,,everyman',s ,,library ,,edited ,,by ,,ernest ,,rhys ,,biography ,,john ,,woolman',s ,,journal ,,with ,,an ,,introduction ,,by ,,vida ,d4 ,,scudder ,,the ,,publishers ,,of ,,everyman',s ,,library ,,will ,,be ,,pleased ,,to ,,send ,,freely ,,to ,,all ,,applicants ,a ,,list ,,of ,,the ,,published ,,and ,,projected ,,volumes ,,to ,,be ,,comprised ,,under ,,the ,,following ,,twelve ,,headings3 ,,travel ,,science ,,fiction ,,theology ,,philosophy ,,history ,,classical ,,for ,,young ,,people ,,essays ,,oratory ,,poetry ,,drama ,,biography ,,romance ,,in ,,two ,,styles ,,of ,,binding1 ,,cloth1 ,,flat ,,back1 ,,coloured ,,top1 ,,and ,,leather1 ,,round ,,corners1 ,,gilt ,,top4 ,,london3 ,j4 ,m4 ,,dent ,,sons1 ,,ltd4 ,,new ,,york3 ,e4 ,p4 ,,dutton ,,co4 ,a ,,good ,,book ,,is ,,the ,,precious ,,life-,,blood ,,of ,a ,,master ,,spirit ,,embalmed ,,treasured ,,upon ,,purpose ,,to ,a ,,life ,,beyond ,,life--,,milton ,,the ,,journal with other ,,writings of ,,john ,,woolman ,,london3 ,,published by ,j4 ,m4 ,,dent ,,sons ,,ltd ,,and ,,in ,,new ,,york ,,by ,e4 ,p4 ,,dutton ,,co ,all rights reserved ,,introduction ,from the days of ,charles ,lamb to those of ,dr4 ,eliot of ,harvard1 the unique charm and worth of the ,journal of ,john ,woolman have been signalled by a thinker of distinction here and there1 and the book1 if not widely known1 has quietly found its way to many hearts and been reprinted in sundry editions4 ,the more formal works1 however1 in which this gentle and audacious eighteenth-century ,quaker-preacher spoke out his whole careful mind have been for the most part neglected4 ,these works are sometimes prosy1 always indifferent to style in their unflinching quest for pure wisdom1 often concerned with the dead issue of negro slavery4 ,yet even in this last case they have much value as historic documents2 no full knowledge of ,woolman's spirit is possible without them2 and not to know that spirit in its entirety is a distinct loss4 ,the present edition1 while making no claim to critical completeness1 presents the main accessible body of ,woolman's writings4 ,here is a well of purest water1 dug deep1 to use the ,quaker phrase4 ,the mere limpidity of the water will be joy enough for some3 others gazing into it may feel that they see down to the proverbial ,truth--the very origin of things1 the foundations of the moral universe4 ,a studious moderation of utterance is the first quality to make itself felt in ,woolman's works4 ,to casual or jaded readers who crave the word-embroidery1 the heightened note1 of the romanticist in style1 the result may seem colourless4 ,here is a lack of adjectives1 an entire absence of emphasis1 a systematic habit of under-statement that1 in the climax of a paragraph or the crisis of an emotion1 seems at times almost ludicrous4 ,yet to the reader of severer taste1 this very absence of emphasis1 so quaintly sober1 so sensitive in its unfaltering reticence1 becomes the choicest grace of ,woolman's style4 ,as is the style1 so is the man4 ,woolman studied to be quiet1 and his steady self-discipline was rewarded by a scrupulous yet instinctive control over the finest shades of verity in speech and life4 ,in the youthful trouble of deep religious feeling1 when he went to meetings1 as he expressively tell us1 in an awful frame of mind1 he spoke a few words one day1 under a strong exercise of spirit4 ,but not keeping close to the divine opening1 ,i said more than was required of me1 and being soon sensible of my error1 ,i was afflicted in mind some weeks1 without any light or comfort1 even to such a degree that ,i could not take satisfaction in anything4 ,the mistake was not often repeated2 for as he writes in memorable words3 ,as ,i was thus humbled and disciplined under the ,cross1 my understanding became more strengthened to distinguish the pure spirit that inwardly moves upon the heart1 and taught me to wait in silence1 sometimes for many weeks together1 till ,i felt that rise which prepares the creature to stand like a trumpet through which the ,lord speaks to ,his flock4 ,a fine passage towards the end of the ,journal shows that the danger of speaking without this pure spirit was ever present to him4 ,many love to hear eloquent orations1 and if there is not a careful attention to the ,gift1 men who have once laboured in the pure ,gospel ministry1 growing weary of suffering and ashamed of appearing weak1 may kindle a fire1 compass themselves about with sparks1 and walk in the light1 not of ,christ who is under suffering1 but of that fire which they going from the ,gift have kindled2 and that in hearers which has gone from the meek suffering state into the worldly wisdom1 may be warmed with this fire and speak highly of these labours4 ,in this journey1 a labour hath attended my mind that the ministers amongst us may be preserved in the meek1 feeling life of truth4 ,no man could so keenly analyse the snare of fluency and popularity1 who had not spent a life on guard4 ,the reserve of his writings is a natural consequence4 ,one searches these pages in vain1 often controversial though they be1 for a single point in which the note is forced or emotion escapes control4 ,yet the emotional intensity concealed beneath this equable habit of soul1 is evident from the first line to the last4 ,in the fine phrase of the ,friends after his death1 ,woolman underwent many deep baptisms2 how deep1 the ,journal reveals4 ,he was a man of impassioned tenderness4 ,even as a child he saw that as the mind is moved by an inward principle to love ,god as an invisible1 incomprehensible ,being1 so by the same principle it is moved to love ,him in all his manifestations in the visible world4 ,that as by his breath the flame of life has kindled in all sensible creatures1 to say that we love ,god as unseen and at the same time exercise cruelty toward the least creature moving by his life1 or by life derived from ,him1 is a contradiction in itself4 ,woolman did not only say these things1 he felt them4 ,he is among the great lovers of the world4 ,his tenderness for animals was always keen1 from the days in which1 as he has told us1 he suffered childish remorse from having killed a robin1 to his last voyage1 when in the midst of personal suffering1 he noted pityingly the dull and pining appearance of the dunghill fowls on board4 ,i believe1 he writes1 where the love of ,god is verily perfected1 a care will be felt that we do not lessen that sweetness of life in the animal creation which the great ,creator intends for them under our government4 ,he who so sympathised with the robin and the cock was filled with a yearning compassion for the sorrows of humanity4 ,of him as of ,shelley it might well be said1 ,he was as a nerve o'er which do creep the else unfelt oppressions of the earth4 ,we read of his appetite failing through the agitation of his mind over human pain and his relations to it4 ,in his last illness he broke forth in words that might have been uttered by ,s4 ,catherine of ,siena3 ,o ,lord my ,god6 ,the amazing horrors of darkness were gathered around me and covered me all over1 and ,i saw no way to go forth4 ,i felt the misery of my fellow-beings separated from the divine harmony1 and it was heavier than ,i could bear2 ,i was crushed down under it4 ,all great lovers are great sufferers3 ,woolman was no exception to the rule4 ,if he knew deep sorrow he knew deep joy also1 as all must do who like him live under the ,cross and simply follow the operations of ,truth4 ,more is unuttered than uttered in the ,journal1 yet through its silences we may read an inner experience akin to that of ,bunyan or ,pascal4 ,like these great protagonists of the ,spirit1 he knew a peace given not as the world giveth4 ,for peace can be where ease is not4 ,decorous son of an unillumined century1 ,john ,woolman is of the company of the ,mystics4 ,he is of those led by the ,shepherd of ,souls beside the still waters4 ,he has suggested his own secret3 ,some glances of real beauty may be seen in their faces who dwell in true meekness4 ,there is a harmony in the sound of that voice to which ,divine love gives utterance1 and some appearance of right order in their temper and conduct whose passions are regulated4 ,yet all these do not fully show forth that inward life to those who have not felt it2 but this white stone and new name are known rightly only to such as have them4 ,pure is the central word of the ,journal1 and the beauty of pure contemplative quietude is the final impression conveyed by this record so full of anguish over the sorrows of humanity and of unflinching witness against wickedness1 borne at the expense of the crucifixion of the natural man4 99 99 99 99 99 ,a chief value of ,woolman's works consists in his serene application of his mystical intuitions to the affairs of this world4 ,he who dwelt deep in an inward stillness studied his age with a penetrating sagacity that allowed no evasions4 ,the man so carefully on his guard against extravagance was a reformer who pushed his demands1 as some would think1 almost beyond the border of sanity4 ,no temper was ever more opposed to fanaticism3 yet many readers may question whether he escaped the doom of the fanatic4 ,and the most pertinent reason for a re-issue of his works at this juncture is1 that in our own day so many hearts are troubled like his own4 ,a generation seeking guidance on the path of social duty will find here a precursor of ,ruskin and ,tolstoi1 a man whose thought1 despite the quaintness of his diction1 has a quite extraordinary modernness1 and whose searchings of conscience are none of them familiar4 ,the main contemporary issue that agitated ,woolman was of course the slave-trade1 and he was long regarded all but exclusively as a herald of the anti-slavery movement4 ,but the ,fabian ,society did well to suggest1 in reprinting one of his tracts1 the broader scope of his thinking4 ,it will be evident from this edition that his horror of chattel slavery was one incident only in that general attitude toward civilisation which drew from him the bitter cry3 ,under a sense of deep revolt and an overflowing stream of unrighteousness1 my life has often been a life of mourning4 ,the central evil which he opposed was1 in brief1 the exploitation of labour3 the ideal which he sought was a society in which no man should need to profit by the degradation of his fellow-men4 ,for economic analysis of the modern type one naturally looks in vain2 moral analysis of social relations has1 however1 rarely been carried farther4 ,these little essays ,on ,labour1 ,on the ,right ,use of the ,lord's ,outward ,gifts1 ,on ,loving our ,neighbour1 these ,considerations on the ,true ,harmony of ,mankind1 this ,word of ,remembrance and ,caution to the ,rich1 reveal through their quaint formalities of phrase a searching spirit not to be outdone to-day4 ,woolman felt a concern in the spring of pure love1 that all who have plenty of outward substance may example others in the right use of things1 may carefully look into the condition of poor people1 and beware of exacting of them in regard to their wages4 ,he was solicitous1 as many have been since his day1 over the perplexities of those who seek to combine a due care for their own families with consideration for the wage-earner1 in a fruitful land where the wages bear so small a proportion to the necessaries of life4 ,there are few if any1 he says truly1 could behold their fellow-creatures lie long in distress and forbear to help them when they could do it without any inconvenience2 but customs1 requiring much labour to support them1 do often lie heavy upon the poor1 while they who live in these customs are so entangled in a multitude of unnecessary concerns that they think but little of the hardships the poor people go through4 ,to lessen these concerns1 thus to emancipate the labourer from a part of the crushing burden of production1 became his central thought4 ,in beholding that unnecessary toil which many go through in supporting outward greatness1 and procuring delicacies2 in beholding how the true calmness of life is changed into hurry1 and that many1 by eagerly pursuing outward treasure1 are in danger of withering as to the inward state of the mind2 in meditating on the works of this spirit1 and the desolations it makes among the professors of ,christianity1 ,i may thankfully acknowledge that ,i often feel pure love beget longings in my mind for the exaltation of the peaceable ,kingdom of ,christ1 and an engagement to labour according to the ,gift bestowed upon me for promoting an humble1 plain1 temperate way of living4 ,the ,simple ,life is then ,woolman's plea1 and the necessity for social sacrifice the burden of his teaching4 ,this plea he presents with no vagueness or ,wagnerian sentimentality1 but with an alarming precision of outline4 ,no man ever described better the insensible growth of worldly convention into that custom which lies upon us with a weight heavy as frost and deep almost as life4 ,noting the gradual lapse of the ,friends from their earlier standards of unworldliness1 he says3 ,these things1 though done in calmness without any show of disorder1 do yet deprave the mind in like manner and with as great certainty as prevailing cold congeals water4 ,and again1 ,though the change from day to night is by a motion so gradual as scarcely to be perceived1 yet when night is come we behold it very different from the day2 and thus as people become wise in their own eyes and prudent in their own sight1 customs rise up from the spirit of this world and spread1 by little and little1 till a departure from the simplicity that is in ,christ becomes as distinguishable as light from darkness to such who are crucified to the world4 ,so the generations as they pass slip further and further from pure wisdom1 for the customs of their parents1 and their neighbours1 working upon their minds1 and they from thence conceiving ideas of things and modes of conduct1 the entrance into their hearts becomes in a great measure shut up against the gentle movings of ,uncreated ,purity4 ,woolman is too wise to feel resentment against those so hardened2 rather he says1 ,compassion hath filled my heart toward my fellow-creatures involved in customs1 grown up in the wisdom of this world1 which is foolishness with ,god4 ,to his own spirit1 we may well apply the description in the little essay on ,merchandising1 of the growing sensitiveness among the faithful friends of ,christ1 who inwardly breathe that ,his ,kingdom may come on earth and learn to be very attentive to the means ,he may appoint for promoting pure righteousness4 ,his ideal is that state in which ,christ is the ,light of our life1 so that our labours stand in the true harmony of society4 ,in this state1 he writes1 a care is felt for a reformation in general1 that our own posterity1 with the rest of mankind in succeeding ages1 may not be entangled by oppressive customs1 transmitted to them through our hands4 ,when we consider the deepening desire in our own day to lessen for the next generation that intolerable burden of social compunction which rests upon ourselves1 may we perhaps dare to hope that this blessed state1 in which ,john ,woolman himself constantly abode1 is becoming common8 ,the definite issues suggested in these pages are often surprisingly modern4 ,now the fine old ,quaker is perturbed over the question of tainted money3 ,have the gifts and possessions received by me from others been conveyed in a way free from all unrighteousness so far as ,i have seen8 ,now he notes the evils of over-work3 ,i have observed that too much labour not only makes the understanding dull1 but so intrudes upon the harmony of the body that1 after ceasing from our toil1 we have another to pass through before we can enjoy the sweetness of rest1 and proceeds to plead with energy for mercy and moderation in the standard of toil exacted from the poor4 ,the condition of many who dwell in cities1 had affected him with brotherly sympathy4 ,again we find him touching on the problem of dangerous trades1 or analysing with the puzzle of the pioneer the ancient fallacy that the production of luxuries relieves economic distress--a fallacy to which he gives in quaint phrase a sound refutal4 ,in the fifth chapter of the ,word of ,remembrance1 the interested reader will find a remarkable and very beautiful prophecy of the central principle of the settlement movement4 ,and so we might go on4 ,in the twelfth century ,woolman's solution would probably have been found in withdrawal from the evil world to the purity of desert or convent4 ,not so in the eighteenth4 ,he remained among his brethren1 bearing on his heart the burden of the common guilt3 he was one of the first people to perceive that the moral sense must control not only our obvious but also our hidden relations with our fellows4 ,and his experience may be said to mark the exact point where the individualism of the ,puritan age broke down1 unable to stand the strain of the growing sense of social solidarity4 ,the intense but often naively self-centred conception of the religious life common to a ,bunyan and an ,edwardes had proved inadequate1 and a new demand for an extension of ,christianity to the remotest reaches of practical life1 till human society be transformed in its depth and its breadth by a supernatural power1 was consciously born4 ,yet if ,woolman's problem be social1 his solution is individualistic4 ,it is found in a resolute endeavour to clear his own life of any dependence on evil4 ,among the many experiments on the same lines1 none more thorough-going is recorded2 he pushed consistency to a farther point than ,tolstoi or ,thoreau4 ,it is the story of this experiment that he tells us in the ,journal1 with a rare sincerity4 ,see him as a lad1 starting out peaceably at his trade of tailor1 easily reaching commercial success--for ,woolman possessed practical ability1--but perceiving merchandise to be attended with much cumber1 and deciding accordingly not to develop his business4 ,watch from this time the interaction of two co-operating forces1 a craving for personal purity1 and a horror of profiting by human pain1--and note that while the first impulse never waned1 the second became more and more constraining4 ,the record of his various concerns is delightfully human and appealing4 ,he hated to be morally fussy1 and the necessity of violating good breeding at the call of conscience caused him acute distress1 for he had an ingrained instinct of good manners4 ,yet though the exercise was heavy1 he bravely took his elders to task on occasion3 refused to accept free hospitality from slave-holders1 forcing money on them for his entertainment2 and1 what is still harder1 laboured with his friends4 ,thou who travels in the work of the ministry1 and art made very welcome by thy friends1 it is good for thee to dwell deep that thou mayest feel and understand the spirits of people4444 ,i have seen that in the midst of kindness and smooth conduct1 to speak close and home to them who entertain us on points that relate to their outward interest1 is hard labour1 and sometimes when ,i have felt ,truth lead toward it ,i have found myself disqualified by a superficial friendship4444 ,to see the failings of our friends and think hard of them without opening that which we ought to open1 and still carry a face of friendship1 this tends to undermine the foundation of true unity4 ,a man1 sensitive1 humble1 and well-bred as ,woolman evidently was1 who can write thus1 is pretty sure to know deep exercises that are mortifying to the creaturely will4 ,some of his concerns1 as those relating to the payment of taxes and the entertainment of soldiers1 were common to the ,friends2 others are apparently inventions of his own4 ,as time went on they increased and multiplied1 all practically springing from the common root1 the desire to avoid the oppression of the poor4 ,greed and the wish for ease came to seem a root of all evil4 ,travelling among the ,indians1 he felt the intimate relation of their misfortunes to the hunger of the ,english race for luxury and land4 ,the use of dyes harmful to the worker forced him to wear undyed garments1 even though to his meek distress a passing fashion of white hats made him run the danger of being confounded with the children of this world4 ,a concern came upon him to go on foot in his preaching journeys3 at first apparently that he might1 like his ,master1 appear in the form of a servant2 later1 that he might have no complicity in the miseries suffered by the little post-boys employed in the chaises4 ,nothing is clearer to the reader of the ,journal than the rapid increase of this holy or foolish sensitiveness4 ,seeking not to trade with oppressors1 he refuses to gratify his palate with sugars prepared by the slave labour3 under inward pressure to visit the ,west ,indies1 he has anxious scruples about taking passage on a ship owned by the ,west ,india ,company1 but decides that he may do so if he pays a sum sufficiently larger than that demanded to compensate the labour involved on another basis than that of slavery4 ,at last--and here the crisis of his experience draws near--he feels himself inwardly bound to go to ,england2 and decides that it is his duty to travel in the steerage1 because forsooth the adornments of the cabin have cost vain and degrading labour4 ,the horrors of a steerage passage in those days are well known to us from other sources2 and among our visions of the martyrs of ,truth we may well preserve the picture of ,john ,woolman1 his patient ,quaker face upturned at midnight through the hatch1 panting for a breath of air4 ,through the studied quiet of the narrative1 the shrinking of the flesh can plainly be felt4 ,the whole story at this point palpitates with a solemn pain and an exceeding peace4 ,as usual1 the sufferings of others form the larger part of his pain3 he is wracked with sympathy for the sailors1 and moved to a grieved indignant study of their temptations and afflictions which is good reading still to-day4 ,arrived in ,england1 his experience deepens4 ,as usual1 he writes without emphasis3 but his distress and tenderness are in every line4 ,in a passage that reads as if penned by ,engels or ,rowntree1 he makes careful pitying note of the scale of wages and cost of living1 and cries out sharply1 ,oh1 may the wealthy consider the poor6 ,may those who have plenty lay these things to heart6 ,we perceive that he is realising with increasing perplexity the extraordinary intricacy with which the spirit of oppression is entwined with the most innocent and necessary pursuits4 ,silence as to every motion proceeding from the love of money and an humble waiting upon ,god to know his will concerning us appear necessary3 ',he alone is able' so to direct us in our outward employments that pure universal love may shine forth in our proceedings4 ,in bowedness of spirit he proceeds northward1 and it is evident that the body is growing weaker as he makes his silent laborious way on foot1 bearing from town to town the message of his ,lord4 ,he is offered to drink when thirsty1 in silver vessels1 and declines1 telling his case with weeping4 ,disgusted1 being but weakly1 with the scent arising from that filth which more or less infects the air of all closely settled towns1 he feels distress both in body and mind with that which is impure1 and a longing that people might come in to cleanness of spirit1 cleanness of person1 and cleanness about their houses and garments3 noting at the same time1 with his accustomed sagacity1 that some who are great carry delicacy to a great height themselves1 and yet real cleanliness is not generally promoted4 ,so continues his travail of soul1 recorded in these pathetic and illumined pages1 and before long the fatal disorder1 small-pox1 seizes upon him4 ,he dies among strangers after lying patiently through his illness in the spirit of prayer1 still saying characteristically to the young apothecary ,friend with whom he had found a freedom to confer1 that if anything should be proposed as to medicine that did not come through defiled channels or oppressive hands1 he should be willing to consider and take it so far as he found freedom4 ,almost his last words1 when already he could hardly be understood1 are charged with his steady social compunction4 ,dear ,john ,woolman6 ,pure and high spirit1 incapable of evasion1 noteworthy no less for restraint and gentleness than for the resolute determination to translate the undimmed vision of the ,perfect ,right into terms of our daily existence6 ,whither would his concerns have carried him1 had not the ,angel of ,small-,pox ended his wistful and unrelenting quest8 ,he died in #aggb1 having lived his life before the industrial revolution1 in days which we are wont to envy as simpler and less beset by social problems than our own4 ,certainly they were days in which the network of human relations was far less intricate than now4 ,yet the process in which he was engaged reached out to limits beyond our power to scan1 and his experience is in one point of view an heroic reductio ad absurdum4 ,no more instructive attempt was ever made to attain personal purity while neither withdrawing from the world nor transforming it4 ,to-day the number is on the increase of persons who suffer under the sense of social guilt4 ,all who know such suffering and are inclined to think the conversion of individuals adequate as an ultimate remedy1 will do well to ponder these pages4 ,for the conclusion is forced on us that ,woolman was in an impasse3 and while we love and reverence the heavenly sturdiness of soul possessed by this eighteenth-century saint1 we must recognise with amusement touched by tenderness the hopelessness of his efforts to attain personal purity1 the ridiculous extremes of isolation into which such a conscientious effort1 if logically carried out1 would lead us4 ,the definite inference from ,woolman's life and thought will be for most modern people the conviction of the hopelessness of the attempt to achieve1 by individual means and private effort1 a satisfying social righteousness in an unchanged world4 ,after all1 ,woolman's trouble and sorrow and tumult of spirit1 so suggestive1 so helpful to modern souls1 were transitory4 ,at the heart of his endless agitation subsisted a central peace4 ,his was the grace to know that deep humility is a strong bulwark1 and to look less at the effects of the labour than at the pure motion and reality of the concern4 ,the gentleness with which he delivered his fiery message was more than a manner due to ,quaker training1 or even than a result of resolute self-discipline3 it was the index of an inward stillness in which his soul dwelt undisturbed4 ,let us hope that the days may come when the concern about profiting by the painful or degrading labour of others will have an interest as exclusively historic as the concern about holding slaves has already attained4 ,tremulously it may be1 yet soberly and joyously1 many clear-minded and practical people are beginning to hope for such a day4 ,when it comes1 the immediate message of ,woolman will be less cogent1 but he will still continue to be read by those who care for the revelations of a beautiful soul4 ,these pages offer more than light on the path of social duty2 they offer fellowship with a spirit that dwelt deep1 and attained an abiding loveliness because responsive through all turmoil of spirit and all outward suffering1 to the gentle movings of ,uncreated ,purity4 ,that purity of life1 wrote he1 which proceeds from faithfulness in following the ,spirit of ,truth1 this habitation has often been opened before me as a place of retirement for the children of the light1 where we may stand separated from that which disordereth and confuseth the affairs of society4 ,such a place of retirement for the ,children of the ,light1 this book affords4 ,,vida ,d4 ,,scudder4 ,,bibliography ,some ,considerations on the ,keeping of ,negroes1 recommended to the ,professors of ,christianity of every ,denomination1 ,part ,i41 #aged2 ,part ,,ii41 #agfb2 many later issues of both parts2 ,considerations on ,pure ,wisdom and ,human ,policy1 on ,labour1 ,schools1 and the ,right ,use of the ,lord's ,outward ,gifts1 #agfh1 and numerous later reprints2 ,considerations on the ,true ,harmony of ,mankind1 and how it is to be ,maintained1 #aggj1 and later reprints2 an ,epistle to the ,quarterly and ,monthly ,meetings of ,friends1 #aggb2 ,remarks on ,sundry ,subjects1 #aggc1 and later reprints2 ,serious ,considerations on ,various ,subjects of ,importance 7containing the four above works1 and some expressions of ,john ,woolman in his last illness71 #aggc2 ,a ,first ,book for ,children1 #aggd 7872 ,a ,journal of the ,life1 ,gospel1 ,labours1 and ,christian ,experiences of ,john ,woolman1 #aggd1 and many later editions2 with ,introduction by ,john ,greenleaf ,whittier1 #ahga2 with ,introduction by ,a4 ,smellie1 and ,appreciation by ,j4 ,g4 ,whittier 7,books of the ,heart71 #ahih2 new century edition1 with bibliography1 etc41 #aijj2 with foreword by ,rev4 ,r4 ,j4 ,campbell1 #aijc2 ,a ,word of ,remembrance and ,caution to the ,rich1 #agic2 later editions1 published by ,fabian ,society1 #ahih1 #aijh4 ,,letters3 ,edited by ,j4 ,kendall 7,letters on ,religious ,subjects1 vol4 ii471 #ahbj2 by ,j4 and ,i4 ,comly 7,friends' ,miscellany1 vol4 i471 #ahcd2 in ,journal1 and in ,friends' ,review1 vols4 v4-xxviii4 ,,works3 #aggd2 #eth edition1 #ahah4 ,,life3 ,saint ,john ,woolman 7,eclectic ,review71 #ahfa2 ,david ,duncan1 paper read at ,manchester ,friends' ,institute1 #ahga2 ,dora ,greenwell1 #ahga2 ,w4 ,garrett ,horder1 ,a ,quaker ,saint 7,the ,young ,man71 #ahgd2 reprinted in ,quaker ,worthies1 #ahif2 ,t4 ,green1 #ahhe1 with ,introduction by ,h4 ,c4 ,g4 ,moule1 #ahig2 ,sketch of the ,life of ,john ,woolman 7,booklet ,series1 ,no4 #f71 #ahif2 in ,present ,day ,papers1 vol4 iii41 #aijj2 a poem by ,bernard ,barton1 ,a ,tribute to the ,memory of ,john ,woolman1 appeared in vol4 iii4 of ,the ,friend1 and references to ,woolman are found in ,lamb1 and in ,h4 ,crabb ,robinson's ,diary4 ,,contents ,,advertisement ,,to ,,the ,,reader #c ,,the ,,testimony ,,of ,,friends ,,in ,,yorkshire #e ,a ,,testimony ,,of ,,the ,,monthly-,,meeting ,,of ,,friends #i ,a ,,journal ,,of ,,the ,,life ,,and ,,travels ,,of ,,john ,,woolman #ag ,,the ,,last ,,epistle ,,and ,,other ,,writings #aei ,,considerations ,,on ,,the ,,true ,,harmony ,,of ,,mankind #agg ,,an ,,epistle ,,to ,,the ,,quarterly ,,and ,,monthly-,,meetings ,,of ,,friends #bjc ,,remarks ,,on ,,sundry ,,subjects #bai ,,some ,,expressions ,,of ,,john ,,woolman ,,in ,,his ,,last ,,illness #bde ,,the ,,journal ,,advertisement ,,to ,,the ,,reader ,the manuscript ,,journal of our late ,friend ,,john ,,woolman1 was ended in ,england2 where he also finished all his ,labours4 ,it appears1 by a ,letter which he sent1 in his last ,illness1 to a ,friend in ,london1 that he did not intend the whole should be printed1 and that he desired the said ,friend to revise what he had written in this ,nation1 and leave out such ,parts as he should think proper4 ,it was1 notwithstanding1 sent entire1 without any ,alteration1 to ,america2 where it was soon after printed1 together with several ,tracts which had been published in his ,life-time4 ,but1 as some ,passages in the ,journal contain ,observations which appear to have been intended as private ,memorandums only1 and others relate to ,circumstances which happened in his native ,country1 not expedient to be preserved on ,record in this ,nation1 it is apprehended that the following ,,abridgement of it will be acceptable to ,friends1 and may be of general ,service2 and1 as many weighty ,arguments and pertinent ,advices1 relative to ,slavery and the ,oppression of the ,negroes in the ,plantations1 are contained in the ,journal1 it was therefore apprehended that two small ,tracts on that ,subject might be omitted in this ,abridgement4 ,,the ,,testimony ,,of ,,friends ,,in ,,yorkshire ,at their ,quarterly-meeting held at ,york1 the #bdth and #beth of the third ,month #aggc1 concerning ,,john ,,woolman ,of ,mount-,holly1 in the ,province of ,new-,jersey1 in ,america2 who departed this ,life at the ,house of our ,friend1 ,,thomas ,,priestman1 in the ,suburbs of this ,city1 the #gth of the tenth month #aggb1 and was interred in the ,burying-ground of ,friends1 the #ith of the same1 aged about fifty-two ,years ,this our valuable ,friend1 having been under a religious ,engagement for some ,time to visit ,friends in this ,nation1 and more especially us in the northern ,parts1 undertook the same in full ,concurrence and near ,sympathy with his ,friends and ,brethren at home1 as appeared by ,certificates from the monthly and quarterly ,meetings to which he belonged1 and from the ,spring-meeting of ,ministers and ,elders1 held at ,philadelphia for ,pennsylvania and ,new-,jersey4 ,he arrived in the ,city of ,london the beginning of the last ,yearly-meeting1 and1 after attending that ,meeting1 travelled northward1 visiting the ,quarterly-meetings of ,hertfordshire1 ,buckinghamshire1 ,northamptonshire1 ,oxfordshire1 and ,worcestershire1 and divers particular ,meetings in his ,way4 ,he visited many ,meetings on the ,west ,side of this ,county2 also some in ,lancashire and ,westmorland2 from whence he came to our ,quarterly-meeting in the last ninth ,month2 and though much out of ,health1 yet was enabled to attend all the ,sittings of that ,meeting except the last4 ,his ,disorder1 then1 which proved the ,small-pox1 increased speedily upon him1 and was very afflicting2 under which he was supported in much ,meekness1 ,patience1 and ,christian ,fortitude4 ,to those who attended him in his ,illness his ,mind appeared to be centered in divine ,love2 under the precious ,influence whereof1 we believe1 he finished his ,course1 and entered into the ,mansions of everlasting ,rest4 ,in the early ,part of his ,illness he requested a ,friend to write1 and he broke forth thus3 ,o ,lord1 my ,god6 the amazing ,horrors of ,darkness were gathered around me and covered me all over1 and ,i saw no ,way to go forth3 ,i felt the ,misery of my ,fellow-creatures separated from the divine ,harmony1 and it was heavier than ,i could bear1 and ,i was crushed down under it3 ,i lifted up my ,hand1 and stretched out my ,arm1 but there was none to help me3 ,i looked round about1 and was amazed3 ,in the ,depths of ,misery1 ,o ,lord6 ,i remembered that thou art omnipotent2 that ,i had called thee ,father2 and ,i felt that ,i loved thee1 and ,i was made quiet in thy ,will1 and ,i waited for ,deliverance from thee2 thou hadst ,pity upon me when no ,man could help me3 ,i saw that ,meekness under suffering was shewed to us in the most affecting ,example of thy ,son1 and thou wast teaching me to follow him1 and ,i said1 ,thy ,will1 ,o ,father1 be done4 ,many more of his weighty ,expressions might have been inserted here1 but it was deemed unnecessary1 they being already published in ,print4 ,he was a ,man endued with a large natural ,capacity2 and1 being obedient to the ,manifestations of divine ,grace1 having in ,patience and ,humility endured many deep ,baptisms1 he became thereby sanctified and fitted for the ,lord's ,work1 and was truly serviceable in his ,church3 ,dwelling in awful ,fear and ,watchfulness1 he was careful1 in his public ,appearances1 to feel the putting forth of the divine ,hand1 so that the ,spring of the ,gospel-ministry often flowed through him with great ,sweetness and ,purity1 as a refreshing ,stream to the weary ,travellers toward the ,city of ,god3 ,skilful in dividing the ,word1 he was furnished by ,him1 in whom are hid all the ,treasures of ,wisdom and ,knowledge1 to communicate freely to the several ,states of the ,people where his ,lot was cast4 ,his ,conduct at other ,times was seasoned with the like watchful ,circumspection and ,attention to the ,guidance of divine ,wisdom1 which rendered his whole ,conversation uniformly edifying4 ,he was fully perswaded that as the ,life of ,christ comes to reign in the ,earth1 all ,abuse and unnecessary ,oppression1 both of the human and brute ,creation1 will come to an ,end2 but1 under the ,sense of a deep ,revolt and overflowing ,stream of ,unrighteousness1 his ,life has been often a ,life of mourning4 ,he was deeply concerned on account of that inhuman and iniquitous ,practice of making ,slaves of the ,people of ,africa1 or holding them in that ,state2 and1 on that ,account1 we understand he hath not only written some ,books1 but travelled much on the ,continent of ,america1 in order to make the ,negro-masters 7especially those in ,profession with us7 sensible of the evil of such a ,practice2 and though1 in his ,journey to ,england1 he was far removed from the outward ,sight of their ,sufferings1 yet his deep ,exercise of ,mind remained1 as appears by a short ,treatise he wrote in this ,journey1 and his frequent ,concern to open the miserable ,state of this deeply-injured ,people4 ,his ,testimony in the last ,meeting he attended was on this ,subject2 wherein he remarked1 that as we1 as a ,society1 when under outward ,sufferings1 had often found it our ,concern to lay them before those in ,authority1 and thereby1 in the ,lord's ,time1 had obtained ,relief1 so he recommended this oppressed ,part of the ,creation to our ,notice1 that we may1 as way may open1 represent their ,sufferings1 in an ,individual1 if not a ,society ,capacity1 to those in ,authority4 ,deeply sensible that the ,desire to gratify ,people's ,inclinations in ,luxury and ,superfluities is the principal ,ground of ,oppression1 and the ,occasion of many unnecessary ,wants1 he believed it to be his ,duty to be a ,pattern of great ,self-denial with ,respect to the ,things of this ,life1 and earnestly to labour with ,friends in the ,meekness of ,wisdom1 to impress on their ,minds the great ,importance of our ,testimony in these ,things1 recommending to the ,guidance of the blessed ,truth in this and all other ,concerns1 and cautioning such as are experienced therein against contenting themselves with acting up to the ,standard of others1 but to be careful to make the ,standard of ,truth1 manifested to them1 the ,measure of their ,obedience2 for1 said he1 that ,purity of ,life which proceeds from ,faithfulness in following the ,spirit of ,truth1 that ,state where our ,minds are devoted to serve ,god1 and all our ,wants are bounded by his ,wisdom1--this ,habitation has often been opened before me1 as a ,place of retirement for the ,children of the ,light1 where they may stand separated from that which disordereth and confuseth the ,affairs of ,society1 and where we may have a ,testimony of our ,innocence in the ,hearts of those who behold us4 ,we conclude with fervent ,desires that we1 as a ,people1 may thus1 by our ,example1 promote the ,lord's ,work in the ,earth2 and1 our ,hearts being prepared1 may unite in ,prayer to the great ,lord of the ,harvest1 that as1 in his infinite ,wisdom1 he hath greatly stripped the ,church1 by removing of late divers faithful ,ministers and ,elders1 he may be pleased to send forth many more faithful ,labourers into his ,harvest4 ,signed in1 by ,order1 and on ,behalf of1 said ,meeting3 ,,thomas ,,bennett1 ,,john ,,storr1 ,,joseph ,,eglin1 ,,thomas ,,perkinson1 ,,joseph ,,wright1 ,,samuel ,,briscoe1 ,,john ,,turner1 ,,joshua ,,robinson1 ,,thomas ,,priestman1 and divers other ,friends4 ,a ,,testimony ,,of ,,the ,,monthly-,,meeting ,,of ,,friends ,held in ,burlington1 the first ,day of the eighth ,month1 in the ,year of our ,lord #aggd1 concerning our esteemed ,friend1 ,,john ,,woolman1 ,,deceased ,he was born in ,northampton1 in the ,county of ,burlington1 and ,province of ,west-,new-,jersey1 in the eighth ,month1 #agbj1 of religious ,parents1 who instructed him very early in the ,principles of the ,christian ,religion1 as professed by the ,people called ,quakers1 which he esteemed a ,blessing to him1 even in his young ,years1 tending to preserve him from the ,infection of wicked ,children2 but1 through the ,workings of the ,enemy1 and ,levity incident to ,youth1 he frequently deviated from those parental ,precepts1 by which he laid a renewed ,foundation for ,repentance1 that was finally succeeded by a godly ,sorrow not to be repented of1 and so became acquainted with that sanctifying ,power which qualifies for true ,gospel ,ministry1 into which he was called about the twenty-second year of his ,age2 and1 by a faithful ,use of the ,talents committed to him1 he experienced an ,increase1 until he arrived at the ,state of a ,father1 capable of dividing the ,word aright to the different ,states he ministered unto2 dispensing ,milk to ,babes1 and ,meat to those of riper ,years4 ,thus he found the ,efficacy of that ,power to arise1 which1 in his own ,expressions1 prepares the ,creature to stand like a ,trumpet through which the ,lord speaks to his ,people4--,he was a loving ,husband1 a tender ,father1 and very humane to every ,part of the ,creation under his ,care4 ,his ,concern for the ,poor and those in ,affliction was evident by his ,visits to them2 whom he frequently relieved by his ,assistance and ,charity4 ,he was for many ,years deeply exercised on ,account of the poor enslaved ,africans1 whose ,cause1 as he sometimes mentioned1 lay almost continually upon him1 and to obtain ,liberty to those ,captives1 he laboured both in public and private2 and was favoured to see his ,endeavours crowned with considerable ,success4 ,he was particularly desirous that ,friends should not be instrumental to lay ,burthens on this oppressed ,people1 but remember the ,days of suffering from which they had been providentially delivered2 that1 if ,times of ,trouble should return1 no ,injustice dealt to those in ,slavery might rise in ,judgment against us1 but1 being clear1 we might on such ,occasions address the ,almighty with a degree of ,confidence1 for his ,interposition and ,relief2 being particularly careful1 as to himself1 not to countenance ,slavery even by the ,use of those ,conveniences of ,life which were furnished by their ,labour4 ,he was desirous to have his own1 and the ,minds of others1 redeemed from the ,pleasures and immoderate ,profits of this ,world1 and to fix them on those ,joys which fade not away2 his principal ,care being after a ,life of ,purity1 endeavouring to avoid not only the grosser ,pollutions1 but those also which1 appearing in a more refined ,dress1 are not sufficiently guarded against by some well-disposed ,people4 ,in the latter ,part of his ,life he was remarkable for the ,plainness and ,simplicity of his ,dress1 and1 as much as possible1 avoided the ,use of ,plate1 costly ,furniture1 and feasting2 thereby endeavouring to become an ,example of ,temperance and ,self-denial1 which he believed himself called unto1 and was favoured with ,peace therein1 although it carried the ,appearance of great ,austerity in the ,view of some4 ,he was very moderate in his ,charges in the ,way of ,business1 and in his ,desires after ,gain2 and1 though a ,man of ,industry1 avoided1 and strove much to lead others out of extreme ,labour and ,anxiousness after perishable ,things2 being desirous that the ,strength of our ,bodies might not be spent in procuring ,things unprofitable1 and that we might use ,moderation and ,kindness to the brute ,animals under our ,care1 to prize the ,use of them as a great ,favour1 and by no ,means abuse them2 that the ,gifts of ,providence should be thankfully received and applied to the ,uses they were designed for4 ,he several ,times opened a ,school at ,mount-,holly1 for the ,instruction of poor ,friends ,children and others1 being concerned for their ,help and ,improvement therein3 ,his ,love and ,care for the rising ,youth among us were truly great1 recommending to ,parents and those who have the ,charge of them1 to chuse conscientious and pious ,tutors1 saying1 ,it is a lovely ,sight to behold innocent ,children1 and that to labour for their ,help against that which would mar the ,beauty of their ,minds1 is a ,debt we owe them4 ,his ,ministry was sound1 very deep and penetrating1 sometimes pointing out the dangerous ,situation which ,indulgence and ,custom lead into2 frequently exhorting others1 especially the ,youth1 not to be discouraged at the ,difficulties which occur1 but press after ,purity4 ,he often expressed an earnest ,engagement that pure ,wisdom should be attended to1 which would lead into ,lowliness of ,mind and ,resignation to the divine ,will1 in which ,state small ,possessions here would be sufficient4 ,in transacting the ,affairs of ,discipline1 his ,judgment was sound and clear1 and he was very useful in treating with those who had done amiss2 he visited such in a private ,way in that ,plainness which ,truth dictates1 shewing great ,tenderness and ,christian ,forbearance4 ,he was a constant ,attender of our ,yearly-meeting1 in which he was a good ,example1 and particularly useful2 assisting in the ,business thereof with great ,weight and ,attention4 ,he several ,times visited most of the ,meetings of ,friends in this and the neighbouring ,provinces1 with the ,concurrence of the ,monthly-meeting to which he belonged1 and1 we have ,reason to believe1 had good ,service therein1 generally or always expressing1 at his ,return1 how it had fared with him1 and the ,evidence of ,peace in his ,mind for thus performing his ,duty4 ,he was often concerned with other ,friends in the important ,service of visiting ,families1 which he was enabled to go through to ,satisfaction4 ,in the ,minutes of the ,meeting of ,ministers and ,elders for this ,quarter1 at the ,foot of a ,list of the ,members of that ,meeting1 made about five ,years before his ,death1 we find in his ,hand-writing the following ,observations and ,reflections4 ,as looking over the ,minutes1 made by ,persons who have put off this ,body1 hath sometimes revived in me a ,thought how ,ages pass away2 so this ,list may probably revive a like ,thought in some1 when ,i and the rest of the ,persons above-named are centered in another ,state of ,being4--,the ,lord1 who was the ,guide of my ,youth1 hath in tender ,mercies helped me hitherto2 he hath healed me of ,wounds1 he hath helped me out of grievous ,entanglements2 he remains to be the ,strength of my ,life2 to whom ,i desire to devote myself in ,time and in ,eternity4--,signed1 ,john ,woolman4 ,in the twelfth ,month1 #agga1 he acquainted this ,meeting that he found his ,mind drawn towards a religious ,visit to ,friends in some ,parts of ,england1 particularly in ,yorkshire4 ,in the first ,month1 #aggb1 he obtained our ,certificate1 which was approved and endorsed by our ,quarterly-meeting1 and by the ,half-year's-meeting of ,ministers and ,elders at ,philadelphia4 ,he embarked on his ,voyage in the fifth1 and arrived in ,london in the sixth1 ,month following1 at the ,time of their annual ,meeting in that ,city4 ,during his short ,visit to ,friends in that ,kingdom1 we are informed that his ,services were acceptable and edifying4 ,in his last ,illness he uttered many lively and comfortable ,expressions1 being perfectly resigned1 having no ,will either to live or die1 as appears by the ,testimony of ,friends at ,york in ,great-,britain1 in the ,suburbs whereof1 at the ,house of our ,friend1 ,thomas ,priestman1 he died of the ,small-pox1 on the seventh ,day of the tenth ,month1 #aggb1 and was buried in ,friends ,burying-ground in that ,city1 on the ninth of the same1 after a large and solid ,meeting held on the ,occasion at their great ,meeting-house1 aged near fifty-two ,years2 a ,minister upwards of thirty ,years1 during which ,time he belonged to ,mount-,holly ,particular-meeting1 which he diligently attended when at ,home and in ,health of ,body1 and his ,labours of ,love1 and pious ,care for the ,prosperity of ,friends in the blessed ,truth1 we hope may not be forgotten1 but that his good ,works may be remembered to ,edification4 ,signed in1 and by ,order of1 the said ,meeting1 by ,,samuel ,,allinson1 ,clerk4 ,read and approved at our ,quarterly-meeting1 held at ,burlington the #bith of the eighth ,month1 #aggd4 ,signed1 by ,order of said ,meeting1 ,,daniel ,,smith1 ,clerk4 ,a ,,journal ,,of ,,the ,,life1 ,,gospel-,,labours1 ,,and ,,christian ,,experiences1 ,,of ,,that ,,faithful ,,minister ,,of ,,jesus ,,christ1 ,,john ,,woolman2 ,late of ,,mount-,,holly1 in the ,province of ,,new-,,jersey4 ,,isaiah xxxii4 #ag4 ,the ,work of ,righteousness shall be ,peace2 and the ,effect of ,righteousness1 ,quietness and ,assurance for ever4 ,,london3 ,printed and sold by ,,james ,,phillips1 in ,george-,yard1 ,lombard-,street4 ,m4,,dcc4,,lxxv4 ,a ,,journal ,,of ,,the ,,life ,,and ,,travels ,,of ,,john ,,woolman1 ,,in ,,the ,,service ,,of ,,the ,,gospel ,,chapter ,i ,his ,birth and ,parentage1 with some ,account of the ,operations of divine ,grace on his ,mind in his ,youth--,his first ,appearance in the ,ministry--,and his ,considerations1 while young1 on the keeping of ,slaves ,i have often felt a ,motion of ,love to leave some ,hints in ,writing of my ,experience of the ,goodness of ,god2 and now1 in the thirty-sixth ,year of my ,age1 ,i begin this ,work4 ,i was born in ,northampton1 in ,burlington ,county1 ,west-,jersey1 in the ,year #agbj2 and before ,i was seven ,years old ,i began to be acquainted with the ,operations of divine ,love4 ,through the ,care of my ,parents1 ,i was taught to read nearly as soon as ,i was capable of it2 and1 as ,i went from ,school one seventh ,day1 ,i remember1 while my ,companions went to play by the ,way1 ,i went forward out of ,sight1 and1 sitting down1 ,i read the #bb;d ,chapter of the ,revelations3 ,he shewed me a pure ,river of ,water of ,life1 clear as ,chrystal1 proceeding out of the ,throne of ,god and of the ,lamb1 etc4 and1 in reading it1 my ,mind was drawn to seek after that pure ,habitation1 which1 ,i then believed1 ,god had prepared for his ,servants4 ,the ,place where ,i sat1 and the ,sweetness that attended my ,mind1 remain fresh in my ,memory4 ,this1 and the like gracious ,visitations1 had that ,effect upon me1 that when ,boys used ill ,language it troubled me2 and1 through the continued ,mercies of ,god1 ,i was preserved from it4 ,the pious ,instructions of my ,parents were often fresh in my ,mind when ,i happened to be among wicked ,children1 and were of ,use to me4 ,my ,parents1 having a large ,family of ,children1 used frequently1 on first ,days after ,meeting1 to put us to read in the holy ,scriptures1 or some religious ,books1 one after another1 the rest sitting by without much ,conversation2 which1 ,i have since often thought1 was a good ,practice4 ,from what ,i had read and heard1 ,i believed there had been1 in past ,ages1 ,people who walked in ,uprightness before ,god1 in a ,degree exceeding any that ,i knew1 or heard of1 now living3 ,and the ,apprehension of there being less ,steadiness and ,firmness1 amongst ,people in this ,age than in past ,ages1 often troubled me while ,i was a ,child4 ,a ,thing remarkable in my ,childhood was1 that once1 going to a ,neighbour's ,house1 ,i saw1 on the ,way1 a ,robin sitting on her ,nest1 and as ,i came near she went off1 but1 having young ones1 flew about1 and with many ,cries expressed her ,concern for them2 ,i stood and threw ,stones at her1 till1 one striking her1 she fell down dead3 ,at first ,i was pleased with the ,exploit1 but after a few ,minutes was seized with ,horror1 as having1 in a sportive ,way1 killed an innocent ,creature while she was careful for her ,young3 ,i beheld her lying dead1 and thought these young ones1 for which she was so careful1 must now perish for want of their ,dam to nourish them2 and1 after some painful ,considerations on the ,subject1 ,i climbed up the ,tree1 took all the young ,birds1 and killed them2 supposing that better than to leave them to pine away and die miserably3 ,and believed1 in this ,case1 that ,scripture-proverb was fulfilled1 ,the tender ,mercies of the ,wicked are cruel4 ,i then went on my ,errand1 but1 for some ,hours1 could think of little else but the ,cruelties ,i had committed1 and was much troubled4 ,thus he1 whose tender ,mercies are over all his ,works1 hath placed a ,principle in the human ,mind1 which incites to exercise ,goodness towards every living ,creature2 and this being singly attended to1 ,people become tender hearted and sympathising2 but being frequently and totally rejected1 the ,mind becomes shut up in a contrary ,disposition4 ,about the twelfth ,year of my ,age1 my ,father being abroad1 my ,mother reproved me for some ,misconduct1 to which ,i made an undutiful ,reply2 and1 the next first ,day1 as ,i was with my ,father returning from ,meeting1 he told me he understood ,i had behaved amiss to my ,mother1 and advised me to be more careful in future4 ,i knew myself blameable1 and in ,shame and ,confusion remained silent4 ,being thus awakened to a ,sense of my ,wickedness1 ,i felt ,remorse in my ,mind1 and1 getting home1 ,i retired and prayed to the ,lord to forgive me2 and do not remember that ,i ever1 after that1 spoke unhandsomely to either of my ,parents1 however foolish in some other ,things4 ,having attained the ,age of sixteen ,years1 ,i began to love wanton ,company2 and though ,i was preserved from prophane ,language1 or scandalous ,conduct1 still ,i perceived a ,plant in me which produced much wild ,grapes2 yet my merciful ,father forsook me not utterly1 but1 at ,times1 through his ,grace1 ,i was brought seriously to consider my ,ways2 and the ,sight of my ,backslidings affected me with ,sorrow2 but1 for want of rightly attending to the ,reproofs of ,instruction1 ,vanity was added to ,vanity1 and ,repentance to ,repentance3 ,upon the whole1 my ,mind was more and more alienated from the ,truth1 and ,i hastened toward ,destruction4 ,while ,i meditate on the ,gulph towards which ,i travelled1 and reflect on my youthful ,disobedience1 for these ,things ,i weep1 mine ,eyes run down with ,water4 ,advancing in ,age1 the ,number of my ,acquaintances increased1 and thereby my ,way grew more difficult2 though ,i had found ,comfort in reading the holy ,scriptures1 and thinking on heavenly ,things1 ,i was now estranged therefrom3 ,i knew ,i was going from the ,flock of ,christ1 and had no ,resolution to return2 hence serious ,reflections were uneasy to me1 and youthful ,vanities and ,diversions my greatest ,pleasure4 ,running in this ,road ,i found many like myself2 and we associated in that which is the reverse of true ,friendship4 ,but in this swift ,race it pleased ,god to visit me with ,sickness1 so that ,i doubted of recovering2 and then did ,darkness1 ,horror1 and ,amazement1 with full ,force1 seize me1 even when my ,pain and ,distress of ,body was very great4 ,i thought it would have been better for me never to have had a ,being1 than to see the ,day which ,i now saw4 ,i was filled with ,confusion2 and in great ,affliction1 both of ,mind and ,body1 ,i lay and bewailed myself4 ,i had not ,confidence to lift up my ,cries to ,god1 whom ,i had thus offended2 but1 in a deep ,sense of my great ,folly1 ,i was humbled before him2 and1 at length1 that ,word which is as a ,fire and a ,hammer1 broke and dissolved my rebellious ,heart1 and then my ,cries were put up in ,contrition2 and in the multitude of his ,mercies ,i found inward ,relief1 and felt a close ,engagement1 that1 if he was pleased to restore my ,health1 ,i might walk humbly before him4 ,after my ,recovery1 this ,exercise remained with me a considerable ,time2 but1 by ,degrees1 giving ,way to youthful ,vanities1 they gained ,strength1 and1 getting with wanton young ,people1 ,i lost ,ground4 ,the ,lord had been very gracious1 and spoke ,peace to me in the ,time of my ,distress2 and ,i now most ungratefully turned again to ,folly2 on which ,account1 at ,times1 ,i felt sharp ,reproof4 ,i was not so hardy as to commit ,things scandalous2 but to exceed in ,vanity1 and promote ,mirth1 was my chief ,study4 ,still ,i retained a ,love for pious ,people1 and their ,company brought an ,awe upon me4 ,my dear ,parents1 several ,times1 admonished me in the ,fear of the ,lord1 and their ,admonition entered into my ,heart1 and had a good ,effect for a ,season2 but1 not getting deep enough to pray rightly1 the ,tempter1 when he came1 found ,entrance4 ,i remember once1 having spent a ,part of the ,day in ,wantonness1 as ,i went to ,bed at ,night1 there lay in a ,window1 near my ,bed1 a ,bible1 which ,i opened1 and first cast my ,eye on this ,text1 ,we lie down in our ,shame1 and our ,confusion covers us3 ,this ,i knew to be my ,case2 and1 meeting with so unexpected a ,reproof1 ,i was somewhat affected with it1 and went to ,bed under ,remorse of ,conscience2 which ,i soon cast off again4 ,thus ,time passed on3 ,my ,heart was replenished with ,mirth and ,wantonness1 and pleasing ,scenes of ,vanity were presented to my ,imagination1 till ,i attained the ,age of eighteen ,years2 near which ,time ,i felt the ,judgments of ,god1 in my ,soul1 like a consuming ,fire2 and1 looking over my past ,life1 the ,prospect was moving4--,i was often sad1 and longed to be delivered from those ,vanities2 then again1 my ,heart was strongly inclined to them1 and there was in me a sore ,conflict3 ,at ,times ,i turned to ,folly1 and then again1 ,sorrow and ,confusion took hold of me4 ,in a while1 ,i resolved totally to leave off some of my ,vanities2 but there was a secret ,reserve1 in my ,heart1 of the more refined ,part of them1 and ,i was not low enough to find true ,peace4 ,thus1 for some ,months1 ,i had great ,troubles2 there remaining in me an unsubjected ,will1 which rendered my ,labours fruitless1 till at length1 through the merciful ,continuance of heavenly ,visitations1 ,i was made to bow down in ,spirit before the ,lord4 ,i remember one ,evening ,i had spent some ,time in reading a pious ,author2 and walking out alone1 ,i humbly prayed to the ,lord for his ,help1 that ,i might be delivered from all those ,vanities which so ensnared me4 ,thus1 being brought low1 he helped me2 and1 as ,i learned to bear the ,cross1 ,i felt ,refreshment to come from his ,presence2 but1 not keeping in that ,strength which gave ,victory1 ,i lost ,ground again2 the ,sense of which greatly affected me2 and ,i sought ,desarts and lonely ,places1 and there1 with ,tears1 did confess my ,sins to ,god1 and humbly craved ,help of him4 ,and ,i may say with ,reverence1 he was near to me in my ,troubles1 and in those ,times of ,humiliation opened my ,ear to ,discipline4 ,i was now led to look seriously at the ,means by which ,i was drawn from the pure ,truth1 and learned this1 that1 if ,i would live in the ,life which the faithful ,servants of ,god lived in1 ,i must not go into ,company as heretofore in my own ,will2 but all the ,cravings of ,sense must be governed by a divine ,principle4 ,in ,times of ,sorrow and ,abasement these ,instructions were sealed upon me1 and ,i felt the ,power of ,christ prevail over selfish ,desires1 so that ,i was preserved in a good degree of ,steadiness2 and1 being young1 and believing at that ,time that a single ,life was best for me1 ,i was strengthened to keep from such ,company as had often been a ,snare to me4 ,i kept steadily to ,meetings2 spent ,first-day ,afternoons chiefly in reading the ,scriptures and other good ,books2 and was early convinced in ,mind1 that true ,religion consisted in an inward ,life1 wherein the ,heart doth love and reverence ,god the ,creator1 and learns to exercise true ,justice and ,goodness1 not only toward all ,men1 but also toward the brute ,creatures4--,that as the ,mind was moved1 by an inward ,principle1 to love ,god as an invisible incomprehensible ,being1 by the same ,principle it was moved to love him in all his ,manifestations in the visible ,world4--,that1 as by his ,breath the ,flame of ,life was kindled in all animal sensible ,creatures1 to say we love ,god1 and1 at the same ,time exercise ,cruelty toward the least ,creature1 is a ,contradiction in itself4 ,i found no ,narrowness respecting ,sects and ,opinions2 but believed1 that sincere upright-hearted ,people1 in every ,society1 who truly love ,god1 were accepted of him4 ,as ,i lived under the ,cross1 and simply followed the ,openings of ,truth1 my ,mind1 from ,day to ,day1 was more enlightened2 my former ,acquaintance were left to judge of me as they would1 for ,i found it safest for me to live in private1 and keep these ,things sealed up in my own ,breast4 ,while ,i silently ponder on that ,change wrought in me1 ,i find no ,language equal to it1 nor any ,means to convey to another a clear ,idea of it4 ,i looked on the ,works of ,god in this visible ,creation1 and an ,awfulness covered me2 my ,heart was tender and often contrite1 and universal ,love to my ,fellow-creatures increased in me3 ,this will be understood by such as have trodden the same ,path4 ,some ,glances of real ,beauty may be seen in their ,faces1 who dwell in true ,meekness4 ,there is a ,harmony in the ,sound of that ,voice to which divine ,love gives ,utterance1 and some ,appearance of right ,order in their ,temper and ,conduct1 whose ,passions are regulated2 yet all these do not fully shew forth that inward ,life to such as have not felt it3 ,but this white ,stone and new ,name is known rightly to such only as have it4 ,though ,i had been thus strengthened to bear the ,cross1 ,i still found myself in great ,danger1 having many ,weaknesses attending me1 and strong ,temptations to wrestle with2 in the feeling whereof ,i frequently withdrew into private ,places1 and often with ,tears besought the ,lord to help me1 whose gracious ,ear was open to my ,cry4 ,all this ,time ,i lived with my ,parents1 and wrought on the ,plantation2 and1 having had ,schooling pretty well for a ,planter1 ,i used to improve it in ,winter ,evenings1 and other leisure ,times2 and1 being now in the twenty-first ,year of my ,age1 a ,man1 in much ,business at shop-keeping and baking1 asked me1 if ,i would hire with him to tend ,shop and keep ,books4 ,i acquainted my ,father with the ,proposal2 and1 after some ,deliberation1 it was agreed for me to go4 ,at ,home ,i had lived retired2 and now1 having a ,prospect of being much in the ,way of ,company1 ,i felt frequent and fervent ,cries in my ,heart to ,god1 the ,father of ,mercies1 that he would preserve me from all ,corruption2 that in this more publick ,employment1 ,i might serve him1 my gracious ,redeemer1 in that ,humility and ,self-denial1 with which ,i had been1 in a small ,degree1 exercised in a more private ,life4 ,the ,man1 who employed me1 furnished a ,shop in ,mount-,holly1 about five ,miles from my ,father's ,house1 and six from his own2 and there ,i lived alone1 and tended his ,shop4 ,shortly after my ,settlement here ,i was visited by several young ,people1 my former ,acquaintance1 who knew not but ,vanities would be as agreeable to me now as ever2 and1 at these ,times1 ,i cried to the ,lord in secret1 for ,wisdom and ,strength2 for ,i felt myself encompassed with ,difficulties1 and had fresh ,occasion to bewail the ,follies of ,time past1 in contracting a ,familiarity with libertine ,people2 and1 as ,i had now left my ,father's ,house outwardly1 ,i found my heavenly ,father to be merciful to me beyond what ,i can express4 ,by ,day ,i was much amongst ,people1 and had many ,trials to go through2 but1 in the ,evenings1 ,i was mostly alone1 and may with ,thankfulness acknowledge1 that1 in those ,times1 the ,spirit of ,supplication was often poured upon me2 under which ,i was frequently exercised1 and felt my ,strength renewed4 ,in a few ,months after ,i came here1 my ,master bought several ,scotchmen1 ,servants1 from on-board a ,vessel1 and brought them to ,mount-,holly to sell2 one of which was taken sick1 and died4 ,in the latter ,part of his ,sickness1 he1 being delirious1 used to curse and swear most sorrowfully2 and1 the next ,night after his ,burial1 ,i was left to sleep alone in the same ,chamber where he died2 ,i perceived in me a ,timorousness2 ,i knew1 however1 ,i had not injured the ,man1 but assisted in taking ,care of him according to my ,capacity2 and was not free to ask any one1 on that ,occasion1 to sleep with me3 ,nature was feeble2 but every ,trial was a fresh ,incitement to give myself up wholly to the ,service of ,god1 for ,i found no ,helper like him in ,times of ,trouble4 ,after a ,while1 my former ,acquaintance gave over expecting me as one of their ,company2 and ,i began to be known to some whose ,conversation was helpful to me3 ,and now1 as ,i had experienced the ,love of ,god1 through ,jesus ,christ1 to redeem me from many ,pollutions1 and to be a ,succour to me through a ,sea of ,conflicts1 with which no ,person was fully acquainted2 and as my ,heart was often enlarged in this heavenly ,principle1 ,i felt a tender ,compassion for the ,youth1 who remained entangled in ,snares1 like those which had entangled me from one ,time to another3 ,this ,love and ,tenderness increased2 and my ,mind was more strongly engaged for the ,good of my ,fellow-creatures4 ,i went to ,meetings in an awful ,frame of ,mind1 and endeavoured to be inwardly acquainted with the ,language of the true ,shepherd2 and1 one ,day1 being under a strong ,exercise of ,spirit1 ,i stood up1 and said some ,words in a ,meeting2 but1 not keeping close to the divine ,opening1 ,i said more than was required of me2 and being soon sensible of my ,error1 ,i was afflicted in ,mind some ,weeks1 without any ,light or ,comfort1 even to that ,degree that ,i could not take ,satisfaction in any ,thing3 ,i remembered ,god1 and was troubled1 and1 in the ,depth of my ,distress1 he had ,pity upon me1 and sent the ,comforter3 ,i then felt ,forgiveness for my ,offence1 and my ,mind became calm and quiet1 being truly thankful to my gracious ,redeemer for his ,mercies2 and1 after this1 feeling the ,spring of divine ,love opened1 and a ,concern to speak1 ,i said a few ,words in a ,meeting1 in which ,i found ,peace2 this1 ,i believe1 was about six ,weeks from the first ,time3 ,and1 as ,i was thus humbled and disciplined under the ,cross1 my ,understanding became more strengthened to distinguish the pure ,spirit which inwardly moves upon the ,heart1 and taught me to wait in ,silence sometimes many ,weeks together1 until ,i felt that rise which prepares the ,creature4 ,from an inward purifying1 and stedfast abiding under it1 springs a lively operative ,desire for the ,good of others3 ,all the ,faithful are not called to the public ,ministry2 but whoever are1 are called to minister of that which they have tasted and handled spiritually4 ,the outward ,modes of ,worship are various2 but1 wherever any are true ,ministers of ,jesus ,christ1 it is from the ,operation of his ,spirit upon their ,hearts1 first purifying them1 and thus giving them a just ,sense of the ,conditions of others4 ,this ,truth was clearly fixed in my ,mind2 and ,i was taught to watch the pure ,opening1 and to take ,heed1 lest1 while ,i was standing to speak1 my own ,will should get uppermost1 and cause me to utter ,words from worldly ,wisdom1 and depart from the ,channel of the true ,gospel-,ministry4 ,in the ,management of my outward ,affairs1 ,i may say1 with ,thankfulness1 ,i found ,truth to be my ,support2 and ,i was respected in my ,master's ,family1 who came to live in ,mount-,holly within two ,years after my going there4 ,about the twenty-third ,year of my ,age1 ,i had many fresh and heavenly ,openings1 in respect to the ,care and ,providence of the ,almighty over his ,creatures in general1 and over ,man as the most noble amongst those which are visible4 ,and being clearly convinced in my ,judgment1 that to place my whole ,trust in ,god was best for me1 ,i felt renewed ,engagements1 that in all ,things ,i might act on an inward ,principle of ,virtue1 and pursue worldly ,business no farther1 than as ,truth opened my ,way therein4 ,about the ,time called ,christmas1 ,i observed many ,people from the ,country1 and ,dwellers in ,town1 who1 resorting to ,public-,houses1 spent their ,time in drinking and vain ,sports1 tending to corrupt one another2 on which ,account ,i was much troubled4 ,at one ,house1 in particular1 there was much ,disorder2 and ,i believed it was a ,duty incumbent on me to go and speak to the ,master of that ,house4 ,i considered ,i was young1 and that several elderly ,friends in town had ,opportunity to see these ,things2 but though ,i would gladly have been excused1 yet ,i could not feel my ,mind clear4 ,the ,exercise was heavy2 and as ,i was reading what the ,almighty said to ,ezekiel1 respecting his ,duty as a ,watchman1 the ,matter was set home more clearly2 and then1 with ,prayers and ,tears1 ,i besought the ,lord for his ,assistance1 who1 in ,loving-kindness1 gave me a resigned ,heart3 ,then1 at a suitable ,opportunity1 ,i went to the ,public-house1 and1 seeing the ,man amongst much ,company1 ,i went to him1 and told him1 ,i wanted to speak with him2 so we went aside1 and there1 in the ,fear of the ,almighty1 ,i expressed to him what rested on my ,mind2 which he took kindly1 and afterward shewed more ,regard to me than before4 ,in a few ,years afterwards he died1 middle-aged2 and ,i often thought that1 had ,i neglected my ,duty in that ,case1 it would have given me great ,trouble2 and ,i was humbly thankful to my gracious ,father1 who had supported me herein4 ,my ,employer having a ,negro ,woman1 sold her1 and desired me to write a ,bill of ,sale1 the ,man being waiting who bought her3 ,the ,thing was sudden2 and1 though the ,thoughts of writing an ,instrument of ,slavery for one of my ,fellow-creatures felt uneasy1 yet ,i remembered ,i was hired by the ,year1 that it was my ,master who directed me to do it1 and that it was an elderly ,man1 a ,member of our ,society1 who bought her2 so1 through ,weakness1 ,i gave way1 and wrote2 but1 at the executing it1 ,i was so afflicted in my ,mind1 that ,i said1 before my ,master and the ,friend1 that ,i believed ,slave-keeping to be a ,practice inconsistent with the ,christian ,religion3 ,this in some ,degree abated my ,uneasiness2 yet1 as often as ,i reflected seriously upon it1 ,i thought ,i should have been clearer1 if ,i had desired to have been excused from it1 as a ,thing against my ,conscience2 for such it was4 ,and1 some ,time after this1 a young ,man1 of our ,society1 spoke to me to write a ,conveyance of a ,slave to him1 he having lately taken a ,negro into his ,house3 ,i told him ,i was not easy to write it2 for1 though many of our ,meeting and in other ,places kept ,slaves1 ,i still believed the ,practice was not right1 and desired to be excused from the writing4 ,i spoke to him in ,good-will2 and he told me that keeping ,slaves was not altogether agreeable to his ,mind2 but that the ,slave being a ,gift to his ,wife1 he had accepted of her4 ,,chapter ,,ii ,his first ,journey1 on a religious ,visit1 into ,east-,jersey1 in ,company with ,,abraham ,,farrington--,his ,thoughts on merchandizing1 and his learning a ,trade--,his second ,journey1 with ,,isaac ,,andrews1 into ,pennsylvania1 ,maryland1 ,virginia1 and ,north ,carolina--,his third ,journey1 with ,,peter ,,andrews1 through ,part of ,west and ,east-,jersey--,some ,account of his ,sister ,,elizabeth1 and her ,death--,his fourth ,journey1 with ,,peter ,,andrews1 through ,new-,york and ,long-,island1 to ,new-,england--,and his fifth ,journey1 with ,,john ,,sykes1 to the eastern ,shore of ,maryland1 and the lower ,counties on ,delaware ,my esteemed ,friend1 ,abraham ,farrington1 being about to make a ,visit to ,friends on the eastern ,side of this ,province1 and having no ,companion1 he proposed to me to go with him2 and1 after a ,conference with some elderly ,friends1 ,i agreed to go3 ,we set out the fifth ,day of the ninth ,month1 in the ,year #agdc2 had an ,evening-meeting at a ,tavern in ,brunswick1 a ,town in which none of our ,society dwelt2 the ,room was full1 and the ,people quiet4 ,thence to ,amboy1 and had an ,evening-meeting in the ,court-house2 to which many ,people came1 amongst whom were several ,members of the ,assembly1 they being in ,town on public ,affairs of the ,province3 ,in both these ,meetings my ancient ,companion was enlarged to preach1 in the ,love of the ,gospel4 ,thence we went to ,woodbridge1 ,raway1 and ,plainfield2 and had six or seven ,meetings in ,places where ,meetings of ,friends are not usually held1 being made up chiefly of ,presbyterians2 and my beloved ,companion was frequently strengthened to publish the ,word of ,life amongst them3 ,as for me1 ,i was often silent2 and1 when ,i spake1 it was with much ,care1 that ,i might speak only what ,truth opened3 ,and ,i learned some profitable ,lessons4--,we were out about two ,weeks4 ,near this ,time1 being on some outward ,business in which several ,families were concerned1 and which was attended with ,difficulties1 some ,things relating thereto not being clearly stated1 nor rightly understood by all1 there arose some ,heat in the ,minds of the ,parties1 and one valuable ,friend got off his ,watch2 ,i had a great ,regard for him1 and felt a strong ,inclination1 after ,matters were settled1 to speak to him concerning his ,conduct in that case3 ,but ,i being a ,youth1 and he far advanced in ,age and ,experience1 my ,way appeared difficult2 but1 after some ,days ,deliberation1 and inward seeking to the ,lord for ,assistance1 ,i was made subject2 so that ,i expressed what lay upon me in a ,way which became my ,youth and his ,years3 ,and1 though it was a hard ,task to me1 it was well taken1 and1 ,i believe1 useful to us both4 ,having now been several ,years with my ,employer1 and he doing less at ,merchandize than heretofore1 ,i was thoughtful of some other ,way of ,business2 perceiving ,merchandize to be attended with much ,cumber1 in the ,way of trading in these ,parts4 ,my mind1 through the ,power of ,truth1 was in a good degree weaned from the ,desire of outward ,greatness1 and ,i was learning to be content with real ,conveniences1 that were not costly2 so that a ,way of ,life1 free from much ,entanglement1 appeared best for me1 though the ,income might be small4 ,i had several ,offers of ,business that appeared profitable1 but did not see my ,way clear to accept of them2 as believing the ,business proposed would be attended with more outward ,care than was required of me to engage in4 ,i saw that a humble ,man1 with the blessing of the ,lord1 might live on a little2 and that where the ,heart was set on ,greatness1 ,success in ,business did not satisfy the craving2 but that commonly1 with an ,increase of ,wealth1 the ,desire of ,wealth increased4 ,there was a ,care on my ,mind so to pass my ,time1 that nothing might hinder me from the most steady ,attention to the ,voice of the true ,shepherd4 ,my ,employer1 though now a ,retailer of ,goods1 was by ,trade a ,taylor1 and kept a ,servant-man at that ,business2 and ,i began to think about learning the ,trade1 expecting that1 if ,i should settle1 ,i might1 by this ,trade and a little retailing of ,goods1 get a ,living in a plain ,way1 without the ,load of great ,business3 ,i mentioned it to my ,employer1 and we soon agreed on ,terms2 and then1 when ,i had ,leisure from the ,affairs of ,merchandize1 ,i worked with his ,man4 ,i believed the ,hand of ,providence pointed out this ,business for me2 and was taught to be content with it1 though ,i felt1 at ,times1 a ,disposition that would have sought for something greater3 ,but1 through the ,revelation of ,jesus ,christ1 ,i had seen the ,happiness of ,humility1 and there was an earnest ,desire in me to enter deep into it2 and1 at ,times1 this ,desire arose to a ,degree of fervent ,supplication1 wherein my ,soul was so environed with heavenly ,light and ,consolation1 that ,things were made easy to me which had been otherwise4 ,after some ,time1 my ,employer's ,wife died2 she was a virtuous ,woman1 and generally beloved of her ,neighbours2 and1 soon after this1 he left shop-keeping1 and we parted4 ,i then wrought at my ,trade1 as a ,taylor2 carefully attended ,meetings for ,worship and ,discipline2 and found an ,enlargement of ,gospel-love in my ,mind1 and therein a ,concern to visit ,friends in some of the ,back-settlements of ,pennsylvania and ,virginia2 and1 being thoughtful about a ,companion1 ,i expressed it to my beloved ,friend1 ,,isaac ,,andrews1 who then told me that he had ,drawings to the same ,places2 also to go through ,maryland1 ,virginia1 and ,carolina4 ,after considerable ,time past1 and several ,conferences with him1 ,i felt easy to accompany him throughout1 if ,way opened for it4 ,i opened the ,case in our ,monthly-meeting2 and1 ,friends expressing their ,unity therewith1 we obtained ,certificates to travel as ,companions2 his from ,haddonfield1 and mine from ,burlington4 ,we left our ,province on the twelfth ,day of the third ,month1 in the ,year #agdf1 and had several ,meetings in the upper ,part of ,chester ,county1 and near ,lancaster2 in some of which1 the ,love of ,christ prevailed1 uniting us together in his ,service4 ,then we crossed the ,river ,susquehannah1 and had several ,meetings in a new ,settlement1 called the ,red-,lands2 the oldest of which1 as ,i was informed1 did not exceed ten ,years4 ,it is the poorer ,sort of ,people that commonly begin to improve remote ,desarts3 ,with a small ,stock they have ,houses to build1 ,lands to clear and fence1 ,corn to raise1 ,clothes to provide1 and ,children to educate2 that ,friends1 who visit such1 may well sympathise with them in their ,hardships in the ,wilderness2 and though the best ,entertainment such can give may seem coarse to some who are used to ,cities1 or old settled ,places1 it becomes the ,disciples of ,christ to be content with it4 ,our ,hearts were sometimes enlarged in the ,love of our heavenly ,father amongst these ,people2 and the sweet ,influence of his ,spirit supported us through some ,difficulties3 ,to him be the ,praise6 ,we passed on to ,monoquacy1 ,fairfax1 ,hopewell1 and ,shanando1 and had ,meetings2 some of which were comfortable and edifying4 ,from ,shanando we set off in the ,afternoon for the old ,settlements of ,friends in ,virginia2 and1 the first ,night1 we1 with our ,pilot1 lodged in the ,woods1 our ,horses feeding near us2 but he being poorly provided with a ,horse1 and we young and having good ,horses1 were free the next ,day to part with him2 and did so4 ,in two ,days after1 we reached to our ,friend ,john ,cheagle's1 in ,virginia2 so we took the ,meetings in our ,way through ,virginia2 were1 in some ,degree1 baptized into a feeling ,sense of the ,conditions of the ,people2 and our ,exercise in general was more painful in these old ,settlements1 than it had been amongst the back ,inhabitants3 ,but1 through the ,goodness of our heavenly ,father1 the ,well of living ,waters was1 at ,times1 opened to our ,encouragement and the ,refreshment of the sincere-hearted4 ,we went on to ,perquimons1 in ,north-,carolina1 had several ,meetings1 which were large1 and found some ,openness in those ,parts1 and a hopeful ,appearance amongst the young ,people4 ,so we turned again to ,virginia1 and attended most of the ,meetings which we had not been at before1 labouring amongst ,friends in the ,love of ,jesus ,christ1 as ,ability was given2 and thence went to the ,mountains1 up ,james-,river1 to a new ,settlement1 and had several ,meetings amongst the ,people1 some of whom had lately joined in ,membership with our ,society4 ,in our journeying to and fro1 we found some honest-hearted ,friends1 who appeared to be concerned for the ,cause of ,truth among a backsliding ,people4 ,from ,virginia1 we crossed over the ,river ,patowmac1 at ,hoe's ,ferry1 and made a general ,visit to the ,meetings of ,friends on the ,western ,shore of ,maryland2 and were at their ,quarterly-meeting4 ,we had some hard ,labour amongst them1 endeavouring to discharge our ,duty honestly as ,way opened1 in the ,love of ,truth3 ,and thence taking sundry ,meetings in our ,way1 we passed homeward2 where1 through the ,favour of divine ,providence we reached the sixteenth ,day of the sixth ,month1 in the ,year #agdf2 and ,i may say that1 through the ,assistance of the ,holy ,spirit1 my ,companion and ,i travelled in ,harmony1 and parted in the ,nearness of true brotherly ,love4 ,two ,things were remarkable to me in this ,journey2 first1 in ,regard to my ,entertainment1 when ,i ate1 drank1 and lodged at free-cost1 with ,people who lived in ,ease on the hard ,labour of their ,slaves1 ,i felt uneasy2 and1 as my ,mind was inward to the ,lord1 ,i found1 from ,place to ,place1 this ,uneasiness return upon me1 at ,times1 through the whole ,visit4 ,where the ,masters bore a good ,share of the ,burthen1 and lived frugally1 so that their ,servants were well provided for1 and their ,labour moderate1 ,i felt more easy2 but where they lived in a costly ,way1 and laid heavy ,burthens on their ,slaves1 my ,exercise was often great1 and ,i frequently had ,conversation with them1 in private1 concerning it4 ,secondly2 this ,trade of importing ,slaves from their native ,country being much encouraged amongst them1 and the white ,people and their ,children so generally living without much ,labour1 was frequently the ,subject of my serious ,thoughts3 ,and ,i saw in these southern ,provinces so many ,vices and ,corruptions1 increased by this ,trade and this ,way of ,life1 that it appeared to me as a ,gloom over the ,land2 and though now many willingly run into it1 yet1 in future1 the ,consequence will be grievous to ,posterity3 ,i express it as it hath appeared to me1 not at once nor twice1 but as a ,matter fixed on my ,mind4 ,soon after my ,return ,home1 ,i felt an increasing ,concern for ,friends on our ,sea-coast2 and1 on the eighth ,day of the eighth ,month1 in the ,year #agdf1 with the ,unity of ,friends1 and in ,company with my beloved ,friend and ,neighbour1 ,,peter ,,andrews1 ,brother to my ,companion before-mentioned1 we set forward1 and visited ,meetings generally about ,salem1 ,cape ,may1 ,great and ,little ,egg-,harbour2 and had ,meetings at ,barnagat1 ,mannahocking1 and ,mane-,squan1 and so to the ,yearly-meeting at ,shrewsbury4 ,through the ,goodness of the ,lord ,way was opened1 and the ,strength of divine ,love was sometimes felt in our ,assemblies1 to the ,comfort and ,help of those who were rightly concerned before him4 ,we were out twenty-two ,days1 and rode1 by ,computation1 three hundred and forty ,miles4 ,at ,shrewsbury ,yearly-meeting1 we met with our dear ,friends ,,michael ,,lightfoot and ,,abraham ,,farrington1 who had good ,service there4 ,the ,winter following my eldest ,sister1 ,,elizabeth ,,woolman1 jun4 died of the ,small-pox1 aged thirty-one ,years4 ,she was1 from her ,youth1 of a thoughtful ,disposition2 and very compassionate to her ,acquaintance in their ,sickness or ,distress1 being ready to help as far as she could4 ,she was dutiful to her ,parents2 one ,instance whereof follows3--,it happened that she1 and two of her ,sisters1 being then near the ,estate of young ,women1 had an ,inclination1 one ,first-day after ,meeting1 to go on a ,visit to some other young ,women at some ,distance off2 whose ,company1 ,i believe1 would have done them no ,good4 ,they expressed their ,desire to our ,parents2 who were dissatisfied with the ,proposal1 and stopped them4 ,the same ,day1 as my ,sisters and ,i were together1 and they talking about their ,disappointment1 ,elizabeth expressed her ,contentment under it2 signifying1 she believed it might be for their ,good4 ,a few ,years after she attained to mature-,age1 through the gracious ,visitations of ,god's ,love1 she was strengthened to live a self-denying exemplary ,life1 giving herself much to ,reading and ,meditation4 ,the following ,letter may shew1 in some ,degree1 her ,disposition4 ,,haddonfield1 #ast ,day1 #aath ,month1 #agdc4 ,beloved ,brother1 ,,john ,,woolman1--,in that ,love which desires the ,welfare of all ,men1 ,i write unto thee3 ,i received thine1 dated second ,day of the tenth ,month last1 with which ,i was comforted4 ,my ,spirit is bowed with ,thankfulness that ,i should be remembered1 who am unworthy2 but the ,lord is full of ,mercy1 and his ,goodness is extended to the meanest of his ,creation2 therefore1 in his infinite ,love1 he hath pitied1 and spared1 and shewed ,mercy1 that ,i have not been cut off nor quite lost2 but1 at ,times1 ,i am refreshed and comforted as with the ,glimpse of his ,presence1 which is more to the immortal ,part1 than all which this ,world can afford3 ,so1 with ,desires for thy ,preservation with my own1 ,i remain ,thy affectionate ,sister1 ,,eliz4 ,,woolman1 jun4 ,in the fore ,part of her ,illness she was in great ,sadness and ,dejection of ,mind1 of which she told one of her intimate ,friends1 and said1 ,when ,i was a young ,girl ,i was wanton and airy1 but ,i thought ,i had thoroughly repented of it2 and added1 ,i have of late had great ,satisfaction in ,meetings4 ,though she was thus disconsolate1 still she retained a ,hope1 which was as an ,anchor to her3 ,and sometime after1 the same ,friend came again to see her1 to whom she mentioned her former ,expressions1 and said1 ,it is otherwise now1 for the ,lord hath rewarded me seven fold2 and ,i am unable to express the ,greatness of his ,love manifested to me4 ,her ,disorder appearing dangerous1 and our ,mother being sorrowful1 she took ,notice of it1 and said1 ,dear ,mother1 weep not for me2 ,i go to my ,god3 ,and1 many ,times1 with an audible ,voice1 uttered ,praise to her ,redeemer4 ,a ,friend1 coming some ,miles to see her the ,morning before she died1 asked her1 how she did8 ,she answered1 ,i have had a hard ,night1 but shall not have another such1 for ,i shall die1 and it will be well with my ,soul2 and accordingly died the next ,evening4 ,the following ,ejaculations were found amongst her ,writings2 written1 ,i believe1 at four ,times3 ,i4 ,oh6 that my ,head were as ,waters1 and mine ,eyes as a ,fountain of ,tears1 that ,i might weep ,day and ,night1 until acquainted with my ,god4 ,,ii4 ,o ,lord1 that ,i may enjoy thy ,presence6 or else my ,time is lost1 and my ,life a ,snare to my ,soul4 ,,iii4 ,o ,lord1 that ,i may receive ,bread from thy ,table1 and that thy ,grace may abound in me6 ,,iv4 ,o ,lord1 that ,i may be acquainted with thy ,presence1 that ,i may be seasoned with thy ,salt1 that thy ,grace may abound in me6 ,of late ,i found ,drawings in my ,mind to visit ,friends in ,new-,england1 and1 having an ,opportunity of joining in ,company with my beloved ,friend1 ,,peter ,,andrews1 we1 having obtained ,certificates from our ,monthly-meeting1 set forward on the sixteenth ,day of the third ,month1 in the ,year #agdg1 and reached the ,yearly-meeting at ,long-,island2 at which were our ,friends ,,samuel ,,nottingham1 from ,england1 ,,john ,,griffith1 ,,jane ,,hoskins1 and ,,elizbeth ,,hudson1 from ,pennsylvania1 and ,,jacob ,,andrews1 from ,chesterfield4 ,several of whom were favoured in their publick ,exercise2 and1 through the ,goodness of the ,lord1 we had some edifying ,meetings4 ,after this1 my ,companion and ,i visited ,friends on ,long-,island2 and1 through the ,mercies of ,god we were helped in the ,work4 ,besides going to the settled ,meetings of ,friends1 we were at a general ,meeting at ,setawket1 chiefly made up of other ,societies2 and had a ,meeting at ,oyster-,bay in a ,dwelling-house1 at which were many ,people3 ,at the first of which there was not much said by way of ,testimony2 but it was ,i believe1 a good ,meeting3 ,at the latter1 through the springing up of living ,waters1 it was a ,day to be thankfully remembered4 ,having visited the ,island1 we went over to the ,main1 taking ,meetings in our ,way1 to ,oblong1 ,nine ,partners1 and ,new-,milford4--,in these back ,settlements we met with several ,people1 who1 through the immediate ,workings of the ,spirit of ,christ in their ,minds1 were drawn from the ,vanities of the ,world1 to an inward ,acquaintance with him3 ,they were educated in the ,way of the ,presbyterians4 ,a considerable ,number of the ,youth1 ,members of that ,society1 used to spend their ,time often together in merriment2 but some of the principal young ,men of that ,company being visited by the powerful ,workings of the ,spirit of ,christ1 and thereby led humbly to take up his ,cross1 could no longer join in those ,vanities2 and1 as these stood stedfast to that inward ,convincement1 they were made a ,blessing to some of their former ,companions2 so that1 through the ,power of ,truth1 several were brought into a close ,exercise concerning the eternal ,well-being of their ,souls4 ,these young ,people continued for a ,time to frequent their publick ,worship2 and1 besides that1 had ,meetings of their own2 which ,meetings were a while allowed by their ,preacher1 who1 sometimes1 met with them3 ,but1 in ,time1 their ,judgment1 in ,matters of ,religion1 disagreeing with some of the ,articles of the ,presbyterians1 their ,meetings were disapproved by that ,society2 and such of them as stood firm to their ,duty1 as it was inwardly manifested1 had many ,difficulties to go through4 ,and their ,meetings were in a while dropped2 some of them returning to the ,presbyterians2 and others of them1 after a ,time1 joined our religious ,society4 ,i had ,conversation with some of the latter1 to my ,help and ,edification2 and believe several of them are acquainted with the ,nature of that ,worship1 which is performed in ,spirit and in ,truth4 ,from hence1 accompanied by ,,amos ,,powel1 a ,friend from ,long-,island1 we rode through ,connecticut1 chiefly inhabited by ,presbyterians1 who were generally civil to us2 and1 after three ,days riding1 we came amongst ,friends in the ,colony of ,rhode-,island4 ,we visited ,friends in and about ,newport1 and ,dartmouth1 and generally in those ,parts2 and then to ,boston2 and proceeded eastward as far as ,dover2 and then returned to ,newport2 and1 not far from thence1 we met our ,friend1 ,,thomas ,,gawthrop1 from ,england1 who was then on a ,visit to these ,provinces4 ,from ,newport we sailed to ,nantucket2 were there near a ,week2 and from thence came over to ,dartmouth3 ,and having finished our ,visit in these ,parts1 we crossed the ,sound from ,new-,london to ,long-,island2 and1 taking some ,meetings on the ,island1 proceeded homeward2 where we reached the thirteenth ,day of the seventh ,month1 in the ,year #agdg1 having rode about fifteen hundred ,miles1 and sailed about one hundred and fifty4 ,in this ,journey1 ,i may say1 in general1 we were sometimes in much ,weakness1 and laboured under ,discouragements2 and at other ,times1 through the renewed ,manifestations of divine ,love1 we had seasons of ,refreshment1 wherein the ,power of ,truth prevailed4 ,we were taught1 by renewed ,experience1 to labour for an inward ,stillness2 at no ,time to seek for ,words1 but to live in the ,spirit of ,truth1 and utter that to the ,people which ,truth opened in us4 ,my beloved ,companion and ,i belonged to one ,meeting1 came forth in the ,ministry near the same ,time1 and were inwardly united in the ,work2 he was about thirteen ,years older than ,i1 bore the heaviest ,burthen1 and was an ,instrument of the greatest ,use4 ,finding a ,concern to visit ,friends in the lower ,counties on ,delaware1 and on the eastern ,shore of ,maryland1 and having an ,opportunity to join with my well-beloved ancient ,friend1 ,,john ,,sykes1 we obtained ,certificates1 and set off the seventh ,day of the eighth ,month1 in the ,year #agdh2 were at the ,meetings of ,friends in the lower ,counties1 attended the ,yearly-meeting at ,little-,creek1 and made a ,visit to the chief of the ,meetings on the eastern ,shore2 and so ,home by ,way of ,nottingham3 ,were abroad about six ,weeks1 and rode1 by ,computation1 about five hundred and fifty ,miles4 ,our ,exercise1 at ,times1 was heavy2 but1 through the ,goodness of the ,lord1 we were often refreshed2 and ,i may say1 by ,experience1 ,he is a strong ,hold in the ,day of ,trouble4 ,though our ,society1 in these ,parts1 appeared to me to be in a declining ,condition2 yet1 ,i believe1 the ,lord hath a ,people amongst them1 who labour to serve him uprightly1 but have many ,difficulties to encounter4 ,,chapter ,,iii ,his ,marriage--,the ,death of his ,father--,his ,journies into the upper ,part of ,new-,jersey1 and afterwards into ,pennsylvania--,considerations on keeping ,slaves1 and his ,visits to the ,families of ,friends at several ,times and ,places--,an ,epistle from the ,general ,meeting--,his ,journey to ,long-,island--,considerations on ,trading1 and on the ,use of spirituous ,liquors and costly ,apparel--,and his ,letter to a ,friend ,about this ,time1 believing it good for me to settle1 and thinking seriously about a ,companion1 my ,heart was turned to the ,lord with ,desires that he would give me ,wisdom to proceed therein agreeable to his ,will2 and he was pleased to give me a well-inclined ,damsel1 ,,sarah ,,ellis2 to whom ,i was married the eighteenth ,day of the eighth ,month1 in the ,year #agdi4 ,in the fall of the ,year #agej died my ,father1 ,,samuel ,,woolman1 with a ,fever1 aged about sixty ,years4 ,in his ,life-time he manifested much ,care for us his ,children1 that in our ,youth we might learn to fear the ,lord2 often endeavouring to imprint in our ,minds the true ,principles of ,virtue1 and particularly to cherish in us a ,spirit of ,tenderness1 not only towards poor ,people1 but also towards all ,creatures of which we had the ,command4 ,after my ,return from ,carolina1 in the ,year #agdf1 ,i made some ,observations on keeping ,slaves1 which some ,time before his ,decease ,i shewed him2 and he perused the ,manuscript1 proposed a few ,alterations1 and appeared well satisfied that ,i found a ,concern on that ,account3 ,and in his last ,sickness1 as ,i was watching with him one ,night1 he being so far spent that there was no ,expectation of his ,recovery1 but having the perfect ,use of his ,understanding1 he asked me concerning the ,manuscript1 whether ,i expected soon to proceed to take the ,advice of ,friends in publishing it8 ,and1 after some ,conversation thereon1 said1 ,i have all along been deeply affected with the ,oppression of the poor ,negroes2 and now1 at last1 my ,concern for them is as great as ever4 ,by his ,direction ,i had wrote his ,will in a ,time of ,health1 and that ,night he desired me to read it to him1 which ,i did2 and he said it was agreeable to his ,mind4 ,he then made mention of his ,end1 which he believed was near2 and signified1 that1 though he was sensible of many ,imperfections in the ,course of his ,life1 yet his ,experience of the ,power of ,truth1 and of the ,love and ,goodness of ,god from ,time to ,time1 even till now1 was such1 that he had no ,doubt but that1 in leaving this ,life1 he should enter into one more happy4 ,the next ,day his ,sister ,elizabeth came to see him1 and told him of the ,decease of their ,sister ,ann1 who died a few ,days before3 ,he then said1 ,i reckon ,sister ,ann was free to leave this ,world3 ,elizabeth said1 she was4 ,he then said1 ,i also am free to leave it2 and1 being in great ,weakness of ,body1 said1 ,i hope ,i shall shortly go to ,rest4 ,he continued in a weighty ,frame of ,mind1 and was sensible till near the last4 ,on the second ,day of the ninth ,month1 in the ,year #agea1 feeling ,drawings in my ,mind to visit ,friends at the ,great-,meadows1 in the upper ,part of ,west-,jersey1 with the ,unity of our ,monthly-meeting1 ,i went there2 and had some searching laborious ,exercise amongst ,friends in those ,parts1 and found inward ,peace therein4 ,in the ninth ,month of the ,year #agec1 in ,company with my well-esteemed ,friend ,,john ,,sykes1 and with the ,unity of ,friends1 we travelled about two ,weeks1 visiting ,friends in ,bucks-,county4 ,we laboured in the ,love of the ,gospel1 according to the ,measure received2 and1 through the ,mercies of him1 who is ,strength to the ,poor who trust in him1 we found ,satisfaction in our ,visit3 ,and1 in the next ,winter1 ,way opening to visit ,friends ,families within the ,compass of our ,monthly-meeting1 partly by the ,labours of two ,friends from ,pennsylvania1 ,i joined in some ,part of the ,work2 having had a ,desire some ,time that it might go forward amongst us4 ,about this ,time1 a ,person at some ,distance lying sick1 his ,brother came to me to write his ,will3 ,i knew he had ,slaves2 and1 asking his ,brother1 was told he intended to leave them as ,slaves to his ,children4 ,as ,writing is a profitable ,employ1 and as offending sober ,people was disagreeable to my ,inclination1 ,i was straitened in my ,mind2 but1 as ,i looked to the ,lord1 he inclined my ,heart to his ,testimony3 ,and ,i told the ,man1 that ,i believed the ,practice of continuing ,slavery to this ,people was not right2 and had a ,scruple in my ,mind against doing ,writings of that ,kind2 that1 though many in our ,society kept them as ,slaves1 still ,i was not easy to be concerned in it2 and desired to be excused from going to write the ,will4 ,i spake to him in the ,fear of the ,lord2 and he made no ,reply to what ,i said1 but went away3 ,he1 also1 had some ,concerns in the ,practice2 and ,i thought he was displeased with me4 ,in this ,case ,i had a fresh ,confirmation1 that acting contrary to present outward ,interest1 from a ,motive of divine ,love1 and in ,regard to ,truth and ,righteousness1 opens the ,way to a ,treasure better than ,silver1 and to a ,friendship exceeding the ,friendship of ,men4 ,the ,manuscript before-mentioned having lain by me several ,years1 the ,publication of it rested weightily upon me2 and this ,year ,i offered it to the ,revisal of ,friends1 who1 having examined and made some small ,alterations in it1 directed a ,number of ,copies thereof to be published1 and dispersed amongst ,friends4 ,in the ,year #aged1 ,i found my ,mind drawn to join in a ,visit to ,friends ,families belonging to ,chesterfield ,monthly-meeting2 and having the ,approbation of our own1 ,i went to their ,monthly-meeting in order to confer with ,friends1 and see if ,way opened for it3 ,i had ,conference with some of their ,members1 the ,proposal having been opened before in their ,meeting1 and one ,friend agreed to join with me as a ,companion for a ,beginning2 but1 when ,meeting was ended1 ,i felt great ,distress of ,mind1 and doubted what ,way to take1 or whether to go ,home and wait for greater ,clearness3 ,i kept my ,distress secret2 and1 going with a ,friend to his ,house1 my ,desires were to the great ,shepherd for his heavenly ,instruction2 and in the ,morning ,i felt easy to proceed on the ,visit1 being very low in my ,mind3 ,and as mine ,eye was turned to the ,lord1 waiting in ,families in deep ,reverence before him1 he was pleased graciously to afford ,help2 so that we had many comfortable ,opportunities1 and it appeared as a fresh ,visitation to some young ,people4 ,i spent several ,weeks this ,winter in the ,service1 ,part of which ,time was employed near ,home4 ,and again1 in the following ,winter1 ,i was several ,weeks in the same ,service2 some ,part of the ,time at ,shrewsbury1 in ,company with my beloved ,friend1 ,john ,sykes2 and have ,cause humbly to acknowledge1 that1 through the ,goodness of the ,lord1 our ,hearts were1 at ,times1 enlarged in his ,love2 and ,strength was given to go through the ,trials which1 in the ,course of our ,visit1 attended us4 ,from a ,disagreement between the ,powers of ,england and ,france1 it was now a ,time of ,trouble on this ,continent2 and an ,epistle to ,friends went forth from our ,general ,spring-meeting1 which ,i thought good to give a ,place in this ,journal4 ,an ,,epistle from our ,general ,spring-meeting of ,ministers and ,elders for ,pennsylvania and ,new-,jersey1 held at ,philadelphia1 from the #bith of the third ,month1 to the first of the fourth ,month1 inclusive1 #agee4 ,to ,friends on the ,continent of ,america4 ,dear ,friends1--,in an humble ,sense of divine ,goodness1 and the gracious ,continuation of ,god's ,love to his ,people1 we tenderly salute you2 and are at this ,time therein engaged in ,mind1 that all of us who profess the ,truth1 as held forth and published by our worthy ,predecessors in this latter ,age of the ,world1 may keep near to that ,life which is the ,light of ,men1 and be strengthened to hold fast the ,profession of our ,faith without wavering1 that our ,trust may not be in ,man but in the ,lord alone1 who ruleth in the ,army of ,heaven1 and in the ,kingdoms of ,men1 before whom the ,earth is as the ,dust of the ,balance1 and her ,inhabitants as ,grasshoppers4 ,isa4 xl4 #bb4 ,we 7being convinced that the gracious ,design of the ,almighty in sending his ,son into the ,world1 was to repair the ,breach made by ,disobedience1 to finish ,sin and ,transgression1 that his ,kingdom might come1 and his ,will be done on ,earth as it is in ,heaven7 have found it to be our ,duty to cease from those national ,contests productive of ,misery and ,bloodshed1 and submit our ,cause to him1 the ,most ,high1 whose tender ,love to his ,children exceeds the most warm ,affections of natural ,parents1 and who hath promised to his ,seed throughout the ,earth1 as to one ,individual1 ,i will never leave thee1 nor forsake thee4 ,heb4 xiii4 #e4 ,and as we1 through the gracious ,dealings of the ,lord our ,god1 have had ,experience of that ,work which is carried on1 not by earthly ,might1 nor by ,power1 but by my ,spirit1 saith the ,lord of ,hosts3 ,zech4 iv4 #f4 ,by which ,operation1 that spiritual ,kingdom is set up1 which is to subdue and break in pieces all ,kingdoms that oppose it1 and shall stand for ever2 in a deep ,sense thereof1 and of the ,safety1 ,stability1 and ,peace1 there is in it1 we are desirous that all who profess the ,truth1 may be inwardly acquainted with it1 and thereby be qualified to conduct ourselves in all ,parts of our ,life as becomes our peaceable ,profession3 ,and we trust1 as there is a faithful ,continuance to depend wholly upon the ,almighty ,arm1 from one ,generation to another1 the peaceable ,kingdom will gradually be extended from ,sea to ,sea1 and from the ,river to the ,ends of the ,earth4 ,zech4 ix4 #aj4 to the ,completion of those ,prophecies already begun1 that ,nation shall not lift up a ,sword against ,nation1 nor learn ,war any more4 ,isa4 ii4 #d4 ,micah iv4 #c4 ,and1 dearly beloved ,friends1 seeing we have these ,promises1 and believe that ,god is beginning to fulfil them1 let us constantly endeavour to have our ,minds sufficiently disintangled from the surfeiting ,cares of this ,life1 and redeemed from the ,love of the ,world1 that no earthly ,possessions nor ,enjoyments may bias our ,judgments1 or turn us from that ,resignation1 and entire ,trust in ,god1 to which his ,blessing is most surely annexed2 then may we say1 ,our ,redeemer is mighty1 he will plead our ,cause for us4 ,jer4 #a4 #cd4 ,and if1 for the farther promoting his most gracious ,purposes in the ,earth1 he should give us to taste of that bitter ,cup which his faithful ,ones have often partaken of2 ,o6 that we may be rightly prepared to receive it4 ,and now1 dear ,friends1 with ,respect to the ,commotions and ,stirrings of the ,powers of the ,earth at this ,time near us1 we are desirous that none of us may be moved thereat2 but repose ourselves in the ,munition of that ,rock that all these ,shakings shall not move1 even in the ,knowledge and ,feeling of the eternal ,power of ,god1 keeping us subjectly given up to his heavenly ,will1 and feel it daily to mortify that which remains in any of us which is of this ,world2 for the worldly ,part1 in any1 is the changeable ,part1 and that is up and down1 full and empty1 joyful and sorrowful1 as ,things go well or ill in this ,world2 for as the ,truth is but one1 and many are made ,partakers of its ,spirit1 so the ,world is but one1 and many are made ,partakers of the ,spirit of it2 and so many as do partake of it1 so many will be straitened and perplexed with it3 ,but they who are single to the ,truth1 waiting daily to feel the ,life and ,virtue of it in their ,hearts1 these shall rejoice in the midst of ,adversity1 and have to experience1 with the ,prophet1 that ,although the ,fig-tree shall not blossom1 neither shall ,fruit be in the ,vines2 the ,labour of the ,olive shall fail1 and the ,fields shall yield no ,meat2 the ,flock shall be cut off from the ,fold1 and there shall be no ,herd in the ,stalls2 yet will they rejoice in the ,lord1 and joy in the ,god of their ,salvation4 ,hab4 iii4 #ag1 #ah4 ,if1 contrary to this1 we profess the ,truth1 and1 not living under the ,power and ,influence of it1 are producing ,fruits disagreeable to the ,purity thereof1 and trust to the ,strength of ,man to support ourselves1 therein our ,confidence will be vain4 ,for he1 who removed the ,hedge from his ,vineyard1 and gave it to be trodden under ,foot1 by reason of the wild ,grapes it produced1 7,isa4 v4 #e47 remains unchangeable2 ,and if1 for the ,chastisement of ,wickedness1 and the farther promoting his own ,glory1 he doth arise1 even to shake terribly the ,earth1 who then may oppose him1 and prosper6 ,we remain1 in the ,love of the ,gospel1 your ,friends and ,brethren4 ,signed by fourteen ,friends4 ,scrupling to do ,writings1 relative to keeping ,slaves1 having been a ,means of sundry small ,trials to me1 in which ,i have so evidently felt my own ,will set aside1 ,i think it good to mention a few of them4--,tradesmen and ,retailers of ,goods1 who depend on their ,business for a ,living1 are naturally inclined to keep the ,good-will of their ,customers2 nor is it a pleasant ,thing for young ,men to be under any ,necessity to question the ,judgment or ,honesty of elderly ,men1 and more especially of such as have a fair ,reputation4 ,deep-rooted ,customs1 though wrong1 are not easily altered2 but it is the ,duty of every one to be firm in that which they certainly know is right for them4 ,a charitable benevolent ,man1 well acquainted with a ,negro1 may1 ,i believe1 under some ,circumstances1 keep him in his ,family as a ,servant1 from no other ,motives than the ,negro's ,good2 but ,man1 as ,man1 knows not what shall be after him1 nor hath ,assurance that his ,children will attain to that ,perfection in ,wisdom and ,goodness necessary rightly to exercise such ,power3 ,it is clear to me1 that ,i ought not to be the ,scribe where ,wills are drawn1 in which some ,children are made absolute ,masters over others during ,life4 ,about this ,time1 an ancient ,man1 of good ,esteem in the ,neighbourhood1 came to my ,house to get his ,will written2 he had young ,negroes2 and ,i asked him privately1 how he purposed to dispose of them8 ,he told me3 ,i then said1 ,i cannot write thy ,will without breaking my own ,peace2 and respectfully gave him my ,reasons for it3 ,he signified that he had a ,choice that ,i should have written it2 but as ,i could not1 consistent with my ,conscience1 he did not desire it3 ,and so he got it written by some other ,person4 ,and1 a few ,years after1 there being great ,alterations in his ,family1 he came again to get me to write his ,will3 ,his ,negroes were yet young2 and his ,son1 to whom he intended to give them1 was1 since he first spoke to me1 from a ,libertine1 become a sober young ,man2 and he supposed1 that ,i would have been free1 on that ,account1 to write it4 ,we had much friendly ,talk on the ,subject1 and then deferred it3 ,a few ,days after1 he came again1 and directed their ,freedom2 and then ,i wrote his ,will4 ,near the ,time the last-mentioned ,friend first spoke to me1 a ,neighbour received a bad ,bruise in his ,body1 and sent for me to bleed him2 which being done1 he desired me to write his ,will3 ,i took ,notes2 and1 amongst other ,things1 he told me to which of his ,children he gave his young ,negro3 ,i considered the ,pain and ,distress he was in1 and knew not how it would end2 so ,i wrote his ,will1 save only that ,part concerning his ,slave1 and carrying it to his ,bed side1 read it to him2 and then told him1 in a friendly ,way1 that ,i could not write any ,instruments by which my ,fellow-creatures were made ,slaves1 without bringing ,trouble on my own ,mind3 ,i let him know that ,i charged nothing for what ,i had done2 and desired to be excused from doing the other ,part in the ,way he proposed3 ,we then had a serious ,conference on the ,subject2 at length he agreeing to set her free1 ,i finished his ,will4 ,having found ,drawings in my ,mind to visit ,friends on ,long-,island1 after obtaining a ,certificate from our ,monthly-meeting1 ,i set off on the twelfth ,day of the fifth ,month1 in the ,year #agef4 ,when ,i reached the ,island1 ,i lodged the first ,night at the ,house of my dear ,friend1 ,,richard ,,hallet2 the next ,day1 being the first of the ,week1 ,i was at the ,meeting in ,new-town2 in which we experienced the renewed ,manifestations of the ,love of ,jesus ,christ1 to the ,comfort of the honest-hearted4 ,i went that ,night to ,flushing2 and the next ,day1 in ,company with my beloved ,friend1 ,,matthew ,,franklin1 we crossed the ,ferry at ,white-stone2 were at three ,meetings on the ,main1 and then returned to the ,island2 where ,i spent the ,remainder of the ,week in visiting ,meetings4 ,the ,lord1 ,i believe1 hath a ,people in those ,parts1 who are honestly inclined to serve him2 but many1 ,i fear1 are too much clogged with the ,things of this ,life1 and do not come forward bearing the ,cross in such ,faithfulness as he calls for4 ,my ,mind was deeply engaged in this ,visit1 both in publick and private2 and1 at several ,places1 observing that they had ,slaves1 ,i found myself under a ,necessity in a friendly ,way1 to labour with them on that ,subject2 expressing1 as ,way opened1 the ,inconsistency of that ,practice with the ,purity of the ,christian ,religion1 and the ill ,effects of it manifested amongst us4 ,the ,latter-end of the ,week1 their ,yearly-meeting began2 at which were our ,friends ,,john ,,scarborough1 ,,jane ,,hoskins1 and ,,susanna ,,brown1 from ,pennsylvania3 ,the publick ,meetings were large1 and measurably favoured with divine ,goodness4 ,the ,exercise of my ,mind1 at this ,meeting1 was chiefly on ,account of those who were considered as the foremost ,rank in the ,society2 and1 in a ,meeting of ,ministers and ,elders1 ,way opened1 that ,i expressed in some ,measure what lay upon me2 and1 at a ,time when ,friends were met for transacting the ,affairs of the ,church1 having set a while silent1 ,i felt a ,weight on my ,mind1 and stood up2 and1 through the gracious ,regard of our heavenly ,father1 ,strength was given fully to clear myself of a ,burthen1 which1 for some ,days1 had been increasing upon me4 ,through the humbling ,dispensations of divine ,providence1 ,men are sometimes fitted for his ,service4 ,the ,messages of the ,prophet ,jeremiah1 were so disagreeable to the ,people1 and so reverse to the ,spirit they lived in1 that he became the ,object of their ,reproach2 and1 in the ,weakness of ,nature1 thought of desisting from his prophetic ,office2 but1 saith he1 ,his ,word was in my ,heart as a burning ,fire shut up in my ,bones2 and ,i was weary with forbearing1 and could not stay4 ,i saw at this ,time1 that if ,i was honest in declaring that which ,truth opened in me1 ,i could not please all ,men2 and laboured to be content in the ,way of my ,duty1 however disagreeable to my own ,inclination4 ,after this ,i went homeward1 taking ,woodbridge1 and ,plainfield in my ,way2 in both which ,meetings1 the pure ,influence of divine ,love was manifested2 in an humbling ,sense whereof ,i went ,home1 having been out about twenty-four ,days1 and rode about three hundred and sixteen ,miles4 ,while ,i was out on this ,journey1 my ,heart was much affected with a ,sense of the ,state of the ,churches in our southern ,provinces2 and1 believing the ,lord was calling me to some farther ,labour amongst them1 ,i was bowed in ,reverence before him1 with fervent ,desires that ,i might find ,strength to resign myself up to his heavenly ,will4 ,until this ,year1 #agef1 ,i continued to retail ,goods1 besides following my ,trade as a ,taylor2 about which ,time1 ,i grew uneasy on ,account of my ,business growing too cumbersome3 ,i had begun with selling ,trimmings for ,garments1 and from thence proceeded to sell ,cloths and ,linens2 and1 at length1 having got a considerable ,shop of ,goods1 my ,trade increased every ,year1 and the ,road to large ,business appeared open2 but ,i felt a ,stop in my ,mind4 ,through the ,mercies of the ,almighty1 ,i had1 in a good degree1 learned to be content with a plain ,way of ,living3 ,i had but a small ,family2 and1 on serious ,consideration1 ,i believed ,truth did not require me to engage in much cumbering ,affairs3 ,it had been my general ,practice to buy and sell ,things really useful3 ,things that served chiefly to please the vain ,mind in ,people1 ,i was not easy to trade in2 seldom did it2 and1 whenever ,i did1 ,i found it weaken me as a ,christian4 ,the ,increase of ,business became my ,burthen2 for1 though my natural ,inclination was toward ,merchandize1 yet ,i believed ,truth required me to live more free from outward ,cumbers3 and there was now a ,strife in my ,mind between the two2 and in this ,exercise my ,prayers were put up to the ,lord1 who graciously heard me1 and gave me a ,heart resigned to his holy ,will3 ,then ,i lessened my outward ,business2 and1 as ,i had ,opportunity1 told my ,customers of my ,intention1 that they might consider what ,shop to turn to3 ,and1 in a while1 wholly laid down ,merchandize1 following my ,trade1 as a ,taylor1 myself only1 having no ,apprentice4 ,i also had a ,nursery of ,appletrees2 in which ,i employed some of my ,time in hoeing1 grafting1 trimming1 and inoculating4 ,in ,merchandize it is the ,custom1 where ,i lived1 to sell chiefly on ,credit1 and poor ,people often get in ,debt2 and when ,payment is expected1 not having wherewith to pay1 their ,creditors often sue for it at ,law4 ,having often observed ,occurrences of this ,kind1 ,i found it good for me to advise poor ,people to take such ,goods as were most useful and not costly4 ,in the ,time of ,trading1 ,i had an ,opportunity of seeing1 that the too liberal ,use of spirituous ,liquors1 and the ,custom of wearing too costly ,apparel1 led some ,people into great ,inconveniences2 and these two ,things appear to be often connected2 for1 by not attending to that ,use of ,things which is consistent with universal ,righteousness1 there is an ,increase of ,labour which extends beyond what our heavenly ,father intends for us3 ,and by great ,labour1 and often by much ,sweating1 there is1 even among such as are not ,drunkards1 a craving of some ,liquors to revive the ,spirits2 that1 partly by the luxurious ,drinking of some1 and partly by the ,drinking of others 7led to it through immoderate ,labour71 very great ,quantities of ,rum are every ,year expended in our ,colonies2 the greater ,part of which we should have no ,need of1 did we steadily attend to pure ,wisdom4 ,where ,men take ,pleasure in feeling their ,minds elevated with ,strong-drink1 and so indulge their ,appetite as to disorder their ,understandings1 neglect their ,duty as ,members in a ,family or ,civil ,society1 and cast off all ,regard to ,religion1 their ,case is much to be pitied2 and where such1 whose ,lives are for the most ,part regular1 and whose ,examples have a strong ,influence on the ,minds of others1 adhere to some ,customs which powerfully draw to the ,use of more ,strong-liquor than pure ,wisdom allows2 this also1 as it hinders the spreading of the ,spirit of ,meekness1 and strengthens the ,hands of the more excessive ,drinkers1 is a ,case to be lamented4 ,as every ,degree of ,luxury hath some ,connection with ,evil1 those who profess to be ,disciples of ,christ1 and are looked upon as ,leaders of the ,people1 should have that ,mind in them which was also in ,christ1 and so stand separate from every wrong ,way1 as a ,means of ,help to the ,weaker4 ,as ,i have sometimes been much spent in the ,heat1 and taken ,spirits to revive me1 ,i have found1 by ,experience1 that in such ,circumstances the ,mind is not so calm1 nor so fitly disposed for divine ,meditation1 as when all such ,extremes are avoided2 and ,i have felt an increasing ,care to attend to that holy ,spirit which sets ,bounds to our ,desires1 and leads those1 who faithfully follow it1 to apply all the ,gifts of divine ,providence to the ,purposes for which they were intended4 ,did such1 as have the ,care of great ,estates1 attend with ,singleness of ,heart to this heavenly ,instructor1 which so opens and enlarges the ,mind1 that ,men love their ,neighbours as themselves1 they would have ,wisdom given them to manage1 without finding ,occasion to employ some ,people in the ,luxuries of ,life1 or to make it necessary for others to labour too hard2 but1 for want of steadily regarding this ,principle of divine ,love1 a selfish ,spirit takes ,place in the ,minds of ,people1 which is attended with ,darkness and manifold ,confusion in the ,world4 ,though trading in ,things useful is an honest ,employ2 yet1 through the great ,number of ,superfluities which are bought and sold1 and through the ,corruption of the ,times1 they1 who apply to merchandize for a ,living1 have great ,need to be well experienced in that ,precept which the ,prophet ,,jeremiah laid down for his ,scribe3 ,seekest thou great ,things for thyself8 seek them not4 ,in the ,winter1 this ,year1 ,i was engaged with ,friends in visiting ,families2 and1 through the ,goodness of the ,lord1 we had oftentimes ,experience of his ,heart-tendering ,presence amongst us4 ,a ,copy of a ,letter written to a ,friend4 ,in this thy late ,affliction ,i have found a deep ,fellow-feeling with thee2 and had a secret ,hope throughout1 that it might please the ,father of ,mercies to raise thee up1 and sanctify thy ,troubles to thee2 that thou1 being more fully acquainted with that ,way which the ,world esteems foolish1 mayst feel the ,clothing of divine ,fortitude1 and be strengthened to resist that ,spirit which leads from the ,simplicity of the everlasting ,truth4 ,we may see ourselves crippled and halting1 and1 from a strong ,bias to ,things pleasant and easy1 find an ,impossibility to advance forward2 but ,things impossible with ,men are possible with ,god2 and1 our ,wills being made subject to his1 all ,temptations are surmountable4 ,this ,work of subjecting the ,will is compared to the ,mineral in the ,furnace2 ,he refines them as ,silver is refined4--,he shall sit as a ,refiner and ,purifier of ,silver4 ,by these ,comparisons we are instructed in the ,necessity of the ,operation of the ,hand of ,god upon us1 to prepare our ,hearts truly to adore him1 and manifest that ,adoration1 by inwardly turning away from that ,spirit1 in all its ,workings1 which is not of him4 ,to forward this ,work1 the all-wise ,god is sometimes pleased1 through outward ,distress1 to bring us near the ,gates of ,death2 that1 ,life being painful and afflicting1 and the ,prospect of ,eternity open before us1 all earthly ,bonds may be loosened1 and the ,mind prepared for that deep and sacred ,instruction1 which otherwise would not be received4 ,if ,parents love their ,children and delight in their ,happiness1 then he1 who is perfect ,goodness1 in sending abroad mortal ,contagions1 doth assuredly direct their ,use3 ,are the ,righteous removed by it8 ,their ,change is happy3 ,are the ,wicked taken away in their ,wickedness8 ,the ,almighty is clear3 ,do we pass through with ,anguish and great ,bitterness1 and yet recover1 he intends that we should be purged from ,dross1 and our ,ears opened to ,discipline4 ,and now that1 on thy ,part1 after thy sore ,affliction and ,doubts of ,recovery1 thou art again restored1 forget not him who hath helped thee2 but in humble ,gratitude hold fast his ,instructions1 thereby to shun those ,by-paths which lead from the firm ,foundation4 ,i am sensible of that ,variety of ,company1 to which one in thy ,business must be exposed3 ,i have painfully felt the ,force of ,conversation proceeding from ,men deeply rooted in an earthly ,mind1 and can sympathize with others in such ,conflicts1 in that much ,weakness still attends me4 ,i find that to be a ,fool as to worldly ,wisdom1 and commit my ,cause to ,god1 not fearing to offend ,men1 who take ,offence at the ,simplicity of ,truth1 is the only ,way to remain unmoved at the ,sentiments of others4 ,the ,fear of ,man brings a ,snare2 by halting in our ,duty1 and giving back in the ,time of ,trial1 our ,hands grow weaker1 our ,spirits get mingled with the ,people1 our ,ears grow dull as to hearing the ,language of the true ,shepherd2 that when we look at the ,way of the ,righteous1 it seems as though it was not for us to follow them4 ,there is a ,love clothes my ,mind1 while ,i write1 which is superior to all ,expressions2 and ,i find my ,heart open to encourage a holy ,emulation1 to advance forward in ,christian ,firmness4 ,deep ,humility is a strong ,bulwark2 and1 as we enter into it1 we find ,safety3 ,the ,foolishness of ,god is wiser than ,man1 and the ,weakness of ,god is stronger than ,man4 ,being unclothed of our own ,wisdom1 and knowing the ,abasement of the ,creature1 therein we find that ,power to arise1 which gives ,health and ,vigour to us4 ,,chapter ,,iv ,his ,journey to ,pennsylvania1 ,maryland1 ,virginia1 and ,north-,carolina3 ,considerations on the ,state of ,friends there2 and the ,exercise he was under in travelling among those so generally concerned in keeping ,slaves3 ,with some ,observations in ,conversation1 at several ,times1 on this ,subject--,his ,epistle to ,friends at ,new-,garden and ,cane-,creek--,his ,thoughts on the ,neglect of a religious ,care in the ,education of the ,negroes ,feeling an ,exercise in ,relation to a ,visit to the southern ,provinces1 ,i acquainted our ,monthly-meeting therewith1 and obtained their ,certificate3 ,expecting to go alone1 one of my ,brothers1 who lived in ,philadelphia1 having some ,business in ,north-,carolina1 proposed going with me ,part of the ,way2 but1 as he had a ,view of some outward ,affairs1 to accept of him as a ,companion seemed some ,difficulty with me1 whereupon ,i had ,conversation with him at sundry ,times2 and1 at length1 feeling easy in my ,mind1 ,i had ,conversation with several elderly ,friends of ,philadelphia on the ,subject2 and he obtaining a ,certificate suitable to the ,occasion1 we set off in the fifth ,month of the ,year #ageg2 and1 coming to ,nottingham ,week-day ,meeting1 lodged at ,,john ,,churchman',s2 and here ,i met with our ,friend ,,benjamin ,,buffington1 from ,new-,england1 who was returning from a ,visit to the southern ,provinces4 ,thence we crossed the ,river ,susquehannah1 and lodged at ,,william ,,cox',s in ,maryland2 and1 soon after ,i entered this ,province1 a deep and painful ,exercise came upon me1 which ,i often had some ,feeling of since my ,mind was drawn towards these ,parts1 and with which ,i had acquainted my ,brother before we agreed to join as ,companions4 ,as the ,people in this and the southern ,provinces live much on the ,labour of ,slaves1 many of whom are used hardly1 my ,concern was1 that ,i might attend with ,singleness of ,heart to the ,voice of the true ,shepherd1 and be so supported as to remain unmoved at the ,faces of ,men4 ,the ,prospect of so weighty a ,work brought me very low2 and such were the ,conflicts of my ,soul1 that ,i had a near ,sympathy with the ,prophet1 in the ,time of his ,weakness1 when he said1 ,if thou deal thus with me1 kill me1 ,i pray thee1 if ,i have found ,favour in thy ,sight1 ,numb4 xi4 #ae4 ,but ,i soon saw that this proceeded from the ,want of a full ,resignation to the divine ,will4 ,many were the ,afflictions which attended me2 and in great ,abasement1 with many ,tears1 my ,cries were to the ,almighty1 for his gracious and ,fatherly ,assistance2 and then1 after a ,time of deep ,trial1 ,i was favoured to understand the ,state mentioned by the ,psalmist1 more clearly than ever ,i had before2 to wit3 ,my ,soul is even as a weaned ,child4 ,psalm cxxxi4 #b4 ,being thus helped to sink down into ,resignation1 ,i felt a ,deliverance from that ,tempest in which ,i had been sorely exercised1 and in ,calmness of ,mind went forward1 trusting that the ,lord ,jesus ,christ1 as ,i faithfully attended to him1 would be a ,counsellor to me in all ,difficulties4 ,the seventh ,day of the fifth ,month1 in the ,year #ageg1 ,i lodged at a ,friend's ,house2 and the next ,day1 being the first of the ,week1 was at ,potapsco ,meeting2 then crossed ,patuxent ,river1 and lodged at a ,public-house4 ,on the ninth breakfasted at a ,friend's ,house2 who1 afterward1 putting us a little on our ,way1 ,i had ,conversation with him1 in the ,fear of the ,lord1 concerning his ,slaves2 in which my ,heart was tender1 and ,i used much ,plainness of ,speech with him1 which he appeared to take kindly4 ,we pursued our ,journey without appointing ,meetings1 being pressed in ,mind to be at the ,yearly-meeting in ,virginia2 and1 in my travelling on the ,road1 ,i often felt a ,cry rise from the ,center of my ,mind1 thus3 ,o ,lord1 ,i am a ,stranger on the ,earth1 hide not thy ,face from me4 ,on the eleventh ,day of the fifth ,month1 we crossed the ,rivers ,patowmack and ,rapahannock1 and lodged at ,port-,royal2 and on the ,way we happening in ,company with a ,colonel of the ,militia1 who appeared to be a thoughtful ,man1 ,i took ,occasion to remark on the ,difference in general betwixt a ,people used to labour moderately for their ,living1 training up their ,children in ,frugality and ,business1 and those who live on the ,labour of ,slaves2 the former1 in my ,view1 being the most happy ,life3 ,with which he concurred1 and mentioned the ,trouble arising from the untoward1 slothful1 ,disposition of the ,negroes2 adding1 that one of our ,labourers would do as much in a ,day as two of their ,slaves4 ,i replied1 that free ,men1 whose ,minds were properly on their ,business1 found a ,satisfaction in improving1 cultivating1 and providing for their ,families2 but ,negroes1 labouring to support others who claim them as their ,property1 and expecting nothing but ,slavery during ,life1 had not the like ,inducement to be industrious4 ,after some farther ,conversation1 ,i said1 that ,men having ,power too often misapplied it2 that though we made ,slaves of the ,negroes1 and the ,turks made ,slaves of the ,christians1 ,i believed that ,liberty was the natural ,right of all ,men equally3 ,which he did not deny2 but said1 the ,lives of the ,negroes were so wretched in their own ,country1 that many of them lived better here than there3 ,i only said1 there are great odds1 in regard to us1 on what ,principle we act2 and so the ,conversation on that ,subject ended3 ,and ,i may here add1 that another ,person1 some ,time afterward1 mentioned the ,wretchedness of the ,negroes1 occasioned by their intestine ,wars1 as an ,argument in ,favour of our fetching them away for ,slaves3 ,to which ,i then replied1 if ,compassion on the ,africans1 in ,regard to their domestic ,troubles1 were the real ,motive of our purchasing them1 that ,spirit of ,tenderness1 being attended to1 would incite us to use them kindly2 that1 as ,strangers brought out of ,affliction1 their ,lives might be happy among us2 and as they are human ,creatures1 whose ,souls are as precious as ours1 and who may receive the same ,help and ,comfort from the holy ,scriptures as we do1 we could not omit suitable ,endeavours to instruct them therein3 ,but while we manifest1 by our ,conduct1 that our ,views in purchasing them are to advance ourselves2 and while our buying ,captives taken in ,war animates those ,parties to push on that ,war1 and increase ,desolation amongst them1 to say they live unhappy in ,africa1 is far from being an ,argument in our ,favour3 ,and ,i farther said1 the present ,circumstances of these ,provinces to me appear difficult2 that the ,slaves look like a burthensome ,stone to such who burthen themselves with them2 and that if the white ,people retain a ,resolution to prefer their outward ,prospects of ,gain to all other ,considerations1 and do not act conscientiously toward them as fellow ,creatures1 ,i believe that ,burthen will grow heavier and heavier1 till ,times change in a ,way disagreeable to us3 ,at which the ,person appeared very serious1 and owned1 that1 in considering their ,condition1 and the ,manner of their ,treatment in these ,provinces1 he had sometimes thought it might be just in the ,almighty so to order it4 ,having thus travelled through ,maryland1 we came amongst ,friends at ,cedar-,creek in ,virginia1 on the #abth ,day of the fifth ,month2 and the next ,day rode1 in ,company with several ,friends1 a ,day's ,journey to ,camp-,creek4 ,as ,i was riding along in the ,morning1 my ,mind was deeply affected in a ,sense ,i had of the ,want of divine ,aid to support me in the various ,difficulties which attended me2 and1 in an uncommon ,distress of ,mind1 ,i cried in secret to the ,most ,high1 ,o ,lord1 be merciful1 ,i beseech thee1 to thy poor afflicted ,creature4 ,after some ,time1 ,i felt inward ,relief2 and1 soon after1 a ,friend in ,company began to talk in ,support of the ,slave-,trade1 and said1 the ,negroes were understood to be the ,offspring of ,cain1 their ,blackness being the ,mark ,god set upon him after he murdered ,abel his ,brother2 that it was the ,design of ,providence they should be ,slaves1 as a ,condition proper to the ,race of so wicked a ,man as ,cain was3 ,then another spake in ,support of what had been said4 ,to all which1 ,i replied in ,substance as follows3 ,that ,noah and his ,family were all who survived the ,flood1 according to ,scripture2 and1 as ,noah was of ,seth's ,race1 the ,family of ,cain was wholly destroyed4 ,one of them said1 that after the ,flood ,ham went to the ,land of ,nod1 and took a ,wife2 that ,nod was a ,land far distant1 inhabited by ,cain's ,race1 and that the ,flood did not reach it2 and as ,ham was sentenced to be a ,servant of ,servants to his ,brethren1 these two ,families1 being thus joined1 were undoubtedly fit only for ,slaves4 ,i replied1 the ,flood was a ,judgment upon the ,world for its ,abominations2 and it was granted1 that ,cain's ,stock was the most wicked1 and therefore unreasonable to suppose they were spared3 ,as to ,ham's going to the ,land of ,nod for a ,wife1 no ,time being fixed1 ,nod might be inhabited by some of ,noah's ,family1 before ,ham married a second ,time2 moreover the ,text saith1 ,that all ,flesh died that moved upon the ,earth4 ,gen4 vii4 #ba4 ,i farther reminded them1 how the ,prophets repeatedly declare1 ,that the ,son shall not suffer for the ,iniquity of the ,father2 but every one be answerable for his own ,sins4 ,i was troubled to perceive the ,darkness of their ,imaginations2 and in some ,pressure of ,spirit said1 the ,love of ,ease and ,gain is the ,motive in general for keeping ,slaves1 and ,men are wont to take hold of weak ,arguments to support a ,cause which is unreasonable2 and added1 ,i have no ,interest on either ,side1 save only the ,interest which ,i desire to have in the ,truth3 ,and as ,i believe ,liberty is their ,right1 and see they are not only deprived of it1 but treated in other ,respects with ,inhumanity in many ,places1 ,i believe he1 who is a ,refuge for the ,oppressed1 will1 in his own ,time1 plead their ,cause2 and happy will it be for such as walk in ,uprightness before him3 ,and thus our ,conversation ended4 ,on the fourteenth ,day of the fifth ,month ,i was at ,camp-,creek ,monthly-meeting1 and then rode to the ,mountains up ,james-,river1 and had a ,meeting at a ,friend's ,house2 in both which ,i felt ,sorrow of ,heart1 and my ,tears were poured out before the ,lord1 who was pleased to afford a ,degree of ,strength1 by which ,way was opened to clear my ,mind amongst ,friends in those ,places4 ,from thence ,i went to ,fort-,creek1 and so to ,cedar-,creek again2 at which ,place ,i had a ,meeting2 here ,i found a tender ,seed3 ,and as ,i was preserved in the ,ministry to keep low with the ,truth1 the same ,truth in their ,hearts answered it1 that it was a ,time of mutual ,refreshment from the ,presence of the ,lord4 ,i lodged at ,,james ,,standley',s1 ,father of ,,william ,,standley1 one of the young ,men who suffered ,imprisonment at ,winchester1 last ,summer1 on ,account of their ,testimony against ,fighting2 and ,i had some satisfactory ,conversation with him concerning it4 ,hence ,i went to the ,swamp ,meeting1 and to ,wayanoke ,meeting2 and then crossed ,james-,river1 and lodged near ,burleigh4 ,from the ,time of my entering ,maryland ,i had been much under ,sorrow1 which so increased upon me1 that my ,mind was almost overwhelmed2 and ,i may say with the ,psalmist1 ,in my ,distress ,i called upon the ,lord1 and cried to my ,god2 who1 in infinite ,goodness1 looked upon my ,affliction1 and in my private ,retirement sent the ,comforter for my ,relief3 ,for which ,i humbly bless his holy ,name4 ,the ,sense ,i had of the ,state of the ,churches brought a ,weight of ,distress upon me3 ,the ,gold to me appeared dim1 and the fine ,gold changed2 and though this is the ,case too generally1 yet the ,sense of it in these ,parts hath1 in a particular ,manner1 borne heavy upon me4 ,it appeared to me1 that1 through the prevailing of the ,spirit of this ,world1 the ,minds of many were brought to an inward ,desolation2 and1 instead of the ,spirit of ,meekness1 ,gentleness1 and heavenly ,wisdom1 which are the necessary ,companions of the true ,sheep of ,christ1 a ,spirit of ,fierceness1 and the ,love of ,dominion1 too generally prevailed4 ,from small ,beginnings in ,errors1 great ,buildings1 by degrees1 are raised2 and from one ,age to another are more and more strengthened by the general ,concurrence of the ,people2 and1 as ,men obtain ,reputation by their ,profession of the ,truth1 their ,virtues are mentioned as ,arguments in ,favour of general ,error1 and those of less ,note1 to justify themselves1 say1 such and such good ,men did the like4 ,by what other ,steps could the ,people of ,judah arise to that ,height in ,wickedness1 as to give just ,ground for the ,prophet ,isaiah to declare1 in the ,name of the ,lord1 that none calleth for ,justice1 nor any pleadeth for ,truth4 ,isaiah lix4 #d4 ,or for the ,almighty to call upon the great ,city of ,jerusalem1 just before the ,babylonish ,captivity3 ,if ye can find a ,man1 if there be any who executeth ,judgment1 that seeketh the ,truth1 and ,i will pardon it4 ,jer4 v4 #a4 ,the ,prospect of a ,road lying open to the same ,degeneracy1 in some ,parts of this newly-settled ,land of ,america1 in ,respect to our ,conduct toward the ,negroes1 deeply bowed my ,mind in this ,journey2 and1 though1 to briefly relate how these ,people are treated is no agreeable ,work2 yet1 after often reading over the ,notes ,i made as ,i travelled1 ,i find my ,mind engaged to preserve them4 ,many of the white ,people in those ,provinces take little or no ,care of ,negro ,marriages2 and1 when ,negroes marry after their own ,way1 some make so little ,account of those ,marriages1 that1 with ,views of outward ,interest1 they often part ,men from their ,wives by selling them far asunder2 which is common when ,estates are sold by ,executors at ,vendue4 ,many1 whose ,labour is heavy1 being followed1 at their ,business in the ,field1 by a ,man with a ,whip1 hired for that ,purpose1 have1 in common1 little else allowed but one ,peck of ,indian ,corn and some ,salt for one ,week1 with a few ,potatoes2 the ,potatoes they commonly raise by their ,labour on the first ,day of the ,week4 ,the ,correction1 ensuing on their ,disobedience to ,overseers1 or ,slothfulness in ,business1 is often very severe1 and sometimes desperate4 ,the ,men and ,women have many ,times scarce ,clothes enough to hide their ,nakedness1 and ,boys and ,girls1 ten and twelve ,years old1 are often quite naked amongst their ,master's ,children3 ,some of our ,society1 and some of the ,society called ,new-,lights1 use some ,endeavours to instruct those they have in reading2 but1 in common1 this is not only neglected1 but disapproved4 ,these are the ,people by whose ,labour the other ,inhabitants are in a great ,measure supported1 and many of them in the ,luxuries of ,life3 ,these are the ,people who have made no ,agreement to serve us1 and who have not forfeited their ,liberty that we know of3 ,these are ,souls for whom ,christ died1 and1 for our ,conduct toward them1 we must answer before him who is no ,respecter of ,persons4 ,they who know the only true ,god1 and ,jesus ,christ whom he hath sent1 and are thus acquainted with the merciful1 benevolent ,gospel ,spirit1 will therein perceive that the ,indignation of ,god is kindled against ,oppression and ,cruelty2 and1 in beholding the great ,distress of so numerous a ,people1 will find ,cause for ,mourning4 ,from my ,lodging ,i went to ,burleigh ,meeting1 where ,i felt my ,mind drawn into a quiet resigned ,state2 and1 after long ,silence1 ,i felt an ,engagement to stand up2 and1 through the powerful ,operation of divine ,love1 we were favoured with an edifying ,meeting4 ,the next ,meeting we had was at ,black-,water2 and so to the ,yearly-meeting at the western ,branch3 ,when ,business began1 some ,queries were considered1 by some of their ,members1 to be now produced2 and1 if approved1 to be answered hereafter by their respective ,monthly-meetings4 ,they were the ,pennsylvania ,queries1 which had been examined by a ,committee of ,virginia ,yearly-meeting appointed the last ,year1 who made some ,alterations in them2 one of which ,alterations was made in ,favour of a ,custom which troubled me4 ,the ,query was1 ,are there any concerned in the ,importation of ,negroes1 or buying them after imported8 ,which they altered thus3 ,are there any concerned in the ,importation of ,negroes1 or buying them to trade in8 ,as one ,query admitted with ,unanimity was1 ,are any concerned in buying or vending ,goods unlawfully imported1 or prize ,goods8 ,i found my ,mind engaged to say1 that as we professed the ,truth1 and were there assembled to support the ,testimony of it1 it was necessary for us to dwell deep1 and act in that ,wisdom which is pure1 or otherwise we could not prosper4 ,i then mentioned their ,alteration2 and1 referring to the last-mentioned ,query1 added1 as purchasing any ,merchandize1 taken by the ,sword1 was always allowed to be inconsistent with our ,principles2 ,negroes being ,captives of ,war1 or taken by ,stealth1 those ,circumstances make it inconsistent with our ,testimony to buy them2 and their being our ,fellow-creatures1 who are sold as ,slaves1 adds greatly to the ,iniquity4 ,friends appeared attentive to what was said2 some expressed a ,care and ,concern about their ,negroes2 none made any ,objection1 by ,way of ,reply to what ,i said2 but the ,query was admitted as they had altered it4 ,as some of their ,members have heretofore traded in ,negroes1 as in other ,merchandize1 this ,query being admitted1 will be one ,step farther than they have hitherto gone3 ,and ,i did not see it my ,duty to press for an ,alteration2 but felt easy to leave it all to him1 who alone is able to turn the ,hearts of the ,mighty1 and make ,way for the spreading of ,truth on the ,earth1 by ,means agreeable to his infinite ,wisdom4 ,but1 in ,regard to those they already had1 ,i felt my ,mind engaged to labour with them2 and said1 that1 as we believe the ,scriptures were given forth by holy ,men1 as they were moved by the ,holy ,ghost1 and many of us know by ,experience that they are often helpful and comfortable1 and believe ourselves bound in ,duty to teach our ,children to read them1 ,i believe1 that1 if we were divested of all selfish ,views1 the same good ,spirit1 that gave them forth1 would engage us to teach the ,negroes to read1 that they might have the ,benefit of them3 ,some1 amongst them1 at this ,time1 manifested a ,concern in ,regard to taking more ,care in the ,education of their ,negroes4 ,on the twenty-ninth ,day of the fifth ,month1 at the ,house where ,i lodged1 was a ,meeting of ,ministers and ,elders1 at the ninth ,hour in the ,morning2 at which ,time ,i found an ,engagement to speak freely and plainly to them concerning their ,slaves2 mentioning1 how they1 as the first ,rank in the ,society1 whose ,conduct in that ,case was much noticed by others1 were under the stronger ,obligations to look carefully to themselves3 ,expressing how needful it was for them1 in that ,situation1 to be thoroughly divested of all selfish ,views2 that living in the pure ,truth1 and acting conscientiously toward those ,people in their ,education and otherwise1 they might be instrumental in helping forward a ,work so necessary1 and so much neglected amongst them4 ,at the twelfth ,hour the ,meeting of ,worship began1 which was a solid ,meeting4 ,on the thirtieth ,day1 about the tenth ,hour1 ,friends met to finish their ,business1 and then the meeting for ,worship ensued1 which to me was a laborious ,time2 but1 through the ,goodness of the ,lord1 ,truth1 ,i believe1 gained some ,ground2 and it was a strengthening ,opportunity to the ,honest-hearted4 ,about this ,time ,i wrote an ,epistle to ,friends in the ,back-settlements of ,north-,carolina1 as follows3 ,to ,friends at their ,monthly-meeting at ,new-,garden and ,cane-,creek1 in ,north-,carolina4 ,dear ,friends1--,it having pleased the ,lord to draw me forth on a ,visit to some ,parts of ,virginia and ,carolina1 you have often been in my ,mind2 and though my ,way is not clear to come in ,person to visit you1 yet ,i feel it in my ,heart to communicate a few ,things1 as they arise in the ,love of ,truth4 ,first1 my dear ,friends1 dwell in ,humility1 and take ,heed that no ,views of outward ,gain get too deep hold of you1 that so your ,eyes being single to the ,lord1 you may be preserved in the ,way of ,safety4 ,where ,people let loose their ,minds after the ,love of outward ,things1 and are more engaged in pursuing the ,profits1 and seeking the ,friendships1 of this ,world1 than to be inwardly acquainted with the ,way of true ,peace2 such walk in a vain ,shadow1 while the true ,comfort of ,life is wanting3 ,their ,examples are often hurtful to others2 and their ,treasures1 thus collected1 do many ,times prove dangerous ,snares to their ,children4 ,but where ,people are sincerely devoted to follow ,christ1 and dwell under the ,influence of his holy ,spirit1 their ,stability and ,firmness1 through a divine ,blessing1 is at ,times like ,dew on the tender ,plants round about them1 and the ,weightiness of their ,spirits secretly works on the ,minds of others2 and in this ,condition1 through the spreading ,influence of divine ,love1 they feel a ,care over the ,flock2 and ,way is opened for maintaining good ,order in the ,society3 ,and though we meet with ,opposition from another ,spirit1 yet1 as there is a dwelling in ,meekness1 feeling our ,spirits subject1 and moving only in the gentle peaceable ,wisdom1 the inward ,reward of ,quietness will be greater than all our ,difficulties4 ,where the pure ,life is kept to1 and ,meetings of ,discipline are held in the ,authority of it1 we find by ,experience that they are comfortable1 and tend to the ,health of the ,body4 ,while ,i write1 the ,youth come fresh in my ,way3--,dear young ,people1 choose ,god for your ,portion2 love his ,truth1 and be not ashamed of it3 ,choose for your ,company such as serve him in ,uprightness2 and shun1 as most dangerous1 the ,conversation of those whose ,lives are of an ill ,savour2 for1 by frequenting such ,company1 some hopeful young ,people have come to great ,loss1 and have been drawn from less ,evils to greater1 to their utter ,ruin4 ,in the ,bloom of ,youth no ,ornament is so lovely as that of ,virtue1 nor any ,enjoyments equal to those which we partake of1 in fully resigning ourselves to the divine ,will3 ,these ,enjoyments add ,sweetness to all other ,comforts1 and give true ,satisfaction in ,company and ,conversation1 where ,people are mutually acquainted with it2 and1 as your ,minds are thus seasoned with the ,truth1 you will find ,strength to abide stedfast to the ,testimony of it1 and be prepared for ,services in the ,church4 ,and now1 dear ,friends and ,brethren1 as you are improving a ,wilderness1 and may be numbered amongst the first ,planters in one ,part of a ,province1 ,i beseech you1 in the ,love of ,jesus ,christ1 to wisely consider the ,force of your ,examples1 and think how much your ,successors may be thereby affected3 ,it is a ,help in a ,country1 yea1 and a great ,favour and a ,blessing1 when ,customs1 first settled1 are agreeable to sound ,wisdom2 so1 when they are otherwise1 the ,effect of them is grievous2 and ,children feel themselves encompassed with ,difficulties prepared for them by their ,predecessors4 ,as moderate ,care and ,exercise1 under the ,direction of true ,wisdom1 are useful both to ,mind and ,body2 so by this ,means in general1 the real ,wants of ,life are easily supplied3 ,our gracious ,father having so proportioned one to the other1 that keeping in the true ,medium we may pass on quietly4 ,where ,slaves are purchased to do our ,labour1 numerous ,difficulties attend it4 ,to rational ,creatures ,bondage is uneasy1 and frequently occasions ,sourness and ,discontent in them2 which affects the ,family1 and such as claim the ,mastery over them3 ,and thus ,people and their ,children are many ,times encompassed with ,vexations1 which arise from their applying to wrong ,methods to get a ,living4 ,i have been informed that there is a large ,number of ,friends in your ,parts1 who have no ,slaves2 and in tender and most affectionate ,love1 ,i beseech you to keep clear from purchasing any4 ,look1 my dear ,friends1 to divine ,providence2 and follow in ,simplicity that ,exercise of ,body1 that ,plainness and ,frugality1 which true ,wisdom leads to2 so will you be preserved from those ,dangers which attend such as are aiming at outward ,ease and ,greatness4 ,treasures1 though small1 attained on a true ,principle of ,virtue1 are sweet in the ,possession1 and1 while we walk in the ,light of the ,lord1 there is true ,comfort and ,satisfaction4 ,here1 neither the ,murmurs of an oppressed ,people1 nor an uneasy ,conscience1 nor anxious ,thoughts about the ,events of ,things1 hinder the ,enjoyment of it4 ,when we look toward the ,end of ,life1 and think on the ,division of our ,substance among our ,successors2 if we know that it was collected in the ,fear of the ,lord1 in ,honesty1 in ,equity1 and in ,uprightness of ,heart before him1 we may consider it as his ,gift to us2 and with a single ,eye to his ,blessing1 bestow it on those we leave behind us4 ,such is the ,happiness of the plain ,ways of true ,virtue4 ,the ,work of ,righteousness shall be ,peace2 and the ,effect of ,righteousness1 ,quietness and ,assurance for ever4 ,isa4 xxxii4 #ag4 ,dwell here1 my dear ,friends2 and then1 in remote and solitary ,desarts1 you may find true ,peace and ,satisfaction4 ,if the ,lord be our ,god1 in ,truth and ,reality1 there is ,safety for us2 for he is a ,stronghold in the ,day of ,trouble1 and knoweth them that trust in him4 ,,isle ,,of ,,wight ,,county1 ,,in ,,virginia1 #bith of the #eth ,month1 #ageg4 ,from the ,yearly-meeting in ,virginia1 ,i went to ,carolina2 and1 on the first ,day of the sixth ,month1 was at ,wells ,monthly-meeting1 where the ,spring of the ,gospel ,ministry was opened1 and the ,love of ,jesus ,christ experienced amongst us3 ,to his ,name be the ,praise6 ,here my ,brother joined with some ,friends from ,new-,garden1 who were going homeward2 and ,i went next to ,simond's ,creek ,monthly-meeting1 where ,i was silent during the ,meeting for ,worship3 ,when ,business came on1 my ,mind was exercised concerning the poor ,slaves2 but did not feel my ,way clear to speak3 ,in this ,condition ,i was bowed in ,spirit before the ,lord2 and with ,tears and inward ,supplication besought him so to open my ,understanding1 that ,i might know his ,will concerning me2 and1 at length1 my mind was settled in ,silence3 ,near the ,end of their ,business1 a ,member of their ,meeting expressed a ,concern1 that had some ,time lain upon him1 on ,account of ,friends so much neglecting their ,duty in the ,education of their ,slaves2 and proposed having ,meetings sometimes appointed for them on a ,week-day1 to be only attended by some ,friends to be named in their ,monthly-meetings3 ,many present appeared to unite with the ,proposal3 ,one said1 he had often wondered that they1 being our ,fellow-creatures1 and capable of religious ,understanding1 had been so exceedingly neglected3 ,another expressed the like ,concern1 and appeared zealous1 that ,friends1 in future1 might more closely consider it3 ,at length a ,minute was made2 and the farther ,consideration of it referred to their next ,monthly-meeting4 ,the ,friend who made this ,proposal had ,negroes3 ,he told me1 that he was at ,new-,garden1 about two hundred and fifty ,miles from ,home1 and came back alone2 and that in this solitary ,journey1 this ,exercise1 in ,regard to the ,education of their ,negroes1 was1 from ,time to ,time1 renewed in his ,mind4 ,a ,friend of some ,note in ,virginia1 who had ,slaves1 told me1 that he being far from ,home on a lonesome ,journey1 had many serious ,thoughts about them2 and that his ,mind was so impressed therewith1 that he believed that he saw a ,time coming1 when divine ,providence would alter the ,circumstances of these ,people1 respecting their ,condition as ,slaves4 ,from hence ,i went to ,newbegun ,creek1 and sat a considerable ,time in much ,weakness2 then ,i felt ,truth open the ,way to speak a little in much ,plainness and ,simplicity1 till1 at length1 through the ,increase of divine ,love amongst us1 we had a seasoning ,opportunity4 ,from thence to the ,head of ,little-,river1 on a ,first-day1 where was a crowded ,meeting2 and1 ,i believe1 it was1 through divine ,goodness1 made profitable to some4 ,thence to the ,old-,neck2 where ,i was led into a careful searching out the secret ,workings of the ,mystery of ,iniquity1 which1 under a ,cover of ,religion1 exalts itself against that pure ,spirit1 which leads in the ,way of ,meekness and ,self-denial4 ,from thence to ,pineywoods3 ,this was the last ,meeting ,i was at in ,carolina1 and was large2 and1 my ,heart being deeply engaged1 ,i was drawn forth into a fervent ,labour amongst them4 ,from hence ,i went back into ,virginia1 and had a ,meeting near ,,james ,,cowpland',s2 it was a ,time of inward ,suffering2 but1 through the ,goodness of the ,lord1 ,i was made content3 ,then to another ,meeting2 where1 through the ,renewings of pure ,love1 we had a very comfortable ,season4 ,travelling up and down of late1 ,i have had renewed ,evidences1 that to be faithful to the ,lord1 and content with his ,will concerning me1 is a most necessary and useful ,lesson for me to be learning2 looking less at the ,effects of my ,labour1 than at the pure ,motion and ,reality of the ,concern1 as it arises from heavenly ,love4 ,in the ,lord ,jehovah is everlasting ,strength2 and as the ,mind1 by a humble ,resignation1 is united to him2 and we utter ,words from an inward ,knowledge that they arise from the heavenly ,spring1 though our ,way may be difficult1 and require close ,attention to keep in it2 and though the ,manner in which we may be led may tend to our own ,abasement2 yet1 if we continue in ,patience and ,meekness1 heavenly ,peace is the ,reward of our ,labours4 ,from thence ,i went to ,curles ,meeting2 which1 though small1 was reviving to the ,honest-hearted4 ,thence to ,black-,creek and ,caroline ,meetings2 from whence1 accompanied by ,,william ,,standley1 before-mentioned1 we rode to ,goose-,creek1 being much through the ,woods1 and about one hundred ,miles4--,we lodged the first ,night at a ,publick-house2 the second1 in the ,woods2 and1 the next ,day1 we reached a ,friend's ,house1 at ,goose-,creek4 ,in the ,woods we lay under some ,disadvantage1 having no ,fire-works nor ,bells for our ,horses2 but we stopped a little before ,night1 and let them feed on the wild ,grass which was in plenty2 in the mean ,time cutting with our ,knives a ,store against ,night1 and then tying them1 and gathering some ,bushes under an ,oak1 we lay down2 but1 the ,musquettoes being plenty1 and the ,ground damp1 ,i slept but little3 ,thus1 lying in the ,wilderness1 and looking at the ,stars1 ,i was led to contemplate on the ,condition of our first ,parents1 when they were sent forth from the ,garden2 but the ,almighty1 though they had been disobedient1 continued to be a ,father to them1 and shewed them what tended to their ,felicity1 as intelligent ,creatures1 and was acceptable to him4 ,to provide ,things relative to our outward ,living1 in the ,way of true ,wisdom1 is good2 and the ,gift of improving in ,things useful is a good ,gift1 and comes from the ,father of ,lights4 ,many have had this ,gift2 and1 from ,age to ,age1 there have been ,improvements of this ,kind made in the ,world3 ,but some1 not keeping to the pure ,gift1 have1 in the creaturely ,cunning and ,self-,exaltation1 sought out many ,inventions2 which ,inventions of ,men are distinct from that ,uprightness in which ,man was created2 as the first ,motion to them was evil1 so the ,effects have been and are evil4 ,at this ,day1 it is as necessary for us constantly to attend on the heavenly ,gift1 to be qualified to use rightly the good ,things in this ,life amidst great ,improvements1 as it was for our first ,parents1 when they were without any ,improvements1 without any ,friend or ,father but ,god only4 ,i was at a ,meeting at ,goose-,creek2 and next at a ,monthly-meeting at ,fairfax2 where1 through the gracious ,dealing of the ,almighty with us1 his ,power prevailed over many ,hearts4 ,thence to ,manoquacy and ,pipe-,creek1 in ,maryland2 at both which ,places ,i had ,cause humbly to adore him1 who supported me through many ,exercises1 and by whose ,help ,i was enabled to reach the true ,witness in the ,hearts of others3 ,there were some hopeful young ,people in those ,parts4 ,thence ,i had ,meetings at ,john ,everit's in ,monalen1 and at ,huntingdon2 and ,i was made humbly thankful to the ,lord1 who opened my ,heart amongst the ,people in these new ,settlements1 so that it was a ,time of ,encouragement to the ,honest-minded4 ,at ,monalen1 a ,friend gave me some ,account of a religious ,society among the ,dutch1 called ,mennonists2 and1 amongst other ,things1 related a ,passage in ,substance as follows3--,one of the ,mennonists having ,acquaintance with a ,man of another ,society at a considerable ,distance1 and being with his ,waggon on ,business near the ,house of his said ,acquaintance1 and ,night coming on1 he had ,thoughts of putting up with him2 but passing by his ,fields1 and observing the distressed ,appearance of his ,slaves1 he kindled a ,fire in the ,woods hard by1 and lay there that ,night3 ,his said ,acquaintance hearing where he lodged1 and afterward meeting the ,mennonist1 told him of it2 adding1 he should have been heartily welcome at his ,house2 and1 from their ,acquaintance in former ,time1 wondered at his ,conduct in that ,case4 ,the ,mennonist replied1 ,ever since ,i lodged by thy ,field1 ,i have wanted an ,opportunity to speak with thee3 ,the ,matter was2 ,i intended to have come to thy ,house for ,entertainment1 but1 seeing thy ,slaves at their ,work1 and observing the ,manner of their ,dress1 ,i had no liking to come to partake with thee3 ,then admonished him to use them with more ,humanity2 and added1 ,as ,i lay by the ,fire that ,night1 ,i thought that1 as ,i was a ,man of ,substance1 thou wouldst have received me freely2 but1 if ,i had been as poor as one of thy ,slaves1 and had no ,power to help myself1 ,i should have received from thy ,hand no kinder ,usage than they4 ,hence ,i was at three ,meetings in my ,way2 and so ,i went ,home1 under a humbling ,sense of the gracious ,dealings of the ,lord with me1 in preserving me through many ,trials and ,afflictions in my ,journey4 ,i was out about two ,months1 and travelled about eleven hundred and fifty ,miles4 ,,chapter ,v ,the draughting of the ,militia in ,new-,jersey to serve in the ,army2 with some ,observations on the ,state of the ,members of our ,society at that ,time--,his ,visit to ,friends in ,pennsylvania1 accompanied by ,,benjamin ,,jones--,proceedings at the ,monthly1 ,quarterly1 and ,yearly-,meetings1 in ,philadelphia1 respecting those who keep ,slaves ,on the ninth ,day of the eighth ,month1 in the ,year #ageg1 at ,night1 ,orders came to the military ,officers in our ,county 7,burlington71 directing them to draught the ,militia1 and prepare a ,number of ,men to go off as ,soldiers1 to the ,relief of the ,english at ,fort-,william-,henry1 in ,new-,york ,government3 ,a few ,days after which there was a general ,review of the ,militia at ,mount-,holly1 and a ,number of ,men chosen and sent off under some ,officers4 ,shortly after1 there came ,orders to draught three ,times as many1 to hold themselves in ,readiness to march when fresh ,orders came3 ,and1 on the #agth ,day of the eighth ,month1 there was a ,meeting of the military ,officers at ,mount-,holly1 who agreed on a ,draught2 and ,orders were sent to the ,men1 so chosen1 to meet their respective ,captains at set ,times and ,places2 those in our ,township to meet at ,mount-,holly2 amongst whom was a considerable ,number of our ,society4 ,my ,mind being affected herewith1 ,i had fresh ,opportunity to see and consider the ,advantage of living in the real ,substance of ,religion1 where ,practice doth harmonize with ,principle4 ,amongst the ,officers are ,men of ,understanding1 who have some ,regard to ,sincerity where they see it2 and in the ,execution of their ,office1 when they have ,men to deal with whom they believe to be upright-hearted1 to put them to ,trouble1 on account of ,scruples of ,conscience1 is a painful ,task1 and likely to be avoided as much as easily may be3 ,but where ,men profess to be so meek and heavenly-minded1 and to have their ,trust so firmly settled in ,god1 that they cannot join in ,wars1 and yet1 by their ,spirit and ,conduct in common ,life1 manifest a contrary ,disposition1 their ,difficulties are great at such a ,time4 ,officers1 in great ,anxiety1 endeavouring to get ,troops to answer the ,demands of their ,superiors1 seeing ,men1 who are insincere1 pretend ,scruple of ,conscience in ,hopes of being excused from a dangerous ,employment1 such are likely to be roughly handled4 ,in this ,time of ,commotion some of our young ,men left the ,parts1 and tarried abroad till it was over2 some came1 and proposed to go as ,soldiers2 others appeared to have a real tender ,scruple in their ,minds against joining in ,wars1 and were much humbled under the ,apprehension of a ,trial so near3 ,i had ,conversation with several of them to my ,satisfaction4 ,at the set ,time when the ,captain came to ,town1 some of those last-mentioned went and told him in ,substance as follows3--,that they could not bear ,arms for ,conscience-sake2 nor could they hire any to go in their ,places1 being resigned as to the ,event of it3 ,at length the ,captain acquainted them all1 that they might return ,home for the present1 and1 required them to provide themselves as ,soldiers1 and to be in ,readiness to march when called upon4 ,this was such a ,time as ,i had not seen before2 and yet ,i may say1 with ,thankfulness to the ,lord1 that ,i believed this ,trial was intended for our ,good2 and ,i was favoured with ,resignation to him4 ,the ,french ,army1 taking the ,fort they were besieging1 destroyed it and went away3 ,the ,company of ,men first draughted1 after some ,days march1 had ,orders to return ,home2 and those on the second ,draught were no more called upon on that ,occasion4 ,on the fourth ,day of the fourth ,month1 in the ,year #ageh1 ,orders came to some ,officers in ,mount-,holly1 to prepare ,quarters1 a short ,time1 for about one hundred ,soldiers3 ,and an ,officer and two other ,men1 all ,inhabitants of our ,town1 came to my ,house2 and the ,officer told me1 that he came to speak with me1 to provide ,lodging and ,entertainment for two ,soldiers1 there being six ,shillings a ,week per ,man allowed as ,pay for it4 ,the ,case being new and unexpected1 ,i made no ,answer suddenly2 but sat a ,time silent1 my ,mind being inward3 ,i was fully convinced1 that the ,proceedings in ,wars are inconsistent with the ,purity of the ,christian ,religion3 ,and to be hired to entertain ,men1 who were then under ,pay as ,soldiers1 was a ,difficulty with me4 ,i expected they had legal ,authority for what they did2 and1 after a short ,time1 ,i said to the ,officer1 ,if the ,men are sent here for ,entertainment1 ,i believe ,i shall not refuse to admit them into my ,house2 but the ,nature of the ,case is such1 that ,i expect ,i cannot keep them on ,hire3 ,one of the ,men intimated1 that he thought ,i might do it consistent with my religious ,principles2 ,to which ,i made no ,reply2 as believing ,silence at that ,time best for me4 ,though they spake of two1 there came only one1 who tarried at my ,house about two ,weeks1 and behaved himself civilly2 and when the ,officer came to pay me1 ,i told him ,i could not take ,pay for it1 having admitted him into my ,house in a passive ,obedience to ,authority4 ,i was on ,horseback when he spake to me3 ,and1 as ,i turned from him1 he said1 he was obliged to me3 ,to which ,i said nothing2 but1 thinking on the ,expression1 ,i grew uneasy2 and afterwards1 being near where he lived1 ,i went and told him on what ,grounds ,i refused taking ,pay for keeping the ,soldier4 ,near the ,beginning of the ,year #ageh1 ,i went one ,evening1 in ,company with a ,friend1 to visit a sick ,person2 and1 before our ,return1 we were told of a ,woman living near1 who1 of late1 had several ,days been disconsolate1 occasioned by a ,dream2 wherein ,death1 and the ,judgments of the ,almighty after ,death1 were represented to her ,mind in a moving ,manner3 ,her ,sadness on that ,account1 being worn off1 the ,friend1 with whom ,i was in ,company1 went to see her1 and had some religious ,conversation with her and her ,husband3 ,with this ,visit they were somewhat affected2 and the ,man1 with many ,tears1 expressed his ,satisfaction2 and1 in a short ,time after1 the poor ,man being on the ,river in a ,storm of ,wind1 he1 with one more1 was drowned4 ,in the eighth ,month of the ,year #ageh1 having had ,drawings in my ,mind to be at the ,quarterly-meeting in ,chester ,county1 and at some ,meetings in the ,county of ,philadelphia1 ,i went first to said ,quarterly-meeting1 which was large1 and several weighty ,matters came under ,consideration and ,debate2 and the ,lord was pleased to qualify some of his ,servants with ,strength and ,firmness to bear the ,burthen of the ,day3 ,though ,i said but little1 my ,mind was deeply exercised2 and1 under a ,sense of ,god's ,love1 in the ,anointing and fitting some young ,men for his ,work1 ,i was comforted1 and my ,heart was tendered before him4 ,from hence ,i went to the ,youth's ,meeting at ,darby1 where my beloved ,friend and ,brother1 ,,benjamin ,,jones1 met me1 by an ,appointment before ,i left ,home1 to join in the ,visit3 ,and we were at ,radnor1 ,merion1 ,richland1 ,north-,wales1 ,plymouth1 and ,abington ,meetings2 and had ,cause to bow in ,reverence before the ,lord1 our gracious ,god1 by whose ,help ,way was opened for us from day to day4 ,i was out about two ,weeks1 and rode about two hundred ,miles4 ,the ,monthly-meeting of ,philadelphia having been under a ,concern on ,account of some ,friends who this ,summer 7#ageh7 had bought ,negro ,slaves1 the said ,meeting moved it to their ,quarterly-meeting1 to have the ,minute reconsidered in the ,yearly-meeting1 which was made last on that ,subject3 ,and the said ,quarterly-meeting appointed a ,committee to consider it1 and report to their next2 which ,committee having met once and adjourned1 ,i going to ,philadelphia to meet a ,committee of the ,yearly-meeting1 was in ,town the ,evening on which the ,quarterly-meeting's ,committee met the second ,time2 and1 finding an ,inclination to sit with them1 was1 with some others1 admitted2 and ,friends had a weighty ,conference on the ,subject3 ,and1 soon after their next ,quarterly-meeting1 ,i heard that the ,case was coming to our ,yearly-meeting2 which brought a weighty ,exercise upon me1 and under a ,sense of my own ,infirmities1 and the great ,danger ,i felt of turning aside from perfect ,purity1 my ,mind was often drawn to retire alone1 and put up my ,prayers to the ,lord1 that he would be graciously pleased to strengthen me2 that1 setting aside all ,views of ,self-interest1 and the ,friendship of this ,world1 ,i might stand fully resigned to his holy ,will4 ,in this ,yearly-meeting1 several weighty ,matters were considered2 and1 toward the last1 that in ,relation to dealing with ,persons who purchase ,slaves4 ,during the several ,sittings of the said ,meeting1 my ,mind was frequently covered with inward ,prayer1 and ,i could say with ,david1 that ,tears were my ,meat ,day and ,night4 ,the ,case of ,slave-keeping lay heavy upon me2 nor did ,i find any ,engagement to speak directly to any other ,matter before the ,meeting4 ,now1 when this ,case was opened1 several faithful ,friends spake weightily thereto1 with which ,i was comforted2 and1 feeling a ,concern to cast in my ,mite1 ,i said in ,substance as follows3 ,in the ,difficulties attending us in this ,life1 nothing is more precious than the ,mind of ,truth inwardly manifested2 and it is my earnest ,desire that1 in this weighty ,matter we may be so truly humbled as to be favoured with a clear ,understanding of the ,mind of ,truth1 and follow it2 this would be of more ,advantage to the ,society1 than any ,medium not in the ,clearness of divine ,wisdom4 ,the ,case is difficult to some who have them2 but if such set aside all ,self-interest1 and come to be weaned from the ,desire of getting ,estates1 or even from holding them together1 when ,truth requires the ,contrary1 ,i believe ,way will open that they will know how to steer through those ,difficulties4 ,many ,friends appeared to be deeply bowed under the ,weight of the ,work2 and manifested much ,firmness in their ,love to the ,cause of ,truth and universal ,righteousness on the ,earth3 ,and1 though none did openly justify the ,practice of ,slave-keeping in general1 yet some appeared concerned1 lest the ,meeting should go into such ,measures as might give ,uneasiness to many ,brethren2 alledging1 that if ,friends patiently continued under the ,exercise1 the ,lord1 in ,time to come might open a ,way for the ,deliverance of these ,people3 ,and1 ,i finding an ,engagement to speak1 said1 ,my ,mind is often led to consider the ,purity of the divine ,being1 and the ,justice of his ,judgments2 and herein my ,soul is covered with ,awfulness3 ,i cannot omit to hint of some ,cases1 where ,people have not been treated with the ,purity of ,justice1 and the ,event hath been lamentable3 ,many ,slaves on this ,continent are oppressed1 and their ,cries have reached the ,ears of the ,most ,high4 ,such are the ,purity and ,certainty of his ,judgments1 that he cannot be partial in our ,favour4 ,in infinite ,love and ,goodness1 he hath opened our ,understandings1 from one ,time to another1 concerning our ,duty towards this ,people2 and it is not a ,time for ,delay4 ,should we now be sensible of what he requires of us1 and1 through a ,respect to the private ,interest of some ,persons1 or through a ,regard to some ,friendships which do not stand on an immutable ,foundation1 neglect to do our ,duty in ,firmness and ,constancy1 still waiting for some extraordinary ,means to bring about their ,deliverance1 it may be by terrible ,things in ,righteousness ,god may answer us in this ,matter4 ,many faithful ,brethren laboured with great ,firmness2 and the ,love of ,truth1 in a good ,degree1 prevailed4 ,several ,friends1 who had ,negroes1 expressed their ,desire that a ,rule might be made1 to deal with such ,friends as ,offenders who bought ,slaves in future3 ,to this it was answered1 that the ,root of this ,evil would never be effectually struck at1 until a thorough ,search was made into the ,circumstances of such ,friends as kept ,negroes1 with respect to the ,righteousness of their ,motives in keeping them1 that impartial ,justice might be administered throughout4 ,several ,friends expressed their ,desire1 that a ,visit might be made to such ,friends as kept ,slaves2 and many ,friends said1 that they believed ,liberty was the ,negroes ,right3 ,to which1 at length1 no ,opposition was made publickly4 ,a ,minute was made more full on that ,subject than any heretofore2 and the ,names of several ,friends entered1 who were free to join in a ,visit to such as kept ,slaves4 ,,chapter ,,vi ,his visiting the ,quarterly-meetings in ,chester ,county2 and afterwards joining with ,,daniel ,,stanton and ,,john ,,scarborough in a ,visit to such as kept ,slaves there--,some ,observations on the ,conduct such should maintain as are concerned to speak in ,meetings for ,discipline--,several more ,visits to such as kept ,slaves2 and to ,friends near ,salem--,some ,account of the ,yearly-meeting in the ,year #agei2 and of the increasing ,concern1 in divers ,provinces1 to labour against buying and keeping ,slaves--,the ,yearly-meeting ,epistle ,on the eleventh ,day of the eleventh ,month1 in the ,year #ageh1 ,i set out for ,concord2 the ,quarterly-meeting1 heretofore held there1 was now1 by reason of a great ,increase of ,members1 divided into two by the ,agreement of ,friends1 at our last ,yearly-meeting4 ,here ,i met with our beloved ,friends1 ,,samuel ,,spavold and ,,mary ,,kirby1 from ,england1 and with ,,joseph ,,white1 from ,bucks ,county1 who had taken ,leave of his ,family in order to go on a religious ,visit to ,friends in ,england2 and1 through divine ,goodness1 we were favoured with a strengthening ,opportunity together4 ,after this ,meeting ,i joined with my ,friends1 ,,daniel ,,stanton and ,,john ,,scarborough1 in visiting ,friends who had ,slaves2 and at ,night we had a ,family-meeting at ,,william ,,trimble',s1 many young ,people being there2 and it was a precious reviving ,opportunity4 ,next ,morning we had a comfortable ,sitting with a sick ,neighbour2 and thence to the ,burial of the ,corpse of a ,friend at ,uwchland ,meeting1 at which were many ,people1 and it was a ,time of divine ,favour2 after which1 we visited some who had ,slaves2 and1 at ,night1 had a ,family-meeting at a ,friend's ,house1 where the ,channel of ,gospel-love was opened1 and my ,mind was comforted after a hard ,day's ,labour4 ,the next ,day we were at ,goshen ,monthly-meeting2 and thence1 on the eighteenth ,day of the eleventh ,month1 in the ,year #ageh1 attended the ,quarterly-meeting at ,london-,grove1 it being the first held at that ,place4 ,here we met again with all the before-mentioned ,friends1 and had some edifying ,meetings3 ,and1 near the ,conclusion of the ,meeting for ,business1 ,friends were incited to ,constancy in supporting the ,testimony of ,truth1 and reminded of the ,necessity which the ,disciples of ,christ are under to attend principally to his ,business1 as he is pleased to open it to us3 ,and to be particularly careful to have our ,minds redeemed from the ,love of ,wealth2 to have our outward ,affairs in as little ,room as may be2 that no temporal ,concerns may entangle our ,affections1 or hinder us from diligently following the ,dictates of ,truth1 in labouring to promote the pure ,spirit of ,meekness and ,heavenly-mindedness amongst the ,children of ,men in these ,days of ,calamity and ,distress1 wherein ,god is visiting our ,land with his just ,judgments4 ,each of these ,quarterly-meetings was large1 and sat near eight ,hours4 ,here ,i had ,occasion to consider1 that it was a weighty ,thing to speak much in large ,meetings for ,business3 ,first1 except our ,minds are rightly prepared1 and we clearly understand the ,case we speak to1 instead of forwarding1 we hinder1 ,business1 and make more ,labour for those on whom the ,burthen of the ,work is laid4 ,if selfish ,views1 or a partial ,spirit1 have any ,room in our ,minds1 we are unfit for the ,lord's ,work2 if we have a clear ,prospect of the ,business1 and proper ,weight on our ,minds to speak1 it behoves us to avoid useless ,apologies and ,repetitions3 ,where ,people are gathered from far1 and adjourning a ,meeting of ,business is attended with great ,difficulty1 it behoves all to be cautious how they detain a ,meeting2 especially when they have sat six or seven ,hours1 and have a great ,distance to ride ,home4 ,after this ,meeting ,i rode ,home4 ,in the ,beginning of the twelfth ,month of the ,year #ageh ,i joined in ,company with my ,friends1 ,,john ,,sykes and ,,daniel ,,stanton1 in visiting such as had ,slaves3 ,some1 whose ,hearts were rightly exercised about them1 appeared to be glad of our ,visit2 but in some ,places our ,way was more difficult2 and ,i often saw the ,necessity of keeping down to that ,root from whence our ,concern proceeded2 and have ,cause1 in reverent ,thankfulness1 humbly to bow down before the ,lord1 who was near to me1 and preserved my ,mind in ,calmness under some sharp ,conflicts1 and begat a ,spirit of ,sympathy and ,tenderness in me toward some who were grievously entangled by the ,spirit of this ,world4 ,in the first ,month of the ,year #agei1 having found my ,mind drawn to visit some of the more active ,members1 in our ,society at ,philadelphia1 who had ,slaves1 ,i met my ,friend ,,john ,,churchman there1 by an ,agreement3 ,and we continued about a ,week in the ,city4 ,we visited some that were sick1 and some ,widows and their ,families2 and the other ,part of our ,time was mostly employed in visiting such as had ,slaves4--,it was a ,time of deep ,exercise1 looking often to the ,lord for his ,assistance2 who1 in unspeakable ,kindness1 favoured us with the ,influence of that ,spirit1 which crucifies to the ,greatness and ,splendour of this ,world1 and enabled us to go through some heavy ,labours1 in which we found ,peace4 ,on the twenty-fourth ,day of the third ,month of this ,year1 ,i was at our general ,spring-meeting at ,philadelphia3 ,after which1 ,i again joined with ,,john ,,churchman on a ,visit to some more who had ,slaves in ,philadelphia2 and1 with ,thankfulness to our heavenly ,father1 ,i may say1 that divine ,love and a true sympathising ,tenderness of ,heart prevailed at ,times in this ,service4 ,having1 at ,times1 perceived a ,shyness in some ,friends1 of considerable ,note1 towards me1 ,i found an ,engagement in ,gospel ,love to pay a ,visit to one of them2 and1 as ,i dwelt under the ,exercise1 ,i felt a ,resignedness in my ,mind to go2 ,so ,i went1 and told him1 in private1 ,i had a ,desire to have an ,opportunity with him alone2 to which he readily agreed3 ,and then1 in the ,fear of the ,lord1 ,things relating to that ,shyness were searched to the ,bottom2 and we had a large ,conference1 which1 ,i believe1 was of ,use to both of us1 and am thankful that ,way was opened for it4 ,on the fourteenth ,day of the sixth ,month1 in the same ,year1 having felt ,drawings in my ,mind to visit ,friends about ,salem1 and having the ,approbation of our ,monthly-meeting therein1 ,i attended their ,quarterly-meeting1 and was out seven ,days1 and at seven ,meetings2 in some of which ,i was chiefly silent1 and in others1 through the baptizing ,power of ,truth1 my ,heart was enlarged in heavenly ,love1 and found a near ,fellowship with the ,brethren and ,sisters1 in the manifold ,trials attending their ,christian ,progress through this ,world4 ,in the seventh ,month1 ,i found an increasing ,concern on my ,mind to visit some active ,members in our ,society who had ,slaves2 and1 having no ,opportunity of the ,company of such as were named on the ,minutes of the ,yearly-meeting1 ,i went alone to their ,houses1 and1 in the ,fear of the ,lord1 acquainted them with the ,exercise ,i was under3 ,and thus1 sometimes1 by a few ,words1 ,i found myself discharged from a heavy ,burthen4 ,after this1 our ,friend ,,john ,,churchman1 coming into our ,province with a ,view to be at some ,meetings1 and to join again in the ,visit to those who had ,slaves1 ,i bore him ,company in the said ,visit to some active ,members1 and found inward ,satisfaction4 ,at our ,yearly-meeting1 in the ,year #agei1 we had some weighty ,seasons2 where the ,power of ,truth was largely extended1 to the strengthening of the ,honest-minded4 ,as ,friends read over the ,epistles1 to be sent to the ,yearly-meetings along this ,continent1 ,i observed in most of them1 both this ,year and last1 it was recommended to ,friends to labour against buying and keeping ,slaves2 and in some of them closely treated upon4 ,this ,practice had long been a heavy ,exercise to me1 and ,i have often waded through mortifying ,labours on that ,account2 and1 at ,times1 in some ,meetings been almost alone therein4 ,now1 observing the increasing ,concern in our religious ,society1 and seeing how the ,lord was raising up and qualifying ,servants for his ,work1 not only in this ,respect1 but for promoting the ,cause of ,truth in general1 ,i was humbly bowed in ,thankfulness before him4 ,this ,meeting continued near a ,week2 and1 for several ,days1 in the fore ,part of it1 my ,mind was drawn into a deep inward ,stillness2 and being1 at ,times1 covered with the ,spirit of ,supplication1 my ,heart was secretly poured out before the ,lord3 ,and1 near the ,conclusion of the ,meeting for ,business1 ,way opened1 that1 in the pure ,flowings of divine ,love1 ,i expressed what lay upon me2 which1 as it then arose in my ,mind1 was first to shew how ,deep answers to ,deep in the ,hearts of the ,sincere and ,upright2 though1 in their different ,growths1 they may not all have attained to the same ,clearness in some ,points relating to our ,testimony3 ,and ,i was led to mention the ,integrity and ,constancy of many ,martyrs1 who gave their ,lives for the ,testimony of ,jesus2 and yet1 in some ,points1 held ,doctrines distinguishable from some which we hold3 ,and that1 in all ,ages1 where ,people were faithful to the ,light and ,understanding which the ,most ,high afforded them1 they found ,acceptance with him2 and that now1 though there are different ,ways of ,thinking amongst us in some ,particulars1 yet1 if we mutually kept to that ,spirit and ,power which crucifies to the ,world1 which teaches us to be content with ,things really needful1 and to avoid all ,superfluities1 giving up our ,hearts to fear and serve the ,lord1 true ,unity may still be preserved amongst us3 ,and that if such1 as were1 at ,times1 under ,sufferings on ,account of some ,scruples of ,conscience1 kept low and humble1 and in their ,conduct in ,life manifested a ,spirit of true ,charity1 it would be more likely to reach the ,witness in others1 and be of more ,service in the ,church1 than if their ,sufferings were attended with a contrary ,spirit and ,conduct4 ,in which ,exercise ,i was drawn into a sympathizing ,tenderness with the ,sheep of ,christ1 however distinguished one from another in this ,world2 and the like ,disposition appeared to spread over others in the ,meeting4 ,great is the ,goodness of the ,lord toward his poor ,creatures6 ,an ,epistle went forth from this ,yearly-meeting1 which ,i think good to give a ,place in this ,journal2 being as follows3 ,from the ,yearly-meeting held at ,philadelphia1 for ,pennsylvania and ,new-,jersey1 from the twenty-second ,day of the ninth ,month1 to the twenty-eighth ,day of the same1 inclusive1 #agei4 ,to the ,quarterly and ,monthly-meetings of ,friends belonging to the said ,yearly-meeting4 ,dearly beloved ,friends and ,brethren1--,in an awful ,sense of the ,wisdom and ,goodness of the ,lord our ,god1 whose tender ,mercies have long been continued to us in this ,land1 we affectionately salute you1 with sincere and fervent ,desires1 that we may reverently regard the ,dispensations of his ,providence1 and improve under them4 ,the ,empires and ,kingdoms of the ,earth are subject to his almighty ,power3 ,he is the ,god of the ,spirits of all ,flesh1 and deals with his ,people agreeable to that ,wisdom1 the ,depth whereof is to us unsearchable3 ,we1 in these ,provinces1 may say1 he hath1 as a gracious and tender ,parent1 dealt bountifully with us1 even from the ,days of our ,fathers3 ,it was he who strengthened them to labour through the ,difficulties attending the ,improvement of a ,wilderness1 and made ,way for them in the ,hearts of the ,natives2 so that by them they were comforted in ,times of ,want and ,distress3 ,it was by the gracious ,influences of his holy ,spirit1 that they were disposed to work ,righteousness1 and walk uprightly one towards another1 and towards the ,natives1 and in ,life and ,conversation to manifest the ,excellency of the ,principles and ,doctrines of the ,christian ,religion2 and thereby they retain their ,esteem and ,friendship3 ,whilst they were labouring for the ,necessaries of ,life1 many of them were fervently engaged to promote ,piety and ,virtue in the ,earth1 and educate their ,children in the ,fear of the ,lord4 ,if we carefully consider the peaceable ,measures pursued in the first ,settlement of the ,land1 and that ,freedom from the ,desolations of ,wars which for a long ,time we enjoyed1 we shall find ourselves under strong ,obligations to the ,almighty1 who1 when the ,earth is so generally polluted with ,wickedness1 gave us a ,being in a ,part so signally favoured with ,tranquility and ,plenty1 and in which the ,glad-tidings of the ,gospel of ,christ are so freely published1 that we may justly say with the ,psalmist1 ,what shall we render unto the ,lord for all his ,benefits8 ,our own real ,good1 and the ,good of our ,posterity1 in some ,measure1 depend on the ,part we act2 and it nearly concerns us to try our ,foundations impartially4 ,such are the different ,rewards of the ,just and ,unjust in a future ,state1 that1 to attend diligently to the ,dictates of the ,spirit of ,christ1 to devote ourselves to his ,service1 and engage fervently in his ,cause1 during our short ,stay in this ,world1 is a ,choice well becoming a free intelligent ,creature2 we shall thus clearly see and consider that the ,dealings of ,god with ,mankind in a national ,capacity1 as recorded in ,holy ,writ1 do sufficiently evidence the ,truth of that ,saying1 ,it is ,righteousness which exalteth a ,nation2 and though he doth not at all ,times suddenly execute his ,judgments on a sinful ,people in this ,life1 yet we see1 by many ,instances1 that where ,men follow lying ,vanities1 they forsake their own ,mercies2 and as a proud selfish ,spirit prevails and spreads among a ,people1 so partial ,judgment1 ,oppression1 ,discord1 ,envy1 and ,confusions1 increase1 and ,provinces and ,kingdoms are made to drink the ,cup of ,adversity as a ,reward of their own ,doings4 ,thus the inspired ,prophet1 reasoning with the degenerated ,jews1 saith1 ,thine own ,wickedness shall correct thee1 and thy ,backslidings shall reprove thee3 ,know1 therefore1 that it is an evil ,thing and bitter1 that thou hast forsaken the ,lord thy ,god1 and that my ,fear is not in thee1 saith the ,lord ,god of ,hosts4 ,jer4 ii4 #ai4 ,the ,god of our ,fathers1 who hath bestowed on us many ,benefits1 furnished a ,table for us in the ,wilderness1 and made the ,desarts and solitary ,places to rejoice2 he doth now mercifully call upon us to serve him more faithfully4--,we may truly say1 with the ,prophet1 ,it is his ,voice which crieth to the ,city1 and ,men of ,wisdom see his ,name3 ,they regard the ,rod1 and him who hath appointed it4--,people1 who look chiefly at ,things outward1 too little consider the original ,cause of the present ,troubles2 but such as fear the ,lord1 and think often upon his ,name1 see and feel that a wrong ,spirit is spreading among the ,inhabitants of our ,country2 that the ,hearts of many are waxed fat1 and their ,ears dull of hearing2 that the ,most ,high1 in his ,visitations to us1 instead of calling1 lifteth up his ,voice and crieth2 he crieth to our ,country1 and his ,voice waxeth louder and louder4 ,in former ,wars between the ,english and other ,nations1 since the ,settlement of our ,provinces1 the ,calamities attending them have fallen chiefly on other ,places1 but now of late they have reached to our ,borders2 many of our fellow ,subjects have suffered on and near our ,frontiers1 some have been slain in ,battle1 some killed in their ,houses1 and some in their ,fields1 some wounded and left in great ,misery1 and others separated from their ,wives and little ,children1 who have been carried ,captives among the ,indians3 ,we have seen ,men and ,women1 who have been ,witnesses of these ,scenes of ,sorrow1 and been reduced to ,want1 have come to our ,houses asking ,relief4--,it is not long since it was the ,case of many young ,men1 in one of these ,provinces1 to be draughted1 in order to be taken as ,soldiers2 some were at that ,time in great ,distress1 and had ,occasion to consider that their ,lives had been too little conformable to the ,purity and ,spirituality of that ,religion which we profess1 and found themselves too little acquainted with that inward ,humility1 in which true ,fortitude to endure ,hardness for the ,truth's ,sake is experienced4--,many ,parents were concerned for their ,children1 and in that ,time of ,trial were led to consider1 that their ,care1 to get outward ,treasure for them1 had been greater than their ,care for their ,settlement in that ,religion which crucifieth to the ,world1 and enableth to bear a clear ,testimony to the peaceable ,government of the ,messiah4 ,these ,troubles are removed1 and for a ,time we are released from them4 ,let us not forget that ,the ,most ,high hath his ,way in the ,deep1 in ,clouds and in thick ,darkness--that it is his ,voice which crieth to the ,city and to the ,country2 and oh6 that these loud and awakening ,cries may have a proper ,effect upon us1 that heavier ,chastisement may not become necessary6 ,for though ,things1 as to the ,outward1 may1 for a short ,time1 afford a pleasing ,prospect2 yet1 while a selfish ,spirit1 that is not subject to the ,cross of ,christ1 continueth to spread and prevail1 there can be no long ,continuance in outward ,peace and ,tranquility4 ,if we desire an ,inheritance incorruptible1 and to be at ,rest in that ,state of ,peace and ,happiness1 which ever continues2 if we desire1 in this ,life1 to dwell under the ,favour and ,protection of that almighty ,being1 whose ,habitation is in ,holiness1 whose ,ways are all equal1 and whose ,anger is now kindled because of our ,backslidings2 let us then awfully regard these ,beginnings of his fore ,judgments1 and1 with ,abasement and ,humiliation turn to him1 whom we have offended4 ,contending with one equal in ,strength is an uneasy ,exercise2 but if the ,lord is become our ,enemy1 if we persist to contend with him who is omnipotent1 our ,overthrow will be unavoidable4 ,do we feel an affectionate ,regard to ,posterity2 and are we employed to promote their ,happiness8 ,do our ,minds1 in ,things outward1 look beyond our own ,dissolution2 and are we contriving for the ,prosperity of our ,children after us8 ,let us then1 like wise ,builders1 lay the ,foundation deep2 and1 by our constant uniform ,regard to an inward ,piety and ,virtue1 let them see that we really value it3 ,let us labour1 in the ,fear of the ,lord1 that their innocent ,minds1 while young and tender1 may be preserved from ,corruptions2 that1 as they advance in ,age1 they may rightly understand their true ,interest1 may consider the ,uncertainty of temporal ,things1 and1 above all1 have their ,hope and ,confidence firmly settled in the ,blessing of that ,almighty ,being1 who inhabits ,eternity1 and preserves and supports the ,world4 ,in all our ,cares1 about worldly ,treasures1 let us steadily bear in ,mind1 that ,riches1 possessed by ,children who do not truly serve ,god1 are likely to prove ,snares that may more grievously entangle them in that ,spirit of ,selfishness and ,exaltation1 which stands in ,opposition to real ,peace and ,happiness2 and renders them ,enemies to the ,cross of ,christ1 who submit to the ,influence of it4 ,to keep a watchful eye towards real ,objects of ,charity1 to visit the ,poor in their lonesome ,dwelling-places1 to comfort them who1 through the ,dispensations of divine ,providence1 are in strait and painful ,circumstances in this ,life1 and steadily to endeavour to honour ,god with our ,substance1 from a real ,sense of the ,love of ,christ influencing our ,minds thereto1 is more likely to bring a ,blessing to our ,children1 and will afford more ,satisfaction to a ,christian favoured with ,plenty1 than an earnest ,desire to collect much ,wealth to leave behind us2 for ,here we have no continuing ,city2 may we therefore diligently seek one that is to come1 whose ,builder and ,maker is ,god4 ,finally1 ,brethren1 whatsoever ,things are true1 whatsoever ,things are just1 whatsoever ,things are pure1 whatsoever ,things are lovely1 whatsoever ,things are of good ,report2 if there be any ,virtue1 if there be any ,praise1 think on these ,things and do them1 and the ,god of ,peace shall be with you4 ,signed1 by ,appointment1 and on ,behalf of our said ,meeting1 by seven ,friends4 ,on the twenty-eighth ,day of the eleventh ,month1 in the ,year #agei1 ,i was at the ,quarterly-meeting in ,bucks ,county3 ,this ,day being the ,meeting of ,ministers and ,elders1 my ,heart was enlarged in the ,love of ,jesus ,christ2 and the ,favour of the ,most ,high was extended to us in that and the ensuing ,meeting4 ,i had ,conversation1 at my ,lodging1 with my beloved ,friend1 ,,samuel ,,eastburn2 who expressed a ,concern to join in a ,visit to some ,friends1 in that ,county1 who had ,negroes2 and as ,i had felt a ,draught in my ,mind to that ,work in the said ,county1 came ,home and put ,things in ,order3 ,on the eleventh ,day of the twelfth ,month following1 ,i went over the ,river2 and on the next ,day was at ,buckingham ,meeting2 where1 through the ,descendings of heavenly ,dew1 my ,mind was comforted1 and drawn into a near ,unity with the ,flock of ,jesus ,christ4 ,entering upon this ,visit appeared weighty3 ,and before ,i left ,home my ,mind was often sad2 under which ,exercise ,i felt1 at ,times1 the ,holy ,spirit1 which helps our ,infirmities2 through which1 in private1 my ,prayers were1 at ,times1 put up to ,god1 that he would be pleased to purge me from all ,selfishness1 that ,i might be strengthened to discharge my ,duty faithfully1 how hard soever to the natural ,part4 ,we proceeded on the ,visit in a weighty ,frame of ,spirit1 and went to the ,houses of the most active ,members1 throughout the ,country1 who had ,negroes2 and1 through the ,goodness of the ,lord1 my ,mind was preserved in ,resignation in ,times of ,trial1 and1 though the ,work was hard to ,nature1 yet through the ,strength of that ,love which is stronger than ,death1 ,tenderness of ,heart was often felt amongst us in our ,visits1 and we parted from several ,families with greater ,satisfaction than we expected4 99 99 99 99 99 ,we visited ,,joseph ,,white',s ,family1 he being in ,england2 and also a ,family-sitting at the ,house of an ,elder who bore us ,company1 and was at ,makefield on a ,first-day3 ,at all which ,times my ,heart was truly thankful to the ,lord1 who was graciously pleased to renew his ,loving-kindness to us1 his poor ,servants1 uniting us together in his ,work4 ,,chapter ,,vii ,his ,visit1 in ,company with ,,samuel ,,eastburn1 to ,long-,island1 ,rhode-,island1 ,boston1 etc4 in ,new-,england--,remarks on the ,slave-,trade at ,newport1 and his ,exercise on that ,account2 also on ,lotteries--,some ,observations on the ,island of ,nantucket ,having1 for some ,time past1 felt a ,sympathy in my ,mind with ,friends ,eastward1 ,i opened my ,concern in our ,monthly-meeting2 and1 obtaining a ,certificate1 set forward on the seventeenth ,day of the fourth ,month1 in the ,year #agfj1 joining in ,company1 by a previous ,agreement1 with my beloved ,friend1 ,,samuel ,,eastburn4 ,we had ,meetings at ,woodbridge1 ,rahaway1 and ,plainfield2 and were at their ,monthly-meeting of ,ministers and ,elders in ,rahaway4 ,we laboured under some ,discouragement2 but1 through the invisible ,power of ,truth1 our ,visit was made reviving to the ,lowly-minded1 with whom ,i felt a near ,unity of ,spirit1 being much reduced in my ,mind4 ,we passed on and visited the chief of the ,meetings on ,long-,island4 ,it was my ,concern1 from ,day to ,day1 to say no more nor less than what the ,spirit of ,truth opened in me2 being jealous over myself1 lest ,i should speak any ,thing to make my ,testimony look agreeable to that ,mind in ,people1 which is not in pure ,obedience to the ,cross of ,christ4 ,the ,spring of the ,ministry was often low2 and1 through the subjecting ,power of ,truth1 we were kept low with it2 and from ,place to ,place1 such whose ,hearts were truly concerned for the ,cause of ,christ1 appeared to be comforted in our ,labours2 and though it was in general a ,time of ,abasement of the ,creature1 yet1 through his ,goodness1 who is a ,helper of the ,poor1 we had some truly edifying ,seasons1 both in ,meetings1 and in ,families where we tarried2 and sometimes found ,strength to labour earnestly with the ,unfaithful1 especially with those whose ,station in ,families1 or in the ,society1 was such1 that their ,example had a powerful ,tendency to open the ,way for others to go aside from the ,purity and ,soundness of the blessed ,truth4 ,at ,jericho1 on ,long-,island1 ,i wrote ,home as follows3 #bdth of the #dth ,month1 #agfj4 ,dearly beloved ,wife1--,we are favoured with ,health2 have been at sundry ,meetings in ,east-,jersey1 and on this ,island3 ,my ,mind hath been much in an inward watchful ,frame since ,i left thee1 greatly desiring that our ,proceedings may be singly in the ,will of our heavenly ,father4 ,as the present ,appearance of ,things is not joyous1 ,i have been much shut up from outward ,cheerfulness1 remembering that ,promise1 ',then shalt thou delight thyself in the ,lord3'--,as this1 from ,day to ,day1 has been revived in my ,memory1 ,i have considered that his internal ,presence on our ,minds is a ,delight1 of all others1 the most pure2 and that the ,honest-hearted not only delight in this1 but in the ,effect of it upon them4 ,he regards the ,helpless and ,distressed1 and reveals his ,love to his ,children under ,affliction2 they delight in beholding his ,benevolence1 and feeling divine ,charity moving upon them3 ,of this ,i may speak a little2 for though1 since ,i left you1 ,i have often found an engaging ,love and ,affection toward thee and my ,daughter1 and ,friends about ,home1 that going out at this ,time1 when ,sickness is so great amongst you1 is a ,trial upon me2 yet ,i often remember there are many ,widows and ,fatherless1 many who have poor ,tutors1 many who have evil ,examples before them1 and many whose ,minds are in ,captivity1 for whose ,sake my ,heart is1 at ,times1 moved with ,compassion2 so that ,i feel my ,mind resigned to leave you for a ,season1 to exercise that ,gift which the ,lord hath bestowed on me2 which though small1 compared with some1 yet in this ,i rejoice1 that ,i feel ,love unfeigned toward my ,fellow-creatures4 ,i recommend you to the ,almighty1 who1 ,i trust1 cares for you2 and1 under a ,sense of his heavenly ,love1 remain1--,thy loving ,husband1 ,j4 ,w4 ,we crossed from the ,east ,end of ,long-,island to ,new-,london1 about thirty ,miles1 in a large open ,boat2 while we were out1 the ,wind rising high1 the ,waves several ,times beat over us1 so that to me it appeared dangerous2 but my ,mind was1 at that ,time1 turned to him1 who made and governs the ,deep1 and my ,life was resigned to him3 ,and1 as he was mercifully pleased to preserve us1 ,i had fresh ,occasion to consider every ,day as a ,day lent to me2 and felt a renewed ,engagement to devote my ,time1 and all ,i had1 to him who gave them4 ,we had five ,meetings in ,narraganset2 and went thence to ,newport on ,rhode-,island4 ,our gracious ,father preserved us in an humble ,dependence on him through deep ,exercises1 that were mortifying to the creaturely ,will4 ,in several ,families in the ,country1 where we lodged1 ,i felt an ,engagement on my ,mind to have a ,conference with them in private concerning their ,slaves2 and1 through divine ,aid1 ,i was favoured to give up thereto3 ,though1 in this ,concern1 ,i appeared singular from many1 whose ,service in ,travelling1 ,i believe1 is greater than mine2 ,i do not think hard of them for omitting it2 ,i do not repine at having so unpleasant a ,task assigned me1 but look with ,awfulness to him1 who appoints to his ,servants their respective ,employments1 and is good to all who serve him sincerely4 ,we got to ,newport in the ,evening1 and on the next ,day visited two sick ,persons1 and had comfortable ,sittings with them2 and in the ,afternoon attended the ,burial of a ,friend4 ,the next ,day we were at ,meetings at ,newport1 in the ,forenoon and ,afternoon2 where the ,spring of the ,ministry was opened1 and ,strength given to declare the ,word of ,life to the ,people4 ,the next ,day we went on our ,journey2 but the great ,number of ,slaves in these ,parts1 and the ,continuance of that ,trade from thence to ,guinea1 made deep ,impression on me2 and my ,cries were often put up to my heavenly ,father in secret1 that he would enable me to discharge my ,duty faithfully1 in such ,way as he might be pleased to point out to me4 ,we took ,swansea1 ,freetown1 and ,tanton1 in our ,way to ,boston2 where also we had a ,meeting2 our ,exercise was deep1 and the ,love of ,truth prevailed1 for which ,i bless the ,lord4 ,we went ,eastward about eighty ,miles beyond ,boston1 taking ,meetings1 and were in a good ,degree preserved in an humble ,dependance on that ,arm which drew us out2 and1 though we had some hard ,labour with the ,disobedient1 laying ,things home and close to such as were stout against the ,truth2 yet1 through the ,goodness of ,god1 we had1 at ,times1 to partake of heavenly ,comfort with them who were meek1 and were often favoured to part with ,friends in the ,nearness of true ,gospel-fellowship4 ,we returned to ,boston1 and had another comfortable ,opportunity with ,friends there2 and thence rode back a ,day's ,journey ,eastward of ,boston3 ,our ,guide being a heavy ,man1 and the ,weather hot1 and my ,companion and ,i considering it1 expressed our ,freedom to go on without him1 to which he consented1 and we respectfully took our ,leave of him2 this we did1 as believing the ,journey would have been hard to him and his ,horse4 ,we visited the ,meetings in those ,parts1 and were measurably baptized into a feeling of the ,state of the ,society3 ,and in ,bowedness of ,spirit went to the ,yearly-meeting at ,newport2 where ,i understood that a large ,number of ,slaves were imported from ,africa into that ,town1 and then on ,sale by a ,member of our ,society4 ,at this ,meeting we met with ,,john ,,storer from ,england1 ,,elizabeth ,,shipley1 ,,ann ,,gaunt1 ,,hannah ,,foster1 and ,,mercy ,,redman1 from our ,parts1 all ,ministers of the ,gospel1 of whose ,company ,i was glad4 ,at this ,time my ,appetite failed1 and ,i grew outwardly weak1 and had a ,feeling of the ,condition of ,habakkuk as there expressed3 ,when ,i heard1 my ,belly trembled1 my ,lips quivered1 ,i trembled in myself that ,i might rest in the ,day of ,trouble2 ,i had many ,cogitations1 and was sorely distressed3 ,and was desirous that ,friends might petition the ,legislature1 to use their ,endeavours to discourage the future ,importation of ,slaves2 for ,i saw that this ,trade was a great ,evil1 and tended to multiply ,troubles1 and bring ,distresses on the ,people in those parts1 for whose ,welfare my ,heart was deeply concerned4 ,but ,i perceived several ,difficulties in ,regard to petitioning2 and such was the ,exercise of my ,mind1 that ,i had ,thought of endeavouring to get an ,opportunity to speak a few ,words in the ,house of ,assembly1 then sitting in ,town4 ,this ,exercise came upon me in the ,afternoon1 on the second ,day of the ,yearly-meeting1 and1 going to ,bed1 ,i got no ,sleep till my ,mind was wholly resigned therein2 and in the ,morning ,i enquired of a ,friend how long the ,assembly were likely to continue sitting2 who told me1 they were expected to be prorogued that ,day or the next4 ,as ,i was desirous to attend the ,business of the ,meeting1 and perceived the ,assembly were likely to depart before the ,business was over2 after considerable ,exercise1 humbly seeking to the ,lord for ,instruction1 my ,mind settled to attend on the ,business of the ,meeting2 on the last ,day of which1 ,i had prepared a short ,essay of a ,petition to be presented to the ,legislature1 if ,way opened3 ,and being informed that there were some appointed1 by that ,yearly-meeting1 to speak with those in ,authority1 in ,cases relating to the ,society1 ,i opened my ,mind to several of them1 and shewed them the ,essay ,i had made2 and afterward opened the ,case in the ,meeting for ,business1 in ,substance as follows3 ,i have been under a ,concern for some ,time1 on ,account of the great ,number of ,slaves which are imported in this ,colony2 ,i am aware that it is a tender ,point to speak to1 but apprehend ,i am not clear in the ,sight of ,heaven without speaking to it4 ,i have prepared an ,essay of a ,petition1 if ,way open1 to be presented to the ,legislature2 and what ,i have to propose to this ,meeting is1 that some ,friends may be named to withdraw and look over it1 and report whether they believe it suitable to be read in the ,meeting2 if they should think well of reading it1 it will remain for the ,meeting1 after hearing it1 to consider1 whether to take any farther ,notice of it at a ,meeting or not4 ,after a short ,conference some ,friends went out1 and1 looking over it1 expressed their ,willingness to have it read2 which being done1 many expressed their ,unity with the ,proposal2 and some signified1 that to have the ,subjects of the ,petition enlarged upon1 and to be signed out of ,meeting by such as were free1 would be more suitable than to do it there3 ,though ,i expected1 at first1 that if it was done it would be in that ,way2 yet1 such was the ,exercise of my ,mind1 that to move it in the hearing of ,friends1 when assembled1 appeared to me as a ,duty2 for my ,heart yearned toward the ,inhabitants of these ,parts2 believing that by this ,trade there had been an ,increase of ,inquietude amongst them1 and a ,way made easy for the spreading of a ,spirit opposite to that ,meekness and ,humility1 which is a sure ,resting-place for the ,soul3 ,and that the ,continuance of this ,trade would not only render their ,healing more difficult1 but increase their ,malady4 ,having thus far proceeded1 ,i felt easy to leave the ,essay among ,friends1 for them to proceed in it as they believed best4 ,and now an ,exercise revived on my ,mind in ,relation to ,lotteries1 which were common in those ,parts3 ,i had once moved it in a former ,sitting of this ,meeting1 when ,arguments were used in ,favour of ,friends being held excused who were only concerned in such ,lotteries as were agreeable to ,law3 ,and now1 on moving it again1 it was opposed as before2 but the ,hearts of some solid ,friends appeared to be united to discourage the ,practice amongst their ,members2 and the ,matter was zealously handled by some on both ,sides4 ,in this ,debate it appeared very clear to me1 that the ,spirit of ,lotteries was a ,spirit of ,selfishness1 which tended to ,confusion and ,darkness of ,understanding2 and that pleading for it in our ,meetings1 set apart for the ,lord's ,work1 was not right3 ,and1 in the ,heat of ,zeal1 ,i once made ,reply to what an ancient ,friend said1 though when ,i sat down1 ,i saw that my ,words were not enough seasoned with ,charity2 and1 after this1 ,i spake no more on the ,subject4 ,at length a ,minute was made2 a ,copy of which was agreed to be sent to their several ,quarterly-meetings1 inciting ,friends to labour to discourage the ,practice amongst all professing with us4 ,some ,time after this ,minute was made1 ,i1 remaining uneasy with the ,manner of my speaking to the ancient ,friend1 could not see my ,way clear to conceal my ,uneasiness1 but was concerned that ,i might say nothing to weaken the ,cause in which ,i had laboured2 and then1 after some close ,exercise and hearty ,repentance1 for that ,i had not attended closely to the safe ,guide1 ,i stood up1 and reciting the ,passage1 acquainted ,friends1 that1 though ,i durst not go from what ,i had said as to the ,matter1 yet ,i was uneasy with the ,manner of my speaking1 as believing milder ,language would have been better4 ,as this was uttered in some ,degree of creaturely ,abasement1 it appeared to have a good ,savour amongst us1 after a warm ,debate4 ,the ,yearly-meeting being now over1 there yet remained on my ,mind a secret1 though heavy1 ,exercise in regard to some leading active ,members about ,newport1 being in the ,practice of ,slave-keeping4 ,this ,i mentioned to two ancient ,friends1 who came out of the ,country1 and proposed to them1 if ,way opened1 to have some ,conversation with those ,friends3 ,and1 thereupon1 one of those ,country ,friends and ,i consulted one of the most noted ,elders who had ,slaves2 and he1 in a respectful ,manner1 encouraged me to proceed to clear myself of what lay upon me4 ,now ,i had1 near the ,beginning of the ,yearly-meeting1 a private ,conference with this said ,elder and his ,wife concerning theirs2 so that the ,way seemed clear to me to advise with him about the ,manner of proceeding3 ,i told him1 ,i was free to have a ,conference with them all together in a private ,house2 or1 if he thought they would take it unkind to be asked to come together1 and to be spoke with one in the hearing of another1 ,i was free to spend some ,time among them1 and visit them all in their own ,houses3 ,he expressed his ,liking to the first ,proposal1 not doubting their ,willingness to come together3 ,and1 as ,i proposed a ,visit to only ,ministers1 ,elders1 and ,overseers1 he named some others1 who he desired might be present also3 ,and1 as a careful ,messenger was wanted to acquaint them in a proper ,manner1 he offered to go to all their ,houses to open the ,matter to them2 and did so4 ,about the eighth ,hour1 the next ,morning1 we met in the ,meeting-house ,chamber1 and the last-mentioned ,country ,friend1 also my ,companion1 and ,,john ,,storer1 with us2 when1 after a short ,time of ,retirement1 ,i acquainted them with the ,steps ,i had taken in procuring that ,meeting1 and opened the ,concern ,i was under2 and so we proceeded to a free ,conference upon the ,subject4 ,my ,exercise was heavy1 and ,i was deeply bowed in ,spirit before the ,lord1 who was pleased to favour us with the seasoning ,virtue of ,truth1 which wrought a ,tenderness amongst us2 and the ,subject was mutually handled in a calm and peaceable ,spirit3 ,and1 at length1 feeling my ,mind released from that ,burthen which ,i had been under1 ,i took my ,leave of them1 in a good ,degree of ,satisfaction2 and1 by the ,tenderness they manifested in ,regard to the ,practice1 and the ,concern several of them expressed in ,relation to the ,manner of disposing of their ,negroes after their ,decease1 ,i believed that a good ,exercise was spreading amongst them2 and ,i am humbly thankful to ,god1 who supported my ,mind1 and preserved me in a good ,degree of ,resignation through these ,trials4 ,thou1 who sometimes travellest in the ,work of the ,ministry1 art made very welcome by thy ,friends1 and seest many ,tokens of their ,satisfaction1 in having thee for their ,guest1 it is good for thee to dwell deep1 that thou mayst feel and understand the ,spirits of ,people3 ,if we believe ,truth points towards a ,conference on some ,subjects1 in a private ,way1 it is needful for us to take heed that their ,kindness1 their ,freedom1 and ,affability1 do not hinder us from the ,lord's ,work4 ,i have seen that1 in the midst of ,kindness and smooth ,conduct1 to speak close and home to them who entertain us1 on ,points that relate to their outward ,interest1 is hard ,labour2 and sometimes1 when ,i have felt ,truth lead toward it1 ,i have found myself disqualified by a superficial ,friendship2 and as the ,sense thereof hath abased me1 and my ,cries have been to the ,lord1 so ,i have been humbled and made content to appear weak1 or as a ,fool for his ,sake2 and thus a ,door hath opened to enter upon it4 ,to attempt to do the ,lord's ,work in our own ,way1 and to speak of that which is the ,burthen of the ,word in a ,way easy to the natural ,part1 doth not reach the ,bottom of the ,disorder4 ,to see the ,failings of our ,friends and think hard of them1 without opening that which we ought to open1 and still carry a ,face of ,friendship2 this tends to undermine the ,foundation of true ,unity4 ,the ,office of a ,minister of ,christ is weighty2 and they1 who go forth as ,watchmen1 had need to be steadily on their ,guard against the ,snares of ,prosperity and an outside ,friendship4 ,after the ,yearly-meeting1 we were at ,meetings at ,new-,town1 ,cushnet1 ,long-,plain1 ,rochester1 and ,dartmouth3 ,from thence we sailed for ,nantucket1 in ,company with ,,ann ,,gaunt and ,,mercy ,,redman1 and several other ,friends3 ,the ,wind being slack1 we only reached ,tarpawling-,cove the first ,day2 where1 going on ,shore1 we found ,room in a ,publick-house1 and ,beds for a few of us1 the rest sleeping on the ,floor3 ,we went on board again about ,break of ,day2 and1 though the ,wind was small1 we were favoured to come within about four ,miles of ,nantucket2 and then1 about ten of us getting into our ,boat1 we rowed to the ,harbour before dark2 whereupon a large ,boat1 going off1 brought in the rest of the ,passengers about ,midnight3 ,the next ,day but one was their ,yearly-meeting1 which held four ,days2 the last of which was their ,monthly-meeting for ,business4 ,we had a laborious ,time amongst them3 ,our ,minds were closely exercised1 and ,i believe it was a ,time of great ,searching of ,heart3 ,the longer ,i was on the ,island1 the more ,i became sensible that there was a considerable ,number of valuable ,friends there1 though an evil ,spirit1 tending to ,strife1 had been at ,work amongst them3 ,i was cautious of making any ,visits1 but as my ,mind was particularly drawn to them2 and in that ,way we had some ,sittings in ,friends ,houses1 where the heavenly ,wing was1 at ,times1 spread over us1 to our mutual ,comfort4 ,my beloved ,companion had very acceptable ,service on this ,island4 ,when ,meeting was over1 we all agreed to sail the next ,day1 if the ,weather was suitable and we well2 and1 being called up the latter ,part of the ,night1 we went on board a ,vessel1 being in all about fifty2 but1 the ,wind changing1 the ,seamen thought best to stay in the ,harbour till it altered2 so we returned on ,shore2 and1 feeling clear as to any farther ,visits1 ,i spent my ,time in our ,chamber chiefly alone2 and1 after some ,hours1 my ,heart being filled with the ,spirit of ,supplication1 my ,prayers and ,tears were poured out1 before my heavenly ,father1 for his ,help and ,instruction in the manifold ,difficulties which attended me in ,life3 ,and1 while ,i was waiting upon the ,lord1 there came a ,messenger from the ,women ,friends1 who lodged at another ,house1 desiring to confer with us about appointing a ,meeting1 which to me appeared weighty1 as we had been at so many before2 but1 after a short ,conference1 and advising with some elderly ,friends1 a ,meeting was appointed1 in which the ,friend1 who first moved it1 and who had been much shut up before1 was largely opened in the ,love of the ,gospel3 ,and the next ,morning1 about ,break of ,day1 going again on board the ,vessel1 we reached ,falmouth on the ,main before ,night2 where our ,horses being brought1 we proceeded toward ,sandwich ,quarterly-meeting4 ,being two ,days in going to ,nantucket1 and having been there once before1 ,i observed many ,shoals in their ,bay1 which make ,sailing more dangerous1 especially in stormy ,nights2 also1 that a great ,shoal1 which encloses their ,harbour1 prevents their going in with ,sloops1 except when the ,tide is up2 waiting without which1 for the ,rising of the ,tide1 is sometimes hazardous in ,storms2 waiting within1 they sometimes miss a fair ,wind4 ,i took ,notice1 that on that small ,island was a great ,number of ,inhabitants1 and the ,soil not very fertile2 the ,timber so gone1 that for ,vessels1 ,fences1 and ,firewood1 they depend chiefly on the buying from the ,main2 the ,cost whereof1 with most of their other ,expences1 they depend principally upon the ,whale-fishery to answer4 ,i considered1 that as ,towns grew larger1 and ,lands near navigable ,waters more cleared1 ,timber and ,wood require more ,labour to get it3 ,i understood that the ,whales being much hunted1 and sometimes wounded and not killed1 grew more shy and difficult to come at3 ,i considered that the ,formation of the ,earth1 the ,seas1 the ,islands1 ,bays1 and ,rivers1 the ,motions of the ,winds and great ,waters1 which cause ,bars and ,shoals in particular ,places1 were all the ,works of him who is perfect ,wisdom and ,goodness2 and1 as ,people attend to his heavenly ,instruction1 and put their ,trust in him1 he provides for them in all ,parts where he gives them a ,being4 ,and as1 in this ,visit to these ,people1 ,i felt a strong ,desire for their firm ,establishment on the sure ,foundation1 besides what was said more publickly1 ,i was concerned to speak with the ,women ,friends1 in their ,monthly-meeting of ,business1 many being present2 and1 in the fresh ,spring of pure ,love1 to open before them the ,advantage1 both inward and outward1 of attending singly to the ,guidance of the ,holy ,spirit1 and therein to educate their ,children in true ,humility1 and the ,disuse of all ,superfluities1 reminding them of the ,difficulties their ,husbands and ,sons were frequently exposed to at ,sea2 and that1 the more plain and simple their ,way of ,living was1 the less ,need of running great ,hazards to support them in it2 encouraging the young ,women in their neat decent ,way of attending themselves on the ,affairs of the ,house2 shewing1 as the ,way opened1 that1 where ,people were truly humble1 used themselves to ,business1 and were content with a plain ,way of ,life1 it had ever been attended with more true ,peace and ,calmness of ,mind1 than they have had who1 aspiring to ,greatness and outward ,shew1 have grasped hard for an ,income to support themselves in it3 ,and1 as ,i observed they had few or no ,slaves amongst them1 ,i had to encourage them to be content without them2 making mention of the numerous ,troubles and ,vexations which frequently attend the ,minds of ,people who depend on ,slaves to do their ,labour4 ,we attended the ,quarterly-meeting at ,sandwich1 in ,company with ,,ann ,,gaunt and ,,mercy ,,redman1 which was preceded by a ,monthly-meeting2 and in the whole held three ,days3 ,we were various ,ways exercised amongst them1 in ,gospel-love1 according to the several ,gifts bestowed on us2 and were1 at ,times1 overshadowed with the ,virtue of ,truth1 to the ,comfort of the ,sincere1 and stirring up of the ,negligent4 ,here we parted with ,,ann and ,,mercy1 and went to ,rhode-,island1 taking one ,meeting in our ,way1 which was a satisfactory ,time2 and1 reaching ,newport the ,evening before their ,quarterly-meeting1 we attended it2 and1 after that1 had a ,meeting with our young ,people1 separated from those of other ,societies4 ,we went through much ,labour in this ,town2 and now1 in taking ,leave of it1 though ,i felt close inward ,exercise to the last1 ,i found inward ,peace2 and was1 in some ,degree1 comforted1 in a ,belief1 that a good ,number remain in that ,place1 who retain a ,sense of ,truth2 and that there are some young ,people attentive to the ,voice of the heavenly ,shepherd4 ,the last ,meeting1 in which ,friends from the several ,parts of the ,quarter came together1 was a select ,meeting2 and1 through the renewed ,manifestation of the ,father's ,love1 the ,hearts of the ,sincere were united together4 ,that ,poverty of ,spirit1 and inward ,weakness1 with which ,i was much tried the fore ,part of this ,journey1 have of late appeared to me as a ,dispensation of ,kindness4 ,appointing ,meetings never appeared more weighty to me2 and ,i was led into a deep ,search1 whether in all ,things my ,mind was resigned to the ,will of ,god2 often querying with myself1 what should be the ,cause of such inward ,poverty2 and greatly desired1 that no secret ,reserve in my ,heart might hinder my ,access to the divine ,fountain4 ,in these humbling ,times ,i was made watchful1 and excited to attend the secret ,movings of the heavenly ,principle in my ,mind1 which prepared the ,way to some ,duties1 that in more easy and prosperous ,times1 as to the ,outward1 ,i believe ,i should have been in danger of omitting4 ,from ,newport we went to ,greenwich1 ,shanticut1 and ,warwick2 and were helped to labour amongst ,friends in the ,love of our gracious ,redeemer3 ,and then1 accompanied by our ,friend1 ,,john ,,casey1 from ,newport1 we rode through ,connecticut to ,oblong1 visited the ,meetings of ,friends in those ,parts1 and thence proceeded to the ,quarterly-meeting at ,ryewoods2 and1 through the gracious ,extendings of divine ,help1 had some seasoning ,opportunities in those ,places3 ,so we visited ,friends at ,new ,york and ,flushing2 and thence to ,rahaway3 ,and here1 our ,roads parting1 ,i took ,leave of my beloved ,companion1 and true ,yoke-mate1 ,,samuel ,,eastburn2 and reached ,home on the tenth ,day of the eighth ,month1 #agfj1 where ,i found my ,family well3 ,and1 for the ,favours and ,protection of the ,lord1 both inward and outward1 extended to me in this ,journey1 my ,heart is humbled in grateful ,acknowledgments2 and ,i find renewed ,desires to dwell and walk in ,resignedness before him4 ,,chapter ,,viii ,his ,visits to ,pennsylvania1 ,shrewsbury1 and ,squan--,his publishing the second ,part of ,considerations on keeping ,negroes--,his visiting the ,families of ,friends of ,ancocas and ,mount-,holly ,meetings--,his ,visits to the ,indians at ,wehaloosing on the ,river ,susquehannah ,having felt my ,mind drawn toward a ,visit to a few ,meetings in ,pennsylvania1 ,i was very desirous to be rightly instructed as to the ,time of setting off3 ,and1 on the tenth ,day of the fifth ,month1 #agfa1 being the first ,day of the ,week1 ,i went to ,haddonfield ,meeting1 concluding to seek for heavenly ,instruction1 and come ,home1 or go on1 as ,i might then believe best for me2 and there1 through the springing up of pure ,love1 ,i felt ,encouragement1 and so crossed the ,river4 ,in this ,visit ,i was at two ,quarterly and three ,monthly-meetings2 and1 in the ,love of ,truth1 felt my ,way open to labour with some noted ,friends1 who kept ,negroes3 ,and1 as ,i was favoured to keep to the ,root1 and endeavoured to discharge what ,i believed was required of me1 ,i found inward ,peace therein1 from ,time to ,time1 and ,thankfulness of ,heart to the ,lord1 who was graciously pleased to be a ,guide to me4 ,in the eighth ,month1 #agfa1 having felt ,drawings in my ,mind to visit ,friends in and about ,shrewsbury1 ,i went there1 and was at their ,monthly-meeting1 and their ,first-day-meeting2 and had a ,meeting at ,squan1 and another at ,squankum2 and1 as ,way opened1 had ,conversation with some noted ,friends concerning their ,slaves3 ,and ,i returned ,home in a thankful ,sense of the ,goodness of the ,lord4 ,from the ,care ,i felt growing in me some ,years1 ,i wrote ,considerations on keeping ,negroes1 ,part the ,second2 which was printed this ,year1 #agfb4 ,when the ,overseers of the ,press had done with it1 they offered to get a ,number printed1 to be paid for out of the ,yearly-meeting ,stock1 and to be given away2 but ,i being most easy to publish them at my own ,expence1 and1 offering my ,reasons1 they appeared satisfied4 ,this ,stock is the ,contribution of the ,members of our religious ,society in general2 amongst whom are some who keep ,negroes2 and1 being inclined to continue them in ,slavery1 are not likely to be satisfied with those ,books being spread amongst a ,people where many of the ,slaves are taught to read1 and especially not at their ,expence2 and such often1 receiving them as a ,gift1 conceal them3 ,but as they1 who make a ,purchase1 generally buy that which they have a ,mind for1 ,i believe it best to sell them2 expecting1 by that ,means1 they would more generally be read with ,attention4 ,advertisements being signed by ,order of the ,overseers of the ,press1 directed to be read in ,monthly-meetings of ,business within our own ,yearly-meeting1 informing where the ,books were1 and that the ,price was no more than the ,cost of printing and binding them1 many were taken off in our ,parts2 some ,i sent to ,virginia1 some to ,new-,york1 and some to ,newport1 to my ,acquaintance there2 and some ,i kept1 expecting to give ,part of them away1 where there appeared a ,prospect of ,service4 ,in my ,youth ,i was used to hard ,labour2 and1 though ,i was middling healthy1 yet my ,nature was not fitted to endure so much as many others3 ,so that1 being often weary1 ,i was prepared to sympathize with those whose ,circumstances in ,life1 as free ,men1 required constant ,labour to answer the ,demands of their ,creditors1 and with others under ,oppression4 ,in the ,uneasiness of ,body1 which ,i have many ,times felt by too much ,labour1 not as a forced but as a voluntary ,oppression1 ,i have often been excited to think on the original ,cause of that ,oppression1 which is imposed on many in the ,world3 ,and1 the latter ,part of the ,time wherein ,i laboured on our ,plantation1 my ,heart1 through the fresh ,visitations of heavenly ,love1 being often tender1 and my leisure ,time frequently spent in reading the ,life and ,doctrines of our blessed ,redeemer1 the ,account of the ,sufferings of ,martyrs1 and the ,history of the first ,rise of our ,society1 a ,belief was gradually settled in my ,mind1 that if such1 as had great ,estates1 generally lived in that ,humility and ,plainness which belongs to a ,christian ,life1 and laid much easier ,rents and ,interests on their ,lands and ,monies1 and thus led the ,way to a right ,use of ,things1 so great a ,number of ,people might be employed in ,things useful1 that ,labour1 both for ,men and other ,creatures1 would need to be no more than an agreeable ,employ2 and divers ,branches of ,business1 which serve chiefly to please the natural ,inclinations of our ,minds1 and which1 at present1 seem necessary to circulate that ,wealth which some gather1 might1 in this ,way of pure ,wisdom1 be discontinued4 ,and1 as ,i have thus considered these ,things1 a ,query1 at ,times1 hath arisen3 ,do ,i1 in all my ,proceedings1 keep to that ,use of ,things which is agreeable to universal ,righteousness8 ,and then there hath some ,degree of ,sadness1 at ,times1 come over me1 for that ,i accustomed myself to some ,things1 which occasioned more ,labour than ,i believe divine ,wisdom intends for us4 ,from my early ,acquaintance with ,truth ,i have often felt an inward ,distress1 occasioned by the striving of a ,spirit in me against the ,operation of the heavenly ,principle2 and in this ,circumstance have been affected with a ,sense of my own ,wretchedness1 and in a mourning ,condition felt earnest ,longing for that divine ,help1 which brings the ,soul into true ,liberty2 and sometimes1 in this ,state1 retiring into private ,places1 the ,spirit of ,supplication hath been given me2 and1 under a heavenly ,covering1 ,i have asked my gracious ,father to give me a ,heart in all ,things resigned to the ,direction of his ,wisdom4 ,in visiting ,people of ,note in the ,society who had ,slaves1 and labouring with them in brotherly ,love on that ,account1 ,i have seen1 and the ,sight hath affected me1 that a ,conformity to some ,customs1 distinguishable from pure ,wisdom1 has entangled many2 and the ,desire of ,gain1 to support these ,customs1 greatly opposed the ,work of ,truth3 ,and sometimes1 when the ,prospect of the ,work before me has been such1 that in ,bowedness of ,spirit1 ,i have been drawn into retired ,places1 and besought the ,lord with ,tears that he would take me wholly under his ,direction1 and shew me the ,way in which ,i ought to walk1 it hath revived1 with ,strength of ,conviction1 that1 if ,i would be his faithful ,servant1 ,i must1 in all ,things1 attend to his ,wisdom1 and be teachable2 and so cease from all ,customs contrary thereto1 however used amongst religious ,people4 ,as he is the ,perfection of ,power1 of ,wisdom1 and of ,goodness1 so1 ,i believe1 he hath provided1 that so much ,labour shall be necessary for ,men's ,support1 in this ,world1 as would1 being rightly divided1 be a suitable ,employment of their ,time2 and that we cannot go into ,superfluities1 or grasp after ,wealth in a ,way contrary to his ,wisdom1 without having ,connection with some ,degree of ,oppression1 and with that ,spirit which leads to ,self-exaltation and ,strife1 and which frequently brings ,calamities on ,countries1 by ,parties contending about their ,claims4 ,in the eleventh ,month of the ,year #agfb1 feeling an ,engagement of ,mind to visit some ,families in ,mansfield4 ,i joined my beloved ,friend1 ,,benjamin ,,jones1 and we spent a few ,days together in that ,service4 ,in the second ,month1 #agfc1 ,i joined in ,company with ,,elizabeth ,,smith and ,,mary ,,noble on a ,visit to the ,families of ,friends at ,ancocas2 in both which ,visits1 through the baptizing ,power of ,truth1 the sincere ,labourers were often comforted1 and the ,hearts of ,friends opened to receive us4 ,and1 in the fourth ,month following1 ,i accompanied some ,friends in a ,visit to the ,families of ,friends in ,mount-,holly1 in which my ,mind was often drawn into an inward ,awfulness1 wherein strong ,desires were raised for the everlasting ,welfare of my ,fellow-creatures2 and1 through the ,kindness of our heavenly ,father1 our ,hearts were1 at ,times1 enlarged1 and ,friends invited1 in the ,flowings of divine ,love1 to attend to that which would settle them on the sure ,foundation4 ,having many ,years felt ,love in my ,heart towards the ,natives of this ,land1 who dwell far back in the ,wilderness1 whose ,ancestors were the ,owners and ,possessors of the ,land where we dwell2 and who1 for a very small ,consideration1 assigned their ,inheritance to us2 and1 being at ,philadelphia1 in the eighth ,month1 #agfa1 in a ,visit to some ,friends who had ,slaves1 ,i fell in ,company with some of those ,natives who lived on the ,east ,branch of the ,river ,susquehannah1 at an ,indian ,town called ,wehaloosing1 two hundred ,miles from ,philadelphia1 and1 in ,conversation with them by an ,interpreter1 as also by ,observations on their ,countenances and ,conduct1 ,i believed some of them were measurably acquainted with that divine ,power which subjects the rough and forward ,will of the ,creature3 ,and1 at ,times1 ,i felt inward ,drawings toward a ,visit to that ,place1 of which ,i told none except my dear ,wife1 until it came to some ,ripeness2 and1 then1 in the ,winter1 #agfb1 ,i laid it before ,friends at our ,monthly and ,quarterly1 and afterwards at our general ,spring-meeting2 and1 having the ,unity of ,friends1 and being thoughtful about an ,indian ,pilot1 there came a ,man and three ,women from a little beyond that ,town to ,philadelphia on ,business3 ,and ,i1 being informed thereof by ,letter1 met them in ,town in the fifth ,month1 #agfc2 and1 after some ,conversation1 finding they were sober ,people1 ,i1 by the ,concurrence of ,friends in that ,place1 agreed to join with them as ,companions in their ,return2 and1 on the seventh ,day of the sixth ,month following1 we appointed to meet at ,,samuel ,,foulk',s1 at ,richland in ,bucks ,county4 ,now1 as this ,visit felt weighty1 and was performed at a ,time when ,travelling appeared perilous1 so the ,dispensations of divine ,providence1 in preparing my ,mind for it1 have been memorable2 and ,i believe it good for me to give some ,hints thereof4 ,after ,i had given up to go1 the ,thoughts of the ,journey were often attended with unusual ,sadness2 in which ,times my ,heart was frequently turned to the ,lord with inward ,breathings for his heavenly ,support1 that ,i might not fail to follow him wheresoever he might lead me3 ,and1 being at our ,youths ,meeting at ,chesterfield1 about a ,week before the ,time ,i expected to set off1 ,i was there led to speak on that ,prayer of our ,redeemer to his ,father3 ,i pray not that thou shouldest take them out of the ,world1 but that thou shouldest keep them from the ,evil4 ,and1 in attending to the pure ,openings of ,truth1 ,i had to mention what he elsewhere said to his ,father2 ,i know that thou hearest me at all ,times3 ,so that1 as some of his ,followers kept their ,places1 and as his ,prayer was granted1 it followed necessarily that they were kept from ,evil3 ,and1 as some of those met with great ,hardships and ,afflictions in this ,world1 and at last suffered ,death by cruel ,men1 it appears1 that whatsoever befals ,men while they live in pure ,obedience to ,god1 as it certainly works for their ,good1 so it may not be considered an ,evil as if relates to them4 ,as ,i spake on this ,subject1 my ,heart was much tendered1 and great ,awfulness came over me2 and then1 on the first ,day of the next ,week1 being at our own ,afternoon-meeting1 and my ,heart being enlarged in ,love1 ,i was led to speak on the ,care and ,protection of the ,lord over his ,people1 and to make mention of that ,passage1 where a ,band of ,assyrians endeavouring to take captive the ,prophet1 were disappointed2 and how the ,psalmist said1 ,the ,angel of the ,lord encampeth round about them that fear him4 ,and thus1 in true ,love and ,tenderness1 ,i parted from ,friends1 expecting the next ,morning1 to proceed on my ,journey1 and1 being weary1 went early to ,bed2 and1 after ,i had been asleep a short ,time1 ,i was awaked by a ,man calling at my ,door2 and1 arising1 was invited to meet some ,friends at a ,publick-house in our ,town1 who came from ,philadelphia so late1 that ,friends were generally gone to ,bed3 ,these ,friends informed me1 that an ,express arrived the last ,morning from ,pittsburgh1 and brought ,news that the ,indians had taken a ,fort from the ,english ,westward1 and slain and scalped ,english ,people in divers ,places1 some near the said ,pittsburgh2 and that some elderly ,friends in ,philadelphia1 knowing the ,time of my expecting to set off1 had conferred together1 and thought good to inform me of these ,things1 before ,i left ,home1 that ,i might consider them1 and proceed as ,i believed best2 so ,i1 going again to ,bed1 told not my ,wife till ,morning4 ,my ,heart was turned to the ,lord for his heavenly ,instruction2 and it was an humbling ,time to me4 ,when ,i told my dear ,wife1 she appeared to be deeply concerned about it2 but1 in a few ,hours ,time1 my ,mind became settled in a ,belief1 that it was my ,duty to proceed on my ,journey2 and she bore it with a good ,degree of ,resignation4 ,in this ,conflict of ,spirit1 there were great ,searchings of ,heart1 and strong ,cries to the ,lord1 that no ,motion might be1 in the least ,degree1 attended to1 but that of the pure ,spirit of ,truth4 ,the ,subjects before-mentioned1 on which ,i had so lately spoken in publick1 were now very fresh before me2 and ,i was brought inwardly to commit myself to the ,lord1 to be disposed of as he saw best4 ,so ,i took ,leave of my ,family and ,neighbours1 in much ,bowedness of ,spirit1 and went to our ,monthly-meeting at ,burlington2 and1 after taking ,leave of ,friends there1 ,i crossed the ,river1 accompanied by my ,friends1 ,,israel and ,,john ,,pemberton2 and1 parting the next ,morning with ,,israel1 ,,john bore me ,company to ,,samuel ,,foulk',s1 where ,i met the before-mentioned ,indians1 and we were glad to see each other3 ,here my ,friend1 ,,benjamin ,,parvin1 met me1 and proposed joining as a ,companion1 we having passed some ,letters before on the ,subject2 and now1 on his ,account1 ,i had a sharp ,trial2 for1 as the ,journey appeared perilous1 ,i thought1 if he went chiefly to bear me ,company1 and we should be taken ,captive1 my having been the ,means of drawing him into these ,difficulties would add to my own ,afflictions3 ,so ,i told him my ,mind freely1 and let him know that ,i was resigned to go alone2 but1 after all1 if he really believed it to be his ,duty to go on1 ,i believed his ,company would be very comfortable to me3 ,it was indeed a ,time of deep ,exercise1 and ,,benjamin appeared to be so fastened to the ,visit1 that he could not be easy to leave me2 so we went on1 accompanied by our ,friends1 ,,john ,,pemberton1 and ,,william ,,lightfoot of ,pikeland1 and lodged at ,bethlehem2 and there1 parting with ,,john1 ,,william and we went forward on the ninth ,day of the sixth ,month1 and got ,lodging on the ,floor of a ,house1 about five ,miles from ,fort-,allen3 ,here we parted with ,,william2 and at this ,place we met with an ,indian ,trader1 lately come from ,wioming2 and1 in ,conversation with him1 ,i perceived that many white ,people do often sell ,rum to the ,indians1 which1 ,i believe1 is a great ,evil2 first1 they being thereby deprived of the ,use of their ,reason1 and their ,spirits violently agitated1 ,quarrels often arise1 which end in ,mischief2 and the ,bitterness and ,resentments1 occasioned hereby1 are frequently of long ,continuance2 ,again1 their ,skins and ,furs1 gotten through much ,fatigue and hard ,travels in ,hunting1 with which they intended to buy ,clothing1 when they become intoxicated1 they often sell at a low ,rate for more ,rum2 and afterward1 when they suffer for want of the ,necessaries of ,life1 are angry with those who1 for the ,sake of ,gain1 took the ,advantage of their ,weakness3 ,of this their ,chiefs have often complained1 at their ,treaties with the ,english4 ,where cunning ,people pass ,counterfeits1 and impose that on others which is good for nothing1 it is considered as a ,wickedness2 but1 to sell that to ,people which we know does them ,harm1 and which often works their ,ruin1 for the ,sake of ,gain1 manifests a hardened and corrupt ,heart1 and is an ,evil1 which demands the ,care of all true ,lovers of ,virtue to suppress3 ,and while my ,mind1 this ,evening1 was thus employed1 ,i also remembered1 that the ,people on the ,frontiers1 among whom this ,evil is too common1 are often poor2 who venture to the ,outside of a ,colony1 that they may live more independent on such as are wealthy1 who often set high ,rents on their ,land3 ,being renewedly confirmed in a ,belief1 that1 if all our ,inhabitants lived according to sound ,wisdom1 labouring to promote universal ,love and ,righteousness1 and ceased from every inordinate ,desire after ,wealth1 and from all ,customs which are tinctured with ,luxury1 the ,way would be easy for our ,inhabitants1 though much more numerous than at present1 to live comfortably on honest ,employments1 without having that ,temptation they are often under of being drawn into ,schemes to make ,settlements on ,lands which have not been purchased of the ,indians1 or of applying to that wicked ,practice of selling ,rum to them4 ,on the tenth ,day of the ,month we set out early in the ,morning1 and crossed the ,western ,branch of ,delaware1 called the ,great ,lehie1 near ,fort-,allen2 the ,water being high1 we went over in a ,canoe3 ,here we met an ,indian1 and had some friendly ,conversation with him1 and gave him some ,biscuit2 and he having killed a ,deer1 gave the ,indians with us some of it3 ,then1 after travelling some ,miles1 we met several ,indian ,men and ,women with a ,cow and ,horse1 and some ,household ,goods1 who were lately come from their ,dwelling at ,wioming1 and going to settle at another ,place2 we made them some small ,presents1 and1 some of them understanding ,english1 ,i told them my ,motive in coming into their ,country1 with which they appeared satisfied3 ,and1 one of our ,guides talking a ,while with an ancient ,woman concerning us1 the poor old ,woman came to my ,companion and me1 and took her ,leave of us with an ,appearance of sincere ,affection4 ,so1 going on1 we pitched our ,tent near the ,banks of the same ,river1 having laboured hard in crossing some of those ,mountains called the ,blue-,ridge2 and1 by the ,roughness of the ,stones1 and the ,cavities between them1 and the ,steepness of the ,hills1 it appeared dangerous2 but we were preserved in ,safety1 through the ,kindness of him1 whose ,works in those mountainous ,desarts appeared awful3 ,toward whom my ,heart was turned during this ,day's ,travel4 ,near our ,tent1 on the ,sides of large ,trees peeled for that ,purpose1 were various ,representations of ,men going to1 and returning from the ,wars1 and of some killed in ,battle2 this being a ,path heretofore used by ,warriours3 ,and1 as ,i walked about viewing those ,indian ,histories1 which were painted mostly in red1 but some in black2 and thinking on the innumerable ,afflictions which the proud1 fierce1 ,spirit produceth in the ,world2 thinking on the ,toils and ,fatigues of ,warriours1 travelling over ,mountains and ,desarts2 thinking on their ,miseries and ,distresses when wounded far from ,home by their ,enemies2 and of their ,bruises and great ,weariness in chasing one another over the ,rocks and ,mountains2 and of their restless1 unquiet1 ,state of ,mind1 who live in this ,spirit2 and of the ,hatred which mutually grows up in the ,minds of the ,children of those ,nations engaged in ,war with each other3 ,during these ,meditations1 the ,desire to cherish the ,spirit of ,love and ,peace amongst these ,people arose very fresh in me4 ,this was the first ,night that we lodged in the ,woods2 and1 being wet with travelling in the ,rain1 the ,ground1 our ,tent1 and the ,bushes1 which we proposed to lay under our ,blankets1 being also wet1 all looked discouraging2 but ,i believed1 that it was the ,lord who had thus far brought me forward1 and that he would dispose of me as he saw good2 and therein ,i felt easy3 ,so we kindled a ,fire1 with our ,tent open to it2 and1 with some ,bushes next the ,ground1 and then our ,blankets1 we made our ,bed1 and1 lying down1 got some ,sleep2 and1 in the ,morning1 feeling a little unwell1 ,i went into the ,river2 the ,water was cold1 but soon after ,i felt fresh and well4 ,the eleventh ,day of the sixth ,month1 the ,bushes being wet1 we tarried in our ,tent till about eight o',clock2 when1 going on1 we crossed a high ,mountain supposed to be upwards of four ,miles over2 the ,steepness on the ,north ,side exceeding all the others4 ,we also crossed two ,swamps1 and1 it raining near ,night1 we pitched our ,tent and lodged4 ,about ,noon1 on our ,way1 we were overtaken by one of the ,moravian ,brethren1 going to ,wehaloosing1 and an ,indian ,man with him1 who could talk ,english2 and we1 being together while our ,horses ate ,grass1 had some friendly ,conversation2 but they1 travelling faster than we1 soon left us4 ,this ,moravian1 ,i understood1 had spent some ,time this ,spring at ,wehaloosing1 and was1 by some of the ,indians1 invited to come again4 ,the twelfth ,day of the sixth ,month1 and first of the ,week1 it being a rainy ,day1 we continued in our ,tent2 and here ,i was led to think on the ,nature of the ,exercise which hath attended me3 ,love was the first ,motion1 and thence a ,concern arose to spend some ,time with the ,indians1 that ,i might feel and understand their ,life1 and the ,spirit they live in1 if haply ,i might receive some ,instruction from them1 or they be in any ,degree helped forward by my following the ,leadings of ,truth amongst them3 ,and1 as it pleased the ,lord to make ,way for my going at a ,time when the ,troubles of ,war were increasing1 and when1 by ,reason of much wet ,weather1 ,travelling was more difficult than usual at that ,season1 ,i looked upon it as a more favourable ,opportunity to season my ,mind1 and bring me into a nearer ,sympathy with them3 ,and1 as mine ,eye was to the great ,father of ,mercies1 humbly desiring to learn what his ,will was concerning me1 ,i was made quiet and content4 ,our ,guide's ,horse1 though hoppled1 went away in the ,night2 after finding our own1 and searching some ,time for him1 his ,footsteps were discovered in the ,path going back again1 whereupon my kind ,companion went off in the ,rain1 and1 about seven ,hours after1 returned with him3 ,and here we lodged again2 tying up our ,horses before we went to ,bed1 and loosing them to feed about ,break of ,day4 ,on the thirteenth ,day of the sixth ,month1 the ,sun appearing1 we set forward2 and1 as ,i rode over the barren ,hills1 my ,meditations were on the ,alterations of the ,circumstances of the ,natives of this ,land since the ,coming in of the ,english4 ,the ,lands near the ,sea are conveniently situated for fishing2 the ,lands near the ,rivers1 where the ,tides flow1 and some above1 are in many ,places fertile1 and not mountainous2 while the ,running of the ,tides makes passing up and down easy with any ,kind of ,traffic4 ,those ,natives have1 in some ,places1 for trifling ,considerations1 sold their ,inheritance so favourably situated2 and1 in other ,places1 been driven back by superior ,force3 ,so that in many ,places1 as their ,way of clothing themselves is now altered from what it was1 and they1 far remote from us1 have to pass over ,mountains1 ,swamps1 and barren ,desarts1 ,travelling is very troublesome1 in bringing their ,skins and ,furs to trade with us4 ,by the extending of ,english ,settlements1 and partly by ,english ,hunters1 the wild ,beasts1 they chiefly depend on for a ,subsistance1 are not so plenty as they were2 and ,people too often1 for the ,sake of ,gain1 open a ,door for them to waste their ,skins and ,furs1 in purchasing a ,liquor which tends to the ,ruin of them and their ,families4 ,my own ,will and ,desires were now very much broken1 and my ,heart1 with much ,earnestness1 turned to the ,lord1 to whom alone ,i looked for ,help in the ,dangers before me4 ,i had a ,prospect of the ,english along the ,coast1 for upwards of nine hundred ,miles1 where ,i had travelled2 and the favourable ,situation of the ,english1 and the ,difficulties attending the ,natives in many ,places1 and the ,negroes1 were open before me2 and a weighty and heavenly ,care came over my ,mind1 and ,love filled my ,heart toward all ,mankind1 in which ,i felt a strong ,engagement1 that we might be obedient to the ,lord1 while1 in tender ,mercies1 he is yet calling to us2 and so attend to pure universal ,righteousness1 as to give no just ,cause of ,offence to the ,gentiles1 who do not profess ,christianity1 whether the ,blacks from ,africa1 or the native ,inhabitants of this ,continent3 ,and here ,i was led into a close laborious ,enquiry1 whether ,i1 as an ,individual1 kept clear from all ,things which tended to stir up1 or were connected with ,wars1 either in this ,land or ,africa2 and my ,heart was deeply concerned1 that1 in future1 ,i might in all ,things keep steadily to the pure ,truth1 and live and walk in the ,plainness and ,simplicity of a sincere ,follower of ,christ4 ,and1 in this lonely ,journey1 ,i did1 this ,day1 greatly bewail the ,spreading of a wrong ,spirit1 believing1 that the prosperous1 convenient1 ,situation of the ,english1 requires a constant ,attention to divine ,love and ,wisdom to guide and support us in a ,way answerable to the ,will of that good1 gracious1 and almighty ,being1 who hath an equal ,regard to all ,mankind3 ,and1 here1 ,luxury and ,covetousness1 with the numerous ,oppressions1 and other ,evils attending them1 appeared very afflicting to me2 and ,i felt in that which is immutable1 that the ,seeds of great ,calamity and ,desolation are sown and growing fast on this ,continent3 ,nor have ,i ,words sufficient to set forth that ,longing ,i then felt1 that we1 who are placed along the ,coast1 and have tasted the ,love and ,goodness of ,god1 might arise in his ,strength2 and1 like faithful ,messengers1 labour to check the ,growth of these ,seeds1 that they may not ripen to the ,ruin of our ,posterity4 ,we reached the ,indian ,settlement at ,wioming2 and here we were told1 that an ,indian ,runner had been at that ,place a ,day or two before us1 and brought ,news of the ,indians taking an ,english ,fort westward1 and destroying the ,people1 and that they were endeavouring to take another2 and also1 that another ,indian ,runner came there about the ,middle of the ,night before we got there1 who came from a ,town about ten ,miles above ,wehaloosing1 and brought ,news1 that some ,indian ,warriours1 from distant ,parts1 came to that ,town with two ,english ,scalps1 and told the ,people1 that it was ,war with the ,english4 ,our ,guides took us to the ,house of a very ancient ,man2 and1 soon after we had put in our ,baggage1 there came a ,man from another ,indian ,house some ,distance off2 and ,i1 perceiving there was a ,man near the ,door1 went out2 and1 having a ,tomahawk wrapped under his ,matchcoat out of ,sight1 as ,i approached him1 he took it in his ,hand2 ,i1 however1 went forward1 and1 speaking to him in a friendly ,way1 perceived he understood some ,english3 ,my ,companion then coming out1 we had some ,talk with him concerning the ,nature of our ,visit in these ,parts2 and then he going into the ,house with us1 and talking with our ,guides1 soon appeared friendly1 and sat down and smoked his ,pipe4 ,though his taking his ,hatchet in his ,hand1 at the ,instant ,i drew near to him1 had a disagreeable ,appearance1 ,i believe he had no other ,intent than to be in ,readiness in case any ,violence was offered to him4 ,hearing the ,news brought by these ,indian ,runners1 and being told by the ,indians where we lodged1 that what ,indians were about ,wioming expected1 in a few ,days1 to move to some larger ,towns1 ,i thought that1 to all outward ,appearance1 it was dangerous ,travelling at this ,time2 and was1 after a hard ,day's ,journey1 brought into a painful ,exercise at ,night1 in which ,i had to trace back1 and view over the ,steps ,i had taken from my first ,moving in the ,visit2 and though ,i had to bewail some ,weakness which1 at ,times1 had attended me1 yet ,i could not find that ,i had ever given way to a wilful ,disobedience3 ,and then1 as ,i believed ,i had1 under a ,sense of ,duty1 come thus far1 ,i was now earnest in ,spirit1 beseeching the ,lord to shew me what ,i ought to do4 ,in this great ,distress ,i grew jealous of myself1 lest the ,desire of ,reputation1 as a ,man firmly settled to persevere through ,dangers1 or the ,fear of ,disgrace arising on my returning without performing the ,visit1 might have some ,place in me3 ,thus ,i lay1 full of ,thoughts1 great ,part of the ,night1 while my beloved ,companion lay and slept by me2 till the ,lord1 my gracious ,father1 who saw the ,conflicts of my ,soul1 was pleased to give ,quietness3 ,then ,i was again strengthened to commit my ,life1 and all ,things relating thereto1 into his heavenly ,hands2 and1 getting a little ,sleep toward ,day1 when ,morning came we arose4 ,on the fourteenth ,day of the sixth ,month1 we sought out and visited all the ,indians hereabout that we could meet with2 they being chiefly in one ,place1 about a ,mile from where we lodged1 in all perhaps twenty4 ,here ,i expressed the ,care ,i had on my ,mind for their ,good2 and told them1 that true ,love had made me willing thus to leave my ,family to come and see the ,indians1 and speak with them in their ,houses4 ,some of them appeared kind and friendly4 ,so we took our ,leave of these ,indians1 and went up the ,river ,susquehannah1 about three ,miles1 to the ,house of an ,indian1 called ,,jacob ,,january1 who had killed his ,hog2 and the ,women were making store of ,bread1 and preparing to move up the ,river4 ,here our ,pilots left their ,canoe when they came down in the ,spring1 which lying dry1 was leaky2 so that we1 being detained some ,hours1 had a good deal of friendly ,conversation with the ,family2 and1 eating ,dinner with them1 we made them some small ,presents4 ,then1 putting our ,baggage in the ,canoe1 some of them pushed slowly up the ,stream1 and the rest of us rode our ,horses2 and swimming them over a ,creek1 called ,lahawahamunk1 we pitched our ,tent a little above it1 there being a ,shower in the ,evening3 ,and1 in a ,sense of ,god's ,goodness in helping me in my ,distress1 sustaining me under ,trials1 and inclining my ,heart to trust in him1 ,i lay down in an humble bowed ,frame of ,mind1 and had a comfortable ,night's ,lodging4 ,on the fifteenth ,day of the sixth ,month1 we proceeded forward till the ,afternoon2 when1 a ,storm appearing1 we met our ,canoe at an appointed ,place2 and1 the ,rain continuing1 we stayed all ,night1 which was so heavy1 that it beat through our ,tent1 and wet us and our ,baggage4 ,on the sixteenth ,day1 we found1 on our ,way1 abundance of ,trees blown down with the ,storm the ,day before2 and had ,occasion reverently to consider the kind ,dealings of the ,lord1 who provided a safe ,place for us in a ,valley1 while this ,storm continued4 ,by the falling of abundance of ,trees across our ,path1 we were much hindered1 and in some ,swamps our ,way was so stopped1 that we got through with extreme ,difficulty4 ,i had this ,day often to consider myself as a ,sojourner in this ,world2 and a ,belief in the ,all-sufficiency of ,god to support his ,people in their ,pilgrimage felt comfortable to me2 and ,i was industriously employed to get to a ,state of perfect ,resignation4 ,we seldom saw our ,canoe but at appointed ,places1 by reason of the ,path going off from the ,river2 and1 this ,afternoon1 ,,job ,,chilaway1 an ,indian from ,wehaloosing1 who talks good ,english1 and is acquainted with several ,people in and about ,philadelphia1 met our ,people on the ,river2 and1 understanding where we expected to lodge1 pushed back about six ,miles1 and came to us after ,night2 and in a ,while our own ,canoe came1 it being hard ,work pushing up ,stream4 ,,job told us1 that an ,indian came in ,haste to their ,town yesterday1 and told them1 that three ,warriours1 coming from some ,distance1 lodged in a ,town above ,wehaloosing a few ,nights past2 and that these three ,men were going against the ,english at ,juniata4 ,,job was going down the ,river to the ,province-store at ,shamokin4 ,though ,i was so far favoured with ,health as to continue travelling1 yet1 through the various ,difficulties in our ,journey1 and the different ,way of living from what ,i had been used to1 ,i grew sick2 and the ,news of these ,warriours being on their ,march so near us1 and not knowing whether we might not fall in with them1 was a fresh ,trial of my ,faith2 and though1 through the ,strength of divine ,love1 ,i had several ,times been enabled to commit myself to the divine ,disposal1 ,i still found the ,want of my ,strength to be renewed1 that ,i might persevere therein2 and my ,cries for ,help were put up to the ,lord1 who1 in great ,mercy1 gave me a resigned ,heart1 in which ,i found ,quietness4 ,on the seventeenth ,day1 parting from ,,job ,,chilaway1 we went on1 and reached ,wehaloosing about the ,middle of the ,afternoon1 and the first ,indian that we saw was a ,woman of a modest ,countenance1 with a ,bible1 who first spake to our ,guide2 and then1 with a harmonious ,voice1 expressed her ,gladness at seeing us1 having before heard of our ,coming3 ,then1 by the ,direction of our ,guide1 we sat down on a ,log2 and he went to the ,town1 to tell the ,people we were come4 ,my ,companion and ,i sitting thus together1 in a deep inward ,stillness1 the poor ,woman came and sat near us2 and1 great ,awfulness coming over us1 we rejoiced in a ,sense of ,god's ,love manifested to our poor ,souls4 ,after a ,while1 we heard a ,conkshell blow several ,times1 and then came ,,john ,,curtis1 and another ,indian ,man1 who kindly invited us into a ,house near the ,town1 where we found1 ,i suppose1 about sixty ,people sitting in ,silence2 and1 after sitting a short ,time1 ,i stood up1 and in some ,tenderness of ,spirit acquainted them with the ,nature of my ,visit1 and that a ,concern for their ,good had made me willing to come thus far to see them2 all in a few short ,sentences1 which some of them understanding interpreted to the others1 and there appeared ,gladness amongst them4 ,then ,i shewed them my ,certificate1 which was explained to them2 and the ,moravian1 who overtook us on the ,way1 being now here1 bade me welcome4 ,on the eighteenth ,day3 ,we rested ourselves this ,forenoon2 and the ,indians1 knowing that the ,moravian and ,i were of different religious ,societies1 and as some of their ,people had encouraged him to come and stay a ,while with them1 were1 ,i believe1 concerned that no ,jarring or ,discord might be in their ,meetings3 ,and they1 ,i suppose1 having conferred together1 acquainted me1 that the ,people1 at my ,request1 would1 at any ,time1 come together1 and hold ,meetings2 and also told me1 that they expected the ,moravian would speak in their settled ,meetings1 which are commonly held ,morning and near ,evening4 ,so ,i found ,liberty in my ,heart to speak to the ,moravian1 and told him of the ,care ,i felt on my ,mind for the ,good of these ,people2 and that ,i believed no ill ,effects would follow it1 if ,i sometimes spake in their ,meetings when ,love engaged me thereto1 without calling them together at ,times when they did not meet of course3 ,whereupon he expressed his ,good-will toward my speaking1 at any ,time1 all that ,i found in my ,heart to say3 ,so1 near ,evening1 ,i was at their ,meeting1 where the pure ,gospel-love was felt1 to the tendering some of our ,hearts2 and the ,interpreters1 endeavouring to acquaint the ,people with what ,i said in short ,sentences1 found some ,difficulty1 as none of them were quite perfect in the ,english and ,delaware ,tongues2 so they helped one another1 and we laboured along1 divine ,love attending3 ,and afterwards1 feeling my ,mind covered with the ,spirit of ,prayer1 ,i told the ,interpreters that ,i found it in my ,heart to pray to ,god1 and believed1 if ,i prayed aright1 he would hear me1 and expressed my ,willingness for them to omit interpreting2 so our ,meeting ended with a ,degree of divine ,love3 ,and1 before the ,people went out1 ,i observed ,,papunehang 7the ,man who had been zealous in labouring for a ,reformation in that ,town1 being then very tender7 spoke to one of the ,interpreters2 and ,i was afterwards told that he said in ,substance as follows3 ,i love to feel where ,words come from4 ,on the nineteenth ,day1 and first of the ,week3 ,this ,morning1 in the ,meeting1 the ,indian1 who came with the ,moravian1 being also a ,member of that ,society1 prayed2 and then the ,moravian spake a short ,time to the ,people3 ,and1 in the ,afternoon1 they coming together1 and my ,heart being filled with a heavenly ,care for their ,good1 ,i spake to them a ,while by ,interpreters2 but none of them being perfect in the ,work1 and ,i1 feeling the ,current of ,love run strong1 told the ,interpreters1 that ,i believed some of the ,people would understand me1 and so ,i proceeded3 ,in which ,exercise ,i believe the ,holy ,ghost wrought on some ,hearts to ,edification1 where all the ,words were not understood1 ,i looked upon it as a ,time of divine ,favour1 and my ,heart was tendered and truly thankful before the ,lord2 and1 after ,i sat down1 one of the ,interpreters seemed spirited to give the ,indians the ,substance of what ,i had said4 ,before our first ,meeting1 this ,morning1 ,i was led to meditate on the manifold ,difficulties of these ,indians1 who1 by the ,permission of the six ,nations1 dwell in these ,parts2 and a near ,sympathy with them was raised in me2 and1 my ,heart being enlarged in the ,love of ,christ1 ,i thought that the affectionate ,care of a good ,man for his only ,brother in ,affliction does not exceed what ,i then felt for that ,people4 ,i came to this ,place through much ,trouble2 and though1 through the ,mercies of ,god1 ,i believed1 that if ,i died in the ,journey1 it would be well with me2 yet the ,thoughts of falling into the ,hands of ,indian ,warriours were1 in ,times of ,weakness1 afflicting to me2 and1 being of a tender ,constitution of ,body1 the ,thoughts of ,captivity amongst them were1 at ,times1 grievous2 as supposing1 that they being strong and hardy1 might demand ,service of me beyond what ,i could well bear2 but the ,lord alone was my ,keeper2 and ,i believed1 if ,i went into ,captivity1 it would be for some good ,end3 ,and thus1 from ,time to ,time1 my ,mind was centered in ,resignation1 in which ,i always found ,quietness4 ,and now1 this ,day1 though ,i had the same dangerous ,wilderness between me and ,home1 ,i was inwardly joyful that the ,lord had strengthened me to come on this ,visit1 and manifested a fatherly ,care over me in my poor lowly ,condition1 when in mine own ,eyes ,i appeared inferior to many amongst the ,indians4 ,when the last-mentioned ,meeting was ended1 it being ,night1 ,,papunehang went to ,bed2 and1 one of the ,interpreters sitting by me1 ,i observed ,,papunehang spoke with an harmonious ,voice1 ,i suppose a ,minute or two2 and1 asking the ,interpreter1 ,i was told1 that ,he was expressing his ,thankfulness to ,god for the ,favours he had received that ,day2 and prayed that he would continue to favour him with that same1 which he had experienced in that ,meeting4 ,and though ,,papunehang had before agreed to receive the ,moravian1 and join with them1 he still appeared kind and loving to us4 ,on the twentieth ,day ,i was at two ,meetings1 and silent in them4 ,the twenty-first ,day3 ,this ,morning1 in ,meeting1 my ,heart was enlarged in pure ,love amongst them1 and1 in short plain ,sentences1 ,i expressed several ,things that rested upon me1 which one of the ,interpreters gave the ,people pretty readily2 after which1 the ,meeting ended in ,supplication1 and ,i had ,cause humbly to acknowledge the ,loving-kindness of the ,lord towards us2 and then ,i believed that a ,door remained open for the faithful ,disciples of ,jesus ,christ to labour amongst these ,people4 ,i now feeling my ,mind at ,liberty to return1 took my ,leave of them in general1 at the ,conclusion of what ,i said in ,meeting2 and so we prepared to go homeward3 ,but some of their most active ,men told us1 that1 when we were ready to move1 the ,people would choose to come and shake ,hands with us2 which those who usually come to ,meeting did3 ,and1 from a secret ,draught in my ,mind1 ,i went amongst some who did not use to go to ,meeting1 and took my ,leave of them also3 ,and the ,moravian and his ,indian ,interpreter appeared respectful to us at parting4 ,this ,town stands on the ,bank of ,susquehannah1 and consists1 ,i believe1 of about forty ,houses1 mostly compact together2 some about thirty feet long1 and eighteen wide1 some bigger1 some less2 mostly built of split ,plank1 one ,end set in the ,ground1 and the other pinned to a ,plate1 on which lay ,rafters1 and covered with ,bark4 ,i understand a great ,flood last ,winter overflowed the chief ,part of the ,ground where the ,town stands2 and some were now about moving their ,houses to higher ,ground4 ,we expected only two ,indians to be our ,company2 but1 when we were ready to go1 we found many of them were going to ,bethlehem with ,skins and ,furs1 who chose to go in ,company with us3 ,so they loaded two ,canoes1 which they desired us to go in1 telling us1 that the ,waters were so raised with the ,rains1 that the ,horses should be taken by such as were better acquainted with the ,fording-places3 ,so we1 with several ,indians1 went in the ,canoes1 and others went on ,horses1 there being seven besides ours4 ,and we meeting with the ,horsemen once on the ,way by ,appointment1 and that near ,night1 a little below a ,branch called ,tankhannah1 we lodged there2 and some of the young ,men going out a little before ,dusk with their ,guns1 brought in a ,deer4 ,on the twenty-second ,day1 through ,diligence1 we reached ,wioming before ,night1 and understood the ,indians were mostly gone from this ,place3 ,here we went up a small ,creek into the ,woods with our ,canoes1 and1 pitching our ,tent1 carried out our ,baggage2 and before ,dark our ,horses came to us4 ,on the twenty-third ,day in the ,morning their ,horses were loaded1 and we prepared our ,baggage1 and so set forward1 being in all fourteen2 and with diligent ,travelling1 were favoured to get near half-way to ,fort-,allen4 ,the ,land on this ,road from ,wioming to our ,frontier being mostly poor1 and good ,grass scarce1 they chose a ,piece of low ,ground to lodge on1 as the best for grazing2 and ,i1 having sweated much in ,travelling1 and being weary1 slept sound2 ,i perceived in the ,night that ,i had taken ,cold1 of which ,i was favoured to get better soon4 ,on the twenty-fourth ,day we passed ,fort-,allen1 and lodged near it in the ,woods4 ,having forded the westerly ,branch of ,delaware three ,times1 we thereby had a shorter ,way1 and missed going over the ,top of the ,blue ,mountains1 called the second ,ridge4 ,in the second ,time fording1 where the ,river cuts through the ,mountain1 the ,waters being rapid1 and pretty deep1 and my ,companion's ,mare being a tall1 tractable ,animal1 he sundry ,times drove her back through the ,river1 and they loaded her with the ,burthens of some small ,horses1 which they thought not sufficient to come through with their ,loads4 ,the ,troubles westward1 and the ,difficulty for ,indians to pass through our ,frontier1 ,i apprehend1 was one ,reason why so many came2 as expecting that our being in ,company would prevent the outside ,inhabitants from being surprised4 ,on the twenty-fifth ,day we reached ,bethlehem1 taking ,care on the ,way to keep foremost1 and to acquaint ,people on and near the ,road who these ,indians were3 ,this we found very needful2 for the ,frontier ,inhabitants were often alarmed at the ,report of ,english being killed by ,indians westward4 ,amongst our ,company were some whom ,i did not remember to have seen at ,meeting1 and some of these1 at first1 were very reserved2 but1 we being several ,days together1 and behaving friendly toward them1 and making them suitable ,returns for the ,services they did us1 they became more free and social4 ,on the twenty-sixth ,day and first of the ,week1 having carefully endeavoured to settle all ,affairs with the ,indians relative to our ,journey1 we took ,leave of them1 and ,i thought they generally parted with us affectionately2 so we1 getting to ,richland1 had a very comfortable ,meeting amongst our ,friends3 ,here ,i parted with my kind ,friend and ,companion1 ,,benjamin ,,parvin2 and1 accompanied by my ,friend1 ,,samuel ,,foulk1 we rode to ,,john ,,cadwallader',s1 from whence ,i reached ,home the next ,day1 where ,i found my ,family middling well2 and they1 and my ,friends1 all along appeared glad to see me return from a ,journey which they apprehended dangerous3 ,but my ,mind1 while ,i was out1 had been so employed in striving for a perfect ,resignation1 and ,i had so often been confirmed in a ,belief1 that whatever the ,lord might be pleased to allot for me1 would work for ,good1 ,i was careful lest ,i should admit any ,degree of ,selfishness in being glad over much1 and laboured to improve by those ,trials in such a ,manner as my gracious ,father and ,protector intends for me4 ,between the ,english ,inhabitants and ,wehaloosing we had only a narrow ,path1 which in many ,places is much grown up with ,bushes1 and interrupted by abundance of ,trees lying across it2 these1 together with the ,mountains1 ,swamps1 and rough ,stones1 make it a difficult ,road to travel2 and the more so1 for that ,rattle-snakes abound there1 of which we killed four3 ,people1 who have never been in such ,places1 have but an imperfect ,idea of them2 but ,i was not only taught ,patience1 but also made thankful to ,god1 who thus led me about and instructed me1 that ,i might have a quick and lively ,feeling of the ,afflictions of my ,fellow-creatures1 whose ,situation in ,life is difficult4 ,,chapter ,,ix ,his religious ,conversation with a ,company met to see the ,tricks of a ,juggler--,his ,account of ,,john ,,smith',s ,advice1 and of the ,proceedings of a ,committee1 at the ,yearly-meeting in #agfd--;,contemplations on the ,nature of true ,wisdom1 occasioned by hearing of the ,cruelty of the ,indians to their ,captives--,his visiting the ,families of ,friends at ,mount-,holly1 ,mansfield1 and ,burlington1 in #agfd1 and the ,meetings on the ,sea-,coast1 from ,cape-,may1 toward ,squan1 in #agfe--;,his ,visit to the lower ,counties on ,delaware1 and the eastern ,shore of ,maryland1 in #agff1 in ,company with ,,john ,,sleeper2 with some ,account of ,,joseph ,,nichols and his ,followers2 and ,observations on the different ,state of the first ,settlers in ,pennsylvania1 who depended on their own ,labour1 and those of the southern ,provinces1 who kept ,negroes--,his visiting the northern ,parts of ,new-,jersey the same ,year1 and the western ,parts of ,maryland and ,pennsylvania in #agfg1 and afterwards other ,parts of ,pennsylvania1 and the ,families of ,friends at ,mount-,holly2 and again1 several ,parts of ,maryland in #agfh--;,farther ,considerations on keeping ,slaves2 and his ,concern for having formerly1 as an ,executor1 been ,party to the ,sale of one2 and what he did in ,consequence of it--,thoughts on ,friends exercising ,offices in civil ,government ,the latter ,part of the ,summer1 #agfc1 there came a ,man to ,mount-,holly1 who had before published1 by a printed ,advertisement1 that1 at a certain ,publick-house1 he would shew many wonderful ,operations1 which he therein enumerated4 ,this ,man1 at the ,time appointed1 did1 by slight of ,hand1 sundry ,things2 which1 to those gathered1 appeared strange4 ,the next ,day1 ,i1 hearing of it1 and understanding that the ,shew was to be continued the next ,night1 and the ,people to meet about ,sun-set1 felt an ,exercise on that ,account3 ,so ,i went to the ,publick-house in the ,evening1 and told the ,man of the ,house that ,i had an ,inclination to spend a ,part of the ,evening there2 with which he signified that he was content4 ,then1 sitting down by the ,door1 ,i spake to the ,people as they came together1 concerning this ,shew2 and1 more coming and sitting down with us1 the ,seats of the ,door were mostly filled2 and ,i had ,conversation with them in the ,fear of the ,lord1 and laboured to convince them that1 thus assembling to see those ,tricks or ,slights of ,hand1 and bestowing their ,money to support ,men1 who1 in that ,capacity1 were of no ,use in the ,world1 was contrary to the ,nature of the ,christian ,religion4 ,there was one of the ,company1 who1 for a ,time1 endeavoured1 by ,arguments1 to shew the ,reasonableness of their ,proceedings herein2 but1 after considering some ,texts of ,scripture1 and calmly debating the ,matter1 he gave up the ,point4 ,so1 having spent about an ,hour amongst them1 and feeling my ,mind easy1 ,i departed4 ,at our ,yearly-meeting at ,philadelphia1 on the twenty-fifth ,day of the ninth ,month1 #agfd1 ,,john ,,smith1 of ,marlborough1 aged upwards of eighty ,years1 a faithful ,minister1 though not eloquent1 stood up in our ,meeting of ,ministers and ,elders1 and1 appearing to be under a great ,exercise of ,spirit1 informed ,friends in ,substance as follows3 to wit1 ,that he had been a ,member of the ,society upwards of sixty ,years1 and well remembered1 that in those early ,times ,friends were a plain lowly-minded ,people2 and that there was much ,tenderness and ,contrition in their ,meetings4--,that1 at twenty ,years from that ,time1 the ,society1 increasing in ,wealth1 and in some ,degree conforming to the ,fashions of the ,world1 true ,humility was less apparent1 and their ,meetings1 in general1 not so lively and edifying4--,that1 at the ,end of forty ,years1 many of them were grown very rich2 that wearing of fine costly ,garments1 and using of silver 7and other7 ,watches1 became customary with them1 their ,sons and their ,daughters1 and many of the ,society made a specious ,appearance in the ,world2 which ,marks of outward ,wealth and ,greatness appeared on some in our ,meetings of ,ministers and ,elders2 and as these ,things became more prevalent1 so the powerful ,overshadowings of the ,holy ,ghost were less manifest in the ,society4--,that there had been a continued ,increase of these ,ways of ,life even until now2 and that the ,weakness which hath now overspread the ,society1 and the ,barrenness manifest amongst us1 are ,matter of much ,sorrow4 ,he then mentioned the ,uncertainty of his attending these ,meetings in future1 expecting his ,dissolution was now near2 and1 having tenderly expressed his ,concern for us1 signified that he had seen in the true ,light that the ,lord would bring back his ,people from these ,things into which they were thus degenerated2 but that his faithful ,servants must first go through great and heavy ,exercises therein4 ,on the twenty-ninth ,day1 the ,committee1 appointed by the ,yearly-meeting to visit the ,quarterly and ,monthly-meetings1 now gave an ,account in ,writing of their ,proceedings in that ,service2 in which they signified1 that1 in the ,course of it1 they had been apprehensive that some ,persons holding ,offices in ,government1 inconsistent with our ,principles1 and others1 who kept ,slaves1 remaining active ,members in our ,meetings of ,discipline1 had been one ,means of ,weakness more and more prevailing in the ,management thereof in some ,places4 ,after this ,report was read1 an ,exercise revived on my ,mind1 which1 at ,times1 had attended me several ,years1 and inward ,cries to the ,lord were raised in me1 that the ,fear of ,man might not prevent me from doing what he required of me2 and standing up1 ,i spake in ,substance as follows3 ,i have felt a ,tenderness in my ,mind1 towards ,persons1 in two ,circumstances mentioned in that ,report2 that is1 toward such active ,members as keep ,slaves1 and such as hold ,offices in civil ,government2 and have desired1 that ,friends1 in all their ,conduct1 may be kindly affectioned one toward another4 ,many ,friends1 who keep ,slaves1 are under some ,exercise on that ,account2 and1 at ,times1 think about trying them with ,freedom2 but find many ,things in their ,way3 ,and the ,way of ,living1 and annual ,expences of some of them1 are such1 that it seems impracticable for them to set their ,slaves free1 without changing their own ,way of ,life4 ,it has been my ,lot to be often abroad2 and ,i have observed in some ,places1 at ,quarterly and ,yearly-meetings1 and at some ,houses where travelling ,friends and their ,horses are often entertained1 that the yearly ,expence of ,individuals therein is very considerable3 ,and ,friends1 in some ,places1 crouding much on ,persons in these ,circumstances for ,entertainment1 hath often rested as a ,burthen on my ,mind for some ,years past2 and ,i now express it in the ,fear of the ,lord1 greatly desiring that ,friends now present may duly consider it4 ,in the ,fall of this ,year1 having hired a ,man to work1 ,i perceived1 in ,conversation1 that he had been a ,soldier in the late ,war on this ,continent2 and1 in the ,evening1 giving a ,narrative of his ,captivity amongst the ,indians1 he informed me that he saw two of his ,fellow-captives tortured to ,death in a very cruel ,manner4 ,this ,relation affected me with ,sadness1 under which ,i went to ,bed2 and1 the next ,morning1 soon after ,i awoke1 a fresh and living ,sense of divine ,love was spread over my ,mind2 in which ,i had a renewed ,prospect of the ,nature of that ,wisdom from above1 which leads to a right ,use of all ,gifts1 both spiritual and temporal1 and gives ,content therein3 ,under a ,feeling thereof1 ,i wrote as follows3 ,hath he1 who gave me a ,being attended with many ,wants unknown to ,brute-creatures1 given me a ,capacity superior to theirs2 and shewn me1 that a moderate ,application to ,business is proper to my present ,condition2 and that this1 attended with his ,blessing1 may supply all outward ,wants1 while they remain within the ,bounds he hath fixed2 and no imaginary ,wants1 proceeding from an evil ,spirit1 have any ,place in me8 ,attend then1 ,o my ,soul6 to this pure ,wisdom1 as thy sure ,conductor through the manifold ,dangers in this ,world4 ,doth ,pride lead to ,vanity8 ,doth ,vanity form imaginary ,wants8 ,do these ,wants prompt ,men to exert their ,power in requiring that of others1 which they themselves would rather be excused from1 were the same required of them8 ,do these ,proceedings beget hard ,thoughts8 ,do hard ,thoughts1 when ripe1 become ,malice8 ,does ,malice1 when ripe1 become revengeful2 and1 in the ,end1 inflict terrible ,pains on their ,fellow-creatures1 and spread ,desolation in the ,world8 ,doth ,mankind1 walking in ,uprightness1 delight in each other's ,happiness8 ,and do these ,creatures1 capable of this ,attainment1 by giving way to an evil ,spirit1 employ their ,wit and ,strength to afflict and destroy one another8 ,remember then1 ,o my ,soul6 the ,quietude of those in whom ,christ governs1 and in all thy ,proceedings feel after it4 ,doth he condescend to bless thee with his ,presence8 ,to move and influence to ,action8 ,to dwell in thee1 and walk in thee8 ,remember then thy ,station1 as a ,being sacred to ,god2 accept of the ,strength freely offered thee2 and take heed that no ,weakness1 in conforming to expensive1 unwise1 and hard-hearted1 ,customs1 gendering to ,discord and ,strife1 be given way to4 ,doth he claim my ,body as his ,temple1 and graciously grant that ,i may be sacred to him8 ,o6 that ,i may prize this ,favour2 and that my whole ,life may be conformable to this ,character6 ,remember1 ,o my ,soul6 that the ,prince of ,peace is thy ,lord3 ,that he communicates his unmixed ,wisdom to his ,family2 that they1 living in perfect ,simplicity1 may give no just ,cause of ,offence to any ,creature1 but may walk as he walked4 ,having felt an ,openness in my ,heart toward visiting ,families in our own ,meeting1 and especially in the ,town of ,mount-,holly1 the ,place of my ,abode1 ,i mentioned it in our ,monthly-meeting the ,fore-part of the ,winter1 #agfd2 which being agreed to1 and several ,friends of our ,meeting being united in the ,exercise1 we proceeded therein2 and1 through divine ,favour1 were helped in the ,work1 so that it appeared to me as a fresh reviving of godly ,care amongst ,friends3 ,and1 the latter ,part of the same ,winter1 ,i joined my ,friend ,,william ,,jones1 in a ,visit to ,friends ,families in ,mansfield2 in which ,labour ,i had ,cause to admire the ,goodness of the ,lord towards us4 ,having felt my ,mind drawn toward a ,visit to ,friends along the ,sea-coast from ,cape-,may to near ,squan2 and also to visit some ,people in those ,parts1 amongst whom there is no settled ,worship2 ,i joined with my beloved ,friend1 ,,benjamin ,,jones1 in a ,visit there1 having ,friends ,unity therein3 ,and1 setting off the twenty-fourth ,day of the tenth ,month1 #agfe1 we had a prosperous and very satisfactory ,journey2 feeling1 at ,times1 through the ,goodness of the heavenly ,shepherd1 the ,gospel to flow freely toward a poor ,people scattered in those ,places3 ,and soon after our ,return1 ,i joined my ,friends1 ,,john ,,sleeper and ,,elizabeth ,,smith1 in visiting ,friends ,families at ,burlington1 there being at this ,time about fifty ,families of our ,society in that ,city2 and we had ,cause humbly to adore our heavenly ,father1 who baptized us into a ,feeling of the ,state of the ,people1 and strengthened us to labour in true ,gospel-love amongst them4 ,an ,exercise having1 at ,times1 for several ,years attended me1 in regard to paying a religious ,visit to ,friends on the eastern ,shore of ,maryland3 ,such was the ,nature of this ,exercise1 that ,i believed the ,lord moved me to travel on ,foot amongst them1 that1 by so travelling1 ,i might have a more lively ,feeling of the ,condition of the oppressed ,slaves1 set an ,example of ,lowliness before the ,eyes of their ,masters1 and be more out of the ,way of ,temptation to unprofitable ,converse4 ,the ,time now drawing near in which ,i believed it my ,duty to lay my ,concern before our ,monthly-meeting1 ,i perceived1 in ,conversation with my beloved ,friend1 ,,john ,,sleeper1 that he was under a ,concern to travel the same ,way1 and also to travel on ,foot in the ,form of a ,servant amongst them1 as he expressed it4 ,this he told me before he knew aught of my ,exercise4 ,we1 being thus drawn the same ,way1 laid our ,exercise and the ,nature of it before ,friends2 and1 obtaining ,certificates1 we set off the sixth ,day of the fifth ,month1 #agff2 and were at ,meetings with ,friends at ,wilmington1 ,duck-,creek1 ,little-,creek1 and ,motherkill2 my ,heart being sundry ,times tendered under the divine ,influence1 and enlarged in ,love toward the ,people amongst whom we travelled4 ,from ,motherkill1 we crossed the ,country about thirty-five ,miles to ,friends at ,tuckahoe in ,maryland1 and had a ,meeting there and at ,marshy-,creek4 ,at these1 our three last ,meetings1 were a considerable ,number of ,people1 ,followers of one ,,joseph ,,nichols1 a ,preacher2 who1 ,i understand1 is not in outward ,fellowship with any religious ,society of ,people1 but professeth nearly the same ,principles as our ,society doth1 and often travels up and down appointing ,meetings1 to which many ,people come4 ,i heard some ,friends speaking of some of their ,neighbours1 who had been irreligious ,people1 that were now his ,followers1 and were become sober well-behaved ,men and ,women4 ,some ,irregularities1 ,i hear1 have been amongst the ,people at several of his ,meetings2 but1 from the whole of what ,i have perceived1 ,i believe the ,man and some of his ,followers are honestly disposed1 but that skilful ,fathers are wanting amongst them3 ,from hence we went to ,choptank and ,third-,haven2 and thence to ,queen ,anne's4 ,the ,weather having some ,days past been hot and dry1 and we1 to attend ,meetings pursuant to ,appointment1 having travelled pretty steadily1 and had hard ,labour in ,meetings1 ,i grew weakly1 at which ,i was1 for a ,time1 discouraged2 but1 looking over our ,journey1 and thinking how the ,lord had supported our ,minds and ,bodies1 so that we got forward much faster than ,i expected before we came out1 ,i now saw that ,i had been in ,danger of too strongly desiring to get soon through the ,journey1 and that this bodily ,weakness1 now attending me1 was a ,kindness to me2 and then1 in ,contrition of ,spirit1 ,i became very thankful to my gracious ,father1 for this ,manifestation of his ,love2 and1 in humble ,submission to his ,will1 my ,trust was renewed in him4 ,on this ,part of our ,journey1 ,i had many ,thoughts on the different ,circumstances of ,friends1 who inhabit ,pennsylvania and ,jersey1 from those who dwell in ,maryland1 ,virginia1 and ,carolina4 ,pennsylvania and ,new-,jersey were settled by many ,friends1 who were convinced of our ,principles in ,england in ,times of ,suffering1 and1 coming over1 bought ,lands of the ,natives1 and applied themselves to ,husbandry in a peaceable ,way2 and many of their ,children were taught to labour for their ,living4 ,few ,friends1 ,i believe1 came from ,england to settle in any of these southern ,provinces2 but1 by the faithful ,labours of travelling ,friends in early ,times1 there were considerable ,convincements amongst the ,inhabitants of these ,parts4 ,here ,i remembered my reading of the warlike ,disposition of many of the first ,settlers in those ,provinces1 and of their numerous ,engagements with the ,natives1 in which much ,blood was shed1 even in the ,infancy of those ,colonies4 ,these ,people1 inhabiting those ,places1 being grounded in ,customs contrary to the pure ,truth1 when some of them were affected with the powerful preaching of the ,word of ,life1 and joined in ,fellowship with our ,society1 they had a great ,work to go through4 ,it is observable1 in the ,history of the ,reformation from ,popery1 that it had a gradual ,progress from ,age to ,age3 ,the ,uprightness of the first ,reformers1 in attending to the ,light and ,understanding given them1 opened the ,way for sincere-hearted ,people to proceed farther afterward2 and thus1 each one truly fearing ,god1 and labouring in those ,works of ,righteousness appointed for him in his ,day1 findeth ,acceptance with him3 ,though1 through the ,darkness of the ,times1 and the ,corruption of ,manners and ,customs1 some upright ,men have had little more for their ,day's ,work than to attend to the righteous ,principle in their ,minds1 as it related to their own ,conduct in ,life1 without pointing out to others the whole ,extent of that1 which the same ,principle would lead succeeding ,ages into4 ,thus1 for ,instance1 amongst an imperious warlike ,people1 supported by oppressed ,slaves1 some of these ,masters1 ,i suppose1 are awakened to feel and see their ,error2 and1 through sincere ,repentance1 cease from ,oppression1 and become like ,fathers to their ,servants2 shewing1 by their ,example1 a ,pattern of ,humility in living1 and ,moderation in governing1 for the ,instruction and ,admonition of their oppressing ,neighbours2 those1 without carrying the ,reformation farther1 ,i believe1 have found ,acceptance with the ,lord4 ,such was the ,beginning2 and those who succeeded them1 and have faithfully attended to the ,nature and ,spirit of the ,reformation1 have seen the ,necessity of proceeding forward1 and not only to instruct others1 by their ,example1 in governing well1 but also to use ,means to prevent their ,successors from having so much ,power to oppress others4 ,here ,i was renewedly confirmed in my ,mind1 that the ,lord 7whose tender ,mercies are over all his ,works1 and whose ,ear is open to the ,cries and ,groans of the ,oppressed7 is graciously moving on the ,hearts of ,people1 to draw them off from the ,desire of ,wealth1 and bring them into such an humble1 lowly1 ,way of ,living1 that they may see their ,way clearly1 to repair to the ,standard of true ,righteousness2 and not only break the ,yoke of ,oppression1 but know him to be their ,strength and ,support in a ,time of outward ,affliction4 ,we1 passing on1 crossed ,chester-,river2 and had a ,meeting there1 and at ,cecil and ,sassafras4 ,through my bodily ,weakness1 joined with a heavy ,exercise of ,mind1 it was to me an humbling ,dispensation1 and ,i had a very lively ,feeling of the ,state of the ,oppressed2 yet ,i often thought1 that what ,i suffered was little1 compared with the ,sufferings of the blessed ,jesus1 and many of his faithful ,followers2 and may say1 with ,thankfulness1 ,i was made content4 ,from ,sassafras we went pretty directly ,home1 where we found our ,families well2 and1 for several ,weeks after our ,return1 ,i had often to look over our ,journey3 ,and though it appeared to me as a small ,service1 and that some faithful ,messengers will yet have more bitter ,cups to drink in those southern ,provinces1 for ,christ's ,sake1 than we had2 yet ,i found ,peace in that ,i had been helped to walk in ,sincerity1 according to the ,understanding and ,strength given me4 ,on the thirteenth ,day of the eleventh ,month1 #agff1 with the ,unity of ,friends at our ,monthly-meeting1 in ,company with my beloved ,friend1 ,,benjamin ,,jones1 ,i set out on a ,visit to ,friends in the upper ,part of this ,province1 having had ,drawings of ,love in my ,heart that ,way a considerable ,time3 ,we travelled as far as ,hardwick2 and ,i had inward ,peace in my ,labours of ,love amongst them4 ,through the humbling ,dispensations of divine ,providence1 my ,mind hath been brought into a farther ,feeling of the ,difficulties of ,friends and their ,servants south-westward2 and being often engaged in ,spirit on their ,account1 ,i believed it my ,duty to walk into some ,parts of the western ,shore of ,maryland1 on a religious ,visit2 and1 having obtained a ,certificate from ,friends of our ,monthly-meeting1 ,i took my ,leave of my ,family under the heart-tendering ,operation of ,truth2 and1 on the twentieth ,day of the fourth ,month1 #agfg1 ,i rode to the ,ferry opposite to ,philadelphia1 and from thence walked to ,,william ,,horne',s1 at ,derby1 that ,evening2 and next ,day pursued my journey alone1 and reached ,concord week-day ,meeting4 ,discouragements and a ,weight of ,distress had1 at ,times1 attended me in this lonesome ,walk2 through which ,afflictions ,i was mercifully preserved3 ,and now1 sitting down with ,friends1 my ,mind was turned toward the ,lord1 to wait for his holy ,leadings2 who1 in infinite ,love1 was pleased to soften my ,heart into an humble ,contrition1 and did renewedly strengthen me to go forward2 so that to me it was a ,time of heavenly ,refreshment in a silent ,meeting4 ,the next ,day ,i came to ,new-,garden week-day ,meeting1 in which ,i sat with ,bowedness of ,spirit2 and1 being baptized into a ,feeling of the ,state of some present1 the ,lord gave us a heart-tendering ,season2 to his ,name be the ,praise4 ,i passed on1 and was at ,nottingham ,monthly-meeting2 and at a ,meeting at ,little-,britain on ,first-day3 ,and in the ,afternoon several ,friends came to the ,house where ,i lodged1 and we had a little ,afternoon-meeting2 and1 through the humbling ,power of ,truth1 ,i had to admire the ,loving-kindness of the ,lord manifested to us6 ,on the twenty-sixth ,day1 ,i crossed ,susquehannah2 and coming amongst ,people in outward ,ease and ,greatness1 chiefly on the ,labour of ,slaves1 my ,heart was much affected2 and1 in awful ,retiredness1 my ,mind was gathered inward to the ,lord1 being humbly engaged that in true ,resignation ,i might receive ,instruction from him1 respecting my ,duty amongst this ,people4 ,though travelling on ,foot was wearisome to my ,body2 yet thus travelling was agreeable to the ,state of my ,mind4 ,i went gently on1 being weakly2 and was covered with ,sorrow and ,heaviness1 on ,account of the spreading prevailing ,spirit of this ,world1 introducing ,customs grievous and oppressive on one ,hand1 and cherishing ,pride and ,wantonness on the other4 ,in this lonely ,walk1 and ,state of ,abasement and ,humiliation1 the ,state of the ,church in these ,parts was opened before me2 and ,i may truly say with the ,prophet1 ,i was bowed down at the hearing of it2 ,i was dismayed at the seeing of it4 ,under this ,exercise1 ,i attended the ,quarterly-meeting at ,gunpowder2 and1 in ,bowedness of ,spirit1 ,i had to open1 with much ,plainness1 what ,i felt respecting ,friends living in ,fullness1 on the ,labours of the poor oppressed ,negroes2 and that ,promise of the ,most ,high was now revived3 ,i will gather all ,nations and ,tongues2 and they shall come and see my ,glory4--,here the ,sufferings of ,christ1 and his tasting ,death for every ,man1 and the ,travels1 ,sufferings1 and ,martyrdoms1 of the ,apostles and primitive ,christians1 in labouring for the ,conversion of the ,gentiles1 were livingly revived in me2 and1 according to the ,measure of ,strength afforded1 ,i laboured in some ,tenderness of ,spirit1 being deeply affected amongst them3 ,and thus the ,difference1 between the present ,treatment which these ,gentiles1 the ,negroes1 receive at our ,hands1 and the ,labours of the primitive ,christians for the ,conversion of the ,gentiles was pressed home1 and the ,power of ,truth came over us2 under a ,feeling of which1 my ,mind was united to a tender-hearted ,people in those ,parts2 and the ,meeting concluded in a ,sense of ,god's ,goodness toward his humble dependent ,children4 ,the next ,day was a general ,meeting for ,worship1 much crouded2 in which ,i was deeply engaged in inward ,cries to the ,lord for ,help1 that ,i might stand wholly resigned1 and move only as he might be pleased to lead me3 ,and ,i was mercifully helped to labour honestly and fervently amongst them1 in which ,i found inward ,peace2 and the ,sincere were comforted4 ,from hence ,i turned toward ,pipe-,creek1 and passed on to the ,red-,lands2 and had several ,meetings amongst ,friends in those ,parts4 ,my ,heart was often tenderly affected1 under a ,sense of the ,lord's ,goodness1 in sanctifying my ,troubles and ,exercises1 turning them to my ,comfort1 and1 ,i believe1 to the ,benefit of many others2 for1 ,i may say1 with ,thankfulness1 that in this ,visit1 it appeared like a fresh tendering ,visitation in most ,places4 ,i passed on to the western ,quarterly-meeting in ,pennsylvania2 during the several ,days of this ,meeting1 ,i was mercifully preserved in an inward feeling after the ,mind of ,truth1 and my publick ,labours tended to my ,humiliation1 with which ,i was content3 ,and1 after the ,quarterly-meeting of ,worship ended1 ,i felt ,drawings to go to the ,women's ,meeting of ,business2 which was very full3 ,and here the ,humility of ,jesus ,christ1 as a ,pattern for us to walk by1 was livingly opened before me2 and in treating on it my ,heart was enlarged2 and it was a baptizing ,time4 ,from hence ,i went on2 and was at ,meetings at ,concord1 ,middletown1 ,providence1 and ,haddonfield1 and so ,home2 where ,i found my ,family well4 ,a sense of the ,lord's merciful ,preservation1 in this my ,journey1 excites reverent ,thankfulness to him4 ,on the second ,day of the ninth ,month1 #agfg1 with the ,unity of ,friends1 ,i set off on a ,visit to ,friends in the upper ,part of ,berks and ,philadelphia ,counties2 was at eleven ,meetings in about two ,weeks2 and have renewed ,cause to bow in ,reverence before the ,lord1 who1 by the powerful ,extendings of his humbling ,goodness1 opened my ,way amongst ,friends1 and made the ,meetings 7,i trust7 profitable to us4 ,and1 the ,winter following1 ,i joined ,friends on a ,visit to ,friends ,families1 in some ,part of our ,meeting2 in which ,exercise1 the pure ,influence of divine ,love made our ,visits reviving4 ,on the fifth ,day of the fifth ,month1 #agfh1 ,i left ,home under the humbling ,hand of the ,lord1 having obtained a ,certificate1 in order to visit some ,meetings in ,maryland2 and to proceed without a ,horse looked clearest to me4 ,i was at the ,quarterly-meetings at ,philadelphia and ,concord2 and then went on to ,chester-,river2 and1 crossing the ,bay with ,friends1 was at the ,yearly-meeting at ,west-,river2 thence back to ,chester-,river2 and1 taking a few ,meetings in my ,way1 proceeded ,home4 ,it was a ,journey of much inward ,waiting2 and1 as my ,eye was to the ,lord1 ,way was1 several ,times1 opened to my humbling ,admiration1 when ,things had appeared very difficult4 ,in my ,return1 ,i felt a ,relief of ,mind1 very comfortable to me2 having1 through divine ,help1 laboured in much ,plainness1 both with ,friends selected1 and in the more publick ,meetings2 so that 7,i trust7 the pure ,witness1 in many ,minds1 was reached4 ,the eleventh ,day of the sixth ,month1 #agfi4 ,sundry ,cases have happened1 of late ,years1 within the ,limits of our ,monthly-meeting1 respecting that of exercising pure ,righteousness toward the ,negroes2 in which ,i have lived under a ,labour of ,heart1 that ,equity might be steadily kept to4 ,on this ,account1 ,i have had some close ,exercises amongst ,friends2 in which1 ,i may thankfully say1 ,i find ,peace3 ,and1 as my ,meditations have been on universal ,love1 my own ,conduct in ,time past became of late very grievous to me4 ,as ,persons1 setting ,negroes free in our ,province1 are bound by ,law to maintain them1 in case they have ,need of ,relief1 some1 who scrupled keeping ,slaves for ,term of ,life1 in the ,time of my ,youth1 were wont to detain their young ,negroes in their ,service till thirty ,years of ,age1 without ,wages1 on that ,account2 and with this ,custom ,i so far agreed1 that ,i1 being joined to another ,friend1 in executing the ,will of a deceased ,friend1 once sold a ,negro ,lad till he might attain the ,age of thirty ,years1 and applied the ,money to the ,use of the ,estate4 ,with ,abasement of ,heart1 ,i may now say1 that sometimes1 as ,i have sat in a ,meeting1 with my ,heart exercised toward that awful ,being1 who respecteth not ,persons nor ,colours1 and have looked upon this ,lad1 ,i have felt that all was not clear in my ,mind respecting him2 and as ,i have attended to this ,exercise1 and fervently sought the ,lord1 it hath appeared to me1 that ,i should make some ,restitution1 but in what ,way ,i saw not till lately2 when1 being under some ,concern that ,i may be resigned to go on a ,visit to some ,part of the ,west-,indies1 and under close ,engagement of ,spirit1 seeking to the ,lord for ,counsel herein1 that of my joining in the ,sale aforesaid1 came heavily upon me2 and my ,mind1 for a ,time1 was covered with ,darkness and ,sorrow2 and1 under this sore ,affliction1 my ,heart was softened to receive ,instruction3 ,and here ,i first saw1 that1 as ,i had been one of the two ,executors1 who had sold this ,lad nine ,years longer than is common for our own ,children to serve1 so ,i should now offer a ,part of my ,substance to redeem the last ,half of that nine ,years2 but1 as the ,time was not yet come1 ,i executed a ,bond1 binding me and my ,executors to pay to the ,man1 he was sold to1 what1 to candid ,men1 might appear equitable for the last four ,years and a ,half of his ,time1 in case the said ,youth should be living1 and in a ,condition likely to provide comfortably for himself4 ,the ninth ,day of the tenth ,month1 #agfi4 ,my ,heart hath often been deeply afflicted under a ,feeling ,i have had1 that the ,standard of pure ,righteousness is not lifted up to the ,people by us1 as a ,society1 in that ,clearness which it might have been1 had we been so faithful to the ,teachings of ,christ as we ought to have been3 ,and1 as my ,mind hath been inward to the ,lord1 the ,purity of ,christ's ,government hath been opened in my ,understanding2 and1 under this ,exercise1 that of ,friends being active in civil ,society1 in putting ,laws in force which are not agreeable to the ,purity of ,righteousness1 hath1 for several ,years1 been an increasing ,burthen upon me2 having felt1 in the ,openings of universal ,love1 that where a ,people1 convinced of the ,truth of the inward ,teachings of ,christ1 are active in putting ,laws in ,execution which are not consistent with pure ,wisdom1 it hath a necessary ,tendency to bring ,dimness over their ,minds3 ,and1 as my ,heart hath been thus exercised1 and a tender ,sympathy in me toward my ,fellow-members1 ,i have1 within a few ,months past1 in several ,meetings for ,discipline1 expressed my ,concern on this ,subject4 ,,chapter ,x ,his preparing to visit ,friends in ,england--,his embarking at ,chester1 in ,company with ,,samuel ,,emlen1 in a ,ship bound to ,london--,his deep ,exercise1 in observing the ,difficulties and ,hardships the common ,sailors are exposed to--,considerations on the ,dangers to which ,youth are exposed1 in being trained to a sea-faring ,life2 and its ,inconsistency with a pious ,education--,his ,thoughts in a ,storm at ,sea3 ,with many instructive ,contemplations on the ,voyage--,and his ,arrival at ,london ,having been some ,time under a religious ,concern to prepare for crossing the ,seas1 in order to visit ,friends in the northern ,parts of ,england1 and more particularly ,yorkshire2 after weighty ,consideration1 ,i thought it expedient to inform ,friends1 at our ,monthly-meeting at ,burlington1 of it2 who1 having ,unity with me therein1 gave me a ,certificate2 and ,i afterward communicated the same to our ,quarterly-meeting1 and they likewise certified their ,concurrence therewith4 ,some ,time after which1 at the general ,spring-meeting of ,ministers and ,elders1 ,i thought it my ,duty to acquaint them of the religious ,exercise which attended my ,mind2 with which they likewise signified their ,unity by a ,certificate1 dated the twenty-fourth ,day of the third ,month1 #aggb1 directed to ,friends in ,great-,britain4 ,in the fourth ,month following1 ,i thought the ,time was come for me to make some ,enquiry for a suitable ,conveyance2 being apprehensive that1 as my ,concern was principally toward the northern ,parts of ,england1 it would be most proper to go in a ,vessel bound to ,liverpool or ,whitehaven3 ,and1 while ,i was at ,philadelphia1 deliberating on this ,occasion1 ,i was informed1 that my beloved ,friend1 ,,samuel ,,emlen1 jun41 intending to go to ,london1 and having taken a ,passage for himself in the ,cabbin of a ,ship1 called ,mary and ,elizabeth1 of which ,,james ,,sparks was ,master1 and ,,john ,,head1 of the ,city of ,philadelphia1 one of the ,owners2 and ,i feeling a ,draught in my ,mind toward the ,steerage of the same ,ship1 went first and opened to ,,samuel the ,feeling ,i had concerning it4 ,my beloved ,friend appeared glad that ,i had ,thoughts of going in the ,vessel with him1 though my ,prospect was toward the ,steerage2 and he1 offering to go with me1 we went on board1 first in the ,cabbin1 a commodious ,room1 and then into the ,steerage2 where we sat down on a ,chest1 the ,sailors being busy about us3 ,then the ,owner of the ,ship came1 and sat down with us4 ,here my ,mind was turned toward ,christ1 the heavenly ,counsellor2 and ,i feeling1 at this ,time1 my own ,will subjected1 my ,heart was contrite before him4 ,a ,motion was made1 by the ,owner1 to go and sit in the ,cabbin1 as a ,place more retired2 but ,i felt easy to leave the ,ship1 and made no ,agreement as to a ,passage in her2 but told the ,owner1 if ,i took a ,passage in the ,ship1 ,i believed it would be in the ,steerage2 but did not say much as to my ,exercise in that ,case4 ,i went to my ,lodgings1 and soon after went to ,bed1 and my ,mind was under a deep ,exercise before the ,lord2 whose helping ,hand was manifested to me as ,i slept that ,night1 and his ,love strengthened my ,heart4 ,in the ,morning ,i went with two ,friends on board the ,vessel again2 and1 after a short ,time spent therein1 ,i went1 with ,,samuel ,,emlen1 to the ,house of the ,owner2 to whom1 in the ,hearing of ,,samuel only1 ,i opened my ,exercise1 in relation to a ,scruple with regard to a ,passage in the ,cabbin4 ,after this ,i agreed for a ,passage in the ,steerage2 and1 hearing in ,town that ,,joseph ,,white had a ,desire to see me1 ,i felt the ,reviving of a ,desire to see him1 and went then to his ,house1 and next ,day ,home2 where ,i tarried two ,nights2 and then1 early in the ,morning1 ,i parted with my ,family1 under a ,sense of the humbling ,hand of ,god upon me2 and going to ,philadelphia1 had ,opportunity with several of my beloved ,friends2 who appeared to be concerned for me1 on ,account of the unpleasant ,situation of that ,part of the ,vessel where ,i was likely to lodge4 ,having stayed two ,nights in ,philadelphia1 ,i went the next ,day to ,derby ,monthly-meeting2 where1 through the ,strength of divine ,love1 my ,heart was enlarged toward the ,youth then present2 under which ,i was helped to labour in some ,tenderness of ,spirit4 ,then1 lodging at ,,william ,,horne',s1 ,i1 with one ,friend1 went to ,chester2 where1 meeting with ,,samuel ,,emlen1 we went on board1 the first ,day of the fifth ,month1 #aggb2 and1 as ,i sat down alone1 on a ,seat on the ,deck1 ,i felt a satisfactory ,evidence that my ,proceedings were not in my own ,will1 but under the ,power of the ,cross of ,christ4 ,seventh ,day of the fifth ,month4 ,we have had rough ,weather mostly since ,i came on board2 and the ,passengers1 ,,james ,,reynolds1 ,,john ,,till-,,adams1 ,,sarah ,,logan and her hired ,maid1 and ,,john ,,bispham1 were all sea-sick1 more or less1 at ,times2 from which ,sickness1 through the tender ,mercies of my heavenly ,father1 ,i have been preserved2 my ,afflictions now being of another ,kind4 ,there appeared an ,openness in the ,minds of the ,master of the ,ship and of the ,cabbin-,passengers toward me3 ,we were often together on the ,deck1 and sometimes in the ,cabbin4 ,my ,mind1 through the merciful ,help of the ,lord1 hath been preserved in a good ,degree1 watchful and inward2 and ,i have1 this ,day1 great ,cause to be thankful1 in that ,i remain to feel ,quietness of ,mind4 ,as my lodging in the ,steerage1 now near a ,week1 hath afforded me sundry ,opportunities of seeing1 hearing1 and feeling1 with respect to the ,life and ,spirit of many poor ,sailors1 an inward ,exercise of ,soul hath attended me1 in regard to placing our ,children and ,youth where they may be likely to be exampled and instructed in the pure ,fear of the ,lord2 and ,i1 being much amongst the ,seamen1 have1 from a ,motion of ,love1 sundry ,times taken ,opportunities1 with one of them at a ,time alone1 and in a free ,conversation laboured to turn their ,minds toward the ,fear of the ,lord3 ,and this ,day we had a ,meeting in the ,cabbin1 where my ,heart was contrite under a ,feeling of divine ,love4 ,now1 concerning ,lads being trained up as ,seamen2 ,i believe a ,communication from one ,part of the ,world to some other ,parts of it1 by ,sea1 is1 at ,times1 consistent with the ,will of our heavenly ,father2 and to educate some ,youth in the ,practice of sailing1 ,i believe1 may be right3 ,but how lamentable is the present ,corruption of the ,world6 how impure are the ,channels through which ,trade hath a ,conveyance6 how great is that ,danger1 to which poor ,lads are now exposed1 when placed on shipboard to learn the ,art of sailing6 ,o6 that all may take ,heed and beware of ,covetousness6 ,o that all may learn of ,christ1 who was meek and low of ,heart6 ,then1 in faithfully following him1 he will teach us to be content with ,food and ,raiment1 without respect to the ,customs or ,honours of this ,world4 ,men1 thus redeemed1 will feel a tender ,concern for their ,fellow-creatures1 and a ,desire that those in the lowest ,stations may be assisted and encouraged2 and1 where ,owners of ,ships attain to the perfect ,law of ,liberty1 and are ,doers of the ,word1 these will be blessed in their ,deeds4 ,rising to work in the ,night is not commonly pleasant in any case2 but1 in dark rainy ,nights1 it is very disagreeable1 even though each ,man were furnished with all ,conveniences3 ,but1 if ,men must go out at ,midnight1 to help manage the ,ship in the ,rain1 and1 having small ,room to sleep and lay their ,garments in1 are often beset to furnish themselves for the ,watch1 their ,garments or something relating to their ,business being wanting and not easily found1 when1 from the ,urgency occasioned by high ,winds1 they are hastened and called up suddenly1 here is a ,trial of ,patience on the poor ,sailors and the poor ,lads their ,companions4 ,if1 after they have been on ,deck several ,hours in the ,night1 and come down into the ,steerage soaking wet1 and are so close stowed that proper ,convenience for change of ,garment is not easily come at1 but for ,want of proper ,room1 their wet ,garments are thrown in ,heaps1 and sometimes1 through much crouding1 are trodden under ,foot in going to their ,lodgings and getting out of them1 and they have great ,difficulties1 at ,times1 each one to find his own1 here are ,trials on the poor ,sailors4 ,now1 as ,i have been with them in my ,lodge1 my ,heart hath often yearned for them1 and tender ,desires have been raised in me1 that all ,owners and ,masters of ,vessels may dwell in the ,love of ,god1 and therein act uprightly2 and1 by seeking less for ,gain1 and looking carefully to their ,ways1 may earnestly labour to remove all ,cause of ,provocation from the poor ,seamen1 either to fret or use ,excess of ,strong-drink2 for1 indeed1 the poor ,creatures1 at ,times1 in the ,wet and ,cold1 seem to apply to ,strong-drink to supply the ,want of other ,convenience4 ,great ,reformation in the ,world is wanting2 and the ,necessity of it1 amongst these who do ,business on great ,waters1 hath1 at this ,time1 been abundantly opened before me4 ,the eighth ,day of the fifth ,month4 ,this ,morning the ,clouds gathered1 the ,wind blew strong from ,south-eastward1 and before ,noon increased to that ,degree that ,sailing appeared dangerous4 ,the ,seamen then bound up some of their ,sails1 and took down some2 and1 the ,storm increasing1 they put the ,dead-lights1 so called1 into the ,cabbin-,windows1 and lighted a ,lamp as at ,night4 ,the ,wind now blew vehemently1 and the ,sea wrought to that ,degree1 that an awful ,seriousness prevailed in the ,cabbin1 in which ,i spent1 ,i believe1 about seventeen ,hours2 for ,i believed the poor wet toiling ,seamen had ,need of all the ,room in the crouded ,steerage1 and the ,cabbin-,passengers had given me frequent ,invitations4 ,they ceased now from ,sailing1 and put the ,vessel in the ,posture called1 lying-to4 ,my ,mind1 in this ,tempest1 through the gracious ,assistance of the ,lord1 was preserved in a good ,degree of ,resignation2 and ,i felt1 at ,times1 a few ,words in his ,love to my ,ship-mates1 in regard to the ,all-sufficiency of him who formed the great ,deep1 and whose ,care is so extensive1 that a ,sparrow falls not without his ,notice2 and thus1 in a tender ,frame of ,mind1 spake to them of the ,necessity of our yielding1 in true ,obedience1 to the ,instructions of our heavenly ,father1 who sometimes1 through ,adversities1 intendeth our ,refinement4 ,about eleven at ,night ,i went out on the ,deck1 when the ,sea wrought exceedingly1 and the high-foaming ,waves1 all round about1 had in some ,sort the ,appearance of ,fire1 but did not give much1 if any1 ,light4 ,the ,sailor1 then at the ,helm1 said he lately saw a ,corposant at the ,head of the ,mast4 ,about this ,time ,i observed the ,master of the ,ship ordered the ,carpenter to keep on the ,deck2 and1 though he said little1 ,i apprehended his ,care was1 that the ,carpenter1 with his axe1 might be in ,readiness1 in case of any ,extremity4 ,soon after this1 the ,vehemency of the ,wind abated2 and1 before ,morning1 they again put the ,ship under ,sail4 ,the tenth ,day of the ,month1 and first of the ,week1 it being fine ,weather1 we had a ,meeting in the ,cabbin1 at which most of the ,seamen were present3 ,this ,meeting to me was a strengthening ,time4 ,the thirteenth ,day of the ,month4 ,as ,i continue to lodge in the ,steerage1 ,i feel an ,openness this ,morning1 to express something farther of the ,state of my ,mind1 in ,respect to poor ,lads bound ,apprentice to learn the ,art of ,sailing4 ,as ,i believe ,sailing is of some ,use in the ,world1 a ,labour of ,soul attends me1 that the pure ,counsel of ,truth may be humbly waited for in this ,case1 by all concerned in the ,business of the ,seas4 ,a pious ,father1 whose ,mind is exercised for the everlasting ,welfare of his ,child1 may not1 with a peaceable ,mind1 place him out to an ,employment amongst a ,people1 whose common ,course of ,life is manifestly corrupt and prophane2 so great is the present ,defect amongst ,seafaring ,men1 in regard to ,piety and ,virtue3 ,and1 through an abundant ,traffic1 and many ,ships of ,war1 so many ,people are employed on the ,sea1 that this ,subject of placing ,lads to the ,employment appears very weighty4 ,prophane ,examples are very corrupting1 and very forcible4 ,and as my ,mind1 ,day after ,day1 and ,night after ,night1 hath been affected with a sympathizing ,tenderness toward poor ,children1 put to the ,employment of ,sailors1 ,i have sometimes had weighty ,conversation with the ,sailors in the ,steerage1 who were mostly respectful to me1 and more and more so the longer ,i was with them3 ,they mostly appeared to take kindly what ,i said to them2 but their ,minds have appeared to be so deeply impressed with that almost universal ,depravity amongst ,sailors1 that the poor ,creatures1 in their ,answers to me on this ,subject1 have revived in my ,remembrance that of the degenerate ,jews a little before the ,captivity1 as repeated by ,,jeremiah the ,prophet1 ,there is no ,hope4 ,now1 under this ,exercise1 a ,sense of the ,desire of outward ,gain prevailing amongst us hath felt grievous1 and a strong ,call to the professed ,followers of ,christ hath been raised in me1 that all may take ,heed1 lest1 through loving this present ,world1 they be found in a continued ,neglect of ,duty1 with respect to a faithful ,labour for a ,reformation4 ,silence1 as to every ,motion proceeding from the ,love of ,money1 and an humble ,waiting upon ,god to know his ,will concerning us1 has now appeared necessary3 ,he alone is able to strengthen us to dig deep1 to remove all which lies between us and the safe ,foundation1 and so direct us in our outward ,employments1 that pure universal ,love may shine forth in our ,proceedings4 ,desires arising from the ,spirit of ,truth are pure ,desires2 and when a ,mind1 divinely opened toward a young ,generation1 is made sensible of corrupting ,examples1 powerfully working1 and extensively spreading amongst them1 how moving is the ,prospect6 ,the sixteenth ,day of the ,month4 ,wind for several ,days past often high1 what the ,sailors call squally1 rough ,sea and frequent ,rains4 ,this last ,night a very trying ,night to the poor ,seamen3 ,the ,water1 chief ,part of the ,night1 running over the main ,deck1 and sometimes ,breaking-waves came on the ,quarter-deck4 ,the latter ,part of the ,night1 as ,i lay in ,bed1 my ,mind was humbled under the ,power of divine ,love2 and ,resignedness to the great ,creator of the ,earth and ,seas1 renewedly wrought in me2 whose fatherly ,care over his ,children felt precious to my ,soul3 ,and ,desires were now renewed in me1 to embrace every ,opportunity of being inwardly acquainted with the ,hardships and ,difficulties of my ,fellow-creatures1 and to labour in his ,love for the spreading of pure universal ,righteousness on the ,earth4 ,the ,opportunities were frequent of hearing ,conversation amongst the ,sailors1 in respect to the ,voyages to ,africa1 and the ,manner of bringing the deeply-oppressed ,slaves into our ,islands4 ,the ,thoughts of their ,condition1 frequently in ,chains and ,fetters on board the ,vessels1 with ,hearts loaded with ,grief1 under the ,apprehensions of miserable ,slavery2 my ,mind was frequently opened to meditate on these ,things4 ,on the seventeenth ,day of the ,month1 and first of the ,week1 we had a ,meeting in the ,cabbin2 to which the ,seamen generally came4 ,my ,spirit was contrite before the ,lord2 whose ,love1 at this ,time1 affected my ,heart4 ,this ,afternoon ,i felt a tender ,sympathy of ,soul with my poor ,wife and ,family left behind2 in which ,state1 my ,heart was enlarged in ,desires that they may walk in that humble ,obedience wherein the everlasting ,father may be their ,guide and ,support1 through all the ,difficulties in this ,world2 and a ,sense of that gracious ,assistance1 through which my ,mind hath been strengthened to take up the ,cross and leave them1 to travel in the ,love of ,truth1 hath begotten ,thankfulness in my ,heart to our great ,helper4 ,on the twenty-fourth ,day of the ,month1 and first of the ,week1 a clear pleasant ,morning3 ,and1 as ,i sat on ,deck1 ,i felt a ,reviving in my ,nature2 which1 through much rainy ,weather and high ,winds1 being shut up in a close unhealthy ,air1 was weakened4 ,several ,nights of late ,i felt ,breathing difficult2 so that a little after the rising of the second ,watch 7which is about ,midnight7 ,i got up1 and stood1 ,i believe1 near an ,hour1 with my ,face near the ,hatchway1 to get the fresh ,air at the small ,vacancy under the ,hatch-door2 which is commonly shut down1 partly to keep out ,rain1 and sometimes to keep the ,breaking-waves from dashing into the ,steerage4 ,i may1 with ,thankfulness to the ,father of ,mercies1 acknowledge1 that1 in my present weak ,state1 my ,mind hath been supported to bear the ,affliction with ,patience2 and have looked at the present ,dispensation as a ,kindness from the great ,father of ,mankind1 who1 in this my floating ,pilgrimage1 is in some ,degree bringing me to feel that1 which many thousands of my ,fellow-creatures often suffer in a greater ,degree4 ,my ,appetite failing1 the ,trial hath been the heavier2 and ,i have felt tender ,breathings in my ,soul after ,god1 the ,fountain of ,comfort1 whose inward ,help hath supplied1 at ,times1 the ,want of outward ,convenience3 ,and strong ,desires have attended me1 that his ,family1 who are acquainted with the ,movings of his holy ,spirit1 may be so redeemed from the ,love of ,money1 and from that ,spirit in which ,men seek ,honour one of another1 that in all ,business1 by ,sea or ,land1 we may constantly keep in ,view the coming of his ,kingdom on ,earth1 as it is in ,heaven2 and1 by faithfully following this safe ,guide1 shew forth ,examples1 tending to lead out of that under which the ,creation groans6 ,this ,day we had a ,meeting in the ,cabbin2 in which ,i was favoured in some ,degree to experience the fulfilling of that ,saying of the ,prophet1 ,the ,lord hath been a ,strength to the ,poor1 a ,strength to the ,needy in their ,distress2 for which1 my ,heart is bowed in ,thankfulness before him6 ,the twenty-eighth ,day of the ,month4--,wet ,weather of late1 small ,winds inclining to ,calms3 ,our ,seamen have cast a ,lead1 ,i suppose about one hundred ,fathoms1 but find no ,bottom3 ,foggy ,weather this ,morning4 ,through the ,kindness of the great ,preserver of ,men my ,mind remains quiet2 and a ,degree of ,exercise1 from ,day to ,day1 attends me1 that the pure peaceable ,government of ,christ may spread and prevail amongst ,mankind4 ,the leading on of a young ,generation in that pure ,way in which the ,wisdom of this ,world hath no ,place2 where ,parents and ,tutors1 humbly waiting for the heavenly ,counsellor1 may example them in the ,truth1 as it is in ,jesus2--this1 for several ,days1 hath been the ,exercise of my ,mind4 ,o6 how safe1 how quiet1 is that ,state1 where the ,soul stands in pure ,obedience to the ,voice of ,christ1 and a watchful ,care is maintained not to follow the ,voice of the ,stranger6 ,here ,christ is felt to be our ,shepherd1 and1 under his ,leading1 ,people are brought to a ,stability2 and1 where he doth not lead forward1 we are bound1 in the ,bonds of pure ,love1 to stand still and wait upon him4 ,in the ,love of ,money1 and in the ,wisdom of this ,world1 ,business is proposed2 then the ,urgency of ,affairs pushes forward2 nor can the ,mind in this ,state1 discern the good and perfect ,will of ,god concerning us4 ,the ,love of ,god is manifested in graciously calling us to come out of that which stands in ,confusion3 ,but1 if we bow not in the ,name of ,jesus2 if we give not up those ,prospects of ,gain1 which1 in the ,wisdom of this ,world1 are open before us1 but say1 in our ,hearts1 ,i must needs go on1 and1 in going on1 ,i hope to keep as near to the ,purity of ,truth as the ,business before me will admit of2 here the ,mind remains entangled1 and the ,shining of the ,light of ,life into the ,soul is obstructed4 ,in an entire ,subjection of our ,wills the ,lord graciously opens a ,way for his ,people1 where all their ,wants are bounded by his ,wisdom2 and here we experience the ,substance of what ,moses the ,prophet figured out in the ,water of ,separation1 as a ,purification from ,sin4 ,esau is mentioned as a ,child red all over1 like a hairy ,garment3 ,in ,esau is represented the natural ,will of ,man4 ,in preparing the ,water of ,separation1 a red ,heifer1 without ,blemish1 on which there had been no ,yoke1 was to be slain1 and her ,blood sprinkled by the ,priest seven ,times toward the ,tabernacle of the ,congregation2 then her ,skin1 her ,flesh1 and all pertaining to her1 were to be burnt without the ,camp2 and of her ,ashes the ,water was prepared4 ,thus the crucifying the old ,man1 or natural ,will1 is represented2 and hence comes a ,separation from that carnal ,mind1 which is ,death4 ,he who toucheth the dead ,body of a ,man1 and purifieth not himself with the ,water of ,separation1 he defileth the ,tabernacle of the ,lord2 he is unclean4 ,numb4 xix4 #ac4 ,if any1 through the ,love of ,gain1 go forth into ,business1 wherein they dwell as amongst the ,tombs1 and touch the ,bodies of those who are dead2 if these1 through the infinite ,love of ,god feel the ,power of the ,cross of ,christ to crucify them to the ,world1 and therein learn humbly to follow the divine ,leader2--here is the ,judgment of this ,world2--here the ,prince of this ,world is cast out4 ,the ,water of ,separation is felt2 and1 though we have been amongst the ,slain1 and1 through the ,desire of ,gain1 have touched the dead ,body of a ,man1 yet1 in the purifying ,love of ,christ1 we are washed in the ,water of ,separation2 are brought off from that ,business1 from that ,gain1 and from that ,fellowship1 which was not agreeable to his holy ,will3 ,and ,i have felt a renewed ,confirmation1 in the ,time of this ,voyage1 that the ,lord1 in his infinite ,love1 is calling to his visited ,children1 so to give up all outward ,possessions and ,means of getting ,treasures1 that his holy ,spirit may have free ,course in their ,hearts1 and direct them in all their ,proceedings4 ,to feel the ,substance pointed at in this ,figure1 ,man must know ,death1 as to his own ,will4 ,no ,man can see ,god1 and live4 ,this was spoken by the ,almighty to ,moses the ,prophet1 and opened by our blessed ,redeemer4 ,as ,death comes on our own ,wills1 and a new ,life is formed in us1 the ,heart is purified and prepared to understand clearly4 ,blessed are the ,pure in ,heart2 for they shall see ,god4 ,in ,purity of ,heart the ,mind is divinely opened to behold the ,nature of universal ,righteousness1 or the ,righteousness of the ,kingdom of ,god4 ,no ,man hath seen the ,father1 save he that is of ,god2 he hath seen the ,father4 ,the natural ,mind is active about the ,things of this ,life2 and1 in this natural ,activity1 ,business is proposed1 and a ,will in us to go forward in it4 ,as long as this natural ,will remains unsubjected1 so long there remains an ,obstruction against the ,clearness of divine ,light operating in us2 but when we love ,god with all our ,heart1 and with all our ,strength1 then in this ,love1 we love our ,neighbours as ourselves2 and a ,tenderness of ,heart is felt toward all ,people for whom ,christ died1 even such who1 as to outward ,circumstances1 may be to us as the ,jews were to the ,samaritans4 ,who is my ,neighbour8 ,see this ,question answered by our ,saviour1 ,luke x4 #cj4 ,in this ,love we can say1 that ,jesus is the ,lord2 and the ,reformation in our ,souls is manifested in a full ,reformation of our ,lives1 wherein all ,things are new1 and all ,things are of ,god2 #b ,cor4 v4 #ah4 in this the ,desire of ,gain is subjected4 ,when ,employment is honestly followed in the ,light of ,truth1 and ,people become diligent in ,business1 fervent in ,spirit1 serving the ,lord2 ,rom4 xii4 #aa4 here the ,name is opened3 ,this is the ,name by which he shall be called1 ,,the ,,lord ,,our ,,righteousness4 ,jerem4 xxiii4 #f4 ,o6 how precious is this ,name6 it is like ,ointment poured out4 ,the chaste ,virgins are in ,love with the ,redeemer2 and1 for the promoting his peaceable ,kingdom in the ,world1 are content to endure ,hardness1 like good ,soldiers2 and are so separated in ,spirit from the ,desire of ,riches1 that in their ,employments they become extensively careful to give none ,offence1 neither to ,jews nor ,heathen1 nor the ,church of ,christ4 ,on the thirty-first ,day of the ,month1 and first of the ,week1 we had a ,meeting in the ,cabbin1 with near all the ,ship's ,company2 the ,whole being near thirty4 ,in this ,meeting1 the ,lord1 in ,mercy1 favoured us with the ,extendings of his ,love4 ,the second ,day of the sixth ,month4 ,last ,evening the ,seamen found ,bottom at about seventy ,fathoms4 ,this ,morning1 fair ,wind1 and pleasant4 ,as ,i sat on ,deck1 my ,heart was overcome with the ,love of ,christ1 and melted into ,contrition before him2 and1 in this ,state1 the ,prospect of that ,work1 to which ,i have felt my ,mind drawn when in my native ,land1 being in some ,degree opened before me1 ,i felt like a little ,child3 and my ,cries were put up to my heavenly ,father for ,preservation1 that1 in a humble ,dependence on him1 my ,soul might be strengthened in his ,love1 and kept inwardly waiting for his ,counsel4 ,this ,afternoon we saw that ,part of ,england called the ,lizard4 ,some ,dunghill-fowls yet remained of those the ,passengers took for their ,sea-store2 ,i believe about fourteen perished in the ,storms at ,sea1 by the ,waves breaking over the ,quarter-deck2 and a considerable ,number with ,sickness1 at different ,times4 ,i observed the ,cocks crew1 coming down the ,delaware1 and while we were near the ,land2 but afterward ,i think ,i did not hear one of them crow till we came near the ,land in ,england1 when they again crowed a few ,times4 ,in observing their dull ,appearance at ,sea1 and the pining ,sickness of some of them1 ,i often remembered the ,fountain of ,goodness1 who gave ,being to all ,creatures1 and whose ,love extends to that of caring for the ,sparrows2 and believe1 where the ,love of ,god is verily perfected1 and the true ,spirit of ,government watchfully attended to1 a ,tenderness toward all ,creatures made subject to us will be experienced1 and a ,care felt in us1 that we do not lessen that ,sweetness of ,life1 in the animal ,creation1 which the great ,creator intends for them in our ,government4 ,the fourth ,day of the ,month4 ,about ,noon a ,pilot came off from ,dover2 where my beloved ,friend1 ,,samuel ,,emlen1 went on ,shore1 and thence to ,london2 but ,i felt easy in staying in the ,ship4 ,the seventh ,day of the ,month1 and first of the ,week4 ,clear ,morning2 we lay at ,anchor for the ,tide1 and had a ,parting-meeting with the ,ship's ,company2 in which my ,heart was enlarged in a fervent ,concern for them1 that they may come to experience ,salvation through ,christ4 ,we had a ,head-,wind up the ,thames2 lay sometimes at ,anchor2 saw many ,ships passing1 and some at ,anchor near2 and had large ,opportunity of feeling the ,spirit in which the poor bewildered ,sailors too generally live4--,that lamentable ,degeneracy1 which so much prevails on the ,people employed on the ,seas1 so affected my ,heart1 that ,i cannot easily convey the ,feeling ,i have had to another4 ,,chapter ,,xi ,his attending the ,yearly-meeting in ,london2 and1 after it1 proceeding towards ,yorkshire1 visiting several ,quarterly and other ,meetings in the ,counties of ,hertford1 ,warwick1 ,oxford1 ,nottingham1 ,york1 and ,westmoreland2 and thence again into ,yorkshire1 and to the ,city of ,york2 with some instructive ,thoughts and ,observations1 and ,letters on divers ,subjects--,his hearing of the ,decease of ,,william ,,hunt2 and some ,account of him--,his ,sickness at ,york2 and ,end of his ,pilgrimage there ,on the eighth ,day of the sixth ,month1 #aggb1 we landed at ,london2 and ,i went straightway to the ,yearly-meeting of ,ministers and ,elders1 which had been gathered 7,i suppose7 about half an ,hour4 ,in this ,meeting my ,mind was humbly contrite3 ,in the ,afternoon the ,meeting of ,business opened2 which1 by ,adjournments1 held near a ,week4 ,in these ,meetings ,i often felt a living ,concern for the ,establishment of ,friends in the pure ,life of ,truth2 and my ,heart was enlarged in the ,meeting of ,ministers1 ,meeting of ,business1 and in several ,meetings of publick ,worship2 and ,i felt my ,mind united in true ,love to the faithful ,labourers now gathered at this ,yearly-meeting4 ,on the fifteenth ,day of the ,month1 ,i left ,london1 and went to a ,quarterly-meeting at ,hertford4 ,the first ,day of the seventh ,month4 ,i have been at ,quarterly-meetings at ,sherrington1 ,northampton1 ,banbury1 and ,shipston2 and had sundry ,meetings between3 ,my ,mind hath been bowed under a ,sense of divine ,goodness manifested amongst us2 my ,heart hath been often enlarged in true ,love1 both amongst ,ministers and ,elders1 and in publick ,meetings2 that through the ,lord's ,goodness1 ,i believe it hath been a fresh ,visitation to many1 in particular to the ,youth4 ,the seventeenth ,day of the ,month4 ,was this ,day at ,birmingham3 ,have been at ,meetings at ,coventry1 ,warwick1 in ,oxfordshire1 and sundry other ,places2 have felt the humbling ,hand of the ,lord upon me2 and through his tender ,mercies find ,peace in the ,labours ,i have gone through4 ,the twenty-sixth ,day of the ,month4 ,i have continued travelling northward1 visiting ,meetings3 ,was this ,day at ,nottingham2 which1 in the ,forenoon especially1 was1 through divine ,love1 a ,heart-tendering ,season3 ,next ,day had a ,meeting in a ,friend's ,house with ,friends ,children and some ,friends2 this1 through the strengthening ,arm of the ,lord1 was a ,time to be thankfully remembered4 ,the second ,day of the eighth ,month1 and first of the ,week4 ,was this ,day at ,sheffield1 a large inland ,town3 ,have been at sundry ,meetings last ,week2 and feel inward ,thankfulness for that divine ,support1 which hath been graciously extended to me4 ,the ninth ,day of the ,month1 and first of the ,week1 was at ,rushworth3 ,have lately passed through some painful ,labour2 but have been comforted1 under a ,sense of that divine ,visitation1 which ,i feel extended toward many young ,people4 ,the sixteenth ,day of the ,month1 and first of the ,week1 ,i was at ,settle3 ,it hath of late been a ,time of inward ,poverty2 under which my ,mind hath been preserved in a watchful tender ,state1 feeling for the ,mind of the holy ,leader1 and ,i find ,peace in the ,labours ,i have passed through4 ,i have felt great ,distress of ,mind1 since ,i came on this ,island1 on ,account of the ,members of our ,society being mixed with the ,world in various ,sorts of ,business and ,traffick1 carried on in impure ,channels4 ,great is the ,trade to ,africa for ,slaves6 and1 in loading these ,ships1 abundance of ,people are employed in the ,factories2 amongst whom are many of our ,society4 ,friends1 in early ,times1 refused1 on a religious ,principle1 to make1 or trade in1 ,superfluities2 of which we have many large ,testimonies on ,record2 but1 for ,want of ,faithfulness1 some gave way2 even some1 whose ,examples were of ,note in our ,society2 and from thence others took more ,liberty4 ,members of our ,society worked in ,superfluities1 and bought and sold them2 and thus ,dimness of ,sight came over many3 ,at length1 ,friends got into the ,use of some ,superfluities in ,dress1 and in the ,furniture of their ,houses2 and this hath spread from less to more1 till ,superfluity of some ,kinds is common amongst us4 ,in this declining ,state1 many look at the ,example one of another1 and too much neglect the pure ,feeling of ,truth4 ,of late ,years1 a deep ,exercise hath attended my ,mind1 that ,friends may dig deep1 may carefully cast forth the loose ,matter1 and get down to the ,rock1 the sure ,foundation1 and there hearken to that divine ,voice which gives a clear and certain ,sound2 and ,i have felt in that which doth not deceive1 that if ,friends1 who have known the ,truth1 keep in that ,tenderness of ,heart1 where all ,views of outward ,gain are given up1 and their ,trust is only on the ,lord1 he will graciously lead some to be ,patterns of deep ,self-denial in ,things relating to ,trade and ,handicraft-labour2 and that some1 who have plenty of the ,treasures of this ,world1 will example in a plain frugal ,life1 and pay ,wages1 to such as they may hire1 more liberally than is now customary in some ,places4 ,the twenty-third ,day of the ,month4 ,was this ,day at ,preston-,patrick1 and had a comfortable ,meeting4 ,i have1 several ,times1 been entertained at the ,houses of ,friends1 who had sundry ,things about them which had the ,appearance of outward ,greatness2 and1 as ,i have kept inward1 ,way hath opened for ,conversation with such in private1 in which ,divine ,goodness hath favoured us together with heart-tendering ,times4 ,i rested a few ,days1 in ,body and ,mind1 with our ,friend ,,jane ,,crosfield2 who was once in ,america3 ,was1 on the sixth ,day of the ,week1 at ,kendal in ,westmoreland2 and at ,greyrig ,meeting the thirtieth ,day of the ,month1 and first of the ,week4 ,i have known ,poverty of late1 and been graciously supported to keep in the ,patience2 and am thankful1 under a ,sense of the ,goodness of the ,lord toward those that are of a contrite ,spirit4 ,the sixth ,day of the ninth ,month1 and first of the ,week4 ,was this ,day at ,counterside1 a large ,meeting-house1 and very full2 and1 through the ,opening of pure ,love1 it was a strengthening ,time to me1 and 7,i believe7 to many more4 ,the thirteenth ,day of the ,month4 ,was this ,day at ,richmond1 a small ,meeting2 but1 the ,town's ,people coming in1 the ,house was crowded3 ,it was a ,time of heavy ,labour2 and 7,i believe7 was a profitable ,meeting4 ,at this ,place ,i heard that my ,kinsman ,,william ,,hunt1 from ,north-,carolina1 who was on a religious ,visit to ,friends in ,england1 departed this ,life on the ninth ,day of the ninth ,month1 ,instant1 of the ,small-pox1 at ,newcastle4--,he appeared in the ,ministry when a ,youth2 and his ,labours therein were of good ,savour4 ,he travelled much in that ,work in ,america4 ,i once heard him say1 in publick ,testimony1 that his ,concern was 7in that ,visit7 to be devoted to the ,service of ,christ so fully1 that he might not spend one ,minute in pleasing himself3 ,which ,words1 joined with his ,example1 were a ,means of stirring up the pure ,mind in me4 ,on this ,visit to ,england ,i have felt some ,instructions sealed on my ,mind1 which ,i am concerned to leave in ,writing1 for the ,use of such as are called to the ,station of a ,minister of ,christ4 ,christ being the ,prince of ,peace1 and we being no more than ,ministers1 ,i find it necessary for us1 not only to feel a ,concern in our first going forth1 but to experience the renewing thereof1 in the ,appointment of ,meetings4 ,i felt a ,concern1 in ,america1 to prepare for this ,voyage2 and1 being1 through the ,mercy of ,god1 brought safe here1 my ,heart was like a ,vessel that wanted ,vent2 and for several ,weeks1 at first1 when my ,mouth was opened in ,meetings1 it often felt like the raising of a ,gate in a ,water-course1 where a ,weight of ,water lay upon it2 and in these ,labours there appeared a fresh ,visitation to many1 especially the ,youth2 but sometimes1 after this1 ,i felt empty and poor1 and yet felt a ,necessity to appoint ,meetings4 ,in this ,state ,i was exercised to abide in the pure ,life of ,truth1 and in all my ,labours to watch diligently against the ,motions of ,self in my own ,mind4 ,i have frequently felt a ,necessity to stand up1 when the ,spring of the ,ministry was low2 and to speak from the ,necessity1 in that which subjecteth the ,will of the ,creature2 and herein ,i was united with the suffering ,seed1 and found inward ,sweetness with these mortifying ,labours4 ,as ,i have been preserved in a watchful ,attention to the divine ,leader1 under these ,dispensations1 ,enlargement at ,times hath followed1 and the ,power of ,truth hath risen higher1 in some ,meetings1 than ,i ever knew it before through me4 ,thus ,i have been more and more instructed1 as to the ,necessity of depending1 not upon a ,concern which ,i felt in ,america1 to come on a ,visit to ,england1 but upon the fresh ,instructions of ,christ1 the ,prince of ,peace1 from ,day to ,day4 ,now1 of late1 ,i felt a ,stop in the ,appointment of ,meetings1 not wholly1 but in ,part2 and ,i do not feel ,liberty to appoint them so quick one after another as ,i have heretofore4 ,the ,work of the ,ministry being a ,work of divine ,love1 ,i feel that the ,openings thereof are to be waited for1 in all our ,appointments4 ,o6 how deep is divine ,wisdom6 ,christ puts forth his ,ministers1 and goeth before them3 ,and ,o6 how great is the ,danger of departing from the pure ,feeling of that which leadeth safely6 ,christ knoweth the ,state of the ,people2 and1 in the pure ,feeling of the ,gospel-,ministry1 their ,states are opened to his ,servants4 ,christ knoweth when the ,fruit-bearing ,branches themselves have ,need of purging4 ,o6 that these ,lessons may be remembered by me6 and that all who appoint ,meetings may proceed in the pure ,feeling of ,duty4 ,i have sometimes felt a ,necessity to stand up2 but that ,spirit which is of the ,world hath so much prevailed in many1 and the pure ,life of ,truth been so pressed down1 that ,i have gone forward1 not as one travelling in a ,road cast up and well prepared1 but as a ,man walking through a ,miry place1 in which are ,stones here and there1 safe to step on1 but so situated1 that1 one ,step being taken1 ,time is necessary to see where to step next4 ,now ,i find that1 in the pure ,obedience1 the ,mind learns ,contentment1 in appearing weak and foolish to that ,wisdom which is of the ,world2 and in these lowly ,labours1 they who stand in a low ,place1 rightly exercised under the ,cross1 will find ,nourishment4 ,the ,gift is pure2 and1 while the ,eye is single in attending thereto1 the ,understanding is preserved clear3 ,self is kept out4 ,we rejoice in filling up that which remains of the ,afflictions of ,christ1 for his ,body's ,sake1 which is the ,church4 ,the natural ,man loveth ,eloquence1 and many love to hear eloquent ,orations2 and1 if there is not a careful ,attention to the ,gift1 ,men who have once laboured in the pure ,gospel-ministry1 growing weary of ,suffering1 and ashamed of appearing weak1 may kindle a ,fire1 compass themselves about with ,sparks1 and walk in the ,light2 not of ,christ who is under ,suffering2 but of that ,fire which they1 going from the ,gift1 have kindled2 and that in ,hearers1 which is gone from the meek suffering ,state1 into the worldly ,wisdom1 may be warmed with this ,fire1 and speak highly of these ,labours4 ,that which is of ,god gathers to ,god2 and that which is of the ,world is owned by the ,world4 ,in this ,journey a ,labour hath attended my ,mind1 that the ,ministers amongst us may be preserved in the meek feeling ,life of ,truth1 where we may have no ,desire but to follow ,christ and be with him2 that1 when he is under ,suffering1 we may suffer with him1 and never desire to rise up in ,dominion1 but as he1 by the ,virtue of his own ,spirit1 may raise us4 99 99 99 99 99 ,a few ,days after writing these ,considerations1 our dear ,friend1 in the ,course of his religious ,visits1 came to the ,city of ,york1 and attended most of the ,sittings of the ,quarterly-meeting there2 but1 before it was over1 was taken ill of the ,small-pox4 ,our ,friend1 ,,thomas ,,priestman1 and others who attended him1 preserved the following ,minutes of his ,expressions in the ,time of his ,sickness and of his ,decease4 ,first-day1 the twenty-seventh of the ninth ,month1 #aggb4 ,his ,disorder appeared to be the ,small-pox4 ,second-day4 ,he said he felt the ,disorder to affect his ,head1 so that he could think little1 and but as a ,child4 ,third-day he uttered the following ,prayer4--,o ,lord my ,god6 the amazing ,horrors of ,darkness were gathered around me and covered me all over1 and ,i saw no ,way to go forth2 ,i felt the ,depth and ,extent of the ,misery of my ,fellow-creatures separated from the divine ,harmony1 and it was heavier than ,i could bear1 and ,i was crushed down under it2 ,i lifted up my ,hand1 ,i stretched out my ,arm1 but there was none to help me2 ,i looked round about and was amazed2 in the ,depths of ,misery1 ,o ,lord6 ,i remembered that thou art omnipotent1 that ,i had called thee ,father1 and ,i felt that ,i loved thee1 and ,i was made quiet in thy ,will1 and ,i waited for ,deliverance from thee2 thou hadst ,pity upon me when no ,man could help me3 ,i saw that ,meekness under ,suffering was shewed to us in the most affecting ,example of thy ,son1 and thou taughtest me to follow him1 and ,i said1 ,thy ,will1 ,o ,father6 be done4 ,fourth-day-morning1 being asked how he felt himself1 he meekly answered1 ,i do not know that ,i have slept this ,night1 ,i feel the ,disorder making its ,progress1 but my ,mind is mercifully preserved in ,stillness and ,peace3 ,sometime after he said he was sensible the ,pains of ,death must be hard to bear2 but1 if he escaped them now1 he must sometime pass through them1 and he did not know that he could be better prepared1 but had no ,will in it4 ,he said he had settled his outward ,affairs to his ,mind1 had taken ,leave of his ,wife and ,family as never to return1 leaving them to the divine ,protection2 adding1 and though ,i feel them near to me at this ,time1 yet ,i freely give them up1 having a ,hope that they will be provided for4 ,and a little after said1 ,this ,trial is made easier than ,i could have thought1 my ,will being wholly taken away2 for if ,i were anxious for the ,event1 it would have been harder2 but ,i am not1 and my ,mind enjoys a perfect ,calm4 ,in the ,night a young ,woman having given him something to drink1 he said1 ,my ,child1 thou seemest very kind to me1 a poor ,creature1 the ,lord will reward thee for it4 ,a ,while after he cried out with great ,earnestness of ,spirit1 ,o my ,father6 my ,father6 and soon after he said1 ,o my ,father6 my ,father6 how comfortable art thou to my ,soul in this trying ,season6 ,being asked if he could take a little ,nourishment2 after some ,pause he replied1 my ,child1 ,i cannot tell what to say to it2 ,i seem nearly arrived where my ,soul shall have ,rest from all its ,troubles4 ,after giving in something to be inserted in his ,journal1 he said1 ,i believe the ,lord will now excuse me from ,exercises of this ,kind2 and ,i see no ,work but one1 which is to be the last wrought by me in this ,world2 the ,messenger will come that will release me from all these ,troubles2 but it must be in the ,lord's ,time1 which ,i am waiting for4 ,he said he had laboured to do whatever was required1 according to the ,ability received1 in the ,remembrance of which he had ,peace2 and1 though the ,disorder was strong at ,times1 and would like a ,whirlwind come over his ,mind1 yet it had hitherto been kept steady1 and centered in everlasting ,love2 adding1 and if that be mercifully continued1 ,i ask nor desire no more4 ,another ,time he said1 he had long had a view of visiting this ,nation1 and1 sometime before he came1 had a ,dream1 in which he saw himself in the northern ,parts of it1 and that the ,spring of the ,gospel was opened in him much as in the ,beginning of ,friends1 such as ,,george ,,fox and ,,william ,,dewsberry1 and he saw the different ,states of the ,people1 as clear as he had ever seen ,flowers in a ,garden2 but in his going along he was suddenly stopt1 though he could not see for what ,end2 but1 looking towards ,home1 fell into a ,flood of ,tears which waked him4 ,at another ,time he said1 ,my ,draught seemed strongest towards the ,north1 and ,i mentioned1 in my own ,monthly-meeting1 that attending the ,quarterly-meeting at ,york1 and being there1 looked like ,home to me4 ,fifth-day-night1 having repeatedly consented to take ,medicine with a ,view to settle his ,stomach1 but without ,effect1 the ,friend1 then waiting on him1 said1 through ,distress1 ,what shall ,i do now8 ,he answered with great ,composure1 ,rejoice evermore1 and in every ,thing give ,thanks2 but added a little after1 this is sometimes hard to come at4 ,sixth-day-morning1 he broke forth early in ,supplication on this wise3 ,o ,lord6 it was thy ,power that enabled me to forsake ,sin in my ,youth1 and ,i have felt thy ,bruises for ,disobedience2 but1 as ,i bowed under them1 thou didst heal me1 continuing a ,father and a ,friend3 ,i feel thy ,power now1 and ,i beg that1 in the approaching trying ,moment1 thou wilt keep my ,heart stedfast unto thee4----,upon his giving ,directions to a ,friend concerning some little ,things1 she said1 ,i will take ,care1 but hope thou wilt live to order them thyself4 ,he replied1 ,my ,hope is in ,christ2 and1 though ,i may seem a little better1 a ,change in the ,disorder may soon happen1 and my little ,strength be dissolved2 and1 if it so happen1 ,i shall be gathered to my everlasting ,rest4 ,on her saying she did not doubt that1 but could not help mourning to see so many faithful ,servants removed at so low a ,time1 he said1 ,all ,good cometh from the ,lord1 whose ,power is the same1 and can work as he sees best4 ,the same ,day he had given ,directions about wrapping his ,corpse1 perceiving a ,friend to weep1 he said1 ,i would rather thou wouldst guard against weeping for me1 my ,sister2 ,i sorrow not1 though ,i have had some painful ,conflicts2 but now they seem over1 and ,matters well settled1 and ,i look at the ,face of my dear ,redeemer2 for sweet is his ,voice1 and his ,countenance is comely4 ,first-day1 fourth of the tenth ,month1 being very weak1 and in general difficult to be understood1 he uttered a few ,words in ,commemoration of the ,lord's ,goodness1 and added1 ,how tenderly have ,i been waited on in this ,time of ,affliction6 in which ,i may say1 in ,,job',s ,words1 ,tedious ,days and wearisome ,nights are appointed unto me3 ,and how many are spending their ,time and ,money in ,vanity and ,superfluities1 while thousands and tens of thousands want the ,necessaries of ,life1 who might be relieved by them1 and their ,distresses1 at such a ,time as this1 in some degree softened1 by the administering suitable ,things6 ,second-day-morning1 the ,apothecary1 who appeared very anxious to assist him1 being present1 he queried about the ,probability of such a ,load of ,matter being thrown off his weak ,body2 and1 the ,apothecary making some ,remarks implying he thought it might1 he spoke with an audible ,voice on this wise3--,my ,dependance is on the ,lord ,jesus1 who1 ,i trust1 will forgive my ,sins1 which is all ,i hope for2 and1 if it be his ,will to raise up this ,body again1 ,i am content2 and1 if to die1 ,i am resigned2 and1 if thou canst not be easy without trying to assist ,nature1 ,i submit4 ,after which his ,throat was so much affected1 that it was very difficult for him to speak so as to be understood2 and he frequently wrote when he wanted any ,thing4 ,about the second ,hour1 on ,fourth-day ,morning1 he asked for ,pen and ,ink1 and1 at several ,times1 with much ,difficulty1 wrote thus3 ,i believe my being here is in the ,wisdom of ,christ2 ,i know not as to ,life or ,death4 ,about a ,quarter before six1 the same ,morning1 he seemed to fall into an easy ,sleep1 which continued about ,half an ,hour2 when1 seeming to awake1 he breathed a few ,times with more ,difficulty1 and expired1 without ,sigh1 ,groan1 or ,struggle6 ,,end ,,of ,,the ,,journal ,,the ,,last ,,epistle ,,other ,,writings ,,of ,,john ,,woolman ,,the ,,introduction ,my ,mind hath often been affected with ,sorrow1 on ,account of the prevailing of that ,spirit1 which leads from an humble waiting on the inward ,teaching of ,christ1 to pursue ,ways of ,living1 attended with unnecessary ,labour1 and which draws forth the ,minds of many ,people to seek after outward ,power1 and to strive for ,riches1 which frequently introduce ,oppression1 and bring forth ,wars and grievous ,calamities4 ,it is with ,reverence that ,i acknowledge the ,mercies of our ,heavenly ,father1 who1 in ,infinite ,love1 did visit me in my ,youth1 and wrought a ,belief in me1 that through true ,obedience a ,state of inward ,purity may be known in this ,life1 in which we may love ,mankind in the same ,love with which our ,redeemer loveth us1 and therein learn ,resignation to endure ,hardships1 for the real ,good of others4 ,while the ,eye is single1 the whole ,body is full of ,light1 ,mat4 vi4 #bb4 but for want of this1 selfish ,desires1 and an imaginary ,superiority1 darken the ,mind2 hence ,injustice frequently proceeds2 and where this is the ,case1 to convince the ,judgment1 is the most effectual ,remedy4 ,where violent ,measures are pursued in opposing ,injustice1 the ,passions1 and ,resentments1 of the ,injured1 frequently operate in the ,prosecution of their ,designs2 and after ,conflicts productive of very great ,calamities1 the ,minds of contending ,parties often remain as little acquainted with the pure ,principle of ,divine ,love1 as they were before2 but where ,people walk in that pure ,light in which all their ,works are wrought in ,god1 ,john iii4 #ba4 and under ,oppression persevere in the meek ,spirit1 and abide firm in the ,cause of ,truth1 without actively complying with oppressive ,demands1 through those the ,lord hath often manifested his ,power1 in opening the ,understandings of others1 to the promoting ,righteousness in the ,earth4 ,a ,time1 ,i believe1 is coming1 wherein this ,divine ,work will so spread and prevail1 that ,nation shall not lift up ,sword against ,nation1 nor learn ,war any more1 ,isaiah ii4 #d4 ,and as we1 through the tender ,mercies of ,god1 do feel that this precious ,work is begun1 ,i am concerned to encourage my ,brethren and ,sisters in a ,holy ,care and ,diligence1 that each of us may so live1 under the sanctifying ,power of ,truth1 as to be redeemed from all unnecessary ,cares2 that our ,eye being single to him1 no ,customs1 however prevalent1 which are contrary to the ,wisdom from above1 may hinder us from faithfully following his ,holy ,leadings1 in whatsoever he may graciously appoint for us4 ,,considerations ,,on ,,pure ,,wisdom ,,and ,,human ,,policy ,to have our ,trust settled in the ,lord1 and not to seek after1 nor desire outward ,treasures1 any further than his ,holy ,spirit leads us therein1 is a happy ,state1 as saith the ,prophet1 ,blessed is the ,man that trusteth in the ,lord1 and whose ,hope the ,lord is4 ,pure ,wisdom leads ,people into ,lowliness of ,mind1 in which they learn ,resignation to the ,divine ,will1 and ,contentment in suffering for his ,cause1 when they cannot keep a clear ,conscience without suffering4 ,in this pure ,wisdom the ,mind is attentive to the ,root1 and original ,spring of ,motions and ,desires2 and as we know the ,lord to be our ,refuge1 and find no ,safety but in humbly walking before him1 we feel an ,holy ,engagement1 that every ,desire which leads therefrom may be brought to ,judgment4 ,while we proceed in this precious ,way1 and find ardent ,longings for a full ,deliverance from every thing which defiles1 all ,prospects of ,gain1 that are not consistent with the ,wisdom from above1 are considered as ,snares1 and an inward ,concern is felt1 that we may live under the ,cross1 and faithfully attend to that ,holy ,spirit1 which is sufficient to preserve out of them4 ,when ,i have considered that ,saying of ,christ1 ,mat4 vi4 #ai1 ,lay not up for yourselves ,treasures upon ,earth1 his ,omnipotence hath often occurred to my ,mind4 ,while we believe that he is every where present with his ,people1 and that perfect ,goodness1 ,wisdom and ,power are united in him1 how comfortable is the ,consideration4 ,our ,wants may be great1 but his ,power is greater4 ,we may be oppressed and despised1 but he is able to turn our patient ,sufferings into ,profit to ourselves1 and to the ,advancement of his ,work on ,earth4 ,his ,people1 who feel the ,power of his ,cross1 to crucify all that is selfish in them1 who are engaged in outward ,concerns1 from a ,convincement that it is their ,duty1 and resign themselves1 and their ,treasures1 to him2 these feel that it is dangerous to give way to that in us1 which craves ,riches and ,greatness in this ,world4 ,as the ,heart truly contrite1 earnestly desires to know ,christ1 and the ,fellowship of his ,sufferings1 ,phil4 iii4 #aj4 so far as the ,lord for gracious ,ends may lead into them2 as such feel that it is their ,interest to put their ,trust in ,god1 and to seek no ,gain but that which he1 by his ,holy ,spirit1 leads into2 so1 on the contrary1 they who do not reverently wait for this ,divine ,teacher1 and are not humbly concerned1 according to their ,measure1 to fill up that which is behind of the ,afflictions of ,christ1 ,col4 i4 #bd4 in patiently suffering for the promoting ,righteousness in the ,earth2 but have an ,eye toward the ,power of ,men1 and the outward ,advantage of ,wealth1 these are often attentive to those ,employments which appear profitable1 even though the ,gains arise from such ,trade and ,business which proceeds from the ,workings of that ,spirit1 which is estranged from the self-denying ,life of an humble contrite ,christian4 ,while ,i write on this ,subject1 ,i feel my ,mind tenderly affected toward those honestly disposed ,people1 who have been brought up in ,employments attended with those ,difficulties4 ,to such ,i may say1 in the feeling of our ,heavenly ,father's ,love1 and number myself with you1 ,o that our ,eyes may be single to the ,lord6 ,may we reverently wait on him for ,strength1 to lay aside all unnecessary ,expence of every ,kind1 and learn ,contentment1 in a plain simple ,life4 ,may we1 in ,lowliness1 submit to the ,leadings of his ,spirit1 and enter upon any outward ,employ which he graciously points out to us1 and then whatever ,difficulties arise1 in ,consequence of our ,faithfulness1 ,i trust they will work for our ,good4 ,small ,treasure to a resigned ,mind is sufficient4 ,how happy is it to be content with a little1 to live in ,humility1 and feel that in us1 which breathes out this ,language1 ,abba6 ,father4 ,if that1 called the ,wisdom of this ,world1 had no ,resemblance of true ,wisdom1 the ,name of ,wisdom1 ,i suppose1 had not been given to it4 ,as wasting outward ,substance1 to gratify vain ,desires1 on one hand2 so ,slothfulness and ,neglect1 on the other1 do often involve ,men and their ,families in ,trouble1 and reduce them to ,want and ,distress2 to shun both these opposite ,vices1 is good in itself1 and hath a ,resemblance of ,wisdom2 but while ,people thus provident1 have it principally in ,view to get ,riches1 and ,power1 and the ,friendship of this ,world1 and do not humbly wait for the ,spirit of ,truth to lead them into ,purity2 these1 through an anxious ,care to obtain the ,end desired1 reach forth for ,gain in worldly ,wisdom1 and1 in regard to their inward ,state1 fall into divers ,temptations and ,snares4 ,and though such may think of applying ,wealth to good ,purposes1 and to use their ,power to prevent ,oppression1 yet ,wealth and ,power is often applied otherwise2 nor can we depart from the ,leadings of our ,holy ,shepherd1 without going into ,confusion4 ,great ,wealth is frequently attended with ,power1 which nothing but ,divine ,love can qualify the ,mind to use rightly2 and as to the ,humility1 and ,uprightness of our ,children after us1 how great is the ,uncertainty6 ,if1 in acquiring ,wealth1 we take hold on the ,wisdom which is from beneath1 and depart from the ,leadings of ,truth1 and ,example our ,children herein1 we have great ,cause to apprehend1 that ,wealth may be a ,snare to them2 and prove an ,injury to others1 over whom their ,wealth may give them ,power4 ,to be redeemed from that ,wisdom which is from beneath1 and walk in the ,light of the ,lord1 is a precious ,situation2 thus his ,people are brought to put their ,trust in him2 and in this humble ,confidence in his ,wisdom1 ,goodness and ,power1 the ,righteous find a ,refuge in ,adversities1 superior to the greatest outward ,helps1 and a ,comfort more certain than any worldly ,advantages can afford4 ,,on ,,labour ,having from my ,childhood been used to ,bodily ,labour for a ,living1 ,i may express my ,experience therein4 ,right ,exercise affords an innocent ,pleasure in the ,time of it1 and prepares us to enjoy the ,sweetness of ,rest2 but from the ,extremes each ,way1 arise ,inconveniences4 ,moderate ,exercise opens the ,pores1 gives the ,blood a lively ,circulation1 and the better enables us to judge rightly respecting that ,portion of ,labour which is the true ,medium4 ,the ,fowls of the ,air sow not1 nor gather into ,barns1 yet our ,heavenly ,father feedeth them1 ,mat4 vi4 #bf4 nor do ,i believe that ,infinite ,goodness and ,power would have allotted ,labour to us1 had he not seen that ,labour was proper for us in this ,life4 ,the original ,design1 and true ,medium of ,labour1 is a ,subject that1 to me1 appears worthy of our serious ,consideration4 ,idle ,men are often a ,burden to themselves1 neglect the ,duty they owe to their ,families1 and become burdensome to others also4 ,as outward ,labour1 directed by the ,wisdom from above1 tends to our ,health1 and adds to our ,happiness in this ,life2 so1 on the contrary1 entering upon it in a selfish ,spirit1 and pursuing it too long1 or too hard1 hath a contrary ,effect4 ,i have observed1 that too much ,labour not only makes the ,understanding dull1 but so intrudes upon the ,harmony of the ,body1 that after ceasing from our ,toil1 we have another to pass through1 before we can be so composed as to enjoy the ,sweetness of ,rest4 ,from too much ,labour in the ,heat1 frequently proceeds immoderate ,sweats1 which do often1 ,i believe1 open the ,way for ,disorders1 and impair our ,constitutions4 ,when we go beyond the true ,medium1 and feel ,weariness approaching1 but think ,business may suffer if we cease1 at such a ,time spirituous ,liquors are frequently taken1 with a ,view to support ,nature under these ,fatigues4 ,i have found that too much ,labour in the ,summer heats the ,blood1 that taking strong ,drink to support the ,body under such ,labour1 increaseth that ,heat1 and though a ,person may be so far temperate as not to manifest the least ,disorder1 yet the ,mind1 in such a ,circumstance1 doth not retain that ,calmness and ,serenity which we should endeavour to live in4 ,thus toiling in the ,heat1 and drinking strong ,liquor1 makes ,men more resolute1 and less considerate1 and tends very much to disqualify from successfully following him who is meek and low of ,heart4 ,as laying out ,business1 more than is consistent with pure ,wisdom1 is an ,evil1 so this ,evil frequently leads into more4 ,too much ,business leads to ,hurry4 ,in the ,hurry and ,toil too much strong ,drink is often used1 and hereby many proceed to ,noise and ,wantonness1 and some1 though more considerate1 do often suffer ,loss1 as to a true ,composedness of ,mind4 ,i feel sincere ,desires in my ,heart that no ,rent1 nor ,interest1 might be laid so high as to be a ,snare to ,tenants4 ,that no ,desires of ,gain may draw any too far in ,business4 ,that no ,cares to support ,customs1 which have not their ,foundation in pure ,wisdom1 may have ,place in our ,minds1 but that we may build on the sure ,foundation1 and feel our ,holy ,shepherd to lead us1 who alone is able to preserve us1 and bring forth from every ,thing which defiles4 ,having several ,times1 in my ,travels1 had ,opportunity to observe the ,labour and ,manner of ,life of great ,numbers of ,slaves1 it appears to me that the true ,medium is lamentably neglected by many1 who assign them their ,portion of ,labour4 ,without saying much at this ,time1 concerning buying and selling ,men for ,term of ,life1 who have as just a ,right to ,liberty as we have2 nor about the great ,miseries1 and ,effusion of ,blood1 consequent to promoting the ,slave-trade1 and to speak as favourably as may be1 with regard to continuing those in ,bondage who are amongst us1 we cannot say there is no ,partiality in it2 for whatever ,tenderness may be manifested by ,individuals in their ,life-time towards them1 yet for ,people to be transmitted from a ,man to his ,posterity1 in the helpless ,condition of ,slaves1 appears inconsistent with the ,nature of the ,gospel ,spirit4 ,from such ,proceedings it often follows1 that ,persons in the ,decline of ,life1 are deprived of ,monies equitably due to them1 and committed to the ,care1 and subjected to the absolute ,power of young unexperienced ,men1 who know but little about the ,weakness of old ,age1 nor understand the ,language of declining ,life4 ,where ,parents give their ,estates to their ,children1 and then depend on them for a ,maintainance1 they sometimes meet with great ,inconveniences2 but if the ,power of ,possession1 thus obtained1 doth often reverse the ,obligations of ,gratitude and filial ,duty1 and makes manifest1 that ,youth are often ignorant of the ,language of old ,age1 how hard is the ,case of ancient ,negroes1 who1 deprived of the ,wages equitably due to them1 are left to young ,people1 who have been used to look upon them as their ,inferiors4 ,for ,men to behold the ,fruits of their ,labour withheld from them1 and possessed by others1 and in old ,age find themselves destitute of those comfortable ,accommodations1 and that tender ,regard which their ,time of ,life requires3 ,when they feel ,pains and ,stiffness in their ,joints and ,limbs1 ,weakness of ,appetite1 and that a little ,labour is wearisome1 and still behold themselves in the neglected uncomfortable ,condition of a ,slave1 and oftentimes to a young unsympathising ,man3 ,for ,men to be thus treated from one ,generation to another1 who1 besides their own ,distresses1 think on the ,slavery entailed on their ,posterity1 and are grieved3 ,what disagreeable ,thoughts must they have of the professed ,followers of ,jesus6 ,and how must their ,groans ascend to that ,almighty ,being1 who will be a ,refuge for the ,oppressed1 ,psalm ix4 #i4 ,,on ,,schools ,suffer the little ,children to come unto me1 and forbid them not1 for of such is the ,kingdom of ,god1 ,mark x4 #ad4 ,to encourage ,children to do ,things with a ,view to get ,praise of ,men1 to me appears an ,obstruction to their being inwardly acquainted with the ,spirit of ,truth4 ,for it is the ,work of the ,holy ,spirit to direct the ,mind of ,god1 that in all our ,proceedings we may have a single ,eye to him4 ,to give ,alms in secret1 to fast in secret1 and labour to keep clear of that ,disposition reproved by our ,saviour1 ,all their ,works which they do is for to be seen of ,men1 ,mat4 xxiii4 #e4 ,that ,divine ,light which enlightens all ,men1 ,i believe1 does often shine in the ,minds of ,children very early1 and to humbly wait for ,wisdom1 that our ,conduct toward them may tend to forward their ,acquaintance with it1 and strengthen them in ,obedience thereto1 appears to me to be a ,duty on all of us4 ,by cherishing the ,spirit of ,pride1 and the ,love of ,praise in them1 ,i believe they may sometimes improve faster in ,learning1 than otherwise they would2 but to take ,measures to forward ,children in ,learning1 which naturally tend to divert their ,minds from true ,humility1 appears to me to savour of the ,wisdom of this ,world4 ,if ,tutors are not acquainted with ,sanctification of ,spirit1 nor experienced in an humble waiting for the ,leadings of ,truth1 but follow the ,maxims of the ,wisdom of this ,world1 such ,children who are under their ,tuition1 appear to me to be in ,danger of imbibing ,thoughts1 and ,apprehensions1 reverse to that ,meekness1 and ,lowliness of ,heart1 which is necessary for all the true ,followers of ,christ4 ,children at an ,age fit for ,schools1 are in a ,time of ,life which requires the patient ,attention of pious ,people1 and if we commit them to the ,tuition of such1 whose ,minds we believe are not rightly prepared to train them up in the ,nurture and ,admonition of the ,lord1 we are in ,danger of not acting the ,part of faithful ,parents toward them2 for our ,heavenly ,father doth not require us to do ,evil1 that ,good may come of it2 and it is needful that we deeply examine ourselves1 lest we get entangled in the ,wisdom of this ,world1 and1 through wrong ,apprehensions1 take such ,methods in ,education1 as may prove a great ,injury to the ,minds of our ,children4 ,it is a lovely ,sight to behold innocent ,children2 and when they are sent to such ,schools where their tender ,minds are in imminent ,danger of being led astray by ,tutors1 who do not live a self-denying ,life1 or by the ,conversation of such ,children who do not live in ,innocence1 it is a ,case much to be lamented4 ,while a pious ,tutor hath the ,charge of no more ,children than he can take due ,care of1 and keeps his ,authority in the ,truth1 the good ,spirit in which he leads and governs1 works on the ,minds of such who are not hardened1 and his ,labours not only tend to bring them forward in outward ,learning1 but to open their ,understandings with respect to the true ,christian ,life2 but where a ,person hath ,charge of too many1 and his ,thoughts and ,time are so much employed in the outward ,affairs of his ,school1 that he does not so weightily attend to the ,spirit and ,conduct of each ,individual1 as to be enabled to administer rightly to all in due ,season2 through such ,omission he not only suffers1 as to the ,state of his own ,mind1 but the ,minds of the ,children are in ,danger of suffering also4 ,to watch the ,spirit of ,children1 to nurture them in ,gospel ,love1 and labour to help them against that which would mar the ,beauty of their ,minds1 is a ,debt we owe them2 and a faithful ,performance of our ,duty1 not only tends to their lasting ,benefit1 and our own ,peace1 but also to render their ,company agreeable to us4 ,instruction1 thus administered1 reaches the pure ,witness in the ,minds of such ,children who are not hardened1 and begets ,love in them toward those who thus lead them on2 but where too great a ,number are committed to a ,tutor1 and he1 through much ,cumber1 omits a careful ,attention to the ,minds of ,children1 there is ,danger of ,disorders gradually increasing amongst them1 till the ,effects thereof appear in their ,conduct1 too strong to be easily remedied4 ,a ,care hath lived on my ,mind1 that more ,time might be employed by ,parents at ,home1 and by ,tutors at ,school1 in weightily attending to the ,spirit and ,inclinations of ,children1 and that we may so lead1 instruct1 and govern them1 in this tender ,part of ,life1 that nothing may be omitted in our ,power1 to help them on their ,way to become the ,children of our ,father1 who is in ,heaven4 ,meditating on the ,situation of ,schools in our ,provinces1 my ,mind hath1 at ,times1 been affected with ,sorrow1 and under these ,exercises it hath appeared to me1 that if those who have large ,estates1 were faithful ,stewards1 and laid no ,rent1 nor ,interest1 nor other ,demands1 higher than is consistent with universal ,love2 and those in lower ,circumstances would1 under a moderate ,employ1 shun unnecessary ,expence1 even to the smallest ,article2 and all unite in humbly seeking to the ,lord1 he would graciously instruct us1 and strengthen us1 to relieve the ,youth from various ,snares1 in which many of them are entangled4 ,,on ,,the ,,right ,,use ,,of ,,the ,,lord',s ,,outward ,,gifts ,as our ,understandings are opened by the pure ,light1 we experience that1 through an inward approaching to ,god1 the ,mind is strengthened in ,obedience2 and that by gratifying those ,desires which are not of his begetting1 those ,approaches to him are obstructed1 and the deceivable ,spirit gains ,strength4 ,these ,truths1 being as it were engraven upon our ,hearts1 and our everlasting ,interest in ,christ evidently concerned herein1 we become fervently engaged1 that nothing may be nourished which tends to feed ,pride or ,self-love in us4 ,thus in pure ,obedience1 we are not only instructed in our ,duty to ,god1 but also in the ,affairs which necessarily relate to this ,life1 and the ,spirit of ,truth which guides into all ,truth1 leavens the ,mind with a pious ,concern1 that whatsoever we do in ,word or ,deed1 may be done in his ,name1 ,col4 iii4 #ag4 ,hence such ,buildings1 ,furniture1 ,food1 and ,raiment1 as best answer our ,necessities1 and are the least likely to feed that selfish ,spirit which is our ,enemy1 are the most acceptable to us4 ,in this ,state the ,mind is tender1 and inwardly watchful1 that the ,love of ,gain draw us not into any ,business1 which may weaken our ,love to our ,heavenly ,father1 or bring unnecessary ,trouble to any of his ,creatures4 ,thus the ,way gradually opens to cease from that ,spirit which craves ,riches and ,things fetched far1 which so mixeth with the ,customs of this ,world1 and so intrudes upon the true ,harmony of ,life1 that the right ,medium of ,labour is very much departed from4 ,and as the ,minds of ,people are settled in a steady ,concern1 not to hold nor possess any ,thing but what may be held consistent with the ,wisdom from above1 they consider what they possess as the ,gift of ,god1 and are inwardly exercised1 that in all ,parts of their ,conduct they may act agreeable to the ,nature of the peaceable ,government of ,christ4 ,a little supports such a ,life2 and in a ,state truly resigned to the ,lord1 the ,eye is single1 to see what outward ,employ he leads into1 as a ,means of our ,subsistence1 and a lively ,care is maintained to hold to that without launching further4 ,there is a ,harmony in the several ,parts of this ,divine ,work in the ,hearts of ,people2 he who leads them to cease from those gainful ,employments1 carried on in that ,wisdom which is from beneath1 delivers also from the ,desire after worldly ,greatness1 and reconciles the ,mind to a ,life so plain1 that a little doth suffice4 ,here the real ,comforts of ,life are not lessened4 ,moderate ,exercise1 in the ,way of true ,wisdom1 is pleasant both to ,mind and ,body4 ,food and ,raiment sufficient1 though in the greatest ,simplicity1 is accepted with ,content and ,gratitude4 ,the mutual ,love1 subsisting between the faithful ,followers of ,christ1 is more pure than that ,friendship which is not seasoned with ,humility1 how specious soever the ,appearance4 ,where ,people depart from pure ,wisdom in one ,case1 it is often an ,introduction to depart from it in many more2 and thus a ,spirit which seeks for outward ,greatness1 and leads into worldly ,wisdom to attain it1 and support it1 gets ,possession of the ,mind4 ,in beholding the customary ,departure from the true ,medium of ,labour1 and that unnecessary ,toil which many go through1 in supporting outward ,greatness1 and procuring ,delicacies4 ,in beholding how the true ,calmness of ,life is changed into ,hurry1 and that many1 by eagerly pursuing outward ,treasure1 are in great ,danger of withering as to the inward ,state of the ,mind4 ,in meditating on the ,works of this ,spirit1 and on the ,desolations it makes amongst the ,professors of ,christianity1 ,i may thankfully acknowledge1 that ,i often feel pure ,love beget ,longings in my ,heart1 for the ,exaltation of the peaceable ,kingdom of ,christ1 and an ,engagement to labour according to the ,gift bestowed on me1 for the promoting an humble1 plain1 temperate ,way of living4 ,a ,life where no unnecessary ,care1 nor ,expences1 may incumber our ,minds1 nor lessen our ,ability to do ,good2 where no ,desires after ,riches1 or ,greatness1 may lead into hard ,dealing2 where no ,connections with worldly-minded ,men1 may abate our ,love to ,god1 nor weaken a true ,zeal for ,righteousness4 ,a ,life wherein we may diligently labour for ,resignedness to do1 and suffer1 whatever our ,heavenly ,father may allot for us1 in reconciling the ,world to himself4 ,when the ,prophet ,isaiah had uttered his ,vision1 and declared that a ,time was coming wherein ,swords should be beat into ,plowshares1 and ,spears into pruning ,hooks1 and that ,nation shall not lift up ,sword against ,nation1 nor learn ,war any more2 he immediately directs the ,minds of ,people to the ,divine ,teacher1 in this remarkable ,language2 ,o ,house of ,jacob6 come ye1 and let us walk in the ,light of the ,lord1 ,isaiah ii4 #e4 ,to wait for the ,direction of this ,light1 in all temporal as well as spiritual ,concerns1 appears necessary2 for if in any ,case we enter lightly into temporal ,affairs1 without feeling this ,spirit of ,truth to open our ,way therein1 and through the ,love of this ,world proceed on1 and seek for ,gain by that ,business or ,traffick1 which is not of the ,father1 but of the ,world1 #a ,john ii4 #af we fail in our ,testimony to the ,purity and ,peace of his ,government1 and get into that which is for ,chastisement4 ,this ,matter hath lain heavy on my ,mind1 it being evident1 that a ,life less humble1 less simple and plain1 than that which ,christ leads his ,sheep into1 does necessarily require a ,support1 which pure ,wisdom does not provide for2 hence there is no ,probability of our being a peculiar ,people1 so zealous of good ,works1 as to have no ,fellowship with ,works of ,darkness1 ,titus ii4 #ad4 ,ephes4 v4 #aa4 while we have ,wants to supply which have their ,foundation in ,custom1 and do not come within the ,meaning of those ,expressions1 your ,heavenly ,father knoweth that ye have need of all these ,things1 ,mat4 vi4 #cb4 ,these ,things which he beholds necessary for his ,people1 he fails not to give them in his own ,way and ,time2 but as his ,ways are above our ,ways1 and his ,thoughts above our ,thoughts1 so imaginary ,wants are different from these ,things which he knoweth that we have need of4 ,as my ,meditations have been on these ,things1 ,compassion hath filled my ,heart toward my ,fellow ,creatures1 involved in ,customs1 grown up in the ,wisdom of this ,world1 which is ,foolishness with ,god1 #a ,cor4 iii4 #ai4 ,and ,o that the ,youth may be so thoroughly experienced in an humble ,walking before the ,lord1 that they may be his ,children1 and know him to be their ,refuge1 their safe unfailing ,refuge1 through the various ,dangers attending this uncertain ,state of ,being6 ,if those whose ,minds are redeemed from the ,love of ,wealth1 and who are content with a plain1 simple ,way of living1 do yet find that to conduct the ,affairs of a ,family1 without giving ,countenance to unrighteous ,proceedings1 or having ,fellowship with ,works of ,darkness1 the most diligent ,care is necessary4 ,if ,customs1 distinguishable from universal ,righteousness1 and opposite to the true ,self-denying ,life1 are now prevalent1 and so mixed with ,trade1 and with almost every ,employ1 that it is only through humble waiting on the inward ,guidance of ,truth1 that we may reasonably hope to walk safely1 and support an uniform ,testimony to the peaceable ,government of ,christ3 ,if this be the ,case1 how lamentably do they expose themselves to ,temptations1 who give way to the ,love of ,riches1 conform to expensive ,living1 and reach forth for ,gain1 to support ,customs1 which our ,holy ,shepherd leads not into4 ,,considerations ,,on ,,the ,,true ,,harmony ,,of ,,mankind1 ,,and ,how it is to be maintained4 ,by ,,john ,,woolman ,and the ,remnant of ,jacob shall be in the midst of many ,people1 as the ,dew from the ,lord1 as the ,showers upon the ,grass1 that tarrieth not for ,man1 nor waiteth for the ,sons of ,men1 ,micah v4 #g4 ,,london3 ,re-printed by ,,mary ,,hinde4 ,,the ,,introduction ,as ,mankind from one ,parent are divided into many ,families1 and as ,trading to ,sea is greatly increased within a few ,ages past2 amidst this extended ,commerce how necessary is it that the professed ,followers of ,christ keep sacred his ,holy ,name1 and be employed about ,trade and ,traffick no farther than ,justice and ,equity evidently accompanies8 ,that we may give no just ,cause of ,offence to any1 however distant1 or unable to plead their own ,cause2 and may continually keep in ,view the ,spreading of the true and saving ,knowledge of ,god1 and his ,son ,jesus ,christ1 amongst our ,fellow ,creatures1 which through his infinite ,love some feel to be more precious than any other ,treasure4 ,,considerations ,,on ,,the ,,true ,,harmony ,,of ,,mankind c4 ,,chapter ,i ,on serving the ,lord in our outward ,employments ,under the humbling ,dispensations of the ,father of ,mercies1 ,i have felt an inward ,labour for the ,good of my ,fellow ,creatures1 and a ,concern that the ,holy ,spirit1 which alone can restore ,mankind to a ,state of true ,harmony1 may with ,singleness of ,heart be waited for and followed4 ,i trust there are many under that ,visitation1 which if faithfully attended to1 will make them quick of ,understanding in the ,fear of the ,lord1 and qualify with ,firmness to be true ,patterns of the ,christian ,life1 who in ,living and ,walking may hold forth an ,invitation to others1 to come out of the ,entanglements of the ,spirit of this ,world4 ,and that which ,i feel first to express is1 a ,care for those who are in ,circumstances1 which appear difficult1 with respect to supporting their ,families in a ,way answerable to pure ,wisdom1 that they may not be discouraged1 but remember that in humbly obeying the ,leadings of ,christ1 he owneth us as his ,friends1 ,ye are my ,friends if ye do whatsoever ,i command you2 and to be a ,friend to ,christ1 is to be united to him1 who hath all ,power in ,heaven and in ,earth2 and though a ,woman may forget her sucking ,child1 yet will he not forget his faithful ,ones4 ,the ,condition of many who dwell in ,cities hath often affected me with a ,brotherly ,sympathy1 attended with a ,desire that ,resignation may be laboured for2 and where the ,holy ,leader directeth to a ,country ,life1 or some ,change of ,employ1 he may be faithfully followed2 for1 under the refining ,hand of the ,lord1 ,i have seen that the ,inhabitants of some ,cities are greatly increased through some ,branches of ,business which the ,holy ,spirit doth not lead into1 and that being entangled in these ,things1 tends to bring a ,cloud over the ,minds of ,people convinced of the ,leadings of this ,holy ,leader1 and obstructs the coming of the ,kingdom of ,christ on ,earth as it is in ,heaven4 ,now if we indulge a ,desire to imitate our ,neighbours in those ,things which harmonise not with the true ,christian ,walking1 these ,entanglements may hold fast to us1 and some1 who in an awakening ,time1 feel tender ,scruples1 with respect to their ,manner of ,life1 may look on the ,example of others more noted in the ,church1 who yet may not be refined from every ,degree of ,dross2 and by looking on these ,examples1 and desiring to support their ,families in a ,way pleasant to the natural ,mind1 there may be ,danger of the ,worldly ,wisdom gaining ,strength in them1 and of their ,departure from that pure ,feeling of ,truth1 which if faithfully attended to1 would teach ,contentment in the ,divine ,will1 even in a very low ,estate4 ,one formerly speaking on the ,profitableness of true ,humility saith1 ,he that troubles not himself with anxious ,thoughts for more than is necessary1 lives little less than the ,life of ,angels1 whilst by a ,mind content with little1 he imitates their want of nothing4 ,cave's ,prim4 ,christi4 ,page #ca4 ,it is not enough1 says ,tertullian1 that a ,christian be chaste and modest1 but he must appear to be so3 ,a ,virtue of which he should have so great a ,store1 that it should flow from his ,mind upon his ,habit1 and break from the ,retirements of his ,conscience1 into the ,superficies of his ,life4 ,same ,book1 ,page #dc4 ,the ,garments we wear1 says ,clemens1 ought to be mean and frugal--that is true ,simplicity of ,habit1 which takes away what is vain and superfluous1 that the best and most solid ,garment1 which is the farthest from ,curiosity4 ,page #di4 ,though the ,change from ,day to ,night1 is by a ,motion so gradual as scarcely to be perceived1 yet when ,night is come we behold it very different from the ,day2 and thus as ,people become wise in their own ,eyes1 and prudent in their own ,sight1 ,customs rise up from the ,spirit of this ,world1 and spread by little1 and little1 till a ,departure from the ,simplicity that there is in ,christ becomes as distinguishable as ,light from ,darkness1 to such who are crucified to the ,world4 ,our ,holy ,shepherd1 to encourage his ,flock in ,firmness and ,perseverance1 reminds them of his ,love for them2 ,as the ,father hath loved me1 so have ,i loved you2 continue ye in my ,love4 ,and in another ,place graciously points out the ,danger of departing therefrom1 by going into unsuitable ,employments2 this he represents in the ,similitude of ,offence from that useful active ,member1 the ,hand2 and to fix the ,instruction the deeper1 names the right ,hand2 ,if thy right ,hand offend thee1 cut it off and cast it from thee--,if thou feelest ,offence in thy ,employment1 humbly follow him who leads into all ,truth1 and is a strong and faithful ,friend to those who are resigned to him4 ,again1 he points out those ,things which appearing pleasant to the natural ,mind1 are not best for us1 in the ,similitude of ,offence from the ,eye2 ,if thy right ,eye offend thee1 pluck it out and cast it from thee4 ,to pluck out the ,eye1 or cut off the ,hand1 is attended with sharp ,pain2 and how precious is the ,instruction which our ,redeemer thus opens to us1 that we may not faint under the most painful ,trial1 but put our ,trust in him1 even in him who sent an ,angel to feed ,elijah in the ,wilderness2 who fed a ,multitude with a few ,barley ,loaves1 and is now as attentive to the ,wants of his ,people as ever4 ,the ,prophet ,isaiah represents the unrighteous ,doings of the ,israelites toward the ,poor1 as the ,fruits of an effeminate ,life2 ,as for my ,people1 ,children are their ,oppressors1 and ,women rule over them3 ,what mean ye1 that ye beat my ,people to pieces1 and grind the ,faces of the ,poor8 saith the ,lord ,god4 ,then he mentions the ,haughtiness of the ,daughters of ,sion1 and enumerates many ,ornaments1 as ,instances of their ,vanity2 to uphold which1 the ,poor were so hardly dealt with1 that he sets forth their ,poverty1 their ,leanness and ,inability to help themselves1 in the ,similitude of a ,man maimed by ,violence1 or beaten to pieces1 and forced to endure the painful ,operation of having his ,face gradually worn away in the manner of grinding4 ,and ,i may here add1 that at ,times1 when ,i have felt true ,love open my ,heart towards my ,fellow ,creatures1 and being engaged in weighty ,conversation in the ,cause of ,righteousness1 the ,instructions ,i have received under these ,exercises1 in ,regard to the true ,use of the outward ,gifts of ,god1 have made deep and lasting ,impressions on my ,mind4 ,i have here beheld1 how the ,desire to provide ,wealth1 and to uphold a delicate ,life1 hath grievously entangled many1 and been like ,snares to their ,offspring2 and tho' some have been affected with a ,sense of their ,difficulties1 and appeared desirous1 at ,times1 to be helped out of them2 yet for want of abiding under the humbling ,power of ,truth1 they have continued in these ,entanglements2 for in remaining conformable to this ,world1 and giving ,way to a delicate ,life1 this expensive ,way of living1 in ,parents1 and in ,children1 hath called for a large ,supply1 and in answering this ,call the ,faces of the ,poor have been ground away1 and made thin through hard ,dealing4 ,there is ,balm1 there is a ,physician2 and ,o what ,longings do ,i feel6 that we may embrace the ,means appointed for our ,healing1 know that removed which now ministers ,cause for the ,cries of many ,people to ascend to ,heaven against their ,oppressors1 and that we may see the true ,harmony restored4 ,behold how good and how pleasant it is1 for ,brethren to dwell together in ,unity4 ,the ,nature of this ,unity is thus opened by the ,apostle2 ,if we walk in the ,light1 as ,christ is in the ,light1 we shall have ,fellowship one with another1 and the ,blood of ,christ will cleanse us from all ,sin4 ,the ,land may be polluted with innocent ,blood1 which like the ,blood of ,abel may cry to the ,almighty2 but those who walk in the ,light1 as ,christ is in the ,light1 they know the ,lamb of ,god1 who taketh away ,sin4 ,walking is a ,phrase frequently used in ,scripture1 to represent our ,journey thro' ,life1 and appears to comprehend the various ,affairs and ,transactions properly relating to our being in this ,world4 ,christ being the ,light1 dwells always in the ,light2 and if our walking be thus1 and in every ,affair and ,concern we faithfully follow this ,divine ,leader1 he preserves from giving just ,cause for any to quarrel with us3 ,and where this ,foundation is laid1 and mutually kept to1 by ,families conversant with each other1 the ,way is open for these ,comforts in ,society1 which our ,heavenly ,father intends as a ,part of our ,happiness in this ,world2 and then we may experience the ,goodness1 and ,pleasantness of dwelling together in ,unity2 but where ,ways of ,living take place1 which tend to ,oppression1 and in the ,pursuit of ,wealth1 ,people do that to others which they know would not be acceptable to themselves1 either in exercising an absolute ,power over them1 or otherwise laying on them unequitable ,burdens2 here a ,fear lest that ,measure should be meted to them1 which they have measured to others1 incites a ,care to support that by ,craft and cunning ,devices which stands not on the firm ,foundation of ,righteousness3 ,thus the ,harmony of ,society is broken1 and from hence ,commotions and ,wars do frequently arise in the ,world4 ,come out of ,babylon my ,people1 that ye be not ,partakers of her ,sins1 and that ye receive not of her ,plagues4 ,rev4 xv4 #c1 #d4 ,this ,babel1 or ,babylon1 was built in the ,spirit of ,self-exaltation3 ,let us build us a ,city and a ,tower1 whose ,top may reach to ,heaven1 and let us make us a ,name4 ,gen4 xi4 #d4 ,in departing from an humble ,trust in ,god1 and following a selfish ,spirit1 ,people have ,intentions to get the upperhand of their ,fellow ,creatures1 privately meditate on ,means to obtain their ,ends1 have a ,language in their ,hearts which is hard to understand4 ,in ,babel the ,language is confounded4 ,this ,city is represented as a ,place of ,business1 and those employed in it1 as ,merchants of the ,earth3 ,the ,merchants of the ,earth are waxed rich through the ,abundance of her ,delicacies4 ,rev4 xviii4 #c4 ,and it is remarkable in this ,call1 that the ,language from the ,father of ,mercies is1 my ,people1 ,come out of ,babylon my ,people4 ,thus his tender ,mercies are toward us in an imperfect ,state2 and as we faithfully attend to the ,call1 the ,path of ,righteousness is more and more opened2 ,cravings1 which have not their ,foundation in pure ,wisdom1 more and more cease2 and in an inward ,purity of ,heart1 we experience a ,restoration of that which was lost at ,babel1 represented by the inspired ,prophet in the returning of a pure ,language4 ,zeph4 iii4 #i4 ,happy for them who humbly attend to the ,call1 ,come out of ,babylon my ,people4 ,for though in going forth we may meet with ,trials1 which for a ,time may be painful1 yet as we bow in true ,humility1 and continue in it1 an ,evidence is felt that ,god only is wise2 and that in weaning us from all that is selfish he prepares the ,way to a quiet ,habitation1 where all our ,desires are bounded by his ,wisdom4 ,and an ,exercise of ,spirit attends me1 that we who are convinced of the pure ,leadings of ,truth1 may bow in the deepest ,reverence1 and so watchfully regard this ,leader1 that many who are grievously entangled in a ,wilderness of vain ,customs1 may look upon us and be instructed4 ,and ,o that such who have ,plenty of this ,world's ,goods1 may be faithful in that with which they are entrusted6 and ,example others in the true ,christian ,walking4 ,our blessed ,saviour1 speaking on ,worldly ,greatness1 compares himself to one waiting and attending on a ,company at ,dinner2 ,whether is greater1 he that sitteth at ,meat or he that serveth8 ,is not he that sitteth at ,meat8 ,but ,i am amongst you as he that serveth4 ,luke xxii4 #bg4 ,thus in a ,world greatly disordered1 where ,men aspiring to outward ,greatness were wont to oppress others to support their ,designs1 he who was of the highest ,descent1 being the ,son of ,god1 and greater than any amongst the greatest ,families of ,men1 by his ,example and ,doctrines foreclosed his ,followers from claiming any ,shew of outward ,greatness1 from any supposed ,superiority in themselves1 or derived from their ,ancestors4 ,he who was greater than ,earthly ,princes1 was not only meek and low of ,heart1 but his outward ,appearance was plain and lowly1 and free from every ,stain of the ,spirit of this ,world4 ,such was the ,example of our blessed ,redeemer1 of whom the beloved ,disciple said1 ,he that saith he abideth in him1 ought also to walk even as he walked4 ,john ,bradford1 who suffered ,martyrdom under ,queen ,mary1 wrote a ,letter to his ,friends out of ,prison1 a short ,time before he was burnt1 in which are these ,expressions2 ,consider your ,dignity as ,children of ,god1 and ,temples of the ,holy ,ghost1 and ,members of ,christ1 be ashamed therefore to think1 speak1 or do any ,thing unseemly1 for ,god's ,children1 and the ,members of ,christ4 ,fox's ,acts and ,mon4 ,page #aagg4 ,,chapter ,,ii ,on the ,example of ,,christ ,as my ,mind hath been brought into a ,brotherly ,feeling with the ,poor1 as to the ,things of this ,life1 who are under ,trials in regard to getting a ,living in a ,way answerable to the ,purity of ,truth2 a ,labour of ,heart hath attended me1 that their ,way may not be made difficult through the ,love of ,money in those who are tried with plentiful ,estates1 but that they with ,tenderness of ,heart may sympathize with them4 ,it was the ,saying of our blessed ,redeemer1 ,ye cannot serve ,god and ,mammon4 ,there is a deep ,feeling of the ,way of ,purity1 a ,way in which the ,wisdom of the ,world hath no ,part1 but is opened by the ,spirit of ,truth1 and is called the ,way of ,holiness2 a ,way in which the ,traveller is employed in watching unto ,prayer2 and the outward ,gain we get in this ,journey is considered as a ,trust committed to us1 by him who formed and supports the ,world2 and is the rightful ,director of the ,use and ,application of the ,product of it4 ,now except the ,mind be preserved chaste1 there is no ,safety for us2 but in an ,estrangement from true ,resignation1 the ,spirit of the ,world casts up a ,way1 in which ,gain is many ,times principally attended to1 and in which there is a selfish ,application of outward ,treasures4 ,how agreeable to the true ,harmony of ,society1 is that ,exhortation of the ,apostle8 ,look not every ,man on his own ,things1 but every ,man also on the ,things of others4 ,let this ,mind be in you which was also in ,christ ,jesus4 ,a ,person in outward ,prosperity may have the ,power of obtaining ,riches1 but the same ,mind being in him which is in ,christ ,jesus1 he may feel a ,tenderness of ,heart towards those of low ,degree2 and instead of setting himself above them1 may look upon it as an unmerited ,favour1 that his ,way through ,life is more easy than the ,way of many others2 may improve every ,opportunity of leading forth out of those ,customs which have entangled the ,family2 employ his ,time in looking into the ,wants of the poor ,members1 and hold forth such a perfect ,example of ,humiliation1 that the pure ,witness may be reached in many ,minds2 and the ,way opened for a harmonious walking together4 ,jesus ,christ1 in promoting the ,happiness of others1 was not deficient in looking for the ,helpless1 who lay in ,obscurity1 nor did he save any ,thing to render himself honourable amongst ,men1 which might have been of more ,use to the weak ,members in his ,father's ,family2 of whose ,compassion towards us ,i may now speak a little4 ,he who was perfectly happy in himself1 moved with infinite ,love1 took not upon him the ,nature of ,angels1 but our imperfect ,natures1 and therein wrestled with the ,temptations which attend us in this ,life2 and being the ,son of him who is greater than ,earthly ,princes1 yet became a ,companion to poor1 sincere-hearted ,men2 and though he gave the clearest ,evidence that ,divine ,power attended him1 yet the most unfavourable ,constructions were framed by a self-righteous ,people2 those ,miracles represented as the ,effect of a diabolical ,power1 and ,endeavours used to render him hateful1 as having his ,mission from the ,prince of ,darkness2 nor did their ,envy cease till they took him like a ,criminal1 and brought him to ,trial4 ,though some may affect to carry the ,appearance of being unmoved at the ,apprehension of ,distress1 our dear ,redeemer1 who was perfectly sincere1 having the same human ,nature which we have1 and feeling1 a little before he was apprehended1 the ,weight of that ,work upon him1 for which he came into the ,world1 was sorrowful even unto ,death2 here the human ,nature struggled to be excused from a ,cup so bitter2 but his ,prayers centered in ,resignation1 ,not my ,will but thine be done4 ,in this ,conflict1 so great was his ,agony1 that ,sweat like ,drops of ,blood fell from him to the ,ground4 ,behold now1 as foretold by the ,prophet1 he is in a judicial ,manner numbered with the ,transgressors6 ,behold him as some poor ,man of no ,reputation1 standing before the ,high ,priest and ,elders1 and before ,herod and ,pilate1 where ,witnesses appear against him1 and he mindful of the most gracious ,design of his ,coming1 declineth to plead in his own ,defence1 but as a ,sheep that is dumb before the ,shearer1 so under many ,accusations1 ,revilings1 and ,buffetings1 remained silent4 ,and though he signified to ,peter1 that he had ,access to ,power sufficient to overthrow all their outward ,forces2 yet retaining a ,resignation to suffer for the ,sins of ,mankind1 he exerted not that ,power1 but permitted them to go on in their malicious ,designs1 and pronounce him to be worthy of ,death1 even him who was perfect in ,goodness2 thus in his ,humiliation his ,judgment was taken away1 and he1 like some vile ,criminal1 led as a ,lamb to the ,slaughter4 ,under these heavy ,trials 7tho' poor unstable ,pilate was convinced of his ,innocence1 yet7 the ,people generally looked upon him as a ,deceiver1 a ,blasphemer1 and the approaching ,punishment as a just ,judgment upon him2 ,they esteemed him smitten of ,god and afflicted4 ,so great had been the ,surprize of his ,disciples1 at his being taken by armed ,men1 that they forsook him1 and fled2 thus they hid their ,faces from him1 he was despised1 and by their ,conduct it appeared as though they esteemed him not4 ,but contrary to that ,opinion1 of his being smitten of ,god and afflicted1 it was for our ,sakes that he was put to ,grief2 he was wounded for our ,transgressions2 he was bruised for our ,iniquities2 and under the ,weight of them manifesting the deepest ,compassion for the ,instruments of his ,misery1 laboured as their ,advocate1 and in the ,deeps of ,affliction1 with an unconquerable ,patience1 cried out1 ,father1 forgive them1 they know not what they do6 ,now this ,mind being in us1 which was in ,christ ,jesus1 it removes from our ,hearts the ,desire of ,superiority1 ,worldly ,honour1 or ,greatness2 a deep ,attention is felt to the ,divine ,counsellor1 and an ardent ,engagement to promote1 as far as we may be enabled1 the ,happiness of ,mankind universally3 ,this ,state1 where every ,motion from a selfish ,spirit yieldeth to pure ,love1 ,i may1 with ,gratitude to the ,father of ,mercies acknowledge1 is often opened before me as a ,pearl to dig after2 attended with a living ,concern1 that amongst the many ,nations and ,families on the ,earth1 those who believe in the ,messiah1 that he was manifested to destroy the ,works of the ,devil1 and thus to take away the ,sins of the ,world1 may experience the ,will of our ,heavenly ,father1 may be done on ,earth as it is in ,heaven4 ,strong are the ,desires ,i often feel1 that this ,holy ,profession may remain unpolluted1 and the ,believers in ,christ may so abide in the pure inward ,feeling of his ,spirit1 that the ,wisdom from above may shine forth in their ,living1 as a ,light by which others may be instrumentally helped on their ,way1 in the true harmonious ,walking4 ,,chapter ,,iii ,on ,,merchandizing ,where the ,treasures of pure ,love are opened1 and we obediently follow him who is the ,light of ,life1 the ,mind becomes chaste2 and a ,care is felt1 that the ,unction from the ,holy ,one may be our ,leader in every ,undertaking4 ,in being crucified to the ,world1 broken off from that ,friendship which is ,enmity with ,god1 and dead to the ,customs and ,fashions which have not their ,foundation in the ,truth2 the ,way is prepared to ,lowliness in outward ,living1 and to a ,disintanglement from those ,snares which attends the ,love of ,money2 and where the faithful ,friends of ,christ are so situated that ,merchandize appears to be their ,duty1 they feel a ,restraint from proceeding farther than he owns their ,proceeding2 being convinced that we are not our own1 but are bought with a ,price1 that none of us may live to ourselves1 but to him who died for us1 #b ,cor4 v4 #ae4 ,thus they are taught1 not only to keep to a moderate ,advance and ,uprightness in their ,dealings2 but to consider the ,tendency of their ,proceeding2 to do nothing which they know would operate against the ,cause of universal ,righteousness2 and to keep continually in ,view the ,spreading of the peaceable ,kingdom of ,christ amongst ,mankind4 ,the ,prophet ,isaiah spake of the gathered ,church1 in the ,similitude of a ,city1 where many being employed were all preserved in ,purity2 ,they shall call them the ,holy ,people1 the ,redeemed of the ,lord1 and thou shalt be called sought out1 a ,city not forsaken1 ,isa4 lxiii4 #aj4 ,and the ,apostle1 after mentioning the ,mystery of ,christ's ,sufferings1 exhorts1 ,be ye ,holy in all ,manner of ,conversation1 #a ,pet4 i4 #ae4 ,there is a ,conversation necessary in ,trade2 and there is a ,conversation so foreign from the ,nature of ,christ's ,kingdom1 that it is represented in the ,similitude of one ,man pushing another with a warlike ,weapon2 ,there is that speaketh like the ,piercings of a ,sword1 ,prov4 xii4 #ah4 ,now in all our ,concerns it is necessary that the ,leading of the ,spirit of ,christ be humbly waited for1 and faithfully followed1 as the only ,means of being preserved chaste as an ,holy ,people1 who in all ,things are circumspect1 ,exod4 xxiii4 #ac1 that nothing we do may carry the ,appearance of ,approbation of the ,works of ,wickedness1 make the ,unrighteous more at ,ease in ,unrighteousness1 or occasion the ,injuries committed against the ,oppressed to be more lightly looked over4 ,where ,morality is kept to1 and supported by the ,inhabitants of a ,country1 there is a certain ,reproach attends those ,individuals amongst them1 who manifestly deviate therefrom4 ,but where ,iniquity is committed openly1 and the ,authors of it are not brought to ,justice1 nor put to ,shame1 their ,hands grow strong4 ,thus the general ,corruption of the ,jews shortly before their ,state was broke up by the ,chaldeans1 is described by their ,boldness in ,impiety2 for as their ,leaders were connected together in ,wickedness they strengthened one another1 and grew confident2 ,were they ashamed when they had committed ,abominations8 ,nay1 they were not at all ashamed1 neither could they blush1 ,jer4 vi4 #ae1 on which ,account the ,lord thus expostulates with them1 ,what hath my ,beloved to do in my ,house1 seeing she hath wrought ,lewdness with many1 and the ,holy ,flesh is passed from thee2 when thou doest ,evil1 then thou rejoicest1 ,jer4 xi4 #ae4 ,now the faithful ,friends of ,christ1 who hunger and thirst after ,righteousness1 and inwardly breathe that his ,kingdom may come on ,earth as it is in ,heaven1 he teacheth them to be quick of ,understanding in his ,fear1 and to be very attentive to the ,means he may appoint for promoting pure ,righteousness in the ,earth2 and as ,shame is due to those whose works manifestly operate against the gracious ,design of his ,sufferings for us1 a ,care lives on their ,minds that no wrong ,customs however supported may bias their ,judgments1 but that they may humbly abide under the ,cross1 and be preserved in a ,conduct which may not contribute to strengthen the ,hands of the ,wicked in their ,wickedness1 or to remove ,shame from those to whom it is justly due4 ,the ,coming of that ,day is precious1 in which we experience the ,truth of this ,expression1 ,the ,lord our ,righteousness1 ,jer4 xiii4 #f1 and feel him to be made unto us ,wisdom and ,sanctification4 ,the ,example of a righteous ,man is often looked at with ,attention4 ,where righteous ,men join in ,business1 their ,company gives ,encouragement to others2 and as one ,grain of ,incense deliberately offered to the ,prince of this ,world1 renders an ,offering to ,god in that ,state unacceptable2 and from those esteemed ,leaders of the ,people may be injurious to the ,weak2 it requires deep ,humility of ,heart1 to follow him faithfully1 who alone gives sound ,wisdom1 and the ,spirit of true ,discerning2 and ,o how necessary it is1 to consider the ,weight of a ,holy ,profession6 ,the ,conduct of some formerly gave ,occasion of ,complaint against them2 ,thou hast defiled thy ,sanctuaries by the ,multitude of thine ,iniquities1 by the ,iniquity of thy ,traffick1 ,ezek4 xxviii4 #ah1 and in several ,places it is charged against ,israel1 that they had polluted the ,holy ,name4 ,the ,prophet ,isaiah represents inward ,sanctification in the ,similitude of being purged from that which is ,fuel for ,fire2 and particularly describes the outward ,fruits1 brought forth by those who dwell in this inward ,holiness2 ,they walk righteously1 and speak uprightly4 ,by walking he represents the ,journey through ,life1 as a righteous ,journey2 and by speaking uprightly1 seems to point at that which ,moses appears to have had in ,view1 when he thus express'd himself2 ,thou shall not follow a ,multitude to do ,evil1 nor speak in a ,cause to decline after many to wrest ,judgment1 ,exod4 xxiii4 #b4 ,he goes on to shew their ,firmness in ,equity2 representing them as ,persons superior to all the ,arts of getting ,money1 which have not ,righteousness for their ,foundation2 ,they despise the ,gain of ,oppressions3 ,and further shews how careful they are that no ,prospects of ,gain may induce them to become partial in ,judgment respecting an ,injury2 ,they shake their ,hands from holding ,bribes4 ,again1 where any ,interest is so connected with shedding ,blood1 that the ,cry of innocent ,blood goes also with it2 he points out their ,care to keep innocent ,blood from crying against them1 in the ,similitude of a ,man's stopping his ,ears to prevent a ,sound from entering his ,head2 ,they stop their ,ears from hearing ,blood3 ,and where they know that ,wickedness is committed1 he points out with ,care1 that they do not by an unguarded ,friendship with the ,authors of it1 appear like unconcerned ,lookers on1 but as ,people so deeply affected with ,sorrow1 that they cannot endure to stand by and behold it2 this he represents in the ,similitude of a ,man shutting his ,eyes from seeing ,evil4 ,who amongst us shall dwell with devouring ,fire8 ,who amongst us shall dwell with everlasting ,burnings8 ,he that walketh righteously and speaketh uprightly4 ,he that despiseth the ,gain of ,oppressions1 that shaketh his ,hands from holding of ,bribes1 that stoppeth his ,ears from hearing of ,blood1 and shutteth his ,eyes from seeing ,evil1 ,isa4 xxxiii4 #ae4 ,he proceeds in the ,spirit of ,prophecy to shew how the ,faithful1 being supported under ,temptations1 would be preserved from that ,defilement that there is in the ,love of ,money2 that as they who in a reverent ,waiting on ,god1 feel their ,strength renewed1 are said to mount upward2 so here their ,preservation from the ,snare of unrighteous ,gain1 is represented in the ,likeness of a ,man1 borne up above all crafty1 artful ,means of getting the ,advantage of another2 ,they shall dwell on high2 and points out the ,stability and ,firmness of their ,condition2 ,his ,place of ,defence shall be the ,munition of ,rocks2 and that under all the outward ,appearances of ,loss1 in denying himself of gainful ,profits for ,righteousness ,sake1 yet through the ,care of him who provides for the ,sparrows1 he should have a ,supply answerable to his infinite ,wisdom2 ,bread shall be given him1 his ,waters shall be sure4 ,and as our ,saviour mentions the ,sight of ,god to be attainable by the ,pure in ,heart1 so here the ,prophet pointed out1 how in true ,sanctification the ,understanding is opened1 to behold the peaceable harmonious ,nature of his ,kingdom2 thine ,eyes shall see the ,king in his ,beauty3 ,and that looking beyond all the ,afflictions which attend the ,righteous1 to a ,habitation eternal in the ,heavens1 they with an eye divinely open shall behold the ,land that is very far off4 ,he shall dwell on high1 his ,place of ,defence shall be the ,munition of ,rocks1 ,bread shall be given him1 his ,waters shall be sure4 ,thine ,eyes shall see the ,king in his ,beauty2 they shall behold the ,land that is very far off1 ,isa4 xxxiii4 #af4 ,i often remember1 and to me the ,subject is awful1 that the great ,judge of all the ,earth doeth that which is right1 and that he1 before whom the ,nations are as the ,drop of a ,bucket1 is no ,respecter of ,persons4 ,happy for them1 who like the inspired ,prophet1 in the ,way of his ,judgments wait for him1 ,isa4 xxvi4 #h4 ,when we feel him to sit as a ,refiner with ,fire1 and know a ,resignedness wrought in us1 to that which he appoints for us1 his ,blessing in a very low ,estate1 is found to be more precious than much outward ,treasure in those ,ways of ,life1 where the ,leadings of his ,spirit are not followed4 ,the ,prophet in a ,sight of a divine ,work amongst many ,people1 declared in the ,name of the ,lord1 ,i will gather all ,nations and ,tongues1 and they shall come and see my ,glory1 ,isa4 lxvi4 #ah4 ,and again1 from the rising of the ,sun to the going down of the same1 my ,name shall be great amongst the ,gentiles1 and in every ,place ,incense shall be offered to my ,name1 and a pure ,offering1 ,malachi i4 #aa4 ,behold here how the ,prophets had an inward ,sense of the ,spreading of the ,kingdom of ,christ2 and how he was spoken of as one who should take the ,heathen for his ,inheritance1 and the utmost ,parts of the ,earth for his ,possession1 ,psal4 ii4 #h4 ,that he was given for a ,light to the ,gentiles2 and for ,salvation to the ,ends of the ,earth1 ,isa4 xlix4 #f4 ,when we meditate on this divine ,work1 as a ,work of ,ages2 a ,work that the ,prophets felt long before ,christ appeared visibly on ,earth1 and remember the bitter ,agonies he endured when he poured out his ,soul unto ,death1 that the ,heathen ,nations1 as well as others1 might come to the ,knowledge of the ,truth and be saved4 ,when we contemplate on this marvellous ,work1 as that which the ,angels desire to look into1 #a ,pet4 i4 #ab4 ,and behold ,people amongst whom this ,light hath eminently broken forth1 and who have received many ,favours from the bountiful ,hand of our ,heavenly ,father2 not only indifferent with respect to publishing the glad ,tidings amongst the ,gentiles1 as yet sitting in ,darkness and entangled with many ,superstitions2 but aspiring after ,wealth and worldly ,honours1 take hold of ,means to obtain their ,ends1 tending to stir up ,wrath and ,indignation1 and to beget an ,abhorrence in them to the ,name of ,christianity4 ,when these ,things are weightily attended to1 how mournful is the ,subject8 ,it is worthy of ,remembrance1 that ,people in different ,ages1 deeply baptized into the ,nature of that ,work for which ,christ suffered1 have joyfully offered up their ,liberty and ,lives for the promoting of it in the ,earth4 ,policarp1 who was reputed a ,disciple of the ,apostle ,john1 having attained to great ,age1 was at length sentenced to die for his ,religion2 and being brought to the ,fire1 prayed nearly as follows1 ,thou ,god and ,father of our ,lord ,jesus ,christ1 by whom ,i have received the ,knowledge of thee6 ,o ,god of the ,angels and ,powers1 and of every living ,creature1 and of all ,sorts of just ,men which live in thy ,presence4 ,i thank thee1 that thou hast graciously vouchsafed this ,day and this ,hour to allot me a ,portion among the ,number of ,martyrs1 among the ,people of ,christ1 unto the ,resurrection of everlasting ,life2 among whom ,i shall be received in thy ,sight1 this ,day1 as a fruitful and acceptable ,sacrifice2 wherefore for all this1 ,i praise thee1 ,i bless thee1 ,i glorify thee through the everlasting ,high ,priest1 ,jesus ,christ1 thy well-beloved ,son2 to whom1 with thee and the ,holy ,ghost1 be all ,glory1 ,world without ,end4 ,amen4 ,bishop ,latimer1 when ,sentence of ,death by ,fire was pronounced against him1 on ,account of his ,firmness in the ,cause of ,religion1 he said1 ,i thank ,god most heartily1 that he hath prolonged my ,life to this ,end2 that ,i may in this ,case glorify him by this ,kind of ,death4 ,fox's ,acts and ,mon4 #icf4 ,william ,dewsbury1 who had suffered much for his ,religion1 in his last ,sickness1 encouraging his ,friends to ,faithfulness1 made mention1 like good old ,jacob1 of the ,loving kindness of ,god to him in the ,course of his ,life1 and that through the ,power of ,divine ,love1 he1 for ,christ's ,sake1 had joyfully entered ,prisons4 ,see ,introduction to his ,works4 ,i mention these as a few ,examples1 out of many of the powerful ,operations of the ,spirit of ,christ1 where ,people are fully devoted to it1 and of the ardent ,longings in their ,minds for the ,spreading of his ,kingdom amongst ,mankind4 ,now to those1 in the present ,age1 who truly know ,christ1 and feel the ,nature of his peaceable ,government opened in their ,understandings1 how loud is that ,call wherewith we are called to ,faithfulness2 that in following this pure ,light of ,life1 we1 as ,workers together with him1 may labour in that great ,work for which he was offered as a ,sacrifice on the ,cross2 and that his peaceable ,doctrines may shine through us in their real ,harmony1 at a ,time when the ,name of ,christianity is become hateful to many of the ,heathen4 ,when ,gehazi had obtained ,treasures which the ,prophet under divine ,direction had refused1 and was returned from the ,business2 the ,prophet troubled at his ,conduct1 queried if it was a ,time thus to prepare for a specious ,living4 ,is it a ,time to receive ,money and ,garments1 ,men ,servants and ,maid ,servants8 ,the ,leprosy therefore of ,naaman shall cleave to thee1 and to thy ,seed for ever1 #b ,kings v4 #bf4 ,and ,o that we may lay to ,heart the ,condition of the present ,time1 and humbly follow his ,counsel1 who alone is able to prepare the ,way for a true harmonious ,walking amongst ,mankind4 ,,chapter ,,iv ,on ,,divine ,,admonitions ,such are the ,perfections of our ,heavenly ,father1 that in all the ,dispensations of his ,providence1 it is our ,duty1 in every ,thing1 to give ,thanks4 ,though from the first ,settlement of this ,part of ,america1 he hath not extended his ,judgments to the ,degree of ,famine1 yet ,worms at ,times have come forth beyond numbering1 and laid waste ,fields of ,grain and ,grass1 where they have appeared2 another ,kind1 in great ,multitudes1 working out of ,sight1 in ,grass ,ground1 have so eat the ,roots1 that the ,surface1 being loosened from the ,soil beneath1 might be taken off in great ,sheets4 ,these ,kind of devouring ,creatures appearing seldom1 and coming in such ,multitudes1 their ,generation appears different from most other ,reptiles1 and by the ,prophet were call'd ,god's ,army sent amongst the ,people1 ,joel ii4 #be4 ,there have been ,tempests of ,hail1 which have very much destroyed the ,grain where they extended4 ,through long ,drought in ,summer1 ,grain in some ,places hath been less than half the usual ,quantity2#a and in the ,continuance thereof1 ,i have beheld with ,attention1 from ,week to ,week1 how ,dryness from the ,top of the ,earth1 hath extended deeper and deeper1 while the ,corn and ,plants have languished2 and with ,reverence my ,mind hath been turned towards him1 who being perfect in ,goodness1 in ,wisdom and ,power1 doeth all ,things right4 ,and after long ,drought1 when the ,sky hath grown dark with a ,collection of ,matter1 and ,clouds like ,lakes of ,water hung over our ,heads1 from whence the thirsty ,land hath been soaked2 ,i have at ,times1 with ,awfulness1 beheld the vehement ,operation of ,lightning1 made sometimes to accompany these ,blessings1 as a ,messenger from him who created all ,things1 to remind us of our ,duty in a right ,use of those ,benefits1 and give striking ,admonitions1 that we do not misapply those ,gifts1 in which an ,almighty ,power is exerted1 in bestowing them upon us4 ,footnote #a3 ,when ,crops fail4 ,i often feel a tender ,care that the ,case of poor ,tenants may be mercifully considered4 ,when ,i have considered that many of our ,fellow ,creatures suffer much in some ,places1 for want of the ,necessaries of ,life1 whilst those who rule over them are too much given to ,luxury1 and divers ,vanities2 and behold the apparent ,deviation from pure ,wisdom amongst us1 in the ,use of the outward ,gifts of ,god2 those ,marks of ,famine have appeared like humbling ,admonitions from him1 that we might be instructed by gentle ,chastisements1 and might seriously consider our ,ways2 remembering that the outward ,supply of ,life is a ,gift from our ,heavenly ,father1 and no more venture to use1 or apply his ,gifts1 in a ,way contrary to pure ,wisdom4 ,should we continue to reject those merciful ,admonitions1 and use his ,gifts at ,home1 contrary to the gracious ,design of the ,giver1 or send them ,abroad in a ,way of ,trade1 which the ,spirit of ,truth doth not lead into2 and should he whose ,eyes are upon all our ,ways1 extend his ,chastisements so far as to reduce us to much greater ,distress than hath yet been felt by these ,provinces2 with what sorrow of ,heart might we meditate on that ,subject1 ,hast thou not procured this unto thyself1 in that thou hast forsaken the ,lord thy ,god1 when he led thee by the ,way8 ,thine own ,wickedness shall correct thee1 and thy ,backslidings shall reprove thee2 know therefore1 and see that it is an evil ,thing and bitter1 that thou hast forsaken the ,lord thy ,god1 and that my ,fear is not in thee1 saith the ,lord of ,hosts1 ,jer4 ii4 #ag1 #ai4 ,my ,mind hath often been affected with ,sorrow1 in beholding a wrong ,application of the ,gifts of our ,heavenly ,father2 and those ,expressions concerning the ,defilement of the ,earth have been opened to my ,understanding2 ,the ,earth was corrupt before ,god1 and the ,earth was filled with ,violence1 ,gen4 vi4 #aa4 ,again1 ,isaiah xxiv4 #e4 ,the ,earth also is defiled under the ,inhabitants thereof4 ,the ,earth being the ,work of a ,divine ,power1 may not as such be accounted unclean2 but when ,violence is committed thereon1 and the ,channel of ,righteousness so obstructed1 that in our ,skirts are found the ,blood of the ,souls of poor ,innocents2 not by a secret ,search1 but upon all these1#b ,jer4 ii4 #cd4 ,footnote #b3 ,see a ,caution and ,warning to ,great ,britain and her ,colonies ,page #ca4 ,when ,blood shed unrighteously remains unatoned for1 and the ,inhabitants are not effectually purged from it1 when they do not wash their ,hands in ,innocency1 as was figured in the ,law1 in the ,case of one being found slain2 but seek for ,gain arising from ,scenes of ,violence and ,oppression1 here the ,land is polluted with ,blood1 ,deut4 xxi4 #f4 ,moreover1 when the ,earth is planted and tilled1 and the ,fruits brought forth are applied to support unrighteous ,purposes2 here the gracious ,design of infinite ,goodness1 in these his ,gifts being perverted1 the ,earth is defiled2 and the ,complaint formerly uttered becomes applicable2 ,thou hast made me to serve with thy ,sins2 thou hast wearied me with thine ,iniquities1 ,isaiah xliii4 #bd4 ,,an ,,epistle ,,to ,,the ,,quarterly ,,and ,,monthly ,,meetings ,,of ,,friends4 ,by ,,john ,,woolman4 ,,london3 ,re-printed by ,,mary ,,hinde4 ,,an ,,epistle1 c4 ,beloved ,friends1--,feeling at this ,time a renewed ,concern that the pure ,principle of ,light and ,life1 and the righteous ,fruits thereof may spread and prevail amongst ,mankind1 there is an ,engagement on my ,heart to labour with my ,brethren in religious ,profession1 that none of us may be a ,stumbling-block in the ,way of others2 but may so walk that our ,conduct may reach the pure ,witness in the ,hearts of such who are not in ,profession with us4 ,and1 dear ,friends1 while we publickly own that the ,holy ,spirit is our ,leader1 the ,profession is in itself weighty1 and the ,weightiness thereof increaseth in ,proportion as we are noted among the ,professors of ,truth1 and active in dealing with such who walk disorderly4 ,many under our ,profession1 for ,want of due ,attention1 and a perfect ,resignation1 to this ,divine ,teacher1 have in some ,things manifested a ,deviation from the ,purity of our religious ,principles1 and these ,deviations having crept in amongst us by little and little1 and increasing from less to greater1 have been so far unnoticed1 that some living in them1 have been active in putting ,discipline in ,practice with relation to others1 whose ,conduct hath appeared more dishonourable in the ,world4 ,now as my ,mind hath been exercised before the ,lord1 ,i have seen1 that the ,discipline of the ,church of ,christ standeth in that which is pure2 that it is the ,wisdom from above which gives ,authority to ,discipline1 and that the ,weightiness thereof standeth not in any outward ,circumstances1 but in the ,authority of ,christ who is the ,author of it2 and where any walk after the ,flesh1 and not according to the ,purity of ,truth1 and at the same ,time are active in putting ,discipline in ,practice1 a ,veil is gradually drawn over the ,purity of ,discipline1 and over that ,holiness of ,life1 which ,christ leads those into1 in whom1 the ,love of ,god is verily perfected1 #a ,john ii4 #e4 ,when we labour in true ,love with ,offenders1 and they remain obstinate1 it sometimes is necessary to proceed as far as our ,lord directed2 ,let him be to thee as an heathen ,man1 or a ,publican1 ,mat4 xviii4 #ag4 ,now when such are disowned1 and they who act therein feel ,christ made unto them ,wisdom1 and are preserved in his meek1 restoring ,spirit1 there is no just ,cause of ,offence ministered to any2 but when such who are active in dealing with ,offenders1 indulge themselves in ,things which are contrary to the ,purity of ,truth1 and yet judge others whose ,conduct appears more dishonourable than theirs1 here the pure ,authority of ,discipline ceaseth as to such ,offenders1 and a ,temptation is laid in their ,way to wrangle and contend2--,judge not1 said our ,lord1 that ye be not ,judged4 ,now this forbidding alludes to ,man's ,judgment1 and points out the ,necessity of our humbly attending to that sanctifying ,power1 under which the ,faithful experience the ,lord to be a ,spirit of ,judgment to them1 ,isa4 xxviii4 #f4 ,and as we feel his ,holy ,spirit to mortify the ,deeds of the ,body in us1 and can say1 ,it is no more ,i that live1 but ,christ that liveth in me1 here right ,judgment is known4 ,and while ,divine ,love prevails in our ,hearts1 and ,self in us is brought under ,judgment1 a ,preparation is felt to labour in a right ,manner with ,offenders2 but if we abide not in this ,love1 our outward ,performance in dealing with others1 degenerates into ,formality2 for this is the ,love of ,god1 that we keep his ,commandments1 ,john i4 #c4 ,how weighty are those ,instructions of our ,redeemer concerning religious ,duties1 when he points out1 that they who pray1 should be so obedient to the ,teachings of the ,holy ,spirit1 that humbly confiding in his ,help1 they may say1 ,thy ,name1 ,o ,father ,i be hallowed4 ,thy ,kingdom come4 ,thy ,will be done on ,earth1 as it is in ,heaven4--,in this awful ,state of ,mind is felt that ,worship which stands in doing the ,will of ,god on ,earth1 as it is done in ,heaven1 and keeping the ,holy ,name sacred3 ,to take a ,holy ,profession upon us is awful1 nor can we keep his ,holy ,name sacred1 but by humbly abiding under the ,cross of ,christ4 ,the ,apostle laid a heavy ,complaint against some who prophaned this ,holy ,name by their ,manner of ,living1 ,through you1 he says1 the ,name of ,god is blasphemed among the ,gentiles1 ,rom4 ii4 #bd4 ,some of our ,ancestors1 through many ,tribulations1 were gathered into the ,state of true ,worshippers1 and had ,fellowship in that which is pure2 and as one was inwardly moved to kneel down in their ,assemblies1 and publickly call on the ,name of the ,lord1 those in the ,harmony of united ,exercise then present1 joined in the ,prayer3 ,i mention this1 in order that we of the present ,age1 may look unto the ,rock from whence we were hewn1 and remember that to unite in ,worship1 is an ,union in ,prayer1 and that ,prayer acceptable to the ,father1 is only in a ,mind truly sanctified1 where the sacred ,name is kept ,holy1 and the ,heart resigned to do his ,will on ,earth1 as it is done in ,heaven2 ,if ye abide in me1 saith ,christ1 and my ,words abide in you1 ye shall ask what ye will in my ,name1 and it shall be done unto you4--,now we know not what to pray for as we ought1 but as the ,holy ,spirit doth open and direct our ,minds1 and as we faithfully yield to its ,influences1 our ,prayers are in the ,will of our ,heavenly ,father1 who fails not to grant that which his own ,spirit1 through his ,children1 asketh2--thus ,preservation from ,sin is known1 and the ,fruits of ,righteousness are brought forth by such who inwardly unite in ,prayer4 ,how weighty are our solemn ,meetings when the ,name of ,christ is kept ,holy6 ,how precious is that ,state in which the ,children of the ,lord are so redeemed from the ,love of this ,world1 that they are accepted and blessed in all that they do6 ,r4 ,barclay's ,apology1 ,page #djd4 ,how necessary is it that we who profess these ,principles1 and are outwardly active in supporting them1 should faithfully abide in ,divine ,strength1 that as he who has called us1 is ,holy1 so we may be ,holy in all manner of ,conversation1 #a ,pet4 i4 #ae4 ,if one professing to be influenced by the ,spirit of ,christ1 propose to unite in a ,labour to promote ,righteousness in the ,earth1 and in ,time past he hath manifestly deviated from the ,paths of ,equity1 then to act consistent with this ,principle1 his first ,work is to make ,restitution so far as he may be enabled2 for if he attempts to contribute toward a ,work intended to promote ,righteousness1 while it appears that he neglecteth1 or refuseth to act righteously himself1 his ,conduct has a ,tendency to entangle the ,minds of those who are weak in the ,faith1 who behold these ,things1 and to draw a ,veil over the ,purity of ,righteousness1 by carrying an ,appearance as though that was ,righteousness which is not4 ,again1 if ,i propose to assist in supporting those ,doctrines wherein that ,purity of ,life is held forth1 in which ,customs proceeding from the ,spirit of this ,world have no ,place1 and at the same ,time strengthen others in those ,customs by my ,example2 the first ,step then in an orderly ,proceeding1 is to cease from those ,customs myself1 and afterwards to labour1 as ,i may be enabled1 to promote the like ,disposition and ,conduct in others4 ,to be convinced of the pure ,principle of ,truth1 and diligently exercised in walking answerable thereto1 is necessary before ,i can consistently recommend this ,principle to others4--,i often feel a ,labour in ,spirit1 that we who are active ,members in religious ,society1 may experience in ourselves the ,truth of those ,expressions of the ,holy ,one2 ,i will be sanctified in them that come nigh me1 ,lev4 x4 #c4----;,in this ,case1 my ,mind hath been often exercised when alone1 ,year after ,year1 for many ,years1 and in the ,renewings of ,divine ,love1 a tender ,care hath been incited in me1 that we who profess the inward ,principle of ,light to be our ,teacher1 may be a ,family united in that ,purity of ,worship1 which comprehends a ,holy ,life1 and ministers ,instruction to others4 ,my ,mind is often drawn towards ,children in the ,truth1 who having a small ,share of the ,things of this ,life1 and coming to have ,families1 may be inwardly exercised before the ,lord to support them in a ,way agreeable to the ,purity of ,truth1 in which they may feel his ,blessing upon them in their ,labours2 the ,thoughts of such being entangled with ,customs1 contrary to pure ,wisdom1 conveyed to them through our ,hands1 doth often very tenderly1 and movingly affect my ,heart1 and when ,i look towards1 and think on the succeeding ,generation1 fervent ,desires are raised in me1 that we by yielding to that ,holy ,spirit which leads into all ,truth1 may not do the ,work of the ,lord deceitfully1 may not live contrary to the ,purity of the ,divine ,principle we profess2 but that as faithful ,labourers in our ,age1 we may be instrumental in removing ,stumbling-blocks out of the ,way of those who may succeed us4 ,so great was the ,love of ,christ1 that he gave himself for the ,church1 that he might sanctify and cleanse it1 that it should be ,holy1 and without ,blemish1 not having ,spot or ,wrinkle1 or any such ,thing1 ,eph4 v4 #be4 and where any take the ,name of ,christ upon them1 professing to be ,members of his ,church1 and led by his ,holy ,spirit1 and yet manifestly deviate from the ,purity of ,truth1 they herein act against the gracious ,design of his giving himself for them1 and minister ,cause for the ,continuance of his ,afflictions1 viz4 in his ,body the ,church4 ,christ suffered ,afflictions in a ,body of ,flesh prepared by the ,father1 but the ,afflictions of his mystical ,body are yet unfinished2 for they who are baptized into ,christ are baptized into his ,death2 and as we humbly abide under his sanctifying ,power1 and are brought forth into ,newness of ,life1 we feel ,christ to live in us1 who being the same ,yesterday1 ,to-day1 and forever1 and always at ,unity with himself1 his ,spirit in the ,hearts of his ,people leads to an inward ,exercise for the ,salvation of ,mankind2 and when under a ,travail of ,spirit1 we behold a visited ,people entangled by the ,spirit of the ,world with its ,wickedness and ,customs1 and thereby rendered incapable of being faithful ,examples to others1 ,sorrow and ,heaviness under a ,sense of these ,things1 is often experienced1 and thus in some ,measure is filled up that which remains of the ,afflictions of ,christ4 ,our blessed ,saviour speaking concerning ,gifts offered in ,divine ,service1 says1 ,if thou bring thy ,gift to the ,altar1 and there remembrest that thy ,brother hath ought against thee1 leave there thy ,gift before the ,altar1 and go thy ,way1 first be reconciled to thy ,brother1 and then come and offer thy ,gift1 ,mat4 v4 #bc1 #bd4 ,now there is no true ,unity1 but in that wherein the ,father and the ,son are united1 nor can there be a perfect ,reconciliation but in ceasing from that which ministers ,cause for the ,continuation of the ,afflictions of ,christ2 and if any professing to bring their ,gift to the ,altar1 do remember the customary ,contradiction which some of their ,fruits bear to the pure spiritual ,worship1 here it appears necessary to lay to ,heart this ,command1 ,leave thy ,gift by the ,altar4 ,christ graciously calls his ,people ,brethren2 ,whosoever shall do the ,will of ,god1 the same is my ,brother1 ,mark iii4 #ce4 ,now if we walk contrary to the ,truth as it is in ,jesus1 while we continue to profess it1 we offend against ,christ1 and if under this ,offence we bring our ,gift to the ,altar1 our ,redeemer doth not direct us to take back our ,gift1 he doth not discourage our proceeding in a good ,work2 but graciously points out the necessary ,means by which the ,gift may be rendered acceptable1 ,leave1 saith he1 thy ,gift by the ,altar1 first go and be reconciled to thy ,brother1 cease from that which grieves the ,holy ,spirit1 cease from that which is against the ,truth1 as it is in ,jesus1 and then come and offer thy ,gift4 ,i feel1 while ,i am writing1 a ,tenderness to those who through ,divine ,favour are preserved in a lively ,sense of the ,state of the ,churches1 and at ,times may be under ,discouragements with regard to proceeding in that pure ,way which ,christ by his ,holy ,spirit leads into3 ,the ,depth of ,disorder and ,weakness1 which so much prevails1 being opened1 ,doubtings are apt to arise as to the ,possibility of proceeding as an ,assembly of the ,lord's ,people in the pure ,council of ,truth2 and here ,i feel a ,concern to express in ,uprightness1 that which hath been opened in my ,mind1 under the ,power of the ,cross of ,christ1 relating to a visible gathered ,church1 the ,members whereof are guided by the ,holy ,spirit4 ,the ,church is called the ,body of ,christ1 ,col4 i4 #bd4 ,christ is called the ,head of the ,church1 ,eph4 i4 #bb4 ,the ,church is called the ,pillar1 and ,ground of ,truth1 #a ,tim4 iii4 #ae4 ,thus the ,church hath a ,name that is sacred1 and the ,necessity of keeping this ,name ,holy1 appears evident2 for where a ,number of ,people unite in a ,profession of being led by the ,spirit of ,christ1 and publish their ,principles to the ,world1 the ,acts and ,proceedings of that ,people may in some ,measure be considered as such which ,christ is the ,author of4 ,now while we stand in this ,station1 if the pure ,light of ,life is not followed and regarded in our ,proceedings1 we are in the ,way of prophaning the ,holy ,name1 and of going back toward that ,wilderness of ,sufferings and ,persecution1 out of which1 through the tender ,mercies of ,god1 a ,church hath been gathered2 ,christ liveth in sanctified ,vessels1 ,gal4 ii4 #bj4 and where they behold his ,holy ,name prophaned1 and the pure ,gospel ,light eclipsed1 through the ,unfaithfulness of any who by their ,station appear to be ,standard-bearers under the ,prince of ,peace1 the living ,members in the ,body of ,christ in beholding these ,things1 do in some degree experience the ,fellowship of his ,sufferings2 and as the ,wisdom of the ,world more and more takes ,place in conducting the ,affairs of this visible gathered ,church1 and the pure ,leadings of the ,holy ,spirit less waited for and followed1 so the true ,suffering ,seed is more and more oppressed4 ,my ,mind is often affected with a ,sense of the ,condition of sincere-hearted ,people in some ,kingdoms1 where ,liberty of ,conscience is not allowed1 many of whom being burthened in their ,minds with prevailing ,superstition joined with ,oppressions1 are often under ,sorrow2 and where such have attended to that pure ,light which hath in some degree opened their ,understandings1 and for their ,faithfulness thereto1 have been brought to ,examination and ,trial1 how heavy are the ,persecutions which in divers ,parts of the ,world are exercised upon them6 ,how mighty1 as to the outward1 is that ,power by which they are borne down1 and oppressed6 ,how deeply affecting is the ,condition of many upright-hearted ,people who are taken into the ,papal ,inquisition6 ,what lamentable ,cruelties1 in deep ,vaults1 in a private ,way1 are exercised on many of them6 ,and how lingering is that ,death by a small slow ,fire1 which they have frequently indured1 who have been faithful to the ,end6 ,how many tender spirited ,protestants have been sentenced to spend the ,remainder of their ,lives in a ,galley chained to ,oars1 under hard-hearted ,masters1 while their young ,children are placed out for ,education1 and taught ,principles so contrary to the ,conscience of the ,parents1 that by dissenting from them1 they have hazarded their ,liberty1 ,lives1 and all that was dear to them of the ,things of this ,world6 ,there have been in ,time past severe ,persecutions under the ,english ,government1 and many sincere-hearted ,people have suffered ,death for the ,testimony of a good ,conscience1 whose ,faithfulness in their ,day hath ministred ,encouragement to others1 and been a ,blessing to many who have succeeded them2 thus from ,age to ,age1 the ,darkness being more and more removed1 a ,channel at length1 through the tender ,mercies of ,god1 hath been opened for the ,exercise of the pure ,gift of the ,gospel ,ministry1 without ,interruption from outward ,power1 a ,work1 the like of which is rare1 and unknown in many ,parts of the ,world4 ,as these ,things are often fresh in my ,mind1 and this great ,work of ,god going on in the ,earth has been open before me1 that ,liberty of ,conscience with which we are favoured1 hath appeared not as a light ,matter4 ,a ,trust is committed to us1 a great and weighty ,trust1 to which our diligent ,attention is necessary1 wherever the active ,members of this visible gathered ,church use themselves to that which is contrary to the ,purity of our ,principles1 it appears to be a ,breach of this ,trust1 and one ,step back toward the ,wilderness1 one ,step towards undoing what ,god in infinite ,love hath done through his faithful ,servants1 in a ,work of several ,ages1 and like laying the ,foundation for future ,sufferings4 ,i feel a living ,invitation in my ,mind to such who are active in our religious ,society1 that we may lay to ,heart this ,matter1 and consider the ,station in which we stand2 a ,place of outward ,liberty under the free ,exercise of our ,conscience toward ,god1 not obtained but through great and manifold ,afflictions of those who lived before us4 ,there is ,gratitude due from us to our ,heavenly ,father1 and ,justice to our ,posterity2 can our ,hearts endure1 or our ,hands be strong1 if we desert a ,cause so precious1 if we turn aside from a ,work1 under which so many have patiently laboured8 ,may the deep ,sufferings of our ,saviour be so dear to us1 that we may never trample under ,foot the adorable ,son of ,god1 nor count the ,blood of the ,covenant unholy6 ,may the ,faithfulness of the ,martyrs when the ,prospect of ,death by ,fire was before them1 be remembred4 ,and may the patient constant ,sufferings of the upright-hearted ,servants of ,god in latter ,ages be revived in our ,minds4 ,and may we so follow on to know the ,lord1 that neither the ,faithful in this ,age1 nor those in ,ages to come1 may ever be brought under ,suffering1 through our sliding back from the ,work of ,reformation in the ,world4 ,while the active ,members in the visible gathered ,church stand upright1 and the ,affairs thereof are carried on under the ,leadings of the ,holy ,spirit1 although ,disorders may arise among us1 and cause many ,exercises to those who feel the ,care of the ,churches upon them2 yet while these continue under the ,weight of the ,work1 and labour in the ,meekness of ,wisdom for the ,help of others1 the ,name of ,christ in the visible gathered ,church may be kept sacred2 but while they who are active in the ,affairs of this ,church1 continue in a manifest ,opposition to the ,purity of our ,principles1 this1 as the ,prophet ,isaiah x4 #ah4 expresseth it1 is like as when a ,standard-bearer fainteth2 and thus the ,way opens to great and prevailing ,degeneracy1 and to ,sufferings for such who through the ,power of ,divine ,love1 are separated to the ,gospel of ,christ1 and cannot unite with any ,thing which stands in ,opposition to the ,purity of it4 ,the ,necessity of an inward ,stillness1 hath under these ,exercises appeared clear to my ,mind2 in true ,silence ,strength is renewed1 the ,mind herein is weaned from all ,things1 but as they may be enjoyed in the ,divine ,will1 and a ,lowliness in outward ,living opposite to ,worldly ,honour1 becomes truly acceptable to us2--in the ,desire after outward ,gain1 the ,mind is prevented from a perfect ,attention to the ,voice of ,christ1 but being weaned from all ,things1 but as they may be enjoyed in the ,divine ,will1 the pure ,light shines into the ,soul1 and where the ,fruits of that ,spirit which is of the ,world1 are brought forth by many who profess to be led by the ,spirit of ,truth1 and ,cloudiness is felt to be gathering over the visible gathered ,church1 the ,sincere in ,heart who abide in true ,stillness1 and are exercised therein before the ,lord for his ,name's ,sake1 have a ,knowledge of ,christ in the ,fellowship of his ,sufferings1 and inward ,thankfulness is felt at ,times1 that through ,divine ,love1 our own ,wisdom is cast out1 and that forward active ,part in us subjected1 which would rise and do something in the visible gathered ,church1 without1 the pure ,leadings of the ,spirit of ,christ4 ,while aught remains in us different from a perfect ,resignation of our ,wills1 it is like a ,seal to a ,book wherein is written1 that good1 and acceptable1 and perfect ,will of ,god concerning us1 ,rom4 xii4 #b4 but when our ,minds entirely yield to ,christ1 that ,silence is known1 which followeth the opening of the last of the ,seals1 ,rev4 viii4 #a4 ,in this ,silence we learn abiding in the ,divine ,will1 and there feel1 that we have no ,cause to promote but that only in which the ,light of ,life directs us in our ,proceedings1 and that the alone ,way to be useful in the ,church of ,christ1 is to abide faithfully under the ,leadings of his ,holy ,spirit in all ,cases1 and being preserved thereby in ,purity of ,heart1 and ,holiness of ,conversation1 a ,testimony to the ,purity of his ,government may be held forth through us1 to others4 ,as my ,mind hath been thus exercised1 ,i have seen that to be active and busy in the visible gathered ,church1 without the ,leadings of the ,holy ,spirit1 is not only unprofitable1 but tends to increase ,dimness2 and where ,way is not opened to proceed in the ,light of ,truth1 a ,stop is felt by those who humbly attend to the ,divine ,leader1 a ,stop which in relation to good ,order in the visible gathered ,church1 is of the greatest ,consequence to be observed2 thus ,robert ,barclay in his ,treatise on ,discipline holds forth1 ,page #fe1 #fh1 #hd4 ,that the ,judgment or ,conclusion of the ,church or ,congregation1 is no further effectual as to the true ,end and ,design thereof1 but as such ,judgment or ,conclusion proceeds from the ,spirit of ,god operating on their ,minds who are sanctified in ,christ ,jesus4 ,now in this ,stop ,i have learned the ,necessity of waiting on the ,lord in ,humility1 that the ,works of all may be brought to the ,light1 and those to ,judgment which are wrought in the ,wisdom of this ,world2 and have also seen1 that in a ,mind thoroughly subjected to the ,power of the ,cross1 there is a ,savour of ,life to be felt1 which evidently tends to gather ,souls to ,god1 while the greatest ,works in the visible gathered ,church brought forth in ,man's ,wisdom1 remain to be unprofitable4 ,where ,people are divinely gathered into a ,holy ,fellowship1 and faithfully abide under the ,influence of that ,spirit which leads into all ,truth1 they are the ,light of the ,world1 ,mat4 v4 #ad4 ,now holding this ,profession1 to me hath appeared weighty1 even beyond what ,i can fully express1 and what our blessed ,lord seemed to have in ,view1 when he proposed the ,necessity of counting the ,cost1 before we begin to build4 ,i trust there are many who at ,times1 under ,divine ,visitation1 feel an inward ,enquiry after ,god2 and when such in the ,simplicity of their ,hearts mark the ,lives of a ,people1 who profess to walk by the ,leadings of his ,spirit1 of what great ,concernment is it that our ,lights shine clear1 that nothing of our ,conduct carry a ,contradiction to the ,truth as it is in ,jesus1 or be a ,means of prophaning his ,holy ,name1 and be a ,stumbling-block in the ,way of those sincere ,enquirers6 ,when such ,seekers1 who wearied with empty ,forms1 look toward uniting with us as a ,people1 and behold active ,members among us depart in their customary ,way of ,living1 from that ,purity of ,life1 which under humbling ,exercises hath been opened before them1 as the ,way of the ,lord's ,people1 how mournful and discouraging is the ,prospect6 ,and how strongly doth such ,unfaithfulness operate against the ,spreading of the peaceable1 harmonious ,principle1 and ,testimony of ,truth amongst ,mankind6 ,in entering into that ,life1 which is hid with ,christ in ,god1 we behold his peaceable ,government1 where the whole ,family are governed by the same ,spirit1 and the doing to others as we would they should do unto us1 groweth up as good ,fruit from a good ,tree2 the ,peace1 ,quietness1 and harmonious ,walking in this ,government is beheld with humble ,reverence to him who is the ,author of it2 and in partaking of the ,spirit of ,christ1 we partake of that which labours1 and suffers for the ,increase of this peaceable ,government among the ,inhabitants of the ,world2 and ,i have felt a ,labour of long ,continuance1 that we1 who profess this peaceable ,principle1 may be faithful ,standard-bearers under the ,prince of ,peace1 and that nothing of a defiling ,nature1 tending to ,discord and ,wars1 may remain among us4 ,may each of us query with ourselves1 have the ,treasures ,i possess been gathered in that ,wisdom which is from above1 so far as hath appeared to me8 ,have none of my ,fellow ,creatures an equitable ,right to any ,part which is called mine8 ,have the ,gifts1 and ,possessions received by me from others1 been conveyed in a ,way free from all ,unrighteousness1 so far as ,i have seen8 ,the ,principle of ,peace in which our ,trust is only in the ,lord1 and our ,minds weaned from a ,dependance on the ,strength of ,armies1 hath appeared to me very precious1 and ,i often feel strong ,desires1 that we who profess this ,principle1 may so walk1 as to give just ,cause for none of our ,fellow ,creatures to be offended at us2 that our ,lives may evidently manifest1 that we are redeemed from that ,spirit in which ,wars are4 ,our blessed ,saviour in pointing out the ,danger of so leaning on ,man1 as to neglect the ,leadings of his ,holy ,spirit1 said1 ,call no ,man your ,father upon the ,earth2 for one is your ,father which is in ,heaven1 ,mat4 xxiii4 #i4 ,where the ,wisdom from above is faithfully followed1 and therein we are entrusted with ,substance1 it is a ,treasure committed to our ,care in the ,nature of an ,inheritance1 as an ,inheritance from him1 who formed1 and supports the ,world4 ,now in this ,condition the true ,enjoyment of the good ,things of this ,life is understood1 and that ,blessing felt1 in which is real ,safety2 this is what ,i apprehend our blessed ,lord had in ,view1 when he pronounced1 ,blessed are the ,meek1 for they shall inherit the ,earth4 ,selfish ,worldly-minded ,men may hold ,lands in the selfish ,spirit1 and depending on the ,strength of the outward ,power1 be perplexed with secret ,uneasiness1 lest the ,injured should sometime overpower them1 and that ,measure meted to them1 which they measure to others4 ,thus selfish ,men may possess the ,earth2 but it is the ,meek who inherit it1 and enjoy it as an ,inheritance from the ,heavenly ,father1 free from all the ,defilements1 and ,perplexities of ,unrighteousness4 ,where ,proceedings have been in that ,wisdom which is from beneath1 and inequitable ,gain gathered by a ,man1 and left as a ,gift to his ,children1 who being entangled by the same ,worldly ,spirit1 have not attained to that ,clearness of ,light in which the ,channels of ,righteousness are opened1 and ,justice done to those who remain silent under ,injuries3 ,here ,i have seen under humbling ,exercise of ,mind1 that the ,sins of the ,fathers are embraced by the ,children1 and become their ,sins1 and thus of the ,days of ,tribulation1 the ,iniquities in the ,fathers are visited upon these ,children1 who take hold of the ,unrighteousness of their ,fathers1 and live in that ,spirit in which those ,iniquities were committed2 to which agreeth the ,prophecy of ,moses1 concerning a rebellious ,people2 ,they that are left of you shall pine away in their ,iniquities1 in your ,enemy's ,land1 and in the ,iniquities of their ,fathers shall they pine away1 ,lev4 xxvi4 #ci4 and our blessed ,lord in beholding the ,hardness of ,heart in that ,generation1 and feeling in himself1 that they lived in the same ,spirit in which the ,prophets had been persecuted unto ,death1 signified1 ,that the ,blood of all the ,prophets which was shed from the ,foundation of the ,world1 should be required of that ,generation1 from the ,blood of ,abel1 unto the ,blood of ,zacharias1 who perished between the ,altar and the ,temple1 ,luke xi4 #ea4 ,tender ,compassion fills my ,heart towards my ,fellow ,creatures estranged from the harmonious ,government of the ,prince of ,peace1 and a ,labour attends me1 that they may be gathered to this peaceable ,habitation4 ,in being inwardly prepared to suffer ,adversity for ,christ's ,sake1 and weaned from a ,dependance on the ,arm of ,flesh1 we feel1 that there is a ,rest for the ,people of ,god1 and that it stands in a perfect ,resignation of ourselves to his ,holy ,will2 in this ,condition1 all our ,wants and ,desires are bounded by pure ,wisdom1 and our ,minds wholly attentive to the ,counsel of ,christ inwardly communicated1 which hath appeared to me as a ,habitation of ,safety for the ,lord's ,people1 in ,times of outward ,commotion and ,trouble1 and ,desires from the ,fountain of pure ,love1 are opened in me1 to invite my ,brethren and ,fellow ,creatures to feel for1 and seek after that which gathers the ,mind into it4 ,,john ,,woolman4 ,,mount-,,holly1 ,,new-,,jersey1 #dth ,month #aggb4 ,,remarks ,,on ,,sundry ,,subjects4 ,by ,,john ,,woolman4 ,,london3 ,printed by ,,mary ,,hinde4 ,,remarks c4 ,,chapter ,i ,on loving our ,neighbours as ourselves ,when we love the ,lord with all our ,hearts1 and his ,creatures in his ,love1 we are then preserv'd in ,tenderness both toward ,mankind and the ,animal ,creation2 but if another ,spirit gets ,room in our ,minds1 and we follow it in our ,proceedings1 we are then in the ,way of disordering the ,affairs of ,society4 ,if a ,man successful in ,business expends ,part of his ,income in ,things of no real ,use1 while the ,poor employed by him pass through great ,difficulties in getting the ,necessaries of ,life1 this requires his serious ,attention4 ,if several principal ,men in ,business unite in setting the ,wages of those who work for ,hire1 and therein have ,regard to a ,profit to themselves answerable to unnecessary ,expence in their ,families1 while the ,wages of the other on a moderate ,industry will not afford a comfortable ,living for their ,families1 and a proper ,education for their ,children1 this is like laying a ,temptation in the ,way of some to strive for a ,place higher than they are in1 when they have not ,stock sufficient for it4 ,now ,i feel a ,concern in the ,spring of pure ,love1 that all who have ,plenty of outward ,substance1 may ,example others in the right ,use of ,things2 may carefully look into the ,condition of poor ,people1 and beware of exacting on them with ,regard to their ,wages4 ,while hired ,labourers1 by moderate ,industry1 through the ,divine ,blessing1 may live comfortably1 raise up ,families1 and give them suitable ,education1 it appears reasonable for them to be content with their ,wages4 ,if they who have ,plenty love their ,fellow ,creatures in that ,love which is ,divine1 and in all their ,proceedings have an equal ,regard to the ,good of ,mankind universally1 their ,place in ,society is a ,place of ,care1 an ,office requiring ,attention1 and the more we possess1 the greater is our ,trust1 and with an ,increase of ,treasure1 an ,increase of ,care becomes necessary4 ,when our ,will is subject to the ,will of ,god1 and in relation to the ,things of this ,world1 we have nothing in ,view1 but a comfortable ,living equally with the rest of our ,fellow ,creatures1 then outward ,treasures are no farther desirable than as we feel a ,gift in our ,minds equal to the ,trust1 and ,strength to act as dutiful ,children in his ,service1 who hath formed all ,mankind1 and appointed a ,subsistence for us in this ,world4 ,a ,desire for ,treasures on any other ,motive1 appears to be against that ,command of our blessed ,saviour1 ,lay not up for yourselves ,treasures here on ,earth1 ,mat4 vi4 #ai4 ,he forbids not laying up in the ,summer against the ,wants of ,winter2 nor doth he teach us to be slothful in that which properly relates to our being in this ,world2 but in this ,prohibition he puts in yourselves1 ,lay not up for yourselves ,treasures here on ,earth4 ,now in the pure ,light1 this ,language is understood1 for in the ,love of ,christ there is no ,respect of ,persons2 and while we abide in his ,love1 we live not to ourselves1 but to him who died for us4 ,and as we are thus united in ,spirit to ,christ1 we are engaged to labour in promoting that ,work in the ,earth for which he suffer'd4 ,in this ,state of ,mind our ,desires are1 that every honest ,member in ,society may have a ,portion of ,treasure1 and ,share of ,trust1 answerable to that ,gift1 with which our ,heavenly ,father hath gifted us4 ,in great ,treasure1 there is a great ,trust4 ,a great ,trust requireth great ,care4 ,but the laborious ,mind wants ,rest4 ,a pious ,man is content to do a ,share of ,business in ,society1 answerable to the ,gifts with which he is endowed1 while the ,channels of ,business are free from ,unrighteousness1 but is careful lest at any ,time his ,heart be over-charg'd4 ,in the harmonious ,spirit of ,society ,christ is all in all1 ,col4 iii4 #aa4 ,here it is that old ,things are past away1 all ,things are new1 all ,things are of ,god1 #b ,cor4 v4 #ag1 #ah1 and the ,desire for outward ,riches is at an ,end4 ,they of low ,degree who have small ,gifts1 enjoy their ,help who have large ,gifts2 those with their small ,gifts1 have a small degree of ,care1 while these with their large ,gifts1 have a large degree of ,care3 ,and thus to abide in the ,love of ,christ1 and enjoy a comfortable ,living in this ,world is all that is aimed at by those ,members in ,society1 to whom ,christ is made ,wisdom and ,righteousness4 ,but when they who have much ,treasure1 are not faithful ,stewards of the ,gifts of ,god1 great ,difficulties attend it4 ,now this ,matter hath deeply affected my ,mind4 ,the ,lord1 through merciful ,chastisements1 hath given me a ,feeling of that ,love1 in which the ,harmony of ,society standeth1 and a ,sight of the ,growth of that ,seed which bringeth forth ,wars and great ,calamities in the ,world1 and a ,labour attends me to open it to others4 ,now to act with ,integrity1 according to that ,strength of ,mind and ,body with which our ,creator hath endowed each of us1 appears necessary for all1 and he who thus stands in the lowest ,station1 appears to be entitled to as comfortable and convenient a ,living1 as he whose ,gifts of ,mind are greater1 and whose ,cares are more extensive4 ,if some endowed with strong ,understandings as ,men1 abide not in the harmonious ,state1 in which we love our ,neighbours as ourselves1 but walk in that ,spirit in which the ,children of this ,world are wise in their ,generation2 these by the ,strength of ,contrivance may sometimes gather great ,treasure1 but the ,wisdom of this ,world is ,foolishness with ,god2 and if we gather ,treasures in ,worldly ,wisdom1 we lay up ,treasures for ourselves2 and great ,treasures managed in any other ,spirit1 than the ,spirit of ,truth1 disordereth the ,affairs of ,society1 for hereby the good ,gifts of ,god in this outward ,creation are turned into the ,channels of ,worldly ,honour1 and frequently applied to support ,luxury1 while the ,wages of poor ,labourers are such1 that with moderate ,industry and ,frugality they may not live comfortably1 raise up ,families1 and give them suitable ,education1 but through the ,streightness of their ,condition1 are often drawn on to labour under ,weariness1 to toil through ,hardships themselves1 and frequently to oppress those useful ,animals with which we are intrusted4 ,from ,age to ,age1 throughout all ,ages1 ,divine ,love is that alone1 in which ,dominion has been1 is1 and will be rightly conducted4 ,in this the ,endowments of ,men are so employed1 that the ,friend and the ,governor are united in one1 and oppressive ,customs come to an ,end4 ,riches in the ,hands of ,individuals in ,society1 is attended with some degree of ,power2 and so far as ,power is put forth separate from pure ,love1 so far the ,government of the ,prince of ,peace is interrupted2 and as we know not that our ,children after us will dwell in that ,state in which ,power is rightly applied1 to lay up ,riches for them appears to be against the ,nature of his ,government4 ,the ,earth1 through the ,labour of ,men under the ,blessing of him who formed it1 yieldeth a ,supply for the ,inhabitants from ,generation to ,generation1 and they who walk in the pure ,light1 their ,minds are prepared to taste and relish not only those ,blessings which are spiritual1 but also feel a ,sweetness and ,satisfaction in a right ,use of the good ,gifts of ,god in the visible ,creation4 ,here we see that ,man's ,happiness stands not in great ,possessions1 but in a ,heart devoted to follow ,christ1 in that ,use of ,things1 where ,customs contrary to universal ,love have no ,power over us4 ,in this ,state our ,hearts are prepared to trust in ,god1 and our ,desires for our ,children and ,posterity are1 that they1 with the rest of ,mankind1 in ,ages to come1 may be of that ,number1 of whom he hath said1 ,i will be a ,father to them1 and they shall be my ,sons and ,daughters1 #b ,cor4 vi4 #ah4 ,when ,wages in a fruitful ,land bear so small a ,proportion to the ,necessaries of ,life1 that poor honest ,people who have ,families cannot by a moderate ,industry attain to a comfortable ,living1 and give their ,children sufficient ,learning1 but must either labour to a degree of ,oppression1 or else omit that which appears to be a ,duty4 ,while this is the ,case with the ,poor1 there is an ,inclination in the ,minds of most ,people1 to prepare at least so much ,treasure for their ,children1 that they with ,care and moderate ,industry may live free from these ,hardships which the ,poor pass through4 ,now this ,subject requireth our serious ,consideration3 ,to labour that our ,children may be put in a ,way to live comfortably1 appears in itself to be a ,duty1 so long as these our ,labours are consistent with universal ,righteousness2 but if in striving to shun ,poverty1 we do not walk in that ,state where ,christ is our ,life1 then we wander2 ,he that hath the ,son1 hath ,life1 #a ,john v4 #ab4 ,this ,life is the ,light of ,men1 #a ,john #a4 #d4 ,if we walk not in this ,light1 we walk in ,darkness1 and he that walketh in ,darkness1 knoweth not whither he goeth1 ,john xii4 #ce4 ,to keep to right ,means in labouring to attain a right ,end is necessary3 ,if in striving to shun ,poverty1 we strive only in that ,state where ,christ is the ,light of our ,life1 our ,labours will stand in the true ,harmony of ,society2 but if ,people are confident that the ,end aimed at is good1 and in this ,confidence pursue it so eagerly1 as not to wait for the ,spirit of ,truth to lead them1 then they come to ,loss4 ,christ is given to be a ,leader and ,commander of the ,people1 ,isaiah lv4 #d4 ,again2 ,the ,lord shall guide thee continually1 ,isaiah lviii4 #ab4 ,again2 ,lord1 thou wilt ordain ,peace for us1 for thou also hast wrought all our ,works in us1 ,isaiah xxvi4 #ab4 ,in the ,lord have we ,righteousness and ,strength1 ,isaiah xlv4 #bd4 ,in this ,state our ,minds are preserved watchful in following the ,leadings of his ,spirit in all our ,proceedings in this ,world1 and a ,care is felt for a ,reformation in general4 ,that our own ,posterity1 with the rest of ,mankind in succeeding ,ages1 may not be entangled by oppressive ,customs1 transmitted to them through our ,hands2 but if ,people in the ,narrowness of natural ,love1 are afraid that their ,children will be oppressed by the ,rich1 and through an eager ,desire to get ,treasures1 depart from the pure ,leadings of ,truth in one ,case1 though it may seem to be a small ,matter1 yet the ,mind even in that small ,matter may be embolden'd to continue in a ,way of ,proceeding1 without waiting for the ,divine ,leader4 ,thus ,people may grow expert in ,business1 wise in the ,wisdom of this ,world1 retain a fair ,reputation amongst ,men1 and yet being ,strangers to the ,voice of ,christ1 the safe ,leader of his ,flock1 the ,treasures thus gotten1 may be like ,snares to the ,feet of their ,posterity4 ,now to keep faithful to the pure ,counsellor1 and under trying ,circumstances suffer ,adversity for ,righteousness ,sake1 in this there is a ,reward4 ,if we1 being poor1 are hardly dealt with by those who are rich1 and under this ,difficulty are frugal and industrious1 and in true ,humility open our ,case to them who oppress us1 this may reach the pure ,witness in their ,minds2 and though we should remain under ,difficulties as to the outward1 yet if we abide in the ,love of ,christ1 all will work for our ,good4 ,when we feel what it is to suffer in the true suffering ,state1 then we experience the ,truth of those ,expressions1 that1 as the ,sufferings of ,christ abound in us1 so our ,consolation aboundeth by ,christ1 #b ,cor4 i4 #e4 ,but if poor ,people who are hardly dealt with1 do not attain to the true suffering ,state1 do not labour in true ,love with those who deal hardly with them1 but envy their outward ,greatness1 murmur in their ,hearts because of their own ,poverty1 and strive in the ,wisdom of this ,world to get ,riches for themselves and their ,children2 this is like wandering in the ,dark4 ,if we who are of a middle ,station between ,riches and ,poverty1 are affected at ,times with the ,oppressions of the ,poor1 and feel a tender ,regard for our ,posterity after us1 ,o how necessary is it that we wait for the pure ,counsel of ,truth6 ,many have seen the ,hardships of the ,poor1 felt an eager ,desire that their ,children may be put in a ,way to escape these ,hardships2 but how few have continued in that pure ,love which openeth our ,understandings to proceed rightly under these ,difficulties6 ,how few have faithfully followed that ,holy ,leader who prepares his ,people to labour for the ,restoration of true ,harmony amongst our ,fellow ,creatures6 ,in the pure ,gospel ,spirit we walk by ,faith and not by ,sight1 #b ,cor4 v4 #g4 ,in the ,obedience of ,faith we die to the ,narrowness of ,self-love1 and our ,life being hid with ,christ in ,god1 our ,hearts are enlarg'd toward ,mankind universally2 but in departing from the true ,light of ,life1 many in striving to get ,treasures have stumbled upon the dark ,mountains4 ,now that ,purity of ,life which proceeds from ,faithfulness in following the ,spirit of ,truth1 that ,state where our ,minds are devoted to serve ,god1 and all our ,wants are bounded by his ,wisdom1 this ,habitation has often been open'd before me as a ,place of ,retirement for the ,children of the ,light1 where we may stand separated from that which disordereth and confuseth the ,affairs of ,society1 and where we may have a ,testimony of our ,innocence in the ,hearts of those who behold us4 ,through departing from the ,truth as it is in ,jesus1 through introducing ,ways of ,life attended with unnecessary ,expences1 many ,wants have arisen1 the ,minds of ,people have been employ'd in studying to get ,wealth1 and in this ,pursuit some departing from ,equity1 have retain'd a ,profession of ,religion2 others have look'd at their ,example1 and thereby been strengthen'd to proceed further in the same ,way3 ,thus many have encourag'd the ,trade of taking ,men from ,africa1 and selling them as ,slaves4 ,it hath been computed that near ,one ,hundred ,thousand ,negroes have of late ,years been taken annually from that ,coast1 by ,ships employed in the ,english ,trade4 ,as ,i have travell'd on religious ,visits in some ,parts of ,america1 ,i have seen many of these ,people under the ,command of ,overseers1 in a painful ,servitude4 ,i have beheld them as ,gentiles under ,people professing ,christianity1 not only kept ignorant of the ,holy ,scriptures1 but under great ,provocations to ,wrath2 of whom it may truly be said1 ,they that rule over them make them to howl1 and the ,holy ,name is abundantly blasphemed1 ,isaiah lii4 #e4 ,where ,children are taught to read the ,sacred ,writings1 while young1 and exampled in ,meekness and ,humility1 it is often helpful to them2 nor is this any more than a ,debt due from us to a succeeding ,age4 ,but where ,youth are pinched for want of the ,necessaries of ,life1 forced to labour hard under the harsh ,rebukes of rigorous ,overseers1 and many ,times endure unmerciful ,whippings3 ,in such an ,education1 how great are the ,disadvantages they lie under6 ,and how forcibly do these ,things work against the ,increase of the ,government of the ,prince of ,peace6 ,humphrey ,smith1 in his ,works1 p4 #abe1 speaking of the tender ,feelings of the ,love of ,god in his ,heart when he was a ,child1 said1 ,by the violent wrathful ,nature that ruled in others1 was my ,quietness disturbed1 and ,anger begotten in me toward them1 yet that of ,god in me was not wholly overcome1 but his ,love was felt in my ,heart1 and great was my ,grief when the ,earthly-mindedness and wrathful ,nature so provoked me1 that ,i was estranged from it4 ,and this ,i write as a ,warning to ,parents and others1 that in the ,fear of the living ,god1 you may train up the ,youth1 and may not be a ,means of bringing them into such ,alienation4 ,many are the ,vanities and ,luxuries of the present ,age1 and in labouring to support a ,way of living conformable to the present ,world1 the ,departure from that ,wisdom that is pure and peaceable hath been great4 ,under the ,sense of a deep ,revolt1 and an overflowing ,stream of ,unrighteousness1 my ,life has been often a ,life of ,mourning1 and tender ,desires are raised in me1 that the ,nature of this ,practice may be laid to ,heart4 ,i have read some ,books wrote by ,people who were acquainted with the ,manner of getting ,slaves in ,africa4 ,i have had verbal ,relations of this ,nature from several ,negroes brought from ,africa1 who have learn'd to talk ,english4 ,i have sundry ,times heard ,englishmen speak on this ,subject1 who have been at ,africa on this ,business2 and from all these ,accounts it appears evident that great ,violence is committed1 and much ,blood shed in ,africa in getting ,slaves4 ,when three or four ,hundred ,slaves are put in the ,hold of a ,vessel in a hot ,climate1 their ,breathing soon affects the ,air4 ,were that ,number of free ,people to go ,passengers with all ,things proper for their ,voyage1 there would ,inconvenience arise from their ,number2 but ,slaves are taken by ,violence1 and frequently endeavour to kill the white ,people1 that they may return to their ,native ,land4 ,hence they are frequently kept under some ,sort of ,confinement1 by ,means of which a ,scent ariseth in the ,hold of a ,ship1 and ,distempers often break out amongst them1 of which many die4 ,of this tainted ,air in the ,hold of ,ships freighted with ,slaves1 ,i have had several ,accounts1 some in ,print1 and some verbal1 and all agree that the ,scent is grievous4 ,when these ,people are sold in ,america1 and in the ,islands1 they are made to labour in a ,manner more servile and constant1 than that which they were used to at ,home1 that with ,grief1 with different ,diet from what has been common with them1 and with hard ,labour1 some ,thousands are computed to die every ,year1 in what is called the ,seasoning4 ,thus it appears evident1 that great ,numbers of these ,people are brought every ,year to an untimely ,end2 many of them being such who never injured us4 ,when the ,innocent suffer under hard-hearted ,men1 even unto ,death1 and the ,channels of ,equity are so obstructed1 that the ,cause of the ,sufferers is not judged in ,righteousness1 the ,land is polluted with ,blood1 ,numb4 xxxv4 #cc4 ,when ,blood hath been shed unrighteously1 and remains unatoned for1 the ,cry thereof is very piercing4 ,under the humbling ,dispensations of ,divine ,providence1 this ,cry hath deeply affected my ,heart1 and ,i feel a ,concern to open1 as ,i may be enabled1 that which lieth heavy on my ,mind4 ,when the ,iniquity of the ,house of ,israel and of ,judah was exceeding great1 when the ,land was defiled with ,blood1 and the ,city full of ,perverseness1 ,ezek4 ix4 #i4 some were found sighing and crying for the ,abominations of the ,times1 ,ezek4 ix4 #d4 and such who live under a right ,feeling of our ,condition as a ,nation1 these ,i trust will be sensible that the ,lord at this ,day doth call to ,mourning1 though many are ignorant of it4 ,so powerful are bad ,customs when they become general1 that ,people growing bold thro' the ,examples one of another1 have often been unmoved at the most serious ,warnings4 ,our blessed ,saviour speaking of the ,people of the old ,world1 said1 ,they eat1 they drank1 they married1 and were given in ,marriage1 until the ,day that ,noah went into the ,ark1 and the ,flood came and destroy'd them all1 ,luke xvii4 #bg4 ,the like he spake concerning the ,people of ,sodom1 who are also represented by the ,prophet as haughty1 luxurious1 and oppressive2 ,this was the ,sin of ,sodom1 ,pride1 ,fulness of ,bread1 and ,abundance of ,idleness was found in her1 and in her ,daughters2 neither did she strengthen the ,hands of the ,poor and ,needy1 ,ezek4 xvi4 #di4 ,now in a ,revolt so deep as this1 when much ,blood has been shed unrighteously1 in carrying on the ,slave ,trade1 and in supporting the ,practice of keeping ,slaves1 which at this ,day is unatoned for1 and crieth from the ,earth1 and from the ,seas against the ,oppressor6 ,while this ,practice is continued1 and under a great ,load of ,guilt there is more ,unrighteousness committed1 the ,state of ,things is very moving6 ,there is a ,love which stands in ,nature1 and a ,parent beholding his ,child in ,misery1 hath a ,feeling of the ,affliction2 but in ,divine ,love the ,heart is enlarged towards ,mankind universally1 and prepar'd to sympathize with ,strangers1 though in the lowest ,station in ,life4 ,of this the ,prophet appears to have had a ,feeling1 when he said1 ,have we not all one ,father8 ,hath not one ,god created us8 ,why then do we deal treacherously every ,man with his ,brother1 in prophaning the ,covenant of our ,fathers8 ,mal4 ii4 #aj4 ,he who of old heard the ,groans of the ,children of ,israel under the hard ,task-masters in ,egypt1 ,i trust hath looked down from his ,holy ,habitation on the ,miseries of these deeply oppress'd ,people4 ,many ,lives have been shorten'd through extreme ,oppression while they labour'd to support ,luxury and ,worldly ,greatness2 and tho' many ,people in outward ,prosperity may think little of those ,things1 yet the gracious ,creator hath ,regard to the ,cries of the ,innocent1 however unnoticed by ,men4 ,the ,lord in the ,riches of his ,goodness is leading some into the ,feeling of the ,condition of this ,people1 who cannot rest without labouring as their ,advocate2 of which in some ,measure ,i have had ,experience1 for1 in the ,movings of his ,love in my ,heart1 these poor ,sufferers have been brought near to me4 ,the unoffending ,aged and ,infirm made to labour too hard1 kept on a ,diet less comfortable than their weak ,state required1 and exposed to great ,difficulties under hard-hearted ,men1 to whose ,sufferings ,i have often been a ,witness1 and under the ,heart-melting ,power of ,divine ,love1 their ,misery hath felt to me like the ,misery of my ,parents4 ,innocent ,youth taken by ,violence from their ,native ,land1 from their ,friends and ,acquaintance2 put on board ,ships with ,hearts laden with ,sorrow2 exposed to great ,hardships at ,sea2 placed under ,people1 where their ,lives have been attended with great ,provocation to ,anger and ,revenge4 ,with the ,condition of these ,youth1 my ,mind hath often been affected1 as with the ,afflictions of my ,children1 and in a ,feeling of the ,misery of these ,people1 and of that great ,offence which is minister'd to them1 my ,tears have been often poured out before the ,lord4 ,that ,holy ,spirit which affected my ,heart when ,i was a ,youth1 ,i trust is often felt by the ,negroes in their ,native ,land1 inclining their ,minds to that which is righteous1 and had the professed ,followers of ,christ in all their ,conduct towards them1 manifested a ,disposition answerable to the pure ,principle in their ,hearts1 how might the ,holy ,name have been honoured amongst the ,gentiles1 and how might we have rejoiced in the fulfilling of that ,prophecy1 ,i the ,lord love ,judgment1 ,i hate ,robbery for ,burnt-offerings1 and ,i will direct their ,work in ,truth1 and make an everlasting ,covenant with them4 ,their ,seed shall be known amongst the ,gentiles1 and their ,offspring amongst the ,people3 ,all that see them shall acknowledge them1 that they are the ,seed which the ,lord hath blessed1 ,isaiah lxi4 #h1 #i4 ,but in the present ,state of ,things1 how contrary is this ,practice to that meek ,spirit1 in which our ,saviour laid down his ,life for us1 that all the ,ends of the ,earth might know ,salvation in his ,name6 ,how are the ,sufferings of our blessed ,redeemer set at nought1 and his ,name blasphemed amongst the ,gentiles1 through the unrighteous ,proceedings of his profess'd ,followers6 ,my ,mind hath often been affected1 even from the ,days of my ,youth1 under a ,sense of that marvellous ,work1 for which ,god1 in infinite ,goodness1 sent his ,son into the ,world4 ,the opening of that ,spring of living ,waters1 which the true ,believers in ,christ experience1 by which they are redeemed from ,pride and ,covetousness1 and brought into a ,state of ,meekness1 where their ,hearts are enlarged in true ,love toward their ,fellow ,creatures universally2 this ,work to me has been precious1 and the ,spreading the ,knowledge of the ,truth amongst the ,gentiles been very desirable4 ,and the professed ,followers of ,christ joining in ,customs evidently unrighteous1 which manifestly tend to stir up ,wrath1 and increase ,wars and ,desolations1 hath often covered my ,mind with ,sorrow4 ,if we bring this ,matter home1 and as ,job proposed to his ,friends1 ,put our ,soul in their ,soul's stead1 ,job xvi4 #d4 ,if we consider ourselves and our ,children as exposed to the ,hardships which these ,people lie under in supporting an imaginary ,greatness4 ,did we in such ,case behold an ,increase of ,luxury and ,superfluity amongst our ,oppressors1 and therewith felt an ,increase of the ,weight of our ,burdens1 and expected our ,posterity to groan under ,oppression after us4 ,under all this ,misery1 had we none to plead our ,cause1 nor any ,hope of ,relief from ,man1 how would our ,cries ascend to the ,god of the ,spirits of all ,flesh1 who judgeth the ,world in ,righteousness1 and in his own ,time is a ,refuge for the ,oppressed6 ,if they who thus afflicted us1 continued to lay ,claim to ,religion1 and were assisted in their ,business by others1 esteemed pious ,people1 who through a ,friendship with them strengthened their ,hands in ,tyranny4 ,in such a ,state1 when we were ,hunger-bitten1 and could not have sufficient ,nourishment but saw them in fulness pleasing their ,taste with ,things fetched from far3 ,when we were wearied with ,labour1 denied the ,liberty to rest1 and saw them spending their ,time at ,ease3 ,when ,garments answerable to our ,necessities were denied us1 while we saw them cloathed in that which was costly and delicate3 ,under such ,affliction1 how would these painful ,feelings rise up as ,witnesses against their pretended ,devotion6 ,and if the ,name of their ,religion was mention'd in our ,hearing1 how would it sound in our ,ears like a ,word which signified ,self-exaltation1 and ,hardness of ,heart6 ,when a ,trade is carried on1 productive of much ,misery1 and they who suffer by it are some ,thousands ,miles off1 the ,danger is the greater1 of not laying their ,sufferings to ,heart4 ,in procuring ,slaves on the ,coast of ,africa1 many ,children are stolen privately2 ,wars also are encouraged amongst the ,negroes1 but all is at a great ,distance4 ,many ,groans arise from dying ,men1 which we hear not4 ,many ,cries are uttered by ,widows and ,fatherless ,children1 which reach not our ,ears4 ,many ,cheeks are wet with ,tears1 and ,faces sad with unutterable ,grief1 which we see not4 ,cruel ,tyranny is encouraged4 ,the ,hands of ,robbers are strengthened1 and ,thousands reduced to the most abject ,slavery1 who never injured us4 ,were we for the ,term of one ,year only to be an ,eye-witness to what passeth in getting these ,slaves3 ,was the ,blood which is there shed to be sprinkled on our ,garments3 ,were the poor ,captives bound with ,thongs1 heavy laden with ,elephants ,teeth1 to pass before our ,eyes on their ,way to the ,sea3 ,were their bitter ,lamentations ,day after ,day to ring in our ,ears1 and their mournful ,cries in the ,night to hinder us from ,sleeping3 ,were we to hear the ,sound of the ,tumult when the ,slaves on board the ,ships attempt to kill the ,english1 and behold the ,issue of those bloody ,conflicts3 ,what pious ,man could be a ,witness to these ,things1 and see a ,trade carried on in this ,manner1 without being deeply affected with ,sorrow8 ,through abiding in the ,love of ,christ we feel a ,tenderness in our ,hearts toward our ,fellow ,creatures1 entangled in oppressive ,customs2 and a ,concern so to walk1 that our ,conduct may not be a ,means of strength'ning them in ,error4 ,it was the ,command of the ,lord through ,moses1 ,thou shalt not suffer ,sin upon thy ,brother3 ,thou shalt in anywise rebuke thy ,brother1 and shalt not suffer ,sin upon him1 ,lev4 xix4 #ag4 ,again2 ,keep far from a false ,matter2 and the ,innocent and ,righteous slay thou not1 ,exod4 xxiii4 #g4 ,the ,prophet ,isaiah mentions ,oppression as that which the true ,church in ,time of outward ,quiet should not only be clear of1 but should be far from it2 ,thou shalt be far from ,oppression1 ,isaiah liv4 #ad4 ,now these ,words1 far from1 appear to have an extensive ,meaning1 and to convey ,instruction in regard to that of which ,solomon speaks1 ,though ,hand join in ,hand1 the ,wicked shall not go unpunished1 ,prov4 xvi4 #e4 ,it was a ,complaint against one of old1 ,when thou sawest a ,thief1 thou consentedst with him1 ,psal4 l4 #ah4 ,the ,prophet ,jeremiah represents the ,degrees of ,preparation toward ,idolatrous ,sacrifice1 in the ,similitude of a ,work carried on by ,children1 ,men1 and ,women3 ,the ,children gather ,wood1 the ,fathers kindle the ,fire1 and the ,women knead the ,dough to bake ,cakes for the ,queen of ,heaven1 ,jer4 vii4 #ah4 ,it was a complaint of the ,lord against ,israel1 through his ,prophet ,ezekiel1 that they strengthen'd the ,hands of the ,wicked1 and made the ,hearts of the ,righteous sad1 ,ezek4 xiii4 #ab4 ,some ,works of ,iniquity carried on by the ,people were represented by the ,prophet ,hosea1 in the ,similitude of ,ploughing1 ,reaping1 and eating the ,fruit2 ,you have ploughed ,wickedness1 reaped ,iniquity1 eaten the ,fruit of ,lying1 because thou didst trust in thy own ,way1 to the ,multitude of thy mighty ,men1 ,hosea x4 #ac4 ,i have felt great ,distress of ,mind since ,i came on this ,island1 on ,account of the ,members of our ,society being mixed with the ,world in various ,sorts of ,business and ,traffick1 carried on in impure ,channels4 ,great is the ,trade to ,africa for ,slaves2 and in loading these ,ships abundance of ,people are employ'd in the ,manufactories4 ,friends in early ,time refused1 on a religious ,principle1 to make or trade in ,superfluities1 of which we have many large ,testimonies on ,record1 but for want of ,faithfulness some gave way1 even some whose ,examples were of ,note in ,society1 and from thence others took more ,liberty3 ,members of our ,society worked in ,superfluities1 and bought and sold them1 and thus ,dimness of ,sight came over many4 ,at length1 ,friends got into the ,use of some ,superfluities in ,dress1 and in the ,furniture of their ,houses1 and this hath spread from less to more1 till ,superfluity of some ,kind is common amongst us4 ,in this declining ,state many look at the ,example one of another1 and too much neglect the pure ,feeling of ,truth4 ,of late ,years a deep ,exercise hath attended my ,mind1 that ,friends may dig deep1 may carefully cast forth the loose ,matter1 and get down to the ,rock1 the sure ,foundation1 and there hearken to that ,divine ,voice which gives a clear and certain ,sound4 ,and ,i have felt in that which doth not deceive1 that if ,friends who have known the ,truth1 keep in that ,tenderness of ,heart1 where all ,views of outward ,gain are given up1 and their ,trust is only on the ,lord1 he will graciously lead some to be ,patterns of deep ,self-denial1 in ,things relating to ,trade1 and handicraft ,labour2 and that some who have ,plenty of the ,treasures of this ,world1 will example in a plain frugal ,life1 and pay ,wages to such whom they may hire1 more liberally than is now customary in some ,places4 ,the ,prophet1 speaking of the true ,church1 said1 ,thy ,people also shall be all righteous4 ,of the ,depth of this ,divine ,work several have spoken4 ,john ,gratton1 in his ,journal1 p4 #de1 said1 ,the ,lord is my ,portion1 ,i shall not want4 ,he hath wrought all my ,works in me4 ,i am nothing but what ,i am in him4 ,gilbert ,latey1 through the powerful ,operations of the ,spirit of ,christ in his ,soul1 was brought to that ,depth of ,self-denial1 that he could not join with that proud ,spirit in other ,people1 which inclined them to want ,vanities and ,superfluities4 ,this ,friend was often amongst the chief ,rulers of the ,nation in ,times of ,persecution1 and it appears by the ,testimony of ,friends1 that his ,dwelling was so evidently in the pure ,life of ,truth1 that in his ,visits to those great ,men1 he found a ,place in their ,minds2 and that ,king ,james the ,second1 in the ,times of his ,troubles1 made particular ,mention in a very respectful ,manner of what ,gilbert once said to him4 ,the said ,gilbert found a ,concern to write an ,epistle1 in which are these ,expressions2 ,fear the ,lord1 ye ,men of all ,sorts1 ,trades1 and ,callings1 and leave off all the ,evil that is in them1 for the ,lord is grieved with all the ,evils used in your ,employments which you are exercised in4 ,it is even a ,grief to see how you are ,servants to ,sin1 and ,instruments of ,satan4 ,see his ,works1 ,page #db1 etc4 ,george ,fox1 in an ,epistle1 writes thus3 ,friends1 stand in the ,eternal ,power of ,god1 ,witness against the ,pomps and ,vanities of this ,world4 ,such ,tradesmen who stand as ,witnesses in the ,power of ,god1 cannot fulfil the ,people's ,minds in these ,vanities1 and therefore they are offended at them4 ,let all trust in the ,lord1 and wait patiently on him2 for when ,trust first broke forth in ,london1 many ,tradesmen could not take so much ,money in their ,shops for some ,time1 as would buy them ,bread and ,water1 because they withstood the ,world's ,ways1 ,fashions1 and ,customs2 yet by their patient waiting on the ,lord in their good ,life and ,conversation1 they answer'd the ,truth in ,people's ,hearts1 and thus their ,business increased4 ,book of ,doctrinals1 ,page #hbd4 ,now ,christ our ,holy ,leader graciously continueth to open the ,understandings of his ,people1 and as ,circumstances alter from ,age to ,age1 some who are deeply baptized into a ,feeling of the ,state of ,things1 are led by his ,holy ,spirit into ,exercises in some respect different from those which attended the ,faithful in foregoing ,ages1 and through the ,constrainings of pure ,love1 are engaged to open the ,feelings they have to others4 ,in faithfully following ,christ1 the ,heart is weaned from the ,desires of ,riches1 and we are led into a ,life so plain and simple1 that a little doth suffice1 and thus the ,way openeth to deny ourselves1 under all the tempting ,allurements of that ,gain1 which we know is the ,gain of ,unrighteousness4 ,the ,apostle speaking on this ,subject1 asketh this ,question2 ,what ,fellowship hath ,righteousness with ,unrighteousness8 #b ,cor4 vi4 #ad4 ,and again saith1 ,have no ,fellowship with the unfruitful ,works of ,darkness1 but rather reprove them1 ,ephes4 v4 #aa4 ,again1 ,be not ,partaker of other ,men's ,sins1 keep thyself pure1 #a ,tim4 v4 #bb4 ,where ,people through the ,power of ,christ are thoroughly settled in a right ,use of ,things1 freed from all unnecessary ,care and ,expence1 the ,mind in this true ,resignation is at ,liberty from the ,bands of a narrow ,self-,interest1 to attend from ,time to ,time on the ,movings of his ,spirit upon us1 though he leads into that through which our ,faith is closely tried4 ,the ,language of ,christ is pure1 and to the ,pure in ,heart this pure ,language is intelligible2 but in the ,love of ,money1 the ,mind being intent on ,gain1 is too full of human ,contrivance to attend to it4 ,it appeareth evident1 that some ,channels of ,trade are defiled with ,unrighteousness1 that the ,minds of many are intent on getting ,treasures to support a ,life1 in which there are many unnecessary ,expences4 ,and ,i feel a living ,concern attend my ,mind1 that under these ,difficulties we may humbly follow our ,heavenly ,shepherd1 who graciously regardeth his ,flock1 and is willing and able to supply us both inwardly and outwardly with clean ,provender1 that hath been winnowed with the ,shovel and the ,fan1 where we may sow to ourselves in ,righteousness1 reap in ,mercy1 ,hosea x4 #ab4 and not be defiled with the ,works of ,iniquity4 ,where ,customs contrary to pure ,wisdom are transmitted to ,posterity1 it appears to be an ,injury committed against them2 and ,i often feel tender ,compassion toward a young ,generation1 and ,desires that their ,difficulties may not be increased through ,unfaithfulness in us of the present ,age4 ,,chapter ,,ii ,on a ,,sailor',s ,,life ,in the ,trade to ,africa for ,slaves1 and in the ,management of ,ships going on these ,voyages1 many of our ,lads and young ,men have a considerable ,part of their ,education4 ,now what pious ,father beholding his ,son placed in one of these ,ships1 to learn the ,practice of a ,mariner1 could forbear mourning over him8 ,where ,youth are exampled in ,means of getting ,money so full of ,violence1 and used to exercise such ,cruelties on their ,fellow ,creatures1 the ,disadvantage to them in their ,education is very great4 ,but ,i feel it in my ,mind to write concerning the ,seafaring ,life in general4 ,in the ,trade carried on from the ,west-,indies1 and from some ,part of the ,continent1 the ,produce of the ,labour of ,slaves is a considerable ,part4 ,and ,sailors who are frequently at ,ports where ,slaves abound1 and converse often with ,people who oppress without the ,appearance of ,remorse1 and often with ,sailors employ'd in the ,slave ,trade1 how powerfully do these evil ,examples spread amongst the ,seafaring ,youth6 ,i have had many ,opportunities to feel and understand the general ,state of the ,seafaring ,life amongst us1 and my ,mind hath often been sad on ,account of so many ,lads and young ,men been trained up amidst so great ,corruption4 ,under the humbling ,power of ,christ ,i have seen1 that if the ,leadings of his ,holy ,spirit were faithfully attended to by his professed ,followers in general1 the ,heathen ,nations would be exampled in ,righteousness4 ,a less ,number of ,people would be employed on the ,seas4 ,the ,channels of ,trade would be more free from ,defilement4 ,fewer ,people would be employed in ,vanities and ,superfluities4 ,the ,inhabitants of ,cities would be less in ,number4 ,those who have much ,lands would become ,fathers to the ,poor4 ,more ,people would be employed in the sweet ,employment of ,husbandry1 and in the ,path of pure ,wisdom1 ,labour would be an agreeable1 healthful ,employment4 ,in the ,opening of these ,things in my ,mind1 ,i feel a living ,concern that we who have felt ,divine ,love in our ,hearts may faithfully abide in it1 and like good ,soldiers endure ,hardness for ,christ's ,sake4 ,he1 our blessed ,saviour1 exhorting his ,followers to love one another1 adds1 ,as ,i have loved you4 ,john xiii4 #cd4 ,he loved ,lazarus1 yet in his ,sickness did not heal him1 but left him to endure the ,pains of ,death1 that in restoring him to ,life1 the ,people might be confirmed in the true ,faith4 ,he loved his ,disciples1 but sent them forth on a ,message attended with great ,difficulty1 amongst ,hard-hearted ,people1 some of whom would think that in killing them they did ,god ,service4 ,so deep is ,divine ,love1 that in stedfastly abiding in it1 we are prepar'd to deny ourselves of all that ,gain which is contrary to pure ,wisdom1 and to follow ,christ1 even under ,contempt1 and through ,sufferings4 ,while ,friends were kept truly humble1 and walked according to the ,purity of our ,principles1 the ,divine ,witness in many ,hearts was reached2 but when a ,worldly ,spirit got ,entrance1 therewith came in ,luxuries and ,superfluities1 and spread by little and little1 even among the foremost ,rank in ,society1 and from thence others took ,liberty in that ,way more abundantly4 ,in the ,continuation of these ,things from ,parents to ,children1 there were many ,wants to supply1 even ,wants unknown to ,friends while they faithfully followed ,christ4 ,and in striving to supply these ,wants many have exacted on the ,poor1 many have enter'd on ,employments1 in which they often labour in upholding ,pride and ,vanity4 ,many have looked on one another1 been strengthen'd in these ,things1 one by the ,example of another1 and as to the pure ,divine ,seeing1 ,dimness hath come over many1 and the ,channels of true ,brotherly ,love been obstructed4 ,people may have no intention to oppress1 yet by entering on expensive ,ways of ,life1 their ,minds may be so entangled therein1 and so engag'd to support expensive ,customs1 as to be estranged from the pure sympathizing ,spirit4 ,as ,i have travell'd in ,england1 ,i have had a tender ,feeling of the ,condition of poor ,people1 some of whom though honest and industrious1 have nothing to spare toward paying for the ,schooling of their ,children4 ,there is a ,proportion between ,labour and the ,necessaries of ,life1 and in true ,brotherly ,love the ,mind is open to feel after the ,necessities of the ,poor4 ,amongst the ,poor there are some that are weak through ,age1 and others of a weakly ,nature1 who pass through ,straits in very private ,life1 without asking ,relief from the ,publick4 ,such who are strong and healthy may do that ,business1 which to the ,weakly may be oppressive2 and in performing that in a ,day which is esteem'd a ,day's ,labour1 by weakly ,persons in the ,field and in the ,shops1 and by weakly ,women who spin and knit in the ,manufactories1 they often pass through ,weariness2 and many ,sighs ,i believe are uttered in secret1 unheard by some who might ease their ,burdens4 ,labour in the right ,medium is healthy1 but in too much of it there is a painful ,weariness2 and the ,hardships of the ,poor are sometimes increased through ,want of a more agreeable ,nourishment1 more plentiful ,fewel for the ,fire1 and warmer ,cloathing in the ,winter than their ,wages will answer4 ,when ,i have beheld ,plenty in some ,houses to a ,degree of ,luxury1 the ,condition of poor ,children brought up without ,learning1 and the ,condition of the ,weakly and ,aged1 who strive to live by their ,labour1 have often revived in my ,mind1 as ,cases of which some who live in ,fulness need to be put in ,remembrance4 ,there are few1 if any1 could behold their ,fellow ,creatures lie long in ,distress and forbear to help them1 when they could do it without any ,inconvenience2 but ,customs requiring much ,labour to support them1 do often lie heavy on the ,poor1 while they who live in these ,customs are so entangled in a ,multitude of unnecessary ,concerns that they think but little of the ,hardships which the poor ,people go through4 ,,chapter ,,iii ,on ,,silent ,,worship ,worship in ,silence hath often been refreshing to my ,mind1 and a ,care attends me that a young ,generation may feel the ,nature of this ,worship4 ,great ,expence ariseth in ,relation to that which is call'd ,divine ,worship4 ,a considerable ,part of this ,expence is applied toward outward ,greatness1 and many poor ,people in raising of ,tithe1 labour in supporting ,customs contrary to the ,simplicity that there is in ,christ1 toward whom my ,mind hath often been moved with ,pity4 ,in pure silent ,worship1 we dwell under the ,holy ,anointing1 and feel ,christ to be our ,shepherd4 ,here the best of ,teachers ministers to the several ,conditions of his ,flock1 and the ,soul receives immediately from the ,divine ,fountain1 that with which it is nourished4 ,as ,i have travelled at ,times where those of other ,societies have attended our ,meetings1 and have perceiv'd how little some of them knew of the ,nature of silent ,worship2 ,i have felt tender ,desires in my ,heart that we who often sit silent in our ,meetings1 may live answerable to the ,nature of an inward ,fellowship with ,god1 that no ,stumbling-block through us1 may be laid in their ,way4 ,such is the ,load of unnecessary ,expence which lieth on that which is called ,divine ,service in many ,places1 and so much are the ,minds of many ,people employ'd in outward ,forms and ,ceremonies1 that the opening of an inward silent ,worship in this ,nation to me hath appeared to be a precious ,opening4 ,within the last four ,hundred ,years1 many pious ,people have been deeply exercised in ,soul on ,account of the ,superstition which prevailed amongst the professed ,followers of ,christ1 and in support of their ,testimony against oppressive ,idolatry1 some in several ,ages have finished their ,course in the ,flames4 ,it appears by the ,history of the ,reformation1 that through the ,faithfulness of the ,martyrs1 the ,understandings of many have been opened1 and the ,minds of ,people1 from ,age to ,age1 been more and more prepared for a real spiritual ,worship4 ,my ,mind is often affected with a ,sense of the ,condition of those ,people who in different ,ages have been meek and patient1 following ,christ through great ,afflictions3 ,and while ,i behold the several ,steps1 of ,reformation1 and that ,clearness1 to which through ,divine ,goodness1 it hath been brought by our ,ancestors2 ,i feel tender ,desires that we who sometimes meet in ,silence1 may never by our ,conduct lay ,stumbling-blocks in the ,way of others1 and hinder the ,progress of the ,reformation in the ,world4 ,it was a ,complaint against some who were called the ,lord's ,people1 that they brought polluted ,bread to his ,altar1 and said the ,table of the ,lord was contemptible4 ,in real silent ,worship the ,soul feeds on that which is ,divine2 but we cannot partake of the ,table of the ,lord1 and that ,table which is prepared by the ,god of this ,world4 ,if ,christ is our ,shepherd1 and feedeth us1 and we are faithful in following him1 our ,lives will have an inviting ,language1 and the ,table of the ,lord will not be polluted4 ,,some ,,expressions ,,of ,,john ,,woolman ,,in ,,his ,,last ,,ilness4 ,,london3 ,printed by ,,mary ,,hinde4 ,,some ,,expressions1 c4 ,being in the ,course of his religious ,visit at ,york1 and having attended most of the ,sittings of the ,quarterly-,meeting there1 held in the ,ninth ,month1 #aggb1 he was taken ill of the ,small ,pox1 in which ,disorder he continued about two ,weeks1 at ,times under great ,affliction of ,body1 and then departed in full ,assurance of a happy ,eternity1 as the following ,expressions1 amongst others1 taken from his own ,mouth1 do plainly evidence4 ,one ,day being asked how he felt himself1 he meekly answered1 ,i don't know that ,i have slept this ,night3 ,i feel the ,disorder making its ,progress1 but my ,mind is mercifully preserved in ,stillness and ,peace4 ,some ,time after he said1 ,he was sensible the ,pains of ,death must be hard to bear1 but if he escaped them now1 he must some ,time pass through them1 and did not know he could be better prepared1 but had no ,will in it4 ,said1 ,he had settled his outward ,affairs to his ,mind2 had taken ,leave of his ,wife and ,family1 as never to return1 leaving them to the ,divine ,protection3 ,adding1 ,and though ,i feel them near to me at this ,time1 yet ,i freely give them up1 having an ,hope they will be provided for4 ,and a little after said1 ,this ,trial is made easier than ,i could have thought1 by my ,will being wholly taken away2 for if ,i was anxious as to the ,event1 it would be harder1 but ,i am not1 and my ,mind enjoys a perfect ,calm4 ,in the ,night a young ,woman having given him something to drink1 he said1 ,my ,child1 thou seemest very kind to me1 a poor ,creature1 the ,lord will reward thee for it4 ,a while after he cried out with great ,earnestness of ,spirit1 ,oh6 my ,father1 my ,father1 how comfortable art thou to my ,soul in this trying ,season4 ,being asked if he could take a little ,nourishment1 after some ,pause he replied1 ,my ,child1 ,i cannot tell what to say to it3 ,i seem nearly arrived where my ,soul shall have ,rest from all its ,troubles4 ,after giving in something to be put into his ,journal1 he said1 ,i believe the ,lord will now excuse me from ,exercises of this ,kind1 and ,i see no ,work but one1 which is to be the last wrought by me in this ,world2 the ,messenger will come that will release me from all these ,troubles1 but it must be in the ,lord's ,time1 which ,i am waiting for4 ,he said1 ,he had laboured to do whatever was required1 according to the ,ability received1 in the ,remembrance of which he had ,peace3 ,and though the ,disorder was strong at ,times1 and would come over his ,mind like a ,whirlwind1 yet it had hitherto been kept steady1 and center'd in everlasting ,love4 ,adding1 ,and if that's mercifully continued1 ,i ask nor desire no more4 ,at another ,time he said1 ,he had long had a ,view of visiting this ,nation2 and some ,time before he came1 he had a ,dream1 in which he saw himself in the ,northern ,parts of it2 and that the ,spring of the ,gospel was opened in him1 much as in the ,beginning of ,friends1 such as ,george ,fox and ,william ,dewsbury2 and he saw the different ,states of ,people as clear as ever he had seen ,flowers in a ,garden2 but in his going on he was suddenly stopt1 though he could not see for what ,end1 but looked towards ,home1 and in that fell into a ,flood of ,tears1 which waked him4 ,at another ,time he said1 ,my ,draught seem'd strongest to the ,north1 and ,i mentioned in my own ,monthly-,meeting1 that attending the ,quarterly-,meeting at ,york1 and being there1 looked like ,home to me4 ,having repeatedly consented to take a ,medicine with a ,view to settle his ,stomach1 but without ,effect1 the ,friend then waiting on him1 said1 through ,distress1 ,what shall ,i do now8 ,he answered with great ,composure1 ,rejoice evermore1 and in every ,thing give ,thanks4 ,but added a little after1 ,this is sometimes hard to come at4 ,one ,morning early he brake forth in ,supplication on this wise2 ,oh ,lord6 it was thy ,power that enabled me to forsake ,sin in my ,youth1 and ,i have felt thy ,bruises since for ,disobedience1 but as ,i bowed under them thou healedst me2 and though ,i have gone through many ,trials and sore ,afflictions1 thou hast been with me1 continuing a ,father and a ,friend4 ,i feel thy ,power now1 and beg that in the approaching trying ,moments1 thou wilt keep my ,heart steadfast unto thee4 ,upon his giving the same ,friend ,directions concerning some little ,matters1 she said1 ,i will take ,care1 but hope thou mayst live to order them thyself2 he replied1 ,my ,hope is in ,christ2 and though ,i may now seem a little better1 a ,change in the ,disorder may soon happen1 and my little ,strength be dissolved1 and if it so happen1 ,i shall be gather'd to my everlasting ,rest4 ,on her saying1 ,she did not doubt that1 but could not help mourning to see so many faithful ,servants removed at so low a ,time1 he said1 ,all ,goodness cometh from the ,lord1 whose ,power is the same1 and he can work as he sees best4 ,the same ,day1 after giving her ,directions about wrapping his ,corpse1 and perceiving her to weep1 he said1 ,i had rather thou wouldst guard against ,weeping or ,sorrowing for me1 my ,sister2 ,i sorrow not1 though ,i have had some painful ,conflicts2 but now they seem over1 and ,matters all settled1 and ,i look at the ,face of my dear ,redeemer1 for sweet is his ,voice1 and his ,countenance comely4 ,being very weak1 and in general difficult to be understood1 he uttered a few ,words in ,commemoration of the ,lord's ,goodness to him2 and added1 ,how tenderly have ,i been waited upon in this ,time of ,affliction1 in which ,i may say in ,job's ,words1 ,tedious ,days and wearisome ,nights are appointed unto me2 and how many are spending their ,time and ,money in ,vanity and ,superfluities1 while ,thousands and ,tens of ,thousands want the ,necessaries of ,life1 who might be relieved by them1 and their ,distresses at such a ,time as this1 in some degree softened by the administring of suitable ,things4 ,an ,apothecary who attended him of his own ,accord 7he being unwilling to have any sent for7 appeared very anxious to assist him1 with whom conversing1 he queried about the ,probability of such a ,load of ,matter being thrown off his weak ,body1 and the ,apothecary making some ,remarks1 implying he thought it might1 he spoke with an audible ,voice on this wise3 ,my ,dependance is in the ,lord ,jesus ,christ1 who ,i trust will forgive my ,sins1 which is all ,i hope for2 and if it be his ,will to raise up this ,body again1 ,i am content1 and if to die ,i am resigned3 ,and if thou canst not be easy without trying to assist ,nature1 in order to lengthen out my ,life1 ,i submit4 ,after this1 his ,throat was so much affected1 that it was very difficult for him to speak so as to be understood1 and he frequently wrote when he wanted any ,thing4 ,about the second ,hour on ,fourth-day ,morning1 being the #gth of the ,tenth ,month1 #aggb1 he asked for ,pen and ,ink1 and at several ,times1 with much ,difficulty1 wrote thus3 ,i believe my being here is in the ,wisdom of ,christ2 ,i know not as to ,life or ,death4 ,about a ,quarter before ,six the same ,morning1 he seemed to fall into an easy ,sleep1 which continued about half an ,hour1 when seeming to awake1 he breathed a few ,times with more ,difficulty1 and so expired without ,sigh1 ,groan1 or ,struggle4 99 99 99 99 99 ,note1 ,he often said1 ,it was hid from him1 whether he might recover1 or not1 and he was not desirous to know it2 but from his own ,feeling of the ,disorder1 and his feeble ,constitution1 thought he should not4 ,,finis ,,the ,,temple ,,press1 ,,printers1 ,,letchworth