,the ,story of ,fifty-,seven ,cents ,by ,,robert ,,shackleton ,the ,story of the ,sword ,the ,beginning at ,old ,lexington ,the ,story of ,fifty-,seven ,cents ,his ,power as a ,preacher ,gift for ,inspiring ,others ,,volume #f ,,national ,,extension ,,university #eig ,fifth ,avenue1 ,new ,york ,,acres ,,of ,,diamonds ,copyright1 #aiae1 by ,harper ,brothers ,printed in the ,united ,states of ,america ,i ,,the ,,story ,,of ,,the ,,sword#a ,footnote #a3 ,dr4 ,conwell was living1 and actively at work1 when these pages were written4 ,it is1 therefore1 a much truer picture of his personality than anything written in the past tense4 ,i shall write of a remarkable man1 an interesting man1 a man of power1 of initiative1 of will1 of persistence2 a man who plans vastly and who realizes his plans2 a man who not only does things himself1 but who1 even more important than that1 is the constant inspiration of others4 ,i shall write of ,russell ,h4 ,conwell4 ,as a farmer's boy he was the leader of the boys of the rocky region that was his home2 as a school-teacher he won devotion2 as a newspaper correspondent he gained fame2 as a soldier in the ,civil ,war he rose to important rank2 as a lawyer he developed a large practice2 as an author he wrote books that reached a mighty total of sales4 ,he left the law for the ministry and is the active head of a great church that he raised from nothingness4 ,he is the most popular lecturer in the world and yearly speaks to many thousands4 ,he is1 so to speak1 the discoverer of ,acres of ,diamonds1 through which thousands of men and women have achieved success out of failure4 ,he is the head of two hospitals1 one of them founded by himself1 that have cared for a host of patients1 both the poor and the rich1 irrespective of race or creed4 ,he is the founder and head of a university that has already had tens of thousands of students4 ,his home is in ,philadelphia2 but he is known in every corner of every state in the ,union1 and everywhere he has hosts of friends4 ,all of his life he has helped and inspired others4 ,quite by chance1 and only yesterday1 literally yesterday and by chance1 and with no thought at the moment of ,conwell although he had been much in my mind for some time past1 ,i picked up a thin little book of description by ,william ,dean ,howells1 and1 turning the pages of a chapter on ,lexington1 old ,lexington of the ,revolution1 written1 so ,howells had set down1 in #ahhb1 ,i noticed1 after he had written of the town itself1 and of the long-past fight there1 and of the present-day aspect1 that he mentioned the church life of the place and remarked on the striking advances made by the ,baptists1 who had lately1 as he expressed it1 been reconstituted out of very perishing fragments and made strong and flourishing1 under the ministrations of a lay preacher1 formerly a colonel in the ,union army4 ,and it was only a few days before ,i chanced upon this description that ,dr4 ,conwell1 the former colonel and former lay preacher1 had told me of his experiences in that little old ,revolutionary town4 ,howells went on to say that1 so he was told1 the colonel's success was principally due to his making the church attractive to young people4 ,howells says no more of him2 apparently he did not go to hear him2 and one wonders if he has ever associated that lay preacher of ,lexington with the famous ,russell ,h4 ,conwell of these recent years6 ,attractive to young people4 ,yes1 one can recognize that to-day1 just as it was recognized in ,lexington4 ,and it may be added that he at the same time attracts older people1 too6 ,in this1 indeed1 lies his power4 ,he makes his church interesting1 his sermons interesting1 his lectures interesting4 ,he is himself interesting6 ,because of his being interesting1 he gains attention4 ,the attention gained1 he inspires4 ,biography is more than dates4 ,dates1 after all1 are but mile-stones along the road of life4 ,and the most important fact of ,conwell's life is that he lived to be eighty-two1 working sixteen hours every day for the good of his fellow-men4 ,he was born on ,february #ae1 #ahdc--;born of poor parents1 in a low-roofed cottage in the eastern ,berkshires1 in ,massachusetts4 ,i was born in this room1 he said to me1 simply1 as we sat together recently#b in front of the old fireplace in the principal room of the little cottage2 for he has bought back the rocky farm of his father1 and has retained and restored the little old home4 ,i was born in this room4 ,it was bedroom and kitchen4 ,it was poverty4 ,and his voice sank with a kind of grimness into silence4 ,footnote #b3 ,this interview took place at the old ,conwell farm in the summer of #aiae4 ,then he spoke a little of the struggles of those long-past years2 and we went out on the porch1 as the evening shadows fell1 and looked out over the valley and stream and hills of his youth1 and he told of his grandmother1 and of a young ,marylander who had come to the region on a visit2 it was a tale of the impetuous love of those two1 of rash marriage1 of the interference of parents1 of the fierce rivalry of another suitor1 of an attack on the ,marylander's life1 of passionate hastiness1 of unforgivable words1 of separation1 of lifelong sorrow4 ,why does grandmother cry so often8 he remembers asking when he was a little boy4 ,and he was told that it was for the husband of her youth4 ,we went back into the little house and he showed me the room in which he first saw ,john ,brown4 ,i came down early one morning1 and saw a huge1 hairy man sprawled upon the bed there--and ,i was frightened1 he says4 ,but ,john ,brown did not long frighten him6 ,for he was much at their house after that1 and was so friendly with ,russell and his brother that there was no chance for awe2 and it gives a curious side-light on the character of the stern abolitionist that he actually1 with infinite patience1 taught the old horse of the ,conwells to go home alone with the wagon after leaving the boys at school1 a mile or more away and at school-closing time to trot gently off for them without a driver when merely faced in that direction and told to go6 ,conwell remembers how ,john ,brown1 in training it1 used patiently to walk beside the horse1 and control its going and its turnings1 until it was quite ready to go and turn entirely by itself4 ,the ,conwell house was a station on the ,underground ,railway and ,russell ,conwell remembers1 when a lad1 seeing the escaping slaves that his father had driven across country and temporarily hidden4 ,those were heroic days1 he says1 quietly4 ,and once in a while my father let me go with him4 ,they were wonderful night drives--the cowering slaves1 the darkness of the road1 the caution and the silence and dread of it all4 ,this underground route1 he remembers1 was from ,philadelphia to ,new ,haven1 thence to ,springfield1 where ,conwell's father would take his charge1 and onward to ,bellows ,falls and ,canada4 ,conwell tells1 too1 of meeting ,frederick ,douglass1 the colored orator1 in that little cottage in the hills4 ',i never saw my father1' ,douglass said one day--his father was a white man--'and ,i remember little of my mother except that once she tried to keep an overseer from whipping me1 and the lash cut across her own face and her blood fell over me4' ,when ,john ,brown was captured1 ,conwell went on1 my father tried to sell this place to get a little money to send to help his defense4 ,but he couldn't sell it1 and on the day of the execution we knelt solemnly here1 from eleven to twelve1 just praying1 praying in silence for the passing soul of ,john ,brown4 ,and as we prayed we knew that others were also praying1 for a church-bell tolled during that entire hour and its awesome boom went sadly sounding over these hills4 ,conwell believes that his real life dates from a happening of the time of the ,civil ,war--a happening that still looms vivid and intense before him and which undoubtedly did deepen and strengthen his strong and deep nature4 ,yet the real ,conwell was always essentially the same4 ,neighborhood tradition still tells of his bravery as a boy and a youth1 of his reckless coasting1 his skill as a swimmer and his saving of lives1 his strength and endurance1 his plunging out into the darkness of a wild winter night to save a neighbor's cattle4 ,his soldiers came home with tales of his devotion to them and of how he shared his rations and his blankets and bravely risked his life2 of how he crept off into a swamp1 at imminent peril1 to rescue one of his men lost or mired there4 ,the present ,conwell was always ,conwell2 in fact1 he may be traced through his ancestry1 too1 for in him are the sturdy virtues1 the bravery1 the grim determination1 the practicality1 of his father2 and romanticism1 that comes from his grandmother2 and the dreamy qualities of his mother1 who1 practical and hardworking ,new ,england woman that she was1 was at the same time influenced by an almost startling mysticism4 ,and ,conwell himself is a dreamer3 first of all he is a dreamer2 it is the most important fact in regard to him6 ,it is because he is a dreamer and visualizes his dreams that he can plan the great things that to other men would seem impossibilities2 and then his intensely practical side--his intense efficiency1 his power1 his skill1 his patience1 his fine earnestness1 his mastery over others1 develop his dreams into realities4 ,he dreams dreams and sees visions--but his visions are never visionary and his dreams become facts4 ,the rocky hills which meant a dogged struggle for very existence1 the fugitive slaves1 ,john ,brown--what a school for youth6 ,and the literal school was a tiny one-room school-house where young ,conwell came under the care of a teacher who realized the boy's unusual capabilities and was able to give him broad and unusual help4 ,then a wise country preacher also recognized the unusual1 and urged the parents to give still more education1 whereupon supreme effort was made and young ,russell was sent to ,wilbraham ,academy4 ,he likes to tell of his life there1 and of the hardships1 of which he makes light2 and of the joy with which week-end pies and cakes were received from home6 ,he tells of how he went out on the roads selling books from house to house1 and of how eagerly he devoured the contents of the sample books that he carried4 ,they were a foundation of learning for me1 he says1 soberly4 ,and they gave me a broad idea of the world4 ,he went to ,yale in #ahfj1 but the outbreak of the war interfered with college1 and he enlisted in #ahfa4 ,but he was only eighteen1 and his father objected1 and he went back to ,yale4 ,but next year he again enlisted1 and men of his ,berkshire neighborhood1 likewise enlisting1 insisted that he be their captain2 and ,governor ,andrews1 appealed to1 consented to commission the nineteen-year-old youth who was so evidently a natural leader2 and the men gave freely of their scant money to get for him a sword1 all gay and splendid with gilt1 and upon the sword was the declaration in stately ,latin that1 ,true friendship is eternal4 ,and with that sword is associated the most vivid1 the most momentous experience of ,russell ,conwell's life4 ,that sword hangs at the head of ,conwell's bed in his home in ,philadelphia4 ,man of peace that he is1 and minister of peace1 that symbol of war has for over half a century been of infinite importance to him4 ,he told me the story as we stood together before that sword4 ,and as he told the story1 speaking with quiet repression1 but seeing it all and living it all just as vividly as if it had occurred but yesterday1 ,that sword has meant so much to me1 he murmured2 and then he began the tale3 ,a boy up there in the ,berkshires1 a neighbor's son1 was ,john ,ring2 ,i call him a boy1 for we all called him a boy1 and we looked upon him as a boy1 for he was under-sized and under-developed--so much so that he could not enlist4 ,but for some reason he was devoted to me1 and he not only wanted to enlist1 but he also wanted to be in the artillery company of which ,i captain2 and ,i could only take him along as servant4 ,i didn't want a servant1 but it was the only way to take poor little ,johnnie ,ring4 ,johnnie was deeply religious1 and would read the ,bible every evening before turning in4 ,in those days ,i was an atheist1 or at least thought ,i was1 and ,i used to laugh at ,ring and after a while he took to reading the ,bible outside the tent on account of my laughing at him6 ,but he did not stop reading it1 and his faithfulness to me remained unchanged4 ,the scabbard of the sword was too glittering for the regulations--the ghost of a smile hovered on ,conwell's lips--and ,i could not wear it1 and would only wear a plain one for service and keep this hanging in my tent on the tent-pole4 ,john ,ring used to handle it adoringly and kept it polished to brilliancy4--,it's dull enough these many years1 he added1 somberly4 ,to ,ring it represented not only his captain1 but the very glory and pomp of war4 ,one day the ,confederates suddenly stormed our position near ,new ,berne and swept through the camp1 driving our entire force before them2 and all1 including my company1 retreated hurriedly across the river1 setting fire to a long wooden bridge as we went over4 ,it soon blazed up furiously1 making a barrier that the ,confederates could not pass4 ,but1 unknown to everybody1 and unnoticed1 ,john ,ring had dashed back to my tent4 ,i think he was able to make his way back because he just looked like a mere boy2 but however that was1 he got past the ,confederates into my tent and took down1 from where it was hanging on the tent-pole1 my bright1 gold-scabbarded sword4 ,john ,ring seized the sword that had long been so precious to him4 ,he dodged here and there1 and actually managed to gain the bridge just as it was beginning to blaze4 ,he started across4 ,the flames were every moment getting fiercer1 the smoke denser1 and now and then1 as he crawled and staggered on1 he leaned for a few seconds far over the edge of the bridge in an effort to get air4 ,both sides saw him2 both sides watched his terrible progress1 even while firing was fiercely kept up from each side of the river4 ,and then a ,confederate officer--he was one of ,general ,pickett's officers--ran to the water's edge and waved a white handkerchief and the firing ceased4 ',tell that boy to come back here6' he cried4 ',tell him to come back here and we will let him go free6' ,he called this out just as ,ring was about to enter upon the worst part of the bridge--the covered part1 where there were top and bottom and sides of blazing wood4 ,the roar of the flames was so close to ,ring that he could not hear the calls from either side of the river1 and he pushed desperately on and disappeared in the covered part4 ,there was dead silence except for the crackling of the fire4 ,not a man cried out4 ,all waited in hopeless expectancy4 ,and then came a mighty yell from ,northerner and ,southerner alike1 for ,johnnie came crawling out of the end of the covered way--he had actually passed through that frightful place--and his clothes were ablaze and he toppled over and fell into shallow water2 and in a few moments he was dragged out1 unconscious1 and hurried to a hospital4 ,he lingered for a day or so1 still unconscious1 and then came to himself and smiled a little as he found that the sword for which he had given his life had been left beside him4 ,he took it in his arms4 ,he hugged it to his breast4 ,he gave a few words of final message for me4 ,and that was all4 ,conwell's voice had gone thrillingly low as he neared the end1 for it was all so very1 very vivid to him1 and his eyes had grown tender and his lips more strong and firm4 ,and he fell silent1 thinking of that long-ago happening1 and though he looked down upon the thronging traffic of ,broad ,street1 it was clear that he did not see it1 and that if the rumbling hubbub of sound meant anything to him it was the rumbling of the guns of the distant past4 ,when he spoke again it was with a still tenser tone of feeling4 ,when ,i stood beside the body of ,john ,ring and realized that he had died for love of me1 ,i made a vow that has formed my life4 ,i vowed that from that moment ,i would live not only my own life1 but that ,i would also live the life of ,john ,ring4 ,and from that moment ,i have worked sixteen hours every day--eight for ,john ,ring's work and eight hours for my own4 ,a curious note had come into his voice1 as of one who had run the race and neared the goal1 fought the good fight and neared the end4 ,every morning when ,i rise ,i look at this sword1 or if ,i am away from home ,i think of the sword1 and vow anew that another day shall see sixteen hours of work from me4 ,and when one comes to know ,russell ,conwell one realizes that never did a man work more hard and constantly4 ,it was through ,john ,ring and his giving his life through devotion to me that ,i became a ,christian1 he went on4 ,this did not come about immediately1 but it came before the war was over and it came through faithful ,johnnie ,ring4 ,there is a little lonely cemetery in the ,berkshires1 a tiny burying-ground on a wind-swept hill1 a few miles from ,conwell's old home4 ,in this isolated burying-ground bushes and vines and grass grow in profusion1 and a few trees cast a gentle shade2 and tree-clad hills go billowing off for miles and miles in wild and lonely beauty4 ,and in that lonely little graveyard ,i found the plain stone that marks the resting-place of ,john ,ring4 ,,ii ,,the ,,beginning ,,at ,,old ,,lexington ,it is not because he is a minister that ,russell ,conwell is such a force in the world4 ,he went into the ministry because he was sincerely and profoundly a ,christian1 and because he felt that as a minister he could do more good in the world than in any other capacity4 ,but being a minister is but an incident1 so to speak4 ,the important thing is not that he is a minister1 but that he is himself6 ,recently ,i heard a ,new-,yorker1 the head of a great corporation1 say3 ,i believe that ,russell ,conwell is doing more good in the world than any man who has lived since ,jesus ,christ1 ,and he said this in serious and unexaggerated earnest4 ,yet ,conwell did not get readily into his life-work4 ,he might have seemed almost a failure until he was well on toward forty1 for although he kept making successes they were not permanent successes1 and he did not settle himself into a definite line4 ,he restlessly went westward to make his home1 and then restlessly returned to the ,east4 ,after the war was over he was a lawyer1 he was a lecturer1 he was an editor1 he went around the world as a correspondent1 he wrote books4 ,he kept making money1 and kept losing it2 he lost it through fire1 through investments1 through aiding his friends4 ,it is probable that the unsettledness of the years following the war was due to the unsettling effect of the war itself1 which thus1 in its influence1 broke into his mature life after breaking into his years at ,yale4 ,but however that may be1 those seething1 changing1 stirring years were years of vital importance to him1 for in the myriad experiences of that time he was building the foundation of the ,conwell that was to come4 ,abroad he met the notables of the earth4 ,at home he made hosts of friends and loyal admirers4 ,it is worth while noting that as a lawyer he would never take a case1 either civil or criminal1 that he considered wrong4 ,it was basic with him that he could not and would not fight on what he thought was the wrong side4 ,only when his client was right would he go ahead6 ,yet he laughs1 his quiet1 infectious1 characteristic laugh1 as he tells of how once he was deceived1 for he defended a man1 charged with stealing a watch1 who was so obviously innocent that he took the case in a blaze of indignation and had the young fellow proudly exonerated4 ,the next day the wrongly accused one came to his office and shamefacedly took out the watch that he had been charged with stealing4 ,i want you to send it to the man ,i took it from1 he said4 ,and he told with a sort of shamefaced pride of how he had got a good old deacon to give1 in all sincerity1 the evidence that exculpated him4 ,and1 say1 ,mr4 ,conwell--,i want to thank you for getting me off--and ,i hope you'll excuse my deceiving you--and--,i won't be any worse for not going to jail4 ,and ,conwell likes to remember that thereafter the young man lived up to the pride of exoneration2 and1 though ,conwell does not say it or think it1 one knows that it was the ,conwell influence that inspired to honesty--for always he is an inspirer4 ,conwell even kept certain hours for consultation with those too poor to pay any fee2 and at one time1 while still an active lawyer1 he was guardian for over sixty children6 ,the man has always been a marvel1 and always one is coming upon such romantic facts as these4 ,that is a curious thing about him--how much there is of romance in his life6 ,worshiped to the end by ,john ,ring2 left for dead all night at ,kenesaw ,mountain2 calmly singing ,nearer1 my ,god1 to ,thee1 to quiet the passengers on a supposedly sinking ship2 saving lives even when a boy2 never disappointing a single audience of the thousands of audiences he has arranged to address during all his years of lecturing6 ,he himself takes a little pride in this last point1 and it is characteristic of him that he has actually forgotten that just once he did fail to appear3 he has quite forgotten that one evening1 on his way to a lecture1 he stopped a runaway horse to save two women's lives1 and went in consequence to a hospital instead of to the platform6 ,and it is typical of him to forget that sort of thing4 ,the emotional temperament of ,conwell has always made him responsive to the great1 the striking1 the patriotic4 ,he was deeply influenced by knowing ,john ,brown1 and his brief memories of ,lincoln are intense1 though he saw him but three times in all4 ,the first time he saw ,lincoln was on the night when the future ,president delivered the address1 which afterward became so famous1 in ,cooper ,union1 ,new ,york4 ,the name of ,lincoln was then scarcely known1 and it was by mere chance that young ,conwell happened to be in ,new ,york on that day4 ,but being there and learning that ,abraham ,lincoln from the ,west was going to make an address1 he went to hear him4 ,he tells how uncouthly ,lincoln was dressed1 even with one trousers-leg higher than the other1 and of how awkward he was1 and of how poorly1 at first1 he spoke and with what apparent embarrassment4 ,the chairman of the meeting got ,lincoln a glass of water1 and ,conwell thought that it was from a personal desire to help him and keep him from breaking down4 ,but he loves to tell how ,lincoln became a changed man as he spoke2 how he seemed to feel ashamed of his brief embarrassment and1 pulling himself together and putting aside the written speech which he had prepared1 spoke freely and powerfully1 with splendid conviction1 as only a born orator speaks4 ,to ,conwell it was a tremendous experience4 ,the second time he saw ,lincoln was when he went to ,washington to plead for the life of one of his men who had been condemned to death for sleeping on post4 ,he was still but a captain 7his promotion to a colonelcy was still to come71 a youth1 and was awed by going into the presence of the man he worshiped4 ,and his voice trembles a little1 even now1 as he tells of how pleasantly ,lincoln looked up from his desk1 and how cheerfully he asked his business with him1 and of how absorbedly ,lincoln then listened to his tale1 although1 so it appeared1 he already knew of the main outline4 ,it will be all right1 said ,lincoln1 when ,conwell finished4 ,but ,conwell was still frightened4 ,he feared that in the multiplicity of public matters this mere matter of the life of a mountain boy1 a private soldier1 might be forgotten till too late4 ,it is almost the time set-- he faltered4 ,and ,conwell's voice almost breaks1 man of emotion that he is1 as he tells of how ,lincoln said1 with stern gravity3 ,go and telegraph that soldier's mother that ,abraham ,lincoln never signed a warrant to shoot a boy under twenty1 and never will4 ,that was the one and only time that he spoke with ,lincoln1 and it remains an indelible impression4 ,the third time he saw ,lincoln was when1 as officer of the day1 he stood for hours beside the dead body of the ,president as it lay in state in ,washington4 ,in those hours1 as he stood rigidly as the throng went shuffling sorrowfully through1 an immense impression came to ,colonel ,conwell of the work and worth of the man who there lay dead1 and that impression has never departed4 ,john ,brown1 ,abraham ,lincoln1 old ,revolutionary ,lexington--how ,conwell's life is associated with famous men and places6--and it was actually at ,lexington that he made the crucial decision as to the course of his life6 ,and it seems to me that it was1 although quite unconsciously1 because of the very fact that it was ,lexington that ,conwell was influenced to decide and to act as he did4 ,had it been in some other kind of place1 some merely ordinary place1 some quite usual place1 he might not have taken the important step4 ,but it was ,lexington1 it was brave old ,lexington1 inspiring ,lexington2 and he was inspired by it1 for the man who himself inspires nobly is always the one who is himself open to noble inspiration4 ,lexington inspired him4 ,when ,i was a lawyer in ,boston and almost thirty-seven years old1 he told me1 thinking slowly back into the years1 ,i was consulted by a woman who asked my advice in regard to disposing of a little church in ,lexington whose congregation had become unable to support it4 ,i went out and looked at the place1 and ,i told her how the property could be sold4 ,but it seemed a pity to me that the little church should be given up4 ,however1 ,i advised a meeting of the church members1 and ,i attended the meeting4 ,i put the case to them--it was only a handful of men and women--and there was silence for a little4 ,then an old man rose and1 in a quavering voice1 said the matter was quite clear2 that there evidently was nothing to do but to sell1 and that he would agree with the others in the necessity2 but as the church had been his church home from boyhood1 so he quavered and quivered on1 he begged that they would excuse him from actually taking part in disposing of it2 and in a deep silence he went haltingly from the room4 ,the men and the women looked at one another1 still silent1 sadly impressed1 but not knowing what to do4 ,and ,i said to them3 ',why not start over again1 and go on with the church1 after all6' ,typical ,conwellism1 that6 ,first1 the impulse to help those who need helping1 then the inspiration and leadership4 ',but the building is entirely too tumble-down to use1' said one of the men1 sadly2 and ,i knew he was right1 for ,i had examined it2 but ,i said3 ',let us meet there to-morrow morning and get to work on that building ourselves and put it in shape for a service next ,sunday4' ,it made them seem so pleased and encouraged1 and so confident that a new possibility was opening that ,i never doubted that each one of those present and many friends besides1 would be at the building in the morning4 ,i was there early with a hammer and ax and crowbar that ,i had secured1 ready to go to work--but no one else showed up6 ,he has a rueful appreciation of the humor of it1 as he pictured the scene2 and one knows also that1 in that little town of ,lexington1 where ,americans had so bravely faced the impossible1 ,russell ,conwell also braced himself to face the impossible4 ,a pettier man would instantly have given up the entire matter when those who were most interested failed to respond1 but one of the strongest features in ,conwell's character is his ability to draw even doubters and weaklings into line1 his ability to stir even those who have given up4 ,i looked over that building1 he goes on1 whimsically1 and ,i saw that repair really seemed out of the question4 ,nothing but a new church would do6 ,so ,i took the ax that ,i had brought with me and began chopping the place down4 ,in a little while a man1 not one of the church members1 came along and he watched me for a time and said1 ',what are you going to do there8' ,and ,i instantly replied1 ',tear down this old building and build a new church here6' ,he looked at me4 ',but the people won't do that1' he said4 ',yes1 they will1' ,i said1 cheerfully1 keeping at my work4 ,whereupon he watched me a few minutes longer and said3 ',well1 you can put me down for one hundred dollars for the new building4 ,come up to my livery-stable and get it this evening4' ',all right2 ,i'll surely be there1' ,i replied4 ,in a little while another man came along and stopped and looked1 and he rather gibed at the idea of a new church and when ,i told him of the livery-stable man contributing one hundred dollars1 he said1 ',but you haven't got the money yet6' ',no1' ,i said2 'but ,i am going to get it to-night4' ',you'll never get it1' he said4 ',he's not that sort of a man4 ,he's not even a church man6' ,but ,i just went quietly on with the work1 without answering and after quite a while he left2 but he called back1 as he went off1 ',well1 if he does give you that hundred dollars1 come to me and ,i'll give you another hundred4' ,conwell smiles in genial reminiscence and without any apparent sense that he is telling of a great personal triumph and goes on3 ,those two men both paid the money1 and of course the church people themselves1 who at first had not quite understood that ,i could be in earnest1 joined in and helped1 with work and money1 and as1 while the new church was building1 it was peculiarly important to get and keep the congregation together1 and as they had ceased to have a minister of their own1 ,i used to run out from ,boston and preach for them1 in a room we hired4 ,and it was there in ,lexington1 in #ahgi1 that ,i determined to become a minister4 ,i had a good law practice1 but ,i determined to give it up4 ,for many years ,i had felt more or less of a call to the ministry1 and here at length was the definite time to begin4 ,week by week ,i preached there--how strange1 now1 to think of ,william ,dean ,howells and the colonel-preacher6--and after a while the church was completed1 and in that very church1 there in ,lexington1 ,i was ordained a minister4 ,a marvelous thing1 all this1 even without considering the marvelous heights that ,conwell has since attained--a marvelous thing1 an achievement of positive romance6 ,that little church stood for ,american bravery and initiative and self-sacrifice and romanticism in a way that well befitted good old ,lexington4 ,to leave a large and overflowing law practice and take up the ministry at a salary of six hundred dollars a year seemed to the relatives of ,conwell's wife the extreme of foolishness and they did not hesitate so to express themselves4 ,naturally enough1 they did not have ,conwell's vision4 ,yet he himself was fair enough to realize and to admit that there was a good deal of fairness in their objections2 and so he said to the congregation that1 although he was quite ready to come for the six hundred dollars a year1 he expected them to double his salary as soon as he doubled the church membership4 ,this seemed to them a good deal like a joke1 but they answered in perfect earnestness that they would be quite willing to do the doubling as soon as he did the doubling1 and in less than a year the salary was doubled accordingly4 ,i asked him if he had found it hard to give up the lucrative law for a poor ministry1 and his reply gave a delightful impression of his capacity for humorous insight into human nature1 for he said1 with a genial twinkle3 ,oh yes1 it was a wrench2 but there is a sort of romance of self-sacrifice1 you know4 ,i rather suppose the old-time martyrs rather enjoyed themselves in being martyrs6 ,conwell did not stay very long in ,lexington4 ,a struggling little church in ,philadelphia heard of what he was doing1 and so an old deacon went up to see and hear him1 and an invitation was given2 and as the ,lexington church seemed to be prosperously on its feet1 and the needs of the ,philadelphia body keenly appealed to ,conwell's imagination1 a change was made1 and at a salary of eight hundred dollars a year he went1 in #ahhb1 to the little struggling ,philadelphia congregation1 and of that congregation he is still pastor--only1 it ceased to be a struggling congregation a great many years ago6 ,and long ago it began paying him more thousands every year than at first it gave him hundreds4 ,dreamer as ,conwell always is in connection with his immense practicality1 and moved as he is by the spiritual influences of life1 it is more than likely that not only did ,philadelphia's need appeal1 but also the fact that ,philadelphia1 as a city1 meant much to him1 for1 coming ,north1 wounded from a battle-field of the ,civil ,war1 it was in ,philadelphia that he was cared for until his health and strength were recovered4 ,thus it came that ,philadelphia had early become dear to him4 ,and here is an excellent example of how dreaming great dreams may go hand-in-hand with winning superb results4 ,for that little struggling congregation now owns and occupies a great new church building that seats more people than any other ,protestant church in ,america--and ,dr4 ,conwell fills it6 ,,iii ,,story ,,of ,,the ,,fifty-,,seven ,,cents ,at every point in ,conwell's life one sees that he wins through his wonderful personal influence on old and young4 ,every step forward1 every triumph achieved1 comes not alone from his own enthusiasm1 but because of his putting that enthusiasm into others4 ,and when ,i learned how it came about that the present church buildings were begun1 it was another of those marvelous tales of fact that are stranger than any imagination could make them4 ,and yet the tale was so simple and sweet and sad and unpretending4 ,when ,dr4 ,conwell first assumed charge of the little congregation that led him to ,philadelphia it was really a little church both in its numbers and in the size of the building that it occupied1 but it quickly became so popular under his leadership that the church services and ,sunday-school services were alike so crowded that there was no room for all who came1 and always there were people turned from the doors4 ,one afternoon a little girl1 who had eagerly wished to go1 turned back from the ,sunday-school door1 crying bitterly because they had told her that there was no more room4 ,but a tall1 black-haired man met her and noticed her tears and1 stopping1 asked why it was that she was crying1 and she sobbingly replied that it was because they could not let her into the ,sunday-school4 ,i lifted her to my shoulder1 says ,dr4 ,conwell1 in telling of this2 for after hearing the story elsewhere ,i asked him to tell it to me himself1 for it seemed almost too strange to be true4 ,i lifted her to my shoulder--and one realizes the pretty scene it must have made for the little girl to go through the crowd of people1 drying her tears and riding proudly on the shoulders of the kindly1 tall1 dark man6 ,i said to her that ,i would take her in1 and ,i did so1 and ,i said to her that we should some day have a room big enough for all who should come4 ,and when she went home she told her parents--,i only learned this afterward--that she was going to save money to help build the larger church and ,sunday-school that ,dr4 ,conwell wanted6 ,her parents pleasantly humored her in the idea and let her run errands and do little tasks to earn pennies1 and she began dropping the pennies into her bank4 ,she was a lovable little thing--but in only a few weeks after that she was taken suddenly ill and died2 and at the funeral her father told me1 quietly1 of how his little girl had been saving money for a building-fund4 ,and there1 at the funeral1 he handed me what she had saved--just fifty-seven cents in pennies4 ,dr4 ,conwell does not say how deeply he was moved2 he is1 after all1 a man of very few words as to his own emotions4 ,but a deep tenderness had crept into his voice4 ,at a meeting of the church trustees ,i told of this gift of fifty-seven cents--the first gift toward the proposed building-fund of the new church that was some time to exist4 ,for until then the matter had barely been spoken of1 as a new church building had been simply a possibility for the future4 ,the trustees seemed much impressed1 and it turned out that they were far more impressed than ,i could possibly have hoped1 for in a few days one of them came to me and said that he thought it would be an excellent idea to buy a lot on ,broad ,street--the very lot on which the building now stands4 ,it was characteristic of ,dr4 ,conwell that he did not point out1 what every one who knows him would understand1 that it was his own inspiration put into the trustees which resulted in this quick and definite move on the part of one of them4 ,i talked the matter over with the owner of the property1 and told him of the beginning of the fund1 the story of the little girl4 ,the man was not one of our church1 nor1 in fact1 was he a church-goer at all1 but he listened attentively to the tale of the fifty-seven cents and simply said he was quite ready to go ahead and sell us that piece of land for ten thousand dollars1 taking--and the unexpectedness of this deeply touched me--taking a first payment of just fifty-seven cents and letting the entire balance stand on a five-per-cent4 mortgage6 ,and it seemed to me that it would be the right thing to accept this unexpectedly liberal proposition1 and ,i went over the entire matter on that basis with the trustees and some of the other members1 and all the people were soon talking of having a new church4 ,but it was not done in that way1 after all1 for1 fine though that way would have been1 there was to be one still finer4 ,not long after my talk with the man who owned the land1 and his surprisingly good-hearted proposition1 an exchange was arranged for me one evening with a ,mount ,holly church1 and my wife went with me4 ,we came back late1 and it was cold and wet and miserable1 but as we approached our home we saw that it was all lighted from top to bottom1 and it was clear that it was full of people4 ,i said to my wife that they seemed to be having a better time than we had had1 and we went in1 curious to know what it was all about4 ,and it turned out that our absence had been intentionally arranged1 and that the church people had gathered at our home to meet us on our return4 ,and ,i was utterly amazed1 for the spokesman told me that the entire ten thousand dollars had been raised and that the land for the church that ,i wanted was free of debt4 ,and all had come so quickly and directly from that dear little girl's fifty-seven cents4 ,doesn't it seem like a fairy tale6 ,but then this man has all his life been making fairy tales into realities4 ,he inspired the child4 ,he inspired the trustees4 ,he inspired the owner of the land4 ,he inspired the people4 ,the building of the great church--the ,temple ,baptist ,church1 as it is termed--was a great undertaking for the congregation2 even though it had been swiftly growing from the day of ,dr4 ,conwell's taking charge of it1 it was something far ahead of what1 except in the eyes of an enthusiast1 they could possibly complete and pay for and support4 ,nor was it an easy task4 ,ground was broken for the building in #ahhi1 in #ahia it was opened for worship1 and then came years of raising money to clear it4 ,but it was long ago placed completely out of debt1 and with only a single large subscription--one of ten thousand dollars--for the church is not in a wealthy neighborhood1 nor is the congregation made up of the great and rich4 ,the church is built of stone1 and its interior is a great amphitheater4 ,special attention has been given to fresh air and light2 there is nothing of the dim1 religious light that goes with medieval churchliness4 ,behind the pulpit are tiers of seats for the great chorus choir4 ,there is a large organ4 ,the building is peculiarly adapted for hearing and seeing1 and if it is not1 strictly speaking1 beautiful in itself1 it is beautiful when it is filled with encircling rows of men and women4 ,man of feeling that he is1 and one who appreciates the importance of symbols1 ,dr4 ,conwell had a heart of olive-wood built into the front of the pulpit1 for the wood was from an olive-tree in the ,garden of ,gethsemane4 ,and the amber-colored tiles in the inner walls of the church bear1 under the glaze1 the names of thousands of his people2 for every one1 young or old1 who helped in the building1 even to the giving of a single dollar1 has his name inscribed there4 ,for ,dr4 ,conwell wished to show that it is not only the house of the ,lord1 but also1 in a keenly personal sense1 the house of those who built it4 ,the church has a possible seating capacity of #d1bjj1 although only #c1ace chairs have been put in it1 for it has been the desire not to crowd the space needlessly4 ,there is also a great room for the ,sunday-school1 and extensive rooms for the young men's association1 the young women's association1 and for a kitchen1 for executive offices1 for meeting-places for church officers and boards and committees4 ,it is a spacious and practical and complete church home1 and the people feel at home there4 ,you see again1 said ,dr4 ,conwell1 musingly1 the advantage of aiming at big things4 ,that building represents #aji1jjj above ground4 ,it is free from debt4 ,had we built a small church1 it would now be heavily mortgaged4 ,,iv ,,his ,,power ,,as ,,orator ,,and ,,preacher ,even as a young man ,conwell won local fame as an orator4 ,at the outbreak of the ,civil ,war he began making patriotic speeches that gained enlistments4 ,after going to the front he was sent back home for a time1 on furlough1 to make more speeches to draw more recruits1 for his speeches were so persuasive1 so powerful1 so full of homely and patriotic feeling1 that the men who heard them thronged into the ranks4 ,and as a preacher he uses persuasion1 power1 simple and homely eloquence1 to draw men to the ranks of ,christianity4 ,he is an orator born1 and has developed this inborn power by the hardest of study and thought and practice4 ,he is one of those rare men who always seize and hold the attention4 ,when he speaks1 men listen4 ,it is quality1 temperament1 control--the word is immaterial1 but the fact is very material indeed4 ,some quarter of a century ago ,conwell published a little book for students on the study and practice of oratory4 ,that clear-cut articulation is the charm of eloquence is one of his insisted-upon statements1 and it well illustrates the lifelong practice of the man himself1 for every word as he talks can be heard in every part of a large building1 yet always he speaks without apparent effort4 ,he avoids elocution4 ,his voice is soft-pitched and never breaks1 even now when he is over seventy1 because1 so he explains it1 he always speaks in his natural voice4 ,there is never a straining after effect4 ,a speaker must possess a large-hearted regard for the welfare of his audience1 he writes1 and here again we see ,conwell explaining ,conwellism4 ,enthusiasm invites enthusiasm1 is another of his points of importance2 and one understands that it is by deliberate purpose1 and not by chance1 that he tries with such tremendous effort to put enthusiasm into his hearers with every sermon and every lecture that he delivers4 ,it is easy to raise a laugh1 but dangerous1 for it is the greatest test of an orator's control of his audience to be able to land them again on the solid earth of sober thinking4 ,i have known him at the very end of a sermon have a ripple of laughter sweep freely over the entire congregation1 and then in a moment he has every individual under his control1 listening soberly to his words4 ,he never fears to use humor1 and it is always very simple and obvious and effective4 ,with him even a very simple pun may be used1 not only without taking away from the strength of what he is saying1 but with a vivid increase of impressiveness4 ,and when he says something funny it is in such a delightful and confidential way1 with such a genial1 quiet1 infectious humorousness1 that his audience is captivated4 ,and they never think that he is telling something funny of his own2 it seems1 such is the skill of the man1 that he is just letting them know of something humorous that they are to enjoy with him4 ,be absolutely truthful and scrupulously clear1 he writes2 and with delightfully terse common sense1 he says1 ,use illustrations that illustrate--and never did an orator live up to this injunction more than does ,conwell himself4 ,nothing is more surprising1 nothing is more interesting1 than the way in which he makes use as illustrations of the impressions and incidents of his long and varied life1 and1 whatever it is1 it has direct and instant bearing on the progress of his discourse4 ,he will refer to something that he heard a child say in a train yesterday2 in a few minutes he will speak of something that he saw or some one whom he met last month1 or last year1 or ten years ago--in ,ohio1 in ,california1 in ,london1 in ,paris1 in ,new ,york1 in ,bombay2 and each memory1 each illustration1 is a hammer with which he drives home a truth4 ,the vast number of places he has visited and people he has met1 the infinite variety of things his observant eyes have seen1 give him his ceaseless flow of illustrations1 and his memory and his skill make admirable use of them4 ,it is seldom that he uses an illustration from what he has read2 everything is1 characteristically1 his own4 ,henry ,m4 ,stanley1 who knew him well1 referred to him as that double-sighted ,yankee1 who could see at a glance all there is and all there ever was4 ,and never was there a man who so supplements with personal reminiscence the place or the person that has figured in the illustration4 ,when he illustrates with the story of the discovery of ,california gold at ,sutter's he almost parenthetically remarks1 ,i delivered this lecture on that very spot a few years ago2 that is1 in the town that arose on that very spot4 ,and when he illustrates by the story of the invention of the sewing-machine1 he adds3 ,i suppose that if any of you were asked who was the inventor of the sewing-machine1 you would say that it was ,elias ,howe4 ,but that would be a mistake4 ,i was with ,elias ,howe in the ,civil ,war1 and he often used to tell me how he had tried for fourteen years to invent the sewing-machine and that then his wife1 feeling that something really had to be done1 invented it in a couple of hours4 ,listening to him1 you begin to feel in touch with everybody and everything1 and in a friendly and intimate way4 ,always1 whether in the pulpit or on the platform1 as in private conversation1 there is an absolute simplicity about the man and his words2 a simplicity1 an earnestness1 a complete honesty4 ,and when he sets down1 in his book on oratory1 ,a man has no right to use words carelessly1 he stands for that respect for word-craftsmanship that every successful speaker or writer must feel4 ,be intensely in earnest1 he writes2 and in writing this he sets down a prime principle not only of his oratory1 but of his life4 ,a young minister told me that ,dr4 ,conwell once said to him1 with deep feeling1 ,always remember1 as you preach1 that you are striving to save at least one soul with every sermon4 ,and to one of his close friends ,dr4 ,conwell said1 in one of his self-revealing conversations3 ,i feel1 whenever ,i preach1 that there is always one person in the congregation to whom1 in all probability1 ,i shall never preach again1 and therefore ,i feel that ,i must exert my utmost power in that last chance4 ,and in this1 even if this were all1 one sees why each of his sermons is so impressive1 and why his energy never lags4 ,always1 with him1 is the feeling that he is in the world to do all the good he can possibly do2 not a moment1 not an opportunity1 must be lost4 ,the moment he rises and steps to the front of his pulpit he has the attention of every one in the building1 and this attention he closely holds till he is through4 ,yet it is never by a striking effort that attention is gained1 except in so far that his utter simplicity is striking4 ,i want to preach so simply that you will not think it preaching1 but just that you are listening to a friend1 ,i remember his saying1 one ,sunday morning1 as he began his sermon2 and then he went on just as simply as such homely1 kindly1 friendly words promised4 ,and how effectively6 ,he believes that everything should be so put as to be understood by all1 and this belief he applies not only to his preaching1 but to the reading of the ,bible1 whose descriptions he not only visualizes to himself1 but makes vividly clear to his hearers2 and this often makes for fascination in result4 ,for example1 he is reading the tenth chapter of ,i ,samuel1 and begins1 ',thou shalt meet a company of prophets4' ',singers1' it should be translated1 he puts in1 lifting his eyes from the page and looking out over his people4 ,then he goes on1 taking this change as a matter of course1 ',thou shalt meet a company of singers coming down from the high place--' ,whereupon he again interrupts himself1 and in an irresistible explanatory aside1 which instantly raises the desired picture in the mind of every one1 he says3 ,that means1 from the little old church on the hill1 you know4 ,and how plain and clear and real and interesting--most of all1 interesting--it is from this moment6 ,another man would have left it that prophets were coming down from a high place1 which would not have seemed at all alive or natural1 and here1 suddenly1 ,conwell has flashed his picture of the singers coming down from the little old church on the hill6 ,there is magic in doing that sort of thing4 ,and he goes on1 now reading3 ',thou shalt meet a company of singers coming down from the little old church on the hill1 with a psaltery1 and a tabret1 and a pipe1 and a harp1 and they shall sing4' ,music is one of ,conwell's strongest aids4 ,he sings himself2 sings as if he likes to sing1 and often finds himself leading the singing--usually so1 indeed1 at the prayer-meetings1 and often1 in effect1 at the church services4 ,i remember at one church service that the choir-leader was standing in front of the massed choir ostensibly leading the singing1 but that ,conwell himself1 standing at the rear of the pulpit platform1 with his eyes on his hymn-book1 silently swaying a little with the music and unconsciously beating time as he swayed1 was just as unconsciously the real leader1 for it was he whom the congregation were watching and with him that they were keeping time6 ,he never suspected it2 he was merely thinking along with the music2 and there was such a look of contagious happiness on his face as made every one in the building similarly happy4 ,for he possesses a mysterious faculty of imbuing others with his own happiness4 ,not only singers1 but the modern equivalent of psaltery and tabret and cymbals1 all have their place in ,dr4 ,conwell's scheme of church service2 for there may be a piano1 and there may even be a trombone1 and there is a great organ to help the voices1 and at times there are chiming bells4 ,his musical taste seems to tend toward the thunderous--or perhaps it is only that he knows there are times when people like to hear the thunderous and are moved by it4 ,and how the choir themselves like it6 ,they occupy a great curving space behind the pulpit1 and put their hearts into song4 ,and as the congregation disperse and the choir filter down1 sometimes they are still singing and some of them continue to sing as they go slowly out toward the doors4 ,they are happy--,conwell himself is happy--all the congregation are happy4 ,he makes everybody feel happy in coming to church2 he makes the church attractive just as ,howells was so long ago told that he did in ,lexington4 ,and there is something more than happiness2 there is a sense of ease1 of comfort1 of general joy1 that is quite unmistakable4 ,there is nothing of stiffness or constraint4 ,and with it all there is full reverence4 ,it is no wonder that he is accustomed to fill every seat of the great building4 ,his gestures are usually very simple4 ,now and then1 when he works up to emphasis1 he strikes one fist in the palm of the other hand4 ,when he is through you do not remember that he has made any gestures at all1 but the sound of his voice remains with you1 and the look of his wonderful eyes4 ,and though he is past the threescore years and ten1 he looks out over his people with eyes that still have the veritable look of youth4 ,like all great men1 he not only does big things1 but keeps in touch with myriad details4 ,when his assistant1 announcing the funeral of an old member1 hesitates about the street and number and says that they can be found in the telephone directory1 ,dr4 ,conwell's deep voice breaks quietly in with1 ,such a number giving it1 ,dauphin ,street--quietly1 and in a low tone1 yet every one in the church hears distinctly every syllable of that low voice4 ,his fund of personal anecdote1 or personal reminiscence1 is constant and illustrative in his preaching1 just as it is when he lectures1 and the reminiscences sweep through many years1 and at times are really startling in the vivid and homelike pictures they present of the famous folk of the past that he knew4 ,one ,sunday evening he made an almost casual reference to the time when he first met ,garfield1 then a candidate for the ,presidency4 ,i asked ,major ,mc,kinley1 whom ,i had met in ,washington1 and whose home was in northern ,ohio1 as was that of ,mr4 ,garfield1 to go with me to ,mr4 ,garfield's home and introduce me4 ,when we got there1 a neighbor had to find him4 ',jim6 ,jim6' he called4 ,you see1 ,garfield was just plain ,jim to his old neighbors4 ,it's hard to recognize a hero over your back fence6 ,he paused a moment for the appreciative ripple to subside1 and went on3 ,we three talked there together--what a rare talking that must have been--,mc,kinley1 ,garfield1 and ,conwell--we talked together1 and after a while we got to the subject of hymns1 and those two great men both told me how deeply they loved the old hymn1 ',the ,old-,time ,religion4' ,garfield especially loved it1 so he told us1 because the good old man who brought him up as a boy and to whom he owed such gratitude1 used to sing it at the pasture bars outside of the boy's window every morning1 and young ,jim knew1 whenever he heard that old tune1 that it meant it was time for him to get up4 ,he said that he had heard the best concerts and the finest operas in the world1 but had never heard anything he loved as he still loved ',the ,old-,time ,religion4' ,i forget what reason there was for ,mc,kinley's especially liking it1 but he1 as did ,garfield1 liked it immensely4 ,what followed was a striking example of ,conwell's intentness on losing no chance to fix an impression on his hearers' minds1 and at the same time it was a really astonishing proof of his power to move and sway4 ,for a new expression came over his face1 and he said1 as if the idea had only at that moment occurred to him--as it most probably had--,i think it's in our hymnal6 ,and in a moment he announced the number1 and the great organ struck up1 and every person in the great church--every man1 woman1 and child--joined in the swinging rhythm of verse after verse1 as if they could never tire1 of ,the ,old-,time ,religion4 ,it is a simple melody--barely more than a single line of almost monotone music3 ,it was good enough for mother and it's good enough for me6 ,it was good in the fiery furnace and it's good enough for me6 ,thus it went on1 with never-wearying iteration1 and each time with the refrain1 more and more rhythmic and swaying3 ,the old-time religion1 ,the old-time religion1 ,the old-time religion-- ,it's good enough for me6 ,that it was good for the ,hebrew children1 that it was good for ,paul and ,silas1 that it will help you when you're dying1 that it will show the way to heaven--all these and still other lines were sung1 with a sort of wailing softness1 a curious monotone1 a depth of earnestness4 ,and the man who had worked this miracle of control by evoking out of the past his memory of a meeting with two of the vanished great ones of the earth1 stood before his people1 leading them1 singing with them1 his eyes aglow with an inward light4 ,his magic had suddenly set them into the spirit of the old camp-meeting days1 the days of pioneering and hardship1 when religion meant so much to everybody1 and even those who knew nothing of such things felt them1 even if but vaguely4 ,every heart was moved and touched1 and that old tune will sing in the memory of all who thus heard it and sung it as long as they live4 ,v ,,gift ,,for ,,inspiring ,,others ,the constant earnestness of ,conwell1 his desire to let no chance slip by of helping a fellow-man1 puts often into his voice1 when he preaches1 a note of eagerness1 of anxiety4 ,but when he prays1 when he turns to ,god1 his manner undergoes a subtle and unconscious change4 ,a load has slipped off his shoulders and has been assumed by a higher power4 ,into his bearing1 dignified though it was1 there comes an unconscious increase of the dignity4 ,into his voice1 firm as it was before1 there comes a deeper note of firmness4 ,he is apt to fling his arms widespread as he prays1 in a fine gesture that he never uses at other times1 and he looks upward with the dignity of a man who1 talking to a higher being1 is proud of being a friend and confidant4 ,one does not need to be a ,christian to appreciate the beauty and fineness of ,conwell's prayers4 ,he is likely at any time to do the unexpected1 and he is so great a man and has such control that whatever he does seems to everybody a perfectly natural thing4 ,his sincerity is so evident1 and whatever he does is done so simply and naturally1 that it is just a matter of course4 ,i remember1 during one church service1 while the singing was going on1 that he suddenly rose from his chair and1 kneeling beside it1 on the open pulpit1 with his back to the congregation1 remained in that posture for several minutes4 ,no one thought it strange4 ,i was likely enough the only one who noticed it4 ,his people are used to his sincerities4 ,and this time it was merely that he had a few words to say quietly to ,god and turned aside for a few moments to say them4 ,his earnestness of belief in prayer makes him a firm believer in answers to prayer1 and1 in fact1 to what may be termed the direct interposition of ,providence4 ,doubtless the mystic strain inherited from his mother has also much to do with this4 ,he has a typically homely way of expressing it by one of his favorite maxims1 one that he loves to repeat encouragingly to friends who are in difficulties themselves or who know of the difficulties that are his2 and this heartening maxim is1 ,trust in ,god and do the next thing4 ,at one time in the early days of his church work in ,philadelphia a payment of a thousand dollars was absolutely needed to prevent a law-suit in regard to a debt for the church organ4 ,in fact1 it was worse than a debt2 it was a note signed by himself personally1 that had become due--he was always ready to assume personal liability for debts of his church--and failure to meet the note would mean a measure of disgrace as well as marked church discouragement4 ,he had tried all the sources that seemed open to him1 but in vain4 ,he could not openly appeal to the church members1 in this case1 for it was in the early days of his pastorate1 and his zeal for the organ1 his desire and determination to have it1 as a necessary part of church equipment1 had outrun the judgment of some of his best friends1 including that of the deacon who had gone to ,massachusetts for him4 ,they had urged a delay till other expenses were met1 and he had acted against their advice4 ,he had tried such friends as he could1 and he had tried prayer4 ,but there was no sign of aid1 whether supernatural or natural4 ,and then1 literally on the very day on which the holder of the note was to begin proceedings against him1 a check for precisely the needed one thousand dollars came to him1 by mail1 from a man in the ,west--a man who was a total stranger to him4 ,it turned out that the man's sister1 who was one of the ,temple membership1 had written to her brother of ,dr4 ,conwell's work4 ,she knew nothing of any special need for money1 knew nothing whatever of any note or of the demand for a thousand dollars2 she merely outlined to her brother what ,dr4 ,conwell was accomplishing1 and with such enthusiasm that the brother at once sent the opportune check4 ,at a later time the sum of ten thousand dollars was importunately needed4 ,it was due1 payment had been promised4 ,it was for some of the construction work of the ,temple ,university buildings4 ,the last day had come1 and ,conwell and the very few who knew of the emergency were in the depths of gloom4 ,it was too large a sum to ask the church people to make up1 for they were not rich and they had already been giving splendidly1 of their slender means1 for the church and then for the university4 ,there was no rich man to turn to2 the men famous for enormous charitable gifts have never let themselves be interested in any of the work of ,russell ,conwell4 ,it would be unkind and gratuitous to suggest that it has been because their names could not be personally attached1 or because the work is of an unpretentious kind among unpretentious people2 it need merely be said that neither they nor their agents have cared to aid1 except that one of the very richest1 whose name is the most distinguished in the entire world as a giver1 did once1 in response to a strong personal application1 give thirty-five hundred dollars1 this being the extent of the association of the wealthy with any of the varied ,conwell work4 ,so when it was absolutely necessary to have ten thousand dollars the possibilities of money had been exhausted1 whether from congregation or individuals4 ,russell ,conwell1 in spite of his superb optimism1 is also a man of deep depressions1 and this is because of the very fire and fervor of his nature1 for always in such a nature there is a balancing4 ,he believes in success2 success must come6--success is in itself almost a religion with him--success for himself and for all the world who will try for it6 ,but there are times when he is sad and doubtful over some particular possibility4 ,and he intensely believes in prayer--faith can move mountains2 but always he believes that it is better not to wait for the mountains thus to be moved1 but to go right out and get to work at moving them4 ,and once in a while there comes a time when the mountain looms too threatening1 even after the bravest efforts and the deepest trust4 ,such a time had come--the ten-thousand-dollar debt was a looming mountain that he had tried in vain to move4 ,he could still pray1 and he did1 but it was one of the times when he could only think that something had gone wrong4 ,the dean of the university1 who has been closely in touch with all his work for many years1 told me of how1 in a discouragement which was the more notable through contrast with his usual unfailing courage1 he left the executive offices for his home1 a couple of blocks away4 ,he went away with everything looking dark before him4 ,it was ,christmas-time1 but the very fact of its being ,christmas only added to his depression--,christmas was such an unnatural time for unhappiness6 ,but in a few minutes he came flying back1 radiant1 overjoyed1 sparkling with happiness1 waving a slip of paper in his hand which was a check for precisely ten thousand dollars6 ,for he had just drawn it out of an envelope handed to him1 as he reached home1 by the mail-carrier4 ,and it had come so strangely and so naturally6 ,for the check was from a woman who was profoundly interested in his work1 and who had sent the check knowing that in a general way it was needed1 but without the least idea that there was any immediate need4 ,that was eight or nine years ago1 but although the donor was told at the time that ,dr4 ,conwell and all of us were most grateful for the gift1 it was not until very recently that she was told how opportune it was4 ,and the change it made in ,dr4 ,conwell6 ,he is a great man for maxims1 and all of us who are associated with him know that one of his favorites is that ',it will all come out right some time6' ,and of course we had a rare opportunity to tell him that he ought never to be discouraged4 ,and it is so seldom that he is6 ,when the big new church was building the members of the church were vaguely disturbed by noticing1 when the structure reached the second story1 that at that height1 on the side toward the vacant and unbought land adjoining1 there were several doors built that opened literally into nothing but space6 ,when asked about these doors and their purpose1 ,dr4 ,conwell would make some casual reply1 generally to the effect that they might be excellent as fire-escapes4 ,to no one1 for quite a while1 did he broach even a hint of the great plan that was seething in his mind1 which was that the buildings of a university were some day to stand on that land immediately adjoining the church6 ,at that time the university1 the ,temple ,university as it is now called1 was not even a college1 although it was probably called a college4 ,conwell had organized it1 and it consisted of a number of classes and teachers1 meeting in highly inadequate quarters in two little houses4 ,but the imagination of ,conwell early pictured great new buildings with accommodations for thousands6 ,in time the dream was realized1 the imagination became a fact1 and now those second-floor doors actually open from the ,temple ,church into the ,temple ,university6 ,you see1 he always thinks big6 ,he dreams big dreams and wins big success4 ,all his life he has talked and preached success1 and it is a real and very practical belief with him that it is just as easy to do a large thing as a small one1 and1 in fact1 a little easier6 ,and so he naturally does not see why one should be satisfied with the small things of life4 ,if your rooms are big the people will come and fill them1 he likes to say4 ,the same effort that wins a small success would1 rightly directed1 have won a great success4 ,think big things and then do them6 ,most favorite of all maxims with this man of maxims1 is ,let ,patience have her perfect work4 ,over and over he loves to say it1 and his friends laugh about his love for it1 and he knows that they do and laughs about it himself4 ,i tire them all1 he says1 for they hear me say it every day4 ,but he says it every day because it means so much to him4 ,it stands1 in his mind1 as a constant warning against anger or impatience or over-haste--faults to which his impetuous temperament is prone1 though few have ever seen him either angry or impatient or hasty1 so well does he exercise self-control4 ,those who have long known him well have said to me that they have never heard him censure any one2 that his forbearance and kindness are wonderful4 ,he is a sensitive man beneath his composure2 he has suffered1 and keenly1 when he has been unjustly attacked2 he feels pain of that sort for a long time1 too1 for even the passing of years does not entirely deaden it4 ,when ,i have been hurt1 or when ,i have talked with annoying cranks1 ,i have tried to let ,patience have her perfect work1 for those very people1 if you have patience with them1 may afterward be of help4 ,and he went on to talk a little of his early years in ,philadelphia1 and he said1 with sadness1 that it had pained him to meet with opposition1 and that it had even come from ministers of his own denomination1 for he had been so misunderstood and misjudged2 but1 he added1 the momentary somberness lifting1 even his bitter enemies had been won over with patience4 ,i could understand a good deal of what he meant1 for one of the ,baptist ministers of ,philadelphia had said to me1 with some shame1 that at first it used actually to be the case that when ,dr4 ,conwell would enter one of the regular ministers' meetings1 all would hold aloof1 not a single one stepping forward to meet or greet him4 ,and it was all through our jealousy of his success1 said the minister1 vehemently4 ,he came to this city a stranger1 and he won instant popularity1 and we couldn't stand it1 and so we pounced upon things that he did that were altogether unimportant4 ,the rest of us were so jealous of his winning throngs that we couldn't see the good in him4 ,and it hurt ,dr4 ,conwell so much that for ten years he did not come to our conferences4 ,but all this was changed long ago4 ,now no minister is so welcomed as he is1 and ,i don't believe that there ever has been a single time since he started coming again that he hasn't been asked to say something to us4 ,we got over our jealousy long ago and we all love him4 ,nor is it only that the clergymen of his own denomination admire him1 for not long ago1 such having been ,dr4 ,conwell's triumph in the city of his adoption1 the rector of the most powerful and aristocratic church in ,philadelphia voluntarily paid lofty tribute to his aims and ability1 his work and his personal worth4 ,he is an inspiration to his brothers in the ministry of ,jesus ,christ1 so this ,episcopalian rector wrote4 ,he is a friend to all that is good1 a foe to all that is evil1 a strength to the weak1 a comforter to the sorrowing1 a man of ,god4 ,these words come from the heart of one who loves1 honors1 and reverences him for his character and his deeds4 ,dr4 ,conwell did some beautiful and unusual things in his church1 instituted some beautiful and unusual customs1 and one can see how narrow and hasty criticisms charged him1 long ago1 with sensationalism--charges long since forgotten except through the hurt still felt by ,dr4 ,conwell himself4 ,they used to charge me with making a circus of the church--as if it were possible for me to make a circus of the church6 ,and his tone was one of grieved amazement after all these years4 ,but he was original and he was popular1 and therefore there were misunderstanding and jealousy4 ,his ,easter services1 for example1 years ago1 became widely talked of and eagerly anticipated because each sermon would be wrought around some fine symbol2 and he would hold in his hand1 in the pulpit1 the blue robin's egg1 or the white dove1 or the stem of lilies1 or whatever he had chosen as the particular symbol for the particular sermon1 and that symbol would give him the central thought for his discourse1 accented as it would be by the actual symbol itself in view of the congregation4 ,the cross lighted by electricity1 to shine down over the baptismal pool1 the little stream of water cascading gently down the steps of the pool during the baptismal rite1 the roses floating in the pool and his gift of one of them to each of the baptized as he or she left the water--all such things did seem1 long ago1 so unconventional4 ,yet his own people recognized the beauty and poetry of them1 and thousands of ,bibles in ,philadelphia have a baptismal rose from ,dr4 ,conwell pressed within the pages4 ,his constant individuality of mind1 his constant freshness1 alertness1 brilliancy1 warmth1 sympathy1 endear him to his congregation1 and when he returns from an absence they bubble and effervesce over him as if he were some brilliant new preacher just come to them4 ,he is always new to them4 ,were it not that he possesses some remarkable quality of charm he would long ago have become1 so to speak1 an old story1 but instead of that he is to them an always new story1 an always entertaining and delightful story1 after all these years4 ,it is not only that they still throng to hear him either preach or lecture1 though that itself would be noticeable1 but it is the delightful and delighted spirit with which they do it4 ,just the other evening ,i heard him lecture in his own church1 just after his return from an absence1 and every face beamed happily up at him to welcome him back1 and every one listened as intently to his every word as if he had never been heard there before2 and when the lecture was over a huge bouquet of flowers was handed up to him1 and some one embarrassedly said a few words about its being because he was home again4 ,it was all as if he had just returned from an absence of months--and he had been away just five and a half days6