,,! ,,/ory ,,( ,,anna ,,k+s=d ,,& ,,edw>d ,,maitl& ,,& ,,( ,,! ,,new ,,gospel ,,( ,,int]pretation ,,by ,,edw>d ,,maitl&4 ,,edit$ ,,by ,,samuel ,,hopgood ,,h>t4 ,! days ( ! ,cov5ant ( ,manife/ation are pass+ away2 ,! ,gospel ( ,int]pretation come?4 ,!re %all no?+ new be told2 b t :i* is anci5t %all be int]pret$4 99 99 99 99 99 ,n[ is ! ,gospel ( ,int]pretation come1 & ! k+dom ( ! ,"m ( ,god4--,c4,w4,s41 ,"p ,i4 ,no4 ii4 7"p #b7 #aj4 #aa4 & ,"p ,,ii4 ,no4 xiii4 #ca4 ,,?ird ,,& ,,enl>g$ ,,edition4 ,,price ,,?ree ,,%ill+s ,,& ,,sixp5ce4 ,,birm+ham3 ,,! ,,rusk9 ,,press1 ,,/af=d ,,/reet4 #aije4 #a/ ,edition 444 ,*ri/mas1 #ahic4 #bnd ,edition 444 ,*ri/mas1 #ahid4 #crd ,edition 444 ,*ri/mas1 #aije4 ,,preface ,,to ,,! ,,fir/ ,,& ,,second ,,editions4 ,?is book is design$ 7#a7 9 satisfaction ( ! widely-express$ desire = a m p>ticul> acc\nt ?an has yet be5 r5d]$ conc]n+ ! g5esis ( ! writ+s claim+ to con/itute a ,new ,gospel ( ,int]pretation2 & 7#b7 9 fulfilm5t ( ! duty incumb5t on me z ! survivor ( ! two recipi5ts ( su* ,gospel to sp>e no means :i* may m9i/] to its recognition & acceptance by ! _w1 = ^: b5efit x has be5 v\*saf$4 ,al?\gh l>gely biographical 9 "*1 ?is book is n a hi/ory ( individuals1 b ( a ,"w1 & involves only su* p]sonal ref]5ces z are necess>y to su* hi/ory4 ,x is n1 h[ev]1 a full or a f9al acc\nt t is conta9$ 9 x4 ,su* an acc\nt c be giv5 only 9 ! =m ( ! regul> biography :i* is 9 c\rse ( prep>ation4 ,?is book is an in/alm5t only ( t biography1 be+ put =? 9 advance ( x1 p>tly1 z said above1 to meet a pres5t ne$1 & p>tly1 to prev5t a total loss ( ! record 9 ! ev5t ( my failure to complete x--a cont+5cy ( :i*1 9 view ( ! magnitude ( ! task & my advanc$ age1 ,i am b\nd to take acc\nt4 ,e4,m4 ,,preface ,,to ,,! ,,?ird ,,edition4 ,s9ce ! publication 9 #ahic ( ?is book :i*1 z /at$ 9 ,*apt] ,,vii41 0 int5d$ b z an epitome & in/alm5t ( a f> l>g] book !n 9 c\rse ( prep>ation1 ! full & f9al acc\nt ( ! ,new ,gospel ( ,int]pretation has be5 giv5 to ! _w4 ,9 #ahif ,edw>d ,maitl& publi%$ 8 magnum opus1 ,! ,life ( ,anna ,k+s=d1 9 two l>ge volumes ( #dbj pages1 illu/rat$ ) portraits1 views1 & facsimiles4 ,?is is1 & w always be1 ! biography p> excell5ce ( ,anna ,k+s=d & ,edw>d ,maitl&1 & x is absolutely indisp5sable = ^? :o w\ld "k all t !re is to be kn[n ( !m & _! "w & ( ! ,new ,gospel ( ,int]pretation4 ,z t book1 h[ev]1 on acc\nt ( its great l5g?1 mu/ always be a co/ly book1 & !re=e beyond ! means ( _m :o w\ld l to h "s reliable in=mation conc]n+ ,anna ,k+s=d & ,edw>d ,maitl& & _! "w1 & z !re are _m :o1 on acc\nt ( _! "t = read+ be+ limit$ or _! incl9ation to read be+ little1 require in=mation )9 ! compass ( a small book or g )\t x altoge!r1 !re w1 not)/&+ ! publication ( ! ,life ( ,anna ,k+s=d1 be a dem& = ?is %ort] ,/ory1 :i* is s admirably suit$ to meet ! ne$s or requirem5ts ( ^! classes ( p]sons2 =1 be x not$1 ! publication ( ,! ,life ( ,anna ,k+s=d has n 9 any way depreciat$ ! value ( ?is book 9 ?is s5se t1 hav+ be5 writt5 by "o ( ! two recipi5ts ( ! ,new ,gospel ( ,int]pretation1 x is a fir/ au?ority second to none = ! /atem5ts !re9 conta9$4 ,! *ange 9 ! title ( ! book f ,! ,/ory ( ! ,new ,gospel ( ,int]pretation to ! pres5t title calls = "s explanation & ju/ification1 because ! =m] title 0 an excell5t "o 9 _m respects1 & ! book has become kn[n to _m by t title4 ,! ,gospel ( ,int]pretation is ! "n or description :i* 0 giv5 by its ,div9e ,inspir]s1 ! ,hi]>*y ( ! ,sph]es ,cele/ial1 to ! "w ( :i* ?is book tells ! /ory1 9 tok5 ( its relation to ! previ\s ,gospel ( ,manife/ation4 ,! =m] title impli$1 z ! ,au?or po9t$ out 9 8 preface1 t t :i* ?is book prop\nd$ 0 n really a new ,gospel1 b "o ( ,int]pretation only2 & ?is is n really new1 b1 z ! ,au?or has also po9t$ out1 s old z to h become =gott5 & lo/1 be+ ! purely spiritual s5se1 z disc]n$ f ! purely spiritual /&po9t orig9ally int5d$ & insi/$ on by ,scripture itself z its true s5se & /&po9t1 & ^? :i* alone r5d] ,scripture intelligible#a4 ,b not)/&+ ?is1 & not)/&+ t on ! front page x 0 expressly /at$ t ,!re %all no?+ new be told2 b t :i* is anci5t %all be int]pret$1 ! =m] title fail$ to convey to ! m9ds ( "s ! mean+ t x 0 int5d$ to convey1 & x gave no indication ( ! biographical nature ( ! "w4 ,_m :o o!rwise w\ld h read ! book refra9$ f do+ s because !y ?\ght t a new ,gospel1 inconsi/5t ) & p]haps oppos$ to if n int5d$ to sup]s$e ! old ,gospel1 0 prop\nd$4 ,x is necess>y1 !re=e1 = me to /ate1 if possible m explicitly ?an x 0 /at$ 9 ! previ\s editions ( ?is book1 t ?is is n an attempt to create a new ,gospel diff]+ f t ( ,jesus ,*ri/#b4 ,anna ,k+s=d's & ,edw>d ,maitl&'s mission & aim 0 to int]pret ! ,*ri/1 n to rival or sup]s$e ,him4 ,! ,new ,gospel is1 fir/ & =emo/1 int]pretative1 & is de/ructive only 9 ! s5se ( recon/ructive4 ,x tells no?+ new2 x simply re/ores & re9=ces ! old1 ev5 ! ,gnosis1 :i*1 z ! doctr9e ( ! ,*ur* unfall51 is t also ( ! ,*ur* fall51 ?\gh ! latt] has lo/ ! key to its int]pretation#c4 ,nor is ! tea*+ repres5t$ by ?is book oppos$ to ! exi/5ce ( an objective ,*ur*4 ,anna ,k+s=d & ,edw>d ,maitl& fully recognis$ ! necessity ( su* an organisation = ! =mulation1 propagation1 & exposition ( religion4 ,_! opposition 0 only to ! recognition by ! ,*ur* ( ! objective1 hi/orical1 & mat]iali/ic aspect ( religion1 to ! exclusion ( t :i* really con/itutes religion1 namely1 its subjective1 spiritual1 & sub/antial aspect1 :]e9 alone x appeals to ! m9d & s\l1 & is efficaci\s = r$emption4 ,! aim ( ! ,new ,gospel is def9$ exactly1 said ,edw>d ,maitl&1 9 ! foll[+ citation f ,/4 ,dionysius ! ,areopagite 'n to de/roy1 b to con/ruct2 or1 r1 to de/roy by con/ruction2 to conqu] error by ! full pres5tm5t ( tru?4' ,z w be obvi\s1 su* a design does n necess>ily involve ! de/ruction ( any?+ t exi/s :e!r ( symbol or ritual1 or ecclesia/ical organisation1 b only _! reg5]ation by means ( _! translation into _! spiritual & div9ely int5d$ s5se4 ,& x is precisely because t s5se has be5 lo/--z decl>$ 9 ,scripture x _h long be51 & w\ld yet long be1 lo/--t a new ',gospel ( ,int]pretation' has be5 v\*saf$ 9 fulfilm5t ( ! promises 9 ,scripture to t effect2 & ?is f ! s\rce ( ! orig9al ,div9e revelation1 namely1 ! ,*ur* ,cele/ial1 & by ! me?od :i* always 0 t ( su* revelation1 namely1 ! intuition op]at+ "u special illum9ation4444 ,ev5 ! prie/1 ?\gh hi!rto des]v$ly reg>d$ z ! 'enemy ( man1' w n be de/roy$ "u ! new regime ^: inauguration we are witness+4 ,= 9 becom+ int]pret] z well z adm9i/rator1 he w be prophet z well z prie/1 & speak out ! ?+s ( ,god & ! s\l in/ead ( conceal+ !m "u a veil4 ,s w ! 'veil be tak5 away1' & ,ca91 ! prie/1 in/ead ( kill+ ,abel1 ! prophet1 z hi!rto1 w unite ) him1 becom+ prophet & prie/ 9 "o4 ,& in/ead ( any long] corrupt+ ! 'woman' ,intuition1 & suppress+ ! 'man' ,intellect1 he w purify & exalt h]1 & enable h] to fulfil h] prop] function z '! ,"m ( ,god' 9 man1 & w recognise ! intellect1 :5 duly conjo9$ ) h]1 z ! heir ( all ?+s4 ,?us1 becom+ int]pret] z well z adm9i/rator1 prophet z well z prie/1 & recognis+ int]pretation z ! coroll>y ( ! und]/&+1 ! prophet-prie/ ( ! reg5]ation w give to m5 freely ( ! wat]s ( life1 t only true bread ( ,heav51 :i* is ! food ( ! und]/&+1 in/ead ( ! indige/ible '/ones' & poison\s 's]p5ts' ( doctr9es1 ! pr(ession ( :i*1 by divorc+ ass5t f conviction1 involves t moral & intellectual suicide1 to induce o!rs to jo9 him 9 committ+ :i* ,c>d9al ,newman wrote 8 ',gramm> ( ,ass5t1' ,true x is 'fai? t saves1' b ! fai? t is )\t und]/&+ is n fai?1 b cr$ulity#d4 ,x is = ! above-m5tion$ reasons t ! title ( ?is book has be5 *ang$4 ,! title mu/ be subs]vi5t to ! book1 & x is hop$ t1 ! *ange hav+ be5 made1 !re w n be any fur!r misund]/&+--ev5 on ! "p ( ^? :o are mo/ sup]ficial--z to ! nature & object ( ,! ,/ory ( ! ,new ,gospel ( ,int]pretation4 ,edw>d ,maitl& did n long survive ! completion ( ! great task t he und]took :5 he set himself to write a full acc\nt ( 8 life & t ( 8 colleague4 ,he reta9$ 8 full m5tal vig\r until ! publication ( ,! ,life ( ,anna ,k+s=d2 b aft] t he rapidly decl9$1 & on ! #bnd ,octob]1 #ahig1 at ! close ( 8 sev5ty-?ird ye>1 a little ov] n9e ye>s aft] ! dea? ( ,anna ,k+s=d#e1 he pass$ away peacefully at ,! ,w>d]s at ,tonbridge1 ! home 7at t "t7 ( 8 fri5ds ,colonel & ,mrs4 ,currie1 ) :om1 & "u ^: lov+ c>e1 he sp5t ! la/ few mon?s ( 8 life--a life conc]n+ :i*1 z also t ( ,anna ,k+s=d1 ,i w n say any?+ "h1 = ?is book w te/ify4 ,bless$ are ! s\ls :om ! j commemorate be=e ,god4 99 99 99 99 99 ,_m :o read ^! pages w n re/ until !y "k m ( ^? great prophets ! /ory ( ^: lives is "h told1 & ( ! ,div9e ,gnosis t x 0 _! high mission to proclaim4 ,i h indicat$ :5ce !y c obta9 ?is in=mation4 ,?is ,/ory1 int]e/+ z x is & mu* z !re is 9 x1 is little m ?an an indication ( "s ( ! facts t are fully /at$ & dealt ) 9 ,! ,life ( ,anna ,k+s=d1 & !re is mu* ( importance t 7z x c\ld n possibly receive prop] treatm5t 9 a book ( ?is size7 0 pass$ ov] "h to be relat$ 9 ! l>g] biography4 ,i h n ?\ght x exp$i5t to alt] ! "* ( or to add mu* to ?is book1 b ,i h enl>g$ x by incorporat+ !re91 f ,! ,life ( ,anna ,k+s=d1 "s additional matt] :i* is ( int]e/1 & :i* %\ld add to ! value ( ! book4 ,! mo/ important additions are ! acc\nt ( ,anna ,k+s=d's vision ( ,! ,doom$ ,tra91 on p4p4 #dc-dg2 ! acc\nt ( ,anna ,k+s=d's vision ( ,adonai1 on pp4 #fd-fh2 ! ,exhortation ( ,h]mes to 8 ,neophytes1 on pp4 #aaj-aab2 ! v]ses ,conc]n+ ! ,passage ( ! ,s\l1 on pp4 #afi-agj2 & ! illum9ation ( ,anna ,k+s=d conc]n+ ! ,"w ( ,p[]1 on pp4 #ahj-aha4 ,i h also amplifi$ ! text 9 "s places :51 on comp>+ x ) correspond+ passages 9 ,! ,life ( ,anna ,k+s=d1 ,i f\nd t ,i c\ld d s ) advantage4 ,^! amplifications are n o!rwise not$4 ,f9ally1 ,i h add$ "s notes :]e ,i ?\ght t fur!r explanation 0 desirable or w\ld prove acceptable4 ,,saml4 ,,hopgood ,,h>t4 ,croydon1 ,decemb]1 #aije4 ,,footnotes3 #a ,e4,m4 ,lett] 9 ,light ( #bi? ,augu/1 #ahia4 #b ,see fur!r z to ?is1 an article by ,a4,k4 & ,e4,m4 9 ,light ( #bcrd ,septemb]1 #ahhb1 repr9t$ 9 ,life ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,,ii4 p4 #gg4 #c ,e4,m4 ,lett] 9 ,light ( #bbnd ,july1 #ahic4 #d ,e4,m4 ,lett] 9 ,light ( #ag? ,decemb]1 #ahib4 #e ,a4,k4 di$ on ! #bbnd ,febru>y1 #ahhh ,,introduction4 ,!re are c]ta9 introductory rem>ks :i*1 9 view ( ! prevail+ t5d5cy to reject prior to exam9ation :atev] conflicts ) /rongly *]i%$ preconceptions--z any?+ purport+ to be a new ,gospel is und\bt$ly calculat$ to d--may be made ) advantage4 ,^? rem>ks are z foll[s3-- 7#a7 ,z its title implies#f1 t :i* is prop\nd$ is n really a new ,gospel1 b "o ( ,int]pretation only1 :i* is precisely :at is admitt$ by all s]i\s & ?\ghtful p]sons to be ! supreme ne$ ( ! times4 ,x 0 said1 = in/ance1 by ! late ,mat!w ,arnold1 ,at ! pres5t mom5t !re are two ?+s ab\t ! ,*ri/ian religion :i* mu/ be obvi\s to e p]cipi5t p]son3 "o1 t m5 _c d )\t x2 ! o!r1 t !y _c d ) x z x is4 7#b7 ,z also its title implies#f no?+ new is told 9 x1 b t only :i* is old is int]pret$2 & ! appeal on its behalf is n to au?ority1 :e!r ( ,book1 ,tradition1 or ,in/itution1 b to ! ,und]/&+--a quality :i* accords n only ) ! _s ( ! times1 b also--z %ewn h]e9--) t ( religion itself1 prop]ly s call$4 7#c7 ,scripture manife/ly comprises two conflict+ sy/ems ( doctr9e & practice1 hav+ = _! repres5tatives respectively ! prie/ & ! prophet1 "o only ( :i* sy/ems1 & ?is ! sy/em reprobat$ 9 ,scripture itself1 has hi!rto obta9$ recognition f ,*ri/5dom4 ,x is ! purpose ( ! ,new ,gospel ( ,int]pretation to exp\nd ! sy/em repres5t$ by ! prophet & approv$ 9 ,scripture1 ) a view to replac+ ! o!r4 7#d7 ,= ^? :o atta* value to ! prophecies conta9$ 9 ! ,bible1 s f> f !re be+ an a priori improbability aga9/ ! deliv]y ( a new revelation 9 int]pretation1 confirmation1 or completion ( ! =m] revelation1 & 9 correction ( ! false pres5tm5t ( x1 ! probability ought to be all 9 fav\r ( su* an ev5t4 ,?is is because ,scripture ab\nds 9 pr$ictions ( a re/oration bo? ( faculty & ( k1 z to take place at ! pres5t "t & "u ! exi/+ conditions ( ,*ur* & ,_w2 & ?is ( su* k9d z %all con/itute a second & spiritual manife/ation ( ! ,*ri/ 9 rectification ( ! p]v]sion ( ! import ( ,8 fir/ & p]sonal manife/ation1 & 9 arre/ ( ! great ,apo/acy1 n only f ! true fai? ( ,*ri/ b f religion itself1 ( :i* t p]v]sion has be5 ! cause4 7#e7 ,s f> f ! idea ( a new revelation :i* %all h = its end ! disclosure1 z ! true s5se ( ,scripture & ,dogma1 ( a s5se diff]+ s widely f t hi!rto accept$ z to be virtually de/ructive ( x1--s f> f ?is idea be+ univ]sally repugnant to or?odox ecclesia/ics1 x has f\nd w>m recognition f "o ( ! =emo/ ( mod]n *ur*m54 ,?is is ! late ,c>d9al ,newman4 ,said ,dr ,newman 9 8 ,apologia pro vita sua1 speak+ ( 8 e>li] days1 ,! broad philosophy ( ,clem5t & ,orig5 c>ri$ me away2 ! philosophy1 n ! !ological doctr9e4444 ,"s portions ( _! tea*+1 magnific5t 9 !mselves1 came l music to my inw>d e>1 z if ! response to ideas1 :i*1 ) little ext]nal to enc\rage !m1 ,i _h *]i%$ s long4 ,^! 7 bas$ on ! my/ical or sacram5tal pr9ciple1 & spoke ( ! v>i\s ,economies or ,disp5sations ( ! ,et]nal4 ,i und]/ood ^! passages to mean t ! ext]ior _w1 physical & hi/orical1 0 b ! manife/ation to our s5ses ( realities great] ?an itself4 ,nature 0 a p>able3 ,scripture 0 an allegory34444 ,! process ( *ange _h be5 sl[2 x _h be5 done n ra%ly1 b by rule & measure1 'at sundry times & 9 div]s mann]s1' fir/ "o disclosure & !n ano!r1 till ! :ole evangelical doctr9e 0 br\ght into full manife/ation4 ,& ?us room 0 made = ! anticipation ( fur!r & deep] disclosures ( tru?s /ill "u ! veil ( ! lett]1 & 9 _! season to be reveal$4 ,! visible _w /ill rema9s )\t its div9e int]pretation3 ,holy ,*ur* 9 h] sacram5ts & h] hi]>*ical appo9tm5ts1 w rema91 ev5 to ! end ( ! _w1 aft] all b a symbol ( ^? heav5ly facts :i* fill et]nity4 ,h] my/]ies are b ! expressions1 9 human language1 ( tru?s to :i* ! human m9d is unequal#g4 ,dr ,newman is cr$it$ also ) ! rem>k1 made on visit+ ,rome = 8 inve/iture1 t he saw no hope = religion save 9 a new revelation4 ,^! are utt]ances ! value ( :i* is 9 no way dim9i%$ by ! fact t _! utt]] fail$ to br+ 8 own life into accordance ) !m4 ,he c\ld write1 inde$1 ! hymn ,lead1 k9dly light2 b :5 ! k9dly light 0 v\*saf$ him ( ^? sugge/ions ( a sy/em ( ?\ght conceal$ )9 ! ,*ri/ian ,symbology1 magnific5t 9 !mselves & mak+ music to 8 inw>d e>1 :i* he f\nd 9 ! patri/ic writ+s2 in/ead ( foll[+ t lead1 & /riv+ to exhume ! treasures ( div9e tru? ?us buri$ & hidd5 f sight1 = ! salvation ( a _w p]i%+ = want ( !m1--he turn$ 8 back ^u x1 &--ent]+ ! ,*ur* ( ,rome--wrote 8 ,gramm> ( ,ass5t1 call+ ^u o!rs to foll[ him 9 committ+ ! suicide1 intellectual & moral1 ( r5\nc+ ! und]/&+ & divorc+ pr(ession f conviction4 ,?is 0 a cata/rophe ! explanation ( :i* is n f> to seek4 ,dr ,newman _h 9 him ! elem5ts :i* g to make bo? prie/ & prophet4 ,b ! =m] prov$ ! /rong]2 & ! ,ca91 ! prie/ 9 him1 suppress$ ! ,abel1 ! prophet 9 him4 ,?us 0 he a type ( ! ,*ur* z hi!rto %e has be54 ,b1 happily1 n z h5ce=? %e w be4 ,= n[ is ! ,gospel ( ,int]pretation come1 & ! k+dom ( ! ,"m ( ,god1 ev5 ! ,woman1 ,intuition1--! m9d's fem99e mode1 :]e9 x repres5ts ! p]ceptions & recollections ( ! ,s\l--:o is ev] ,"m ( ,god 9 man1 & ^: sons ! prophets ev] are1 ! greate/ ( !m be+ call$ emphatically1 = ! fulness & purity ( 8 intuition1 ! ,son ( ! ,woman & %e a virg94 ,e4,m4 ,,footnotes3 #f ,! orig9al title ( ?is book 0 ,! ,/ory ( ! ,new ,gospel ( ,int]pretation4 ,see preface to ! pres5t edition4 ,s4,h4,h4 #g ,apologia pro vita sua1 by ,j4 ,h4 ,newman4 ,new edition ( #ahic1 pp4 #bf1 #bg4 ,,frontispieces4 ,i4--,,portrait ,,( ,,dr4 ,,anna ,,k+s=d4 ,born1 ,sep4 #af?1 #ahdf2 ,di$1 ,feb4 #bbnd1 #ahhh4 ,,ii4--,,portrait ,,( ,,edw>d ,,maitl& 7,b4,a41 ,cantab74 ,born1 ,oct4 #bg?1 #ahbd2 ,di$1 ,oct1 #bnd1 #ahig4 ,,table ,,( ,,cont5ts4 ,,page ,,preface ,,to ,,! ,,fir/ ,,& ,,second ,,editions v4 ,,preface ,,to ,,! ,,?ird ,,edition vii4-xiii4 ,,introduction xv4-xix4 ,,table ,,( ,,cont5ts xx4-xxii4 ,,abbreviations xxiii4 ,,*apt] ,i4 ,,! ,,vocation4 ,! ,in/rum5ts--,_! e>ly lives--,_! consci\sness ( a special mission1 & intimations ( a call--,_! tra9+ 9 respect ( circum/ance1 "*1 & faculty1 until br\ght toge!r = _! ,jo9t "w4 #a-cf ,,*apt] ,,ii4 ,,! ,,initiation4 ,a baptism ( ! ,_s--,at la/ ,i h f\nd a man ?r\gh :om ,i c speak6--,intimation ( ! nature & aim ( _! "w--,! ,doom$ tra91 ,no "o on ! eng9e6--,in/antane\s transf] ( inspiration--,woman1 :at h ,i to d ) !e8--,! recov]y ( a ,gospel sc5e1 & its import--,! woman tak5 9 adult]y--,vision ( ,adonai--,s\rce ( ! op5+ s5t5ces 9 ,/4 ,john's ,gospel--,*apt] f ! recov]$ ,gnosis--,! ,g5]ation ( ! ,^w4 #cg-gj ,,*apt] ,,iii4 ,,! ,,communication4 ,! p]fect love t ca/s out fe>4 ,9 ! pres5ce ( cele/ial visitants--,a p>able ( ! ,intuition--,! ,wond]ful ,spectacles--,! ,greek elem5t 9 ! "w--,h]mes & ,john ! ,bapti/--,! h]esy ( ,prome!us--,! ,fig-tree1 a symbol ( ! inw>d und]/&+2 ! "t come = x to be> fruit--,! ,se]ess's faculty--,h] relations ) ,h]mes--,?\ art ! ,rock address$ to ,h]mes--,! p>able ( ! ,fig-tree--,! ,my/ic ,woman ( ,holy ,writ--,g ?y way1 ,daniel4444 ,?\ %alt re/1 & /& 9 ?y lot at ! end ( ! days--,! prophecy ( ! book ( ,e/h]--,! ,angel ,g5ius1 8 acc\nt ( himself & 8 (fice--,div9e revelation ! supreme common s5se--,! s\rce & me?od ( ! ,new ,revelation--,its *ief recipi5t n a m$ium or a se]1 b a prophet--,an in/ruction & a caution conc]n+ ! survival ( t5d5cies enc\rag$ 9 pa/ lives--,communion ) s\ls ( ! dep>t$--,! conditions ( su* int]c\rse--,an in/ruction conc]n+ ,inspiration & ,prophesy+--,! prophecy ( ! k+dom ( ! ,"m ( ,god4 #ga-ajh ,,*apt] ,,iv4 ,,! ,,antagonisation4 ,ye are n yet p]fect$--,our respective ,auras--,an exhortation--,! ,sev5 ,spirits ( ,god1 _! co-op]ation necess>y = a p]fect "w--,y belong to u n[1 to d our "w & n y\r own--,en=c$ sil5ce--,! ,p[]s ( ! ,air2 _! mode ( attack--,a /range visitant & 8 communication--,a /ra9$ situation--,visions ( guidance--,! refractory team1 & ! ,two ,/>s--,! promis$ l& rea*$ only ?r\gh ! wild]ness--,! ,^w a ,^w ( my/]y1 & !y :o gu>d x ,sev5--,"o ,neophyte c\ld n save himself--,a ,horoscope--,a desc5t into hell--,c\nsels ( ,p]fection--,a ,m]ry ,*ri/mas--,a timely arrival--,neoplatonic recognition ( ,h]mes--,! "o ,tru?1 nev] )\t a witness 9 ! _w--,! key ( k re/or$--,problems solv$--,! my/ic ,woman ( ,holy ,writ4 #aji-ada ,,*apt] ,v4 ,,! ,,recapitulation4 ,! key to ! my/]y ( ! ,bible2 ! ,veil ( ,moses )drawn--,! secret laid b>e ( ! _w's sacrificial sy/em1 & ! feud betwe5 prie/ & prophet--,! ,memory ( ! ,s\l--,! ,/&po9t ( ! ,bible--,all t is true is ,spiritual--,! revelation ( t wick$ "o--,! seals brok5 & ! books op5$--,! ,new ,gospel ( ,int]pretation--,sac]dotalism ! ,j]usalem :i* kill$ ! prophets--,! suppress$ doctr9es--,re9c>nation ! coroll>y & condition ( ,reg5]ation & implicit 9 ! ,bible--,ye mu/ be born aga9 ( ,virg9 ,m>y & ,holy ,gho/--,! doctr9es ( ! ,tr9ity & ,div9e ,inc>nation z n[ int]pret$1 necess>y & self-evid5t tru?s--,evolution ! manife/ation ( a div9e inh]5cy2 accompli%$ only by ! realisation ( ,div9ity--,! process ( reg5]ation1 & !re9 ( salvation1 int]ior to ! individual--,adam & ,*ri/ ! initial & f9al /ages 9 ! spiritual evolution ( e man--,! ,*ri/ )9 ( ,/ ,paul--,! ,cr$o an epitome ( ! spiritual hi/ory ( ! ,sons ( ,god4 #adb-afb ,,*apt] ,,vi4 ,,! ,,exemplification4 ,spontaneity ( ! ,se]ess's faculty--,specific illum9ations1 9 illu/ration1 *iefly1 ( ! process ( ,reg5]ation2 conc]n+ 7#a7 ,holy ,writ2 7#b7 ,r$emption2 7#c7 ,s9 & dea?2 7#d7 ,! ,twelve ,gates ( ,reg5]ation2 7#e7 ,! ,passage ( ! ,s\l2 7#f7 ,! ,my/ic ,exodus2 7#g7 ,! ,spiritual ,phoibos & ! ord] ( ! ,*ri/s2 7#h7 ,! ,previ\s ,lives ( ,jesus1 & ,re9c>nation2 7#i7 ,! ,"w ( ,p[]2 ! l& & tongue ( ! ,new ,revelation1 :y ours4 #afc-ahc ,,*apt] ,,vii4 ,,! ,,promulgation ,,& ,,recognition4 ,accordance ( all ! dates ) ^? prophesi$--,o!r co9cid5ces--,:y our "w has rema9$ s long unkn[n to ! g5]ality--,notable recognitions1 by repres5tative ,kabali/s1 ,my/ics1 ,occulti/s & ,div9es1 ,ca?olic1 ,anglican1 & o!rs--,spiritualism1 ,!osophy1 & ! ,new ,gospel ( ,int]pretation z fell[-ag5ts 9 ! unfoldm5t ( ! _w's spiritual consci\sness1 & ! unseal+ ( ! _w's ,bibles1 prophesi$ to take place at ?is epo*--,abraham1 ,isaac1 & ,jacob1 ! ,hebrew equival5ts = ,brahma1 ,isis1 & ,iac*os1 to d5ote ! my/]ies ( ,india1 ,egypt1 & ,greece1 ! ,_s1 ! ,s\l1 & ! ,body1 & !re9 ! ,gnosis ( :i* ! ,*ri/ is ! fulfilm5t & p]sonal demon/ration1 & ! re/oration ( :i* 0 prophesi$ by ,jesus z to mean ! ,reg5]ation ( ! ,*ur* & ! e/abli%m5t ( ! div9e k+dom on e>?--,my/icism & ,occultism1 ! di/9ction betwe5 !m1 & ! necessity ( bo? physical & spiritual sci5ce to a p]fect sy/em ( ?\ght & rule ( life--,conclusion4 #ahd-bjd ,,abbreviations4 ,a4,k41 = ,anna ,k+s=d4 ,b4,o4,a4,i41 = ,! ,bible's ,own ,acc\nt ( ,itself1 by ,e4,m42 second edition1 #aije4 ,c4,w4,s41 = ,clo!d ,) ,! ,sun1 be+ ! book ( ! ,illum9ations ( ,a4,k42 edit$ by ,e4,m41 #ahhi4 ,d4 & ,d4-,s41 = ,dreams & ,dream-,/ones1 by ,a4,k41 edit$ by ,e4,m42 second edition1 #ahhh4 ,e4,c4,u41 = ,! ,esot]ic ,*ri/ian ,union1 f\nd$ by ,e4,m4 9 #ahia4 ,e4 & ,i41 = ,engl& & ,islam2 or1 ,! ,c\nsel ( ,caiaphas1 by ,e4,m41 #ahgg4 ,e4,m41 = ,edw>d ,maitl&4 ,life ,a4,k41 = ,! ,life ( ,anna ,k+s=d1 by ,e4,m41 #ahif4 ,p4,w41 = ,! ,p]fect ,way2 or1 ,! ,f9d+ ( ,*ri/1 by ,a4,k4 & ,e4,m42 ?ird edition1 revis$1 #ahij4 ,/atem5t1 ,e4,c4,u41 = ,! ,new ,gospel ( ,int]pretation2 be+ an ,ab/ract ( ! ,doctr9e & ,/atem5t ( ! ,objects ( ! ,esot]ic ,*ri/ian ,union1 by ,e4,m42 revis$ & enl>g$ edition1 #ahib4 ,,birm+ham3 ,,! ,,rusk9 ,,press1 ,,rusk9 ,,h\se1 ,,/af=d ,,/reet4 #aije4 ,illu/ration3 ,edw>d ,maitl& ,illu/ration3 ,anna ,k+s=d ,,! ,,/ory ,,( ,,anna ,,k+s=d ,,& ,,edw>d ,,maitl& ,,& ,,( ,,! ,,new ,,gospel ,,( ,,int]pretation4 ,,*apt] ,i4 ,,! ,,vocation4 ,my colleague 9 ! "w1 ! hi/ory ( :i* ,i am ab\t to r5d] "s acc\nt1 0 ! late ,anna ,k+s=d1 nee ,bonus1 ,m4,d4 ( ! ,univ]sity ( ,p>is4 ,!re 0 a l9k betwe5 h] husb&'s family & m9e1 b we 7 n p]sonally acqua9t$ until1 9 ! summ] ( #ahgc1 %e 0 l$ by read+ "o ( my books#h to op5 a correspond5ce ) me1 :i* disclos$ s /rik+ a community betwe5 u ( ideas1 aims1 & me?ods1 t ,i accept$ an invitation to visit h] at h] husb&'s rectory at ,pontesbury1 ,salop1 9 ,%rop%ire1 = ! sake ( a full] discussion ( !m4 ,?is visit :i* la/$ ne>ly a =tnight1 took place 9 ,febru>y1 #ahgdi4 ,! acc\nt ,i receiv$ ( h] hi/ory 0 9 ?is wise4 ,born at ,/rat=d1 9 ,essex1 on ! #af? ,septemb]1 #ahdf1 long aft] ! la/ ( h] _m bro!rs & si/]s1 & end[$ ) ! mo/ fragile ( con/itutions & liabilities ! mo/ di/ress+ ( bodily weakness & suff]+1 & diff]+ widely1 moreov]1 9 temp]am5t f all ) :om %e 0 associat$1 h] "y life _h enjoy$ b a scanty %>e ( human sympa?y1 & 0 l>gely "o ( solitude & m$itation1 & su* z to fo/] ! highly arti/ic1 ideali/ic1 & my/ic t5d5cies ) :i* %e 0 born4 ,s+ul>ly en]getic ( w1 & consci\s ( p[]s bo? transc5d+ 9 degree & diff]+ 9 k9d f any t %e recognis$ 9 o!rs1 %e assidu\sly ex]cis$ h] faculties 9 _m & v>i\s directions 9 ! hope ( discov]+ ! special direction 9 :i* h] mission lay4 ,=1 f h] e>lie/ *ildhood %e _h be5 consci\s ( a mission1 = ! accompli%m5t ( :i* %e _h expressly come into ! e>?-life4 ,& %e claim$ ev5 to h di/9ct recollection ( hav+ be5 /rongly dissuad$ f com+1 on acc\nt ( ! t]rible suff]+ :i* await$ h] 9 ! ev5t ( h] assum+ a body ( fle%4 ,inde$1 s little consci\s 0 %e ( ! reality ( h] human p>5tage t %e 0 wont to look ^u h]self z a suppositi\s *ild ( fairy orig92 & on h] fir/ visit to ! pantomime1 :5 ! fairies made _! appe>ance on ! /age1 %e decl>$ t !y 7 h] prop] p1 & cri$ & /ruggl$ to get to !m ) su* vehem5ce t x 0 necess>y to remove h] f ! !atre4 ,among h] amusem5ts1 h] *ief delight 0 9 ! ample g>d5s ar\nd h] homes at ,/rat=d & ,blackhea?1 :]e %e w\ld hold famili> conv]se ) ! fl[]s1 putt+ into _! petals t9y notes = h] lo/ relatives1 ! fairies1 :o 9 return w\ld visit h] 9 h] dreams & assure h] ( _! cont9u$ affection1 & c\nsel h] to h pati5ce & c\rage4 ,! *ief occupation ( h] girlhood 0 ! writ+ ( poems & tales#aj :i* 7 t+$ ) an exquisite my/icism1 & %[$ a rip5ess ( s\l & maturity ( feel+ & k :olly unacc\ntable = by h] ye>s1 h] exp]i5ces1 or h] physical h]$ity4 ,at s*ool %e always obta9$ ! fir/ prizes = composition1 & h] faculty ( improvisation 0 ! delight ( h] companions2 ! subjects ( ^! h] e>li] romances be+ lovely pr9cesses1 gallant knights1 ca/les1 dragons1 & ! l1 :5--z may readily be suppos$--h] tall & sl5d] frame1 long gold5 hair1 delicacy ( complexion1 deep-set hazel eyes1 beauty ( feature1 ! br[ & ! m\? be+ especially notable1 ! brightness ( h] looks1 vivacity ( h] mann]1 h] musical voice1 & ! easy eloqu5ce ( h] diction1--all comb9$ to make h] an ideal h]o9e = h] own romances4 ,%e c\ld h>dly1 h[ev]1 be said to be a p]sona grata ) h] pa/ors & ma/]s4 ,= :ile h] indep5d5ce ( "* & /r5g? ( w 7 apt to br+ h] into conflict ) rules & regulations ( :i* %e fail$ to recognise ! ne$1 h] ?ir/ = k1 especially on religi\s subjects1 prompt$ h] to ! proposition ( que/ions :i* 7 highly emb>rass+ to h] tea*]s2 & no?+ t !y c\ld say succe$$ 9 conv9c+ h] t h] duty lay 9 believ+ :at %e 0 told1 & n 9 und]/&+ x4 ,%e v e>ly le>nt to res5t ! disabilities ( h] sex1 & to insi/ t !y 7 n real b artificial1 ! result ( mascul9e selfi%ness & inju/ice4 ,?is hatr$ ( inju/ice & its correlative cruelty1 especially t[>ds animals1 atta9$ 9 h] ! =ce & dignity ( a passion1 h] s5sitiv5ess on ?is score mak+ ! *ief m5tal mis]y ( h] life4 ,( "o gift possess$ by h] %e e>ly le>nt to repress ! manife/ation4 ,?is 0 ! faculty = see+ app>itions & div9+ ! *>act]s & =tunes ( p4 ,= %e 0 a born se]4 ,b ! inability ( h] eld]s to compreh5d ! faculty1 & _! consequ5t ascription ( x to pa?ological causes1 7 wont to lead to ref]5ces to ! family doctor ) results s em95tly disagreeable & ev5 injuri\s to h]1 z soon to sugge/ ! wisdom ( keep+ sil5ce respect+ h] exp]i5ces4 ,h] fir/ publi%$ compositions 7 writt5 at ! age ( ?irte5#aa1 ! editors :o accept$ h] contributions to _! magaz9es be+ "u ! impression t !y came f a gr[n-up p]son & n f ! m]e *ild t %e 04 ,!y co/ h]1 %e assur$ me1 little lab\r1 especially ! poems1 b seem$ to come to h] ready-made1 & to fl[ ?r\gh h] spontane\sly4 ,& :atev] ! c\ntry 9 :i* _! sc5e lay1 ! local col\r+ & descriptions 7 always fai?ful & vivid1 z if ! places & _! inhabitants 7 famili> & ev5 actually visible to h]4 ,x 0 n1 h[ev]1 to any enc\ragem5t ( h] peculi> gifts t su* excell5cy z %e exhibit$ 0 due4 ,r 7 !y sev]ely repress$1 especially 9 respect ( draw+1 s++ & music1 le/ %e %\ld be tempt$ to foll[ !m z a pr(ession2 a fe> :i* _h be5 excit$ by ! sugge/ions ( h] ma/]s t %e w\ld be c]ta9 ( success 9 any ( ^? l9es4 ,h] innate consci\sness ( a mission seem$ to h] to indicate h] z de/9$ = "s r$emptive "w1 n only = o!rs1 b also = h]self4 ,=1 :ile ! in/9cts ( ! ,*ampion & ! ,savi\r 7 pot5t 9 h]1 %e 0 dimly consci\s ( its possess+ also an expiatory elem5t1 9 virtue ( :i* h] own salvation w\ld l>gely dep5d ^u h] endeav\rs to save o!rs4 ,%e _h z yet no !ory :]eby to expla9 ?is or any o!r ( ! problems %e 0 to h]self4 ,all t %e knew 0 t %e possess$1 or r 0 possess$ (1 ^! feel+s & impulses4 ,x 0 easy to see by h] acc\nt ( h]self t %e 0 z "o driv5 ( ! ,_s long be=e ! ,_s def9itely reveal$ itself to h]4 ,! two dep>tm5ts ( humanity :i* %e felt especially impell$ to succ\r & save 7 h] own sex & ! animals4 ,= %e w\ld recognise no h>d & fa/ l9e betwe5 mascul9e & fem99e1 human & animal1 or ev5 betwe5 animal & plant4 ,9 h] eyes ev]y?+ t liv$ 0 humanity1 only 9 diff]5t /ages ( its unfoldm5t4 ,ev5 ! fl[]s 7 p]sons = h]4 ,z %e approa*$ womanhood %e f\nd h]self look+ =w>d to m>riage f> less = its own sake ?an z a means ( emancipation f re/rictions on h] *oice ( a c>e]4 ,h] fa!r di$ :ile %e 0 yet want+ two or ?ree ye>s ( h] majority1 leav+ h] mi/ress ( an income ample = a s+le woman4 ,& :5 at l5g? %e became engag$ to ,alg]non ,godfrey ,k+s=d1 a c\s9 to :om %e _h "s "t be5 atta*$1 x 0 on ! und]/&+ t %e %\ld rema9 unfett]$ 9 ?is respect4 ,he held at ! "t a po/ 9 ! ,civil ,s]vice2 b soon aft] _! m>riage1 :i* took place on ! la/ day ( #ahfg1 det]m9$ to read = holy ord]s4 ,?is gave h] an opportunity = mak+ h]self acqua9t$ ) ,anglican !ology1 ( :i*--?ir/+ = k ( all k9ds--%e eag]ly avail$ h]self1 accompany+ him 9 all 8 /udies1 & greatly facilitat+ !m by h] admirable s*ol>ly me?ods4 ,?is prov$ to be ! fir/ great /ep 9 h] religi\s & intellectual tra9+ = h] de/9$ mission4 ,"o ( ! occupations ( h] e>ly m>ri$ life 0 ! edit+ ( a lady's magaz9e1 :i* %e pur*as$ ) a view ( mak+ x an in/rum5t = ! dissem9ation ( h] ideas especially 9 reg>d to h] sex4 ,& %e accord+ly took an active "p 9 ! movem5t !n rec5tly orig9at$ = ! enfran*isem5t ( wom51 a*iev+ an extraord9>y success z a public speak]4 ,b1 becom+ conv9c$ t _! cause w\ld be be/ advanc$ by ! practical demon/ration ( _! fitness = ! promotion !y s\ght1 & also feel+ h] own ne$ = ! discipl9e ( a sev]e intellectual tra9+ to balance ! emotional side ( h] nature1 %e soon )drew f active p>ticipation 9 ! movem5t4 ,%e moreov] recognis$ z a grave mi/ake ! disposition ev9c$ by h] fell[-work]s to suppress _! womanl9ess 9 fav\r ( a factiti\s mascul9ity1 "u ! impression t !y w\ld !reby exalt _! sex2 h] idea be+1 t _! true policy lay 9 magnify+ r ?an 9 depreciat+ _! womanhood4 ,mean:ile %e _h giv5 bir? to a daught]1 h] only *ild4 ,h] magaz9e 0 giv5 up aft] a c\ple ( ye>s1 ! results fail+ to ju/ify ! exp5diture ( "t1 lab\r & money1 requisite = its cont9uance4 ,n t x lack$ adequate support2 b ! pr9ciples on :i* %e insi/$ on conduct+ x prov$ to be incompatible ) comm]cial success4 ,%e resolutely refus$ all adv]tisem5ts ( articles1 :e!r ( food or ( clo?+1 ( :i* %e disapprov$2 & %e _h adopt$ ! py?agorean regim5 & disc>d$ z unhygi5ic sundry articles ( attire ord9>ily deem$ indisp5sable by h] sex4 ,x 0 9 h] magaz9e t %e fir/ /ruck ! note :i* prov$ ! initiation ( ! holy w>f>e s9ce wag$ aga9/ ! horrors ( ! physiological laboratory1 a w>f>e 9 :i* %e bore a =emo/ "p & develop$ ! malady ( :i* %e di$4 ,9 #ahgj1 a long & sev]e illness1 :i* compell$ h] return to h] "m's h\se at ,ha/+s to be nurs$1 l$ to h] entry ^u ano!r phase 9 h] inn] life1 & a fur!r /age 9 ! process ( h] education = h] mission4 ,%e _h e>ly recoil$ f ! fai? 9 :i* %e _h be5 re>$4 ,?is 0 ,prote/antism 9 its mo/ unlovely =m1 cold1 h>%1 n>r[1 dogmatic4 ,h] clos] acqua9tance ) x z a cl]gyman's wife _h done no?+ to mitigate h] judgm5t ( x4 ,expla9+ no?+ & lack+ f]v\r & poetry1 x left head & he>t alike unsatisfi$4 ,h] resid5ce z an invalid at ,ha/+s br\ght h] into intimacy ) "s dev\t ,ca?olics1 ! effect ( :i* 0 to int5sify ! repugnance already set up4 ,%e att5d$ ! ,ca?olic s]vices1 & visit$ ! si/]s 9 ! conv5t1 read+ _! books ( devotion & ev5 mak+ an ext5d$ /udy ( ,ca?olic doctr9e1 = %e w\ld d no?+ by halves4 ,%e f\nd :at satisfi$ h] he>t & arti/ic ta/es4 ,b ! *ief det]m9+ cause ( ! *ange ^u :i* %e at l5g? resolv$1 0 h] reception by night ( sundry visitations1 purport+ to be ( angelic nature1 & enjo9+ on h]1 = ! sake ( ! mission to :i* %e 0 call$--! k ( :i*1 %e 0 told1 w\ld 9 due "t be reveal$ to h]--t %e jo9 ! ,roman communion4 ,well aw>e t ! confession ( su* exp]i5ces1 :e!r to h] relations or to a m9i/] ( h] own ,*ur*1 w\ld elicit only a smile ( pity or contempt1 ) a recomm5dation to seek m$ical advice1 & involve o!r cont+5cies equally di/a/eful1 %e resolv$ to see h[ ! same confession w\ld be treat$ by a ,ca?olic prie/4 ,! result ( ! essay 0 t %e 0 li/5$ to ) respect & sympa?y1 & in=m$ t ! ,*ur* fully recognis$ su* visitations z com+ )9 ! div9e ord]1 & z be+ a tok5 ( high spiritual fav\r & grace2 & :ile x refra9$ f pron\nc+ positively on !m1 consid]$ t !y ought n to be lightly disreg>d$4 ,%e 0 soon aft]w>ds receiv$ into ! ,roman ,*ur*1 be+ baptis$ on ,septemb] #ad1 #ahgj4 ,on ,june #i1 #ahgb1 %e 0 confirm$ by ,ar*bi%op ,mann+1 :o admoni%$ h] to utilise h] attractions 9 mak+ conv]ts4 ,& on ea* occasion %e receiv$ additional names1 9 virtue ( :i* %e n[ bore ! names ( all ! five wom5 :o 7 by ! ,cross & at ! ,sepul*re4 ,none ! less1 h[ev]1 did %e reta9 h] indep5d5ce ( m9d & conduct4 ,%e accept$ no direction1 & pr(ess$ no t5et t %e did n und]/&4 ,& x 0 soon made cle> to h] t ! ,_s1 ( :om %e 0 be+ impell$1 did n int5d h] to reg>d h] adoption ( ,ca?olicism z m ?an a /ep 9 h] education = ! "w requir$ ( h]4 ,= ! foll[+ ye> saw h] b5t on seek+ a m$ical degree1 "u ! impression t su* a /ep 0 9 "s way relat$ to ! mission ( :i* %e _h receiv$ su* & s _m my/]i\s intimations4 ,& %e _h sc>cely comm5c$ h] /udy ( m$ic9e :5 ?is impression 0 re9=c$ by ! foll[+ incid5t1 ! sc5e ( :i* 0 h] home 9 ,%rop%ire1 9 ! p>i% ( :i* h] husb& _h !n rec5tly become incumb5t1 & :]e ,i fir/ visit$ !m4 ,?is 0 ! receipt ( a lett] f a lady :o 0 a /rang] to h]1 writt5 f a di/ant "p ( ! c\ntry1 & say+ t %e1 ! writ]1 _h read ) pr(\nd int]e/ & admiration a /ory#ab ( ,mrs ,k+s=d :i*1 aft] appe>+ 9 h] magaz9e1 _h be5 publi%$ z a book1 & t aft] read+ x %e _h receiv$ f ! ,holy ,_s a message = h] :i* 0 to be deliv]$ 9 p]son4 ,aft] "s hesitation z to :at reply to make1 ,mrs ,k+s=d--^: acc\nt ,i am foll[+ exactly--agre$ to receive h]2 an appo9tm5t 0 made1 & ! /rang] duly pres5t$ h]self4 ,%e 0 tall1 erect1 di/+ui%$ look+1 ) hair ( iron-grey & /rangely brilliant eyes1 & 0 p]fectly calm & collect$ ( demean\r4 ,! message 0 to ! effect t ,mrs ,k+s=d 0 to rema9 9 retirem5t = five ye>s1 cont9u+ ! /udies & mode ( life on :i* %e _h ent]$1 :atev] !y might be--= t ! mess5g] did n "k--& to suff] no?+ & no "o to draw h] aside f !m4 ,t :5 ^! probation>y five ye>s 7 pa/1 ! ,holy ,_s w\ld br+ h] =? f h] seclusion1 & a great "w w\ld be giv5 h] to d4 ,all ?is 0 utt]$ ) a rapt & inspir$ expression1 z ?\gh %e _h be5 a ,sibyl pron\nc+ an oracle4 ,aft] deliv]+ h] message1 ! mess5g] kiss$ h] on bo? *eeks & dep>t$1 fir/ ask+ only :e!r %e ?\ght h] mad2 a "q to :i* = a mom5t ,mrs ,k+s=d f\nd x some:at difficult to make reply4 ,b only = a mom5t4 ,= !n !re ru%$ on h] ! conviction t x 0 all g5u9e & true1 & 0 b a fre% unfoldm5t ( ! my/]y ( h] life & de/9y1 & 9 full accordance ) h] own =e%ad[+s f ! beg9n+4 ,"s f\r ye>s lat]1 at a "t :5 ,mrs ,k+s=d 0 9 great /raits = want ( a suitable home 9 ,london 9 :i* to c>ry on h] /udies1 ! same lady 0 simil>ly commission$ on h] behalf1 :ile totally ignorant bo? ( h] :]eab\ts & h] ne$1 & ) results entirely satisfactory4 ,on :i* occasion ,i _h ! privilege ( mak+ h] acqua9tance1 & ! satisfaction ( f9d+ h] n m]ely p]fectly sane1 b a p]son entitl$ to ! highe/ consid]ation1 not$ = h] pi\s devotion to works ( b5efic5ce involv+ complete self-abnegation2 & 9 %ort a v]itable ,"m 9 ,israel4 ,! ev5t above relat$ occurr$ 9 ! spr+ ( #ahgc1 ! summ] ( :i* ye> saw ,mrs ,k+s=d impell$ to d :at l$ to ! mo/ crucial ( ! ev5ts ^u :i* h] de/9$ mission h+$1 namely1 to write to me ! lett] :i* l$ to my visit to h] home4 ,9 ! autumn ( ! same ye> %e pass$ h] matriculation exam9ation at ! ,apo!c>ies' ,hall ) success s great z to fill h] ) high hopes ( a triumphant passage ?r\gh ! c\rse ( h] /ud5t-life4 ,b imm$iately aft]w>ds h] hopes 7 da%$1 = ! ,engli% m$ical au?orities saw fit to close _! s*ools to wom51 & ! way to h] anticipat$ c>e] 0 %ut aga9/ h]4 ,su* 0 ! position :51 9 ,febru>y1 #ahgd1 ,i visit$ ! ,%rop%ire rectory1 & su* 9 brief ! hi/ory :i* 0 gradually unfold$ to me z my evid5t sympa?y & appreciation ga9$ ! confid5ce ( ! /ill "y c\ple1 ^: s5ior ,i 0 by "s tw5ty ye>s4 ,bo? husb& & wife 7 at _! wits' end1 ! situation be+ aggravat$ by a circum/ance :i* 0 fir/ br\ght to my k on my sugge/ion ( ! po/ponem5t ( h] design until su* "t z ! m$ical au?orities %\ld come to _! "r m9ds & re-op5 _! s*ools to wom54 ,! circum/ance 9 "q 0 h] t]rible liability on ! gr\nd ( ill-heal?1 & especially ( a/hma1 to :i* %e 0 a m>tyr1 life 9 ! c\ntry be+ impossible to h] = ! great] "p ( ! ye>1 :5 x 0 only 9 "s l>ge city t %e 0 able to brea!4 ,) ! s*ools clos$ aga9/ h] 9 ,engl&1 h] ?\ghts turn$ t[>ds ,france1 ! ,univ]sity ( ,p>is be+ op5 to wom54 ,b = obvi\s reasons h] husb&1 :o c\ld n abs5t himself f 8 duties to accompany h]1 w\ld n cons5t to h] go+ ?i!r unless "u suitable protection4 ,= himself he _h b "o wi%1 t %e %\ld foll[ h] b5t & fa%ion h] life z seem$ be/ to h]2 = he recognis$ h] z entitl$ by h] end[m5ts & aspirations1 z well z by ! t]ms ( _! engagem5t1 to full lib]ty ( action1 :ile ! conditions ( h] heal? claim$ all consid]ation f him4 ,if1 inde$1 ! ,gods _h de/9$ h] = a mission requir+ fre$om ( action comb9$ ) ! %elt] & support ( a husb&'s "n1 x seem$ to me t 9 him !y _h creat$ a man expressly = ! (fice4 ,= "s "t1 h[ev]1 ! difficulty seem$ insup]able1 & "o t w\ld yield to no am\nt ( delib]ation1 ev5 ) ! be/ w ( all conc]n$4 ,mean:ile h] self-revelations cont9u$1 be+ evid5tly prompt$1 at lea/ z mu* by ! desire to obta9 "s explanation ( h]self = h]self1 to :om %e 01 %e av[$1 a complete puzzle1 z by ! desire to elicit answ]+ confid5ces f me4 ,& !y became ) ea* disclosure m & m /rik+1 until ,i c\ld h>dly resi/ ! conviction t %e 0 possess$ ( "s faculty 9 virtue ( :i* %e 0 able to h direct p]ception ( conclusions to :i* ,i _h won my way by d9t ( long & ardu\s ?9k+1 & 9 "s in/ances 9 advance ( me4 ,%e _h read my m5tal hi/ory betwe5 ! l9es ( my books1 & 0 fully prep>$ to le>n t ,i too _h a consci\sness1 analog\s to h] own1 ( a mission 9 life p]haps also analog\s to h] own4 ,?is1 ,i 0 able to assure h]1 0 inde$ ! case1 & t all my books _h be5 writt5 9 ! idea ( f9d+ my way to x by d9t ( free1 unfett]$ ?9k+4 ,=1 br\ght up 9 ! /ricte/ ( evangelical sects1 ,i _h ev5 z a lad begun to be revolt$ by ! cre$ 9 :i* ,i 0 re>$1 & _h v e>ly come to reg>d its t5ets1 especially ( total depravity & vic>i\s atonem5t1 z a libel no?+ %ort ( blasphem\s aga9/ bo? ,god & man1 & to feel t no great] boon c\ld be be/[$ on ! _w ?an its emancipation f ! bondage ( a belief s degrad+ & s de/ructive ( any l(ty ideal4 ,i _h felt /rongly t only 9 su* measure z ,i might be ! means ( its abolition w\ld my life be a success & a satisfaction to myself4 ,x ev5 seem$ to me t my own cr$it 0 involv$ 9 ! matt]2 & t 9 disprov+ su* beliefs ,i %\ld be v9dicat+ my own "*4 ,= if ,god 7 evil1 z ^? doctr9es made ,him1 ,i c\ld by no possibility be good1 s9ce ,i mu/ h my d]ivation f ,him4 ,& ,i knew t1 h[ev] weak & unwise ,i might be1 ,i 0 n evil4 ,!n1 too1 my life1 l h]s1 _h be5 "o ( mu* isolation & m$itation4 ,i _h felt myself a /rang] ev5 ) my close/ intimates4 ,= ,i 0 always consci\s ( a diff]5ce :i* sep>at$ me f !m1 & ( a side to :i* !y c\ld n h access4 ,i _h graduat$ at ,cambridge ) ! design ( tak+ ord]s2 b only to f9d t ,i c\ld n d s consci5ti\sly1 & to feel t to commit myself to any conditions incompatible ) absolute fre$om ( ?\ght & expression w\ld be a trea*]y aga9/ bo? myself & my k9d2--= x 0 = no m]ely p]sonal end t ,i want$ to discov] ! tru?4 ,i long$ to get away f all my surr\nd+s 9 ord]1 fir/1 to ?9k myself out ( all t ,i _h be5 taught1 & s to make my m9d z a clean %eet :]eon to receive true impressions & at fir/ h&2 &1 next1 to ?9k myself into a condition & to a level :]e9 ,i c\ld see all ?+s--myself1 nature1 & ,god--face to face1 ) vision undimm$ & undi/ort$ by beliefs :i*1 be+ inh]it$ only & traditional1 in/ead ( ! result ( conviction hone/ly arriv$ at1 7 factiti\s & unreal2 no liv+ outcome ( my own gr[? & obs]vation1 b a v]itable /raitwai/coat1 /ifl+ life & re/ra9+ developm5t4 ,& s x _h come t--z relat$ 9 my fir/ novel1 ,! ,pilgrim & ! ,%r9e#ac1 :i* 0 ess5tially autobiographical--,i _h eag]ly fall5 9 ) a proposal to jo9 an exp$ition to ! !n newly-discov]$ plac]s ( ,cali=nia1 an ent]prise :i*1 besides promis+ to gratify ! love = adv5ture1 physical z well z m5tal1 :i* 0 /rong 9 me1 w\ld po/pone if n solve ! difficulty ( my position4 ,x possess$1 moreov]1 ! high recomm5dation ( tak+ me to ! _w ( ! fre%1 unsophi/icat$ ,we/1 in/ead ( to t ,ea/ :i* _h be5 made almo/ hateful to me by its association ) ! t5ets by :i* exi/5ce _h be5 poison$ = me4 ,s1 sett+ my face t[>ds ! sunset1 ,i became "o ( ! b& ( ,=ty-n9]s 9 ,cali=nia1 & rema9$ abroad 9 ! cont95ts & isles ( ! ,pacific1 f ,am]ica pass+ to ,au/ralia1 until ! int5d$ ye> ( my abs5ce _h gr[n into ne>ly t5 ye>s1 & ,i _h exp]i5c$ well-nigh e vicissitude & extreme :i* might s]ve to height5 ! consci\sness1 t\gh5 ! fibre1 & try ! s\l ( man4 ,b ?r\gh\t all1 ! idea ( a mission rema9$ ) me1 ga!r+ =ce & consi/5cy1 until x 0 made cle> to me t n de/ruction m]ely1 b con/ruction1 n ! exposure ( error b ! demon/ration ( tru?1 0 compris$ 9 x4 ,= ,i saw t x 0 possible to r$uce religion to a s]ies ( fir/ pr9ciples1 necess>y tru?s & self-evid5t propositions1 & t only 9 su* measure z x 0 ?us r$uc$ & disc]n$1 0 x really true & really believ$2--9 %ort1 t fai? & k are id5tical4 ,to accept a religion on ! gr\nd t "o _h be5 born 9 x1 & ap>t f its appeal to ! m9d & moral consci5ce1 & ?us to make x dep5d5t ^u ! accid5t ( bir? & p>5tage1 0 to resemble ! ,african savage :o = ! same reason wor%ips ,mumbo ,jumbo4 ,h[1 moreov]1--,i ask$ myself--c\ld a religion :i* 0 n 9 accord ) fir/ pr9ciples1 repres5t a ,god1 ,:o1 to be ,god1 mu/ ,himself be ! fir/ (1 & mu/ comprise all pr9ciples2 mu/ acc\nt logically = all ! facts ( consci\sness1 be x unfold$ z f> z x may8 ,grant+ t1 z ! poet says1 an hone/ man's ! noble/ "w ( ,god1 x 0 = me no less true t an hone/ ,god's ! noble/ "w ( man4 ,& x 0 precisely su* a be+ t ,i long$ to elaborate out (1 or discov] 91 my own consci\sness1 confid5t t ! a*ievem5t meant ! solution ( all problems1 ! rectification ( all difficulties1 ! satisfaction ( all aspirations1 intellectual1 moral1 & spiritual4 ,foll[+ su* tra9s ( ?\ght1 ,i arriv$ at ! assurance t ,i _h )9 my own consci\sness bo? ! tru? itself & ! v]ification ( ! tru?1 & t x rema9$ only to f9d ^!4 ,return+ to ,engl& 9 #aheg1 &1 aft] an int]val1 devot+ myself to lit]ature1 all t ,i wrote1 :e!r essay or fiction1 repres5t$ ! endeav\r by prob+ ! consci\sness to ! utmo/ 9 e direction to discov] a c5tral1 radiant1 & indefeasible po9t f :i* all ?+s c\ld be d$uc$1 & on :i*1 z a pivot !y mu/ dep5d & revolve4 ,i read l>gely1 & w5t mu* among p1 always 9 se>* ( aid 9 my que/2 b only ) ! result ( f9d+ t nei!r f books nor f p]sons c\ld ,i ev5 beg9 to get :at ,i s\ght1 b only f ?\ght4 ,mean:ile ev]y?+ seem$ ord]$ ) a view to ! end ultimately atta9$4 ,=1 s f> f hav+ left beh9d me = ev] ! vicissitudes1 & /ruggles1 & trials1 & ordeals1 9 :i* ! wild]nesses ( ! we/]n & s\!rn worlds _h be5 s fruitful1 ,i 0 f\nd ( !m 9 ! old _w to :i* ,i _h return$2 & ?is 9 numb]1 k9d1 & degree1 su* z to make x appe> z if :at ,i _h borne be=e _h be5 inflict$ expressly = ! purpose ( enabl+ me to be> :at 0 put ^u me n[4 ,& x 0 only :5 ,i _h le>nt by exp]i5ce t ! v capacity = ?\ght is enhanc$ by feel+ no less ?an by ?9k+1 t ! m9i/ry ( pa9 f\nd its explanation4 ,= ! feel+ requir$ ( me prov$ to be t ( ! inn]1 n m]ely ( ! out] man1 ( ! s\l1 n m]ely ( ! body2 & ! faculty1 to be ! intuition1 & n m]ely ! intellect4 ,h5ce ,i 0 made to le>n by exp]i5ce1 long be=e ! fact 0 =mulat$ = me 9 words1 t only by ! bruis+ ( ! out]1 ! inn] is set free1 & man is alive only s f> z he has felt4 ,ev]y?+ seem$ contriv$ expressly 9 ord] to =ce me 9 ?is inw>d direction4 ,ev5 9 my lit]>y "w1 no?+ ( ! trade elem5t 0 p]mitt$ to intrude4 ,i c\ld n write except :5 writ+ to or f my own c5tre4 ,faculty itself 0 %ut (f1 if turn$ to any o!r purpose4 ,ev]y?+ ,i wrote mu/ m9i/] to & repres5t a /ep 9 my own unfoldm5t4 ,i c confid5tly affirm t ! only books :i* really help$ me 71 ) sc>cely an exception1 ^? :i* ,i wrote myself4 ,( ! exceptions ! *ief 0 ,em]son4 ,8 essays _h be5 my vade mecum 9 all my _w-wide w&]+s4 ,& !re 7 ?ree s5t5ces ( 8 :i*1 to use 8 own phrase1 f\nd me z no o!rs _h done4 ,!y 7 ^!3 ,! tal5t is ! call2 ,i ! imp]fect adore my own p]fect2 &1 ,bew>e :5 ,god lets loose a ?9k] on ! e>?4 ,l ,em]son himself1 ,i _h yet to le>n t man's own p]fect is ,god1 & self-culture is ,god-culture1 provid$ ! self be ! inmo/ self4 ,! two o!r books :i* mo/ help$ me 7 ,bailey's ,fe/us1 & ,c>lyle's ,h]o-,wor%ip4 ,& ,i ow$ some?+ to ,tuck]'s ,light ( ,nature4 ,by :i* x w be se5 t my aff9ity 0 always = ! prophets r ?an ! prie/s ( lit]ature2 = ! intuitionali/s r ?an ! ext]nali/s4 ,gradually two lead+ ideas took def9ite =m 9 my m9d1 :i*1 h[ev]1 prov$ to be b two aspects or applications ( "o & ! same idea4 ,& t idea prov$ to be ! keynote ( all t ,i 0 seek+ aft]4 ,= x f9ally solv$ ! problems ( exi/5ce1 ( religion1 ( ! ,bible1 ( ,be+ itself4 ,h5ce ! necessity ( ?is ref]5ce to x4 ,?is idea 0 t ( a duality subsi/+ 9 e unity1 su* z ,i _h n[h]e read or he>d (4 ,i 01 ( c\rse1 aw>e t ! !ological doctr9e ( ! ,tr9ity involv$ a ,duality4 ,b n ( a k9d to f9d a response 9 my m9d4 ,& be+ unable to assimilate x z x /ood1 ,i ignor$ x2 putt+ x aside until x %\ld pres5t itself to me 9 an aspect 9 :i* x 0 intelligible4 ,i felt1 h[ev] vaguely1 t ! ,duality ,i s\ght 0 9 ! ,bible1 ?\gh x _h be5 miss$ by ! (ficial expositors ( t book4 ,& ! conviction t x 0 9 "s way connect$ ) my life-"w 0 s /rong t ,i con/ruct$ = ! cov]s ( my two fir/ books a monogram symbolical ( ,g5esis i4 #bg4 ,& ,i look$ to ! unfoldm5t ( :at ,i felt to be ! secret significance ( t utt]ance = ! explication ( all ! my/]ies ! solution ( :i* engross$ me4 ,! ?\ght did n seem to orig9ate 9 any ( my exp]i5ces1 b r to be "p ( my orig9al /ock ( innate ideas1 suppos+ t !re are su* ideas1 & to d]ive confirmation & explanation f my exp]i5ces4 ,^? exp]i5ces 7 9 ?is wise4 ,x _h be5 my privilege to h ! fri5d%ip ( sev]al wom5 ( a type s noble t to "k !m 0 at once an education & a religion2 wom5 ^: p]fection ( "* _h s]v$ m ?an any?+ else to make me believe 9 ,god1 :5 all o!r gr\nds _h fail$4 ,i c\ld 9 no wise acc\nt = !m on ! hypo!sis ( a =tuit\s conc\rse ( un9tellig5t atoms4 ,& n only did ,i f9d t ! high] ! type ! m ri*ly !y 7 end[$ ) precisely ! faculty ( :i* ,i myself 0 consci\s z di/+ui%+ me f my fell[s2 ,i f\nd also t ,i 0 unable to recognise any woman z ( a high type z woman save 9 s f> z %e 0 possess$ ( x4 ,i _h fail$ to f9d any :o possess$ ! k ,i crav$1 & :o 7 !reby able to help me 9 my ?\ght4 ,!y help$ me nev]!less1 b x 0 by be+ :at !y 71 r ?an by kn[+ & do+1 be !y admirable z !y might 9 ^! respects4 ,i recognis$ 9 !m t :i* supplem5t$ & complem5t$ my m5tal self 9 su* wise z to sugge/ unb\nd$ possibilities ( results to accrue f ! intimate association ( two m9ds ?us attun$ to ea* o!r1 & duly unfold$ by ?\ght & /udy4 ,x ne$$1 x seem$ to me1 b ! rev]b]ation & int5sification ( ?\ght1 induc$ by ! apposition ( two m9ds ?us relat$1 = ! production ( ! div9e *ild ,tru? 9 ! v highe/ sph]es ( ?\ght4 ,s t ! results w\ld by no means be re/rict$ to ! m]e sum ( ! associat$ capacities ( ! two m9ds !mselves4 ,& 9 view ( su* high possibilities ,i f\nd myself appropriat+ & apply+ ! ejaculation :i* ,virgil puts into ! m\? ( ,anna :5 urg+ ! union ( h] si/] ,dido ) ,a,eneas-- ,quae surg]e regna ,conjugio tali6 & ,i felt ) ,t5nyson t ,!y two toge!r well might move ! _w4 ,s b\ndless seem$ to me ! k+doms ( ,tru?1 ,goodness1 & ,beauty :i* w\ld spr+ f su* conjunction4 ,x goes )\t say+ t su* relation%ip 0 contemplat$ by me only z ! accompanim5t ( a happy re-m>riage4 ,= ,i _h m>ri$ 9 ,au/ralia only to be wid[]$ aft] a ye>'s w$lock4 ,b su* a prospect 0 s long )held z to make me dubi\s ( its realisation#ad4 ,nev]!less1 "s inn] voice 0 ev] say+3 ,wait2 wait4 ,ev]y?+ comes to him :o waits1 provid$ only he d s 9 fai? & pati5ce1 look+ to ! highe/4 ,b t ,i did wait1 & accord+ly kept myself free = :at ultimately 0 assign$ to me1 0 due f> less to ! expectation ( f9d+ t = :i* ,i wait$1 ?an to ! vivid consci\sness :i* ,i _h ( ! bitt]ness t w\ld come ( f9d+ x1 only to be )held f x ?r\gh a previ\s disposal ( myself 9 "s o!r & incompatible qu>t]4 ,?is 0 an impression :i* s]v$ l>gely to keep my life z free z ,i desir$ my ?\ght to be4 ,b t ! z yet undisclos$ arbit]s ( my de/9y deem$ x insuffici5t z a det]r5t1 appe>$ f _! re9=cem5t ( x 9 a mann] :i* effectually deb>r$ me f m>riage save on ! condition1 impossible to me1 ( a m]c5>y alliance4 ,?is 0 a rev]sal ( =tune ?r\gh a succession ( losses s s]i\s z to be ! cause ( r$uc+ my means to ! m9imum compatible ) exi/5ce at all 9 my own /ation1 :i* soon aft]w>ds happ5$4 ,t !re 7 yet fur!r reasons = ?is imposition on me ( ! rule ( pov]ty1 aris+ out ( ! nature ( ! "w requir$ ( me1 0 9 due "t made manife/1 & also :at ^? reasons 74 ,!y ne$ n be specifi$ "h1 except+ only ?is "o4 ,x made impossible ! ascription to my de/9$ colleague ( m]c5>y motives = h] association ) me4 ,9 ?is ,i came to recognise a delicate provid5ce = :i* ,i felt ,i c\ld n be too ?ankful4 ,9 ! meantime1 ev5 :ile sm>t+ sev]ely f ?is disp5sation1 & o!rs yet m bitt] :i* 7 heap$ on me = no app>5t cause or fault ( my own t ,i c\ld disc]n1 ! ?\ght t mo/ ( all s]v$ to su/a9 me "u :at ,i felt w\ld h utt]ly brok5 d[n 9 he>t or head1 or 9 bo? ( ^! organs1 any o!r p]son :atev] ( :om ,i _h k1--t ?\ght 0 ! surmise or suspicion t all ^! ?+s1 h>d to be> z !y 71 & undes]v$ z !y seem$1 might prove to be bless+s 9 disguise1 9 m9i/]+ to ! realisation ( ! controll+ ambition ( my life by educat+ me = x2 & t accord+ to ! mann] 9 :i* ,i bore !m might be ! result4 ,!re is yet "o m p]sonal disclosure ess5tial to ?is "p ( my relation4 ,x conc]ns my own m5tal /&po9t at ! "t at :i* my n>rative has arriv$4 ,b5t z ,i 0 on p5etrat+ ! secret ( ?+s at fir/ h&1 & by means ( a ?\ght absolutely free1 ,i 0 nev] = a mom5t dispos$ to turn1 z my s-call$ free-?9k+ contempor>ies "o & all _h turn$1 a scornful back ^u :atev] relat$ to or sav\r$ ( ! curr5t religion4 ,scripture & dogma 7 n = me necess>ily ei!r false or inscrutable because _! (ficial expon5ts _h pres5t$ !m 9 an aspect :i* outrag$ my reason & revolt$ my consci5ce4 ,i felt b\nd--if only 9 ju/ice to !m & myself--at lea/ to f9d out :at !y did mean be=e f9ally disc>d+ !m4 ,& 9 ?is act ( ju/ice ,i 0 /rangely su/a9$ by a s5se ( ! possibility t ! tru?1 if any1 conta9$ 9 !m1 0 no o!r ?an t ( :i* ,i 0 9 se>*4 ,?is is to say1 t 9 all my inve/igations ,i kept be=e me ! idea t1 if ,i c\ld disc]n ! actual nature ( exi/5ce & ! int5d$ s5se ( ! ,bible & ,*ri/ianity1 indep5d5tly ( ea* o!r1 !y might prove on comp>ison to be id5tical2 9 :i* case ! latt] w\ld really repres5t a true revelation4 ,mean:ile1 ,i f\nd myself con/ra9$ to believe1 z an axiomatic proposition1 t ! high] & nobl] ! conception ,i fram$ 9 my imag9ation ( ! nature ( exi/5ce1 & ! m 9 accordance ) my ideas ( :at1 to be p]fect1 ! con/itution ( ! univ]se ought to be1 ! ne>] ,i %\ld come to ! actual tru?4 ,simil>ly ) religion4 ,= a religion to be true1 x mu/1 ,i felt absolutely assur$1 be ideally p]fect aft] ! mo/ p]fect ideal t we c frame4 ,?is is to say1 t n only mu/ x be 9 itself su* z to satisfy bo? head & he>t1 m9d & moral consci5ce1 _s & s\l2 x mu/ also be p]fectly simple1 obvi\sly reasonable1 coh]5t1 self-evid5t1 f\nd$ 9 ! nature ( ?+s1 incapable--:5 once compreh5d$--( be+ conceiv$ ( z o!rwise1 absolutely equitable1 et]nally true1 & recognisable z be+ all ^!1 inv>iable 9 op]ation1 indep5d5t ( all accid5ts ( "t1 place1 p]sons & ev5ts1 & comp>able to ! demon/ration ( a ma!matical problem 9 t x ne$s no te/imony or au?ority beyond ^? ( ! m9d2 & requir+ = its efficaci\s obs]vance1 no?+ t is extrane\s or inaccessible to ! subject-individual1 b )9 8 ability to recognise & fulfil1 provid$ only t he s w4 ,x mu/ also be su* z to enable him by ! obs]vance ( x to turn 8 exi/5ce to ! highe/ possible acc\nt imag9able by him1 be 8 imag9ation z develop$ z x may3 & all ?is z indep5d5tly ( any be+ o!r ?an himself1 z if he 7 ! sole p]sonal entity 9 ! univ]se1 & 7 himself ! univ]se4 ,t is to say1 ! means ( a man's p]fectionm5t mu/ inh]e 9 8 own sy/em1 & he mu/ be compet5t ( himself effectually to apply !m4 ,x is fur!r necess>y1 because equitable1 t he be all[$ suffici5t "t & opportunity = ! discov]y1 und]/&+ & application ( su* means4 ,su* are ! t]ms & conditions ( an ideally p]fect religion1 z ,i conceiv$ ( !m4 ,x is a def9ition :i* excludes well-nigh1 if n q1 all ! *>act]i/ics ord9>ily reg>d$ z app]ta9+ to religion1 & notably to t ( ,*ri/5dom4 ,= 9 exclud+ ev]y?+ extrane\s to ! actual subject-individual1 & requir+ religion to be self-evid5t & necess>ily true1 x excludes z sup]flu\s & irrelevant1 hi/ory1 tradition1 au?ority1 revelation1 z ord9>ily conceiv$ (1 ecclesia/ical ord9ance1 prie/ly m9i/ration1 m$iatorial function1 vic>i\s satisfaction1 & ev5 ! op]ation ( ,deity z subsi/+ )\t & ap>t f ! man1 all ( :i* are ess5tial elem5ts 9 ! accept$ conception ( religion4 ,nev]!less1 pr(\nd z 0 my di/ru/ ( ! fai?fulness ( ! or?odox pres5tation1 ,i c\ld n reconcile myself to a r5unciation ( ! orig9als on :i* t pres5tation 0 f\nd$1 until ,i _h satisfi$ myself t ,i _h fa?om$ _! int5d$ & real mean+4 ,i _h1 moreov]1 v e>ly conceiv$ a p]sonal affection = ,jesus z a man1 s /rong z to s]ve z a det]r5t bo? f ab&on+ ! fai? f\nd$ on ,him1 & f accept+ x z x is z wor?y ( ,him4 ,su* 0 my /&po9t1 intellectual & religi\s1 at ! p]iod 9 "q4 ,! "t came :5 x f\nd full ju/ification2 our results be+ su* z to v]ify x 9 ev]yone ( its manifold aspects4 ,& n ?is only4 ,! doctr9e :i* _h s my/]i\sly evolv$ itself out ( my consci\sness to atta9 by sl[ degrees ! position ( a controll+ influ5ce 9 my life1 ! doctr9e1 namely ( a ,duality subsi/+ 9 ! ,orig9al ,unity ( ,und]iv$ ,be+1 & z inh]+ !re=e 9 e unit ( d]iv$ be+1 ?is doctr9e prov$ to be ! key to ! my/]ies bo? ( ,creation & ( ,r$emption1 z prop\nd$ 9 ! ,bible & manife/$ 9 ! ,*ri/2 ! key also to ! nature ( man1 disclos+ ! facts bo? ( 8 possession ( div9e pot5tialities z 8 bir?right1 & 8 end[m5t ) ! faculty :]eby to disc]n & to realise !m4 ,& :ile x prov$ con/ructive 9 respect ( ,div9e ,tru?1 x prov$ de/ructive 9 respect ( ! falsification ( t tru? :i* _h pass$ = or?odoxy1 by disclos+ ! s\rce1 ! motive1 ! me?od & ! ag5ts ( t falsification4 ,b ^! ?+s 7 /ill 9 ! future4 ,at ! "t ) :i* we are n[ conc]n$1 ,i _h comm5c$ a book to repres5t ! /&po9t j describ$1 ,! ,keys ( ! ,cre$s4 ,! fir/ & initial draft ( t book 0 writt5 "u ! sympa!tic eye ( "o ( ! ord] ( noble wom5 to :i* ref]5ce has be5 made1 & ow$ mu* to ! enhancem5t ( faculty d]iv$ by me f su* conjunction ( m9ds4 ,! second & f9al draft 0 writt5 "u l relation%ip ) ano!r memb] ( ! self-same ord]1 ev5 %e :o prov$ to be my de/9$ collaborator 9 ! "w ( :i* ?is book rec\nts ! /ory4 ,x 0 publi%$ 9 #ahge4 ,x is necess>y only to say fur!r ( ! book ?us produc$1 t not)/&+ c]ta9 defects ( expression1 due *iefly to an insuffici5t acqua9tance ) ! t]m9ology ( metaphysics1 x prov$ an invaluable help to v _m1 z 0 amply %[n by ! lett]s ( grateful appreciation receiv$ f !m by me4 ,! keynote 0 t :i* aft]w>ds f\nd expression 9 ! utt]ance1-- ,!re is no enlight5m5t f )\t3 ! secret ( ?+s is reveal$ f )94 ,f )\t come? no ,div9e ,revelation3 b ! ,_s )9 be>e? witness#ae4 ,= ! lesson x conta9$ 0 ! lesson t ! ph5om5al _w _c disclose its own secret4 ,to f9d ?is1 man mu/ seek 9 t sub/antial _w :i* lies )9 himself1 s9ce all t is real is )9 ! man4 ,f :i* x foll[$ t if !re is no )91 or if t )9 be inaccessible1 ei!r !re is no reality1 or man has no organon ( k1 & is by con/itution agno/ic4 ,mean:ile1 ! v fact ( my possession ( an ideal exempt f ! limitations ( ! app>5t1 con/itut$ = me a /rong presumption 9 fav\r ( ! reality ( ! ideal4 ,! mom5t ( contact betwe5 my de/9$ colleague & myself1 0 z critical = "o z = ! o!r1 only t 9 my case ! crisis 0 intellectual4 ,i c\ld see to ! end ( ! argum5t ,i 0 !n elaborat+2 & t x l&$ me close to ! divid+ b>ri] betwe5 ! two worlds ( s5se & _s1 suppos+ ! latt] to h any be+#af4 ,b ,i nei!r saw beyond1 nor knew h[ to asc]ta9 :e!r or n !re is a beyond4 ,we 7 discuss+ ! "q ( !re be+ an inn] s5se 9 ,scripture1 su* z my book sugge/$2 & :e!r1 suppos+ x to h su* a s5se1 x requir$ = its disc]nm5t any faculty m recondite ?an a subtle imag9ation2 & if x did1 is !re su* a faculty8 & :at is its nature8 ,by :i* x w be se5 t ,i 0 /ill 9 ignorance ( ! nature ( ! faculty ,i f\nd 9 myself & recognis$ z especially subsi/+ 9 wom51 & :i*1 = me1 really made ! woman4 ,! reply r5d]$ by h] to ^! que/ion+s con/itut$ ! pro( positive t ,i _h at l5g? discov]$ ! m9d :i* my own _h s long crav$ z its sorely ne$$ complem5t4 ,9 response to !m %e gave me a manuscript 9 h] own writ+1 ask+ me to read x & tell h] frankly :at ,i ?\ght ( x4 ,hav+ read & re-read x1 ,i enquir$ h[ & :]e %e _h got x4 ,%e repli$ by ask+ :at ,i ?\ght ( x4 ,i answ]$1 ,if !re is su* a ?+ z div9e revelation1 ,i "k ( no?+ t comes ne>] to my ideal ( :at x ought to be4 ,x is exactly :at ! _w is p]i%+ = want (--a reasonable fai?4 ,%e !n told me t x _h come to h] 9 h] sleep1 b :5ce or h[ %e did n "k2 nor c\ld %e say :e!r %e _h se5 x or he>d x1 b only t x came sudd5ly into h] m9d1 )\t h] hav+ ev] he>d or ?\ght ( su* tea*+ be=e4 ,x 0 an exposition ( ! ,/ory ( ! ,fall1 exhibit+ x z a p>able hav+ a significance purely spiritual1 :olly reasonable1 & ( univ]sal application1 physical p]sons1 ?+s1 & ev5ts describ$ 9 x disappe>+ 9 fav\r ( pr9ciples1 processes1 & /ates app]ta9+ to ! s\l2 no m]e local hi/ory1 !re=e1 b an et]nal v]ity4 ,! exp]i5ce1 %e w5t on to tell me1 0 f> f exceptional2 %e _h receiv$ _m ?+s :i* _h greatly /ruck & pleas$ h] 9 ! same way1 & sometimes :ile 9 ! wak+ /ate 9 a sort ( day-dream4 ,x 0 subsequ5tly incorporat$ into our book1 ,! ,p]fect ,way4 ,h] acc\nt ( h] faculty1 ( :i* %e relat$ sev]al in/ances1 produc$ a pr(\nd impression on me4 ,x diff]$ altoge!r f any t ,i _h he>d ( z claim$ by ! vot>ies ( ,spiritualism1 a cre$ to :i* nei!r ( u _h ass5t$2 su* little exp]i5ce z we _h ( x hav+ fail$ to conv9ce u ( ! g5u95ess ( its ph5om5a2 ?\gh %e1 on h] "p1 confess$ to hav+ be5 some:at at a loss to acc\nt = "s ?+s %e _h se54 ,b ?\gh n spirituali/s1 we 7 n mat]iali/s4 ,r 7 we ideali/s1 :o _h yet to le>n &1 z ! ev5t prov$1 7 de/9$ %ortly to le>n1 t ! ,ideal is ! ,real1 & is ,spiritual4 ,! ev5t also prov$ t 9 ord] to le>n x & to "k x positively by exp]i5ce1 !re 7 two conditions to be fulfill$1 on bo? ( :i* %e _h already ent]$1 b ,i _h yet to ent]4 ,"o ( ^! conditions 0 physical1 ! o!r 0 emotional4 ,! =m] consi/$ 9 ! r5unciation ( fle%-food 9 fav\r ( a diet d]iv$ f ! vegetable k+dom4 ,! latt] condition consi/$ 9 ! k9dl+ ( our en?usiasm = ! ideal into a flame ( su* ard\r & int5sity z to make x ! dom9ant passion ( our lives1 & "o 9 :i* all o!rs w\ld be swall[$ up4 ,x 0 to be an en?usiasm at once = ,humanity1 = ,p]fection1 = ,god4 ,_h we be5 9 any degree in/ruct$ 9 spiritual or occult sci5ce1 we %\ld h kn[n t ! r5unciation ( fle%-food1 ?\gh 9 itself a physical act1 has ev] be5 recognis$ by initiates z ! prime ess5tial 9 ! unfoldm5t ( ! spiritual faculties2 s9ce only :5 man is purely n\ri%$ c he atta9 cle>ness & fulness ( spiritual p]ception4 ,z x 01 nei!r ( u _h ev] he>d ( occult sci5ce1 or ( ! necessity ( su* a regim5 to ! p]fectionm5t ( faculty4 ,%e _h adopt$ x on gr\nds physiological1 *emical1 hygi5ic1 ae/hetic1 & moral2 n on gr\nds m5tal or spiritual4 ,i n[ und]took to adopt x p>tly on ! same gr\nds :i* _h influ5c$ h]1 & p>tly ) a view to enhance & consolidate ! sympa?y subsi/+ betwe5 u4 ,! m5tal & spiritual advantages ( ! regim5 made !mselves kn[n to u by exp]i5ce4 ,! o!r condition f\nd its fulfilm5t ?r\gh ! k ,i d]iv$ f h] ( ! me?ods ( ! physiologi/s4 ,t savages1 sorc]]s1 brig&s1 religi\s fanatics1 & corrupt prie/hoods _h always be5 wont to make torture _! ga9 or _! pa/ime1 ,i 0 well aw>e1 & believ$ t evolution w\ld sweep !m & _! practices away 9 its c\rse4 ,b ! discov]y n[ fir/ made to me t id5tical b>b>ities are sy/ematically p]petrat$ by ! lead]s ( mod]n sci5ce on ! pretext ( b5efit+ humanity1 9 an age :i* claims to repres5t ! summit ( su* evolution z has yet be5 accompli%$2 & t aft] all its boa/s1 ! be/ t sci5ce c d = ! _w is to conv]t x into a hell & its population into fi5ds1 by ! delib]ate r5unciation ( ! di/9ctive s5tim5ts ( humanity1--?is 0 a discov]y :i* fill$ me ) unspeakable horror & amazem5t1 at once rais+ to a :ite heat ! en?usiasm ( love = ! ideal already k9dl$ )9 me1 & add+ to x a l en?usiasm ( dete/ation = its opposite4 ,f :i* x came t ,i f\nd myself "u ! impulsion simultane\sly ( two mighty influ5ces1 ! "o attract+1 ! o!r repell+1 b bo? op]at+ 9 ! same direction4 ,= :ile by ! =m] ,i 0 drawn upw>ds by ! beauty ( an ideal indef9itely enhanc$ by its contra/ ) ! f\l actual bel[1 by ! latt] ,i 0 impell$ upw>ds by ! hide\sness ( t actual4 ,! sight ( ! moral abyss disclos$ to me 9 ,vivisection1 z ,i p]us$ volume aft] volume ( ! annals ( ! practice writt5 by ! p]petrators !mselves1 & n[ fir/ made accessible to me1 effectually purg$ out ( my sy/em any p>ticle ( dilettanteism t might h /ill lurk$ 9 x1 compell+ me to reg>d z ( ! utmo/ urg5cy all & m ?an all t ,i _h hi!rto contemplat$ do+ delib]ately4 ,?is 0 ! con/ruction ( a sy/em ( ?\ght :i* by =ce ( its appeal to bo? ^? two indisp5sable con/itu5ts ( humanity1 ! head & ! he>t1 %all compel acceptance f all p]sons really human1 & 9 pres5ce ( :i* ! :ole sy/em ( :i* ,vivisection 0 ! typical outcome & symbol %\ld vani% f (f ! e>?4 ,?is sy/em 0 ,mat]ialism ( :i* only n[ did ,i disc]n ! full significance4 ,! sy/ematic organisation ( :olesale1 protract$1 uncomp5satable torture1 = ends purely selfi%1 0--,i saw ) absolute di/9ctness--n an accid5tal & avoidable outcome ( ,mat]ialism1 b its logical & inevitable outcome4 ,& x 0 to ! eradication ( ,mat]ialism t1 f t mom5t1 ,i d$icat$ myself4 ,x 0 a rescue "w = bo? man & bea/1 see+ t humanity itself 0 m5ac$ ) ext9ction4 ,= ! mat]iali/1 ( c\rse1 t :i* makes ! man is ! =m4 ,= me x 0 ! "*1 & x 0 ?is1 ! "* ( mank9d pres5t & to come1 t 0 at /ake4 ,= man demonis$ is no long] man4 ,9 ! ov]?r[ ( ,mat]ialism1 ,i saw absolutely1 0 salvation alone to be f\nd1 :e!r = man or bea/4 ,! consid]ation t only z an ab/a9] f fle%-food ,i c\ld ) entire consi/5cy cont5d aga9/ vivisection1 0 a pot5t factor 9 det]m9+ my *ange ( diet4 ,true1 ! di/9ction betwe5 dea? & torture 0 a broad "o4 ,b ! /ati/ics ,i n[ = ! fir/ "t p]us$1 ( ! slaught]-h\se & ! cattle-traffic1 %[$ beyond "q1 t torture1 & ?is prolong$ & sev]e1 is involv$ 9 ! use ( animals = food z well z = sci5ce4 ,& ov] & above ?is 0 ! in/9ctive p]ception ( ! probability t nei!r w\ld !y :o _h !m kill$1 :e!r = food1 = sport1 or = clo?+1 be all[$ ! privilege ( rescu+ !m f ! h&s ( ! physiologi/2 nor w\ld ! animals be all[$ to accept _! deliv]ance at ! h&s ( ^? :o ?us us$ !m4 ,!y :o w\ld save o!rs1 we felt1 mu/ fir/ make sacrifice 9 !mselves4 ,& 9 ! pres5ce ( ! joy ( work+ to effect su* salvation1 sacrifice w\ld cease to be sacrifice4 ,?is1 too1 we not$1 & ) no small satisfaction--t to make ! rescue ( ! animals an imm$iate & urg5t motive1 0 9 no way to ab&on ! orig9al motive ( hatr$ to ! t5et ( vic>i\s atonem5t4 ,= we recognis$ vivisection itself z b ! ext5sion to ! doma9 ( sci5ce1 ( ! v pr9ciple by :i* we _h be5 inexpressibly revolt$ 9 ! doma9 ( religion2--! pr9ciple ( seek+ "o's own salvation by ! sacrifice ( ano!r1 & t ! innoc5t4 ,& s we le>nt t ,new ,sci5ti/ is b ,old ,prie/ writ diff]5tly1--to v>y ,milton's expression2 & t 9 bo? doma9s ! t5et _h its root 9 ,mat]ialism4 ,:5 ! "t came = our mission to be m p>ticul>ly def9$1 our satisfaction 0 unb\nd$ on receiv+ ! *>ge1 ,we mean y to lay b>e ! secrets ( ! _w's sacrificial sy/em4 ,x express$ ) absolute concis5ess & exactitude all t we _h 9 our m9ds1 f> bett] ?an we c\ld h express$ x4 ,! importance ( ?is "q ( vivisection 9 vitalis+ u = ! "w be=e u1 w be se5 by ! foll[+ fact4 ,! "t came :5 we knew t ! "w committ$ to u 0 t revelation anew ( ! ,*ri/ :i* 0 to con/itute ,8 ,second ,adv5t1 inasmu* z x 0 ! int]pretation ( ! tru? ( :i* ,he 0 ! manife/ation4 ,x 0 to be a spiritual com+2 9 ! cl\ds ( heav51 ! heav5 ( ! k+dom )9 ( man's re/or$ und]/&+4 ,&1 z at ,8 fir/ adv5t s at ,8 second1 ,he 0 to h ,8 bir? among ! animals4 ,& s x v]ily 04 ,=--z ,i h else:]e /at$#ag--,_! t]rible wrongs1 culm9at+ at ! h&s ( _! sci5tific torm5tors1 7 ! la/ drops :i* fill$ to ov]fl[+ ) angui%1 indignation & wra?1 he>ts already brimm+ ) ! s5se ( ! _w's degradation & mis]y1 wr++ f !m ! cry :i* r5t ! heav5s = ,8 desc5t1 & 9 direct & imm$iate response to :i* ,he came4 ,= ! ,new ,gospel ( ,int]pretation 0 v\*saf$ 9 express recognition ( ! det]m9$ endeav\r1 by means ( a ?\ght absolutely fe>less & free1 to scale ! topmo/ heights1 fa?om ! l[e/ dep?s1 & p5etrate to ! inmo/ recesses ( ,consci\sness1 9 se>* ( ! solution ( ! problem ( ,exi/5ce1 "u ! assur$ conviction t1 :5 f\nd1 x w\ld prove to be "o t w\ld make above all ?+s ,vivisection impossible1 if only by demon/rat+ ! con/itution ( ?+s to be su* t1 t]rible z is ! lot ( ! victims ( ! practice "h1 !y are n )\t comp5sation h]eaft]1 :ile ! lot ( _! torm5tors w be unspeakably worse ?an ev5 t ( _! victims "h4 ,& s x prov$1 ) absolute c]ta9ty to be ! case1 to ! full v9dication at ! same "t ( ! ,div9e ,ju/ice & ! ,div9e ,love2 no exp]i5ce be+ )held :i* w\ld qualify u to be> positive te/imony !reto4 ,=1 al?\gh at ! outset we 71 z ,i h said1 9 no wise believ]s 9 ! possibility ( su* exp]i5ces1 ! "t came1 & came quickly1 :5 ! veil 0 )drawn1 & ! secrets ( ! ,beyond 7 disclos$ to u 9 pl5itude1 9 its e sph]e1 f ! abyss ( hell to ! heights ( heav54 ,& we le>nt t ?is _h become possible ?r\gh ! passionate en]gy ) :i*1 9 our se>* = ! highe/ tru?1 = ! highe/ ends1 & 9 pure/ love to r$eem1 we _h direct$ our ?\ght inw>ds & upw>ds1 liv+ at ! same "t ! life requisite to qualify u = su* p]ceptions4 ,?us did we obta9 practical realisation ( ! promise t !y :o d ! div9e w1 by liv+ ! div9e life1 %all "k ( ! div9e doctr9e4 ,our :ole m5tal attitude _h be5 "o ( pray] 9 its ess5tial s5se2 :i* is n t ( say+ pray]s1 b z x came to be def9$ = u--! int5se direction ( ! w & desire t[>ds ! ,highe/2 an un*ang+ int5t to "k no?+ b ! ,highe/4 ,because to ?9k inw>dly1 to pray int5sely1 & to imag9e c5trally1 is to hold conv]se ) ,god4 ,& we _h done ?is )\t kn[+ x 0 pray]1 or call+ x by t "n4 ,=1 kn[+ only ! conv5tional conception ( pray]1 we _h recoil$ f x z f o!r conv5tional conceptions ( ?+s religi\s4 ,n[1 h[ev]1 we f\nd t we _h done in/9ctively & spontane\sly precisely :at 0 necess>y to br+ u into relations at once ) our spiritual selves & ) ! _w ( ^? :o consi/ only ( ! spiritual self4 ,=1 by ?us becom+ vitalis$ & s5sitive 9 t "p ( man's sy/em :i* endures & passes on1 we _h come into op5 conditions ) ! _w ( ^? :o h ?us endur$ & pass$ on1 & are no long] ( ! t]re/rial1 b ( ! cele/ial1 hav+ surm\nt$ all l[] & int]m$iate planes4 ,all ?is came to u )\t anticipation on our "p1 or any consci\s seek+ = x2 b yet )\t caus+ dismay or surprise :5 x came4 ,= x came s gradually z to seem to be b ! natural & ord]ly result ( ! unfoldm5t ( our own spiritual consci\sness1 & excit$ only feel+s ( joy & ?ankfulness at f9d+ our me?od & aspirations cr[n$ ) s high a success4 ,?us 0 x made absolutely cle> to u t1 s f> f div9e revelation involv+ miracle1 or requir+ = its in/rum5ts p]sons o!r 9 k9d ?an ! ord9>y1 x is a pr]ogative ( man1 belong+ to him z man2 & requir+ = its reception only t he be fully man1 alive & s5sitive 9 8 own inn]mo/ & highe/1 9 8 c5tre z 9 8 circumf]5ce4 ,?us liv+ on ! quick & f9d+ no o!rs :o did s1 x seem$ to u z if we alone 7 ! quick1 & all o!rs 7 dead4 ,we not$ yet ano!r way 9 :i* we supplem5t$ & complem5t$ ea* o!r4 ,x 0 9 ?is wise4 ,z ,i 0 b5t on ! con/ruction ( a sy/em ( ?\ght :i* %\ld be at once a sci5ce1 a philosophy1 a morality1 & a religion1 & recognisable by ! und]/&+ z indubitably true2 %e 0 b5t on ! con/ruction ( a rule ( life equally obvi\s & b9d+1 & recognisable by ! s5tim5ts z alone accord+ ) !m1 its basis be+ t s5se ( p]fect ju/ice :i* spr+s f p]fect sympa?y4 ,by :i* x w be se5 t :ile x 0 h] aim to e/abli% a p]fect practice1 :i* might or might n consi/ ) a p]fect doctr9e1 x 0 my aim to e/abli% a p]fect doctr9e :i* w\ld inevitably issue 9 a p]fect practice1 by at once def9+ x & supply+ an all-compell+ motive = its obs]vance4 ,^!1 z we at once recognis$1 7 ! two indisp5sable halves ( "o p]fect :ole4 ,b we _h yet to le>n ! nature & s\rce ( ! compell+ motive = its en=cem5t4 ,! defici5cy 0 made good by ! discov]y ( ! fact ( man's p]man5ce z an individual4 ,! revelation ( ?is tru? 0 ! demon/ration to u ( ! inanity--n to use a /rong] t]m--( ! sy/em call$ ,positivism4 ,9 ignor+ ! s\l1 t sy/em lacks ! motive & repudiates ! s\rce ( ! s5tim5ts on :i* x insi/s1 & to ! exp]i5ces ( :i* ^? s5tim5ts are due4 ,,footnotes3 #h ,! book 0 ,by & ,by3 ,an ,hi/orical ,romance ( ! ,future1 its object be+ to %[ a /ate ( society 9 :i* ! intuition is supreme1 & individuals foll[ _! own ideals4 ,x repres5ts a /ep 9 ,e4,m4's unfoldm5t1 b n 8 f9al conclusions4 ,9 #ahgc ,a4,k41 hav+ read a review ( ?is book 9 ! ,exam9] 7:i* also conta9$ a notice ( "o ( h] tales71 communicat$ ) ,e4,m4 7,life ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,i4 p4 #bg47 #i ,?is 0 n ! fir/ "t t ,e4,m4 met ,a4,k4 ,he _h met h] once be=e1 9 ,janu>y1 #ahgd1 9 a picture gall]y 9 ,london4 ,x 0 b = a %ort "t1 & dur+ a s+le aft]noon2 b x 0 suffici5t to conv9ce him ( ! unusual "* ( ! p]sonality ) :i* he _h come into contact4 7,life ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,i4 p4 #cb47 #aj ,h] v fir/ publi%$ production 0 a poem 9 a religi\s magaz9e1 :5 %e 0 b n9e ye>s old4 7,life ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,i4 p4 #bi47 #aa ,beatrice3 ,a ,tale ( ! ,e>ly ,*ri/ians1 0 writt5 by ,a4,k4 9 #ahei1 = ! ,*ur*man's ,companion1 b ! publi%] ?\ght x wor?y to make a sep>ate volume1 & (f]$ to br+ x out 9 t =m1 & to give h] a pres5t = x1 :i* (f] 0 accept$4 7,life ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,i4 p4 #d47 #ab ,! ,/ory 0 ,9 my ,lady's ,*amb]1 & purport$ to be a speculative romance t\*+ a few que/ions ( ! day4 ,x 0 aft]w>ds publi%$ sep>ately z by ,colossa4 7,life ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,i4 pp4 #ba1 #bb47 #ac ,! fir/ edition ( ,! ,pilgrim & ! ,%r9e 0 publi%$ 9 #ahfg4 #ad ,e4,m4 did n m>ry aga94 ,he _h "o *ild1 ,*>les ,bradley ,maitl&1 & he di$ on ! #af? ,febru>y1 #aija4 #ae ,see p4 #ajj #af ,e4,m4 says t ,! ,keys ( ! ,cre$s br\ght 8 ?\ght up to ! extreme limits ( a ?\ght m]ely intellectual1 to transc5d :i* x w\ld be necess>y to p5etrate ! b>ri] betwe5 ! worlds ( s5se & ( _s4 7,life ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,i4 p4 #ed47 #ag ,/atem5t ,e4,c4,u4 p4 #hj4 ,,*apt] ,,ii4 ,,! ,,initiation4 ,my visit to ! rectory result$ 9 an intimacy :i* made me to su* ext5t a memb] ( ! family z to remove all ob/acles to ! collaboration requir$ ( u4 ,x 0 soon made evid5t t n only our association1 b h] design ( seek+ a m$ical education 0 = bo? ( u an indisp5sable elem5t 9 our prep>ation = our n[ recognis$ jo9t-mission4 ,9 its g5]al aspect t mission _h = its purpose ! ov]?r[ ( ,mat]ialism1 & 9 ord] to qualify u = x1 x 0 deem$ necess>y t we und]go a tra9+ 9 ! mo/ mat]iali/ic ( ! _w's s*ools4 ,?is 0 ! ,univ]sity ( ,p>is4 ,%e alone 0 to seek a diploma4 ,= me x 0 en\gh t ,i accompany h] 9 h] /udies1 & t we submit ! tea*+s receiv$ by h] to rigid analysis by our comb9$ faculties4 ,do+ ?is1 we f\nd ourselves compet5t to decl>e positively ! falsity ( ! mat]iali/ic sy/em on ! /r5g? bo? ( logical processes & ( practical demon/ration1 by means ( ! exp]i5ces ( :i* we f\nd ourselves ! recipi5ts4 ,= al?\gh we _h nev] he>d ( su* ?+s z psy*ic faculties1--! v phrase 0 n yet inv5t$--we f\nd ourselves possess$ ( !m 9 su* measure t no long] did ! veil :i* divides ! _w s5sible f ! _w spiritual con/itute an impassable b>ri]1 b bo? 7 op5 to view1 & ! latt] 0 z real & accessible z ! =m]4 ,x 0 ab\t ! middle ( #ahgf t ?is rem>kable accession ( faculty began to manife/ itself 9 pl5itude1 ,i be+ ! fir/ to exp]i5ce x1 not)/&+ my previ\s total lack ( any faculty ( ! k9d1 or ( belief 9 ! possibility ( my hav+ x4 ,b ! purification :i* my physical sy/em _h und]gone by means ( my new diet>y regim51 & ! con/ant & int5se direction ( my ?\ght inw>ds & upw>ds1 ! =cible conc5tration ( my m9d ^u ! ess5tial & sub/antial ideas ( ?+s1 & ?is "u impulsion ( an en?usiasm k9dl$ to a :ite heat--an en?usiasm1 z already said1 bo? ( aspiration & ( repulsion--& ! enhancem5t ( faculty ?r\gh sympa!tic association1--^! _h s att5uat$ ! veil t x no long] imp$$ my vision ( spiritual realities4 ,& ,i f\nd myself--)\t seek+ = or expect+ x--spiritually s5sitive 9 respect ( sight1 he>+1 & t\*1 & 9 op51 palpable relations ) a _w :i* ,i _h no difficulty 9 recognis+ z ( cele/ial nature2 s f> did x transc5d ev]y?+ ( :i* ,i _h he>d or read 9 ! annals ( ! contempor>y spiritualism2 s entirely did x accord ) my conceptions ( ! div9e4 ,t ,i refra9 f employ+ ! t]ms sup]natural & sup]human1 is because !y assume ! k ( ! limits ( ! natural & ! human1 & arbitr>ily exclude f ^? categories regions ( be+ :i* may really belong to !m4 ,! cele/ial & ! div9e are n necess>ily ei!r sup]human or sup]natural2 !y may be b ! high] human & ! high] natural4 ,if !y are at all1 !y are accord+ to natural ord]1 & x is natural = !m to be4 ,nev]!less1 va/ z 0 ! int]val x repres5t$ betwe5 my pa/ & pres5t /ates1 x came s naturally & easily z to be cle>ly ! result1 n ( any abnormal or accid5tal cataclysm involv+ a brea* ( cont9uity1 b ( a p]fectly ord]ly unfoldm5t e /ep ( :i* 0 di/9ctly traceable4 ,= ?\gh ! process 0 ak9 to t ( ! atta9m5t ( sight by "o previ\sly bl9d1 & ! f9al issue 0 sudd51 ! issue _h be5 l$ up to 9 su* wise z to r5d] x legitimate & normal4 ,= its e>lie/ indication#ah 0 an op5+ ( ! m9d 9 su* wise t subjects hi!rto beyond my grasp1 & problems deem$ insoluble1 became compreh5sible & cle>2 :ile :ole vi/as ( ?\ght p]fectly cont9u\s & coh]5t1 w\ld disclose !mselves to my view1 /ret*+ f> away t[>ds _! s\rce 9 ! v pr9ciples ( ?+s1 s t ,i f\nd myself intellectually ! ma/] ( que/ions :i* previ\sly _h baffl$ me4 ,! exp]i5ce ,i am ab\t to relate 0 n only rem>kable 9 itself1 x 0 rem>kable also z /rik+ :at prov$ to be ! keynote ( all our subsequ5t "w1 ! doctr9e1 namely1 ( ! sub/antial id5tity ( ,god & man4 ,x _h sudd5ly fla%$ on my m9d z a necess>y & self-evid5t tru?1 ! contr>y ( :i* 0 absurd2 & ,i _h seat$ myself at my writ+-table to give x expression = a book ,i _h lately comm5c$#ai4 ,i 0 alone & lock$ 9 my room 9 my *amb]s (f ,pall ,mall1 ,mrs ,k+s=d be+ at ! "t 9 ,p>is1 accompani$ by h] husb&4 ,x 0 pa/ midnight1 & all )\t 0 quiet2 !re 0 n a s\nd to break my ab/raction4 ,?is 0 s pr(\nd t ,i _h writt5 "s f\r pages )\t draw+ brea?1 ! matt] seem+ to fl[ n m]ely f b ?r\gh me )\t consci\s m5tal ef=t ( my own4 ,i saw s cle>ly t !re 0 no ne$ to ?9k4 ,9 ! c\rse ( ! writ+ ,i became di/9ctly aw>e ( a pres5ce z ( someone b5d+ ov] me f beh9d1 & actively engag$ 9 bl5d+ ) & re9=c+ my m9d4 ,be+ unwill+ to risk an int]ruption to ! fl[ ( my ?\ght1 ,i resi/$ ! impulse to look up & asc]ta9 :o or :at x 04 ,( al>m at s unlook$-= a pres5ce ,i _h n a p>ticle4 ,be x :om x might1 ! accord betwe5 u 0 z p]fect z if x _h be5 m]ely a projection ( my own high] self4 ,i _h nev] he>d ( high] selves 9 ^? days1 or ( ! possibility ( su* a ph5om5on2 b ! idea ( su* an explanation occurr$ to me !n & !re4 ,b ?is solution ( ! problem ( my visitant's p]sonality 0 pres5tly dissipat$ by ! ev5t4 ,! passage ,i _h be5 writ+ conclud$ ) ^! words3-- ,! p]fect man ( any race is no o!r ?an ! p]fect expression 9 ! fle% ( all ! ess5tial *>act]i/ics ( ! s\l ( t race4 ,escap+ ! limitations ( ! individual man1 su* an "o repres5ts ! s\l ( 8 p4 ,escap+ ! limitations ( ! individual p1 he repres5ts ! s\l ( all peoples1 or ,humanity4 ,escap+ ! limitations ( ,humanity1 b /ill pres]v+ its ess5tial *>act]i/ics1 he repres5ts ! s\l ( ! sy/em ( :i* ! e>? is b an individual memb]4 ,& f9ally1 aft] climb+ _m a fur!r /ep ( ! inf9ite ladd] ( exi/5ce1 & escap+ ! limitations ( all sy/ems :atev]1 he repres5ts--nay1 f9ds t he is--! s\l ( ! univ]se1 ev5 ,god ,himself1 once 'manife/$ 9 ! fle%1' & n[ 'p]fect$ ?r\gh suff]+1' 'purifi$1 sanctifi$1 r$eem$1 ju/ifi$1 glorifi$1' 'cr[n$ ) hon\r & glory1' & 'seat$ = ev] at ! "r h& ( ! ,fa!r1' '"o ) ,god1' ev5 ,god ,himself4 ,at ?is mom5t--my m9d be+ s :olly preoccupi$ ) ! utt]ance & all t ,i saw x involv$1 z to make me oblivi\s ( all else--! pres5ce ,i _h felt b5d+ ov] me d>t$ itself into me j bel[ ! c]ebral bulb at ! back ( my neck1 ! s5sation be+ t ( a slight tap1 z ( a f+]-t\*2 & !n 9 a voice full1 ri*1 firm1 measur$1 & s /rong t x res\nd$ ?r\gh ! room1 exclaim$1 9 a tone indicative ( high satisfaction1 ,at la/ ,i h f\nd a man ?r\gh :om ,i c speak6 ,s p[]ful 0 ! intonation t ! tympana ( my e>s vibrat$ to ! s\nd1 palpably bulg+ outw>ds1 %[+ t !y _h be5 /ruck on ! inn] side1 & t ! pres5ce _h actually project$ itself into my l>ynx & spok5 f )9 me1 b )\t us+ my organs ( spee*1 ,i 0 consci\s ( be+ 9 radiant heal? at ! "t1 & 0 unable to detect any symptom ( be+ o!rwise4 ,my ?\ght1 too1 & obs]vation 7 p]fectly coh]5t & cont9u\s1 & ,i c\ld disc]n no smalle/ pretext = di/ru/ ( ! reality ( ! exp]i5ce4 ,& my delight & satisfaction1 :i* 7 unb\nd$1 f\nd expression 9 ! s+le utt]ance1 ,!n ! anci5ts 7 "r1 & ! ,gods ,,are6 s resi/less 0 ! conviction t only by a div9is$ be+ c\ld ! wisdom & p[] be manife/$ ( ! pres5ce ( :i* ,i 0 consci\s4 ,! words1 ,at la/ ,i h f\nd a man 7 incompatible ) ! !ory ( its be+ an objectivation ( my own p>ticul> ego1 &1 moreov]1 !y indicat$ ! speak] z "o high 9 au?ority ov] ! race4 ,no?+ m pass$ on t occasion2 b a vivid impression 0 left ) me t my visitant belong$ to ! ord] ( spirits call$ ,planet>ies4 ,b z ,i _h !n no k ( su* be+s1 ,i put aside ! "q ( 8 id5tity = ! solution :i* ,i tru/$ w\ld come ( fur!r enlight5m5t4 ,?is came 9 due "t1 ) ! result ( confirm+ ! impression giv5 me at ! "t4 ,! explanation1 h[ev]1 does n come )9 ! scope ( ?is pres5t writ+4 ,"s "t aft]w>ds1 :5 se>*+ at ! libr>y ( ! ,briti% ,museum 9 ! writ+s ( ! old occulti/s = exp]i5ces analog\s to our own1 ,i came ^u "o acc\nt :i* describ$ ! entrance into ! man ( an ov]%ad[+ _s exactly z x _h occurr$ to me1 s f> z x conc]n$ ! nape ( ! neck z ! po9t ( entry & ! slightness ( ! s5sation4 ,! only fur!r ref]5ce to ! incid5t necess>y "h is z foll[s4 ,a little lat] ,mrs ,k+s=d _h return$ to ,engl&1 be+ compell$ to quit ,p>is by a sev]e illness :i* %e _h contract$ imm$iately on h] arrival !re2 & 0 pursu+ h] /udies 9 ,london1 mak+ h] home ) a relative 9 ,*elsea4 ,! ev5t prov$ t %e _h be5 s5t back by ! sup]visors ( our "w expressly 9 ord] to be )9 rea* ( me4 ,inde$1 an intimation _h be5 giv5 me be=e %e _h gone t %e w\ld n be all[$ to /ay abroad1 z our ne> contiguity 0 indisp5sable1 & ,i _h accord+ly view$ h] dep>ture ) consid]able disquietude1 circum/ances r5d]+ x impossible = me to leave home j !n4 ,prior to com+ back %e _h obta9$ f ! ,m9i/] ( ,education ! exceptional privilege ( a p]mit all[+ h] att5dance at a ,london hospital to c\nt 9 h] ,p>is c\rse4 ,! fir/ exp]i5ce receiv$ by h] 9 relation to our "w1 aft] h] return to ,london1 0 ! t]rific vision ( ,! ,doom$ ,tra9#bj4 ,on br++ x to me on ! morn+ ( its occurr5ce1 %e exclaim$ z %e ent]$ ! room1 ,oh1 ,i h _h su* a t]rific dream6 ,x has q %att]$ me4 ,& ,i h br\ght x = y to try & f9d its mean+1 if x has "o4 ,i wrote x d[n ! mom5t ,i 0 able4 ,h] appe>ance fully confirm$ h] /atem5t4 ,x al>m$ me4 ,?is is ! acc\nt3-- ,i 0 visit$1 la/ night1 by a dream ( s /range & vivid a k9d t ,i feel impell$ to communicate x to y1 n only to relieve my own m9d ( ! oppression :i* ! recollection ( x causes me1 b also to give y an opportunity ( f9d+ ! mean+1 :i* ,i am /ill f> too mu* %ak5 & t]rifi$ to seek = myself4 ,x seem$ to me t y & ,i 7 two ( a va/ company ( m5 & wom51 ^u all ( :om1 ) ! exception ( myself--= ,i 0 !re volunt>ily--s5t5ce ( dea? _h be5 pass$4 ,i 0 s5sible ( ! k--h[ obta9$ ,i "k n--t ?is t]rible doom _h be5 pron\nc$ by ! (ficial ag5ts ( "s new reign ( t]ror4 ,c]ta9 ,i 0 t none ( ! p>ty _h really be5 guilty ( any crime des]v+ ( dea?2 b t ! p5alty _h be5 incurr$ ?r\gh _! connection ) "s regime1 political1 social1 or religi\s1 :i* 0 doom$ to utt] de/ruction4 ,x became kn[n among u t ! s5t5ce 0 ab\t to be c>ri$ out on a colossal scale2 b we rema9$ 9 absolute ignorance z to ! place & me?od ( ! int5d$ execution4 ,?us f> my dream gave me no intimation ( ! sc5e :i* next bur/ on me1--a sc5e :i* /ra9$ to _! utmo/ t5sion e s5se ( sight1 he>+1 & t\* 9 a mann] unprec$5t$ 9 any dream ,i h previ\sly _h4 ,x 0 night1 d>k & />less1 & ,i f\nd myself1 toge!r ) ! :ole company ( doom$ m5 & wom5 :o knew t !y 7 soon to die1 b n h[ or :]e1 9 a railway tra9 hurry+ ?r\gh ! d>kness to "s unkn[n de/9ation4 ,i sat 9 a c>riage q at ! re> end ( ! tra91 9 a corn] seat1 & 0 lean+ out ( ! op5 w9d[1 pe]+ into ! d>kness1 :51 sudd5ly1 a voice1 :i* seem$ to speak out ( ! air1 said to me 9 a l[1 di/9ct1 int5se tone1 ! m]e recollection ( :i* makes me %udd]1--',! s5t5ce is be+ c>ri$ out ev5 n[4 ,y are all ( y lo/4 ,ahead ( ! tra9 is a frightful precipice ( mon/r\s height1 & at its base beats a fa?omless sea4 ,! railway ends only ) ! abyss4 ,ov] t w ! tra9 hurl itself into annihilation4 ,,!re ,,is ,,no ,,"o ,,on ,,! ,,eng9e6' ,at ?is ,i sprang f my seat 9 horror1 & look$ r\nd at ! faces ( ! p]sons 9 ! c>riage ) me4 ,no "o ( !m _h spok51 or _h he>d ^? awful words4 ,! lamplight f ! dome ( ! c>riage flick]$ on ! =ms ab\t me4 ,i look$ f "o to ! o!r1 b saw no sign ( al>m giv5 by any ( !m4 ,!n aga9 ! voice out ( ! air spoke to me1--',!re is b "o way to be sav$4 ,y mu/ leap out ( ! tra96' ,9 frantic ha/e ,i pu%$ op5 ! c>riage-door & /epp$ out on ! footbo>d4 ,! tra9 0 go+ at a t]rific pace1 sway+ to & fro z ) ! passion ( its spe$2 & ! mighty w9d ( its passage beat my hair ab\t my face & tore at my g>m5ts4 ,until ?is mom5t ,i _h n ?\ght ( y1 or ev5 seem$ consci\s ( y\r pres5ce 9 ! tra94 ,hold+ tightly on to ! rail by ! c>riage-door1 ,i began to creep along ! footbo>d t[>ds ! eng9e1 hop+ to f9d a *ance ( dropp+ safely d[n on ! l9e4 ,h&-ov]-h& ,i pass$ along 9 ?is way f "o c>riage to ano!r2 & z ,i did s ,i saw by ! light )9 ea* c>riage t ! pass5g]s _h no idea ( ! fate ^u :i* !y 7 be+ hurri$4 ,at l5g?1 9 "o ( ! comp>tm5ts1 ,i saw y4 ',come out6' ,i cri$2 'come out6 ,save y\rself6 ,9 ano!r m9ute we %all be da%$ to pieces6' ,y rose in/antly1 wr5*$ op5 ! door1 & /ood beside me outside on ! footbo>d4 ,! rapidity at :i* we 7 go+ 0 n[ m fe>ful ?an ev]4 ,! tra9 rock$ z x fl$ onw>ds4 ,! w9d %riek$ z we 7 c>ri$ ?r\gh x4 ',leap d[n6' ,i cri$ to y4 ',save y\rself6 ,x is c]ta9 dea? to /ay "h4 ,be=e u is an abyss2 & !re is no "o on ! eng9e6' ,at ?is y turn$ y\r face full ^u me ) a look ( int5se e>ne/ness1 & said1 ',no1 we w n leap d[n2 we w /op ! tra94' ,) ^! words y left me1 & crept along ! footbo>d t[>ds ! front ( ! tra94 ,full ( half-angry anxiety at :at seem$ to me a ,quixotic act1 ,i foll[$4 ,9 "o ( ! c>riages we pass$ ,i saw my "m & elde/ bro!r1 unconsci\s z ! re/4 ,pres5tly we rea*$ ! la/ c>riage1 & saw by ! lurid light ( ! furnace t ! voice _h spok5 truly1 & t !re 0 no "o on ! eng9e4 ,y cont9u$ to move onw>ds4 ',impossible6 ,impossible6' ,i cri$2 'x _c be done4 ,oh1 pray1 come away6' ,!n y knelt ^u ! footbo>d1 & said1 ',y are "r4 ,x _c be done 9 t way2 b we c save ! tra94 ,help me to get ^! irons asund]4' ,! eng9e 0 connect$ ) ! tra9 by two great iron hooks & /aples4 ,by a trem5d\s ef=t1 9 mak+ :i* ,i almo/ lo/ my balance1 we unhook$ ! irons & deta*$ ! tra92 :51 ) a mighty leap z ( "s mad sup]natural mon/]1 ! eng9e sp$ on its way alone1 %oot+ back z x w5t a great flam+ trail ( sp>ks1 & 0 lo/ 9 ! d>kness4 ,we /ood toge!r on ! footbo>d1 wat*+ 9 sil5ce ! gradual slack5+ ( ! spe$4 ,:5 at l5g? ! tra9 _h come to a /&/ill1 we cri$ to ! pass5g]s1 ',sav$6 ,sav$6' ,& !n1 amid ! confusion ( op5+ ! doors & desc5d+ & eag] talk+1 my dream end$1 leav+ me %att]$ & palpitat+ ) ! horror ( x4 ,?is vision 0 int5d$ to %[ u ! de/ruction1 moral1 intellectual1 & spiritual1 t[>ds :i* ! _w 0 t5d+ by foll[+ mat]iali/ic modes ( ?\ght1 & ! "p we 7 to be> 9 arre/+ its progress t[>ds ! fatal precipice1 at all haz>ds to ourselves4 ,! />tl+ ann\ncem5t made to h] by ! invisible voice :5 ! cr[d$ tra9 0 ru%+ at full spe$ to its doom1 ,!re is no "o on ! eng9e6 exactly repres5t$ ! philosophy :i*1 d5y+ m9d 9 ! univ]se1 recognises only bl9d =ce4 ,i _h det]m9$ to include an acc\nt ( ?is vision 9 ! book on :i* ,i 0 !n engag$1 ,engl& & ,islam4 ,& ,i 0 alone 9 my rooms1 read+ ! pro(s ( x1 my m9d be+ occupi$ solely ) ! lett]press1 until ,i came to ! rem>k ascrib$ to me 9 ! vision1 z made 9 reply to h] entreaty t ,i w\ld jump out ) h] to save ourselves1 ,no1 we w n leap d[n1 we w /op ! tra94 ,at ?is mom5t ! voice :i* %ortly be=e#ba _h said to me1 ,at la/ ,i h f\nd a man ?r\gh :om ,i c speak6 address$ me aga91 say+ 9 a pleas$ & enc\rag+ tone1 z if ! speak] _h be5 foll[+ me 9 my read+1 & desir$ to remove any d\bts ,i might h ( ! reality ( our mission1--,yes6 ,yes6 ,i h tru/$ all to y6 ,?is "t he spoke f )\t me1 b app>5tly q close by4 ,& among ! impressions :i* at ! same in/ant 7 fla%$ into my m9d1 0 ! impression1 am\nt+ to a conviction1 t :atev] might be ! "p assign$ to o!rs 9 ! "w ( ! new illum9ation 9 progress & ! re/oration !reby to ! _w ( "o true doctr9e ( exi/5ce1 ! exposition ( its inn]mo/ & highe/ sph]e1 ! head corn]-/one ( ! pyramid ( ! sy/em :i* is to make ! humanity ( ! future1 _h be5 committ$ to u alone4 ,& n[1 writ+ ne>ly tw5ty ye>s lat]1 ,i c truly say t ?is conviction has nev] = a mom5t be5 weak5$1 b on ! contr>y has ga!r$ confirmation & /r5g? ) e successive accession ( exp]i5ce & k1 & :ile cognisant ( & fully appreciat+ all t has tak5 place 9 ! unfoldm5t ( ! _w's ?\ght dur+ ! int]val4 ,ev] s9ce t memorable w9t] ( #ahgf-g1 ! conviction1 %>$ equally by my colleague1 has be5 ) me t ! controll+ _s ( ! ,hebrew prophets 0 t also ( our "w1 ! purpose ( :i* 0 ! accompli%m5t ( _! prophecies1 by ! promotion ( ! _w's spiritual consci\sness to a level surpass+ any yet atta9$ by x1 to ! reg5]ation ( ! *ur* & ! e/abli%m5t ( ! k+dom ( ,god ) p[]4 ,hav+ :i* conviction1 !re 0 = u b "o object 9 life3--to fulfil at :atev] co/ to ourselves ! conditions necess>y to make u fitt+ in/rum5ts = ! p]fect accompli%m5t ( a "w :i* we recognis$ z ! l(tie/ t c\ld be committ$ to mortals4 ,my colleague's en=c$ return to ,london 0 promptly signalis$ by an exp]i5ce :i* s]v$ n only yet fur!r to demon/rate ! reality & nature ( our mission1 & ( h] primacy 9 our "w1 b to disclose its ess5tially ,*ri/ian "*1 :i* hi!rto _h be5 an op5 "q = u4 ,= t ^u :i* we ourselves 7 b5t 0 ! discov]y ( ! nature ( exi/5ce at fir/ h&1 & indep5d5tly ( any exi/+ sy/em :atev]4 ,x 0 tru? & tru? alone t we s\ght1 & to ?is end we _h lab\r$ to make ourselves z ^? ( :om x is said1 ,( su* is ! k+dom ( heav54 ,= 9 dive/+ ourselves ( all prepossessions & prejudices1 we _h made ourselves z little *ildr54 ,we 7 nei!r believ]s nor disbeliev]s1 b pure sceptics 9 t be/ s5se ( ! t]m 9 :i* x d5otes ! unbias$ seek] aft] ,god & tru?4 ,?is is to say1 we 71 & we glori$ 9 be+1 absolutely free ?9k]s1 a t]m :i*1 9 its true acceptation1 we reg>d$ z man's noble/ title4 ,?is is ! s5se 9 :i* x d5otes a ?\ght able to ex]cise itself 9 all directions op5 to ?\ght1 outw>ds & d[nw>ds to matt] & negation1 & inw>ds & upw>ds to _s & reality4 ,& our "w prov$ 9 ! ev5t to be ! supreme triumph ( ,free ,?\ght4 ,! exp]i5ce 9 "q 0 z foll[s4 ,x 0 night & ,i 0 alone & lock$ 9 my *amb]s1 & 0 writ+ at full spe$1 le/ x %\ld escape me1 an exposition ( ! place & (fice ( woman "u ! com+ reg5]ation4 ,& ,i 0 consci\s ( an exaltation ( faculty su* z might conceivably be ! result ( an enhancem5t ( my own m9d by junction ) ano!r & sup]ior m9d4 ,i 0 ev5 consci\s1 ?\gh 9 a f> less degree ?an be=e1 ( an invisible pres5ce4 ,b ,i 0 too mu* engross$ ) my idea to pay he$ to p]sons1 be !y :om !y might1 human or div9e1 z well z anxi\s to take advantage ( su* assi/ance4 ,i _h cle>ly & vividly 9 my m9d all t ,i desir$ to say = sev]al pages on4 ,!n1 sudd5ly & completely1 l ! /oppage ( a /ream 9 its fl[ ?r\gh a tube by ! quick turn+ ( a tap1 ! curr5t ( my ?\ght ceas$1 leav+ my m9d an utt] blank z to :at ,i _h meant to say1 & totally unable to recall ! lea/ idea ( x4 ,s palpable 0 its )drawal1 t x seem$ to me z if x mu/ /ill be hov]+ some:]e ne> me1 & ,i look$ up & impati5tly exclaim$ al\d to x1 ,:]e are y8 ,at l5g?1 aft] ransack+ my m9d 9 va91 ,i turn$ to o!r "w1 = ,i 0 p]fectly fre%1 & ! des]tion _h be5 9 no way due to exhau/ion1 physical or m5tal4 ,on tak+ note ( ! "t ( ! disappe>ance1 ,i f\nd x 0 #aa4cj precisely4 ,! next morn+ fail$ to br+ my ?\ght back to me z ,i _h hop$ x w\ld d2 b x br\ght in/ead1 an unusually e>ly visit f ,mrs4 ,k+s=d1 :o 0--z ,i h said--/ay+ 9 ,*elsea4 ,su* a curi\s ?+ happ5$ to me la/ night1 %e began1 on ent]+ ! room1 & ,i want to tell y ( x & see if y c expla9 x4 ,i _h f9i%$ my day's "w1 b ?\gh x 0 late ,i 0 n incl9$ to re/1 = ,i 0 wakeful ) a s5se ( irritation at ! ?\ght ( :at y are do+1 & at my exclusion f any %>e 9 x4 ,& ,i 0 feel+ envi\s ( y\r sex = ! sup]ior advantages y h ov] ours ( do+ great & useful "w4 ,z ,i sat by ! fire ?9k+ ?is1 ,i sudd5ly f\nd myself impell$ to take a p5cil & pap]1 & to write4 ,i did s1 & wrote ) extreme rapidity1 9 a half-dreamy /ate1 )\t any cle> idea ( :at ,i 0 writ+1 b suppos+ x to be some?+ expressive ( my discont5t4 ,i _h soon cov]$ a page & a half ( a l>ge %eet ) writ+ diff]5t f my own1 & x 0 q unlike :at 0 9 my m9d1 z y w see4 ,on p]us+ ! pap] ,i f\nd t x 0 a cont9uation ( my miss+ ?\ght1 tak5 up at ! po9t :]e x _h left me1 b translat$ to a high] plane1 ! expression also be+ simil>ly elevat$ 9 accordance bo? ) ! !me & ! writ]1 hav+ ! exquisit5ess s *>act]i/ic ( h] g5ius4 ,to my enquiry z to ! h\r ( ! occurr5ce1 %e at once repli$1 ,half-pa/ elev5 exactly2 = ,i 0 s /ruck by x t ,i took p>ticul> notice ( ! "t4 ,:at ,i _h writt5 0 z foll[s3-- ,^? ( u :o1 be+ m51 refuse to accord to wom5 ! same fre$om ( evolution = _! consci\sness :i* we claim = ourselves1 d s 9 consequ5ce ( a total misconception ( ! nature & functions bo? ( ,humanity & ( ,exi/5ce at l>ge4 ,! notion t m5 & wom5 c by any possibility d ea* o!r's "w1 is utt]ly absurd4 ,:om ,god ha? di/+ui%$1 none c conf\nd4 ,to d ! same ?+ is n to d ! same "w2 inasmu* z ! _s is m ?an ! fact1 & ! _s ( man & ( woman is diff]5t4 ,:ile = ! production ( p]fect results x is necess>y t !y "w h>moni\sly toge!r1 x is necess>y also t !y fulfil sep>ate functions 9 reg>d to t "w#bb4 ,?is 0 ! po9t at :i* my ?\ght _h fail$ me1 to be tak5 up by h] at ! same in/ant two miles away1 )\t h] kn[+ ev5 t ,i contemplat$ treat+ t p>ticul> !me1 z ,i _h purposely res]v$ x until ,i %\ld h complet$ ! expression1 hop+ to give h] a pleasant surprise2 = x 0 "o v ne> to h] he>t4 ,?is is h] cont9uation ( x4 ,x w be se5 t1 besides complem5t+ my ?\ght1 x respond$ rem$ially to h] own mood3-- ,9 a true mission ( r$emption1 9 ! proclamation ( a gospel to save1 x is ! man :o mu/ prea*2 x is ! man :o mu/ /& =w>d among ! p2 x is ! man :o1 if ne$ be1 mu/ die4 ,b he is n alone4 ,if 8 be ! glory ( ! full noontide1 8 day has be5 u%]$ 9 by a goddess4 ,aurora has prec$$ ,phoibos ,apollo2 ,m>y has be5 be=e ,*ri/4 ,=1 m>k t ,he %all d ,8 fir/ & greate/ "w at h] sugge/ion4 ,to h] %all ev] belong ! glory ( ! inauguration2 ( h] %all ! gospel be born2 f h] lips %all ! ,*ri/ take ! bidd+ = ,8 fir/ miracle2 f h] %all ,8 e>lie/ inspiration be drawn4 ,! p are a?ir/ = ! liv+ w9e1 :i* %all be bett]1 sweet]1 pur]1 /rong]1 ?an any !y h yet ta/$4 ,! fe/ival lags1 ! joy slack5s1 = ne$ ( x4 ,! ,*ri/ is 9 _! mid/1 b ,he op5s n ,8 lips2 ,8 he>t is seal$1 ,8 h\r is n yet come4 ,m>k t ! fir/ inspiration falls on ! woman by ,8 side1 on ,m>y ! ,"m ( ,god2 %e sai? unto ,him1 ',!y h no w9e4' ,%e has spok51 ! impulse is giv5 to ,div9ity4 ,8 s\l awak5s1 ,8 pulse quick5s1 ,he utt]s ! ^w t works ! miracle4 ,hail1 ,m>y1 full ( grace2 ,*ri/ is ?y gift to ! _w6 ,)\t !e ,he c\ld n h be52 b = ?9e impulse ,he c\ld h work$ no mighty "w4 ,?is %all be ! hi/ory ( all "t2 x %all be ! sign ( ! ,*ri/4 ,m>y %all feel2 ,*ri/ %all speak4 ,h]s ! glory ( sett+ ,8 he>t 9 action2 h]s ! ?rill ( emotion to :i* ,8 p[] %all respond4 ,b = h] ,he %all be p[]less2 b = h] ,he %all be dumb2 b = h] ,he %all h no /r5g? to smite1 no h& to help4 ,x is ! se$ ( ! woman :o %all bruise ! s]p5t's head4 ,! ,*ri/1 ! true prophet1 is h] *ild1 h] gift to ! _w4 ',woman1 behold ?y ,son6' ,su* 0 ! fir/ intimation & ! mann] !re(1 giv5 u ( ! tru? subsequ5tly reveal$ 9 pl5itude1--! pres5ce 9 ,scripture ( a my/ical s5se conceal$ )9 ! app>5t s5se1 z a k]nel 9 its %ell1 :i*1 & n ! lit]al s5se1 is ! int5d$ s5se#bc4 ,z 0 lat] %[n u 9 reg>d to ! /ory ( ! curs+ ( ! fig-tree1 t ( ! m>riage 9 ,cana 0 a p>able hav+ a spiritual import2 & ! "* ( ,jesus 0 cle>$ f ! reproa*es bas$ on ! lit]al s5se4 ,/riv+ = full] unfoldm5t & enlight5m5t1 we 7 at l5g? enabl$ to disc]n ! trem5d\s mi/ake :i* or?odoxy has made2 ! mi/ake ( conf\nd+1 fir/1 ,jesus ) ,*ri/1 &1 next1 ,m>y ! "m ( ,jesus1 ) ! ,virg9 ,m>y1 ! "m ( ,*ri/1 & ! conv]sion !reby ( a p]fect philosophy into a gross idolatry4 ,mean:ile1 ! exp]i5ce 0 a fur!r demon/ration to u ( ! reality & accessibility n m]ely ( ! _w spiritual1 b ( ! _w cele/ial also1 & ( ! high s\rce ( ! commission "u :i* we _h become associat$ toge!r4 ,x 0 also an indication t z conc]n$ ourselves our "w app]ta9$ to ! spiritual1 r ?an to ! social plane4 ,su* application ( x w\ld foll[ 9 due "t4 ,no o!r hypo!sis t we c\ld devise w\ld acc\nt = ! facts4 ,nor c\ld we imag9e any s\rce o!r ?an ! ,*ur* invisible = an int]pretation s noble ( ! ,scriptures ( ! ,*ur* visible4 ,n t ! hypo!sis ( an extrane\s s\rce acc\nt$ = all our exp]i5ces4 ,= besides receiv+ k f su* influ5ces1 !re 7 in/ances 9 :i* we actually saw & seem$ to rememb] sc5es1 ev5ts1 & p]sons1 long s9ce vani%$ f e>?1 & felt at ! "t t x ne$$ only t ! p]iod ( lucidity be suffici5tly prolong$ to enable u to recov] f p]sonal recollection ! :ole hi/ory conc]n$4 ,i 0 some:at surpris$ by f9d+ ! fir/ exp]i5ces ( ?is nature1 z well z c]ta9 o!rs ( an equally high & r>e ord]1 occurr+ to me r ?an to my colleague1 ( ! sup]iority ( ^: faculty & ( ^: primacy 9 our "w ,i _h no mann] ( d\bt4 ,! explanation at l5g? v\*saf$ 0 9 ?is wise4 ,x 0 9 ord] to qualify me = recognis+ by my own exp]i5ces ! reality & value ( h]s :5 !y %\ld come4 ,n o!rwise %\ld ,i "k en\gh to be able to believe4 ,x prov$1 moreov]1 to be "p ( ! plan orda9$ to )draw f me1 9 a great measure1 ! faculty requisite = !m1 :5 ,i _h become famili> ) !m4 ,! reason = accord+ h] su* pref]5ce ov] & above ! sup]iority ( h] gifts w pres5tly appe>4 ,x 0 ano!r & an exquisite illu/ration ( ! dep? & t5d]ness ( ! my/ical elem5t und]ly+ ,*ri/ianity z div9ely conceiv$ & int5d$4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! p>tial )drawal f me ( faculty j allud$ to took place e>ly 9 #ahgg1 b n until ,i _h und]gone a ?or\gh exp]i5tial tra9+ 9 its v>i$ manife/ations4 ,among ^! 7 two :i* call = relation "h1 by reason ( _! s]v+ to %[ t no?+ 0 )held :i* might m9i/] to ! complet5ess ( ! "w set u4 ,! fir/ 0 z foll[s3-- ,be+ seat$ at my writ+-table1 & m$itat+ on ! gospel n>rative1 ) a /range s5se ( be+ sep>at$ by only a n>r[ int]val f a full k ( all t x impli$1 ,i f\nd myself impell$ to seek ! precise idea int5d$ to be convey$ by ! /ory ( ! woman tak5 9 adult]y4 ,no acc\nt t ,i _h read ( x _h satisfi$ me1 lea/ ( all t :i* 0 propos$ 9 ! ,ecce ,homo ( ,pr(essor ,seeley1 a book !n rec5t & enjoy+ a repute :i* fill$ me ) a /rong feel+ ( p]sonal res5tm5t4 ,= 8 acc\nt1 especially ( ! feel+s excit$ 9 ,jesus by ! sight ( ! accus$ woman1 revolt$ me by its inscription to ,him ( a s5se ( impropriety at once monki% & conv5tional1 & ( a limitation ( *>ity altoge!r incompatible ) ! ab\nd+ sympa?y :i* 0 ! ess5ce ( ,8 nature4 ,x made ,him t mo/ odi\s ( *>act]s1 a prude4 ,z ,i m$itat$1 & 9 foll[+ my idea ,i pass$ into a /ate :i*1 ?\gh highly int]ior1 0 n suffici5tly int]ior = my purpose--= ,i want$1 s to speak1 to see my idea--a voice audible only to ! inn] he>+1 yet q di/9ct1 said to me1 ,y h x )9 y4 ,seek = x4 ,?us enc\rag$1 ,i made a fur!r ef=t at conc5tration1 :5--to my utt] surprise1 = ,i _h no expectation or conception ( su* a ?+--! :ole sc5e ( ! incid5t appe>$ palpably be=e me1 l a liv+ picture 9 a cam]a obscura1 s natural1 m9ute & di/9ct z to leave no?+ to be desir$1 &1 at ! same "t1 utt]ly unlike any pictorial repres5tation ,i _h ev] se5 ( x4 ,close be=e me1 on my "r h&1 /ood ! ,temple1 ) ,jesus seat$ on a /one l$ge 9 ! por*1 :ile rang$ be=e ,him 0 a cr[d ( p]sons 9 ! co/umes ( ! c\ntry & ! "t2 ea* co/ume %[+ ! grade or call+ ( its we>]4 ,/&+ toge!r 9 a gr\p 9 front ( ,him 7 ! disciples1 & imm$iately beside !m 7 ! accus]s1 :o 7 readily recognisable by _! ample robes & sanctimoni\s demean\r2 & q close to ,him1 betwe5 ,him & !m1 /ood ! accus$ woman4 ,z ,i approa*$ ! sc5e1 mov+ meteor-l ?r\gh ! air1 ,he 0 9 ! act ( lift+ ,himself up f /oop+ to write on ! gr\nd1 & ,i _h a p]fect view ( ,8 face4 ,he 0 ( middle age1 b1 to my surprise1 ! type 0 t ( a ,murillo1 r ?an a ,raffaelle1 & ! l[] portion ( ! face 0 cov]$ ) a %ort1 d>k be>d4 ,! expression 0 worn & anxi\s1 & some:at we>y4 ,! sk9 0 r\gh z f exposure to ! wea!r4 ,! eyes 7 deep-set & lu/r\s1 & rem>kable = ! t5d]ness ( _! gaze4 ,"o ( ! apo/les1 :om ,i at once recognis$ by 8 comp>ative y\?fulness z ,john1 ?\gh 8 back 0 t[>ds me z ,i approa*$1 0 9 ! act ( b5d+ =w>ds to read ! words j trac$ 9 ! du/ on ! pavem5t2 &1 z if drawn to him by "s pot5t attraction1 ,i at once pass$ unhesitat+ly into him z he b5t =w>d1 & tri$ to read ! words ?r\gh 8 eyes4 ,_! exact purport escap$ me2 b ! impression ,i obta9$ 0 t !y 7 unimportant 9 !mselves1 hav+ be5 writt5 m]ely to enable ,jesus to collect & calm ,himself4 ,= ,he 0 fill$ ) a mighty indignation1 :i* 0 direct$1 n aga9/ ! accus$ woman1 b aga9/ ! by-/&+ repres5tatives ( ! conv5tional or?odoxies1 ! *ief prie/s & ,ph>isees1 h] sanctimoni\s & hypocritical accus]s1--^? moral vivisectors ?r\gh ^: pitilessness ! %r9k+ woman /ood !re expos$ to ! public gaze1 :ile h] fault 0 s brutally blurt$ out 9 h] pres5ce = all to he>2 = h] attitude %[$ h] ready to s9k ) %ame into ! gr\nd1 & afraid to look ei!r h] accus]s or h] ,judge 9 ! face4 ,he1 h] ,judge1 also has he>d x1 & kn[s t !y :o utt] x are !mselves a ?\s&-fold great] s9n]s ?an %e1 inasmu* z t :i* %e has yield$ ?r\gh exig5cy ei!r ( passion or ( compassion1 has ) !m be5 a cold-blood$ habit eng5d]$ ( +ra9$ impurity4 ,9 contra/ ) !m %e /&s out 9 ,8 eyes an angel ( innoc5ce2 & an ov]:elm+ indignation takes possession ( ,him1 s t ,he w n at once tru/ ,himself to speak4 ,8 impulse is to drive !m =? ) bl[s & reproa*es f ,8 pres5ce1 z once already ,he has driv5 ! b>t]]s f ! ,temple4 ,& s1 to keep ,8 wra? f explod+1 ,he /oops d[n & scribbles on ! gr\nd1--no matt] :at1 any?+ to keep ,himself )9 b\nds4 ,9 ! ex]cise ,8 _s calms4 ,indignation1 ,he reflects1 is too noble a ?+ to be exp5d$ ^u ins5sates su* z !y1 & exhortation w\ld be va94 ,he w try s>casm4 ,s ,he raises himself up1 & looks at !m1 v quietly1 & ev5 ass5t+ly4 ,yes1 !y are q "r2 ! law mu/ be v9dicat$1 & s flagrant a s9 sev]ely puni%$4 ,b1 ( c\rse1 only ! guiltless is entitl$ to inflict puni%m5t on ! guilty4 ,!re=e ,he says1 ,he ( y :o is blameless 9 respect ( ?is s91 let him fir/ ca/ a /one at h]4 ,& hav+ said ?is1 ,he /oops d[n aga9 to write1 ?is "t to hide ,8 smiles at _! confusion1 ! sight ( :i* w\ld b h inc5s$ & h>d5$ !m4 ,:at6 no ru% = ammunition :]e) to p\nd to dea? ?is only too human specim5 ( humanity#bd6 ,:at c be ! mean+ ( ! g5]al move among ^! self-appo9t$ c5sors ( morals8 ,!y :i* he>d ,him1 be+ convict$ ( _! own consci5ces1 w5t out "o by "o1 beg9n+ at ! elde/ ev5 unto ! la/4 ,no wond] !y crucifi$ ,him :5 !y got _! *ance4 ,& no wond] t mo/ ( ! anci5t au?orities omit all m5tion ( ! incid5t4 ,ev5 ( ,8 imm$iate biograph]s only he records x :o is /yl$ ! ,belov$1 & ^: "n1 (fice1 & "* indicate him z ! repres5tative especially ( ! love-pr9ciple 9 humanity4 ,su* 7 ! impressions made on me by ?is vision :ile x la/$1 & writt5 d[n at ! "t4 ,& s /rong 9 me 0 ! feel+ t ,i c\ld simil>ly recall ! :ole hi/ory ( ,jesus1 t ,i m5tally address$ to ! pres5ces :i* ,i felt1 ?\gh ,i c\ld n see1 ar\nd me an inquiry :e!r ,i %\ld !n & !re beg9 ! attempt4 ,! reply1 simil>ly giv51 0 a decid$ negative s f> z t pres5t "t 0 conc]n$1 b accompani$ by an intimation t our future "w w\ld comprise some?+ ( ! k9d2 a pr$iction :i* 0 duly fulfill$4 ,i f\nd myself p]plex$ beyond measure to compreh5d ! modus op]&i ( ?is exp]i5ce4 ,no explanation 0 =?com+1 :e!r f my own m9d or f my illum9ators1 until long aft]w>ds2 & :5 x came x 0 9 ref]5ce imm$iately to simil> exp]i5ces receiv$ by my colleague1 "s ( :i* likewise involv$ correspond+ p]sonal recollections co9cid+ ) b surpass+ m9e4 ,9 ! meantime ! tea*+ giv5 u compris$ ! doctr9e ( re9c>nation1 /at$ s positively1 sy/ematically1 & sci5tifically t1 :5 tak5 9 conjunction ) our exp]i5ces1 we f\nd t x1 & x alone1 af=d$ a satisfactory explanation ( !m4 ,& !n x 0 %[n u t ! me?od ( ! new ,gospel ( ,int]pretation1 ( :i* we 7 ! appo9t$ recipi5ts1 0 s ord]$ z to be itself a demon/ration ( ! tru? ( t doctr9e1 & t among ! lives we _h liv$1 :i* qualifi$ u = our mission1 7 ^? 9 :i* we _h be5 9 association ) ,jesus & ) ea* o!r#be4 ,conc]n+ ?is doctr9e1 ! motive = its suppression1 & ! fatal consequ5ces !re( to ! religion ( ,*ri/1 x w be "t to speak :5 describ+ ! results atta9$ by u4 ,x is ) our initial exp]i5ces--^? :i* con/itut$ our initiation--t ! pres5t conc]n lies4 ,!re is "o supreme exp]i5ce 9 ! spiritual life1 kn[n to my/ics z ! vision ( ,adonai1 or ,god z ! ,"l4 ,! reception ( ?is vision by u 01 we 7 assur$1 a conclusive pro( t no?+ w\ld be )held t 0 necess>y to our full equipm5t = a complete "w4 ,al?\gh describ$ sev]al times 9 ! ,bible z an actual occurr5ce1 x _h fail$ to f9d any response 9 our own consci\sness1 m ?an if x _h no exi/5ce4 ,nor _h x ev] be5 ! subject ( intellig5t comm5t by any ,bible-expositors kn[n to u4 ,r did x seem to h be5 entirely pass$ ov] z a matt] :olly ap>t f human cognition4 ,h5ce1 :5 x 0 v\*saf$ to u1 x 0 entirely )\t anticipation ( its occurr5ce or previ\s k ev5 ( its possibility4 ,x 0 receiv$ fir/ by myself1 ! mann] ( x be+ z foll[s4 ,i _h obs]v$ t :5 ,i 0 foll[+ an idea inw>ds 9 se>* ( its prim>y mean+1 & to t end conc5trat$ my m9d ^u a po9t ly+ )9 & beyond ! app>5t concept1 ,i saw a :ole vi/a ( relat$ ideas /ret*+ f> away z if t[>ds _! s\rce1 9 :at ,i c\ld only suppose to be ! ,div9e ,m9d2 & ,i seem$ at ! same "t to rea* a m int]ior region ( my own consci\sness2 s t1 suppos+ man's sy/em to consi/ ( a s]ies ( conc5tric sph]es1 ea* fre% ef=t to focus my m9d ^u a m recondite aspect ( ! idea "u analysis 0 accompani$ & m>k$ by a correspond+ advance ( ! p]ceptive po9t ( ! m9d itself t[>ds my own c5tral sph]e & radiant po9t4 ,& ,i 0 prompt$ to try to asc]ta9 ! ext5t to :i* x 0 possible ?us to conc5trate myself int]iorly1 & :at w\ld be ! effect ( rea*+ ! m9d's ultimate focus4 ,i 0 absolutely )\t k or expectation :5 ,i yield$ to ! impulse to make ! attempt4 ,i simply exp]im5t$ on a faculty ( :i* ,i f\nd myself newly possess$1 ) ! view ( discov]+ ! range ( its capacity1 be+ seat$ at my writ+-table ! :ile 9 ord] to record ! results z !y came1 & resolv$ to reta9 my hold on my out] & circumf]5tial consci\sness no matt] h[ f> t[>ds my inn] & c5tral consci\sness ,i might g4 ,= ,i knew n :e!r ,i %\ld be able to rega9 ! =m] if ,i once quitt$ my hold ( x1 or to recollect ! facts ( ! exp]i5ce4 ,at l5g? ,i a*iev$ my object1 ?\gh only by a /rong ef=t1 ! t5sion occasion$ by ! endeav\r to keep bo? extremes ( ! consci\sness 9 view at once be+ v great4 ,once well />t$ on my que/1 ,i f\nd myself trav]s+ a succession ( sph]es or belts ( a m$ium1 ! t5uity & lum9ance ( :i* increas$ at e /age ( my progress2 ! impression produc$ be+ t ( m\nt+ a va/ ladd] /ret*+ f ! circumf]5ce t[>ds ! c5tre ( a sy/em1 :i* 0 at once my own sy/em1 ! sol> sy/em1 & ! univ]sal sy/em1 ! ?ree sy/ems be+ at once div]se & id5tical4 ,my progress 9 ?is asc5t 0 cle>ly dep5d5t ^u my ability to conc5trate ! rays ( my consci\sness into a focus4 ,=1 :ile to relax ! ef=t 0 to rec$e outw>ds1 to int5sify x 0 to advance inw>ds4 ,! process 0 l t ( travell+ by w p[] f ! orbit ( ,saturn to ! ,sun--tak+ ,saturn z repres5t+ ! sev5? & out]mo/ sph]e ( ! spiritual kosmos1 & ! ,sun its c5tral & radiant po9t--) ! int]m$iate orbits = /epp+-/ones & /ages1 ,i try+ ! :ile to keep bo? extremes 9 view4 ,pres5tly1 by a supreme1 & :at ,i felt mu/ be a f9al1 ef=t--= ! t5sion 0 becom+ too mu* = me1 unless ,i let g my hold ( ! out]--,i succe$$ 9 pol>is+ ! :ole ( ! conv]g5t rays ( my consci\sness into ! desir$ focus4 ,& at ! same in/ant1 z if ?r\gh ! sudd5 ignition ( ! rays ?us fus$ into a unity1 ,i f\nd myself confront$ ) a glory ( unspeakable :it5ess & brightness1 & ( a lu/re s int5se z well-nigh to beat me back4 ,at ! same in/ant1 too1 !re came to me1 z by a sudd5 recollection1 ! s5se ( be+ already famili> ) ! ph5om5on1 z also ) its :ole import1 z if 9 virtue ( hav+ exp]i5c$ x 9 "s =m] & =gott5 /ate ( be+4 ,i knew x to be ! ,great ,:ite ,?rone ( ! se] ( ! ,apocalypse4 ,b ?\gh feel+ t ,i _h no ne$ to explore fur!r1 ,i resolv$ to make assurance d\bly sure by pi]c+1 if ,i c\ld1 ! almo/ bl9d+ lu/re1 & see+ :at x en%r9$4 ,) a great ef=t ,i succe$$1 & ! glance reveal$ to me t :i* ,i _h felt mu/ be !re4 ,?is 0 ! dual =m ( ! ,son1 ! ,^w1 ! ,logos1 ! ,adonai1 ! ,sitt] on ! ,?rone1 ! fir/ =mulation ( ,div9ity1 ! unmanife/ made manife/1 ! un=mulate =mulate1 ! un9dividuate individuate1 ,god z ! ,"l1 prov+ by ,8 ,duality t ,god is ,sub/ance z well z ,=ce1 ,love z well z ,w1 fem99e z well z mascul9e1 ,"m z well z ,fa!r4 ,ov]joy$ at hav+ ?is supreme problem solv$ 9 accordance ) my highe/ aspirations1 my "o ?\ght 0 to return & proclaim ! glad news4 ,b ,i _h no soon] set myself to write d[n ! ?+s ?us se5 & rememb]$1 ?an ,i f\nd myself con/ra9$ to ma9ta9 reg>d+ !m ! /ricte/ sil5ce1 & ?is ev5 z reg>d$ my fell[-work]2 & all t ,i 0 p]mitt$ to say at t "t 01 t "u a sudd5 bur/ ( illum9ation ,i _h become absolutely aw>e ( ! tru? ( ! doctr9e ( ! ,duality 9 ,unity ( ,deity to :i* t 9 ,humanity corresponds1 bo? alike be+ twa9 9 "o4 ,on seek+ ! reason = ! retic5ce ?us impos$ on me1 ,i le>n$ t ! /age 9 our "w _h n yet come :5 x c\ld be giv5 to ! _w1 ei!r ) safety to myself or ) advantage to o!rs2 & x 0 necess>y t my colleague receive no intimation 9 advance ( any exp]i5ces :i* 7 to be giv5 to h]--( :i* ?is exp]i5ce 0 "o--9 ord] t h] m9d might be :olly free f bias or expectation4 ,only s w\ld our te/imony h its due value z t ( two indep5d5t witnesses4 ,9 ! foll[+ summ] ! same vision 0 v\*saf$ to h] 9 a measure & ) a fulness f> transc5d+ m9e#bf4 ,on ! occasion %e _h be5 =ew>n$ ( some?+ ( unusual solemnity z ab\t to occur1 & prompt$ to make c]ta9 c]emonial prep>ations obvi\sly calculat$ to impress ! imag9ation4 ,! access came ^u h] :ile /&+ by ! op5 w9d[1 gaz+ at ! moon1 !n close ^u ! full4 ,! fir/ effect ( ! afflatus 0 to cause h] to kneel & pray 9 a rapt attitude1 ) h] arms ext5d$ t[>ds ! sky4 ,x appe>$ aft]w>ds1 t "u an access ( spiritual exaltation1 %e _h yield$ to a sudd5 & uncontrollable impulse to pray t %e might be tak5 to ! />s1 & %[n all ! glory ( ! univ]se4 ,pres5tly %e rose1 & aft] gaz+ upw>ds 9 ec/asy = a few mom5ts1 l[]$ h] eyes1 &1 clasp+ h] arms ar\nd h] head z if to %ut out ! view1 utt]$ 9 tones ( wond]1 m+l$ ) moans & cries ( angui%1 ! foll[+ tok5s ( ! intol]able spl5d\r ( ! vision %e _h unwitt+ly invit$3-- ,oh1 ,i see masses1 masses ( />s6 ,x makes me giddy to look at !m4 ,o my ,god1 :at masses6 ,millions & millions6 ,,:eels ( planets6 ,o my ,god1 my ,god1 :y did/ ,?\ create8 ,x 0 by ,w1 all ,w1 t ,?\ did/ x4 ,oh6 :at might1 :at might ( ,w6 ,oh1 :at gulfs6 :at gulfs6 ,millions & millions ( miles broad & deep6 ,hold me6 hold me up6 ,i %all s9k--,i %all s9k into ! gulfs4 ,i am sick & giddy1 z on a bill[y sea4 ,i am on a sea1 an ocean--! ocean ( inf9ite space4 ,oh1 :at dep?s6 :at dep?s6 ,i s9k--,i fail6 ,i _c1 _c be> x6 ,i %all nev] come back4 ,i h left my body = ev]4 ,i am dy+2 ,i believe ,i am dead4 ,impossible to return f su* a di/ance6 ,oh1 :at colossal =ms6 ,!y are ! angels ( ! planets4 ,e planet has its angel /&+ erect above x4 ,& :at beauty6--:at m>vell\s beauty6 ,i see ,raphael4 ,i see ! ,angel ( ! ,e>?4 ,he has six w+s4 ,he is a ,god--! ,god ( our planet4 ,i see my g5ius1 :o call$ himself ,a4,z42 b 8 "n is ,sala?iel4 ,oh1 h[ surpass+ly beautiful he is6 ,my g5ius is a male1 & 8 col\r is ruby4 ,y\rs1 ,c>o1 is a female1 & sapphire4 ,!y are fri5ds--!y are ! same--n two1 b "o2 & = t reason !y h associat$ u toge!r1 & speak ( !mselves sometimes z ,i1 sometimes z ,we4 ,x is ! ,angel ( ! ,e>? himself t is y\r g5ius & m9e1 ,c>o4 ,he x 0 :o inspir$ y1 :o spoke to y4 ,& !y call me ',bitt]ness4' ,& ,i see sorr[--oh1 :at un5d+ sorr[ d ,i behold6 ,sorr[1 always sorr[1 b nev] )\t love4 ,i %all always h love4 ,h[ dim is ?is sph]e6444 ,i am ent]+ a bright] region n[444 ,oh1 ! dazzl+1 dazzl+ brightness6 ,hide me1 hide me f x6 ,i _c1 _c be> x6 ,x is agony supreme to look ^u4 ,o ,god6 ,o ,god6 ,?\ art slay+ me ) ,?y light4 ,x is ! ,?rone itself1 ! ,great ,:ite ,?rone ( ,god t ,i behold6 ,oh1 :at light6 :at light6 ,x is l an em]ald8 a sapphire8 ,no2 a diamond6 ,9 its mid/ /&s ,deity erect1 ,8 "r h& rais$ al(t1 & f ,him p\rs ! light ( light4 ,=? f ,8 "r h& /reams ! univ]se1 project$ by ! omnipot5t repulsion ( ,8 w4 ,back to ,8 left1 :i* is depress$ & set backw>ds1 returns ! univ]se1 drawn by ! attraction ( ,8 love4 ,repulsion & attraction1 w & love1 "r & left1 ^! are ! =ces1 c5trifugal & c5tripetal1 male & female1 :]eby ,god creates & r$eems4 ,adonai6 ,o ,adonai6 ,"l ,god ( life1 made ( ! sub/ance ( light1 h[ beautiful art ,?\ 9 ,?9e ev]la/+ y\?6 ) ,?y gl[+ gold5 locks1 h[ adorable6 ,& ,i _h ?\ght ( ,god z eld]ly & v5]able6 ,z if ! ,et]nal c\ld gr[ old6 ,& n[ n z ,man only d ,i behold ,!e6 ,= n[ ,?\ art to me z ,woman4 ,lo1 ,?\ art bo?4 ,"o1 & ,two also4 ,& !reby do/ ,?\ produce creation4 ,o ,god1 ,o ,god6 :y did/ ,?\ create ?is /up5d\s exi/5ce8 ,surely1 surely1 x _h be5 bett] 9 love to h re/ra9$ ,?y w4 ,x 0 by w t ,?\ creat$/1 by w alone1 n by love1 0 x n8--0 x n8 ,i _c see cle>ly4 ,a cl\d has come betwe54 ,i see ,!e n[ z ,woman4 ,m>ia is next beside ,!e4 ,?\ art ,m>ia4 ,m>ia is ,god4 ,oh ,m>ia6 ,god z ,woman6 ,!e1 !e ,i adore6 ,m>ia-,aphrodite6 ,"m6 ,"m-,god6 ,!y are return+ ) me n[1 ,i ?9k4 ,b ,i %all nev] get back4 ,:at /range =ms6 h[ huge !y are6 ,all angels & ar*angels4 ,human 9 =m1 yet "s ) eagles' heads4 ,all ! planets are inhabit$6 h[ innum]able is ! v>iety ( =ms6 ,oh6 univ]se ( exi/5ce1 h[ /up5d\s is exi/5ce6 ,oh6 take me n ne> ! sun2 ,i _c be> its heat4 ,already d ,i feel myself burn+4 ,"h is ,jupit]6 ,x has n9e moons6 ,yes2 n9e4 ,"s are exce$+ly small4 ,&1 oh1 h[ r$ x is6 ,x has s mu* iron4 ,& :at enorm\s m5 & wom56 ,!re is evil !re1 too4 ,= evil is :]ev] are matt] & limitation4 ,b ! p ( ,jupit] are f> bett] ?an we on e>?4 ,!y "k mu* m2 !y are mu* wis]4 ,!re is less evil 9 _! planet4 ,ah6 & !y h ano!r s5se1 too4 ,:at is x8 ,no2 ,i _c describe x4 ,i _c tell :at x is4 ,x diff]s f any ( ! o!rs4 ,we h no?+ l x4 ,i _c get back yet4 ,i %all nev] get back4 ,i believe ,i am dead4 ,x is only my body y are hold+4 ,x has gr[n cold = want ( me4 ,yet ,i mu/ be approa*+2 x is gr[+ %all[]4 ,we are pass+ out ( ! dep?s4 ,yet ,i c nev] :olly return--nev]--nev]6#bg ,! acc\nt giv5 ( ! vision ( ,adonai 9 ,lecture ,,ix4 ( ,! ,p]fect ,way1 0 writt5 solely f our jo9t exp]i5ces4 ,x 0 ) an int]e/ altoge!r novel 9 k9d & degree t ,i n[ turn$ to ! ,bible n>ratives ( ! same vision1 & f\nd t 9 ! record ( its reception by ! ,eld]s ( ,israel1 x is /at$1 z if 9 tok5 ( ! p[] ( ! spiritual batt]y ) :i* ,moses _h surr\nd$ himself1 t no less ?an sev5ty ( 8 initiates 7 able to receive ! vision )\t magnetic re9=cem5t by ! imposition ( _! ma/]'s h&s4 ,b1 z we le>nt f our own manifold exp]i5ces1 x does n foll[ t because !re is no imposition ( visible h&s1 no extrane\s aid is r5d]$4 ,! seek] aft] ,god _c1 ev5 if he w\ld1 accompli% 8 que/ alone2 b always are !re attract$ to him ^? angelic be+s ^: (fice x is1 z m9i/]s ( ,god1 to su/a9 & illum9ate s\ls by ! imposition ( h&s invisible to ! out] s5ses4 ,9 h] case su* aid 0 palpable4 ,!re 0 no ef=t on h] "p4 ,& %e held conv]se ) ^? by :om %e 0 upborne 9 h] /up5d\s flight4 ,:5 9 due c\rse ! "t came = u to receive ! anci5t & long-lo/ ,gnosis :i* und]lay ! sacr$ religions & scriptures ( antiquity1 ! foll[+ 0 giv5 u1 & we recognis$ 9 x ! orig9al ,scripture f :i* ! op5+ s5t5ces 9 ,/ ,john's ,gospel are drawn4 ,aft] def9+ ! ,elohim z compris+ ! two orig9al pr9ciples ( all ,be+1 ! ,_s & ! ,wat]1 or ,=ce & ,sub/ance1 & br++ up ! process :]eby ,deity proce$s into manife/ation to ! po9t describ$ 9 ,g5esis 9 ! words1 ,& ! ,_s ( ,god mov$ ^u ! face ( ! ,wat]s4 ,& ,god said1--! utt]ance ?us cont9ues1-- ,!n f ! mid/ ( ! ,div9e ,duality1 ! ,only ,begott5 ( ,god came =?3 ,adonai1 ! ,^w1 ! ,voice invisible4 ,he 0 9 ! beg9n+1 & by ,him 7 all ?+s discov]$4 ,)\t ,him 0 n any?+ made :i* is visible4 ,= ,he is ! ,manife/or1 & 9 ,him 0 ! life ( ! _w4 ,god ! nameless ha? n reveal$ ,god1 b ,adonai ha? reveal$ ,god f ! beg9n+4 ,he is ! pres5tation ( ,elohim1 & by ,him ! ,gods are made manife/4 ,he is ! ?ird aspect ( ! ,div9e ,triad3 ,co-equal ) ! ,_s & ! heav5ly deep4 ,= except by ?ree 9 "o1 ! ,spirits ( ! ,invisible ,light c\ld n h be5 made manife/4 ,b n[ is ! prism p]fect1 & ! g5]ation ( ! ,gods discov]$ 9 _! ord]4 ,adonai dissolves & resumes2 9 ,8 two h&s are ! dual p[]s ( all ?+s4 ,he is ( ,8 ,fa!r ! ,_s1 & ( ,8 ,"m ! great deep4 ,hav+ ! pot5cy ( bo? 9 ,himself1 & ! p[] ( ?+s mat]ial4 ,yet be+ ,himself invisible1 = ,he is ! cause1 & n ! effect4 ,he is ! ,manife/or1 & n t :i* is manife/4 ,t :i* is manife/ is ! ,div9e ,sub/ance#bh4 ,! reason = ! suppression by ! translators ( ! ,bible ( its num]\s affirmations ( ! ,div9e ,duality1 sav+ only ^? ( ,g5esis i4 #bf1 #bg1 0 9 due "t disclos$ to u2 z also 0 ! ext5t ( ! loss to man ?r\gh ! elim9ation ( ! fem99e pr9ciple f 8 conception ( ,orig9al ,be+1 & ! consequ5t p]v]sion ( ! doctr9e ( ! ,tr9ity1 & !re9 ( ! true nature ( ,exi/5ce1 9 bo? its aspects1 ,creation & ,r$emption4 ,,footnotes3 #ah ,9 #ahge4 7,life ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,i4 p4 #gc47 #ai ,! book 0 ,engl& & ,islam3 or ,! ,c\nsel ( ,caiaphas1 :i* 0 publi%$ 9 #ahgg4 #bj ,?is vision occurr$ 9 ,london 9 ,novemb]1 #ahgf4 ,x 0 m]ely ref]r$ to 9 ! previ\s editions ( ?is book1 b ,i h ins]t$ x "h 9 full f ,! ,life ( ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,i4 pp4 #aae-aag4 ,x is also giv5 9 ,engl& & ,islam1 pp4 #dch-ddb4 ,s4,h4,h4 #ba p4 #da4 #bb ,e4 & ,i4 p4 #bii4 #bc ,x is probable t ,e4,m4 int5d$ ?is /atem5t to apply only to ! ,n4,t41 or to ! ,gospels1 because1 be=e ,febru>y1 #ahgd1 :5 he fir/ visit$ ,a4,k4 at h] h\se 7p4 #b71 %e _h receiv$ 9 sleep an exposition ( ! ,/ory ( ! ,fall1 exhibit+ x z a p>able hav+ a significance purely spiritual & ,e4,m4 c]ta9ty reg>d$ ! ,biblical ,/ory ( ! ,fall z ,scripture4 ,s4,h4,h4 #bd ,! expression ( :i* ! above is an adaptation1 _h rec5tly be5 appli$ by ,mr ,glad/one to ! ,turki% p[]4 ,= ! p]iod 0 ! eve ( ! ,turco-,russian ,w>2 & ,mr ,glad/one _h f\nd v5t = 8 /rong sac]dotal proclivities by sid+ fi]cely aga9/ ! prie/-hat+ & prophet-v5]at+ ,turks1 & dem&+ _! expulsion f ,europe1 v mu* on ! plea t x 0 good = ,europe t "o nation die = ! re/4 ,x 0 9 recognition ( ! "p ?us play$ by him t ,i took = ! sub-title ( my book 7,engl& & ,islam7 ,! ,c\nsel ( ,caiaphas4 ,! book--:i* 0 writt5 "u a high degree ( illum9ation--conta9$ an e>ne/ appeal to ,mr ,glad/one1 :i*1 if he$$1 w\ld h sav$ ! c\ntry f its subsequ5t humiliations4 ,among o!r ?+s ,i 0 cle>ly %[n t ! policy :i* s\ght to deta* ,engl& f ! ,ea/1 0 ( inf]nal in/igation1 be+ int5d$ to ?w>t ! rappro*em5t betwe5 ,*ri/ianity & ,buddhism f :i* ! new humanity 0 to spr+4 ,b ! circum/ances ( ! book's production--x 0 p\r$ ?r\gh me at great spe$ & pr9t$ (f z x came--preclud$ due revision & elim9ation ( r$undant matt]2 & = ^! & o!r reasons1 ,i h suff]$ x to g out ( pr9t4 ,e4,m4 #be ,!re is ano!r fact1 ref]r$ to 9 ,! ,life ( ,a4,k41 t mu/ be tak5 into consid]ation 9 connection ) exp]i5ces ( ?is nature1 t is1 ! survival = an indef9ite p]iod ( ! images ( ev5ts occurr+ on ! e>?1 9 ! a/ral light1 or memory ( ! planet1 call$ ! anima mundi1 :i* images c be evok$ & beheld4 7,life ,a4,k4 ,vol ,i4 p4 #abe47 ,s4,h4,h4 #bf ,?is ,vision ( ,adonai by ,a4,k4 0 m]ely ref]r$ to 9 ! previ\s editions ( ?is book4 ,i h extract$ ! foll[+ acc\nt ( ! mo/ int]e/+ "p ( x f ,! ,life ( ,a4,k4 7,vol4 ,i4 pp4 #aic-aif47 ,s4,h4,h4 #bg ,speak+ ( ?is vision1 ,e4,m4 says3--,h] appreh5sion 0 n )\t ju/ification2 = h] body 0 completely torpid1 & sev]al h\rs pass$ be=e consci\sness 0 fully re/or$ to x4 7,c4,w4,s4 p4 #bhc47 #bh ,?is is "o ( ! illum9ations t 7 receiv$ by ,a4,k41 dur+ ! latt] "p ( #ahgh1 directly f ! hi]>*y ( ! ,*ur* ,invisible & ,cele/ial4 ,speak+ ( ^! illum9ations1 :i* dealt ) ! pr(\nde/ subjects ( cognition1 ,e4,m4 says t he & ,a4,k4 f\nd 9 !m a syn!sis & an analysis comb9$ ( ! sacr$ my/]ies ( all ! great religions ( antiquity1 & ! true orig9es ( ,*ri/ianity z orig9ally & div9ely int5d$1 toge!r ) ! secret & me?od ( its corruption & p]v]sion into t :i* n[ be>s its "n2 & !y 7 at no loss to recognise 9 !m ! de/9$ ,scriptures ( ! future1 s long promis$ & at l5g? v\*saf$ 9 int]pretation ( ! ,scriptures ( ! pa/4 7,life ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,i4 pp4 #bic1 #bid47 ,s4,h4,h4 ,,*apt] ,,iii4 ,,! ,,communication4 ,a /rik+ feature = u 0 ! exquisite t5d]ness & poetic delicacy1 bo? 9 matt] & mann]1 :i* *>act]is$ all t we receiv$4 ,nor 0 !re ! intrusion ( any?+ to sugge/ feel+s su* z are describ$ by ,daniel :5 he says1 ,i saw ?is great vision1 & !re rema9$ no /r5g? 9 me1 nei!r 0 !re brea? left 9 me4 ,& n only 0 ! elem5t ( t]ror s completely abs5t z to make u feel z if we _h ent]$ on ! disp5sation ( t p]fect love :i* ca/e? out fe>1 b !re 0 occasionally an elem5t ( playfulness1 & ?is on ! "p ( our *iefe/ illum9ators1 ! ,gods !mselves4 ,:ile _! in/ructions 7 replete ) e graceful & delicate adornm5t su* z c\ld n b delight ! poet & ! arti/1 & ?is )\t abatem5t ( pr(undity or solemnity4 ,by ^! ?+s x 0 intimat$ to u t ! religion ( ! future 0 inde$ to be "o ( sweetness & light1 & = ! sev]e & gloomy _s ( ! ,semite w\ld be sub/itut$ ! bright & joy\s _s ( ! ,greek4 ,all ?is1 we le>nt1 0 because ! new disp5sation 0 to be t ( ! ,woman1 & 9 accord !re=e ) woman's nature & s5tim5ts4 ,x 0 moreov] to be introduc$ by means ( ! ,woman's faculty1 ! ,intuition1 & ?is z subsi/+ 9 a woman4 ,! foll[+ exquisite little apologue1 :i* 0 giv5 u 9 ! e>ly days ( our novitiate1 is an in/ance 9 po9t3-- ,a bl9d man once lo/ himself 9 a =e/4 ,an angel took pity on him1 & l$ him into an op5 place4 ,z he w5t he receiv$ 8 sight4 ,!n he saw ! angel1 & said to him1 ,bro!r1 :at doe/ ?\ "h8 ,suff] me to g be=e !e1 = ,i am ?9e eld]4 ,s ! man w5t fir/1 tak+ ! lead4 ,b ! angel spread 8 w+s & return$ to heav54 ,& d>kness fell aga9 ^u him to :om sight _h be5 giv54 ,"h 0 a p>able :i*1 slight z x seem$1 0 truly ,biblical = ! dep? & manifoldness ( its signification4 ,= :ile x appli$ to ourselves bo? sep>ately & jo9tly1 & to our "w1 x 0 also an et]nal v]ity applicable alike to ! individual1 ! collective1 & ! univ]sal4 ,= z ! angel 0 to ! man1 s is ! intuition to ! intellect1 :i* ( itself _c transc5d ! s5se-nature1 b rema9s bl9d & d>k & lo/ 9 ! wild]ness ( illusion4 ,& z %e1 my colleague1 _h supplem5t$ me1 s 7 we ea* to supplem5t 9 ourselves intellect by intuition1 9 ord] to become capable ( k & und]/&+4 ,x 01 moreov]1 a p>able ( ! ,fall & ( ! ,r$emption1 an epitome 9 %ort ( man's spiritual hi/ory4 ,& x _h be5 spelt out = u by ! tilt+ ( a table 9 "o ( our e>lie/ essays 9 spiritualism6 ,s c>efully gu>d$ & da9tily taught 7 we f ! outset4 ,! *>m+ allegory ( ,! ,wond]ful ,spectacles :i* 0 giv5 9 ,london on ! #ca/ ,janu>y1 #ahgg1 to my colleague 9 sleep1 0 n only an in/ruction conc]n+ ! nature ( h] faculty & its indisp5sabl5ess z an adjunct to m9e = ! 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"t 0 altoge!r unsuspect$ by u4 ,?is is ! acc\nt :i* %e s5t to me by lett]1 = we 7 n !n toge!r3-- ,i dreamt t ,i 0 walk+ alone on ! sea-%ore4 ,! day 0 s+ul>ly cle> & sunny4 ,inl& lay ! mo/ beautiful l&scape ev] se52 & f> (f 7 ranges ( tall hills1 ! highe/ peaks ( :i* 7 :ite ) gli/5+ sn[4 ,along ! s&s by ! sea t[>ds me came a man acc\tr$ z a po/man4 ,he gave me a lett]4 ,x 0 f y4 ,x ran ?us3-- ,i h got hold ( ! r>e/ & mo/ preci\s book extant4 ,x 0 writt5 be=e ! _w began4 ,! text is easy en\gh to read2 b ! notes1 :i* are v copi\s & num]\s1 are 9 su* v m9ute & obscure *>act]s t ,i _c make !m out4 ,i want y to get = me ! spectacles :i* ,sw$5borg us$ to we>2 n ! small] pair--^? he gave to ,hans ,*ri/ian ,&]s5--b ! l>ge pair1 & ^! seem to h got mislaid4 ,i ?9k !y are ,sp9oza's make4 ,y "k he 0 an optical-glass mak] by pr(ession1 & ! be/ we h ev] _h4 ,see if y c get !m = me#bi4 ,:5 ,i look$ up aft] read+ ?is lett]1 ,i saw ! po/man ha/5+ away across ! s&s1 & ,i call$ out to him1 ,/op6 h[ am ,i to s5d ! answ]8 ,won't y wait = me8 ,he look$ r\nd1 /opp$1 & came back to me4 ,i h ! answ] "h1 he said1 tapp+ 8 lett] bag1 & ,i %all deliv] x imm$iately4 ,h[ c y h ! answ] be=e ,i h writt5 x8 said ,i4 ,y are mak+ a mi/ake4 ,no1 said he1 ,9 ! city f :i* ,i come1 ! replies are all writt5 at ! (fice & s5t out ) ! lett]s !mselves4 ,y\r reply is 9 my bag4 ,let me see x1 ,i said4 ,he took ano!r lett] f 8 wallet & gave x to me4 ,i op5$ x1 & read1 9 my own h&writ+1 ?is answ]1 address$ to y3-- ,! spectacles y want c be b\ght 9 ,london4 ,b y w n be able to use !m at once1 = !y h n be5 worn = _m ye>s1 & !y want clean+ sadly4 ,?is y w n be able to d y\rself 9 ,london1 because x is too d>k !re to see1 & because y\r f+]s are n small en\gh to clean !m prop]ly4 ,br+ !m "h to me1 & ,i w d x = y4 ,i gave ?is lett] back to ! po/man4 ,he smil$ & nodd$ at me2 & ,i saw !n to my a/oni%m5t t he wore a camel's-hair tunic r\nd 8 wai/4 ,i _h be5 on ! po9t ( address+ him--,i "k n :y--z ,h]mes4 ,b ,i n[ saw t x 0 ,john ! ,bapti/2 & 9 my fright at hav+ spok5 ) s great a sa9t1 ,i awoke4 ,?is 0 ! second sugge/ion ( a ,greek elem5t 9 our "w1 ! fir/ hav+ be5 ! slight allusion to ,phoibos ,apollo 9 ! illum9ation conc]n+ ! ,m>riage 9 ,cana ( ,galilee#cj4 ,! signification ( ! connection betwe5 ,h]mes & ,john ! ,bapti/ rema9$ un9telligible to u until ! key to x 0 giv5 u 9 a revelation ( ! me?od ( ! ,bible-writ]s expla9+ _! practice ( repres5t+ pr9ciples z p]sons4 ,we !n f\nd t by ! baptism or purification1 physical & m5tal1 practis$ by ,john1 0 meant ! c\rse ( life & ?\ght :]eby alone man develops ! faculty ( ! und]/&+ ( spiritual ?+s4 ,& ,h]mes is ! ,greco-,egyptian "n = ! second ( ! ,gods1 call$ by ,isaiah ! ,_s ( ,und]/&+4 ,h5ce ! adoption ( ?is "n by ! =mulators ( ! ,h]metic1 or sacr$ books ( ,egypt2 & ! fav\rite motto ( ! ,h]meti/s3-- ,e/ 9 ,m]curio quicquid quo]unt sapi5tes1 ,all is 9 ! und]/&+ t ! wise seek1--,m]cury be+ ! ,lat9 equival5t = ,h]mes4 ,! m5tion ( ,sw$5borg & ,&]s5 impli$ _! possession ( ! faculty indisp5sable to our "w1 t ( my/ical insight1 ( :i* !y 7 ! mo/ notable rec5t repres5tatives4 ,a l>g] "p 0 play$ by ,h]mes 9 ano!r in/ruction receiv$ a few mon?s lat]#ca4 ,?is 0 also giv5 9 sleep1 ! vision tak+ ! =m ( a ,banquet ( ! ,gods 9 :i* ! se]ess receiv$ ! foll[+ exhortation f him1 9 en=cem5t ( ! necessity ( pure & natural habits ( life = ! p]fectionm5t ( ! faculties requisite = full spiritual p]ception1 :51 hav+ put into h] h&s a bran* ( a fig-tree be>+ ^u x ripe fruit1 he said3-- ,if y w\ld be p]fect1 & able to "k & to d all ?+s1 quit ! h]esy ( ,prome!us4 ,let fire w>m & com=t y ext]nally3 x is heav5's gift4 ,b d n wre/ x f its rightful purpose1 z did t betray] ( y\r race1 to fill ! ve9s ( humanity ) its contagion1 & to consume y\r int]ior be+ ) its brea?4 ,all ( y are m5 ( clay1 z 0 ! image :i* ,prome!us made4 ,ye are n\ri%$ ) /ol5 fire1 & x consumes y4 ,( all ! evil uses ( heav5's good gifts1 none is s evil z ! int]nal use ( fire4 ,= y\r hot foods & dr9ks h consum$ & dri$ up ! magnetic p[] ( y\r n]ves1 seal$ y\r s5ses1 & cut %ort y\r lives4 ,n[1 y nei!r see nor he>2 = ! fire 9 y\r organs consumes y\r s5ses4 ,ye are all bl9d & deaf1 creatures ( clay4 ,we h s5t y a book to read4 ,practise its precepts1 & y\r s5ses %all be op5$4 ,!n1 n recognis+ him1 ,i said1 ,tell me y\r "n1 ,"l4 ,at ?is he laugh$ & answ]$1 ,i h be5 ab\t y f ! beg9n+4 ,i am ! :ite cl\d on ! noon-day sky4 ,d y1 !n1 ,i ask$1 desire ! :ole _w to ab&on ! use ( fire 9 prep>+ food & dr9k8 ,in/ead ( answ]+ my "q1 he said1 ,we %[ y ! excell5t way4 ,two places only are vacant at our table4 ,we h told y all t c be %[n y on ! level on :i* y /&4 ,b our p]fect gifts1 ! fruits ( ! ,tree ( ,life1 are beyond y\r rea* n[4 ,we _c give !m to y until y are purifi$ & h come up high]4 ,! conditions are ,,god',s2 ! w is ) y#cb4 ,! allusion to ,prome!us1 & ! fact t ,h]mes _h be5 repres5t$ 9 ! ,greek trag$y ( t "n z ! executor ( ! v5geance ( ! ,gods ^u ,prome!us1 z well also z ! significance ( ! fig-bran* & ! fact ( its be+ ! symbol ( ,h]mes z ! ,_s ( ,und]/&+1--all ^! ?+s 7 beyond h] k at ! "t1 "s ( !m inde$ hav+ be5 long lo/4 ,b all 7 made cle> z our education = our "w proce$$1 & we le>nt ! int5tion & recognis$ ! necessity ( re/or+ ! ,greek pres5tm5t ( ! ,sacr$ ,my/]ies 9 explanation ( ! ,hebrew1 & 9 correction ( ! ecclesia/ical pres5tm5t ( ,*ri/ianity4 ,! re/oration 0 to be tw(old1 ( faculty & ( k1 ! k to be recov]$ ?r\gh ! faculty by :i* x 0 orig9ally obta9$4 ,h5ce ! insi/ance on our adoption ( ! pure regim5 ( ! ,se]s ( all "t4 ,h5ce1 too1 ! pres5tation to h] by ,h]mes ( ! fig-bran* be>+ ripe fruit4 ,! p>able ( ! curs+ ( ! b>r5 fig-tree 0 expla9$ to u z d5ot+ ! loss by ! *ur* ( ! inw>d und]/&+1 ! ,intuition4 ,9 ! ,se]ess x 0 re/or$2 %e 0 ! appo9t$ repres5tative ( x4 ,! "t ( ! end 0 at h&1 ( ! approa* ( :i* ! budd+ ( ! fig-tree 0 to be ! sign4 ,& "h x 0 n m]ely budd+ & blossom+1 b be>+ mature fruit to signify t 9 h] ! faculty 0 re/or$ 9 its p]fection4 ,9 an in/ruction subsequ5tly giv5 to me by h] ,g5ius1 he said ( h]1 ,i h fa%ion$ a p]fect in/rum5t1 imply+ t ! process ( h] prep>ation "u 8 tuition _h ext5d$ ov] num]\s lives4 ,& aga91 ,! ,gods h giv5 to _! own a p]fect e>4 ,be+ desir\s once to te/ ! p[]s ( a m$ium to :om %e 0 totally unkn[n ev5 by "n1 %e ask$ 8 controll+ _s ab\t h]self & h] faculty4 ,y are n a trance-m$ium at all6 ! _s exclaim$ 9 reply4 ,my m$ium is a trance-m$ium4 ,y are f> beyond t4 ,y are a spiritual l5s4 ,y are a mirror 9 :i* ! highe/ spirits--! ,gods--c reflect _! faces4 ,y take ! light ( ! :ole univ]se & divide x s t x c be und]/ood1 z x has nev] be5 und]/ood yet4 ,y\r gift is v extraord9>y4 ,y are a glass to reflect ! highe/ & ! greate/ to ! _w4 ,?is 0 9 #ahgg1 be=e %e 0 kn[n 9 connection ) ! spiritual movem5t ( ! age4 ,! description giv5 ( himself by ,h]mes z ! :ite cl\d 9 ! noon-day sky1 prov$ to be a quotation f an anci5t ritual1 subsequ5tly recov]$ by h]1 9 :i* ! ,hymn to ,h]mes#cc op5s ?us3-- ,z a mov+ light betwe5 heav5 & e>?3 z a :ite cl\d assum+ _m %apes2 ,he desc5ds & rises3 he guides & illum9es2 he transmutes himself f small to great1 f bright to %ad[y1 f ! opaque image to ! diaphan\s mi/4 ,/> ( ! ,ea/1 conduct+ ! ,magi2 cl\d f ^: mid/ ! holy voice speake?2 by day a pill> ( vap\r1 by night a %9+ flame4 ,all ^! are symbolic expressions = ! ,und]/&+1 especially 9 respect ( div9e ?+s1 s t ,h]mes is no individual s\l or _s1 b ! div9e _s ,itself op]at+ z ! second ( ! ,creative ,elohim1 & z a function !re=e ( man's own _s :5 duly unfold$ & purifi$1 9 tok5 :]e( x is said 9 ! recov]$ hymn#cd to ! ,planet-,god ,iac*os-- ,)9 !e1 ,o ,man1 is ! ,univ]se2 ! ?rones ( all ! ,gods are 9 ?y temple4444 ,& ! ,spirits :i* speak unto !e are ( ?9e own k+dom4 ,9 ! hymn ( invocation summon+ ! ,se]ess to h] mission 9 ! "n ( ! two fir/ ( ! ,holy ,sev51 ! ,spirits ( ,wisdom & ,und]/&+1 bo? ( :om 7 wont to manife/ !mselves to h]1 ,h]mes is ref]r$ to z ! ,god :o kn[s2 ! o!r be+ p]sonifi$ z ,pallas ,a!na4 ,9 ! ,cele/ial1 we 7 in=m$1 all ?+s are ,p]sons4 ,wake1 prophet-s\l1 ! "t draws ne>1 ',! ,god :o kn[s' )9 !e /irs ,& speaks1 = ,8 ?\ art1 & ,h]s ,:o be>s ! my/ic %ield & spe>4 ,a t\* div9e %all ?rill ?y bra91 ,?y s\l %all leap to life1 & lo6 ,:at %e has kn[n1 aga9 %all "k1 ,:at %e has se51 %all see aga94 ,! anci5t pa/ ?r\gh :i* %e came4444#ce ,z ! ,_s ( ,und]/&+1 ! "n ( ,h]mes signifies bo? ,rock & ,int]pret]4 ,h5ce ! significance ( ! say+ ( ,jesus1 ,?\ art ! ,rock1 & ^u ?is ,rock ,i w build ,my ,*ur*1 :i* ,he address$ n to ! man ,pet]1 b to ! ,_s ( ,und]/&+ :om ,he disc]n$ z ! prompt] ( ,pet]'s confession ( fai?4 ,by ?is ,jesus impli$ t ! only true & infallible *ur* is t :i* is f\nd$ on ! ,und]/&+1 & n on au?ority :e!r ( book1 tradition or in/itution4 ,! utt]ance ( ,jesus 0 a citation f ! proem to ! hymn to ,h]mes#cf recov]$ by u3-- ,he is z a rock betwe5 e>? & heav51 & ! ,"l ,god %all build ,8 ,*ur* !reon4 ,z a city ^u a m\nta9 ( /one1 ^: w9d[s look =? on ei!r side4 ,z our education proce$$ we f\nd indubitably t 9 exclud+ f its curriculum ! :ole range ( ! kn[l$ges repres5t$ by ! t]m ,h]metic1 ,ecclesia/icism has ignor$ ! *ief s\rce ( in=mation conc]n+ ! ,*ri/ian orig9es4 ,do+ :i* x has incurr$ ! reproa* utt]$ by ,jesus aga9/ ^? :o took away ! key ( k1 nei!r ent]+ 9 !mselves1 nor suff]+ o!rs to ent] 94 ,& x 0 to re/ore ?is ,gnosis1 suppress$ by ! prie/s1 t ! new revelation 0 promis$1 ) ! reception ( :i* we f\nd ourselves *>g$1 ! prophecies po9t+ to a re/oration bo? ( faculty & ( k4 ,besides ! ,fig-bran* ( ,h]mes1 !re is ano!r symbol ( ! intuitional und]/&+ :i* 0 disclos$ to u z hav+ special & peculi> relation to ! "w set u4 ,?is symbol is ,woman h]self4 ,%e _h already1 9 ! in/ruction conc]n+ ! m>riage 9 ,cana#cg1 be5 %[n to u z ! inspir] & prompt]4 ,%e 0 n[ %[n to u z ! int]pret]4 ,! reason :y ! fig-tree 0 ! emblem ( ! inw>d und]/&+ w be f\nd 9 ! citation pres5tly to be giv52 :i* is a portion ( an in/ruction receiv$ 9 int]pretation ( ! prophecy ( ,daniel1 re-enunciat$ by ,jesus1 conc]n+ ! recognition ( ! abom9ation ( desolation /&+ 9 ! holy place#ch1 z mak+ & m>k+ ! "t ( ! end ( t g5]ation :i*1 = its mat]ialisation ( spiritual ?+s1 0 call$ by ,him an adult]\s1 mean+ an idolatr\s1 g5]ation4 ,x w be se5 t 9 ! ,scripture symbology1 z ! s\l is ! fem99e pr9ciple 9 man's spiritual sy/em1 & is call$ !re=e ! ,woman1 ! _s be+ ! mascul9e pr9ciple2 s 9 man's m5tal sy/em ! intuition z ! fem99e mode ( ! m9d is call$ ! ,woman1 & ! intellect1 z ! mascul9e mode1 ! ,man4 ,! foll[+ is ! citation 9 "q3-- ,behold ! ,,fig-,,tree1 & le>n h] p>able4 ,:5 ! bran* !re( %all become t5d]1 & h] buds appe>1 "k t ! day ( ,god is ^u y4 ,:]e=e1 !n1 sai? ! ,"l t ! budd+ ( ! ,fig-,tree %all =etell ! end8 ,because ! ,fig-,tree is ! symbol ( ! ,div9e ,woman1 z ! ,v9e ( ! ,div9e ,man4 ,! ,fig is ! similitude ( ! ,matrix1 conta9+ inw>d buds1 be>+ blossoms on its plac5ta1 & br++ =? fruit 9 d>kness4 ,x is ! ,cup ( ,life1 & its fle% is ! se$-gr\nd ( new bir?s4 ,! /ems ( ! ,fig-,tree run ) milk3 h] leaves are z human h&s1 l ! leaves ( h] bro!r ! ,v9e4 ,& :5 ! ,fig-,tree %all be> figs1 !n %all be ! ,second ,adv5t1 ! new sign ( ! ,man be>+ ,wat]1 & ! manife/ation ( ! ,virg9-,"m cr[n$4 ,= :5 ! ,"l w\ld ent] ! holy city1 to celebrate ,8 ,la/ ,supp] ) ,8 disciples1 ,he s5t be=e ,him ! ,fi%]man ,pet] to meet ! ,man ( ! ,com+ ,sign4 ,!re %all meet y a ,man be>+ a pit*] ( ,wat]4 ,because1 z ! ,"l 0 fir/ manife/ at a w9e-fea/ 9 ! morn+1 s mu/ ,he consummate ,8 "w at a w9e-fea/ 9 ! ev5+4 ,x is ,8 ,pass-,ov]2 = !reaft] ! ,sun mu/ pass into a new ,sign4 ,aft] ! ,fi%1 ! ,wat]-,c>ri]2 b ! ,lamb ( ,god rema9s always 9 ! place ( victory1 be+ sla9 f ! f\ndation ( ! _w4 ,= ,8 place is ! place ( ! ,sun's triumph4 ,aft] ! ,v9e ! ,fig2 = ,adam is fir/ =m$1 !n ,eve4 ,& because our ,lady is n yet manife/1 our ,"l is crucifi$4 ,!re=e came ,he va9ly seek+ fruit ^u ! ,fig-,tree1 = ! "t ( figs 0 n yet4 ,& f t day =?1 because ( ! curse ( ,eve1 no man has eat5 fruit ( ! ,fig-,tree4 ,= ! inw>d und]/&+ has )]$ away1 !re is no disc]nm5t any m 9 m54 ,!y h crucifi$ ! ,"l because ( _! ignorance1 n kn[+ :at !y did4 ,:]e=e1 inde$1 said our ,"l to our ,lady3--,woman1 :at is betwe5 me & !e8 ,= ev5 my h\r is n yet come4 ,because until ! h\r ( ! ,man is accompli%$ & fulfill$1 ! h\r ( ! ,woman mu/ be def]r$4 ,jesus is ! ,v9e2 ,m>y is ! ,fig-,tree4 ,& ! v9tage mu/ be complet$ & ! w9e trodd5 out1 or ev] ! h>ve/ ( ! ,figs be ga!r$4 ,b :5 ! h\r ( our ,"l is a*iev$2 hang+ on ,8 ,cross1 ,he gives our ,lady to ! fai?ful4 ,! *alice is dra9$1 ! lees are wrung out3 !n says ,he to ,8 ,elect3--,behold ?y ,"m6 ,b s long z ! grapes rema9 unpluck$1 ! ,v9e has n\ght to d ) ! ,fig-,tree1 nor ,jesus ) ,m>y4 ,he is fir/ reveal$1 = ,he is ! ,^w2 aft]w>ds %all come ! h\r ( its ,int]pretation4 ,& 9 t day e man %all sit "u ! ,,v9e & ! ,,fig-,,tree2 ! ,dayspr+ %all arise 9 ! ,ori5t1 & ! ,fig-,tree %all be> h] fruit4 ,=1 f ! beg9n+1 ! ,fig-leaf cov]$ ! %ame ( ,inc>nation1 because ! riddle ( exi/5ce c be exp\nd$ only by him :o has ! ,woman's secret4 ,x is ! riddle ( ! ,sph9x4 ,look = t ,tree :i* alone ( all ,trees be>s a fruit blossom+ int]iorly1 9 concealm5t1 & ?\ %alt discov] ! ,fig4 ,look = ! suffici5t mean+ ( ! manife/ univ]se & ( ! writt5 ,^w1 & ?\ %alt f9d only _! my/ical s5se4 ,cov] ! nak$ness ( ,matt] & ( ,nature ) ! ,fig-leaf1 & ?\ ha/ hidd5 all _! %ame4 ,= ! ,fig is ! ,int]pret]4 ,s :5 ! h\r ( ,int]pretation comes1 & ! ,fig-,tree puts =? h] buds1 "k t ! "t ( ! ,end & ! dawn+ ( ! new ,day are at h&1--ev5 at ! doors4 ,on h&+ me ! fir/ portion ( ! in/ruction ( :i* ! =ego+ is ! conclusion1 ,m>y--to use ! "n :i* mean:ile _h be5 be/[$ on h] by our ,illum9ators 9 tok5 ( h] (fice z repres5tative ( ! ,s\l & ,intuition--confess$ to "s p]plexity4 ,h] usual ,illum9ator = revelations ( ?is ord] 0 ,h]mes1 ^: ,hebrew equival5t is ,raphael4 ,b on ?is occasion x _h be5 a ,hebrew "o1 ,gabriel4 ,h] surprise & delight 7 great on be+ rem9d$ t ,gabriel 0 ,daniel's own inspir] 9 respect ( ! prophecy 9 "q1 & t he _h prophesi$ 8 return1 say+1 ,g ?y way1 ,daniel1 = ! words are clos$ up & seal$ till ! "t ( ! end4444 ,?\ %alt re/ & /& 9 ?y lot at ! end ( ! days4 ,! explanation giv5 u 0 t bo? ,daniel's own _s & 8 illum9at+ angel _h come to h]1 ! =m] s]v+ z ! vehicle ( ! latt]4 ,z ) all our o!r results simil>ly obta9$1 we judg$ x entirely by its own intr9sic m]its1 & n by its alleg$ d]ivation4 ,we knew too well ! prop5sity ( l[ influ5ces to appropriate to !mselves great & ev5 div9e names1 & ! liability ( ! recipi5ts to be deceiv$ & to make ! names ! crit]ion in/ead ( ! communication itself4 ,b 9 no in/ance did x happ5 to u t we _h any cause to di/ru/ ! g5u95ess ei!r ( mess5g] or ( message1 ev5 :5 bo? claim$ to be div9e4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! diff]5ce betwe5 ! two int]pretations or applications giv5 u ( ! incid5t at ! ,m>riage 9 ,cana ( ,galilee1 0 expla9$ to u z an in/ance ( ! manifoldness ( ! s5se ( ,scripture4 ,! p>ables h a sep>ate mean+ = ea* ( ! f\r planes ( exi/5ce#ci4 ,we wond]$ mu* :e!r !re 7 any p>allels 9 hi/ory to our "w & to ! mann] ( x2 & especially z to h[ f> an association su* z ours co9cid$ ) ! ideas ( ! ,hebrews4 ,x 0 true t !y _h bo? prophets & prophetesses1 b did !y "w l u 9 supplem5t & complem5t ( ea* o!r8 ,z reg>d$ ! recov]y ( k acquir$ 9 a previ\s life1 ,ezra also _h ascrib$ 8 recov]y ( ! long lo/ ,law to intuitional recollection occurr+ "u special illum9ation1 say+1 ,! ,_s /r5g!n$ my memory4 ,b no m5tion is made ( a female coadjutor4 ,nor does x appe> t ! ,ve/al ,virg9s 7 simil>ly supplem5t$1 except to be ?r[n into ! magnetic trance-/ate4 ,9 h] zeal = h] sex & h] correspond+ di/ru/ ( m5--s5tim5ts :i* seem$ to be inborn 9 h]--,m>y 0 dispos$ to ?9k t mo/ ( ! prophesy+ ( old _h be5 done by wom51 b t ! cr$it _h be5 appropriat$ by m54 ,! answ] to ^! que/ion+s 0 ( a k9d altoge!r unexpect$ by u1 bo? z reg>d$ its mann] & its matt]4 ,= nei!r ( u _h ! smalle/ suspicion t ! book ref]r$ to 0 capable ( ! int]pretation giv5 u ( x4 ,?is 0 ! book ( ,e/h]4 ,! incid5t 0 z foll[s3-- ,! occasion 0 an ,ea/] ,sunday#dj1 & we 7 at ,p>is4 ,elect+ to rema9 indoors r ?an enc\nt] ! cr[ds ( holiday mak]s1 ,m>y 0 mov$ dur+ ! aft]noon to sit = "s communication by jo9t writ+4 ,b we 7 no soon] seat$ ?an x 0 writt51-- ,d y1 ,c>o#da1 take a p5cil & write1 & let h] look inw>ds1 & we w dictate sl[ly4 ,m>y !n became entranc$1 & deliv]$ orally1 repeat+ x sl[ly1 )\t break or pause1 aft] a voice he>d int]iorly1 ! foll[+ exposition ( ! book ( ,e/h]1 an exposition entirely novel1 z ,i h said1 to u1 &1 we believ$1 to ! _w4 ,"s div9es h call$ ! book a romance1 b none h discov]$ t x is a prophecy 9 ! =m ( a p>able4 ,lu!r1 inde$1 pron\nc$ bo? x & ! ,apocalypse to be s wor?less t _! de/ruction w\ld be no loss4 ,! mo/ important book 9 ! ,bible = y to /udy n[1 & t mo/ ne>ly ab\t to be fulfill$1 is "o ( ! mo/ my/ic books 9 ! ,old ,te/am5t1 ! book ( ,e/h]4 ,?is book is a my/ic prophecy1 writt5 9 ! =m ( an actual hi/ory4 ,if ,i give y ! key1 ! clue ( ! ?read ( x1 x w be ! easie/ ?+ 9 ! _w to unravel ! :ole4 ,! great ,k+ ,assu]us1 :o _h all ! _w "u 8 dom9ion1 & possess$ ! weal? ( all ! nations1 is ! g5ius ( ! age4 ,que5 ,va/hi1 :o = h] disob$i5ce to ! k+ 0 depos$ f h] royal seat1 is ! or?odox ,ca?olic ,*ur*4 ,! ,jews1 scatt]$ among ! nations "u ! dom9ion ( ! k+1 are ! true ,israel ( ,god4 ,m>do*i ! ,jew repres5ts ! _s ( intuitive reason & und]/&+4 ,8 enemy ,aman is ! _s ( mat]ialism1 tak5 into ! fav\r & protection ( ! g5ius ( ! age1 & exalt$ to ! highe/ place 9 ! _w's c\ncils aft] ! deposition ( ! or?odox religion4 ,n[ ,aman has a wife & t5 sons4 ,e/h]--:o1 "u ! c>e & tuition ( ,m>do*i1 is br\ght up pure & virg9--is t _s ( love & sympa!tic int]pretation :i* %all r$eem ! _w4 ,i h told y t x %all be r$eem$ by a woman4 ,n[ ! sev]al philosophical sy/ems by :i* ! c\ncillors ( ! age propose to replace ! de?ron$ ,*ur*1 are "o by "o submitt$ to ! judgm5t ( ! age2 & ,e/h]1 com+ la/1 %all f9d fav\r4 ,six ye>s %all %e be ano9t$ ) oil ( myrrh1 t is1 ) /udy & tra9+ sev]e & bitt]1 t %e may be pr(ici5t 9 intellectual k1 z mu/ all sy/ems :i* seek ! fav\r ( ! age4 ,& six ye>s ) sweet p]fumes1 t is ) ! graci\s lovel9ess ( ! imag]y & poetry ( ! fai?s ( ! pa/1 t religion may n be lack+ 9 sweetness & beauty4 ,b %e %all n seek to put on any ( ^? adornm5ts ( dogma1 or ( m]e s5se1 :i*1 by trick ( prie/craft1 =m] sy/ems h us$ to ga9 p[] or fav\r ) ! _w & ! age1 & = :i* !y h be5 f\nd want+4 ,n[ !re come out ( ! d>kness & ! /orm :i* %all arise ^u ! e>?1 two dragons#db4 ,& !y fight & te> ea* o!r1 until !re arises a />1 a f\nta9 ( light1 a que51 :o is ,e/h]#dc4 ,i h giv5 y ! key4 ,unlock ! mean+ ( all t is writt54 ,i d n tell y if 9 ! hi/ory ( ! pa/ ^! voices _h "p 9 ! _w ( m54 ,if !y _h1 guess n[ :o 7 ,m>do*i & ,e/h]4 ,b ,i tell y t :i* %all be 9 ! days ab\t to come#dd4 ,on consult+ ! ,bible-diction>y1 we f\nd ?is relation betwe5 ,e/h] & ,ea/]4 ,! fea/ ( ,purim1 :i* 0 in/itut$ 9 tok5 ( ! deliv]ance wr\ght ?r\gh ,e/h]1 co9cides 9 date ) ,ea/]4 ,& x 0 on ,ea/] day t ?is 0 giv5 u1 by way ( enhanc+ ! correspond5ce betwe5 ! p>ts assign$ to u & ^? ( ,mordecai & ,e/h]4 ,lat] x 0 %[n u t ! p>ts assign$ to ,joseph & ,m>y 71 9 "o aspect1 also id5tical ) ^? ( ,mordecai & ,e/h]4 ,?is is ! aspect 9 :i* ,joseph repres5ts ! m9d1 & ,m>y ! s\l 9 ! reg5]at$ human sy/em4 ,besides ,h]mes1 ,m>y receiv$ mu* ( h] illum9ation f h] ,g5ius1 h] relations ) :om f> surpass$ n only my relations ) m9e1 b any t are record$ 9 hi/ory1 ! exp]i5ces ( ,socrates1 ! *ief in/ance on record1 be+ insignificant bo? 9 quantity & 9 quality z comp>$ ) h]s4 ,x is important1 !re=e1 to give an acc\nt ( ! nature & (fice ( ?is ord] ( angels1 :i* %all be r5d]$ 9 8 own words4 ,e man is a planet1 hav+ sun1 moon1 & />s4 ,! ,g5ius ( a man is 8 satellite2 ,god--! ,god ( ! man--is 8 sun1 & ! moon ( ?is planet is ,isis1 its initiator or ,g5ius4 ,! ,g5ius is made to m9i/] to ! man1 & to give him light4 ,b ! light he gives is f ,god1 & n ( himself4 ,he is n a planet b a moon1 & 8 function is to light up ! d>k places ( 8 planet4 ,! day & night ( ! microcosm1 man1 are its positive & passive1 or protective & reflective /ates4 ,9 ! projective /ate we seek actively outw>ds2 we aspire & w =cibly2 we hold active communion ) ! ,god )\t4 ,9 ! reflective /ate we look inw>ds2 we commune ) our own he>t2 we indraw & conc5trate ourselves secretly & int]iorly4 ,dur+ ?is condition ! ,moon enlight5s our hidd5 *amb] ) h] tor*1 & %[s u ourselves 9 our int]ior recess4 ,:o or :at1 !n1 is ?is moon8 ,x is "p ( ourselves & revolves ) u4 ,x is our cele/ial aff9ity1--( ^: ord] x is said--z by ,jesus--,_! angels d always behold ! face ( ,my ,fa!r4 ,e human s\l has a cele/ial aff9ity1 :i* is "p ( 8 sy/em & a type ( 8 spiritual nature4 ,?is angelic c\nt]p>t is ! bond ( union betwe5 ! man & ,god2 & x is 9 virtue ( 8 spiritual nature t ?is angel is atta*$ to him4444 ,x is 9 virtue ( man's be+ a planet t he has a moon4 ,if he 7 n f\rfold1 z is ! planet1 he c\ld n h "o4 ,rudim5t>y m5 are n f\rfold1 !y h n ! ,_s4 ,! ,g5ius is ! moon to ! planet man1 reflect+ to him ! ,sun1 or ,god1 )9 him4 ,= ! ,div9e ,_s :i* animates & et]nises ! man1 is ! ,god ( ! man1 ! ,sun t enlight5s him4444 ,& because ! ,g5ius reflects1 n ! planet1 b ! ,sun1 n ! man 7z d ! a/rals71 b ! ,god1 8 light is always to be tru/$4444 ,! memory ( ! s\l is recov]$ by a ?reefold op]ation--t ( ! ,s\l h]self1 ( ! ,moon1 & ( ! ,sun4 ,! ,g5ius is n an in=m+ _s4 ,he c tell no?+ to ! s\l4 ,all t %e receives is already )9 h]self4 ,b 9 ! d>kness ( ! night1 x w\ld rema9 !re undiscov]$1 b = ! tor* ( ! angel :o enlight5s4 ,yea1 says ! angel ,g5ius to 8 cli5t1 ,i illum9ate !e1 b ,i in/ruct !e n4 ,i w>n !e1 b ,i fight n4 ,i att5d1 b ,i lead n4 ,?y treasure is )9 ?yself4 ,my light %[e? :]e x lie?4444 ,! voice ( ! ,g5ius is ! voice ( ,god2 = ,god speaks ?r\gh him z a man ?r\gh ! horn ( a trumpet4 ,?\ maye/ n adore him1 = he is ! in/rum5t ( ,god1 & ?y m9i/]4 ,b ?\ mu/ obey him1 = he ha? no voice ( 8 own1 b %ewe? !e ! w ( ! ,_s4 ,we not$ t ! inspir+ angel ( ! ,apocalypse _h twice simil>ly spok5 :5 ! se] 0 ab\t to wor%ip him2--,see ?\ d x n2 = ,i am ?y fell[-s]vant1 & ( ?y bre?r5 ! prophets1 & ( !m :i* keep ! say+s ( ?is book3 ,wor%ip ,god4 ,! l positive injunctions 7 giv5 u also aga9/ accord+ div9e hon\rs to ,jesus4 ,besides ,socrates1 !re is ano!r notable hi/orical ,spirituali/ ( :om our exp]i5ces vividly rem9d$ u4 ,?is 0 ,joan ( ,arc4 ,! correspond5ce betwe5 h] & ,m>y1 9 gifts1 exp]i5ces1 & p]sonal *>act]i/ics1 0 ( ! close/4 ,we _h no difficulty 9 believ+ h] hi/ory4 ,ea* ( !m1 moreov]1 _h a mission ( deliv]ance1 ! "o political & national1 ! o!r spiritual & univ]sal4 ,al?\gh we _h le>n$ to tru/ our ,illum9ators implicitly long be=e ! receipt ( ! above in/ruction1 we 7 /ill )\t assurance z to ! s\rce & me?od ( ! revelation4 ,be ! kn[l$ges receiv$ by u z new z !y might to our ext]nal selves1 !y nev] fail$ to be famili> z recov]$ memories1 except+ 9 su* cases z !y 7 c\*$ 9 t]ms ( :i* ! s5se1 be+ my/ical1 0 n at once recognis$4 ,b su* difficulties 7 soon ov]come1 & ! doctr9e1 :5 fully appreh5d$1 0 always to u z necess>y & self-evid5t tru?1 & su* z to excite wond] at ! pot5cy ( ! glam\r :i* _h hi!rto )held x f ! _w's recognition4 ,9 e detail1 ! revelation repres5t$ = u ,common-,s5se 9 its l(tie/ mode4 ,= ! agreem5t x repres5t$ 0 n t ( all m5 m]ely1 b t ( all p>ts ( ,man3 ( m9d1 s\l & _s1 intellect & intuition1 & ^! purifi$ & unfold$ to ! utmo/1 & p]fectly equilibrat$4 ,:atev] ! mann] ( its communication1 :e!r he>d by ! int]ior e>1 se5 by ! int]ior eye1 fla%$ on ! m9d z vivid ideas1 :e!r acquir$ wak+ or sleep+1 or 9 ! int]m$iate /ate ( trance-lucidity1 or giv5 9 writ+1 x always seem$ t we knew x be=e1 & did n require to be told x1 b only to be rem9d$ ( x4 ,! problem specially ex]cis$ myself4 ,m>y _h o!r "w ?an ! analysis ( our spiritual exp]i5ces4 ,t 0 my special function4 ,i le>nt to see 9 h] a s\l ( surpass+ lum9\sness & v>i\sness1 :o _h be5 entru/$ to my *>ge expressly 9 ord] t by my /udy ( h] ,i might recov] = ! _w's b5efit ! long-lo/ k ( ! s\l's be+1 nature1 & hi/ory4 ,& s _m & v>i\s 7 h] spiritual /ates1 t %e seem$ to me to repres5t 9 turn e /age ( ! s\l's evolution1 & to be n "o1 b all mank9d's epitome4 ,?is also us$ to occur s frequ5tly z to be obs]v$ by bo? ( u & discuss$ betwe5 u4 ,:5 9 ! process ( my endeav\r to f9d ! solution ( "s problem1 su* z ! mean+ ( a p>abolic or o!rwise obscure passage 9 ,scripture1 ,i _h exhau/$ my /ock ( t5tative hypo!ses1 b1 ?r\gh consid]ation = h] o!r & engross+ "w1 refra9$ f imp>t+ my ne$ to h]1 %e w\ld receive 9 sleep ! desir$ solution1 :i* %e wrote d[n on wak+1 & :i* inv>iably prov$ satisfactory beyond my highe/ imag9+s4 ,& besides %[+ intimate acqua9tance ) ! c\rse ( my ?\ght1 x 0 c\*$ 9 language :i*1 = simplicity1 dignity1 purity1 & lucidity1 0 )\t an equal 9 lit]ature2 ! ,engli% be+ t ( ! be/ p]iod ( our lit]ature1 & bett] ?an ! be/ ev5 ( t p]iod4 ,%e h]self _h a rem>kable ma/]y ( ,engli%1 b ^! compositions r$uc$ h] to despair1 caus+ h] to exclaim1 ,:y _c ,i write z well :5 ,i am awake z ,i d 9 my sleep6 ,( c\rse ! explanation lay 9 ! limit+ influ5ce ( ! physical organism4 ,! frequ5cy ( ?is occurr5ce l$ me1 9 ! abs5ce ( au?oritative explanation1 to try ! foll[+1 z an hypo!sis purely t5tative4 ,! revelations g5]ally came to h] :51 ?r\gh my inability to f9d ! int]pretations :i* satisfi$ me1 my "w requir$ !m1 & !y came indep5d5tly ( any desire or k on h] "p4 ,might x n be1 !n1 t x 0 my own _s :o knew !m & gave !m to h]1 f9d+ h] m s5sitive to impression ?an myself8 ,! explanation 0 n "o t ei!r pleas$ or satisfi$ me1 "o reason be+ t ,i took a delight 9 recognis+ ! primacy accord$ to h]4 ,! idea occurr$ to me "o night1 & ,i pond]$ x ! next day1 b did n divulge x4 ,:at happ5$ on ! ev5+ ( t day l$ me to suspect t our ,g5ii _h sugge/$ x to me 9 ord] to make x ! occasion ( imp>t+ to me ! k 9 "q1 namely1 t ( ! real s\rce & me?od ( ! revelation4 ,= ! exp]i5ce to be prop]ly appreciat$ x mu/ be rememb]$ t ,m>y _h no k ( ! explanation sugge/$ to me1 & nei!r ( u _h z yet ent]ta9$ ! idea ( pa/ lives z ! key to our pres5t "w4 ,! "q ( ,re9c>nation itself _h n come be=e u1 & f> less ! possibility ( recov]+ ! memory ( ! ?+s le>nt 9 previ\s exi/5ces1 mu* z we _h be5 puzzl$ to acc\nt = our exp]i5ces 9 ! abs5ce ( "s su* explanation4 ,! proposal to sit = a writt5 communication came f h]1 hav+ evid5tly be5 prompt$ by our illum9ators4 ,! me?od 0 "o :i* bo? !y & we dislik$1 & x 0 adopt$ only :5 !y desir$ to address u bo? at once4 ,s we sat = writ+4 ,! result confirm$ my surmise4 ,we _h sc>cely seat$ ourselves :5 ! writ+ began1 z if we 7 be+ wait$ =4 ,& ?is is :at 0 writt53-- ,we are in/ruct$ to say sev]al ?+s to-night4 ,we are y\r ,g5ii4 7,to ,,c>o47 ,9 ! fir/ place1 y entirely misconceive ! process by :i* ! ,revelation comes to ,m>y4 ,! me?od ( ?is revelation is entirely int]ior4 ,m>y is n a ,m$ium2 nor is %e ev5 a ,se] z y und]/& ! ^w4 ,%e is a ,prophet4 ,by ?is we mean t all %e has ev] writt5 or w write1 is f )91 & n f )\t4 ,%e kn[s4 ,%e is n told4 ,h]s is an old1 old _s4 ,%e is old] ?an y are1 ,c>o1 old] by _m ?\s& ye>s4 ,d n ?9k t spirits o!r ?an h] own are to be cr$it$ ) ! au?or%ip ( ! new ,gospel4 ,z a pro( ( ?is1 & to correct ! false impression y h on ! subject1 ! holy & inn] tru?1 ( :i* %e is ! deposit>y1 w n 9 future be giv5 to h] by ! =m] me?od4 ,all %e writes h5ce=?1 %e w write consci\sly4 ,yes1 %e mu/ f9i% ! new ,evangel by consci\s ef=t ( bra9 & w4 ,com+ f a s\rce :i* we _h le>nt to tru/ implicitly1 & accord+ ) our own highe/ conceptions1 ?is message 0 supremely satisfactory1 & 0 welcom$ accord+ly4 ,b x 0 foll[$ =?) by ano!r :i* excit$ feel+s ( a v diff]5t "*4 ,=1 z if expressly 9 ord] to prev5t h] f be+ made va9-glori\s & uplift$ by x1 !y add$-- 7,to ,,m>y47 ,x may s]ve to exhibit ! pa? by :i* y h come1 & to sugge/ ! nature ( "s anci5t t5d5cies :i* may yet t>ni% ! mirror ( a s\l de/9$ to atta9 p]fection1 to le>n t y dwelt )9 ! body ( ----4 ,"h 7 giv5 ! "n & "* ( a c]ta9 ,roman dame ( "s sev5te5 c5turies ago1 "o ( high /ation1 b ( a repute s evil z to cause an imm5se %ock to bo? ( u4 ,x does n come )9 ! design ( ?is book to disclose ! p>ticul> p]sonalities ) :om we _h be5 id5tifi$ 9 ! pa/#de4 ,conc]n+ ?is "o x mu/ suffice to /ate "h t1 omitt+ f acc\nt "o :ole side ( ,m>y's "*1 we bo? recognis$ 9 ! o!r side traits /rongly resembl+ ^? :i* _h be5 indicat$4 ,& %e subsequ5tly recov]$ di/9ct recollections ( sc5es 9 ! life 9 "q :i* s]v$ to assure h] on ! po9t4 ,our discussions on ! matt] t5d$ to conclusions ( :i* full] k br\ght ! v]ification4 ,x 0 n "o ( ^? lives 9 virtue ( :i* %e 0 directly qualifi$ = h] pres5t "w2 b x 0 "o ( ^? lives ( :i* ! s9 & ! suff]+ may well be conceiv$ ( z indisp5sable elem5ts 9 ! education ( a s\l call$ to a l(ty "w & de/9y 9 ! future1 9 accordance ) ! pr9ciple :i* f9ds expression 9 ! say+s1 ,! great] ! s9n] ! great] ! sa9t1 & ,pecca ,=tit]4 ,?is also we disc]n$ cle>ly1 t1 suppos+ x to be inde$ a tru? t man is made p]fect ?r\gh suff]+1 ! exp]i5ces 9 ! c\rse ( :i* ! suff]+ is und]gone mu/ imply s9 z well z pa9 & sorr[2 s9ce o!rwise !re w\ld be a :ole region ( 8 nature1 namely ! moral1 9 :i* he w\ld rema9 unvitalis$4 ,! lesson ( :i* is t a man is alive only s f> z he has liv$4 ,!re 0 yet ano!r reflection t 0 prompt$ by ! occasion 9 "q1 & "o :i* cr[n$ & glorifi$ ! re/4 ,?is 0 ! assurance impli$ t none ne$ despair4 ,if ! s\l :i* _h dwelt 9 ! body ( ! p]son nam$1 c\ld nev]!less become )9 measureable "t :at ,m>y 0 n[1 & be de/9$ to atta9 p]fection1 !re is hope = all1 & ! doctr9e ( ,re9c>nation is inde$ a gospel ( salvation4 ,& h]e9 we disc]n$ a lesson hi!rto unsuspect$ s f> z we 7 aw>e1 9 ! p>able ( ! ,prodigal ,son4 ,x is n ! eld] bro!r :o /ays at home t c be/ appreciate ! div9e ord]2 b ! prodigal :o has gone =? into ! _w ( exp]i5ce to acquire k = himself at fir/ h&4 ,!y :o h be5 ! mo/ fully satiat$ ) ! husks ( mat]iality1 c--:5 _! "t arrives = com+ to _! true selves--be/ e/imate ! f>e provid$ 9 ! ,fa!r's ,h\se4 ,he love? mo/ to :om mo/ has be5 =giv54 ,:ile sitt+ alone "o day & pond]+ ^! ?+s1 & p>ticul>ly ! difficulty :i* p (t5 f9d 9 correct+ 9 !mselves ev5 ! faults :i* !y deplore1 ?is pregnant s5t5ce 0 spok5 audibly to my inn] he>+ by a voice :i* ,i recognis$ z t ( my ,g5ius3--,t5d5cies enc\rag$ = ages _c be cur$ 9 a s+le lifetime1 b may require ages4 ,?is fur!r reflection also 0 sugge/$ to me3 t s\ls ( exceptional /r5g? are re9c>nat$ 9 bodies ( exceptionally /rong passional natures1 expressly 9 ord] to obta9 ! discipl9e :i* comes ( ! ef=t to subdue !m4 ,all ( :i* reflections t5d$ to exhibit ! ra%ness ( judg+ outw>d judgm5t 9 respect ( o!rs4 ,9 ord] to judge righte\s judgm5t x is necess>y to "k ! /r5g? ( _! temptations1 & ( _! ef=ts to resi/ !m4 ,& ^! c be kn[n only to ,god4 ,! atta9m5t ( p]fection1 & !re9 ( salvation by conque/ & n by flight1--?is is ! pr9ciple ( re9c>nation4 ,x is ! condition ( ,reg5]ation1 :i* is f out ( ! body4 ,9 due "t we 7 able to recognise ! :ole plan ( our "w z s ord]$ z to make ! "w itself a demon/ration ( ! doctr9e ( re9c>nation4 ,:5 once ?is doctr9e _h become a practical "q = u1 x assum$ a prom95t place bo? 9 our tea*+s & 9 our exp]i5ces4 ,"o in/ruction giv5 u 0 no less /rik+ 9 itself ?an 9 ! circum/ances ( its communication4 ,! mess5g] 0 "o ) :om we _h nev] anticipat$ com+ into relations1 =1 besides n c\rt+ int]c\rse ) ! s\ls ( ! dep>t$1 we _h n paid to ! writ+s ( ! p]son conc]n$ ! he$ t w\ld entitle u to c\nt him among our cordial sympa?is]s2 & /ill less z among our possible visitants4 ,?is 0 ! fam\s ,sw$i% ,se]1 ,emmanuel ,sw$5borg4 ,9 ! c\rse ( :at we aft]w>ds f\nd to be a /rik+ly *>act]i/ic communication f him1 he in=m$ u t ow+ to ! difficulty our angels _h 9 approa*+ u j !n1 ?r\gh ! condition ( ! spiritual atmosph]e1 !y _h *>g$ him ) a message to u1 9 :i* ,m>y's ,g5ius _h spok5 to him ( h] z ,a s\l ( va/ exp]i5ce1 :o "u 8 tuition _h s pa9fully acquir$ ! evangel ( :i* %e 0 ! deposit>y2 add+ t he1 h] ,g5ius1 _h be5 promis$ help to recov] = h]1 9 ?is inc>nation1 ! memory ( all t 0 9 ! pa/2 &--:i* 0 ! po9t ( ! message--t x 0 to be put =w>d1 n z we 7 !n contemplat+ putt+ x =w>d1 b z fragm5t>y specim5s ( su* recollection occurr+ to "o n[ a woman1 b =m]ly an initiate1 :o is beg9n+ to recov] ?is p[]4 ,x w be int]e/+ to rem>k on ?is exp]i5ce1 t to ?is day ! foll[]s ( ,sw$5borg set _! faces aga9/ ! doctr9e ( re9c>nation1 expressly on ! gr\nd t _! ma/] d5i$ x 9 8 lifetime4 ,:e!r ,sw$5borg really d5i$ x is unc]ta94 ,!re is grave cause to d\bt :e!r 8 writ+s on ! subject h be5 rightly und]/ood or fairly repres5t$4 ,x has be5 ma9ta9$ ) mu* %[ ( reason t ,sw$5borg d5i$ only ! re9c>nation ( ! a/ral s\l1 n ( ! true s\l2 9 :i* case he w\ld be "r4 ,hav+ once obta9$ access to u1 8 visits 7 = a "t frequ5t1 ! mann] ( !m be+ v>i\s4 ,= he came to u jo9tly & sep>ately1 9 wak+ & 9 sleep+--! latt] to ,m>y only--& audibly & visibly--! latt] also to ,m>y only4 ,he allud$ to a rec5t inc>nation ( m9e1 ( :i* ,i h s9ce _h full & indep5d5t pro(4 ,& he recognis$ our "w z n only a confirmation & cont9uation ( 8 own1 b also z a correction4 ,=1 z he gave u to und]/&1 he _h be5 too mu* "u ! influ5ce ( ! curr5t or?odoxy to be able to transmit ! revelation giv5 to him 9 its prop] purity1 & unbias$ by 8 own preconceptions4 ,! doctr9e 9 respect ( :i* he 0 *iefly desir\s ( be+ set "r 0 t ( ! ,inc>nation1 ! or?odox pres5tm5t ( :i* he n[ saw to be wrong1 by reason ( its deification ( ,jesus4 ,9 ref]r+ to ! p]v]sion ( ! tru? by ! =mulators ( ! ,*ri/ian or?odoxy1 he said to u1 ) mu* emphasis1 ,d n be too k9d to ! ,*ri/ians4 ,?is allusion to an exp]i5ce :i* belongs to ! category ( spiritualism r ?an to t ( our special "w1 may ) advantage be foll[$ by "s acc\nt ( our o!r exp]i5ces ( ! same ord]1 p>tly = ! sake ( te/ify+ to ! g5u95ess ( ! exp]i5ces reli$ on by spirituali/s1 & p>tly 9 ord] to %[ ! di/9ction betwe5 ! two ord]s ( exp]i5ce1 z disc]n$ by p]sons ^: famili>ity ) bo? qualifi$ !m to in/itute comp>ison betwe5 !m4 ,=1 hav+ once become s5sitis$ 9 ! inn] & high] regions ( ! consci\sness1 we _h become s5sitis$ also 9 ! int]m$iate regions1 & 7 able !re=e to hold palpable conv]se ) ! d5iz5s ( ^! also4 ,& ! conv]se ?us held 0 ( ! mo/ satisfactory "*1 on ! gr\nd bo? ( ! c]ta9ty ( its reality & its intr9sic nature4 ,fa!r1 "m1 wife1 bro!rs1 sundry de> fri5ds1 & o!rs int]e/$ 9 our "w1 all came to me1 & "s ( !m to my colleague1 & ?is sev]al times1 & 9 a mann] impossible to be di/ru/$4 ,= my "m m ?an once spoke to me al\d 9 h] own unmi/akeable voice1 & 9 tones t anyone might h he>d1 z ,i sat alone 9 my /udy4 ,my wife came repeat$ly to bo? ( u1 jo9tly & sep>ately1 audibly1 visibly1 & tangibly2 giv+ u timely w>n+s ( dang]s unsuspect$ by u b prov+ to be real4 ,& "o ( my bro!rs cle>$ up a my/]y :i* _h hung ov] 8 dea?4 ,no m]e att5uat$ wrai?s or s\lless phantoms 7 !y :o ?us visit$ u f beyond ! veil1 !y 7 /rong1 di/9ct1 intellig5t individualities1 v]itable s\ls1 palpitat+ ) vitality1 & eag] to r5d] lov+ s]vice4 ,b !y came spontane\sly & unevok$1 = we nev] s\ght to compel _! pres5ce4 ,our que/ 0 purely & simply = tru?1 n = p]sons4 ,b we consid]$ t1 :5 ^! also came1 z !y did come1 to ourselves directly & )\t int]v5tion ( any ?ird p>ty1 to refuse to receive !m on ! gr\nd t !y _h put (f _! bodies1 w\ld be equival5t to repuls+ our fri5ds 9 ! fle% on ! gr\nd t !y _h put (f _! ov]coats4 ,! _s 9 :i* alone su* int]c\rse is p]missible w be se5 by ! foll[+ citations f ! in/ructions receiv$ by u4 ,t]ms f ! ,hebrew1 ,greek1 & ,ori5tal ,scriptures 7 us$ indiff]5tly by our illum9ators4 ,! ^w ,rua* 9 ! foll[+--:i* is ,hebrew = ,_s--is "h us$ 9 a kabali/ic s5se to d5ote ! a/ral s\l or gho/1 z di/+ui%$ f ! div9e s\l1 ! ,psy*e or ,ne%amah1 & f ! ,nephe% or m]e phantom4 ,! foll[+ is f an in/ruction giv5 to ,m>y 9 sleep1 9 direct solution ( c]ta9 p]plexities4 ,?\ kn[e/ t 9 ! end1 :5 ,nirvana is atta9$1 ! s\l %all ga!r up all t x ha? left )9 ! a/ral ( holy memories & wor?y exp]i5ce1 & to ?is end ! ,rua* rises 9 ! a/ral sph]e1 by ! gradual decay & loss ( its m mat]ial aff9ities1 until ^! h s dis9tegrat$ & p]i%$ t its sub/ance is !reby light5$ & purifi$4 ,b cont9ual comm]ce & int]c\rse ) e>? add1 z x 71 fre% fuel to its e>?ly aff9ities1 keep+ ^! alive1 & h9d]+ its recall to its spiritual ego4 ,?us1 !re=e1 ! spiritual ego itself is deta9$ f p]fect absorption into ! div9e1 & union !re)4 ,= ! ,rua* %all n all die1 if !re be 9 x any?+ wor?y ( recall4 ,! a/ral sph]e is its purg+ *amb]4 ,= ,saturn1 :o is ,"t1 is ! tri] ( all ?+s2 he dev\re? all ! dross2 only t escape? :i* 9 its nature is e!real & de/9$ to reign4 ,& ?is dea? ( ! ,rua* is gradual & natural4 ,x is a process ( elim9ation & dis9tegration1 (t5--z m5 measure "t--ext5d+ ov] _m decades1 or ev5 c5turies4 ,& ^? ,rua*s :i* app]ta9 to wick$ & evil p]sons1 hav+ /rong wills incl9$ e>?w>ds1--^! p]si/ longe/ & manife/ mo/ frequ5tly & vividly1 because !y rise n1 b1 be+ de/9$ to p]i% utt]ly1 are n )drawn f imm$iate contact ) ! e>?4 ,!y are all dross2 !re is 9 !m no r$eemable elem5t4 ,b ! ,rua* ( ! righte\s compla9e? if ?\ di/urb 8 evolution4 ',:y calle/ ?\ me8 di/urb me n4 ,! memories ( my e>?-life are *a9s ab\t my neck2 ! desire ( ! pa/ deta9e? me4 ,suff] me to rise t[>ds my re/1 & h9d] me n ) evocations4 ,b let ?y love g aft] me & encompass me2 s %alt ?\ rise ) me ?r\gh sph]e aft] sph]e4' ,= ! good man ^u e>? c love no?+ less ?an ! div9e4 ,:]e=e t :i* he love? 9 8 fri5d is ! div9e1 t is1 ! true & radiant self4 ,& if he love x z diff]5tiat$ f ,god1 x is only on acc\nt ( its sep>ate t9cture4 ,= 9 ! p]fect light !re are innum]able t9ctures4 ,& accord+ to its cele/ial aff9ity1 "o s\l love? ?is or t spl5d\r m ?an ! re/4 ,& :5 ! righte\s fri5d ( ! good man die?1 ! love ( ! liv+ man goe? aft] ! true s\l ( ! dead2 & ! /r5g? & div9ity ( ?is love helpe? ! purgation ( ! a/ral s\l1 ! psy*ic gho/4 ,x is to ?is a/ral s\l1 :i* ev] rema9e? ne> ! liv+ fri5d1 an indication ( ! way x mu/ also g1--a light %9+ ^u ! upw>d pa? t leads f ! a/ral to ! cele/ial & ev]la/+4 ,= love1 be+ div9e1 is t[>ds ! div9e4 ',love exalte?1 love purifie?1 love uplifte?4' ,& ?is also1 :i* 0 simil>ly obta9$1 repres5ts a fur!r re/oration ( ! orig9al1 pure1 undi/ort$ & unmutilat$ doctr9e ( ,*ri/ianity conc]n+ ! communion ( s\ls4 99 99 99 99 99 ,s weepe/ ?\ & lam5te/1 because ! ,s\l ?\ love/ is tak5 f ?y sight4 ,& life seeme? to !e a bitt] ?+3 yea1 ?\ curse/ ! de/9y ( all liv+ creatures4 ,& ?\ deeme/ ?y love ( no avail1 & ?y te>s z idle drops4 ,behold1 ,love is a ransom1 & ! te>s !re( are pray]s4 ,& if ?\ h liv$ purely1 ?y f]v5t desire %all be c\nt$ grace to ! s\l ( ?y dead4 ,= ! burn+ & cont9ual pray] ( ! j availe? mu*4 ,yea1 ?y love %all enfold ! s\l :i* ?\ love/3 x %all be unto him a w$d+ g>m5t & a ve/ure ( bless+4 ,! baptism ( ?y sorr[ %all baptize ?y dead1 & he %all rise because ( x4 ,?y pray]s %all lift him up1 & ?y te>s %all encompass 8 /eps3 ?y love %all be to him a light %9+ ^u ! upw>d way4 ,& ! angels ( ,god %all say unto him1 ,o happy ,s\l1 t art s well-belov$2 t art made s /rong ) all ^! te>s & sighs4 ,praise ! ,fa!r ( ,spirits !re=3 = ?is great love %all save !e _m inc>nations4 ,?\ art advanc$ !reby2 ?\ art drawn al(t & c>ri$ upw>d by cords ( grace4 ,= 9 su* wise d s\ls pr(it "o ano!r & h communion1 & receive & give bless+1 ! dep>t$ ( ! liv+1 & ! liv+ ( ! dep>t$4 ,& s mu* ! m z ! he>t )9 !m is clean1 & ! way ( _! int5tion is innoc5t 9 ! sight ( ,god4444 ,c\nt n z lo/ ?y suff]+ on behalf ( o!r s\ls2 = e cry is a pray]1 & all pray] is p[]4 ,t ?\ wille/ to d is done2 ?9e int5tion is unit$ to ! ,w ( ,div9e ,love4 ,no?+ is lo/ ( t :i* ?\ laye/ out = ,god & = ?y bro!r4 ,& x is love alone :o r$eeme?1 & love ha? no?+ ( h] own#df4 ,b preci\s z is ! communion ( s\ls :5 ?us condition$1 x 0 n to !m t we look$ = light & guidance 9 our "w4 ,nor1 inde$1 to any p]sons at all 9 ! s5se 9 :i* ! t]m is ord9>ily us$4 ,we look$ /eadfa/ly & directly to ! ,highe/1 confid5tly leav+ to ! ,highe/ ! appo9tm5t bo? ( ! ,mess5g] & ( ! ,message1 b nev] fail+ to submit bo? mann] & matt] to ! ke5e/ scrut9y ( faculties :i* we _h /riv5 to ! utmo/ to attune to div9e ?+s4 ,we 71 moreov]1 emphatically w>n$ f ! outset aga9/ all[+ any intrusion into our "w ( ! influ5ces accessible to ! ord9>y s5sitive1 ! two planes be+ absolutely di/9ct4 ,h]e9 lay ! significance ( ! say+ ( ,m>y's ,g5ius1 t he _h be5 promis$ help to enable h] to recov] 9 ?is inc>nation ! memory ( all t is 9 ! pa/4 ,! ,g5ii !mselves1 al?\gh ( ! cele/ial1 belong to its circumf]5tial & l[e/ sph]e4 ,!y t\* ! a/ral1 b d n ent] x4 ,! help spok5 ( 0 to come f ! inn]mo/ & highe/ sph]es4 ,& ! *>ge 0 accord+ly giv5 u1 ,d n1 !n1 seek aft] 'controls4' ,keep y\r temple = ! ,"l ,god ( ,ho/s2 & turn out ( x ! money-*ang]s1 ! dove-sell]s1 & ! deal]s 9 curi\s arts1 yea1 ) a sc\rge ( cords if ne$ be4 ,! mann] 9 :i* we receiv$ ! fir/ full & p>ticul> acc\nt respect+ ! me?od ( revelation1 0 z foll[s4 ,i 0 pond]+ to myself ) mu* int5tness ! nature & s\rce ( inspiration1 & desir+ a te/ :]eby to di/+ui% betwe5 true & false inspiration4 ,b ,i refra9$ = v>i\s reasons f consult+ my colleague1 at lea/ until ,i %\ld h exhau/$ my own res\rces4 ,& %e 0 /ill )\t any intimation ( my ne$ :5 %e receiv$ ! in/ruction conc]n+ inspiration & prophesy+ ( :i* ! foll[+ is a portion4 ,x 0 receiv$ 9 sleep1 & ! date 0 %ortly be=e we 7 told t h] kn[l$ges 7 due to exp]i5ces und]gone 9 previ\s lives#dg4 ,:5 ,i _h read x %e said1 ref]r+ to ! fir/ v]se1 ,b ,i did n ask4 ,9 reply to :i* ,i told h] t ,i _h ask$4 ,x 0 address$ equally to bo? ( u1 z mak+ toge!r "o sy/em4 ,i he>d la/ night 9 my sleep a voice speak+ to me1 & say+-- ,y ask ! me?od & nature ( ,inspiration1 & ! means :]eby ,god reveale? ! ,tru?4 ,"k t !re is no enlight5m5t f )\t3 ! secret ( ?+s is reveal$ f )94 ,f )\t come? no ,div9e ,revelation3 b ! ,_s )9 be>e? witness4 ,?9k n t ,i tell y t :i* y "k n3 = except y "k x1 x _c be giv5 to y4 ,to him t ha? x is giv51 & he ha? ! m abundantly4 ,none is a prophet save he :o kn[e?3 ! in/ructor ( ! p is a man ( _m lives4 ,inborn k & ! p]ception ( ?+s1 ^! are ! s\rces ( revelation3 ! ,s\l ( ! man in/ructe? him1 hav+ already le>n$ by exp]i5ce4 ,intuition is inborn exp]i5ce2 t :i* ! s\l kn[e? ( old & ( =m] ye>s4 ,& ,illum9ation is ! ,light ( ,wisdom1 :]eby a man p]ceive? heav5ly secrets4 ,:i* ,light is ! ,_s ( ,god )9 ! man1 %[+ unto him ! ?+s ( ,god4 ,d n ?9k t ,i tell y any?+ y "k n2 all come? f )93 ! ,_s t in=me? is ! ,_s ( ,god 9 ! prophet4 99 99 99 99 99 ,inspiration may inde$ be m$ium%ip1 b x is consci\s2 & ! k ( ! prophet in/ructe? him4 ,ev5 ?\gh he speak 9 an ec/asy1 he utt]e? no?+ t he kn[e? n4 ,!n foll[$ ?is apo/rophe to ! ,prophet3-- ,?\ :o art a prophet ha/ _h _m lives3 yea1 ?\ ha/ taught _m nations1 & ha/ /ood be=e k+s4 ,& ,god ha? in/ruct$ !e 9 ! ye>s t are pa/1 & 9 ! =m] times ( ! e>?4 ,by pray]1 by fa/+1 by m$itation1 by pa9ful seek+1 ha/ ?\ atta9$ t ?\ kn[e/4 ,!re is no k b by lab\r3 !re is no intuition b by exp]i5ce4 ,i h se5 !e on ! hills ( ! ,ea/3 ,i h foll[$ ?y /eps 9 ! wild]ness3 ,i h se5 !e adore at sunrise3 ,i h m>k$ ?y night wat*es 9 ! caves ( ! m\nta9s4 ,?\ ha/ atta9$ ) pati5ce1 ,o prophet6 ,god ha? reveal$ ! tru? to !e f )94 ,?us1 = ! fir/ "t kn[n to hi/ory1 0 giv5 a def9ition ( ! nature & me?od ( inspiration & prophecy1 at once lum9\s1 reasonable1 & inexpugnable1 to ! full & f9al solution ( ?is /up5d\s problem2 & comport+ ) & expla9+1 z x did1 all our own exp]i5ces1 we felt t we c\ld be> unres]v$ te/imony to its tru?4 ,b1 va/ z 0 ! addition ?us made to ! ,new ,gospel ( ,int]pretation1 x did n exhau/ ! treasures reveal$ & communicat$ on t wondr\s night2 = x 0 foll[$ imm$iately by a prophecy ( ! mean+ ( ! new disp5sation on :i* ! _w is ent]+1 & ( :i* our "w is ! introduction4 ,at once ,biblical 9 diction & "*1 x rea*$ 9 l(t9ess ! highe/ level ( ,biblical prophecy & inspiration1 demon/rat+ ! same _w cele/ial & div9e z ! s\rce ( bo?4 ,= :i* reason1 & ! cru%+ bl[ adm9i/]$ by x to ! sup]/itions :i* h made ( ,*ri/ianity a by-^w & a reproa* by _! gross mat]ialisations ( my/]ies purely spiritual1 x is reproduc$ 9 full "h4 ,! head+ is ( our own devis+3-- ,a ,prophecy ( ! ,k+dom ( ! ,s\l1 my/ically call$ ! ,day ( ! ,woman4 ,& n[ ,i %[ y a my/]y & a new ?+1 :i* is "p ( ! my/]y ( ! f\r? day ( creation4 ,! ^w :i* %all come to save ! _w1 %all be utt]$ by a woman4 ,a woman %all conceive1 & %all br+ =? ! tid+s ( salvation4 ,= ! reign ( ,adam is at its la/ h\r2 & ,god %all cr[n all ?+s by ! creation ( ,eve4 ,hi!rto ! man ha? be5 alone1 & ha? _h dom9ion ov] ! e>?4 ,b :5 ! woman %all be creat$1 ,god %all give unto h] ! k+dom2 & %e %all be fir/ 9 rule & highe/ 9 dignity4 ,yea1 ! la/ %all be fir/1 & ! eld] %all s]ve ! y\ng]4 ,s t wom5 %all no m lam5t = _! womanhood2 b m5 %all r say1 ,o t we _h be5 born wom56 ,= ! /rong %all be put d[n f _! seat1 & ! meek %all be exalt$ to _! place4 ,! days ( ! ,cov5ant ( ,manife/ation are pass+ away3 ! ,gospel ( ,int]pretation come?4 ,!re %all no?+ new be told2 b t :i* is anci5t %all be int]pret$4 ,s t man ! manife/o %all resign 8 (fice3 & woman ! int]pret] %all give light to ! _w4 ,h]s is ! f\r? (fice3 %e reveale? t :i* ! ,"l ha? manife/$4 ,h]s is ! light ( ! heav5s1 & ! brighte/ ( ! planets ( ! holy sev54 ,%e is ! f\r? dim5sion2 ! eyes :i* enlight52 ! p[] :i* drawe? inw>d to ,god4 ,& h] k+dom come?2 ! day ( ! exaltation ( woman4 ,& h] reign %all be great] ?an ! reign ( ! man3 = ,adam %all be put d[n f 8 place2 & %e %all h dom9ion = ev]4 ,& %e :o is alone %all br+ =? m *ildr5 to ,god1 !n %e :o ha? an husb&4 ,!re %all no m be a reproa* aga9/ wom53 b aga9/ m5 %all be ! reproa*4 ,= ! woman is ! cr[n ( man1 & ! f9al manife/ation ( humanity4 ,%e is ! ne>e/ to ! ?rone ( ,god1 :5 %e %all be reveal$4 ,b ! creation ( woman is n yet complete3 b x %all be complete 9 ! "t :i* is at h&4 ,all ?+s are ?9e1 ,o ,"m ( ,god3 all ?+s are ?9e1 ,o ,?\ :o rise/ f ! sea2 & ,?\ %alt h dom9ion ov] all ! worlds#dh4 ,,footnotes3 #bi ,a4,k4 knew no?+ ( ,sp9oza at ?is "t1 & 0 unaw>e t he 0 an optician4 ,subsequ5t exp]i5ce made x cle> t ! spectacles 9 "q 7 int5d$ to repres5t h] own rem>kable faculty ( intuitional & int]pretative p]ception4 7,see ,life ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,i4 pp4 #aej-a47 ,s4,h4,h4 #cj ,page #ebe #ca ,! #bbnd ,septemb]1 #ahgg4 #cb ,! book ref]r$ to 0 a treatise entitl$ ,fruit & ,bread1 :i* _h be5 s5t to h] anonym\sly ! previ\s day4 ,e4,m4 #cc ,! ,hymn to ,h]mes 0 receiv$ by ,a4,k4 9 #ahgh1 "u illum9ation occurr+ 9 sleep4 ,%e rememb]$ x s p]fectly t on wak+ %e wrote x )\t hesitation or error4 ,repres5t+ kn[l$ges long lo/1 by no am\nt ( m]e s*ol>%ip c\ld x h be5 reproduc$4 ,x is giv5 at l5g? 9 ! ,p4,w4 pp4 #ceg-ceh1 & 9 ,! ,life ( ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,i4 p4 #bhg4 ,s4,h4,h4 #cd ,z to ! recov]y by ,a4,k4 ( ! ,hymn to ! ,planet-,god1 see p4 #abb-c4 #ce ,^! dream-v]ses are f ,?r\gh ! ,ages1 a poem receiv$ by ,a4,k41 9 sleep1 9 #ahhj4 ,9 ?is poem1 "s ( h] e>lie/ inc>nations are ref]r$ to4 7,d4 & ,d-,s4 p4 #gg47 ,s4,h4,h4 #cf ,see p4 #abb note4 #cg ,see pp4 #ea-eb-ec ante4 #ch ,t is1 9 ! place ( ,god & ! ,s\l4 #ci ,! f\r planes be+1 f )\t inw>ds1 ^? ( ! body1 m9d1 s\l1 & _s4 ,s4,h4,h4 #dj ,! #bh? ,m>*1 #ahhj4 ,s4,h4,h4 #da ,! "n by :i* ,i 0 ?us address$ _h be5 giv5 me by our illum9ators z an initiation "n1 z t ( ,m>y to h]4 ,x d5ot$ love z ! dom9ant note ( our "w1 & 0 an equival5t = ,john ! ,belov$1 :o--we 7 giv5 to und]/&--is "o ( ! two controll+ angels ( ! new illum9ation--,daniel be+ ! o!r--9 accordance ) ! intimations giv5 by ,jesus1 "o to ,8 disciples & ! o!r to ! ,se] ( ! ,apocalypse himself1 t ,john %\ld t>ry )9 rea* ( ! e>?-plane to be> "p 9 ! ev5t :i* 0 to con/itute ! second adv5t ( ,*ri/4 ,^! names _h a fur!r correspond5ce 9 ! ,greek p>able ( ,eros & ,psy*e1 :i* d5otes love z ! vivify+ pr9ciple ( ! s\l4 ,e4,m4 #db ,mat]ialism & ,sup]/ition4 #dc ,! "n ,e/h] d5otes a /> or f\nta9 ( light1 a dawn or ris+4 #dd ,! spell+ ( ! names is t ( ! ,d\ay ,v]sion1 ! ,prote/ants hav+ relegat$ ! second "p ( ! book ( ,e/h]1 9 :i* ! latt] "p ( ?is n>rative occurs1 to ! ,apocrypha4 ,z also t ( ,ezra above cit$4 ,e4,m4 #de ,^! are disclos$ 9 ,! ,life ( ,a4,k4 ,! p]sonality ref]r$ to on ?is occasion 0 ,fau/9e1 ! ,roman1 ! ,empress ( ,m>cus ,aurelius4 7,life ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,i4 pp4 #cec-ced47 ,s4,h4,h4 #df ,! ,hymn ( ,aphrodite1 includ+ ! ,disc\rse ( ! ,communion ( ,s\ls1 & ( ! ,uses ( ,love betwe5 ,creature & ,creature2 be+ "p ( ! ,gold5 ,book ( ,v5us1 f :i* latt] ! above is tak51 is giv5 9 full 9 ! ,p4,w4 pp4 #cej-cef4 #dg ,! in/ruction conc]n+ inspiration & prophesy+ 0 receiv$ by ,a4,k4 9 ,p>is on ! #g? ,febru>y1 #ahhj4 ,s4,h4,h4 #dh ,p4,w4 pp4 #caa-cad4 ,life ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,i4 pp4 #cdd-cde4 ,,*apt] ,,iv4 ,,! ,,antagonisation4 ,ev5 _h we be5 dispos$1 :i* happily we 7 n1 to exalt ourselves on ! /r5g? ( ! l(t9ess ( our mission1 ! con/ant pro(s af=d$ u ( ! paucity ( our k 9 comp>ison ) :at rema9$ to be kn[n1 w\ld h effectually re/ra9$ u4 ,b z x 01 we 7 f ! fir/ p5etrat$ by ! conviction t only 9 s f> z we succe$$ 9 subord9at+ ! individual to ! univ]sal1 ! p]sonal to ! div9e1 c\ld ! "w be successfully accompli%$4 ,! man mu/ make himself no?+ t ! ,god may be all4 ,?is 0 ! burd5 ( ! injunctions en=c$ on u ?r\gh\t2 ! failures ( o!rs ?r\gh self-exaltation be+ adduc$ 9 illu/ration4 ,=1 z we 7 pla9ly giv5 to und]/&1 _m are call$ b few are *os52 ! weak po9t 9 _! sy/em1 ! ,judas by :om !y are betray$ & fail1 be+ g5]ally vanity4 ,!y are z in/rum5ts :i* mi/ake !mselves = ! m9d & h& :i* wield !m4 ,humility & ,love1 ! violet & ! r$1 ^! are ! two extremes ( ! prism :i* comprise betwe5 !m all ! ,sev5 ,spirits ( ,god4 ,bl5d$1 !y make ! royal purple2 b ! hue ( t purple dep5ds on ! spiritual /ates ( ! individuals !mselves ^: t9ctures !y are4 ,!y 71 we 7 told1 ! t9ctures ( our own s\ls z indicat$ by ! col\rs ( our respective auras4 ,m>y's 0 ! blood-r$ ray ( ! inn]mo/ sph]e1 ! sph]e ( ! fir/ ( ! ,gods1 :]e9 love & wisdom are "o4 ,= ! ,hebrews ,uriel1 = ! ,greeks ,phoibos1 ! ,bright ,"o ( ,god4 ,m9e 0 ! violet ( ! out]mo/ sph]e1 t ( ! la/ ( ! ,gods1 ! ,_s ( ! ,fe> ( ! ,"l1 & !re9 ( ,rev]5ce & ,humility2 = ! ,greeks ,saturn1 & = ! ,hebrews ,satan1 ! ,angel unfall5 ( ! out]mo/ sph]e4 ,only :5 man is built up ( all ! ,gods1 & be>s ^u him ! seal ( ea* ,god1 hav+ climb$ ! ladd] ( 8 reg5]ation f circumf]5ce to c5tre1 f ,saturn to ! ,sun1 is ! week ( 8 new & spiritual creation accompli%$4 ,simil>ly ! co-op]ation ( all ^! div9e pot5cies 0 indisp5sable to our "w4 ,& we 7 emphatically w>n$ ( ! dang]s bo? to x & to ourselves1 t w\ld come ( ! lack ( ! div9e pres5ce 9 respect ( any ( !m4 ,h5ce ! necessity ( ma9ta9+ ! necess>y conditions 9 ourselves1 & ! caution address$ to u by ,h]mes1 9 view ( ! liability ( mortals to appropriate to !mselves ! importance app]ta9+ to _! mission :5 ?is transc5ds ! ord9>y4 ,to ?is end1 9 ! foll[+ ,exhortation1 he disclos$ to u ! heights yet to be asc5d$1 say+-- ,he ^: adv]s>ies fight ) weapons ( /eel1 mu/ himself be arm$ 9 l mann]1 if he w\ld n be ignom9i\sly sla9 or save himself by flight4 ,& n only s1 b =asmu* z 8 adv]s>ies may be _m1 :ile he is only "o2 x is ev5 necess>y t ! /eel he c>ries be ( pur] temp] & ( m subtle po9t & contrivance ?an !irs4 ,i1 ,h]mes1 w\ld arm y ) su*1 t be>+ a blade ) a d\ble edge1 ye may be able to )/& 9 ! evil h\r4 ,= x is writt5 t ! tree ( life is gu>d$ by a sword :i* turne? e way4 ,!re=e ,i w\ld h y arm$ bo? ) a p]fect philosophy & ) ! p[] ( ! div9e life4 ,& fir/ ! k2 t y & !y :o he> y may "k ! reason ( ! fai? :i* is 9 y4 ,b k _c prevail alone1 & ye are n yet p]fect$4 ,:5 ! fulness ( ! "t %all come1 ,i w add unto y ! p[] ( ! div9e life4 ,x is ! life ( contemplation1 ( fa/+1 ( ob$i5ce1 & ( resi/ance4 ,& aft]w>ds ! *rism1 ! p[]1 & ! glory4 ,b ^! are n yet4 ,mean:ile rema9 toge!r & p]fect y\r philosophy4 ,boa/ n1 & be n lift$ up2 = all ?+s are ,god's1 & ye are 9 ,god1 & ,god 9 y4 ,b :5 ! ^w %all come to y1 be ready to obey4 ,!re is b "o way to p[]1 & x is ! way ( ob$i5ce4 ,call no man y\r ma/] or k+ ^u ! e>?1 le/ ye =sake ! _s = ! =m & become idolat]s4 ,he :o is inde$ spiritual1 & trans=m$ into ! div9e image1 desires a spiritual k+4 ,purify y\r bodies1 & eat no dead ?+ t has look$ ) liv+ eyes ^u ! light ( ,heav54 ,= ! eye is ! symbol ( bro!rhood among y4 ,sight is ! my/ical s5se4 ,let no man take ! life ( 8 bro!r to fe$ )al 8 own4 ,b slay only su* z are evil2 9 ! "n ( ! ,"l4 ,!y are mis]ably deceiv$ :o expect et]nal life1 & re/ra9 n _! h&s f blood & dea?4 ,!y are mis]ably deceiv$ :o look = wives f on high1 & h n yet atta9$ _! manhood4 ,despise n ! gift ( k2 & make n spiritual eunu*s ( y\rselves4 ,= ,adam 0 fir/ =m$1 !n ,eve4 ,ye are twa91 ! man ) ! woman1 & %e ) him1 nei!r man nor woman1 b "o creature4 ,& ! k+dom ( ,god is )9 y#di4 ,! k ( ! ,sev5 ,spirits :]eby ,deity op]ates 9 ! univ]se1 has be5 completely dropp$ out ( sight by ! ,*ri/ian _w4 ,x is necess>y1 !re=e1 if only 9 v9dication ( ! importance atta*$ to !m by our illum9ators1 to recite ! in/ruction receiv$ by u conc]n+ !m1 :i* is z foll[s4 ,x is a *apt] f ! recov]$ ,gnosis#ej3-- ,9 ! bosom ( ! ,et]nal 7 all ! ,gods compreh5d$1 z ! sev5 spirits ( ! prism1 conta9$ 9 ! ,invisible ,light4 99 99 99 99 99 ,by ! ,^w ( ,elohim 7 ! ,sev5 ,elohim manife/3 ev5 ! ,sev5 ,spirits ( ,god 9 ! ord] ( _! prec$5ce3 ,! ,_s ( ,wisdom1 ! ,_s ( ,und]/&+1 ! ,_s ( ,c\nsel1 ! ,_s ( ,p[]1 ! ,_s ( ,k1 ! ,_s ( ,righte\sness1 & ! ,_s ( ,div9e ,awfulness4 ,all ^! are coequal & coet]nal4 ,ea* has ! nature ( ! :ole 9 itself3 & ea* is a p]fect entity4 ,& ! brightness ( _! manife/ation %9e? =? f ! mid/ ( ea*1 z :eel )9 :eel1 encircl+ ! ,:ite ,?rone ( ! ,invisible ,tr9ity 9 ,unity4 ,^! are ! ,div9e fires :i* burn be=e ! pres5ce ( ,god3 :i* proce$ f ! ,_s1 & are "o ) ! ,_s4 ,he is divid$1 yet n dim9i%$3 ,he is ,all1 & ,he is ,"o4 ,= ! ,_s ( ,god is a flame ( fire :i* ! ,^w ( ,god divide? into _m3 yet ! orig9al flame is n decreas$1 nor ! p[] !re( nor ! brightness !re( less5$4 ,?\ maye/ light _m lamps f ! flame ( "o2 yet ?\ do/ 9 no?+ dim9i% t fir/ flame4 ,n[ ! ,_s ( ,god is express$ by ! ,^w ( ,god1 :i* is ,adonai4 ,= )\t ! ,^w ! ,w c\ld h _h no utt]ance4 ,?us ! ,div9e ,w divid$ ! ,_s ( ,god1 & ! sev5 fires w5t =? f ! bosom ( ,god & became sev5 spiritual entities4 ,!y w5t =? into ! ,div9e ,sub/ance1 :i* is ! sub/ance ( all t is4 ,z already /at$1 ,h]mes is ! ,greek "n = ! ,second ( ! creative ,elohim above enum]at$4 ,h5ce 8 special relation to ! ,new ,gospel ( ,int]pretation1 ! appeal ( :i* is to ! ,und]/&+4 ,be+ %[n "o day 9 vision ! pa? we _h to trav]se = ! accompli%m5t ( our "w1 ,m>y exclaim$3-- ,:at a dreadfully difficult ?+ x is to /e] "o's way amid/ su* numb]s ( influ5ces6 ,i see a f9e1 bright-%9+ ?read4 ,x is our own pa?1 & x is a pa?way ( light4 ,b1 oh6 s n>r[1 s n>r[1 & all ar\nd are spirits try+ to lure u f x4 ,"h is ,h]mes1 %9+ l a silv] light4 ,my ,g5ius says t ! way to get ! utmo/ vitality on ! spiritual plane is to ab&on ! plane ( ! body1 & keep x q l[1 by n indulg+ x4 ,! "t = bodily indulg5ce is pass$ ) u4 ,ab/95ce1 we h be5 told1 & wat*fulness & fa/+ are ne$ful4 ,& ! "t = ! fir/ ( ^! has come4 ,no?+ is ga9$ )\t lab\r or won )\t suff]+4 ,fa/+ & ,wat*+ & ,ab/95ce1 ^! are ,beads & ,ros>y4 ,x is a h>d way & a long way1 & x makes "o wi%ful to turn back4 ,we are n to be misl$ by ! /ory1 s mu* dwelt on to y by ! ,a/rals1 ( ,moses & ,a>on#ea4 ,!y bo? 7 failures1 :o ent]$ n into ! l& ( ,canaan4 ,we mu/ be pati5t & tru/4 ,we h to be cultivat$ on bo? planes1 ! intellectual & ! spiritual1 & n on ! physical1 = ?is draws f & saps ! o!rs4 ,s f> z ,i 0 conc]n$1 !re 0 yet ano!r rule t 0 made absolute3 ?is 0 ! rule ( ,pov]ty4 ,desir+ at "o "t to mitigate ! rig\r ( my en=c$ economies by work+ ) a comm]cial int5t1 & to t end endeav\r+ to f9i% a tale "s "t be=e comm5c$1 ,i f\nd myself baffl$ by a complete )drawal ( p[]4 ,i 0 well aw>e t no romance ,i c\ld devise w\ld comp>e ) ! romance ,i 0 liv+1 & t any incid5ts ,i c\ld inv5t w\ld be tame be=e ^? ( my actual life2 b x 0 n ?is t )held me4 ,x 0 made cle> to me t !re 0 n[ only "o direction & "o plane 9 :i* ,i 0 accessible to ideas & 9 :i* !re=e ,i c\ld "w1 & ?is a direction & plane altoge!r incompatible ) mundane ends4 ,b ,i _h n fully reconcil$ myself to ! loss ( my e>n+ p[]1 or resolv$ to refra9 f fur!r ef=ts 9 t behalf1 :5 ,i receiv$ ! foll[+ exp]i5ce4 ,i _h gone to b$1 b n to sleep1 = ?9k+ ov] ! matt]1 :5 ,i became aw>e ( ! pres5ce ( a gr\p ( spiritual influ5ces1 "o ( :om1 speak+ = !m all1 said to me1 9 tones audible only to ! inn] he>+1 b di/9ct1 measur$ & au?oritative-- ,we :om y "k z ! ,gods--,zeus1 ,phoibos1 ,h]mes1 & ! re/--are actual cele/ial p]sonalities1 :o are appo9t$ to repres5t to mortals ! pr9ciples & pot5cies call$ ! ,sev5 ,spirits ( ,god4 ,we h *os5 y = our in/rum5t1 & h tri$ y & prov$ y & in/ruct$ y2 & y belong to u to d our "w & n y\r own1 save 9 s f> z y make x y\r own4 ,only 9 su* measure z y d ?is w y h any success4 ,= y c d no?+ )\t u n[3 & x is useless = y to attempt to d any?+ )\t our help4 ,by ?is & manifold o!r exp]i5ces1 we _h practical demon/ration ( ! exi/5ce ( a cele/ial hi]>*y consi/+ ( s\ls p]fect$ & div9is$1 divid$ into ord]s correspond+ to ! ,sev5 ,spirits ( ,god1 & hav+ = _! function ! illum9ation ( ^? s\ls ( m5 /ill on e>? :o are accessible by !m2 & to :om !y manife/ !mselves 9 ! =ms recognis$ 9 ! my/]ies 9 :i* su* p]sons h =m]ly be5 initiat$4 ,we _h also manifold pro(s ( _! p[] to arre/ utt]ance be=e p]sons unfit to be entru/$ ) ! my/]ies4 ,! fir/ in/ance occurr$ to myself1 & 0 9 ?is wise4 ,i 0 read+ "s passages 9 illu/ration ( our "w to an old cl]ical fri5d :o came to see me 9 ,p>is1 :5 ,i inadv]t5tly turn$ to a "p ( ! book :i* we _h be5 *>g$ to keep secret4 ,b be=e ,i _h read a l9e1 ! air r\nd me became s d5se ) invisible pres5ces t ,i 0 unable to see1 & my he>t 0 clut*$1 z if by an invisible h&1 & lift$ up t[>ds my ?roat ) su* =ce z almo/ to *oke me2 :ile1 at ! same in/ant1 an ov]:elm+ s5se ( my fault 0 impress$ on my m9d1 caus+ me = "s h\rs to feel z "o utt]ly ,god-=sak5 & ca/ (f4 ,n ?9k+ t ,m>y 0 liable to err 9 ! same way1 or c>+ to tell h] ( my trespass1 ,i kept sil5ce respect+ ?is exp]i5ce4 ,b a few weeks lat] x 0 repeat$ = h]4 ,%e 0 speak+ ( our "w to a spirituali/ fri5d ) :om we 7 sp5d+ ! ev5+1 &1 9 h] eag]ness1 got ^u topics :i* ,i recognis$ z =bidd54 ,b be=e ,i _h "t to rem9d h]1 %e sudd5ly /opp$ %ort & rose f h] seat1 gasp+ & daz$1 & insi/$ on return+ home =?)1 to our ho/ess's great amazem5t & disappo9tm5t4 ,div9+ :at _h occurr$1 ,i refra9$ f que/ion+ h] until we 7 outside & alone1 :5 9 reply to me %e describ$ exactly :at _h happ5$ to me1 us+ ! words1 ,i did n want to be *ok$6 ,!re 7 o!r occasions on :i* ,i 0 cut %ort "u l circum/ances1 by hav+ all t ,i meant to say sudd5ly & completely oblit]at$ f my m9d4 ,be+ desir\s to "k m ( ! adv]se influ5ces aga9/ :i* we _h be5 w>n$1 & f :i* we suff]$1 ,m>y consult$ h] illum9ator respect+ _! orig9 & nature1 :5 ! foll[+ colloquy ensu$3-- ,!y are1 he said1 ! p[]s :i* affect & influ5ce ,s5sitives4 ,!y d n control1 = !y h no =ce4444 ,!y are ,reflects4 ,!y h no real entity 9 !mselves4 ,!y resemble mi/s :i* arise f ! damp e>? ( l[-ly+ l&s1 & :i* ! heat ( ! sun disp]ses4 ,aga91 !y are l vap\rs 9 high altitudes1 ^u :i*1 if a man's %ad[ falls1 he beholds himself z a giant4 ,= ^! spirits inv>iably flatt] & magnify a man to himself4 ,& ?is is a sign :]eby y may "k !m4 ,!y tell "o t he is a k+2 ano!r1 t he is a ,*ri/2 ano!r1 t he is ! wise/ ( mortals1 & ! l4 ,=1 be+ born ( ! fluids ( ! body1 !y are unspiritual & live ( ! body4 ,d !y1 !n1 ,i ask$1 come f )9 ! man8 ,all ?+s1 he repli$ come f )94 ,a man's foes are !y ( 8 own h\sehold4 ,& h[1 ,i ask$1 may we disc]n ! ,a/rals f ! high] spirits8 ,i h told y ( "o sign2--!y are flatt]+ spirits4 ,n[ ,i w tell y ( ano!r4 ,!y always depreciate ,woman4 ,& !y d ?is because _! deadlie/ foe is ! ,intuition4 ,& ^!1 too1 are signs4 ,is !re any?+ /rong8 !y w make x weak4 ,is !re any?+ wise8 !y w make x fooli%4 ,is !re any?+ sublime8 !y w di/ort & trave/y x4 ,& ?is !y d because !y are exhalations ( matt]1 & h no spiritual nature4 ,h5ce !y pursue & p]secute ! ,woman cont9ually1 s5d+ aft] h] a flood ( vitup]ation l a torr5t to sweep h] away4 ,b x %all be 9 va94 ,= ,god %all c>ry h] to ,8 ?rone1 & %e %all tread on ! necks ( !m4 ,!re=e ! ,high ,gods w give ?r\gh a woman ! ,int]pretation :i* alone c save ! _w4 ,a woman %all op5 ! gates ( ! ,k+dom to mank9d1 because ,intuition only c r$eem4 ,betwe5 ! ,woman & ! ,a/rals !re is always enmity2 = !y seek to de/roy h] & h] (fice1 & to put !mselves 9 h] place4 ,!y are ! delusive %apes :o tempt$ ! sa9ts ( old ) exce$+ beauty & wiles ( love1 & great %[ ( affection & flatt]y4 ,oh6 bew>e ( !m :5 !y flatt]1 = !y spread a net = ?y s\l4 ,am ,i1 !n1 9 dang] f !m8 ,i ask$4 ,am ,i1 too1 a ,s5sitive8 ,& he said1-- ,no1 y are a ,poet4 ,& 9 t is y\r /r5g? & y\r salvation4 ,poets are ! *ildr5 ( ! ,sun1 & ! ,sun illum9es !m4 ,no poet c be va9 or self-exalt$2 = he kn[s t he speaks only ! words ( ,god4 ',i s+1' he says1 'because ,i mu/4' ,le>n a tru? :i* is kn[n only to ! sons ( ,god4 ,! ,_s )9 y is div9e4 ,x is ,god4 ,:5 y prophesy & :5 y s+1 x is ! ,_s )9 y :i* gives y utt]ance4 ,x is ! ',new ,w9e ( ,dionysos4' ,by ?is ,_s y\r body is enlight5$1 z is a lamp by ! flame )9 x4 ,n[1 ! flame is n ! oil1 = ! oil may be !re )\t ! light4 ,yet ! flame _c be !re )\t ! oil4 ,y\r body1 !n1 is ! lamp-case into :i* ! oil is p\r$4 ,& ?is--! oil--is y\r s\l1 a f9e & combu/ible fluid4 ,& ! flame is ! ,div9e ,_s1 :i* is n born ( ! oil1 b is convey$ to x by ! h& ( ,god4 ,y may qu5* ?is ,_s utt]ly1 & !nce=w>d y w h no immortality2 b :5 ! lamp-case breaks1 ! oil w be spilt on ! e>?1 & a few fumes w = a "t arise f x1 & !n x w exp5d itself & leave at la/ no trace4 ,"s oils are f9] & m spontane\s ?an o!rs4 ,! f9e/ is t ( ! s\l ( ! poet4 ,& 9 su* a m$ium ! flame ( ,god's ,_s burns m cle>ly & p[]fully1 & brightly1 s t sometimes mortal eyes c h>dly endure its brightness4 ,( su* an "o ! s\l is fill$ ) holy raptures4 ,he sees z no o!r man sees1 & ! atmosph]e ab\t him is enk9dl$4 ,8 s\l becomes transmut$ into flame2 & :5 ! lamp ( 8 body is %att]$1 8 flame m\nts & so>s1 & is unit$ to ! ,div9e ,fire4 ,c su* an "o1 ?9k y1 be va9-glori\s or self-exalt$1 & lift$ up8 ,oh no2 he is "o ) ,god1 & kn[s t )\t ,god he is no?+4 ,i tell no man t he is a re9c>nation ( ,moses1 ( ,elias1 or ( ,*ri/4 ,b ,i tell him t he may h ! ,_s ( ^! if1 l !m1 he be humble & self-abas$1 & ob$i5t to ! ,div9e ,^w4 ,s f> f our be+ suffici5tly advanc$ to escape mole/ation f ! s\rces ?us indicat$1 !re 7 times :5 we suff]$ mu* f _! incursions1 ev5 to ! h9drance1 = ! 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"w on :i* our :ole he>ts 7 set4 ,kn[+ t ev]y?+ dep5d$ on our unanimity1 !y s\ght to make division betwe5 u1 & :at !y lack$ 9 =ce 0 m ?an made up = by subtlety#eb4 ,despite all our vigilance1 !y w\ld ins9uate !mselves l b>b$ & poison$ arr[s betwe5 ! jo9ts ( our arm\r1 !re to rankle & env5om1 s insidi\s 7 _! sugge/ions4 ,!y did n flatt]1 b attack$ u4 ,s t x 0 a satisfaction to be assur$ t !y attack ^? only :o are wor? attack+4 ,! v nature ( our "w 0 su* z to invite attack f !m1 be+ :at !y 74 ,mean:ile1 no exp]i5ce 0 )held t w\ld s]ve to qualify u = :at prov$ to be an ess5tial "p ( our "w1 ! disc]n+ ( spirits 9 ! s5se1 n m]ely ( p]ceiv+ !m1 b ( di/+ui%+ _! nature & "*4 ,& always 0 ! lesson giv5 9 a =m :i* comb9$ ) its o!r features t ( total unexpect$ness4 ,especially important 0 x = u to be able to di/+ui% betwe5 ! spirits ( ! a/ral1 aga9/ :i* we 7 w>n$1 & spirits 9 ! a/ral1 namely1 s\ls :i* _h n yet accompli%$ _! emancipation1 b 7 9 c\rse ( do+ s4 ,b :ile z reg>d$ ! =m] we 7 left to fight ! battle = ourselves1 z reg>d$ ! latt] !re 0 a control ex]cis$1 & none 7 p]mitt$ to approa* u save su* z _h a message ( s]vice :i* w\ld m9i/] to ! solution ( a pres5t problem4 ,( ?is ! foll[+ exp]i5ce 0 an in/ance4 ,x help$ u to a yet full] compreh5sion1 bo? ( ! reasons :i* _h dictat$ our association1 & ( ! liabilities to be gu>d$ aga9/4 ,x 0 ev5+#ec1 & we 7 occupi$ 9 our respective tasks1 & s entirely engross$ by !m z to be dispos$ to res5t any int]ruption1 :5 ,m>y b5t across ! table1 & speak+ 9 a l[ tone1 said to me1 ,!re is a _s 9 ! room :o wants to speak to u4 ,%all ,i let him8 ,i ass5t$ on ! condition t he _h some?+ to tell u really wor? he>+4 ,%e !n became entranc$1 be+ magnetis$ by 8 pres5ce2 & aft] tell+ me t he spoke ) a /rong ,am]ican acc5t & pr(ess$ to be a meta-physical doctor--mean+1 %e suppos$1 a doctor 9 metaphysics--repeat$ ! foll[+ aft] him2 = ,i c\ld nei!r see nor he> him3-- ,y two h be5 put toge!r = a "w :i* y c\ld n d sep>ately4 ,i h be5 %[n a *>t ( y\r pa/ hi/ories1 conta9+ y\r *>act]s & y\r pa/ inc>nations4 ,%e is ( a highly active1 wilful disposition1 & repres5ts ! c5trifugal =ce4 ,y1 ,c>o1 are h] opposite1 &1 be+ contemplative & conc5trat$1 repres5t ! c5tripetal =ce4 ,)\t h] expansive en]gy y w\ld become altoge!r indrawn & inactive 9 de$2 & )\t y\r re/ra9+ influ5ce %e w\ld g =? & become dissipat$ 9 expansiv5ess4 ,s extraord9>y is h] outw>d t5d5cy t no?+ b su* an organism z %e n[ has c\ld repress x & keep x )9 b\nds4 ,x is = ! "w %e has to d t %e has be5 plac$ 9 a body ( weakness & suff]+4 ,%e is ! man--& y ! woman--elem5t 9 y\r jo9t sy/em4 ,i c see only h] female inc>nations1 b %e has be5 a man mu* (t5] ?an a woman2 :ile y h g5]ally be5 a woman1 & w\ld be "o n[ b = ! "w y h to d4 ,ev5 z a woman %e has always be5 mu* m man ?an woman1 = h] wilfulness & recklessness h l$ h] into ent]prises ( incr$ible d>+4 ,no?+ re/ra9$ h] :5 h] w prompt$ h]4 ,%e w\ld wreck any "w to foll[ t1 & only by comb9ation ) y\r c5tripetal t5d5cy c %e d ! pres5t "w4 ,z a man %e has be5 initiat$1 once1 a long "t ago1 9 ,!bes1 aft]w>ds 9 ,india4 ,! ?+s %e has done 9 h] pa/ lives6 ,well1 ,i d n say !y 7 wrong1 = ,i d n hold ! exi/5ce ( moral evil4 ,all ?+s are all[$ = good ends2 b ?is is a difficult tru? to express4 ,"h %e spoke 9 h] own p]son1 hav+ "u 8 magnetism recov]$ h] own vision & recollection1 say+-- ,o ,c>o6 ,i c see y\r pa/4 ,y h be5--no1 x is all wip$ out4 ,i _c see x n[4 ,i am n all[$ to see x4 ,:y is ?is8 ,i see my own pa/4 ,i see ,india3--a magnific5t glitt]+ :ite m>ble temple1 & elephants4 ,h[ tame !y are6 ,!y are all out1 & fe$+ 9 a field or enclosure4 ,& !re are su* a numb] ( spl5did r$ fl[]s1 !y are cactuses1 & all prickly4 ,! trees h all _! foliage on ! top1 & su* long /ems4 ,!y are palms4 ,! soil is ( a :ite du/4 ,& ! sky is s cle> & blue6 ,b ! heat is t]rible4 ,i see y aga94 ,y\r col\r is blue1 incl9+ to indigo1 ow+ to y\r want ( expansiv5ess4 ,b ,i _c see y\r pa/1 except t y are mo/ly a woman4 ,& n[ ,i am by ! ,nile1--su* a f9e broad riv]6 ,"h %e return$ to h] normal consci\sness1 our visitor hav+ tak5 8 dep>ture4 ,subsequ5tly1 9 ,m>*1 #ahha1 "u ! influ5ce ( a high] illum9ative p[]1 %e f\nd h]self z "o ( a gr\p ( initiates mak+ solemn procession ?r\gh ! aisles ( a va/ ,egyptian temple1 & *ant+ 9 *orus ! rituals :i* compose ! m>vell\s ,hymn to ! ,planet-,god1 ,iac*os#ed4 ,=1 long z x is1 %e 0 able to reproduce x aft]w>ds4 ,x 0 ?us1 by h] recov]y ( ! memory ( kn[l$ges acquir$ 9 pa/ exi/5ces1 t ! div9e orig9als 7 recov]$ f :i* ! ,bible-writ]s l>gely d]iv$ at once _! doctr9e & _! diction4 ,?is is n to say t ^! 7 m]e borr[]s & unillum9ate4 ,x is to say only t !y recognis$ ! div9ity ( a prior revelation1 & reg>d$ x z a common h]itage4 ,! tru? is "o4 ,among ! uses ( ! pa9ful exp]i5ce we 7 n[ und]go+#ee 0 ?is "o4 ,x put me on a track ( ?\ght ( high value 9 enabl+ me to det]m9e our respective positions 9 reg>d to our "w4 ,x 0 cle>ly ! endeav\r ( ! a/ral influ5ces by :i* we 7 be+ assail$--! hat]s ( ! my/]ies z our ,g5ii call$ !m#ef--to break d[n our "w by de/roy+ t p]fect h>mony betwe5 u :i* 0 ! fir/ condition ( x4 ,& all my endeav\rs fail+ to discov] 9 myself ! weak po9t :i* r5d]$ u accessible to !m1 c>efully z ,i s\ght !re = x1 ,i 0 =c$ to look = x 9 h]1 & 0 dispos$ to ascribe x to ! survival f ! f> pa/ ( "s defect ( ! affectional nature4 ,=1 z we 7 n[ le>n+1 man has a dual h]$ity1 t ( 8 physical p>5tage & t ( 8 spiritual selfhood4 ,f ! =m] ( :i* he d]ives 8 outw>d *>act]i/ics2 & f ! latt] 8 inw>d "*4 ,! exp]i5ce j recit$ s]v$ to confirm ! surmise1 b x did some?+ else besides4 ,x sugge/$ to me ! foll[+ explanation ( ! situation z gr[+ out ( ! exig5cies ( our "w4 ,t "w _h = its purpose ! accompli%m5t ( ! prophesi$ d[nfall ( ! _w's sacrificial sy/em4 ,x meant w> to ! knife aga9/ all ! or?odoxies at once1 religi\s1 social1 sci5tific4 ,x meant a dea?-wre/le1 n aga9/ fle% & blood1 b aga9/ pr9cipalities1 aga9/ p[]s1 aga9/ ! rul]s ( ! d>kness ( ?is _w1 aga9/ spiritual wick$ness 9 high places4 ,x meant1 9 %ort1 ! de/ruction =etold by ! prophets ( t great city1 ! _w's mat]iali/ic sy/em 9 ,*ur*1 ,/ate1 & ,society1 :]e9 ! ,"l1 ! div9ity 9 man1 is ev] sy/ematically crucifi$1 & its replacem5t by ! ,holy ,city or sy/em :i* comes d[n f ! heav5 ( a p]fect ideal4 ,:at1 !n1 ,i ask$ myself1 0 ! =emo/ moral ne$ = ! in/rum5ts ( su* a "w8 ,surely x 0 ,c\rage4 ,b c\rage subsi/s "u two modes4 ,!re is ! c\rage :i* manife/s itself 9 action & aggression1 & !re is ! c\rage :i* manife/s itself 9 endurance & resi/ance4 ,! =m] is its mascul9e mode1 ! latt] its fem99e mode4 ,! =m] connotes ,w1 ! latt] connotes ,love4 ,& ^! 7 ! p>ts assign$ respectively to u 9 our jo9t sy/em4 ,w & ,love unit$ _h made ! _w2 disunit$1 !y _h ru9$ ! _w2 reunit$1 !y w\ld r$eem ! _w4 ,z ,he & ,%e1 ,k+ & ,que51 positive & negative1 c5trifugal & c5tripetal1 !y are ! dual p[]s ( all ?+s1 ! con/itu5t pr9ciples at once ( ,god & ( ,man4 ,! :ole ,univ]se is ,humanity1 = x is ! manife/ation ( ,god1 & !y are ! div9e man & woman ( all be+2 9 _! conjunction omnipot5t = good1 9 _! disjunction omnipot5t = evil4 ,& :]eas x is ! function ( ,w to inflict1 x is ! function ( ,love to be>4 ,x is n1 !n1 to ! lack ( ^! qualities t our tr\bles are due1 b to ! defect ( !m1 ! defect ( our respective qualities4 ,! t5sion ( feel+ induc$ by ! situation _h = me rea*$ a pit* at :i* ,i _h cause = s]i\s appreh5sion le/ my organism prove unequal to ! /ra94 ,=1 resolute ?\gh ,i myself 0 to endure to ! end1 come :at might1 ! ef=t involv$ _h s greatly affect$ my organic sy/em z ne>ly to d\ble ! numb] ( ! he>t's pulsations1 to ! imm95t risk ( a rupture fatal to life or reason4 ,su* 0 ! em]g5cy :51 long+ = light & aid1 ,i receiv$ at night#eg ! foll[+ exp]i5ce1 :i* ,i reproduce z record$ at ! "t3-- ,x seem$ to me t ,i 0 sole spectator 9 "s circus or hippodrome4 ,& 9 ! ar5a 7 "s horses1 sev5 9 numb]1 h>ness$ to a common c5tre1 b all fac+ 9 diff]5t directions l ! spokes ( a :eel1 & pull+ frantically1 s t ! vehicle to :i* !y 7 atta*$ rema9$ /ation>y betwe5 !m1 ?r\gh _! c\nt]balanc+ ea* o!r2 :ile at ! same "t x seem$ z if x mu/ pres5tly be dragg$ asund] into pieces4 ,on look+ at x m closely1 ! vehicle seem$ to become a p]son :o 0 attempt+ to drive ! horses1 b 0 unable to get !m into a l9e2 &1 /range to say1 ! driv] 0 "o & id5tical bo? ) ! horses & ! vehicle1 s t x 0 a liv+ p]son :o 0 9 dang] ( be+ torn asund] by creatures :o 7 9 reality himself4 ,:ile wond]+ :at ?is meant1 "s "o address$ me & said t if ,i w\ld d any good1 ,i mu/ help to control & direct ! animals :i* 7 ?us pull+ _! own] asund]4 ,& t ! only way to d ?is 0 by s dispos+ myself t ,i %\ld be at "o & ! same "t 9 ! c5tre ) ! driv]1 to help him to curb & direct 8 /e$s1 & outside at _! heads 9 ord] to compel _! submission4 ,& n only mu/ ,i be indiff]5t to _! ramp+ & *af+1 ,i mu/ ev5 suff] myself to be /ruck & w\nd$ & trampl$ ^u to any ext5t )\t fl9*+2 = only :5 ,i 0 s unconsci\s ( self z to be indiff]5t z to :at might happ5 to me1 w\ld !y cease to h p[] aga9/ me4 ,& ! reason :y ,i mu/ be also 9 ! c5tre 0 t only !re c\ld ,i effectually co-op]ate ) ! driv] to enable him to d 8 "p 9 direct+ :at 9 reality 7 ! =ces1 z yet unbrok5 91 ( 8 own sy/em1 into ! road x 0 necess>y = u bo? to foll[4 ,we 7 de/9$ to be fell[-travell]s1 & our j\rney 0 to be made toge!r & ) t team4 ,x c\ld n be made by "o ( u )\t ! o!r1 & ! failure to effect a complete conjunction & co-op]ation w\ld br+ c]ta9 ru9 to ! hopes ( bo? ( u & ( all :o look$ to u4 ,! own] ( ! horses1 ,i 0 assur$1 c\ld n ( himself control !m1 & ,i c\ld only enable him to d s by an absolute surr5d] ( myself4 ,apply+ ?is vision to ! situation1 ! moral 0 obvi\s s f> z ,i 0 conc]n$1 & ,i wond]$ :e!r ,m>y w\ld receive any?+ equally sugge/ive = h]self4 ,9 ! morn+1 aft] rema9+ unusually late 9 h] room1 %e sil5tly h&$ me ! foll[+ acc\nt ( an exp]i5ce :i* _h simil>ly & simultane\sly be5 receiv$ by h]3-- ,i 0 %[n two />s ne> ea* o!r1 bo? ( !m %9+ ) a cle> bright light1 only t ( "o ! light _h a purple t+e1 & ( ! o!r a blood col\r2 & a great ,angel /ood beside me & bade me look at !m att5tively4 ,i did s1 & saw t ! />s 7 n r\nd1 b seem$ to h a piece cut out ( ! globe ( ea* ( !m4 ,& ,i said to ! ,angel1 ',! />s are n p]fect2 b in/ead ( be+ r\nd1 !y are unev54' ,he told me to look aga92 & ,i did s1 & saw t ea* globe 0 really p]fect1 b t 9 ea* a small portion rema9$ d>k s z to pres5t ! appe>ance ( hav+ a piece out2 & ,i notic$ t ^! d>k portions ( ! two />s 7 turn$ t[>ds ea* o!r4 ,^u ?is ,i look$ to ! ,angel = ! explanation4 ,& ! ,angel said to me1 ',^! />s d]ive _! light n only f ! sun b f ea* o!r4 ,if !re be d>kness 9 "o ( !m1 ! correspond+ face ( ! o!r w likewise be d>k5$2 & h[ %all ei!r reflect p]fectly ! image ( ! sun if x be d>k to its companion />8 ,= h[ %all x respond to t :i* is above all1 if x respond n to t :i* is ne>e/8' ,& ,i said1 ',"l1 if ! d>kness 9 "o ( ^! />s be caus$ by ! d>kness 9 its fell[1 :i* ( !m 0 fir/ d>k5$8' ,!n he answ]$ me & said1 ',^! />s are ( diff]5t t9ctures2 "o is ( ! sapphire1 ! o!r ( ! s>donyx4 ,( ! fir/ ! atmosph]e is cool & equable2 ( ! o!r x is burn+ & irregul>4 ,! _s ( ! fir/ is z ,god t[>ds man2 ! _s ( ! second is z ! s\l t[>ds ,god4 ,! fir/ loves2 ! second aspires4 ,& ! (fice ( ! _s :i* loves is outw>ds2 :ile ! (fice ( ! _s :i* aspires is upw>ds4 ,! light ( ! fir/1 :i* is blue1 enfolds1 & conta9s1 & embraces1 & su/a9s4 ,! light ( ! second1 :i* is r$1 is z a flame :i* scor*es1 & burns1 & tr\bles1 & seeks ,god only1 & 8 duty is n to ! outw>d1 = x is n giv5 to him to love4 ,god1 :om he seeks1 is love2 & !re=e is he drawn upw>d to ,god only4 ,b ! _s ( 8 fell[ desc5ds4 ,%e indraws1 & blesses1 & conf]s2 & h]s is ! (fice :i* r$eems4 ,:]e=e if %e fail 9 h] love1 h] failure is great] ?an 8 :o ha? no love2 & to be p]fect %e mu/ =give until ! sev5ty times sev51 & be great 9 humility4 ,= ! violet1 :i* is ! col\r ( humility1 is ( ! blue4 ,& if %e seek h] own1 or yield n 9 outw>d ?+s1 h] nature is n p]fect$1 & h] light is d>k5$4 ,let ,love1 !re=e1 ?9k n ( h]self1 = %e ha? no self1 b all t %e ha? is t[>ds o!rs1 & only 9 giv+ & =giv+ is %e ri*4 ,if1 on ! contr>y1 %e make a self )9w>ds1 h] light is )drawn & tr\bl$1 & %e is n p]fect1 & if %e dem& ( ano!r t :i* he ha? n1 !n %e seeke? h] own1 & h] light is d>k5$4 ,& if %e be d>k5$ t[>ds him1 he also w d>k5 t[>ds h]1 9 respect1 t is1 ( enlight5m5t4 ,& ?us h] failure ( love w break ! communion ) ! ,div9e1 :i* is ?r\gh him4 ,he _c d>k5 outw>dly fir/2 = love is n ( him4 ,if he d>k5 ( himself1 x mu/ be )9 t[>ds ,god4 ,b t :i* he receives ( ,god1 he gives n =? himself4 ,b he burns c5trally & enlight5s 8 fell[1 & %e gives x =? accord+ to h] (fice4 ,& if %e d>k5 9 any way outw>dly1 %e _c receive enlight5m5t1 b d>k5s ! burn+ /> likewise1 & s h9d]s _! int]-communion4' ,hav+ ?us spok51 ! ,angel look$ ^u me & said1 ',ye are ! two />s1 & to "o is giv5 ! (fice ( ! ,prophet1 & to ! o!r ! (fice ( ! ,r$eem]4 ,b to be ,prophet & ,r$eem] 9 "o1 ?is is ! glory ( ! ,*ri/4' ,"h aga9 0 an intimation t on "o plane at lea/ ( our respective sy/ems %e 0 ( mascul9e & ,i ( fem99e pot5cy1 ) functions to correspond4 ,t ^! functions 7 capable ( be+ describ$ 9 ! t]ms employ$ 01 we felt1 no reason = arrogat+ high places to ourselves4 ,r did we consid] t ev]y?+ is accord+ to its degree2 & t1 z = p]sons1 if ! ,gods 7 to wait until !y f\nd p]fect in/rum5ts1 or at lea/ p]fect p]sons = _! in/rum5ts1 !y w\ld nev] beg94 ,& ?is also1 t if ! _w 7 9 a condition to produce su* p]sons1 x w\ld h no ne$ ( r$emption4 ,_h n ev5 ,jesus ,himself be5 crucifi$ ?r\gh weakness8 ,9 view ( ! int5sity ( ! di/ress und]gone 9 ?is connection1 ,i f\nd myself recall+ ! rem>k ( ,plato1 ,_m beg9 ! my/]ies1 b few complete !m4 ,my only wond] 0 t any %\ld survive ! ordeals1 if !y approa*$ ours 9 sev]ity4 ,mean:ile x 0 said to u by way ( enc\ragem5t1 ,be sure !re is tr\ble 9 /ore4 ,no man ev] got to ! ,promis$ ,l& )\t fir/ go+ ?r\gh ! wild]ness4 ,! in/ruction to ,m>y _h n only ju/ifi$ my surmise1 x also met & correct$ h] 9 respect ( ! *ief cause ( our tr\ble4 ,?is 0 h] disposition1 at a/ral in/igation1 to )hold f me ! products ( h] illum9ations1 & ev5 to refra9 f writ+ !m d[n#eh1 on ! speci\s pretext t !y 7 meant = h] own exclusive b5efit1 & 7 too sacr$ to be giv5 to ! _w1 or ev5 to me2 & %e _h fail$ to disc]n ! s\rce & motive ( ^! sugge/ions4 ,s effectually _h :at 7 really spirits ( d>kness disguis$ !mselves z angels ( light4 ,! importance atta*$ to ! occult significance ( our t9ctures receiv$ illu/ration 9 ?is wise4 ,p]mission _h be5 giv5 u to make an exception to ! rule ( secrecy impos$ ) reg>d to c]ta9 ( ! ,scriptures receiv$ by u1 9 fav\r ( a fri5d#ei :o took s w>m an int]e/ 9 our "w z to be eag] to r5d] x mat]ial aid 9 ! future %\ld occasion arise4 ,x 0 h] mission1 %e decl>$1 to d s4 ,b :5 ! day appo9t$ = ! read+ came1 ,m>y 0 s ill t h] go+ seem$ to be impossible1 & ! "q accord+ly arose z to :e!r ,i might g alone & read !m )\t h]4 ,we _h no soon] begun to consid] ! po9t ?an %e became entranc$1 & 0 %[n a l>ge op5 volume1 ! book ( ! ,great] ,my/]ies to :i* our ,scriptures belong$1 surr\nd$ by an ,iris compos$ ( all ! col\rs ( ! ra9b[4 ,%e 0 !n %[n ! foll[+ l9es1 :i* ,i wrote d[n z %e repeat$ !m3-- ,! "o 9 ,r$ gu>ds 8 privileges1 & claims to be pres5t :atev] is read4 ,= ! air is fill$ ) ! hat]s ( ! ,my/]ies4 ,!re=e = y\r sake ! *a9 mu/ be complete2 ,& ! ,light mu/ be refract$ r\nd y sev5 times4 ,he :o is ,r$ /&s )9 ! holy circle4 ,& ! ,violet gu>ds ! out]mo/4 ,= ! ,^w is a ,^w ( ,my/]y1 & !y :o gu>d x are ,sev54 ,bew>e t no?+ y he> be told unless ! circle be p]fect4 ,& ?is *>ge we lay ^u y until ! "w be accompli%$4 ,fire & sword & w> are aga9/ y2 y walk 9 ! mid/ ( commotion4 ,& y\r life is 9 p]il e h\r until ! words be complet$4 ,up to ! late/ mom5t ( ! int]val be=e ! appo9tm5t x seem$ impossible = h] to g4 ,%e !n sudd5ly recov]$ z by miracle1 & 0 able to att5d ! read+4 ,! liabilities ( our position subsequ5tly#fj receiv$ ?is fur!r illu/ration4 ,m>y 0 introduc$ 9 sleep1 by h] ,g5ius1 into an ap>tm5t 9 ! spiritual _w :i* purport$ to be ! laboratory ( ,william ,lilly1 ! fam\s a/rolog] :o _h =etold ! great plague & fire ( ,london 9 #afff1 9 ord] to h h] horoscope told by him1 he /ill pursu+ 8 fav\rite /udies4 ,on quitt+ him %e caught sight ( a pile ( books1 "o ( :i* conta9$ ! ,gnosis we 7 9 c\rse ( recov]+4 ,! foll[+ colloquy !n ensu$3-- ,y also h ^! ,scriptures6 %e exclaim$4 ,yes1 said he1 b ,i keep !m = myself alone4 ,& :y s1 %e ask$1 s9ce1 if y h !m1 !y are = ! le>n+ ( o!rs likewise8 ,w y n r communicate ^! sav+ tru?s to ?ir/y s\ls8 ,i w communicate !m1 said he1 fix+ 8 eyes on h] int5tly1 :5 ,i c f9d ,sev5 ,m5 :o = =ty days h ta/$ no fle%1 ^: h&s h %$ no blood1 & ^: tongues h ta/$ ( none4 ,b if y f9d n ,sev58 ,!n1 mayhap1 ,i %all f9d ,five4 ,& if n ,five8 ,!n1 maybe1 ,i %all meet ) ,?ree4 ,b ev5 ?is may be h>d to f9d1 & if y %\ld n meet ) ,?ree1 :at !n w y d8 ,"o ,neophyte w\ld n be able to protect himself4 ,9 communicat+ to h] ! results ( 8 calculations1 he _h said t ow+ to ! prop5sities indulg$ 9 c]ta9 ( h] =m] lives1 %e _h made = h]self a de/9y :i* ensur$ suff]+ & failure1 except :5 liv+ 9 a simil> mann]2 do+ :i* %e w\ld h a life ( unb\nd$ success4 ,b1 he cont9u$1 y\r horoscope has no?+ = y b mis=tune s long z y p]si/ 9 a virtu\s c\rse ( life1 &1 inde$1 x is n[ too late to adopt ano!r4 ,i speak h]e9 accord+ to y\r ,=tune1 n 9 reg>d to y\r ,inn] life4 ,) t ,i h no conc]n4 ,i tell y :at is =eca/ = y on ! mat]ial & actual planisph]e ( y\r ,nativity4444 ,i see no?+ b mis=tune be=e y4 ,yea1 if y p]si/ 9 virtue1 x is n unlikely t y may be /ript ( all y\r worldly goods1 & ( all y possess1 & ?is evil =tune w foll[ y\r ne>e/ associates4 ,to h] enquiry1 ,c ,i nev] ov]come ?is evil progno/ic8 he repli$ t %e c\ld d s only by outliv+ ! "t appo9t$ = h] natural life 9 ! c>e] indicat$1 & add$ ?is advice1 ,/eel y\rself2 le>n to suff]2 become a ,/oic2 c>e n4 ,if ,mis=tune be y\rs1 make x y\r ,=tune4 ,let ,pov]ty become to y ,ri*es4 ,let ,loss be ,ga94 ,let ,sickness be ,heal?4 ,let ,pa9 be ,pleasure4 ,let ,evil ,report be ,good ,report4 ,yea1 let ,dea? be ,life4 ,=tune is 9 ! ,imag9ation4 ,if y believe y h all ?+s1 !y are truly y\rs4 ,he conclud$ ) an explanation reconcil+ de/9y ) free w1 & v9dicat+ ! div9e ju/ice1 9 a mann] :i* remov$ all our difficulties on ^? po9ts1 &1 z we lat] came to le>n1 0 entirely 9 accordance ) ! ,h9du doctr9e ( ,k>ma1 ( :i* at ?is "t we _h nev] he>d#fa4 ,!re 0 no exagg]ation 9 ! t]ms ( ! w>n+ ( dang]4 ,we 7 con/antly made aw>e ( ! pres5ce ( ! malignant entities above describ$ focus+ _! influ5ces on u to prev5t ! accompli%m5t ( our "w1 & requir+ ! utmo/ vigilance on our "p1 z well also z on ! "p ( our illum9ators1 to ?w>t _! purpose4 ,& we _h good reason to believe t our difficulties & dang]s 7 enhanc$ ?r\gh ,m>y's att5dances at ! s*ools & hospitals1 ow+ to ! evil nature ( ! influ5ces !re dom9ant "u a regim5 grossly mat]iali/ic1 & h] liability to be fa/5$ ^u & accompani$ home by !m4 ,! out] walls ( h] spiritual sy/em--x 0 expla9$ to u--7 n yet complet$1 ow+ to ! va/ness ( ! circuit ( h] selfhood2 & h5ce h] accessibility to ! incursion ( noxi\s influ5ces f )\t4 ,! treatm5t ( ! pati5ts by m5 tra9$ 9 ! physiological laboratory1 & b5t ^u turn+ ! hospital w>d also into a laboratory ) ! pati5ts !mselves = ! victims ( cruel & wanton exp]im5tation1 w\ld s5d h] home boil+ ) indignation & wra?1 to ! de/ruction ( ! s]5ity & self-control requisite = our spiritual "w4 ,x 0 cle> to u t no exp]i5ce 0 to be want+ to exhibit ! contra/ betwe5 ! _w's actual & ! _w's possible4 ,! ov]?r[ ( ! _w's sacrificial sy/em meant salvation = man & bea/4 ,! condition ( all really r$emptive "w is a desc5t into hell4 ,! foll[+ in/ruction to u is a typical "o3-- ,tea* ! doctr9e ( ! ,univ]sal ,s\l & ! ,immortality ( all creatures4 ,k ( ?is is :at ! _w mo/ ne$s1 & ?is is ! keynote ( y\r jo9t mission4 ,on ?is y mu/ build2 x is ! key-/one ( ! ar*4 ,! p]fect life is n atta9able = man alone4 ,! :ole _w mu/ be r$eem$ "u ! new gospel y are to tea*4 ,! foll[+ ,c\nsel ( ,p]fection :i* 0 receiv$#fb by ,m>y1 is an exquisite expression ( ! same !me3-- ,i dream$ t ,i 0 9 a l>ge room1 & !re 7 9 x sev5 p]sons1 all m51 sitt+ at "o long table2 & ea* ( !m _h be=e him a scroll1 "s hav+ books also2 & all 7 greyhead$ & b5t ) age save "o1 & ?is 0 a y\? ( ab\t tw5ty1 )\t hair on 8 face4 ,"o ( ! ag$ m51 :o _h 8 f+] on a place 9 a book op5 be=e him1 said3 ,?is _s1 :o is ( our ord]1 writes 9 ?is book1--',be ye p]fect1 !re=e1 z y\r ,fa!r 9 heav5 is p]fect4' ,h[ %all we und]/& ?is ^w 'p]fection'8 ,& ano!r ( ! old m51 look+ up1 answ]$1 ,x mu/ mean ,wisdom1 = wisdom is ! sum ( p]fection4 ,& ano!r old man said1 ,t _c be2 = no creature c be wise z ,god is wise4 ,:]e is he among u :o c\ld atta9 to su* a /ate8 ,t :i* is "p only1 _c compreh5d ! :ole4 ,to bid a creature to be wise z ,god is wise w\ld be mock]y4 ,!n a f\r? old man said3--,x mu/ be ,tru? t is int5d$2 = tru? only is p]fection4 ,b he :o sat next ! la/ speak] answ]$1 ,tru? also is p>tial2 = :]e is he among u :o %all be able to see z ,god sees8 ,& ! six? said1 ,x mu/ surely be ,ju/ice2 = ?is is ! :ole ( righte\sness4 ,& ! old man :o _h spok5 fir/1 answ]$ him3--,n s2 = ju/ice compreh5ds v5geance1 & x is writt5 t v5geance is ! ,"l's alone4 ,!n ! "y man /ood up ) an op5 book 9 8 h& & said3--,i h "h ano!r record ( "o :o likewise he>d ^! words4 ,let u see :e!r 8 r5d]+ ( !m c help u to ! k we seek4 ,& he f\nd a place 9 ! book & read al\d3-- ,be ye m]ciful1 ev5 z y\r ,fa!r is m]ciful4 ,& all ( !m clos$ _! books & fix$ _! eyes ^u me4 ,t x 0 possible at all = h] to /udy m$ic9e 9 a s*ool 9 :i* vivisection 0 an all prevail+ practice1 0 only because %e set h] face resolutely aga9/ x1 by refus+ to att5d any place or occasion :]e or on :i* x took place1 & rely+ = h] own education *iefly on private tuition4 ,x 0 an ess5tial "p ( h] plan to prove t su* exp]im5tation 0 n necess>y = a degree4 ,& ?is %e effectually demon/rat$ by accompli%+ h] /ud5t-c\rse ) r>e exp$ition & di/9ction1 despite h] _m & sev]e illnesses & h] frequ5t *ange ( pr(essors4 ,= "o aft] ano!r resign$ ! (fice on acc\nt ( h] refusal to all[ !m to exp]im5t on live animals at h] lessons4 ,n until %e _h secur$ h] diploma did %e ent] a physiological laboratory4 ,& !n only 9 ord] to qualify h]self by p]sonal exp]i5ce to d5\nce ! practice4 ,= h]self x 0 n necess>y1 %e decl>$1 to see a murd] or a robb]y committ$ to "k t x is a crime4 ,! foll[+ incid5t %[s h[ adv]se ! conditions ( mod]n life 7 to our spiritual "w3-- ,be+ 9 ,london "o ,*ri/mas ev5+#fc1 & speak+ to me "u illum9ation1 ,m>y sudd5ly broke (f & said-- ,d n ask me su* deep que/ions j n[1 = ,i _c see cle>ly1 & x hurts me to look4 ,! atmosph]e is ?ick ) ! blood %$ = ! season's fe/ivities4 ,! ,a/ral ,belt is ev]y:]e d5se ) blood4 ,my ,g5ius says t if we 7 9 "s c\ntry :]e ! conditions ( life are pur]1 we c\ld live 9 con/ant communication ) ! spiritual _w4 ,= ! e>? "h :irls r\nd z 9 a cl\d ( blood l r$ fire4 ,he says di/9ctly & emphatically t ! salvation ( ! _w is impossible :ile p n\ri% !mselves on blood4 ,! :ole globe is l "o va/ *>nel-h\se4 ,! magnetism is int]cept$4 ,! blood /r5g!ns ! bonds betwe5 ! ,a/rals & ! ,e>?4444 ,?is "t1 :i* ought to be ! be/ = spiritual communion1 is ! wor/1 on acc\nt ( ! horrid mode ( liv+4 ,pray wake me up3 ,i _c be> look+2 = ,i see ! blood & he> ! cries ( ! poor slaught]$ creatures4 ,"h h] di/ress 0 s extreme t %e wept bitt]ly1 & "s days pass$ be=e %e fully recov]$ h] composure4 ,our fir/ acqua9tance ) any lit]ature k9dr$ to our special "w took place t[>d ! close ( our soj\rn 9 ,p>is#fd4 ,x 0 due to ! arrival ( ! fri5d 9 ^: fav\r ! exception _h be5 made 9 respect ( ! read+ ( our ,my/]ies1 & :o 0 ! possessor ( an excell5t libr>y1 :i* %e plac$ at our disposal1 ( precisely ! books x _h n[ become necess>y = u to read4 ,?is 0 ,m>ie1 ,c\ntess ( ,cai?ness & ,du*esse de ,pom>1 :o _h = _m ye>s be5 a spirituali/ ( zeal s ard5t t--z ,i n[ came to le>n--%e _h be5 wont to make my conv]sion to t fai? a matt] ( special pray]1 long be=e ,i _h be5 able to contemplate su* an ev5t z )9 ! range ( probability4 ,( wide culture1 op5 m9d1 & l>ge sympa?ies1 %e _h an en?usia/ic & intellig5t appreciation ( our "w1 & h] arrival on ! sc5e prov$ s timely z to po9t to sup]ior direction4 ,we 7 n[ able to beg9 to make acqua9tance ) _m ( ! se]s1 my/ics1 & occulti/s ( pa/ ages1 f ! ,neoplatoni/s1 ,h]meti/s1 ,rosicrucians1 & o!r ord]s ( initiates1 to ,boehme1 ,sw$5borg & ,eliphas ,levi1 & to see :at ! v>i\s spirituali/ic s*ools ( ! pres5t day _h to say = !mselves4 ,! foll[+ recognition ( ,h]mes by "o ( ! greate/ ( ! ,neoplatoni/s1 ,proclus1 :o liv$ 9 ! fif? c5tury ( our era1 0 especially gratify+ to u z prov+ ! cont9uity ( our exp]i5ces ) ^? ( pa/ ages4 ,proclus1 x mu/ be rememb]$1 0 s em95t = 8 wisdom & p[]s z to be reg>d$ by 8 contempor>ies ) a v5]ation approa*+ to adoration4 ,says ,proclus1 ,h]mes1 z ! mess5g] ( ,god1 reveals to u ,8 pat]nal ,w1 &--develop+ 9 u ! ,intuition--imp>ts to u k4 ,! k :i* desc5ds into ! s\l f above1 excels any t c be atta9$ by ! m]e ex]cise ( ! intellect4 ,intuition is ! op]ation ( ! s\l4 ,! k receiv$ ?r\gh x f above1 desc5d+ into ! s\l1 fills x ) ! p]ception ( ! int]ior causes ( ?+s4 ,! ,gods ann\nce x by _! pres5ce1 & by illum9ation1 & enable u to disc]n ! univ]sal ord]4 ,"h 0 exactly ! doctr9e receiv$ by u1 & ! mann] ( x1 only t ! ,intuition 0 fur!r disclos$ to u z due to int]ior recollection1 z decl>$ by ,plato1 z well z to p]ception4 ,! results ( ! inve/igations ?us begun1 & aft]w>ds cont9u$ 9 ! libr>y ( ! ,briti% ,museum1 prov$ satisfactory & gratify+ beyond all t we c\ld h anticipat$4 ,= :ile x 0 made cle> to u t !re _h nev] be5 a "t :5 !re 7 n "s 9 ! _w :o _h ! witness to ! tru? 9 !mselves1 & ?is "o & ! same tru?1 x 0 also made cle> t :]eas o!rs _h receiv$ x 9 limitation1 & beheld x z ?r\gh a glass d>kly1 we 7 receiv+ x 9 pl5itude & face to face1 to ! realisation ( ! high anticipations ( ! sages1 sa9ts1 se]s1 prophets1 r$eem]s1 & ,*ri/s ( all "t2 & ?is1 too1 at ! p]iod1 9 ! mann]1 & "u ! conditions decl>$ by !m z to m>k & make ! "t ( ! end4 ,= 9 ! illum9ations v\*saf$ to u ! key _h be5 re/or$ :i* unlock$ ! mean+ ( ! symbols 9 :i* ! doctr9es ( all ! *ur*es1 pre-,*ri/ian z well z ,*ri/ian1 _h be5 at once conceal$ & reveal$1 to ! elucidation ( all ! problems :i* h s sorely p]plex$ ! _w1 & ! v]ification1 by actual exp]i5ce1 ( ! tru? conta9$ 9 !m4 ,no long] n[ 0 !re = u any d\bt z to ! mean+ ( allegories su* z ! ,fall1 ! ,deluge1 ! ,exodus1 & o!rs 7 n[ %[n u to be2 or ( prophecies su* z ^? ( ! cru%+ ( ! s]p5t's head by ! ,woman & h] se$2 ! return ( ,a/raea ) h] prog5y ( div9e sons2 ! fall f heav5 ( ,lucif] & ,satan2 ! ,return ( ! ,gods2 ! reign ( ,mi*ael1 t great pr9ce :o /&e? = ! *ildr5 ( ,god's p2 ! break+ ( ! seals1 & op5+ ( ! books2 ! recognition ( ! abom9ation ( desolation /&+ 9 ! holy place2 ! budd+ ( ! fig-tree1 & ! end ( t adult]\s g5]ation2 ! revelation ( t wick$ "o1 ! my/]y ( iniquity & son ( p]dition1 :om ! ,"l1 at ,8 com+ 9 ! cl\ds ( heav5 ) p[] & great glory1 %all consume ) ! _s ( ,8 m\?1 & de/roy ) ! brightness ( ,8 com+2 ! two ,witnesses1 _! resurrection f ! dead1 & _! asc5t into heav52 ! dry+ up ( ! great riv] ,euphrates1 & ! com+ ( ! k+s ( ! ,ea/ by ! way ?us prep>$2 ! b9d+ ( ,satan1 & ! acceptable ye> ( ! ,"l to foll[2 ! exaltation to heav51 & clo?+ ) ! sun1 ( ! my/ic ,woman ( ! ,apocalypse2 ! adv5t ( ! angel fly+ 9 mid-heav51 hav+ an et]nal gospel to proclaim unto e nation1 & tribe1 & tongue1 & p2 ! com+ ( _m f ! ,ea/1 & ! ,we/1 & ! ,nor?1 & ! ,s\?1 to sit d[n ) ,abraham1 ,isaac1 & ,jacob1 9 ! k+dom ( heav52 & ! battle ( ,armag$don1 & ! end ( ! _w4 ,to all ^!1 & o!r sacr$ enigmas ( l nature1 ! key _h be5 giv5 u4 ,& !y "o & all prov$ to be prophecies ( "o & ! same ev5t1 ! re/oration ( ! faculty ( inw>d und]/&+1 & ( ! div9e kn[l$ges :i* only ?r\gh x are possible4 ,& :]eas ?is 0 ! faculty1 ! corruption & loss ( :i* _h made ! ,fall1 :i* 0 t ( ! orig9al ,*ur*1 s 0 x ! faculty1 ! purification & re/oration ( :i* 0 to rev]se ! ,fall1 accompli%+ ! ,r$emption4 ,= by x man w rega9 8 m5tal balance1 9 virtue ( :i* he 0 made upright1 & become aga9 s\nd1 :ole1 & sane1 & be by condition t :i* he has be5 div9ely decl>$ f ! fir/ to be by con/itution1--an in/rum5t ( und]/&+1 compet5t = ! compreh5sion ( all tru?4 ,= only ?us is he really man1 & made 9 ! div9e image2 see+ t he is n really man1 b infant only1 until he atta9s 8 spiritual majority & is able to und]/&4 ,& t :i* ?us makes him man on ! plane m5tal & spiritual1 is t :i* makes him man on ! plane physical4 ,x is 8 recognition & appropriation ( ! ,woman ( t plane1 ! my/ic ,woman ( ,holy ,writ1 ! m9d's fem99e mode1 ! ,intuition4 ,x is ( h] fir/ id5tification by u1 z ! key to ! :ole my/]y ( ! ,bible1 t ! mann] w n[ be rec\nt$4 ,,footnotes3 #di ,! occasion ( ! receipt by ,a4,k4 & ,e4,m4 ( ! above 0 "o ( peculi> int]e/4 ,x 0 giv5 9 ref]5ce to a visit f ! late ,laur5ce ,oliphant1 an acc\nt ( :i* w be f\nd 9 ,! ,life ( ,a4,k4 ,x w suffice to say "h t1 hav+ he>d ( _! "w1 ,oliphant came to !m z an emiss>y f 8 *ief 9 ,am]ica1 ,?omas ,lake ,h>ris1 to summon !m to place !mselves & all t !y 7 & _h1 at 8 disposal z ! k+ & ,*ri/ ( ! new disp5sation4 ,! above in/ruction 0 giv5 to !m 9 direct ref]5ce to ?is incid5t4 ,x 0 foll[$ by o!rs fully expos+ ! delusive s\rce & nature ( ! doctr9e & practice ( ,laur5ce ,oliphant & ,?omas ,lake ,h>ris4 ,! above ,exhortation ( ,h]mes to 8 ,neophytes is n[ giv5 9 full 9 ?is book = ! fir/ "t4 ,x is tak5 f ,! ,life ( ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,i4 pp4 #bhb-bhc4 ,s4,h4,h4 #ej ,see note p4 #g #ea ,! above ref]5ce is to an exp]i5ce ( m9e :i* does n call = relation "h4 ,e4,m4 #eb ,says ,e4,m4 9 ,! ,life ( ,a4,k4--,! subtlety ) :i* my mo/ s5sitive places 7 se>*$ out1 & ! m]cilessness ) :i* !y 7 prob$ by ! influ5ces :i* _h n[ obta9$ access to u1 seem$ to me to belong altoge!r to ! inf]nal4 7,life ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,i4 p4 #cah47 ,s4,h4,h4 #ec ,! date 0 #bg? ,m>*1 #ahhj4 ,s4,h4,h4 #ed ,! ,hymn to ! ,planet-,god has be5 ref]r$ to on p4 #gi4 ,x is giv5 9 full 9 ! ,p4,w4 pp4 #cda-cdi3 a portion ( x conc]n+ ! passage ( ! ,s\l1 & conc]n+ ! ,my/ic ,exodus1 are giv5 on pp4 #afi-agc po/4 ,! me?od ( ! recov]y by ,a4,k4 ( ?is mo/ important ,hymn 0 su* z to con/itute x a pro( positive ( ! great doctr9e set =? 9 x1 ! doctr9e ( ,re9c>nation2 = x 0 z "o ( a b& ( initiates1 mak+ solemn procession ?r\gh ! aisles ( a va/ ,egyptian temple1 *ant+ x 9 *orus1 t ',m>y1' be+ asleep1 recollect$ x4 7,life ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,i4 p4 #def47 ,s4,h4,h4 #ee ,t is1 ! /ra9$ conditions "u :i* _! association 0 !n ma9ta9$ & _! "w c>ri$ on4 7,life ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,i4 p4 #cgd47 ,s4,h4,h4 #ef ,see p4 #acj4 #eg ,on ! night ( ! #bcrd ,june1 #ahhj4 ,?is vision 0 receiv$ by ,e4,m4 z he pond]$ & :ile he 0 awake4 7,life ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,i4 pp4 #cgf-cgg47 ,s4,h4,h4 #eh ,"s ( ,a4,k4's illum9ations h ?us be5 lo/ to ! _w4 7,life ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,i4 p4 #cgd47 ,s4,h4,h4 #ei ,lady ,cai?ness4 7,life ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,i4 p4 #cbi47 ,see pp4 #acg & #ahe po/4 ,s4,h4,h4 #fj ,on ! #ac?-#ad? ,janu>y1 #ahha4 7,life ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,i4 p4 #dce47 ,s4,h4,h4 #fa ,a full acc\nt ( ?is int]view ) ,william ,lily is giv5 9 ,! ,life ( ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,i4 pp4 #dce-dda4 #fb ,on ! #i? ,april1 #ahgg1 9 ,london4 7,life ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,i4 p4 #agb47 ,s4,h4,h4 #fc ,*ri/mas ,day1 #ahhj4 7,life ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,i4 p4 #dcj47 #fd ,! "t ref]r$ to 0 ,septemb]1 #ahgh4 7,life ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,i4 pp4 #bhe-che47 ,,*apt] ,v4 ,,! ,,recapitulation4 ,! fir/ comp5di\s /atem5t ( ! doctr9e :i* x 0 int5d$ to re/ore1 0 giv5 to u at ,p>is 9 ! summ] ( #ahgh1 9 ! =m ( an exposition ( ! pr9ciples ( ,biblical int]pretation1 "u ! foll[+ circum/ances4 ,we _h be5 foll[+ our respective tasks#fe = sev]al mon?s )\t any op5 or special illum9ation1 & ,i _h writt5 en\gh to make a consid]able volume 9 exposition ( ! pr9ciples :i* appe>$ to me to be ^? on :i*1 9 ord] to be a book ( ! s\l1 ! ,bible ought to be con/ruct$1 & by :i*1 !re=e1 x mu/ be int]pret$4 ,x 0 n int5d$ = publication1 b z an ex]cise = myself1 be+ purely t5tative2 ?\gh ,i 0 consci\s ( be+ aid$ by ! occasional sugge/ion ( ideas :i* s]v$ z po9ts ( light & guidance4 ,mean:ile1 ,i 0 entirely )\t help f books2 =1 besides be+ desir\s ( evolv+ ! :ole f my own consci\sness1 z 9 ! case ( ! demon/ration ( any ma!matical problem1 ,i 0 n aw>e ( any books :i* w\ld help me2 ! little ,i knew ( ,sw$5borg at ?is "t--:o 0 ! only writ] kn[n to me z a work] 9 a simil> direction--hav+ fail$ to make mu* impression on me4 ,i c\ld accept 8 g5]al pr9ciples1 b n 8 p>ticul> applications ( !m4 ,i felt also t ! s\rces ( ! kn[l$ges v\*saf$ to u1 f> transc5d$ ^? to :i* ,sw$5borg _h access4 ,& ,i acc\nt$ = ! l5g? ( ! int]val :i* _h elaps$ )\t any l>g] measure ( light be+ v\*saf$1 by suppos+ t x 0 int5d$ = me to exhau/ my own res\rces fir/4 ,! "t _h come :5 ^! 7 exhau/$1 & ,i 0 r$uc$ to ! conviction t if ! "w 0 to be c>ri$ any fur!r1 assi/ance mu/ be r5d]$1 :e!r = confirmation1 = correction1 or = ext5sion4 ,& on retir+ to re/ "o night#ff1 pa9fully oppress$ by ! s5se ( my own lack1 & ! prolong$ abs5ce ( ! ne$$ light1 ,i /ood at ! op5 w9d[1 & 9 pres5ce ( a sky respl5d5t ) />s m5tally address$ to ^? :om we 7 wont to speak ( z ! ,gods1 & ( ^: pres5ce ,i seem$ to be dimly consci\s1 a /rong expression ( my ne$1 decl>+ my utt] inability to advance ano!r /ep unassi/$4 ,hav+ done :i* ,i w5t to b$1 b 9 a mood ! rev]se ( sangu9e2 s _m 7 ! mon?s = :i* !y _h be5 sil5t4 ,9 ! c\rse ( ! foll[+ day1 ,m>y--:o knew no?+ ei!r ( my ne$ or ( my adjuration ( ! prec$+ night1 & c\ld n ( h]self h help$ me--f\nd h]self "u an access ( exaltation ( faculty :i* %e describ$ z resembl+ :at might be produc$ by a draught ( spiritual *ampagne4 ,= %e felt h]self at h] v be/1 hav+ all h] k at h] f+]-ends4 ,! expression recurr$ to my m9d "s "t aft]w>ds on our receiv+ an explanation ( ! ,new ,w9e ( ,dionysos 9 ! anci5t my/]ies4 ,9 ?is /ate %e w5t d[n to ! s*ools1 :]e an exam9ation 9 h] subjects 0 be+ held1 9 ord] to see h[ ! c&idates comport$ !mselves1 & to comp>e !m ) h]self2 = x 0 an oral exam9ation4 ,f ?is %e return$ home 9 high delight1 decl>+ t %e c\ld h answ]$ e "q ask$1 & f> bett] ?an any ( ! /ud5ts _h done4 ,i hop$ t h] /ate might be an indication ( ! r5ewal ( h] illum9ations4 ,b ! ev5ts ( ! ev5+ put all ?\ghts 9 ?is direction entirely out ( my m9d4 ,=1 z if poison$ by ! atmosph]e ( ! s*ools1 %e 0 seiz$ ) an attack ( sickness s int5se & prolong$ z s]i\sly to endang] h] life ?r\gh ! exhau/ion induc$4 ,& x 0 a late h\r--pa/ midnight--be=e %e c\ld be left alone4 ,nev]!less %e 0 up betimes 9 ! morn+1 & on our meet+ h&$ me a pap] :i* %e _h writt5 9 p5cil on wak+1 say+ x 0 some?+ %e _h read 9 h] sleep1 & ask+ if x 0 any?+ t ,i want$1 z %e _h writt5 x d[n s rapidly t %e sc>cely obs]v$ :at x 0 ab\t1 & %e _h n _h "t to read x ov] & ?9k ab\t x4 ,hav+ read x1 ,i f\nd t x met my e difficulty1 & %$ on ! ,bible a light :i* r5d]$ x lum9\s f beg9n+ to end1 disclos+ x z p]vad$ by a sy/em ( ?\ght :i*1 :5 once se51 0 z obvi\s z x _h previ\sly be5 unsuspect$4 ,& :ile x confirm$ me 9 respect ( pr9ciples & me?od1 x correct$ bo? ( u 9 respect ( sundry p>ticul>s4 ,x ev5 ref]r$ directly to "o ( my t5tative hypo!ses1 at once negativ+ x & giv+ ano!r altoge!r satisfactory4 ,?is 0 my supposition ( ,adam & ,eve z possibly d5ot+ _s & matt]4 ,! foll[+ is ! writ+3-- ,if1 !re=e1 !y be ,my/ic ,books1 !y ought also to h a my/ic consid]ation4 ,b ! fault ( mo/ writ]s lie? 9 ?is1--t !y di/+ui% n betwe5 ! books ( ,moses ! prophet1 & ^? books :i* are ( an hi/orical nature4 ,& ?is is ! m surpris+ because n a few ( su* critics h rightly disc]n$ ! esot]ic "*1 if n inde$ ! true int]pretation1 ( ! /ory ( ,ed52 yet h !y n appli$ to ! rema9d] ( ! allegory ! same me?od :i* !y f\nd to fit ! beg9n+2 b s soon z !y are ov] ! e>li] /anzas ( ! poem1 !y w\ld h ! re/ ( x to be ( ano!r nature4 ,x is1 !n1 pretty well e/abli%$ & accept$ ( mo/ au?ors1 t ! leg5d ( ,adam & ,eve1 & ( ! miracul\s tree & ! fruit :i* 0 ! occasion ( dea?1 is1 l ! /ory ( ,eros & ,psy*e1 & s _m o!rs ( all religions1 a p>able ) a hidd51 t is1 ) a my/ic mean+4 ,b s also is ! leg5d :i* foll[s conc]n+ ! sons ( ^! my/ical p>5ts1 ! /ory ( ,ca9 & ,abel 8 bro!r1 ! /ory ( ! ,flood1 ( ! ,ark1 ( ! sav+ ( ! clean & unclean bea/s1 ( ! ra9b[1 ( ! twelve sons ( ,jacob1 &1 n /opp+ !re1 ( ! :ole relation conc]n+ ! flight out ( ,egypt4 ,= x is n to be suppos$ t ! two sacrifices (f]$ to ,god by ! sons ( ,adam1 7 real sacrifices1 any m ?an x is to be suppos$ t ! apple :i* caus$ ! doom ( mank9d1 0 a real apple4 ,x ought to be kn[n1 inde$1 = ! "r und]/&+ ( ! my/ical books1 t 9 _! esot]ic s5se !y deal1 n ) mat]ial ?+s1 b ) spiritual realities2 & t z ,adam is n a man1 nor ,eve a woman1 nor ! tree a plant 9 its true signification1 s also are n ! bea/s nam$ 9 ! same books real bea/s1 b t ! my/ic int5tion ( !m is impli$4 ,:51 !re=e1 x is writt5 t ,abel took ( ! fir/l+s ( 8 flock to (f] unto ! ,"l1 x is signifi$ t he (f]$ t :i* a lamb implies1 & :i* is ! holie/ & highe/ ( spiritual gifts4 ,nor is ,abel himself a real p]son1 b ! type & spiritual pres5tation ( ! race ( ! prophets2 ( :om1 also1 ,moses 0 a memb]1 toge!r ) ! ,patri>*s4 ,7 ! prophets1 !n1 %$d]s ( blood8 ,god =bid2 !y dwelt n ) ?+s mat]ial1 b ) spiritual significations4 ,_! lambs )\t spot1 _! :ite doves1 _! goats1 _! rams1 & o!r sacr$ creatures1 are s _m signs & symbols ( ! v>i\s graces & gifts :i* a my/ic p %\ld (f] to ,heav54 ,)\t su* sacrifices is no remission ( s94 ,b :5 ! my/ic s5se 0 lo/1 !n c>nage foll[$1 ! prophets ceas$ out ( ! l&1 & ! prie/s bore rule ov] ! p4 ,!n1 :5 aga9 ! voice ( ! prophets arose1 !y 7 con/ra9$ to speak pla9ly1 & decl>$ 9 a tongue =eign to _! me?od1 t ! sacrifices ( ,god are n ! fle% ( bulls or ! blood ( goats1 b holy v[s & sacr$ ?anksgiv+s1 _! my/ical c\nt]p>ts4 ,z ,god is a _s1 s also are ,8 sacrifices spiritual4 ,:at folly1 :at ignorance1 to (f] mat]ial fle% & dr9k to pure p[] & ess5tial be+6 ,surely 9 va9 h ! prophets spok51 & 9 va9 h ! ,*ri/s be5 manife/$6 ,:y w y h ,adam to be _s1 & ,eve matt]1 s9ce ! my/ic books deal only ) spiritual entities8 ,! tempt] himself ev5 is n matt]1 b t :i* gives matt] ! prec$5ce4 ,adam is1 r1 intellectual =ce3 he is ( e>?4 ,eve is ! moral consci5ce3 %e is ! "m ( ! liv+4 ,intellect1 !n1 is ! male1 & ,intuition ! female pr9ciple4 ,& ! sons ( ,intuition1 h]self fall51 %all at la/ recov] ,tru?1 & r$eem all ?+s4 ,by h] fault1 inde$1 is ! moral consci5ce ( humanity made subject to ! intellectual =ce1 & !reby all mann] ( evil & confusion ab\nds1 s9ce h] desire is unto him1 & he rules ov] h] until n[4 ,b ! end =etold by ! se] is n f> (f4 ,!n %all ! ,woman be exalt$1 clo!d ) ! ,sun1 & c>ri$ to ! ?rone ( ,god4 ,& h] sons %all make w> ) ! dragon1 & h victory ov] him4 ,intuition1 !re=e1 pure & a virg91 %all be ! "m & r$emptress ( h] fall5 sons1 :om %e bore "u bondage to h] husb& ! intellectual =ce4 ,?is m>vell\sly lum9\s exposition1 %e !n told me1 _h be5 read by h] 9 a book %e _h f\nd 9 a libr>y :i* %e _h visit$ 9 sleep1 ! own] ( :i* 0 a c\rtly old g5tleman 9 ! co/ume ( ! la/ c5tury4 ,! leaves ( ! book 7 ( silv] & reflect$ h] back to h]self z %e read4 ,i took ?is z symbolis+ ! ,intuition4 ,! ev5t prov$ t h] ho/ 0 no o!r ?an ,sw$5borg1 & t--z h] ,g5ius in=m$ u--%e _h be5 enabl$1 "u ! magnetism ( ,sw$5borg's pres5ce1 to recov] a memory ( no small value1 ?us confirm+ my surmise ab\t its intuitional "*4 ,! ev5t prov$ also t x 0 ,sw$5borg's doctr9e1 b )\t 8 limitations4 ,we ard5tly desir$ a cont9uation ( x1 & on ! next night b "o1 %e receiv$ ! foll[+ addition to x3-- ,moses1 !re=e1 kn[+ ! my/]ies ( ! religion ( ! ,egyptians1 & hav+ le>n$ ( _! occulti/s ! value & signification ( all sacr$ birds & bea/s1 deliv]$ l my/]ies to 8 own p4 ,b c]ta9 ( ! sacr$ animals ( ,egypt he reta9$ n 9 hon\r1 = motives :i* 7 equally ( my/ic orig94 ,& he taught 8 initiat$ ! _s ( ! heav5ly hi]oglyphs1 & bade !m1 :5 !y made fe/ival be=e ,god1 to c>ry ) !m 9 procession1 ) music & ) danc+1 su* ( ! sacr$ animals z 71 by _! int]ior significance1 relat$ to ! occasion4 ,n[1 ( ^! bea/s1 he *iefly select$ males ( ! fir/ ye>1 )\t spot or blemi%1 to signify t x is beyond all ?+s ne$ful t man %\ld d$icate to ! ,"l 8 intellect & 8 reason1 & ?is f ! beg9n+1 & )\t ! lea/ res]ve4 ,& t he 0 v wise 9 tea*+ ?is1 is evid5t f ! hi/ory ( ! _w 9 all ages1 & p>ticul>ly 9 ^! la/ days4 ,= :at is x t has l$ m5 to r5\nce ! realities ( ! _s1 & to propagate false !ories & corrupt sci5ces1 d5y+ all ?+s save ! appe>ance :i* c be appreh5d$ by ! out] s5ses1 & mak+ !mselves "o ) ! du/ ( ! gr\nd8 ,x is _! intellect :i*1 be+ unsanctifi$1 has l$ !m a/ray2 x is ! =ce ( ! m9d 9 !m1 :i*1 be+ corrupt1 is ! cause ( _! own ru91 & ( t ( _! disciples4 ,z1 !n1 ! intellect is apt to be ! great traitor aga9/ heav51 s also is x ! =ce by :i* m51 foll[+ _! pure intuition1 may also grasp & appreh5d ! tru?4 ,= :i* reason x is writt5 t ! ,*ri/s are subject to _! mo!rs4 ,n t by any means ! intellect is to be di%on\r$2 = x is ! heir ( all ?+s1 if only x be truly begott5 & be no ba/>d4 ,& besides all ^! symbols1 ,moses taught ! p to h beyond all ?+s an abhorr5ce ( idolatry4 ,:at1 !n1 is idolatry1 & :at are false gods8 ,to make an idol is to mat]ialise spiritual my/]ies4 ,! prie/s1 !n1 7 idolat]s1 :o com+ aft] ,moses1 & committ+ to writ+ ^? ?+s :i* he by ^w ( m\? _h deliv]$ unto ,israel1 replac$ ! true ?+s signifi$1 by _! mat]ial symbols1 & %$ innoc5t blood on ! pure alt>s ( ! ,"l4 ,!y also are idolat]s :o und]/& ! ?+s ( s5se :]e ! ?+s ( ! _s are alone impli$1 & :o conceal ! true features ( ! ,gods ) mat]ial & spuri\s pres5tations4 ,idolatry is mat]ialism1 ! common & orig9al s9 ( m51 :i* replaces _s by appe>ance1 sub/ance by illusion1 & leads bo? ! moral & intellectual be+ into error1 s t !y sub/itute ! ne!r = ! upp]1 & ! dep? = ! height4 ,x is t false fruit :i* attracts ! out] s5ses1 ! bait ( ! s]p5t 9 ! beg9n+ ( ! _w4 ,until ! my/ic man & woman _h eat5 ( ?is fruit1 !y knew only ! ?+s ( ! _s1 & f\nd !m suffice4 ,b aft] _! fall1 !y began to appreh5d matt] also1 & gave x ! pref]5ce1 mak+ !mselves idolat]s4 ,& _! s91 & ! ta9t begott5 ( t false fruit1 h corrupt$ ! blood ( ! :ole race ( m51 f :i* corruption ! sons ( ,god w\ld h r$eem$ !m4 ,%e _h receiv$ ?is1 also 9 sleep1 z "o ( a class ( neophytes seat$ 9 an anci5t amphi!atre ( :ite /one1 & li/5+ to a lecture deliv]$ by a man 9 prie/ly g>b1 ( :i* !y took notes ! :ile4 ,%e compla9$ t h] notes _h disappe>$ on wak+1 ?us prev5t+ h] f r5d]+ :at %e _h he>d z p]fectly z %e c\ld h wi%$2 = %e _h tru/$ to h] notes = x4 ,! m we pond]$ ^! communications1 ! high] 0 our appreciation ( !m4 ,we felt t ! veil ( ,moses 0 at l5g? tak5 away z promis$1 & we _h be5 enabl$ to tap a res]voir ( b\ndless wisdom & k4 ,= we f\nd 9 !m ! long$-= solution ( ! purpose & nature ( ! ,bible & ,*ri/ianity1 & ! key to man's spiritual hi/ory4 ,! me?od ( ! ,bible-writ]s1 ! mean+ ( idolatry1 ! secret ( ! ,ca9 & ,abel feud betwe5 prie/ & prophet1 z ! m9i/]s respectively ( ! s5se-nature & ( ! intuition1 & ! process :]eby ! religion ( ,jesus _h become di/ort$ into ! or?odoxy :i* has usurp$ ,8 "n2--all ^! ?+s 7 n[ cle> to u z ! demon/ration ( a proposition 9 geometry1 ! witness ( :i* 0 9 our own m9ds4 ,& we1 too1 we rejoic$ to ?9k1 7 ( ! s*ool ( ! prophets1 9 t ) all ! =ce ( our m9ds we _h exalt$ ! ,woman1 ,intuition1 & refus$ to make ! ^w ( ,god ( none effect by prie/ly traditions4 ,n ! lea/ m>vell\s elem5t 9 ! case 0 ! faculty :]eby ! se]ess _h be5 able to reproduce1 aft] wak+1 ) su* evid5t fai?fulness ! ?+s se5 & he>d at s great l5g? 9 sleep4 ,9 reply to my que/ion+s %e said t ! words seem$ to %[ !mselves to h] aga9 z %e wrote#fg4 ,disc\rs+ ) h] ,g5ius on ?is subject ( memory1 %e receiv$ ! foll[+1 :i* is valuable also = its recognition ( ! my/ical import ( ! ,bible n>ratives1 & confirmation ( ,/ ,paul :5 he says 9 ref]5ce to c]ta9 n>ratives 9 ,g5esis1 ,^! ?+s are an allegory4 ,conc]n+ memory2 :y %\ld !re any m be a difficulty 9 respect ( x8 ,reflect on ?is say+1--',man sees z he kn[s4' ,to !e ! deeps are m visible ?an ! surfaces ( ?+s2 b to m5 g5]ally ! surfaces only are visible4 ,! mat]ial c p]ceive only ! mat]ial1 ! a/ral ! a/ral1 & ! spiritual ! spiritual4 ,x all resolves itself1 !re=e1 into a "q ( condition & ( quality4 ,?y hold on matt] is b slight1 & ?9e organic memory is feeble & trea*]\s4 ,x is h>d = !e to p]ceive ! surfaces ( ?+s & to rememb] _! aspect4 ,b ?y spiritual p]ception is ! /rong] = ?is weakness1 & ! pr(\nd is t :i* ?\ see/ ! mo/ readily4 ,x is h>d = !e to und]/& & to reta9 ! memory ( mat]ial facts2 b _! mean+ ?\ kn[e/ in/antly & by intuition1 :i* is ! memory ( ! s\l4 ,= ! s\l takes no pa9s to rememb]2 %e kn[s div9ely4 ,is x n said t ! immaculate woman br+s =? )\t a pang8 ,! sorr[ & travail ( conception belong to h] ^: desire is unto ',adam'#fh4 ,! foll[+ s5t5ces sum up ! conclusions to :i*1 by degrees1 we 7 l$4 ,! fir/ two p>agraphs are f an exposition conc]n+ ! dogma ( ! ,immaculate ,conception :i* we consid]$ z "o ( ! mo/ sublime & mom5t\s ( all h] illum9ations#fi4 ,all t is true is spiritual4444 ,no dogma is real t is n spiritual4 ,if x be true1 & yet seem to y to h a mat]ial signification1 "k t y h n solv$ x4 ,x is a my/]y2 seek its int]pretation4 ,t :i* is true is = ,_s alone4 ,= matt] %all cease & all t is ( x1 b ! ,^w ( ! ,"l %all rema9 = ev]4 ,& h[ %all x rema9 except x be purely spiritual2 s9ce1 :5 matt] ceases1 x w\ld !n be no long] compreh5sible8 ,=1 ?\gh matt] is et]nally ! mode :]eby _s manife/s itself1 matt] is n itself et]nal4 ,! *ur* has all ! tru?1 b ! prie/s h mat]ialis$ x1 mak+ religion idolatry1 & !mselves & _! p idolat]s4 ,9 _! real & div9ely int5d$ s5se1 its doctr9es are et]nal v]ities1 f\nd$ 9 ! nature ( ,be+4 ,z ecclesia/ically prop\nd$1 !y are blasphem\s absurdities4 ,all ! mi/akes made ab\t ! ,bible arise out ( ! my/ic books be+ ref]r$ to times1 places1 & p]sons mat]ial1 in/ead ( be+ reg>d$ z conta9+ only et]nal v]ities ab\t ?+s spiritual4 ,! ,bible 0 writt5 by intuitionali/s1 = intuitionali/s1 & f ! intuitionali/ /&po9t4 ,x has be5 int]pret$ by ext]nali/s1 = ext]nali/s1 & f ! ext]nali/ /&po9t4 ,! mo/ occult & my/ical ( books1 x has be5 exp\nd$ by p]sons )\t occult k or my/ical insight#gj4 ,?us gradually b surely we le>nt t ,ecclesia/ical education has rigidly exclud$ f its curriculum all ^? bran*es ( /udy :i* c\ld ?r[ light on ! real nature ( exi/5ce1 & consi/s 9 le>n+ :at o!r m5 h said :o1 !mselves1 did n "k1 b 7 m]e he>say s*ol>s lack+ ! witness 9 !mselves4 ,we m>vell$ mu* z to h[ ! prie/hoods w comport !mselves :5 compell$ to recognise ! fact t a ,new ,gospel ( ,int]pretation has actually be5 v\*saf$ f ! _w cele/ial 9 correction ( _! p]v]sion & mutilation ( ! =m] ,gospel ( ,manife/ation1 & suppression ( ! true doctr9e ( salvation4 ,w ,ca9 & ,caiaphas /ill h ! dom9ion1 & ecclesia/icism be z ready to crucify ! ,*ri/ on ,8 second com+ z x 0 on ,8 fir/8 ,& if n1 h[ w x f9d c\rage to face ! _w ) ! humiliat+ confession t all ?r\gh ! long ages ( its hi/ory1 :ile arrogantly claim+ to be ! fai?ful & infallible m9i/] ( ! ,gospel ( ,*ri/1 x has p]si/5tly )held t gospel1 &1 los+ ! key to its mean+1 has sub/itut$ = ! :olesome bread ( div9e tru?1 ! /ones ( innutriti\s because un9telligible dogmas2 & = ! fi% ( ! liv+ wat]s1 ! s]p5ts ( ! lett] :i* kills8 & t :5 m5 h rightly suspect$ t ,*ri/ianity has fail$1 n because x is false1 b because x has be5 falsifi$1 & h s\ght to _! own inn] light = ! tru? ( :i* ecclesia/icism _h defraud$ !m1 x dealt out to !m pitiless ana!ma & p]secution1 mak+ ! e>? a sc5e ( torture & slaught] 9 ass]tion ( ! "r ( ! prie/hoods to tea* wrong8 ,t ! "w committ$ to u impli$ no?+ less ?an ! fulfilm5t ( ! prophecies ( :i* ! promise ( ! ,second ,com+ ( ,*ri/ 0 ! culm9ation1 :ile intimat$ to u f ! outset1 0 gradually unfold$ into full assurance1 & we 7 enabl$ to see t ! v t]ms 9 :i* x 0 c\*$ impli$ a spiritual adv5t1 & "o :i* %\ld disclose ! p]fect sy/em at once ( sci5ce1 philosophy1 morality1 & religion1 ( :i* ,*ri/ is bo? ! f\ndation & ! consummation4 ,= ! cl\ds ( heav5 9 :i* x 0 to take place1 7 no o!r ?an ! heav5 ( ! k+dom )9 man ( 8 re/or$ spiritual consci\sness4 ,t wick$ "o1 ! son ( p]dition1 & my/]y ( iniquity !n to be reveal$ & de/roy$1 0 no o!r ?an ! inspir+ evil _s ( an ecclesia/icism :i* _h receiv$ inde$ its doctr9es f above1 b _! int]pretation & application f bel[4 ,& ! ,_s ( ,8 m\?1 & ! ,brightness ( ,8 ,com+ 7 no o!r ?an a new ,^w ( ,god1 9 ! =m ( a ,new ,gospel ( ,int]pretation1 s pot5t 9 its logic & s lum9\s 9 its exposition z to indicate ! ,logos ,himself z its s\rce1 & ! ,woman ,intuition1 clo!d ) ! ,sun ( full illum9ation1 z its reveal]4 ,we saw1 too1 t ) ?is ,woman ?us rehabilitat$1 ,god's ,two ,witnesses1--:o h s long la9 dead 9 ! /reets ( t great city :]e9 ! ,"l1 ! div9ity 9 man1 is ev] sy/ematically crucifi$2 ! city ( ! _w's sy/em z fa%ion$ & controll$ by an ecclesia/icism %r\d$ 9 ! ?reefold veil ( ,blood1 ,idolatry1 & ! ,curse ( ,eve1--w rise & /& on _! feet1 & asc5d to ! heav5 ( _! prop] supremacy1 vice ,lucif] depos$ & fall54 ,& 9 !m ,lucif] himself w rega9 8 lo/ e/ate1 v9dicat+ 8 title to be call$ ! ,light-be>]1 ! bright & morn+ />1 ! h]ald & br+]-9 ( ! p]fect day ( ! ,"l ,god4 ,=1 z ! ,intellect1 he is ! heir ( all ?+s1 if only he be begott5 ( ! ,_s1 & be no ba/>d eng5d]$ ( ! ,s5se-,nature4 ,=--z we _h come to le>n--,god's ,two ,witnesses 9 man are ev] ! ,intellect & ! ,intuition1 :5 duly unfold$ & unit$ 9 a pure _s4 ,"u su* conditions ! ,%iloh comes1 & m\nt$ on !m man rides triumphant z k+ into ! holy city ( 8 own reg5]ate nature4 ,b divorc$ f h]1 ! ,intuition1 &--leagu$ ) ! ,s5se-,nature--kn[+ matt] only & ! body1 ! ,intellect becomes pr9ce ( devils 9 man1 ! mak] ( m5 into fi5ds1 & ( ! e>? into a hell4 ,:]e=e 8 fall f ! heav5 ( 8 p[]1 on ! adv5t ( t :ole ,humanity1 ( :om x is said1 ! ,man is n )\t ! ,woman1 nor ! ,woman )\t ! ,man1 9 ! ,"l1 ! humanity ( intellect & intuition comb9$1 has ev] be5 exult+ly hail$ 9 anticipation by all true se]s & prophets4 ,! *ief po9ts ( ! doctr9e1 ! prospect ( ! re/oration ( :i* has ?us be5 ! su/a9+ hope ( ! p]cipi5t fai?ful 9 all ages1 may be summ>is$ z foll[s3-- ,! doctr9e :i*1 fir/ & =emo/1 x is ! purpose ( ! ,bible to affirm1 & ( ! ,*ri/ to demon/rate1 & 9 :i* reason entirely concurs1 is no o!r ?an t ( ! div9e pot5tialities ( man1 belong+ to him 9 virtue ( ! nature ( 8 con/itu5t pr9ciples1 ! =ce & ! sub/ance ( exi/5ce4 ,^! are ! duality ( ! heav5s :i* ,god is said to create1 mean+ to put =? f ,himself1 9 ! beg9n+1 & ( ! mutual int]action ( :i* all ?+s are ! product1 v>y+ accord+ to ! plane ( op]ation1 alike = creation & r$emption1 g5]ation & reg5]ation4 ,& t :i* ,jesus really affirm$ 9 ! memorable b little und]/ood words1 ,ye mu/ be born aga91 or f above1 ( ,wat] & ! ,_s1 0 bo? ! possibility & ! necessity to all m5 ( realis+ ! pot5tial div9ity belong+ to !m 9 virtue ( ! div9ity ( _! con/itu5t pr9ciples4 ,& 9 affirm+ ?is ,he affirm$ bo? ! necessity & ! possibility to e man ( be+ born exactly z ,he ,himself1 z typical man reg5]ate1 is said to h be5 born1 ( ,virg9 ,m>y & ,holy ,gho/1 & also ,8 own id5tity 9 k9d ) all o!r m54 ,& ,he affirm$1 moreov]1 ! utt] falsity ( t prie/-con/ruct$ sy/em1 :i*1 ignor+ ,reg5]ation1 insi/s on ,sub/itution1 z ! means ( salvation4 ,= ,virg9 ,m>y1 & ,holy ,gho/1 are b ! my/ical synonyms ) ,wat] & ! ,_s1 ! sub/ance & =ce1 or s\l & _s1 ( :i*1 man is con/itut$1 9 _! div9e because pure condition1 ! product ( :i* 9 man is ! new reg5]ate selfhood call$1 z by ,/ ,paul1 ! ,*ri/ )94 ,begott5 9 man z matrix1 ( ! pure ,_s & ,sub/ance :i* are ,god1 ?is new selfhood is son at once ( ,god & ( man2 & 9 him ,god & man are reconcil$ or at-on$4 ,& t man is said to be sav$ by 8 blood1 is because ! blood ( ,god is pure _s1 & x is ! pure _s 9 ! man t saves him2 & t he is call$ ! only-begott5 ,son ( ,god1 is n because ,god begets no o!r ( 8 k9d1 b because ,god1 z ,god1 begets directly none ( any o!r k9d4 ,?is1 !n1 z we came to le>n1 & to recognise z hav+ le>n$ x 9 our own long-pa/ lives1 is ! doctr9e :i* ,jesus came to tea* & to demon/rate 9 ,8 own p]son4 ,matt] is _s1 be+ spiritual sub/ance1 project$ by =ce ( ! div9e ,w into conditions & limitations1 & made ext]iorly cognisable4 ,& be+ _s x c rev]t to ! condition ( _s4 ,9 virtue ( ! div9ity ( 8 con/itu5t pr9ciples1 man has )9 himself ! se$ ( 8 own reg5]ation1 & ! p[] to effectuate x4 ,he has 9 him1 ?is is to say1 ! pot5tiality ( div9ity realisable at w4 ,& ! secret & me?od ( ! a*ievem5t1 :i* is no o!r ?an ! secret & me?od ( ,*ri/1 is inw>d purification & unfoldm5t1 ! unfoldm5t ( ! capacities1 m5tal1 moral1 & spiritual1 ( 8 nature1 ( :i* inw>d purification is ! fir/ & ess5tial condition4 ,?us is ! ,f9d+ ( ,*ri/ ! realisation ( ! ,ideal1 & ,*ri/ is = e man ! summit ( 8 own evolution4 ,/at$ 9 t]ms ( mod]n sci5ce1 b correct+ its ab]rations1 ! doctr9e ( ,*ri/ is 9 ?is wise4 ,evolution is ! manife/ation ( inh]5cy4 ,ow+ to ! div9ity ( ! con/itu5t pr9ciples ( exi/5ce1 its ,=ce & its ,sub/ance1 bo? ( :i* are ,god1 ! inh]5cy ( exi/5ce is div9e4 ,:]e=e1 z ! manife/ation ( a div9e inh]5cy1 evolution is accompli%$ only by ! atta9m5t ( div9ity2 & ! cause ( evolution is ! t5d5cy ( sub/ance to rev]t f its second>y & creat$ condition ( matt]1 to its orig9al & div9e condition ( pure _s4 ,:]e=e evolution is def9able z ! process ( ! individuation ( ,deity 9 & ?r\gh ,humanity4 ,su* is ! g5esis ( ! ,*ri/ 9 man4 ,& he is call$ a ,*ri/ :o1 hav+ accompli%$ ?is process 9 himself1 returns into ! e>?-life :5 he has no ne$ to d s = 8 own sake1 out ( pure love to r$eem1 by %[+ to o!rs _! own equal div9e pot5tialities & ! me?od ( ! realisation !re(4 ,?is me?od consi/s 9 love1 love ( p]fection1 :i* is ,god1 = its own sake1 & love = o!rs4 ,! process is entirely int]ior to ! individual4 ,x consi/s 9 ! sacrifice ( ! l[] nature to ! high] 9 himself1 & ( himself = o!rs 9 love4 ,t :i* directly saves ! man is n ! love ( ano!r = ! man1 b ! love :i* he has 9 himself4 ,all t c be done by ano!r is to k9dle ?is love 9 him4 ,! philosophy ( ?is doctr9e ( salvation by love 0 =mulat$ = u z foll[s3--,x is love :i* is ! c5tripetal p[] ( ! univ]se2 x is by love t all creation returns into ! bosom ( ,god4 ,! =ce :i* project$ all ?+s is w1 & w is ! c5trifugal p[] ( ! univ]se4 ,w alone c\ld n ov]come ! evil :i* results f ! limitations ( matt]2 b x %all be ov]come 9 ! end by sympa?y1 :i* is ! k ( ,god 9 o!rs1--! recognition ( ! omnipres5t ,self4 ,?is is love4 ,& x is ) ! *ildr5 ( ! _s1 ! s]vants ( love1 t ! dragon ( matt] makes w>#ga4 ,9 mak+ ! means ( salvation extrane\s to ! individual1 ,sac]dotalism has defraud$ man ( 8 ,savi\r1 mak+ ! fir/ & p]sonal com+ ( ,*ri/ ( none effect4 ,h5ce ! necessity = ! second & spiritual com+ repres5t$ by ! ,new ,gospel ( ,int]pretation z 0 =etold3--! com+ :i* 0 to be 9 ! cl\ds ( ! heav5 ( man's re/or$ und]/&+2 ! ,h]mes )94 ,b ! process ( reg5]ation is a prolong$ "o1 ext5d+ ov] _m e>?-lives2 & s also is ! prior process ( evolution1 :]eby man rea*es ! /age at :i* he is am5able to reg5]ation4 ,:]e=e reg5]ation has = its coroll>y re9c>nation4 ,to tell man t he mu/ be born aga9 spiritually1 & d5y him ! requisite opportunities ( exp]i5ce1 :i* mu/ be acquir$ :ile 9 ! body--see+ t reg5]ation is f out ( ! body--w\ld be to mock him4 ,?is doctr9e ( a multiplicity ( e>?-lives is implicit & sometimes explicit 9 ! ,bible4 ,! notion t ! ,hebrews _h no belief 9 a future /ate because ( ! failure ( comm5tators to discov] x 9 _! ,scriptures1 is altoge!r futile4 ,! p]man5ce ( ! ,ego 0 a matt] ( c\rse ) !m1 sav+ only ! ,sadducees4 ,& ! ,bible contemplates ! p]si/5ce ( ! individual s\l ?r\gh all ! manifold /ages ( its evolution1 f ! ,adam /age to ! ,*ri/ /age1 say+1 z by ,/ ,paul1 ,z 9 ,adam all die1 s 9 ,*ri/ %all all be made alive4 ,b ! ,*ri/ insi/$ on by him 0 n ,he ,:o is aft] ! fle%1 n ! man ,jesus1 :o 0 b ! vehicle ( ! ,*ri/1 b ! ,*ri/ )9 bo? ,jesus & all o!r reg5]ate m54 ,=1 z a highly illum9at$ foll[] ( ! ,gnosis1 ,/ ,paul 0 "o :o aft] ! way :i* 8 or?odox accus]s call$ h]esy1 wor%ipp$ ! ,god ( 8 fa!rs1 believ+ all ?+s :i* are accord+ to ! law1 & are writt5 9 ! prophets4 ,reject+ ! doctr9e ( reg5]ation1 & ) x t ( re9c>nation1 9 fav\r ( sub/itution1 ! or?odoxy :i* claims to be ,*ri/ianity has practically reject$ bo? ! doctr9e ( ,/ ,paul & t ( ,jesus z decl>$ to ,nicodemus4 ,&1 z ,/ ,paul implies1 ! my/]y ( iniquity 0 work+ ev5 already 9 8 days to annul ! gospel ( ,*ri/ by sub/itut+ ,jesus z ! object ( wor%ip1 & ,8 physical blood-%$d+ z ! means ( salvation4 ,& ,*ri/5dom1 yield+ to sac]dotal dictation1 has to ?is day accept$ a doctr9e :i* at once di%on\rs ,god & robs m5 ( _! equal div9e pot5tialities ) ,jesus1 ?us pref]r+ ,b>abbas4 ,pr(ess+ to re/ its fai? on ! ,bible1 x has accept$ ! pres5tation ( religion :i* ! ,bible p]si/5tly condemns1 t ( ! prie/s1 & reject$ t on :i* ! ,bible emphatically insi/s1 t ( ! prophets4 ,t ,/ ,paul employ$ sac]dotal modes ( expression 0 9 ord] to spiritualise !m4 ,he 0 a my/ic ( my/ics4 ,nev]!less ! dogmas ( ! ,*ur* conta9 ! tru?1 b ?is is n z ! ,*ur* has prop\nd$ !m4 ,&--to cite two crucial in/ances--s f> f ! ,*ur*'s supreme dogmas1 ! ,immaculate ,conception & ! ,assumption ( ! ,bless$ ,virg91 hav+ any p]sonal or physical ref]5ce1 !y are prophecies ( ! me?od ( r$emption = e individual s\l4 ,=1 z ! ,new ,gospel ( ,int]pretation explicitly decl>es1 re/or+ ! ,gnosis p]si/5tly reject$ by ! build]s ( ! or?odoxies1 ,! ,immaculate ,conception is none o!r ?an ! prophecy ( ! means :]eby ! univ]se %all at la/ be r$eem$4 ,m>ia--! sea ( limitless space--,m>ia ! ,virg91 born h]self immaculate & )\t spot1 ( ! womb ( ! ages1 %all 9 ! fulness ( "t br+ =? ! p]fect man1 :o %all r$eem ! race4 ,he is n "o man1 b t5 ?\s& times t5 ?\s&1 ! ,son ( ,man1 :o %all ov]come ! limitations ( matt]1 & ! evil :i* is ! result ( ! mat]ialisation ( _s#gb4 ,by ! doctr9e ( ! ,immaculate ,conception ( ! ,bless$ ,virg9 ,m>y we are secretly enlight5$ conc]n+ ! g5]ation ( ! s\l1 :o is begott5 9 ! womb ( matt]1 & yet f ! fir/ in/ant ( h] be+ is pure & incorrupt4444 ,z ! ,immaculate ,conception is ! f\ndation ( ! my/]ies1 s is ! ,assumption _! cr[n4 ,= ! entire object & end ( kosmic evolution is precisely ?is triumph & apo!osis ( ! s\l4 ,9 ! my/]y pres5t$ by ?is dogma1 we behold ! consummation ( ! :ole s*eme ( creation--! p]petuation & glorification ( ! individual human ego4 ,! grave--! mat]ial & a/ral consci\sness1 _c reta9 ! immaculate ,"m ( ,god4 ,%e rises into ! heav5s2 %e assumes div9ity4444 ,f end to end ! my/]y ( ! s\l's evolution--! hi/ory1 t is1 ( humanity & ( ! kosmic drama--is conta9$ & enact$ 9 ! cultus ( ! ,bless$ ,virg9 ,m>y4 ,! acts & ! glories ( ,m>y are ! "o supreme subject ( ! holy my/]ies#gc4 ,allegory ( /up5d\s significance6 exclaim$ ! se]ess's illum9ator :5 imp>t+ to h] ! my/]y ( ! ,immaculate ,conception4 ,allegory ( /up5d\s significance6 ) :i* ! ,*ur* ( ,god has s long be5 famili>1 b :i* yet nev] p5etrat$ its und]/&+1 l ! holy fire :i* envelop$ ! sacr$ ,bu%1 b :i* nev]!less ! ,bu% )/ood & resi/$#aj4 ,t su* failure has be5 ! rule & n ! exception is ! plea = ! ,new ,gospel ( ,int]pretation4 ,= lack ( compreh5sion ( its own symbols ! ,*ur* has fall5 into ! disa/r\s errors ( mi/ak+ ! man ,jesus = ! ,*ri/ )9 e man1 & ,m>y ! "m ( ,jesus = ,virg9 ,m>y ! "m ( t ,*ri/1 committ+ 9 bo? in/ances idolatry by pref]r+ ! =m to ! sub/ance1 p]sons to pr9ciples1 & bl9d+ m5 to ! ess5tial tru? impli$4 ,,footnotes3 #fe ,a4,k4 0 prep>+ = h] second ,doctorat1 & ,e4,m4 0 elaborat+ out ( 8 own consci\sness a key to ! int]pretation especially ( ! initial *apt]s ( ,g5esis4 7,life ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,i4 p4 #bfd47 #ff ,on ! #d? ,june1 #ahgh4 7,life ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,i4 p4 #bfe47 #fg ,e4,m4 says3--,h] notes1 ( c\rse1 disappe>$ ) h] dream1 & %e _h to reproduce x f memory4 ,b ?is 0 abnormally enhanc$1 = %e said t ! words pres5t$ !mselves aga9 to h] z %e wrote1 & /ood out lum9\sly to view4 7,life ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,i4 p4 #bfi47 #fh ,t is ! out] s5se & l[] reason4 #fi ,! illum9ation 9 "q 0 receiv$ by ,a4,k4 9 ,p>is on ! night ( ! #be? ,july1 #ahgg1 & 0 writt5 d[n "u trance4 ,fur!r portions are giv5 on pp4 #aeh1 #aei1 #afa4 ,x is giv5 9 full 9 ,! ,life ( ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,i4 pp4 #bjb-bjc4 #gj ,see fur!r on ?is mo/ important subject ,! ,bible's ,own ,acc\nt ( ,itself1 by ,e4,m41 ! only complete edition ( :i* is publi%$ by ,! ,rusk9 ,press1 ,rusk9 ,h\se1 ,/af=d ,/reet1 ,birm+ham4 ,s4,h4,h4 #ga ,f ! exposition conc]n+ ! dogma ( ! ,immaculate ,conception1 ref]r$ to on p4 #aea4 #gb ,f ! exposition conc]n+ ! dogma ( ! ,immaculate ,conception1 ref]r$ to on p4 #aea4 #gc ,f ! exposition conc]n+ ! ,*ri/ian ,my/]ies giv5 9 full 9 ,! ,life ( ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,,ii4 pp4 #ii-ajj4 ,,*apt] ,,vi4 ,,! ,,exemplification4 ,?is *apt] w be devot$ to "s examples ( ! recov]$ ,gnosis1 be>+ *iefly ^u ! supreme doctr9e ( ,reg5]ation4 ,z ) all else receiv$ by ! ,se]ess1 !y are ! product ( intuitional memory rega9$ "u div9e illum9ation occurr+ mo/ly 9 sleep4 ,& "h ,i w take occasion to /ate explicitly & positively1 t ! /ates1 :e!r ( sleep or ( trance1 9 :i* h] faculty 0 ex]cis$1 7 all natural & spontane\s1 be+ induc$ by ! ,_s itself2 & t 9 no case 7 artificial means employ$ by ei!r ( u1 :e!r drugs1 mesm]ism1 hypnotism1 cry/al-gaz+1 or any o!r ( ! devices ord9>ily us$ to induce abnormal /ates ( consci\sness or promote enhancem5t ( faculty4 ,our "w 0 to be a real "w1 done n only by u b 9 u1 & we _h f ! fir/ a pr(\nd in/9ctive di/ru/ ( results obta9$ by su* artificial /imulation4 ,nor 0 any *ange ev5 ( a ^w ev] made 9 ! tea*+s receiv$4 ,!y came "o & all 9 ! f9i%$ p]fection 9 :i* !y are put =?1 com+ d[n z ! holy city f ! heav5 ( ! upp] & ! )91 & incapable ( improvem5t4 ,! foll[+ are ! examples propos$3-- 7#a7 ,conc]n+ ,holy ,writ4 ,all ,scriptures :i* are ! true ,^w ( ,god1 h a dual int]pretation1 ! intellectual & ! intuitional1 ! app>5t & ! hidd54 ,= no?+ c come =? f ,god save t :i* is fruitful4 ,z is ! nature ( ,god1 s is ! ,^w ( ,god's m\?4 ,! lett] alone is b>r52 ! _s & ! lett] give life4 ,b t ,scripture is ! m excell5t1 :i* is exce$+ fruitful & br+s =? abundant signification4 ,= ,god is able to say _m ?+s 9 "o1 z ! p]fect ov>y conta9s _m se$s 9 its *alice4 ,!re=e !re are 9 ! ,scriptures ( ,god's ,^w c]ta9 writ+s :i*1 z ri*ly yield+ trees1 be> m abundantly ?an o!rs 9 ! self-same holy g>d54 ,& "o ( ! mo/ excell5t is ! hi/ory ( ! g5]ation ( ! heav5s & ! e>?4 ,= !re9 is conta9$ 9 ord] a g5ealogy1 :i* has f\r heads1 z a /ream divid$ into f\r bran*es1 a ^w exce$+ ri*4 ,& ! fir/ ( ^! g5]ations is t ( ! ,gods4 ,! second is t ( ! k+dom ( heav54 ,! ?ird is t ( ! visible _w4 ,& ! f\r? is t ( ! ,*ur* ( ,*ri/4 7#b7 ,conc]n+ ! ,my/]y ( ,r$emption4 ,all ?+s 9 heav5 & 9 e>? are ( ,god1 bo? ! invisible & ! visible4 ,su* z is ! invisible1 is ! visible also1 = !re is no b\nd>y l9e betwixt _s & matt]4 ,matt] is _s made ext]iorly cognisable by ! =ce ( ! ,div9e ,^w4 ,& :5 ,god %all resume all ?+s by love1 ! mat]ial %all be resolv$ into ! spiritual1 & !re %all be a new heav5 & a new e>?4 ,n t matt] %all be de/roy$1 = x came =? f ,god1 & is ( ,god inde/ructible & et]nal4 ,b x %all be indrawn & resolv$ into its true self4 ,x %all put (f corruption1 & rema9 incorruptible4 ,x %all put (f mortality1 & rema9 immortal4 ,s t no?+ be lo/ ( ! ,div9e sub/ance4 ,x 0 mat]ial entity3 x %all be spiritual entity4 ,= !re is no?+ :i* c g out f ! pres5ce ( ,god4 ,?is is ! doctr9e ( ! resurrection ( ! dead3 t is1 ! transfiguration ( ! body4 ,= ! body1 :i* is matt]1 is b ! manife/ation ( _s3 & ! ,^w ( ,god %all transmute x into its inn] be+4 ,! w ( ,god is ! al*emic crucible3 & ! dross :i* is ca/ !re9 is matt]4 ,& ! dross %all become pure gold1 sev5 times ref9$2 ev5 p]fect _s4 ,x %all leave beh9d x no?+3 b %all be trans=m$ into ! ,div9e image4 ,= x is n a new sub/ance3 b its al*emic pol>ity is *ang$1 & x is conv]t$4 ,b except x 7 gold 9 its true nature1 x c\ld n be resum$ into ! aspect ( gold4 ,& except matt] 7 _s1 x c\ld n rev]t to _s4 ,to make gold1 ! al*emi/ mu/ h gold4 ,b he kn[s t to be gold :i* o!rs take to be dross4 ,ca/ ?yself into ! w ( ,god1 & ?\ %alt become z ,god4 ,= ?\ art ,god1 if ?y w be ! ,div9e ,w4 ,?is is ! great secret3 x is ! my/]y ( ,r$emption4 7#c7 ,conc]n+ ,s9 & ,dea?4 ,z is ! out] s is ! inn]3 ,he t worke? is ,"o4 ,z ! small is1 s is ! great3 !re is "o law4 ,no?+ is small & no?+ is great 9 ! ,div9e ,economy4 ,if ?\ w\ld/ und]/& ! me?od ( ! _w's corruption1 & ! condition to :i* s9 ha? r$uc$ ! "w ( ,god1 ,m$itate ^u ! aspect ( a corpse2 & consid] ! me?od ( ! putrefaction ( its tissues & hum\rs4 ,= ! secret ( dea? is ! same1 :e!r ( ! out] or ( ! inn]4 ,! body die? :5 ! c5tral w ( its sy/em no long] b9de? 9 ob$i5ce ! elem5ts ( its sub/ance4 ,e cell is a liv+ entity1 :e!r ( vegetable or ( animal pot5cy4 ,9 ! heal?y body e cell is pol>is$ 9 subjection to ! c5tral w1 ! ,adonai ( ! physical sy/em4 ,heal?1 !re=e1 is ord]1 ob$i5ce1 & gov]nm5t4 ,b :]ev] disease is1 !re is disunion1 rebellion1 & insubord9ation4 ,& ! deep] ! seat ( ! confusion1 ! m dang]\s ! malady1 & ! h>d] to quell x4 ,t :i* is sup]ficial may be m easily heal$2 or1 if ne$ be1 ! disord]ly elem5ts may be root$ out1 & ! body %all be :ole & at unity aga94 ,b if ! disob$i5t molecules corrupt ea* o!r cont9ually1 & ! p]v]sity spread1 & ! rebelli\s tracts multiply _! elem5ts2 ! :ole body %all fall into dissolution1 :i* is dea?4 ,= ! c5tral w t %\ld dom9ate all ! k+dom ( ! body1 is no long] obey$2 & e elem5t is become its own rul]1 & ha? a div]g5t w ( its own4 ,s t ! poles ( ! cells incl9e 9 div]s directions2 & ! b9d+ p[] :i* is ! life ( ! body1 is dissolv$ & de/roy$4 ,& :5 dissolution is complete1 !n foll[ corruption & putrefaction4 ,n[1 t :i* is true ( ! physical1 is true likewise ( its prototype4 ,! :ole _w is full ( revolt2 & e elem5t ha? a w div]g5t f ,god4 ,:]eas !re ought to be b "o w1 attract+ & rul+ ! :ole man4 ,b !re is no long] ,bro!rhood among y2 nor ord]1 nor mutual su/5ance4 ,e cell is its own arbit]2 & e memb] is become a sect4 ,ye are n b\nd "o to ano!r3 ye h conf\nd$ y\r (fices1 & ab&on$ y\r functions4 ,ye h rev]s$ ! direction ( y\r magnetic curr5ts3 ye are fall5 into confusion1 & h giv5 place to ! _s ( misrule4 ,y\r wills are _m & div]se2 & e "o ( y is an an>*y4 ,a h\se t is divid$ aga9/ itself1 falle?4 ,o wret*$ man2 :o %all deliv] y f ?is body ( ,dea?8 7#d7 ,conc]n+ ! ,twelve ,gates ( ,reg5]ation4 ,n[1 ! ,k+dom ( ,god is )9 u2 t is1 x is int]ior1 invisible1 my/ic1 spiritual4 ,!re is a p[] by means ( :i* ! ,out] may be absorb$ into ! ,inn]4 ,!re is a p[] by means ( :i* ,matt] may be +e/$ into its orig9al ,sub/ance4 ,he :o possesses ?is p[] is ,*ri/1 & ,he has ! devil "u foot4 ,= ,he r$uces *aos to ord]1 & indraws ! ext]nal to ! c5tre4 ,he has le>nt t ,matt] is illusion1 & t ,_s alone is real4 ,he has f\nd ,8 own ,c5tral ,po9t2 & all p[] is giv5 unto ,him 9 heav5 & on e>?4 ,n[1 ! ,c5tral ,po9t is ! numb] ,?irte53 x is ! numb] ( ! ,m>riage ( ! ,son ( ,god4 ,& all ! memb]s ( ! microcosm are bidd5 to ! banquet ( ! m>riage4 ,b if !re *ance to be ev5 "o among !m :i* has n on a w$d+ g>m5t1 ,su* a "o is a ,traitor1 & ! microcosm is f\nd divid$ aga9/ itself4 ,& t x may be :olly reg5]ate1 x is necess>y t ,judas be ca/ out4 ,n[ ! memb]s ( ! microcosm are ,twelve3 ( ! ,s5ses ?ree1 ( ! ,m9d ?ree1 ( ! ,he>t ?ree1 & ( ! ,consci5ce ?ree4 ,= ( ! ,body !re are f\r elem5ts2 & ! sign ( ! f\r is ,s5se1 9 ! :i* are ?ree ,gates1 ,! gate ( ! ,eye1 ! gate ( ! ,e>1 & ! gate ( ! ,t\*#gd4 ,r5\nce vanity1 & be poor3 r5\nce praise1 & be humble3 r5\nce luxury1 & be *a/e4 ,(f] unto ,god a pure oblation3 let ! fire ( ! alt> se>* !e1 & prove ?y =titude4 ,cleanse ?y sight1 ?9e h&s1 & ?y feet3 c>ry ! c5s] ( ?y wor%ip into ! c\rts ( ! ,"l2 & let ?y v[s be unto ! ,mo/ ,high4 ,& = ! magnetic man#ge !re are f\r elem5ts3 & ! cov]+ ( ! f\r is m9d1 9 ! :i* are ?ree gates2 ,! gate ( desire1 ! gate ( lab\r1 & ! gate ( illum9ation4 ,r5\nce ! _w1 & aspire heav5w>d3 lab\r n = ! meat :i* p]i%es1 b ask ( ,god ?y daily bread3 bew>e ( w&]+ doctr9es1 & let ! ,^w ( ! ,"l be ?y light4 ,also ( ! s\l !re are f\r elem5ts3 & ! seat ( ! f\r is ! he>t1 :]e( likewise !re are ?ree gates2 ,! gate ( ob$i5ce1 ! gate ( pray]1 & ! gate ( disc]nm5t4 ,r5\nce ?9e own w1 & let ! law ( ,god only be )9 !e3 r5\nce d\bt3 pray always & fa9t n3 be pure ( he>t also1 & ?\ %alt see ,god4 ,& )9 ! s\l is ! ,_s3 & ! ,_s is ,"o1 yet has x likewise ?ree elem5ts4 ,& ^! are ! gates ( ! oracle ( ,god1 :i* is ! ark ( ! cov5ant2 ,! rod1 ! ho/#gf1 & ! law3 ,! =ce :i* solves1 & transmutes1 & div9es3 ! bread ( heav5 :i* is ! sub/ance ( all ?+s & ! food ( angels2 ! table ( ! law1 :i* is ! w ( ,god1 writt5 ) ! f+] ( ! ,"l4 ,if ^! ?ree be )9 ?y _s1 !n %all ! ,_s ( ,god be )9 !e4 ,& ! glory %all be ^u ! propitiatory1 9 ! holy place ( ?y pray]4 ,^! are ! twelve gates ( reg5]ation3 ?r\gh :i* if a man ent] he %all h "r to ! tree ( life4 ,= ! numb] ( t ,tree is ,?irte54 ,x may happ5 to a man to h ?ree1 to ano!r five1 to ano!r sev51 to ano!r t54 ,b until a man h twelve1 he is n ma/] ov] ! la/ enemy4 7#e7 ,conc]n+ ! ,passage ( ! ,s\l#gg4 ,evoi1 ,fa!r ,iac*os1 ,"l ,god ( ,egypt3 initiate ?y s]vants 9 ! halls ( ?y ,temple2 ,^u ^: walls are ! =ms ( e creature3 ( e bea/ ( ! e>?1 & ( e f[l ( ! air2 ,! lynx1 & ! lion1 & ! bull3 ! ibis & ! s]p5t3 ! scorpion & e fly+ ?+4 ,& ! columns !re( are human %apes2 hav+ ! heads ( eagles & ! ho(s ( ! ox4 ,all ^! are ( ?y k+dom3 !y are ! *amb]s ( ordeal1 & ! h\ses ( ! initiation ( ! s\l4 ,= ! s\l passe? f =m to =m2 & ! mansions ( h] pilgrimage are manifold4 ,?\ calle/ h] f ! deep1 & f ! secret places ( ! e>?2 f ! du/ ( ! gr\nd1 & f ! h]b ( ! field4 ,?\ cov]e/ h] nak$ness ) an apron ( fig-leaves2 ?\ clo!/ h] ) ! sk9s ( bea/s4 ,?\ art f ( old1 ,o s\l ( man2 yea1 ?\ art f ! ev]la/+4 ,?\ putte/ (f ?y bodies z raim5t2 & z ve/ure do/ ?\ fold !m up4 ,!y p]i%1 b ?\ rema9e/3 ! w9d r5de? & scatt]e? !m2 & ! place ( !m %all no m be kn[n4 ,= ! w9d is ! ,_s ( ,god 9 man1 :i* bl[e? :]e x li/e?1 & ?\ he>e/ ! s\nd !re(1 b can/ n tell :5ce x come?1 nor :i!r x %all g4 ,ev5 s is ! _s ( man1 :i* come? f af> (f & t>rie? n1 b passe? away to a place ?\ kn[e/ n4 7#f7 ,conc]n+ ! ,my/ic ,exodus#gg4 ,evoi1 ,iac*os1 ,"l ( ! ,sph9x2 :o l9ke/ ! l[e/ to ! highe/2 ! lo9s ( ! wild bea/ to ! head & brea/ ( ! woman4 ,?\ holde/ ! *alice ( div9ation3 all ! =ms ( nature are reflect$ !re94 ,?\ turne/ man to de/ruction3 !n ?\ saye/1 ,come aga91 ye *ildr5 ( my h&4 ,yea1 bless$ & holy art ?\1 ,o ,ma/] ( ,e>?3 ,"l ( ! cross & ! tree ( salvation4 ,v9e ( ,god1 ^: blood r$eeme?2 bread ( heav51 brok5 on ! alt> ( dea?4 ,!re is corn 9 ,egypt2 g ?\ d[n into h]1 ,o my s\l1 ) joy4 ,= 9 ! k+dom ( ! ,body1 ?\ %alt eat ! bread ( ?9e initiation4 ,b bew>e le/ ?\ become subject to ! fle%1 & a bond-slave 9 ! l& ( ?y soj\rn4 ,s]ve n ! idols ( ,egypt2 & let n ! s5ses be ?y taskma/]s4 ,= !y w b[ ?y neck to _! yoke2 !y w bitt]ly oppress ! ,israel ( ,god4 ,an evil "t %all come ^u !e2 & ! ,"l %all smite ,egypt ) plagues = ?y sake4 ,?y body %all be brok5 on ! :eel ( ,god2 ?y fle% %all see tr\ble & ! worm4 ,?y h\se %all be smitt5 ) griev\s plagues2 blood1 & pe/il5ce1 & great d>kness2 fire %all dev\r ?y goods2 & ?\ %alt be a prey to ! locu/ & creep+ ?+4 ,?y glory %all be br\ght d[n to ! du/2 hail & /orm %all smite ?9e h>ve/2 yea1 ?y belov$ & ?y fir/-born %all ! h& ( ! ,"l de/roy2 ,until ! body let ! s\l g free2 t %e may s]ve ! ,"l ,god4 ,arise 9 ! night1 ,o s\l1 & fly1 le/ ?\ be consum$ 9 ,egypt4 ,! angel ( ! und]/&+ %all "k !e = 8 elect1 if ?\ (f] unto ,god a reasonable fai?4 ,sav\r ?y reason ) le>n+1 ) lab\r1 & ) ob$i5ce4 ,let ! rod ( ?y desire be 9 ?y "r h&3 put ! s&als ( ,h]mes on ?y feet2 & gird ?y lo9s ) /r5g?4 ,!n %alt ?\ pass ?r\gh ! wat]s ( cleans+1 :i* is ! fir/ dea? 9 ! body4 ,! wat]s %all be a wall unto !e on ?y "r h& & on ?y left4 ,& ,h]mes ! ,r$eem] %all g be=e !e2 = he is ?y cl\d ( d>kness by day1 & ?y pill> ( fire by night4 ,all ! horsem5 ( ,egypt & ! *>iots !re(2 h] pr9ces1 h] c\nsellors1 & h] mighty m53 ,^! %all pursue !e1 ,o s\l1 t flie/2 & %all seek to br+ !e back into bondage4 ,fly = ?y life2 fe> n ! deep2 /ret* out ?y rod ov] ! sea2 & lift ?y desire unto ,god4 ,?\ ha/ le>nt wisdom 9 ,egypt2 ?\ has spoil$ ! ,egyptians2 ?\ ha/ c>ri$ away _! f9e gold & _! preci\s ?+s4 ,?\ ha/ enri*$ ?yself 9 ! body2 b ! body %all n hold !e2 nei!r %all ! wat]s ( ! deep swall[ !e up4 ,?\ %alt wa% ?y robes 9 ! sea ( reg5]ation2 ! blood ( atonem5t %all r$eem !e to ,god4 ,?is is ?y *rism & ano9t+1 ,o s\l2 ?is is ! fir/ dea?2 ?\ art ! ,israel ( ! ,"l1 ,:o ha? r$eem$ !e f ! dom9ion ( ! body2 & ha? call$ !e f ! grave1 & f ! h\se ( bondage1 ,unto ! way ( ! cross1 & to ! pa? 9 ! mid/ ( ! wild]ness2 ,:]e are ! add] & ! s]p5t1 ! mirage & ! burn+ s&4 ,= ! feet ( ! sa9t are set 9 ! way ( ! des]t4 ,b be ?\ ( good c\rage1 & fail ?\ n2 !n %all ?y raim5t endure1 & ?y s&als %all n wax old ^u !e4 ,& ?y desire %all heal ?y diseases2 x %all br+ /reams = !e out ( ! /ony rock2 x %all lead !e to ,p>adise4 ,evoi1 ,fa!r ,iac*os1 ,jehovah-,nissi#gh2 ,"l ( ! g>d5 & ( ! v9ey>d2 ,initiator & lawgiv]2 ,god ( ! cl\d & ( ! m\nt4 ,evoi1 ,fa!r ,iac*os2 out ( ,egypt has ?\ call$ ?y ,son4 ,to v9dicate ! suppress$ my/]ies ( ! pre-,*ri/ian *ur*es by disclos+ !m z ! true orig9es ( ,*ri/ianity1 & to replace ! false doctr9e ( ! exclusive div9ity ( "o man by ! true doctr9e ( ! pot5tial div9ity ( all m51--^! are among ! =emo/ objects ( ! ,new ,gospel ( ,int]pretation4 ,& x is especially 9 ord] to re9=ce ! la/ nam$1 t x has re/or$ ! foll[+ hymn 9 celebration ( ! supreme results ( reg5]ation1 :i* =m$ "p ( ! ritual ( ! great] my/]ies ( ! ,greeks4 ,x is address$ to ! fir/ ( ! ,holy ,sev51 ! ,_s ( ,wisdom1 z repres5t$ by 8 angel1 ! angel ( ! sun1 ev5 t light :i* ,adonai creat$ on ! fir/ day1 ^: "n is1 9 ! ,hebrew1 ,uriel1 & 9 ! ,greek1 ,phoibos1 ! ,bright ,"o ( ,god4 ,brea?+ bo? ! ,_s & ! lett] ( ! ,bible1 f ,g5esis to ! ,apocalypse1 ! hymns1 ( :i* ?is is "o1 indicate unmi/akeably ! id5tity 9 s\rce & sub/ance ( ! ,hebrew & ! ,*ri/ian ) ! o!r sacr$ my/]ies ( antiquity1 & ! d]ivation ( ! lat] ?r\gh ! e>li] f _! common s\rce 9 ! _w cele/ial :5 once aga9 !y h be5 re/or$4 ,& !y supply also ! motive :i* l$ ! ,*ri/ians to de/roy ! second ,alex&rian libr>y1 %[+ t motive to h be5 ! desire to conceal1 fir/1 ! d]ivation ( ! ,*ri/ian pres5tm5t f its pr$ecessors1 & next1 ! p]v]sion ( _! doctr9e 9 ! int]e/s ( an unscrupul\s sac]docy4 99 99 99 99 99 ,tak5 9 connection ) its fell[-hymns1 simil>ly recov]$1 to o!rs ( ! ,holy ,sev51 ! hymn to ,phoibos ?r[s a flood ( light on ! creative week ( ,g5esis1 %[+ x to be no m]e proem to ,scripture1 or conc]n$ ) ! _w physical m]ely1 b an integral portion ( ,scripture1 be+ an epitome ( et]nal v]ities ev] 9 process1 & app]ta9+ bo? to ,creation & to ,r$emption4 ,! ,hymn to ,h] :o is my/ically ! f\r?1 b really ! ?ird ( ! ,gods1 ! ,_s ( ,c\nsel ( ,isaiah1 is especially notable = its solution ( ! problem ( ! inv]sion ( ! ord] ( ! ?ird & f\r? days ( creation4 ,^! hymns1 moreov]1 %[ indubitably t ! ord] ( ! sol> sy/em 0 no secret to ! hi]ophants ( ! sacr$ my/]ies ( antiquity4 7#g7 ,hymn to ,phoibos1 ! ,fir/ ( ! ,gods4 ,/rong art ?\ & adorable1 ,phoibos ,apollo1 :o be>e/ life & heal+ on ?y w+s1 :o cr[ne/ ! ye> ) ?y b\nty1 & give/ ! _s ( ?y div9ity to ! fruits & preci\s ?+s ( all ! worlds4 ,:]e 7 ! bread ( ! initiation ( ! ,sons ( ,god1 except ?\ br+ ! corn to e>2 or ! w9e ( _! my/ical *alice1 except ?\ bless ! v9tage8 ,_m are ! angels :o s]ve 9 ! c\rts ( ! sph]es ( heav53 b ?\1 ,ma/] ( ,light & ( ,life1 art foll[$ by ! ,*ri/s ( ,god4 ,& ?y sign is ! sign ( ! ,son ( ,man 9 heav51 & ( ! ,j made p]fect2 ,^: pa? is z a %9+ light1 %9+ m & m unto ! inn]mo/ glory ( ! day ( ! ,"l ,god4 ,?y bann] is blood-r$1 & ?y symbol is a milk-:ite lamb1 & ?y cr[n is ( pure gold4 ,!y :o reign ) !e are ! ,hi]ophants ( ! cele/ial my/]ies2 = _! w is ! w ( ,god1 & !y "k z !y are kn[n4 ,^! are ! sons ( ! inn]mo/ sph]e2 ! ,savi\rs ( m51 ! ,ano9t$ ( ,god4 ,& _! "n is ,*ri/ ,jesus1 9 ! day ( _! initiation4 ,& be=e !m e knee %all b[1 ( ?+s 9 heav5 & ( ?+s on e>?4 ,!y are come out ( great tribulation1 & are set d[n = ev] at ! "r h& ( ,god4 ,& ! ,lamb1 :i* is 9 ! mid/ ( ! sev5 sph]es1 %all give !m to dr9k ( ! riv] ( liv+ wat]4 ,& !y %all eat ( ! tree ( life1 :i* is 9 ! c5tre ( ! g>d5 ( ! k+dom ( ,god4 ,^! are ?9e1 ,o ,mighty ,ma/] ( ,light2 & ?is is ! dom9ion :i* ! ,^w ( ,god appo9t$ !e 9 ! beg9n+3 ,9 ! day :5 ,god creat$ ! light ( all ! worlds1 & divid$ ! light f ! d>kness4 ,& ,god call$ ! light ,phoibos1 & ! d>kness ,god call$ ,py?on4 ,n[ ! d>kness 0 be=e ! light1 z ! night =]unne? ! dawn4 ,^! are ! ev5+ & ! morn+ ( ! fir/ cycle ( ! ,my/]ies4 ,& ! glory ( t cycle is z ! glory ( sev5 days2 & !y :o dwell !re9 are sev5 times ref9$2 ,:o h purg$ ! g>m5t ( ! fle% 9 ! liv+ wat]s2 ,& h transmut$ bo? body & s\l into _s1 & are become pure virg9s4 ,= !y 7 con/ra9$ by love to ab&on ! out] elem5ts1 & to seek ! inn]mo/ :i* is undivid$1 ev5 ! ,wisdom ( ,god4 ,& wisdom & love are "o4 ,9 view ( ! re/oration ( ! ,gods to recognition by ! ,new ,gospel ( ,int]pretation1 x mu/ be expla9$ t ! doctr9es ( ,mono!ism & ,poly!ism are n necess>ily incompatible4 ,?is has already be5 %[n 9 ,*apt] ,,iv41 9 ! utt]ance comm5c+--,9 ! bosom ( ! ,et]nal 7 all ! ,gods compreh5d$1 z ! sev5 spirits ( ! prism conta9$ 9 ! ,invisible ,light4 ,= z light is "o ?\gh its rays are sev5 & ea* ray is light1 s is ,god "o ?\gh ,8 spirits are sev5 & ea* _s is ,god4 ,& yet fur!r4 ,! deities recognis$ "u v>i\s names or by v>i\s peoples are n necess>ily diff]5t ,gods1 b may be ei!r ! same ,god or diff]5t modes or aspects ( ! same ,god4 ,notably is ?is ! case ) ! ,gods ( ! ,hebrews1 ! ,greeks1 & ! ,*ri/ians4 ,= :ile by ! t]m ,elohim is d5ot$ ! two pr9ciples1 mascul9e & fem99e1 ( ,=ce & ,sub/ance1 :i* con/itute ,orig9al ,be+1 by ,jehovah or ,yahveh1 ,adonai & ,%addai1 is d5ot$ ! resultant ( ! int]action ( ^! two pr9ciples z ,fa!r & ,"m1 :o is call$ !re=e _! ^w1 expression1 & ,son4 ,by ! ,holy ,gho/ is d5ot$ ! same two pr9ciples 9 activity1 hav+ procession f ! ,fa!r-,"m ?r\gh ! ,son1 to be ! con/itu5t pr9ciples ( creation1 be+ ,deity dynamic z di/+ui%$ f ,deity /atic4 ,by ! ,sev5 ,spirits ( ,god--z by ! sev5 great ,gods ( ! ,greeks1--are d5ot$ ! sev5 pot5cies into :i* ,deity diff]5tiates on em]g+ z ,holy ,gho/ f ! prism con/itut$ ( ,fa!r1 ,"m1 & ,son1 :i* are to ea* o!r z ! =ce1 sub/ance1 & ph5om5on ( :i* e manife/ entity consi/s4 ,= ,e entity t is manife/1 is manife/ by ! evolution ( its tr9ity4 ,& by ,*ri/ is d5ot$ ! ultimate issue ( su* procession ( ,deity into manife/ation1 namely1 div9ity individuat$ by means ( its passage ?r\gh matt]1 & elaborat$ by co-op]ation ( ! ,sev5 ,spirits ( ,god1 into a p]fect$ spiritual ,ego1 :o is at once ,god & man1 & subsi/s "u two modes--! microcosmic or individual1 & ! macrocosmic or univ]sal1 & :o is always 9 process ( increase1 because1 9 manife/ation1 ! ,fa!r is great] ?an ! ,son2 & ! manife/ nev] exhau/s ! unmanife/4 ,n[ ! process ( ! ,*ri/ is by reg5]ation1 & ( ?is1 z has be5 said1 re9c>nation is ! condition4 ,! ,new ,gospel ( ,int]pretation conta9s an utt]ance ( ,jesus on ?is subject :i* w fitly conclude ?is s]ies ( examples4 ,x 0 recov]$ by ,m>y "u illum9ation e>ly 9 #ahhj1 & consequ5tly :5 we _h n fully come to realise ! actuality ( ! doctr9e & ! possibility ( ! recov]y ( ! memories ( pa/ lives4 ,h5ce %e s\ght f h] illum9ators confirmation ( ! g5u95ess ( ! exp]i5ce1 :5 %e 0 di/9ctly & positively assur$ t ! incid5t _h actually occurr$1 & t %e _h borne "p 9 x1 ?\gh no record ( x survives4 ,su* is ! extr9sic te/imony on :i* x re/s4 ,we f\nd ! intr9sic no less satisfactory1 :e!r z reg>ds ! sub/ance or ! =m4 7#h7 ,conc]n+ ! previ\s l9es ( ,jesus1 & ,re9c>nation4 ,?is morn+ betwe5 sleep+ & wak+ ,i saw myself1 toge!r ) _m o!r p]sons1 walk+ ) ,jesus 9 ! fields r\nd ab\t ,j]usalem1 & :ile ,he 0 speak+ to u1 a man approa*$1 :o look$ v e>ne/ly ^u ,him4 ,& ,jesus turn$ to u & said1 ,?is man :om y see approa*+ is a se]4 ,he c behold ! pa/ lives ( a man by look+ into 8 face4 ,!n1 ! man be+ come up to u1 ,jesus took him by ! h& & said1 ,:at reade/ ?\8 ,& ! man answ]$1 ,i see ,?y pa/1 ,"l ,jesus1 & ! ways by :i* ,?\ ha/ come4 ,& ,jesus said to him1 ,say on4 ,s ! man told ,jesus t he c\ld see ,him 9 ! pa/ = _m long ages back4 ,b ( all t he nam$1 ,i rememb] b "o inc>nation1 or1 p]haps1 "o only /ruck me1 & t 0 ,isaac4 ,& z ! man w5t on speak+1 & enum]at+ ! inc>nations he saw1 ,jesus wav$ ,8 "r h& twice or ?rice be=e 8 eyes1 & said1 ,x is en\gh1 z ?\gh ,he wi%$ him n to reveal fur!r4 ,!n ,i /epp$ =w>d f ! re/ & said1 ,"l1 if1 z ?\ ha/ taught u1 ! woman is ! highe/ =m ( humanity1 & ! la/ to be assum$1 h[ comes x t ,?\1 ! ,*ri/1 art /ill 9 ! l[] =m ( man8 ,:y come/ ,?\ n to lead ! p]fect life1 & to save ! _w z woman8 ,= surely ,?\ has atta9$ to womanhood4 ,& ,jesus answ]$1 ,i h atta9$ to womanhood1 z ?\ saye/2 & already h ,i tak5 ! =m ( woman4 ,b !re are ?ree conditions "u :i* ! s\l returns to ! man's =m2 & !y are ^!3-- #a/4 ,:5 ! "w :i* ! ,_s proposes to accompli% is ( a nature unsuitable to ! female =m4 #bnd4 ,:5 ! ,_s has fail$ to acquire1 9 ! degree necess>y to p]fection1 c]ta9 special attributes ( ! male "*4 #crd4 ,:5 ! ,_s has transgress$1 & gone back 9 ! pa? ( p]fection1 by degrad+ ! womanhood x _h atta9$4 ,9 ! fir/ ( ^! cases ! return to ! male =m is outw>d & sup]ficial only4 ,?is is my case4 ,i am a woman 9 all save ! body4 ,b _h ,my body be5 a woman's1 ,i c\ld n h l$ ! life necess>y to ! "w ,i h to p]=m4 ,i c\ld n h trod ! r\gh ways ( ! e>?1 nor h gone ab\t f city to city prea*+1 nor h fa/$ on ! m\nta9s1 nor h fulfill$ ,my mission ( pov]ty & lab\r4 ,!re=e am ,i--a woman--clo!d 9 a man's body t ,i may be enabl$ to d ! "w set be=e ,me4 ,! second case is t ( a s\l :o1 hav+ be5 a woman p]haps _m times1 has acquir$ m aptly & readily ! high] qualities ( womanhood ?an ! l[] qualities ( manhood4 ,su* a s\l is lack+ 9 en]gy1 9 resolut5ess1 9 t p>ticul> attribute ( ! ,_s :i* ! prophet ascribes to ! ,"l :5 he says1 ',! ,"l is a ,man ( w>4' ,!re=e ! s\l is put back into a man's =m to acquire ! qualities yet lack+4 ,! ?ird case is t ( ! backslid]1 :o1 hav+ ne>ly atta9$ p]fection1--p]haps ev5 t\*$ x1--degrades & soils 8 :ite robe1 & is put back into ! l[] =m aga94 ,^! are ! common cases2 = !re are few wom5 :o are wor?y to be wom5#gi4 7#i7 ,conc]n+ ! ,"w ( ,p[]4 ,y h ask$ me if ! ,"w ( ,p[] is a difficult "o1 & if x is op5 to all4 ,x is op5 to all pot5tially & ev5tually1 b n actually & 9 ! pres5t4 ,9 ord] to rega9 p[] & ! resurrection1 a man mu/ be a ,hi]>*2 t is to say1 he mu/ h atta9$ ! magical age ( ?irty-?ree4 ,?is age is atta9$ by hav+ accompli%$ ! ,twelve ,lab\rs1 pass$ ! ,twelve ,gates1 ov]come ! ,five ,s5ses1 & obta9$ dom9ion ov] ! ,f\r ,spirits ( ! elem5ts4 ,he mu/ h be5 born ,immaculate1 baptis$ ) ,wat] & ,fire1 tempt$ 9 ! ,wild]ness1 crucifi$ & buri$4 ,he mu/ h borne ,five ,w\nds on ! ,cross1 & he mu/ h answ]$ ! riddle ( ! ,sph9x4 ,:5 ?is is accompli%$ he is free ( matt]1 & w nev] aga9 h a ph5om5al body4 ,:o %all atta9 to ?is p]fection8 ,! ,man :o is )\t fe> & )\t concupisc5ce2 :o has c\rage to be absolutely poor & absolutely *a/e4 ,:5 x is all "o to y :e!r y h gold or :e!r y h none1 :e!r y h a h\se & l&s or :e!r y h !m n1 :e!r y h worldly reputation or :e!r y are an outca/1--!n y are volunt>ily poor4 ,x is n necess>y to h no?+1 b x is necess>y to c>e = no?+4 ,:5 x is all "o to y :e!r y h a wife or husb&1 or :e!r y are celibate1 !n y are free f concupisc5ce4 ,x is n necess>y to be a virg92 x is necess>y to set no value on ! fle%4 ,!re is no?+ s difficult to atta9 z ?is equilibrium4 ,:o is he :o c "p ) 8 goods )\t regret8 ,:o is he :o is nev] consum$ by ! desires ( ! fle%8 ,b :5 y h ceas$ bo? to wi% to reta9 & to burn1 !n y h ! rem$y 9 y\r own h&s1 & ! rem$y is a h>d & a %>p "o1 & a t]rible ordeal4 ,nev]!less1 be n afraid4 ,d5y ! five s5ses1 & above all ! ta/e & ! t\*4 ,! p[] is )9 y if y w to atta9 x4 ,! ,two ,seats are vacant at ! ,cele/ial ,table1 if y w put on ,*ri/4 ,eat no dead ?+4 ,dr9k no f]m5t$ dr9k4 ,make liv+ elem5ts ( all ! elem5ts ( y\r body4 ,mortify ! memb]s ( e>?4 ,take y\r food full ( life1 & let n ! t\* ( dea? pass ^u x4 ,y und]/& me1 b y %r9k4 ,rememb] t )\t self-immolation1 !re is no p[] ov] dea?4 ,d5y ! t\*4 ,seek no bodily pleasure 9 sexual communion2 let desire be magnetic & s\lic4 ,if y indulge ! body1 y p]petuate ! body1 & ! end ( ! body is corruption4 ,y und]/& me aga91 b y %r9k4 ,rememb] t )\t self-d5ial & re/ra9t !re is no p[] ov] dea?4 ,d5y ! ta/e fir/1 & x w become easi] to d5y ! t\*4 ,= to be a virg9 is ! cr[n ( discipl9e4 ,i h %[n y ! excell5t way1 & x is ! ,via ,dolorosa4 ,judge :e!r ! resurrection be wor? ! passion2 :e!r ! k+dom be wor? ! ob$i5ce2 :e!r ! p[] be wor? ! suff]+4 ,:5 ! "t ( y\r call+ comes1 y w no long] hesitate4 ,:5 a man has atta9$ p[] ov] 8 body1 ! process ( ordeal is no long] necess>y4 ,! ,initiate is "u a v[2 ! ,hi]>* is free4 ,jesus1 !re=e1 came eat+ & dr9k+2 = all ?+s 7 lawful to ,him4 ,he _h und]gone1 & _h fre$ ,8 w4 ,= ! object ( ! trial & ! v[ is pol>isation4 ,:5 ! fix$ is volatilis$1 ! ,magian is free4 ,b be=e ,*ri/ 0 ,*ri/ ,he 0 subject2 & ,8 initiation la/$ ?irty ye>s4 ,all ?+s are lawful to ! ,hi]>*2 = he kn[s ! nature & value ( all#hj4 ,?is *apt] may appropriately t]m9ate ) a few rem>ks 9 reply to ! inevitable "q1 :y our c\ntry & language 7 select$ z ! place & tongue ( ! new revelation 9 pref]5ce to all o!rs4 ,x is1 z we 7 enabl$ to see1 because ! ,briti% p are recognis$ 9 ! cele/ial _w1 z possess+ t peculi> quality ( s\l :i*1 9 spite ( _! _m & griev\s limitations1 has made !m to be ! =emo/ witness among ! nations to ,god & ! ,consci5ce1 9 su* wise z to con/itute !m ! c\nt]p>t ( ,israel 9 ! mod]n _w4 ,o!rs besides ourselves h recognis$ ?is *>act]i/ic4 ,said ,milton1 speak+ ( a crisis :i*1 mom5t\s z x 01 pales 9 pres5ce ( t :i* n[ is1 see+ t ,religion itself z ,religion 0 n m5ac$ !n z 9 our "t-- ,n[ once aga91 by all concurr5ce ( signs1 & by ! g5]al in/9ct ( dev\t & holy m51 z !y daily & solemnly express _! ?\ghts1 ,god is beg9n+ to devise "s new & great p]iod 9 ,8 ,*ur*1 ev5 to ! re=m+ ( ,re=mation itself4 ,:at does ,he !n1 b address ,himself to ,8 s]vants1 &--z ,8 mann] is--fir/ to ,8 ,engli%m54 ,to :i* we may add 9 ref]5ce to ! pres5t1 ,& hav+ by ! h&s ( ,8 ,intellectuali/s1 beat5 d[n ! false int]pretation ( ,8 holy ,^w1 accompli%+ ! "w ( de/ruction1 is ab\t by ! h&s ( ,8 ,intuitionali/s1 to e/abli% ! true int]pretation1 accompli%+ ! "w ( re-con/ruction4 ,nor are !re want+ specific hi/orical facts po9t+ 9 ! same direction4 ,to ,brita9 x 0 giv5 by a timely act ( revolt aga9/ a dom9ation at once =eign & sac]dotal1 to rescue ! lett] ( ,scripture f suppression & virtual ext9ction at ! h&s ( an ord] b5t only on exalt+ itself at :atev] co/ to tru? & humanity4 ,mean:ile1 = ?ree c5turies & a half--p]iod sugge/ive ( ! my/ical "t1 times1 & half a "t1--,brita9 has fai?fully & lov+ly1 albeit un9tellig5tly & mi/ak5ly1 gu>d$ & *]i%$ ! lett] ?us rescu$1 ev5 to ! erect+ ( x into a feti%4 ,& x may well be t %e has n[1 = h] gu]don1 be5 fur!r commission$ to be ! recipi5t & m9i/] ( its int]pretation4 ,moreov]1 z ,mi/ress ( ! ,sea1 ! especial symbol ( ! ,s\l1 %e has a prescriptive claim to be ! vehicle ( ! late/ & cr[n+ message to e>?1 ( :i* ! ,s\l h]self is at once ! s\rce1 ! subject1 & ! object4 ,nor are ! univ]sality ( h] language & ! gr&eur ( h] lit]ature elem5ts to be left out ( consid]ation4 ,all ?+s po9t to h] language z de/9$ to become1 practically1 ! language ( ! _w2 & h5ce its peculi> fitness to be ! vehicle ( t et]nal gospel :i* x is decl>$ %\ld1 at ! end ( ! age1 be proclaim$ unto !m t dwell on ! e>?1 ev5 unto e nation1 & tribe1 & tongue1 & p4 ,,footnotes3 #gd ,ta/e & smell be+ modes ( t\*4 ,e4,m4 #ge ,i4e41 ! a/ral & m5tal "p ( man1 :i* is acc\nt$ a p]son or sy/em 9 itself4 ,e4,m4 #gf ,! ,sacram5tal bread call$ by ! ,hebrews %[bread4 #gg ,see note on p4 #abb1 ante4 #gh ,! names ,nyssa1 ,nysa1 ,nysas1 & ,nissi are id5tical ) ea* o!r1 & also ) ,s9ai1 ,sion1 & ^? ( o!r sacr$ m\nts4 ,= !y all are names = ! ,m\nt ( ,reg5]ation1 ! m\nt or holy hill ( ! ,"l1 )9 ! man1 to be on :i* is to be 9 ! ,_s4 ,! riv] ,hiddekel has ! l import4 ,x is ! riv] ( ! s\l1 h]self fluidic & call$ ,m>ia 7wat]s71 :i*1 z ! receptacle ( ! div9e nucleus1 w9ds ab\t & encompasses ! ,_s4 ,?us ,daniel is said to be on ,hiddekel :5 "u div9e illum9ation4 7,! ,life ( ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,i4 p4 #dei47 #gi ,a4,k4 0 di/9ctly & positively assur$ t ! incid5t !n %[n to h] 0 "o t actually occurr$1 & t %e _h borne "p ( x ?\gh no record ( x survives4 ,s4,h4,h4 #hj ,?is in/ruction is tak5 f ,! ,life ( ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,i1 pp4 #dbd-dbe4 ,,*apt] ,,vii4 ,,! ,,promulgation ,,& ,,recognition4 ,z w readily be imag9$1 ! int]e/ 0 int5se ) :i* we wat*$ ! progress ( our "w1 9 ord] to see :e!r ! crucial ev5t ( its promulgation w\ld co9cide ) ! date prophesi$ = ! turn+ po9t betwe5 ! outgo+ & ! incom+ disp5sations4 ,! pr$ictions cov]$ a p]iod ( six ye>s1 namely f #ahgf to #ahha inclusive4 ,9 ?is p]iod 0 to be laid ! f\ndation ( a univ]sal k+dom ( ju/ice & k1 :i* %\ld con/itute ! reign ( ,mi*ael1 & spr+ f a new illum9ation1 "o feature ( :i* 0 to be ! return ( ! ,gods 9 #ahgf4 ,x 0 9 ! autumn ( ?is ye> t !y fir/ came to u1 & ! intimation 0 giv5 u t ! reign ( ,mi*ael 0 !n actually comm5c+2 we hav+ no k ei!r ( ! mean+ or ( ! fact ( su* pr$ictions4 ,=1 :ile ! ,bible ref]5ces to ,mi*ael 7 altoge!r un9telligible to u1 we _h n le>nt to ref] ! ev5t to any assignable p]iod4 ,! fulfilm5t ( ?is pr$iction dispos$ u to atta* value to ^? :i* po9t$ to ! ye> #ahha z t 9 :i* our "w--suppos+ our e/imate ( its significance to be correct--ought to see ! light4 ,= our illum9ators obs]v$ sil5ce respect+ times & seasons1 cont5t+ !mselves ) br++ "u our notice ! books conta9+ ! pr$ictions1 ! application be+ left to our own p]spicacity4 ,we 7 p[]less to influ5ce ev5ts1 ev5 _h we desir$ to d s4 ,we c\ld b "w /eadily on1 z we did1 )\t ha/e1 )\t re/1 until my colleague _h f9i%$ h] univ]sity c\rse & obta9$ h] diploma4 ,?is %e accompli%$ 9 ! summ] ( #ahhj1 soon aft] :i* we return$ to ,engl&2 & 9 ! summ] ( #ahha we deliv]$ 9 ,london1 to a private audi5ce1 ! lectures :i* con/itut$ ! fir/ promulgation ( our "w4 ,^! 7 publi%$ 9 ! foll[+ w9t] "u ! title ( ,! ,p]fect ,way1 or ! ,f9d+ ( ,*ri/1 our excell5t fri5d at ,p>is fai?fully fulfill+ ! mission %e _h accept$ 9 relation to u & our "w#ha4 ,?us 7 fulfill$ exactly all ! pr$ictions respect+ ! dates1 ! "*1 & ! mann] ( our "w4 ,!re 7 _m o!r co9cid5ces ( a k9d s rem>kable z to make u feel t to ascribe !m to accid5t w\ld require a l>g] measure ( cr$ulity ?an to ascribe !m to design4 ,among ! mo/ /rik+ 7 ^? :i* conc]n$ ,m>y's names1 & :i* 7 9 ?is wise4 ,:5 fir/ ! significance ( ! ,apocalyptic utt]ance conc]n+ ! riv] ,euphrates & ! k+s ( ! ,ea/ 0 fla%$ on my m9d1 ,i ask$ h] if %e knew t %e 0 m5tion$1 ev5 to h] v "n1 9 ! book ( ,revelation4 ,to :i* %e repli$1 smil+1 t %e _h kn[n x = "s "t1 b :i* ( h] names did ,i mean8 ,i said t ,i meant h] m>ri$ surname1 :i* fitt$ exactly a way made = k+s across a riv]1 by ! dry+ up ( its wat]s1 namely a k+'s =d2 ! ,k+s ( ! ,ea/1 mean+ ^? pr9ciples 9 man :]eby he has k ( div9e ?+s--! ,ea/ be+ ! my/ical expression = ! place ( ! dawn ( spiritual light1 su* z t ( :i* %e 0 ! reveal]4 ,:ile ! ,euphrates means1 9 ! ,apocalypse z 9 ,g5esis1 ! highe/ pr9ciple 9 ! f\rfold kosmos ( man1 ! ,_s or ,w#hb4 ,only :5 ?is pr9ciple 9 man is dri$ up1 or sublimat$ by be+ made "o ) ! div9e ,w1 is man accessible to ! div9e kn[l$ges br\ght by ! ,k+s ( ! ,ea/4 ,z ! *annel by :i* ^! kn[l$ges 7 be+ re/or$ to ! _w1 %e 0 ! k+s' =d impli$4 ,%e !n told me1 :at ,i _h n yet obs]v$1 t h] baptismal & maid5 names 7 equally appropriate1 z ! ,lat9 = ! acceptable ye> ( ! ,"l1 or good "t1 ann\nc$ z to foll[ ! re/oration ( ! kn[l$ges br\ght by ! ,k+s ( ! ,ea/1 is--all[+ = diff]5ce ( g5d]--,annus ,bonus4 ,! co9cid5ce ( names did n end "h1 = we %ortly aft]w>ds1 9 ! c\rse ( our rese>*es1 came ^u an old prophecy decl>+ t ! initials ( ! ,mess5g] ( ! new ,avat>1 due at ?is "t1 w\ld be ,a4,k46 ,%e fur!r id5tifi$ ! ,k+s ( ! ,ea/ z functions ( ! ?ree pr9ciples 9 man1 ! ,_s1 ! ,s\l1 & ! ,m9d2 be+ respectively1 "r aspiration1 :i* is ( ! ,_s2 "r p]ception1 :i* is ( ! ,s\l2 & "r judgm5t1 :i* is ( ! ,m9d2 ! comb9ation ( :i* is ! necess>y & suffici5t condition ( div9e k4 ,_h we be5 sangu9e ( a fav\rable reception ( our book by ! press at l>ge--:i* we 7 n--our disappo9tm5t w\ld h be5 great4 ,b we 7 by no means prep>$ ei!r = ! gross misrepres5tation & ev5 vulg> ribaldry ) :i* x 0 treat$ by ! few organs 9 ! lit]>y press :i* notic$ x at all1 or = ! complete neglect ( x by t portion ( ! press :i* especially conc]ns itself ) religi\s exegesis4 ,9 no in/ance 0 any attempt made to exhibit its plan1 purpose1 & real nature1 or any recognition accord$ to its lum9\s solutions ( ! pr(\nd problems dealt )4 ,! v claim to h exp]i5tial k ( ?+s spiritual 0 acc\nt$ an (f5ce2 & x seem$ z if ! ^w _h gone =? to adopt t[>ds x an attitude :i* %\ld effectually re/ra9 ! public f mak+ its acqua9tance1 ev5 ?\gh x met absolutely ! ne$ recognis$ on all h&s z ! _w's supreme ne$1 & v9dicat$ its claim !reto by ! pres5tation ( tea*+s av[$ly ( div9e d]ivation & demon/rat+ _! div9ity by _! intr9sic "* to all :o are 9 ! smalle/ degree spiritually p]cipi5t4 ,to ?is day t attitude has nev] be5 ab&on$ or relax$2 & not)/&+ ! assidu\s endeav\rs made to c\nt]act its influ5ce1 ! :ole mass ( our p1 sav+ only a few select circles1 h yet to le>n t ! long$-= ,new ,gospel ( ,int]pretation has actually be5 v\*saf$1 hav+ be5 = ye>s 9 _! mid/ wait+ b to be recognis$ ( !m1--a light %9+ 9 d>kness & ! d>kness compreh5d+ x n#hc4 ,9 compliance ) ! injunctions ( our illum9ators1 we _h )held our names f our fir/ edition1 9 ord] to secure = x a judgm5t unbias$ by any p]sonal elem5t4 ,b ?\gh we ourselves ?us escap$ ! opprobrium atta*+ to our book1 ,m>y 0 at fir/ incl9$ to rep5t ( hav+ expos$ h] pe>ls to su* pr(anation2 & 0 only reassur$ by ! sugge/ion t x %[$ h[ desp]ate 0 ! ne$ = precisely ! *ange our "w 0 design$ to accompli%1 & h[ exactly 0 fulfill$ ! prophecy :i* =etold ! wra? ( ! dragon & 8 angels at ! adv5t ( ! ,woman ,intuition1 _! de/9$ de/roy]1 & ! consequ5t %ortness ( _! own "t4 ,we knew ( c\rse bett] ?an to reg>d su* criticism z be+ 9 any s5se a measure ( our "w4 ,= u x 01 l criticism 9 g5]al1 a measure n ( ! ?+ criticis$ b ( ! critics !mselves4 ,& ^!1 9 our case1 b truly repres5t$ ! condition ( ! age1 & knew n :at !y 7 do+4 ,su* is ! reason :y s _m w he> = ! fir/ "t f ?is book t a ,new ,gospel ( ,int]pretation has be5 receiv$4 ,to turn to ! o!r & comp5sat+ side4 ,) ^? :o 7 specially qualifi$ to judge1 x 0 f> o!rwise4 ,& among ! mo/ notable ( ! recognitions receiv$ f ?is qu>t] 0 ! weighty utt]ance :i* appe>s 9 ! preface to ! second & succe$+ editions1 com+ f t vet]an /ud5t ( ! ,div9e ,sci5ce1 ! fri5d1 disciple1 & lit]>y heir ( ! r5[n$ ,kabali/ & magian1 ! late ,abbe ,con/ant 7,eliphas ,levi71 namely1 ,b>on ,sp$ali]i ( ,m>seilles1 :o ?\gh !n an entire /rang] to u1 wrote to u z foll[s--= ,i ?9k x may ) advantage be reproduc$ "h3-- ,z ) ! correspond+ ,scriptures ( ! pa/1 ! appeal on behalf ( y\r book is1 really1 to miracles1 b ) ! diff]5ce t 9 y\r case !y are intellectual ones1 & incapable ( simulation1 be+ miracles ( int]pretation4 ,& !y h ! fur!r di/9ction ( do+ no viol5ce to common s5se by infr++ ! possibilities ( ,nature2 :ile !y are 9 complete accord ) all my/ical traditions1 & especially ) ! great ,"m ( ^!1 ! ,kabala4 ,t miracles su* z ,i am describ+ are to be f\nd 9 ,! ,p]fect ,way1 9 k9d & numb] unexampl$1 !y :o are ! be/ qualifi$ to judge w be ! mo/ ready to affirm4 ,& "h1 apropos ( ^! r5[n$ ,scriptures1 p]mit me to (f] y "s rem>ks on ! ,kabala z we h x4 ,x is my op9ion-- 7#a7 ,t ?is tradition is f> f be+ g5u9e1 & su* z x 0 on its orig9al em]g5ce f ! sanctu>ies4 7#b7 ,t :5 ,guillaume ,po/el--( excell5t memory--& 8 bro!r ,h]meti/s ( ! lat] middle age--! ,abbot ,tri!mius & o!rs--pr$ict$ t ^! sacr$ books ( ! ,hebrews %\ld become kn[n & und]/ood at ! end ( ! era1 & specifi$ ! pres5t "t = t ev5t1 !y did n mean t su* k %\ld be limit$ to ! m]e divulgem5t ( ^! p>ticul> ,scriptures1 b t x w\ld h = its base a new illum9ation1 :i* %\ld elim9ate f !m all t has be5 ignorantly or wilfully introduc$1 & %\ld re-unite t great tradition ) its s\rce by re/or+ x 9 all its purity4 7#c7 ,t ?is illum9ation has j be5 accompli%$1 & has be5 manife/$ 9 ,! ,p]fect ,way4 ,= 9 ?is book we f9d all t !re is ( tru? 9 ! ,kabala1 supplem5t$ by new intuitions1 su* z pres5t a body ( doctr9e at once complete1 homog5e\s1 logical & inexpungnable4 ,s9ce ! :ole tradition ?us f9ds itself recov]$ or re/or$ to its orig9al purity1 ! prophecies ( ,po/el & 8 fell[-,h]meti/s are accompli%$2 & ,i consid] t f h5ce=? ! /udy ( ! ,kabala w be b an object ( curiosity & erudition1 l t ( ,hebrew antiquities4 ,humanity has always & ev]y:]e ask$ itself ^! ?ree supreme que/ions3 ,:5ce come we8 ,:at are we8 ,:i!r g we8 ,n[1 ^! que/ions at l5g? f9d an answ]1 complete1 satisfactory1 & consolatory1 9 ,! ,p]fect ,way#hd4 ,he subsequ5tly wrote3-- ,if ! ,scriptures ( ! future are to be1 z ,i firmly believe !y w be1 ^? :i* be/ int]pret ! ,scriptures ( ! pa/1 ^! writ+s w assur$ly hold ! =emo/ place among !m#he4 ,= ^? :o are unacqua9t$ ) ! ,kabala1 its orig91 nature1 & int5t1 x w be well to /ate t x repres5ts ! transc5d5tal & esot]ic doctr9e ( ! ,hebrews1 z h&$ d[n f ! remote/ times4 ,9 recognition ( its div9e orig91 ! ,rabb9s describe x z hav+ be5 communicat$ by ,god1 fir/1 to ,adam 9 ,p>adise1 &1 next1 to ,moses on ,s9ai4 ,by :i* expressions !y impli$ t its doctr9e 0 due to ! highe/ possible illum9ation4 ,x 0 also 9 recognition ( ?is elem5t 9 our book t ,mr4 ,mac,gregor ,ma!rs d$icat$ 8 le>n$ "w1 ,! ,kabala ,unveil$1 to u1 say+-- ,i h mu* pleasure 9 d$icat+ ?is "w to ! au?ors ( ,! ,p]fect ,way1 z !y h 9 t excell5t & wond]ful book t\*$ s mu* on ! doctr9es ( ! ,kabala1 & laid su* value on its tea*+s4 ,! ,p]fect ,way is "o ( ! mo/ deeply occult works t has be5 writt5 = c5turies4 ,z ! =ego+ te/imonies repres5t ! cons5sus ( ! ,kabali/s1 ,h]meti/s1 & o!r great anci5t s*ools ( spiritual sci5ce 9 ! ,we/1 s ! foll[+ repres5ts ! cons5sus ( ! correspond+ s*ools ( ! ,ea/4 ,z w be se51 x involves a co9cid5ce s notable z to po9t to a s\rce transc5d+ ! human & t]re/rial1 z t ( ! great spiritual revival :i* our age is witness+4 ,t co9cid5ce is 9 ?is wise3-- ,)9 two ye>s ( ! comm5cem5t ( our collaboration 9 ! "w :i* prov$ to be t ( ! re/oration ( ! ,gnosis ( ! ,we/--! div9e doctr9e ( :i*1 z we _h come to le>n1 ,*ri/ 0 ! p]sonal demon/ration1 & ! religion call$ aft] ,him ought to h be5 ! expression2 a collaboration 0 comm5c$ :i* _h = its end ! l exposition 9 reg>d to ! religi\s sy/ems ( ! ,ea/4 ,?is is ! collaboration1 also ( a woman & a man1 :i* _h its issue 9 ! ,!osophical ,society4 ,! two pairs ( collaborators work$ simultane\sly ?r\gh ! succe$+ ye>s 9 entire ignorance ( ea* o!r & _! "w1 until ! comm5cem5t ( ! publication ( our results 9 #ahha1 at :i* "t ! ,!osophical ,society 0 /ill s f> f hav+ complet$ ! sy/em ( its doctr9e1 t nei!r ( its two n[ fundam5tal t5ets _h yet be5 recognis$ by x1 ! t5ets1 namely1 ( ,re9c>nation & ,k>ma--its *ief text-book1 ! ,isis ,unveil$ ( its f\ndress1 n conta9+ !m4 ,we1 on ! contr>y1 _h bo? ( ^! doctr9es1 hav+ d]iv$ !m1 z already /at$ h]e91 directly f cele/ial s\rces & :olly indep5d5tly ( human au?ority & tradition1 ( spiritualism1 & ( our own prepossessions4 ,x 0 cle>1 bo? by ?is fact & by ! av[als ( ! p>ties conc]n$1 t up to ?is "t ! *iefs ( ! ,!osophical ,society _h be5 unable to obta9 f ^? :om !y claim$ z _! ma/]s m ?an a v meagre in/alm5t ( _! doctr9e4 ,b aft] ! arrival ( our book 9 ,india ?is /ate ( ?+s 0 *ang$4 ,x 0 !n decl>$ on behalf ( ! ma/]s t we _h obta9$1 f orig9al & indep5d5t s\rces1 a sy/em ( doctr9e sub/antially id5tical ) t ( :i* !y _h = ages be51 z !y suppos$1 9 exclusive possession1 b _h nev] be5 p]mitt$ to divulge1 z x _h always be5 res]v$ = initiates4 ,! revelation ( x ?r\gh u1 we 7 fur!r in=m$1 _h =c$ ! h&s ( ! ma/]s1 by %[+ !m t ! "t _h come :5 secrecy 0 no long] possible1 & compell+ !m1 if only 9 v9dication ( _! own claims1 to relax _! rule ( sil5ce 9 reg>d to _! my/]ies4 ,! co9cid5ce betwe5 _! doctr9e & ours compris$ sundry p>ticul>s ! mo/ recondite1 includ+--besides ! two great t5ets already nam$--! multiplicity ( pr9ciples 9 ! human sy/em1 & _! sep>ation & respective conditions aft] dea?1--a subject ly+ outside ! cognisance ( ,spiritualism4 ,among o!r po9ts ( agreem5t 0 t ( _! recognition ( ! great antiquity ( ! s\l ( ,m>y1 :om !y pron\nc$ to be ! greate/ natural my/ic ( ! pres5t day1 & c\ntless ages ahead ( ! great majority ( mank9d1 ! =emo/ ( :om--! mo/ civilis$--belong to ! la/ race ( ! f\r? r\nd1 :ile %e belongs to ! fir/ race ( ! fif? r\nd4 ,9 pres5ce ( ^! & o!r pro(s ( ! possession by ! ,ea/]n occulti/s1 ( kn[l$ges :i* we _h obta9$ directly at fir/ h& f cele/ial s\rces1 we c\ld n b pay respectful he$ to ! claims ( ! repres5tatives ( ! ,!osophical ,society1 & welcome any tok5 :i* might indicate x z a de/9$ fell[-ag5t 9 ! great spiritual revival ( ! age4 ,s might x con/itute1 ) ,spiritualism & ! "w repres5t$ by u1 a ?reefold p[] = accompli%+ ! promotion pr$ict$ = ?is era1 ( ! consci\sness ( ! race to a level :i* %\ld transc5d any yet rea*$ by x z a race4 ,) ,spiritualism to repres5t ! ph5om5al & p]sonal1 ,!osophy ! philosophical & occult1 & our own "w ! my/ical & div9e1 e region ( man's high] nature w\ld f9d its due recognition & unfoldm5t4 ,mean:ile1 ! organ ( ! ,society 9 ,india ?us express$ itself respect+ ,! ,p]fect ,way3-- ,a gr& book1 ke5 ( insight & eloqu5t 9 exposition2 an upheaval ( true spirituality4444 ,we reg>d its au?ors z hav+ produc$ "o ( ! mo/--p]haps ! mo/--important & _s-/irr+ ( appeals to ! highe/ in/9cts ( mank9d :i* mod]n ,european lit]ature has evolv$#hf4 ,we _h a yet fur!r w>rant1 d]iv$ f ,scripture itself1 = look+ to ! ,!osophical ,society z possibly a div9ely appo9t$ factor 9 ! spiritual evolution ( ! "t4 ,! unseal+ ( ! ,_w's ,bibles 0 ^u u1 & n ( t ( ,*ri/5dom only4 ,& we saw 9 ! foll[+ say+ ( ,jesus an obvi\s allusion to ! pres5t epo*1 ,9 ^? days _m %all come f ! ,ea/1 & ! ,we/1 & ! ,nor?1 & ! ,s\?1 & %all sit d[n ) ,abraham1 ,isaac1 & ,jacob1 9 ! k+dom ( heav54 ,n t ! t]ms ,ea/1 ,we/1 ,nor?1 & ,s\?1 d5ot$ = u ! qu>t]s ( ! physical globe4 ,we _h le>nt to und]/& !m 9 _! my/ical s5se1 :]e9 !y d5ote ! v>i\s human temp]am5ts1 ! intuitional1 ! traditional1 ! intellectual1 & ! emotional1 all ( :i* w\ld f9d satisfaction 9 ! doctr9e !n to be recov]$4 ,x 0 9 ! t]ms ,abraham1 ,isaac1 & ,jacob1 t ! significance ( ! utt]ance lay = u2 ^! be+ 9 "o aspect ! ,hebrew equival5ts = ,brahma1 ,isis1 & ,iac*os1 & d5ot+ ! my/]ies respectively ( ,india1 ,egypt1 & ,greece1 ( ! ,_s1 ! ,s\l1 & ! ,body1 & !re9 ( ! :ole ,man4 ,= ^! my/]ies toge!r compris$ ! p]fect doctr9e ( ,exi/5ce1 call$ also 9 ,scripture ! ,^w ( ,god1 ! ,law & ! ,prophets1 & ! ,!\ ,sophia1 ,wisdom ( ,god1 & hidd5 ,wisdom1 ( :i* ! ,*ri/1 z ! typical ,man reg5]ate1 is ! fulfilm5t & p]sonal demon/ration4 ,?is is to say1 !y con/itut$ t ,gnosis1 or ,k1 ) ! tak+ away & )holdm5t ( ! key ( :i* ,jesus s bitt]ly reproa*$1 9 ! ,ecclesia/icism ( ,8 "t1 t ( all "t1 &1 !re=e1 t k to ! re/oration ( :i*1 9 our day1 ?r\gh ! faculty by means ( :i* x 0 orig9ally obta9$ & c alone be disc]n$1 ! prophecies "o & all po9t$1 z to m>k & to make ! "t ( ! end ( ! adult]\s1 because idolatr\s1 g5]ation1 hi!rto 9 possession 9 ! ,*ur*1 & to introduce ! k+dom ( ,god ) p[]4 ,hav+ w>rant s high = anticipat+ ! re/oration at ?is "t ( ! faculties & kn[l$ges repres5t$ by ! v>i\s movem5ts 9 "q1 & kn[+ also1 if only by ! example ( ourselves1 t ! div9ity ( a mission is n invalidat$ by ! limitations1 real or suppos$1 ( its in/rum5ts1 b t ^! mu/ be educat$ by exp]i5ce1 & 9 su* s5se p]fect$ ?r\gh suff]+ to be fitt$ = _! appo9t$ tasks2--we _h no d\bt z to ! attitude x 0 our duty to ma9ta9 t[>ds all c&idates = a %>e 9 t :i* we recognis$ z ! greate/ ( all ! endeav\rs yet made by ! human s\l to rega9 h] long-lo/ rightful dom9ion ov] ! m9ds & he>ts ( m51 leav+ x to "t to det]m9e t :i* 0 ( div9e appo9tm5t1 & t :i* 0 n4 ,x w h be5 obs]v$ t ,i h us$ ! t]ms my/ical & occult 9 su* wise z to imply a di/9ction betwe5 !m4 ,x is important to ! purpose ( ?is book to def9e & emphasise t di/9ction4 ,! in/ructions receiv$ by u f our illum9ators 7 explicit & positive on ?is po9t4 ,?is is because !y ref] to two diff]5t doma9s ( man's sy/em4 ,occultism deals ) transc5d5tal physics1 & is ( ! intellectual1 belong+ to sci5ce4 ,my/icism deals ) transc5d5tal metaphysics1 & is ( ! spiritual1 belong+ to religion4 ,occultism1 !re=e1 has = its doma9 ! region :i*1 ly+ betwe5 ! body & ! s\l1 is int]ior to ! body b ext]ior to ! s\l2 :ile ,my/icism has = its doma9 ! region :i*1 compris+ ! s\l & ! _s1 is int]ior to ! s\l1 & belongs to ! div9e4 ,( c\rse1 ! t]ms !mselves1 :i* are respectively ! ,lat9 & ! ,greek = ! same ?+1 & mean hidd5 f ! out] s5ses & also f non-initiates1 d n imply su* di/9ction1 b !y h come by usage to be ?us ref]able4 ,! foll[+ citations are f ! tea*+s receiv$ by u 9 ?is connection4 ,!y acc\nt = ! sci5tific "p ( ! tra9+ impos$ on u4 ,! sci5ce ( ! ,my/]ies c be und]/ood only by "o :o has /udi$ ! physical sci5ces1 because x is ! climax & cr[n ( all ^!1 & mu/ be le>n$ la/ & n fir/4 ,unless ?\ und]/& ! physical sci5ces1 ?\ can/ n compreh5d ! doctr9e ( ,vehicles1 :i* is ! basic doctr9e ( occult sci5ce4 ',if ?\ und]/ood n e>?ly ?+s1 h[ %all ,i make !e und]/& heav5ly ?+s8' ,:]e=e1 get k1 & be gre$y ( k1 ev] m & m4 ,x is idle = !e to seek ! inn] *amb]1 until ?\ ha/ pass$ ?r\gh ! out]4 ,?is1 also1 is ano!r reason :y occult sci5ce _c be unveil$ to ! horde4 ,to ! unle>n$ no tru? c be demon/rat$4 ,!osophy is ! royal sci5ce#hg2 if ?\ w\ld rea* ! k+'s pres5ce *amb]1 !re is no way save ?r\gh ! out] rooms & gall]ies ( ! palace#hh4 ,! adept or occulti/ is1 at be/1 a religi\s sci5ti/2 he is n a 'sa9t4' ,if occultism 7 all1 & held ! key ( heav51 !re w\ld be no ne$ ( ',*ri/4' ,b occultism1 al?\gh x holds ! 'p[]1' holds nei!r ! 'k+dom' nor ! 'glory1' = ^! are ( ,*ri/4 ,! adept kn[s n ! k+dom ( heav51 & '! lea/ 9 ?is k+dom are great] ?an he4' ',desire fir/ ! k+dom ( ,god & ,god's righte\sness2 & all ^! ?+s %all be add$ unto y4' ,z ,jesus said ( ,prome!us#hi1 ',take no ?\ght = to-morr[4 ,behold ! lilies ( ! field & ! birds ( ! air1 & tru/ ,god z ^!1' ,= ! sa9t has fai?2 ! adept has k4 ,if ! adepts 9 occultism or 9 physical sci5ce c\ld suffice to man1 ,i w\ld h committ$ no message to y4 ,b ! two are n 9 opposition4 ,all ?+s are y\rs1 ev5 ! k+dom & ! p[]1 b ! glory is to ,god4 ,d n be ignorant ( _! tea*+1 = ,i w\ld h y "k all4 ,take1 !re=e1 e means to "k4 ,?is k is ( man1 & come? f ! m9d4 ,g1 !re=e1 to man to le>n x4 ',if y w be p]fect1 le>n also ( ^!4' ',yet ! wisdom :i* is f above1 is above all4' ,= "o man may beg9 f )91 t is1 ) wisdom1 & wisdom is "o ) love4 ,bless$ is ! man :o *oose? wisdom1 = %e leav5e? all ?+s4 ,& ano!r man may beg9 f )\t1 & t :i* is )\t is p[]4 ,to su* !re %all be a ?orn 9 ! fle%#ij4 ,= x is h>d 9 su* case to atta9 to ! )94 ,b if a man be fir/ wise inw>dly1 he %all ! m easily h ?is also add$ unto him4 ,= he is born aga9 & is free4 ,:]eas at a great price mu/ ! adept buy fre$om4 ,nev]!less1 ,i bid y seek2--& 9 ?is also y %all f9d4 ,b ,i h %[n y a m excell5t way ?an !irs4 ,yet bo? ,i%mael & ,isaac are sons ( "o fa!r1 & ( all h] *ildr5 is ,wisdom ju/ifi$4 ,s nei!r are !y wrong1 nor are y l$ a/ray4 ,! goal is ! same2 b _! way is h>d] ?an y\rs4 ,!y take ! k+dom by viol5ce1 if !y take x1 & by mu* toil & agony ( ! fle%4 ,b f ! "t ( ,*ri/ )9 y1 ! k+dom is op5 to ! sons ( ,god4 ,receive :at y c receive2 ,i w\ld h y "k all ?+s4 ,& if y h s]v$ sev5 ye>s = wisdom1 c\nt x n loss to s]ve sev5 ye>s = p[] also4 ,= if ,ra*el be> ! be/ belov$1 ,leah ha? _m sons1 & is exce$+ fruitful4 ,b h] eye is n s+le2 %e looke? two ways1 & seeke? n t :i* is above only4 ,b to y ,ra*el is giv5 fir/1 & p]*ance h] beauty may suffice4 ,i say n1 let x suffice2 x is bett] to "k all ?+s1 = if y "k n all1 h[ c y judge all8 ,= z a man he>e?1 s mu/ he judge4 ,w y !re=e be reg5]ate 9 ! )\t1 z well z 9 ! )98 ,= !y are r5ew$ 9 ! body1 b y 9 ! s\l4 ,x is well to be baptis$ into ,john's baptism1 if a man receive also ! ,holy ,gho/4 ,b "s "k n s mu* z t !re is any ,holy ,gho/4 ,yet ,jesus also1 be+ ,himself reg5]ate 9 ! _s1 s\ght unto ! ,baptism ( ,john1 = ?us x became ,him to fulfil ,himself 9 all ?+s4 ,& hav+ fulfill$1 behold1 ! ',dove' desc5d$ on ,him4 ,if !n y w be p]fect1 seek bo? t :i* is )9 & t :i* is )\t2 & ! circle ( be+1 :i* is ! ':eel ( life1' %all be complete 9 y4 ,! ,scriptural allusions 9 ?is tea*+1 :i* 0 receiv$ by ,m>y "u illum9ation occurr+ 9 sleep1 prov$ to be on ! l9es ( ! ,kabala4 ,!re 7 sundry o!r tok5s ( recognition :i* are entitl$ to reproduction "h1 z %[+ to h[ wide a range ( educat$ & intellig5t op9ion )9 ! pale ( ,*ri/ianity our "w appeals4 ,_! value is due to _! repres5t+ a class ( m9ds :i*1 :ile possess$ ( ! ord9>y ecclesia/ical tra9+1 are n re/rict$ to ! k !reby acquir$4 ,=1 see+ t su* tra9+ means little1 if any?+1 m ?an ! me*anical le>n+ ( :at o!r m5 h said :o1 !mselves1 _h no real k1 ! op9ions1 express$ on ! /r5g? ( x1 are nei!r educat$ nor intellig5t1 b adoptive only & p]functory1 & repres5t le>n+ )\t insight4 ,& z su* precisely are ! op9ions :i* con/itute ecclesia/ical or?odoxy1 ! judgm5t ( ! repres5tatives ( t or?odoxy on our "w possesses no m real value ?an did t ( ,caiaphas & 8 coadjutors on ,jesus & ,8 "w#ia4 ,d5\nc+ ,him z a blasphem]1 !y 7 !mselves blasphem]s4 ,& inasmu* z !y 7 types ( ! vot>ies ( ecclesia/ical or?odoxy ( all "t1 x is obvi\s t ! only new revelation--if any--:i* w\ld f9d acceptance at _! h&s1 w\ld be "o t confirm$ & re9=c$ _! errors1 in/ead ( expos+ & correct+ !m4 ,proce$+1 z 0 decl>$ by ,jesus1 f _! fa!r1 ! devil1 a prie/-con/ruct$ sy/em ev] pref]s ,b>abbas to ,*ri/2--pref]s1 t is1 a sy/em :i* defrauds--h5ce ! =ce ( ! t]m robb] z appli$ to ,b>abbas--man ( ! div9e pot5tialities :i* ,*ri/ came to reveal to him by demon/rat+ !m 9 ,8 own p]son1 toge!r ) ! mann] ( _! realisation4 ,n t all :o be> ! title ( ,ecclesia/ics come "u ?is condemnation4 ,9 e age ( ! ,*ur* !re h be5 ^? :o1 :ile hold+ (fice 9 x1 h n cons5t$ to ! ,sc>let ,woman ( ,sac]dotalism4 ,& nev] 0 !re a "t :5 ! proportion ( ^! 0 l>g]1 or :5 _! s5se ( ! ne$ ( a ,new ,gospel ( ,int]pretation 0 m ke5 & urg5t ?an n[3 s intol]able to multitudes ( ! cl]gy ( all sections ( ! ,*ur* has become ! antagonism recognis$ by !m z subsi/+ betwe5 ! traditional & (ficial pres5tation ( religion & _! own cle> p]ceptions ( goodness & tru?#ib4 ,! te/imonies :i* rema9 to be add$ are valuable z com+ f m5 :o1 :ile possess$ ( ecclesia/ical tra9+1 h be5 taught also ( ! ,_s1 &1 add+ to tradition intuition1 & to le>n+ insight1 h 9 !mselves ! witness to t :i* !y utt]4 ,a di/+ui%$ ,fr5* ecclesia/ic1 ! ,abbe ,roca1 writ+ 9 ,l',aurore1 says ( our books-- ,^! books seem to me to be ! *os5 organs ( ! ,div9e ,fem99e 7i4e4 ! int]pretative7 ,pr9ciple1 9 view ( ! new revelation ( ,revelation4 ,by :i* x w be se5 t he %>$ ,c>d9al ,newman's expectation ref]r$ to 9 ! introduction2 & accept$ z realis$ ! =eca/ ( ,joseph de ,mai/re :5 he said ,religion & ,sci5ce1 9 virtue ( _! natural aff9ity1 w meet 9 ! bra9 ( "s man ( g5ius--p]haps ( m ?an "o--& ! _w w get :at x ne$s & cries =1 n a new religion1 b ! revelation ( ,revelation4 ,z ! ev5t %[s1 = ! bra9 ( "s man1 he %\ld h said ! m9d & s\l ( a woman4 ,! ,rev4 ,dr4 ,john ,puls=d1 au?or ( ,! ,supremacy ( ,man1 ,quiet ,h\rs1 ,morg5ro!1 & o!r works di/+ui%$ = ! dep? ( _! piety & insight1 ?us wrote to me on ! publication ( ,clo!d ) ! ,sun-- ,i _c tell y ) :at ?ankfulness & pleasure ,i h read ,clo!d ) ! ,sun4 ,x is impossible = a spiritually intellig5t read] to d\bt t ^! tea*+s 7 receiv$ f )9 ! a/ral veil4 ,!y are full ( ! conc5trat$ & compact wisdom ( ! ,holy ,heav5s & ( ,god4 ,if ,*ri/ians knew _! own religion1 !y w\ld f9d 9 ^! priceless records our ,"l ,*ri/ & ,8 vital process abundantly illu/rat$ & confirm$4 ,! regret is t s few1 comp>atively1 :o read ! book1 w be aw>e ( ! ti! ( its pe>ls4 ,b t su* communications are possible1 & are p]mitt$ to be giv5 to ! _w1 is a sign1 & a mo/ promis+ sign ( our age4 ,x is no little joy to me to feel t ,i am s mu* m 9 sympa?y ) ,god's daught]1 ! ,se]ess1 ?an ,i suppos$4 ,! te/imony is s cle>ly above1 & di/9ct f1 aught t is d]iv$ f ! occult p[]s ( ! univ]se1 r ?an f ! ,supreme ,_s & ,fa!r-,"m ( our ,spirits4 ,ano!r notable /ud5t ( spiritual sci5ce1 a ,prie/1 writ+ 9 ,light ( #ba/ ,octob]1 #ahhb1 aft] describ+ ,! ,p]fect ,way z t mo/ wond]ful ( all books :i* has appe>$ s9ce ! beg9n+ ( ! ,*ri/ian ,era1 said3--,x is a book t no /ud5t c be )\t if he w "k ! tru? on ^! matt]s4 ,x furni%es u ) a ma/]-key to ! ph5om5a :i* s p]plex ! m9ds ( enquir]s1 & gives a sy/em1 ! l ( :i* has n be5 se5 = eighte5 c5turies4 ,! late ,rev4 ,john ,mann]s1 a man v5]able ( ye>s & mature ( _s1 & deeply v]s$ 9 ! sci5ces ( bo? worlds1 decl>$ ( ^! illum9ations1 ! ,great ,i ,am speaks 9 e l9e ( !m4 ,only ! ,logos ,himself c\ld be _! s\rce4 ,lady ,cai?ness1 already ref]r$ to1 ^u receiv+ a copy ( ,! ,p]fect ,way1 wrote3 ,i h got ano!r ,bible1 ! mo/ complete ,revelation1 c]ta9ly1 t has yet be5 giv5 to man on ?is planet#ic4 ,& a ,p>see s*ol>1 a native ( ,india1 wrote3 ,! ,p]fect ,way has made me a mu* nobl] man--a man ( tranquility & calmness1 due to ! k ( ! philosophy ( ,be+ imbib$ by me f x1 & = :i* my m9d 0 =tunately prep>$#id4 99 99 99 99 99 ,z /at$ 9 ! preface1 ?is pres5t book is int5d$ b z an epitome & in/alm5t ( ! f> l>g] book 9 c\rse ( prep>ation4 ,=1 z ) ! old ,gospel ( ,manife/ation1 s ) ! ,new ,gospel ( ,int]pretation1 ! excusable hyp]bole is no less appropriate to x1--,i suppose t ev5 ! _w itself c\ld n conta9 ! books :i* might be writt54 ,= ! human s\l is a !me z inexhau/ible z x is p>am\nt4 ,&1 z nev] 9 ! _w's hi/ory h ! ne$ & ! desire = ! k ( x be5 s urg5t z !y n[ are1 s nev] 9 ! _w's hi/ory has !re be5 a revelation ( x comp>able ) t :i* has be5 v\*saf$ 9 our day1 & is conta9$ 9 ! n>rative1 ! completion ( :i*1 & ?is alone1 w enable me to dep>t 9 peace1 hav+ no appreh5sion ( aft] disquietude on ! score ( hav+ left unaccompli%$ a portion s important ( ! task committ$ to me4 ,,! ,,end4 ,illu/ration ,,footnotes3 #ha ,! ,fr5* edition1 subsequ5tly issu$ at ,p>is1 is also due to h] zeal & g5]osity4 ,see p4 #acg1 ante4 #hb ,= ! mean+ ( ! ,f\r ,riv]s ( ,ed5 see ,p4 ,w41 vi4 p>4 #f4 ,see note on p4 #agb1 ante z to mean+ ( riv] ,hiddekel4 #hc ,?is indictm5t is z true to-day z x 0 twelve ye>s ago1 :5 ! above passage 0 writt54 ,s4,h4,h4 #hd ,cit$ f ! preface to ! second & succe$+ editions ( ,! ,p4 ,w4 #he ,cit$ f ,! ,life ( ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,,ii4 p4 #aee4 #hf ,! ,!osophi/1 ,may1 #ahhb4 #hg ,! t]m ,!osophy is "h us$ 9 its ,paul9e & anci5t s5se ( ! sci5ce ( ! realisation ( man's pot5tial div9ity2--! process1 t is1 ( ! ,*ri/4--#a ,cor4 ii4 #g4 ,e4,m4 #hh ,f an address giv5 on ! #ag? ,july1 #ahhc1 by ,a4,k4 to ! ,!osophical ,society1 a full report ( :i* is giv5 9 ,! ,life ( ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,,ii4 pp4 #abd-abh4 #hi ,a t]m :i* signifies =e?\ght4 ,! remon/rance is aga9/ undue anxiety & al>m on ! s\l's behalf :ile 9 ! pa? ( duty1 z imply+ di/ru/ ( ! div9e suffici5cy4 ,e4,m4 #ij ,mean+ t 9 su* case ! fle% itself is ! imp$im5t4 #ia ,9 a lett] on ,! ,*ur* & ! ,bible1 9 ! ,agno/ic ,j\rnal ( #e? ,janu>y1 #ahie1 ,e4,m4 says3-- ,among ! fallacies to be disc>d$ is ! fallacy :i* consi/s 9 believ+ t ! ,*ur*1 s vehem5tly d5\nc$ 9 its own sacr$ books = its manifold1 griev\s1 & fatal p]v]sions ( ! tru? conta9$ 9 ^? books1 & s ignorant z to be unaw>e ei!r ( ! s\rce or ( ! mean+ ( its own dogmas1 mu/ und]/& its doctr9es bett] ?an ,i und]/& !m1 ^: high privilege x is to h be5 "o ( ! two recipi5ts ( ! ,new ,gospel ( ,int]pretation1 :i* has be5 v\*saf$ expressly to correct ^? p]v]sions1 & :o n only h t gospel by he>t1 b :o "k absolutely by my own s\l's exp]i5ce--z also did my colleague--! tru? ( e ^w ( x4 7,a long extract f ?is lett]1 includ+ ! above1 is pr9t$ 9 ! app5dix to ,b4,o4,a4,i4 p4 #hc47 ,s4,h4,h4 #ib ,see also ,e4,m4's rem>ks to ! same effect 9 ! ,/atem5t ,e4,c4,u4 pp4 #aj-aa4 #ic ,see ,life ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,,ii4 pp4 #eb-ec4 #id ,see ,life ,a4,k4 ,vol4 ,,ii4 p4 #bda4 ,,scriptures ,,( ,,! ,,future4 ,books rapidly com+ into use 9 ! ,roman1 ,greek & ,anglican communions z ! text-books :i* repres5t ! prophesi$ re/oration ( ! ,anci5t ,esot]ic doctr9e :i*1 by int]pret+ ! my/]ies ( religion1 %\ld reconcile fai? & reason1 religion & sci5ce1 & accompli% ! d[nfall ( t sac]dotal sy/em1 :i*--mak+ ! ^w ( ,god ( none effect by its traditions--has hi!rto usurp$ ! "n & p]v]t$ ! tru? ( ,*ri/ianity4 ,_! /&po9t is t ,*ri/ian doctr9es1 :5 rightly und]/ood1 are necess>y & self-evid5t tru?s1 recognisable z f\nd$ 9 & repres5t+ ! actual nature ( exi/5ce1 incapable ( be+ conceiv$ ( z o!rwise1 & con/itut+ a sy/em ( ?\ght at once sci5tific1 philosophic & religi\s1 absolutely inexpugnable1 & satisfactory to man's highe/ aspirations1 intellectual1 moral & spiritual4 ,! ,p]fect ,way2 or ,! ,f9d+ ( ,*ri/4 ,by ,anna ,k+s=d & ,edw>d ,maitl&4 ,?ird ,engli% ,edition1 ,price #fs4 net4 ,! ,life ( ,anna ,k+s=d2 by ,edw>d ,maitl&4 ,a new edition 9 prep>ation4 ,! ,new ,gospel ( ,int]pretation2 be+ an ,ab/ract ( ! doctr9e & ,/atem5t ( ! objects ( ,! ,esot]ic ,*ri/ian ,union1 f\nd$ by ,edw>d ,maitl&1 ,nov41 #ahia4 ,! ,/ory ( ,anna ,k+s=d & ,edw>d ,maitl&1 & ( ,! ,new ,gospel ( ,int]pretation2 by ,edw>d ,maitl&4 ,?ird & enl>g$ ,edition1 #bbh pp41 edit$ by ,samuel ,hopgood ,h>t1 ,clo? ,gilt1 ,back & ,side2 ,price #cs4 #f;d4 net2 ,po/ ,free #cs4 #aj;d4 ,! ,rusk9 ,press1 ,/af=d ,/reet1 ,birm+ham4 ,! ,bible's ,own ,acc\nt ( ,itself2 by ,edw>d ,maitl&4 ,second ,edition1 edit$ by ,saml4 ,hopgood ,h>t1 complete1 ) ,app5dix4 ,cr[n #hvo4 #if pp41 ,/iff ,pap] ,cov]s1 ,price #f;d42 ,po/ ,free #g;d12 or 9 ,clo? ,cov]s1 ,gilt1 #as4 #f;d4 net2 ,po/ ,free #as4 #h;d4 ,! ,rusk9 ,press1 ,birm+ham4 ,all ! above ,works may be obta9$ f ,,! ,,rusk9 ,,press1 ,,/af=d ,,/reet1 ,,birm+ham4 7,po/ages 9 addition to ! above ,prices47 ,"s ,te/imonies ( notable pr(iol5ts 9 religi\s sci5ce4 ,if ! ,scriptures ( ! future are to be1 z ,i firmly believe !y w be1 ^? :i* be/ int]pret ! ,scriptures ( ! pa/1 ^! writ+s w assur$ly hold ! =emo/ place among !m4444 ,!y pres5t a body ( doctr9e at once complete1 homog5e\s1 logical & inexpugnable1 9 :i* ! ?ree supreme que/ions1 ,:5ce come we8 ,:at are we8 ,:i!r g we8 at l5g? f9d an answ]1 complete1 satisfactory1 & consolatory4--,,b>on ,,sp$ali]i 7,! ,kabali/74 ,x is impossible = a spiritually intellig5t read] to d\bt t ^! tea*+s 7 receiv$ f )9 ! a/ral veil4 ,!y are full ( ! conc5trat$ & compact wisdom ( ! ,holy ,heav5s & ( ,god4 ,if ,*ri/ians knew _! own religion1 !y w\ld f9d 9 ^! priceless records our ,"l ,*ri/ & ,8 vital process abundantly illu/rat$ & confirm$4 ,t su* communications are possible1 & are p]mitt$ to be giv5 to ! _w1 9 a sign1 & a mo/ promis+ sign1 ( our age4--,,rev4 ,,dr4 ,,john ,,puls=d4 ,,! ,,bible',s ,,own ,,acc\nt ,,( ,,itself4 ,by ,,edw>d ,,maitl& 7,b4,a41 ,cantab7 ,au?or ( ,! ,keys ( ! ,cre$s1 ,! ,/ory ( ! ,new ,gospel ( ,int]pretation1 ,! ,life ( ,anna ,k+s=d1 etc42 & ,jo9t ,writ] ) ,dr4 ,anna ,k+s=d ( ,! ,p]fect ,way1 etc4 ,,edit$ ,,by ,,samuel ,,hopgood ,,h>t4 ,second ,edition1 7,complete7 ) ,app5dix1 ,,price ,,sixp5ce4 ,or 9 ,clo? ,cov]s1 gilt1 ,"o ,%ill+ & ,sixp5ce4 ,n[ !re come out ( ! d>kness & ! /orm :i* %all arise ^u ! e>?1 two dragons4 ,& !y fight & te> ea* o!r1 until !re arises a />1 a f\nta9 ( light1 a que51 :o is ,e/h]4--,! ,vision ( ,mordecai1 z int]pret$ 9 ,clo!d ) ! ,sun1 ,i41 ,,ix4 ,,birm+ham3 ,! ,rusk9 ,press1 ,/af=d ,/41 & all ,booksell]s4 ,,"s ,,press ,,op9ions ,,( ,! ,/ory ( ,anna ,k+s=d & ,edw>d ,maitl& & ( ,! ,new ,gospel ( ,int]pretation4 ,lit]>y ,_w--,a /rangely int]e/+ book--v curi\s--few :o h any sympa?y ) m5tal ph5om5a ( ! 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