,! ,mansion ,illu/ration3 ,see page #eg ,,b ,,h[ ,,h ,i ,,fail$ ,,s ,,wret*$ly8 ,,! ,,mansion ,,by ,,h5ry ,,van ,,dyke ,,) ,,illu/rations ,,by ,,elizabe? ,,%ipp5 ,,gre5 ,illu/ration ,,h>p] ,,bro!rs ,,publi%]s ,,new ,,york ,,& ,,london 4 ,m 4 ,c 4 ,m 4 ,x 4 ,i ,,copyright #aiaj1 #aiaa1 ,,by ,,h>p] ,,bro!rs ,,pr9t$ ,,9 ,,! ,,unit$ ,,/ates ,,( ,,am]ica ,,publi%$ ,,octob]1 #aiaa ,illu/ration ,! ,mansion ,!re 0 an air ( calm & res]v$ opul5ce ab\t ! ,weightman mansion t spoke n ( money squ&]$1 b ( weal? prud5tly appli$4 ,/&+ on a corn] ( ! ,av5ue no long] fa%ionable = resid5ce1 x look$ ^u ! swell+ tide ( bus9ess ) an expression ( complac5cy & half-disda94 ,! h\se 0 n beautiful4 ,!re 0 no?+ 9 its /raight front ( *ocolate-color$ /one1 its heavy cornices1 its broad1 />+ w9d[s ( plate glass1 its c>v$ & bronze-b$eck$ mahogany doors at ! top ( ! wide /oop1 to *>m ! eye or fasc9ate ! imag9ation4 ,b x 0 em95tly respectable1 & 9 its way impos+4 ,x seem$ to say t ! glitt]+ %ops ( ! jewel]s1 ! mill9]s1 ! confection]s1 ! flori/s1 ! picture-deal]s1 ! furri]s1 ! mak]s ( r>e & co/ly antiquities1 retail trad]s 9 luxuries ( life1 7 b5ea? ! notice ( a h\se t _h its f\ndations 9 ! high f9ance1 & 0 built lit]ally & figuratively 9 ! %ad[ ( ,/4 ,petronius' ,*ur*4 ,at ! same "t !re 0 some?+ self-pleas$ & congratulatory 9 ! way 9 :i* ! mansion held its own amid ! *ang+ neighborhood4 ,x almo/ seem$ to be lift$ up a little1 among ! tall build+s ne> at h&1 z if x felt ! ris+ value ( ! l& on :i* x /ood4 ,john ,weightman 0 l ! h\se into :i* he _h built himself ?irty ye>s ago1 & 9 :i* 8 ideals & ambitions 7 incru/$4 ,he 0 a self-made man4 ,b 9 mak+ himself he _h *os5 a highly e/eem$ patt]n & work$ accord+ to ! approv$ rules4 ,!re 0 no?+ irregul>1 que/ionable1 flamboyant ab\t him4 ,he 0 solid1 correct1 & ju/ly successful4 ,8 m9or ta/es1 ( c\rse1 _h be5 c>efully kept up to date4 ,at ! prop] "t1 pictures by ! ,b>bizon ma/]s1 old ,engli% plate & portraits1 bronzes by ,b>ye & m>bles by ,rod91 ,p]sian c>pets & ,*9ese porcela9s1 _h be5 introduc$ to ! mansion4 ,x conta9$ a ,l\is ,qu9ze reception-room1 an ,empire draw+-room1 a ,jacobean d9+-room1 & v>i\s ap>tm5ts dimly rem9isc5t ( ! /yles ( furniture affect$ by deceas$ mon>*s4 ,t ! hallways 7 too %ort = ! hi/oric p]spective did n make mu* diff]5ce4 ,am]ican decorative art is capable de t\t1 x absorbs all p]iods4 ,( ea* p]iod ,mr4 ,weightman wi%$ to h some?+ ( ! be/4 ,he und]/ood its value1 pres5t z a c]tificate1 & prospective z an inve/m5t4 ,x 0 only 9 ! ar*itecture ( 8 t[n h\se t he rema9$ cons]vative1 immovable1 "o might almo/ say ,e>ly-,victorian-,*ri/ian4 ,8 c\ntry h\se at ,dulwi*-on-!-,s\nd 0 a palace ( ! ,italian ,r5aissance4 ,b 9 t[n he adh]$ to an ar*itecture :i* _h moral associations1 ! ,n9ete5?-,c5tury-,br[n/one epo*4 ,x 0 a symbol ( 8 social position1 8 religi\s doctr9e1 & ev51 9 a way1 ( 8 bus9ess cre$4 ,a man ( fix$ pr9ciples1 he w\ld say1 %\ld express !m 9 ! looks ( 8 h\se4 ,new ,york *anges its dome/ic ar*itecture too rapidly4 ,x is l divorce4 ,x is n dignifi$4 ,i don't l x4 ,extravagance & fickl5ess are adv]tis$ 9 mo/ ( ^! new h\ses4 ,i wi% to be kn[n = diff]5t qualities4 ,dignity & prud5ce are ! ?+s t p tru/4 ,e "o kn[s t ,i c af=d to live 9 ! h\se t suits me4 ,x is a gu>antee to ! public4 ,x inspires confid5ce4 ,x helps my influ5ce4 ,!re is a text 9 ! ,bible ab\t 'a h\se t ha? f\ndations4' ,t is ! prop] k9d ( a mansion = a solid man4 ,h>old ,weightman _h (t5 li/5$ to 8 fa!r disc\rs+ 9 ?is fa%ion on ! fundam5tal pr9ciples ( life1 & always ) a divid$ m9d4 ,he admir$ imm5sely 8 fa!r's tal5ts & ! s+le-m9d$ en]gy ) :i* he improv$ !m4 ,b 9 ! pat]nal philosophy !re 0 some?+ t disquiet$ & oppress$ ! "y man1 & made him gasp inw>dly = fre% air & free action4 ,at times1 dur+ 8 college c\rse & 8 ye>s at ! law s*ool1 he _h yield$ to ?is impulse & brok5 away--n[ t[>d extravagance & dissipation1 & !n1 :5 ! reaction came1 t[>d a romantic devotion to "w among ! poor4 ,he _h felt 8 fa!r's disapproval = bo? ( ^! =ms ( imprud5ce2 b x 0 nev] express$ 9 a h>% or viol5t way1 always ) a c]ta9 tol]ant pati5ce1 su* z "o might %[ = ! mi/akes & vag>ies ( ! v "y4 ,john ,weightman 0 n ha/y1 impulsive1 inconsid]ate1 ev5 t[>d 8 own *ildr54 ,) !m1 z ) ! re/ ( ! _w1 he felt t he _h a reputation to ma9ta91 a !ory to v9dicate4 ,he c\ld af=d to give !m "t to see t he 0 absolutely "r4 ,"o ( 8 favorite ,scripture quotations 01 ,wait on ! ,"l4 ,he _h appli$ x to real e/ate & to p1 ) pr(itable results4 ,b to human p]sons ! s5sation ( be+ wait$ = is n always agreeable4 ,sometimes1 especially ) ! "y1 x produces a vague re/lessness1 a dumb res5tm5t1 :i* is increas$ by ! fact t "o c h>dly expla9 or ju/ify x4 ,( ?is ,john ,weightman 0 n consci\s4 ,x lay beyond 8 horizon4 ,he did n take x into acc\nt 9 ! plan ( life :i* he made = himself & = 8 family z ! %>]s & inh]itors ( 8 success4 ,fa!r plays u1 said ,h>old1 9 a mom5t ( irritation1 to 8 "m1 l pieces 9 a game ( *ess4 ,my de>1 said t lady1 ^: fai? 9 h] husb& 0 religi\s1 y ought n to speak s impati5tly4 ,at lea/ he w9s ! game4 ,he is "o ( ! mo/ respect$ m5 9 ,new ,york4 ,& he is v g5]\s1 too4 ,i wi% he w\ld be m g5]\s 9 lett+ u be ourselves1 said ! "y man4 ,he always has some?+ 9 view = u & expects to move u up to x4 ,b isn't x always = our b5efit8 repli$ 8 "m4 ,look :at a position we h4 ,no "o c say !re is any ta9t on our money4 ,!re are no rumors ab\t y\r fa!r4 ,he has kept ! laws ( ,god & ( man4 ,he has nev] made any mi/akes4 ,h>old got up f 8 *air & pok$ ! fire4 ,!n he came back to ! ample1 well-g[n$1 firm-look+ lady1 & sat beside h] on ! s(a4 ,he took h] h& g5tly & look$ at ! two r+s--a ?9 b& ( yell[ gold1 & a small solitaire diamond--:i* kept _! place on h] ?ird f+] 9 mode/ dignity1 z if n %am$1 b r ju/ifi$1 by ! spl5dor ( ! em]ald :i* glitt]$ beside !m4 ,"m1 he said1 y h a wond]ful h&4 ,& fa!r made no mi/ake :5 he won y4 ,b are y sure he has always be5 s in]rant8 ,h>old1 %e exclaim$1 a little /iffly1 :at d y mean8 ,8 life is an op5 book4 ,oh1 he answ]$1 ,i don't mean any?+ bad1 "m de>4 ,i "k ! gov]nor's life is an op5 book--a l$g]1 if y l1 kept 9 ! be/ bookkeep+ h&1 & always ready = inspection--e page correct1 & %[+ a h&some balance4 ,b isn't x a mi/ake n to all[ u to make our own mi/akes1 to le>n = ourselves1 to live our own lives8 ,mu/ we be always work+ = '! balance1' 9 "o ?+ or ano!r8 ,i want to be myself--to get outside ( ?is ev]la/+1 pr(itable 'plan'--to let myself g1 & lose myself = a :ile at lea/--to d ! ?+s t ,i want to d1 j because ,i want to d !m4 ,my boy1 said 8 "m1 anxi\sly1 y are n go+ to d any?+ wrong or fooli%8 ,y "k ! falsehood ( t old prov]b ab\t wild oats4 ,he ?rew back 8 head & laugh$4 ,yes1 "m1 he answ]$1 ,i "k x well en\gh4 ,b 9 ,cali=nia1 y "k1 ! wild oats are "o ( ! mo/ valuable crops4 ,!y gr[ all ov] ! hillsides & keep ! cattle & ! horses alive4 ,b t wasn't :at ,i meant--to s[ wild oats4 ,say to pick wild fl[]s1 if y l1 or ev5 to *ase wild geese--to d some?+ t seems good to me j = its own sake1 n = ! sake ( wages ( "o k9d or ano!r4 ,i feel l a hir$ man1 9 ! s]vice ( ?is magnific5t mansion--say 9 tra9+ = fa!r's place z majordomo4 ,i'd l to get out "s way1 to feel free--p]haps to d some?+ = o!rs4 ,! "y man's voice hesitat$ a little4 ,yes1 x s\nds l cant1 ,i "k1 b sometimes ,i feel z if ,i'd l to d "s good 9 ! _w1 if fa!r only w\ldn't insi/ ^u ,god's putt+ x into ! l$g]4 ,8 "m mov$ uneasily1 & a slight look ( bewild]m5t came into h] face4 ,isn't t almo/ irrev]5t8 %e ask$4 ,surely ! righte\s mu/ h _! rew>d4 ,& y\r fa!r is good4 ,see h[ mu* he gives to all ! e/abli%$ *>ities1 h[ _m ?+s he has f\nd$4 ,he's always ?9k+ ( o!rs1 & plann+ = !m4 ,& surely1 = u1 he does ev]y?+4 ,h[ well he has plann$ ?is trip to ,europe = me & ! girls--! c\rt-pres5tation at ,b]l91 ! season on ! ,rivi]a1 ! visits 9 ,engl& ) ! ,plumptons & ! ,halv]/ones4 ,he says ,"l ,halv]/one has ! f9e/ old h\se 9 ,sussex1 pure ,elizabe?an1 & all ! old cu/oms are kept up1 too--family pray]s e morn+ = all ! dome/ics4 ,by-!-way1 y "k 8 son ,b]tie1 ,i believe4 ,h>old smil$ a little to himself z he answ]$3 ,yes1 ,i fi%$ at ,catal9a ,isl& la/ ,june ) ! ,honorable ,e!lb]t2 he's r a dec5t *ap1 9 spite ( 8 +r[+ m9d4 ,b y8--"m1 y are simply magnific5t6 ,y are fa!r's ma/]piece4 ,! "y man lean$ ov] to kiss h]1 & w5t up to ! ,rid+ ,club = 8 aft]noon cant] 9 ! ,p>k4 ,s x came to pass1 e>ly 9 ,decemb]1 t ,mrs4 ,weightman & h] two daught]s sail$ = ,europe1 on _! s]i\s pleasure trip1 ev5 z x _h be5 writt5 9 ! book ( ,provid5ce2 & ,john ,weightman1 :o _h made ! entry1 0 left to pass ! re/ ( ! w9t] ) 8 son & heir 9 ! br[n/one mansion4 ,!y 7 com=table en\gh4 ,! ma*9]y ( ! massive e/abli%m5t ran z smoo?ly z a great electric dynamo4 ,!y 7 busy en\gh1 too4 ,john ,weightman's plans & ent]prises 7 complicat$1 ?\gh 8 pr9ciple ( action 0 always simple--to get good value = e exp5diture & ef=t4 ,! bank+-h\se ( :i* he 0 ! *ief1 ! bra91 ! w1 ! absolutely controll+ h&1 0 s admirably organiz$ t ! details ( its direction took b little "t4 ,b ! scores ( o!r int]e/s t radiat$ f x & 7 dep5d5t ^u x--or p]haps x w\ld be m accurate to say1 t contribut$ to its solidity & success--! _m inve/m5ts1 indu/rial1 political1 b5evol5t1 re=matory1 ecclesia/ical1 t _h made ! "n ( ,weightman well kn[n & pot5t 9 city1 *ur*1 & /ate1 dem&$ mu* att5tion & c>eful /e]+1 9 ord] t ea* might produce ! desir$ result4 ,!re 7 bo>d meet+s ( corporations & hospitals1 conf]5ces 9 ,wall ,/reet & at ,albany1 consultations & committee meet+s 9 ! br[n/one mansion4 ,= a %>e 9 all ?is bus9ess & its adjuncts ,john ,weightman _h 8 son 9 tra9+ 9 "o ( ! fam\s law firms ( ! city2 = he held t bank+ itself is a simple affair1 ! only real difficulties ( f9ance are on its legal side4 ,meantime he wi%$ ! "y man to meet & "k ! m5 ) :om he w\ld h to deal :5 he became a p>tn] 9 ! h\se4 ,s a c\ple ( d9n]s 7 giv5 9 ! mansion dur+ ,decemb]1 aft] :i* ! fa!r call$ ! son's att5tion to ! fact t ov] a hundr$ million doll>s _h sat ar\nd ! bo>d4 ,b on ,*ri/mas ,eve fa!r & son 7 d9+ toge!r )\t gue/s1 & _! talk across ! broad table1 glitt]+ ) silv] & cut glass1 & s(tly lit by %ad$ c&les1 0 intimate1 ?\gh a little sl[ at times4 ,! eld] man 0 9 r a r>e mood1 m expansive & confid5tial ?an usual2 &1 :5 ! c(fee 0 br\ght 9 & !y 7 left alone1 he talk$ m freely ( 8 p]sonal plans & hopes ?an he _h ev] done be=e4 ,i feel v grateful to-night1 said he1 at la/2 x mu/ be some?+ 9 ! air ( ,*ri/mas t gives me ?is feel+ ( ?ankfulness = ! _m div9e m]cies t h be5 be/[$ ^u me4 ,all ! pr9ciples by :i* ,i h tri$ to guide my life h be5 ju/ifi$4 ,i h nev] made ! value ( ?is salt$ almond by any?+ t ! c\rts w\ld n uphold1 at lea/ 9 ! long run1 & yet--or w\ldn't x be tru] to say & !re=e8--my affairs h be5 wond]fully prosp]$4 ,!re's a great deal 9 t text ',hone/y is ! be/'--b no1 t's n f ! ,bible1 aft] all1 is x8 ,wait a mom5t2 !re is some?+ ( t k9d1 ,i "k4 ,may ,i light a cig>1 fa!r1 said ,h>old1 turn+ away to hide a smile1 :ile y are rememb]+ ! text8 ,yes1 c]ta9ly1 answ]$ ! eld] man1 r %ortly2 y "k ,i don't dislike ! smell4 ,b x is a wa/eful1 useless habit1 & !re=e ,i h nev] practis$ x4 ,no?+ useless is wor? :ile1 t's my motto--no?+ t does n br+ ! rew>d4 ,oh1 n[ ,i recall ! text1 ',v]ily ,i say unto y !y h _! rew>d4' ,i %all ask ,doctor ,snodgrass to prea* a s]mon on t v]se "s day4 ,us+ y z an illu/ration8 ,well1 n exactly t2 b ,i c\ld give him "s good mat]ial f my own exp]i5ce to prove ! tru? ( ,scripture4 ,i c hone/ly say t !re is n "o ( my *>ities t has n br\ght me 9 a good return1 ei!r 9 ! increase ( influ5ce1 ! build+ up ( cr$it1 or ! association ) sub/antial p4 ,( c\rse y h to be c>eful h[ y give1 9 ord] to secure ! be/ results--no indiscrim9ate giv+--no p5nies 9 begg>s' hats6 ,x has be5 "o ( my pr9ciples always to use ! same k9d ( judgm5t 9 *>ities t ,i use 9 my o!r affairs1 & !y h n disappo9t$ me4 ,ev5 ! *eck t y put 9 ! plate :5 y take ! (f]tory up ! aisle on ,sunday morn+8 ,c]ta9ly2 ?\gh !re ! influ5ce is less direct2 & ,i mu/ confess t ,i h my d\bts 9 reg>d to ! collection = ,=eign ,missions4 ,t always seems to me romantic & wa/eful4 ,y nev] he> f x 9 any def9ite way4 ,!y say ! mission>ies h done a good deal to op5 ! way = trade2 p]haps--b !y h also gott5 u into comm]cial & political difficulties4 ,yet ,i give to !m--a little--x is a matt] ( consci5ce ) me to id5tify myself ) all ! ent]prises ( ! ,*ur*2 x is ! ma9/ay ( social ord] & a prosp]\s civilization4 ,b ! be/ =ms ( b5evol5ce are ! well-e/abli%$1 organiz$ ones "h at home1 :]e p c see !m & "k :at !y are do+4 ,y mean ! ones t h a local habitation & a "n4 ,yes2 !y (f] by f> ! safe/ return1 ?\gh ( c\rse !re is some?+ ga9$ by contribut+ to g5]al funds4 ,a public man c't af=d to be )\t public _s4 ,b on ! :ole ,i pref] a build+1 or an end[m5t4 ,!re is a mutual advantage to a good "n & a good in/itution 9 _! connection 9 ! public m9d4 ,x helps !m bo?4 ,rememb] t1 my boy4 ,( c\rse at ! beg9n+ y w h to practise x 9 a small way2 lat]1 y w h l>g] opportunities4 ,b try to put y\r gifts :]e !y c be id5tifi$ & d good all ar\nd4 ,y'll see ! wisdom ( x 9 ! long run4 ,i c see x already1 sir1 & ! way y describe x looks amaz+ly wise & prud5t4 ,9 o!r words1 we mu/ ca/ our bread on ! wat]s 9 l>ge loaves1 c>ri$ by s\nd %ips m>k$ ) ! own]'s "n1 s t ! return freight w be sure to come back to u4 ,! fa!r laugh$1 b 8 eyes 7 fr[n+ a little z if he suspect$ some?+ irrev]5t "u ! respectful reply4 ,y put x humor\sly1 b !re's s5se 9 :at y say4 ,:y n8 ,god rules ! sea2 b ,he expects u to foll[ ! laws ( navigation & comm]ce4 ,:y n take good c>e ( y\r bread1 ev5 :5 y give x away8 ,x's n = me to say :y n--& yet ,i c ?9k ( cases-- ,! "y man hesitat$ = a mom5t4 ,8 half-f9i%$ cig> _h gone out4 ,he rose & toss$ x into ! fire1 9 front ( :i* he rema9$ /&+--a sl5d]1 eag]1 re/less "y figure1 ) a t\* ( hung] 9 ! f9e face1 /rangely l & unlike ! fa!r1 at :om he look$ ) half-wi/ful curiosity4 ,! fact is1 sir1 he cont9u$1 !re is su* a case 9 my m9d n[1 & x is a good deal on my he>t1 too4 ,s ,i ?\ght ( speak+ to y ab\t x to-night4 ,y rememb] ,tom ,roll9s1 ! ,junior :o 0 s good to me :5 ,i ent]$ college8 ,! fa!r nodd$4 ,he rememb]$ v well inde$ ! annoy+ incid5ts ( 8 son's fir/ escapade1 & h[ ,roll9s _h /ood by him & help$ to avoid a public disgrace1 & h[ a close fri5d%ip _h gr[n betwe5 ! two boys1 s diff]5t 9 _! =tunes4 ,yes1 he said1 ,i rememb] him4 ,he 0 a promis+ "y man4 ,has he succe$$8 ,n exactly--t is1 n yet4 ,8 bus9ess has be5 go+ r badly4 ,he has a wife & little baby1 y "k4 ,& n[ he has brok5 d[n1--some?+ wrong ) 8 lungs4 ,! doctor says 8 only *ance is a ye> or eighte5 mon?s 9 ,colorado4 ,i wi% we c\ld help him4 ,h[ mu* w\ld x co/8 ,?ree or f\r ?\s&1 p]haps1 z a loan4 ,does ! doctor say he w get well8 ,a fight+ *ance--! doctor says4 ,! face ( ! old] man *ang$ subtly4 ,n a l9e 0 alt]$1 b x seem$ to h a diff]5t sub/ance1 z if x 7 c>v$ out ( "s firm1 imp]i%able /uff4 ,a fight+ *ance1 he said1 may d = a speculation1 b x is n a good inve/m5t4 ,y owe some?+ to "y ,roll9s4 ,y\r grateful feel+ does y cr$it4 ,b don't ov]work x4 ,s5d him ?ree or f\r hundr$1 if y l4 ,y'll nev] he> f x aga91 except 9 ! lett] ( ?anks4 ,b = ,heav5's sake don't be s5tim5tal4 ,religion is n a matt] ( s5tim5t2 x's a matt] ( pr9ciple4 ,illu/ration3 ,x is n a good inve/m5t ,! face ( ! y\ng] man *ang$ n[4 ,b in/ead ( becom+ fix$ & grav51 x seem$ to melt into life by ! heat ( an inw>d fire4 ,8 no/rils quiv]$ ) quick brea?1 8 lips 7 curl$4 ,pr9ciple6 he said4 ,y mean pr9cipal--& int]e/ too4 ,well1 sir1 y "k be/ :e!r t is religion or n4 ,b if x is1 c\nt me out1 please4 ,tom sav$ me f go+ to ! devil1 six ye>s ago2 & ,i'll be damn$ if ,i don't help him to ! be/ ( my ability n[4 ,john ,weightman look$ at 8 son /eadily4 ,h>old1 he said at la/1 y "k ,i dislike viol5t language1 & x nev] has any influ5ce ) me4 ,if ,i c\ld hone/ly approve ( ?is proposition ( y\rs1 ,i'd let y h ! money2 b ,i c't2 x's extravagant & useless4 ,b y h y\r ,*ri/mas *eck = a ?\s& doll>s com+ to y to-morr[4 ,y c use x z y please4 ,i nev] int]f]e ) y\r private affairs4 ,?ank y1 said ,h>old4 ,?ank y v mu*6 ,b !re's ano!r private affair4 ,i want to get away f ?is life1 ?is t[n1 ?is h\se4 ,x /ifles me4 ,y refus$ la/ summ] :5 ,i ask$ y to let me g up to ,gr5fell's ,mission on ! ,labrador4 ,i c\ld g n[1 at lea/ z f> z ! ,newf\ndl& ,/ation4 ,h y *ang$ y\r m9d8 ,n at all4 ,i ?9k x is an exce$+ly fooli% ent]prise4 ,x w\ld int]rupt ! c>e] t ,i h m>k$ out = y4 ,well1 !n1 "h's a *eap] proposition4 ,algy ,v&]ho( wants me to jo9 him on 8 ya*t )--well1 ) a little p>ty--to cruise 9 ! ,we/ ,indies4 ,w\ld y pref] t8 ,c]ta9ly n6 ,! ,v&]ho( set is wild & godless--,i d n wi% to see y keep+ company ) fools :o walk 9 ! broad & easy way t leads to p]dition4 ,x is r a h>d *oice1 said ! "y man1 ) a %ort laugh1 turn+ t[>d ! door4 ,accord+ to y !re's v little diff]5ce--a fool's p>adise or a fool's hell6 ,well1 x's "o or ! o!r = me1 & ,i'll toss up = x to-night3 heads1 ,i lose2 tails1 ! devil w9s4 ,anyway1 ,i'm sick ( ?is1 & ,i'm out ( x4 ,h>old1 said ! old] man 7& !re 0 a slight tremor 9 8 voice71 don't let u qu>rel on ,*ri/mas ,eve4 ,all ,i want is to p]suade y to ?9k s]i\sly ( ! duties & responsibilities to :i* ,god has call$ y--don't speak lightly ( heav5 & hell--rememb]1 !re is ano!r life4 ,! "y man came back & laid 8 h& ^u 8 fa!r's %\ld]4 ,fa!r1 he said1 ,i want to rememb] x4 ,i try to believe 9 x4 ,b someh[ or o!r1 9 ?is h\se1 x all seems unreal to me4 ,no d\bt all y say is p]fectly "r & wise4 ,i don't v5ture to argue aga9/ x1 b ,i c't feel x--t's all4 ,if ,i'm to h a s\l1 ei!r to lose or to save1 ,i mu/ really live4 ,j n[ nei!r ! pres5t nor ! future means any?+ to me4 ,b surely we won't qu>rel4 ,i'm v grateful to y1 & we'll "p fri5ds4 ,good-night1 sir4 ,! fa!r held out 8 h& 9 sil5ce4 ,! heavy porti]e dropp$ noiselessly beh9d ! son1 & he w5t up ! wide1 curv+ /airway to 8 own room4 ,meantime ,john ,weightman sat 9 8 c>v$ *air 9 ! ,jacobean d9+-room4 ,he felt /rangely old & dull4 ,! portraits ( beautiful wom5 by ,lawr5ce & ,reynolds & ,raeburn1 :i* _h (t5 seem$ l real company to him1 look$ remote & un9t]e/+4 ,he fanci$ some?+ cold & almo/ unfri5dly 9 _! expression1 z if !y 7 />+ ?r\gh him or beyond him4 ,!y c>$ no?+ = 8 pr9ciples1 8 hopes1 8 disappo9tm5ts1 8 successes2 !y belong$ to ano!r _w1 9 :i* he _h no place4 ,at ?is he felt a vague res5tm5t1 a s5se ( discom=t t he c\ld n h def9$ or expla9$4 ,he 0 us$ to be+ consid]$1 respect$1 appreciat$ at 8 full value 9 e region1 ev5 9 t ( 8 own dreams4 ,pres5tly he rang = ! butl]1 tell+ him to close ! h\se & n to sit up1 & walk$ ) lagg+ /eps into ! long libr>y1 :]e ! %ad$ lamps 7 burn+4 ,8 eye fell ^u ! l[ %elves full ( co/ly books1 b he _h no desire to op5 !m4 ,ev5 ! c>efully *os5 pictures t hung above !m seem$ to h lo/ _! attraction4 ,he paus$ = a mom5t be=e an idyll ( ,corot--a dance ( nymphs ar\nd "s =gott5 alt> 9 a vapor\s glade--& look$ at x curi\sly4 ,!re 0 some?+ raptur\s & s]5e ab\t ! picture1 a brea? ( spr+-"t 9 ! mi/y trees1 a h>mony ( joy 9 ! danc+ figures1 t wak5$ 9 him a feel+ ( half-pleasure & half-envy4 ,x repres5t$ some?+ t he _h nev] kn[n 9 8 calculat$1 ord]ly life4 ,he 0 dimly mi/ru/ful ( x4 ,x is c]ta9ly v beautiful1 he ?\ght1 b x is di/9ctly pagan2 t alt> is built to "s hea!n god4 ,x does n fit into ! s*eme ( a ,*ri/ian life4 ,i d\bt :e!r x is consi/5t ) ! tone ( my h\se4 ,i w sell x ?is w9t]4 ,x w br+ ?ree or f\r times :at ,i paid = x4 ,t 0 a good pur*ase1 a v good b>ga94 ,he dropp$ into ! revolv+ *air be=e 8 big libr>y table4 ,x 0 cov]$ ) pamphlets & reports ( ! v>i\s ent]prises 9 :i* he 0 int]e/$4 ,!re 0 a pile ( newspap] clipp+s 9 :i* 8 "n 0 m5tion$ ) praise = 8 su/a9+ p[] z a pill> ( f9ance1 = 8 judici\s b5evol5ce1 = 8 support ( wise & prud5t re=m movem5ts1 = 8 discretion 9 mak+ p]man5t public gifts--! ,weightman ,*>ities1 "o v complaisant editor call$ !m1 z if !y des]v$ classification z a di/9ct species4 ,he turn$ ! pap]s ov] li/lessly4 ,!re 0 a description & a picture ( ! ,weightman ,w+ ( ! ,hospital = ,cripples1 ( :i* he 0 presid5t2 & an article on ! new pr(essor 9 ! ,weightman ,*air ( ,political ,jurisprud5ce 9 ,jackson ,univ]sity1 ( :i* he 0 a tru/ee2 & an illu/rat$ acc\nt ( ! op5+ ( ! ,weightman ,gramm>-,s*ool at ,dulwi*-on-!-,s\nd1 :]e he _h 8 legal resid5ce = purposes ( taxation4 ,?is la/ 0 p]haps ! mo/ c>efully plann$ ( all ! ,weightman ,*>ities4 ,he desir$ to w9 ! confid5ce & support ( 8 rural neighbors4 ,x _h pleas$ him mu* :5 ! local newspap] _h spok5 ( him z an ideal citiz5 & ! logical c&idate = ! ,gov]nor%ip ( ! ,/ate2 b ^u ! :ole x seem$ to him wis] to keep out ( active politics4 ,x w\ld be easi] & bett] to put ,h>old into ! runn+1 to h him s5t to ! ,legislature f ! ,dulwi* di/rict1 !n to ! national ,h\se1 !n to ! ,s5ate4 ,:y n8 ,! ,weightman int]e/s 7 l>ge en\gh to ne$ a direct repres5tative & gu>dian at ,wa%+ton4 ,b to-night all ^! plans came back to him ) du/ ^u !m4 ,!y 7 dry & crumbl+ l =sak5 habitations4 ,! son ^u :om 8 complac5t ambition _h re/$ _h turn$ 8 back ^u ! mansion ( 8 fa!r's hopes4 ,! break might n be f9al2 & 9 any ev5t !re w\ld be mu* to live =2 ! =tunes ( ! family w\ld be secure4 ,b ! ze/ ( x all w\ld be gone if ,john ,weightman _h to give up ! assurance ( p]petuat+ 8 "n & 8 pr9ciples 9 8 son4 ,x 0 a bitt] disappo9tm5t1 & he felt t he _h n des]v$ x4 ,he rose f ! *air & pac$ ! room ) lead5 feet4 ,= ! fir/ "t 9 8 life 8 age 0 visibly ^u him4 ,8 head 0 heavy & hot1 & ! ?\ghts t roll$ 9 x 7 confus$ & depress+4 ,c\ld x be t he _h made a mi/ake 9 ! pr9ciples ( 8 exi/5ce8 ,!re 0 no argum5t 9 :at ,h>old _h said--x 0 almo/ *ildi%--& yet x _h %ak5 ! eld] man m deeply ?an he c>$ to %[4 ,x held a sil5t attack :i* t\*$ him m ?an op5 criticism4 ,suppose ! end ( 8 life 7 ne>] ?an he ?\ght--! end mu/ come "s "t--:at if x 7 n[8 ,_h he n f\nd$ 8 h\se ^u a rock8 ,_h he n kept ! ,comm&m5ts8 ,0 he n1 t\*+ ! law1 blameless8 ,& beyond ?is1 ev5 if !re 7 "s faults 9 8 "*--& all m5 are s9n]s--yet he surely believ$ 9 ! sav+ doctr9es ( religion--! =giv5ess ( s9s1 ! resurrection ( ! body1 ! life ev]la/+4 ,yes1 t 0 ! true s\rce ( com=t1 aft] all4 ,he w\ld read a bit 9 ! ,bible1 z he did e night1 & g to b$ & to sleep4 ,he w5t back to 8 *air at ! libr>y table4 ,a /range weight ( we>9ess re/$ ^u him1 b he op5$ ! book at a famili> place1 & 8 eyes fell ^u ! v]se at ! bottom ( ! page4 ,lay n up = y\rselves treasures ^u e>?4 ,t _h be5 ! text ( ! s]mon a few weeks be=e4 ,sleepily1 heavily1 he tri$ to fix 8 m9d ^u x & recall x4 ,:at 0 x t ,doctor ,snodgrass _h said8 ,ah1 yes--t x 0 a mi/ake to pause "h 9 read+ ! v]se4 ,we mu/ read on )\t a pause--,lay n up treasures ^u e>? :]e mo? & ru/ d corrupt & :]e ?ieves break ?r\gh & /eal--t 0 ! true doctr9e4 ,we may h treasures ^u e>?1 b !y mu/ n be put into unsafe places1 b into safe places4 ,a mo/ com=t+ doctr9e6 ,he _h always foll[$ x4 ,mo?s & ru/ & ?ieves _h done no h>m to 8 inve/m5ts4 ,john ,weightman's droop+ eyes turn$ to ! next v]se1 at ! top ( ! second column4 ,b lay up = y\rselves treasures 9 heav54 ,n[ :at _h ! ,doctor said ab\t t8 ,h[ 0 x to be und]/ood--9 :at s5se--treasures--9 heav58 ,! book seem$ to float away f him4 ,! light vani%$4 ,he wond]$ dimly if ?is c\ld be ,dea?1 com+ s sudd5ly1 s quietly1 s irresi/ibly4 ,he /ruggl$ = a mom5t to hold himself up1 & !n sank sl[ly =w>d ^u ! table4 ,8 head re/$ ^u 8 fold$ h&s4 ,he slipp$ into ! unkn[n4 99 99 99 99 99 ,h[ long aft]w>d consci\s life return$ to him he did n "k4 ,! blank might h be5 an h\r or a c5tury4 ,he knew only t some?+ _h happ5$ 9 ! int]val4 ,:at x 0 he c\ld n tell4 ,he f\nd great difficulty 9 cat*+ ! ?read ( 8 id5tity aga94 ,he felt t he 0 himself2 b ! tr\ble 0 to make 8 connections1 to v]ify & place himself1 to "k :o & :]e he 04 ,at la/ x grew cle>4 ,john ,weightman 0 sitt+ on a /one1 n f> f a road 9 a /range l&4 ,! road 0 n a =mal highway1 f5c$ & grad$4 ,x 0 m l a great travel-trace1 worn by ?\s&s ( feet pass+ across ! op5 c\ntry 9 ! same direction4 ,d[n 9 ! valley1 into :i* he c\ld look1 ! road seem$ to =m itself gradually out ( _m m9or pa?s2 little footways com+ across ! mead[s1 w9d+ tracks foll[+ along beside ! /reams1 fa9tly m>k$ trails em]g+ f ! woodl&s4 ,b on ! hillside ! ?reads 7 m firmly wov5 into "o cle> b& ( travel1 ?\gh !re 7 /ill a few dim pa?s jo9+ x "h & !re1 z if p]sons _h be5 climb+ up ! hill by o!r ways & _h turn$ at la/ to seek ! road4 ,f ! edge ( ! hill1 :]e ,john ,weightman sat1 he c\ld see ! travel]s1 9 little gr\ps or l>g] companies1 ga!r+ f "t to "t by ! diff]5t pa?s1 & mak+ ! asc5t4 ,!y 7 all clo!d 9 :ite1 & ! =m ( _! g>m5ts 0 /range to him2 x 0 l "s old picture4 ,!y pass$ him1 gr\p aft] gr\p1 talk+ quietly toge!r or s++2 n mov+ 9 ha/e1 b ) a c]ta9 air ( eag]ness & joy z if !y 7 glad to be on _! way to an appo9t$ place4 ,!y did n /ay to speak to him1 b !y look$ at him (t5 & spoke to "o ano!r z !y look$2 & n[ & !n "o ( !m w\ld smile & beckon him a fri5dly greet+1 s t he felt !y w\ld l him to be ) !m4 ,!re 0 q an int]val betwe5 ! gr\ps2 & he foll[$ ea* ( !m ) 8 eyes aft] x _h pass$1 blan*+ ! long ribbon ( ! road = a little transi5t space1 ris+ & rec$+ across ! wide1 bill[y upl&1 among ! r\nd$ hillocks ( a]ial gre5 & gold & lilac1 until x came to ! high horizon1 & /ood outl9$ = a mom5t1 a t9y cl\d ( :it5ess aga9/ ! t5d] blue1 be=e x vani%$ ov] ! hill4 ,= a long "t he sat !re wat*+ & wond]+4 ,x 0 a v diff]5t _w f t 9 :i* 8 mansion on ! ,av5ue 0 built2 & x look$ /range to him1 b mo/ real--z real z any?+ he _h ev] se54 ,pres5tly he felt a /rong desire to "k :at c\ntry x 0 & :]e ! p 7 go+4 ,he _h a fa9t premonition ( :at x mu/ be1 b he wi%$ to be sure4 ,s he rose f ! /one :]e he 0 sitt+1 & came d[n ?r\gh ! %ort grass & ! lav5d] fl[]s1 t[>d a pass+ gr\p ( p4 ,"o ( !m turn$ to meet him1 & held out 8 h&4 ,x 0 an old man1 "u ^: :ite be>d & br[s ,john ,weightman ?\ght he saw a sugge/ion ( ! face ( ! village doctor :o _h c>$ = him ye>s ago1 :5 he 0 a boy 9 ! c\ntry4 ,illu/ration3 ,welcome6 ,w y come ) u8 ,welcome1 said ! old man4 ,w y come ) u8 ,:]e are y go+8 ,to ! heav5ly city1 to see our mansions !re4 ,& :o are ^! ) y8 ,/rang]s to me1 until a little :ile ago2 ,i "k !m bett] n[4 ,b y ,i h kn[n = a long "t1 ,john ,weightman4 ,don't y rememb] y\r old doctor8 ,yes1 he cri$--yes2 y\r voice has n *ang$ at all4 ,i'm glad inde$ to see y1 ,doctor ,mc,lean1 especially n[4 ,all ?is seems v /range to me1 almo/ oppressive4 ,i wond] if--b may ,i g ) y1 d y suppose8 ,surely1 answ]$ ! doctor1 ) 8 famili> smile2 x w d y good4 ,& y also mu/ h a mansion 9 ! city wait+ = y--a f9e "o1 too--are y n look+ =w>d to x8 ,yes1 repli$ ! o!r1 hesitat+ a mom5t2 yes--,i believe x mu/ be s1 al?\gh ,i _h n expect$ to see x s soon4 ,b ,i w g ) y1 & we c talk by ! way4 ,! two m5 quickly caught up ) ! o!r p1 & all w5t =w>d toge!r along ! road4 ,! doctor _h little to tell ( 8 exp]i5ce1 = x _h be5 a pla91 h>d life1 unev5tfully sp5t = o!rs1 & ! /ory ( ! village 0 v simple4 ,john ,weightman's adv5tures & triumphs w\ld h made a f> ri*]1 m impos+ hi/ory1 full ( contacts ) ! great ev5ts & p]sonages ( ! "t4 ,b someh[ or o!r he did n c>e to speak mu* ab\t x1 walk+ on t wide heav5ly moorl&1 "u t tranquil1 sunless ar* ( blue1 9 t free air ( p]fect peace1 :]e ! light 0 diffus$ )\t a %ad[1 z if ! _s ( life 9 all ?+s 7 lum9\s4 ,!re 0 only "o p]son besides ! doctor 9 t little company :om ,john ,weightman _h kn[n be=e--an old bookkeep] :o _h sp5t 8 life ov] a desk1 c>efully keep+ acc\nts--a ru/y1 dull little man1 pati5t & n>r[1 ^: wife _h be5 9 ! insane asylum = tw5ty ye>s & ^: only *ild 0 a crippl$ daught]1 = ^: com=t & happ9ess he _h toil$ & sacrific$ himself )\t /9t4 ,x 0 a surprise to f9d him "h1 z c>e-free & joyful z ! re/4 ,illu/ration3 ,t free air ( ,p]fect ,peace ,! lives ( o!rs 9 ! company 7 reveal$ 9 brief glimpses z !y talk$ toge!r--a "m1 e>ly wid[$1 :o _h kept h] little flock ( *ildr5 toge!r & labor$ ?r\gh h>d & heavy ye>s to br+ !m up 9 purity & k--a ,si/] ( ,*>ity :o _h devot$ h]self to ! nurs+ ( poor folk :o 7 be+ eat5 to dea? by canc]--a s*oolma/] ^: he>t & life _h be5 p\r$ into 8 quiet "w ( tra9+ boys = a clean & ?\ghtful manhood--a m$ical mission>y :o _h giv5 up a brilliant c>e] 9 sci5ce to take ! *>ge ( a hospital 9 d>ke/ ,africa--a beautiful woman ) silv] hair :o _h resign$ h] dreams ( love & m>riage to c>e = an invalid fa!r1 & aft] 8 dea? _h made h] life a long1 /eady se>* = ways ( do+ k9dnesses to o!rs--a poet :o _h walk$ among ! cr[d$ t5em5ts ( ! great city1 br++ *e] & com=t n only by 8 songs1 b by 8 wise & pati5t works ( practical aid--a p>alyz$ woman :o _h la9 = ?irty ye>s ^u h] b$1 helpless b n hopeless1 succe$+ by a miracle ( c\rage 9 h] s+le aim1 nev] to compla91 b always to imp>t a bit ( h] joy & peace to e "o :o came ne> h]4 ,all ^!1 & o!r p]sons l !m1 p ( little consid]ation 9 ! _w1 b n[ seem+ly all full ( great cont5tm5t & an inw>d gladness t made _! /eps light1 7 9 ! company t pass$ along ! road1 talk+ toge!r ( ?+s pa/ & ?+s to come1 & s++ n[ & !n ) cle> voices f :i* ! veil ( age & sorr[ 0 lift$4 ,john ,weightman jo9$ 9 "s ( ! songs--:i* 7 famili> to him f _! use 9 ! *ur*--at fir/ ) a t\* ( hesitation1 & !n m confid5tly4 ,= z !y w5t on 8 s5se ( /rang5ess & fe> at 8 new exp]i5ce dim9i%$1 & 8 ?\ghts began to take on _! habitual assurance & complac5cy4 ,7 n ^! p go+ to ! ,cele/ial ,city8 ,& 0 n he 9 8 "r place among !m8 ,he _h always look$ =w>d to ?is j\rney4 ,if !y 7 sure1 ea* "o1 ( f9d+ a mansion !re1 c\ld n he be f> m sure8 ,8 life _h be5 m fruitful ?an !irs4 ,he _h be5 a lead]1 a f\nd] ( new ent]prises1 a pill> ( ,*ur* & ,/ate1 a pr9ce ( ! ,h\se ( ,israel4 ,t5 tal5ts _h be5 giv5 him1 & he _h made !m tw5ty4 ,8 rew>d w\ld be proportionate4 ,he 0 glad t 8 companions 7 go+ to f9d fit dwell+s prep>$ = !m2 b he ?\ght also ) a c]ta9 pleasure ( ! surprise t "s ( !m w\ld feel :5 !y saw 8 appo9t$ mansion4 ,s !y came to ! summit ( ! moorl& & look$ ov] into ! _w beyond4 ,x 0 a va/1 gre5 pla91 s(tly r\nd$ l a %all[ vase1 & circl$ ) hills ( ame?y/4 ,a broad1 %9+ riv] fl[$ ?r\gh x1 & _m silv] ?reads ( wat] 7 wov5 across ! gre52 & !re 7 bord]s ( tall trees on ! banks ( ! riv]1 & or*>ds full ( roses abloom along ! little /reams1 & 9 ! mid/ ( all /ood ! city1 :ite & wond]ful & radiant4 ,:5 ! travel]s saw x !y 7 fill$ ) awe & joy4 ,!y pass$ ov] ! little /reams & among ! or*>ds quickly & sil5tly1 z if !y fe>$ to speak le/ ! city %\ld vani%4 ,! wall ( ! city 0 v l[1 a *ild c\ld see ov] x1 = x 0 made only ( preci\s /ones1 :i* are nev] l>ge4 ,! gate ( ! city 0 n l a gate at all1 = x 0 n b>r$ ) iron or wood1 b only a s+le pe>l1 s(tly gleam+1 m>k$ ! place :]e ! wall end$ & ! entrance lay op54 ,a p]son /ood !re ^: face 0 bright & grave1 & ^: robe 0 l ! fl[] ( ! lily1 n a wov5 fabric1 b a liv+ texture4 ,come 91 he said to ! company ( travel]s2 y are at y\r j\rney's end1 & y\r mansions are ready = y4 ,john ,weightman hesitat$1 = he 0 tr\bl$ by a d\bt4 ,suppose t he 0 n really1 l 8 companions1 at 8 j\rney's end1 b only transport$ = a little :ile out ( ! regul> c\rse ( 8 life into ?is my/]i\s exp]i5ce8 ,suppose t1 aft] all1 he _h n really pass$ ?r\gh ! door ( dea?1 l ^! o!rs1 b only ?r\gh ! door ( dreams1 & 0 walk+ 9 a vision1 a liv+ man among ! bless$ dead4 ,w\ld x be "r = him to g ) !m into ! heav5ly city8 ,w\ld x n be a deception1 a desecration1 a deep & un=givable (f5se8 ,! /range1 confus+ "q _h no reason 9 x1 z he v well knew2 = if he 0 dream+1 !n x 0 all a dream2 b if 8 companions 7 real1 !n he also 0 ) !m 9 reality1 & if !y _h di$ !n he mu/ h di$ too4 ,yet he c\ld n rid 8 m9d ( ! s5se t !re 0 a diff]5ce betwe5 !m & him1 & x made him afraid to g on4 ,b1 z he paus$ & turn$1 ! ,keep] ( ! ,gate look$ /raight & deep into 8 eyes1 & beckon$ to him4 ,!n he knew t x 0 n only "r b necess>y t he %\ld ent]4 ,!y pass$ f /reet to /reet among fair & spaci\s dwell+s1 set 9 am>an?9e g>d5s1 & adorn$ ) an inf9itely v>i$ beauty ( div9e simplicity4 ,! mansions diff]$ 9 size1 9 %ape1 9 *>m3 ea* "o seem$ to h its own p]sonal look ( lovel9ess2 yet all 7 alike 9 fitness to _! place1 9 h>mony ) "o ano!r1 9 ! addition :i* ea* made to ! s+ul> & tranquil spl5dor ( ! city4 ,z ! little company came1 "o by "o1 to ! mansions :i* 7 prep>$ = !m1 & _! ,guide beckon$ to ! happy inhabitant to ent] 9 & take possession1 !re 0 a s(t murmur ( joy1 half wond] & half recognition2 z if ! new & immortal dwell+ 7 cr[n$ ) ! beauty ( surprise1 loveli] & nobl] ?an all ! dreams ( x _h be52 & yet also z if x 7 t\*$ ) ! beauty ( ! famili>1 ! rememb]$1 ! long-lov$4 ,"o aft] ano!r ! travel]s 7 l$ to _! own mansions1 & w5t 9 gladly2 & f )91 ?r\gh ! op5 doorways1 came sweet voices ( welcome1 & l[ laught]1 & song4 ,at la/ !re 0 no "o left ) ! ,guide b ! two old fri5ds1 ,doctor ,mc,lean & ,john ,weightman4 ,!y 7 /&+ 9 front ( "o ( ! l>ge/ & faire/ ( ! h\ses1 ^: g>d5 gl[$ s(tly ) radiant fl[]s4 ,! ,guide laid 8 h& ^u ! doctor's %\ld]4 ,?is is = y1 he said4 ,g 92 !re is no m pa9 "h1 no m dea?1 nor sorr[1 nor te>s2 = y\r old enemies are all conqu]$4 ,b all ! good t y h done = o!rs1 all ! help t y h giv51 all ! com=t t y h br\ght1 all ! /r5g? & love t y h be/[$ ^u ! suff]+1 are "h2 = we h built !m all into ?is mansion = y4 ,! good man's face 0 light$ ) a /ill joy4 ,he clasp$ 8 old fri5d's h& closely1 & :isp]$3 ,h[ wond]ful x is6 ,g on1 y w come to y\r mansion next1 x is n f> away1 & we %all see ea* o!r aga9 soon1 v soon4 ,s he w5t ?r\gh ! g>d51 & into ! music )94 ,! ,keep] ( ! ,gate turn$ to ,john ,weightman ) level1 quiet1 se>*+ eyes4 ,!n he ask$1 gravely3 ,:]e d y wi% me to lead y n[8 ,to see my own mansion1 answ]$ ! man1 ) half-conceal$ excitem5t4 ,is !re n "o "h = me8 ,y may n let me ent] x yet1 p]haps1 = ,i mu/ confess to y t ,i am only-- ,i "k1 said ! ,keep] ( ! ,gate--,i "k x all4 ,y are ,john ,weightman4 ,yes1 said ! man1 m firmly ?an he _h spok5 at fir/1 = x gratifi$ him t 8 "n 0 kn[n4 ,yes1 ,i am ,john ,weightman1 ,s5ior ,w>d5 ( ,/4 ,petronius' ,*ur*4 ,i wi% v mu* to see my mansion "h1 if only = a mom5t4 ,i believe t y h "o = me4 ,w y take me to x8 ,! ,keep] ( ! ,gate drew a little book f ! brea/ ( 8 robe & turn$ ov] ! pages4 ,c]ta9ly1 he said1 ) a curi\s look at ! man1 y\r "n is "h2 & y %all see y\r mansion if y w foll[ me4 ,x seem$ z if !y mu/ h walk$ miles & miles1 ?r\gh ! va/ city1 pass+ /reet aft] /reet ( h\ses l>g] & small]1 ( g>d5s ri*] & poor]1 b all full ( beauty & delight4 ,!y came into a k9d ( suburb1 :]e !re 7 _m small cottages1 ) plots ( fl[]s1 v l[ly1 b bright & fragrant4 ,f9ally !y rea*$ an op5 field1 b>e & lonely-look+4 ,!re 7 two or ?ree little bu%es 9 x1 )\t fl[]s1 & ! grass 0 sp>se & ?94 ,9 ! c5t] ( ! field 0 a t9y hut1 h>dly big en\gh = a %eph]d's %elt]4 ,x look$ z if x _h be5 built ( disc>d$ ?+s1 scraps & fragm5ts ( o!r build+s1 put toge!r ) c>e & pa9s1 by "s "o :o _h tri$ to make ! mo/ ( ca/-(f mat]ial4 ,!re 0 some?+ pitiful & %amefac$ ab\t ! hut4 ,x %rank & droop$ & fad$ 9 its b>r5 field1 & seem$ to cl+ only by suff]ance to ! edge ( ! spl5did city4 ,?is1 said ! ,keep] ( ! ,gate1 /&+ /ill & speak+ ) a l[1 di/9ct voice--?is is y\r mansion1 ,john ,weightman4 ,an almo/ intol]able %ock ( griev$ wond] & indignation *ok$ ! man = a mom5t s t he c\ld n say a ^w4 ,!n he turn$ 8 face away f ! poor little hut & began to remon/rate eag]ly ) 8 companion4 ,surely1 sir1 he /amm]$1 y mu/ be 9 error ab\t ?is4 ,!re is some?+ wrong--"s o!r ,john ,weightman--a confusion ( names--! book mu/ be mi/ak54 ,!re is no mi/ake1 said ! ,keep] ( ! ,gate1 v calmly2 "h is y\r "n1 ! record ( y\r title & y\r possessions 9 ?is place4 ,b h[ c\ld su* a h\se be prep>$ = me1 cri$ ! man1 ) a res5tful tremor 9 8 voice--= me1 aft] my long & fai?ful s]vice8 ,is ?is a suitable mansion = "o s well kn[n & devot$8 ,:y is x s pitifully small & mean8 ,:y h y n built x l>ge & fair1 l ! o!rs8 ,t is all ! mat]ial y s5t u4 ,:at6 ,we h us$ all ! mat]ial t y s5t u1 repeat$ ! ,keep] ( ! ,gate4 ,n[ ,i "k t y are mi/ak51 cri$ ! man1 ) gr[+ e>ne/ness1 = all my life long ,i h be5 do+ ?+s t mu/ h suppli$ y ) mat]ial4 ,h y n he>d t ,i h built a s*ool-h\se2 ! w+ ( a hospital2 two--yes1 ?ree--small *ur*es1 & ! great] "p ( a l>ge "o1 ! spire ( ,/4 ,petro-- ,! ,keep] ( ! ,gate lift$ 8 h&4 ,wait1 he said2 we "k all ^! ?+s4 ,!y 7 n ill done4 ,b !y 7 all m>k$ & us$ z f\ndation = ! "n & mansion ( ,john ,weightman 9 ! _w4 ,did y n plan !m = t8 ,yes1 answ]$ ! man1 confus$ & tak5 aback1 ,i confess t ,i ?\ght (t5 ( !m 9 t way4 ,p]haps my he>t 0 set ^u t too mu*4 ,b !re are o!r ?+s--my end[m5t = ! college--my /eady & lib]al contributions to all ! e/abli%$ *>ities--my support ( e respectable-- ,wait1 said ! ,keep] ( ! ,gate aga94 ,7 n all ^! c>efully record$ on e>? :]e !y w\ld add to y\r cr$it8 ,!y 7 n fooli%ly done4 ,v]ily1 y h _h y\r rew>d = !m4 ,w\ld y be paid twice8 ,no1 cri$ ! man1 ) deep5+ dismay1 ,i d>e n claim t4 ,i ackn[l$ge t ,i consid]$ my own int]e/ too mu*4 ,b surely n altoge!r4 ,y h said t ^! ?+s 7 n fooli%ly done4 ,!y accompli%$ "s good 9 ! _w4 ,does n t c\nt = some?+8 ,yes1 answ]$ ! ,keep] ( ! ,gate1 x c\nts 9 ! _w--:]e y c\nt$ x4 ,b x does n belong to y "h4 ,we h sav$ & us$ ev]y?+ t y s5t u4 ,?is is ! mansion prep>$ = y4 ,z he spoke1 8 look grew deep] & m se>*+1 l a flame ( fire4 ,john ,weightman c\ld n endure x4 ,x seem$ to /rip him nak$ & )] him4 ,he sank to ! gr\nd "u a cru%+ weight ( %ame1 cov]+ 8 eyes ) 8 h&s & c[]+ face d[nw>d ^u ! /ones4 ,dimly ?r\gh ! tr\ble ( 8 m9d he felt _! h>dness & coldness4 ,tell me1 !n1 he cri$1 brok5ly1 s9ce my life has be5 s little wor?1 h[ came ,i "h at all8 ,?r\gh ! m]cy ( ! ,k+--! answ] 0 l ! s(t toll+ ( a bell4 ,& h[ h ,i e>n$ x8 he murmur$4 ,x is nev] e>n$2 x is only giv51 came ! cle>1 l[ reply4 ,b h[ h ,i fail$ s wret*$ly1 he ask$1 9 all ! purpose ( my life8 ,:at c\ld ,i h done bett]8 ,:at is x t c\nts "h8 ,only t :i* is truly giv51 answ]$ ! bell-l voice4 ,only t good :i* is done = ! love ( do+ x4 ,only ^? plans 9 :i* ! welf>e ( o!rs is ! ma/] ?\ght4 ,only ^? labors 9 :i* ! sacrifice is great] ?an ! rew>d4 ,only ^? gifts 9 :i* ! giv] =gets himself4 ,! man lay sil5t4 ,a great weakness1 an unspeakable despond5cy & humiliation 7 ^u him4 ,b ! face ( ! ,keep] ( ! ,gate 0 inf9itely t5d] z he b5t ov] him4 ,?9k aga91 ,john ,weightman4 ,has !re be5 no?+ l t 9 y\r life8 ,no?+1 he sigh$4 ,if !re ev] 7 su* ?+s1 x mu/ h be5 long ago--!y 7 all cr[d$ out--,i h =gott5 !m4 ,!re 0 an ineffable smile on ! face ( ! ,keep] ( ! ,gate1 & 8 h& made ! sign ( ! cross ov] ! b[$ head z he spoke g5tly3 ,^! are ! ?+s t ! ,k+ nev] =gets2 & because !re 7 a few ( !m 9 y\r life1 y h a little place "h4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! s5se ( coldness & h>dness "u ,john ,weightman's h&s grew %>p] & m di/9ct4 ,! feel+ ( bodily we>9ess & lassitude weigh$ ^u him1 b !re 0 a calm1 almo/ a lightness1 9 8 he>t z he li/5$ to ! fad+ vibrations ( ! silv]y bell-tones4 ,! *imney clock on ! mantel _h j end$ ! la/ /roke ( sev5 z he lift$ 8 head f ! table4 ,?91 pale /rips ( ! city morn+ 7 fall+ into ! room ?r\gh ! n>r[ p>t+s ( ! heavy curta9s4 ,:at 0 x t _h happ5$ to him8 ,_h he be5 ill8 ,_h he di$ & come to life aga98 ,or _h he only slept1 & _h 8 s\l gone visit+ 9 dreams8 ,he sat = "s "t1 motionless1 n lo/1 b f9d+ himself 9 ?\ght4 ,!n he took a n>r[ book f ! table draw]1 wrote a *eck1 & tore x out4 ,he w5t sl[ly up ! /airs1 knock$ v s(tly at 8 son's door1 &1 he>+ no answ]1 ent]$ )\t noise4 ,h>old 0 asleep1 8 b>e arm ?r[n above 8 head1 & 8 eag] face relax$ 9 peace4 ,8 fa!r look$ at him a mom5t ) /rangely %9+ eyes1 & !n tipto$ quietly to ! writ+-desk1 f\nd a p5cil & a %eet ( pap]1 & wrote rapidly3 ,my de> boy1 "h is :at y ask$ me =2 d :at y l ) x1 & ask = m if y ne$ x4 ,if y are /ill ?9k+ ( t "w ) ,gr5fell1 we'll talk x ov] to-day aft] *ur*4 ,i want to "k y\r he>t bett]2 & if ,i h made mi/akes-- ,illu/ration3 ,god give u a good ,*ri/mas toge!r ,a slight noise made him turn 8 head4 ,h>old 0 sitt+ up 9 b$ ) wide-op5 eyes4 ,fa!r6 he cri$1 is t y8 ,yes1 my son1 answ]$ ,john ,weightman2 ,i've come back--,i mean ,i've come up--no1 ,i mean come 9--well1 "h ,i am1 & ,god give u a good ,*ri/mas toge!r4 ,,! ,,end