sees t life is a task1 b %e /ill s+s z %e fulfills x4 ,by-&-bye ! burd5 becomes heavi]2 %e is a wife1 %e is a "m6 ,%e mu/ economize ! bread ( to-day1 h h] eye ^u ! morr[1 take c>e ( ! sick1 & su/a9 ! feeble2 %e mu/ act1 9 %ort1 t "p ( an e>?ly ,provid5ce1 s easy :5 ,god gives u 8 aid1 s h>d :5 he =sakes u4 ,%e is /ill /rong1 b %e is anxi\s2 %e s+s no long]6 ,yet a few ye>s1 & all is ov]ca/4 ,! husb&'s heal? is brok52 8 wife sees him p9e away by ! n[ fireless he>?2 cold & hung] f9i% :at sickness _h begun2 he dies1 & 8 wid[ sits on ! gr\nd by ! c(f9 provid$ by ! *>ity ( o!rs1 press+ h] two half- nak$ little ones 9 h] arms4 ,%e dreads ! future1 %e weeps1 & %e droops h] head4 ,at la/ ! future has come2 ! *ildr5 are gr[n up1 b !y are no long] ) h]4 ,h] son is fight+ "u 8 c\ntry's flag1 & 8 si/] is gone4 ,bo? h be5 lo/ to h] = a long "t--p]haps =ev]2 & ! /rong girl1 ! brave wife1 ! c\rage\s "m1 is h5ce=? only a poor old begg>-woman1 )\t a family1 & )\t a home6 ,%e weeps no m1 sorr[ has subdu$ h]2 %e surr5d]s1 & waits = dea?4 ,dea?1 t fai?ful fri5d ( ! wret*$1 is come3 n hide\s & ) mock]y1 z sup]/ition repres5ts1 b beautiful1 smil+1 & cr[n$ ) />s6 ,! g5tle phantom /oops to ! begg>2 its pale lips murmur a few airy words1 :i* ann\nce to h] ! end ( h] labors2 a peaceful joy comes ov] ! ag$ begg>woman1 &1 lean+ on ! %\ld] ( ! great ,deliv]]1 %e has pass$ unconsci\sly f h] la/ e>?ly sleep to h] et]nal re/4 ,lie !re1 ?\ poor way-we>i$ woman6 ,! leaves w s]ve !e = a w9d+-%eet4 ,night w %$ h] te>s ( dew ov] !e1 & ! birds w s+ sweetly by ?y rema9s4 ,?y visit "h bel[ w n h left m trace ?an _! flight ?r\gh ! air2 ?y "n is already =gott51 & ! only legacy ?\ ha/ to leave is ! haw?orn /ick ly+ =gott5 at ?y feet6 ,well6 "s "o w take x up--"s soldi] ( t great human ho/ :i* is scatt]$ abroad by mis]y or by vice2 = ?\ art n an exception1 ?\ art an in/ance2 & "u ! same sun :i* %9es s pleasantly ^u all1 9 ! mid/ ( ^! fl[]+ v9ey>ds1 ?is ripe corn1 & ^! weal?y cities1 entire g5]ations suff]1 succe$ ea* o!r1 & /ill bequea? to ea* ! begg>'s /ick6 ,! sight ( ?is sad picture %all make me m grateful = :at ,god has giv5 me1 & m compassionate = ^? :om he has treat$ ) less indulg5ce2 x %all be a lesson & a subject = reflection = me4 ,ah6 if we w\ld wat* = ev]y?+ t might improve & in/ruct u2 if ! arrangem5ts ( our daily life 7 s dispos$ z to be a con/ant s*ool = our m9ds6 b (t5e/ we take no he$ ( !m4 ,man is an et]nal my/]y to himself2 8 own p]son is a h\se into :i* he nev] ent]s1 & ( :i* he /udies ! outside alone4 ,ea* ( u ne$ h cont9ually be=e him ! fam\s inscription :i* once in/ruct$ ,socrates1 & :i* 0 engrav$ on ! walls ( ,delphi by an unkn[n h&3 ,,"k ,,?yself4 ,,*apt] ,,xii ,,! ,,end ,,( ,,! ,,ye> ,decemb] #cj?1 ,p4,m4 ,i 0 9 b$1 & h>dly recov]$ f ! deliri\s fev] :i* _h kept me = s long betwe5 life & dea?4 ,my weak5$ bra9 0 mak+ ef=ts to recov] its activity2 my ?\ghts1 l rays ( light /ruggl+ ?r\gh ! cl\ds1 7 /ill confus$ & imp]fect2 at times ,i felt a return ( ! dizz9ess :i* made a *aos ( all my ideas1 & ,i float$1 s to speak1 betwe5 alt]nate fits ( m5tal w&]+ & consci\sness4 ,sometimes ev]y?+ seem$ pla9 to me1 l ! prospect :i*1 f ! top ( "s high m\nta91 op5s be=e u 9 cle> wea!r4 ,we di/+ui% wat]1 woods1 villages1 cattle1 ev5 ! cottage p]*$ on ! edge ( ! rav9e2 !n sudd5ly !re comes a gu/ ( w9d lad5 ) mi/1 & all is confus$ & indi/9ct4 ,?us1 yield+ to ! oscillations ( a half-recov]$ reason1 ,i all[$ my m9d to foll[ its v>i\s impulses )\t tr\bl+ myself to sep>ate ! real f ! imag9>y2 ,i glid$ s(tly f "o to ! o!r1 & my dreams & wak+ ?\ghts succe$$ closely ^u "o ano!r4 ,n[1 :ile my m9d is w&]+ 9 ?is unsettl$ /ate1 see1 und]nea? ! clock :i* measures ! h\rs ) its l\d tick+1 a female figure appe>s be=e me6 ,at fir/ sight ,i saw en\gh to satisfy me t %e 0 n a daught] ( ,eve4 ,9 h] eye 0 ! la/ fla% ( an expir+ />1 & h] face _h ! pallor ( an h]oic dea?-/ruggle4 ,%e 0 dress$ 9 a drap]y ( a ?\s& *ang+ colors ( ! brighte/ & ! mo/ sombre hues1 & held a )]$ g>l& 9 h] h&4 ,aft] hav+ contemplat$ h] = "s mom5ts1 ,i ask$ h] "n1 & :at br\ght h] into my attic4 ,h] eyes1 :i* 7 foll[+ ! movem5ts ( ! clock1 turn$ t[>d me1 & %e repli$3 ,y see 9 me ! ye> :i* is j draw+ to its end2 ,i come to receive y\r ?anks & y\r f>ewell4 ,i rais$ myself on my elb[ 9 surprise1 :i* soon gave place to bitt] res5tm5t4 ,ah6 y want ?anks1 cri$ ,i2 b fir/ let me "k :at =8 ,:5 ,i welcom$ y\r com+1 ,i 0 /ill "y & vigor\s3 y h tak5 f me ea* day "s little ( my /r5g?1 & y h end$ by inflict+ an illness ^u me2 already1 ?anks to y1 my blood is less w>m1 my muscles less firm1 & my feet less agile ?an be=e6 ,y h plant$ ! g]ms ( infirmity 9 my bosom2 !re1 :]e ! summ] fl[]s ( life 7 gr[+1 y h wick$ly s[n ! nettles ( old age6 ,&1 z if x 7 n en\gh to weak5 my body1 y h also dim9i%$ ! p[]s ( my s\l2 y h ext+ui%$ h] en?usiasm2 %e is become m sluggi% & m timid4 ,=m]ly h] eyes took 9 ! :ole ( mank9d 9 _! g5]\s survey2 b y h made h] ne>sight$1 & n[ %e h>dly sees beyond h]self6 ,t is :at y h done = my spiritual be+3 !n z to my outw>d exi/5ce1 see to :at grief1 neglect1 & mis]y y h r$uc$ x6 ,= ! _m days t ! fev] has kept me *a9$ to ?is b$1 :o has tak5 c>e ( ?is home 9 :i* ,i plac$ all my joy8 ,%all ,i n f9d my closets empty1 my bookcase 1/ripp$1 all my poor treasures lo/ ?r\gh neglig5ce or di%one/y8 ,:]e are ! plants ,i cultivat$1 ! birds ,i f$8 ,all are gone6 my attic is despoil$1 sil5t & solit>y6 ,z x is only = ! la/ few mom5ts t ,i h return$ to a consci\sness ( :at surr\nds me1 ,i am ev5 ignorant :o has nurs$ me dur+ my long illness6 ,d\btless "s hirel+1 :o w leave :5 all my means ( recomp5se are exhau/$ 6 ,& :at w my ma/]s1 = :om ,i am b\nd to "w1 h said to my abs5ce8 ,at ?is "t ( ! ye>1 :5 bus9ess is mo/ press+1 c !y h done )\t me1 w !y ev5 h tri$ to d s8 ,p]haps ,i am already sup]s$$ 9 ! humble situation by :i* ,i e>n$ my daily bread6 ,& x is ?\-?\ alone1 wick$ daught] ( ,"t--:o ha/ br\ght all ^! mis=tunes ^u me3 /r5g?1 heal?1 com=t1 "w--?\ ha/ tak5 all f me4 ,i h only receiv$ outrage & loss f !e1 & yet ?\ d>e/ to claim my gratitude6 ,ah6 die !n1 s9ce ?y day is come2 b die despis$ & curs$2 & may ,i write on ?y tomb ! epitaph ! ,arabian poet inscrib$ ^u t ( a k+3 ',rejoice1 ?\ pass]-by3 he :om we h buri$ "h _c live aga94' 44444444444444444444444 ,i 0 wak5$ by a h& tak+ m9e2 & op5+ my eyes1 ,i recogniz$ ! doctor4 ,aft] hav+ felt my pulse1 he nodd$ 8 head1 sat d[n at ! foot ( ! b$1 & look$ at me1 rubb+ 8 nose ) 8 snuffbox4 ,i h s9ce le>n$ t ?is 0 a sign ( satisfaction ) ! doctor4 ,well6 s we want$ old snub-nose to c>ry u (f8 said ,m4 ,lamb]t1 9 8 half-jok+1 half-scold+ way4 ,:at ! deuce ( a hurry we 7 96 ,x 0 necess>y to hold y back ) bo? arms at lea/6 ,!n y _h giv5 me up1 doctor8 ask$ ,i1 r al>m$4 ,n at all1 repli$ ! old physician4 ,we c't give up :at we h n got2 & ,i make x a rule nev] to h any hope4 ,we are b in/rum5ts 9 ! h&s ( ,provid5ce1 & ea* ( u %\ld say1 ) ,ambroise ,p>e3 ',i t5d him1 ,god cures him6' ,may ,he be bless$ !n1 z well z y1 cri$ ,i2 & may my heal? come back ) ! new ye>6 ,m4 ,lamb]t %rugg$ 8 %\ld]s4 ,beg9 by ask+ y\rself = x1 resum$ he1 bluntly4 ,god has giv5 x y1 & x is y\r own s5se1 & n *ance1 t mu/ keep x = y4 ,"o w\ld ?9k1 to he> p talk1 t sickness comes ^u u l ! ra9 or ! sun%9e1 )\t "o hav+ a ^w to say 9 ! matt]4 ,be=e we compla9 ( be+ ill we %\ld prove t we des]ve to be well4 ,i 0 ab\t to smile1 b ! doctor look$ angry4 ,ah6 y ?9k t ,i am jok+1 resum$ he1 rais+ 8 voice2 b tell me1 !n1 :i* ( u gives 8 heal? ! same att5tion t he gives to 8 bus9ess8 ,d y economize y\r /r5g? z y economize y\r money8 ,d y avoid excess & imprud5ce 9 ! "o case ) ! same c>e z extravagance or fooli% speculations 9 ! o!r8 ,d y keep z regul> acc\nts ( y\r mode ( liv+ z y d ( y\r income8 ,d y consid] e ev5+ :at has be5 :olesome or un:olesome = y1 ) ! same c>e t y br+ to ! exam9ation ( y\r exp5diture8 ,y may smile2 b h y n br\ght ?is illness on y\rself by a ?\s& indiscretions8 ,i began to prote/ aga9/ ?is1 & ask$ him to po9t out ^! indiscretions4 ,! old doctor spread out 8 f+]s1 & began to reckon ^u !m "o by "o4 ,primo1 cri$ he1 want ( ex]cise4 ,y live "h l a m\se 9 a *eese1 )\t air1 motion1 or *ange4 ,consequ5tly1 ! blood circulates badly1 ! fluids ?ick51 ! muscles1 be+ inactive1 d n claim _! %>e ( nutrition1 ! /oma* flags1 & ! bra9 gr[s we>y4 ,secundo4 ,irregul> food4 ,caprice is y\r cook2 y\r /oma* a slave :o mu/ accept :at y give x1 b :o pres5tly takes a sull5 rev5ge1 l all slaves4 ,t]tio4 ,sitt+ up late4 ,in/ead ( us+ ! night = sleep1 y sp5d x 9 read+2 y\r b$/ead is a bookcase1 y\r pill[s a desk6 ,at ! "t :5 ! we>i$ bra9 asks = re/1 y lead x ?r\gh ^! nocturnal orgies1 & y are surpris$ to f9d x ! worse = !m ! next day4 ,qu>to4 ,luxuri\s habits4 ,%ut up 9 y\r attic1 y ins5sibly surr\nd y\rself ) a ?\s& effem9ate indulg5ces4 ,y mu/ h li/ = y\r door1 a bl9d = y\r w9d[1 a c>pet = y\r feet1 an easy-*air /uff$ ) wool = y\r back1 y\r fire lit at ! fir/ sign ( cold1 & a %ade to y\r lamp2 & ?anks to all ^! precautions1 ! lea/ draught makes y cat* cold1 common *airs give y no re/1 & y mu/ we> spectacles to support ! light ( day4 ,y h ?\ght y 7 acquir+ com=ts1 & y h only contract$ infirmities4 ,qu9to ,ah6 en\gh1 en\gh1 doctor6 cri$ ,i4 ,pray1 d n c>ry y\r exam9ation f>!r2 d n atta* a s5se ( remorse to ea* ( my pleasures4 ,! old doctor rubb$ 8 nose ) 8 snuffbox4 ,y see1 said he1 m g5tly1 & ris+ at ! same "t1 y w\ld escape f ! tru?4 ,y %r9k f inquiry--a pro( t y are guilty4 ',habemus confit5tem reum'6 ,b at lea/1 my fri5d1 d n g on lay+ ! blame on ,"t1 l an old woman4 ,!reupon he aga9 felt my pulse1 & took 8 leave1 decl>+ t 8 function 0 at an end1 & t ! re/ dep5d$ ^u myself4 ,:5 ! doctor 0 gone1 ,i set ab\t reflect+ ^u :at he _h said4 ,al?\gh 8 words 7 too sweep+1 !y 7 n ! less true 9 ! ma94 ,h[ (t5 we accuse *ance ( an illness1 ! orig9 ( :i* we %\ld seek 9 ourselves6 ,p]haps x w\ld h be5 wis] to let him f9i% ! exam9ation he _h begun4 ,b is !re n ano!r ( m importance--t :i* conc]ns ! heal? ( ! s\l8 ,am ,i s sure ( hav+ neglect$ no means ( pres]v+ t dur+ ! ye> :i* is n[ end+8 ,h ,i1 z "o ( ,god's soldi]s ^u e>?1 kept my c\rage & my arms effici5t8 ,%all ,i be ready = ! great review ( s\ls :i* mu/ pass be=e ,him ,,:o ,,is 9 ! d>k valley ( ,jeho%aphat8 ,d>e/ ?\ exam9e ?yself1 ,o my s\l6 & see h[ (t5 ?\ ha/ err$8 ,fir/1 ?\ ha/ err$ ?r\gh pride6 = ,i h n duly valu$ ! l[ly4 ,i h drunk too deeply ( ! intoxicat+ w9es ( g5ius1 & h f\nd no reli% 9 pure wat]4 ,i h disda9$ ^? words :i* _h no o!r beauty ?an _! s9c]ity2 ,i h ceas$ to love m5 solely because !y are m5--,i h lov$ !m = _! end[m5ts2 ,i h contract$ ! _w )9 ! n>r[ compass ( a pan!on1 & my sympa?y has be5 awak5$ by admiration only4 ,! vulg> cr[d1 :i* ,i ought to h foll[$ ) a fri5dly eye because x is compos$ ( my bro!rs 9 hope or grief1 ,i h let pass by ) z mu* indiff]5ce z if x 7 a flock ( %eep4 ,i am indignant ) him :o rolls 9 ri*es & despises ! man poor 9 worldly weal?2 & yet1 va9 ( my trifl+ k1 ,i despise him :o is poor 9 m9d--,i scorn ! pov]ty ( intellect z o!rs d t ( dress2 ,i take cr$it = a gift :i* ,i did n be/[ on myself1 & turn ! favor ( =tune into a weapon ) :i* to attack o!rs4 ,ah6 if1 9 ! wor/ days ( revolutions1 ignorance has revolt$ & rais$ a cry ( hatr$ aga9/ g5ius1 ! fault is n alone 9 ! envi\s malice ( ignorance1 b comes 9 "p1 too1 f ! contemptu\s pride ( k4 ,alas6 ,i h too completely =gott5 ! fable ( ! two sons ( ! magician ( ,bagdad4 ,"o ( !m1 /ruck by an irrevocable decree ( de/9y1 0 born bl9d1 :ile ! o!r enjoy$ all ! delights ( sight4 ,! latt]1 pr\d ( 8 own advantages1 laugh$ at 8 bro!r's bl9dness1 & disda9$ him z a companion4 ,"o morn+ ! bl9d boy wi%$ to g out ) him4 ,to :at purpose1 said he1 s9ce ! gods h put no?+ 9 common betwe5 u8 ,= me creation is a /age1 :]e a ?\s& *>m+ sc5es & wond]ful actors appe> 9 succession2 = y x is only an obscure abyss1 at ! bottom ( :i* y he> ! confus$ murmur ( an invisible _w4 ,cont9ue !n alone 9 y\r d>kness1 & leave ! pleasures ( light to ^? ^u :om ! day-/> %9es4 ,) ^! words he w5t away1 & 8 bro!r1 left alone1 began to cry bitt]ly4 ,8 fa!r1 :o he>d him1 imm$iately ran to him1 & tri$ to console him by promis+ to give him :atev] he desir$4 ,c y give me sight8 ask$ ! *ild4 ,fate does n p]mit x1 said ! magician4 ,!n1 cri$ ! bl9d boy1 eag]ly1 ,i ask y to put out ! sun6 ,:o kn[s :e!r my pride has n provok$ ! same wi% on ! "p ( "s "o ( my bro!rs :o does n see8 ,b h[ mu* (t5] h ,i err$ ?r\gh levity & want ( ?\ght6 ,h[ _m resolutions h ,i tak5 at r&om6 h[ _m judgm5ts h ,i pron\nc$ = ! sake ( a witticism6 h[ _m mis*iefs h ,i n done )\t any s5se ( my responsibility6 ,! great] "p ( m5 h>m "o ano!r = ! sake ( do+ some?+4 ,we laugh at ! honor ( "o1 & compromise ! reputation ( ano!r1 l an idle man :o saunt]s along a h$g][1 break+ ! "y bran*es & de/roy+ ! mo/ beautiful fl[]s4 ,&1 nev]!less1 x is by ?is v ?\ghtlessness t ! fame ( "s m5 is creat$4 ,x rises gradually1 l "o ( ^? my/]i\s m\nds 9 b>b>\s c\ntries1 to :i* a /one is add$ by e pass]by2 ea* "o br+s some?+ at r&om1 & adds x z he passes1 )\t be+ able himself to see :e!r he is rais+ a p$e/al or a gibbet4 ,:o w d>e look beh9d him1 to see 8 ra% judgm5ts held up !re to view8 ,"s "t ago ,i 0 walk+ along ! edge ( ! gre5 m\nd on :i* ! ,montm>tre telegraph /&s4 ,bel[ me1 along "o ( ! zigzag pa?s :i* w9d up ! hill1 a man & a girl 7 com+ up1 & arre/$ my att5tion4 ,! man wore a %aggy coat1 :i* gave him "s resemblance to a wild bea/2 & he held a ?ick /ick 9 8 h&1 ) :i* he describ$ v>i\s /range figures 9 ! air4 ,he spoke v l\d1 & 9 a voice :i* seem$ to me convuls$ ) passion4 ,he rais$ 8 eyes e n[ & !n ) an expression ( savage h>%ness1 & x appe>$ to me t he 0 reproa*+ & ?reat5+ ! girl1 & t %e 0 li/5+ to him ) a submissiv5ess :i* t\*$ my he>t4 ,two or ?ree times %e v5tur$ a few words1 d\btless 9 ! attempt to ju/ify h]self2 b ! man 9 ! greatcoat began aga9 imm$iately ) 8 l\d & angry voice1 8 savage looks1 & 8 ?reat5+ evolutions 9 ! air4 ,i foll[$ him ) my eyes1 va9ly endeavor+ to cat* a ^w z he pass$1 until he disappe>$ beh9d ! hill4 ,i _h evid5tly j se5 "o ( ^? dome/ic tyrants ^: sull5 temp]s are excit$ by ! pati5ce ( _! victims1 & :o1 ?\gh !y h ! p[] to become ! b5efic5t gods ( a family1 *oose r to be _! torm5tors4 ,i curs$ ! unkn[n savage 9 my he>t1 & ,i felt indignant t ^! crimes aga9/ ! sacr$ peace ( home c\ld n be puni%$ z !y des]ve1 :5 ,i he>d 8 voice approa*+ ne>]4 ,he _h turn$ ! pa?1 & soon appe>$ be=e me at ! top ( ! slope4 ,! fir/ glance1 & 8 fir/ words1 expla9$ ev]y?+ to me3 9 place ( :at ,i _h tak5 = ! furi\s tones & t]rible looks ( an angry man1 & ! attitude ( a fright5$ victim1 ,i _h be=e me only an hone/ citiz51 :o squ9t$ & /utt]$1 b :o 0 expla9+ ! managem5t ( silkworms to 8 att5tive daught]4 ,i turn$ homew>d1 smil+ at my mi/ake2 b be=e ,i rea*$ my faub\rg ,i saw a cr[d runn+1 ,i he>d calls = help1 & e f+] po9t$ 9 ! same direction to a di/ant column ( flame4 ,a manufactory _h tak5 fire1 & ev]ybody 0 ru%+ =w>d to assi/ 9 ext+ui%+ x4 ,i hesitat$4 ,night 0 com+ on2 ,i felt tir$2 a favorite book 0 await+ me2 ,i ?\ght !re w\ld be no want ( help1 & ,i w5t on my way4 ,j be=e ,i _h err$ f want ( consid]ation2 n[ x 0 f selfi%ness & c[>dice4 ,b :at6 h ,i n on a ?\s& o!r occasions =gott5 ! duties :i* b9d u to our fell[m58 ,is ?is ! fir/ "t ,i h avoid$ pay+ society :at ,i owe x8 ,h ,i n always behav$ to my companions ) inju/ice1 & l ! lion8 ,h ,i n claim$ successively e %>e8 ,if any "o is s ill-advis$ z to ask me to return "s little portion1 ,i get provok$1 ,i am angry1 ,i try to escape f x by e means4 ,h[ _m times1 :5 ,i h p]ceiv$ a begg> sitt+ huddl$ up at ! end ( ! /reet1 h ,i n gone out ( my way1 = fe> t compassion w\ld impov]i% me by =c+ me to be *>itable6 ,h[ (t5 h ,i d\bt$ ! mis=tunes ( o!rs1 t ,i might ) ju/ice h>d5 my he>t aga9/ !m4 ,) :at satisfaction h ,i sometimes v]ifi$ ! vices ( ! poor man1 9 ord] to %[ t 8 mis]y is ! puni%m5t he des]ves6 ,oh6 let u n g f>!r--let u n g f>!r6 ,i int]rupt$ ! doctor's exam9ation1 b h[ mu* sadd] is ?is "o6 ,we pity ! diseases ( ! body2 we %udd] at ^? ( ! s\l4 ,i 0 happily di/urb$ 9 my rev]ie by my neighbor1 ! old soldi]4 ,n[ ,i ?9k ( x1 ,i seem always to h se51 dur+ my fev]1 ! figure ( ?is good old man1 sometimes lean+ aga9/ my b$1 & sometimes sitt+ at 8 table1 surr\nd$ by 8 %eets ( pa/ebo>d4 ,he has j come 9 ) 8 glue-pot1 8 quire ( gre5 pap]1 & 8 great scissors4 ,i call$ him by 8 "n2 he utt]$ a joyful exclamation1 & came ne> me4 ,well6 s ! bullet is f\nd aga96 cri$ he1 tak+ my two h&s into ! maim$ "o :i* 0 left him2 x has n be5 )\t tr\ble1 ,i c tell y2 ! campaign has be5 long en\gh to w9 two clasps 94 ,i h se5 no few fell[s ) ! fev] batt] w9dmills dur+ my hospital days3 at ,leipsic1 ,i _h a neighbor :o fanci$ a *imney 0 on fire 9 8 /oma*1 & :o 0 always call+ = ! fire-eng9es2 b ! ?ird day x all w5t out ( itself4 ,b ) y x has la/$ tw5ty-eight days--z long z "o ( ! ,little ,corporal's campaigns4 ,i am n mi/ak5 !n2 y 7 ne> me8 ,well6 ,i _h only to cross ! passage4 ,?is left h& has n made y a bad nurse = want ( ! "r2 b1 bah6 y did n "k :at h& gave y dr9k1 & x did n prev5t t begg> ( a fev] f be+ dr[n$--= all ! _w l ,poniat[ski 9 ! ,el/]4 ,! old soldi] began to laugh1 & ,i1 feel+ too mu* affect$ to speak1 press$ 8 h& aga9/ my brea/4 ,he saw my emotion1 & ha/5$ to put an end to x4 ,by-!-bye1 y "k t f to-day y h a "r to draw y\r rations aga91 resum$ he gayly2 f\r meals1 l ! ,g]man me9h]rs --no?+ m6 ,! doctor is y\r h\se /ew>d4 ,we mu/ f9d ! cook1 too1 repli$ ,i1 ) a smile4 ,%e is f\nd1 said ! vet]an4 ,:o is %e8 ,g5evieve4 ,! fruit-woman8 ,:ile ,i am talk+ %e is cook+ = y1 neighbor2 & d n fe> h] sp>+ ei!r butt] or tr\ble4 ,z long z life & dea? 7 fight+ = y1 ! hone/ woman pass$ h] "t 9 go+ up & d[n /airs to le>n :i* way ! battle w5t4 ,&1 /ay1 ,i am sure ?is is %e4 ,9 fact we he>d /eps 9 ! passage1 & he w5t to op5 ! door4 ,oh1 well6 cont9u$ he1 x is ,"m ,millot1 our portress1 ano!r ( y\r good fri5ds1 neighbor1 & ^: p\ltices ,i recomm5d to y4 ,come 91 ,"m ,millot--come 92 we are q bonny boys ?is morn+1 & ready to /ep a m9uet if we _h our danc+-%oes4 ,! portress came 91 q delight$4 ,%e br\ght my l951 wa%$ & m5d$ by h]self1 ) a little bottle ( ,spani% w9e1 ! gift ( h] sailor son1 & kept = great occasions4 ,i w\ld h ?ank$ h]1 b ! good woman impos$ sil5ce ^u me1 "u ! pretext t ! doctor _h =bidd5 me to speak4 ,i saw h] arrange ev]y?+ 9 my draw]s1 ! neat appe>ance ( :i* /ruck me2 an att5tive h& _h evid5tly be5 !re1 & day by day put /raight ! unavoidable disord] consequ5t on sickness4 ,z %e f9i%$1 ,g5evieve arriv$ ) my d9n]2 %e 0 foll[$ by ,"m ,d5is1 ! milk-woman ov] ! way1 :o _h le>n$1 at ! same "t1 ! dang] ,i _h be5 91 & t ,i 0 n[ beg9n+ to be convalesc5t4 ,! good ,savoy>d br\ght me a new-laid egg1 :i* %e h]self wi%$ to see me eat4 ,x 0 necess>y to relate m9utely all my illness to h]4 ,at e detail %e utt]$ l\d exclamations2 !n1 :5 ! portress w>n$ h] to be less noisy1 %e excus$ h]self 9 a :isp]4 ,!y made a circle ar\nd me to see me eat my d9n]2 ea* m\?ful ,i took 0 accompani$ by _! expressions ( satisfaction & ?ankfulness4 ,nev] _h ! ,k+ ( ,france1 :5 he d9$ 9 public1 excit$ su* admiration among ! spectators4 ,z !y 7 tak+ ! d9n] away1 my colleague1 ! old ca%i]1 ent]$ 9 8 turn4 ,i c\ld n prev5t my he>t beat+ z ,i recogniz$ him4 ,h[ w\ld ! heads ( ! firm look ^u my abs5ce1 & :at did he come to tell me8 ,i wait$ ) inexpressible anxiety = him to speak2 b he sat d[n by me1 took my h&1 & began rejoic+ ov] my recov]y1 )\t say+ a ^w ab\t our ma/]s4 ,i c\ld n endure ?is unc]ta9ty any long]4 ,& ! ,messieurs ,durm]1 ask$ ,i1 hesitat+ly1 h[ h !y tak5-- ! int]ruption to my "w8 ,!re has be5 no int]ruption1 repli$ ! old cl]k1 quietly4 ,:at d y mean8 ,ea* "o 9 ! (fice took a %>e ( y\r duty2 all has gone on z usual1 & ! ,messieurs ,durm] h p]ceiv$ no diff]5ce4 ,?is 0 too mu*4 ,aft] s _m in/ances ( affection1 ?is fill$ up ! measure4 ,i c\ld n re/ra9 my te>s4 ,?us ! few s]vices ,i _h be5 able to d = o!rs _h be5 ackn[l$g$ by !m a hundr$fold6 ,i _h s[n a little se$1 & e gra9 _h fall5 on good gr\nd1 & br\ght =? a :ole %eaf4 ,ah6 ?is completes ! lesson ! doctor gave me4 ,if x is true t ! diseases1 :e!r ( ! m9d or body1 are ! fruit ( our follies & our vices1 sympa?y & affection are also ! rew>ds ( our hav+ done our duty4 ,e "o ( u1 ) ,god's help1 & )9 ! n>r[ limits ( human capability1 himself makes 8 own disposition1 "*1 & p]man5t condition4 ,ev]ybody is gone2 ! old soldi] has br\ght me back my fl[]s & my birds1 & !y are my only companions4 ,! sett+ sun r$d5s my half- clos$ curta9s ) its la/ rays4 ,my bra9 is cle>1 & my he>t light]4 ,a ?9 mi/ floats be=e my eyes1 & ,i feel myself 9 t happy /ate :i* prec$es a refre%+ sleep4 ,yond]1 opposite ! b$1 ! pale goddess 9 h] drap]y ( a ?\s& *ang+ colors1 & ) h] )]$ g>l&1 aga9 appe>s be=e me2 b ?is "t ,i hold out my h& to h] ) a grateful smile4 ,adieu1 belov$ ye>6 :om ,i b n[ unju/ly accus$4 ,t :i* ,i h suff]$ mu/ n be laid to !e2 = ?\ wa/ b a tract ?r\gh :i* ,god _h m>k$ out my road--a gr\nd :]e ,i _h reap$ ! h>ve/ ,i _h s[n4 ,i w love !e1 ?\ wayside %elt]1 = ^? h\rs ( happ9ess ?\ ha/ se5 me enjoy2 ,i w love !e ev5 = ! suff]+ ?\ ha/ se5 me endure4 ,nei!r happ9ess nor suff]+ came f !e2 b ?\ ha/ be5 ! sc5e = !m4 ,desc5d aga9 !n1 9 peace1 into et]nity1 & be ble/1 ?\ :o ha/ left me exp]i5ce 9 ! place ( y\?1 sweet memories in/ead ( pa/ "t1 & gratitude z paym5t = good (fices4 ,,etext ,,editor',s ,,bookm>ks3 ,ambroise ,p>e3 ',i t5d him1 ,god cures him6' ,are we !n b\nd to o!rs only by ! en=cem5t ( laws ,atta* a s5se ( remorse to ea* ( my pleasures ,b above ^! ru9s rises a calm & happy face ,contemptu\s pride ( k ,dea?1 t fai?ful fri5d ( ! wret*$ ,h\ses are vessels :i* take m]e pass5g]s ,i make x a rule nev] to h any hope ,ignorant ( :at !re is to wi% = ,looks on an accompli%$ duty nei!r z a m]it nor a grievance ,m /ir ?an "w ,no?+ is di%onorable :i* is useful ,ri*] ?an ,france h]self1 = ,i h no deficit 9 my budget ,satisfy our wants1 if we "k h[ to set b\nds to !m ,s5sible man1 :o has obs]v$ mu* & speaks little ,sull5 temp]s are excit$ by ! pati5ce ( _! victims ,! happ9ess ( ! wise man co/s b little ,we d n und]/& t o!rs may live on _! own acc\nt ,:at h y done ) ! days ,god grant$ y ,y may "k ! game by ! lair