,! ,/ory ( ,fifty-,sev5 ,c5ts ,by ,,rob]t ,,%ackleton ,! ,/ory ( ! ,sword ,! ,beg9n+ at ,old ,lex+ton ,! ,/ory ( ,fifty-,sev5 ,c5ts ,8 ,p[] z a ,prea*] ,gift = ,inspir+ ,o!rs ,,volume #f ,,national ,,ext5sion ,,univ]sity #eig ,fif? ,av5ue1 ,new ,york ,,acres ,,( ,,diamonds ,copyright1 #aiae1 by ,h>p] ,bro!rs ,pr9t$ 9 ! ,unit$ ,/ates ( ,am]ica ,i ,,! ,,/ory ,,( ,,! ,,sword#a ,footnote #a3 ,dr4 ,conwell 0 liv+1 & actively at "w1 :5 ^! pages 7 writt54 ,x is1 !re=e1 a mu* tru] picture ( 8 p]sonality ?an any?+ writt5 9 ! pa/ t5se4 ,i %all write ( a rem>kable man1 an int]e/+ man1 a man ( p[]1 ( initiative1 ( w1 ( p]si/5ce2 a man :o plans va/ly & :o realizes 8 plans2 a man :o n only does ?+s himself1 b :o1 ev5 m important ?an t1 is ! con/ant inspiration ( o!rs4 ,i %all write ( ,russell ,h4 ,conwell4 ,z a f>m]'s boy he 0 ! lead] ( ! boys ( ! rocky region t 0 8 home2 z a s*ool-tea*] he won devotion2 z a newspap] correspond5t he ga9$ fame2 z a soldi] 9 ! ,civil ,w> he rose to important rank2 z a lawy] he develop$ a l>ge practice2 z an au?or he wrote books t rea*$ a mighty total ( sales4 ,he left ! law = ! m9i/ry & is ! active head ( a great *ur* t he rais$ f no?+ness4 ,he is ! mo/ popul> lectur] 9 ! _w & ye>ly speaks to _m ?\s&s4 ,he is1 s to speak1 ! discov]] ( ,acres ( ,diamonds1 ?r\gh :i* ?\s&s ( m5 & wom5 h a*iev$ success out ( failure4 ,he is ! head ( two hospitals1 "o ( !m f\nd$ by himself1 t h c>$ = a ho/ ( pati5ts1 bo? ! poor & ! ri*1 irrespective ( race or cre$4 ,he is ! f\nd] & head ( a univ]sity t has already _h t5s ( ?\s&s ( /ud5ts4 ,8 home is 9 ,philadelphia2 b he is kn[n 9 e corn] ( e /ate 9 ! ,union1 & ev]y:]e he has ho/s ( fri5ds4 ,all ( 8 life he has help$ & inspir$ o!rs4 ,q by *ance1 & only ye/]day1 lit]ally ye/]day & by *ance1 & ) no ?\ght at ! mom5t ( ,conwell al?\gh he _h be5 mu* 9 my m9d = "s "t pa/1 ,i pick$ up a ?9 little book ( description by ,william ,dean ,h[ells1 &1 turn+ ! pages ( a *apt] on ,lex+ton1 old ,lex+ton ( ! ,revolution1 writt51 s ,h[ells _h set d[n1 9 #ahhb1 ,i notic$1 aft] he _h writt5 ( ! t[n itself1 & ( ! long-pa/ fight !re1 & ( ! pres5t-day aspect1 t he m5tion$ ! *ur* life ( ! place & rem>k$ on ! /rik+ advances made by ! ,bapti/s1 :o _h lately1 z he express$ x1 be5 recon/itut$ out ( v p]i%+ fragm5ts & made /rong & fl\ri%+1 "u ! m9i/rations ( a lay prea*]1 =m]ly a colonel 9 ! ,union army4 ,& x 0 only a few days be=e ,i *anc$ ^u ?is description t ,dr4 ,conwell1 ! =m] colonel & =m] lay prea*]1 _h told me ( 8 exp]i5ces 9 t little old ,revolution>y t[n4 ,h[ells w5t on to say t1 s he 0 told1 ! colonel's success 0 pr9cipally due to 8 mak+ ! *ur* attractive to "y p4 ,h[ells says no m ( him2 app>5tly he did n g to he> him2 & "o wond]s if he has ev] associat$ t lay prea*] ( ,lex+ton ) ! fam\s ,russell ,h4 ,conwell ( ^! rec5t ye>s6 ,attractive to "y p4 ,yes1 "o c recognize t to-day1 j z x 0 recogniz$ 9 ,lex+ton4 ,& x may be add$ t he at ! same "t attracts old] p1 too6 ,9 ?is1 inde$1 lies 8 p[]4 ,he makes 8 *ur* int]e/+1 8 s]mons int]e/+1 8 lectures int]e/+4 ,he is himself int]e/+6 ,because ( 8 be+ int]e/+1 he ga9s att5tion4 ,! att5tion ga9$1 he inspires4 ,biography is m ?an dates4 ,dates1 aft] all1 are b mile-/ones along ! road ( life4 ,& ! mo/ important fact ( ,conwell's life is t he liv$ to be eighty-two1 work+ sixte5 h\rs e day = ! good ( 8 fell[-m54 ,he 0 born on ,febru>y #ae1 #ahdc--;born ( poor p>5ts1 9 a l[-ro($ cottage 9 ! ea/]n ,b]k%ires1 9 ,massa*usetts4 ,i 0 born 9 ?is room1 he said to me1 simply1 z we sat toge!r rec5tly#b 9 front ( ! old fireplace 9 ! pr9cipal room ( ! little cottage2 = he has b\ght back ! rocky f>m ( 8 fa!r1 & has reta9$ & re/or$ ! little old home4 ,i 0 born 9 ?is room4 ,x 0 b$room & kit*54 ,x 0 pov]ty4 ,& 8 voice sank ) a k9d ( grimness into sil5ce4 ,footnote #b3 ,?is int]view took place at ! old ,conwell f>m 9 ! summ] ( #aiae4 ,!n he spoke a little ( ! /ruggles ( ^? long-pa/ ye>s2 & we w5t out on ! por*1 z ! ev5+ %ad[s fell1 & look$ out ov] ! valley & /ream & hills ( 8 y\?1 & he told ( 8 gr&mo!r1 & ( a "y ,m>yl&] :o _h come to ! region on a visit2 x 0 a tale ( ! impetu\s love ( ^? two1 ( ra% m>riage1 ( ! int]f]5ce ( p>5ts1 ( ! fi]ce rivalry ( ano!r suitor1 ( an attack on ! ,m>yl&]'s life1 ( passionate ha/9ess1 ( un=givable words1 ( sep>ation1 ( lifelong sorr[4 ,:y does gr&mo!r cry s (t58 he rememb]s ask+ :5 he 0 a little boy4 ,& he 0 told t x 0 = ! husb& ( h] y\?4 ,we w5t back into ! little h\se & he %[$ me ! room 9 :i* he fir/ saw ,john ,br[n4 ,i came d[n e>ly "o morn+1 & saw a huge1 hairy man sprawl$ ^u ! b$ !re--& ,i 0 fright5$1 he says4 ,b ,john ,br[n did n long fright5 him6 ,= he 0 mu* at _! h\se aft] t1 & 0 s fri5dly ) ,russell & 8 bro!r t !re 0 no *ance = awe2 & x gives a curi\s side-light on ! "* ( ! /]n abolitioni/ t he actually1 ) inf9ite pati5ce1 taught ! old horse ( ! ,conwells to g home alone ) ! wagon aft] leav+ ! boys at s*ool1 a mile or m away & at s*ool-clos+ "t to trot g5tly (f = !m )\t a driv] :5 m]ely fac$ 9 t direction & told to g6 ,conwell rememb]s h[ ,john ,br[n1 9 tra9+ x1 us$ pati5tly to walk beside ! horse1 & control its go+ & its turn+s1 until x 0 q ready to g & turn entirely by itself4 ,! ,conwell h\se 0 a /ation on ! ,und]gr\nd ,railway & ,russell ,conwell rememb]s1 :5 a lad1 see+ ! escap+ slaves t 8 fa!r _h driv5 across c\ntry & tempor>ily hidd54 ,^? 7 h]oic days1 he says1 quietly4 ,& once 9 a :ile my fa!r let me g ) him4 ,!y 7 wond]ful night drives--! c[]+ slaves1 ! d>kness ( ! road1 ! caution & ! sil5ce & dread ( x all4 ,?is und]gr\nd r\te1 he rememb]s1 0 f ,philadelphia to ,new ,hav51 !nce to ,spr+field1 :]e ,conwell's fa!r w\ld take 8 *>ge1 & onw>d to ,bell[s ,falls & ,canada4 ,conwell tells1 too1 ( meet+ ,fr$]ick ,d\glass1 ! color$ orator1 9 t little cottage 9 ! hills4 ',i nev] saw my fa!r1' ,d\glass said "o day--8 fa!r 0 a :ite man--'& ,i rememb] little ( my "m except t once %e tri$ to keep an ov]se] f :ipp+ me1 & ! la% cut across h] own face & h] blood fell ov] me4' ,:5 ,john ,br[n 0 captur$1 ,conwell w5t on1 my fa!r tri$ to sell ?is place to get a little money to s5d to help 8 def5se4 ,b he c\ldn't sell x1 & on ! day ( ! execution we knelt solemnly "h1 f elev5 to twelve1 j pray+1 pray+ 9 sil5ce = ! pass+ s\l ( ,john ,br[n4 ,& z we pray$ we knew t o!rs 7 also pray+1 = a *ur*-bell toll$ dur+ t entire h\r & its awesome boom w5t sadly s\nd+ ov] ^! hills4 ,conwell believes t 8 real life dates f a happ5+ ( ! "t ( ! ,civil ,w>--a happ5+ t /ill looms vivid & int5se be=e him & :i* und\bt$ly did deep5 & /r5g!n 8 /rong & deep nature4 ,yet ! real ,conwell 0 always ess5tially ! same4 ,neighborhood tradition /ill tells ( 8 brav]y z a boy & a y\?1 ( 8 reckless coa/+1 8 skill z a swimm] & 8 sav+ ( lives1 8 /r5g? & endurance1 8 plung+ out into ! d>kness ( a wild w9t] night to save a neighbor's cattle4 ,8 soldi]s came home ) tales ( 8 devotion to !m & ( h[ he %>$ 8 rations & 8 blankets & bravely risk$ 8 life2 ( h[ he crept (f into a swamp1 at imm95t p]il1 to rescue "o ( 8 m5 lo/ or mir$ !re4 ,! pres5t ,conwell 0 always ,conwell2 9 fact1 he may be trac$ ?r\gh 8 ance/ry1 too1 = 9 him are ! /urdy virtues1 ! brav]y1 ! grim det]m9ation1 ! practicality1 ( 8 fa!r2 & romanticism1 t comes f 8 gr&mo!r2 & ! dreamy qualities ( 8 "m1 :o1 practical & h>dwork+ ,new ,engl& woman t %e 01 0 at ! same "t influ5c$ by an almo/ />tl+ my/icism4 ,& ,conwell himself is a dream]3 fir/ ( all he is a dream]2 x is ! mo/ important fact 9 reg>d to him6 ,x is because he is a dream] & visualizes 8 dreams t he c plan ! great ?+s t to o!r m5 w\ld seem impossibilities2 & !n 8 int5sely practical side--8 int5se effici5cy1 8 p[]1 8 skill1 8 pati5ce1 8 f9e e>ne/ness1 8 ma/]y ov] o!rs1 develop 8 dreams into realities4 ,he dreams dreams & sees visions--b 8 visions are nev] vision>y & 8 dreams become facts4 ,! rocky hills :i* meant a dogg$ /ruggle = v exi/5ce1 ! fugitive slaves1 ,john ,br[n--:at a s*ool = y\?6 ,& ! lit]al s*ool 0 a t9y "o-room s*ool-h\se :]e "y ,conwell came "u ! c>e ( a tea*] :o realiz$ ! boy's unusual capabilities & 0 able to give him broad & unusual help4 ,!n a wise c\ntry prea*] also recogniz$ ! unusual1 & urg$ ! p>5ts to give /ill m education1 :]eupon supreme ef=t 0 made & "y ,russell 0 s5t to ,wilbraham ,academy4 ,he likes to tell ( 8 life !re1 & ( ! h>d%ips1 ( :i* he makes light2 & ( ! joy ) :i* week-end pies & cakes 7 receiv$ f home6 ,he tells ( h[ he w5t out on ! roads sell+ books f h\se to h\se1 & ( h[ eag]ly he dev\r$ ! cont5ts ( ! sample books t he c>ri$4 ,!y 7 a f\ndation ( le>n+ = me1 he says1 sob]ly4 ,& !y gave me a broad idea ( ! _w4 ,he w5t to ,yale 9 #ahfj1 b ! outbreak ( ! w> int]f]$ ) college1 & he enli/$ 9 #ahfa4 ,b he 0 only eighte51 & 8 fa!r object$1 & he w5t back to ,yale4 ,b next ye> he aga9 enli/$1 & m5 ( 8 ,b]k%ire neighborhood1 likewise enli/+1 insi/$ t he be _! capta92 & ,gov]nor ,&rews1 appeal$ to1 cons5t$ to commission ! n9ete5-ye>-old y\? :o 0 s evid5tly a natural lead]2 & ! m5 gave freely ( _! scant money to get = him a sword1 all gay & spl5did ) gilt1 & ^u ! sword 0 ! decl>ation 9 /ately ,lat9 t1 ,true fri5d%ip is et]nal4 ,& ) t sword is associat$ ! mo/ vivid1 ! mo/ mom5t\s exp]i5ce ( ,russell ,conwell's life4 ,t sword hangs at ! head ( ,conwell's b$ 9 8 home 9 ,philadelphia4 ,man ( peace t he is1 & m9i/] ( peace1 t symbol ( w> has = ov] half a c5tury be5 ( inf9ite importance to him4 ,he told me ! /ory z we /ood toge!r be=e t sword4 ,& z he told ! /ory1 speak+ ) quiet repression1 b see+ x all & liv+ x all j z vividly z if x _h occurr$ b ye/]day1 ,t sword has meant s mu* to me1 he murmur$2 & !n he began ! tale3 ,a boy up !re 9 ! ,b]k%ires1 a neighbor's son1 0 ,john ,r+2 ,i call him a boy1 = we all call$ him a boy1 & we look$ ^u him z a boy1 = he 0 "u-siz$ & "u-develop$--s mu* s t he c\ld n enli/4 ,b = "s reason he 0 devot$ to me1 & he n only want$ to enli/1 b he also want$ to be 9 ! artill]y company ( :i* ,i capta92 & ,i c\ld only take him along z s]vant4 ,i didn't want a s]vant1 b x 0 ! only way to take poor little ,johnnie ,r+4 ,johnnie 0 deeply religi\s1 & w\ld read ! ,bible e ev5+ be=e turn+ 94 ,9 ^? days ,i 0 an a!i/1 or at lea/ ?\ght ,i 01 & ,i us$ to laugh at ,r+ & aft] a :ile he took to read+ ! ,bible outside ! t5t on acc\nt ( my laugh+ at him6 ,b he did n /op read+ x1 & 8 fai?fulness to me rema9$ un*ang$4 ,! scabb>d ( ! sword 0 too glitt]+ = ! regulations--! gho/ ( a smile hov]$ on ,conwell's lips--& ,i c\ld n we> x1 & w\ld only we> a pla9 "o = s]vice & keep ?is hang+ 9 my t5t on ! t5t-pole4 ,john ,r+ us$ to h&le x ador+ly & kept x poli%$ to brilliancy4--,x's dull en\gh ^! _m ye>s1 he add$1 somb]ly4 ,to ,r+ x repres5t$ n only 8 capta91 b ! v glory & pomp ( w>4 ,"o day ! ,conf$]ates sudd5ly /orm$ our position ne> ,new ,b]ne & swept ?r\gh ! camp1 driv+ our entire =ce be=e !m2 & all1 includ+ my company1 retreat$ hurri$ly across ! riv]1 sett+ fire to a long wood5 bridge z we w5t ov]4 ,x soon blaz$ up furi\sly1 mak+ a b>ri] t ! ,conf$]ates c\ld n pass4 ,b1 unkn[n to ev]ybody1 & unnotic$1 ,john ,r+ _h da%$ back to my t5t4 ,i ?9k he 0 able to make 8 way back because he j look$ l a m]e boy2 b h[ev] t 01 he got pa/ ! ,conf$]ates into my t5t & took d[n1 f :]e x 0 hang+ on ! t5t-pole1 my bright1 gold-scabb>d$ sword4 ,john ,r+ seiz$ ! sword t _h long be5 s preci\s to him4 ,he dodg$ "h & !re1 & actually manag$ to ga9 ! bridge j z x 0 beg9n+ to blaze4 ,he />t$ across4 ,! flames 7 e mom5t gett+ fi]c]1 ! smoke d5s]1 & n[ & !n1 z he crawl$ & /agg]$ on1 he lean$ = a few seconds f> ov] ! edge ( ! bridge 9 an ef=t to get air4 ,bo? sides saw him2 bo? sides wat*$ 8 t]rible progress1 ev5 :ile fir+ 0 fi]cely kept up f ea* side ( ! riv]4 ,& !n a ,conf$]ate (fic]--he 0 "o ( ,g5]al ,pickett's (fic]s--ran to ! wat]'s edge & wav$ a :ite h&k]*ief & ! fir+ ceas$4 ',tell t boy to come back "h6' he cri$4 ',tell him to come back "h & we w let him g free6' ,he call$ ?is out j z ,r+ 0 ab\t to ent] ^u ! wor/ "p ( ! bridge--! cov]$ "p1 :]e !re 7 top & bottom & sides ( blaz+ wood4 ,! ro> ( ! flames 0 s close to ,r+ t he c\ld n he> ! calls f ei!r side ( ! riv]1 & he pu%$ desp]ately on & disappe>$ 9 ! cov]$ "p4 ,!re 0 dead sil5ce except = ! crackl+ ( ! fire4 ,n a man cri$ out4 ,all wait$ 9 hopeless expectancy4 ,& !n came a mighty yell f ,nor!rn] & ,s\!rn] alike1 = ,johnnie came crawl+ out ( ! end ( ! cov]$ way--he _h actually pass$ ?r\gh t frightful place--& 8 clo!s 7 ablaze & he toppl$ ov] & fell into %all[ wat]2 & 9 a few mom5ts he 0 dragg$ out1 unconsci\s1 & hurri$ to a hospital4 ,he l+]$ = a day or s1 /ill unconsci\s1 & !n came to himself & smil$ a little z he f\nd t ! sword = :i* he _h giv5 8 life _h be5 left beside him4 ,he took x 9 8 arms4 ,he hugg$ x to 8 brea/4 ,he gave a few words ( f9al message = me4 ,& t 0 all4 ,conwell's voice _h gone ?rill+ly l[ z he ne>$ ! end1 = x 0 all s v1 v vivid to him1 & 8 eyes _h gr[n t5d] & 8 lips m /rong & firm4 ,& he fell sil5t1 ?9k+ ( t long-ago happ5+1 & ?\gh he look$ d[n ^u ! ?rong+ traffic ( ,broad ,/reet1 x 0 cle> t he did n see x1 & t if ! rumbl+ hubbub ( s\nd meant any?+ to him x 0 ! rumbl+ ( ! guns ( ! di/ant pa/4 ,:5 he spoke aga9 x 0 ) a /ill t5s] tone ( feel+4 ,:5 ,i /ood beside ! body ( ,john ,r+ & realiz$ t he _h di$ = love ( me1 ,i made a v[ t has =m$ my life4 ,i v[$ t f t mom5t ,i w\ld live n only my own life1 b t ,i w\ld also live ! life ( ,john ,r+4 ,& f t mom5t ,i h work$ sixte5 h\rs e day--eight = ,john ,r+'s "w & eight h\rs = my own4 ,a curi\s note _h come into 8 voice1 z ( "o :o _h run ! race & ne>$ ! goal1 f\ght ! good fight & ne>$ ! end4 ,e morn+ :5 ,i rise ,i look at ?is sword1 or if ,i am away f home ,i ?9k ( ! sword1 & v[ anew t ano!r day %all see sixte5 h\rs ( "w f me4 ,& :5 "o comes to "k ,russell ,conwell "o realizes t nev] did a man "w m h>d & con/antly4 ,x 0 ?r\gh ,john ,r+ & 8 giv+ 8 life ?r\gh devotion to me t ,i became a ,*ri/ian1 he w5t on4 ,?is did n come ab\t imm$iately1 b x came be=e ! w> 0 ov] & x came ?r\gh fai?ful ,johnnie ,r+4 ,!re is a little lonely cemet]y 9 ! ,b]k%ires1 a t9y bury+-gr\nd on a w9d-swept hill1 a few miles f ,conwell's old home4 ,9 ?is isolat$ bury+-gr\nd bu%es & v9es & grass gr[ 9 pr(usion1 & a few trees ca/ a g5tle %ade2 & tree-clad hills g bill[+ (f = miles & miles 9 wild & lonely beauty4 ,& 9 t lonely little gravey>d ,i f\nd ! pla9 /one t m>ks ! re/+-place ( ,john ,r+4 ,,ii ,,! ,,beg9n+ ,,at ,,old ,,lex+ton ,x is n because he is a m9i/] t ,russell ,conwell is su* a =ce 9 ! _w4 ,he w5t into ! m9i/ry because he 0 s9c]ely & pr(\ndly a ,*ri/ian1 & because he felt t z a m9i/] he c\ld d m good 9 ! _w ?an 9 any o!r capacity4 ,b be+ a m9i/] is b an incid5t1 s to speak4 ,! important ?+ is n t he is a m9i/]1 b t he is himself6 ,rec5tly ,i he>d a ,new-,york]1 ! head ( a great corporation1 say3 ,i believe t ,russell ,conwell is do+ m good 9 ! _w ?an any man :o has liv$ s9ce ,jesus ,*ri/1 ,& he said ?is 9 s]i\s & unexagg]at$ e>ne/4 ,yet ,conwell did n get readily into 8 life-"w4 ,he might h seem$ almo/ a failure until he 0 well on t[>d =ty1 = al?\gh he kept mak+ successes !y 7 n p]man5t successes1 & he did n settle himself into a def9ite l9e4 ,he re/lessly w5t we/w>d to make 8 home1 & !n re/lessly return$ to ! ,ea/4 ,aft] ! w> 0 ov] he 0 a lawy]1 he 0 a lectur]1 he 0 an editor1 he w5t ar\nd ! _w z a correspond5t1 he wrote books4 ,he kept mak+ money1 & kept los+ x2 he lo/ x ?r\gh fire1 ?r\gh inve/m5ts1 ?r\gh aid+ 8 fri5ds4 ,x is probable t ! unsettl$ness ( ! ye>s foll[+ ! w> 0 due to ! unsettl+ effect ( ! w> itself1 :i* ?us1 9 its influ5ce1 broke into 8 mature life aft] break+ into 8 ye>s at ,yale4 ,b h[ev] t may be1 ^? see?+1 *ang+1 /irr+ ye>s 7 ye>s ( vital importance to him1 = 9 ! myriad exp]i5ces ( t "t he 0 build+ ! f\ndation ( ! ,conwell t 0 to come4 ,abroad he met ! notables ( ! e>?4 ,at home he made ho/s ( fri5ds & loyal admir]s4 ,x is wor? :ile not+ t z a lawy] he w\ld nev] take a case1 ei!r civil or crim9al1 t he consid]$ wrong4 ,x 0 basic ) him t he c\ld n & w\ld n fight on :at he ?\ght 0 ! wrong side4 ,only :5 8 cli5t 0 "r w\ld he g ahead6 ,yet he laughs1 8 quiet1 infecti\s1 *>act]i/ic laugh1 z he tells ( h[ once he 0 deceiv$1 = he def5d$ a man1 *>g$ ) /eal+ a wat*1 :o 0 s obvi\sly innoc5t t he took ! case 9 a blaze ( indignation & _h ! "y fell[ pr\dly exon]at$4 ,! next day ! wrongly accus$ "o came to 8 (fice & %amefac$ly took out ! wat* t he _h be5 *>g$ ) /eal+4 ,i want y to s5d x to ! man ,i took x f1 he said4 ,& he told ) a sort ( %amefac$ pride ( h[ he _h got a good old deacon to give1 9 all s9c]ity1 ! evid5ce t exculpat$ him4 ,&1 say1 ,mr4 ,conwell--,i want to ?ank y = gett+ me (f--& ,i hope y'll excuse my deceiv+ y--&--,i won't be any worse = n go+ to jail4 ,& ,conwell likes to rememb] t !reaft] ! "y man liv$ up to ! pride ( exon]ation2 &1 ?\gh ,conwell does n say x or ?9k x1 "o kn[s t x 0 ! ,conwell influ5ce t inspir$ to hone/y--= always he is an inspir]4 ,conwell ev5 kept c]ta9 h\rs = consultation ) ^? too poor to pay any fee2 & at "o "t1 :ile /ill an active lawy]1 he 0 gu>dian = ov] sixty *ildr56 ,! man has always be5 a m>vel1 & always "o is com+ ^u su* romantic facts z ^!4 ,t is a curi\s ?+ ab\t him--h[ mu* !re is ( romance 9 8 life6 ,wor%ip$ to ! end by ,john ,r+2 left = dead all night at ,k5esaw ,m\nta92 calmly s++ ,ne>]1 my ,god1 to ,!e1 to quiet ! pass5g]s on a suppos$ly s9k+ %ip2 sav+ lives ev5 :5 a boy2 nev] disappo9t+ a s+le audi5ce ( ! ?\s&s ( audi5ces he has arrang$ to address dur+ all 8 ye>s ( lectur+6 ,he himself takes a little pride 9 ?is la/ po9t1 & x is *>act]i/ic ( him t he has actually =gott5 t j once he did fail to appe>3 he has q =gott5 t "o ev5+1 on 8 way to a lecture1 he /opp$ a runaway horse to save two wom5's lives1 & w5t 9 consequ5ce to a hospital in/ead ( to ! plat=m6 ,& x is typical ( him to =get t sort ( ?+4 ,! emotional temp]am5t ( ,conwell has always made him responsive to ! great1 ! /rik+1 ! patriotic4 ,he 0 deeply influ5c$ by kn[+ ,john ,br[n1 & 8 brief memories ( ,l9coln are int5se1 ?\gh he saw him b ?ree times 9 all4 ,! fir/ "t he saw ,l9coln 0 on ! night :5 ! future ,presid5t deliv]$ ! address1 :i* aft]w>d became s fam\s1 9 ,coop] ,union1 ,new ,york4 ,! "n ( ,l9coln 0 !n sc>cely kn[n1 & x 0 by m]e *ance t "y ,conwell happ5$ to be 9 ,new ,york on t day4 ,b be+ !re & le>n+ t ,abraham ,l9coln f ! ,we/ 0 go+ to make an address1 he w5t to he> him4 ,he tells h[ unc\?ly ,l9coln 0 dress$1 ev5 ) "o tr\s]s-leg high] ?an ! o!r1 & ( h[ awkw>d he 01 & ( h[ poorly1 at fir/1 he spoke & ) :at app>5t emb>rassm5t4 ,! *airman ( ! meet+ got ,l9coln a glass ( wat]1 & ,conwell ?\ght t x 0 f a p]sonal desire to help him & keep him f break+ d[n4 ,b he loves to tell h[ ,l9coln became a *ang$ man z he spoke2 h[ he seem$ to feel a%am$ ( 8 brief emb>rassm5t &1 pull+ himself toge!r & putt+ aside ! writt5 spee* :i* he _h prep>$1 spoke freely & p[]fully1 ) spl5did conviction1 z only a born orator speaks4 ,to ,conwell x 0 a trem5d\s exp]i5ce4 ,! second "t he saw ,l9coln 0 :5 he w5t to ,wa%+ton to plead = ! life ( "o ( 8 m5 :o _h be5 condemn$ to dea? = sleep+ on po/4 ,he 0 /ill b a capta9 78 promotion to a colonelcy 0 /ill to come71 a y\?1 & 0 aw$ by go+ into ! pres5ce ( ! man he wor%ip$4 ,& 8 voice trembles a little1 ev5 n[1 z he tells ( h[ pleasantly ,l9coln look$ up f 8 desk1 & h[ *e]fully he ask$ 8 bus9ess ) him1 & ( h[ absorb$ly ,l9coln !n li/5$ to 8 tale1 al?\gh1 s x appe>$1 he already knew ( ! ma9 outl9e4 ,x w be all "r1 said ,l9coln1 :5 ,conwell f9i%$4 ,b ,conwell 0 /ill fright5$4 ,he fe>$ t 9 ! multiplicity ( public matt]s ?is m]e matt] ( ! life ( a m\nta9 boy1 a private soldi]1 might be =gott5 till too late4 ,x is almo/ ! "t set-- he falt]$4 ,& ,conwell's voice almo/ breaks1 man ( emotion t he is1 z he tells ( h[ ,l9coln said1 ) /]n gravity3 ,g & telegraph t soldi]'s "m t ,abraham ,l9coln nev] sign$ a w>rant to %oot a boy "u tw5ty1 & nev] w4 ,t 0 ! "o & only "t t he spoke ) ,l9coln1 & x rema9s an indelible impression4 ,! ?ird "t he saw ,l9coln 0 :51 z (fic] ( ! day1 he /ood = h\rs beside ! dead body ( ! ,presid5t z x lay 9 /ate 9 ,wa%+ton4 ,9 ^? h\rs1 z he /ood rigidly z ! ?rong w5t %uffl+ sorr[fully ?r\gh1 an imm5se impression came to ,colonel ,conwell ( ! "w & wor? ( ! man :o !re lay dead1 & t impression has nev] dep>t$4 ,john ,br[n1 ,abraham ,l9coln1 old ,revolution>y ,lex+ton--h[ ,conwell's life is associat$ ) fam\s m5 & places6--& x 0 actually at ,lex+ton t he made ! crucial decision z to ! c\rse ( 8 life6 ,& x seems to me t x 01 al?\gh q unconsci\sly1 because ( ! v fact t x 0 ,lex+ton t ,conwell 0 influ5c$ to decide & to act z he did4 ,_h x be5 9 "s o!r k9d ( place1 "s m]ely ord9>y place1 "s q usual place1 he might n h tak5 ! important /ep4 ,b x 0 ,lex+ton1 x 0 brave old ,lex+ton1 inspir+ ,lex+ton2 & he 0 inspir$ by x1 = ! man :o himself inspires nobly is always ! "o :o is himself op5 to noble inspiration4 ,lex+ton inspir$ him4 ,:5 ,i 0 a lawy] 9 ,bo/on & almo/ ?irty-sev5 ye>s old1 he told me1 ?9k+ sl[ly back into ! ye>s1 ,i 0 consult$ by a woman :o ask$ my advice 9 reg>d to dispos+ ( a little *ur* 9 ,lex+ton ^: congregation _h become unable to support x4 ,i w5t out & look$ at ! place1 & ,i told h] h[ ! prop]ty c\ld be sold4 ,b x seem$ a pity to me t ! little *ur* %\ld be giv5 up4 ,h[ev]1 ,i advis$ a meet+ ( ! *ur* memb]s1 & ,i att5d$ ! meet+4 ,i put ! case to !m--x 0 only a h&ful ( m5 & wom5--& !re 0 sil5ce = a little4 ,!n an old man rose &1 9 a quav]+ voice1 said ! matt] 0 q cle>2 t !re evid5tly 0 no?+ to d b to sell1 & t he w\ld agree ) ! o!rs 9 ! necessity2 b z ! *ur* _h be5 8 *ur* home f boyhood1 s he quav]$ & quiv]$ on1 he begg$ t !y w\ld excuse him f actually tak+ "p 9 dispos+ ( x2 & 9 a deep sil5ce he w5t halt+ly f ! room4 ,! m5 & ! wom5 look$ at "o ano!r1 /ill sil5t1 sadly impress$1 b n kn[+ :at to d4 ,& ,i said to !m3 ',:y n />t ov] aga91 & g on ) ! *ur*1 aft] all6' ,typical ,conwellism1 t6 ,fir/1 ! impulse to help ^? :o ne$ help+1 !n ! inspiration & lead]%ip4 ',b ! build+ is entirely too tumble-d[n to use1' said "o ( ! m51 sadly2 & ,i knew he 0 "r1 = ,i _h exam9$ x2 b ,i said3 ',let u meet !re to-morr[ morn+ & get to "w on t build+ ourselves & put x 9 %ape = a s]vice next ,sunday4' ,x made !m seem s pleas$ & enc\rag$1 & s confid5t t a new possibility 0 op5+ t ,i nev] d\bt$ t ea* "o ( ^? pres5t & _m fri5ds besides1 w\ld be at ! build+ 9 ! morn+4 ,i 0 !re e>ly ) a hamm] & ax & cr[b> t ,i _h secur$1 ready to g to "w--b no "o else %[$ up6 ,he has a rueful appreciation ( ! humor ( x1 z he pictur$ ! sc5e2 & "o kn[s also t1 9 t little t[n ( ,lex+ton1 :]e ,am]icans _h s bravely fac$ ! impossible1 ,russell ,conwell also brac$ himself to face ! impossible4 ,a petti] man w\ld in/antly h giv5 up ! entire matt] :5 ^? :o 7 mo/ int]e/$ fail$ to respond1 b "o ( ! /ronge/ features 9 ,conwell's "* is 8 ability to draw ev5 d\bt]s & weakl+s into l9e1 8 ability to /ir ev5 ^? :o h giv5 up4 ,i look$ ov] t build+1 he goes on1 :imsically1 & ,i saw t repair really seem$ out ( ! "q4 ,no?+ b a new *ur* w\ld d6 ,s ,i took ! ax t ,i _h br\ght ) me & began *opp+ ! place d[n4 ,9 a little :ile a man1 n "o ( ! *ur* memb]s1 came along & he wat*$ me = a "t & said1 ',:at are y go+ to d !re8' ,& ,i in/antly repli$1 ',te> d[n ?is old build+ & build a new *ur* "h6' ,he look$ at me4 ',b ! p won't d t1' he said4 ',yes1 !y w1' ,i said1 *e]fully1 keep+ at my "w4 ,:]eupon he wat*$ me a few m9utes long] & said3 ',well1 y c put me d[n = "o hundr$ doll>s = ! new build+4 ,come up to my liv]y-/able & get x ?is ev5+4' ',all "r2 ,i'll surely be !re1' ,i repli$4 ,9 a little :ile ano!r man came along & /opp$ & look$1 & he r gib$ at ! idea ( a new *ur* & :5 ,i told him ( ! liv]y-/able man contribut+ "o hundr$ doll>s1 he said1 ',b y hav5't got ! money yet6' ',no1' ,i said2 'b ,i am go+ to get x to-night4' ',y'll nev] get x1' he said4 ',he's n t sort ( a man4 ,he's n ev5 a *ur* man6' ,b ,i j w5t quietly on ) ! "w1 )\t answ]+ & aft] q a :ile he left2 b he call$ back1 z he w5t (f1 ',well1 if he does give y t hundr$ doll>s1 come to me & ,i'll give y ano!r hundr$4' ,conwell smiles 9 g5ial rem9isc5ce & )\t any app>5t s5se t he is tell+ ( a great p]sonal triumph & goes on3 ,^? two m5 bo? paid ! money1 & ( c\rse ! *ur* p !mselves1 :o at fir/ _h n q und]/ood t ,i c\ld be 9 e>ne/1 jo9$ 9 & help$1 ) "w & money1 & z1 :ile ! new *ur* 0 build+1 x 0 peculi>ly important to get & keep ! congregation toge!r1 & z !y _h ceas$ to h a m9i/] ( _! own1 ,i us$ to run out f ,bo/on & prea* = !m1 9 a room we hir$4 ,& x 0 !re 9 ,lex+ton1 9 #ahgi1 t ,i det]m9$ to become a m9i/]4 ,i _h a good law practice1 b ,i det]m9$ to give x up4 ,= _m ye>s ,i _h felt m or less ( a call to ! m9i/ry1 & "h at l5g? 0 ! def9ite "t to beg94 ,week by week ,i prea*$ !re--h[ /range1 n[1 to ?9k ( ,william ,dean ,h[ells & ! colonel-prea*]6--& aft] a :ile ! *ur* 0 complet$1 & 9 t v *ur*1 !re 9 ,lex+ton1 ,i 0 orda9$ a m9i/]4 ,a m>vel\s ?+1 all ?is1 ev5 )\t consid]+ ! m>vel\s heights t ,conwell has s9ce atta9$--a m>vel\s ?+1 an a*ievem5t ( positive romance6 ,t little *ur* /ood = ,am]ican brav]y & initiative & self-sacrifice & romanticism 9 a way t well befitt$ good old ,lex+ton4 ,to leave a l>ge & ov]fl[+ law practice & take up ! m9i/ry at a sal>y ( six hundr$ doll>s a ye> seem$ to ! relatives ( ,conwell's wife ! extreme ( fooli%ness & !y did n hesitate s to express !mselves4 ,naturally en\gh1 !y did n h ,conwell's vision4 ,yet he himself 0 fair en\gh to realize & to admit t !re 0 a good deal ( fairness 9 _! objections2 & s he said to ! congregation t1 al?\gh he 0 q ready to come = ! six hundr$ doll>s a ye>1 he expect$ !m to d\ble 8 sal>y z soon z he d\bl$ ! *ur* memb]%ip4 ,?is seem$ to !m a good deal l a joke1 b !y answ]$ 9 p]fect e>ne/ness t !y w\ld be q will+ to d ! d\bl+ z soon z he did ! d\bl+1 & 9 less ?an a ye> ! sal>y 0 d\bl$ accord+ly4 ,i ask$ him if he _h f\nd x h>d to give up ! lucrative law = a poor m9i/ry1 & 8 reply gave a delightful impression ( 8 capacity = humor\s insight into human nature1 = he said1 ) a g5ial tw9kle3 ,oh yes1 x 0 a wr5*2 b !re is a sort ( romance ( self-sacrifice1 y "k4 ,i r suppose ! old-"t m>tyrs r enjoy$ !mselves 9 be+ m>tyrs6 ,conwell did n /ay v long 9 ,lex+ton4 ,a /ruggl+ little *ur* 9 ,philadelphia he>d ( :at he 0 do+1 & s an old deacon w5t up to see & he> him1 & an invitation 0 giv52 & z ! ,lex+ton *ur* seem$ to be prosp]\sly on its feet1 & ! ne$s ( ! ,philadelphia body ke5ly appeal$ to ,conwell's imag9ation1 a *ange 0 made1 & at a sal>y ( eight hundr$ doll>s a ye> he w5t1 9 #ahhb1 to ! little /ruggl+ ,philadelphia congregation1 & ( t congregation he is /ill pa/or--only1 x ceas$ to be a /ruggl+ congregation a great _m ye>s ago6 ,& long ago x began pay+ him m ?\s&s e ye> ?an at fir/ x gave him hundr$s4 ,dream] z ,conwell always is 9 connection ) 8 imm5se practicality1 & mov$ z he is by ! spiritual influ5ces ( life1 x is m ?an likely t n only did ,philadelphia's ne$ appeal1 b also ! fact t ,philadelphia1 z a city1 meant mu* to him1 =1 com+ ,nor?1 w\nd$ f a battle-field ( ! ,civil ,w>1 x 0 9 ,philadelphia t he 0 c>$ = until 8 heal? & /r5g? 7 recov]$4 ,?us x came t ,philadelphia _h e>ly become de> to him4 ,& "h is an excell5t example ( h[ dream+ great dreams may g h&-9-h& ) w9n+ sup]b results4 ,= t little /ruggl+ congregation n[ owns & occupies a great new *ur* build+ t seats m p ?an any o!r ,prote/ant *ur* 9 ,am]ica--& ,dr4 ,conwell fills x6 ,,iii ,,/ory ,,( ,,! ,,fifty-,,sev5 ,,c5ts ,at e po9t 9 ,conwell's life "o sees t he w9s ?r\gh 8 wond]ful p]sonal influ5ce on old & "y4 ,e /ep =w>d1 e triumph a*iev$1 comes n alone f 8 own en?usiasm1 b because ( 8 putt+ t en?usiasm into o!rs4 ,& :5 ,i le>n$ h[ x came ab\t t ! pres5t *ur* build+s 7 begun1 x 0 ano!r ( ^? m>vel\s tales ( fact t are /rang] ?an any imag9ation c\ld make !m4 ,& yet ! tale 0 s simple & sweet & sad & unpret5d+4 ,:5 ,dr4 ,conwell fir/ assum$ *>ge ( ! little congregation t l$ him to ,philadelphia x 0 really a little *ur* bo? 9 its numb]s & 9 ! size ( ! build+ t x occupi$1 b x quickly became s popul> "u 8 lead]%ip t ! *ur* s]vices & ,sunday-s*ool s]vices 7 alike s cr[d$ t !re 0 no room = all :o came1 & always !re 7 p turn$ f ! doors4 ,"o aft]noon a little girl1 :o _h eag]ly wi%$ to g1 turn$ back f ! ,sunday-s*ool door1 cry+ bitt]ly because !y _h told h] t !re 0 no m room4 ,b a tall1 black-hair$ man met h] & notic$ h] te>s &1 /opp+1 ask$ :y x 0 t %e 0 cry+1 & %e sobb+ly repli$ t x 0 because !y c\ld n let h] into ! ,sunday-s*ool4 ,i lift$ h] to my %\ld]1 says ,dr4 ,conwell1 9 tell+ ( ?is2 = aft] he>+ ! /ory else:]e ,i ask$ him to tell x to me himself1 = x seem$ almo/ too /range to be true4 ,i lift$ h] to my %\ld]--& "o realizes ! pretty sc5e x mu/ h made = ! little girl to g ?r\gh ! cr[d ( p1 dry+ h] te>s & rid+ pr\dly on ! %\ld]s ( ! k9dly1 tall1 d>k man6 ,i said to h] t ,i w\ld take h] 91 & ,i did s1 & ,i said to h] t we %\ld "s day h a room big en\gh = all :o %\ld come4 ,& :5 %e w5t home %e told h] p>5ts--,i only le>n$ ?is aft]w>d--t %e 0 go+ to save money to help build ! l>g] *ur* & ,sunday-s*ool t ,dr4 ,conwell want$6 ,h] p>5ts pleasantly humor$ h] 9 ! idea & let h] run err&s & d little tasks to e>n p5nies1 & %e began dropp+ ! p5nies into h] bank4 ,%e 0 a lovable little ?+--b 9 only a few weeks aft] t %e 0 tak5 sudd5ly ill & di$2 & at ! fun]al h] fa!r told me1 quietly1 ( h[ 8 little girl _h be5 sav+ money = a build+-fund4 ,& !re1 at ! fun]al1 he h&$ me :at %e _h sav$--j fifty-sev5 c5ts 9 p5nies4 ,dr4 ,conwell does n say h[ deeply he 0 mov$2 he is1 aft] all1 a man ( v few words z to 8 own emotions4 ,b a deep t5d]ness _h crept into 8 voice4 ,at a meet+ ( ! *ur* tru/ees ,i told ( ?is gift ( fifty-sev5 c5ts--! fir/ gift t[>d ! propos$ build+-fund ( ! new *ur* t 0 "s "t to exi/4 ,= until !n ! matt] _h b>ely be5 spok5 (1 z a new *ur* build+ _h be5 simply a possibility = ! future4 ,! tru/ees seem$ mu* impress$1 & x turn$ out t !y 7 f> m impress$ ?an ,i c\ld possibly h hop$1 = 9 a few days "o ( !m came to me & said t he ?\ght x w\ld be an excell5t idea to buy a lot on ,broad ,/reet--! v lot on :i* ! build+ n[ /&s4 ,x 0 *>act]i/ic ( ,dr4 ,conwell t he did n po9t out1 :at e "o :o kn[s him w\ld und]/&1 t x 0 8 own inspiration put into ! tru/ees :i* result$ 9 ?is quick & def9ite move on ! "p ( "o ( !m4 ,i talk$ ! matt] ov] ) ! own] ( ! prop]ty1 & told him ( ! beg9n+ ( ! fund1 ! /ory ( ! little girl4 ,! man 0 n "o ( our *ur*1 nor1 9 fact1 0 he a *ur*-go] at all1 b he li/5$ att5tively to ! tale ( ! fifty-sev5 c5ts & simply said he 0 q ready to g ahead & sell u t piece ( l& = t5 ?\s& doll>s1 tak+--& ! unexpect$ness ( ?is deeply t\*$ me--tak+ a fir/ paym5t ( j fifty-sev5 c5ts & lett+ ! entire balance /& on a five-p]-c5t4 mortgage6 ,& x seem$ to me t x w\ld be ! "r ?+ to accept ?is unexpect$ly lib]al proposition1 & ,i w5t ov] ! entire matt] on t basis ) ! tru/ees & "s ( ! o!r memb]s1 & all ! p 7 soon talk+ ( hav+ a new *ur*4 ,b x 0 n done 9 t way1 aft] all1 =1 f9e ?\gh t way w\ld h be51 !re 0 to be "o /ill f9]4 ,n long aft] my talk ) ! man :o own$ ! l&1 & 8 surpris+ly good-he>t$ proposition1 an ex*ange 0 arrang$ = me "o ev5+ ) a ,m\nt ,holly *ur*1 & my wife w5t ) me4 ,we came back late1 & x 0 cold & wet & mis]able1 b z we approa*$ our home we saw t x 0 all light$ f top to bottom1 & x 0 cle> t x 0 full ( p4 ,i said to my wife t !y seem$ to be hav+ a bett] "t ?an we _h _h1 & we w5t 91 curi\s to "k :at x 0 all ab\t4 ,& x turn$ out t our abs5ce _h be5 int5tionally arrang$1 & t ! *ur* p _h ga!r$ at our home to meet u on our return4 ,& ,i 0 utt]ly amaz$1 = ! spokesman told me t ! entire t5 ?\s& doll>s _h be5 rais$ & t ! l& = ! *ur* t ,i want$ 0 free ( debt4 ,& all _h come s quickly & directly f t de> little girl's fifty-sev5 c5ts4 ,doesn't x seem l a fairy tale6 ,b !n ?is man has all 8 life be5 mak+ fairy tales into realities4 ,he inspir$ ! *ild4 ,he inspir$ ! tru/ees4 ,he inspir$ ! own] ( ! l&4 ,he inspir$ ! p4 ,! build+ ( ! great *ur*--! ,temple ,bapti/ ,*ur*1 z x is t]m$--0 a great und]tak+ = ! congregation2 ev5 ?\gh x _h be5 swiftly gr[+ f ! day ( ,dr4 ,conwell's tak+ *>ge ( x1 x 0 some?+ f> ahead ( :at1 except 9 ! eyes ( an en?usia/1 !y c\ld possibly complete & pay = & support4 ,nor 0 x an easy task4 ,gr\nd 0 brok5 = ! build+ 9 #ahhi1 9 #ahia x 0 op5$ = wor%ip1 & !n came ye>s ( rais+ money to cle> x4 ,b x 0 long ago plac$ completely out ( debt1 & ) only a s+le l>ge subscription--"o ( t5 ?\s& doll>s--= ! *ur* is n 9 a weal?y neighborhood1 nor is ! congregation made up ( ! great & ri*4 ,! *ur* is built ( /one1 & its int]ior is a great amphi!at]4 ,special att5tion has be5 giv5 to fre% air & light2 !re is no?+ ( ! dim1 religi\s light t goes ) m$ieval *ur*l9ess4 ,beh9d ! pulpit are ti]s ( seats = ! great *orus *oir4 ,!re is a l>ge organ4 ,! build+ is peculi>ly adapt$ = he>+ & see+1 & if x is n1 /rictly speak+1 beautiful 9 itself1 x is beautiful :5 x is fill$ ) encircl+ r[s ( m5 & wom54 ,man ( feel+ t he is1 & "o :o appreciates ! importance ( symbols1 ,dr4 ,conwell _h a he>t ( olive-wood built into ! front ( ! pulpit1 = ! wood 0 f an olive-tree 9 ! ,g>d5 ( ,ge?semane4 ,& ! amb]-color$ tiles 9 ! inn] walls ( ! *ur* be>1 "u ! glaze1 ! names ( ?\s&s ( 8 p2 = e "o1 "y or old1 :o help$ 9 ! build+1 ev5 to ! giv+ ( a s+le doll>1 has 8 "n inscrib$ !re4 ,= ,dr4 ,conwell wi%$ to %[ t x is n only ! h\se ( ! ,"l1 b also1 9 a ke5ly p]sonal s5se1 ! h\se ( ^? :o built x4 ,! *ur* has a possible seat+ capacity ( #d1bjj1 al?\gh only #c1ace *airs h be5 put 9 x1 = x has be5 ! desire n to cr[d ! space ne$lessly4 ,!re is also a great room = ! ,sunday-s*ool1 & ext5sive rooms = ! "y m5's association1 ! "y wom5's association1 & = a kit*51 = executive (fices1 = meet+-places = *ur* (fic]s & bo>ds & committees4 ,x is a spaci\s & practical & complete *ur* home1 & ! p feel at home !re4 ,y see aga91 said ,dr4 ,conwell1 mus+ly1 ! advantage ( aim+ at big ?+s4 ,t build+ repres5ts #aji1jjj above gr\nd4 ,x is free f debt4 ,_h we built a small *ur*1 x w\ld n[ be heavily mortgag$4 ,,iv ,,8 ,,p[] ,,z ,,orator ,,& ,,prea*] ,ev5 z a "y man ,conwell won local fame z an orator4 ,at ! outbreak ( ! ,civil ,w> he began mak+ patriotic spee*es t ga9$ enli/m5ts4 ,aft] go+ to ! front he 0 s5t back home = a "t1 on furl\gh1 to make m spee*es to draw m recruits1 = 8 spee*es 7 s p]suasive1 s p[]ful1 s full ( homely & patriotic feel+1 t ! m5 :o he>d !m ?rong$ into ! ranks4 ,& z a prea*] he uses p]suasion1 p[]1 simple & homely eloqu5ce1 to draw m5 to ! ranks ( ,*ri/ianity4 ,he is an orator born1 & has develop$ ?is inborn p[] by ! h>de/ ( /udy & ?\ght & practice4 ,he is "o ( ^? r>e m5 :o always seize & hold ! att5tion4 ,:5 he speaks1 m5 li/54 ,x is quality1 temp]am5t1 control--! ^w is immat]ial1 b ! fact is v mat]ial inde$4 ,"s qu>t] ( a c5tury ago ,conwell publi%$ a little book = /ud5ts on ! /udy & practice ( oratory4 ,t cle>-cut articulation is ! *>m ( eloqu5ce is "o ( 8 insi/$-^u /atem5ts1 & x well illu/rates ! lifelong practice ( ! man himself1 = e ^w z he talks c be he>d 9 e "p ( a l>ge build+1 yet always he speaks )\t app>5t ef=t4 ,he avoids elocution4 ,8 voice is s(t-pit*$ & nev] breaks1 ev5 n[ :5 he is ov] sev5ty1 because1 s he expla9s x1 he always speaks 9 8 natural voice4 ,!re is nev] a /ra9+ aft] effect4 ,a speak] mu/ possess a l>ge-he>t$ reg>d = ! welf>e ( 8 audi5ce1 he writes1 & "h aga9 we see ,conwell expla9+ ,conwellism4 ,en?usiasm invites en?usiasm1 is ano!r ( 8 po9ts ( importance2 & "o und]/&s t x is by delib]ate purpose1 & n by *ance1 t he tries ) su* trem5d\s ef=t to put en?usiasm into 8 he>]s ) e s]mon & e lecture t he deliv]s4 ,x is easy to raise a laugh1 b dang]\s1 = x is ! greate/ te/ ( an orator's control ( 8 audi5ce to be able to l& !m aga9 on ! solid e>? ( sob] ?9k+4 ,i h kn[n him at ! v end ( a s]mon h a ripple ( laught] sweep freely ov] ! entire congregation1 & !n 9 a mom5t he has e individual "u 8 control1 li/5+ sob]ly to 8 words4 ,he nev] fe>s to use humor1 & x is always v simple & obvi\s & effective4 ,) him ev5 a v simple pun may be us$1 n only )\t tak+ away f ! /r5g? ( :at he is say+1 b ) a vivid increase ( impressiv5ess4 ,& :5 he says some?+ funny x is 9 su* a delightful & confid5tial way1 ) su* a g5ial1 quiet1 infecti\s humor\sness1 t 8 audi5ce is captivat$4 ,& !y nev] ?9k t he is tell+ some?+ funny ( 8 own2 x seems1 su* is ! skill ( ! man1 t he is j lett+ !m "k ( some?+ humor\s t !y are to enjoy ) him4 ,be absolutely tru?ful & scrupul\sly cle>1 he writes2 & ) delightfully t]se common s5se1 he says1 ,use illu/rations t illu/rate--& nev] did an orator live up to ?is injunction m ?an does ,conwell himself4 ,no?+ is m surpris+1 no?+ is m int]e/+1 ?an ! way 9 :i* he makes use z illu/rations ( ! impressions & incid5ts ( 8 long & v>i$ life1 &1 :atev] x is1 x has direct & in/ant be>+ on ! progress ( 8 disc\rse4 ,he w ref] to some?+ t he he>d a *ild say 9 a tra9 ye/]day2 9 a few m9utes he w speak ( some?+ t he saw or "s "o :om he met la/ mon?1 or la/ ye>1 or t5 ye>s ago--9 ,ohio1 9 ,cali=nia1 9 ,london1 9 ,p>is1 9 ,new ,york1 9 ,bombay2 & ea* memory1 ea* illu/ration1 is a hamm] ) :i* he drives home a tru?4 ,! va/ numb] ( places he has visit$ & p he has met1 ! inf9ite v>iety ( ?+s 8 obs]vant eyes h se51 give him 8 ceaseless fl[ ( illu/rations1 & 8 memory & 8 skill make admirable use ( !m4 ,x is seldom t he uses an illu/ration f :at he has read2 ev]y?+ is1 *>act]i/ically1 8 own4 ,h5ry ,m4 ,/anley1 :o knew him well1 ref]r$ to him z t d\ble-sight$ ,yankee1 :o c\ld see at a glance all !re is & all !re ev] 04 ,& nev] 0 !re a man :o s supplem5ts ) p]sonal rem9isc5ce ! place or ! p]son t has figur$ 9 ! illu/ration4 ,:5 he illu/rates ) ! /ory ( ! discov]y ( ,cali=nia gold at ,sutt]'s he almo/ p>5!tically rem>ks1 ,i deliv]$ ?is lecture on t v spot a few ye>s ago2 t is1 9 ! t[n t arose on t v spot4 ,& :5 he illu/rates by ! /ory ( ! inv5tion ( ! sew+-ma*9e1 he adds3 ,i suppose t if any ( y 7 ask$ :o 0 ! inv5tor ( ! sew+-ma*9e1 y w\ld say t x 0 ,elias ,h[e4 ,b t w\ld be a mi/ake4 ,i 0 ) ,elias ,h[e 9 ! ,civil ,w>1 & he (t5 us$ to tell me h[ he _h tri$ = f\rte5 ye>s to inv5t ! sew+-ma*9e & t !n 8 wife1 feel+ t some?+ really _h to be done1 inv5t$ x 9 a c\ple ( h\rs4 ,li/5+ to him1 y beg9 to feel 9 t\* ) ev]ybody & ev]y?+1 & 9 a fri5dly & intimate way4 ,always1 :e!r 9 ! pulpit or on ! plat=m1 z 9 private conv]sation1 !re is an absolute simplicity ab\t ! man & 8 words2 a simplicity1 an e>ne/ness1 a complete hone/y4 ,& :5 he sets d[n1 9 8 book on oratory1 ,a man has no "r to use words c>elessly1 he /&s = t respect = ^w-craftsman%ip t e successful speak] or writ] mu/ feel4 ,be int5sely 9 e>ne/1 he writes2 & 9 writ+ ?is he sets d[n a prime pr9ciple n only ( 8 oratory1 b ( 8 life4 ,a "y m9i/] told me t ,dr4 ,conwell once said to him1 ) deep feel+1 ,always rememb]1 z y prea*1 t y are /riv+ to save at lea/ "o s\l ) e s]mon4 ,& to "o ( 8 close fri5ds ,dr4 ,conwell said1 9 "o ( 8 self-reveal+ conv]sations3 ,i feel1 :5ev] ,i prea*1 t !re is always "o p]son 9 ! congregation to :om1 9 all probability1 ,i %all nev] prea* aga91 & !re=e ,i feel t ,i mu/ ex]t my utmo/ p[] 9 t la/ *ance4 ,& 9 ?is1 ev5 if ?is 7 all1 "o sees :y ea* ( 8 s]mons is s impressive1 & :y 8 en]gy nev] lags4 ,always1 ) him1 is ! feel+ t he is 9 ! _w to d all ! good he c possibly d2 n a mom5t1 n an opportunity1 mu/ be lo/4 ,! mom5t he rises & /eps to ! front ( 8 pulpit he has ! att5tion ( e "o 9 ! build+1 & ?is att5tion he closely holds till he is ?r\gh4 ,yet x is nev] by a /rik+ ef=t t att5tion is ga9$1 except 9 s f> t 8 utt] simplicity is /rik+4 ,i want to prea* s simply t y w n ?9k x prea*+1 b j t y are li/5+ to a fri5d1 ,i rememb] 8 say+1 "o ,sunday morn+1 z he began 8 s]mon2 & !n he w5t on j z simply z su* homely1 k9dly1 fri5dly words promis$4 ,& h[ effectively6 ,he believes t ev]y?+ %\ld be s put z to be und]/ood by all1 & ?is belief he applies n only to 8 prea*+1 b to ! read+ ( ! ,bible1 ^: descriptions he n only visualizes to himself1 b makes vividly cle> to 8 he>]s2 & ?is (t5 makes = fasc9ation 9 result4 ,= example1 he is read+ ! t5? *apt] ( ,i ,samuel1 & beg9s1 ',?\ %alt meet a company ( prophets4' ',s+]s1' x %\ld be translat$1 he puts 91 lift+ 8 eyes f ! page & look+ out ov] 8 p4 ,!n he goes on1 tak+ ?is *ange z a matt] ( c\rse1 ',?\ %alt meet a company ( s+]s com+ d[n f ! high place--' ,:]eupon he aga9 int]rupts himself1 & 9 an irresi/ible explanatory aside1 :i* in/antly raises ! desir$ picture 9 ! m9d ( e "o1 he says3 ,t means1 f ! little old *ur* on ! hill1 y "k4 ,& h[ pla9 & cle> & real & int]e/+--mo/ ( all1 int]e/+--x is f ?is mom5t6 ,ano!r man w\ld h left x t prophets 7 com+ d[n f a high place1 :i* w\ld n h seem$ at all alive or natural1 & "h1 sudd5ly1 ,conwell has fla%$ 8 picture ( ! s+]s com+ d[n f ! little old *ur* on ! hill6 ,!re is magic 9 do+ t sort ( ?+4 ,& he goes on1 n[ read+3 ',?\ %alt meet a company ( s+]s com+ d[n f ! little old *ur* on ! hill1 ) a psalt]y1 & a tabret1 & a pipe1 & a h>p1 & !y %all s+4' ,music is "o ( ,conwell's /ronge/ aids4 ,he s+s himself2 s+s z if he likes to s+1 & (t5 f9ds himself lead+ ! s++--usually s1 inde$1 at ! pray]-meet+s1 & (t51 9 effect1 at ! *ur* s]vices4 ,i rememb] at "o *ur* s]vice t ! *oir-lead] 0 /&+ 9 front ( ! mass$ *oir o/5sibly lead+ ! s++1 b t ,conwell himself1 /&+ at ! re> ( ! pulpit plat=m1 ) 8 eyes on 8 hymn-book1 sil5tly sway+ a little ) ! music & unconsci\sly beat+ "t z he sway$1 0 j z unconsci\sly ! real lead]1 = x 0 he :om ! congregation 7 wat*+ & ) him t !y 7 keep+ "t6 ,he nev] suspect$ x2 he 0 m]ely ?9k+ along ) ! music2 & !re 0 su* a look ( contagi\s happ9ess on 8 face z made e "o 9 ! build+ simil>ly happy4 ,= he possesses a my/]i\s faculty ( imbu+ o!rs ) 8 own happ9ess4 ,n only s+]s1 b ! mod]n equival5t ( psalt]y & tabret & cymbals1 all h _! place 9 ,dr4 ,conwell's s*eme ( *ur* s]vice2 = !re may be a piano1 & !re may ev5 be a trombone1 & !re is a great organ to help ! voices1 & at times !re are *im+ bells4 ,8 musical ta/e seems to t5d t[>d ! ?und]\s--or p]haps x is only t he kn[s !re are times :5 p l to he> ! ?und]\s & are mov$ by x4 ,& h[ ! *oir !mselves l x6 ,!y occupy a great curv+ space beh9d ! pulpit1 & put _! he>ts into song4 ,& z ! congregation disp]se & ! *oir filt] d[n1 sometimes !y are /ill s++ & "s ( !m cont9ue to s+ z !y g sl[ly out t[>d ! doors4 ,!y are happy--,conwell himself is happy--all ! congregation are happy4 ,he makes ev]ybody feel happy 9 com+ to *ur*2 he makes ! *ur* attractive j z ,h[ells 0 s long ago told t he did 9 ,lex+ton4 ,& !re is some?+ m ?an happ9ess2 !re is a s5se ( ease1 ( com=t1 ( g5]al joy1 t is q unmi/akable4 ,!re is no?+ ( /iffness or con/ra9t4 ,& ) x all !re is full rev]5ce4 ,x is no wond] t he is accu/om$ to fill e seat ( ! great build+4 ,8 ge/ures are usually v simple4 ,n[ & !n1 :5 he works up to emphasis1 he /rikes "o fi/ 9 ! palm ( ! o!r h&4 ,:5 he is ?r\gh y d n rememb] t he has made any ge/ures at all1 b ! s\nd ( 8 voice rema9s ) y1 & ! look ( 8 wond]ful eyes4 ,& ?\gh he is pa/ ! ?reescore ye>s & t51 he looks out ov] 8 p ) eyes t /ill h ! v]itable look ( y\?4 ,l all great m51 he n only does big ?+s1 b keeps 9 t\* ) myriad details4 ,:5 8 assi/ant1 ann\nc+ ! fun]al ( an old memb]1 hesitates ab\t ! /reet & numb] & says t !y c be f\nd 9 ! telephone directory1 ,dr4 ,conwell's deep voice breaks quietly 9 )1 ,su* a numb] giv+ x1 ,dauph9 ,/reet--quietly1 & 9 a l[ tone1 yet e "o 9 ! *ur* he>s di/9ctly e syllable ( t l[ voice4 ,8 fund ( p]sonal anecdote1 or p]sonal rem9isc5ce1 is con/ant & illu/rative 9 8 prea*+1 j z x is :5 he lectures1 & ! rem9isc5ces sweep ?r\gh _m ye>s1 & at times are really />tl+ 9 ! vivid & homelike pictures !y pres5t ( ! fam\s folk ( ! pa/ t he knew4 ,"o ,sunday ev5+ he made an almo/ casual ref]5ce to ! "t :5 he fir/ met ,g>field1 !n a c&idate = ! ,presid5cy4 ,i ask$ ,major ,mc,kinley1 :om ,i _h met 9 ,wa%+ton1 & ^: home 0 9 nor!rn ,ohio1 z 0 t ( ,mr4 ,g>field1 to g ) me to ,mr4 ,g>field's home & introduce me4 ,:5 we got !re1 a neighbor _h to f9d him4 ',jim6 ,jim6' he call$4 ,y see1 ,g>field 0 j pla9 ,jim to 8 old neighbors4 ,x's h>d to recognize a h]o ov] y\r back f5ce6 ,he paus$ a mom5t = ! appreciative ripple to subside1 & w5t on3 ,we ?ree talk$ !re toge!r--:at a r>e talk+ t mu/ h be5--,mc,kinley1 ,g>field1 & ,conwell--we talk$ toge!r1 & aft] a :ile we got to ! subject ( hymns1 & ^? two great m5 bo? told me h[ deeply !y lov$ ! old hymn1 ',! ,old-,"t ,religion4' ,g>field especially lov$ x1 s he told u1 because ! good old man :o br\ght him up z a boy & to :om he ow$ su* gratitude1 us$ to s+ x at ! pa/ure b>s outside ( ! boy's w9d[ e morn+1 & "y ,jim knew1 :5ev] he he>d t old tune1 t x meant x 0 "t = him to get up4 ,he said t he _h he>d ! be/ conc]ts & ! f9e/ op]as 9 ! _w1 b _h nev] he>d any?+ he lov$ z he /ill lov$ ',! ,old-,"t ,religion4' ,i =get :at reason !re 0 = ,mc,kinley's especially lik+ x1 b he1 z did ,g>field1 lik$ x imm5sely4 ,:at foll[$ 0 a /rik+ example ( ,conwell's int5tness on los+ no *ance to fix an impression on 8 he>]s' m9ds1 & at ! same "t x 0 a really a/oni%+ pro( ( 8 p[] to move & sway4 ,= a new expression came ov] 8 face1 & he said1 z if ! idea _h only at t mom5t occurr$ to him--z x mo/ probably _h--,i ?9k x's 9 our hymnal6 ,& 9 a mom5t he ann\nc$ ! numb]1 & ! great organ /ruck up1 & e p]son 9 ! great *ur*--e man1 woman1 & *ild--jo9$ 9 ! sw++ rhy?m ( v]se aft] v]se1 z if !y c\ld nev] tire1 ( ,! ,old-,"t ,religion4 ,x is a simple melody--b>ely m ?an a s+le l9e ( almo/ monotone music3 ,x 0 good en\gh = "m & x's good en\gh = me6 ,x 0 good 9 ! fi]y furnace & x's good en\gh = me6 ,?us x w5t on1 ) nev]-we>y+ it]ation1 & ea* "t ) ! refra91 m & m rhy?mic & sway+3 ,! old-"t religion1 ,! old-"t religion1 ,! old-"t religion-- ,x's good en\gh = me6 ,t x 0 good = ! ,hebrew *ildr51 t x 0 good = ,paul & ,silas1 t x w help y :5 y're dy+1 t x w %[ ! way to heav5--all ^! & /ill o!r l9es 7 sung1 ) a sort ( wail+ s(tness1 a curi\s monotone1 a dep? ( e>ne/ness4 ,& ! man :o _h work$ ?is miracle ( control by evok+ out ( ! pa/ 8 memory ( a meet+ ) two ( ! vani%$ great ones ( ! e>?1 /ood be=e 8 p1 lead+ !m1 s++ ) !m1 8 eyes agl[ ) an inw>d light4 ,8 magic _h sudd5ly set !m into ! _s ( ! old camp-meet+ days1 ! days ( pione]+ & h>d%ip1 :5 religion meant s mu* to ev]ybody1 & ev5 ^? :o knew no?+ ( su* ?+s felt !m1 ev5 if b vaguely4 ,e he>t 0 mov$ & t\*$1 & t old tune w s+ 9 ! memory ( all :o ?us he>d x & sung x z long z !y live4 ,v ,,gift ,,= ,,inspir+ ,,o!rs ,! con/ant e>ne/ness ( ,conwell1 8 desire to let no *ance slip by ( help+ a fell[-man1 puts (t5 into 8 voice1 :5 he prea*es1 a note ( eag]ness1 ( anxiety4 ,b :5 he prays1 :5 he turns to ,god1 8 mann] und]goes a subtle & unconsci\s *ange4 ,a load has slipp$ (f 8 %\ld]s & has be5 assum$ by a high] p[]4 ,into 8 be>+1 dignifi$ ?\gh x 01 !re comes an unconsci\s increase ( ! dignity4 ,into 8 voice1 firm z x 0 be=e1 !re comes a deep] note ( firmness4 ,he is apt to fl+ 8 arms widespread z he prays1 9 a f9e ge/ure t he nev] uses at o!r times1 & he looks upw>d ) ! dignity ( a man :o1 talk+ to a high] be+1 is pr\d ( be+ a fri5d & confidant4 ,"o does n ne$ to be a ,*ri/ian to appreciate ! beauty & f95ess ( ,conwell's pray]s4 ,he is likely at any "t to d ! unexpect$1 & he is s great a man & has su* control t :atev] he does seems to ev]ybody a p]fectly natural ?+4 ,8 s9c]ity is s evid5t1 & :atev] he does is done s simply & naturally1 t x is j a matt] ( c\rse4 ,i rememb]1 dur+ "o *ur* s]vice1 :ile ! s++ 0 go+ on1 t he sudd5ly rose f 8 *air &1 kneel+ beside x1 on ! op5 pulpit1 ) 8 back to ! congregation1 rema9$ 9 t po/ure = sev]al m9utes4 ,no "o ?\ght x /range4 ,i 0 likely en\gh ! only "o :o notic$ x4 ,8 p are us$ to 8 s9c]ities4 ,& ?is "t x 0 m]ely t he _h a few words to say quietly to ,god & turn$ aside = a few mom5ts to say !m4 ,8 e>ne/ness ( belief 9 pray] makes him a firm believ] 9 answ]s to pray]1 &1 9 fact1 to :at may be t]m$ ! direct int]position ( ,provid5ce4 ,d\btless ! my/ic /ra9 inh]it$ f 8 "m has also mu* to d ) ?is4 ,he has a typically homely way ( express+ x by "o ( 8 favorite maxims1 "o t he loves to repeat enc\rag+ly to fri5ds :o are 9 difficulties !mselves or :o "k ( ! difficulties t are 82 & ?is he>t5+ maxim is1 ,tru/ 9 ,god & d ! next ?+4 ,at "o "t 9 ! e>ly days ( 8 *ur* "w 9 ,philadelphia a paym5t ( a ?\s& doll>s 0 absolutely ne$$ to prev5t a law-suit 9 reg>d to a debt = ! *ur* organ4 ,9 fact1 x 0 worse ?an a debt2 x 0 a note sign$ by himself p]sonally1 t _h become due--he 0 always ready to assume p]sonal liability = debts ( 8 *ur*--& failure to meet ! note w\ld mean a measure ( disgrace z well z m>k$ *ur* disc\ragem5t4 ,he _h tri$ all ! s\rces t seem$ op5 to him1 b 9 va94 ,he c\ld n op5ly appeal to ! *ur* memb]s1 9 ?is case1 = x 0 9 ! e>ly days ( 8 pa/orate1 & 8 zeal = ! organ1 8 desire & det]m9ation to h x1 z a necess>y "p ( *ur* equipm5t1 _h outrun ! judgm5t ( "s ( 8 be/ fri5ds1 includ+ t ( ! deacon :o _h gone to ,massa*usetts = him4 ,!y _h urg$ a delay till o!r exp5ses 7 met1 & he _h act$ aga9/ _! advice4 ,he _h tri$ su* fri5ds z he c\ld1 & he _h tri$ pray]4 ,b !re 0 no sign ( aid1 :e!r sup]natural or natural4 ,& !n1 lit]ally on ! v day on :i* ! hold] ( ! note 0 to beg9 proce$+s aga9/ him1 a *eck = precisely ! ne$$ "o ?\s& doll>s came to him1 by mail1 f a man 9 ! ,we/--a man :o 0 a total /rang] to him4 ,x turn$ out t ! man's si/]1 :o 0 "o ( ! ,temple memb]%ip1 _h writt5 to h] bro!r ( ,dr4 ,conwell's "w4 ,%e knew no?+ ( any special ne$ = money1 knew no?+ :atev] ( any note or ( ! dem& = a ?\s& doll>s2 %e m]ely outl9$ to h] bro!r :at ,dr4 ,conwell 0 accompli%+1 & ) su* en?usiasm t ! bro!r at once s5t ! opportune *eck4 ,at a lat] "t ! sum ( t5 ?\s& doll>s 0 importunately ne$$4 ,x 0 due1 paym5t _h be5 promis$4 ,x 0 = "s ( ! con/ruction "w ( ! ,temple ,univ]sity build+s4 ,! la/ day _h come1 & ,conwell & ! v few :o knew ( ! em]g5cy 7 9 ! dep?s ( gloom4 ,x 0 too l>ge a sum to ask ! *ur* p to make up1 = !y 7 n ri* & !y _h already be5 giv+ spl5didly1 ( _! sl5d] means1 = ! *ur* & !n = ! univ]sity4 ,!re 0 no ri* man to turn to2 ! m5 fam\s = enorm\s *>itable gifts h nev] let !mselves be int]e/$ 9 any ( ! "w ( ,russell ,conwell4 ,x w\ld be unk9d & gratuit\s to sugge/ t x has be5 because _! names c\ld n be p]sonally atta*$1 or because ! "w is ( an unpret5ti\s k9d among unpret5ti\s p2 x ne$ m]ely be said t nei!r !y nor _! ag5ts h c>$ to aid1 except t "o ( ! v ri*e/1 ^: "n is ! mo/ di/+ui%$ 9 ! entire _w z a giv]1 did once1 9 response to a /rong p]sonal application1 give ?irty-five hundr$ doll>s1 ?is be+ ! ext5t ( ! association ( ! weal?y ) any ( ! v>i$ ,conwell "w4 ,s :5 x 0 absolutely necess>y to h t5 ?\s& doll>s ! possibilities ( money _h be5 exhau/$1 :e!r f congregation or individuals4 ,russell ,conwell1 9 spite ( 8 sup]b optimism1 is also a man ( deep depressions1 & ?is is because ( ! v fire & f]vor ( 8 nature1 = always 9 su* a nature !re is a balanc+4 ,he believes 9 success2 success mu/ come6--success is 9 itself almo/ a religion ) him--success = himself & = all ! _w :o w try = x6 ,b !re are times :5 he is sad & d\btful ov] "s p>ticul> possibility4 ,& he int5sely believes 9 pray]--fai? c move m\nta9s2 b always he believes t x is bett] n to wait = ! m\nta9s ?us to be mov$1 b to g "r out & get to "w at mov+ !m4 ,& once 9 a :ile !re comes a "t :5 ! m\nta9 looms too ?reat5+1 ev5 aft] ! brave/ ef=ts & ! deepe/ tru/4 ,su* a "t _h come--! t5-?\s&-doll> debt 0 a loom+ m\nta9 t he _h tri$ 9 va9 to move4 ,he c\ld /ill pray1 & he did1 b x 0 "o ( ! times :5 he c\ld only ?9k t some?+ _h gone wrong4 ,! dean ( ! univ]sity1 :o has be5 closely 9 t\* ) all 8 "w = _m ye>s1 told me ( h[1 9 a disc\ragem5t :i* 0 ! m notable ?r\gh contra/ ) 8 usual unfail+ c\rage1 he left ! executive (fices = 8 home1 a c\ple ( blocks away4 ,he w5t away ) ev]y?+ look+ d>k be=e him4 ,x 0 ,*ri/mas-"t1 b ! v fact ( its be+ ,*ri/mas only add$ to 8 depression--,*ri/mas 0 su* an unnatural "t = unhapp9ess6 ,b 9 a few m9utes he came fly+ back1 radiant1 ov]joy$1 sp>kl+ ) happ9ess1 wav+ a slip ( pap] 9 8 h& :i* 0 a *eck = precisely t5 ?\s& doll>s6 ,= he _h j drawn x out ( an envelope h&$ to him1 z he rea*$ home1 by ! mail-c>ri]4 ,& x _h come s /rangely & s naturally6 ,= ! *eck 0 f a woman :o 0 pr(\ndly int]e/$ 9 8 "w1 & :o _h s5t ! *eck kn[+ t 9 a g5]al way x 0 ne$$1 b )\t ! lea/ idea t !re 0 any imm$iate ne$4 ,t 0 eight or n9e ye>s ago1 b al?\gh ! donor 0 told at ! "t t ,dr4 ,conwell & all ( u 7 mo/ grateful = ! gift1 x 0 n until v rec5tly t %e 0 told h[ opportune x 04 ,& ! *ange x made 9 ,dr4 ,conwell6 ,he is a great man = maxims1 & all ( u :o are associat$ ) him "k t "o ( 8 favorites is t ',x w all come out "r "s "t6' ,& ( c\rse we _h a r>e opportunity to tell him t he ought nev] to be disc\rag$4 ,& x is s seldom t he is6 ,:5 ! big new *ur* 0 build+ ! memb]s ( ! *ur* 7 vaguely di/urb$ by notic+1 :5 ! /ructure rea*$ ! second /ory1 t at t height1 on ! side t[>d ! vacant & unb\ght l& adjo9+1 !re 7 sev]al doors built t op5$ lit]ally into no?+ b space6 ,:5 ask$ ab\t ^! doors & _! purpose1 ,dr4 ,conwell w\ld make "s casual reply1 g5]ally to ! effect t !y might be excell5t z fire-escapes4 ,to no "o1 = q a :ile1 did he broa* ev5 a h9t ( ! great plan t 0 see?+ 9 8 m9d1 :i* 0 t ! build+s ( a univ]sity 7 "s day to /& on t l& imm$iately adjo9+ ! *ur*6 ,at t "t ! univ]sity1 ! ,temple ,univ]sity z x is n[ call$1 0 n ev5 a college1 al?\gh x 0 probably call$ a college4 ,conwell _h organiz$ x1 & x consi/$ ( a numb] ( classes & tea*]s1 meet+ 9 highly inadequate qu>t]s 9 two little h\ses4 ,b ! imag9ation ( ,conwell e>ly pictur$ great new build+s ) accommodations = ?\s&s6 ,9 "t ! dream 0 realiz$1 ! imag9ation became a fact1 & n[ ^? second-floor doors actually op5 f ! ,temple ,*ur* into ! ,temple ,univ]sity6 ,y see1 he always ?9ks big6 ,he dreams big dreams & w9s big success4 ,all 8 life he has talk$ & prea*$ success1 & x is a real & v practical belief ) him t x is j z easy to d a l>ge ?+ z a small "o1 &1 9 fact1 a little easi]6 ,& s he naturally does n see :y "o %\ld be satisfi$ ) ! small ?+s ( life4 ,if y\r rooms are big ! p w come & fill !m1 he likes to say4 ,! same ef=t t w9s a small success w\ld1 rightly direct$1 h won a great success4 ,?9k big ?+s & !n d !m6 ,mo/ favorite ( all maxims ) ?is man ( maxims1 is ,let ,pati5ce h h] p]fect "w4 ,ov] & ov] he loves to say x1 & 8 fri5ds laugh ab\t 8 love = x1 & he kn[s t !y d & laughs ab\t x himself4 ,i tire !m all1 he says1 = !y he> me say x e day4 ,b he says x e day because x means s mu* to him4 ,x /&s1 9 8 m9d1 z a con/ant w>n+ aga9/ ang] or impati5ce or ov]-ha/e--faults to :i* 8 impetu\s temp]am5t is prone1 ?\gh few h ev] se5 him ei!r angry or impati5t or ha/y1 s well does he ex]cise self-control4 ,^? :o h long kn[n him well h said to me t !y h nev] he>d him c5sure any "o2 t 8 =be>ance & k9dness are wond]ful4 ,he is a s5sitive man b5ea? 8 composure2 he has suff]$1 & ke5ly1 :5 he has be5 unju/ly attack$2 he feels pa9 ( t sort = a long "t1 too1 = ev5 ! pass+ ( ye>s does n entirely dead5 x4 ,:5 ,i h be5 hurt1 or :5 ,i h talk$ ) annoy+ cranks1 ,i h tri$ to let ,pati5ce h h] p]fect "w1 = ^? v p1 if y h pati5ce ) !m1 may aft]w>d be ( help4 ,& he w5t on to talk a little ( 8 e>ly ye>s 9 ,philadelphia1 & he said1 ) sadness1 t x _h pa9$ him to meet ) opposition1 & t x _h ev5 come f m9i/]s ( 8 own d5om9ation1 = he _h be5 s misund]/ood & misjudg$2 b1 he add$1 ! mom5t>y somb]ness lift+1 ev5 8 bitt] enemies _h be5 won ov] ) pati5ce4 ,i c\ld und]/& a good deal ( :at he meant1 = "o ( ! ,bapti/ m9i/]s ( ,philadelphia _h said to me1 ) "s %ame1 t at fir/ x us$ actually to be ! case t :5 ,dr4 ,conwell w\ld ent] "o ( ! regul> m9i/]s' meet+s1 all w\ld hold alo(1 n a s+le "o /epp+ =w>d to meet or greet him4 ,& x 0 all ?r\gh our jeal\sy ( 8 success1 said ! m9i/]1 vehem5tly4 ,he came to ?is city a /rang]1 & he won in/ant popul>ity1 & we c\ldn't /& x1 & s we p\nc$ ^u ?+s t he did t 7 altoge!r unimportant4 ,! re/ ( u 7 s jeal\s ( 8 w9n+ ?rongs t we c\ldn't see ! good 9 him4 ,& x hurt ,dr4 ,conwell s mu* t = t5 ye>s he did n come to our conf]5ces4 ,b all ?is 0 *ang$ long ago4 ,n[ no m9i/] is s welcom$ z he is1 & ,i don't believe t !re ev] has be5 a s+le "t s9ce he />t$ com+ aga9 t he hasn't be5 ask$ to say some?+ to u4 ,we got ov] our jeal\sy long ago & we all love him4 ,nor is x only t ! cl]gym5 ( 8 own d5om9ation admire him1 = n long ago1 su* hav+ be5 ,dr4 ,conwell's triumph 9 ! city ( 8 adoption1 ! rector ( ! mo/ p[]ful & ari/ocratic *ur* 9 ,philadelphia volunt>ily paid l(ty tribute to 8 aims & ability1 8 "w & 8 p]sonal wor?4 ,he is an inspiration to 8 bro!rs 9 ! m9i/ry ( ,jesus ,*ri/1 s ?is ,episcopalian rector wrote4 ,he is a fri5d to all t is good1 a foe to all t is evil1 a /r5g? to ! weak1 a com=t] to ! sorr[+1 a man ( ,god4 ,^! words come f ! he>t ( "o :o loves1 honors1 & rev]5ces him = 8 "* & 8 de$s4 ,dr4 ,conwell did "s beautiful & unusual ?+s 9 8 *ur*1 in/itut$ "s beautiful & unusual cu/oms1 & "o c see h[ n>r[ & ha/y criticisms *>g$ him1 long ago1 ) s5sationalism--*>ges long s9ce =gott5 except ?r\gh ! hurt /ill felt by ,dr4 ,conwell himself4 ,!y us$ to *>ge me ) mak+ a circus ( ! *ur*--z if x 7 possible = me to make a circus ( ! *ur*6 ,& 8 tone 0 "o ( griev$ amazem5t aft] all ^! ye>s4 ,b he 0 orig9al & he 0 popul>1 & !re=e !re 7 misund]/&+ & jeal\sy4 ,8 ,ea/] s]vices1 = example1 ye>s ago1 became widely talk$ ( & eag]ly anticipat$ because ea* s]mon w\ld be wr\ght ar\nd "s f9e symbol2 & he w\ld hold 9 8 h&1 9 ! pulpit1 ! blue rob9's egg1 or ! :ite dove1 or ! /em ( lilies1 or :atev] he _h *os5 z ! p>ticul> symbol = ! p>ticul> s]mon1 & t symbol w\ld give him ! c5tral ?\ght = 8 disc\rse1 acc5t$ z x w\ld be by ! actual symbol itself 9 view ( ! congregation4 ,! cross light$ by electricity1 to %9e d[n ov] ! baptismal pool1 ! little /ream ( wat] cascad+ g5tly d[n ! /eps ( ! pool dur+ ! baptismal rite1 ! roses float+ 9 ! pool & 8 gift ( "o ( !m to ea* ( ! baptiz$ z he or %e left ! wat]--all su* ?+s did seem1 long ago1 s unconv5tional4 ,yet 8 own p recogniz$ ! beauty & poetry ( !m1 & ?\s&s ( ,bibles 9 ,philadelphia h a baptismal rose f ,dr4 ,conwell press$ )9 ! pages4 ,8 con/ant individuality ( m9d1 8 con/ant fre%ness1 al]tness1 brilliancy1 w>m?1 sympa?y1 ende> him to 8 congregation1 & :5 he returns f an abs5ce !y bubble & eff]vesce ov] him z if he 7 "s brilliant new prea*] j come to !m4 ,he is always new to !m4 ,7 x n t he possesses "s rem>kable quality ( *>m he w\ld long ago h become1 s to speak1 an old /ory1 b in/ead ( t he is to !m an always new /ory1 an always ent]ta9+ & delightful /ory1 aft] all ^! ye>s4 ,x is n only t !y /ill ?rong to he> him ei!r prea* or lecture1 ?\gh t itself w\ld be noticeable1 b x is ! delightful & delight$ _s ) :i* !y d x4 ,j ! o!r ev5+ ,i he>d him lecture 9 8 own *ur*1 j aft] 8 return f an abs5ce1 & e face beam$ happily up at him to welcome him back1 & e "o li/5$ z int5tly to 8 e ^w z if he _h nev] be5 he>d !re be=e2 & :5 ! lecture 0 ov] a huge b\quet ( fl[]s 0 h&$ up to him1 & "s "o emb>rass$ly said a few words ab\t its be+ because he 0 home aga94 ,x 0 all z if he _h j return$ f an abs5ce ( mon?s--& he _h be5 away j five & a half days6