,,gho/s ,i ,,h ,,se5 ,,& ,,o!r ,,psy*ic ,,exp]i5ces ,,by ,,violet ,,twe$ale ,,new ,,york ,,fr$]ick ,a4 ,,/okes ,,company ,,publi%]s ,copyright1 #aiai1 by ,,fr$]ick ,a4 ,,/okes ,,company ,all rights res]v$ ,,cont5ts ,,*apt] ,,page ,i ,,silk ,,dress ,,& ,,rumpus #a ,,ii ,,! ,,gho/ ,,( ,,br\ghton ,,hall #ad ,,iii ,,curi\s ,,psy*ic ,,exp]i5ces #cc ,,iv ,,ea/ ,,end ,,days ,,& ,,nights #dh ,v ,,! ,,man ,,9 ,,! ,,m>ylebone ,,road #ff ,,vi ,,! ,,gho/ ,,( ,,pr9ce ,,*>lie #gd ,,vii ,,pilgrims ,,& ,,/rang]s #ia ,,viii ,,"s ,,/range ,,ev5ts #ih ,,ix ,,pompey ,,& ,,! ,,du*ess #aad ,x ,,! ,,invisible ,,h&s #abd ,,xi ,,dawns #acc ,,xii ,,peacock',s ,,fea!rs--,,! ,,skeleton ,,h& ,,at ,,monte ,,c>lo #adf ,,xiii ,i ,,commit ,,murd] #aeg ,,xiv ,,! ,,angel ,,( ,,l\rdes #age ,,xv ,,! ,,wrai? ,,( ,,! ,,army ,,g5tleman #ahd ,,xvi ,,an ,,au/rian ,,adv5ture #aig ,,xvii ,,across ,,! ,,?re%old #baa ,,xviii ,,haunt$ ,,rooms #bba ,,xix ,,! ,,new ,,jeanne ,d',,arc #bda ,,xx ,,haunt$ ,,h\ses--,,ca/el ,a ,,m>e #bea ,,xxi ,,! ,,sequel #bfc ,,xxii ,,! ,,haunt$ ,,lodge #bgf ,,xxiii ,,auras #bia ,,xxiv ,,adieu #cjg ,,gho/s ,i ,,h ,,se5 ,,*apt] ,i ,,silk ,,dress ,,& ,,rumpus ,f ! t]rible conditions ( ! pres5t ,i h turn$ back to ! pa/1 = a little joy & a great deliv]ance4 ,9 ! pres5t "o lives no long] f day to day1 b f h\r to h\r1 & ev5 a fleet+ memory ( ! joys t are no m refre%es ! s\l--we>i$1 & fa9t+ ) a pallid anxiety t wrai?-l envelops ! :ole be+ 9 a ?rall ( sadness4 ,to-day ,i he>d music :i* ,i _h kn[n & lov$ 9 ! happy1 c>eless long ago1 & :il/ ,i 0 lo/ 9 a dream ( half-=gott5 bliss ,i smelt ! fragrance ( mimosa fl[]4 ,i _c describe ! s5sations ( joy t ?rill$ ?r\gh my :ole be+4 ,an involunt>y mov+ ( ! _s1 an em]g5ce into a dream _w1 describ$ by ! ,greeks z ec/asy4 ,! music fa%ion$ ! invisible l9k1 & ,i 0 back aga9 on a hillside :]e ! mimosa grew 9 native abundance4 ,n[1 "o ?9ks ( ,france only z a hide\s battle pla91 b memory1 ! true disp5sator ( "t1 is nev] b\nd by ye>s4 ,%e keeps ev] fre%1 9 gl[+ colors1 ^? ideal mom5ts t ga!r up ! utt] joys ( life into "o div9e %eaf ( memory4 ,x is n only = its great uses t we mu/ h memory1 b = its joys4 ,x r5ds ! gray veil %r\d+ pres5t exi/5ce1 & %[s u life z :at x really is4 ,a phantasmagoria ( wond]1 wrapp$ 9 my/]y4 ,! day ( miracles is n pa/1 x nev] w be pa/1 b if y want miracles y mu/ h ! p[] ( see+ !m4 ,i h writt5 9 ?is book ( ! miracles ,i h se54 ,"s ( !m any "o c see1 o!rs are res]v$ = ! delectation ( ! few4 ,i h writt5 ( /range visitants f o!r realms1 & ( t vivid illum9ation :i* at mom5ts lays b>e ! hidd5 spr+s ( life1 :5 ! _s em]ges beyond ! limit ( human ?\ght1 & famili> ?+s1 beyond ! horizon ( life1 & t\*es a sph]e beyond immortality4 ,x is a condition t ! grave has no?+ to d )1 a behold+ beyond ! fronti]s ( ! s\l4 ,i h writt5 ( ! spiritual life1 = )\t ?is spiritual life a palace w\ld be no wid] ?an a tomb4 ,! va/ness ( ! _s _w defies description4 ,x c *oose its own pa?ways1 & any "o ( ^! long1 long roads lead+ to ! great my/]ies4 ,x is n[ almo/ univ]sally ackn[l$g$ t psy*ic exp]i5ces1 ( a specific nature1 occur at c]ta9 times to c]ta9 p1 t are n explicable by any kn[n sci5ce4 ,g5]ally1 !y are exp]i5ces :i* po9t to ! cont9uity ( ! human consci\sness ) a wid] spiritual environm5t1 f :i* ! normal man is %ut (f4 ,a few su* exp]i5ces t h come to me ,i record4 ,i hope t ,i h nev] tri$ to conv9ce o!rs ( ! tru? ( ^! exp]i5ces4 ,if ,i h done s x has be5 unconsci\sly done4 ,i am absolutely p]suad$ t su* ph5om5a c only become conv9c+ :5 p]sonally exp]i5c$4 ,su* matt]s ought n to be accept$ on he>say4 ,x is m]e folly = "o woman to attempt to demon/rate to ano!r ! exi/5ce ( ! human s\l4 ,! mo/ t ,a c communicate to ,b1 ( any "p ( h] own exp]i5ces1 is s mu* ( x z is common to ! exp]i5ces ( bo?4 ,i h prov$ conclusively to my own consci\sness t ,i am l9k$ up ) a wid] consci\sness f :i*1 at times1 su* exp]i5ces fl[ 94 ,i "k my s\l to be 9 t\* ) a great] s\l1 :i* at mom5ts ent]s into communication ) me1 & op5s out a va/ness :i* x is impossible to translate into words1 & :i* annihilates space & "t4 ,i h _h my vision1 & ,i "k4 ,!re=e ,i am q unmov$ by criticism or ridicule4 ,i believe t :at has come to me w come to all1 & !re is no ne$ to hurry ! process4 ,we are simply a t9y "p ( a :ole1 :i* has nei!r beg9n+ nor end4 ,we live 9 a univ]se :i* is inf9ite 9 "t & space1 :i* has always exi/$ 9 "s =m1 & w g on 9 "s =m = ev]4 ,! discov]y ( ! law ( ! inde/ructibility ( matt] has prov$ ?is beyond a d\bt4 ,at "s second 9 "t our ,univ]se w be dissolv$ into new sy/ems1 = ! life ( a sol> sy/em la/s only a second 9 et]nity1 b t ne$ n worry u yet4 ,!re is lots ( "t = man to realize 8 s\l1 & all w d\btless d s at "s mom5t 9 _! _m e>? lives4 ,! classic idea is t ! ,gold5 ,age lies 9 ! pa/1 b ! ,/oic doctr9e ( recurr+ cycles 9 ! ages ( ! _w seems to sugge/ t ! ,gold5 ,age may return4 ,!re are p to-day :o ask1 ,is ?is ! end ( ! _w8 ,m probably x is ! end ( an age4 ,! h>ve/ may be ripe = ! sickle to be ?ru/ 94 ,! opposition ( good & evil may h rea*$ _! fulle/ manife/ation4 ,x may be ! h\r 9 et]nity = a complete readju/m5t ( ! little ant-hills we call great nations4 ,we "k ! rise & fall ( nations to be an hi/orical fact1 app>5tly bas$ on an immutable law4 ,?is recurr+ ph5om5on _c be expla9$1 ?\gh !re are !ories4 ,possibly ! true "o may be f\nd 9 ! failure or compliance to respond to ! *all5ge3 ,advance to a high] spiritual plane or p]i%4 ,x may be t ! "r ( cont9uance dep5ds ^u ! answ] to t *all5ge4 ,:at br\ght ab\t ! decl9e ( ^? mighty civilizations ^: monum5ts ( antiquity seem to mock our pride8 ,:at insidi\s disease br\ght ab\t ! fall ( ,rome8 ,! beauty & inspiration ( ,greece 0 arre/$ by "s swift decay1 & ! giant temples & ,pyramids ( ,egypt1 & ! ,m\nds ( ,mesopotamia1 te/ify to a gr&eur f> surpass+ ours4 ,9 ! _w's morn+ "t1 be=e ! mi/s began to cle>1 we c trace ! rise & fall ( a score ( mighty ,empires4 ,f out _! pres5t tombs ( tragic sil5ce arise figures1 colossal sculptur$ figures1 ) faces & =ms ( comm&+ p[]4 ,assyrians1 a mighty race1 leav+ beh9d :ole libr>ies ( record1 *isel$ ^u inde/ructible pages4 ,! lo/ arts ( ?ree ?\s& ye>s ago4 ,e>li] /ill ! e>? res\nd$ to ! ?und] ( ,x5ophon's ?\s&s1 & ! *>iots ( ,p]sia sweep+ aft] !m4 ,ly+ deep] /ill 9 ! %r\d ( antiquity ! ,ph>aohs em]ge z mighty conqu]ors1 & we c dimly disc]n 9 ! ,empire ( ! ,*aldeans ! movem5t ( a gorge\s civilization1 & ! maje/ic figures ( m5 v]s$ 9 my/ic1 &1 to u1 unkn[n lore4 ,9 ,italy1 memorials ( a ref9$ p1 :o 7 precursors ( ,roman p[]1 h be5 f\nd1 =ms ( p]fect grace 9 delicate vases & co9s ( gold & silv]4 ,! old ,etruscan art is trac$ back to ! ,assyrians' sculpture4 ,! sn[y cr[n ( anci5t ,greece budd$ & bloom$ 9 ! mighty halls ( ,assyria's spl5dor1 hundr$s ( ye>s be=e ,*ri/4 ,no phantom _w c\ld furni% a mighti] or m respl5d5t ho/4 ,read+ ( ^? pr\d & mighty civilizations br+s ! simple life ( ! ,naz>5e v ne> to u 9 ye>s1 x also %[s u h[ quickly great spl5dors are s&$ ov] by ! h&s ( "t4 ,! ,briti% ,museum holds ! sculptur$ records ( tw5ty-five hundr$ ye>s4 ,:il/ ! flames1 k9dl$ by ! mob ( ,*ri/ian monks1 f ! great ,alex&rian libr>y rose to ,heav51 ! temple fronts ( ! ,ph>aohs1 ! ,pyramids1 ! ,sph9x1 loom$ out ( ! conflagration4 ,! impot5t tor*es ( ! fanatics 7 p[]less aga9/ su* imp]i%able records4 ,:at ( our records8 ,w ^! anci5t civilizations be rememb]$ :5 ! fame ( mod]n nations has vani%$ utt]ly8 ,:i* has ! be/ *ance ( endur+ 9 ! future8 ,! pap] & pa/ebo>d ( to-day1 or ! monum5ts ( /one1 to :i* ! ,mon>*s ( bygone ,empires entru/$ ! hi/ory ( _! unsurpass$ gr&eur8 ,if ?\ had/ kn[n 9 ?is ?y day1 ev5 ?\1 ! ?+s :i* belong to ?y peace6 b n[ !y are hid f ?9e eyes4 ,?is is ! epitaph writt5 across ! tombs ( all nations n[ crumbl+ into du/4 ,! ?+s :i* belong to ?y peace4 ,! ?+s :i* nev] die or fade1 ^: cont9uity is nev] brok51 ! ,div9e se$s t _c p]i%1 ! ?+s :i* are immortal4 ,! w+$ s\l 9 its aeon-long pilgrimages ?r\gh et]nity to home4 ,i f9d x easy to write to-day ^u psy*ic subjects1 = ev]y:]e ,i disc]n ! dawn ( :at ,conan ,doyle1 9 8 deeply int]e/+ book1 calls ,! new revelation4 ,to "o :o1 = ! la/ =ty ye>s1 has be5 imm]s$ 9 all bran*es ( occult rese>*1 ! *ange ( view t has come ov] ! _w 9 f\r ye>s is v rem>kable4 ,e "o is n[ int]e/$ 9 ! human s\l1 & all t app]ta9s to x4 ,! spe$+ up 9 ! numb] ( psy*ic exp]i5ces com+ to light is enorm\s4 ,s (t5 n[ ,i come across ! la/ man 9 ! _w to see or he> any?+ :o has j be5 accord$ a />tl+ exp]i5ce1 & ! rank skeptic is becom+ a ?+ ( ! pa/4 ,:il/ sitt+ 9 solitude x is int]e/+ to let "o's ?\ghts slip back to *ildhood1 & trace ! pres5t life 9 ! mirror ( ! old4 ,i discov] t 9 ! imm$iate n[ !re is no?+ new1 b only t :i* has its symbol 9 ! old4 ,i seem to get only ! mu* cle>] vision ( :at once 0 vague & cl\dy1 or :olly unconsid]$ by ! m9d ( y\?4 ,9 t g>d5 ( memory ,i c set old happ5+s 9 a new light1 & measure my sl[ footpr9ts 9 ! age-long j\rney beh9d me4 ,two facts em]ge f out su* mus+s4 ,fir/ly1 ! j\rney ( my s\l takes a spiral pa?1 :i* at int]vals br+s me face to face ) ! old ?+s t ,i h le>n$ to mod]nize by dress+ 9 fre% ?\ght =ms1 z new p]ceptions are won4 ,p]ceptions prophetic ( ! great] capacity = atta9m5t :5 ! ,div9e ,p[] is p]mitt$ to unfold itself )\t let or h9drance4 ,secondly1 ! fur!r on ! s\l j\rneys ! m solit>y ! road becomes4 ,"o by "o ! old companion pilgrims drop away4 ,p]haps x is t on t long1 lone trail ! travel] mu/ be free4 ,v e>ly 9 my life came ! consci\sness t ev]y:]e ab\t me1 9 ! inf9itely above1 9 ! inf9itely bel[1 p]meat+ he>t1 m9d & s\l1 is life--endless1 et]nal4 ,on ?is %oreless ocean ( exi/5ce1 )\t =m or "n1 ! s\l is afloat4 ,bir? & dea? are ! tides1 ! ebb & fl[ ( ! ocean ( life4 ,! human s\l is b a ripple on ! sea ( exi/5ce1 & ph5om5al life is b a fla% 9 ! et]nity ( et]nities4 ,all ! teem+ lives ( ef=t ar\nd u1 all ! travail & suff]+ to :i* humanity is de/9$1 are orda9$ = ! great purpose ( s\l evolution4 ,god sets ! balance at e grave4 ,t :i* di/+ui%es e man is ! va/ d[] ( our nature1 ev5tually ! same to all1 ! pass+ incid5ts ( /ation1 =tune1 tal5t1 are m]e surface v>ieties4 ,i f9d 9 my m9d ! exi/5ce ( some?+ illimitably beyond m9d1 d\btless a common exp]i5ce4 ,i d n "k :at t some?+ is1 b x is v real1 & x inv>iably %[s me h[ cribb$1 cab9$ & conf9$ ?is life really is4 ,i _c ev5 tell :at x is t conf9es me4 ,i only "k t !re is a limitless _w full ( inf9ite possibilities all ar\nd me4 ,i seem always to h kn[n ?is1 b ,i _c grasp x4 ,true1 at r>e int]vals1 ,i cat* a glimpse ?r\gh a rift 9 ! cl\ds1 !n !y close aga94 ,at su* mom5ts ,i exp]i5ce an ec/asy ( he>t sweet happ9ess1 s m>vel\sly sweet1 s pure1 s ne> ,div9e ) its deep wordless ?\ghts ( inf9ite beauty4 ,su* regions are n s mu* imp5etrable z ineffable4 ,!y are glimpses ga9$ at "s great altitude1 f :i* ,i c look d[n on ! mortal pageant & behold my/]ies 9 :i* ,i take no "p1 b by :i* ,i am encircl$1 z an isl&1 by inf9ity4 ,su* are lum9\s & spl5did mom5ts1 :5 ! s\l beholds ! _w 9 its real my/ic beauty4 ,x is ! h\r ( transfiguration1 9 :i* ! veil drops f ! he>t & ! film f ! eyes1 s t we see life z ,god means x to be4 ,(t51 z a m]e *ild1 :5 ly+ awake 9 ^? nights1 ^: /illness h a quality ( awe1 ! sil5ce w\ld be brok5 by weird1 b>b>ic songs :i* waft$ a s5se ( old1 wild adv5tur\s life1 & 9 a curi\s quality ( my/]y ,i saw violet m\nta9s sleep+ 9 sunlight1 above a sea ( ame?y/4 ,*ildi% visions1 b sacr$ nights4 ,v _m ye>s pass$ be=e ,i und]/ood !m4 ,on hot velvety nights 9 ,june a curi\s sc5t ( smoke w\ld come to me1 ! measur$ holl[ beat+ ( bells1 & a tremul\s f>-away pip+4 ,ye>s aft]1 ,i /ood alone "o ev5+ on ! slopes ( ,etna1 amid ! pale asphodels & ! desolation ( tumbl+ lava fields1 & ,i he>d ! pipes ( ,pan1 ! re$ pipe ( ! h]d boy1 & l9k$ ! pa/ ) ! pres5t4 ,aga91 pass+ ?r\gh a region :]e ! smoke rose f ! *>coal burn]s' fires ! sc5t ( an anci5t memory came vapor+ up1 ! unfamili> sc5t t puzzl$ my *ildhood1 & ,i 0 away 9 a fla%1 to wait = ! s\l to free h]self & return f ! _w's edge4 ,i _h to j\rney fur!r ea/ be=e ,i he>d aga9 at dawn ! r+ ( camel bells z a c>avan broke camp1 & !n ,i und]/ood ! visions ( my y\?1 z ,i li/5$ to ! measur$ holl[ beat+1 & wat*$ a /range m$ley ( ea/]n traffic trail away across ! des]t4 ,sometimes1 :5 ! nurs]y clock seem$ to tick m l\dly ?an usual1 ,i saw a gigantic wat]-:eel1 & beh9d x massive rocks ) ! hewn tombs ( anci5t k+s1 & beyond !m lay di/ant glamor\s m\nta9s1 :ite sails creep+ amid w>m purple isles1 set 9 a gulf ( turquoise4 ,sometimes ,i h dream$ holy ?+s1 & wak$ to f9d myself ov]-aw$ by ! sublimity ( ! vision & ! glory ( ! ,univ]se4 ,s _m ( ^? *ildi% visions ,i h id5tifi$ 9 lat] life1 b !re is "o :i* eludes me4 ,x is a great :ite road lead+ to ! f>!r ea/1 & ,i see x dr5*$ 9 :ite sunlight4 ,t9kl+ mule tra9s pass along x1 & ,i "k n[ x is 9 "s way connect$ ) ,ida t saw anci5t ,troy1 & ! ,capital ( ,pontus1 ! seat ( ,mi?ridates' ,c\rt1 & ! ,empire ( ,trebizond4 ,"s day1 :o kn[s1 ,i may walk ^u x4 ,look+ back ,i c recollect no?+ psy*ic happ5+ to me be=e ! age ( six4 ,i c fix t date ^u :i* ,i became actually aw>e ( ! o!r _w4 ,x all happ5$ ?r\gh ,silk dress & ,rumpus4 ,i slept 9 a b$ 9 "o corn]1 & my y\ng] bro!r slept 9 ano!r corn]4 ,! room 0 l>ge1 & at ! top ( a mod]n1 q ord9>y1 t[n h\se4 ,two flights ( /airs ran d[n to ! gr\nd floor4 ,silk dress 0 some?+ we 7 extremely int]e/$ 91 b ,i _c recollect t we 7 ev] 9 ! lea/ afraid4 ,:5 we fir/ became aw>e ( silk dress ,i d n "k1 b 9 look+ back across ^? _m ye>s ,i ?9k t 9 ! beg9n+ we mu/ h accept$ x z some?+ or somebody real4 ,only aft] sev]al exp]i5ces did x dawn ^u u t x 0 n real4 ,by !n we _h pass$ beyond ! /age :5 we might h felt fe>4 ,aft] we _h gone to b$ we 7 left q alone 9 ! d>k1 & ! nurses w5t d[n to supp]4 ,! y\ng] *ildr5 slept 9 ano!r room4 ,x 0 dur+ su* p]iods ( sil5ce t silk dress began its asc5t4 ,j z we 7 dropp+ (f to sleep "o ( u w\ld murmur dr[sily1 ,"h comes silk dress4 ,!n we lay q /ill1 v wide awake aga9 & li/5$ int5tly4 ,f f> d[n on ! gr\nd floor we he>d foot/eps quietly & me?odically asc5d+1 & ! ru/le ( a silk dress4 ,we c\ld he> q di/9ctly :5 x arriv$ at ! fir/ floor1 :i* 0 occupi$ by our p>5ts1 !n x pass$ on to ! next flight ( /airs lead+ to our floor4 ,! s\nd ( foot/eps & ! ru/le ( ! silk dress became m & m cle>ly audible z x drew ev] ne>]4 ,we c\ld tell ! second at :i* x pass$ f ! la/ /ep on to ! corridor :i* l$ pa/ our half-op5 door4 ,!n !re 0 a ?rill+ mom5t or two1 :5 ! tip-tap ( %oes1 & ! swi% ( silk on ! l9oleum 0 q l\d1 b ! foot/eps nev] halt$4 ,!y always swept pa/ ! half-clos$ door1 & w5t on into a small room beyond1 :i* 0 us$ = /or+ boxes4 ,!n dead sil5ce fell aga94 ,9 ^? days we nev] he>d ! ^w gho/ m5tion$1 yet ,i _c recollect ?9k+ ( silk dress z any?+ b a visitor f ! o!r _w4 ,we talk$ ( x freely 9 ! h\sehold1 b probably because we express$ no fe>1 no "o seem$ 9 ! lea/ int]e/$4 ,on wakeful nights we occupi$ ourselves 9 wait+ = x1 & on wet nights we c\ld n he> x cle>ly because ! ra9 patt]$ s l\dly on a l>ge skylight outside our door4 ,:at int]e/$ u enorm\sly 0 ! fact t we nev] he>d x desc5d aga94 ,h[ x got d[n 9 ord] to m\nt once m 0 a great puzzle4 ,rumpus 0 q ano!r matt]1 q ano!r ord] ( manife/ation4 ,rumpus always began :5 we 7 s\nd asleep1 & ,rumpus always wide awak5$ u4 ,!y came at long] int]vals1 ab\t e t5 days1 :il/ x came on mo/ nights4 ,dur+ ! summ] morn+s 9 ! ,nor?1 :5 "o c\ld (t5 read a book 9 ! light ( a "o a4 m4 dawn1 !y 7 v int]e/+1 because :5 _! h\r1 five a4 m41 arriv$ ! room 0 flood$ ) sun%9e4 ,9 w9t] morn+s1 :5 ! room 0 9 black d>kness1 we 7 m]ely bor$1 & cross at be+ r\s$1 & we simply lay /ill & endur$ !m till !y _h q f9i%$4 ,b 9 ! summ] morn+s we always sat up 9 b$ & int5tly wat*$ some?+ we nev] saw4 ,:5 ,rumpus r\s$ u brusquely f our slumb]s x 0 by means ( a demoniac p&emonium4 ,! room 0 9 possession ( !m1 & !y cra%$1 & bang$1 & toss$ ab\t ! furniture 9 ! mo/ reckless fa%ion4 ,cra% w5t ! w>drobe1 bang w5t "o *air aft] ano!r1 hurtl+ across ! room4 ,cra% w5t w>drobe back into its place aga91 clang w5t ! fire-irons4 ,ru%+ collisions1 & rapp+s on ! w9d[-panes1 ?uds on ! floor1 rattl+s & clatt]+s ( crock]y1 j+l+ ( brass1 creak+s & groan+s ( expo/ulation f ! old s(a1 clank+ ( ! firegu>d1 a v]itable tornado ( noise1 en\gh surely to awak5 ! dead1 yet out ( ! liv+ x only awak5$--u4 ,no "o else 9 ! h\se ev] he>d x1 & our vivid descriptions 71 p]haps1 naturally attribut$ to nightm>e4 ,we1 ( c\rse1 knew t x 0 no?+ ( ! sort4 ,we 71 inde$1 v wide awake dur+ ! t5 to fifte5 m9utes ! p&emonium cont9u$1 & our eyes 7 kept d>t+ f side to side foll[+ ! track ( ! noises1 z !y grew 9 volume & int5sity4 ,creak1 groan1 cra%6 ,no mi/ak+ ! spot :]e t deaf5+ s\nd came f4 ,t 0 ! old mahogany w>drobe be+ hurl$ face d[nw>ds on ! floor1 b :il/ our eyes 7 rivet$ on its /atuesque & utt] immobility j+le1 clank1 f ! f5d]1 :]e ! fire-irons comm5c$ to jig4 ,a wildly confus$ upro> ov] all ! room1 !n boom1 ?ud1 b5ea? u1 & our b$s %iv]$ convulsively1 & s5t ?rills ( wild excitem5t c\rs+ ?r\gh our n]ves4 ,sudd5ly ! tumult w\ld cease4 ,! my/]y lay 9 ! fact t we nev] saw any?+ move1 ?\gh we di/9ctly he>d ev]y?+ mov+1 & c\ld feel our b$s reel b5ea? u4 ,i h no explanations to (f] ( ^? happ5+s4 ,!y are v cle>ly fix$ 9 my objective memory1 & :5 we 7 bo? gr[n up1 & _h f9ally left t h\se my bro!r us$ (t5 to say to me1 ,d y rememb] ',silk ,dress' & ',rumpus'8 ,su* recollections cr[d back ^u me n[1 ) _m o!r images ( *ildhood4 ,no soon] d ,i recollect "o ?an ano!r em]ges l a %9+ cl\d f bel[ ! horizon4 ,:]e h !y be5 ly+ hidd5 dur+ all ^? fly+ ye>s8 ,!y h dwelt deep d[n 9 ! et]nal memory1 ! he>t ( ,god :i* beats 9 all humanity4 ,)9 t he>t are /or$ aeonic treasures4 ,!y lie ev] 9 wait to be bidd5 arise & cross ! ?re%old4 ,,*apt] ,,ii ,,! ,,gho/ ,,( ,,br\ghton ,,hall ,i 0 ab\t six ye>s old :5 my family mov$ to a br& new h\se 9 ,cl>emont ,cresc5t1 t _h j be5 erect$ on ! outskirts ( ,ed9burgh4 ,!re 7 /ill "s gre5 fields unbuilt ^u1 & "s f9e old trees left /&+ close to u1 & ^? 7 /ill includ$ 9 a triangul> gr\p ( ?ree gr& old ,manors--,br\ghton ,hall1 ,p[d] ,hall1 & ,logie ,gre54 ,all ?ree _h ! reputation ( be+ badly haunt$4 ,! fir/ nam$ /ood almo/ )9 a /one's ?r[ ( our end ( ! ,cresc5t1 & 0 occupi$ by an anci5t family nam$ ,walk]1 :o _h held ! prop]ty = g5]ations4 ,!y /ill exi/$ z a v *>m+ relic ( ,scot* antiquity1 & !y _h always be5 fri5ds ( our family4 ,! h\se f ! outside 0 v grim & =bidd+-look+4 ,x 0 hidd5 f ! eyes ( ! curi\s beh9d v high walls1 & 0 ent]$ ^u by two huge gates1 always kept clos$4 ,inside1 ! h\se 0 mo/ int]e/+ & attractive4 ,!re 7 _m clos$ rooms & w9d+ /aircases1 & odd /eps 9 long1 d>k corridors1 b ! rooms t 7 liv$ 9 7 beautiful ( _! k9d4 ,!re 7 desks ) secret draw]s1 wond]ful pieces ( ,*ipp5dale1 t5d]ly c>$ =1 quantities ( r>e old *9a & cut glass1 & on ! walls hung glori\s ,romneys & ,hoppn]s1 :i* fet*$ huge prices at ,*ri/ie's :5 ! h\sehold 0 f9ally brok5 up by dea?4 ,! family consi/$ ( ?ree si/]s1 ,fanny1 ,hope1 & ,kitty1 ! latt] a wid[1 nam$ ,mrs4 ,*ew4 ,!re 7 two bro!rs1 ,adam & ,john4 ,! =m] liv$ ) 8 si/]s4 ,john 0 a m9i/]1 & only paid visits4 ,!re 0 a nephew1 ! heir1 ,william ,/eph5s1 :o also paid long visits to ! ,hall4 ,?\gh1 at ! date ( :i* ,i speak1 ab\t #ahgj1 he mu/ h be5 at lea/ sixty1 he 0 always ref]r$ to z ! ,laddie4 ,! ?ree si/]s occupi$ di/9ct positions 9 ! h\se4 ,mrs4 ,*ew act$ z cook1 ?\gh s]vants 7 kept1 & %e always sat 9 ! kit*51 only com+ ?r\gh to ! d9+-room = h] meals4 ,miss ,hope 0 ! worldly memb] ( ! family4 ,%e _h be5 to ,london ,t[n1 & c\ld n be reli$ ^u to /op at home4 ,%e look$ aft] ! poli%+ ( ! furniture1 ! old glass & *9a4 ,miss ,fanny 0 ! lady ( ! family4 ,%e always sat 9 ! be/ p>lor4 ,e "o wait$ on h]1 & %e 0 nev] p]mitt$ to d any?+ = h]self4 ,%e dress$ = ! "p 9 ?ick1 black sat91 )1 9 w9t]1 a :ite silk embroid]$ ,*9ese %awl1 &1 9 summ]1 old ,brussels lace4 ,across h] =ehead 0 a b& ( black velvet1 ) a pe>-%ap$ pe>l dep5d+ betwe5 ! eyebr[s4 ,ov] h] sn[-:ite hair 0 flung a piece ( old lace surm\nt+ a wrea? ( artificial fl[]s4 ,h] claw-l h&s 7 cov]$ by lace mitt5s & _m r+s4 ,i saw h] con/antly1 & %e 0 always idle4 ,i nev] saw h] read1 or sew1 or knit1 & (t5 ,i wond]$ :at %e ?\ght ab\t1 z %e sat !re always 9 ! same *air1 ye> 9 ye> out1 & ) no companion b a l>ge gray p>rot4 ,true1 h] surr\nd+s 7 delightful4 ,f h] *air ne> ! fire %e c\ld look out on ! qua9t old g>d51 always full ( fl[]s1 & %e c\ld glance ar\nd h] at ! _m beautiful objects ! room conta9$4 ,i especially admir$ "o ,hoppn]4 ,! subject 0 a beautiful woman1 ) a mass ( p[d]$ hair1 seat$ by an op5 w9d[4 ,h] *eek 0 support$ 9 h] h&1 & at h] elb[ 0 a qua9t little wick] cage conta9+ a bird4 ,i ?9k ! arti/ meant to sugge/ t bo? 7 captives4 ,?\gh q well 9 heal?1 ,miss ,fanny nev] left ! h\se1 ev5 to walk 9 ! g>d54 ,my fa!r & ,i w5t v (t5 to call ^u ^? curi\s old p1 :o 7 s utt]ly out ( t\* ) mod]n life1 backw>d ?\gh life 0 !n 9 ! ,nor!rn ,capital4 ,we arriv$ at all sorts ( h\rs1 b refre%m5ts 7 always produc$4 ,an amaz+ly ri* cake1 & fruity old port1 s]v$ 9 l>ge qu>t]-p9t cut-glass rumm]s4 ,x 0 n consid]$ polite to refuse ^? (f]+s1 :i* 7 always kept 9 a corn] cupbo>d1 & s]v$ by ,mrs4 ,*ew1 :o em]g$ f ! kit*51 or ,miss ,hope1 :o left h] h\sework to greet u4 ,?\gh ,br\ghton ,hall 0 commonly reput$ to be haunt$1 no "o seem$ to "k :at =m ! gho/ took4 ,i 0 great fri5ds ) ,mr4 ,adam1 a maje/ic1 clean-%av5 old man1 :o c>ri$ 8 *9 v high above an enorm\s black silk /ock1 & (t5 ,i tri$ to draw him on ! subject ( ! gho/1 b )\t success4 ,he took x v s]i\sly1 & w>n$ me t ,i w\ldn't be any ! bett] = hav+ se5 x4 ,besides1 he always conclud$1 x's a family affair4 ,! si/]s 7 ev5 m uncommunicative4 ,my fa!r & ,i 7 pr(\ndly int]e/$ 9 ?is gho/4 ,!re 0 some?+ ab\t ! :ole e/abli%m5t t 0 extremely promis+1 f ! gho/-hunt] po9t ( view4 ,! consequ5ce ( ?is 0 t we 7 always on ! pr[l4 ,no?+ disc\rag$ u1 & we sp>$ nei!r "t nor tr\ble4 ,!re is no rese>* :i* requires su* inf9ite pati5ce z psy*ic rese>*4 ,sev]al ye>s pass$ be=e ! great mom5t arriv$1 & :5 x did arrive x 0 all ov] 9 ab\t f\r m9utes4 ,my fa!r _h a way ( sudd5ly look+ up f 8 "w & say+1 ,let's g to ,br\ghton ,hall4 ,i w\ld at once rise1 & toge!r we w\ld pass out into ! night1 )\t ei!r hats or coats4 ,v ecc5tric1 x may be said1 b !n we frankly 7 v ecc5tric4 ,we w\ld /eal away toge!r ar\nd ! ,cresc5t1 & d[n ! road till we rea*$ ! great gates4 ,v s(tly we op5$ & clos$ !m1 & keep+ well 9 ! %ad[ ( ! trees & bu%es we w\ld creep r\nd ! sil5t h\se4 ,i _c describe ! ?rill ( ^? nocturnal adv5tures4 ,x 0 all s e]ie1 s full ( vague1 t]rify+ possibilities4 ,i don't "k :at we expect$ to see1 & we 7 g5]ally back aga9 9 our own h\se 9 half an h\r2 b "o night our pati5ce really 0 rew>d$4 ,x 0 ,novemb]1 dry1 b wild & bitt]ly cold4 ,bill[y :ite sn[ cl\ds scudd+ be=e a brisk nor? w9d ?rew u alt]nately into light & d>kness1 z !y cov]$ & uncov]$ ! face ( ! full moon4 ,we _h em]g$ f our h\se ab\t half-pa/ n9e1 & _h rea*$ ! back ( ,br\ghton ,hall4 ,! h\se 0 %r\d$ 9 d>kness & dead sil5ce1 e bl9d 0 close drawn1 & ! sugge/ion 0 "o ( utt] empt9ess4 ,my fa!r & ,i 7 walk+ ap>t1 ,i be+ "r "u ! %ad[ ( ! walls1 :il/ he 0 9 ! middle ( ! pav$ c\rt1 :i* _h nei!r h$ge nor walls1 b met ! edge ( ! field runn+ up to x4 ,sudd5ly ,i he>d him :isp] ,hu%6 ?\gh we nev] did utt] a ^w :il/ close to ! h\se4 ,8 arm 0 po9t+ 9 front ( him4 ,i />$ ahead1 & !n ,i saw1 cle>ly lit by ! moon1 a woman :o _h app>5tly j r\nd$ ! corn] ( ! h\se4 ,%e 0 runn+ h>d1 /raight t[>ds u1 & h] feet made no s\nd on ! r\nd cobble /ones4 ,t]ror sudd5ly seiz$ me1 & ,i d>t$ across to my fa!r1 & got well beh9d him1 seiz+ him firmly r\nd ! wai/4 ,! woman came on1 ru%+ wildly4 ,%e _h ne>ly rea*$ u1 & ,i 0 almo/ ?r[n ov] z my fa!r fac$ h]1 & back$ to all[ h] to pass4 ,i peep$ r\nd him1 & saw a woman1 gha/ly pale1 & di/raught-look+1 clad 9 a :ite nightdress4 ,two long /r&s ( black hair /ream$ out beh9d h]1 & h] b>e arms 7 out/ret*$ 9 front4 ,9 a fla% %e _h pass$1 & absolutely sil5tly1 & ,i f\nd myself ly+ on ! gr\nd alone1 & my fa!r vani%+ 9 hot pursuit4 ,ne$less to say ,i v quickly pick$ myself up aga91 & jo9$ ! *ase4 ,t]ror l5t me w+s1 & 9 a m9ute or two ,i came up ) him1 /&+ brea?less by ! gate4 ,vani%$ into ?9 air j z ,i rea*$ h]4 ,t's always ! way4 ,y c't cat* !m1 he said4 ,we made a little det\r be=e go+ home1 9 ord] to discuss ! great ev5t4 ,we _h no d\bt t we _h se5 a g5u9e app>ition4 ,we knew all ! occupants ( ! ,hall1 & ! woman _h vani%$ 9 ! op51 & 9 full flight1 j z my fa!r _h come up alongside h]4 ,he caution$ me aga9/ m5tion+ our adv5ture to any "o1 & ,i kept sil5ce until ye>s aft]1 :5 ,br\ghton ,hall 0 pull$ d[n & its inmates 7 all dead4 ,be=e go+ on to our next gho/ly adv5ture ,i w say a few words ab\t my fa!r1 ,rob]t ,*amb]s1 :o 9 ^? days 0 some?+ ( a celebrity1 & a v rem>kable man4 ,9 appe>ance he 0 v h&some1 extremely tall & well built1 & ) features t 7 well-nigh p]fect4 ,x 0 ! fa%ion 9 8 "t to we> ! hair r long1 & 8 0 d>k & v curly4 ,he always dress$ well1 9 ! /yle ( ! c\ntry g5tleman1 r ?an z a t[n dwell]4 ,9 "* he 0 extremely indep5d5t1 & 0 utt]ly indiff]5t to two ?+s--money & public op9ion4 ,8 intellect 0 extraord9>y1 & x 0 commonly said t he knew a great deal ab\t mo/ ?+s1 & some?+ ab\t all ?+s4 ,9 ,scotl&1 9 ^? days1 x 0 n consid]$ necess>y to tr\ble ab\t ! education ( girls4 ,no "o ev] tri$ to educate me1 consequ5tly at a v e>ly age ,i 0 absolutely free to devote myself entirely to my fa!r1 & we 7 insep>able4 ,our int]c\rse 0 n t ( fa!r & daught]4 ,x 0 t ( confid5tial fri5ds ( an equal age4 ,at t p]iod my "m 0 m or less ( an invalid1 & _h h] own att5dants4 ,my fa!r & ,i w5t e morn+ at t5 o'clock to ! old bus9ess h\se ( ,w4 & ,r4 ,*amb]s1 9 ! ,high ,/reet ( ,ed9burgh1 & rema9$ !re till half-pa/ two1 :5 we walk$ home toge!r1 sometimes pay+ a call or two on ! way4 ,?\gh a m]e un$ucat$ *ild ,i help$ him 9 8 lit]>y "w1 & at odd h\rs committ$ to memory _m poets4 ,we return$ to f\r o'clock d9n]1 ! correct h\r 9 ^? days1 & at six o'clock a port] arriv$ ) my fa!r's bag1 conta9+ manuscripts to be read & select$ = ,*amb]s' ,j\rnal4 ,f six p4 m4 till midnight he work$ at read+ manuscript1 n typ$ !n1 & pro( correct+4 ,twice a week we w5t to ! !at]--!re 0 only "o 9 ,ed9burgh !n4 ,x 0 manag$ by a h>d work+ c\ple1 ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,h[>d1 :o sometimes fill$ up a week by act+ !mselves4 ,i am b\nd to say we sp5t mo/ ( our "t 9 ! ,gre5 ,room1 & ,i knew e turn & twi/ beh9d ! curta94 ,?is turn$ out to be lucky = u4 ,"o night we w5t to a p]=mance giv5 by ! ,ar?ur ,sullivan ,company1 & ab\t halfway ?r\gh a cry ( ,fire 0 rais$4 ,great masses ( burn+ /uff began to drop f ! ceil+ d[n into ! auditorium4 ,in/antly !re 0 a panic1 & a t]rible /amp$e1 & my fa!r & ,i lean$ =w>d1 protect+ our heads beh9d ! backs ( ! /alls 9 front1 :il/ ! mad ru% climb$ ov] u4 ,:5 all 0 cle> 9 front ( u we made our way to ! back ( ! /age1 & escap$ q easily4 ,i look$ beh9d me1 & ,i c see n[ ! d5se mass ( /ruggl+ humanity w$g$ 9 ! doorway4 ,i rema9$ safely ) ,mrs4 ,h[>d :il/ my fa!r ran ar\nd to ! front & help$ to extricate ! dead4 ,! !at] 0 burn$ to ! gr\nd1 b 0 v rapidly built up aga94 ,my fir/ lit]>y ef=t mu/ "h be record$4 ,i collaborat$ ) ,pr(essor ,&rew ,wilson 9 writ+ ! pantomime ( ,ali ,baba & ! ,=ty ,?ieves4 ,&rew ,wilson 0 ,pr(essor ( ,natural ,sci5ce1 & an extremely v]satile p]son--a passionate love ( ! drama 0 add$ to 8 _m sci5tific atta9m5ts4 ,we wrote ! dialogue toge!r1 9 "o long revelry ( laught]1 & ,i 0 responsible = ! words ( ! songs4 ,z a lit]>y ef=t ,i c only describe x z appall+4 ,! pantomime 01 h[ev]1 a great success4 ,! audacity ( our utt] incompet5ce prov$ highly successful1 & ! critics ju/ly describ$ x z ,! funnie/ ,pantomime 9 ,scotl&4 ,no wond] ! audi5ce laugh$ f />t to f9i%4 ,my fa!r always call$ at once ^u any celebrity :o happ5$ to be pass+ ?r\gh ! city1 & ?us ,i became acqua9t$ ) _m int]e/+ & amus+ p4 ,h5ry ,irv+ 0 among/ ! numb]4 ,we always call$ ^u him on our way to bus9ess1 a little be=e t54 ,if he 0 play+ = a week we call$ on him e morn+1 & (t5 look$ into ! ,gre5 ,room at night4 ,he & my fa!r 7 great fri5ds1 & at ! h\r ( our visit he 0 always propp$ up 9 b$ hav+ breakfa/4 ,i us$ to p]* on ! b$ :il/ ! two m5 talk$4 ,irv+'s night%irt int]e/$ me 7pyjamas _h n come 9 !n74 ,x 0 :ite cambric ) two enorm\s d\ble frills d[n ! front1 & q a pi]rot ruffle r\nd 8 neck4 ,he 0 pr(\ndly int]e/$ 9 ! occult1 & told me t a gho/ he _h once se5 _h sugge/$ to him a p>ticul> action ( 8 :il/ play+ 9 ,! ,bells4 ,at ! mom5t :5 he p>t$ ! curta9s1 & look$ wildly out1 %\t+ ho>sely1 ,! ,bells1 ! ,bells4 ,?r\gh ,irv+ we came to "k ! ,b>oness ,burdett ,c\tts1 8 ard5t admir]4 ,%e 0 v k9d to me1 & pres5t$ me ) a gre5 silk dress1 b ,i always ?\ght h] a v melan*oly woman1 ev5 :5 ent]ta9+ _m int]e/+ p 9 h] celebrat$ corn] h\se 9 ,piccadilly1 ) its :ite *9a p>rot sw++ 9 ! w9d[4 ,%e 0 mu* atta*$ to my fa!r1 & treat$ him ) a humble & t\*+ def]5ce4 ,rob]t ,*amb]s 0 a v ke5 sportsman1 :o =tunately did n require mu* practice to keep up 8 game4 ,he held *ampion%ips 9 golf & b[l+4 ,he 0 too ard5t a naturali/ & orni?ologi/ to c>e = %oot+1 b he 0 an exp]t angl]4 ,he 0 also a born actor & mimic1 & us$ to keep a ,gre5 ,room 9 ro>s by tak+ (f any ( ! pr(ession call$ =1 & ,i nev] he>d a bett] v5triloqui/4 ,he ador$ music1 & play$ ! flute well4 ,z a plat=m speak] he 0 extremely flu5t & p]fectly at ease4 ,8 indiff]5ce to money result$ 9 8 nev] hav+ a p5ny 9 8 pocket at night1 no matt] h[ mu* he took ) him 9 ! morn+1 & "o ( my tasks 0 to prev5t 8 be+ fleec$ by ^? :o lay 9 wait = him4 ,he took any am\nt ( tr\ble ov] impecuni\s & incompet5t au?ors1 & con/antly re-wrote _! "w = !m 9 ord] to make x fit = publication4 ,he 0 a unique editor1 & 8 labors 9 ! cause ( *>ity 7 /r5u\s1 secret1 &1 ,i fe>1 r indiscrim9ate4 ,dur+ ?is p]iod ( my life1 ! head ( ! h\se1 ,william ,*amb]s1 0 /ill liv+1 ) 8 qua9t old wife1 9 ! ,we/ ,end ( ,ed9burgh4 ,william1 :o _h surviv$ 8 m v]satile bro!r1 ,rob]t 7my gr&fa!r71 0 a little %rivel$-up old man1 ) a dry & sev]e mann]4 ,mo/ p 7 afraid ( him1 few lik$ him1 b ,i got on ) him fam\sly4 ,i h always be5 extremely pr\d ( ! fact t he rose f no?+ to great weal?4 ,!re mu/ be some?+ f9e 9 a man1 :o1 z a lad1 rose at f\r a4 m4 to read classics to an intellig5t bak]1 :il/ ! bat* ( bread 0 be+ bak$1 & :o gladly accept$ z paym5t a copp] or a roll4 ,william & ,rob]t ,*amb]s _h left _! wid[$ "m to f5d = !mselves4 ,! family 0 at ! l[e/ f9ancial ebb4 ,mu* money _h be5 sp5t on ! ,fr5* refugees :o flock$ into ,scotl& 9 #ahaj1 & !re 0 no?+ to sp>e n[4 ,we 7 orig9ally ,fr5*1 l s v _m ( ! old ,scot* families4 ,! fir/ ( u 9 hi/ory is record$ z ,guillaume de la ,*aumbre1 :o1 z ! mo/ prom95t man 9 ,peebles1 sign$ ! ,ragman ,roll 9 #abif4 ,my p _h always liv$ 9 ! dales ( ! ,twe$1 s v appropriately ,i m>ri$ a man call$ ,twe$ale4 ,t[>ds ! end ( 8 life ,william ,*amb]s amus$ himself by sp5d+ _m ?\s&s on ! re/oration ( ,/4 ,giles' ,ca!dral1 an hi/oric *ur* :i* _h fall5 into great disrepair4 ,?is 0 a "t ( great int]e/ = me1 & ,i us$ to sp5d h\rs help+ ! workm5 to ga!r up ! ?\s&s ( human skulls t pav$ ! *ur* to a good dep?4 ,!re 7 tombs laid b>e ( _m celebrat$ p ( ! long ago1 & ^! _h to be id5tifi$1 & c>efully kept intact1 until f9ally giv5 a saf] re/+-place4 ,william ,*amb]s _h be5 (f]$ a b>onetcy "s ye>s previ\sly1 b he refus$ x4 ,he told me he did n consid] x a dignifi$ ?+ = a man ( lett]s to be> any o!r honor ?an t accord$ to bra9 p[] by a b5efit$ _w4 ,he & 8 bro!r ,rob]t 7 ! pione]s ( *eap & good educational lit]ature = ! labor+ man1 & ! avidity ) :i* ?is lit]ature1 ,*amb]s' ,in=mation = ! ,p1 0 consum$1 appe>$ to be a fitt+ rew>d4 ,9 ^? days x 0 an unhe>d-( ?+ = a publi%] to be honor$ by a title4 ,n[1 h[ev]1 on ! eve ( ! re-op5+ ( ,/4 ,giles' ,ca!dral1 ,h] ,maje/y1 ,que5 ,victoria1 comm&$ ,william ,*amb]s to accept a b>onetcy4 ,! old c\ple 7 mu* agitat$1 b _h to submit1 & ! ,que5 ann\nc$ h] int5tion ( p]=m+ ! op5+ c]emony4 ,:5 ! day arriv$ ,william ,*amb]s lay dead 9 8 h\se1 & my fa!r & ,i took ! place ( ! old c\ple4 ,! ,que5 0 indispos$1 & ,"l ,ab]de5 took h] place4 ,aft] ! c]emony bo? ,"l ,ab]de5 & ,"l ,roseb]y urg$ ^u my fa!r to take up ! b>onetcy1 m especially z he 0 8 uncle's heir1 b ?is he utt]ly refus$ to d4 ,old ,lady ,*amb]s1 ! wid[1 disc>d$ h] title imm$iately & rema9$ ,mrs4 ,*amb]s till ! day ( h] dea?4 ,x mu/ h be5 at lea/ a mon? aft] ,william ,*amb]s' dea? t he visit$ me 9 a v vivid dream4 ,i dream$ t he 0 /&+ beside my b$1 & sudd5ly he b5t ov] me & :isp]$ 9 my e>1 ,i've left y all my money4 ,on wak+ ,i _h totally =gott5 ! dream1 b lat] 9 ! day an old s]vant ( ours said to me1 ,i saw ! wrai? ( y\r ,uncle ,william la/ night1 b he _h no?+ to say to me4 ,!n my dream fla%$ back to me4 ,a day or two aft]w>ds ,i said sudd5ly to ! old family lawy]1 ,0 !re ev] a "q ( ,uncle ,william leav+ 8 money to me8 ,! dry answ] 01 ,yes6 at "o "t !re 0 a "q ( t4 ,i c\ld nev] extract any?+ fur!r f him on ! subject4 ,?\gh n[ possess$ ( consid]able weal? my fa!r made no diff]5ce 9 8 mode ( life1 & he cont9u$ to "w j z h>d z ev]1 & to give away l>ge sums ( money4 ,he nev] want$ any?+ = himself1 b 0 always ready to give to o!rs4 ,he _h a great love ( preci\s /ones1 & always c>ri$ ab\t little packets ( diamonds1 :i* look$ l packets ( *emi/s' p[d]s4 ,_h ,i desir$ ,i c\ld h load$ myself ) jewels4 ,he nev] d5i$ me any?+ & we cont9u$ our close companion%ip1 ! only diff]5ce n[ be+ we took "s holidays 9 ! =m ( aft]noons (f4 ,on "o ( ^! occasions we saw our second gho/4 ,we w5t to pay a visit to a v old woman1 ^: "n ,i _c rememb]4 ,%e liv$ alone ) "o s]vant 9 an anci5t dwell+ 9 ,inv]esk4 ,! h\se 0 a l>ge "o1 & 0 enclos$ by v high walls1 :i* entirely isolat$ x f ! busy /reets t surr\nd$ x4 ,! orig9al old g>d5 rema9$1 9 all its beauty1 & ! rooms 7 full ( qua9t heirlooms4 ,we 7 always made v welcome1 & ! s]vant at once produc$ a delici\s tea1 consi/+ ( fre% bak$ scones1 butt] made ( real cream--m>g>9e be+ n !n inv5t$--home-made /rawb]ry jam1 & home-laid eggs4 ,russian eggs 7 n !n import$4 ,i mu/ "h int]pose t delici\sly innoc5t telegram s5t by an ,ab]de5 m]*ant 9 ! fir/ days ( ! ,great ,w>1 & :i* set all ,engl& & ,scotl& mad to see ! fur & sn[-clad ,russian troops pass+ ?r\gh to ! ,front4 ,! telegram ran z foll[s3-- ,tw5ty ?\s& ,russians arriv$4 ,! tw5ty ?\s& ,muscovites 7 only tw5ty ?\s& /ale eggs1 b ,"l ,kit*5]'s ord] 01 ,let x /&4 ,to return to my /ory4 ,"o glori\s late spr+ ev5+ we 7 seat$ at tea1 & ! w9d[ 0 ?r[n wide to ! p]fum$ g>d51 :]e lilacs1 & wallfl[]s1 & lilies ( ! valley riot$ glori\sly4 ,! birds 7 9 full song 9 ?is peaceful sanctu>y1 :i* might h be5 a hundr$ miles away f a t[n4 ,my fa!r _h put 8 inv>iable "q to ! old woman1 ,h y se5 h] aga98 ,sometimes ! answ] 0 ,yes1 sometimes ,no4 ,i ga!r$ t ?is "q ref]r$ to ! old woman's dead daught]1 h] only *ild4 ,?is daught] _h be5 viol5tly insane = _m ye>s & _h rema9$ "u h] "m's protection4 ,%e _h di$ "s ye>s previ\sly1 at ! age ( fifty-five1 hav+ endur$ a t]ribly long m>tyrdom4 ,sudd5ly my fa!r broke (f ! conv]sation4 ,my ,god6 !re %e is6 ,he half rose f 8 *air & />$ ?r\gh ! op5 w9d[4 ,i look$ 9 ! same direction4 ,a woman 0 /roll+ aimlessly along ! pa? j outside4 ,!re 0 a curi\s unc]ta9ty ab\t h] movem5ts4 ,%e walk$ l a bl9d p]son1 :o has nei!r /ick nor arm to guide h]4 ,/rangely en\gh ,i nev] ?\ght ( connect+ ?is woman ) ! gho/ ( ! mad daught]4 ,%e look$ s natural1 s commonplace4 ,h] holl[ face 0 q gray1 & h] d>k hair 0 drawn tightly back f x1 & roll$ 9 an ugly knob beh9d4 ,h] dress 0 ( "s d>k mat]ial1 h] boots 7 ( clo?1 & h] h&s & arms 7 roll$ up 9 a /uff apron %e wore4 ,!re %e 01 vacantly w&]+ 9 ! g>d51 9 ! lovely spr+ ev5+1 ) ! blackbirds & ?ru%es s++ _! he>ts out all ar\nd h]1 & ,i did n compreh5d :y su* an ord9>y1 unattractive look+ p]son %\ld s deeply int]e/ my fa!r4 ,i turn$ r\nd to say some?+ to ! old woman1 !n ,i in/antly und]/ood4 ,%e _h gone d[n on h] knees1 & _h hidd5 h]self by ?r[+ ! end ( ! tableclo? ov] h] head4 ,!n ,i turn$ my eyes back to ! app>ition4 ,i don't suppose %e 0 visible = m ?an f\r m9utes4 ,i rememb] my fa!r utt]+ consol+ words to ! effect t %e's gone1 & help+ ! old woman into h] *air aga91 :5 we resum$ our tea & conv]sation1 z if no?+ unusual _h occurr$4 ,look+ back ^u ^! incid5ts ,i contra/ ! inf9ite tr\ble we took 9 our hunt = gho/s1 ) pres5t-day psy*ical rese>*4 ,i ?9k ( ! innum]able half h\rs we sp5t at ,br\ghton ,hall1 & only once 7 we rew>d$ by see+ any?+4 ,we visit$ ! old woman at ,inv]esk :5ev] we f\nd "t4 ,!re 0 no?+ 9 ! lea/ inspir+ or int]e/+ 9 h] conv]sation1 yet to u !re 0 an unspeakable *>m ab\t h] outw>d circum/ances4 ,!re 0 ! spiritual *>m ( ! sil5t old h\se1 ) its vibrat+ memories ( ! long dep>t$4 ,! *>m ( ! cloi/]$ peace1 amid/ :i* ! woman liv$ & dream$1 %ut away f ! _w by ! high walls4 ,x 0 a retreat 9 :i* to m$itate1 & t always appeal$ to me4 ,a dwell+ ) a beautiful view has a great *>m1 b x draws ! ?\ghts always outw>d to ! ext]nal4 ,/ill1 :5 ,i pass a quiet old home/ead1 hidd5 away 9 its own fl[]y old g>d5 f ! eyes ( ! _w1 x attracts me f> m ?an ! f>-flung gr&eur ( _m a /ately ,engli% mansion4 ,only 9 su* retreats ( anci5t peace c ! ?\ghts be turn$ cont9u\sly inw>d1 to _! true b\rne--! temple ( ! liv+ ,god4 ,i seem to h be5 born ) an +ra9$ belief 9 ! enorm\s virtue ( r5unciation4 ,self-sacrifice1 ,i am c]ta91 is ! f\ndation /one ^u :i* is built ! moral progress ( man4 ,i _h occasion to prove ?is = myself at a comp>atively e>ly age4 ,my "m sudd5ly became mu* m ail+ ?an usual1 & began to suff] a great deal ( pa94 ,a consultation ( doctors 0 call$ by our own family physician1 & two ( ! greate/ surgeons 9 ,ed9burgh arriv$ "o morn+ at our h\se4 ,aft] ab\t an h\r !y came into ! room 9 :i* ,i await$ !m4 ,_! faces 7 v grave4 ,!y in=m$ me1 z k9dly z !y c\ld1 t !y _h arriv$ at ! unanim\s op9ion t my "m 0 suff]+ f int]nal canc]1 & t %e might possibly live ano!r six mon?s4 ,our own doctor confess$ t he _h long suspect$ ?is1 & ! two surgeons corroborat$ 8 op9ion4 ,!re 0 no d\bt 9 _! m9ds1 z ! disease _h op5ly decl>$ itself4 ,i took ?is %ock 9 p]fect sil5ce = a m9ute or two1 !n ,i decid$ ^u my fir/ c\rse ( action4 ,i ask$ !m 9 ! mean:ile to keep ?is matt] secret f e "o1 ev5 f my fa!r4 ,to ?is !y r demurr$1 say+ t x 0 only "r t he %\ld "k ! tru?1 & t he w\ld c]ta9ly "q !m4 ,i !n urg$ t our family doctor _h kn[n ( ?is1 & _h hidd5 8 k up to to-day4 ,x w\ld be easy en\gh = him to g on hid+ ! tru? = a %ort "t long]4 ,! doctors s\ght to "k my reason = ?is secrecy2 x w\ld d no good1 ! tru? w\ld h to come out4 ,i c\ld give no reason4 ,i _h no reason1 only a v /rong in/9ct1 & ,i want$ "t4 ,i ask$ = a =tnight1 aft] :i* ,i w\ld myself in=m my fa!r ( ! nature ( my "m's malady4 ,!y agre$ to ?is1 d\btless mu* reliev$ t s unpleasant a task 0 remov$ to o!r %\ld]s1 & !y w5t away4 ,t night ,i did n sleep4 ,i _h too mu* to ?9k out4 ,my "m mu/ n die4 ,i _h to =m "s plan to save h]1 if x 7 humanly possible4 ,%e 0 absolutely necess>y1 ,i consid]$1 to ! y\ng] *ildr54 ,%e w\ld be requir$ = "s ye>s yet4 ,my life 0 :olly giv5 up to my fa!r1 ,i _h become necess>y to him1 & ?is left me no "t to "m ! "y ones4 ,8 heal? 0 n ( ! be/4 ,a curi\s t5d5cy to hemorrhage kept him con/antly weak4 ,if he _h a too? drawn ble$+ w\ld cont9ue = days aft]4 ,he ne$$ all my att5tion4 ,at t p>ticul> "t ,i possess$ some?+--nev] m9d :at--t meant m to me ?an any?+ else 9 ! :ole wide _w4 ,x 0 ! greate/ ?+ ,i _h 9 life4 ,i decid$ be=e morn+ t ) ?is1 my "o great possession1 ,i w\ld /rike a b>ga9 ) ! ,almighty4 ,i w\ld give ,him a =tnight to consid] x4 ,i w\ld (f] ,him ! greate/ ?+ 9 my life 9 ex*ange = my "m's life4 ,q conceivably ,he might refuse to consid] ! proposition1 9 :i* case ,i /ood to lose ev]y?+4 ,i c\ld nev] aga9 recov] :at ,i propos$ to risk1 b ,i came to ! delib]ate conclusion t x 0 wor? x4 ,! case dem&$ a desp]ate rem$y4 ,hav+ made up my m9d1 ,i w5t ab\t ! bus9ess 9 ! crude/ & mo/ practical mann]4 ,i set aside c]ta9 odd half h\rs dur+ ! com+ =tnight1 9 :i* ,i w\ld /ate my case4 ,i want$ ,god to h e opportunity ( consid]+ my sugge/ion on its simple m]its4 ,i began by po9t+ out to ,him :y x 0 s necess>y t my "m %\ld live1 & !n ,i w5t on to say t ,he might be sure ,i ask$ no?+ = myself4 ,i propos$ to give 9 ex*ange = my "m's life ! greate/ ?+ ,i possess$ on e>?1 a ?+ t d\btless 0 ( little int]e/ to ,him1 b nev]!less meant a v great deal to me--9 fact1 my all4 ,i really _h no?+ else ( any value to (f]4 ,n[1 9 ?us address+ ! ,almighty1 ,i 0 n act+ z a primitive savage1 = ,i _h consid]$ ! subject ( ,deity = sev]al ye>s1 & _h /udi$ mo/ ( ! great !ologians4 ,i address$ ,him ?us z a ,_s ( too supreme a pot5cy1 ( too extrane\s a m5tality & maje/y1 to be address$ 9 any o!r t]ms b pla9 d[nright reason+4 ,elaborate & propitiatory words 7 good en\gh = e>?ly pr9celets1 b ridicul\s :5 (f]$ up to ! ,supreme ,creative ,p[]4 ,t 0 my way ( look+ at x1 & ,i began at once to c>ry out my plan4 ,!re 0 no "t to lose4 ,mean:ile1 no liv+ s\l1 save ! doctors1 knew ( my secret4 ,at ! end ( ! second day my "m 0 free f pa94 ,at ! end ( ! fir/ week %e 0 recov]+ rapidly4 ,! family doctor 0 int5sely puzzl$1 b /ill adh]$ to 8 orig9al conviction4 ,on ! eigh? day ,i ceas$ my half-h\rly reason+ ) ,god4 ,i m]ely ?ank$ ,him = conclud+ ! b>ga94 ,he _h accept$ my sacrifice1 ! greate/ ,i c\ld make1 & !re t matt] end$4 ,i felt1 )\t ! smalle/ irrev]5ce1 t we 7 quits4 ,at ! end ( ! mon? ! two great surgeons return$1 at our own doctor's reque/4 ,i await$ !m ) p]fect assurance & tranquillity4 ,:5 !y came 9 to me !y /ill look$ p]turb$4 ,!y told me t !y _h exam9$ my "m1 & f\nd all traces ( ! malady _h disappe>$4 ,!y c\ld n acc\nt = x1 !y reit]at$ _! =m] diagnosis1 dwell+ ^u c]ta9 facts1 9 v natural self-ju/ification4 ,!y express$1 9 ! v k9de/ mann]1 _! deep regret = all ! suff]+ & anxiety !y mu/ h caus$ me1 & said h[ v lucky x 0 t no "o _h be5 made aw>e ( _! orig9al convictions1 save myself4 ,! case 0 extraord9>y1 abnormal1 !re 0 no?+ m to say4 ,!n !y w5t away = ! la/ "t4 ,my fa!r 0 greatly puzzl$ at _! refus+ to accept any fee1 & to ! day ( 8 dea? our own doctor1 :5ev] he f\nd me alone1 ref]r$ to ! case z ! mo/ m>vel\s he _h ev] come across4 ,my "m q rega9$ h] heal?1 & di$ _m ye>s aft] f lung tr\ble4 ,"o o!r great sacrifice ,i _h to make a ye> or two aft]4 ,my fa!r 0 entirely conf9$ to b$ ) a sev]e attack ( int]nal hemorrhage1 & at ! same "t my y\nge/ si/] 0 ?reat5$ ) consumption4 ,%e 0 ord]$ to g to ! ,s\? ( ,france imm$iately4 ,x 0 decid$ t ,i mu/ g ) h]1 z %e c\ld n be tru/$ to /rang]s4 ,my "m1 absolutely re/or$ to heal?1 w\ld be left ) my fa!r1 :o _h also a good nurse valet4 ,my fa!r & ,i bade ea* o!r f>ewell "o e>ly morn+ 9 ,febru>y1 #ahhh4 ,we knew we w\ld n meet aga9 on e>?4 ,only "o o!r curi\s incid5t d ,i rememb] 9 connection ) t t[n h\se we liv$ 94 ,on ! night ( ! #bh? ,decemb] we 7 all assembl$ 9 ! libr>y1 mo/ ( u 7 read+1 & a viol5t w9d /orm 0 h[l+ r\nd ! h\se4 ,sudd5ly my fa!r laid d[n ! pro( %eets he 0 correct+1 & took out 8 wat*4 ,!n he turn$ to u & said3 ,at ?is mom5t1 sev5 fifte51 on ,sunday ! #bh? ( ,decemb]1 #ahgi1 some?+ t]rible has happ5$4 ,i ?9k a bridge mu/ be d[n4 ,! next day we le>n$ t ! ,tay ,bridge _h be5 bl[n d[n at t v h\r1 & ! tra9 & its occupants hurl$ to dea? 9 ! wat]s bel[4 ,,*apt] ,,iii ,,curi\s ,,psy*ic ,,exp]i5ces ,aft] my fa!r's dea? ,i began to live a mu* m indep5d5t life4 ,i 0 f9ancially indep5d5t1 & ,i proce$$ to ,london1 :]e ,i felt ,i w\ld h a wid] range ( intellectual companion%ip4 ,i liv$ 9 hotels & disp5s$ ) all *ap]onage1 ?us leav+ myself free to jo9 my "m on ! ,rivi]a 9 ! e>ly spr+ mon?s4 ,i nev] c>$ = danc+1 & always hav+ _h ! companion%ip ( p :o 7 ye>s old] ?an myself1 ,i _h made few girl fri5ds4 ,my fir/ c\s91 ,lady ,campbell1 wife ( ,sir ,guy ,campbell1 ,b>t41 #fj? ,rifles1 & ano!r fir/ c\s91 ,m5ie ,muriel ,d[ie1 7 ! only two ,i really saw mu* (4 ,lady ,campbell 01 & is1 a v attractive woman1 possess$ ( great *>m ( mann]4 ,exce$+ly cultur$ & intellig5t1 %e is also an arti/ to h] f+] tips4 ,z girls we us$ to be fond ( att5d+ ,que5 ,victoria's ,draw+-rooms4 ,a bevy ( u w\ld take lun* ) u 9 ! c>riages1 & ?or\ghly enjoy our day out4 ,i 0 ! la/ woman to kiss ! h& ( ,que5 ,victoria at a ,draw+-room4 ,i 0 /opp$ by a ,c\rt (ficial j z ,i 0 mov+ =w>d1 & told to wait z ,h] ,maje/y is go+ to )draw4 ,! pres5t ,d[ag] ,que5 ,alex&ra1 z ,pr9cess ( ,wales1 !n took h] place4 ,on ?is occasion ,i he>d ! ,que5 say1 ,let ?is lady pass4 ,i 0 !n told to proce$4 ,be+ v tall ,i _h always a c]ta9 difficulty 9 gett+ d[n l[ en\gh to kiss ! t9y ,que5's h&4 ,aft] ,i _h pass$1 & z ,i back$ out ( ! pres5ce1 ,i saw ,h] ,maje/y be+ assi/$ out ( ! que] little half *air1 half /ool %e us$4 ,%e nev] held ano!r ,draw+-room1 & ,i regret t1 be+ abroad1 ,i _h n ! honor ( mak+ a la/ curtsy to ! little c(f9 z x pass$ ?r\gh ! /reets ( ,london4 ,m5ie ,muriel ,d[ie 0 a brilliant bohemian1 z c be ga!r$ by ^? :o h read h] book1 ,a ,girl 9 ! ,c>pa?ians4 ,i h nev] kn[n any woman :o 0 possess$ ( s _m natural tal5ts4 ,%e is z mu* at home 9 skill$ & poli%$ diplomacy z 9 practical agriculture4 ,%e has always be5 a great travel]1 yet a delicate woman4 ,only h] indomitable _s kept h] go+ 9 h] y\?1 z x /ill does 9 h] beautiful h\se 9 ,gre5 ,/reet1 & h] model f>m 9 ,gl\ce/]%ire4 ,my greate/ old] fri5ds 7 ,mrs4 ,lynn ,l9ton1 ! noveli/1 ,br[n+1 ! poet1 ,"l ,leighton1 ! pa9t]1 & ,mrs4 ,proctor1 wid[ ( ,b>ry ,cornwall1 & "m ( ,adelaide ,proctor1 ! poet4 ,all p old en\gh to be my p>5ts4 ,i _h a great admiration = ,mrs4 ,lynn ,l9ton's /rong1 cold intellect2 x 0 s invigorat+1 & %e 0 s self-reliant1 an uncommon ?+ = a woman to be 9 ^? days4 ,we _h long argum5ts ov] matt]s occult1 b ,i nev] c\ld make ! lea/ impression ^u h] /rong mat]ialism4 ,i won't leave ?is e>? ev5 ) y1 %e us$ to prote/4 ,%e 0 a great fri5d & admir] ( my aunt1 ,lady ,prie/ley1 also a woman ( v f9e intellect1 :o devot$ h]self to sci5tific pursuits4 ,_h %e be5 a man1 or _h %e liv$ 9 ! pres5t day1 :5 woman has at la/ come into h] own1 %e w\ld h made a v /rong m>k4 ,rob]t ,br[n+1 :om ,i _h kn[n = "s ye>s1 us$ to drop 9 v (t5 to h a *at1 & ,i rejoic$ 9 him exce$+ly z a born my/ic ( a high ord]4 ,we (t5 discuss$ ! possibility ( 8 "w be+ direct$ f ! o!r side1 & we argu$ z to :e!r he receiv$ inspiration f v>i\s qu>t]s1 or :e!r he 0 ! belov$ ( "s poet ( a =m] age1 :o1 active /ill 9 ! _s _w1 express$ 8 great ?\ghts ?r\gh ,rob]t ,br[n+ on e>?4 ,s _m p at t "t frankly said !y c\ld n und]/& ,br[n+'s poetry1 & ?is ,i told him 0 to be attribut$ to lack ( ! my/ic p]ception4 ,n[ t my/icism has s enorm\sly develop$1 8 "w is mu* m compreh5sive to ! _w4 ,i _h alas6 only "o ye> ( really close fri5d%ip ) him1 = he di$ ! ye> aft] ,i came to ,london4 ,"o curi\s ?+ ,br[n+ told me4 ,he dropp$ 9 "o night to see me1 aft] d9n] at a h\se :]e ,millais1 ! pa9t]1 _h be5 "o ( ! gue/s4 ,johnnie ,millais told me an odd ?+ to-night1 he said4 ,he's con/antly see+ figures appe>+ & disappe>+ on ! face ( ! canvas he's work+ ^u4 ,:at sort ( figures8 ,i ask$4 ,br[n+ %ot out 8 cuff4 ,"h !y are4 ,i knew y'd be int]e/$1 s ,i took !m d[n = y4 ,bett] write !m d[n = y\rself1 b don't m5tion ! subject to him or any ( 8 family4 ,i fet*$ a piece ( pap] & copi$ f ,br[n+'s cuff4 #ac4 #a4h4i4f4 ,! figures don't always come 9 t ord]1 he said1 b m (t5 ?an n !y d4 ,! #ac always comes up z #ac1 b he's se5 #i4f4a4h4 ,:at d y make ( x8 ,at pres5t no?+1 b ! future may ?r[ light ^u ! ph5om5on1 ,i answ]$4 ,i nev] m5tion$ ?is occurr5ce to any "o1 &1 inde$1 =got all ab\t x till "s ye>s aft] ,millais' dea?1 :5 ,i came ^u my notes 9 an old box4 ,i !n realiz$ t ! great pa9t] _h be5 look+ ^u ! dates ( 8 own dea?4 ,he di$ on ,augu/ #ac?1 #ahif4 ,"o night "s "o1 ,i h n ! lea/ idea :o1 came to me 9 my sleep & bade me take up p5cil & pap]1 & write to dictation4 ,/ill s\nd asleep ,i did z ,i 0 bidd54 ,i always kept writ+ mat]ials by my b$side4 ,9 ! morn+ ,i rememb]$ no?+ ( ?is till my eye fell ^u "s %eets ( pap]4 ,! writ+ ^u !m 0 m9e1 b v big & untidy4 ,!n ,i recollect$ ! comm& ,i _h receiv$ 9 ! night & eag]ly read :at ,i _h writt54 ,"h x is4 ,i gave ,br[n+ a copy z he 0 s deeply int]e/$-- ,a solit>y cottage /ood on ! edge ( a bleak moorl&4 ,! sun sank beh9d ! l[ horizon1 & left m>%y pools gl[+ l liv+ opals4 ,a /ream ( homew>d fly+ rooks made a /reak ( indigo across ! topaz sky :]e gauzy w9d-riv5 cl\ds float$ we/w>d4 ,! sacr$ hu% ( ev5tide brood$ "u ! calm w+s ( night4 ,out on ! wa/e w&]$ ! ,angel ( ',sleep1' & ! ,angel ( ',dea?' ) arms frat]nally entw9$1 & :il/ ! bro!rly g5ii embrac$ ea* o!r1 night /ole d[n ) velvet footfall1 & ! gre5 />s pe]$ =?4 ,!n ! ,angel ( ,sleep %ook f out 8 h&s ! invisible gra9s ( slumb]1 & bade ! night w9d waft !m o'er ! _w4 ,& soon ! *ild 9 its cradle1 ! tir$ "m1 ! ag$ man1 & ! pa9-lad5 woman 7 at peace4 ,! curfew toll$ out f ! di/ant hamlet & !n 0 /ill4 ,inside ! cottage a ru%light burn$ fa9tly1 indicat+ ! pov]ty ( ! room1 & illum9at+ ! dea?-l features ( ! boy :o lay on ! b$4 ,by 8 side1 worn out1 sat ! fa!r1 8 horny h& clasp$ 9 t ( 8 *ild4 ,& ! two bro!r ,angels advanc$1 h& 9 h&1 & pe]$ 9 at ! w9d[1 & ! ,angel ( ,sleep said3 ',behold h[ graci\s a ?+ x is1 t we c visit ?is humble dwell+ & scatt] gra9s ( slumb] ar\nd1 & s5d oblivion to ! we>y wat*]4 ,i am belov$ & c\rt$ by all4 ,h[ m]ciful is our vocation4' ,& sil5tly he ent]$ ! room4 ,he kiss$ ! eyelids ( ! we>y wat*]1 & z he did s "s gra9s fell f out ! wrea? ( sc>let poppies t lay l drops ( blood ^u 8 br[4 ,b ! ,angel ( ,dea? sat )\t1 8 pallid face %r\d$ 9 ! sable ( 8 w+s4 ,& he spake to ! ,angel ( ,sleep1 ',( a tru? ?\ art happy & belov$4 ,! welcome gue/ ( all1 :]eas ,i am %unn$1 ! door is b>r$ z aga9/ a secret foe1 & ,i am c\nt$ ! enemy ( ! _w4' ,b ! ,angel ( ,sleep wip$ away ! immortal te>s f ! d>k & m\rnful eyes ( 8 bro!r ,dea?4 ',are we n *ildr5 born ( ! "o ,fa!r8' said he1 '& d n ! good call !e fri5d1 & ! lonely1 ! homeless1 ! we>y lad5 bless ?y hall[$ "n :5 !y wake 9 ,p>adise4' ,& ! ,angel ( ,dea? unfurl$ 8 sable w+s & took he>t4 ,& z ,lucif] ! light-br+] pal$ 9 ! violet ,heav5s he sil5tly ent]$ ! dwell+4 ,) 8 gold5 scy! he cut ! silv] cord ( life1 & ga!r$ ! *ild to 8 fai?ful bosom4 ,! ev5+s ,i mo/ enjoy$ 7 ^? ,i sp5t 9 ! /udio ( ,felix ,mos*eles1 ! great apo/le ( peace4 ,!re "o met all ! g5ius & tal5t 9 ,london1 & any g5ius ( =eign nationality :o happ5$ to be visit+ ,engl&4 ,! cosmopolitan elem5t always attract$ me1 & ,i w5t to sev]al frankly revolution>y h\ses1 :]e r$ ties flaunt$1 & :]e ^? ,russian ,nihili/s f\nd a welcome :o 7 con/antly ru%+ ov] "h to escape ,sib]ia4 ,?r\gh !m ,i le>n$ to und]/& :at ! real woes ( ,russia 71 & to expect ! pres5t revolution z ! inevitable result ( brutal repression & misgov]nm5t4 ,dur+ "o w9t] at ,nice ,i r5ew$ my acqua9tance ) "o ( ! mo/ rem>kable my/ics ( mod]n times1 ,m>ie1 ,c\ntess ( ,cai?ness & ,du*esse de ,pom>4 ,i _h fir/ met h] 9 ,ed9burgh 9 #ahgb :5 %e 0 on ! eve ( h] second m>riage ) ,"l ,cai?ness4 ,my fa!r & "m att5d$ h] v quiet w$d+4 ,n[ we met aga9 _m ye>s aft] at h] beautiful home1 ! ,palais ,tiranty1 ,nice4 ,lady ,cai?ness 0 wid[$ = ! second "t1 ,"l ,cai?ness hav+ di$ 9 #ahha1 & liv$ alone ) h] devot$ son1 ! ,duc de ,pom>4 ,%e _h a magnific5t home 9 ,p>is1 ,holyrood1 ,av5ue ,wagram4 ,?is h\se conta9$ a l>ge lecture hall fill$ ) gilt *airs1 & hung r\nd ) f9e pictures4 ,lead+ f ?is hall d[n a flight ( m>ble /airs "o came to a *apel or seance room1 us$ = direct communication ) ! _s ( ,m>y ,/u>t1 & said to h be5 built "u ! ,que5's in/ructions4 ,?is presupposes ,que5 ,m>y to be /ill on ! o!r side4 ,o!r occulti/s ma9ta9 t %e has re9c>nat$ aga9 9 ! p]son ( a v old ,empress1 :o /ill lives on e>?4 ,x has be5 (t5 said ( ,lady ,cai?ness t %e believ$ h]self to be ! re9c>nation ( ,m>y ,/u>t4 ,dur+ all ! ye>s ,i knew h] intimately ,i nev] he>d h] ev5 h9t at su* a belief1 & ! fact t %e believ$ h]self to be 9 t\* ) ! ,que5 on ! o!r side precludes 9 my op9ion ! possibility ( h] hav+ =m$ su* a conception4 ,:at may h giv5 rise to ! sugge/ion 0 ! fact t %e dress$ aft] ! fa%ion ( ! ,scotti% ,que51 & 0 surr\nd$ by ,m>y relics4 ,also1 !re is no d\bt t %e _h a deeply sympa!tic int]e/ 9 ! un=tunate ,que51 & _h elevat$ h] memory into :at am\nt$ almo/ to a religion4 ,9 ! *apel !re is a full l5g? lovely portrait ( ,m>y1 :i* is s light$ & arrang$ t x gives ! impression ( a liv+ woman4 ,lead+ out ( ! d9+-room 0 ! b$room ( ,lady ,cai?ness1 a sumptu\s ap>tm5t4 ,! b$ 0 a /ate b$1 plumes ( o/ri* fea!rs uprose at ea* corn]4 ,at "o end 0 a cr[n1 & beh9d ! pill[s 0 a fresco pa9t+ repres5t+ ,jacob's ,ladd]1 ) a multitude ( angels asc5d+ & desc5d+4 ,(t5 ,lady ,cai?ness receiv$ 9 b$1 z 0 ! habit ( ! ,fr5* ,que5s ( =m] days4 ,! jewels possess$ by ,lady ,cai?ness 7 ! mo/ gorge\s ,i h ev] se54 ,no?+ worn by cr[n$ heads1 at ! _m ,engli% ,c\rts ,i h att5d$1 7 comp>able to !m4 ,i c rememb] an ,ed9burgh jewel] invit+ my fa!r & me to inspect "s diamonds belong+ to h] t he 0 clean+4 ,!re 0 a long *a9 ( huge diamonds rea*+ to ! knees1 ) a cross atta*$1 :i* no casual obs]v]1 n possess+ ! jewel]'s gu>antee z we did1 w\ld h believ$ to be g5u9e4 ,:5 /&+ receiv+ h] gue/s 9 ! beautiful salons ( ! ,palais ,tiranty1 clad 9 crimson velvet1 %e look$ a v wond]ful figure1 = %e possess$ exceptional p]sonal beauty z well4 ,z may be suppos$1 a woman ( su* comm&+ pres5ce :o 0 kn[n to possess a deep int]e/ 9 ! occult1 c\ld secure ! s]vices ( ! be/ m$iums ! _w ov]4 ,i sat ) h] ?r\gh _m seances1 successful1 b>r51 & indiff]5t1 conduct$ by m$iums ( v>i\s nationalities4 ,i rememb] "o conduct$ by a ,s\? ,am]ican m$ium1 :]e ! controls became v noisy & tr\blesome1 & ?reat5$ to d s]i\s damage4 ,! m$ium c\ld n be r\s$ out ( ! trance %e _h fall5 into1 & x _h really become necess>y to put an end to ! p]=mance4 ,%e 0 a v big1 heavy woman1 & _h sunk half (f h] *air on to ! floor4 ,i sugge/$ to ,lady ,cai?ness t if we c\ld drag or c>ry h] into ano!r room matt]s might !n quiet d[n1 b ,i add$ dubi\sly1 ,%e mu/ be a great weight4 ,lady ,cai?ness repli$ ) a smile3 ,try4 ,y'll probably f9d h] v light inde$4 ,i did try1 & ?is 0 ! only "t 9 my life t ,i _h ! opportunity ( prov+ to myself h[ trem5d\sly a m$ium loses weight :il/ g5u9e manife/ations are 9 progress4 ,i f\nd x q easy to lift ?is woman1 :o 9 ord9>y circum/ances mu/ h weigh$ at lea/ twelve or ?irte5 /one4 ,sir ,william ,crookes has giv5 to ! _w a v int]e/+ acc\nt ( 8 "w 9 weigh+ m$iums1 be=e & dur+ mat]ialization4 ,he always f\nd t a great decrease 9 weight took place dur+ ! mat]ializations1 prov+ h[ enorm\s is ! dra9 on ! /r5g? ( ! m$ium4 ,su* evid5ce is mo/ valuable1 z com+ f our greate/ *emi/4 ,on ?is p>ticul> night ,i _h no d\bt z to ! g5u95ess ( ! m$ium4 ,_h %e be5 a fraud %e w\ld h /opp$ ! seance at once1 on see+ h[ annoy$ ,lady ,cai?ness 04 ,%e _h e reason to conciliate h]1 & 0 greatly di/ress$ to he> t h] s]vices w\ld no long] be requir$4 ,! tr\blesome spirits foll[$ h] into ! next room1 b gradually subsid$ z we succe$$ 9 br++ ! woman back out ( h] trance4 ,i us$ to g v (t5 to ! !at] at ,nice ) ,lady ,cai?ness4 ,%e _h h] own box1 & (t5 invit$ ,don ,c>los ( ,spa91 & o!r di/+ui%$ p]sonages1 to accompany h]4 ,"o night we w5t to he> ! incomp>able ,judic4 ,we 7 only a p>ty ( ?ree1 ! ?ird be+ ,pr9ce ,valori4 ,! ,pr9ce 0 !n a man pa/ middle age4 ,he sugge/$ a magnific5t ru91 reta9+ z he did ! batt]$ rema9s ( great good looks1 & x 0 pla9 to see t 8 valet 0 exce$+ly skillful4 ,he possess$ also a ,european reputation = heiress hunt+1 b to ! day ( 8 dea? he nev] succe$$ 9 cat*+ "o1 ?\gh x 0 said he _h pursu$ 8 qu>ry 9 all p>ts ( ! _w4 ,p]haps ! figure he plac$ ^u 8 anci5t l9eage & 8 p]sonal *>m 0 too high2 p]haps he _h begun 8 que/ too late 9 life1 ?\gh ! position ( a wid[$ ,pr9cess ,valori w\ld c]ta9ly n h be5 )\t attraction4 ,i attribut$ 8 s+le bless$ness to q a diff]5t cause4 ,t night1 :il/ my att5tion 0 fix$ on ! /age1 ,i became dimly aw>e t "s "o _h ent]$ our box1 b until ! song 0 ov] ,i did n turn r\nd to look :o x 04 ,we always _h visitors com+ & go+4 ,:5 at la/ ,i did glance r\nd ,i saw no?+ rem>kable4 ,only a man 9 fancy dress seat$ beh9d ,valori1 a man :om ,i _h nev] se5 be=e4 ,at t p]iod ,nice w5t mad dur+ ! w9t] season4 ,! mo/ extravagant amusem5ts 7 ent]$ into ) a wild ze/1 by ! v cosmopolitan society ( extremely weal?y p4 ,!re 7 fancy dress balls e night some:]e1 & no "o ?\ght x /range to see b&s ( revel]s 9 fancy co/ume walk+ ab\t ! /reets & ?rong+ ! cafes at all h\rs ( ! night4 ,i 0 n !re=e a/oni%$ to see ?is man 9 fancy dress1 lean+ famili>ly ov] ! back ( ,pr9ce ,valori's *air4 ,he 0 a v ?9 man1 ) v long1 ?9 legs1 & he 0 dress$ entirely 9 *ocolate br[n--a sort ( close-fitt+ c[l 0 drawn ov] 8 head1 & 8 curi\s long1 impi% face 0 made m weird by small1 %>ply po9t$ e>s ris+ on ea* side ( 8 head4 ,he appe>$ to h got himself up to look l a satyr1 or "s su* my?ical mon/rosity4 ,he 0 n introduc$ to me at ! mom5t1 & o!r p ent]+ our box :om ,i knew1 ,i =got ab\t him4 ,:5 ! box cle>$ be=e ! next act ,i notic$ he _h gone4 ,a week or s aft] ?is ,i w5t to a fancy dress ball giv5 by a ,russian fri5d ( m9e--,pr9cess ,l9a ,galitz9e4 ,!re 0 a great cr[d1 & a numb] ( ,gr& ,dukes & ,gr& ,du*esses1 "s ( :om _h driv5 long di/ances f _! villas & hotels 9 ,m5tone1 ,monte ,c>lo1 & ,beaulieu1 etc4 ,i soon saw ,pr9ce ,valori mak+ 8 way t[>ds me1 dress$ v magnific5tly1 9 a ,fr5* co/ume ( ! eighte5? c5tury4 ,by 8 side mov$ ! man 9 br[n4 ,n[ t ,i saw ! satyr "u brilliant light he /ruck me at once z some?+ peculi>4 ,8 walk 0 alone suffici5t to attract att5tion4 ,he /rutt$ on tiptoes1 ) a curi\s j]k ) e /ep he made4 ,^? :o rememb] ,h5ry ,irv+'s peculi> walk may =m "s idea ( ! satyr's movem5ts4 ,!y 7 ,irv+'s imm5sely exagg]at$4 ,i conclud$ t ,valori 0 br++ him up to pres5t him to me1 b su* prov$ n to be 8 int5tion4 ,valori %ook h&s1 coolly reque/$ ! "y ,am]ican to :om ,i 0 talk+ to move (f & f9d "s "o to dance )1 & seat$ himself 9 ! vacat$ *air4 ,! satyr /ood by 8 side & said no?+4 ,i ?\ght ?is v odd1 & glanc+1 :5ev] ,i c\ld d s unobs]v$1 at ! sil5t br[n figure1 ,i began to feel uneasy & %iv]y4 ,x 0 impossible1 :il/ he /ood !re li/5+ to all we said1 to ask ,valori :o he 01 & no m5tion 0 made ( him4 ,z soon z ,i c\ld ,i escap$ to talk to "s "o else1 & = an h\r or two ,i avoid$ bo?4 ,dur+ ?is "t ,i ask$ sev]al p :o ! satyr 01 b no "o seem$ to h notic$ him 9 ! cr[d4 ,at la/1 :5 seat$ at supp] ) ! late ,james ,gordon ,b5nett1 :o did n usually g to balls1 b _h look$ 9 "h = half an h\r = "s purpose ( 8 own1 ,i f\nd myself seat$ next to a v *>m+ ,pole1 m>ri$ to a ,russian1 ! ,pr9cess ,s*eh(fskoi4 ,i knew h] to be a g5u9e my/ic1 "o ( ! gr\p :o fir/ in/itut$ spiritualism into ! ,russian ,c\rt circles4 ,i seiz$ an opportunity1 :il/ ,gordon ,b5nett 0 occupi$ ) "s "o else1 to ask h] :o ! br[n satyr 0 :o _h atta*$ himself to ,valori4 ,%e 0 at once absorb$ 9 ! "q1 &1 l[]+ h] voice1 %e said1 ,:y1 h[ int]e/+6 ,don't y "k t is 8 ',famili>' :o is con/antly 9 att5dance ^u him4 ,p say !y became atta*$ :il/ he 0 att5d+ a ',sabba?' 9 ! ,vosges1 & he c't get rid ( x4 ,a ,sabba?6 ,i e*o$ blankly4 ,yes6 ,surely y h he>d ( a ',wit*'s ,sabba?4' ,!y /ill hold !m at ,lutzei1 & ea* p]son receives a ',famili>4' ,^? ',sabba?s' are ! mo/ appall+ orgies & hide\sly blasphem\s4 ,! ',famili>s' h names--,m9ette1 ,v]delet1 etc4 ,i _h an ance/or :o own$ a ',famili>' call$ ,sa9te ,buisson4 ,8 "n 0 de ,laski4 ,( c\rse1 he 0 a ,pole1 & a ,pr9ce ( ,siradia1 & he came across ,dr4 ,dee1 ! necromanc] ( ,que5 ,elizabe?'s "t4 ,!y seem to h ent]$ into a sort ( p>tn]%ip4 ,all ?is ! ,pr9cess told me q s]i\sly1 & ,i f\nd out lat] f h] t ,satanism or devil wor%ip 0 l>gely practic$ 9 ,france4 ,x is int]e/+ to note t ! names ( ! ,fr5* w> mascots ( ! mom5t are all tak5 f ! names ( well-kn[n ,famili>s 9 occult lore4 ,!n ! 'satyr' atta*$ to ,valori is n human fle% & blood2 h[ horrible6 ,i :isp]$ back4 ,h _m p se5 him8 ,is he always !re8 ,! ,pr9cess nodd$1 ,! clairvoyantes "h all "k ab\t x1 & ,i myself h se5 him1 n "h1 b 9 ,p>is4 ,i %all g 9 se>* ( ,valori directly aft] supp]4 ,& ,i %all g home to b$1 ,i answ]$4 ,! next morn+ ,i met ,valori1 alone1 on ! ,prom5ade des ,anglais4 ,he turn$ & /roll$ by my side1 & ,i det]m9$ to put a /raight "q4 ,aft] a little trivial conv]sation ,i said1 ,by ! way1 :o is t br[n man1 dress$ l a ,satyr1 :o has be5 ) y lately8 ,i wat*$ ,valori's face z ,i put ! "q1 & z ,i saw ! *ange t came ov] x ,i felt v sorry & a%am$ ( hav+ spok54 ,he look$ s utt]ly deject$ & mis]able4 ,y also8 he mutt]$1 !n fell to sil5ce4 ,i ga!r$ t ! same "q _h be5 put to him be=e1 & ,i ha/5$ to reassure him4 ,don't answ]4 ,my "q 0 imp]t95t2 let u speak ( o!r ?+s1 ,i said ha/ily1 b he rema9$ sil5t1 />+ d[n at ! gr\nd4 ,!n sudd5ly he said-- ,i am n ! only "o 9 ! _w s afflict$4 ,i did n pursue ! subject4 ,8 words 7 true4 ,t ev5+ ,i receiv$ a l>ge b\quet ( ,russian violets1 & on a c>d 0 writt5 ! foll[+ ,fr5* prov]b3--,la reputation d'un homme e/ comme son ombre1 qui tantot le suit et tantot le prec$e2 quelquefois elle e/ plus longue et quelquefois plus c\rte que lui4 ,at t "t ! :ole ,rivi]a 0 sw>m+ ) pr(essional clairvoyantes1 & x soon got w9d t ,pr9ce ,valori's ,famili> 0 walk+ ab\t ) him4 ,he treat$ ! matt] almo/ z lightly z a di/+ui%$ ,engli% ,g5]al treat$ 8 ,famili>4 ,! ,engli%man1 ,g5]al ,elliot1 :o comm&$ ! =ces 9 ,scotl&1 0 a v well-kn[n society man1 ab\t tw5ty-five ye>s ago4 ,he _h a "n = 8 ,famili>1 ,wononi1 & us$ actually to speak al\d ) him 9 ! middle ( a d9n]-p>ty4 ,! ,g5]al occupi$ a v di/+ui%$ position1 n only 9 8 pr(ession1 b 9 ! social _w1 & to look at he 0 ! v la/ man t "o w\ld associate ) matt]s occult4 ,9 #ahie ,m>ie1 ,du*esse de ,pom> & ,c\ntess ( ,cai?ness1 di$4 ,%e _h ! "r to claim burial 9 ,holyrood ,*apel1 & a v simple /one m>ks h] la/ re/+-place4 ,to h] ,i owe ! w>me/ fri5d%ip ( my life1 = x 0 9 h] op]a box ,i met ! pres5t ,lady ,tre[51 born a daught] ( ,"l ,alb]t ,conynghame1 :o aft]w>ds became ! fir/ ,"l ,londesbor\gh4 ,to ! _m :o "k & love h]1 ,alb]t9a ,tre[5 repres5ts a type ( p]fect bre$+1 alas6 fa/ becom+ ext9ct 9 ^! days4 ,%e has liv$ ! reality ( noblesse oblige1 has ! r>e gift ( p]fect fri5d%ip1 & comb9es a r>e ref9em5t ( m9d ) /rong moral c\rage4 ,,*apt] ,,iv ,,ea/ ,,end ,,days ,,& ,,nights ,if we _h f\nd ! gold5 ?read ( mean+ :i* gives coh]5ce to ! :ole2 if we _h be5 taught z our religion t e man & woman 0 receiv+ ! /ricte/ ju/ice at ! ,div9e h&s1 & t our conditions to-day 7 exactly ^? our =m] lives entitl$ u to1 h[ diff]5t w\ld be our outlook on life4 ,z x is1 m5 h fall5 away 9 _! bitt] discont5t f a ,god 9 ^: ju/ice !y h ceas$ to believe1 & ( ^: imp>tiality !y see no sign4 ,i d\bt if any religion extant has claim$ su* a wide div]sity 9 its adh]5ts z ,*ri/ianity4 ,calv91 ,knox1 ,torquemada1 ! ,ar*bi%op ( ,cant]bury1 & ,kais] ,wilhelm4 ,mr4 ,glad/one1 & ,cz> ,nicolas4 ,! ,pope ( ,rome1 & ,spurgeon4 ,ev5 ^? n9e names1 :i* might be multipli$ indef9itely1 %[ u diametrically oppos$ read+s ( ! same fai?4 ,x w\ld be ( enorm\s b5efit to u if we /udi$ all ! great religions1 & sep>at$ f ea* ! obvi\sly false f ! true1 & appropriat$ ! latt]4 ,! ,bible w\ld ga9 enorm\sly 9 value if /udi$ 9 conjunction ) o!r sacr$ books writt5 be=e ! adv5t ( ,*ri/4 ,a c>eful /udy ( ! anci5t fai?s w reveal a wond]ful simil>ity4 ,we are beg9n+ to break d[n ! limitations :i* h be5 presumptu\sly ca/ ar\nd ! conceptions ( ! ,div9e tea*+s4 ,we beg9 to see t n only 9 ,pale/9e1 b 9 all ! _w1 & among/ all peoples1 ,god has be5 reveal+ ,himself to ! he>ts ( m54 ,x is always folly = ! or?odox to hold up h&s 9 holy horror at ! views ( ! unor?odox4 ,x is a selfi% /&po9t1 & makes matt]s no bett]4 ,d\bt does n spr+ f ! wi% to d\bt4 ,x arises solely f ! play ( ! m9d on ! facts ( daily life surr\nd+ u4 ,! tru? rema9s1 t1 unless ! ,*ur* recov]s ^? vital doctr9es t %e has lo/1 & :i* alone make life rational to ! intellig5t1 %e w be f9ally ab&on$ :5 ! pres5t g5]ation dies out4 ,we c nev] re/ cont5t ) a fai? :i* flatly contradicts ! facts ( life :i* surr\nd u1 & press 9 on u f e side 9 our daily exi/5ce4 ,we hold t :at we und\bt$ly f9d 9 life ought to h its complem5t 9 religion4 ,! se>*+ temp] ( our va/ sacrifices 9 w> are ?ru/+ fai? d[n to primitive b$-rock4 ,or?odoxies & het]odoxies w n matt] mu* n[4 ,:at w matt] w be hone/y1 effectiv5ess1 & a rational explanation ( life4 ,= n9ete5 hundr$ ye>s we h pr(ess$ ! religion ( :at o!rs said ab\t ,*ri/4 ,n[ ! h\r is approa*+ :5 we mu/ try ! religion ( :at ,*ri/ said ab\t u & ! _w4 ,i 0 always ( a v inquir+ turn ( m9d1 & ,i _h ab&on$ or?odoxy be=e ,i 0 tw5ty4 ,i _h read ev]y?+ ,i c\ld lay my h&s on1 & ,i em]g$ aft] a ye> or two1 an out-&-out agno/ic1 9 ! popul> s5se ( ! t]m4 ,i _h1 h[ev]1 no int5tion ( rema9+ 9 t condition4 ,i 0 conv9c$ !re mu/ be "s l9k betwe5 ,sci5ce & ,religion1 & t a j ,god1 wor?y ( all wor%ip1 0 to be f\nd1 if only ,i knew :]e to seek4 ,i c look back on ?is crude /age ( my life1 & see :at a nuisance ,i mu/ h be51 ) my defiant disbelief & con/ant que/ion+4 ,i became an ard5t tru?-seek]1 b my dem&s1 ,i c n[ realize1 grew out ( my palpitat+ desire to r$uce ! _w ( disord] to ! lik5ess ( a supreme & b5efic5t ,creator4 ,if ,god be j & good1 !n :at is ! explanation ( ?is hide\s discrepancy 9 human lives8 ,foll[+ on ?is came ! "q3 ,is x possible t a j ,god is go+ to judge u1 "o & all1 on our mis]able record ( ?ree score ye>s & t58 ,:atsoev] ye s[e? t %all ye reap4 ,s ! crim9al & ! savage 7 to be judg$ by _! de$s1 ?\gh1 ?r\gh no fault ( _! own1 !y 7 born "u circum/ances :i* preclud$ any glimm] ( light to %9e 9 on _! d>kness4 ,ah6 b ,i 0 told1 ,god w make x up to !m h]eaft]4 ,( c\rse1 ,he won't judge !m z ,he w judge y4 ,?is seem$ to me pure nons5se4 ,i c\ld n und]/& a ,god :o arrang$ ,8 creation s badly4 ,:il/ 9 ,london ,i />t$ out on a se>* = tru?4 ,among/ ^? :o accord$ me int]views 7 ,c>d9al ,newman & ! late ,ar*deacon ,liddon4 ,! =m] 0 exquisitely sympa!tic & pati5t1 b he gave me no m5tal satisfaction4 ,i help$ him = "s weeks 9 ! great dock /rike1 & !n we drift$ ap>t = ev]4 ,liddon li/5$ pati5tly1 !n told me flatly he c\ld n solve ! my/]ies ,i s\ght to probe4 ,i also 0 accord$ an unsatisfactory int]view ) ,basil ,wilb]=ce4 ,aft] a lapse ( ?irty ye>s we met aga91 ?\gh ,i nev] recall$ to him ! visit ,i _h paid him 9 my y\?1 be+ sure he mu/ h =gott5 all ab\t x4 ,i f\nd him enorm\sly *ang$ m5tally4 ,he _h outgr[n all resemblance to 8 =m] m5tal self4 ,at t e>ly p]iod "s "o happ5$ to m5tion to me t a c]ta9 ,madame ,blavatsky _h j arriv$ 9 ,london1 br++ ) h] a new religion4 ,my curiosity 0 at once fir$1 & ,i set (f to call ^u h]4 ,i %all nev] =get t fir/ int]view ) a mu* malign$ woman1 :om ,i rapidly came to "k intimately & love de>ly4 ,%e 0 seat$ 9 a great arm*air1 ) a table by h] side on :i* lay tobacco & cig>ette pap]4 ,:il/ %e spoke h] exquisite tap] f+]s automatically roll$ cig>ettes4 ,%e 0 dress$ 9 a loose black robe1 & on h] cr9kly gray hair %e wore a black %awl4 ,h] face 0 pure ,kalmuk1 & a network ( f9e wr9kles cov]$ x4 ,h] eyes1 l>ge & pale gre51 dom9at$ ! c\nt5ance--wond]ful eyes 9 _! arre/+1 dreamy my/icism4 ,i ask$ h] to expla9 h] new religion1 & %e answ]$ t h]s 0 ! v olde/ extant1 & =m$ ! belief ( five hundr$ million s\ls4 ,i inquir$ h[ x 0 t ?is /up5d\s fact _h n yet t\*$ ,*ri/5dom1 & h] reply 0 t !re _h nev] be5 any int]f]5ce ) ,*ri/ian ?\ght4 ,?\gh judge ( all1 ,*ri/ianity _h be5 judg$ by none4 ,! rise ( ,japan 0 a factor ( imm5se pot5cy1 & 9 "t w\ld op5 out a new era 9 ! compreh5sion ( ,ea/ by ,we/4 ,!n ! mean+ w\ld fla% ^u ! *ur*es ( ! words1 ,nei!r 9 ?is m\nta9 nor yet at ,j]usalem4 ,i expla9$ to h] my difficulties1 :i* %e proce$$ to solve by exp\nd+ ! doctr9es ( re9c>nation & ,k>ma4 ,!y jump$ in/antly to my reason4 ,i !re & !n f\nd ! ,j ,god1 ( :om ,i _h be5 9 se>*4 ,f t day to ?is ,i h nev] _h reason to sw]ve f ^? beliefs4 ,! old] ,i gr[1 ! m exp]i5ce ,i ga!r1 ! m ,i read1 ! m confirm$ d ,i become 9 ! belief t su* provide ! only rational explanation ( ?is life1 ! only natural hope 9 ! _w to come4 ,i h (f]$ ^? beliefs to v _m p :om ,i discov]$ to be on ! same que/ z ,i _h be54 ,i h nev] once _h !m reject$ by any s]i\s tru?-seek]1 & ,i h se5 !m pass$ on & on by ^! p to o!rs1 =m+ enorm\s ramifications :i* became lo/ to view 9 ! passage ( "t & _! own magnitude4 ,9 ^! e>ly days !re 0 little lit]ature available = ! /ud5t1 b ! circle ( clev] bra9s :i* rapidly surr\nd$ ,blavatsky set to "w ) a w "u h] guidance1 & n[1 aft] ! lapse ( ?irty ye>s1 !re is an enorm\s lit]ature always comm&+ a wide sale1 & ! little circle t ga!r$ r\nd ! old lady has swoll5 into v _m ?\s&s4 ,:at 0 ! secret ( ,hel5a ,petrovski ,blavatsky's in/ant success8 ,i h no d\bt t x lay 9 h] p[] to give to ! ,we/ ! ,ea/]n answ]s to ^? problems :i* ! ,*ur* has lo/4 ,9 h] way ,blavatsky 0 a true mission]4 ,g =? on y\r j\rney = ! weal & ! welf>e ( all p1 out ( compassion = ! _w & ! welf>e ( angels & mortals1 0 ! comm& giv5 by ! ,"l ,buddha to 8 disciples1 & ,*ri/1 foll[+ ! univ]sal ideal1 five hundr$ ye>s lat]1 comm&$1 ,g ye into all ! _w & prea* ! ,gospel ( ! :ole ,creation4 ,i began to /udy ^?1 to me1 new doctr9es at once1 & ,i also took up _! occult side1 no light task1 b "o ( absorb+ int]e/4 ,n till !n did ,i fully realize t 9 no "o human life c\ld t long1 long pa? be trodd51 9 no new-born s\l c\ld be develop$ ^? div9e possibilities ( :i* ,i c\ld cat* b a fleet+ illusive vision4 ,?\ can/ n travel 9 ! ,pa? be=e ?\ ha/ become ! ,pa? itself4 ,did n ! ,*ri/ w>n 8 foll[]s t ! ,pa? mu/ be trodd5 m or less alone8 ,=sake all & foll[ ,me4 ,s1 also 9 ! ,bhagavad ,gita x is writt53 ,ab&on+ all duties come unto me alone = %elt]4 ,sorr[ n1 ,i w lib]ate !e f ?y s9s4 ,! secret doctr9e writt5 by ,blavatsky prov$ a m9e ( weal?1 & ,i read ! volumes ?r\gh sev5 times 9 sev5 diff]5t keys4 ,! works ( ,a4 ,p4 ,s9nett1 text books !n1 & n[ br\ght up to date by exp&+ k1 7 extremely helpful4 ,= advanc$ /ud5ts ,! ,gr[? ( ! ,s\l is unsurpass$4 ,a v %ort "t elaps$ be=e m5tal food 0 suppli$ = practically e bran* ( my/icism & occult developm5t1 & /ud5ts flock$ into headqu>t]s f all p>ts ( ! _w4 ,x is int]e/+ to rememb] ! two adjo9+ villas 9 ,av5ue ,road1 ,/4 ,john's ,wood1 :]e we us$ to congregate to /udy1 & he> lectures ?irty ye>s ago1 & to look n[ on ! /ately build+s 9 ,tavi/ock ,squ>e4 ,!y are design$ by ! great ar*itect ,luty5s1 ^: wife1 ,lady ,emily1 is an ard5t !osophi/4 ,i am glad t ,i h liv$ to see ^! doctr9es take firm root 9 ! ,we/1 & gr[ s amaz+ly t 9 all cities !y are n[ held by va/ numb]s1 & ev5 9 cases :]e !y h n be5 f9ally adopt$ !y are ackn[l$g$ to be ! only logical conclusion = ^? :o desire to possess a rational belief4 ,i am glad t ,i c look back ) love & pr(\nd gratitude to ,hel5a ,p4 ,blavatsky1 ! woman :o graft$ on ! ,we/ ! wisdom ( ! ages4 ,i h no d\bt t %e is enabl$ to see ! mighty /ructure rais$ on h] small beg9n+s1 & d\btless %e has met on ! o!r side m5 & wom5 ^: debt to h] is equally z great z m9e4 ,blavatsky began by explod+ ! !ory t m5 are born equal4 ,if ?is "o life 7 all1 !n ?is great error ought1 9 common ju/ice1 to be absolute tru?1 & e man %\ld possess common rights 9 ! community1 & "o man ought to be z good z ano!r4 ,if e s\l born to-day is a fre% creation1 :o w 9 ! c\rse ( "t pass away f ?is life = ev]1 !n :y is x t "o is only fitt$ to obey1 :il/ ano!r is em95tly fitt$ to rule8 ,"o is born ) a t5d5cy to vice & crime1 ano!r to virtue & hone/y4 ,"o is born a g5ius1 ano!r is born to idiocy4 ,h[1 %e ask$1 c\ld a firm social f\ndation ev] be built up on ?is utt] disreg>d ( nature8 ,h[ treat1 z hav+ "r to equal p[]1 ! wise & ! ignorant1 ! crim9al & ! sa9t8 ,yet1 if man be born b once x w\ld be v unju/ to build on any o!r f\ndation4 ,re-inc>nation implies ! evolution ( ! s\l1 & x makes ! equality ( man a delusion4 ,9 evolution "t plays ! greate/ "p1 & ?r\gh evolution humanity is climb+4 ,s\ls :ile et]nal 9 _! ess5ce are ( diff]5t ages 9 _! individuality4 ,_m ( u mu/ "k p :o ?\gh q old 9 ye>s are *ildr5 9 m9d4 ,m5 & wom5 :o hav+ arriv$ at ?ree score ye>s & t5 are /ill utt]ly *ildi% & inconsequ5t4 ,!y are "y s\ls :o h _h ! exp]i5ces ( v few e>? lives4 ,aga91 we all "k *ildr5 :o seem born abnormally old4 ,infant prodigies1 musicians1 calculators1 pa9t]s :o h br\ght ov] _! g5ius f a =m] life4 ,i rememb] once meet+ ) a curi\s exp]i5ce1 :i* is n v easy to describe4 ,x 0 an exp]i5ce m ( feel+ ?an ( see+4 ,i 0 /&+ 9 ,milan ,ca!dral4 ,9 front ( me & beh9d 0 ga!r$ a cr[d ( peasants4 ,high ,mass 0 be+ celebrat$1 & all ! seats 7 occupi$4 ,aft] a few mom5ts ,i began to feel a curi\s s5sation ( be+ int5tly wat*$4 ,"s p5etrat+ influ5ce 0 prob+ me ?r\gh & ?r\gh1 ) a quiet b int5sely p[]ful directness4 ,i _h ! s5sation t my s\l 0 be+ /ripp$ b>e4 ,i look$ r\nd1 b c\ld see no?+ to acc\nt = my s5sation4 ,e "o seem$ int5t on _! devotions4 ,i began to wond] if "s malici\s old peasant 0 ?r[+ ov] me ! spell ( ! evil eye1 b aga9 my feel+s 7 n consci\s ( an evil int5t2 x 0 m an absorb$ speculation direct$ t[>ds me4 ,"s "o 0 prob+ my s\l1 speculat+ on my spiritual wor? or wor?lessness1 ) an int5sely e>ne/ yet cold calculation4 ,j 9 front ( me /ood a peasant woman ( ! poore/ class4 ,h] back 0 t[>ds me1 & ov] h] %\ld] hung a baby ( n m ?an a ye> old4 ,sudd5ly ,i met ! eyes ( ! *ild full4 ,!n ,i knew4 ,z a psy*ological exp]i5ce x 0 mo/ int]e/+1 b x s5t a little ?rill ( creep9ess ?r\gh me4 ,! baby did n )draw its gaze1 b cont9u$ leisurely to look me ?r\gh & ?r\gh4 ,! eyes 7 l>ge & gray1 ! expression t ( a contemplative savant1 ) a fa9t da% ( irony 9 _! glance4 ,i d n pret5d to be any?+ b :at is n[ call$ psy*ic1 b ,i am c]ta9 t ^? w9d[s ( ! s\l1 ) t age-long exp]i5ce flood+ out ( !m1 w\ld h arre/$ ! mo/ mat]ial p]son4 ,my husb&1 :o is accu/om$ to my flights ( imag9ation1 0 v mu* /ruck by t look ( maturity1 t sugge/ion ( aeonic k4 ,blavatsky taught me to look on man z an evolv+ entity1 9 ^: life c>e] bir?s & dea?s are recurr+ incid5ts4 ,bir? & dea? beg9 & end only a s+le *apt] 9 ! book ( life4 ,%e taught me t we _c evade inexorable de/9y4 ,i made my pres5t 9 my pa/4 ,to-day ,i am mak+ my future4 ,9 proportion z ,i outwe> my pa/1 & *ange my pres5t abysmal ignorance into k1 s %all ,i become free4 ,i h (t5 he>d ,blavatsky call$ a *>latan1 & ,i am b\nd to say t h] impi% behavior (t5 gave gr\nds = ?is description4 ,%e 0 fooli%ly intol]ant ( ! _m sm>t ,we/ ,end ladies :o arriv$ 9 flocks1 dem&+ to see spooks1 ma/]s1 elem5tals1 any?+1 9 fact1 9 ! way ( ph5om5a4 ,madame ,blavatsky 0 a born conjuror4 ,h] wond]ful f+]s 7 made = juggl]s' tricks1 & ,i h se5 h] (t5 use !m = t purpose4 ,i well rememb] my amazem5t ^u ! fir/ occasion on :i* %e exhibit$ h] occult p[]s1 spuri\s & g5u9e4 ,i 0 sitt+ alone ) h] "o aft]noon1 :5 ! c>ds ( ,jessica1 ,lady ,sykes1 ! late ,du*ess ( ,montrose & ! ,honorable ,mrs4 ,s4---- 7/ill liv+7 7 br\ght 9 to h]4 ,%e said %e w\ld receive ! ladies at once1 & !y 7 u%]$ 94 ,!y expla9$ t !y _h he>d ( h] new religion1 & h] m>vel\s occult p[]s4 ,!y hop$ %e w\ld af=d !m a little exhibition ( :at %e c\ld d4 ,madame ,blavatsky _h n mov$ out ( h] *air4 ,%e 0 suavity itself1 & :il/ conv]s+ %e roll$ cig>ettes = h] visitors & invit$ !m to smoke4 ,%e conclud$ t !y 7 n p>ticul>ly int]e/$ 9 ! old fai? :i* ! "y ,we/ call$ new2 :at !y really 7 ke5 ab\t 0 ph5om5a4 ,t 0 s1 respond$ ! ladies1 & ! burly ,du*ess inquir$ if ,madame ev] gave rac+ tips1 or lucky numb]s = ,monte ,c>lo8 ,madame disclaim$ hav+ any su* k1 b %e 0 will+ to af=d !m a few mom5ts' amusem5t4 ,w\ld "o ( ! ladies sugge/ some?+ %e w\ld l done8 ,lady ,sykes produc$ a pack ( c>ds f h] pocket1 & held !m out to ,madame ,blavatsky1 :o %ook h] head4 ,fir/ remove ! m>k$ c>ds1 %e said4 ,lady ,sykes laugh$ & repli$1 ,:i* are !y8 ,madame ,blavatsky told h]1 )\t a second's hesitation4 ,?is *>m$ ! ladies4 ,x seem$ a good beg9n+4 ,make t basket ( tobacco jump ab\t1 sugge/$ "o ( !m4 ,! next mom5t ! basket _h vani%$4 ,i don't "k :]e x w5t1 ,i only "k x disappe>$ by trick]y1 t ! ladies look$ = x ev]y:]e1 ev5 "u ,madame ,blavatsky's ample skirts1 & t sudd5ly x reappe>$ ^u its usual table4 ,a little m juggl]y foll[$ & "s psy*ometry1 :i* 0 excell5t1 !n ! ladies dep>t$1 app>5tly well satisfi$ ) ! ent]ta9m5t4 ,:5 ,i 0 once m alone ) ,madame ,blavatsky1 %e turn$ to me ) a wry smile & said1 ,w\ld y h me ?r[ pe>ls be=e sw9e8 ,i ask$ h] if all %e _h done 0 pure trick]y4 ,n all1 b mo/ ( x1 %e unblu%+ly repli$1 b n[ ,i w give y some?+ lovely & real4 ,= a mom5t or two %e 0 sil5t1 cov]+ h] eyes ) h] h&1 !n a s\nd caught my e>4 ,i c only describe :at ,i he>d z fairy music1 exquisitely da9ty & orig9al4 ,x seem$ to proce$ f some:]e j betwe5 ! floor & ! ceil+1 & x mov$ ab\t to diff]5t corn]s ( ! room4 ,!re 0 a cry/al innoc5ce 9 ! music1 :i* sugge/$ ! dance ( joy\s *ildr5 at play4 ,n[ ,i w give y ! music ( life1 said ,madame ,blavatsky4 ,= a mom5t or two !re fell a trance-l sil5ce4 ,! twilight 0 creep+ into ! room1 & seem$ to br+ ) x a t+l+ expectancy4 ,!n x seem$ to me t some?+ ent]$ f )\t1 & br\ght ) x utt]ly new conditions1 some?+ incr$ible1 unimag9$ & beyond ! b\nds ( reason4 ,"s "o 0 s++1 a di/ant melody 0 creep+ ne>]1 yet ,i 0 aw>e x _h nev] be5 di/ant1 x 0 only becom+ l\d]4 ,i sudd5ly felt afraid ( myself4 ,! air ab\t me 0 r++ ) vibrations ( weird1 une>?ly music1 seem+ly z mu* ar\nd me z x 0 above & beh9d me4 ,x _h no :]eab\ts1 x 0 unlocatable4 ,z ,i li/5$ my :ole body quiv]$ ) wild elation1 & ! s5sation ( ! un=ese54 ,!re 0 rhy?m 9 ! music1 yet x 0 unlike any?+ ,i _h ev] he>d be=e4 ,x s\nd$ l a ,pa/orale1 & x held a call to :i* my :ole be+ wildly respond$4 ,:o 0 ! play]1 & :at 0 8 in/rum5t8 ,he might h be5 a flauti/1 & he play$ ) a cat*+ lilt1 a luxuri\s ab&on t 0 an inc>nation ( ,nature4 ,x caught me sudd5ly away to gre5 ,sicilian hills1 :]e ! pipes ( unse5 play]s e*o d[n ! m\nta9 sides1 z ! pipes ( ,pan once e*o$ ?r\gh ! rugg$ gorges & purple vales ( ,hellas & ,?race4 ,allur+ ?\gh ! music 01 & replete ) ! hot fev] ( life1 x c>ri$ ) x a ?rill ( dread4 ,its sweetness 0 cloy+1 its t5d]ness 0 s5su\s4 ,a balmy sc5t crept ?r\gh ! room1 ( wild ?yme1 ( h]bs1 ( asphodel & ! muscad9e ( ! w9e press4 ,x enwrapt me l an odor\s vapor4 ,! s\nds began to take %ape1 & gradually mold !mselves into words4 ,i knew ,i 0 be+ c\rt$ ) subtlety1 & urg$ to fly out ( my h\se ( life & jo9 ! ,saturnalia ,regna4 ,! play] 0 speak+ a language :i* ,i und]/ood1 z ,i _h und]/ood no tongue be=e4 ,x 0 my true native tongue t spoke 9 ! wild r++ lilt1 & ,i c\ld n b give e> to its en*antm5ts & ! ec/asy ( its joy4 ,my s\l seem$ to /ra9 at ! lea%4 ,%\ld ,i let g8 ,l a p[]ful opiate ! allurem5t enfold$ me1 yet f out its ?rall a small insi/5t voice :isp]$ ,caution6 ,:]e w y be l$3 suppos+ y yield y\r w1 w\ld x ev] be y\rs aga98 ,n[ my bra9 0 seiz$ ) a s5se ( panic & weakness4 ,! music sudd5ly seem$ replete ) gay s9fulness & insol5t conque/4 ,x spoke ! secrets :i* ! nature my? s (t5 murmurs to ^? :o live amid great sil5ces1 ( ^? dread my/]ies ( ! _s :i* yet inve/ x ) su* glory & wond]m5t4 ,) a viol5t reaction ( fe> ,i rose sudd5ly1 & z ,i did s ! :ole sc5e 0 swept f out ! range ( my s5ses4 ,i 0 back once m 9 ,blavatsky's room ) ! creep+ twilight & ! f> (f ho>se ro> ( ,london /eal+ 9 at ! op5 w9d[4 ,i glanc$ at ,madame ,blavatsky4 ,%e _h sunk d[n 9 h] *air1 & %e lay huddl$ up 9 deep trance4 ,%e _h float$ out ) ! music into a sea ( e>?ly oblivion4 ,betwe5 h] f+]s %e held a small ,russian cross4 ,i knew t %e _h ?ru/ me back to ! _w :i* /ill claim$ me1 & ,i w5t quietly out ( ! h\se into ! /reets ( ,london4 ,on ano!r occasion :5 ,i 0 alone ) ,madame ,blavatsky %e sudd5ly broke (f our conv]sation by laps+ into ano!r language1 :i* ,i suppos$ to be ,h9du/anee4 ,%e appe>$ to be address+ "s "o else1 & on look+ ov] my %\ld] ,i saw we 7 no long] alone4 ,a man /ood 9 ! middle ( ! room4 ,i 0 sure he _h n ent]$ by ! door1 w9d[ or *imney1 & z ,i look$ at him 9 "s a/oni%m5t1 he salaam$ to ,madame ,blavatsky1 & repli$ to h] 9 ! same language 9 :i* %e _h address$ him4 ,i rose at once to leave h]1 & z ,i bade h] good-by %e :isp]$ to me1 ,d n m5tion ?is4 ,! man did n seem aw>e ( my pres5ce2 he took no notice ( me z ,i left ! room4 ,he 0 d>k 9 color & v sad look+1 & 8 dress 0 a long1 black cloak & a s(t black hat :i* he did n remove1 pull$ well ov] 8 eyes4 ,i f\nd out t ev5+ t none ( ! g5]al /aff 7 aw>e ( 8 arrival1 & ,i saw him no m4 ,i rememb] cle>ly ! fir/ night t ,annie ,besant came to headqu>t]s z an int]e/$ inquir]4 ,%e arriv$ ) ! sociali/1 ,h]b]t ,burr[s4 ,madame ,blavatsky told me %e 0 de/9$ to take a v great "p 9 ! future ,!osophical movem5t4 ,at t "t su* a ?+ seem$ incr$ible1 yet x has come to pass4 ,ab\t ?is p]iod ,i w5t to live 9 ! ,ea/ ,end ( ,london1 ,hagg]/on & ,:ite*apel1 :]e ,i _h a night %elt] ( my own4 ,!re ,i saw into :at surr\nd+s *ildr5 7 born1 h[ !y gr[ up1 & h[ _! p>5ts live & die4 ,i h se5 s mu* ( ! lives ( ! outca/ poor t ,i c feel no?+ b ! mo/ passionate pity = !m1 ev5 ?\gh ,i c n[ look ^u !m z s\ls j beg9n+ to climb ! ladd] ( evolution4 ,my night %elt] 0 = wom5 only1 & 0 purposely ( ! r\ghe/ description4 ,! floor 0 b>e concrete1 & r\nd ! walls 7 heaps ( mill]s' sacks ,i _h b\ght *eap1 ow+ to mice hav+ eat5 holes 9 !m4 ,accord+ to our laws ! legal age at :i* a girl c m>ry is ?irte51 & ,i us$ to get _m ( ^! girl wives 9 = ! night1 z _! lawful husb&s us$ to turn !m out ( doors4 ,i discov]$ t x 0 no uncommon practice = a man to buy "o ( ^? *ildr5 f ! p>5ts = a few p5ce1 ! p>5ts' cons5t be+ necess>y4 ,! m>riage 0 solemniz$1 & ! *ild wife 0 us$ only z a drudge to slave = ! husb& & 8 mi/ress1 :o 0 ( a m suitable age to become 8 mate4 ,i us$ to be v mu* tr\bl$ by wom5 9 ! ?roes ( delirium trem5s4 ,!y w\ld come 9 q quietly :5 ! %elt] op5$1 /rip1 pick up a sack & get into x1 & !n lie d[n & at once g to sleep4 ,aft] a few h\rs' dead slumb] !y w\ld get up1 rav+ mad1 & di/urb all ! o!r sleep]s4 ,! reason ( ?is peculi> =m ( ,d4 ,t4 0 expla9$ to me by a doctor 9 ! neighborhood4 ,! publicans kept a pail beh9d ! b>1 into :i* 0 ?r[n ! dregs ( e species ( liquor sold dur+ ! day4 ,?is concoction 0 di/ribut$ *eap at clos+ "t1 & its effects 7 cumulative4 ,"o night ,i _h a curi\s exp]i5ce4 ,! room 0 unusually quiet1 & ,i _h clos$ my eyes1 b ,i 0 n asleep4 ,i op5$ !m1 &1 9 ! bright light ( "o un%ad$ gas jet1 ,i saw a d>k figure mov+4 ,its back 0 t[>ds me1 & ,i in/antly ?\ght a pla9 clo!s policeman _h ent]$1 no unusual occurr5ce1 )\t my he>+ him4 ,9 ^! days detectives us$ (t5 to escort ! ,we/ ,end ladies on slumm+ exp$itions1 & !y usually call$ on me4 ,!n ,i saw ?is figure 0 clad 9 d>k robes1 & 0 v tall4 ,aga9 ,i ?\ght1 ?is is "s old ,jew :o has crept 91 & ,i 0 j ab\t to rise & eject him1 :5 some?+ sudd5ly /opp$ me4 ,i saw ?r\gh him & beyond him4 ,i !n & !re realiz$ t feel+ ( hair ( "o's head ris+ on "o's scalp is no m]e figm5t ( spee*4 ,! figure mov$ s(tly r\nd ! room1 x made no s\nd :atev]1 & z x came to ea* sleep] x b5t d[n1 z if closely scrut9iz+ ea* face4 ,x occurr$ to me t x 0 look+ = "s "o4 ,i began to dread ! mom5t :5 ! se>* 0 ov]1 & ! figure w\ld turn its face t[>ds me4 ,i felt t my hair _h turn$ into ! quills ( a porcup9e4 ,i want$ to %ut my eyes1 b d>$ n4 ,!n be=e t que/ 0 ov]1 ! figure /raight5$ itself & turn$ full t[>ds me4 ,my fe>s in/antly fell away f me l a fall5 mantle1 = ?\gh ,i knew ! visitor _h come f ! o!r side1 !re 0 some?+ s pr(\ndly sad 9 ! pale we>y face1 t compassion q eclips$ fe>4 ,ano!r second & x _h vani%$4 ,i liv$ 9 ,:ite*apel dur+ ! dread visitation ( ,jack ! ,ripp]1 & all wom5 at once adopt$ ! habit ( walk+ 9 ! middle ( ! road among/ ! horses & c>ts4 ,=tunately !re 7 no motors 9 ^? days to add to ! confusion4 ,:5 we came to ! h\se or alley we wi%$ to ent]1 we made a sudd5 da% = x4 ,"o night ,i _h occasion to pass ! entire night by ! b$side ( a dy+ pro/itute4 ,%e liv$ 9 "o ( f\r rooms1 all occupi$ by ! same class1 & all op5+ into a c\rt n l>g] ?an t5 feet by t54 ,i suppose ,i mu/ h be5 v tir$1 = ,i fell asleep1 & ab\t five a4 m4 ,i woke & f\nd ,i 0 alone1 ! woman 0 dead4 ,i w5t out into ! c\rt1 he>+ a sudd5 noise ( excit$ voices1 & discov]$ t ,jack _h be5 at "w 9 ! adjo9+ room1 only sep>at$ f m9e by a mat*-bo>d p>tition4 ,portions ( ! un=tunate woman 7 neatly arrang$ on a deal table4 ,i _h he>d absolutely no?+4 ,lat] on t same day ,i revisit$ ! sc5e1 & f\nd a curi\s contra/4 ,see+ 8 way to a *eap furni%$ lodg+1 a co/] _h m>ri$ 8 donah 9 a hurry1 & ! w$d+ breakfa/ 0 be+ eat5 (f ! blood-/a9$ table6 ,x 0 9 ^? days t ,i develop$ into a conv9c$ ,suffragi/4 ,i saw t until m5 & wom5 came toge!r to improve & mold our civilization1 v little improvem5t c\ld be expect$4 ,! son ( ! bondwoman is n on a level ) ! son ( ! free woman1 & we saw t ! /ruggle mu/ g on until we 7 accord$ ! "r to gov]n our own lives4 ,i c\ld always see ! anti's po9t ( view1 =1 _h ,i ?\ght only ( my own position z an isolat$ unit1 a vote w\ld h seem$ to me a ne$less responsibility4 ,no social work] :o has p5etrat$ to ! dep?s c ma9ta9 ?is attitude1 & s1 9 company ) all o!r wom5 work]s1 ,i ent]$ on ! crusade :i* has j t]m9at$ 9 victory4 ,mu* z ,i dislike militancy1 ,i am conv9c$ t x ha/5$ our victory by v _m ye>s1 by br++ ! subject be=e ! _w4 ,also ! enorm\s numb] ( idle &1 =m]ly1 indiff]5t wom51 :o h ru%$ into "w 9 answ] to _! c\ntry's call1 has help$ our cause enorm\sly4 ,i h inv>iably f\nd t directly a woman ent]s ! ranks ( active labor1 h] views1 h[ev] /rongly !y h be5 oppos$ to u1 at once sw+ r\nd4 ,once a woman proves = h]self ! disabilities "u :i* we labor1 %e is at once conv]t$4 ,to ! v _m wom5 :o suff]$ acute physical torture dur+ ! militant campaign1 our easy victory mu/ seem pass+ /range4 ,,*apt] ,v ,,! ,,man ,,9 ,,! ,,m>ylebone ,,road ,x is ?irty ye>s ago s9ce ,i became a conv]t to ,spiritualism4 ,at t "t ,i made up my m9d t ,i w\ld att5d fifty seances1 & if1 out ( t numb]1 ,i did n come across "o t ,i c\ld be absolutely c]ta9 0 g5u9e ,i w\ld att5d no m4 ,spiritualism1 9 itself1 nev] int]e/$ me1 b ,i 0 det]m9$ to see = myself if !re 0 really any?+ 9 x4 ,i att5d$ tw5ty-n9e seances be=e ,i happ5$ on "o t 0 absolutely conv9c+4 ,sev]al _h be5 almo/ conv9c+1 b a loophole = fraud _h rema9$1 & s long z t 0 ! case ,i p]sev]$4 ,i w5t "o summ] morn+ to see an old man :o liv$ 9 ! ,m>ylebone ,road4 ,i 0 %[n up into a sunny little room on ! fir/ floor4 ,x _h nei!r c>pet1 curta9s nor w9d[ bl9d1 & x look$ on ! /reet4 ,! furniture consi/$ ( a pla91 uncov]$ deal table 9 ! middle ( a clean plank$ floor1 & eight pla9 uncov]$ deal *airs 7 rang$ r\nd ! walls4 ,! room 0 utt]ly de/itute ( ornam5t1 !re 0 n ev5 a clock1 & ,i 0 ! only occupant4 ,soon ! old man ent]$1 a v ord9>y look+ p]son1 & civilly ask$ :at ,i want$4 ,i said t ,i und]/ood he 0 possess$ ( psy*ic p[]s1 & ,i w\ld l to see an exhibition ( !m4 ,he smil$ & answ]$1 ,my fee is two-&-six = a qu>t] ( an h\r4 ,*oose y\r own ph5om5on1 & ,i'll see :at ,i c d4 ,i 0 puzzl$ at fir/1 & look$ r\nd ! b>e walls = inspiration4 ,!re 0 n ev5 a photograph or picture4 ,!n sudd5ly ,i ?\ght ( some?+ r silly4 ,please make ^? f\r *airs opposite to u cross ! floor & m\nt on to ! table1 ,i said4 ,! old man drew 8 *air q close to m9e1 ,!n give me y\r h&4 ,i remov$ my glove & did z he ask$4 ,he look$1 n at ! *airs1 b into my face1 & ,i at once w>n$ him4 ,i am no good z a subject = hypnotism1 s x is useless to try4 ,he laugh$ & answ]$1 ,i am n a hypnoti/1 b ,i see y h p[]4 ,y may z well l5d me "s4 ,y are "y1 & ,i am old4 ,at t second my att5tion 0 di/ract$ by a grat+ s\nd1 & ,i =got all ab\t my companion4 ,i saw ! f\r *airs leave ! wall & advance t[>ds ! table1 9 exactly ! position1 & tilt$ =w>d1 !y w\ld be 9 if a human h& 0 dragg+ !m across ! floor4 ,!re appe>$ to be f\r invisible h&s at ! "w4 ,!n1 "o by "o1 !y 7 neatly balanc$1 "o on ! top ( ! o!r1 on ! table4 ,:5 ! manife/ation 0 complete ,i rememb]$ ! old man1 & look$ r\nd at him4 ,he 0 wat*+ ! bus9ess1 z ke5ly int]e/$ z ,i 04 ,good boys6 good boys1 ,i he>d him murmur4 ,h[ is x done8 ,i ask$ him4 ,he %rugg$4 ,! ,petris 7spirits7 d x4 ,i don't4 ,!n ask '! ,petris' to put ! *airs neatly back aga94 ,! ,petris p]=m$ ?is feat v exp$iti\sly1 & ,i paid two-&-sixp5ce & dep>t$4 ,!re 0 no loophole "h = fraud1 n a wire1 or /r+1 or any human manipulation1 & ,i 0 n hypnotiz$4 ,i nev] h be54 ,= t sort ( te/ ,i _h se5 en\gh4 ,%ortly aft] ,i witness$ a mat]ialization 9 broad daylight4 ,i 0 free to move ab\t ! room1 & /& by ! m$ium z %e lay b\nd & deeply entranc$4 ,i 0 free to make any exam9ations ,i pleas$1 :il/ o!rs pres5t conv]s$ ) ! _s1 & ,i left ! h\se absolutely conv9c$ ( ! g5u95ess ( t ph5om5on4 ,t 0 ! la/ te/ seance ,i att5d$1 & = ye>s aft]w>ds ,i did n int]e/ myself 9 spiritualism1 nor did ,i att5d _m private sitt+s4 ,t[>ds ! close ( ! ,s\? ,african ,w> ,i 0 ord]$ f ! o!r side to beg9 aga91 b on diff]5t l9es4 ,i 0 ord]$ to be a m$ium4 ,a man :om ,i b>ely knew1 & :o _h pass$ ov]1 wi%$ to communicate ) 8 p4 ,?is put me 9 a qu&>y4 ,i h>dly knew 8 p1 & _! social position 0 n su* z c\ld be treat$ unc]emoni\sly by a casual acqua9tance4 ,i _h nev] he>d t !y 7 int]e/$ 9 o!r side subjects4 ,! v little ,i knew ( !m sugge/$ q ! rev]se4 ,i consult$ ) my husb&4 ,"o _c1 ,i argu$1 g up to p :o are almo/ /rang]s & tell !m _! son wi%es to communicate ) !m ?r\gh me4 ,my husb& q saw ! difficulty1 b x _h always happ5$ t :5 any "o wi%$ to communicate ) u1 & we paid no att5tion1 we 7 giv5 no peace till we did take he$1 & sat d[n ) an ,ouija bo>d to receive ! message4 ,he !re=e propos$ t we %\ld consult ,mr4 ,a4 ,p4 ,s9nett1 n[ su* a well-kn[n writ] on ,occultism1 & an old fri5d ( ours4 ,we !re=e laid ! matt] be=e him4 ,8 reply 0 uncompromis+4 ,d z y are told f ! o!r side4 ,x is n = y to "q or consid] ! social consequ5ces to y\rselves4 ,?is advice we imm$iately foll[$1 & we 7 met ) ! utmo/ k9dness & sympa!tic und]/&+4 ,sitt+s 7 arrang$1 communication e/abli%$4 ,te/ que/ions 7 put1 :i* we did n und]/&1 b :i* 7 satisfactory to ! que/ion]s1 & = _m ye>s ! sitt+s cont9u$ until ! o!r side made arrangem5ts = a *ange ( m$iums & ,i 0 set free = o!r "w4 ,i say1 set free1 because dur+ all ^? ye>s we _h held ourselves entirely at ! disposal ( ?is wond]ful _s1 :o communicat$ ?r\gh me1 & x is no exagg]ation to say t our daily lives1 our worldly plans1 entirely dep5d$ ^u 8 wi%es4 ,he _h 8 own "w to d1 & our e>? lives 7 always arrang$ to suit 8 conv5i5ce4 ,ab\t ! same "t z ! above exp]i5ce began my husb& 0 di/urb$ by noises 9 8 libr>y1 & he came to ! conclusion t "s "o _h some?+ to say & 0 det]m9$ to say x4 ,"o ev5+1 :5 ! di/urbance prev5t$ s]i\s read+1 we sat d[n ) ! ,ouija bo>d4 ,! result 0 z foll[s-- ,a _s :o purport$ to be a well-kn[n soldi] ( =tune :o _h lately committ$ suicide1 desir$ to give a message4 ,?is a/oni%$ u1 z we _h kn[n him only slightly1 & we wond]$ :y he _h *os5 to be/[ 8 att5tions on u4 ,he said he 0 v unhappy because he ow$ a c]ta9 sum ( money to a fri5d1 :om ,i w call ,b4 ,?is money ,b4 c\ld h refund$ to him if he w\ld communicate ) a c]ta9 ,london address1 :i* ! dep>t$ soldi] gave u 9 full4 ,we knew ,b41 & knew t he _h be5 a close fri5d ( ! dep>t$4 ,we also knew t ,b4 0 on ! ,gold ,coa/4 ,we promis$1 h[ev]1 to s5d him ! message1 & t 0 ! la/ we ev] he>d ( ! soldi]4 ,my husb& wrote to ,b4 on ! ,gold ,coa/ simply giv+ him ! message & leav+ x at t4 ,we 7 sure ,b4 0 an absolute skeptic4 ,he 06 & did no?+ till 8 return to ,engl& ?ree ye>s lat]1 :5 he appli$ at ! address :i* he happ5$ to h kept1 & receiv$ 8 money4 ,i fir/ became int]e/$ 9 ,occultism1 n only ?r\gh my own v e>ly exp]i5ces1 b ?r\gh he>+ z a m]e *ild t my gr&fa!r1 ,rob]t ! y\ng] ( ! two well-kn[n publi%+ bro!rs1 ,w4 & ,r4 ,*amb]s1 _h inve/igat$ spiritualism to 8 entire satisfaction4 ,9 ^? days1 ab\t #ahfj1 sci5tific m5 did n tr\ble ab\t occult subjects1 :i* 7 deem$ b5ea? _! notice4 ,sci5ce 0 s /rictly or?odox t my gr&fa!r publi%$ 8 ,ve/iges ( ,creation anonym\sly4 ,x creat$ an enorm\s s5sation1 & ^u t book & ! writ+s ( ,lam>ck1 ,d>w9 f\nd$ 8 ,orig9 ( ,species4 ,rob]t ,*amb]s det]m9$ to g to ,am]ica & inve/igate = himself ! report$ m>vel\s happ5+s !re4 ,he _h sitt+s ) all ! r5[n$ m$iums1 br++ to be> ^u _! ph5om5a ! acum5 ( 8 sci5tific m9d1 & he return$ to ,europe a conv9c$ believ]4 ,he c>ri$ on regul> sitt+s ) ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,s4 ,c4 ,hall & o!r intellectuals1 & ) ,g5]al ,drayson1 !n a "y beg9n] :o w5t v f> 9 8 inve/igations be=e he di$4 ,ab\t ! ye> #ahhe ,i happ5$ to be /ay+ at ,haw>d5 ) ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,glad/one1 & ! only o!r gue/1 outside ! family p>ty1 0 ! late ,canon ,malcolm ,mc,coll1 ?r\gh ^: in/rum5tality ,i became a memb] ( ! ,psy*ical ,society4 ,mc,coll 0 a mo/ int]e/+ p]sonality1 a lead+ light on matt]s occult1 & a fam\s rec\nt] ( gho/ /ories4 ,he 0 also p]sona grata 9 ! ,glad/one h\sehold1 & ,mrs4 ,glad/one (t5 spoke to me ( _! deep love = him4 ,i =get n[ :at l$ up to ! subject1 b "o night1 :5 we 7 sitt+ talk+1 ,i told ,mr4 ,glad/one t my gr&fa!r1 ,rob]t ,*amb]s1 _h be5 a conv9c$ spirituali/4 ,! ,canon at once tri$ to draw ! ,g4,o4,m41 & to our mutual amazem5t 8 argum5ts 9 favor ( ! return ( ! disembodi$ s\l to e>? 7 met by concurr+ %ort ejaculations1 su* z ,( c\rse6 ,naturally6 ,:y1 c]ta9ly6 ,!n q sudd5ly ,mr4 ,glad/one began to prove to u t ! old ,biblical scribes 7 conv9c$ spirituali/s4 ,f 8 intimate k ( ! ,bible he quot$ text aft] text 9 support ( 8 cont5tion4 ,"h ,he work$ no wond]s because ! p 7 want+ 9 fai?1 he comp>$ to ! pres5t day m$ium's difficulty 9 work+ ) skeptics4 ,:5 ,*ri/ ask$1 ,:o has t\*$ ,me8 ,mu* virtue has pass$ out ( ,me1 ,he b spoke z _m a mod]n heal] speaks on feel+ a failure ( p[]4 ,try ! spirits :e!r !y be ( ,god1 is :at all spirituali/s ( to-day %\ld practice rigor\sly4 ,conan ,doyle1 9 8 book1 ,! ,new ,revelation1 t\*es ^u ^? facts1 & x 0 only on read+ 8 book ) pr(\nd int]e/ t ,i rememb]$ ! impressive talk ,i _h s _m ye>s ago ) ,mr4 ,glad/one4 ,z ,conan ,doyle truly says1 ,! e>ly ,*ri/ian ,*ur* 0 saturat$ ) spiritualism4 ,:at1 x may be ask$1 is ! value to a woman ( psy*ic exp]i5ces1 ^: reality may be conv9c+ to h]self1 b nev] to o!rs8 ,fir/ly1 !re is ?is enorm\s value = me1 t c]ta9 psy*ic exp]i5ces ,i h _h make a future exi/5ce1 aft] s-call$ dea?1 a c]ta9ty4 ,secondly1 o!r v>ieties ( psy*ic ph5om5a h furni%$ me ) unmi/akable pro( t ,i possess an immortal s\l4 ,?irdly1 /ill o!r v>ieties ( exp]i5ces h provid$ me ) ! implicit belief 9 a ,god1 :o is 9 actual t\* ) ,humanity4 ,aga91 all s\l exp]i5ces1 begott5 f out ! supreme my/]y ( ,be+1 %[ u t our real life is n conta9$ 9 our pres5t normal consci\sness1 b 9 a va/ly wid]1 gr&] plane1 :i*1 z yet1 is b dimly s5s$ by ! few4 ,^? :o h ba!d 9 ! light invisible c br+ glory to ^? 9 gloom4 ,!y visit1 b no long] live 9 ! day4 ,_! glory is 9 ! night1 :5 !y walk ) ! ,immortals1 & be> ) !m ! gold5 lamps ( life et]nal4 ,^? :o h realiz$ ! p[]s )91 p[]s :i* n only are ! pill>s ( inf9ite h>mony1 b ! ma9spr+ ( et]nal life1 h build$ on a rock :i* no tempe/ c de/roy4 ',tis "t ,new hopes %\ld animate ! _w1 ,new light %\ld dawn f new reveal+s to a race ,weigh$ d[n s long4 ,,p>acelsus4 ,,*apt] ,,vi ,,! ,,gho/ ,,( ,,pr9ce ,,*>lie ,scotl& 9 ! autumn ( ! pre-w> days 0 a v gay place4 ,! big c\ntry h\ses 7 fill$ ) %oot+ p>ties1 & = ! ,autumn ,meet+s1 ,ayr races1 ,p]? races1 & games1 ,! ,inv]ness ,ga!r+1 etc4 ,! dates 7 s arrang$ t "o c\ld g ! r\nd1 & ?us dance ?r\gh sev]al weeks4 ,i us$ to g regul>ly to ,inv]ness1 & aft]w>ds visit fri5ds 9 ! surr\nd+ neighborhood4 ,"o ( ! mo/ delightful h\ses to visit 0 ,t>bat1 belong+ to ! ,c\ntess ( ,crom>tie4 ,any "o :o has read h] unique books mu/ h come to ! conclusion t ,lady ,crom>tie is a my/ic ( no ord9>y type1 b only ^? :o "k h] intimately are aw>e h[ pr$om9at+ 9 h] "* is ?is inborn my/icism4 ,i fir/ rememb] ! two si/]s1 ,lady ,sibell & ,lady ,con/ance ,mack5zie1 hang+ on to _! fa!r's arms z !y walk$ ab\t ,folke/one4 ,!y 7 !n t9y tots1 & ,i 0 /ay+ ) _! "m1 ! beautiful ,lilian1 daught] ( ,"l ,macdonald ( ! ,isles4 ,beautiful 0 ! only ^w to describe ,"l ,crom>tie's wife--& ,lily seem$ ! mo/ suitable "n t c\ld h be5 be/[$ ^u h]4 ,%e 0 int5sely musical & int]e/$ 9 gho/s4 ,born ! daught] ( a ,highl& *iefta9 %e und]/ood h[ to live ! life ( a great ,scotti% noblewoman4 ,%e 0 always v k9d to me1 & ,i us$ to /ay ) h] v (t54 ,9 #ahic ,"l ,crom>tie di$1 & 8 elde/ daught]1 ,lady ,sibell1 became ,c\ntess ( ,crom>tie 9 h] own "r--! title go+ 9 ! female l9e4 ,z a *ild ! "y ,c\ntess _h be5 a great read]4 ,i rememb] %e us$ (t5 to be miss+1 & f\nd 9 "s quiet room buri$ 9 a book4 ,to ?is day %e has ! faculty ( s absorb+ h]self 9 a book t no am\nt ( talk+ & noise 9 ! room p5etrates h] e>s4 ,lady ,con/ance 0 q diff]5t1 devot$ to out-(-door life1 & ,i %all nev] =get h[ ador+ ! old p on ! prop]ties 7 to h]1 & h[ %e lov$ !m4 ,"o /]l+ & unusual quality %e _h4 ,i nev] he>d h] say an unk9d ^w ( any "o4 ,9 #ahii ! ,c\ntess ( ,crom>tie m>ri$ ,major1 n[ ,colonel ,blunt1 & %e has ?ree f9e *ildr51 two boys & a girl4 ,"o ( ! mo/ rem>kable facts ab\t h] is h] agelessness4 ,%e nev] alt]s ) ! ye>s4 ,h] :ite delicate sk91 h] girli% figure & d>k gl[+ eyes1 always reta9 _! look ( extreme y\?4 ,i h said t h] my/icism mu/ at once become app>5t to ! read]s ( h] books1 b to ^?1 :o l myself h kn[n h] f *ildhood1 h] psy*ic p[]s h always be5 extraord9>y4 ,i rememb] "o autumn /ay+ at ,t>bat ) only a v few o!r gue/s1 ,i =get n[ :o !y all 74 ,x _h be5 a dead1 /ill day4 ,"o ( ^? sad1 brood+ days "o gets s (t5 9 ! nor?4 ,9 ! aft]noon1 :5 we 7 out walk+1 ,lady ,crom>tie said sudd5ly to me & a ,miss ,drummond1 :om we 7 bo? v fond (1 ,!re is go+ to be an e>?quake to-night4 ,we receiv$ ?is piece ( in=mation z a joke1 & ,i ?\ght no?+ m ( ! matt] till tea-"t1 :5 a gorge\s sunset 0 illum9at+ ! heav5s4 ,z we 7 /&+ at ! w9d[ look+ out at x we 7 all />tl$ by a trem5d\s ro>1 m l a v l\d peal ( ?und] ?an any?+ else1 yet we knew1 by ! look ( ! sky1 t x c\ld n h be5 ?und]4 ,e "o (f]$ a diff]5t op9ion z to :at ! noise c\ld mean1 b ,lady ,crom>tie calmly said1 ,! noise is 9 ! e>?1 n 9 ! sky2 x is ! =]unn] ( ! e>?quake4 ,we n[ began to take ?is e>?quake bus9ess m s]i\sly4 ,sibell ,drummond1 also v psy*ic1 said %e knew ! noise came f ! int]ior ( ! e>?1 & t v e>ly t morn+ %e _h he>d ! same s\nd1 only mu* m di/ant4 ,we ask$ ,lady ,crom>tie h[ %e c\ld possibly tell t an e>?quake 0 com+4 ,su* convulsions are n common en\gh 9 ,scotl& to admit ( lucky guesses4 ,i c tell ^? ?+s ( ,nature2 some?+ 9 me is ak9 to !m1 %e expla9$4 ,x is q c]ta9 ?is e>?quake w come be=e morn+4 ,z ! sun w5t d[n ! quiet wea!r *ang$1 & by b$-"t x 0 bl[+ su* a gale t we =got all ab\t ,lady ,crom>tie's prophecy4 ,at "o o'clock 9 ! morn+1 :5 we 7 all asleep1 ! e>?quake arriv$1 & awak5$ u all in/antly4 ,my b$ rock$1 & ! *9a clatt]$1 & ,i he>d a big picture ne> my b$ move out f ! wall & g back aga94 ,"s ( u got up1 b !re 0 only ! "o %>p %ock4 ,9 ! morn+ we he>d t consid]able damage _h be5 done4 ,sev]al h\ses & /ables _h be5 raz$ to ! gr\nd1 & "s animals kill$ & p injur$4 ,ano!r curi\s incid5t ,i rememb] happ5+ dur+ a visit to ,t>bat4 ,at breakfa/ "o morn+ ,lady ,crom>tie told u t %e _h a v vivid dream j be=e daylight4 ,%e dream$ t if %e w5t into a c]ta9 room 9 ! h\se %e w\ld f9d "s jewels t _h be5 hidd5 !re4 ,%e seem$ to h be5 told ?is 9 h] sleep by "s "o %e did n "k4 ,! room 0 indicat$1 b n ! spot :]e ! jewels lay4 ,! pres5t ,duke ( ,argyll1 always ke5ly alive to psy*ic ph5om5a1 0 ( our p>ty1 & he at once propos$ t directly aft] we _h f9i%$ breakfa/ we %\ld all proce$ to ! room1 r>ely us$1 b =m]ly a bus9ess room1 & make a ?or\gh se>*4 ,by ! way1 ,i _c refra9 "h f sugge/+ :at a wond]ful book ( ,scotti% gho/ /ories ! ,duke c\ld give u if he *ose4 ,8 rep]toire 0 endless & mo/ ?rill+1 & he knew h[ to tell a gho/ /ory4 ,aft] breakfa/ we adj\rn$ to ! room indicat$ 9 ! dream1 & began our se>*4 ,! only likely place seem$ a l>ge bookcase1 full ( books1 ) cupbo>ds b5ea?4 ,all ! doors 7 lock$ & keyless4 ,a pause ensu$ :il/ keys 7 fet*$ f ! h\sekeep]'s room1 & = a long "t we c\ld f9d no?+ to fit ! doors1 b at la/ we 7 rew>d$4 ,! cupbo>ds bel[ 7 op5$1 disclos+ a quantity ( rubbi%4 ,old books1 e/ate maps1 fi%+ tackle1 e sort ( ?+1 b no jewels4 ,at la/ ! ,duke1 d[n on 8 knees fumbl+ among/ ! du/1 drew =? two t9 japann$ boxes4 ,he %ook !m1 & ! ?ump+ inside prov$ t !y 7 n empty4 ,! tr\ble 0 !y also 7 lock$ & keyless4 ,aga9 !re 0 a scramble to fit keys4 ,we 7 all on ! tiptoe ( excit$ expectation4 ,at la/ bo? boxes 7 op5$1 & !re lay ! jewels4 ,f9e1 old-fa%ion$ pieces t _h la9 !re1 :o kn[s = h[ long1 & probably _h belong$ to ,lady ,crom>tie's gr&mo!r1 ! ,c\ntess ,du*ess #crd ,du*ess ( ,su!rl&4 ,/ill ano!r rem9isc5ce ( beautiful ,t>bat4 ,lady ,crom>tie ask$ me to jo9 a %oot+ p>ty %e & ,major ,blunt 7 giv+1 to meet ,pr9ce ,ar?ur ( ,connaught4 ,i arriv$ "o ev5+ 9 wild w9t] wea!r4 ,!re _h be5 a heavy sn[/orm1 & ! sky look$ z if !re 0 consid]ably m to come4 ,i f\nd all ! o!r gue/s _h already arriv$1 & we 7 a v m]ry p>ty4 ,x 0 ,pr9ce ,ar?ur's fir/ %oot 9 ! f> ,nor?1 & 8 fir/ exp]i5ce ( :at ,scotl& c\ld provide 9 ! way ( autumn wea!r1 & he 0 glad to avail himself ( a ?ick wool5 sweat] ( m9e1 :i* ,i 0 pr\d to pres5t to him4 ,he 0 p]fectly *>m+ to u all1 & !re 01 ow+ to 8 simplicity1 no s5se ( /iffness introduc$ into our p>ty4 ,t ev5+1 aft] d9n]1 he 0 /roll+ r\nd ! room1 look+ at ! pictures1 & he paus$ opposite a fram$ lett]1 writt5 by ,pr9ce ,*>les ,edw>d dur+ ! '#de to ! ,"l ,crom>tie ( t "t1 :o 0 8 e>ne/ support]4 ,:y6 exclaim$ ,pr9ce ,ar?ur1 t lett] is writt5 by ',! ,pret5d]1' isn't x8 ,!re 0 no answ]4 ,a ?rill ( horror ran ?r\gh ! brea/s ( ! ard5t ,jacobites pres5t4 ,dead sil5ce reign$4 ,!n ,i c\ld /& x no long]4 ,please1 sir1 ,i said1 we all call him ,pr9ce ,*>les ,edw>d ,/u>t4 ,pr9ce ,ar?ur turn$ r\nd laugh+ly4 ,i beg 8 p>don & all ( y\rs1 he exclaim$ 9 ! mo/ *>m+ mann]1 & ! he>ts ( all ! outrag$ ,jacobites w>m$ to him at once4 ,i 0 j ab\t to creep into b$1 v late t night1 & v tir$ aft] my long1 cold j\rney 9 a desp]ately sluggi% tra91 :5 ,lady ,crom>tie peep$ 9 at my door4 ,h] wond]ful d>k eyes 7 ablaze1 & ,i knew at once %e _h some?+ psy*ic to tell me4 ,h] eyes look$ l no?+ else 9 ! _w b h] eyes1 :5 %e is on ! track ( a gho/1 or "o ( h] o!r side exp]i5ces4 ,i h j se5 ,pr9ce ,*>les ,edw>d1 %e ann\nc$4 ,i took h] firmly by ! arm4 ,pr9ce ,*>les ,edw>d means a v great deal to me1 & ,i don't let any?+ pass me by t conc]ns 8 belov$ memory4 ,tell me quick4 ,:]e did y see him8 ,i ask$4 ,i 0 j go+ to get into b$ :5 ,i saw him /&+ look+ at me1 at ! f> end ( ! room4 ,he 0 smil+1 & z ,i />$ back at him he sl[ly cross$ ! floor1 8 smil+ face always turn$ to me1 & vani%$ ?r\gh ! wall1 0 ,lady ,crom>tie's answ]4 ,!n ,i told h] ( a c]ta9 feel+ ,i _h exp]i5c$ e>li] 9 ! ev5+4 ,at ! mom5t :5 our ,jacobite he>ts 7 /ung to deep1 ?\gh fleet+ res5tm5t1 we _h =m$ a ?\ght =m1 p[]ful en\gh to rea* ! _s ( ,bonny ,pr9ce ,*>lie on ! o!r side4 ,our spirits _h call$ on him1 & he _h he>d & respond$4 ,:y n8 ,if we believe 9 ! immortality ( ! s\l1 ! s\l ( ,pr9ce ,*>les ,edw>d surely lives4 ,:]e8 ,on ! ,a/ral plane1 :]e ! s\ls ( all mu/ g to dive/ !mselves ( ! l[] passions ( e>?1 & ! veil betwe5 ! ,physical plane & ! ,a/ral plane is we>+ v ?9 9 ^! days4 ,= _m ( u !re are r5ts ?r\gh :i* we are p]mitt$ to see ! old fri5ds :o are n lo/ b gone be=e1 & :o await u 9 a sph]e :]e we 9 turn w await ! com+ ( ^? :o foll[ aft]4 ,inde$1 ! "t does n n[ seem to be s f> di/ant :5 s-call$ dea? w be pu%$ "o /age fur!r back1 & ! transf]5ce ( ! s\l f e>? to ! ,a/ral plane w no long] be treat$ z sev]ance4 ,:at !n w be t]m$ ! sev]ance we n[ call dea?8 ,x w be ! pass+ ( ! cleans$ s\l f ! ,a/ral plane to ! ,heav5 _w1 = a p]iod ( blissful re/ be=e ! life urge compels ! re9c>nat+ ego to take on once m ! veil ( fle%1 9 a transi5t human _w4 ,i d\bt if x is possible = an ,engli% p]son to compreh5d :at x means to be a ,jacobite4 ,"o is born a ,jacobite or "o is n4 ,i 0 born a ,jacobite1 & ,i nev] lose my passionate love & regret = ! suff]+s & sorr[s ( ,pr9ce ,*>les ,edw>d4 ,no female figure 9 ! pa/ attracts me s mu* z does ,flora ,mac,donald4 ,_h ,i liv$ dur+ ! '#de ,i w\ld h worn ! :ite cockade1 & p>t$ ) my la/ %ift = ! love ( ,bonny ,pr9ce ,*>lie4 ,all v ridicul\s1 _m may say1 b !re x is4 ,t is :at x means to be born a ,jacobite4 ,my gr&fa!r 0 an ard5t ,jacobite1 & consort$ l>gely ) old ,jacobite families4 ,! ,sobieski ,/u>ts (t5 made _! home ) him4 ,gr& look+ m5 ( /rik+ physique & good looks4 ,rob]t ,*amb]s us$ to tell a /ory ( ! gho/ ,pip] ( ,f+ask2 ! prop]ty ( a f9e old ,jacobite1 ,sir ,pet] ,murray ,?reipl&4 ,! b>onetcy is n[ ext9ct4 ,"o night1 :il/ my gr&fa!r 0 visit+ ,sir ,pet]1 !y 7 sitt+ at supp] 9 ! old d9+-hall4 ,! two old si/]s ( ,sir ,pet]1 ,eliza & ,jessie1 7 pres5t4 ,sudd5ly ! fa9t /ra9 ( ! pipes 0 he>d 9 ! di/ance1 surely no uncommon s\nd 9 ,scotl&1 :]e e ,laird has 8 own pip] to play r\nd ! d9+-table1 yet a sudd5 sil5ce fell ^u ! little p>ty ( f\r4 ,all e>s 7 li/5+ int5tly1 & /ra9+ eyes 7 blank to all b ! evid5ce ( he>+4 ,! noise grew l\d]1 ! pip] seem$ to be m\nt+ ! /one /aircase1 yet 8 brogues made no s\nd z he asc5d$4 ,sir ,pet] dropp$ 8 head d[n into 8 arms fold$ ^u ! table4 ,he s\ght to hide ! fe> 9 8 old eyes4 ,! wom5 sat z if *isel$ out ( granite1 gray to ! lips4 ,! pip] ( ,f+ask _h come = "o ( !m4 ,:i*8 ,n[ ! pip] ( dea? 0 draw+ v ne>1 ! skirl ( 8 pipes _h ne>ly rea*$ ! door4 ,9 ano!r mom5t1 ) a full bla/ ( triumph t beat ab\t _! e>s z x surg$ into ! hall1 he _h pass$1 & _h begun 8 asc5t to ! ramp>ts4 ,! skirl 0 dy+ away into a wail4 ,miss ,eliza spoke3 ,he's come = y1 ,jessie4 ,!re 0 no response4 ,! pip] ( ,f+ask 0 play+ a ,la/ ,lam5t n[1 z he swung r\nd ! ramp>ts4 ,true en\gh he _h come = ,miss ,jessie1 & v %ortly aft] %e obey$ ! call4 ,to ?is day !re are m5 & wom5 :o nev] =get to (f] up _! passionate regret = ,pr9ce ,*>les be=e !y sleep4 ,i "k ( "o old ,scotti% h\se :]e 8 memory is an ev]-pres5t1 ev]-liv+ ?+4 ,! %ad[y old room is consecrat$ to him4 ,on ! walls hang portraits ( him1 & trophies ( ! '#ae & ! '#de /& r\nd 9 glass cases4 ,on "o table lies a worn1 :ite cockade1 yell[ ) age1 & a lock ( fair hair clasp$ by a b& ( black5$ pe>ls4 ,9 a tall sl5d] glass !re is always1 9 summ]-"t1 a s+le :ite rose4 ,above is ! portrait ( ! idol ( ! pres5t h\se1 :o gave 9 ! pa/ ( _! all 9 life & treasure1 = ! cause !y hold s sacr$1 s de>4 ,i _c look ^u t gay1 c>eless1 h&some face )\t ! te>s ris+ to my eyes4 ,8 eyes smile into m9e4 ,involunt>ily ,i b5d be=e him4 ,:at 0 ! p[] 9 y1 ,pr9ce ,*>les ,edw>d ,/u>t1 t drew f c\ntless wom5 & m5 t wild unsw]v+ devotion8 ,:i* made light ( t]rible h>d%ips1 :i* foll[$ y fai?fully ?r\gh gl5 & corrie8 ,:at is t p[] :i* y /ill ex]t ov] ^? to :om y\r "n is b a memory1 b :o /ill1 :5 !y ?9k on y or look ^u y\r pictur$ face1 cry sil5tly 9 _! he>ts = ! lo/ ,h\se ( ,/u>t8 ,oh6 waes me = ,pr9ce ,*>lie6 ,"o mu/ be ,scot* to und]/& t ! ,union did no?+ to unite ,engl& & ,scotl&4 ,to ! ,scotti% pl[man ! ,engli%man is /ill a =eign]1 :om he dislikes4 ,scot* & ,engli% s]vants d n "w well 9 ! same h\se4 ,to u1 ,m>y ,que5 ( ,scots liv$ only ! o!r day4 ,:5 ! ,h\se ( ,/u>t pass$ f u our hi/ory end$4 ,our old h\ses are full ( gho/s1 ! atmosph]e is saturat$ ) ! tragic hi/ory ( ! pa/1 ! v skies seem to brood 9 melan*oly ov] ! soil1 :]e s _m wild bloody sc5es 7 enact$4 ,to ! ,psy*ic1 ,scotl& is a l& n yet em]g$ f ! d\r savag]y ( ! pa/4 ,once1 on visit+ an hi/oric old ca/le1 my ho/ po9t$ out to me a gr\p ( sev5 old trees /&+ close to ! entrance4 ,sev5 skeletons lie !re1 he said4 ,my gr&fa!r w5t aft] a neighbor+ clan :o _h raid$ 8 cattle4 ,he br\ght back sev5 m5 ) halt]s r\nd _! necks & /rung !m up to ^? trees4 ,holes 7 dug b5ea?1 & !y all dropp$ into !m by degrees1 & !n ! e>? 0 %ovel$ ov] !m aga94 ,:at w become ( all ^? gr& old places 9 ! future8 ,!y are s co/ly to ma9ta94 ,i ?9k ( all ^? ly+ ar\nd our own ,ab]de5%ire home2 ,fyvie ,ca/le1 a great /ately pile1 beautiful to look ^u always1 b m especially s :5 ! r$ fires ( a w9t] sunset blaze ^u its _m w9d[s1 & turn to rose ! mantl+ sn[ on battlem5ts & t[]s1 :il/ all ar\nd is wrapp$ 9 a g>m5t ( spotless :ite3 ,h\se ( ,monymusk1 ,craig/on ,ca/le1 ,craigiev>4 ,i h j m5tion$ a few1 all h _! gho/s1 & "s h a curse ^u !m4 ,a fri5d ( ours came to see u1 n v long ago1 & told u ( a horrible exp]i5ce he _h be5 ?r\gh rec5tly4 ,he _h be5 visit+ a great h\se 9 ! ,nor?1 not$ 9 ,scotti% hi/ory4 ,! new ,laird _h only ent]$ into possession dur+ ! la/ few ye>s1 on ! dea? ( a ne> relative1 :o _h di$ f excessive dr9k+1 ! ,scot*man's curse4 ,our fri5d _h he>d t ?is dead ,laird walk$1 b he _h n met any "o :o _h actually se5 8 gho/4 ,aft] sp5d+ a pleasant ev5+ ) 8 ho/1 & go+ ?r\gh _m rem9isc5ces ( 8 =m] visits to ! h\se1 & to ! late ,laird1 :o 9 spite ( 8 fatal prop5sities _h be5 a gallant g5tleman & a great sportsman1 our fri5d retir$ to b$4 ,! room he slept 9 0 a l>ge "o1 & ! b$ fac$ ! door1 & a wa%/& /ood on "o side ( x4 ,he rememb]$ ! room1 hav+ slept 9 x on =m] occasions4 ,he 0 r\s$ 9 ! night by "s "o r noisily fumbl+ at ! h&le ( 8 door1 :i* 0 n lock$4 ,he sat up 9 b$ & call$ out1 ,:o is x8 ,!re 0 a full moon rid+ 9 a cle>1 fro/y sky1 & ! room 0 only 9 semi-d>kness4 ,he />$ at ! door1 :i* at t mom5t bur/ op51 & /&+ 9 ! ap]ture 0 a man1 ! dead ,laird4 ,outside1 0 a long corridor ) sev]al w9d[s1 ?r\gh :i* ! moonlight p\r$4 ,aga9/ ?is silv]y backgr\nd /ood ! huge figure ( ! late ,laird4 ,he lean$ =w>d1 support+ himself by hold+ ) bo? h&s to ! framework ( ! door1 & ) a gl[]+1 half-drunk5 />e 8 eyes 7 fix$ on ! />tl$ occupant ( ! b$4 ,a panic seiz$ our fri5d1 :o felt t if t m5ac+ figure advanc$ into ! room he w\ld g mad4 ,!re 0 only "o door1 & no o!r means ( escape1 & v /eal?ily he slid to ! opposite side ( ! b$1 & rea*+ out1 seiz$ ! wat]-bottle on 8 wa%/&4 ,?is action did n pass unnotic$ by 8 t]rible visitor4 ,sudd5ly relax+ 8 hold on ! doorpo/s1 he dropp$ d[n on 8 knees1 & began rapidly crawl+ on all f\rs t[>ds ! b$1 8 inflam$ eyes blaz+ ) ang]4 ,our fri5d did n wait = 8 arrival4 ,) a blood-curdl+ yell he hurl$ ! wat]-bottle full at 8 old fri5d1 & leap+ f ! o!r side ( ! b$ tore to ! door & fl$ d[n ! passage1 z if pursu$ by a pack ( devils4 ,h>dly kn[+ :at he did1 he batt]$ ) 8 h&s on ! door ( ! room he knew to be occupi$ by 8 ho/ & ho/ess1 %\t+ out at ! same "t a call = assi/ance4 ,!n he he>d ! voice ( ! wife say+ to ! husb&1 ,x's ,*>lie4 ,op5 ! door4 ,i believe he's se5 poor ,angus4 ,he _h inde$ se5 poor ,angus1 & = ! la/ "t1 he assur$ u4 ,old fri5d%ip c\ld n /& ! te/ ( s horrible an app>ition4 ,! room 0 empty :5 he return$ to x ) 8 ho/4 ,angus _h gone back aga9 to ! l& ( ! %ad[s1 & only ! scatt]$ fragm5ts ( ! wat]-bottle rema9$ z a s\v5ir ( 8 visit4 ,sev]al s]vants _h se5 ,angus1 & x 0 difficult to keep ! h\se /aff$4 ,"o old h\semaid1 :o _h be5 9 ! family _m ye>s1 _h se5 him frequ5tly1 & _h ev5 v5tur$ to remon/rate ) h] =m] ma/]1 bidd+ him g back to 8 %r\d & sleep peacefully 9 8 grave l a respectable man1 b app>5tly to no purpose4 ,angus pref]r$ to walk & to t]rify all to :om he _h ! p[] to %[ himself4 ,speak+ ( ! ,duke ( ,argyll has rem9d$ me ( "s curi\s occurr5ces 9 connection ) ,"l ,col9 ,campbell4 ,at "o "t ( my life1 soon aft] my fa!r's dea?1 ,i saw a good deal ( him4 ,he 0 !n /udy+ law & int5d$ lat] to practice 9 ,india4 ,?is plan he c>ri$ out1 & 9 ,india he di$1 ! result ( a *ill4 ,"l ,col9 0 a v int]e/+ man1 a ke5 geologi/ & some?+ ( an arti/4 ,!re 7 few subjects he 0 n int]e/$ 91 & ?\gh some:at %y ( ! subject1 he _h a decid$ aptitude = gho/s4 ,"o day 9 ,london he br\ght to my h\se a small gold cross fix$ to a slab ( gray m>ble1 & ask$ me if ,i w\ld keep x = him4 ,he expla9$ t x 0 an exact reproduction ( ! old /one cross ( ,inv]>y4 ,he 0 !n liv+ 9 ,argyll ,lodge1 ,campd5 ,hill1 & ,i said ,i %\ld h ?\ght !re 0 room en\gh = x !re4 ,i c\ld n und]/& :y he br\ght x to me4 ,he look$ uneasy & said he wi%$ to get rid ( x out ( ! h\se4 ,:5 press$ to say :y1 he confess$ t !re 0 some?+ uncanny ab\t x4 ,he ?\ght x made him see ?+s1 & he add$1 ,g>ry hates x4 ,g>ry 0 a f9e1 sable collie1 devot$ to 8 ma/] & he to x4 ,g>ry _h ! mis=tune to break 8 leg1 & ?is caus$ ,"l ,col9 acute di/ress4 ,! leg 0 set1 & ! dog lay 9 a l>ge clo!s basket1 & ev5tually got well4 ,g>ry 0 j recov]+ :5 ,"l ,col9 br\ght me ! cross4 ,he became m expansive 9 a few mom5ts1 & said t he _h se5 a figure b5d+ ov] ! cross1 z if to exam9e x4 ,! figure _h a hood1 & he ?\ght x mu/ be ! gho/ ( a monk4 ,he _h se5 ?is _m times1 & ,g>ry (t5 gr[l$1 & 8 hair bri/l$ at ! v mom5t :5 8 ma/] caught sight ( ! app>ition4 ,any?+ t di/ress$ ! dog mu/ be remov$1 & kn[+ h[ int]e/$ ,i 0 9 gho/s he _h br\ght ! cross to me4 ,( c\rse ,i 0 delight$ to h a *ance ( witness+ psy*ic ph5om5a ( any k9d1 b alas1 ?\gh ,i kept ! cross = ye>s1 & only s5t x lately to ! pres5t ,duke1 ,i nev] saw any?+ 9 connection ) x4 ,i did1 h[ev]1 see some?+ int]e/+ 9 connection ) ,"l ,col94 ,"o hot ,june ev5+1 9 ,london1 ,i 0 sitt+ alone by ! op5 w9d[4 ,! day _h be5 v exhau/+2 x 0 "o ( ^? hot spells t come s (t5 be=e regul> summ] sets 91 & ,i 0 glad to re/ quietly & d no?+4 ,! /reet 0 wond]fully quiet at t h\r1 n9e o'clock1 :5 all ! _w ( fa%ion 0 d9+1 & ! daylight 0 /rong en\gh to read by1 _h ,i s desir$4 ,sudd5ly my att5tion 0 attract$ by a slight noise beh9d me1 & glanc+ r\nd at ! op5 door ,i saw t ,"l ,col9 & 8 dog _h j ent]$ ! room1 z 0 _! habit1 unann\nc$4 ,9 8 h& he c>ri$ a huge bun* ( :ite & mauve lilac blossoms4 ,i _h n expect$ him t ev5+1 b ,i 0 v pleas$ to see him1 & exclaim$1 ,:y1 ,col91 :at a glori\s b\quet6 ,i c smell x already4 ,he 0 smil+ z he & 8 dog mov$ up ! long room t[>ds me1 b he said no?+4 ,i _h ris5 & held out my h&1 b :5 ab\t halfway across ! floor bo? he & ! dog vani%$ entirely & q sudd5ly4 ,i %all nev] =get my utt] amazem5t & con/]nation4 ,i c\ld n disbelieve ! evid5ce ( my own s5ses1 = ,i 0 absolutely c]ta9 ,i c\ld /ill smell ! lilac1 & ,i _h no d\bt :atev] t ,i _h se5 ,"l ,col9 & 8 dog4 ,i sat d[n aga9 & fell to consid]+ ! extraord9>y circum/ance4 ,i 0 p]fectly well & normal1 ,i _h n be5 ?9k+ ( ,"l ,col91 & yet 9 ! mid/ ( o!r ?\ghts a s\nd _h attract$ my att5tion1 & look+ r\nd ,i _h se5 him ent] ) 8 dog4 ,= ! space ( q two m9utes bo? _h be5 visible4 ,i got up aga9 & tim$ ! :ole affair by my wri/ wat*4 ,! room ,i sat 9 0 v long4 ,i 0 at "o end1 & ! door at ! o!r4 ,x took me j "o m9ute to walk leisurely =w>d ov] ! gr\nd !y _h cov]$1 be=e !y vani%$ f my sight4 ,i sat d[n aga9 & began to wond] if ,"l ,col9 0 ill1 or 0 he dead1 & :y 0 he c>ry+ lilacs8 ',phones 7 uncommon ?+s 9 ^? days2 ,i _h no means ( communication ) ,argyll ,lodge4 ,= an h\r ,i sat consid]+ ! wond]ful vividness ( my curi\s exp]i5ce4 ,! daylight _h fad$ into a close1 s(t twilight1 b ,i want$ no artificial light4 ,!n j z t5 o'clock 0 /rik+ ,i he>d a voice 9 ! hall bel[2 a voice ,i 0 sure 0 ,"l ,col9's1 & he 0 answ]$ by "o ( my s]vants4 ,/eps s\nd$ on ! /airs1 & 9 ano!r mom5t 9 he walk$ ) ,g>ry1 & 9 8 h& he c>ri$ a big bun* ( :ite & mauve lilacs4 ,i /ood />+ at him 9 ! dim twilight4 ,0 ?is ! real man & dog at la/8 ,i "k x's awfully late to pay a call1 b ,i ?\ght y w\ld l "s lilac1 he exclaim$2 x's s lovely 9 our g>d5 j n[1 & he held out ! fl[]s4 ,i took !m & bade him be seat$4 ,g>ry came to me & re/$ 8 nose on my lap4 ,= a mom5t ,i c\ld n speak4 ,ar5't y well8 ask$ ,col94 ,!n ,i recov]$ myself1 b ,i did n tell him :at _h happ5$ only an h\r be=e4 ,z we talk$ ,i discov]$ t he _h int5d$ to come at n9e o'clock1 & 0 j />t+ :5 a relative arriv$ & deta9$ him4 ,on ano!r occasion he told me ( a curi\s dream he _h z a boy4 ,que5 ,victoria came to ,inv]>y to pay a visit to ! ,duke & ,du*ess ( ,argyll1 ,"l ,col9's p>5ts1 & x 0 arrang$ t ! "y sons ( ! h\se %\ld act z pages to ,h] ,maje/y4 ,! night ( ! day on :i* ! ,que5 arriv$1 ,col9 dream$ t "s "o :om he did n "k came to him & said1 ,to-morr[ ! ,que5 w give y tw5ty %ill+s4 ,:5 ! boy wak5$ up 9 ! morn+ he rememb]$ ?is dream1 & all day long he 0 on ! outlook = its fulfillm5t4 ,! h\rs pass$1 b ?\gh he 0 (t5 9 h] pres5ce & kept z close to h] z he d>$1 ! ,que5 nev] produc$ h] purse4 ,j be=e re5t]+ ! h\se t[>ds ev5+1 %e sudd5ly turn$ to ,john ,br[n1 h] con/ant att5dant1 & said some?+ :i* ,col9 did n cat*4 ,:at 0 8 joy on p]ceiv+ t surly h5*man extract f a %abby old purse a fil?y ,scot* "o p\nd note1 :i* he h&$ to ,h] ,maje/y4 ,my little ,col91 "h is a pres5t = y1 said ! ,que51 & mak+ 8 be/ b[ ! boy accept$ ! gift4 ,8 dream _h come true4 ,john ,br[n 0 ! t]ror ( all ! great nobles :om ! ,que5 0 pleas$ to visit4 ,h] ,maje/y took him ev]y:]e ) h]1 & he 0 h] close/ att5dant4 ,born ( ! humble/ ,scot* p>5ts on ! ,e/ate ( ,balmoral1 he di$ 9 ! position ( a pot5tate 9 a royal resid5ce4 ,8 mann]s 7 t]ribly r\gh & objectionable1 & 8 behavior to ! g5tlem5 ) :om he con/antly came into contact 0 insult+ to ! la/ degree4 ,he _h "o inv>iable habit4 ,:5 ! ,que5 paid a visit naturally h] honor$ ho/ 0 9 wait+ to h& h] out ( h] c>riage4 ,br[n contriv$ to nip d[n f 8 p]* at ! back ( ! c>riage1 j at a c]ta9 mom5t1 & ) a viol5t pu% ?ru/ aside ! pr9ce1 duke or pe] :o s\ght to d honor to ! ,sov]eign4 ,"s ( ! g5tlem5 ab\t ! ,c\rt paid him v lib]ally1 n = civility1 b simply to desi/ f 8 habitual insults1 & x has be5 said t ,disraeli discov]$ "s me?od ( conciliation1 b ,br[n took an absolute pleasure 9 insult+ all :o _h occasion to approa* ,h] ,maje/y4 ,latt]ly he drank v heavily1 & :5 he di$1 to ! unutt]able relief ( all & sundry he bequea!d all 8 sav+s & possessions1 ev5 ! wat* he wore1 to ,h] ,maje/y4 ,8 _m poor relatives liv+ 9 cottages on ! e/ate nev] saw a p5ny ( 8 money1 nor s mu* z a button f 8 d\blet4 ,,*apt] ,,vii ,,pilgrims ,,& ,,/rang]s ,we are all ( u1 9 ?is _w1 /rang]s & pilgrims1 & to ea* human be+1 9 turn1 & 9 v>i$ ways1 comes ! k1 ,a /rang] ) ,!e & a soj\rn] z all my ,fa!rs 74 ,l %ips t pass 9 ! night we ex*ange signals ) "o ano!r1 & pass on our diff]5t ways ?r\gh ! ocean ( life4 ,i ?9k x is ! sea t mo/ cle>ly br+s home to me ! transitory nature ( our pilgrimage4 ,lean+ ov] ! side ( a %ip 9 mid ocean1 & wat*+ a trail ( smoke f ano!r %ip on ! horizon1 ,i am always impell$ to wond] ab\t its human c>go4 ,:o & :at are !y1 & = :at di/ant %ores are !y b\nd8 ,aga9 "o sweeps ! f> horizons only to f9d !m empty ( aught b a va/ tumbl+ expanse ( wat]s4 ,!n1 )\t w>n+1 we are wrapp$ 9 a d5se blanket ( fog4 ,! sir5s s\nd insi/5tly1 & are at once answ]$ by %ips on e side4 ,x is />tl+ to f9d !re are _m s ne>1 b utt]ly invisible4 ,9 a few m9utes we h em]g$ aga9 into di/ance & cle> skies1 & aga9 !re is no?+ t meets ! eye b ! empty wat]y expanse4 ,look+ back on my life ,i c recall _m meet+s ) fell[ pilgrims t app>5tly 7 purely accid5tal1 yet !y left _! m>k ^u my life4 ,meet+s su* z ^?1 :5 two s\ls ?r[n toge!r by ! =ce ( circum/ances1 9 quiet f>-away places2 or 9 ! m>ts ( ! _w1 become 9 a few %ort h\rs l old & tri$ fri5ds4 ,h[ (t5 h ,i he>d x said1 ev5 aft] "o %ort h\r1 ,i feel z if ,i _h kn[n y all my life4 ,su* ,i look ^u z epo*s 9 my pilgrimage1 mile/ones & guid+ />s on my life's road4 ,yet ! limitations ( su* epo*s are obvi\s en\gh4 ,"t on e>? is circumscrib$1 /ill !re is subconsci\sly ! in/ant recognition ( two k9dr$ s\ls :o he> & rememb]1 :o in/9ctively "k t once1 p]*ance _m times be=e1 !y h l&$ toge!r on ! %ores ( "t1 f ! /orm-toss$ b>k ( life4 ,x seems /range t ^? *ance meet+s %\ld h no cont9uity4 ,i rememb] "o su* meet+ 9 ! ,ea/1 & h[ utt]ly by *ance x seem$ to come ab\t4 ,x la/$ = ?ree days1 yet aft] ?ree h\rs ,i knew m ( my fell[ pilgrim & he ( me ?an we w\ld h kn[n ( ea* o!r 9 ?ree mon?s at home4 ,we 7 bo? q alone1 b ,i rememb] 8 recall+ ! pre-,buddha words writt5 a ?\s& ye>s be=e ! com+ ( ! ,*ri/3 ,?\ %alt n sep>ate ?y ,be+ f ,be+1 & ! re/1 b m]ge ! ocean 9 ! drop1 ! drop )9 ! ocean4 ,s %alt ?\ be 9 full accord ) all t lives1 be> love to m5 z ?\gh !y 7 ?y bro!r pupils1 disciples ( "o tea*]1 ! sons ( "o sweet "m4 ,:5 we bade ea* o!r good-by & ,i bo>d$ my %ip we told ea* o!r we w\ld meet aga91 b in/9ctively we knew we nev] %\ld4 ,i h =gott5 8 "n1 b all else ,i c rememb] v cle>ly1 & ! wond]ful comrade%ip two s\ls1 drift+ toge!r = a second 9 "t1 c give ea* o!r4 ,he gave me ! sufi my/icism ( ,om> ,khayyam1 & ,i c /ill see ! ,engli% face burnt d>k ) ea/]n suns1 "u ! sn[y turban1 & ! brilliant p>rot sw++ on a palm b\gh above 8 head4 ,i c /ill he> ! l[ grave voice recit+ ! quatra9s ( ,p]sia's a/ronom] poet1 writt5 a ?\s& ye>s ago4 ,!y fitt$ 9 ) our surr\nd+s3-- ,!re 0 a door to :i* ,i f\nd no key4 ,!re 0 a veil pa/ :i* ,i c\ld n see6 ,"s little talk a:ile ( ,me & ,!e ,!re seem$1 & !n no m ( ,me & ,!e4 ,i suppose we all h _m su* recollections 9 our lives1 & x is impossible 7= me7 to believe !m to be a m]e matt] ( *ance1 =1 always on p>t+1 ,i h be5 consci\s t ,i h receiv$ "s la/+ good1 or x has m]cifully *anc$ t ,i h be5 able to help a /rang] & pilgrim on a difficult way4 ,aga91 ,i rememb] ano!r int]e/+ meet+4 ,a woman 0 sitt+ alone on a b5* 9 ! outskirts ( ,cairo1 & h] worn face 0 turn$ to ! dy+ fires ( sunset4 ,%e 0 v %abby & poor look+1 & obvi\sly %e 0 a ,european4 ,9 my casual glance ,i caught some?+ famili>1 & aft] go+ on "s paces ,i felt a compell+ =ce bidd+ me return4 ,i sat d[n beside h] & at once spoke to h]4 ,i knew :o %e 0 :5 %e turn$ h] face to me1 & ! hide\s contra/ ( h] pa/ & h] pres5t appall$ me4 ,%e does n "k to-day t ,i am aw>e ( h] real id5tity4 ,%e is 9 ,engl&1 & all n[ is well ) h]4 ,"o c always1 z ! pre-,buddhi/ taught u1 ,po9t out ! way h[ev] dim & lo/ among/ ! ,ho/1 z does ! ev5+ /> to ^? :o tread _! pa? 9 d>kness4 ,aga91 x is /range to tell :y unkn[n pilgrims %\ld leave _! m>k ^u u = all e>?ly "t1 pilgrims to :om "o has nev] spok51 & ( :om "o kn[s no?+4 ,:5 ,i 0 q a *ild ,i pass$ e day ?r\gh a v quiet & well-to-d /reet ( dwell+-h\ses4 ,at a w9d[ beh9d two fl[]-pots1 sat a woman :om ,i suppos$ to be sew+1 ?\gh h] h&s 7 hidd5 f view4 ,i c see h] z cle>ly n[ z ,i saw h] !n1 ov] =ty ye>s ago 9 ! nor!rn capital4 ,! pale1 tragic pr(ile1 ! d[n-droop$ eyelids1 ! meekly-b&$ hair4 ,i us$ to wond] ab\t h] con/antly4 ,%e possess$ me1 & int]e/$ me at t "t m ?an any?+ else 9 my life4 ,ev5 to ?is day %e comes unbidd5 into my m9d at frequ5t int]vals4 ,aga9 f my b$room w9d[ 9 ,belgrade ,i us$ to wat* ano!r woman4 ,%e came out on h] balcony twice a day1 always at ! same h\rs4 ,%e put h] h&s on ! rails1 & turn$ h] d>k1 s\!rn face up to ! skies1 & !re %e w\ld /& = an h\r1 gaz+ fix$ly above4 ,i nev] once saw h] eyes drop to ! busy /reet bel[1 & once a prison]1 dragg+ 8 heavy *a9s beh9d him1 paus$ & look$ up & cri$ out to h] = bread4 ,%e appe>$ n to he> him1 h] rigid attitude nev] relax$4 ,x is ! ?\ghts ( su* pilgrims1 z "o conjectures !m to be1 t =m ! int]e/1 or p]haps x really is some?+ m1 a f>-(f k9%ip1 /ret*+ invisible ?reads d[n ?r\gh ! ages4 ,) bo? ^? wom5 ,i _h a feel+ ( k9%ip4 ,i _h pick$ !m out ( ! _w's cr[d1 because ( "s sil5t influ5ce !y ex]t$ ov] me1 ! l+]+ p[] ( "s f> back1 =gott5 t\*1 :i* _h once drawn u toge!r4 ,i "k t 9 my life ,i _h met ^? t ,i h lov$ long s9ce & lo/ a:ile4 ,= me !re 0 purpose 9 ^? />s t %9e ?r\gh my life1 z look+ back !y %[ me :]e ,i _h arriv$ at ! mom5t ( _! upris+1 & _! rays pi]ce ! p5umbra %ad[s :]e9 ! s\l lies hid4 ,ea* /> %[$ me ! lees 9 ! cup ( de/9y1 br\ght to me a new revelation ( s\l1 & elucidat$ = me some?+ ( ! my/]y ( life4 ,aga91 surely !re is ,div9e purpose 9 ^? islets ( fri5d%ip :i* jewel-l /ud ! gray ve/ure ( ord9>y exi/5ce4 ,!y are close1 w>m1 & utt]ly s9c]e1 (t5 = _m long ye>s1 !n !y are sudd5ly sund]$ by ! inru% ( "s invad+ =ce :i* cuts !m (f 9 _! full bloom4 ,sometimes ! ,ma/] ,dea? bids !m pass on1 sometimes ! break comes by "s utt]ly trivial1 yet inexorable fiat ( human de/9y4 ,9 ! cla% ( human int]e/s x mu/ ne$s be t pa9 mu/ come to "s4 ,life _c be all s]5ity & peace to ! pilgrims :o toil ^u its /ormy way1 its via dolorosa4 ,su* crises tea* u ! j attitude t %\ld prevail 9 all su* trials & circum/ances4 ,amiel says1 ,!re is "o wrong man is n b\nd to puni%1 t ( :i* he himself is ! victim4 ,su* a wrong is to be heal$1 n av5g$4 ,= hate !re is b "o antidote--love4 ,! art ( =getfulness is n yet a sci5ce1 b to =get ! evil "o has b to rememb] ! good4 ,love kn[s nei!r sa9t nor s9n]1 = %e seeks 9 e he>t ! hidd5 gem ( good4 ,%e ?9ks no ill1 because %e kn[s ! trials ( ea* "o are p5alty en\gh = de$s already done4 ,nei!r 9 ! case ( ,dea?'s int]v5tion1 nor 9 ! case ( human misund]/&+ %\ld !re be sorr[ = lo/ fri5d%ips1 ?\gh !re mu/ inevitably be regret4 ,love br+s ) x suff]+1 = all :o love suff] ) ^? !y love4 ,unk9dness & inju/ices are h>d to be>1 & ! loss ( ^? we love is a bitt] pa91 b ^? ^: he>ts are great en\gh /ill f9d o!rs on :om to lavi% love4 ,are !re n _m :o ne$ x1 & are !re n great rew>ds = ^? :o h love to sp>e4 ,to be requir$1 to be appeal$ to1 & turn$ to z a help & refuge4 ,su* are ! prizes = ^? ^: he>ts are always alight ) love1 :o f "o flame c k9dle _m4 ,:5 dea? looses ! silv] cord1 & s\ls seem torn asund] = ev] m1 !re w be sadness ( _s4 ,:5 a break comes1 p]haps ?r\gh ?ird-p>ty trea*]y1 !re may come ! s5se ( et]nal sev]ance1 b is x et]nal8 ,i d\bt x4 ,m probably !re lies be=e u an exi/5ce ( cle>] judgm5t & und]/&+1 ( va/] possibilities1 9 :i* we %all "k1 ev5 z also we are kn[n4 ,?\gh n[ we see ea* o!r ?r\gh a glass d>kly1 a day w come :5 we %all no long] see 9 "p1 b face to face4 ,:5 fai?1 hope & love %all be reunit$1 & we %all realize t ! greate/ ( ^! ?ree is love1 :i* suff]e? long1 & is k9d & ?9ke? no evil4 ,aga91 !re are ^! loves 9 "o's life1 "s fleet+1 "s la/+1 t are too sacr$ to write (1 & ( :i* "o nev] speaks4 ,! joys & sorr[s !y br\ght1 ! prose or poesy ( our int]c\rse are grav5 deep on ! he>t4 ,:e!r x be !y /ill walk by our side1 or h gone we/ to re/ aft] labor1 we mu/ le>n to say ) ! pre-,buddhi/s ( old "t3 ,d n grieve = ! liv+ or ! dead4 ,nev] did ,i n exi/ = y444 nor w any "o ( u ev] h]eaft] cease to be4 ,su* sacram5tal h\rs sanctify ! v>iety ( our lot1 comb9e ! pa?os ( love & dea?1 & /ret* ?r\gh ! corridors ( memory into ! hu% & %ad[ ( ! haunt$ pa/2 :]e all ! my/]y ( su* h\rs seem ga!r$ = inspiration4 ,!re l+] ! symbols ( our soj\rn "h4 ,h[ pot5t1 yet h[ fragm5t>y !y are6 ,! sc5t ( a fl[]1 ! long embrace1 ! h& held out 9 va91 ! fla% ( recognition1 ! *ime ( ! clock :i* alt]$ ! c\rse ( ! pilgrimage4 ,! meek h&s fold$ on ! /ill brea/4 ,su* symbols abide ) u l ! image ( a ,div9e =m1 "s e*o ( immortal music1 "s l+]+ ^w ( angels4 ,_! cad5ces come ev] back to u f inf9ite di/ances1 gho/ly *ords & evanesc5t4 ,h>monies :i* come & g too fitfully = appreh5sion4 ,,*apt] ,,viii ,,"s ,,/range ,,ev5ts ,aft] my m>riage my husb& & ,i pass$ "s "t 9 ! ,unit$ ,/ates & ,canada2 we !n return$ to ,engl& & took a place 9 ,cambridge%ire4 ,we 7 bo? v fond ( rac+1 & att5d$ all ! meet+s at ,newm>ket4 ,"o day ,i drove by appo9tm5t to ! h\se ( a neighbor :o _h ask$ me to meet ,miss ,ca!r9e ,bates1 au?or ( t int]e/+ book1 ,se5 & ,unse54 ,j be=e ,i />t$ my husb&1 half 9 fun1 & kn[+ ,miss ,bates to be a psy*ic1 said1 ,ask h] :at horse is go+ to w9 ! ,cambridge%ire4 ,i promis$ to put ! "q & drove (f4 ,i _h a mo/ int]e/+ visit1 b ,i totally =got to ask ,miss ,bates = ! w9n] ( ! com+ race4 ,x 0 n until ,i 0 seat$ 9 ! victoria1 ex*ang+ a few p>t+ words ) ! two ladies /&+ 9 ! doorway to bid me good-by1 t ,i sudd5ly recollect$ my husb&'s reque/4 ,z ! horses 7 />t+ ,i call$ out to ,miss ,bates-- ,tell me :at's go+ to w9 ',! ,cambridge%ire8' ,! answ] 0 prompt & cle>3 ,m>co to w91 ---- = a place4 7,i regret ,i _c rememb] ! "n ( ! second horse47 ,z ,i drove away ,i wav$ my ?anks1 & directly ,i got home ,i told my husb&--,m>co to w91 ---- = a place4 ,he 0 mu* int]e/$ 9 ?is tip f s well-kn[n a psy*ic1 & ( c\rse we back$ ,m>co to w9 & ---- = a place = all we 7 wor?4 ,i wi% ,i c\ld rememb] ! odds4 ,i only "k t !y 7 long4 ,! ev5t duly came (f1 & ,i wrote to ,miss ,bates ?ank+ h] = ! good turn %e _h done u4 ,h] reply a/\nd$ me4 ,%e began by say+ %e _h n he>d me put any "q to h] reg>d+ ! w9n] ( ! ,cambridge%ire1 & w5t on to say t %e knew no?+ ab\t rac+1 & knew none ( ! horses' names1 !re=e x 0 impossible t %e c\ld h giv5 me ! tip4 ,h] ho/ess c>$ no?+ = rac+1 & 0 z ignorant z %e 0 ^u ! subject1 b %e did rememb] he>+ me call out to ,miss ,bates1 ,:at's go+ to w9 ! ,cambridge%ire8 ,i !n que/ion$ our coa*man & footman4 ,bo? di/9ctly rememb]$ my call+ out ! "q1 & bo?1 ke5 on rac+1 li/5$ = ! reply1 b !y he>d none4 ,:]e did t answ] come f8 ,i _c tell4 ,0 "s _s int]e/$ 9 rac+ hov]+ ne>8 ,did he contrive to drop ! tip into my m9d1 op5 at t mom5t & eag] to cat* ! response8 ,a ye> aft] ! ev5t ,i h rec\nt$ above1 ,i 0 re/+ "o aft]noon 9 ! summ]-"t4 ,i _h be5 ill1 & 0 n yet /rong en\gh to lead an ord9>y life1 & ,i 0 ly+ on a s(a 9 a top floor room4 ,! room imm$iately b5ea? me 0 ! draw+-room1 & ! wea!r be+ hot all ! w9d[s 7 wide op54 ,! h\se we inhabit$ 0 q isolat$ 9 its own p>k1 & ! village 0 ab\t half a mile di/ant4 ,my husb& 0 f home1 & ,i 0 alone 9 t p>ticul> "p ( ! h\se1 ! s]vants' qu>t]s be+ at ! back1 & %ut (f f ! re/4 ,out ( ! absolute quiet sudd5ly came ! s\nd ( music4 ,"s "o 0 play+ my piano 9 ! draw+-room bel[4 ,?is1 9 itself1 caus$ me irritation1 b no surprise4 ,i 0 n well en\gh to ent]ta9 call]s at tea1 due 9 half an h\r1 & ,i _h giv5 ord]s t ,i w\ld see no "o1 b x _h happ5$ be=e t ! musical neighbors _h call$1 & :il/ wait+ = me _h sat d[n to ! piano4 ,i 0 too annoy$ to ha/5 d[n/airs4 ,i lay wait+ = ! butl] to come to me & in=m me :y my ord]s _h be5 disobey$4 ,mean:ile ,i li/5$ to ! music1 & wond]$ greatly :o ! brilliant piani/ c\ld be4 ,i did n recognize ! music1 b x s\nd$ q mod]n1 & requir+ a great am\nt ( te*nique4 ,! play] 01 h[ev]1 a mo/ brilliant p]=m]1 :o _h acquir$ consid]able skill4 ,evid5tly a pr(essional1 ,i ?\ght1 & wond]$ all ! m :o x c\ld possibly be4 ,/ill !re 7 no signs ( ! asc5d+ butl]1 & "t cont9u$ to pass4 ,i began to feel ob/9ate1 & det]m9$ to rema9 :]e ,i 01 until ,i 0 correctly in=m$ ( ! call]'s id5tity4 ,! music /eadily cont9u$1 e note borne to my e>s z cle>ly z if ,i _h be5 9 ! room ) ! p]=m]4 ,v wond]ful music1 b s\lless1 ,i conclud$1 & ?\gh my curiosity 0 gr[+ e mom5t my ob/9acy prevail$1 & ,i rema9$ :]e ,i 04 ,at la/1 aft] q tw5ty m9utes1 ! music sudd5ly /opp$2 x broke (f 9 ! middle ( a movem5t4 ,i rose at once1 & w5t d[n/airs feel+ v cross4 ,i pu%$ op5 ! draw+-room door & ent]$4 ,x 0 absolutely empty1 b ! piano1 :i* _h n be5 op5$ = sev]al weeks1 0 op5 n[4 ,i w5t to ! w9d[ :i* comm&$ ! av5ue2 n a s\l 0 9 sight4 ,!n ,i rang ! bell1 & :5 ! butl] ent]$ ! foll[+ dialogue took place3---- ,:o 0 ! call] :o has j be58 ,!re h be5 no call]s to-day1 madam4 ,b surely y he>d ! piano be+ play$8 ,we he>d a lot ( music1 b we ?\ght x 0 y play+1 madam4 ,!n y all he>d x8 ,all ( u 9 ! hall he>d x1 madam4 ,i left x at t4 ,sudd5ly x came to me t ,i _h bett] n pu% my inquiries fur!r4 ,until t second x _h nev] occurr$ to me t ! p]=m] might be a disembodi$ _s4 ,! butl] did n leave ! matt] alone1 b made e inquiry at ! ,lodge1 & also ( ! out-door s]vants1 b no?+ came ( x4 ,no "o _h se5 a /rang]1 & ! silv] 0 intact4 ,my maid told me "s "t aft]w>ds t ! h\sehold _h %ak5 d[n to ! conviction t ,i _h really be5 ! p]=m]1 & t my rec5t illness _h caus$ me to =get ! fact4 ,i let ?is conviction rema9 un%ak51 b ,i m>vel$ at ! lack ( musical discrim9ation my h\sehold display$4 ,! disp>ity betwe5 my /rumm+ & ! brilliant execution ( my _s gue/ 0 s va/ t ,i c\ld n ev5 feel flatt]$ by _! mi/ake4 ,a ye> or two aft] we took a cottage on ! ,?ames1 & !re1 dur+ our summ] visits1 ,i _h an uncom=table "t4 ,!re 0 some?+ wrong ) ! sidebo>d end ( ! d9+-room4 ,= a long "t ,i c\ld n make out :at x 04 ,my att5tion 0 con/antly be+ attract$ to ! spot4 ,if ,i pass$ ! door ,i ?\ght in/antly ( ! sidebo>d4 ,9 pla9 language1 ,i 0 con/antly be+ invit$1 by "s invisible p]son1 to come 9 & h a dr9k4 ,if ,i 0 putt+ any?+ away 9 ! sidebo>d ! sugge/ion 0 always v /rong4 ,on ! outside /ood a tantalus ( spirits & soda wat]1 ready to refre% any call+ boat+ m54 ,inside ! cupbo>ds 7 w9e decant]s4 ,i always resi/$ ! sugge/ion1 ,i suppose because ,i did n happ5 to want any?+ to dr9k--= ye>s ,i h be5 a total ab/a9]1 & at ! "t ,i c]ta9ly did n realize ! m5ace ( ^? sugge/ions4 ,n[ & aga9 ,i caught sight ( a small oblong gray cl\d hov]+ 9 front ( ! sidebo>d b x 0 n till _m mon?s aft]w>ds t ,i saw some?+ mu* m def9ite4 ,! gray %ad[ _h become ! cle>ly def9$ %ade ( a small woman4 ,%e hov]$ ab\t ! spot 9 a wav]+1 undecid$ mann]4 ,x 0 app>5t t %e 0 seek+ some?+4 ,"o day1 9 a fla%1 ,i recogniz$ ! tru?1 ! sugge/ion came f h]4 ,%e 0 invit+ me to dr9k ) h]4 ,my husb& & ,i set to "w to f9d out :o ?is un=tunate woman _h be5 :5 %e dwelt on e>?4 ,we discov]$ a v sad /ory4 ,%e _h be5 a celebrity ( ! half _w1 & ,i _h actually se5 h] 9 ! fle%4 ,%e _h travel$ to ,monte ,c>lo "o w9t] 9 ! next sleep+ comp>tm5t to ours1 & %e _h liv$ = "s ye>s 9 our riv]side cottage4 ,latt]ly %e _h fall5 an incurable victim to dr9k+1 & _h di$ ( x4 ,poor little s\l2 my he>t w5t out to h] 9 deepe/ pity1 b ,i 0 glad to leave ! cottage =ev]1 :5 9 #ahih we w5t to live at my husb&'s place1 ,balquholly1 ,ab]de5%ire4 ,"s p1 p]haps once 9 _! lives1 become s5sitive en\gh to recognize a visitor f ! ,a/ral plane4 ,if ! occasion is n repeat$ !y believe !mselves to h be5 victims ( halluc9ations4 ,o!rs f9d !mselves see+ & he>+1 ) increas+ frequ5cy1 some?+ to :i* ^? ar\nd !m are bl9d & deaf4 ,!y realize1 9 fact1 t !y are 9 t\* ) ! ,a/ral plane1 ! region ly+ next to our _w ( d5se matt]1 & (t5 "s ,a/ral entity on ! l[e/ levels ( t plane is cont9u\sly /riv+ to "w ?r\gh _! m$ium%ip4 ,! _w is v f> f realiz+ ?is dang]4 ,:at are ^? entities work+ =8 ,! man or woman :o has l$ a dec5tly pure life on e>? w h no attraction to ! l[e/ levels1 contigu\s ) e>?1 ( ! ,a/ral plane1 & w1 at s-call$ dea?1 pass swiftly ?r\gh x4 ,b1 alas6 ! va/ majority h by no means fre$ !mselves f all l[] desires be=e pass+ ov]1 & x takes a consid]able "t be=e ! evil =ces g5]at$ on e>? "w !mselves out on ! o!r side4 ,! l5g? ( man's det5tion on ! l[] level w dep5d entirely on ! e>?ly life he has liv$1 & ! quality ( ! desires he has indulg$ 94 ,! desires ( a drunk>d1 a debau*]1 are z /rong aft] dea? z be=e4 ,! pres5t ,bi%op ( ,london made t v cle> 9 "o ( 8 ,ea/] addresses1 b ! subject f9ds x impossible1 )\t a physical body1 to gratify 8 lu/s4 ,occasionally x c be done 9 a vic>i\s mann]1 :5 he is able to seize on a l m9d$ p]son & obsess him or h]1 or :5 he f9ds a m$ium :o consci\sly or unconsci\sly p&]s to 8 desires4 ,= ?is reason ,i hold x to be imp]ative = safety's sake1 t e g5u9e m$ium %\ld be a total ab/a9]4 ,h[ (t5 "o is ask$ ! "q3 ,:at is a m$ium8 ,x is a difficult "q to answ] 9 a few words4 ,i %\ld put x ?us---- ,a m$ium is "o ^: pr9ciples1 physical1 m5tal1 spiritual1 are s loosely b\nd toge!r t an ,a/ral entity c draw f him )\t difficulty ! matt] x requires = manife/ation4 ,! v ess5ce ( m$ium%ip is ! ready sep>ability ( ! pr9ciples4 ,9 ! case ( ! poor little woman ,i h m5tion$1 %e 0 =tunate en\gh n to meet ) 79 me7 a s5sitive1 ?r\gh :om h] passion c\ld be vic>i\sly gratifi$4 ,su* unfulfill$ desires gradually burn !mselves out1 & ! suff]+ caus$ 9 ! process no d\bt goes to "w (f evil ,k>ma g5]at$ 9 ! pa/ life4 ,x is ! s\l t desires1 ! body is b ! tool to grasp ! desire1 & aft] dea? old lu/s cr[d ^u ! dep>t$4 ,?ir/y ) no ?roat2 s5sual ) no body to grip ! f\l desire1 soon x is le>n$ t ! wor/ evils & ! h>de/ to undo h be5 wov5 out ( ! m9d4 ,"h is ano!r /ory or two relat+ to "o ( ! mo/ puzzl+ my/]ies 9 gho/ lore--! ph5om5a ( tempor>y haunt+s4 ,:y d gho/s sudd5ly take possession ( a h\se ) :i*1 9 _! inc>nate days1 !y h _h no connection8 ,su* gho/s diff] f ^? only se5 once4 ,!y take up _! abode 9 a dwell+ :i* has absolutely no traditions ( haunt+4 ,!y w be se5 & he>d on _m occasions1 = a few mon?s1 possibly = a few ye>s4 ,!y w !n sudd5ly dep>t1 & be se5 or he>d no m4 ,su* app>itions _c readily be trac$ to any defunct fri5d or memb] ( ! family4 ,!y h no kn[n connection ) ! h\se 9 :i* !y appe>1 & no "o c =m ! fa9te/ conception :y !y %\ld sudd5ly elect to walk )9 ^? f\r walls1 :i* hi!rto h be5 normal & free f o!r side visitors4 ,a case ( ?is description happ5$ to my y\nge/ bro!r1 :o1 be=e he b\ght 8 pres5t c\ntry h\se1 liv$ 9 a deta*$1 new build+1 n f> f ! ,dean ,bridge1 9 ,ed9burgh4 ,he _h occupi$ ?is h\se = "s ye>s previ\s to 8 exp]i5ce1 & _h nei!r he>d nor se5 any?+ ( a spooky nature4 ,! manife/ation only la/$ = a few weeks4 ,no?+ 9 ! =m ( a gho/ 0 se51 b mu* 0 he>d4 ,i w give ! /ory 9 my bro!r's own words3 ,on a c]ta9 ev5+1 a ye> or two ago1 ,i w5t out aft] d9n] to visit "s fri5ds1 & return$ home ab\t half-pa/ elev54 ,n feel+ incl9$ to g to b$1 ,i took up a book & sat d[n to read = half an h\r4 ,ab\t a qu>t]-pa/ midnight ,i sudd5ly became aw>e t /eal?y foot/eps 7 com+ up/airs4 ,look+ at my wat* ,i ?\ght x v /range t any ( ! maids %\ld be /ill up at su* a late h\r4 ,! door 0 well aj>1 & ,i arose f my *air1 li/5+ int5tly1 z ,i cross$ ! room4 ,! foot/eps 7 n[ q di/9ct1 & ,i knew at once !y 7 n ^? ( any woman4 ,!y 7 ! /eal?y foot/eps ( a man1 & naturally ,i at once conclud$ t he 0 a burgl>4 ,i calculat$ swiftly t he w\ld ei!r ent] ! room 9 :i* ,i /ood1 or he w\ld g on & up ! next flight ( /airs to ! b$rooms4 ,9 any case1 he _h to be fac$ & caught4 ,i realiz$ t1 & ,i mu* regrett$ ,i _h no?+ at h& :i* w\ld help me1 %\ld he prove to be arm$4 ,!re 01 h[ev]1 no "t = fur!r ?\ght4 ,e second br\ght him ne>]1 & tak+ up a position j beh9d ! door1 ,i wait$ till he arriv$ on ! l&+1 & until he came to ! spot :5 he mu/ ei!r turn 91 or g on up/airs4 ,! mom5t came1 almo/ at once4 ,) a sudd5 b\nd ,i sprang out to close ) him4 ,lo6 & behold6 no?+ 0 to be se56 ,no?+ 0 n[ to be he>d1 except ! tick+ ( a clock4 ,i /ood /ill & absolutely a/\nd$4 ,! foot/eps _h be5 no trick ( imag9ation1 ,i 0 v sure ( t4 ,_h ,i n he>d !m /eal?ily beg9n+ ! asc5t ( ! /airs1 & gr[ l\d] ! ne>] !y approa*$ me8 ,i mopp$ my br[4 ,w\ld any self-respect+ burgl> h come on1 & up a light$ /aircase1 & along a l&+ t[>ds a room :i* he mu/ h kn[n 0 /ill occupi$1 z ! light %one ?r\gh ! half-op5 door8 ,are burgl>s ev] z ra% z t8 ,!n ,i rem9d$ myself t z !re 0 no burgl> 9 ! case my speculations 7 m]e wa/e ( "t4 ,i put out ! lights1 & w5t to b$ 9 a v uncom=table frame ( m9d4 ,! next day1 :5 ,i return$ home f bus9ess1 my h\sekeep] in=m$ me t a /range man _h be5 walk+ ab\t ! h\se4 ,%e _h n se5 him1 ?\gh %e _h look$ = him--t 0 ! curi\s "p ( x1 b %e _h he>d him q di/9ctly1 sev]al times1 & %e didn't l x "o little bit4 ,n t %e 0 fright5$6 ,oh6 de> no1 b x 0 uncanny1 & %e ?\ght %e _h bett] tell me4 ,i ?ank$ h] & assur$ h] t !re 0 no?+ to fe>4 ,! h\se 0 q new1 & uncanny ?+s nev] happ5 9 new h\ses4 ,i advis$ h] n to m5tion ! subject to any "o b me1 & told h] t ,i 0 n go+ out aga9 t ev5+4 ,aft] d9n] ,i settl$ d[n 9 my room1 to wait = ! foot/eps ,i in/9ctively felt sure w\ld return4 ,i kept ! lights burn+ on /airs & l&+1 & set ! door half op51 plac+ my *air 9 su* a position t ,i c\ld see any "o :o pass$ outside ! room on ! l&+4 ,?is "t ,i did n ?9k ( arm+ myself4 ,i _h come to ! firm conclusion t ! s\nds came f no p]son liv+ 9 ! fle%4 ,z no h\se adjo9$ m9e ,i _h no 'next door' on :i* to lay ! blame = ! di/urbance4 ,sure en\gh1 ab\t an h\r e>li] ?is "t1 ! unkn[n1 unse5 visitor began 8 asc5t ( my /aircase4 ,i _c describe my feel+s dur+ ^? mom5ts ( wait+ = 'x' to pass4 ,i c only say !y 7 int5sely unpleasant1 & ,i hope ,i may nev] aga9 h to confess myself to be a wret*$ c[>d4 ,a burgl> w\ld at t mom5t h appe>$ to me 9 ! guise ( a de> fri5d4 ,h[ev]1 ! ?+ _h to be fac$1 !re 0 no "o else t ,i c\ld put onto ! job1 & s ,i simply sat /ill & wait$1 ) my eyes fix$ on ! l&+ outside4 ,! /eps came on1 di/9ct en\gh1 & gr[+ ne>] & l\d]4 ,!y arriv$ on ! l&+1 !y rea*$ my door1 !y pass$1 & proce$$ to m\nt ! next flight ( /eps to ! b$rooms4 ,i _h se5 absolutely no?+4 ,i rose & walk$ out on to ! l&+1 & look$ up at ! brightly lit /aircase4 ,i c\ld m>k1 by ! s\nd1 ! progress made by ^? invisible feet4 ,!y pass$ on to ! b$room floor1 & ) he>tfelt gratitude ,i he>d !m ent]1 n m9e1 b an empty room4 ,i he>d no?+ m t night4 ,presumably ! gho/ rema9$ quietly 9 8 com=table qu>t]s4 ,! next day came m compla9ts f ! h\sekeep]4 ,! '/range man' n only prom5ad$ ! h\se at int]vals1 b he _h ! imp]t95ce to r+ sev]al bells4 ,i wond]$ if a :isky & soda left casually on 8 dress+-table w\ld appease 8 ?ir/ = summon+ ! s]vants 9 ?is irritat+ fa%ion4 ,= "s days aft] ?is we 7 left 9 peace1 & ,i began to hope t 'x' _h betak5 itself to ! h\se ( "s o!r *ap1 b no su* luck6 ,"o ev5+ ,i 0 9 ! d9+-room decant+ "s w9e be=e d9n]4 ,x 0 j sev5 o'clock1 :5 ,i he>d 'its' foot/eps aga94 ,?is "t !y 7 com+ d[n/airs4 ,i w5t to ! door & look$ out4 ,!re 0 no "o to be se54 ,i re5t]$ ! d9+-room & %ut 'x' out4 ,i suppose 'x' _h be5 hav+ a re/ 9 ! b$room4 ,i tru/$ 'x' meant to h a night out4 ,a mom5t or two lat] ,i he>d a click ne> ! fireplace1 & look+ t[>ds ! spot :5ce ?is s\nd came1 ,i saw ! h&le ( ! bell be+ pull$ back4 ,9 ano!r second ! bell rang4 ,:5 ! maid answ]$ x ,i 0 ready = h]4 ',oh6 don't y "k :at t is8' ,i inquir$ ) mild s>casm4 ',only mice cross+ ! wires4 ,no?+ to be fright5$ ( 9 t1 is !re8' ,i /uck to ?is all ?r\gh ! weeks t foll[$4 ,! maids ceas$ to answ] ! bells1 & w5t e>ly to b$ 9 a bun*4 ,!y no long] requir$ rooms to !mselves4 ,9 a few mon?s ! tr\ble /opp$ z sudd5ly z x _h begun4 ',x' _h evid5tly f\nd o!r qu>t]s m to 'its' lik+4 ,! mice 7 equally oblig+4 ,!y ceas$ runn+ across ! wires4 ,:at !ory w expla9 ?is species ( haunt+ :i* is q common8 ,may x n be t ?is disembodi$ entity atta*$ itself to my bro!r :il/ he 0 out1 & l a lo/ dog foll[$ him home8 ,!re mu/ be c\ntless entities w&]+ ab\t all ov] ?is globe1 seek+ an abid+-place = _! re/less s\ls4 ,p :o f9d !mselves z b]eft ( fri5ds on ! o!r side ( dea?1 z !y 7 9 e>? life4 ,^? :o h fri5ds "h h d\btless fri5ds !re4 ,9 old days we us$ to ?9k ( a po/-mortem abode z some:]e 9 ! skies4 ,"s ev5 m5tion$ a receiv+ /ation 9 ! b[els ( ! e>?4 ,n[ ,i f9d t ! majority ( educat$ p h come to reg>d s-call$ dea? z m]ely a *ange ( consci\sness1 & ! imm$iate po/-mortem sph]e ( our activities to be a region int]p5etrat+ ?is e>?4 99 99 99 99 99 ,a c\nty neighbor ( ours 9 ,ab]de5%ire told me ( a v tantaliz+ exp]i5ce he _h a v few ye>s ago ( tempor>y haunt+4 ,?is 0 a case ( see+1 n he>+4 ,! "t 0 late autumn1 & 8 family _h gone s\? = ! w9t]1 leav+ him alone = a week or two to f9i% up ! %oot+4 ,"o night1 imm$iately aft] he _h d9$1 he ran up/airs to 8 b$room to fet* some?+4 ,on com+ out ( 8 room aga91 :at 0 8 a/oni%m5t to see1 walk+ 9 front ( him1 a tall "y lady1 v sm>tly dress$ 9 ! height ( ! prevail+ fa%ion4 ,%e wore black sat91 cut v l[ & )\t sleeves1 & %e mov$ v quietly along ! passage1 & proce$$ to g d[n/airs4 ,%e nev] turn$ h] elaborately coiff$ head1 & he c\ld n see h] face4 ,he foll[$1 too spee*less ) amazem5t to address h]4 ,:o on e>? c\ld %e be8 ,:]e 0 %e go+8 ,n9e o'clock at night2 only two old s]vants 9 ! h\se6 ,9 ! dep? ( ! c\ntry1 & n9e miles away f any:]e6 ,& ?is *>m+ "y lady :o s unexpect$ly _h made h] appe>ance to bright5 8 solitude6 ,:at a surpris+ adv5ture6 ,! situation 0 piquant to say ! lea/ ( x4 ,he foll[$ imm$iately beh9d ! attractive vision4 ,he ev5 wond]$ :at room he w\ld h prep>$ = h]4 ,s absolutely real did %e look1 t n = a second did he d\bt %e 0 ord9>y fle% & blood4 ,:5 describ+ h] aft]w>ds to me he said1 ,i c assure y ,i saw ! actual :ite fle% ( h] b>e arms & %\ld]s4 ,i 0 close beh9d h]4 ,! lady mov$ compos$ly on1 walk+ ) supple grace & p]fect self-possession4 ,%e 0 n 9 ! lea/ hurri$ or flu/]$4 ,%e rea*$ ! bottom ( ! /airs1 & he _h a mom5t>y fe> t %e w\ld make = ! front door1 :]e surely a ,rolls ,royce w\ld be await+ h]4 ,n s6 ,%e walk$ /raight into ! d9+-room4 ,he foll[$4 ,z he ent]$ ! door %e _h ga9$ ! opposite end ( ! room1 :]e ! sidebo>d /ood4 ,= a second %e /ood /ill1 turn$ & glanc$ r\nd at him ) an en*ant+ smile ( delicate raill]y4 ,!n %e delib]ately walk$ ?r\gh ! sidebo>d & wall beyond1 & 0 lo/ to sight4 ,! behold] ( ?is gho/ _h nev] se5 any?+ ( ! sort be=e1 & 01 if any?+1 a disbeliev] 9 psy*ic ph5om5a4 ,he is a p]fectly heal?y1 normal c\ntry g5tleman1 ^: pr9cipal hobby is sport1 & :o pref]s a c\ntry life out ( doors to ! life ( an intellectual /ud5t4 ,ne$less to say ! occurr5ce puzzl$ him beyond measure4 ,he c\ld n place ! lady1 & 0 c]ta9 t he _h nev] se5 h] be=e4 ,h] dress proclaim$ h] to be absolutely mod]n4 ,?\gh 9 r\ndab\t ways he tri$ to f9d out if any woman1 answ]+ to h] description1 0 visit+ at ! "t 9 any ( ! neighbor+ c\ntry h\ses1 he fail$ entirely to get any result4 ,be+ r %y ( ! *aff he knew w\ld be indulg$ 9 at 8 exp5se1 he m5tion$ ! incid5t to no "o4 ,he took c>eful notes ( date1 "t1 & o!r p>ticul>s1 & kept a /rict wat*1 b ! lady appe>$ no m dur+ 8 /ay1 & be=e ,*ri/mas he w5t s\? to rejo9 8 family4 ,he did n =get ! exp]i5ce4 ,:5 ! foll[+ autumn came r\nd he f\nd himself aga9 9 ! ,nor?1 "u exactly simil> circum/ances4 ,eag]ly he anticipat$ ! anniv]s>y ( 8 fir/ gho/4 ,he 0 wait+ = h] on ! l&+ outside 8 b$room door1 & sudd5ly %e sprang into sight f n[h]e4 ,to-night he _h det]m9$ to lay hold ( h]1 b he calculat$ )\t 8 gho/4 ,%e sp$ d[n/airs1 ?is "t z if %e 0 well aw>e t he 0 9 pursuit4 ,!y ga9$ ! d9+-room almo/ neck to neck1 & ?is "t %e made no pause be=e slipp+ ?r\gh ! wall4 ,%e simply look$ back at him ov] h] %\ld]1 & smil$ at him en*ant+ly1 provok+ly4 ,!n he f\nd himself alone4 ,! foll[+ ye> 0 blank4 ,%e came no m4 ,:y did %e come to t h\se1 ) :i*1 x is c]ta91 %e _h no connection8 ,:y did %e only appe> twice1 & bo? times on ! same date8 ,su* are ! que/ions "o asks 9 va91 b su* fugitive visions sugge/ ! :isp]+s ( a voice :i* calls out 9 ! wild]ness1 & leads ?r\gh life's enigmas to ! f9al awak5+4 ,!re are visions ( beauty to :i* we are bl9d1 & joy\s h>monies we d n he>4 ,!re are dep?s ( feel+ we h n plumb$1 & heights we h n aspir$ to1 yet ,i am sure if we b place ourselves 9 a simple attitude ( receptiv5ess1 we w draw ne>] to ! glory ( ! unse51 & ,nature's f9] =ces w draw ne>] to u4 ,,*apt] ,,ix ,,pompey ,,& ,,! ,,du*ess ,h animals s\ls8 ,i unhesitat+ly answ] ,yes4 ,if my dog has n a s\l !n nei!r h ,i--my dreams ( immortality are m]ely a delusion4 ,i base my belief ^u ! ,god-l qualities f\nd 9 animals--! highe/ quality ( all1 love1 pure1 & unadult]at$ by self-seek+4 ,! olde/ scriptures ( ! _w tell u t :5 wild animals die _! life fl[s back into a gr\p s\l1 a mass1 z x 71 ( undiff]5tiat$ life ess5ce4 ,z ! animal becomes dome/icat$1 z a dog or cat le>ns to live ) man1 %>es 9 8 joys & sorr[s1 to be 8 con/ant companion1 !n x advances rapidly 9 evolution4 ,x is develop+ human qualities1 & 9 due "t w no m return to m]ge 9 ! gr\p s\l1 b be born into ! human family4 ,a l[ly human family x is true1 a primitive savage to beg9 )1 b t animal has pass$ "o ( ! mo/ important mile/ones on ! long1 lone trail4 ,x w nev] m return to ! _w 9 ! =m ( ! bea/1 h5ce=? x w comm5ce its sl[ asc5t f ! mo/ elem5t>y human body to ! exalt$ heights ( a god4 ,!y tell u 9 ! ,ea/3 ,fir/ a /one1 !n a plant1 !n an animal1 !n a man1 & f9ally a ,god4 ,?is is h[ ! wisdom ( ! ,ea/ und]/&s ,div9e evolution4 ,cases :]e ! gho/s ( animals h be5 se5 are becom+ q common4 ,be=e describ+ ! a/ral app>itions ( "s ( our animals1 ,i w recall a v int]e/+ case :i* 0 inve/igat$ 9 rec5t ye>s at ,balle*91 ,p]?%ire4 ,! acc\nts ( ! ,balle*9 haunt+s are conta9$ 9 a big volume1 b at pres5t ,i am only conc]n$ 9 ! f\r-foot$ gho/s t 7 se54 ,! tr\ble began ^u ! dea? ( ! ecc5tric own]1 old ,major ,/ew>t1 9 #ahgf4 ,he _h frequ5tly /at$ 8 int5tion ( haunt+ ! place aft] 8 dea?1 &1 fur!rmore1 _h ass]t$ 8 det]m9ation to walk 9 ! =m ( "o ( 8 _m dogs1 a favorite black spaniel4 ,! family1 anxi\s1 z !y ?\ght1 to be on ! safe side1 _h all ! pack1 numb]+ f\rte51 de/roy$ at ! dea? ( _! ma/]1 b ?is :olesale slaught] ( ! innoc5ts prov$ ( no avail4 ,! fir/ intimation ( its futility 0 imm$iately app>5t4 ,! wife ( ! old ,major's nephew & heir 0 seat$ "o day add+ up acc\nts 9 ! dead man's /udy1 :5 ! room 0 sudd5ly invad$ by ! old doggy smell1 & an unse5 dog pu%$ di/9ctly up aga9/ h]4 ,_m o!r unpleasant incid5ts foll[$ aft]1 b ! really great happ5+s did n beg9 till #ahif1 :5 a %oot+ t5ant1 aft] a week or two1 0 compell$ to quit ! h\se1 & =feit ! consid]able r5t he _h paid 9 advance4 ,! above fact came to ! notice ( t invet]ate gho/-hunt]1 ! late ,m>quis ( ,bute1 & he1 & sev]al o!r memb]s ( ! ,psy*ical ,society1 hir$ ! h\se1 & w5t into resid5ce4 ,! ,times ( ,june1 #ahig1 conta9s elaborate details ( ! v>i\s exp]i5ces & ! names ( ! inve/igators4 ,! ph5om5a !y describe are v />tl+1 b p]haps ! mo/ unn]v+ spect] 0 ! frequ5t appe>ance ( a black spaniel1 :i* 0 se5 by num]\s p]sons4 ,"o memb] ( ! p>ty _h br\ght a black spaniel ( 8 own4 ,he saw x run across ! room1 :5 at t mom5t ! real dog--8 own--ent]$ & began to frat]nize ) ! gho/ dog4 ,two ladies occupy+ ! same b$room _h a curi\s exp]i5ce4 ,a pet dog on ! end ( ! b$ began to :9e1 & look+ to :]e its eyes 7 fix$ !y saw1 n ! black spaniel1 b two black paws on ! table by ! b$4 ,v>i\s o!r sorts ( dogs 7 se5 by _m p4 ,! black spaniel by no means _h ! monopoly1 & dogs1 purposely br\ght by ! inve/igators to aid !m 9 _! elucidation ( ! my/]y1 made fri5ds or exhibit$ mi/ru/ ( ! pack ( gho/ dogs haunt+ bo? h\se & gr\nds4 ,twice 9 my life ,i h se5 ! wrai? ( our own dogs1 ,pompey & ,triff4 ,pompey 0 a big br9dl$ bulldog ( t]rify+ aspect & angelic nature4 ,my husb& & ,i ador$ him1 & 8 dea? caus$ u great grief4 ,inde$1 ! :ole h\sehold m\rn$ him long & deeply4 ,"o day1 ab\t t5 days aft] 8 dea?1 ,i sudd5ly caught sight ( him walk+ 9 front ( me d[n ! av5ue4 ,on ! spur ( ! mom5t ,i call$ him by "n1 !n he vani%$4 ,i m5tion$ ?is occurr5ce to my maid1 :o at once told me ! kit*5maid _h se5 him 9 exactly ! same place4 ,:5 alive on e>? ,pompey _h a habit ( /eal+ into a gue/'s room :5 ! e>ly tea 0 br\ght up4 ,he w\ld lie 9 wait 9 a d>k corn] & !n attempt to ent] beh9d ! maid or valet4 ,:5 ! door 0 %ut aga9 he w\ld em]ge f 8 hid+-place1 & attempt to leap on ! b$4 ,he 0 exce$+ly g5tle & affectionate1 b ext]nally he 0 s =bidd+ t 8 (f]s ( fri5d%ip 7 n always accept$1 & he 0 a great weight4 ,"o day a ,mrs4 ,%elton came to /ay ) u1 & ! next morn+ ask$ to h h] room *ang$1 because ,pompey _h kept walk+ r\nd h] b$ all night1 & %e _h n be5 able to sleep4 ,%e 0 sure x 0 ,pompey1 because %e recogniz$ 8 peculi>1 heavy1 sli!r+ movem5ts4 ,"s "t aft] ?is ,millic5t1 ,du*ess ( ,su!rl&1 came to pay u a visit4 ,%e _h be5 v ov]work$1 & ne$$ a complete re/4 ,%e br\ght ) h] a maid & a small ,fr5* bulldog1 & %e & ! maid occupi$ a suite ( ?ree rooms1 two b$rooms & a ba?room1 %ut (f f ! re/ ( ! h\se by a heavy sw+ door4 ,! ,fr5* bulldog 0 accu/om$ to sleep 9 ! maid's room4 ,we _h no dog left ( our own4 ,! beautiful ,du*ess w5t to b$ ab\t half-pa/ t52 %e 0 v tir$ & ought to h slept well1 b %e didn't4 ,9 ! night %e 0 awak5$ by :at %e took to be h] own bulldog pr[l+ r\nd h] b$1 yet its foot/eps s\nd$ /rangely heavy4 ,%e knew no?+ ab\t ,pompey's gho/ly visits2 we _h be5 c>eful n to m5tion !m4 ,:5 %e came d[n/airs ! next morn+ %e told u :at a di/urb$ night %e _h pass$ ?r\gh4 ,%e 0 awak5$ soon aft] midnight by ! re/less movem5ts ( a bulldog r\nd h] b$4 ,%e did n d\bt x 0 h] own dog1 t ow+ to ! =getfulness ( h] maid _h be5 left asleep "u h] b$4 ,%e call$ x1 & at ! same "t swit*$ on ! light1 b c\ld see no signs ( any dog at all4 ,r puzzl$1 b conclud+ t %e mu/ h be5 mi/ak51 %e compos$ h]self to sleep once m4 ,be=e v long ! noise began aga94 ,a bulldog ) its heavy1 sl\*+ tread 0 mov+ ab\t r\nd h] b$4 ,?is "t ! ,du*ess got up1 & made a ?or\gh se>* ( h] room1 b c\ld see no?+ 9 ! %ape ( any animal4 ,yet s conv9c$ 0 %e t a dog _h be5 9 ! room1 t %e det]m9$ to look into h] maid's room to see if h] own dog 0 !re4 ,%e op5$ h] maid's door1 :i* 0 %ut1 & w5t into ! room4 ,! woman 0 asleep1 & on ! b$ at h] feet slept ! ,fr5* bulldog4 ,!re 0 no?+ to be done b to g back to h] own b$ once m1 & try to sleep 9 spite ( ! di/urbances4 ,?is 0 ! /ory ! ,du*ess told u1 & add$ to me1 ,if he comes aga9 to-night ,i %all come along to y\r room & r\se y4 ,x did n come aga94 ,! peculi>ity ( ,pompey's visits 0 t !y only occurr$ once to ea* /rang]1 ?\gh he came sev]al times to me1 z 0 b natural4 ,we honor$ 8 memory by rais+ to him a l>ge granite head/one1 on :i* 0 inscrib$-- ,s(t lies ! turf on "o :o f9ds 8 re/1 ,"h1 on our common ,"m's ample brea/1 ,un/a9$ by meanness1 av>ice & pride1 ,he nev] flatt]$ & he nev] li$4 ,no glutton\s excess 8 slumb]s broke1 ,no burn+ alcohol1 no /ifl+ smoke4 ,he ne'er intrigu$ a rival to displace1 ,he ran1 b nev] bett$ on a race4 ,cont5t ) h>mless sports & mod]ate food1 ,b\ndless 9 love1 & fai? & gratitude4 ,happy ! man1 if !re be any su*1 ,( :om 8 epitaph c say z mu*4 ,on ?is spot are deposit$ ! rema9s ( "o :o possess$ beauty )\t vanity1 /r5g? )\t insol5ce1 c\rage )\t f]ocity1 & all ! virtues ( man )\t 8 vices4 ,?is praise1 :i* w\ld be unmean+ flatt]y if inscrib$ ov] human a%es1 is b a j tribute to ! memory ( ',pompey' a dog4 ,born #ahia4 ,di$ #aijb4 ,our next dog1 ,triff1 0 a v h&some sable collie4 ,( c\rse1 we became devot$ to him1 & :5 he also pass$ away we felt v desolate )\t him4 ,= a long "t ,i nev] c\ld feel t he _h left me4 ,?\gh ,i c\ld n see him1 ,i us$ to speak to him1 j z if ,i c\ld see ! de> pres5ce ,i s /rongly felt4 ,x 0 h>d t ,i nev] c\ld cat* a glimpse ( him1 because o!rs did4 ,! butl] saw him _m times1 & my maid caught sight ( him twice4 ,"o (t5 reads 9 gho/ books ( abnormal animal-l creatures be+ se5 by psy*ics1 b x is r>e to meet ) liv+ individuals :o c te/ify to su* p]sonal exp]i5ces4 ,i rememb] ,lilian1 ,c\ntess ( ,crom>tie1 tell+ me ( a /range incid5t t once happ5$ to h]4 ,%e 0 walk+ alone "o bright summ] morn+ 9 ,w9dsor ,great ,p>k4 ,sudd5ly %e saw an amaz+ look+ creature lop+ sl[ly t[>ds h]4 ,x resembl$ an enorm\s h>e4 ,t is to say1 its legs & head 7 ^? ( a h>e1 b its size 0 t ( a goat1 & its horn$ head 0 half-goat1 half-h>e4 ,?is creature1 lop+ )\t any fe>1 & ) a h>e's movem5t /raight t[>ds h]1 caus$ h] to pause4 ,%e /ood /ill & brea?lessly wait$ its approa*4 ,x pass$ q close to h]1 & z x did s %e /ruck at x ) h] p>asol4 ,in/antly x disappe>$4 ,pr9cess ,fr$]ica ( ,hanov]1 always int5sely int]e/$ 9 psy*ic ph5om5a1 & h]self no tyro 9 psy*ic k1 told me _m ye>s ago t %e _h se5 sev]al diff]5t sorts ( abnormal animals1 q unkn[n to ?is e>?1 & "u circum/ances :i* left no d\bt z to _! actual exi/5ce4 ,_m ye>s ago !re 0 mu* talk among/ a c]ta9 set ( an exp]i5ce t _h come to a =eign ,gr& ,du*ess & h] husb&1 :o sp5t mu* ( _! "t 9 ,engl&4 ,?is c\ple 7 travel+ 9 ! wilds ( ,greece1 & "o night !y w&]$ out toge!r on to a b>e m\nta9 side4 ,sitt+ d[n to re/ !y 7 enjoy+ ! beauty & utt] lonel9ess ( ! moonlit sc5e1 :5 !y sudd5ly he>d ! gallop+ ( _m horses' ho(s approa*+ !m4 ,?is a/oni%$ !m greatly1 z !y 7 9 s wild & unfrequ5t$ a "p ( ! c\ntry4 ,!re 0 no road ne> !m1 & x seem$ /range to he> horses gallop+ s fa/ on su* r\gh gr\nd at night1 ev5 ?\gh !re 0 a moon4 ,husb& & wife /ood up imm$iately 9 ord] to %[ !mselves4 ,! s\nd sugge/$ a headlong ru%1 & !y fe>$ t 9 ano!r second a :ole regim5t might ride ov] !m4 ,!y _h n long to wait4 ,a troop ( creatures1 half-m51 half-horses1 tore pa/ !m1 helt]-skelt]4 ,fleet & sure-foot$ !y ?und]$ by1 & !y br\ght ) !m ! mo/ wond]ful s5se ( joy & exhil>ation4 ,nei!r ! ,gr& ,du*ess nor h] husb& felt ! smalle/ fe>2 on ! contr>y1 bo? 7 seiz$ by a wild elation1 a desire to be "o ( t spl5did legion4 ,! ?und]+ ( _! ho(s spread ov] ! hills1 & di$ away into ! di/ance4 ,on return+ to _! camp ! husb& & wife f\nd an upro>4 ,some?+ _h gone wrong ) ! ,greek s]vants1 :o 7 %iv]+ ) t]ror1 & /ruggl+ ) equally t]rifi$ horses to prev5t a /amp$e4 ,all t c\ld be le>n$ f ! ,greeks 0 t !y _h he>d some?+1 some?+ kn[n ( & greatly fe>$4 ,i happ5$ to he> ! ,gr& ,du*ess tell ( h] weird exp]i5ce1 & ,i h (t5 wond]$ 9 lat] ye>s if ,alg]non ,blackwood _h also he>d ! /ory1 & f\nd$ ^u x 8 fasc9at+ book1 ,! ,c5taur4 ,!re 7 sev]al p 9 ! room :il/ ! ,gr& ,du*ess 0 unfold+1 9 ! mo/ impressive mann]1 ?is /range ev5t4 ,among/ !m 0 ! fir/ ,lady ,h5ry ,grosv5or1 born ,miss ,ersk9e ,wemyss ( ,wemyss ,ca/le4 ,%e told u t :5 a *ild ( sev5 ye>s old1 %e _h pass$ ?r\gh "s m9utes ( su* absolute t]ror1 t z long z %e liv$ %e w\ld nev] =get ! exp]i5ce4 ,) ano!r *ild1 & a nurse 9 att5dance1 %e 0 play+ "o summ] morn+ out ( doors4 ,aft] a little :ile ! nurse rose f h] seat among/ ! hea!r1 & w&]$ away a %ort di/ance1 out ( sight b n out ( he>+4 ,a few mom5ts aft] ! two little girls he>d "s bu%es beh9d !m ru/l+1 & a huge creature1 half-goat1 half-man1 em]g$ & leisurely cross+ ! road 9 front ( !m plung$ into ! woods beyond & 0 lo/ to sight4 ,bo? *ildr5 7 ?r[n into a p>oxysm ( t]ror1 & scream$ l\dly4 ,! nurse ran back to !m1 & :5 told :at 0 ! matt] scold$ !m = _! fooli% fancies4 ,no su* animal exi/$1 su* z !y describ$1 an animal mu* bigg] ?an a goat1 t walk$ upright1 & _h b two legs1 & two ho(s1 t 0 cov]$ ) %aggy br[n hair f ! wai/ d[nw>d1 & _h ! smoo? sk9 ( a man f ! wai/ upw>d6 ,! nurse bade !m come home at once1 & z !y ga9$ ! road ,miss ,wemyss po9t$ d[n into ! du/4 ,cle>ly def9$ 0 ! track ( a two-ho($ creature t _h cross$ at t spot4 ,! nurse />$ = a mom5t or two1 !n ) "o accord !y all ran4 ,%e nev] took h] *>ges ne> t spot aga94 ,lady ,h5ry said t ! memory ( t exp]i5ce 0 s firmly graft$ on h] m9d t %e c\ld always recall ) p]fect cl>ity ! exact appe>ance ( ?is appall+ creature4 ,9 aft] ye>s1 :5 gr[n up1 %e realiz$ f pictures t :at %e _h se5 0 a ,faun or ,satyr4 ,su* pictures or /atues always s5t a ?rill ( horror ?r\gh h]4 ,%e attribut$ ?is app>ition to ! fact t %e & h] companion 7 play+ close to ! site ( a ,roman camp1 & ! road 0 an old ,roman road4 ,%e w5t on to say t ! ,gr& ,du*ess _h giv5 h] c\rage to tell ?is incr$ible /ory4 ,x 0 z absolutely real to h] z 0 ! pass+ ( ! ,c5taurs to ! ,gr& ,du*ess4 ,! :ole sc5e /ood out 9 brilliant light z a picture be=e h]1 :5ev] %e ?\ght ( x1 :i* %e v (t5 did4 ,%e nev] m5tion$ x to any "o1 z %e felt t no "o w\ld believe h]4 ,%e c\ld always smell aga9 ! sc5t ( summ]1 & ! odor ( p9e trees1 & he> ! trickl+ ( wat] f a t9y /ream4 ,%e c\ld always see a wide1 :ite road1 ribbon-l /ret*+ away to ! horizon4 ,!n1 sudd5ly1 %e & h] "y companion /ood face to face ) a pres5ce1 a hide\s1 unspeakable %ape1 t 0 nei!r man nor bea/4 ,%e believ$ t !re 0 a real _w beyond ! glam\r & vision ( our ord9>y s5ses1 & sometimes ?is veil 0 lift$ = a few seconds4 ,%e believ$ t mu* ( ! tradition ( my?ical creatures repres5t$ solid fact1 & t x 0 possible !re 7 failures ( creation /ill extant4 ,aga91 might !re n be races fall5 out ( evolution1 b reta9+ z a survival c]ta9 p[]s t to u appe> miracul\s4 ,a v gift$ be+ 0 ,mim9ie ,ersk9e ,wemyss1 :o m>ri$ ,"l ,h5ry ,grosv5or4 ,"o ( my e>lie/ memories is ! ?rill h] beauty gave me :5 fir/ ,i saw h]1 z %e walk$ into *ur*1 a silv] pray]-book1 slung on a silv] *a91 dep5d+ f h] arm4 ,,*apt] ,x ,,! ,,invisible ,,h&s ,all ?r\gh my life !re h come to me mom5ts nev] to be =gott54 ,(t5 ! incid5ts t s deeply impress$ me 7 utt]ly trivial 9 !mselves1 /ill !y 7 sacram5tal1 inasmu* z !y prov$ to me1 absolutely & conclusively1 ! immortality ( ! s\l1 & ! p[] possess$ by ! s\l aft] s-call$ dea? to conc]n itself ) t]re/rial happ5+s4 ,su* mom5ts are sacram5tal1 9 ! s5se t ,nature is sacram5tal1 9 its %[+ =? ( ,god's glory1 & ! manife/ation ( ,8 h&iwork4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i 0 sitt+ ne> ! libr>y w9d[1 read+1 9 ! fad+ light ( a quiet ,novemb] aft]noon4 ,x 0 "o ( ^? utt]ly /ill1 m\rnful days1 ) a gray1 brood+ sky1 save :]e1 9 ! we/1 a pale primrose sunset 0 ba?+ ! horizon 9 light4 ,i 0 read+ ,man & ! ,univ]se1 by ,sir ,oliv] ,lodge1 & _h arriv$ at page #acg1 :i* ends ,*apt] ,,vi4 ,9 ^? days1 ! ye> 0 #aijh1 ,i always tri$ to arrange at lea/ "o week ( p]fect quiet = ! /udy ( a new book :i* ,i _h j ord]$4 ,i w\ld calculate on :i* day ! po/ w\ld br+ x to my c\ntry home1 & ,i w\ld arrange my life accord+ly4 ,?is may s\nd r ridicul\s1 b ! tru? is t a book l ,man & ! ,univ]se is su* a pure intellectual treat to me1 t ,i l to gloat ov] x1 to ta/e x sl[ly1 & imbibe x gradually4 ,i try to sp9 out ! joy ( x z long z possible by read+ sl[ly1 & ?9k+ ov] ! problems pres5t$4 ,at la/ ,i put ! book d[n on a table by my side4 ,i 0 9 no hurry4 ,x lay on its back1 op51 ! pages upp]mo/2 j :]e ,i _h /opp$ read+4 ,i fell to wond]+ on ! words ,i _h j read4 ,a re=m] mu/ n be 9 ha/e4 ,! k+dom come? n by obs]vation1 b by secret work+ z ( leav54 ,nor mu/ he advocate any compromise repugnant to an enlight5$ consci5ce4 ,bigotry mu/ die1 b x mu/ die a natural1 n a viol5t dea?4 ,w\ld t ! lead]s 9 ,*ur* & ,/ate _h always be5 able to receive an impati5t en?usia/ 9 ! _s ( ! l9es-- ,dream] ( dreams6 no taunt is 9 our sadness1 ,:at e'er our fe>s our he>ts are ) y\r cause1 ,god's mills gr9d sl[2 & ?\ghtless ha/e 7 madness1 ,to ga9 ,heav5's ends we d>e n break ,heav5's laws4 ,i mu/ h sat ?9k+ = q t5 m9utes :5 my att5tion 0 sudd5ly attract$ by a s\nd4 ,! s\nd ( pap] leaves be+ ru/l$4 ,! room 0 s dead /ill t ! fa9te/ s\nd w\ld h call$ my att5tion1 b ?is s\nd 0 by no means fa9t4 ,i turn$ my head & look$ at ! book ,i _h be5 read+1 because1 f x1 unmi/akably ! noise proce$$4 ,i beheld a mo/ en?rall+ ph5om5on4 ,unse5 h&s 7 turn+ ov] ! pages4 ,a ?rill ( int5se excitem5t ran ?r\gh me1 & ,i />$ at ! book 9 brea?less int]e/4 ,! h&s seem$ to be se>*+ = "s p>ticul> passage4 ,! numb] ( ! page ^u :i* ! passage 0 pr9t$ 0 n1 app>5tly1 kn[n to ! se>*]4 ,i w try to describe :at actually happ5$4 ,sev]al leaves ( ! book 7 turn$ ov] r rapidly1 ea* leaf mak+ ! usual s\nd :i* accompanies su* an ord9>y physical action4 ,!n1 z if fe>+ t ! passage requir$ _h be5 ov]look$ or pass$ by1 sev]al leaves 7 turn$ back aga94 ,?is manife/ation cont9u$ = at lea/ t5 m9utes1 & ,i c\ld see no?+ b ! pages ( ! book be+ turn$ q me?odically1 z by a human h&4 ,at mom5ts !re 0 r a long pause 9 ! se>*1 & at ! fir/ pause ,i ?\ght ! demon/ration might be ov]1 b once aga9 ! invisible entity resum$ ! se>*1 & ,i f\nd myself say+1 ,he f\nd some?+ !re t int]e/$ him4 ,t is :y he /opp$4 ,= no reason ,i c give ,i felt c]ta9 my visitor 0 a male _s4 ,on ! second pause 9 ! se>* occurr+ ,i _h no d\bt t aga9 he _h f\nd some?+ t int]e/$ him4 ,! :ole manife/ation 0 v leisurely & wond]fully human4 ,z ,i sat wat*+ ! book be+ manipulat$ by unse5 f+]s1 e smalle/ action sugge/$ design4 ,"o c\ld n d\bt z to :at 0 tak+ place4 ,at l5g? !re came a pause long] ?an usual4 ,! book lay flat on its back wide op54 ,!re 0 n[ no quiv] ( ! leaves4 ,! invisible entity _h f\nd :at he want$ & gone4 ,i curb$ my curiosity = five m9utes m1 !n feel+ conv9c$ t ,i 0 aga9 alone ,i /ret*$ out my h&1 took ! book &1 ris+1 c>ri$ x close to ! w9d[4 ,!re 0 /ill en\gh light to read by1 & ! leaves 7 op5 at pages #agb-agc4 ,i _h only read z f> z page #acg4 ,i scann$ !m eag]ly1 & at once discov]$ t a m>k _h be5 made on ! m>g9 ( page #agb4 ,a long cross _h be5 plac$ aga9/ a p>agraph4 ,! m>k 0 su* z might h be5 made by a %>p f+]-nail4 ,! words m>k$ 7-- ,i want to make ! di/9ct ass]tion t a really exi/+ ?+ nev] p]i%es1 b only *anges its =m4 ,to-day ! m>k is z cle>ly visible on ! page z on ! day x 0 made4 ,i c =m no conjecture z to :o ! entity 01 b he c]ta9ly knew ! cont5ts ( ! book4 ,no "o wat*+ ! se>* c\ld d\bt t1 or t he 0 desir\s ( impress+ ^u ! read]s ( ! book a c]ta9 fact /at$ !re91 :i* mu/ h previ\sly attract$ 8 att5tion4 ,9 ! ye> #aijj we took a h\se = ! w9t] mon?s 9 ! ,we/ ,end ( ,london4 ,x 0 a small h\se ?\gh jo9$ on ei!r side by great mansions1 & once ^u a "t x _h actually be5 a f>mh\se /&+ amid smil+ fields4 ,x reta9$ _m relics ( its anci5t orig9 9 f9e oak panel+ & qua9t nooks & corn]s1 & _h be5 = _m ( its latt] ye>s ! t[n resid5ce ( a man ^: type _h practically di$ out1 ! p]fect type ( our old ,engli% ari/ocracy4 ,! b$room ,i occupi$ 0 exce$+ly com=table & w>m4 ,! b$1 plac$ aga9/ ! wall1 0 exactly opposite to ! fireplace1 s t ly+ on my "r side ,i look$ /raight at ! fire & c\ld see ! :ole room4 ,i 0 con/antly on ! al]t1 z ,i knew h[ full ( hi/ory su* a h\se mu/ be1 b = sev]al weeks ,i nei!r saw nor he>d any?+ 9 ! lea/ unusual4 ,"o night1 q unexpect$ly1 a *ange occurr$4 ,i no long] _h ! room to myself4 ,a /rang] occupi$ x ) me4 ,x 0 a cold1 sn[y night1 & ,i 0 ly+ 9 b$ fac+ ! fire & c\rt+ sleep1 :5 ,i he>d a sudd5 noise :i* 0 totally diff]5t to ! s\nds made by ! dy+ fire4 ,take a l>ge %eet ( /iff writ+ pap] 9 y\r h& & cru% x up betwe5 y\r f+]s & y w he> ! s\nd ,i he>d4 ,q a l\d & di/9ct noise if y happ5 to be 9 a v quiet room1 at an h\r :5 all ! h\sehold has retir$ to b$4 ,naturally1 ,i in/antly op5$ my eyes & look$ out into ! room1 :i* 0 lit brightly en\gh by ! fire to make all ! objects x conta9$ q di/9ct4 ,an arm*air 0 drawn up close to ! fire2 half an h\r be=e ,i _h be5 seat$ 9 x w>m+ my toes be=e gett+ into b$2 n[ x 0 aga9 fill$4 ,9 x sat a man turn$ sideways t[>ds me4 ,he 0 ly+ back ) 8 legs /ret*$ /raight out 9 front ( him t[>ds ! fire4 ,"o ( 8 arms hung ov] ! arm ( ! *air1 & 9 8 cl5*$ h& 0 a l>ge piece ( pap] or p>*m5t4 ,8 f9ely cut pr(ile 0 cle>ly outl9$1 he 0 clean %av51 & he />$ into ! fire1 8 *9 sunk 9 a high black /ock4 ,8 hair 0 p[d]$ & ti$ beh9d by a l>ge black b[1 & he wore bright blue clo? knee bree*es1 :ite /ock+s1 silv] buckl$ %oes1 & _m gold buttons on 8 blue coat4 ,i did n take 9 all ^? details at once2 ,i _h ample leisure to d s lat]4 ,=1 ,i suppose1 a full two m9utes1 ,i />$ v h>d at him1 & lay v /ill1 kn[+ full well ,i 0 look+ at a gho/4 ,!n v cauti\sly ,i drew ! b$clo!s ov] my head1 & %ut out ! />tl+ vision4 ,i 0 invad$ by wild panic4 ,i h nev] be5 "o ( ^? timid wom5 :o are fright5$ by _! own %ad[s4 ,i require to be face to face ) a tangible dang] be=e ,i put fai? 9 its exi/5ce1 yet1 ,i confess t at t mom5t ,i knew :at actual fe> meant4 ,my he>t beat ?ickly1 !n seem$ to /op1 & ,i 0 in/antly ba!d 9 cold p]spiration4 ,i knew t ! s]vants 7 all 9 b$ two flights ( /airs bel[ me1 & my husb& 0 out ( ,london1 s no call+ = help 0 any use4 ,i !re=e =c$ a sort ( spuri\s desp]ate c\rage1 & began to be angry ) myself = be+ ?us afraid :5 no cause = fe> exi/$4 ,i treat$ myself to a scornful lecture4 ,y :o pr(ess to "k all ab\t gho/s1 y :o h actually se5 sev]al gho/s1 y c[>d to quail be=e ?is "o6 ,don't y "k p]fectly well t he won't hurt y1 t he has a p]fect "r to sit 9 t *air1 & t x is y\r duty to speak to him %\ld he %[ any desire = conv]sation8 ,i am s t]ribly alone1 plead$ my o!r self 9 feeble self-def5se4 ,well1 :at ( x8 ,if ! :ole h\sehold 0 9 ! room :at c\ld !y d8 ,y are n a *ild4 ,uncov] y\r head & look ! spect] boldly 9 ! face4 ,! /illness & hu% ( deep night1 at ! h\r :5 sleep]s slumb] s\nde/1 0 ^u ! h\se4 ,! traffic ( ,london 0 muffl$ 9 a heavy fall ( sn[4 ,i c\ld he> no?+ b ! feeble crackl+ ( ! expir+ fire 9 ! grate1 b gradually ,i ralli$ my c\rage & faculties & peep$ /eal?ily out4 ,!re sat t d>k =m betwe5 me & ! fire2 !re he lay 9 an attitude ( moody c>elessness1 wat*+ ! cool+ emb]s z !y fad$ f sc>let to p9k1 f p9k to yell[1 & !n fell t9kl+ into heaps ( :ite a%es4 ,no /atue 0 ev] /ill]4 ,he did n move 9 ! lea/1 b sat m l an effigy ( a man c>v$ out ( /one ?an a creature ( fle% & blood4 ,i clos$ my eyes & re-op5$ !m1 to te/ ! fact :e!r ,i 0 awake or asleep & dream+4 ,no1 ,i 0 broad wake & ! room 0 /ill fairly well lit1 & !re sat ! phantom be=e ! fire1 ! pr\d1 well-set head ) its p[d]$ curls di/9ctly visible 9 ! r$ gl[ ( ! firelight4 ,i %\ld ?9k an h\r mu/ h pass$ ?us1 :il/ ,i gaz$ at ! figure be=e me1 tak+ 9 e detail4 ,!re 0 no indication t he knew or c>$ = my pres5ce4 ,! figure sat l a /one4 ,i came to ! conclusion t ! phantom 0 ab\t ?irty ye>s ( age1 & a sailor :o _h liv$ 9 ! days ( ,nelson1 judg+ by 8 clo!s & ! pictures ,i _h se54 ,i notic$ p>ticul>ly 8 h& cl5*$ on ! pap]4 ,a :ite h&1 ) /rong cruel-look+ f+]s4 ,!re is s mu* "* 9 h&s4 ,! face may be drill$ into a m]e mask1 b h&s tell tales ( _! own]s4 ,i c\ld imag9e ! h& t _h cru%$ ! pap] clos+ murd]\sly on ! ?roat ( an adv]s>y1 or gripp$ h>d on ! hilt ( a dagg]4 ,!re 7 mom5ts :5 ! awful in]tia ( ! figure began to play havoc ) my n]ves1 :5 ,i w\ld h giv5 any?+ to make t impassive =m move f out its dre>y attitude ( sull5 brood+2 any?+ to cause ! pr(ile ( ! face1 ) all its gloom & pride1 to turn & front me1 s t ,i might "k ! wor/4 ,b ! figure nev] turn$1 nev] /irr$1 b sat ) /ately head b[$ "u a weight ( ?\ght4 ,n[ & aga9 a little flame w\ld spurt up & glitt] on 8 %oe buckles1 8 brass buttons1 b ! fire 0 dy+ n[1 & gradually ! figure became m & m indi/9ct4 ,!n ,i slept4 ,i _h be5 feel+ dr[sy = "s "t1 & f\ght aga9/ x4 ,i _h viol5tly resi/$ sleep1 feel+ a great repugnance to los+ consci\sness :il/ ! spect] /ill sat !re1 b ! blank =ce ( sleep at l5g? ov]p[]$ me4 ,:5 ,i awoke ! cold gray morn+ light 0 /eal+ feebly 9 ?r\gh ! w9d[4 ,! *air 0 empty4 ,! figure 0 gone4 ,! next night ,i w5t to b$ full ( c\rage1 b ,i 0 left alone4 ,if ! sailor return$ x 0 n until aft] ,i _h gone to sleep4 ,a week lat] he came back4 ,"o mom5t ! *air 0 empty1 ! next mom5t ) "o wild he>t ?rob ,i op5$ my eyes at ! s\nd ( crackl+ pap]1 & ! *air 0 fill$4 ,!re he sat 9 8 brood+ sull5 attitude & cont9u$ s to sit till slumb] vanqui%$ me4 ,aft] t ,i saw him at con/ant int]vals4 ,by ?is "t ,i _h entirely rid myself ( all fe>4 ,i did n ev5 desire to *ange my room :i* w\ld h be5 v inconv5i5t1 & ,i dread$ al>m+ ! h\sehold & be+ left alone to conduct ! dome/ic duties4 ,b ?\gh no long] afraid ^? con/ant visits began to get on my n]ves1 & ,i consult$ a ,ca?olic fri5d :o 0 always sympa!tic to ! occult side ( life4 ,%e said at once t ?is _s %\ld be exorcis$ & set free f ! bondage ( e>?1 & t %e _h an old fri5d1 a ,franciscan monk1 :o 0 kn[n to be a p[]ful exorci/4 ,%e (f]$ to arrange ! matt]1 & ,i gladly accept$ h] sugge/ion4 ,x 0 on an e>ly spr+ aft]noon t ,fa!r ,reg9ald ,buckl] came to ! h\se4 ,9 8 :ite habit1 s&al$ feet & %orn cr[n1 he look$ an incongru\s figure 9 t fa%ionable locality already beg9n+ its social ent]ta9m5ts 9 view ( ! season's approa*4 ,he 0 a *>m+1 c\rte\s old man1 :o took 8 mission v s]i\sly4 ,aft] a few words ( explanation we m\nt$ to ! b$room floor4 ,!re 7 f\r doors op5+ on to ! little l&+1 & )\t ask+ :i* ( ! doors l$ to ! haunt$ *amb]1 he turn$ ! h&le ( ! "r "o & ent]$4 ,/ill he put no "q1 b at once proce$$ ) ! ,s]vice ( ,exorcism4 ,spr9kl+ ! f\r corn]s ( ! room ) ,holy ,wat]1 he bade me kneel d[n 9 ! middle4 ,!n he rais$ 8 ,crucifix & (f]$ up pray]s = ! repose ( ! e>?-b\nd s\l1 t he might be loos$ & set free4 ,= five weeks long] we rema9$ 9 ! h\se1 b ,i nev] saw ! sailor aga94 ,,*apt] ,,xi ,,dawns ,we h be5 giv5 _m wond]ful dawns ?is w9t]1 & ,i h us$ !m eag]ly z a cleans+ ( ! w>-we>y m9d & di/ract$ s\l4 ,9 su* e!real app>itional dawns "o walks ) ! ,et]nal1 & all temporal ?+s fade away4 ,^? pale silv] daybreaks h a rapture ( _! own1 !y sugge/ a fre% creation /raight f ! looms ( ,god4 ,:5 ! h\rs ( day h drawn on ! flam+ sunset1 t exquisitely s]5e emotion ( virg9 tranquillity w h pass$ away1 & ! horizon w be lurid & gr& b5ea? a grave fr[n+ sadness ga!r$ f ! sc5es ( e>? !y h brood$ ov]4 ,su* dawns beckon imp]i\sly to ! pilgrim1 to leave ! %elt] ( ! ro(-tree1 & come =? to walk ) ! immortals :il/ ! ,morn+ ,/>1 ! light-br+]1 /ill %9es1 a :ite gold radiance 9 ! heav5s1 & ! di/ance is /ill dissolv$ 9 veils ( pe>l & opal4 ,su* daybreaks always r\se 9 me ! urge = wid] ?\ght1 = ! broad day ( ! m9d4 ,out ( ! limitless beyond comes ! c]ta9 k ( a some?+ unimag9$1 ly+ j outside human ?\ght4 ,i am sure !re is s mu* n yet imag9$1 some?+ m ?an m]e exi/5ce4 ,!re is a w9e ( happ9ess 9 tranquil daybreak1 & an alo(ness f life t urges "o to seek = t :i* is beyond compreh5sion4 ,! draught exalts ! s\l1 & quick5s x ) unqu5*able fire1 until ! _w falls away1 f> f "o1 z day wells out ( /ill d>kness4 ,only at su* mom5ts d we rea* ! true horizon4 ,aga91 !re is an amne/y 9 su* dawns1 a glory ( release f ! h\se ( bondage4 ,9 ! great sil5ces1 life1 z we "k x1 is remote1 & ! imm5sity is a magic t draws ! s\l1 fus+ x 9 a /range passion1 s t :atev] fulfillm5t our exi/5ce holds is summ$ 9 t h\r ( solitude4 ,a pale wa% ( transluc5t gold is ?r[n across l& & sea4 ,on ! f> horizon a %ip is set 9 relief1 aga9/ a core ( crimson flame :i* h]alds ! sun4 ,a dove coos s(tly1 & on a b>e bran* a ?ru% ?rills 9 waves ( s\nd1 seek+ 9 ! univ]sal e!r to reproduce its div9e in/9ct 9 o!r fea!r$ he>ts t are attun$ to its melody4 ,su* joys z ^! are transitory1 & nev] :olly possess$4 ,!y pass ! enclosures ( life1 & br+ "o ne>] to ! beat+ he>t ( tru?4 ,! agoniz+ fe> ( los+ hold on !m is1 9 itself1 ! cause ( _! disp]sal4 ,x is ! same at r>e mom5ts ( semi-consci\sness1 :5 "o has actually laid hold ( a g5u9e a/ral exp]i5ce--& kn[s x4 ,!n comes ! frantic endeavor to hold on--to p9 ! mom5t fa/ & tight1 till ! :ole vision is absorb$4 ,! s\l seems to hold its brea?6 ,h[ (t51 ) bitt] disappo9tm5t ,i h ru%$ reluctantly into full wak+ consci\sness--& only half ! /ory told4 ,fragm5t>y ?\gh su* mom5ts are _! pot5cy is su* t !y endure ?r\gh "t4 ,?ank ,god1 t :il/ ! w$lock ( body & s\l /ill holds undissolv$ !re is scope = su* joys4 ,!y are uncommunicable1 & may n be %>$ ) o!rs at w1 & !y tell ! s\l t %e is n ( creation & _c be conta9$ by law4 ,at su* h\rs %e le>ns ! tru?1 t %e passes = a brief span into ! limit$1 f out ! limitless :5ce %e came4 ,at su* sacram5tal h\rs "o c pray ! pray] ( ,socrates1 (f]$ up by ! banks ( ! ,illissus3 ,o ,belov$ ,god ( ! =e/s & flocks & all ye ,div9ities ( ?is place1 grant me to become beautiful 9 ! inn] man1 & t :atev] outw>d ?+s ,i h may be at peace ) ^? )94 ,may ,i deem ! wise man ri*1 & may ,i h s mu* weal?1 & s mu* only1 z a good man c manage to enjoy4 ,d we ne$ any?+ else1 ,pha$rus8 ,= myself ,i h pray$ en\gh4 99 99 99 99 99 ,h[ _m p n[ recall fragm5ts ( =m] lives6 ,ask ! next man y meet if he has any recollections ( =m] exi/5ces1 & be sure he w n eye y askance z a fugitive f ,b$lam4 ,he may smile & %ake 8 head1 & regret to say he isn't psy*ic1 b he won't ask y :at on e>? y mean4 ,?is is h[ we h progress$ t[>ds tru? 9 ! la/ ?irty ye>s4 ,! tru? ( re9c>nation is be+ quietly accept$ by ! ,we/ & is n[ op5ly prea*$ f _m pulpits4 ,if ,god is love1 :o c\ld reconcile ) any compreh5sive idea ( ju/ice & law 9 ! _w ! lives & exp]i5ces ( common humanity8 ,h[ reconcile ! bir?s tak+ place 9 "o s+le day 9 _! va/ div]sity1 by ! hell = ! crim9al1 born1 nurtur$ & kill$ 9 crime1 :o nev] _h a *ance1 & ,heav5 = ! happily born1 :o ne$ nev] h a temptation8 ,:at is ! ,div9e ,law ly+ beh9d ?is seem+ hide\s inju/ice8 ,und\bt$ly ! cont9u\s evolution ( ! s\l 9 bodies ( matt]4 ,m5 are look+ n[ to ! s*eme ( organic evolution to provide ! field = spiritual evolution4 ,!y are f9d+ x 9 ! dep?s ( _! own consci\sness4 ,i *anc$ ^u "o ( ^? fragm5ts ( a pa/ life1 ^? islets 9 et]nity 9 a /range way4 ,i 0 pay+ a visit to a /rang] 9 ,cambridge%ire1 & :il/ await+ h] entry ,i walk$ r\nd ! room look+ at "s lovely wat]-color$ sket*es t hung ^u ! walls4 ,:5 _! own] ent]$1 & aft] a few m9utes' conv]sation1 ,i said1 ,h[ beautiful ^? ,sicilian sc5es are6 ,%e look$ pleas$ & answ]$3 ,i'm s glad y recognize !m4 ,i pa9t$ !m4 ,:5 7 y la/ 9 ,sicily8 ,i _h nev] at t "t be5 9 ,sicily4 ,i told h] s1 b ,i c\ld n tell a /rang] t sudd5ly !re _h dawn$ ^u me a ke5 recollection ( ! c\ntry ,i _h c]ta9ly be5 91 ?\gh n 9 ?is life4 ,! pa9t+s1 ( c\rse1 dealt ) a re/rict$ field1 b z ,i look$ at !m "o by "o ,i saw m5tally a wide l&scape 9 :i* ea* picture =m$ b a t9y spot4 ,"o ,i rememb] 0 a pa9t+ ( a wond]fully p]fect temple1 :i* occupi$ ! :ole space ( ! picture4 ,z ,i look$ at x ,i saw wide roll+ pla9s1 & a wide expanse ( blue sea4 ,?is ,i lat] recogniz$ 9 ,girg5ti4 ,a mon? or two aft]w>ds my husb& & ,i w5t to ,sicily = ! w9t]1 &1 z ,i _h expect$1 ! isl& 0 p]fectly famili> to me4 ,i knew exactly r\nd :i* b5d ( ! hill ,i %\ld f9d a temple1 b ,syracuse 0 really my spiritual home4 ,x 0 !re t ,i _h play$ out "o ( my _m life dramas1 & _m incid5ts return$ to me z ,i w&]$ ov] ! hills1 & ga!r$ maid5-hair f]ns 9 ! twilight ( ! empty tombs4 ,once ,i op5$ my eyes on ,/romboli1 "o ( ! ,a,eolian or ,lip>i ,isles4 ,in/antly ,i felt a passion ( love = x1 an intuition ( spiritual delight :i* is utt]ly irr$ucible to t]ms4 ,i h look$ ^u x s9ce1 & always ) an adoration impossible to pa9t ) p5 or p5cil4 ,i h = weeks anticipat$ ! mom5t :5 ,i %\ld see x aga94 ,x means some?+ to me f> beyond :at ! eye c see1 ! tongue relate1 & x is ?is some?+ ly+ betwixt rhapsody & lam5t :i* draws me by a t5u\s *a9 ( ?\ght "r back into ! womb ( "t1 :]e buri$ memory /irs 9 its long sleep4 ,/romboli1 s ! anci5t poets tell u1 0 ! home ( ! fi]y god1 ,vulcan4 ,t expla9s mu* to me1 b x unfolds a secret none may le>n4 ,x 0 9 a flam+ dawn t ,i fir/ saw ,/romboli ris+ f amid ! num]\s isles surr\nd+ x4 ,f its cone %ot a great plume ( smoke1 l a giant o/ri* fea!r1 silv] t9t$4 ,9 its e!real lovel9ess x seem$ to float 9 ! void1 half ( e>?1 half ( heav54 ,nei!r bondage ( words1 nor ! cold scrut9y ( reason c imp+e ^u a sc5e :i* draws ! s\l away ^u a cele/ial pilgrimage4 ,free & elate1 %e passes beyond ! fronti]s ( life1 & l ! e*oes ( ! sea :5 a %ell is held to ! e>1 %e he>s ! pulse ( e>? beat f> away 9 unfa?omable di/ance4 ,! m>vel ( ! uncreat$ consumes h] 9 a trance ( un9c>nate passion4 ,^? :o h once adv5tur$ on su* pilgrimages are nev] q ! same aga94 ,!y become *ildr5 ( ! ,div9e unre/4 ,!y h exp]i5c$ a mom5t 9 :i* e>? & fle% dissolve1 9 :i* law is n1 9 :i* cre$s & cov5ants f9d no place1 & ! hold ^u common life ) its mov+ mirages is blott$ out4 ,"t & space are annull$1 ! aeon & ! second are "o4 ,! s\l unswa!d1 has ris5 f ! tomb :]e ! life urge has laid x1 & is agl[ ) ! transc5d5tal fires ( et]nal be+4 ,9 aft] days ! s\l le>ns to set b>ri]s aga9/ su* visitants4 ,"o mu/ n look ^u ! o!r side ( ! moon too (t51 = fe> "o is drawn away f home & k9dr$4 ,! "t is n yet1 b x w surely come4 ,"o o!r curi\s happ5+ ,i mu/ relate4 ,ye>s ago1 "o autumn :5 ,i 0 9 ! f> nor? !re came a magnific5t visitation ( fall+ />s & _m a]olites dropp$ to e>?4 ,! display 0 pr$ict$1 & ,i 0 on ! look\t4 ,x came 9 a ra9 ( gold & seem+ly f all po9ts ( ! compass4 ,= h\rs ,i wat*$ a sight f> m m>vel\s ?an any?+ ,i _h anticipat$4 ,:5 at la/ ,i reluctantly w5t to b$ ,i _h a /range dream or1 r1 a/ral exp]i5ce4 ,i 0 a ,hung>ian gipsy1 ! head or que5 ( an enorm\s clan4 ,i he>d wild ,hung>ian music1 & saw enorm\s cr[ds ( my p ga!r$ r\nd me4 ,!y 7 v savage & picturesque1 & a c]emony 0 proce$+4 ,on ! gr\nd1 & 9 ! c5t] ( a great r+ ( p1 /ood a l>ge b[l fill$ ) blood4 ,i /ood 9 front ( x & wat*$ ! swe>+ 9 ( new adh]5ts to my clan1 by means ( ! blood cov5ant4 ,! blood t fill$ ! b[l _h be5 drawn f ! ve9s ( my p1 & ! new adh]5ts 7 ea* requir$ to dr9k f x & swe> _! allegiance4 ,only "o ?+ tr\bl$ me all ?r\gh :at seem$ a long c]emony4 ,my feet caus$ me pa91 & ,i 0 aw>e t !y 7 b>e1 z 7 ! feet ( all my p4 ,s vivid 0 ! dream t ,i c\ld visualize my :ole life z ,i liv$ x on ! pla9s ( ,hung>y1 & ! sc5]y surr\nd+ me 0 lit up by a glori\s sunset4 ,!re 7 hundr$s ( horses graz+ loose1 z f> z ! eye c\ld rea*1 & flocks ( enorm\s :ite geese1 amid :i* great /orks /rutt$4 ,sudd5ly ,i awoke ) ! acute pa9 9 my feet upp]mo/ 9 my m9d4 ,i f\nd myself clad only 9 my nightg[n1 walk+ b>e-foot$ on ! r\gh gravel pa?s ( ! g>d51 :5ce ,i _h wat*$ ! /ell> display4 ,i _h be5 walk+ 9 my sleep1 & ! sudd5 unaccu/om$ /ony h>dness ( ! pa? "u my b>e feet _h awak5$ 9 me ! recollection ( a pa/ life1 9 :i* ,i _h liv$1 a wild nomad 9 s\!rn ,hung>y4 ,?is is ! "o & only occasion 9 my life 9 :i* ,i h kn[n somnambulism4 ,luckily my memory did n fail me on wak+ &1 "s "t aft]1 :5 ,i 0 able to revisit ! sc5es ( t long ago pilgrimage ,i 0 q famili> ) my surr\nd+s4 ,buda ,pe/ & ! l&s ly+ s\?w>d 7 !n my home1 a rov+ home & t5t life ( inf9ite v>iety4 ,?us ! dead ( vani%$ ye>s are disguis$ 9 ! pres5t liv+4 ,i h no d\bt t _m p :o h n _h ! int]e/+ exp]i5ce ( rememb]+ "o or m ( _! =m] inc>nations h be5 able ?r\gh "s trivial incid5t to recollect happ5+s long vani%$ f _! memory4 ,sometimes ! sc5t ( a fl[]1 ! glimpse ( a sc5e1 a *ance ^w or expression w vividly recall "s episode ly+ hidd5 = _m ye>s 9 ! subconsci\sness4 ,aga9 x w be pull$ ov] ! ?re%old f pa/ to pres5t1 f ! /oreh\se ( ! et]nal memory into ! ev]yday work+ consci\sness or m9d4 ,?is is n a book = sci5ti/s4 ,i w !re=e g into no elaborate metaphysics1 b w sket* z simply z ,i c :at ,i mean by subconsci\sness4 ,i use ! t]m = ! region or zone )9 u :i* /ores up ! residues ( pa/ ?\ghts & exp]i5ces4 ,sci5ti/s tell u !re are ?ree realms ( m9d1 ! sup]-consci\s1 ! consci\s1 ! subconsci\s4 ,! consci\s m9d is :at we commonly use4 ,x belongs purely to ! objective _w1 & its in/rum5ts are ! five s5ses4 ,! subconsci\s m9d is ! /oreh\se = exp]i5ces on ! human plane ( man's long pa/4 ,! sup]-consci\sness is indep5d5t ( ! five s5ses4 ,x is a faculty ( p]ception closely ak9 to ! ,"o =ce 9 ! ,univ]se1 :i* is insep>ably relat$ to all creat$ ?+s4 ,x possesses ! attributes ( ,inf9ity1 is inde/ructible1 immortal1 undy+4 ,we may =get a fact = _m ye>s1 !n sudd5ly we rememb] x4 ,i believe x has come back to u aga9 across ! ?re%old f ! subconsci\s region to our consci\sness or m9d :i* is op5 to ev]yday obs]vation4 ,i h become conv9c$1 by p]sonal exp]i5ce1 ( ! exi/5ce 9 u ( ?is region bel[ ! ?re%old ( our ord9>y consci\s life4 ,:5 ,i 0 "y !re 7 _m problems ,i wi%$ to solve1 & 9 ?is ef=t human aid (t5 fail$ me4 ,my plan 0 to sleep on a problem1 ard5tly desir+ be=e dropp+ (f t an answ] might be accord$ me4 ,i suppose ?is desire 0 ( ! nature ( pray]1 ?\gh address$ to no ,deity4 ,almo/ inv>iably ! solution 0 cle> & unmi/akable to me 9 ! morn+4 ,i lo/ ?is great advantage at ! age ( tw5ty-"o1 b ev5 n[ ,i c sometimes get at a solution by leav+ ! "q sev]ely alone1 aft] turn+ x well ov] 9 my m9d4 ,! solution w sudd5ly pop up1 (t5 weeks aft] ,i h tri$ to get at x1 & :5 x comes !re1 x arrives apropos ( no?+1 s to speak4 ,x simply dawns 9 ! ?ick ( q o!r subjects1 :i* happ5 at ! mom5t to occupy my m9d4 ,?\gh ,i c no m demon/rate to o!rs ! exi/5ce ( ! subconsci\sness ?an ,i c prove ! exi/5ce ( ! immortal s\l1 ,i h got suffici5t pro( to satisfy myself1 & ,i believe ! same k is op5 to _m ( u4 ,)9 our be+ are sympa!tic *ords t c vibrate to all ! symphonies ( ,nature4 ,!re are visions ( beauty & dep?s ( feel+ :i* may be se5 & felt1 if he>t & m9d are op5 to ! high] influ5ces4 ,! f9] =ces ( ,nature1 & h] immutable laws1 are ready to draw nigh to u if we desire to welcome !m1 & are eag] to place ourselves 9 h>mony ) ! ,inf9ite ,s\rce ( be+4 ,we are 9 ! keep+ ( ! be/ & highe/1 & :atev] ?+s are pure1 :atsoev] ?+s are beautiful1 :atsoev] ?+s are true & high & holy w gravitate t[>ds u 9 proportion to ! degree we desire !m4 ,! my/]i\s gift ( exi/5ce is 9 itself a beckon+ ideal1 & a =egleam ( ! f9al awak5+ t w surely be ours4 ,n[ :at does ! subconsci\sness conta98 ,fir/ly1 ,i believe x to be p]meat$ by ,deity1 & ! ,div9e indwell+4 ,x is ! seat ( ,g5ius4 ,i believe a g5ius to be "o :o is capable ( draw+ f ! cont5ts ( 8 subconsci\sness t :i* outw>dly appe>s z a creation4 ,x is said t g5ius creates & tal5t copies4 ,i believe t a man becomes great :5 he repres5ts ! results ( c\ntless lives 9 8 individuality1 & ea* life is an arc ( ! inf9ite life ( ! ,univ]se4 ,! man ) aeons ( exp]i5ce beh9d him is inf9itely m en rapport ) 8 subconsci\sness ?an ^? y\ng]1 m immature s\ls :o h z yet exp]i5c$ few e>? lives & :o con/itute ! bulk ( humanity4 ,! et]nal m9d f9ds its home 9 ! subconsci\sness1 by :i* ,i mean t no?+ is really =gott5 by man4 ,?is lapse ( memory is ! pass+ ( ! subject f ! ord9>y m9d into ! subconsci\sness1 :5ce x may lat] be recov]$ aga94 ,! memory ( all our =m] inc>nations ,i believe to lie hidd5 9 ! subconsci\sness4 ,x is f ?is region or zone t "o gets sudd5 upru%es ( memory1 & su* upru%es are induc$ by /umbl+ on a *ance l9k betwe5 ! two zones ( consci\sness4 ,"s *ance incid5t1 su* z ! pres5ce ( my b>e feet ^u ! r\gh gravel1 t\*es a correspond5ce on ! o!r side ( ! ?re%old1 & lays b>e old sc5es to ! obs]vation ( ! ord9>y m9d4 ,x is notewor?y t ! matt] conta9$ 9 ?is up-ru%+ is recogniz$ fir/1 & ! means :i* br\ght ab\t ! upru% is recogniz$ secondly4 ,i believe !re is a vital communication betwe5 consci\sness & subconsci\sness :i* c\ld be enorm\sly develop$ & utiliz$ by practice4 ,! age 9 :i* we live has produc$ ! mo/ m>vel\s triumphs ( m9d ov] matt]4 ,access to ! subconsci\sness is becom+ common] & simpl]4 ,we h brok5 9 & h>ness$ mat]ial =ces 9 a mann] undreamt ( fifty ye>s ago4 ,yet !re is an alas6 a fact :i* detracts f all our legitimate pride 9 our a*ievem5t--! base uses to :i* our triumphs h be5 put4 ,! :ole ( our inv5tive p[] has be5 turn$ aga9/ ! life t gave x bir?4 ,! p>5ts are be+ consum$ by _! own (fspr+4444 ,matt] evolv$ out ( _s has ?reat5$ de/ruction to ! latt]4 ,! ?re%old betwe5 our ord9>y consci\sness & ! region ( subconsci\sness seems to me l a bridge :i* is r>ely us$1 & :i* sep>ates ! c\ntry kn[n f ! c\ntry unkn[n4 ,i live 9 ! c\ntry kn[n1 b if ,i c t\* a button at my end ,i c get a response in/antane\sly transmitt$ f ! c\ntry unkn[n4 ,! tr\ble is to f9d ! button4 ,at pres5t ,i only press x at long int]vals & by ! m]e/ *ance4 ,/ill x is some?+ ( an a*ievem5t to h conv9c$ "o's self t su* a region actually does exi/4 ,i believe ?is subconsci\sness ( ours is 9 direct contact ) ! ,great ,creative ,p[]4 ,x is ,god t worke? 9 man1 & its vital communications are hidd5 9 ! inf9ite et]nity4 ,says a ,sufi ideal3 ,to abide 9 ,god aft] pass+ away is ! "w ( ! p]fect man1 :o n only j\rneys to ,god--passes f plurality to unity--b 9 & ) ,god--cont9u+ 9 ! unitive /ate he returns ) ,god 78 subconsci\s self7 to ! ph5om5al _w f :i* he sets out1 & manife/s unity 9 plurality4 ,?\gh at pres5t1 to all outw>d seem+1 ! evolution ( ! bea/ is consummat$1 !re is a some?+ t flatly contradicts ?is app>5t c]ta9ty4 ,t some?+ is man's subconsci\sness1 & ! ,div9ity x en%r\ds1 & :i* fi]cely & irrevocably is set aga9/ ! be/iality into :i* he is plung$4 ,w> has nev] be5 s univ]sally hat$ z x n[ is4 ,x is 9 ?is vital fact1 :i* _c be too /rongly emphasiz$1 t our future hope lies4 ,i believe ?is vital fact to be s /rong t entire reg5]ation is a c]ta9ty4 ,:]e hi!rto ?is =ce has la9 dormant or be5 disp]s$1 disunit$ & weak 9 spiritual utt]ance1 x is n[ a collective =ce conc5trat$ 9 millions ( lives4 ,all ov] ! e>? x is n[ ga!r$ en masse1 & t /up5d\s aggregate1 vivifi$1 %>p5$1 & int5sely acc5tuat$ by untold suff]+ w revolutionize all =m] weak & fatali/ic acquiesc5ce 9 ! inevitability ( w>4 ,millions ( m5 h desc5d$ into hell1 !y are !re n[1 b !y w arise aga9 f among/ ! dead1 & asc5d "o day into ! ,heav5 ( peace1 & !nce !y w judge ! quick & ! dead by a new /&>d4 ,! /&>d ( ! ,god )91 ^: voice has be5 he>d at la/ f out ! d9 ( battle4 ,x is ! same ,god :o has said to ! ,ea/3-- ,h p]sev]ance z "o :o do/ =ev] m endure4 ,?y %ad[s 7physical bodies7 live & vani%1 t :i* is 9 !e %all live =ev]1 t :i* 9 !e kn[s is n ( fleet+ life1 x is ! man t 01 t is1 t w be1 = :om ! h\r %all nev] /rike4 ,to-day we all use1 9 "s cases automatically1 ! p[]s & aptitudes develop$ 9 u 9 ! long & pa9ful evolution ( ! physical =m4 ,z evolution proce$s we w ga9 a va/ly great] control ov] ! subconsci\sness1 & 9 aeons to come 9 ! flight ( ! alone to ! alone union w be a*iev$4 ,! two w be m]g$ 9 "o4 ,! ,"l ,buddha has said t to ent] ,nirvana is to become fully consci\s ( our fundam5tal on5ess ) ! univ]sal life4 ,i & my ,fa!r are "o4 ,*ri/'s s5se ( on5ess ) ! ,fa!r 0 ess5tially ,nirvanic4 ,we h n yet accu/om$ ourselves to ?9k ( evolution 9 any t]ms b ! mat]ial1 z a p[] inh]5t 9 matt]1 ,d>w9's physical evolution /ood = pure mat]ialism4 ,b]gson n[ c>ries u a /ep f>!r4 ,he introduces u to a spiritual pr9ciple4 ,8 creative evolution is a spiritual activity seek+ fre$om ( expression 9 matt]4 ,d>w9's /ruggle = exi/5ce is by ,b]gson transmut$ into life1 express+ itself ?r\gh mat]ial =ms1 & life & matt] are 9 con/ant conflict4 ,aga9 he po9ts out t ! spiritual pr9ciple1 life1 has n _h x all its own way4 ,x has exp]i5c$ *ecks1 b 9 two modes ( activity x has succe$$1 9 in/9ct & intellig5ce4 ,?us he draws = u ! gr&iose upw>d sweep ( a ,div9e activity4 ,curb$1 x is true1 by ! cru/ ( matt]1 b f9d+ ev] high] capacities1 & high] expression t[>ds t ultimate reality :i* is creative life & to me is union ) t high] self ly+ 9 ! subconsci\sness ( all m54 ,,*apt] ,,xii ,,peacock',s ,,fea!rs--,,! ,,skeleton ,,h& ,,at ,,monte ,,c>lo ,a sea voyage once provid$ me ) a wond]fully lucky exp]i5ce1 inasmu* z x sav$ me f an extremely bad accid5t4 ,i 0 return+ q alone f ! ,ea/ 9 a %ip cramm$ full ( wom5 & *ildr51 mo/ ( !m soldi]s' wives & families go+ home to escape ! hot wea!r4 ,_m ( !m 7 att5d$ by ayahs4 ,two days out we ran into a rag+ /orm1 & ev]y?+ 0 batt5$ d[n4 ,ow+ to ! wea!r1 & ! excessive cr[d+1 ! conditions bel[ soon became v unpleasant1 & ,i ask$ ! capta9 if ,i might take possession ( ! ladies' summ] draw+-room on ! upp] deck & close to ! bridge4 ,see+ t x w\ld n be us$ by any "o else = "s "t to come he k9dly agre$1 & ,i at once settl$ myself 9 my eyrie ) a few books1 & prep>$ = "s days ( solitude4 ,b z ! /orm did n abate ! suff]+ wom5 & *ildr5 bel[ claim$ my att5tion4 ,!y 7 conf9$ 9 an atmosph]e :i* 0 appall+1 !y 7 all t]ribly ill & utt]ly helpless4 ,! mo!rs 7 unable to att5d to _! *ildr51 mo/ ( :om 7 infants1 & ! ayahs suff]$ horribly4 ,hav+ no cab9s !y lay groan+ on ! floors ( ! corridors1 dr5*$ ) wat] z ! %ip 0 awa% f /em to /]n1 & toss$ hi!r & ?i!r z %e roll$ heavily4 ,x 0 nev] easy to desc5d f my p]* al(t1 b ! suff]]s _h to be aid$1 & day aft] day ,i nev] knew a dry mom5t till ,i lay d[n at night4 ,s f> ! summ] draw+-room rema9$ fairly wat]-tight 9 spite ( be+ swept cont9ually by heavy seas1 b ! noise ( ! elem5ts 0 absolutely deaf5+1 & :5 ! capta9 call$ ^u me we _h to %\t 9 ea* o!r's e>s4 ,) 8 connivance ,i got a %elt] rigg$ up on :at appe>$ to be ! only dry spot on bo>d4 ,x 0 ab\t twelve feet squ>e & wall$ 9 ) sailclo?1 & !re ! sailors help$ to c>ry a numb] ( t9y *ildr54 ,!y 7 to rema9 !re dur+ ! be/ h\rs ( ! day1 until _! mo!rs & nurses 7 capable ( att5d+ to !m once m4 ,i took *>ge at fir/ & f\nd my task no light "o4 ,! babies did n seem to appreciate my bl&i%m5ts4 ,!y cri$ p]si/5tly1 b luckily _! voices 7 dr[n$ 9 ! ro>+ ( ! w9d4 ,at la/ a cab9 boy *anc$ to look 91 & at once siz$ up ! situation4 ,he signal$ to me t he knew ( some?+ t w\ld ease ! t5sion & !n he disappe>$4 ,9 five m9utes he 0 back br&i%+ a l>ge bun* ( peacock's fea!rs4 ,^! he %ook 9 ! face ( ea* infant 9 turn1 at ! same "t mak+ ! mo/ hide\s grimaces at !m4 ,x 0 an anxi\s mom5t = me1 b luckily ! effect 0 electrical4 ,! babies sudd5ly =got to yell1 !y /iffly ma9ta9$ _! equilibrium & />$ 9 a sort ( indignant amazem5t4 ,!n1 gradually1 z ! boy kept go+ r\nd ! circle repeat+ ! process1 smiles & dimples began to appe>1 & 9 five m9utes m ! :ole cre*e 0 laugh+4 ,i appli$ = p]mission to annex t boy2 he 0 inde$ a treasure1 & ! joy 9 ! peacock's fea!rs nev] pall$4 ,8 gutta-p]*a face _h an inf9ite v>iety ( expression1 :i* he c\ld in/antly turn on to suit all occasions4 ,x 0 a fasc9at+ sight to see him go+ r\nd ! gr\p fe$+ ea* baby out ( ! same bottle1 "o ( ! old-fa%ion$ horrors ) a long indi>ubb] tube & teat4 ,^? infants :o _h contemptu\sly reject$ all my (f]s ( n\ri%m5t n[ sat expectantly agape wait+ _! turn4 ,! sc5e always rem9d$ me ( ! artificial fe$+ ( f[ls1 by ! man :o goes r\nd ! p5s squirt+ liquid d[n ea* gap+ ?roat4 ,:5 we l&$ at ,m>seilles !re 0 a wond]ful p>t+ betwe5 ! babies & ! cab9 boy4 ,!y clung to him to ! la/1 & h[l$ dismally :5 !y 7 c>ri$ (f by _! hagg>d mo!rs4 ,"o night1 dur+ ! height ( ! /orm ,i 0 asleep on ! fix$ r$ velvet seat runn+ r\nd ! walls ( ! summ] draw+-room4 ,i lay j "u a por?ole1 to :i* 0 atta*$ a rope4 ,! o!r end ( ! rope 0 ti$ r\nd my arm to prev5t my be+ ?r[n to ! floor by ! roll+ ( ! %ip4 ,at five o'clock 9 ! morn+ ,i 0 sudd5ly awak5$ by he>+ my husb&'s voice %\t+ 9 my e>4 7,my husb& n be+ on bo>d1 b 9 our home 9 ! ,nor? ( ,scotl&47 ,sit up6 ,sit up6 %\t$ 8 voice comm&+ly4 ,consid]ably />tl$ ,i ?rew myself into a sitt+ position1 & z ,i did s a gigantic wave %att]$ ! por?ole1 & ! heavy fragm5ts ( glass fell on to ! pill[ :]e a second be=e my face _h la94 ,( c\rse1 ! wat] p\r$ 9 & ov] me 9 volumes1 & /opp$ my wri/ wat* at five a4 m41 b ,i _h got us$ to salt wat]1 & 9 a few m9utes ! we>y capta9 _h wad$ 91 & 0 dis5tangl+ me f my rope & congratulat+ me on my lucky escape4 ,i told him h[ x 0 t ,i _h escap$1 & he 0 n 9 ! lea/ skeptical4 ,on ! contr>y1 he said t he _h kn[n "s curi\s ?+s happ5 9 8 "t1 = :i* !re 0 no acc\nt+2 b he always kept a black cat on bo>d4 ,_h ! safety ( 8 %ip n claim$ 8 :ole att5tion ,i believe he w\ld h told me "s ( 8 exp]i5ces1 b :51 at la/1 ! wea!r abat$ he 0 too mu* 9 ne$ ( re/ to be bo!r$ by any "o4 ,my husb& _h no k ( ! s]vice he _h r5d]$ me4 ,at five a4 m4 t morn+ he 0 asleep at home1 & _h no premonition ( dang]1 or any recollection on wak+ ( ! role 8 a/ral c\nt]p>t _h und\bt$ly play$4 ,:at is ?is a/ral c\nt]p>t ( man8 ,8 s\l & _s dwells 9 a %r\d ( fle%1 & ! feat ( gett+ out ( t %r\d ( fle% at w is ! aim ( all occulti/s4 ,x is to ! a/ral _w !y g1 s\l & _s encas$ 9 ! a/ral %ea? we t]m ! a/ral body4 ,dur+ sleep1 or 9 trance1 :5 ! normal physical s5ses are 9 abeyance1 :5 ! body is unconsci\s 9 sleep1 ! m9d cont9ues to act 9 ! realm correspond+ to ! sugge/ions giv5 :5 awake4 ,! _w at l>ge is op5 to ! highly develop$ man1 & he w sometimes br+ back f 8 a/ral plane exp$itions memories ( :at he has se5 & he>d4 ,9 deep slumb] ! physical body 9 heal?ful repose rema9s :]e x has la9 d[n to re/1 b ! man's high] pr9ciples1 ! a/ral body encas+ ! s\l & _s1 is inv>iably )drawn1 & 9 und]develop$ p]sons hov]s 9 ! imm$iate neighborhood4 ,9 su* cases ! high] pr9ciples1 ! a/ral body1 s\l & _s ( ,/4 ,paul's ,gospel1 are n suffici5tly develop$ to roam1 & rema9 ne> ! physical body 9 a brood+ sleep4 ,all cultur$ p]sons 9 ! pres5t day h _! a/ral s5ses fairly well develop$1 & h ! p[] dur+ sleep to g :]e !y w1 b z yet few h ! p[] to reta9 ! memory ( x :5 return+ to ! body4 ,9 "s cases ! a/ral man dur+ sleep is specially attract$ to "s "o po9t1 & he inv>iably travels t[>ds x2 9 o!r cases he w drift aimlessly ab\t on ! a/ral curr5ts1 meet+ ) exp]i5ce ( all sorts & ) p 9 a simil> condition :om he kn[s4 ,is !re any?+ v extraord9>y 9 all ?is1 & is n ! condition ( deep unconsci\s sleep a demon/ration 9 itself t ! physical consci\sness has dep>t$ else:]e8 ,z x is no long] function+ on ! ,physical plane cle>ly x has f\nd ano!r realm 9 :i* x c tempor>ily ex]cise its activities4 ,my husb& once _h a r int]e/+ exp]i5ce ( 8 own1 on ! ,a/ral plane4 ,he 0 9 b$ & asleep on ! ,physical plane1 & he believes t ! "t mu/ h be5 betwe5 elev5 p4 m4 & twelve a4 m4 ,he simply became aw>e t he 0 function+ consci\sly on ! ,a/ral plane1 & 0 int5sely int]e/$4 ,he f\nd himself 9 a /range h\se ( m$ium size1 & he 0 float+ at ! top ( a flight ( /airs lead+ to an ord9>y entrance hall bel[4 ,at ! foot ( ! /airs hung a light$ lamp1 & bel[ ! lamp /ood a man & woman1 :o 7 app>5tly ex*ang+ a ^w or two be=e bidd+ ea* o!r good-night4 ,my husb& in/antly conceiv$ ! idea ( te/+ & prov+ 8 belief1 t he 0 consci\sly afloat on ! ,a/ral plane4 ,if ?is belief 0 true1 !n he ought to be able to pass ?r\gh ! c\ple /&+ bel[1 )\t _! be+ 9 ! lea/ aw>e ( 8 pres5ce4 ,9 a fla% he 0 d[n/airs1 & 8 belief /ood ! te/4 ,8 impond]able a/ral body pass$ )\t feel+ or %ock ?r\gh two pond]able bodies ( fle% & blood1 & he 0 out on ! o!r side4 ,! excitem5t ( ! adv5ture awak5$ him1 & he br\ght back to ! ,physical plane a cle> recollection ( all t _h happ5$4 ,:5 "o ?9ks ( x1 ! possible pres5ce ( total /rang]s 9 "o's h\se is r al>m+4 ,luckily = u su* w&]]s r>ely br+ back to wak+ consci\sness ! memory ( _! nocturnal escapades4 ,:5 we are m advanc$ 9 o!r side k we w d\btless refra9 f intrud+ ^u ! privacy ( our neighbors' dwell+s1 & conf9e our att5tions to realms :i* are free to all4 ,x is curi\s h[ con/antly "o he>s ( ! gho/s ( prie/s & monks be+ se54 ,i h n met any "o yet :o has enc\nt]$ ! wrai? ( an ,anglican p>son1 or a ,noncon=mi/ prea*]4 ,i wond] :y8 ,i presume ! latt] d sometimes walk4 ,once ^u a "t1 :5 we 7 9 ,rome1 my husb& & ,i w5t to keep an appo9tm5t ) ,monsignor ,/onor1 :o 0 a great celebrity1 & an extremely h&some & *>m+ man4 ,we 7 be+ %[n up/airs by a s]vant1 & ! h\r 0 elev5 o'clock on a sunny spr+ day4 ,i 0 walk+ fir/1 my husb& foll[+1 & at ! top ( ! /airs1 com+ sl[ly d[nw>d1 0 an old prie/ c>ry+ a huge portfolio1 "u :i* he seem$ to be /agg]+4 ,he pass$ ! s]vant1 & z he ne>$ me ,i notic$ t ! cassock :i* he wore 0 torn 9 great r5ts 9 sev]al places4 ,8 gray hair hung on 8 %\ld]s1 ?\gh 8 cr[n 0 %av51 & 8 face 0 ! color ( old ivory4 ,i mov$ slightly to give him & 8 burd5 room to pass1 & z he did s our eyes met4 ,8 7 v /range4 ,!y 7 exactly l po9ts ( live flame4 ,some?+ ab\t 8 :ole pres5ce /ruck me z s weird t ,i turn$ involunt>ily & look$ back4 ,z ,i did s1 ,i saw my husb& walk /raight ?r\gh him4 ,my husb& saw no?+4 ,!n ,i knew & und]/ood4 ,i did n m5tion ?is incid5t to ,monsignor ,/onor1 b "s "t aft] ,i met 8 si/]1 ,visc\ntess ,clifd51 at ,monte ,c>lo4 ,%e 0 an intimate fri5d ( m9e1 & "o day :5 an opportunity (f]$ ,i told h] ! little /ory1 & ask$ h] if %e _h ev] met ) any?+ ( ! sort h]self4 ,%e repli$ t p]sonally1 %e _h n1 b %e _h he>d t sev]al p enc\nt]$ at diff]5t times ! old prie/ 9 h] bro!r's rooms1 ?\gh he himself _h se5 no?+ ( ?is app>ition4 ,lady ,clifd5 enjoy$ no?+ m ?an a little flutt] at ! tables4 ,%e nev] miss$ a s+le day dur+ h] long soj\rns at ,monte ,c>lo4 ,e "o kn[s t ! ,anglican *ur*-go]s 9 ! ,pr9cipality hurry f *ur* to gam+ rooms 9 ord] to /ake on ! numb]s ( ! hymns4 ,lady ,clifd5 us$ also to hurry f ,mass ) any numb]s %e _h caught up1 & %e consid]$ ,sunday h] lucky day4 ,sudd5ly h] luck *ang$4 ,%e told me t on ! previ\s ,sunday %e _h j pull$ (f a nice little c\p1 & 0 ab\t to grasp x1 :51 to h] horror %e saw a skeleton h& /ret*$ =?4 ,be=e %e c\ld collect h] scatt]$ s5ses ! skeleton h& _h rak$ 9 h] gold4 ,:]e t gold _h gone to worri$ & puzzl$ h] dreadfully4 ,s x did me6 ,i nev] he>d ! la/ ( x4 ,%e c\ld n get ov] h] loss4 ,x 0 no use sugge/+ t ! h& _h belong$ to "o ( ! emaciat$ h>pies :o prey ^u ! unw>y4 ,lady ,clifd5 knew all ab\t !m1 & 0 a mat* = ! :ole gang1 _h !y attack$ h]4 ,%e insi/$ t ! h& t _h grasp$ h] gold _h nei!r sk9 nor fle% ^u x1 & t %e _h se5 ! two b>e arm bones f wri/ to elb[4 ,we compromis$ on ! sugge/ion ( a ?ird p>ty t x mu/ h be5 ! devil himself1 & t ! heat he is suppos$ to eng5d] _h melt$ ! gold entirely away4 ,monte ,c>lo is a v int]e/+ place = ! clairvoyant to be 91 m especially if h] vision ext5ds to see+ auras4 ,p]haps n[h]e on e>? are ! base/ human passions m swiftly & viol5tly ar\s$1 & sev]al times1 :5 "s trag$y 0 be+ enact$1 or "s enorm\s c\p 0 be+ br\ght (f1 ,i h be5 unable to see details1 because !y 7 hidd5 )9 a d5se envelop ( d>k crimson cl\ds4 ,9 ! rooms a cr[d collects swiftly1 & f a hundr$ human auras1 all ga!r$ 9 "o compact mass1 /ream =? emanations ( ! base/ description4 ,cupidity1 envy1 rev5ge1 lu/ ( ! vile/1 despair1 ru91 dea?4 ,i rememb] be+ met "o night by a fri5d 9 ! ,attrium :o 0 v excit$4 ,hurry up1 %e cri$1 ! d\ble ,du*ess has brok5 ! bank & is /ill play+4 ,i w5t into ! gambl+ rooms1 & look$ = ! table at :i* ! ,du*ess ( ,devon%ire 0 /ak+4 ,i knew %e w\ld attract a big cr[d if %e 0 w9n+4 ,i f\nd ! table easily en\gh1 n because x 0 surr\nd$ by a cr[d ( p1 b because x 0 hidd5 by a d>k & d5se crimson fog4 ,) pati5ce ,i got ?r\gh ?is fog1 & wat*$ ! h&some ,du*ess ( ,devon%ire1 =m]ly ,du*ess ( ,man*e/]1 & born a ,hanov]ian1 play+ ) a great quantity ( gold1 & a pile ( ?\s& franc notes4 ,by b5d+ l[ d[n1 almo/ level ) ! table1 ,i f\nd ,i got completely out ( ! fog1 & c\ld see cle>ly und]nea? x4 ,"o night !re 0 a ru% outside1 & a huge r+ =m$ to wat* a scrap tak+ place betwe5 two celebrat$ memb]s ( la haute cocott]ie de ,p>is4 ,!y 7 fight+ ) =midable hatp9s1 & ,i und]/ood t ! prey !y f\ght ov] 0 ,leopold1 ,k+ ( ! ,belgians4 ,i ran ) ! cr[d1 ! gambl+ rooms empti$ 9 a tw9kl+1 = ! combat took place 9 ! ,cas9o ,squ>e4 ,i squeez$ ?r\gh ! excit$ mob till ,i got beh9d ! back]s ( bo? p>ties1 :o 7 hold+ ! r+ & defy+ ! police4 ,x 0 a wond]ful sight to witness ! comb9$ play ( flam+ r$ auras1 %ot ?r\gh ) vivid fla%es l lightn+1 & blaz+ jewels4 ,! duel end$ ) a few scrat*es1 mu* te>+ ( gorge\s raim5t & di%evel$ hair4 ,h[ int]e/+ x 0 to ! my/ic to feel ! psy*ology ( t cr[d1 & see ! ?9 v5e] ( civilization /ripp$ (f1 leav+ no?+ b ! human tig] & ape4 ,bo? ladies 7 ev5tually l$ (f ! ar5a by ! police1 n1 be x und]/ood1 to ! police-/ation1 b to _! own sumptu\s ap>tm5ts4 ,all ! "t !y %riek$ & *att]$ l infuriat$ macaws1 & betwe5 ! %rieks !y adm9i/]$ res\nd+ smacks ^u ! *eeks ( _! pati5t escort4 ,monte ,c>lo 0 a wond]ful place 9 ^? days1 9 :i* to /udy human nature at its be/ & wor/4 ,9 latt] ye>s x has become m]etrici\s & %abby1 & ! old magnific5ce is se5 no m4 ,fifte5 to tw5ty ye>s ago all t 0 greate/ 9 ,europe1 ,asia1 & ! ,am]icas1 congregat$ !re1 & cr[n$ heads m+l$ freely ) ! scum ( ! e>?4 ,con/ant habitues 7 ! ,du*ess ( ,devon%ire1 & h] son1 ,"l ,*>les ,montague2 ! ,du*ess ( ,montrose1 kn[n to ! r+ at ,newm>ket z ,bobs1 & always ! p]sonification1 to li/5 to & look at1 ( a ,?ames b>gee4 ,leopold ( ,belgium1 ,f]d9& ( ,bulg>ia1 ,gr& ,dukes ( ,russia1 pot5tates f ,india1 all hobnobb+ toge!r & gambl+ heavily4 ,i (t5 wond] n[ :at has befall5 ^? brilliant />s ( ! half-_w firmam5t4 ,emmel9e d',al5con ) h] bobb$ hair1 & h] passionate love ( animals & birds4 ,! demure ,jeanne ,ray1 :o came out e morn+ to h] g>d5 gate1 & di/ribut$ food to ! cr[d ( paup]s & cripples4 ,i h se5 peasants kiss ! hem ( h] dress z %e walk$ on an aft]noon along ! ,prom5ade des ,anglais4 ,! beautiful1 s\lless ,m]ode1 ! fi]ce1 /ately ,ot]o1 & _m o!rs :o ?\ght no?+ ( we>+ fifty to a hundr$ ?\s& p\nds' wor? ( jewels on "o ev5+4 ,:]e are !y n[8 ,if liv+ !y are old6 ,old6 a ^w m dread$ by _! class ?an dea?4 ,,*apt] ,,xiii ,i ,,commit ,,murd] ,i w n[ relate a v unpleasant exp]i5ce t befell me ?irty ye>s ago1 b :i* has by no means exhau/$ itself 9 ! passage ( ye>s4 ,x /ill1 at long int]vals1 recurs to me z vividly z :5 fir/ ,i pass$ ?r\gh ! pa9ful h\rs ( its unfoldm5t4 ,x 0 ! mon? ( ,july1 & ,i 0 mak+ a t\r by road ?r\gh a portion ( ,scotl&1 driv+ my own horse4 ,i 0 accompani$ by a groom & a maid4 ,"o ev5+ we arriv$ at a well-kn[n inn on ,deeside1 :]e ,i _h arrang$ to pass a c\ple ( nights4 ,i f\nd my room ready = me1 an ord9>y hotel b$room1 & aft] supp] ,i retir$ v e>ly to b$1 feel+ v sleepy aft] a long day 9 ! op5 air4 ,t[>ds morn+ ,i _h a vision4 ,i 0 a woman :o _h committ$ ! crime ( murd]2 & ,i w5t 9 h\rly t]ror ( discov]y & arre/1 z ! police 7 actively 9 se>* ( ! crim9al4 ,up to ! pres5t ,i _h succe$$ 9 evad+ !m1 & no %ad[ ( suspicion _h yet fall5 ^u me1 b ,i liv$ 9 con/ant haunt+ dread t soon] or lat] "s *ance clue w\ld direct _! att5tion to me1 & ,i %\ld be arre/$ & br\ght up = trial4 ,i _h no clue 9 ! vision z to h[ ! murd] _h be5 committ$4 ,my victim 0 a man1 & a s5sation1 vague & cl\dy1 sugge/$ t a quick poison 0 ! mode ( de/ruction ,i us$1 b ,i nev] ga!r$ :y ,i murd]$ him1 or :at relation1 if any1 he 0 to me4 ,! vision 0 conf9$ to my mis]able s5sations ( fe> ( detection1 & ! tr\ble 0 t ,i seem$ utt]ly p[]less to keep away f ! sc5e ( my crime1 a l>ge mansion 9 ! ,we/ ,end ( ,london4 ,n only did ,i haunt ! outside ( ! h\se1 b ,i _h sev]al times contriv$ to p5etrate into ! int]ior )\t be+ discov]$1 ! h\se hav+ /ood empty s9ce ! crime4 ,x 0 a d>k1 foggy night :5 ,i det]m9$ aga9 to effect an entrance1 & ,i li/5$ int5tly 9 ! /reet be=e d>t+ up to ! front door & fitt+ my key 9 ! lock4 ,!re 0 n a s\nd1 & ,i f\nd myself 9 ! int]ior ) ! door s(tly clos$ beh9d me4 ,i c>ri$ a c&le1 :i* ,i 0 ab\t to light1 :5 ,i saw t ! l>ge hall 0 n 9 its usual d>kness4 ,a dim light burn$ 9 a p5dant globe1 & look+ r\nd ,i p]ceiv$ abundant evid5ces t ! h\se 0 aga9 occupi$4 ,sev]al pairs ( m5's gloves 7 neatly fold$ on ! hall table1 & a man's silk hat 0 neatly cov]$ ) a clo?4 ,!re 0 n ! fa9te/ s\nd to be he>d 9 ! h\se1 & ! h\r 0 betwe5 elev5 & midnight4 ,v s(tly ,i crept up ! wide /aircase4 ,my he>t 0 beat+ tumultu\sly1 & ,i 0 9 an agony ( appreh5sion4 ,on ! fir/ corridor ,i ent]$ ! room :]e ,i _h conceal$ ! body ( ! man ,i _h murd]$4 ,i _h dragg$ x !re & hidd5 x 9 a great dress w>drobe4 ,i op5$ ! w>drobe door & f\nd ! int]ior _h be5 fill$ ) wom5's clo!s1 !y 7 swa!d 9 l95 %eets4 ,among/ !m ,i began to se>* ) bo? h&s1 b1 ( c\rse1 f\nd no signs ( ! body1 :i* _h long s9ce be5 remov$4 ,h[ev]1 9 "s unacc\ntable way ! action ( se>*+ seem$ to com=t me1 & soon ,i turn$ to retrace my /eps & ga9 ! /reet once m4 ,at t second ,i he>d "s "o approa*+1 & quick z ?\ght ,i slipp$ into ! w>drobe & pull$ ! door close4 ,"s "o ent]$ ! room & !n left x aga94 ,9 a few m mom5ts ! h\se 0 aga9 sil5t z ! grave1 & ,i began to creep d[n/airs v s(tly4 ,:5 halfway d[n1 at a b5d :i* br\ght me 9 full view ( ! hall & ! front door 9 ! backgr\nd1 ,i /opp$ %ort at a s\nd4 ,"s "o 0 ab\t to ent]1 "s "o 0 fumbl+ ) a lat* key at ! o!r side ( t door4 ,ano!r mom5t & t "s "o w\ld ent] & ,i w\ld be discov]$4 ,!re 0 b "o *ance4 ,:oev] x 0 might n come up/airs4 ,he or %e might /rike (f to ! left ( ! hall1 :]e a corridor ran to t end ( ! h\se4 ,i _c attempt to describe my agoniz+ t]ror ( susp5se1 yet ,i did n lose my pres5ce ( m9d4 ,in/antane\sly ,i decid$ :at to d1 %\ld ! "o ab\t to ent] elect to come /raight up/airs4 ,i ha/ily lit my c&le1 c>efully %ad+ x ) my h&1 & cr\*+ l[ ,i pe]$ ?r\gh ! bani/]s1 t[>ds ! front door4 ,x op5$1 & a man ent]$1 middle-ag$1 well dress$1 a g5tleman1 & an utt] /rang] to me4 ,he clos$ ! door & turn$ ! key1 b drew no bolts4 ,!n he ?rew (f a heavy coat1 & plac$ 8 hat & gloves on ! table4 ,my he>t beat to suffocation1 z ,i wait$ to see :i* way he w\ld g4 ,he 0 :i/l+ s(tly to himself &1 turn+1 began to walk across ! hall1 head+ = ! /airs4 ,!n ! mom5t = action came4 ,i knew n[ ,i %\ld h to pass him 9 ord] to make my escape4 ,i ?rew myself into ! tragic pose ( a somnambuli/4 ,i wore a long float+ cloak1 & ,i knew my face 0 :ite z dea?1 & my eyes wide ) %e] t]ror4 ,) bo? h&s1 "o ( :i* held ! light$ c&le1 out/ret*$ grop+ly1 ) di/raught gaze fix$ 9 wild vacancy1 ,i slipp$ sil5tly d[n ! few rema9+ /eps & sp$ noiselessly 9 my s(t %oes /raight across ! hall t[>ds him4 ,?\gh ,i nev] turn$ my eyes ^u him ,i 0 aw>e t he _h /opp$ dead %ort1 & 0 />+ at me 9 />tl$ amazem5t4 ,!n fe> sudd5ly invad$ him1 ,i c\ld feel x4 ,he fell back z if to let me pass1 z ,i glid$ sil5tly ne>] to him & to ! door4 ,he 0 back+ away f me n[1 !n 9 ano!r in/ant1 he _h turn$ & fl$ along ! corridor4 ,"o m mom5t & ,i 0 safely outside1 on ! pavem5t4 ,i woke up to a brilliant summ] morn+ p\r+ 9 at my op5 w9d[1 b ,i 0 9 no mood to enjoy its lovel9ess4 ,i 0 ba!d 9 cold p]spiration1 ,i 0 %iv]+ ) pure unadult]at$ fe>4 ,i 0 pro/rate ) ! viol5t revulsion ( feel+1 f acute dread ( discov]y to p>tial immunity on ga9+ ! /reet & escap+ f ! h\se4 ,! vividness ( e detail 0 cry/al cle>1 & att5d$ by all ! viol5t emotions su* an adv5ture & escape w\ld naturally ar\se 9 me1 _h !y happ5$ 9 ! _w ( realities4 ,x 0 h\rs be=e ,i c\ld %ake (f ! horror ( ! vision1 & ,i left ! hotel t day4 ,no?+ w\ld induce me ev] to pass ano!r night "u t ro(4 ,i _h no recurr5ce ( ! vision till ?ree mon?s aft]1 !n x came aga91 ) all its att5dant horrors1 :5 ,i 0 asleep 9 my own b$ at home4 ,?is 0 succe$$ at long int]vals by a vision ( my condition ( m9d z an undiscov]$ crim9al1 always evad+ detection1 b )\t ! vision ( my return to ! sc5e ( ! crime4 ,dur+ ! la/ ?irty ye>s ,i h _h recurr5ces ( ! complete & p>tial vision1 b at long int]vals4 ,a few ye>s ago ,i happ5$ to be /&+ ) my ho/ 9 an enorm\s /one hall1 9 "o ( ! greate/ h\ses 9 ,engl&4 ,we 7 discuss+ ! h\se1 & its uncom=table va/ness4 ,!re 7 suites ( ap>tm5ts 9 outly+ p>ts :]e :ole families might hide = days if h\semaids 7 c>eless4 ,to rea* ! d9+ & draw+-rooms f ! b$rooms1 if "o 0 tir$1 0 a real we>9ess4 ,we 7 look+ up at ! great gall]y1 runn+ r\nd ! hall4 ,x 0 rea*$ by f\r wide flights ( /airs at diff]5t corn]s1 & x 0 full ( all sorts ( recesses1 & massive pieces ( old furniture & scre5s4 ,on ! spur ( ! mom5t ,i said to my ho/1 ,w\ldn't x be uncanny if we 7 to see a /range face look+ d[n on u8 ,to my surprise1 he answ]$3 ,oh6 t has (t5 happ5$4 ,i've (t5 se5 /rang]s look+ d[n4 ,at "o "t ,i took !m to be inquisitive memb]s ( my own h\sehold1 :om ,i didn't "k by sight1 & "o day ,i compla9$ ab\t x1 to ! h\sekeep]4 ,%e look$ v mu* di/urb$ & told me %e _h se5 ! same ?+ h]self4 ,! h\se is op5$ on c]ta9 days to ! public1 & %e 0 half incl9$ to ?9k "o ( ! visitors _h escap$ f ! cr[d1 & hidd5 h]self = sev]al days1 z x 0 n on a public day t ! figure 0 se54 ,is x always ! same figure8 ,i ask$4 ,oh1 no1 repli$ my ho/4 ,always a diff]5t "o1 & always "s "o q ord9>y & mod]n look+4 ,! /ricte/ ord]s are giv5 t none ( ! s]vants' fri5ds are to be all[$ 9 ?is "p ( ! h\se1 & ! h\sekeep] has always be5 ) u & is ?or\ghly tru/wor?y4 ,! fact rema9s an unsolv$ my/]y4 ,! h\sekeep] 0 a v agreeable old woman ( ! real1 old-fa%ion$ type4 ,v ru/l+ 9 ! ev5+1 9 a ri* silk g[n1 & we>+ "s f9e piece ( jewelry pres5t$ to h] by "o or o!r ( ! cr[n$ heads :o _h visit$ ! fam\s h\se4 ,i _h ask$ h] be=e ,i left ab\t ^! my/]i\s appe>ances1 & %e _h no explanation to (f]4 ,%e _h asc]ta9$ beyond a %ad[ ( a d\bt1 t !y _h no?+ to d ) ! h\sehold4 ,!y 7 always j ord9>y look+ m5 & wom51 su* z "o meets 9 ! /reets e day4 ,sometimes !y seem to h hats on1 sometimes _! heads appe> uncov]$1 %e expla9$4 ,?is fits 9 ) a belief ,i h always held t we con/antly rub %\ld]s ) ! disembodi$1 )\t be+ 9 ! lea/ aw>e ( x4 ,z ! ,bi%op ( ,london once said3 ,we w f9d ourselves exactly ! same p]sons t5 m9utes aft] dea? z we 7 t5 m9utes be=e dea?4 ,!re are _m occasions :5 we _c express feel+ 9 intellectual t]ms ow+ to ! pov]ty ( language4 ,"o's life n be+ a matt] ( intellectual p]ception1 b a consci\s exp]i5ce1 little ( x c be made kn[n4 ,! my/ic life is really incommunicable4 ,we reg>d ! ,univ]se ?r\gh ! l5s ( five v imp]fect s5ses1 consci\s all ! "t t !re are c]ta9ly _m m m$iums = ! expression ( consci\sness4 ,p]ception is a manife/ation ( consci\sness1 & v>ies enorm\sly 9 individuals1 rang+ (t5 above & b5ea? ! normal4 ,und\bt$ly p]ception c be enorm\sly ext5d$ by practice1 n only 9 see+ mat]ial objects1 b 9 approa*+ ! bord]l& ( o!r worlds4 ,! sight ( ! ,psy*ic or ,m$ium is n s mu* vision z a consci\sness ( ! ?\ghts & feel+s ( o!rs4 ,x is a s5sation r ?an a process ( ?9k+1 s5sation n z we commonly accept ! t]m1 b s5sation ?r\gh :i* m5tal objects are realiz$ ) z great a cl>ity ( vision z physical objects are se5 ) ! nak$ eye4 ,?is intuitive vision is ne> ak9 to ord9>y physical vision1 inasmu* z ! object se5 has a real concrete exi/5ce4 ,! ,psy*ic feels vibrations & absorbs !m4 ,my explanation ( my vision 9 ! ,highl& inn is t ! actual crim9al _h slept ! night be=e 9 ! room ,i occupi$1 & happ5+ to be m$iumi/ic ,i at once began to absorb ! vibrations1 & became /eep$ 9 all ! circum/ances1 environm5t1 & conditions ?r[n (f by ! crim9al 9 connection ) ! crime4 ,! vibrations 7 int5sely /rong1 & /ill fre% & conc5trat$4 ,i absorb$ !m s fully t /ill at times !y /eal back across ! ?re%old ( my subconsci\sness1 ! vehicle :i* regi/]s & reta9s all impressions4 ,dur+ sleep1 :5 "o is (f gu>d1 ! gate is (t5 aj>1 & old memories & incid5ts /eal ?r\gh1 & range at w ?r\gh ! ord9>y consci\sness4 ,9 daily1 normal exi/5ce ! m9d is m]ely a :irlpool1 b und\bt$ly ! crim9al w\ld conc5trate m5tally on e detail ( h] crime4 ,!re w\ld be a focalization ( h] m9d2 a conc5tration ( h] :ole m5tal faculties ^u ?is "o s+le subject1 & :5 ! m5tal =ce is r$uc$ f its normal1 dissipat$ condition into coh]5cy1 its p[] is unlimit$4 ,x is possible to cat* a physical disease by sleep+ 9 an infect$ b$4 ,x is q z easy to cat* a m5tal disease by ! same means4 ,_m emotions are highly contagi\s1 notably fe>4 ,all are invisible to human sight1 & !re is r>ely any w>n+4 ,a ,psy*ic may s5se some?+ unpleasant be=e infection is e/abli%$4 ,9 fact1 ?is (t5 happ5s to q normal individuals4 ,some?+ 9 ! atmosph]e ( a place conveys a w>n+1 is unpleasant or uncong5ial & x is avoid$4 ,if a w>n+ 0 convey$ to me 9 ! ,highl& inn ,i 0 too tir$ to he$ x4 ,at "o "t 9 my life ,i saw a great deal ( two intimate & *>m+ fri5ds1 ,"l & ,lady ,wyn=d4 ,alas6 bo? h n[ pass$ ov]4 ,lady ,wyn=d 0 born ,c>ol9e ,baillie ( ,do*f\r1 & ow+ to h] ,scot* blood1 & h] relation%ip ) _m ( our great ,scot* families1 %e 0 pr(\ndly int]e/$ 9 gho/s4 ,"l ,wyn=d1 on ! contr>y1 _h an absolute horror ( ! subject1 & always left ! room :il/ x 0 "u discussion4 ,?\gh v dissimil>1 husb& & wife 7 ! be/ ( fri5ds4 ,%e 0 v h&some & a brilliant woman ( ! _w4 ,he 0 %y1 retir+1 & deeply religi\s4 ,a p]fect example ( a true g5tleman ( ! old s*ool1 & an ari/ocrat to 8 f+]-tips4 ,i 0 devot$ to !m bo?1 & !y 7 v k9d to me 9 giv+ me _! w>m fri5d%ip1 ?\gh at ! "t ( :i* ,i write ,i 0 only a girl ( ab\t tw5ty ye>s old4 ,at t p]iod ! great topic ( conv]sation among/ gho/-hunt]s 0 ,glamis ,ca/le1 ! mo/ celebrat$ ( all haunt$ h\ses4 ,no gho/ book is ev] consid]$ complete )\t ref]5ce to ?is celebrat$ ,ca/le1 & ! /ory usually n>rat$ is1 t 9 ! secret room "s abnormal horror liv$1 & t ! heir1 ,"l ,glamis1 & ! factor1 _h to be told ( its exi/5ce by ! ,e>l ( ,/ra?more 9 p]son4 ,?is in=mation 0 ( s t]rible a nature t x *ang$ n only ! lives ( ^? two m51 b ev5 _! p]sonal appe>ance4 ,!y grew ag$ & hagg>d 9 a s+le night4 ,?is /ory 0 readily discuss$ 9 old days by memb]s ( ! ,/ra?more family1 :o 7 j z ke5 z outsid]s 7 to probe ! my/]y4 ,to-day x is univ]sally believ$ t ! mon/rosity is at la/ laid to re/1 & t ?\gh o!r gho/s /ill walk ! ,ca/le1 ! wor/ has dep>t$ =ev]4 ,i w5t "o aft]noon to see ! ,wyn=ds 9 ! hotel 9 :i* !y /ay$ :il/ 9 ,scotl&1 & f\nd ,lady ,reay ) !m4 ,%e 0 a wond]ful woman 9 h] way1 & pres]v$ h] y\? up till v late 9 life4 ,"l ,wyn=d 0 n pres5t1 & ,lady ,wyn=d at once greet$ me by exclaim+1 ,we are go+ to /ay at ,glamis next week1 & ,lady ,reay has be5 !re & se5 a gho/4 ,b n ! gho/1 admitt$ ,lady ,reay4 ,!n :at did y see8 ,i inquir$4 ,%e !n told ! foll[+ /ory1 :i* has a sequel3-- ,i _h be5 9 ! ,ca/le = ?ree nights & mu* to my satisfaction se5 absolutely no?+4 ,we 7 a v *e]y p>ty1 & e "o 0 frightfully ?rill$ & n]v\sly expectant1 b we 7 v c>eful n to brea! ! ^w 'gho/' be=e our ho/ & ho/ess4 ,on ! f\r? night ,i 0 awak5$ by a moan+ s\nd 9 my room1 & ,i op5$ my eyes4 ,! room 0 9 total d>kness1 b ,i saw some?+ v bright ne> ! door4 ,i %ut my eyes in/antly1 & pull$ ! b$clo!s ov] my head 9 a p>oxysm ( fe>4 ,i long$ to light my c&les1 b didn't d>e1 & ! moan+ cont9u$1 & ,i ?\ght ,i %\ld g q mad4 ,at la/ ,i v5tur$ to peep out aga94 ,i saw a woman dress$ exactly l ,m>y ,tudor1 9 h] pictures1 & %e 0 w&]+ r\nd ! walls1 fl++ h]self aga9/ !m1 l a bird aga9/ ! b>s ( a cage1 & beat+ h] h&s ^u ! walls1 & all ! "t %e moan$ horribly4 ,i'm sure %e 0 ! gho/ ( a mad woman4 ,h] face & =m 7 lit up exactly l a picture ?r[n ^u a magic lant]n scre51 & e detail ( h] dress 0 cle>ly def9$4 ,luckily %e nev] look$ at me1 or ,i %\ld h scream$1 & ,i ?\ght ( ,"l & ,lady ,i4 sleep+ 9 ! next room to m9e1 & wond]$ h[ ,i c\ld rea* !m4 ,i 0 really too t]rifi$ to move1 & ! gho/ kept m or less to t "p ( ! room :]e ! door 0 situat$4 ,i mu/ h la9 !re awake = two or ?ree h\rs1 sometimes ) my head buri$ "u ! clo!s1 sometimes peep+ out1 :5 at la/ ! moan+ sudd5ly /opp$4 ,i op5$ my eyes4 ,?ank ,god1 ,i 0 alone4 ,! gho/ _h dep>t$4 ,i lay ) wide op5 eyes till daybreak4 ,!n ! fir/ ?+ ,i did 0 to run to ! mirror to see if my hair _h turn$ :ite4 ,m]cifully x hadn't1 b ,i look$ an awful wreck4 ,i told j a few p :at ,i _h se51 & contriv$ to get a wire s5t me be=e lun*4 ,e>ly 9 ! aft]noon ,i 0 on ! way to ,ed9burgh4 ,su* 0 ! /ory ,lady ,reay relat$4 ,?irte5 ye>s lat] ,capta9 ,eric ,/reatfield1 :o 0 a nephew ( ,"l ,/ra?more1 & an intimate fri5d ( my husb&1 told me exactly ! same /ory4 ,he 0 a boy ( six at ! "t1 :5 ! lady ( ,tudor days appe>$ moan+ 9 8 room1 & he said he w\ld nev] =get ! mis]y ( ! night he pass$4 ,he 0 v mu* int]e/$ 9 he>+ t ,lady ,reay _h gone ?r\gh ! same exp]i5ce4 ,he told me ano!r extraord9>y /ory4 ,:il/1 z a s*ool boy1 he 0 visit+ at ,glamis ,ca/le ) 8 p>5ts1 he notic$ t !y began to behave 9 r a peculi> mann]4 ,!y 7 (t5 consult+ alone ) "o ano!r1 & con/antly scann+ ! sky f _! b$room w9d[1 :i* adjo9$ 84 ,= two or ?ree days ?is sort ( ?+ w5t on1 & he caught que] fragm5ts ( conv]sation :isp]$ betwe5 !m1 su* z1 ,x doesn't always happ54 ,we might be sp>$ ?is ye>1 ! p[] mu/ die out "s day4 ,at la/ "o ev5+ 8 fa!r call$ him into 8 room1 :]e 8 "m /ood by ! op5 w9d[4 ,9 8 h& 8 fa!r held an op5 wat*4 ,8 "m bade him look out1 & tell !m :at sort ( night x 04 ,he repli$ t x 0 f9e1 & /ill & cold1 & ! />s 7 beg9n+ to appe>4 ,8 fa!r !n said1 ,we want y to take p>ticul> note ( ! wea!r1 = 9 ano!r mom5t y may witness a rem>kable *ange4 ,probably y w see a furi\s tempe/4 ,eric c\ld n make head or tail ( ?is4 ,he wond]$ if 8 p>5ts _h gone mad1 b glanc+ at 8 "m he notic$ t %e look$ /rangely pale & anxi\s4 ,!n ! /orm bur/1 ) su* t]rific sudd5ness & fury t x t]rifi$ him4 ,a h[l+ tempe/1 accompani$ by bl9d+ lightn+ & deaf5+ ?und]1 ru%$ d[n ^u !m f an absolutely cle> sky4 ,8 "m knelt d[n by ! b$1 & he ?\ght t %e 0 pray+4 ,:5 ,eric ask$ = an explanation he 0 told t :5 he 0 gr[n up "o w\ld be giv5 him4 ,un=tunately ! mom5t nev] came4 ,an aunt _h told him t ! /orm 0 peculi>ly to d ) ,glamis1 & 0 some?+ t c\ld n be expla9$4 ,"l & ,lady ,wyn=d paid _! visit to ,glamis1 & ,i look$ =w>d eag]ly to _! return 9 a week's "t4 ,i w5t to see !m ! day aft] _! arrival back aga91 & 0 met by ,lady ,wyn=d alone4 ,be=e ,i c\ld "q h] %e began to speak ( ! visit4 ,i don't want y ev5 to m5tion ! ^w ,glamis to ,wyn=d1 %e said v gravely4 ,he's _h a great %ock1 & he's 9 a v que] /ate ( m9d4 ,%e paus$1 & ,i v5tur$ to ask1 ,b :at sort ( %ock8 ,!n %e gave me ! foll[+ acc\nt3-- ,wyn=d & ,i occupi$ adjo9+ b$rooms4 ,we 7 hav+ a delightful "t4 ,glori\s wea!r1 & a lot ( v pleasant p4 ,i really =got all ab\t !re be+ any gho/4 ,we 7 out all day1 & v sleepy at night1 & ,i nev] he>d or saw a ?+ t 0 unusual4 ,two nights be=e we left some?+ happ5$ to ,wyn=d4 ,he came into my room & awak5$ me at sev5 o'clock 9 ! morn+4 ,he 0 fully dress$1 & he look$ dreadfully upset & s]i\s4 ,he said he _h some?+ to tell me1 & he wi%$ to get x ov]1 & !n he w\ld try n to ?9k ( x any m4 ,i 0 c]ta9 !n t he _h se5 or he>d some?+ t]rible1 & ,i wait$ ) ! greate/ impati5ce = him to cont9ue4 ,he seem$ confront$ ) "s great difficulty1 b aft] a long pause he said-- ',y "k t ,i h always disbeliev$ 9 ! sup]natural4 ,i h nev] believ$ t ,god w\ld p]mit su* ?+s to come to pass z ,i h he>d lightly describ$4 ,i 0 wrong4 ,su* awful exp]i5ces are possible4 ,i "k x to my own co/1 & ,i pray ,god ,i may nev] pass su* a night aga9 z t :i* ,i h j come ?r\gh4 ,i h n slept = a mom5t4 ,i feel ,i mu/ tell y ?is1 9 fact1 x is necess>y t ,i tell y1 because ,i am go+ to extract a promise f y4 ,a promise t y w nev] m5tion 9 my he>+ ! "n ( ?is h\se1 or ! t]rible subject ) :i* its "n is connect$4' ,i 0 spee*less = a few m9utes ) p]plex$ amazem5t4 ,i _h nev] he>d ,wyn=d speak l t1 nor _h ,i ev] se5 him s t]ribly upset4 ',b1' ,i said at la/1 'ar5't y go+ to tell me :at has s unn]v$ y8' ,he began pac+ up & d[n ! room4 ',good ,god1 no1' he exclaim$1 ',i c\ldn't ev5 beg9 to tell y4 ,i h no words t w\ld h any mean+ or expression4 ,don't y und]/&1 !re is no language to convey su* happ5+s f "o to ! o!r4 ,!y are se51 felt1 he>d6 ,!y _c be utt]$4 ,!re are "s ?+s on e>? ,i "k ( n[1 t may n be relat$ to ! spok5 ^w4 ,p]haps betwe5 a man & 8 ,god1 b n ev5 betwe5 y & me4' ,we 7 sil5t aga9 = "s m9utes1 dur+ :i* he cont9u$ to pace ! room1 8 head droop$ on 8 brea/4 ,i 0 really s]i\sly al>m$4 ,i ev5 fe>$ = 8 reason1 & ,i c\ldn't =m ! smalle/ conjecture z to :at _h be5 ! nature ( 8 exp]i5ces4 ,i 0 q conv9c$ ( "o ?+4 ,:at he _h se5 0 no ord9>y gho/1 l ,lady ,reay's ,tudor ,lady4 ,%e might h amaz$ him1 b x requir$ some?+ mu* m t]rible & awe-inspir+ to h r$uc$ him to su* a condition ( m5tal mis]y & desolation4 ,i want$ to com=t him1 to sympa?ize ) him1 b some?+ ab\t him held me at arm's l5g?4 ,x 0 8 s\l t 0 suff]+1 & ) 8 s\l a man mu/ wre/le alone4 ,i felt t 8 deep religi\s convictions ( a lifetime _h be5 viol5tly dislocat$1 = all ,i knew %att]$ entirely1 & ,i felt pr(\nd compassion = him4 ,i may h _h d\bts1 on _m po9ts4 ,i confess to be+ a worldly skeptic1 b ,wyn=d's fai? has always be5 s pure & *ildlike1 & ,i h /riv5 nev] to j> him on religi\s subjects4 ,n[ ,i feel z if someh[1 ev]y?+ t he has ev] _h has be5 tak5 away f him4 ,at la/ ,i said1 ',don't y ?9k we _h bett] leave to-day8 ,we c easily make "s excuse4' ,he /opp$ & look$ /raight at me1 s /rangely4 ',no1 ,i c't leave to-day4 ,i mu/ /ay ano!r night "h4 ,!re is some?+ ,i mu/ d4 ,n[ w y give me y\r promise nev] to m5tion ?is subject to me aga98 ,we may n be alone toge!r aga9 to-day4 ,i want to get x ov]4 ,promise4' ,i gave him my promise at once4 ,i d>$ n h oppos$ him4 ,i 0 horribly fright5$4 ,he w5t out ( ! room at once1 & ,i lay ?9k+ & %iv]+ ) dread4 ',:at 0 x he _h to d8 ,:y c\ld we n leave to-day8' ,x 0 all s my/]i\s4 ,well6 ! day pass$ 9 an ord9>y mann]1 & if ,wyn=d 0 m grave ?an usual ,i don't ?9k any "o notic$ x4 ,!n came ! night ,i s dread$4 ,( c\rse ,i didn't sleep at fir/1 ,i 0 too anxi\s1 & ,i he>d him come up to 8 room half an h\r aft] ,i did4 ,! door betwe5 our rooms 0 clos$1 & ,i lay awake li/5+ int5tly4 ,i he>d him mov+ ab\t2 ,i suppos$ he 0 undress+1 & 8 man nev] sits up = him4 ,!n aft] a "t !re 7 occasional creaks :i* ,i knew came f an arm*air1 & ,i knew t he _h n gone to b$4 ,i suppose ,i mu/ h fall5 asleep1 because ! next ?+ ,i 0 aw>e ( 0 ,wyn=d's voice4 ,he 0 speak+ to "s "o1 & seem$ to be 9 ! middle ( a conv]sation4 ,:5 he ceas$ speak+ ,i /ra9$ my e>s to cat* a reply4 ,i c\ld he> no words1 only 8 voice4 ,!n a reply did come1 & x simply froze ! blood 9 my body1 & ,i felt ba!d 9 ice1 & _h to put my f+] betwe5 my tee?1 !y *att]$ s horribly4 ,! reply 0 a ho>se :isp]1 a sort ( rasp+1 grat+ und]tone1 t 0 n s mu* a :isp] z an inability to speak 9 any o!r voice4 ,!re 0 some?+ almo/ inhuman 9 ^? h>%1 vibrat+1 yet husky words1 spok5 too l[ = me to cat*4 ,i knew at once t no gue/1 no memb] ( ! family1 spoke l t1 & ,i c\ld n conceive t x c\ld be a s]vant4 ,:at c\ld ,wyn=d h to say to any s]vant ( ,"l ,/ra?more8 ,a clock some:]e 9 ! ,ca/le /ruck ?ree4 ,no2 ,i 0 c]ta9 t ! pres5ce ) him1 :atev] else x might be1 0 no human be+ dwell+ "u ! ro( ( ,glamis4 ,at times !y seem$ to hold an argum5t2 sometimes ,wyn=d's voice 0 %>p & decisive1 at o!r times x 0 utt]ly we>y & despond5t4 ,i dread$ :at ! effect might be ^u him ( ?is awful night1 b ,i c\ld d no?+ b lie %iv]+ 9 b$1 & pray = ! morn+4 ,h[ long x w5t on = ,i c't say1 b ! conviction came to me sudd5ly t ,wyn=d _h begun to pray4 ,8 voice 0 rais$1 & n[ & aga9 ,i fanci$ ,i c\ld he> words4 ,! rasp+ :isp] came n[ only 9 %ort1 %>p int]jections or expo/ulations1 ,i don't "k :i*4 ,! ev5 fl[ ( ,wyn=d's words w5t quietly on1 & ,i began to be c]ta9 t he 0 pray+ = ! be+ :o spoke ) t t]rible :isp]4 ,x occurr$ to me t he might ev5 be try+ to exorcise "s unclean _s4 ,at la/ a sil5ce fell4 ,wyn=d /opp$ pray+1 & ,i hop$ t ! t]rible int]view 0 at an end4 ,!n x began aga91 & = q an h\r ! pray]s w5t on1 ) long p]iods ( sil5ce 9 betwe54 ,i he>d no m ( ! t]rible1 husky :isp]4 ,i fell asleep aga9 & did n awake till my maid br\ght me e>ly tea4 ,no soon] _h %e gone ?an ,wyn=d ent]$1 fully dress$4 ,?\gh he look$ desp]ately tir$ & wan1 he seem$ q compos$1 & z if "s weight _h be5 remov$ f (f him4 ,he said he 0 go+ = a /roll be=e breakfa/1 &1 ( c\rse1 ,i rememb]$ my promise & put no que/ions4 ,i h come to ! conclusion t a hundr$ p may /ay any l5g? ( "t at ,glamis & see or he> no?+4 ,! hundr$ & fir/ may receive su* a %ock to ! n]v\s sy/em t he nev] really recov]s f x4 ,su* 0 ! my/]i\s /ory t ,lady ,wyn=d unfold$4 ,i saw h] husb& ! next day1 b beyond be+ grav] ?an usual 9 8 mann] ,i detect$ no diff]5ce 9 him4 ,he nev] ref]r$1 ev5 9 ! mo/ indirect way1 to 8 visit1 b he mu/ h inf]r$ by my sil5ce t ,i _h be5 w>n$ n to m5tion ! subject4 ,_m o!rs mu/1 h[ev]1 h done s1 = e "o1 :o at t p]iod pass$ a night "u ,glamis ,ca/le ro(1 0 eag]ly que/ion$ by fri5ds & acqua9tances on _! return4 ,! only occasion on :i* ,i visit$ ,glamis 0 on ! night ( a ball1 giv5 9 honor ( ! ,cr[n ,pr9ce ( ,sw$54 ,! curiosity ( ! gue/s 0 held 9 *eck by s]vants be+ /ation$ at c]ta9 doors1 & entrances to corridors & /aircases1 to in=m rude explor]s t !y c\ld n pass4 ,x is h>d to believe t su* a c\rse ( action 0 necess>y1 b ,i p]sonally wat*$ little p>ties be+ turn$ back t[>ds ! ballroom & sitt+-out-rooms1 %[+ t int5se curiosity may ev5 prove /rong] ?an good bre$+4 ,:at ,wyn=d saw t night w nev] be kn[n1 b "o fact rema9s4 ,x left s deep an impression ^u him t he 0 nev] ! same man aga94 ,he became grav] & m wrapp$ up 9 8 own ?\ghts mon? by mon?1 & ! *ange t end$ 9 8 dea? 8 wife attribut$ to ^? nights pass$ 9 ,glamis ,ca/le4 ,,*apt] ,,xiv ,,! ,,angel ,,( ,,l\rdes ,"o lovely summ] ev5+ ,i 0 /&+ 9 a hotel b$room1 wa%+ my h&s4 ,i 0 9 ,l\rdes1 & ,i 0 pond]+ ^u a c]ta9 long flight ( /one /eps t ,i c\ld see q cle>ly f my w9d[4 ,at ! top ( ! /eps1 :i* 7 cut 9 ! face ( ! wood$ hillside1 /ood a great ,calv>y1 & f dawn till d>kness pilgrims made ! h>d asc5t ^u _! knees4 ,! /ones 7 worn & groov$ by ! /ream ( human be+s mak+ _! pa9ful way to ! foot ( ! ,cross4 ,! atmosph]e ( ,l\rdes is v impressive to ! ,psy*ic4 ,"o brea!s ! conc5trat$ ess5ce ( pray]4 ,no "o goes !re :o is n on pray] int5t1 & 9 ! public /reets1 g>d5s & *ur*es "o comes across kneel+ figures lo/ 9 ,div9e contemplation4 ,no "o he$s !m2 all are on a l mission1 & sometimes m5 & wom5 /& = h\rs ) out/ret*$ arms4 ,human crosses1 oblivi\s to all1 lo/ 9 a my/ic rapture :i* takes c\nt ( nei!r "t nor place4 ,i turn$ my head t[>ds ! w9d[4 ,! sun _h j set beh9d ! m\nta9s1 & ! sky 0 illum9at$ by a rosy aft]gl[4 ,d[n 9 ! valley ! %ad[s 7 beg9n+ to l5g!n1 b ,i c\ld /ill see ! ,calv>y on ! hillside1 & ! d>k human /ream sl[ly mov+ up ! /ony way1 ! ,via ,dolorosa ( ! ,cross4 ,at t mom5t ! s5se ( a pres5ce swung into my field ( consci\sness1 & contract$ my vague faculties to focus4 ,some?+ mov+ 9 ! sky above caught my eye4 ,h[ %all ,i describe ! sight8 ,i saw an angel float+ above ! m\nta9s4 ,! figure1 w+less1 yet float+ 9 erect grace1 0 ( great size1 & wrapp$ entirely 9 cl\dy gray4 ,! head 0 b>e & slightly b5t1 z if look+ d[n on e>?4 ,! movem5ts 7 smoo? & glid+1 z a fea!r floats 9 ! w9d4 ,! di/ance 0 too great--,i judg$ ab\t a qu>t] ( a mile--= me to di/+ui% ! features1 b ow+ to its great size ! figure 0 cle>ly visible & deeply inspir+4 ,x 0 a vision on :i* none c\ld look int5tly )\t feel+ ! weight ( a mighty awe4 ,x ga!r$ up ! w&]+ emotions ( ! he>t1 & all a lifetime's ideals ( beauty1 gr&eur1 sublimity1 9 "o s]5e pres5tation4 ,! vision float$ on maje/ically1 across ! valley & ! little t[n ) its pray+ multitudes4 ,9 ab\t ?ree m9utes ,x _h pass$1 & 0 lo/ 9 ! pe>ly mi/s ( ! ga!r+ night4 ,& :il/ ! vision la/$ ,i 0 acutely consci\s ( t innum]able conc\rse ( kneel+ =ms bel[1 all /ruggl+ upw>ds to ! ,cross4 ,x seems to me t ! dev\t1 ( o!r fai?s ?an t ( ,rome1 lose mu* by n tak+ advantage ( ,l\rdes4 ,= _m ye>s1 ?\s&s ( pilgrims f all corn]s ( ! e>? h b5t _! /eps t[>ds ! %r9e1 & p\r$ out _! s\ls 9 a passion ( supplication4 ,?is trem5d\s conc5tration ( fai?1 love & f]v5t adoration1 (t5 ec/atic ?anksgiv+ = answ]$ pray]1 mu/ f9d an e*o 9 ! ,heav5 ,_w to :i* !y are s5t4 ,x is s easy at ,l\rdes to feel t ! ,?rone ( ,grace has be5 actually rea*$1 because "o c s5se ! pa?way1 ! ladd] made by human love1 praise & fai?1 d[n :i*1 ,i d\bt n1 ! ,angels ( ,god are always pass+4 ,x is easi] to conc5trate ! m9d 9 a place :]e religi\s ?\ght has be5 p\r$ out = _m ye>s1 because "o ins5sibly becomes calm$1 & tranquiliz$1 & aid$ by ! atmosph]e ?\s&s ( o!rs h creat$4 ,at ,l\rdes !re is no?+ to attract ! sc(f]1 & ?\s&s ( he>ts fill$ ) rev]5ce & devotion re5=ce ea* ye> ! already p[]ful vibrations1 & leave ! place ! bett] & ri*] = _! pres5ce4 ,h[ few p realize t !y h nev] se5 !mselves8 ,h[ _m c tell :at !y really look l8 ,a v1 v few c1 & ,i am among/ ! numb]4 ,i wak5$ "o morn+ 9 summ]1 & op5$ my eyes on my sunlit b$room at home4 ,in/antly ,i saw some?+ :i* ?rill$ me ) vivid int]e/4 ,i saw myself6 ,i 0 em]g+ out ( a corn] ( ! room1 & compos$ly approa*+ ! b$4 ,!re 0 no d\bt z to recognition4 ,i knew in/antly ,i 0 look+ on my own face = ! fir/ "t1 & x 0 some?+ ( a %ock to discov] t ,i 0 m or less ( a /rang] to myself4 ,i saw h[ false a look+-glass c be4 ,i _h n begun to "k myself4 ,) absorb$ int]e/ ,i />$ v h>d1 9 my int5se desire to impr9t on my memory my own image4 ,i approa*$ ! b$1 & z ,i did s1 ,i seem$ to %r9k1 fade1 & wav]4 ,!n sudd5ly ,i vani%$--into my recumb5t body4 ,= a few m9utes aft]w>ds ,i 0 too conc]n$ ) my physical condition to pond] on ! vision ( my real self4 ,i 0 toss+ viol5tly 9 ! b$1 9 an inn] di/raughtness :i* 0 mo/ di/urb+4 ,!n1 z my n]v\s sy/em began to calm d[n1 ,i /rove to impr9t on my memory ! recollection ( :at ,i really look$ l4 ,my face1 ev5 9 ! wond] ( ^? few mom5ts 9 :i* ,i _h se5 x1 express$ emotions ,i _h nev] seem$ to "k4 ,no?+ 0 z ,i _h believ$ x to be4 ,all ! traits t w5t to =m my "* ne$$ readju/+1 & all seem$ curi\sly imp]fect4 ,i c\ld n rememb] h[ ,i 0 clo!d1 ?\gh ,i _h se5 myself f head to foot4 ,i suppose ,i 0 too engross$ 9 /udy+ my face to ?9k ( my body4 ,! vision left me ) a blank s5se ( utt] disillusionm5t & failure4 ,no?+ 9 me 0 f9i%$ or complete4 ,my expression sugge/$ a "* :i* 0 horribly crude1 imp]fect & rudim5t>y4 ,look+ at myself aft]w>ds 9 ! mirror1 ,i came to ! conclusion t x li$1 or t 9 wak+ life ,i we> a mask4 ,x is salut>y to behold "o's spiritual portrait1 a ?+ n visible to ! m9d alone b to ! physical sight4 ,9 a fla% comes ! k t dwell+ 9 u are =ces1 n yet grasp$ by mortal m9d1 t cry = recognition4 ,!re h be5 mom5ts 9 all lives1 ,i believe1 :5 a glimpse is caught ( ! ,olympian heights to :i* x is possible to rise4 ,glimpses1 alas6 ( ! evanesc5t ?+ we "k ourselves 9 tru? to be4 ,sometimes1 on ! ,a/ral plane1 x happ5s t fri5ds meet "u /range circum/ances1 & "o figures l>gely 9 ! do+s ( ano!r4 ,! memory ( ^? nocturnal adv5tures is br\ght ?r\gh & cle>ly recollect$ 9 ! morn+4 ,"o su* occurr5ce ,i w relate1 & x is peculi> & unusual4 ,an old fri5d ( ours1 a man :o has devot$ 8 life to ! developm5t ( 8 spiritual faculties 7n to be confus$ ) ! developm5t ( m$ium%ip & ph5om5a71 _h a s]ies ( dreams 9 :i* he appe>$ to be two p4 ,he himself 0 ! same tall1 sl5d] man he is 9 daily life1 b 9 ?is psy*ic exp]i5ce a mu* small] man mov$ always on 8 left side1 & someh[ seem$ to symbolize 8 wak+ p]sonality4 ,! c5tral figure 9 "o ( ^! unusual exp]i5ces 0 a "y man :o 0 unkn[n to our fri5d1 & :o _h di$ abroad4 ,8 body _h be5 embalm$ & br\ght home = burial1 & our fri5d _h be5 %[n photographs ( him1 & _h also communicat$ ) him ?r\gh automatic writ+4 ,?is mu* 0 impr9t$ on 8 physical memory4 ,n[1 :il/ ly+ asleep "o night1 ! spiritual c\nt]p>t ( our fri5d became aw>e t ! body ( ! "y man 0 expos$ & c\ld be se54 ,8 companion1 or o!r self1 ! %ort] man :o mov$ by 8 side1 %rank back ) horror f su* a sugge/ion1 j z our fri5d w\ld in/9ctively h done 9 wak+ consci\sness1 b he himself 0 det]m9$ to see ! body1 & w5t /raight ?r\gh a door fac+ him1 into a room :]e x 0 ly+ on a l[ table4 ,n[ comes ! mom5t :5 ,i began to figure 9 ?is exp]i5ce4 ,i 0 /&+ on ! opposite side ( ! table1 mak+ vigor\s passes ov] ! "y man's body1 :i* appe>$ to be fa%ion$ out ( p9ki% clay4 ,! trunk & legs look$ z ?\gh ,i _h r\ghly model$ !m ) my h&s4 ,! head 0 m highly f9i%$4 ,x 0 %>p & di/9ct 9 outl9e1 & our fri5d recogniz$ x in/antly z be+ a repres5tation ( ! "y man ^: portraits he _h se54 ,he />$ at ! face ) great int]e/1 & tak+ up a clo?1 g5tly wip$ ! *eek :]e a fleck ( foam lay4 ,?is action seem$ to vivify ! body1 = x began to mutt] & murmur indi/9ctly4 ,app>5tly x 0 alive1 & n dead4 ,our fri5d relates t ?is discov]y gave him su* a %ock t he lo/ ! ?read ( memory :i* he 0 br++ back to 8 physical body on ! b$4 ,! next mom5t he woke up4 ,my recollection1 a p]fectly cle> "o1 ( ^! happ5+s1 0 t he simply vani%$ f ! sc5e1 leav+ me alone ) ! body1 :i* ,i cont9u$ to manipulate4 ,aft]w>ds1 ?r\gh automatic writ+1 our fri5d 0 told by ! dep>t$ "y man1 t ?is a/ral vision signifi$ ! collect+ ( e!ric matt] to fa%ion a body 9 :i* he c\ld function on e!ric planes4 ,on ano!r occasion our fri5d _h ! exp]i5ce ( walk+ ab\t on ! o!r side ) ! "y man1 :o 0 dress$ 9 an ord9>y twe$ suit1 & be+ tak5 by him to v>i\s acqua9tances1 to :om he 0 introduc$4 ,) ! exception ( ! above exp]i5ce1 he believes t ?is 0 ! fir/ "t he _h ev] se5 him4 ,! int]e/+ po9t ( bo? exp]i5ces is1 t bo? ,i & our fri5d br\ght back on wak+1 a cle> & simil> recollection ( ! episode 9 :i* we 7 jo9tly conc]n$4 ,?is fri5d ( ours is a disciple ( ,! ,flam+ ,he>t1 call$ by ,ca?olics ,! ,sacr$ ,he>t4 ,he writes to me ?us3-- ,i see n[ m cle>ly ?an be=e t ! ,*ri/ self )9 uses its p[]s z a :ole1 j z ! p]sonal man uses intellect1 w1 & feel+1 all ?ree be+ en]giz$ by love1 :i* is ! elem5t ( int]e/ 9 ! sev]al activities4 ,s ! self ( love works out & manife/s z-- ,love & ,life ,beauty4 ,love & ,p[] ,goodness4 ,love & ,k ,wisdom4 ,! ,love elem5t saves u f wrong liv+1 wrong do+ or wrong ?9k+4 ,s we g f /r5g? to /r5g?1 by yield+ ! l[] self to ! transmut+ p[] ( ! ,high]4 ,x 0 long be=e ,i came to und]/& ! full significance ( ! ,flam+ ,he>t4 ,x 0 pla9 to see :at its realization meant to our fri5d4 ,he radiates an extraord9>y s]5ity ( m9d1 an atmosph]e ( /r5g? & peace1 a calm 9 ! mid/ ( /orm :i* app>5tly no?+ c %ake4 ,pre-em95tly1 :5 9 8 pres5ce1 "o is consci\s ( a comm&+ p[] :i* w only be us$ = exalt$ purposes4 ,?is cle> subjection ( ! l[] self1 to ! transmut+ p[] ( ! ,high] self1 has work$ su* m>vels 9 him t "o longs to grasp ! secret ( 8 success4 ,a few ye>s pass$1 & /ill ! he>t ( ! my/]y elud$ me4 ,?is ye>1 #aiah1 x came to me 9 a fla%4 ,! exp]i5ce ,i am ab\t to relate may h happ5$ to _m o!rs4 ,to me1 x 0 a trem5d\s revelation4 ,i 0 kneel+ "o morn+ 9 front ( ! ,alt>1 at ,e>ly ,celebration4 ,i h always felt1 ?r\gh ! ,eu*>i/1 ! possibility ( great spiritual developm5t1 & (t5 !re comes to me at su* mom5ts1 a my/ical response to ! inn] my/]ies ( ! ,sacram5t4 ,i h nev] look$ = sup]natural happ5+s1 halluc9ations1 or psy*ic excitem5ts1 b my spiritual in/9cts are always alive & crav+ satisfaction4 ,?is !y h nev] be=e receiv$ 9 any really la/+ degree4 ,n[ came a new ,div9e illum9ation4 ,two cl]gym5 7 (ficiat+ at ! celebration4 ,i _h j receiv$ ! bread f ! "o1 & _h rais$ my head & h&s to receive ! cup f ! o!r1 :5 sudd5ly ,i w5t q bl9d4 ,! vic>1 :o 0 mov+ t[>ds me1 0 blott$ out4 ,i />$ at a black veil utt]ly imp5etrable1 & ,i 0 aw>e ( a trem5d\s int]nal dislocation4 ,my he>t beat tumultu\sly1 & felt z if ?ru/ out ( place4 ,!n my sight 0 re/or$4 ,i saw be=e me1 n ! man1 be>+ 9 8 h&s ! *alice1 b a flam+ he>t ( fire1 f :i* radiat$ out liv+1 sc9tillat+ /reams ( gold5 light4 ,!y fill$ ! backgr\nd ) _! quiv]+ radiance1 & ,i 0 consci\s ( %r9k+ back1 & b[+ my head z ! sup]nal vision approa*$ me & envelop$ me 9 ,its aura4 ,! cup _h be5 transmut$ by ,div9e al*emy into ! ,flam+ ,he>t ( love's sacrifice1 & ,i 0 giv5 to ta/e ( ! liv+ wat]s ( ,life4 ,= a few m9utes ,i 0 q unconsci\s ( :]e ,i 04 ,i _h be51 inde$1 caught up into ! sev5? ,heav54 ,i "k n[ t ,i act$ me*anically1 & to outw>d semblance ,i behav$ 9 ! or?odox mann]1 b :5 ,i rais$ my head aga9 ! vic> _h pass$ on & ! vision _h vani%$4 ,no?+ _h happ5$ to di/ract ! att5tion ( o!rs4 ,i return$ to my seat consci\s t ,i _h be5 taught ! mean+ & m>vel\s significance ( ! ,flam+ ,he>t4 ,i und]/ood ! words ( ! great my/ic1 ,/4 ,john4 ,9 him 0 life2 & ! life 0 ! light ( m54 ,& ! light %9e? 9 ! d>kness2 & ! d>kness ov]came x n4 ,!re 0 ! true light1 ev5 ! light :i* lighte? e man1 com+ into ! _w4 ,i "k t ! ,flam+ ,he>t ( ,div9ity dwells 9 ! brea/s ( all humanity1 t ! s\l is no empty %ell1 b ! %r9e ( ! ,div9e ,pres5ce1 & t ,pres5ce is ! ,guide & ,light ( ,life4 ,i h se5 reveal$ ! inn] my/]y ( ! sacram5tal life4 ,?r\gh a rift 9 ! veil ( ! mat]ial1 ! hidd5 life ( et]nity 0 symboliz$ = me 9 ! ,flam+ ,he>t1 ! true ,eu*>i/ic ,my/]y4 ,,*apt] ,,xv ,,! ,,wrai? ,,( ,,! ,,army ,,g5tleman ,to "s p life is an unspeakable trag$y2 to o!rs x is a m]e f>ce4 ,to all x is a pr(\nd my/]y4 ,:at am ,i8 ,:]e h ,i come f8 ,:]e am ,i go+8 ,:at is ?is my/]i\s ego t ?9ks & acts8 ,f ,d>w9 we le>n t ! human body has tak5 a million ye>s to evolve its pres5t =m4 ,is x logical to suppose t !re is no s*eme ( evolution = ! immortal s\l1 9 :i* x c pres]ve its individuality ?r\gh ! ages8 ,! mills ( ,god gr9d sl[ly1 & :at is sev5ty or eighty ye>s 9 et]nity1 9 :i* we develop ! highe/ & mo/ complex organism we c conceive (--! ,s\l8 ,five hundr$ & ?irty-five ye>s ,b4 ,c4 ,py?agoras 0 tea*+ ! re9c>nation ( ! immortal s\l 9 8 celebrat$ s*ool4 ,plato1 ,socrates1 ,ari/otle1 ,philo1 ,virgil1 ,cic]o1 ,euclid1 ! ,egyptians & ! ,h9doos taught ! same doctr9e4 ,9 ! days ( ,*ri/ ! transmigration ( s\ls 0 an accept$ belief1 & 9 #bej ,a4 ,d4 ,orig51 ! greate/ ( ! ,*ri/ian ,fa!rs1 0 /ill tea*+ ! same doctr9e4 ,ju/9 ,m>tyr recogniz$ ! pres5ce ( ! ,logos 9 ,jesus1 & ,socrates & ,clem5t ( ,alex&ria affirm$ t ! same philosophy _h br\ght ! ,greeks to ,*ri/4 ,to ?is day x rema9s ! belief ( ?ree-f\r?s ( ! human race4 ,9 our c\ntry1 ?\gh a rapidly gr[+ fai?1 ,buddhism fails to comm& ! att5tion x o!rwise w\ld1 = two reasons4 ,fir/ly1 we h nev] be5 a religi\s-m9d$ p1 & are n[ v mu* less s ?an =m]ly4 ,:at are loosely t]m$ religi\s subjects int]e/ a v few1 & bore int5sely ! great majority4 ,out ( our =ty-f\r million s\ls1 a m]e h&ful are int]e/$ 9 a future life4 ,! re/ pref] n to take ! problem into consid]ation1 ?\gh !y are ready to accept a small dose ( conv5tional religion1 ready-made & pre-dige/$4 ,secondly1 fai? 9 ! transmigration ( s\ls 9 a succession ( physical bodies only becomes an urg5t m5tal necessity1 a vitally necess>y explanation ( life's inequalities1 to ^? :o mix ) ! outca/ poor4 ,su* p]sons are aga9 comp>atively few1 &1 to ^? ( !m :o ?9k1 life )\t re9c>nation is simply an incompreh5sible & *aotic puzzle4 ,once ! fai? is grasp$ t life betwe5 bir? & dea? is only a t9y fragm5t ( ! aeons allott$ to u1 9 :i* to develop spiritually1 div9e h>mony2 love & ju/ice reappe>4 ,only ?us c "o see light4 ,b if ! t>dy gr[? ( ?is all-suffici5t illum9ation is sl[ to take root1 x mu/ be rememb]$ t to ! ord9>y1 well-to-d p]son x makes no appeal4 ,am ,i my bro!r's keep]8 is g5]ally answ]$ 9 ! negative1 & ! hypocritical rejo9d]1 cov]+ a m\nta9 ( selfi%ness1 t x is an imp]t95ce to pry into ! lives ( ! poor1 is ! facile excuse = sitt+ at ease & coz5+ ! consci5ce into ! belief t ! poor are ,god's affair4 ,ev5 ! dev\t & pi\s1 :o may feel deep compassion = ! sorr[ ( ! de/itute1 h no spur to prick _! m5tal apa?y1 unless !y mix freely & con/antly ) ! poor & oppress$4 ,only !n w come ! p]plex$ "q3 ,:]e c ,i see 9 all ?is ov]:elm+ mis]y ! ,div9e h& ( love & ju/ice8 ,! ,*ri/ :o e/abli%$ 8 ,bro!rhood ) u1 by proclaim+ ,god ! ,univ]sal ,fa!r1 told u t ,be=e ,abraham 01 ,i am1 & ,i suppose t mo/ p1 :o accept any?+1 accept ! pre-exi/5ce ( ,*ri/4 ,yet h[ few ( u c rememb] any?+ ( our own pa/ lives1 & h[ m]ciful x is t we _c4 ,h[ utt]ly ov]:elm+ su* memory w\ld be6 ,! future is z c>efully hidd5 f u z ! pa/1 yet our previ\s lives h be5 by no means unfruitful4 ,! exp]i5ces we h ga!r$ 9 ! pa/ ye>s ( ?is life are ne>ly all =gott51 yet our developm5t has gone on1 & ! records are /or$ 9 ! subconsci\sness1 sometimes to be pull$ across ! ?re%old & display$ 9 a complete panorama be=e ! dy+ eyes4 ,! /atem5ts to ?is effect made by ^? :o h be5 resuscitat$ :5 at ! po9t ( dea? by dr[n+1 are too num]\s to be disc>d$ z m]e fables4 ,und\bt$ly we all conta9 ! g]ms ( s9 at bir?1 b few educat$ p n[ accept ! /atem5ts t we are born s9ful because our p>5ts s9n$1 or because ( ! moral del9qu5cies ( ^? ( ,ed54 ,c]ta9ly we all be> ! consequ5ces ( o!rs' s9s1 b ! cruel inju/ice ( a ,god :o delib]ately puni%es pres5t humanity = ! s9s ( pa/ humanity is too revolt+ a conception ( ! ,creator to ga9 acceptance to-day4 ,?is v fact %[s t we h advanc$ spiritually4 ,s base a conception ( ! ,almighty is viol5tly repugnant to s]i\s ?9k]s4 ,! intuitive consci\sness ( man po/ulates ! ov]-rul+ _s z a p[] repres5t+ p]fect ju/ice & love1 & ! innate in/9ct to believe t we ourselves are 9 "s my/]i\s way ak9 to ?is ,div9e ,ideal keeps ev] alive ! belief 9 our ,div9e orig94 ,:at is ! gr& apo!osis ( ea* human life8 ,! ,*ri/ _s2 a s*eme ( reg5]ative r$emption1 simple1 natural1 yet sup]latively gr&4 ,if "o asks :e!r ! orbs 9 space take prec$5ce ( p]sonal w & intellig5ce1 or p]sonal w & intellig5ce take prec$5ce ( ! orbs 9 space1 "o has only to ask :e!r build]s or build+s h priority4 ,d pictures orig9ate ! arti/8 d books orig9ate ! au?or8 ,if "o beg9s to /udy ) a belief 9 _s z p[] & cause1 "o c acc\nt = all ?+s1 b to />t ) matt] z a f\ndation is to fail absolutely to acc\nt = ei!r matt] or _s4 ,9 "s inf9ite womb ! vital ,heav5s1 ! visible ,univ]se mu/ h exi/$ be=e "t 04 ,we see all elem5ts h _! aff9ities1 all />s _! c\rse1 all atoms _! pol>ity4 ,we see ! :eel ( ,ezekiel symboliz+ ! :ole s*eme & fabric ( ,nature4 ,heav5 works n only ) /up5d\s imm5sities b ) small m9orities4 ,atoms ( unutt]able m9ut5ess are /ream+ into ! unse5 atmosph]e e second f ! s\ls & bodies ( ! human race4 ,:5 ! s\l seeks1 aspires aft] ,god1 ! mo/ vital ( all atoms g =? ) ! brea?1 z light f ! sun to ! e>?4 ,surely we & our angel k9dr$ inhabit "o h\se ( :i* ! mo/ di/ant prov9ces are 9 t\* ) ! c5t] ( all4 ,heav5 & e>? are bridg$ by ! _s ladd] ( love1 & ! s\l c inbrea! ! _s ( ,god z ! body inbrea!s oxyg54 ,! contemplative m9d beholds e day ! passage ( ?+s invisible into sight1 ! transf] ( ! se5 into ! unse51 & all is natural4 ,! life ?rob ( ! palpable _w is a pulsation go+ =? e in/ant f ! et]nal en]gy1 draw+ out by an e!real m$ium f ! invisible & intangible1 t :i* is visible & tangible4 ,i w speak n[ ( ! passage ( a ?+ invisible into sight4 ,h[1 to me1 x became s ,i _c tell4 ,i don't "k4 ,"o summ] ev5+ my husb& & ,i 7 occupy+ two communicat+ b$rooms 9 a ,london hotel1 contigu\s ) "o ( ! great railway /ations4 ,we _h to make an e>ly />t 9 ! morn+1 & _h come !re to be ne> our tra94 ,i awak5$ 9 ! e>ly morn+ h\rs4 ,! gray dawn 0 j beg9n+ to %[ ?r\gh ! b>s ( ! ,v5etian bl9ds l[]$ be=e ! two w9d[s4 ,^? b>s _h n be5 adju/$1 & !y also admitt$ a r bright light f a /reet lamp4 ,i judg$ x to be some:]e ab\t f\r o'clock1 b ,i did n look at my wat*4 ,i 0 too pre-occupi$ 9 look+ at some?+ else4 ,my b>e arm 0 /ret*$ outside ! cov]let1 & ,i 0 aw>e t :at _h awak5$ me 0 a cold w9d bl[+ on my sk94 ,! furniture ( ! room 0 dimly outl9$1 & at fir/ ,i vaguely ?rew my half-op5 eyes ar\nd )\t p]ceiv+ any?+ unusual1 b gradually my s5ses1 %ak+ (f _! dr[s9ess1 became aw>e ( movem5t betwe5 ! b$ & ! w9d[4 ,some?+ tall & gray 0 wav]+ l a pill> ( smoke betwixt me & ! /ruggl+ daylight4 ,i clos$ my eyes aga9 ) a creepy feel+1 a dis9cl9ation to look aga91 b my b>e arm1 :i* /ill lay outside ! cov]let1 receiv$ ano!r intimation t r\s$ me to ke5 al]tness4 ,a *ill w9d 0 bl[+ ov] my sk94 ,i drew 9 my arm ha/ily1 & op5$ my eyes4 ,t tall gray some?+ _h approa*$ mu* ne>] to me1 & n[ ,i c\ld di/+ui% ) p]fect cle>ness ! figure ( a man1 b su* a wav]+1 fluid =m t "o mom5t seem$ on ! po9t ( dissolv+ into ?9 air1 & ! next mom5t ga!r+ itself toge!r aga9 9 cle> cut outl9e4 ,= :at seem$ to me a long "t ,i />$ at ! gray app>ition4 ,i felt a cold fe>1 a rigid horror creep ov] me1 & b = ! recollection ( my husb&'s ne>ness1 & ! op5 door betwe5 u1 ,i might h fa9t$ f pure t]ror4 ,i ?\ght ( call+ to him1 b some?+ s9i/] 9 t wav]+ %ad[ made me desi/4 ,at times ! =m came q close to ! b$1 b ,i c\ld nev] see ! face cle>ly2 x 0 vague & undet]m9$ 9 outl9e1 9 fact1 n completely mat]ializ$4 ,n = a second did t wav]+ movem5t cease1 t float+1 %imm]+ motion 'twixt b$ & w9d[1 ( :at ,i knew to be ! gho/ ( a man4 ,h[ long ?is unpleasant /ate ( ?+s cont9u$ ,i d n "k4 ,i 0 p]fectly well aw>e t a gho/ %\ld be address$ 9 sympa!tic t]ms1 %\ld be ask$ if any human help c be r5d]$1 b at ! "t x nev] once occurr$ to me to speak4 ,gradually1 z ,i wat*$ t retreat+ !n advanc+ =m1 at mom5ts opaque1 !n almo/ transp>5t1 ,i lo/ consci\sness & fell asleep aga94 ,i 0 awak5$ a few h\rs lat] by a l\d knock+ at my door4 ,i slid in/antly out ( b$1 turn$ ! key1 & 0 confront$ by ! *amb]maid1 br++ my e>ly tea4 ,:o 0 ! man :o kill$ himself 9 ?is room8 ,luckily1 ! woman did n drop ! tray1 z ,i hurl$ at h] ?is abrupt "q4 ,%e set ! tea d[n on a table & turn$ to me a sc>$ face1 z %e answ]$ by ano!r "q3 ,h[ ev] did y f9d out t8 ,nev] m9d h[ ,i f\nd out4 ,please answ] me4 ,i won't get y into tr\ble1 ,i said firmly4 ,x 0 an army g5tleman4 ,he %ot himself "h ! night be=e la/4 ,t's all ,i "k1 0 h] subdu$ answ]4 ,poor army g5tleman6 ,s y 7 revisit+ ! sc5e ( y\r la/ trag$y1 or _h y ev] left t conf9$ space betwe5 f\r walls :i* witness$ ! supreme m5tal agony ( ! suicide8 ,:at _h prompt$ me to put t sudd5 "q to ! *amb]maid8 ,i c\ld n tell4 ,9 ! mom5t ( wak+1 slipp+ out ( b$ & op5+ ! door1 no recollection _h come to me ( my e>li] exp]i5ce1 b betwixt t exp]i5ce & my abrupt wak+ at h] knock k mu/ h be5 someh[ af=d$ me ( ! trag$y4 ,i knew a man _h done himself to dea? 9 t room %ortly be=e ,i occupi$ x4 ,a day or two aft]w>ds ,i read an acc\nt ( ! inque/ held ^u ! body4 ,a rankl+ s5se ( unju/ treatm5t _h prey$ ^u 8 bra94 ,suicide :il/ ( uns\nd m9d 0 ! v]dict4 ,poor army g5tleman1 ,i fe> ,i c\ld h be5 ( little s]vice to y1 ev5 if ,i _h op5$ up "s =m ( communication betwe5 myself & y\r disembodi$ s\l6 ,:5 "o rememb]s h[ _m p]sons occupy ev5 "o room 9 a hotel 9 twelve mon?s1 x seems natural t psy*ic ph5om5a %\ld be common to su* h\ses4 ,und\bt$ly _m trag$ies mu/ be enact$ 9 e hotel )9 a comp>atively %ort space ( "t1 & "o may1 9 utt] unconsci\sness1 occupy a b$room 9 :i*1 b ! night be=e1 murd] or suicide has tak5 place4 ,"s ye>s ago1 ,i _h occasion to pass a night 9 "o ( ! big ,we/ ,end hotels ( ,london4 ,x 0 v full1 & ,i _h to be cont5t ) a v indiff]5t room on ! ma9 entrance floor1 & look+ to ! back4 ,! w9d[ _h iron b>s 9 front ( x1 ?r\gh :i* "o c\ld slip "o's head1 b n "o's %\ld]s4 ,! reason = ! b>s 0 obvi\s4 ,a wide mews ran on a level ) ?is floor ( ! h\se1 & fail+ ?is ob/ruction any "o c\ld h /epp$ ) p]fect ease f ! pavem5t into ! room4 ,?ru/+ my head ?r\gh ! b>s ,i c\ld see f end to end ( ! mews4 ,on ! left !re 0 no exit1 on ! "r 0 a n>r[ lane runn+ d[n ! side ( ! hotel1 & lead+ into ! ma9 ?or\ghf>e4 ,! mews seem$ v quiet1 clean & respectable1 & = "o night only ,i decid$ t ! room w\ld d4 ,i 0 v tir$ aft] pass+ two nights 9 a tra91 & w5t e>ly to b$ & fell asleep at once4 ,i asc]ta9$ aft]w>ds t ,i _h be5 sleep+ = five h\rs1 :5 ,i 0 sudd5ly awak5$ by a l\d noise ( scuffl+ feet1 accompani$ by a gurgl+ *ok+ s\nd1 z if "s "o 0 /ruggl+ to f9d utt]ance1 to ga9 brea?4 ,to be awak5$ by a noise out ( a s\nd sleep is always a />tl+1 uncom=table exp]i5ce4 ,if ! a/ral body has be5 w&]+ f> afield1 x has to return to ! physical body 9 f> too great a hurry = com=t4 ,!re is always m or less ( a dislocat+ j> "u su* circum/ances4 ,! />tl$ s5sation is greatly acc5tuat$ :51 9 place ( wak+ to dead sil5ce1 "o awak5s to unacc\ntable & v unpleasant s\nds4 ,i lay p]fectly /ill1 ) e n]ve t+l+1 & e muscle taut1 & li/5$ int5tly4 ,! noise came f ! w9d[ :i* 0 %ut1 & my he>t began to beat m ?ickly ) a dread & t]ror :i* _h nei!r =m nor %ape4 ,sl[ly ,i rememb]$ ! mews outside1 & felt in/antly ?ankful t because ( its proximity ,i _h %ut ! w9d[1 in/ead ( sleep+ ) x wide op51 z is my cu/om4 ,0 murd] tak+ place out !re8 ,:at 0 t hide\s1 *ok+ s\nd1 t surg$ 9 ) guttural gasps f out ! d>kness1 & :i* sugge/$ no?+ s mu* z a fr5zi$ /ruggle ( loa?+ & agoniz$ fe>8 ,i lay %udd]+ & quak+ z ) ! grip ( ague4 ,my imag9ation in/antly con/ruct$ ! sc5e s vividly sugge/$ by ! nature ( ! s\nds4 ,a man's h&s 7 on ! ?roat ( a woman1 & he 0 delib]ately /rangl+ ! life out ( h] /ruggl+ body4 ,i 0 sick ) unspeakable agonies ( dread1 & = q five m9utes ,i c\ld n summon =ce or motion to my limbs4 ,if "s un=tunate 0 be+ done to dea? x 0 cle>ly my duty to run to ! w9d[ & give ! al>m by %riek+ murd]1 b n[ ,i began to wond] if t awful /ruggle 0 tak+ place outside or j inside my room4 ,?\gh ! mews 0 well lit my bl9d 0 drawn d[n1 & ! room 0 9 d>kness1 except = a fa9t reflection %9+ 9 f a /reet lamp4 ,i _h only to /ret* out my h& 9 ord] to swit* on a light above my b$1 b a p>alysis ( fe> held me4 ,t noise ( inf9ite pa91 ( frantic1 dy+ agony1 ^? convulsive1 gha/ly groans & scuffl+ ( feet1 & wre/l+1 wri?+ bodies1 7 spell-b9d+ beyond ! p[] ( human conception1 & ! mo/ awe-inspir+ fantasy4 ,i tri$ to reason ) myself1 b ! horror scatt]$ all reason+1 yet a s5se ( duty1 ( natural humanity1 & ang] ) my own fe>s1 kept tugg+ at me4 ,x seem$ z if ! s\nds 7 los+ =ce1 7 beg9n+ to die out4 ,i 0 ly+ /ill 9 abject t]ror1 :il/ a fell[-creature 0 be+ delib]ately done to dea?4 ,a bl9d fury ) myself1 & ! murd]]1 sudd5ly sup]s$$ fe>4 ,)\t turn+ on ! light ,i jump$ out ( b$1 & knock+ up aga9/ ! furniture 9 my ha/e1 ,i da%$ t[>ds ! fa9t light com+ 9 f ! /reet4 ,9 ano!r mom5t ,i _h ?ru/ aside ! bl9d1 & ?r[n ! w9d[ wide4 ,i "k ,i %\t$ out some?+2 ,i h no idea :at4 ,i ?ru/ my head out betwe5 ! iron b>s1 & look$ to "r & left4 ,i c\ld see absolutely no?+4 ,! /reet 0 q empty1 & s well lit t ,i c\ld see f end to end ( x4 ,i drew 9 my head1 & /ood !re sil5tly1 & quiv]+ /ill ) excitem5t1 z "o does :5 awak5$ ) ! brok5 fragm5ts ( an evil dream4 ,!n1 sudd5ly1 a s5sation ( bri/l+ fe> took possession ( me once m1 unreason+ & unreasonable fe>1 clut*+ at my he>t ) a grip ( ice4 ,! noise _h n ceas$1 x cont9u$ m fa9tly1 & x came f a corn] ( my room to ! "r ( ! w9d[4 ,murd] _h be5 done 9 ! room 9 :i* ,i n[ /ood1 & 0 be+ re-enact$ n[4 ,! c]ta9ty ru%$ on me ) ! =ce ( a :irlw9d4 ,i 0 dimly consci\s ( human voices 9 ! mews1 ( a w9d[ be+ ?r[n op54 ,my cry _h awak5$ o!r sleep]s4 ,i left my w9d[ op51 & let ! bl9d fall be=e x4 ,!n ,i crept s(tly across to ! opposite side ( ! room1 :5ce ! dy+ s\nd proce$$4 ,! victim 0 almo/ dead4 ,i c\ld he> no?+ b a gasp+1 rattl+ sigh1 & !n sil5ce4 ,! sil5ce ( dea?4 ,i 0 r\s$ f my trance ( horror by ! measur$ tread ( a policeman outside4 ,i he>d him speak+ ) o!rs1 !n1 see+ no?+ to acc\nt = ! di/urbance 9 ! mews1 he w5t away aga91 & ,i fell asleep f utt] m5tal exhau/ion4 ,:5 ,i awoke ! sun 0 9 ! room1 & ,i look$ t[>ds ! corn] :]e ! trag$y ( ! d>kness _h be5 enact$4 ,h[ peaceful & innoc5t ! room n[ look$1 9 ! light ( a *e]ful summ] morn+1 & h[ ?ankful ,i 0 to "k t ,i w\ld be f> away f x 9 a v few h\rs4 ,yet ano!r hotel /ory comes to me z ,i write4 ,my si/] & h] husb& came to ,torquay to sp5d a c\ple ( nights & took rooms 9 "o ( ! pr9cipal hotels4 ,!y _h n ann\nc$ _! arrival be=eh&1 & ! manag]ess took !m up/airs to see sev]al vacant rooms4 ,!re 0 "o n %[n to !m1 b ! door 0 wide op51 & my si/] see+ t x 0 unoccupi$ walk$ 91 & said %e pref]r$ x to any ( ! o!rs1 because ( its p>ticul> view4 ,= "s unkn[n reason ! manag]ess 0 greatly aga9/ _! tak+ x2 %e rais$ e sort ( objection1 b my si/] 0 firm1 & f9ally ! luggage 0 c>ri$ up & %e began to unpack1 :il/ h] husb& w5t d[n to ord] tea4 ,aft] a few m9utes1 & :il/ %e 0 on h] knees beside ! trunk1 %e he>d "s "o mov+ 9 ! room beh9d h]1 b %e c\ld see no?+4 ,x occurr$ to h]1 h[ev]1 t "s trag$y might h tak5 place 9 t p>ticul> room1 :i* w\ld expla9 ! reluctance ( ! manag]ess to let !m hire x4 ,n be+ ( a n]v\s disposition1 my si/] ?\ght no m ( ! matt]1 & w5t d[n/airs to jo9 h] husb&4 ,t night %e 0 awak5$ by some?+1 %e nev] knew :at1 b on op5+ h] eyes %e saw a r di/urb+ vision4 ,close to ! door /ood ! figure ( a man1 look+ /raight t[>ds h]4 ,8 figure 0 brilliantly lum9\s1 & /ood out cle>ly & di/9ctly 9 ! d>kness ( ! room4 ,%e awak5$ h] husb&1 :o sat up 9 b$ & />$ back at ! figure4 ,he saw x z cle>ly & di/9ctly z 8 wife saw x1 & = "s consid]able "t !y wat*$ x1 until x gradually fad$ out4 ,:at is s sad is t !y did n address ?is gho/4 ,!y _h e opportunity1 = at ! same h\r ! same figure appe>$ ! next night4 ,x nev] tri$ to approa* !m3 x simply /ood !re quietly = ab\t an h\r1 & !n vani%$4 ,probably x 0 ! wrai? ( a suicide4 ,! fact rema9s t v few p d address ! gho/s !y see4 ,ev5 if !y are n afraid1 x nev] seems to occur to se]s t to speak to ! disembodi$ might be a v k9d & helpful ?+ to d4 ,on _! return home my bro!r-9-law told ?is /ory to "s fri5ds at 8 ,club1 & a /rang] :o 0 pres5t said t he 0 aw>e !re 0 a haunt$ room 9 t ,torquay hotel1 = he knew "s "o else :o _h se5 x4 ,,*apt] ,,xvi ,,an ,,au/rian ,,adv5ture ,only once did ,i ev] see an elem5tal ( ! t]rify+ type1 & ,i h no desire to repeat ! exp]i5ce4 ,sev]al ye>s ago ,i 0 travel+ alone on my way to ,bohemia4 ,) me1 9 ! railway c>riage1 ,i _h an alum9um travel]'s typewrit]1 enclos$ 91 & fa/5$ d[n to a lea!r case4 ,i _h also a l>ge lea!r dispat* box1 conta9+ sev]al *apt]s ( a new novel ,i 0 writ+1 & :i* ,i meant to f9i% :il/ abroad4 ,at ! la/ mom5t1 j z ,i 0 />t+ on my j\rney1 a fri5d _h giv5 me a small ,russian ikon1 & ,i _h put t 9 ! box ) my writ+ mat]ials4 ,on rea*+ ! fronti] into ,au/ria1 ,i got out ) ! o!r travel]s1 c>ry+ ! typewrit] 9 my h& to ensure its safety4 ,a port] br\ght along ! dispat* box1 & ! luggage f ! van to ! ,cu/om ,h\se4 ,i _h no?+ to decl>e & said s1 b :5 ! (ficials came to look at ! typewrit] & ! cont5ts ( ! dispat* box1 _! civil attitude *ang$1 & ,i 0 curtly told t ,i w\ld h to rema9 beh9d1 9 ord] t a m ?or\gh exam9ation might be made4 ,!re 0 little use 9 expo/ulat+1 no "o took ! smalle/ notice ( any explanations ,i made1 & ,i _h ! unhappy fate to behold all my fell[ travel]s /ream out onto ! plat=m1 & make = ! wait+ tra91 & ! gr[+ conviction t !y w\ld proce$ on _! j\rney )\t me4 ,:5 alone ) ! (ficials ,i _h ! field to myself1 & ,i expla9$ t ,i 0 a ,briti% subject1 & a ,briti% noveli/1 b !y m]ely look$ at me ) ! same bl5d ( incr$ulity my fell[ c\ntrym5 s (t5 favor me )1 :5 !y accid5tally discov] t ,i am synonym\s ) ! writ]1 ,violet ,twe$ale4 ,h[ well ,i "k ! look & ! words accompany+ x3 ,are y ,violet ,twe$ale1 ! noveli/8 ,well6 :o'd h ?\ght x8 ,i nev] w\ld h guess$4 ,_! expression says pla9ly en\gh1 ,y don't look capable ( writ+ out a laundry bill1 f> less a novel4 ,see+ t my /atem5ts made no impression ^u ! ,cu/oms (ficials1 ,i resign$ myself to an unkn[n fate1 & 9 a few mom5ts1 look+ ?r\gh ! op5 door1 ,i _h ! mis]y ( see+ my tra9 glide out ( ! /ation1 leav+ me beh9d4 ,an animat$ conv]sation n[ began :i* occupi$ at lea/ t5 m9utes1 & my typewrit] & dispat* box 7 subject$ to a mo/ rigid scrut9y4 ,i kept on implor+ ! (ficials n to break ! typewrit]1 b !y paid no he$1 & at la/1 aft] play+ ab\t ) x = "s "t1 !y reque/$ me to give !m an exhibition ( its p[]s4 ,alas6 x 0 too late4 ,! ma*9e 0 ?or\ghly upset ) ! r\gh f+]+ x _h be5 subject$ to1 & ,i c\ld n get x to "w4 ,i saw t ?is fact 0 set d[n z ano!r black m>k ( suspicion aga9/ me1 & !y !n began ano!r long discussion ^u ! ikon4 ,i began to be s bor$ & tir$ t ,i sat d[n on my trunk1 lit a cig>ette1 & attempt$ to pres]ve a c]ta9 am\nt ( outw>d calm1 :il/ m5tally ,i rag$ furi\sly )94 ,i notic$ t a mess5g] _h be5 s5t out ( ! room1 b c\ld n cat* ! object ( 8 err&4 ,:5 all *att]+ & ge/iculat+ toge!r1 !y ab&on$ ord9>y ,g]man1 & fell into a dialect ( _! own :i* ,i c\ld n und]/&4 ,9 a few mom5ts ! mess5g] return$ ) two m (ficials1 & a wait] f ! /ation re/aurant4 ,! wait] 0 giv5 a *apt] ( my novel--ea* *apt] _h an ord9>y ex]cise book to itself--& told to translate my ,engli% into ,g]man4 ,i presume he hone/ly tri$ to d 8 be/1 b ! translation bore no resemblance to ! orig9al4 ,ev5 ! (ficials soon we>i$ ( ! fumbl$ nons5se1 & ! wait] 0 s5t away4 ,!n ! head (ficial in=m$ me t ,i might cont9ue my j\rney by ! next tra91 b ,i mu/ consid] myself "u arre/1 till fur!r in=mation conc]n+ my bus9ess & id5tity 0 obta9$4 ,he in=m$ me1 f9ally1 t ,i 0 a ,russian spy4 ,i retaliat$ by in=m+ him t ,i 0 a ,briti% subject4 ,t my husb& 0 at t mom5t 9 ,bav>ia1 & directly ,i c\ld communicate ) him he w\ld obta9 my release ?r\gh our ,embassy at ,vi5na4 ,nev] did ,i regret any?+ m ?an my own /upidity 9 hav+ left my mu*-vis$ passport beh9d me 9 ,engl&4 ,! typewrit] 0 !n clos$ d[n1 ti$ ) /r+ & heavily seal$4 ,i 0 ord]$ to c>ry x myself1 & place x 9 ! v c5t] ( an empty luggage wagon4 ,z ,i compli$ x fla%$ ^u me t !y _h nev] se5 a typewrit] be=e1 & suspect$ x to be a sort ( inf]nal ma*9e4 ,my dispat* box disappe>$ altoge!r1 & ,i got into a fir/-class c>riage1 accompani$ by two v sm>t att5dants4 ,!y wore cock$ hats1 mu* gold braid1 & _m gold buttons1 & !y ea* c>ri$ a sword & a revolv]1 ) :i* to %oot me1 ,i presume1 if ,i tri$ to run away4 ,we ?ree 7 n alone 9 ! c>riage4 ,9 a corn] sat a d>k man ) a small black mu/a*e1 & smok+ a v long cig>4 ,he 0 neatly dress$ 9 a long du/ coat1 & on 8 smoo? black hair he wore a br[n ,homburg hat4 ,9 "o d>k eye 0 a s+le monocle1 ?r\gh :i* he reg>d$ me ) a mild surprise4 ,i saw at once t if ,i 0 to be burd5$ ) ! con/ant society ( my two (ficials = sev]al days1 ! only ?+ to d 0 to make fri5ds ) !m4 ,! circum/ances _h n aris5 ?r\gh any fault ( !irs1 & !y _h to obey ! ord]s ( _! sup]iors4 ,bo? 7 m5 :o look$ betwe5 ! age ( ?irty to =ty1 & !y _h q pleasant faces4 ,i began by (f]+ !m cig>ettes f my case--no ,cu/oms (ficials object to en\gh tobacco be+ c>ri$ to la/ out a j\rney--& !y accept$ my civility ) pr(use ?anks4 ,! man 9 ! corn] /ill reg>d$ u f "t to "t ) int]e/1 & :5 we _h f9i%$ our cig>ettes he lean$ =w>d & mo/ politely (f]$ u ea* a big cig>4 ,! voice ( ?is p]son s amaz$ me t 9 refus+ ) ?anks1 & say+ ,i nev] smok$ cig>s1 ,i look$ v closely at him4 ,! voice 0 t ( a cultur$ g5tlewoman1 & t 0 exactly :at ?is p]son turn$ out to be4 ,n a man1 b a woman dress$ exactly to resemble a man4 ,:5 %e /ood up ,i saw t %e wore a divid$ skirt1 & by ! mann] 9 :i* my gu>ds address$ h] :5 !y accept$ h] cig>s1 ,i knew t %e 0 "s great p]sonage4 ,lat] on ,i discov]$ t %e 0 a memb] ( ! ,imp]ial ,h\se ( ,au/ria4 ,%e spoke ,engli% p]fectly1 & ,i expla9$ my position1 :i* seem$ to amuse h] imm5sely4 ,we f\nd t we _h mutual fri5ds1 & we 7 *att]+ mo/ amicably :5 ,i rea*$ my de/9ation4 ,evid5tly a wire _h prec$$ u1 = o!r (ficials 7 wait+ on ! plat=m to take possession ( ! typewrit]1 & ,i said good-by to x1 z ,i ?\ght1 =ev]4 ,! amazem5t ( ! hotel manag] may be imag9$ :5 he saw me arrive "u escort4 ,?\gh ,i _h engag$ my rooms he _h nev] se5 me be=e1 & ,i 0 secretly uneasy le/ he %\ld refuse to take me 9 "u ! circum/ances1 b my att5dants appe>$ to possess unlimit$ au?ority4 ,i 0 %[n into a good b$room at ! v end ( ! corridor4 ,! manag] spoke p]fect ,engli%1 & ,i expla9$ my position f my po9t ( view4 ,he 0 q civil1 b ,i ?\ght r non-committal4 ,he evid5tly did n l ! situation1 b at t mom5t ,i _h a /roke ( luck4 ,!re ent]$ ! head wait]1 c>ry+ ! usual pap] ( id5tification :i* "o always fills 9 abroad4 ,8 face 0 q famili> to me4 ,i nev] =get a face1 b ,i _c always fit a "n to x4 ,:]e _h ,i se5 ?is man be=e8 ,!n 9 a fla% ,i rememb]$4 ,x 0 9 ,egypt4 ,:5 ,i _h fill$ ! pap]1 bo? m5 rema9+ 9 ! room1 ,i recall$ myself to 8 memory1 & ! occasions :5 he _h wait$ ^u "s memb]s ( our royal family1 to ^: table ,i _h be5 bidd54 ,^! occasions _h be5 ( comp>atively rec5t happ5+1 & ?\gh possibly n be+ q sure 9 8 recollection ( me1 he rememb]$ our royal family p]fectly1 & sev]al little p]sonal incid5ts t _h occurr$ :il/ we 7 all 9 ! same hotel4 ,= in/ance1 !re _h be5 a v brilliant ball giv5 at ! hotel1 & ! royalties _h look$ on = sev]al h\rs1 & includ$ me 9 _! circle4 ,?is man _h be5 specially detail$ to wait ^u ! circle1 all ! ev5+4 ,?is conv]sation produc$ a great effect ^u ! manag]1 :o volunte]$ to make matt]s z easy z he c\ld = me1 till ! ,embassy mov$4 ,! (ficials w\ld sit by ! door1 & n at my table dur+ meals1 & !y w\ld be accommodat$ ) *airs 9 ! corridor by ! top ( ! /aircase1 in/ead ( outside my b$room door4 ,he regrett$ t !y w\ld closely foll[ me :5ev] ,i w5t out1 b d\btless ,i w\ld communicate ) my husb& at once1 & ! mi/ake w\ld soon be correct$4 ,aft] ,i _h _h "s tea1 ,i began to feel q light-he>t$1 & ,i unpack$ & wrote to my husb& 9 ,bav>ia4 ,t night :5 ,i w5t to b$ ,i lock$ my door securely1 & compos$ myself to sleep aft] a tir+ & di/urb+ day4 ,i _h be5 9 a railway sleep] all ! night be=e1 & ?\gh ,i sleep l a top 9 a tra91 ,i am always unusually sleepy on ! foll[+ night 9 b$4 ,x 0 summ]-"t1 & v hot wea!r1 & my bl9ds 7 drawn up & ! w9d[ ?r[n wide op54 ,no h\ses fac$ me2 ,i look$ out on a big public g>d54 ,i 0 soon fa/ asleep1 b 0 awak5$ aga9 by "s noise 9 ! room4 ,i lay /ill = a little1 li/5+ int5tly1 all ! unpleasant incid5ts ( ! pa/ day ru%+ back ^u me4 ,! noise 0 n cont9u\s1 b n[ & aga9 came ! s\nd ( some?+ s(t1 dragg+ ab\t ! floor4 ,! room 0 fairly light1 ) ! gl[ ( a wan+ moon1 & ,i judg$ ! h\r to be betwe5 two & ?ree o'clock4 ,at la/ ,i det]m9$ to asc]ta9 :at produc$ ?is curi\s s\nd4 ,i _h an electric light ov] my b$1 & ,i sat up & sudd5ly swit*$ x on4 ,!n ,i realiz$ ) horror t ,i 0 9 ! pres5ce ( some?+ ,i _h nev] enc\nt]$ be=e1 b _h (t5 read & he>d (4 ,an elem5tal ( a malignant type1 & ( grotesque =m4 ,j = an in/ant ,i saw no?+ b :at look$ l an enorm\s pill[1 b sudd5ly out ( ?is grayi%-gre5 pill[ em]g$ a head ( frog-l %ape1 & two bright yell[ eyes 7 fix$ on m9e4 ,i suppose ,i 0 too t]rifi$ ev5 to rememb] :at my s5sations 74 ,a sort ( p>alysis ( fe> & horror held me spellb\nd4 ,!re x squatt$1 ?ru/+ out its mis%ap5 head1 its yell[ eyes reg>d+ me fix$ly4 ,i h no idea h[ long x rema9$ !re1 or h[ long we cont9u$ to gaze at "o ano!r1 b ,i gradually became aw>e t x 0 rec$+ f view4 ,x grew small] & small]1 & dimm] & m indi/9ct1 till at l5g? x vani%$ altoge!r4 ,elliott ,o',donnell m5tions 9 "o ( 8 books hav+ se5 su* creatures1 & ( hav+ _h a numb] ( su* cases report$ to him1 b g5]ally z ! =]unn]s ( illness4 ,to su* phantasms he has giv5 ! "n ( ,morbas1 & he believes t c]ta9 app>itions are symbolical ( c]ta9 diseases if n ! actual creators ( ! bacilli f :i* ^! diseases arise4 ,?is seems to me to be a reasonable explanation ( su* ph5om5a1 b 9 my case !re 0 no disease 9 "q4 ,i 0 p]fectly well at ! "t1 & rema9$ s4 ,x is possible1 h[ev]1 t a sick p]son might h occupi$ my room ! night be=e4 ,"o nev] kn[s 9 hotels1 & ,i _h n !n read ,o',donnell's explanation & made no inquiries4 ,_m ( ! exp]i5ces relat$ 9 8 deeply int]e/+ books are no d\bt reg>d$ z fiction1 b ,i "k t !y are cases common to v _m psy*ics4 ,= "s "t ,i lay awake1 fe>ful ( a recurr5ce ( ! horrible ph5om5on1 b gradually sleep ov]came me1 & ,i did n wake aga9 till sev5 o'clock on a lovely summ] morn+4 ,t day ,i took two long walks1 closely foll[$ by my escort4 ,!y walk$ imm$iately beh9d me1 & (t5 we /opp$ to conv]se1 or to sit d[n to re/ & smoke a cig>ette toge!r4 ,!y told me all _! family hi/ory1 & ab\t _! wives & *ildr51 & really !y made !mselves z agreeable z !y possibly c\ld4 ,9 ! aft]noon we climb$ up ! m\nta9s to "o ( ! _m cafes1 & _h *ocolate & cakes1 :i* !y ?or\ghly enjoy$4 ,:5 ,i f9ally w5t back to ! hotel = ! night !y compla9$ ( be+ tir$1 & hop$ ,i w\ld n walk s f> on ! morr[4 ,_! idea ( enjoym5t 0 ! usual =eign cu/om ( tak+ a seat outside a /reet cafe1 & sitt+ !re h\r aft] h\r idly wat*+ ! pass]s-by1 smok+ endless cig>ettes & dr9k+ be]4 ,t night ,i prep>$ myself = a recurr5ce ( ! abnormal ph5om5on ,i _h witness$1 & ga!r$ up all my c\rage1 & decid$ to attack x ) ! ,sacr$ comm&4 ,= a long "t ,i lay awake1 b no?+ happ5$1 & f9ally ,i fell asleep4 ,i awoke to p&emonium4 ,my room 0 9 a hub-bub ( high-pit*$ noise4 ,screams ( glee & frolic1 %\ts ( ?9 laught]1 & patt]+ feet ) little ?uds int]sp]s$4 ,! s\nds 7 all pit*$ 9 an unkn[n key4 ,!y c be/ be describ$ z ord9>y s\nds int5sely r>efi$1 & pit*$ 9 s high a treble t !y _h run out ( ! scale altoge!r4 ,x 0 a mu* d>k] night1 & v hot4 ,?und] cl\ds hung ov] ! t[n1 & n[ & aga9 !re 0 a gleam ( lightn+ & a mutt] ( di/ant ?und]4 ,i peep$ ov] ! edge ( ! b$1 b c\ld see no?+4 ,! noises cont9u$ ) unabat$ m]rim5t4 ,a hundr$ creatures ( sorts app>5tly 7 play+ r\nd me4 ,summon+ all my c\rage ,i sat up & swit*$ on ! light4 ,:at ,i saw mu/ read l pure nons5se to ! majority1 b nev]!less ,i mean to record facts z !y happ5$ to me4 ,ab\t a doz5 small =ms1 half-man1 half-animal1 7 play+ leap-frog r\nd ! room4 ,!y 7 ab\t ?ree feet 9 height1 "s slightly small]1 & ?\gh _! bodies1 legs & feet 7 human1 _! heads resembl$ apes4 ,i =got all ab\t be+ afraid1 !y 7 s amaz+ly grotesque1 & !y 7 s ?or\ghly happy4 ,"o w\ld g d[n on all f\rs1 & ! creatures imm$iately beh9d him w\ld leap 8 back1 & s on d[n ! *a91 & all ! :ile !y kept up t %rill1 high-pit*$ note ( int5se enjoym5t4 ,i h come to ! conclusion t x 0 ! light t f9ally put an end to _! revels4 ,!y took no he$ ( me1 b gradually _! en]gies flagg$1 !y fad$ & became blurr$ 9 outl9e2 "o by "o !y simply w5t out l sp>ks until n "o 0 left4 ,?\gh ,i occupi$ t room = a mon? ,i 0 nev] di/urb$ aga94 ,p]fect quiet reign$ = ! re/ ( my /ay4 ,at ! end ( five days a police (ficial came to call ^u me1 & in=m$ me t my id5tity _h be5 p]fectly e/abli%$ by ! ,briti% ,embassy at ,vi5na1 & t my escort 0 n[ )drawn4 ,he also begg$ to return my typewrit]1 r5d]$ utt]ly useless ,i discov]$1 to my great dismay1 & ! dispat* box arriv$ intact ! next morn+4 ,i h no explanation to (f] ( ! ph5om5a ,i h describ$4 ,!y belong to ! _m unsolv$ my/]ies t con/antly surr\nd u4 ,x w be said t my m9d 0 9 an excit$ & abnormal condition ow+ to my adv5tures 9 ! ,cu/oms ,h\se1 & t ,i probably imag9$ ! sc5e in/ead ( really see+ ! creatures ,i h describ$4 ,i agree t probably my m5tal faculties1 = ! "t be+1 7 possibly abnormal1 b ,i hold t :5 ! consci\sness is 9 an abnormal condition x is naturally mu* easi] to see ! abnormal4 ,at ord9>y times ! veil ( ! fle% seems d5s]1 & ! consci\sness mu* less acute4 ,! "q seems to me to hang m on ! qu]y--d su* creatures actually exi/1 ?an on ! argum5t did ,i1 or did ,i n see !m8 ,!re are creatures liv+ 9 ! physical _w q z horrible to look ^u z ! a/ral entities ,i saw4 ,! octopus & "s apes1 = in/ance4 ,innum]able p ( unimpea*able v]acity h te/ifi$ to see+ grotesque & hide\s creatures1 :i* c only be plac$ 9 ! category ( a/ral d5iz5s1 & 9 t category ,i place ! ph5om5a ,i c]ta9ly witness$ on two successive nights4 ,! foll[+ /ory has be5 giv5 to me by a b>ri/] :o k9dly all[s me to give 8 "n3 ,e4 ,f4 ,,williams1 ,b4,a4 ,tr9ity ,college1 ,cambridge4 ,x is cle> t ,ne$le ,jim 0 murd]$ by ! proprietor1 ,corbett ( ! ,tally ,ho1 & t 8 wrai? haunt$ ! spot4 ,horses appe> to be z s5sitive z dogs are to app>itions1 & !re are sev]al in/ances on record :]e horses h be5 ! means ( br++ murd] to light4 ,x is a difficult matt]1 inde$1 to be ask$ to write a gho/ /ory if y d n believe 9 gho/s2 h[ev]1 ,i w endeavor to relate ! ne>e/ approa* to "o :i* has come )9 my k4 ,! w9t] ( ! ye> #ahdi 0 an exceptionally sev]e "o1 v heavy falls ( sn[ & deep drifts 9 _m places1 especially 9 ! neighborhood ( ,worce/]1 ne> :i* ! sc5e ( my /ory lies4 ,x 01 9 ^? days1 ! cu/om ( packm5 z !y 7 call$1 to travel ar\nd ! c\ntry ) v>i\s assortm5ts ( goods--call+ at ! v>i\s f>mh\ses & cottages (f]+ _! w>es = sale2 "s w\ld h cutl]y1 "s laces & ribbons1 b ! packman ) :om we are conc]n$ c>ri$ p9s1 ne$les1 & su* l1 hail+ f ,r$dit*1 :]e !y are manufactur$4 ,he us$ to g 8 r\nd f\r times a ye>1 & 0 kn[n by ! "n ( ,ne$le ,jim4 ,ab\t ! beg9n+ ( ,janu>y1 9 spite ( ! sn[1 ,jim left ,worce/] = ,upp] ,onsl[1 ,clayton & ,broadway1 ) a view ( go+ to ,cleobury ,mortim]1 ,wyn ,=e/1 & back to ,r$dit*4 ,app>5tly he 0 se5 at ,onsl[ & ,clayton1 b aft] t1 !re 0 no fur!r trace ( him4 ,n[ at ! village ( ,broadway1 !re is a little cid] h\se call$ ! ,tally ,ho1 & a few cottages4 ,! road is n>r[1 ) ?ree v %>p corn]s1 protect$ only f a v /eep d+le by an ill-kept1 l[1 out-(-repair h$ge--v dang]\s on a d>k night4 ,! old proprietor ( ! inn1 nam$ ,corbett1 liv$ !re ) 8 old wife1 & 0 9 ! poore/ ( circum/ances1 ! cu/om]s at ! inn n be+ v num]\s4 ,no?+ m 0 he>d ( ,ne$le ,jim4 ,n[ opposite ! ,tally ,ho1 on ! f> bank ( ! d+le1 0 a piece ( gr\nd fac+ ! s\?1 & old ,corbett ?\ght x w\ld make an excell5t *]ry or*>d4 ,s ! hi!rto impecuni\s ,corbett b\ght a portion1 & :5 he _h b\ght x he f5c$ x r\nd1 & f ! opposite side x look$ exactly ! %ape ( a c(f91 & ! c(f9 piece x is call$ to ?is day4 ,at ! "t ( :i* ,i am writ+1 if 0 p]missible aft] a man _h be5 hung1 = 8 relatives to take ! body away home = burial4 ,"o day1 two m5 arriv$ at ! ,tally ,ho1 ) su* a body fa/5$ across ! back ( a horse2 ty+ up ! horse !y w5t into ! inn = "s refre%m5t1 %ortly to be call$ out by a woman :o said ! horse1 burd5 & all1 _h jump$ ov] ! h$ge into ! d+le & 0 ly+ at ! bottom4 ,!y hurri$ d[n & !re f\nd ! horse ) 8 neck brok5 & 8 gha/ly burd5 "u him4 ,x 0 a curi\s fact t aft] ! disappe>ance ( ,ne$le ,jim1 horses approa*+ ?is corn] broke into heavy sweats & %[$ great signs ( fe>1 & a numb] ( p pref]r$ to travel by ! long] r\te1 via ! ,hundr$ ,horse4 ,"s ye>s ago "s alt]ations 7 be+ made to ! front ( an old hotel 9 a little c\ntry t[n ab\t five miles f ! sc5es depict$ above1 & on rais+ ! l>ge flag/one ( ! bottom /ep1 !re 0 discov]$ ! skeleton ( a man ) 8 skull sma%$4 ,! old folks decl>$ x mu/ be ! body ( ! miss+ packman2 anyh[1 aft] ! discov]y1 ! _s or gho/ seems to h dep>t$ f ! prec9cts ( ! ,tally ,ho4 ,n[ ,i am n a believ] 9 gho/s or _! allies1 b :5 ,i 0 a small boy ,i w5t on my pony accompani$ by two s]vants1 :o 7 tak+ a p>cel to a h\se next door to ! ,tally ,ho1 & :il/ !y 7 inside ! h\se1 all at once ! pony snort$ & />t$ full gallop = home z h>d z he c\ld g2 we p>t$ company go+ d[n a /eep hill1 & ,i h (t5 ?\ght x 0 a good ?+ = me we did1 = if he _h bolt$ into 8 /able 7:i* he did d7 ,i %\ld probably h _h my head sma%$1 z ! doorway 0 v l[4 ,/ill1 ,i d n believe 9 gho/s1 ,i ?9k x is m conv5i5t n to6 ,,*apt] ,,xvii ,,across ,,! ,,?re%old ,once ^u a "t ,i _h an int]e/+ exp]i5ce %[+ h[ (t5 "o may be 9 ! pres5ce ( ! disembodi$ )\t be+ 9 ! lea/ aw>e ( ! fact4 ,x 0 a bright1 cold day 9 ,octob]1 ) a bit+ w9d & brilliant sun%9e4 ,ab\t midday ,i 0 walk+ up a long av5ue lead+ to a great h\se4 ,on ei!r side ( me1 = a mile or s1 lay flat1 op5 grass c\ntry1 pa/urages full ( graz+ cattle4 ,! trees bord]+ ! av5ue /ood at ab\t ?irty feet ap>t2 !y 7 gigantic bee*es ( consid]able age4 ,_! silv]y trunks ( wide gir? 7 smoo? & /raight1 & 9 no way imp$$ ! view on all sides4 ,! av5ue 0 wide & /raight & bord]$ by grass out ( :i* ! trees sprang4 ,z ,i turn$ 9 at ! lodge gate ,i notic$1 )\t any p>ticul> int]e/1 a woman walk+ 9 front ( me1 b 9 a v few mom5ts ,i began to pay m att5tion to h] obvi\s peculi>ities4 ,%e 0 ab\t tw5ty-five to ?irty feet ahead ( me1 mov+ 9 ! same direction1 & ! view ,i _h ( h] back began to puzzle me4 ,on t decid$ly *illy morn+ %e wore a :ite musl9 dress1 a mat]ial nev] us$ out ( doors ev5 9 summ] 9 t nor!rn clime4 ,ov] h] %\ld]s float$ some?+ mauve & flimsy1 & on h] head 0 :at look$ l an old-fa%ion$ poke-bonnet4 ,h] back look$ "y1 & yet %e 0 a creature ( a bygone c5tury1 & kn[+ e "o )9 a tw5ty-mile radius ( :]e ,i walk$ ,i speculat$ z to :o %e c\ld possibly be4 ,p]haps :at puzzl$ me mo/ 0 h[ %e _h manag$ to avoid ! att5tion ( ! village *ildr51 :o w\ld at once h be5 alive to ! novelty ( h] :ole appe>ance4 ,i look$ =w>d to he>+ all ab\t h] at ! big h\se1 & z seem$ highly probable1 meet+ h] face to face & obta9+ an introduction to h]4 ,!n x sudd5ly occurr$ to me to ov]take h] & pass h]2 we 7 bo? walk+ v sl[ly4 ,i at once quick5$ my /eps1 b someh[ ,i nev] seem$ to ga9 on h]4 ,ev5 ?is did n r\se 9 me ! fa9te/ suspicion ( be+ 9 ! pres5ce ( a disembodi$ s\l1 x m]ely %>p5$ my curiosity & urg$ me to great] ef=ts4 ,i mov$ f ! road to ! grass :i* ,i calculat$ w\ld dead5 ! s\nd ( my foot/eps1 !n ,i began to run4 ,/ill no success6 ,! lady nev] turn$ h] head to "r or left1 b 0 cle>ly aw>e ( my pursuit1 = app>5tly )\t ! lea/ ef=t %e kept h] di/ance f me4 ,at ! mom5t :5 ,i 0 feel+ r baffl$ & v mu* puzzl$ ,i caught sight ( my fri5d1 ,n41 9 ! di/ance com+ to meet me4 ,ah6 ,i ?\ght1 z ,i at once sl[$ d[n to draw brea?1 %e w h to pass h] & %e'll tell me :at h] face is l4 ,i kept eyes & att5tion closely fix$ on ! two figures z !y drew ne>] & ne>] to "o ano!r4 ,n[ ! /rang] appe>$ to be exactly at an equal di/ance betwe5 u1 :51 lo6 %e simply vani%$ z utt]ly & entirely z ! electric light "o swit*es (f 9 a room4 ,"o second !re %e 01 p]fectly & cle>ly visible1 ! next second1 !re %e 0 n4 ,i look$ fooli%ly ar\nd1 ?\gh ,i knew t nei!r to "r or left 0 !re any hid+-place1 moreov] my eyes _h be5 fully ^u h] :5 %e vani%$1 flick$ out-- ,h[ well ,i rememb] ,n4 runn+ up to me & )\t any greet+1 we bo? simultane\sly bur/ out-- ,did y see h]8 ,n4 told me t ! inside ( ! poke-bonnet 0 empty4 ,! lady _h no face4 ,( c\rse we gaz$ ar\nd & se>*$ beh9d ! boles ( ! trees1 b we 7 bo? aw>e h[ fooli% any su* proce$+ 01 = we _h bo? be5 />+ h>d at h] :5 %e disappe>$4 ,!re 0 a bygone trag$y connect$ ) t "p ( ! av5ue1 b on discuss+ ! matt] ) ! own] ( ! great h\se we all _h to come reluctantly to ! conclusion t ! woman we _h se5 _h no connection ) t /ory4 ,a =m] ,lady ,dalrymple _h be5 murd]$ by "o ( h] s]vants 9 ! av5ue ab\t a hundr$ ye>s previ\sly1 b ! portraits ( ! deceas$ & ! lady we _h se5 bore n ! smalle/ resemblance4 ,x 0 said t ,lady ,dalrymple walk$--a tall1 massive figure clad 9 a d>k1 heavy cloak spr9kl$ ) sn[4 ,%e _h be5 done to dea? "o ,janu>y night 9 a sn[/orm :i* _h hidd5 h] rema9s = sev]al days4 ,! app>ition we _h se5 0 t ( a v sl5d] girl or "y woman4 ,! int]e/+ fact t ,i wi% to emphasize is t _h ?is "y drama 9 musl9 turn$ aside1 slipp$ ?r\gh ! light f5ce1 & /ruck (f across ! fields x w\ld nev] h occurr$ to ei!r ,n4 or me t %e 0 n physical4 ,we w\ld h speculat$ z to :o %e 01 b out ( common civility we w\ld n h foll[$ h]4 ,we w\ld h made casual inquiries z to :o %e 01 simply out ( curiosity ar\s$ by h] peculi> attire1 & !n ! trifl+ incid5t w\ld h be5 =gott54 ,t sudd5 vani%+ has root$ ! exp]i5ce firmly 9 my m9d1 & ,i h long s9ce become conv9c$ t ! little /ory ,i h j told is an extremely common "o4 ,i believe su* disembodi$ spirits are con/antly ) u1 & t _m ( u see !m1 pass !m 9 ! /reets1 /& beside !m 9 cr[ds1 & accept !m p]fectly naturally z physical entities 9 no way diff]5t f :at we are ourselves4 ,_m p believe t our faculties h a limit beyond :i* we _c g1 b ?is is c]ta9ly n s1 z x is n[ prov$ t "s p h ! ,x-ray sight by nature & c see f> m ?an o!rs4 ,?is faculty has no?+ to d ) ke5ness ( sight1 x is a "q ( sight :i* is able to respond to diff]5t s]ies ( vibrations4 ,und\bt$ly !re are _m entities ab\t u :o d n reflect rays ( light t we c see1 yet :o may reflect ^? o!r rays ( rates ( vibration :i* c be photograph$4 ,x is extremely difficult = ! av]age p]son to grasp ! reality ( t :i* we _c see ) our physical eyes1 & to realize h[ v p>tial our sight is1 yet sci5ce cont9ually demon/rates to u worlds ( teem+ life ( ^: v exi/5ce we %\ld be ignorant s f> z our s5ses are conc]n$4 ,:at ought cle>ly to be grasp$ is ! fact t we are n sep>at$ f ! s-call$ dead1 save by ! limitation ( our consci5ces4 ,we h n lo/ ^? gone be=e1 we h only lo/ ! p[] to see !m1 & v occasionally t p[] is re/or$ to u1 by :at means we "k n4 ,all visible ?+s are ! result ( invisible causes1 & d\btless ^? d5iz5s ( ! subtl] worlds come among/ u ) a di/9ct purpose 9 view4 ,sometimes t purpose c be trac$ to remorse1 rev5ge1 a que/1 a /rong attraction to ! sc5e ( a crime1 b 9 _m o!r cases no object c be disc]n$4 ,! condition ( ! obs]v] is con/antly f\nd to be absolutely normal4 ,! m5tal conditions ( bo? myself & ,n4 71 z f> z we c\ld tell1 q normal4 ,our m5tal activity 0 no great]1 no m vivid or m accurate ?an usual1 yet we bo? saw an object t 0 beyond normal s5se & rational vision4 ,! fact t s (t5 !re is no connect+ l9k betwe5 ! app>ition & 8 or h] surr\nd+s induces me to believe t we are ev]y:]e surr\nd$ by ! d5iz5s ( ! o!r _w1 & on r>e occasions we cat* a glimpse ( !m4 ,"h is ano!r utt]ly trivial /ory :i* emphasizes ! above sugge/ion4 ,i 0 lun*+ ) my husb& 9 a h\se built )9 ! la/ fifty ye>s4 ,! only =m] occupants 7 kn[n to u4 ,we 7 discuss+ a lett] ,i _h t morn+ receiv$ & ,i said3 ,i'll g & fet* x = y to read4 ,i rose & left ! d9+-room1 & pu%$ op5 ! half-clos$ door ( ! adjo9+ draw+-room4 ,:at 0 my a/oni%m5t to behold /&+ 9 ! middle ( ! floor a tall1 d>k man1 a total /rang]4 ,he /ood exactly betwe5 ! door & a l>ge b[ w9d[1 ?r\gh :i* p\r$ a flood ( sun%9e1 & ,i paus$ involunt>ily & />$ at him4 ,n t !re 0 any?+ ! lea/ peculi> ab\t him1 &1 inde$1 8 air ( great respectability in/antly bani%$ ! fla%+ ?\ght ( ,burgl>4 ,! /rang] return$ my />e ) p]fect composure1 & 9 a second or two dur+ :i* we reg>d$ ea* o!r ,i _h "t to obs]ve 8 appe>ance4 ,he 0 well dress$1 all 9 black1 ) a mod]n1 black broadclo? frockcoat button$ close4 ,he 0 v tall & /rongly built1 8 face 0 sall[ & heavy featur$1 & he wore a %ort1 black be>d4 ,i b[$ & address$ him3 ,i'm sorry6 ,i didn't "k any "o 0 wait+4 ,d y wi% to see me or my husb&8 ,i said politely4 ,! man made no reply1 b at once began to glide1 n walk1 t[>ds a clos$ glass door lead+ to a cons]vatory on ! left4 ,8 eyes nev] left m9e4 ,)\t op5+ ! door he pass$ ?r\gh x & vani%$4 ,!n ,i realiz$ & d>t$ aft] him1 ?r[+ op5 ! door & />+ beyond4 ,no?+6 ,no?+ physical c\ld h pass$ ?r\gh a glass door )\t %att]+ x1 & t is all !re is to ?is /ory4 ,! man _h no connection ) u nor1 s f> z we c\ld le>n1 ) ! =m] occupants ( ! h\se4 ,a v old fri5d ( m9e1 ,mrs4 ,s9clair1 wife ( ! late ,sir ,tollema*e ,s9clair's second son1 told me ( an exp]i5ce %e & h] "m once _h :5 visit+ a c\s91 ,major ,fe!r/on ,dilke1 ( ,max/oke ,ca/le1 ,w>wick%ire4 ,! ,ca/le is anci5t & surr\nd$ by a moat1 & )9 ! moat lies a t5nis c\rt4 ,9 ord] to rea* _! rooms on ! gr\nd floor1 ,mrs4 ,s9clair & h] "m _h to pass ?r\gh a great /one hall fill$ ) f9e old oak & armor4 ,beyond t _! way lay ?r\gh ! rema9s ( an old *apel1 :i* once _h be5 ext5sively damag$ by fire4 ,"o ev5+ aft] play+ t5nis till r late1 ,mrs4 ,s9clair & h] "m ha/5$ indoors to *ange = d9n]4 ,z !y pass$ ?r\gh ! *apel ,mrs4 ,s9clair saw h] "m sudd5ly %r9k back aga9/ ! wall2 at ! same "t %e exclaim$1 ,oh1 ,may1 /& aside & let t p]son pass4 ,mrs4 ,s9clair look$ r\nd1 b c\ld see no "o4 ,aga9 h] "m cri$ out insi/5tly3 ,oh1 d let h] pass4 ,b no "o is "h1 ,mrs4 ,s9clair assur$ h]4 ,!n see+ t h] "m look$ t]rifi$ %e took h] by ! arm & hurri$ h] to _! rooms4 ,:5 ! door 0 %ut ,mrs4 ,s9clair tri$ to soo! h] "m's agitation1 & ask$ h] :at %e _h se51 & :y %e 0 s di/urb$4 ,h] "m repli$3 ,!re 0 a "y woman 9 ! corn] :o 0 try+ h>d to escape obs]vation1 & ! sight ( h] gave me ! mo/ uncom=table feel+4 ,%e 0 n a maids]vant1 & wore no cap4 ,%e 0 dress$ 9 a mauve pr9t g[n ) a violet sprig ^u x4 ,%e might h be5 a ne$le-woman4 ,mrs4 ,s9clair calm$ h] "m z well z %e c\ld1 & !y w5t d[n to d9n] toge!r4 ,dur+ ! meal :at 0 h] horror to he> h] "m say to _! ho/1 ,oh1 ,william1 ,i feel sure !re are gho/s 9 ! ,ca/le4 ,i've se5 "o to-night4 ,!re 0 a mo/ uncom=table sil5ce aft] ?is1 & ,major ,fe!r/on ,dilke look$ t]ribly agitat$4 ,aft] d9n]1 :5 ! ladies 7 alone 9 ! draw+-room1 ,mrs4 ,dilke ask$ ,mrs4 ,s9clair :at !y _h se51 & on be+ told %e expla9$ t be=e a dea? 9 ! family a c]ta9 h\sekeep]1 :o _h be5 murd]$1 always haunt$ ! *apel1 & 9 consequ5ce ( ?is w>n+ always com+ true h] husb& 0 exce$+ly n]v\s ( ?is app>ition4 ,no?+ m 0 said ^u ! subject dur+ ,mrs4 ,s9clair's /ay1 b be=e ! end ( ! ye> ,major ,fe!r/on ,dilke lay dead4 ,su* w>n+s are v common1 & v h>d to und]/&4 ,!y sugge/ t ! app>ition kn[s ( ! approa*+ dea? ( a c]ta9 p]son1 & t x has ! p[] to make itself visible to c]ta9 p]sons1 at c]ta9 times4 ,:y ?is w>n+ %\ld be giv5 is a baffl+ my/]y4 ,aga91 :y did n ,mrs4 ,s9clair see ?is gho/ :5 h] "m s pla9ly saw x8 ,! fact is t all sorts ( mo/ unlikely p]sons see app>itions1 ev5 ! ranke/ unbeliev] & ! mo/ matt]-(-fact individual1 & !y g5]ally see !m at mo/ unexpect$ mom5ts4 ,i rememb] "o day walk+ along a c\ntry road1 & see+ a dog-c>t 9 ! di/ance com+ t[>ds me4 ,z x drew ne>] ,i saw t x conta9$ 7! late7 ,"l ,wemyss1 & on recogniz+ me he drew up & jump$ d[n4 ,i've got a confession to make to y1 he said4 ,i w\ldn't tell any "o else = ! _w4 ,i'd h ! life *aff$ out ( me4 ,i've actually se5 a gho/4 ,i'm n 9 ! lea/ surpris$4 ,:y %\ldn't y see a gho/8 ,i retort$4 ,well6 ,i nev] believ$ 9 !m1 & ,i didn't ?9k ,i 0 ! sort ( man :o'd ev] see "o4 ,n[1 if x _h be5 ,ar?ur ,balf\r !re w\ld h be5 no?+ 9 x4 ,he's a memb] ( ! ,psy*ical ,society1 & all t sort ( ?+4 ,b be+ a memb] ( ! ,psy*ical ,society does n pr$ispose "o to see gho/s1 ,i expo/ulat$1 b ,"l ,wemyss rema9$ v puzzl$4 ,he told me t :5 ab\t half a mile f 8 own front door at ,gos=d1 ,ea/ ,lo?ian1 he saw a man walk+ 9 front ( him 9 ! same direction1 go+ t[>ds ! h\se4 ,9 a vague sort ( way he wond]$ = a mom5t :]e ?is man _h sudd5ly sprung f1 z he _h n notic$ him be=e1 b !re 0 no?+ unusual 9 8 appe>ance to ar\se curiosity4 ,he 0 a /rang] & look$ l a =eman 9 8 ,sunday clo!s4 ,"l ,wemyss walk$ on1 always keep+ ab\t t5 y>ds betwe5 himself & ! /rang]4 ,at a c]ta9 po9t he fully expect$ he w\ld /rike (f by a pa? lead+ to ! s]vants' & tradesm5's entrance1 b r to 8 surprise1 ! man did no su* ?+4 ,he pursu$ an undeviat+ c\rse t[>ds ! ma9 entrance1 & on obs]v+ ?is ,"l ,wemyss became m int]e/$1 & look$ at him m closely4 ,/ill !re 0 some?+ rem>kable to be obs]v$1 & conclud+ t ! man1 be+ a /rang]1 did n "k ( any o!r entrance1 he quick5$ 8 /eps 9 ord] to come up ) him4 ,9 ?is he fail$--! man kept 8 di/ance1 & j z he rea*$ ! door he vani%$ f sight4 ,i tri$ h>d to p]suade ,"l ,wemyss to tell ?is /ory to ,mr4 ,balf\r1 :o 0 s intimate a fri5d1 b ,i believe he nev] did s4 ,! int]e/ lies 9 ! long "t1 dur+ a half-mile walk1 9 :i* ! gho/ 0 "u obs]vation1 also 9 ! fact t until ! man disappe>$ on ! door/ep ,"l ,wemyss _h nev] suspect$ t ! /rang] 0 o!r ?an ord9>y fle% & blood4 ,s _m p h confid$ _! gho/ /ories to me1 & swore me to secrecy1 t ,i am conv9c$ su* exp]i5ces are v common1 & only rema9 hidd5 ei!r f fe> ( be+ laugh$ at or f be+ ?\ght to suff] f halluc9ations4 ,,*apt] ,,xviii ,,haunt$ ,,rooms ,h[ is x t "o c feel a room is haunt$8 ,:at is x t gives "o ! /rong impression t !re is some?+ unpleasant ab\t a c]ta9 room1 a some?+ t sets x ap>t1 z a place to be avoid$8 ,! m9d op]ates ) ! s5ses4 ,x receives impressions ?r\gh ! air z s\nd1 or ?r\gh ! e!r z sight1 & s =?4 ,?r\gh ! v>i\s s5ses we cat* ! vibrations ( consci\sness belong+ to our environm5t1 ne> or f>4 ,psy*ically develop$ p]sons possess an increase ( s5sibility :i* enables !m to see1 he>1 & feel m acutely ?an mo/ p4 ,:]ev] "s great m5tal di/urbance has tak5 place1 :]ev] ov]:elm+ sorr[1 hatr$1 pa91 t]ror1 or any k9d ( viol5t passion has be5 felt1 an impression ( a v m>k$ "* has be5 impr9t$ on ! a/ral light4 ,s /rong is ?is impression t (t5 p]sons possess+ b ! fir/ glimm] ( ! psy*ic faculty are deeply impress$ by x4 ,b a slight tempor>y increase ( s5sibility w\ld enable !m to visualize ! :ole sc5e4 ,t su* impressions %\ld be impr9t$ on ! a/ral light is no m wond]ful ?an ord9>y photography1 or ! impression ( ! human voice ^u ! cyl9d]s ( a gramophone4 ,to me1 a haunt$ room is always full ( %ad[s4 ,t is h[ ,i see x4 ,t is "o ( sev]al ways by :i* ,i di/+ui% x f o!r rooms4 ,o!r p d n always see ^! %ad[s1 & ! room may actually be flood$ ) sun%9e :5 ,i ent] x = ! fir/ "t4 ,?is makes no diff]5ce to :at ,i see4 ,! %ad[s are !re1 despite ! sun%9e4 ,!re are long-drawn-out %ad[s1 :i* seem to take _! rise 9 ! corn]s ( ! room1 & creep across ! floor4 ,!y are n motionless1 b 9 con/ant vibration & re-=mation1 l smoke drifts4 ,su* %ad[s are n ( a uni=m gray1 b t+$ by dull colors1 d>k r$1 sulphur yell[1 muddy br[n4 ,9 a haunt$ room !re is always a %ad[ above "o's head4 ,a hov]+ cl\d betwe5 ! ceil+ & midway to ! floor4 ,!n !re are ! s5sations ,i feel :5 ent]+ a haunt$ room4 ,little %iv]s run ?r\gh me1 & :at ,i take to be n]v\s excitation sets all my sp9e jangl+1 & ! t9y n]ve ?reads quiv]+4 ,! s5sation ( icy cold wat] trickl+ d[n my back is mo/ unpleasant4 ,at times a pr(\nd melan*oly falls ^u me1 (t5 bl5d$ ) a poignant compassion = "s "o1 ,i "k n :om4 ,at o!r times a s5sation ( viol5t repulsion invades my be+1 :i* has actually1 9 "s cases1 produc$ physical sickness4 ,aga91 !re is ! helpless feel+1 & t is ! h>de/ to be> ( all su* psy*ic di/urbances4 ,! feel+ t some?+ is ab\t to occur 9 t room :i* ,i w be p[]less to w>d (f4 ,:at c "o d :5 pay+ a visit if "o is u%]$ into a b$room by "o's ho/ess :i* "o in/antly kn[s to be unheal?ful8 ,i _c f9d a bett] ^w to describe _m a haunt$ room4 ,?is exp]i5ce has sev]al times happ5$ to me1 & unless ,i "k my ho/ess v well1 ,i am oblig$ to sleep 9 ?is unheal?ful atmosph]e4 ,on "o occasion ,i 0 invit$ to d9e & sleep ) "s old fri5ds1 :o _h tak5 on lease an old ca/le 9 ! neighborhood ( ,/4 ,&rews1 :]e ,i happ5$ to be /ay+4 ,!y _h only be5 9 resid5ce = a mon? or two1 an old bro!r & an old si/]1 :om ,i _h kn[n all my life4 ,9 spite ( ?is long fri5d%ip !y 7 n ! sort ( p to :om ,i c\ld h said1 ,w\ld y m9d giv+ me ano!r room8 ,! "o y h select$ = me is haunt$1 & if ,i rema9 9 x ,i w h no sleep4 ,i %all n ev5 d>e to try to sleep1 b %all h to keep awake all night to w>d (f ! evil4 ,!y w\ld h be5 bo? %ock$ & indignant at su* a sugge/ion1 & probably h conclud$ t ,i _h gone />k />+ mad4 ,i _h accept$ a seat 9 a c>riage belong+ to "s fri5ds 9 ,/4 ,&rews1 :o 7 also go+ to ! ca/le to d9e1 b :o 7 return+ to sleep 9 _! own homes 9 ! t[n4 ,x 0 twilight :5 we drove up ! long av5ue1 & caught a fir/ glimpse ( ! ext]ior4 ,a typical old ,scot* ca/le1 v l>ge1 ) high-peak$ ro(s & pepp]-box turrets1 & all built ( gray /one4 ,ab\t an h\r be=e d9n] ,i 0 conduct$ to my room4 ,my ev5+ dress 0 already spread ^u ! b$1 & ! h\semaid 0 arrang+ my toilet articles on ! dress+-table4 ,i ?9k y w be com=table "h1 my de>1 said my k9d ho/ess1 & ,i ?ank$ h] ) a s9k+ he>t z %e w5t away4 ,z ! h\semaid prep>$ to foll[ h] ,i said1 ,am ,i ! only p]son sleep+ on ?is floor8 ,%e answ]$1 ,y are ! only "o 9 ?is w+1 miss4 ,x is a v l>ge h\se1 ,i suppose8 ,tw5ty-six b$rooms1 answ]$ ! h\semaid1 b we've %ut up mo/ ( !m4 ,?is "o has su* a good view t ,miss ,"y ?\ght x ought to be us$4 ,) t %e w5t away1 & ,i look$ r\nd4 ,six light$ c&les & a big wood fire seem$ only to acc5tuate ! pr(\nd gloom & depression ( ! l>ge1 irregul> room4 ,! v fir/ ?+ ,i did 0 to ?r[ a t[el ov] ! face ( ! mirror on ! dress+-table4 ,!n ,i inve/igat$ e nook & corn]4 ,!re 0 a p[d]+ closet =m$ 9 a pepp]-box turret4 ,! c>pet ( ! room /opp$ %ort at its door1 & inside ! bo>ds look$ loose & unev54 ,i fet*$ a c&le & soon discov]$ t ! floorbo>ds lift$ up q easily1 & b5ea? !m 0 a black yawn+ hole1 an oubliette1 ?r\gh :i* wret*$ prison]s 7 ca/ 9 days n s long ago4 ,i replac$ ! bo>ds1 tell+ myself t 9 ! morn+ ,i w\ld h a look at ! outside ( ?is black %aft4 ,x probably end$1 z mo/ ( su* places did end 9 ! old ,scot* ca/les1 9 a big dungeon und]gr\nd4 ,inside my big room !re 7 slop+ ceil+s1 & great beams1 & an enorm\s fireplace _h be5 brick$ up to suit m mod]n requirem5ts4 ,!re 7 two doors1 ! "o ,i _h ent]$ by & ano!r :i* 0 lock$ & keyless4 ,! w9d[1 ) ! view1 0 hidd5 by heavy r$ curta9s1 & ! atmosph]e 0 mu/y & dank1 l t ( a vault4 ,z ,i />$ ar\nd me ,i c\ld n help ?9k+ :at an un=tunate ?+ x is to be born )\t any imag9ation4 ,any "o possess$ ( a sp>k ( t quality w\ld h hesitat$ be=e putt+ a "y gue/ into s gloomy a *amb]1 ! only room occupi$ 9 t w+4 ,no sleep possible "h1 ,i told myself grimly1 z ,i began to dress4 ,!n ,i set myself to feel aft] :at 0 really wrong ) ! room4 ,suppos+ ,i did fall asleep1 :at w\ld happ58 ,w\ld "s "o come & try to /rangle me 9 ! night8 ,t _h actually happ5$ to _m p4 ,w\ld ,i sudd5ly awake to ! fact t "s "o unse5 0 pull+ (f ! b$clo!s8 ,t 0 also a trick common to gho/ly visitants4 ,gradually ,i ga!r$ impressions1 v unpleasant ones4 ,i became positively c]ta9 t ,i 0 be+ wat*$ int5tly4 ,"s "o1 pres5t 9 ! room1 ?\gh unse5 by me1 0 wat*+ my e movem5t4 ,t "s "o viol5tly res5t$ my occupation ( ! room1 0 int5sely ho/ile1 & meant to make ?+s na/y = me lat] on t night4 ,:]ev] ,i mov$ ,i felt t malignant eyes foll[$ me1 & ,i kept glanc+ ov] my %\ld] at e crack ( ! furniture1 & ! scrat*+ ( a m\se 9 ! wa9scot4 ,x 0 9 ! /ret*es ( dead sil5ce t ! pres5ce became mo/ imm95t1 mo/ m5ac+1 & ,i _h a /rong in/9ct to set my back aga9/ ! wall & face "r out into ! room4 ,aga9 ,i 0 confront$ by ! mirror problem4 ,i _h become c]ta9 t x mu/ rema9 cov]$4 ,if ,i look$ into its surface ,i knew ,i w\ld see some?+ horrible4 ,some?+ kept :isp]+ to me1 ,nev] m9d h[ y look1 nev] m9d if y\r bodice is all awry1 or y\r skirt all askew1 or y\r hair all bulg+ out on "o side4 ,don't uncov] ! mirror if y value y\r sanity4 ,:at !re is to be se5 c only become visible 9 ! mirror4 ,don't worry aft] explanations1 or :y ?is %\ld or h[ x c\ld be4 ,d z ,i tell y4 ,keep ! mirror cov]$ & :5 y come up to b$ keep y\r back to ! wall4 ,dress+ 0 a v rapid process t night1 & :5 complet$1 s f> z circum/ances w\ld all[1 ,i f\nd ,i /ill _h tw5ty m9utes to wait until ! d9n] gong w\ld r+4 ,i sat d[n ) my back aga9/ ! wall1 & survey$ ! depress+ ap>tm5t ) a gloomy anticipation4 ,:]e 0 t /eal?y wat*]1 ^: baleful eyes ,i felt 7 fix$ ^u me8 ,i c\ld see no?+4 ,i c\ld only feel acutely t ,i 0 n alone1 & t ,i 0 9 = an awful night4 ,oh6 to get away1 & leave t malignant unse5 wat*] 9 undisput$ possession ( 8 dismal abode6 ,i 0 q c]ta9 ( ! g5d]6 ,!n a *ance ( deliv]ance fla%$ ov] me4 ,i c\ld return aft] d9n] to ,/4 ,&rews ) ! fri5ds :o _h br\ght me4 ,b ,i _h accept$ ! invitation to /ay ! night4 ,:at possible excuse c\ld ,i make = cutt+ %ort my visit8 ,9 ?is case ! tru? 0 no use2 9 fact1 worse ?an useless4 ,n only w\ld my ho/ & ho/ess utt]ly fail to und]/& :at ,i 0 talk+ ab\t1 b !y w\ld be exce$+ly indignant1 & look ^u me z absolutely insane4 ,z falsehood _h to be resort$ to1 ,i surely c\ld inv5t "s plausible excuse t w\ld hurt no "o's feel+s1 b ! only excuse ,i c\ld ?9k ( 0 illness4 ,i mu/ tell my ho/ess t ,i fe>$ ,i 0 9 = an illness ( "s sort1 & ! wise/ ?+ to d 0 to drive back to ,/4 ,&rews & be laid up 9 my own b$4 ,! mo/ hospitable p]son w\ld r n h a sick gue/ "u h] ro(4 ,! excuse ,i propos$ to make seem$ to me to be ! "o mo/ likely to be accept$ )\t mu* fuss4 ,i did n det]m9e ^u ?is plan )\t a c]ta9 am\nt ( wav]+4 ,aft] all1 ,i told myself1 x is only = "o night1 & :at c ?is entity d b give y a v creepy & di/urb$ night4 ,y w h to sit up aga9/ ! wall1 & def5d y\rself by ! p[] ( ! ,cross1 bidd+ x begone1 9 ! ,"n ( ! ,fa!r1 ! ,son1 & ! ,holy ,gho/4 ,?is y may h to d _m times1 b ! night won't la/ =ev]1 & y _h be/ try to make ! be/ ( ?+s1 & n risk (f5d+ old fri5ds4 ,x did seem h>d t ,i d>$ n tell ! tru?4 ,_h ! entity be5 9 ! fle% h[ easy x w\ld h be54 ,:o has n1 at "s "t or ano!r 9 h] life1 f\nd h]self unwitt+ly to be an unwelcome gue/1 & made to feel if y don't g away at once y w regret x8 ,sometimes "o comes across p]sons :o = "s private reason dread be+ ov]look$1 or :o love _! h]mitage s de>ly t !y refuse to be amiable1 to ev5 ! mo/ swiftly pass+ gue/4 ,old p are (t5 l t1 e "o kn[s1 or has kn[n1 ( su* p 9 ! fle%4 ,yet h[ few believe t su* unpleasant traits p]si/ j z /rongly aft] s-call$ dea?1 z be=e4 ,:at %\ld sudd5ly *ange a man's :ole disposition ! mom5t he %uffles (f ?is mortal coil8 ,i felt ,i 0 n[ 9 ! pres5ce ( "o :o dread$ be+ ov]look$1 & :o s\ght to get rid ( me by e device 9 8 p[]4 ,:il/ ?9k+ ?us my m9d 0 irrevocably made up = me4 ,my att5tion 0 sudd5ly drawn t[>ds a s(t /eal?y noise4 ,padd$ foot/eps4 ,some?+ _h come ne>1 & 0 creep+ w>ily r\nd 9 front ( me4 ,i felt ! eyes ^u me4 ,i 0 be+ reg>d$ m closely4 ,:at 0 ab\t to foll[8 ,i leapt to my feet1 & rais+ my arm made ! sign ( ! ,cross4 ,i bid y begone1 9 ! ,"n ( ! ,fa!r1 ! ,son1 & ! ,holy ,gho/4 ,!re 0 a mom5t's pause ( utt] sil5ce4 ,! atmosph]e /ruck sudd5ly *ill z ice4 ,a curi\s s5sation ( empt9ess crept ov] ! room4 ,i 0 alone1 b = h[ long w\ld ,i rema9 alone8 ,i hurri$ d[n/airs & tri$ to play my "p1 & dur+ ! c\rse ( ! ev5+ ,i told my falsehoods z naturally z ,i c\ld4 ,at half-pa/ t5 ,i drove (f to ,/4 ,&rews ) a light he>t1 & an utt] indiff]5ce to ! consequ5ces4 ,i believe t my falsehoods did n1 h[ev]1 g d[n1 = ,i nev] 0 ask$ aga9 to t h\se4 ,p]haps x 0 z well1 = ,i c]ta9ly nev] w\ld h set foot 9 x aga91 & ,i _h sacrific$ ! tru? q suffici5tly ^u ?is "o occasion4 ,i _h no difficulty 9 f9d+ out :at sort ( reputation ! ca/le bore4 ,e "o agre$ t x 0 haunt$4 ,i ask$ "o eld]ly woman :o _h liv$ all h] life 9 ,/4 ,&rews1 & :o knew ! :ole c\ntry intimately1 :at %e ?\ght ( ,s4 ,ca/le4 ,horrible1 haunt$ old place4 ,i c't ?9k h[ ! ,y\ngs c\ld h tak5 x1 %e repli$4 ,b :at sort ( gho/s haunt x8 ,i ask$4 ,old ,sir ,james & 8 son4 ,!y 7 9 league ) ! ,devil1 & ! son1 ano!r ,james1 us$ to murd] p & ?r[ !m d[n into ! dungeon4 ,he 0 behead$ 9 ! reign ( ,*>les ! ,fir/4 ,h y kn[n any "o :o has ev] se5 any?+8 ,i p]si/$4 ,no1 b my fa!r rememb]$ z a "y man see+ a pile ( human bones be+ remov$ f ! dungeon1 & buri$ 9 ! *ur*y>d4 ,! late p liv$ to be v old1 & always kept ,sir ,james' w+ %ut up4 ,n[ ! place has *ang$ h&s1 & probably ! ,y\ngs w nev] be di/urb$4 ,!y are in/all$ 9 ! mo/ mod]n "p ( ! h\se1 & won't ne$ to use ! haunt$ w+4 ,x mu/ n be suppos$ t all haunt$ h\ses or rooms are unpleasant to live 94 ,p 9 ! fle% are ei!r pleasant or unpleasant1 di/urb+ or tranquil to live )1 & s x is ) _! a/ral c\nt]p>ts4 ,:5 !y elect to haunt ! sc5es ( _! old activities "s gho/s are s in(f5sive t !y c be liv$ ) "u ! mo/ tranquil conditions4 ,"o autumn we took a %oot+ lodge 9 ! f> ,nor? ( ,scotl&1 & ?\gh ,i recogniz$ at once t x 0 frequ5t$ by an entity f ! o!r side1 ,i exp]i5c$ no uneasy feel+s :atev]4 ,we _h n be5 9 resid5ce long] ?an ?ree h\rs be=e ?is gho/ put 9 an appe>ance4 ,we 7 9 a lively confusion ( unpack+ & settl+ d[n4 ,sev]al l>ge trunks _h be5 c>ri$ up/airs1 & set d[n on a wide corridor on to :i* ! b$rooms op5$4 ,i 0 on my knees unpack+ "o ( ^? trunks1 our dog ,pompey 0 seat$ beside me sup]9t5d+ matt]s1 & my maid 0 /&+ at my side wait+ to c>ry v>i\s articles into ! diff]5t rooms4 ,! h\r 0 midday1 & ! e>ly autumn sun%9e flood$ ! h\se4 ,sudd5ly ,pompey gr[l$1 & turn$ t[>ds ! /aircase1 ) all 8 hair bri/l+4 ,i also look$ r\nd & saw a tall1 q ord9>y man m\nt+ ! /aircase4 ,i ?\ght no?+ ( ?is1 suppos+ him to be ! factor :om we expect$1 & ,i rose to my feet at once4 ,he came on along ! corridor /raight t[>ds u1 & look+ directly at u1 b :5 )9 ab\t t5 feet f :]e we /ood he sudd5ly vani%$4 ,i he>d my maid give a %>p exclamation1 & at ! same in/ant ,pompey made a furi\s da% at ! spot1 & gr[l+ angrily began to pursue some?+ invisible to u1 d[n ! /airs4 ,i foll[$ z quickly z ,i c\ld4 ,i fe>$ ,pompey w\ld be lo/ if he ran out into ! de] =e/ surr\nd+ u on all sides4 ,i caught him at ! de] f5ce1 edg+ ! vegetable g>d51 & induc$ him ) "s difficulty to return to ! h\se4 ,my maid & ,i comp>$ notes4 ,:at ,i _h se5 accord$ exactly ) :at %e _h se54 ,%e soon got ov] h] uncom=table exp]i5ce1 & ?\gh ,i nev] saw ?is entity aga91 ,i (t5 felt him ne> me4 ,he 01 h[ev]1 ( s colorless a p]sonality1 t he nev] prov$ 9 ! lea/ di/urb+ to any "o 9 ! h\se4 ,at ! "t ( :i* ,i write ! ,a/ral ,plane 0 n s g5]ally recogniz$ z an actual resid5tial qu>t] z x is n[4 ,9 ^! days a halfway h\se = ! s\l 0 n consid]$ necess>y = ,prote/ants4 ,!y ei!r w5t direct to heav5 or hell1 accord+ to _! mann] ( life on e>?4 ,! ,ca?olics alone _h _! ,purgatory1 to :i* ! dep>t$ s\ls repair$1 !re to sl\gh (f ! passions ( e>? & fit !mselves = high] realms4 ,purgatory & ! ,a/ral ,plane mean ! same ?+ n[ to ! va/ majority ( ?9k]s4 ,a halfway h\se = ! s\l4 ,a condition ( consci\sness int]p5etrat+ ?is e>?1 :i* may actually be visit$ "u c]ta9 conditions by ^? /ill possess+ a physical body1 an abode s contigu\s to ?is _w z to make ! words ( ! ,poet lit]ally true-- ,all h\ses :]e9 m5 h liv$ & di$ are haunt$ h\ses4 ,9 ^! days ,i us$ to get sev]ely *aff$ on ! subject ( ! ,a/ral ,plane4 ,frivol\s "y ?+s w\ld say to me1 ,hello6 be5 on ! ,a/ral ,plane lately8 ,"o day ,i 0 und]go+ a c]ta9 am\nt ( good-natur$ *aff f a numb] ( "y p at ,dunrob9 ,ca/le4 ,i def5d$ my beliefs vigor\sly1 & at la/ ! pres5t ,lady ,londond]ry1 !n ,miss ,*apl91 ! ,duke's niece1 *all5g$ me to pick out ! haunt$ room 9 ! ,ca/le4 ,i _h nev] at t "t be5 9 any "p ( ! build+ save 9 "o b$room1 & ! public rooms4 ,i at once took up ! *all5ge1 & ! ,duke rem>k$ t ,i _h my "w cut out = me1 z sev]al ( ! rooms _h a reputation = be+ haunt$4 ,i repli$ t ,i w\ld und]take to pick out a room :]e life 0 /ill actively c>ri$ on by ^? :o _h suff]$ some?+ t]rible on t spot 9 ! pa/1 & :o 7 n[ d5iz5s ( ! ,a/ral ,plane4 ,a small cr[d ( u !n />t$1 l$ by ,miss ,*apl91 & we w5t f room to room4 ,%e op5$ ! door & rema9$ ) ! o!rs on ! ?re%old4 ,i walk$ into ea* room alone & ga!r$ impressions4 ,9 sev]al ( ! rooms ,i felt ! pres5ce ( a/ral entities1 b no?+ ( a /rong or unpleasant nature4 ,at la/ we came to a room occupi$ by a maid1 sitt+ alone1 sew+1 & ,i felt in/antly t my que/ 0 at an end4 ,!re 0 a %>p atmosph]e ( angui% t 0 q unmi/akable2 "s gha/ly trag$y _h tak5 place )9 ^? f\r walls1 b ,i said no?+ be=e ! sew+ woman4 ,i felt drawn t[>ds ! w9d[1 ! tr\ble 0 c5t]$ !re4 ,if ,i rememb] rightly1 ! room 0 high up1 & ov]look+1 n ! sea1 b a pav$ c\rty>d4 ,i walk$ back to ! o!rs ) my f+] on my lip1 & ,miss ,*apl9 clos$ ! door beh9d me4 ,we ne$ n g any fur!r2 t is ! haunt$ room1 ,i said1 9 a l[ voice t c\ld n rea* ! woman inside4 ,y're "r4 ,y've f\nd x1 0 ! answ]4 ,i he>d ! /ory :5 we w5t d[n/airs1 b ,i c only recollect t x _h to d ) a ,lady ,su!rl&1 :o _h be5 brutally flung out ( ! w9d[4 ,i w n[ relate a curi\s incid5t ( haunt+ by elem5tals1 & x w be se5 t su* haunt+s may q easily appe> to ! ord9>y obs]v] z an abnormal occurr5ce to :i* no clue c be giv54 ,:at is an elem5tal8 ,x is only :5 ! my/ic has advanc$ 9 h] /udies t %e discov]s h[ manifold evolution is1 & h[ small a "p humanity really fills 9 ! economy ( nature4 ,:5 ! microscope is us$ myriads ( g]ms ( life1 unsuspect$ by u1 are reveal$2 ev5 s ! invisible planes connect$ ) ?is e>? conta9 myriads ( =ms ( life1 ( ^: exi/5ce mo/ ( u are unconsci\s4 ,:5 we read ( a good or bad elem5tal x mu/ always be ei!r an artificial entity1 or "o ( ! _m v>ieties ( nature spirits t is meant4 ,i w deal n[ ) a case ( ! artificial v>iety4 ,su* elem5tals are =m$ out ( ! elem5tal ess5ce ly+ beh9d ! m9]al k+dom4 ,x is ! monadic ess5ce1 or mat]ial us$ 9 creation1 or x may be call$ ! outp\r+ ( ,div9e =ce into matt]4 ,?is elem5tal ess5ce is m>vel\sly s5sitive to human ?\ght1 h[ev] fleet+4 ,x responds in/antly to ! vibrations set up consci\sly or unconsci\sly by human w or desire4 ,! influ5ce ( ?\ght c mold a liv+ =ce1 good or evil1 into an exi/5ce1 evanesc5t or la/+4 ,su* %apes possess a c]ta9 appropriat5ess to ! "* ( ! desire :i* calls !m into exi/5ce1 ?\gh !y g5]ally possess di/ortions1 ei!r unpleasant or t]rify+4 ,p]sons :o play )1 or use = "s malign purpose1 ,black ,magic1 g5]ally h a sw>m ( su* semi-intellig5t entities surr\nd+ !m1 & pr(essional ,black ,magicians c call artificial elem5tals ( great p[] into exi/5ce1 & use !m = _! fell designs4 ,z a rule1 h[ev]1 ! enorm\s in*oate mass ( entities1 kn[n z elem5tals1 are be+s ( human ?\ght creation1 creat$ 9 no malici\s _s1 b m (t5 ! result ( curiosity1 & tamp]+ ) a v dang]\s p[]1 z yet little und]/ood4 ,! amateur magician on pass+ ov] to ! o!r side by no means loses 8 ta/e = ! grotesque & abnormal1 & (t5 cont9ues to play pranks on ^? left beh9d1 by means ( ! dang]\s p[]s he has acquir$ :il/ on e>?4 ,i 0 visit+ "s old fri5ds 9 ! ,s\? ( ,engl&4 ,"s ye>s be=e !y _h succe$$ to a f9e inh]itance1 & x 0 ! fir/ "t t ,i _h /ay$ ) !m 9 t h\se4 ,i did n exp]i5ce any uncom=table s5sations 9 ! b$room appo9t$ to me4 ,x 0 e>ly summ]-"t :5 !re is b a %ort spell ( d>kness1 & ,i 0 on su* intimate t]ms ) my ho/ess1 h]self a psy*ic1 t ,i _h only to say ,i dislik$ ! atmosph]e ( my b$room1 to h x *ang$4 ,! =m] mi/ress ( ! h\se _h be5 a v rem>kable woman :om ,i _h kn[n intimately4 ,%e 0 brilliantly clev] & accompli%$1 & *>m+ to talk to1 b un=tunately %e took a vivid int]e/ 9 occultism ( ! wrong sort--9 ,black ,magic4 ,any?+ to d ) spells1 wit*craft1 elem5tals1 incantations1 attract$ h] enorm\sly1 & %e _h a v consid]able k ( ! subject4 ,i h no d\bt %e c\ld h work$ a great deal ( mis*ief _h %e be5 s incl9$1 b luckily h] designs 7 m impi% ?an malign4 ,i (t5 w>n$ h] t !re 0 und\bt$ dang] 9 su* rese>*es1 & t %e 0 c]ta9 to attract ab\t h] elem5tals ( a mo/ undesirable k9d1 b my w>n+s w5t unhe$$1 & to ! "t ( h] dea? h] int]e/ 9 ! d>k subject nev] flagg$4 ,%e _h n di$ 9 ! h\se ,i _h come to /ay 91 b x occurr$ to me z ,i dress$ = d9n] t ,i 0 9 h] old b$room4 ,?is sugge/ion came to me sudd5ly1 & to ! accompanim5t ( a s\nd4 ,a s\nd m felt ?an he>d1 a s\nd kn[n to ! _s r ?an to ! e>2 a tiptoe sil5ce hov]+ on ! br9k ( s\nd's ?re%old4 ,my surr\nd+s gave a v pleasant impression4 ,a glori\s sunset 0 flood+ ! we/4 ,my room 0 full ( gold5 light1 & ! w9d[ 0 flung wide to ! w>m summ] air4 ,!re 0 no?+ to be record$ ei!r gho/ly or uncanny1 yet some?+ 0 pres5t :i* made me uncom=table4 ,/range ?\ghts1 biz>re fancies1 f\nd lodgm5t 9 my m9d1 & ,i /ood rigid1 li/5+ int5tly4 ,! room 0 full ( secrets4 ,!y seem$ sudd5ly to creep =? & :isp] toge!r4 ,!re x 0 aga96 t s(t e*o ( a s\nd :i* 0 l no o!r s\nd4 ,an e]ie1 uncanny s5sation crept d[n my sp9e1 a /range1 undef9able feel+ ( unc]ta9ty1 n yet am\nt+ to fe>4 ,i mov$ t[>ds ! corn] ( ! room1 :5ce ! s\nd proce$$1 & z ,i approa*$1 out ( t corn] dropp$ d[n a huge gray mo?1 a second dropp$ d[n aft] x1 & bo? lay ) out/ret*$ w+s on ! :ite cov]let ( ! b$4 ,n[ ,i h always _h a peculi> antipa?y to mo?s1 ! big furry sort4 ,i c h&le a spid]1 & be> ) a black beetle1 b ) big woolly mo?s ,i _c live happily4 ,i saw "o once "u a microscope1 & x 0 cov]$ ) horrid look+ p>asites4 ,i am aw>e t o!r creatures are simil>ly afflict$1 b ?is microscopic vision acc5tuat$ my horror ( all big mo?s4 ,!y seem to me repulsive1 s9i/]1 & uncanny creatures4 ,! curi\s ?+ is t ?\gh ,i dislike !m !y adore me1 & ,i always "k t if !re is "o 9 my p>i% x w f9d me out4 ,on ?is occasion ,i felt a v natural desire to laugh at myself4 ,( c\rse1 ! creatures _h at once discov]$ me1 & ?is 0 all t _h result$ f my uncom=table s5sations4 ,a feel+ ( scorn swept ov] me4 ,two mo?s _h ru/l$ s(tly4 ,c\ld any?+ be m banal1 m commonplace8 ,i flung a t[el ov] !m1 & f9i%$ dress+4 ,!n ,i rang = ! h\semaid4 ,:5 %e came ,i told h] %e mu/ accompli% ! de/ruction ( ! occupants ( my b$4 ,i c\ld see no mo?s fly+ ab\t outside1 b nev]!less ! w9d[ mu/ be kept clos$ till ,i op5$ x aga9 9 ! d>k1 be=e gett+ into b$4 ,%e told me t %e 0 always p>ticul> to close ! w9d[s be=e br++ 9 a light1 z ! bats 7 a nuisance4 ,i assur$ h] t ,i _h no objection to a room full ( bats1 b ,i c\ld n sleep 9 a room full ( mo?s4 ,%e promis$ to look ab\t ! room :il/ x 0 /ill light1 & de/roy any %e f\nd4 ,i clos$ ! w9d[ myself & w5t d[n to d9n]4 ,we 7 b ?ree wom5 pres5t2 my ho/ess1 myself1 & a fri5d ( ours1 & we sp5t a delightful ev5+ toge!r talk+ ( old times4 ,t night1 be=e beg9n+ to undress1 ,i blew out my c&le1 & ?r[+ up ! w9d[ ,i /ood look+ =? ^u en*antm5t4 ,x 0 /ill light1 ) a lu/] t fill$ all space1 & x seem$ wick$ to %ut out su* beauty4 ,we/w>d ! />s 7 pale1 b s\?w>d "o great dull r$ /> %one l[ d[n on ! horizon4 ,! owls 7 haunt+ ! g>d5s ) _! ban%ee notes4 ,x 0 a night = ! revelation ( ! fairy folk1 elves & pixies1 fauns & dryads1 elf9s1 nymphs & satyrs4 ,a night :5 %e tells h] secrets to h] lov]s 9 ! psalmody ( nature1 :5 ! spirits ( e>?1 fire1 air1 & wat] utt] s(tly to human s\ls1 if !y w b incl9e ! e> to he>k5 to ! message4 ,if ,i want a def9ition ( ,god ,i %all g1 n to ! bell & ! book1 b to a />lit1 fragrant g>d51 :]e ,i c look long & deep into ! passion ( ,creation's eyes4 ,i w be z ! old gray poet :o wrote-- ,i am he t walks ) ! t5d] & gr[+ night1 ,i call ! e>? & sea1 half hid by ! night4 ,press close magnetic1 n\ri%+ night1 ,night ( ! ,s\? w9d1 night ( ! l>ge1 few />s4 ,across ! hu%$ magic came silv] sweet ! /rokes ( elev5 f ! village *ur*1 & ! spell 0 brok54 ,i clos$ ! w9d[1 lit my c&les1 & prep>$ = b$4 ,j be=e ext+ui%+ my lights1 & re-op5+ ! w9d[1 ,i c>ri$ a c&le to ! side ( ! b$ ) a box ( mat*es4 ,:at 0 my horror on discov]+ t ! turn$-d[n b$ & bo? pill[s 7 lib]ally /rewn ) enorm\s gray mo?s4 ,! sight 0 extraord9>y1 ,i lit]ally c\ld n believe my eyes4 ,i /ood !re />+1 & me*anically c\nt+ !m4 ,tw5ty--?irty4 ,i turn$ back to ! dress+-table ) ! c&le /ill 9 my h&4 ,:at 0 ,i to d8 ,if ,i _h ! c\rage to de/roy !m1 :at sort ( condition w\ld ! b$ be 9 aft]8 ,i am writ+ ( actual facts1 & )\t ! lea/ exagg]ation4 ,! smalle/ ( ^? mo?s mu/ h be5 q an in* long 9 _! fat gray bodies1 & q ?ree in*es long across ! w+s4 ,i ?\ght ,i knew mo/ mo?s by sight & "n1 b ,i _h nev] se5 any l ^! be=e4 ,:at depress$ me mo/ 0 ! fact t mo?s are attract$ by c&le-light4 ,i _h be5 burn+ f\r c&les = q tw5ty m9utes1 & n a mo? _h =sak5 ! b$ = ! flame4 ,i 0 positively c]ta9 t !y _h n fl[n 9 :il/ ,i /ood 9 ! d>k ( ! op5 w9d[4 ,!y 7 f> too big & num]\s to h escap$ obs]vation4 ,:at 0 ,i to d8 ,i c\ld n use t b$1 & ,i n[ felt a /rong repulsion = ! room4 ,i regrett$ deeply t ! h\sehold mu/ all be 9 b$1 because ,i knew t no description ,i c\ld give w\ld convey any?+ l actuality1 & ! tru? 0 c]ta9 to appe> wild exagg]ation4 ,i made up my m9d at once4 ,i knew !re 7 sev]al unoccupi$ rooms on ei!r side ( me1 & tak+ my light$ c&le ,i plac$ x1 /ill lit1 9 a bas9 on ! m>ble-topp$ wa%/&4 ,x %\ld rema9 lit all night1 & 9 ! morn+ ,i w\ld come to se>* = victims4 ,! o!r c&les ,i ext+ui%$1 all b "o to take ) me1 & leav+ ! w9d[ /ill %ut ,i s(tly left ! room4 ,i ent]$ ! next b$room & approa*$ ! b$4 ,( c\rse1 !re 7 no %eets1 b ! :ite du/ %eet cov]+ ! blankets 0 spotless--!re 0 n a mo? to be se5 any:]e4 ,bl[+ out my c&le ,i op5$ ! w9d[1 & gett+ into b$ betwe5 ! blankets ,i 0 soon fa/ asleep4 ,i awak5$ to glori\s sun%9e1 & look$ at my wri/ wat*1 :i* ,i _h plac$ beside my b$4 ,six o'clock & a lovely w>m summ] morn+4 ,i jump$ out ( b$1 full ( curiosity reg>d+ my visitors ( ov]-night1 & return$ to my own room4 ,n a trace ( a mo? to be se5 any:]e4 ,! c&le _h burnt itself out1 no s+$ w+s or black5$ bodies lay ne>4 ,! w9d[ 0 %ut4 ,i ?rew x wide1 & !n ,i w5t r\nd ! room %ak+ curta9s1 look+ beh9d pictures1 & climb+ on a *air ,i exam9$ ! top ( ! w>drobe4 ,n ! fa9te/ signs ( ! great gray drove ( ! night be=e4 ,:]e c\ld !y all h vani%$ to8 ,i gave x up1 & got into my own b$1 to await ! adv5t ( my e>ly tea4 ,i hat$ hav+ to tell ! h\semaid t ,i _h be5 driv5 into ano!r room1 b ,i knew %e w\ld f9d out ! fact = h]self4 ,%e 0 obvi\sly incr$ul\s1 & assur$ me %e _h ?or\ghly se>*$ ! room1 & se5 b two w+$ creatures2 ^? %e _h remov$ f ! b$4 ,i _h se5 = myself :5 com+ to b$ t ! w9d[ _h rema9$ %ut4 ,%e _h (t5 se5 "o or two br[n mo?s 9 ! rooms at night1 b %e own$ t nev] be=e _h %e se5 huge gray ones4 ,! matt] 0 left at t1 & dur+ ! day ,i told my ho/ess ( my adv5ture1 & %e at once ord]$ ! room ,i _h slept 9 to be prep>$ = me1 9 case ,i might enc\nt] ! same difficulties aga94 ,i dress$ = d9n] 9 ! mo?-room1 )\t cat*+ sight ( "o4 ,:5 b$time came we ?ree wom5 all ent]$ ! room toge!r4 ,on approa*+ ! b$1 & look+ d[n on x1 no "o spoke = a mom5t4 ,!n my fell[ gue/ exclaim$3 ,well1 ,i mu/ say t if ,i _h n se5 ?is ) my own eyes ,i nev] w\ld h believ$ x4 ,! b$ 0 lib]ally spr9kl$ ) l>ge gray mo?s4 ,my ho/ess %iv]$4 ,come away1 & let u %ut ! door4 ,x's too horrible1 %e said4 ,dur+ ! rema9d] ( my visit ,i 0 p]fectly com=table 9 my new room1 & ! curi\s fact mu/ be /at$ t aft] ,i _h left ! mo?-room ! mo?s =sook x too4 ,i c\ld disc]n a pity+ incr$ulity 9 ! h\semaid's attitude t[>ds me aft]w>ds4 ,%e _h se5 b two1 & %e did n believe 9 ! drove4 ,my ho/ess & fri5d :o _h witness$ ! ph5om5on at once agre$ t !re 0 some?+ m 9 x ?an an entomological curiosity4 ,i w\ld h giv5 mu* = ! op9ion ( a naturali/4 ,:at1 ,i wond]1 w\ld he h made ( t fat1 gray flock spr9kl+ ! b$8 ,:at species ( mo? w\ld he h decl>$ !m to be8 ,i h se>*$ 9 _m books s9ce & nev] f\nd any?+ ! lea/ resembl+ !m1 & ,i reta9 my orig9al1 firm belief t !y 7 no?+ m or less ?an a flock ( elem5tals1 s5t =? z a practical joke by a practic$ magician on ! o!r side4 ,,*apt] ,,xix ,,! ,,new ,,jeanne ,d',,arc ,be=e writ+ on ! above subject1 :i* is prov+ to-day ( absorb+ int]e/ to a v l>ge numb] ( p1 ,prote/ant z well z ,ca?olic1 ,i w po9t out a curi\s fact t is occultly connect$ ) x4 ,at c]ta9 p]iods 9 our normal life1 c]ta9 subjects ly+ q outside our e>?ly exp]i5ce beg9 q sudd5ly to be talk$ ( & writt5 ^u4 ,no "o kn[s :y1 no "o1 outside occultism1 c ev5 =m a conjecture :y su* subjects %\ld sudd5ly obsess ! bra9s ( a consid]able numb] ( p]sons1 :y !y %\ld crop up 9 ! mo/ unexpect$ places1 or :y !y %\ld =m ! f\ndations ( a consid]able mass ( lit]ature4 ,x w\ld appe> z if !y 7 float+ 9 ! air at "s p>ticul> "t1 & masses ( p cat* !m up l g]ms1 & c>ry !m ab\t until _! p[] is exhau/$4 ,i w give an in/ance4 ,9 ! ye>s j be=e ! w> ,! ,great ,god ,pan drift$ across our m5tal horizon & 0 at once drawn into our aura4 ,no "o kn[s any?+ ab\t ,! ,great ,god ,pan4 ,he is suppos$ to belong to my?ology1 b noveli/s ( di/9ction at once began to write ^u him1 n "o aft] ! o!r1 b simultane\sly4 ,i read at lea/ ?ree ?rill+ novels 9 :i* he figur$ l>gely1 & ,i myself 0 impell$ to write a novel ^u ! same subject4 ,i began ! book kn[+ no?+ ( ! god1 beyond :at ,i c\ld ga!r f ! ,london ,libr>y1 & ,fraz]'s ,gold5 ,b\gh1 b z ,i proce$$ ,i 0 consci\s ( new in=mation drift+ 9 f )\t1 & on f9i%+ ! book ,i f\nd t o!r au?ors _h be5 at "w on ! same subject4 ,! ,great ,god ,pan appe>$ on ! /age1 & a popul> actress sang a song ab\t him4 ,"o he>d 8 "n m5tion$ con/antly 9 society1 & hide\s /ories 7 told ( him 9 ,bohemian art circles4 ,he 0 ! bugbe> ( ! seance room1 j\rnali/s m5tion$ him 9 q s]i\s articles1 & ,i once he>d 8 "n spok5 f a pulpit4 ,! b>e fact ( ?is seem+ly inconsequ5t disease 7= x almo/ am\nt$ to a disease ) u7 drift+ into our /olid ,briti% atmosph]e 0 n curi\s to ! occulti/1 :o is aw>e t at c]ta9 times1 c]ta9 subjects are flood$ 9 on u f ! o!r side by ^? :o h our welf>e at he>t4 ,i nev] he>d any explanation ( :y ,pan %\ld h come "h to play q an important "p 9 our m5tal lives1 or :y he %\ld h obsess$ s _m ( u = ab\t a c\ple ( ye>s4 ,! m "o discov]$ ab\t him ! less "o lik$ him1 b psy*ics are l$ to believe t !re are _m s*emes ( evolution hov]+ ab\t u1 & int]p5etrat+ our own1 ?\gh n visible to our normal consci\sness4 ,x may !re=e be t ,! ,great ,god ,pan did actually come into our atmosph]e1 & ?us 8 individuality impress$ itself ^u ^? ^: m9ds 7 pla/ic to su* impressions4 ,possibly he arriv$ on ?is e>? mu* z an a]olite arrives1 drawn out ( 8 own orbit by ! sup]ior attraction ( ?is globe4 ,! ,great ,god ,pan 01 :at might be t]m$1 ! =]unn] ( ! devil's re9c>nation4 ,! belief 9 a p]sonal devil 0 rapidly dy+ out among/ u1 9 spite ( ,! ,sorr[s ( ,satan1 & ! belief 9 ,! ,pr9ce ( ?is ,_w s insi/$ ^u ?r\gh\t ! ,old & ,new ,te/am5ts4 ,!re is no m engross+ subject = ! occulti/ to indulge 9 ?an ga!r+ toge!r e v]se 9 ! ,bible deal+ ) ,! ,evil ,"o1 & try+1 ) ! aid ( anci5t traditions1 to piece a coh]5t /ory toge!r4 ,:5 "o gets a c]ta9 di/ance 9 ! /udy "o comes to ! conclusion t !re is a great deal m 9 x ?an meets ! eye4 ,x is a va/ subject1 & ,i ?9k ! mo/ pr(\ndly occult my/]y extant & undeciph]$4 ,! devil n[ occupies a prom95t position 9 ! collective ?\ght ( ! nation4 ,an enorm\s numb] ( p believe n[ 9 8 exi/5ce1 :o w\ld h scorn$ ! b>e idea be=e #aiaf4 ,x 0 9 t ye> t he began to loom l>ge 9 ! beliefs ( q mat]ially m9d$ p1 & 8 adv5t into actual1 active exi/5ce at once complicat$ matt]s t]ribly4 ,said a well-kn[n writ] to me1 ,i ?9k !re is some?+ 9 x4 ,x's v tiresome4 ,i 0 j beg9n+ to settle d[n 9 my beliefs1 n[ ,i'm all upset aga9 by ?is conception ( a p]sonal adv]s>y to ! ,supreme ,rul]4 ,9 ! e>ly weeks ( #aiag a new impression drift$ 9 on u4 ,"s angel came d[n & /irr$ ! pool ( ! _w1 & left ) u ,! ,sacr$ ,he>t4 ,! ,sacr$ ,he>t 0 ! =]unn] ( ,! ,new ,jeanne d',arc1 ,claire ,f]*aud4 ,!re is no?+ t has m a/oni%$ ! ,ca?olic _w ?an he>+ ,! ,sacr$ ,he>t talk$ ( by ,prote/ants1 & actually adopt$ by !m z a sacr$ symbol4 ,hi!rto x has be5 exclusively a "p ( ,ca?olic wor%ip4 ,!re 0 su* a dem& = ! little metal ,sacr$ ,he>t images 7a figure ( ! ,*ri/1 ) h&s out/ret*$ & a flam+ he>t at ,8 brea/71 t c be c>ri$ ab\t 9 ! pocket1 t !y 7 n to be b\ght 9 ,engl&1 & 7 h>d to procure abroad4 ,enorm\s numb]s _h be5 s5t to ! front by p]sons belong+ to all d5om9ations1 :o treasur$ "o ( _! own at home4 ,v sudd5ly ,! ,sacr$ ,he>t became an object ( v5]ation among/ ?\s&s to :om ,roman ,ca?olicism 0 ana!ma4 ,!n came ! dem& f ,france t ,! ,sacr$ ,he>t %\ld be plac$ above ! tricolor4 ,i _h n he>d ( ,claire ,f]*aud be=e ! beg9n+ ( #aiah1 ?\gh h] ,div9e ,mission began ab\t six ye>s previ\sly4 ,occulti/s began to speak ( h] among/ !mselves z "o :o w\ld yet save ,france4 ,?is hope 0 nev] lo/ sight ( 9 ! c\ntry's d>ke/ h\rs4 ,n[ !re is a /eadily gr[+ dem& among/ ! educat$ ,briti% public to le>n all t c be kn[n ab\t ?is girl :o has be5 call$ ,! ,new ,joan ( ,arc4 ,9 #aiaf %e 0 summon$ to appe> be=e an ,ecclesia/ical ,commission at ,poiti]s 9 ! same room 9 :i* ,! ,maid ( ,orleans 0 int]rogat$1 be=e be+ plac$ at ! head ( ! ,army ( deliv]ance4 ,bo? ,claire ,f]*aud & h] communications 7 subject$ to ! /ricte/ scrut9y4 ,! result 0 entirely 9 h] favor4 ,h] writ+s 7 exam9$ by ,fa!r ,vaudri\s1 ,d4,d41 ,m4,s4,d41 :o decl>$ !m inspir$1 & equal to ^? ( ,/4 ,ca!r9e ( ,si5na & ,/4 ,t]esa4 ,f9ally !y 7 tak5 to ,rome1 & submitt$ to a commission appo9t$ by ! ,holy ,see4 ,! result be+ t %e 0 ord]$ to cont9ue h] mission4 ,! writ+s deal ) devotion to ,! ,sacr$ ,he>t & ! dignity ( prie/hood4 ,"o is irresi/ibly rem9d$ ( ! op5+ sc5es at ,l\rdes1 :il/ ,b]nadette ,s\birons 0 alive1 9 #aheh4 ,aga91 "o _c b recall a c]ta9 simil>ity betwixt c]ta9 ev5ts 9 ! life ( ! ,maid ( ,orleans & ! ev5ts tak+ place n[ 9 ! life ( ,claire ,f]*aud4 ,claire is a girl tw5ty-two ye>s old1 ! daught] ( a peasant proprietor 9 ! village ( ,ranfilli]es1 a mile f ,lubl&e1 ,deux ,sevres ,dept41 ,france4 ,h] p>5ts are alive1 & %e has two si/]s & ?ree bro!rs4 ,! fa!r & "o bro!r f\ght dur+ ! w>1 ano!r bro!r 0 a prison]1 & ! y\nge/ assi/s on ! f>m4 ,"o ( ! si/]s works on ! f>m1 & ! elde/ si/] is a religieuse at ! community ( ,la ,sagesse4 ,claire 0 t5d+ h] fa!r's flocks :5 ! fir/ great revelation came to h] n9e ye>s ago2 !n %e 0 b ?irte5 ye>s old4 ,%e _h crept into a ?icket to read1 & sudd5ly ! ,div9e ,ma/] appe>$ to h] & bade h] lay d[n h] book4 ,he told h] %e _h be5 *os5 = a ,div9e ,mission1 & t ,he w\ld guide & in/ruct h]4 ,he %[$ h] ,! ,sacr$ ,he>t cov]$ ) w\nds4 ,on rec\nt+ h] vision to h] prie/1 %e 0 treat$ ) coldness & disbelief1 & on h] tell+ him two ye>s lat] t ,our ,"l daily appe>$ to h] 9 ,holy ,communion %e 0 treat$ /ill m coldly4 ,until he himself receiv$ a sign he ma9ta9$ an attitude ( utt] disbelief4 ,:at happ5$ soon aft] :il/ he 0 celebrat+ ,holy ,mass1 entirely conv9c$ him4 ,at t p>ticul> "p ( ! ,canon :5 ! prie/ divides ! ,sacr$ ,species he saw blood issue f ! ,sacr$ ,ho/4 ,nor 0 ?is all4 ,a week aft]w>ds he obs]v$ ,claire ,f]*aud 9 a trance 9 8 own *ur*1 & he saw h] us+ a h&k]*ief z if wip+ "s object 9 front ( h]1 :i* he c\ld n see4 ,blood /a9s appe>$ on ! h&k]*ief1 & increas$ z %e repeat$ ! action4 ,fill$ ) amazem5t he s\ght lat] = an explanation1 & %e told him4 ,our ,"l appe>$ be=e me suff]+ greatly because ( ! t]rible s9s ( ! _w1 & ,he ask$ me to d = ,him :at ,v]onica did on ! road to ,calv>y4 ,to wipe away ! bloody sweat t trickl$ d[n ,8 face4 ,i saw ! ,sacr$ ,he>t1 riddl$ ) w\nds1 & ! deepe/ w\nd ( all 0 inflict$ by ,france1 ! elde/ daught] ( ! ,*ur*1 on :om ,he _h lavi%$ s deep a love4 ,once be=e ,he appe>$ to me walk+ ^u e>s ( corn :i* ,he cru%$ to p[d]4 ,! prie/ aft] he>+ ?is explanation took ! h&k]*ief to ! bi%op1 :o li/5$ to ! wond]ful /ory ) sympa!tic att5tion4 ,he exam9$ ! blood-/a9$ h&k]*ief m9utely1 & s5t = a nun4 ,if1 he said1 ! /a9s are :at !y are repres5t$ to be !y _c be wa%$ out4 ,! bi%op put ! matt] to ! te/1 & wat*$ ! nun endeavor+ to remove ! /a9s4 ,x 0 all 9 va91 & ! bi%op /&+ by 8 own te/ decl>$ ! mission ( ,claire ,f]*aud to be ,div9e4 ,e night1 betwe5 elev5 & twelve o'clock1 ,claire beholds app>itions1 & receives ! sacr$ tea*+ t 0 promis$1 & x 0 9 #aiaf t %e 0 ord]$ to ,poiti]s to und]go cross-exam9ation4 ,un=tunately ! fur!r developm5t ( ,claire ,f]*aud's mission _c yet be communicat$ to ! _w1 b 9 "t x w be1 & v />tl+ & wond]ful x w seem4 ,mean:ile %e enc\nt]$ v /rong opposition4 ,) consid]able difficulty ! ,deputy ( ,v5dee arrang$ a meet+ betwe5 ,claire & ,m4 ,po9c>e4 ,claire implor$ him to p]mit ! emblem ( ! ,sacr$ ,he>t to be plac$ on ! ,/&>ds ( ,france1 z ! "o condition ( success4 ,un=tunately ,m4 ,po9c>e _h to refuse1 ow+ to political reasons1 ?\gh z pro( ( h] mission %e disclos$ an incid5t only kn[n to him :i* happ5$ aft] ! victory ( ! ,m>ne4 ,! same adv]se influ5ce op]at$ at h] int]view ) ,m4 ,clem5ceau4 ,?is appo9tm5t 0 arrang$ by ! ,ar*bi%op ( ,rheims1 ,c>d9al ,lucon4 ,! ,ar*bi%op implor$ ,m4 ,clem5ceau to fix a day ( public int]cession = ,france4 ,?is also ! ,prime ,m9i/] ( ,france _h reluctantly to refuse4 ,x is op5ly /at$ t be=e ! lat] ,fr5* successes ! emblem ( ! ,sacr$ ,he>t 0 secretly sewn ^u ! flags ( ,france1 & x is also affirm$ t ,g5]al ,fo* is a devot$ lov] ( ! ,sacr$ ,he>t1 & be>s its emblem ) him :]ev] he goes4 ,great *anges h come ab\t 9 ! village :]e ,claire ,f]*aud dwells4 ,=m]ly a sleepy1 neglect$ little place1 x is n[ conv]t$ into a sc5e ( ! greate/ activity4 ,f all p>ts ( ,france ! pilgrims come--"s on foot1 hav+ walk$ _m miles1 "s 9 motors & horse-driv5 vehicles4 ,hundr$s ( soldi]s f9d _! way !re1 & x is e/imat$ t f fifte5 to tw5ty ?\s& p pass ?r\gh ,lubl&e 9 a mon?4 ,) ! cons5t ( h] bi%op1 ,claire ,f]*aud has =m$ a small community ( n9e1 & is n[ e/abli%$ 9 a tempor>y conv5t adjac5t to h] p>i% *ur* at ,lubl&e4 ,x is believ$ t h] ,div9e ,mission w be accompli%$ 9 #aibb1 & t %e w !n be releas$ f e>?ly life4 ,claire has pr$ict$ a /ormy p]iod = ,france aft] peace has be5 sign$4 ,accord+ to h] prophecy !re w be viol5t unre/ until rul]s arise :o possess firm religi\s convictions4 ,at ! beg9n+ ( ! w> %e affirm$ t ! ,fr5* ,army w\ld nev] prosp] until ! troops 7 comm&$ by a true son ( ! ,*ur*4 ,?is affirmation %e claim$ to receive f a ,div9e s\rce4 ,:5 ,m>e*al ,fo* took ov] ! supreme comm& %e 0 satisfi$ t victory1 s f> z ! ,fr5* arms 7 conc]n$1 0 assur$4 ,z all ! _w kn[s1 & z all may le>n :o read ,hyndman's life ( 8 old fri5d ,clem5ceau1 ! ,prime ,m9i/] ( ,france1 l ! majority ( 8 colleagues1 is frankly a!i/ical4 ,claire ,f]*aud claims to h receiv$ ! ,div9e intimation t until ?is condition ( m9d is sup]s$$ by a public ackn[l$gm5t ( a supreme div9e p[]1 a supreme arbit] ov] ! de/9ies ( ! _w1 ! affairs ( ,france c nev] prosp]4 ,%e pr$icts t 9 #aibb rul]s w arise :o w b[ be=e a ,p[] sup]ior to _! own human en]gies4 ,! fir/ "p ( h] prophecy has come true4 ,a man ( ,god won 8 way to ! front1 & sav$ ,france & ! ,allies at ! d>ke/ h\r ( _! tribulation4 ,! supreme comm& 0 ve/$ 9 a man ( pr(\nd religi\s convictions1 :o c>ri$ 8 beliefs & obs]vances op5ly into ! ar5a ( w>4 ,i translate ! words writt5 lately to me by "o :o has s]v$ "u ,f]d9& ,fo*4 ,!y ?r[ a brilliant light ^u a great s\l4 ,i c see him n[1 alone & unatt5d$1 at an h\r :5 ! ,*ur* ( ,cassel 0 des]t$1 pray+ & seek+ com=t 9 ! great sorr[1 ( :i* he nev] spoke4 ,he _h lo/ 8 only son1 & "o ( 8 daught]s 0 wid[$4 ,9 spite ( 8 indomitable en]gy !re 0 ab\t him an air ( pr(\nd melan*oly & sadness4 ,at c]ta9 mom5ts 8 eyes seem$ to say1 ',i approa* ! twilight ( my life 9 ! consci\sness ( be+ a good s]vant :o w repose 9 ! peace ( ,god4 ,my fai? 9 life et]nal1 9 a good ,god1 has su/a9$ me 9 my h>de/ h\rs4 ,pray] has illum9$ my s\l4 ,see to x1 y "y m5 ( ,france1 :o are )\t a great ideal1 )\t any conception ( ! spiritual side ( life1 !re c be no?+ = y b disc\ragem5t & feebl5ess4 ,we dem& ( y great sacrifices to ! end4 ,accept ^? sacrifices z ,i accept m9e1 :o believe t _s mu/ prevail ov] matt]4' ,,*apt] ,,xx ,,haunt$ ,,h\ses--,,ca/el ,a ,,m>e ,i h nev] yet met any "o :o 0 n int]e/$ 9 haunt$ h\ses4 ,ev5 ! mo/ blatant skeptic always wants to he> all ab\t x1 ?\gh he has pr$et]m9$ to treat ! /ory ) 8 habitual sc(f+ incr$ulity4 ,( all ! dep>tm5ts ( psy*ical rese>* none comm&s m g5]al int]e/ ?an a spooky h\se1 & !re are few p :o _c "n a dwell+ :i* has acquir$ ! reputation = be+ haunt$ by d5iz5s ( ! o!r _w4 ,( c\rse1 any h\se t falls into s]i\s disrepair1 & rema9s unoccupi$ = "s long p]iod1 any dwell+ ^: own] p]mits decay to proce$ un*eck$1 & dilapidation to run its c\rse1 at once sugge/s ! ?\ght to ! behold]1 :at a haunt$ look+ old place1 & rumor1 9 su* cases1 quickly supplies all ! old ph5om5a1 ev5 ?\gh tradition be totally abs5t4 ,tramps are always on ! look\t = su* %elt]s1 & _! damp$-d[n fires cat* ! eye ( "s sc>$ ru/ic :o happ5s to be pass+ 9 ! d>k4 ,rats & ! w9ds ( heav5 play hide-&-seek ?r\gh ! des]t$ rooms & corridors1 & owls f9d sanctu>y 9 ! surr\nd+ g>d5s4 ,_! cries1 v>y+ f ! exultant %riek to ! m\rnful wail1 add a weird sugge/iv5ess to ! abid+ melan*oly ( su* ab&on$ habitations4 ,!re is s mu* talk n[adays ( haunt+s & gho/s1 t x seems /range we %\ld "k s v little ab\t !m4 ,i h nev] he>d a really conv9c+ explanation ( :y gho/s %\ld haunt c]ta9 h\ses1 & ,i h no explanation ( my own to (f]4 ,if gho/s c\ld be comm&$1 if "o c\ld be sure ( witness+ c]ta9 ph5om5a t h be5 elaborately describ$ to "o1 !n !re might be ! gho/ ( a *ance ( advantage\s inve/igation4 ,no su* opportunities seem to be af=d$ ! inve/igator4 ,he may wat* = mon?s & see no?+1 yet ! elusive wrai? may turn up be=e sev]al witnesses on ! v night aft] he has ab&on$ 8 que/ out ( %e] bor$om & disc\ragem5t4 ,"s sev5 ye>s ago1 :il/ w9t]+ 9 ,torquay1 ,i he>d a great deal ( gossip ab\t a villa on ! ,w>b]ries1 :i* 0 reput$ to be badly haunt$4 ,= ! la/ =ty to fifty ye>s nobody1 x 0 said1 _h be5 able to live 9 x = any l5g? ( "t4 ,sev]al p ass]t$ t !y _h he>d screams com+ f x z !y pass$ along ! high road1 & no occupant _h ev] be5 able to keep a door %ut or ev5 lock$4 ,! h\se is at pres5t be+ pull$ d[n1 !re=e ,i commit no indiscretion 9 describ+ ! ph5om5a connect$ ) x4 ,ca/el a ,m>e is situat$ 9 :at h\se ag5ts w\ld describe z a highly resid5tial qu>t]4 ,x is surr\nd$ by num]\s villas1 inhabit$ by p :o are all v well to d1 & :o make ,torquay _! p]man5t home4 ,! majority ( ^! villas lie "r back f ! road1 & are hidd5 9 _! own luxuriant g>d5s1 b ! haunt$ h\se is "o ( sev]al ^: back premises op5 /raight on to ! road4 ,no dwell+ c\ld h look$ m commonplace or un9t]e/+4 ,x 0 built 9 ! =m ( a high box1 ?ree /ori$4 ,x 0 hide\s & in>ti/ic 9 ! extreme1 b along its frontage look+ t[>ds ! sea & hidd5 f ! road1 !re ran a wide balcony on to :i* ! second floor rooms op5$1 & f !re ! view ov] ! g>d5 0 *>m+4 ,:5 ,i fir/ w5t to look at x1 dilapidation _h set 94 ,jackdaws & />l+s 7 busy 9 ! *imneys1 ! pa9t 0 peel+ (f ! walls1 & mo/ ( ! w9d[s 7 brok54 ,ye> aft] ye> ^? w9d[s 7 m5d$1 b !y nev] rema9$ intact = m ?an a week1 & dur+ ! w> !re has be5 no attempt at r5ewal4 ,ev5 ! ag5ts' bo>ds1 ,to be let or sold dropp$ "o by "o f _! /ems1 z if 9 %e] we>9ess ( s fruitless an ann\ncem5t4 ,x 0 n long be=e ,i obta9$ ! loan ( ! keys1 & proce$$ to take ! atmosph]e4 ,x 0 decid$ly unheal?ful1 ,i conclud$1 ?\gh ,i nei!r he>d nor saw any?+ unusual dur+ ! h\r ,i sp5t alone 9 quietly w&]+ ?r\gh ! des]t$ rooms4 ,i f\nd no trace ( tramps1 & all ! clos$ w9d[s 7 ?ickly cobwebb$ inside1 an important fact to notice 9 psy*ic rese>*4 ,i fix$ ^u ! ba?room & "o o!r small room1 z ! foci ( ! tr\ble1 & left ! h\se ) no o!r /rong impression ?an t my movem5ts _h be5 closely wat*$1 by "s "o unse5 by me4 ,x 0 no uncommon sight 9 pre-w> days to see sev]al sm>t motor c>s drawn up at ! gate4 ,frivol\s p>ties ( explor]s 9 se>* ( a ?rill drove 9 f ! surr\nd+ neighborhood1 & romp$ gayly ?r\gh ! h\se & out aga91 & ,i discov]$ t sev]al ( ^? visitors _h di/9ctly felt t !y 7 be+ foll[$ ab\t & wat*$4 ,my husb& & ,i 7 naturally mu* int]e/$ 9 ?is haunt$ dwell+1 s accessible1 & s ne> to our own h\se4 ,we det]m9$ t if we c\ld make fri5ds ) ! own] we w\ld d a little inve/igation on our own4 ,num]\s p1 on ! plea t ! h\se might suit !m z a resid5ce1 got ! loan ( ! keys1 & sp5t an h\r or two inside ! place1 w&]+ ab\t ! h\se & g>d51 b ! own] 0 gett+ tir$ ( ?is ru% ( spuri\s h\se-hunt]s4 ,he 0 beg9n+ to ask = bona fides1 s we det]m9$ hone/ly to /ate our purpose4 ,! proprietor 0 an old build] :o own$ sev]al o!r h\ses4 ,he receiv$ me v civilly1 ev5 gratefully4 ,he w\ld will+ly give u ! keys = z long a p]iod z we requir$ !m4 ,ca/el a ,m>e br\ght him extreme bad luck2 he long$ to be rid ( x1 & he add$ t aft] our inve/igations1 if my husb& c\ld give ! h\se a clean bill ( heal? x w\ld be ( enorm\s b5efit to him1 9 enabl+ him to let or sell x4 ,he did n seem v hopeful1 b /at$ x to be 8 op9ion t ! haunt+s 7 all nons5se1 & t ! screams p he>d 7 ! cries ( "s peacocks t liv$ 9 a prop]ty n f> (f4 ,?is s\nd$ v reasonable1 & ,i promis$ him t if we c\ld hone/ly /ate t ! h\se 0 p]fectly unheal?ful1 we w\ld p]mit our conclusions to be made public4 ,my husb& & ,i decid$ t ! h\r "o p4 m4 till two p4 m4 w\ld be ! quiete/ & lea/ conspicu\s "t 9 :i* to inve/igate4 ,d\btless ! night w\ld h be5 bett] /ill1 b x w\ld h creat$ too mu* excitem5t 9 ! neighborhood1 & call]s to see h[ we 7 be>+ up w\ld h defeat$ our object4 ,betwe5 "o & two all ,torquay w\ld be lun*+1 & we c\ld easily slip 9 unobs]v$1 & we w\ld require nei!r lights nor w>m com=ts4 ,we />t$ at once1 my husb& keep+ ! keys1 & mak+ himself responsible = ! doors4 ,?\gh ! w9d[-panes 7 badly brok5 !re 7 no op5+s l>ge en\gh to admit a small *ild1 &1 z ,i h said1 ! network ( cobwebs )9 0 evid5ce t no human be+ ent]$ ! h\se by ! w9d[s4 ,! front door lock 0 9 good ord]1 & s 7 mo/ ( ! o!r locks 9 ! h\se4 ,we %ut ourselves 91 & aft] a ?or\gh exam9ation ( ! premises we m\nt$ to ! fir/ floor4 ,?ree rooms op5$ on to x1 belong+ to ! pr9cipal b$room--a small] room & a ba?room op5+ out ( ! big b$room4 ,my husb& clos$ all ! doors1 & we sat d[n on ! l[] /eps ( ! b>e /aircase lead+ to ! floor above4 ,t day we drew an absolute blank1 & at two o'clock we clos$ e door 9 ! h\se1 & j inside ! front door we made a c>eless look+ arrangem5t ( twigs1 dead leaves1 pieces ( /raw & du/1 :i* c\ld n fail to betray ! pass+ ( human feet1 %\ld anybody possess a duplicate key to ! front door & ent] by t means4 ,! second day we f\nd our twig & /raw arrangem5ts intact1 b n a s+le door 0 %ut1 all 7 ?r[n defiantly wide4 ,?is seem$ r promis+ & we w5t up/airs to our seat on ! /eps1 & c>efully reclos+ ! doors imm$iately 9 front ( u1 sat d[n to await ev5ts4 ,q half an h\r mu/ h pass$ :5 sudd5ly a click made u bo? look up4 ,! h&le ( ! door1 b a c\ple ( y>ds di/ant f me1 lead+ into ! small room1 0 turn+1 & ! door quietly op5$ wide en\gh to admit ! pass+ ( a human be+4 ,x 0 a bright sunny day1 & "o c\ld see ! brass knob turn+ r\nd q di/9ctly4 ,we saw no =m ( any sort1 & ! door rema9$ half op54 ,= p]haps a c\ple ( mom5ts we await$ developm5ts1 !n our att5tion 0 sudd5ly swit*$ (f ! door by ! s\nd ( hurry+ foot/eps runn+ along ! b>e bo>ds on ! corridor above u4 ,my husb& ru%$ up & se>*$ ea* empty room1 b nei!r saw any?+ nor he>d any?+ m4 ,be=e leav+ ! h\se we %ut all doors1 & lock$ all t w\ld lock4 ,su* 0 ! meag] ext5t ( our second day's inve/igations4 ,on ! ?ird day ! doors 7 all f\nd wide flung4 ,no door op5$ be=e our eyes z on our =m] visit1 b a bru%+ s\nd 0 he>d asc5d+ ! /airs1 z if f "s "o press+ close aga9/ ! wall4 ,= ab\t a =tnight no?+ happ5$ beyond :at ,i h rec\nt$1 b ,i 0 /rongly consci\s t we 7 be+ wat*$4 ,! mo/ unheal?ful spots 7 ! ba?room1 a s]vants' room ent]$ by a /aircase lead+ f ! kit*51 & ! /able1 a small build+ imm$iately to ! "r ( ! h\se4 ,! ba?room 0 9 great disrepair1 long /rips ( pap] hung f ! walls1 & an air ( pr(\nd depression p]vad$ x4 ,obvi\sly x _h once be5 m]ely a l>ge cupbo>d1 & x _h a w9d[ admitt+ light f a passage beh9d x4 ,we _h nev] once fail$ to f9d e door :i* we _h clos$ ?r[n wide on our return1 & "o day we lock$ ! ba?room1 & remov+ ! key we look$ ab\t = "s spot 9 :i* to secrete x4 ,on t floor 0 no?+ l>ge en\gh to hide ev5 s small an object z a key1 s we took x d[n/airs to ! d9+-room4 ,9 a corn] lay a rag ( l9oleum ab\t six in*es squ>e1 "u ?is we plac$ ! ba?room key & left ! h\se4 ,t aft]noon a h\se ag5t call$ & ask$ = ! loan ( ! keys4 ,he told u t a brave wid[1 :o knew ! hi/ory ( ! h\se1 ?\ght x might suit h] to live 91 & he propos$ to take h] ov] x & po9t out its *>ms4 ,he w\ld return ! keys to u directly aft]w>ds4 ,i took advantage ( ?is occasion to say to ! ag5t t probably ! screams "s p _h he>d proce$$ f ! peacocks 9 ! neighborhood4 ,he %ook 8 head & answ]$1 ,we hop$ t might prove to be ! case1 b we h asc]ta9$ t x is n s4 ,he seem$ despond5t ab\t ! place1 ev5 ?\gh :at we _h to tell him 0 z yet no?+ v =midable or excit+4 ,:at we did n tell him 0 t we _h lock$ up ! ba?room1 & hidd5 ! key4 ,we left him to discov] t fact = himself4 ,he return$ ) ! keys 9 ab\t an h\r1 & ,i ask$ him :at ! wid[ ?\ght ( ,ca/el a ,m>e4 ,%e ?9ks some?+ might be made ( x4 ,! *eapness attracts h]1 he answ]$4 ,b x w ne$ s mu* do+ to x1 ,i demurr$4 ,:at did %e ?9k ( ! ba?room8 ,%e said x only ne$$ clean+ & repap]+4 ,! ba? itself %e f\nd 9 good en\gh condition4 ,s ! ba?room door 0 op51 9 spite ( our hav+ lock$ x & hidd5 ! key6 ,aft] ! ag5t _h gone we w5t to ! h\se4 ,e door /ood wide4 ,! ba?room key 0 /ill 9 its hid+-place1 & ! door op54 ,we replac$ ! key4 ,! gho/s laugh$ to scorn su* securities z locks & keys4 ,= a mon? or two we pursu$ our inve/igations1 !n we return$ ! keys to ! own]4 ,?\gh we _h se5 & he>d s little x 0 impossible to give ! h\se a clean bill ( heal?1 & ! old build] 0 mu* ca/ d[n4 ,a few days aft]w>ds we receiv$ a lett] f him (f]+ u ! h\se z a free gift4 ,x w\ld pay him to be rid ( ! gr\nd r5t1 & ! place 0 z useless to him z to any "o else4 ,we ?ank$ him & refus$ ! gift4 ,ab\t ?is p]iod ,i 0 lucky en\gh to get into t\* ) a =m] t5ant ( ,ca/el a ,m>e1 & ?is lady mo/ k9dly gave me _m details ( h] resid5ce !re4 ,ab\t ?irty ye>s ago %e occupi$ x ) h] fa!r & "m1 & !y 7 ! la/ family to live 9 x = any l5g? ( "t1 & = _m ye>s x has rema9$ empty4 ,soon aft] _! arrival ?is family discov]$ t !re 0 some?+ v mu* amiss ) _! new resid5ce4 ,! h\se1 ! g>d51 & ! /able 7 decid$ly uncanny1 b x 0 "s "t be=e !y w\ld admit1 ev5 to !mselves1 t ! /range happ5+s 7 ( a sup]natural ord]4 ,! ph5om5a fell "u ?ree head+s3 a pi]c+ scream he>d cont9ually1 at any h\r & dur+ all seasons2 cont9u\s /eps runn+ along corridors1 & up & d[n /airs2 con/ant lock+s ( doors by unse5 h&s4 ,! scream 0 decid$ly ! mo/ unn]v+ ( ! v>i\s ph5om5a4 ,! family liv$ 9 con/ant dread ( x4 ,sometimes x came f ! g>d51 sometimes f inside ! h\se4 ,"o morn+ :il/ !y sat at breakfa/1 !y 7 viol5tly />tl$ by ?is horrible s\nd com+ f ! inn] hall1 j outside ! room 9 :i* !y sat4 ,x took b a mom5t to ?r[ op5 ! door1 b1 z usual1 !re 0 no?+ to be se54 ,on ano!r occasion ! family doctor _h j arriv$ at ! front door1 & 0 ab\t to r+1 :5 he 0 />tl$ by ! scream com+ f inside ! h\se4 ,?is doctor /ill lives 9 ! neighborhood1 & is "o ( _m p :o c be> witness to ! fact4 ,! foot/eps ( unse5 p kept ! family pretty busy4 ,!y 7 always runn+ to ! doors to see :o 0 hurry+ pa/1 & up & d[n /airs4 ,v soon ! draw+-room became extremely uncom=table1 & practically un9habitable4 ,x 0 always full ( unse5 p mov+ ab\t4 ,! lady ( ! h\se nev] felt h]self alone1 & :5 %e f\nd h]self lock$ into h] own room1 ! behavior ( h] a/ral gue/s seem$ to h] to h become intol]able4 ,! ma/] ( ! h\se no m escap$ ^! att5tions ?an did ! re/ ( ! inhabitants1 & f9ally all keys _h to be remov$ f all doors4 ,"o night "s gue/s1 aft] gett+ into b$1 he>d "s "o op5 ! door ( _! room & ent]4 ,a/oni%m5t kept !m sil5t1 & 9 a m9ute or two _! visitor quietly )drew & clos$ ! door aga94 ,!y conclud$ t x mu/ h be5 _! ho/ess1 & t ?9k+ !y 7 asleep %e _h n spok51 yet /ill !y ?\ght ! incid5t v /range4 ,! next morn+ !y discov]$ t no memb] ( ! h\sehold _h ent]$ _! room4 ,on ano!r occasion a lady :o _h come to help nurse a sick si/] saw1 "o night1 a /range woman dress$ 9 black velvet walk d[n/airs4 ,animals f>$ badly at ,ca/el a ,m>e4 ,a l>ge dog belong+ to ! family 0 (t5 f\nd c[]+ & gr[l+ 9 abject fe> ( some?+ visible to x1 b n to ! human inhabitants1 & ! h>ness horse %[$ su* an inv9cible objection to its /able1 t x c\ld only be got 9 by back+4 ,lat] on ,i 0 told t a memb] ( ! ,psy*ical ,society _h visit$ ,ca/el a ,m>e1 & _h pron\nc$ ! g>d5 to be m haunt$ ?an ! h\se4 ,x is int]e/+ to note h[ absolutely unt5able badly haunt$ h\ses become4 ,no matt] h[ skeptical1 h[ resolutely mat]ial ! t5ants may be1 ! ph5om5a we> !m d[n to a humble surr5d] at la/4 ,aft] all1 :at c p d b quit a resid5ce :i* is con/antly %[+ incontrov]tible evid5ce t x is possess$ by num]\s unse5 entities t defy analysis8 ,e "o is int]e/$ 9 gett+ rid ( ?is weird di/urbance1 b h[ to d x8 ,! skeptic is resolute 9 unmask+ ! fraud1 b f9ds himself balk$ by intangibility4 ,he he>s ! scream at 8 door1 & ru%es to arre/ ! miscreant1 b sees no "o to grapple )4 ,dome/ic difficulties become acute4 ,no w>n+ is giv51 no wages ask$4 ,! s]vants decamp1 too sc>$ to c>e = any?+ b putt+ di/ance betwe5 !mselves & ! nameless dread4 ,visitors beg9 to fight %y ( ! h\se4 ,!y h he>d ! screams4 ,mon? aft] mon? ! ma/] ( ! h\se1 ?9k+ ( 8 r5t1 & 8 reputation = sanity1 & :at ! loss ( bo? w\ld mean to him1 cl+s to skepticism z 8 only hope & refuge4 ,he is n go+ to be driv5 =? by any su* /uff & nons5se z gho/s6 ,:y6 !re are no su* ?+s6 ,se5 ?+s8 he>d ?+s8 ,well1 yes1 he has1 b1 ( c\rse1 !re mu/ be "s rational explanation4 ,a man :o has f\ght = k+ & c\ntry is n go+ to be defeat$ & put to flight by a pack ( silly wom5's /ories4 ,he w soon get to ! bottom ( ! :ole affair1 !n woe betide ! practical jok]6 ,:5 alone he racks 8 bra9s 9 va94 ,he is furi\s ) himself = hav+ he>d ! scream1 & tells himself he mu/ be go+ dotty4 ,he is puzzl$1 baffl$1 irritat$1 b m det]m9$ ?an ev] to /ick x out4 ,:o c ! jok] be :o is demoraliz+ 8 h\sehold1 :o has ev5 d>$ to lock him into 8 own room8 ,he ?9ks ( 8 wife & family1 & ( _! %att]$ n]ves2 he ?9ks ( 8 t]rifi$ s]vants1 & ( 8 dog1 :i* c no long] be p]suad$ to ent] ! h\se4 ,he feels he mu/ look else:]e = ! di/urb] ( 8 peace4 ,b :]e8 ,he keeps c>eful wat* unkn[n 7z he ?9ks7 to 8 family4 ,! /eps approa* him1 pass close to him1 !n die away 9 ! di/ance1 leav+ him fum+1 impot5t4 ,he f9ds x necess>y to wipe 8 br[1 :i* enrages him /ill m4 ,at dead ( night he wat*es on ! /aircase1 ) all lights full on4 ,sil5ce1 utt] sil5ce6 ,absolutely no?+ to be se5 or he>d4 ,he ?9ks ( go+ to b$4 ,he always said ! :ole ?+ 0 tommy rot4 ,! dea?ly sil5ce is sudd5ly r5t by a pi]c+ scream at 8 v elb[1 & he leaps to 8 feet1 gr[l+ out an oa? bel[ 8 brea?4 ,he looks wildly r\nd on e side ( him4 ,no?+6 ,some?+ /range is happ5+ to 8 head4 ,he passes 8 h& ov] 8 hair4 ,x seems to be creep+ along 8 scalp1 & he ?9ks ( ! quills ( a porcup9e4 ,:at ! devil is he to d8 ,g to b$1 answ]s incl9ation1 y're do+ no good "h4 ,yes6 ,g to b$2 t's ! s5sible ?+ to d4 ,! next morn+ e "o asks him if he he>d x4 ,he ackn[l$ges to himself t 8 temp] is becom+ vile4 ,! day comes :5 he is left alone ) 8 family4 ,! /aff has fl$ & he feels r brok54 ,at la/ he gives 91 & agrees to seek ano!r home1 b x is n to ! gho/s he gives 91 b to ! n]v\s fancies ( a pack ( silly wom54 ,he feels wond]fully light-he>t$1 h[ev]1 n[ t 8 m9d is made up1 & a gl[ ( magnanimity p]vades him4 ,if y d a ?+ at all d x well & at once1 he tells himself1 & promptly hires ano!r h\se 9 ano!r neighborhood4 ,:5 que/ion$ by 8 m5 fri5ds he laughs4 ,! man 9 ! /reet might und]/& c]ta9 ?+s t he c\ld tell1 b ! man 9 ! club1 nev]6 ,all tommy rot1 my de> *ap1 b my wife got n]v\s1 & ! s]vants6 ,y "k :at !y are4 ,sc>$ by ! scrat* ( a m\se4 ,= ! wom5's sake ,i ?\ght x be/ to quit4 ,y "k :at wom5 are1 :5 !y once get an idea into _! heads6 ,,*apt] ,,xxi ,,! ,,sequel ,9 #aiag a fri5d rang me up & ask$ me if ,i w\ld =m "o ( a p>ty ( inve/igation at ,ca/el a ,m>e4 ,! s]vices ( a m$ium _h be5 secur$1 & a soldi] on leave1 :o 0 deeply imm]s$ 9 psy*ic rese>*1 0 9 high hopes ( gett+ "s g5u9e results4 ,i accept$ ! invitation because a c]ta9 incid5t _h once m r\s$ my curiosity 9 ! haunt$ h\se4 ,dur+ our inve/igations ,i _h be5 disappo9t$ at n he>+ ! mu*-talk$-( scream1 ! m s aft] le>n+ f ! =m] t5ants h[ v (t5 !y _h he>d x4 ,:5 ,i did at la/ he> x ,i 0 walk+ pa/ ! h\se on a v hot summ] morn+1 ab\t elev5 o'clock4 ,i 0 n ?9k+ ( ! h\se1 & _h j pass$ x on my way home1 :5 a pi]c+ scream arre/$ my att5tion4 ,i :eel$ r\nd in/antly2 !re 0 n a d\bt z to :]e ! scream came f1 b un=tunately1 ?\gh !re 7 p on ! road1 !re 0 no "o ne> en\gh to be> witness4 ,! scream appe>$ to come f "s "o 9 abject t]ror1 & w\ld h arre/$ ! att5tion ( any "o :o happ5$ to be pass+4 ,i mean t _h no haunt$ h\se /ood !re1 _h ! scream proce$$ f any o!r villa1 ,i am sure t any pass]-by w\ld h halt$ wond]+ly1 & await$ fur!r developm5ts4 ,ca/el a ,m>e lay 9 absolute sil5ce1 "u ! blaz+ sun%9e1 & 9 a m9ute or two ,i walk$ on4 ,i c\ld n[ und]/& :at x mu/ h meant to live 9 t h\se1 9 con/ant dread ( t weird & hide\s s\nd res\nd+ ?r\gh ! rooms or g>d54 ,?is incid5t made me eag] to jo9 my fri5d's p>ty1 & on rea*+ ! h\se ,i f\nd a small cr[d assembl$4 ,! m$ium1 myself1 & f\r o!r wom54 ,! soldi]1 & an eld]ly & burly build] belong+ to ! neighborhood1 :o 0 int]e/$ 9 psy*ic rese>*4 ,eight p]sons 9 all4 ,z !re 0 no *air or furniture ( any description 9 ! h\se1 we c>ri$ 9 a small empty box f a rubbi% heap outside1 & foll[$ ! m$ium ?r\gh ! rooms4 ,%e elect$ to rema9 9 ! l>ge b$room1 on ! fir/ floor1 out ( :i* op5$ ! ba?room1 & %e sat d[n on ! box & lean$ h] back aga9/ ! wall1 :il/ we l\ng$ ab\t ! room & await$ ev5ts4 ,x 0 a sunny summ] aft]noon1 & ! _m brok5 panes ( glass ?r\gh\t ! h\se admitt$ pl5ty ( air4 ,aft] "s m9utes x 0 pla9 to see t ! m$ium _h fall5 into a trance4 ,h] eyes 7 clos$1 & %e lay back z if 9 s\nd sleep4 ,"t pass$1 no?+ happ5$1 we 7 all r sil5t1 z ,i _h w>n$ ! p>ty t ?\gh we 7 9 a room at ! side ( ! h\se f>!/ f ! road1 our voices c\ld pla9ly be he>d by pass]s-by1 & we want$ no int]f]5ce4 ,j z we 7 all beg9n+ to feel r bor$ & tir$ ( /&+1 ! m$ium sprang to h] feet ) surpris+ agility1 p\r+ out a volume ( viol5t language4 ,h] voice _h tak5 on ! deep gr[l+ tones ( an infuriat$ man1 :o advanc$ m5ac+ly t[>ds ^? ( u :o 7 ne>e/ to him4 ,9 h>%1 ?reat5+ voice he dem&$ to "k :at "r we _h to intrude on 8 privacy4 ,!re 0 a g5]al scatt]+ ( ! sc>$ p>ty be=e ?is unlook$-= attack1 & ! soldi] gave x z 8 op9ion t ! m$ium 0 n[ controll$ by ! _s ( a v viol5t male entity4 ,i _h no d\bt ^u ! po9t4 ,!n comm5c$ s v unpleasant a sc5e t ,i _h no d\bt also ( ! m$ium's g5u95ess4 ,no *>latan1 dep5d5t ^u fraudul5t m$ium%ip = h] daily bread1 w\ld h made h]self s int5sely obnoxi\s z did ?is frail little woman4 ,i f\nd myself say+1 ,nev] aga94 ,?is isn't good en\gh4 ,! entity t controll$ h] possess$ sup]human /r5g?4 ,8 voice 0 l ! bell[ ( a bull1 z he told u to be gone1 or he w\ld ?r[ u out himself1 & 8 language 0 %ock+4 ,i _h w>n$ ! m$ium on ent]+ ! h\se t we mu/ be z quiet z possible1 or we w\ld h ! police walk+ 9 on u4 ,n[ ,i expect$ any mom5t to see a policeman1 or "s male /rang] arrive on ! sc5e1 & dem& to "k :at 0 ! matt]4 ,! majority ( our p>ty 7 keep+ at a safe di/ance1 b sudd5ly ! control ru%$ full tilt at ! soldi]1 :o _h /ood 8 gr\nd1 & attack+ him ) a tig]i% fury drew blood at once4 ,! big build] & ,i ru%$ =w>d to 8 aid4 ,! re/ ( ! p>ty =sook u & fl$1 pell-mell1 out ( ! h\se & into ! g>d54 ,glanc+ ?r\gh a w9d[1 ne> :i* we f\ght1 ,i saw bel[ a r[ ( sc>$ faces />+ up 9 aw$ wond]4 ,! sc5e be+ enact$ 0 really amaz+4 ,?is frail little creature ?rew u (f l fea!rs1 & drove u foot by foot be=e h]1 always head+ u (f ! ba?room4 ,we tri$ to /& our gr\nd1 & dodge h] furi\s lunges1 b %e 0 too mu* = u4 ,aft] a desp]ate scuffle1 :i* la/$ q sev5 or eight m9utes1 & result$ 9 mu* torn clo?+1 %e drove u out ( ! room & on to ! l&+4 ,!n sudd5ly1 )\t w>n+1 ! entity seem$ to evacuate ! body he _h controll$1 & ! m$ium w5t d[n ) a cra% & lay at our feet1 j a little crumpl$ di%evel$ heap4 ,= "s consid]able "t ,i ?\ght t %e 0 dead4 ,h] lips 7 blue1 & ,i c\ld feel no pulse4 ,we _h nei!r wat] nor br&y ) :i* to revive h]1 & we decid$ to c>ry h] d[n into ! g>d5 & see :at fre% air w\ld d4 ,?\gh villas /ood all r\nd u1 ! foliage ( ! trees gave u absolute privacy1 & we laid h] flat on ! lawn4 ,!re1 aft] ab\t t5 m9utes1 %e gradually rega9$ h] consci\sness1 & seem+ly none ! worse = h] exp]i5ces %e sat up & ask$ :at _h happ5$4 ,we did n give h] ! tru? 9 its entirety1 & contriv$ to acc\nt = ! blood-/a9$ soldi] & ! torn clo?+1 )\t unduly %ock+ & di/ress+ h]4 ,we !n disp]s$2 ! m$ium walk+ (f z if no?+ :atev] _h occurr$ to deplete h] /r5g?4 ,"s days aft] ?is ! soldi] begg$ = ano!r exp]im5t ) ! m$ium4 ,he _h no d\bts z to h] g5u95ess1 & he 0 sure t if we tri$ aga9 we w\ld get fur!r developm5ts4 ,%e 0 will+ to try aga91 & s 0 ! build]1 b ) "o exception ! re/ ( ! p>ty refus$ to h any?+ m to d ) ! unpleasant affair1 & ! "o exception /ipulat$ to rema9 9 ! g>d54 ,%e v wisely rem>k$ t if %e came into ! h\se !re 0 no kn[+ :at entity might n atta* itself to h]1 & return home ) h]1 & %e 0 n go+ to risk x4 ,( c\rse ?is real dang] always _h to be c\nt$ ^u 9 su* inve/igations1 b z ! m5 ( ! p>ty desir$ a woman to accompany ! m$ium1 ,i cons5t$1 & we ent]$ ! h\se once m1 a r$uc$ p>ty ( f\r4 ,aft] ! m$ium _h rema9$ entranc$ = "s m9utes1 ! same male entity aga9 controll$ h]4 ,! same viol5ce1 ! same attacks began once m1 b ?is "t we 7 bett] prep>$ to def5d ourselves4 ,! soldi] & ! /alw>t build] w>d$ (f ! attacks1 & tri$ conciliatory expo/ulations1 b all to no purpose4 ,!n ! soldi]1 :o seem$ to h consid]able exp]i5ce 9 su* matt]s1 tri$ a sy/em ( exorcis+1 /]nly bidd+ ! malignant entity dep>t4 ,!re ensu$ a v curi\s spiritual conflict betwe5 ! exorci/ & ! entity1 9 :i* sometimes x seem$ z if "o1 !n ! o!r1 0 ab\t to triumph4 ,^? wav]+ mom5ts 7 useful 9 giv+ u brea?+ space f ! assaults1 & at l5g? hav+ fail$1 z we desir$1 to get into ! ba?room1 we drove him back aga9/ ! wall at ! f> end ( ! room4 ,f9ally ! exorci/ triumph$1 & ! m$ium collaps$ on ! floor1 z ! /r5g? ( ! control left h]4 ,= a few mom5ts we all[$ ! crumpl$ up little heap to rema9 :]e %e lay1 :il/ we mopp$ our br[s & rega9$ our brea?4 ,! soldi] _h br\ght a flask ( br&y :i* we propos$ to adm9i/] to ! unconsci\s m$ium1 b q sudd5ly a new developm5t began4 ,%e rais$ h] head1 & /ill cr\*+ on ! floor ) clos$ eyes %e began to cry bitt]ly4 ,wail+1 & moan+1 & utt]+ in>ticulate words1 %e _h become ! picture ( absolute woe4 ,ano!r entity has got hold ( h]1 ann\nc$ ! soldi]4 ,x c]ta9ly appe>$ to be s4 ,all signs ( viol5ce _h gone4 ,! m$ium _h become a he>t-brok5 woman4 ,we rais$ h] to h] feet1 h] condition 0 pitiable1 b h] words became m coh]5t4 ,poor ma/]6 ,on ! b$4 ,help him6 ,help him6 %e moan$1 & po9t$ to "o side ( ! room4 ,aga9 & aga9 %e indicat$1 by cl5*+ h] h&s on h] ?roat1 t dea? by /rangulation 0 ! culm9ation ( "s t]rible trag$y t _h be5 enact$ 9 t room4 ,%e w&]$1 9 a desolate mann]1 ab\t ! floor1 wr++ h] h&s1 ! te>s p\r+ d[n h] *eeks1 :il/ %e po9t$ to ! b$1 !n t[>ds ! ba?room ) %udd]+ horror4 ,sudd5ly we 7 />tl$ out ( our compassionate sympa?y by a pi]c+ scream1 & my ?\ghts flew in/antly to ! exp]i5ces ( ! =m] t5ants1 & :at ,i myself _h he>d 9 pass+ on t ,june morn+ ( ! =m] ye>4 ,! m$ium _h turn$ at bay1 & began a frantic enc\nt] ) "s entity unse5 by u4 ,wildly %e wre/l$ & f\ght1 z if = h] life1 :il/ %e emitt$ pi]c+ %rieks = help4 ,we ru%$ to ! rescue1 dragg+ h] away f h] invisible assailant1 b a disembodi$ fight] has a consid]able pull ov] a fight] 9 ! fle%1 :o possesses some?+ tangible t c be seiz$4 ,i plac$ ! m$ium beh9d me1 ) h] back to ! wall1 b ?\gh ,i press$ h] close %e cont9u$ to fight1 & ,i _h to def5d myself z well z def5d h]4 ,h] assailant 0 und\bt$ly ! fir/ t]rible entity :i* _h controll$ h]4 ,at int]vals %e gasp$ out1 ,t]rible doctor--w kill me--he's kill$ ma/]--help6 help6 ,gradually %e ceas$ to fight4 ,! soldi] 0 exorcis+ ) all 8 =ce1 & 0 ga9+ p[]2 f9ally he triumph$1 inasmu* z he bani%$ ! t]rible doctor4 ,! m$ium 01 h[ev]1 /ill "u ! control ( ! brok5-he>t$ entity1 & began aga9 to w&] ab\t ! room4 ,we extract$ f h] fur!r details4 ,an approximate date ( ! trag$y4 ,h] ma/]'s "n1 t he 0 m5tally defici5t :5 ! murd] took place4 ,%e 0 a maids]vant 9 ! h\se1 & aft] witness+ ! crime %e appe>$ to h %>$ h] ma/]'s fate1 ?\gh by :at means we c\ld n det]m9e4 ,! doctor 0 a resid5t physician ( =eign orig94 ,at la/ we induc$ h] to ent] ! ba?room1 :i* %e seem$ to dread1 & !re %e fell to lam5t+ ov] ! dead body ( h] ma/]1 :i* _h la9 hidd5 !re :5 ! room 0 us$ z a l>ge cupbo>d4 ,x 0 a v pa9ful sc5e1 :i* 0 end$ abruptly by h] fall+ d[n ins5sible4 ,%e _h collaps$ 9 an awkw>d corn]1 b at la/ we lift$ h] out1 & c>ri$ h] d[n/airs to ! g>d54 ,:5 ,i tri$ to revive h] ) br&y ,i f\nd t h] tee? 7 tightly cl5*$4 ,i !n tri$ artificial respiration1 z ,i c\ld feel no pulse4 ,gradually %e came back to life1 quietly1 calmly1 & 9 total ignorance ( :at _h occurr$4 ,! mo/ amaz+ ?+ 0 t %e %[$ no signs :atev] ( exhau/ion or m5tal fatigue4 ,we 7 all dead beat1 b n s ! fragile-look+ little m$ium1 ?\gh ext]nally %e look$ t]ribly di%evel$ & draggl$4 ,?is 0 ! la/ "t ,i set foot 9 ! haunt$ h\se1 :i* is n[ be+ demoli%$1 b ,i /ill _h to exp]i5ce m ( its odd ph5om5a4 ,! date & names ! m$ium _h giv5 u 7 lat] on v]ifi$ by means ( a record ( villa resid5ts1 :i* = _m ye>s _h be5 kept 9 ! t[n ( ,torquay4 ,!re is no "o left n[ :o has any int]e/ 9 v]ify+ a tragic /ory suppos$ to h be5 enact$ ab\t fifty ye>s ago4 ,x mu/ be left 9 ! realms ( psy*ic rese>*1 by :i* means x 0 dragg$ to light4 ,c]ta9 x is t no su* murd] came to ! k ( ^? :o 7 alive !n1 & live /ill 9 ,torquay4 ,if !re is any tru? 9 ! /ory x falls "u ! category ( undiscov]$ crimes4 ,! murd]] 0 able someh[ to hide 8 iniquities1 & escape suspicion & puni%m5t4 ,i d n "k if x is int5d$ to build ano!r h\se on ! same site4 ,i hope n1 = x is v probable t a new resid5ce w\ld %>e ! fate ( ! old4 ,bricks & mort> are no imp$im5t to ! free passage ( ! disembodi$1 & !re is no reason :y !y %\ld n elect to manife/ = an indef9ite p]iod ( "t4 ,!re c be no d\bt t ! scream 0 an actual fact4 ,!re are s _m p liv+ :o he>d x1 & are will+ to te/ify to ! horror ( x4 ,among/ ^? liv+ p are =m] t5ants1 :o = long bore ! n]v\s /ra9 ( its con/ant recurr5ce4 ,!re rema9s "o o!r weird incid5t 9 connection ) ,ca/el a ,m>e :i* ,i w n[ try to describe4 ,9 ! w9t] ( #aiag ,i 0 engag$ 9 w> "w :i* took me out at night4 ,l e o!r coa/ t[n ,torquay 0 plung$ at sunset into deepe/ d>kness1 save :5 ! moon defi$ ! au?orities4 ,! road lead+ f ! ne>e/ tramc> to our h\se 0 n lit at all1 & "o _h to /umble along z be/ "o c\ld1 ev5 electric tor*es be+ =bidd54 ,i 0 return+ home "o v d>k1 /ill night ab\t a qu>t] pa/ t51 & be+ v tir$ ,i 0 walk+ v sl[ly4 ,ow+ to ! inky d>kness ,i ?\ght x be/ to walk 9 ! middle ( ! road1 9 ord] to avoid ! inequalities 9 ! footpa? at ea* g>d5 entrance to ! villas4 ,at t h\r !re 0 no traffic1 & n a s\l ab\t4 ,sudd5ly my /eps 7 arre/$ by a l\d knock+ on a w9d[-pane1 & ,i collect$ my ?\ghts & tri$ to take my be>+s4 ,! s\nd came f ! left1 :]e two or ?ree villas /& close to ! road4 ,all ,i c\ld di/+ui% 0 a d5s] blot ( black aga9/ ! d5se surr\nd+s1 b by mak+ c]ta9 calculations ,i recogniz$ t ,i /ood outside ,ca/el a ,m>e4 ,! knock+ on ! pane la/$ only a mom5t or two1 & 0 insi/5t & p]emptory4 ,i jump$ to ! in/ant conclusion t "s "o 0 hav+ a l>k inside1 & 0 try+ to get a rise out ( me4 ,i 0 too tir$ to be bo!r$1 & mov$ on aga9 ) a /rong incl9ation t[>ds my own w>m b$1 :5 ! knock+ rang out m p]emptory ?an ev]4 ,x seem$ to say ,/op6 don't g on4 ,i h some?+ to say to y4 ,involunt>ily ,i /ood /ill aga91 & wi%$ t "s human be+ w\ld pass along ! road4 ,i really w\ld n h c>$ :o x 01 policeman1 soldi]1 maids]vant4 ,i w\ld h laid hold ( !m & said1 ,d y he> t knock+8 ,x comes f ! haunt$ h\se4 ,alas6 no "o did come4 ,! night lay l an inky pall all ab\t me1 sil5t z ! grave1 save = t comm&+ ord] to /op :i* 0 rapp$ ^u a w9d[-pane :5ev] ,i attempt$ to move on4 ,?\gh ! be+ :o ?us s\ght to deta9 me c\ld n possibly di/+ui% :o ,i 01 or :e!r my g5d] 0 male or female1 he c\ld c]ta9ly he> my foot/eps z ,i walk$1 & ! cool inconsequ5ce ( 8 behavior began to nettle me4 ,i 0 ab\t to move resolutely on :5 ,i he>d some?+ else4 ,?is "t some?+ really ?rill+6 ,peal aft] peal ( light laught]1 accompani$ by fly+ feet4 ,b su* laught]6 ,?91 high treble laught]1 "r away up & out ( ! scale1 & app>5tly proce$+ f _m p]sons4 ,su* fly+ feet6 rac+1 patt]+1 ru%+ feet1 light z ^? ( ! tra9$ a?lete4 ,i /ood en?rall$ ) wond]1 = 9 ! pit*-black d>kness ( t h\se surely no human feet c\ld avoid disa/]4 ,!y 7 ru%+ up & d[n t /eep1 b>e wood5 /aircase t ,i knew s well1 & ! laught] & ! swift-w+$ feet s\nd$ n[ f ! gr\nd floor1 !n c\ld be cle>ly trac$ asc5d+1 till !y rea*$ ! ?ird & la/ floor4 ,te>+ along ! empty corridors1 !y began ! breakneck desc5t aga9 to ! bottom1 a pell-mell1 wild ru% ( dem5t$ demons *as+ ea* o!r4 ,t is :at x s\nd$ l4 ,i mu/ h /ood !re = q t5 m9utes1 long+ int5sely = "s "o to %>e 9 my exp]i5ces1 b ,torquay _h gone to b$1 & ,i felt x 0 "t = me to d likewise4 ,:at c\ld ,i make ( ! affair8 ,no?+6 ,rats8 ,rats don't laugh4 ,human be+s hav+ a rag & try+ to sc>e ! neighborhood8 ,no human be+ c\ld h run up & d[n t /aircase 9 su* pr(\nd d>kness4 ,x w\ld h be5 a case ( crawl+ up ) a firm h& on ! bani/] rail4 ,i gave up try+ to ?9k & turn$ resolutely away4 ,z ,i did s ! knock+ began aga9 ^u ! w9d[-pane4 ,d /op2 oh6 don't g away4 ,/op6 /op6 x seem$ to call aft] me insi/5tly z ,i quick5$ my foot/eps & gradually outdi/anc$ ! imp]i\s dem&4 ,:at explanation h ,i to (f]8 ,none6 ,! halluc9ations ( a tir$ woman8 ,t may d = ! g5]al public1 b n = me4 ,y see1 ,i 0 ! p]son :o he>d x4 ,!re are _m haunt$ h\ses t are q habitable1 su* z ,hampton ,c\rt ,palace1 etc4 ,:]e ! app>ition keeps /rictly to an anniv]s>y1 or :]e ! ph5om5a are mild & in(f5sive1 _! pres5ce c be endur$ ) a c]ta9 am\nt ( equanimity4 ,! po9t really lies 9 ?is4 ,are ! gho/s :o haunt a dwell+ indiff]5t to1 or ho/ile to1 ! pres5ce ( _! companions 9 ! fle%8 ,if ! situation is accord+ to ! latt]1 !n ! gho/s w c]ta9ly score4 ,!y w rid !mselves ( ! human inhabitants by a we>+-d[n n]ve pressure1 :i* _c be f\ght aga9/ ) any *ance ( success4 ,if ! gho/s are %y or indiff]5t1 wrapp$ up 9 _! own conc]ns & conta9+ !mselves 9 a _w ( _! own1 !n !re is no reason :y ! inc>nate & disc>nate %\ld n live peacefully toge!r4 ,to-day1 ,febru>y #bg?1 #aiai1 ,i read ! foll[+ 9 ! ,morn+ ,po/3-- ,haunt$ or di/urb$ prop]ties4 ,a lady :o has deeply /udi$ ?is subject & possesses unusual p[]s w f9d out ! hi/ory ( ! tr\ble & und]take to rem$y x4 ,h\ses ) p]si/5t bad luck c (t5 be fre$ f ! influ5ce4 ,/ricte/ confid5ce4 ,social ref]5ces ask$ & (f]$4 ,:at w\ld our gr&p>5ts h ?\ght ( ?is means ( turn+ an hone/ p5ny8 ,i h no d\bt ! lady possess+ ! unusual p[]s w be employ$1 & 9 _m cases %e w be successful4 ,9 ! majority ( cases ,i v5ture to say t %e w fail1 simply because ! majority ( cases are too elusive to be dealt ) by human means4 ,h[ w\ld ?is lady treat ! ,ca/el a ,m>e scream8 ,h[ w\ld %e deal ) ! next /ory ,i am go+ to relate8 ,x is a simple matt] to compile a book ( ?rill+ gho/ /ories if direct evid5ce is n giv51 if names ( p]sons & places are suppress$4 ,i claim t my /ories h a special int]e/ & value1 because ,i h tri$ to re/rict !m to su* z c be atte/$ to by liv+ p]sons1 closely relat$ to me ei!r by fri5d%ip or by family ties4 ,9 a v few in/ances ,i h be5 oblig$ = obvi\s reasons to suppress ! names ( h\ses & hotels4 ,9 ^! cases ,i am ready p]sonally to supply full in=mation to g5u9e /ud5ts ( ! occult1 if !y are will+ to approa* me privately4 ,,*apt] ,,xxii ,,! ,,haunt$ ,,lodge ,a consid]able numb] ( p are alive :o c te/ify to ! tru? ( ! facts ,i n[ n>rate4 ,i regret t ,i h n be5 able to inve/igate ?is case p]sonally1 b ,i hope to d s be=e v long4 ,9 ! spr+ ( #aija1 my si/] & h] husb&1 ,major ,/ew>t1 r5t$ an old %oot+ lodge 9 ,argyll%ire4 ,! place 0 *>m+ly situat$1 ! %oot+ & fi%+ excell5t1 & ! sc5]y ar\nd 0 not$ = its romantic beauty4 ,?\gh ! ma9 portion ( ! h\se 0 old1 a new w+ _h be5 add$ = ! sleep+ accommodation ( s]vants1 & ?is arrangem5t %ut !m (f at night f ! anci5t "p ( ! dwell+4 ,! orig9al kit*5 /ill rema9$ 9 use4 ,! s]vants _h be5 s5t on 9 advance to prep>e ! lodge1 & :5 ,major & ,mrs4 ,/ew>t arriv$ !y 7 at once confront$ ) ! in=mation t ! place bore a v evil reputation4 ,! villag]s _h n hesitat$ to prime ! maids ) all sorts ( creepy /ories1 em95tly calculat$ to cause _! precipitate dep>ture4 ,luckily = ! ma/] & mi/ress ! maids _h be5 ) !m = "s ye>s1 & 7 nei!r ( a timid age nor disposition1 s ! h\sehold settl$ com=tably d[n1 9 ^? long spr+ & summ] days1 :i* 9 ! nor? means practically no d>kness4 ,my si/] _h bani%$ ! alleg$ haunt+s f h] m9d1 & probably ! maids _h done likewise1 = all 0 go+ quietly & well1 :5 sudd5ly1 aft] a week's resid5ce1 !re came a rude rem9d]4 ,major & ,mrs4 ,/ew>t 7 bo? awak5$ "o night by unmi/akable s\nds ( v noisy burgl>s1 :o appe>$ to h brok5 into ! h\se ?r\gh ! kit*5 qu>t]s4 ,! major lit a c&le1 & look$ at 8 wat*4 ,x 0 j on midnight4 ,:at puzzl$ !m bo? 0 ! noise ! intrud]s made4 ,burgl>s naturally tread s(tly & /eal?ily1 b ^! m5 /amp$ ab\t 9 heavy boots1 & 7 engag$ 9 ?r[+ ab\t heavy articles4 ,!re seem$ to be q a numb] ( accomplices involv$ 9 ! ent]prise1 & !y display$ an amaz+ indiff]5ce to detection4 ,my si/] & h] husb& decid$ t ev5ts c\ld n be left to take _! c\rse4 ,?is matt] mu/ be look$ into4 ,! major arm$ himself ) a load$ revolv]4 ,my si/] arm$ h]self ) a light$ c&le & a box ( mat*es1 & toge!r !y crept s(tly d[n/airs on _! way to ! kit*54 ,all ?is "t ! noises cont9u$4 ,/amp+ ( heavy feet1 cra%+ d[n ( heavy weights1 b on ! way d[n/airs a fir/ glimm]+ t ! sup]natural came into ?is affair began to dawn ^u my si/]4 ,%e became aw>e t an invisible pres5ce 0 foll[+ !m4 ,! noises cont9u$ z !y cauti\sly & sil5tly crept t[>ds ! kit*54 ,z !y rea*$ ! door1 sudd5ly utt] sil5ce fell4 ,inside no?+ 0 dis>rang$4 ,!re 7 no signs ( burgl>s1 ev]y?+ 0 z usual4 ,consid]ably my/ifi$ ,major & ,mrs4 ,/ew>t return$ to b$1 & 7 n di/urb$ aga9 t night4 ,! next day1 ab\t f\r o'clock 9 ! aft]noon1 ! same s\nds began aga94 ,?is "t ! noise 0 easily locat$ 9 "o ( ! unus$ b$rooms on ! top floor ( ! h\se4 ,heavily %od m5 7 tramp+ ab\t ! floor ov]head1 ?r[+ d[n heavy boxes & mak+ a consid]able di/urbance4 ,major & ,mrs4 ,/ew>t asc5d$ on tiptoe1 & :5 outside ! clos$ door li/5$ int5tly4 ,!re 0 no mi/ake ?is "t4 ,no?+ c\ld s\nd m human ?an ! activity go+ on inside t room4 ,half a doz5 m5 at lea/ 7 9 possession ( x1 & ^? m5 _h to be confront$4 ,luckily !y _h no means ( escape4 ,?is "t !y really w\ld be caught4 ,aft] a few m9utes ( sil5t li/5+ ! major1 ^: h& 0 on ! knob1 ?rew op5 ! door & b\nd$ into ! room4 ,in/ant sil5ce--no?+--n ev5 ! :isk ( a defiant rat's tail6 ,! husb& & wife sat d[n & />$ at "o ano!r 9 utt] bewild]m5t4 ,! bright spr+ daylight seem$ to mock !m z x flood$ e *9k & cranny4 ,%ortly aft] ?is occurr5ce ?ree gue/s came to /ay1 two wom5 & a man4 ,!y 7 giv5 b$rooms on ! top floor1 b ! room :5ce ! di/urbance _h come 0 left sev]ely alone4 ,! h\sehold1 ) "o accord1 welcom$ _! adv5t z a pleasant di/raction1 & x 0 unanim\sly agre$ t !y %\ld be kept 9 absolute ignorance ( :at _h tak5 place4 ,! next morn+ ! ?ree gue/s all _h ! same /ory to tell1 ( hav+ _h no sleep4 ,heavily boot$ m5 kept pass+ _! doors1 & heavy articles 7 flung ab\t 9 adjac5t rooms4 ,!y _h sp5t a night ( t]ror4 ,no "o _h possess$ suffici5t c\rage to look out into ! corridor1 along :i* ! m5 7 pass+1 & !y _h kept lights burn+ 9 _! rooms till full daybreak4 ,!y refus$ to sleep aga9 ^u t floor4 ,my si/] mov$ !m d[n to ! second floor1 on :i* %e h]self slept1 & a ?or\gh inve/igation ( ! h\se1 outside & inside1 0 made4 ,no conclusion 0 come to4 ,! noises cont9u$ on ! foll[+ night1 b be+ ov]head1 & m di/ant1 !y 7 m endurable4 ,a second male gue/ n[ arriv$1 & ! assembl$ h\sehold wait$ 9 brea?less int]e/ to see h[ ! gho/s w\ld affect him4 ,no?+ :atev] 0 told to him1 & he 0 lodg$ 9 a b$room imm$iately und]nea? ! noisy "o4 ,! next morn+1 aft] all _h pass$ a di/urb$ night1 x 0 f\nd t "s ( ! noises _h proce$$ f ! new gue/4 ,he _h c>ri$ "s ( 8 blankets out into ! g>d5 & _h slept !re4 ,he rema9$ on1 b refus$ to sleep 9 ! h\se1 & a t5t 0 rigg$ up = him outside4 ,he /at$ t ! di/urbances 7 too mu* = 8 n]ves1 ?\gh he _h no idea :at !y 74 ,8 behavior1 on ! fir/ night1 9 retir+ to ! g>d51 0 meant z a /rong prote/ aga9/ su* treatm5t ( a tir$ gue/4 ,8 temp] _h got ! upp] h& ( him1 aft] fruitless ef=ts to sleep1 &1 f9ally1 he _h tramp$ d[n/airs ) an armful ( blankets1 anticipat+ _m apologies next morn+ f ho/ & ho/ess1 & a peaceful night to foll[4 ,! foll[+ day a new maid arriv$4 ,%e slept 9 ! old "p ( ! h\se1 & %ortly aft]w>ds ask$ my si/] if ! h\se 0 haunt$1 z %e _h be5 kept awake by heavy p runn+ pa/ h] door ) nak$ feet4 ,by ?is "t x 0 only ! influ5ce ( ! /aid old s]vants :i* prev5t$ ! y\ng] ones f tak+ flight4 ,my si/] & h] husb& 7 n al>m$1 !y 7 pr(\ndly int]e/$4 ,! summ] pass$ on1 & !re 7 days & weeks :5 no?+ 0 he>d1 !n q sudd5ly ! di/urbances w\ld beg9 aga94 ,z ! noises s\nd$ s v human x 0 extremely difficult to believe t !y really did n proce$ f inc>nate be+s1 & my si/] told me t "t aft] "t1 z %e li/5$1 %e w\ld say to h]self1 ,n[1 beyond a %ad[ ( d\bt !re are m5 9 t room4 ,%e w\ld creep up/airs1 li/5 = "s "t ) h] h& on ! door-knob--!n sudd5ly ?r[ x op5--to f9d no?+4 ,%e nev] we>i$ ( try+ to surprise ^? invisible m54 ,at times :5 h] husb& 0 away f home1 %e w\ld sp5d ! entire night 9 an ob/9ate attempt to solve ! my/]y4 ,:5 %e _h no gue/s1 & ! s]vants 7 asleep 9 _! new w+1 %e w\ld awake to ! noise4 ,tak+ h] c&le %e w\ld m\nt on b>e1 sil5t feet to ! floor above1 & li/5 at ! door1 (t5 = half an h\r at a "t4 ,%e _h no fe>1 b int5se curiosity4 ,x 0 easy to trace :at 0 go+ on 9 ! room4 ,m5 7 pack+1 mov+ heavy boxes1 ?r[+ d[n heavy articles1 walk+ ab\t ! floor ) pond]\s tread4 ,fir/ !y w\ld be at "o end ( ! room1 !n move on to ! o!r4 ,sometimes !y approa*$ s ne> ! door beh9d :i* %e /ood1 t %e expect$ to see x op51 & to be confront$ by sev]al burly ruffians4 ,%e w\ld ru% sudd5ly 91 c&le 9 h&1 only to be receiv$ 9 sudd51 utt] sil5ce4 ,n ev5 ! scurry ( a sc>$ m\se4 ,aft] half an h\r ( pati5t wait+ )9 ! room1 %e w\ld leave x1 close ! door1 & sit d[n on ! /aircase4 ,9 a few mom5ts ! di/urbance 0 aga9 9 full sw+4 ,7 ,i writ+ an acc\nt ( ^! haunt+s = ! ,psy*ical ,society ,i %\ld g into ! mo/ m9ute details2 suffice x "h to say1 t dur+ all ?is "t e sort ( inve/igation _h be5 c>ri$ out by practical m5 & wom51 :o _h p]sonally he>d ! di/urbances1 & :o 7 ke5ly int]e/$ 9 ! ph5om5a4 ,rats 71 ( c\rse1 ! fir/ natural sugge/ion1 b no "o put =? ?is !ory aft] hav+ once1 ) _! own e>s1 he>d ! di/urbances4 ,no "o c\ld advance any rational conclusion4 ,! :ole affair 0 baffl+ 9 ! extreme4 ,x w\ld h be5 simple en\gh to leave ! place & =feit ! r5t1 b my si/] & h] husb& lov$ ! sport & ! beauty ( ! surr\nd+s1 & 7 det]m9$ to rema91 unless any?+ worse develop$4 ,no "o ev] saw any?+ unpleasant1 or ev5 sugge/ive ( ! sup]natural1 & ! :ole h\sehold _h become m or less indiff]5t to ! noises4 ,!y br\ght no h>m to anybody1 & might be safely ignor$4 ,mrs4 ,/ew>t _h f\r ,pom]anian dogs :i* did n produce a calm+ effect ^u _! human companions4 ,!y 7 con/antly see+ ?+s1 bri/l+ & %[+ e sign ( t]ror4 ,into ! noisy room !y refus$ to g1 & !y object$ to be+ left a mom5t alone4 ,!y slept 9 my si/]'s b$room4 ,"o night %e 0 alone 9 ! old h\se4 ,major ,/ew>t _h gone on bus9ess to ,ed9burgh1 & ! s]vants _h retir$ to b$ 9 _! own w+4 ,mrs4 ,/ew>t 0 sitt+ 9 ! smok+-room1 read+ an int]e/+ novel by ! light ( a lamp4 ,a good fire burn$1 & ! f\r ,poms 7 asleep on ! he>?-rug4 ,! door 0 slightly aj>1 & outside x ran a %ort corridor4 ,sudd5ly1 at its f> end a t]rible noise arose4 ,a v diff]5t noise to any?+ t _h be5 he>d be=e1 & "o s blood-curdl+ t ,mrs4 ,/ew>t at la/ knew ! mean+ ( mortal fe>4 ,two m5 7 fight+ desp]ately1 sway+ & wre/l+1 & sn>l+ fi]cely l two tig]s lock$ 9 dea?ly combat4 ,%e glanc$ at ! dogs4 ,!y 7 sitt+ up1 />+ ) t]rifi$ eyes at ! door1 _! bodies quiv]+1 _! little fangs %[+4 ,!n--) a b\nd--!y 7 (f1 te>+ = de> life along ! corridor t[>ds ! /airs4 ,x 0 a situation t dem&$ consid]able n]ve4 ,impossible to sit !re alone 9 ! dead ( night1 & li/5 to t hide\s d91 b a few y>ds f ! door4 ,%e mu/ foll[ ! dogs z swiftly z %e d>$4 ,%e took up ! lamp & mov$ /eal?ily to ! door4 ,! corridor 0 9 complete d>kness1 & 9 t d>kness ! two m5 f\ght desp]ately1 & bel[ _! brea? !y rav$1 groan$1 blasphem$1 incoh]5tly4 ,"o long drawn out babel ( brea?less discord4 ,9 an ov]:elm+ ru% ( t]ror ,mrs4 ,/ew>t made a da% = ! /airs1 b :ile /ill 9 ! corridor %e he>d fly+ feet approa*+ h] f ! end %e 0 try+ to rea*4 ,%e %rank back aga9/ ! wall1 ! fly+ feet pass$ 9 a wild tempe/u\s ru%1 & z !y did s ! lamp 0 /ruck viol5tly out ( h] h&1 & %e 0 left 9 complete d>kness4 ,%e rea*$ h] b$room & lock$ ! door1 !n %e light$ ! c&les & look$ = ! dogs4 ,%e f\nd !m huddl$ toge!r 9 abject t]ror "u h] b$4 ,! next day my si/] call$ ^u ! lady :o own$ ! place1 & rec\nt+ h] exp]i5ces ask$ to be told ! orig9 ( ! haunt+s4 ,%e 0 told ! foll[+ /ory3-- ,_m ye>s previ\sly a f>m]1 :o 0 a wid[]1 liv$ 9 ! lodge ) an only son1 :o 0 gr[n up4 ,! old f>m] m>ri$ aga91 a pretty "y girl1 & ! son fell 9 love ) 8 /epmo!r4 ,a qu>rel ensu$1 & a desp]ate conflict1 9 :i* ! fa!r /abb$ 8 son to dea?4 ,! ,/ew>ts did n leave ! haunt$ lodge till "s long "t aft] ! ev5ts ,i h n>rat$2 9 fact1 my si/] inhabit$ x aft] h] husb& di$1 dur+ a /ay 9 ! ,s\? ( ,engl&4 ,x is difficult to =m any conjecture z to ! actual cause ( ! di/urbances4 ,h[ d gho/s contrive to make su* a noise8 ,! common answ] w\ld be1 ,!y 7 a/ral noises he>d clairaudi5tly4 ,b 0 e "o 9 ! h\se clairaudi5t8 ,x is possible1 b mo/ unlikely4 ,:5 ! noises began e "o "u t ro( he>d !m1 & cont9u$ to he> !m till !y ceas$4 ,! lodge is /ill to let1 s p]haps ! my/]y may yet be unravel$4 ,w a memb] ( ! ,psy*ical ,society n try 8 luck8 ,! r5t is l[1 ! sport1 ( m ?an "o k9d1 is excell5t4 ,9 ! c\rse ( "t my wid[$ si/] m>ri$ aga91 & h] second husb& has giv5 me a curi\s & gruesome /ory ( an exp]i5ce :i* came to him :il/ he 0 /ill a ba*elor4 ,i w give x 9 8 own words3-- ,ab\t f\rte5 ye>s ago ,i retir$ f ! ,london ,/ock ,ex*ange1 & ow+ to ill heal? ,i 0 advis$ by my doctor to take a long sea voyage4 ,?is advice ,i foll[$1 & mu* b5efit$ by re/ & sea air ,i return$ to ,london1 aft] an abs5ce ( n9e mon?s4 ,always hav+ liv$ an active life ,i c\ld n contemplate settl+ d[n 9 utt] idl5ess1 & ,i consult$ my solicitor on ! subject ( "w4 ,he told me t a cli5t ( 8 _h j b\ght a fl\ri%+ & well-kn[n mill 9 ,nor? ,wales4 ,he propos$ to run x = a "t alone1 & !n turn x into a company or syndicate1 z he _h n suffici5t capital ( 8 own to ensure its ultimate success4 ,9 due "t1 my solicitor gave me a lett] ( introduction to ?is man1 & ,i w5t to /ay at 8 h\se close to ! mill1 :i* he _h j b\ght4 ,x 0 a rambl+ old place1 :i* 9 ! good old days _h be5 a coa*+ inn4 ,ow+ to bad managem5t ! l&lord _h fail$1 & = _m ye>s x _h /ood empty & 'to let4' ,x 0 a que] idea1 ,i ?\ght1 to turn a coa*+ inn into a private resid5ce1 m especially z ,i soon he>d t x _h a v evil reputation4 ,?\gh ,i made _m inquiries 9 ! neighborhood ,i c\ld nev] get any?+ m def9ite ?an t !re 0 "s evil influ5ce 9 ! h\se4 ,e "o :o liv$ 9 x came to a bad or viol5t end4 ,i conclud$ t its proximity to 8 "w caus$ ! mill own] to pur*ase x1 & ,i ?\ght no m ( ! matt]4 ,if ,i 0 favorably impress$1 my int5tion 0 to put a c]ta9 am\nt ( capital into ! conc]n & le>n ! trade1 b aft] /ay+ = a few days ) ! mill own]1 ,i came to ! conclusion t ,i w\ld h no?+ to d ) s odd a p]son4 ,he 0 ( m$ium height & v ?91 ) r /raggl+ hair turn+ gray1 & a sall[1 holl[-*eek$ face4 ,he _h a curi\s habit ( glanc+ sudd5ly beh9d him1 z if "s "o _h j tapp$ him on ! %\ld]1 & sev]al o!r little traits bespoke an extreme n]v\sness ( disposition4 ,"o night ,i ent]$ a room :]e he happ5$ to be1 & discov]$ him />+ at himself 9 a mirror4 ,i suppose ,i exhibit$ "s surprise1 = he :eel$ r\nd on me & cri$1 ',well6 h[ d y ?9k ,i am look+8' ,_h ,i answ]$ tru?fully ,i %\ld h said1 ',/>k1 />+ mad4' ,8 face 0 gha/ly pale1 & 8 eyes 7 blaz+4 ,i made "s c>eless reply1 & %ortly aft]w>ds left ! h\se to play a game ( billi>ds ) "s acqua9tances ,i _h made4 ,!re ,i 0 giv5 "s int]e/+ in=mation4 ,! mill own] 0 a decl>$ bankrupt4 ,i return$ to ! h\se at t5 o'clock1 & at once retir$ to b$1 )\t aga9 see+ my un=tunate ho/4 ,! next morn+ ,i 0 awak5$ at half-pa/ sev5 by my ho/ess knock+ at my door1 & inquir+ if ,i _h se5 any?+ ( h] husb&4 ,i repli$ t ,i _h se5 no?+ ( him1 b if %e 0 anxi\s ,i w\ld dress quickly & h a look r\nd = him4 ,?is (f] %e accept$ ) gratitude4 ,! /ation 0 n f> di/ant1 & %e sugge/$ t he might h tak5 ! tra9 to ,man*e/]4 ,w\ld ,i g & make inquiries8 ,i 0 soon on ! way1 & int]view$ a port]1 :o in=m$ me he _h se5 ! mill own] ab\t an h\r ago1 n on ! plat=m1 b />+ at ! rails4 ,! man _h wat*$ him1 ?9k+ 8 behavior suspici\s1 & rememb]+ ! evil reputation ( 8 dwell+1 b aft] a :ile he _h turn$ away1 & 0 la/ se5 walk+ rapidly (f 9 ! direction ( 8 own home4 ,i w5t back & report$ :at ,i _h he>d1 & ! v anxi\s wife sugge/$ t ,i %\ld snat* a ha/y breakfa/ & !n make inquiries at a f>m a mile (f1 :i* 0 also _! prop]ty4 ,?is ,i readily cons5t$ to d4 ,i 0 extremely sorry = ! poor woman1 & ?\gh %e did n make a confidant ( me1 ,i c\ld see %e 0 consum$ ) anxiety4 ,my err& 0 q fruitless1 no?+ 0 kn[n ( ! ma/]1 no "o _h se5 him1 & back ,i w5t to ! mill h\se1 feel+ by ?is "t t probably ! wife _h e cause = h] anxiety4 ,i saw no?+ ( h] :5 ,i ent]$4 ,i look$ into e room on ! gr\nd floor1 & 0 j go+ to r+ = a s]vant1 :5 ,i fanci$ ,i he>d a fa9t cry4 ,i w5t out into ! hall & li/5$ int5tly4 ,! voice 0 call+ f some:]e bel[ ! gr\nd1 & ,i ?\ght at once ( ! huge cell>s ,i _h be5 %[n1 :]e once ! good old ale _h be5 brew$ & /or$4 ,i ran to ! door :i* l$ to ! cell>s2 x 0 op51 & !n ,i cle>ly he>d a woman's voice cry+1 ',oh6 br+ a knife6 br+ a knife quickly6' ,i d>t$ back into ! d9+-room & caught up ! fir/ knife ,i c\ld f9d1 a ham c>v]1 !n ha/5$ to ! door & began desc5d+ ! d>k /airs4 ,! cell>s 7 fairly well light$ by two grat$ w9d[s1 & a horrible sight met my eyes4 ,!re /ood ! wife1 b5d+ "u ! weight ( h] husb&1 :o 0 susp5d$ by a rope r\nd 8 neck f ! great beam ov]head4 ,"o glance at ! hide\sly di/ort$ face1 ! glaz$ eyes protrud+ f _! sockets1 ! gap+ m\? & swoll5 tongue1 told me ! wor/4 ,ha/ily ,i sev]$ ! rope1 & ! wife & h] dead husb& sank to ! gr\nd toge!r4 ,!re 0 little to be done4 ,we laid ! corpse flat on ! /one floor1 & ,i p]suad$ h] to leave x & come up/airs ) me1 & wait = ! arrival ( ! doctor & police4 ,?is %e cons5t$ to d4 ,%e 0 v quiet & compos$1 a curi\s apa?y ( indiff]5ce possess$ h]1 & ,i w\ld f> r h se5 h] 9 floods ( natural te>s4 ,by ev5+ ! h\se _h fall5 into a dead sil5ce4 ,! doctor _h pron\nc$ life to be ext9ct1 & ! corpse _h be5 c>ri$ up to an unus$ b$room imm$iately ov] ! smok+-room4 ,! police f\nd t ! mill own] _h committ$ suicide by hang+4 ,he _h jump$ (f a /one slab1 aft] hav+ adju/$ ! rope to ! beam & 8 own ?roat4 ,) ! exception ( an old nurse :o 0 devot$ to h] mi/ress1 ! s]vants all dep>t$ 9 a body1 & ! h\se 0 left brood+ "u a weight ( intol]able depression4 ,i did n blame ! s]vants4 ,z a matt] ( fact1 !re 0 no?+ ,i w\ld h lik$ bett] ?an to quit ! mill h\se !re & !n1 & nev] set foot 9 x aga91 b ,i _h ! desolate wid[ to consid]4 ,i c\ld n leave h] alone1 :il/ !re 0 /ill ! smalle/ possibility ( my be+ ( use4 ,add$ to ?is ,i _h ! que]e/ feel+ t %e requir$ protection1 ?\gh f :at ,i w\ld h be5 at a loss to say4 ,ano!r feel+1 :i* ,i combat$ viol5tly1 0 a s5sation ( be+ mock$ & je]$ at by "s unse5 entity4 ,i 0 be+ urg$ to get out ( ! h\se1 to recognize my own impot5ce1 to m9d my own bus9ess1 & :5 ,i metaphorically repli$1 ',get !e beh9d me1 ,satan1' ,i c\ld h sworn ,i he>d a sly laugh4 ,( c\rse ,i told myself all ?is 0 b ! result ( a %ock to ! n]ves1 & ,i 0 n go+ to pay any att5tion to x1 s despite my int5se long+ to run out ( ! h\se ,i settl$ d[n ) ! daily pap]1 a cig>ette1 & a novel 9 ! smok+-room1 & resolutely turn$ my ?\ghts away f ! trag$y4 ,! wid[1 & h] old nurse1 :o _h promis$ me n to leave h] mi/ress = a mom5t1 _h retir$ toge!r = ! night1 s ,i felt satisfi$1 s f> z !y 7 conc]n$4 ,i suppose ,i mu/ h doz$ (f1 = ,i 0 sudd5ly r\s$ broad awake by foot/eps ov]head1 9 ! room :]e ! corpse lay4 ,i sat up /raight & li/5$ int5tly4 ,7 my n]ves play+ tricks ) me8 ,no2 c]ta9ly n4 ,!re 0 no mi/ak+ t s\nd = halluc9ation4 ,x 0 p]fectly cle> & di/9ct4 ,a man 0 walk+ ab\t ov]head1 & ! only man save myself )9 ^! walls _h hang$ himself by ! neck until he 0 dead4 ,!re x 0--! s\nd4 ,a man's foot/eps pac+ sl[ly up & d[n ! floor ( ! b$room above1 f end to end1 backw>ds & =w>ds4 ,i consid]$ :at ,i _h bett] d4 ,i 0 sure ! wid[ & ! old nurse 7 9 ! b$room1 q at ! o!r end ( ! h\se4 ,probably !y 7 bo? asleep4 ,i hop$ s4 ,:at _h ,i bett] d--no?+8 ,yet ?is inaction irk$ me4 ,my curiosity 0 int5se4 ,! sup]natural _h nev] occupi$ mu* ( my ?\ghts1 b n[ x began to d s4 ,^? /eps mu/ proce$ f ! sup]natural4 ,!re 0 no o!r explanation4 ,i 0 ! only live man 9 ! h\se4 ,at la/ ,i c\ld /& x no long]4 ,i jump$ up & proce$$ up/airs4 ,! lights _h be5 left to me to ext+ui%2 !y 7 /ill on1 & ,i saw at once t ! door ( ! b$room 0 op54 ,i ent]$ ! room1 lit ! gas & se>*$ e corn]4 ,no liv+ ?+ 0 pres5t4 ,! dead man lay 9 rigid l9es b5ea? a %eet4 ,i left ! room aga9 9 d>kness1 & c>efully clos+ ! door ,i w5t s(tly along to ! wid['s room1 & knock$ v g5tly4 ,! old nurse came to ! door4 ,%e told me h] mi/ress 0 asleep1 & t ! doctor _h giv5 h] a sleep+ draught4 ,nei!r ( !m _h left ! room s9ce !y ent]$ x to g to b$1 m ?an an h\r ago4 ,i w5t d[n/airs aga9 & took up ! newspap]1 b almo/ imm$iately ! foot/eps began once m ov]head1 9 ! room :]e ! dead man lay4 ,! s\nd 0 s(t & /eal?y at fir/1 !n x grew l\d]4 ,! same foot/eps mov+ ab\t ! floor1 up & d[n1 up & d[n4 ,i am n a%am$ to say t ,i felt a cold sweat break out all ov] me4 ,i c\ld n /& t s\nd any long]4 ,i made up my m9d to g to b$4 ,i remov$ my %oes & turn$ out ! light4 ,z ,i did s ,i c\ld h sworn ,i he>d a sly1 l[ laugh beh9d me4 ,i crept up/airs4 ,! door ( t horrible room 0 aga9 op54 ,) a %ak+ h& ,i clos$ x1 & hurri$ to my b$room1 lock+ ! door at once4 ,! next day ,i told my exp]i5ces to "o ( ! acqua9tances ,i _h made1 & he volunte]$ to come 9 & keep me company until ! fun]al 0 ov]4 ,i gladly accept$ 8 (f]4 ,i did n he> ! foot/eps aga94 ,i conclude because ! wid[ 0 sitt+ ) u on ! foll[+ nights1 & ! gho/ _h no desire to t]rify h]4 ,,*apt] ,,xxiii ,,auras ,i 0 born ) ! p[] to see auras1 & ,i _h atta9$ to q a gr[n-up age be=e ,i discov]$ t e "o c\ld n see !m4 ,:at is an aura8 ,y w see !m glitt]+ r\nd ! heads ( sa9ts1 & ( ,! ,*ri/ 9 *ur* w9d[s4 ,y w see !m pa9t$ r\nd ! head ( ! ,bless$ ,virg91 r\nd ! head ( ! ,infant %e holds1 b1 inde$1 auras are ! prop]ty ( all1 h[ev] humble & l[ly4 ,no?+ t has life1 be ! sp>k ev] s fa9t1 is )\t its a/ral c\nt]p>t1 its t5u\s surr\nd+ atmosph]e4 ,sci5ce has demon/rat$ ?is4 ,auras h n[ be5 photograph$4 ,habitual see+ ( human auras has made me no m or less obs]vant ( !m ?an ,i am ( ! human face4 ,if ,i am ask$ by any "o to say :at h] aura looks l1 ,i d s to ! be/ ( my ability1 b at t complac5t mom5t x is a v tame affair1 mu* l ! aura t any "o may see surr\nd+ a light$ c&le4 ,a m$ley ( prismatic hues1 no color pr$om9at+4 ,:]e auras become really int]e/+ is 9 a room full ( p4 ,i look d[n to ! f> end ( ! room :]e a gr\p is seat$ talk+4 ,i _c he> :at !y are say+1 b ,i c tell at once :e!r ! conv]sation is h>moni\s or o!rwise4 ,(t5 !re w be "o memb] ( ! gr\p ^: aura is v di/urb$4 ,x w emit fla%es ( brilliant r$ z he talks vehem5tly4 ,! aura ( ! man he is address+ has turn$ a sulky1 lead5 gray4 ,a woman :o is sitt+ li/5+ has an aura ( int5se bor$om4 ,! colors are all !re1 b !y h become fad$1 & ! extreme tips droop deject$ly1 l s _m wilt$ blades ( grass4 ,! bigge/ aura ,i ev] saw 0 t ( ! late ,mr4 ,sexton1 a great orator :om ,i once he>d 9 ! ,h\se ( ,commons4 ,"s p h mean1 tight little auras1 o!rs h great spread+ haloes ( brilliant light4 ,i met ) a v unusual aura q lately4 ,a "y woman1 ,miss ,l41 came to tea ) me1 a *>m+1 cultur$ woman1 ^: pr(ession x is to keep a l>ge girls' s*ool4 ,%e is mu* int]e/$ 9 occult matt]s1 & we got ^u ! subject ( a r wond]ful case ( spiritualism ( :i* %e kn[s ! details--! m$ium be+ a "y girl :om ,i w call ,elsie4 ,:il/ ,i 0 talk+ to ,miss ,l4 ,i c\ld n help obs]v+ some?+ v peculi> 9 h] aura2 x 0 all lopsid$4 ,9 place ( be+ a complete circle ar\nd h] head1 x _h a huge bulge out to ! left4 ,i _h nev] be=e se5 an aura l t1 & x int]e/$ me greatly4 ,j be=e leav+ %e m5tion$ auras1 & ask$ me :at h]s 0 l4 ,i told h] hone/ly t x 0 peculi>1 lopsid$1 & bulg+ on "o side4 ,%e laugh$ & said %e knew t1 because ,elsie always *aff$ h] ab\t x1 say+1 ,y we> y\r halo all awry4 ,?is 0 v int]e/+ confirmation ( my p[] to see auras correctly4 ,i don't "k ,elsie1 ,i don't ev5 "k h] "n1 :i* has be5 kept a secret1 b we evid5tly see ,miss ,l4's aura 9 exactly ! same peculi> =m4 ,! o!r day ,i 0 sitt+ read+ by ! w9d[1 & z ,i mov$ 9 my *air ,i caught sight1 ) ! tail ( my eye1 ( some?+ bright at ! o!r end ( ! room4 ,a pat* ( light ab\t a foot deep1 & two feet long 0 com+ f beh9d ! edge ( a tall scre5 t hid a door4 ,i rose & walk$ out ( ! room4 ,beh9d ! scre5 0 a maid1 :om ,i _h n he>d ent] ! op5 door4 ,%e 0 busy ov] "s quiet "w1 & x 0 h] aura t ,i _h se51 ?\gh %e h]self 0 hidd5 f view4 ,once be=e 9 my life my att5tion has be5 drawn to ! aura ( "o :om ,i c\ld n at ! mom5t see 9 ! fle%4 ,i happ5$ to be pass+ a glove %op 9 ! s\? ( ,france1 & z ,i /roll$ sl[ly pa/ ! door a blaze ( yell[ gold inside ! %op caught my eye1 & attract$ my att5tion4 ,i paus$ at once & look$ ?r\gh ! op5 door4 ,?is great gold5 aura belong$ to ! ,empress ,elizabe? ( ,au/ria1 :o 0 /&+ at ! c\nt]4 ,h] back 0 turn$ t[>ds me1 & ,i /ood = a m9ute wat*+ ?is aura ( a woman ^: re/less imag9ation1 & passionate love = ! bitt] w9e ( lib]ty1 br\ght h] f9ally to an absolutely fitt+ dea?4 ,i believe %e w\ld h *os5 ?is dea? be=e all o!rs1 = at he>t %e 0 a born an>*i/4 ,%e fell pa9lessly by ! dagg] ( an>*ism4 ,"o effect ( be+ able to see auras is t !y fix c]ta9 incid5ts firmly 9 ! m9d4 ,i rememb] "o su* incid5t v cle>ly4 ,i 0 /ay+ at ,haw>d5 ) ! ,glad/ones :il/ ! ,iri% tr\bles ( '#hb 7 at _! height4 ,"o aft]noon we 7 all assembl$ on ! lawn hav+ tea2 ,mr4 ,glad/one 0 /&+ r ap>t1 8 h&s full ( pap]s1 :i* _h j be5 br\ght to him4 ,i saw him unfold :at look$ l a l>ge po/]1 glance at x1 !n sudd5ly he da%$ x to ! gr\nd & /amp$ vici\sly ^u x4 ,i he>d him give v5t to "s exclamations ( int5se ang]1 b _h ,i he>d no?+ ,i c\ld n h fail$ to "k he 0 desp]ately annoy$ ov] some?+1 = he 0 sudd5ly wrapp$ 9 a brilliant crimson cl\d1 ?r\gh :i* %>p fla%es l lightn+ d>t$ hi!r & ?i!r4 ,he 0 see+ r$4 ,i rememb] ,mrs4 ,glad/one murmur+ some?+ ab\t po/]s be+ torn d[n 9 ,irel&1 b ,i 0 too ?rill$ ov] h] husb&'s aura to pay mu* he$ to :at %e said4 ,i %all nev] =get t sc5e1 & ! practical disappe>ance ( ,mr4 ,glad/one 9 ! envelop+ folds ( a great r$ cl\d4 ,9 a m9ute or two he em]g$1 & resum$ 8 habitual aura1 :i* ext5d$ to ab\t two & a half feet beyond 8 head1 & 0 l>gely t+$ ) purple4 ,at ,haw>d5 ,*ur* on ,sunday1 :il/ he read ! lessons1 ,i wat*$ 8 aura ) mu* int]e/1 because x *ang$ s cont9u\sly1 & ,i discov]$ t ?is *ange arose out ( 8 absorption 9 :at he read4 ,only "o little example c ,i rememb] to illu/rate :at ,i mean4 ,& ! he>t ( ,ph>aoh 0 h>d5$ & he w\ld n let ! p g4 ,9 read+ ^? words al\d ,mr4 ,glad/one's aura deep5$ to r$1 & ,i saw he 0 v indignant ) ,ph>aoh's behavior4 ,dur+ ! s]mon he sat fac+ u 9 our pew1 & 9 a *air j b5ea? ! pulpit1 & ,i c\ld tell by wat*+ 8 aura j h[ he felt ab\t ! disc\rse4 ,lat] on1 j aft] ! tragic murd]s by ! ,f5ians 9 ,pho5ix ,p>k ( ,"l ,fr$]ick ,cav5di% & ,mr4 ,b\rke1 ,i receiv$ a note f ,mrs4 ,glad/one1 ask+ me to g to breakfa/ ) !m 9 _! ,london h\se 9 ,buck+ham ,gate4 ,:5 ,i arriv$ ! fir/ p]son ,i saw 0 ,lady ,fr$]ick ,cav5di%1 calm & compos$1 & be>+ h] loss ) quiet /oicism1 b ! atmosph]e ( ! h\se 0 v diff]5t f t ( ,haw>d54 ,a gloom 0 ov] all1 & = ! fir/ "t ,i notic$ t ,mr4 ,glad/one's aura 0 depress$ & tir$4 ,its vigor\s vibrations _h consid]ably sl[$ d[n1 l a jet ( flame t _h be5 turn$ l[1 & ! extremities droop$ deject$ly4 ,?\gh crimson r$ is ! color ( ang]1 !re is a beautiful s(t rose :i* is ! color ( love4 ,! gre5-ey$ mon/] ( jeal\sy hi/ory has h&$ d[n to u f ! anci5t se]s1 also ! jaundic$ appe>ance ( envy4 ,a gloomy1 grumbl+ p]son has a v lead5 gray atmosph]e1 & "o :o has a fit ( ! blues %[s he is (f color 9 8 dull1 muddy blue aura4 ,b !re is a beautiful sky-blue to be se5 9 ! auras ( _m arti/s & sci5ti/s4 ,v mat]ial1 e>?ly p h g5]ally a deep1 dull orange t+e 9 _! a/ral envelope1 & !re is a glori\s gold5 yell[ surr\nd+ ! heads ( ! spiritually joyful & highly intellectual4 ,purple is ! color ( p[]1 greatness4 ,*ildr5 h an aura ( cry/al :it5ess1 :i* develops color aft] ! age ( sev54 ,i rememb] ! aura ( ,fr$]ic ,my]s v well4 ,a l>ge & int5sely spiritual halo4 ,he is ! only man ,i c rememb] 9 ^? days--ab\t '#ib-'if--;z hav+ an aura )9 an aura1 ?\gh ?is ph5om5on is n[ becom+ m m>k$4 ,a ra9b[ 0 ab\t 8 head1 ^? words expla9 exactly :at ,i mean4 ,ab\t a foot above 8 head circl$ a pure ra9b[1 & ?is beautiful decoration look$ z if x 7 sup]impos$ ^u ! orig9al aura1 :i* /ream$ out f> above x4 ,i h only z yet1 9 ^! lat] ye>s1 se5 ?is ra9b[ above ! heads ( two p3 "o alive1 ,miss ,maud ,roydon1 "o alas6 gone we/--! incomp>able ,elsie ,+lis4 ,i conclude x means a degree ( self-sacrific+ spirituality1 :i* z yet has be5 atta9$ to by v few4 ,inde$1 ,i w\ld v5ture fur!r1 & ass]t t x /&s = a c]ta9 initiation conf]r$ ^u ! belov$ by ! ,ma/]s ( ,wisdom4 ,k+ ,edw>d 0 bless$ by a v f9e aura ( con/antly *ang+ colors4 ,i rememb] once notic+ ?is 9 ! mo/ unspiritual ( environm5ts1 & :il/ ! ,k+ 0 /ill ,pr9ce ( ,wales4 ,we 7 on ,newm>ket ,hea?1 & ,8 ,maje/y came up to me & said1 ,i he> y are m>ri$4 ,aft] a few m9utes ( fri5dly conv]sation1 :i* _h tak5 an amus+ly dome/ic turn1 he said to me1 ,n[1 h[ mu* has y\r husb& got a ye>8 ,!re 0 no?+ 9 ! "q b ! mo/ fri5dly int]e/2 /ill1 x w naturally seem /range t he %\ld h possess$ ! fa9te/ curiosity z to ! f9ancial situation ( s humble a memb] ( 8 p4 ,:il/ he put ! "q1 & wait$ = ! answ]1 8 :ole aura & atmosph]e deep5$ & int5sifi$4 ,he 0 actually int]e/$ 9 my answ]1 & ?is ,i h always believ$ 0 ! fundam5tal reason ( 8 great popul>ity4 ,! p[] he possess$ ( ?r[+ himself he>t & s\l into ! trivial1 z into ! great ?+s ( life4 ,he 0 int5sely human1 ) a g5u9e fund ( sympa?y = ! ord9>y affairs ( life4 ,he lik$ to "k ! dome/ic conditions ( ^? :om he honor$ ) 8 fri5d%ip1 & ! fir/ "t ,i ev] spoke to him1 at a dance giv5 by ! ,ro?s*ilds 9 ,piccadilly1 ,i saw at once t ! natural human simplicities ( life absorb$ him absolutely :il/ "u discussion4 ,?\gh a man :o w\ld n tol]ate a lib]ty1 ! easie/ way to get on ) him :5 alone1 0 to confide 9 him any p]sonal difficulty1 & to =get :o he 01 always provid+ t "o _h ! good bre$+ to rememb] in/antly t he 0 ! k+ :5 speak+ to him 9 public4 ,! mo/ occult day 7to use ! popul> expression7 ,i ev] sp5t 0 ! #bf? ,june1 #aijb1 ! day ( ! po/pon$ ,coronation4 ,i %all nev] =get t w>m summ] day ( /up5d\s gloom1 & oppressive d>kness4 ,!re 0 some?+ m ?an meteorology 9 t lead5 pall t hid ! skies1 & envelop$ ! :ole ( ,london4 ,ev5 ! d5se/ mat]iali/s 7 uneasy1 />tl$ & inquir+1 = putt+ aside t mighty aura ( sorr[ & gloom ris+ up to heav5 f ! he>ts ( millions1 !re 01 z x 71 ! response ( heav5 h]self4 ,t d>k & m\rnful response ,nature assum$1 :5 wrapp+ h]self 9 a %r\d ( lead5 d>kness %e brood$ ov] ! city1 l ! pall ( dea? itself4 ,t day ! my/ic walk$ 9 a dream1 enme%$ 9 ! w>p ( great occult happ5+s be+ wov5 out 9 ! loom ( ,k>mic fatality4 ,x 0 impossible to settle d[n to do+ any?+4 ,"o j sat ab\t1 liv+ e mom5t int5sely4 ,once1 :5 pres5t+ a girl at ,c\rt1 dur+ ! pres5t reign1 ,i notic$ :at a v /rik+ aura ,john ,burns possesses4 ,?is girl naturally wi%$ to see all %e c\ld1 s we w5t to ! ,palace v e>ly1 & f\nd a seat 9 ! ,?rone ,room1 close to :]e ! ,k+ & ,que5 w\ld sit lat] on4 ,9 a %ort "t celebrities began to /roll into ! royal circles1 divid$ f u by a cord4 ,fir/ came ! pres5t ,"l ,grey ( ,fallod51 & !n came ,mr4 ,john ,burns1 respl5d5t 9 d>k blue knee bree*es & gold-embroid]$ coat4 ,he mov$ ab\t q famili>ly inside ! holy ( holies1 speak+ fir/ to "o1 !n ano!r ( ! ga!r+ little cr[d4 ,be+ s close to him ,i obs]v$ him ) unusual int]e/4 ,8 aura is v l>ge1 & :at ,i c only describe z massive1 & already x 0 t+$ by ! gray veil ( disappo9tm5t4 ,i h se5 him sev]al times s9ce1 & ! veil has become m opaque4 ,:at int]e/$ me s pr(\ndly 9 him t night 7 ! contra/s ,i knew to exi/ 9 8 life1 & :i* mu/ h pr(\ndly influ5c$ 8 outlook on human exi/5ce4 ,"o aft]noon ,i 0 walk+ alone up ,piccadilly4 ,!re _h be5 rumors ( com+ riots1 b no "o 9 ! ,we/ ,end gave any cr$5ce to su* silly /ories1 & ! /reets 7 full ( ! usual gay ?rong1 int5t on amusem5t4 ,sudd5ly1 z ,i walk$ along1 a y\? on a bicycle da%$ pa/ ! pavem5t1 %\t+ some?+ ,i c\ld n cat*4 ,m m5 on bicycles foll[$4 ,! prom5ad]s began to sit up & take notice4 ,c>riage horses 7 be+ sm>tly :ipp$ up1 & wom5 began to scurry n]v\sly4 ,!n x seem$ to me ,i c\ld he> some?+ above ! ro> ( ! ord9>y traffic1 a ho>se prolong$ %\t4 ,s]vants n[ appe>$ on door/eps1 & look$ ab\t anxi\sly = non-exi/5t policem51 o!rs began clos+ outside %utt]s be=e w9d[s4 ,j z ,i rea*$ ! ,naval & ,milit>y ,club ,i saw t ! s]vants _h come out1 & 7 ab\t to close bo? great gates--,9 & ,out4 ,"o ( ^! m5 po9t$ up ! /reet & advis$ me at once to seek cov]1 & ,i saw 9 ! dim di/ance :at look$ l a mighty cr[d advanc+4 ,9 a second ,i _h d>t$ ?r\gh ! gates1 & 0 safely inside be=e !y clos$ ^u ! approa*+ mob4 ,i h only a v confus$ memory ( :at happ5$ aft]4 ,( k9dly att5tions f ! memb]s4 ,( wom5's %rieks z _! c>riages 7 /opp$1 & _! valuables tak5 f !m4 ,( ! deaf5+ ro> ( furi\s male voices1 cra%+s ( glass w9d[s1 h[ls ( savage exultation1 z a hosi]'s %op close by fell victim to ! riot]s1 ! clatt] ( ho(s f t]rifi$ horses4 ,i c\ld see no?+1 b ! batt]+ ^u ! club gates add$ t5fold to ! t]rify+ d94 ,! memb]s )drew1 tak+ me ) !m1 to ! h\se1 & prep>$ to hold x aga9/ ! furi\s mob1 %\ld ! gates give way4 ,su* wild mom5ts are n easily =gott51 & :y ,i look$ ^u ,john ,burns t night at ,c\rt ) su* a peculi> int]e/ 0 because he l$ t riot1 & suff]$ imprisonm5t = s do+4 ,look+ ^u him 9 ,c\rt dress1 9 ! royal enclosure1 on intimate t]ms ) ! great ( ! _w1 ?\gh p]haps n ! great ( ! e>?1 kn[+ him to hold high (fice 9 ! gov]nm5t1 ,i m>k$ ! *ange4 ,!n ?r[+ back my m9d to ^? poignant h\rs 9 ! pa/1 :i* he _h creat$1 ,i felt t no?+ is too extraord9>y to belong to ! c>e]s ( "s m52 !y live ?r\gh sev]al lives 9 "o4 ,_! ,k>ma is s cr[d$ ) /irr+ ev5ts1 9 ! work+ out ( ! pa/1 9 ! mak+s ( ! future1 t no?+ human c be any long] /range to !m4 ,! auras ( su* m5 are naturally great1 because su* contra/s ( light & %ade only come 9 ! lives ( m5 possess$ ( great & l(ty ideals4 ,= "s ye>s little has be5 he>d ( ! =m] idol ( ,batt]sea4 ,he is fac+ we/ n[1 ?\gh a ray or two ( dawn+ light may /ill t\* him 9 ! ne> future4 ,t wild idealism :i* comes to m5 :o keep _! eyes fix$ ^u a dawn s long 9 com+1 fades out beh9d ! veil ( disillusion1 z ! days come n1 & ! ye>s draw nigh ) no pleasure 9 !m4 ,man's +ratitude to man is "o ( ! cruele/ te/s impos$ ^u ! s\l ( idealism4 ,! s\l t c be> x )\t a t+e ( cynicism has ris5 to mighty heights4 ,su* gr&eur ( s\l 0 possess$ by ,elsie ,+lis4 ,s impregnat$ 0 %e ) pure love ( humanity1 t :5 h] own c\ntry virtually turn$ its back ^u h]1 ?is irrep>able disgrace1 br\ght ^u !mselves by h] own p1 ca/ no %ad[ ^u h] s\l4 ,9 ! ye>s be=e ! w> ,i (t5 not$ h] lovely aura z ,i sat among/ an audi5ce1 & wat*$ h] on a plat=m fight+ woman's battle4 ,aft] ! w> broke out ,i only saw h] once1 by ! m]e/ *ance4 ,x 0 !n ,i m>k$ t a ra9b[ 0 n[ ab\t h] head1 & ,i knew at once t trem5d\s ev5ts 7 9 /ore = h]1 ?\gh ! ,briti% ,gov]nm5t _h refus$ h] s]vices4 ,ah6 ! poor little cramp$ m9d ( ,engl&'s (ficialism6 yet has n ?is v pov]ty ( imag9ation1 ?is iron-b\nd wor%ip ( worn-out tradition1 br\ght to bir? an int]nationalism :i* c\ld nev] h be5 ours )\t x8 ,x drove =? hundr$s1 ?\s&s ( ard5t s\ls1 to o!r l&s4 ,reject$ by _! own1 !y clasp$ ! pi]c$ h&s ( /rang]s1 & laid d[n _! own incomp>ably gallant lives at ! foot ( a cross1 :]eon hung ^? :o _h at l5g? become _! bro!rs ?r\gh a commune ( agony4 ,elsie ,+lis receiv$ no honor or decoration f ! p1 or ! ,great ( ,engl&4 ,only ! body1 worn v ?9 9 ! s]vice ( humanity1 0 at la/ honor$ 9 dea?4 ,kn[+ ! woman1 & ! /uff %e 0 made (1 "o c only feel int5sely ?is 0 all z x %\ld h be54 ,to (f] ,elsie ,+lis a m$al w\ld h be5 a sacrilege4 ,h&s (f su* s\ls z h]s1 is ! cry "o's e in/9ct r+s =? to ! bauble wor%ip]s ( ?is _w4 ,besides1 & ?is is a v great besides1 ^? :o g ) a ra9b[ ab\t _! heads are n de/9$ = e>?ly honors4 ,!y h tak5 ! great /ep1 !y h receiv$ ! great ,initiation1 a jewel 9 ! blaz+ cr[n ( et]nity1 & = !m no m are ! laurel wrea?s t p]i%4 ,9 ju/ice to ^? ?ron$ on high on e>?1 ! above %\ld be rememb]$4 ,if x is ) ,elsie ,+lis1 z ,i fully believe1 %e w\ld h und]/ood t = h] ,god & ,mammon 7 et]nally divorc$1 & any attempt at worldly recognition w\ld h be5 fru/rat$ by ,! ,lords ( ,et]nal ,light & ,wisdom1 ^: *os5 disciple %e _h become4 ,! psy*ology ( ! p is a v int]e/+ & curi\s /udy1 to ! aura se]4 ,! analysis ( ! collective m9d awaits "s great writ] :o w give u a book ( absorb+ int]e/4 ,^? :o c see auras h a great advantage1 if !y are public speak]s4 ,dur+ ! p]iod ( my life1 :5 ,i _h a great deal ( political plat=m "w1 ,i 0 always v s5sitive to my audi5ces1 because ,i c\ld see h[ !y 7 tak+ my rem>ks4 ,i h always f\nd big audi5ces ( ! p v colorless 9 ! ma94 ,fla%es ( bright color w\ld be app>5t all ov] ! hall1 b !re 0 no su/a9$ gl[4 ,:il/ sitt+ on "s "o else's plat=m1 (t5 t ( a great orator1 ,i h m>k$ exactly ! same ph5om5on4 ,! s\l ( ! p is /ill "y & *ildlike4 ,x has ! indiff]5ce ( extreme y\?1 ! =getfulness & +ratitude ( extreme y\?4 ,i look back ^u ! fall ( ,p>nell & ,dilke1 great m9ds ^: e>?ly c>e]s 7 de/roy$ by ! p4 ,all ! _w kn[s :y4 ,to-day ,i look on ! p]petrators ( ! ,gallipoli & ,mesopotamia trag$ies1 & ,i see !y h all gone up high] 9 ! e/eem ( ! p4 ,!y h ris5 9 ! _w1 & are look$ ^u z ripe = ev5 high] (fice4 ,! poor human bra9 reels be=e su* anomalies4 ,i 0 9 ,london :5 ! ,gallipoli reports 7 giv5 to ! public4 ,!y %ook me to ! v f\ndation ( my be+4 ,i ?9k !y 7 giv5 out t[>ds ! end ( ! week1 because ,i rememb] say+ to myself1 on ,sunday morn+ ! ,briti% work+ man & woman w read all ?is abom9ation ( desolation & crime 9 _! ,sunday pap]4 ,purposely ,i /roll$ ab\t ! ,london p>ks 9 ! lovely aft]noon ( t ,sunday4 ,cr[ds 7 !re1 read+1 c\rt+1 sleep+4 ,i w5t home realiz+ t no "o c>$4 ,! collective aura ( ! p 0 z s]5e & indiff]5t z ev]4 ,i h come to ?9k m k9dly ( our p's pa!tic indiff]5ce1 because ,i am sure x is ! indiff]5ce ( v "y s\ls1 :o h pass$ ?r\gh b few inc>nations1 & "k n :at !y d4 ,i see !m exploit$ by ! politicians1 giv5 a rag doll to amuse !mselves )1 any?+ w d1 f ! big loaf to ! ,kayz]1 & s5t to ! polls hugg+ _! golliwog1 b ,i d\bt ! return+ troops be+ s easily amus$ & delud$4 ,! /ate ( ! ,univ]se is ! expression ( man's desire1 & man is really ! build] ( 8 own body1 t h\se n made ) h&s1 ?\gh 9 8 y\?ful ignorance he attributes bo? to an ov]-rul+ intellig5ce1 :om he alt]nately blesses & curses4 ,:5 m5 le>n t !y mu/ "w )1 & n aga9/ ! m5tal laws1 !y w no long] ask :y ,god p]mits ! _w to be s full ( mis]y4 ,!y w cease to erect a scapegoat1 because !y w h le>n$ t !y are ! mak]s ( _! own mis]y or happ9ess4 ,_m p seem to ?9k t ! p[] to see auras mu/ be v useful 9 help+ "o to di/+ui% betwe5 fri5ds & foes1 b su* is n really ! case4 ,auras exemplify individual "*1 n individual pr$ilections1 & "s ( my fri5ds be+ v bad *>act]s1 inde$1 h %ock+ auras4 ,i _h "o great fri5d :o1 at ! beg9n+ ( our acqua9tance1 sp5t mu* ( 8 "t 9 prison1 :i* 0 really a bless+ = 8 ill-us$ wife4 ,8 aura 0 lit]ally 9 tatt]s1 j a little irregul> circle ( rags & pat*es4 ,i _h j succe$$ 9 mak+ him sob]1 by insi/+ con/antly & mo/ s]i\sly t he 0 a cut above ! public-h\se1 & mu* too sup]ior a man to mix ) su* degrad$ companions1 :5 ! w> broke out4 ,he w5t to ! front1 & on 8 fir/ return to ,blighty1 badly gass$1 he came at once to see me4 ,i really felt a sort ( p]sonal pride 9 him1 & an actual s5se ( p]sonal possession 9 8 enorm\sly gr[n aura4 ,x 0 cle> evid5ce ( 8 spr\t+ s\l4 ,he w5t back to ,france1 b 0 w\nd$ & aga9 gass$1 & ?is "t 8 return 0 f9al1 z he 0 ( no fur!r use4 ,= a few mon?s he did odd jobs ) great difficulty1 !n1 f9ally1 he succumb$ to pneumonia4 ,i 0 v pr\d inde$ ( 8 aura z ,i sat beside 8 b$1 8 h& 9 m9e4 ,!re 0 real love 9 my he>t = him t day4 ,"h1 inde$1 0 an infant s\l t _h begun to develop on ! "r road1 & ! tatt]$ aura ( rags & pat*es _h become a neatly trimm$ little halo r\nd 8 poor tir$ head4 ,s he w5t we/1 & 8 brok5 body1 wrapp$ 9 ! ,briti% flag1 w5t to a soldi]'s grave1 & a fir+ p>ty gave him ! ,la/ ,po/4 ,8 wife return$ home to f9d t h] neighbors1 anxi\s to celebrate ! occasion1 _h br\ght _! be/ *9a & _h arrang$ a tea-p>ty4 ,z we sat d[n1 %e turn$ to me & said3 ,well1 ?ank ,god1 my man's be5 buri$ l a g5tleman4 ,:5 ,i came to ?9k x ov] ,i arriv$ at ! conclusion t ! wor/ "* 9 ! slums _h n done s badly ) 8 life1 aft] all4 ,he _h di$ l a g5tleman4 ,! ,briti% ,flag is a /range case ( transub/antiation4 ,at fir/1 j s _m pieces ( common mat]ial sold across a c\nt]4 ,fa%ion$ into ! emblem ( our ,nation x becomes a sacr$ symbol1 tak5 kneel+ l a sacram5t1 :i* inde$ x has become4 ,:at bett] %r\d c\ld any man ask =8 ,i am sorry t ,i h _h no opportunity ( see+ ,presid5t ,wilson's aura1 ! man :o has turn$ 8 face t[>ds a heav5ly ideal1 & is scatt]+ ! se$ among/ all ! nations4 ,:5 a man sets out on su* a long radiant pa?1 he w c>ry visibly 9 ! daylight an illum9at$ br[4 ,he has br\ght to u ! vision )\t :i* ! p p]i%4 ,! life ( ! he>t has always meant mu* m to me ?an ! life ( ! head4 ,! rebel by nature c only be held by love1 & ,i h be5 ble/ by tw5ty-eight ye>s ( p]fect union ) "o :o has giv5 me love = love1 fai? = fai?1 & complete intellectual und]/&+4 ,my life has also be5 wond]fully gift$ by /aun*e/ fri5ds1 :o h lov$ me ?r\gh sun%9e & /orm1 & :o /ill clasp h&s ) me across cont95ts & seas4 ,i suppose ,i mu/ h enemies4 ,!y say e "o has1 b !y h nev] made me aw>e ( _! enmity1 p]haps because !re is no room 9 a v full he>t to receive aught b love4 ,if ,i 7 to s+le ap>t "o out/&+ feature 9 my life1 x w\ld be ! wond]ful k9dness & fri5d%ip t has be5 giv5 to me4 ,ah6 h[ easy t makes x to write lov+ly ( o!rs4 ,beh9d all ?is lies ! ma/] passion ( ! born my/ic = lib]ation4 ,! con/ant a*e & urge = real fre$om1 & p[] to be victori\s ov] all circum/ances4 ,at home 9 all sc5es1 re/ful 9 all =tunes4 ,!re is ! urge ( ! s\l = univ]sality ( contact ) all humanity1 indep5d5t ( race1 color or cre$4 ,! urge ( ! _s to sma% ! conf9es :i* p9ion x d[n to e>?4 ,i ?9k x is really ! urge ( re9c>nat+ life /ill cl++ to me4 ,! k t my immortal s\l mu/ return to ! ,h\se ( ,bondage1 until p]fection is rea*$1 & !re is ! go+ out no m f ! ,fa!r's ,h\se1 f a fre$om :i* has become supreme4 ,,*apt] ,,xxiv ,,adieu ,to-day !re are _m1 an ev]-swell+ numb]1 :o behold ) joy ! gates aj>1 :o /&+ 9 ! twilight cat* mom5t>y glimpses ( dawn ^u ! horizon ( "t1 :o "k by p]sonal exp]i5ce t !y h come into t\* ) a region :]e va/ s*emes are conceiv$1 & univ]sal laws ( b\ndless magnitude connect$ ) ! s\l's et]nal pilgrimage are c>ri$ out4 ,aga91 !re are o!rs1 timid1 %r9k+ s\ls to :om1 by a m]e *ance comb9ation ( circum/ances1 a glimpse has be5 %[n :i* is none too welcome4 ,su* affright$ ones drop ! eyelids f ! />tl+ vision4 ,!y w h none ( x1 & !y are free to accept or reject1 g on1 or /& /ill4 ,o!rs1 aga91 h actually be5 born ) t sup]-normal sight :i* c disc]n ! work+s beh9d ! drop sc5e %r\d+ ! /up5d\s drama ( cosmic gov]nm5t4 ,i h long be5 consci\s t ! veil has worn v ?9 betwe5 myself & ano!r _w ly+ ar\nd me4 ,z ! ye>s draw swiftly on1 & e second ?r[n back into et]nity br+s me ne>] to bless$ deliv]ance ,i f9d ! r5ts 9 ! veil gr[ m num]\s4 ,!y br+ s+le %9+ mom5ts1 :i* reveal ! _s ( life1 its motives & consecration4 ,?r\gh ! driv+ /orm wrack !re w come q sudd5ly a brilliant heav5ly glimpse4 ,x nev] la/s long1 b long en\gh to %[ me reality4 ,some?+ ( ! va/ness ( cosmos & ! pa!tic m9ut5ess ( ?is e>?1 j a speck ( /> du/ 9 ! palm ( ,god1 an atom ( _w /uff sw++ 9 b\ndless space4 ,some?+ ( ! reality ( ^? %9+ ones :o guide ! progression ( natural ord]1 embodim5ts ( resi/less en]gy & ( /atelie/ imp]ial mi54 ,glimpses t %[ to me :at 0 9 ! m9d ( ! great ,*ri/ian ,my/ic :5 he wrote ( a mighty angel3 ,a ra9b[ 0 ^u 8 head1 & 8 face 0 z x 7 ! sun1 & 8 feet z pill>s ( fire4 ,beh9d su* visions ext5d va/ ranges ( be+1 q outside my k51 yet1 nev]!less1 speak+ to me ( ?+s1 = ! expression ( :i* no words h yet be5 co9$4 ,inf9itely great] ?an any?+ t c be said4 ,significant 9 mean+ beyond expression1 & f> transc5d+ imag9ation4 ,su* glimpses %[ to me lives t z comp>$ ) ours1 are z ours to ! t9ie/ insect afloat = an h\r on ! brea? ( ! s\? w9d4 ,lives :i* orda9 ! fateful h\r :5 ! rise & fall ( empires1 ! de/ruction ( nations1 & ! cla% ( worlds1 & _! cosmic significance 9 _w hi/ory %all beg9 or end4 ,:]e ?+s life promis$ b nev] gave come to full fruition4 ,o!r glimpses & e*oes f ! ,great ,beyond br+ to me ! answ] to a problem1 a few notes & a new melody1 a new en]gy ( hope & love1 an inspiration f ! ,great ,bro!rhood1 ^: l[lie/ disciple ,i am1 ^: "w to e/abli% ! ,bro!rhood1 ! true aff9ity ( humanity ^u e>? ,i hold mo/ de>1 mo/ high4 ,9 ! pres5t d>k h\r all ! _w is dr9k+ ( "o *alice1 its w9e ! life outp\r$ = o!rs4 ,all humanity is p>tak+ ( "o bread1 a body :i* has mo/ truly & lit]ally be+ giv5 to be brok54 ,dea? has left _m songs unsung1 a myriad graves are fill$1 y\? is blight$ 9 ! bud1 9 ?is :ite w9t] m5 call dea?1 & its cup is press$ close to ! lips ( love4 ,_m are ! hopes t lie fold$ away 9 ! quiet cemet]y ( ! he>t1 :]e we lay fl[]s ( t5d] rem9isc5ce4 ,yet1 ?is sacram5t ( fell[%ip :i* is eclips$ 9 ! awful impov]i%m5t ( human life w "o day be swell$ by ! return ( ! "y1 fall5 on ! ,field ( ,honor1 glorifi$ & purifi$ = _! ,god-appo9t$ "w 9 evolution4 ,p]haps ,i h gone a few /eps f>!r ?an mo/ p into ! my/]i\s beyond1 come ne>] read+ ! great riddle1 = ! creature :o is n afraid ( ?\ght & worldly condemnation1 :o is n afraid ( solitude or ridicule1 w soon come ne> ! tru?1 w quickly cat* ! incommunicable ?rill ( advanc+ de/9ies4 ,%e w cease to live "u ! despotism ( days1 ! tyranny ( ye>s4 ,%e w "k t ! swifte/ t\* _c put a f+] on ! pres5t1 & t !re is b "o record] ( "t1 ! great /> clock ( ! sky4 ,! symbol ( life is ! ,circle1 n ! ,/raight l9e1 & ea* ( u lives ov] aga9 ! /ory ( humanity1 z 9 ! %ad[ ( pre-natal gloom we repeat ! physical evolution ( ! race4 ,! increase ( k b wid5s ! horizon ( ! unkn[n promis$ l&1 to :i* we are mov+ onw>d & upw>d ?r\gh\t ! ages4 ,h[ev] f> ! m9d travels !re is always deep d[n 9 ! s\l /ores ( in=mation await+ transf]5ce to ! surface ( consci\sness4 ,ri* m9es ( k are !re await+ ! day :5 !y w be uncov]$1 wait+ 9 pati5ce ! day :5 "s ,div9e ,adv5tur] w se>* = !m & br+ !m to light4 ,h[ev] great its aspirations ! s\l b looks out ^u an illimitable horizon1 & sees ! human pilgrimage z a long ,emmaeus walk1 ) he>ts burn+ by ! way4 ,always mu/ !re be my/]y 9 life1 because life is spiritual1 n mat]ial4 ,! pres5ce ( my/]y 9 life is ! pres5ce ( ,god1 & ! inf9ity ( ,god %[s t my/]y mu/ always exi/4 ,su* glimpses beyond ! veil are all transfigur+4 ,!y exalt ! he>t 9 a s+le fla% to a gl[ po9t1 & %[ ! s\l ( ! ,univ]se 9 ! inc&esc5t crucible ( ! et]nal4 ,9 a deeply be%ad[$ "t su* visions tell u all t we ne$ "k1 & x is ?is3 ,god is ) u & 9 u4 ,?\gh obscure = ! mom5t ,8 transc5d5ce /&s outside ! *ange & flux ( "t1 & ,8 awful sov]eignty sways irresi/ibly ! tides ( human circum/ances4 ,h\rs mu/ come :5 ! p5 falls f ! n]veless f+]s1 ! task is left undone1 :5 ! we>y cry goes up1 ,!re is no?+ we c d6 ,we h be5 do+ = s _m ?\s& ye>s1 ! ye>s :i* ! locu/s ha? eat54 ,:at h we a*iev$8 ,:5 su* h\rs come1 z come !y mu/1 is !re no?+ to fall back ^u b ?is awful confession ( failure1 ?is haunt+ und]tone ( all our mortal life t _m ages h n hu%$8 ,surely1 yes6 ,!re is always = ! my/ic ! unmeasur$ imm5sity ( s\l l& to explore1 t ,great ,beyond & )9 :i* is inf9ite1 et]nal1 & ( :i* we are all a "p4 ,ah6 b x may be said1 all are n my/ics1 to :i* ,i w\ld reply1 all :o desire c be my/ics4 ,= :at1 aft] all1 is a my/ic1 b "o :o ent]s into possession ( ! inn] life8 ,"o :o becomes fully aw>e ( h] self-consci\sness1 & :o ga9s !reby new faculties & enlight5m5t4 ,x places h] 9 t\* ) t supreme reality :i* "s call ,god & "s ,! ,great ,creative ,p[]4 ,! my/ic kn[s t p[] is to be f\nd )9 ?r\gh id5tification & subm]g5ce ) ! ,primordial ,=ce :i* con/itutes ! ocean ( life4 ,%e c always pass ! sky & cl\ds ( e>?1 & ent] ! great1 deep1 real _w outside4 ,x is always possible to h] to seek a fair] _w :]e ! only ?+s t matt] are ! et]nal v]ities1 :i* %\ld be tak5 kneel+1 l a sacram5t4 ,love & life :i* is ,beauty4 ,love & p[] :i* is ,goodness4 ,love & k :i* is ,wisdom4 ,! ,road ( ! ,flam+ ,sacr$ ,he>t is /rewn ) insight1 k9dness & sympa?y1 :i* gives eyes to ! bl9d1 e>s to ! deaf1 & a voice to ! dumb6 ,x is pav$ ) love t s]ves ! humble & def5ds ! dis9h]it$4 ,bravely x walks ! ,via ,dolorosa1 & x ,be>e? all ?+s1 believe? all ?+s1 hope? all ?+s1 its rew>d to "k ! love ( ,god1 unutt]able ev5 to !m t "k4 ,! ,my/ic c face ! future )\t fe>1 = ! p[] has be5 giv5 h] to take h] s\l1 & l a c>ri] dove1 loose x into space1 to spe$ away into ! fa?omless1 ! ev]la/+1 ! voiceless deep ^: sil5ce is ! ,welcome ,home ( ,god4