,! ,orpheus ,s]ies ,no4 #a ,,! ,,h]o ,,9 ,,man ,,by ,a4 ,e4 ,transcrib]'s note3 ,a4,e4 is a pseudonym ( ,george ,william ,russell ,! ,orpheus ,press1 #aiaj ,fir/ ,edition 7#a1jjj copies71 ,may1 #aiji4 ,second ,edition 7#a1jjj copies71 ,septemb]1 #aiaj4 ,,prelude4 ,greek3 lampadia e*ontes diados\s9 allelois4--,,plato4 ,we :o live 9 ! great cities c\ld n altoge!r avoid1 ev5 if we w\ld1 a c]ta9 association ) ! int]e/s ( our "t4 ,:]ev] we g ! m9ds ( m5 are fev]i%ly debat+ "s new political measure or "s new s*eme = ! recon/ruction ( society4 ,n[1 z 9 old5 times1 ! rum\rs ( an imp5d+ w> w engulf ! subtl] int]e/s ( m51 & unless we are will+ to =ego all int]c\rse we f9d ourselves involv$ 9 a hundr$ sympa?ies4 ,a fri5dly gr\p w ga!r "o ev5+ & op5 _! ?\ghts conc]n+ ! exp]i5ces ( ! s\l2 !y w (t5 decl>e t only ^! matt]s are ( pr(\nd int]e/1 & yet on ! morr[ ! mo/ ( !m reg>d ! en?usiasms ( ! m9d z f> away1 unpractical1 n ( imm$iate acc\nt4 ,b ev5 at noon ! />s are above u & because a man 9 mat]ial difficulties _c evoke ! highe/ exp]i5ces t he has kn[n !y h n become less real4 ,!y p]ta9 to 8 immortal nature & if 9 ! circum/ance ( life he loses memory ( !m x is because he is likewise mortal4 ,9 ! measure t we develop our int]ior selves philosophy becomes ! mo/ p]man5t ( our int]e/s & x may well be t ! :ole aim ( ,man is to acquire an unbrok5 & ev]-broad5+ realisation ( ! ,supreme ,_s s t 9 a f>-(f day he may become ! ma/] ( all imag9able conditions4 ,he1 !re=e1 :o br+s u back to our c5tral selves & %[s u t h[ev] f> we may w&] x is ^! high ?\ghts :i* are truly ! mo/ real--he is ( all m5 our greate/ b5efactor4 ,n[ ^? :o ?us c>e = ! spiritual aspect ( life are ( two k9ds1--! intellectual & ! imag9ative4 ,!re are m5 ( ke5 intellect :o compreh5d "s philosophic sy/em1 :o w def5d x ) elaborate reason+s & proclaim !mselves its adh]5ts1 b ! e>? at _! feet1 ! />s 9 ! firmam5t1 man himself & _! own s\ls h und]gone no transfiguration4 ,_! philosophies are lifeless1 = imag9ation is to ! intellect :at brea? is to ! body4 ,?\ghts t nev] gl[ ) imag9ation1 t are nev] appli$ to all t ! s5se p]ceives or ! m9d rememb]s--?\ghts t rema9 q ab/ract1 are z empty husks ( no value4 ,b !re are ^? :o h /udi$ by ! light ( imag9ation & ^! "k well t ! inn] life ( ?\ght1 ( exp]im5t1 & ( wond]1 ?\gh x may (t5 be ov]-cl\d$1 is ! only life :i* c h5ce=? give !m cont5t4 ,!y "k t x 0 n :5 !y 7 mo/ imm]s$ 9 ! affairs ( ! day b r :5 ! :ole _w appe>$ = a little :ile to be pulsat+ ) an almo/ unconta9able spl5d\r1 t !y 7 mo/ alive4 ,= ! be/ mood we h ev] kn[n1 ?\gh x be lo/ = long1 is yet ! cle>e/ revelation ( our true selves1 & x is !n t we le>n mo/ ne>ly :at m>vels life may hold4 ,if we read ) imag9ation ! ,dialogues ( ,plato we dwell = a :ile among ^? ard5t ,greeks = :om ! univ]se 0 *ang$ by ! words ( ! poet-philosoph]4 ,s too :5 we read ! lett] t 0 writt5 by ,plot9us to ,flaccus1 p]haps ! s]5e/ height ! human s\l has ev] atta9$1 we become ourselves ! recipi5ts4 ,9 ei!r case we feel t we h liv$ 9 ! pres5ce ( a pr9cely s\l4 ,x is an inspiration to realise t we are ( ! "o race ) ^! & may look out on ! same beauty ( e>? & heav54 ,yet ! magic ( ! m9d is n endur+ & to dream ov]long ( a bygone beauty is to make sorr[ful ! pres5t4 ,:at imag9ative read] ( ,plato b has desir$ ) a fruitless ard\r t he might 9 tru? h be5 numb]$ ) ^? :o walk$ on ! daisi$ lawns ( ! ,academy1 might 9 tru? h he>d ! voice ( ! h>dly human initiate1 h se5 him face to face1 h respond$ to ! influ5ce ( 8 pres5ce8 :o b w\ld will+ly translate 8 life to ano!r c5tury if he c\ld b he> ,plot9us endeav\r+ to describe 9 human language an ec/asy :i* makes ( man a god8 ,i "k t "o may easily injure :atev] "o mo/ loves by speak+ ( x 9 sup]lative praise to ^? :o z yet rema9 alo( ) int]e/ un>\s$1 b = me x is h>d to refra9 f an expression ( t admiration1 & ,i w\ld fa9 say also t affection1 :i* burns up )9 me :5 ,i read ! writ+s ( ,a4,e4 ,= !y cause me to ?9k ( him z "o ( ^? r>e spirits :o br+ to m5 ! realisation ( _! own div9ity1 :o make ! spiritual life seem adv5tur\s1 attractive1 & vivid1 s t we g =? into ! _w ) a new int]e/ & a new joy at he>t4 ,t1 z ,i h s\ght to %[ 9 ! op5+ ( ?is note1 is ! greate/ ( all ?+s t anyone c d4 ,! life ( su* a man makes beautiful ! g5]ation ) :i* x co9cides4 ,if we p5etrate ! human words & inhabit1 s f> z we are able1 ! mood :i* 0 pass+ 9 ! s\l z x %ap$ !m1 we may le>n f ! rev]ies t are "h repr9t$ h[ to ! my/ic ( ?is mat]ial age ! _w rema9s equally wond]ful & human life equally holy z ei!r seem$ 9 ! f>-(f days :5 beauty 0 m greatly desir$4 ,= ( deep] value at all times ?an any p>ticul> ?\ght is ! p]vad+ mood4 ,p]haps ! read] w rememb] "h ! foll[+ passage by ,rob]t ,l\is ,/ev5son3--,su* are ! be/ tea*]s2 a dogma le>n$ is only a new error--! old "o 0 p]haps z good2 b a _s communicat$ is a p]petual possession4 ,^! be/ tea*]s climb beyond tea*+ to ! plane ( art2 x is !mselves1 & :at is be/ 9 !mselves1 t !y communicate4 ,to read ! essays t foll[1 or ! ?ree volumes ( poetry t ,a4,e4 has publi%$1 is to recognise "o :o has endeav\r$ always to communicate ! be/ 9 himself1 & ! mood :i* !y induce is a mood f :i* we may see ! _w once m 9 its primal beauty1 may recov] a s5se ( ! long-=gott5 b inext+ui%able gr&eur ( ! s\l4 ,,clif=d ,,bax4 ,april1 #aiji4 ,,! ,,h]o ,,9 ,,man4 ,i4 ,!re sometimes comes on u a mood ( /range rev]5ce = p & ?+s :i* 9 less contemplative h\rs we hold to be unwor?y2 & 9 su* mom5ts we may set side by side ! head ( ,*ri/ & ! head ( an outca/1 & !re is an equal radiance ar\nd ea*1 :i* makes ( ! d>k] face a %ad[ & is itself a %ad[ ar\nd ! head ( light4 ,we feel a fundam5tal unity ( purpose 9 _! pres5ce "h1 & w\ld z will+ly pay homage to ! "o :o has fall5 z to him :o has become a ma/] ( life4 ,i "k t immemorial ord] decrees t ! laurel & ! cr[n be giv5 only to ! victor1 b 9 ^? mom5ts ,i speak ( a pr(\nd intuition *anges ! decree & sets ! aureole on bo? alike4 ,we feel su* deep pity = ! fall5 t !re mu/ ne$s be a ju/ice 9 x1 = ^! div9] feel+s are wise 9 !mselves & d n vaguely arise4 ,!y are lights f ! ,fa!r4 ,a ju/ice lies 9 utt]mo/ pity & =giv5ess1 ev5 :5 we seem to ourselves to be mo/ deeply wrong$2 or :y is x t ! awak5+ ( res5tm5t or hate br+s su* swift contrition8 ,we are ev] self-condemn$2 & ! d>k ?\ght :i* w5t =? 9 u brood+ rev5ge1 :5 sudd5ly smitt5 by ! light1 )draws & hides )9 itself 9 awful p5it5ce4 ,9 ask+ myself :y x is t ! meane/ are safe f our condemnation :5 we sit on ! true seat ( judgm5t 9 ! he>t1 x seem$ to me t _! %ield 0 ! s5se we h ( a nobility hidd5 9 !m "u ! cov] ( ignoble ?+s2 t _! pres5t d>kness 0 ! result ( "s too weighty h]oic lab\r und]tak5 long ago by ! human _s2 t x 0 ! consecration ( pa/ purpose :i* play$ ) su* a t5d] light ab\t _! ru9$ lives1 & x 0 m pa!tic because ?is nobl5ess 0 all unkn[n to ! fall5 & ! h]oic cause ( s mu* pa9 0 =gott5 9 life's prison-h\se4 ,:ile feel+ ! s]vice to u ( ! great e?ical ideals :i* h be5 =mulat$ by m51 ,i ?9k t ! idea ( ju/ice intellectually conceiv$ t5ds to beget a c]ta9 h>dness ( ! he>t4 ,x is true t m5 h done wrong--h5ce _! pa93 b back ( all ?is !re is some?+ inf9itely soo?+1 a light :i* does n w\nd1 :i* says no h>% ?+1 ev5 al?\gh ! d>ke/ ( spirits turns to x 9 its agony1 = ! d>ke/ ( human spirits has /ill ar\nd him ?is fir/ glory :i* %9es f a deep] be+ )91 ^: hi/ory may be told z ! leg5d ( ! ,h]o 9 ,man4 ,among ! _m immortals ) :om anci5t my? peopl$ ! spiritual sph]e ( humanity are "s figures :i* draw to !mselves a m pr(\nd t5d]ness ?an ! re/4 ,n ,aphrodite ris+ 9 beauty f ! fa]y foam ( ! fir/ seas1 n ,apollo ) sweete/ s++1 laught]1 & y\?1 n ! wield] ( ! lightn+1 c\ld exact ! rev]5ce accord$ to ! lonely ,titan *a9$ on ! m\nta91 or to t b[$ figure heavy ) ! burd5 ( ! s9s ( ! _w2 = ! bright] div9ities _h no "p 9 ! lab\r ( man1 no su* intimate relation ) ! :]e=e ( 8 own exi/5ce s full ( /ruggle4 ,! m radiant figures are prophecies to him ( 8 de/9y1 b ! ,titan & ! ,*ri/ are a revelation ( 8 m imm$iate /ate2 _! giant sorr[s companion 8 own1 & 9 contemplat+ !m he awak5s :at is noble/ 9 8 own nature2 or1 9 o!r words1 9 und]/&+ _! div9e h]oism he und]/&s himself4 ,= ?is 9 tru? x seems to me to mean3 all k is a revelation ( ! self to ! self1 & our deepe/ compreh5sion ( ! seem+ly ap>t div9e is also our fur!/ inroad to self-k2 ,prome!us1 ,*ri/1 are 9 e he>t2 ! /ory ( "o is ! /ory ( all2 ! ,titan & ! ,crucifi$ are humanity4 ,if1 !n1 we consid] !m z repres5t+ ! human _s & dis5tangle f ! my?s _! mean+1 we %all f9d t :atev] rev]5ce is due to t h]oic love :i* desc5d$ f heav5 = ! r$eem+ ( a l[] nature1 mu/ be paid to e human be+4 ,*ri/ is inc>nate 9 all humanity4 ,prome!us is b\nd = ev] )9 u4 ,!y are ! same4 ,!y are a ho/1 & ! div9e inc>nation 0 n spok5 ( "o1 b ( all ^? :o desc5d+ into ! l[] _w tri$ to *ange x into ! div9e image & to wre/ out ( *aos a k+dom = ! empire ( light4 ,! angels saw bel[ !m 9 *aos a s5seless r\t bl9d ) elem5tal passion = ev] w>r+ ) discordant cries :i* broke 9 ^u ! _w ( div9e beauty2 & t ! pa9 might dep>t1 !y grew rebelli\s 9 ! ,ma/]'s peace1 & desc5d+ to e>? ! angelic lights 7 crucifi$ 9 m52 leav+ s radiant worlds1 su* a light ( beauty1 = e>?'s grey twilight fill$ ) te>s1 t ?r\gh ?is elem5tal life might brea! ! />ry music br\ght f ,him4 ,if ! ,=ese] be a true "n = ! ,titan1 x foll[s t 9 ! ho/ :i* he repres5ts 0 a light :i* well =eknew all ! d>k pa?s ( its j\rney2 =esee+ ! bitt] /ruggle ) a ho/ile nature1 b =esee+ p]haps a ga91 a di/ant glory o'er ! hills ( sorr[1 & t *aos1 div9e & trans=m$1 ) only g5tle brea?+1 lit up by ! ,*ri/-s\l ( ! univ]se4 ,!re is a trans=m+ p[] 9 ! ?\ght itself3 we c no long] condemn ! fall51 !y :o laid aside _! ?rones ( anci5t p[]1 _! _s ec/asy & beauty1 on su* a mission4 ,p]haps ^? :o sank l[e/ did s to raise a great] burd51 & ( ^! mo/ fall5 x may 9 ! h\r ( _! resurrection be said1 ,! la/ %all be fir/4 ,s1 plac+ side by side ! head ( ! outca/ ) ! head ( ,*ri/1 x has ?is equal beauty--) z bright a glory x sp$ f ! ,fa!r 9 ages pa/ on its r$eem+ lab\r4 ,( 8 pres5t d>kness :at %all we say8 ,he is altoge!r dead 9 s98 ,nay1 r ) t5d]ness =be>1 & ?9k t ! =esee+ _s has tak5 its own dread pa? to ma/]y2 t t :i* =esaw ! sorr[ =esaw also beyond x a great] joy & a mighti] exi/5ce1 :5 x w\ld rise aga9 9 a new robe1 wov5 out ( ! treasure hidd5 9 ! deep ( its subm]g5ce1 & %9e at la/ l ! />s ( ! morn+ triumphant among ! ,sons ( ,god4 ,,ii4 ,our deepe/ life is :5 we are alone4 ,we ?9k mo/ truly1 love be/1 :5 isolat$ f ! out] _w 9 t my/ic abyss we call s\l4 ,no?+ ext]nal c equal ! fulness ( ^! mom5ts4 ,we may sit 9 ! blue twilight ) a fri5d1 or b5d toge!r by ! he>?1 half :isp]+1 or 9 a sil5ce popul\s ) lov+ ?\ghts mutually und]/ood2 !n we may feel happy & at peace1 b x is only because we are lull$ by a semblance to deep] intimacies4 ,:5 we ?9k ( a fri5d1 & ! lov$ "o draws nigh1 we sometimes feel half-pa9$1 = we t\*$ some?+ 9 our solitude :i* ! liv+ pres5ce %ut out2 we seem m ap>t1 & w\ld fa9 wave !m away & cry1 ,call me n =? f ?is2 ,i am no m a _s if ,i leave my ?rone4 ,b ^! moods1 ?\gh lit up by intuitions ( ! true1 are too p>tial1 !y belong too mu* to ! twilight ( ! he>t1 !y h too dreamy a temp] to s]ve u well 9 life4 ,we %\ld wi% r = our ?\ghts a directness su* z belongs to ! mess5g]s ( ! gods1 swift1 beautiful1 fla%+ pres5ces b5t on purposes well und]/ood4 ,:at we ne$ is t ?is int]ior t5d]ness %all be elevat$ into se]%ip1 t :at 9 mo/ is only ye>n+ or bl9d love %all see cle>ly its way & hope4 ,to ?is end we h to obs]ve m int5tly ! nature ( ! int]ior life4 ,we f9d1 inde$1 t x is n a solitude at all1 b d5se ) multitud9\s be+3 in/ead ( be+ alone we are 9 ! ?rong$ highways ( exi/5ce4 ,= our guidance :5 ent]+ "h _m words ( w>n+ h be5 utt]$1 laws h be5 outl9$1 & be+s full ( wond]1 t]ror1 & beauty describ$4 ,yet !re is a _s 9 u deep] ?an our intellectual be+ :i* ,i ?9k ( z ! ,h]o 9 man1 :o feels ! nobility ( its place 9 ! mid/ ( all ?is1 & :o w\ld fa9 equal ! greatness ( p]ception ) de$s z great4 ,! we>9ess & s5se ( futility :i* (t5 falls ^u ! my/ic aft] mu* ?\ght is due to ?is1 t he has n recognis$ t he mu/ be work] z well z se]1 t "h he has duties dem&+ a m su/a9$ endurance j z ! inn] life is s mu* va/] & m int5se ?an ! life he has left beh9d4 ,n[ ! duties :i* c be tak5 up by ! s\l are exactly ^? :i* x feels mo/ inadequate to p]=m :5 act+ z an embodi$ be+4 ,:at %all be done to quiet ! he>t-cry ( ! _w3 h[ answ] ! dumb appeal = help we s (t5 div9e bel[ eyes t laugh8 ,x is ! sadde/ ( all sorr[s to ?9k t pity ) no h&s to heal1 t love )\t a voice to speak1 %\ld helplessly heap _! pa9 ^u pa9 :ile e>? %all endure4 ,b !re is a tru? ab\t sorr[ :i* ,i ?9k may make x seem n s hopeless4 ,!re are few] b>ri]s ?an we ?9k3 !re is1 9 tru?1 an inn] alliance betwe5 ! s\l :o w\ld fa9 give & ! s\l :o is 9 ne$4 ,nature has well provid$ t n "o gold5 ray ( all our ?\ghts is sp$ ineffective ?r\gh ! d>k2 n "o drop ( ! magical elixirs love di/ils is wa/$4 ,let u consid] h[ ?is may be4 ,!re is a habit we ne>ly all h indulg$ 94 ,we weave little /ories 9 our m9ds1 exp5d+ love & pity ^u ! imag9>y be+s we h creat$1 & ,i h be5 l$ to ?9k t _m ( ^! are n imag9>y1 t some:]e 9 ! _w be+s are liv+ j 9 t way1 & we m]ely re=m & live ov] aga9 9 our life ! /ory ( ano!r life4 ,sometimes ^! f>away intimates assume s vivid a %ape1 !y come s ne> ) _! appeal = sympa?y t ! pictures are un=gettable2 & ! m ,i pond] ov] !m ! m x seems to me t !y (t5 convey ! actual ne$ ( "s s\l ^: cry = com=t has gone out into ! va/1 p]haps to meet ) an answ]1 p]haps to he> only sil5ce4 ,i w supply an in/ance4 ,i see a *ild1 a curi\s1 delicate little ?+1 seat$ on ! door/ep ( a h\se4 ,x is an alley 9 "s great city1 & !re is a gloom ( ev5+ & vap\r ov] ! sky4 ,i see ! *ild is b5d+ ov] ! pa?2 he is pick+ c9d]s & arrang+ !m1 & z ,i pond]1 ,i become aw>e t he is lay+ d[n 9 gritty l9es ! walls ( a h\se1 ! mansion ( 8 dream4 ,"h spread along ! pavem5t are l>ge rooms1 ^! = 8 fri5ds1 & a t9y room 9 ! c5tre1 t is 8 own4 ,s 8 ?\ght plays4 ,j !n ,i cat* a glimpse ( ! corduroy tr\s]s ( a pass+ workman1 & a heavy boot cru%es ?r\gh ! c9d]s4 ,i feel ! pa9 9 ! *ild's he>t z he %r9ks back1 8 little love-lit h\se ( dreams all rudely %att]$4 ,ah1 poor *ild1 build+ ! ,city ,beautiful out ( a few c9d]s1 yet nigh]1 tru] 9 int5t ?an _m a /ately1 gold-ri* palace re>$ by pr9ces1 ?\ w]t n =gott5 by t mighty _s :o lives ?r\gh ! fall+ ( empires1 ^: home has be5 9 _m a ru9$ he>t4 ,surely x 0 to br+ com=t to he>ts l ?9e t t mo/ noble ( all m$itations 0 orda9$ by ! ,buddha4 ,he lets 8 m9d p]vade "o qu>t] ( ! _w ) ?\ghts ( ,love1 & s ! second1 & s ! ?ird1 & s ! f\r?4 ,& ?us ! :ole wide _w1 above1 bel[1 ar\nd1 & ev]y:]e1 does he cont9ue to p]vade ) he>t ( ,love f>-rea*+1 gr[n great & beyond measure4 ,t love1 ?\gh ! v fairy brea? ( life1 %\ld by itself & s imp>t$ h a su/a9+ p[] "s may "q1 n ^? :o h felt ! sunlight fall f di/ant fri5ds :o ?9k ( !m2 b1 to make cle>] h[ x seems to me to act1 ,i say t love1 ,eros1 is a be+4 ,x is m ?an a p[] ( ! s\l1 ?\gh x is t also2 x has a univ]sal life ( its own1 & j z ! d>k heav+ wat]s d n "k :at jewel lights !y reflect ) bl9d+ radiance1 s ! s\l1 p>tially absorb+ & feel+ ! ray ( ,eros )9 x1 does n "k t (t5 a "p ( its nature ne>] to ! sun ( love %9es ) a brilliant light to o!r eyes ?an its own4 ,_m p move unconsci\s ( _! own *>m1 unkn[+ ( ! beauty & p[] !y seem to o!rs to imp>t4 ,x is "s pa/ atta9m5t ( ! s\l1 a jewel won 9 "s old battle :i* x may h =gott51 b none ! less ?is gleams on its ti>a & ! />-flame inspires o!rs to hope & victory4 ,if x is true "h t _m ex]t a spiritual influ5ce !y are unconsci\s (1 x is /ill tru] ( ! sph]es )94 ,once ! s\l has atta9$ to any possession l love1 or p]si/5t w1 or fai?1 or a p[] ( ?\ght1 x comes into spiritual contact ) o!rs :o are /ruggl+ = ^! v p[]s4 ,! atta9m5t ( any ( ^! means t ! s\l is able to absorb & radiate "s ( ! div9] elem5ts ( be+4 ,! s\l may or may n be aw>e ( ! position x is plac$ 9 or its new duties1 b yet t ,liv+ ,light1 hav+ f\nd a way into ! be+ ( any "o p]son1 does n re/ !re1 b s5ds its rays & ext5ds its influ5ce on & on to illum9e ! d>kness ( ano!r nature4 ,s x comes t !re are ties :i* b9d u to p o!r ?an ^? :om we meet 9 our ev]yday life4 ,i ?9k !y are mo/ real ties1 mo/ important to und]/&1 = if we let our lamp g out1 "s f> away :o _h rea*$ out 9 ! d>k & felt a /eady w1 a p]si/5t hope1 a compassionate love1 may rea* out once aga9 9 an h\r ( ne$1 & f9d+ no support may give way & fold ! h&s 9 despair4 ,(t5 we all[ gloom to ov]come u & s h9d] ! bright rays 9 _! passage2 b w\ld we d x s (t5 if we ?\ght t p]haps a sadness :i* besets u1 we d n "k :y1 0 caus$ by someone draw+ nigh to u = com=t1 :om our le?>gy might make feel /ill m 8 helplessness1 :ile our c\rage1 our fai?1 might cause our light to %9e 9 "s o!r he>t :i* z yet has no light ( its own8 ,,iii4 ,! night 0 wet3 &1 z ,i 0 mov+ d[n ! /reets1 my m9d 0 also j\rney+ on a way ( its own1 & ! ?+s :i* 7 bodily pres5t be=e me 7 no less ) me 9 my unse5 travell+4 ,e n[ & !n a transf] w\ld take place1 & "s ( ! mov+ %ad[s 9 ! /reet w\ld beg9 walk+ ab\t 9 ! cle> int]ior light4 ,! *ildr5 ( ! city1 cr\*$ 9 ! doorways1 or rac+ ?r\gh ! hurry+ multitude & fla%+ lights1 began _! elf9 play aga9 9 my he>t2 & t 0 because ,i _h he>d ^! t9y outca/s %\t+ ) glee4 ,i wond]$ if ! glitt] & %ad[ ( su* sordid ?+s 7 ?rong$ ) magnific5ce & my/]y = ^? :o 7 unaw>e ( a great] light & deep] %ade :i* made up ! romance & fasc9ation ( my own life4 ,9 imag9ation ,i n>r[$ myself to _! ignorance1 littl5ess & y\?1 & seem$ = a mom5t to flit amid great uncompreh5d$ be+s & a dim wond]ful city ( palaces4 ,!n ano!r transf] took place & ,i 0 pond]+ anew1 = a face ,i _h se5 flick]+ ?r\gh ! w>m wet mi/ haunt$ me2 x ent]$ into ! realm ( ! int]pret]1 & ,i 0 made aw>e by ! pale *eeks1 & by ! close-%ut lips ( pa91 & by "s inw>d k1 t !re ! ,tree ( ,life 0 beg9n+ to gr[1 & ,i wond]$ :y x is t x always spr+s up ?r\gh a he>t 9 a%es3 ,i wond]$ also if t :i* spr+s up1 :i* 9 itself is an immortal joy1 has k t its %oots are pi]c+ ?r\gh su* angui%2 or aga91 if x 0 ! pi]c+ ( ! %oots :i* caus$ ! pa91 & if e ?rob ( ! beautiful flame d>t+ upw>d to blossom meant ! p]i%+ ( "s m e>?ly gr[? :i* _h kept ! he>t 9 %ad[4 ,see+ too h[ _m ?\ghts spr+ up f su* a simple ?+1 ,i que/ion$ :e!r t :i* />t$ ! impulse _h any %>e 9 ! outcome1 & if ^! mus+s ( m9e 9 any way affect$ _! subject4 ,i !n began ?9k+ ab\t ^? secret ties on :i* ,i h speculat$ be=e1 & 9 ! d>kness my he>t grew sudd5ly w>m & gl[+1 = ,i _h *anc$ ^u "o ( ^? %9+ imag9ations :i* are ! weal? ( ^? :o travel ^u ! hidd5 ways4 ,9 describ+ t :i* comes to u all at once1 !re is a difficulty 9 *oos+ betwe5 :at is fir/ & :at is la/ to say3 b1 int]pret+ z be/ ,i c1 ,i seem$ to behold ! onw>d movem5t ( a ,light1 "o among _m ,lights1 all liv+1 ?robb+1 n[ dim ) p]turbations1 & n[ aga9 cle>1 & all subtly wov5 toge!r1 outw>dly 9 "s m %ad[y %9+1 & inw>dly 9 a great] fire1 :i*1 ?\gh x 0 invisible1 ,i knew to be ! ,lamp ( ! ,_w4 ,?is ,light :i* ,i beheld ,i felt to be a human s\l1 & ^! p]turbations :i* dimm$ x 7 its /ruggles & passionate long+s = some?+1 & t 0 = a m brilliant %9+ ( ! light )9 itself4 ,x 0 9 love ) its own beauty1 enraptur$ by its own lucidity2 & ,i saw t z ^! ?+s 7 m belov$ !y grew pal]1 = ?is light is ! love :i* ! ,mighty ,"m has 9 h] he>t = h] *ildr51 & %e means t x %all g ?r\gh ea* "o unto all1 & :oev] re/ra9s x 9 himself is himself %ut out2 n t ! great he>t has ceas$ 9 its love = t s\l1 b t ! s\l has %ut itself (f f influx1 = e imag9ation ( man is ! op5+ or ! clos+ ( a door to ! div9e _w3 n[ he is solit>y1 cut (f1 &1 seem+ly to himself1 on ! des]t & di/ant v]ge ( ?+s3 & !n 8 ?\ght ?r[s op5 ! swift portals2 he he>s ! *ant ( ! s]aphs 9 8 he>t1 & he is made lum9\s by ! light+ ( a sudd5 aureole4 ,?is s\l :i* ,i wat*$ seem$ to h le>n$ at la/ ! secret love3 =1 9 ! angui% begott5 by its loss1 x foll[$ ! dep>t+ glory 9 p5it5ce to ! inmo/ %r9e :]e x ceas$ altoge!r2 & because x seem$ utt]ly lo/ & hopeless ( atta9m5t & caprici\sly d5i$ to ! seek]1 a pr(\nd pity arose 9 ! s\l = ^? :o1 l x 7 seek+1 b /ill 9 hope1 = !y _h n come to ! va9 end ( _! endeav\rs4 ,i und]/ood t su* pity is ! la/ ( ! preci\s ess5ces :i* make up ! elixir ( immortality1 & :5 x is p\r$ into ! cup x is ready = dr9k+4 ,& s x 0 ) ?is s\l :i* grew brilliant ) ! passage ( ! et]nal light ?r\gh its new purity ( self-oblivion1 & joyful 9 ! compreh5sion ( ! my/]y ( ! secret love1 :i*1 ?\gh x has be5 decl>$ _m times by ! greate/ ( tea*]s among m51 is yet nev] kn[n truly unless ! ,mighty ,"m has h]self brea!d x 9 ! he>t4 ,& n[ t ! s\l _h div9$ ?is secret1 ! %ad[y %9+ :i* 0 wov5 9 bonds ( union betwe5 x & its fell[-lights grew cle>]2 & a multitude ( ^! /r&s 71 s x seem$1 /r5g!n$ & plac$ 9 its keep+3 along ^! x 0 to s5d ! message ( ! wisdom & ! love :i* 7 ! secret sweetness ( its own be+4 ,!n a spiritual trag$y began1 inf9itely m pa!tic ?an ! old desolation1 because x 0 br\ght ab\t by ! v nobility ( ! _s4 ,?is s\l1 %$d+ its love l rays ( glory1 seem$ itself ! c5tre ( a r+ ( w\nd+ spe>s3 x s5t =? love & ! arr[y response came hate-impell$3 x :isp]$ peace & 0 answ]$ by ! cla% ( rebellion3 & to all ?is = def5ce x c\ld only b>e m op5ly its he>t t a pr(\nd] love f ! ,"m ,nature might pass ?r\gh ^u ! re/4 ,i knew ?is 0 :at a tea*]1 :o wrote long ago1 meant :5 he said3 ,put on ! :ole arm\r ( ,god1 :i* is love & endurance1 = ! truly div9e *ildr5 ( ! ,flame are n arm$ o!rwise3 & ( ^? prote/s1 s5t up 9 ignorance or rebellion aga9/ ! :isp] ( ! wisdom1 ,i saw t "s melt$ 9 ! fi]ce & t5d] heat ( ! he>t1 & !re came 9 _! /ead a gold5 response :i* made clos] ! ties1 & drew ^! s\ls upw>d to an und]/&+ & to %>e 9 ! ov]%ad[+ nature4 ,& ?is is "p ( ! plan ( ! ,great ,al*emi/1 :]eby ! r$ ruby ( ! he>t is transmut$ into ! t5d]] light ( ! opal2 = ! behold+ ( love made b>e acts l ! flame ( ! furnace3 & ! dissolv+ passions1 ?r\gh an angui% ( remorse1 ! lightn+s ( pa91 & ?r\gh an ador+ pity1 are *ang$ into ! image !y contemplate1 & melt 9 ! ec/asy ( self-=getful love1 ! _s :i* lit ! ?orn-cr[n$ br[s1 :i* p]ceiv$ only 9 its la/ agony ! retribution due to its torm5tors1 & cri$ out1 ,fa!r1 =give !m1 = !y "k n :at !y d4 ,n[ al?\gh ! love ( ! few may alleviate ! hurt due to ! ignorance ( ! mass1 x is n 9 ! p[] ( anyone to )/& = ev] ?is w>f>e2 = by ! p]petual w\nd+ ( ! inn] nature x is s we>i$ t ! _s mu/ )draw f a tab]nacle gr[n too frail to support ! increase ( light )9 & ! j>r+ ( ! demoniac nature )\t2 & at l5g? comes ! call :i* means1 = a :ile1 release1 & a deep re/ 9 regions beyond ! p>adise ( less] s\ls4 ,s1 )drawn into ! ,div9e ,d>kness1 vani%$ ! ,light ( my dream4 ,& n[ x seem$ z if ?is wond]ful weft ( s\ls int]tw9+ z "o be+ mu/ come to naught2 & all ^? :o ?r\gh ! gloom _h n\ri%$ a long+ = ! light w\ld /ret* out h&s 9 va9 = guidance3 b t ,i did n und]/& ! love ( ! ,"m1 & t al?\gh few1 !re is no decay+ ( h] h]oic brood2 =1 z ! se] ( old caught at ! mantle ( him :o w5t up 9 ! fi]y *>iot1 s ano!r took up ! burd5 & ga!r$ ! %9+ /r&s toge!r3 & to ?is sequ5ce ( spiritual guides !re is no end+4 ,"h ,i may say t ! love ( ! ,"m1 :i*1 act+ ?r\gh ! burni%$ w ( ! h]o1 is wr\ght to highe/ uses1 is 9 reality ev]y:]e1 & p]vades ) pr(\nde/ t5d]ness ! homelie/ circum/ance ( daily life2 & !re is n lack+1 ev5 among ! humble/1 an und]/&+ ( ! spiritual trag$y :i* foll[s ^u e ef=t ( ! div9e nature b[+ itself d[n 9 pity to our %ad[y sph]e2 an und]/&+ 9 :i* ! nature ( ! love is gaug$ ?r\gh ! ext5t ( ! sacrifice & ! pa9 :i* is ov]come4 ,i recall ! in/ance ( an old ,iri% peasant1 :o1 z he lay 9 hospital wakeful f a gr9d+ pa9 9 8 leg1 =got himself 9 mak+ draw+s1 rude yet rev]5tly done1 ( incid5ts 9 ! life ( ! ,galilean tea*]4 ,"o ( ^! :i* he %[$ me 0 a crucifixion1 :]e1 amid/ mu* grotesque symbolism1 7 "s trac+s :i* indicat$ a purely beautiful intuition2 ! he>t ( ?is crucifi$ figure1 no less ?an ! br[1 0 wrea!d ab\t ) ?orns & radiant ) light3 ,= t1 said he1 0 :]e he really suff]$4 ,:5 ,i ?9k ( ?is old man1 br++ =getfulness ( 8 own bodily pa9 ?r\gh contemplation ( ! spiritual suff]+ ( 8 ,ma/]1 my memory ( him %9es ) some?+ ( ! transc5d5t light he himself p]ceiv$2 = ,i feel t "s suff]+ ( 8 own1 nobly und]gone1 _h giv5 him und]/&+1 & he _h laid 8 he>t 9 love aga9/ ! ,he>t ( ,_m ,sorr[s1 see+ x w\nd$ by unnumb]$ spe>s yet burn+ ) undy+ love4 ,?\gh mu* may be le>n$ by obs]vance ( ! sup]ficial life & actions ( a spiritual tea*]1 x is only 9 ! deep] life ( m$itation & imag9ation t x c be truly realis$2 = ! s\l is a midnight blossom :i* op5s its leaves 9 dream1 & its p]fect bloom is unfold$ only :]e ano!r sun %9es 9 ano!r heav53 !re x feels :at cele/ial dews desc5d on x1 & :at influ5ces draw x up to its div9e ar*etype3 "h 9 ! %ad[ ( e>? root int]coils ) root & ! f9] di/9ctions ( ! blossom are n p]ceiv$4 ,if we knew also :o !y really are1 :o sometimes 9 sil5ce1 & sometimes ) ! eyes ( ! _w at gaze1 take ^u !m ! mantle ( tea*]1 an unutt]able awe w\ld prevail3 = und]nea? a bodily pres5ce n 9 any s5se beautiful may burn ! glory ( "s anci5t div9ity1 "s h]o :o has laid aside 8 sceptre 9 ! en*ant$ l& to rescue old-"t comrades fall5 into oblivion3 or aga91 if we _h ! insight ( ! simple old peasant into ! nature ( ?is endur+ love1 out ( ! exquisite & poignant emotions k9dl$ w\ld arise ! flame ( a passionate love :i* w\ld endure long aeons ( angui% t x might %ield1 ?\gh b = a little1 ! k+ly he>ts :o may n %ield !mselves4 ,b ,i too1 :o write1 h laun*$ ! rebelli\s spe>1 or 9 le?>gy h (ttimes gone d[n ! great drift numb]+ myself among ^? :o n be+ ) mu/ ne$s be aga9/3 !re=e ,i make no appeal2 !y only may call :o /& ^u ! l(ty m\nta9s2 b ,i reveal ! ?\ght :i* arose l a /> 9 my s\l ) su* bright & pa!tic mean+1 leav+ x to y :o read to approve & apply x4 ,,! ,,orpheus ,,s]ies1 ,,etc4 ,?is s]ies ( booklets w be issu$ 9 connection ) ,orpheus1 a ,qu>t]ly ,magaz9e ( ,my/ical ,art1 :i* may be _h = f\r %ill+s & sixp5ce a ye>4 ,x is hop$ t "s ( ! succe$+ numb]s may also be compos$ ( repr9ts f ! e>ly writ+s ( ,a4 ,e4 ,! foll[+ is a li/ ( ! books t ,a4 ,e4 has at pres5t publi%$3 ,,v]se3 ,! ,e>?-,brea?4 ,john ,lane ,homew>d ,songs by ! ,way4 ,john ,lane ,! ,div9e ,vision4 ,macmillan ,,prose3 ,! ,mask ( ,apollo 7,dream-,/ories74 ,macmillan ,"s ,iri% ,essays 7,! ,t[] ,press ,s]ies1 ,no4 ,i47 ,maunsell1 ,dubl9 ,wom5's ,pr9t+ ,society1 ,ltd41 ,brick ,/reet1 ,piccadilly