,,biography ,,of ,,rev4 ,,hosea ,,ballou4 ,,by ,,his ,,youngest ,,son1 ,,maturin ,m4 ,,ballou4 ,he staggered not at the promise of ,god through unbelief2 but was strong in faith1 giving glory to ,god3 and being fully persuaded that what he had promised he was able also to perform4 ,,boston3 ,,published ,,by ,,abel ,,tompkins4 #aheb4 ,entered according to ,act of ,congress1 in the year #aheb1 by ,,abel ,,tompkins1 ,in the ,clerk's ,office of the ,district ,court of the ,district of ,massachusetts4 ,,stereotyped ,,by ,,hobart ,,robbins1 ,,new ,,england ,,type ,,and ,,stereotype ,,foundery1 ,,boston4 ,,to ,,the ,,second ,,universalist ,,society ,,of ,,boston1 ,,this ,,biography ,,of ,,their ,,late ,,pastor ,,is ,,respectfully ,dedicated1 ,,by ,,their ,,humble ,,servant1 ,,the ,,author4 ,illustration3 ,portrait of ,,rev4 ,,hosea ,,ballou1 ,engraved by ,h4 ,w4 ,smith ,,author',s ,,preface4 ,to say that the author experiences a degree of diffidence in writing upon the theme and subject of these pages1 would but inadequately express his true feelings on taking up the pen for this object4 ,but he does it with a purpose of strict adherence to facts1 nor will any matter be suppressed or one iota added to the truth4 ,no one who shall read a dozen pages herein relating to the early life of ,rev4 ,hosea ,ballou1 but will at once acquit the author of any false pride as it regards chronicling the events and circumstances of the subject's life4 ,he is most happy to state the facts literally1 and he is satisfied as to the verdict that every unprejudiced mind will render4 ,it may be said that a son cannot write a faithful history of a parent--that such a production must needs be partial1--though we have numerous instances of the contrary4 ,to such an objection the writer would reply1 that there is but one side to truth1 and it is this1 and this only1 that the reader will find in these pages4 ,he offers no labored extenuation or defence1--there are no circumstances that require it2 no appeal or pleading for a verdict of acquittal1--for there are no charges to refute2 but he gives a simple1 unvarnished biography of a true ,christian and a faithful disciple of the gospel1 whose whole life1 even from earliest youth1 has been a beautiful and consistent tribute to truth4 ,for some time previous to the decease of the subject of this biography the author contemplated the present work1 and for this purpose has1 at various times1 kept minutes relative to dates of his father's movements2 and he has also been briefly assisted by memoranda and short articles from his father's pen1 which are embodied herein1 relative to his feelings concerning himself and his doctrine4 ,the framework1 so to speak1 of the book1 has therefore been in hand for a considerable period2 and the placing of it in a proper form for the printer has been all the author has attempted since the death of his respected father4 ,m4 ,m4 ,ballou4 ,boston1 ,sept41 #aheb4 ,,contents4 ,,chapter ,i4 ,,introductory #i ,,chapter ,,ii4 ,,birth ,,and ,,parentage #ad ,,chapter ,,iii4 ,,early ,,life #bb ,,chapter ,,iv4 ,,becomes ,a ,,professor ,,of ,,religion #ch ,,chapter ,v4 ,,commences ,,to ,,preach #eb ,,chapter ,,vi4 ,,becomes ,a ,,settled ,,minister #fd ,,chapter ,,vii4 ,,removes ,,to ,,portsmouth1 ,n4 ,h4 #hi ,,chapter ,,viii4 ,,settles ,,in ,,boston #ajc ,,chapter ,,ix4 ,,commences ,,the ,,universalist ,,magazine #abj ,,chapter ,x4 ,,commences ,,the ,,universalist ,,expositor #acf ,,chapter ,,xi4 ,,domestic ,,and ,,personal ,,characteristics #agc ,,chapter ,,xii4 ,,mr4 ,,ballou ,,as ,a ,,controversialist #bca ,,chapter ,,xiii4 ,,spirit ,,of ,,his ,,doctrine #beh ,,chapter ,,xiv4 ,,sentiments ,,relative ,,to ,,death #cbb ,,chapter ,,xv4 ,,end ,,of ,,his ,,earthly ,,mission #cff ,,chapter ,,xvi4 ,,conclusion #cib ,,biography4 ,,chapter ,i4 ,,introductory4 ,the gratitude of mankind has not failed to record with honor the names of those who have been the inventors of useful improvements in the arts1 or the authors of scientific discoveries1 of brave warriors and wise statesmen2 ancient history reveals to us the time when the inventors of letters and the plough1 were revered as divinities4 ,if there are any who are actually worthy of being remembered by the world1 they are those who have proved themselves1 by the lives they have led1 and by their holy teachings1 to be benefactors of the human family1 and true followers of ,christ4 ,it is conceded by all1 that biography is a most important species of history4 ,through its agency1 men who have been distinguished for merit1 talent1 or any peculiar virtue1 are remembered1 and1 though they may be personally lost to us1 yet the good influence they exerted during their lives1 is made to continue for our benefit4 ,the biography of any eminent individual must be1 in some degree1 a chronicle of the times in which he lived1 and thus1 though the production may be of the most humble character1 the pages of history are enriched1 and the records of the past perfected4 ,we think it was the ,rev4 ,john ,ewart1 ,m4 ,a41 a noted ,english divine1 who set it down as one of the most interesting reflections relative to biographical reading1 that we may see and know in heaven1 those whose life and excellent works we have read of here4 ,this is1 perhaps1 rather a peculiar argument1 but not inappropriate in this connection4 ,for our own part1 we have ever perused1 with the liveliest satisfaction1 any book of a biographical character1 and believe that such works are almost universally read with avidity and profit4 ,with living men and present measures1 there is generally some prejudice or passion connected4 ,but when death has set his seal upon a worthy character1 and he has departed from the din and conflict of the world1 then we can receive the full benefit of his example4 ,for it is very true that genius rarely shines with full lustre until death hath unroofed it of envy4 ,it will1 therefore1 be my object in these pages to adhere to those facts best fitted to illustrate the personal character of ,mr4 ,ballou1 and to furnish the means of estimating aright the services he rendered to his own and subsequent times1 that his memory may remain to us in evergreen freshness and beauty1 and thus renew to posterity the savor of a good life4 ,it is the usual practice with biographers to dwell at length and in explanation upon the discoveries and doctrines of the object of their labors1 forgetting1 apparently1 that these things are almost universally known already1 and that the main design of a biography should be to make public and illustrate the private life of those whom the world already knows as philosophers1 statesmen1 divines1 or otherwise4 ,it is said of ,mallet1 that he wrote the life of ,lord ,bacon1 and forgot that he was a philosopher4 ,but this is rarely the case1 for it is the prevailing custom1 and has ever been1 to forget the man in the remembrance of the philosopher4 ,it is the traits of personal character1 those slight1 yet important incidents and anecdotes which mark the individual's every-day life1 that1 when preserved and recorded1 form the great interest and charm of biography4 ,plutarch1 the writer of half a hundred lives1 in that of ,alexander says3--,as painters labor the likeness in the face1 so must we be permitted to strike off the features of the soul1 in order to give a real likeness of these great men4 ,hence1 biography written in a true spirit1 while something quite different from history1 is1 nevertheless1 an important supplement and aid to it1 throwing light into its dark corners1 and explaining its obscurity4 ,for the historian1 in the spirit of the painter or poet1 must dispense with all the minutiae of detail which would interfere with the effect of his conception4 ,he has a broad canvas1 crowded with many figures1 and in the grouping of these1 the bringing out of strong points1 the handling of the light and shade1 many minor points must be obliterated1 or thrown into the background4 ,he presents us with truth1 indeed1 but not with the whole truth4 ,the historian shows us the warrior in the hour of battle1 on the field of review1 or in the pomp of a military triumph2 the statesman in the light of a senatorial victory1 as he appears before the broad gaze of the world2 the divine clad in his sacerdotal robe1 at the high altar1 or in the pulpit1 at the moment of addressing listening crowds1 and swaying the hearts of men by the fervor of his eloquence4 ,the biographer1 on the other hand1 dealing with individuals and not with masses1 painting portraits and not groups1 is permitted a more elaborate finish in the treatment of his subject4 ,he shows us the soldier not only in the hour of battle1 but in the privacy of his tent1 or in the bosom of his family2 the statesman in his study1 or unbending from his public tasks in social intercourse2 the divine in the daily walks of life1 in the discharge of parochial duties1 amid the toils and trials common to all humanity4 ,the biographer is often at variance with the historian in treating the same subject4 ,he often shows us the littleness of the great2 for many a prominent actor in the world's great drama wears a mask upon the public stage that conceals his real features4 ,few men are found abroad1 beneath the searching light of heaven1 with the same aspect of soul1 the same undisguised native promptings1 visible in every act and word1 as characterize them at their own firesides1 and surrounded by those who know them most intimately4 ,it is truly going behind the scenes to enter the domestic circle1 for there the artificial man must be dropped1 the cloak that is sometimes worn before the eyes of the world is laid aside1 and we have the soul unmasked indeed4 ,it will be our endeavor1 in the following pages1 to illustrate the perfect harmony of a ,christian character1 the daily beauty of whose private life accorded with that of his public career2 through whose existence religion ran like a silver thread1 linking all its component parts together1--who showed the path to heaven and led the way4 ,the world is anxious1 when it contemplates the memory of such an exalted character1 to know the steps by which the subject rose to the situation which he filled1 as well as the incidents by which he terminated his noted career4 ,we are gratified to observe such characters in the private walks of life1 to follow them into their families and closets1 and to discover thus how those who challenged the respect and admiration of the times in which they lived1 conducted themselves amid those cares and duties common alike to the humble and the exalted4 ,these remarks will introduce the reader to the plan of the present work4 ,,chapter ,,ii4 ,,birth ,,and ,,parentage4 ,hosea ,ballou was born1 ,april #cjth1 #agga1 in the town of ,richmond1 ,new ,hampshire1 a small village situated in the county of ,cheshire1 in the southern part of the ,state2 at that time little more than an uncleared wilderness4 ,the site of his birth-place is now a most attractive and lovely valley1 scooped out from the rough hills and mountains of the ,granite ,state1 and known as ,ballou's ,dale2 surrounded by the most romantic scenery1 the beauties of which he used to dwell upon in after years1 and to sing their praise in verse4 ,the neighboring country is of a bold and rugged character1 and is to this day but thinly settled4 ,it was here that he first drew breath in an humble cottage-home among the hills4 ,the influence of nature in the formation of character has been much insisted on by metaphysicians1 and not without ample reason4 ,the qualities of men are found to assimilate very closely to the characteristics of the country they inhabit4 ,thus the mountaineer is bold1 rugged1 hardy1 independent1 and fond of liberty4 ,in ,europe1 surrounded on every hand by despotism1 ,alpine ,switzerland has preserved its political independence for ages4 ,but especially is the power of natural scenery witnessed in the nurture of deep religious feeling4 ,the groves were ,god's first temples4 ,the first prayer uttered by man was breathed to his ,creator in a garden1 among the olive trees of ,eden4 ,the disciples of our ,saviour listened to their ,lord in the deep wilderness1 in the awful solitude of rugged mountains4 ,in the heart of mighty forests and by the shores of ever-rushing rivers1 the littleness of man1 contrasting with the grandeur of creation1 speaks to his awakened soul of the omnipotence and goodness of ,god4 ,where men are banded together in great cities1 in the midst of splendors and triumphs of art1 they are apt to feel a pride and self-reliance which abandon them in the face of nature4 ,apart from the frequent spectacle of man's handiwork1 the dweller in the country learns how all human skill is impotent to imitate the smallest feature in the great work of creation2 to create the lightest blade of grass that bends in the summer breeze2 to fabricate even the minutest grain of sand that sparkles by the river shore4 ,then1 as he lifts his eyes from earth to heaven1 and beholds at night the starry host above him wheeling unerringly upon their appointed courses1 his mind cannot but acknowledge the existence of ,god1 and the immeasurable greatness of his attributes4 ,it will be seen1 in the course of this narrative1 that the influences we have alluded to must have produced a powerful effect upon a mind constituted like that of the subject of this biography4 ,in relation to the genealogy of the family1 we have it in detail as far back1 on the paternal side1 as his great-great-grandfather1 ,matteaurian ,ballou1--so the name was spelled by him1--who came from ,england1 though a ,frenchman by descent1 about the year #afdj4 ,he occupied a portion of a royal grant of land1 about that time purchased from the ,narraganset tribe of ,indians1 by the agent of the crown4 ,this tract was situated in the present ,state of ,rhode ,island1 where descendants of the family still reside4 ,this ,matteaurian ,ballou's oldest son was named ,john1 whose second son was named ,matteaurian1 who1 also1 had a son named ,matteaurian1 who in turn had eleven children1--six sons and five daughters4 ,the youngest of the family was named ,hosea1 the subject of these memoirs4 ,his father1 ,rev4 ,maturin ,ballou1 was remarkable for his unostentatious manner1 his forgiving spirit and meekness1 and the strict consistency of a life devoted1 as he truly believed1 to the service and glory of his ,divine ,master4 ,he remained a highly respected and influential member of the ,baptist church until the time of his death1 at the age of eighty-two years4 ,when his son differed from him so materially in faith1 though it sorely grieved the parent's heart1 it never for one moment influenced him in his affection for his child4 ,his conduct towards him was uniformly kind and solicitous1 as was also the son's regard for his father of the most loving and respectful character4 ,whenever referring to his father1 the subject of this biography never failed to do so with that respect and honor for his memory that was ever cherished by him1 and which formed a beautiful trait of his character4 ,in this connection it may not be inappropriate nor uninteresting to say a few words concerning the brothers and sisters of ,hosea1 the youngest member of the family4 ,benjamin1 the oldest1 was a man of strict integrity1 and possessed a penetrating and powerful intellect4 ,for some years the power of early influences and associations moulded his life1 and he preached the ,baptist religion1 but was subsequently converted to ,universalism1 by his younger brother1 ,hosea1 and lived and died in its faith1 continuing to the good old age of eighty-two years4 ,this was the grandfather of ,rev4 ,dr4 ,ballou1 of ,medford1 ,mass42 ,rev4 ,william ,s4 ,ballou1 of ,strafford1 ,vt41 and ,rev4 ,levi ,ballou1 of ,orange1 ,mass4 ,maturin was the second son1 who was also a ,baptist minister1 of strict morality and honorable career1 but who died at the early age of thirty-five years4 ,in his manuscript1 ,mr4 ,ballou says1 relative to this brother3 ,he grew very liberal in his sentiments towards the last of his labors1 and was one of the most loving and devout ,christians that ,i ever knew4 ,david was the third son1 and he also preached the ,baptist faith1 but1 like the eldest brother1 was ere long persuaded of the truth of the doctrine of universal salvation1 which he preached for many years1 possessing a strong and well balanced mind1 and powerful argumentative abilities4 ,he died at the age of eighty-two4 ,this was the father of ,rev4 ,moses ,ballou1 of ,bridgeport1 ,ct4 ,the fourth son was named ,nathan1 a man of remarkable mental and physical strength1 who gave his attention mainly to agricultural pursuits1 and who lived to be nearly eighty years of age4 ,this was the grandfather of the present ,rev4 ,russel ,a4 ,ballou1 of ,west ,bridgewater1 ,mass4 ,stephen was the fifth son and combining many of the best qualities of his elder brothers1 and possessing a most upright and conscientious disposition1 was yet remarkable for the endowment of a large degree of native wit and good humor4 ,he also devoted himself to agriculture1 and lived to nearly the age of seventy4 ,all of these brothers were possessed of a handsome competency1 realized by their own economy and industry4 ,the daughters were variously espoused1 and lived1 all but one1 who died at the age of twenty1 to be venerable and honored in years1 and with a numerous offspring4 ,on the maternal side1 these children were descended from ,lydia ,harris1 daughter of ,richard ,harris1 who1 like his ancestors1 was a ,quaker4 ,his forefathers came to this country to escape the persecution of the seventeenth century in ,england1 when the infatuated and tyrannical ,charles was oppressing his subjects by restricting the freedom of industry1 and billeting soldiers upon the people in times of peace2 when the private papers of citizens were searched on mere suspicion1 and when the bigoted ,laud ruled with as high a hand and reckless a purpose in the church1 as his royal master did in the state4 ,citizens claiming the right of freely uttering what they honestly believed to be true1 on the subject of religion1 were fined1 whipped1 and imprisoned4 ,ministers and educated citizens were branded on the forehead1 their noses slit1 and their ears cropped1 for dissenting from ,popish rites and ceremonies4 ,to escape such intolerable persecution1 ,quakers crossed the ocean4 ,but1 alas6 persecution followed them even in the wilds of ,america4 ,individuals who had left home1 friends1 country and all1 to gain the privilege of worshipping the ,almighty after the dictates of their own consciences1 did not hesitate to deny others that privilege for which they had themselves sacrificed so much1 simply because they differed from them in form of faith4 ,we should not omit to mention in this place the remarkable degree of affection that ever actuated the subject of this biography towards each and all of the members of his father's extensive family2 and this feeling was reciprocal too2 especially have we personally observed this on the part of the brothers1 whom he frequently visited1 through the entire period of their lives4 ,much older than himself1 as far back as our memory of them extends they were venerable and grey-haired men1 and treated ,hosea more like a son than a brother4 ,their meetings together1 from time to time1 were reunions of great satisfaction and happiness4 ,fully admitting his superior scriptural knowledge and judgment1 they delighted to converse upon the theme of religion1 and mutually to express the strength of their faith and the joy they found in believing4 ,it was this younger brother who converted them to the belief of ,god's impartial and free grace1 and they died at last with their minds freed from every doubt as it regarded the subject4 ,one or two of these brothers had believed what was called ,universalism quite as early as had ,hosea1 but they had believed it as it was then taught on the old ,calvinistic principle1 which made it in reality anything but ,universalism4 ,it was from this ill-defined platform1 this faith of inconsistencies1 that ,hosea brought their minds to embrace that creed which is now acknowledged as the doctrine of the ,universalist denomination4 ,when he spoke to them and of them1 it was with that tender and affectionate regard with which his heart was ever filled to overflowing4 ,i have taken some pains to state the foregoing facts of genealogy thus carefully1 merely for the sake of completeness1 and not for the purpose of establishing the fact that the family is an old one4 ,the idea that to be able to trace back one's pedigree any great length of time1 imparts any degree of merit or distinction in itself1 is a palpable absurdity1 inasmuch as the further back we refer ourselves in our origin1 the more nearly do we approximate to the same ancestry with the veriest serf in the world4 ,sir ,thomas ,overbury said of a man who boasted of his ancestry1 that he was like a potato plant1--the best thing belonging to him was under ground6 ,mr4 ,ballou was no pensioner upon the dead4 ,the laurels that surrounded the brow of his riper years were self-earned1 and worthy of emulation4 ,,chapter ,,iii4 ,,early ,,life4 ,the life of ,hosea ,ballou may be said to have commenced with one of the saddest of bereavements1 for at the tender age of two years he had the misfortune to lose his maternal parent1 who died1 leaving him the youngest of eleven children4 ,thus it was his unhappy lot never to know the fond regard and pure affection of a mother1 that holiest tie of humanity4 ,concerning this matter1 ,mr4 ,ballou says1 in the brief memoir or outline of his life with which he has furnished us1 ,my mother died when ,i was about two years old1 and1 of course1 ,i do not remember her2 but from all ,i can learn of my mother1 ,i am satisfied that she was of a most tender and kind disposition4 ,but the treasure was gone before ,i could realize its value4 ,the care and guidance of the family then fell upon the father1 whose means for providing for his children's necessities were of the most simple and limited character4 ,this parent1 a pious and devout preacher of the ,calvinistic ,baptist denomination1 endeavored1 to the best of his ability1 to bring up his large family to fear and serve a ,god who was merciful to those whom from all eternity he had elected to be heirs of eternal life1 but who was full of holy wrath towards the greater portion of mankind2--a faith which the honest parent little thought1 at that time1 his youngest son1 through the instrumentality of ,providence1 would so successfully battle against in the spiritual warfare of after years4 ,in this connection1 ,mr4 ,ballou says3--,we were all taught1 and in our youth all believed1 that we were born into the world wholly depraved1 and under the curse of a law which doomed every son and daughter of ,adam to eternal woe4 ,but at the same time ,god had made provision for a select number of the human family1 whereby they would be saved by the operations of the divine ,spirit1 which would result in what was called conversion1 sometime during the life of those elected4 ,those who were not elected would remain without any effectual calling1 die1 and be forever miserable4 ,when ,i was a youth it was the sentiment of all ,christian people1 as far as ,i knew1 that not more than one in a thousand of the human family would be saved from endless condemnation4 ,youth were taught to be moral1 but that morality was no security against divine wrath4 ,the conversion of the soul from the state of nature in which all men were born into the world1 was the only security4 ,one of the worst things ever taught to youth was1 that in this world there is more enjoyment in the ways of vice1 iniquity1 sin1 and unrighteousness1 than in the ways of obedience to the commandments of ,god4 ,but we were taught at the same time that the wicked were running an awful risk1 for should they die without repentance1 their everlasting condemnation was sure4 ,all the risk there was1 lay in the possibility that death might be sudden1 and give no time for repentance4 ,but the fact that there is in the way of strict morality1 in the path of true religion1 in the road of righteousness1 all the rational enjoyment which our nature is capable of1 and that any departure from right is an equal departure from true happiness1 was not taught1 to my knowledge1 at that time4 ,nor did ,i ever understand this great truth until taught it by the ,scriptures1 and my study of them1 and by my own experience4 ,it was the conscientious belief of ,mr4 ,ballou's father that he ought not to receive any remuneration whatever1 either pecuniary or otherwise1 for his professional services2 and1 as he devoted himself with the utmost zeal and the most untiring assiduity to his calling1 and was possessed of little or no personal estate1 his family were all obliged to labor very hard1 merely to obtain a simple subsistence4 ,but even in this was ,heaven ordinant4 ,thus1 from his earliest childhood1 ,mr4 ,ballou was accustomed to toil and labor1 and this too under the hardships of a scanty supply of food and clothing4 ,so destitute even of the most ordinary articles of raiment1 or the means of procuring it1 was his father's family1 in the times of his boyhood1 that many a long week has he passed without an under garment of any kind upon his person1 and without shoes or stockings for his feet1 even during the inclemencies of winter1 when his employment would frequently call him abroad for a large portion of the day6 ,notwithstanding all these privations and hardships1 there was no repining2 the rich glow of health was upon his cheek1 and a light and happy heart1 in spite of iron fortune1 throbbed in his young breast4 ,though such was his early experience1 and such the vicissitudes of his youth1 yet in subsequent years he was destined to enjoy freely of the liberal bounties of ,providence1 and1 through his own frugality and industry1 to be able to give with open hands in charity to others4 ,in these years of prosperity and honor1 when revered and beloved by a whole denomination1 and when ranked among the most powerful intellects of the age1 did he forget1 or desire to conceal1 the humble character of his youth1 its hardships and trials1 or the companions of his early days8 ,let those answer to whom he has related these things in censure of false pride and the vanity of the world4 ,would it become us1 then1 who have seen and realized the full bent of this noble spirit in him1 to fail to speak clearly of these matters8 ,we opine not1 and therefore these records will be found to be full and complete4 ,the reader will probably agree with us1 that there is something exceedingly striking1 as well as most affecting1 in the domestic circumstances to which ,i have alluded4 ,the character of ,mr4 ,ballou's father1 reminds us of one of those stern old ,cameronians of ,scotland1 so well described by one of the first writers of the age4 ,with but little sympathy for his creed1 we must nevertheless respect his sincerity2 nor can we wonder at all1 with his education in the faith which he preached1 and hampered by the illiberal spirit of the period1 which seemed to mildew every generous prompting of the human heart1 that he clung to it with inflexible tenacity4 ,but we must contemplate with unqualified admiration the heroic self-denial1 the martyr-like firmness1 with which this servant of the ,lord pursued what he believed to be the path of his duty1 amidst circumstances of such extraordinary deprivation4 ,truly1 he abandoned all to serve his ,master4 ,his severest trial must have been to witness the privations of his family4 ,a man can endure in his own person what it costs him agony to witness inflicted on those nearer and dearer to him than life itself4 ,the struggles of that little flock1 bereft of a mother's tender care and guidance at the very time when they most required it1 must have given many an anxiously painful day and night to a father's heart4 ,yet1 we have seen how they were sustained4 ,this is probably by no means an isolated case of trial4 ,it is but a type of the condition of many of the early settlers in a new country1--in short1 a picture of ,american pioneer life4 ,it is from such beginnings1 and under such circumstances1 that the most useful and energetic of our countrymen have sprung4 ,it is not to the lap of luxury that we are to look for the source of manly character and manly virtues4 ,the rough nurture of his early years most unquestionably fitted ,mr4 ,ballou for the battle of life which he was destined to fight4 ,it trained him for the long and severe journeyings of his apostolic missions1 and it warmed his sympathies for the poor1 while it gave him that indifference to ease and luxury which so largely conduces to true mental independence4 ,it taught him also to rely under ,providence upon himself2 and these early privations1 while they strengthened and indurated him1 rendered the honorably acquired competence and comforts of his later years in life doubly grateful and acceptable4 ,notwithstanding this stern experience of his tender years1 and in spite of every hardship1 and the severe labor he was obliged to perform under such unpropitious circumstances1 still he grew up strong1 healthy and vigorous1 both in mind and body1 possessing a form and face of manly beauty1 with expression and intelligence reflected in every feature4 ,in stature he grew to be six feet high1 his figure very erect1 with finely formed limbs1 and a bright1 clear blue eye4 ,his whole appearance indicated good health even to advanced old age1 his constitution being naturally excellent1 and his frugal and temperate habits seconding the kindly purpose of nature4 ,heaven had marked him for its servant1 and breathed into his soul a spirit of energy and unflinching perseverance1 that no hardship could quench or diminish4 ,christ chose his disciples from among the lowly fishermen of ,galilee2 ,god herein took an humble but faithful follower from a cottage amidst the mountains4 ,although descended from a devout and eloquent preacher of the ,scriptures1 the reader will at once observe that ,mr4 ,ballou was not indebted in the least particular for the future lustre of his reputation as a powerful and original thinker1 writer and teacher of the gospel1 to his birth1 or early condition in life1 but that1 on the contrary1 he was literally a self-made man1 owing his position strictly to individual merit alone4 ,enjoying none of the educational advantages resulting from wealth1 or even from a simple competency1 yet he steadily rose above every impending obstacle in his path1 to the truly enviable position which he attained in the hearts of thousands upon thousands who were led through his teachings1 both orally and through the productions of his prolific pen1 to see their ,god and ,father as he is in all harmony and beauty4 ,thus it is that poverty of condition and wealth of intellect go often hand in hand4 ,where1 in modern history1 asks ,rev4 ,a4 ,e4 ,abbott1 in his late eulogy upon ,mr4 ,ballou1 can another instance be found of a man laboring under such disadvantages1 in the face of such opposition1 and yet performing such a work8 ,those who have heretofore accomplished much in that field1 have had all the advantages which the most thorough culture of their times could give4 ,like the giant of ,gath1 they have taken the field encased in polished armor2 he1 like the stripling of ,bethlehem1 came to the contest with only the shepherd's sling and the smooth stones from the brook4 ,as no general rule can be adduced for the formation of human character1 so long as the power of early association1 the influence of education and example1 each and severally produce in different individuals exactly opposite effects1 so no general rule can be applied as to the result of certain accessory circumstances4 ,therefore we deduce no result from the mere fact of ,mr4 ,ballou's father having been a professed minister upon the character of his son1 having no belief that genius is hereditary1 or that paternal authority can influence its natural course4 ,indeed1 the reader is doubtless well aware that the opposition of a father to the natural bent of his child1 rarely fails more strongly to develop the original taste and purpose1 generally arousing in the end a spirit of resistance1 that is pretty sure to strengthen by opposition4 ,before the age of sixteen1 by the utmost perseverance1 ingenuity1 and industry1 the subject of this biography had learned to read and write with facility1 almost entirely by his own unaided exertions1 or with little assistance of any kind2 for had there been a school in the neighborhood of ,richmond1 which was not the case1 he could have found no time to attend it1 being ever laboriously engaged from morning until night4 ,he learned to form the letters of the alphabet in the following ingenious and original manner1 which he related to us when a mere child1 we were making the first advances in the use of the pen4 ,after not a little thought and sober calculation as to how he should accomplish his purpose1--for pen1 ink and paper were luxuries his father's means could not command1--for paper he substituted thin pieces of birch bark1 neatly prepared for the purpose by his own hands1 and for pen and ink he used coals taken from the fire4 ,with these rude materials1 after the labors of the day were over1 seated on the floor1 by the light of the fire1--for candles were too expensive to be afforded in the frugal household of his father1--he taught himself to write4 ,a student1 actuated by such resolution and determination of purpose1 must soon become a proficient1 in defiance of every minor obstacle2 and thus he speedily improved with these humble means4 ,some further idea of the limited means of his father's family1 and the extraordinary disadvantages under which his early progress was made1 may be gathered from the fact1 that the only books the house contained1 or in fact that the family had access to at all1 were a ,bible1 an old dictionary1 and a well-thumbed pamphlet of the scriptural story of the tower of ,babel4 ,a newspaper in the days of which we write1 in the town of ,richmond1 would have been considered a most rare curiosity4 ,perhaps this very dearth of literary material led ,mr4 ,ballou to be the more intimate with that volume ,within whose sacred pages lies ,the mystery of mysteries1 with which alone no student can be poor1 without which the largest library is incomplete4 ,it has been remarked of the sacred volume1 that1 as the face of nature is bedecked with colors and adornments to render it agreeable to the senses1 so its pages are filled with that luxury of poetry and language and incident which commends it to every imagination4 ,even the half-unbelieving ,byron confessed that nothing in literature was finer than the poetry of the ,old ,testament4 ,thus the word1 like the bow of promise1 is gilded with the fairest hues4 ,the solemn march of historical narration1 the sublime hymns of triumph1 praise and rejoicing1 the records of battles and heroic deeds1 the familiar narrative1 the interesting parable1 the pithy proverb1 the terse and vigorous delineation of character1 the sublime visions of inspired prophecy1 are all there4 ,of almost every style of literary composition there is an example1 captivating alike to the humblest reader and the most cultivated critic4 ,it is the beginning and the end of learning4 ,in the midst of the sublimest flights of human genius1 amid the most burning words of modern eloquence1 introduce a passage of scripture1 and how poor will seem the language and the thoughts by which it is surrounded6 ,need we count that house poor in literary possessions which contains a ,bible8 ,if it be true that there are certain ennobling qualities1 to produce which a soil of privation and poverty is requisite1 the reader is doubtless already prepared to allow that ,mr4 ,ballou was not deficient in the necessary experience for their possession4 ,a lack of those advantages which are enjoyed in the schools of human learning did not lead him in the least to undervalue the humble opportunities for acquiring mental discipline and useful information that every-day life graciously affords to all4 ,but the clear1 free river of knowledge and unbounded information1 that now pours out its wealth at the feet of the people1 was then undiscovered4 ,it has been left to these more modern and favored times for inventions in the arts to so revolutionize the means of disseminating knowledge1 as to lay the wealth of wisdom at the poor man's door4 ,at the age of sixteen he left the paternal roof for the first time1 and made a journey on foot to ,guildford1 ,vt41 a distance of about forty miles from ,richmond4 ,here he visited an elder brother1 and1 after working with him upon his farm through the season1 returned to his father's house again in the fall4 ,about one year from the time of his visit to ,guildford1 he visited another brother who resided in ,putney1 ,vt41 where he also labored for a season upon the farm1 employing all his leisure moments to the improvement of such simple means as were within his power to command1 aided by the greater experience and better mental cultivation of his brother4 ,he remained through that season only at ,putney1 however1 and returned again in the fall of the year to ,richmond4 ,at the age of eighteen he went to ,smithfield1 ,r4 ,i41 where many of his relations1 on the paternal side1 were settled4 ,here also he devoted himself to constant labor during the day1 and to the eager perusal of any and all books to which he could obtain access1 during the evenings and a large portion of the nights4 ,he remained in ,smithfield but about six months1 again returning to the place of his nativity4 ,in making these changes he was almost solely actuated by a desire for instruction and general information1 and this being his great aim1 we have seen how much he improved every available means to consummate it1 and thus his exploring and impressible mind was not a little enriched4 ,the time passed at home during the intermediate and subsequent periods to those referred to1 was employed by him upon his father's farm1 in the tilling of the soil1 and in constant efforts to improve his mind4 ,those who were older than himself were earnestly questioned for their experience4 ,those who had enjoyed any educational advantages were eagerly sought after1 and regarded by him as favored beings1 and their conversation listened to with avidity4 ,the improvement and development of a mind in this condition1 a healthy mind in a healthy body1 is exceedingly rapid4 ,it is then ,wax to receive1 and marble to retain4 ,it seizes eagerly on all the food placed before it1 and rapidly digests every acquisition4 ,the condition of a mind with every appliance for improvement at hand1 is not unlike that of a person with every variety and quality of food set before him for the gratification of a bodily appetite4 ,repletion1 satiety1 and indigestion1 follow in one case precisely as in the other4 ,many of our modern students are crammed and gorged with study4 ,the mental appetite is over-indulged2 and an attempt to master too much is doubtless the besetting literary sin of the present day4 ,the cases of mental dyspepsia are as common as those of the body4 ,sound scholarship consists not so much in the quantity of material consumed1 as in the quantity properly prepared for intellectual nurture4 ,a man may possess a fund of encyclopedic knowledge1 and yet his mental powers may be weakened by the very process of grasping so many details4 ,he may be good authority to appeal to1 but will hardly prove a sound thinker or a good logician4 ,not many1 but good1 books1 was the golden advice of a wise man on the formation of a library4 ,self-made men1 like ,mr4 ,ballou1 are apt to make judicious selections in culling the great field of knowledge1 while those who pass through a regular1 systematic1 academic training1 are often forced to fill their minds with a mass of matter for which they have no use1 and to waste much time in questionable acquirements1 simply because in so doing they comply with the requisitions of a prescribed formula4 ,it was customary for the young men of all classes in those days to pursue athletic exercises1 such as pitching the bar1 leaping1 wrestling1 and the like1 these being regarded as the surest tests of bodily strength4 ,possessing a powerful and active frame1 he was ever the victor in those sports2 and from his marked success among his comrades in this respect1 and his fair and impartial disposition1 he was universally the umpire in all disputes growing out of these and like contests for superiority that arose between one and another4 ,in the matter of his physical strength1 particularly when young1 he ever cherished1 a laudable degree of pride1 and delighted in accomplishing a large amount of work within the hours devoted to labor4 ,in this connection1 ,mr4 ,ballou says3--,i have the comfort1 even in my old age1 of remembering that ,i was deemed in our family circle to be a good child1 and marked for giving evidence of being less averse to necessary labor than others4 ,though this contributed somewhat to make me proud1 and to think well of myself1 in other respects it was of some advantage to me to be held in esteem by my mates1 who ever showed that they had a peculiar regard for me4 ,mr4 ,ballou undoubtedly owed the vigorous health which carried him through the exertions of a life protracted beyond the allotted span1 to the athletic training of his youth1 in his labors and in his sports4 ,one of the besetting sins of the present mode of education is the almost total neglect of physical training1 and the forcing system applied to the mind at the expense of the body4 ,we hear much about sanitary reform and the necessity of exercise2 we write and read voluminous treatises on the best mode of preserving bodily health1 and almost all of us can talk learnedly upon the subject1 and yet in practice we set at naught all our elaborate theories4 ,how rare it is to see a vigorous1 ruddy-cheeked student4 ,the ancients were wiser than ourselves in this respect1 for with them mental and physical training went hand in hand4 ,a popular form of instruction was that given orally in the open air2 and thus1 during the very hours of study1 the frame was submitted to the healthy influence of pure air4 ,the subject of these memoirs often referred to the pale cheek1 stooping form1 and defective vision which are characteristics of the ,american student1 and he never failed to inculcate on all proper occasions the preservation of health as a high moral duty4 ,while of tender age1 and in each successive year1 he evinced an ardent and constantly increasing desire for scriptural knowledge2 and the earliest dawnings of his young mind among his brethren were of a character that gave promise of the ,christian grace and excellence to which he attained in after years4 ,it is interesting and curious to trace the unconscious1 and1 so to speak1 the providential adaptation of the early life to the future calling of riper experience4 ,mr4 ,ballou says1 in relation to this subject3--,i was remarkably inquisitive1 even when a mere boy1 about doctrines4 ,i was fond of reasoning on doctrinal points1 studied and talked much upon the subject of free will and necessity4 ,i well remember to have surprised my honored father with such a question as the following3 ',suppose ,i had the skill and power out of an inanimate substance to make an animate1 and should make one1 at the same time knowing that this creature of mine would suffer everlasting misery1--would my act of creating this creature be an act of goodness8' ,the question troubled my father1 and ,i let it pass without an answer4 ,these frequent questions had the effect of causing the father much uneasiness of mind1 and he used often to express great solicitude and fear for the present and future welfare of his son4 ,many were his endeavors to convince ,hosea of the dangerous character of the sentiments that seemed to be springing up spontaneously in his heart1 but the unprofitable nature of these efforts soon became apparent1 from the fact that the simple1 natural arguments of the son confounded the father4 ,boy as he was1 he yet would not take the assertions of faith for argument1 but insisted upon reason1 and understanding at all times the root of the matter4 ,to the honor of this truly pious and devout parent1 it should be remembered1 however1 that these controversies never elicited an unchristian spirit1 or the least anger towards his child4 ,this was a natural and beautiful characteristic of his father's disposition4 ,,chapter ,,iv4 ,,becomes ,a ,,professor ,,of ,,religion4 ,at the age of nineteen1 there being what was termed a reformation in the town of ,richmond1 ,mr4 ,ballou was induced1 believing it to be his duty1 to become a professor of religion1 and accordingly at that time he joined the ,baptist church1 of which his father was pastor1 in the month of ,january1 #aghi4 ,it is very evident that he was partly induced to this circumstance by the bearing of external circumstances and the immediate associations about him1 such as observing the conduct of others of his own age1 who at that time made a formal and public profession of faith1 and also by what he knew very well to be his father's earnest desire4 ,it seems1 therefore1 that these matters1 rather than any earnest mental conviction of faith1 were instrumental in leading him to join the church as he did1--inasmuch as none of those objections which he had often made to his father's belief1 had yet been cleared up to his mind4 ,but this joining of the church was plainly of immediate advantage to him1 as it led him to think still more seriously and earnestly upon the subject of religion2 but1 owing to early prejudices1 and his limited means of acquiring information1 or of possessing himself of any books upon such subjects as would have been useful to him1 his progress towards the light of truth was but slow4 ,mr4 ,ballou says1 in relation to this conversion3--,i was much troubled in my mind because ,i thought ,i did not stand in such fear of the divine wrath as ,i ought to do1 or as others had done before they found acceptance with ,god4 ,i well remember that as ,i was returning home from a conference meeting1 one evening1 when about a quarter of a mile from home1 being alone1 ,i stopped under a large tree1 and1 falling on my knees1 prayed as well as ,i could for the favor ,i sought4 ,his connection with his father's church1 though it continued but a short period comparatively1 seems to have made no slight impression upon his mind and feelings1 for he says3--,i have always felt towards this people 7the ,baptist denomination7 as one feels towards his family1 and though the religion of ,christ consists in love to all men1 ,i have a peculiar feeling for the ,baptists4 ,in his researches and reading concerning the creed that he had now publicly professed1 he found it impossible to bring his heart to conform to the doctrine of eternal reprobation1 and this in itself1 as he afterwards remarked1 was an evidence of no inconsiderable importance1 to his mind1 that it could not be true2 for why should his ,heavenly ,father have implanted in his heart an earnest desire for the salvation of all mankind1 unless that desire was susceptible of gratification1 as is every appetite1 mental or physical1 with which we are endowed by nature8 ,such thoughts caused him much and incessant anxiety of mind1 because the very fact of his entertaining them1 if the doctrine he had professed was true1 endangered his eternal salvation2 while1 on the other hand1 if this creed was not that taught by ,god's revealed word1 then he was needlessly suffering1 to a degree that greatly depressed him4 ,no wonder that this double incentive led him to search the ,scriptures with the utmost care and attention1 and to weigh and decide in his own mind the relation that one portion bears to another1 and finally1 with the help of ,heaven1 to make up his mind as to the true spirit and doctrine of the whole4 ,the reader can easily imagine the fervent prayers he uttered1 the sleepless nights he passed1 and the arduous study he performed1 in his search for the light of truth4 ,after all this anxious solicitude1 this solitary mental struggle1 this prayerful communication with ,heaven1 he at length declared himself a believer in the final salvation of the whole human family4 ,great was the surprise1 disappointment1 and chagrin of his father and friends generally4 ,being looked up to by the young men of his own age as a sort of leader in their secular plans and games1 the influence of his example was greatly feared as operating upon the younger portion of the church2 and as his joining it had been the occasion of much rejoicing at the time1 so his declaration of unbelief in its faith was the cause of a proportionate degree of sorrow4 ,his new declaration was at once pronounced to be downright heresy1 and he was accordingly excommunicated from his father's church1 the document with which he was honored on the occasion carefully stating that nothing was found against him1 but that he believed in the doctrine that ,god would finally save all men4 ,in relation to this subject1 ,mr4 ,ballou says3--,above all else1 my theological bias of mind predominated1 and engrossed most of my attention4 ,as ,i had formerly been in the habit1 while with the ,baptists1 of speaking in their meetings1 and of offering up prayer at conference meetings1 ,i now sometimes spoke my sentiments at meetings in my brother's house4 ,the church of which ,i was still a member thought it a duty to call me to answer for the course ,i had taken1 and ,i was called upon to meet the accusation of believing in the salvation of all men4 ,i attended1 but did not feel it my duty to deny the charge1 or to renounce my belief4 ,i was therefore excommunicated from the church1 my letter of excommunication carefully stating that no fault was found in me1 my belief in the salvation of all men excepted4 ,i shall ever remember the tears which ,i shed on this solemn occasion4 ,it was about this period that ,mr4 ,ballou1 ever in search of improvement1 possessed himself of some book of a liberal religious character as to the sentiments it inculcated1 when his father1 chancing to see him reading it1 told him decidedly that he would not have ,universalist books in his house4 ,promptly acquiescing1 as he always did1 in his father's directions1 a few days subsequent1 the parent1 on returning home1 found ,hosea reading a book beside the wood-pile1 out of doors4 ,what book are you reading there8 he asked4 ,a ,universalist book1 replied the son1 respectfully4 ,an expression of dissatisfaction escaped the father1 as he turned away and entered the house4 ,watching until his son had placed the book in the wood-pile1 and left the spot1 the parent resolved to possess himself of it1 and perhaps even destroy it4 ,but1 lo6 when he opened it1 he found it was the ,bible4 ,in an article written many years subsequent1 relative to his conversion to the faith of ,god's impartial grace1 ,mr4 ,ballou says3--,i found1 when conversing upon the subject1 that my ,calvinistic tenets could be made either to result in universal salvation1 or to compel me to acknowledge the partiality of the divine favor4 ,this gave me no small inquietude of mind1 as ,i was unable to derive satisfaction from sentiments which ,i could not defend4 ,that which more than anything else contributed to turn my thoughts seriously towards the belief of ,universalism1 was the ardent desire with which ,i found myself exercised that sinners might be brought to repentance and salvation4 ,i found it utterly impossible to bring my feelings to consent to the doctrine of eternal reprobation1 and ,i was compelled either to allow that such feelings were sinful1 or that my ,heavenly ,father1 in giving them to me1 had implanted an evidence in favor of the salvation of all men1 the force of which ,i found no means to resist4 ,as to ,mr4 ,ballou's having been brought up in the faith of ,calvinism1 it was not without its benefits upon his after life1 for it gave to him a most unlimited and perfect knowledge of the various items of faith professed by that sect1 as well as the common tenets of all those who believe in the partial salvation only of the great human family4 ,owing to an early desire to understand the doctrine of ,christianity aright1 while yet of tender age he became familiar with the arguments used in support of predestination1 election1 reprobation1 the fall of man1 the penal suffering of ,christ for the elect1 and many other items of creed relating to the moral agency of man4 ,concerning this subject1 ,mr4 ,ballou says3--,as to the doctrine of ,calvinism1 in which my honored father was a believer1 and which doctrine he preached until nearly the end of his public labors1 my acquaintance with its various tenets1 while quite a youth1 was by no means very limited1 owing to the pious endeavors of a parent whose affection for his children rendered him extremely anxious for their spiritual welfare1 and to an early desire of my own to understand the doctrine of ,christianity correctly4 ,it was necessary that he should understand these matters as he did1 and as he could only do1 by serving an apprenticeship to them1 so to speak1 in order the better to enable him to refute them in after years1 when he should be arrayed in a moral conflict against them4 ,thus the pious and well-meant endeavors of his parent to inculcate the principles of his own faith in the mind of his child were but a part of the well ordained purpose of the ,almighty1 in raising up an able champion for the gospel of truth4 ,mr4 ,ballou says1 referring to the period just previous to his declaration of faith and consequent excommunication3--,in the spring after ,i joined the church in ,richmond1 ,i went1 with my brother ,stephen and our cousin ,jeremiah ,harris1 to the town of ,westfield1 in ,new ,york4 ,this town is now called ,harford4 ,here we labored together during that season1 attending ,elder ,brown's meeting4 ,he was of the ,baptist order4 ,even before ,i left home my mind had become somewhat shaken in regard to the doctrine of endless punishment4 ,i found it utterly out of my power to reconcile it with what all ,christians professed of love to the unconverted2 nor could ,i reconcile it with many plain declarations of ,scripture2 but ,i was by no means persuaded that salvation was for all men4 ,my brother1 knowing that ,i had trials of mind on this great subject1 expressed a desire that ,i should have a conversation with ,elder ,brown relative to it1 hoping thereby that my doubts would be removed4 ,a conference was therefore appointed1 at the house of one of the elder's deacons4 ,there were a number present1 and the elder requested me to name some passage of ,scripture which to my mind favored universal salvation2 expressing at the same time perfect confidence that he should be able to show me that the passage did by no means favor such doctrine4 ,i opened to the fifth chapter of the ,epistle to the ,romans1 and read the eighteenth verse1 as follows3--',therefore1 as by the offence of one judgment came upon all men to condemnation2 even so by the righteousness of one the free gift came upon all men unto justification of life4' ,the elder did not appear to be at all acquainted with the text1 for1 instead of directing his remarks to it1 he seemed to wander far off1 and to talk very loud1 and nothing to the subject4 ,when he paused1 ,i again read the text1 and asked the elder if the same all men mentioned in the first part of the text1 were not mentioned in the last8 ,this simple question seemed to embarrass his mind2 he was evidently out of humor1 and manifested a bitter spirit1 which being discovered by my brother1 caused him to desire that the conversation should close1 and it did4 ,this circumstance tended rather to strengthen my mind in favor of universal and impartial grace1 and to induce a more thorough examination of the ,scriptures and the subject4 ,i had no other book than the ,bible1 and all my early education lay like a broad sheet to cover that book from my vision4 ,but one or two passages were found1 and from them ,i found my way to others which seemed to agree with the first1 and it was not long before ,i was astonished at my ignorance of the ,scriptures4 ,the ,bible was no longer the book it had been to me4 ,i became entirely convinced of the truth of the doctrine of ,universalism4 ,it was therefore in the town of ,westfield1 ,n4 ,y41 that ,mr4 ,ballou came fully to believe in the final salvation of all mankind4 ,we do not mean to be understood that he came at once to the full belief of the doctrine that he afterwards taught1 but that he made at this time the earliest and most important advance towards the belief which he subsequently declared1 and which has since become the creed of nine-tenths of the ,universalist denomination4 ,at this period he believed the doctrine1 as he says he preached it not many months afterwards1 being the fall before he was twenty-one1 when ,i began to speak in public1 he says1 believing and preaching universal salvation1 on the ,calvinistic principles of atonement and imputed righteousness4 ,the few ,universalists that then existed1 having obtained proof1 to their satisfaction1 that none of the human family would suffer endless punishment1 thought they had sufficient cause for rejoicing1 and seemed to be content to rest their discoveries there4 ,further progress upon this subject was left for ,mr4 ,ballou to make and promulgate1 as by careful and unaided research he should come more fully to understand this most important subject4 ,at this time1 he writes in his manuscript before us1 fully realizing that the basis of all spiritual knowledge was the ,bible1 that blessed book was ever with me1 and not one moment in which ,i was freed from necessary labor was occupied save in its perusal4 ,i learned to love it1 to consult its pages with reverence1 and prayerfully1 that ,i might rightly interpret its true meaning4 ,i became very familiar with the various important passages1 which frequently gave me great advantage in controversy1 at that time1 on points of faith2 for it was the practice of those days to blindly give credence to such faith as was taught from the pulpit1 and1 leaving the minister to reason for the whole congregation1 they themselves rarely consulted the holy text1 in a spirit of inquiry1 though they deemed themselves most devout and reasonable ,christians4 ,by individual and careful explorations1 ,i found my ,bible was able to teach me all ,i desired to know1 and that1 at the outset1 ,i had been miserably deceived in my early impressions of ,god's word1 by not examining and weighing the subject matter of divine revelation for myself4 ,but such is the force of habit that those early impressions were at first constantly recurring to my mind1 and acting as stumbling blocks in the way of my onward progress4 ,it is often said that ,rev4 ,john ,murray was an earlier preacher than the subject of this biography2 that he is called the father of ,universalism in ,america2 and that ,mr4 ,ballou received his opinions direct from him4 ,but those persons who say thus1 or entertain themselves such an idea1 are mistaken2 indeed1 as often as this remark is made1 it must always be by those who have thought little1 and known less1 of the history of ,universalism4 ,no one venerates the memory of ,rev4 ,john ,murray more than the author of this memoir1 who1 indeed1 out of respect for his ,christian virtues and excellence1 bears his name2 but these records must be faithful in all respects4 ,so far from ,mr4 ,ballou's having obtained the opinions which formed the great and distinctive features of his doctrine from ,murray1 that venerated minister did not believe the creed of ,universalists as taught by the subject of this biography1 namely3 that the ,bible affords no evidence of punishment after death4 ,even at the time of ,murray's death he held most tenaciously to his early belief2 and he even preached the doctrine on the old ,calvinistic principles1 between which and the doctrine promulgated by ,mr4 ,ballou there is a wide difference4 ,while in the town of ,westfield1 a serious accident occurred to ,mr4 ,ballou1 by which he nearly lost his life1 being1 by some accident1 most fearfully scalded4 ,after much suffering from the injury thus received1 he perfectly recovered1 and soon after returned once more to ,richmond1 being not yet twenty-one years of age4 ,he now first commenced the study of the ,english grammar1 and attended for a period a school kept in the ,quaker meeting-house in his native town4 ,mr4 ,ballou says of this first attendance at school3--,it was a private school1 the first one ever opened in the town1 and was supported by a few young people with whom ,i united2 and here ,i obtained the first instruction in ,english grammar4 ,i now set myself to work in earnest to obtain learning4 ,i studied night and day1 slept little1 and ate little4 ,at the close of this school1 being actuated by an earnest desire to obtain knowledge1 and realizing more than ever the immense advantage it bestowed1 he determined1 for a period1 to devote his entire earnings to this end2 and1 in pursuance of this purpose1 he immediately entered the ,chesterfield 7,n4 ,h47 ,academy1 where1 by industry and incessant application1 allowing himself but a brief period of time out of the twenty-four hours each day for sleep1 in a very short space of time he acquired a good knowledge of the ordinary branches of an ,english education of those days4 ,the tuition received by ,mr4 ,ballou at this academy was the first worthy of mention that he had ever enjoyed1 and was of vastly more importance to him than all he had been taught before1 or had himself acquired1 as it regarded the rudiments of his native language4 ,fortunately1 the instructors employed were men of sound ability1 and consequently from his studies here he realized most important and lasting benefit4 ,it was not alone the additional theoretical knowledge that he acquired here that we refer to as being of so much advantage to him2 it was also that which he saw and realized while at this school4 ,it was the spirit of emulation that was imparted to his disposition by observing others in their progress1 as it regarded mental culture1 and the acquirement of useful knowledge4 ,his early associations had been among that class who had paid but little attention to mental cultivation4 ,he had enjoyed but a limited opportunity thus far to judge of the incomparable power and importance of education2 but now he realized it at a glance1 and1 determining to let no means within his power remain unexercised in the great purpose of obtaining knowledge and of cultivating intelligence1 he gathered his golden harvest from every available source1 and stored it in the cells of his brain4 ,we have heard him refer particularly to this period1 as having devoted the hours of the night1 as well as those of the day1 to enable him to keep pace with more experienced minds and better cultivated intellects1 and how apparently gratified the preceptor was to see him able and thorough in his recitations1 knowing the strong disadvantages under which he labored4 ,it was his good fortune to make the acquaintance of the teachers on good terms4 ,they seemed prepossessed in his favor1 and were exceedingly kind1 and even assiduous1 in rendering him every needed assistance in his studies4 ,this was of unquestionable advantage to him1 and made him1 if possible1 more attentive than he would otherwise have been as to studies and recitations1 that those who had been so kind to him might see that their labor was not thrown away4 ,i well remember1 says ,mr4 ,ballou1 the kindness and consideration exercised towards me by ,professor ,logan1 the principal of the academy1 who seemed resolved that my tuition should be of real benefit to me4 ,and thus1 indeed1 it really proved1 forming a foundation on which to rear a structure of useful knowledge1 and the better to enable him to arrange and discipline his mind4 ,on leaving the academy1 he obtained a certificate testifying to his sound moral character and ability1 which document proved of considerable benefit to him afterwards in obtaining various situations as a teacher4 ,schools for the young were then kept but a short period at a time in ,new ,england1 and thus the teacher had often occasion to change the field of his operations4 ,though thus engaged in the calling of a school-master1 his mind1 he has frequently told us1 was at all times1 when not immediately engaged with his pupils1 occupied with the one great subject that had already taken such root in his heart1--that of religion4 ,his ,bible was ever in his hands or about his person for frequent reference1 and his earnest and constant prayer to ,heaven was that he might be able rightly to comprehend and analyze its doctrinal teachings4 ,he found his daily increasing knowledge of the ,bible to be of great advantage to him1 as he says himself1 in argument with others1 and also as it regarded properly weighing and arranging in his own mind its various parts1 and the bearing each sustained to the other4 ,the early knowledge thus obtained of the holy text never left him1 and was retained with most miraculous power and correctness through his entire life4 ,,chapter ,v4 ,,commences ,,to ,,preach4 ,while ,mr4 ,ballou was yet but twenty years of age1 he made one or two unsuccessful attempts to preach a regular discourse4 ,that is1 he delivered sermons once or twice at the period referred to1 before small assemblies of his personal friends and relations4 ,but so far from satisfying himself in relation to his ability for public speaking1 he was quite disheartened by the result that attended these his first efforts4 ,yet1 by the constant solicitations of those who were curious to hear him discourse upon the topic of his peculiar views1 he continued to speak1 despite of the advice of his immediate friends and relations1 until he not only soon satisfied himself as to his abilities1 but also received the cordial approval of a large number of those who would1 at the outset1 have discouraged him entirely4 ,in relation to this period of his life1 ,mr4 ,ballou gives us his own words1 and to the point4 ,but the reader will please to mark that when he speaks at this period of ,universalists1 he refers to those who thus called themselves1 but who would1 in these days1 be more properly denominated ,restorationists4 ,the correctness of this statement will at once be seen from the fact of his saying that he met ,john ,murray1 etc41 at the first ,universalist convention which he ever attended1 while those who are acquainted with that honored teacher's tenets of faith are aware1 as we have already stated in these pages1 that he lived and died solemnly believing in a state of future suffering or punishment2 and more latterly during his life he sustained many controversies with ,mr4 ,ballou on this very subject4 ,in ,september of the year preceding my beginning to preach1 says ,mr4 ,ballou1 ,i went to ,oxford with my brother ,david1 to attend the first ,universalist convention ,i had ever met with4 ,here ,i saw ,john ,murray for the first time1 and ,george ,richards1 and some other public preachers4 ,the next summer after ,i was twenty years old1 ,i labored with my brother on his farm1 and late in the fall made my first attempt to preach4 ,this was on an evening1 and at the house of ,deacon ,thayer1 in ,richmond4 ,mr4 ,thayer had been a deacon in the ,baptist church1 but had become a ,universalist1 and still retained his office with the last-named denomination4 ,my brother and ,rev4 ,caleb ,rich were present to hear my first attempt to preach2 and1 according to what ,i could learn1 they had their doubts whether ,i had a talent for such labor1 but were not without some hope4 ,the second time ,i attempted to preach was in the town of ,brattleboro'1 ,vt41 where my brother preached in the daytime1 and ,i undertook to speak in the evening1 being overpersuaded to do so2 but this attempt was a failure1 and ,i was greatly mortified1 and thought1 for a time1 that ,i would not engage in a work for which ,i was not competent4 ,however1 it was not long before ,i became encouraged to try again1 after which ,i met with no remarkable failure to produce discouragement4 ,the comparative failure of ,mr4 ,ballou's earliest attempts at public speaking1 although soon afterwards followed by complete success1 is not at all surprising4 ,it is exceedingly rare to find the first efforts of orators satisfactory to themselves and to their friends4 ,the first attempt of ,richard ,brinsley ,sheridan1 the most brilliant orator of his time1--if1 perhaps1 we except ,burke1 who was1 however1 more distinguished by the eloquence of his diction1--was a complete and decided failure4 ,but1 knowing himself1 he declared emphatically that it was in him1 and must come out4 ,when ,general1 then ,colonel1 ,washington rose to respond to a complimentary address of the legislature of his native colony1 he found it impossible to express himself2 and the first efforts of the illustrious and lamented ,henry ,clay gave no promise of his future eminence4 ,it would be easy to multiply illustrations of the fact that it is only step by step that fame and honor are attained4 ,no one springs at a bound to the summit of his reputation and usefulness4 ,it is only shallow pretenders who sometimes shine with a false lustre at the outset of their career1 soon to sink into utter insignificance4 ,but the true man1 the man of sterling genius and worth1 conscious of a high mission1 and confiding in ,providence for the energy and inspiration necessary to fulfil it1 is not daunted with the obstacles that present themselves at the outset of his career4 ,they are regarded as trials and tests as to his adaptedness to the purpose for which he is created4 ,from every rebuff he acquires new strength2 he puts forth redoubled energy1 until at last he triumphs over every impediment1 and stands forth in the full energy of his being4 ,had not ,mr4 ,ballou been prompted by such a spirit as this1 had he not been possessed of an extraordinary vigor of character1 for which he was ever remarkable1 he would hardly have persevered in his attempts to preach under these discouraging circumstances4 ,it will be remembered that he did not sit down and compose a discourse which he afterwards read to his audience2 this is comparatively an easy task4 ,he spoke extemporaneously then1 as he ever did afterwards4 ,in subsequent years he was frequently called upon for manuscript copies of his discourses for publication4 ,but the sermons were not written until after they had been delivered2 and it was not his practice to put on paper even the heads of his discourse to take into the desk with him for reference in delivery4 ,trusting entirely to his powerfully retentive memory1 the arrangement of his sermons was as methodical and correct as though penned in the seclusion of his study4 ,we have heard some persons1 more nice than wise1 speak of his extemporaneous delivery as an objection1 and find fault because he did not write his discourses1 and thus deliver them from his notes in the pulpit4 ,we have a word to say in relation to this subject1 since it has been thus referred to4 ,to speak extempore and at the same time to speak well and to the purpose1 to arrange certain points and arguments mentally with nice precision1 so as to deliver them with fluency and effect1 must require a strong and healthy intellect1 a powerful and original mind4 ,but a man with an ordinary degree of mental cultivation1 who cannot write a discourse and read it afterward1 must be singularly deficient in his intellectual capacity4 ,it is impossible for an audience to feel so deep an interest in the service as that which is felt in listening to the spontaneous outbreakings of a warm and ardent mind while it is engaged upon the holy theme4 ,the speaker must invariably grow enthusiastic in so glorious a cause as he advocates1 and his audience necessarily partake of his feelings4 ,but when there is any particular degree of spirit or animation evinced by one who is reading his discourse verbatim et literatim1 it is of necessity a preconcerted exhibition1 and as such must fail of its effect with the majority4 ,it may be said that no man can lay out so well his matter1 nor give so good and sound an argument1 spontaneously1 as when he commits his ideas to paper4 ,this1 as a general thing1 must be conceded1 for there are comparatively few intellects sufficiently powerful to adopt the opposite course4 ,the advantages of extemporaneous speaking are doubtless many4 ,it enables the individual to place himself in closer contact with the feelings of his audience1 giving him the power to take advantage of any bright thought that unexpected impulse may impart4 ,an experienced commander arranges the general plan of an engagement before going into battle1 but he can do no more1 for circumstances must guide him in the conflict4 ,he must improve the opportunity to throw forward his forces just at the right moment1 not too soon nor too late1 as such an indiscretion might change the fortunes of the day1 and lose the battle to him who would else have won it4 ,so with the preacher2 he must watch the inner man of his hearers1 and1 as he gains ground in the heart1 follow up his influence by well-sustained argument1 and strengthen his position by proper means made available at the appropriate moment1--neither too lightly nor yet with too much force1 but be guided safely by the strength of the position he already holds in the minds of his audience4 ,such things cannot be correctly anticipated1 and laid down beforehand1 by comma and period1 in the study4 ,mr4 ,ballou's arguments were arranged with the utmost precision1 his reasoning followed in the most logical array1 and all the while he was talking to the people in the most unconcerned and familiar manner1 as though each respective member of his congregation was sitting by his own fireside and the preacher had happened in4 ,this is the mode of preaching which is effectual1 and all the flowers of rhetoric may seek in vain to attain a like influence over the hearts and sympathies of an auditory4 ,the latter mode of preaching may please1 but the former will convince2 the first will make worshippers1 the last admirers4 ,thinks the reader that the simple fishermen of ,galilee--yet the chosen of ,god--sought by the vain and gaudy ornaments of elegant delivery and studied eloquence to please the people8 ,no6 ,they preached the holy word in all meekness1 striving to exalt not themselves1 but rather the name of him who had sent them4 ,mr4 ,ballou says1 relative to the period when he commenced to preach3--,mr4 ,logan1 the preceptor1 gave me a certificate when ,i left the ,chesterfield ,academy1 which was sufficient to enable me to get a school in ,bellingham1 ,mass4 ,here ,i taught school during the other days of the week1 and preached on the ,sabbath4 ,when ,i first engaged in preaching1 it was not with the most distant expectation that ,i should support myself by the ministry2 but ,i thought ,i could keep school some1 and labor some with my hands1 and live with but a little income4 ,from ,bellingham ,i went to the town of ,foster1 ,r4 ,i41 where my father formerly lived1 and there my father taught a large school and had good compensation2 and here also on the ,sabbath ,i preached in the school-house where ,i taught4 ,from this place ,i went to ,scituate1 in ,r4 ,i41 where ,i preached and taught school4 ,my meetings grew very large1 and ,i was called on to go to different places1--to ,smithfield1 ,providence1 ,pawtucket1 etc4 ,after ,i had spent about two years in keeping school and preaching1 ,i found that ,i had used up all my earnings1 had laid up nothing1 except that ,i had more costly clothing than when ,i first began4 ,and now1 at the age of twenty-four1 ,i was so much called on to preach that ,i gave up keeping school1 and devoted my time to the ministry1 receiving now and then some compensation for my services4 ,mr4 ,ballou's life as a public minister may be said to have commenced at the age of twenty4 ,from that time1 as it became known that he preached the doctrine which was deemed by nearly all to be such a heresy1 there were numerous invitations1 as he shows us above1 pouring in upon him from all quarters1 to come and address the people concerning the faith he had espoused4 ,his labors were by no means confined to ,rhode ,island1 but he preached in the neighborhood of ,richmond1 and in various parts of ,vermont and ,massachusetts1 improving every moment of leisure time in the most careful study of the ,scriptures4 ,he no longer preached on the ,sabbath only1 but also on nearly every consecutive evening of the week4 ,it was easy to gather an audience1 anxious and ready to listen to the new and most happy doctrine that the preacher taught1 and even at this early period of his ministerial career he began to address those spontaneous mass assemblies that in after years always gathered from all directions to listen to him whenever he appeared4 ,entirely forgetting himself1 and with but one great object in view1 that of preaching ,god's impartial grace1 and of convincing all who would listen to him of the glorious truths of ,universalism1 he counted not the hours of mental labor which now increased upon him1 but labored hard and willingly with his hands to clothe himself1 receiving but a mere trifle for his professional labors4 ,pay1 at this period1 he never demanded1 and very rarely expected2 he was fully contented with the inward recompense which he realized4 ,at this period of my life1 says ,mr4 ,ballou1 my health was very indifferent4 ,i had most of the time a severe pain in the pit of my stomach1 and my appetite was far from being good1 and so debilitated was ,i in strength that ,i have even been obliged to sit while ,i preached4 ,it became necessary for me to procure a vehicle to journey in1 being too weak to ride on horseback2 however1 by care and good advice1 ,i gradually recruited4 ,my travelling for that period was extensive1 from ,cape ,ann east1 to the ,connecticut ,river west1 to ,richmond north1 and ,new ,london and ,hartford south4 ,all my ,sabbaths were employed1 and many lectures were attended during each week4 ,i preached in meeting-houses when they could be obtained1 sometimes in school-houses1 sometimes in barns1 and not very seldom in groves and orchards1 and often in private houses4 ,to the people1 the doctrine ,i preached was new1 and the opposition lacked not for bitterness2 and such was my condition that ,i was constantly in conflict1 and never allowed to put off my armor to rest1 day or night4 ,all manner of evil reports concerning me were invented1 and the worst of slander circulated1 all tending to make me regardless of what my enemies said4 ,my answer to all this slander was1 while they speak thus falsely of me1 ,i am in no danger2 if ,i am injured ,i shall do that myself4 ,theology was a subject of most sombre hue at this period in ,new ,england4 ,calvinism had twined its choking fibres so closely about the sacred tree1 that its branches drooped1 and its leaves withered in the sunshine of truth4 ,the doctrines taught from the pulpit1 while they were listened to as a duty1 were yet repulsive to the heart of the hearer1 and abhorrent to his very soul4 ,the principle of divine love was clouded wholly from sight by the dark mass of murky error that enshrouded all scripture teachings4 ,the duties of man to his ,maker and to himself were held forth under fearful threats1 as a penalty for disobedience1 but the idea that in the performance of our duty real happiness is alone to be found1 while sin most surely brings its own punishment1 was never publicly advanced4 ,sinfulness1 aside from the liabilities of eternity1 was not held up to be avoided1 but rather acknowledged to be pleasant and desirable1 while those who trod the paths of righteousness were taught to consider themselves as self-sacrificing martyrs1 and told to look for their reward in eternity4 ,it was these obvious inconsistencies that at first challenged the attention of the subject of this memoir4 ,and when he stood up and boldly exposed these palpable errors1 when he preached love while others preached wrath to the people1 it is not singular that those who were so diametrically opposed to him in faith should be ready to believe and propagate any stories that might reflect upon his character1 and thus detract from his influence as exercised upon those who so eagerly listened to him1 and in whose hearts1 in the very nature of things1 he was sure of an answering and approving sentiment4 ,it is a matter of regret that ,mr4 ,ballou has left no record of his journeyings and labors during this important period of his clerical career1 as such a narrative would have been most deeply interesting to his family and friends4 ,the amount of labor he performed must have been prodigious1 and fully accounts for the enfeebled bodily condition to which he alludes4 ,every fibre of his intellectual frame must have been constantly in a state of extreme tension2 for his was not the easy task of preaching on the ,sabbath a written discourse which he had taken a whole week to prepare1 but1 as we have said1 he was called upon almost daily to address large audiences and promiscuous assemblies4 ,nor was his the pleasant duty of the navigator who follows the course of the stream and the tide4 ,he was a pioneer2 he preached a new doctrine2 and1 as he says1 the opposition lacked not for bitterness4 ,it is not surely an exaggeration to declare that ,universalism in those days was popularly regarded with as much hostility as ,infidelity itself is now4 ,hence1 in addition to the severe fatigue of travel1 the necessity of finding constantly new arguments and new illustrations1 to sway the minds of constantly changing auditors1 he had to battle valiantly1 like a soldier of ,christ1 against the most vigorous and determined opposition4 ,in this condition1 how mentally and physically trying must have been his incessant labors in his ,master's vineyard6 ,neither by night nor by day could he for a moment lay aside his armor4 ,standing alone1 there was no respite to his exertions4 ,later in life he beheld a host of able followers ready to relieve him of a portion of his duties4 ,his doctrine was no longer the theme of obloquy and outrage4 ,he outlived calumny and detraction4 ,but it will be seen that even in extreme old age he did not spare himself2 he did not suffer sloth to creep upon his spirit1 nor rust to gather on his armor4 ,he was still the favored champion of his cause1 and ever ready to minister to the spiritual wants of his brethren in the faith4 ,with the close of his itinerant labors1 we now come to another important and interesting epoch in his life4 ,,chapter ,,vi4 ,,becomes ,a ,,settled ,,minister4 ,the first place in which ,mr4 ,ballou engaged permanently as a settled minister was in the town of ,dana1 ,mass41 in #agid-e4 ,the society here1 not feeling able to pay for an engagement which should occupy him the whole time1 engaged him for a portion1 leaving him to supply the societies in ,oxford and ,charlton1 ,mass41 also1 a portion of the time4 ,having now become located1 and his residence known1 large numbers of people from a distance gathered to hear him1 not only on the ,sabbath1 but frequently for several consecutive days of the week besides4 ,many there were who held his doctrine to be such damning heresy that they counted it a sin even to listen to it2 while others of his religious opponents1 holding that there is no error so crooked but it hath in it some lines of truth1 came and listened1 and the seed not unfrequently fell into good soil1 bringing forth a hundred fold4 ,often was ,i greeted at this time1 says ,mr4 ,ballou1 by people who would say1 ',sir1 ,i heard you preach a sermon1 a few weeks since1 from such a text1' naming it1 'and ,i have been uneasy and anxious in my mind ever since4 ,if your doctrine is true1 ,i must understand and believe it4 ,but1 alas6 ,i fear it is too good to be true2 it is so different from what ,i have been brought up to believe that ,i cannot divest my mind of early prejudices sufficiently to receive it1 though ,heaven knows how gladly ,i could do so4' ,then the individual would quote some passages of scripture which seemed to him to be insuperable objections to the doctrine ,i professed1 and ,i would do all in my power to explain these passages to his mind1 in the way ,i had myself already learned to interpret them4 ,usually1 with the blessing of ,divine ,providence1 ,i was successful1 at least in a large degree1 and on the following ,sabbath ,i was pretty sure to find the honest seeker after truth among my congregation1 and the following ,sabbath he would be there again1 attentively listening to the word1 until1 finally1 he came forth and openly espoused the blessed doctrine of ,god's impartial grace4 ,thus encouraged with the growth of the seed that ,i strewed by the way-side1 my task was a grateful one to my soul1 and ,i was constantly gladdened by the visible fruits of my efforts in disenthralling men's minds of the dogmas and blind creeds that early prejudice and the schools had inculcated4 ,let it be borne in mind that at this period he was preaching ,universalism on the principle of the final restoration of the whole human family1 not having satisfied himself yet that there would be no punishment in a future state of existence1 or1 indeed1 ever thought upon this subject to any great extent4 ,owing to the very trifling amount of his remuneration from the society in ,dana1 while he resided there1 besides tilling a small portion of land1 he was obliged to keep school during the week1 and this engagement was often broken into for lecture purposes4 ,his keeping and teaching school was a benefit to him beyond the pecuniary consideration he received1 inasmuch as it familiarized him with many branches of an ,english education which he would perhaps otherwise never have acquired1 or at least not nearly so thoroughly as he did by this means4 ,uninfluenced by the sneers of his opposers1 and the poor remuneration he received for the preaching of his belief1 he never for one moment wavered in a steadfast purpose1 even at this early period1 to preach ,christ and him crucified1 and the unsearchable riches of ,god's goodness4 ,in this connection we are reminded of the remarks of the editor of the ,new ,covenant1 ,chicago1 ,ill41 who1 in his obituary notice of the decease of ,mr4 ,ballou1 says3-- ,but now we are called to mourn the departure of one who1 when our cause had scarcely a name to live1--when it was the subject of the sneer of the bigot1 as well as of the profane curse of the irreligious1 and even its warmest friends scarcely dared to hope for its resurrection to honor and respect1--bent the energy of a giant mind to a life-long defence and promulgation of the truth1--by his unanswerable arguments turned the sneer of bigotry into a smile of hope1 and the curses of the profane into blessings1--of one who has done more in this age for the liberalizing of religious sentiment than all his contemporaries combined4 ,strong in the faith he preached1 and steadfastly believing it must at last triumph1 from early youth to mature old age he has kept on his armor and fought the good fight of faith1 and death even found him at his post as a faithful sentinel1 and in the midnight hour he could answer1 ',all is well6' ,at the age of twenty-five1 and while resident in the town of ,dana1 he became acquainted with the family of ,stephen ,washburn1 in the town of ,williamsburg1 ,mass41 and1 after an intimate acquaintance of about a year1 he married their youngest daughter1 ,ruth ,washburn1 who was some eight years younger than himself4 ,his wife1 like her husband1 had been brought up to habits of industry and economy2 she proved a kind1 constant1 and devoted help-mate through his entire life1 sharing with him every joy and every burthen1 and1 by the influence of a naturally strong and well balanced mind1 a cheerful and gentle disposition1 exercising a most goodly influence upon his life and labors4 ,she became the careful and prudent mother of a large family1 nine of whom lived to rear families themselves during the life of their parents4 ,through their whole lives there was a remarkable oneness of feeling1 and a depth of affection evinced by each for the other1 that years served only to increase1 and old age to cement the more closely4 ,but of this matter we may yet speak more fully4 ,mr4 ,ballou resided in the town of ,dana for about seven years1 devoting every spare hour to careful study of the ,scriptures1 systematizing his time by a careful division of the hours of the day1 and permitting himself but a very brief portion of time for sleep4 ,when we say that he devoted his time so assiduously to study1 we do not mean that he occupied himself in the perusal of books alone4 ,he thought much1 communed with himself alone1 and even at that period accustomed himself to a degree of inward or mental communion with himself1 that would seem to exclude the world about him1 for the time being1 from his sense of seeing or hearing4 ,this was more observable in later years1 when he often sat long in his study thus1 sometimes with his eyes closed1 sometimes with their pupils directed to the floor or the ceiling of the room1 his lips moving1 and at last1 having seemingly weighed well some important matter1 he would rouse again as if from a trance1 and look about him with apparent satisfaction at the result he seemed to have accomplished4 ,sometimes these moments were followed by the use of the pen for records in his note-book of texts and sermon heads1 sometimes by a reference to the ,scriptures1 and sometimes by a walk in the open air2 then his lips would be seen to move1 and he would be quite oblivious to all outward circumstances4 ,he studied thus1 carefully and deeply4 ,at times he would walk in the fields or the woods while thus occupied2 and the family never disturbed him by any remarks1 or by calling his attention1 while he was thus mentally absorbed4 ,in another part of this biography1 reference will be found concerning this peculiarity1 as exhibited at a later period of his life1 and observed by one who was an inmate of his family1 and a student of divinity with him4 ,the family were accustomed to his mood in these matters1 but it usually affected a stranger1 or one not familiar with him1 in quite an impressive and solemn manner2 it seemed so much as though he was communing with unseen spirits1 and a power that was invisible to those about him or to himself1 save through the powers of his mental vision4 ,it would seem that the little bodily rest which he allowed himself at this period must have induced physical debility2 and yet it did not appear to do so4 ,in travelling1 a large portion of his short journeyings were made in the evening2 sometimes at midnight even1 and often before the break of day1 in order to fulfil necessary appointments without encroaching upon his arrangements at home4 ,when stopping for his horse to take rest and food1 himself much fatigued1 he would take his watch from his pocket1 and1 laying it upon a table near some place where he could find a recumbent position1 he would carefully mark the time1 and say distinctly to himself1 ,i will sleep now for just one hour1 when ,i must awake and go on4 ,singular as this may seem1 he has told us that he never failed to awake at the expiration of the hour1 and1 much refreshed1 he would mount his horse and press on to fill some professional engagement1 perhaps twenty or thirty miles from the stopping-place4 ,at other times1 while his horse was eating1 he would deliver a sermon1 and1 having completed it1 would1 without stopping for any physical refreshment for himself1 start off once more on his mission4 ,in searching the ,scriptures1 he says1 to enable myself to preach as the divine oracles taught1 ,i became satisfied that those who were then called ,universalists had founded their doctrine on wrong principles1 as well as other denominations4 ,the doctrine of man's native depravity1 of original sin1 of the deserts of eternal misery1 of the vicarious sufferings of ,christ1 by which he endured1 in man's stead1 the divine penalty of ,god's law1 whereby man could escape the punishment due to his sins1 was believed by those who called themselves ,universalists1 as well as by ,calvinists3 also1 the doctrine of the ,trinity1 holding that ,christ is equal to ,god1 or1 in other words1 is ,god1 being the second person in the holy ,trinity4 ,all these notions1 as it appeared to me1 were essential errors1 constituting a mass of confusion4 ,i soon renounced all these views1 and preached only ,god1 and one mediator between ,god and man1 the man ,christ ,jesus4 ,all my brethren in the ministry1 and all our friends1 stood on the old platform1 and ,i found that ,i had to contend with ,universalists as well as with partialists4 ,but ,i went to my work in earnest1 laboring1 with all my skill and with all my limited talents1 to convince my brethren in the ministry1 and all who heard me preach1 that the doctrines of the ,trinity1 of depravity1 of eternal penalty1 etc41 were neither the doctrines of the ,scriptures nor of reason4 ,the opposition to my sentiments fast gave way among ,universalists1 though even among them ,i met with as bitter opposition1 in some instances1 as from other denominations4 ,the first time ,i preached in ,bro4 ,murray's church1 in ,boston1 was during his absence in ,philadelphia1 and ,i then came out fully with my ,unitarian views1 which produced great disturbance4 ,some were violent in their opposition1 while others1 and not a few1 fell in with my manner of explaining the ,scriptures4 ,i was then twenty-eight years of age4 ,mr4 ,ballou says that his declaring his views on this occasion was the cause of great disturbance4 ,this disturbance was so earnest that some few of the audience1 more bitter than the rest1 rose in their seats and declared that the sentiments which had been uttered were not in accordance with ,mr4 ,murray's views1 etc4 ,whereupon ,mr4 ,ballou simply informed them that he had been invited1 without solicitation on his own part1 to preach in that desk2 that he came there to preach no one's convictions but his own2 that he never had consulted1 and never should consult1 the taste of his audience as to the doctrine he preached to them2 but that he should proclaim the truth1 as1 by the help of ,heaven1 he had been enabled to learn it from the ,bible1 and the truth only6 ,on the subsequent day ,mr4 ,ballou was formally waited upon by a committee from the ,society1 who thanked him for the discourse1 and a majority coincided also in his peculiar views4 ,the conclusions as to doctrine at which he arrived were based upon severe study and profound reflection2 and when we consider the age at which he had elaborated and enunciated a creed of such vast importance1 a creed so entirely in advance of his contemporaries1 we cannot fail to be most forcibly impressed with the extraordinary originality and remarkable precocity of his intellect4 ,such early vigor and maturity would have been astonishing in one who had enjoyed all the advantages of early training1 all the aids afforded by the best theological institutions and instructors2 but in one who had passed through so many hardships1 overcome so many difficulties1 and was so emphatically self-taught and self-made1 they can only be regarded as evidences of the highest genius1 and the immediate favorable interposition of ,divine ,providence4 ,his unshaken faith and inflexibility of conviction are evinced by the fact that he stood firm1 not only against the opposing sects1 but against the disciples of the improved doctrine which he first preached4 ,it requires not a little energy to confront declared foes2 but to contend with friends1 to risk the loss of their favor and support1 is a trial which few have the boldness to sustain4 ,but the subject of this biography knew not what temporizing meant2 his whole life1 his whole intellect1 all his energies1 were devoted to the discovery of truth1 and the enunciation of the truth he discovered4 ,had he stood entirely alone1 without one single friend1 without one single proselyte1 he would have spoken as he did1 boldly1 earnestly1 candidly1 the apostle and defender of his faith4 ,the inspiration of his mission was from on high2 neither applause nor opposition changed his views1 or in the least affected his serene and constant equanimity4 ,the patient and unruffled manner in which he always held a controversy has been often remarked of him2 himself the mark for all manner of personalities and low reflections1 he never descended to such a mode of warfare1 being fully content in the justice and power of his cause1 and considering that as more than equal to low cunning1 or1 indeed1 any trickery of those who opposed him so bitterly4 ,flattery would have been equally powerless in effect upon him1 for he looked not to man for approval1 but to his own conscience and his ,god4 ,love of applause is a most natural trait in our dispositions4 ,the hero of a hundred battles feels his heart glow afresh at the grateful meed of praise2 the politician reads the glowing accounts of his own eloquence with secret gratification2 and who is there so humble that is not susceptible of flattery1 who so high in worldly honors that they do not acknowledge the potency of applause8 ,and yet we shall be sustained in the remark by all who knew the subject of these memoirs intimately1 when we say1 that neither ridicule nor flattery moved him in the least1 the single purpose of his life being his ,master's business2 and he ever acknowledged himself1 that he really endeavored to be 7and beyond which he aspired not7 the servant of all men4 ,few persons1 with his power over the masses1 and holding the position that was universally accorded to him1 but that would have often brought themselves as individuals1 with their personal interests and desires1 before the public2 self-aggrandizement will almost always discover itself more or less in prominent public men4 ,but he knew no such incentive2 he had one grand object in view1 one which he never lost sight of1 and which was more than paramount to everything else combined2--it was to inculcate the religion of ,god's impartial goodness and eternal grace4 ,in the thirtieth year of his age1 he was induced to accept of the invitation of the towns of ,woodstock1 ,hartland1 ,bethel1 and ,barnard1 ,vt41 making the latter place his home4 ,while resident here he devoted himself to ardent and constant study1 and in the year #ahjd produced his ,notes on the ,parables1 one of the most popular and useful books1 even to the present day1 in the ,universalist library4 ,it has passed through numerous large editions1 and a new one1 at this present writing1 is about to be put to press4 ,it is a book containing nearly the same amount of matter as the present memoir in the reader's hand4 ,this book was written and published at a time when ,mr4 ,ballou's health was really suffering from the effects of his unremitting labors1 both mental and physical4 ,my health1 he says1 in those years which ,i passed in ,vermont1 was generally very good4 ,i had some time1 previous to removing from ,dana1 been gaining health and growing more corpulent1 so that my uniform weight for several years was about two hundred pounds4 ,but at the time when he wrote the ,notes1 for a considerable period he had been over-tasked1 and so much so as to materially affect his health4 ,the roads about the country were of a very poor character1 and being unable to use a vehicle on many of the routes over which he passed1 he was frequently obliged to accomplish his journeys on horseback1 which was a severe draft upon his strength4 ,in his first preface to the edition of ,notes on the ,parables1 the author thus refers to the subject of the book3-- ,in my travels through the country in discharge of duties enjoined by the ministry of the ,saviour of sinners1 ,i have met with more opposition to the gospel preached to ,abraham from false notions of the parables of the ,new ,testament1 than from any other source4 ,often1 after travelling many miles and preaching several sermons in a day1 ,i have found it necessary to explain various parables to some inquiring hearer1 when my strength seemed almost exhausted4 ,at such times ,i have thought a volume1 such as the reader has in hand1 might save me much labor1 and ,i have often said to myself1 ,if ,god will give me a few weeks' leisure1 ,i will1 with his assistance1 employ them in writing ',notes on the ,parables4' ,this favor has at length been granted1 though it was by depriving me of that degree of health that was necessary to the performance of the journeys which ,i had already appointed1 yet preserving so much as to render me composed in my study4 ,this is undoubtedly one of the most valuable books in the ,universalist library2 particularly valuable from the fact of its treating1 in the clearest and most forcible manner1 upon those peculiar doctrinal points which1 more than all others1 have been the theme of contention among professed ,christians4 ,at the time when ,mr4 ,ballou published this work1 his mind was not fully made up as to the subject of punishment after death2 but the matter had already resolved itself to this in his mind2 that if any suffer in the future state it would be because they would be sinful there4 ,it was not long subsequent1 however1 that he came to the full knowledge and conviction that the doctrine of future punishment was nowhere taught in the ,bible1 and this creed he thenceforth ever most assiduously preached on all occasions4 ,in his preface to the fifth edition the author says3--,on account of so many of the parables being used by believers in endless punishment to support and enforce that sentiment1 the author of the ,notes was induced to study them with special reference to the question whether they might not1 with more propriety1 be applied in a different manner4 ,of this fact he became fully satisfied2 even as much so as he is now4 ,but1 though he entertained no scruples on that point1 he was not so happy as to be fully satisfied1 in every case1 as to the true intent of the parable4 ,in this situation he cautiously endeavored not to apply any parable to a subject which was not found to be embraced in the system of truth which the ,scriptures clearly and evidently support4 ,little harm is done by applying a parable to a subject to which it was not intended by the author to apply1 provided the subject to which it is misapplied be a truth clearly supported by either ,scripture or man's experience2 but to misconstrue any passage of the divine testimony so as to give support to what is not true1 is unquestionably no small damage2 and if the error be of magnitude1 whereby our ,heavenly ,father is represented in an unlovely character1 or our confidence in his goodness diminished1 such misconstruction is not only a reprehensible violence on the ,scriptures1 but a dishonor to their divine ,author4 ,i am persuaded that a just knowledge of the parables is almost indispensably necessary to a knowledge of the doctrine preached by ,christ1 as much of his public communication was in this way4 ,it is in the parables of ,christ that we learn the nature of the two dispensations or covenants2 the situation of man by reason of sin2 the character of the ,saviour as the seeker and savior of that which was lost2 the power of the gospel as a sovereign remedy for the moral maladies of man1 and its divine efficacy in reconciling and assimilating the sinner to ,god4 ,it is by the parables that we learn the unprofitableness of legal righteousness in point of justification to eternal life2 the absolute necessity of becoming new creatures1 in order to enter the kingdom of ,god2 the true character of the ,saviour as the ,lord our ,righteousness1 and his divine power to make all things new4 ,the ,notes on the ,parables have unquestionably led thousands of minds to valuable improvement in the knowledge of the ,scriptures1 and converted many a longing soul to the precious and joyful belief of universal salvation4 ,at the time when these ,notes were written1 the light which has now become so general and evident to nearly every candid seeker after truth1--the true light of the gospel of ,christ1--seemed to be but just dawning2 the warm and genial sun of the true faith but faintly tinged the east2 but ere long it rose steadily and majestically1 until it radiated its noon-day warmth1 in meridian splendor and beauty4 ,we should remember that the author of the ,notes enjoyed the use of no other book than the ,bible in forming and promulgating his own opinions1 which have since become the general belief of the ,universalist order4 ,the book is especially lucid and original in its style1 and bears in its pages constant evidence of deep and careful research4 ,in an excellent book lately issued by the publisher of this biography1 entitled a ,memoir of ,rev4 ,s4 ,r4 ,smith1 written by ,rev4 ,thomas ,j4 ,sawyer1 ,d4 ,d41 of ,clinton1 ,n4 ,y41 we find the following incident related1 referring to this period of ,mr4 ,ballou's life4 ,it is from the pen of the subject of the memoir1 ,rev4 ,stephen ,r4 ,smith1 concerning whose ,christian excellence too much cannot be said4 ,by what means the intelligence that ,hosea ,ballou would preach on the following ,sunday1 in a place fifteen miles distant1 could have been conveyed to a very young man1 who did not then know a single ,universalist in the world1 is not remembered4 ,he went1 however1 and heard a discourse in the morning1 from ,zech4 #f3ac2 and1 for the first time in his life1 felt that he had listened to a sermon that neither involved an absurdity nor a contradiction4 ,the congregation was not large1 and occupied a school-house in the present city of ,utica1 then a meagre and muddy village4 ,a larger congregation was anticipated in the afternoon1 and arrangements were made for the service in the open air1 under some trees1 on the bank of the ,mohawk river4 ,there1 in due time1 a large auditory assembled1 and listened to one of ,mr4 ,ballou's best discourses1 from ,deut4 #cc3 part of the #afth with the #agth verse4 ,it was a glorious day1 early in ,june4 ,the silence of ,sunday was around us2 the bright blue heavens above us1 partly veiled by the branches of a few scattering oaks2 the clear1 quiet river at our side2 the ruddy and healthy preacher1 in all the vigor of manhood1 before us1 and pleading the cause of ,god and humanity with a group of most attentive hearers4 ,such a scene is not to be forgotten2 and1 altogether1 it was one1 in every respect1 calculated to make the most lasting impression4 ,and such certainly were its effects upon the mind of the writer4 ,for1 while it left him without any pretension to the knowledge or belief of ,universalism1 as a system of religious truth1 it certainly satisfied him that it was consistent with itself1 and with all that we see and know of the ,deity and his moral government4 ,it is scarcely to be doubted that similar impressions were made on many persons in that congregation4 ,while resident in ,barnard1 he wrote also his ,treatise on ,atonement4 ,this book1 though written so many years since1 is still as popular as when first issued from the press1 and has passed1 like the ,notes1 through several large editions4 ,it is contained in a volume of between two and three hundred pages1 and is justly esteemed as one of the soundest productions that has ever emanated from the author's pen1 and we may1 perhaps1 add without apparent arrogance1 one of the most thoroughly philosophical and argumentative works of the age4 ,in the ,modern ,history of ,universalism1 the author1 in speaking of the change of opinion generally from the ideas preached by ,john ,murray1 ,winchester1 and other early ministers1 says that the belief in the ,trinity1 atonement1 and kindred notions1 was discarded through the influence of this book4 ,the labors of ,hosea ,ballou1 of this city1 says the author1 may be regarded as one of the principal means of the change4 ,in the ',treatise on ,atonement1' he has treated the subject at length1 maintaining the subordination of the ,son to the ,father1 the eternal and impartial love of ,god to all creatures1 and holding forth the death of ,christ not as the cause1 but as the effect of this eternal principle of the divine nature4 ,the very wide circulation of this work evinces the high estimation in which it has been held by the ,american ,universalists4 ,we subjoin also the following notice of the ,treatise1 because we think it a most truthful critique relative to the book1 which we desire to have the readers of this biography to understand4 ,in this review1 which appeared not long since in the ,evangelical ,magazine1 the editor says3-- ,the decided manner in which the doctrine of vicarious atonement is rejected1 the prominence given to the belief that ,jesus was a dependent being1 dependent like ourselves on a common ,father and ,god1 and that he was sent to preach the truth and illustrate its requirements1 and by his exclusive influence to reconcile man to his ,maker1 were subjects so new1 so startling1 that for a time the work appears not to have been very well received4 ,but the important object was attained4 ,the public attention1 and especially that of ,universalists1 was drawn to the consideration of these fundamental and momentous doctrines4 ,the author's views were very generally adopted by the order1 and the book obtained unbounded popularity4 ,it deserves this distinction1 for it doubtless wrought the great revolution that transformed ,universalism from the ,unitarian hypothesis1 with all its concomitants1 into the simple and intelligible system formed in the doctrine of the indivisible oneness of ,god4 ,it is1 perhaps1 impossible to estimate the influence which this work has had upon the so-called ,unitarian controversy in ,new ,england4 ,but this much is quite certain1 the ',treatise' was one of the earliest publications that openly and distinctly rejected the doctrine of the ,trinity1 and manfully met the prevailing prejudices respecting that subject4 ,but aside from these matters1 there is not another book in the country1 on the same subject1 that has been read by half the number of persons1 or wrought conviction of the truth of the doctrine of the ,divine unity in one half so many minds1 as this ',treatise on ,atonement4' ,these notices1 as we have just intimated1 are introduced here to give the reader1 who may not be otherwise acquainted with the ,treatise1 a correct and clear idea of the work4 ,though among the earliest of ,mr4 ,ballou's publications1 this book is far from being deficient in any point1 either as to sound logical reasoning1 or in force and earnestness of style4 ,simple1 yet profound1 it is within the capacity of the humblest to comprehend and fully understand1 while it cannot fail to challenge the admiration of the scholar and philosopher4 ,it is written in the plain1 straightforward manner which so distinguished his after productions1 and which never failed to carry conviction with it4 ,the ',treatise' has been pronounced by one of the strongest minds of the age1 says the publisher of the sixth edition1 to be one of the soundest arguments in the ,english language4 ,were the author's reputation to rest solely upon this work1 we should feel satisfied at the manner in which his memory must be handed down to posterity4 ,in his preface to the first edition of the book1 he says3--,many circumstances might be mentioned1 which1 in their associations1 have induced me to write and publish the following treatise2 but ,i can say with propriety1 that the principal object was that in which ,i always find the greatest happiness1 namely1 to do what ,i find most necessary in order to render myself useful to mankind4 ,at the time of the publication of this ,treatise1 ,mr4 ,ballou had by no means arrived at such a degree of understanding and belief upon the subject of the ,scriptures as was the case in after years1 and1 with wise fore-thought1 he thus speaks his mind in the preface to the first edition3-- ,i have often been solicited to write and publish my general views on the gospel1 but have commonly observed to my friends that it might be attended with disagreeable consequences1 as it is impossible to determine whether the ideas we entertain at the present time are agreeable to those which we shall be under the necessity of adopting after we have had more experience2 and knowing1 to my satisfaction1 that authors are very apt to feel such an attachment to sentiments which have been openly avowed to the world1 that their prejudice frequently obstructs their further acquisition in the knowledge of the truth1 and even in cases of conviction their own self-importance will keep them from acknowledging their mistake4 ,though he was thus cautious 7and what judgment1 prudence1 and cool reasoning are evinced in this paragraph71 the only change that experience did bring about1 in the author's mind1 was1 that he became even more fully convinced1 as the experience of years ripened the harvest of his wisdom1 of the truths of his former belief1 and made still further progress 7a word that he loved and lived up to71 in addition to certain points that are but lightly touched upon in the work4 ,the following letter1 relating to this and other works1 was elicited by the presentation to ,mr4 ,ballou of a set1 in a new and uniform edition with some of his subsequent publications2 the constant call for these books1 even after several large editions had been exhausted1 and a long period of years had elapsed since their first being issued1 requiring this fresh publication of them4 ,mr4 ,ballou having parted with the copyright at the time of publication1 they were of course in the hands of the trade4 ,this letter is introduced here as illustrative of the humble estimate he put upon his own important labors and discoveries1 and is also in style very like him4 ,it bears date #ahdd1 and was written1 consequently1 when he was seventy-three years of age4 ,it was addressed to the editor of the ,trumpet1 and appeared in the editorial columns of that paper4 ,,br4 ,,whittemore3 ,please permit me to acknowledge with gratitude a favor ,i have received from ,br4 ,abel ,tompkins1 consisting of four volumes of my writings3 my ,notes on the ,parables of the ,new ,testament2 my ,treatise on ,atonement2 my course of ,lecture ,sermons1 and my ,select ,sermons4 ,it gives me much pleasure to learn that these works have been so favorably regarded by the denomination with which ,i have had the happiness to hold an unbroken and uninterrupted connection for more than half a century1 as to warrant this new edition4 ,the improved style in which these volumes now appear cannot fail to give entire satisfaction to all who have a good taste1 and will doubtless facilitate their sale4 ,when1 more than forty years ago1 ,i wrote my ',notes' and ',treatise1' ,i had never seen any work in defence of the doctrine of the ,divine unity1 and the dependency of the ,son upon the ,father4 ,when this circumstance is duly considered1 the reader will be satisfied that the writer must have exerted the limited powers of his mind to their utmost capacity4 ,this is all the credit he claims4 ,,hosea ,,ballou4 ,mr4 ,ballou has long been allowed the credit1 which is also most justly due to him1 of having been the first ,unitarian writer in this country2 for1 as he says above1 he had never seen any book in defence of the doctrine of the ,divine unity when he wrote in favor of those principles in the works referred to4 ,another evidence of the fact is1 that ,mr4 ,ballou's sentiments at that time were considered most strange and novel by all4 ,in this ,treatise1 says ,rev4 ,thomas ,whittemore1 ,mr4 ,ballou took the ground that ,god was never unreconciled to man2 that man was the party who needed reconciliation1 for ,god is love from eternity to eternity1 and that ,god's love to sinners was the cause of ,christ's being sent by the ,father to redeem them4 ,he held that ,christ was not ,god himself1 but the ,son of ,god2 a distinct being from the ,father1--a created being2--a doctrine which he had believed and preached for ten years1 having commenced to preach it as early as #agie4 ,he must therefore be regarded as the earliest defender of ,unitarianism the country has produced4 ,mr4 ,ballou says1 relative to the doctrine of the ,trinity3--,i had preached but a short time before my mind was entirely freed from all the perplexities of the doctrine of the ,trinity1 and the common notion of atonement4 ,but in making these advances1 as ,i am disposed to call them1 ,i had the assistance of no author or writer4 ,as fast as these old doctrines were1 by any means1 rendered the subject of inquiry in my mind1 they became exploded4 ,but it would be difficult for me now to recall the particular incidents which suggested queries in my mind respecting them4 ,the reader will at once be prepared to admit that ,mr4 ,ballou must have expended much time and labor in the research and study of the ,scriptures1 necessary to enable him to write and publish these works1 in a cause1 and upon a theme1 wherein he was a pioneer4 ,he steered his barque into new waters1 and was obliged himself to stand ever with the lead in his hand1 to ascertain the true soundings1 and keep thus in the narrow channel of truth4 ,concerning this matter1 he has said1 in an article furnished for a work entitled ,modern ,history of ,universalism3-- ,i never read anything on the doctrine of universal salvation before ,i believed it1 the ,bible excepted2 nor did ,i know1 that ,i can now recollect1 that there was anything published in its vindication in the world4 ,nor had ,i ever heard a sermon on the subject1 except in boyhood ,i once heard ,brother ,rich1 but concerning that sermon ,i realized nothing4 ,in speaking of his advance towards the knowledge of the truth1 after his conversion1 he says1 in a published article3-- ,it may be proper for me to state one circumstance which had no small tendency to bring me over to the ground on which ,i have for so many years felt established4 ,it was by reading some deistical writings4 ,by this means ,i was led to see that it was utterly impossible to maintain ,christianity as it had been generally believed in the church4 ,this led me of course to examine the ,scriptures1 that ,i might determine the question1 whether they did really teach that ,jesus ,christ died to reconcile an unchangeable ,god to his own children4 ,you cannot suppose ,i was long in finding that1 so far from teaching such absurdities1 the ,scriptures teach that ',god was in ,christ1 reconciling the world to himself4' ,the question concerning the ,trinity was by the same means as speedily settled4 ,it is an interesting and curious fact that he should have been aided1 as it were1 by the darkness of error to find the light of truth4 ,the obvious inconsistency in his former belief1 made evident by the deist1 did not win him to the faith of the latter1 but rather led him to investigate for himself1 and to find a religion more congenial with the native promptings of his own heart and the evidences of the ,bible4 ,his was an exploring mind2 he was not content to receive this faith1 or that position1 because others believed it1 or because it had remained so long the unchallenged and unquestioned creed of the church4 ,he must look into the matter and understand for himself1 and make all parts of a doctrine to harmonize with each other1 before he could reconcile it with his own reason and convictions4 ,this was a trait of character not alone observable in him as it related to the subject of religion2 he applied the same rule to the affairs of every-day life1 to political economy and business arrangements4 ,he was always open to conviction1 to reason and evidence1 but could never embrace blindly any proposition whatever4 ,because the political party which the nearest assimilated to his views of the proper mode of government adopted this or that policy1 he did not by any means consider it his duty to coincide with them1 against his sober conviction1 and he never did so2 on the contrary1 as often criticising the measures of one political party as another1 and frequently finding much excellence1 and principles worthy of commendation in the national policy of both4 ,for this reason he could not be a politician1 had he experienced an inclination that way4 ,he was too honest4 ,,chapter ,,vii4 ,,removes ,,to ,,portsmouth1 ,n4 ,h4 ,after the expiration of a period of six years from the time of his first settlement in ,barnard1 ,vt41 and during which season he enjoyed an uninterrupted flow of kindness and good fellowship with the societies of his charge1 he accepted the invitation of the society of ,portsmouth1 ,n4 ,h41 to become their pastor1 and to devote his whole time to the good of the cause in that place4 ,he had formed within the circle of his professional labors in ,vermont a host of kind and warm-hearted friends1 and it was a considerable period after the proposition had been made to him1 before he could make up his mind to accept it4 ,he did so1 at last1 however1 influenced by several reasons4 ,first1 the large field over which he was obliged to travel1 while settled in ,barnard1 involved not only much physical labor and expense1 but also the loss of a large amount of time1 that might be devoted to more profitable pursuit4 ,then the pecuniary emolument offered him at ,portsmouth was considerably larger than he had yet received1 and his now growing family rendered such a fact to be a necessary consideration4 ,and yet1 let it not be supposed that there was any mercenary trait in his character2 such was as foreign to his nature as was deceit1 or guile of any sort1 as the progress of this biography will show4 ,he realized1 also1 that1 while such a change would diminish his physical labors1 it would doubtless enlarge the sphere of his usefulness1 bringing him in contact with larger audiences and more miscellaneous assemblages than usually gathered to listen to his public communications in a less thickly settled district4 ,he says1 in this connection3--,i have found throughout my life1 that whatever place ,i have long tarried in1 ,i have become greatly attached to1 and to the people with whom ,i associated4 ,this was peculiarly the case in ,barnard1 and among the neighboring societies1 with whom ,i was1 for a period of six years1 most agreeably1 and ,i trust profitably associated4 ,i long weighed the proposal from my friends in ,portsmouth in my mind1 before ,i could consent to break up a connection which had afforded me so much real satisfaction4 ,but might ,i not render myself more useful by accepting this call8 ,was it not the design of my ,master to enlarge my sphere of usefulness in his service8 ,these things ,i weighed carefully in my mind1 and prayed for counsel and power to enable me to judge of my duty aright2 until1 finally1 believing it to be my duty1 ,i accepted the call of my brethren in ,new ,hampshire1 and accordingly removed to ,portsmouth4 ,duly weighing these matters1 he deemed it his duty1 as he says1 to bid his brethren in ,vermont farewell1 and he removed to ,portsmouth in the year #ahjg1 being in the thirty-sixth year of his age4 ,here he was installed1 ,nov4 #h1 the sermon on the occasion being preached by ,rev4 ,edward ,turner1 then of ,salem4 ,though the pecuniary emolument1 before referred to1 was somewhat more than he had formerly received1 yet it required an exercise of the utmost frugality and prudence to enable him to support his family comfortably4 ,indeed1 this could not be done upon his salary as pastor of the ,universalist ,society alone1 and therefore1 in addition to his other numerous and arduous duties1 he again taught school for a considerable period1 while resident in this place1 assisted by ,hosea ,ballou1 #b;d1 now ,dr4 ,h4 ,ballou1 of ,medford4 ,if it be true1 as ,lord ,bacon has said1 that reading makes a full man1 conversation a ready man1 and writing an exact man1 then teaching certainly embraces the advantages to be derived from all three2 and this ,mr4 ,ballou found to be the case1 as he has often said4 ,while resident in ,portsmouth1 notwithstanding the labors of the week1 the necessary preparation for the ,sabbath1 and the earnest efforts that were required of him upon that sacred day1 still he pursued a course of religious investigations into the subject of the holy text1 that we are at a loss to know when he found time to consummate4 ,it was at this period that he wrote his ,candid ,review1 in reply to a work by ,rev4 ,isaac ,robinson1 ,a4 ,m41 upon some important doctrinal points4 ,it is contained in one volume of two hundred pages1 and adduces some of the strongest arguments in favor of impartial and universal grace that have ever been published1 either by himself or others4 ,this book was exceedingly popular at the time of its first appearance1 and created not a little excitement among religious controversialists in ,new ,hampshire1 and1 indeed1 throughout the ,new ,england ,states4 ,he also wrote1 while resident in ,portsmouth1 a series of letters addressed to the ,rev4 ,joseph ,buckminster1 upon important doctrinal subjects1 which was published in one volume4 ,a ,controversy with ,rev4 ,mr4 ,walton was written and published here1 besides one or two minor works1 including a school catechism1 for a long period of years in general use among the denomination4 ,in addition to the labor necessary to produce these in connection with his regular professional duties1 he was also associate editor of a religious quarterly1 entitled the ,gospel ,visitant1 in which1 however1 he had no further interest than his editorial connection4 ,his contributions to this work were copious1 and marked by the same profound reasoning capacity and lucid style that have characterized every work he has produced4 ,it was while engaged in editing this publication that he came to the full belief that there was no punishment after death1 and ever after1 he preached the doctrine of universal salvation in this spirit1 and labored strenuously in its defence and support4 ,relative to this subject ,mr4 ,ballou has written3--,i cannot say that ,i was fully satisfied that the ,bible taught no punishment after death1 until ,i obtained this satisfaction by attending to the subject with ,bro4 ,edward ,turner1 respecting the doctrine of the ,scriptures upon this question4 ,we agreed to do the best we could1 he in favor of future punishment1 and ,i on the contrary4 ,our investigations were published in a periodical called the ',gospel ,visitant4' ,while attending to this correspondence1 ,i became entirely satisfied that the ,scriptures begin and end the history of sin in flesh and blood1 and that beyond this mortal existence the ,bible teaches us no other sentient state but that which is called by the blessed name of life and immortality4 ,in another article relative to the same subject he says3--,the doctrine of punishment after death has1 by many able writers1 been contended for2 some of whom have argued such punishment to be endless1 and others limited4 ,but it appears to me that they have taken wrong ground who have endeavored to support the latter1 as well as those who have labored to prove the former4 ,they have both put great dependence upon certain figurative and parabolical expressions1 or passages of ,scripture1 which they explain so as to cause them to allude to such an event4 ,it appears to me that they have not sufficiently attended to the nature of sin1 so as to learn its punishment to be produced from a law of necessity1 and not a law of penalty4 ,had they seen this1 they would also have seen that a perpetuity of punishment must be connected with an equal continuance of sin1 on the same principle that an effect is dependent upon its cause4 ,this brief paragraph will show the reader how ,mr4 ,ballou was accustomed to argue upon this subject1 of such vital importance to all1 and which is a question still in the minds of many of our ,universalist brethren1 both ministry and laity4 ,at the expiration of six years from the date of his settlement in ,portsmouth1 and during which time his association with the people of his charge1 and others in that place1 had been not only of the most pleasant and agreeable character1 but also highly profitable as it regarded their mutual spiritual advancement1 up to the period of the war with ,great ,britain1 he made his arrangements to leave ,portsmouth1 having received an invitation from the ,universalist ,society in ,salem1 ,mass41 to settle in that town1 and to devote his professional services to their especial good4 ,mr4 ,ballou says of his connection with the society in ,portsmouth3-- ,my connection with the people of ,portsmouth was very cordial and happy1 until that gloomy war-cloud which brought on a conflict with ,england came over the land4 ,the anti-war party was numerous1 and very influential2 and1 as ,i could not consent that my country was in the wrong1 a bitter spirit became manifested towards me1 which so operated towards the close of the war1 that ,i became satisfied it was my duty to stay in that place no longer2 and as the society in ,salem was without a pastor1 ,i received an invitation1 which ,i accepted1 to remove to that delightful place4 ,this was by no means a solitary instance or evidence of the warm patriotic fire that ever burned brightly in his bosom4 ,he was ardently attached to the republican principles of our government1 and never failed1 on every suitable occasion1 to evince the most earnest attachment for his country4 ,though a constant and untiring student of divinity1 yet he was by no means a novice in political economy2 the basis of our institutions1 and their true spirit as set forth by the constitution1 the influences and natural results of our style of government1 and the political soundness of the nation1 were themes on which he was more than well informed1 but yet he always carefully avoided mingling in party politics4 ,he removed to ,salem in the month of ,june1 #ahae1 where he found many cordial and true friends1 whose memory and companionship he cherished to the close of life4 ,while resident here he wrote a pamphlet in reply to one by ,john ,kelley1 ,a4 ,m41 entitled ,solemn and ,important ,reasons against becoming a ,universalist4 ,this review was comprised in a pamphlet of eighty pages1 and is a strong and powerful argument in favor of the principles which the author believed1 and which he advocated with such successful zeal4 ,these minor publications of ,mr4 ,ballou's1 when now referred to1 convey but a faint idea of the interest which they then produced4 ,their extended and immediate influence was evident4 ,vast numbers were sold2 some zealous people1 rejoicing at the joy unspeakable to which they had themselves attained through the author's writings and public communications from the pulpit1 purchased them by wholesale1 and distributed them gratis1 far and near4 ,his hearers1 too1 largely increased in numbers1 and he was rewarded for his labors by witnessing the rich harvest that he was reaping in his ,master's vineyard1 and the number of souls he was leading in the paths of truth4 ,while resident in ,salem1 he also wrote a series of letters in reply to a series addressed to him by ,abner ,kneeland1 inquiring into the authenticity of the ,scriptures4 ,the book formed of the letters referred to makes a volume of two hundred and fifty pages4 ,the first edition was published in ,salem1 in #ahaf1 the second in ,boston1 in #ahbj4 ,the origin of these letters1 which created no small degree of attention1 at that period especially1 was as follows3 ,rev4 ,mr4 ,kneeland having at various times expressed serious doubts and fears relative to the genuineness of the holy ,scriptures1 and the system of ,divine revelation therein contained1 solicited ,mr4 ,ballou to enter into a correspondence with him upon the subject1 in which ,mr4 ,kneeland agreed to do his utmost to disprove the truth and authenticity of the ,bible1 while ,mr4 ,ballou should take the opposite ground1 and as strenuously defend it4 ,it was thought that this mode of discussion would be of mutual benefit to them1 and at the time of its commencement was designed solely for their private use4 ,but they were finally published1 at the solicitation of friends1 and with the hope that they might be productive of more extended good4 ,these letters1 which are somewhat lengthy1 and indeed necessarily so on the part of ,mr4 ,ballou1 who assumed the laboring oar1 were always written1 as he has told us1 at a single sitting4 ,they are highly valuable1 and were more particularly so at that period1 as forming a powerful chain of evidence in favor of ,christianity1 and are characterized1 on ,mr4 ,ballou's part1 by a vigorous accuracy and earnest desire after truth1 which prepossesses the reader in their favor4 ,mr4 ,ballou knew very well the misgivings as to the truth of the ,divine revelations by which ,mr4 ,kneeland's mind was exercised1 and1 notwithstanding other pressing duties and regular engagements1 he consented to a discussion which must needs cost him many hours of study and labor1 hoping thereby to lead one soul1 at least1 to a full and clear belief in the gospel of ,christ4 ,these letters reached the number of ten on either side before the correspondence was brought to a close1 when ,mr4 ,kneeland was compelled by the force of evidence frankly to acknowledge his entire satisfaction and conversion2 and having found such joy in believing1 such relief at being released from the iron thraldom of doubt and fear1 he was exceedingly anxious to publish the entire series of letters4 ,it should be remembered that at the present day1 when we have so many excellent books to consult1 and can avail ourselves of the experience and research of so many able minds1--men who have fought the good fight of faith1--it is a very easy matter to sit down and defend the gospel against the arguments of the sceptic1 the ground being already thoroughly canvassed for us pro and con1 and weapons keen and bright placed in our very hands4 ,but ,mr4 ,ballou enjoyed none of these advantages2 his tools were wrought from the native ore1 and skilled after the fashion of his own mind4 ,every line he wrote1 every opinion he advanced1 was the result of deep and careful study1 without the assistance of any other book save the ,bible itself4 ,as #ahae was the year after the war closed1 says ,mr4 ,ballou1 all kinds of provisions were extremely dear1 and my salary was so poorly paid1 that ,i could not get money enough from my friends to meet my expenses2 and during the two years and four months ,i tarried here1 ,i was compelled to spend about three hundred dollars more than ,i received1 of money which ,i had by me when ,i came to ,salem4 ,while resident in ,salem1 he applied himself with unremitting industry and diligence to his studies1 devoting his time wholly to writing upon the subject of his faith1 and the exercise of his professional duties as a minister4 ,his labors here were particularly blessed with success1 and the converts to his church were many4 ,the ,salem society under his charge vastly increased in influence and numbers1 and ,mr4 ,ballou had reason to rejoice at the very evident success of his labors with this people4 ,when he first came to ,salem1 his doctrine1 even by professed ,universalists1 was thought to be too radical1 too universal1 in short too good2 but ere he left them1 they had fallen almost unconsciously into his mode of belief1 gradually1 step by step1 though the passage had been so easy that they had not realized the change until they found themselves already convinced4 ,it was not his practice to assail the unbeliever at once with blunt1 open refutation of his principles1 nor to stagger him by an array of unanswerable arguments1 but realizing that a casual analogy often convinceth when the mind will not bear argument1 he adopted an easy and soothing course of reasoning1 and thus gradually and easily sought his object4 ,thus was many an otherwise hopeless spirit turned from the darkness of error to the light of truth4 ,endeared to all his acquaintances by his unostentatious character1 and by his mild1 patient1 and prudent habits1 the separation from his society in ,salem was mutually a hard task4 ,as soon as it was understood that ,mr4 ,ballou had been talked of as pastor of the ,second ,universalist ,society in ,boston1 ,rev4 ,paul ,dean1 of respectable and influential standing in the order1 and settled in ,boston1 strove by every manner of means to defeat this purpose4 ,he feared the bold1 unflinching1 and manly style of preaching1 for which ,mr4 ,ballou had already become widely celebrated4 ,himself a man who avoided all sectional controversy in his preaching1 he foresaw that the advent of ,mr4 ,ballou in ,boston would compel him to come out openly and acknowledge either that he was a ,universalist or that he was not4 ,he was not willing to risk his popularity in the matter1 and therefore strove1 by letters and orally1 to dissuade ,mr4 ,ballou from coming to ,boston1 and finally he declared to him that if he came hither he should consider it a breach of fellowship1 and should ever after treat him accordingly4 ,mr4 ,ballou was not one to be intimidated by threats2 personal fear was a quality that he never realized4 ,he came to ,boston1 and the sequel shows a result that is perfectly satisfactory to his friends4 ,mr4 ,dean was not prepared to make any great sacrifice for the sake of truth2 it was not at that time popular for him to preach downright ,universalism4 ,the opinions of most men are governed by circumstances1 quite as much as by truthful evidence2 but ,mr4 ,ballou1 with a single eye to truth1 never catered for the popular taste1 never asked whether the promulgation of this or that great principle of truth would be acceptable and popular2 he had no such policy in his composition1 but dealt only in wholesome truths1 and such as his own heart had baptized in the clear1 welling waters of conviction4 ,the editor of the ,christian ,freeman1 ,rev4 ,sylvanus ,cobb1 not long since published an account of his first interview with ,mr4 ,ballou1 which we subjoin in this connection1 as being applicable in placing the subject of the controversy1 which is well known to have existed1 between ,mr4 ,ballou and ,mr4 ,dean1 in a proper light4 ,in speaking of his first visit to the city of ,boston1 from his home in ,maine1 the writer says3-- ,at this time the scheme was in vogue with a few brethren1 among whom ,brs4 ,turner and ,dean were conspicuous1 for a division of the denomination1 and the erection of a new order1 which it was calculated would be the leading order1 nearly swallowing up the other1 to be entitled ',restorationists4' ,we impute no evil motive to any one2 but those on whom we called before reaching ,bro4 ,ballou1 felt it to be their privilege to make the projected scheme the chief subject of conversation1 and to express much of the feeling of dissatisfaction towards ,bro4 ,ballou4 ,we were made to feel quite unhappy2 and as we had heard of ,bro4 ,ballou as a stern and severe man1 we expected to be even more harassed with a talk of 'troubles and difficulties' when in company with him4 ,at length we were introduced to his presence1 and took his friendly hand4 ,he sat down by us1 and with much interest and affection he inquired into our labors and prospects1 and into the interests of the cause in ,maine4 ,we waited to hear him introduce the subject of the 'difficulties' but we waited in vain4 ,at length we attempted to draw him out1 by asking him of the nature of the 'difficulties' among the brethren here4 ',i am ignorant1' said he1 'of any real difficulties4 ,certain brethren are believers in a limited future punishment2 but ,i cannot see that that is any occasion for difficulty4 ,certainly ,i know of no reason why ,i should have any trouble with these brethren1 or esteem them any the less for their seeing cause to believe as they do4 ,but if they require me to believe it as essential to the ,christian faith1 ,i feel that it is proper for me to call on them for the proof of the doctrine4 ,we cannot see with each other's eyes2 we must be willing to allow each other to judge for himself4 ,i love those brethren1 and wish them prosperity and happiness4' ,and tears started from his eyes when he spoke4 ,we felt that he spoke from the heart4 ,there was no envy1 no scheming1 no party spirit about him4 ,he sought a knowledge of ,god's word1 and would 'speak ,god's word faithfully1' and accord the same right to others4 ,and such we have ever found him4 ,we have lived in neighborhood with him twenty-four years1 and have found him one of the most modest1 unassuming1 liberal-minded and true-hearted men we ever knew4 ,he was always pained to see one crowding upon another4 ,he would see all working and prospering1 and rejoicing in each other's prosperity and happiness4 ,may his spirit be with us all4 ,we might dilate upon the subject of this controversy1 but it is not a congenial theme4 ,suffice it to say1 then1 that the shafts of envy and ambition launched forth against ,mr4 ,ballou1 were as innocent and harmless1 as it regarded him1 as the summer winds4 ,it is true that they caused him anxiety of mind1 and not a little annoyance1 in disproving the malignant charges brought against him2 but1 in the end1 these tests only caused his purity of character to shine out with more surpassing brilliancy4 ,,chapter ,,viii4 ,,settles ,,in ,,boston4 ,after a peaceful and happy residence in ,salem1 of a little more than two years1 ,mr4 ,ballou received a cordial invitation from the ,second ,universalist ,society of ,boston to become their pastor4 ,the invitation was accepted2 and1 in the forty-fifth year of his age1 he removed to this city1 and was installed ,december #ae1 #ahag1 in the church which was built with the avowed purpose of obtaining his ministerial services2 and here he continued to preach to the people for over thirty-five years4 ,his letter of acceptance1 addressed to the society1 is as follows3-- ,,sir3 ,the call of the ,second ,universalist ,society1 in ,boston1 inviting me to the labors of the ,christian ministry with them1 together with the liberal terms which accompany said invitation1 have been duly considered2 and1 after weighing all the circumstances relative to the subject1 so far as my limited mind could comprehend them1 ,i have come to the conclusion that it is my duty to accept their call on the conditions therein stated4 ,i largely participate in the 'peculiar pleasure' afforded by the consideration of the unanimity of the society1 and entertain an humble hope that1 with the continuance of this harmony1 we may long continue to enjoy all spiritual blessings in ,christ ,jesus4 ,the society's most humble servant in ,christ1 ,,hosea ,,ballou4 ,to ,,john ,,brazer1 ,esq4 ,rev4 ,thomas ,whittemore1 a devoted1 constant1 and consistent friend of ,mr4 ,ballou1 and who was also regarded by the subject of these memoirs almost like one of his own family1 thus speaks of this period3--,this society had just finished their house1 the present venerable structure1 on ,school-street4 ,they never for a moment had a thought of seeking any other pastor than the ,rev4 ,hosea ,ballou1 if it were possible to obtain his services2 and1 accordingly1 two months before the house was ready for dedication1 a letter of inquiry was dispatched to him1 to draw out his sentiments in regard to a removal to ,boston4 ,in the mean time the house was hurried on to completion4 ,rev4 ,messrs4 ,jones1 of ,gloucester1 ,turner1 of ,charlestown1 ,ballou1 of ,salem1 and ,dean1 of ,boston1 were invited to join in the dedicatory services2 ,father ,jones being invited to preach the sermon1 and the others to arrange the remaining services at their discretion4 ,the dedication took place on ,wednesday1 ,october #af4 ,mr4 ,ballou was not present1 as he was at the time in the country4 ,on the following ,tuesday a meeting of the proprietors was holden1 and ,mr4 ,ballou was invited to take the pastoral charge by a unanimous vote4 ,the salary was fixed1 at first1 at thirteen hundred dollars per annum1 to which donations of fuel were occasionally made4 ,he was installed on ,december #be1 #ahag4 ,rev4 ,paul ,dean preached1 on the occasion1 from ,acts #bj3 #bd4 ,he also gave the fellowship of the churches4 ,rev4 ,e4 ,turner1 of ,charlestown1 made the installing prayer1 and gave the charge4 ,rev4 ,joshua ,flagg1 who had succeeded ,mr4 ,ballou at ,salem1 offered the concluding prayer4 ,thus was ,mr4 ,ballou duly installed as pastor4 ,the congregations that attended on his ministry were exceedingly large4 ,he soon became widely known for his eloquence and boldness1 and the novel nature of the subjects discussed by him4 ,his preaching was of a controversial and doctrinal character4 ,he explained1 in his discourses1 those texts which had been supposed to teach the doctrine of a judgment in the future state1 and endless torment4 ,he was repeatedly called on1 by letter1 from inquirers after truth1 to preach from particular texts of this character2 and1 as he gave public notice of the time when he would explain such passages1 his audiences were immensely large4 ,it was usual1 from ,sabbath to ,sabbath1 to see the meeting-house filled1 in the forenoon1 so that it was difficult to obtain a seat4 ,in the afternoon1 many would be obliged to stand1 especially in the galleries1 and around the head of the stairs2 and in the evening the aisles would be crowded1 above and below4 ,for the last six or eight years preceding the rise of the ,second ,universalist ,society1 ,universalism had produced little or no excitement in ,boston4 ,the ,first ,society remained stationary4 ,mr4 ,dean1 its pastor1 preached little on those subjects on which he differed from other sects4 ,in the vicinity of ,boston there was no movement in favor of ,universalism4 ,there were scarcely ten ,universalist pastors in ,massachusetts4 ,the cause was evidently languid4 ,the rise of the ,second ,universalist ,society in ,boston1 and the removal of ,mr4 ,ballou thither1 produced a new state of things4 ,there arose a commotion among the elements2 but the effect was to purify the atmosphere1 and give men a clearer and more extended vision4 ,new societies1 holding ,mr4 ,ballou's sentiments1 soon began to arise around ,boston4 ,on settling in ,boston1 he at once found a host of true and solicitous friends1 whose interest in his ministry1 respect for his character1 and attention to his general welfare1 enlisted in their behalf his warmest feelings of regard2 sentiments which were ever cherished by him to the last1 and frequently recurred to at his own fireside1 and in the quiet of his family circle4 ,exercised by a realizing sense of this fact1 the more keenly when he remembers that his father can give oral form to these feelings no longer1 the author of this humble biography has at its commencement dedicated it to the subject's cherished friends4 ,we have thus given a memoir of ,mr4 ,ballou's life up to the period of his settlement in ,boston1 where he was destined to operate upon a more extended field of action1--where his mental and physical powers1 thoroughly trained and tested as they had been1 were to be taxed more heavily still2 and where he was destined to build for himself a name that will live in the grateful memory of future generations1 and to erect for himself a monument that points further heavenward than eastern pyramids1--the savor of a truly ,christian life4 ,immediately on his becoming settled in ,boston1 in addition to the duties of his pastoral charge1 and that of writing for two or three religious periodicals1 ,mr4 ,ballou was obliged to answer the frequent demands that poured in upon him1 from every quarter1 to lecture and to preach in the numerous towns within ten1 twenty1 and often fifty miles of the city1 at a time when the means of communication were1 at best1 but very indifferent1--rendering it necessary for him to drive his own vehicle1 in order to reach the desired point without loss of time4 ,so frequent and urgent were these demands for his services1 in towns and villages of ,new ,england1 that week-days1 as well as ,sundays1 were occupied in holding forth to the people1 who came from far and near to hear him4 ,not unfrequently were several consecutive days thus employed2 portions of the night even being improved in travelling between the several places when at a great distance apart1 and sleep1 or rest of any sort1 being but sparingly indulged in4 ,but so zealous was he in the glorious cause that filled his whole soul1--so thoughtless of self1 and so wedded to his ,master's business1--that his own labors seemed to him as nothing2 and neither his energies nor his spirits were wearied for a single moment4 ,the bow of his mind and body both seemed ever strung and bent1 yet never to lose their elasticity4 ,the amount of actual physical labor which he thus performed can hardly be estimated2 but certain it is that he must have been almost miraculously sustained1 to have endured so much fatigue without most serious injury4 ,soon after coming to ,boston1 says ,mr4 ,ballou1 opposition to my ,unitarian views1 and to the way in which ,i explained many important passages of ,scripture1 put on a serious aspect4 ,most of this opposition was exercised by professed ,universalist preachers4 ,there was much hypocrisy and low cunning set to work in order to check my success2 but1 though this was a source of much grief to my heart1 it was the means of calling into action all my resources1 which ,i found it necessary to put in requisition for the defence of the truth4 ,all this resulted in good4 ,my editorial duties1 my necessarily long sermons three times on every ,sabbath1 giving evening lectures at home and in the neighboring towns1 tried to the utmost my physical powers of endurance4 ,with all these engagements1 ,i was writing and publishing the two volumes of my ,lecture ,sermons1 and my ,select ,sermons1 which proved too much for my strength1 and ,i brought on a weakness in my left side that has affected me for years4 ,the weakness here referred to was doubtless caused by sitting for hours together at his writing-table in his study1 with only such brief intervals as were necessarily consumed in taking his frugal meals4 ,at such times he partook very sparingly of any kind of nourishment1 declaring1 when solicited on this point1 that his brain was clearer1 his mind more vigorous1 when he ate but little1 than when he allowed himself fully to satisfy his appetite4 ,during the hours devoted to writing he was never disturbed2 his children never for one moment forgot that he was thus engaged2 and though they might pass through his apartment1 still it was with a careful step and noiseless way1 that showed their constant consideration for one whom they so much venerated4 ,when he was thus engaged1 for the last thirty years1 having become relieved of the immediate domestic cares of her family1 his wife always sat with him1 sewing1 knitting1 or reading1 but never interrupting him4 ,thus they grew1 year by year1 when he was in the house1 more and more inseparable1 and the tender regard of each seemed to increase for the other as year after year whitened their venerable locks4 ,concerning the period of his early settlement in ,boston1 ,rev4 ,sylvanus ,cobb says3--,when ,mr4 ,ballou entered upon his labors here1 benignantly warring upon the hurtful errors which enslaved and paralyzed the common mind1 and elucidating those prominent gospel truths which are the bread of life to the soul1 there was an extensive movement of mind in the city1 and in the region round about1 far and near4 ,when the ,twenty-six ,lectures1 published by ,henry ,bowen1 were in the process of delivery1 the church was usually filled an hour before the set time of beginning1 and multitudes would be going away who could not find entrance4 ,he had done much before this1 by his ministry in other places1 and the publication of his ,notes on the ,parables1 ,treatise on ,atonement1 and controversy with ,robinson1 to advance the cause of truth2 but he was now providentially placed at a commanding stand-point1 a central position1 the commercial emporium of ,new ,england1 whence his influence went out through all the land4 ,business men1 from different parts1 who had occasion to be in ,boston over the ,sabbath1 would go in at ,school-street church1 become convinced by the able expounder's arguments1 go home1 taking with them some of his publications1 and commence a work in their respective neighborhoods1 which1 in many cases1 resulted in the formation of societies4 ,as a sample of the spirit he was forced to encounter1 and the animosity felt against ,universalists generally1 and their teachings1 by the clergy of other persuasions1 we relate the following anecdote4 ,being in the town of ,mattapoisett1 ,mass41 during one of his short journeys into the neighboring country to fulfil professional engagements1 ,mr4 ,ballou found that he must stop there for the night4 ,it was soon known in the village that he was to remain for this period1 and he was at once waited upon by a committee chosen for the purpose1 and informed that the town's people were exceedingly anxious to hear him preach1 and that permission had been obtained for him to hold forth in the ,orthodox meeting-house1 if agreeable to himself4 ,mr4 ,ballou cheerfully consented to their wishes1 and the people were notified accordingly4 ,it is proper to state1 that several among those who invited ,mr4 ,ballou to preach here1 were themselves large share-holders in the meeting-house1 and in two instances members of the church4 ,notwithstanding all this1 when ,mr4 ,ballou came to the meeting-house1 not anticipating the least opposition to his purpose1 he was met at the door by the ,orthodox clergyman then officiating here1 and who positively forbade his entrance4 ,in vain did ,mr4 ,ballou attempt calmly to reason with him2 still the excited pastor insisted most vociferously that he should not enter1 although fully informed of all the circumstances4 ,nor would he yield until at length he was absolutely dragged away forcibly by his own friends4 ,erasmus1 the reformer of the fifteenth century1 who stemmed the wild torrent of a barbarous age1 was not more strongly opposed by the bigoted ,catholics of his day1 who charged him with having laid the egg that ,luther hatched1 than was ,hosea ,ballou by the partialists of his times4 ,particularly was this the case during the early and middle period of his public labors4 ,the reformation begun by ,luther has been well termed an insurrection of the human mind against the absolute power of spiritual order4 ,its earliest fruit was the vigorous but narrow belief of ,puritanism2 then followed the more liberal creeds of the subsequent period2 but it seemed to be left for ,mr4 ,ballou to strike out and illustrate the doctrine of perfect freedom through ,christ1 of entire impartiality and free grace1 which the doctrine of universal salvation inculcates4 ,relative to the bigotry and unreasonable spirit often evinced towards the subject of this biography1 and the cause he advocated1 we are reminded in this connection of another anecdote1 which is authentic1 and which the subject of these memoirs related to his family4 ,not long after ,mr4 ,ballou's settlement in ,boston1 he received a pressing invitation to visit the island of ,nantucket4 ,the inconvenience of communication between the island and the main land was considerable1 but he consented1 and passed some ten days there1 preaching every successive day and evening to large and interested audiences1 creating a very earnest movement in the matter of religion4 ,on his return1 arriving at ,new ,bedford1 he took the stage coach for ,boston1 and in it found but one other person4 ,scarcely had the journey commenced1 when his fellow-passenger opened the conversation by saying1-- ,you are just from the island1 ,i suppose8 ,yes1 sir1 was the reply4 ,well1 they say old ,ballou is over there1 preaching his heresy4 ,did you see him8 ,yes1 ,i saw him1 was the calm reply4 ,well1 he's a rough old fellow4 ,i don't like him4 ,why not8 asked ,mr4 ,ballou4 ,because he preaches that all men will be saved and go to heaven in their sins1 and no man in his senses can believe that4 ,but1 sir1 did you ever hear him preach8 ,no2 ,i hope not1 said the man4 ,then you may be misinformed as to what he does preach1 said ,mr4 ,ballou1 mildly4 ,now ,i think he would say1 if he were here1 that he did not believe nor preach as you have represented4 ,but what does he believe1 then8 said the stranger1 somewhat earnestly4 ,i think he would say that sinners are to be saved from their sins1 not in their sins4 ,christ came to save the world from sin1 not in sin2 and furthermore we are told in the ,scriptures that 'he that is dead is free from sin1' and he that is freed from sin must surely be holy1 and consequently happy4 ,sir1 if ,i may be so bold1 said the stranger1 after looking for a moment somewhat critically1 where do you live when at home8 ,i live in ,boston1 sir4 ,whose church do you attend8 ,mr4 ,ballou's church1 sir4 ,what is your name8 ,my name is ,ballou1 he replied1 pleasantly4 ,the man was of course confounded4 ,he stammered forth some excuse2 but though he listened to ,mr4 ,ballou's kindly-meant remarks with the utmost attention1 yet he was evidently very ill at ease1 and1 watching his opportunity1 left the stage at the next stopping-place4 ,by careful study1 aided by his natural quickness of conception and vigorous powers of mind1 he had1 without other assistance than that of books1 acquired a practical knowledge of the ,greek and ,hebrew languages1 which greatly assisted him in his profession1 by enabling him to translate the most important passages from the original ,scriptures1 and thus to throw light upon many points that had heretofore been in some degree shrouded in mystery1 by the one-sided and partial translation given in our own version of the ,bible4 ,at the present day it is well known that our common translation of the ,scriptures is deficient in several instances1 and this too at the most important and most critical passages4 ,this being the case1 ,mr4 ,ballou found the power of translating for himself to be of the utmost importance as an aid to repel false argument1 as well as being a matter of much personal satisfaction and enjoyment4 ,at different times1 and for several years1 says ,mr4 ,ballou1 in reference to this subject1 ,i have attempted to solve peculiar passages of ,scripture1 which were so difficult to understand as to lead me to question the correctness of their reading from the original4 ,in order to do this1 ,i have studied ,greek1 and have had some aid from ,greek scholars and ,greek lexicons1 and have consulted various commentators2 possessed myself of the ,septuagint1 or ,greek ,testament1 and other ,greek works4 ,with all these helps and efforts1 ,i have been enabled to satisfy myself relative to any particular passage4 ,i have found but little benefit from these means in regard to the ,old ,testament2 in respect to the ,new1 ,i have often been assisted1 and found that my little knowledge of ,greek has been more useful4 ,for similar ends and purposes ,i obtained a ,hebrew ,bible1 lexicon1 grammar1 etc42 but1 though ,i have bestowed not a little labor on the ,hebrew1 my other avocations and cares have prevented any great degree of proficiency1 though ,i have experienced much aid and assistance in elucidating many points4 ,i might say about as much of my ,latin ,bible1 lexicon1 grammar1 and reader4 ,i have made some considerable use of all these books1 and have given many of my leisure hours to the ,hebrew1 ,greek and ,latin languages1 but ,i profess to know so little of them that it is hardly worth naming2 though ,i must acknowledge ,i have found them of considerable use when some arrogant disputant should think to silence me by an appeal to the original4 ,but it is a fact that ,i have never met with many college-learned ministers who appeared to have retained much of their ,greek1 if indeed they ever had much4 ,i think it would require no little study and observation to determine the question1 which amounts to the most1 the benefit which the public gain by the extra learning of their clergy1 or the imposition they suffer by estimating that learning above its value4 ,this last reference should not be misconstrued by the reader1 as conveying the idea that the subject of this biography was opposed in any way to education1 or educational movements4 ,those who knew him best will bear ready testimony to the contrary4 ,indeed1 his own struggles in obtaining knowledge had given him a just estimate of the true value of such conveniences as should facilitate the dissemination of intelligence far and wide4 ,when ,i look about me1 he says1 and contrast the great improvements in the means for gaining knowledge1--when ,i behold the youth of to-day and remember the youth of my own boyhood1--,i am struck with the contrast that facts present relative to education4 ,i am also rendered thankful to a ,divine ,providence1 which has been pleased to advance the improvement in mental culture and the facilities for learning1 in an equal degree with the surprising advancements which have been accomplished in the arts and sciences4 ,few are so poor or lowly now that they may not enjoy the advantages of schools and able teachers1 and ,i may add that few there are who do not avail themselves of the rich opportunity which is offered them for storing their minds with knowledge1 and thus preparing themselves for useful members of society4 ,half a century since1 the case was very different2 schools were little thought of among the poor1 and children in the country could seldom be spared from home to attend those that were occasionally opened4 ,yet ,i am satisfied that the advantages which were offered at that time were even more assiduously improved than they are at this period4 ,this1 however1 was but natural1 under the circumstances4 ,no man put a higher estimate upon knowledge than he did1 but it was useful1 practical knowledge that he valued4 ,he had no respect for mere titles and college honors4 ,he had seen the eclat of a college diploma go further with many simple people than a sound argument or the possession of sterling wisdom would have done1 and it is not surprising that the observation of such weakness should have led him to speak out1 as we have seen him do in this connection4 ,he may have felt the remark1 too1 which his opponents sometimes sneeringly made of him1 that he never enjoyed a classical or collegiate education4 ,we have a few words to say relative to this reflection4 ,now1 we solemnly believe1 and are prepared to argue1 that a collegiate education would have materially detracted from his usefulness4 ,a scholastic or classic course of study seems to unfit men in a great degree for active life4 ,the practical too often becomes merged in the ideal1 and the mind grows effeminate4 ,a theoretical knowledge of human nature is imbibed1 and we are led to contemplate our fellow-men through a false medium2 for essayists write of men as they should be1 but rarely as they are4 ,mr4 ,ballou was acknowledged by all who knew him1 to possess a remarkable degree of knowledge concerning human nature1 but it was gathered from men1 not books1 from experience1--,time's free school1--not from theory4 ,no other kind of knowledge would have fitted him for the peculiar path he was born to pursue4 ,a pioneer should be what he was2 a follower1 the roads once cleared1 and the track made smooth1 might1 perhaps1 without danger1 be less practical and more imaginative4 ,education1 to be truly useful1 should be unequalled in its ability to instruct us in the things about us1 and to strengthen us for the duties that lie in our path of life4 ,the true being1 end1 and aim of all study should be1 to improve men in the best reason of living1 while any learning that aims above the practical interests of life is comparatively unimportant4 ,even in the ministry1 ,church ladders are not always mounted best ,by learned clerks and ,latinists professed4 ,that learning which makes us acquainted with ourselves1 says ,mr4 ,ballou1 with the powers and faculties of the human mind1 with divine truth1 which is plainly revealed1 with its power on the mind and heart1 with the concatenations of cause and effect1 and to understand our every-day duty1 which grows out of our wants and the wants of those about us1 is learning of a better quality than that which only enables us to call things by different names1 without giving us a knowledge of their natural qualities either for good or evil4 ,the main characteristic of ,mr4 ,ballou's habit of mind was that of looking at all things in a practical point of view4 ,the importance and real value he attached to things were deduced from his estimate of their use4 ,he regarded life as made up of constantly recurring duties1 and his appreciation of principles1 of religion or philosophy1 was carefully regulated by this standard1 as to the application they bore to every-day matters4 ,the great end of all acquirements should be the ability to discharge more effectually our duties as men and citizens4 ,he who is not a better neighbor1 brother1 friend1 and citizen1 says an eminent writer1 because of his superior knowledge1 may very well doubt whether his knowledge is really superior to the ignorance of the unlettered many around him4 ,or1 to state this great truth more in brief1 a man knows no more to any purpose than he practises4 ,,chapter ,,ix4 ,,commences ,,the ,,universalist ,,magazine4 ,on the third of ,july1 #ahai1 ,mr4 ,ballou commenced the publication of the ,universalist ,magazine1 in connection with a practical printer1--,mr4 ,henry ,bowen4 ,as usual in every enterprise wherein he embarked1 he entered into the purpose and plan of the paper with all his heart1 its avowed object being the more extended dissemination of the gospel of truth1 and the elucidation of ,christ and his mission on earth4 ,it will be observed that in whatever new position we find the subject of these memoirs1 it is secondary to1 or rather in furtherance of1 his ,master's business2 he could have entered into no other pursuit1 could have been contented and happy in no other occupation4 ,it was meat and drink to him1 it was the very breath he drew1 and the only great object and purpose of his life-long career4 ,the object of the ,magazine1 as stated in the editor's salutatory article1 was to discuss the principles of doctrine1 religion1 and morality1 and all articles calculated to promote improvement in these essential matters would be freely admitted into its columns4 ,the ,universalist ,magazine invites the sentiments of different denominations1 says the editor1 to evince themselves to the best advantage1 clothed in their most simple light1 and shining in their purest lustre1 that the mind of the reader may be able to know where to bestow a justifiable preference4 ,those persons laboring in their minds under difficulties and doubts concerning any passage of ,scripture1 were urged to communicate the same to the ,magazine1 where they would be publicly answered1 and thus many might reap the advantage of the queries and the answer4 ,all articles calculated to elevate the mind to the contemplation of divine things1 to reduce haughtiness1 to humble pride1 to exalt the ,divine ,being1 to endear the ,saviour1 to cultivate piety1 to admonish1 to warn1 or to justly rebuke1 to administer comfort and consolation1 will be gratefully received1 and as speedily as convenient communicated to the public4 ,these were the main objects1 and this the plan of the paper1 and to which the editor strictly adhered4 ,some of the strongest arguments in favor of universal salvation1 which ever emanated from the pen of ,mr4 ,ballou1 were first printed in this paper1 and the influence it exerted was too evident not to challenge the attention of both friends and foes at that period4 ,the ,universalist ,magazine was destined to attain to the most extended popularity1 and proved to be of eminent service to the cause which was so ably treated upon in its columns1 each number for a series of years containing an essay upon some important passage of the holy text1 with the original construction as put upon it by ,mr4 ,ballou1 besides the elaborate reviewal of numerous discourses and articles which appeared in other religious magazines1 opposed to ,universalism4 ,the paper was issued weekly1 and drew very largely upon his time and pen4 ,in his editorial capacity1 even as early as this period1 when a systematic effort in the cause of temperance had scarcely been thought of1 and the subject was seldom if ever referred to in public1 we find some forcible articles from him upon this subject4 ,this spirit was strictly in accordance with his private life and habits4 ,living at a period when it was universally customary to offer a guest or caller a glass of wine1 let him come at what hour of the day he might1 and when the decanters and glasses always stood invitingly upon the side-board1 yet he never used ardent spirit as a beverage1 never partook of it at all1 even in after years1 when perhaps a partial stimulant might have been of physical benefit to him1 because of a fixed principle in his own mind concerning its pernicious effects4 ,but1 as we have before intimated1 this temperate habit was by no means confined to ardent spirit alone2 the same abstemiousness characterized his daily meal4 ,he partook only of the simplest food1 and of that sparingly4 ,this excellent habit grew to be a second nature to him1 and in all places and under all circumstances was always exercised4 ,in connection with essays1 leading articles1 reviews and sermons1 which he furnished for the ,magazine1 he also contributed many fugitive poems to fill the poet's corner4 ,it should be remembered that they were generally written at a few moments' warning in his sanctum1 and in answer to the printer's call4 ,all of them are1 however1 indicative and characteristic of the spirit and state of mind which possessed his heart4 ,the following piece1 taken at random1 is a sample4 ,,immortality4 ,that orient beam which cheers the morn1 ,and drives the murky gloom away1 ,through trackless ether swiftly borne1 ,to welcome in the infant day1 ,reminds me of the heavenly light1 ,whose rays1 dispersing error's gloom1 ,open to man a glory bright1 ,in a fair world beyond the tomb4 ,those varying scenes of beauty fair1 ,which welcome in the youthful spring2 ,the blooming fields1 the fragrant air1 ,the leafy groves and birds that sing1 ,remind me of that promised day1 ,when from the dead mankind shall rise1 ,as pure as light1 and wing their way ,to spring eternal in the skies4 ,for some years ,mr4 ,ballou continued as sole editor of the ,magazine1 in addition to his other writings1 and the ever pressing duties of his profession4 ,after gaining a firm footing1 this publication passed into the hands of ,rev4 ,thomas ,whittemore1 an able and zealous man1 who is still the editor and proprietor4 ,mr4 ,ballou continued to write for its columns regularly for more than thirty years4 ,mr4 ,whittemore has changed or added to its original title1 so that it is now known as the ,trumpet and ,universalist ,magazine1 one of the most largely circulated and popular publications in the whole denomination4 ,during the year #ahai and the year preceding it1 ,mr4 ,ballou had occasion to make several replies1 in pamphlet form1 to reviews of his sermons which he was at that time delivering before the ,second ,universalist ,society1 and which he was induced to write out and publish1 by their request4 ,the reviews here referred to were written by the ,rev4 ,timothy ,merrit1 a ,methodist minister of this city4 ,in the year #ahbj1 ,mr4 ,ballou published a pamphlet of some length1 entitled ,strictures on a published ,sermon1 by ,dr4 ,channing4 ,during this year he also compiled a collection of hymns1 for the use of the denomination generally1 but more especially for the convenience of the ,school-street ,society1 with which he was connected4 ,this collection contained about fifty original hymns from his own pen1 and is the second book of the kind he published1 the first being issued while he resided in ,barnard1 ,vt4 ,it was about this period that the following incident occurred1 and which we give herewith in ,mr4 ,ballou's own words3-- ,by the following anecdote it may be seen into what inconsistencies men are liable to be drawn by an intense desire to maintain favorite sentiments4 ,i had an appointment to preach a lecture in the town of ,canton1 ,mass41 where ,universalism was quite new1 and where there were but few who believed it4 ,at the time appointed ,i was there1 and among the many who were present as hearers1 was a ,methodist minister1 whom before ,i had never seen4 ,after our introduction1 he very civilly asked me if ,i was willing1 after ,i got through my discourse1 that he should have the liberty of offering some remarks in relation to it4 ,i replied that ,i should have no objections to his having that liberty1 reserving to myself the right to reply to his remarks4 ,to this he agreed4 ,as ,i knew my hearers had assembled with an expectation of hearing the doctrine of ,universalism held forth1 ,i took for my text a passage which seemed to me a strong one in favor of the doctrine3 ,first ,tim4 #b3 #d1--',who will have all men to be saved1 and to come unto the knowledge of the truth4' ,in my discourse1 ,i relied on the will of ,god as the foundation of my belief in the final salvation of all men4 ,my sermon was lengthy1 and ,i endeavored to strengthen my arguments1 as well as ,i could1 by many scriptures and various illustrations1 but still relied on the will of ,god as the foundation on which stood the superstructure ,i raised4 ,when ,i had got through1 ,i signified to the congregation that our worthy brother1 the ,methodist minister1 desired to make some remarks on my discourse1 and that ,i hoped they would candidly listen to what he had to say4 ,he then rose and remarked on various points of my arguments1 allowing their justness and propriety4 ',but1' said he1 'as the conclusions which have been drawn in favor of the salvation of all men rest entirely on the will of ,god1 if we can prove that ,god's will is not done1 in many instances which may be named1 it follows necessarily that the doctrine contended for may not be true4' ,this he then labored to make out4 ,now1 feeling confident that he had shaken my foundation in the minds of our hearers1 he proceeded to quote passages upon which he relied to prove the endless misery of the wicked4 ,when he had got through and sat down1 ,i arose and told the people that ,i knew no better way to answer to what our brother had urged1 than to allow that he had refuted the doctrine of the salvation of all men by proving the failure of ,god's will in many instances2 and this being granted1 it also must be granted that ,god's will in regard to the endless misery of sinners might fail of being accomplished also6 ,this reply came so suddenly on the minds of the congregation that it brought them on their feet1 and the aspect which they presented was so peculiar as to abash our brother1 and induce him to say something more1 which the people did not stop to hear4 ,he then turned to me1 and said that he did not mean what ,i had stated to the audience4 ,i told him in reply that what ,i had to do with1 was what he had said4 ,this is but an example of the various incidents1 controversies1 and adventures that he was constantly encountering on his frequent missions into the country2 vicissitudes that taught him much of human nature1 and rendered him ever prompt and ready in reply1 familiarized him with various temperaments1 dispositions1 and phases of character1 and thus enabling him to speak and act more understandingly when again assailed in a like manner1 as well as to put his experience to other available use4 ,in the latter part of the year #ahba and the beginning of '#bb1 ,mr4 ,ballou passed a considerable period in the cities of ,new ,york and ,philadelphia1 which places he was induced to visit by the united invitation of the several societies in these two cities4 ,while in the latter place1 he delivered eleven sermons1 which the societies procured a stenographer to transcribe in short-hand1 as delivered extemporaneously from the pulpit4 ,these sermons were published soon after in ,philadelphia1 making a book of two hundred pages1 a second edition being published in ,boston about ten years after4 ,mr4 ,ballou's manner of delivery was so distinct1 his enunciation so clear1 his language so impressive1 that a practical short-hand writer could easily transcribe every word he uttered in a discourse4 ,there was never any hurry1 no impetuosity1 no excitement that betrayed the speaker into undue haste1 but1 though all was tempered with warmth and zeal1 still it was such admirably controlled earnestness as never to confuse the mind that followed his spontaneous utterance4 ,we well remember when the book herein referred to was handed to him for the first time4 ,i am surprised1 said he1 for this seems almost miraculous2 here are my own words and thoughts literally as ,i uttered them1 in living and indelible lines upon these pages1 while my pen has never transcribed one letter of the matter4 ,i might have improved this by reviewing it for the press1 but1 after all1 it is as ,god sent it6 ,reading on1 he would pause now and then to say1 ,i should not have remembered that ,i said that1 if it was not so literally recalled to me4 ,these sermons being upon important doctrinal points and subjects1 as indeed were nearly all his sermons1 are of peculiar value4 ,the book is also a very excellent sample of ,mr4 ,ballou's extempore style of preaching1 as these sermons were printed from the reporter's notes1 unrevised by the author1 who1 indeed1 did not see them until they were sent to him in ,boston in book form4 ,at the time these sermons were delivered1 the churches were always crowded to their utmost capacity4 ,the ,sabbath was not only thus occupied1 but also many days and evenings of each week1 the simple announcement of a meeting being quite sufficient to ensure a large and attentive audience for the occasion4 ,in the mean time1 in private circles1 ,mr4 ,ballou was forming extensive personal acquaintance with the hospitable citizens1 among whom he counted some of the warmest friends in the cherished host1 who continued such with him to the closing hours of his earthly career4 ,the largest audience ,i remember to have addressed1 he says1 was in ,washington ,garden ,saloon1 ,philadelphia1 which my friends had procured for me1 finding the meeting-houses far too small to accommodate the crowds that thronged to our meetings4 ,this hall1 which will accommodate some six thousand people1 was crowded to excess4 ,on no former occasion did ,i ever feel more pressed with the weight of duty which lay upon me1 nor a more sensible need of divine assistance4 ,the attention of the audience1 and the multitude of friendly hands which were extended to receive my adieu1 seemed to speak a language which signified the approbation of my divine ,master1 which1 to me1 is far better than life4 ,one of the most marked peculiarities of ,mr4 ,ballou's character was not only his almost inexpressible degree of simplicity1 but his perfect self-possession1 and unmoved and placid calmness1 under any and all circumstances4 ,when he arose to address an audience of thousands1 as was the case above referred to1 they awed him not2 he would have spoken the same in a private dwelling of ,new ,hampshire1 before a few hastily assembled friends1 or1 with the same prophetic unction1 in a barn2--the village school-house or the city church were all alike to him4 ,when he arose to address an audience1 whether of thousands or of scores1 it was always with a heart so full of his theme1 so lowly and humble before his ,maker1 that not a thought betrayed itself in action of a character to indicate that he considered himself in the slightest degree1 or that there was such a being as self in existence4 ,and then1 when he spoke1 it was not with the adornments of rhetorical elegance1 nor with a striving after effect2 not one useless or unnecessary word fell from his lips2 it was simplicity and impressiveness personified4 ,such preaching was natural2 there was not an artificial element in it4 ,no wonder that it produced such results2 no wonder that he should witness the visible fruits of his labors ripening about him4 ,it was no spirit of fanaticism that created such a furore in the public to hear him1 it was not fear for their own good hope of salvation that brought people together in such masses2 it was not excitement1 that grand agent of revival meetings generally4 ,no2 it was a far worthier influence than these2 it was a desire to hear the good tidings that the preacher dispensed1 as he alone could do4 ,it was to partake of the bread of life that they came1 and they were filled4 ,he was emphatically the messenger of peace and good will to men2 and the multitudes who came to hear the words of promise from his lips1 received them as the shepherds did to whom the angels bore the glad tidings as they watched their flocks by night4 ,after the departure of ,christ1 and the death of his immediate disciples1 a darkness had crept upon the hearts and souls of mankind2 faith in the boundless love of the ,creator had been weakened1 as belief in his vengeance strengthened1 and nearly all ,christian creeds were gloomy1 disheartening1 and repulsive4 ,to dispel these erroneous views1--to withdraw the clouds that hid the brightness of the bow of promise1--to reveal all the priceless tenderness and love of the divine nature1--to radiate the light of hope upon a darkened world1 was a task as glorious as ever fell to the lot of man4 ,what more thrilling discoveries ever dawned upon the human intellect than those which revealed themselves to1 and rewarded the prayerful search of1 him of whom we write8 ,we can easily understand how the greatness of this mission strengthened and sustained him in his arduous duties1 in his daily gospel labors1 in his long journeyings1 in his voluminous exertions with the pen and in the pulpit4 ,verily the hour and the man had arrived4 ,it mattered little that he did not spare himself1 that he gave himself up wholly to his vocation2 it was not destined1 not designed1 that he should succumb in the good fight2 vigor and energy were given him to support him through all his trials1 up to the very verge of a long and eventful life1 when the chief end of his existence had been accomplished4 ,not long subsequent to his return from this journey to ,new ,york and ,philadelphia1 he published a series of ,lecture ,sermons1 in one volume of four hundred pages4 ,this book1 like every one that ever emanated from his pen1 had a very extensive sale1 passing through several large editions1 and still finds a ready market4 ,these ,lecture ,sermons give1 like the ,treatise on ,atonement1 an evidence of the fact that the author was always working in new veins of thought4 ,he was not one contented to follow in the beaten track of others2 his motto from the outset was progress2 and each new work that emanated from his pen and comprehensive mind1 gave fresh token of research and discovery4 ,not long after the issuing of the ,lecture ,sermons1 he published another book1 entitled ,select ,sermons upon ,important ,passages1 making a book of three hundred and fifty pages4 ,like the previous work1 this book is peculiarly characteristic of its author1 and treating1 as it does1 upon deeply interesting and doctrinal points1 it has found a wide circulation4 ,these books are distinguished alike for patient research1 wise reflections1 deep penetration1 and the soundness of their moral influence4 ,the last work has passed through seven editions4 ,mr4 ,ballou was frequently heard to remark1 that if we would reason in reference to the divine economy as we do concerning other matters1 we should soon discard many of the false notions which do so much towards enshrouding our spirits in darkness1 and thus preventing our progress towards the goal of gospel truth4 ,in illustration of this1 we subjoin the following anecdote1 in his own words1 as furnished for the ,universalist ,magazine at the time of its occurrence4 ,it happened to him while on a journey from ,boston to ,watertown1 ,new ,york1 in the year #ahbd4 ,while absent from his paper1 ,mr4 ,ballou was in the habit of supplying his editorial columns through the mail1 partly made up of correspondence from the points he visited1 and relating to such matters and themes as were calculated to interest a mind of his peculiar character4 ,the following anecdote is taken from one of these letters4 ,the day following1 a widow belonging to ,pittsfield1 ,mass41 entered the stage in that town to go to ,denmark1 ,new ,york1 to visit her young son1 whom she had not seen for six years1 and who is now about fifteen4 ,this lady ,i found to be quite orthodox in her views1 and disposed to question me concerning mine4 ,at the inn in ,albany where the stage stops1 we had some serious conversation on the subject of the ignorance and unbelief of man4 ,her queries concerning this subject were directed in the usual way1 and were designed to prove that in consequence of unbelief in the ,saviour1 the sinner is expected to be cut off forever without mercy4 ,having noticed in this lady an anxious desire to find her son1 and perceiving that her affections were tender towards her fatherless child1 ,i thought proper to try to open her eyes by means of appealing to her natural affection4 ',madam1 do you think your son will know you8' ,i asked4 ,she1 with manifest emotion1 replied1 ',it is so long since he saw me1 that ,i do not think he will6' ',and should you find that he has forgotten you1 so as not to recognize your person and countenance1 do you think he would be in danger on that account of losing your favor8' ,tears started into her eyes1 and the weight of the question was sensibly manifest4 ,she replied in the softest accents in the negative4 ',well1 madam1' ,i continued1 'should you find that your son has forgotten your countenance1 and should you inform him of the fact of which you find him ignorant1 and yet he should not believe you1 should you then feel unkindly towards your son8' ,she fully appreciated the question1 and answered in the negative4 ,i then called her attention to the remarkable passage in the forty-seventh chapter of ,isaiah1 in which the divine kindness is commended to exceed the compassion of a mother to her tender offspring4 ,she signified her satisfaction1 and gave me to understand that the argument had reached its object4 ,this anecdote1 striking and beautiful in its bearings1 is also particularly interesting as being so perfect an illustration of ,mr4 ,ballou's style of argument4 ,he always brought the subject home to the feelings and affections of his hearers1 illustrating his theme by the simplest facts4 ,his examples by way of explaining his subject were ever so aptly chosen1 as to seem to have occurred almost solely for his use2 these illustrations were ever drawn from every-day life1 and from the most familiar subjects about us4 ,the family circle afforded an infinite variety of bearings and illustrations1 exceedingly well fitted to delineate his belief2 and those who have been accustomed to hear him preach1 will remember how frequently he referred to the homes of his hearers for illustrations4 ,in this respect his discourses were a close imitation of his ,master's1 who spoke as never man spoke4 ,there lies open before us at this moment the autobiography of ,rev4 ,abel ,c4 ,thomas1 where he speaks of ,mr4 ,ballou on the occasion of his 7,mr4 ,thomas's7 first visit to ,boston1 and his meeting with the subject of this biography4 ,no one will deem me invidious in mentioning ,hosea ,ballou4 ,there he stood in the simplicity and maturity of a child-man4 ,was it marvellous that his heart-speech should tingle within me as the voice of a father8 ,he stood up the taller in his manhood for having bowed to brotherly fellowship with a boy4 ,there was no distinguishing grace in the act2 it was his way alway1 and he was only the taller on that account4 ,he was preaching then 7,o6 how luminously and forcibly he was preaching67 at the age of threescore4 ,it was ever thus that strangers were impressed on meeting with him4 ,they had heard1 of course1 much of ,hosea ,ballou1 they had read his books1 or his essays through the newspaper press2 by name and reputation they had long known him4 ,some had imagined him proud1 austere1 and distant4 ,they approached a man1 for the first time1 who had reached to his extended span of life1 to his experience and world-wide celebrity1 with some degree of awe2 but his warm pressure of the hand1 the tender and soft expression of his eye1 the soothing and melodious voice1 7that gentle1 soothing1 yet impressive voice1 how strongly our senses recall it now67 the kind word1--these instantly dispelled any feeling of distance that might have arisen in the breast of the new comer2 and he found impressed on every word he uttered1 on every lineament of his features1 on every sentiment of his heart1 a spirit of divine simplicity4 ,arrogating nothing to himself1 unassuming to the utmost degree1 he counted his own services as nothing1 and only aspired to be known as his ,master's follower1 and the servant of all men4 ,,chapter ,x4 ,,commences ,,the ,,universalist ,,expositor4 ,during the year #ahca ,mr4 ,ballou commenced1 with his nephew1 ,rev4 ,hosea ,ballou #b;d1 the editorship of the ,universalist ,expositor1 a quarterly publication4 ,he continued for two years as editor of the work1 and afterwards as a regular contributor for a number of years4 ,in ,november1 #ahcd1 ,mr4 ,ballou was again induced to make the cities of ,new ,york and ,philadelphia a professional visit4 ,he had1 previous to this date1 and repeatedly afterwards1 been earnestly solicited to settle in ,new ,york1 as well as in ,philadelphia4 ,indeed1 a systematic effort was made in the former city to obtain his services permanently1 and he was offered the pecuniary consideration of several hundred dollars more per annum than he then or ever after received from the ,second ,universalist ,society in ,boston4 ,besides this increase in salary1 there were several other important inducements offered in order to influence him to settle among them4 ,but ,mr4 ,ballou had1 after so many years' residence and pastorship in this city and over a society he so much loved1 become deeply and ardently attached to the associations of his charge1 and had formed ties of friendship and love that were almost too strong to sever4 ,he1 however1 returned an answer at last to these reiterated applications and proposals1 that he would lay the subject before his society1 and they should decide the matter for him4 ,the society in ,new ,york signified their willingness to have the matter thus settled2 and he accordingly represented the same to the ,second ,universalist ,society1 telling them exactly his own feelings1 and bidding them to decide the matter for him4 ,there was but one voice in the society2 the feelings he had expressed were entirely reciprocated2 the vote that he must remain with them1 was unanimous2 there was not one dissenting voice4 ,he had been tried1 and found faithful4 ,cheerfully acquiescing in this decision1 the subject was dropped1--an understanding being had1 and indeed a promise given on ,mr4 ,ballou's part1 that he would visit ,new ,york professionally as often and for as long a period at a time as he could make it convenient4 ,the following letter was written to his wife from ,new ,york1 during his visit to that city in this year4 ,it is one in his usual style1 and will show the reader the tender relationship of his domestic associations1 and also the reliance in ,divine ,providence which ever actuated him4 ,he never wrote the briefest letter without expressing the same religious sentiment4 ,the letter is dated ,new ,york1 ,october #cj1 #ahcd4 ,,my ,,dear3 ,it is with gratitude to the kind ,protector of our lives1 that ,i inform you of our comfortable health4 ,we had a very good passage from ,boston to this city1 except that the sea was quite boisterous1 which caused our daughters to be quite sea-sick during the night4 ,we arrived in this city about nine o'clock1 ,a4 ,m41 and were kindly received by ,col4 ,harson and family1 where we are at home until to-morrow morning1 when we expect to leave for ,philadelphia4 ,clementina and ,fiducia 7the two daughters with him7 rode about the city yesterday1 and had a view of nearly all its beauties4 ,we took tea with ,mr4 and ,mrs4 ,sawyer last evening1 where we had the pleasure of meeting with ,bro4 ,fuller1 who will supply my desk and bring you this letter4 ,i preached in ,bro4 ,le ,fevre's church on ,tuesday evening1 and have an appointment in ,bro4 ,sawyer's church for this evening4 ,i hope that your cold has subsided1 and that the family are in good health4 ,you will remember that ,bro4 ,fuller is a stranger in ,boston1 and that he will need those attentions which will make him feel at home4 ,give our love to all the inmates of our house1 and1 by the blessing of ,heaven1 expect us at the time appointed4 ,affectionately yours1 ,,hosea ,,ballou4 ,ruth ,ballou4 ,we need hardly pause here to analyze this letter4 ,the reader will at once recognize1 in its composition1 the affectionate husband and father1 the devout ,christian1 and the thoughtful friend1 all of which were innate qualities in the writer's heart4 ,the address of the letter was the style he always adopted towards his wife4 ,the commencement of the same is a perfect type of his constant acknowledgment of the ,divine favor4 ,the reference to the children who were with him1 evinced the same thoughtfulness for their enjoyment and comfort that exercised his mind to his last days2 his inquiry for his wife's health1 hoping that her cold was better1 was another evidence of his solicitous affection for his companion2 and1 finally1 his recommending the bearer as he did1--,you will remember that ,bro4 ,fuller is a stranger in ,boston1 and that he will need those attentions which will make him feel at home1--are all most significant of his mind and heart4 ,immediately after my first visit to ,philadelphia1 says ,mr4 ,ballou1 a second society was formed1 and a large meeting-house was built in ,callowhill4 ,from this society ,i received a very urgent invitation to become their pastor2 but1 as my ,boston friends felt desirous to have me stay with them1 ,i could not think it my duty1 for a few hundred dollars more remuneration for my services annually1 to leave them1 as my salary was at that time sufficient for my wants4 ,so late as the year #ahdd1 by invitation from the ,callowhill society1 ,i visited and preached for them for four weeks4 ,while ,i was there1 my friends proposed sending to ,boston for ,mrs4 ,ballou1 with a desire that ,i would continue with them for an indefinite period4 ,but my age admonished me not to undertake too much4 ,we may add here the following memorandum from notes which he gave the author of these pages relative to a subject before alluded to1 concerning the matter of a larger pecuniary offer for his professional services3 ,at one time1 while ,i tarried in ,new ,york1 the ,pine-street ,society presented me with a pressing invitation to settle with them1 offering me some hundreds of dollars more than ,i was then receiving for my professional services1 to induce me to remove to ,new ,york city4 ,this official invitation1 together with a very brotherly letter from the society in ,new ,york to my own in ,boston1 in which they endeavored to assign good reasons for my removal1 ,i took with me to the ,second ,universalist ,society1 in ,school-street4 ,i had previously given my friends in ,new ,york to understand that ,i would not be persuaded to leave ,boston1 unless my society would give their cordial consent to such a measure4 ,after submitting this letter to my society1 ,i was given to understand1 in an official manner1 that1 by a unanimous vote1 my society had resolved that ,i must remain with them4 ,this of course ended the matter1 as their wish was my guide4 ,we have related these circumstances more particularly to show the reader that ,mr4 ,ballou was actuated by no mercenary motive in this matter1 and indeed to prove that it was a principle altogether foreign to his character4 ,we see that the offer of a greater pecuniary emolument 7we believe the ,new ,york society offered him eight hundred dollars more than he was then receiving per annum1 and also to bear the incidental expenses attendant upon his removal7 had no influence upon his mind4 ,if his society no longer desired his services1 he was ready to leave them at once4 ,if they were still attached to him1 and preferred his ministration to that of any other individual1 no pecuniary inducement should part them4 ,we may use his own words1 and say that the evidence of the unabated regard of the people of his charge1 of their undiminished attachment to him and his services1 rendered him far happier than any amount of silver and gold could possibly have done4 ,indeed1 there was not one spark of mercenary feeling existing in his heart2 it was contrary to his very nature4 ,those who knew ,mr4 ,ballou best were well aware of his punctilious notions as it concerned money affairs4 ,he would not himself owe any man1 and he liked short settlements1 believing in the old adage that they make long friends4 ,he was scrupulously exact in his dealings1 and would be careful not to be overpaid or underpaid in a money transaction2 and these peculiarities may have1 with some1 led to a belief that he was penurious in his disposition1 though this was by no means the case4 ,could we with propriety refer to his numerous private deeds of charity1 to the open-handed dealing that evinced the generous nature of his disposition and the liberality of his heart1 we could exhibit a list of facts that would disabuse the mind of any one of such an unfavorable impression4 ,we feel tenacious upon this point1 realizing as we do the untruth of any such deduction2 and for any one to make such a remark or inference1 would be at once to expose his own personal ignorance of the man4 ,mr4 ,ballou was not one to give injudiciously2 he was not lavish in his bestowals2 but what he gave to charitable purposes1 more or less1 he was careful to know would be productive of real benefit4 ,once satisfied of the worthiness of the purpose1 he always gave in accordance with his means4 ,his generosity was unostentatious1 and sought such channels as run beneath the shades of domestic necessities1 rather than those exhibited on hilltops1 or that advertise themselves in open places4 ,the author of these pages has witnessed from childhood a most liberal and charitable spirit as exercised by the subject of this memoir4 ,when he was solicited for assistance1 he always listened attentively to every appeal1 and carefully examined the case and its merits1 when1 being satisfied of its claims for aid1 he not only gave himself1 but took pains to interest others for the same end4 ,at times he would call on his society1 either collectively or individually1 and thus do a great good by affording timely pecuniary aid1 in many cases4 ,he never asked of a person his religion before he gave him in charity2 all were considered as members of the same great family1 and where want resided1 he knew the door4 ,the needy found in him a firm and judicious friend2 one who was careful not to do them a harm1 in the spirit of kindness1 by encouraging a slothful or idle spirit1 but who sent them away wiser and happier than they came to his door4 ,among the many moral duties1 says ,mr4 ,ballou1 which contribute to the mitigation of the misfortunes of human life1 and to administer to the enjoyments of social beings1 that of charitably bestowing a part of what a liberal ,providence has put into our hands1 on those who have been unfortunate in the loss of property1 or by sickness1 or other unavoidable visitations1 should claim our earnest attention4 ,this virtue at once combines many moral excellences1 and seems to call into action some of the best qualities of our social nature4 ,it is that1 too1 which seems to resemble the bountiful conduct of the ,giver of every good and perfect gift2 and in some degree compares with the grace of our ,lord ,jesus ,christ1 who1 though he was rich1 for our sake became poor1 that we through his poverty might be made rich1 and greatly ornaments the gospel professions of brotherly love4 ,this1 too1 is a virtue which never loses sight of the good of its agent1 who1 being blessed with the genuine spirit of heaven-born charity1 realizes that it is more blessed to give than to receive4 ,nor is there anything more acceptable to the ,divine mind of universal goodness1 than to see rational beings exerting themselves to assist one another4 ',to do good and communicate1 forget not1 for with such sacrifice ,god is well pleased4' ,while ,mr4 ,ballou was in ,philadelphia during the year #ahcd1 he preached nine sermons1 which1 like those delivered in the same city at the close of #ahba and the commencement of '#bb1 were taken down by a stenographer in short-hand1 and published in a volume of two hundred pages4 ,in the preface to this volume1 which1 having been1 like its predecessor1 obtained through the reporter1 was never seen by the author until in print1 ,rev4 ,abel ,c4 ,thomas1 the publisher1 makes the following remarks2 valuable as coming from a discriminating and intelligent mind1 and one which would scorn flattery as it would falsehood4 ,mr4 ,ballou is in the sixty-fourth year of his age1 yet his eye is not dim1 nor his natural force abated4 ,his public communications are distinguished by extraordinary penetration1 perfect knowledge of human nature1 aptness of illustration1 and closeness of reasoning4 ,in private intercourse he manifests the feelings of a heart baptized into the spirit of the living ,god4 ,it is impossible to listen to his public exhibitions of love divine without according to him the meed of sincerity and intellectual power1 and it is equally impossible to mingle with him in the walks of social life without loving him from the heart4 ,mr4 ,ballou was in the habit of making frequent use of the scriptural story of ,joseph and his brethren1 the parable of the ,prodigal ,son1 the case of ,saul of ,tarsus1 and other familiar parables1 to illustrate the doctrinal points of his discourses upon the holy text4 ,these illustrations1 however1 were always apt and appropriate1 and any one who reads the ,scriptures must very well know that these parables present almost innumerable bearings4 ,although he never did so without communicating some new point or bearing in the narrative1 yet the frequency of these references was argued by some as an objection to his style of preaching4 ,in reference to this subject1 ,rev4 ,abel ,c4 ,thomas1 in an appendix to the book referred to1 relates the following anecdote3-- ,after the delivery of a certain discourse in one of our cities1 by ,mr4 ,ballou1 one ,universalist minister said to another1 in a good-natured way1 ',the old man is always harping on ,joseph and his brethren1 the ,prodigal ,son1 and ,saul of ,tarsus4' ',well1' said the other1 'it is a good harp1 nevertheless1 and ,mr4 ,ballou knows how to play upon it4 ,he always plays a new tune1 and ,i could listen to him all night4' ,his book of nine sermons embraces some of the most stirring and able arguments that the author ever produced1 and it has been read by more persons probably than any book of the same character in the country4 ,the first edition was a large one1 but was rapidly followed by others4 ,mr4 ,ballou ever delighted in promoting the innocent amusement of his children in every reasonable way4 ,he never adopted that stern and unapproachable disguise that but too often estranges the affections of the child from the parent4 ,he was fond at times of unbending1 as it were1 from the extreme tension of mental effort1 and entering into the childish amusements of his family circle2 it was only long enough1 however1 to endear himself to that circle1 for his time was too precious to admit of much relaxation1 however grateful this might be to his feelings4 ,it was not with the subject of this biography as with those who wear two faces1 one when at home and another when abroad2 there was no deceit in him2 he carried forth from his home the same face he wore there1 the same aspect of mind and body1 evincing precisely the same characteristics in public as he did in private4 ,he knew no change1 but was always eminently natural everywhere4 ,his social character was such as ardently to endear him to every member of his large family4 ,while he maintained the dignity and authority appropriate to his general character1 still he ever evinced an exuberance of good nature1 and was amiable1 gentle1 and even playful at times1 in his domestic and public intercourse4 ,during the year #ahcd1 ,mr4 ,ballou wrote and published a work entitled1 ,an ,examination of the ,doctrine of ,future ,retribution1 contained in one volume of three hundred pages4 ,this is affectionately dedicated to the second ,universalist ,society of ,boston1 as a token of regard1 by the author1 who had so long presided over this brotherhood in the most happy fellowship4 ,in the following extract from the preface to this book1 the reader will find not only the spirit of the work referred to1 but will also observe that the author states1 in plain and unmistakable terms1 some important points of his faith1--points wherein he differed from some respected brethren of the order1 but which1 however1 form almost the universal belief of the mass of ,universalists4 ,our quotation from this preface commences as follows3-- ,it has always remained the fixed resolution of the writer of the following essay to keep a mind open to conviction2 always active in investigating religious truth2 constantly ready to profess and hold forth any opinion1 however unpopular1 and however opposed by divines1 by the schools1 or by his dearest friends1 when convinced of its truth4 ,this course has led him to give up many religious tenets which were taught him in his youth1 and not a few which were embraced by the denomination to which he has from his youth belonged4 ,travelling this course1 he early renounced the doctrine of endless punishment2 the doctrine of the ,trinity2 that of native depravity2 that of the imputation of sin and of righteousness2 that of the vicarious sufferings of ,christ2 and1 nearly eighteen years ago1 the doctrine of punishment in the future state4 ,it has been his lot to meet with much opposition on most of these points1 from various denominations1 and not the least strenuous from those of the denomination with which he has been happy to hold connection4 ,for the painful travail endured from all this opposition1 he has been abundantly compensated by seeing the rapid advance of the doctrines which he has embraced and endeavored to advocate4 ,the object of the writer of the following pages is to place his views1 respecting the doctrine of a future state of retribution1 before the public1 and to preserve his arguments on that subject1 that when the time shall come1 as he believes it will1 when people in general will number the tenet of future punishment among those corruptions of ,christianity which will then be abandoned1 it may be known that the writer disbelieved it in his day2 and also that the arguments with which he opposed it may then be known4 ,universalists now take a pleasure in looking back and tracing1 from ,origen down to our time1 the progress of the doctrine which embraces the salvation of all men2 and so they will doubtless continue to do in future ages4 ,some may query whether a proper regard to the opinions and feelings of honest1 faithful1 and affectionate brethren1 who believe in the doctrine of future retribution1 but yet earnestly contend for final restoration1 would not incline the writer to be silent on the subject1 and not to come out with this publication4 ,to this inquiry it is replied1 that such brethren1 with their many commendable qualities1 are warmly cherished in the affections of the writer's heart1 nor are they the less regarded because they do not adopt his opinions4 ,and he feels confident that such brethren will entertain no suspicions of his want of respect for them4 ,they will not fail to consider that the views of the writer1 on the subject of retribution1 are not so wide from theirs as theirs are from the views of those authors whom they quote as authority in support of future retribution4 ,they would doubtless sooner embrace the opinion of no future sin and misery1 than defend the doctrine maintained by that good man1 exemplary ,christian1 and faithful minister1 ,elhanan ,winchester1 which supposed that the wicked1 in the world to come1 would suffer1 for ages and ages1 inconceivable torment in literal fire and brimstone4 ,such torment is now denied by our doctors1 who maintain endless punishment1 and rejected also by those who believe in a state hereafter of discipline which shall end in an entire reformation4 ,such brethren will also cordially respond to the assurance that the writer of the following work will never withhold a sincere fellowship from a faithful brother1 because he disagrees with him on the doctrine of divine retribution4 ,it is very possible that some1 who have a strong desire that nothing should be done which should tend1 in the least1 to endanger the harmony and cordial fellowship of ,universalists1 may think that prudence would1 at least1 plead for a delay1 and suggest the propriety of deferring this publication to some future time1 when it might give less offence4 ,such may be assured that their good wishes for the harmony and fellowship of our order are duly respected2 but they cannot be ignorant of the fact that the doctrine of a future state of punishment has been disbelieved1 by ministering brethren of our order1 for many years1 and that much has been published with a view to disprove that doctrine2 and1 moreover1 that now that doctrine is generally disbelieved by ,universalists of our connection2 and yet much harmony prevails1 and our fellowship remains1 and is warmly cherished between brethren whose opinions disagree on the subject of this doctrine4 ,the writer would further remark1 that both age and infirmity admonish him that what he feels it his duty to do1 he ought not to delay2 and he cannot believe that any of his brethren can feel1 in the least1 wounded because their aged brother should finish his labors in accordance with the dictates of his own understanding4 ,it is a happy circumstance1 that in the denomination of ,universalists1 no one feels bound to defend and support the particular opinions of another1 any further than he is himself convinced of their truth and importance4 ,our platform of faith is general1 and allows individuals an extensive latitude to think freely1 investigate minutely1 and to adopt what particular views best comport with the honest convictions of the mind1 and fearlessly to avow and defend the same4 ,in perusing this book1 or indeed any of ,mr4 ,ballou's numerous works1 the reader cannot fail to be struck with the complete simplicity and purity of the author's style1 at the same time being deeply impressed with the magnitude of the subject treated upon3 he finds the book to be more like a familiar friend with whom he is conversing1 than the deep logical work it really is4 ,this is caused by the peculiar clearness and force of the style1 while all is so conceived and put down as to be within scope of the humblest understanding4 ,all his comparisons and illustrations are drawn from the most familiar objects about us1 bringing our every-day life and experience to bear upon the theme2 and thus his arguments were doubly forcible and plain4 ,it was the common remark that little children could understand his sermons1 and remember the moral inculcated4 ,if ,i can only make my subject so plain that children will understand me1 he once said in relation to this subject1 my purpose will be gained1 and ,i shall not be preaching in vain4 ,probably there never was a public speaker who possessed more fully the power of making himself perfectly and clearly understood1 in every bearing of his subject1 than did ,mr4 ,ballou4 ,this was commonly remarked of him by all1 and more especially by those in his own profession of the ministry1 who had learned by experience what a difficult matter it sometimes is to impress an audience with the precise idea intended by the speaker4 ,about this date1 in ,mr4 ,ballou's manuscript memoranda he says3--,i well remember a conversation ,i had with a learned doctor of divinity of this city1 some years ago4 ,it happened that we were both going into the country1 and took the same stage4 ,we had not travelled far before the doctor very politely addressed me1 expressing a desire to know my opinion on a certain passage of ,scripture1 as he did not know how it was explained by those of my opinion in religious matters4 ,the stage being quite full of gentlemen who were strangers to me1 but to whom ,i was doubtless well known1 ,i was somewhat surprised that the learned divine should introduce a scriptural subject1 and especially one concerning which he supposed we entertained different views4 ,however1 ,i was well satisfied that he expected to see me embarrassed in presence of the passengers1 whose curiosity was evidently excited4 ,i replied that ,i was not unwilling1 on any proper occasion1 to give my views on any passage of ,scripture when desired to do so1 provided ,i was satisfied in my own mind concerning its true meaning4 ,there was the most profound attention evinced1 and the doctor introduced ,gal4 #f3 #g and #h4 ',be not deceived2 ,god is not mocked3 for whatsoever a man soweth1 that shall he reap4 ,for he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption2 but he that soweth to the spirit shall of the spirit reap life everlasting3' the passage being one with which many occasions had made me quite familiar4 ,i replied immediately1 as follows3 ',i presume1 sir1 you will understand all you wish to know of my views of this text1 if you hear me repeat it1 and duly observe where ,i lay especial emphasis2--,be not deceived3 ,god is not mocked2 for whatsoever a man soweth that shall he also reap4 ,for he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption2 but he that soweth to the spirit shall of the spirit reap life everlasting4' ,the moment ,i pronounced the words of the text thus1 there was a smile on the countenances of all in the stage1 and a movement which signified satisfaction4 ,i merely remarked1 in conclusion1 that no man who should sow in one field1 would think of going to another to reap4 ,the doctor made me no reply1 nor did he ask any more questions4 ,the above is but a sample1 continues ,mr4 ,ballou1 of the unnumbered cases in which ,i have seen how utterly abortive is a liberal education1 with the addition of a theological school1 in freeing the human mind from religious errors4 ,so far from effecting any such desirable end1 these so highly esteemed advantages generally serve to puff up the mind and heart with pride1 and close every avenue through which light might be received4 ,the engrossing habits of a student1 and the employment of a large portion of his time in writing1 brought upon ,mr4 ,ballou the weakness in his left side1 before referred to1 and which was still more augmented by his continued use of the pen4 ,this trouble became at last a seated and irreparable one1 and a source of much bodily suffering to him until the close of his life1 though serious attacks of it were but transient1 and usually lasting but a few hours at a time4 ,this affection was of rather a peculiar character1 so that when anything occurred1 of an unpleasant nature1 to trouble or distress his mind1--bad news of any sort1 the sudden death of a relative or friend1 or any matter of this character1--it would seem to affect the weak side1 and there distress him4 ,mr4 ,ballou was often solicited1 by letters from a distance1 for his autograph1 with which he complied in a brief line1 most generally2 but personal applications for this object were very frequent during his journeyings from home4 ,being asked for his autograph by a young lady in one of the neighboring towns1 who handed him her album for the purpose1 he sat down and wrote the following verses impromptu1 and which have been handed to us for insertion here4 ,they will serve to show his ready power of versification2 he never studied to be a poet1 nor ever labored upon a piece of poetical composition4 ,he found little time to plant and rear flowers along his pathway of life4 ,at an early period the soil he tilled was of too bold and rugged a character to cultivate aught save the sterling literal seeds of truth1 the sweetness of whose blossoms is fragrance to the soul4 ,if subsequently he sometimes plucked a lily or watered a rose-bud1 it has been at breathing-spells between the holding of the plough and the planting of seed in his ,master's vineyard4 ,he lacked not for refinement and delicacy of taste1 or for the natural promptings of the poet1 but there was more important business for him to perform1 and he realized too fully his responsibility to allow himself to forget for a moment the great aim and business of his mission4 ,the poem referred to above is entitled ,,the ,,myrtle4 ,come1 take the wreath ,i've twined for thee1 ',tis wet with morning dew2 ,and lessons rare of love and truth ,these flowers shall bring to you4 ,the half-blown rose1 whose spotless leaves ,speak of thy hopes as fair1 ,and spicy balm1 with healing breath1 ,are mingling odors there4 ,the sweet geranium so green ,a fragrance doth impart1 ,true as the gentle breath of love1 ,that fills the youthful heart4 ,but most of all ,i'd have thee mark ,the modest myrtle bough2 ,it speaks of love that e'er will be ,as pure and bright as now4 ,for though the rose may fade and die1 ,the balm may cease to cure1 ,through summer's light and winter's shade ,the ,,myrtle will endure4 ,then take the wreath ,i've twined for thee1 ',tis wet with morning dew2 ,and many a lesson true of love ,these flowers shall bring to you4 ,we find a letter among our papers1 written about the period of which we now speak4 ,it is from his pen1 and bears date ,new ,york1 ,april #bast1 #ahci1 on the occasion of a brief visit to that city1 and was addressed to the author of these pages4 ,,maturin3 ,a kind ,providence brought me to this city early yesterday morning4 ,i had a very pleasant passage hither1 and the good company and kind attention of ,capt4 ,parker4 ,i am at the ,walton ,house1 which was ,washington's head quarters during the ,revolutionary war4 ,it is now between nine and ten o'clock1 ,sabbath morning4 ,my health is good as when ,i left home4 ,my friends expect me to preach three sermons this day and evening4 ,whether ,i shall return on ,monday to ,boston1 or remain another week here1 ,i have not now the means of determining4 ,i pray ,god to preserve the health of the family1 and return me soon to enjoy that circle from which it is painful to be absent1 though ,i have every attention and necessary accommodation for my comfort4 ,take good care of your health1 and tell your mother that ,i shall endeavor to be careful of mine4 ,affectionately1 ,,hosea ,,ballou4 ,m4 ,m4 ,,ballou4 ,this1 and a private letter previously given in these pages1 are not made public for any particular information they communicate1 but simply to show the reader the feelings of the writer as expressed between himself and those whom he loved and in whom he confided4 ,these letters might be greatly multiplied1 but this would perhaps serve our object no better purpose4 ,if a hundred were to be submitted to the reader1 they would convey no other spirit than is evinced by the two already given4 ,mr4 ,ballou's private correspondence was never very extensive2 his letters were nearly all of a domestic nature1 or brief notes relating to exchanges with other brethren at a distance4 ,the reason that his letters were so much of this nature1 was1 that when he transcribed his thoughts to paper it was for the press4 ,most men of strong and active minds are in the practice of relieving them1 as it were1 by writing down their thoughts1 from time to time1 to valued friends2 it is a sort of necessary relief that some minds could not get along without4 ,but ,mr4 ,ballou's writings were so universally made public1 and he was so constantly supplying the public press with matter1 even to the very last week of his life1 that his mind and pen were quite sufficiently worked in this vein1 without seeking any other channel4 ,during the fall of #ahdc1 ,mr4 ,ballou1 then at the age of seventy-two years1 made a long journey to the ,west1 to attend the national convention of ,universalists1 held at ,akron1 ,ohio4 ,on the route thither1 in company with ,rev4 ,thomas ,whittemore and some other friends1 he visited1 for the first time1 ,niagara ,falls4 ,mr4 ,whittemore1 in writing home a description of their visit to his paper1 the ,trumpet1 said3--,when we came to ,table ,rock1 ,father ,ballou stood in amazement1 and when we urged him to go back over the river before dark1 ',oh6' said he1 'how can ,i go away8' ,he said his thoughts were like those of ,peter on one occasion3 ',it is good to be here2 let us build tabernacles1 and dwell upon the spot4' ,a prism was handed to him1 through which he could see the rapids in colors ineffably glorious4 ',oh6 my soul6 oh6 glory to ,god6' were his exclamations4 ,no man had a more thorough appreciation of all that was grand and noble in nature1 no one a keener eye for her myriads of charms that gladden our daily lives and illumine the pathway of life4 ,we heard him1 for the first time1 says the editor of the ,american ,phrenological ,journal1 at a ,universalist general convention1 ,akron1 ,ohio1 in ,september1 #ahdc1 where he preached to a very large gathering1 with the ablest men in the denomination preceding and following him4 ,many of them delivered more elaborate and carefully studied discourses1 but there was no other who made the brown faces of the old farmers so fairly shine with admiration and delight as ',father ,ballou4' ,many of them had heard him in ,new ,england thirty or forty years previous1 and now1 hearing that he was to attend the convention1 had come thirty or forty miles to listen to him once again1 and for the last time on earth4 ,though then past man's allotted period of 'threescore years and ten1' his distinctness of utterance1 clearness of statement1 aptness of illustration1 and force of argument1 might well have been taken as a model by a young preacher2 and1 though he spoke more than an hour1 a very general regret was evident that he closed so soon4 ,in person ,mr4 ,ballou was tall and slight1 with a bearing of unaffected meekness and humility4 ,in the summer of the succeeding year he made another visit to ,new ,york and ,philadelphia1 in accordance with the promise made some years before1 to come as often and for as long a period as was convenient to him1 and also in compliance with the earnest solicitations of the societies in both these cities at that time4 ,as we have before remarked1 he had formed many personal friends in both these cities1 and it was1 as we have heard him often declare1 refreshing to his heart to meet them and enjoy their liberal and kind hospitality4 ,he felt1 too1 an earnest solicitude for the spiritual welfare of those societies1 before whom he had so often spoken with such satisfaction to himself and profit to them4 ,during this journey southward1 by the solicitations of the societies in ,baltimore1 ,mr4 ,ballou extended his visit to that city1 where he stopped for a short period1 which time he improved by the delivery of sermons day and evening4 ,on his return to ,boston1 he preached a sermon1 we well remember1 relative to the condition of the cause of ,universalism1 and was made glad at heart by the state in which he found it in these cities1 and at being able to make such goodly report at home4 ,it was like the husbandman going abroad in his master's vineyard1 and counting the harvest of his lord1 which he had himself planted4 ,the kind and hospitable treatment which ,mr4 ,ballou always received1 in the cities particularly of ,new ,york and ,philadelphia1 seems to have made a most indelible impression upon his heart4 ,often has he spoken of it in his family circle1 until we have felt almost as though we had individually shared the delightful reunions which he described4 ,true1 it was thus wherever he visited1 as it regarded making warm and lasting friends1 but he has left memorandums that signify his remembrance more particularly of the societies of these cities4 ,he says3--,in ,new ,york and ,philadelphia1 ,i have ever been made by the brethren to feel that ,i was at home2 kind hearts and hands have ever greeted me in either place1 and some of the happiest and most profitable moments of my life ,i think have been passed in ministering to the beloved societies in these places4 ,had my ,heavenly ,father seen fit to render my services less happy and fortunate in their result in ,boston1 ,i should have found a happy home in either ,new ,york or ,philadelphia4 ,as it is1 my frequent visits to both have afforded me undiminished satisfaction1 and much social enjoyment4 ,my sincere prayers are constantly offered for their happiness1 well-being1 and spiritual good4 ,the great and moving cause of his exerting such an influence by his words and manners over the minds of people in his religious teachings1 as well as his private intercourse1 was the spirit of sincerity that imbued every motion1 while the beauty and purity of his moral character seemed to sanctify every word and action1 which emanated from him4 ,with not the slightest stain upon his character from boyhood1 he was such a being as people could afford to reverence1 respect1 and love4 ,through the whole of his long and active career1 ,mr4 ,ballou never once turned aside from the one great object and purpose of his heart1 that of promulgating ,god's fatherly and impartial love to all mankind1 as evinced in the holy ,scriptures and the dispensations of ,providence4 ,in a poem1 ending with the two following verses1 he has himself expressed his devoted zeal better than we can do4 ,not all thy foes on earth can say ,can turn my heart from thee away2 ,and yet my heart is free2 ,these wounds and scars1 that men despise1 ,are jewels precious in thine eyes1 ,and this is all to me4 ,had ,i ten thousand years to live1 ,had ,i ten thousand lives to give1 ,all these should be thine own2 ,and that foul scorn thy foes bestow ,still prove a laurel to my brow1 ,and their contempt a throne4 ,in this service he never wrote or uttered a single sentence that was not peculiar to himself for its plainness of purpose1 yet depth of thought1 and for strong logical reasoning to this grand end4 ,he possessed for his purpose a large share of ready1 manly eloquence1 not nervous and startling1 but cool and convincing2 and this1 coupled with a natural quickness in discovering the strength or weakness of an argument1 ever insured him victory in religious controversy4 ,no sarcasm1 no reflection1 no imputation could throw him off his guard for one moment4 ,he was ever unruffled1 yet forcible1 evincing the spirit of the doctrine which he advocated at all times4 ,it was perfectly impossible to so excite him in controversy as to lead him to say the least ungentlemanly1 or even abrupt thing4 ,he stood for years as a target for the poisoned arrows of malice1 bigotry and envy1 and bore all with a serene dignity of spirit1 which a firm reliance in ,heaven could alone have given4 ,in his public teachings he never indulged in abstractions1 never ran away from his theme1 upon abstruse and visionary ideas4 ,he was in this respect1 as in all others1 eminently natural1 eminently practical1 eminently original4 ,we do not find nature teaching us by adducing vague notions of facts1 but rather by a display of the facts themselves4 ,abstractions and transcendentalisms are but thick fogs to cloud the mental vision1 while plain matter-of-fact is the clear1 bright view of truth1 with the soft1 rich perspective of wisdom4 ,it is exceedingly questionable1 when we hear a minister dilating upon the arts and sciences1 or leading his hearers off in a vein of visionary philosophy1 whether that man has a religion worth preaching1 or that is congenial to his own heart4 ,he was a man of great originality and remarkable power1 says ,rev4 ,mr4 ,miner4 ,he walked not in a beaten track4 ,his method of interpretation was all his own2 it was evolved by the new faith which inspired him1 and maintained throughout a self-consistency unknown to biblical writers fifty years ago4 ,though his labor consisted in dealing with the most familiar statements1 yet he never failed to shed upon his theme a new and diviner light1 and to invest it with rare and universal interest4 ,it is no condemnation of his method of interpretation to say that it seemed1 to the perverted understanding of that time1 to be forced and unnatural4 ,the value of this circumstance may be justly estimated by the fact1 that the current methods of the world have been constantly assimilating to his method1 ever since it has been in conflict with them4 ,it was in his style of exposition and clearness of illustration1 rather than in his form of statement1 that his originality consisted4 ,it was manifested not so much by rhetorical aids1 as by his vivid embodiment of the principle he would inculcate4 ,in the early part of his ministry1 he had too much hard work to do1 too many open and covert foes to contend with1 too many hurtful errors to overthrow1 to permit him to loiter in the fields of literature for the gathering of verbal and rhetorical bouquets4 ,he needed not these aids4 ,his thought was rare1 and burned with the truths of ,god4 ,howsoever expressed1 it was sure to be remembered4 ,the hearer might have no recollection of the dress4 ,whether clothed or unclothed1 whether 'in the body or out of the body1' he might not be able to say4 ,one thing1 however1 he could say2 a new thought1 glowing like the sun in the heavens1 with a light all its own1 had found a place in his heart4 ,he who possesses such a power need seek no other4 ,the trappings of literature can never do the work of truth4 ,they may dazzle the imagination2 but truth alone can warm the heart4 ,they may lead to the admiration of man1 but never to the adoration of ,god4 ,this is so much in the spirit of what we have before remarked1 that the quotation is most applicable4 ,several short poems are introduced into these pages from ,mr4 ,ballou's pen4 ,they are generally taken at random from his published fugitive pieces1 unless designed to illustrate some particular trait of character or frame of mind1 some cherished principle of the writer's heart4 ,though we claim no fame for ,mr4 ,ballou as a poet1 yet his productions in this line of composition are numerous4 ,a volume of his poems has lately been collected and published1 but these pieces were thrown off in the hurry of an editor's duty1 and evince no care on the writer's part4 ,he has left us scraps of verse1 however1 which show that the power was native in him1 and the poet's genius a part of his natural endowment4 ,the verses that will close the last of this volume1 though written in old age1 compare favorably with those of any production of the kind we have ever met with4 ,as late as the year #ahdd1 he was an occasional contributor of poems to the press1 of a character calculated for the times4 ,these verses were given to the public under the signature of ,spectator1 and were designed to effect some prominent end1 to reform some acknowledged impropriety1 or to commend that which was good and useful4 ,these1 however1 were never attributed to him1 nor was it known out of his family circle that he had written them4 ,some of them were humorous1 some pathetic1 some patriotic4 ,his poems were always easy and liquid in versification1 full of point and meaning1 expressing much in a few words1 while the ideas are clothed in the sweetest garb of poesy4 ,witness the following1 which is the only one at hand at this time3 ,,hymn ,,for ,,fourth ,,of ,,july4 ,arise and hail the jubilee1 ,the day that set our nation free2 ,in song his honor chant who gave ,counsel and victory to the brave4 ,ye daughters fair1 fresh garlands weave1 ,with chaplets strew the warrior's grave2 ,lo6 from the mould'ring sod shall rise ,fame's sweetest incense to the skies4 ,fifty bright summer suns have smiled1 ,and fifty harvest moons beguiled ,childhood and youth1 since vernal showers ,first moistened freedom's lovely flowers4 ,let joy throughout our land inspire ,each manly heart with holy fire2 ,and freedom's song1 by ,miriam sung1 ,be heard from every female tongue4 ,we well remember to have been present on one occasion1 when a conversation took place between ,mr4 ,ballou and a visitor who had come from a distance on purpose to see and talk with him on the matter of religion4 ,he was vacillating in his faith1 but was by no means persuaded of the truth of ,universalism4 ,he was a man of wealth1 had retired from business1 but having had his mind brought to a serious turn by a very critical illness1 which had nearly proved fatal to him1 he had resolved to make the ,scriptures his study until he should be able to say that he had joy and peace in believing4 ,this he told ,mr4 ,ballou1 who commended his resolution1 promised to afford him any and all light within his own power to impart1 and sitting down together1 they conversed for some time4 ,i cannot see1 said the visitor at last1 why it is that a religion which promises its believers and followers eternal life for obedience1 and the woe of eternal misery for disobedience1 does not make more truly religious people than your doctrine1 which holds forth only temporary evil for disobedience1 and temporary reward for obedience4 ,the matter seems very plain to me4 ,i will tell you the reason of this1 said ,mr4 ,ballou1 and in so doing ,i will give you an evidence also of the truth of the doctrine ,i profess4 ,the reason is found in the very nature of man1 his disposition1 and natural promptings4 ,give to him a task to perform1 threaten him with the most fearful sufferings and torment if he fail to accomplish the duty you have prescribed for him1 and his calculation will naturally be to do just as little of the hated work as it is possible for him to do and avoid the punishment4 ,now1 on the other hand1 you give him an occupation which he is satisfied will be productive of his own happiness and good1 that in the very nature of things will produce him an ample and abundant reward1 and the selfishness natural to man will lead him to be faithful4 ,it would most certainly seem to be so1 answered the visitor1 thoughtfully4 ,certainly this is plain philosophy1 was the answer4 ,but ,i do not exactly understand your application1 said the stranger4 ,that is just what ,i am coming to4 ,present to man a religion of which the services are calculated to promote his rational enjoyment1 which takes nothing from him without returning more than its value1 and in the spirit of which increase of duty is an increase of happiness1 and there is but little danger but that they will eagerly accept it4 ,this world is full of labor1 toil1 and traffic1 and the whole is carried on by the power of this principle4 ,i must acknowledge that religion has seemed to be too much sustained by threats and promises1 said the stranger4 ,to be sure it has1 said ,mr4 ,ballou4 ,the idea that we perform any service in order to escape punishment1 renders that service tedious and irksome to us2 while1 on the contrary1 duty is supreme delight when love is the inducement and the labor4#a ,footnote #a3 ,the recollection of this conversation was recalled to the writer's mind by lately reading one of ,mr4 ,ballou's published sermons1 where a very similar argument may be found4 ,the individual above referred to was an ,englishman1 who came often to ,mr4 ,ballou's house afterwards1 and held similar conversations4 ,this was no unusual case4 ,perfect strangers came and sat for hours sometimes1 evidently seekers after truth1 and anxious ones too4 ,to such ,mr4 ,ballou was ever condescending1 patient1 and took delight in answering all their queries upon certain doctrinal points1 explaining each passage referred to1 showing its bearing upon others1 and challenging the visitor's respect by his urbanity and never-varying politeness in all things4 ,mr4 ,ballou was ever ready and prompt at an answer1 and his replies were frequently tempered with a quick and pungent wit4 ,he was on a certain occasion1 on his way to deliver a lecture in the town of ,reading1 ,vt41 surrounded by a number of people1 when an ,orthodox deacon1 confronting him suddenly1 asked1 with a taunting air and self-sufficient bearing1-- ,will you answer me one question1 ,mr4 ,ballou8 ,certainly1 if ,i can do so at such short notice1 said ,mr4 ,ballou1 smiling at the man's impetuosity4 ,well1 sir1 said the deacon1 what will become of a man who goes out of the world cursing and swearing1 and calling on ,god to damn his soul to hell8 ,do you believe1 my dear sir1 said ,mr4 ,ballou1 that a righteous ,god would answer the vile prayer of such a wicked wretch8 ,why no1 said the deacon1 of course not4 ,you have answered your own question then1 said ,mr4 ,ballou1 quietly1 while the deacon turned away much disconcerted4 ,it is so true that ,folly's shallow lip can ask the deepest question1 that it is well to remember sometimes1 that a fool should be answered according to his folly4 ,the frequency of his times of preaching1 in the former part of his ministry1 says the editor of the ,repository1 can be but ill imagined now1 nor the intense interest with which his message was listened to by the multitude4 ,at times he would preach between two appointments1 while his horse was feeding1--his pulpit the base of a noble oak1 and the congregation reverently standing in its broad shadow4 ,taking advantage of his haste in leaving1 some question would be asked him by some restive1 dogmatic deacon1 and the undreamed of answer1 that came as the lightning's flash1 would add new fuel to the fire of interest he had kindled in the midst of the people4 ,in this connection we are reminded of an anecdote1 for which we are indebted to ,rev4 ,sylvanus ,cobb1 of the ,christian ,freeman4 ,we introduce it here to show ,mr4 ,ballou's power of argument without the least tincture of ostentation4 ,it was often his way in debate to ask some apparently simple but natural question1 which his opponent answering1 as he obviously must do1 would almost certainly refute his own fragile creed or position1 and himself and others would be led to see where the truth really was4 ,mr4 ,cobb says3-- ,the world at large have known much of the powers and genius of ,mr4 ,ballou's mind from his published works1 but he had most lovely traits of character which a personal acquaintance only could discover4 ,while an intellectual giant in strength1 he was unaffectedly modest and unassuming1 and never engaged in mere disputations4 ,he would never enter into a combat for mere personal mastery1 nor pursue a noisy contest with one who showed himself to be insincere and trickish2 while his own meekness and simplicity of spirit1 combined with his clearness of perception1 would generally cut down the swaggering1 cavilling spirit1 if he came in contact with it4 ,an interesting incident1 illustrative of this amiable trait of character1 once occurred in a brief exchange of words between him and ,abner ,kneeland4 ,mr4 ,kneeland had become an atheist1 and one day came into an apartment where there was a little company of our ministering brethren1 among whom was ,mr4 ,ballou4 ,mr4 ,kneeland was forward to communicate this supposed new light to those with whom he was formerly associated in the ministry of ,christ4 ,he could dispense with the use of a creator of the world and of man1 regarding the physical universe and the human species as eternal in their being without beginning4 ,yet he got in the idea1 in the course of the conversation1 that man is composed of the elements of nature4 ,mr4 ,ballou had been sitting in silence1 with his elbows resting upon his knees 7an attitude he often assumed when listening attentively to an argument74 ,at this point he raised his head1 and assumed an erect position of body1 and said3-- ',bro4 ,kneeland1 you seem to have thought a great deal on these subjects1 and perhaps you can give me some useful information4 ,now we see around us1 in the city and country1 a great many wooden houses4 ,of what are these houses made8' ',they are made of timbers1 boards1 shingles1 and the like1' answered ,mr4 ,kneeland4 ',and out of what1' said ,mr4 ,ballou1 'are these boards and shingles made8' ',out of trees1' replied ,mr4 ,k4 ',then1' said ,mr4 ,ballou1 'all wooden houses were made out of trees4 ,if so1 must there not have been trees before there was a wooden house8' ',yes1' said the other1 'of course4' ',well1 ,i thought so1' said ,mr4 ,ballou2 'and now1' continued he1 'here are many brick houses1--of what are they made8' ',they are made1' answered ,mr4 ,kneeland1 'out of bricks1 which are composed of clay and sand4' ',well1 then1' said ,mr4 ,ballou1 'if all brick houses are made of bricks1 which are composed of clay and sand1 must there not have been bricks before there was a brick house1 and clay and sand before there was a brick8' ,mr4 ,kneeland now1 perceiving what application ,mr4 ,ballou was about to make of his concessions1 to explain his philosophy of having men composed of the elements of nature and yet having no elements of nature before there were men1 began to equivocate6 ,he would not admit the inference from the fact that all brick houses were made of bricks1 etc41 and he even retraced his steps1 and took back what he had admitted in respect to wooden houses4 ',what6' said ,mr4 ,ballou1 'if all wooden houses were made of trees1 must there not have been trees before there were wooden houses8' ',no1' replied ,mr4 ,kneeland1 'that need not follow6' ',well1 then1' said ,mr4 ,ballou1 'how stupid ,i am6' ,and as he uttered these words1 he dropped his head again1 and let himself back into a posture of quiet rest4 ,mr4 ,kneeland at the same time choked and blushed1 and attempted to recover himself for renewed conversation1 but he evidently could not1 and so took his departure4 ,this is but one of many incidents which might be cited to illustrate ,mr4 ,ballou's simplicity in the pursuit and love of truth1 his readiness with argument for its support and advancement1 in connection with a modest1 unassuming habit1 and a hatred of bluster and noisy strife4 ,a volume might be filled with anecdotes equally characteristic of ,mr4 ,ballou's manner and style of argument1 had we the necessary time to collect them4 ,but we trust that the few that are compiled and given to our readers herewith1 may sufficiently familiarize them with the subject's character1 both as a ,christian and as a theologian4 ,since commencing this work1 a vast number of anecdotes have suggested themselves to the writer's mind1 and others1 new to him1 have been submitted by friends2 but only such as have been considered valuable as illustrating his character1 and which are known to be authentic1 have been selected for publication in these pages4 ,,chapter ,,xi4 ,,domestic ,,and ,,personal ,,characteristics4 ,all who knew ,mr4 ,ballou intimately1 can bear witness that his home was a happy one4 ,this1 of course1 was owing to the manner in which he had framed and modeled that home after his own heart and the dictates of the religion he professed4 ,he was the master mind there2 his word was law1 his simplest wish strictly complied with4 ,he was looked up to with a degree of respect and veneration by his children1 that was an abiding evidence of his true character4 ,in the government of his family1 he led1 but never drove1 his children1 endeavoring1 to the utmost of his ability1 to bring them up in the nurture and admonition of the ,lord1 and1 taking his divine ,master for his example1 he governed them by love and kindness alone4 ,he was strongly characterized for his fondness of domestic enjoyment1 and throughout his whole life1 to the very end1 evinced the most constant and tenderest solicitude for each and all of his children4 ,even after they had married and settled in life1 with families about them1 this solicitude continued as ardent as ever2 nor was there one of those children who would undertake any matter of importance without first consulting his wishes in the premises1 and seeking his advice upon the subject2 so highly were both respected and esteemed4 ,this is mentioned in this connection1 not as an encomium upon the family1 but simply to show the reader the universal love and respect that its head always commanded4 ,we find this subject referred to by ,rev4 ,henry ,bacon1 in his published remarks concerning the decease of the subject of this biography4 ,he refers to the respect in which his advice was held upon secular matters1 not only in his own family1 but by others of his acquaintance4 ,he was great1 says ,mr4 ,bacon1 in the clearness with which he saw the essential truths of the gospel1 and in the power with which he communicated them to others1 by that spirit of calm earnestness1 and that wondrous faculty to make himself intelligible1 which peculiarly distinguished him4 ,he was great as a logician2 great in wisdom that penetrates to the reality of character1 and opens the real motives that sway the man2 and his counsel in matters far removed from his peculiar walk in life was weighed as the utterance of an oracle that must not be slighted4 ,simple in his habits1 he lost nothing of life in indulgences that rob existence of its serenity2 fixed in a few great principles1 he made everything contribute thereto for the enlargement of his views of men and things2 and1 reverencing the ,scriptures with a depth of reliance that was beautiful to behold1 he brought forth the harmonies of the divine ,word in a manner that suggested more than he ever expressed1 though he expressed enough to satisfy millions of souls4 ,may we add here1 how grateful such words of appreciation are to the hearts of his family4 ,the following was furnished us by ,rev4 ,thomas ,whittemore1 and would seem to come most properly under this chapter of ,domestic and ,personal ,characteristics4 ,mr4 ,whittemore was solicited for something relative to the subject1 being so old and valued a friend of the deceased1 and he thus speaks3-- ,the life of ,hosea ,ballou is1 in almost every respect1 pleasing to contemplate4 ,it was a very active life4 ,he travelled much1 he preached often1 he studied continually1 and he wrote not a little4 ,in the earlier part of his life he joined teaching of the young in the common sciences to his other avocations4 ,no small portion of his leisure time he spent in reading2 but he thought more than he read4 ,he was always digging for gold2 not1 however1 in books1 but in the mine of his own intellect4 ,his mind was very active4 ,the most pleasing part of his life was his serene old age4 ,the writer of this remembers him well when he was forty years of age4 ,ten years afterwards1 the writer entered his family to pursue a course of studies for the ministry4 ,mr4 ,b4's mind at fifty seemed never at rest4 ,if not reading1 he was busily engaged in mental effort4 ,often1 when he was walking in the streets1 have we seen his lips move1 as if he were talking4 ,at his home1 he would sit frequently with his eyes closed1 his lips moving1 as if holding conversation with some invisible person2 and when he apparently came to some crisis in his meditations1 he showed some outward sign of his feelings1 sometimes by a smile1 at others by suppressed laughter1 at others by a sigh4 ,a mind thus active is in danger of disturbing1 if too much indulged1 the proper action of the digestive powers1 which1 in their turn1 react upon the mind1 and produce lowness of spirits and gloom4 ,mr4 ,ballou at fifty was troubled in this way4 ,his heart had an affection sympathetic with the stomach1 and its action was irregular and intermittent4 ,at this point of his life1 he had lived but three or four years in ,boston2 and he had had occasion to perform a large amount both of mental and physical labor4 ,he had preached three times almost every ,sabbath2 had edited1 for two years1 the ',universalist ,magazine2' had visited many parts of the country to preach the gospel1 sometimes under very animating circumstances2 and these complicated labors were too much for him4 ,his most sagacious friends then had fears either that he would not live to old age1 or1 if he did1 that his later years would be unquiet4 ,we remember1 with very great satisfaction1 the exceeding gentleness and amiability of his wife1 in the days of which we speak4 ,while this excellent lady still survives1 it is not proper for us to express all that may be justly said of her4 ,she presided over her household with a fidelity1 a blandness1 a kindness1 steady as the current of a river1 and unruffled as a lake in the calmest day4 ,this season of intermixture of health and sickness1 joy and sadness1 light and shade1 continued for some half dozen years1 when it was very gratifying to ,mr4 ,b4's friends to see that each change denoted that his life might be protracted perhaps to old age1 and that1 peradventure1 his old age should be as serene as his earlier days had been laborious and useful4 ,such proved to be the fact4 ,he died in his eighty-second year1 and his life grew more and more serene unto its close2 like the sun1 obscured somewhat by passing clouds at noon1 but shining clearly during the rest of the day1 making its course through the western sky1 and passing away from the earth1 as it were1 into the boundless heavens beyond4 ,this quiet old age ,i attribute to several circumstances4 ,mr4 ,ballou was a man of sound sense4 ,it was his aim to make the best of everything4 ,he was a ,christian philosopher4 ,he sought to rule his own spirit4 ,he believed that humility and meekness were the brightest jewels in the ,christian's crown4 ,he had a firm trust in his ,maker's goodness4 ,he believed that ,god was the ,sovereign of the universe1 a ,father of infinite goodness1 as well as of infinite power1 who executed his will in the armies of heaven1 and among the inhabitants of the earth2 and who1 by everything which he did1 and by everything which he permitted to be done1 was seeking infallibly the good of his creatures4 ,what an influence would such a faith exert on ,mr4 ,ballou's life6 ,added to this1 he had a wife whose constant effort and highest joy was to make her husband happy4 ,few such women have lived4 ,it is my duty to declare1 that1 during thirty years' acquaintance with her1 ,i never have heard the first unkind word from her lips1 respecting any human being4 ,towards her husband1 there was a devotion that never tired4 ,it was her constant desire and aim to make him useful and happy4 ,she appeared well in any society1 but home was her genial sphere4 ,much of the quiet of ,father ,ballou's old age must be attributed to her4 ,his children1 also1 have been sources of great comfort to him4 ,they diligently aimed to make him happy4 ,he loved them all with surpassing tenderness1 and they loved him in consequence4 ,had anything unfavorable happened to either of his children1 it would have been like a dart driven through his soul4 ,we know that1 even in that case1 his religion and his philosophy would have come to his aid2 he would have believed that ,god had a wise purpose in it2 but1 even with that alleviation1 it must greatly have disturbed his life4 ,no such affliction1 however1 awaited him4 ,two of his sons became preachers of the same gospel which he had defended1 and by their prudent lives gained the respect of all who knew them4 ,they have not1 like many clergymen1 moved frequently from place to place1 but1 for about a quarter of a century1 have remained stationary pastors4 ,in respect to the goods of this world1 they have been prudent1 and have prospered4 99 99 99 99 ,the daughters have all been married to faithful1 kind1 and prudent husbands1 of whom two are preachers of the gospel1 and all1 men of respectability1 intelligence1 and thrift4 ,such have been the circumstances of ,father ,ballou's family4 ,but we have yet to mention another source of the happiness of his last days4 ,he saw himself standing at the head of a large and prosperous body of ,christians1 who loved and venerated him for his labors1 the purity of his character1 and the good he had done4 ,he saw their regard for him manifested at such times1 and in such ways1 that he had reason to believe it was not done for effect1 but was the outgushing of the real feeling of their hearts4 ,at the meetings of conventions1 associations1 and other public bodies1 all were happy to greet the old soldier of the cross4 ,his strength was spared to him to such a degree1 that he was able to travel and preach up to the close of his life4 ,his last sermon was delivered within eight days of his death4 ,he used frequently to say that it seemed to him no man had more to be thankful for than he4 ,prudence in diet2 prudence in labor2 a kind heart2 an affectionate companion2 loving children2 ease in his worldly circumstances2 the homage of the class of ,christians to which he belonged2 the respect of mankind at large2 ability to pursue his favorite calling to the end of life2 a strong trust in ,god1 whose commands he sought diligently to obey2--these were the causes of the serenity of his old age4 ',mark the perfect man1 and behold the upright3 for the end of that man is peace4' ,psalm #cg3cg4 ,especially was he fond of children and infants4 ,this was a markedly prominent feature in his feelings2 and children1 too1 never failed to make friends with him at once4 ,in our own humble experience1 we have made this a criterion of judgment in character4 ,he who warmly and quickly interests a child1--whose temperament is such that infancy can easily assimilate with it1--whose sympathies are of a nature quickly to unite when brought in contact with childhood1--that man has at heart much of the real purity and innocence which are the main characteristics of those whom the ,saviour blessed4 ,we never saw a child shun or turn away from him2 but we have seen scores of those who were strangers1 put out their little hands and go willingly to him4 ,in his own family circle his love of children found ample scope and a genial field for exercise4 ,more than forty of his own grandchildren might have been gathered together at one time during his life4 ,but1 as we have intimated1 it was not with these alone that the spirit we refer to was evinced2 it was the same with one as with another4 ,all children he dearly loved1 and particularly noticed4 ,there seemed to be a magic power in his voice1 and in the gentle beaming of his clear1 expressive eyes1 that carried assurance to their timid bosoms2 and they would nestle happy and undismayed in his arms1 or listen to his words1 so cunningly adapted to the powers of their tender intellect4 ,the secret of ,mr4 ,ballou's remarkable success in his family government1 was1 doubtless1 his following those rules which he has so well expressed and laid down for others4 ,it is a valuable excerpt that he has left1 and we doubt not that the reader will thank us for introducing it here1 and in his own words3--,when giving to your children commands1 be careful that you speak with a becoming dignity1 as if not only the right1 but the wisdom also to command1 was with you4 ,be careful not to discover a jealousy that your injunctions may not be attended to2 for if the child sees that you have your doubts1 they will lead the child to doubt too4 ,be cautious never to give your commands in a loud voice1 nor in haste4 ,if you must speak loudly in order to be obeyed1 when it is not convenient to raise your voice you must expect to be disobeyed2 and if it be convenient for you to speak loudly1 you must remember it is inconvenient for others to hear it4 ,but1 with regard to manner1 be careful to speak in a soft1 tender1 kind and loving way4 ,even when you have occasion to rebuke1 be careful to do it with manifest kindness4 ,the effects will be incalculably better4 ,when you are obliged to deny the request that your child may make1 do not allow yourself to do this with severity4 ,it is enough for our dear little ones to be denied of what they may think they want1 without being nearly knocked down with a sharp voice ringing in their tender ears4 ,if you practise severity1 speak harshly1 frequently punish in anger1 you will find your children will imbibe your spirit and manners4 ,first you will find that they will treat each other as you treat them2 and after they arrive to a little age1 they will treat you with unkind and unbecoming replies4 ,but if you are wise1 and treat your little ones with tenderness1 you will fix the image of love in their minds1 and they will love you and each other1 and in their conversation will imitate the conversation which they have heard from the tenderest friend which children have on earth4 ,in this connection we are reminded of a letter1 lately published1 from ,mrs4 ,c4 ,a4 ,soule1 relative to her impressions touching the death of the subject of this memoir4 ,it will be remembered that her husband was a warm and cherished friend of ,mr4 ,ballou's1 and that he was associated with him as colleague over the ,second ,universalist ,society1 in ,school-street1 ,boston1 as late as #ahde4 ,as vividly as though it were but yesterday1 does memory bring to me that sunny ,april day1 in #ahdd1 when ,i first entered the sanctuary where he had ministered so many years4 ,there was a dedication service1 and ,i thought then1 and ,i think now1 that ,i never gazed upon a more impressive sight than was presented at that moment1 when the aged pastor took in his arms the little helpless babe1 and in touching words consecrated it to ,him who said ',suffer little children to come unto me4' ,that picture of infancy and age1--how ,i longed for a pencil to sketch it6 ,thank ,heaven1 memory1 with faithful touch1 inscribed it on my heart1 and it will ever hang there1 one of its most beautiful pictures4 ,and now ,i see him at my own threshold4 ,i meet him1 and present him my own little one1 my firstborn4 ,how tenderly he caresses it6 ,long he looks into her laughing eyes1 and then exclaims1 in a tone ,i can never forget1 ',how ,i wish ,i could read her thoughts6' ,then1 sitting down1 he tells me that he never yet looked on a babe without longing to know the workings1 the thoughts1 of the infant mind2 and afterwards gave me some excellent advice about so training that little one that when age should enable her to reveal her thoughts1 they might all be pure and beautiful4 ,how life-like is the portrait ,i have of him in my mind's eye6 ,it seems so palpable that ,i almost feel the light as it streams from that thrilling eye1 and hear the eloquent words that tremble on that 'heaven-touched tongue4' ,in illustration of the feelings which influenced him as it regarded intercourse with his children1 and consideration for their enjoyment1 and sympathy with them even in many seeming trifles1 we relate the following anecdote1 which1 though perhaps trifling in itself1 is by no means without value in point of application4 ,when ,mr4 ,ballou engaged1 in #ahcd1 to go to ,new ,york and ,philadelphia1 it became known to one of his parishioners1 who desired to send his child1 a young lady1 to the latter city1 on a visit to some relations or friends4 ,his request to take charge of the young person was cheerfully acceded to by ,mr4 ,ballou4 ,it so happened that the person who was to accompany him was a classmate at school and a very intimate companion of one of his own daughters1 the eldest then at home4 ,when this daughter learned that her classmate was to accompany her father on his journey1 she could not but express a wish that she were going also4 ,there were no railroad conveniences then1 nor were scarcely any of the present accommodations for travelling perfected4 ,it was not only considerable of an undertaking to commence a journey of three hundred miles1 but it necessarily involved not a trifling expense4 ,it came to the ears of ,mr4 ,ballou that his child really desired to accompany him2 and1 when he understood the circumstances1 he immediately gave his consent1--telling her1 playfully1 not to say anything to her young friend of this1 but that he would manage an agreeable surprise for her4 ,the stage came to the house very early on the morning appointed for starting1--long before daylight4 ,mr4 ,ballou and his daughter got in1 and took their places on the back seat1 the latter well wrapped up about the face4 ,they then drove to the house of her schoolmate1 who was to accompany them4 ,she also took her place in the vehicle1 exchanging a salutation with ,mr4 ,ballou1 and they drove off in the darkness4 ,it was not long before the young lady took occasion to remark1 casually1 to ,mr4 ,ballou1 how agreeable it would have been could ,elmina 7the daughter7 have accompanied them4 ,very1--very indeed1 said ,mr4 ,ballou2 and they still drove quietly on4 ,at last1 the city being now left far behind1 and daylight having appeared1 ,mr4 ,ballou asked the young lady if she knew the person by her side4 ,on hearing this inquiry1 she turned to see her neighbor's face1 and lo6 it was her classmate and dearest friend with whom she had been thus seated so long without recognizing her6 ,the daughter has since often declared that she knew not which enjoyed the ruse most on this occasion1--father or child4 ,during the year #ahde1 ,mr4 ,ballou1 being then seventy-four years of age1 wrote and published two or three essays in the ,universalist ,quarterly1 upon certain passages of scripture which had seemed to be a stumbling-block to many of his own denomination4 ,one of these texts was that commencing1 ,in my ,father's house are many mansions1 etc4 ,this1 by some of the order of ,universalists1 was supposed to signify that in the future state there would be different degrees of blessedness1 in proportion to the worthiness of the spirit1 or to its moral character and mental cultivation4 ,this idea was thoroughly exploded1 as it regarded many minds1 by the article referred to1 which was thus the means of converting many doubtful minds1 as they acknowledged1 some of them orally1 and some by letters addressed to him from at home and abroad4 ,the clear1 logical style of reasoning evinced in this essay1 and in one published by him not long subsequent in the ,quarterly1 relative to the question as to what influence our present being may have on our future existence1 showed conclusively that the full strength and vigor that originally rendered his writings so forcible were with him still1 that his mental vision was as keen as ever1 and that none of his powers of intellect had waned in their fire4 ,these articles were penned as correctly and distinctly1 as it regarded the chirography1 as was his early custom1 and generally written1 if not at one sitting1 within the space of a few hours2 for1 when he had anything to do1 he could not feel contented until it was done4 ,the article completed1 he would carefully fold it1 and wend his way personally to the publishing-house in ,cornhill1 and deposit it there1 never failing at the appointed time to read the proof1 concerning which he was very sensitive1 and very correct4 ,it was but a few days prior to his decease that he read thus the proof-sheets of his last article1 furnished for the ,universalist ,quarterly4 ,in the manuscript which ,mr4 ,ballou furnished the author of this biography1 there appears written about this period1 the fall of #ahde1 the following interesting paragraph relative to the immense change that he had lived to see transpire in the religious world about him4 ,since ,i came to this city1 ,i have enjoyed the happiness of seeing the cause of religion prosper1 and the different denominations growing more liberal and more charitable towards each other4 ,i have seen1 too1 my own peculiar views received very generally1 and regarded very favorably by the denomination to which ,i have belonged from the commencement of my public labors4 ,since ,i came here ,i have been rejoiced to see the wonderful increase of ,universalist societies in ,boston and the neighboring towns1 as well as in the other ,states of our ,union4 ,there are firmly established ones now in ,roxbury1 ,cambridgeport1 ,east ,cambridge1 ,medford1 ,malden1 etc41 besides five or six in ,boston1 to the commencement and building up of which ,i have had the pleasure of adding my mite by way of labor4 ,it was very natural that he should then contrast the state and condition of the cause with its feebleness when he first came to ,boston4 ,a few scattered believers were all it numbered then2 persecution and obloquy greeted its defenders at every step4 ,to be called a ,universalist was equivalent to being called anything vile and wicked1 and the name was held as one of reproach by nearly all4 ,but how vastly different was the prospect that presented itself to his view in the closing days of his life1 and how grateful this must have been to him who had borne the burthen and the heat of the day6 ,he saw the denomination vastly extended4 ,he saw ,universalists respected not only for numbers1 but for the goodly influence they exerted far and wide4 ,he saw that there were now nineteen annual state conventions1 eighty-two associations1 eight missionary societies1 ten hundred and seventy societies1 professing the doctrine2 seven hundred and ninety-nine meeting-houses devoted to this worship1 and some seven hundred preachers in his ,master's vineyard1 who taught the doctrine of ,god's impartial grace4 ,these1 and other facts equally illustrating the wonderful change he had witnessed1 caused him1 when toasted and called upon at the late festival of brethren in ,boston1 to speak to them1 to say1 that as he gazed on the crowd before him1 and thought of the multitude they represented1 he was reminded of the beginning of ,universalism in ,new ,england1 and to quote the words of the prophet3 ,there was a handful of corn in the top of the mountain1 but its fruit shall shake like ,lebanon6 ,how apt and true the quotation4 ,we have seen that the vigor and keenness of ,mr4 ,ballou's mind had in no way abated1 that every mental faculty still shone brightly as at the prime of his manhood4 ,let us show the reader statistically what that mind had performed in its time4 ,during his professional life he delivered over ten thousand sermons4 ,this calculation1 which at first appears to be so very large1 is nevertheless strictly correct1 and will not seem to be overrated1 when we call to mind the fact that for more than thirty years of his ministration he not only preached three times every ,sabbath1 but frequently for several consecutive days of the week beside4 ,until within five or ten years past1 three sermons on the ,sabbath has been his usual performance1 in the line of his professional duty4 ,and after his sermons in country towns1 the answering of questions1 and the conversation he was obliged to hold in private with honest seekers after truth1 were quite as laborious1 in fact1 as were his public services in the pulpit4 ,we have known him to occupy nearly half the night1 not unfrequently1 in this manner1 patiently and zealously4 ,including his essays and treatises upon doctrinal subjects1 his fugitive sermons furnished for the different magazines and papers of which he was editor for a long period of time1 and afterwards a constant contributor to the very end of his life1 beside a large number which appeared in pamphlet form1 and of which no particular mention is made in these pages1 and the works herein referred to1 ,mr4 ,ballou has written and published enough to make one hundred volumes1 containing the same amount of matter as the one now in the hands of the reader4 ,the mere mechanical labor of writing such a mass of composition is in itself a ,herculean task2 but when we consider that each page is characterized by careful reasoning upon points that required much thought and study1 and that the whole is largely original2 that the author was unaided by any other books1 save the ,bible1 in the formation of his arguments and opinions2 and that he was a self-made man withal1 we shall come to the conclusion1 that1 to say the least of it1 the subject of these memoirs was particularly blessed and aided by ,divine ,providence4 ,one secret of his having accomplished so much1 is the fact that he was never idle1 never contented to sit down with folded arms in his chair and do nothing2 a book or a pen was ever in his hands1 except when he was taking the ordinary and necessary daily exercise4 ,his life had been too stirring and active for him ever to relapse into dormancy1 while his faculties were left to him4 ,how well we can see him at this moment1 in the mind's eye1 as he used to appear at the centre-table1 with his book close by the lamp1 of an evening1 and his wife opposite to him1 listening to the work which he was reading aloud to her2 such is almost the last evening scene we can recall in connection with him2 his clear1 distinct pronunciation1 proper emphasis1 and fine voice1 even in old age1 seeming to portray with singular accuracy the author's ideas1 and to add a charm to the subject treated upon4 ,mr4 ,ballou had always deprecated the idea of capital punishment1 believing the law based on a wrong principle that would take the life of a human creature1 while none but ,god could give it4 ,during the winter of #ahde1 there was more than the usual interest evinced by the public on this subject1 and numerous public meetings were held relative to the subject1 and to endeavor to bring about a reform in the criminal code1 so as to exclude the death penalty altogether4 ,at several of these assemblies ,mr4 ,ballou made eloquent addresses upon the subject1 and wrote a number of articles1 which were published1 advocating the cause1 in which he felt a very great interest4 ,we subjoin the following poem1 written by him at this time4 ,it is peculiarly illustrative of his plain1 straightforward style of composition4 ,,the ,,criminal ,,code4 ,if in the heart the virus dwell ,of murder1 can we that expel ,by dire revenge1 or shall we find ,we miss the law that governs mind8 ,to quench a flame should we engage1 ,and fuel add1 behold the rage6 ,now fiercer still the flame ascends1 ,and fear with consternation blends4 ,man kills his neighbor4 ,why8 ,because ,his passions rise against the laws1 ,which ,god hath written on his soul1 ,unmanned the man1 and made a fool4 ,to cure the evil1 now the law1 ,with tiger rage and open jaw1 ,cries out for blood1 for blood it cries1 ,seizes the culprit1 and he dies4 ,two men are dead in room of one2 ,and now the work is but begun3 ,the virus spreads1 and everywhere ,the deadly taint infects the air4 ,and murder now becomes more rife2 ,lighter esteemed is human life ,and he who could not just before1 ,now coolly looks on human gore4 ,revenge is wrong2 cannot subdue ,the vile affections1 but renew ,their actions to a flame more dire1 ,to rage like a consuming fire4 ,when will our legislators learn1 ,that blessed1 heavenly truth discern1-- ,when will it well be understood1 ,that evil is o'ercome with good8 ,mr4 ,ballou always had a purpose in view when he wrote1 whether prose or poetry1 and to this end1 more than to the musical cadence of the verse1 he exerted his ability at composition1 and always successfully4 ,the subject of this biography was far from being loquacious1 and seldom talked without some important and definite purpose in view4 ,yet1 though he might be said to be somewhat reserved in speech1 he was by no means secluded or abstracted in his habits1 but1 on the contrary1 generally evinced the liveliest interest in the conversation of those about him4 ,he was not one to break in upon the conversation of others1 and if his opinion was given at all1 it was almost always because it was solicited4 ,there is such a thing as eloquent silence2 and when we see a mind1 much enriched by study and experience1 offered as it were uninvited1 at all times and on all occasions1 we see very plainly that there is something wanting4 ,sidney ,smith said of ,macaulay1 that he only wanted a few brilliant flashes of silence to make him perfect6 ,there are few old people1 or such as have reached the advanced age of threescore and ten1 who have not stored up in their memories a fund of stories and personal anecdotes1 many1 perhaps1 of their own individual experience4 ,these they are in the habit of relating frequently as they go on their way of life1 and often do so over and over again to the same individuals1 through mere forgetfulness4 ,this is perhaps one of the earliest evidences of mental decay4 ,although1 in the course of his long and chequered life1 ,mr4 ,ballou had experienced many interesting incidents1 and learned many curious anecdotes1 yet it was a very rare thing for him to relate one1 unless when1 in conversation or argument1 some one peculiarly applicable to the subject in hand1 suggested itself to his mind as illustrative of some feeling or passion of our natural dispositions4 ,when he did speak1 those about him always listened4 ,it was on such occasions1 that1 like the sage of ,rasselas1 he spoke1 and attention watched his lips2 he reasoned1 and conviction closed his periods4 ,this was particularly the case in his large family circle1 where his opinion1 as we have before observed1 was sought and repeated1 on all subjects and on all occasions4 ,while there never was a parent more truly respected1 there never was one more dearly beloved4 ,this could not be brought about by an iron rule1 and a stern1 inflexible character4 ,no4 ,it was accomplished on his part by the exercise1 in his domestic relations1 of that holy fatherly love which formed the basis of his creed1 and which he worshipped in his ,god4 ,for a number of years ,mr4 ,ballou was in the habit of carrying a snuff-box in his pocket1 and of using the article as freely as is generally the case with those who carry it about them4 ,we all know1 doubtless1 how very easy a matter it is to contract a habit1 and more particularly is this the case in advanced years4 ,but if it is difficult for young people to abandon any bad habit1 when the practice has once been fairly contracted1--if it is hard for them to conquer a pleasant but baleful appetite1 with the many channels of amusement1 occupation1 and substitutes that youth and physical vigor present1--how much more difficult must it be for those who are aged and infirm1 and who are thrown so much upon their own resources for amusement1 and the means of agreeably passing their leisure moments4 ,after having made habitual use of snuff for several years1 ,mr4 ,ballou found that it cloyed the nasal organs or passage1 and thus slightly affected his voice as to distinctness in public speaking4 ,perceiving this1 he laid by the article at once1 without a murmur1 and did not use it at all for three years1 and never again habitually4 ,this instance of resolution simply serves to show the natural firmness of his character1 and the complete self-control which he exercised over himself4 ,there is still another illustration of this spirit1 which we will give here4 ,about a year subsequent to the period of his discontinuing the use of snuff1 a physician suggested to him the propriety of smoking tobacco after each meal1 and being at that time slightly dyspeptic1 it was thought that it might aid and stimulate the digestive organs4 ,the suggestion was therefore adopted1 and ,mr4 ,ballou consequently soon acquired the habit of smoking regularly after each meal1 three times a day1 which practice he continued for a period of some two years4 ,this habit is universally acknowledged to be one of the most seductive in its character1 and one which will draw stronger upon the inclination and appetite than any other1 except perhaps the use of ardent spirits4 ,one day we observed that the old gentleman did not light his pipe as usual1 after dinner1 and we asked him if he had forgotten it4 ,no1 said he4 ,i have been thinking that ,i am becoming a slave to this habit1 inasmuch as ,i find that ,i have to do it regularly every day at certain periods4 ,it is no longer a medicine1 but a pleasant habit1 and ,i shall leave it off until ,i find that ,i require it again for my health's sake4 ,his pipe was thenceforth laid aside1 as his snuff-box had been1 without a murmur1 or any external advice to influence him2 thus showing the strict self-denial he exercised4 ,the careful reader will follow out the application of this spirit1 for it was adopted by ,mr4 ,ballou in every bearing in which it was possible to affect himself1 in accordance with the dictates of his better judgment1 not only as it related to simple appetite and agreeable habit1 but it was one of his fixed and fundamental principles of character1 often evinced4 ,probably no person who possessed the means1 ever desired more to travel over his own and foreign countries1 than did the subject of this biography4 ,well read in ancient and modern history1 and familiar with geography1 frequent reference was made by him to this desire to visit more particularly ,palestine and the ,east generally4 ,but when urged to gratify what his children knew to be so strong a wish1 and with every facility offered him1 and one or more of his children to accompany him1 his spirit of self-denial caused him to say3--,how much there is to do yet1 that ,i may accomplish in my ,master's vineyard4 ,to gratify this desire would indeed be delightful to me1 but what benefit could it ever be to my fellow-men8 ,he was assiduously kind and thoughtful in relation to animals4 ,for many years1 and until latterly1 he kept a horse and vehicle for his own use1 and he was always particular to see personally that the animal was properly fed and protected4 ,he was accustomed daily to prepare from his own plate1 after dinner1 food for a large dog that belonged to a member of the family1 as late as his seventy-eighth year4 ,this kindly solicitude and thoughtfulness for the dumb animals about him was an evidence of the natural goodness of his heart4 ,animals soon learn to love those that are kind to them1 and even the family cat purred more cheerfully when resting by his feet1 while he often gave it a kind caress4 ,mr4 ,ballou was very regular as to his personal habits1 particularly during the last twenty years of his life4 ,we refer to the taking of his meals1 his sleep1 exercise1 and the like4 ,in late years he was accustomed to retire early at night1 and to rise very early in the morning4 ,in former years1 as we have shown1 he borrowed much of the night for his hours of study4 ,this was particularly the case when he was engaged in his earlier writings1 and when acting as sole editor of the various papers with which he was at different times connected4 ,he was indeed remarkably frugal in his diet1 and to this may be attributed1 in a large degree1 the constant good health he enjoyed4 ,he ever preferred the most homely and simple food1 partaking of little meat1 and more freely of milk and bread4 ,before the noon-day meal on the ,sabbath1 with his family assembled about the board1 he always asked the divine blessing1 in a most impressive manner1 but on no other day was he accustomed to do so aloud4 ,his hand upon the door1 or his footfall upon the sill1 was a sweet sound to us all2 for it was with him as ,dr4 ,doddridge said of his venerable friend ,dr4 ,clark1 of ,st4 ,albans1--,he brought joy into every house which he entered1 but most of all into his own house1 when he returned to it4 ,we have once already referred in these pages to ,mr4 ,ballou's wife4 ,our feelings would naturally prompt a much more elaborate allusion to her many virtues1 both as a mother and as a wife4 ,but as we design this biography to be strictly a memoir of ,mr4 ,ballou1 we only refer in these pages to such other matters as are deemed necessary to mention1 in furtherance of the main object of the work4 ,mr4 ,ballou was fortunate in allying himself to a companion who was in every way worthy of him1 one whom he loved with the most tender and undying affection through his whole life1 and who was to him all that a wife should be4 ,her characteristics were remarkable industry1 simplicity of heart1 devotedness to him1 and untiring domestic assiduity4 ,with a naturally strong intellect and good judgment1 she also coupled the agreeable attraction of personal beauty2 but the outward comeliness of her person was far eclipsed in his eyes by more enduring loveliness4 ,we have already given1 in these pages1 some remarks from the pen of the editor of the ,trumpet1 who1 in a notice of ,mr4 ,ballou's life1 given on the occasion of a full-length portrait being completed of him1 for the ,school-street ,society1 at the age of seventy-six1 says of his companion3--,sept4 #ae1 #agif1 he was married to his present wife1 a woman of unsurpassable goodness1 concerning whose praise it would be almost impossible to speak too highly4 ,mr4 ,whittemore was1 some years since1 an inmate of the family for a considerable period of time1 and his words must therefore have weight1 as coming from one who spoke advisedly4 ,many of us know from personal experience how great is the influence upon our lives and actions of her to whom we have been bound by the holy tie of matrimony4 ,characters are often made or marred by this association4 ,the calm dignity of demeanor1 the evenness of temper1 the perfect contentment and general life of the subject of this biography1 all manifested the true character of his home relations1 influences1 and associations4 ,had those relations been different from what they were1 a sterner hue would have tinged his character1 and a different spirit doubtless have imbued his whole career in life2 at least the inference is but natural4 ,the following lines were written by ,mr4 ,ballou1 then at the age of seventy-four years1 in an album which he had presented to his wife1 and are introduced here to show the affectionate regard that existed between them at this advanced period of life4 ,no comment is necessary1 save that the lines were written by a husband to his wife after fifty years' companionship4 ,,to ,,my ,,wife4 ,thou dearest of the dear to me1 ,of the beloved the best1 ,could'st thou but read this heart and see ,the treasures of my breast1 ,assurance surely would be thine ,that undiminished love1 ,by age grown better1 like to wine1 ,can never faithless prove4 ,not when the virgin rose of youth ,blushed on thy snowy breast2 ,not when we pledged ourselves in truth1 ,and were by ,hymen blessed1 ,could strong affection boast as now ,of such resistless sway1 ,when age sits wrinkled on my brow1 ,and mortal powers decay4 ,the patient reader who has followed us thus far in this desultory memoir1 must feel more than a passing interest in her who was the bosom companion of ,mr4 ,ballou2 and in this connection we therefore introduce the following extract from a communication to the ,christian ,freeman1 dated ,sept4 #e1 #ahea1 which refers to a visit to the house of ,mr4 ,ballou1 who had been indisposed for a few days4 ,after a brief introduction1 the writer says3-- ,i wish to say a word through you respecting our venerable and beloved father in ,israel1 ,h4 ,ballou4 ,as your report last week spoke of the indisposition of this good brother1 and knowing there would be a great desire1 both at home and abroad1 to know how he might be at this time1 ,i did myself the pleasure1 last ,thursday1 ,august #bj1 to call upon him at his own peaceful home4 ,here ,i met this aged saint1 with his faithful companion1 who have lived together over half a century1 enjoying that undisturbed domestic peace and felicity1 which it is to be feared that but few1 comparatively speaking1 attain to4 ,indeed1 ,father ,ballou's family may well be called a 'model' family1 for love and attachment1 fidelity and trust2 while the happiness of all is that of each1 and the happiness of each is that of all4 ,they have had eleven children1 and eight are living to bless their declining years4 ,mrs4 ,ballou has not been so extensively known to the world as some2 but as a wife and mother1 none can excel her1 and her amiable and happy disposition has enabled her to retain her former pleasant and affable manner1 so that she is the same interesting and agreeable company that she was when ,i first knew her1 thirty years ago4 ,and hers is the privilege to have her children rise up and call her blessed4 ,and now1 with regard to the present health of ,father ,ballou4 ,i was pleased to find him much more comfortable than ,i had expected4 ,he has been suffering very much from a severe cold which he took about two weeks since1 and which has been attended with a bad cough4 ,he was quite unwell last ,sabbath1 and fears were entertained that he would be obliged to relinquish some of his appointments1 which his friends are depending upon with such deep interest4 ,but the simple remedies which have been applied1 finding such a perfect and unimpaired constitution to work upon1 have wrought a very favorable and happy result2 so that1 on ,thursday1 he seemed very comfortable1 though his cough was not wholly removed4 ,he seemed to have no apprehension but that he should yet1 for some time to come1 be able 'to be about his ,father's business4' ,and many will be the fervent prayers that will ascend from the altar of pure and devoted hearts1 that this faithful watchman on the walls of our spiritual ,zion may be yet spared to us1 to teach us the blessed truths of that glorious doctrine which1 for sixty years1 he has most faithfully and perseveringly preached1 never shunning to declare the whole counsel of ,god4 ',and when he dies1 how many hearts will mourn4' ,this communication is from the pen of the sympathizing lady of ,rev4 ,sylvanus ,cobb4 ,it is sufficient to show the opinion held by other people of ,mrs4 ,ballou1 and will also evince the general anxiety and interest realized at any symptoms of illness experienced by one whom so many loved and revered4 ,the only game that ,mr4 ,ballou ever engaged in at all was the very simple one of chequers4 ,this he would sometimes1 though very seldom1 sit down to on a long winter's evening1 with one of his children1 or perhaps some aged companion who was fond of the game4 ,it is the most common thing for two persons1 who are good players and thus engaged1 to evince not a little feeling at the result of the game1 either of pleasure at success1 or of chagrin at being defeated4 ,but as it regards this matter1 we never saw him evince the least feeling either way1 beyond one of his pleasant smiles1 as often caused by defeat as by victory4 ,he was what would be called an excellent player1 but he evinced only a passing interest in the game4 ,at the age of seventy-eight ,mr4 ,ballou was still as fluent and distinct a speaker as at the age of forty4 ,his sermons were still characterized by the same powerful reasoning on every point1 as well as bearing evidence of constant study1 showing also most conspicuously one peculiarity of his1 that of the practical as well as philosophical character of his investigations4 ,one might think that1 having preached for a term of nearly sixty years at the date of which we write1 there would from necessity be a disagreeable sameness and repetition of ideas in his sermons2 but this was far from being the case4 ,we have heard old members of his society1 who have listened to his public communications for more than thirty consecutive years1 say that they have never heard him deliver a discourse without learning from his lips some fresh and beautiful evidence of the gospel truths1--some new and touching illustration of the ennobling sentiments he professed4 ,age could not wither him1 nor custom stale ,his infinite variety4 ,he has himself often remarked that each successive year of study made him happier than before1 in the fresh truths and manifestations of divine goodness developed in that never-failing source of knowledge1--that flowing river of wisdom1--the ,bible4 ,in his style of speaking1 ,mr4 ,ballou was very peculiar4 ,there was none of the study and pomp of declamation in his delivery1--no attempt at effect2 but he ever spoke to the people1 before whom he raised his voice as that which he professed to be1 an humble servant of all men4 ,and yet he was eloquent1 at times brilliantly so1 and his oratory has been cited by competent judges as a rare example to follow4 ,there are comparatively few men in these days1 when the style of ranting1 and tearing plain1 straightforward sentiment to tatters1 is so prevalent1 who can so absorb an audience as he always did4 ,when he commenced to speak1 he would lay the subject before his hearers in a quiet but distinct tone1 so as to place it within the capacity of a child1 calmly and with judgment4 ,then as he proceeded he grew by degrees animated1 and anon enthusiastic1 yet ever to the purpose1 while the expressive countenances of his hearers evinced how fully they entered into the spirit of the speaker4 ,and when they retired from the place of meeting1 the people were accustomed to feel that they had listened to profitable matter1 and to follow out the theme which he had so distinctly and legibly marked for them4 ,in this connection1 and as being illustrative of that which we have just remarked1 we quote here from the sermon of ,rev4 ,otis ,a4 ,skinner1 of ,boston 7having been kindly permitted to do so71 delivered before his society1 relative to the decease of the subject of this biography4 ,these remarks are as follows3-- ,his sermons were all characterized by strength4 ,they were not pretty1 not declamatory2 but noble1 grand1 strong4 ,the hearer always felt as though his arguments were unanswerable1 his conclusions above dispute4 ,who can gainsay that8 ,that is unanswerable6 ,such has been the feeling of thousands at the close of his sermons4 ,i question whether there was ever a preacher who made so many converts by his pulpit labors1 as ,father ,ballou4 ,thousands on thousands have been convinced by him2 and his converts were always those most remarkable for ability to reason1 and for hearts of benevolence4 ,he was ingenious as well as strong4 ,the moment he began to open his subject1 you began to be interested4 ,you saw so much ingenuity in his mode of reasoning1 in exposing error1 in illustrating truth1 that whatever you might think of his subject1 you could not refrain from listening with marked attention4 ,it was no uncommon thing for him to excite a smile1 to move his whole congregation2 but usually that was done by some ingenious argument that would electrify every mind present4 ,in his preaching he was never light1 never irreverent1 but always grave1 serious1 devout2 but he was ingenious1 and his ingenuity often created a smile4 ,his discourses in the city generally averaged about thirty-five minutes2 but in the country1 where people came many miles to hear him speak1 frequently crowding the place of worship to overflowing1 and even standing at the windows on the outside1 so thronged was the house within1 he would sometimes speak from one to two hours4 ,inspired by the undeviating attention of the mass of honest seekers after truth who were before him1 and incited by their eloquent countenances1 in which he could read the influence of his words1 it was difficult for him to know when to stop4 ,at such times he was ever zealous1 yet prudent1 devout without ostentation1 vigorous and unyielding in his opposition to error1 but still always kind and conciliatory4 ,he always complained that on such occasions he could not find one-half the time he wanted1 while speaking upon the holy theme1 and that minutes never flew more quickly than under such circumstances4 ,the power of his eloquence upon the people at such times can be but poorly described2 it must have been witnessed to be realized and understood4 ,honest countenances beamed with delight1 calm and peaceful joy sat on the wrinkled brow and face of age1 the eyes of the young sought each other in sympathy1 full of a realizing sense of the riches of ,god's goodness4 ,even children were thoughtful1 and forgot the restraint that the services had put upon them4 ,as has been said in an extract herein1 his converts were many4 ,we do not mean that by one discourse he accomplished this reformation in their minds2 but he removed the clouds from their mental vision1 showed them the loveliness of the gospel as it is in ,christ1 and by hints shrewdly strown and arguments most potent to convince1 with references beyond the point of his discourse1 he led them to study and judge for themselves1 when he had left them4 ,rev4 ,a4 ,r4 ,abbott1 in a discourse before his society1 has expressed in brief1 and very truthfully1 some of the characteristics of his style of preaching4 ,he says3--,his discourses were always simple1 powerful1 clear1 perfectly intelligible to all1 yet made so1 apparently1 without the least effort4 ,you find there no attempt to carry his points by any artifice of oratory4 ,everything is plain and direct4 ,even the most intricate and perplexing subjects1 under his treatment1 gradually became clear4 ,his thoughts were like clear waters2--their perfect transparency disguised their depth4 ,when speaking upon any intricate topic1 perhaps no one ever listened to him attentively1 under favorable circumstances1 without being astonished at the apparent ease with which he removed the difficulties from his subject1 and at the felicity with which all his illustrations were chosen4 ,often1 when his hearers have been wrought up to an intense and painful interest by some apparently insuperable obstacle or unanswerable objection to a point he was laboring to establish1 they have been both surprised and delighted1 by the application of some well-known truth or familiar text of ,scripture1 to see the light break in upon the dark point like sunlight through a parting cloud4 ,and when they saw how clear the subject then appeared1 they were vexed with themselves to think that so obvious an explanation had never occurred to them4 ,his treatment of a subject was like the prophet's healing the ,syrian leper2--the method was so simple that its efficacy was doubted1 till its success was manifest4 ,rev4 ,a4 ,a4 ,miner has kindly furnished us with the following authentic anecdote1 which is very appropriate in this connection1 illustrating as it does the magic-like power of ,mr4 ,ballou's eloquence1 and the delight with which he was listened to by the masses1 when his mission carried him into the country4 ,he had an appointment to preach1 says ,mr4 ,miner1 some years ago1 in the town of ,berlin1 ,vt4 ,there was residing in that town a highly-respectable gentleman by the name of ,james ,perly1 with whom ,i was personally acquainted4 ,mr4 ,perly was exceedingly anxious to hear ,mr4 ,ballou preach2 but1 unfortunately1 he was so lame with the rheumatism that he could not get into his carriage4 ,the distance to the meeting by the travelled way was some two miles2 but a cross-way1 through a piece of wood1 was much shorter4 ,with crutches in hand1 he started at an early hour1 determined1 if possible1 to reach the place of meeting by the cross-way4 ,he had not proceeded far1 however1--having just entered the wood1--when1 to his great annoyance1 he found himself arrested in his progress by a large tree1 lying directly across his path4 ,to go round it was impracticable1 from the obstruction of the underbrush2 to step over it was impossible1 on account of his lameness4 ,what could he do8 ,after studying the problem for a time1 he threw over his crutches1 and1 balancing himself on the body of the tree1 managed to roll himself to the other side1 and to regain his feet4 ,at length he reached the place of meeting1 and listened with even more than his anticipated delight4 ,the speaker was all that he had been led to expect1 in person1 voice1 and power of reasoning4 ,he was more than pleased1--he was charmed by his doctrine4 ,the word of divine grace found a most welcome reception in his heart1 and the very glories of the upper world seemed to possess his soul4 ,the meeting over1 he wended his way homeward again2 'but whether in the body1 or out of the body1 he could not tell4' ,as he entered his house1 every hand was upraised in astonishment2 and with one voice his family exclaimed1 ',why1 ,mr4 ,perly6 where are your crutches8' ,sure enough1 where were they8 ,the eloquence which had enraptured his soul had heated the body1 and made the lame to leap for joy4 ,he had quite forgotten his crutches1 and returned home without them6 ,i give this narration1 says ,mr4 ,miner1 on the authority of a sister of ,mr4 ,perly1 herself not a ,universalist4 ,to many persons such a story may seem incredible2 but those who are acquainted with the effects of an intense pleasurable excitement1 will find little difficulty in believing it fully true4 ,few persons1 sympathizing with him1 could have heard ,mr4 ,ballou1 on the occasions of his visits to the country1 without being able1 from their own experience1 to understand something of this wonderful influence4 ,the writer of this first listened to him at the ,new ,hampshire ,state ,convention of ,universalists1 held at ,walpole1 in #ahch2 and rarely1 if ever1 have ,i seen a man so deeply interest an audience as he did on that occasion4 ,tears of joy rolled down the cheeks of grey-haired fathers1 as the hopes of the gospel burned anew in their hearts4 ,such scenes are remembered with gratitude by thousands of believers throughout ,new ,england4 ,a certain brother in the ministry said to the writer of these pages1--,you are preparing a biography of your father8 ,we replied in the affirmative4 ,well1 said he1 you have sat down at home and listened to his preaching before his own society1 and have doubtless a true appreciation of his ability2 but you should have seen him before a body of ministering brethren1 at a state or national convention4 ,you should have seen him there1 to write truly of him4 ,when it was announced at such assemblies that ,father ,ballou would preach1 we all knew what to expect1 and all reaped a harvest of rich thoughts1 pure doctrine1 original arguments1 and available material for our own future use in a more limited sphere4 ,he was not only eloquent1 he was electrifying2 and while we reverenced him1 we also loved him like a father4 ,and this we feel positive is not merely the opinion of one man1 but of the order generally4 ,would that ,i could renew the sights ,i have seen1 says the ,rev4 ,henry ,bacon1 where thousands1 in a crowded and heated assembly in ,new ,hampshire1 were held in wondering and admiring attention1 as the venerated preacher set forth the 'exceeding great and precious promises' as exhibitive of creating and preserving ,love4 ,the riches of grace were poured upon the souls of the people as a refreshing shower on the earth2 and hundreds of old men1 who had been awakened from the nightmare of traditional theology1 or the sleep of indifference to ,god and his service1 listened1 while the tears coursed down their furrowed cheeks1 as he renewed in their souls the raptures of the past4 ,o never can ,i forget one sermon thus delivered1 when he spake to us of those who knew ,god's name and would put their trust under the shadow of his wings1 which wings were stretched over time and eternity6 ,eloquent1 was he8 ,yes1 if rapt attention1 if profound emotion1 if lasting enthusiasm and tearful gratitude be any test of the effects of eloquence4 ,with no exertion1 that wondrously clear and silvery voice would float over the congregation1 and the auditor who was the farthest removed from the speaker1 caught the simple words1 conveying the grandest thoughts most felicitously illustrated4 ,there was no pretension in his oratory2 he spake right on1 warming with his subject1 setting up the noblest claims for adoring obedience to ,god1 in all his requirements1 exhorting the people to religious duty by the mercies of ,god4 ,the effect of his words1 in public delivery especially1 was greatly heightened by the truly benevolent expression of his countenance1 and by his remarkably venerable appearance4 ,it has been beautifully said of ,president ,kirkland1 that his face was a benediction2 and we have often heard similar comparisons made by those who have known and been familiar with ,mr4 ,ballou4 ,he wore his hair1 white with age1 parted smoothly in the centre of the forehead1 and resting behind the ears1 but not long in the neck4 ,in a number of lithographs1 engravings and miniatures1 in the possession of his family and others1 the hair is represented as short1 and parted thus2 but latterly he wore it long1 as described above4 ,there was expressed in his countenance a serenity of disposition that was peculiar to him1 a philanthropy of purpose which characterized all his dealings1 and a wisdom and calm dignity that led even the stranger to feel a degree of respect for him at once4 ,the blamelessness of his life and the gentleness of his disposition alone form a theme over which memory and friendship have poured their consecration4 ,as to the matter of his personal manner and bearing1 while he avoided the strict rules of forced etiquette1 yet he was scrupulously attentive in society to the dictates of true politeness4 ,his form was as straight and erect at the age of seventy-five as at twenty4 ,as he advanced in years1 his style of delivery grew perhaps more subdued1 but none the less distinct and impressive4 ,he spoke perhaps with less of the fire of zeal1 yet with none the less spirit and real effect4 ,he could not treat of the divine love and sufferings of ,christ1 or of the deep and unbounded grace of ,god1 without evincing the warmest feelings1 and moving the audience to tears by his eloquence upon these touching subjects4 ,he would not unfrequently be completely overcome himself1 in dwelling upon this theme in public4 ,his was a noble example of a well-balanced mind1 without any of that startling1 comet-like splendor1 which has usually been considered as the very light in which genius lives and moves4 ,his faculties were all brought into admirable harmony1 and thus operated with powerful and never-failing effect4 ,there were no contending elements in his nature2 no struggles of ambition2 no strife of penuriousness2 no battling of passion4 ,like the beautiful harmony of the elements of nature1 his bosom was redolent of concord4 ,and what a worshipper he was1 too1 of the forms of nature1 and her mysteriously glorious works about him6 ,there was no object in nature so minute or so apparently unimportant but had attractions for his scrutinizing eye4 ,he was exceedingly fond of flowers1--those illumined scriptures of the prairie1--of the rural scenery1 the lowing herds and various tenants of the grove4 ,often have we heard him praise and dilate upon these1 when1 a mere boy1 we have travelled with him upon his various missions into the country4 ,he was one to ,find tongues in trees1 books in the running brooks1 ,sermons in stones1 and good in everything4 ,stay for a moment1 he said to us1 on a certain occasion1 as we were riding through the country1 and had just surmounted a high elevation1 commanding a beautiful view of the outspread plain below4 ,it was the closing of a clear autumnal ,new ,england day4 ,what a mild and holy religion is breathed by nature in such a scene as this6 ,how soft the influence that steals over the senses6 ,though fresh from ,god's own hand1 and quickened by his presence1 it teaches us no terror1 no gloom2 it rouses no fierce passions within the heart2 it is calm1 meek1 forgiving2 and equally for all breathing things4 ,how hallowed and ,god-like are the blissful teachings of nature6 ,he gazed so long1 in silence1 upon the silvery ,connecticut1 where it threads its course not far from ,holyoke ,mountain1 following out the theme of his thoughts1 that we marked well what he had just said1 and remembered it4 ,we had just risen a hill that overlooked the verdant plains of ,hadley1 and the scene is as fresh to us now as though but an hour had intervened4 ,such appreciations and realizations were most natural to him2 and a vein of illustration1 drawn from these lovely exhibitions of nature1 will be found running through the broad meadows of his doctrinal arguments1 like a purling stream1 refreshing and vivifying the verdure of divine truth4 ,a reference to nature in her rural dress and belongings1 as illustrative of the great plan and purpose of ,god's goodness and impartiality1 was a favorite custom with him4 ,he would draw thence so many incentives for thankfulness1 such unmistakable tokens of ,omnipotent impartiality and universal love1 such powerful reasons for disbelieving the unhappy creed that imputed to a ,being1 whose works are redolent of loveliness1 attributes so repugnant to the heart of his children1 that few could listen unmoved1--few refrain from outwardly evincing the realizing sense he produced in their pliant understandings4 ,with a full appreciation of these divine evidences of ,god's goodness1 we say it was most natural for him to pause thus2 and1 with eyes drinking in of the spirit of the scene before us1 exclaim1 as he did1 that it taught no terror1 no gloom2 but that its influence was meek1 forgiving1 and equally for all breathing things4 ,by strict frugality and industry1 ,mr4 ,ballou acquired for himself a competency1 besides dividing a handsome sum of money between his children2 and in this latter respect he was somewhat original in his mode of carrying out a disposition of his property4 ,he chose to give to his children while he lived1 preferring to witness the pecuniary assistance he might render to his family1 and to participate in its enjoyments in his own life-time4 ,his means were acquired solely through patient labor and frugality4 ,he never enjoyed a farthing in the way of legacy1 nor by any fortunate turn of business or speculation4 ,these matters he never engaged in at all1 and often said that he was perfectly satisfied with a return of six per cent4 for his money2 and that if others felt the same1 much of misery and misfortune would be spared them and the world at large4 ,some idea may be formed of the careful manner in which he considered his responsibilities by the following facts1 namely3 he never placed his name to a note1 or due bill1 in the whole period of his life2 never borrowed money2 never kept an account at any place of business1 but always paid for that which he bought at the time of purchasing1 however large or trifling the amount2 and1 after his long experience of life1 he endeavored to impress upon his children that an adherence to these rules1 as far as was practicable1 would be productive to them of much good1 and prevent a vast deal of trouble1 and needless anxiety of mind1 in relation to secular matters4 ,by the different societies over which ,mr4 ,ballou officiated as pastor1 he lost1 in all1 a considerable amount of money1 through want of good faith in the payment of his salary4 ,this refers to his associations before he came to ,boston4 ,in one instance1 the sum of money thus sacrificed by him exceeded one thousand dollars2 yet he was never known to institute a suit against any individual or society1 but left them to settle their unfaithfulness with their own consciences4 ,some write their wrongs in marble2 he1 more just1 ,stooped down serene1 and wrote them in the dust4 ,his greatly improved prospects1 and increased pecuniary means1 never in the least influenced his manner of living1 his habits or demeanor4 ,these ever continued to be characterized by the same simplicity and prudence that marked his course from earliest manhood4 ,at his house there was ever the same open and free hospitality exercised2 and every one1 who knows anything about the life of a settled clergyman1 is aware that he must1 of necessity1 have constantly about him a large number of visitors and partakers of his hospitality4 ,besides which1 as we have before signified1 his hands were ever open for the needy1 whose wants he delighted to supply2 enjoying in return that happiness that true charity alone can impart4 ,it always appeared to me inconsistent1 says ,mr4 ,ballou1 with the profession of a minister of the gospel1 to live expensively2 that is1 far beyond what is required for the necessities and comforts of life4 ,as the minister is supported by the people of his charge1 the propriety of his living beyond the income of his parishioners in general1 seems questionable4 ,moreover1 it has best suited my natural taste to avoid extravagances and superfluities4 ,tupper1 the erudite and truthful author of ,proverbial ,philosophy1 has very beautifully said1--,the choicest pleasures of life lie within the ring of moderation4 ,believing thus1 ,mr4 ,ballou wrote contentment on every dispensation of ,providence that fell to his share4 ,the work we have in hand might be filled alone with the most sincere eulogiums from ministering brethren1 who have referred in public to the life and character of the subject of this biography2 but1 in the few which we have selected and introduced here1 we have been guided by the purpose of presenting only such as have seemed to us--knowing the facts from long experience--to be the most truthful in the delineation of the character and disposition of ,mr4 ,ballou4 ,moreover1 the reader will1 perhaps1 be too often led to remember that it is a son who writes this biography of a father2 and when he can bring to bear the mind and evidence of older and abler writers than himself1 as treating upon the subject before us1 the work may be thus strengthened and enriched4 ,in this spirit1 and under this chapter of ,domestic ,characteristics1 the following extract from the discourse delivered upon this subject by ,rev4 ,henry ,bacon is given3-- ,i am not now to speak of a stranger1 known only by reputation1 but of one with whom ,i have been familiar from my earliest childhood4 ,the more ,i attained power to judge his qualities1 the more have ,i learned to esteem the man1 his character and ministry4 ,he came to ,boston1 as pastor of the ,second ,universalist ,society1 when ,i was scarcely four years old1 and though my parents were members of the ,first ,society1 yet their house was one of his homes4 ,the impression made in boyhood by the stately form of ,mr4 ,ballou1--his meekness1 his speech of singular clearness1 adaptedness and wisdom1 his singular temperance at the table1 and his kindness to childhood1--was never removed2 and ,i use no strained and forced language when ,i say ,hosea ,ballou was a great man4 ,i say this1 not looking from a sectarian point of view1 but as guided by the principles that ought to govern us in our judgment of men1 comprehensively regarding their qualities1 and what they have been to their age4 ,he is a great man who is impelled to bear the new truth abroad1 that1 like its ,great ,source1 he may be 'found of those who asked not after him2' to make the hill-side and the grove1 the river shore1 the barn1 the humble farmer's room1 or the shadow of a great tree1 his church1 and there proclaim the gospel in its wholeness1 with a readiness that shows the heart is full of the matter1 and with a willingness to answer any queries1 and respond to any voice that speaks a word against the completeness of the redemption proposed in ,christ4 ,by his keen insight into human nature1 his rare powers of logic1 his unique use of words1 his intelligibility to the humblest capacity in treating of the greatest subjects1 and his profound wisdom in choosing means to reach directly the ends desired1 ,hosea ,ballou was a great man4 ,in an instant he stripped away all the show and tinsel of learned ignorance1 or drove the dart between the joints of the harness of barbarian bigotry1 and laid low the pretender4 ,by his unshaken and majestic faith and trust2 by the steadiness with which he kept the honor of ,god1 in the supremacy and efficiency of the ,scriptures1 ever before him2 and by the willingness and capacity to receive any new application of the great principles of the gospel1 he was a great man4 ,all this was crowned and glorified by his personal character1 by the purity of his walk and conversation1 his rare temperance amid the most solicitous temptations1 and the harmony he breathed into all his children and the rule he swayed over them2 he was a great man1 abiding the last1 best test of greatness1 'being such an one as ,paul the aged4' ,as will be surmised by previous remarks in this work1 ,mr4 ,ballou1 in the matter of politics1 had of course his preferences of principles and of men1 and he always voted for them1 besides keeping himself well read in the most important political matters of the day1 pro and con1 and weighing well in his own mind their bearing upon the true principles of political economy2 but here his interest ceased4 ,he took no active part1 even in conversation1 upon the subject1 though at times he would show by his remarks that the great principles of either party were familiar to him4 ,still he always avoided1 as a topic of conversation1 a subject which is so often the theme of bitter contention between those who in all other respects are excellent friends4 ,he never changed his political sentiments1 which1 however1 for very good reasons1 were scarcely known1 or1 at least1 not intimately so1 out of the family circle4 ,his irreproachable life was in itself one of the strongest arguments in favor of his religion2 his mild and dispassionate manner on all occasions1 his unblemished integrity and unimpeachable character1 through his whole life1 rendered him universally beloved1 as well as showing a living example of the divine principles he endeavored to inculcate in his public teachings4 ,there is an energy of moral suasion in a good man's life1 passing the highest efforts of the orator's genius4 ,the visible but silent beauty of holiness speaks more eloquently of ,god and duty than do the tongues of men and angels4 ,a minister's religious faith should be delivered to his people1 not as a matter of theoretical knowledge1--something learned in the study1--but as something experienced4 ,nothing1 says ,bishop ,stillingfleet1 enlarges the gulf of atheism more than the wide passage which lies between the faith and lives of men pretending to teach ,christianity4 ,religion is not a didactic thing1 that words can impart or even silence withhold3 it is spiritual and contagious glory1 a spontaneous union with the holy spirit evinced in our daily lives and example4 ,those who have true religion make it the garment worn next the heart1 but1 alas6 too many make a cloak of it4 ,the most learned divine or philosopher that the earth has ever known1 though he spoke with an eloquence and wisdom near akin to inspiration1 must yet be powerless as to spiritual and godly influence1 if1 at the same time that he points to wisdom's way1 ,himself the primrose path of dalliance treads4 ,hooker has very beautifully remarked1 that the life of a pious clergyman is visible rhetoric2 and some one else1 with equal truth1 that to preach sound doctrine1 and lead a bad life1 is building up with one hand and pulling down with the other4 ,preaching1 to be available1 must be consistent4 ,mr4 ,ballou may be said to have lived the doctrine he professed1 in the strictest sense of the phrase1 and to have followed the glorious example set him by his ,divine ,master4 ,his ambition was to be an imitator of the meek and lowly ,jesus4 ,his preaching much1 but more his practice wrought1 ,a living sermon of the truths he taught4 ,touching this subject he was wont to say to his hearers3--,brethren1 ,i want a doctrine that ,i can prove by reducing it to practice2 for we are enjoined to 'prove all things1 and hold fast that which is good4' ,people may go to the house of devotion1 they may hear learned ministers hold forth the doctrine of future rewards and punishments1 they may admire the beautiful oratory and flowery rhetoric in which such sentiments are dressed1 but they must leave them all behind them when they go home to their beloved families4 ,they can never practise the domestic virtues and duties on these principles of doctrine4 ,the doctrine of ,jesus is a practical one1 and we can never do our duty in the family circle unless we live and conduct according to it4 ,this is an example of ,mr4 ,ballou's style of argument and of illustration4 ,he brought everything home1 where all could understand the analogy2 he never went abroad to seek for illustrations1 never indulged in deep philosophical dissertations1 thus hoodwinking his hearers and marring his subject4 ,the reader will at once be struck by the force and truth of the remark1 that1 however sincerely a person may believe the doctrine of future rewards and punishments1 still1 on leaving the house where these principles are taught1 he must leave them behind him4 ,no one1 not even the most zealous supporter of such a creed1 ever attempted to practise it in his family circle4 ,washington ,allston has pithily said1 ,a man cannot lie all over2 so it is a fact that he cannot be utterly wrong from top to toe2 though his mind may be deceived1 and his sentiments indicate partial delusion1 yet his heart1 ten to one1 will be right4 ,some token of his nicely constructed nature will turn itself into king's evidence against his false theories4 ,and thus we find men1 sincere ,christians at heart1 who believe and promulgate the doctrine of partial grace1 all the while evincing in their home influences and general lives1 the truth of the gospel of ,christ4 ,when ,mr4 ,ballou was last in ,new ,york1 some one of the brethren in that city induced him to visit the office of the ,american ,phrenological ,journal1 where his head was examined after the rules of the science1 and the following characteristics were written out by the examiner1 as is customary in such cases4 ,since the decease of the subject of these memoirs1 they have been made public through the journal referred to4 ,to many this extract will possess more than ordinary interest1 and we have therefore given it place here1 under the head of personal characteristics4 ,,phrenological ,,character4 ,his organization is very favorable to long life1 good general health1 and uniformity of mind4 ,the vital temperament was originally decidedly strong4 ,he has an amply developed chest1 lungs and digestive apparatus1 which have imparted health and prolonged life2 and the muscular system is also fully represented4 ,his mind is active1 but not so much so as to prematurely exhaust his organization2 nor is he particularly excitable4 ,he has general harmony and evenness1 rather than eccentricity or want of balance4 ,the tone of his organization is such as to give him energy and aim to carry through his purposes1 without friction or waste of strength4 ,the size of brain is average1 and the vital functions are sufficient to supply the exhaustion of mental action2 hence he has been able to live within his power of sustaining mental labor for so long a time4 ,he is remarkable1 phrenologically1 for evenness of development2 none of the organs are extreme1 and he is not inclined to those excesses which cause eccentricity4 ,one of his leading traits arises from ,adhesiveness1 which gives attachment to1 and interest in1 friends4 ,he still clings to his youthful friends1 and enjoys their society4 ,this quality of mind enters largely into the whole tone of his feelings4 ,he is also kind to children1 and interested in them1 and quite successful in entertaining them1 and adapting himself to them4 ,he is interested in woman1 and capable of enjoying the marriage relations highly1 especially the social1 domestic relations4 ,he is a strong lover of home1 but lacks continuity of mind2 his thoughts and feelings are easily diverted1 although he may finish a subject that he commences2 yet he enjoys variety in the general exercise of his mind4 ,his ,combativeness is of the higher order1 connecting with the reasoning and moral1 rather than with the animal nature2 and it gives him the disposition to overcome the obstacles in his way1 and to argument rather than the quarrelling propensity4 ,he has fair energy1 without any surplus1 and a full degree of appetite1 without being excessive4 ,he values property for its uses1 and is not selfish in money matters4 ,he is remarkable for his candor1 frankness1 open-heartedness1 truthfulness1 and disinclination to deceive2 he speaks the real sentiments of his mind1 as far as he speaks at all4 ,he is not suspicious1 but confiding1 and prefers to rely on the honesty of mankind rather than to guard himself against the dishonesty of others4 ,he is not vain or showy2 has merely ambition enough to stimulate him to do what is his duty1 without any reference to publicity2 but he is decidedly independent and self-relying4 ,he does not lean on the judgment of others1 nor does he feel that his character depends on their opinions2 he merely states his own opinion1 and allows others to judge for themselves4 ,firmness is another strong feature of his mind3 he is uniformly firm1 each day successively2 not stubborn one day1 and over-yielding the next1 but consistently steady and persevering4 ,he is very anxious to do as he agrees1 and is just as honest at one time as another2 is consistent in his professions and pretensions1 and has always studied to harmonize and balance his character1 rather than to encourage any extremes4 ,he neither hopes nor fears to excess2 enjoys what good there is to be enjoyed1 and makes the best of an unfortunate occurrence4 ,his mind is open to conviction1 is ready to look at new things1 and to be instructed2 but is slow to believe1 and requires positive evidence before he gives his assent4 ,he has a marked feeling of worship1 deference1 and respect1 and regard for superiority and sacred subjects4 ,few persons have naturally more of the disposition to worship than he4 ,his sympathies are also strong4 ,his feelings are tender towards objects of distress1 either mental or physical4 ,imagination and sense of beauty and perfection are decidedly strong4 ,he is disposed to beautify his ideas1 and make as much of them as possible1 especially by way of elevating the idea1 and giving it a refined direction4 ,he is not inclined to mimic and imitate others2 his ways are peculiarly his own4 ,he is mirthful1 and enjoys fun as naturally as his food1 and it has been difficult for him to suppress the disposition to joke4 ,his intellectual faculties are well balanced2 the perceptive faculties are all large4 ,he is quick of observation1 readily forms conclusions from what he sees1 and is very much interested in all classes of experiments4 ,he is disposed to make himself as much acquainted with this world as possible before leaving it1 and is particularly inclined to study character and motives1 and the conditions of mind4 ,he has a good perception of forms1 outlines1 shapes and proportions1 and has a good memory of places1 localities1 and the whereabouts of things4 ,he is quite particular as to order and arrangement1 and must have everything done correctly3 is precise in his style of doing his work1 or in arranging his ideas4 ,his memory by association is good2 he is a very punctual man in his engagements1 and careful not to consume the time of another4 ,he is never in the way of others1 and does not go where he is not wanted2 and1 from diffidence and fear that he may intrude himself1 he does not go where he is really desired4 ,he is copious in the use of language1 yet is not wordy2 his language is direct and to the point4 ,he has a clear mind1 adapted to analytical logic1 and drives as straight to a conclusion as the bee does to a flower2 yet he reasons more by association and analogy than from cause to effect4 ,he readily sees the adaptation of one thing to another2 he seldom makes enemies1 or fails to perceive the character and motives of others2 is more successful than most persons in making friends1 because he knows how to adapt himself to others1 and make himself agreeable4 ,he says and does things in a human-nature way4 ,the six leading traits of his character are1-- #ast4 ,his affection and friendship4 #b;d4 ,independence and self-reliance4 #c;d4 ,honesty1 justice and circumspection4 #dth4 ,his devotion and respectful disposition4 #eth4 ,sympathy and interest in the welfare of others1 and general philanthropy of spirit2 and1 ,lastly1 ,his practical common sense1 and system1 and availability of intellect4 ,mr4 ,ballou was once asked1 in a most triumphant manner1 by a religious opponent1 in the presence of a large number of individuals1 ,if your doctrine be true1 sir1 how is it that it has never been preached before8 ,here in the nineteenth century it would seem to be a new discovery4 ,he replied1 in his usual calm and effective manner1 ,friend1 it has been taught by two eloquent witnesses at least1 so long as the sun has shone and the rain fallen on mankind4 ,these faithful agents of ,almighty love have ever taught the doctrine of impartial grace to all men2 they dispense their blessings on rich and poor1 high and low1 and thus bear witness of the character of ,him who sends them4 ,we well remember being present on a certain occasion when an intimate friend of ,mr4 ,ballou's asked him1--,do you not think that the life of a clergyman is far from being a desirable one1 when you consider all the sorrow and grief that the discharge of the duty attendant upon the profession necessarily makes one acquainted with8 ,he replied1 evincing the peculiar light that was ever emitted from his eyes when he spoke earnestly1 ,were ,i to live my life over again1 knowing what ,i now so well know1 by more than half a century of experience1 ,i would choose again the same profession ,i have followed so long4 ,the humble and faithful servant of ,christ enjoys an inward happiness that none but his ,master may know4 ,there is no employment more fitting for the human heart1 more ennobling to the nature of man1 than the study of ,god's word1 and none from which so great and reliable happiness may be derived4 ,these evidences of his experience were treasured by many who were accustomed to seek his society for the benefit and pleasure of his conversation4 ,the brethren throughout the order1 and indeed every one who knew him1 seemed actuated towards him by a spirit which the universal title he bore served to indicate2 they always called him ,father ,ballou4 ,i do not think there was one minister in the numerous order of ,universalists who did not acknowledge his preeminence in original talent1 wonderful reasoning faculties1 and unblemished moral excellence4 ,as illustrating this fact1 we will let one of these brethren's remarks upon this subject speak for us here1 by again quoting from the eulogy of ,rev4 ,otis ,a4 ,skinner1 delivered before his society in this city4 ,but he was not merely our leader to the promised land2 he entered it with us1 and for more than half a century he continued with us1 standing first in our esteem and affection1 honored and beloved1 with no effort to obtain authority1 and no ambition to be a leader4 ,the place which he occupied was voluntarily assigned to him2 it was given in consequence of his true heart1 his profound judgment1 his undeviating attachment to principle1 his entire freedom from art and management4 ,envy hurled at him its arrows1 but they fell harmless at his feet2 ambition sought to rise above him1 but it sought in vain4 ,there he stood like a father at the head of his family1 content to exercise the sway which he obtained by his superior judgment1 his commanding talents1 and his devoted services4 ,he never dictated2 he was never impatient when opposed2 he was never unkind to those who differed from him2 he comprehended fully the true idea of religious liberty1 and in no instance exhibited a desire to act the ,pope4 ,we doubt whether1 in all the history of the church1 an instance can be found in which a minister has had so high a rank in his sect1 and yet manifested a less desire to bear rule4 ,nothing is more natural than for old men to oppose departures from their measures4 ,all sects have had those who bitterly denounced every step taken beyond what they themselves had gone2 but our honored father1 when he saw movements for progress1 when he saw new men proposing new plans of operation1 placed himself on a level with the humblest1 freely discussed the plan1 and yielded with cheerfulness when convinced4 ,not only did he yield1 but held his mind open to conviction1 and on1 several points he came in and worked faithfully for what at first he hesitated to sanction4 ,he was not like some advanced in years1 ever looking to the past1 and talking as though all wisdom was concentrated in it2 he believed that new discoveries were yet to be made2 that progress was a law of the true church1 and that measures must be suited to the times4 ,hence the most radical1 those most desirous for reform1 never felt that he stood in the way3 for there was not a reform which engaged the heart of the philanthropist that did not have his sanction4 ,he was a modern man1 and lived in the present time1 as much1 almost1 as the youngest in our ministry4 ,let us go forward1 was his motto4 ,such was the universal meed of honor that was accorded to him by his brethren in the ministry4 ,,chapter ,,xii4 ,,mr4 ,,ballou ,,as ,a ,,controversialist4 ,as passage after passage of scripture1 which had heretofore been misapplied1 was satisfactorily explained by his clear and far-seeing mind1 thousands1 who had before believed in a partial faith1 were brought to a knowledge of ,christ and the gospel4 ,mysteries were made plain1 and dark ways were lighted1 and the veil was thus removed from the eyes of the prejudiced1 or those upon whom the force of education and early association had exercised supreme sway in matters of religion4 ,i have often been led to wonder1 says ,mr4 ,ballou1 forcible as is my own realizing sense of the evidence of impartial grace1 that brethren1 brought up and educated in a religion so diametrically opposite1 should yield so readily1 as they often do1 to the arguments which we present to them1 and not unfrequently being won to our belief and service with the least exertion on our own part4 ,the reason of this is1 that there are some independent minds1 that boldly think for themselves2 that acknowledge no blind obedience to the dogmas of the church1 when those tenets of faith desecrate the rules of reason and justice4 ,the very fact that it seems to be a part of the faith of partialists to give blind credence to the declarations of the church1 and to consider it an actual sin to question the assertions of the minister relative to the signification of the ,bible1 has done much to keep the minds of men in darkness4 ,my own youthful condition was an humble example of this fact4 ,it was only by thinking for myself1--by receiving nothing without evidence1--that ,i at last came to that knowledge of ,christ and the gospel which has since been to my life such a sustaining and precious legacy4 ,but he was called upon to encounter much opposition in the advancements which he made1 and in latter years1 perhaps1 quite as often from professed ,universalists as from those who openly opposed the doctrine he taught4 ,there are many1 even at this day1 who seem to avoid the subject of future punishment1 and who will not speak out openly whether they believe or disbelieve it4 ,such talk vaguely of policy1 and the propriety of preaching moral sermons instead of doctrinal ones1 which argument is1 in itself1 a most inexcusable aspersion upon the gospel4 ,what kind of a faith must that be which will not bear to be preached8 ,this singular idea seems to have extended1 in some degree1 to the preachers themselves1 who have1 in many instances1 acquiesced in the caprice of their hearers upon the subject1 or1 at least1 that portion of them who reason in this way upon doctrinal matters4 ,the true reason that doctrinal sermons are decried by some of the ministers is1 that they afford no opportunity for them to introduce1 perhaps1 some style or course of reading that inclination may have led them to adopt4 ,true scriptural teaching calls for sound argument1 and substantial treatises upon the word1 and is a strong test of mental capacity2 whereas such sermons as are too often delivered to the people run upon miscellaneous themes1 that were more properly left for newspaper or magazine articles1 and are of a school of composition that a shallow brain may become a proficient in4 ,we are most forcibly reminded in this connection of the words of a certain ,english bishop1 who was travelling in this country a few years since1 and who made the remark1 that ministers here take a text from the ,bible and preach about railroads1 astronomy1 statuary and painting2 but that in his country they not only select their texts from the ,bible1 but they make its doctrines and principles the subject of their discourses4 ,that wise old divine1 ,jeremy ,taylor1 found it necessary in his day to chide these fashionable preachers4 ,they entertain their hearers1 said he1 with gaudy tulips and useless daffodils1 and not with the bread of life and medicinal plants1 growing on the margin of the fountains of salvation4 ,the true doctrine of the ,scriptures is the very fountain-head of all morality1 and those who talk so much about preaching moral sermons and avoiding doctrinal ones1 should pause and consider well their own inconsistency4 ,mr4 ,ballou's sermons were strictly doctrinal ones1 ay1 emphatically so2 but they were none the less moral also4 ,the principles are synonymous1 as must be evident to any thoughtful mind4 ,that was excellent advice given to a pious son by ,rowland ,hill1 to preach nothing down but the devil1 and nothing up but ,jesus ,christ4 ,the pulpit in these modern times has been sadly perverted by some in all denominations2 its legitimate and holy purpose has been lost sight of by many2 and any predominating hobby of its occupant is rode rough-shod over the heads of the congregation1 to the almost entire detriment of his usefulness as a religious teacher4 ,they dress up the tenets of faith in modern livery to please the popular taste1 and1 perhaps1 their own vanity1 forgetting that religion helmeted is religion no more4 ,the minister seems1 too1 often thoughtless of the fact1 that while he preaches1 ,almighty ,god is one of his hearers2 the various isms of the times are made to take the place of holy writ1 and sermons are overcharged with abstruse questions and transcendental ideas2 or perhaps so labored with rhetorical flourishes and ornaments1 that the hearer1 who seeks to be led by the straight and narrow way1 finds himself losing sight of the grand purpose and end of wisdom1 while he tarries by the way-side to admire the gaudy-colored flowers that line the road4 ,eloquence1 to be profitable1 must come from the heart1 says ,mr4 ,ballou2 none other will prove effectual4 ,i have heard men speak in public1 yea1 in the sacred pulpit1 with an apparent effect that was evinced in every hearer2 but when ,i turned away from the temple whither we had come up to worship the living ,god1 and was led to review the word as spoken to that people1 ,i could only recall the minister's excellent oratory1 his faultless gesticulation1 his admirable performance4 ,alas6 what great truth had he illustrated1 whom had he glorified save himself1 whom enlightened as to the unbounded grace and goodness of ,god8 ,and then ,i have prayed that ,heaven would turn the noble endowments with which it had blessed that brother to a more worthy use1 and fill his heart with that meekness and self-sacrificing spirit that is as a sweet and acceptable incense before the throne of ,jehovah4 ,ministers who follow this style of rhetorical and flowery preaching are not unfrequently pronounced very eloquent1 and indeed are able to fix the attention1 and much to interest an audience4 ,but it is unprofitable eloquence2 like the cypress1 which is great and tall1 yet bears no fruit4 ,pope has truthfully said1--,flowers of rhetoric in serious discourses are like the blue and red flowers in corn1 pleasing to the eye1 but prejudicial to the harvest6 ,keeping at the greatest distance from such errors1 ,mr4 ,ballou looked upon man as an intellectual and responsible being2 believing that truth is the food for that intellect to thrive upon1 and keeping the whole range of man's natural duties before him1 his discourses were weighty1 not in decorations for the fancy1 but in sound reasoning upon the holy text1 and in impressive and useful practical sentiment4 ,this was his principle of theology1 and1 moved by such feelings1 he never wasted time ,in sorting flowers to suit a fickle taste4 ,or1 as the editor of the ,christian ,freeman says1 relative to this trait of his character3--,it was not so much his concern to be a man-pleaser1 as to be a teacher and benefactor of men4 ,hence he would grapple with the errors of men1 and take them out of the way2 he would explain and elucidate the ,scriptures2 he would appeal to the reason and the moral sense of the people2 and all in the most kind and magnanimous spirit4 ,thus he excited the active opposition of the conservative and creed-bound1 elicited the earnest inquiry of multitudes of the people1 and 'filled the world with his doctrine4' ,he lived faithful to his own convictions of truth1 says ,rev4 ,w4 ,a4 ,drew1 of the ,gospel ,banner1 never sacrificed a principle to the love of popularity1 stood by his integrity as resolutely as ever martyr stood at the stake1 brought no reproach upon his cause1 but lived in the adornment of his profession1 and died consistently with his life4 ,we have felt disposed to dwell somewhat upon this point1 and to speak the more feelingly upon it1 for the reason that this was one of the most frequent objections brought against ,mr4 ,ballou's style of preaching1 by those who found fault at all2 and here we are fortunate in being able to give his own words and views upon the subject4 ,it is true1 the extract which we give does not contemplate the subject in precisely the same phase as that in which we have considered it1 yet it has its bearing4 ,the objection was brought1 of course1 mainly by those who1 although they believed1 or partially believed1 the doctrine of universal salvation1 were yet too timid to acknowledge it4 ,the argument is brought home at once to our understanding and earnest conviction by the simplicity and force of the illustration4 ,we have often been asked why we preach the doctrine we profess1 as this doctrine maintains that our ,creator has made the eternal state secure to all men1 and that the happiness of that state rests on the divine favor1 and not on any influence which we may exercise in this life4 ,no doubt it seems unaccountable to our opposers that we should argue so much1 preach so much1 and write and publish so much1 when1 after all1 we do not pretend that our eternal state of happiness depends on these exertions4 ,they do not see why1 allowing our doctrine true1 it would not be good policy to say nothing about it4 ,then we might enjoy the esteem of the pious of all denominations1 and be regarded by the religious community1 avoid all the censure that is now put upon us1 and still enjoy our opinion in silence4 ,now that our conduct in this respect is not so unaccountable as our opposers seem to think1 a few remarks will serve to show4 ,suppose my acquaintance with my earthly father to be such as to give me the most favorable opinion of his whole character1 so that ,i view him as one of the best husbands1 one of the most provident and kind fathers1 and a man of uprightness in all his conduct1 against whom nothing in truth can be spoken4 ,suppose1 under these circumstances1 being full of love and reverence for my father1 ,i hear him evilly spoken of1 and that too by those who profess to be acquainted with him1--yea1 by those to whom people in general look for information1 and in whose testimony the most of people are disposed to place confidence4 ,they go so far in this evil speaking as to represent the parent1 whom ,i love1 as guilty of acts of injustice and cruelty which deny him the smallest share of humanity4 ,what am ,i to do in this case8 ,i have proof in my hands to stop the mouths of these evil reporters1 and ,i can do it effectually4 ,to be sure1 ,i must exert myself in the use of the means which are at my disposal1 and ,i shall no doubt incur the displeasure of my father's traducers4 ,all this is1 of course1 to be expected4 ,but here ,i am told that almost all the people composing the community at large1 are really of the opinion of those who thus speak evil of my father2 and that1 even if ,i knew these reports to be false1 ,i had better say nothing about the matter1 as it will only bring me into discredit4 ,suppose ,i should be weak enough to hesitate1 and even shrink from the defence of my venerable father's character1 should ,i not feel justly ashamed of myself8 ,what could be more base in me than silence and inaction8 ,look again1 and see how such a case would be aggravated by circumstances4 ,my father told me that these traducers would speak evil of him1 and on this very account put into my possession every kind of evidence which is necessary to refute all these evil reports1 and charged me1 by the dear relation in which we stood to each other1 and the love which we have reciprocated1 to be faithful in the defence of his character4 ,shall ,i be silent8 ,shall ,i be afraid that those who despise my father will also despise me8 ,shall ,i purchase their smiles at the expense of a character which is dearer to me than my life8 ,what would it avail to urge in this case1 that almost every one in the community would be against me8 ,is not this circumstance my justification8 ,surely2 for1 if people did not believe the false reports before mentioned1 there would be no use of disproving them4 ,but the subject admits of argument still more forcible4 ,suppose those who speak evil of my father are my brethren1 and his own beloved children2 and suppose1 furthermore1 that all who are deceived by this evil speaking are so likewise4 ,we now have the whole difficulty in our family4 ,my brethren are deceived concerning my father's character and conduct2 he has never done those base things which they think he has4 ,but they really believe these errors1 and are tormented day and night with fear that they and their children will fall under the dreadful scourge of our father's wrath6 ,now1 as ,i know that all their notions are false1 and that it is a fact that the whole family are abundantly provided for1 day by day1 by the kindness and love of our father1 can ,i1 under these circumstances1 be justified in not making even an effort to convince them of their errors8 ,here we see the honor of our father1 the cause of truth and justice1 all unite in calling upon me to open the evidence which our father has put within my hands for this purpose1--to give the knowledge of the truth to those who need it4 ,with all these matters forcibly impressed upon my heart1 which ,i have given to you in this simple form1 how can ,i justify myself in doing otherwise than ,i do1 humbly endeavoring at all times to dispel the cloud of error that partialists have contrived to throw about the received idea of our ,father in heaven1--how can ,i reconcile it to my own heart to avoid doctrine1 and preach aught else to the people while they starve for truth8 ,mr4 ,ballou was declared to be aggressive1 in his spiritual warfare1 as well as defensive2 and so he was4 ,every great reformer must be so2 every one that has left a worthy title to that name has done likewise4 ,with a great truth to promulgate1 with new light to diffuse1 with a subtle enemy to encounter1 it would not have been enough for him to take a position and hold it2 the war must be carried into the enemy's country1 and the white cross of truth must be made to surmount the loftiest points in the castles of error1 and to float over the banners of infidelity and partialism4 ,and this was his mode of warfare against bigotry4 ,he spared neither himself nor the common enemy2 his standard was reared everywhere1 even in the very citadel of his religious opponents2 and1 strong in the gospel truths he advocated and trusted in1 their arrows of wrath1 steeped in the poison of superstition1 found no unguarded point in his armor of gospel mail1 but fell harmless to the earth1 or more frequently rebounded to the harm of those who had sent them4 ,his warfare against error was indeed aggressive2 he seized upon every weak point1 and never failed to thrust home4 ,i call ,god to witness1 he says1 ,i feel no enmity towards any name1 denomination or sect1 under heaven2 but ,i have a certain object in view which comes in contact with their errors4 ,again he says3-- ,in all the statements which ,i have made of the doctrinal ideas of others1 ,i have been careful to state no more than what ,i have read in authors1 or heard contended for in preaching and conversation2 and if ,i have1 in any instance1 done those ideas any injustice1 it was not intended4 ,the reason1 he continues1 why ,i have not quoted any author1 or spoken of any denomination1 is1 ,i have not felt it to be my duty nor inclination to write against any name or denomination in the world2 but my object has been1 what ,i pray it ever may be1 to contend against error1 wherever ,i find it1 and to receive truth and support it1 let it come from what quarter it may4 ,for the sake of ease1 however1 in writing1 ,i have reasoned with my opponent1 opposer or objector1 meaning no one in particular1 but any one who uses the arguments and states the objections which ,i have endeavored to answer4 ,it is very probable that some may think me too ironical1 and in many instances too severe on what ,i call error4 ,but ,i find it very difficult to expose error1 so as to be understood by all1 without carrying1 in many instances1 my arguments in such a form as may not be agreeable to those who believe in what ,i wish to correct4 ,i confess ,i should have been glad to have written1 on all my inquiries1 so as not to have displeased any1 but to have pleased all1 could ,i have done it and accomplished my main design2 but this1 ,i was persuaded1 would be difficult4 ,i have1 therefore1 paid particular attention to nothing but my main object1 depending on the goodness of my reader to pardon what may be disagreeable1 in manner or form1 as inadvertencies4 ,but all he did and said was in the spirit of the true ,christian4 ,he fought against error1--not against those who walked in the ways of error2 it was a creed he decried1 not his fellow-men2--and the battles he won were far more glorious than the blood-stained fields that follow in the train of mortal warfare4 ,let us add that the triumphs of truth are the more glorious for being bloodless1 deriving their brightest lustre from the number of the saved1 instead of the slain4 ,personally he could have no enemy1--he would not have recognized any human being as such2 but against error he waged a most open and resolute warfare1 throughout the entire course of his life4 ,in ,may1 #ahda1 the society over which ,mr4 ,ballou had so long held sole ministration voted to engage a colleague to assist him in the duties of pastor1 and the ,rev4 ,t4 ,c4 ,adam was engaged by them in this capacity4 ,it was understood between ,mr4 ,ballou and his assistant that each should preach on certain ,sabbaths2 so that when ,mr4 ,ballou did not preach in his own desk1 he might be able to answer some of the constant and increasing demands upon his services from the neighboring towns4 ,although at this time seventy-three years of age1 he preached every ,sabbath1 frequently delivering three discourses during the day and evening4 ,mr4 ,adam was not long attached to the society2 but other ministering brethren1 at the desire of the society1 assisted from time to time in the pulpit4 ,from ,may1 #ahdb1 to ,may1 #ahdd1 ,rev4 ,h4 ,b4 ,soule1 a pure-minded and eloquent brother in the ministry1 was the junior pastor1 exercising a most godly influence by his teachings1 and making in this period a host of sincere friends4 ,in ,january1 #ahdf1 ,rev4 ,e4 ,h4 ,chapin was installed as junior pastor1 which situation he filled to universal satisfaction and continued usefulness for some two years2 when1 having resigned his connection with the society1 ,rev4 ,a4 ,a4 ,miner was unanimously invited to become the colleague of ,mr4 ,ballou1 and was duly installed ,may #ca1 #ahdh2 retaining his situation until the decease of the pastor1 ,mr4 ,ballou1 whose desk he now fills4 ,the connection of these several brethren with ,mr4 ,ballou personally was of the most agreeable character1 friendly1 and profitable to their mutual spiritual interests4 ,but1 without appearing to reflect in the least upon the other associates in this connection1 concerning this latter brother's union with the subject of this biography1 we should be unfaithful did we not refer to it in the terms it merits1 and should fail to do that which ,mr4 ,ballou himself would have desired4 ,for more than four years the most uninterrupted and delightful intercourse continued between them4 ,no son could have been more considerate1 kind1 and assiduous1 no father more affectionate and grateful1 than in this case4 ,mr4 ,ballou has often declared1 in our hearing and in his family circle1 the earnest friendship he realized1--nay1 the affection which entirely filled his heart towards one in whom he found no guile1 and who seemed sent by a kind ,providence to smooth the declining steps of his professional career4 ,it is hardly necessary to add here1 that this feeling was shared in by every member of ,mr4 ,ballou's extensive family4 ,rev4 ,henry ,bacon says1 relative to the period when associate pastors were connected with him3--,mr4 ,ballou was out of his element in inactivity1 and therefore he travelled extensively in many of the states1 especially the ,new ,england1 'preaching the glad tidings of the kingdom of ,god4' ,many feared that he was thus perilling his fame1 going forth after the threescore years and ten were passed2 but he wisely used the labors of his years of full strength1 and seemed to renew his youth as he entered into the expositions of the ,divine ,word4 ,i never heard more enthusiastic encomiums on his preaching than within the few last years2 and there was power in the very aspect of the old man's form1 as he stood in the sacred desk1 in an old age that was indeed 'frosty but kindly1'--with a winning and impressive venerableness1 full of the raptures of early years1 and casting a beautiful shadow in the way of those who needed such a guidance to the realms of immortality and glory4 ,not unfrequently1 when some of his old friends were called home to their ,god in advance of him1--men who had perhaps been converted in their youth by his teachings1 and felt thus strongly endeared to him by the ties of friendship and spiritual interest1--they would in their last moments express an earnest desire to have him perform the last ceremony over their mortal remains4 ,when this was the case1 notwithstanding his advanced age1 and even at times in the depth of winter1 he always complied with their desires4 ,when he had finally made up his mind to the performance of anything1 and was satisfied that it was his duty to do it1 nothing in the shape of ordinary impediments could possibly prevent him from carrying out his purpose4 ,a case of this kind occurred1 for instance1 in the winter of #ahde1 during one of the most severe storms that had been experienced in this region for years4 ,mr4 ,ballou1 with the snow of seventy-six winters upon his head1 persevered in accomplishing and performing one of these ,christian deeds of kindness on the occasion of the death of ,col4 ,pierce1 of ,gloucester1 ,mass41 a man widely known for his goodness of heart1 and as a warm believer and advocate of universal salvation4 ,he seemed to have no dread or fear of the elements at all1 or of personal exposure to them2 and let the storm rage as severely as it might1 he always kept his appointment1 and to the very last was never in the habit of riding to the place of worship1 but walked1 in all weather1 in sunshine or in rain4 ,he retained his physical faculties in the same remarkable degree of preservation as was the case with his mental endowments4 ,his hearing1 up to the last week of his life1 never perceptibly declined2 and in his funeral discourse ,mr4 ,miner says3--,though the weight of more than fourscore years was upon him1 his vigor was scarcely abated1 and his unassisted sight enabled him to read a ,bible of fine print with ease4 ,his step was firm1 and his strength permitted him to walk from one extreme of the city to another1 even to the last time he left his house4 ,the simple deduction from these facts is1 that he was never guilty of excess1 or of the abuse of those faculties which a kind ,providence had bestowed upon him in such perfection4 ,it was his practice to pray most earnestly with the sick1 to whose bedside he was constantly being called4 ,we would that every reader of these pages might once have seen him on such a mission of holy consolation4 ,his step was so quiet and noiseless in the sick room1 his expression of countenance so peaceful and hope-inspiring1 his words so gentle and so redolent of heavenly assurance1 that a spell of silence and peace seemed to surround all things4 ,in prayer with him1 that key which opes the gates of heaven1 did the sick and dying seek for confidence and consolation in their trying moments4 ----,in his duty prompt at every call1 ,he watched and wept1 he prayed and felt1 for all4 ,we have been present when1 beside the bed where parting life was laid1 with his voice pitched to a low1 soft cadence1 and the sick one's hand held gently within his own1 he has breathed such heaven-inspired language of peace1 held forth the cherished promises of ,christ1 and shown the divine character of our ,heavenly ,father in its true light so clearly1 yet so mildly and persuasively1 that a smile of contentment would light up the pallid features of the sufferer1 giving token of the same light of hope shining within his soul1 and leaving an impression on the hearts of those who knelt with him in that presence never to be effaced4 ,o6 it is a glorious mission thus to be the herald of peace and good will to the struggling soul at its last moments1--thus to pass it over1 as it were1 in confidence to ,god who gave it6 ,often have we heard it said1 ,i had rather hear ,father ,ballou pray than any other person2 it seems almost impossible not to follow him in every thought and expression4 ,the truth is1 his whole heart was in the prayer2 he felt what he said2 he humbled himself in sincerity before the throne of ,jehovah2 while the easy and spontaneous flow of devotional language that fell from his lips was calculated to charm the ear of the listener1 and lead him to nearer communion with the omnipotent ,being whom he heard so sincerely addressed4 ,his prayers were void of that unpleasant hesitancy of speech which unfortunately too often characterizes the delivery of ministers in this exercise4 ,his effort proved one smooth and liquid flow of devotional thoughts1 from a soul fully baptized in the love of ,god4 ,on such occasions1 the altar of his heart seemed lighted1 and it burned pure and bright before the throne of his ,father in heaven4 ,the immense power of prayer can hardly be overrated1 or its real influence upon our minds properly conceived of1 when uttered in such a manner as we have described4 ,it then becomes the peace of our struggling spirit1 the rest of our care1 the calm of our tempest4 ,it was thus with all his religious exercises4 ,he never failed to impress the hearer with his own sincerity1 and to imbue his spirit with a devotional feeling that brought with it refreshing influence and vivifying hope4 ,his devotedness to his profession1 his untiring zeal in the cause which he advocated1 his frequent self-sacrificing exertions in its behalf1 were the constant theme of his brethren in the ministry4 ,his never-varying and earnest pursuit of his grand object1--that of convincing the world of ,god's impartial love to all mankind1--his perfect reliance on an overruling ,providence1 his perfect faith in the omnipotence of truth and virtue1 were all so ardently realized and manifested in his heart and dealings with his fellow-men1 as to be the remark of all who knew him4 ,his own experience had taught him to place the fullest reliance upon the ,divine goodness1 for it had strangely supported him through adversity1 and had carried him through many dark trials1 triumphantly supporting him amidst discouragements which must otherwise have inevitably overwhelmed a less confiding spirit4 ,it was a most extraordinary circumstance for him to miss a single ,sabbath from church2 and we do not think this occurred a score of times up to his seventy-ninth year4 ,the weather1 however violent1 either in town or country1 as we have before remarked1 never prevented him from attending to his professional appointments4 ,even in physical illness he never faltered1 and has more than once fainted in the desk from bodily weakness1 caused by attending to his services at church when physically unable to do so4 ,we are forcibly reminded here of a portion of a letter from ,rev4 ,h4 ,b4 ,soule1 then colleague with ,mr4 ,ballou1 to ,rev4 ,stephen ,r4 ,smith4 ,both of these brethren1 whose light burned so bright and lovely at that time1 were called home by their ,maker before this elder servant in their ,master's vineyard4 ,you will want to hear a word of our ,father in ,israel4 ,he continues in good health for a man seventy-three years old2 he preaches yet as strong as most men at forty4 ,nothing but death will ever bring rest to his labors4 ,most men1 at his age1 would sit down1 and in dreamy idleness or mere social converse wait their call4 ,not so with him2 his ,god-given mission will not be finished till his lips are sealed forever4 ,he will preach as long as he can stand2 and as long as he does preach his preaching will be reverenced4 ,preach as long as he can stand6 yes1 and longer6 ,when that aged frame1 pangless and cold1 sleeps in the grave2 when that voice1 eloquent so long with 'good tidings of great joy1' shall be hushed on earth1 then will ,father ,ballou preach as he never did before4 ,his life1 with its sainted virtues1 its noble toil1 its ,christian zeal1 will be a sermon1--how thrilling1 how divine1 they will know who read it4 ,may it be long ere it is written6 ,god bless him in his old days1 and sanctify his example to the young servant who stands beside him6 ,the young brother who thus wrote spoke most truly4 ,he studied well the character of him with whom he was associated2 he realized the present effect of his words1 and the future influence they must inevitably exercise4 ,his life1 says the junior pastor1 when that voice shall be hushed upon earth1 will preach as he never did before4 ,that time has now come2 we now realize this period referred to4 ,though dead1 he yet speaketh4 ,full of honors and of years1 he has lain him down to sleep his last sleep2 but he will still preach to us as eloquently as ever1 perhaps with increased influence1 through the memory of his pure and godly life1 and the power of the works he has left behind4 ,by the world he will be remembered as the apostle of ,universalism1 says ,t4 ,a4 ,goddard1 the superintendent of his ,sabbath-school1 in his address to the school1 the advocate of the paternal character of ,god2 and he will speak to men as of old1 when he charged them to cast away their creeds and superstitions1 and to search the ,scriptures for themselves4 ,to his people he will speak whenever they enter this temple1 reminding them of the many years he dwelt with them in peace1 and of the glorious truths that have dropped from his lips4 ,to us he will speak1 with his benignant eye1 as often as we enter this room1 telling us1 in the language of the apostle1 ',beloved1 let us love one another2 for love is of ,god4' ,this theme--the love of ,god--was1 indeed1 one which he delighted to dwell upon2 and with what unction would he treat it in all its length and breadth6 ,yea1 though his personal work be ended1 yet the influence of his life-long labors will be perpetuated for centuries4 ,mr4 ,ballou was particularly remarkable for his punctuality1 and always took precaution that no matter1 of whatever description1 should be delayed by him4 ,this was a point upon which he was always exceedingly tenacious4 ,often have we heard him say that punctuality is not merely a duty that we owe to others1 but absolutely a duty to ourselves1 and one of the most important principles that can be adopted and observed in every and all relations of life2 and upon this belief he ever acted4 ,if he had an engagement to proceed to any of the neighboring towns to preach1 or was about to commence a journey of any considerable length1 which was very often the case1 he always allowed a reasonable period of time to spare at the place of starting1 and took good precaution that he should never find it necessary to hurry in any emergency4 ,in short1 he made it a strict and abiding principle to be punctual in every case1 important or comparatively otherwise4 ,this was one reason why he was enabled to accomplish so much1--the proper division of time1 and adherence to the appointed period for each specific purpose1 giving him great command of his resources4 ,thus it has been said of him that he seemed completely independent of time and place1 and so it would almost appear4 ,burning with a constant desire to be about his ,master's business1 he could not remain idle for a moment when he realized that he might be profitably employed to the end of promulgating and enforcing the religion he taught4 ,as we have before said1 personal convenience or comfort were not taken into consideration at all2 he was ever ready1 ever willing1 to respond promptly at each call2 but so numerous were these1 that he was obliged to adopt the principle of supplying the society first who came to him first1 and those persons who read our denominational papers will have noticed that his appointments were frequently announced1 up to the very last1 for weeks in advance4 ,the good that he undoubtedly accomplished in these itinerant missions must have been incalculable4 ,realizing that he could occupy but an hour or so in a place1 he usually took up some prominent point of theology1 and1 by his masterly handling of the subject1 cleared its questionable character entirely from the hearer's mind2 and thus having gained one step before them which would impart a degree of confidence in his faith and general mode of explanation1 he would then go over a most extensive field of faith1 pointing out features here and there1 and the props that should be raised to sustain this portion and that1 and leaving the minds of the people1 at last1 strongly impressed with a system of theology that they might themselves understandingly pursue and reason upon1 taking for a groundwork or platform that which he had clearly elucidated to their minds as the true fundamental basis of the gospel of ,christ4 ,in reference to his frequent travels about the country1 we would that it were possible to obtain more of the numerous incidents1 so illustrative and characteristic1 that used so constantly to occur to him4 ,one anecdote strikes us at this moment1 which is not without its bearing1 as it relates to his power for repartee1 or rather1 we should say1 his ability to turn the most familiar subjects into argumentative use and advantage4 ,when it is remembered that ,mr4 ,ballou's belief was that salvation is the process of making people happy1 the point of the following anecdote will be appreciated4 ,it happened1 on one of his short excursions in the neighboring country1 that he stopped at a public house1 where he had occasion to pass through a room which a woman was about to engage in cleaning4 ,she had heard that he was at the house1 and1 being of a different faith1 she determined to ask him1 if an opportunity offered1 just one single question1 which1 in her simplicity1 she conceived to be perfectly unanswerable by those who believed in the doctrine ,mr4 ,ballou advocated4 ,as he came in1 she began3--,your name is ,ballou1 ,i believe1 sir8--,yes1 madam1 said he1 my name is ,ballou4--,i'm told that you preach1 said the woman1 that all mankind are going to be saved4--,yes1 replied he1 ,i do4--,well1 ,mr4 ,ballou1 continued she1 do you believe they will be saved without first becoming perfectly holy8 ,do you believe they will be saved just as they are8 ,he looked at her mop4 ,what are you going to do with that mop8 he asked4--,why1 sir1 replied she1 ,i'm going to mop up the floor4--,are you going to mop up the floor1 he asked1 before it becomes perfectly clean8 ,are you going to mop it up just as it is8 ,could a more happily conceived answer have been given to the woman1 if hours had been consumed in its preparation8 ,we opine not2 and herein the reader will observe the instantaneous and lightning-like operation of ,mr4 ,ballou's mind4 ,his conversational powers were most remarkable1--remarkable because ever tempered with such a fund of logical clear-sightedness1 such profound acumen1 and such convincing argument upon the topic under discussion2 then we have to add to this the effect of his speech1 so distinct and impressive4 ,hazlitt's remark of ,coleridge1 that he was an excellent talker1--very1--if you let him start from no premises and come to no conclusion1 would in no way apply to the subject of these memoirs2 for1 at the outset of ,mr4 ,ballou's conversation1 you would at once divine the end he aimed at1 and would only be surprised at the velocity with which you found him leading you to the desired result1 always established in his own mind1 though he addressed you with the calm and collected expression that was a second nature to him4 ,no mountain of error seemed too lofty for him to surmount1 with giant strides and unbroken strength2 and you would find his white flag of truth waving from its summit1 and yourself breathing freer and deeper at the consummation of the rough ascent1 before you had fairly found time to realize the power of reason necessary to surmount the rugged obstacles of the path4 ,and once elevated above the murky haze of error1 his descent with you again to the lowlands and plains of every-day life was as easy and graceful as his ascent had been majestic and lofty4 ,often1 in private conversation with those who had come to his own fireside to meet him1 he was most efficacious4 ,in the grandeur of his conception1 the glory of his theme1 and the unequalled sincerity with which he advocated it1 his soul would seem to expand1 his eyes to kindle in the expression to a surprising brilliancy1 his lips and countenance seemed like those of one inspired1 while you would have been almost awed at the man1 had not his theme so much more power over your heart4 ,but1 having uttered such language as few could frame1 having challenged your admiration and wonder by the adaptedness of every word1 and the conviction that he forced upon you1 he relapsed again into the quiet1 peaceable1 domestic soul that he was1 and you would seem to look around instinctively to behold the spirit which had so entranced your faculties but a moment before1 it seeming impossible that it was he who sat so quietly beside you4 ,mr4 ,ballou's reading was confined almost entirely to sacred history1 and1 comparatively speaking1 he consulted little else1 though he was well versed on all general subjects1 and he carefully perused at least one daily newspaper regularly4 ,we remember to have asked him1 at a late period of his life1 why he did not vary his reading somewhat from the great theme of divinity1 arguing that it might afford some relief to his mind1 and be of both mental and physical benefit to him1 by somewhat relaxing the constant exercise of his brain4 ,he answered us in the words of ,milton1--,the end of learning is to know ,god1 and out of that knowledge to love him1 and to venerate him2 adding1 that this was the great actuating purpose of his labors and study2 in short1 the being1 end and aim1 of his existence4 ,that which seems to you to be labor1 said he1 is to me as refreshing recreation4 ,no course of reading could afford me the pleasure and delight that ,i find in that which has engaged me1 heart and soul1 for more than half a century4 ,his whole library did not exceed three hundred volumes1 but these were of a character that particularly indicated the nature of his mind and pursuits1 being well worn by constant use1 and relating to such subjects as might be supposed to occupy and interest him4 ,his thorough acquaintance with the ,scriptures was almost unprecedented1 and he was never at fault as to any passage or quotation from its wealth of knowledge4 ,it was the book he had studied more than all others put together2 nor was there any passage1 in the whole of the sacred record1 which had been made the theme of controversy or misunderstanding1 that he had not also made the subject of careful study and exposition4 ,every unoccupied moment was given to mental exercise upon the subject nearest to his heart4 ,we have seen him thus occupied often in the street1 when all the turmoil and bustle of life passed him by unheeded4 ,on this peculiarity1 ,mr4 ,bacon says1 in the eulogy before referred to3--,he wasted no power in frivolity1 but as he walked the streets he seemed to be unaffected by the crowd about him1 meditating some new utterance of the truth4 ,i remember being amused1 and yet impressed1 by beholding him1 in my youth1 walking along with his head bent1 and his lips moving as in speech1 heeding not the passers-by or the shows in the street1 appearing as quiet amid the noise and bustle as in the solitude of his own study4 ,yet should any one greet him by name1 he would instantly pause1 fix his sharp1 keen eye upon the face before him1 and1 as he recognized the friend1 one of the sweetest smiles that ever illumined a human face would spread over his countenance1 deepening till that countenance was youthful indeed2 then1 with ready utterance of kind feeling and warm interest in the happiness of others1 he made his affectionate regards known4 ,,chapter ,,xiii4 ,,spirit ,,of ,,his ,,doctrine4 ,mr4 ,ballou ever strove to make the word and the principles which he taught appear attractive1 by representing them in their appropriate dress1 the livery of joy and peace1 and from the principles of fatherly love and kindness he gathered the strongest motives for humility1 gratitude and obedience4 ,he would tell you that ,god has written upon the fragrant flowers of the field1 on the breezes that rock them1 and the refreshing sun that nurtures them1 indelible tokens of his fatherly affection1 and would refer you to the blooming clover1 and the falling rain1 as blessings not to be misconstrued1 in ,god's own hand-writing1 a way-side sacrament1 free to all4 ,he would never tire of depicting the ,almighty through the spirit of the most beautiful emblems in nature1 and ever deducing from them the most amiable and glorious traits of ,deity4 ,the employment he made of the familiar images of nature will remind the reader of what we have already said touching the influences of his birth-place4 ,the blue skies1 the green pastures1 the gushing rivulets1 the everlasting hills that rear their giant summits to the glorious effulgence of the noon-tide sun1 or the cold kiss of the midnight moon1 spoke to his heart a language that his intellect faithfully interpreted4 ,the constant contemplation of beautiful natural scenery almost invariably inspires devotional feeling4 ,in the wonderful solitudes of nature the sneer of the infidel is hushed upon his lips1 and the worldly man forgets the passions1 the jealousies1 the intrigues1 the heart-burnings and frivolities1 of his daily artificial life4 ,but the heart of the true1 thoughtful1 right-minded man does something more than mirror the images presented to his eye4 ,it is not like ----a sleeping lake1 ,that takes the hue of cloud and sky1 ,and only feels its surface break ,as birds of passage wander by1 ,that dip their wing and upward soar1 ,leaving it quiet as before4 ,before the mind's eye of such a man1 the beauties of nature do not glide away like the figures of a painted panorama1 serving only to amuse1 charming the eye for a moment with grace of form and beauty of manner1 and then passing away like an idle dream1 the baseless fabric of a vision4 ,in the true man1 the child of ,god1 the inner1 the spiritual sense is awakened in sympathy with the material organs of vision4 ,for him each lineament of nature is a revelation1 each feature a symbol4 ,the flowers are to him1 as some one has beautifully remarked1 the alphabet of angels4 ,we have labored somewhat in these pages1 even at the risk of repetition1 to inculcate the idea that ,mr4 ,ballou was one of these students of nature2 and this was the case in a most eminent degree3 the teachings that he received at her feet in youth he garnered up in his heart1 to be repeated1 to be illustrated1 and illumined with new light from the brightness of his intellect1 to be poured forth again to thousands who required so eloquent an interpreter4 ,he had learned a lesson he could never forget1 from the beautiful creations of ,god1 of his fatherly affection4 ,the fierce midnight storm1 with its thunder-peals and lightning-flashes1 had no terror for him2 he knew better than to interpret it as a manifestation of the wrath and vengeful fury of the ,deity2 for he knew that it was to be followed by a purer and healthier atmosphere1 by the glowing bow of promise1 and by brighter smiles from the unshadowed sun4 ,in none of the varied phenomena of nature did he behold the ,god of wrath1 the ,god of vengeance1 the pitiless ,deity of the dark theology1 whose horrors he was destined to dissipate and overcome4 ,far from this4 ,he deduced from every phase of nature the great truth of the all-prevailing and inexhaustible love of the ,almighty for the children of his creation4 ,thus1 by the simple symbols and tokens he had discovered1 strewn like flowers along the pathway of life1 he sought to awaken the torpid sense of those who1 having eyes1 saw not1 and having ears1 heard not1 the wonders of the glad tidings the angel-messengers of the ,deity were commissioned to communicate to man4 ,mr4 ,ballou's examples and illustrations of ,god's unbounded grace and goodness1 as drawn from visible nature1 were very frequent4 ,god's word first1 and then ,god's works1 were his strength and shield4 ,let the following show his mode of reasoning in this particular4 ,he says3--,if our ,creator has so bountifully provided for our existence here1 which is but momentary1 and for our temporal wants1 which will all soon be forgotten1 what has he not done for the security of our immortal state1 and for our enjoyment in the everlasting world8 ,pause1 and behold what boundless scenes of riches and glory are opening to our view in ,jesus1 by whom life and immortality are brought to light6 ,we have seen the brightness of the morning sun1 have known the renovating majesty of his noon-tide rays1 have seen a fair creation blest with his universal light and heat6 ,but this is only a symbol of the ,sun of ,righteousness2 his brightness is above that of the morning sun1 his heat is more renovating than the rays of the noon4 ,in him our ,heavenly ,father hath given unto us eternal life4 ,as the life of the natural is in the sun1 so the life of the moral creation is in ,jesus1 the light of the world1 the life of man4 ,if the earth be full of the goodness of the ,lord1 have we not in this a fair specimen of the rest of his vast creation8 ,have we any reason to believe that the earth is more favored with the divine goodness than any other part or parts of creation8 ,no1 surely we have not4 ,all those worlds which sparkle in the wide expanse of heaven are full of the goodness of the ,lord2 and if time be all full of divine goodness1 so is eternity2 and if ,god be universally good temporally speaking1 so is he in relation to spiritual things4 ,what infinite reason have we to exercise our hearts in gratitude to ,god1 and our affections in love to him1 who giveth us all things richly to enjoy6 ,with what propriety may we say1 ',let everything that hath breath praise the ,lord6' ,observe how vastly different was the effect produced by the tenets of faith preached by many around him6 ,how far from lovable was the portraiture drawn of ,god and ,heaven by those who held forth the creed of the old school6 ,how many preachers of this school have won their ephemeral reputations solely by awakening the terrors of their auditors1 and have been esteemed great in proportion to their ability to produce fainting1 convulsions1 tears and groans1 among women and children6 ,the perverted vision of such men rests on no image of nature1 except such as they can distort to symbolize some imaginary dreadful attribute in the ,god of their theology4 ,he is clothed by them in storms and clouds1 as the heathen ,jove was depicted grasping in his hand a sheaf of thunderbolts4 ,from their portraiture every gleam of light is excluded1--it is a murky and repulsive mass of shadows4 ,the gentle and fragrant flowers1 the sweet perfumes and rainbow colors with which the face of nature is so prodigally decked1 claim no word or thought of theirs2 they cannot employ these images in their illustrations1 they cannot reconcile them with their gloomy theories1--their very existence is unaccountable to their perverse vision4 ,that gloomy1 heart-dejecting something1 says ,mr4 ,ballou1 which has been maintained in our world at an incalculable expense of treasure1 of comfort1 peace and joy1--at the expense1 also1 of the tender charities of the heart1 and the benevolent sentiments of the soul1--though called religion1 is all counterfeit4 ,it has drawn a sable curtain over the mildly radiant countenance of our ,father in heaven1 and in room of leading the mind to contemplate the ,divine ,being with pleasure and delight1 it has attached a horror to the sacred name1 which gives a stupefying chill to the heart1 repels the mind1 and forces it to seek relief in the contemplation of visible and sensible objects2 and after becoming the author of this horror and disgust in the soul1 it artfully takes the advantage of the deception1 to inculcate a belief that the reason of these feelings is the natural depravity of the human heart6 ,such are the views which youth are led to entertain of religion1 that they contemplate it as something calculated to deprive them of their present comforts1 and only useful as it relates to a state of existence hereafter1 where1 as a recompense for sacrifices which they make of happiness in this world1 they are to receive extensive and lasting blessings4 ,with such reflections1 it is natural to delay the concerns of religion as long as possible1 with an intention to submit to its unpleasant requirements in season to win the prize4 ,this is evidently the reason why youth are so little inclined to employ their thoughts on divine things1 and to prefer amusements and trifling vanities to the acquisition of ,christian knowledge4 ,but true religion presents the ,father of our spirits as the most lovely character of which the mind can possibly conceive4 ,it directs to the contemplation of that almighty power which controls a universe1 and to view all its elements in harmony with the unchangeable love of ,god to his creatures4 ,in youth1 while the heart is tender1 and sensibility quick and lively1 what an exquisite delight the mind is capable of enjoying1 by penetrating through visible objects and the beauty of temporal things1 to the contemplation of that wisdom1 power and goodness1 which are manifest through the medium of these outward forms6 ,if the fragrance of the rose can so gratefully delight the sense1 how much greater is the pleasure to the rational mind which flows from the consideration of that wisdom and goodness which gave this power to the rose1 and this capacity to sense6 ,from this single item let the mind glance through all creation1 and freely indulge the reflection that the universe is as full of the divine goodness as the rose or the lily of the valley4 ,freed from superstition1 what heart would not be charmed with the character which the ,saviour gives of our ,heavenly ,father8 ',behold the fowls of the air2 for they sow not1 neither do they reap1 nor gather into barns1 yet your ,heavenly ,father feedeth them4 ,are ye not much better than they8 ,consider the lilies of the field1 how they grow2 they toil not1 neither do they spin2 and yet ,i say unto you that even ,solomon1 in all his glory1 was not arrayed like one of these4' ,these mute1 but beautiful and eloquent testimonials of their ,maker's love and gentleness1 would rebuke the dogmatism of the schools2 and hence they naturally avoid to mention the graceful1 refined and touching features of nature4 ,they prefer rather to revel in their own dark and unwarrantable conceptions of a future state1 to gloat over the prospective agony of their brethren1 to conjure up horrid pictures of future suffering and woe1 and madly to pronounce all as being necessary to the full glory of ,god1 and the exemplification of his almighty power4 ,what wonder1 then1 that thousands1 turning with loathing and shuddering from the image of a deity clothed with all the repugnant attributes of the most debased humanity1 plunge into hopeless unbelief1 refusing all credence in such a being1 and in any future state whatever8 ,was it not a ,herculean task to combat the immemorial and prescriptive dogmas of powerful and learned preachers1 armed with all the rhetorical imagery of the schools for working terror and despair in the hearts of their listeners8 ,again ,mr4 ,ballou says3-- ,the preacher of the old school exhorts his hearers1 above all things1 to the practice of the most rigid self-denial2 and assures them that ,god will be highly pleased with their abstaining from those pleasures which he has placed within their reach4 ,the most innocent amusements1 the most harmless recreations1 he declaims against with the utmost vehemence1 as damning sins4 ,he considers religion essentially to consist in a perpetual effort to suppress and eradicate that propensity to acquire temporal happiness which the ,god of nature has made to be the spring of our actions4 ,but on no subject does he delight to dwell so much as on the future punishment of the wicked and impenitent4 ,he dresses up the ,father of the universe in the awful robes of eternal wrath and unbounded indignation1 filled with incessant anger at the crimes of the wicked1 exerting infinite wisdom in devising the modes and augmenting the severity of their punishment4 ,the eternal din of future punishment soon loses all effect in frightening the people1 and has no influence but to impress a melancholy gloom on their minds4 ,mankind are to be animated to strive to enter the gates of heaven by the love of ,god and of goodness4 ,he who attempts it through fear of damnation exhibits no evidence of holiness of heart4 ,as well may we call a man honest who1 having an inclination to steal1 refrains for fear of the whip1 as we may a man religious1 who1 having vicious inclinations1 restrains them1 and conforms to the exteriors of religion1 for the purpose of escaping the flames of hell4 ,it is matter of much regret that the amiable religion of ,christianity should be so disfigured and misrepresented as to deprive many people of the happiness of enjoying it4 ,jesus ,christ has in the clearest manner inculcated those duties which are productive of the highest moral felicity1 and consistent with all the innocent enjoyments to which we are impelled by the dictates of nature4 ,religion1 when fairly considered in its genuine simplicity and uncorrupted state1 is the source of endless rapture and delight4 ,but1 when corrupted with denials1 mortifications1 and a punctilious observance of external rites1 it assumes a form disgusting to men of taste1 and a relish for social happiness1 and is productive of the most destructive consequences4 ,it drives one part of mankind into the practice of superstition1 hypocrisy and bigotry2 and1 by exciting a distaste and aversion in the minds of the other part1 it excludes them from the rational pleasure arising from the practice of genuine religion4 ,the road to heaven is pleasant and delightful1 if mankind will go the right way2 and certainly ,god will bid the saint as sincere a welcome to the realms of immortal felicity who has in the journey of life tasted the temporal delights of innocence1 as he will him who has abstained from them4 ,why1 then1 should we leave the path that is strewed with flowers and roses1 for the purpose of going in another through a wilderness beset with thorns and briars1 when both parts will terminate in the same happy country8 ,people listen to the dogmas of the schools1 and are filled with awful forebodings2 terror is the predominating principle in their bosoms1 and sorrow takes possession of their hearts1 speaking out from their faithful countenances in sadness4 ,how far is the true influence of the gospel from inducing such results as this6 ,mr4 ,ballou believed1 with ,fenelon1 that true piety hath in it nothing weak1 nothing sad1 nothing constrained4 ,it enlarges the heart2 it is simple1 free1 and attractive4 ,if this were not the true nature of the gospel1 how could there be peace and joy in believing8 ,he held that the true way to cleanse the hardened and rebellious heart is to inundate it with a deluge of love1 the only weapon of ,omnipotence4 ,reason with the sinner1 he will meet you with subtle argument2 threaten him1 and he will meet you blow for blow2 against future interest he will adroitly balance present pleasure4 ,the human heart rises against severity or oppression1 while it is soothed by gentleness1 as the waves of the ocean rise in proportion to the violence of the winds1 and sink with the breeze1 until it becomes a gentle zephyr1 into mildness and serenity4 ,love1 the warm sunshine of our existence1 subdues the sinner at once2 there is not one in a thousand whose heart is so hardened that its genial warmth will not melt it4 ,true it is that force can subdue numbers1 cunning conquers force1 intellect can master cunning1 but love conquers all4 ,there is a vast difference between a wounded heart and a contrite spirit4 ,you may break ice by force into a thousand pieces1--it is ice still2 but expose it to the warm sun1 and behold6 how quickly it will melt6 ,we have enlarged somewhat upon this doctrine of divine love1 and trust that our readers will bear with us in our desultory career1 since this principle is the fundamental basis of ,universalism1--the starting-point and the goal1 the ,alpha and the ,omega1 of ,mr4 ,ballou's spiritual experience and teaching4 ,by it he reconciled the impulses of his heart and the promptings of his intellect4 ,the principle of ,god's perfect1 unchanging and eternal love of man1 was the great discovery of his earliest manhood1 the object of his self-imposed mission1 the inspiration and solace of his labors1 the spirit and joy of his existence4 ,his adamantine belief in this great idea1 daily strengthening by the study of ,god's works and word1 was his shield and spear4 ,it touched his lips with living fire1 as he stood in the pulpit1 or beneath the blue canopy of heaven1 where he often preached2 in the solitude of his study1 in the busy haunts of men1 it fed the flickering lamp of life when it waned with severe exertion1 and it shone like the brightest star of heaven on his dying bed4 ,it was no solitary joy2 the treasure he had found he journeyed through the land to share with others4 ,from his lips the glad tidings rang through every nook and corner2 and he lived1 as we have seen1 long enough to hear the accents caught up by the willing and faithful watchmen of the gospel1 and the cry of ,all's well6 echo from port to port1 from battlement to battlement1 on the castles of ,zion1 through the vast circumference of his native land4 ,he saw his denominational congregation swollen from a little band of eager listeners to an auditory numbering hundreds of thousands4 ,he saw the shadows of unbelief flying from the face of truth1 as the mist of morning disappears before the rising sun4 ,and he felt joyful1 but not proud or elated1 in the consciousness that his sacred mission had been crowned with such complete success1 and that multitudes recognized the truth which he first enunciated1 that the law of ,god was the law of love4 ,but let us give place here to his own words1 beautifully expressed1 and illustrating his belief1 and the spirit of his doctrine1 as appears in a poem he wrote upon this theme1 some years since4 ,it is entitled ,,god ,,is ,,love4 ,when lovely ,spring1 with flowery wreaths1 ,comes on young ,zephyr's wing1 ,and every bird soft music breathes1 ',tis love that makes them sing4 ,love blossoms on the forest trees1 ,and paints each garden flower1 ,gives honey to the laboring bees ,in every sylvan bower4 ,love breathes in every wind that blows1 ,and fragrance fills the air2 ,meanders in each stream that flows1 ,inviting pleasures there4 ,love brings the golden harvest in1 ,and fills her stores with food2 ,it moves ten thousand tongues to sing ,of universal good4 ,if we believe that ,god so loved us that he sent his ,son to die for us1 we ought to love one another1 he says4 ,shall ,i not love those objects whom my ,god loves8 ,shall ,i not love all those for whose sins he sent his ,son to be a propitiation8 ,most assuredly4 ,this is a consequence naturally to be expected from our belief4 ,i do not say that all who profess the doctrine do love one another as they ought2 but ,i have the confidence to say that no one who possesses the real sentiment1 the real principle1 in his heart1 can do otherwise than love all mankind4 ,and here you will easily perceive that all the commandments of the gospel are to be obeyed4 ,for when we love one another and love ,god1 what duty is there that will be neglected8 ,if this will not lead us to our duty1 what will8 ,will terror make us do our duty8 ,no2 for1 referring once more to the similitude1 what drove your children away8 ,it was believing the story they were told of your character4 ,what brought them back8 ,knowing you were good4 ,and know you not that it is the goodness of ,god that leadeth to repentance8 ,why1 then1 should not his goodness be preached to sinners8 ,why should we be told such awful stories with regard to eternity8 ,why should we be told that there is an everlasting state of burning1 in order to induce us to love our ,father in heaven8 ,o6 incongruous doctrine6 ,let it be banished from the world1 and let the angel of the covenant proclaim the love of ,god to mankind2 and may the world be converted4 ,man will then love his fellow-man2 we shall all see that we are the children of ,god1 that we are all the objects of ,god's love1 and all the objects of our ,saviour's grace4 ,believe this truth1 treasure it up in your hearts1 let your affections move with assent1 love ,god and love one another1 and the ,god of love and peace shall be with you4 ,all his writings and all of his conversation1 both public and private1 were thoroughly imbued with this belief and principle of universal love2 it ran like a golden stratum through all his life and conduct1 imbuing every sentiment and every thought4 ,his doctrine was such that a realizing sense of its character must invariably thus affect the firm and relying believer4 ,he never held forth dark threats1 nor adopted1 like many preachers about him1 the doleful tones of grief when he talked about religion4 ,if good people1 says ,archbishop ,usher1 would make their goodness agreeable1 and smile instead of frowning in their virtue1 how many would they win to the good cause6 ,mr4 ,ballou was affected1 in his cheerful and happy belief of universal salvation1 like ,haydn1 who1 in answer to a query of the poet ,carpani1 how it happened that his church music was ever of an animating and cheerful character1 answered1--,i cannot make it otherwise4 ,i write according to the thoughts which ,i feel2--when ,i think upon ,god1 my heart is so full of joy that the notes dance and leap as it were from my pen4 ,how many there are among us who1 the moment the subject of religion is mentioned1 put on long faces1 and talk as if they were mourning their own lot and that of all creation1 in hopes to merit heaven by making earth a hell6 ,such people1 by their example and bearing1 would lead us to believe that churches are institutions reared for the purpose of encouraging long faces and dyspepsia1 instead of pure altars from whence may ascend the glad incense of grateful hearts4 ,how strongly it is impressed upon us that ,god loves the cheerful giver6 and did not ,christ reproach the ,pharisees for disfiguring their faces with a sad countenance8 ,to use the forcible language of another1 they make of themselves ,hypocrites1 who1 to persuade men that angels lodge in their hearts1 hang out a devil for a sign in their countenances4 ,it is quite deplorable1 says ,lady ,morgan1 to see how many rational creatures1 or at least who are thought so1 mistake suffering for sanctity1 and think a sad face and a gloomy habit of mind propitious offerings to that ,deity whose works are all light and lustre1 and harmony and loveliness4 ,such was the philosophy of the subject of these memoirs1 such his religion1 such the doctrine which he taught4 ,he found no cause for sorrow in his belief1 but a never-failing fountain of joy ever welled up in his breast1 pure and sparkling4 ,mr4 ,ballou's religious belief1 the faith which he promulgated with such zeal and wonderful effect1 can be summed up in a few words4 ,he held that ,god judges the human family in the earth2 that every man must receive according to the sin he hath done1 and that there is no respect of persons4 ,that the righteous shall be recompensed in the earth1 much more the wicked and the sinner4 ,that the future state of existence will be one of unalloyed happiness for the whole human family4 ,that ,god is a being who governs the world with a parent's regard1 and not with the wrath of a tyrant2 that the world could be led to love him1 but never driven to do it through fear4 ,that love1 not wrath1 should be preached to the people4 ,that all punishment is designed by the ,divine ,spirit for the reformation of the sinner1 and consequently must take place where the sin is committed4 ,that the reward of good deeds is to encourage well doing1 and must come when and where the worthy acts are done4 ,he believed in no more dreadful hell than is produced by the consequences of sin about us1 with the still1 bitter gnawings of conscience2 and in no sweeter or more desirable reward than an approving conscience1 and the natural consequences of doing good4 ,he taught that man must be saved from his sins1 not from the punishment of them1--that is impossible1--and that to be happy we must do justly1 love mercy1 and walk humbly with ,god4 ,he believed that1 in order to prove that misery will exist in the future or eternal state1 it must first be made to appear that sin will exist in that state4 ,but this he did not believe could be proved from any scriptural testimony2 on the contrary1 he was fully convinced that the ,bible taught that ,he that is dead is freed from sin4 ,to quote his own words on this point3 ,we have shown1 in order for justice to require the endless misery of any moral being1 it must1 of necessity1 require the endless continuance of sin1 than which nothing can be more absurd4 ,again he says3 ,we have sufficiently argued that man cannot be miserable in consequence of moral condemnation1 any longer than he is1 in a moral sense1 a sinner4 ,and we have often heard him make the remark1 in regard to limited future punishment1 that if any one would produce but only one passage of scripture which proves1 beyond a reasonable doubt1 that sin or the sinner will exist1 as such1 in the eternal1 immortal state1 then ,i give up my doctrine of no future punishment2 but until this is done1 ,i shall hold to the doctrine that the ,scriptures do not teach the principle even of a limited future punishment4 ,mr4 ,ballou would not allow analogy to take the place of scriptural proof on so important a subject as the destiny of man in the immortal state4 ,he had nothing to do with mere assertions1 which had not a thus saith the ,lord for their support1 on any doctrinal point4 ,this feature of his mind cannot be too strongly insisted upon4 ,he was not content with relying on the spirit of the ,scriptures1 which would have fully sustained his doctrine1 but he conciliated the spirit and the letter1 and rested every proposition he advanced on this immutable and impregnable basis4 ,if ever a man strictly obeyed the injunction to search the ,scriptures1 it was ,mr4 ,ballou4 ,they were the armor from which he drew the shield that sheltered him in conflict1 and all the shafts that garnished his quiver4 ,he had the very words of ,christ and his apostles for every item of his creed1 and such creed alone would he accept as might be adapted to this standard4 ,he was not one of those self-complacent and easy theorists1 who readily support their favorite doctrine by a few ambiguous texts1 or an arbitrary construction of a mooted passage4 ,he was far too conscientious for this2 the language of learned commentators1 however elegant the phraseology and plausible the reason1 never satisfied him4 ,his standard was fixed in the ,bible4 ,there was little of the enthusiast1--to use the term in its common acceptation1--nothing of the bigot and fanatic1 in his nature4 ,he first convinced himself of the truth of his ideas2 he reflected and pondered them deeply by himself1 in some of those abstracted moods peculiar to him1 examining them in every light1 trying them by every test1 dispassionately and calmly2 and then gave them to the world1 armed at all points1 and ready for defence against attack4 ,and how prompt and ready he was to defend what he had satisfied himself was the truth1 we need not reiterate here4 ,the language in which he enforced his arguments was simple and clear1 because his ideas were so4 ,they needed not the tinsel garb of rhetoric1 the flowers of a refined oratory1 to make them presentable to the world2 they needed no foreign or artificial aid2--no1 they stood forth clear1 simple1 strong1 arrayed in the garb and radiant with the light of truth and of nature4 ,they stood the test of public scrutiny1 because they had been refined in the alembic of his own severe and critical mind4 ,this simplicity1 which is fast becoming an old-fashioned virtue1 commended the preacher to the earnest seekers after truth4 ,it is a pretty fair inference to arrive at1 when you hear a religion preached which requires disguise and ornament1 that the truth is not in it4 ,where truth is there need be no such garbing2 it is only error that requires to be gilded1 like the covering to bitter pills1 used to render them sweet4 ,the gospel of ,christ appeals to the judgment1 not to the taste4 ,in relation to the argument of analogy1 as used to prove the doctrine of punishment in a future state1 we subjoin the following1 in his own words3--,another ground on which the advocates of a future state of rewards and punishments place much dependence for the support of the doctrine1 they denominate analogy4 ,we think it too hazardous to attempt anything like an accurate statement of the particular arguments1 which are made to depend on this principle1 in favor of this doctrine2 for we might be liable to some mistakes1 which would represent the views of its advocates differently from their mode of representing them4 ,our liability to misrepresent in such an attempt seems unavoidable1 on account of the fact that there has been nothing like a system of reasoning yet exhibited on the general subject4 ,we feel safe1 however1 in saying1 that1 as far as we have been informed1 those who rely on what they call analogy to support the doctrine of future retribution1 hold that1 in all respects which are necessary to carry sin and its miseries into the future state1 that state will be analogous to this mode of being4 ,so that1 reasoning from analogy1 as moral agents sin1 and thereby render themselves miserable in this world1 the same moral agents may continue to do the same in the world to come4 ,in connection with this argument it is urged1 that1 as it is evident to our senses that sin often escapes a just retribution in this world1 it must be recompensed in another state1 or divine justice must forever be deprived of its claims4 ,on reasonings of such a character1 we shall use the freedom to say1 that they appear to have no higher authority than mere human speculations injudiciously managed4 ,that they are nothing more than simple speculations1 is evident from the fact that they are not founded on any divine authority4 ,we presume that their own advocates never ventured to support them by scripture authority4 ,and that they are managed injudiciously1 is very apparent from the circumstances1 that while they profess to be justified by the principle of analogy1 they are a direct denial of the very analogy on which they depend4 ,theologians who endeavor to exert an influence over the minds of people by means of these speculations1 are constantly urging that in this world we see sin procuring for its agents the riches and honors of the world1 while it escapes judicial detection1 and goes unpunished4 ,now1 if they were consistent with their analogy and with themselves1 they would see at once that in the next state of existence sin will procure for its agents the riches and honors of that world1 and there1 as well as here1 escape judicial detection1 and go unpunished4 ,they would likewise see that as divine justice can quiet its own claims in this world1 without administering a full and adequate retribution of human conduct1 it may do the same in the future state4 ,in this way we might proceed and make the future state precisely like the present2 for we have no more authority for carrying sin and its miseries into a future world1 than we have for carrying all other things into that state which we find in this4 ,reasoning from all that we know1 we must believe that1 so long as men sin1 they will do so from the beguiling power of temptation4 ,if1 then1 we believe that sin will exist in the future state1 we must suppose that temptation will there act on the mind with a deceiving influence4 ,in this world the wicked are allured with the hopes of temporal gain1 and these attractions are strengthened by the belief that crime will not be detected1 and that punishment will be avoided4 ,were it not for these hopes and allurements1 no wrong-doing would be practised in this world2 and to suppose that we shall transgress the law of ,god in the future world1 without any temptation1 is a speculation altogether arbitrary and capricious1 as well as contrary to analogy4 ,of late1 the writer of this1 says ,mr4 ,ballou1 in one of his last published sermons1 has seen an inclination1 in some of the professed preachers of ,universalism1 to adopt some of the peculiar opinions of our ,unitarian fraternity4 ,among other things1 is the opinion that men carry into the next world the imperfections of this2 so that their moral condition hereafter will depend on the characters they form while here in the flesh2 but that they may and will improve and progress in virtue and holiness in the spirit world4 ,this opinion being rather newly adopted1 and as it seems to ingratiate them into favor with ,unitarians1 it is quite natural for such preachers to devote not a small share of public labor to lead the minds of their hearers to the adoption of such views of the future state4 ,whenever the writer of this discourse comes in contact with these labors and opinions1 he feels it to be his duty1 in a friendly1 brotherly1 and candid manner1 to endeavor to bring them to the test of some acknowledged standard4 ,it is worthy of consideration1 that the ,new ,testament gives us but little on the subject of man's future state4 ,there can be no doubt but ,jesus was known to believe and preach a doctrine embracing the fact of the resurrection1 and an immortal state for the human family4 ,all this is clearly manifested by the question asked him by the ,sadducees respecting the resurrection4 ,in the answer which ,jesus returned1 we have all which gives us any account respecting the state of man hereafter which was spoken by him4 ,in this answer1 we are told the following facts3--#ast4 ,that1 in the future world1 they will neither marry nor be given in marriage4 #b;d4 ,that1 in that state1 men will be the children of ,god1 being the children of the resurrection4 #c;d4 ,that they will be equal unto the angels1 and that they can die no more4 #dth4 ,that the doctrine of the resurrection was shown by ,moses1 and that ,god is not the ,god of the dead1 but of the living1 for we all live unto him4 ,st4 ,paul says more on the subject of the resurrection1 and of the future state1 than did ,jesus4 ,he says1 ',as in ,adam all die1 even so in ,christ shall all be made alive4' ,he also distinguishes man's state and condition in the future or resurrection state1 from his condition here1 as follows3--',it is sown in corruption1 it is raised in incorruption3 it is sown in dishonor1 it is raised in glory3 it is sown in weakness1 it is raised in power3 it is sown a natural body1 it is raised a spiritual body4' ,thus we are taught that our future state will differ from the present as incorruption differs from corruption2 as glory differs from dishonor2 as power differs from weakness2 as a spiritual body differs from a natural body4 ,now1 if we allow ourselves to carry our speculations respecting our future state not only beyond all the ,scriptures say on the subject1 but so as to adopt distinctions in that state1 which evidently conflict with the divine ,word1 do we not say1 by so doing1 that divine ,revelation is not only incomplete1 but also inaccurate8 ,he believed that all those promises which give the assurance of the final holiness and happiness of the entire race of man depend solely on the will and power and goodness of ,god1 and not on any conditions for the creature to perform4 ,while dwelling upon this theme1 which he delighted to do1 he says3--,let us pass to the prophecies of ,isaiah2 see ,chap4 #be3 #f1 #g1 #h4 ',and in this mountain shall the ,lord of ,hosts make unto all people a feast of fat things4 99 99 99 ,and he will destroy in this mountain the face of the covering cast over all people1 and the vail that is spread over all nations4 ,he will swallow up death in victory2 and the ,lord ,god will wipe away tears from off all faces2 and the rebuke of his people shall he take away from off all the earth3 for the ,lord hath spoken it4' ,no one will doubt that the provisions here spoken of are those which are provided in the gospel of salvation1--made for all people4 ,the vail of darkness which is over all people is to be taken away4 ,death is to be swallowed up in victory1 and tears wiped from off all faces4 ,the rebuke of ,god's people shall be taken from off all the earth4 ,and the proof is in the above passage1 'for the ,lord hath spoken it4' ,mr4 ,ballou says3--,i look with strong expectation for that period when all sin1 and every degree of unreconciliation1 will be destroyed1 by the divine power of that love which is stronger than death1 which many waters cannot quench1 nor the floods drown2 in which alone ,i put my trust1 and in which my hope is anchored for all mankind2 earnestly praying that the desire of the righteous may not be cut off4 ,the fulness of times will come1 and the times of the restitution of all things will be accomplished4 ,then shall truth be victorious1 and all error flee to eternal night4 ,then will universal songs of honor be sung to the praise of ,him who liveth for ever and ever4 ,in relation to the subject of his faith1 ,rev4 ,a4 ,a4 ,miner1 in his funeral sermon delivered on the occasion1 says3-- ,let me say1 then1 that he was a man of unswerving faith4 ,he believed in the ,bible as the treasury of divine revelation4 ,his ministry was based upon it4 ,few men have confined themselves so exclusively to its themes4 ,none have treated those themes with greater clearness and power4 ,he studied the sacred page with a spirit equally removed from the ,germanic philosophy1 on the one hand1 and from ,calvinistic bigotry on the other4 ,in the fulness of its promises1 the riches of its grace1 and the blessedness of its hopes1 his soul continually delighted4 ,it was to him the ',book of books2' and1 at the advanced age of more than fourscore years1 its truths1 still fresh in his memory1 continually employed his understanding1 and its glories enraptured his heart4 ,he believed also in ,god2--in ,god as the supreme good4 ,he believed in him as sovereign1--not simply as a candidate for sovereignty1 but as already sovereign2 nor alone as sovereign to create1 to uphold1 to rule1 to condemn1 and to chasten or destroy4 ,so far had the world's faith gone4 ,he regarded him as sovereign1 not to do evil1 but to do good1 and to do good only4 ,he believed ,god limited by his very nature to the doing of good1--that he is no more able to do evil than he is to be untrue4 ,and1 since it is admitted1 on all hands1 that there are moral influences by which some will be saved in perfect harmony with the exercise of their own voluntary powers1 he believed that a ,god who is really sovereign in his moral domain can accomplish in all souls whatever is possible to be accomplished in any4 ,thus1 from the character of ,god he saw freely flowing the blessed promises of his word4 ,his faith1 too1 in ,christ stood related to the affectionate ,father as the sovereign cause4 ,christ was ,god's messenger to man4 ,he came not to procure the ,father's love for the world1 but as a testimony of that love4 ,he came not to open to man the door of mercy1 but to strengthen man to walk in the already open door4 ,his mission was not simply to explore the wide-spread moral waste1 but to possess and cultivate it2 not to make salvation possible1 but actual2 for ,god 'hath appointed him heir of all things1'--'hath given all things into his hands1 that he should give eternal life to as many as ,god had given him4' ,thus it was his mission to accomplish a work1 rather than to offer to accomplish it2 and1 by his ever-memorable prayer on the cross1 he perfected the power by which the world will be saved2 as he said1 ',and ,i1 if ,i be lifted up from the earth1 will draw all men unto me4' ,no one who has thus far followed this unpretending but truthful biography1 can fail to admit the full justice of the foregoing analysis and eulogy of ,mr4 ,ballou's moral and mental nature4 ,the faith of which ,mr4 ,miner speaks was the strongest characteristic of the man4 ,it illumined his whole life4 ,his intellect was not clouded by doubts4 ,in the geniality and genuineness of his faith he proceeded to the study of the book of books2 every leaf he turned in the sacred volume confirmed the steadfast belief of his soul4 ,he read it not as a verbal critic1 not as a worldly philosopher1 ambitious to found some system on the hints he might discover1 but as a ,christian seeking1 where he knew he should discover it1 the eternal light of truth4 ,it was1 indeed1 to him a source of unsullied1 uncloying1 constant delight4 ,daily and hourly he discovered new beauties and new truths in its pages4 ,its story rolled before him like a wave of unbroken harmony1 until his mental vision became almost microscopic in its powers of detection4 ,thus filled with the word1 thus made conversant with its glowing truths and beauties1 he constantly renewed and multiplied the means of awakening and confirming faith in others4 ,as we have labored to show1 his reverence and love for his ,maker were boundless2 they absorbed his whole being--not1 however1 to the exclusion of earthly objects of affection1 for he well knew that a true love of our ,father in heaven is totally incompatible with the neglect of his creatures4 ,therefore1 he was as unlike as possible to those ascetics of the middle ages1 or the recluses of our own day1 who fancy that a strict seclusion from the world1 and a complete abandonment to religious exercises1 is the most acceptable offering that can be made at the foot of the altar4 ,this was an idea that found no sympathy in his bosom2 he knew that there was nothing inharmonious between religious and social duties1 and that to love our fellow-creatures is a proof of love towards ,god4 ,his devotion was filial1 but of that transcendent nature which far surpasses all the affections of this world4 ,his boundless love of ,god rested on his vivid conception of his nature1 as all-powerful1 all-merciful1 and all-good1 the enthroned sovereign of the universe1 the ,father and ,benefactor of each and all of the human race4 ,in a recent letter to the ,star in the ,west1 ,rev4 ,george ,h4 ,emerson says3-- ,the theological mission of ,hosea ,ballou was this3--to assert the benevolent and perfect sovereignty of ,almighty ,god4 ,i once said to him1 ',suppose the idea of ,god's sovereignty were taken out of you1 how much would there be left of you8' ,his answer was significant1 and comprised three words1--',o my soul6' ,of course1 these three words1 of themselves simply1 convey no answer2 but the tone with which they were uttered said1 very distinctly1 that1 the idea of ,god's sovereignty taken away1 there would be no ,hosea ,ballou4 ,but this great man did not simply believe that ,god is a sovereign1 but1 further1 that ,god is a benevolent sovereign2 he not only believed that ,god ruled in the armies of heaven and among the inhabitants of the earth1 but that he ruled them with the especial object of bestowing happiness2 he not only believed that ,god worked all things after the counsels of his own will1 but that it was ,god's will that all should be saved and come to a knowledge of the truth4 ,every one who has heard or read him will recollect how frequently he would illustrate his views of the divine government by the beautiful story of ,joseph and his ten brethren3--',but as for you1 ye thought evil against me2 but ,god meant it unto good1 to bring to pass as it is this day1 to save much people alive4' ,this verse contained volumes of meaning with ,father ,ballou4 ,such was the sum and substance of his doctrine1 his life-long mission1 the creed he held forth to the people for more than sixty years4 ,some of his religious opponents have frequently charged him with card-playing1 an amusement which we conceive to be of no evil import in itself1 but the charge was designed as a matter of reproach against him4 ,now1 we happen to know1 and can say for a certainty1 that ,mr4 ,ballou did not know one card from another1 nor could he have named a dozen cards rightly1 had his very life depended upon his doing so4 ,this may be thought1 perhaps1 a trifling matter to notice2 but the truth is1 his religious opponents1 finding no evil in him that they might expose1 invented this charge to prejudice the public mind1 and one minister in ,new ,england more than once publicly declared it from his pulpit2 though1 when called upon by one who heard him1 and who knew the subject of this biography1 he was puzzled to produce the name of his informant4 ,it is within our own recollection that these stories were rife1 and that they were very generally talked of4 ,it was also sneeringly said that he preached to the lowest classes of society1 and that respectable or intelligent persons never attended his meetings2 that some of the most wicked and sinful of the community were found listening to him1 and that they were always welcome6 ,these declarations were often made as evidences1 weighing not alone against him1 but also against the truth and godly character of his doctrine2 they were preferred by clergymen from their pulpits1 and often in opposition religious papers2 but1 of course1 this was more frequently the case during his early settlement in ,boston than in subsequent years4 ,the first part of the latter charge brought against him needs no refutation2 an intelligent public can judge of its truth2 but we cannot refrain from calling the attention of the reader to the spirit that prompted the last clause4 ,how very like it is to that evinced by the ,pharisees of old1 who said reproachfully of their ,divine ,master1 ,this man receiveth sinners and eateth with them4 ,and now mark the reply of ,jesus to these grumblers3--,the whole1 says he1 need not the physician1 but they that are sick4 ,the most wicked and sinful of the community1 said ,mr4 ,ballou's revilers1 are found listening to him1 and they are always welcome6 ,the truth is1 that ,mr4 ,ballou made no distinction or selection among auditors2 he as readily preached to the poor and humble1 as to those clad in purple and fine linen1 who fared sumptuously every day4 ,he never withheld his services2 it might be1 perhaps1 that he preached with more fervor to those who stood in the clearest need of consolation and good tidings1 than to those who enjoyed every opportunity of mental and intellectual culture4 ,but it is certain1 that a preacher with the universality of ,mr4 ,ballou's vocation neither can nor ought to draw distinctions2 he is summoned to speak whenever and wherever his services are needed1 and the preacher of the gospel who should refuse because the call came from the sinful would be as much to blame as he would be to disregard the call of the righteous4 ,the true soldier of ,christ and the gospel recognizes no distinction of rank2 his consolations are as warmly given to the nameless sufferer1 as when beside the couch of the millionaire4 ,still less is the minister of the true religion to refuse to afford words of encouragement and advice to the unfortunate being who is struggling in the toils of sin4 ,to such an one his mission is absolutely imperative2 he must wrestle with the perturbed and darkened spirit1 he must aid the awakening conscience1 struggling to throw off the burthen of evil passions1 he must point to the undying love of ,god to man1 and bid the tears of the sinner be dried up in the effulgent smile of ,omnipotence4 ,if1 therefore1 sinners crowded to hear the discourses of ,mr4 ,ballou1 it was a tribute of which a preacher of the gospel might well be proud4 ,to comfort and help the weak-hearted1 and to raise up those who fall1 is essentially the province of the conscientious preacher2 and no one1 however hardened his heart1 could have listened to the sincere and earnest words of the subject of these pages1 without deriving some hope1 some consolation1 and some strength1 from the glorious doctrine he preached so eloquently2 and that there were very many who were thus ransomed from the thraldom of sin and consequent misery1 there can be no reasonable doubt4 ,was it true that sinners flocked to hear him1 as has been said so often by his opponents in the way of reproach against his doctrine1 as being conducive to the pleasure of such persons8 ,let us pause for one moment1 and review what he used to say that was particularly pleasing to this class of hearers4 ,the following1 for instance1 will suffice us1--it is from his own pen3--,the vile affections of sin will burn to the destruction of the sweetest harmonies of nature2 the whitest robes of innocence are stained with its indelible crimson2 the soul is drowned in the black waters of iniquity1 and the whole mind1 with every faculty1 is plunged into the hell of moral death4 ,yet1 listen to the worst of torments1 in consequence of sin4 ',a wounded conscience who can bear8' ,a fire that burns all the day long1 a sword that continually pierceth the soul1 a sting that cannot exhaust its poison1 a fever that never turns till the patient dies4 ',a dart struck through his liver4' ,what ails the sinner8--why his hand on his breast8 ,there gnaws the worm that never dies1--there burns the fire that is never quenched4 ,a consciousness of guilt destroys all the expected comforts and pleasures of sin4 ,how strange it is that1 after a thousand disappointments in succession1 men are not discouraged6 ,o sin6 how you paint your face6 how you flatter us1 poor mortals1 on to death6 ,you never appear to the sinner in your true character2 you make us fair promises1 but you never fulfilled one2 your tongue is smoother than oil1 but the poison of asps is under your lips2 you have impregnated all our passions with the venom of your poison2 you have spread gloomy darkness over the whole region of the soul2 you have endeavored1 with your stupefactive poison1 to blunt the sword in the hands of the cherubim1 which1 for your sake1 keeps us from the tree of life4 ,a mistaken idea has been entertained of sin1 even by professors4 ,i have often heard sincere ministers preach1 in their reproofs to their hearers1 that it was the greatest folly in the world for people to forego salvation1 in a future state1 for the comforts and pleasures of sin in this4 ,such exhortations really defeat their intentions4 ,the wish of the honest preacher is1 that the wicked should repent of their sins1 and do better2 but1 at the same time1 he indicates that sin1 at present1 is more productive of happiness than righteousness2 but that the bad will come in another world1--that1 although doing well is a hard way1 yet its advantages will be great in another state4 ,just as much as any person thinks sin to be more happifying than righteousness1 he is sinful2 his heart esteems it2 though in some possible cases1 for fear of the loss of salvation in the world to come1 he may abstain from some outward enormities1 yet his heart is full of the desire of doing them4 ,it is as much the nature of sin to torment the mind1 as it is the nature of fire to burn our flesh4 ,sin deprives us of every rational enjoyment1 so far as it captivates the mind4 ,it was never able to furnish one drop of cordial for the soul2 her tender mercies are cruelty1 and her breasts of consolation are gall and wormwood4 ,mr4 ,ballou's style of preaching was of a kind calculated to create regret in the hearer's heart at his own shortcoming1 and to plant a contrite spirit there1 rather than fear for the punishment of his sins4 ,the object of his sermon was not to terrify the sinner1 but rather to lead him into the ways of peace and pleasantness4 ,his sermons were of the character referred to by ,louis ,,xiv41 when he told that eminent preacher1 ,massillon1 ,father1 ,i have heard many great pulpit orators1 and ,i have been much pleased with them1 but every time ,i hear you ,i am exceedingly displeased with myself2 alluding to the sorrow for sin which ,massillon's sermons created in him4 ,this is the true and effectual style of preaching1 such as will convert sinners from the error of their ways1 by inducing a correct feeling in their own bosoms1 not by frightening them out of their senses4 ,representing before men's eyes such oceans of wrath that they feel as though they were sinking to perdition1 will undoubtedly lead them sometimes to profess religion1 as a drowning man would catch at a straw2 but their profession is made by instinct1 not conviction1--by an undefined consciousness of necessity1 not by any incentive of love4 ,it might be said of ,mr4 ,ballou's sermons as ,thomas ,fuller said of ,perkins in his eulogy3 ,his sermons were not so plain but that the piously learned did admire them1 nor so learned but that the plain did understand them4 ,unshelling theological controversies of their school terms1 he made of them plain and wholesome meat for the people4 ,children can understand him1 was the constant remark of the ministering brethren1 in relation to ,mr4 ,ballou's sermons2 and he has said often1 ,if ,i can make children understand me1 then ,i am satisfied2 for surely it must then be that older minds will comprehend my words4 ,in this connection we are forcibly reminded of the true incident of the minister and the child4 ,forcible1 simple as it is6 ,mother1 said a little girl1 seven years old1 ,i could not understand our minister to-day1 he said so many hard words4 ,i wish he would preach so that little girls could understand him2 won't he1 mother8 ,yes1 ,i think so1 if we ask him4 ,it was not long after that the little girl's father saw her going over to the minister's1 and calling her back to him1 he asked3-- ,where are you going1 ,emma8 ,i am going over to ,mr4 ----'s1 father1 was her innocent reply1 to ask him to preach small6 ,a hint this that many might improve by4 ,to the place of his birth ,mr4 ,ballou was fondly attached1 and often visited it during the latter years of his life1 in company with his children4 ,he seemed thrice happy among those well-remembered hills and dales1 where the dreams of youth came back again4 ,aside from the fact of its being the home of his childhood1 which in itself will strew with roses the bleakest spot in ,christendom1 the valley of his nativity had many picturesque and glowing natural beauties1 of a character to impress the lover of nature with admiration4 ,here he had set his snares at the skirts of yonder wood1 and here made his morning ablutions in the clear running brook4 ,adown the crevices of this huge old rock1 when a little boy1 surfeited with the abundance of wild strawberries1 he had pressed out their juice1 and adown the green crevices in the mossy stone the red liquid had made its way4 ,these old stumps1 now decayed1 and like himself passing away1 once bore the orchard fruit that he had watched with anxious eye to its ripening4 ,and this mass of rocks1 this ruined cellar1 is the only remnant left of the cot where he was born4 ,not a stone nor a tree was forgotten1--not one but brought back its peculiar legend to his quickened heart4 ,and here was the old burial-ground1 on the hill-side1 where the dust of his father and kindred reposed4 ,with what awe had he ever looked upon that place when a boy6 ,how many times strolled thoughtfully among the rank grass and moss-grown slabs1 whose gray old forms1 now bending hither and thither with age1 gave faint and feeble token of names long1 long since passed away1-- ,with uncouth rhymes and shapeless sculpture decked4 ,while on a visit to this spot1 accompanied by his second son1 ,rev4 ,massena ,b4 ,ballou1 in #ahdc1 he lingered long and thoughtfully among the tomb-stones1 and at last said3--,i believe ,i could sleep sweeter here1 among the hills of ,cheshire1 by the side of my early home and kindred1 than in the grounds of ,mount ,auburn4 ,and this was in truth characteristic of him and of his feelings1 as the reader will have gathered ere this4 ,a retiring spirit governed him at all times1 unmoved by one single prompting of ambition or a desire for fame1 and only zealous in the service of his ,lord and ,master4 ,his works he desired to leave behind him as perfect as might be1 because he hoped that1 even after he had himself ceased to live1 they might be productive of good to his fellow-men2 but it was the only memento he wished to leave behind4 ,i can hardly conceive of language1 he says1 to express the flood of tender emotions that overflow my heart1 when ,i look upon that valley and those well-remembered hills4 ,i seem as if touched by some potent wand1 and to be changed from age to youth again4 ,it becomes impossible to realize the crowd of incidents and experiences that have thronged my pathway for more than half a century4 ,i am once more in that frugal1 happy home1 where contentment ever smiled upon us1 and the kind words of my brothers and the affection of my sisters1 more than compensated for what by some would have been considered not an enviable lot4 ,though that cottage is now levelled by ,time's ruthless hands1 yet how prominent it stands before my mind's eye6 ,that aged and beloved parent now rests on yonder hill-side4 ,those brothers and sisters1--how various the fortune of each6 ,all1 all have now passed that portal to which my own footsteps are steadily wending4 ,he was often inspired to pour out his feelings in song1 after visiting ,richmond and the haunts of his youth1 for his heart was full of the memories of those days that had endeared the spot to him4 ,the following lines upon this subject were composed for his children to sing with instrumental accompaniment1 and are written in the metre of one of his favorite songs1 the air of ,dumbarton's ,bonny ,belle4 ,,ballou',s ,,dell4 ,there are no hills in ,hampshire ,new1 ,no valleys half so fair1 ,as those which spread before the view ,in merry ,richmond1 where ,i first my mortal race began1 ,and passed my youthful days1-- ,where first ,i saw the golden sun1 ,and felt his warming rays4 ,there is no spot in ,richmond where ,fond memory loves to dwell1 ,as on the glebe outspreading there ,in ,ballou's blithesome dell4 ,there are no birds that sing so sweet ,as those upon the spray1 ,where1 from the brow of ',grassy ,hill1' ,comes forth the morning ray4 ,unnumbered flowers1 the pride of spring1 ,are born to flourish there1 ,and round them mellow odors fling ,through all the ambient air4 ,there purling springs have charms for me ,that vulgar brooks ne'er give1 ,and winds breathe sweeter down the lea ,than where magnolias live6 ,this is but one of a large number of pieces composed by ,mr4 ,ballou while inspired by the same theme4 ,it will serve to show the reader the hallowed and inspiring feelings that lived in the writer's heart1 as his memory went back in freshness to the days and associations of his boyhood1 as in retrospection he shook away the snow of time from the evergreen of memory4 ,the attachment to one's birth-place1 to the home of early youth1 be it ever so humble1 is a beautiful trait of character1 and is significant of a refined and noble spirit4 ,it is in masses one of the first and most prolific fruits of civilization1 distinguishing a stable community from a nomadic tribe2 and1 as another peculiarity of the trait1 it is most touchingly exhibited in the least fortunate members of the human family4 ,the ,icelanders1 dwelling in a hyperborean region1 where for a large portion of the year they are deprived of the light of the sun1 and depend upon the stars and the ,aurora ,borealis to guide their footsteps in the long1 long winter midnight1 are accustomed to say1 with a spirit of unmistakable fondness and affection1 ,iceland is the fairest country of the globe6 ,the poor ,highlander regards the smoky hut where he was born with enthusiastic love4 ,as life draws gradually towards its close1 this feeling deepens in the human breast4 ,standing on the extreme verge of existence1 and just about to leave the world forever1 man1 as he turns to survey the pathway he has travelled1 overlooks its midway stations1 and fixes his eyes upon the starting4 ,the beginning and the end of the journey are then brought close together2 from the earthly to the eternal home there is but one step2 from the tenderest recollections of his earthly parent he passes into the presence of his ,father in heaven4 ,love of home6 what a theme for the essayist6 ,it would almost seem as if the deprivations and hardships of his youthful days must have thrown an unhappy spell about his early home1 and as though the memories that came up to him from the long vista of years would be laden with recollections of want and severe trial1 of personal endurance1 of scanty food and more scanty clothing2 in short1 of all the stern realities of his childhood's home4 ,but this was very far from being the case with him4 ,he has often said to us1 in relation to this subject1 that he deemed his life at that time anything but unhappy1--that what now appeared to be so great hardships1 by comparison1 were then but trifling discomforts1 and matters of course4 ,he was never inclined to set up for a martyr1 or to gather any credit for having endured patiently1 and risen in time above the fortunes of his youth4 ,he could only recall this period of his life with feelings of pleasure4 ,such feelings as these force upon us the conviction that there is ever about the place of one's birth a spell that hardship seems only the more closely to bind about the heart1--that deprivation and want but the more strongly cement4 ,the cheerful allusion to the affectionate regard of his brothers and sisters1 and the remark that contentment ever smiled upon his early home1 show the true spirit of the man1 and the natural trait which ever influenced him to make the best of everything4 ,how ,i used to cherish a kind word from my father1 when ,i was a boy6 says ,mr4 ,ballou4 ,he was in some respects an austere man2 and when ,i was born1 being the youngest of our large family1 he had got to be advanced in years1 and looked with a more serious and practical eye on the events of life and all things about us4 ,he was ,puritanic1 strictly religious1 as he interpreted the meaning of that word1 and his mind was ever engrossed upon serious matters4 ,but when he put his hand sometimes upon my head1 and told me ,i had done well1 that the labor ,i had performed might have been more poorly done by older hands1 or that ,i was a good and faithful boy1 my heart was electrified beyond measure2 and ,i remember his words and smile1 even now1 with delight4 ,how the simplicity and purity of the man shine forth in this little paragraph6 ,it may be interesting to your readers to know how ,father ,ballou was regarded in the town of his nativity1 says the ,rev4 ,joshua ,britton1 ,jr41 of ,richmond1 ,n4 ,h41 in a communication addressed to the ,christian ,freeman4 ,he was accustomed to visit this place once in every few years1 and always received a cordial and hearty greeting4 ,it was my privilege and happiness to spend a few days with him on the occasion of his visit here in ,october last4 ,i removed to this town in ,october1 #ahej1 and soon learned that there was a general desire among our friends to see and hear their fellow-townsman again4 ,the approach of cold weather prevented our taking any immediate steps to accomplish this object4 ,in ,june1 #ahea1 ,i saw him at the meeting of the ,state ,convention in ,chicopee4 ,he had many affectionate inquiries to make respecting his friends in ,richmond1 but then he could not name any time when he would visit us4 ,in ,july ,i wrote him1 and he replied ,august #e1 and said3--',i want very much to visit ,richmond1 and will on one of the days you have named4' ,he suggested that we could complete the arrangement at the convention meeting in ,boston4 ,we did so1 and fixed upon ,sunday1 ,october #abth1 as the day when he would be with us4 ,he was careful to have no appointment for the following ,sunday1 in order that he might remain in this vicinity4 ,he was met at ,fitzwilliam depot1 by one of our friends1 on ,friday1 ,october #ajth1 and conveyed to his residence4 ,sunday was a favorable day for meeting1 and there was a large audience from this and the adjacent towns in this state and in ,massachusetts4 ,it was a happy day for us all2 but ,i must not dwell here4 ,though ,i enjoyed the meeting very much1 yet my enjoyment was still greater on the following week1 in the society of our aged friend and father1 at my own home and the homes of our mutual friends in this town4 ,it may be proper to state that ,father ,ballou had no very near relatives here4 ,none1 ,i believe1 by the name of ,ballou4 ,he was a cousin of ,father ,luke ,harris1 and with him and his family he spent a portion of the time quite pleasantly4 ,he seemed happy in being once more in his 'native ,richmond4' ,three days the writer accompanied ,father ,ballou while he made calls upon various families in different parts of the town4 ,we were uniformly kindly received2 and those not acquainted with ,father ,ballou can hardly conceive the ease and success with which he familiarly approached all1--the young1 the middle-aged1 and the aged4 ,we had brief interviews1 but they were agreeable and profitable4 ,prayer was offered with and consolation afforded to the sick4 ,in one or two instances we met with those whose minds were in doubt on doctrinal points3 these1 of course1 listened to a few words of explanation4 ,then there was the going back to former days1 and a rehearsal of time's numerous changes4 ,we visited the old burying-ground1 and stood by the graves of the parents of my aged companion4 ,we visited the old homestead1 the place where he was born1 and spent his boyhood4 ,this was changed1 and unchanged4 ,the buildings1 fences1 and some of the fields1 presented a new aspect1 but the valleys and hills remained as before4 ,at the homestead we entered the orchard1 where the owner was engaged picking apples4 ,we walked about and found apples1 of which my companion ate1 though he declined taking any1 a short time previous1 on an adjoining farm4 ,we also1 by invitation1 dined here1 and had a pleasant chat with the family4 ,this farm is a mile and a half east of our meeting-house4 ,grassy ,hill is on its eastern border1 and overlooks the valley in which it is situated4 ,some will recollect the poetry of our friend1 ',my native ,richmond4' ,he repeated this1 at my suggestion1 at a dwelling in full view of this eminence2 and as the words ',grassy ,hill' were spoken1 he gracefully waved his right hand in that direction1 his countenance expressing satisfaction and delight4 ,several times1 during his stay1 the inquiry was agitated1--',will you come to ,richmond again8' ,his reply was1 '',tis uncertain1--,i may2 should life be spared1 and my health remain as good as it is at present1 ,i think ,i may4' ,but1 as we had some reason to expect1 this proved to be his last visit4 ,he was conveyed to ,winchester on ,friday1 where he preached on the following ,sabbath4 ,he returned on ,tuesday1 ,oct4 #bast4 ,i made a few calls with him on the afternoon of that day1 and in the evening he spent an hour at our singing-school1 tarrying with us at night4 ,on the following morning we bade him 'good-by1' and he proceeded homewards to visit a daughter1 rejoined his wife1 and in due time reached their home in ,boston4 ,in ,mr4 ,ballou's letter to the ,trumpet1 describing this visit1 he says3-- ,when ,i arrived at the depot in ,fitzwilliam1 ,i was met by a worthy and respected friend1 from ,richmond1 who came on purpose to convey me to his hospitable dwelling in the neighborhood of the place of my birth4 ,our road passed through the farm on which ,i was born1 and on which my childhood and youth were spent4 ,all around lay the hills and the mountains1 the valleys and streams1 which ,i always carry with me on the map of fond memory4 ,but where were the father1 the mother1 the brothers and sisters1 who watched over my infancy and guided my youth8 ,the hope of the gospel answers1 in ,,heaven6 ,before the ,sabbath1 ,i was conveyed by our worthy ,brother ,britton1 the beloved pastor of the ,universalist society1 to the dwellings of a number of my kindred and friends1 who received me with a welcome corresponding with the esteem in which they were held by me4 ,but some bitter drops were mingled with the sweet cordials of friendship and love4 ,some deaths had recently removed the beloved and respected1 causing those sanctifying sorrows to which love and friendship are heirs4 ,when the ,sabbath came1 ,i was conducted by ,bro4 ,britton to the house of devotion1 and into the pulpit where he is wont to break the bread of life to the flock of his charge4 ,i was agreeably surprised at beholding the crowded congregation1 which filled the house to its utmost capacity with people1 who came not only from all parts of ,richmond1 but from all the adjoining towns4 99 99 99 99 ,when ,i beheld this large assembly1 all of which seemed to be moved with one spirit1 every countenance presenting the same expression of desire and expectation1 ,i felt oppressed with a sense of my weakness1 and lifted my desires to ,him who is able to strengthen the weak1 and from what seems a scanty portion to feed the multitude4 ,i could not avoid a comparison between what ,i then saw with the condition of the cause of divine truth sixty years ago1 when ,i first attempted to speak in its defence in a private dwelling in this ,richmond4 ,then1 but a few could be collected to hear the impartial and efficient grace of the ,redeemer proclaimed and defended4 ,the ,universalist meeting-house in ,richmond is quite respectable for size1 conveniently constructed1 and neat in appearance4 ,the society who worship here is not very numerous1 yet ,i believe more so than that of any other denomination in town4 ,as far as my acquaintance enabled me to judge1 ,i had reason to believe that better disposed disciples of the ,divine ,master are seldom found4 ,bro4 ,britton preaches here one-half of his time4 ,he is a sober1 candid1 well-educated and faithful pastor1 and highly esteemed by his society here1 and also in ,winchester1 where he labors successfully the other half of his time4 ,his family consists of an amiable companion1 who knows the importance of her station1 and is faithful in the discharge of its duties1 and an adopted daughter1 who is justly held in high esteem both by those whom she regards as her parents1 and by all her acquaintances4 ,the ,sabbath following my appointment in ,richmond1 which appointment was on the second ,sabbath in ,october1 ,i preached in ,winchester4 ,the day was extremely rainy and cold1 and few comparatively attended meeting4 ,the society here has a very good and convenient house1 and its condition at present is said to be promising4 ,the friends of truth here are firm and steadfast1 full of hope and confidence1 promising perseverance unto the end4 ,after my labors on this rainy ,sabbath1 ,i found myself much exhausted1 and was sensibly unwell4 ,my friends were kind and attentive to me1 and the worn-out servant was well provided for4 ,on ,wednesday a respectable merchant of ,richmond brought me in his carriage to the depot in ,fitzwilliam4 ,by aid of ,divine ,providence ,i arrived the same day at ,lancaster1 where ,i found my wife and our family connections in good health1 and my own somewhat improved4 ,thanks be to ,god for all his mercies6 ,,hosea ,,ballou4 ,with other numerous calls upon his time and attention1 and in addition to his never-ceasing professional and parochial labors1 ,mr4 ,ballou has had at various times over twenty ministerial students1 who1 for the time being1 generally became residents of his family1 and who studied the profession with him4 ,to these young men he devoted his powers with the same untiring zeal that characterized his other professional labors4 ,his mode of instruction with these students was peculiar2 he went with them always1 to use one of his favorite phrases1 to the root of the matter1 and was never content until he had imbued their minds with at least a portion of the realizing sense he himself experienced relative to all the main points of the faith he advocated4 ,his words of advice to them were few1 but they were just what each one needed1 and no more4 ,he was never fulsome with them1 but complimented when it was deserved1 checked when it was necessary1 and suggested when improvements might be made1 but ever inculcating those ,christian qualities which shone forth as a burning light in his own loveliness of character4 ,nearly all of those students are now teachers of the gospel of ,christ1 men honored for their ,christian spirit1 and as true disciples of the gospel4 ,most of these are settled in the ,new ,england ,states2 and1 as we write1 we easily recall the names of numbers who are much respected and beloved by the denomination to which they belong4 ,in the instruction and guidance of so large a number of candidates for the sacred calling of the ministry1 he assumed a very weighty addition to his constant labors4 ,we have seen that his parochial1 ministerial1 scholastic and editorial duties1 were exceedingly onerous1 and many would have shrunk from the idea of adding to such an accumulation of labors4 ,but it was a principle of ,mr4 ,ballou's life never to neglect a single opportunity of serving the great and sacred cause in which he had embarked2 he felt the full force of his mission1 and to it he was constantly ready to devote every energy of his physical and mental nature1 every moment of his time1 looking to the source of all power for the strength and inspiration necessary to sustain him in his task4 ,among those who felt a vocation to preach the word of ,god1 there was an earnest desire to pursue its study under the guidance of one who was the father and oracle of the creed they had espoused4 ,they felt that1 transmitted through other mediums1 many of the rays of light that beamed from his original mind must necessarily be lost2 they sought to derive directly from him the clear instructions1 the vigorous reasoning1 the straightforward mode of investigation1 which distinguished him4 ,they wished to be near him1 to follow his example in everything pertaining to a ,christian's duty4 ,as to himself1 he was never so happy as when imparting instruction to those who really desired and sought it4 ,his inquiring and intelligent spirit constantly sympathized with minds of kindred stamp1 nor did he ever lose his warm sympathies for youth4 ,with the motto progress inscribed upon his banner1 he was at heart and in soul as much with the young as the hoary-headed4 ,the child-like simplicity of his nature brought ardent youth very near to his vigorous and green old age1 harmonizing the two extremes in a wonderful manner4 ,in biographical writing there is often an obvious and studied obscurity in regard to some certain portion of the subject's life4 ,the reason for such a course1 on the part of the author1 is very plain2 for there are few public men1 who are deemed worthy the notice of a biographical record1 who do not look back with regret1 and often with deep mortification1 to some heedless act of early life2--some deed wherein the laws of right and wrong have been disregarded1 and honorable and upright principles trampled under foot2 some thoughtless moment1 when the tempter has found them with their armor off1 and has led them into contact with evil that has pierced their defenceless bodies1 and left there scars deep and rankling1 as monuments of the frailty of their nature4 ,in reference to this subject as it relates to ,mr4 ,ballou1 there is not one hour of his life which will not bear the scrutiny of strict justice4 ,from his very boyhood he was remarkable for firmness of principle1 and unwavering integrity of purpose4 ,had he a personal enemy in the world1 that person could not point to a single act of his life that it would not give us pleasure to chronicle here6 ,we know that this is saying much1 and that the reader will be apt to look back and re-read the last passage2 but1 while we write this strong language1 we wish to be understood as doing so in all calmness and judgment2 each word1 as written1 is duly set down and abided by4 ,now1 we humbly ask1 how many are there1 among those to whom the world accords the meed of greatness1 that can have this language applied to them and their characters in truth8 ,i do not mean to signify that there are no such men2 but to say--and the experience and personal knowledge of all will bear testimony to the fact--that such cases are very rarely found in this every-day world4 ,when we go back and consider ,mr4 ,ballou's early life1 the very limited means he enjoyed of mental cultivation1 and all the vicissitudes through which he has passed1 and contrast this view of his life with the station which he ultimately filled1 and consider the works of his pen and mind1 we are led to remember that it has ever been the fate of genius to climb the rugged steeps of fame and honor under the greatest disadvantages2 that the brightest gems the exploring mind has brought from the caves of knowledge have been wrought1 before they were given to the world1 with the poorest means1 and the least available tools4 ,it is the circumstance of those very disadvantages that has elicited more mental diamonds than all the schools and richly-endowed institutions in the world4 ,though the difficulties and impediments that thus environ the path of genius seem like a heavy stone about the neck1 yet they are very often like the stones used by the hardy pearl-divers1 which enable them to reach their prize1 and to rise enriched4 ,adversity is to genius what the steel is to the flint1--the fire concealed in the one is brought out only by contact with the other4 ,hard is the task1 says ,coleridge1 to climb into the niches of ,fame's proud temple2 rough and cold is the road2 but rougher and stronger than the rocks that strew it are the men who toil over it4 ,up they climb from the cottages and lowly homes of the world2 over ,alps and ,alps do they stride1 heaving the millstone of persecution from their towering heads1 and bursting into the sunshine of glory1 despite of all that circumstances could do to keep them down4 ,the experience of all mankind shows that nothing great can be accomplished without labor4 ,the original difference between men who have achieved greatness1 and those who have died in obscurity1 is1 perhaps1 after all1 very inconsiderable2 but the same ideas which in the latter died in their birth for want of culture1 in the former1 fostered1 sustained and developed1 by assiduous labor1 flourished1 and produced both flower and fruit4 ,uncultivated genius is a melancholy spectacle2 it is like the light of a shooting star1 brilliant1 flashing1 but evanescent1 dazzling the eye for a moment1 and then sinking into outer darkness2 while cultivated genius1 blazing with a steady1 constant and pure flame1 dispenses a surer and vivifying warmth far around it1--its light is not that of the meteor1 but the planet4 ,all history and all experience go to show that the bane of genius is not adversity1 but prosperity4 ,it was not ,alpine toils1 but ,capuan delights1 that decimated the ranks of ,hannibal's army1 and wasted them away2 it is not the cold north wind1 but the genial sunshine1 that destroys the mighty avalanche4 ,the soul of genius1 like the iron of the mine1 must undergo the ordeal of fire1 ere it can become steel4 ,we might quote many examples of history to prove that this is a universal law of our nature4 ,it is true that some have achieved greatness when their worldly circumstances were easy and affluent2 but in such cases the gift of genius has been accompanied by a mental organization which imposed internal struggles1 and hence the rule may be said to be without exceptions4 ,books1 thoughts1 deeds1 imperishable memorials of their author1 so laboriously accomplished1 do not die with the body4 ,no2 a thought once expressed never dies2--it must exert its influence1 and be the pioneer to many more4 ,like the gentle ripple upon a calm1 placid lake1 it starts upon the world a speck1 but ceases not to expand its force until it reaches over all extent4 ,man does not die with the body2 as the soul shall live forever1 so does the influence he has exerted upon society live after him1 and by that influence is he judged4 ,is not this thought in itself a strong incentive to virtue and well-doing8 ,what man or woman is there1 however humble be their sphere of action1 but desires most earnestly to leave behind a good and honored name8 ,an ancient maxim avers that spoken words fly away1 but written ones are permanent4 ,but modern science teaches us that no sound uttered by the lips of man is lost1--that the vibration of the air bears it onward and onward1 through all time4 ,how very few there are in this world whose words1 written and spoken1 are so considered that they are willing to have them consigned to immortality6 ,how few whose utterance of a year old will bear the test of their own judgment6 ,there are moments of existence1 generally the closing ones1 when all our words and deeds crowd back upon the memory with overwhelming force4 ,there are records of men in seasons of extreme casualties1 who have testified to the painful accuracy of memory under such imminent circumstances2 and there are few1 indeed1 who so shape their lives as to be enabled to bear with equanimity a retrospective glance on the panorama of their existence4 ,so to have lived that1 in ceasing to live1 they have no reason to blush for their existence1 as it regards the daily duty of the ,christian4--,alas6 in seasons of trial and temptation this duty is often1 very often1 forgotten2 the way-side of life is strewn thick with temptations and allurements to win us from the straight and narrow path4 ,fruits of golden promise tempt the hand to pluck them1 and it is only after tasting that we discover them to be only dust and ashes1 like those which grow on the fated shores of the ,dead ,sea4 ,happy1 then1 and worthy of all reverence1 is he whose unwavering course through life has ever been onward and upward4 ,the summit gained1 whence both the promised land and that of his earthly pilgrimage are in view1 he can turn back and say1 as his vision embraces the line which his feet have trod so toilsomely1 yet ever so cheerfully3--,i have held that path without variation2 no temptation has seduced my footsteps to the right or to the left1 nor have my lips uttered aught upon that journey which a wish1 in this trying moment1 would recall6 ,there have been1 at various times1 and in different works1 short biographical sketches of ,mr4 ,ballou's life given1 from various pens2--these1 of course1 contemplate only his public career1 and are quite brief4 ,in the third volume of the ,universalist ,miscellany1 published in #ahdf1 there appear the following remarks from the pen of the editor1 which we subjoin4 ,after giving a short account of his public career1 the writer of the sketch referred to goes on to say3-- ,we have not time1 even if we had the ability1 to give a just description of him as a man1 a ,christian1 and a preacher4 ,we will not1 however1 permit the occasion to pass without offering a word on each of these points4 ,we presume no one was ever more highly beloved and truly respected by his acquaintances than ,mr4 ,ballou4 ,pleasant in his disposition1 and honest in his dealings1 he has uniformly enjoyed their confidence and esteem4 ,though he always sustains a becoming dignity of character1 and is never light or trifling1 he has a pleasantry and shrewdness which render his company peculiarly agreeable4 ,as a ,christian1 ,mr4 ,ballou is firm in faith1 and catholic in spirit4 ,while he believes with undoubting confidence what he preaches1 and has no respect for what he considers error in doctrine1 he never manifests a want of kindness towards those of an opposite faith4 ,we are aware that many entertain a different feeling2 but they misjudge him4 ,it is true that for the insincere and hypocritical he has no feeling2 and1 if he had1 he would not be faithful to his ministry4 ,as a preacher1 ,mr4 ,ballou1 for clearness of conception and power of argument1 has few1 if any1 superiors4 ,we have often heard him preach with an unction and power that we have never heard surpassed4 ,but we do not design1 in this article1 to speak at length of his qualities as a preacher4 ,no man ever enjoyed the respect of our denomination more than does ,mr4 ,ballou4 ,he is cordially loved and esteemed by all who believe in the salvation of the world4 ,these remarks are valued the more highly as coming from one who was intimate with the subject of this biography for a long period1 and also as a fair and unprejudiced tribute to his character and life by a brother-laborer in the vineyard of ,christ4 ,the number of the ,miscellany which contains the remarks we have quoted is embellished by a mezzotint likeness of ,mr4 ,ballou1 from a painting by ,e4 ,h4 ,conant1 and engraved in the finest style of art by ,sartain4 ,this picture1 however1 is inferior1 as to likeness1 to many others which are preserved of him4 ,we conceive the following1 from the pen of the venerable and beloved ,father ,streeter1 the oldest minister in the ,universalist denomination now among us1 to be of great interest2 the work in hand would be quite incomplete without it4 ,it is the impression of a faithful brother concerning the deceased1 from the commencement to the close of his professional career4 ,i first saw ,father ,ballou a short time before the commencement of his public ministry4 ,it was in the town of ,vernon1 then called ,hinsdale1 in the ,state of ,vermont4 ,at that time there was but one open and decided ,universalist in the place4 ,this solitary champion of the common salvation had long been impressed with a desire to have the gospel of the grace of ,god1 in the fulness of its universality1 preached to those of his neighbors who might feel disposed to give it a hearing4 ,an arrangement was at length made with the ,rev4 ,david ,ballou1 an elder brother1 to deliver a lecture in the place4 ,the day was designated1 and due notice of the meeting given4 ,at the appointed time the preacher came1 and ,hosea came with him4 ,he was then a tall1 slim young man1 with an aspect1 however1 which indicated profound thought1 and a deep solemnity of feeling4 ,in his general appearance there was a marked peculiarity1 a certain something which arrested and fixed the attention1 and which impressed the beholder with the conviction that no ordinary individual was before him1--that the germs of eminence1 the genuine elements of intellectual greatness1 were embodied within him4 ,such1 at any rate1 was the impression among the more inquisitive and discriminating who attended that meeting4 ,at the close of the sermon1 ,hosea gave an exhortation1 and offered the concluding prayer2 and this effort was spoken of1 especially by the less conservative and bigoted1 as one of rare spirituality and power4 ,it became the topic of general remark1 and of high encomium4 ,the next day1 if ,i mistake not1 he made his first attempt as a preacher of the everlasting gospel1 as a public advocate of the sublime doctrine of the salvation of all men 'by the blood of the cross4' ,it was1 as ,i have often heard him say1 a partial failure4 ,the exordium went off very well2 but1 as he proceeded with the discussion1 he often hesitated1 now and then came to a pause1 and was finally obliged to sit down before he had reached the original design of the discourse4 ,he was deeply mortified4 ,he was discouraged4 ,he resolved to abandon all thoughts of the ministry4 ,he felt himself utterly incompetent to the efficient discharge of its high and momentous duties4 ,his friends1 however1 interfered in the premises4 ,they succeeded in changing his purpose4 ,they persuaded him to persevere in the work of a ,christian minister1 and it was not long before he made his second attempt at sermonizing4 ,the effort succeeded4 ,it was a complete triumph4 ,the manner in which he acquitted himself was a matter of deep astonishment to his friends1 and to all who heard him4 ,in that meeting his lofty and invaluable career finds its legitimate date4 ,it was followed by no faltering1 no irresolution1 no shrinking from toil1 however laborious1 or however wearing to the physical frame or to the mental powers4 ,he soon became immensely popular4 ,his fame went forth as on the wings of every wind4 ,from all quarters1 far and near1 the ,macedonian cry1 ',come over and help us1' poured in upon him4 ,these calls1 so far as it was possibly practicable1 were promptly and cheerfully honored4 ,his labors1 of course1 became exceedingly abundant1--almost1 indeed1 without intermission4 ,by day and by night he was found at his post1 and zealously doing his great work4 ,he frequently held meetings in the town where he was born and brought up1 and in nearly all the towns in that region4 ,his circuits often embraced some hundreds of miles1 and in making them he preached almost every day1 and not unfrequently several times in a day2 and wherever it was generally known that he was to hold forth1 immense crowds rarely failed to be present1 that they might listen to his testimony4 ,though a mere youngster1 ,i myself once walked1 or rather ran1 eight miles and back1 to hear him4 ,the news of the meeting did not reach me till somewhat late on ,sabbath morning1 and no mode of conveyance to the place could be obtained4 ,i was1 of course1 reduced to the necessity of either losing that rare spiritual treat1 or of making my way to it on what ,mr4 ,murray used to call 'apostolical horses2' in other words1 on foot4 ,and so great was my anxiety not to lose a word that might fall from his lips1 that ,i forgot to take with me a crumb of anything for a lunch1 and so ,i lost my dinner2 or1 rather1 ,i had to make it on the sermon and the prayers which ,i had heard1 and it was truly one of the most luscious meals which it has ever been my good fortune to eat4 ,it was devoured with a high relish4 ,the subject of these remarks was the youngest of five brothers1 three of whom were preachers2 and ,i once had the privilege of attending a meeting at which four of them1 with the venerable father1 were present4 ,hosea was the preacher4 ,he seemed to have made special preparation to meet the peculiarities of the occasion4 ,contrary to his usual custom1 the sermon was written4 ,at the proper time he commenced its delivery4 ,the old father--himself a ,baptist clergyman of considerable note--and the elder brothers1 were seated around him4 ,he was not familiar with the use of a manuscript1 and1 of course1 to read from one he found to be a new and somewhat awkward business4 ,for a little time1 however1 he persevered in the effort4 ,the experiment was far from being satisfactory either to himself or to the congregation4 ,in spite of him1 the eye would quit its hold upon the contents of the paper1 and wander about among the dense masses who filled the seats below4 ,these excursions caused him to lose his place4 ,he often found it again with no little difficulty1 and sometimes not without a most vexatious delay4 ,at length his patience gave out4 ,its power of endurance was completely exhausted1 and1 taking up the manuscript and rolling it between his hands1 he deliberately put it in his pocket4 ',brethren1' said he1 ',i shall weary your patience with these notes4' ,this was the end of all hesitancy4 ,he proceeded in the discussion of his subject with his accustomed fluency1 and everything flowed onward with the smoothness of oil4 ,it was a season of deep and thrilling interest4 ,the venerable father1 though not a ,universalist1 and with no disposition to become one1 listened to the arguments and illustrations of this youngest of his sons with the profoundest attention4 ,i carefully watched the muscles of his face1 and plainly saw that mighty emotions were stirring within him4 ,every now and then a large tear would start out from the eye1 and course down the furrows in his time-worn and manly cheek4 ,it is not strange that such should have been the case1 for the discourse was one of peculiar tenderness1 and of uncommon pathos and power4 ,probably it was rarely1 if ever surpassed1 even by the speaker himself1 in the palmiest days of his ministry4 ,indeed1 ,father ,ballou's pulpit powers were of an exceedingly high order4 ,taken as a whole1 my impression is that ,i have never known his equal4 ,never have ,i seen a man who could hold his hearers so perfectly under his own control4 ,they were entirely at his command4 ,he clothed them in smiles1 or melted them to tears1 and these things he seemed to do at pleasure4 ,this power embodies the chief component in true eloquence4 ,we often refer1 and with profound admiration1 to the pulpit talents of ,griffin and ,beecher1 of ,channing1 and ,dewey1 and ,chapin4 ,and to these men the meed of rare eloquence unquestionably belongs2 but still1 taken all in all1 they fall far below the standard of ,father ,ballou4 ,theirs is an eloquence of another and a humbler type4 ,they deal chiefly with the intellect1--with the demands of a literary and refined taste2 he dealt more especially with the latent chords of the heart1--moved and controlled the deeper sympathies and more refined affections of the human soul4 ,relying but little upon books1 he went principally upon the profundity and strength of his own resources4 ,the structure of his mind approached very near to an actual intuition4 ,he grasped the whole of a subject at a glance4 ,his powers of analysis were prodigious1 and singularly accurate4 ,he stopped not to inquire what others had thought or done4 ,he examined every subject for himself4 ,like the diver for pearls1 he plunged to the depths of divine truth2 and1 when he had found a precious gem1 he rose with it to the surface1 held it up before the eyes of the people1 and said to them1 ,this belongs to you1 and there are more of the same sort where ,i found it1--enough for you all1 and for the millions of the race to which you belong4 ,but it was not in the office of a ,christian minister1 merely1 that ,father ,ballou excelled4 ,he was admirable in every sphere of life4 ,as a husband and a father1 the head of a numerous family1 he was truly a model man4 ,he knew how to rule his own household4 ,his word was law1 and obedience to it was prompt and cheerful by all around him4 ,there were no family jars in that well-ordered and happy home4 ,the idea1 perhaps1 is an extravagant one1 but ,i have often thought that his house was the nearest fac-simile of the great mansion of the ,infinite ,father on ,high of which ,i could form a conception4 ,and then as a brother and a friend he had no superior4 ,with the exception1 perhaps1 of some members of his own family1 there is no one living who enjoyed so long and so intimate an acquaintance with him as myself2 and it is one of the happiest reflections of my life1 that1 in all our intercourse1 not a single unkind word or emotion ever passed between us4 ,indeed1 ,i never knew his kindly regards mastered but once1 and that was after the endurance of many gross and most cruel provocations4 ,but on one occasion his philosophy and his religion failed him1 and then his brow was mantled with the very majesty of wrath1 the frowning aspect of a deep and withering indignation4 ,the roll of a moment or two1 however1 and it was all over4 ,the old saint was himself again1 and never1 from that time to the day of his death1 did ,i ever hear him utter an unfriendly word in relation to the individual by whom he had been so grossly and wickedly abused4 ,but ,i must not enlarge4 ,i have no wish to deal in flattery2 but1 injustice to my own feelings1 and to the memory of our departed father1 ,i must say that he was one of the very best men with whom it has been my happiness to associate4 ,indeed1 ,i doubt whether he had a solitary failing1--so far1 ,i mean1 as the convictions and purposes of his own mind were concerned4 ,s4 ,s4 ,,chapter ,,xiv4 ,,sentiments ,,relative ,,to ,,death4 ,mr4 ,ballou was ever governed by a calm resignation to the decrees of ,providence1 and as it regarded the subject of his own death1--that thought which is said to make cowards of us all1 that theme upon which we are too much inclined to dwell with feelings of dread and fear4 ,notwithstanding we are taught by ,christian philosophers that life should be a preparation for death1 there are very few of us who regard this inevitable event in its proper light4 ,dr4 ,young uttered a most profound truth when he said3-- ,each man thinks all men mortal but himself4 ,a man recognizes the certainty of this event's taking place with regard to his neighbor1 his friend1 and the members of his own family4 ,he feels that the hour of separation from his aged and beloved parents must come2 that the brother or sister1 whose infant joys and sorrows are his own1 whose sympathy has cheered his manhood1 must one day be taken from him2 that the wife of big bosom must close her eyes in death2 that the stern messenger may at any time smite the darlings of their little flock1 gathered around his knee in play or prayer2 and while they are yet in life he prepares for them the last resting-place in some sheltered spot1 some woodland cemetery1 where the brightest smile of nature may gild the place of their repose4 ,but he cannot realize that he himself1 in the pride of his manhood1 the blood coursing cheerily through his veins1 a sense of vitality giving an elasticity to every movement1 will be called upon to lay down this glorious panoply of life1 to feel the bounding blood curdle and become as ice within his veins1 and the bright vision of the world fade into nothingness before his glazing eyes4 ,he himself1 by some miracle1 must be snatched from the universal doom4 ,thus death finds almost every man unprepared4 ,the very criminal1 upon whose ears fall the deep tones of the funeral knell1 hopes for a reprieve even at the foot of the scaffold4 ,the soldier cannot think of death as he mounts the imminent deadly breach2--his comrades may fall1 but he must escape4 ,thus1 in our strange1 delusive sophistry1 even if we think of death1 we seek to alienate the idea from ourselves4 ,as it regarded the death of any member of his extensive family circle1 what a tower of strength and consolation he ever was to the mourning hearts of his children6 ,how calm and serene he would appear when called1 in the providence of ,god1 to sympathize with them at the loss of their little ones1 near and dear to their parental hearts6 ,however deep the distress of soul which exercised the breast of any member of his family by the solemn visitation of death1 his venerable presence would always restore peace to the almost broken heart1 and make the sunshine radiate once more in the mourner's bosom4 ,he had several trials1 and keen ones1 too1 through which he passed1 of this character4 ,his third daughter1 ,mrs4 ,whittemore1 wife of ,rev4 ,benjamin ,whittemore1 was called upon to lay one and another of her tender offspring in the grave1 until1 at last1 when the third was placed there1 she exclaimed1 in the agony of her heart1 that she could not leave the tomb where half her loved ones lay in death4 ,but for his presence even reason might have deserted her throne2 but his calm and sainted expression1 his holy balm of religion1 his simple words of hope1 were as oil upon troubled waters4 ,so again was he similarly exercised1 through visitations of death1 in the family of his eldest son1 ,rev4 ,hosea ,f4 ,ballou1 and ,rev4 ,massena ,b4 ,ballou2 in the family circle of his third daughter1 ,cassendana1 wife of ,joseph ,wing2 and again in the home of his fourth daughter1 ,elmina1 wife of ,rev4 ,j4 ,c4 ,waldo2 and also in the circle of the sixth daughter1 ,fiducia1 wife of ,abijah ,w4 ,farrar4 ,but more particularly was this power of consolation evinced as exercised in his own family1 when the eldest daughter1 ,fanny1 widow of ,leonard ,holmes1 was taken from life4 ,it was the first death that we had known in our immediate circle of brothers and sisters1 and the stroke had all the power and force of a first great sorrow4 ,then his spirit shone forth in all the ,christian beauty and loveliness of its influence4 ,then the majesty and holy power of his religion was evinced in letters of light4 ,and while referring to this family1--for there were six orphan children left behind1--we might appropriately refer to the munificent bounty of his hand towards them2 of a home purchased and given to them2 and of much fatherly kindness and generosity towards those orphan children4 ,this spirit of resignation he infused largely into his children1 who in turn offered to his own spirit that strength of hope and divine reliance which in periods of trial he had imparted to them4 ,this might be said to be particularly the case with ,clementina1 his fifth daughter1 wife of ,isaac ,h4 ,wright1 who1 without the domestic care of a family1 was enabled to be much and often at home1--especially if any physical illness affected either father or mother1--and who1 with others of the children1 was with him night and day1 constantly1 during his last illness1 and the closing hours of his life4 ,we have before referred to the grateful influence his presence exerted in the sick room1 and when called upon to lift up his voice with the dying2 but so prominent a trait of character1 as evinced in his home relations1 should not be omitted here4 ,it may be interesting to remark1 in these domestic notes1 that ,mr4 ,ballou resided1 for over thirty years1 with his second daughter1 ,cassendana1 and her family1 in ,boston4 ,a more cheerful and happy home it would be difficult for fancy to paint4 ,there was no contention there1--no jealousies1 no jarring of interests2 everything seemed to take its hue from him2 and calm domestic joy and serene contentment reigned over all4 ,he seemed to exhale the atmosphere of peace1 and no contending elements could withstand the soothing character of his presence4 ,mr4 ,ballou's idea of death1 as being but the portal to blissful immortality1 may be gathered by the following1 from his own pen3 ,the idea of immortality makes everything in life valuable4 ,here we may lay up all our treasures1 where neither moth nor rust can corrupt1 nor thieves break through and steal4 ,here ,god's bright favor will never grow dim1 nor will our love and gratitude ever decay4 ,do you see ,hope's celestial form1 leaning on her anchor1 and1 while the raging waves of a restless sea dash against her1 she remains unmoved8 ,do you observe her aspect firm1 and her eyes turned towards heaven8 ,and would you wish to cast her down1 and wreck her on the quicksands of dismal doubt8 ,go1 brother1 to the chamber of sickness1 where life's waning embers can no longer warm the dying heart2 there hear from cold and quivering lips this hope expressed3 ',i long to be with ,christ1--,i long to be at rest6' ,would you blast this amaranthine flower8 ,would you plant in its stead the nightshade of despair8 ,listen no longer to the wild suggestions of fancy and wandering imaginations1 under the specious pretence of searching after truth4 ,for ,jesus is the way1 the truth and the life4 ',give me the light of this bright sun to see2 ,all other lights like meteors are to me4' ,i think one thing is certain1 says ,mr4 ,ballou1 in one of his last published articles1 and that is1 that the opinion that we immediately enter on that state into which the resurrection introduces mankind is far more desirable1 to all people1 than the opinion that ages of unconscious sleep succeed our brief existence here in the flesh4 99 99 99 ,in conclusion1 ,i will say that ,i am sensible that there are passages of scripture which seem to favor the opinion of a general1 simultaneous resurrection1 which appear difficult to reconcile with such as ,i have above noticed2 but that they outweigh them ,i have no sufficient reason to allow4 ,the supposition that all who have died have until now remained in an unconscious state1 seems more like annihilation than well accords with our glorious hope4 ,mr4 ,ballou's mind was ever made up to meet death at any moment2 and1 with implicit reliance on the goodness and fatherly care of ,him in whose hand we all are1 and who does not permit even a sparrow to fall to the ground without his knowledge1 he left all to the wise decree of ,heaven1 and loaded not his soul with fear of the result4 ,he conversed but little upon the subject2 but when he did so1 it was with a cheerful spirit and contented mind4 ,his profession was such as to make him familiar with death in all its forms4 ,it was no strange subject to him2 but1 on the contrary1 one which had engaged much of his thought and earnest consideration4 ,with so full and implicit a reliance in the complete sovereignty of the ,almighty as his religious belief imparted1 he could have no fear or doubt as to the perfectness of the decrees of ,providence4 ,he literally argued everything for good1 and that nothing transpired without a purpose of the ,director of all things2 and in that purpose he recognized but one principle1 which was the good of the children of men4 ,these premises once established in his mind1 what fear could he possibly entertain of death8 ,it is a part of the ,divine economy1--that was enough for him4 ,applied to any dispensation of ,providence1 or to tenets of faith1 this same reliance will be found evinced in all his ministrations and life4 ,he says3--,we have ever this pleasing reflection1--this sublime1 this instructive lesson1--that the wisdom which constitutes the vast frame of the universe1 and which organized all nature1--the power that raised this glorious superstructure upon its basis1--has ever been directed1 and ever will be directed1 towards the good and benefit of mankind4 ,that there can be no such thing as partiality1 or anything like cruelty1 in all the system of ,god1 as the moral governor of the world1 is as plain a proposition as can possibly be stated4 ,there is not in the bosom of our ,father in ,heaven any principle but goodness to his children4 ,there is not in the bosom of our ,heavenly ,father1 nor can there be1 anything like cruelty or partiality2 but his eternal wisdom is ever working for the benefit of his creatures4 ,he held the grave to be a calm1 safe anchorage for the shattered hulls of men1--the portal through which the spirit passes to ,god who gave it4 ,concerning this subject there are a few lines from his pen so applicable in this connection1 that we cannot refrain from transcribing them here4 ,in common with those pieces which we have already given the reader1 there is no effort at grandeur in the piece2 the beauty and propriety of the poem is undisguised by metaphor1 being put down in the tender and persuasive language of a ,christian heart1 pleading for the good of man1 and the honor of its ,maker4 ,mr4 ,ballou's poetical productions are such an index of his soul1 his real character1 that we are induced again to refer to the fact4 ,they are ever like himself1 simple1 yet forcible1 and never without a purpose1 and most incontrovertible argument1 expressed or implied4 ,the following poem was written in his seventy-third year1 and is entitled ,,fear ,,not ,,death4 ,why call we death to man a foe8 ,why should we fear to die8 ,does heavenly wisdom teach us so8 ,let us the question try4 ,is he of independent might8 ,does he himself sustain8 ,these questions if we answer right1 ,will make our subject plain4 ,see ye his scythe1 his dart1 his spear8 ,who placed them in his hand8 ,know this1 and give the winds your fear2 ,dauntless before him stand4 ,death is a messenger of ,god1 ,and ,god is love1 we know2 ,nothing can come from him but good1-- ,no enmity can flow4 ,death only comes when he is sent1 ,commissioned from on high2 ,and all his weapons1 too1 are lent1-- ,why fear we1 then1 to die8 ,death comes1 a friend to mortal man1 ,to set his spirit free2 ,nor he1 nor any creature1 can ,reverse the blest decree4 ,had death on us an evil eye1 ,would he our pains remove1 ,and set our spirits free to fly ,to peaceful realms above8 ,teach not your children1 parents dear1 ,to dread what ,god may send2 ,nor fill their tender hearts with fear ,of ,him who is their friend4 ,there is a lesson here that it would be well for us to remember1 a principle that should be planted and nurtured in our breasts4 ,death has been too long looked upon as the great enemy of our race1 while it is in truth but the calling home of the spirit by the ,great ,shepherd4 ',tis but the wedding of the soul with ,paradise1 the starting post for heaven4 ,these were the sentiments entertained by ,mr4 ,ballou1 and which governed his mind even to the last4 ,he says1 relative to this deeply interesting and important subject to us all3--,we are as pilgrims and strangers on earth1 as were all our fathers4 ,the places which now know us will shortly know us no more4 ,how reasonable1 then1 is it1 that we should often bring this great truth under serious consideration6 ,if duly considered1 it will exert a favorable influence in relation to the estimates we may make of all temporal things1 and give a favorable direction to our purposes and determinations4 ,our fleshly bodies1 like the grass of the earth1 are composed of the elements of nature2 these elements support both the grass and our fleshly bodies2 and as the grass finally withers and returns back from whence it came1 is decomposed and joined with the elements of which it was composed1 so do our bodies return to the earth from whence they came4 ,dust we are1 and unto dust we must return4 ,the certainty of our mortality is as apparent to us all as it can possibly be made4 ,however seldom we may think on the subject1 however we may endeavor to put it out of our minds and thoughts1 however we may endeavor to drown the subject by devoting our attention to worldly objects and worldly pursuits1 we know that in a short time we must be called to leave all this bustle of life1 close our eyes on all earthly things1 and return to the bosom of our common mother1 the earth1 from whence we came4 ,as the question whether man should exist or not was not submitted to him1 no more is it left to him to say whether he will continue in this state forever1 or depart out of it4 ',all flesh is as grass1 and all the glory of man as the flower of grass2 the grass withereth1 and the flower thereof falleth away4' ,so hath the ,creator appointed and ordained2 and it is not in the power of man to prevent this withering of the grass1 and this falling of the flower of grass4 ,however endearing are the ties of consanguinity1 however tender and affectionate are kindred hearts towards each other1 with whatever longings and fond desires fathers and mothers may look on their sons and daughters1 and with whatever devotion they may nourish these flowers and watch over them1 they are altogether like the grass and the flower of grass4 ,they are perishable4 ,it is not in the power of children1 however affectionately they may love their fathers and mothers1 and however they may desire the continuance of such kind friends1 to prevent that waste of constitution and strength which time and disease are sure to bring4 ,the whitened locks1 the wrinkled face1 the tottering frame1 the palsied limbs and faltering voice1 are sure indications that the time of departure is at hand4 ,how wonderfully beautiful is the full-grown grass1 with its blushing and fragrant flowers6 ,we cast our eyes over the luxuriant meadow2 with pleasure we behold its beautiful flowers1 seeming to vie with each other in glory2 and though we may fancy a preference for this or for that1 no person ever beheld a blossom that was not beautiful to the eye4 ,so we behold the society of man in health and in the prime of strength2 and how pleasing is the sight6 ,look at these sweet babes6 we may fancy a preference for the beauty of this or that1 but no one can help admiring every such endearing object4 ,look around and behold the sparkling eye and blushing cheek of youth and beauty2 but remember these are flowers gathered for the tomb6 ,whether we see them or not1 ,time has wings2 whether we realize it or not1 his flight is rapid4 ,what is time when it is past8 ,nothing6 ,he taught us how to live1 and ,o6 too high ,the price for knowledge6 taught us how to die6 ,touching the matter of death-bed scenes as they refer to religious belief1 and the influence that such scenes and circumstances exerted over his own mind1 he says3 ,it has often been said1 by the enemies of the doctrine for which ,i have contended1 that it would do to live by1 but not to die by2 meaning that it would not give the mind satisfaction when sensible it was about to leave a mortal for an immortal state4 ,as to the truth of the assertion ,i cannot positively say2 that moment has not yet been experienced by me3 and as those who make the remark have never believed the doctrine1 ,i cannot see how they should know any better than ,i do4 ,thus much ,i can say3 ,i believe ,i have seen1 and often heard1 of persons rejoicing in the doctrine in the last hours of their lives2 but ,i do not build my faith on such grounds4 ,the sorrows or the joys of persons1 in their last moments1 prove nothing to me of the truth of their general belief4 ,a ,jew1 who despises the name of ,christ from the force of his education1 may be filled with comfortable hopes1 in his last moments1 from the force of the same education4 ,i have no doubt but a person may believe1 or pretend to believe1 in the doctrine of universal salvation1 when he knows of no solid reason for his belief1 but has rather rested the matter on the judgment of those in whom he has placed more confidence than he has1 in reality1 on the ,saviour of the world2 and ,i think it very possible that such ,universalists may have strange and unexpected fears1 when the near approach of death1 or any other circumstance1 should cause them to think more seriously on so weighty a subject4 ,what my feelings might be concerning the doctrine which ,i believe1 was ,i called to contemplate on a death-bed1 ,i am as unable to say1 as ,i am what ,i may think of it a year hence1 should ,i live and be in health4 ,but ,i am satisfied1 beyond a doubt1 that if ,i live a year longer1 and then find cause to give up my present belief1 ,i shall not feel a consciousness of having professed what ,i did not sincerely believe2 and was ,i called to leave the world and my writings in it1 and at the last hour of my life should find ,i had erred1 yet ,i am satisfied that ,i should possess the approbation of a good conscience in all ,i have written4 ,that ,mr4 ,ballou felt fully prepared to die1 there can be not the least doubt1 though he did not say so in the exact words that would express this state of mind4 ,he frequently1 during the last two or three months of his life1 made use of expressions1 as relating to current events1 in a way that led those about him to see that he was striving1 particularly1 to have every matter of business1 or family arrangement1 so completed as not in any way to be contingent upon himself4 ,then his frequent observations relative to the idea that he was nearly worn out2 and in his sermons1 too1 his often repeating at this time how near he was to the brink of the grave1 and that those who heard him might realize the honesty of his reasoning and the sincerity of his doctrine1 since1 with so short a span of existence left to him1 he could not in any instance bring himself to support what he did not most solemnly and religiously believe to be the gospel of ,christ1 and in full accordance with the word of ,god2 the caution already referred to as given to his wife1 and various other simple but expressive tokens that he evinced during the few weeks previous to his decease1--all go fully to show that his mind was made up to die1 and that he foresaw1 as it were1 the approach of his demise1 with almost prophetic vision4 ,the philosophy1 or sophistry1 therefore1 as to looking upon death as the inevitable visitant to others1 but as something which must miraculously pass him by1 did not exist in his mind4 ,he looked upon death as the messenger of ,god1 commissioned from on high2 and he held himself calmly ready to answer the blessed decree of ,heaven4 ,though almost constantly engaged at his study of the holy text1 or in other reading and writing1 still1 so domestic was ,mr4 ,ballou in his disposition and feelings1 that he always took a lively interest in all the arrangements of the family1 and in each one's well-being1 seeking to cause as little unnecessary labor as possible on his own account4 ,no motives other than those of the kindest character could possibly have induced this thoughtfulness1 on his part2 for all those about him1 even the servants1 always deemed it a pleasure to serve him in his slightest expressed desire1 while his children ever sought to anticipate his wishes4 ,in his directions to those called upon to attend him1 there was none of the austerity or sternness of a master evinced in his manner of speech4 ,the order direct we never heard from his lips1 but1 in giving directions1 it was ever in the form of permission1--,you may do this1 or you may hand me that2 and the appropriateness of this mode of speech was most apparent1 since it was a privilege to us all to fulfil his desires4 ,with profane history1 ancient and modern1 he was well acquainted2 and at the age of seventy-four1 five and six1 he devoted some considerable time to the reviewal of both1 and particularly to the history of our own country4 ,with ,rollin1 ,plutarch1 ,smollet1 ,hume1 ,prescott1 ,bancroft1 etc41 he was perfectly familiar4 ,at this period he was engaged1 as we have said1 in re-perusing the works of his library1 treating mainly upon profane history4 ,as may be supposed1 to one of his disposition1 home was very dear1 and he was always happiest with his family4 ,to them his heart1 his love1 his griefs1 were given2 ,but all his serious thoughts had rest in heaven4 ,during the whole of his public ministrations and professional career1 he never labored with more evident effect and general influence than at this time4 ,the ripened harvest of his experience was poured forth in the most simple and touching truthfulness1 and his discourses were redolent of holy manna to the souls of his hearers2 the sober arguments of conviction obtained even more fully than in former years1 when the vigor of ripened manhood added its physical powers to the balance4 ,persons who had sat under his preaching for many years would listen with the most absorbed attention1 as well as with surprise1 to hear the easy flow of eloquence that seemed to come from an inspired heart1 bearing witness to his quick1 sure discernment1 and boundless fertility of invention1--the truth and exemplifications of divine goodness were ever so fresh and abundant in the feast he spread1 the arguments so logical and convincing4 ,he was endowed in many respects with the great requisites for a lawyer1 possessing a mind exceedingly active1 capable of constantly commanding its own resources1 and a faculty of tenaciously pursuing his argument with exceeding force and power4 ,it really seemed1 latterly1 that1 realizing how brief must be his labors1 and how near he was to the end of his earthly mission1 he labored with increased zeal1 and consequent success4 ,his eyes1 when in the desk1 seemed to kindle with superhuman fire1 his thoughts to flow with inspired eloquence2 and those who heard him must have entered most thoroughly into his own spirit1 for we have heard1 from all directions where he preached1 very earnest remarks of the striking effect produced by his discourses4 ,and this effect was by no means confined to the laity2 many of his ministering brethren have told us that they had never heard him discourse with more power1 nor ever with such decided effect1 as was the case within the last two years of his life4 ,it was impossible for him to answer all of the demands upon him1 but neither ordinary inconveniences nor distance ever caused him to decline to respond to those who1 at this late period of his life1 sought his counsel4 ,in vain did we beseech him to consider his bodily comfort1 and not risk his health and try his strength so much1 at his advanced age1 by these constant travels4 ,i am vain enough1 he said1 to believe that ,i still do some good1 and ,i am never so happy as when exercised by such a realizing sense2 but1 whether at home or abroad1 ,i am still in my ,maker's hands1 and he will do with me as to him seemeth good4 ,mr4 ,ballou's manuscript was always remarkably plain and correct1 being1 in many respects1 very characteristic of himself4 ,it was regular1 exceedingly neat1 and well executed1 yet unostentatious1 and in no degree ornamental4 ,for our own part1 we would give more for a scrap of the hand-writing of one whom we had never met1 or even of him whom we had casually seen1 to enable us to judge of the general characteristics of the individual's disposition1 than for the testimony of many an intimate friend4 ,it is1 of necessity1 in a very great degree1 a sample of the man2 and when we look upon it1 and think that it was the work of his hand1 the emanation of his brain1 mechanically and mentally his1 it possesses peculiar interest4 ,mr4 ,ballou was sometimes addressed1 by letter1 from a distance1 from those who were strangers to him1 and sometimes by brethren in the ministry1 who would request him to reply to certain queries which they proposed1 that they might reap the advantage of his wisdom4 ,these letters were various in their character2 some related to religious questions1 some to his own history1 and some as to its bearing upon his belief in the tenets of faith4 ,one who professed to have read his numerous works1 and who was also an ardent believer in the doctrine of universal salvation1 converted through his writings1 sent the following queries to him in a letter some time in #ahdg1 during his seventy-sixth year4 ,having the letter and reply1 we subjoin the spirit of the former1 and give the latter to the reader entire4 ,queries4--,with what feelings do you look back upon your past life1 its influence and results1 its commencement and its end8 ,as it regards your published works and writings1 has experience strengthened the opinions and points laid down in them1 or have you after years of study and reflection found cause for change8 ,what is the present end and aim of your life1 and how does it differ from the morning of your existence8 ,reply to ,query #ast4--,when ,i survey the course of my past life1 as ,i often do1 ,i am filled with wonder2 and a clear conviction that1 as a whole1 it has been appointed and directed by ,infinite ,wisdom1 all but reduces me to nothing4 ,true1 ,i can simply realize that ,i exist2 and can compare myself to a drop of water in the midst of the ocean1 dependent1 as ,i always have been1 on that ,being who holds the unmeasured deep in the hollow of his hand4 ,i am fully satisfied that none of the eventful incidents of my life would have been what they were1 had not an overruling ,providence disappointed my own plans and purposes in many instances4 ,pursuant to these considerations1 in viewing the apparent 'influences and results' of my labors1 ,i should be quite at variance with the conviction of my own understanding1 should ,i indulge a feeling to credit them to myself4 ,with such views of the past and present1 ,i feel satisfied1 and even thankful4 ,my childhood and youth were1 like most of others1 full of vanity4 ,my public life commenced with no extensive prospects4 ,i do not know that the thought ever entered my mind that my public labors would ever procure me a livelihood4444 ,my main desire now is that it may please ,him whose ,i am and whom ,i serve1 so to direct that what remains of my fleeting days may in no way dishonor1 but promote1 the cause of his truth1 to which ,i have so long been devoted4 ,reply to ,query #bnd4--,all the important doctrinal points contained in the several works which ,i have published are still my honest convictions2 and as they were widely different from the views generally entertained by theologians1 ,i examined them with all possible care1 and have never seen cause to rescind them4 ,and ,i can add1 that ,i have never1 in my public labors1 allowed myself to present to my hearers any sentiment1 or to expound any portion of scripture1 but in accordance with the sober convictions of my understanding4 ,reply to ,query #c;d4--,the main object by which ,i was actuated at the commencement of my public labors was to understand the true doctrine of the ,scriptures1 and by all possible means to convey conviction of its truth to the understanding of all who had ears to hear2 and my present aim is to finish1 in the best manner ,i can1 these labors1 by persuading people1 not only to understand the true nature of the gospel1 but to cherish its blessed hopes1 and to faithfully practise its precepts4 ,during a visit of the author of this biography to the ,southern and ,western ,states of the ,union1 in the summer of #ahdf1 he had an opportunity to witness the most evident token of the popularity of ,mr4 ,ballou in these sections1 and the high esteem in which his writings are held4 ,this was particularly the case in the ,state of ,ohio1 the most distant point from his home that ,mr4 ,ballou ever visited4 ,here1 in passing through the state1 we had frequent occasion to register our name and place of residence1 which often led to our being asked whether we were a connection of ,hosea ,ballou's2 and when the existing relationship was made known1 there were no bounds to the hospitality that was urged upon us4 ,in ,cincinnati1 it so happened that an original lithographic print of ,mr4 ,ballou was being struck off just as we left the city1 and we were kindly furnished with the first dozen impressions taken from the stone4 ,this lithograph is from a crayon drawing taken from life1 at ,akron1 ,ohio1 during the visit of ,mr4 ,ballou to that town in #ahdd1 by an artist sent up from ,cincinnati for the purpose4 ,the likeness is a good one in many respects1 but much inferior to several taken in ,boston1 both as it regards likeness and as a work of art4 ,during the summer of #ahdg1 ,mr4 ,ballou visited his eldest son1 ,rev4 ,hosea ,f4 ,ballou1 at his residence and farm in ,whitingham1 ,vt41 where for several days he applied himself to labor on the land2 reaping1 mowing1 and the various departments of farming1 during the week1 and to public services in that and the neighboring towns on the ,sabbath4 ,these few weeks of healthy toil invigorated him to a most surprising degree1 and1 though more than seventy-five years of age1 ,i was assured by those who were on the spot that he did the work of a day-laborer with ease1 and that his hand wielded the scythe with the steadiness and effect of early years4 ,he told us afterwards himself how sweet his food tasted1 how refreshing his bed felt1 and how clear and invigorated his brain was1 by this homely labor1 and the sweat of the brow4 ,he would sometimes sigh at the constraint of his town life1 and eulogize the green fields and verdant hill-sides4 ,he says3 ,all of us have our prescribed duties1 and the economy of nature requires certain tastes and temperaments that will apply themselves to the various concerns of life4 ,we find the mechanic1 the farmer1 the minister1 the artisan1 the lawyer1 all endowed with some prominent qualities1 which particularly fit them for the proper discharge of their peculiar calling2 and this is necessary1 that all things may be done well and harmoniously4 ,but1 of all the business occupations of life1 it has always seemed to me that the farmer's employment must be the most agreeable4 ,the country is real1 the city is artificial2 one is nature1 the other is art4 ,in the earlier portions of my life1 ,i gathered some experience in tilling the soil2 in boyhood and early youth1 it was almost my sole occupation4 ,even as late as my residence in ,salem1 ,i was accustomed to plant and cultivate a portion of ground4 ,the great charm of the farmer's element is that it brings him in such close contact with nature2 his labor1 so healthful and invigorating1 being performed to the soft hymns and sacred melodies that creation ever chants in open fields and woodlands4 ,during this season ,mr4 ,ballou travelled considerably in the ,new ,england ,states and ,new ,york1 in accordance with letters of invitation sent to him from every direction4 ,during the month of ,august he preached at numerous places in the vicinity of ,montpelier1 ,vt41 and the route thither from ,boston4 ,this journey was peculiarly gratifying to his feelings2 everywhere he was received with that warmth of heart and real sincerity that invigorate the soul4 ,meeting-houses were abandoned as too small1 and temporary pulpits were erected in the open air1 from whence he addressed the thousands who came from far and near to listen to his words4 ,his name was so well known1 and his character so beloved1 throughout the order1 that the simple announcement of his presence drew multitudes together1 who listened with the utmost avidity to his words1 which carried with them the clear running wine of conviction4 ,here let us pause for a moment1 and ask the reader to consider what a powerful and godly influence the life of such a man must have exerted upon community1 and those persons with whom he was brought into frequent contact4 ,there was such perfect harmony1 such a beautiful consistency1 between his pure ,christian life and the religion he taught1 that the most thoughtless could not but observe and note it4 ,we heard an old man say1 but a few days ago1--,before ,i knew your father ,i heard that he was one of the vilest of men2 that he was intemperate1 profane1 vulgar1 and1 in short1 everything that was bad4 ,but when ,i saw him1 meek1 unostentatious1 gentle1 reverential1 and preaching such glorious truths1 ,i said to myself1 so was his ,divine ,master reviled and persecuted6 ,this was the false report that was raised against him thirty and forty years since4 ,the subject of this biography did not answer these calumnies2 he lived them down1 and manifested as strong an argument in favor of his doctrine by his every-day life1 as by his oral communications from the pulpit4 ,his writings1 too1 evincing the same spirit as his personal career1 manifesting so much sincerity1 and logical force of argument1 garbed in such simple language1 and yet conveying such sublime truths1 and these so largely enforced by a personal knowledge of their author1--at least throughout a large portion of the eastern states1--must have exerted1 and will continue to exert1 an influence of almost incalculable extent4 ,it is in perfect unison with the analogy of nature that the sunset of life should be more cheerful and joyous than the meridian4 ,the sweetest notes of the nightingale are heard at evening1 the woods put on their most cheerful aspect in the autumn of the year1 and the sun is the brightest when about to sink beneath the horizon4 ,it was at this period of life that ,mr4 ,ballou seemed to have arrived at the goal of his ambition1 actuated only by ,those calm desires that ask but little room4 ,the principles which he had so long and so strenuously advocated prevailing beyond all precedence1 his family happily settled in life about him1 and himself respected and beloved by an entire denomination as a faithful disciple of ,christ and a true ,christian4 ,in a conversation with him upon the comforts and troubles of old age1 we asked him1 one day1 about this period1 what was his greatest trouble4 ,he facetiously referred us to the reply of ,fontenelle1 who was asked1 in extreme old age1 what inconvenience he experienced1 when he replied1 ,none1 but that of existence1 signifying by this answer how really happy and contented he was4 ,for the last twenty years of ,mr4 ,ballou's life1 it was not an uncommon occurrence for strangers from a distance to call on him and introduce themselves1 as desirous of looking upon him and making his acquaintance4 ,i have read your works1 and it has seemed as though ,i knew you well already1 for they are like familiar conversations4 ,this would be the purport of their language4 ,your books1 they would say1 have made me a ,universalist2 and ,i could not feel satisfied until ,i had seen personally one to whom ,i am so much indebted1 and whom ,i so highly respect4 ,this was the case in more than one instance1 at different periods1 when ,englishmen declared that it was the great purpose that had influenced them in visiting the ,union4 ,in such cases they met with a cordial and hospitable welcome at his house and table1 and hours of pleasant discussion would ensue upon the doctrines of the ,scriptures1 and congenial themes4 ,many were the visitors from various parts of the country with the same avowed purpose1 and similarly influenced4 ,in the latter part of #ahdh1 owing to some unfortunate exposure to the weather1 he was most violently attacked with ague in the face1 so severe as to cause the whole face to swell so much as to close one of the eyes entirely4 ,the attack lasted in its effects for several days1 and was exceedingly painful4 ,though moved with the keenest regret at the pain we knew he must suffer1 still we could not but admire the strength of mind and calm philosophy with which he endured it4 ,not a murmur escaped his lips1 and intervals occurring between the most severe moments of his suffering were devoted to writing or study1 while the constant kind offices of those about him1 and more particularly those of his dearly-beloved partner and children1 were ever received with grateful words1 and tokens of a full appreciation of the warm love that prompted them4 ,in the summer of #ahdg1 the ,school-street ,society requested of ,mr4 ,ballou1 through its standing committee1 that he would sit for a full-length portrait1 to be the property of the society1 and to be hung in ,murray ,hall1 adjoining the church4 ,mr4 ,ballou agreed to their proposition1 and granted the requisite sittings1 and a magnificent portrait was produced4 ,the picture is as large as life4 ,the preacher is represented standing in the pulpit of the ,school-street church1 the fingers of the right hand inserted in the ,bible1 the left slightly extended4 ,the likeness and expression are perfectly life-like1 and true to the original4 ,from this excellent painting several copies have been taken for his family and friends4 ,this painting was the source of a great degree of satisfaction to the society and ,mr4 ,ballou's friends generally1 for1 in common with many others left of him1 it is excellent as a likeness1 and therefore is a pregnant page in his history2 for1 of the three principal channels of judging and arriving at the knowledge of character1 namely1 looks1 words and actions1 the former is the most faithful4 ,professions pass for nothing1 actions may be counterfeited1 but a man's looks he cannot hide4 ,a modern writer1 in language perhaps too forcible1 says3--,a man's whole life may be a lie to himself and others1 and yet a picture painted of him by a great artist would probably stamp his true character on the canvas1 and betray the secret to posterity4 ,subscribing in a large degree to this principle1 we consider that the paintings1 busts1 medallions1 and likenesses generally1 of ,mr4 ,ballou1 may be highly valued as speaking his true character in the expression1 and telling a faithful story of the original4 ,as it regards the likeness which the publisher has placed in the commencement of this biography1 to those who have not seen the subject of the picture within the last few years1 it may look perhaps a little too aged2 but in this respect it is the most truthful of any likeness of him extant4 ,he has been often represented1 as the reader is aware1 at almost every period of his life since his thirtieth year2 and with more or less correctness1 in each instance1 as it regarded his expression and formation of features at that time2 but it strikes us that those who have been familiar with ,mr4 ,ballou's face to the last of his career will esteem this engraving1 aside from its superior artistic excellence1 as transcribing for us the last looks of his dearly-loved face4 ,in a notice of the large painting now hanging in ,murray ,hall1 which appeared in the ,trumpet of ,sept4 #dth1 #ahdg1 the editor says3-- ,he 7,mr4 ,ballou7 is now in excellent health1 firm1 erect1 and preaches vigorously2 his mind is unimpaired2 he is strong in the faith to which the labors of his life have been given1 and we do not see why he will not be able to preach for ten years to come1 should his life be spared4 ,he can preach three sermons with but little fatigue1 while some of the middle-aged can hardly find strength to preach twice of a ,sunday4 ,in the fall of #ahdg1 ,mr4 ,ballou1 then in his seventy-seventh year1 attended the ,universalist convention in ,new ,york city1 where he delivered a sermon before the brethren assembled there1 which created no small degree of notice1 and was pronounced by those who heard it to be one of extraordinary power and force4 ,some of the brethren at once called upon him for a copy for publication2 but when he told them that he had no copy himself1 and that it was entirely extemporaneous1 their surprise was great4 ,that one of his advanced age could deliver a discourse of so remarkable a character1 with every point arranged in the most exact order1 abounding in powerful and well-sustained argument and varied phases1 unless assisted by notes1 seemed almost impossible4 ,so much sensation did this discourse create1 that ,mr4 ,ballou acceded to the earnest solicitations that besieged him1 and wrote it out for the press1 and it was published in pamphlet form4 ,he remarked to us1 concerning the matter1 that it was much harder for him to write it than it would have been to have written two sermons from a given text1 since he had to recall what he had spoken extempore weeks before4 ,but this was done so exactly as to create surprise in those who had listened to it from the pulpit1 for its correctness and likeness to the oral delivery4 ,we subjoin a short sketch from this sermon1 because it is so characteristic of the spirit that actuated ,mr4 ,ballou at all times2 a spirit of the utmost simplicity1--one of the striking peculiarities of real genius1--both in his public teachings and private life1 and also as a specimen of his purity and force of style at this period of life4 ,the contrast drawn between the gospel of ,christ and the polished creed of the schools is striking and obvious4 ,with all the pomp1 with all the glory1 with all the wealth1 and all the learning of the schools1 among both ,jews and ,gentiles1 let us1 for a moment1 compare the simplicity that was in ,christ4 ,born in a family which was supported by mechanical labor1 brought up in laborious habits1 destitute of wealth and the honors of the schools1 he commenced his public labors4 ,to assist him in the ministry of his doctrine1 a few fishermen1 and others of useful occupation1 were chosen4 ,the doctrine which ,jesus taught was as simple and easy to understand as the common affairs of life4 ,his sermon on the mount1 containing the sublimest beatitudes1 and all the duties of life1 requires but ordinary talents to understand4 ,his manner of teaching by the use of parables communicated truth in the most simple manner4 ,when he justified his favor to publicans and sinners1 of which he was accused by the ,pharisees and ,scribes1 how simple was his method6 ',what man of you1 having an hundred sheep1 if he lose one of them1 doth not leave the ninety and nine in the wilderness1 and go after that which is lost1 until he find it8 and when he hath found it he layeth it on his shoulder1 rejoicing4 ,and when he cometh home1 he calleth together his friends and neighbors1 saying unto them1 ,rejoice with me2 for ,i have found my sheep which was lost4' ,and how sublimely simple1 if ,i may so say1 was his application of his parable6 ',i say unto you1 that likewise joy shall be in heaven over one sinner that repenteth1 more than over ninety and nine just persons1 which need no repentance4' ,on foot1 see him travel from city to city6 ,fatigued and weary of his journey1 see him resting himself by ,jacob's well at ,sichar2 and mark the simplicity of his conversation with the woman of ,samaria6 ,to set his disciples an example of humility1 behold him who gave sight to the blind1 hearing to the deaf1 healing to the sick1 soundness to the maimed1 and life to the dead1 gird himself with a towel1 and wash their feet6 ,how poorly has the simplicity which is in ,christ been maintained by the ,christian church6 ,read its history1 in which we learn its conformity to such worldly institutions and customs as are pleasing to human ambition1 and all the vain pride and corruption which characterized pagan idolatry4 ,that subtilty with which the serpent beguiled ,eve is constantly at work1 persuading us to seek to render religion popular in the eyes of the world4 ,that spiritual wickedness may be maintained in high places1 high places must be established and supported4 ,so deeply is the love of popular esteem rooted in the heart1 that it is to be feared many are inclined to concede to opinions and customs inconsistent with their better judgment1 for the sake of that shining phantom4 ,we remember an incident which occurred to ,mr4 ,ballou in ,january of #ahdh1 which he related to us at the time4 ,he had occasion to enter an omnibus to proceed from one extreme of the city to another1 when1 having scarcely become seated1 an elderly woman1 who was occupying a seat immediately opposite1 said to him1--,mr4 ,ballou1 do you not constantly preach to your congregation1 ',o ye generation of vipers6 how can ye escape the damnation of hell8' ,mr4 ,ballou turned his keen1 piercing eye upon her1 and seeing that some bigoted and fanatical individual had recognized him1 and desired to commence an argument1 replied1--,no1 madam2 that class do not attend my church6 ,the woman had not anticipated so decided an answer1 and1 shading her eyes with her hands1 contemplated the floor of the coach the remainder of the passage4 ,so little self-pride had ,mr4 ,ballou1 and so little comparatively did he think or care about having any biographical sketch appear of him after his death1 that it was with the utmost difficulty that we persuaded him to attempt a manuscript of even a few pages1 that a more authentic record might be preserved for the aid of the subject when it should be taken in hand4 ,but all that we were able to procure from him the reader will find duly credited in these pages4 ,mr4 ,ballou had an ambition1 however1 that his written works should be preserved after him2 for in them he had labored for the good of mankind1 and he hoped those labors might not prove unavailable4 ,his wish was highly gratified1 in this respect1 during his life1 by the very wide circulation they attained1 and the numerous editions of them which were published1 showing that they were largely read and valued by the ,christian world4 ,having partially yielded to our reiterated solicitations for some few pages of manuscript1 if only relating to the simplest affairs1 he sat down1 and commenced a sheet of paper in the same humorous vein in which he was always sure to treat the idea of writing of himself4 ,this commencement was as follows3 ,i have never learned that there were1 before my birth1 any prophecies delivered by any one1 or that any one had dreamed anything concerning myself4 ,if there happened1 at the time of my birth1 an earthquake1 or the appearance of a comet1 or any other phenomenon of nature which indicated anything relative to me1 or signified what manner of person ,i should become1 in what employment my life should be spent1 whether ,i should become useful to society or a nuisance1 the fact has never come to my knowledge4 ,the life of ,mr4 ,ballou is so intimately woven with the annals of ,universalism that the account of the one must be an almost complete life of the other4 ,he nursed the first dawn of belief in impartial and free grace to all mankind1 and lived to see the blessed doctrine grow and spread over the land1 like the day1 from its breaking to the meridian4 ,he was the pioneer1 the leader1 the propagator1 of ,universalism4 ,during ,april1 #ahdh1 he visited and preached in ,philadelphia1 ,new ,york1 c41 and on his return expressed himself as he always did of the brethren in those cities1 and that he had been made most happy in his communion with them4 ,about this period1 an infatuated preacher of future punishment1 somewhere in the northern part of ,new ,york ,state1 while in a high state of excitement1 declared to his audience that ,universalists and ,infidels always renounced their belief before they died1 and absolutely instanced old ,hosea ,ballou1 as he termed him1 who had lately died1 penitent and fully repentant for his evil life1 entirely refuting all his former belief1 and praying to be saved from the wrath to come4 ,equally ridiculous allusions were made to his wife1 who was said to have showed more consistency1 and to have died stubbornly adhering to her old principles4 ,this ridiculous assertion was reported in a paper published in the vicinity1 and a copy marked and sent to ,mr4 ,ballou4 ,we asked him if he had not better address a brief letter to the editor1 just to confound the propagator of the falsehood4 ,no1 said he2 ,i have learned1 by experience1 that libels1 if neglected1 are forgotten2 if resented1 they too frequently pass for merited satire4 ,in the month of ,june1 #ahdi1 ,mr4 ,ballou visited ,troy1 ,n4 ,y41 for a few weeks1 and preached there and in the neighborhood1 with his accustomed vigor and mental power4 ,his clear1 musical tones of voice were as perfectly modulated as ever1 and his mental and physical vigor was the occasion of remark by all who listened to him4 ,one of ,mr4 ,ballou's latest impromptu efforts at versification was elicited by a request for his autograph1 by a young lady1 who presented her album for this purpose1 and in which he wrote the following lines3 ,,the ,,maid ,i ,,prize4 ,the maid ,i prize may not be one ,whose beauty dazzles vulgar eyes2 ,those glowing folds 't were wise to shun1 ,where death in hidden poison lies4 ,the maid ,i prize may not rely ,on costly robes my heart to win2 ,the rose's blush1 the lily's dye1 ,can ne'er commend a breast of sin4 ,the maid ,i prize has tears for grief1 ,and soft compassion for the poor2 ',tis her delight to grant relief2 ,where want resides she knows the door4 ,the maid ,i prize hath chosen that part ,the golden ,indies cannot buy2 ,and garnered in a pious heart ,a treasure far above the sky4 ,as late as ,december1 #ahea1 and ,january1 #aheb1 ,mr4 ,ballou passed five weeks in the city of ,new ,york1 preaching to the societies there frequently three times of a ,sabbath1 and at conference meetings during other days of the week4 ,he was often called upon for lengthy remarks1 which he most cheerfully and heartily gave4 ,he was never so happy1 never so well1 as when engaged about his ,master's business2 and though1 at this age1--eighty-one1--his form was a little bent1 and his step less firm than of yore1 yet in the pulpit he stood as erect as at fifty4 ,his whole soul seemed to dilate1 and his firmness of voice and body to be like iron2 so much so1 indeed1 that it was usual to hear remarks to this effect1 from all quarters1 wherever he appeared4 ,during this his last visit to ,new ,york1 he wrote to us as follows3 ,,maturin3 ,a kind ,providence brought me safely hither in due course1 and ,i have already made several appointments and promises relative to my services while ,i tarry here4 ,as in years gone by1 ,i find the same cordial hospitality here1 and brotherly love extended towards me still4 ,i need hardly say how grateful this is to my feelings4 ,we grow1 perhaps1 more sensitive1 as we advance in age1 as to these little kindnesses and attentions1 that unitedly go to make up the quiet peace and happiness of private life4 ,our ,heavenly ,father has smiled upon the sacred cause in this place1 and the churches flourish here exceedingly4 ,even now ,i am about to proceed to ,new ,jersey1 to dedicate a new temple1 raised to the service of the living ,god4 ,to me1 the increase of the denomination with which ,i have so long been identified is a source of peculiar satisfaction4 ,my bodily health is fully as good as when ,i left ,boston2 and1 by the blessing of ,divine ,goodness1 ,i trust again to be at home in a brief period1 to enjoy the society of those near and dear to me4 ,please tell your mother to duly regard her health1 and remember me kindly to all the family4 ,affectionately1 ,,hosea ,,ballou4 ,after the singing of another anthem1 says the correspondent of the ,trumpet1 in a letter from ,newark relative to the dedication referred to1 came the sermon1 by our venerable and beloved ,father ,ballou1 from the fitting words recorded in #a ,chron4 #af3 #bi4 ,the audience was not large1 but respectable in number2 and from the first moments when the gray-haired speaker stood up before the people till he sat down again1 the most marked and almost breathless attention was given4 ,the speaker believed that 'the name of the ,lord' expressed all the attributes of ,his adorable character4 ,he proceeded to notice some of those attributes1 with wonderful power and simplicity1 enforcing the truth that goodness must be coextensive with wisdom in the ,divine character4 ,he illustrated the workings of the law of love1 as opposed to the law of fear1 by the examples of the grateful offerings of our people to the beloved ,washington and ,lafayette4 ,the people honored them1 not because a terrible penalty was threatened should they refuse to yield the tribute1 but because they loved them4 ,worship1 true worship1 cannot be bought2 it must be free4 ,it can be offered only to a ,god infinite in goodness and mercy4 ,father ,ballou affectionately exhorted the people to give unto the ,lord1 in the neat temple they had reared1 the glory so justly due for all his revelations of good will to the children of men4 ,as children1 filled with gratitude1 should they come into his courts4 ,a severe1 yet kind-spirited rebuke1 was administered to those who go to church simply to display fine apparel1 or because it is fashionable4 ,in doing our duty1 we are happy1 we offer unto the ,lord2 while they who serve fashion and popularity have just their reward1 and no more4 ,i have never listened to this aged servant of ,god with greater delight and profit than on that occasion4 ,it hardly seemed possible that so clear1 and forcible1 and eloquent a production1 could come from the mouth of one who has borne the brunt of eighty-one years4 ,at the age of four score1 ,mr4 ,ballou preached before the ,new ,york ,convention of ,universalists1 at ,boston1 in ,september1 #ahea4 ,concerning this occasion1 ,rev4 ,a4 ,c4 ,thomas1 in the autobiography before quoted from1 says3 ,he 7,mr4 ,ballou7 is an exception to the 'labor and sorrow' affirmed of those who1 by reason of strength1 attain that period of life4 ,he was1 indeed1 feeble in body2 but 'his eye was not dim1 nor his natural force abated4' ,he saw as clearly as ever into the 'root of the matter1' and largely exemplified his peculiar force of argumentation4 ,was there ever a clearer or more forcible illustration than the one he presented regarding a mother and her child8--',your child has fallen into the mire1 and its body and its garments are defiled4 ,you cleanse it1 and array it in clean robes4 ,the query is1 ,do you love your child because you have washed it1 or did you wash it because you loved it8' ,mr4 ,ballou's contributions to the press largely increased during the latter years of his life1 and the articles he wrote1 at various times1 during this period1 will bear the most critical examination1 as it regards the soundness of their doctrinal points1 the excellence and purity of their style1 and the ,christian spirit they invariably show forth in every line4 ,these contributions to the press have appeared mainly in the ,trumpet and ,universalist ,magazine1 the ,universalist ,quarterly1 and the ,christian ,freeman4 ,in #ahea1 at the solicitation of ,rev4 ,mr4 ,usher1 book publisher1 ,mr4 ,ballou edited a collection of his sermons1 and wrote some original articles1 which were published under the title of ,a ,voice to ,universalists4 ,this book also contained a collection of ,mr4 ,ballou's fugitive verses1 published many years since1 and written for the poet's corner of his paper4 ,we can1 perhaps1 give no better review or reference to this book1 than by copying ,rev4 ,thomas ,whittemore's published review of it1 which we subjoin4 ,the ',general ,epistle to ,universalists' is itself worth the price of the book4 ,tell us not that this might have been published in tract1 or any cheap form4 ,it would never have served its mission thus to be read and thrown away4 ,it should have been where it is1 in a large1 splendid book1 to grace our centre-tables1 and to be taken thence and read as often as once a month4 ,the same remarks may be made in relation to the ',advice to ,young ,men who design to enter the ,ministry4' ,the ',short ,essay on ,universalism1' ',the ,doctrine of ,universal ,salvation shown to be included in the ,divine ,commands1' and ',the ,utility of ,evil1' are likewise valuable mementos of their author2 and so are the two ,convention ,sermons4 ,and then1 in respect to the metrical compositions1 we could not spare them from this book4 ,true1 the author1 as he modestly says in a note to the reader1 makes no pretensions to being a poet2 yet his poetry is to us exceedingly precious4 ,it is in this we discover more clearly the moral likeness of the man4 ,in the frontispiece we have a satisfactory likeness of the outer man2 and how should we consent to tear from the book this no less accurate likeness of the soul8 ,in these hymns we see the author in his characteristic meekness of spirit1 self-abasement1 pure and ardent devotion1 and all-sustaining faith in the wise and perfect government of ,god4 ,here1 too1 in these hymns and poems1 are specimens of the author's clearness and precision of intellectual discernment1 and his argumentative acumen4 ,the work shall go down to posterity as a memento of ,father ,ballou4 ,the article in this book entitled the ,utility of ,evil is one of great power and force4 ,mr4 ,ballou's theory is1 that what we call evil does not exist without the wise permission and appointment of the infinitely good and gracious ,god4 ,in the article on this subject he says3 ,reader1 do not be offended at the title of this short article1 and call it impious4 ,will you say you never before heard that evil is useful8 ,will you say the suggestion is wicked1 and could be made by no other than one who is wicked8 ,well1 suppose all which you imagine be true1 may it not be well to be calm1 and deliberately consider that1 though you have never before heard of this thing1 it may1 notwithstanding1 be a divine truth8 ,if you will be candid1 and bring your mind into a suitable condition to be reasoned with1 we will call you to the consideration of questions which1 if properly answered1 will lead us into the true light of our subject4 #ast4 ,is evil self-existent8 ,if no one will allow this1 there is no need of argument to disprove it4 ,it follows1 of course1 that evil had a cause which produced it2 this is self-evident4 #b;d4 ,is it not equally self-evident that the cause which produced evil is good8 ,if we say that the cause which produced evil was evil1 we thereby say that evil existed before it existed6 ,when these several points are understood1 we are prepared to state the following axioms3 #ast4 ,that which had no beginning had no cause to produce it4 #b;d4 ,if we should say that good had an origin or a cause1 ,we should be compelled to say that that cause was evil6 #c;d4 ,if we allow that evil had an origin or cause1 we must allow that the origin of evil is good4 pp4 #aae1 #aaf4 ,from the commencement of #aheb until within a week of his death1 we find him constantly active1 with the weight of fourscore years and more2 yet he never for a moment faltered in his mission4 ,during the last year of his life he preached in seven different states1 and in about forty different places4 ,his pen was still as busy as ever4 ,one ,sunday found him in ,maine1 the next in ,new ,hampshire1 the third in ,vermont2 now he is in ,new ,york1 ,new ,jersey1 or ,rhode ,island1 preaching the word with unabated zeal and surprising effect in all directions4 ,the copy of the ,trumpet that announces his death contains two articles from his pen1 commending to the order two lately published biographies1 showing forth as illustrations of what a true and noble aim will empower the soul to do amid the humblest circumstances1 one of the strongest illustrations of which is his own life4 ,his last paragraph reads thus3 ,we need not look forward to the good time1 for it is now come1 when ministers are esteemed for their knowledge of divine truth1 and their ardent love for the same1 together with their faithfulness in dispensing it to the people1 and their living and walking in the precepts of ,jesus4 ,at the time of his death he had two appointments already arranged1 one in ,massachusetts and one in ,new ,hampshire1 besides several under consideration4 ,verily1 he was at his post to the last1 says ,rev4 ,t4 ,b4 ,thayer1 in his eulogy upon ,mr4 ,ballou2 and when the messenger came1 he was ready4 ,he fell in the full armor of ,god1 with the helmet of salvation on his head1 his spotless heart covered with the breastplate of righteousness1 his feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace4 ,in one hand he held the shield of faith1 and in the other the sword of the spirit1 which is the word of ,god1--the sword which he had for sixty years wielded with such success in his multiplied battles with error and sin1 and by which at last he was1 through ,jesus ,christ1 made conqueror1 and more than conqueror1 over death and the grave4 ,verily1 the old man died1 as he had lived1 faithful1 courageous1 serene1 victorious1 to the last4 ,it was in these ripened days of his experience that his counsel was eagerly sought by all1 laity and clergy1 in private and in public4 ,his activity and anxiety to be about his ,master's business carried him constantly into the midst of all important denominational assemblies2 and here he was ever received1 both his presence and his counsel1 with profound respect4 ,if there was contention1 misunderstanding1 or difficulty of any sort1 all eyes were turned upon him who sat so quietly and thoughtfully in their midst2 he was their peace-maker1 his calm voice stilled the tempest1 his finger pointed the way towards the right4 ,as ,mr4 ,thayer says in the eulogy just quoted from3 ,it will be a long time before we shall get accustomed1 in our associations and conventions1 to the absence of that venerable form1 those gray hairs1 and that voice of wisdom1 and gentleness1 and love1 which came like oil on the troubled waters of debate1 and drew out the entangled threads of thought1 and by quaint queries1 by questions which answered themselves1 questions plainer than most men's answers1 penetrated to the heart of every subject1 and showed us1 as by a flash of light1 the exact point where the truth lay4 ,we shall often desire in our councils his presence1 his clear thought1 his persuasive language1 his gentleness of manner1 and his conclusive logic4 ,mr4 ,ballou had a most remarkable faculty of seeing through any abstruse question or subject that came up for discussion before any body with which he was sitting in fellowship1 and could at once seem to set all right in their midst1 by a few shrewdly-uttered words4 ,another brother has said of him in this respect3 ,it was wonderful how he would put the needle in amid the tangled skein of reasonings1 in a debate1 and untie the knot just where the whole might be wound off without any difficulty2 and how he would hold to the essential point in an important discussion1 and dissipate every obscuration that threatened to darken and eclipse it1 was astonishing1 and showed where his power as a master reasoner lay4 ,such was the man4 ,we must now turn from these desultory remarks and references1 to describe the end of his earthly mission4 ,,chapter ,,xv4 ,,end ,,of ,,his ,,earthly ,,mission4 ,how shall we speak of the close of that life which we have so feebly succeeded in portraying1--how depict the sunset of his soul upon earth1--how describe the unfeigned and unbounded sympathy and mourning of a whole denomination1--how refer to the appropriate ceremonies--the funeral obsequies--that were so beautifully and tenderly performed by the society over whom he had so long held such heart-sway1 and whom he loved better than all else on earth1 save his family8 ,how shall our feeble pen portray these striking and long to be remembered scenes8 ,throughout this entire subject we have written tremblingly1 and with a full realizing sense of the magnitude of the theme1 and the humble ability of our pen4 ,but here we feel our hand indeed too feeble1 our sensibilities too acute1 and shall call to our aid stronger minds and abler pens4 ,in no more appropriate place than here can we refer to his parting with the loved companion of his bosom4 ,his wife had been confined to her chamber for some weeks1 by severe indisposition1 just previous to his own last illness1 nor was she able to leave it until some time after the last obsequies in honor to his memory4 ,on the morning that ,mr4 ,ballou was taken ill1 he came to her from his own dressing-room1 kissed her tenderly1 and bade her adieu1 with all the gentle and affectionate solicitude with which a young husband might have left his bride2 and1 passing down stairs to the parlor1 was preparing to depart for the scene of the convention at ,plymouth1 when he was suddenly taken in a fainting fit4 ,a couch was immediately removed to the room where he was taken so suddenly ill1 and he was not removed from it until he fell quietly asleep in death4 ,little did the fond wife and companion of his bosom think1 when he bade her thus farewell1 that it was for the last time2--that it was the last time she should ever behold1 on this earth1 that countenance that had never been turned upon her save in love and tenderness1--that noble brow that had been her pride and glory in its sublime truthfulness and purity of expression1--those eloquent lips that had been such a well-spring of heavenly truths6 ,but such it was4 ,herself too ill to be removed from her chamber1 she never saw him afterwards2 and she still cherishes his memory as associated with that fond and endearing look that accompanied his last kiss and farewell6 ,in relation to the manner in which he had prepared the mind of his wife for the event which he seemed so clearly to foresee1 ,rev4 ,mr4 ,miner1 in his farewell sermon1 said3-- ,he had often exhorted his companion to hold herself in readiness for his departure1 forewarning her that every separation from her might be the last4 ,but a few days previous to his death1 he had renewedly impressed this upon her mind4 ,what a sublime spectacle was this6 ,at more than fourscore years of age1 braving the rigors of mid-winter and the extreme heat of summer1 and regardless of the dangers that attend the rapid conveyances of our time1 this veteran preacher 'takes his life in his hand1' and goes forth continually to promulgate the everlasting gospel6 ,we must not omit to give the reader a brief article which ,mr4 ,ballou left among his papers1 relating to the close of his earthly career4 ,it was folded in with his accounts1 will1 and other important papers1 and was written in his usual legible hand4 ,it was in the spirit of a preface to the will which followed1 and in which every matter had been plainly arranged1 with that regard for impartiality1 strict justice and completeness1 that was in accordance with his nature1 and all that he did or said in relation to any subject in which he engaged4 ,in view of that solemn event1 which must unavoidably take place1 which will end my mortal days and close my labors on earth1 ,i make this serious and important declaration3 ,i humbly and earnestly pray that the ,father of the spirits of all flesh may1 in that mercy which he has revealed in our ,lord ,jesus ,christ1 forgive all that in my whole life he sees amiss in me4 ,this prayer is offered in that faith for which ,i adore him who hath given it to me4 ,i heartily regret that ,i have not been a better husband1 a better father1 and especially a better and more useful minister of the gospel of divine grace4 ,for my faults in these particulars ,i ask the forgiveness of the kind and faithful wife of my bosom1 of my dearly-beloved and dutiful children1 and of the discerner of my heart and thoughts1 to whom ,i offer devout and unfeigned gratitude1 that1 by his favor1 ,i have been enabled to do as well as ,i have in the relation of a husband1 and father1 and minister of the gospel of ,christ4 ,i sincerely return thanks to all my brethren in the common faith1 for all their kindness to me4 ,i sincerely thank the great fraternity of ,christians1 united with me in the precious faith in which we believe1 and especially the church and society with whom1 for more than thirty years1 ,i have lived in love1 and with whom ,i have labored in word and doctrine1 for all their numerous favors4 ,hosea ,ballou4 99 99 99 99 99 ,a great man has fallen1 says the editor of the ,trumpet4 ,there have been but few such men as ,father ,ballou4 ,we can truly say that those who knew him best loved him most4 ,those who had heard him preach the oftenest1 and who had read the most thoroughly what he had written1 felt more than others the power of his mind1 and were more deeply convinced than others that he was intellectually1 as well as religiously and morally1 a great man4 ,his life was protracted beyond fourscore years2 he enjoyed a very large share of health and strength through that whole time4 ,he was never idle2 he worked1 up to the last week of his life1 in the harvest-field1 and actually died with the sickle in his hand4 ,he was taken sick at his own house2 and1 after six days of comparatively light suffering1 he gently fell asleep in death1 quietly as an infant falls into slumber1 and at the moment when he seemed to be putting his body in the posture for the coffin4 ,it is in vain for us to attempt to give1 in this brief sketch1 an account of the travels of ,father ,ballou2 the small but interesting and instructive incidents of his life1--his sermons1 his controversies1 the different books he wrote1 the judgment of impartial men concerning him1--all these things must be left to be described at a time and under circumstances when full justice can be done to the illustrious man4 ,his character1 too1 must be drawn4 ,for ourself1 we say1 most unreservedly1 we never knew a better man4 ,we say this1 after having lived in his family under his immediate tuition1 and since that time spent more than thirty years side by side with him1 'in journeyings often1' in mutual consultations1 and in very frequent interviews4 ,if we ever saw a person equally amiable1 kind1 upright1 gentle and true1 it is the aged widow who survives him4 ,if he was more than a father to us1 she was more than a mother4 ,she can never be honored too much for her goodness4 ,to her must be attributed much of the ease and quietness he enjoyed in life1 and without which he could not have accomplished the full measure of the good for which he is now beloved and reverenced4 ,so much for the moral qualities of this venerable man and woman4 ,there remain yet to be described 7but it cannot be done here7 the child-like simplicity of the man2 his benevolence2 his blindness to the faults of others2 his open eye to their virtues2 his strong sense of rectitude2 his remarkable and long-continued habits of justice2 his wonderful mind1 so clear1 so strong1 to the last2 his eagle-eyed sagacity2 his strong faith in ,god and his word1--a faith like a mountain for its towering height and firmness2 his devotion to the truth2 his love of the work of the ministry2 his truly religious character2 his susceptibility to deep devotional feeling2 his love of conventions and associations for the seasons of public worship they gave him so many opportunities to enjoy2 his love of conference meetings2 his power over the people2 his closing sermons at conventions2 his prayers at the separation1 when all1 old and young1 male and female1 clergy and laity1 would be melted into tears2--ah6 who shall attempt to describe all these things8 ,for myself 7for ,i will throw off the editorial style71 ,i acknowledge that ,i feel most deeply the loss of this steadfast friend4 ,i mourn1 not for him1 but for myself4 ,to me he had been a father4 ,he found me in my early manhood1 and drew me out from seclusion4 ,he taught my lips to pray4 ,he turned my attention to the ministry2 and he sought and obtained the means to support me1 when ,i had not a cent with which to help myself4 ,he was in the desk with me when ,i stood up tremblingly 7in the town-house in ,roxbury7 to preach my first sermon4 ,he introduced me to the society in ,milford1 ,mass41 where ,i had my first pastoral charge1 and where ,i formed the tenderest relations of human life2 and he was the cause of my being invited1 in the year #ahbb1 to settle at ,cambridgeport1 where ,i ever since have lived4 ,for six years thereafter1 ,i was associated with him in conducting the ',universalist ,magazine2' and from that time to his death he has been a constant contributor to the columns of the ',trumpet1' refusing for the last ten years all pecuniary compensation1 although repeatedly pressed upon him4 ,he has been the earnest1 steadfast friend of my wife and children2 my earthly guide and counsellor1 who has reproved me1 but not too often2 my teacher to the end of his life2 a man of whom ,i have learned more concerning ,god and the divine word1 and the relation between ,god and man1 than ,i have learned from any other human source4 ,how can the event of such a man's death transpire1 without exciting in me extraordinary sensations8 ,and yet ,i am not inconsolable4 ,when ,i reflect upon what he was1 upon the length of his life1 upon the great measure of good he accomplished1 upon the fact that he was permitted 7although so much away7 to die at home1 surrounded by his most exemplary and loving children1 after a very brief sickness1 and to die so gently1 almost in the act of binding sheaves in the harvest-field1--,i cease to mourn4 ,i thank ,god for what he was2 and if ,i could call him back to earth1 ,i should not dare to do so4 ,i thank ,god that ,i saw him within an hour of his death1 and that he knew me1 and extended his hand1 and that ,i was permitted to take it and kiss it4 ,and now1 although there never will be1 for there never can be1 another man to me like ,father ,ballou1 ,i will be reconciled4 ,and ,i will close this brief sketch with the words of ,job1--',the ,lord gave1 and the ,lord hath taken away2 blessed be the name of the ,lord4' ,passing over the feelings of sorrow1 yet of calm resignation1 that exercised the aged widow and mother1 and the large circle of devoted and loving children1 who have so fully realized the solemn character of this bereavement1 we wish to give here the series of resolutions presented to the mourning family by the second ,universalist society1 over which ,mr4 ,ballou had presided for a period of so many years4 ,they were communicated to the family in the same delicate and feeling manner in which all else relating to the melancholy event had been performed by those engaged in it4 ,they are as follows3 ,whereas it has pleased ,almighty ,god to call to himself our venerable father in ,israel1 ,rev4 ,hosea ,ballou1 the senior pastor of this society1 who departed this life on the #gth day of ,june1 #aheb1 aged #ha years2 and whereas1 in recurring to the events of his long and memorable life1 we bring to mind the time when he first appeared as the fearless advocate of what he then and ever afterwards felt to be ,god's truth as revealed in the ,holy ,scriptures2 the moral courage with which he sustained that truth amid all the assaults of learning1 bigotry and tradition1 continuing faithful to the last in the path that was revealed to him as the path of duty2 therefore1 ,resolved1 ,that the present prosperous aspect of the ,universalist denomination1 and the gradual infusion of its principles into those of other ,christian denominations1 are monuments of honor to its pioneers1 of whom ,hosea ,ballou was one of the chief4 ,resolved1 ,that the denomination of ,universalists have therefore lost1 in this dispensation of ,divine ,providence1 a champion whose latter days they have delighted to honor2 a practical example of the working of the faith once delivered to the saints2 and one who has most ably worn the breastplate of righteousness and borne the shield of faith1 and who has gone down to the grave 'full of years and full of honors4' ,resolved1 ,that as sole pastor of this society during a period of about twenty-seven years1 and as senior pastor for about eight years1 his career has been uniformly marked by a wisdom and kindness1 in all his intercourse with its members1 both individually and collectively1 which prevented even the approach of any discord between them2 and by a large and broad charity1 which made all mankind his brothers1 and children of the same paternal ,god4 ,resolved1 ,that in the death of this venerable ,christian1 whom we have so long looked up to as a pastor1 yea1 even as a father1 this society especially has met with a heavy loss2 and while we feel deeply the weight of this afflicting bereavement1 yet we would gratefully acknowledge the kindness of an all-wise ,providence in having spared his life and continued his usefulness in so signal and uninterrupted a manner1 during the protracted period of his connection with us4 ,resolved1 ,that in the simplicity of his daily life1 which was most truly a life without guile1 we see a proof of his devotion to principle worthy of all honor2 and in his inflexible integrity he has left an eloquent lesson1 which all1 young and old1 may read with profit4 ,resolved1 ,that we sympathize most sincerely with the afflicted widow1 children and other relatives1 of our deceased pastor1 in their bereavement2 that we feel the poverty of language to administer consolation1 and can only point them to the sublime truths of gospel grace which their departed relative spent his life in teaching2 that we fervently commend them to ,him who 'tempers the wind to the shorn lamb2' and1 while we can hardly expect to assuage their grief with the wound yet so fresh1 we would bid them sorrow not as those without hope1 but remember how many a weary soul has found rest from the teachings of him they now mourn1 and direct them to the glorious faith that he is 'not lost1 but gone before4' ,voted1 ,that the foregoing resolutions be signed by the ,moderator and ,clerk1 and published in the ',trumpet' and ',freeman1' and that a copy of the same be forwarded to the family of our deceased pastor4 ,g4 ,w4 ,gage1 ,moderator4 ,newton ,talbot1 ,clerk4 ,it still remains for us to describe the funeral ceremonies2 and here again we copy from others4 ,the description is as it appeared in the ,trumpet4 ,the funeral of this venerable man1 and faithful old ,christian teacher1 took place on ,wednesday1 ,june #ith4 ,prayer was first offered at the house1 in the hearing of the widow1 who had not left her chamber1 and scarcely her bed1 for some thirty days4 ,this part of the services was strictly private4 ,the corpse was then taken to the church1 with the members of the family in carriages4 ,the church had been very appropriately put in mourning for the occasion4 ,the large portrait in the vestry was shrouded in crape1 showing nothing but the figure of the aged preacher1 as he stood in the pulpit4 ,in the great chapel1 the pulpit1 and the recess back of it1 were dressed in drapery of black crape4 ,the entire front of the gallery1 all around the house1 was festooned with black4 ,the organ1 also1 was appropriately dressed in mourning1 in good keeping with the other arrangements4 ,the house was thrown open for the public at two o'clock1 at which time large crowds were waiting at the doors2 and for a full half-hour before the services were commenced1 every seat and foothold upon the floor1 aisles1 window-sills and recesses1 excepting reserved pews1 were occupied4 ,at three o'clock the corpse arrived4 ,the clergy1 numbering somewhere between sixty and a hundred1 proceeded from the vestry to the pews assigned them4 ,the members of the ,second ,universalist ,society also had their appropriate places4 ,the corpse was borne to the position in front of the pulpit1 the bearers proceeding in the following order3 ,rev4 ,dan'l ,sharp1 ,d4 ,d41 ,,the ,,body4 ,rev4 ,edward ,turner1 ,rev4 ,s4 ,barrett1 ,d4 ,d41 ,rev4 ,s4 ,streeter1 ,rev4 ,s4 ,cobb1 ,rev4 ,t4 ,whittemore1 ,rev4 ,l4 ,r4 ,paige1 ,rev4 ,josiah ,gilman4 ,during the entrance1 the organ gave forth a mournful prelude4 ,the sight was a most affecting one1--so vast a multitude with such an expression of sorrow upon their countenances4 #a4 ,the services were introduced by a funeral chant1 after which #b4 ,scriptures were read by ,rev4 ,o4 ,a4 ,skinner4 #c4 ,the following hymn was sung1 many of the congregation joining their voices to that of the choir4 ,,hymn4 ,on ,zion's holy walls ,is quenched a beacon-light2 ,in vain the watchman calls1 ',sentry6 what of the night8' ,no answering voice is here2 ,say1--does the soldier sleep8 ,o1 yes1--upon the bier1 ,his watch no more to keep4 ,still is that heaven-touched tongue1 ,pulseless the throbbing breast2 ,that voice with music strung ,forever put to rest ,to rest8 ,a living thought1 ,undimmed1 unquenched1 he soars1 ,an essence1 spirit wrought1 ,of yon immortal shores4 ,peace to thee1 man of ,god6 ,thine earthly toils are o'er2 ,the thorny path is trod1 ,the ,shepherd trod before4 ,full well he kept his word1-- ',i'm with thee to the end2 ,fear not6 ,i am the ,lord1 ,thy never-failing friend6' ,we weave no dirge for thee1-- ,it should not call a tear ,to know that thou art free2 ,thy home1--it was not here6 ,joy to thee1 man of ,god6 ,thy heaven-course is begun2 ,unshrinking thou hast trod ,death's vale1--thy race is run6 #d4 ,prayer1 by ,rev4 ,thomas ,whittemore4 #e4 ,hymn1 ',vital ,spark of ,heavenly ,flame6' #f4 ,sermon1 by ,rev4 ,a4 ,a4 ,miner1 junior pastor1 from #b ,cor4 #e3 #a1--';,for we know that if our earthly house of this tabernacle were dissolved1 we have a building of ,god1 a house not made with hands1 eternal in the heavens4' #g4 ,hymn1 ',unveil thy ,bosom1 ,faithful ,tomb4' #h4 ,concluding ,prayer1 by ,rev4 ,sebastian ,streeter4 #i4 ,benediction4 ,during the singing of the last hymn1 persons began to press around the coffin1 to get a last view of the departed4 ,notice was therefore given1 at the close of the service1 that the coffin would be placed in the entry1 and all would have an opportunity to see1 as they passed out2 but1 on account of the great number1 each must content himself with a brief farewell view4 ,the funeral procession was formed in the following order3 #ast4 ,bearers1 in carriages4 #b;d4 ,the body4 #c;d4 ,the committee of the society4 #dth4 ,the clergy of the ,universalist denomination1 amounting to nearly a hundred4 #eth4 ,the members of the ,second ,universalist ,society4 #fth4 ,the friends from the neighboring towns4 #gth4 ,the mourners1 in carriages4 ,this procession extended from the head of ,school-street to the corner of ,boylston-street1 being nearly half a mile4 ,an immense body of people had arrived at the ground previously to the funeral procession4 ,the corpse was borne to the temporary resting-place1 in the burying-ground at the foot of the ,common1 where it was deposited4 ,the lid of the coffin was raised1 and those who desired passed by once more1 and then the solemn scene was closed4 ,the last ,sabbath that ,mr4 ,ballou preached was on the #cjth of ,may1 #aheb1--;eight days before his death1--at ,woonsocket1 ,r4 ,i4 ,the texts were the following3 ,,forenoon4--,ecclesiastes #ab3 #ac1 #ad4 ',let us hear the conclusion of the whole matter3 ,fear ,god1 and keep his commandments3 for this is the whole duty of man4 ,for ,god shall bring every work into judgment1 with every secret thing1 whether it be good1 or whether it be evil4' ,,afternoon4--,titus #b3 #aa1 #ab4 ',for the grace of ,god that bringeth salvation hath appeared to all men1 teaching us that1 denying ungodliness and worldly lusts1 we should live soberly1 righteously and godly1 in this present world4' ,the fact of ,mr4 ,ballou's having preached his last sermon in ,rev4 ,john ,boyden's desk1 a brother who had once been an inmate of his family as a student of divinity1 has elicited the following letter1 which seems particularly appropriate here3 ,,dear ,,sir3-- ,i rejoice most sincerely to learn1 as ,i do this day1 that you are so soon to give us a memoir of ,father ,ballou4 ,and1 if it be not asking too much1 ,i should be glad of a little space1 that ,i may record my tribute of filial affection4 ,he was to me a father1 indeed2 and to him ,i owe more than to any other man1--and1 perhaps1 all others1--for the little good ,i may have accomplished as a minister of ,christ4 ,he was my teacher when he knew it not4 ,when ,i was about fourteen years old1 ,i heard him preach1 in the town of ,brookfield2 and ,i am sure the impression that sermon made will remain to the end of my life4 ,it was designed to unfold the riches of ,christ ,jesus4 ,as the theme opened1 the audience became intensely interested2 and1 as the preacher gathered and arranged the sacred testimony1 to unfold the gracious purposes of our ,heavenly ,father as manifested through the ,redeemer1 we seemed like hungry children1 watching the maternal hands that feed them4 ,and when he laid the precious burden before us1 he would exclaim1 in all his wonted earnestness1 ',do you see the unsearchable riches of ,christ8' ,again he would go forth1 gathering other fruits of the divine love1 and again repeat1 as a part of his text1 ',do you see the unsearchable riches of ,christ8' ,this was the conclusion of each division of the discourse2 and it served not only to rivet it in our minds1 but1 by the involuntary mental response which it induced1 made us almost co-workers with the speaker1 and thus gave us growing interest in the theme4 ,from that hour1 and from the influence of that single discourse1 ,i had a strong desire to aid in unfolding the 'unsearchable riches of ,christ' to my fellow-men4 ,my young heart felt1 for the first time1 that there was a fulness in the provision which our ,father had made for us that the world had not known2 and it seemed to me ,i must1 some time1 preach that blessed gospel4 ,not more than three or four years after that time1 ,i heard him preach one of his masterly sermons1 in ,charlton1 which fired my soul anew with a desire to enter the ministry4 ,his text was1 ',for we preach not ourselves1 but ,christ ,jesus the ,lord1' c4 ,after reading the text1 he carefully folded his glasses1 put them in his pocket1 as was his custom1 and1 while the audience were waiting with breathless attention1 that they might secure the first word that should fall from his lips1 he began thus3--',the text supposes that there is such a thing as a man's preaching himself4' ,the audience breathed1--a token that they already possessed the key to the sermon4 ,but it was a remarkable characteristic of his sermons1 that1 though you might early anticipate the conclusion to which he was coming1 yet you could not foresee the process by which he was to lead you1 since that was peculiarly original4 ,that sermon strengthened my conception of the glory of the gospel as we understand it1 and especially when he contrasted with it the fading and sickly glory of all forms of partialism4 ,he made us understand how easy and agreeable a duty it was to preach ,christ2 because in him there was neither inconsistency1 partiality nor cruelty4 ,a sermon from this text1 ,i know1 has been printed2 but that sermon ,i have never seen on paper1 nor can my poor pen describe the heavenly glow of feeling expressed by the countenances of that assembly4 ,perchance the record is in heaven4 ,on the fourteenth day of ,may1 #ahbi1 ,i entered his family as a student2 and let me here say it was home4 ,there were my adopted father and mother1 brothers and sisters2 and never were the beautiful relations indicated by these endearing words in a single instance marred4 ,god bless them1 for the words of sympathy and encouragement that fell upon the ear of the timid young man6 ,the recollections of my experience in that family tell me that no man knows the good he is doing1 if his heart be right4 ,there is a world of power in a single word1 when it falls on a needy and congenial soil4 ,during the last week of that month1 and when ,i had1 as yet1 written but one sermon1 ,father ,ballou engaged with ,father ,leonard1 of ,gloucester1 that ,i should supply his desk the following ,sunday4 ,i remonstrated4 ,i had never spoken in public1 except to declaim as a school-boy2 and it seemed to me ,i could not stand up alone and preach all day1 and especially so soon after formally commencing my studies4 ,but to all this his reply1 in substance1 was1 that the gospel was very easy to be understood2 that the matter of it was all furnished to my hands2 that ,i was only a steward of ,god's grace1 and had only to give to the people what was given to me in the divine word4 ,well1 ,i told him ,i would go1 if he said so2 but he would have to bear the responsibility1 if ,i failed4 ,in the morning1 before leaving for ,gloucester1 ,i read my last sermon to him2 and then it was that he gave me a word of commendation1 that was like a generous shower upon the parched ground4 ,and this was followed by the well-remembered injunction3 ',brother ,boyden1 ,i have only one word to say in reference to your labors1 and that is1 be in earnest4 ,don't speak one word without making the people understand and feel that you believe it with all your heart4' ,this was the only charge he ever gave me1 till1 at my ordination1 in ,berlin1 ,ct41 in #ahcj1 he enjoined it upon me to carry the spirit of our holy religion into all my labors1 and especially when ,i should go to the chamber of sickness1 and to the house of mourning4 ,the tremulous words1 as they fell from the lips of the father upon his son1 stirred the whole audience with emotion4 ,they were treasured in many hearts1 and often repeated1 both by the old and young1 who waited on my ministry4 ,for myself1 ,i must say they made a lasting impression on my mind2 and often1 since that time1 as ,i have visited the sick and dying1 has that venerable form preceded me1 renewing the tender injunction1 ',come in the spirit of the blessed ,redeemer4' ,i trust those words were not thrown away4 ,and when1 as will happen with most men1 my wearied frame has imparted languor to my speech1 ,i have sometimes been aroused by the sudden recollection of that stirring appeal--',be in earnest4' ,i know it has often quickened and warmed my zeal2 and when ,i remember that it was the motto of his life to the last1 ,i pray that it may be to me as a live coal from the altar4 ,punctuality is another of the sterling virtues that cluster around that name1 and his example has been of special service to me4 ,it characterized all his labors4 ,i have known him much for twenty-three years1 and ,i never knew him to be late in fulfilling any engagement1 and he always took time1 so as not to be in a hurry4 ,on the occasion of the installation of ,bro4 ,a4 ,bugbee1 of ,charlton1 some years ago1 he delivered the scriptures and gave the charge4 ,in the course of his address1 he dwelt upon the above-named virtue with no little feeling4 ',bro4 ,bugbee1' said he1 'when you come to church1 come in season4 ,don't let the people come here and wait1 and wonder within themselves1 saying1 ,where is ,bro4 ,bugbee8 ,is ,bro4 ,bugbee sick8 ,and ,o1 don't forget to take time1 before you commence your services1 to put up a silent prayer to ,god1 that he may aid and assist you in the discharge of your sacred duties4' ,i know that that occasion was one of peculiar joy to many hearts1 and it was as the blessing of ,god on my soul4 ,the religious spirit within us was quickened2 and many a time since1 in my humble efforts to preach the gospel1 that 'silent prayer' has brought celestial fire from heaven1 and imparted new life to my spiritual being4 ,doubtless there are many in the ministry whose experience accords with my own in these things1 and whose usefulness may be in a good measure attributed to the personal influence of that great and good man1 who1 great as he was1 could not have comprehended the vast results of which his unostentatious life was the agent4 ,and may we not all be encouraged to hope1 that1 if we live good lives1 the harvest will extend beyond the ken of the sower8 ,but the most interesting fact1 to me1 in the life of my spiritual father1 is1 that he closed his public services in my own pulpit1 in the presence of a delighted congregation1 and1 as ,i believe1 of an approving ,god4 ,his last sermons are well remembered1 even by children4 ,he has never preached here with greater zeal1 power1 and comprehensiveness4 ,we accept his services as the blessing of a dying hour1 and our veneration for the man is mingled with gratitude to the everlasting ,father1 for so great a gift to our world4 ,fraternally yours1 ,j4 ,,boyden1 ,,jr4 ,woonsocket1 ,july #f1 #aheb4 ,the following is taken from the report of ,l4 ,w4 ,ballou1 superintendent of the ,sabbath-school attached to the ,woonsocket ,universalist ,society1 which school the subject of this biography visited and spoke before on the day referred to4 ,it is especially interesting as being connected with his last public efforts4 ,on the thirtieth of ,may it was our privilege to be visited by1 and to receive the last public instructions of1 our venerable ,father ,ballou2 for in one week from the time he left us 'the golden bowl was broken1' and that voice to which we had so recently listened1 and which had breathed life and joy into so many souls1 was hushed forever4 ,but in his works1 in his example1 in the glorious doctrines which for more than sixty years he labored to establish1 he still lives and speaks1 and will live and speak for ages to come4 ,long1 ,i trust1 shall we remember that venerable form1 that cheerful and benevolent countenance1 and the words of encouragement and hope with which1 for the last time1 he addressed us1 rejoicing that we were no longer taught as in times past1 and as some are even now1 that by nature we are children of wrath1 and under the curse of ,god2 but that ,god is our father1 our benefactor1 our best friend1--that he cares for and is blessing us always4 ,thus did our aged father close his public ministrations1 in proclaiming the same great doctrine which he had spent his life to establish1--the unbounded1 universal1 and unchangeable love of ,god to man4 ,let us be as faithful to the truth1 and in the performance of our duty1 in the sphere in which we move1 as he was in his1 and the same rich blessings will attend us4 ,the subject of this biography entered most heartily and sincerely into the spirit of ,sabbath-schools2 and since their general introduction in our societies1 throughout the order1 he has taken peculiar satisfaction in improving every suitable occasion for addressing and encouraging both teachers and scholars in the object which engaged them1 wherever he was called to preach4 ,in his own society he had seen the great good to be derived from such an institution1 as it regards the rearing of the tender mind in the garden of the ,lord2 and he often mingled professionally with children and teachers4 ,the able and feeling remarks of the superintendent1 ,mr4 ,goddard1 as given above1 will show the appreciation in which the members of the school had been taught to hold their pastor1 and the spirit that actuated the hearts of the teachers towards him1 under whose ,christian teachings they had1 most of them1 been brought up from childhood4 ,the following verses1 an invaluable legacy to ,mr4 ,ballou's family1 and to all those who really loved him1 were written by him in anticipation of the closing hour of his life4 ,the date we cannot give1 as the original paper bears none2 but1 from accessory circumstances1 and remarks which he made to his wife1 that he felt he was nearly worn out1 and that she must be prepared to hear of his decease at any hour1--perhaps1 even1 away from home1--they may be supposed to express his feelings more particularly within a very few days of the close of his life4 ,they require no dedication from us4 ,they are priceless1 and beautiful in the extreme4 ,the verses are thus introduced3-- ,a minister1 experiencing certain infirmities of body which strongly suggested to him that he might be suddenly called away1 wrote the following ,,farewell ,,address4 ,i4 ,no more thy beams mine eyes delight1 ,thou golden sun6 the shades of night ,are o'er my vision cast4 ,adieu to thy bright1 cheering rays1 ,thy morning light1 thy noon-tide blaze1 ,thy settings in the west4 ,,ii4 ,and thou1 sweet moon1 whose silver beam ,did on my evening rambles gleam1 ,i need thy light no more2 ,and you who twinkle in the skies ,no more shall set1 no more shall rise1 ,to me1 as heretofore4 ,,iii4 ,ye waves of ocean1 fare you well2 ,adieu to mountain1 hill and dell1 ,rich fields and gardens too2 ,your flowery robes and fragrance sweet ,no more my peaceful walks shall greet2 ,i bid ye all adieu4 ,,iv4 ,ye murmuring streams1 whose winding way ,through flowery meads and woodlands lay1 ,and every limpid rill1 ,and all ye feathered tribes of air1 ,with voices sweet and plumage fair1 ,accept my last farewell4 ,v4 ,adieu1 sweet ,spring1 the time of flowers6 ,thy zephyrs soft1 thy falling showers1 ,no more have charms for me2 ,maternal ,summer1 too1 adieu6-- ,these eyes no more thy beauty view1 ,nor thy rich treasures see4 ,,vi4 ,autumn and ,winter's social glee ,afford their charms no more to me1-- ,they but a moment last2 ,for life's short season now is o'er1 ,i taste its joys1 its griefs1 no more1-- ,the transient scene is past4 ,,vii4 ,ten thousand friends1 and more1 farewell6 ,with gratitude affections swell ,within this breast of mine2 ,and you1 my foes1 although but few1 ,do share in this1 my last adieu1-- ,may mercy on ye shine6 ,,viii4 ,thou sacred desk1 where oft ,i've stood ,to plead the cause of truth for ,god1 ,to you ,i say farewell2 ,that ,i've been faithful to my ,lord ,i call for witness on his word1-- ,his word he will fulfil4 ,,ix4 ,and you1 my congregation dear1 ,kindly regard the farewell tear1 ,so freely shed for you2 ,for all your favors to your friend1 ,may ,heaven blessings to you send1 ,and every grace renew4 ,x4 ,one struggle more shall end the strife2-- ,my children dear1 my loving wife1 ,ye dearest joys of earth1 ,accept this last1 this fond adieu2 ,while ,i have lived ,i've lived for you1 ,but now resign my breath4 ,,xi4 ,that ,power which does for birds provide1 ,and clothes the grass in all its pride1 ,much more shall nourish you2 ,on that kind arm in peace recline1 ,submissive to the will divine1-- ,believe his promise true4 ,,xii4 ,and now my work on earth is done1 ,to thee1 my ,lord1 my ,god1 ,i come1 ,still trusting in thy grace2 ,as earth recedes may ,i arise1 ,to be with ,jesus in the skies1 ,and see his lovely face6 ,,chapter ,,xvi4 ,,conclusion4 ,a modern writer says1 after a visit to the splendid tomb of ,david ,hume1 at ,edinburgh1 ,when ,i looked upon the spot1 ,i could not forget that his best powers had been deliberately exerted to load the minds of men with doubts of their ,god4 ,to poison at the fountain's source ,the stream of life throughout its course4 ,let us contrast the feelings thus naturally arising in the mind1 as it contemplates the life of the ,english historian1 with those that will spring up spontaneously in the heart of him who looks upon the last resting-place of the subject of this biography4 ,his whole life was a practical plea for the glorious character of his ,heavenly ,father1 and every power of his nature1 both mental and physical1 was entirely devoted to and expended in bearing witness of ,god's love and impartial grace4 ,who covets the world-wide fame of the infidel historian8 ,who would not leave behind him the glorious memory of the true ,christian8 ,greatness may build the tomb1 but goodness must write the epitaph4 ,only the actions of the just ,smell sweet1 and blossom in the dust4 ,we have thus brought the narrative of ,mr4 ,ballou's life down from its commencement to its close4 ,in the execution of the task1 it is feared that many imperfections and deficiencies will be detected2 but we have the consolation of reflecting that1 at least1 we have not been guilty of exaggeration1 and throughout have sought only to present the truth in the clearest light1 and with the same simplicity that the subject of these pages would have commended4 ,we have most ardently endeavored to make manifest the pure character1 consistent conduct1 the high intellectual ability1 the unaffected piety1 and laborious and unremitted services of the deceased to the great cause he espoused in early life4 ,had he placed a higher estimate upon his own labors1 he would have left behind him a complete record of his toils1 that would have interested the most careless and worldly reader4 ,but1 while he never spared himself1 he appears to have seen no unusual merit in his unexampled labors2 he was simply discharging his duty to his ,maker and his fellow-men4 ,the thought of challenging admiration for his sacrifices of comfort1 for his exposures and trials1 seems never to have occurred to him2 and hence the minutes of his personal adventures are brief and imperfect4 ,he has only given us enough to enable us to guess at the extent of his toil4 ,for the result of his labors and travels1 we have only to look around1--to behold the multiplied churches springing up where he first preached in school-houses1 dwelling-houses1 or even beneath the fruit-trees1 to numerous congregations that have found faith and hope through his ministrations1 who fondly regard him as the father of their order1 and who rise up to bless his name4 ,though his lips are now sealed forever1 yet his doctrine1 a precious legacy1 is left for us still1 in his own language2 and1 with the example and influence of his pure life1 we may find the surest guide to the understanding of the gospel as it is in ,christ4 ,it is true that the bow is broken2 but the arrow is sped on its message1 and will pierce the heart of error4 ,the subject of these pages was not a man for his own time alone2 he has lived for all time4 ,we find in the pages of history actors upon the stage of life peculiarly fitted for the immediate period in which they lived2 men active1 bold1 successful1 and ever ready for any emergency2 men governed by principles and incentives peculiarly adapted to the day and hour1 without whom it would have been difficult to realize the seeming destiny of man1 and the results and history of the times4 ,yet those persons1 if they were to exist now1 would be out of their element2 there would not occur the same exigencies to call forth their particular endowments of courage and endurance4 ,they illustrated tangible matter1 and performed deeds of personal prowess2 but ,mr4 ,ballou enunciated1 defined1 elucidated and illumined1 a great principle1 a fundamental truth1 something that will live through all eternity1--not the ephemeral act of an hour1 which1 however timely and important at the moment1 is forgotten with the casualty that gives it birth4 ,no6 ,mr4 ,ballou was not for his own time alone1--he was for all time4 ,his advent in the religious world was the commencement of a new era in the church2 and from that day and that hour the little glimmering of the light of truth which was seen as afar off grew daily larger1 and brighter1 and clearer1 as1 in the onward journey of his years and his understanding1 he came to behold the gospel as it is in ,christ1 and to preach it to the world4 ,nature about him had taught this impartial grace and goodness of ,god for ages and ages1 but the tongues of men had been fabricating and declaring another creed4 ,it was no new truth that he illustrated and believed2 but he gave it oral form1 and depicted it before men's eyes4 ,our task draws now to its close2 we have recorded the closing incidents of that life on whose eventful record we have reverentially dwelt1 and we must soon resign the pen with which we have feebly depicted the story of departed worth4 ,it remains for us to give a rapid retrospective glance at the career we have traced1 with a brief recapitulatory view of the subject4 ,the author has made no attempt at fine writing1 and has sought only to present a plain1 unvarnished tale1 in keeping with the unostentatious simplicity of the subject of his pages4 ,in these busy and stirring days1 most readers crave an exciting book of thrilling incident4 ,in preparing the life of a distinguished warrior1 or a bold adventurer1 startling incidents and scenes crowd upon the writer1 till the task of condensation becomes both imperative and difficult4 ,the turbulent stream1 rushing from its mountain home1 tumbling amidst rocks and dashing over precipices1 affords a picture at every point of its progress2 while the course of a river1 that rises in some placid lake1 and pursues its pathway noiselessly and tranquilly1 till lost in the world of waters that swallows up its individuality1 however pleasing an object of contemplation1 is little fitted to figure in an elaborate personal record1 or to minister to the restless eye of the lover of the bold and startling in nature4 ,the life of the subject of these pages may be compared to that of a quiet streamlet1 making itself felt by the verdure and freshness it diffuses around it1 but not startling the ear by the tumult of motion4 ,hence1 those who merely take up a book for amusement or excitement1 will find themselves disappointed with this biography4 ,it was not1 however1 for such tastes that the book was designed4 ,it is rather a medium of communication between filial affection1 and that scarcely colder feeling of friendship and respect1 shared by a large and increasing denomination of ,christians1 whose common love for the subject of these pages will secure indulgence towards the author4 ,they will rather follow the delightful traits of ,christian character he evinced1 will admire the truth and genuineness of his nature1 the sweet simplicity of his soul1 and the magnitude and glory of his doctrine1 than pause to criticize the simple garb that has clothed these special and important matters4 ,it will be the kernel1 not the shell1 that our readers will discuss2 and if we have1 in our humble way1 succeeded in so portraying the life of our parent as to place it any more clearly and faithfully before men's eyes1 then we have done a good work1 and our labor has not been in vain4 ,if1 by the exhibition of his happy faith1 and the application of his own arguments1 we shall have succeeded in confirming even one soul in the sacred and cheering faith he advocated1 we shall have sufficient reward in our own heart for the toil of this work4 ,he would have labored continually and unceasingly to lead a soul in the straight and narrow way2 no fatigue1 no disappointment1 was ever any hindrance in his path1 when duty held the lamp4 ,his eyes were turned onward and upward2 they overlooked the rugged way1 strewn with rocks and quicksands1 over which he strode towards the great goal of his life1 the promulgation of ,god's fatherly love to man4 ,more fortunate than many whose works have enriched the world1 we have seen that ,mr4 ,ballou lived long enough to enjoy an honorable fame4 ,long before he died the voice of calumny was hushed4 ,he had accomplished what ,burke had advised for the refutation of slander1--he had lived it down4 ,the shafts of malice fell harmless from the shield of his unspotted conscience4 ,he had achieved a greater triumph yet than the surviving of the assaults aimed against his reputation as a man2 he lived to behold the truth he had so advocated1 in which and for which he lived1 adopted by hundreds of thousands as the staff of their lives and the rock of their salvation4 ,it would be difficult to find1 in any age1 the record of a greater victory of intellectual power4 ,as we have fully shown1 ,mr4 ,ballou started in life with no aids for the development of his mental energies4 ,his circumstances were such as would have completely crushed a majority of gifted minds4 ,isolation1 privation1 the want of mental stimulus1 surrounded him4 ,the example and aid of elder scholarship was wanting4 ,the steps to the temple of knowledge were hewn by his own hands out of the rugged and unyielding rock4 ,he had no strong hand to grasp his own1 and bear him up1 and stay his tottering footsteps4 ,yet1 with an iron grasp1 he seized upon the rudiments of knowledge1 and made them his own4 ,and1 while satisfying the cravings of his nature1 he neglected no duty of life4 ,those who had claims upon his industry suffered no injury or loss from this source1 for the hours devoted to his early studies were heroically subtracted from hours of repose4 ,when others rested from bodily toil1 he was wakeful and toiling mentally4 ,the energy displayed in his pursuit of knowledge1 under such extraordinary difficulties1 prepares us for the yet greater energy exhibited in his subsequent course4 ,accustomed to accomplish his purpose by severe labor1 we find him continually proposing to himself questions of difficulties to be solved only by severe intellectual exertion4 ,he cultivates his moral intellectual nature so rigidly1 that he is not lightly satisfied on any subject4 ,but we are most impressed with the beauty of his spiritual nature4 ,most energetic minds are1 we think1 prone to scepticism4 ,they doubt1 resolve their doubts1 and then cling firmly and forever to the truths they have established4 ,it is said1 ,a resolved doubt is the strongest proof4 ,paul began by opposing religion1 and ended as one of its champions4 ,but with ,mr4 ,ballou there was no necessity of going through with this usual process4 ,his existence and his belief were identical4 ,he recognized his ,maker in his words and in his works2 faith was his earliest companion1 and she was with him to the last4 ,her light illumined his earliest and his last step2 as it beamed upon him with its morning radiance1 and cheered his noon-tide with its glow1 so it was the broad1 unshadowed sunset of his life4 ,we have seen how early his inquiring and steadfast mind began to pierce the shadows and darkness with which dogmatism had obscured the true nature of ,god1 and the spirit of his law4 ,the clouds were not dispelled all at once4 ,by degrees they rolled away1 as his vision strengthened1 until1 at length1 his eyes beheld the full glory of ,god in its effulgent splendor4 ,the moment when the last veil was withdrawn1 and he beheld the glorious form of ,truth embodied in the creed which he ever afterwards professed1 was the crown and summit of his existence4 ,then he found and grasped a treasure which the world could not take away4 ,years might pass before the many would embrace his doctrine2 but he knew that it must eventually make its way to men's hearts and understanding1 and that it would be universally recognized and triumph in the end4 ,from the moment of his discovery1 his mission was decided1 his calling confirmed1 his path through life traced out as clear as daylight4 ,he felt called upon and inspired to preach the gospel of love to all mankind2 and he went forth upon his mission1 resolved to fulfil it to the utmost of his strength and talent4 ,surely no man ever more faithfully performed his allotted task4 ,in the discharge of his duty1 we behold him fearing no toil1 sparing no exertion1 shrinking from no obstacle4 ,a man loving peace and quiet1 yet he hesitated not to assume the weapons of controversy when his doctrines were assailed4 ,with him1 indeed1 the truth was everything1--himself nothing4 ,hence1 we are left no record of his many journeyings1 his lonely wayfarings1 his midnight labors4 ,he accounted these things as nothing1 as dust in the balance1 weighed against the service he espoused1 and the gospel interests which he strove to advocate4 ,the following letter addressed to us from ,manchester1 ,n4 ,h41 a few years since1 now lies open before us1 and will serve to show the reader the indomitable perseverance that the subject of these memoirs brought to bear upon his professional duties2--how little he spared himself in the prosecution of his great mission2 how totally he disregarded bodily ease or comfort1 when brought in opposition to the prosecution of his sacred mission on earth4 ,it is also another of those brief1 meaning and affectionate epistles such as he ever wrote1 exhibiting the same reliance upon ,divine ,providence that ever exercised his bosom3-- ,,maturin3 ,last ,sabbath was to me a day of severe trial4 ,early in the morning ,i was attacked with a sudden illness1 which so weakened me by meeting-time that1 although ,i made two determined efforts to go on with my discourse1 the last was as unsuccessful as the first1 and ,i was finally compelled to yield to my bodily weakness1 giving the people to expect my services in the afternoon4 ,dr4 ,colburn kindly conveyed me to his house1 and he and his good lady so nursed me that1 by meeting-time in the afternoon1 ,i walked to church and went through with my usual services1 sparing myself the labor of reading the hymns4 ,through the goodness of an all-ruling ,providence1 that has ever sustained and supported me in every trial1 ,i am now recovering1 and am quite as well as before this attack1 save that ,i am very weak4 ,the reason ,i have written you particularly is1 that your mother and the family generally may not be alarmed by the report which will very naturally reach you before ,i can return home4 ,please send me a few current newspapers4 ,affectionately1 ,,hosea ,,ballou4 ,he neglected no means for the advancement of truth2 discourses from the pulpit1 colloquial discussions1 written essays1 poetical effusions1 all were brought to sustain the one great idea he advocated4 ,though his oral instructions were poured forth on every occasion1 he well knew the mighty power of the press over the minds of community1 and he wielded this agent with vigor and effect4 ,as his example in the pulpit was followed by a host of disciples1 so did his essays in the press give birth to a race of vigorous literary champions of the gospel4 ,but1 above all1 was the daily beauty of his life the strongest evidence of the sincerity of his convictions1 and the truth of his doctrine4 ,the example that teaches better than precept was manifested in his social existence4 ,his cheerful deportment1 his resignation under trials1 were proofs of a peace which the world cannot give4 ,his principles forbade him to teach or to show that this beautiful world was created as a gloomy prison-house to the sons of men4 ,late and copious extracts from his own pen1 in these pages1 will abundantly show this4 ,he delighted to point out the radiance of the raiment with which our ,heavenly ,father has gladdened our temporary abiding-place4 ,he loved to trace the smile of the ,great ,spirit1 in the gushing water-courses1 the verdant meadows1 the bright skies1 the murmuring woodlands1 the flower-enamelled fields1 and the blue arch that bends over all1 enclosing it within a crystal sphere4 ,he was no enemy to social enjoyment2 no frown of his ever checked the joyous laugh bursting from young lips1 or dimmed the brightness of the domestic fireside4 ,in the relations of husband1 father1 friend1 he was loved and revered1--how dearly and deeply1 let the sorrow that has fallen on our hearts at parting speak6 ,he has gone from our midst6 ,his stately form will no more gladden our eyes1 the music of his voice will no more warm our hearts1 the pressure of his hand will no more answer responsively to ours4 ,but he has departed1 full of years and fame1 to that bright world above1 whose glory was the theme of his existence4 ,emulating the virtues which his well-ordered and beautiful life exhibited1 cherishing the gospel truths in all their purity1 simplicity and attractiveness1 as he taught them1 may we improve our own lives by the recollection of his1 and open our hearts to the still yet eloquent sermon he now preaches to us from the silent tomb6 ,and let that sacred belief1 which he taught us to rely upon and to hold as most dear to our hearts1 fill us with a hope and assurance of a final and happy reunion with him in heaven6 ,in his own family he fully succeeded in implanting a spirit of belief in and entire reliance upon ,god's love to his children2 and1 could the reader behold the influence that this belief now exercises over the heart of his aged widow1 what a tower of strength and calm resignation she realizes from the faith he impressed upon her1 he would find fresh reason for ,christian fortitude1 and new hope and faith in the gospel4 ,and now1 ere the reader closes these pages1 permit the author to ask for the book a kind consideration1 and to solicit the lenient judgment of the public for these records of a parent's life1 written and compiled amid the arduous duties attendant upon his editorial calling4 ,the work has little else to recommend it1 save the homely truthfulness of its record1 and the sincerity that has dictated its composition4 ,to the many friends of ,mr4 ,ballou1 and more particularly to the denomination1 clergymen and laity1 with whom he has so long held fellowship1 the author trusts this book may prove an acceptable memento of one whom they delighted to honor4 ,,new ,,works1 ,,just ,,published4 ,,memoir ,,of ,,rev4 ,s4 ,r4 ,,smith4 ,by ,rev4 ,t4 ,j4 ,,sawyer1 ,d4,d4 ,with a splendid ,portrait4 ,pages #dcb4 ,price1 in plain binding1 #a2 in full gilt binding1 #a4ej4 ,dr4 ,sawyer has had an acquaintance with the subject of this ,memoir for twenty years2 besides1 he has in his hands all the papers which ,mr4 ,smith left behind him1 copies of letters1 c4 ,the work is made up1 to a considerable extent1 from those various materials1 and may therefore be regarded as in a manner an autobiography4 ,the last words written for the press by ,father ,ballou relate to this book and the ,life ,sketches of ,george ,h4 ,clark1 hereafter referred to4 ,mr4 ,ballou says3 ,having carefully read this ,memoir1 and by it having been made acquainted with many particulars in the life of a highly-esteemed brother in our ministry1 with whom ,i have1 for many years1 enjoyed a most cordial and affectionate fellowship1 it is a pleasurable duty to recommend the work to the favorable consideration of the whole fraternity of believers in the gospel of a world's salvation4 ,the learned writer of the ,memoir has taken much pains to bring together much of the writings of his favorite subject1 whereby he has rendered the work in a great degree autobiographical1 and made his readers acquainted with the strength of mind1 temper1 spirit and taste1 of our departed brother4 ,this work carries us back to the parentage1 birth1 childhood and youth1 of one who has distinguished himself1 by the evident aid of divine wisdom1 as an able1 faithful1 and successful minister of the gospel of our ,divine ,master4 ,and if our young men1 who are desirous of making the ministry of divine truth their profession1 would carefully read this work1 poverty in its more meagre shapes would present no formidable objection4 ,br4 ,smith1 having successfully grappled with poverty1 and won a praise and a name which throw crowns and diadems into the shade1 seems now to be looking down on these youth1 and pointing them to the path which he has trod1 to bid them put their trust in ,him by whose aid he has won an unfading crown4 ,br4 ,sawyer surely deserves the gratitude of our denomination for the justice he has done to the character of our departed brother1 and for the encouragement which this ,memoir is calculated to give to our brethren who are laboring in our ,master's vineyard4 ,and our thanks and patronage should be generously rendered to the publisher of this work1 not only for the handsome style in which it appears1 but for his laudable devotion to the cause of truth1 and his successful labors for its prosperity4 ,great interest has been excited in the denomination by the promise of this book4 99 99 ,the life of such a man1 from the pen of one so highly distinguished and so gifted as ,rev4 ,dr4 ,sawyer1 cannot but awaken a wide-spread and anxious desire for its appearance4 ,it has now been given to the public1 and well does it sustain the reputation of all parties concerned in its publication4 99 99 ,a work of this class has never appeared in the denomination which1 for fineness of paper1 beauty of print1 and neatness of binding1 has excelled this4 ,we predict that it will have a very large sale4--,christian ,ambassador4 ,it will be read with great interest by all4--,trumpet4 ,mr4 ,sawyer has done well in allowing his hero to tell so much of the story of his times through his own letters and reminiscences4--,christian ,inquirer4 ,his example is full of encouragement to others1 and cannot fail to stimulate thousands1 who are drooping1 to push on in the career of self-improvement4--,yankee ,blade4 ,this is one of the most thoroughly executed ,biographies that we have met with among recent publications of the kind4 99 99 99 ,the ,memoir is worthy of the author and of the venerated subject2 and1 if we mistake not1 it must exert a powerful influence for good upon the ,universalist ,connection1 as well as upon others1 through the more noble example it holds up of a true minister of ,jesus ,christ4 ,by it1 he1 'being dead1 yet speaketh4'--,universalist ,quarterly4 ,this is a specimen of true ,biography4 ,we have attentively and gratefully read it1 and our estimate of the man1 the greatness of his aims1 and the thoroughness of his devotion thereto1 has been increased4 ,there is nothing of the spirit of man-worship here2 and if there be any lack1 it is on the side of enthusiasm of personal friendship1 holding back the writer from a full expression of heartfelt admiration of his subject4--,ladies' ,repository4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,graces ,,and ,,powers ,,of ,,the ,,christian ,,life4 ,by ,rev4 ,a4 ,d4 ,,mayo4 #abmo41 about #cjj pages4 ,price #ge cents4 ,this is a series of twenty sermons1 by ,mr4 ,mayo1 on the above subject1 which cannot but prove a valuable acquisition to our ,denominational ,literature4 ,this is a beautifully printed book1 and its interior life and its ideal corresponds with its actual4 99 99 ,the style of the author is modern and graceful1 and the moral influence of the work cannot be otherwise than safe and good4--,banner4 ,mr4 ,mayo's composition reveals a pure spark of genius1 gleaming1 if it does not blaze1 running like a bright thread and clue through the labyrinth of thought1 and bringing to light many a blessed region of truth and peace4--,christian ,register4 ,we have been greatly charmed in reading it1 both by the earnestness and depth of its thought1 and the sweetness and purity of its style4--,blade4 ,its influence1 wherever it circulates1 will be most elevating and sanctifying4--,christian ,ambassador4 ,we take pleasure in saying that this volume of sermons has our hearty fellowship1 and the prevalence of the spirit in its pages would enlarge vastly the communion of liberal ,christians4--,christian ,inquirer4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,life-,,sketches ,,of ,,rev4 ,,george ,h4 ,,clark4 ,by his ,brother4 ,with a fine likeness4 #afmo4 #afj pages4 ,price #ej c4 ,sketches of the eventful life of this early-fallen brother were written by the request of many friends4 ,the volume embraces a rapid succession of scenes and incidents1 drawn from numerous papers left by the deceased1 and portrayed by one dearly familiar with him from early life4 ,father ,ballou's note of this work is as follows3 ,this brief memoir of our young and esteemed brother in the ministry of ,god's universal efficient grace commends itself as an affectionate tribute to the memory of the departed1 from the pen of a loving brother4 ,it must also be grateful to the whole family circle1 who survive the departed son and brother1 to have in their possession so valuable a treasure4 ,this work will be read with interest and profit by youth in general1 and especially by such as think of devoting their lives to the ministerial profession4 ,when such shall learn the fact1 that moderate circumstances and limited means do not necessarily prevent a young man from becoming a minister and a pastor1 highly esteemed and beloved by a good and respectable church and society1 they need not shrink from a hope of success4 ,we need not look forward to the good time1 for it is now come1 when ministers are esteemed for their knowledge of divine truth1 and their ardent love for the same1 together with their faithfulness in dispensing it to their people1 and their living and walking in the precepts of ,jesus4 ,the subject of these memoirs died young4 ,he had been in the ministry but a few years4 ,he had lived1 however1 and labored1 a sufficient length of time1 to prove himself to be an able and eloquent preacher of the gospel1 and to become endeared to all who formed his acquaintance4 ,it abounds with incidents in the life of the deceased4--,christian ,ambassador4 ,the book abounds in incidents1 and is very interesting4--,banner4 ,the book is one of thrilling interest4--,freeman4 ,the book is a record1 traced with a loving1 sympathetic1 and brotherly hand1 of the trials1 hopes1 joys1 sorrows1 life experiences and death1 of a professional as well as a natural brother4--,springfield ,republican4 ,this is an affectionate tribute to the memory of a worthy man1--one of the many instances where high aims are unfortunately united with slender means1 rendering life not so much 'a battle and a march1' as a perpetual struggle4 ,we respected the brother whose life is here sketched1 and have thoroughly read the volume with interest4--,ladies' ,repository4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,glimpses ,,and ,,gatherings1 ,during a ,voyage and ,visit to ,london and the ,great ,exhibition1 in the ,summer of #ahea4 ,by ,rev4 ,w4 ,a4 ,,drew1 ,commissioner of the ,state of ,maine4 ,with a ,portrait4 ,about #djj pages4 ,price #a4 ,the undersigned issues1 in connection with the publishers of the ,gospel ,banner1 the above work4 ,it is one of the most attractive and instructive volumes of travel ever published4 ,this volume consists of letters written by the author to the ,gospel ,banner1 of which he is the well-known editor1 during his recent visits to ,canada and ,england4 ,during their original publication they were read with keen interest by the numerous patrons of that paper1 as well as by the ,maine public generally2 and it was a happy idea to gather them into a volume for more distant readers1 as well as for future perusal and reference4 ,the author has a sharp eye for observation1 as well as great felicity in description2 writes in an easy1 off-hand1 yet vigorous style2 and1 on the whole1 has placed before us the clearest and most graphic picture of ,london and the sights in the ,crystal ,palace that we have yet met with4 ,not the least interesting portions of the volume are the descriptions of ,montreal1 ,quebec1 and their environs1 to the accuracy and felicity of which we can testify4--,yankee ,blade4 ,an interesting series of sketches4--,univer4 ,quar4 ,it is highly attractive in narration of incidents1 scenery and sights4 ,what makes it more valuable to us is a very natural likeness of the author1 executed with much skill and beauty4--,christian ,ambassador4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,the ,,works ,,of ,,rev4 ,,hosea ,,ballou4 ,the death of this ,patriarch of the ,universalist ,ministry gives additional value to his ,works1 and especially to those written in the years of his strength and vigor4 ,the subscriber is the publisher of those works1 and will furnish sets of the same1 or single volumes1 issued in the best style of typography and binding4 ,i4 ,notes on the ,parables of the ,new ,testament4 ,one vol4 #abmo41 #big pages4 ,price #ej cents4 ,first published in #ahjd4 ,,ii4 ,a ,treatise on the ,atonement4 ,one vol4 #abmo41 #cbh pages4 ,price #ej cents4 ,first published in #ahje4 ,,iii4 ,series of ,twenty-six ,lecture ,sermons4 ,delivered in the ,school-street church1 ,boston4 ,one vol4 #abmo41 #cge pages4 ,price #fb-a_/b cents4 ,first published in #ahah4 ,,iv4 ,twenty-five ,select ,sermons4 ,delivered on various occasions1 from important passages of ,scripture4 ,one vol4 #abmo41 #cfj pages4 ,price #fc cents4 ,first published in #ahbh4 ,these are the works in which the convictions of ,father ,ballou are best expressed1 and circulation should be given to them by all who are desirous of diffusing the wisdom of that sainted man4 ,the ,notes on the ,parables are remarkable examples of ,scripture interpreting ,scripture2 the ,treatise on ,atonement is a piece of mental reasoning intelligible to the humblest capacity2 and the ,lectures and ,select ,sermons are rare expoundings of the divine word1 and the great principles of ,scripture truth4 ,the subscriber is also preparing to issue a fine edition of the above works1 to be bound in a uniform style with the ,biography2 and the whole will then be sold at #d per set4 ,a4 ,,tompkins4 ,,boston1 ,august1 #aheb4 ,,agents ,,wanted ,,to ,,circulate ,,the ,,foregoing ,,works4