,,there ,,is ,,no ,,death ,works by ,florence ,marryat ,,published ,,in ,,the ,,international ,,series4 ,,no4 ,,cts4 #he4 ,blindfold1 #ej #ace4 ,brave ,heart and ,true1 #ej #db4 ,mount ,eden1 #cj #ac4 ,on ,circumstantial ,evidence1 #cj #adh4 ,risen ,dead1 ,the1 #ej #gg4 ,scarlet ,sin1 ,a1 #ej #aei4 ,there ,is ,no ,death1 #ej ,,there ,,is ,,no ,,death ,,by ,,florence ,,marryat ,,author ,,of ,,love',s ,,conflict1 ,,veronique1 ,,etc41 ,,etc4 ,there is no ,death--what seems so is transition4 ,this life of mortal breath ,is but a suburb of the ,life ,elysian ,whose portal we call----,death4--,longfellow4 ,,new ,,york ,,national ,,book ,,company #c1 #d1 #e ,,and #f ,,mission ,,place ,copyright1 #ahia1 by ,united ,states ,book ,company ,,there ,,is ,,no ,,death4 ,,chapter ,i4 ,,family ,,ghosts4 ,it has been strongly impressed upon me for some years past to write an account of the wonderful experiences ,i have passed through in my investigation of the science of ,spiritualism4 ,in doing so ,i intend to confine myself to recording facts4 ,i will describe the scenes ,i have witnessed with my own eyes1 and repeat the words ,i have heard with my own ears1 leaving the deduction to be drawn from them wholly to my readers4 ,i have no ambition to start a theory nor to promulgate a doctrine2 above all things ,i have no desire to provoke an argument4 ,i have had more than enough of arguments1 philosophical1 scientific1 religious1 and purely aggressive1 to last a lifetime2 and were ,i called upon for my definition of the rest promised to the weary1 ,i should reply--a place where every man may hold his own opinion1 and no one is permitted to dispute it4 ,but though ,i am about to record a great many incidents that are so marvellous as to be almost incredible1 ,i do not expect to be disbelieved1 except by such as are capable of deception themselves4 ,they--conscious of their own infirmity--invariably believe that other people must be telling lies4 ,byron wrote1 ,he is a fool who denies that which he cannot disprove2 and though ,carlyle gives us the comforting assurance that the population of ,great ,britain consists chiefly of fools1 ,i pin my faith upon receiving credence from the few who are not so4 ,why should ,i be disbelieved8 ,when the late ,lady ,brassey published the ,cruise of the ,sunbeam1 and ,sir ,samuel and ,lady ,baker related their experiences in ,central ,africa1 and ,livingstone wrote his account of the wonders he met with whilst engaged in the investigation of the source of the ,nile1 and ,henry ,stanley followed up the story and added thereto1 did they anticipate the public turning up its nose at their narrations1 and declaring it did not believe a word they had written8 ,yet their readers had to accept the facts they offered for credence1 on their authority alone4 ,very few of them had even heard of the places described before2 scarcely one in a thousand could1 either from personal experience or acquired knowledge1 attest the truth of the description4 ,what was there--for the benefit of the general public--to prove that the ,sunbeam had sailed round the world1 or that ,sir ,samuel ,baker had met with the rare beasts1 birds1 and flowers he wrote of1 or that ,livingstone and ,stanley met and spoke with those curious1 unknown tribes that never saw white men till they set eyes on them8 ,yet had any one of those writers affirmed that in his wanderings he had encountered a gold field of undoubted excellence1 thousands of fortune-seekers would have left their native land on his word alone1 and rushed to secure some of the glittering treasure4 ,why8 ,because the authors of those books were persons well known in society1 who had a reputation for veracity to maintain1 and who would have been quickly found out had they dared to deceive4 ,i claim the same grounds for obtaining belief4 ,i have a well-known name and a public reputation1 a tolerable brain1 and two sharp eyes4 ,what ,i have witnessed1 others1 with equal assiduity and perseverance1 may witness for themselves4 ,it would demand a voyage round the world to see all that the owners of the ,sunbeam saw4 ,it would demand time and trouble and money to see what ,i have seen1 and to some people1 perhaps1 it would not be worth the outlay4 ,but if ,i have journeyed into the ,debateable ,land 7which so few really believe in1 and most are terribly afraid of71 and come forward now to tell what ,i have seen there1 the world has no more right to disbelieve me than it had to disbelieve ,lady ,brassey4 ,because the general public has not penetrated ,central ,africa1 is no reason that ,livingstone did not do so2 because the general public has not seen 7and does not care to see7 what ,i have seen1 is no argument against the truth of what ,i write4 ,to those who do believe in the possibility of communion with disembodied spirits1 my story will be interesting perhaps1 on account of its dealing throughout in a remarkable degree with the vexed question of identity and recognition4 ,to the materialistic portion of creation who may credit me with not being a bigger fool than the remainder of the thirty-eight millions of ,great ,britain1 it may prove a new source of speculation and research4 ,and for those of my fellow-creatures who possess no curiosity1 nor imagination1 nor desire to prove for themselves what they cannot accept on the testimony of others1 ,i never had1 and never shall have1 anything in common4 ,they are the sort of people who ask you with a pleasing smile if ,irving wrote ,the ,charge of the ,light ,brigade1 and say they like ,byron's ,sardanapalus very well1 but it is not so funny as ,our ,boys4 ,now1 before going to work in right earnest1 ,i do not think it is generally known that my father1 the late ,captain ,marryat1 was not only a believer in ghosts1 but himself a ghost-seer4 ,i am delighted to be able to record this fact as an introduction to my own experiences4 ,perhaps the ease with which such manifestations have come to me is a gift which ,i inherit from him1 anyway ,i am glad he shared the belief and the power of spiritual sight with me4 ,if there were no other reason to make me bold to repeat what ,i have witnessed1 the circumstance would give me courage4 ,my father was not like his intimate friends1 ,charles ,dickens1 ,lord ,lytton1 and many other men of genius1 highly strung1 nervous1 and imaginative4 ,i do not believe my father had any nerves1 and ,i think he had very little imagination4 ,almost all his works are founded on his personal experiences4 ,his forte lay in a humorous description of what he had seen4 ,he possessed a marvellous power of putting his recollections into graphic and forcible language1 and the very reason that his books are almost as popular to-day as when they were written1 is because they are true histories of their time4 ,there is scarcely a line of fiction in them4 ,his body was as powerful and muscular as his brain4 ,his courage was indomitable--his moral courage as well as his physical 7as many people remember to their cost to this day71 and his hardness of belief on many subjects is no secret4 ,what ,i am about to relate therefore did not happen to some excitable1 nervous1 sickly sentimentalist1 and ,i repeat that ,i am proud to have inherited his constitutional tendencies1 and quite willing to stand judgment after him4 ,i have heard that my father had a number of stories to relate of supernatural 7as they are usually termed7 incidents that had occurred to him1 but ,i will content myself with relating such as were proved to be 7at the least7 very remarkable coincidences4 ,in my work1 ,the ,life and ,letters of ,captain ,marryat1 ,i relate an anecdote of him that was entered in his private log1 and found amongst his papers4 ,he had a younger brother1 ,samuel1 to whom he was very much attached1 and who died unexpectedly in ,england whilst my father1 in command of ,h4 ,m4 ,s4 ,larne1 was engaged in the first ,burmese war4 ,his men broke out with scurvy and he was ordered to take his vessel over to ,pulu ,pinang for a few weeks in order to get the sailors fresh fruit and vegetables4 ,as my father was lying in his berth one night1 anchored off the island1 with the brilliant tropical moonlight making everything as bright as day1 he saw the door of his cabin open1 and his brother ,samuel entered and walked quietly up to his side4 ,he looked just the same as when they had parted1 and uttered in a perfectly distinct voice1 ,fred6 ,i have come to tell you that ,i am dead6 ,when the figure entered the cabin my father jumped up in his berth1 thinking it was some one coming to rob him1 and when he saw who it was and heard it speak1 he leaped out of bed with the intention of detaining it1 but it was gone4 ,so vivid was the impression made upon him by the apparition that he drew out his log at once and wrote down all particulars concerning it1 with the hour and day of its appearance4 ,on reaching ,england after the war was over1 the first dispatches put into his hand were to announce the death of his brother1 who had passed away at the very hour when he had seen him in the cabin4 ,but the story that interests me most is one of an incident which occurred to my father during my lifetime1 and which we have always called ,the ,brown ,lady of ,rainham4 ,i am aware that this narrative has reached the public through other sources1 and ,i have made it the foundation of a ,christmas story myself4 ,but it is too well authenticated to be omitted here4 ,the last fifteen years of my father's life were passed on his own estate of ,langham1 in ,norfolk1 and amongst his county friends were ,sir ,charles and ,lady ,townshend of ,rainham ,hall4 ,at the time ,i speak of1 the title and property had lately changed hands1 and the new baronet had re-papered1 painted1 and furnished the ,hall throughout1 and come down with his wife and a large party of friends to take possession4 ,but to their annoyance1 soon after their arrival1 rumors arose that the house was haunted1 and their guests began1 one and all 7like those in the parable71 to make excuses to go home again4 ,sir ,charles and ,lady ,townshend might have sung1 ,friend after friend departs1 with due effect1 but it would have had none on the general exodus that took place from ,rainham4 ,and it was all on account of a ,brown ,lady1 whose portrait hung in one of the bedrooms1 and in which she was represented as wearing a brown satin dress with yellow trimmings1 and a ruff around her throat--a very harmless1 innocent-looking young woman4 ,but they all declared they had seen her walking about the house--some in the corridor1 some in their bedrooms1 others in the lower premises1 and neither guests nor servants would remain in the ,hall4 ,the baronet was naturally very much annoyed about it1 and confided his trouble to my father1 and my father was indignant at the trick he believed had been played upon him4 ,there was a great deal of smuggling and poaching in ,norfolk at that period1 as he knew well1 being a magistrate of the county1 and he felt sure that some of these depredators were trying to frighten the ,townshends away from the ,hall again4 ,the last baronet had been a solitary sort of being1 and lead a retired life1 and my father imagined some of the tenantry had their own reasons for not liking the introduction of revelries and high jinks at ,rainham4 ,so he asked his friends to let him stay with them and sleep in the haunted chamber1 and he felt sure he could rid them of the nuisance4 ,they accepted his offer1 and he took possession of the room in which the portrait of the apparition hung1 and in which she had been often seen1 and slept each night with a loaded revolver under his pillow4 ,for two days1 however1 he saw nothing1 and the third was to be the limit of his stay4 ,on the third night1 however1 two young men 7nephews of the baronet7 knocked at his door as he was undressing to go to bed1 and asked him to step over to their room 7which was at the other end of the corridor71 and give them his opinion on a new gun just arrived from ,london4 ,my father was in his shirt and trousers1 but as the hour was late1 and everybody had retired to rest except themselves1 he prepared to accompany them as he was4 ,as they were leaving the room1 he caught up his revolver1 in case we meet the ,brown ,lady1 he said1 laughing4 ,when the inspection of the gun was over1 the young men in the same spirit declared they would accompany my father back again1 in case you meet the ,brown ,lady1 they repeated1 laughing also4 ,the three gentlemen therefore returned in company4 ,the corridor was long and dark1 for the lights had been extinguished1 but as they reached the middle of it1 they saw the glimmer of a lamp coming towards them from the other end4 ,one of the ladies going to visit the nurseries1 whispered the young ,townshends to my father4 ,now the bedroom doors in that corridor faced each other1 and each room had a double door with a space between1 as is the case in many old-fashioned country houses4 ,my father 7as ,i have said7 was in a shirt and trousers only1 and his native modesty made him feel uncomfortable1 so he slipped within one of the outer doors 7his friends following his example71 in order to conceal himself until the lady should have passed by4 ,i have heard him describe how he watched her approaching nearer and nearer1 through the chink of the door1 until1 as she was close enough for him to distinguish the colors and style of her costume1 he recognized the figure as the facsimile of the portrait of ,the ,brown ,lady4 ,he had his finger on the trigger of his revolver1 and was about to demand it to stop and give the reason for its presence there1 when the figure halted of its own accord before the door behind which he stood1 and holding the lighted lamp she carried to her features1 grinned in a malicious and diabolical manner at him4 ,this act so infuriated my father1 who was anything but lamb-like in disposition1 that he sprang into the corridor with a bound1 and discharged the revolver right in her face4 ,the figure instantly disappeared--the figure at which for the space of several minutes three men had been looking together--and the bullet passed through the outer door of the room on the opposite side of the corridor1 and lodged in the panel of the inner one4 ,my father never attempted again to interfere with ,the ,brown ,lady of ,rainham1 and ,i have heard that she haunts the premises to this day4 ,that she did so at that time1 however1 there is no shadow of doubt4 ,but ,captain ,marryat not only held these views and believed in them from personal experience--he promulgated them in his writings4 ,there are many passages in his works which1 read by the light of my assertion1 prove that he had faith in the possibility of the departed returning to visit this earth1 and in the theory of re-incarnation or living more than one life upon it1 but nowhere does he speak more plainly than in the following extract from the ,phantom ,ship3-- ,think you1 ,philip1 7says ,amine to her husband71 that this world is solely peopled by such dross as we are8--things of clay1 perishable and corruptible1 lords over beasts and ourselves1 but little better8 ,have you not1 from your own sacred writings1 repeated acknowledgments and proofs of higher intelligences1 mixing up with mankind1 and acting here below8 ,why should what was then not be now1 and what more harm is there to apply for their aid now than a few thousand years ago8 ,why should you suppose that they were permitted on the earth then and not permitted now8 ,what has become of them8 ,have they perished8 ,have they been ordered back8 to where8--to heaven8 ,if to heaven1 the world and mankind have been left to the mercy of the devil and his agents4 ,do you suppose that we poor mortals have been thus abandoned8 ,i tell you plainly1 ,i think not4 ,we no longer have the communication with those intelligences that we once had1 because as we become more enlightened we become more proud and seek them not1 but that they still exist a host of good against a host of evil1 invisibly opposing each other1 is my conviction4 ,one testimony to such a belief1 from the lips of my father1 is sufficient4 ,he would not have written it unless he had been prepared to maintain it4 ,he was not one of those wretched literary cowards who we meet but too often now-a-days1 who are too much afraid of the world to confess with their mouths the opinions they hold in their hearts4 ,had he lived to this time ,i believe he would have been one of the most energetic and outspoken believers in ,spiritualism that we possess4 ,so much1 however1 for his testimony to the possibility of spirits1 good and evil1 revisiting this earth4 ,i think few will be found to gainsay the assertion that where he trod1 his daughter need not be ashamed to follow4 ,before the question of ,spiritualism1 however1 arose in modern times1 ,i had had my own little private experiences on the subject4 ,from an early age ,i was accustomed to see1 and to be very much alarmed at seeing1 certain forms that appeared to me at night4 ,one in particular1 ,i remember1 was that of a very short or deformed old woman1 who was very constant to me4 ,she used to stand on tiptoe to look at me as ,i lay in bed1 and however dark the room might be1 ,i could always see every article in it1 as if illuminated1 whilst she remained there4 ,i was in the habit of communicating these visions to my mother and sisters 7my father had passed from us by that time71 and always got well ridiculed for my pains4 ,another of ,flo's optical illusions1 they would cry1 until ,i really came to think that the appearances ,i saw were due to some defect in my eye-sight4 ,i have heard my first husband say1 that when he married me he thought he should never rest for an entire night in his bed1 so often did ,i wake him with the description of some man or woman ,i had seen in the room4 ,i recall these figures distinctly4 ,they were always dressed in white1 from which circumstance ,i imagined that they were natives who had stolen in to rob us1 until1 from repeated observation1 ,i discovered they only formed part of another and more enlarged series of my optical illusions4 ,all this time ,i was very much afraid of seeing what ,i termed ghosts4 ,no love of occult science led me to investigate the cause of my alarm4 ,i only wished never to see the illusions again1 and was too frightened to remain by myself lest they should appear to me4 ,when ,i had been married for about two years1 the head-quarters of my husband's regiment1 the #abth ,madras ,native ,infantry1 was ordered to ,rangoon1 whilst the left wing1 commanded by a ,major ,cooper1 was sent to assist in the bombardment of ,canton4 ,major ,cooper had only been married a short time1 and by rights his wife had no claim to sail with the head-quarters for ,burmah1 but as she had no friends in ,madras1 and was moreover expecting her confinement1 our colonel permitted her to do so1 and she accompanied us to ,rangoon1 settling herself in a house not far from our own4 ,one morning1 early in ,july1 ,i was startled by receiving a hurried scrawl from her1 containing only these words1 ,come6 come6 come6 ,i set off at once1 thinking she had been taken ill1 but on my arrival ,i found ,mrs4 ,cooper sitting up in bed with only her usual servants about her4 ,what is the matter8 ,i exclaimed4 ,mark is dead1 she answered me2 he sat in that chair 7pointing to one by the bedside7 all last night4 ,i noticed every detail of his face and figure4 ,he was in undress1 and he never raised his eyes1 but sat with the peak of his forage cap pulled down over his face4 ,but ,i could see the back of his head and his hair1 and ,i know it was he4 ,i spoke to him but he did not answer me1 and ,i am sure he is dead4 ,naturally1 ,i imagined this vision to have been dictated solely by fear and the state of her health4 ,i laughed at her for a simpleton1 and told her it was nothing but fancy1 and reminded her that by the last accounts received from the seat of war1 ,major ,cooper was perfectly well and anticipating a speedy reunion with her4 ,laugh as ,i would1 however1 ,i could not laugh her out of her belief1 and seeing how low-spirited she was1 ,i offered to pass the night with her4 ,it was a very nice night indeed4 ,as soon as ever we had retired to bed1 although a lamp burned in the room1 ,mrs4 ,cooper declared that her husband was sitting in the same chair as the night before1 and accused me of deception when ,i declared that ,i saw nothing at all4 ,i sat up in bed and strained my eyes1 but ,i could discern nothing but an empty arm-chair1 and told her so4 ,she persisted that ,major ,cooper sat there1 and described his personal appearance and actions4 ,i got out of bed and sat in the chair1 when she cried out1 ,don't1 don't6 ,you are sitting right on him6 ,it was evident that the apparition was as real to her as if it had been flesh and blood4 ,i jumped up again fast enough1 not feeling very comfortable myself1 and lay by her side for the remainder of the night1 listening to her asseverations that ,major ,cooper was either dying or dead4 ,she would not part with me1 and on the third night ,i had to endure the same ordeal as on the second4 ,after the third night the apparition ceased to appear to her1 and ,i was permitted to return home4 ,but before ,i did so1 ,mrs4 ,cooper showed me her pocket-book1 in which she had written down against the #hth1 #ith1 and #ajth of ,july this sentence3 ,mark sat by my bedside all night4 ,the time passed on1 and no bad news arrived from ,china1 but the mails had been intercepted and postal communication suspended4 ,occasionally1 however1 we received letters by a sailing vessel4 ,at last came ,september1 and on the third of that month ,mrs4 ,cooper's baby was born and died4 ,she was naturally in great distress about it1 and ,i was doubly horrified when ,i was called from her bedside to receive the news of her husband's death1 which had taken place from a sudden attack of fever at ,macao4 ,we did not intend to let ,mrs4 ,cooper hear of this until she was convalescent1 but as soon as ,i re-entered her room she broached the subject4 ,are there any letters from ,china8 she asked4 7,now this question was remarkable in itself1 because the mails having been cut off1 there was no particular date when letters might be expected to arrive from the seat of war47 ,fearing she would insist upon hearing the news1 ,i temporized and answered her1 ,we have received none4 ,but there is a letter for me1 she continued3 a letter with the intelligence of ,mark's death4 ,it is useless denying it4 ,i know he is dead4 ,he died on the #ajth of ,july4 ,and on reference to the official memorandum1 this was found to be true4 ,major ,cooper had been taken ill on the first day he had appeared to his wife1 and died on the third4 ,and this incident was the more remarkable1 because they were neither of them young nor sentimental people1 neither had they lived long enough together to form any very strong sympathy or accord between them4 ,but as ,i have related it1 so it occurred4 ,,chapter ,,ii4 ,,my ,,first ,,seance4 ,i had returned from ,india and spent several years in ,england before the subject of ,modern ,spiritualism was brought under my immediate notice4 ,cursorily ,i had heard it mentioned by some people as a dreadfully wicked thing1 diabolical to the last degree1 by others as a most amusing pastime for evening parties1 or when one wanted to get some fun out of the table4 ,but neither description charmed me1 nor tempted me to pursue the occupation4 ,i had already lost too many friends4 ,spiritualism 7so it seemed to me7 must either be humbug or a very solemn thing1 and ,i neither wished to trifle with it or to be trifled with by it4 ,and after twenty years' continued experience ,i hold the same opinion4 ,i have proved ,spiritualism not to be humbug1 therefore ,i regard it in a sacred light4 ,for1 from whatever cause it may proceed1 it opens a vast area for thought to any speculative mind1 and it is a matter of constant surprise to me to see the indifference with which the world regards it4 ,that it exists is an undeniable fact4 ,men of science have acknowledged it1 and the churches cannot deny it4 ,the only question appears to be1 ,what is it1 and whence does the power proceed8 ,if 7as many clever people assert7 from ourselves1 then must these bodies and minds of ours possess faculties hitherto undreamed of1 and which we have allowed to lie culpably fallow4 ,if our bodies contain magnetic forces sufficient to raise substantial and apparently living forms from the bare earth1 which our eyes are clairvoyant enough to see1 and which can articulate words which our ears are clairaudient enough to hear--if1 in addition to this1 our minds can read each other's inmost thoughts1 can see what is passing at a distance1 and foretell what will happen in the future1 then are our human powers greater than we have ever imagined1 and we ought to do a great deal more with them than we do4 ,and even regarding ,spiritualism from that point of view1 ,i cannot understand the lack of interest displayed in the discovery1 to turn these marvellous powers of the human mind to greater account4 ,to discuss it1 however1 from the usual meaning given to the word1 namely1 as a means of communication with the departed1 leaves me as puzzled as before4 ,all ,christians acknowledge they have spirits independent of their bodies1 and that when their bodies die1 their spirits will continue to live on4 ,wherein1 then1 lies the terror of the idea that these liberated spirits will have the privilege of roaming the universe as they will8 ,and if they argue the impossibility of their return1 they deny the records which form the only basis of their religion4 ,no greater proof can be brought forward of the truth of ,spiritualism than the truth of the ,bible1 which teems and bristles with accounts of it from beginning to end4 ,from the period when the ,lord ,god walked with ,adam and ,eve in the garden of ,eden1 and the angels came to ,abram's tent1 and pulled ,lot out of the doomed city2 when the witch of ,endor raised up ,samuel1 and ,balaam's ass spoke1 and ,ezekiel wrote that the hair of his head stood up because a spirit passed before him1 to the presence of ,satan with ,jesus in the desert1 and the reappearance of ,moses and ,elias1 the resurrection of ,christ ,himself1 and ,his talking and eating with ,his disciples1 and the final account of ,john being caught up to ,heaven to receive the ,revelations--all is ,spiritualism1 and nothing else4 ,the ,protestant ,church that pins its faith upon the ,bible1 and nothing but the ,bible1 cannot deny that the spirits of mortal men have reappeared and been recognized upon this earth1 as when the graves opened at the time of the ,christ's crucifixion1 and many bodies of those that were dead arose and went into the city1 and were seen of many4 ,the ,catholic ,church does not attempt to deny it4 ,all her legends and miracles 7which are disbelieved and ridiculed by the ,protestants aforesaid7 are founded on the same truth--the miraculous or supernatural return 7as it is styled7 of those who are gone1 though ,i hope to make my readers believe1 as ,i do1 that there is nothing miraculous in it1 and far from being supernatural it is only a continuation of ,nature4 ,putting the churches and the ,bible1 however1 on one side1 the ,history of ,nations proves it to be possible4 ,there is not a people on the face of the globe that has not its 7so-called7 superstitions1 nor a family hardly1 which has not experienced some proofs of spiritual communion with earth4 ,where learning and science have thrust all belief out of sight1 it is only natural that the man who does not believe in a ,god nor a ,hereafter should not credit the existence of spirits1 nor the possibility of communicating with them4 ,but the lower we go in the scale of society1 the more simple and childlike the mind1 the more readily does such a faith gain credence1 and the more stories you will hear to justify belief4 ,it is just the same with religion1 which is hid from the wise and prudent1 and revealed to babes4 ,if ,i am met here with the objection that the term ,spiritualism has been at times mixed up with so much that is evil as to become an offence1 ,i have no better answer to make than by turning to the irrefragable testimony of the ,past and ,present to prove that in all ages1 and of all religions1 there have been corrupt and demoralized exponents whose vices have threatened to pull down the fabric they lived to raise4 ,christianity itself would have been overthrown before now1 had we been unable to separate its doctrine from its practice4 ,i held these views in the month of ,february1 #ahgc1 when ,i made one of a party of friends assembled at the house of ,miss ,elizabeth ,philip1 in ,gloucester ,crescent1 and was introduced to ,mr4 ,henry ,dunphy of the ,morning ,post1 both of them since gone to join the great majority4 ,mr4 ,dunphy soon got astride of his favorite hobby of ,spiritualism1 and gave me an interesting account of some of the seances he had attended4 ,i had heard so many clever men and women discuss the subject before1 that ,i had begun to believe on their authority that there must be something in it1 but ,i held the opinion that sittings in the dark must afford so much liberty for deception1 that ,i would engage in none where ,i was not permitted the use of my eyesight4 ,i expressed myself somewhat after this fashion to ,mr4 ,dunphy4 ,he replied1 ,then the time has arrived for you to investigate ,spiritualism1 for ,i can introduce you to a medium who will show you the faces of the dead4 ,this proposal exactly met my wishes1 and ,i gladly accepted it4 ,annie ,thomas 7,mrs4 ,pender ,cudlip17 the novelist1 who is an intimate friend of mine1 was staying with me at the time and became as eager as ,i was to investigate the phenomena4 ,we took the address ,mr4 ,dunphy gave us of ,mrs4 ,holmes1 the ,american medium1 then visiting ,london1 and lodging in ,old ,quebec ,street1 ,portman ,square1 but we refused his introduction1 preferring to go incognito4 ,accordingly1 the next evening1 when she held a public seance1 we presented ourselves at ,mrs4 ,holmes' door2 and having first removed our wedding-rings1 and tried to look as virginal as possible1 sent up our names as ,miss ,taylor and ,miss ,turner4 ,i am perfectly aware that this medium was said afterwards to be untrustworthy4 ,so may a servant who was perfectly honest1 whilst in my service1 leave me for a situation where she is detected in theft4 ,that does not alter the fact that she stole nothing from me4 ,i do not think ,i know a single medium of whom ,i have not 7at some time or other7 heard the same thing1 and ,i do not think ,i know a single woman whom ,i have not also1 at some time or other1 heard scandalized by her own sex1 however pure and chaste she may imagine the world holds her4 ,the question affects me in neither case4 ,i value my acquaintances for what they are to me1 not for what they may be to others2 and ,i have placed trust in my media from what ,i individually have seen and heard1 and proved to be genuine in their presence1 and not from what others may imagine they have found out about them4 ,it is no detriment to my witness that the media ,i sat with cheated somebody else1 either before or after4 ,my business was only to take care that ,i was not cheated1 and ,i have never1 in ,spiritualism1 accepted anything at the hands of others that ,i could not prove for myself4 ,mrs4 ,holmes did not receive us very graciously on the present occasion4 ,we were strangers to her--probably sceptics1 and she eyed us rather coldly4 ,it was a bitter night1 and the snow lay so thick upon the ground that we had some difficulty in procuring a hansom to take us from ,bayswater to ,old ,quebec ,street4 ,no other visitors arrived1 and after a little while ,mrs4 ,holmes offered to return our money 7ten shillings71 as she said if she did sit with us1 there would probably be no manifestations on account of the inclemency of the weather4 7,often since then ,i have proved her assertion to be true1 and found that any extreme of heat or cold is liable to make a seance a dead failure74 ,but ,annie ,thomas had to return to her home in ,torquay on the following day1 and so we begged the medium to try at least to show us something1 as we were very curious on the subject4 ,i am not quite sure what ,i expected or hoped for on this occasion4 ,i was full of curiosity and anticipation1 but ,i am sure that ,i never thought ,i should see any face which ,i could recognize as having been on earth4 ,we waited till nine o'clock in hopes that a circle would be formed1 but as no one else came1 ,mrs4 ,holmes consented to sit with us alone1 warning us1 however1 several times to prepare for a disappointment4 ,the lights were therefore extinguished1 and we sat for the usual preliminary dark seance1 which was good1 perhaps1 but has nothing to do with a narrative of facts1 proved to be so4 ,when it concluded1 the gas was re-lit and we sat for ,spirit ,faces4 ,there were two small rooms connected by folding doors4 ,annie ,thomas and ,i1 were asked to go into the back room--to lock the door communicating with the landings1 and secure it with our own seal1 stamped upon a piece of tape stretched across the opening--to examine the window and bar the shutter inside--to search the room thoroughly1 in fact1 to see that no one was concealed in it--and we did all this as a matter of business4 ,when we had satisfied ourselves that no one could enter from the back1 ,mr4 and ,mrs4 ,holmes1 ,annie ,thomas1 and ,i were seated on four chairs in the front room1 arranged in a row before the folding doors1 which were opened1 and a square of black calico fastened across the aperture from one wall to the other4 ,in this piece of calico was cut a square hole about the size of an ordinary window1 at which we were told the spirit faces 7if any7 would appear4 ,there was no singing1 nor noise of any sort made to drown the sounds of preparation1 and we could have heard even a rustle in the next room4 ,mr4 and ,mrs4 ,holmes talked to us of their various experiences1 until1 we were almost tired of waiting1 when something white and indistinct like a cloud of tobacco smoke1 or a bundle of gossamer1 appeared and disappeared again4 ,they are coming6 ,i am glad6 said ,mrs4 ,holmes4 ,i didn't think we should get anything to-night1--and my friend and ,i were immediately on the tiptoe of expectation4 ,the white mass advanced and retreated several times1 and finally settled before the aperture and opened in the middle1 when a female face was distinctly to be seen above the black calico4 ,what was our amazement to recognize the features of ,mrs4 ,thomas1 ,annie ,thomas' mother4 ,here ,i should tell my readers that ,annie's father1 who was a lieutenant in the ,royal ,navy and captain of the coastguard at ,morston in ,norfolk1 had been a near neighbor and great friend of my father1 ,captain ,marryat1 and their children had associated like brothers and sisters4 ,i had therefore known ,mrs4 ,thomas well1 and recognized her at once1 as1 of course1 did her daughter4 ,the witness of two people is considered sufficient in law4 ,it ought to be accepted by society4 ,poor ,annie was very much affected1 and talked to her mother in the most incoherent manner4 ,the spirit did not appear able to answer in words1 but she bowed her head or shook it1 according as she wished to say yes or no4 ,i could not help feeling awed at the appearance of the dear old lady1 but the only thing that puzzled me was the cap she wore1 which was made of white net1 quilled closely round her face1 and unlike any ,i had ever seen her wear in life4 ,i whispered this to ,annie1 and she replied at once1 ,it is the cap she was buried in1 which settled the question4 ,mrs4 ,thomas had possessed a very pleasant but very uncommon looking face1 with bright black eyes1 and a complexion of pink and white like that of a child4 ,it was some time before ,annie could be persuaded to let her mother go1 but the next face that presented itself astonished her quite as much1 for she recognized it as that of ,captain ,gordon1 a gentleman whom she had known intimately and for a length of time4 ,i had never seen ,captain ,gordon in the flesh1 but ,i had heard of him1 and knew he had died from a sudden accident4 ,all ,i saw was the head of a good-looking1 fair1 young man1 and not feeling any personal interest in his appearance1 ,i occupied the time during which my friend conversed with him about olden days1 by minutely examining the working of the muscles of his throat1 which undeniably stretched when his head moved4 ,as ,i was doing so1 he leaned forward1 and ,i saw a dark stain1 which looked like a clot of blood1 on his fair hair1 on the left side of the forehead4 ,annie6 what did ,captain ,gordon die of8 ,i asked4 ,he fell from a railway carriage1 she replied1 and struck his head upon the line4 ,i then pointed out to her the blood upon his hair4 ,several other faces appeared1 which we could not recognize4 ,at last came one of a gentleman1 apparently moulded like a bust in plaster of ,paris4 ,he had a kind of smoking cap upon the head1 curly hair1 and a beard1 but from being perfectly colorless1 he looked so unlike nature1 that ,i could not trace a resemblance to any friend of mine1 though he kept on bowing in my direction1 to indicate that ,i knew1 or had known him4 ,i examined this face again and again in vain4 ,nothing in it struck me as familiar1 until the mouth broke into a grave1 amused smile at my perplexity4 ,in a moment ,i recognized it as that of my dear old friend1 ,john ,powles1 whose history ,i shall relate in extenso further on4 ,i exclaimed ,powles1 and sprang towards it1 but with my hasty action the figure disappeared4 ,i was terribly vexed at my imprudence1 for this was the friend of all others ,i desired to see1 and sat there1 hoping and praying the spirit would return1 but it did not4 ,annie ,thomas' mother and friend both came back several times2 indeed1 ,annie recalled ,captain ,gordon so often1 that on his last appearance the power was so exhausted1 his face looked like a faded sketch in water-colors1 but ,powles had vanished altogether4 ,the last face we saw that night was that of a little girl1 and only her eyes and nose were visible1 the rest of her head and face being enveloped in some white flimsy material like muslin4 ,mrs4 ,holmes asked her for whom she came1 and she intimated that it was for me4 ,i said she must be mistaken1 and that ,i had known no one in life like her4 ,the medium questioned her very closely1 and tried to put her out of court1 as it were4 ,still1 the child persisted that she came for me4 ,mrs4 ,holmes said to me1 ,cannot you remember anyone of that age connected with you in the spirit world8 ,no cousin1 nor niece1 nor sister1 nor the child of a friend8 ,i tried to remember1 but ,i could not1 and answered1 ,no6 no child of that age4 ,she then addressed the little spirit4 ,you have made a mistake4 ,there is no one here who knows you4 ,you had better move on4 ,so the child did move on1 but very slowly and reluctantly4 ,i could read her disappointment in her eyes1 and after she had disappeared1 she peeped round the corner again and looked at me1 longingly4 ,this was ,florence1 my dear lost child 7as ,i then called her71 who had left me as a little infant of ten days old1 and whom ,i could not at first recognize as a young girl of ten years4 ,her identity1 however1 has been proved to me since1 beyond all doubt1 as will be seen in the chapter which relates my reunion with her1 and is headed ,my ,spirit ,child4 ,thus ended the first seance at which ,i ever assisted1 and it made a powerful impression upon my mind4 ,mrs4 ,holmes1 in bidding us good-night1 said1 ,you two ladies must be very powerful mediums4 ,i never held so successful a seance with strangers in my life before4 ,this news elated us--we were eager to pursue our investigations1 and were enchanted to think we could have seances at home1 and as soon as ,annie ,thomas took up her residence in ,london1 we agreed to hold regular meetings for the purpose4 ,this was the seance that made me a student of the psychological phenomena1 which the men of the nineteenth century term ,spiritualism4 ,had it turned out a failure1 ,i might now have been as most men are4 ,quien sabe8 ,as it was1 it incited me to go on and on1 until ,i have seen and heard things which at that moment would have seemed utterly impossible to me4 ,and ,i would not have missed the experience ,i have passed through for all the good this world could offer me4 ,,chapter ,,iii4 ,,curious ,,coincidences4 ,before ,i proceed to write down the results of my private and premeditated investigations1 ,i am reminded to say a word respecting the permission ,i received for the pursuit of ,spiritualism4 ,as soon as ,i expressed my curiosity on the subject1 ,i was met on all sides with the objection that1 as ,i am a ,catholic1 ,i could not possibly have anything to do with the matter1 and it is a fact that the ,church strictly forbids all meddling with necromancy1 or communion with the departed4 ,necromancy is a terrible word1 is it not8 especially to such people as do not understand its meaning1 and only associate it with the dead of night and charmed circles1 and seething caldrons1 and the arch fiend1 in propria persona1 with two horns and a tail4 ,yet it seems strange to me that the ,catholic ,church1 whose very doctrine is overlaid with ,spiritualism1 and who makes it a matter of belief that the ,saints hear and help us in our prayers and the daily actions of our lives1 and recommends our kissing the ground every morning at the feet of our guardian angel1 should consider it unlawful for us to communicate with our departed relatives4 ,i cannot see the difference in iniquity between speaking to ,john ,powles1 who was and is a dear and trusted friend of mine1 and ,saint ,peter of ,alcantara1 who is an old man whom ,i never saw in this life4 ,they were both men1 both mortal1 and are both spirits4 ,again1 surely my mother who was a pious woman all her life1 and is now in the other world1 would be just as likely to take an interest in my welfare1 and to try and promote the prospect of our future meeting1 as ,saint ,veronica ,guiliani1 who is my patron4 ,yet were ,i to spend half my time in prayer before ,saint ,veronica's altar1 asking her help and guidance1 ,i should be doing right 7according to the ,church71 but if ,i did the same thing at my mother's grave1 or spoke to her at a seance1 ,i should be doing wrong4 ,these distinctions without a difference were hard nuts to crack1 and ,i was bound to settle the matter with my conscience before ,i went on with my investigations4 ,it is a fact that ,i have met quite as many ,catholics as ,protestants 7especially of the higher classes7 amongst the investigators of ,spiritualism1 and ,i have not been surprised at it1 for who could better understand and appreciate the beauty of communications from the spirit world than members of that ,church which instructs us to believe in the communion of saints1 as an ever-present1 though invisible mystery4 ,whether my ,catholic acquaintances had received permission to attend seances or not1 was no concern of mine1 but ,i took good care to procure it for myself1 and ,i record it here1 because rumors have constantly reached me of people having said behind my back that ,i can be no ,catholic because ,i am a spiritualist4 ,my director at that time was ,father ,dalgairn1 of the ,oratory at ,brompton1 and it was to him ,i took my difficulty4 ,i was a very constant press writer and reviewer1 and to be unable to attend and report on spiritualistic meetings would have seriously militated against my professional interests4 ,i represented this to the ,father1 and 7although under protest7 ,i received his permission to pursue the research in the cause of science4 ,he did more than ease my conscience4 ,he became interested in what ,i had to tell him on the subject1 and we had many conversations concerning it4 ,he also lent me from his own library the lives of such saints as had heard voices and seen visions1 of those in fact who 7like myself7 had been the victims of ,optical ,illusions4 ,amongst these ,i found the case of ,saint ,anne-,catherine of ,emmerich1 so like my own1 that ,i began to think that ,i too might turn out to be a saint in disguise4 ,it has not come to pass yet1 but there is no knowing what may happen4 ,she used to see the spirits floating beside her as she walked to mass1 and heard them asking her to pray for them as they pointed to les taches sur leurs robes4 ,the musical instruments used to play without hands in her presence1 and voices from invisible throats sound in her ears1 as they have done in mine4 ,i have only inserted this clause1 however1 for the satisfaction of those ,catholic acquaintances with whom ,i have sat at seances1 and who will probably be the first to exclaim against the publication of our joint experiences4 ,i trust they will acknowledge1 after reading it1 that ,i am not worse than themselves1 though ,i may be a little bolder in avowing my opinions4 ,before ,i began this chapter1 ,i had an argument with that friend of mine called ,self 7who has but too often worsted me in the ,battle of ,life71 as to whether ,i should say anything about table-rapping or tilting4 ,the very fact of so common an article of furniture as a table1 as an agent of communication with the unseen world1 has excited so much ridicule and opens so wide a field for chicanery1 that ,i thought it would be wiser to drop the subject1 and confine myself to those phases of the science or art1 or religion1 or whatever the reader may like to call it1 that can be explained or described on paper4 ,the philosophers of the nineteenth century have invented so many names for the cause that makes a table turn round--tilt--or rap--that ,i feel quite unable 7not being a philosopher7 to cope with them4 ,it is magnetic force or psychic force1--it is unconscious cerebration or brain-reading--and it is exceedingly difficult to tell the outside world of the private reasons that convince individuals that the answers they receive are not emanations from their own brains4 ,i shall not attempt to refute their reasonings from their own standpoint4 ,i see the difficulties in the way1 so much so that ,i have persistently refused for many years past to sit at the table with strangers1 for it is only a lengthened study of the matter that can possibly convince a person of its truth4 ,i cannot1 however1 see the extreme folly myself of holding communication 7under the circumstances7 through the raps or tilts of a table1 or any other object4 ,these tiny indications of an influence ulterior to our own are not necessarily confined to a table4 ,i have received them through a cardboard box1 a gentleman's hat1 a footstool1 the strings of a guitar1 and on the back of my chair1 even on the pillow of my bed4 ,and which1 amongst the philosophers ,i have alluded to1 could suggest a simpler mode of communication8 ,i have put the question to clever men thus3 ,suppose yourself1 after having been able to write and talk to me1 suddenly deprived of the powers of speech and touch1 and made invisible1 so that we could not understand each other by signs1 what better means than by taps or tilts on any article1 when the right word or letter is named1 could you think of by which to communicate with me8 ,and my clever men have never been able to propose an easier or more sensible plan1 and if anybody can suggest one1 ,i should very much like to hear of it4 ,the following incidents all took place through the much-ridiculed tipping of the table1 but managed to knock some sense out of it nevertheless4 ,on looking over the note book which ,i faithfully kept when we first held seances at home1 ,i find many tests of identity which took place through my own mediumship1 and which could not possibly have been the effects of thought-reading4 ,i devote this chapter to their relation4 ,i hope it will be observed with what admirable caution ,i have headed it4 ,i have a few drops of ,scotch blood in me by the mother's side1 and ,i think they must have aided me here4 ,curious coincidences4 ,why1 not the most captious and unbelieving critic of them all can find fault with so modest and unpretending a title4 ,everyone believes in the occasional possibility of curious coincidences4 ,it was not until the month of ,june1 #ahgc1 that we formed a home circle1 and commenced regularly to sit together4 ,we became so interested in the pursuit1 that we used to sit every evening1 and sometimes till three and four o'clock in the morning1 greatly to our detriment1 both mental and physical4 ,we seldom sat alone1 being generally joined by two or three friends from outside1 and the results were sometimes very startling1 as we were a strong circle4 ,the memoranda of these sittings1 sometimes with one party and sometimes with another1 extend over a period of years1 but ,i shall restrict myself to relating a few incidents that were verified by subsequent events4 ,the means by which we communicated with the influences around us was the usual one4 ,we sat round the table and laid our hands upon it1 and ,i 7or anyone who might be selected for the purpose7 spelled over the alphabet1 and raps or tilts occurred when the desired letter was reached4 ,this in reality is not so tedious a process as it may appear1 and once used to it1 one may get through a vast amount of conversation in an hour by this means4 ,a medium is soon able to guess the word intended to be spelt1 for there are not so many after all in use in general conversation4 ,some one had come to our table on several occasions1 giving the name of ,valerie1 but refusing to say any more1 so we thought she was an idle or frivolous spirit1 and had been in the habit of driving her away4 ,one evening1 on the #ast of ,july1 however1 our circle was augmented by ,mr4 ,henry ,stacke1 when ,valerie was immediately spelled out1 and the following conversation ensued4 ,mr4 ,stacke said to me1 ,who is this8 and ,i replied carelessly1 ,o6 she's a little devil6 ,she never has anything to say4 ,the table rocked violently at this1 and the taps spelled out4 ,je ne suis pas diable4 ,hullo6 ,valerie1 so you can talk now6 ,for whom do you come8 ,monsieur ,stacke4 ,where did you meet him8 ,on the ,continent4 ,whereabouts8 ,between ,dijon and ,macon4 ,how did you meet him8 ,in a railway carriage4 ,what where you doing there8 ,here she relapsed into ,french1 and said1 ,ce m'est impossible de dire4 ,at this juncture ,mr4 ,stacke observed that he had never been in a train between ,dijon and ,macon but once in his life1 and if the spirit was with him then1 she must remember what was the matter with their fellow-passenger4 ,mais oui1 oui--il etait fou1 she replied1 which proved to be perfectly correct4 ,mr4 ,stacke also remembered that two ladies in the same carriage had been terribly frightened1 and he had assisted them to get into another4 ,valerie continued1 ,priez pour moi4 ,pourquoi1 ,valerie8 ,parce que j'ai beaucoup peche4 ,there was an influence who frequented our society at that time and called himself ,charlie4 ,he stated that his full name had been ,stephen ,charles ,bernard ,abbot1--that he had been a monk of great literary attainments--that he had embraced the monastic life in the reign of ,queen ,mary1 and apostatized for political reasons in that of ,elizabeth1 and been earth bound in consequence ever since4 ,charlie asked us to sing one night1 and we struck up the very vulgar refrain of ,champagne ,charlie1 to which he greatly objected1 asking for something more serious4 ,i began1 ,ye banks and braes o' bonnie ,doon4 ,why1 that's as bad as the other1 said ,charlie4 ,it was a ribald and obscene song in the reign of ,elizabeth4 ,the drunken roysterers used to sing it in the street as they rolled home at night4 ,you must be mistaken1 ,charlie6 ,it's a well-known ,scotch air4 ,it's no more ,scotch than ,i am1 he replied4 ,the ,scotch say they invented everything4 ,it's a tune of the time of ,elizabeth4 ,ask ,brinley ,richards4 ,having the pleasure of the acquaintance of that gentleman1 who was the great authority on the origin of ,national ,ballads1 ,i applied to him for the information1 and received an answer to say that ,charlie was right1 but that ,mr4 ,richards had not been aware of the fact himself until he had searched some old ,,mss4 in the ,british ,museum for the purpose of ascertaining the truth4 ,i was giving a sitting once to an officer from ,aldershot1 a cousin of my own1 who was quite prepared to ridicule every thing that took place4 ,after having teased me into giving him a seance1 he began by cheating himself1 and then accused me of cheating him1 and altogether tired out my patience4 ,at last ,i proposed a test1 though with little hope of success4 ,let us ask ,john ,powles to go down to ,aldershot1 ,i said1 and bring us word what your brother officers are doing4 ,o1 yes6 by ,jove6 ,capital idea6 ,here6 you fellow ,powles1 cut off to the camp1 will you1 and go to the barracks of the #hdth1 and let us know what ,major ,r---- is doing4 ,the message came back in about three minutes4 ,major ,r---- has just come in from duty1 spelt out ,powles4 ,he is sitting on the side of his bed1 changing his uniform trousers for a pair of grey tweed4 ,i'm sure that's wrong1 said my cousin1 because the men are never called out at this time of the day4 ,it was then four o'clock1 as we had been careful to ascertain4 ,my cousin returned to camp the same evening1 and the next day ,i received a note from him to say1 ,that fellow ,powles is a brick4 ,it was quite right4 ,r---- was unexpectedly ordered to turn out his company yesterday afternoon1 and he returned to barracks and changed his things for the grey tweed suit exactly at four o'clock4 ,but ,i have always found my friend ,powles 7when he will condescend to do anything for strangers1 which is seldom7 remarkably correct in detailing the thoughts and actions of absentees1 sometimes on the other side of the globe4 ,i went one afternoon to pay an ordinary social call on a lady named ,mrs4 ,w----1 and found her engaged in an earnest conversation on ,spiritualism with a stout woman and a commonplace man--two as material looking individuals as ever ,i saw1 and who appeared all the more so under a sultry ,august sun4 ,as soon as ,mrs4 ,w---- saw me1 she exclaimed1 ,o6 here is ,mrs4 ,ross-,church4 ,she will tell you all about the spirits4 ,do1 ,mrs4 ,ross-,church1 sit down at the table and let us have a seance4 ,a seance on a burning1 blazing afternoon in ,august1 with two stolid and uninteresting1 and worse still1 uninterested looking strangers1 who appeared to think ,mrs4 ,w---- had a bee in her bonnet4 ,i protested--,i reasoned--,i pleaded--all in vain4 ,my hostess continued to urge1 and society places the guest at the mercy of her hostess4 ,so1 in an evil temper1 ,i pulled off my gloves1 and placed my hands indifferently on the table4 ,the following words were at once rapped out-- ,i am ,edward ,g----4 ,did you ever pay ,johnson the seventeen pounds twelve you received for my saddlery8 ,the gentleman opposite to me turned all sorts of colors1 and began to stammer out a reply1 whilst his wife looked very confused4 ,i asked the influence1 ,who are you8 ,it replied1 ,he knows6 ,his late colonel6 ,why hasn't ,johnson received that money8 ,this is what ,i call an awkward coincidence1 and ,i have had many such occur through me--some that have driven acquaintances away from the table1 vowing vengeance against me1 and racking their brains to discover who had told me of their secret peccadilloes4 ,the gentleman in question 7whose name even ,i do not remember7 confessed that the identity and main points of the message were true1 but he did not confide to us whether ,johnson had ever received that seventeen pounds twelve4 ,i had a beautiful ,english greyhound1 called ,clytie1 a gift from ,annie ,thomas to me1 and this dog was given to straying from my house in ,colville ,road1 ,bayswater1 which runs parallel to ,portobello ,road1 a rather objectionable quarter1 composed of inferior shops1 one of which1 a fried fish shop1 was an intolerable nuisance1 and used to fill the air around with its rich perfume4 ,on one occasion ,clytie stayed away from home so much longer than usual1 that ,i was afraid she was lost in good earnest1 and posted bills offering a reward for her4 ,charlie came to the table that evening and said1 ,don't offer a reward for the dog4 ,send for her4 ,where am ,i to send8 ,i asked4 ,she is tied up at the fried fish shop in ,portobello ,road4 ,send the cook to see4 ,i told the servant in question that ,i had heard the greyhound was detained at the fish shop1 and sent her to inquire4 ,she returned with ,clytie4 ,her account was1 that on making inquiries1 the man in the shop had been very insolent to her1 and she had raised her voice in reply2 that she had then heard and recognized the sharp1 peculiar bark of the greyhound from an upper storey1 and1 running up before the man could prevent her1 she had found ,clytie tied up to a bedstead with a piece of rope1 and had called in a policeman to enable her to take the dog away4 ,i have often heard the assertion that ,spiritualism is of no practical good1 and1 doubtless1 it was never intended to be so1 but this incident was1 at least1 an exception to the rule4 ,when abroad1 on one occasion1 ,i was asked by a ,catholic ,abbe to sit with him4 ,he had never seen any manifestations before1 and he did not believe in them1 but he was curious on the subject4 ,i knew nothing of him further than that he was a priest1 and a ,jesuit1 and a great friend of my sister's1 at whose house ,i was staying4 ,he spoke ,english1 and the conversation was carried on in that language4 ,he had told me beforehand that if he could receive a perfectly private test1 that he should never doubt the truth of the manifestations again4 ,i left him1 therefore1 to conduct the investigation entirely by himself1 ,i acting only as the medium between him and the influence4 ,as soon as the table moved he put his question direct1 without asking who was there to answer it4 ,where is my chasuble8 ,now a priest's chasuble1 ,i should have said1 must be either hanging in the sacristy or packed away at home1 or been sent away to be altered or mended4 ,but the answer was wide of all my speculations4 ,at the bottom of the ,red ,sea4 ,the priest started1 but continued-- ,who put it there8 ,elias ,dodo4 ,what was his object in doing so8 ,he found the parcel a burthen1 and did not expect any reward for delivering it4 ,the ,abbe really looked as if he had encountered the devil4 ,he wiped the perspiration from his forehead1 and put one more question4 ,of what was my chasuble made8 ,your sister's wedding dress4 ,the priest then explained to me that his sister had made him a chasuble out of her wedding dress--one of the forms of returning thanks in the ,church1 but that after a while it became old fashioned1 and the ,bishop1 going his rounds1 ordered him to get another4 ,he did not like to throw away his sister's gift1 so he decided to send the old chasuble to a priest in ,india1 where they are very poor1 and not so particular as to fashion4 ,he confided the packet to a man called ,elias ,dodo1 a sufficiently singular name1 but neither he nor the priest he sent it to had ever heard anything more of the chasuble1 or the man who promised to deliver it4 ,a young artist of the name of ,courtney was a visitor at my house4 ,he asked me to sit with him alone1 when the table began rapping out a number of consonants--a farrago of nonsense1 it appeared to me1 and ,i stopped and said so4 ,but ,mr4 ,courtney1 who appeared much interested1 begged me to proceed4 ,when the communication was finished1 he said to me1 ,this is the most wonderful thing ,i have ever heard4 ,my father has been at the table talking to me in ,welsh4 ,he has told me our family motto1 and all about my birth-place and relations in ,wales4 ,i said1 ,i never heard you were a ,welshman4 ,yes6 ,i am1 he replied1 my real name is ,powell4 ,i have only adopted the name of ,courtney for professional purposes4 ,this was all news to me1 but had it not been1 ,i cannot speak ,welsh4 ,i could multiply such cases by the dozen1 but that ,i fear to tire my readers1 added to which the majority of them were of so strictly private a nature that it would be impossible to put them into print4 ,this is perhaps the greatest drawback that one encounters in trying to prove the truth of ,spiritualism4 ,the best tests we receive are when the very secrets of our hearts1 which we have not confided to our nearest friends1 are revealed to us4 ,i could relate 7had ,i the permission of the persons most interested7 the particulars of a well-known law suit1 in which the requisite evidence1 and names and addresses of witnesses1 were all given though my mediumship1 and were the cause of the case being gained by the side that came to me for information4 ,some of the coincidences ,i have related in this chapter might1 however1 be ascribed by the sceptical to the mysterious and unknown power of brain reading1 whatever that may be1 and however it may come1 apart from mediumship1 but how is one to account for the facts ,i shall tell you in my next chapter4 ,,chapter ,,iv4 ,,embodied ,,spirits4 ,i was having a sitting one day in my own house with a lady friend1 named ,miss ,clark1 when a female spirit came to the table and spelt out the name ,tiny4 ,who are you8 ,i asked1 and for whom do you come8 ,i am a friend of ,major ,m---- 7mentioning the full name71 and ,i want your help4 ,are you any relation to ,major ,m----8 ,i am the mother of his child4 ,what do you wish me to do for you8 ,tell him he must go down to ,portsmouth and look after my daughter4 ,he has not seen her for years4 ,the old woman is dead1 and the man is a drunkard4 ,she is falling into evil courses4 ,he must save her from them4 ,what is your real name8 ,i will not give it4 ,there is no need4 ,he always called me ',tiny4' ,how old is your daughter4 ,nineteen6 ,her name is ,emily6 ,i want her to be married4 ,tell him to promise her a wedding trousseau4 ,it may induce her to marry4 ,the influence divulged a great deal more on the subject which ,i cannot write down here4 ,it was an account of one of those cruel acts of seduction by which a young girl had been led into trouble in order to gratify a man's selfish lust1 and astonished both ,miss ,clark and myself1 who had never heard of such a person as ,tiny before4 ,it was too delicate a matter for me to broach to ,major ,m---- 7who was a married man1 and an intimate friend of mine71 but the spirit came so many times and implored me so earnestly to save her daughter1 that at last ,i ventured to repeat the communication to him4 ,he was rather taken aback1 but confessed it was true1 and that the child1 being left to his care1 had been given over to the charge of some common people at ,portsmouth1 and he had not enquired after it for some time past4 ,neither had he ever heard of the death of the mother1 who had subsequently married1 and had a family4 ,he instituted inquiries1 however1 at once1 and found the statement to be quite true1 and that the girl ,emily1 being left with no better protection than that of the drunken old man1 had actually gone astray1 and not long after she was had up at the police court for stabbing a soldier in a public-house--a fit ending for the unfortunate offspring of a man's selfish passions4 ,but the strangest part of the story to the uninitiated will lie in the fact that the woman whose spirit thus manifested itself to two utter strangers1 who knew neither her history nor her name1 was at the time alive1 and living with her husband and family1 as ,major ,m---- took pains to ascertain4 ,and now ,i have something to say on the subject of communicating with the spirits of persons still in the flesh4 ,this will doubtless appear the most incomprehensible and fanatical assertion of all1 that we wear our earthly garb so loosely1 that the spirits of people still living in this world can leave the body and manifest themselves either visibly or orally to others in their normal condition4 ,and yet it is a fact that spirits have so visited myself 7as in the case ,i have just recorded71 and given me information of which ,i had not the slightest previous idea4 ,the matter has been explained to me after this fashion--that it is not really the spirit of the living person who communicates1 but the spirit1 or control1 that is nearest to him3 in effect what the ,church calls his guardian angel1 and that this guardian angel1 who knows his inmost thoughts and desires better even than he knows them himself1 is equally capable of speaking in his name4 ,this idea of the matter may shift the marvel from one pair of shoulders to another1 but it does not do away with it4 ,if ,i can receive information of events before they occur 7as ,i will prove that ,i have71 ,i present a nut for the consideration of the public jaw1 which even the scientists will find difficult to crack4 ,it was at one time my annual custom to take my children to the sea-side1 and one summer1 being anxious to ascertain how far the table could be made to act without the aid of unconscious cerebration1 ,i arranged with my friends1 ,mr4 ,helmore and ,mrs4 ,colnaghi1 who had been in the habit of sitting with us at home1 that we should continue to sit at the sea-side on ,tuesday evenings as theretofore1 and they should sit in ,london on the ,thursdays1 when ,i would try to send them messages through ,charlie1 the spirit ,i have already mentioned as being constantly with us4 ,the first ,tuesday my message was1 ,ask them how they are getting on without us1 which was faithfully delivered at their table on the following ,thursday4 ,the return message from them which ,charlie spelled out for us on the second ,tuesday1 was3 ,tell her ,london is a desert without her1 to which ,i emphatically1 if not elegantly1 answered1 ,fiddle-de-dee6 ,a few days afterwards ,i received a letter from ,mr4 ,helmore1 in which he said1 ,i am afraid ',charlie' is already tired of playing at postman1 for to all our questions about you last ,thursday1 he would only rap out1 ',fiddle-de-dee4' ,the circumstance to which this little episode is but an introduction happened a few days later4 ,mr4 ,colnaghi and ,mr4 ,helmore1 sitting together as usual on ,thursday evening1 were discussing the possibility of summoning the spirits of living persons to the table1 when ,charlie rapped three times to intimate they could4 ,will you fetch some one for us1 ,charlie8 ,yes4 ,whom will you bring8 ,mrs4 ,ross-,church4 ,how long will it take you to do so8 ,fifteen minutes4 ,it was in the middle of the night when ,i must have been fast asleep1 and the two young men told me afterwards that they waited the results of their experiment with much trepidation1 wondering 7,i suppose7 if ,i should be conveyed bodily into their presence and box their ears well for their impertinence4 ,exactly fifteen minutes afterwards1 however1 the table was violently shaken and the words were spelt out4 ,i am ,mrs4 ,ross-,church4 ,how dared you send for me8 ,they were very penitent 7or they said they were71 but they described my manner as most arbitrary1 and said ,i went on repeating1 ,let me go back6 ,let me go back6 ,there is a great danger hanging over my children6 ,i must go back to my children6 7,and here ,i would remark par parenthese1 and in contradiction of the guardian angel theory1 that ,i have always found that whilst the spirits of the departed come and go as they feel inclined1 the spirits of the living invariably beg to be sent back again or permitted to go1 as if they were chained by the will of the medium47 ,on this occasion ,i was so positive that ,i made a great impression on my two friends1 and the next day ,mr4 ,helmore sent me a cautiously worded letter to find out if all was well with us at ,charmouth1 but without disclosing the reason for his curiosity4 ,the facts are1 that on the morning of ,friday1 the day after the seance in ,london1 my seven children and two nurses were all sitting in a small lodging-house room1 when my brother-in-law1 ,dr4 ,henry ,norris1 came in from ball practice with the volunteers1 and whilst exhibiting his rifle to my son1 accidentally discharged it in the midst of them1 the ball passing through the wall within two inches of my eldest daughter's head4 ,when ,i wrote the account of this to ,mr4 ,helmore1 he told me of my visit to ,london and the words ,i had spelt out on the occasion4 ,but how did ,i know of the occurrence the night before it took place8 ,and if ,i--being asleep and unconscious--did not know of it1 ,charlie must have done so4 ,my aerial visits to my friends1 however1 whilst my body was in quite another place1 have been made still more palpable than this4 ,once1 when living in the ,regent's ,park1 ,i passed a very terrible and painful night4 ,grief and fear kept me awake most of the time1 and the morning found me exhausted with the emotion ,i had gone through4 ,about eleven o'clock there walked in1 to my surprise1 ,mrs4 ,fitzgerald 7better known as a medium under her maiden name of ,bessie ,williams71 who lived in the ,goldhawk ,road1 ,shepherd's ,bush4 ,i couldn't help coming to you1 she commenced1 for ,i shall not be easy until ,i know how you are after the terrible scene you have passed through4 ,i stared at her4 ,whom have you seen8 ,i asked4 ,who has told you of it8 ,yourself1 she replied4 ,i was waked up this morning between two and three o'clock by the sound of sobbing and crying in the front garden4 ,i got out of bed and opened the window1 and then ,i saw you standing on the grass plat in your night-dress and crying bitterly4 ,i asked you what was the matter1 and you told me so and so1 and so and so4 ,and here followed a detailed account of all that had happened in my own house on the other side of ,london1 with the very words that had been used1 and every action that had happened4 ,i had seen no one and spoken to no one between the occurrence and the time ,mrs4 ,fitzgerald called upon me4 ,if her story was untrue1 who had so minutely informed her of a circumstance which it was to the interest of all concerned to keep to themselves8 ,when ,i first joined ,mr4 d',oyley ,carte's ,patience ,company in the provinces1 to play the part of ,lady ,jane1 ,i understood ,i was to have four days' rehearsal4 ,however1 the lady whom ,i succeeded1 hearing ,i had arrived1 took herself off1 and the manager requested ,i would appear the same night of my arrival4 ,this was rather an ordeal to an artist who had never sung on the operatic stage before1 and who was not note perfect4 ,however1 as a matter of obligation1 ,i consented to do my best1 but ,i was very nervous4 ,at the end of the second act1 during the balloting scene1 ,lady ,jane has to appear suddenly on the stage1 with the word ,away6 ,i forget at this distance of time whether ,i made a mistake in pitching the note a third higher or lower4 ,i know it was not out of harmony1 but it was sufficiently wrong to send the chorus astray1 and bring my heart up into my mouth4 ,it never occurred after the first night1 but ,i never stood at the wings again waiting for that particular entrance but ,i girded my loins together1 as it were1 with a kind of dread lest ,i should repeat the error4 ,after a while ,i perceived a good deal of whispering about me in the company1 and ,i asked poor ,federici 7who played the colonel7 the reason of it1 particularly as he had previously asked me to stand as far from him as ,i could upon the stage1 as ,i magnetized him so strongly that he couldn't sing if ,i was near him4 ,well6 do you know1 he said to me in answer1 that a very strange thing occurs occasionally with reference to you1 ,miss ,marryat4 ,while you are standing on the stage sometimes1 you appear seated in the stalls4 ,several people have seen it beside myself4 ,i assure you it is true4 ,but when do you see me8 ,i enquired with amazement4 ,it's always at the same time1 he answered1 just before you run on at the end of the second act4 ,of course it's only an appearance1 but it's very queer4 ,i told him then of the strange feelings of distrust of myself ,i experienced each night at that very moment1 when my spirit seems to have preceded myself upon the stage4 ,i had a friend many years ago in ,india1 who 7like many other friends7 had permitted time and separation to come between us1 and alienate us from each other4 ,i had not seen him nor heard from him for eleven years1 and to all appearance our friendship was at an end4 ,one evening the medium ,i have alluded to above1 ,mrs4 ,fitzgerald1 who was a personal friend of mine1 was at my house1 and after dinner she put her feet up on the sofa--a very unusual thing for her--and closed her eyes4 ,she and ,i were quite alone in the drawing-room1 and after a little while ,i whispered softly1 ,bessie1 are you asleep8 ,the answer came from her control ,dewdrop1 a wonderfully sharp ,red ,indian girl4 ,no6 she's in a trance4 ,there's somebody coming to speak to you6 ,i don't want him to come4 ,he'll make the medium ill4 ,but it's no use4 ,i see him creeping round the corner now4 ,but why should it make her ill8 ,i argued1 believing we were about to hold an ordinary seance4 ,because he's a live one1 he hasn't passed over yet1 replied ,dewdrop1 and live ones always make my medium feel sick4 ,but it's no use4 ,i can't keep him out4 ,he may as well come4 ,but don't let him stay long4 ,who is he1 ,dewdrop8 ,i demanded curiously4 ,i don't know6 ,guess you will6 ,he's an old friend of yours1 and his name is ,george4 ,whereupon ,bessie ,fitzgerald laid back on the sofa cushions1 and ,dewdrop ceased to speak4 ,it was some time before there was any result4 ,the medium tossed and turned1 and wiped the perspiration from her forehead1 and pushed back her hair1 and beat up the cushions and threw herself back upon them with a sigh1 and went through all the pantomime of a man trying to court sleep in a hot climate4 ,presently she opened her eyes and glanced languidly around her4 ,her unmistakable actions and the name ,george 7which was that of my friend1 then resident in ,india7 had naturally aroused my suspicions as to the identity of the influence1 and when ,bessie opened her eyes1 ,i asked softly1 ,george1 is that you8 ,at the sound of my voice the medium started violently and sprung into a sitting posture1 and then1 looking all round the room in a scared manner1 she exclaimed1 ,where am ,i8 ,who brought me here8 ,then catching sight of me1 she continued1 ,mrs4 ,ross-,church6--,florence6 ,is this your room8 ,o6 let me go6 ,do let me go6 ,this was not complimentary1 to say the least of it1 from a friend whom ,i had not met for eleven years1 but now that ,i had got him ,i had no intention of letting him go1 until ,i was convinced of his identity4 ,but the terror of the spirit at finding himself in a strange place seemed so real and uncontrollable that ,i had the greatest difficulty in persuading him to stay1 even for a few minutes4 ,he kept on reiterating1 ,who brought me here8 ,i did not wish to come4 ,do let me go back4 ,i am so very cold 7shivering convulsively71 so very1 very cold4 ,answer me a few questions1 ,i said1 and then you shall go4 ,do you know who ,i am8 ,yes1 yes1 you are ,florence4 ,and what is your name8 ,he gave it at full length4 ,and do you care for me still8 ,very much4 ,but let me go4 ,in a minute4 ,why do you never write to me8 ,there are reasons4 ,i am not a free agent4 ,it is better as it is4 ,i don't think so4 ,i miss your letters very much4 ,shall ,i ever hear from you again8 ,yes6 ,and see you8 ,yes2 but not yet4 ,let me go now4 ,i don't wish to stay4 ,you are making me very unhappy4 ,if ,i could describe the fearful manner in which1 during this conversation1 he glanced every moment at the door1 like a man who is afraid of being discovered in a guilty action1 it would carry with it to my readers1 as it did to me1 the most convincing proof that the medium's body was animated by a totally different influence from her own4 ,i kept the spirit under control until ,i had fully convinced myself that he knew everything about our former friendship and his own present surroundings2 and then ,i let him fly back to ,india1 and wondered if he would wake up the next morning and imagine he had been laboring under nightmare4 ,these experiences with the spirits of the living are certainly amongst the most curious ,i have obtained4 ,on more than one occasion1 when ,i have been unable to extract the truth of a matter from my acquaintances ,i have sat down alone1 as soon as ,i believed them to be asleep1 and summoned their spirits to the table and compelled them to speak out4 ,little have they imagined sometimes how ,i came to know things which they had scrupulously tried to hide from me4 ,i have heard that the power to summons the spirits of the living is not given to all media1 but ,i have always possessed it4 ,i can do so when they are awake as well as when they are asleep1 though it is not so easy4 ,a gentleman once dared me to do this with him1 and ,i only conceal his name because ,i made him look ridiculous4 ,i waited till ,i knew he was engaged at a dinner-party1 and then about nine o'clock in the evening ,i sat down and summoned him to come to me4 ,it was some little time before he obeyed1 and when he did come1 he was eminently sulky4 ,i got a piece of paper and pencil1 and from his dictation ,i wrote down the number and names of the guests at the dinner-table1 also the dishes of which he had partaken1 and then in pity for his earnest entreaties ,i let him go again4 ,you are making me ridiculous1 he said1 everyone is laughing at me4 ,but why8 ,what are you doing8 ,i urged4 ,i am standing by the mantel-piece1 and ,i have fallen fast asleep1 he answered4 ,the next morning he came pell-mell into my presence4 ,what did you do to me last night8 he demanded4 ,i was at the ,watts ,philips1 and after dinner ,i went fast asleep with my head upon my hand1 standing by the mantel-piece1 and they were all trying to wake me and couldn't4 ,have you been playing any of your tricks upon me8 ,i only made you do what you declared ,i couldn't1 ,i replied4 ,how did you like the white soup and the turbot1 and the sweetbreads1 etc41 etc4 ,he opened his eyes at my nefariously obtained knowledge1 and still more when ,i produced the paper written from his dictation4 ,this is not a usual custom of mine--it would not be interesting enough to pursue as a custom--but ,i am a dangerous person to dare to do anything4 ,the old friend whose spirit visited me through ,mrs4 ,fitzgerald had lost a sister to whom he was very tenderly attached before he made my acquaintance1 and ,i knew little of her beyond her name4 ,one evening1 not many months after the interview with him which ,i have recorded1 a spirit came to me1 giving the name of my friend's sister1 with this message1 ,my brother has returned to ,england1 and would like to know your address4 ,write to him to the ,club1 ,leamington1 and tell him where to find you4 ,i replied1 ,your brother has not written to me1 nor inquired after me for the last eleven years4 ,he has lost all interest in me1 and ,i cannot be the first to write to him1 unless ,i am sure that he wishes it4 ,he has not lost all interest in you1 said the spirit2 he thinks of you constantly1 and ,i hear him pray for you4 ,he wishes to hear from you4 ,that may be true1 ,i replied1 but ,i cannot accept it on your authority4 ,if your brother really wishes to renew our acquaintance1 let him write and tell me so4 ,he does not know your address1 and ,i cannot get near enough to him to influence him4 ,then things must remain as they are1 ,i replied somewhat testily4 ,i am a public person4 ,he can find out my address1 if he chooses to do so4 ,the spirit seemed to reflect for a moment2 then she rapped out1 ,wait1 and ,i will fetch my brother4 ,he shall come here himself and tell you what he thinks about it4 ,in a short time there was a different movement of the table1 and the name of my old friend was given4 ,after we had exchanged a few words1 and ,i had told him ,i required a test of his identity1 he asked me to get a pencil and paper1 and write from his dictation4 ,i did as he requested1 and he dictated the following sentence1 ,long time1 indeed1 has passed since the days you call to mind1 but time1 however long1 does not efface the past4 ,it has never made me cease to think of and pray for you as ,i felt you1 too1 did think of and pray for me4 ,write to the address my sister gave you4 ,i want to hear from you4 ,notwithstanding the perspicuity and apparent genuineness of this message1 it was some time before ,i could make up my mind to follow the directions it gave me4 ,my pride stood in the way to prevent it4 ,ten days afterwards1 however1 having received several more visits from the sister1 ,i did as she desired me1 and sent a note to her brother to the ,leamington ,club4 ,the answer came by return of post1 and contained 7amongst others7 the identical words he had told me to write down4 ,will ,mr4 ,stuart ,cumberland1 or any other clever man1 explain to me what or who it was that had visited me ten days beforehand1 and dictated words which could hardly have been in my correspondent's brain before he received my letter8 ,i am ready to accept any reasonable explanation of the matter from the scientists1 philosophers1 chemists1 or arguists of the world1 and ,i am open to conviction1 when my sense convinces me1 that their reasoning is true4 ,but my present belief is1 that not a single man or woman will be found able to account on any ordinary grounds for such an extraordinary instance of unconscious cerebration4 ,being subject to optical illusions1 ,i naturally had several with regard to my spirit child1 ,florence1 and she always came to me clothed in a white dress4 ,one night1 however1 when ,i was living alone in the ,regent's ,park1 ,i saw ,florence 7as ,i imagined7 standing in the centre of the room1 dressed in a green riding habit slashed with orange color1 with a cavalier hat of grey felt on her head1 ornamented with a long green feather and a gold buckle4 ,she stood with her back to me1 but ,i could see her profile as she looked over her shoulder1 with the skirt of her habit in her hand4 ,this being a most extraordinary attire in which to see ,florence1 ,i felt curious on the subject1 and the next day ,i questioned her about it4 ,florence6 ,i said1 why did you come to me last night in a green riding habit8 ,i did not come to you last night1 mother6 ,it was my sister ,eva4 ,good heavens6 ,i exclaimed1 is anything wrong with her8 ,no6 she is quite well4 ,how could she come to me then8 ,she did not come in reality1 but her thoughts were much with you1 and so you saw her spirit clairvoyantly4 ,my daughter ,eva1 who was on the stage1 was at that time fulfilling a stock engagement in ,glasgow1 and very much employed4 ,i had not heard from her for a fortnight1 which was a most unusual occurrence1 and ,i had begun to feel uneasy4 ,this vision made me more so1 and ,i wrote at once to ask her if all was as it should be4 ,her answer was to this effect3 ,i am so sorry ,i have had no time to write to you this week1 but ,i have been so awfully busy4 ,we play ',the ,colleen ,bawn' here next week1 and ,i have had to get my dress ready for ',anne ,chute4' ,it's so effective4 ,i wish you could see it4 ,a green habit slashed with orange1 and a grey felt hat with a long green feather and a big gold buckle4 ,i tried it on the other night1 and it looked so nice1 etc41 etc4 ,well1 my darling girl had had her wish1 and ,i had seen it4 ,,chapter ,v4 ,,optical ,,illusions4 ,as ,i have alluded to what my family termed my optical illusions1 ,i think it as well to describe a few of them1 which appeared by the context to be something more than a mere temporary disturbance of my visual organs4 ,i will pass over such as might be traced1 truly or otherwise1 to physical causes1 and confine myself to those which were subsequently proved to be the reflection of something that1 unknown to me1 had gone before4 ,in #ahge ,i was much engaged in giving dramatic readings in different parts of the country1 and ,i visited ,dublin for the first time in my life1 for that purpose1 and put up at the largest and best-frequented hotel there4 ,through the hospitality of the residents and the duties of my professional business1 ,i was engaged both day and night1 and when ,i did get to bed1 ,i had every disposition to sleep1 as the saying is1 like a top4 ,but there was something in the hotel that would not let me do so4 ,i had a charming bedroom1 cheerful1 bright and pretty1 and replete with every comfort1 and ,i would retire to rest dead beat1 and fall off to sleep at once1 to be waked perhaps half-a-dozen times a night by that inexplicable something 7or nothing7 that rouses me whenever ,i am about to enjoy an optical illusion1 and to see figures1 sometimes one1 sometimes two or three1 sometimes a whole group standing by my bedside and gazing at me with looks of the greatest astonishment1 as much as to ask what right ,i had to be there4 ,but the most remarkable part of the matter to me was1 that all the figures were those of men1 and military men1 to whom ,i was too well accustomed to be able to mistake4 ,some were officers and others soldiers1 some were in uniform1 others in undress1 but they all belonged to the army1 and they all seemed to labor under the same feeling of intense surprise at seeing me in the hotel4 ,these apparitions were so life-like and appeared so frequently1 that ,i grew quite uncomfortable about them1 for however much one may be used to see optical illusions1 it is not pleasant to fancy there are about twenty strangers gazing at one every night as one lies asleep4 ,spiritualism is1 or was1 a tabooed subject in ,dublin1 and ,i had been expressly cautioned not to mention it before my new acquaintances4 ,however1 ,i could not keep entire silence on this subject1 and dining en famille one day1 with a hospitable family of the name of ,robinson1 ,i related to them my nightly experiences at the hotel4 ,father1 mother1 and son exclaimed simultaneously4 ,good gracious1 they said1 don't you know that that hotel was built on the site of the old barracks8 ,the house immediately behind it1 which formed part of the old building1 was vacated by its last tenants on account of its being haunted4 ,every evening at the hour the soldiers used to be marched up to bed1 they heard the tramp1 tramp1 tramp of the feet ascending the staircase4 ,that may be1 ,i replied1 but they knew their house stood on the site of the barracks1 and ,i didn't4 ,my eldest daughter was spending a holiday with me once after my second marriage1 and during the month of ,august4 ,she had been very much overworked1 and ,i made her lie in bed till noon4 ,one morning ,i had been to her room at that hour to wake her1 and on turning to leave it 7in the broad daylight1 remember71 ,i encountered a man on the landing outside her door4 ,he was dressed in a white shirt with black studs down the front1 and a pair of black cloth trousers4 ,he had dark hair and eyes1 and small features2 altogether1 he struck me as having rather a sinister and unpleasant appearance4 ,i stood still1 with the open door in my hand1 and gazed at him4 ,he looked at me also for a minute1 and then turned and walked upstairs to an upper storey where the nursery was situated1 beckoning me1 with a jerk of his hand1 to follow him4 ,my daughter 7remarking a peculiar expression in my eyes1 which ,i am told they assume on such occasions7 said1 ,mother6 what do you see8 ,only a spirit1 ,i answered1 and he has gone upstairs4 ,now1 what is the good of seeing them in that way1 said ,eva1 rather impatiently 7for this dear child always disliked and avoided ,spiritualism71 and ,i was fain to confess that ,i really did not know the especial good of encountering a sinister-looking gentleman in shirt and trousers1 on a blazing noon in ,august4 ,after which the circumstance passed from my mind1 until recalled again4 ,a few months later ,i had occasion to change the children's nurse1 and the woman who took her place was an ,icelandic girl named ,margaret ,thommassen1 who had only been in ,england for three weeks4 ,i found that she had been educated far above the average run of domestic servants1 and was well acquainted with the writings of ,swedenborg and other authors4 ,one day as ,i walked up the nursery stairs to visit the children in bed1 ,i encountered the same man ,i had seen outside my daughter's room1 standing on the upper landing1 as though waiting my approach4 ,he was dressed as before1 but this time his arms were folded across his breast and his face downcast1 as though he were unhappy about something4 ,he disappeared as ,i reached the landing1 and ,i mentioned the circumstance to no one4 ,a few days later1 ,margaret ,thommassen asked me timidly if ,i believed in the possibility of the spirits of the departed returning to this earth4 ,when ,i replied that ,i did1 she appeared overjoyed1 and said she had never hoped to find anyone in ,england to whom she could speak about it4 ,she then gave me a mass of evidence on the subject which forms a large part of the religion of the ,icelanders4 ,she told me that she felt uneasy about her eldest brother1 to whom she was strongly attached4 ,he had left ,iceland a year before to become a waiter in ,germany1 and had promised faithfully that so long as he lived she should hear from him every month1 and when he failed to write she must conclude he was dead4 ,margaret told me she had heard nothing from him now for three months1 and each night when the nursery light was put out1 someone came and sat at the foot of her bed and sighed4 ,she then produced his photograph1 and to my astonishment ,i recognized at once the man who had appeared to me some months before ,i knew that such a woman as ,margaret ,thommassen existed4 ,he was taken in a shirt and trousers1 just as ,i had seen him1 and wore the same repulsive 7to me7 and sinister expression4 ,i then told his sister that ,i had already seen him twice in that house1 and she grew very excited and anxious to learn the truth4 ,in consequence ,i sat with her in hopes of obtaining some news of her brother1 who immediately came to the table1 and told her that he was dead1 with the circumstances under which he had died1 and the address where she was to write to obtain particulars4 ,and on ,margaret ,thommassen writing as she was directed1 she obtained the practical proofs of her brother's death1 without which this story would be worthless4 ,my sister ,cecil lives with her family in ,somerset1 and many years ago ,i went down there to visit her for the first time since she had moved into a new house which ,i had never seen before4 ,she put me to sleep in the guest chamber1 a large1 handsome room1 just newly furnished by ,oetzmann4 ,but ,i could not sleep in it4 ,the very first night some one walked up and down the room1 groaning and sighing close to my ears1 and he1 she1 or it especially annoyed me by continually touching the new stiff counterpane with a scrooping sound that set my teeth on edge1 and sent my heart up into my mouth4 ,i kept on saying1 ,go away6 ,don't come near me6 for its proximity inspired me with a horror and repugnance which ,i have seldom felt under similar circumstances4 ,i did not say anything at first to my sister1 who is rather nervous on the subject of bogies1 but on the third night ,i could stand it no longer1 and told her plainly the room was haunted1 and ,i wished she would put me in her dressing-room1 or with her servants1 sooner than let me remain there1 as ,i could get no rest4 ,then the truth came out1 and she confessed that the last owner of the house had committed suicide in that very room1 and showed me the place on the boards1 underneath the carpet1 where the stain of his blood still remained4 ,a lively sort of room to sleep all alone in4 ,another sister of mine1 ,blanche1 used to live in a haunted house in ,bruges1 of which a description will be found in the chapter headed1 ,the ,story of the ,monk4 ,long1 however1 before the monk was heard of1 ,i could not sleep in her house on account of the disturbances in my room1 for which my sister used to laugh at me4 ,but even when my husband1 ,colonel ,lean1 and ,i stayed there together1 it was much the same4 ,one night ,i waked him to see the figure of a woman1 who had often visited me1 standing at the foot of the bed4 ,she was quaintly attired in a sort of leathern boddice or jerkin1 laced up the front over a woollen petticoat of some dark color4 ,she wore a cap of ,mechlin lace1 with the large flaps at the side1 adopted by ,flemish women to this day2 her hair was combed tightly off her forehead1 and she wore a profusion of gold ornaments4 ,my husband could describe her as vividly as ,i did1 which proves how plainly the apparition must have shown itself4 ,i waked on several occasions to see this woman busy 7apparently7 with the contents of an old carved oak armoir which stood in a corner of the room1 and which1 ,i suppose1 must have had something to do with herself4 ,my eldest son joined me at ,bruges on this occasion4 ,he was a young fellow of twenty1 who had never practised1 nor even enquired into ,spiritualism--fresh from sea1 and about as free from fear or superstitious fancies as a mortal could be4 ,he was put to sleep in a room on the other side of the house1 and ,i saw from the first that he was grave about it1 but ,i did not ask him the reason1 though ,i felt sure1 from personal experience1 that he would hear or see something before long4 ,in a few days he came to me and said-- ,mother6 ,i'm going to take my mattress into the colonel's dressing-room to-night and sleep there4 ,i asked him why4 ,he replied1 ,it's impossible to stay in that room any longer4 ,i wouldn't mind if they'd let me sleep1 but they won't4 ,there's something walks about half the night1 whispering and muttering1 and touching the bed-clothes1 and though ,i don't believe in any of your rubbishy spirits1 ,i'll be 'jiggered' if ,i sleep there any longer4 ,so he was not jiggered 7whatever that may be71 as he refused to enter the room again4 ,i cannot end this chapter more appropriately than by relating a very remarkable case of optical illusion which was seen by myself alone4 ,it was in the month of ,july1 #ahhj1 and ,i had gone down alone to ,brighton for a week's quiet4 ,i had some important literary work to finish1 and the exigencies of the ,london season made too many demands upon my time4 ,so ,i packed up my writing materials1 and took a lodging all to myself1 and set hard to work4 ,i used to write all day and walk in the evening4 ,it was light then till eight or nine o'clock1 and the ,esplanade used to be crowded till a late hour4 ,i was pushing my way1 on the evening of the #ith of ,july1 through the crowd1 thinking of my work more than anything else1 when ,i saw1 as ,i fully thought1 my step-son1 ,francis ,lean1 leaning with his back against the palings at the edge of the cliff and smiling at me4 ,he was a handsome lad of eighteen who was supposed to have sailed in his ship for the ,brazils five months before4 ,but he had been a wild young fellow1 causing his father much trouble and anxiety1 and my first impression was one of great annoyance1 thinking naturally that1 since ,i saw him there1 he had never sailed at all1 but run away from his ship at the last moment4 ,i hastened up to him1 therefore1 but as ,i reached his side1 he turned round quite methodically1 and walked quickly down a flight of steps that led to the beach4 ,i followed him1 and found myself amongst a group of ordinary seamen mending their nets1 but ,i could see ,francis nowhere4 ,i did not know what to make of the occurrence1 but it never struck me that it was not either the lad himself or some one remarkably like him4 ,the same night1 however1 after ,i had retired to bed in a room that was unpleasantly brilliant with the moonlight streaming in at the window1 ,i was roused from my sleep by someone turning the handle of my door1 and there stood ,francis in his naval uniform1 with the peaked cap on his head1 smiling at me as he had done upon the cliff4 ,i started up in bed intending to speak to him1 when he laid his finger on his lips and faded away4 ,this second vision made me think something must have happened to the boy1 but ,i determined not to say anything to my husband about it until it was verified4 ,shortly after my return to ,london1 we were going1 in company with my own son 7also a sailor71 to see his ship which was lying in the docks1 when1 as we were driving through ,poplar1 ,i again saw my stepson ,francis standing on the pavement1 and smiling at me4 ,that time ,i spoke4 ,i said to ,colonel ,lean1 ,i am sure ,i saw ,francis standing there4 ,do you think it is possible he may not have sailed after all8 ,but ,colonel ,lean laughed at the idea4 ,he believed it to be a chance likeness ,i had seen4 ,only the lad was too good-looking to have many duplicates in this world4 ,we visited the seaside after that1 and in ,september1 whilst we were staying at ,folkestone1 ,colonel ,lean received a letter to say that his son ,francis had been drowned by the upsetting of a boat in the surf of the ,bay of ,callao1 in the ,brazils1 on the #ith of ,july--the day ,i had seen him twice in ,brighton1 two months before we heard that he was gone4 ,,chapter ,,vi4 ,,on ,,scepticism4 ,there are two classes of people who have done more harm to the cause of ,spiritualism than the testimony of all the scientists has done good1 and those are the enthusiasts and the sceptics4 ,the first believe everything they see or hear4 ,without giving themselves the trouble to obtain proofs of the genuineness of the manifestations1 they rush impetuously from one acquaintance to the other1 detailing their experience with so much exaggeration and such unbounded faith1 that they make the absurdity of it patent to all4 ,they are generally people of low intellect1 credulous dispositions1 and weak nerves4 ,they bow down before the influences as if they were so many little gods descended from heaven1 instead of being1 as in the majority of instances1 spirits a shade less holy than our own1 who1 for their very shortcomings1 are unable to rise above the atmosphere that surrounds this gross and material world4 ,these are the sort of spiritualists whom ,punch and other comic papers have very justly ridiculed4 ,who does not remember the picture of the afflicted widow1 for whom the medium has just called up the departed ,jones8 ,jones1 she falters1 are you happy8 ,much happier than ,i was down here1 growls ,jones4 ,o6 then you must be in heaven6 ,on the contrary1 quite the reverse1 is the reply4 ,who also has not sat a seance where such people have not made themselves so ridiculous as to bring the cause they profess to adore into contempt and ignominy4 ,yet to allow the words and deeds of fools to affect one's inward and private conviction of a matter would be tantamount to giving up the pursuit of everything in which one's fellow creatures can take a part4 ,the second class to which ,i alluded--the sceptics--have not done so much injury to ,spiritualism as the enthusiasts1 because they are as a rule1 so intensely bigoted and hard-headed1 and narrow-minded1 that they overdo their protestations1 and render them harmless4 ,the sceptic refuses to believe anything1 because he has found out one thing to be a fraud4 ,if one medium deceives1 all the mediums must deceive4 ,if one seance is a failure1 none can be successful4 ,if he gains no satisfactory test of the presence of the spirits of the departed1 no one has ever gained such a test4 ,now1 such reason is neither just nor logical4 ,again1 a sceptic fully expects his testimony to be accepted and believed1 yet he will never believe any truth on the testimony of another person4 ,and if he is told that1 given certain conditions1 he can see this or hear the other1 he says1 ,no6 ,i will see it and hear it without any conditions1 or else ,i will proclaim it all a fraud4 ,in like manner1 we might say to a savage1 on showing him a watch1 ,if you will keep your eye on those hands1 you will see them move round to tell the hours and minutes1 and he should reply1 ,i must put the watch into boiling water--those are my conditions--and if it won't go then1 ,i will not believe it can go at all4 ,i don't mind a man being a sceptic in ,spiritualism4 ,i don't see how he can help 7considering the belief in which we are reared7 being a sceptic1 until he has proved so strange a matter for himself4 ,but ,i do object to a man or a woman taking part in a seance with the sole intention of detecting deceit1 not when it has happened1 but before it has happened--of bringing an argumentative1 disputatious mind1 full of the idea that it is going to be tricked and humbugged into 7perhaps7 a private circle who are sitting 7like ,rosa ,dartle7 simply for information1 and scattering all the harmony and good-will about him broadcast4 ,he couldn't do it to a human assembly without breaking up the party4 ,why should he expect to be more kindly welcomed by a spiritual one8 ,i have seen an immense deal of courtesy shown under such circumstances to men whom ,i should have liked to see kicked downstairs4 ,i have seen them enter a lady's private drawing-room1 by invitation1 to witness manifestations which were never1 under any circumstances1 made a means of gain1 and have heard them argue1 and doubt1 and contradict1 until they have given their hostess and her friends the lie to their faces4 ,and the world in general would be quite ready to side with these 7so-called7 gentlemen1 not because their word or their wisdom was better worth than that of their fellow guests1 but because they protested against the truth of a thing which it had made up its mind to be impossible4 ,i don't mind a sceptic myself1 as ,i said before1 but he must be unbiassed1 which few sceptics are4 ,as a rule1 they have decided the question at issue for themselves before they commence to investigate it4 ,i find that few people outside the pale of ,spiritualism have heard of the ,dialectical ,society1 which was a scientific society assembled a few years ago for the sole purpose of enquiring into the truth of the matter4 ,it was composed of forty members1--ten lawyers1 ten scientists1 ten clergymen1 and ten chemists 7,i think that was the arrangement71 and they held forty seances1 and the published report at the close of them was1 that not one of these men of learning and repute could find any natural cause for the wonders he had witnessed4 ,i know that there are a thousand obstacles in the way of belief4 ,the extraordinarily contradictory manner in which ,protestants are brought up1 to believe in one and the same breath that spirits were common visitants to earth at the periods of which the ,bible treats1 but that it is impossible they can return to it now1 although the ,lord is the same yesterday1 to-day1 and for ever4 ,the conditions of darkness for the creation of materialized spirits1 and the resemblance they sometimes bear to the medium1 are two fearful stumbling-blocks4 ,yet one must know that all things are created in the dark1 and that even a seed cannot sprout if you let the light in upon it1 while as for the resemblance between the spirit and the medium1 from whom it takes the material being that enables it to appear1 if investigators would only persevere with their enquiries1 they would find1 as ,i have1 that that is a disappointment which has its remedy in ,time4 ,when people call on me to explain such things1 ,i can only say that ,i know no more how they come than they do1 or that ,i know how ,i came1 a living1 sentient creature1 into the world4 ,besides 7as ,i have said before71 ,i write these pages to tell only what ,i have seen1 and not to argue how it came to pass that ,i saw it4 ,i have a little story to tell here which powerfully illustrates the foregoing remarks4 ,the lines1 ,a woman convinced against her will ,is of the same opinion still1 might have been penned with as much truth of sceptics4 ,men who are sceptical1 i4e41 so thoroughly wrapt up in conceit of their powers of judgment and determination that it becomes impossible for them to believe themselves mistaken1 will deny the evidence of all their senses sooner than confess they may be in the wrong4 ,such an one may be a clever scientist or a shrewd man of business1 but he can never be a genius4 ,for genius is invariably humble of its own powers1 and1 therefore1 open to conviction4 ,but the lesser minds1 who are only equal to grasping such details as may have been drummed into them by sheer force of study1 appear to have no capability of stretching beyond a certain limit4 ,they are hedged in and cramped by the opinions in which they have been reared1 or that they have built up for themselves out of the petty material their brain affords them1 and have lost their powers of elasticity4 ,thus far shalt thou go and no further1 seems to be the fiat pronounced on too many men's reasoning faculties4 ,instead of believing the power of ,god and the resources of nature to be illimitable1 they want to keep them within the little circle that encompasses their own brains4 ,i can't see it1 and therefore it cannot be4 ,there was a time when ,i used to take the trouble to try and convince such men1 but ,i have long ceased to do so4 ,it is quite indifferent to me what they believe or don't believe4 ,and with such minds1 even if they were convinced of its possibility1 they would probably make no good use of spiritual intercourse4 ,for there is no doubt it can be turned to evil uses as well as to good4 ,some years ago ,i was on friendly terms with a man of this sort4 ,he was a doctor1 accounted clever in his profession1 and ,i knew him to be an able arguist1 and thought he had common sense enough not to eat his own words1 but the sequel proved that ,i was mistaken4 ,we had several conversations together on ,spiritualism1 and as ,dr4 ,h---- was a complete disbeliever in the existence of a ,god and a future life1 ,i was naturally not surprised to find that he did not place any credence in the account ,i gave him of my spiritualistic experiences4 ,many medical men attribute such experiences entirely to a diseased condition of mind or body4 ,but when ,i asked ,dr4 ,h---- what he should think if he saw them with his own eyes1 ,i confess ,i was startled to hear him answer that he should say his eyes deceived him4 ,but if you heard them speak8 ,i continued4 ,i should disbelieve my ears4 ,and if you touched and handled them8 ,i should mistrust my sense of feeling4 ,then by what means1 ,i argued1 do you know that ,i am ,florence ,marryat8 ,you can only see me and hear me and touch me6 ,what is there to prevent your senses misleading you at the present moment8 ,but to this argument ,dr4 ,h---- only returned a pitying smile1 professing to think me1 on this point at least1 too feeble-minded to be worthy of reply1 but in reality not knowing what on earth to say4 ,he often1 however1 recurred to the subject of ,spiritualism1 and on several occasions told me that if ,i could procure him the opportunity of submitting a test which he might himself suggest1 he should be very much obliged to me4 ,it was about this time that a young medium named ,william ,haxby1 now passed away1 went to live with ,mr4 and ,mrs4 ,olive in ,ainger ,terrace1 and we were invited to attend a seance given by him4 ,mrs4 ,olive1 when giving the invitation1 informed me that ,mr4 ,haxby had been very successful in procuring direct writing in sealed boxes1 and she asked me1 if ,i wished to try the experiment1 to take a secured box1 with writing materials in it1 to the seance1 and see what would happen to it4 ,here was1 ,i thought1 an excellent opportunity for ,dr4 ,h----'s test1 and ,i sent for him and told him what had been proposed4 ,i urged him to prepare the test entirely by himself1 and to accompany me to the seance and see what occurred1--to all of which he readily consented4 ,indeed1 he became quite excited on the subject1 being certain it would prove a failure2 and in my presence he made the following preparations3-- ,i4 ,half a sheet of ordinary cream-laid note-paper and half a cedar-wood black lead pencil were placed in a jeweller's cardwood box4 ,,ii4 ,the lid of the box was carefully glued down all round to the bottom part4 ,,iii4 ,the box was wrapt in white writing paper1 which was gummed over it4 ,,iv4 ,it was tied eight times with a peculiar kind of silk made for tying up arteries1 and the eight knots were knots known to 7as ,dr4 ,h---- informed me7 medical men only4 ,v4 ,each of the eight knots was sealed with sealing-wax1 and impressed with ,dr4 ,h----'s crest seal1 which he always wore on his watch-chain4 ,,vi4 ,the packet was again folded in brown paper1 and sealed and tied to preserve the inside from injury4 ,when ,dr4 ,h---- had finished it1 he said to me1 ,if the spirits 7or anybody7 can write on that paper without cutting the silk1 ,i will believe whatever you wish4 ,i asked1 ,are you quite sure that the packet could not be undone without your detecting it8 ,his answer was--,that silk is not to be procured except from a medical man2 it is manufactured expressly for the tying of arteries2 and the knots ,i have made are known only to medical men4 ,they are the knots we use in tying arteries4 ,the seal is my own crest1 which never leaves my watch-chain1 and ,i defy anyone to undo those knots without cutting them1 or to tie them again1 if cut4 ,i repeat--if your friends can make1 or cause to be made1 the smallest mark on that paper1 and return me the box in the condition it now is1 ,i will believe anything you choose4 ,and ,i confess ,i was very dubious of the result myself1 and almost sorry that ,i had subjected the doctor's incredulity to so severe a test4 ,on the evening appointed we attended the seance1 ,dr4 ,h---- taking the prepared packet with him4 ,he was directed to place it under his chair1 but he tied a string to it and put it under his foot1 retaining the other end of the string in his hand4 ,the meeting was not one for favorably impressing an unbeliever in ,spiritualism4 ,there were too many people present1 and too many strangers4 ,the ordinary manifestations1 to my mind1 are worse than useless1 unless they have been preceded by extraordinary ones2 so that the doctor returned home more sceptical than before1 and ,i repented that ,i had taken him there4 ,one thing had occurred1 however1 that he could not account for4 ,the packet which he had kept1 as he thought1 under his foot the whole time1 was found1 at the close of the meeting1 to have disappeared4 ,another gentleman had brought a sealed box1 with paper and pencil in it1 to the seance2 and at the close it was opened in the presence of all assembled1 and found to contain a closely written letter from his deceased wife4 ,but the doctor's box had evaporated1 and was nowhere to be found4 ,the door of the room had been locked all the time1 and we searched the room thoroughly1 but without success4 ,dr4 ,h---- was naturally triumphant4 ,they couldn't undo my knots and my seals1 he said1 exulting over me1 and so they wisely did not return the packet4 ,both packets were of course taken from the room during the sitting by some confederate of the medium4 ,the other one was easily managed1 and put back again--mine proved unmanageable1 and so they have retained it4 ,i knew it would be so6 ,and he twinkled his eyes at me as much as to say1 ,i have shut you up4 ,you will not venture to describe any of the marvels you have seen to me after this4 ,of course the failure did not discompose me1 nor shake my belief4 ,i never believed spiritual beings to be omnipotent1 omnipresent1 nor omniscient4 ,they had failed before1 and doubtless they would fail again4 ,but if an acrobatic performer fails to turn a double somersault on to another man's head two or three times1 it does not falsify the fact that he succeeds on the fourth occasion4 ,i was sorry that the test had been a failure1 for ,dr4 ,h----'s sake1 but ,i did not despair of seeing the box again4 ,and at the end of a fortnight it was left at my house by ,mr4 ,olive1 with a note to say that it had been found that morning on the mantel-piece in ,mr4 ,haxby's bedroom1 and he lost no time in returning it to me4 ,it was wrapt in the brown paper1 tied and sealed1 apparently just as we had carried it to the seance in ,ainger ,terrace2 and ,i wrote at once to ,dr4 ,h---- announcing its return1 and asking him to come over and open it in my presence4 ,he came1 took the packet in his hand1 and having stripped off the outer wrapper1 examined it carefully4 ,there were four tests1 it may be remembered1 applied to the packet4 ,i4 ,the arterial silk1 procurable only from a medical man4 ,,ii4 ,the knots to be tied only by medical men4 ,,iii4 ,dr4 ,h----'s own crest1 always kept on his watch chain1 as a seal4 ,,iv4 ,the lid of the cardboard box1 glued all round to the bottom part4 ,as the doctor scrutinized the silk1 the knots1 and the seals1 ,i watched him narrowly4 ,are you quite sure1 ,i asked1 that it is the same paper in which you wrapt it8 ,i am quite sure4 ,and the same silk8 ,quite sure4 ,your knots have not been untied8 ,i am positive that they have not4 ,nor your seal been tampered with8 ,certainly not6 ,it is just as ,i sealed it4 ,be careful1 ,dr4 ,h----1 ,i continued4 ,remember ,i shall write down all you say4 ,i am willing to swear to it in a court of justice1 he replied4 ,then will you open the packet8 ,dr4 ,h---- took the scissors and cut the silk at each seal and knot1 then tore off the gummed white writing paper 7which was as fresh as when he had put it on71 and tried to pull open the card-board box4 ,but as he could not do this in consequence of the lid being glued down1 he took out his penknife and cut it all round4 ,as he did so1 he looked at me and said1 ,mark my words4 ,there will be nothing written on the paper4 ,it is impossible6 ,he lifted the lid1 and behold the box was empty6 ,the half sheet of notepaper and the half cedar wood pencil had both entirely disappeared4 ,not a crumb of lead1 nor a shred of paper remained behind4 ,i looked at the doctor1 and the doctor looked completely bewildered4 ,well6 ,i said1 interrogatively4 ,he shifted about--grew red--and began to bluster4 ,what do you make of it8 ,i asked4 ,how do you account for it8 ,in the easiest way in the world1 he replied1 trying to brave it out4 ,it's the most transparent deception ,i ever saw4 ,they've kept the thing a fortnight and had time to do anything with it4 ,a child could see through this4 ,surely your bright wits can want no help to an explanation4 ,i am not so bright as you give me credit for1 ,i answered4 ,will you explain your meaning to me8 ,with pleasure4 ,they have evidently made an invisible slit in the joining of the box cover1 and with a pair of fine forceps drawn the paper through it1 bit by bit4 ,for the pencil1 they drew that by the same means to the slit and then pared it1 little by little1 with a lancet1 till they could shake out the fragments4 ,that must have required very careful manipulation1 ,i observed4 ,naturally4 ,but they've taken a fortnight to do it in4 ,but how about the arterial silk8 ,i said4 ,they must have procured some from a surgeon4 ,and your famous knots8 ,they got some surgeon to tie them6 ,but your crest and seal8 ,oh6 they must have taken a facsimile of that in order to reproduce it4 ,it is very cleverly done1 but quite explicable6 ,but you told me before you opened the packet that you would take your oath in a court of justice it had not been tampered with4 ,i was evidently deceived4 ,and you really believe1 then1 that an uneducated lad like ,mr4 ,haxby would take the trouble to take impressions of seals and to procure arterial silk and the services of a surgeon1 in order1 not to mystify or convert you1 but to gratify me1 whose box he believes it to be4 ,i am sure he has done so6 ,but just now you were equally sure he had not done so4 ,why should you trust your senses in one case more than in the other8 ,and if ,mr4 ,haxby has played a trick on me1 as you suppose1 why did you not discover the slit when you examined the box1 before opening8 ,because my eyes misled me6 ,then after all1 ,i concluded1 the best thing you can say of yourself is that you--a man of reputed science1 skill1 and sense1 and with a strong belief in your own powers--are unable to devise a test in which you shall not be outwitted by a person so inferior to yourself in age1 intellect and education as young ,haxby4 ,but ,i will give you another chance4 ,make up another packet in any way you like4 ,apply to it the severest tests which your ingenuity can devise1 or other men of genius can suggest to you1 and let me give it to ,haxby and see if the contents can be extracted1 or tampered with a second time4 ,it would be useless1 said ,dr4 ,h----4 ,if they were extracted through the iron panels of a fireproof safe1 ,i would not believe it was done by any but natural means4 ,because you do not wish to believe1 ,i argued4 ,you are right1 he confessed1 ,i do not wish to believe4 ,if you convinced me of the truth of ,spiritualism1 you would upset all the theories ,i have held for the best part of my life4 ,i don't believe in a ,god1 nor a soul1 nor a future existence1 and ,i would rather not believe in them4 ,we have quite enough trouble1 in my opinion1 in this life1 without looking forward to another1 and ,i would rather cling to my belief that when we die we have done with it once and for ever4 ,so there ended my attempt to convince ,dr4 ,h----1 and ,i have often thought since that he was but a type of the genus sceptic4 ,in this world1 we mostly believe what we want to believe1 and the thought of a future troubles us in proportion to the lives we lead here4 ,it must often strike spiritualists 7who mostly look forward to the day of their departure for another world1 as a schoolboy looks forward to the commencement of the holidays7 as a very strange thing1 that people1 as a rule1 evince so little curiosity on the subject of ,spiritualism4 ,the idea of the spirits of the departed returning to this world to hold communication with their friends may be a new and startling one to them1 but the very wonder of it would make one expect to see them evince a little interest in a matter which concerns us all4 ,yet the generality of ,carlyle's ,british millions either pooh-pooh the notion as too utterly ridiculous for their exalted minds to entertain1 or inform you1 with superior wisdom1 that if ,spiritualism is true1 they cannot see the use of it1 and have no craving for any further knowledge4 ,if these same people expected to go to ,canada or ,australia in a few months' time1 how eagerly they would ask questions concerning their future home1 and procure the best information on what to do1 whilst they remained in ,england1 in order to fit themselves for the journey and the change4 ,but a journey to the other world--to the many worlds which perhaps await us--a certain proof that we shall live again 7or rather1 that we shall never die but need only time and patience and well-living here to reunite us to the dear one gone before7--that is a subject not worthy of our trying to believe--of not sufficient importance for us to take the trouble of ascertaining4 ,i pity from my soul the men and women who have no dead darling buried in their hearts whom they know they shall meet in a home of ,god's own choosing when this life ends4 ,the old1 cold faiths have melted away beneath the sun of ,progress4 ,we can no longer be made to believe1 like little children1 in a shadowy indefinite ,heaven where the saints sit on damp clouds with harps in their hands forever singing psalms and hymns and heavenly songs4 ,that sort of existence could be a ,heaven to none1 and to most it would be a ,hell4 ,we do not accept it now1 any more than we do the other place1 with its typical fire and brimstone1 and pitch-forking devils with horns and tails4 ,but what has ,religion given us instead8 ,those whose common-sense will not permit them to believe in the parson's ,heaven and ,hell generally believe 7like ,dr4 ,h----7 in nothing at all4 ,but ,spiritualism1 earnestly and faithfully followed1 leaves us in no doubt4 ,spiritualists know where they are going to4 ,the spheres are almost as familiar to them as this earth--it is not too much to say that many live in them as much as they do here1 and often they seem the more real1 as they are the more lasting of the two4 ,spiritualists are in no manner of doubt who their eyes will see when opening on another phase of life4 ,they do not expect to be carried straight up into ,abraham's bosom1 and lie snugly there1 whilst revengeful demons are torturing those who were1 perhaps1 nearest and dearest to them down below4 ,they have a better and more substantial religion than that--a revelation that teaches them that the works we do in the flesh must bear their fruit in the spirit1 and that no tardy deathbed repentance1 no crying out for mercy because ,justice is upon us1 like an unruly child howling as soon as the stick is produced for chastisement--will avail to wipe off the sins we have indulged in upon earth4 ,they know their expiation will be a bitter one1 yet not without ,hope1 and that they will be helped1 as well as help others1 in the upward path that leads to ultimate perfection4 ,the teaching of ,spiritualism is such as largely to increase belief in our ,divine ,father's love1 our ,saviour's pity1 and the angels' ministering help4 ,but it does more than this1 more than any religion has done before4 ,it affords the proof--the only proof we have ever received1 and our finite natures can accept--of a future existence4 ,the majority of ,christians hope and trust1 and say they believe4 ,it is the ,spiritualist only that knows4 ,i think that the marvellous indifference displayed by the crowd to ascertain these truths for themselves must be due1 in a large number of instances1 to the unnatural but universal fear which is entertained of ,death and all things connected with it4 ,the same people who loudly declaim again the possibility of seeing a ghost1 shudder at the idea of doing so4 ,the creature whom they have adored and waited on with tenderest devotion passes away1 and they are afraid to enter the room where his body lies4 ,that which they clung to and wept over yesterday1 they fear to look at or touch to-day1 and the idea that he would return and speak to them would inspire them with horror4 ,but why afraid of an impossibility8 ,their very fears should teach them that there is a cause4 ,from numerous notes made on the subject ,i have invariably found that those who have had the opportunity of testing the reality of ,spiritualism1 and either rejected or denied it1 have been selfish1 worldly1 and cold-hearted people who neither care1 nor are cared for1 by those who have passed on to another sphere4 ,plenty of love is sure to bring you plenty of proof4 ,the mourners1 who have lost sight of what is dearest to them1 and would give all they possess for one more look at the face they loved so much1 or one more tone of the voice that was music to their ears1 are only too eager and grateful to hear of a way by which their longings may be gratified1 and would take any trouble and go to any expense to accomplish what they desire4 ,it is this intense yearning to speak again with those that have left us1 on the part of the bereaved1 that has led to chicanery on the part of media in order to gratify it4 ,wherever money is to be made1 unfortunately cheating will step in2 but because some tradesmen will sell you brass for gold is no reason to vote all jewellers thieves4 ,the account of the raising of ,samuel by the witch of ,endor is an instance that my argument is correct4 ,the witch was evidently an impostor1 for she had no expectation of seeing ,samuel1 and was frightened by the apparition she had evoked2 but ,spiritualism must be a truth1 because it was ,samuel himself who appeared and rebuked ,saul for calling him back to this earth4 ,what becomes1 in the face of this story1 of the impassable gulf between the earthly and spiritual spheres8 ,that atheists who believe in nothing should not believe in ,spiritualism is credible1 natural1 and consistent4 ,but that ,christians should reject the theory is tantamount to acknowledging that they found their hopes of salvation upon a lie4 ,there is no way of getting out of it4 ,if it be impossible that the spirits of the departed can communicate with men1 the ,bible must be simply a collection of fabulous statements2 if it be wrong to speak with spirits1 all the men whose histories are therein related were sinners1 and the ,almighty helped them to sin2 and if all the spirits who have been heard and seen and touched in modern times are devils sent on earth to lure us to our destruction1 how are we to distinguish between them and the ,greatest ,spirit of all1 who walked with mortal ,adam and ,eve in the garden of ,eden4 ,o6 yes6 ,i think ,i hear somebody cry1 but that was in the ,bible2 as if the ,bible were a period or a place4 ,and did it ever strike you that there is something else recorded in the ,bible8 ,and ,he did not many miracles there because of their unbelief4 ,and yet ,christ came to call not the righteous but the sinners to repentance4 ,surely1 then1 the unbelieving required the conviction of the miracles more than those who knew ,him to be ,god4 ,yet there ,he did them not1 because of their unbelief1 because their scepticism produced a condition in which miracles could not be wrought4 ,and yet the nineteenth century is surprised because a sceptic1 whose jarring element upsets all union and harmony1 is not an acceptable addition to a spiritual meeting1 and that the miracles of the present--gross and feeble1 compared to those of the past1 because worked by grosser material though grosser agents--ceased to be manifested when his unbelief intrudes itself upon them4 ,,chapter ,,vii4 ,,the ,,story ,,of ,,john ,,powles4 ,on the #dth of ,april1 #ahfj1 there died in ,india a young officer in the #abth ,regiment ,m4,n4,i41 of the name of ,john ,powles4 ,he was an intimate friend of my first husband for several years before his death1 and had consequently become intimate with me2 indeed1 on several occasions he shared our house and lived with us on the terms of a brother4 ,i was very young at that time and susceptible to influence of all sorts--extremely nervous1 moreover1 on the subject of ghosts1 and yet burning with curiosity to learn something of the other world--a topic which it is most difficult to induce anybody to discuss with you4 ,people will talk of dress1 or dinner1 or their friend's private affairs--of anything1 in fact1 sooner than ,death and ,immortality and the world to come which we must all inevitably enter4 ,even parsons--the legalized exponents of what lies beyond the grave--are no exceptions to the rule4 ,when the bereaved sufferer goes to them for comfort1 they shake their heads and hope and trust1 and say ,god's mercy has no limits1 but they cannot give him one reasonable proof to rest upon that ,death is but a name4 ,john ,powles1 however1 though a careless and irreligious man1 liked to discuss the ,unseen4 ,we talked continually on the subject1 even when he was apparently in perfect health1 and he often ended our conversation by assuring me that should he die first 7and he always prophesied truly that he should not reach the age of thirty7 he would 7were such a thing possible7 come back to me4 ,i used to laugh at the absurdity of the idea1 and remind him how many friends had made the same promise to each other and never fulfilled it4 ,for though ,i firmly believed that such things had been1 ,i could not realize that they would ever happen to me1 or that ,i should survive the shock if they did4 ,john ,powles' death at the last was very sudden1 although the disease he died of was of long standing4 ,he had been under the doctor's hands for a few days when he took an unexpected turn for the worse1 and my husband and myself1 with other friends1 were summoned to his bedside to say good-bye to him4 ,when ,i entered the room he said to me1 ,so you see it has come at last4 ,don't forget what ,i said to you about it4 ,they were his last intelligible words to me1 though for several hours he grasped my dress with his hand to prevent my leaving him1 and became violent and unmanageable if ,i attempted to quit his side4 ,during this time1 in the intervals of his delirium1 he kept on entreating me to sing a certain old ballad1 which had always been a great favorite with him1 entitled ,thou art gone from my gaze4 ,i am sure if ,i sung that song once during that miserable day1 ,i must have sung it a dozen times4 ,at last our poor friend fell into convulsions which recurred with little intermission until his death1 which took place the same evening4 ,his death and the manner of it caused me a great shock4 ,he had been a true friend to my husband and myself for years1 and we both mourned his loss very sincerely4 ,that1 and other troubles combined1 had a serious effect upon my health1 and the doctors advised my immediate return to ,england4 ,when an officer dies in ,india1 it is the custom to sell all his minor effects by auction4 ,before this took place1 my husband asked me if there was anything belonging to ,john ,powles that ,i should like to keep in remembrance of him4 ,the choice ,i made was a curious one4 ,he had possessed a dark green silk necktie1 which was a favorite of his1 and when it became soiled ,i offered to turn it for him1 when it looked as good as new4 ,whereupon he had worn it so long that it was twice as dirty as before1 so ,i turned it for him the second time1 much to the amusement of the regiment4 ,when ,i was asked to choose a keepsake of him1 ,i said1 ,give me the green tie1 and ,i brought it to ,england with me4 ,the voyage home was a terrible affair4 ,i was suffering mentally and physically1 to such a degree that ,i cannot think of the time without a shudder4 ,john ,powles' death1 of course1 added to my distress1 and during the many months that occupied a voyage by long sea1 ,i hoped and expected that his spirit would appear to me4 ,with the very strong belief in the possibility of the return to earth of the departed--or rather1 ,i should say1 with my strong belief in my belief--,i lay awake night after night1 thinking to see my lost friend1 who had so often promised to come back to me4 ,i even cried aloud to him to appear and tell me where he was1 or what he was doing1 but ,i never heard or saw a single thing4 ,there was silence on every side of me4 ,ten days only after ,i landed in ,england ,i was delivered of a daughter1 and when ,i had somewhat recovered my health and spirits--when ,i had lost the physical weakness and nervous excitability1 to which most medical men would have attributed any mysterious sights or sounds ,i might have experienced before--then ,i commenced to know and to feel that ,john ,powles was with me again4 ,i did not see him1 but ,i felt his presence4 ,i used to lie awake at night1 trembling under the consciousness that he was sitting at my bedside1 and ,i had no means of penetrating the silence between us4 ,often ,i entreated him to speak1 but when a low1 hissing sound came close to my ear1 ,i would scream with terror and rush from my room4 ,all my desire to see or communicate with my lost friend had deserted me4 ,the very idea was a terror4 ,i was horror-struck to think he had returned1 and ,i would neither sleep alone nor remain alone4 ,i was advised to try a livelier place than ,winchester 7where ,i then resided71 and a house was taken for me at ,sydenham4 ,but there1 the sense of the presence of ,john ,powles was as keen as before1 and so1 at intervals1 ,i continued to feel it for the space of several years--until1 indeed1 ,i became an inquirer into ,spiritualism as a science4 ,i have related in the chapter that contains an account of my first seance1 that the only face ,i recognized as belonging to me was that of my friend ,john ,powles1 and how excited ,i became on seeing it4 ,it was that recognition that brought back all my old longing and curiosity to communicate with the inhabitants of the ,unseen ,world4 ,as soon as ,i commenced investigations in my home circle1 ,john ,powles was the very first spirit who spoke to me through the table1 and from that time until the present ,i have never ceased to hold communion with him4 ,he is very shy1 however1 7as he was1 whilst with us7 of conversing before strangers1 and seldom intimates his presence except ,i am alone4 ,at such times1 however1 he will talk by the hour of all such topics as interested him during his earth life4 ,soon after it became generally known that ,i was attending seances1 ,i was introduced to ,miss ,showers1 the daughter of ,general ,showers of the ,bombay ,army4 ,this young lady1 besides being little more than a child--,i think she was about sixteen when we met--was not a professional medium4 ,the seances to which her friends were invited to witness the extraordinary manifestations that took place in her presence were strictly private4 ,they offered therefore an enormous advantage to investigators1 as the occurrences were all above suspicion1 whilst ,miss ,showers was good enough to allow herself to be tested in every possible way4 ,i shall have occasion to refer more particularly to ,miss ,showers' mediumship further on--at present1 therefore1 ,i will confine myself to those occasions which afforded proofs of ,john ,powles' presence4 ,mrs4 and ,miss ,showers were living in apartments when ,i visited them1 and there was no means nor opportunity of deceiving their friends1 even had they had any object in doing so4 ,i must add also1 that they knew nothing of my ,indian life nor experiences1 which were things of the past long before ,i met them4 ,at the first sitting ,miss ,showers gave me for spirit faces1 she merely sat on a chair behind the window curtains1 which were pinned together half-way up1 so as to leave a ,v-shaped opening at the top4 ,the voice of ,peter 7,miss ,showers' principal control7 kept talking to us and the medium from behind the curtains all the time1 and making remarks on the faces as they appeared at the opening4 ,presently he said to me1 ,mrs4 ,ross-,church1 here's a fellow says his name is ,powles1 and he wants to speak to you1 only he doesn't like to show himself because he's not a bit like what he used to be4 ,tell him not to mind that1 ,i answered1 ,i shall know him under any circumstances4 ,well6 if he was anything like that1 he was a beauty1 exclaimed ,peter2 and presently a face appeared which ,i could not1 by any stretch of imagination1 decide to resemble in the slightest degree my old friend4 ,it was hard1 stiff and unlifelike4 ,after it had disappeared1 ,peter said1 ,powles says if you'll come and sit with ,rosie 7,miss ,showers7 often1 he'll look quite like himself by-and-by1 and of course ,i was only too anxious to accept the invitation4 ,as ,i was setting out another evening to sit with ,miss ,showers1 the thought suddenly occurred to me to put the green necktie in my pocket4 ,my two daughters accompanied me on that occasion1 but ,i said nothing to them about the necktie4 ,as soon as we had commenced1 however1 ,peter called out1 ,now1 ,mrs4 ,ross-,church1 hand over that necktie4 ,powles is coming4 ,what necktie8 ,i asked1 and he answered1 ,why ,powles' necktie1 of course1 that you've got in your pocket4 ,he wants you to put it round his neck4 ,the assembled party looked at me inquisitively as ,i produced the tie4 ,the face of ,john ,powles appeared1 very different from the time before1 as he had his own features and complexion1 but his hair and beard 7which were auburn during life7 appeared phosphoric1 as though made of living fire4 ,i mounted on a chair and tied the necktie round his throat1 and asked him if he would kiss me4 ,he shook his head4 ,peter called out1 ,give him your hand4 ,i did so1 and as he kissed it1 his moustaches burned me4 ,i cannot account for it4 ,i can only relate the fact4 ,after which he disappeared with the necktie1 which ,i have never seen since1 though we searched the little room for it thoroughly4 ,the next thing ,i have to relate about ,john ,powles is so startling that ,i dread the criticism it will evoke2 but if ,i had not startling stories to tell1 ,i should not consider them worth writing down4 ,i left my house in ,bayswater one ,sunday evening to dine with ,mr4 and ,mrs4 ,george ,neville in ,regent's ,park ,terrace1 to have a seance afterwards with ,miss ,showers4 ,there was a large company present1 and ,i was placed next to ,miss ,showers at table4 ,during dinner she told me complainingly that her mother had gone to ,norwood to spend the night1 and she 7,rosie7 was afraid of sleeping alone1 as the spirits worried her so4 ,in a moment it flashed across me to ask her to return to ,bayswater and sleep with me1 for ,i was most desirous of testing her powers when we were alone together4 ,miss ,showers accepted my invitation1 and we arranged that she should go home with me4 ,after dinner1 the guests sat for a seance1 but to everybody's surprise and disappointment1 nothing occurred4 ,it was one o'clock in the morning when ,miss ,showers and ,i entered a cab to return to ,bayswater4 ,we had hardly started when we were greeted with a loud peal of laughter close to our ears4 ,what's the matter1 ,peter8 demanded ,miss ,showers4 ,i can't help laughing1 he replied1 to think of their faces when no one appeared6 ,did you suppose ,i was going to let you waste all your power with them1 when ,i knew ,i was going home with you and ,mrs4 ,ross-,church8 ,i mean to show you what a real good seance is to-night4 ,when we reached home ,i let myself in with a latchkey4 ,the house was full1 for ,i had seven children1 four servants1 and a married sister staying with me2 but they were all in bed and asleep4 ,it was cold weather1 and when ,i took ,miss ,showers into my bedroom a fire was burning in the grate4 ,my sister was occupying a room which opened into mine2 but ,i locked her door and my own1 and put the keys under my pillow4 ,miss ,showers and ,i then undressed and got into bed4 ,when we had extinguished the gas1 we found the room was1 comparatively speaking1 light1 for ,i had stirred the fire into a blaze1 and a street lamp just opposite the window threw bars of light through the venetian blinds1 right across the ceiling4 ,as soon as ,miss ,showers had settled herself in bed1 she said1 ,i wonder what ,peter is going to do1 and ,i replied1 ,i hope he won't strip off the bed-clothes4 ,we were lying under four blankets1 a counterpane1 and an eider-down duvet1 and as ,i spoke1 the whole mass rose in the air1 and fell over the end of the bed1 leaving us quite unprotected4 ,we got up1 lit a candle1 and made the bed again1 tucking the clothes well in all round1 but the minute we laid down the same thing was repeated4 ,we were rather cross the second time1 and abused ,peter for being so disagreeable1 upon which the voice declared he wouldn't do it any more1 but we shouldn't have provoked him to try4 ,i said1 ,you had much better shew yourself to us1 ,peter4 ,that is what ,i want you to do4 ,he replied1 ,here ,i am1 my dear1 close to you6 ,i turned my head1 and there stood a dark figure beside the bed1 whilst another could be plainly distinguished walking about the room4 ,i said1 ,i can't see your face1 and he replied1 ,i'll come nearer to you6 ,upon this the figure rose in the air until it hung suspended1 face downward1 over the bed4 ,in this position it looked like a huge bat with outspread wings4 ,it was still indistinct1 except as to substance1 but ,peter said we had exhausted all the phosphorus in our bodies by the long evening we had spent1 and left him nothing to light himself up with4 ,after a while he lowered himself on to the bed1 and lay between ,miss ,showers and myself on the outside of the duvet4 ,to this we greatly objected1 as he was very heavy and took up a great deal of room2 but it was some time before he would go away4 ,during this manifestation1 the other spirit1 whom ,peter called the ,pope1 kept walking about and touching everything in the room1 which was full of ornaments2 and ,peter called out several times1 ,take care1 ,pope6 take care6 ,don't break ,mrs4 ,ross-,church's things4 ,the two made so much noise that they waked my sister in the adjoining room1 and she knocked at the door1 asking in an alarmed voice1 ,florence6 whom have you there8 ,you will wake the whole house4 ,when ,i replied1 ,never mind1 it's only spirits1 she gave one fell shriek and dived under her bed-clothes4 ,she maintains to this day that she fully believed the steps and voices to be human4 ,at last the manifestations became so rapid1 as many as eight and ten hands touching us at once1 that ,i asked ,miss ,showers if she would mind my tying hers together4 ,she was very amiable and consented willingly4 ,i therefore got out of bed again1 and having securely fastened her hands in the sleeves of the nightdress she wore1 ,i sewed them with needle and thread to the mattress4 ,miss ,showers then said she felt sleepy1 and with her back to me--a position she was obliged to maintain on account of her hands being sewn down--she apparently dropt off to sleep1 though ,i knew subsequently she was in a trance4 ,for some time afterwards nothing occurred1 the figures had disappeared1 the voices ceased1 and ,i thought the seance was over4 ,presently1 however1 ,i felt a hand laid on my head and the fingers began to gently stroke and pull the short curls upon my forehead4 ,i whispered1 ,who is this8 and the answer came back1 ,don't you know me8 ,i am ,powles6 ,at last--at last--after a silence of ten years ,i see you and speak with you again1 face to face4 ,how can ,i tell this is your hand8 ,i said4 ,peter might be materializing a hand in order to deceive me4 ,the hand immediately left my head and the back of it passed over my mouth1 when ,i felt it was covered with short hair4 ,i then remembered how hairy ,john ,powles' hands had become from exposure to the ,indian sun whilst shooting1 and how ,i had nicknamed him ,esau in consequence4 ,i recollected also that he had dislocated the left wrist with a cricket ball4 ,let me feel your wrist1 ,i said1 and my hand was at once placed on the enlarged bone4 ,i want to trace your hand to where it springs from1 ,i next suggested2 and on receiving permission ,i felt from the fingers and wrist to the elbow and shoulder1 where it terminated in the middle of ,miss ,showers' back4 ,still ,i was not quite satisfied1 for ,i used to find it very hard to believe in the identity of a person ,i had cared for4 ,i was so terribly afraid of being deceived4 ,i want to see your face1 ,i continued4 ,i cannot show you my face to-night1 the voice replied1 but you shall feel it2 and the face1 with beard and moustaches1 was laid for a moment against my own4 ,then the hand was replaced on my hair1 and whilst it kept on pulling and stroking my curls1 ,john ,powles' own voice spoke to me of everything that had occurred of importance when he and ,i were friends on earth4 ,fancy1 two people who were intimately associated for years1 meeting alone after a long and painful separation1 think of all the private things they would talk about together1 and you will understand why ,i cannot write down the conversation that took place between us that night here4 ,in order to convince me of his identity1 ,john ,powles spoke of all the troubles ,i had passed through and was then enduring--he mentioned scenes1 both sad and merry1 which we had witnessed together2 he recalled incidents which had slipped my memory1 and named places and people known only to ourselves4 ,had ,i been a disbeliever in ,spiritualism1 that night must have made a convert of me4 ,whilst the voice1 in the well-remembered tones of my old friend1 was speaking1 and his hand wandered through my hair1 ,miss ,showers continued to sleep1 or to appear to sleep1 with her back towards me1 and her hands sewn into her nightdress sleeves1 and the sleeves sewn down to the bed4 ,but had she been wide awake and with both hands free1 she could not have spoken to me in ,john ,powles' unforgotten voice of things that had occurred when she was an infant and thousands of miles away4 ,and ,i affirm that the voice spoke to me of things that no one but ,john ,powles could possibly have known4 ,he did not fail to remind me of the promise he had made1 and the many times he had tried to fulfil it before1 and he assured me he should be constantly with me from that time4 ,it was daylight before the voice ceased speaking1 and then both ,miss ,showers and ,i were so exhausted1 we could hardly raise our heads from the pillows4 ,i must not forget to add that when we did open our eyes again upon this work-a-day world1 we found there was hardly an article in the room that had not changed places4 ,the pictures were all turned with their faces to the wall--the crockery from the washstand was piled in the fender--the ornaments from the mantel-piece were on the dressing-table--in fact1 the whole room was topsy-turvy4 ,when ,mr4 ,william ,fletcher gave his first lecture in ,england1 in the ,steinway ,hall1 my husband1 ,colonel ,lean1 and ,i1 went to hear him4 ,we had never seen ,mr4 ,fletcher before1 nor any of his family1 nor did he know we were amongst the audience4 ,our first view of him was when he stepped upon the platform1 and we were seated quite in the body of the hall1 which was full4 ,it was ,mr4 ,fletcher's custom1 after his lecture was concluded1 to describe such visions as were presented to him1 and he only asked in return that if the people and places were recognized1 those who recognized them would be brave enough to say so1 for the sake of the audience and himself4 ,i can understand that strangers who went there and heard nothing that concerned themselves would be very apt to imagine it was all humbug1 and that those who claimed a knowledge of the visions were simply confederates of ,mr4 ,fletcher4 ,but there is nothing more true than that circumstances alter cases4 ,i entered ,steinway ,hall as a perfect stranger1 and as a press-writer1 quite prepared to expose trickery if ,i detected it4 ,and this is what ,i heard4 ,after ,mr4 ,fletcher had described several persons and scenes unknown to me1 he took out a handkerchief and began to wipe his face1 as though he were very warm4 ,i am no longer in ,england1 now1 he said4 ,the scene has quite changed1 and ,i am taken over the sea1 thousands of miles away1 and ,i am in a chamber with all the doors and windows open4 ,oh6 how hot it is6 ,i think ,i am somewhere in the tropics4 ,o6 ,i see why ,i have been brought here6 ,it is to see a young man die6 ,this is a death chamber4 ,he is lying on a bed4 ,he looks very pale1 and he is very near death1 but he has only been ill a short time4 ,his hair is a kind of golden chestnut color1 and he has blue eyes4 ,he is an ,englishman1 and ,i can see the letter ',p' above his head4 ,he has not been happy on earth1 and he is quite content to die4 ,he pushes all the influences that are round his bed away from him4 ,now ,i see a lady come and sit down beside him4 ,he holds her hand1 and appears to ask her to do something1 and ,i hear a strain of sweet music4 ,it is a song he has heard in happier times1 and on the breath of it his spirit passes away4 ,it is to this lady he seems to come now4 ,she is sitting on my left about half way down the hall4 ,a little girl1 with her hands full of blue flowers1 points her out to me4 ,the little girl holds up the flowers1 and ,i see they are woven into a resemblance of the letter ,f4 ,she tells me that is the initial letter of her mother's name and her own4 ,and ,i see this message written4 ',to my dearest friend1 for such you ever were to me from the beginning4 ,i have been with you through all your time of trial and sorrow1 and ,i am rejoiced to see that a happier era is beginning for you4 ,i am always near you4 ,the darkness is fast rolling away1 and happiness will succeed it4 ,pray for me1 and ,i shall be near you in your prayers4 ,i pray ,god to bless you and to bless me1 and to bring us together again in the summer land4' ,and ,i see the spirit pointing with his hand far away1 as though to intimate that the happiness he speaks of is only the beginning of some that will extend to a long distance of time4 ,i see this scene more plainly than any ,i have ever seen before4 ,these words were written down at the time they were spoken4 ,colonel ,lean and ,i were sitting in the very spot indicated by ,mr4 ,fletcher1 and the little girl with the blue flowers was my spirit child1 ,florence1 whose history ,i shall give in the next chapter4 ,but my communications with ,john ,powles1 though very extraordinary1 were not satisfactory to me4 ,i am the ,thomas1 surnamed ,didymus1 of the spiritualistic world1 who wants to see and touch and handle before ,i can altogether believe4 ,i wanted to meet ,john ,powles and talk with him face to face1 and it seemed such an impossibility for him to materialize in the light that1 after his two failures with ,miss ,showers1 he refused to try4 ,i was always worrying him to tell me if we should meet in the body before ,i left this world1 and his answer was always1 ,yes6 but not just yet6 ,i had no idea then that ,i should have to cross the ,atlantic before ,i saw my dear old friend again4 ,,chapter ,,viii4 ,,my ,,spirit ,,child4 ,the same year that ,john ,powles died1 #ahfj1 ,i passed through the greatest trouble of my life4 ,it is quite unnecessary to my narrative to relate what that trouble was1 nor how it affected me1 but ,i suffered terribly both in mind and body1 and it was chiefly for this reason that the medical men advised my return to ,england1 which ,i reached on the #adth of ,december1 and on the #cjth of the same month a daughter was born to me1 who survived her birth for only ten days4 ,the child was born with a most peculiar blemish1 which it is necessary for the purpose of my argument to describe4 ,on the left side of the upper lip was a mark as though a semi-circular piece of flesh had been cut out by a bullet-mould1 which exposed part of the gum4 ,the swallow also had been submerged in the gullet1 so that she had for the short period of her earthly existence to be fed by artificial means1 and the jaw itself had been so twisted that could she have lived to cut her teeth1 the double ones would have been in front4 ,this blemish was considered to be of so remarkable a type that ,dr4 ,frederick ,butler of ,winchester1 who attended me1 invited several other medical men1 from ,southampton and other places1 to examine the infant with him1 and they all agreed that a similar case had never come under their notice before4 ,this is a very important factor in my narrative4 ,i was closely catechized as to whether ,i had suffered any physical or mental shock1 that should account for the injury to my child1 and it was decided that the trouble ,i had experienced was sufficient to produce it4 ,the case1 under feigned names1 was fully reported in the ,lancet as something quite out of the common way4 ,my little child1 who was baptized by the name of ,florence1 lingered until the #ajth of ,january1 #ahfa1 and then passed quietly away1 and when my first natural disappointment was over ,i ceased to think of her except as of something which might have been1 but never would be again4 ,in this world of misery1 the loss of an infant is soon swallowed up in more active trouble4 ,still ,i never quite forgot my poor baby1 perhaps because at that time she was happily the one dead lamb of my little flock4 ,in recounting the events of my first seance with ,mrs4 ,holmes1 ,i have mentioned how a young girl much muffled up about the mouth and chin appeared1 and intimated that she came for me1 although ,i could not recognize her4 ,i was so ignorant of the life beyond the grave at that period1 that it never struck me that the baby who had left me at ten days old had been growing since our separation1 until she had reached the age of ten years4 ,i could not interpret ,longfellow 7whom ,i consider one of the sublimest spiritualists of the age7 as ,i can now4 ,day after day we think what she is doing1 ,in those bright realms of air3 ,year after year1 her tender steps pursuing1 ,behold her grown more fair4 4 4 4 4 4 ,not as a child shall we again behold her3 ,for when1 with rapture wild1 ,in our embraces we again enfold her1 ,she will not be a child2 ,but a fair maiden in her father's mansion1 ,clothed with celestial grace4 ,and beautiful with all the soul's expansion1 ,shall we behold her face6 99 99 99 99 99 ,the first seance made such an impression on my mind that two nights afterwards ,i again presented myself 7this time alone7 at ,mrs4 ,holmes' rooms to attend another4 ,it was a very different circle on the second occasion4 ,there were about thirty people present1 all strangers to each other1 and the manifestations were proportionately ordinary4 ,another professional medium1 a ,mrs4 ,davenport1 was present1 as one of her controls1 whom she called ,bell1 had promised1 if possible1 to show her face to her4 ,as soon1 therefore1 as the first spirit face appeared 7which was that of the same little girl that ,i had seen before71 ,mrs4 ,davenport exclaimed1 ,there's ',bell1' ,why6 ,i said1 that's the little nun we saw on ,monday4 ,o6 no6 that's my ',bell1' persisted ,mrs4 ,davenport4 ,but ,mrs4 ,holmes took my side1 and was positive the spirit came for me4 ,she told me she had been trying to communicate with her since the previous seance4 ,i know she is nearly connected with you1 she said4 ,have you never lost a relation of her age8 ,never6 ,i replied2 and at that declaration the little spirit moved away1 sorrowfully as before4 ,a few weeks after ,i received an invitation from ,mr4 ,henry ,dunphy 7the gentleman who had introduced me to ,mrs4 ,holmes7 to attend a private seance1 given at his own house in ,upper ,gloucester ,place1 by the well-known medium ,florence ,cook4 ,the double drawing-rooms were divided by velvet curtains1 behind which ,miss ,cook was seated in an arm-chair1 the curtains being pinned together half-way up1 leaving a large aperture in the shape of a ,v4 ,being a complete stranger to ,miss ,cook1 ,i was surprised to hear the voice of her control direct that ,i should stand by the curtains and hold the lower parts together whilst the forms appeared above1 lest the pins should give way1 and necessarily from my position ,i could hear every word that passed between ,miss ,cook and her guide4 ,the first face that showed itself was that of a man unknown to me2 then ensued a kind of frightened colloquy between the medium and her control4 ,take it away4 ,go away6 ,i don't like you4 ,don't touch me--you frighten me6 ,go away6 ,i heard ,miss ,cook exclaim1 and then her guide's voice interposed itself1 ,don't be silly1 ,florrie4 ,don't be unkind4 ,it won't hurt you1 etc41 and immediately afterwards the same little girl ,i had seen at ,mrs4 ,holmes' rose to view at the aperture of the curtains1 muffled up as before1 but smiling with her eyes at me4 ,i directed the attention of the company to her1 calling her again my little nun4 ,i was surprised1 however1 at the evident distaste ,miss ,cook had displayed towards the spirit1 and when the seance was concluded and she had regained her normal condition1 ,i asked her if she could recall the faces she saw under trance4 ,sometimes1 she replied4 ,i told her of the little nun1 and demanded the reason of her apparent dread of her4 ,i can hardly tell you1 said ,miss ,cook2 ,i don't know anything about her4 ,she is quite a stranger to me1 but her face is not fully developed1 ,i think4 ,there is something wrong about her mouth4 ,she frightens me4 ,this remark1 though made with the utmost carelessness1 set me thinking1 and after ,i had returned home1 ,i wrote to ,miss ,cook1 asking her to inquire of her guides who the little spirit was4 ,she replied as follows3 ,dear ,mrs4 ,ross-,church1 ,i have asked ',katie ,king1' but she cannot tell me anything further about the spirit that came through me the other evening than that she is a young girl closely connected with yourself4 ,i was not1 however1 yet convinced of the spirit's identity1 although ,john ,powles constantly assured me that it was my child4 ,i tried hard to communicate with her at home1 but without success4 ,i find in the memoranda ,i kept of our private seances at that period several messages from ,powles referring to ,florence4 ,in one he says1 ,your child's want of power to communicate with you is not because she is too pure1 but because she is too weak4 ,she will speak to you some day4 ,she is not in heaven4 ,this last assertion1 knowing so little as ,i did of a future state1 both puzzled and grieved me4 ,i could not believe that an innocent infant was not in the ,beatific ,presence--yet ,i could not understand what motive my friend could have in leading me astray4 ,i had yet to learn that once received into ,heaven no spirit could return to earth1 and that a spirit may have a training to undergo1 even though it has never committed a mortal sin4 ,a further proof1 however1 that my dead child had never died was to reach me from a quarter where ,i least expected it4 ,i was editor of the magazine ,london ,society at that time1 and amongst my contributors was ,dr4 ,keningale ,cook1 who had married ,mabel ,collins1 the now well-known writer of spiritualistic novels4 ,one day ,dr4 ,cook brought me an invitation from his wife 7whom ,i had never met7 to spend ,saturday to ,monday with them in their cottage at ,redhill1 and ,i accepted it1 knowing nothing of the proclivities of either of them1 and they knowing as little of my private history as ,i did of theirs4 ,and ,i must take this opportunity to observe that1 at this period1 ,i had never made my lost child the subject of conversation even with my most intimate friends4 ,the memory of her life and death1 and the troubles that caused it1 was not a happy one1 and of no interest to any but myself4 ,so little1 therefore1 had it been discussed amongst us that until ,florence reappeared to revive the topic1 my elder children were ignorant that their sister had been marked in any way differently from themselves4 ,it may1 therefore1 be supposed how unlikely it was that utter strangers and public media should have gained any inkling of the matter4 ,i went down to ,redhill1 and as ,i was sitting with the ,keningale ,cooks after dinner1 the subject of ,spiritualism came on the tapis1 and ,i was informed that the wife was a powerful trance medium1 which much interested me1 as ,i had not1 at that period1 had any experience of her particular class of mediumship4 ,in the evening we sat together1 and ,mrs4 ,cook having become entranced1 her husband took shorthand notes of her utterances4 ,several old friends of their family spoke through her1 and ,i was listening to them in the listless manner in which we hear the conversation of strangers1 when my attention was aroused by the medium suddenly leaving her seat1 and falling on her knees before me1 kissing my hands and face1 and sobbing violently the while4 ,i waited in expectation of hearing who this might be1 when the manifestations as suddenly ceased1 the medium returned to her seat1 and the voice of one of her guides said that the spirit was unable to speak through excess of emotion1 but would try again later in the evening4 ,i had almost forgotten the circumstance in listening to other communications1 when ,i was startled by hearing the word ,mother6 sighed rather than spoken4 ,i was about to make some excited reply1 when the medium raised her hand to enjoin silence1 and the following communication was taken down by ,mr4 ,cook as she pronounced the words4 ,the sentences in parentheses are my replies to her4 ,mother6 ,i am ',florence4' ,i must be very quiet4 ,i want to feel ,i have a mother still4 ,i am so lonely4 ,why should ,i be so8 ,i cannot speak well4 ,i want to be like one of you4 ,i want to feel ,i have a mother and sisters4 ,i am so far away from you all now4 7,but ,i always think of you1 my dear dead baby47 ,that's just it--your baby4 ,but ,i'm not a baby now4 ,i shall get nearer4 ,they tell me ,i shall4 ,i do not know if ,i can come when you are alone4 ,it's all so dark4 ,i know you are there1 but so dimly4 ,i've grown all by myself4 ,i'm not really unhappy1 but ,i want to get nearer you4 ,i know you think of me1 but you think of me as a baby4 ,you don't know me as ,i am4 ,you've seen me1 because in my love ,i have forced myself upon you4 ,i've not been amongst the flowers yet1 but ,i shall be1 very soon now2 but ,i want my mother to take me there4 ,all has been given me that can be given me1 but ,i cannot receive it1 except in so far---- ,here she seemed unable to express herself4 7,did the trouble ,i had before your birth affect your spirit1 ,florence87 ,only as things cause each other4 ,i was with you1 mother1 all through that trouble4 ,i should be nearer to you1 than any child you have1 if ,i could only get close to you4 7,i can't bear to hear you speak so sadly1 dear4 ,i have always believed that you1 at least1 were happy in ,heaven47 ,i am not in ,heaven6 ,but there will come a day1 mother--,i can laugh when ,i say it--when we shall go to heaven together and pick blue flowers--blue flowers4 ,they are so good to me here1 but if your eye cannot bear the daylight you cannot see the buttercups and daisies4 ,i did not learn till afterwards that in the spiritual language blue flowers are typical of happiness4 ,the next question ,i asked her was if she thought she could write through me4 ,i don't seem able to write through you1 but why1 ,i know not4 7,do you know your sisters1 ,eva and ,ethel87 ,no6 no6 in a weary voice4 ,the link of sisterhood is only through the mother4 ,that kind of sisterhood does not last1 because there is a higher4 7,do you ever see your father87 ,no6 he is far1 far away4 ,i went once1 not more4 ,mother1 dear1 he'll love me when he comes here4 ,they've told me so1 and they always tell truth here6 ,i am but a child1 yet not so very little4 ,i seem composed of two things--a child in ignorance and a woman in years4 ,why can't ,i speak at other places8 ,i have wished and tried6 ,i've come very near1 but it seems so easy to speak now4 ,this medium seems so different4 7,i wish you could come to me when ,i am alone1 ,florence47 ,you shall know me6 ,i will come1 mother1 dear4 ,i shall always be able to come here4 ,i do come to you1 but not in the same way4 ,she spoke in such a plaintive1 melancholy voice that ,mrs4 ,cook1 thinking she would depress my spirits1 said1 ,don't make your state out to be sadder than it really is4 ,her reply was very remarkable4 ,i am1 as ,i am6 ,friend6 when you come here1 if you find that sadness is1 you will not be able to alter it by plunging into material pleasures4 ,our sadness makes the world we live in4 ,it is not deeds that make us wrong4 ,it is the state in which we were born4 ,mother6 you say ,i died sinless4 ,that is nothing4 ,i was born in a state4 ,had ,i lived1 ,i should have caused you more pain than you can know4 ,i am better here4 ,i was not fit to battle with the world1 and they took me from it4 ,mother6 you won't let this make you sad4 ,you must not4 7,what can ,i do to bring you nearer to me87 ,i don't know what will bring me nearer1 but ,i'm helped already by just talking to you4 ,there's a ladder of brightness--every step4 ,i believe ,i've gained just one step now4 ,o6 the ,divine teachings are so mysterious4 ,mother6 does it seem strange to you to hear your 'baby' say things as if she knew them8 ,i'm going now4 ,good-bye6 ,and so ,florence went4 ,the next voice that spoke was that of a guide of the medium1 and ,i asked her for a personal description of my daughter as she then appeared4 ,she replied1 ,her face is downcast4 ,we have tried to cheer her1 but she is very sad4 ,it is the state in which she was born4 ,every physical deformity is the mark of a condition4 ,a weak body is not necessarily the mark of a weak spirit1 but the prison of it1 because the spirit might be too passionate otherwise4 ,you cannot judge in what way the mind is deformed because the body is deformed4 ,it does not follow that a canker in the body is a canker in the mind4 ,but the mind may be too exuberant--may need a canker to restrain it4 ,i have copied this conversation1 word for word1 from the shorthand notes taken at the time of utterance2 and when it is remembered that neither ,mrs4 ,keningale ,cook nor her husband knew that ,i had lost a child--that they had never been in my house nor associated with any of my friends--it will at least be acknowledged1 even by the most sceptical1 that it was a very remarkable coincidence that ,i should receive such a communication from the lips of a perfect stranger4 ,only once after this did ,florence communicate with me through the same source4 ,she found congenial media nearer home1 and naturally availed herself of them4 ,but the second occasion was almost more convincing than the first4 ,i went one afternoon to consult my solicitor in the strictest confidence as to how ,i should act under some very painful circumstances1 and he gave me his advice4 ,the next morning as ,i sat at breakfast1 ,mrs4 ,cook1 who was still living at ,redhill1 ran into my room with an apology for the unceremoniousness of her visit1 on the score that she had received a message for me the night before which ,florence had begged her to deliver without delay4 ,the message was to this effect3 ,tell my mother that ,i was with her this afternoon at the lawyer's1 and she is not to follow the advice given her1 as it will do harm instead of good4 ,mrs4 ,cook added1 ,i don't know to what ',florence' alludes1 of course1 but ,i thought it best1 as ,i was coming to town1 to let you know at once4 ,the force of this anecdote does not lie in the context4 ,the mystery is contained in the fact of a secret interview having been overheard and commented upon4 ,but the truth is1 that having greater confidence in the counsel of my visible guide than in that of my invisible one1 ,i abided by the former1 and regretted it ever afterwards4 ,the first conversation ,i held with ,florence had a great effect upon me4 ,i knew before that my uncontrolled grief had been the cause of the untimely death of her body1 but it had never struck me that her spirit would carry the effects of it into the unseen world4 ,it was a warning to me 7as it should be to all mothers7 not to take the solemn responsibility of maternity upon themselves without being prepared to sacrifice their own feelings for the sake of their children4 ,florence assured me1 however1 that communion with myself in my improved condition of happiness would soon lift her spirit from its state of depression1 and consequently ,i seized every opportunity of seeing and speaking with her4 ,during the succeeding twelve months ,i attended numerous seances with various media1 and my spirit child 7as she called herself7 never failed to manifest through the influence of any one of them1 though1 of course1 in different ways4 ,through some she touched me only1 and always with an infant's hand1 that ,i might recognize it as hers1 or laid her mouth against mine that ,i might feel the scar upon her lip2 through others she spoke1 or wrote1 or showed her face1 but ,i never attended a seance at which she omitted to notify her presence4 ,once at a dark circle1 held with ,mr4 ,charles ,williams1 after having had my dress and that of my next neighbor1 ,lady ,archibald ,campbell1 pulled several times as if to attract our attention1 the darkness opened before us1 and there stood my child1 smiling at us like a happy dream1 her fair hair waving about her temples1 and her blue eyes fixed on me4 ,she was clothed in white1 but we saw no more than her head and bust1 about which her hands held her drapery4 ,lady ,archibald ,campbell saw her as plainly as ,i did4 ,on another occasion ,mr4 ,william ,eglinton proposed to me to try and procure the spirit-writing on his arm4 ,he directed me to go into another room and write the name of the friend ,i loved best in the spirit world upon a scrap of paper1 which ,i was to twist up tightly and take back to him4 ,i did so1 writing the name of ,john ,powles4 ,when ,i returned to ,mr4 ,eglinton1 he bared his arm1 and holding the paper to the candle till it was reduced to tinder1 rubbed his flesh with the ashes4 ,i knew what was expected to ensue4 ,the name written on the paper was to reappear in red or white letters on the medium's arm4 ,the sceptic would say it was a trick of thought-reading1 and that1 the medium knowing what ,i had written1 had prepared the writing during my absence4 ,but to his surprise and mine1 when at last he shook the ashes from his arm1 we read1 written in a bold1 clear hand1 the words--,florence is the dearest1 as though my spirit child had given me a gentle rebuke for writing any name but her own4 ,it seems curious to me now to look back and remember how melancholy she used to be when she first came back to me1 for as soon as she had established an unbroken communication between us1 she developed into the merriest little spirit ,i have ever known1 and though her childhood has now passed away1 and she is more dignified and thoughtful and womanly1 she always appears joyous and happy4 ,she has manifested largely to me through the mediumship of ,mr4 ,arthur ,colman4 ,i had known her1 during a dark seance with a very small private circle 7the medium being securely held and fastened the while7 run about the room1 like the child she was1 and speak to and kiss each sitter in turn1 pulling off the sofa and chair covers and piling them up in the middle of the table1 and changing the ornaments of everyone present--placing the gentlemen's neckties round the throats of the ladies1 and hanging the ladies' earrings in the buttonholes of the gentlemen's coats--just as she might have done had she been still with us1 a happy1 petted child1 on earth4 ,i have known her come in the dark and sit on my lap and kiss my face and hands1 and let me feel the defect in her mouth with my own4 ,one bright evening on the #ith of ,july--my birthday--,arthur ,colman walked in quite unexpectedly to pay me a visit1 and as ,i had some friends with me1 we agreed to have a seance4 ,it was impossible to make the room dark1 as the windows were only shaded by venetian blinds1 but we lowered them1 and sat in the twilight4 ,the first thing we heard was the voice of ,florence whispering--,a present for dear mother's birthday1 when something was put into my hand4 ,then she crossed to the side of a lady present and dropped something into her hand1 saying1 ,and a present for dear mother's friend6 ,i knew at once by the feel of it that what ,florence had given me was a chaplet of beads1 and knowing how often1 under similar circumstances1 articles are merely carried about a room1 ,i concluded it was one which lay upon my drawing-room mantel-piece1 and said as much4 ,i was answered by the voice of ,aimee1 the medium's nearest control4 ,you are mistaken1 she said1 ',florence' has given you a chaplet you have never seen before4 ,she was exceedingly anxious to give you a present on your birthday1 so ,i gave her the beads which were buried with me4 ,they came from my coffin4 ,i held them in my hand4 ,all ,i ask is1 that you will not shew them to ,arthur until ,i give you leave4 ,he is not well at present1 and the sight of them will upset him4 ,i was greatly astonished1 but1 of course1 ,i followed her instructions1 and when ,i had an opportunity to examine the beads1 ,i found that they really were strangers to me1 and had not been in the house before4 ,the present my lady friend had received was a large1 unset topaz4 ,the chaplet was made of carved wood and steel4 ,it was not till months had elapsed that ,i was given permission to show it to ,arthur ,colman4 ,he immediately recognized it as the one he had himself placed in the hands of ,aimee as she lay in her coffin1 and when ,i saw how the sight affected him1 ,i regretted ,i had told him anything about it4 ,i offered to give the beads up to him1 but he refused to receive them1 and they remain in my possession to this day4 ,but the great climax that was to prove beyond all question the personal identity of the spirit who communicated with me1 with the body ,i had brought into the world1 was yet to come4 ,mr4 ,william ,harrison1 the editor of the ,spiritualist 7who1 after seventeen years' patient research into the science of ,spiritualism1 had never received a personal proof of the return of his own friends1 or relations7 wrote me word that he had received a message from his lately deceased friend1 ,mrs4 ,stewart1 to the effect that if he would sit with the medium1 ,florence ,cook1 and one or two harmonious companions1 she would do her best to appear to him in her earthly likeness and afford him the test he had so long sought after4 ,mr4 ,harrison asked me1 therefore1 if ,i would join him and ,miss ,kidlingbury--the secretary to the ,british ,national ,association of ,spiritualists--in holding a seance with ,miss ,cook1 to which ,i agreed1 and we met in one of the rooms of the ,association for that purpose4 ,it was a very small room1 about #h feet by #af feet1 was uncarpeted and contained no furniture1 so we carried in three cane-bottomed chairs for our accommodation4 ,across one corner of the room1 about four feet from the floor1 we nailed an old black shawl1 and placed a cushion behind it for ,miss ,cook to lean her head against4 ,miss ,florence ,cook1 who is a brunette1 of a small1 slight figure1 with dark eyes and hair which she wore in a profusion of curls1 was dressed in a high grey merino1 ornamented with crimson ribbons4 ,she informed me previous to sitting1 that she had become restless during her trances lately1 and in the habit of walking out amongst the circle1 and she asked me as a friend 7for such we had by that time become7 to scold her well should such a thing occur1 and order her to go back into the cabinet as if she were a child or a dog2 and ,i promised her ,i would do so4 ,after ,florence ,cook had sat down on the floor1 behind the black shawl 7which left her grey merino skirt exposed71 and laid her head against the cushion1 we lowered the gas a little1 and took our seats on the three cane chairs4 ,the medium appeared very uneasy at first1 and we heard her remonstrating with the influences for using her so roughly4 ,in a few minutes1 however1 there was a tremulous movement of the black shawl1 and a large white hand was several times thrust into view and withdrawn again4 ,i had never seen ,mrs4 ,stewart 7for whom we were expressly sitting7 in this life1 and could not1 therefore1 recognize the hand2 but we all remarked how large and white it was4 ,in another minute the shawl was lifted up1 and a female figure crawled on its hands and knees from behind it1 and then stood up and regarded us4 ,it was impossible1 in the dim light and at the distance she stood from us1 to identify the features1 so ,mr4 ,harrison asked if she were ,mrs4 ,stewart4 ,the figure shook its head4 ,i had lost a sister a few months previously1 and the thought flashed across me that it might be her4 ,is it you1 ,emily8 ,i asked2 but the head was still shaken to express a negative1 and a similar question on the part of ,miss ,kidlingbury1 with respect to a friend of her own1 met with the same response4 ,who can it be8 ,i remarked curiously to ,mr4 ,harrison4 ,mother6 don't you know me8 sounded in ,florence's whispering voice4 ,i started up to approach her1 exclaiming1 ,o6 my darling child6 ,i never thought ,i should meet you here6 ,but she said1 ,go back to your chair1 and ,i will come to you6 ,i reseated myself1 and ,florence crossed the room and sat down on my lap4 ,she was more unclothed on that occasion than any materialized spirit ,i have ever seen4 ,she wore nothing on her head1 only her hair1 of which she appears to have an immense quantity1 fell down her back and covered her shoulders4 ,her arms were bare and her feet and part of her legs1 and the dress she wore had no shape or style1 but seemed like so many yards of soft thick muslin1 wound round her body from the bosom to below the knees4 ,she was a heavy weight--perhaps ten stone--and had well-covered limbs4 ,in fact1 she was then1 and has appeared for several years past1 to be1 in point of size and shape1 so like her eldest sister ,eva1 that ,i always observe the resemblance between them4 ,this seance took place at a period when ,florence must have been about seventeen years old4 ,florence1 my darling1 ,i said1 is this really you8 ,turn up the gas1 she answered1 and look at my mouth4 ,mr4 ,harrison did as she desired1 and we all saw distinctly that peculiar defect on the lip with which she was born--a defect1 be it remembered1 which some of the most experienced members of the profession had affirmed to be so rare as never to have fallen under their notice before4 ,she also opened her mouth that we might see she had no gullet4 ,i promised at the commencement of my book to confine myself to facts1 and leave the deduction to be drawn from them to my readers1 so ,i will not interrupt my narrative to make any remarks upon this incontrovertible proof of identity4 ,i know it struck me dumb1 and melted me into tears4 ,at this juncture ,miss ,cook1 who had been moaning and moving about a good deal behind the black shawl1 suddenly exclaimed1 ,i can't stand this any longer1 and walked out into the room4 ,there she stood in her grey dress and crimson ribbons whilst ,florence sat on my lap in white drapery4 ,but only for a moment1 for directly the medium was fully in view1 the spirit sprung up and darted behind the curtain4 ,recalling ,miss ,cook's injunctions to me1 ,i scolded her heartily for leaving her seat1 until she crept back1 whimpering1 to her former position4 ,the shawl had scarcely closed behind her before ,florence reappeared and clung to me1 saying1 ,don't let her do that again4 ,she frightens me so4 ,she was actually trembling all over4 ,why1 ,florence1 ,i replied4 ,do you mean to tell me you are frightened of your medium8 ,in this world it is we poor mortals who are frightened of the spirits4 ,i am afraid she will send me away1 mother1 she whispered4 ,however1 ,miss ,cook did not disturb us again1 and ,florence stayed with us for some time longer4 ,she clasped her arms round my neck1 and laid her head upon my bosom1 and kissed me dozens of times4 ,she took my hand and spread it out1 and said she felt sure ,i should recognize her hand when she thrust it outside the curtain1 because it was so much like my own4 ,i was suffering much trouble at that time1 and ,florence told me the reason ,god had permitted her to show herself to me in her earthly deformity was so that ,i might be sure that she was herself1 and that ,spiritualism was a truth to comfort me4 ,sometimes you doubt1 mother1 she said1 and think your eyes and ears have misled you2 but after this you must never doubt again4 ,don't fancy ,i am like this in the spirit land4 ,the blemish left me long ago4 ,but ,i put it on to-night to make you certain4 ,don't fret1 dear mother4 ,remember ,i am always near you4 ,no one can take me away4 ,your earthly children may grow up and go out into the world and leave you1 but you will always have your spirit child close to you4 ,i did not1 and cannot1 calculate for how long ,florence remained visible on that occasion4 ,mr4 ,harrison told me afterwards that she had remained for nearly twenty minutes4 ,but her undoubted presence was such a stupendous fact to me1 that ,i could only think that she was there--that ,i actually held in my arms the tiny infant ,i had laid with my own hands in her coffin--that she was no more dead than ,i was myself1 but had grown to be a woman4 ,so ,i sat1 with my arms tight round her1 and my heart beating against hers1 until the power decreased1 and ,florence was compelled to give me a last kiss and leave me stupefied and bewildered by what had so unexpectedly occurred4 ,two other spirits materialized and appeared after she had left us1 but as neither of them was ,mrs4 ,stewart1 the seance1 as far as ,mr4 ,harrison was concerned1 was a failure4 ,i have seen and heard ,florence on numerous occasions since the one ,i have narrated1 but not with the mark upon her mouth1 which she assures me will never trouble either of us again4 ,i could fill pages with accounts of her pretty1 caressing ways and her affectionate and sometimes solemn messages2 but ,i have told as much of her story as will interest the general reader4 ,it has been wonderful to me to mark how her ways and mode of communication have changed with the passing years4 ,it was a simple child who did not know how to express itself that appeared to me in #ahgc4 ,it is a woman full of counsel and tender warning that comes to me in #ahij4 ,but yet she is only nineteen4 ,when she reached that age1 ,florence told me she should never grow any older in years or appearance1 and that she had reached the climax of womanly perfection in the spirit world4 ,only to-night--the night before ,christmas ,day--as ,i write her story1 she comes to me and says1 ,mother6 you must not give way to sad thoughts4 ,the ,past is past4 ,let it be buried in the blessings that remain to you4 ,and amongst the greatest of those blessings ,i reckon my belief in the existence of my spirit-child4 ,,chapter ,,ix4 ,,the ,,story ,,of ,,emily4 ,my sister ,emily was the third daughter of my late father1 and several years older than myself4 ,she was a handsome woman--strictly speaking1 perhaps1 the handsomest of the family1 and quite unlike the others4 ,she had black hair and eyes1 a pale complexion1 a well-shaped nose1 and small1 narrow hands and feet4 ,but her beauty had slight detractions--so slight1 indeed1 as to be imperceptible to strangers1 but well known to her intimate friends4 ,her mouth was a little on one side1 one shoulder was half an inch higher than the other1 her fingers were not quite straight1 nor her toes1 and her hips corresponded with her shoulders4 ,she was clever1 with a versatile1 all-round talent1 and of a very happy and contented disposition4 ,she married ,dr4 ,henry ,norris of ,charmouth1 in ,dorset1 and lived there many years before her death4 ,she was an excellent wife and mother1 a good friend1 and a sincere ,christian2 indeed1 ,i do not believe that a more earnest1 self-denying1 better woman ever lived in this world4 ,but she had strong feelings1 and in some things she was very bigoted4 ,one was ,spiritualism4 ,she vehemently opposed even the mention of it1 declared it to be diabolical1 and never failed to blame me for pursuing such a wicked and unholy occupation4 ,she was therefore about the last person whom ,i should have expected to take advantage of it to communicate with her friends4 ,my sister ,emily died on the #bjth of ,april1 #ahge4 ,her death resulted from a sudden attack of pleurisy1 and was most unexpected4 ,i was sitting at an early dinner with my children on the same day when ,i received a telegram from my brother-in-law to say1 ,emily very ill2 will telegraph when change occurs1 and ,i had just despatched an answer to ask if ,i should go down to ,charmouth1 or could be of any use1 when a second message arrived1 ,all is over4 ,she died quietly at two o'clock4 ,those who have received similar shocks will understand what ,i felt4 ,i was quite stunned1 and could not realize that my sister had passed away from us1 so completely unanticipated had been the news4 ,i made the necessary arrangements for going down to her funeral1 but my head was filled with nothing but thoughts of ,emily the while1 and conjectures of how she had died and of what she had died 7for that was1 as yet1 unknown to me71 and what she had thought and said2 above all1 what she was thinking and feeling at that moment4 ,i retired to rest with my brain in a whirl1 and lay half the night wide awake1 staring into the darkness1 and wondering where my sister was4 ,now was the time 7if any7 for my cerebral organs to play me a trick1 and conjure up a vision of the person ,i was thinking of4 ,but ,i saw nothing2 no sound broke the stillness2 my eyes rested only on the darkness4 ,i was quite disappointed1 and in the morning ,i told my children so4 ,i loved my sister ,emily dearly1 and ,i hoped she would have come to wish me good-bye4 ,on the following night ,i was exhausted by want of sleep and the emotion ,i had passed through1 and when ,i went to bed ,i was very sleepy4 ,i had not been long asleep1 however1 before ,i was waked up--,i can hardly say by what--and there at my bedside stood ,emily1 smiling at me4 ,when ,i lost my little ,florence1 ,emily had been unmarried1 and she had taken a great interest in my poor baby1 and nursed her during her short lifetime1 and1 ,i believe1 really mourned her loss1 for 7although she had children of her own7 she always wore a little likeness of ,florence in a locket on her watch-chain4 ,when ,emily died ,i had of course been for some time in communication with my spirit-child1 and when my sister appeared to me that night1 ,florence was in her arms1 with her head resting on her shoulder4 ,i recognized them both at once1 and the only thing which looked strange to me was that ,emily's long black hair was combed right back in the ,chinese fashion1 giving her forehead an unnaturally high appearance4 ,this circumstance made the greater impression on me1 because we all have such high foreheads with the hair growing off the temples that we have never been able to wear it in the style ,i speak of4 ,with this exception my sister looked beautiful and most happy1 and my little girl clung to her lovingly4 ,emily did not speak aloud1 but she kept on looking down at ,florence1 and up at me1 whilst her lips formed the words1 ,little ,baby1 which was the name by which she had always mentioned my spirit-child4 ,in the morning ,i mentioned what ,i had seen to my elder girls1 adding1 ,i hardly knew dear ,aunt ,emily1 with her hair scratched back in that fashion4 ,this apparition happened on the ,wednesday night1 and on the ,friday following ,i travelled down to ,charmouth to be present at the funeral1 which was fixed for ,saturday4 ,i found my sister ,cecil there before me4 ,as soon as we were alone1 she said to me1 ,i am so glad you came to-day4 ,i want you to arrange dear ,emily nicely in her coffin4 ,the servants had laid her out before my arrival1 and she doesn't look a bit like herself4 ,but ,i haven't the nerve to touch her4 ,it was late at night1 but ,i took a candle at once and accompanied ,cecil to the death-chamber4 ,our sister was lying1 pale and calm1 with a smile upon her lips1 much as she had appeared to me1 and with all her black hair combed back from her forehead4 ,the servants had arranged it so1 thinking it looked neater4 ,it was impossible to make any alteration till the morning1 but when our dear sister was carried to her grave1 her hair framed her dead face in the wavy curls in which it always fell when loose2 a wreath of flowering syringa was round her head1 a cross of violets on her breast1 and in her waxen1 beautifully-moulded hands1 she held three tall1 white lilies4 ,i mention this because she has come to me since with the semblance of these very flowers to ensure her recognition4 ,after the funeral1 my brother-in-law gave me the details of her last illness4 ,he told me that on the ,monday afternoon1 when her illness first took a serious turn and she became 7as he said7 delirious1 she talked continually to her father1 ,captain ,marryat 7to whom she had been most reverentially attached71 and who1 she affirmed1 was sitting by the side of the bed4 ,her conversation was perfectly rational1 and only disjointed when she waited for a reply to her own remarks4 ,she spoke to him of ,langham and all that had happened there1 and particularly expressed her surprise at his having a beard1 saying1 ,does hair grow up there1 father8 ,i was the more impressed by this account1 because ,dr4 ,norris1 like most medical men1 attributed the circumstance entirely to the distorted imagination of a wandering brain4 ,and yet my father 7whom ,i have never seen since his death7 has been described to me by various clairvoyants1 and always as wearing a beard1 a thing he never did during his lifetime1 as it was the fashion then for naval officers to wear only side whiskers4 ,in all his pictures he is represented as clean shorn1 and as he was so well known a man1 one would think that 7were they dissembling7 the clairvoyants1 in describing his personal characteristics1 would follow the clue given by his portraits4 ,for some time after my sister ,emily's death ,i heard nothing more of her1 and for the reasons ,i have given1 ,i never expected to see her again until we met in the spirit-world4 ,about two years after her death1 however1 my husband1 ,colonel ,lean1 bought two tickets for a series of seances to be held in the rooms of the ,british ,national ,association of ,spiritualists under the mediumship of ,mr4 ,william ,eglinton4 ,this was the first time we had ever seen or sat with ,mr4 ,eglinton1 but we had heard a great deal of his powers1 and were curious to test them4 ,on the first night1 which was a ,saturday1 we assembled with a party of twelve1 all complete strangers1 in the rooms ,i have mentioned1 which were comfortably lighted with gas4 ,mr4 ,eglinton1 who is a young man inclined to stoutness1 went into the cabinet1 which was placed in the centre of us1 with spectators all round it4 ,the cabinet was like a large cupboard1 made of wood and divided into two parts1 the partition being of wire-work1 so that the medium might be padlocked into it1 and a curtain drawn in front of both sides4 ,after a while1 a voice called out to us not to be frightened1 as the medium was coming out to get more power1 and ,mr4 ,eglinton1 in a state of trance and dressed in a suit of evening clothes1 walked out of the cabinet and commenced a tour of the circle4 ,he touched every one in turn1 but did not stop until he reached ,colonel ,lean1 before whom he remained for some time1 making magnetic passes down his face and figure4 ,he then turned to re-enter the cabinet1 but as he did so1 some one moved the curtain from inside and ,mr4 ,eglinton actually held the curtain to one side to permit the materialized form to pass out before he went into the cabinet himself4 ,the figure that appeared was that of a woman clothed in loose white garments that fell to her feet4 ,her eyes were black and her long black hair fell over her shoulders4 ,i suspected at the time who she was1 but each one in the circle was so certain she came for him or for her1 that ,i said nothing1 and only mentally asked if it were my sister that ,i might receive a proof of her identity4 ,on the following evening 7,sunday7 ,colonel ,lean and ,i were sitting together1 when ,emily came to the table to assure us that it was she whom we had seen1 and that she would appear again on ,monday and show herself more clearly4 ,i asked her to think of some means by which she could prove her identity with the spirit that then spoke to us1 and she said1 ,i will hold up my right hand4 ,colonel ,lean cautioned me not to mention this promise to any one1 that we might be certain of the correctness of the test4 ,accordingly1 on the ,monday evening we assembled for our second seance with ,mr4 ,eglinton1 and the same form appeared1 and walking out much closer to us1 held up the right hand4 ,colonel ,lean1 anxious not to be deceived by his own senses1 asked the company what the spirit was doing4 ,cannot you see8 was the answer4 ,she is holding up her hand4 ,on this occasion ,emily came with all her old characteristics about her1 and there would have been no possibility of mistaking her 7at least on my part7 without the proof she had promised to give us4 ,the next startling assurance we received of her proximity happened in a much more unexpected manner4 ,we were staying1 in the autumn of the following year1 at a boarding-house in the ,rue de ,vienne at ,brussels1 with a large party of ,english visitors1 none of whom we had ever seen till we entered the house4 ,amongst them were several girls1 who had never heard of ,spiritualism before1 and were much interested in listening to the relation of our experiences on the subject4 ,one evening when ,i was not well1 and keeping my own room1 some of these young ladies got hold of ,colonel ,lean and said1 ,oh6 do come and sit in the dark with us and tell us ghost stories4 ,now sitting in the dark and telling ghost stories to five or six nice looking girls is an occupation few men would object to1 and they were all soon ensconced in the dark and deserted salle-a-manger4 ,amongst them was a young girl of sixteen1 ,miss ,helen ,hill1 who had never shown more interest than the rest in such matters4 ,after they had been seated in the dark for some minutes1 she said to ,colonel ,lean1 ,do you know1 ,i can see a lady on the opposite side of the table quite distinctly1 and she is nodding and smiling at you4 ,the colonel asked what the lady was like4 ,she is very nice looking1 replied the girl1 with dark eyes and hair1 but she seems to want me to notice her ring4 ,she wears a ring with a large blue stone in it1 of such a funny shape1 and she keeps on twisting it round and round her finger1 and pointing to it4 ,oh6 now she has got up and is walking round the room4 ,only fancy6 she is holding up her feet for me to see4 ,they are bare and very white1 but her toes are crooked6 ,then ,miss ,hill became frightened and asked them to get a light4 ,she declared that the figure had come up1 close to her1 and torn the lace off her wrists4 ,and when the light was procured and her dress examined1 a frill of lace that had been tacked into her sleeve that morning had totally disappeared4 ,the young ladies grew nervous and left the room1 and ,colonel ,lean1 thinking the description ,helen ,hill had given of the spirit tallied with that of my sister ,emily1 came straight up to me and surprised me by an abrupt question as to whether she had been in the habit of wearing any particular ring 7for he had not seen her for several years before her death74 ,i told him that her favorite ring was an uncut turquoise--so large and uneven that she used to call it her potato4 ,had she any peculiarity about her feet8 he went on1 eagerly4 ,why do you wish to know8 ,i said4 ,she had crooked toes1 that is all4 ,good heavens6 he exclaimed1 then she has been with us in the salle-a-manger4 ,i have never met ,miss ,hill since1 and ,i am not in a position to say if she has evinced any further possession of clairvoyant power2 but she certainly displayed it on that occasion to a remarkable degree2 for she had never even heard of the existence of my sister ,emily1 and was very much disturbed and annoyed when told that the apparition she had described was reality and not imagination4 ,,chapter ,x4 ,,the ,,story ,,of ,,the ,,green ,,lady4 ,the story ,i have to tell now happened a very short time ago1 and every detail is as fresh in my mind as if ,i had heard and seen it yesterday4 ,mrs4 ,guppy-,volckman has been long known to the spiritualistic world as a very powerful medium1 also as taking a great private interest in ,spiritualism1 which all media do not4 ,her means justify her1 too1 in gratifying her whims2 and hearing that a certain house in ,broadstairs was haunted1 she became eager to ascertain the truth4 ,the house being empty1 she procured the keys from the landlord1 and proceeded on a voyage of discovery alone4 ,she had barely recovered1 at the time1 from a most dangerous illness1 which had left a partial paralysis of the lower limbs behind it2 it was therefore with considerable difficulty that she gained the drawing-room of the house1 which was on the first floor1 and when there she abandoned her crutches1 and sat down on the floor to recover herself4 ,mrs4 ,volckman was now perfectly alone4 ,she had closed the front door after her1 and she was moreover almost helpless1 as it was with great difficulty that she could rise without assistance4 ,it was on a summer's evening towards the dusky hour1 and she sat on the bare floor of the empty house waiting to see what might happen4 ,after some time 7,i tell this part of the story as ,i received it from her lips7 she heard a rustling or sweeping sound1 as of a long silk train coming down the uncarpeted stairs from the upper storey4 ,the room in which she sat communicated with another1 which led out upon the passage1 and it was not long before the door between these two apartments opened and the figure of a woman appeared4 ,she entered the room in which ,mrs4 ,volckman sat1 very cautiously1 and commenced to walk round it1 feeling her way along the walls as though she were blind or tipsy4 ,she was dressed in a green satin robe that swept behind her--round the upper part of her body was a kind of scarf of glistening white material1 like silk gauze--and on her head was a black velvet cap1 or coif1 from underneath which her long black hair fell down her back4 ,mrs4 ,volckman1 although used all her life to manifestations and apparitions of all sorts1 told me she had never felt so frightened at the sight of one before4 ,she attempted to rise1 but feeling her incapability of doing so quickly1 she screamed with fear4 ,as soon as she did so1 the woman turned round and ran out of the room1 apparently as frightened as herself4 ,mrs4 ,volckman got hold of her crutches1 scrambled to her feet1 found her way downstairs1 and reached the outside of the house in safety4 ,most people would never have entered it again4 ,she1 on the contrary1 had an interview with the landlord1 and actually1 then and there1 purchased a lease of the house and entered upon possession1 and as soon as it was furnished and ready for occupation1 she invited a party of friends to go down and stay with her at ,broadstairs1 and make the acquaintance of the ,green ,lady1 as we had christened her4 ,colonel ,lean and ,i were amongst the visitors1 the others consisting of ,lady ,archibald ,campbell1 ,miss ,shaw1 ,mrs4 ,olive1 ,mrs4 ,bellew1 ,colonel ,greck1 ,mr4 ,charles ,williams1 and ,mr4 and ,mrs4 ,henry ,volckman1 which1 with our host and hostess1 made up a circle of twelve4 ,we assembled there on a bright day in ,july1 and the house1 with its large rooms and windows facing the sea1 looked cheerful enough4 ,the room in which ,mrs4 ,volckman had seen the apparition was furnished as a drawing-room1 and the room adjoining it1 which was divided by a portiere only from the larger apartment1 she had converted for convenience sake into her bedroom4 ,the first evening we sat it was about seven o'clock1 and so light that we let down all the venetians1 which1 however1 did little to remedy the evil4 ,we had no cabinet1 nor curtains1 nor darkness1 for it was full moon at the time1 and the dancing1 sparkling waves were quite visible through the interstices of the venetians4 ,we simply sat round the table1 holding hands in an unbroken circle and laughing and chatting with each other4 ,in a few minutes ,mrs4 ,volckman said something was rising beside her from the carpet1 and in a few more the ,green ,lady was visible to us all standing between the medium and ,mr4 ,williams4 ,she was just as she had been described to us1 both in dress and appearance1 but her face was as white and as cold as that of a corpse1 and her eyes were closed4 ,she leaned over the table and brought her face close to each of us in turn1 but she seemed to have no power of speech4 ,after staying with us about ten minutes1 she sunk as she had risen1 through the carpet1 and disappeared4 ,the next evening1 under precisely similar circumstances1 she came again4 ,this time she had evidently gained more vitality in a materialized condition1 for when ,i urged her to tell me her name1 she whispered1 though with much difficulty1 ,julia6 and when ,lady ,archibald observed that she thought she had no hands1 the spirit suddenly thrust out a little hand1 and grasped the curls on her forehead with a violence that gave her pain4 ,unfortunately1 ,mr4 ,williams' professional engagements compelled him to leave us on the following day1 and ,mrs4 ,volckman had been too recently ill to permit her to sit alone1 so that we were not able to hold another seance for the ,green ,lady during our visit4 ,but we had not seen the last of her4 ,one evening ,mrs4 ,bellew and ,i were sitting in the bay window of the drawing-room1 just between the lights1 and discussing a very private matter indeed1 when ,i saw 7as ,i thought7 my hostess maid raise the portiere that hung between the apartments and stand there in a listening attitude4 ,i immediately gave ,mrs4 ,volckman the hint4 ,let us talk of something else1 ,i said1 in a low voice4 ,jane is in your bedroom4 ,o6 no6 she's not1 was the reply4 ,but ,i saw her lift the portiere1 ,i persisted2 she has only just dropped it4 ,you are mistaken1 replied my hostess1 for ,jane has gone on the beach with the child4 ,i felt sure ,i had not been mistaken1 but ,i held my tongue and said no more4 ,the conversation was resumed1 and as we were deep in the delicate matter1 the woman appeared for the second time4 ,mrs4 ,volckman1 ,i whispered1 ,jane is really there4 ,she has just looked in again4 ,my friend rose from her seat4 ,come with me1 she said1 and ,i will convince you that you are wrong4 ,i followed her into the bedroom1 where she showed me that the door communicating with the passage was locked inside4 ,now1 do you see1 she continued1 that no one but the ',green ,lady' could enter this room but through the one we are sitting in4 ,then it must have been the ',green ,lady1' ,i replied1 for ,i assuredly saw a woman standing in the doorway4 ,that is likely enough1 said ,mrs4 ,volckman2 but if she comes again she shall have the trouble of drawing back the curtains4 ,and thereupon she unhooped the portiere1 which consisted of two curtains1 and drew them right across the door4 ,we had hardly regained our seats in the bay window before the two curtains were sharply drawn aside1 making the brass rings rattle on the rod1 and the ,green ,lady stood in the opening we had just passed through4 ,mrs4 ,volckman told her not to be afraid1 but to come out and speak to us2 but she was apparently not equal to doing so1 and only stood there for a few minutes gazing at us4 ,i imprudently left my seat and approached her1 with a view to making overtures of friendship1 when she dropped the curtains over her figure4 ,i passed through them immediately to the other side1 and found the bedroom empty and the door locked inside1 as before4 ,,chapter ,,xi4 ,,the ,,story ,,of ,,the ,,monk4 ,a lady named ,uniacke1 a resident in ,bruges1 whilst on a visit to my house in ,london1 met and had a seance with ,william ,eglinton1 with which she was so delighted that she immediately invited him to go and stay with her abroad1 and as my husband and ,i were about to cross over to ,bruges to see my sister1 who also resided there1 we travelled in company--,mr4 ,eglinton living at ,mrs4 ,uniacke's home1 whilst we stayed with our own relations4 ,mrs4 ,uniacke was a medium herself1 and had already experienced some very noisy and violent demonstrations in her own house4 ,she was1 therefore1 quite prepared for her visitor1 and had fitted up a spare room with a cabinet and blinds to the windows1 and everything that was necessary4 ,but1 somewhat to her chagrin1 we were informed at the first sitting by ,mr4 ,eglinton's control1 ,joey1 that all future seances were to take place at my sister's house instead4 ,we were given no reason for the change2 we were simply told to obey it4 ,my sister's house was rather a peculiar one1 and ,i have already alluded to it1 and some of the sights and sounds by which it was haunted1 in the chapter headed ,optical ,illusions4 ,the building is so ancient that the original date has been completely lost4 ,a stone set into one of the walls bore an inscription to the effect that it was restored in the year #afaf4 ,and an obsolete plan of the city shows it to have stood in its present condition in #aefb4 ,prior to that period1 however1 probably about the thirteenth century1 it is supposed1 with three houses on either side of it1 to have formed a convent1 but no printed record remains of the fact4 ,beneath it are subterraneous passages1 choked with rubbish1 which lead1 no one knows whither4 ,i had stayed in this house several times before1 and always felt unpleasant influences from it1 as ,i have related1 especially in a large room on the lower floor1 then used as a drawing-room1 but which is said to have formed1 originally1 the chapel to the convent4 ,others had felt the influence beside myself1 though we never had had reason to suppose that there was any particular cause for it4 ,when we expressed curiosity1 however1 to learn why ,joey desired us to hold our seance in my sister's house1 he told us that the medium had not been brought over to ,bruges for our pleasure or edification1 but that there was a great work to be done there1 and ,mrs4 ,uniacke had been expressly influenced to invite him over1 that the purposes of a higher power than his own should be accomplished4 ,consequently1 on the following evening ,mrs4 ,uniacke brought ,mr4 ,eglinton over to my sister's house1 and ,joey having been asked to choose a room for the sitting1 selected an entresol on the upper floor1 which led by two short passages to the bedrooms4 ,the bedroom doors being locked a dark curtain was hung at the entrance of one of these passages1 and ,joey declared it was a first-rate cabinet4 ,we then assembled in the drawing-room1 for the purposes of music and conversation1 for we intended to hold the seance later in the evening4 ,the party consisted only of the medium1 ,mrs4 ,uniacke1 my sister1 my husband1 and myself4 ,after ,i had sung a song or two1 ,mr4 ,eglinton became restless and moved away from the piano1 saying the influence was too strong for him4 ,he began walking up and down the room1 and staring fixedly at the door1 before which hung a portiere4 ,several times he exclaimed with knitted brows1 ,what is the matter with that door8 ,there is something very peculiar about it4 ,once he approached it quickly1 but ,joey's voice was heard from behind the portiere1 saying1 ,don't come too near4 ,mr4 ,eglinton then retreated to a sofa1 and appeared to be fighting violently with some unpleasant influence4 ,he made the sign of the cross1 then extended his fingers towards the door1 as though to exorcise it3 finally he burst into a mocking1 scornful peal of laughter that lasted for some minutes4 ,as it concluded1 a diabolical expression came over his face4 ,he clenched his hands1 gnashed his teeth1 and commenced to grope in a crouching position towards the door4 ,we concluded he wished to get up to the room where the cabinet was1 and let him have his way4 ,he crawled1 rather than walked1 up the steep turret stairs1 but on reaching the top1 came to himself suddenly and fell back several steps4 ,my husband1 fortunately1 was just behind him and saved him from a fall4 ,he complained greatly of the influence and of a pain in his head1 and we sat at the table to receive directions4 ,in a few seconds the same spirit had taken possession of him4 ,he left the table and groped his way towards the bedrooms1 listening apparently to every sound1 and with his hand holding an imaginary knife which was raised every now and then as if to strike4 ,the expression on ,mr4 ,eglinton's face during this possession is too horrible to describe4 ,the worst passions were written as legibly there as though they had been labelled4 ,there was a short flight of stairs leading from the entresol to the corridor1 closed at the head by a padded door1 which we had locked for fear of accident4 ,when1 apparently in pursuit of his object1 the spirit led the medium up to this door and he found it fastened1 his moans were terrible4 ,half-a-dozen times he made his weary round of the room1 striving to get downstairs to accomplish some end1 and to return to us moaning and baffled4 ,at this juncture1 he was so exhausted that one of his controls1 ,daisy1 took possession of him and talked with us for some time4 ,we asked ,daisy what the spirit was like that had controlled ,mr4 ,eglinton last1 and she said she did not like him--he had a bad face1 no hair on the top of his head1 and a long black frock4 ,from this we concluded he had been a monk or a priest4 ,when ,daisy had finished speaking to us ,joey desired ,mr4 ,eglinton to go into the cabinet2 but as soon as he rose1 the same spirit got possession again and led him grovelling as before towards the bedrooms4 ,his guides therefore carried him into the cabinet before our eyes4 ,he was elevated far above our heads1 his feet touching each of us in turn2 he was then carried past the unshaded window1 which enabled us to judge of the height he was from the ground1 and finally over a large table1 into the cabinet4 ,nothing1 however1 of consequence occurred1 and ,joey advised us to take the medium downstairs to the supper room4 ,accordingly we adjourned there1 and during supper ,mr4 ,eglinton appeared to be quite himself1 and laughed with us over what had taken place4 ,as soon as the meal was over1 however1 the old restlessness returned on him1 and he began pacing up and down the room1 walking out every now and then into the corridor4 ,in a few minutes we perceived that the uneasy spirit again controlled him1 and we all followed4 ,he went steadily towards the drawing-room1 but1 on finding himself pursued1 turned back1 and three times pronounced emphatically the word ,go4 ,he then entered the drawing-room1 which was in darkness1 and closed the door behind him1 whilst we waited outside4 ,in a little while he reopened it1 and speaking in quite a different voice1 said ,bring a light6 ,i have something to say to you4 ,when we reassembled with a lamp we found the medium controlled by a new spirit1 whom ,joey afterwards told us was one of his highest guides4 ,motioning us to be seated1 he stood before us and said1 ,i have been selected from amongst the controls of this medium to tell you the history of the unhappy being who has so disturbed you this evening4 ,he is present now1 and the confession of his crime through my lips will help him to throw off the earthbound condition to which it has condemned him4 ,many years ago1 the house in which we now stand was a convent1 and underneath it were four subterraneous passages running north1 south1 east1 and west1 which communicated with all parts of the town4 7,i must here state that ,mr4 ,eglinton had not previously been informed of any particulars relating to the former history of my sister's home1 neither were ,mrs4 ,uniacke or myself acquainted with it47 ,in this convent there lived a most beautiful woman--a nun1 and in one of the neighboring monasteries a priest who1 against the strict law of his ,church1 had conceived and nourished a passion for her4 ,he was an ,italian who had been obliged to leave his own country1 for reasons best known to himself1 and nightly he would steal his way to this house1 by means of one of the subterraneous passages1 and attempt to overcome the nun's scruples1 and make her listen to his tale of love2 but she1 strong in the faith1 resisted him4 ,at last1 maddened one day by her repeated refusals1 and his own guilty passion1 he hid himself in one of the northern rooms in the upper story of this house1 and watched there in the dark for her to pass him on her way from her devotions in the chapel2 but she did not come4 ,then he crept downstairs stealthily1 with a dagger hid beneath his robes1 and met her in the hall4 ,he conjured her again to yield to him1 but again she resisted1 and he stabbed her within the door on the very spot where the medium first perceived him4 ,her pure soul sought immediate consolation in the spirit spheres1 but his has been chained down ever since to the scene of his awful crime4 ,he dragged her body down the secret stairs 7which are still existent7 to the vaults beneath1 and hid it in the subterraneous passage4 ,after a few days he sought it again1 and buried it4 ,he lived many years after1 and committed many other crimes1 though none so foul as this4 ,it is his unhappy spirit that asks your prayers to help it to progress4 ,it is for this purpose that we were brought to this city1 that we might aid in releasing the miserable soul that cannot rest4 ,i asked1 ,by what name shall we pray for him8 ,pray for 'the distressed ,being4' ,call him by no other name4 ,what is your own name8 ,i prefer to be unknown4 ,may ,god bless you all and keep you in the way of prayer and truth and from all evil courses1 and bring you to everlasting life4 ,amen4 ,the medium then walked up to the spot he had indicated as the scene of the murder1 and knelt there for some minutes in prayer4 ,thus concluded the first seance at which the monk was introduced to us4 ,but the next day as ,i sat at the table with my sister only1 the name of ,hortense ,dupont was given us1 and the following conversation was rapped out4 ,who are you8 ,i am the nun4 ,i did love him4 ,i couldn't help it4 ,it is such a relief to think that he will be prayed for4 ,when did he murder you8 ,in #adih4 ,what was his name8 ,i cannot tell you4 ,his age4 ,thirty-five6 ,and yours4 ,twenty-three4 ,are you coming to see us to-morrow8 ,i am not sure4 ,on that evening1 by ,joey's orders1 we assembled at seven4 ,mr4 ,eglinton did not feel the influence in the drawing-room that day1 but directly he entered the seance room1 he was possessed by the same spirit4 ,his actions were still more graphic than on the first occasion4 ,he watched from the window for the coming of his victim through the courtyard1 and then recommenced his crawling stealthy pursuit1 coming back each time from the locked door that barred his egress with such heart-rending moans that no one could have listened to him unmoved4 ,at last1 his agony was so great1 as he strove again and again1 like some dumb animal1 to pass through the walls that divided him from the spot he wished to visit1 whilst the perspiration streamed down the medium's face with the struggle1 that we attempted to make him speak to us4 ,we implored him in ,french to tell us his trouble1 and believe us to be his friends2 but he only pushed us away4 ,at last we were impressed to pray for him1 and kneeling down1 we repeated all the well-known ,catholic prayers4 ,as we commenced the ,de ,profundis the medium fell prostrate on the earth1 and seemed to wrestle with his agony4 ,at the ,salve ,regina and ,ave ,maria he lifted his eyes to heaven and clasped his hands1 and in the ,pater ,noster he appeared to join4 ,but directly we ceased praying the evil passions returned1 and his face became distorted in the thirst for blood4 ,it was an experience that no one who had seen could ever forget4 ,at last my sister fetched a crucifix1 which we placed upon his breast4 ,it had not been there many seconds before a different expression came over his face4 ,he seized it in both hands1 straining it to his eyes1 lips1 and heart1 holding it from him at arm's length1 then passionately kissing it1 as we repeated the ,anima ,christi4 ,finally1 he held the crucifix out for each of us to kiss2 a beautiful smile broke out on the medium's face1 and the spirit passed out of him4 ,mr4 ,eglinton awoke on that occasion terribly exhausted4 ,his face was as white as a sheet1 and he trembled violently4 ,his first words were3 ,they are doing something to my forehead4 ,burn a piece of paper1 and give me the ashes4 ,he rubbed them between his eyes1 when the sign of the cross became distinctly visible1 drawn in deep red lines upon his forehead4 ,the controls then said1 exhausted as ,mr4 ,eglinton was1 we were to place him in the cabinet1 as their work was not yet done4 ,he was accordingly led in trance to the arm-chair behind the curtain1 whilst we formed a circle in front of him4 ,in a few seconds the cabinet was illuminated1 and a cross of fire appeared outside of it4 ,this manifestation having been seen twice1 the head and shoulders of a nun appeared floating outside the curtain4 ,her white coif and chin-piece were pinned just as the religieuses are in the habit of pinning them1 and she seemed very anxious to show herself1 coming close to each of us in turn1 and re-appearing several times4 ,her face was that of a young and pretty woman4 ,joey said1 ,that's the nun1 but you'll understand that this is only a preliminary trial1 preparatory to a more perfect materialization4 ,i asked the apparition if she were the ,hortense ,dupont that had communicated through me1 and she nodded her head several times in acquiescence4 ,thus ended our second seance with the ,monk of ,bruges4 ,on the third day we were all sitting at supper in my sister's house at about ten o'clock at night1 when loud raps were heard about the room1 and on giving the alphabet1 ,joey desired us to go upstairs and sit1 and to have the door at the head of the staircase 7which we had hitherto locked for fear of accidents7 left open2 which we accordingly did4 ,as soon as we were seated at the table1 the medium became entranced1 and the same pantomime which ,i have related was gone through4 ,he watched from the window that looked into the courtyard1 and silently groped his way round the room1 until he had crawled on his stomach up the stairs that led to the padded door4 ,when he found1 however1 that the obstacle that had hitherto stood in his way was removed 7by its being open7 he drew a long breath and started away for the winding turret staircase1 listening at the doors he passed to find out if he were overheard4 ,when he came to the stairs1 in descending which we had been so afraid he might hurt himself1 he was carried down them in the most wonderful manner1 only placing his hand on the balustrades1 and swooping to the bottom in one flight4 ,we had placed a lamp in the hall1 so that as we followed him we could observe all his actions4 ,when he reached the bottom of the staircase he crawled on his stomach to the door of the drawing-room 7originally the chapel7 and there waited and listened1 darting back into the shadow every time he fancied he heard a sound4 ,imagine our little party of four in that sombre old house1 the only ones waking at that time of night1 watching by the ghastly light of a turned-down lamp the acting of that terrible tragedy4 ,we held our breath as the murderer crouched by the chapel door1 opening it noiselessly to peep within1 and then1 retreating with his imaginary dagger in his hand1 ready to strike as soon as his victim appeared4 ,at last she seemed to come4 ,in an instant he had sprung to meet her1 stabbing her first in a half-stooping attitude1 and then1 apparently1 finding her not dead1 he rose to his full height and stabbed her twice1 straight downwards4 ,for a moment he seemed paralyzed at what he had done1 starting back with both hands clasped to his forehead4 ,then he flung himself prostrate on the supposed body1 kissing the ground frantically in all directions4 ,presently he woke to the fear of detection1 and raised the corpse suddenly in his arms4 ,he fell once beneath the supposed weight1 but staggering to his feet again1 seized and dragged it1 slipping on the stone floor as he went1 to the head of the staircase that led to the cellars below1 where the mouth of one of the subterraneous passages was still to be seen4 ,the door at the head of this flight was modern1 and he could not undo the lock1 so1 prevented from dragging the body down the steps1 he cast himself again upon it1 kissing the stone floor of the hall and moaning4 ,at last he dragged himself on his knees to the spot of the murder1 and began to pray4 ,we knelt with him1 and as he heard our voices he turned on his knees towards us with outstretched hands4 ,i suggested that he wanted the crucifix again1 and went upstairs to fetch it1 when the medium followed me4 ,when ,i had found what ,i sought1 he seized it from me eagerly1 and carrying it to the window1 whence he had so often watched1 fell down again upon his knees4 ,after praying for some time he tried to speak to us4 ,his lips moved and his tongue protruded1 but he was unable to articulate4 ,suddenly he seized each of our hands in turn in both of his own1 and wrung them violently4 ,he tried to bless us1 but the words would not come4 ,the same beautiful smile we had seen the night before broke out over his countenance1 the crucifix dropped from his hands1 and he fell prostrate on the floor4 ,the next moment ,mr4 ,eglinton was asking us where he was and what on earth had happened to him1 as he felt so queer4 ,he declared himself fearfully exhausted1 but said he felt that a great calm and peace had come over him notwithstanding the weakness1 and he believed some great good had been accomplished4 ,he was not again entranced1 but ,joey ordered the light to be put out1 and spoke to us in the direct voice as follows3-- ,i've just come to tell you what ,i know you will be very glad to hear1 that through the medium's power1 and our power1 and the great power of ,god1 the unhappy spirit who has been confessing his crime to you is freed to-night from the heaviest part of his burden--the being earth-chained to the spot4 ,i don't mean to say that he will go away at once to the spheres1 because he's got a lot to do still to alter the conditions under which he labors1 but the worst is over4 ,this was the special work ,mr4 ,eglinton was brought to ,bruges to do1 and ,ernest and ,i can truly say that1 during the whole course of our control of him1 we have never had to put forth our own powers1 nor to ask so earnestly for the help of ,god1 as in the last three days4 ,you have all helped in a good work1--to free a poor soul from earth1 and to set him on the right road1 and we are grateful to you and to the medium1 as well as he4 ,he will be able to progress rapidly now until he reaches his proper sphere1 and hereafter the spirits of himself and the woman he murdered will work together to undo for others the harm they brought upon themselves4 ,she is rejoicing in her high sphere at the work we have done for him1 and will be the first to help and welcome him upward4 ,there are many more earth-bound spirits in this house and the surrounding houses who are suffering as he was1 though not to the same extent1 nor for the same reason4 ,but they all ask for and need your help and your prayers1 and this is the greatest and noblest end of ,spiritualism--to aid poor1 unhappy spirits to free themselves from earth and progress upwards4 ,after a while when this spirit can control the medium with calmness1 he will come himself and tell you1 through him1 all his history and how he came to fall4 ,meanwhile1 we thank you very much for allowing us to draw so much strength from you and helping us with your sympathy1 and ,i hope you will believe me always to remain1 your loving friend1 ,joey4 99 99 99 99 99 ,this account1 with very little alteration1 was published in the ,spiritualist newspaper1 ,august #bith1 #ahgi1 when the seances had just occurred4 ,there is a sequel to the story1 however1 which is almost as remarkable as itself1 and which has not appeared in print till now4 ,from ,bruges on this occasion my husband and ,i went to ,brussels1 where we diverted ourselves by means very dissimilar to anything so grave as ,spiritualism4 ,there were many sales going on in ,brussels at that moment1 and one of our amusements was to make a tour of the salerooms and inspect the articles put up for competition4 ,during one of these visits ,i was much taken by a large oil pointing1 in a massive frame1 measuring some six or seven feet square4 ,it represented a man in the dress of a ,franciscan monk--i4e41 a brown serge robe1 knotted with cords about the waist--kneeling in prayer with outstretched hands upon a mass of burning embers4 ,it was labelled in the catalogue as the picture of a ,spanish monk of the order of ,saint ,francis ,xavier1 and was evidently a painting of some value4 ,i was drawn to go and look at it several days in succession before the sale1 and ,i told my husband that ,i coveted its possession4 ,he laughed at me and said it would fetch a great deal more money than we could afford to give for it1 in which opinion ,i acquiesced4 ,the day of the sale1 however1 found us in our places to watch the proceedings1 and when the picture of the monk was put up ,i bid a small sum for it4 ,col4 ,lean looked at me in astonishment1 but ,i whispered to him that ,i was only in fun1 and ,i should stop at a hundred francs4 ,the bidding was very languid1 however1 and to my utter amazement1 the picture was knocked down to me for seventy-two francs4 ,i could hardly believe that it was true4 ,directly the sale was concluded1 the brokers crowded round me to ask what ,i would take for the painting1 and they told me they had not thought of bidding until it should have reached a few hundred francs4 ,but ,i told them ,i had got my bargain1 and ,i meant to stick by it4 ,when we returned next day to make arrangements for its being sent to us1 the auctioneer informed us that the frame alone in which it had been sent for sale had cost three hundred francs1 so that ,i was well satisfied with my purchase4 ,this occurrence took place a short time before we returned to ,england1 where we arrived long before the painting1 which1 with many others1 was left to follow us by a cheaper and slower route4 ,the ,sunday after we reached home 7having seen no friends in the meanwhile71 we walked into ,steinway ,hall to hear ,mr4 ,fletcher's lecture4 ,at its conclusion he passed as usual into a state of trance1 and described what he saw before him4 ,in the midst of mentioning people1 places1 and incidents unknown to us1 he suddenly exclaimed3 ,now ,i see a very strange thing1 totally unlike anything ,i have ever seen before1 and ,i hardly know how to describe it4 ,a man comes before me--a foreigner--and in a dress belonging to some monastic order1 a brown robe of coarse cloth or flannel1 with a rope round his waist and beads hanging1 and bare feet and a shaved head4 ,he is dragging a picture on to the platform1 a very large painting in a frame1 and it looks to me like a portrait of himself1 kneeling on a carpet of burning wood4 ,no6 ,i am wrong4 ,the man tells me the picture is not a portrait of himself1 but of the founder of his ,order1 and it is in the possession of some people in this hall to-night4 ,the man tells me to tell these people that it was his spirit that influenced them to buy this painting at some place over the water1 and he did so in order that they might keep it in remembrance of what they have done for him4 ,and he desires that they shall hang that picture in some room where they may see it every day1 that they may never forget the help which spirits on this earth may render by their prayers to spirits that have passed away4 ,and he offers them through me his heartfelt thanks for the assistance given him1 and he says the day is not far off when he shall pray for himself and for them1 that their kindness may return into their own bosoms4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the oil painting reached ,england in safety some weeks afterwards1 and was hung over the mantel-piece in our dining-room1 where it remained1 a familiar object to all our personal acquaintances4 ,,chapter ,,xii4 ,,the ,,mediumship ,,of ,,miss ,,showers4 ,some time before ,i had the pleasure of meeting ,miss ,showers1 ,i heard1 through friends living in the west of ,england1 of the mysterious and marvellous powers possessed by a young lady of their acquaintance1 who was followed by voices in the air1 which held conversations with her1 and the owners of which were said to have made themselves visible4 ,i listened with curiosity1 the more so1 as my informants utterly disbelieved in ,spiritualism1 and thought the phenomena were due to trickery4 ,at the same time ,i conceived a great desire to see the girl of sixteen1 who1 for no gain or apparent object of her own1 was so clever as to mystify everyone around her2 and when she and her mother came to ,london1 ,i was amongst the first to beg for an introduction1 and ,i shall never forget the experiences ,i had with her4 ,she was the first private medium through whom my personal friends returned to converse with me2 and no one but a ,spiritualist can appreciate the blessing of spiritual communications through a source that is above the breath of suspicion4 ,i have already written at length about ,miss ,showers in ,the story of ,john ,powles4 ,she was a child1 compared to myself1 whose life had hardly commenced when mine was virtually over1 and neither she1 nor any member of her family1 had ever had an opportunity of becoming acquainted with even the names of my former friends4 ,yet 7as ,i have related7 ,john ,powles made ,miss ,showers his especial mouthpiece1 and my daughter ,florence 7then a little child7 also appeared through her1 though at long intervals1 and rather timidly4 ,her own controls1 however1 or cabinet spirits 7as they call them in ,america7--i4e41 such spirits as are always about the medium1 and help the strangers to appear--,peter1 ,florence1 ,lenore1 and ,sally1 were very familiar with me1 and afforded me such facilities of testing their medium as do not often fall to the lot of inquirers4 ,indeed1 at one time1 they always requested that ,i should be present at their seances1 so that ,i considered myself to be highly favored4 ,and ,i may mention here that ,miss ,showers and ,i were so much en rapport that her manifestations were always much stronger in my presence4 ,we could not sit next each other at an ordinary tea or supper table1 when we had no thought of1 or desire to hold a seance1 without manifestations occurring in the full light4 ,a hand1 that did not belong to either of us1 would make itself apparent under the table-cloth between us--a hand with power to grasp ours--or our feet would be squeezed or kicked beneath the table1 or fingers would suddenly appear1 and whisk the food off our plates4 ,some of their jests were inconvenient4 ,i have had the whole contents of a tumbler1 which ,i was raising to my lips1 emptied over my dress4 ,it was generally known that our powers were sympathetic1 and at last ,peter gave me leave1 or1 rather1 ordered me to sit in the cabinet with ,rosie1 whilst the manifestations went on outside4 ,he used to say he didn't care for me any more than if ,i had been a spirit myself4 ,one evening ,peter called me into the cabinet 7which was simply a large box cupboard at one end of the dining-room7 before the seance began1 and told me to sit down at the medium's feet and be a good girl and keep quiet4 ,miss ,showers was in a low chair1 and ,i sat with my arms resting on her lap4 ,she did not become entranced1 and we talked the whole time together4 ,presently1 without any warning1 two figures stood beside us4 ,i could not have said where they came from4 ,i neither saw them rise from the floor nor descend from the ceiling4 ,there was no beginning to their appearance4 ,in a moment they were simply there--,peter and ,florence 7not my child1 but ,miss ,showers' control of the same names74 ,peter sent ,florence out to the audience1 where we heard her speaking to them and their remarks upon her 7there being only a thin curtain hung before the entrance of the cabinet71 but he stayed with us himself4 ,we could not see him distinctly in the dim light1 but we could distinctly hear and feel him4 ,he changed our ornaments and ribbons1 and pulled the hair-pins out of our hair1 and made comments on what was going on outside4 ,after a while ,florence returned to get more power1 and both spirits spoke to and touched us at the same time4 ,during the whole of this seance my arms rested on ,miss ,showers' lap1 and she was awake and talking to me about the spirits4 ,one evening1 at a sitting at ,mr4 ,luxmore's house in ,hyde ,park ,square1 the spirit ,florence had been walking amongst the audience in the lighted front drawing-room for a considerable time--even sitting at the piano and accompanying herself whilst she sung us a song in what she called the planetary language4 ,she greatly resembled her medium on that occasion1 and several persons present remarked that she did so4 ,i suppose the inferred doubt annoyed her1 for before she finally left us she asked for a light1 and a small oil lamp was brought to her which she placed in my hand1 telling me to follow her and look at her medium1 which ,i accordingly did4 ,florence led the way into the back drawing-room1 where ,i found ,miss ,showers reposing in an arm-chair4 ,the first sight of her terrified me4 ,for the purpose of making any change in her dress as difficult as possible1 she wore a high1 tight-fitting black velvet frock1 fastened at the back1 and high ,hessian boots1 with innumerable buttons4 ,but she now appeared to be shrunk to half her usual size1 and the dress hung loosely on her figure4 ,her arms had disappeared1 but putting my hands up the dress sleeves1 ,i found them diminished to the size of those of a little child--the fingers reaching only to where the elbows had been4 ,the same miracle had happened to her feet1 which only occupied half her boots4 ,she looked in fact like the mummy of a girl of four or six years old4 ,the spirit told me to feel her face4 ,the forehead was dry1 rough1 and burning hot1 but from the chin water was dropping freely on to the bosom of her dress4 ,florence said to me1 ,i wanted you to see her1 because ,i know you are brave enough to tell people what you have seen4 ,there was a marked difference in the personality of the two influences ,florence and ,lenore1 although both at times resembled ,miss ,showers1 and sometimes more than others4 ,florence was taller than her medium1 and a very beautiful woman4 ,lenore was much shorter and smaller1 and not so pretty1 but more vivacious and pert4 ,by the invitation of ,mrs4 ,macdougal ,gregory1 ,i attended several seances with ,miss ,showers at her residence in ,green ,street1 when these spirits appeared4 ,lenore was fond of saying that she wouldn't or couldn't come out unless ,i held her hand1 or put my arm round her waist4 ,to tell the truth1 ,i didn't care for the distinction1 for this influence was very peculiar in some things1 and to me she always appeared uncanny1 and to leave an unpleasant feeling behind her4 ,she was seldom completely formed1 and would hold up a foot which felt like wet clay1 and had no toes to it1 or not the proper quantity4 ,on occasions1 too1 there was a charnel-house smell about her1 as if she had been buried a few weeks and dug up again1 an odor which ,i have never smelt from any materialized spirit before or after4 ,one evening at ,mrs4 ,gregory's1 when ,lenore had insisted upon walking round the circle supported by my arm1 ,i nearly fainted from the smell4 ,it resembled nothing but that of a putrid corpse1 and when she returned to the cabinet1 ,i was compelled to leave the room and retch from the nausea it had caused me4 ,it was on this occasion that the sitters called ,lenore so many times back into the circle1 that all the power was gone1 and she was in danger of melting away before their eyes4 ,still they entreated her to remain with them a little longer4 ,at last she grew impatient1 and complained to me of their unreasonableness4 ,she was then raised from the floor--actually floating just outside the curtain--and she asked me to put my hands up her skirts and convince myself that she was half-dematerialized4 ,i did as she told me1 and felt that she had no legs1 although she had been walking round the room a few minutes before4 ,i could feel nothing but the trunk of a body1 which was completely lifted off the ground4 ,her voice1 too1 had grown faint and her face indistinct1 and in another moment she had totally disappeared4 ,one evening at ,mrs4 ,gregory's1 after the seance was concluded1 ,florence looked round the curtain and called to me to come inside of it4 ,i did so and found myself in total darkness4 ,i said1 ,what's the good of my coming here8 ,i can't see anything4 ,florence took me by one hand1 and answered1 ,i will lead you6 ,don't be afraid4 ,then some one else grasped my other hand1 and ,peter's voice said1 ,we've got you safe4 ,we want you to feel the medium4 ,the two figures led me between them to the sofa on which ,miss ,showers was lying4 ,they passed my hand all over her head and body4 ,i felt1 as before1 her hands and feet shrunk to half their usual size1 but her heart appeared to have become proportionately increased4 ,when my hand was placed upon it1 it was leaping up and down violently1 and felt like a rabbit or some other live animal bounding in her bosom4 ,her brain was burning as before1 but her extremities were icy cold4 ,there was no doubt at all of the abnormal condition into which the medium had been thrown1 in order to produce these strong physical manifestations which were borrowed1 for the time being1 from her life1 and could never 7so they informed me7 put the whole of what they borrowed back again4 ,this seems to account for the invariable deterioration of health and strength that follows physical manifestations in both sexes4 ,these were the grounds alone on which they explained to me the fact that1 on several occasions1 when the materialized spirit has been violently seized and held apart from the medium1 it has been found to have become1 or been changed into the medium1 and always with injury to the latter--as in the case of ,florence ,cook being seized by ,mr4 ,volckman and ,sir ,george ,sitwell4 ,mr4 ,volckman concluded because when he seized the spirit ,katie ,king1 he found he was holding ,florence ,cook1 that the latter must have impersonated the former2 yet ,i shall tell you in its proper place how ,i have sat in the same room with ,katie ,king1 whilst ,miss ,cook lay in a trance between us4 ,the medium nearly lost her life on the occasion alluded to1 from the sudden disturbance of the mysterious link that bound her to the spirit4 ,i have had it from the lips of the ,countess of ,caithness1 who was one of the sitters1 and stayed with ,miss ,cook till she was better1 that she was in convulsions the whole night after1 and that it was some time before they believed she would recover4 ,if a medium could simulate a materialized spirit1 it is hardly likely that she would 7or could7 simulate convulsions with a medical man standing by her bedside4 ,you see1 said ,miss ,showers' ,florence1 whilst pointing out to me the decreased size of her medium under trance1 that ',rosie' is half her usual size and weight4 ,i have borrowed the other half from her1 which1 combined with contributions from the sitters1 goes to make up the body in which ,i shew myself to you4 ,if you seize and hold me tight1 you are holding her1 i4e41 half of her1 and you increase the action of the vital half to such a degree that1 if the two halves did not reunite1 you would kill her4 ,you see that ,i can detach certain particles from her organism for my own use1 and when ,i dematerialize1 ,i restore these particles to her1 and she becomes once more her normal size4 ,you only hurry the reunion by violently detaining me1 so as to injure her4 ,but you might drive her mad1 or kill her in the attempt1 because the particles of brain1 or body1 might become injured by such a violent collision4 ,if you believe ,i can take them from her 7as you see ,i do7 in order to render my invisible body visible to you1 why can't you believe ,i can make them fly together again on the approach of danger4 ,and granted the one power1 ,i see no difficulty in acknowledging the other4 ,one day ,mrs4 ,showers invited me to assist at a seance to be given expressly for friends living at a distance4 ,when ,i reached the house1 however1 ,i found the friends were unable to be present1 and the meeting was adjourned4 ,mrs4 ,showers apologized for the alteration of plan1 but ,i was glad of it4 ,i had often sat with ,rosie in company with others1 and ,i wanted to sit with her quite alone1 or rather to sit with her in a room quite alone1 and see what would spontaneously occur1 without any solicitation on our parts4 ,we accordingly annexed the drawing-room for our sole use--locked the door1 extinguished the lights1 and sat down on a sofa side by side1 with our arms round each other4 ,the manifestations that followed were not all nice ones4 ,they formed an experience to be passed through once1 but not willingly repeated1 and ,i should not relate them here1 excepting that they afford so strong a proof that they were produced by a power outside and entirely distinct from our own--a power1 which having once called into action1 we had no means of repressing4 ,we had sat in the dark for some minutes1 without hearing or seeing anything1 when ,i thoughtlessly called out1 ,now1 ,peter1 do your worst1 and extending my arms1 singing1 ,come6 for my arms are empty4 ,in a moment a large1 heavy figure fell with such force into my outstretched arms as to bruise my shoulder--it seemed like a form made of wood or iron1 rather than flesh and blood--and the rough treatment that ensued for both of us is almost beyond description4 ,it seemed as if the room were filled with materialized creatures1 who were determined to let us know they were not to be trifled with4 ,our faces and hands were slapped1 our hair pulled down1 and our clothes nearly torn off our backs4 ,my silk skirt being separate from the bodice was torn off at the waistband1 and the trimming ripped from it1 and ,miss ,showers' muslin dress was also much damaged4 ,we were both thoroughly frightened1 but no expostulations or entreaties had any effect with our tormentors4 ,at the same time we heard the sound as of a multitude of large birds or bats swooping about the room4 ,the fluttering of wings was incessant1 and we could hear them scrooping up and down the walls4 ,in the midst of the confusion1 ,rosie was whisked out of my arms 7for fright had made us cling tighter than ever together7 and planted on the top of a table at some distance from me1 at which she was so frightened she began to cry1 and ,i called out1 ,powles1 where are you8 ,can't you stop them8 ,my appeal was heard4 ,peter's voice exclaimed1 ,hullo6 here's ,powles coming6 and all the noise ceased4 ,we heard the advent of my friend1 and in another moment he was smoothing down the ruffled hair and arranging the disordered dresses and telling me to light the gas and not be frightened4 ,as soon as ,i could ,i obeyed his directions and found ,rosie sitting doubled up in the centre of the table1 but the rest of the room and furniture in its usual condition4 ,peter and his noisy crowd had vanished--so had ,powles1 and there was nothing but our torn skirts and untidy appearance to prove that we had not been having an unholy dream4 ,peter is not a wicked spirit--far from it--but he is a very earthly and frivolous one4 ,but when we consider that nine-tenths of the spirits freed from the flesh are both earthly and frivolous 7if not worse71 ,i know not what right we have to expect to receive back angels in their stead4 ,at one time when my sister ,blanche 7who was very sceptical as to the possibility of the occurrences ,i related having taken place before me7 was staying in my house at ,bayswater1 ,i asked ,miss ,showers if she would give us a seance in my own home1 to which she kindly assented4 ,this was an unusual concession on her part1 because1 in consequence of several accidents and scandals that had occurred from media being forcibly detained 7as ,i have just alluded to71 her mother was naturally averse to her sitting anywhere but in their own circle4 ,however1 on my promising to invite no strangers1 ,mrs4 ,showers herself brought her daughter to my house4 ,we had made no preparation for the seance except by opening part of the folding doors between the dining-room and study1 and hanging a curtain over the aperture4 ,but ,i had carefully locked the door of the study1 so that there should be no egress from it excepting through the dining-room1 and had placed against the locked door a heavy writing-table laden with books and ornaments to make assurance doubly sure4 ,we sat first in the drawing-room above1 where there was a piano4 ,the lights were extinguished1 and ,miss ,showers sat down to the instrument and played the accompaniment to a very simple melody1 ,under the willow she's sleeping4 ,four voices1 sometimes alone and sometimes all together1 accompanied her own4 ,one was a baritone1 supposed to proceed from ,peter1 the second1 a soprano1 from ,lenore4 ,the third was a rumbling bass1 from an influence who called himself ,the ,vicar of ,croydon1 and sung in a fat1 unctuous1 and conceited voice2 and the fourth was a cracked and quavering treble1 from another spirit called ,the ,abbess4 ,these were the voices1 ,mrs4 ,showers told me1 that first followed her daughter about the house in ,devonshire1 and gained her such an unenviable notoriety there4 ,the four voices were perfectly distinct from one another1 and sometimes blended most ludicrously and tripped each other up in a way which made the song a medley--upon which each one would declare it was the fault of the other4 ,the ,vicar of ,croydon always required a great deal of solicitation before he could be induced to exhibit his powers1 but having once commenced1 it was difficult to make him leave off again1 whereas ,the ,abbess was always complaining that they would not allow her to sing the solos4 ,an infant's voice also sung some baby songs in a sweet childish treble1 but she was also very shy and seldom was heard1 in comparison with the rest4 ,all ventriloquism6 ,i hear some reader cry4 ,if so1 ,miss ,showers ought to have made a fortune in exhibiting her talent in public4 ,i have heard the best ventriloquists in the world1 but ,i never heard one who could produce four voices at the same time4 ,after the musical portion of the seance was over1 we descended to the dining-room1 where the gas was burning1 and the medium passed through it to the secured study1 where a mattress was laid upon the floor for her accommodation4 ,florence was the first to appear1 tall and beautiful in appearance1 and with upraised eyes like a nun4 ,she measured her height against the wall with me1 and we found she was the taller of the two by a couple of inches1--my height being five feet six1 the medium's five feet1 and the spirit's five feet eight1 an abnormal height for a woman4 ,lenore came next1 very short indeed1 looking like a child of four or six1 but she grew before our eyes1 until her head was on a level with mine4 ,she begged us all to observe that she had not got on ,rosie's petticoat body4 ,she said she had borrowed it on one occasion1 and ,mrs4 ,showers had recognized it1 and slipped upstairs in the middle of the seance and found it missing from her daughter's chest of drawers1 and that she had been so angry in consequence 7fearing ,rosie's honor might be impeached7 that she said if ,lenore did not promise never to do so again1 she should not be allowed to assist at the seances at all4 ,so ,miss ,lenore1 in rather a pert and defiant mood1 begged ,mrs4 ,showers to see that what she wore was her own property1 and not that of the medium4 ,she was succeeded on that occasion by a strange being1 totally different from the other two1 who called herself ,sally1 and said she had been a cook4 ,she was one of those extraordinary influences for whose return to earth one can hardly account2 quick1 and clever1 and amusing as she could be1 but with an unrefined wit and manner1 and to all appearance1 more earthly-minded than ourselves4 ,but do we not often ask the same question with respect to those still existent here below8 ,what were they born for8 ,what good do they do8 ,why were they ever permitted to come8 ,god1 without whose permission nothing happens1 alone can answer it4 ,we had often to tease ,peter to materialize and show himself1 but he invariably refused1 or postponed the work to another occasion4 ,his excuse was that the medium being so small1 he could not obtain sufficient power from her to make himself appear as a big man1 and he didn't like to come1 looking like a girl in a billycock hat4 ,i came once to ,mrs4 ,showers1 he said1 and she declared ,i was ',rosie' dressed up1 and so ,i have resolved never to show myself again4 ,at the close of that seance1 however1 ,peter asked me to go into the study and see him wake the medium4 ,when ,i entered it and made my way up to the mattress1 ,i found ,miss ,showers extended on it in a deep sleep1 whilst ,peter1 materialized1 sat at her feet4 ,he made me sit down next to him and take his hand and feel his features with my own hand4 ,then he proceeded to rouse ,rosie by shaking her and calling her by name1 holding me by one hand1 as he did so4 ,as ,miss ,showers yawned and woke up from her trance1 the hand slipped from mine1 and ,peter evaporated4 ,when she sat up ,i said to her gently1 ,i am here6 ,peter brought me in and was sitting on the mattress by my side till just this moment4 ,ha1 ha6 laughed his voice close to my ear1 and ,i'm here still1 my dears1 though you can't see me4 ,who can account for such things8 ,i have witnessed them over and over again1 yet ,i am unable1 even to this day1 to do more than believe and wonder4 ,,chapter ,,xiii4 ,,the ,,mediumship ,,of ,,william ,,eglinton4 ,in the stones ,i have related of ,emily and ,the ,monk ,i have alluded freely to the wonderful powers exhibited by ,william ,eglinton1 but the marvels there spoken of were by no means the only ones ,i have witnessed through his mediumship4 ,at the seance which produced the apparition of my sister ,emily1 ,mr4 ,eglinton's control ,joey made himself very familiar4 ,joey is a remarkably small man--perhaps two-thirds lighter in weight than the medium--and looks more like a little jockey than anything else1 though he says he was a clown whilst in this world1 and claims to be the spirit of the immortal ,joe ,grimaldi4 ,he has always appeared to us clothed in a tight-fitting white dress like a woven jersey suit1 which makes him look still smaller than he is4 ,he usually keeps up a continuous chatter1 whether visible or invisible1 and is one of the cleverest and kindest controls ,i know4 ,he is also very devotional1 for which the public will perhaps give him as little credit now as they did whilst he was on earth4 ,on the first occasion of our meeting in the ,russell ,street ,rooms he did not show himself until quite the last1 but he talked incessantly of and for the other spirits that appeared4 ,my sister was1 as ,i have said1 the first to show herself--then came an extraordinary apparition4 ,on the floor1 about three feet from the cabinet1 appeared a head--only the head and throat of a dark man1 with black beard and moustaches1 surmounted by the white turban usually worn by natives4 ,it did not speak1 but the eyes rolled and the lips moved1 as if it tried to articulate1 but without success4 ,joey said the spirit came for ,colonel ,lean1 and was that of a foreigner who had been decapitated4 ,colonel ,lean could not recognize the features2 but1 strange to say1 he had been present at the beheading of two natives in ,japan who had been found guilty of murdering some ,english officers1 and we concluded from ,joey's description that this must be the head of one of them4 ,i knelt down on the floor and put my face on a level with that of the spirit1 that ,i might assure myself there was no body attached to it and concealed by the curtain of the cabinet1 and ,i can affirm that it was a head only1 resting on the neck--that its eyes moved and its features worked1 but that there was nothing further on the floor4 ,i questioned it1 and it evidently tried hard to speak in return4 ,the mouth opened and the tongue was thrust out1 and made a sort of dumb sound1 but was unable to form any words1 and after a while the head sunk through the floor and disappeared4 ,if this was not one of the pleasantest apparitions ,i have seen1 it was one of the most remarkable4 ,there was no possibility of trickery or deception4 ,the decapitated head rested in full sight of the audience1 and had all the peculiarities of the native appearance and expression4 ,after this the figures of two or three ,englishmen came1 friends of others of the audience--then ,joey said he would teach us how to make muslin4 ,he walked right outside the cabinet1 a quaint little figure1 not much bigger than a boy of twelve or thirteen1 with a young1 old face1 and dressed in the white suit ,i have described4 ,he sat down by me and commenced to toss his hands in the air1 as though he were juggling with balls1 saying the while1 ,this is the way we make ladies' dresses4 ,as he did so1 a small quantity of muslin appeared in his hands1 which he kept on moving in the same manner1 whilst the flimsy fabric increased and increased before our eyes1 until it rose in billows of muslin above ,joey's head and fell over his body to his feet1 and enveloped him until he was completely hidden from view4 ,he kept on chattering till the last moment from under the heap of snowy muslin1 telling us to be sure and remember how he made ladies' dresses--when1 all of a sudden1 in the twinkling of an eye1 the heap of muslin rose into the air1 and before us stood the tall figure of ,abdullah1 ,mr4 ,eglinton's ,eastern guide4 ,there had been no darkness1 no pause to effect this change4 ,the muslin had remained on the spot where it was fabricated until ,joey evaporated1 and ,abdullah rose up from beneath it4 ,now ,abdullah is not a spirit to be concealed easily4 ,he is six foot two--a great height for a native--and his high turban adds to his stature4 ,he is a very handsome man1 with an aquiline nose and bright black eyes--a ,persian1 ,i believe1 by birth1 and naturally dark in complexion4 ,he does not speak ,english1 but salaams continually1 and will approach the sitters when requested1 and let them examine the jewels1 of which he wears a large quantity in his turban and ears and round his throat1 or to show them and let them feel that he has lost one arm1 the stump being plainly discernible through his thin clothing4 ,abdullah possesses all the characteristics of the ,eastern nation1 which are unmistakable to one who1 like myself1 has been familiar with them in the flesh4 ,his features are without doubt those of a ,persian2 so is his complexion4 ,his figure is long and lithe and supple1 as that of a cat1 and he can bend to the ground and rise again with the utmost ease and grace4 ,anybody who could pretend for a moment to suppose that ,mr4 ,eglinton by making up could personate ,abdullah must be a fool4 ,it would be an impossibility1 even were he given unlimited time and assistance1 to dress for the character4 ,there is a peculiar boneless elasticity in the movements of a native which those who have lived in the ,east know that no ,englishmen can imitate successfully4 ,abdullah's hand and feet also possess all the characteristics of his nationality1 being narrow1 long and nerveless1 although ,i have heard that he can give rather too good a grip with his one hand when he chooses to exert his power or to show his dislike to any particular sitter4 ,he has always1 however1 shown the utmost urbanity towards us1 but he is not a particularly friendly or familiar spirit4 ,when ,abdullah had retired on this occasion1 ,joey drew back the curtain that shaded the cabinet1 and showed us his medium and himself4 ,there sat ,mr4 ,eglinton attired in evening dress1 with the front of his shirt as smooth and spotless as when it left the laundress' hands1 lying back in his chair in a deep sleep1 whilst little ,joey sat astride his knee1 his white suit contrasting strangely with his medium's black trousers4 ,whilst in this position he kissed ,mr4 ,eglinton several times1 telling him to wake up1 and not look so sulky2 then1 having asked if we all saw him distinctly1 and were satisfied he was not the medium1 he bade ,god bless us1 and the curtains closed once more upon this incomprehensible scene4 ,mr4 ,eglinton subsequently became an intimate friend of ours1 and we often had the pleasure of sitting with him1 but we never saw anything more wonderful 7to my mind7 than we did on our first acquaintance4 ,when he accompanied us to ,bruges 7as told in the history of the ,monk71 ,joey took great trouble to prove to us incontrovertibly that he is not an emanation1 or double1 of his medium1 but a creature completely separate and wholly distinct4 ,my sister's house being built on a very old-fashioned principle1 had all the bedrooms communicating with each other4 ,the entresol in which we usually assembled formed the connecting link to a series of six chambers1 all of which opened into each other1 and the entrance to the first and last of which was from the entresol4 ,we put ,mr4 ,eglinton into ,no4 #a1 locking the connecting door with ,no4 #b1 so that he had no exit except into our circle as we sat round the curtain1 behind which we placed his chair4 ,joey having shown himself outside the curtain1 informed us he was going through the locked door at the back into our bedrooms1 ,nos4 #b1 #c and #d1 and would bring us something from each room4 ,accordingly1 in another minute we heard his voice in ,no4 #b1 commenting on all he saw there2 then he passed into ,no4 #c1 and so on1 making a tour of the rooms1 until he appeared at the communicating door of ,no4 #e1 and threw an article taken from each room into the entresol4 ,he then told us to lift the curtain and inspect the medium1 which we did1 finding him fast asleep in his chair1 with the door behind him locked4 ,joey then returned by the way he had gone1 and presented himself once more outside the cabinet1 the key of the locked door being all the time in our possession4 ,ernest is another well-known control of ,mr4 ,eglinton's1 though he seldom appears1 except to give some marvellous test or advice4 ,he is a very earnest1 deep-feeling spirit1 like his name1 and his symbol is a cross of light2 sometimes large and sometimes small1 but always bright and luminous4 ,ernest seldom shows his whole body4 ,it is generally only his face that is apparent in the midst of the circle1 a more convincing manifestation for the sceptic or inquirer than any number of bodies which are generally attributed to the chicanery of the medium4 ,ernest always speaks in the direct voice in a gentle1 bass tone1 entirely distinct from ,joey's treble1 and his appearance is usually indicative of a harmonious and successful meeting4 ,daisy1 a ,north ,american ,indian girl1 is another control of ,william ,eglinton's1 but ,i have only heard her speak in trance4 ,i do not know which of these spirits it is who conducts the manifestations of writing on the arm1 with which ,mr4 ,eglinton is very successful2 sometimes it seems to be one1 and sometimes the other4 ,as he was sitting with our family at supper one evening1 ,i mentally asked ,joey to write something on some part of his body where his hand could not reach4 ,this was in order to prove that the writing had not been prepared by chemical means beforehand1 as some people are apt to assert4 ,in a short time ,mr4 ,eglinton was observed to stop eating1 and grow very fidgety and look uncomfortable1 and on being questioned as to the cause1 he blushed and stammered1 and could give no answer4 ,after a while he rose from table1 and asked leave to retire to his room4 ,the next morning he told us that he had been so uneasy at supper1 it had become impossible for him to sit it out2 that on reaching his room he had found that his back1 which irritated him as though covered with a rash1 had a sentence written across it1 of which he could only make out a few words by looking at it backwards in a glass2 and as there were only ladies in the house beside himself1 he could not call in an interpreter to his assistance4 ,one day1 without consulting him1 ,i placed a small card and a tiny piece of black lead between the leaves of a volume of the ,leisure ,hour1 and asked him to hold the book with me on the dining table4 ,i never let the book out of my hand1 and it was so thick that ,i had difficulty afterwards in finding my card 7from the corner of which ,i had torn a piece7 again4 ,mr4 ,eglinton sat with me in the daylight with the family about1 and all he did was to place his hand on mine1 which rested on the book4 ,the perspiration ran down his face whilst he did so1 but there was no other sign of power1 and1 honestly1 ,i did not expect to find any writing on my card4 ,when ,i had shaken it out of the leaves of the book1 however1 ,i found a letter closely written on it from my daughter ,florence to this effect3-- ,dear ,mama1--,i am so glad to be able to communicate with you again1 and to demonstrate by actual fact that ,i am really present4 ,of course1 you quite understand that ,i do not write this myself4 ',charlie' is present with me1 and so are many more1 and we all unite in sending you our love4 ,your daughter1 ,florence4 ,mr4 ,eglinton's mediumship embraces various phases of phenomena1 as may be gathered from his own relations of them1 and the testimony of his friends4 ,a narrative of his spiritual work1 under the title of ',twixt two ,worlds1 has been written and published by ,mr4 ,john ,t4 ,farmer1 and contains some exhaustive descriptions of1 and testimonies to1 his undoubtedly wonderful gifts4 ,in it appear several accounts written by myself1 and which1 for the benefit of such of my readers as have not seen the book in question1 ,i will repeat here4 ,the first is that of the ,monk1 given in extenso1 as ,i have given it in the eleventh chapter of this book4 ,the second is of a seance held on the #eth ,september1 #ahhd4 ,the circle consisted of ,mr4 and ,mrs4 ,stewart1 ,colonel and ,mrs4 ,wynch1 ,mr4 and ,mrs4 ,russell-,davies1 ,mr4 ,morgan1 and ,colonel ,lean and myself1 and was held in ,mr4 ,eglinton's private chambers in ,quebec ,street4 ,we sat in the front drawing-room1 with one gas-burner alight1 and the door having been properly secured1 ,mr4 ,eglinton went into the back room1 which was divided by curtains from the front4 ,he had not left us a couple of minutes before a man stepped out through the portiere1 and walked right into the midst of us4 ,he was a large1 stout man1 and very dark1 and most of the sitters remarked that he had a very peculiar smell4 ,no one recognized him1 and after appearing two or three times he left1 and was immediately succeeded by a woman1 very much like him1 who also had to leave us without any recognition4 ,these two spirits1 before taking a final leave1 came out together1 and seemed to examine the circle curiously4 ,after a short interval a much smaller and slighter man came forward1 and darted in a peculiar slouching attitude round the circle4 ,colonel ,lean asked him to shake hands4 ,he replied by seizing his hand1 and nearly dragging him off his seat4 ,he then darted across the room1 and gave a similar proof of his muscular power to ,mr4 ,stewart4 ,but when ,i asked him to notice me1 he took my hand and squeezed it firmly between his own4 ,he had scarcely disappeared before ,abdullah1 with his one arm and his six feet two of height1 stood before us1 and salaamed all round4 ,then came my daughter ,florence1 a girl of nineteen by that time1 very slight and feminine in appearance4 ,she advanced two or three times1 near enough to touch me with her hand1 but seemed fearful to approach nearer4 ,but the next moment she returned1 dragging ,mr4 ,eglinton after her4 ,he was in deep trance1 breathing with difficulty1 but ,florence held him by the hand and brought him up to my side1 when he detached my hands from those of the sitters either side of me1 and making me stand up1 he placed my daughter in my arms4 ,as she stood folded in my embrace1 she whispered a few words to me relative to a subject known to no one but myself1 and she placed my hand upon her heart1 that ,i might feel she was a living woman4 ,colonel ,lean asked her to go to him4 ,she tried and failed1 but having retreated behind the curtain to gather strength1 she appeared the second time with ,mr4 ,eglinton1 and calling ,colonel ,lean to her1 embraced him4 ,this is one of the most perfect instances on record of a spirit form being seen distinctly by ten witnesses with the medium under gas4 ,the next materialization that appeared was for ,mr4 ,stewart4 ,this gentleman was newly arrived from ,australia1 and a stranger to ,mr4 ,eglinton4 ,as soon as he saw the female form1 who beckoned him to the portiere to speak to her1 he exclaimed1 ,my ,god6 ,pauline1 with such genuine surprise and conviction as were unmistakable4 ,the spirit then whispered to him1 and putting her arms round his neck1 affectionately kissed him4 ,he turned after a while1 and addressing his wife1 told her that the spirit bore the very form and features of their niece ,pauline1 whom they had lost the year before4 ,mr4 ,stewart expressed himself entirely satisfied with the identity of his niece1 and said she looked just as she had done before she was taken ill4 ,i must not omit to say that the medium also appeared with this figure1 making the third time of showing himself in one evening with the spirit form4 ,the next apparition1 being the seventh that appeared1 was that of a little child apparently about two years old1 who supported itself in walking by holding on to a chair4 ,i stooped down1 and tried to talk to this baby1 but it only cried in a fretful manner1 as though frightened at finding itself with strangers1 and turned away4 ,the attention of the circle was diverted from this sight by seeing ,abdullah dart between the curtains1 and stand with the child in our view1 whilst ,mr4 ,eglinton appeared at the same moment between the two forms1 making a tria juncta in uno4 ,thus ended the seance4 ,the second one of which ,i wrote took place on the #bgth of the same month1 and under very similar circumstances4 ,the circle this time consisted of ,mrs4 ,wheeler1 ,mr4 ,woods1 ,mr4 ,gordon1 ,the ,honorable ,gordon ,sandeman1 my daughter ,eva1 my son ,frank1 ,colonel ,lean1 and myself4 ,mr4 ,eglinton appeared on this occasion to find some difficulty in passing under control1 and he came out so frequently into the circle to gather power1 that ,i guessed we were going to have uncommonly good manifestations4 ,the voice of ,joey1 too1 begged us under no circumstances whatever1 to lose hands1 as they were going to try something very difficult1 and we might defeat their efforts at the very moment of victory4 ,when the medium was at last under control in the back drawing room1 a tall man1 with an uncovered head of dark hair1 and a large beard1 appeared and walked up to a lady in the company4 ,she was very much affected by the recognition of the spirit1 which she affirmed to be that of her brother4 ,she called him by name and kissed him1 and informed us1 that he was just as he had been in earth life4 ,her emotion was so great1 we thought she would have fainted1 but after a while she became calm again4 ,we next heard the notes of a clarionet4 ,i had been told that ,mr4 ,woods 7a stranger just arrived from the ,antipodes7 had lost a brother under peculiarly distressing circumstances1 and that he hoped 7though hardly expected7 to see his brother that evening4 ,it was the first time ,i had ever seen ,mr4 ,woods2 yet so remarkable was the likeness between the brothers1 that when a spirit appeared with a clarionet in his hand1 ,i could not help knowing who it was1 and exclaimed1 ,oh1 ,mr4 ,woods1 there is your brother6 ,the figure walked up to ,mr4 ,woods and grasped his hand4 ,as they appeared thus with their faces turned to one another1 they were strikingly alike both in feature and expression4 ,this spirit's head was also bare1 an unusual occurrence1 and covered with thick1 crisp hair4 ,he appeared twice1 and said distinctly1 ,god bless you6 each time to his brother4 ,mrs4 ,wheeler1 who had known the spirit in earth life1 was startled by the tone of the voice1 which she recognized at once2 and ,mr4 ,morgan1 who had been an intimate friend of his in ,australia1 confirmed the recognition4 ,we asked ,mr4 ,woods the meaning of the clarionet1 which was a black one1 handsomely inlaid with silver4 ,he told us his brother had been an excellent musician1 and had won a similar instrument as a prize at some musical competition4 ,but1 he added wonderingly1 his clarionet is locked up in my house in ,australia4 ,my daughter ,florence came out next1 but only a little way1 at which ,i was disappointed1 but ,joey said they were reserving the strength for a manifestation further on4 ,he then said1 ,here comes a friend for ,mr4 ,sandeman1 and a man1 wearing the masonic badge and scarf1 appeared1 and made the tour of the circle1 giving the masonic grip to those of the craft present4 ,he was a good looking young man1 and said he had met some of those present in ,australia1 but no one seemed to recognize him4 ,he was succeeded by a male figure1 who had materialized on the previous occasion4 ,as he passed through the curtain1 a female figure appeared beside him1 bearing a very bright light1 as though to show him the way4 ,she did not come beyond the portiere1 but every one in the room saw her distinctly4 ,on account of the dress and complexion of the male figure1 we had wrongly christened him ,the ,bedouin2 but my son1 ,frank ,marryat1 who is a sailor1 now found out he was an ,east ,indian by addressing him in ,hindustani1 to which he responded in a low voice4 ,some one asked him to take a seat amongst us1 upon which he seized a heavy chair in one hand and flourished it above his head4 ,he then squatted1 native fashion1 on his haunches on the floor and left us1 as before1 by vanishing suddenly4 ,joey now announced that they were going to try the experiment of showing us how the spirits were made from the medium4 ,this was the crowning triumph of the evening4 ,mr4 ,eglinton appeared in the very midst of us in trance4 ,he entered the room backwards1 and as if fighting with the power that pushed him in1 his eyes were shut1 and his breath was drawn with difficulty4 ,as he stood thus1 holding on to a chair for support1 an airy mass like a cloud of tobacco smoke was seen on his left hip1 his legs became illuminated by lights travelling up and down them1 and a white film settled about his head and shoulders4 ,the mass increased1 and he breathed harder and harder1 whilst invisible hands pulled the filmy drapery out of his hip in long strips1 that amalgamated as soon as formed1 and fell to the ground to be succeeded by others4 ,the cloud continued to grow thicker1 and we were eagerly watching the process1 when1 in the twinkling of an eye1 the mass had evaporated1 and a spirit1 full formed1 stood beside him4 ,no one could say how it had been raised in the very midst of us1 nor whence it came1 but it was there4 ,mr4 ,eglinton then retired with the new-born spirit behind the curtains1 but in another moment he came 7or he was thrown out7 amongst us again1 and fell upon the floor4 ,the curtains opened again1 and the full figure of ,ernest appeared and raised the medium by the hand4 ,as he saw him1 ,mr4 ,eglinton fell on his knees1 and ,ernest drew him out of sight4 ,thus ended the second of these two wonderful seances4 ,thus published reports of them were signed with the full names and addresses of those who witnessed them4 ,william ,eglinton's powers embrace various phases of phenomena1 amongst which levitation is a common occurrence2 indeed1 ,i do not think ,i have ever sat with him at a seance during which he has not been levitated4 ,i have seen him on several occasions rise1 or be carried1 into the air1 so that his head touched the ceiling1 and his feet were above the sitters' heads4 ,on one occasion whilst sitting with him a perfectly new manifestation was developed4 ,as each spirit came the name was announced1 written on the air in letters of fire1 which moved round the circle in front of the sitters4 ,as the names were those of friends of the audience and not of friends of ,mr4 ,eglinton1 and the phenomenon ended with a letter written to me in the same manner on private affairs1 it could not be attributed to a previously arranged trick4 ,i have accompanied ,mr4 ,eglinton1 in the capacity of interpreter1 to a professional seance in ,paris consisting of some forty persons1 not one of whom could speak a word of ,english whilst he was equally ignorant of foreign languages4 ,and ,i have heard ,french and ,german spirits return through him to converse with their friends1 who were radiant with joy at communicating with them again1 whilst their medium could not 7had he been conscious7 have understood or pronounced a single word of all the news he was so glibly repeating4 ,i will conclude this testimony to his powers by the account of a sitting with him for slate writing--that much abused and most maligned manifestation4 ,because a few ignorant pig-headed people who have never properly investigated the science of ,spiritualism decide that a thing cannot be1 because it can't1 men of honor and truth are voted charlatans and tricksters1 and those who believe in them fools and blind4 ,the day will dawn yet when it will be seen which of the two classes best deserve the name4 ,some years ago1 when ,i first became connected in business with ,mr4 ,edgar ,lee of the ,st4 ,stephen's ,review1 ,i found him much interested in the subject of ,spiritualism1 though he had never had an opportunity of investigating it1 and through my introduction ,i procured him a test seance with ,william ,eglinton4 ,we met one afternoon at the medium's house in ,nottingham ,place for that purpose1 and sat at an ordinary table in the back dining-room for slate-writing4 ,the slate used on the occasion 7as ,mr4 ,lee had neglected to bring his own slate as requested7 was one which was presented to ,mr4 ,eglinton by ,mr4 ,gladstone4 ,it consisted of two slates of medium size1 set in mahogany frames1 with box hinges1 and which1 when shut1 were fastened with a ,bramah lock and key4 ,on the table cloth was a collection of tiny pieces of different colored chalk4 ,in the front room1 which was divided from us by folding doors1 were some bookcases4 ,mr4 ,eglinton commenced by asking ,mr4 ,lee to go into the front room by himself1 and select1 in his mind's eye1 any book he chose as the one from which extracts should be given4 ,mr4 ,lee having done as he was told1 returned to his former place beside us1 without giving a hint as to which book he had selected4 ,mr4 ,gladstone's slate was then delivered over to him to clean with sponge and water2 that done1 he was directed to choose four pieces of chalk and place them between the slates1 to lock them and retain the key4 ,the slates were left on the table in the sight of all2 ,mr4 ,lee's hand remained on them all the time4 ,all that ,mr4 ,eglinton did was to place his hand above ,mr4 ,lee's4 ,you chose1 ,i think1 he commenced1 four morsels of chalk--white1 blue1 yellow and red4 ,please say which word1 on which line1 on which page of the book you selected just now1 the white chalk shall transcribe4 ,mr4 ,lee answered 7,i forget the exact numbers7 somewhat in this wise1 ,the #crd word on the #aeth line of the #ajbnd page1 he having1 it must be remembered1 no knowledge of the contents of the volume1 which he had not even touched with his hand4 ,immediately he had spoken1 a scratching noise was heard between the two slates4 ,when it ceased1 ,mr4 ,eglinton put the same question with regard to the blue1 yellow and red chalks1 which was similarly responded to4 ,he then asked ,mr4 ,lee to unlock the slates1 read the words1 and then fetch the book he had selected1 and compare notes1 and in each instance the word had been given correctly4 ,several other experiments were then made1 equally curious1 the number of ,mr4 ,lee's watch1 which he had not taken from his pocket1 and which he said he did not know himself1 being amongst them4 ,then ,mr4 ,eglinton said to ,mr4 ,lee1 ,have you any friend in the spirit-world from whom you would like to hear8 ,if so1 and you will mentally recall the name1 we will try and procure some writing from him or her4 7,i must say here that these two were utter strangers to each other1 and had met for the first time that afternoon1 and indeed as will be seen by the context ,i had a very slight knowledge of ,mr4 ,edgar ,lee myself at that time47 ,mr4 ,lee thought for a moment1 and then replied that there was a dead friend of his from whom he should like to hear4 ,the cleaning and locking process was gone through again1 and the scratching re-commenced1 and when it concluded1 ,mr4 ,lee unlocked the slates and read a letter to this effect3-- ,my ,dear ,will1--,i am quite satisfied with your decision respecting ,bob4 ,by all means1 send him to the school you are thinking of4 ,he will get on better there4 ,his education requires more pushing than it gets at present4 ,thanks for all you have done for him4 ,god bless you4--,your affectionate cousin1 ,r4 ,tasker4 ,i do not pretend to give the exact words of this letter2 for though they were afterwards published1 ,i have not a copy by me4 ,but the gist of the experiment does not lie in the exactitude of the words4 ,when ,i saw the slate1 ,i looked at ,mr4 ,lee in astonishment4 ,who is it for8 ,i asked4 ,it is all right1 he replied2 it is for me4 ,it is from my cousin1 who left his boy in my charge4 ,my real name is ,william ,tasker4 ,now1 ,i had never heard it hinted before that ,edgar ,lee was only a nom de plume1 and the announcement came on me as a genuine surprise4 ,so satisfied was ,mr4 ,william ,tasker ,edgar ,lee with his experimental seance1 that he had the slate photographed and reproduced in the ,st4 ,stephen's ,review1 with an account of the whole proceedings1 which were sufficient to make any one stop for a moment in the midst of the world's harassing duties and think4 ,,chapter ,,xiv4 ,,the ,,mediumship ,,of ,,arthur ,,colman4 ,arthur ,colman was so intimate a friend of ,mr4 ,eglinton's1 and so much associated with him in my thoughts in the days when ,i first knew them both1 that it seems only natural that ,i should write of him next4 ,his powers were more confined to materialization than ,eglinton's1 but in that he excelled4 ,he is the most wonderful materializing medium ,i ever met in ,england2 but of late years1 owing to the injury it did him in his profession1 he has been compelled1 in justice to himself1 to give up sitting for physical manifestations1 and1 indeed1 sitting at all1 except to oblige his friends4 ,i cannot but consider this decision on his part as a great public loss2 but until the public takes more interest in the next world than they do in this1 it will not make it worth the while of such as ,mr4 ,colman to devote their lives1 health and strength to their enlightenment4 ,for to be a good physical medium means literally to part1 little by little1 with one's own life1 and no man can be expected to do so much for the love of a set of unbelievers and sceptics1 who will use up all his powers1 and then go home to call him a rogue and a cheat and a trickster4 ,if1 as ,i am persuaded1 each one of us is surrounded by the influences we gather of our own free-will about us--the loving and noble-hearted by angels1 the selfish and unbelieving by devils--and we consider how the latter preponderate over the former in this world1 is it to be wondered at that most seances are conducted by an assemblage of evil spirits brought there by the sitters themselves8 ,sceptical1 blasphemous and sensual men and women collect together to try and find out the falsehood1 not the truth1 of ,spiritualism1 and are tricked by the very influences that attend their footsteps and direct their daily lives2 and therein lies the danger of ,spiritualism as a pursuit1 taken up out of curiosity rather than a desire to learn4 ,it gives increased power to the evil that surrounds ourselves1 and the devil that goes out of us returns with seven other devils worse than himself4 ,the drunkard1 who1 by giving rein to a weakness which he knows he should resist1 has attracted to him the spirits of drunkards gone before1 joins a seance1 and by the collaboration of forces1 as it were1 bestows increased power on the guides he has chosen for himself to lead him into greater evil4 ,this dissertation1 however1 called forth by the never-ceasing wonder ,i feel at the indifference of the world towards such sights as ,i have seen1 has led me further than ,i intended from the subject of my chapter4 ,arthur ,colman is a young man of delicate constitution and appearance1 who was at one time almost brought down to death's door by the demands made by physical phenomena upon his strength2 but since he has given up sitting1 he has regained his health1 and looks quite a different person4 ,this fact proves of itself what a tax is laid upon the unfortunate medium for such manifestations4 ,since he has resolved1 however1 never to sit again1 ,i am all the more anxious to record what ,i have seen through him1 probably for the last time4 ,when ,i first knew my husband ,colonel ,lean1 he had seen nothing of ,spiritualism1 and was proportionately curious1 and naturally a little sceptical on the subject1 or1 rather let me say1 incredulous4 ,he was hardly prepared to receive all the marvels ,i told him of without proof2 and ,mr4 ,colman's guide1 ,aimee1 was very anxious to convince him of their truth4 ,she arranged1 therefore1 a seance at which he was to be present1 and which was to be held at the house of ,mr4 and ,mrs4 ,george ,neville4 ,the party dined there together previously1 and consisted only of ,mr4 and ,mrs4 ,neville1 ,arthur ,colman1 ,colonel ,lean1 and myself4 ,as we were in the drawing-room1 however1 after dinner1 and before we had commenced the seance1 an ,american lady1 who was but slightly known to any of us1 was announced4 ,we had particularly wished to have no strangers present1 and her advent proportionately annoyed us1 but we did not know on what excuse to get rid of her4 ,she was a pushing sort of person2 and when ,mrs4 ,neville told her we were going to hold a seance1 as a sort of hint that she might take her leave1 it only made her resolve to stay2 indeed1 she declared she had had a premonition of the fact4 ,she said that whilst in her own room that morning1 a figure had appeared standing by her bed1 dressed in blue and white1 like the pictures of the ,virgin ,mary1 and that all day she had had an impression that she must spend the evening with the ,nevilles1 and she should hear something more about it4 ,we could not get rid of the lady1 so we were obliged to ask her to remain and assist at the seance1 which she had already made up her mind to do1 so we commenced our preparations4 ,the two drawing-rooms communicated by folding doors1 which were opened1 and a portiere drawn across the opening4 ,in the back room we placed ,mr4 ,colman's chair4 ,he was dressed in a light grey suit1 which we secured in the following manner3--,his hands were first sewn inside the sleeves of the coat1 then his arms were placed behind his back1 and the coat sleeves sewn together to the elbow4 ,we then sewed his trouser legs together in the same way4 ,we then tied him round the throat1 waist and legs with white cotton1 which the least movement on his part would break1 and the ends of each ligament were sealed to the wall of the room with wax and stamped with my seal with ,florence ,marryat on it4 ,considering him thus secure1 without any possibility of escape unless we discovered it1 we left him in the back room1 and arranged ourselves on a row of five chairs before the portiere in the front one1 which was lighted by a single gas-burner4 ,i sat at the head of the row1 then the ,american lady1 ,mrs4 ,neville1 ,colonel ,lean and ,mr4 ,neville4 ,i am not sure how long we waited for the manifestations2 but ,i do not think it was many minutes before a female figure glided from the side of the curtain and took a vacant chair by my side4 ,i said1 ,who is this8 and she whispered1 ,florence1 and laid her head down on my shoulder1 and kissed my neck4 ,i was turning towards her to distinguish her features more fully1 when ,i became aware that a second figure was standing in front of me1 and ,florence said ,mother1 there is ,powles2 and at the same time1 as he bent down to speak to me1 his beard touched my face4 ,i had not had time to draw the attention of my friends to the spirits that stood by me1 when ,i was startled by hearing one exclamation after another from the various sitters4 ,the ,american lady called out1 ,there's the woman that came to me this morning4 ,mr4 ,neville said1 ,that is my father1 and ,colonel ,lean was asking some one if he would not give his name1 ,i looked down the line of sitters4 ,before ,colonel ,lean there stood an old man with a long1 white beard2 a somewhat similar figure was in front of ,mr4 ,neville4 ,before the dark curtain appeared a woman dressed in blue and white1 like a nun2 and meanwhile1 ,florence and ,powles still maintained their station by my side4 ,as if this were not enough of itself to turn a mortal's brain1 the portiere was at the same moment drawn aside1 and there stood ,arthur ,colman in his grey suit1 freed from all his bonds1 but under the control of ,aimee1 who called out joyously to my husband1 ,now1 ,frank1 will you believe8 ,she dropped the curtain1 the apparitions glided or faded away1 and we passed into the back drawing-room1 to find ,mr4 ,colman still in trance1 just as we had left him1 and with all the seals and stitches intact4 ,not a thread of them all was broken4 ,this is the largest number of spirits ,i have ever seen at one time with one medium4 ,i have seen two materialized spirits at a time1 and even three1 from ,mr4 ,williams and ,miss ,showers and ,katie ,cook2 but on this occasion there were five apparent with the medium1 all standing together before us4 ,and this is the sort of thing that the majority of people do not consider it worth their while to take a little trouble to see4 ,i have already related how successfully ,florence used to materialize through this medium1 and numerous friends1 utterly unknown to him1 have revisited us through his means4 ,his trance mediumship is as wonderful as his physical phenomena2 some people might think more so4 ,amongst others1 two spirits have come back to us through ,mr4 ,colman1 neither of whom he knew in this life1 and both of whom are1 in their way1 too characteristic to be mistaken4 ,one is ,phillis ,glover the actress2 the other my stepson1 ,francis ,lean1 who was drowned by an accident at sea4 ,phillis ,glover was a woman who led a very eventful life1 chiefly in ,america1 and was a versatile genius in conversation1 as in everything else4 ,she was peculiar also1 and had a half-,yankee way of talking1 and a store of familiar sayings and anecdotes1 which she constantly introduced into her conversation4 ,she was by no means an ordinary person whilst in this life1 and in order to imitate her manner and speech successfully1 one would need to be as clever a person as herself4 ,and1 without wishing to derogate from the powers of ,mr4 ,colman's mind1 he knows1 and ,i know1 that ,phillis ,glover was cleverer than either of us4 ,when her influence or spirit therefore returns through him1 it is quite unmistakable4 ,it is not only that she retains all her little tricks of voice and feature and manner 7which ,mr4 ,colman has never seen71 but she alludes to circumstances that took place in this life and people she was associated with here that he has never heard of4 ,more1 she will relate her old stories and anecdotes1 and sing her old songs1 and give the most incontrovertible tests of her identity1 even to recalling facts and incidents that have entirely passed from our minds4 ,when she appears through him1 it is ,phillis ,glover we are sitting with again and talking with1 as familiarly as we did in the days gone by4 ,francis1 in his way too1 is quite as remarkable4 ,the circumstances of his death and the events leading to it were unknown to us1 till he related them through ,mr4 ,colman2 and he speaks to us of the contents of private letters1 and repeats conversations and alludes to circumstances and names that are known only to him and ourselves4 ,he had a peculiar manner also--quick and nervous--and a way of cutting his words short1 which his spirit preserves to the smallest particular1 and which furnish the strongest proofs possible of his identity to those who knew him here below4 ,but these are but a very few amongst the innumerable tests furnished by ,arthur ,colman's occult powers of the assured possibility of communicating with the spirits of those gone before us4 ,,chapter ,,xv4 ,,the ,,mediumship ,,of ,,mrs4 ,,guppy ,,volckman4 ,the mediumship of this lady is so well known1 and has been so universally attested1 that nothing ,i can write of could possibly add to her fame2 and as ,i made her acquaintance but a short time before she relinquished sitting for manifestations1 ,i have had but little experience of her powers1 but such as ,i enjoyed were very remarkable4 ,i have alluded to them in the story of ,the ,green ,lady1 whose apparition was due solely to ,mrs4 ,guppy ,volckman's presence1 and on that occasion she gave us another wonderful proof of her mediumship4 ,a sheet was procured and held up at either end by ,mr4 ,charles ,williams and herself4 ,it was held in the light1 in the centre of the room1 forming a white wall of about five feet high1 i4e41 as high as their arms could conveniently reach4 ,both the hands of ,mrs4 ,volckman and ,mr4 ,williams were placed outside the sheet1 so that no trickery might be suspected through their being concealed4 ,in a short time the head of a woman appeared above the sheet1 followed by that of a man1 and various pairs of hands1 both large and small1 which bobbed up and down1 and seized the hands of the spectators1 whilst the faces went close to the media1 as if with the intention of kissing them4 ,this frightened ,mrs4 ,volckman1 so that she frequently screamed and dropped her end of the sheet1 which1 had there been any deception1 must inevitably have exposed it4 ,it seemed to make no difference to the spirits1 however1 who reappeared directly they had the opportunity1 and made her at last so nervous that she threw the sheet down and refused to hold it any more4 ,the faces were life-size1 and could move their eyes and lips2 the hands were some as large as a man's1 and covered with hair1 and others like those of a woman or child4 ,they had all the capability of working the fingers and grasping objects presented to them2 whilst the four hands belonging to the media were kept in sight of the audience1 and could not have worked machinery even if they could have concealed it4 ,the first time ,i was introduced to ,mrs4 ,volckman 7then ,mrs4 ,guppy7 was at a seance at her own house in ,victoria ,road1 where she had assembled a large party of guests1 including several names well known in art and literature4 ,we sat in a well-lighted drawing-room1 and the party was so large that the circle round the table was three deep4 ,mrs4 ,mary ,hardy1 the ,american medium 7since dead71 was present1 and the honors of the manifestations may be therefore1 ,i conclude1 divided between the two ladies4 ,the table1 a common deal one1 made for such occasions1 with a round hole of about twenty inches in diameter in the middle of it1 was covered with a cloth that hung down1 and was nailed to the ground1 leaving only the aperture free4 7,i must premise that this cloth had been nailed down by a committee of the gentlemen visitors1 in order that there might be no suspicion of a confederate hidden underneath it47 ,we then sat round the table1 but without placing our hands on it4 ,in a short time hands began to appear through the open space in the table1 all sorts of hands1 from the woman's taper fingers and the baby's dimpled fist1 to the hands of old and young men1 wrinkled or muscular4 ,some of the hands had rings on the fingers1 by which the sitters recognized them1 some stretched themselves out to be grasped2 and some appeared in pairs1 clasped together or separate4 ,one hand took a glove from a sitter and put it on the other1 showing the muscular force it possessed by the way in which it pressed down each finger and then buttoned the glove4 ,another pair of hands talked through the dumb alphabet to us1 and a third played on a musical instrument4 ,i was leaning forward1 before ,i had witnessed the above1 peering inquisitively down the hole1 and saying1 ,i wonder if they would have strength to take anything down with them1 when a large hand suddenly appeared and very nearly took me down1 by seizing my nose as if it never meant to let go again4 ,at all events1 it took me a peg or two down1 for ,i remember it brought the tears into my eyes with the force it exhibited4 ,after the hands had ceased to appear1 the table was moved away1 and we sat in a circle in the light4 ,mrs4 ,guppy did not wish to take a part in the seance1 except as a spectator1 so she retired to the back drawing-room with the ,baroness ,adelma ,vay and other visitors1 and left ,mrs4 ,hardy with the circle in the front4 ,suddenly1 however1 she was levitated and carried in the sight of us all into the midst of our circle4 ,as she felt herself rising in the air1 she called out1 ,don't let go hands for ,heaven's sake4 ,we were standing in a ring1 and ,i had hold of the hand of ,prince ,albert of ,solms4 ,as ,mrs4 ,guppy came sailing over our heads1 her feet caught his neck and mine1 and in our anxiety to do as she had told us1 we gripped tight hold of each other1 and were thrown forward on our knees by the force with which she was carried past us into the centre4 ,this was a pretty strong proof to us1 whatever it may be to others1 that our senses did not deceive us when we thought we saw ,mrs4 ,guppy over our heads in the air4 ,the influence that levitated her1 moreover1 placed her on a chair with such a bump that it broke the two front legs off4 ,as soon as ,mrs4 ,guppy had rejoined us1 the order was given to put out the light and to wish for something4 ,we unanimously asked for flowers1 it being the middle of ,december1 and a hard frost4 ,simultaneously we smelt the smell of fresh earth1 and were told to light the gas again1 when the following extraordinary sight met our view4 ,in the middle of the sitters1 still holding hands1 was piled up on the carpet an immense quantity of mould1 which had been torn up apparently with the roots that accompanied it4 ,there were laurestinus1 and laurels1 and holly1 and several others1 just as they had been pulled out of the earth and thrown down in the midst of us4 ,mrs4 ,guppy looked anything but pleased at the state of her carpet1 and begged the spirits would bring something cleaner next time4 ,they then told us to extinguish the lights again1 and each sitter was to wish mentally for something for himself4 ,i wished for a yellow butterfly1 knowing it was ,december1 and as ,i thought of it1 a little cardboard box was put into my hand4 ,prince ,albert whispered to me1 ,have you got anything8 ,yes1 ,i said2 but not what ,i asked for4 ,i expect they have given me a piece of jewellery4 ,when the gas was re-lit1 ,i opened the box1 and there lay two yellow butterflies2 dead1 of course1 but none the less extraordinary for that4 ,i wore at that seance a tight-fitting1 high white muslin dress1 over a tight petticoat body4 ,the dress had no pocket1 and ,i carried my handkerchief1 a fine cambric one1 in my hand4 ,when the seance was over1 ,i found this handkerchief had disappeared1 at which ,i was vexed1 as it had been embroidered for me by my sister ,emily1 then dead4 ,i inquired of every sitter if they had seen it1 even making them turn out their pockets in case they had taken it in mistake for their own1 but it was not to be found1 and ,i returned home1 as ,i thought1 without it4 ,what was my surprise on removing my dress and petticoat bodice to find the handkerchief1 neatly folded into a square of about four inches1 between my stays and the garment beneath them2 placed1 moreover1 over the smallest part of my waist1 where no fingers could have penetrated even had my dress been loose4 ,my woman readers may be able better than the men to appreciate the difficulty of such a manoeuvre by mortal means2 indeed it would have been quite impossible for myself or anybody else to place the handkerchief in such a position without removing the stays4 ,and it was folded so neatly also1 and placed so smoothly1 that there was not a crumple in the cambric4 ,,chapter ,,xvi4 ,,the ,,mediumship ,,of ,,florence ,,cook4 ,in writing of my own mediumship1 or the mediumship of any other person1 ,i wish it particularly to be understood that ,i do not intend my narrative to be1 by any means1 an account of all seances held under that control 7for were ,i to include everything that ,i have seen and heard during my researches into ,spiritualism1 this volume would swell to unconscionable dimensions71 but only of certain events which ,i believe to be remarkable1 and not enjoyed by every one in like measure4 ,most people have read of the ordinary phenomena that take place at such meetings4 ,my readers1 therefore1 will find no description here of marvels which--whether true or false--can be accounted for upon natural grounds4 ,miss ,florence ,cook1 now ,mrs4 ,elgie ,corner1 is one of the media who have been most talked of and written about4 ,mr4 ,alfred ,crookes took an immense interest in her1 and published a long account of his investigation of ,spiritualism under her mediumship4 ,mr4 ,henry ,dunphy1 of the ,morning ,post1 wrote a series of papers for ,london ,society 7of which magazine ,i was then the editor71 describing her powers1 and the proof she gave of them4 ,the first time ,i ever met ,florence ,cook was in his private house1 when my little daughter appeared through her 7vide ,the ,story of my ,spirit ,child74 ,on that occasion1 as we were sitting at supper after the seance--a party of perhaps thirty people--the whole dinner-table1 with everything upon it1 rose bodily in the air to a level with our knees1 and the dishes and glasses swayed about in a perilous manner1 without1 however1 coming to any permanent harm4 ,i was so much astonished at1 and interested by1 what ,i saw that evening1 that ,i became most anxious to make the personal acquaintance of ,miss ,cook4 ,she was the medium for the celebrated spirit1 ,katie ,king1 of whom so much has been believed and disbelieved1 and the seances she gave at her parents' house in ,hackney for the purpose of seeing this figure alone used to be crowded by the cleverest and most scientific men of the day1 ,sergeants ,cox and ,ballantyne1 ,mr4 ,s4 ,c4 ,hall1 ,mr4 ,alfred ,crookes1 and many others1 being on terms of the greatest intimacy with her4 ,mr4 ,william ,harrison1 of the ,spiritualist paper1 was the one to procure me an introduction to the family and an entrance to the seances1 for which ,i shall always feel grateful to him4 ,for the benefit of the uninitiated1 let me begin by telling who ,katie ,king was supposed to be4 ,her account of herself was that her name was ,annie ,owens ,morgan2 that she was the daughter of ,sir ,henry ,morgan1 a famous buccaneer who lived about the time of the ,commonwealth1 and suffered death upon the high seas1 being1 in fact1 a pirate2 that she herself was about twelve years old when ,charles the ,first was beheaded2 that she married and had two little children2 that she committed more crimes than we should like to hear of1 having murdered men with her own hands1 but yet died quite young1 at about two or three and twenty4 ,to all questions concerning the reason of her reappearance on earth1 she returned but one answer1 ,that it was part of the work given her to do to convince the world of the truth of ,spiritualism4 ,this was the information ,i received from her own lips4 ,she had appeared to the ,cooks some years before ,i saw her1 and had become so much one of the family as to walk about the house at all times without alarming the inmates4 ,she often materialized and got into bed with her medium at night1 much to ,florrie's annoyance2 and after ,miss ,cook's marriage to ,captain ,corner1 he told me himself that he used to feel at first as if he had married two women1 and was not quite sure which was his wife of the two4 ,the order of these seances was always the same4 ,miss ,cook retired to a back room1 divided from the audience by a thin damask curtain1 and presently the form of ,katie ,king would appear dressed in white1 and walk out amongst the sitters in gaslight1 and talk like one of themselves4 ,florence ,cook 7as ,i mentioned before7 is a very small1 slight brunette1 with dark eyes and dark curly hair and a delicate aquiline nose4 ,sometimes ,katie resembled her exactly2 at others1 she was totally different4 ,sometimes1 too1 she measured the same height as her medium2 at others1 she was much taller4 ,i have a large photograph of ,katie taken under limelight4 ,in it she appears as the double of ,florrie ,cook1 yet ,florrie was looking on whilst the picture was taken4 ,i have sat for her several times with ,mr4 ,crookes1 and seen the tests applied which are mentioned in his book on the subject4 ,i have seen ,florrie's dark curls nailed down to the floor1 outside the curtain1 in view of the audience1 whilst ,katie walked about and talked with us4 ,i have seen ,florrie placed on the scale of a weighing machine constructed by ,mr4 ,crookes for the purpose1 behind the curtain1 whilst the balance remained in sight4 ,i have seen under these circumstances that the medium weighed eight stone in a normal condition1 and that as soon as the materialized form was fully developed1 the balance ran up to four stone4 ,moreover1 ,i have seen both ,florrie and ,katie together on several occasions1 so ,i can have no doubt on the subject that they were two separate creatures4 ,still1 ,i can quite understand how difficult it must have been for strangers to compare the strong likeness that existed between the medium and the spirit1 without suspecting they were one and the same person4 ,one evening ,katie walked out and perched herself upon my knee4 ,i could feel she was a much plumper and heavier woman than ,miss ,cook1 but she wonderfully resembled her in features1 and ,i told her so4 ,katie did not seem to consider it a compliment4 ,she shrugged her shoulders1 made a grimace1 and said1 ,i know ,i am2 ,i can't help it1 but ,i was much prettier than that in earth life4 ,you shall see1 some day--you shall see4 ,after she had finally retired that evening1 she put her head out at the curtain again and said1 with the strong lisp she always had1 ,i want ,mrs4 ,ross-,church4 ,i rose and went to her1 when she pulled me inside the curtain1 when ,i found it was so thin that the gas shining through it from the outer room made everything in the inner quite visible4 ,katie pulled my dress impatiently and said1 ,sit down on the ground1 which ,i did4 ,she then seated herself in my lap1 saying1 ,and now1 dear1 we'll have a good 'confab1' like women do on earth4 ,florence ,cook1 meanwhile1 was lying on a mattress on the ground close to us1 wrapped in a deep trance4 ,katie seemed very anxious ,i should ascertain beyond doubt that it was ,florrie4 ,touch her1 she said1 take her hand1 pull her curls4 ,do you see that it is ,florrie lying there8 ,when ,i assured her ,i was quite satisfied there was no doubt of it1 the spirit said1 ,then look round this way1 and see what ,i was like in earth life4 ,i turned to the form in my arms1 and what was my amazement to see a woman fair as the day1 with large grey or blue eyes1 a white skin1 and a profusion of golden red hair4 ,katie enjoyed my surprise1 and asked me1 ,ain't ,i prettier than ,florrie now8 ,she then rose and procured a pair of scissors from the table1 and cut off a lock of her own hair and a lock of the medium's1 and gave them to me4 ,i have them safe to this day4 ,one is almost black1 soft and silky2 the other a coarse golden red4 ,after she had made me this present1 ,katie said1 ,go back now1 but don't tell the others to-night1 or they'll all want to see me4 ,on another very warm evening she sat on my lap amongst the audience1 and ,i felt perspiration on her arm4 ,this surprised me2 and ,i asked her if1 for the time being1 she had the veins1 nerves1 and secretions of a human being2 if blood ran through her body1 and she had a heart and lungs4 ,her answer was1 ,i have everything that ,florrie has4 ,on that occasion also she called me after her into the back room1 and1 dropping her white garment1 stood perfectly naked before me4 ,now1 she said you can see that ,i am a woman4 ,which indeed she was1 and a most beautifully-made woman too2 and ,i examined her well1 whilst ,miss ,cook lay beside us on the floor4 ,instead of dismissing me this time1 ,katie told me to sit down by the medium1 and1 having brought me a candle and matches1 said ,i was to strike a light as soon as she gave three knocks1 as ,florrie would be hysterical on awaking1 and need my assistance4 ,she then knelt down and kissed me1 and ,i saw she was still naked4 ,where is your dress1 ,katie8 ,i asked4 ,oh that's gone1 she said2 ,i've sent it on before me4 ,as she spoke thus1 kneeling beside me1 she rapped three times on the floor4 ,i struck the match almost simultaneously with the signal2 but as it flared up1 ,katie ,king was gone like a flash of lightning1 and ,miss ,cook1 as she had predicted1 awoke with a burst of frightened tears1 and had to be soothed into tranquillity again4 ,on another occasion ,katie ,king was asked at the beginning of the seance1 by one of the company1 to say why she could not appear in the light of more than one gasburner4 ,the question seemed to irritate her1 and she replied1 ,i have told you all1 several times before1 that ,i can't stay under a searching light4 ,i don't know why2 but ,i can't1 and if you want to prove the truth of what ,i say1 turn up all the gas and see what will happen to me4 ,only remember1 it you do there will be no seance to-night1 because ,i shan't be able to come back again1 and you must take your choice4 ,upon this assertion it was put to the vote if the trial should be made or not1 and all present 7,mr4 ,s4 ,c4 ,hall was one of the party7 decided we would prefer to witness the effect of a full glare of gas upon the materialized form than to have the usual sitting1 as it would settle the vexed question of the necessity of gloom 7if not darkness7 for a materializing seance for ever4 ,we accordingly told ,katie of our choice1 and she consented to stand the test1 though she said afterwards we had put her to much pain4 ,she took up her station against the drawing-room wall1 with her arms extended as if she were crucified4 ,then three gas-burners were turned on to their full extent in a room about sixteen feet square4 ,the effect upon ,katie ,king was marvellous4 ,she looked like herself for the space of a second only1 then she began gradually to melt away4 ,i can compare the dematerialization of her form to nothing but a wax doll melting before a hot fire4 ,first1 the features became blurred and indistinct2 they seemed to run into each other4 ,the eyes sunk in the sockets1 the nose disappeared1 the frontal bone fell in4 ,next the limbs appeared to give way under her1 and she sank lower and lower on the carpet like a crumbling edifice4 ,at last there was nothing but her head left above the ground--then a heap of white drapery only1 which disappeared with a whisk1 as if a hand had pulled it after her--and we were left staring by the light of three gas-burners at the spot on which ,katie ,king had stood4 ,she was always attired in white drapery1 but it varied in quality4 ,sometimes it looked like long cloth2 at others like mull muslin or jaconet2 oftenest it was a species of thick cotton net4 ,the sitters were much given to asking ,katie for a piece of her dress to keep as a souvenir of their visit2 and when they received it1 would seal it up carefully in an envelope and convey it home2 and were much surprised on examining their treasure to find it had totally disappeared4 ,katie used to say that nothing material about her could be made to last without taking away some of the medium's vitality1 and weakening her in consequence4 ,one evening1 when she was cutting off pieces of her dress rather lavishly1 ,i remarked that it would require a great deal of mending4 ,she answered1 ,i'll show you how we mend dresses in the ,spirit ,world4 ,she then doubled up the front breadth of her garment a dozen times1 and cut two or three round holes in it4 ,i am sure when she let it fall again there must have been thirty or forty holes1 and ,katie said1 ,isn't that a nice cullender8 ,she then commenced1 whilst we stood close to her1 to shake her skirt gently about1 and in a minute it was as perfect as before1 without a hole to be seen4 ,when we expressed our astonishment1 she told me to take the scissors and cut off her hair4 ,she had a profusion of ringlets falling to her waist that night4 ,i obeyed religiously1 hacking the hair wherever ,i could1 whilst she kept on saying1 ,cut more6 cut more6 not for yourself1 you know1 because you can't take it away4 ,so ,i cut off curl after curl1 and as fast as they fell to the ground1 the hair grew again upon her head4 ,when ,i had finished1 ,katie asked me to examine her hair1 to see if ,i could detect any place where ,i had used the scissors1 and ,i did so without any effect4 ,neither was the severed hair to be found4 ,it had vanished out of sight4 ,katie was photographed many times1 by limelight1 by ,mr4 ,alfred ,crookes1 but her portraits are all too much like her medium to be of any value in establishing her claim to a separate identity4 ,she had always stated she should not appear on this earth after the month of ,may1 #ahgd2 and accordingly1 on the #bast1 she assembled her friends to say ,good-bye to them1 and ,i was one of the number4 ,katie had asked ,miss ,cook to provide her with a large basket of flowers and ribbons1 and she sat on the floor and made up a bouquet for each of her friends to keep in remembrance of her4 ,mine1 which consists of lilies of the valley and pink geranium1 looks almost as fresh to-day1 nearly seventeen years after1 as it did when she gave it to me4 ,it was accompanied by the following words1 which ,katie wrote on a sheet of paper in my presence3-- ,from ,annie ,owen de ,morgan 7alias ',katie'7 to her friend ,florence ,marryat ,ross-,church4 ,with love4 ,pensez a moi4 ,may #bast1 #ahgd4 ,the farewell scene was as pathetic as if we had been parting with a dear companion by death4 ,katie herself did not seem to know how to go4 ,she returned again and again to have a last look1 especially at ,mr4 ,alfred ,crookes1 who was as attached to her as she was to him4 ,her prediction has been fulfilled1 and from that day1 ,florence ,cook never saw her again nor heard anything about her4 ,her place was shortly filled by another influence1 who called herself ,marie1 and who danced and sung in a truly professional style1 and certainly as ,miss ,cook never either danced or sung4 ,i should not have mentioned the appearance of this spirit1 whom ,i only saw once or twice1 excepting for the following reason4 ,on one occasion ,miss ,cook 7then ,mrs4 ,corner7 was giving a public seance at the rooms of the ,national ,british ,association of ,spiritualists1 at which a certain ,sir ,george ,sitwell1 a very young man1 was present1 and at which he declared that the medium cheated1 and that the spirit ,marie was herself1 dressed up to deceive the audience4 ,letters appeared in the newspapers about it1 and the whole press came down upon ,spiritualists1 and declared them all to be either knaves or fools4 ,these notices were published on the morning of a day on which ,miss ,cook was engaged to give another public seance1 at which ,i was present4 ,she was naturally very much cut up about them4 ,her reputation was at stake2 her honor had been called into question1 and being a proud girl1 she resented it bitterly4 ,her present audience was chiefly composed of friends2 but1 before commencing1 she put it to us whether1 whilst under such a stigma1 she had better not sit at all4 ,we1 who had all tested her and believed in her1 were unanimous in repudiating the vile charges brought against her1 and in begging the seance should proceed4 ,florrie refused1 however1 to sit unless some one remained in the cabinet with her1 and she chose me for the purpose4 ,i was therefore tied to her securely with a stout rope1 and we remained thus fastened together for the whole of the evening4 ,under which conditions ,marie appeared1 and sung and danced outside the cabinet1 just as she had done to ,sir ,george ,sitwell whilst her medium remained tied to me4 ,so much for men who decide a matter before they have sifted it to the bottom4 ,mrs4 ,elgie ,corner has long since given up mediumship either private or public1 and lives deep down in the heart of ,wales1 where the babble and scandal of the city affect her no longer4 ,but she told me1 only last year1 that she would not pass through the suffering she had endured on account of ,spiritualism again for all the good this world could give her4 ,,chapter ,,xvii4 ,,the ,,mediumship ,,of ,,katie ,,cook4 ,in the matter of producing physical phenomena the ,cooks are a most remarkable family1 all three daughters being powerful media1 and that without any solicitation on their part4 ,the second one1 ,katie1 is by no means the least powerful of the three1 although she has sat more privately than her sister ,florence1 and not had the same scientific tests 7,i believe7 applied to her4 ,the first time ,i had an opportunity of testing ,katie's mediumship was at the private rooms of ,signor ,rondi1 in a circle of nine or ten friends4 ,the apartment was small and sparsely furnished1 being an artist's studio4 ,the gas was kept burning1 and before the sitting commenced the door was locked and strips of paper pasted over the opening inside4 ,the cabinet was formed of a window curtain nailed across one corner of the room1 behind which a chair was placed for the medium1 who is a remarkably small and slight girl--much slighter than her sister ,florence--with a thin face and delicate features4 ,she was dressed1 on this occasion1 in a tight-fitting black gown and ,hessian boots that buttoned half-way to her knee1 and which1 she informed me1 she always wore when sitting 7just as ,miss ,showers did71 because they had each eighteen buttons1 which took a long time to fasten and unfasten4 ,the party sat in a semicircle1 close outside the curtain1 and the light was lowered1 but not extinguished4 ,there was no darkness1 and no holding of hands4 ,i mention these facts to show how very simple the preparations were4 ,in a few minutes the curtain was lifted1 and a form1 clothed in white1 who called herself ,lily1 was presented to our view4 ,she answered several questions relative to herself and the medium2 and perceiving some doubt on the part of some of the sitters1 she seated herself on my knee1 ,i being nearest the curtain1 and asked me to feel her body1 and tell the others how differently she was made from the medium4 ,i had already realized that she was much heavier than ,katie ,cook1 as she felt like a heavy girl of nine or ten stone4 ,i then passed my hand up and down her figure4 ,she had full breasts and plump arms and legs1 and could not have been mistaken by the most casual observers for ,miss ,cook4 ,whilst she sat on my knee1 however1 she desired my husband and ,signor ,rondi to go inside the curtain and feel that the medium was seated in her chair4 ,when they did so1 they found ,katie was only half entranced4 ,she thrust her feet out to view1 and said1 ,i am not ',lily2' feel my boots4 ,my husband had1 at the same moment1 one hand on ,miss ,cook's knee1 and the other stretched out to feel the figure seated on my lap4 ,there remained no doubt in his mind of there being two bodies there at the same time4 ,presently ,lily passed her hand over my dress1 and remarked how nice and warm it was1 and how she wished she had one on too4 ,i asked her1 ,are you cold8 and she said1 ,wouldn't you be cold if you had nothing but this white thing on8 ,half-jestingly1 ,i took my fur cloak1 which was on a sofa close by1 and put it round her shoulders1 and told her to wear it4 ,lily seemed delighted4 ,she exclaimed1 ,oh1 how warm it is6 ,may ,i take it away with me8 ,i said1 ,yes1 if you will bring it back before ,i go home4 ,i have nothing else to wear1 remember4 ,she promised she would1 and left my side4 ,in another moment she called out1 ,turn up the gas6 ,we did so4 ,lily was gone1 and so was my large fur cloak6 ,we searched the little room round for it4 ,it had entirely disappeared4 ,there was a locked cupboard in which ,signor ,rondi kept drawing materials4 ,i insisted on its being opened1 although he declared it had not been unlocked for weeks1 and we found it full of dust and drawing blocks1 but nothing else1 so the light was again lowered1 and the seance resumed4 ,in a short time the heavy cloak was flung1 apparently from the ceiling1 evidently from somewhere higher than my head1 and fell right over it4 ,i laid it again on the sofa1 and thought no more about it until ,i returned home4 ,i then found1 to my astonishment1 and considerably to my annoyance1 that the fur of my cloak 7which was a new one7 was all coming out4 ,my dress was covered with it1 and from that day ,i was never able to wear the cloak again4 ,lily said she had de-materialized it1 to take it away4 ,of the truth of that assertion ,i had no proof1 but ,i am quite sure that she did not put it together again when she brought it back4 ,an army of moths encamped in it could not have damaged it more1 and ,i can vouch that until that evening the fur had been as perfect as when ,i purchased it4 ,i think my next sitting with ,katie ,cook was at a seance held in ,museum ,street1 and on the invitation of ,mr4 ,chas4 ,blackburn1 who is one of the most earnest friends of ,spiritualism1 and has expended a large amount of money in its research4 ,the only other guests were my husband1 and ,general and ,mrs4 ,maclean4 ,we sat round a small uncovered table with the gas burning and without a cabinet1 ,miss ,katie ,cook had a seat between ,general ,maclean and myself1 and we made sure of her proximity to us during the whole seance4 ,in fact1 ,i never let go of her hand1 and even when she wished to use her pocket-handkerchief1 she had to do it with my hand clinging to her own4 ,neither did she go into a trance4 ,we spoke to her occasionally during the sitting1 and she answered us1 though in a very subdued voice1 as she complained of being sick and faint4 ,in about twenty minutes1 during which the usual manifestations occurred1 the materialized form of ,lily appeared in the middle of the table1 and spoke to us and kissed us all in turn4 ,her face was very small1 and she was only formed to the waist1 but her flesh was quite firm and warm4 ,whilst ,lily occupied the table in the full sight of all the sitters1 and ,i had my hand upon ,miss ,cook's figure 7for ,i kept passing my hand up and down from her face to her knees1 to make sure it was not only a hand ,i held71 some one grasped my chair from behind and shook it1 and when ,i turned my head and spoke1 in a moment one arm was round my neck and one round the neck of my husband1 who sat next to me1 whilst the voice of my daughter ,florence spoke to us both1 and her long hair and her soft white dress swept over our faces and hands4 ,her hair was so abundant and long1 that she shook it out over my lap1 that ,i might feel its length and texture4 ,i asked ,florence for a piece of her hair and dress1 and scissors not being forthcoming1 ,lily materialized more fully1 and walked round from the other side of the table and cut off a piece of ,florence's dress herself with my husband's penknife1 but said they could not give me the hair that time4 ,the two spirits remained with us for1 perhaps1 half an hour or more1 whilst ,general ,maclean and ,i continued to hold ,miss ,cook a prisoner4 ,the power then failing1 they disappeared1 but every one present was ready to take his oath that two presences had been with us that never entered at the door4 ,the room was small and unfurnished1 the gas was burning1 the medium sat for the whole time in our sight4 ,mrs4 ,maclean and ,i were the only other women present1 yet two girls bent over and kissed us1 spoke to us1 and placed their bare arms on our necks at one and the same time4 ,there was again also a marked difference between the medium and the materializations4 ,i have already described her appearance4 ,both of these spirits had plump faces and figures1 my daughter ,florence's hands especially being large and firm1 and her loose hair nearly down to her knees4 ,i had the pleasure of holding another seance with ,katie ,cook in the same rooms1 when a new manifestation occurred4 ,she is 7as ,i have said7 a very small woman1 with very short arms4 ,i am1 on the contrary1 a very large woman1 with very long arms1 yet the arm of the hand ,i held was elongated to such an extent that it reached the sitters on the other side of the table1 where it would have been impossible for mine to follow it4 ,i should think the limb must have been stretched to thrice its natural length1 and that in the sight of everybody4 ,i sat again with ,katie ,cook in her own house1 where1 if trickery is employed1 she had every opportunity of tricking us1 but the manifestations were much the same1 and certainly not more marvellous than those she had exhibited in the houses of strangers4 ,lily and ,florence both appeared at the same time1 under circumstances that admitted of no possibility of fraud4 ,my husband and ,i were accompanied on that occasion by our friends1 ,captain and ,mrs4 ,kendal1 and the order of sitting round the table was as follows3--,myself1 ,katie1 ,captain ,k41 ,florence ,cook1 my husband1 ,mrs4 ,cook1 ,mrs4 ,kendal4 ,each member of the family1 it will be observed1 was held between two detectives1 and their hands were not once set free4 ,i must say also that the seance was a free one1 courteously accorded us on the invitation of ,mrs4 ,cook2 and if deception had been intended1 we and our friends might just as well have been left to sit with ,katie alone1 whilst the other members of the family superintended the manifestation of the ghosts outside4 ,miss ,florence ,cook1 indeed 7,mrs4 ,corner71 objected at first to sitting with us1 on the score that her mediumship usually neutralized that of her sister1 but her mother insisted on her joining the circle1 lest any suspicion should be excited by her absence4 ,the ,cooks1 indeed1 are1 all of them1 rather averse to sitting than not1 and cordially agree in disliking the powers that have been thrust upon them against their own will4 ,these influences take possession of them1 unfitting them for more practical work1 and they must live4 ,this is1 ,i believe1 the sole reason that they have never tried to make money by the exercise of their mediumship4 ,but ,i1 for one1 fully believe them when they tell me that they consider the fact of their being media as the greatest misfortune that has ever happened to them4 ,on the occasion of this last seance1 cherries and rosebuds were showered in profusion on the table during the evening4 ,these may easily be believed to have been secreted in the room before the commencement of the sitting1 and produced at the proper opportunity1 although the hands of everybody interested in their production were fast held by strangers4 ,but it is less easy to believe that a lady of limited income1 like ,mrs4 ,cook1 should go to such an expense for an unpaid seance1 for the purpose of making converts of people who were strangers to her4 ,mediumship pays very badly as it is4 ,i am afraid it would pay still worse if the poor media had to purchase the means for producing the phenomena1 especially when1 in a town like ,london1 they run 7as in this instance7 to hothouse fruit and flowers4 ,one more example of ,katie ,cook's powers and ,i have done4 ,we were assembled one evening by the invitation of ,mr4 ,charles ,blackburn at his house1 ,elgin ,crescent4 ,we sat in a small breakfast room on the basement floor1 so small1 indeed1 for the size of the party1 that as we encircled a large round table1 the sitters' backs touched the wall on either side1 thus entirely preventing any one crossing the room whilst we were established there4 ,the only piece of furniture of any consequence in the room1 beside the chairs and table1 was a trichord cabinet piano1 belonging to ,mrs4 ,cook 7who was keeping house at the time for ,mr4 ,blackburn71 and which she much valued4 ,katie ,cook sat amongst us as usual4 ,in the middle of the seance her control ,lily1 who was materialized1 called out1 ,keep hands fast4 ,don't let go1 whatever you do6 ,and at the same time1 without seeing anything 7for we were sitting in complete darkness71 we became conscious that something large and heavy was passing or being carried over our heads4 ,one of the ladies of the party became nervous1 and dropped her neighbor's hand with a cry of alarm1 and1 at the same moment1 a weighty body fell with a fearful crash on the other side of the room4 ,lily exclaimed1 ,some one has let go hands1 and ,mrs4 ,cook called out2 ,oh6 it's my piano4 ,lights were struck1 when we found the cabinet piano had actually been carried from its original position right over our heads to the opposite side of the room1 where it had fallen on the floor and been seriously damaged4 ,the two carved legs were broken off1 and the sounding board smashed in4 ,any one who had heard poor ,mrs4 ,cook's lamentations over the ruin of her favorite instrument1 and the expense it would entail to get it restored1 would have felt little doubt as to whether she had been a willing victim to this unwelcome proof of her daughter's physical mediumship4 ,,chapter ,,xviii4 ,,the ,,mediumship ,,of ,,bessie ,,fitzgerald4 ,one evening ,i went to have a cup of tea with my friend ,miss ,schonberg at ,shepherd's ,bush1 when she proposed that we should go and have a seance with ,mrs4 ,henry ,jencken 7,kate ,fox71 who lived close by4 ,i hailed the idea1 as ,i had heard such great things of the medium in question1 and never had an opportunity of testing them4 ,consequently1 ,i was proportionately disappointed when1 on sending round to her house to ask if she could receive us that evening1 we received a message to say that ,mr4 ,jencken1 her husband1 had died that morning1 and she could see no one4 ,miss ,schonberg and ,i immediately cast about in our minds to see what we should do with our time1 and she suggested we should call on ,mrs4 ,fitzgerald4 ,who is ,mrs4 ,fitzgerald8 ,i queried4 ,a wonderful medium1 replied my friend1 whom ,i met at ,mrs4 ,wilson's last week1 and who gave me leave to call on her4 ,let us go together4 ,and accordingly we set forth for ,mrs4 ,fitzgerald's residence in the ,goldhawk ,road4 ,i only mention these circumstances to show how utterly unpremeditated was my first visit to her4 ,we arrived at her house1 and were ushered into a sitting-room1 ,miss ,schonberg only sending up her name4 ,in a few minutes the door opened1 and a small1 fair woman1 dressed in black velvet1 entered the room4 ,miss ,schonberg saluted her1 and was about to tender some explanation regarding my presence there1 when ,mrs4 ,fitzgerald walked straight up to me and took my hand4 ,her eyes seemed to dilate and contract1 like the opening and shutting off of a light1 in a manner which ,i have often seen since1 and she uttered rapidly1 ,you have been married once2 you have been married twice2 and you will be married a third time4 ,i answered1 ,if you know anything1 ,mrs4 ,fitzgerald1 you must know that ,i am very much attached to my husband1 and that your information can give me no pleasure to hear4 ,no6 she said1 no6 ,i suppose not1 but you cannot alter ,fate4 ,she then proceeded to speak of things in my past life which had had the greatest influence over the whole of it1 occurrences of so private and important a nature that it becomes impossible to write them down here1 and for that very reason doubly convincing to the person whom they concern4 ,presently ,mrs4 ,fitzgerald wandered to her piano1 and commenced to play the air of the ballad so firmly connected in my mind with ,john ,powles1 ,thou art gone from my gaze1 whilst she turned and nodded at me saying1 ,he's here6 ,in fact1 after a couple of hours' conversation with her1 ,i felt that this stranger in the black velvet dress had turned out every secret of my life1 and laid it naked and bare before me4 ,i was wonderfully attracted to her4 ,her personality pleased me2 her lonely life1 living with her two babies in the ,goldhawk ,road1 made me anxious to give her society and pleasure1 and her wonderful gifts of clairvoyance and trance mediumship1 all combined to make me desire her friendship1 and ,i gave her a cordial invitation to my house in the ,regent's ,park1 where for some years she was a constant visitor1 and always sure of a hearty welcome4 ,it was due to her kindness that ,i first had the opportunity to study trance mediumship at my leisure1 and in a short time we became so familiar with her most constant control1 ,dewdrop1 a ,red ,indian girl1 and so accustomed to speak through ,mrs4 ,fitzgerald with our own friends gone before1 that we welcomed her advent to our house as the signal for holding a spiritual party4 ,for the sake of the uninitiated and curious1 ,i think ,i had better here describe what is meant by trance mediumship4 ,a person thus gifted has the power of giving him or herself up to the control of the influences in command1 who send him or her off to sleep1 a sleep so deep and so like death that the spirit is actually parted pro tem from the body1 which other spirits1 sometimes living1 but far oftener dead1 enter and use as if it were their own4 ,i have mentioned in my chapter on ,embodied ,spirits how my living friend in ,india conversed with me through ,bessie ,fitzgerald in this way1 also how ,florence spoke to me through the unconscious lips of ,mabel ,keningale ,cook4 ,of course1 ,i am aware that it would be so easy for a medium simply to close her eyes1 and1 professing to be entranced1 talk a lot of commonplaces1 which open-mouthed fools might accept as a new gospel1 that it becomes imperative to test this class of media strictly by what they utter1 and to place no faith in them until you are convinced that the matters they speak of cannot possibly have been known to any one except the friend whose mouthpiece they profess to be4 ,all this ,i fully proved for myself from repeated trials and researches2 but the unfortunate part of it is1 that the more forcible and convincing the private proof1 the more difficult it is to place it before the public4 ,i must content myself1 therefore1 with saying that some of my dead friends 7so called7 came back to me so frequently through ,bessie ,fitzgerald1 and familiarized themselves so completely with my present life1 that ,i forgot sometimes that they had left this world1 and flew to them 7or rather to ,bessie7 to seek their advice or ask their sympathy as naturally as if she were their earthly form4 ,of these my daughter ,florence was necessarily the most often with me1 and she and ,dewdrop generally divided the time which ,mrs4 ,fitzgerald spent with us between them4 ,i never saw a control so completely identified with its medium as ,dewdrop was with ,bessie4 ,it was difficult at times to know which was which1 and one could never be certain until she spoke whether the spirit or the medium had entered the house4 ,when she did speak1 however1 there was no mistaking them4 ,their characters were so different4 ,bessie ,fitzgerald1 a quiet1 soft spoken little woman1 devoted to her children1 and generally unobtrusive2 ,dewdrop1 a ,sioux ,indian girl1 wary and deep as her tribe and cute and saucy as a ,yankee1 with an amount of devilry in her that must at times have proved very inconvenient4 ,she used to play ,mrs4 ,fitzgerald tricks in those days that might have brought her into serious trouble1 such as controlling her whilst travelling in an omnibus1 and talking her ,yankee ,indian to the passengers until she had made their hair stand on end1 with the suspicion that they had a lunatic for a companion4 ,one evening we had a large and rather swell evening party1 chiefly composed of ladies and gentlemen of the theatrical profession1 and entirely of non-spiritualists1 excepting ourselves4 ,mrs4 ,fitzgerald had been invited to this party1 and declined1 because it was out of her line4 ,we were therefore rather astonished1 when all the guests were assembled1 to hear her name announced and see her enter the room in a morning dress4 ,directly ,i cast eyes upon her1 however1 ,i saw that it was not herself1 but ,dewdrop4 ,the stride with which she walked1 the waggish way she rolled from side to side1 the devilry in her eye1 all betokened the ,indian control4 ,to make matters worse1 she went straight up to ,colonel ,lean1 and1 throwing herself on the ground at his feet1 affectionately laid her head upon his knee1 and said1 ,i'se come to the party4 ,imagine the astonishment of our guests6 ,i was obliged at once1 in defence of my friend1 to explain to them how matters stood2 and though they looked rather incredulous1 they were immensely interested1 and ,dewdrop's visit proved to be the event of the evening4 ,she talked to each one separately1 telling them home truths1 and prophesying their future in a way that made their cheeks go pale with fright1 or red with conscious shame1 and there was quite a contest between the men as to who should take ,dewdrop down to the supper table4 ,when there1 she made herself particularly lively1 making personal remarks aloud that were1 in some instances1 rather trying to listen to1 and which ,bessie ,fitzgerald would have cut out her tongue sooner than utter4 ,she ate1 too1 of dishes which would have made ,bessie ill for a week4 ,this was another strange peculiarity of ,dewdrop's control4 ,she not only ousted the spirit2 she regulated the internal machinery of her medium's body4 ,bessie in her normal condition was a very delicate woman with a weak heart and lungs1 and obliged to be most careful in her diet4 ,she ate like a sparrow1 and of the simplest things4 ,dewdrop1 on the other hand1 liked indigestible food1 and devoured it freely2 yet ,bessie has told me that she never felt any inconvenience from the food amalgamated with her system whilst under ,dewdrop's control4 ,one day when ,mrs4 ,fitzgerald was dining with us1 we had some apples at dessert1 which she would have liked to partake of1 but was too much afraid of the after consequences4 ,i dare not1 she said2 if ,i were to eat a raw apple1 ,i should have indigestion for a week4 ,she took some preserved ginger instead2 and we were proceeding with our dessert1 when ,i saw her hand steal out and grasp an apple4 ,i looked in her face4 ,dewdrop had taken her place4 ,dewdrop1 ,i said1 authoritatively1 you must not eat that4 ,you will hurt ,bessie4 ,put it down directly4 ,i shan't1 replied ,dewdrop1 drawing the dish towards her2 ,i like apples4 ,i'm always wanting ',medy' to eat them1 and she won't1 so she must go away till ,i've had as many as ,i want4 ,and in effect she ate three or four of them1 and ,bessie would never have been cognizant of the fact unless ,i had informed her4 ,on the occasion of the party to which she came uninvited1 ,dewdrop remained with us to the very last1 and went home in a cab1 and landed ,mrs4 ,fitzgerald at her house without her being aware that she had ever left it4 ,at that time we were constantly at each other's houses1 and many an evening have ,i spent alone with ,bessie in the ,goldhawk ,road1 her servant out marketing and her little children asleep in the room overhead4 ,her baby was then a great fat fellow of about fifteen months old1 who was given to waking and crying for his mother4 ,if ,dewdrop were present1 she was always very impatient with these interruptions4 ,bother dat ,george1 she would say2 ,i must go up and quiet him4 ,then she would disappear for a few minutes1 while ,bessie woke and talked to me1 and then1 in the twinkling of an eye1 ,dewdrop would be back again4 ,one day1 apparently1 ,george would not be comforted1 for on ,dewdrop's return she said to me1 ,it's no good2 ,i've had to bring him down4 ,he's on the mat outside the door2 and there1 sure enough1 we found the poor baby wailing in his nightshirt4 ,not being able to walk1 how he had been spirited from the top storey to the bottom ,i leave my readers to determine4 ,bessie's little girl ,mabel promised to be as wonderful a medium as her mother4 ,she would come in from the garden flushed from her play with the spirit-children1 of whom she talked as familiarly as of her little neighbors next door4 ,i have watched her playing at ball with an invisible child1 and have seen the ball thrown1 arrested half-way in the air1 and then tossed back again just as if a living child had been ,mab's opponent4 ,i had lost several infants from premature birth during my second marriage1 and the eldest of these1 a girl1 appeared to be a constant companion of ,mabel's4 ,she was always talking of what ,mrs4 ,lean's girl 7as she called her7 had done and said2 and one day she had a violent fit of weeping because her mother would not promise to buy her a frock like the one ,mrs4 ,lean's girl wore4 ,apropos of these still-born children1 ,i had a curious experience with ,mrs4 ,fitzgerald4 ,i had had no idea until then that children so born possessed any souls1 or lived again1 but ,florence undeceived me when she told me she had charge of her little brothers and sisters4 ,she even professed to know the names by which they were known in the spirit world4 ,when a still-born baby is launched upon the other side1 she said it is delivered over to the nearest relative of its parent1 to be called by what name he may choose4 ,thus my first girl was christened by ,colonel ,lean's mother ,gertrude1 after a bosom friend of hers1 and my second my father named ,joan1 as he said it was his favorite female name4 ,upon subsequent inquiry1 we found that ,mrs4 ,lean had a friend called ,gertrude1 and that ,joan was distinctly ,captain ,marryat's beau ideal of a woman's name4 ,however1 that signified but little4 ,i became very curious to see or speak with these unknown babies of mine1 and used to worry ,florence to bring them to me4 ,she would expostulate with me after this fashion3 ,dear mother1 be reasonable4 ,remember what babies they are1 and that this world is quite strange to them4 ,when your earthly children were small you never allowed them to be brought down before strangers1 for fear they should cry4 ',gertie' and ',yonnie' would behave just the same if ,i brought them back to you now4 ,however1 ,i went on teasing her till she made the attempt1 and ,gertie returned through ,mrs4 ,fitzgerald4 ,it was a long time before we could coax her to remain with us1 and when she overcame her first shyness1 it was like talking to a little savage4 ,gertie didn't know the meaning of anything1 or the names of anything4 ,her incessant questions of ,what's a father8 ,what a mother8 ,what's a dog8 were very difficult to answer2 but she would chatter about the spirit-world1 and what she did there1 as glibly as possible4 ,she told us that she knew her brother ,francis 7the lad who was drowned at sea7 very well1 and she ran races1 and ,francis 'chivied' her2 and when he caught her1 he held her under the fountain1 and the spray wetted her frock1 and made it look like silver4 ,the word chivied sounding to me very much of a mundane character1 ,i asked ,gertie where she learned it2 and she said1 ,francis says 'chivy1' so ,i may1 and it was indeed a common expression with him4 ,gertie took1 after a while1 such a keen interest in my ornaments and china1 rather to their endangerment1 that ,i bought a doll to see if she would play with it4 ,at first she was vastly delighted with the little spirit1 as she called it1 and nursed it just as a mortal child would have done4 ,but when she began to question me as to the reason the doll did not look at her1 or answer her1 or move about1 and ,i said it was because it was not alive1 she was dreadfully disappointed4 ,not alive6 she echoed2 didn't ,god make it8 and when ,i replied in the negative1 she threw it to the other end of the room1 and would never look at it again4 ,gertie was about five years old at this period1 and seemed to have a great idea of her own importance4 ,she always announced herself as ,the ,princess ,gertie1 and was very dignified in her behavior4 ,one day1 when a lady friend was present when ,gertie came and asked her to kiss her1 she extended her hand instead of her face1 saying1 ,you may kiss my hand4 ,yonnie 7as ,joan called herself7 was but eighteen months old1 and used to manifest herself1 roaring like a child forcibly dragged before strangers1 and the only word we could ever extract from her was ,sugar-plums4 ,accordingly1 ,i invested in some for her benefit1 with which she filled her mouth so full as nearly to choke the medium1 and ,florence rebuked me seriously for my carelessness1 and threatened never to bring ,yonnie down to this earth again4 ,there had been three other children--boys--whom ,i was equally anxious to see again1 but1 for some inexplicable reason1 ,florence said it was impossible that they could manifest4 ,the little girls1 however1 came until we were quite familiar with them4 ,i am aware that all this must sound very childish1 but had it not borne a remarkable context1 ,i should not have related it4 ,all the wonder of it will be found later on4 ,mrs4 ,fitzgerald suffered very much at this time from insomnia1 which she always declared was benefitted after a visit to me4 ,i proposed one night1 therefore1 when she had stayed with us later than usual1 that she should remain and share my bed1 and return home in the morning4 ,she consented1 and at the usual hour we retired to rest together1 ,i taking care to lock the bedroom door and keep the gas burning2 indeed1 ,bessie was so nervous of what she might see that she would not have remained in the dark for any consideration4 ,the bed we occupied was what is called a half tester1 with a canopy and curtains on either side4 ,as soon as ever ,bessie got into it1 she burrowed under the clothes like a dormouse1 and went fast asleep4 ,i was too curious to see what might happen to follow her example1 so my head remained on the pillow1 and my eyes wide open1 and turning in every direction4 ,presently ,i saw the curtains on the opposite side of the bed gently shaken1 next a white hand and arm appeared round them1 and was passed up and down the ridge that represented ,bessie ,fitzgerald's body2 finally1 after several times stepping forward and retreating again1 a female figure emerged and walked to the foot of the bedstead and stood there regarding me4 ,she was1 to all appearance1 as solidly formed as any human creature could be1 and she was as perfectly distinct as though seen by daylight4 ,her head and bust reminded me at once of the celebrated ,clytie1 they were so classically and beautifully formed4 ,her hair and skin were fair1 her eyes luminously liquid and gentle1 her whole attitude one of modest dignity4 ,she was clothed in some creamy white material1 thick and soft1 and intermixed with dull gold4 ,she wore no ornaments1 but in her right hand she carried a long branch of palm1 or olive1 or myrtle1 something tall and tapering1 and of dark green4 ,she scarcely could be said to smile at me1 but there was an indescribable appearance of peace and tranquillity about her4 ,when ,i described this apparition to ,bessie in the morning1 she recognized it at once as that of her control1 ,goodness1 whom she had seen clairvoyantly1 but she affirmed that ,i was the only person who had ever given her a correct description of this influence1 which was the best and purest about her4 ,after ,goodness had remained in the same position for a few minutes1 she walked back again behind the curtain1 which served as a cabinet1 and ,florence came out and had a whispered conversation with me4 ,next a dark face1 but only a face1 said to be that of ,dewdrop1 peeped out four or five times1 and disappeared again2 then a voice said1 ,no more6 good-night1 and ,i turned round to where ,bessie lay sleeping beside me1 and went to sleep myself4 ,after that1 she often came1 when suffering worse than usual from insomnia1 to pass the night with me1 as she said my magnetism caused her to sleep1 and similar manifestations always occurred when we were alone and together4 ,mrs4 ,fitzgerald's mediumship was by no means used1 however1 for the sole purpose of gratifying curiosity or foretelling the future4 ,she was a wonderful medical diagnoser1 and sat for a long time in the service of a well-known medical man4 ,she would be ensconced in a corner of his waiting-room and tell him the exact disease of each patient that entered4 ,she told me she could see the inside of everybody as perfectly as though they were made of glass4 ,this gift1 however1 induced her to take on a reflection 7as it were7 of the disease she diagnosed1 and after a while her failing strength compelled her to give it up4 ,her control ,dewdrop was what she called herself1 a metal spirit1 i4e41 her advice was very trustworthy with regard to all speculations and monetary transactions4 ,many stockbrokers and city men used regularly to consult ,bessie before they engaged in any speculation1 and she received many valuable presents in return for her assistance in making a pile4 ,one gentleman1 indeed1 settled a large sum of money when he died on her little son in gratitude for the fortune ,dewdrop had helped him to accumulate4 ,persons who sneer at ,spiritualism and declare it to be useless1 little know how much advantage is taken of spiritual forethought and prevision by those who believe in it4 ,i have never been sorry but when ,i have neglected to follow the advice of a medium whom ,i had proved to be trustworthy4 ,in the autumn of #ahhc ,i introduced my own entertainment of ,love ,letters to the provincial ,british public1 and it had an immediate and undeniable success4 ,my engagements poured in rapidly1 and ,i had already booked dates for the whole spring of #ahhd1 when ,mr4 ,edgar ,bruce offered me an engagement at the ,prince of ,wales' 7then the ,prince's7 ,theatre1 about to be opened in ,piccadilly4 ,i had been anxiously waiting to obtain an engagement on the ,london boards1 and was eager to accept it2 still1 ,i did not know if ,i would be wise in relinquishing my provincial engagements4 ,i wrote to ,bessie to ask ,dewdrop what ,i should do2 the answer was1 ,don't accept1 only a flash in the pan4 ,thereupon ,i sent to ,mr4 ,bruce to ask how long the engagement was likely to last1 and his answer was that he expected ,the ,palace of ,truth to run a year at least1 and at any rate ,i was to consider myself one of a stock company4 ,thereupon ,i cancelled all my entertainment engagements1 returned to ,london1 appeared at the ,prince's ,theatre for just eleven weeks1 and got into four law suits with my disappointed patrons for my trouble4 ,it is one of the commonest remarks made by stupid people1 ,if the spirits know anything1 let them tell me the name of the winner of the ,derby1 and then ,i will believe them1 etc4 ,i was speaking of this once to ,dewdrop1 and she said1 ,we could tell if we choose1 but we are not allowed to do so4 ,if ,spiritualism was generally used for such things1 all the world would rush to it in order to cheat one another4 ,but if you will promise me not to open it until after the ,derby is run1 ,i will give you the name of the winner now in a sealed envelope1 to prove that what ,i say is the truth4 ,we gave her the requisite materials1 and she made a few pencil marks on a piece of paper1 and sealed it up4 ,it was the year that ,shotover won the ,derby4 ,the day after the race1 we opened the envelope and found the drawing of a man with a gun in his hand1 a hedge1 and a bird flying away on the other side2 very sketchy1 but perfectly intelligible to one who could read between the lines4 ,i was at the theatre one night with ,bessie in a box1 when ,i found out that ,dewdrop had taken her place4 ,dewdrop was very fond of going to the play1 and her remarks were so funny and so naive as to keep one constantly amused4 ,presently1 between the acts1 she said to me1 ,do you see that man in the front row of the stalls with a bald head1 sitting next to the old lady with a fat neck8 ,i replied ,i did4 ,now you watch1 said ,dewdrop2 ,i'm going down there to have some fun4 ,first ,i'll tickle the old man's head1 and then ,i'll scratch the old woman's neck4 ,now1 you and ',medie' watch4 ,the next moment ,bessie spoke to me in her own voice1 and ,i told her what ,dewdrop proposed to do4 ,oh1 poor things6 she said1 compassionately1 how she will torment them6 ,to watch what followed was a perfect farce4 ,first1 the old man put his hand up to his bald head1 and then he took out his handkerchief and flicked it1 then he rubbed it1 and finally scrubbed it to alleviate the increasing irritation4 ,then the old lady began the same business with her neck1 and finding it of no avail1 glared at the old man as if she thought he had done it2 in fact1 they were both in such evident torture that there was no doubt ,dewdrop had kept her promise4 ,when she returned to me she said1 ,there6 didn't you see me walking along the front row of stalls1 in my moccasins and beads and feathers1 and all my war-paint on1 tickling the old fellow's head8 ,i didn't see you1 ',dewdrop1' ,i answered1 but ,i'm sure you were there4 ,ah6 but the old fellow felt me1 and so did the old girl1 she replied4 ,bessie ,fitzgerald is now ,mrs4 ,russell ,davies1 and carries on her seances in ,upper ,norwood4 ,no one who attends them can fail to feel interested in the various phenomena he will meet with there4 ,,chapter ,,xix4 ,,the ,,mediumship ,,of ,,lottie ,,fowler4 ,as ,i was introduced to ,lottie ,fowler many years before ,i met ,bessie ,fitzgerald1 ,i suppose the account of her mediumship should have come first2 but ,i am writing this veracious narrative on no fixed or artificial plan1 but just as it occurs to me1 though not from memory1 because notes were taken of every particular at the time of occurrence4 ,in #ahgd ,i was largely employed on the ,london ,press1 and constantly sent to report on anything novel or curious1 and likely to afford matter for an interesting article4 ,it was for such a purpose that ,i received an order from one of the principal newspapers in town to go and have a complimentary seance with an ,american clairvoyant newly arrived in ,england1 ,miss ,lottie ,fowler4 ,until ,i received my directions ,i had never heard the medium's name1 and ,i knew very little of clairvoyance4 ,she was lodging in ,conduit ,street1 and ,i reached her house one morning as early as ten o'clock1 and sent in a card with the name of the paper only written on it4 ,i was readily admitted4 ,miss ,fowler was naturally anxious to be noticed by the press and introduced to ,london society4 ,i found her a stylish-looking1 well-dressed woman of about thirty1 with a pleasant1 intelligent face4 ,those of my readers who have only met her since sickness and misfortune made inroads on her appearance may smile at my description1 but ,i repeat that seventeen years ago ,lottie ,fowler was prosperous and energetic-looking4 ,she received me very cordially1 and asked me into a little back parlor1 of which1 as it was summer weather1 both the windows and doors were left open4 ,here1 in the sunshine1 she sat down and took my hand in hers1 and began chatting of what she wished and hoped to do in ,london4 ,suddenly her eyes closed and her head fell back4 ,she breathed hard for a few minutes1 and then sat up1 still with her eyes closed1 and began to talk in a high key1 and in broken ,english4 ,this was her well-known control1 ,annie1 without doubt one of the best clairvoyants living4 ,she began by explaining to me that she had been a ,german girl in earth life1 and couldn't speak ,english properly1 but ,i should understand her better when ,i was more familiar with her4 ,she then commenced with my birth by the sea1 described my father's personality and occupation1 spoke of my mother1 my brothers and sisters1 my illnesses1 my marriage1 and my domestic life4 ,then she said1 ,wait6 now ,i'll go to your house1 and tell you what ,i see there4 ,she then repeated the names of all my children1 giving a sketch of the character of each one1 down to the baby with the flower name1 as she called my little ,daisy4 ,after she had really exhausted the subject of my past and present1 she said1 ,you'll say ,i've read all this out of your mind1 so now ,i'll tell you what ,i see in the future4 ,you'll be married a second time4 ,now1 at this period ,i was editing a fashionable magazine1 and drew a large number of literary men around me4 ,i kept open house on ,tuesday evenings1 and had innumerable friends1 and ,i may 7,i don't say ,i had71 but ,i may have sometimes speculated what my fate might be in the event of my becoming free4 ,the seance ,i speak of took place on a ,wednesday morning2 and when ,annie told me ,i should be married a second time1 my thoughts involuntarily took to themselves wings1 ,i suppose1 for she immediately followed up her assertion by saying1 ,no6 not to the man who broke the tumbler at your house last night4 ,you will marry another soldier4 ,no1 thank-you1 ,i exclaimed2 no more army men for me4 ,i've had enough of soldiers to last me a lifetime4 ,annie looked very grave4 ,you will marry another soldier1 she reiterated2 ,i can see him now1 walking up a terrace4 ,he is very tall and big1 and has brown hair cut quite short1 but so soft and shiny4 ,at the back of his head he looks as sleek as a mole4 ,he has a broad face1 a pleasant1 smiling face1 and when he laughs he shows very white teeth4 ,i see him knocking at your door4 ,he says1 ',is ,mrs4 ,ross-,church at home8' ',yes1 sir4' ,then he goes into a room full of books4 ',florence1 my wife is dead4 ,will you be my wife8' ,and you say ',yes4' ,annie spoke so naturally1 and ,i was so astonished at her knowledge of my affairs1 that it never struck me till ,i returned home that she had called me by my name1 which had been kept carefully from her4 ,i asked her1 ,when will my husband die8 ,i don't see his death anywhere1 she answered4 ,but how can ,i marry again unless he dies8 ,i said4 ,i don't know1 but ,i can't tell you what ,i don't see4 ,i see a house all in confusion1 papers are thrown about1 and everything is topsy-turvy1 and two people are going different ways2 and1 oh1 there is so much trouble and so many tears6 ,but ,i don't see any death anywhere4 ,i returned home1 very much astonished at all ,miss ,fowler had said regarding my past and present1 but very incredulous with respect to her prophecies for the future4 ,yet1 three years afterwards1 when much of what she told me had come to pass1 ,i was travelling from ,charing ,cross to ,fareham with ,mr4 ,grossmith1 to give our entertainment of ,entre ,nous1 when the train stopped as usual to water at ,chatham4 ,on the platform stood ,colonel ,lean1 in uniform1 talking to some friends4 ,i had never set eyes on him till that moment2 but ,i said at once to ,mr4 ,grossmith1 ,do you see that officer in the undress uniform8 ,that is the man ,lottie ,fowler told me ,i should marry4 ,her description had been so exact that ,i recognized him at once4 ,of course1 ,i got well laughed at1 and was ready after a while to laugh at myself4 ,two months afterwards1 however1 ,i was engaged to recite at the ,literary ,institute at ,chatham1 where ,i had never set foot in my life before4 ,colonel ,lean came to the ,recital1 and introduced himself to me4 ,he became a visitor at my house in ,london 7which1 by the by1 had been changed for one in a terrace71 and two years afterwards1 in1 ,june #ahgi1 we were married4 ,i have so far overcome a natural scruple to make my private affairs public1 in justice to ,lottie ,fowler4 ,it is useless narrating anything to do with the supernatural 7although ,i have been taught that this is a wrong term1 and that nothing that exists is above nature1 but only a continuation of it71 unless one is prepared to prove that it was true4 ,lottie ,fowler did not make a long stay in ,england on that occasion4 ,she returned to ,america for some time1 and ,i was ,mrs4 ,lean before ,i met her again4 ,the second visit was a remarkable one4 ,i had been to another medium1 who had made me very unhappy by some prophecies with regard to my husband's health2 indeed1 she had said he would not live a couple of years1 and ,i was so excited about it that my friend ,miss ,schonberg advised our going then and there to see ,lottie ,fowler1 who had just arrived in ,england1 and was staying in ,vernon ,place1 ,bloomsbury2 and though it was late at night1 we set off at once4 ,the answer to our request to see ,miss ,fowler was that she was too tired to receive any more visitors that day4 ,do ask her to see me1 ,i urged4 ,i won't detain her a moment2 ,i only want to ask her one question4 ,upon this1 we were admitted1 and found ,lottie nearly asleep4 ,miss ,fowler1 ,i began1 you told me five years ago that ,i should be married a second time4 ,well1 ,i am married1 and now they tell me ,i shall loose my husband4 ,and then ,i told her how ill he was1 and what the doctors said1 and what the medium said4 ,you told me the truth before1 ,i continued2 tell it me now4 ,will he die8 ,lottie took a locket containing his hair in her hand for a minute1 and then replied confidently1 ,they know nothing about it4 ,he will not die--that is not yet--not for a long while4 ,but when8 ,i said1 despairingly4 ,leave that to ,god1 child1 she answered1 and be happy now4 ,and in effect ,colonel ,lean recovered from his illness1 and became strong and hearty again4 ,but whence did ,miss ,fowler gain the confidence to assert that a man whom she had never seen1 nor even heard of1 should recover from a disease which the doctors pronounced to be mortal8 ,from that time ,lottie and ,i became fast friends1 and continue so to this day4 ,it is a remarkable thing that she would never take a sixpence from me in payment for her services1 though ,i have sat with her scores of times1 nor would she accept a present1 and that when she has been sorely in need of funds4 ,she said she had been told she should never prosper if she touched my money4 ,she has one of the most grateful and affectionate and generous natures possible1 and has half-starved herself for the sake of others who lived upon her4 ,i have seen her under sickness1 and poverty1 and trouble1 and ,i think she is one of the kindest-hearted and best women living1 and ,i am glad of even this slight opportunity to bear testimony to her disposition4 ,at one time she had a large and fashionable clientele of sitters1 who used to pay her handsomely for a seance1 but of late years her clients have fallen off1 and her fortunes have proportionately decreased4 ,she has now returned to the ,southern ,states of ,america1 and says she has seen the last of ,england4 ,all ,i can say is1 that ,i consider her a great personal loss as a referee in all business matters as well as a prophet for the future4 ,she also1 like ,bessie ,fitzgerald1 is a great medical diagnoser4 ,she was largely consulted by physicians about the ,court at the time of the ,prince of ,wales' dangerous illness1 and predicted his recovery from the commencement4 ,it was through her mediumship that the body of the late ,lord ,lindesay of ,balcarres1 which was stolen from the family vault1 was eventually recovered2 and the present ,lord ,lindesay gave her a beautiful little watch1 enamelled and set in diamonds1 in commemoration of the event4 ,she predicted the riot that took place in ,london some years ago1 and the ,tay ,bridge disaster2 but who is so silly as to believe the prophecies of media now-a-days8 ,there has hardly been an event in my life1 since ,i have known ,lottie ,fowler1 that she has not prepared me for beforehand1 but the majority of them are too insignificant to interest the reader4 ,one1 however1 the saddest ,i have ever been called upon to encounter1 was wonderfully foretold4 ,in ,february1 #ahhf1 ,lottie 7or rather1 ,annie7 said to me1 ,there is a great trouble in store for you1 ,florris 7she always called me ,florris72 you are passing under black clouds1 and there is a coffin hanging over you4 ,it will leave your house4 ,this made me very uneasy4 ,no one lived in my house but my husband and myself4 ,i asked1 ,is it my own coffin8 ,no6 ,is it my husband's8 ,no2 it is that of a much younger person4 ,i questioned her very closely1 but she would not tell me any more1 and ,i tried to dismiss the idea from my mind4 ,still it would constantly recur1 for ,i knew1 from experience1 how true her predictions were4 ,at last ,i felt as if ,i could bear the suspense no longer1 and ,i went to her and said1 ,you must tell me that the coffin you spoke of is not for one of my children1 or the uncertainty will drive me mad4 ,annie thought a minute1 and then said slowly1 ,no2 it is not for one of your children4 ,then ,i can bear anything else1 ,i replied4 ,the time went on1 and in ,april an uncle of mine died4 ,i rushed again to ,lottie ,fowler4 ,is this the death you prophesied8 ,i asked her4 ,no1 she replied2 the coffin must leave your house4 ,but this death will be followed by another in the family1 which it was within the week4 ,the following ,february my next-door neighbors lost their only son4 ,i had known the boy for years1 and ,i was very sorry for them4 ,as ,i was watching the funeral preparations from my bedroom window1 ,i saw the coffin carried out of the hall door1 which adjoined mine with only a railing between4 ,knowing that many prophetical media see the future in a series of pictures1 it struck me that ,lottie must have seen this coffin leaving1 and mistaken the house for mine4 ,i went to her again4 ,this proves how the prediction had weighed all this time upon my mind4 ,has not the death you spoke of taken place now8 ,i asked her4 ,has not the coffin left my house8 ,no1 she answered2 it will be a relative1 one of the family4 ,it is much nearer now than it was4 ,i felt uncomfortable1 but ,i would not allow it to make me unhappy4 ,annie had said it was not one of my own children1 and so long as they were spared ,i felt strong enough for anything4 ,in the ,july following my eldest daughter came to me in much distress4 ,she had heard of the death of a friend1 one who had been associated with her in her professional life1 and the news had shocked her greatly4 ,she had always been opposed to ,spiritualism4 ,she didn't see the good of it1 and thought ,i believed in it a great deal more than was necessary4 ,i had often asked her to accompany me to seances1 or to see trance media1 and she had refused4 ,she used to say she had no one on the other side she cared to speak to4 ,but when her young friend died1 she begged me to take her to a medium to hear some news of him1 and we went together to ,lottie ,fowler4 ,annie did not wait for any prompting1 but opened the ball at once4 ,you've come here to ask me how you can see your friend who has just passed over1 she said4 ,well1 he's all right4 ,he's in this room now1 and he says you will see him very soon4 ,to which medium shall ,i go8 said my daughter4 ,don't go to any medium4 ,wait a little while1 and you will see him with your own eyes4 ,my daughter was a physical medium herself1 though ,i had prevented her sitting for fear it should injure her health2 and ,i believed1 with her1 that ,annie meant that her friend would manifest through her own power4 ,she turned to me and said1 ,oh1 mother1 ,i shall be awfully frightened if he appears to me at night2 and ,annie answered1 ,no1 you won't be frightened when you see him4 ,you will be very pleased4 ,your meeting will be a source of great pleasure on both sides4 ,my daughter had just signed a lucrative engagement1 and was about to start on a provincial tour4 ,her next request was1 ,tell me what you see for me in the future4 ,annie replied1 ,i cannot see it clearly4 ,another day ,i may be able to tell you more1 but to-day it is all dim4 ,every time ,i try to see it a wall seems to rise behind your head and shut it out4 ,then she turned to me and said1 ,florris1 that coffin is very near you now4 ,it hangs right over your head6 ,i answered carelessly1 ,i wish it would come and have done with it4 ,it is eighteen months now1 ,annie1 since you uttered that dismal prophecy6 ,little did ,i really believe that it was to be so quickly and so terribly fulfilled4 ,three weeks after that seance1 my beloved child 7who was staying with me7 was carried out of my house in her coffin to ,kensal ,green4 ,i was so stunned by the blow1 that it was not for some time after that ,i remembered ,annie's prediction4 ,when ,i asked her why she had tortured me with the suspense of coming evil for eighteen months1 she said she had been told to do so by my guardian spirits1 or my brain would have been injured by the suddenness of the shock4 ,when ,i asked why she had denied it would be one of my children1 she still maintained that she had obeyed a higher order1 because to tell the truth so long beforehand would have half-killed me as indeed it would4 ,annie said she had no idea1 even during that last interview1 that the death she predicted was that of the girl before her4 ,she saw her future was misty1 and that the coffin was over my head1 but she did not connect the two facts together4 ,in like manner ,i have heard almost every event of my future through ,lottie ,fowler's lips1 and she has never yet proved to be wrong1 except in one instance of time4 ,she predicted an event for a certain year and it did not take place till afterwards2 and it has made ,annie so wary1 that she steadfastly refuses now to give any dates4 ,i always warn inquirers not to place faith in any given dates4 ,the spirits have told me they have no time in the spheres1 but judge of it simply as the reflection of the future appears nearer1 or further1 from the sitter's face4 ,thus1 something that will happen years hence appears cloudy and far off1 whilst the events of next week or next month seem bright and distinct1 and quite near4 ,this is a method of judging which can only be gained by practice1 and must at all times be uncertain and misleading4 ,i have often acted as amanuensis for ,lottie ,fowler1 for letters are constantly arriving for her from every part of the world which can only be answered under trance1 and she has asked me to take down the replies as ,annie dictated them4 ,i have answered by this means the most searching questions from over the seas relating to health and money and lost articles whilst ,lottie was fast asleep and ,annie dictated the letters1 and have received many answers thanking me for acting go-between1 and saying how wonderfully correct and valuable the information ,annie had sent them had proved to be4 ,of course1 it would be impossible1 in this paper1 to tell of the constant intercourse ,i have had with ,lottie ,fowler during the last ten or twelve years1 and the manner in which she has mapped out my future for me1 preventing my cherishing false hopes that would never be realized1 making bad bargains that would prove monetary losses1 and believing in apparent friendship that was only a cloak for selfishness and treachery4 ,i have learned many bitter lessons from her lips4 ,i have also made a good deal of money through her means4 ,she has told me what will happen to me between this time and the time of my death1 and ,i feel prepared for the evil and content with the good4 ,lottie ,fowler had very bad health for some time before she left ,england1 and it had become quite necessary that she should go2 but ,i think if the ,british public had known what a wonderful woman was in their midst1 they would have made it better worth her while to stay amongst them4 ,,chapter ,,xx4 ,,the ,,mediumship ,,of ,,william ,,fletcher4 ,it may be remembered in the ,story of ,john ,powles that when1 as a perfect stranger to ,mr4 ,fletcher1 ,i walked one evening into the ,steinway ,hall1 ,i heard him describe the circumstances of my old friend's death in a very startling manner4 ,it made such an impression on me that ,i became anxious to hear what more ,mr4 ,fletcher might have to say to me in private1 and for that purpose ,i wrote and made an appointment with him at his private residence in ,gordon ,square4 ,i did not conceal my name1 and ,i knew my name must be familiar to him2 for although he had only just arrived from ,america1 ,i am better known as an author in that country perhaps than in this4 ,but ,i had no intention of gauging his powers by what he told me of my exterior life2 and by what followed1 his guide ,winona evidently guessed my ideas upon the subject4 ,after the seance ,i wrote thus concerning it to the ,banner of ,light1 a ,new ,york ,spiritualistic paper3-- ,i had seen many clairvoyants before1 both in public and private1 and had witnessed wonderful feats of skill on their part in naming and describing concealed objects1 and reading print or writing when held far beyond their reach of sight2 but ,i knew the trick of all that4 ,if ,mr4 ,fletcher is going to treat me to any mental legerdemain1 ,i thought1 as ,i took my way to ,gordon ,square1 ,i shall have wasted both my time and trouble upon him2 and1 ,i confess1 as ,i approached the house1 that ,i felt doubtful whether ,i might not be deceived against my senses by the clever lecturer1 whose eloquence had charmed me into desiring a more intimate acquaintance with him4 ,even the private life of a professional person soon becomes public property in ,london2 and had ,mr4 ,fletcher wished to find out my faults and failings1 he had but to apply to ----1 say1 my dearest friend1 or the one upon whom ,i had bestowed most benefits1 to learn the worst aspect of the worst side of my character4 ,but the neat little page-boy answered my summons so promptly that ,i had no time to think of turning back again2 and ,i was ushered through a carpeted hall1 and up a staircase into a double drawing-room1 strewn with evidence that my clairvoyant friend possessed not only artistic taste1 but the means to indulge it4 ,the back room into which ,i was shown was hung with paintings and fitted with a luxurious causeuse1 covered with art needlework1 and drawn against the open window1 through which might be seen some fine old trees in the garden below1 and ,mr4 ,fletcher's dogs enjoying themselves beneath their shade4 ,nothing could be further removed from one's ideas of a haunt of mystery or magic1 or the abode of a man who was forced to descend to trickery for a livelihood4 ,in a few minutes ,mr4 ,fletcher entered the room and saluted me with the air of a gentleman4 ,we did not proceed to business1 however1 until he had taken me round his rooms1 and shown me his favorite pictures1 including a portrait of ,sara ,bernhardt1 etched by herself1 in the character of ,mrs4 ,clarkson in ,l',etrangere4 ,after which we returned to the back drawing-room1 and without darkening the windows or adopting any precautions1 we took our seats upon the causeuse facing each other1 whilst ,mr4 ,fletcher laid his left hand lightly upon mine4 ,in the course of a minute ,i observed several convulsive shivers pass through his frame1 his eyes closed1 and his head sunk back upon the cushions1 apparently in sleep4 ,i sat perfectly still and silent with my hand in his4 ,presently he reopened his eyes quite naturally1 and sitting upright1 began to speak to me in a very soft1 thin1 feminine voice4 ,he 7or rather his guide ,winona7 began by saying that she would not waste my time on facts that she might have gathered from the world1 but would confine herself to speaking of my inner life4 ,thereupon1 with the most astonishing astuteness1 she told me of my thoughts and feelings1 reading them off like a book4 ,she repeated to me words and actions that had been said and done in privacy hundred of miles away4 ,she detailed the characters of my acquaintance1 showing who were true and who were false1 giving me their names and places of residence4 ,she told me the motives ,i had had for certain actions1 and what was more strange1 revealed truths concerning myself which ,i had not recognized until they were presented to me through the medium of a perfect stranger4 ,every question ,i put to her was accurately answered1 and ,i was repeatedly invited to draw further revelations from her4 ,the fact being that ,i was struck almost dumb by what ,i had heard1 and rendered incapable of doing anything but marvel at the wonderful gift that enabled a man1 not only to read each thought that passed through my brain1 but to see1 as in a mirror1 scenes that were being enacted miles away with the actors concerned in them and the motives that animated them4 ,winona read the future for me as well as the past1 and the first distinct prophecy she uttered has already most unexpectedly come to pass4 ,when ,i announced that ,i was satisfied1 the clairvoyant laid his head back again upon the cushions1 the same convulsive shudders passed through his frame1 and in another minute he was smiling in my face1 and hoping ,i had a good seance4 ,this is part of the letter ,i wrote concerning ,mr4 ,fletcher to the ,banner of ,light4 ,but a description of words1 however strongly put1 can never carry the same weight as the words themselves4 ,so anxious am ,i to make this statement as trustworthy as possible1 however1 that ,i will now go further1 and give the exact words as ,winona spoke them to me on that occasion1 and as ,i took them down from her lips4 ,some parts ,i must omit1 not for my own sake1 but because of the treachery they justly ascribed to persons still living in this world4 ,but enough will1 ,i trust1 remain to prove how intimately the spirit must have penetrated to my inner life4 ,this is1 then1 the greater part of what ,winona said to me on the #bgth of ,june1 #ahgi3 ,you are a ,child of ,destiny1 who never was a child4 ,your life is fuller of tragedies than any life ,i ever read yet4 ,i will not tell you of the past facts1 because they are known to the world1 and ,i might have heard them from others4 ,but ,i will speak of yourself4 ,i have to leave the earth-world when ,i come in contact with you1 and enter a planetary sphere in which you dwell 7and ever must dwell7 alone4 ,it is as if you were in a room shut off from the rest of mankind4 ,you are one of the world's magnets4 ,you have nothing really in common with the rest4 ,you draw people to you1 and live upon their life2 and when they have no more to give1 nor you to demand1 the liking fades on both sides4 ,it must be so1 because the spirit requires food the same as the body2 and when the store is exhausted1 the affection is starved out1 and the persons pass out of your life4 ,you have often wondered to yourself why an acquaintance who seemed necessary to you to-day you can live perfectly well without to-morrow4 ,this is the reason4 ,more than that1 if you continue to cling to those whose spiritual system you have exhausted1 they would poison you1 instead of nourishing you4 ,you may not like it1 but those you value most you should oftenest part with4 ,separation will not decrease your influence over them2 it will increase it4 ,constant intercourse may be fatal to your dearest affections4 ,you draw so much on others1 you empty them1 and they have nothing more to give you4 ,you have often wondered1 too1 why1 after you have lived in a place a little while1 you become sad1 weary1 and ill--not physically ill1 but mentally so--and you feel as if you must leave it1 and go to another place4 ,when you settle in this fresh place1 you think at first that it is the very place where you will be content to live and die2 but after a little while the same weariness and faintness comes back again1 and you think you cannot breathe till you leave it1 as you did the other4 ,this is not fancy4 ,it is because your nature has exhausted all it can draw from its surroundings1 and change becomes a necessity to life4 ,you will never be able to live long in any place without change1 and let me warn you never to settle yourself down anywhere with the idea of living there entirely4 ,were you forced to do so1 you would soon die4 ,you would be starved to death spiritually4 ,all people are not born under a fate1 but you were1 and you can do very little to change it4 ,england is the country of your fate4 ,you will never prosper in health1 mind1 or money in a foreign country4 ,it is good to go abroad for change1 but never try to live there4 ,you are thinking of going abroad now1 but you will not remain there nearly so long as you anticipate4 ,something will arise to make you alter your plans--not a real trouble--but an uneasiness4 ,the plan you think of will not answer4 7,this prediction was fulfilled to the letter47 ,this year completes an era in your professional career--not of ill-luck1 so much as of stagnation4 ,your work has been rather duller of late years4 ,the ,christmas of #ahgi will bring you brighter fortune4 ,some one who has appeared to drop you will come forward again1 and take up your cause1 and bring you in much money4 7,this also came to pass47 ,you have not nearly reached the zenith of your success4 ,it is yet to come4 ,it is only beginning4 ,you will have another child1 certainly one1 but ,i am not sure if it will live in this world4 ,i do not see its earth-life1 but ,i see you in that condition4 99 99 99 99 99 ,your nervous system was for many years strung up to its highest tension--now it is relaxed1 and your physical powers are at their lowest ebb4 ,you could not bear a child in your present condition4 ,you must become much lighter-hearted1 more contented and at ease before that comes to pass4 ,you must have ceased to wish for a child1 or even to expect it4 ,you have never had a heart really at ease yet4 ,all your happiness has been feverish4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i see your evil genius4 ,she is out of your life at present1 but she crossed your path last year1 and caused you much heart-burning1 and not without reason4 ,it seems to me that some sudden shock or accident put an end to the acquaintance2 but she will cross your path again1 and cause you more misery1 perhaps1 than anything else has done4 ,she is not young1 but stout1 and not handsome1 as it seems to me4 ,she is addicted to drinking4 ,i see her rolling about now under the influence of liquor4 ,she has been married more than once4 ,i see the name ---- ---- written in the air4 ,she would go any lengths to take that you value from you1 even to compassing your death4 ,she is madly in love with what is yours4 ,she would do anything to compass her ends--not only immoral things1 but filth--filth4 ,i have no hesitation in saying this4 ,whenever she crosses your path1 in public or private1 flee from her as from a pestilence4 7,this information was correct in every detail4 ,the name was given at full length4 ,i repeat it as a specimen of the succinctness of intelligence given through trance mediumship47 #ahhc will be a most unfortunate year for you4 ,you will have a severe illness1 your friends will not know if you are going to live or die1 and during this illness you will endure great mental agony1 caused through a woman1 one of whose names begins with ----4 ,you will meet her some time before1 and she will profess to be your dearest friend4 ,i see her bending over you1 and telling you she is your best friend1 and you are disposed to believe it4 ,she is as tall as you are1 but does not look so tall from a habit she has of carrying herself4 ,she is not handsome1 strictly speaking1 but dark and very fascinating4 ,she has a trick of keeping her eyes down when she speaks4 ,she is possibly ,french1 or of ,french extraction1 but speaks ,english4 ,she will get a hold upon ----'s mind that will nearly separate you4 7,at this juncture ,i asked1 ,how can ,i prevent it87 ,if ,i told you1 that if you went by the #c o'clock train from ,gower ,street1 you would be smashed1 you would not take that train4 ,when you meet a woman answering this description1 stop and ask yourself whether she is the one ,i have warned you against1 before you admit her across the threshold of your house4 99 99 99 99 99 ----'s character is positive for good1 and negative for evil4 ,if what is even for his good were urged upon him1 he would refuse to comply2 but present evil to him as a possible good1 and he will stop to consider whether it is not so4 ,if he is to be guided aright1 it must be by making him believe it would be impossible for him to go wrong4 ,elevate his nature by elevating his standard of right4 ,make it impossible for him to lower himself1 by convincing him that he would be lowered4 ,he is very conceited4 ,admiration is the breath of his life4 ,he is always thinking what people will say of him or his actions4 ,he is very weak under temptation1 especially the temptation of flattery4 ,he is much too fond of women4 ,you have a difficult task before you1 and you have done much harm already through your own fault4 ,he believes too little in the evil of others--much too little4 ,if he were unfaithful to those who trust him1 he would be quite surprised to find he had broken their hearts4 ,your work is but beginning4 ,hitherto all has been excitement1 and there has been but little danger4 ,now comes monotony and the fear of satiety4 ,your fault through life has been in not asserting the positive side of your character4 ,you were born to rule1 and you have sat down a slave4 ,either through indolence or despair of success1 you have presented a negative side to the insults offered you1 and in the end you have been beaten4 ,you make a great mistake in letting your female friends read all your joys and sorrows4 ,men would sympathize and pity4 ,women will only take advantage of them4 ,assert your dignity as mistress in your own house1 and don't let those visitors invite themselves who do not come for you4 ,you are1 as it were1 the open door for more than one false friend4 ,i warn you especially against two unmarried women--at least1 if they are married1 ,i don't see their husbands anywhere4 ,they are both too fond of ----2 one very much too fond of him1 and you laugh at it1 and give your leave for caresses and endearments1 which should never be permitted4 ,if ,i were to tell them that they visit at your house for ----1 and not for you1 they would be very indignant4 ,they give you presents1 and really like you2 but ---- is the attraction1 and with one of them it only needs time1 place and opportunity to cause the ruin of ---- and yourself4 ,she has an impediment in walking4 ,i need say no more4 ,she wants to become still more familiar1 and live under the same roof with you4 ,you must prevent it4 ,the other is doing more harm to herself than to anyone else4 ,she is silly and romantic1 and must dream of some one4 ,it is a pity it should be encouraged by familiarity4 ---- has no feeling for them beyond pity and friendship1 but it is not necessary he should love a woman to make her dangerous to him4 ,as far as ,i can see your lives extend1 ---- will love you1 and you will retain your influence over him if you choose to do so4 ,but it is in your own hands what you make of him4 ,you must not judge his nature by your own4 ,you are shutting yourself up too much4 ,you should be surrounded by a circle of men1 so that you might not draw influence from ---- alone4 ,you should go out more1 and associate with clever men1 and hear what they have to say to you4 ,you must not keep so entirely with ----4 ,it is bad for both of you4 ,you are making too great a demand upon his spiritual powers1 and you will exhaust them too soon4 ,a woman cannot draw spiritual life from women only4 ,she must take it from men4 ,there is another acquaintance ,i must warn you against ----2 a widow1 fair hair1 light eyes1 not clever1 but cunning4 ,she has but one purpose in visiting you4 ,she would like to stand in your shoes4 ,she would not hesitate to usurp your rights4 ,be civil to her if you will1 but do not encourage her visits4 ,it were best if she passed out of your lives altogether4 ,she can never bring you any good luck4 ,she may be the cause of much annoyance yet4 ---- should have work1 active and constant1 or his health will fail1 living in idleness1 spiritually and bodily4 ,you tell him too often that you love him4 ,let him feel there is always a higher height to gain1 a lower depth to fall to1 in your esteem4 ,he is not the only man in the world4 ,why should you deceive him by saying so8 ,you are much to blame4 7,considering that ,mr4 ,fletcher had never seen1 or1 as far as ,i knew1 heard of the persons he mentioned in this tirade1 it becomes a matter of speculation where or from whom he gathered this keen insight to their character and personalities1 every word of which ,i can vouch for as being strictly true47 ,many spirits are round you4 ,some wish to speak4444 ,a grand and noble spirit stands behind you1 with his hands spread in blessing over your head4 ,he is your father4 ,he sends this message3 ',my dear child1 there were so many influences antagonistic to my own in your late married life1 that ,i found it very difficult to get near you4 ,now they are removed4 ,the present conditions are much more favorable to me1 and ,i hope to be with you often1 and to help you through the life that lies before you4' ,there is the face of a glorified spirit1 just above your head1 and ,i see the name ',powles4' ,this spirit is nearer you1 and more attached to you than any other in ,spirit ,land4 ,he comes only to you1 and one other creature through you--your second child4 ,he says you will know him by the token1 the song2 you sung to him upon his death-bed4 ,his love for you is the best and purest1 and he is always by you1 though lower influences sometimes forbid his manifesting himself4 ,your child comes floating down1 and joins hands with him4 ,she is a very pure and beautiful spirit4 ,she intimates that her name on earth was the same as yours1 but she is called by another name in the spheres--a name that has something to do with flowers4 ,she brings me a bunch of pure white lilies1 tinged with blue1 with blue petals1 tied with a piece of blue ribbon1 and she intimates to me by gesture that her spirit-name has something to do with them4 ,i think ,i must go now1 but ,i hope you will come and sit with me again4 ,i shall be able to tell you more next time4 ,my name is ',winona1' and when you ask for me ,i will come4 ,good-bye4444 ,this was the end of my first seance with ,mr4 ,fletcher1 and ,i think even sceptics will allow that it was sufficiently startling for the first interview with an entire stranger4 ,the following year ,i wrote again to the ,banner of ,light concerning ,mr4 ,fletcher1 but will only give an extract from my letter4 ,i told you in my letter of last year that ,i had held a seance with ,mr4 ,fletcher of so private a nature that it was impossible to make it public4 ,during that interview ',winona' made several startling prophecies concerning the future1 which1 it may interest your readers to know1 have already been fulfilled4 ,wishing to procure some further proofs of ,mr4 ,fletcher's power before ,i wrote this letter to you1 ,i prepared a different sort of test for him last week4 ,from a drawer full of old letters ,i selected1 with my eyes shut1 four folded sheets of paper1 which ,i slipped into four blank envelopes1 ready prepared for them--still without looking--and closed them in the usual manner with the adhesive gum1 after which ,i sealed them with sealing wax4 ,i carried these envelopes to ,mr4 ,fletcher1 and requested ,winona to tell me the characters of the persons by whom their contents had been written4 ,she placed them consecutively to the medium's forehead1 and as she returned them to me1 one by one1 ,i wrote her comments on each on the side of the cover4 ,on breaking the seals1 the character of each writer was found to be most accurately defined1 although the letters had all been written years before--7a fact which ,winona had immediately discovered74 ,she also told me which of my correspondents were dead1 and which living4 ,here1 you will observe1 there could have been no reaction of my own brain upon that of the sensitive1 as ,i was perfectly ignorant1 until ,i reopened the envelopes1 by whom the letters had been sent to me4 ,two months ago ,i was invited to join in a speculation1 of the advisability of which ,i felt uncertain4 ,i went therefore to ,mr4 ,fletcher1 and asked for an interview with ,winona1 intending to consult her in the matter4 ,but before ,i had time to mention the subject1 she broached it to me1 and went on to speak of the speculation itself1 of the people concerned in it1 and the money it was expected to produce2 and1 finally1 she explained to me how it would collapse1 with the means that would bring it to an end1 putting her decided veto on my having anything to do with it4 ,i followed ,winona's advice1 and have been thankful since that ,i did so1 as everything has turned out just as she predicted4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i think those people who desire to gain the utmost good they can out of clairvoyance should be more ready to listen and learn1 and less to cavil and to question4 ,many who have heard me relate the results of my experience have rushed off pell-mell to the same medium1 perhaps1 and came away woefully disappointed4 ,were they to review the interview they would probably find they had done all the talking1 and supplied all the information1 leaving the clairvoyant no work to do whatever4 ,to such ,i always say1 whether their aim is to obtain advice in their business1 or news of a lost friend1 ,be perfectly passive1 until the medium has said all he or she may have to say4 ,give them time to become en rapport with you1 and quietude1 that he may commune with the spirits you bring with you2 for it is they1 and not his controls1 that furnish him with the history of your life1 or point out the dangers that are threatening4 ,when he has finished speaking1 he will probably ask if you have any questions to put to him1 and then is your turn for talking1 and for gaining any particular information you may wish to acquire4 ,if these directions are carried out1 you are likely to have a much more satisfactory seance than otherwise4 ,,chapter ,,xxi4 ,,private ,,media4 ,people who wish to argue against ,spiritualism are quite sure1 as a rule1 that media will descend to any trickery and cheating for the sake of gain4 ,if you reply1 as in my own case1 that the seances have been given as a free-will offering1 they say that they expected introductions or popularity or advertisement in exchange4 ,but what can be adduced against the medium who lends his or her powers to a person whom he has never seen1 and probably never will see1 and for no reason1 excepting that his controls urge him to the deed8 ,such a man is ,mr4 ,george ,plummer of ,massachusetts1 ,america4 ,in ,december1 #ahhg1 when my mind was very unsettled1 my friend ,miss ,schonberg advised me to write to this medium and ask his advice4 ,she told me ,i must not expect an immediate reply1 as ,mr4 ,plummer kept a box into which he threw all the letters he received from strangers on spiritualistic subjects1 and when he felt impressed to do so1 he went and took out one1 haphazard1 and wrote the answer that was dictated to him4 ,all ,i had to do was to enclose an addressed envelope1 not a stamped one1 in my letter1 to convey the answer back again4 ,accordingly1 ,i prepared a diplomatic epistle to this effect4 ,dear sir1--,hearing that you are good enough to sit for strangers1 ,i shall be much obliged if you will let me know what you see for me4--,yours truly1 ,f4 ,lane4 ,it will be seen that ,i transposed the letters of my name ,lean4 ,i addressed the return envelope in the same manner to the house in ,regent's ,park1 which ,i then occupied1 and ,i wrote it all in a feigned hand to conceal my identity as much as possible4 ,the time went on and ,i heard nothing from ,mr4 ,plummer4 ,i was touring in the provinces for the whole of #ahhh1 and at the end of the year ,i came back to ,london and settled down in a new house in a different quarter of the town4 ,by this time ,i had almost forgotten ,mr4 ,plummer and my letter to him1 and when in ,december1 #ahhi1 two years after ,i had sent it1 my own envelope in my own handwriting1 forwarded by the postal authorities from ,regent's ,park1 was brought to me1 ,i did not at first recognize it4 ,i kept twisting it about1 and thinking how like it was to my own writing1 when the truth suddenly flashed on me4 ,i opened it and read as follows3 ,georgetown1 ,november #bhth1 #ahhi4 ,mrs4 ,lane1--,dear ,madam1--,please pardon me for seeming neglect in answering your request4 ,at the time of receiving your letter ,i could not write1 and it got mislaid4 ,coming across it now1 even at the eleventh hour1 ,i place myself in condition to answer4 ,i see a lady with dark blue eyes before me1 of a very nervous life--warm-hearted--impulsive--tropical in her nature4 ,a woman of intense feeling--a woman whose life has been one of constant disappointment4 ,to-day the current of life flows on smoothly but monotonous4 ,i sense from the sphere of this lady1 a weariness of life--should think she felt like ,alexander1 because there are no more worlds for her to conquer4 ,she is her own worst enemy4 ,naturally generous1 she radiates her refined magnetic sphere to others1 and does not get back that which she can utilize4 ,i see a bright-complexioned gentleman in earth life--brave1 generous1 and kind--but does not comprehend your interior life4 ,and yet thinks the world of you to-day4 ,i feel from you talent of a marked order4 ,and yet life is a disappointment4 ,not but what you have been successful in a refined1 worldly sense1 but your spiritual nature has been repressed4 ,the society you move in is one of intellectual culture2 that is not of the soul4 ,and it is soul food that you are hungering for to-day4 ,you are an inspired woman4 ,thought seems to you1 all prepared1 so to speak4 ,but it does not seem to free the tiny little messengers of your soul life4 ,somehow ,i don't feel that confidence in myself in writing to you4 ,the best kind of a reading is usually obtained in reading to a person direct4 ,but if ,i don't meet your case we will call it a failure and let it go4 ,the year of #ahij is going to be more favorable to you than for the last ten years4 ,i think in some way you are to meet with more reciprocity of soul4 ,as the divining rod points to the stream of water in the earth1 so ,i find my intuitive eye takes cognizance of your interior life4 ,you will in a degree catch my meaning through this1 and it will come clearer1 more through your intuition than through your intellect4 ,i should say to you1 follow your instincts and intuitions always through life4 ,if this throws any light over your path ,i am glad4--,i remain1 most respectfully yours1 ,george ,plummer4 ,now there are two noticeable things in this letter4 ,first1 ,mr4 ,plummer's estimate of my interior life almost coincides with ,mr4 ,fletcher's given in #ahgi1 ten years before4 ,next1 although he read it through the medium of a letter written in #ahhg1 he draws a picture of my position and surroundings in #ahhi4 ,both these things appeared to me very curious as coming from a stranger across the ,atlantic1 and ,i answered his letter at once1 still preserving my slight incognita1 and telling him that as he had read so much of my life from my handwriting of so long ago1 ,i wished he would try to read more from words which went fresh from me to him4 ,i also enclosed a piece of the handwriting of a friend4 ,mr4 ,plummer did not keep me waiting this time4 ,his next letter was dated ,february #hth1 #ahij4 ,dear ,madam1--,i received yours of ,january #crd1 and would have answered before1 but the spirit did not move4 ,i have been tied to a sick room going on three months1 with its cares and anxieties4 ,not the best condition for writing4 ,the best condition to reflect your life1 to give your soul strength1 is to be at rest and have all earth conditions nullified4 ,but that cannot be to-day4 ,so ,i will try to penetrate the mystery of your life as best ,i can1 and radiate to you at least some strength4 ,the relation of soul is the difficulty of your life1 and you are so perfectly inspirational that it makes the condition worse4 ,grand types of ,manhood and ,womanhood come to you from the higher life1 and your spirit and soul catch the reflection1 and are disappointed because they cannot live that life4 ,but you are getting a development out of all this friction4 ,now if you would come in contact with that nature that could radiate to you just what you could give to it1 you would be happy4 ,love is absolute1 you well know4 ,often in the exchange of thought we give each other strength4 ,and then every letter we write1 every time we shake hands1 we give some of our own personality out4 ,you are too sensitive to the spheres of people4 ,you have such a strong personality of life that the power that inspires you could not make the perfect junction until you get so1 you had rather die than live4 ,that was a condition of negation4 ,now you have been running on a dead level of nothingness for two years and a half4 7,this was exactly the time since my daughter had been taken from me74 ,i mean it seems so to you4 ,such a sameness of things4 ,i get from the writing of the gentleman4 ,a good sphere--warm hearted--true to his understanding of things4 ,he seems to be a sort of a half-way house to you4 ,that is1 you roam in the sea of ,ideality1 down deep1 you know4 ,and he rather holds on to matter-of-fact--sort of ballast for you4 ,you need it4 ,for you are1 in fact1 ripe for the other life1 though it is not time to go yet4 ,although a writer1 yet you are a disappointed one4 ,no mortal but yourself knows this4 ,you have winged your way in flights1 grand and lofty1 and cannot pen it1 is what is the matter4 ,now1 in time you will1 more perfectly than to-day1 by the touch of your pen1 portray your soul and its flights4 ,then ,i see you happy4 ,this gentleman is an auxiliary power1 whether the power in full of your life ,i do not to-day get4 ,you are emphatically a woman of ,destiny1 and should follow your impressions1 for through that intuitive law you will be saved4 ,i mean by 'saved1' leap1 as it were1 across difficulties instead of going round4 ,for your soul is more positive and awake to its necessities to-day than ever before in your life1 particularly in the last six months4 ,body marriages are good under the physical law--bring certain unfoldments4 ,but when mortal man and woman reach a certain condition of development1 they become dissatisfied1 and yearn for the full fruition of love4 ,and there is no limitation of this law4 ,women usually bow to the heart-love law1 that sometimes brings great joy and misery4 ,the time is ripe for rulers4 ,there will be put into the field men1 and more specifically women1 who have exemplified love divine4 ,they will teach the law so plainly that they who run can read4 ,and it can only be taught by those who have embodied it4 ,some years ago1 in this country1 there was a stir-up4 ,it did its work in fermentation4 ,the next must be humanization4 ,the material world must come under the spiritual4 ,women will come to the front as inspired powers4 ,this is what comes to me to write to you to-day4 ,if it brings strength1 or one ray of sun-shine to you1 ,i am glad4--,i remain1 most respectfully yours1 ,george ,plummer4 ,mr4 ,plummer is not occupying a high position in the world1 nor is he a rich man4 ,he gains no popularity by his letters--he hears no applause--he reaps no personal benefit1 nor will he take any money4 ,it would be difficult1 with any degree of reason1 to charge him with cheating the public for the sake of emptying their pockets4 ,i fail to see1 therefore1 how he can obtain his insight to one's interior life by mortal means1 nor1 unless compelled by a power superior to his own1 why he should take the trouble to obtain it4 ,another medium1 whose health paid the sacrifice demanded of her for the exhibition of a power over which1 at one time1 she had no control1 and which never brought her in anything but the thanks of her friends1 is ,mrs4 ,keningale ,cook 7,mabel ,collins71 whom ,i have mentioned in the ,story of my ,spirit ,child4 ,there was a photographer in ,london1 named ,hudson1 who had been very successful in developing spirit photographs4 ,he would prepare to take an ordinary photograph1 and on developing the plate1 one or more spirit forms would be found standing by the sitter1 in which forms were recognized the faces of deceased friends4 ,of course1 the generality of people said that the plates were prepared beforehand with vague misty figures1 and the imagination of the sitter did the rest4 ,i had been for some time anxious to test ,mr4 ,hudson's powers for myself1 and one morning very early1 between nine and ten o'clock1 ,i asked ,mrs4 ,cook1 as a medium1 to accompany me to his studio4 ,he was not personally acquainted with either of us1 and we went so early that we found him rather unwilling to set to work4 ,indeed1 at first he declined4 ,we disturbed him at breakfast and in his shirt sleeves1 and he told us his studio had been freshly painted1 and it was quite impossible to use it until dry4 ,but we pressed him to take our photographs until he consented1 and we ascended to the studio4 ,it was certainly very difficult to avoid painting ourselves1 and the screen placed behind was perfectly wet4 ,we had not mentioned a word to ,mr4 ,hudson about spirit photographs1 and the first plate he took out and held up to the light1 we saw him draw his coat sleeve across4 ,when we asked him what he was doing1 he turned to us and said1 ,are you ladies ,spiritualists8 ,when we answered in the affirmative1 he continued1 ,i rubbed out the plate because ,i thought there was something on it1 and most sitters would object4 ,i often have to destroy three or four negatives before ,i get a clear picture4 ,we begged him not to rub out any more as we were curious to see the results4 ,he1 consequently1 developed three photographs of us1 sitting side by side4 ,the first was too indistinct to be of any use4 ,it represented us1 with a third form1 merely a patch of white1 lying on the ground1 whilst a mass of hair was over my knee4 ,florence afterwards informed me that this was an attempt to depict herself4 ,the second picture showed ,mrs4 ,cook and myself as before1 with ,charlie standing behind me4 ,i have spoken of ,charlie 7,stephen ,charles ,bernard ,abbott7 in ,curious ,coincidences1 and how much he was attached to me and mine4 ,in the photograph he is represented in his cowl and monk's frock--with ropes round his waist1 and his face looking down4 ,in the third picture1 an old lady in a net cap and white shawl was standing with her two hands on ,mrs4 ,cook's shoulders4 ,this was her grandmother1 and the profile was so distinctly delineated1 that her father1 ,mr4 ,mortimer ,collins1 recognized it at once as the portrait of his mother4 ,the old lady had been a member of the ,plymouth ,brethren sect1 and wore the identical shawl of white silk with an embroidered border which she used to wear during her last years on earth4 ,i have seen many other spirit photographs taken by ,mr4 ,hudson1 but ,i adhere to my resolution to speak only of that which ,i have proved by the exercise of my own senses4 ,i have the two photographs ,i mention to this day1 and have often wished that ,mr4 ,hudson's removal from town had not prevented my sitting again to him in order to procure the likenesses of other friends4 ,miss ,caroline ,pawley is a lady who advertises her willingness to obtain messages for others from the spirit world1 but is forbidden by her guides to take presents or money4 ,i thought at first this must be a ruse4 ,surely1 ,i said to a friend who knew ,miss ,pawley1 ,i ought to take books1 or flowers1 or some little offering in my hand4 ,if you do she will return them1 was the reply4 ,all that is necessary is to write and make an appointment1 as her time is very much taken up4 ,accordingly ,i did write1 and ,miss ,pawley kindly named an early date for my visit4 ,it was but a few months after ,i had lost my beloved daughter1 and ,i longed for news of her4 ,i arrived at ,miss ,pawley's residence1 a neat little house in the suburbs1 and was received by my hostess1 a sweet1 placid-faced woman1 who looked the embodiment of peace and calm happiness4 ,after we had exchanged greetings she said to me1 ,you have lost a daughter4 ,i lost one about twenty years ago--a baby of ten days old1 ,i replied4 ,i don't mean her1 said ,miss ,pawley1 ,i mean a young woman4 ,i will tell you how ,i came to know of it4 ,i took out my memoranda yesterday and was looking it through to see what engagements ,i had made for to-day1 and ,i read the names aloud to myself4 ,as ,i came to the entry1 ',mrs4 ,lean1 #c o'clock1' ,i heard a low voice say behind me1 ',that is my dear1 dear mother6' and when ,i turned round1 ,i saw standing at my elbow a young woman about the middle height1 with blue eyes and very long brown hair1 and she told me that it is she whom you are grieving for at present4 ,i made no answer to this speech1 for my wound was too fresh to permit me to talk of her2 and ,miss ,pawley proceeded4 ,come6 she said cheerfully1 let us get paper and pencil and see what the dear child has to say to us4 ,she did not go under trance1 but wrote rapidly for a few moments and then handed me a letter written in the following manner4 ,i repeat 7what ,i have said before7 that ,i do not test the genuineness of such a manifestation by the act itself4 ,anyone might have written the letter1 but no one but myself could recognize the familiar expressions and handwriting1 nor detect the apparent inconsistencies that made it so convincing4 ,it was written in two different hands on alternate lines1 the first line being written by ,eva1 and the next by ,florence1 and so on4 ,now1 my earthly children from their earliest days have never called me anything but ,mother1 whilst ,florence1 who left me before she could speak1 constantly calls me ,mamma4 ,this fact alone could never have been known to ,miss ,pawley4 ,added to which the portion written by my eldest daughter was in her own clear decided hand1 whilst ,florence's contribution was in rather a childish1 or young ladylike scribble4 ,the lines ran thus4 ,the italics are ,florence's3-- ,my own beloved mother4 ,my dear1 dear1 dearest ,mamma4 ,you must not grieve so terribly for me4 ,and knowing all we have taught you1 you should not grieve4 ,believe me1 ,i am not unhappy4 ,of course not1 and she will be very happy soon4 ,but ,i suffer pain in seeing you suffer4 ,dear ,mamma1 do try to see that it is for the best4 ,florence is right4 ,it is best6 dear ,mother4 ,and we shall all meet so soon1 you know4 ,god bless you for all your love for me4 ,good-bye1 dear1 dearest ,mamma4 ,your own girl4 ,your loving little ,florence4 ,i cannot comment on this letter4 ,i only make it public in a cause that is sacred to me4 ,to instance another case of mediumship which is exercised for neither remuneration nor applause4 ,i am obliged in this example to withhold the name1 because to betray their identity would be to ill requite a favor which was courteously accorded me4 ,i had heard of a family of the name of ,d---- who held private sittings once a week1 at which the mother and brothers and sisters gone before materialized and joined the circle2 and having expressed my desire1 through a mutual acquaintance1 to assist at their seances1 ,mr4 ,d---- kindly sent me an invitation to one4 ,i found he was a high-class tradesman1 living in a good house in the suburbs1 and that strangers were very seldom 7if ever7 admitted to their circle4 ,mr4 ,d---- explained to me before the seance commenced1 that they regarded ,spiritualism as a most sacred thing1 that they sat only to have communication with their own relations1 his wife and children1 and that his wife never manifested except when they were alone4 ,his earth family consisted of a young married daughter and her husband1 and four or five children of different ages4 ,he had lost1 ,i think he told me1 a grown-up son1 and two little ones4 ,william ,haxby1 the medium1 whom ,i wrote of in my chapter ,on ,sceptics1 and who had passed over since then1 had been intimate with their family1 and often came back to them4 ,these explanations over1 the seance began4 ,the back and front parlors were divided by lace curtains only4 ,in the back1 where the young married daughter took up her position on a sofa1 were a piano and an ,american organ4 ,in the front parlor1 which was lighted by an oil lamp1 we sat about on chairs and sofas1 but without any holding of hands4 ,in a very short time the lace curtains parted and a young man's face appeared4 ,this was the grown-up brother4 ,hullo6 ,tom1 they all exclaimed1 and the younger ones went up and kissed him4 ,he spoke a while to his father1 telling what they proposed to do that evening1 but saying his mother would not be able to materialize4 ,as he was speaking1 a little boy stood by his side4 ,here's ,harry1 cried the children1 and they brought their spirit brother out into the room between them4 ,he seemed to be about five years old4 ,his father told him to come and speak to me1 and he obeyed1 just like a little human child1 and stood before me with his hand resting on my knee4 ,then a little girl joined the party1 and the two children walked about the room1 talking to everybody in turn4 ,as we were occupied with them1 we heard the notes of the ,american organ4 ,here's ,haxby1 said ,mr4 ,d----4 ,now we shall have a treat4 7,i must say here that ,mr4 ,haxby was an accomplished organist on earth47 ,as he heard his name1 he1 too1 came to the curtains1 and showed his face with its ungainly features1 and intimated that he and ,tom would play a duet4 ,accordingly the two instruments pealed forth together1 and the spirits really played gloriously--a third influence joining in with some stringed instrument4 ,this seance was so much less wonderful than many ,i have written of1 that ,i should not have included a description of it1 except to prove that all media do not ply their profession in order to prey upon their fellow-creatures4 ,the ,d---- family are only anxious to avoid observation4 ,there could be no fun or benefit in deceiving each other1 and yet they devote one evening in each week to holding communion with those they loved whilst on earth and feel are only hidden from them for a little while1 and by a very flimsy veil4 ,their seances truly carry out the great poet's belief4 ,then the forms of the departed ,enter at the open door2 ,the beloved1 the true-hearted1 ,come to visit me once more4 99 99 99 99 99 ,with a slow and noiseless footstep ,comes that messenger divine1 ,takes the vacant chair beside me1 ,lays her gentle hand in mine4 99 99 99 99 99 ,uttered not1 yet1 comprehended1 ,is the spirit's voiceless prayer4 ,soft rebukes1 in blessings ended1 ,breathing from her lips of air4 ,in the house of the lady ,i have mentioned in ,the ,story of the ,monk1 ,mrs4 ,uniacke of ,bruges1 ,i have witnessed marvellous phenomena4 ,they were not pleasant manifestations1 very far from it1 but there was no doubt that they were genuine4 ,whether they proceeded from the agency of ,mrs4 ,uniacke1 my sister ,blanche1 or a young lady called ,miss ,robinson1 who sat with them1 or from the power of all three combined1 ,i cannot say1 but they had experienced them on several occasions before ,i joined them1 and were eager that ,i should be a witness of them4 ,we sat in ,mrs4 ,uniacke's house1 in a back drawing-room1 containing a piano and several book-cases1 full of books--some of them very heavy4 ,we sat round a table in complete darkness1 only we four women1 with locked doors and bolted windows4 ,accustomed as ,i was to all sorts of manifestations and mediumship1 ,i was really frightened by what occurred4 ,the table was most violent in its movements1 our chairs were dragged from under us1 and heavy articles were thrown about the room4 ,the more ,mrs4 ,uniacke expostulated and ,miss ,robinson laughed1 the worse the tumult became4 ,the books were taken from the shelves and hurled at our heads1 several of the blows seriously hurting us2 the keys of the piano at the further end of the room were thumped and crashed upon1 as if they would be broken2 and in the midst of it all ,miss ,robinson fell prone upon the floor1 and commenced talking in ,flemish1 a language of which she had no knowledge4 ,my sister understands it1 and held a conversation with the girl2 and she told us afterwards that ,miss ,robinson had announced herself by the name of a ,fleming lately deceased in the town1 and detailed many events of his life1 and messages which he wished to be delivered to his family--all of which were conveyed in good and intelligible ,flemish4 ,when the young lady had recovered she resumed her place at the table1 as my sister was anxious ,i should see another table1 which they called ,mademoiselle dance1 whilst unseen hands thumped the piano4 ,the manifestation not occurring1 however1 they thought it must be my presence1 and ordered me away from the table4 ,i went and stood up close against the folding doors that led into the front room1 keeping my hand1 with a purpose1 on the handle4 ,the noise and confusion palpably increased when the three ladies were left alone4 ,mademoiselle1 who stood in a corner of the room1 commenced to dance about1 and the notes of the piano crashed forcibly4 ,there was something strange to me about the manifestation of the piano4 ,it sounded as if it were played with feet instead of hands4 ,when the tumult was at its height1 ,i suddenly1 and without warning1 threw open the folding door and let the light in upon the scene1 and ,i saw the music-stool mounted on the keyboard and hammering the notes down4 ,as the light was admitted1 both ,mademoiselle and the music-stool fell with a crash to the floor1 and the seance was over4 ,the ladies were seated at the table1 and the floor and articles of furniture were strewn with the books which had been thrown down--the bookshelves being nearly emptied--and pots of flowers4 ,i was never at such a pandemonium before or after4 ,the late ,sir ,percy ,shelley and his wife ,lady ,shelley1 having no children of their own1 adopted a little girl1 who1 when about four or five years1 was seriously burned about the chest and shoulders1 and confined for some months to her bed4 ,the child's cot stood in ,lady ,shelley's bedroom1 and when her adopted mother was about to say her prayers1 she was accustomed to give the little girl a pencil and piece of paper to keep her quiet4 ,one day the child asked for pen and ink instead of a pencil1 and on being refused began to cry1 and said1 ,the man said she must have pen and ink4 ,as it was particularly enjoined that she must not cry for fear of reopening her wounds1 ,lady ,shelley provided her with the desired articles1 and proceeded to her devotions4 ,when she rose from them1 she saw to her surprise that the child had drawn an outline of a group of figures in the ,flaxman style1 representing mourners kneeling round a couch with a sick man laid upon it4 ,she did not understand the meaning of the picture1 but she was struck with amazement at the execution of it1 as was everybody who saw it4 ,from that day she gave the little girl a sheet of card-board each morning1 with pen and ink1 and obtained a different design1 the child always talking glibly of the man who helped her to draw4 ,this went on until the drawings numbered thirty or forty1 when a glossary of symbols was written out by this baby1 who could neither write nor spell1 which explained the whole matter4 ,it was then discovered that the series of drawings represented the life of the soul on leaving the body1 until it was lost in the ,infinity of ,god--a likely subject to be chosen1 or understood1 by a child of five4 ,i heard this story from ,lady ,shelley's lips1 and ,i have seen 7and well examined7 the original designs4 ,they were at one time to be published by subscription1 but ,i believe it never came to pass4 ,i have also seen the girl who drew them1 most undoubtedly under control4 ,she was then a young married woman and completely ignorant of anything relating to ,spiritualism4 ,i asked her if she remembered the circumstances under which she drew the outlines1 and she laughed and said no4 ,she knew she had drawn them1 but she had no idea how4 ,all she could tell me was that she had never done anything wonderful since1 and she had no interest in ,spiritualism whatever4 ,,chapter ,,xxii4 ,,various ,,media4 ,a very strong and remarkable clairvoyant is ,mr4 ,towns1 of ,portobello ,road4 ,as a business adviser or foreteller of the ,future1 ,i don't think he is excelled4 ,the inquirer after prophecy will not find a grand mansion to receive him in ,portobello ,road4 ,on the contrary1 this soothsayer keeps a small shop in the oil trade1 and is himself only an honest1 and occasionally rather rough spoken1 tradesman4 ,he will see clients privately on any day when he is at home1 though it is better to make an appointment1 but he holds a circle on his premises each ,tuesday evening1 to which everybody is admitted1 and where the contribution is anything you may be disposed to give1 from coppers to gold4 ,these meetings1 which are very well attended1 are always opened by ,mr4 ,towns with prayer1 after which a hymn is sung1 and the seance commences4 ,there is full gas on all the time1 and ,mr4 ,towns sits in the midst of the circle4 ,he does not go under trance1 but rubs his forehead for a few minutes and then turns round suddenly and addresses members of his audience1 as it may seem1 promiscuously1 but it is just as he is impressed4 ,he talks1 as a rule1 in metaphor1 or allegorically1 but his meaning is perfectly plain to the person he addresses4 ,it is not only silly women1 or curious inquirers1 who attend ,mr4 ,towns' circles4 ,you may see plenty of grave1 and often anxious1 business men around him1 waiting to hear if they shall sell out their shares1 or hold on till the market rises2 where they are to search for lost certificates or papers of value2 or on whom they are to fix the blame of money or articles of value that have disappeared4 ,once in my presence a serious-looking man had kept his eye fixed on him for some time1 evidently anxious to speak4 ,mr4 ,towns turned suddenly to him4 ,you want to know1 sir1 he commenced1 without any preface1 where that baptismal certificate is to be found4 ,i do1 indeed1 replied the man2 it is a case of a loss of thousands if it is not forthcoming4 ,let me see1 said ,mr4 ,towns1 with his finger to his forehead4 ,have you tried a church with a square tower without any steeple1 an ugly1 clumsy building1 white-washed inside1 standing in a village4 ,stop6 ,i can see the registrar books--the village's name is ----4 ,the entry is at page #bjj4 ,the name is ----4 ,the mother's name is ----4 ,is that the certificate you want8 ,it is1 indeed1 said the man2 and it is in the church at ----8 ,didn't ,i say it was in the church at ----8 replied ,mr4 ,towns1 who does not like to be doubted or contradicted4 ,go and you will find it there4 ,and the man did go and did find it there4 ,to listen to the conversations that go on between him and his clients at these meetings1 ,mr4 ,towns is apparently not less successful with love affairs than with business affairs1 and it is an interesting experience to attend them1 if only for the sake of curiosity4 ,but naturally1 to visit him privately is to command much more of his attention4 ,he will not1 however1 sit for everybody1 and it is of no use attempting to deceive him4 ,he is exceedingly keen-sighted into character1 and if he takes a dislike to a man he will tell him so without the slightest hesitation4 ,no society lies are manufactured in the little oil shop4 ,a relative of mine1 who was not the most faithful husband in the world1 and who1 in consequence1 judged of his wife's probity by his own1 went1 during her temporary absence1 to ,mr4 ,towns to ask him a delicate question4 ,the lady was well known to the medium1 but the husband he had never seen before1 and had no notion who his sitter was1 until he pulled out a letter from his pocket1 thrust it across the table1 and said1 ,there6 look at that letter and tell me if the writer is faithful to me4 ,mr4 ,towns told me that as he took the envelope in his hand1 he saw the lady's face photographed upon it1 and at the same moment1 all the blackness of the husband's own life4 ,he rose up like an avenging deity and pointed to the door4 ,this letter1 he said1 was written by ,mrs4 ----4 ,go6 man1 and wash your own hands clean1 and then come and ask me questions about your wife4 ,and so the heavy swell had to slink downstairs again4 ,i have often gone myself to ,mr4 ,towns before engaging in any new business1 and always received the best advice1 and been told exactly what would occur during its progress4 ,when ,i was about to start on the ,golden ,goblin tour in management with my son--,i went to him to ask if it would be successful4 ,he not only told me what money it would bring in1 but where the weak points would occur4 ,the drama was then completed1 and in course of rehearsal1 and had been highly commended by all who had heard and seen it4 ,mr4 ,towns1 however1 who had neither seen nor heard it1 insisted it would have to be altered before it was a complete success4 ,this annoyed me1 and ,i knew it would annoy my son1 the author2 besides1 ,i believed it was a mistake1 so ,i said nothing about it4 ,before it had run a month1 however1 the alterations were admitted on all sides to be necessary1 and were consequently made4 ,everything that ,mr4 ,towns prognosticated on that occasion came to pass1 even to the strangers ,i should encounter on tour1 and how their acquaintance would affect my future life2 also how long the tour would last1 and in which towns it would achieve the greatest success4 ,i can assure some of my professional friends1 that if they would take the trouble to consult a trustworthy clairvoyant about their engagements before booking them1 they would not find themselves so often in the hands of the bogus manager as they do now4 ,a short time ago ,i received a summons to the county court1 and although ,i knew ,i was in the right1 yet law has so many loopholes that ,i felt nervous4 ,the case was called for eleven o'clock on a certain ,wednesday1 and the evening before ,i joined ,mr4 ,towns' circle4 ,when it came to my turn to question him1 ,i said1 ,do you see where ,i shall be to-morrow morning8 ,he replied1 ,i can see you are called to appear in a court-house1 but the case will be put off4 ,put off1 ,i repeated1 but it is fixed for eleven4 ,it can't be put off4 ,cases are sometimes relegated to another court1 said ,mr4 ,towns4 ,then ,i thought he had quite got out of his depth1 and replied1 ,you are making a mistake4 ,this is quite an ordinary business4 ,it can't go to a higher court4 ,but shall ,i gain it8 ,in the afternoon1 said the medium4 ,his answers so disappointed me that ,i placed no confidence in them1 and went to the county court on the following morning in a nervous condition4 ,but he was perfectly correct4 ,the case was called for eleven1 but as the defendant was not forthcoming1 it was passed over1 and the succeeding hearings occupied so much time1 that the magistrate thought mine would never come off1 so he relegated it at two o'clock to another court to be heard before the registrar1 who decided it at once in my favor1 so that ,i gained it in the afternoon4 99 99 99 99 99 ,one afternoon in my green sallet days of ,spiritualism1 when every fresh experience almost made my breath stop1 ,i turned into the ,progressive ,library in ,southampton ,row1 to ask if there were any new media come to town4 ,mr4 ,burns did not know of any1 but asked me if ,i had ever attended one of ,mrs4 ,olive's seances1 a series of which were being held weekly in the ,library ,rooms4 ,i had not1 and ,i bought a half-crown ticket for admission1 and returned there the same evening4 ,when ,i entered the seance room1 the medium had not arrived1 and ,i had time to take stock of the audience4 ,it seemed a very sad and serious one4 ,there was no whispering nor giggling going on1 and it struck me they looked more like patients waiting the advent of the doctor1 than people bound on an evening's amusement4 ,and that1 to my surprise1 was what ,i afterwards found they actually were4 ,mrs4 ,olive did not keep us long waiting1 and when she came in1 dressed in a lilac muslin dress1 with her golden hair parted plainly on her forehead1 her very blue eyes1 and a sweet1 womanly smile for her circle1 she looked as unlike the popular idea of a professional medium as anyone could possibly do4 ,she sat down on a chair in the middle of the circle1 and1 having closed her eyes1 went off to sleep4 ,presently she sat up1 and1 still with her eyes closed1 said in a very pleasant1 but decidedly manly1 voice3 ,and now1 my friends1 what can ,i do for you8 ,a lady in the circle began to ask advice about her daughter4 ,the medium held up her hand4 ,stop6 she exclaimed1 you are doing my work4 ,friend1 your daughter is ill1 you say4 ,then it is my business to see what is the matter with her4 ,will you come here1 young lady1 and let me feel your pulse4 ,having done which1 the medium proceeded to detail exactly the contents of the girl's stomach1 and to advise her what to eat and drink for the future4 ,another lady then advanced with a written prescription4 ,the medium examined her1 made an alteration or two in the prescription1 and told her to go on with it till further orders4 ,my curiosity was aroused1 and ,i whispered to my next neighbor to tell me who the control was4 ,sir ,john ,forbes1 a celebrated physician1 she replied4 ,he has almost as large a connection now as he had when alive4 ,i was not exactly ill at the time1 but ,i was not strong1 and nothing that my family doctor prescribed for me seemed to do me any good4 ,so wishing to test the abilities of ,sir ,john ,forbes1 ,i went up to the medium and knelt down by her side4 ,what is the matter with me1 ,sir ,john8 ,i began4 ,don't call me by that name1 little friend1 he answered2 we have no titles on this side the world4 ,what shall ,i call you1 then8 ,i said4 ,doctor1 plain ,doctor1 was the reply1 but in such a kind voice4 ,then tell me what is the matter with me1 ,doctor4 ,come nearer1 and ,i'll whisper it in your ear4 ,he then gave me a detailed account of the manner in which ,i suffered1 and asked what ,i had been taking4 ,when ,i told him1 ,all wrong1 all wrong1 he said1 shaking his head4 ,here6 give me a pencil and paper4 ,i had a notebook in my pocket1 with a metallic pencil1 which ,i handed over to him1 and he wrote a prescription in it4 ,take that1 and you'll be all the better1 little friend1 he said1 as he gave it to me back again4 ,when ,i had time to examine what he had written1 ,i found to my surprise that the prescription was in abbreviated ,latin1 with the amount of each ingredient given in the regular medical shorthand4 ,mrs4 ,olive1 a simple though intelligent looking woman1 seemed a very unlikely person to me to be educated up to this degree4 ,however1 ,i determined to obtain a better opinion than my own1 so the next time my family doctor called to see me1 ,i said3 ,i have had a prescription given me1 ,doctor1 which ,i am anxious1 with your permission1 to try4 ,i wish you would glance your eye over it and see if you approve of my taking it4 ,at the same time ,i handed him the note-book1 and ,i saw him grow very red as he looked at the prescription4 ,anything wrong8 ,i inquired4 ,o6 dear no6 he replied in an offended tone2 you can try your remedy1 and welcome1 for aught ,i care--only1 next time you wish to consult a new doctor1 ,i advise you to dismiss the old one first4 ,but this prescription was not written by a doctor1 ,i argued4 ,at this he looked still more offended4 ,it's no use trying to deceive me1 ,mrs4 ,ross-,church6 ,that prescription was written by no one but a medical man4 ,it was a long time before ,i could make him really believe who had transcribed it1 and under what circumstances4 ,when he was convinced of the truth of my statement1 he was very much astonished1 and laid all his professional pique aside4 ,he did more4 ,he not only urged me to have the prescription made up1 but he confessed that his first chagrin was due to the fact that he felt he should have thought of it himself4 ,that1 he said1 pointing to one ingredient1 is the very thing to suit your case1 and it makes me feel such a fool to think that a woman should think of what ,i passed over4 ,nothing would make this doctor believe in ,spiritualism1 though he continued to aver that only a medical man could have prescribed the medicine2 but as ,i saw dozens of other cases treated at the time by ,mrs4 ,olive1 and have seen dozens since1 ,i know that she does it by a power not her own4 ,for several years after that ,sir ,john ,forbes used to give me advice about my health1 and when his medium married ,colonel ,greck and went to live in ,russia1 he was so sorry to leave his numerous patients1 and they to lose him1 that he wanted to control me in order that ,i might carry on his practice1 but after several attempts he gave it up as hopeless4 ,he said my brain was too active for any spirit to magnetize2 and he is not the first1 nor last1 who has made the same attempt1 and failed4 ,sir ,john ,forbes was not ,mrs4 ,olive's only control4 ,she had a charming spirit called ,sunshine1 who used to come for clairvoyance and prophecy2 and a very comical negro named ,hambo1 who was as humorous and full of native wit and repartee1 as negroes generally are1 and as ,mrs4 ,olive1 who is a very gentle1 quiet woman1 decidedly was not4 ,hambo was the business adviser and director1 and sometimes materialized1 which the others did not4 ,these three influences were just as opposite from one another1 and from ,mrs4 ,olive1 as any creatures could possibly be4 ,sir ,john ,forbes1 so dignified1 courteous1 and truly benevolent--such a thorough old gentleman2 ,sunshine1 a sweet1 sympathetic ,indian girl1 full of gentle reproof for wrong and exhortations to lead a higher life2 and ,hambo1 humorous and witty1 calling a spade a spade1 and occasionally descending to coarseness1 but never unkind or wicked4 ,i knew them all over a space of years until ,i regarded them as old friends4 ,mrs4 ,greck is now a widow1 and residing in ,england1 and1 ,i hear1 sitting again for her friends4 ,if so1 a great benefit in the person of ,sir ,john ,forbes has returned for a portion of mankind4 ,i have kept a well-known physical medium to the last1 not because ,i do not consider his powers to be completely genuine1 but because they are of a nature that will not appeal to such as have not witnessed them4 ,i allude to ,mr4 ,charles ,williams1 with whom ,i have sat many times alone1 and also with ,mrs4 ,guppy ,volckman4 ,the manifestations that take place at his seances are always material4 ,the much written of ,john ,king is his principal control1 and invariably appears under his mediumship2 and ,ernest is the name of another4 ,i have seen ,charles ,williams leave the cabinet under trance and wander in an aimless manner about the room1 whilst both ,john ,king and ,ernest were with the circle1 and have heard them reprove him for rashness4 ,i have also seen him under the same circumstances1 during an afternoon seance1 mistake the window curtains for the curtains of the cabinet1 and draw them suddenly aside1 letting the full light of day in upon the scene1 and showing vacancy where a moment before two figures had been standing and talking4 ,once when ,john ,king asked ,colonel ,lean what he should bring him1 he was told mentally to fetch the half-hoop diamond ring from my finger and place it on that of my husband4 ,this half-hoop ring was worn between my wedding ring and a heavy gold snake ring1 and ,i was holding the hand of my neighbor all the time1 and yet the ring was abstracted from between the other two and transferred to ,colonel ,lean's finger without my being aware of the circumstance4 ,these and various other marvels1 ,i have seen under ,mr4 ,williams' mediumship2 but as ,i can adduce no proof that they were genuine1 except my own conviction1 it would be useless to write them down here4 ,only ,i could not close the list of the media with whom ,i have familiarly sat in ,london1 and from whom ,i have received both kindness and courtesy1 without including his name4 ,it is the same with several others--with ,mr4 ,frank ,herne 7now deceased7 and his wife ,mrs4 ,herne1 whom ,i first knew as ,mrs4 ,bassett1 a famous medium for the direct spirit voice2 with ,mrs4 ,wilkinson1 a clairvoyant who has a large clientele of wealthy and aristocratic patrons2 with ,mrs4 ,wilkins and ,mr4 ,vango1 both reliable1 though1 as yet1 less well known to the spiritualistic public2 and with ,dr4 ,wilson1 the astrologer1 who will tell you all you have ever done1 and all you are ever going to do1 if you will only give him the opportunity of casting your horoscope4 ,to all and each ,i tender my thanks for having afforded me increased opportunities of searching into the truth of a science that possesses the utmost interest for me1 and that has given me the greatest pleasure4 ,,chapter ,,xxiii4 ,,on ,,laying ,,the ,,cards4 ,at the risk of being laughed at1 ,i cannot refrain1 in the course of this narrative of my spiritualistic experiences1 from saying a few words about what is called laying the cards4 ,imagine6 ,i fancy ,i hear some dear creature with nose tip-tilted like a flower exclaim1 any sensible woman believing in cards4 ,and yet ,napoleon believed in them1 and regulated the fate of nations by them2 and the only times he neglected their admonitions were followed by the retreat from ,moscow and the defeat at ,waterloo4 ,still ,i did not believe in card-telling till the belief was forced upon me4 ,i always thought it rather cruel to give imprisonment and hard labor to old women who laid the cards for servant girls4 ,who can tell whether or no it is obtaining money upon false pretences2 and if it is1 why not inflict the same penalty on every cheating tradesman who sells inferior articles or gives short weight8 ,women would be told they should look after their own interests in the one case--so why not in the other8 ,but all the difference lies in who lays the cards4 ,very few people can do it successfully1 and my belief is that it must be done by a person with mediumistic power1 which1 in some mysterious manner1 influences the disposition of the pack4 ,i have seen cards shuffled and cut twenty times in the hope of getting rid of some number antagonistic to the inquirer's good fortune1 and yet each time the same card would turn up in the juxtaposition least to be desired4 ,however1 to narrate my own experience4 ,when ,i was living in ,brussels1 years before ,i heard of modern ,spiritualism1 ,i made the acquaintance of an ,irish lady called ,mrs4 ,thorpe1 a widow who was engaged as a chaperon for some young ,belgian ladies of high birth1 who had lost their mother4 ,we lived near each other1 and she often came in to have a chat with me4 ,after a while ,i heard through some other friends that ,mrs4 ,thorpe was a famous hand at laying the cards2 and one day1 when we were alone1 ,i asked her to tell me my fortune4 ,i didn't in the least believe in it1 but ,i wanted to be amused4 ,mrs4 ,thorpe begged to be excused at once4 ,she told me her predictions had proved so true1 she was afraid to look into futurity any more4 ,she had seen a son and heir for a couple who had been married twenty years without having any children1 and death for a girl just about to become a bride--and both had come true2 and1 in fact1 her employer1 the ,baron1 had strictly forbidden her doing it any more whilst in his house4 ,however1 this only fired my curiosity1 and ,i teased her until1 on my promising to preserve the strictest secrecy1 she complied with my request4 ,she predicted several things in which ,i had little faith1 but which ,i religiously wrote down in case they came true--the three most important being that my husband1 ,colonel ,ross-,church 7who was then most seriously ill in ,india71 would not die1 but that his brother1 ,edward ,church1 would2 that ,i should have one more child by my first marriage--a daughter with exceedingly fair skin and hair1 who would prove to be the cleverest of all my children1 and that after her birth ,i should never live with my husband again4 ,all these events were most unlikely to come to pass at that time1 and1 indeed1 did not come to pass for years afterwards1 yet each one was fulfilled1 and the daughter who1 unlike all her brothers and sisters1 is fair as a lily1 will be by no means the last in the race for talent4 ,yet these cards were laid four years before her birth4 ,mrs4 ,thorpe told me she had learnt the art from a pupil of the identical ,italian countess who used to lay the cards for the ,emperor ,napoleon4 ,but it is not an art1 and it is not to be learnt4 ,it is inspiration4 ,many years after this1 when ,i had just begun to study ,spiritualism1 my sister told me of a wonderful old lady1 a neighbor of hers1 who had gained quite an evil reputation in the village by her prophetical powers with the cards4 ,like ,mrs4 ,thorpe1 she had become afraid of herself1 and professed to have given up the practice4 ,the last time she had laid them1 a girl acquaintance had walked over joyously from an adjacent village to introduce her affianced husband to her1 and to beg her to tell them what would happen in their married life4 ,the old lady had laid the cards1 and saw the death card turn up three times with the marriage ring1 and told the young people1 much to their chagrin1 that they must prepare for a disappointment1 as their marriage would certainly be postponed from some obstacle arising in the way4 ,she told me afterwards that she dared not tell them more than this4 ,they left her somewhat sobered1 but still full of hope1 and started on their way home4 ,before they reached it the young man staggered and fell down dead4 ,no one had expected such a catastrophe4 ,he had been apparently in the best of health and spirits4 ,what was it that had made this old lady foresee what no one else had seen8 ,these are no trumped-up tales after the prediction had been fulfilled4 ,everyone knew it to be true1 and became frightened to look into the future for themselves4 ,i was an exception to the general rule1 however1 and persuaded ,mrs4 ,simmonds to lay the cards for me4 ,i had just completed a two months' sojourn at the seaside1 was in robust health1 and anticipating my return home for the sake of meeting again with a friend who was very dear to me4 ,i shuffled and cut the cards according to directions4 ,the old lady looked rather grave4 ,i don't like your cards1 she said1 there is a good deal of trouble before you--trouble and sickness4 ,you will not return home so soon as you anticipate4 ,you will be detained by illness1 and when you do return1 you will find a letter on the table that will cut you to the heart4 ,i am sorry you have stayed away so long4 ,there has been treachery in your absence1 and a woman just your opposite1 with dark eyes and hair1 has got the better of you4 ,however1 it will be a sharp trouble1 but not a lengthy one4 ,you will see the wisdom of it before long1 and be thankful it has happened4 ,i accepted my destiny with complacency1 never supposing 7notwithstanding all that ,i had heard7 that it would come true4 ,i was within a few days of starting for home1 and had received affectionate letters from my friend all the time ,i had been away4 ,however1 as ,fate and the cards would have it1 ,i was taken ill the very day after they were laid for me1 and confined for three weeks with a kind of low fever to my bed2 and when weakened and depressed ,i returned to my home ,i found the letter on my table that ,mrs4 ,simmonds had predicted for me1 to say that my friendship with my 7supposed7 friend was over and done with for ever4 ,after this ,i began to have more respect for cards1 or rather for the persons who successfully laid them4 ,in #ahhh1 when ,i was touring with my company with the ,golden ,goblin1 ,i stayed for the first time in my life in ,accrington4 ,our sojourn there was to be only for a week1 and1 as may be supposed1 the accommodation in the way of lodgings was very poor4 ,when we had been there a few days a lady of the company said to me1 ,there is such a funny old woman at my lodgings1 ,miss ,marryat6 ,i wish you'd come and see her4 ,she can tell fortunes with the cards1 and ,i know you believe in such things4 ,she has told my husband and me all about ourselves in the most wonderful manner2 but you mustn't come when the old man is at home1 because he says it's devilry1 and he has forbidden her doing it4 ,i am very much interested in that sort of thing1 ,i replied1 and ,i will certainly pay her a visit1 if you will tell me when ,i may come4 ,a time was accordingly fixed for my going to the lady's rooms1 and on my arrival there ,i was introduced to a greasy1 snuffy old landlady1 who didn't look as if she had a soul above a bottle of gin4 ,however1 ,i sat down at a table with her1 and the cards were cut4 ,she told me nothing that my friends might have told her concerning me1 but dived at once into the future4 ,my domestic affairs were in a very complicated state at that period1 and ,i had no idea myself how they would end4 ,she saw the whole situation at a glance--described the actors in the scene1 the places they lived in1 the people by whom they were surrounded1 and exactly how the whole business would end1 and did end4 ,she foretold the running of the tour1 how long it would last1 and which of the company would leave before it concluded4 ,she told me that a woman in the company1 whom ,i believed at that time to be attached to me1 would prove to be one of my greatest enemies1 and be the cause of estrangement between me and one of my nearest relations1 and she opened my eyes to that woman's character in a way which forced me afterwards to find out that to which ,i might have been blind forever4 ,and this information emanated from a dirty1 ignorant1 old lodging keeper1 who had probably never heard of my name until it was thrust before her1 and yet told me things that my most intimate and cleverest friends had no power to tell me4 ,after the woman at ,accrington ,i never looked at a card for the purpose of divination until my attention was directed last year to a woman in ,london who is very clever at the same thing1 and a friend asked me to go with her and see what she could tell us4 ,this woman1 who is quite of the lower class1 and professedly a dressmaker1 received us in a bedroom1 the door of which was carefully locked4 ,she was an elderly woman and rather intelligent and well educated for her position1 but she could adduce no reason whatever for her facility in reading the cards4 ,she told me it came to her1 she didn't know why or how4 ,it came to her with a vengeance for me4 ,she rattled off my past1 present and future as if she had been reading from an open book1 and she mentioned the description of a person 7which ,i completely recognized7 so constantly with reference to my future1 that ,i thought ,i would try her by a question4 ,stop a minute1 ,i said1 this person whom you have alluded to so often--have ,i ever met him8 ,of course you have met him1 she replied1 you know him intimately4 ,i don't recognize the description1 ,i returned1 fallaciously4 ,the woman turned round and looked me full in the face4 ,you don't recognize him8 she repeated in an incredulous tone1 then you must be very dull4 ,well6 ,i'll tell you how to recognize him4 ,next time you meet a gentleman out walking who raises his hat1 and before he shakes hands with you1 draws a written or printed paper from his pocket and presents it to you1 you can remember my words4 ,that is the man ,i mean4 ,i laughed at the quaintness of the idea and returned home4 ,as ,i was walking from the station to my own house ,i met the person she had described4 ,as he neared me he raised his hat1 and then putting his hand in his pocket he said1 ,good afternoon6 ,i have something for you6 ,i met ,burrows this morning4 ,he was going on to you1 but as he was in a great hurry he asked me if ,i was likely to see you to-day to give you this4 ,and he presented me with a printed paper of regulations which ,i had asked the man he mentioned to procure for me4 ,now1 here was no stereotyped utterance of the cards--no stock phrase--but a deliberate prophecy of an unfulfilled event4 ,it is upon such things that ,i base my opinion that1 given certain persons and certain circumstances1 the cards are a very fertile source of information4 ,it is absurd in cases like those ,i have related to lay it all down to chance1 to clever guessing1 or to trickery4 ,if my readers believe so1 let me ask them to try it for themselves4 ,if it is all folly1 and any stupid1 ignorant old woman can do it1 of course they must be able to master the trick4 ,let them get a pack of cards and lay them according to the usual directions--there are any number of books published that will tell them how to do it--and then see if they can foretell a single event of importance correctly4 ,they will probably find 7as ,i do7 that the cards are a sealed book to them4 ,i would give a great deal to be able to lay the cards with any degree of success for myself or my friends4 ,but nothing comes to me4 ,the cards remain painted pieces of cardboard1 and nothing more4 ,and yet an ignorant creature who has no brains of her own can dive deep into the mysteries of my mind1 and turn my inmost thoughts and wishes inside out1--more1 can pierce futurity and tell me what shall be4 ,however1 if my hearers continue to doubt my story1 ,i can only repeat my admonition to try it for themselves4 ,if they once succeed1 they will not give it up again4 ,,chapter ,,xxiv4 ,,spiritualism ,,in ,,america4 ,i4 ,mrs4 ,m4 ,a4 ,williams4 ,i went to ,america on a professional engagement in ,october1 #ahhd4 ,some months beforehand a very liberal offer had been made me by the ,spiritualists of ,great ,britain to write my experiences for the ,english press1 but ,i declined to do so until ,i could add my ,american notes to them4 ,i had corresponded 7as ,i have shown7 with the ,banner of ,light in ,new ,york2 and what ,i had heard of ,spiritualism in ,america had made me curious to witness it4 ,but ,i was determined to test it on a strictly private plan4 ,i said to myself3 ,i have seen and heard pretty nearly all there is to be seen and heard on the subject in ,england1 but1 with one or two exceptions1 ,i have never sat at any seance where ,i was not known4 ,now ,i am going to visit a strange country where1 in a matter like ,spiritualism1 ,i can conceal my identity1 so as to afford the media no clue to my surroundings or the names of my deceased friends4 ,i sailed for ,america quite determined to pursue a strictly secret investigation1 and with that end in view ,i never mentioned the subject to anyone4 ,i had a few days holiday in ,new ,york before proceeding to ,boston1 where my work opened1 and ,i stayed at one of the largest hotels in the city4 ,i landed on ,sunday morning1 and on ,monday evening ,i resolved to make my first venture4 ,had ,i been a visitor in ,london1 ,i should have had to search out the right sort of people1 and make a dozen inquiries before ,i heard where the media were hiding themselves from dread of the law2 but they order such things better on the other side of the ,atlantic4 ,people are allowed to hold their private opinions and their private religion there without being swooped down upon and clapped into prison for rogues and vagabonds4 ,whatever the views of the majority may be1 upon this subject or any other 7and ,heaven knows ,i would have each man strong enough to cling to his opinion1 and brave enough to acknowledge it before the world71 ,i think it is a discredit to a civilized country to allow old laws1 that were made when we were little better than savages1 to remain in force at the present day4 ,we are far too much over-ridden by a paternal ,government1 which has grown so blind and senile that it swallows camels while it is straining after a gnat4 ,there was no obstacle to my wish1 however1 in ,new ,york4 ,i had but to glance down the advertisement columns of the newspapers to learn where the media lived1 and on what days they held their public seances4 ,it so happened that ,mrs4 ,m4 ,a4 ,williams was the only one who held open house on ,monday evenings for ,materialization2 and thither ,i determined to go4 ,there is no such privacy as in a large hotel1 where no one has the opportunity to see what his neighbor is doing4 ,as soon1 therefore1 as my dinner was concluded1 ,i put on a dark cloak1 hat and veil1 and walking out into the open1 got into one of the cars that ran past the street where ,mrs4 ,williams resided4 ,arrived at the house1 ,i knocked at the door1 and was about to inquire if there was to be any seance there1 that evening1 when the attendant saved me the trouble by saying1 ,upstairs1 if you please1 madam1 and nothing more passed between us4 ,when ,i had mounted the stairs1 ,i found myself in a large room1 the floor of which was covered with a thick carpet1 nailed all round the wainscotting4 ,on one side were some thirty or forty cane-bottomed chairs1 and directly facing them was the cabinet4 ,this consisted of four uprights nailed over the carpet1 with iron rods connecting them at the top4 ,there was no roof to it1 but curtains of a dark maroon color were usually drawn around1 but when ,i entered1 they were flung back over the iron rods1 so as to disclose the interior4 ,there was a stuffed armchair for the use of the medium1 and in front of the cabinet a narrow table with papers and pencils on it1 the use of which ,i did not at first discover4 ,at the third side of the room was a harmonium1 so placed that the performer sat with his back both to the cabinet and the sitters4 ,a large gas lamp1 almost like a limelight1 made in a square form like a lantern1 was fixed against the wall1 so as to throw the light upon the cabinet1 but it was fitted with a sliding shade of red silk1 with which it could be darkened if necessary4 ,i was early1 and only a few visitors were occupying the chairs4 ,i asked a lady if ,i might sit where ,i chose1 and on her answering ,yes1 ,i took the chair in the front row1 exactly opposite the cabinet1 not forgetting that ,i was there in the cause of ,spiritualism as well as for my own interests4 ,the seats filled rapidly and there must have been thirty-five or forty people present1 when ,mrs4 ,williams entered the room1 and nodding to those she knew1 went into the cabinet4 ,mrs4 ,williams is a stout woman of middle age1 with dark hair and eyes1 and a fresh complexion4 ,she was dressed in a tight-fitting gown of pale blue1 with a good deal of lace about the neck and sleeves4 ,she was accompanied by a gentleman1 and ,i then discovered for the first time that it is usual in ,america to have1 what they call1 a conductor of the seance4 ,the conductor sits close to the cabinet curtains1 and1 if any spirit is too weak to shew itself outside1 or to speak audibly1 he conveys the message it may wish to send to its friends2 and when ,i knew how very few precautions the ,americans take to prevent such outrages as have occurred in ,england1 and how many more materializations take place in an evening there than here1 ,i saw the necessity of a conductor to protect the medium1 and to regulate the order of the seance4 ,mrs4 ,williams' conductor opened the proceedings with a very neat little speech4 ,he said1 ,i see several strange faces here this evening1 and ,i am very pleased to see them1 and ,i hope they may derive both pleasure and profit from our meeting4 ,we have only one rule for the conduct of our seances1 that you shall behave like ladies and gentlemen4 ,you may not credit all you see1 but remember this is our religion1 and the religion of many present1 and as you would behave yourselves reverently and decorously1 if you were in a church of another persuasion to your own1 so ,i beg of you to behave yourselves here4 ,and if any spirits should come for you whom you do not immediately recognize1 don't wound them by denying their identity4 ,they may have been longing for this moment to meet you again1 and doing their very utmost to assume once more the likeness they wore on earth2 yet some fail4 ,don't make their failure harder to bear by roughly repudiating all knowledge of them4 ,the strangers who are present to-night may mistake the reason of this little table being placed in front of the cabinet1 and think it is intended to keep them from too close an inspection of the spirits4 ,no such thing6 ,on the contrary1 all will be invited in turn to come up and recognize their friends4 ,but we make it a rule at these seances that no materialized spirit1 who is strong enough to come beyond that table1 shall be permitted to return to the cabinet4 ,they must dematerialize in sight of the sitters1 that no possible suspicion may rest upon the medium4 ,these pencils and papers are placed here in case any spirit who is unable to speak may be impressed to write instead4 ,and now we will begin the evening with a song4 ,the accompanist then played ,footsteps of ,angels1 the audience sung it with a will1 and the curtains having been drawn round ,mrs4 ,williams1 the shade was drawn across the gaslight1 and the seance began4 ,i don't think it could have been more than a minute or two before we heard a voice whispering1 ,father1 and three girls1 dressed in white clinging garments1 appeared at the opening in the curtains4 ,an old man with white hair left his seat and walked up to the cabinet1 when they all three came out at once and hung about his neck and kissed him1 and whispered to him4 ,i almost forgot where ,i was4 ,they looked so perfectly human1 so joyous and girl-like1 somewhere between seventeen and twenty1 and they all spoke at once1 so like what girls on earth would do1 that it was most mystifying4 ,the old man came back to his seat1 wiping his eyes4 ,are those your daughters1 sir8 asked one of the sitters4 ,yes6 my three girls1 he replied4 ,i lost them all before ten years old1 but you see ,i've got them back again here4 ,several other forms appeared after this--one1 a little child of about three years old1 who fluttered in and out of the cabinet like a butterfly1 and ran laughing away from the sitters who tried to catch her4 ,some of the meetings that took place for the first time were very affecting4 ,one young man of about seventeen or eighteen1 who was called up to see his mother's spirit1 sobbed so bitterly1 it broke my heart to hear him4 ,there was not the least doubt if he recognized her or no4 ,he was so overcome1 he hardly raised his eyes for the rest of the evening4 ,one lady brought her spirit-son up to me1 that ,i might see how perfectly he had materialized4 ,she spoke of it as proudly as she might have done if he had passed some difficult examination4 ,the young man was dressed in a suit of evening clothes1 and he shook hands with me at his mother's bidding1 with the firm grasp of a mortal4 ,naturally1 ,i had seen too much in ,england for all this to surprise me4 ,still ,i had never assisted at a seance where everything appeared to be so strangely human--so little mystical1 except indeed the rule of dematerializing before the sitters1 which ,i had only seen ,katie ,king do before4 ,but here1 each form1 after having been warned by the conductor that its time was up1 sunk down right through the carpet as though it were the most ordinary mode of egression4 ,some1 and more especially the men1 did not advance beyond the curtains2 then their friends were invited to go up and speak to them1 and several went inside the cabinet4 ,there were necessarily a good many forms1 familiar to the rest1 of whom ,i knew nothing2 one was an old minister under whom they had all sat1 another a gentleman who had been a constant attendant at ,mrs4 ,williams' seances4 ,once the conductor spoke to me4 ,i am not aware of your name1 he said 7and ,i thought1 ,no6 my friend1 and you won't be aware of it just yet either671 but a spirit here wishes you would come up to the cabinet4 ,i advanced1 expecting to see some friend1 and there stood a ,catholic priest with his hand extended in blessing4 ,i knelt down1 and he gave me the usual benediction and then closed the curtains4 ,did you know the spirit8 the conductor asked me4 ,i shook my head2 and he continued1 ,he was ,father ,hayes1 a well-known priest in this city4 ,i suppose you are a ,catholic8 ,i told him ,yes1 and went back to my seat4 ,the conductor addressed me again4 ,i think ,father ,hayes must have come to pave the way for some of your friends1 he said4 ,here is a spirit who says she has come for a lady named ',florence1' who has just crossed the sea4 ,do you answer to the description8 ,i was about to say ,yes1 when the curtains parted again and my daughter ,florence ran across the room and fell into my arms4 ,mother6 she exclaimed1 ,i said ,i would come with you and look after you--didn't ,i8 ,i looked at her4 ,she was exactly the same in appearance as when she had come to me in ,england--the same luxuriant brown hair and features and figure1 as ,i had seen under the different mediumships of ,florence ,cook1 ,arthur ,colman1 ,charles ,williams and ,william ,eglinton2 the same form which in ,england had been declared to be half-a-dozen different media dressed up to represent my daughter stood before me there in ,new ,york1 thousands of miles across the sea1 and by the power of a person who did not even know who ,i was4 ,if ,i had not been convinced before1 how could ,i have helped being convinced then8 ,florence appeared as delighted as ,i was1 and kept on kissing me and talking of what had happened to me on board ship coming over1 and was evidently quite au fait of all my proceedings4 ,presently she said1 ,there's another friend of yours here1 mother6 ,we came over together4 ,i'll go and fetch him4 ,she was going back to the cabinet when the conductor stopped her4 ,you must not return this way1 please4 ,any other you like1 and she immediately made a kind of court curtsey and went down through the carpet4 ,i was standing where ,florence had left me1 wondering what would happen next1 when she came up again a few feet off from me1 head first1 and smiling as if she had discovered a new game4 ,she was allowed to enter the cabinet this time1 but a moment afterwards she popped her head out again1 and said1 ,here's your friend1 mother6 and by her side was standing ,william ,eglinton's control1 ,joey1 clad in his white suit1 with a white cap drawn over his head4 ',florence' and ,i have come over to make new lines for you here1 he said3 at least1 ,i've come over to put her in the way of doing it1 but ,i can't stay long1 you know1 because ,i have to go back to ',willy4' ,i really didn't care if he stayed long or not4 ,i seemed to have procured the last proof ,i needed of the truth of the doctrine ,i had held so long1 that there is no such thing as ,death1 as we understand it in this world4 ,here were the two spiritual beings 7for believing in the identity of whom ,i had called myself a credulous fool fifty times over1 only to believe in them more deeply still7 in propria personae in ,new ,york1 claiming me in a land of strangers1 who had not yet found out who ,i was4 ,i was more deeply affected than ,i had ever been under such circumstances before1 and more deeply thankful4 ,florence made great friends with our ,american cousins even on her first appearance4 ,mrs4 ,williams' conductor told me he thought he had never heard anything more beautiful than the idea of the spirit-child crossing the ocean to guard its mother in a strange country1 and particularly1 as he could feel by her influence1 what a pure and beautiful spirit she was4 ,when ,i told him she had left this world at ten days old1 he said that accounted for it1 but he could see there was nothing earthly about her4 ,i was delighted with this seance1 and hoped to sit with ,mrs4 ,williams many times more1 but fate decreed that ,i should leave ,new ,york sooner than ,i had anticipated4 ,the perfect freedom with which it was conducted charmed me1 and the spirits seemed so familiar with the sitters4 ,there was no ,sweet ,spirit1 hear my prayer1 business about it4 ,no fear of being detained or handled among the spirits1 and no awe1 only intense tenderness on the part of their relations4 ,it was to this cause ,i chiefly attributed the large number of materializations ,i witnessed--forty having taken place that evening4 ,they spoke far more distinctly and audibly too than those ,i had seen in ,england1 but ,i believe the dry atmosphere of the ,united ,states is far more favorable to the process of materialization4 ,i perceived another difference4 ,although the female spirits were mostly clad in white1 they wore dresses and not simply drapery1 whilst the men were invariably attired in the clothes 7or semblances of the clothes7 they would have worn had they been still on earth4 ,i left ,mrs4 ,williams' rooms1 determined to see as much as ,i possibly could of mediumship whilst ,i was in the ,united ,states4 ,,chapter ,,xxv4 ,,ii4 ,mrs4 ,eva ,hatch4 ,i was so disappointed at being hurried off to ,boston before ,i had seen any more of the ,new ,york media1 that ,i took the earliest opportunity of attending a seance there4 ,a few words ,i had heard dropped about ,eva ,hatch made me resolve to visit her first4 ,she was one of the ,shaker sect1 and ,i heard her spoken of as a remarkably pure and honest woman1 and most reliable medium4 ,her first appearance quite gave me that impression4 ,she had a fair1 placid countenance1 full of sweetness and serenity1 and a plump matronly figure4 ,i went incognita1 as ,i had done to ,mrs4 ,williams1 and mingled unnoticed with the crowd4 ,mrs4 ,hatch's cabinet was quite different from ,mrs4 ,williams'4 ,it was built of planks like a little cottage1 and the roof was pierced with numerous round holes for ventilation1 like a pepper-box4 ,there was a door in the centre1 with a window on either side1 all three of which were shaded by dark curtains4 ,the windows1 ,i was told1 were for the accommodation of those spirits who had not the power to materialize more than a face1 or head and bust4 ,mrs4 ,hatch's conductor was a woman1 who sat near the cabinet1 as in the other case4 ,mrs4 ,eva ,hatch had not entered the cabinet five minutes before she came out again1 under trance1 with a very old lady with silver hair clinging to her arm1 and walked round the circle4 ,as they did so1 the old lady extended her withered hand1 and blessed the sitters4 ,she came quite close to each one and was distinctly visible to all4 ,i was told that this was the spirit of ,mrs4 ,hatch's mother1 and that it was her regular custom to come first and give her blessing to the seance4 ,i had never seen the spirit of an aged person before1 and it was a beautiful sight4 ,she was the sweetest old lady too1 very small and fragile looking1 and half reclining on her daughter's bosom1 but smiling serenely upon every one there4 ,when they had made the tour of the room1 ,mrs4 ,hatch re-entered the cabinet1 and did not leave it again until the sitting was concluded4 ,there were a great many sitters present1 most of whom were old patrons of ,mrs4 ,hatch1 and so1 naturally1 their friends came for them first4 ,it is surprising though1 when once familiarized with materialization1 how little one grows to care to see the spirits who come for one's next door neighbor4 ,they are like a lot of prisoners let out1 one by one1 to see their friends and relations4 ,the few moments they have to spare are entirely devoted to home matters of no possible interest to the bystander4 ,the first wonder and possible shock at seeing the supposed dead return in their old likeness to greet those they left on earth over1 one listens with languid indifference1 and perhaps a little impatience for one's own turn to come1 to the whispered utterances of strangers4 ,mrs4 ,hatch's cabinet spirits or controls1 however1 were very interesting4 ,one1 who called herself the ,spirit of ,prayer1 came and knelt down in the middle of the circle1 and prayed with us4 ,she had asked for the gas to be extinguished first1 and as she prayed she became illuminated with flashes of light1 in the shape of stars and crosses1 until she was visible from head to foot1 and we could see her features and dress as if she had been surrounded by electricity4 ,two more cabinet spirits were a negro and negress1 who appeared together1 chanting some of their native hymns and melodies4 ,when ,i saw these apparitions1 ,i thought to myself3 ,here is a good opportunity to discover trickery1 if trickery there is4 ,the pair were undoubtedly of the negro race4 ,there was no mistaking their thick lips and noses and yellow-white eyes1 nor their polished brown skins1 which no charcoal can properly imitate4 ,they were negroes without doubt2 but how about the negro bouquet8 ,everyone who has mixed with colored people in the ,east or the ,west knows what that is1 though it is very difficult to describe1 being something like warm rancid oil mingled with the fumes of charcoal1 with a little worse thrown in4 ,now1 ,i thought1 if these forms are human1 there will be some odor attached to them1 and that ,i am determined to find out4 ,i caught1 therefore1 at the dress of the young woman as she passed1 and asked her if she would kiss me4 ,she left her companion directly1 and put her arms 7which were bare7 round my neck1 and embraced me several times2 and ,i can declare1 on my oath1 that she was as completely free from anything like the smell of a colored woman as it was possible for her to be4 ,she felt as fresh and sweet and pure as a little child4 ,many other forms appeared and were recognized by the circle1 notably a very handsome one who called herself the ,empress ,josephine2 but as they could not add a grain's weight to my testimony ,i pass them over4 ,i had begun to think that ,florence was not going to visit me that evening1 when the conductor of the seance asked if there was anybody in the room who answered to the name of ,bluebell4 ,i must indulge in a little retrospect here1 and tell my readers that ten years previous to the time ,i am writing of1 ,i had lost my brother-in-law1 ,edward ,church1 under very painful circumstances4 ,he had been left an orphan and in control of his fortune at a very early age1 and had lived with my husband1 ,colonel ,ross-,church1 and myself4 ,but poor ,ted had been his own worst enemy4 ,he had possessed a most generous heart and affectionate disposition1 but these had led him into extravagances that swallowed up his fortune1 and then he had taken to drinking and killed himself by it4 ,i and my children had loved him dearly1 but all our prayers and entreaties had had no avail1 and in the end he had become so bad that the doctors had insisted upon our separation4 ,poor ,ted had consequently died in exile1 and this had been a further aggravation of our grief4 ,for ten years ,i had been trying to procure communication with him in vain1 and ,i had quite given up expecting to see him again4 ,only once had ,i heard ,bluebell 7his pet name for me7 gasped out by an entranced clairvoyant1 but nothing further had come of it4 ,now1 as ,i heard it for the second time1 from a stranger's lips in a foreign country1 it naturally roused my expectations1 but ,i thought it might be only a message for me from ,ted4 ,is there anyone here who recognizes the name of ',bluebell'8 repeated the conductor4 ,i was once called so by a friend1 ,i said4 ,someone is asking for that name4 ,you had better come up to the cabinet1 she replied4 ,i rose at once and did as she told me1 but when ,i reached the curtain ,i encountered ,florence4 ,my darling child1 ,i said1 as ,i embraced her1 why did you ask for ',bluebell'8 ,she did not answer me1 except by shaking her head1 placing her finger on her lips1 and pointing downwards to the carpet4 ,i did not know what to make of it4 ,i had never known her unable to articulate before4 ,what is the matter1 dear8 ,i said2 can't you speak to me to-night8 ,still she shook her head1 and tapped my arm with her hand1 to attract my attention to the fact that she was pointing vigorously downwards4 ,i looked down1 too1 when1 to my astonishment1 ,i saw rise through the carpet what looked to me like the bald head of a baby or an old man1 and a little figure1 not more than three feet in height1 with ,edward ,church's features1 but no hair on its head1 came gradually into view1 and looked up in my face with a pitiful1 deprecating expression1 as if he were afraid ,i should strike him4 ,the face1 however1 was so unmistakably ,ted's1 though the figure was so ludicrously insignificant1 that ,i could not fail to recognize him4 ,why1 ,ted6 ,i exclaimed1 have you come back to see me at last8 and held out my hand4 ,the little figure seized it1 tried to convey it to his lips1 burst into tears1 and sank down through the carpet much more rapidly than he had come up4 ,i began to cry too4 ,it was so pitiful4 ,with her uncle's disappearance ,florence found her tongue4 ,don't cry1 mother1 she said2 poor ,uncle ,ted is overcome at seeing you4 ,that's why he couldn't materialize better4 ,he was in such a terrible hurry4 ,he'll look more like himself next time4 ,i was trying so hard to help him1 ,i didn't dare to use up any of the power by speaking4 ,he'll be so much better1 now he's seen you4 ,you'll come here again1 won't you8 ,i told her ,i certainly would1 if ,i could2 and1 indeed1 ,i was all anxiety to see my poor brother-in-law again4 ,to prove how difficult it would have been to deceive me on this subject1 ,i should like to say a little about ,edward ,church's personal appearance4 ,he was a very remarkable looking man--indeed1 ,i have never seen anyone a bit like him before or after4 ,he was very small2 not short only1 but small altogether1 with tiny hands and feet1 and a little head4 ,his hair and eyes were of the deepest black--the former parted in the middle1 with a curl on either side1 and was naturally waved4 ,his complexion was very dark1 his features delicate1 and he wore a small pointed moustache4 ,as a child he had suffered from an attack of confluent small-pox1 which had deeply pitted his face1 and almost eaten away the tip of his nose4 ,such a man was not to be easily imitated1 even if anyone in ,boston had ever heard of his inconsequential existence4 ,to me1 though1 he had been a dear friend and brother1 before the curse of ,drink had seemed to change his nature1 and ,i had always been anxious to hear how he fared in that strange country whither he had been forced to journey1 like all of us1 alone4 ,i was very pleased then to find that business would not interfere with my second visit to ,mrs4 ,eva ,hatch1 which took place two nights afterward4 ,on this occasion ,florence was one of the first to appear1 and ,ted came with her1 rather weak and trembling on his second introduction to this mundane sphere1 but no longer bald-headed nor under-sized4 ,he was his full height now1 about five feet seven2 his head was covered with his black crisp hair1 parted just as he used to wear it while on earth2 in every particular he resembled what he used to be1 even down to his clothes4 ,i could have sworn ,i had seen that very suit of clothes2 the little cut-away coat he always wore1 with the natty tie and collar1 and a dark blue velvet smoking cap upon his head1 exactly like one ,i remembered being in his possession4 ,florence still seemed to be acting as his interpreter and guide4 ,when ,i said to him1 ,why6 ,ted1 you look quite like your old self to-day1 she answered1 ,he can't talk to you1 mamma1 he is weak still1 and he is so thankful to meet you again4 ,he wants me to tell you that he has been trying to communicate with you often1 but he never could manage it in ,england4 ,he will be so glad when he can talk freely to you4 ,whilst she was speaking1 ,ted kept on looking from her to me like a deaf and dumb animal trying to understand what was going on in a manner that was truly pitiful4 ,i stooped down and kissed his forehead4 ,the touch seemed to break the spell that hung over him4 ,forgive1 he uttered in a choked voice4 ,there is nothing to forgive1 dear1 ,i replied1 except as we all have need to forgive each other4 ,you know how we all loved you1 ,ted1 and we loved you to the last and grieved for you deeply4 ,you remember the children1 and how fond you were of them and they of you4 ,they often speak to this day of their poor ,uncle ,ted4 ,eva--,ethel1 he gasped out1 naming my two elder children4 ,at this juncture he seemed suddenly to fail1 and became so weak that ,florence took him back into the cabinet again4 ,no more spirits came for me that evening1 but towards the close of the seance ,florence and ,ted appeared again together and embraced me fondly4 ,florence said1 ,he's so happy now1 mother2 he says he shall rest in peace now that he knows that you have forgiven him4 ,and he won't come without his hair again1 she added1 laughing4 ,i hope he won't1 ,i answered1 for he frightened me4 ,and then they both kissed me good-night1 and retreated to the cabinet1 and ,i looked after them longingly and wished ,i could go there too4 ,,chapter ,,xxvi4 ,,iii4 ,the ,misses ,berry4 ,no one introduced me to the ,misses ,berry4 ,i saw their advertisement in the public papers and went incognita to their seance1 as ,i had done to those of others4 ,the first thing that struck me about them was the superior class of patrons whom they drew4 ,in the ladies' cloak room1 where they left their heavy wraps and umbrellas1 the conversation that took place made this sufficiently evident4 ,helen and ,gertrude ,berry were pretty1 unaffected1 lady-like girls2 and their conductor1 ,mr4 ,abrow1 one of the most courteous gentlemen ,i have ever met4 ,the sisters1 both highly mediumistic1 never sat together1 but on alternate nights1 but the one who did not sit always took a place in the audience1 in order to prevent suspicion attaching to her absence4 ,gertrude ,berry had been lately married to a ,mr4 ,thompson1 and on account of her health gave up her seances1 soon after ,i made her acquaintance ,she was a tall1 finely-formed young woman1 with golden hair and a beautiful complexion4 ,her sister ,helen was smaller1 paler and more slightly built4 ,she had been engaged to be married to a gentleman who died shortly before the time fixed for their wedding1 and his spirit1 whom she called ,charley1 was the principal control at her seances1 though he never showed himself4 ,i found the seance room1 which was not very large1 crammed with chairs which had all been engaged beforehand1 so ,mr4 ,abrow fetched one from downstairs and placed it next his own for me1 which was the very position ,i should have chosen4 ,i asked him afterwards how he dared admit a stranger to such close proximity1 and he replied that he was a medium himself and knew who he could and who he could not trust at a glance4 ,as my professional duties took me backwards and forwards to ,boston1 which was my central starting-point1 sometimes giving me only a day's rest there1 ,i was in the habit afterwards1 when ,i found ,i should have a night off1 of wiring to ,mr4 ,abrow to keep me a seat1 so difficult was it to secure one unless it were bespoken4 ,altogether ,i sat five or six times with the ,berry sisters1 and wished ,i could have sat fifty or sixty times instead1 for ,i never enjoyed any seances so much in my life before4 ,the cabinet was formed of an inner room with a separate door1 which had to undergo the process of being sealed up by a committee of strangers every evening4 ,strips of gummed paper were provided for them1 on which they wrote their names before affixing them across the inside opening of the door4 ,on the first night ,i inspected the cabinet also as a matter of principle1 and gummed my paper with ,mrs4 ,richardson written on it across the door4 ,the cabinet contained only a sofa for ,miss ,helen ,berry to recline upon4 ,the floor was covered with a nailed-down carpet4 ,the door which led into the cabinet was shaded by two dark curtains hung with rings upon a brass rod4 ,the door of the seance room was situated at a right angle with that of the cabinet1 both opening upon a square landing1 and1 to make assurance doubly sure1 the door of the seance room was left open1 so that the eyes of the sitters at that end commanded a view1 during the entire sitting1 of the outside of the locked and gummed-over cabinet door4 ,to make this fully understood1 ,i append a diagram of the two rooms-- ,illustration ,by the position of these doors1 it will be seen how impossible it would have been for anybody to leave or enter the cabinet without being detected by the sitters1 who had their faces turned towards the seance room door4 ,the first materialization that appeared that evening was a bride1 dressed in her bridal costume2 and a gentleman1 who was occupying a chair in the front row1 and holding a white flower in his hand1 immediately rose1 went up to her1 embraced her1 and whispered a few words1 then gave her the white flower1 which she fastened in the bosom of her dress1 after which he bowed slightly to the company1 and1 instead of resuming his seat1 left the room4 ,mr4 ,abrow then said to me1 ,if you like1 madam1 you can take that seat now1 and as the scene had excited my curiosity ,i accepted his offer1 hoping to find some one to tell me the meaning of it4 ,i found myself next to a very sweet-looking lady1 whom ,i afterwards knew personally as ,mrs4 ,seymour4 ,can you tell me why that gentleman left so suddenly8 ,i asked her in a whisper4 ,he seldom stays through a seance1 she replied2 he is a business man1 and has no time to spare1 but he is here every night4 ,the lady you saw him speak to is his wife4 ,she died on her wedding day1 eleven years ago1 and he has never failed to meet her on every opportunity since4 ,he brings her a white flower every time he comes4 ,she appears always first1 in order that he may be able to return to his work4 ,this story struck me as very interesting1 and ,i always watched for this gentleman afterwards1 and never failed to see him waiting for his bride1 with the white flower in his hand4 ,do you expect to see any friends to-night8 ,i said to my new acquaintance4 ,o6 yes6 she replied4 ,i have come to see my daughter ',bell4' ,she died some years ago1 and ,i am bringing up the two little children she left behind her4 ,i never do anything for them without consulting their mother4 ,just now ,i have to change their nurse1 and ,i have received several excellent characters of others1 and ,i have brought them here this evening that ',bell' may tell me which to write for4 ,i have the pattern for the children's winter frocks1 too1 she continued1 producing some squares of woolen cloths1 and ,i always like to let ',bell' choose which she likes best4 ,this will give my readers some idea of how much more the ,american spiritualists regard their departed friends as still forming part of the home circle1 and interested in their domestic affairs4 ,bell soon after made her appearance1 and ,mrs4 ,seymour brought her up to me4 ,she was a young woman of about three or four and twenty1 and looked very happy and smiling4 ,she perused the servants' characters as practically as her mother might have done1 but said she would have none of them1 and ,mrs4 ,seymour was to wait till she received some more4 ,the right one had not come yet4 ,she also looked at the patterns1 and indicated the one she liked best4 ,then1 as she was about to retire1 she whispered to her mother1 and ,mrs4 ,seymour said1 to my surprise 7for it must be remembered ,i had not disclosed my name to her71 ,bell tells me she knows a daughter of yours in the spirit life1 called ',florence4' ,is that the case8 ,i answered ,i had a daughter of that name2 and ,mrs4 ,seymour added ',bell' says she will be here this evening1 that she is a very pure and very elevated spirit1 and they are great friends4 ,very shortly after this1 ,mr4 ,abrow remarked1 ,there is a young girl in the cabinet now1 who says that if her mother's name is ',mrs4 ,richardson1' she must have married for the third time since she saw her last1 for she was ',mrs4 ,lean' then4 ,at this remark ,i laughed2 and ,mr4 ,abrow said1 ,is she come for you1 madam8 ,does the cap fit8 ,i was obliged to acknowledge then that ,i had given a false name in order to avoid recognition4 ,but the mention of my married name attracted no attention to me1 and was only a proof that it had not been given from any previous knowledge of ,mr4 ,abrow's concerning myself4 ,i was known in the ,united ,states as ,florence ,marryat only1 and to this day they believe me to be still ,mrs4 ,ross-,church1 that being the name under which my first novels were written4 ,so ,i recognized ,florence at once in the trick that had been played me1 and had risen to approach the curtain1 when she came bounding out and ran into my arms4 ,i don't think ,i had ever seen her look so charming and girlish before4 ,she looked like an embodiment of sunshine4 ,she was dressed in a low frock which seemed manufactured of lace and muslin1 her hair fell loose down her back to her knees1 and her hands were full of damask roses4 ,this was in ,december1 when hot-house roses were selling for a dollar a piece in ,boston1 and she held1 perhaps1 twenty4 ,their scent was delicious1 and she kept thrusting them under my nose1 saying1 ,smell my roses1 mother4 ,don't you wish you had my garden8 ,we have fields of them in the ,summer ,land6 ,o6 how ,i wish you were there4 ,shan't ,i come soon1 darling8 ,i said4 ,no6 not yet1 replied ,florence4 ,you have a lot of work to do still4 ,but when you come1 it will be all flowers for you and me4 ,i asked her if she knew ,bell1 and she said1 ,o6 yes6 ,we came together this evening4 ,then ,i asked her to come and speak to ,bell's mother1 and her manner changed at once4 ,she became shy and timid1 like a young girl1 unused to strangers1 and quite hung on my arm1 as ,i took her up to ,mrs4 ,seymour's side4 ,when she had spoken a few words to her in a very low voice1 she turned to me and said1 ,i must go now1 because we have a great surprise for you this evening--a very great surprise4 ,i told her ,i liked great surprises1 when they were pleasant ones1 and ,florence laughed1 and went away4 ,i found that her debut had created such a sensation amongst the sitters--it being so unusual for a materialized spirit to appear so strong and perfect on the first occasion of using a medium--that ,i felt compelled to give them a little explanation on the subject4 ,and when ,i told them how ,i had lost her as a tiny infant of ten days old--how she had returned to me through various media in ,england1 and given such unmistakable proofs of her identity--and how ,i1 being a stranger in their country1 and only landed there a few weeks1 had already met her through ,mrs4 ,williams1 ,mrs4 ,hatch and ,miss ,berry--they said it was one of the most wonderful and perfect instances of materialization they had ever heard of4 ,and when one considers how perfect the chain is1 from the time when ,florence first came back to me as a child1 too weak to speak1 or even to understand where she was1 to the years through which she had grown and became strong almost beneath my eyes1 till she could bound 7as ,i have narrated7 into my arms like a human being1 and talk as distinctly as 7and far more sensible than7 ,i did myself1 ,i think my readers will acknowledge also1 that hers is no common story1 and that ,i have some reason to believe in ,spiritualism4 ,miss ,berry's cabinet spirits were quite different from the common type4 ,one was1 or rather had been1 a dancing girl--not ,european1 but rather more1 ,i fancy1 of the ,asiatic or ,egyptian type4 ,anyway she used to come out of the cabinet--a lithe lissom creature like a panther or a snake--and execute such twists and bounds and pirouettes1 as would have made her fortune on the stage4 ,indeed ,i used to think 7being always on the lookout for chicanery7 that no human creature who could dance as she did would ever waste her talents1 especially in a smart country like ,america1 on an audience of spiritualists1 whose only motive for meeting was to see their friends1 and who would not pay an extra cent to look at a cabinet spirit4 ,another one was an ,indian whom they called ,the ,brave4 ,he was also a lithe1 active creature1 without an ounce of superfluous flesh upon his body1 but plenty of muscle4 ,he appeared to like the ladies of the company very much1 but evidently distrusted the men4 ,one stout1 big man who was1 ,i fancy1 a bit of a sceptic1 wished to test the ,brave's muscular power by feeling his biceps1 and was invited to step in front of the circle for that purpose4 ,he had no sooner approached him than the ,indian seized him up in his arms and threw him right over his head4 ,he did not hurt him1 but as the gentleman got up again1 he said1 ,well6 ,i weigh #bjj pounds1 and ,i didn't think any man in the room could have done that4 ,the ladies in the circle mostly wore flowers in their bosom--bouquets1 after the custom of ,american ladies--and they began1 one and all1 to detach flowers from their bouquets and give them to the ,brave1 to give to his squaw4 ,he nodded and gabbled some unintelligible ,sioux or ,cherokee in reply1 and went all round the circle on his knees4 ,the stout man had surmised that he was painted1 and his long1 straight1 black hair was a wig4 ,when he came to me ,i said1 ,brave6 may ,i try if your hair is a wig8 ,he nodded and said1 ,pull--pull6 which ,i did1 and found that it undoubtedly grew on his head4 ,then he took my finger and drew it across his face several times to show he was not painted4 ,i had no flowers to present him with1 so ,i said1 ,come here1 ,brave1 and ,i'll give you something for your squaw1 and when he approached near enough ,i kissed him4 ,he chuckled1 and his eyes sparkled with mischief as he ran chatting in his native dialect behind the curtains4 ,in another minute he dashed out again1 and coming up to me ejaculated1 ,no--give--squaw6 and rushed back4 ,mr4 ,abrow laughed heartily at this incident1 and so did all the sitters1 the former declaring ,i had entirely captivated the ,brave4 ,presently the cabinet curtains were shaken1 and after a pause they parted slowly1 and the figure of an ,indian squaw crept out4 ,anything more malignant and vicious than her look ,i have seldom seen4 ,mr4 ,abrow asked her who she wanted and what she wanted1 but she would not speak4 ,she stood there silent1 but scowling at me from beneath the tangles of her long black hair4 ,at last ,mr4 ,abrow said to her1 ,if you don't want to speak to anyone in the circle you must go away1 as you are only preventing other spirits from coming4 ,the squaw backed behind the curtains again rather sulkily1 but the next time the ,brave appeared she came with him1 and never did he come again in my presence but what his squaw stood at the curtains and watched his actions4 ,mrs4 ,abrow told me that the ,brave had been in the habit of manifesting at their seances for years1 but that they had never seen the squaw until that evening4 ,indeed1 ,i don't think they were very grateful to me for having by my rashness eliminated this new feature in their evening's entertainment1 for the squaw proved to be a very earthly and undeveloped spirit1 and subsequently gave them some trouble1 as they could not drive her away when they wanted to do so4 ,towards the close of the evening ,mr4 ,abrow said1 ,there is a spirit here now who is very anxious to show himself1 but it is the first time he has ever attempted to fully materialize1 and he is not at all certain of success4 ,he tells me there is a lady in the circle who has newly arrived in ,america1 and that this lady years ago sang a song by his dying bed in ,india4 ,if she will step up to the cabinet now and sing that song again he will try and shew himself to her4 ,such of my readers as have perused ,the story of ,john ,powles will recognize at once who this was4 ,i did1 of course1 and ,i confess that as ,i rose to approach the cabinet ,i trembled like an aspen leaf4 ,i had tried so often1 and failed so often to see this dear old friend of mine1 that to think of meeting him now was like a veritable resurrection from the dead4 ,think of it6 ,we had parted in #ahfj1 and this was #ahhd--twenty-four years afterwards4 ,i had been a girl when we said ,good-bye1 and he went forth on that journey which seemed then so mysterious an one to me4 ,i was a middle-aged woman now1 who had passed through so much from which he had been saved1 that ,i felt more like his mother than his friend4 ,of all my experiences this was to me really the most solemn and interesting4 ,i hardly expected to see more than his face1 but ,i walked up to the cabinet and commenced to sing in a very shaky voice the first stanza of the old song he was so fond of3-- ,thou art gone from my gaze like a beautiful dream1 ,and ,i seek thee in vain by the meadow and stream2 ,oft ,i breathe thy dear name to the winds passing by1 ,but thy sweet voice is mute to my bosom's lone sigh4 ,in the stillness of night when the stars mildly shine1 ,o6 then oft my heart holds communion with thine1 ,for ,i feel thou art near1 and where'er ,i may be1 ,that the ,spirit of ,love keeps a watch over me4 ,i had scarcely reached the finish of these lines when both the curtains of the cabinet were drawn apart so sharply that the brass rings rattled on the rod1 and ,john ,powles stood before me4 ,not a face1 nor a half-formed figure1 nor an apparition that was afraid to pass into the light--but ,john ,powles himself1 stalwart and living1 who stepped out briskly and took me in his arms and kissed me four or five times1 as a long-parted brother might have done2 and strange to say1 ,i didn't feel the least surprised at it1 but clung to him like a sister4 ,for ,john ,powles had never once kissed me during his lifetime4 ,although we had lived for four years in the closest intimacy1 often under the same roof1 we had never indulged in any familiarities4 ,i think men and women were not so lax in their manners then as they are now2 at anyrate1 the only time ,i had ever kissed him was when he lay dead1 and my husband had told me to do so4 ,and yet it seemed quite natural on meeting him again to kiss him and cry over him4 ,at last ,i ventured to say1 ,o1 ,powles6 is this really you8 ,look at me and see for yourself1 he answered4 ,i looked up4 ,it was indeed himself4 ,he had possessed very blue eyes in earth life1 good features1 a florid complexion1 auburn hair1 and quite a golden beard and moustache4 ,the eyes and hair and features were just the same1 only his complexion was paler1 and he wore no beard4 ,o6 ,i exclaimed1 where is your beard8 ,don't you remember ,i cut it off just before ,i left this world8 he said2 and then ,i recalled the fact that he had done so owing to a ,government order on the subject4 ,and bearing on this question ,i may mention what seems a curious thing--that spirits almost invariably return to earth the first time just as they left it1 as though their thoughts at the moment of parting clothed them on their return4 ,this1 however1 was not ,john ,powles' first attempt at materialization1 although it was his first success1 for it may be remembered he tried to show himself through ,miss ,showers1 and then he had a beard4 ,however1 when ,i saw him through ,miss ,berry1 he had none1 nor did he resume it during my stay in ,america4 ,when we had got over the excitement of meeting1 he began to speak to me of my children1 especially of the three who were born before his death1 and of whom he had been very fond4 ,he spoke of them all by name1 and seemed quite interested in their prospects and affairs4 ,but when ,i began to speak of other things he stopped me4 ,i know it all1 he said1 ,i have been with you in spirit through all your trials1 and ,i can never feel the slightest interest in1 or affection for1 those who caused them4 ,my poor friend1 you have indeed had your purgatory upon earth4 ,but tell me of yourself1 dear ,powles6 ,are you quite happy8 ,i asked him4 ,he paused a moment and then replied1 ,quite happy1 waiting for you4 ,surely you are not suffering still8 ,i said1 after all these years8 ,my dear ,florence1 he answered1 it takes more than a few years to expiate a life of sin4 ,but ,i am happier than ,i was1 and every year the burden is lighter1 and coming back to you will help me so much4 ,as he was speaking to me the curtain opened again1 and there stood my brother-in-law1 ,edward ,church1 not looking down-spirited and miserable1 as he had done at ,mrs4 ,eva ,hatch's1 but bright and smiling1 and dressed in evening clothes1 as also ,i perceived1 when ,i had time to think of it1 was ,john ,powles4 ,i didn't know which to talk to first1 but kept turning from one to the other in a dazed manner4 ,john ,powles was telling me that he was preparing my house for me in the ,summer ,land1 and would come to take me over to it when ,i died1 when ,ted interrupted him4 ,that ought to have been my work1 ,bluebell1 he said1 only ,powles had anticipated me4 ,i wish ,i could go back with you both at once1 ,i am sick of this world1 ,i replied4 ,ted threw his arms round me and strained me to his breast4 ,o6 it is so hard to part again4 ,how ,i wish ,i could carry you away in my arms to the ,summer ,land6 ,i should have nothing left to wish for then4 ,you don't want to come back then1 ,ted8 ,i asked him4 ,want to come back1 he said with a shudder2 not for anything6 ,why1 ,bluebell1 death is like an operation which you must inevitably undergo1 but which you fear because you know so little about it4 ,well1 with me the operation's over4 ,i know the worst1 and every day makes the term of punishment shorter4 ,i am thankful ,i left the earth so soon4 ,you look just like your old self1 ,ted1 ,i said2 the same little curls and scrubby little moustache4 ,pull them1 he answered gaily4 ,don't go away1 ,bluebell1 and say they were false and ,i was ,miss ,berry dressed up4 ,feel my biceps1 he continued1 throwing up his arm as men do1 and feel my heart1 placing my hand above it1 feel how it is beating for my sister ,bluebell4 ,i said to ,john ,powles1 ,i hardly know you in evening costume4 ,i never saw you in it before 7which was true1 as all our acquaintance had taken place in ,india1 where the officers are never allowed to appear in anything but uniform1 especially in the evenings74 ,i wish1 ,i continued1 that you would come next time in uniform4 ,i will try1 he replied1 and then their time was up for that occasion1 and they were obliged to go4 ,a comical thing occurred on my second visit to the ,berrys4 ,of course ,i was all eagerness to see my brother-in-law and ,powles again1 and when ,i was called up to the cabinet and saw a slim1 dark1 young man standing there1 ,i took him at once for ,ted1 and1 without looking at him1 was just about to kiss him1 when he drew backwards and said1 ,i am not ',edward6' ,i am his friend ',joseph1' to whom he has given permission to make your acquaintance4 ,i then perceived that ,joseph was very different from ,ted1 taller and better looking1 with a ,jewish cast of countenance4 ,i stammered and apologized1 and felt as awkward as if ,i had nearly kissed a mortal man by mistake4 ,joseph smiled as if it were of very little consequence4 ,he said he had never met ,ted on earth1 but they were close friends in the spirit world1 and ,ted had talked so much to him of me1 that he had become very anxious to see me1 and speak to me4 ,he was a very elegant looking young man1 but he did not seem to have very much to say for himself1 and he gave me the impression that he had been a masher whilst here below1 and had not quite shaken off the remembrance in the spirit world4 ,there was one spirit who often made her appearance at these sittings and greatly interested me4 ,this was a mother with her infant of a few weeks old4 ,the lady was sweet and gentle looking1 but it was the baby that so impressed me--a baby that never whined nor squalled1 nor turned red in the face1 and yet was made of neither wax nor wood1 but was palpably living and breathing4 ,i used always to go up to the cabinet when this spirit came1 and ask her to let me feel the little baby4 ,it was a tiny creature1 with a waxen-looking face1 and she always carried it enveloped in a full net veil1 yet when ,i touched its hand1 the little fingers tightened round mine in baby fashion1 as it tried to convey them to its mouth4 ,i had seen several spirit children materialized before1 but never such a young infant as this4 ,the mother told me she had passed away in child-birth1 and the baby had gone with her4 ,she had been a friend of the ,misses ,berry1 and came to them for that reason4 ,on ,christmas ,eve ,i happened to be in ,boston1 and disengaged1 and as ,i found it was a custom of the ,american ,spiritualists to hold meetings on that anniversary for the purpose of seeing their spirit friends1 ,i engaged a seat for the occasion4 ,i arrived some time before the seance commenced1 and next to me was seated a gentleman1 rather roughly dressed1 who was eyeing everything about him with the greatest attention4 ,presently he turned to me and said1 rather sheepishly1 ,do you believe in this sort of thing8 ,i do1 ,i replied1 and ,i have believed in it for the last fifteen years4 ,have you ever seen anybody whom you recognized8 he continued4 ,plenty1 ,i said4 ,then he edged a little nearer to me1 and lowered his voice4 ,do you know1 he commenced1 that ,i have ridden on horseback forty miles through the snow to-day to be present at this meeting1 because my old mother sent me a message that she would meet me here6 ,i don't believe in it1 you know4 ,i've never been at a seance before1 and ,i feel as if ,i was making a great fool of myself now1 but ,i couldn't neglect my poor old mother's message1 whatever came of it4 ,of course not1 ,i answered1 and ,i hope your trouble will be rewarded4 ,i had not much faith in my own words1 though1 because ,i had seen people disappointed again and again over their first seance1 from either the spirits of their friends being too weak to materialize1 or from too many trying to draw power at once1 and so neutralizing the effect on all4 ,my bridegroom friend was all ready on that occasion with his white flowers in his hand and ,i ventured to address him and tell him how very beautiful ,i considered his wife's fidelity and his own4 ,he seemed pleased at my notice1 and began to talk quite freely about her4 ,he told me she had returned to him before her body was buried1 and had been with him ever since4 ,she is so really and truly my wife1 he said1 as ,i received her at the altar1 that ,i could no more marry again than ,i could if she were living in my house4 ,when the seance commenced she appeared first as usual1 and her husband brought her up to my side4 ,this is ,miss ,florence ,marryat1 dear1 he said 7for by this time ,i had laid aside my incognita with the ,berrys74 ,you know her name1 don't you8 ,o6 yes1 she answered1 as she gave me her hand1 ,i know you quite well4 ,i used to read your books4 ,her face was covered with her bridal veil1 and her husband turned it back that ,i might see her4 ,she was a very pretty girl of perhaps twenty--quite a gipsy1 with large dark eyes and dark curling hair1 and a brown complexion4 ,she has not altered one bit since the day we were married1 said her husband1 looking fondly at her1 whilst ,i have grown into an old man4 ,she put up her hand and stroked his cheek4 ,we shall be young together some day1 she said4 ,then he asked her if she was not going to kiss me1 and she held up her face to mine like a child1 and he dropped the veil over her again and led her away4 ,the very next spirit that appeared was my rough friend's mother1 and his astonishment and emotion at seeing her were very unmistakeable4 ,when first he went up to the cabinet and saw her his head drooped1 and his shoulders shook with the sobs he could not repress4 ,after a while he became calmer1 and talked to her1 and then ,i saw him also bringing her up to me4 ,i must bring my mother to you1 he said1 that you may see she has really come back to me4 ,i rose1 and the old lady shook hands with me4 ,she must have been1 at the least1 seventy years old1 and was a most perfect specimen of old age4 ,her face was like wax1 and her hair like silver2 but every wrinkle was distinct1 and her hands were lined with blue veins4 ,she had lost her teeth1 and mumbled somewhat in speaking1 and her son said1 ,she is afraid you will not understand what she says2 but she wants you to know that she will be quite happy if her return will make me believe in a future existence4 ,and will it8 ,i asked4 ,he looked at his mother4 ,i don't understand it1 he replied4 ,it seems too marvellous to be true2 but how can ,i disbelieve it1 when here she is8 ,and his words were so much the echo of my own grounds for belief1 that ,i quite sympathized with them4 ,john ,powles1 and ,ted1 and ,florence1 all came to see me that evening2 and when ,i bid ,florence good-bye she said1 ,oh1 it isn't 'good-bye' yet1 mother6 ,i'm coming again1 before you go4 ,presently something that was the very farthest thing from my mind--that had1 indeed1 never entered it--happened to me4 ,i was told that a young lady wanted to speak to me1 and on going up to the cabinet ,i recognized a girl whom ,i knew by sight1 but had never spoken to--one of a large family of children1 living in the same terrace in ,london as myself1 and who had died of malignant scarlet fever about a year before4 ,mrs4 ,lean1 she said1 hurriedly1 noting my surprise1 don't you know me8 ,i am ,may ----4 ,yes1 ,i do recognize you1 my dear child1 ,i replied2 but what makes you come to me8 ,minnie and ,katie are so unhappy about me1 she said4 ,they do not understand4 ,they think ,i have gone away4 ,they do not know what death is--that it is only like going into the next room1 and shutting the door4 ,and what can ,i do1 ,may8 ,i asked her4 ,tell them you have seen me1 ,mrs4 ,lean4 ,say ,i am alive--more alive than they are2 that if they sit for me1 ,i will come to them and tell them so much they know nothing of now4 ,but where are your sisters8 ,i said4 ,she looked puzzled4 ,i don't know4 ,i can't say the place2 but you will meet them soon1 and you will tell them4 ,if ,i meet them1 ,i certainly will tell them1 ,i said2 but ,i had not the least idea at that moment where the other girls might be4 ,four months later1 however1 when ,i was staying in ,london1 ,ontario1 they burst unexpectedly into my hotel room1 having driven over 7,i forget how many miles7 to see me play4 ,naturally ,i kept my promise2 but though they cried when ,may was alluded to1 they evidently could not believe my story of having seen her1 and so1 ,i suppose1 the poor little girl's wish remains ungratified4 ,i think the worst purgatory in the next world must be to find how comfortably our friends get on without us in this4 ,as a rule1 ,i did not take much interest in the spirits that did not come for me2 but there was one who appeared several times with the ,berrys1 and seemed quite like an old friend to me4 ,this was ,john ,brown1 not her ,majesty's ,john ,brown1 but the hero of the song-- ,hang ,john ,brown on a sour apple tree1 ,but his soul goes touting around4 ,glory6 glory6 ,halleluia6 ,for his soul goes touting around4 ,when ,i used to hear this song sung with much shouting and some profanity in ,england1 ,i imagined 7and ,i fancy most people did7 that it was a comic song in ,america4 ,but it was no such thing4 ,it was a patriotic song1 and the motive is 7however comically put7 to give glory to ,god1 that1 although they may hang ,john ,brown on a sour apple tree1 his soul will yet go touting around4 ,so1 rightly or wrongly1 it was explained to me4 ,john ,brown is a patriotic hero in ,america1 and when he appeared1 the whole room crowded round to see him4 ,he was a short man1 with a singularly benevolent countenance1 iron grey hair1 mutton-chop whiskers1 and deep china blue eyes4 ,a kind of man1 as he appeared to me1 made for deeds of love rather than heroism1 but from all accounts he was both kind and heroic4 ,a gentleman present on ,christmas eve pushed forward eagerly to see the materialization1 and called out1 ,aye6 that's him--that's my old friend--that's ',john ,brown'--the best man that ever trod this earth4 ,before this evening's seance was concluded ,mr4 ,abrow said1 ,there is a little lady in the cabinet at present who announces herself as a very high personage4 ,she says she is the ',princess ,gertrude4' ,what did you say1 ,mr4 ,abrow8 ,i exclaimed1 unable to believe my own ears4 ',the ,princess ,gertie1' mother1 said ,florence1 popping her head out of the curtains4 ,you've met her before in ,england1 you know4 ,i went up to the cabinet1 the curtains divided1 there stood my daughter ,florence as usual1 but holding in front of her a little child of about seven years old4 ,i knelt down before this spirit of my own creation4 ,she was a fragile-looking little creature1 very fair and pale1 with large grey eyes and brown hair lying over her forehead4 ,she looked like a lily with her little white hands folded meekly in front of her4 ,are you my little ,gertie1 darling8 ,i said4 ,i am the ',princess ,gertie1' she replied1 and ',florence' says you are my mother4 ,and are you glad to see me1 ,gertie8 ,i asked4 ,she looked up at her sister1 who immediately prompted her4 ,say1 'yes1 mother1' ,gertie4 ,yes6 mother1 repeated the little one1 like a parrot4 ,will you come to me1 darling8 ,i said4 ,may ,i take you in my arms8 ,not this evening1 mother1 whispered ',florence1' you couldn't4 ,she is attached to me4 ,we are tied together4 ,you couldn't separate us4 ,next time1 perhaps1 the ',princess' will be stronger1 and able to talk more4 ,i will take her back now4 ,but where is ',yonnie'8 ,i asked1 and ,florence laughed4 ,couldn't manage two of them at once1 she said4 ',yonnie' shall come another day1 and ,i returned to my seat1 more mystified than usual4 ,i alluded to the ,princess ,gertie in my account of the mediumship of ,bessie ,fitzgerald1 and said that my allusion would find its signification further on4 ,at that time ,i had hardly believed it could be true that the infants who had been born prematurely and never breathed in this world should be living1 sentient spirits to meet me in the next1 and half thought some grown spirit must be tricking me for its own pleasure4 ,but here1 in this strange land1 where my blighted babies had never been mentioned or thought of1 to meet the ,princess ,gertie here1 calling herself by her own name1 and brought by her sister ,florence1 set the matter beyond a doubt4 ,it recalled to my mind how once1 long before1 when ,aimee 7,mr4 ,arthur ,colman's guide71 on being questioned as to her occupation in the spirit spheres1 had said she was a little nurse maid1 and that ,florence was one too1 my daughter had added1 ,yes6 ,i'm mamma's nurse maid4 ,i have enough to do to look after her babies4 ,she just looked at me1 and 'tossed' me back into the spirit world1 and she's been 'tossing' babies after me ever since4 ,i had struck up a pleasant acquaintanceship with ,mrs4 ,seymour1 ,bell's mother1 by that time1 and when ,i went back to my seat and told her what had occurred1 she said to me1 ,i wish you would share the expenses of a private seance with me here4 ,we can have one all to ourselves for ten dollars 7two pounds71 and it would be so charming to have an afternoon quite alone with our children and friends4 ,i agreed readily1 and we made arrangements with ,mr4 ,abrow before we left that evening1 to have a private sitting on the afternoon following ,christmas ,day1 when no one was to be admitted except our two selves4 ,when we met there the seance room was lighted with gas as for the evening1 but we preferred to close the door4 ,helen ,berry was the medium1 and ,mr4 ,abrow only sat with us4 ,the rows of chairs looked very empty without any sitters1 but we established ourselves on those which faced the cabinet in the front row4 ,the first thing which happened was the advent of the ,squaw1 looking as malignant and vicious as ever1 who crept in in her dirty blanket1 with her black hair hanging over her face1 and deliberately took a seat at the further end of the room4 ,mr4 ,abrow was unmistakably annoyed at the occurrence4 ,he particularly disliked the influence of this spirit1 which he considered had a bad effect on the seance4 ,he first asked her why she had come1 and told her her ,brave was not coming1 and to go back to him4 ,then he tried severity1 and ordered her to leave the seance1 but it was all in vain4 ,she kept her seat with persistent obstinacy1 and showed no signs of budging4 ,i thought ,i would try what kindness would do for her1 and approached her with that intention1 but she looked so fierce and threatening1 that ,mr4 ,abrow begged me not to go near her1 for fear she should do me some harm4 ,so ,i left her alone1 and she kept her seat through the whole of the seance1 evidently with an eye upon me1 and distrusting my behavior when removed from the criticism of the public4 ,her presence1 however1 seemed to make no difference to our spirit friends4 ,they trooped out of the cabinet one after another1 until we had ,mrs4 ,seymour's brother and her daughter ,bell1 who brought little ,jimmie 7a little son who had gone home before herself7 with her1 and ,florence1 ,ted1 and ,john ,powles1 all so happy and strong and talkative1 that ,i told ,mrs4 ,seymour we only wanted a tea-table to think we were holding an ,at ,home4 ,last1 but not least 7at all events in her own estimation7 came the ,princess ,gertie4 ,mr4 ,abrow tried to make friends with her1 but she repulsed his advances vehemently4 ,i don't like you1 ,mr4 ,mans1 she kept on saying1 you's nasty4 ,i don't like any mans4 ,they's all nasty4 ,when ,i told her she was very rude1 and ,mr4 ,abrow was a very kind gentleman and loved little children1 she still persisted she wouldn't speak to no mans4 ,she came quite alone on this occasion1 and ,i took her in my arms and carried her across to ,mrs4 ,seymour4 ,she was a feather weight4 ,i felt as if ,i had nothing in my arms4 ,i said to ,mrs4 ,seymour1 ,please tell me what this child is like4 ,i am so afraid of my senses deceiving me that ,i cannot trust myself4 ,mrs4 ,seymour looked at her and answered1 ,she has a broad forehead1 with dark brown hair cut across it1 and falling straight to her shoulders on either side4 ,her eyes are a greyish blue1 large and heavy lidded1 her nose is short1 and her mouth decided for such a child4 ,this testimony1 given by a stranger1 of the apparition of a child that had never lived1 was an exact description 7of course in embryo7 of her father1 ,colonel ,lean1 who had never set foot in ,america4 ,perhaps this is as good a proof of identity as ,i have given yet4 ,our private seance lasted for two hours1 and although the different spirits kept on entering the cabinet at intervals to gain more power1 they were all with us on and off during the entire time4 ,the last pleasant thing ,i saw was my dear ,florence making the ,princess kiss her hand in farewell to me1 and the only unpleasant one1 the sight of the sulky ,squaw creeping in after them with the evident conviction that her afternoon had been wasted4 ,,chapter ,,xxvii4 ,,iv4 ,the ,doctor4 ,i wonder if it has struck any of my readers as strange that1 during all these manifestations in ,england and ,america1 ,i had never seen the form1 nor heard the voice1 of my late father1 ,captain ,marryat4 ,surely if these various media lived by trickery and falsehood1 and wished successfully to deceive me1 some of them would have thought of trying to represent a man so well known1 and whose appearance was so familiar4 ,other celebrated men and women have come back and been recognized from their portraits only1 but1 though ,i have sat at numbers of seances given for me alone1 and at which ,i have been the principal person1 my father has never reappeared at any4 ,especially1 if these manifestations are all fraud1 might this have been expected in ,america4 ,captain ,marryat's name is still a household word amongst the ,americans1 and his works largely read and appreciated1 and wherever ,i appeared amongst them ,i was cordially welcomed on that account4 ,when once ,i had acknowledged my identity and my views on ,spiritualism1 every medium in ,boston and ,new ,york had ample time to get up an imitation of my father for my benefit had they desired to do so4 ,but never has he appeared to me2 never have ,i been told that he was present4 ,twice only in the whole course of my experience have ,i received the slightest sign from him1 and on those occasions he sent me a message--once through ,mr4 ,fletcher 7as ,i have related71 and once through his grandson and my son1 ,frank ,marryat4 ,that time he told me he should never appear to me and ,i need never expect him4 ,but since the ,american media knew nothing of this strictly private communication1 and ,i had seen1 before ,i parted with them1 seventeen of my friends and relations1 none of whom 7except ,florence1 ,powles1 and ,emily17 ,i had ever seen in ,england1 it is at the least strange1 considering his popularity 7and granted their chicanery7 that ,captain ,marryat was not amongst them4 ,as soon as ,i became known at the ,berry's seances several people introduced themselves to me1 and amongst others ,mrs4 ,isabella ,beecher ,hooker1 the sister of ,mrs4 ,harriet ,beecher ,stowe and ,henry ,ward ,beecher4 ,she was delighted to find me so interested in ,spiritualism1 and anxious ,i should sit with a friend of hers1 a great medium whose name became so rubbed out in my pencil notes1 that ,i am not sure if it was ,doctor ,carter1 or ,carteret1 and therefore ,i shall speak of him here as simply the doctor4 ,the doctor was bound to start for ,washington the following afternoon1 so ,mrs4 ,hooker asked me to breakfast with her the next morning1 by which time she would have found out if he could spare us an hour before he set out on his journey4 ,when ,i arrived at her house ,i heard that he had very obligingly offered to give me a complimentary seance at eleven o'clock1 so1 as soon as we had finished breakfast1 we set out for his abode4 ,i found the doctor was quite a young man1 and professed himself perfectly ignorant on the subject of ,spiritualism4 ,he said to me1 ,i don't know and ,i don't profess to know what or who it is that appears to my sitters whilst ,i am asleep4 ,i know nothing of what goes on1 except from hearsay4 ,i don't know whether the forms that appear are spirits1 or transformations1 or materializations4 ,you must judge of that for yourself4 ,there is one peculiarity in my seances4 ,they take place in utter darkness4 ,when the apparitions 7or whatever you choose to call them7 appear1 they must bring their own lights or you won't see them1 ,i have no conductor to my seances4 ,if whatever comes can't announce itself it must remain unknown4 ,but ,i think you will find that1 as a rule1 they can shift for themselves4 ,this is my seance room4 ,as he spoke he led us into an unfurnished bedroom1 ,i say bedroom1 because it was provided with the dressing closet fitted with pegs1 usual to all bedrooms in ,america4 ,this closet the doctor used as his cabinet4 ,the door was left open1 and there was no curtain hung before it4 ,the darkness he sat in rendered that unnecessary4 ,the bedroom was darkened by two frames1 covered with black ,american cloth1 which fitted into the windows4 ,the doctor1 having locked the bedroom door1 delivered the key to me4 ,he then requested us to go and sit for a few minutes in the cabinet to throw our influence about it4 ,as we did so we naturally examined it4 ,it was only a large cupboard4 ,it had no window and no door1 except that which led into the room1 and no furniture except a cane-bottomed chair4 ,when we returned to the seance room1 the doctor saw us comfortably established on two armchairs before he put up the black frames to exclude the light4 ,the room was then pitch dark1 and the doctor had to grope his way to his cabinet4 ,mrs4 ,hooker and ,i sat for some minutes in silent expectation4 ,then we heard the voice of a negress1 singing darkey songs1 and my friend told me it was that of ,rosa1 the doctor's control4 ,presently ,rosa was heard to be expostulating with1 or encouraging some one1 and faint lights1 like sparks from a fire1 could be seen flitting about the open door of the cabinet4 ,then the lights seemed to congregate together1 and cluster about a tall form1 draped in some misty material1 standing just outside the cabinet4 ,can't you tell us who you are8 asked ,mrs4 ,hooker4 ,you must tell your name1 you know1 interposed ,rosa1 whereupon a low voice said1 ,i am ,janet ,e4 ,powles4 ,now this was an extraordinary coincidence4 ,i had seen ,mrs4 ,powles1 the mother of my friend ,john ,powles1 only once--when she travelled from ,liverpool to ,london to meet me on my return from ,india1 and hear all the particulars of her son's death4 ,but she had continued to correspond with me1 and show me kindness till the day of her own death1 and as she had a daughter of the same name1 she always signed herself ,janet ,e4 ,powles4 ,even had ,i expected to see the old lady1 and published the fact in the ,boston papers1 that initial ,e would have settled the question of her identity in my mind4 ,mrs4 ,powles1 ,i exclaimed1 how good of you to come and see me4 ,johnny has helped me to come1 she replied4 ,he is so happy at having met you again4 ,he has been longing for it for so many years1 and ,i have come to thank you for making him happy4 7,here was another coincidence4 ,john ,powles was never called anything but ,powles by my husband and myself4 ,but his mother had retained the childish name of ,johnny1 and ,i could remember how it used to vex him when she used it in her letters to him4 ,he would say to me1 ,if she would only call me ',john' or ',jack1' or anything but ',johnny4'7 ,i replied1 ,i may not leave my seat to go to you4 ,will you not come to me8 ,for the doctor had requested us not to leave our seats1 but to insist on the spirits approaching us4 ,mrs4 ,powles said1 ,i cannot come out further into the room to-day4 ,i am too weak4 ,but you shall see me4 ,the lights then appeared to travel about her face and dress till they became stationary1 and she was completely revealed to view under the semblance of her earthly likeness4 ,she smiled and said1 ,we were all at the ,opera ,house on ,thursday night1 and rejoiced at your success4 ',johnny' was so proud of you4 ,many of your friends were there beside ourselves4 ,i then saw that1 unlike the spirits at ,miss ,berry's1 the form of ,mrs4 ,powles was draped in a kind of filmy white1 over a dark dress4 ,all the spirits that appeared with the doctor were so clothed1 and ,i wondered if the filmy substance had anything to do with the lights1 which looked like electricity4 ,an incident which occurred further on seemed to confirm my idea4 ,when ,mrs4 ,powles had gone1 which we guessed by the extinguishing of the lights1 the handsome face and form of ,harry ,montagu appeared4 ,i had known him well in ,england1 before he took his fatal journey to ,america1 and could never be mistaken in his sweet smile and fascinating manner4 ,he did not come further than the door1 either1 but he was standing within twelve or fourteen feet of us for all that4 ,he only said1 ,good-luck to you4 ,we can't lose an interest in the old profession1 you know1 any more than in the old people4 ,i wish you'd come and help me1 ,harry1 ,i answered4 ,oh1 ,i do6 he said1 brightly2 several of us do4 ,we are all links of the same chain4 ,half the inspiration in the world comes from those who have gone before4 ,but ,i must go6 ,i'm getting crowded out4 ,here's ,ada waiting to see you4 ,good-bye6 ,and as his light went out1 the sweet face of ,adelaide ,neilson appeared in his stead4 ,she said1 ,you wept when you heard of my death2 and yet you never knew me4 ,how was that8 ,did ,i weep8 ,i answered1 half forgetting2 if so1 it must have been because ,i thought it so sad that a woman so young1 and beautiful1 and gifted as you were1 should leave the world so soon4 ,oh no6 not sad1 she answered1 brightly2 glorious6 glorious6 ,i would not be back again for worlds4 ,have you ever seen your grave8 ,i asked her4 ,she shook her head4 ,what are graves to us8 ,only cupboards1 where you keep our cast-off clothes4 ,you don't ask me what the world says about you1 now1 ,i said to her4 ,and ,i don't care1 she answered4 ,don't you forget me6 ,good-bye6 ,she was succeeded by a spirit who called herself ,charlotte ,cushman1 and who spoke to me kindly about my professional life4 ,mrs4 ,hooker told me that1 to the best of her knowledge1 none of these three spirits had ever appeared under the doctor's mediumship before4 ,but now came out ,florence1 dancing into the room--literally dancing1 holding out in both hands the skirt of a dress1 which looked as if it were made of the finest muslin or lace1 and up and down which fireflys were darting with marvellous rapidity4 ,she looked as if clothed in electricity1 and infinitely well pleased with herself4 ,look6 she exclaimed2 look at my dress6 isn't it lovely8 ,look at the fire6 ,the more ,i shake it1 the more fire comes6 ,oh1 mother6 if you could only have a dress like this for the stage1 what a sensation you would make6 ,and she shook her skirts about1 till the fire seemed to set a light to every part of her drapery1 and she looked as if she were in flames4 ,i observed1 ,i never knew you to take so much interest in your dress before1 darling4 ,oh1 it isn't the dress1 she replied2 it's the fire6 ,and she really appeared as charmed with the novel experience as a child with a new toy4 ,as she left us1 a dark figure advanced into the room1 and ejaculated1 ,ma6 ma6 ,i recognized at once the peculiar intonation and mode of address of my stepson1 ,francis ,lean1 with whom1 since he had announced his own death to me1 ,i had had no communication1 except through trance mediumship4 ,is that you1 my poor boy1 ,i said1 come closer to me4 ,you are not afraid of me1 are you8 ,o1 no6 ,ma6 of course not1 only ,i was at the ,opera ,house1 you know1 with the others1 and that piece you recited1 ,ma--you know the one--it's all true1 ,ma--and ,i don't want you to go back to ,england4 ,stay here1 ,ma--stay here6 ,i knew perfectly well to what the lad alluded1 but ,i would not enter upon it before a stranger4 ,so ,i only said1 ,you forget my children1 ,francis--what would they say if ,i never went home again4 ,this seemed to puzzle him1 but after a while he answered1 ,then go to them1 ,ma2 go to them4 ,all this time he had been talking in the dark1 and ,i only knew him by the sound of his voice4 ,i said1 ,are you not going to show yourself to me1 ,francis4 ,it is such a long time since we met4 ,never since you saw me at the docks4 ,that was me1 ,ma1 and at ,brighton1 too1 only you didn't half believe it till you heard ,i was gone4 ,tell me the truth of the accident1 ,francis1 ,i asked him4 ,was there foul play8 ,no1 he replied1 but we got quarrelling about her you know1 and fighting1 and that's how the boat upset4 ,it was my fault1 ,ma1 as much as anybody else's4 ,how was it your body was never found8 ,it got dragged down in an undercurrent1 ,ma4 ,it was out at ,cape ,horn before they offered a reward for it4 ,then he began to light up1 and as soon as the figure was illuminated ,i saw that the boy was dressed in jumpers and jersey of dark woollen material1 such as they wear in the merchant service in hot climates1 but over it all--his head and shoulders included--was wound a quantity of flimsy white material ,i have before mentioned4 ,i can't bear this stuff4 ,it makes me look like a girl1 said ,francis1 and with his hands he tore it off4 ,simultaneously the illumination ceased1 and he was gone4 ,i called him by name several times1 but no sound came out of the darkness4 ,it seemed as though the veiling which he disliked preserved his materialization1 and that1 with its protection removed1 he had dissolved again4 ,when another dark figure came out of the cabinet1 and approaching me1 knelt at my feet1 ,i supposed it to be ,francis come back again1 and laying my hand on the bent head1 ,i asked1 ,is this you again1 dear8 ,a strange voice answered1 with the words1 ,forgive6 forgive6 ,forgive6 ,i repeated1 ,what have ,i to forgive8 ,the attempt to murder your husband in #ahef4 ,arthur ,yelverton ,brooking has forgiven4 ,he is here with me now4 ,will you forgive too8 ,certainly1 ,i replied1 ,i have forgiven long ago4 ,you expiated your sin upon the gallows4 ,you could do no more4 ,the figure sprung into a standing position1 and lit up from head to foot1 when ,i saw the two men standing together1 ,arthur ,yelverton ,brooking and the ,madras sepoy who had murdered him4 ,i never saw anything more brilliant than the appearance of the sepoy4 ,he was dressed completely in white1 in the native costume1 with a white puggree or turban on his head4 ,but his puggree was flashing with jewels--strings of them were hung round his neck--and his sash held a magnificent jewelled dagger4 ,you must please to remember that ,i was not alone1 but that this sight was beheld by ,mrs4 ,hooker as well as myself 7to whom it was as unexpected as to her71 and that ,i know she would testify to it to-day4 ,and now to explain the reason of these unlooked-for apparitions4 ,in #ahef my husband1 then ,lieutenant ,ross-,church1 was ,adjutant of the #abth ,madras ,native ,infantry1 and ,arthur ,yelverton ,brooking1 who had for some time done duty with the #abth1 was adjutant of another native corps1 both of which were stationed at ,madras4 ,lieutenant ,church was not a favorite with his men1 by whom he was considered a martinet1 and one day when there had been a review on the island at ,madras1 and the two adjutants were riding home together1 a sepoy of the #abth fired at ,lieutenant ,church's back with the intent to kill him1 but unfortunately the bullet struck ,lieutenant ,brooking instead1 who1 after lingering for twelve hours1 died1 leaving a young wife and a baby behind him4 ,for this offence the sepoy was tried and hung1 and on his trial the whole truth of course came out4 ,this then was the reason that the spirits of the murdered and the murderer came like friends1 because the injury had never been really intended for ,brooking4 ,when ,i said that ,i had forgiven1 the sepoy became 7as ,i have told7 a blaze of light1 and then knelt again and kissed the hem of my dress4 ,as he knelt there he became covered1 or heaped over1 with a mass of the same filmy drapery as enveloped ,francis1 and when he rose again he was standing in a cloud4 ,he gathered an end of it1 and laying it on my head he wound me and himself round and round with it1 until we were bound up in a kind of cocoon4 ,mrs4 ,hooker1 who watched the whole proceeding1 told me afterwards that she had never seen anything like it before--that she could distinctly see the dark face and the white face close together all the time beneath the drapery1 and that ,i was as brightly illuminated as the spirit4 ,of this ,i was not aware myself1 but his brightness almost dazzled me4 ,let me observe also that ,i have been in the ,east ,indies1 and within a few yards' length of sepoys1 and that ,i am sure ,i could never have been wrapt in the same cloth with a mortal one without having been made painfully aware of it in more ways than one4 ,the spirit did not unwind me again1 although the winding process had taken him some time4 ,he whisked off the wrapping with one pull1 and ,i stood alone once more4 ,i asked him by what name ,i should call him1 and he said1 ,the ,spirit of ,light4 ,he then expressed a wish to magnetize something ,i wore1 so as to be the better able to approach me4 ,i gave him a brooch containing ,john ,powles' hair1 which his mother had given me after his death1 and he carried it back into the cabinet with him4 ,it was a valuable brooch of onyx and pearls1 and ,i was hoping my eastern friend would not carry it too far1 when ,i found it had been replaced and fastened at my throat without my being aware of the circumstance4 ,arthur ,yelverton ,brooking had disappeared before this1 and neither of them came back again4 ,these were not all the spirits that came under the doctor's mediumship during that seance1 but only those whom ,i had known and recognized4 ,several of ,mrs4 ,hooker's friends appeared and some of the doctor's controls1 but as ,i have said before1 they could not help my narrative1 and so ,i omit to describe them4 ,the seance lasted altogether two hours1 and ,i was very grateful to the doctor for giving me the opportunity to study an entirely new phase of the science to me4 ,,chapter ,,xxviii4 ,v4 ,mrs4 ,fay4 ,there was a young woman called ,annie ,eva ,fay1 who came over from ,america to ,london some years ago1 and appeared at the ,hanover ,square ,rooms1 in an exhibition after the manner of the ,davenport ,brothers and ,messrs4 ,maskelyne and ,cook4 ,she must not be confounded with the ,mrs4 ,fay who forms the subject of this chapter1 because they had nothing to do with one another4 ,some one in ,boston advised me not to go and sit at one of this ,mrs4 ,fay's public seances4 ,they were described to me as being too physical and unrefined2 that the influences were of a low order1 and the audiences matched them4 ,however1 when ,i am studying a matter1 ,i like to see everything ,i can and hear everything ,i can concerning it1 and to form my own opinion independent of that of anybody else4 ,so ,i walked off by myself one night to ,mrs4 ,fay's address1 and sat down in a quiet corner1 watching everything that occurred4 ,the circle certainly numbered some members of a humble class1 but ,i conclude we should see that everywhere if the fees were lower4 ,media1 like other professional people1 fix their charges according to the quarter of the city in which they live4 ,but every member was silent and respectful1 and evidently a believer4 ,one young man1 in deep mourning1 with a little girl also in black1 of about five or six years old1 attracted my attention at once1 from his sorrowful and abstracted manner4 ,he had evidently come there1 ,i thought1 in the hope of seeing some one whom he had lost4 ,mrs4 ,fay 7as she passed through the room to her cabinet7 appeared a very quiet1 simple-looking little woman to me1 without any loudness or vulgarity about her4 ,her cabinet was composed of two curtains only1 made of some white material1 and hung on uprights at one angle1 in a corner of the room1 the most transparent contrivance possible4 ,anything like a bustle or confusion inside it1 such as would be occasioned by dressing or making up1 would have been apparent at once to the audience outside1 who were sitting by the light of an ordinary gas-burner and globe4 ,yet ,mrs4 ,fay had not been seated there above a few minutes1 when there ran out into the seance room two of the most extraordinary materializations ,i had ever seen1 and both of them about as opposite to ,mrs4 ,fay in appearance as any creatures could be4 ,one was an ,irish charwoman or apple-woman 7she might have been either7 with a brown1 wrinkled face1 a broken nose1 tangled grey hair1 a crushed bonnet1 general dirt and disorder1 and a tongue that could talk broad ,irish1 and call a spade a spade at one and the same time4 ,biddy1 as she was named1 was accompanied by a street newspaper boy--one of those urchins who run after carriages and turn ,catherine-wheels in the mud1 and who talked gutter-slang in a style that was utterly unintelligible to the decent portion of the sitters4 ,these two went on in a manner that was undoubtedly funny1 but not at all edifying and calculated to drive any enquirer into ,spiritualism out of the room1 under the impression that they were evil spirits bent on our destruction4 ,that either of them was represented by ,mrs4 ,fay was out of the question4 ,in the first place1 she would1 in that instance1 have been so clever an actress and mimic1 that she would have made her fortune on the stage--added to which the boy ,teddy was much too small for her1 and ,biddy was much too large4 ,besides1 no actress1 however experienced1 could have made up in the time4 ,i was quite satisfied1 therefore1 that neither of them was the medium1 even if ,i could not have seen her figure the while1 through the thin curtains1 sitting in her chair4 ,why such low1 physical manifestations are permitted ,i am unable to say4 ,it was no wonder they had shocked the sensibility of my friend4 ,i felt half inclined myself when they appeared to get up and run away4 ,however1 ,i was very glad afterwards that ,i did not4 ,they disappeared after a while1 and were succeeded by a much pleasanter person1 a cabinet spirit called ,gipsy1 who looked as if she might have belonged to one of the gipsy tribes when on earth1 she was so brown and arch and lively4 ,presently the young man in black was called up1 and ,i saw him talking to a female spirit very earnestly4 ,after a while he took her hand and led her outside the curtain1 and called the little girl whom he had left on his seat by her name4 ,the child looked up1 screamed ,mamma6 mamma6 and flew into the arms of the spirit1 who knelt down and kissed her1 and we could hear the child sobbing and saying1 ,oh6 mamma1 why did you go away8--why did you go away8 ,it was a very affecting scene--at least it seemed so to me4 ,the instant recognition by the little girl1 and her perfect unconsciousness but that her mother had returned in propria persona1 would have been more convincing proof of the genuineness of ,spiritualism to a sceptic1 than fifty miracles of greater importance4 ,when the spirit mother had to leave again the child's agony at parting was very apparent4 ,take me with you1 she kept on saying1 and her father had actually to carry her back to her seat4 ,when they got there they both wept in unison4 ,afterwards he said to me in an apologetic sort of way--he was sitting next to me--,it is the first time1 you see1 that ,mary has seen her poor mother1 but ,i wanted to have her testimony to her identity1 and ,i think she gave it pretty plainly1 poor child6 ,she'll never be content to let me come alone now4 ,i said1 ,i think it is a pity you brought her so young1 and so ,i did4 ,florence did not appear 7she told me afterwards the atmosphere was so rough that she could not71 and ,i began to think that no one would come for me1 when a common seaman1 dressed in ordinary sailor's clothes1 ran out of the cabinet and began dancing a hornpipe in front of me4 ,he danced it capitally too1 and with any amount of vigorous snapping his fingers to mark the time1 and when he had finished he made a leg1 as sailors call it1 and stood before me4 ,have you come for me1 my friend8 ,i enquired4 ,not exactly1 he answered1 but ,i came with the ,cap'en4 ,i came to pave the way for him4 ,the ,cap'en will be here directly4 ,we was in the ,avenger together4 7,now all the world knows that my eldest brother1 ,frederick ,marryat1 was drowned in the wreck of the ,avenger in #ahdg2 but as ,i was a little child at the time1 and had no remembrance of him1 ,i had never dreamt of seeing him again4 ,he was a first lieutenant when he died1 so ,i do not know why the seaman gave him brevet rank1 but ,i repeat his words as he said them47 ,after a minute or two ,i was called up to the cabinet1 and saw my brother ,frederick 7whom ,i recognized from his likeness7 standing there dressed in naval uniform1 but looking very stiff and unnatural4 ,he smiled when he saw me1 but did not attempt to kiss me4 ,i said1 ,why6 ,fred6 is it really you8 ,i thought you would have forgotten all about me4 ,he replied1 ,forgotten little ,flo8 ,why should ,i8 ,do you think ,i have never seen you since that time1 nor heard anything about you8 ,i know everything--everything6 ,you must know1 then1 that ,i have not spent a very happy life1 ,i said4 ,never mind1 he answered1 you needed it4 ,it has done you good6 ,but all he said was without any life in it1 as if he spoke mechanically--perhaps because it was the first time he had materialized4 ,i had said ,good-bye to him1 and dropped the curtain1 when ,i heard my name called twice1 ,flo6 ,flo6 and turned to receive my sister ,emily in my arms4 ,she looked like herself exactly1 but she had only time to kiss me and gasp out1 ,so glad1 so happy to meet again1 when she appeared to faint4 ,her eyes closed1 her head fell back on my shoulder1 and before ,i had time to realize what was going to happen1 she had passed through the arm that supported her1 and sunk down through the floor4 ,the sensation of her weight was still making my arm tingle1 but ,emily was gone--clean gone4 ,i was very much disappointed4 ,i had longed to see this sister again1 and speak to her confidentially2 but whether it was something antagonistic in the influence of this seance room 7,florence said afterwards that it was71 or there was some other cause for it1 ,i know not1 but most certainly my friends did not seem to flourish there4 ,i had another horrible disappointment before ,i left4 ,a voice from inside the cabinet called out1 ,here are two babies who want the lady sitting under the picture4 ,now1 there was only one picture hanging in the room1 and ,i was sitting under it4 ,i looked eagerly towards the cabinet1 and saw issue from it the ,princess ,gertie leading a little toddler with a flaxen poll and bare feet1 and no clothing but a kind of white chemise4 ,this was ,joan1 the ,yonnie ,i had so often asked to see1 and ,i rose in the greatest expectation to receive the little pair4 ,just as they gained the centre of the room1 however1 taking very short and careful steps1 like babies first set on their feet1 the cabinet spirit ,gipsy bounced out of the curtains1 and saying decidedly1 ,here6 we don't want any children about1 she placed her hand on the heads of my little ones1 and pressed them down through the floor4 ,they seemed to crumble to pieces before my eyes1 and their place knew them no more4 ,i couldn't help feeling angry4 ,i exclaimed1 ,o6 what did you do that for8 ,those were my babies1 and ,i have been longing to see them so4 ,i can't help it1 replied ,gipsy1 but this isn't a seance for children4 ,i was so vexed that ,i took no more interest in the proceedings4 ,a great number of forms appeared1 thirty or forty in all1 but by the time ,i returned to my hotel and began to jot down my notes1 ,i could hardly remember what they were4 ,i had been dreaming all the time of how much ,i should have liked to hold that little flaxen-haired ,yonnie in my arms4 ,,chapter ,,xxix4 ,,vi4 ,virginia ,roberts4 ,when ,i returned to ,new ,york1 it was under exceptional circumstances4 ,i had taken cold whilst travelling in the ,western ,states1 had had a severe attack of bronchitis and pneumonia at ,chicago1 was compelled to relinquish my business1 and as soon as ,i was well enough to travel1 was ordered back to ,new ,york to recuperate my health4 ,here ,i took up my abode in the ,victoria ,hotel1 where a lady1 whose acquaintance ,i had made on my former visit to the city1 was living4 ,as ,i have no permission to publish this lady's name1 ,i must call her ,mrs4 ,s----4 ,she had been a ,spiritualist for some time before ,i knew her1 and she much interested me by showing me an entry in her diary1 made four years previous to my arrival in ,america4 ,it was an account of the utterances of a ,mrs4 ,philips1 a clairvoyant then resident in ,new ,york1 during which she had prophesied my arrival in the city1 described my personal appearance1 profession1 and general surroundings perfectly1 and foretold my acquaintanceship with ,mrs4 ,s----4 ,the prophecy ended with words to the effect that our meeting would be followed by certain effects that would influence her future life1 and that on the #agth of ,march1 #ahhe1 would commence a new era in her existence4 ,it was at the beginning of ,march that we first lived under the same roof4 ,as soon as ,mrs4 ,s---- found that ,i was likely to have some weeks of leisure1 she became very anxious that we should visit the ,new ,york media together2 for although she had so long been a believer in ,spiritualism1 she had not 7owing to family opposition7 met with much sympathy on the subject1 or had the opportunity of much investigation4 ,so we determined1 as soon as ,i was well enough to go out in the evening1 that we would attend some seances4 ,as it happened1 when that time came1 we found the medium most accessible to be ,miss ,virginia ,roberts1 of whom neither of us knew anything but what we had learned from the public papers4 ,however1 it was necessary that ,i should be exposed as little as possible to the night air1 and so we fixed1 by chance as it were1 to visit ,miss ,roberts first4 ,we found her living with her mother and brother in a small house in one of the back streets of the city4 ,she was a young girl of sixteen1 very reserved and rather timid-looking1 who had to be drawn out before she could be made to talk4 ,she had only commenced sitting a few months before1 and that because her brother 7who was also a medium7 had had an illness and been obliged to give up his seances for a while4 ,the seance room was very small1 the manifestations taking place almost in the midst of the circle1 and the cabinet 7so-called7 was the flimsiest contrivance ,i had ever seen4 ,four uprights of iron1 not thicker than the rod of a muslin blind1 with cross-bars of the same1 on which were hung thin curtains of lilac print1 formed the construction of this cabinet1 which shook and swayed about each time a form left or entered it4 ,a harmonium for accompanying the voices1 and a few chairs for the audience1 was all the furniture the room contained4 ,the first evening we went to see ,miss ,roberts there were only two or three sitters beside ourselves4 ,the medium seemed to be pretty nearly unknown1 and ,i resolved1 as ,i usually do in such cases1 not to expect anything1 for fear ,i should be disappointed4 ,mrs4 ,s----1 on the contrary1 was all expectation and excitement4 ,if she had ever sat for materializations1 it had been long before1 and the idea was like a new one to her4 ,after two or three forms had appeared1 of no interest to us1 a gentleman in full evening dress walked suddenly out of the cabinet1 and said1 ,kate1 which was the name of ,mrs4 ,s----4 ,he was a stout1 well-formed man1 of an imposing presence1 with dark hair and eyes1 and he wore a solitaire of diamonds of unusual brilliancy in his shirt front4 ,i had no idea who he was2 but ,mrs4 ,s---- recognized him at once as an old lover who had died whilst under a misunderstanding with her1 and she was powerfully affected--more1 she was terribly frightened4 ,it seems that she wore at her throat a brooch which he had given her2 but every time he approached her with the view of touching it1 she shrieked so loudly1 and threw herself into such a state of nervous agitation1 that ,i thought she would have to return home again4 ,however1 on her being accommodated with a chair in the last row so that she might have the other sitters between her and the materialized spirits1 she managed to calm herself4 ,the only friend who appeared for me that evening was ,john ,powles2 and1 to my surprise and pleasure1 he appeared in the old uniform of the #abth ,madras ,native ,infantry4 ,this corps wore facings of fawn1 with buttons bearing the word ,ava1 encircled by a wreath of laurel4 ,the mess jackets were lined with wadded fawn silk1 and the waistcoats were trimmed with three lines of narrow gold braid4 ,their karkee1 or undress uniform1 established in #ahei1 consisted of a tunic and trousers of a sad green cloth1 with the regimental buttons and a crimson silk sash4 ,the marching dress of all officers in the ,indian service is made of white drill1 with a cap cover of the same material4 ,their forage cloak is of dark blue cloth1 and hangs to their heels4 ,their forage cap has a broad square peak to shelter the face and eyes4 ,i mention these details for the benefit of those who are not acquainted with the general dress of the ,indian army1 and to show how difficult it would have been for ,virginia ,roberts1 or any other medium1 to have procured them1 even had she known the private wish expressed by me to ,john ,powles in ,boston1 that he would try and come to me in uniform4 ,on this first occasion of his appearing so1 he wore the usual everyday coat1 buttoned up to his chin1 and he made me examine the buttons to see that they bore the crest and motto of the regiment4 ,and ,i may say here1 that before ,i left ,new ,york he appeared to me in every one of the various dresses ,i have described above1 and became quite a marked figure in the city4 ,when it was made known through the papers that an old friend of ,florence ,marryat had appeared through the mediumship of ,virginia ,roberts1 in a uniform of thirty years before1 ,i received numbers of private letters inquiring if it were true1 and dozens of people visited ,miss ,roberts' seances for the sole purpose of seeing him4 ,he took a great liking for ,mrs4 ,s----1 and when she had conquered her first fear she became quite friendly with him1 and ,i heard1 after leaving ,new ,york1 that he continued to appear for her as long as she attended those seances4 ,there was one difference in the female spirits that came through ,virginia ,roberts from those of other media4 ,those that were strong enough to leave the cabinet invariably disappeared by floating upwards through the ceiling4 ,their mode of doing this was most graceful4 ,they would first clasp their hands behind their heads and lean backward2 then their feet were lifted off the ground1 and they were borne upward in a recumbent position4 ,when ,i related this to my friend1 ,dr4 ,george ,lefferts 7under whom ,i was for throat treatment to recover my voice71 he declared there must be some machinery connected with the uprights that supported the cabinet1 by which the forms were elevated4 ,he had got it all so pat that he was able to take a pencil and demonstrate to me on paper exactly how the machinery worked1 and how easy it would be to swing full-sized human bodies up to the ceiling with it4 ,how they managed to disappear when they got there he was not quite prepared to say2 but if he once saw the trick done1 he would explain the whole matter to me1 and expose it into the bargain4 ,i told ,dr4 ,lefferts1 as ,i have told many other clever men1 that ,i shall be the first person open to conviction when they can convince me1 and ,i bore him off to a private seance with ,virginia ,roberts for that purpose only4 ,he was all that was charming on the occasion4 ,he gave me a most delightful dinner at ,delmonico's first 7for which ,i tender him in print my grateful recollection71 and he tested all ,miss ,roberts' manifestations in the most delicate and gentlemanly manner 7sceptics as a rule are neither delicate nor gentlemanly71 but he could neither open my eyes to chicanery nor detect it himself4 ,he handled and shook the frail supports of the cabinet1 and confessed they were much too weak to bear any such weight as he had imagined4 ,he searched the carpeted floor and the adjoining room for hidden machinery without finding the slightest thing to rouse his suspicions1 and yet he saw the female forms float upwards through the whitewashed ceiling1 and came away from the seance room as wise as when he had entered it4 ,but this occurred some weeks after4 ,i must relate first what happened after our first seance with ,miss ,roberts4 ,mrs4 ,s---- and ,i were well enough pleased with the result to desire to test her capabilities further1 and with that intent we invited her to visit us at our hotel4 ,spiritualism is as much tabooed by one section of the ,american public as it is encouraged by the other1 and so we resolved to breathe nothing of our intentions1 but invite the girl to dine and spend the evening in our rooms with us just as if she were an ordinary visitor4 ,consequently1 we dined together at the table d'hote before we took our way upstairs4 ,mrs4 ,s---- and ,i had a private sitting-room1 the windows of which were draped with white lace curtains only1 and we had no other means to shut out the light4 ,consequently1 when we wished to sit1 all we could do was to place a chair for ,virginia ,roberts in the window recess1 behind one of these pairs of curtains1 and pin them together in front of her1 which formed the airiest cabinet imaginable4 ,we then locked the door1 lowered the gas1 and sat down on a sofa before the curtains4 ,in the space of five minutes1 without the lace curtains having been in the slightest degree disturbed1 ,francis ,lean1 my stepson1 walked through them1 and came up to my side4 ,he was dressed in his ordinary costume of jersey and jumpers1 and had a little worsted cap upon his head4 ,he displayed all the peculiarities of speech and manner ,i have noticed before2 but he was much less timid1 and stood by me for a long time talking of my domestic affairs1 which were rather complicated1 and giving me a detailed account of the accident which caused his death1 and which had been always somewhat of a mystery4 ,in doing this1 he mentioned names of people hitherto unknown to me1 but which ,i found on after inquiry to be true4 ,he seemed quite delighted to be able to manifest so indisputably like himself1 and remarked more than once1 ,i'm not much like a girl now1 am ,i1 ,ma8 ,next1 ,mrs4 ,s----'s old lover came1 of whom she was still considerably alarmed1 and her father1 who had been a great politician and a well-known man4 ,florence1 too1 of course1 though never so lively through ,miss ,roberts as through other media1 but still happy though pensive1 and full of advice how ,i was to act when ,i reached ,england again4 ,presently a soft voice said1 ,aunt ,flo1 don't you know me8 ,and ,i saw standing in front of me my niece and godchild1 ,lilian ,thomas1 who had died as a nun in the ,convent of the ,dames ,anglaises at ,bruges4 ,she was clothed in her nun's habit1 which was rather peculiar1 the face being surrounded by a white cap1 with a crimped border that hid all the hair1 and surmounted by a white veil of some heavy woollen material which covered the head and the black serge dress4 ,lilian had died of consumption1 and the death-like1 waxy complexion which she had had for some time before was exactly reproduced4 ,she had not much to say for herself2 indeed1 we had been completely separated since she had entered the convent1 but she was undoubtedly there4 ,she was succeeded by my sister ,emily1 whom ,i have already so often described4 ,and these apparitions1 six in number1 and all recognizable1 were produced in the private room of ,mrs4 ,s---- and myself1 and with no other person but ,virginia ,roberts1 sixteen years old4 ,it was about this time that we received an invitation to attend a private seance in a large house in the city1 occupied by ,mr4 and ,mrs4 ,newman1 who had ,maud ,lord staying with them as a visitor4 ,maud ,lord's mediumship is a peculiar one4 ,she places her sitters in a circle1 holding hands4 ,she then seats herself on a chair in the centre1 and keeps on clapping her hands1 to intimate that she has not changed her position4 ,the seance is held in darkness1 and the manifestations consist of direct voices1 i4e4 voices that every one can hear1 and by what they say to you1 you must judge of their identity and truthfulness4 ,i had only witnessed powers of this kind once before--through ,mrs4 ,bassett1 who is now ,mrs4 ,herne--but as no one spoke to me through her whom ,i recognized1 ,i have omitted to give any account of it4 ,as soon as ,maud ,lord's sitting was fully established1 ,i heard her addressing various members of the company1 telling them who stood beside them1 and ,i heard them putting questions to1 or holding conversations with1 creature who were invisible to me4 ,the time went on1 and ,i believed ,i was going to be left out of it1 when ,i heard a voice close to my ear whisper1 ,arthur4 ,at the same moment ,maud ,lord's voice sounded in my direction1 saying that the lady in the brown velvet hat had a gentleman standing near her1 named ,arthur1 who wished to be recognized4 ,i was the only lady present in a brown velvet hat1 yet ,i could not recall any deceased friend of the name of ,arthur who might wish to communicate with me4 7,it is a constant occurrence at a seance that the mind refuses to remember a name1 or a circumstance1 and on returning home1 perhaps the whole situation makes itself clear1 and one wonders how one could have been so dull as not to perceive it47 ,so ,i said that ,i knew no one in the spirit-world of that name1 and ,maud ,lord replied1 ,well1 he knows you1 at all events4 ,a few more minutes elapsed1 when ,i felt a touch on the third finger of my left hand1 and the voice spoke again and said1 ,arthur6 ',arthur's ring4' ,have you quite forgotten8 ,this action brought the person to my memory1 and ,i exclaimed1 ,oh6 ,johnny ,cope1 is it you8 ,to explain this1 ,i must tell my readers that when ,i went out to ,india in #ahed1 ,arthur ,cope of the ,lancers was a passenger by the same steamer2 and when we landed in ,madras1 he made me a present of a diamond ring1 which ,i wore at that seance as a guard4 ,but he was never called by anything but his nickname of ,johnny1 so that his real appellation had quite slipped my memory4 ,the poor fellow died in #ahef or #aheg1 and ,i had been ungrateful enough to forget all about him1 and should never have remembered his name had it not been coupled with the ring4 ,it would have been still more remarkable1 though1 if ,maud ,lord1 who had never seen me till that evening1 had discovered an incident which happened thirty years before1 and which ,i had completely forgotten4 ,before ,i had been many days in ,new ,york1 ,i fell ill again from exposing myself to the weather1 this time with a bad throat4 ,mrs4 ,s---- and ,i slept in the same room1 and our sitting-room opened into the bedroom4 ,she was indefatigable in her attentions and kindness to me during my illness1 and kept running backwards and forwards from the bedroom to the sitting-room1 both by night and day1 to get me fresh poultices1 which she kept hot on the steam stove4 ,one evening about eleven o'clock she got out of bed in her nightdress1 and went into the next room for this purpose4 ,almost directly after she entered it1 ,i heard a heavy fall4 ,i called her by name1 and receiving no answer1 became frightened1 jumped out of bed1 and followed her4 ,to my consternation1 ,i found her stretched out1 at full length1 on a white bearskin rug1 and quite insensible4 ,she was a delicate woman1 and ,i thought at first that she had fainted from fatigue2 but when she showed no signs of returning consciousness1 ,i became alarmed4 ,i was very weak myself from my illness1 and hardly able to stand1 but ,i managed to put on a dressing-gown and summon the assistance of a lady who occupied the room next to us1 and whose acquaintance we had already made4 ,she was strong and capable1 and helped me to place ,mrs4 ,s---- upon the sofa1 where she lay in the same condition4 ,after we had done all we could think of to bring her to herself without effect1 the next-door lady became frightened4 ,she said to me1 ,i don't like this4 ,i think we ought to call in a doctor4 ,supposing she were to die without regaining consciousness4 ,i replied1 ,i should say the same1 excepting ,i begin to believe she has not fainted at all1 but is in a trance2 and in that case1 any violent attempts to bring her to herself might injure her4 ,just see how quietly she breathes1 and how very young she looks4 ,when her attention was called to this fact1 the next-door lady was astonished4 ,mrs4 ,s----1 who was a woman past forty1 looked like a girl of sixteen4 ,she was a very pretty woman1 but with a dash of temper in her expression which spoiled it4 ,now with all the passions and lines smoothed out of it1 she looked perfectly lovely4 ,so she might have looked in death4 ,but she was not dead4 ,she was breathing4 ,so ,i felt sure that the spirit had escaped for a while and left her free4 ,i covered her up warmly on the sofa1 and determined to leave her there till the trance had passed4 ,after a while ,i persuaded the next-door lady to think as ,i did1 and to go back to her own bed4 ,as soon as she had gone1 ,i administered my own poultice1 and sat down to watch beside my friend4 ,the time went on until seven in the morning--seven hours she had lain1 without moving a limb1 upon the sofa--when1 without any warning1 she sat up and gazed about her4 ,i called her by name1 and asked her what she wanted2 but ,i could see at once1 by her expression1 that she did not know me4 ,presently she asked me1 ,who are you8 ,i told her4 ,are you ,kate's friend8 she said4 ,i answered1 ,yes4 ,do you know who ,i am8 was the next question1 which1 of course1 ,i answered in the negative4 ,mrs4 ,s---- thereupon gave me the name of a ,german gentleman which ,i had never heard before4 ,an extraordinary scene then followed4 ,influenced by the spirit that possessed her1 ,mrs4 ,s---- rose and unlocked a cabinet of her own1 which stood in the room1 and taking thence a bundle of old letters1 she selected several and read portions of them aloud to me4 ,she then told me a history of herself and the gentleman whose spirit was speaking through her1 and gave me several messages to deliver to herself the following day4 ,it will be sufficient for me to say that this history was of so private a nature1 that it was most unlikely she would have confided it to me or any one1 particularly as she was a woman of a most secretive nature2 but names1 addresses1 and even words of conversations were given1 in a manner which would have left no room for doubt of their truthfulness1 even if ,mrs4 ,s---- had not confirmed them to be facts afterwards4 ,this went on for a long time1 the spirit expressing the greatest animosity against ,mrs4 ,s---- all the while1 and then the power seemed suddenly to be spent1 and she went off to sleep again upon the sofa1 waking up naturally about an hour afterwards1 and very much surprised to hear what had happened to her meanwhile4 ,when we came to consider the matter1 we found that this unexpected seizure had taken place upon the #agth of ,march1 the day predicted by ,mrs4 ,philips four years previously as one on which a new era would commence for ,mrs4 ,s----4 ,from that time she continually went into trances1 and used to predict the future for herself and others2 but whether she has kept it up to this day ,i am unable to say1 as ,i have heard nothing from her since ,i left ,america4 ,that event took place on the #acth of ,june1 #ahhe4 ,we had been in the habit of spending our ,sunday evenings in ,miss ,roberts' seance room1 and she begged me not to miss the last opportunity4 ,when we arrived there1 we found that the accompanist who usually played the harmonium for them was unable to be present1 and ,miss ,roberts asked if ,i would be his substitute4 ,i said ,i would1 on condition that they moved the instrument on a line with the cabinet1 so that ,i might not lose a sight of what was going on4 ,this was accordingly done1 and ,i commenced to play ,thou art gone from my gaze4 ,almost immediately ,john ,powles stepped out1 dressed in uniform1 and stood by the harmonium with his hand upon my shoulder4 ,i never was much of a singer1 you know1 ,flo1 he said to me2 but if you will sing that song with me1 ,i'll try and go through it4 ,and he actually did sing 7after a fashion7 the entire two verses of the ballad1 keeping his hand on my shoulder the whole time4 ,when we came to the line1 ,i seek thee in vain by the meadow and stream1 he stooped down and whispered in my ear1 ,not quite in vain1 ,flo1 has it been8 ,i do not know if my ,english ,spiritualistic friends can cap this story1 but in ,america they told me it was quite a unique performance1 particularly at a public seance1 where the jarring of so many diverse influences often hinders instead of helping the manifestations4 ,powles appeared to be especially strong on that occasion4 ,towards the middle of the evening a kind of whining was heard to proceed from the cabinet2 and ,miss ,roberts1 who was not entranced1 said1 ,there's a baby coming out for ,miss ,marryat4 ,at the same time the face of little ,yonnie appeared at the opening of the curtains1 but nearly level with the ground1 as she was crawling out on all fours4 ,before she had had time to advance beyond them1 ,powles stepped over her and came amongst us4 ,oh1 ,powles6 ,i exclaimed1 you used to love my little babies4 ,do pick up that one for me that ,i may see it properly4 ,he immediately returned1 took up ,yonnie1 and brought her out into the circle on his arm4 ,the contrast of the baby's white kind of nightgown with his scarlet uniform was very striking4 ,he carried the child to each sitter that it might be thoroughly examined2 and when he had returned ,yonnie to the cabinet1 he came out again on his own account4 ,that evening ,i was summoned into the cabinet myself by the medium's guide1 a little ,italian girl1 who had materialized several times for our benefit4 ,when ,i entered it1 ,i stumbled up against ,miss ,roberts' chair4 ,there was barely room for me to stand beside it4 ,she said to me1 ,is that you1 ,miss ,marryat8 and ,i replied1 ,yes2 didn't you send for me8 ,she said ,no2 ,i didn't send1 ,i know nothing about it6 ,a voice behind me said1 ,i sent for you6 and at the same moment two strong arms were clasped round my waist1 and a man's face kissed me over my shoulder4 ,i asked1 ,who are you8 and he replied1 ,walk out of the cabinet and you shall see4 ,i turned round1 two hands were placed upon my shoulders1 and ,i walked back into the circle with a tall man walking behind me in that position4 ,when ,i could look at him in the gaslight1 ,i recognized my brother1 ,frank ,marryat1 who died in #ahee1 and whom ,i had never seen since4 ,of course1 the other spirits who were familiar with ,mrs4 ,s---- and myself came to wish me a pleasant voyage across the ,atlantic1 but ,i have mentioned them all so often that ,i fear ,i must already have tired out the patience of my readers4 ,but in order to be impressive it is so necessary to be explicit4 ,all ,i can bring forward in excuse is1 that every word ,i have written is the honest and unbiassed truth4 ,here1 therefore1 ends the account of my experience in ,spiritualism up to the present moment--not1 by any means1 the half1 nor yet the quarter of it1 but all ,i consider likely to interest the general public4 ,and those who have been interested in it may see their own friends as ,i have done1 if they will only take the same trouble that ,i have done4 ,,chapter ,,xxx4 ,,qui ,,bono8 ,my friends have so often asked me this question1 that ,i think1 before ,i close this book1 ,i am justified in answering it1 at all events1 as far as ,i myself am concerned4 ,how often have ,i sat1 surrounded by an interested audience1 who knew me too well to think me either a lunatic or a liar2 and after ,i have told them some of the most marvellous and thrilling of my experiences1 they have assailed me with these questions1 ,but what is it8 ,and what good does it do8 ,what is it8 ,there1 my friends1 ,i confess you stagger me6 ,i can no more tell you what it is than ,i can tell you what you are or what ,i am4 ,we know that1 like ,topsy1 we grew4 ,we know that1 given certain conditions and favorable accessories1 a child comes into this world1 and a seed sprouts through the dark earth and becomes a flower2 but though we know the cause and see the effect1 the greatest man of science1 or the greatest botanist1 cannot tell you how the child is made1 nor how the plant grows4 ,neither can ,i 7or any one7 tell you what the power is that enables a spirit to make itself apparent4 ,i can only say that it can do so1 and refer you to the ,creator of you and me and the entire universe4 ,the commonest things the earth produces are all miracles1 from the growing of a mustard seed to the expansion of a human brain4 ,what is more wonderful than the hatching of an egg8 ,you see it done every day4 ,it has become so common that you regard it as an event of no consequence4 ,you know the exact number of days the bird must sit to produce a live chicken with all its functions ready for nature's use1 but you see nothing wonderful in it4 ,all birds can do the same1 and you would not waste your time in speculating on the wondrous effect of heat upon a liquid substance which turns to bone and blood and flesh and feathers4 ,if you were as familiar with the reappearance of those who have gone before as you are with chickens1 you would see nothing supernatural in their manifesting themselves to you1 and nothing more miraculous than in the birth of a child or the hatching of an egg4 ,why should it be8 ,who has fixed the abode of the spirit after death8 ,who can say where it dwells1 or that it is not permitted to return to this world1 perhaps to live in it altogether8 ,still1 however the ,almighty sends them1 the fact remains that they come1 and that thousands can testify to the fact4 ,as to the theory advanced by some people that they are devils1 sent to lure us to our destruction1 that is an insult to the wisdom or mercy of an ,omnipotent ,creator4 ,they cannot come except by ,his permission1 just as ,he sends children to some people and withholds them from others4 ,and the conversation of most of those that ,i have talked with is all on the side of religion1 prayer1 and self-sacrifice4 ,my friends1 at all events1 have never denied the existence of a ,god or a ,saviour4 ,they have1 on the contrary 7and especially ,florence71 been very quick to rebuke me for anything ,i may have done that was wrong1 for neglect of prayer and church-going1 for speaking evil of my neighbors1 or any other fault4 ,they have continually inculcated the doctrine that religion consists in unselfish love to our fellow-creatures1 and in devotion to ,god4 ,i do not deny that there are frivolous and occasionally wicked spirits about us4 ,is it to be wondered at8 ,for one spirit that leaves this world calculated to do good to his fellow-creatures1 a hundred leave it who will do him harm4 ,that is really the reason that the ,church discourages ,spiritualism4 ,she does not disbelieve in it4 ,she knows it to be true2 but she also knows it to be dangerous4 ,since like attracts like1 the numbers of thoughtless spirits who still dwell on earth would naturally attract the numbers of thoughtless spirits who have left it1 and their influence is best dispensed with4 ,talk of devils4 ,i have known many more devils in the flesh than out of it1 and could name a number of acquaintances who1 when once passed out of this world1 ,i should steadfastly refuse to have any communication with4 ,i have no doubt myself whatever as to what it is1 or that ,i have seen my dear friends and children as ,i knew them upon earth4 ,but how they come or where they go1 ,i must wait until ,i join them to ascertain1 even if ,i shall do it then4 ,the second question1 however1 ,i can more easily deal with1 ,what good is it8 ,the only wonder to me is that people who are not stone-blind to what is going on in this world can put such a question4 ,what good is it to have one's faith in ,immortality and another life confirmed in an age of freethought1 scepticism and utter callousness8 ,when ,i look around me and see the young men nowadays--ay1 and the young women too--who believe in no hereafter1 who lie down and die1 like the dumb animals who cannot be made to understand the love of the dear ,god who created them although they feel it1 ,i cannot think of anything calculated to do them more good than the return of a father or a mother or a friend1 who could convince them by ocular demonstration that there is a future life and happiness and misery1 according to the one we have led here below4 ,oh1 but1 ,i seem to hear some readers exclaim1 we do believe in all that you say4 ,we have been taught so from our youth up1 and the ,bible points to it in every line4 ,you may think you believe it1 my friends1 and in a theoretical way you may2 but you do not realize it1 and the whole of your lives proves it4 ,death1 instead of being the blessed portal to the ,life ,elysian1 the gate of which may swing open for you any day1 and admit you to eternal and unfading happiness1 is a far-off misty phantom1 whose approach you dread1 and the sight of which in others you run away from4 ,the majority of people avoid the very mention of death4 ,they would not look at a corpse for anything2 the sight of a coffin or a funeral or a graveyard fills them with horror2 the idea of it for themselves makes them turn pale with fright4 ,is this belief in the existence of a tender ,father and a blessed home waiting to receive them on the other side8 ,even professed ,christians experience what they term a natural horror at the thought of death6 ,i have known persons of fixed religious principles who had passed their lives 7apparently7 in prayer1 and expressed their firm belief in ,heaven waiting for them1 fight against death with all their mortal energies1 and try their utmost to baffle the disease that was sent to carry them to everlasting happiness4 ,is this logical8 ,it is tantamount in my idea to the pauper in the workhouse who knows that directly the gate is open to let him through1 he will pass from skilly1 oakum1 and solitary confinement to the ,king's ,palace to enjoy youth1 health1 and prosperity evermore2 and who1 when he sees the gates beginning to unclose1 puts his back and all his neighbors' backs against them to keep them shut as long as possible4 ,death should not be a horror to any one2 and if we knew more about it1 it would cease to be so4 ,it is the mystery that appals us4 ,we see our friends die1 and no word or sign comes back to tell us that there is no death1 so we picture them to ourselves mouldering in the damp earth till we nearly go mad with grief and dismay4 ,some people think me heartless because ,i never go near the graves of those whom ,i love best4 ,why should ,i8 ,i might with more reason go and sit beside a pile of their cast-off garments4 ,i could see them1 and they would actually retain more of their identity and influence than the corpse which ,i could not see4 ,i mourn their loss just the same1 but ,i mourn it as ,i should do if they had settled for life in a far distant land1 from which ,i could only enjoy occasional glimpses of their happiness4 ,and ,i may say emphatically that the greatest good ,spiritualism does is to remove the fear of one's own death4 ,one can never be quite certain of the changes that circumstances may bring about1 nor do ,i like to boast overmuch4 ,disease and weakness may destroy the nerve ,i flatter myself on possessing2 but ,i think ,i may say that as matters stand at present ,i have no fear of death whatever1 and the only trouble ,i can foresee in passing through it will be to witness the distress of my friends4 ,but when ,i remember all those who have gathered on the other side1 and whom ,i firmly believe will be present to help me in my passage there1 ,i can feel nothing but a great curiosity to pierce the mysteries as yet unrevealed to me1 and a great longing for the time to come when ,i shall join those whom ,i loved so much on earth4 ,not to be happy at once by any manner of means4 ,i am too sinful a mortal for that1 but to work out my salvation in the way ,god sees best for me1 to make my own heaven or hell according as ,i have loved and succoured my fellow-creatures here below4 ,yet however much ,i may be destined to suffer1 never without hope and assistance from those whom ,i have loved1 and never without feeling that through the goodness of ,god each struggle or reparation brings me near to the fruition of eternal happiness4 ,this is my belief1 this is the good that the certain knowledge that we can never die has done for me1 and the worst ,i wish for anybody is that they may share it with me4 ,oh6 though oft depressed and lonely1 ,all my fears are laid aside1 ,if ,i but remember only ,such as these have lived and died4 ,,the ,,end4 ,,united ,,states ,,book ,,company',s ,announcements ,,and ,new ,publications4 99499,the books mentioned in this ,list can be obtained to order by any ,bookseller if not in stock1 or will be sent by the ,publisher post free on receipt of price4 ,,lovell',s ,,international ,,series #ac4 ,on ,circumstantial ,evidence--,by ,florence ,marryat ,this is a story in which love and intrigue are the two disturbing elements4 ,miss ,marryat is well-known to the readers of sentimental novels4 ,she has a bright and crisp way of presenting the frailties of the human race1 which makes her stories entertaining4--,boston ,herald4 ,,cloth1 #a4jj4 ,,paper ,,cover1 #cj ,,cents4 #ad4 ,miss ,kate1 or the ,confessions of a ,caretaker--,by ,rita ,this is a novel of much interest in the first part1 of the objectionable guilty love order in the latter half4 ,there are some beautiful bits of character drawing in it1 and some very clever hits at ,american foibles4 ,this story is exceedingly well told4--,nashville ,american4 ,,cloth1 #a4jj4 ,,paper ,,cover1 #cj ,,cents4 #ae4 ,a ,vagabond ,lover--,by ,rita ,is a mere sketch4 ,the hero having been a child who was washed on shore from a shipwreck during a storm1 and found by a man who believed that he had discovered the cause and generation of life4 ,the child was made a subject for experiment2 life was breathed into it1 but only physical life and not its higher principle4 ,the result is that the child grows up to manhood without one redeeming virtue1 and seems to delight in doing all manner of evil4--,philadelphia ,record4 ,,cloth1 #a4jj4 ,,paper ,,cover1 #bj ,,cents4 #af4 ,the ,search for ,basil ,lyndhurst--,by ,rosa ,n4 ,carey ,is a well written ,english novel1 into which are woven numerous historical sketches1 adding the merit of instructiveness to its other qualities4--,pittsburgh ,post4 ,,cloth1 #a4jj4 ,,paper ,,cover1 #cj ,,cents4 #ci4 ,sylvia ,arden--,by ,oswald ,crawfurd ,is a novel whose story is supposed to be told by a man who confesses at the outset that life has been with him a failure4 ,he has been successful in nothing though trying everything--and the novel deals with the most remarkable incidents in that sort of a career4 ,it is a cleverly done book1 and there is much in it which is fresh as well as exciting4--,columbus1 ,o41 ,journal4 ,,cloth1 #a4jj4 ,,paper ,,cover1 #cj ,,cents4 #dj4 ,young ,mr4 ,ainslie's ,courtship--,by ,f4 ,c4 ,philips ,it seems impossible for ,f4 ,c4 ,philips1 the author of ,as in a ,looking ,glass1 to keep sensational tragedy out of his novels4 ,in ,young ,mr4 ,ainslie's ,courtship he has written a story which is charming1 witty8 and agreeable up to the very last chapter4--,san ,francisco ,chronicle4 ,,cloth1 #a4jj4 ,,paper ,,cover1 #cj ,,cents4 #da4 ,the ,haute ,noblesse--,by ,geo4 ,manville ,fenn ,is a well wrought story of which the heroine is a child of the high aristocracy1 but nevertheless such admirable traits and qualities that even the humblest reader cannot fail to love her4--,columbus1 ,o41 ,journal4 ,,cloth4 #a4jj4 ,,paper ,,cover1 #cj ,,cents4 #db4 ,mount ,eden--,by ,florence ,marryat ,miss ,florence ,marryat is well known to the readers of sentimental novels4 ,she has a bright and crisp way of presenting the frailties of the human race1 which makes her stories entertaining1 even if they are devoid of all good moral purpose4 ,they open one's eyes to the inconsistencies of life without wholly destroying his faith in his fellow citizens4--,boston ,herald4 ,,cloth1 #a4jj4 ,,paper ,,cover1 #cj ,,cents4 #hb4 ,a ,woman's ,heart--,by ,mrs4 ,alexander ,the name of this author is familiar to all lovers of fiction who will need nothing more to assure them that they will not regret the time spent in reading ,a ,woman's ,heart4 ,it is a refined and interesting story1 pleasant and easy reading1 as is usual with all ,mrs4 ,alexander's works4 ,,cloth1 #a4jj4 ,,paper ,,cover1 #ej ,,cents4 #hc4 ,syrlin--,by ,ouida ,the announcement of a new novel by ,ouida1 sends a thrill of delight through the countless host of faithful admirers of that petulant priestess of mild improprieties4 ,her new books are just like her old ones4 ,there is the usual abundance of gilded vice and wilful wickedness lugged in to give the book its wonted flavor4--,n4 ,o4 ,states4 ,,cloth1 #a4jj4 ,,paper ,,cover1 #ej ,,cents4 #hd4 ,the ,rival ,princess--,by ,justin ,mc,carthy and ,mrs4 ,campbell ,praed ,it is a romance of contemporary ,english politics wherein many well-known public men appear under thin disguises4 ,there is a ,stuart princess with lineal claims to the ,english throne1 and there is an unmasked ,mr4 ,gladstone1 who boldly urges the abolition of the ,house of ,lords4--,charleston ,sunday ,times4 ,,cloth1 #a4jj4 ,,paper ,,cover1 #ej ,,cents4 #he4 ,blindfold--,by ,florence ,marryat ,is1 in many respects1 the best novel which has been given us by the prolific pen of the well-known ,englishwoman4 ,the story is novel1 well told1 and events follow upon each other quickly1 never allowing the interest to flag4--,denver ,news4 ,,cloth1 #a4jj4 ,,paper ,,cover1 #ej ,,cents4 ,,united ,,states ,,book ,,company1 ,,publishers1 ,n4 ,y4 ,transcriber's ,notes3 ,text that was written in bold is marked like this4 ,page #d1 ,,marryatt changed to ,,marryat 7,normalising spelling of author's name7 ,page #ah1 nor changed to not 7a single medium of whom ,i have not7 ,page #dg1 bood changed to blood 7where the stain of his blood still remained7 ,page #di1 briliant changed to brilliant 7a room that was unpleasantly brilliant7 ,page #eh1 tempered changed to tampered 7it had not been tampered with7 ,page #fa1 seing changed to seeing 7the possibility of seeing a ghost17 ,page #abg1 foreigh changed to foreign 7he was equally ignorant of foreign languages7 ,page #acd1 succssefully changed to successfully 7in order to imitate her manner and speech successfully7 ,page #acg1 ,gupyy changed to ,guppy 7,as ,mrs4 ,guppy came sailing over our heads7 ,page #ach1 it changed to if 7,i inquired of every sitter if they had seen7 ,page #aee1 eartly changed to earthly 7as naturally as if she were their earthly form7 ,page #aef1 ,fitzgarald changed to ,fitzgerald 7,mrs4 ,fitzgerald was dining with us7 ,page #aeh1 ,fitzgereld changed to ,fitzgerald 7returned through ,mrs4 ,fitzgerald7 ,page #agf1 don changed to done 7perhaps1 than anything else has done7 ,page #ahj1 ,added missing end single quote in probable correct place 7through the life that lies before you4'7 ,page #ahb1 forgetten changed to forgotten 7,i had almost forgotten ,mr4 ,plummer7 ,page #ahe1 mamed changed to named 7a photographer in ,london1 named ,hudson7 ,page #ahi1 instrument changed to instruments 7the two instruments pealed forth7 ,page #aih1 ocsion changed to occasion 7,mr4 ,towns prognosticated on that occasion7 ,page #bja1 conducter changed to conductor 7,did you know the spirit8 the conductor asked7 ,page #bbj1 aquaintance changed to acquaintance 7soon after ,i made her acquaintance7 ,page #bee1 creature changed to creatures 7creatures who were invisible to me7 ,page #bef1 ,mr changed to ,mrs 7,mrs4 ,s---- and ,i slept in the same room7 ,page #bfd1 ,christian changed to ,christians 7,even professed ,christians experience what they term7 ,end catalogue1 ,no4 #ac1 ,circumstatial changed to ,circumstantial 7,on ,circumstantial ,evidence7 ,end catalogue1 ,no4 #ci1 successfu changed to successful 7,he has been successful in nothing7 ,n4,b4 #a4 ,some punctuation corrections have not been noted here4 #b4 ,two non-matching instances of latin word3 propria and propria4 ,left as-is4