,transcrib]'s ,note3 ,e ef=t has be5 made to replicate ?is text z fai?fully z possible1 includ+ non-/&>d spell+ & punctuation4 ,"s *anges ( spell+ & punctuation h be5 made4 ,!y are li/$ at ! end ( ! text4 ,,oe ligatures h be5 exp&$4 ,italic text has be5 m>k$ ) und]scores4 ,bold text has be5 m>k$ ) equals signs4 ,sacrific+ ! e>? = p>adise is giv+ up ! sub/ance = ! %ad[4 --,victor ,hugo4 ,is ,life ,wor? ,liv+ ,)\t ,immortality8 ,a ,lecture ,deliv]$ ,be=e ! ,indep5d5t ,religi\s ,society1 ,*icago ,by ,m4 ,m4 ,,mangas>ian ,i may be do+ y an inju/ice1 ,b]tie1 b x seem$ to me 9 y\r la/ t !re 7 indications t ! free expression ( my religi\s views _h be5 di/a/eful to y4 ,t y %\ld disagree ) me ,i am prep>$ =2 b t y %\ld object to free & hone/ discussion ( ^? subjects :i* above all o!rs m5 %\ld be hone/ ov]1 w\ld1 ,i confess1 be a disappo9tm5t4 ,! ,free-?9k] is plac$ at ?is disadvantage 9 ord9>y society1 t :]eas x w\ld be consid]$ v bad ta/e ^u 8 "p to obtrude 8 unor?odox op9ion1 no su* consid]ation hamp]s ^? ) :om he disagrees4 ,!re 0 a "t :5 x took a brave man to be a ,*ri/ian4 ,n[ x takes a brave man n to be4 ,,sir ,a4 ,,conan ,,doyle1 ,! ,/>k ,munro ,lett]s--,f\r? ,lett]4 ,is ,life ,wor? ,liv+ ,)\t ,immortality8 ,is life wor? liv+8 ,if we are 9 good heal?1 x c]ta9ly is4 ,9 a c]ta9 s5se1 ev5 to ask su* a "q implies t we are n at our be/4 ,x is ! sick1 m5tally z well z physically1 :o "q ! value ( life4 ,we _c appreciate heal? too highly4 ,our philosophy ( life is m pr(\ndly affect$ by ! condition ( our body ?an we h any idea4 ,if ,i 7 compos+ a new set ( beatitudes1 "o ( !m w\ld be 9 exaltation ( heal?3 ,bless$ are !y t h heal?1 = !y %all take pleasure 9 life4 ,heal? also inspires fai? 9 life4 ,! fir/ comm&m5t ( ! decalogue1 in/ead ( read+1 ,?\ %alt h no o!r gods be=e me1 :i* is metaphysical & )\t def9ite mean+1 c\ld ) mu* advantage be alt]$ to read3 ,?\ %alt n trifle ) ?y heal?4 ,h[ =tunate x w\ld h be5 = man _h ! ,deity giv5 t z 8 fir/ & be/ ?\ght to ! _w6 ,!n1 inde$1 w\ld he h be5 ! fri5d ( man4 ,we _c pres]ve our heal? )\t obs]v+ all ! o!r comm&m5ts--( temp]ance1 purity1 sanity1 self possession1 cont5tm5t1 & s]5ity ( m9d4 ,behold ,i br+ unto y heal? ought to be ! glad tid+s ( salvation4 ,give u t1 & all ! re/ w be add$ unto u4 ,heal? is ! f\ndation ( "*4 ,if ! f\ndation is insecure--if we h inh]it$ disease & corruption1 we c be s\nd1 nei!r 9 our ?\ghts nor 9 our actions4 ,! "t may come :5 to be sickly w be consid]$ a crime4 ,a revolution 9 our feel+s 9 ?is matt] is already tak+ place4 ,=m]ly x 0 ?\ght t ! pa? to self-developm5t is ?r\gh sorr[ & suff]+1 & t ! sick 7 ! sa9ts4 ,! v]dict ( sci5ce today1 :i* has be5 confirm$ by ! gr[+ exp]i5ce ( man1 is t pleasurable activity is ! mo/ :olesome environm5t = man4 ,happ9ess has ^u human nature ! same effect t ! sun%9e has ^u ! soil4 ,man is a failure if he is n happy4 ,! highe/ accompli%m5t is ! ability to enjoy life4 ,to ^? :o say t s]vice or usefulness is ! noble/ aim ( life1 we answ]1 ,:y %\ld ^? :o s]ve ! noble/ ends ( life be unhappy8 ,b let me fir/ pres5t to y ! answ] :i* "o ( ,am]ica's be/ kn[n psy*ologi/s1 ,pr(4 ,william ,james1 ( ,h>v>d1 gives to ?is mo/ int]e/+ "q4 ,pr(4 ,james is a tea*] n only ( ! "y m5 9 "o ( our lead+ ,univ]sities1 b 8 ideas h become a "p ( ! furniture ( ! ,am]ican m9d4 ,bo? 8 ?\ght & ! c&or ) :i* he expresses himself h secur$ = him a l>ge foll[+4 ,pr(4 ,james has an engag+ /yle4 ,n t he is n also a pr(\nd ?9k]1 b 8 s5t5ces are z symmetrical z !y are solid4 ,he writes to be und]/ood4 ,t1 ,i take x1 is ! secret ( ! ma/]s ( /yle4 ,! gods always speak f beh9d cl\ds & d>kness4 ,t expla9s :y x is s difficult to und]/& :at !y say4 ,b ! great tea*]s p]mit no scre5s1 drap]ies1 curta9s1 or hang+s ( any sort to come betwe5 !m & ! public4 ,!re is no?+ hidd5 ab\t _! ?\ghts4 ,nei!r d !y speak 9 p>ables4 ,:oev] c n make himself und]/ood %\ld hold 8 peace4 ,! p>5ts ( ?is r5[n$ psy*ologi/ 7 ,sw$5borgians1 & ,i believe ! pr(essor is /ill1 nom9ally1 at lea/1 a memb] ( ! ,sw$5borgian *ur*4 ,sw$5borg1 z y "k1 0 a my/ic2 he 01 inde$1 a sort ( a m$ium1 :o claim$ to h se5 & conv]s$ ) ,god face to face1 & to h receiv$ f him a supplem5t>y revelation1 9 "s su* s5se t ,mrs4 ,eddy or ,joseph ,smi? receiv$ "o4 ,( c\rse1 ,sw$5borg 0 also a philosoph]1 :i* ,smi? & ,eddy are n4 ,! e>ly connections & tra9+ ( ,pr(4 ,james expla9 9 "p 8 int]e/ 9 ! "w ( ! ,psy*ical ,rese>* ,society1 ( :i* he is "o ( ! (fic]s4 ,s-call$ spiriti/ or occult ph5om5a1 su* z automatic slate writ+1 table tipp+ & telepa?y1 h always int]e/$ ,pr(4 ,james1 b he is by no means an easy victim1 ?\gh he looks =w>d hopefully to ! "t :5 sci5ce w def9itely locate ! undiscov]$ c\ntry ^: b\rne has n yet be5 sight$4 ,"s ye>s ago :5 ,pr(4 ,james & ,i 7 summ] neighbors 9 ,new ,hamp%ire--ne> ,*ocorua lake--,i he>d ! pr(essor deliv] a lecture on hypnotism 9 ! village *ur* ( ,tamwor?4 ,an incid5t occurr$ at ! "t :i* has its be>+ on ! exp]i5ce our ,society is hav+ ) ! directors ( ! ,or*e/ral ,association4 ,:ile ,pr(4 ,james 0 expla9+ ! ph5om5a ( hypnotism f ! pulpit1 ,i saw1 f :]e ,i 0 sitt+1 an eld]ly woman %[+ signs ( re/lessness 9 h] seat4 ,pres5tly %e rose to h] feet1 walk$ up ! aisle sl[ly1 & tak+ h] /& directly 9 front ( ,pr(4 ,james on ! plat=m1 %e upbraid$ him = desecrat+ ! ,h\se ( ,god by deliv]+ 9 x a lecture on hypnotism4 ,9 cle>1 ?\gh trembl+ tones1 %e ord]$ him out ( ! *ur*4 ,naturally ! pr(essor 0 greatly emb>rass$1 z 0 also 8 audi5ce4 ,! old woman1 h[ev]1 0 soon prevail$ ^u by ! eld]s ( ! *ur* to resume h] seat & keep ! peace4 ,b %e 0 try+ to ou/ ,pr(4 ,james f ! *ur*1 z ! tru/ees ( ?is build+ are try+ to ou/ our ,society f ?is hall1 on acc\nt ( religi\s diff]5ces4 ,! old woman ( ,new ,hamp%ire 0 n successful1 & ,i tru/ t ! old woman ( ,*icago w n f>e any bett]4 ,to close a hall to a movem5t is an easy ?+1 b to close ! e> ( ! _w to its message is n s easy4 ,i h spok5 ( ! e>ly education ( ,pr(4 ,james 9 ord] to expla9 ! metaphysical b5t ( 8 m9d4 ,z a psy*ologi/1 he has an int]national reputation1 b 8 greate/ vogue is among1 :at are call$1 ! lib]al ,*ri/ians4 ,! or?odox h no use = him1 b to ^? :o are endeavor+ to int]pret ,*ri/ianity s z to make x h>monize ) mod]n ?\ght--:o are fill+ ! anci5t sk9s ) w9e newly press$--he is a def5d] & a *ampion ( ! fai?4 ,pr(4 ,james seems to h discov]$ a way by :i* "o c be a sci5ti/ & a sup]naturali/ at ! same "t4 ,he appe>s to be ( ! op9ion t a p]son may d5y or reject _m ( ! or?odox dogmas1 & /ill be ju/ifi$ 9 call+ himself a ,*ri/ian4 ,he is1 9 fact1 "o ( ! ,new ,!ologians1 :o are suppos$ to h recon/ruct$ ,*ri/ianity1 & sav$ ! sup]natural4 ,= ?is s]vice1 ,pr(4 ,james & 8 confr]es are held 9 high e/eem by ^? :o w\ld h _h to give up ,*ri/ianity b = _! timely help4 ,9 8 lecture on1 ,is ,life ,wor? ,liv+1 ! pr(essor admits t he is writ+ = ! pessimi/s4 ,x is !y :o are 9 ! to be or n to be mood ( m9d4 ,! optimi/ does n ne$ consolation1 = he is incapable ( ev5 suspect+ t life is n wor? liv+4 ,"s temp]am5ts are z incapable ( depression or gloom1 z o!rs are ( happ9ess4 ,if !re are p>ts ( ! _w on :i* ! sun nev] goes d[n1 s !re are natures :i* "k no night4 ,we make a mi/ake1 h[ev]1 if we ?9k t ! pessimi/ repres5ts a l[] type ( m5tal evolution4 ,on ! contr>y1 pessimism comes ) civilization1 & x g5]ally attacks m5 & wom5 ( a high] culture4 ,suicide is r>e among ! negroes or ! less advanc$ races2 b 9 ! ,unit$ ,/ates1 repres5t+ ! mo/ p]fect type ( civilization1 d[]$ magnific5tly1 & ri* 9 ! possession ( ! treasures ( art & nature2 9 ,am]ica1 ! home ( hope & opportunity--) its imm5se prairies1 its great ,we/1 its army ( e>?-subdu]s1 empire-build]s1 l>ge-natur$1 g5]\s1 d>+1 endur+1 re/less1 resi/less pione]s--m ?an ?ree ?\s& p e ye> kill !mselves4 ,if we 7 to seek = an explanation ( ?is /range ph5om5on1 ! ne>e/ we c come to x w\ld be to say t ^! p pref] dea? to life because !y d n f9d life wor? _! :ile4 ,!re is n en\gh 9 x to satisfy !m4 ,to use an ,em]sonian phrase1 life is to !m no m ?an a suck$ orange4 ,:5 ! p]fume1 ! aroma1 ! ta/e1 ! t9ts1 & ! juices h be5 extract$ f ! fruit--:o c>es = :at is left4 ,( c\rse1 ^! rem>ks h no ref]5ce to ! cases ( sudd5 suicide1 committ$ 9 a mom5t ( fr5zy--:5 a man driv51 z x 71 by a /orm 9 ! bra91 lets g ( 8 hold & slips into ! d>kness4 ,! pr(essor has 9 m9d r ^? :o ev5 ?\gh !y d n commit suicide1 live on reluctantly1 "u prote/1 & :o treat life z we w\ld a gue/ :o has ov]/aid 8 welcome1 & to ^: f9al dep>ture we look =w>d ) pleasure4 ,b !re is /ill ano!r class ( pessimi/s :o ne$ to be reason$ )4 ,^! are ! p :o brood ov] ! exi/5ce ( evil 9 ! _w1 & feel ! mis]y ( ! _m s ke5ly1 t !y ?9k x involves a po9t ( honor to cons5t to be happy 9 su* a _w4 ,! contemplation ( human sorr[1 ! surg+ waves ( :i* break ^u e %ore2 & ! cry ( human angui% ris+ l ! bl9d cry ( all ! seas t roll1 has a t5d5cy to slack5 ! hold ( ! reflective m9d ^u life4 ,pr(4 ,james admits t pessimism is ess5tially a religi\s disease1 9 ! s5se t x results f ! inability ( man to ent]ta9 two contradictory ?\ghts at ! same "t3 ,a fa!r 9 heav51 ^: t5d] m]cies are ov] all 8 *ildr51 & *ildr5 dy+ ( hung] & neglect6 ,inf9ite wisdom en?ron$ 9 heav51 & a _w runn+ topsy-turvy4 ,! ref9$ m9d _c contemplate ?is contradiction )\t di/ress4 ,if ,god is ev]y:]e1 :y is !re d>kness any:]e8 ,if !re is )9 rea* an ocean ( tru?1 :y is x dol$ out to u 9 driblets :i* h>dly wet our lips1 :5 we are burn+ ) ?ir/8 ,religion provokes desires :i* x _c satisfy1 & makes promises :i* x w n fulfil4 ,x is ?is contradiction :i* bites ! s\l black & blue4 ,god is inf9ite6 & behold we are />v+4 ,god is light6 & we grope 9 d>kness4 ,god is great6 & we _c budge )\t crut*es4 ,x is ?is ?\ght :i* teases u out ( our peace ( m9d4 ,! idea ( a ,god1 gift$ ) inf9ite p>ts1 measur$ aga9/ ! helplessness ( man1 makes = pessimism4 ,b 9 ! op9ion ( ,pr(4 ,james1 religion alone c cure ! disease :i* religion creates4 ,by religion1 he does n mean m]ely lov+ "o's neighbor & be+ loyal to "o's be/ ?\ghts4 ,religion1 accord+ to ,pr(4 ,james1 means ! belief t beyond ?is pres5t life1 !re is an unse5 _w ( :i* we n[ "k no?+ positive b 9 its relation to :i* ! significance ( our mundane life consi/s4 ,if ?is is ! fir/ act ( an un5d+ drama1 x w\ld h great wor? & significance1 b if x is a deta*$ & disconnect$ piece1 ^u :i* ! curta9 w soon fall nev] to rise aga9--if x is nev] go+ to be f9i%$--x loses1 accord+ to ,pr(4 ,james1 its s]i\sness4 ,9 o!r words1 x is ! belief t man is an et]nal be+ :om no cata/rophe c cru% or annihilate1 :i* makes our pres5t exi/5ce wor? :ile1 & :i* also reconciles u to ! discipl9e ( pa9 & evil4 ,life is wor? liv+1 9 %ort1 if man is immortal4 ,?is is ! drift ( ,pr(4 ,james' tea*+1 z x is also t ( all sup]naturali/s4 ,:at evid5ce does ! pr(essor (f] to prove ! exi/5ce ( an unse5 _w & ! immortality ( man8 ,he (f]s none4 ,he admits t sci5ce has n z yet demon/rat$ ! reality ( an invisible _w4 ,p]haps x nev] w1 b :at ( t8 ,y h got a "r to believe 9 an unse5 _w1 decl>es ! pr(essor4 ,is x n int]e/+8 ,x w be se5 t if ! pr(essor has no evid5ce1 he has _m argum5ts4 ,"o ( 8 argum5ts is t1 s9ce1 we mu/ ei!r believe or disbelieve 9 a future life1 neutrality 9 ! matt] be+ an unatta9able ?+1 :y n take our *oice1 & :ile we are at x1 *oose immortality4 ,ano!r argum5t is1 t z our long+s & ye>n+s 9 o!r directions h turn$ out to be prophetic1 we h e reason to believe t ! desire = et]nal life also w be fulfill$4 ,art1 sci5ce1 music1 heal?1 h come to u because ( an inn] impulse :i* prompt$ u to g aft] !m4 ,a simil> impulse urges u to seek ! div9e1 :i* is a sort ( pro( t ! div9e exi/s4 ,/ill ano!r argum5t is ?is3 ,all ! great successes or a*ievem5ts ( life came z a result ( ! c\rage t takes risks4 ,)\t audacity1 man w\ld nev] h cross$ ! ocean1 or inv5t$ ! a]oplane4 ,if ! belief 9 immortality requires ! tak+ ( risks1 if x is haz>d\s ev5 to hold x1 we %\ld n hesitate on t acc\nt1 s9ce "s ( ! be/ ?+s h come to u by tak+ risks4 ,/>t out = ,god & immortality2 & "s day y may ca/ an*or 9 ! %9+ wat]s t lap ! %ores ( a div9e cont95t4 ,we are free to tru/ at our own risk any?+ t is n impossible1 concludes ! pr(essor4 ,f9ally1 !re is ! argum5t f analogy1 :i* ,i may expla9 by a p]sonal exp]i5ce4 ,9 ! ,pa/eur ,in/itute 9 ,p>is1 la/ summ]1 ,i saw 9 ! vivisection room1 physicians 9 _! :ite aprons1 op]at+ ^u live rabbits1 cutt+ & dissect+ !m1 :ile ! helpless creatures 7 s fa/5$ to ! tables t !y c\ld n move a muscle4 ,n[ all ?is mu/ seem v cruel to ! rabbit4 ,x mu/ ?9k ! physician a but*]1 devoid ( all feel+1 or ju/ice1 & x mu/ p]=ce d5\nce ! _w 9 :i* su* wanton torture is inflict$ by ! /rong ^u ! weak4 ,b if ! rabbit c\ld take a l>g] view1 if x c\ld be made to see t its suff]+s are contribut+ to ! progress ( sci5ce & ! amelioration ( ! conditions ( life ^u ?is planet1 & !reby help+ to ha/5 ! day :5 disease %all be conqu]$1 w\ld x n be reconcil$ to ! physician's knife & ! op]at+ table8 ,! l>g] view :i* w\ld embrace ! _w unse5 w help to give to evil1 suff]+ & mis]y1 :i* n[ we d n und]/&1 a raison d'etre4 ,! "p ( wisdom z well z ( c\rage !n1 is to believe :at is 9 ! l9e ( our ne$s1 = only by ! belief is ! ne$ fulfill$4 ,refuse to believe1 & y %all inde$ be "r1 = y %all irretrievably p]i%4 ,b believe1 & aga9 y %all be "r1 = y %all save y\rself4 ,x w be se5 by :at has prec$$1 t ,pr(4 ,james ( ,h>v>d ,univ]sity1 ?r[s ! weight ( 8 influ5ce on ! side ( ^? :o h always ma9ta9$ t ,god & immortality are indisp5sable to ! happ9ess ( man4 ,9 8 op9ion1 :at a man w\ld be if depriv$ ( 8 reason1 ! univ]se w\ld be if depriv$ ( a ,god1 & life1 ( a future exi/5ce4 ,! em95t psy*ologi/ takes ! fur!r position t x is immat]ial :e!r or n !re is any evid5ce to prove ! exi/5ce ( a ,god or ( a life aft] dea?4 ,if ! belief is ess5tial to our happ9ess & usefulness1 he ?9ks we h got ! "r to ent]ta9 x1 irrespective ( ! "q ( evid5ce4 ,if !re is a belief ( any k9d to :i* y h tak5 a special fancy1 or "o t y feel l cry+ =1 ! pr(essor seems to say1 help y\rself to x2 y h only y\rself to suit4 ,ev5 if su* a belief %\ld involve an elem5t ( risk1 we are urg$ to take ! risk4 ,if x requires audacity ev5 to believe 9 a ,god & immortality1 we are told to h ! audacity4 ,x is 8 idea t :5 we are deal+ ) ! unkn[n1 ! important ?+ is ! he>t's desire1 & n ! "q ( evid5ce4 ,9 pass+1 ,i might sugge/ t ,pr(4 ,james w\ld nev] h ?\ght ( pu%+ aside ) su* non*alance1 ! "q ( evid5ce1 7 x n = an irrepressible suspicion t ! evid5ce is aga9/ him4 ,he hopes to d )\t ! evid5ce because ! evid5ce w n help him4 ,?is rem9ds u ( ! say+ ( ! philosoph] ,hobbes1 t1 m5 are g5]ally aga9/ reason :5 reason is aga9/ !m4 ,z already intimat$1 ! lib]al p>ty 9 ! *ur* reg>ds ,pr(4 ,james z a def5d] ( ! fai?4 ,he is class$ ) su* m5 z ,sir ,oliv] ,lodge & ,"l ,kelv91 :o ?\gh sci5ti/s /ill believe 9 ! sup]natural1 & by _! example h made su* a belief respectable4 ,x mu/ be borne 9 m9d1 h[ev]1 t ^! di/+ui%$ m5 are ,*ri/ians only1 if at all1 9 a v loose s5se ( ! ^w4 ,all ! c>d9al doctr9es ( revelation1 su* z ! creation1 ! atonem5t1 ! inc>nation1 & a p]sonal ,god--ev5 "o1 to say no?+ ( a tr9ity--!y reject4 ,^! g5tlem5 h n en\gh fai? to be baptis$ to-day1 _h !y n be5 baptis$ 9 _! *ildhood1--or to be receiv$ into any ,*ri/ian *ur* )\t greatly /ret*+ ! rules 9 _! behalf4 ,x rema9s !n q true1 & ! argum5t has n yet be5 answ]$1 t !re is n a s+le em95t ?9k] 9 ! _w to-day :o w subscribe to ! cre$ ( ,*ri/5dom )\t fir/ go+ ?r\gh x ) a blue p5cil1 or a pair ( scissors4 ,b ,pr(4 ,james1 z also ,lodge & ,kelv91 if !y are n sup]naturali/s 9 ! ord9>y s5se ( ! ^w1 nei!r are !y anti-sup]naturali/s4 ,!y are betwe5 & betwixt1 if ,i may use t phrase--n q ready to "p ) sup]naturalism altoge!r1 nor yet able to hold on to x 9 its entirety1 & s !y l+] some:]e on ! bord]s or ! edge ( x4 ,! fir/ rem>k ,i h to make on ! position ( ^! newly recruit$ def5d]s ( sup]naturalism--ev5 ?\gh ! sup]naturalism :i* !y def5d be ( ! att5uat$ k9d--is1 t _! argum5t is n ev5 an improvem5t on t ( ! !ologian4 ,i l ! dogmatic & autocratic1 ?us sai? ! ,"l1 ( !ology1 mu* bett] ?an ! suit y\rself ( ^! g5tlem54 ,! "o position is z de/ructive ( intellectual integrity1 z ! o!r4 ,! !ologian />ts ) ! fallacy t ,god c make a ?+ true by an act ( 8 w--t 8 say s makes all ne$ ( evid5ce sup]flu\s4 ,pr(4 ,james & ! m5 ( 8 s*ool />t ) a proposition equally fatal to ! tru?--namely2 t :atev] we wi% to be true conc]n+ ! unkn[n is true4 ,all t is ne$$1 = in/ance1 to give ! univ]se a ,god is to wi% = "o4 ,all t is necess>y to make a man immortal is to desire & believe t he is4 ,! ,w to ,believe1 :i* is ! title ( "o ( ! pr(essor's writ+s1 makes tru? ! creature ( man1 z !ology makes x ! creature ( ,god4 ,y see t aft] all1 ! !ologian & ! sci5tific sup]naturali/ pull toge!r4 ,t is to say1 :5 sci5ce l5ds itself to !ology1 x ceases to be sci5tific4 ,x is n !ology t goes ov] to sci5ce1 b sci5ce t goes ov] to !ology4 ,z soon z sci5ce appe>s at ! camp ( !ology1 x is =?) swall[$ up4 ,:5 ,pr(4 ,james speaks ( ! w to believe1 & nev] m9d ! evid5ce1 he is borr[+ f !ology1 ! w to create ( ,god4 ,ev5 z ! ,deity 9 creat+ did n h to consid] any?+ b 8 glory & pleasure1 likewise man 9 believ+ does n h to consid] any?+ b 8 ne$s & desires4 ,ask1 ,:at is ,tru?8 & ! !ologian answ]s3 ,:atev] ,god wants x to be4 ,ask n[ ! sci5ti/ allies ( ! sup]natural1 ,:at is ,tru?1 & !y answ]3 ,:atev] man desires or craves x to be4 ,( c\rse1 x may be object$ t x is only conc]n+ ! unkn[n t man is p]mitt$ to disp5se ) evid5ce & consult 8 w4 ,b !re is no m]it1 = in/ance1 9 a man n tell+ any falsehoods :]e he is sure ( be+ f\nd out2 8 "* is te/$ by 8 refusal to lie :]e he is sure he nev] w be f\nd out4 ,x is conc]n+ ! unkn[n ab\t :i* we c say any?+ & ev]y?+ we please )\t ! fe> ( ev] be+ caught1 t we %\ld re/ra9 ourselves & %[ our loyalty to ! ev]la/+ law ( honor1 nev] to dep>t f v]acity4 ,to make any ass]tions ab\t ! unkn[n is to take an undue advantage ( "o's neighbors4 ,tru? is n m9e to d ) x z ,i please1 said ,giordano ,bruno1 ,i mu/ obey ! tru?1 n comm& x4 ,b ! !ologico-sci5tific position is ! v rev]se ( ?is4 ,if a god 7 to ask ! "q1 ,:at is ,tru?8 ,8 prie/s w\ld answ]1 ,"l1 suit ?yself4 ,if m5 ask$1 ,:at is ,tru?8 ! ,h>v>d pr(essor & 8 colleagues w\ld reply1 ,x dep5ds ^u y\r w to believe4 ,! "n giv5 to ?is free & easy philosophy1 if ,i may use su* an expression--is pragmatism1 :i* is a ^w f ! ,greek root pragmatikos1 :5ce our ^w practice & practical4 ,! idea at ! basis ( ?is philosophy is t :atev] is practical & bus9ess-l--:atev] is necess>y to a giv5 program1 is au?oritative4 ,! philosoph]1 ,kant1 0 "o ( ! fir/ to urge t we h a "r to believe z we please conc]n+ ! ?+s :i* we c nei!r prove nor disprove by evid5ce1 if su* beliefs are necess>y to morality4 ,8 mod]n disciples foll[+ 8 lead]%ip1 take ! position t x is ! usefulness ( a hypo!sis or a belief1 & n its tru?1 t %\ld conc]n u4 ,does x "w1 is ! te/1 !y say1 ( ! value ( a s*eme or /atem5t1 & n1 ,is x true8 ,if x works1 :at d we c>e :e!r or n x be true4 ,if x does n "w1 x is ( no help to u ev5 if x 7 true4 ,?is is id5tically ! same argum5t :i* is advanc$ by ! ,roman ,ca?olics1 to ju/ify = in/ance1 ! belief 9 ! exi/5ce1 some:]e 9 ! univ]se1 ( a place call$ purgatory4 ,! doctr9e ( purgatory works1 argues ! prie/1 & !re=e1 x makes no diff]5ce :e!r or n su* a place really exi/s4 ,x is a useful1 consol+ & pr(itable doctr9e4 ,!re=e x is z good z true4 ,9 ! phraseology ( pragmatism1 millions ( p want a purgatory1 !re=e1 !re is "o4 ,& once aga91 to ! "q1 ,:at is ,tru?1 ! answ] ( bo? ! !ologian & ! pragmati/ is1 ,d n bo!r ab\t x4 ,& ?is describes ! attitude ( ! ,prote/ant z well z ( ! ,ca?olic t[>d tru?4 ,!y d n bo!r ab\t x4 ,yes1 !y d n bo!r ab\t x4 ,t is :y progress limps & ! d>kness l+]s4 ,p h be5 br\ght up n to bo!r ab\t tru?1 :i* expla9s :y error is /ill k+ ( m ?an half ( ! _w4 ,i _c f9d ! words--all words fail me to express my disappo9tm5t t a tea*] ( ! y\? 9 "o ( our great in/itutions1 :o are to be ! ,am]ica ( tomorr[1 %\ld 9 any way contribute to ! impression t tru? is second>y2 t our ne$s1 our int]e/s1 our incl9ations1 or our :ims1 come fir/1 & t if we h n ! c\rage to look ! tru? 9 ! face1 we c turn ar\nd & make t]ms ) my? & fable4 ,if we 7 dispos$ to trip ! pr(essor1 or by "o s+le ?ru/ to disqualify him = fur!r action 9 ! ar5a ( ?\ght1 we c\ld say t ev5 f ! po9t ( view ( ! pragmati/1 tru? comes fir/1 & t by no imag9able manoeuvr+ c tru? be %ift$ to a subord9ate rank4 ,x _c be done4 ,li/56 ,y may n h to prove ! exi/5ce ( a ,god1 or ( a future1 or ( a purgatory1 be=e believ+ 9 x4 ,grant$3 b y h to prove & y are try+ to prove1 t x is true t y d n h to prove !m4 ,ev5 pragmati/s :o say t utility is be=e tru?1 labor to prove t x is true t utility is be=e tru?4 ,9 o!r words1 !y h got to prove ! tru? ( _! !ory1 :atev] t may be1 be=e !y c make x h any value1 or be=e x c comm& our respect4 ,?+s h to be true else !y _c exi/4 ,all ! labor ( ,pr(4 ,james has = its object ! demon/ration ( :at he consid]s to be a tru?1 namely3 t ! tru? ( ! belief conc]n+ ! unkn[n is n ess5tial4 ,9 o!r words1 ,god may be true or n1 a future life may be true or n1 b x has to be true t x makes no diff]5ce :e!r !y are true or n4 ,wiggle z we may1 we _c escape ! r+ ( reason t embraces life4 ,?is is :at ,i mean :5 ,i say t ! />s fight = ,rationalism4 ,tru? is s tightly screw$ & made fa/ to ! top ( ! flag-pole t ev5 h&s ( iron & /eel _c pull x d[n to a l[] not*4 ,a second rem>k ,i w\ld make on ,pr(4 ,james' mann] ( reason+ is t su* argum5ts z he uses to prop up ! belief 9 ,god & immortality %[1 n confid5ce1 b desp]ation1 if x is n too /rong a ^w to use4 ,urg+ u to take risks1 to h ! audacity1 to ignore ! "q ( evid5ce1 to suit ourselves1 &1 n to m9d ! facts1 is n ! language ( sobriety1 b ( recklessness4 ,to say to a man /&+ on ! edge ( a precipice & look+ d[n into a *asm ( unkn[n dep? & d>kness1 to jump ov]1 because1 p]*ance1 he may discov] 8 he>t's desire at ! bottom1 is frantic advice1 & a man has to be 9 a panicky /ate ( m9d to let g ( ! sun & ( ! gre5 e>? = a possible _w at ! bottom ( ! abyss4 ,x 0 a ?\ght ( ,em]son t ! humble/ bug crawl+ 9 ! du/ ) its back to ! sun1 & %9+ ) ! colors ( ! ra9b[1 is a ?+ m sublime ?an any possible angel4 ,if !re 7 ! slighte/ f\ndation = ! belief 9 an unse5 _w1 no "o w\ld ?9k ( resort+ to su* extreme measures z our le>n$ pr(essor does1 to uphold x4 ,:5 ,i see a man huff+ & puff+1 ,i d n conclude t he has a /rong case1 on ! contr>y1 ,i am apt to suspect t x is ! weakness ( 8 cause :i* has di/urb$ 8 s]5ity4 ,to tell u t we c w ourselves immortal1 or w ,god into exi/5ce1 & t all we ne$ is ! audacity to plunge into ! unkn[n1 :atev] ! risks1 rem9ds me ( ,la ,fonta9e's p>able ( ! frog--:o ?\ght he c\ld w himself into ! size ( a c[--) fatal results4 ,! beg9n+ ( wisdom is to recognize "o's limitations4 ,to tell a man t he c w ?+s into exi/5ce is to d him an injury4 ,pitiful is ! ,god1 & *im]ical ! immortality t has no bett] f\ndation ?an ! :im ( man4 ,accord+ to ! doctr9e ( ,! w to believe !re w\ld be no ,god if !re 7 no m5 to w 8 exi/5ce1 & no immortality if m5 did n desire x4 ,?is is !ology dress$ up z philosophy or sci5ce4 ,h[ 0 ! _w made8 ,& ! !ologians answ]1 ,god said1 ,let !re be light1 & !re 0 light4 ,h[ 0 ,god made8 ,& ! pragmati/s answ]1 ,man said1 let !re be a ,god1 & !re 0 "o4 ,?is is trifl+4 ,if ! ^w is n too h>%1 ,i %all call x sophi/ry1 or m5tal gymna/ics1 to :i* m5 nev] resort except :5 /raight reason+ w n help !m4 ,sophi/ry is a plea ( guilty4 ,i 0 debat+ ! o!r ev5+ 9 a ,milwaukee !at] on ! "q ( ! responsibility = ! burn+ ( ,joan ( ,arc4 ,:ile li/5+ to ! def5se ( ! g5tleman :o 0 try+ to prove t ! ,ca?olic ,*ur* 0 n responsible = h] m>tyrdom1 ,i said to myself t su* a def5se w\ld nev] h be5 ?\ght ( 7 x n = ! fact t ! old claim t ! *ur* ( ,god _c err _h n brok5 d[n4 ,9 ! same way ! def5se t ! bible %\ld be tak5 allegorically1 proves t ! old position t ! bible is f cov] to cov] ! ^w ( ,god ) e lett] & punctuation1 z well z ^w & mean+ inspir$1 is no long] t5able4 ,to say t ! bible mu/ n be tak5 lit]ally is b ano!r way ( say+ t ! bible is n true1 or t y c make x mean :at y please4 ,m5 nev] put up su* a def5se = any?+ unless !y are driv5 to x by %e] desp]ation4 ,my ?ird rem>k on ! pragmatic philosophy ( ,pr(essor ,james is t1 besides do+ viol5ce to our reason1 8 doctr9e t an unse5 _w is indisp5sable to make life wor? liv+1 or to help make ! _w moral1 places man n only 9 an un5viable light1 b x also does him a great inju/ice4 ,if x is true t a man w make a bea/ ( himself if he f9ds out t he is n a ,god1 ,i take ! position t he is beyond hope4 ,no?+ c save him4 ,b x is n true4 ,x is a prie/ly tale t a man w n behave himself unless we c promise him ! moon1 or ! sun1 or et]nity4 ,a man w\ld only be a contemptible animal if he mu/ be giv5 toys & tr9kets & sawdu/ dolls to div]t 8 att5tion f mis*ief4 ,! claim ( ! prea*]s t unless m5 are assur$ ( black-ey$ h\ris & gold5 h>ps1 or at lea/1--"s sort ( a gho/ly exi/5ce1--some:]e & at sometime 9 ! future1 !y w conv]t life into a debau*1 is simply a falsehood4 ,man is n s deprav$ z t4 ,inde$1 ! doctr9e ( total depravity 0 inv5t$ by ! prie/s to create a dem& = ! (fices ( ! *ur*4 ,! prie/ _c af=d to believe 9 human nature4 ,if a man c save himself1 or if he c d good by 8 own ef=t1 :at ne$ w\ld !re be ( ! my/]ies & ! sacram5ts1--! rites & ! dogmas8 ,i _h occasion to tell y a few ,sundays ago t if a lily c be :ite1 or a rose s wondr\s fair1 or a dog s loyal & h]oic1 )\t dick]+ ) ! univ]se = a future rew>d1 man c d1 at lea/1 z mu*4 ,w\ld ?is be expect+ too mu* ( him8 ,9 ,france1 !re is1 9 "o ( ! close-by suburbs ( ,p>is1 a cemet]y = dogs4 ,( c\rse1 no prie/ or pa/or w\ld ?9k ( (ficiat+ at ! int]m5t ( a dog1 h[ev] useful or fai?ful ! animal may h be54 ,!y are br\ght "h by _! own]s & quietly buri$4 ,! visitor f9ds "h1 h[ev]1 _m tok5s ( appreciation & gratitude = ! s]vices & value ( ! dog to man4 ,little monum5ts are rais$ ov] ! rema9s ( "s ( ! occupants ( ! mode/ graves4 ,"o ( ^! be>s ! inscription3 ,he sav$ =ty lives1 & lo/ 8 own 9 ! attempt to save ! =ty-fir/4 ,he did 8 be/ )\t ! hope ( a future rew>d4 ,is man l[] ?an ! animal8 ,does he require ! help ( ! ,holy ,gho/1 ! holy angels1 ! holy ,tr9ity1 ! holy infallible *ur*1 & all ! t]rors ( hell fire to make him pref] s5se to nons5se1 cleanl9ess to dirt1 honor to disgrace1 ! respect ( 8 fell[s to _! contempt1 & a peaceful m9d to "o full ( scorpions8 ,d we h to sw+ into exi/5ce fabl$ & my?ical be+s & worlds be=e we c induce a human be+ to be z natural z a plant & z fai?ful z a dog8 ,! doctr9e ( total depravity is a disgrace to ^? :o h inv5t$ x1 & a blight to ^? :o believe 9 x4 ,x is n true t we h to be put ?r\gh acrobatic ex]cises1--make our reason turn som]saults1 resort to sophi/ry1--become frantic ) fe> ab\t our future1--po/ulate ! exi/5ce ( gho/s1 ,gods1 & cele/ial abodes be=e we c pref] ! good to ! bad & ! light to d>kness4 ,sup]naturalism is bo? negative & de/ructive4 ,x d5ies goodness1 & x de/roys 9 man ! p[] ( self-help4 ,von ,humboldt's indignation seems p>donable1 :5 he us$ ! ^w infam\s1 to *>act]ize ! !ologian's attempt to make ! well-be+ ( ! human race dep5d ^u su* sup]natural gossip z he _h to m>ket4 ,& :at is ! v]dict ( hi/ory on ?is "q8 ,does ! belief 9 ,god & immortality make = morality8 ,h[ !n %all we expla9 ! d>k ages :i* 7 ages ( fai?1 & :y are n ! ,moslems1 ^: fai? 9 ,allah & 9 a future life is v mu* /rong] ?an ours1 a m moral p ?an ! ,europeans or ,am]icans8 ,:y 0 ,k+ ,leopold1 ! ,*ri/ian1 a moral lep] to ! h\r ( 8 dea?1 :ile ,socrates1 ! pagan1 :o 0 unc]ta9 ab\t ! future1 has p]fum$ ! c5turies ) 8 virtues8 ,has ! belief 9 ! sup]natural prev5t$ ! crim9al wa/e ( human life1 protect$ ! *ild f ! sweat-%op & ! factory1 or ev5 robb$ religion ( its /+--! /+ ^: bite is mortal to tol]ance1 bro!rhood & intellectual hone/y8 ,!re are excell5t p :o believe 9 ! sup]natural & equally excell5t p :o ignore ! sup]natural1 f :i* x w\ld foll[ t excell5ce ( "* is indep5d5t ( "o's speculations ab\t ei!r ! et]nal pa/1 or ! et]nal future4 ,x is n true !n t we h to prove to man t he has always exi/$1 or t he %all always exi/ be=e we c make him see t ! sunset is beautiful1 or t ! sea is va/1 or t love is ! greate/ ?+ 9 ! _w4 ,a man w be c>eful ( 8 heal? :e!r he expects to live aga9 or n4 ,he w avoid heada*es1 fev]s1 colds1 anaemia1 n]v\s pro/rations & diseases ( e k9d :i* rack ! body & make life a mis]y1 irrespective ( 8 attitude to ! "q ( survival aft] dea?4 ,! "q ( heal?1 !n1 :i* is a v important "o1 is indep5d5t ( any sup]natural belief4 ,x w\ld n affect our heal? a p>ticle 7 ! heav5s empty or full ( gods4 ,9 ! same way1 m5 w cont9ue ! culture ( ! m9d irrespective ( !ological beliefs4 ,w a man neglect ! pleasures ( ! m9d1 despise k & rema9 cont5t 9 8 ignorance1 if he _c be sure t he is go+ to live =ev]8 ,b if nei!r ! culture ( ! body nor t ( ! m9d is 9 dang] ( be+ neglect$1 is !re any reason to fe> t ! culture ( ! affections & ! consci5ce w suff] )\t a belief 9 an unse5 _w8 ,we h only to look into ! motives :i* gov]n human actions to recov] our confid5ce 9 ! ess5tial s\ndness ( human nature1 & 9 ! ability ( morality to take c>e ( itself )\t ! help ( gho/s & gods4 ,y love y\r c\ntry & y are will+ to def5d its in/itutions1 if ne$ be1 ) y\r life1 b is x because y\r c\ntry is immortal8 ,is ,am]ica go+ to live =ev]8 ,is x go+ to h a future exi/5ce8 ,& yet ,wa%+ton & 8 soldi]s lov$ x de>ly & risk$ _! lives = x4 ,7 ! anci5t ,greeks & ,romans1 to :om patriotism 0 a religion1 & :o lov$ & f\ght = _! c\ntry--fools1 because !y did n fir/ make sure t _! c\ntry 0 go+ to live =ev]8 ,y are devot$ to art1 y h built palaces = ! treasures ( ! bru% & ! *isel4 ,y h paid fabul\s prices = ! works ( a ,rembr&t & a ,titian4 ,is x because ^! pa9t+s are nev] go+ to p]i%8 ,is ! canvas :i* y adore immortal8 ,y prize ! works ( g5ius--( a ,%akespe>e1 a ,goe!1 a ,voltaire1 a ,d>w94 ,y h edifices ( m>ble & /eel 9 :i* to h\se ! great books ( ! _w4 ,& yet a fire tomorr[ may wipe !m out ( exi/5ce--!y may become lo/1 z _m great works h be5 lo/ 9 ! pa/4 ,nev]!less1 are !y n preci\s :ile we h !m8 ,if a humane society w int]e/ itself 9 ! welf>e ( ! horse & ! cat & ! dog1 :i* live b a few ye>s2 if ! fl[] :i* blooms 9 ! morn+ & fades 9 ! ev5+ c comm& our att5tion & devotion--mu/ a man be a god be=e we c take any int]e/ 9 him8 ,mu/ somebody be always :isp]+ 9 our e>s1 ,ye are gods2 ye are gods1 to prev5t u f do+ viol5ce to ourselves or to our fell[s8 ,& m5 seek heal? = ! pres5t1 n = ! future4 ,& !y cultivate ! m9d to make life ri*] n[ & "h4 ,& love is desir$ because x makes ea* pass+ mom5t a ?rill & an ec/asy4 ,:at !n is ! value ( any speculation ab\t ! unse5 _w1 s9ce man c c>e = 8 body1 m9d & he>t1 )\t v5tur+ out on an ocean = :i* he has nei!r ! sails nor ! compass8 99 99 99 99 99 ,b ! unse5 _w is necess>y1 ! pr(essor seems to ?9k1 9 ord] to expla9 ! suff]+ & ! inju/ice 9 ?is4 ,9 my op9ion1 su* a belief has done m to po/pone ! re=m ( pres5t abuses ?an any?+ else4 ,! "t to suppress inju/ice & to relieve human suff]+ is n[1 n 9 "s di/ant future1--"h & n 9 an undiscov]$ c\ntry4 ,! belief 9 ,god has tempt$ man to %irk 8 responsibilities4 ,he has left _m ?+s to be done by ,god :i* he %\ld h done himself4 ,x is a nobl] religion t tells man to d all he c n[1 & to d x himself4 ,moreov]1 h[ c :at is wrong "h be made "r 9 ! next _w8 ,:at1 = in/ance1 c make ,joan ( ,arc's atroci\s murd]--a girl ( n9ete51 :o _h sav$ h] c\ntry1 roa/$ ov] a sl[ fire--"r 9 heav58 ,:at explanation c ! ,deity give to u :i* %all reconcile u to s infam\s a crime4 ,a million et]nities1 x seems to me1 _c alt] ! "* ( t act4 ,! de$ _c be undone4 ,t frightful page _c be torn f ! book ( life4 ,y _c de/roy ! memory ( t inju/ice2 y _c rub s f\l a /a9 f ! h&s ( ev5 a ,god4 ,suppose ,god 7 to say to u 9 ! next _w t ?is crime 0 necess>y to ! progress ( civilization4 ,w\ld t satisfy u8 ,w\ld we n /ill wi% = a ,god :o c\ld h contribut$ to ! progress ( civilization )\t resort+ to s unspeakable a murd]8 ,& !re y are4 ,ano!r _w c nev] reconcile u to a policy t requir$ ! commission ( crimes ^: /5* rises to our no/rils4 ,:at is wrong c nev] be made "r4 ,y rememb] t to illu/rate ! ?\ght ( ,pr(essor ,james1 ,i spoke ( my visit to ! ,pa/eur ,in/itute 9 ,p>is1 :]e1 9 ! vivisection hall1 ,i saw ! physicians op]at+ on live rabbits4 ,pr(essor ,james ?9ks t if ! rabbit c\ld see ev]y?+1 x might say to ! physician1 ,?y w be done4 ,b ! rabbit might also say ?is3 ,x is well to advance sci5ce & civilization2 & if x is a "p ( ! s*eme to make me contribute to x by my suff]+s1 ,i am resign$2 b :at ab\t ! "* ( ! s*em] :o mu/ torture to dea? "s ( 8 creatures--slaught] ) excruciat+ pa9 a portion ( 8 family--9 ord] to make secure ! lives ( ! re/8 ,! exi/5ce ( evil 9 a _w creat$ by a p]fect ,god is ! rock ^u :i* all religions g to pieces4 ,if ,god c prev5t mis]y & crime1 b pref]s to "w ?r\gh !m1 he is to be fe>$2 if he _c help himself1 !n he is to be piti$4 ,:o w\ld n r be ! rabbit on ! op]at+ table1 ) ! knife 9 8 fle%1 ?an su* a ,god6 ,a ,god :o _c make a rose r$ except by dipp+ x 9 human blood c be sure t no human be+ w\ld ev] envy him 8 (fice4 ,on ! la/ day ( judgm5t1 if su* a day !re be1 x w n be ! rabbit1 or man1 :o w fe> ! op5+ ( ! books2 x w be ,god4 ,& h[ d we "k t ?+s w be bett] 9 ! unse5 _w8 ,suppose !y %\ld be worse8 ,jesus intimat$ t ! next _w w\ld be worse1 = he says 9 ,mat!w #g3ac-ad1 ,wide is ! gate1 & broad is ! way1 t leade? to de/ruction1 & _m !re be :i* g 9 !reat2 because /rait is ! gate1 & n>r[ is ! way1 :i* leade? unto life1 & few !re be t f9d x4 ,surely ?is is n an enc\rag+ prospect4 ,a future :i* (f]s happ9ess to a small m9ority _c be look$ =w>d to ) en?usiasm4 ,nei!r is ! ?\ght ( a few sav$ & ! _m damn$ a consolation4 ,"o ( ! (t-repeat$ claims is t ! belief 9 ,god & immortality is su* a happ9ess t he mu/ be an enemy ( 8 race :o w\ld deprive p ( x4 ,ev5 ,rationali/s are said to envy ! believ] 8 peace ( m9d4 ,b ! tru? is ! v opposite ( ?is4 ,!re is abundant te/imony to prove t ( all p ! real & consi/5t believ] is ! mo/ unhappy be+ 9 ! _w4 ,! prov]bial unhapp9ess ( ! ,rationali/1 l ! prov]bial dea?-b$ horrors ( a ,?omas ,pa9e & a ,voltaire1 is a pure fabrication4 ,:ile !re is absolutely no?+ 9 ,rationalism to make anybody mis]able1 s9ce x does away ) fe>1 :i* is ! only ?+ to fe>1 ,or?odoxy1 on ! o!r h&1 />ts by n only call+ ?is a vale ( te>s1 b proce$s =?) to make x s4 ,if we 7 to place ! greate/ kn[n ,*ri/ian sa9ts on ! /& to int]rogate !m on ?is subject1 !y w\ld "o & all confirm our /atem5t4 ,li/51 = in/ance1 to ! confession ( ,?omas a ,kempis3 ,"l1 ,i am n wor?y ( ?y consolation4444 ,?\ deale/ ju/ly ) me :5 ?\ leave/ me poor & desolate1 = if ,i c\ld %$ te>s z ! sea1 yet %\ld ,i n be wor?y ( ?y consolation4 ,i am wor?y only to be sc\rg$ & puni%$4,a ,^! are n ! words ( a buoyant & happy s\l4 ,& li/5 to ! lam5tation ( ,john ,bunyan3 ,sometimes ,i c\ld = :ole days toge!r feel my v body z well z my m9d to %ake & tott] "u ! s5se ( ?is dreadful judgm5t ( ,god4444 ,i felt also su* a clogg+ & heat 9 my /oma* by reason ( ?is t]ror t ,i ?\ght my brea/-bone w\ld split asund]4 ,oh1 h[ gladly w\ld ,i h be5 any?+ b a man4,b ,i c\ld quote long *apt]s f ! biographies ( ! sa9ts to %[ ! wret*$ness1 ! despair & ! agony ( ! believ]1 %udd]+ ^u ! br9k ( et]nity--unc]ta9 :e!r heav5 or hell awaits to receive him4 ,i c\ld give y a simil> *apt] f my own exp]i5ce4 ,:5 ,i 0 mu* y\ng]1 ,i _h implicit fai? 9 ! bible & ! unse5 _w4 ,:at 0 ! effect ( ?is belief ^u me8 ,did x make me happy8 ,i c nev] =get ! mom5ts ( agony ,i sp5t on my knees1 at ! ?rone ( grace4 ,my pill[ 0 (t5 wet ) weep+ ov] s9s ,i _h nev] committ$1 & fe>+ a depravity ,i c\ld nev] be guilty (4 ,*ri/ianity 9 its virile =m took hold ( my "y he>t z ! roots ( a tree take hold ( ! e>? 9 :i* !y gr[4 ,i 0 z s5sitive & responsive to its influ5ce z fire is to ! w9d t fans x into flame4 ,am ,i sav$8 ,h[ c ,i be sure t ,god has =giv5 me8 ,:]e w\ld ,i op5 my eyes if ,i %\ld die tonight8 ,oh1 ,god6 :at if ,i %\ld aft] all be "o ( ! reprobates--damn$ =ev]4 ,su* 0 ! t]rible sup]/ition t *eat$ me out ( a ?\s& glori\s mom5ts1 & made my y\? a puni%m5t to me4 ,"o day a memb] ( my *ur* came to me 9 great di/ress ( m9d4 ,he behav$ l "o :o _h actually se5 hell4 ,i am damn$1 ,i am damn$1 he cri$4 ,god has =sak5 me2 !re is no hope = me4 ,if a wild bea/ _h its paws 9 8 hair1 or a h\nd its tee? 9 8 fle%1 he c\ld n h be5 m sc>$4 ,if he c\ld h only laugh$ at ! /upid sup]/ition1 all ! devils ( 8 di/ort$ imag9ation w\ld h melt$ into ?9 air4 ,a ,imitation--,,iii #eb4 ,b ,quot$ by ,cott] ,morrison1 ,s]vice ( ,man--#cd4 99 99 99 99 99 ,our religion does n tr\ble u t way1 ,i he> ! ,*ri/ians say 9 reply4 ,( c\rse n1 !y no long] believe 9 x4 ,!y let art1 music1 sci5ce1 ! drama1 bus9ess1 to div]t _! att5tion f ?is ,asiatic feti%4 ,rationalism has dissipat$ ! t]rors ( ! future1 & t9t$ ! horizon ) beauty & light4 ,b let !m believe 9 ,*ri/ianity z _! fa!rs believ$ 9 x1 let !m be s9c]e ) x1 & x w make life mis]able = !m z x has = ?\s&s ( o!rs4 ,yes1 believe 9 ,*ri/ianity z ! ,apo/le ,paul did1 = example1 & y mu/ agree ) him1 t1 ,if 9 ?is life only we h a hope 9 ,*ri/1 we are ( all m5 mo/ mis]able4 ,& li/5 to ! cry ( despair f ! lips ( ! ,son ( ,god3 ,my ,god1 ,my ,god1 :y ha/ ,?\ =sak5 me8 ,! nails 9 8 h&s & feet tore 8 fle%1 b x 0 ! ?\ght t he _h be5 =sak5 by ,god t broke 8 he>t4 ,surely1 if a belief 9 a future life c\ld make anybody happy1 x %\ld h made ! dea? ( ,jesus a symphony1 in/ead ( a trag$y4 99 99 99 99 99 ,9 conclusion3 ,n ,god1 nor ! unse5 _w1 b ,tru? is ! sov]eign good4 ,!re is no?+ m excell5t4 ,if !re be philosophies1 !y %all pass away2 if !re be !ologies1 !y %all pass away2 if !re be cre$s1 cults1 gods1 !y %all pass away4 ,b ,tru? is f ev]la/+ to ev]la/+4 ,9 my m9d's eye1 ,i see a wond]ful build+1 some?+ l ! ,coliseum ( anci5t ,rome4 ,! gall]ies are black ) p2 ti] ^u ti] rise l waves ! multitude ( spectators :o h come to see a great conte/4 ,a great conte/1 inde$6 ,a conte/ 9 :i* all ! _w & all ! c5turies are int]e/$4 ,x is ! conte/--! fight to dea?--betwe5 ,tru? & ,error4 ,! door op5s1 & a slight1 small1 %y & insignificant look+ ?+ /eps into ! ar5a4 ,x is ,tru?4 ,! va/ audi5ce bur/s into hil>i\s & d]isive laught]4 ,is ?is ,tru?8 ,?is %udd]+ ?+ 9 tatt]$ clo!s1 & almo/ nak$8 ,& ! h\se %akes aga9 ) mock+ & hisses4 ,! door op5s aga91 & ,error ent]s1--clad 9 clo? ( gold1 impos+ 9 appe>ance1 tall ( /ature1 glitt]+ ) gems1 sleek & huge & pond]\s1 caus+ ! build+ to tremble ) ! ?ud ( its /eps4 ,! audi5ce is = a mom5t dazzl$ into sil5ce1 !n x breaks into applause1 long & deaf5+4 ,welcome6 ,welcome6 is ! greet+ f ! multitude4 ,welcome6 %\t t5 ?\s& ?roats4 ,! two conte/ants face ea* o!r4 ,error1 9 full armor1--back$ by ! sympa?ies ( ! audi5ce1 greet$ by ! clamor\s *e]+ ( ! spectators2 & ,tru?1 scorn$1 sc(f$ at1 & hat$4 ,! issue is a =egone conclusion1 murmurs ! va/ audi5ce4 ,error w trample ,tru? "u its big feet4 ,! battle beg9s4 ,! two cl9*1 sep>ate1 & cl9* aga94 ,tru? holds its own4 ,! spectators are al>m$4 ,anxiety appe>s 9 _! faces4 ,_! voices gr[ fa9t4 ,is x possible8 ,look6 ,see6 ,!re6 ,error rec$es6 ,x fe>s ! gaze ( ,tru?6 ,x %uns its beaute\s eyes6 ,he> x squeak & scream z x feels ,tru?'s squeeze ^u its wri/s4 ,error is try+ to break away f ,tru?'s grip4 ,x is mak+ = ! door4 ,x is gone6 ,! spectators are mute4 ,e tongue is smitt5 ) ! palsy4 ,! p bite _! lips until !y ble$4 ,!y _c expla9 :at !y h se54 ,:o w\ld h believ$ x8 ,is x possible8--!y exclaim4 ,b !y c n d\bt :at _! eyes h se54 ,t puny & insignificant look+ ?+ call$ ,tru? has put anci5t & entr5*$ ,error1 back$ by ! ?rone1 ! alt>1 ! army1 ! press1 ! p1 & ! gods--to r\t4 ,! pursuit ( tru?6 ,is n t wor? liv+ =8 ,to seek ! tru?1 to love ! tru?1 to live ! tru?8 ,c any religion (f] m8 ,:at is ! rem$y = ! pessimism t asks1 ,is life wor? liv+8 ,a s\nd m9d 9 a s\nd body4 ,!re is no bett] prev5tive ( t depression ( spirits :5ce proce$ ! diseases :i* m5ace life1 & m> ! happ9ess ( man1 ?an heal?--moral1 intellectual1 physical--heal?2 individual & social heal?4 ,! highe/ ideal ( ,*ri/ianity is a man ( sorr[s4 ,! highe/ ideal ( ,rationalism is a man ( joy6 ,,! ,,/ory ,,( ,,my ,,m9d ,,or ,,h[ ,i ,,became ,a ,,rationali/ ,price1 ,fifty ,c5ts ,9 ?is late/ publication ( ! ,indep5d5t ,religi\s ,society1 ,m4 ,m4 ,mangas>ian describes 8 religi\s exp]i5ce--h[1 />t+ z a ,calv9i/1 a graduate ( ,pr9ceton ,!ological ,sem9>y1 & a pa/or ( ! ,spr+ ,g>d5 ,presbyt]ian ,*ur* 9 ,philadelphia1 he ?\ght & f\ght 8 way up to ,,rationalism ,! book conta9s a d$ication to ,my ,*ildr51 9 :i* ! au?or says3 ,i am go+ to put ! /ory 9 writ+1 t y may h x ) y :5 ,i am gone1 to rem9d y ( ! aims & int]e/s = :i* ,i liv$1 z well z to acqua9t y ) ! mo/ e>ne/ & intimate p]iod 9 my c>e] z a tea*] ( m54 ,,ord] ,,?r\gh ,,! ,,indep5d5t ,,religi\s ,,society ,,*icago ,,e>li] ,,publications ,,by ,,mr4 ,,mangas>ian ,a ,new ,cate*ism4 ,fif? ,edition1 ,revis$ & ,enl>g$1 ) ,portrait ( ,au?or4 ,price #a4jj ,! ,tru? ,ab\t ,jesus3 ,is ,he a ,my?8 ,a new book ( #bie pages4 ,illu/rat$4 ,clo?1 #a4jj2 ,pap] #j4ej ,mangas>ian-,crapsey ,debate on ! ,hi/oricity ( ,jesus4 #be;c4 ,pe>ls4 7,new ,edition47 ,brave ,?\ghts f ,brave ,m9ds4 ,select$ & arrang$ by ,m4 ,m4 ,mangas>ian4 #be;c4 ,pres5tation ,edition1 limp lea!r #a4jj ,a ,,few ,,lectures--#aj;c ,a ,,copy ,is ! ,morality ( ,jesus ,s\nd8 ,rome-,rule 9 ,irel&1 ) ,po/lude on ,f]r]4 ,h[ ! ,bible ,0 ,inv5t$4 ,morality ,)\t ,god4 ,s5t po/paid on receipt ( price4 ,ask = complete li/4 ,,indep5d5t ,,religi\s ,,society ,,*icago ,transcrib]'s ,note3 ,! foll[+ is a li/ ( *anges made to ! orig9al4 ,! fir/ l9e is ! orig9al l9e1 ! second ! correct$ "o4 o!r gods be=e me :i* is metaphysical & )\t o!r gods be=e me1 :i* is metaphysical & )\t a raison d'etre4 ,! "p ( wisdom z well z ( c\rage !n1 a raison d'etre4 ,! "p ( wisdom z well z ( c\rage !n1 take an undue advantage ( "o's neighbors1 ,tru? is n take an undue advantage ( "o's neighbors4 ,tru? is n manoeuvre+ c tru? be %ift$ to a subord9ate rank4 manoeuvr+ c tru? be %ift$ to a subord9ate rank4 frantic advice1 & a man has to be 9 a panicy /ate ( m9d frantic advice1 & a man has to be 9 a panicky /ate ( m9d because x makes ea* pass+ mom5t a ?rill & an ec/acy4 because x makes ea* pass+ mom5t a ?rill & an ec/asy4 /raight is ! gate1 & n>r[ is ! way1 :i* leade? /rait is ! gate1 & n>r[ is ! way1 :i* leade? in/ance1 to ! confession ( ,?omas ,a',kempis3 ,"l1 ,i in/ance1 to ! confession ( ,?omas a ,kempis3 ,"l1 ,i