,,visits ,,and ,,sketches ,,at ,,home ,,and ,,abroad4 ,,vol4 ,,iii4 ,,visits ,,and ,,sketches ,,at ,,home ,,and ,,abroad ,,with ,,tales ,,and ,,miscellanies ,,now ,,first ,,collected4 ,,by ,,mrs4 ,,jameson1 ,,author ,,of ,,the ,,characteristics ,,of ,,women1 ,,lives ,,of ,,celebrated ,,female ,,sovereigns1 c4 ,,in ,,three ,,volumes4 ,,vol4 ,,iii4 ,,second ,,edition4 ,,london ,,saunders ,,and ,,otley1 ,,conduit ,,street4 #ahce4 ,,london3 ,,ibotson ,,and ,,palmer1 ,,printers1 ,,savoy ,,street1 ,,strand4 ,,contents ,,of ,,vol4 ,,iii4 ,,page ,sketch of ,mrs4 ,siddons #c ,sketch of ,fanny ,kemble #di ,the ,false ,one #ic ,halloran the ,pedlar #agg ,the ,indian ,mother #bca ,much ,coin1 ,much ,care #bfc ,,vol4 ,,iii4 ,page #db1 line #e1 for the full stop read a comma1 and for she had read having4 #ei1--d1 for cannot read could not4 ,,mrs4 ,,siddons4 ,the following little sketch was written a few days after the death of ,mrs4 ,siddons1 and was called forth by certain paragraphs which appeared in the daily papers4 ,a misapprehension of the real character of this remarkable woman1 which ,i know to exist in the minds of many who admired and venerated her talents1 has induced me to enlarge the first very slight sketch1 into a more finished but still inadequate portrait4 ,i have spared no pains to verify the truth of my own conception by testimony of every kind that was attainable4 ,i have penned every word as if ,i had been in that great final court where the thoughts of all hearts are manifested2 and those who best knew the individual ,i have attempted to delineate bear witness to the fidelity of the portrait1 as far as it goes4 ,i must be permitted to add1 that in this and the succeeding sketch ,i have not only been inspired by the wish to do justice to individual virtue and talent1--,i wished to impress and illustrate that important truth1 that a gifted woman may pursue a public vocation1 yet preserve the purity and maintain the dignity of her sex--that there is no prejudice which will not shrink away before moral energy1 and no profession which may not be made compatible with the respect due to us as women1 the cultivation of every feminine virtue1 and the practice of every private duty4 ,i might here multiply examples and exceptions1 and discuss causes and results2 but it is a consideration ,i reserve for another opportunity4 ,,mrs4 ,,siddons ,implora pace6--,she1 who upon earth ruled the souls and senses of men1 as the moon rules the surge of waters2 the acknowledged and liege empress of all the realms of illusion2 the crowned queen2 the throned muse2 the sceptred shadow of departed genius1 majesty1 and beauty1--supplicates--,peace6 ,what unhallowed work has been going forward in some of the daily papers since this illustrious creature has been laid in her quiet unostentatious grave6 ay1 even before her poor remains were cold6 ,what pains have been taken to cater trifling scandal for the blind1 heartless1 gossip-loving vulgar6 and to throw round the memory of a woman1 whose private life was as irreproachable as her public career was glorious1 some ridiculous or unamiable association which should tend to unsphere her from her throne in our imagination1 and degrade from her towering pride of place1 the heroine of ,shakspeare1 and the ,muse of ,tragedy6 ,that stupid malignity which revels in the martyrdom of fame--which rejoices when1 by some approximation of the mean and ludicrous with the beautiful and sublime1 it can for a moment bring down the rainbow-like glory in which the fancy invests genius1 to the drab-coloured level of mediocrity--is always hateful and contemptible2 but in the present case it is something worse2 it has a peculiar degree of cowardly injustice4 ,if some elegant biographer inform us that the same hand which painted the infant ,hercules1 or ,ugolino1 or ,mrs4 ,sheridan1 half seraph and half saint--could clutch a guinea with satisfaction1 or drive a bargain with a footman2 if some discreet friend1 from the mere love of truth1 no doubt1 reveal to us the puerile1 lamentable frailties of that bright spirit which poured itself forth in torrents of song and passion3 what then8 'tis pitiful1 certainly1 wondrous pitiful2 but there is no great harm done1--no irremediable injury inflicted2 for there stand their works3 the poet's immortal page1 the painter's breathing canvass witness for them4 ,death hath had no power yet upon their beauty--over them scandal cannot draw her cold slimy finger2--on them calumny cannot breathe her mildew2 nor envy wither them with a blast from hell4 ,there they stand for ever to confute injustice1 to rectify error1 to defy malice2 to silence1 and long outlive the sneer1 the lie1 the jest1 the reproach4 ,but she--who was of painters the model1 the wonder1 the despair2--she1 who realised in her own presence and person the poet's divinest dreams and noblest creations2--she1 who has enriched our language with a new epithet1 and made the word ,siddonian synonymous with all we can imagine of feminine grace and grandeur3 she has left nothing behind her1 but the memory of a great name3 she has bequeathed it to our reverence1 our gratitude1 our charity1 and our sympathy2 and if it is not to be sacred1 ,i know not what is--or ever will be4 ,mrs4 ,siddons1 as an artist1 presented a singular example of the union of all the faculties1 mental and physical1 which constitute excellence in her art1 directed to the end for which they seemed created4 ,in any other situation or profession1 some one or other of her splendid gifts would have been misplaced or dormant4 ,it was her especial good fortune1 and not less that of the time in which she lived1 that this wonderful combination of mental powers and external graces1 was fully and completely developed by the circumstances in which she was placed4#a ,with the most commanding beauty of face and form1 and varied grace of action2 with the most noble combination of features1 and extensive capability of expression in each of them2 with an unequalled genius for her art1 the utmost patience in study1 and the strongest ardour of feeling2 there was not a passion which she could not delineate2 not the nicest shade1 not the most delicate modification of passion1 which she could not seize with philosophical accuracy1 and render with such immediate force of nature and truth1 as well as precision1 that what was the result of profound study and unwearied practice1 appeared like sudden inspiration4 ,there was not a height of grandeur to which she could not soar1 nor a darkness of misery to which she could not descend2 not a chord of feeling1 from the sternest to the most delicate1 which she could not cause to vibrate at her will4 ,she had reached that point of perfection in art1 where it ceases to be art1 and becomes a second nature4 ,she had studied most profoundly the powers and capabilities of language2 so that the most critical sagacity could not have suggested a delicacy of emphasis1 by which the meaning of the author might be more distinctly conveyed1 or a shade of intonation by which the sentiment could be more fully1 or more faithfully expressed4 ,while other performers of the past or present time1 have made approaches to excellence1 or attained it now and then1 ,mrs4 ,siddons alone was pronounced faultless2 and1 in her1 the last generation witnessed what we shall not see in ours2--no1 nor our children after us2--that amazing union of splendid intellectual powers1 with unequalled charms of person1 which1 in the tragic department of her art1 realized the idea of perfection4 ,such was the magnificent portrait drawn of ,mrs4 ,siddons twenty years ago2 and it will be admitted by those who remember her1 and must be believed by those who do not1 that in this case1 eulogy could not wander into exaggeration1 nor enthusiasm be exalted beyond the bounds of truth4 ,i have heard people most unreasonably surprised or displeased1 because this exceeding dignity of demeanour was not confined to the stage1 but was carried into private life4 ,had it been merely conventional1--a thing put on and put off1--it might have been so2 but the grandeur of her mind1 and the light of her glorious beauty1 were not as a diadem and robe for state occasions only2 her's was not only dignity of manner and person1 it was moral and innate1 and1 ,i may add1 hereditary4 ,mrs4 ,siddons1 with all her graces of form and feature1 her magnificence of deportment1 her deep-toned1 measured voice1 and impressive enunciation1 was in reality a softened reflection of her more stern1 stately1 majestic mother1 whose genuine loftiness of spirit and of bearing1 whose rare beauty1 and imperious despotism of character1 have often been described to me as absolutely awful1--even her children trembled in her presence4 ,all the ,kembles1 said ,sir ,thomas ,lawrence1 have historical faces2 and for several generations their minds seem to have been cast in a poetical mould4 ,it has1 however1 been disputed1 whether ,mrs4 ,siddons possessed genius4 ,whether genius be exclusively defined as the creative and inventive faculty of the soul1 or taken1 in its usual acceptation1 as a mind of large general faculties1 accidentally determined to some particular direction1 ,i think she did possess it in both senses4 ,the grand characteristic of her mind was power1 but it was power of a very peculiar kind3 it was slowly roused--slowly developed--not easily moved2 her perceptions were not rapid1 nor her sensations quick2 she required time for every thing1--time to think1 time to comprehend1 time to speak4 ,there was nothing superficial about her2 no vivacity of manner2 to petty gossip she would not descend1 and evil-speaking she abhorred2 she cared not to shine in general conversation4 ,like some majestic ,argosie1 bearing freight of precious metal1 she was a-ground and cumbrous and motionless among the shallows of common life2 but set her upon the deep waters of poetry and passion--there was her element--there was her reign4 ,ask her an opinion1 she could not give it you till she had looked on the subject1 and considered it on every side1--then you might trust to it without appeal4 ,her powers1 though not easily put in motion1 were directed by an incredible energy2 her mind1 when called to action1 seemed to rear itself up like a great wave of the sea1 and roll forwards with an irresistible force4 ,this prodigious intellectual power was one of her chief characteristics4 ,another was truth1 which in the human mind is generally allied with power4 ,it is1 ,i think1 a mistaken idea1 that habits of impersonation on the stage tend to impair the sincerity or the individuality of a character4 ,if any injury is done in this way1 it is by the continual and strong excitement of the vanity1 the dependence on applause1 which in time may certainly corrode away the integrity of the manner1 if not of the mind4 ,it is difficult for an admired actress not to be vain1 and difficult for a very vain person to be quite unaffected1 on or off the stage2 it is1 however1 certain that some of the truest1 most natural persons ,i ever met with in my life1 were actresses4 ,in the character of ,mrs4 ,siddons1 truth1 and a reverence for truth1 were commensurate with her vast power3 ,heaven is not farther removed from earth than she was from falsehood4 ,allied to this conscientious turn was her love of order4 ,she was extremely punctual in all her arrangements2 methodical and exact in every thing she did2 circumstantial and accurate in all she said4 ,in little and in great things1 in the very texture and constitution of her mind1 she was integrity itself3 ,it was1 7said one of her most intimate friends17 a mind far above the average standard1 not only in ability1 but in moral and religious qualities2 that these should have exhausted themselves in the world of fiction1 may be regretted in reference to her individual happiness1 but she certainly exercised1 during her reign1 a most powerful moral influence3--she excited the nobler feelings and higher faculties of every mind which came in contact with her own4 ,i speak with the deepest sense of personal obligation3 it was at a very early age that she repeated to me1 in a manner and tone which left an indelible impression1 ',sincerity1 ,thou first of virtues6 let no mortal leave ,thy onward path1' c4 and ,i never knew her to omit an opportunity of making her fine genius minister to piety and virtue4 ,now what are the bravos of a whole theatre1 ,when all the thunder of the pit ascends1 compared to such praise as this8 ,her mind 7again ,i am enabled to give the very words of one who knew her well7 was a perfect mirror of the sublime and beautiful2 like a lake that reflected only the heavens above1 or the summits of the mountains around1 nothing below a certain level could appear in it4 ,the ideal was her vital air4 ,she breathed with difficulty in the atmosphere of this 'working-day world1' and withdrew from it as much as possible4 ,hence her moral principles were seldom brought to bear upon the actual and ordinary concerns of life4 ,she was rather the associate of 'the mighty dead1' than the fellow-creature of the living4 ,to the latter she was known chiefly through others1 and often through those who were incapable of reflecting her qualities faithfully1 though impressed with the utmost veneration for her genius4 ,in their very anxiety for what they considered her interests1 7and of her worldly interests she took no charge17 they would in her name authorize prudential arrangements1 which gave rise to the suspicion of covetousness1 whilst she was sitting rapt in heavenly contemplation4 ,had she given her mind to the consideration and investigation of relative claims1 she might on some occasions have acted differently--or1 rather1 she would have acted where in fact others only acted3 for never1 as ,i have reason to believe1 was a case of distress presented to her without her being ready to give even till her 'hand lacked means4' ,many of the poor in her neighbourhood were pensioned by her4 ,she was credulous--simple--to an extraordinary degree4 ,profession had1 therefore1 too much weight with her4 ,she was accustomed to manifestations of the sentiments she excited1 and in seeking the demonstration sometimes overlooked the silent reality2--this was a consequence of her profession4 ,she was not only exact in the performance of her religious duties2 her religion was a pervading sentiment1 influencing her to the strictest observance of truth and charity--,i mean charity in judging others3 the very active and excursive benevolence which ',seeks the duty1 nay1 prevents the need1' would have been incompatible with her toilsome engrossing avocations and with the visionary tendencies of her character4 ,but the visionary has his own sphere of action1 and can often touch the master-springs of other minds1 so as to give the first impulse to the good deeds flowing from them4 ,there are some who can trace back to the sympathies which ,mrs4 ,siddons awakened1 their devotedness to the cause of the suffering and oppressed4 ,faithfully did she perform the part in life which she believed allotted to her2 and who may presume to judge that she did not choose the better part8 ,the idea that she was a cold woman is eminently false4 ,her affections1 like her intellectual powers1 were slow1 but tenacious2 they enveloped in folds1 strong as flesh and blood1 those whom she had found worthy and taken to her heart2 and her happiness was more entwined with them than those who knew her only in her professional character could have supposed2 she would return home from the theatre1 every nerve thrilling with the excitement of sympathy1 and applause1 and admiration1 and a cold look or word from her husband has sent her to bed in tears4 ,she had that sure indication of a good heart and a fine mind1 an exceeding love for children1 and a power to attract and amuse them4 ,it was remarked that her voice always softened in addressing a child4 ,i remember a letter of her's relative to a young mother and her infant1 in which1 among other tender and playful things1 she says1 ,i wonder whether ,lady ,n---- is as good a talker of baby-nonsense as ,i flatter myself ,i am6 ,a lady who was intimate with her1 happening to enter her bedroom early one morning1 found her with two of her little grand-children romping on her bed1 and playing with the tresses of her long dark hair1 which she had let down for their amusement4 ,her own children adored her2 her surviving friends refer to her with tenderness1 with gratitude1 even with tears4 ,i speak here of what ,i know4 ,i have seldom been more touched to the heart than by the perusal of some of her most private letters and notes1 which for tenderness of sentiment1 genuine feeling1 and simple yet forcible expression1 could not be surpassed4#b ,actress though she was1 she had no idea of doing any thing for the sake of appearances1 or of courting popularity by any means but excellence in her art4 ,she loved the elegances and refinements of life--enjoyed1 and freely shared what she had toiled to obtain--and in the earlier part of her career was the frequent victim of her own kind and careless nature4 ,she has been known to give generously1 nobly1--to sympathize warmly2 but did she deny to greedy selfishness or spendthrift vanity the twentieth demand on her purse or her benevolence8 ,was she1 while absorbed in her poetical1 ideal existence1 the dupe of exterior shows in judging of character8 ,or did she1 from total ignorance of1 or indifference to1 the common-place prejudices1 or customary forms of society1 unconsciously wound the amour-propre of some shallow flatterer or critic1--or by bringing the gravity and glory of her histrionic impersonations into the frivolities and hard realities of this our world1 render herself obnoxious to vulgar ridicule8--then was she made to feel what it is to live in the public eye3 then flew round the malignant slander1 the vengeful lie1 the base sneer1 the impertinent misinterpretation of what few could understand and fewer feel6 ,reach her these libels could not--but sometimes they reached those whose affectionate reverence fenced her round from the rude contact of real life4 ,in some things ,mrs4 ,siddons was like a child4 ,i have heard anecdotes of her extreme simplicity1 which by the force of contrast made me smile--at them1 not at her3 who could have laughed at ,mrs4 ,siddons8 ,i should as soon have thought of laughing at the ,delphic ,sybil4 ,as an artist1 her genius appears to have been slowly developed4 ,she did not1 as it has been said of her niece1 spring at once into the chair of the tragic muse2 but toiled her way up to glory and excellence in her profession1 through length of time1 difficulties1 and obstacles innumerable4 ,she was exclusively professional2 and all her attainments1 and all her powers1 seem to have been directed to one end and aim4 ,yet ,i suppose no one would have said of ,mrs4 ,siddons1 that she was a mere actress1 as it was usually said of ,garrick1 that he was a mere player2--the most admirable and versatile actor that ever existed2 but still the mere player2--nothing more--nothing better4 ,he does not appear to have had a tincture of that high gentlemanly feeling1 that native elevation of character1 and general literary taste which strike us in ,john ,kemble and his brother ,charles2 nor any thing of the splendid imagination1 the enthusiasm of art1 the personal grace and grandeur1 which threw such a glory around ,mrs4 ,siddons4 ,of ,john ,kemble it might be said1#c as ,dryden said of ,harte in his time1 that kings and princes might have come to him1 and taken lessons how to comport themselves with dignity4 ,and with the noble presence of ,mrs4 ,siddons1 we associated in public and in private1 something absolutely awful4 ,we were accustomed to bring her before our fancy as one habitually elevated above the sphere of familiar life1-- ,attired in all the majesty of art-- ,crown'd with the rich traditions of a soul ,that hates to have her dignity profan'd ,by any relish of an earthly thought4#d ,who was it8--7,i think ,northcote the painter17 who said he had seen a group of young ladies of rank1 ,lady ,fannys and ,lady ,marys1 peeping through the half-open door of a room where ,mrs4 ,siddons was sitting1 with the same timidity and curiosity as if it had been some preternatural being1--much more than if it had been the queen3 which ,i can easily believe4 ,i remember that the first time ,i found myself in the same room with ,mrs4 ,siddons1 7,i was then about twenty17 ,i gazed on her as ,i should have gazed at one of the ,egyptian pyramids--nay1 with a deeper awe1 for what is material and physical immensity1 compared with moral and poetical grandeur8 ,i was struck with a sensation which made my heart pause1 and rendered me dumb for some minutes2 and when ,i was led into conversation with her1 my first words came faltering and thick1--which never certainly would have been the case in presence of the autocratrix of all the ,russias4 ,the greatest1 the noblest in the land approached her with a deference not unmingled with a shade of embarrassment1 while she stood in regal guise majestic1 with the air of one who bestowed and never received honour4#e ,nor was this feeling of her power1 which was derived1 partly from her own peculiar dignity of deportment1 partly from her association with all that was grand1 poetical1 terrible1 confined to those who could appreciate the full measure of her endowments4 ,every member of that public1 whose idol she was1 from the greatest down to the meanest1 felt it more or less4 ,i knew a poor woman who once went to the house of ,mrs4 ,siddons to be paid by her daughter for some embroidery4 ,mrs4 ,siddons happened to be in the room1 and the woman perceiving who it was1 was so overpowered1 that she could not count her money1 and scarcely dared to draw her breath4 ,and when ,i went away1 ma'am1 added she1 in describing her own sensations1 ,i walked all the way down the street1 feeling myself a great deal taller4 ,this was the same unconscious feeling of the sublime1 which made ,bouchardon say that1 after reading the ,iliad1 he fancied himself seven feet high4 ,she modelled very beautifully1 and in this talent1 which was in a manner intuitive1 she displayed a creative as well as an imitative power4 ,might we not say that in the peculiar character of her genius--in the combination of the very real with the very ideal1 of the demonstrative and the visionary1 of vastness and symmetry1 of the massive material and the grand unearthly forms into which it shaped itself--there was something analogous to sculpture8 ,at all events1 it is the opinion of many who knew her1 that if she had not been a great actress she would have devoted herself to sculpture4 ,she was never so happy as when occupied with her modelling tools2 she would stand at her work eight hours together1 scarcely turning her head4 ,music she passionately loved3 in her younger days her voice in singing was exquisitely sweet and flexible4 ,she would sometimes compose verses1 and sing them to an extemporaneous air2 but ,i believe she did not perform on any instrument4 ,to complete this sketch ,i shall add an outline of her professional life4 ,mrs4 ,siddons was born in #agee4 ,she might be said1 almost without metaphor1 to have been born on the stage4 ,all the family1 ,i believe1 for two or three generations1 had been players4 ,in her early life she endured many vicissitudes1 and was acquainted with misery and hardship in many repulsive forms4 ,on this subject she had none of the pride of a little mind2 but alluded to her former situation with perfect simplicity4 ,the description in ,mrs4 ,inchbald's ,memoirs of ,mrs4 ,siddons singing and mending her children's clothes1 is from the life1 and charming as well as touching1 when we consider her peculiar character and her subsequent destinies4 ,she was in her twenty-first year when she made her first attempt in ,london1 7for it was but an attempt17 in the character of ,portia4 ,she also appeared as ,lady ,anne in ,richard ,,iii4 and in comedy as ,mrs4 ,strickland to ,garrick's ,ranger4 ,she was not successful3 ,garrick is said to have been jealous of her rising powers3 the public did not discover in her the future tragic muse1 and for herself--,she felt that she was greater than she knew4 ,she returned to her provincial career2 she spent seven years in patient study1 in reflection1 in contemplation1 and in mastering the practical part of her profession2 and then she returned at the age of twenty-eight1 and burst upon the world in the prime of her beauty and transcendent powers1 with all the attributes of confirmed and acknowledged excellence4 ,it appears that1 in her first season1 she did not play one of ,shakspeare's characters3 she performed ,isabella1 ,euphrasia1 ,jane ,shore1 ,calista1 and ,zara4 ,in a visit she paid to ,dr4 ,johnson1 at the conclusion of the season1 she informed him that it was her intention1 the following year1 to bring out some of ,shakspeare's heroines1 particularly ,katherine of ,arragon1 to which she then gave the preference as a character4 ,dr4 ,johnson agreed with her1 and added that1 when she played ,katherine1 he would hobble to the theatre himself to see her2 but he did not live to pay her this tribute of admiration4 ,he1 however1 paid her another not less valuable3 describing his visitor after her departure1 he said1 she left nothing behind her to be censured or despised2 neither praise nor money1 those two powerful corrupters of mankind1 seem to have depraved her4#f ,in this interview she seems to have pleased the old critic and moralist1 who was also a severe and acute judge of human nature1 and not inclined to judge favourably of actresses1 by the union of modesty with native dignity which at all times distinguished her2--a rare union6 and most delightful in those who are the objects of the public gaze1 and when the popular enthusiasm is still in all its first intoxicating effervescence4 ,the first of ,shakspeare's characters which ,mrs4 ,siddons performed was ,isabella1 in ,measure for ,measure1 7#aghd17 and the next ,constance4 ,in the same year ,sir ,joshua painted her as the tragic ,muse4#g ,with what a deep interest shall we now visit this her true apotheosis1--now that it has received its last consecration6 ,the rest of ,shakspeare's characters followed in this order3 ,lady ,macbeth in #aghe1 and1 soon afterwards1 as if by way of contrast1 ,desdemona1 ,ophelia1 ,rosalind4 ,in #aghf she played ,imogen2 in #aghh ,katherine of ,arragon2 and1 in #aghi1 ,volumnia2 and in the same season she played ,juliet1 being then in her thirty-fifth year1--too old for ,juliet2 nor did this ever become one of her popular parts2 she left it to her niece to identify herself for ever with the poetry and sensibility1 the youthful grace and fervid passion of ,shakspeare's ,juliet2 and we have as little chance of ever seeing such another ,juliet as ,fanny ,kemble1 as of ever seeing such another ,lady ,macbeth as her magnificent aunt4 ,a good critic1 who was also a great admirer of ,mrs4 ,siddons1 asserts that there must be something in acting which levels all poetical distinctions1 since people talked in the same breath of her ,lady ,macbeth and ,mrs4 ,beverley as being equally fine pieces of acting4 ,i think he is mistaken4 ,no one--no one at least but the most vulgar part of her audience--ever equalized these two characters1 even as pieces of acting2 or imagined for a moment that the same degree of talent which sufficed to represent ,mrs4 ,beverley could have grasped the towering grandeur of such a character as ,lady ,macbeth2--dived into its profound and gloomy depths--seized and reflected its wonderful gradations--displayed its magnificence--developed its beauties1 and revealed its terrors3 no such thing4 ,she might have drawn more tears in ,isabella than in ,constance--thrown more young ladies into hysterics in ,belvidera than in ,katherine of ,arragon2 but all with whom ,i have conversed on the subject of ,mrs4 ,siddons1 are agreed in this2--that her finest characters1 as pieces of art1 were those which afforded the fullest scope for her powers1 and contained in themselves the largest materials in poetry1 grandeur1 and passion3 consequently1 that her ,constance1 ,katherine of ,arragon1 ,volumnia1 ,hermione1 and ,lady ,macbeth stood pre-eminent4 ,in playing ,jane de ,montfort1 in ,joanna ,baillie's tragedy1 her audience almost lost the sense of impersonation in the feeling of identity4 ,she was ,jane de ,montfort--the actress1 the woman1 the character1 blended into each other4 ,it is a mistaken idea that she herself preferred the part of ,aspasia 7in ,rowe's ,bajazet7 to any of these grand impersonations4 ,she spoke of it as one in which she had produced the most extraordinary effect on the nerves of her audience2 and this is true4 ,i recollect1 said a gentleman to me1 being present at one of the last representations of ,bajazet3 and at the moment when the order is given to strangle ,moneses1 while ,aspasia stands immoveable in front of the stage1 ,i turned my head1 unable to endure more1 and to my amazement ,i beheld the whole pit staring ghastly1 with upward faces1 dilated eyes1 and mouths wide open--gasping--fascinated4 ,nor shall ,i ever forget the strange effect produced by that sea of human faces1 all fixed in one simultaneous expression of stony horror4 ,it realized for a moment the fabled power of the ,medusa--it was terrible6 ,of all her great characters1 ,lord ,byron1 ,i believe1 preferred ,constance1 to which she gave the preference herself1 and esteemed it the most difficult and the most finished of all her impersonations2 but the general opinion stamps her ,lady ,macbeth as the grandest effort of her art2 and therefore1 as she was the first in her art1 as the ne plus ultra of acting4 ,this at least was the opinion of one who admired her with all the fervour of a kindred genius1 and could lavish on her praise of such rich words composed as made the gift more sweet4 ,of her ,lady ,macbeth1 he says1 nothing could have been imagined grander1--it was something above nature2 it seemed almost as if a being of a superior order had dropped from a higher sphere to awe the world with the majesty of her appearance4 ,power was seated on her brow1 passion emanated from her breast as from a shrine4 ,in coming on in the sleeping scene1 her eyes were open1 but their sense was shut2 she was like a person bewildered3 her lips moved involuntarily2 all her gestures seemed mechanical--she glided on and off the stage like an apparition4 ,to have seen her in that character was an event in every one's life never to be forgotten4 ,by profound and incessant study she had brought her conception and representation of this character to such a pitch of perfection that the imagination could conceive of nothing more magnificent or more finished2 and yet she has been heard to say1 after playing it for thirty years1 that she never read over the part without discovering in it something new2 nor ever went on the stage to perform it1 without spending the whole morning in studying and meditating it1 line by line1 as intently as if she were about to act it for the first time4 ,in this character she bid farewell to her profession and the public1 7,june #bith1 #ahab47 ,the audience1 on this occasion1 paid her a singular and touching tribute of respect4 ,on her going off in the sleeping scene1 they commanded the curtain to fall1 and would not suffer the play to proceed4#h ,the idea that ,mrs4 ,siddons was quite unmoved by the emotions she portrayed--the sorrows and the passions she embodied with such inimitable skill and truth1 is altogether false4 ,fine acting may accidentally be mere impulse2 it never can be wholly mechanical4 ,to a late period of her life she continued to be strongly1 sometimes painfully1 excited by her own acting2 the part of ,constance always affected her powerfully--she invariably left the stage1 her face streaming with tears2 and after playing ,lady ,macbeth1 she could not sleep3 even after reading the play of ,macbeth a feverish1 wakeful night was generally the consequence4 ,i am not old enough to remember ,mrs4 ,siddons in her best days2 but1 judging from my own recollections1 ,i should say that1 to hear her read one of ,shakspeare's plays1 was a higher1 a more complete gratification1 and a more astonishing display of her powers than her performance of any single character4 ,on the stage she was the perfect actress2 when she was reading ,shakspeare1 her profound enthusiastic admiration of the poet1 and deep insight into his most hidden beauties1 made her almost a poetess1 or at least1 like a priestess1 full of the god of her idolatry4 ,her whole soul looked out from her regal brow and effulgent eyes2 and then her countenance6--the inconceivable flexibility and musical intonations of her voice6 there was no got-up illusion here3 no scenes--no trickery of the stage2 there needed no sceptred pall--no sweeping train1 nor any of the gorgeous accompaniments of tragedy3--,,she was ,tragedy6 ,when in reading ,macbeth she said1 give me the daggers6 they gleamed before our eyes4 ,the witch scenes in the same play she rendered awfully terrific by the magic of looks and tones2 she invested the weird sisters with all their own infernal fascinations2 they were the serious1 poetical1 tragical personages which the poet intended them to be1 and the wild grotesque horror of their enchantments made the blood curdle4 ,when1 in ,king ,john1 she came to the passage beginning-- ,if the midnight bell1 ,did with his iron tongue and brazen note1 c4 ,i remember ,i felt every drop of blood pause1 and then run backwards through my veins with an overpowering awe and horror4 ,no scenic representation ,i ever witnessed produced the hundredth part of the effect of her reading ,hamlet4 ,this tragedy was the triumph of her art4 ,hamlet and his mother1 ,polonius1 ,ophelia1 were all there before us4 ,those who ever heard her give ,ophelia's reply to ,hamlet1 ,hamlet4 ,i loved you not4 ,ophelia4 ,i was the more deceived6 and the lines-- ,and ,i1 of ladies most deject and wretched1 ,that suck'd the honey of his music vows1 c4 will never forget their exquisite pathos4 ,what a revelation of love and woe was there6--the very heart seemed to break upon the utterance4 ,lear was another of her grandest efforts2 but her rare talent was not confined to tragedy2 none could exceed her in the power to conceive and render witty and humorous character4 ,i thought ,i had never understood or felt the comic force of such parts as ,polonius1 ,lucio1 ,gratiano1 and ,shakspeare's clowns1 till ,i heard the dialogue from her lips3 and to hear her read the ,merchant of ,venice and ,as ,you ,like ,it1 was hardly a less perfect treat than to hear her read ,macbeth4 ,the following short extract from a letter of ,mrs4 ,joanna ,baillie1 dated about a year before the death of ,mrs4 ,siddons will1 ,i am persuaded1 be read with a double interest1 for her sake who penned it1 not less than hers who is the subject of it4 ,the most agreeable thing ,i have to begin with1 is a visit we paid last week to ,mrs4 ,siddons4 ,we had met her at dinner at ,mr4 ,rogers's a few days before1 and she kindly asked us1 our host and his sister1 the ,thursday following2 an invitation which we gladly accepted1 though we expected to see much decay in her powers of expression1 and consequently to have our pleasure mingled with pain4 ,judge then of our delight when we heard her read the best scenes of ,hamlet1 with expression of countenance1 voice1 and action1 that would have done honour to her best days6 ,she was before us as an unconquerable creature1 over whose astonishing gifts of nature time had no power4#i ,she complained of her voice1 which she said was not obedient to her will2 but it appeared to my ear to be peculiarly true to nature1 and the more so1 because it had lost that deep solemnity of tone which she1 perhaps1 had considered as an excellence4 ,i thought ,i could trace in the pity and tenderness1 mixed with her awe of the ghost1 the natural feelings of one who had lost dear friends1 and expected to go to them soon2 and her reading of that scene1 7the noblest which dramatic art ever achieved17 went to my heart as it had never done before4 ,at the end1 ,mr4 ,rogers very justly said1 ',oh1 that we could have assembled a company of young people to witness this1 that they might have conveyed the memory of it down to another generation6' ,in short1 we left her full of admiration1 as well as of gratitude1 that she had made such an exertion to gratify so small an audience2 for1 exclusive of her own family1 we were but five4 ,she continued to exercise her power of reading and reciting long after the date of this letter1 even till within a few days of her death1 although her health had long been in a declining state4#aj ,she died at length on the #hth of ,june1 #ahca1 after a few hours of acute suffering1 having lived nearly seventy-six years1 of which forty-six were spent in the constant presence and service of the public4 ,she was an honour to her profession1 which was more honoured and honourable in her person and family than it ever was before1 or will be hereafter1 till the stage becomes something very different from what it now is4 ,and1 since it has pleased some writers1 7who apparently knew as little of her real situation as of her real character17 to lament over the misfortune of this celebrated woman1 in having survived all her children1 c4 c4 it may be interesting to add that1 a short time before her death1 she was seated in a room in her own house1 when about thirty of her young relatives1 children1 grand-children1 nephews and nieces1 were assembled1 and looked on while they were dancing1 with great and evident pleasure3 and that her surviving daughter1 ,cecilia ,siddons1#aa who had been1 for many years1 the inseparable friend and companion of her mother1 attended upon her with truly filial devotion and reverence to the last moment of existence4 ,her admirers may1 therefore1 console themselves with the idea that in love1 obedience1 troops of friends1 as well as affluence and fame1 she had all that should accompany old age4 ,she died full of years and honours2 having enjoyed1 in her long life1 as much glory and prosperity as any mortal could expect3 having imparted more intense and general pleasure than ever mortal did2 and having paid the tribute of mortality in such suffering and sorrow as wait on the widowed wife and the bereaved mother4 ,if with such rare natural gifts were blended some human infirmities2--if the cultivation of the imaginative far above the perceptive faculties1 hazarded her individual happiness2--if in the course of a professional career of unexampled continuance and splendour1 the love of praise ever degenerated into the appetite for applause2--if the worshipped actress languished out of her atmosphere of incense1--is this to be made matter of wonder or of ill-natured comment8 ,did ever any human being escape more intacte in person and mind from the fiery furnace of popular admiration8 ,let us remember the severity of the ordeal to which she was exposed2 the hard lot of those who pass their lives in the full-noon glare of public observation1 where every speck is noted6 ,what a difference too1 between the aspiration after immortality and the pursuit of celebrity6--,the noise of distant and future fame is like the sound of the far-off sea1 and the mingled roll of its multitudinous waves1 which1 as it swells on the ear1 elevates the soul with a sublime emotion2 but present and loud applause1 flung continually in one's face1 is like the noisy dash of the surf upon the rock1--and it requires the firmness of the rock to bear it4 ,,sketches ,,of ,,fanny ,,kemble ,,in ,,juliet4 ,,introduction ,,and ,,notes ,,to ,,mr4 ,,john ,,hayter',s ,,sketches ,,of ,,fanny ,,kemble1 ,,in ,,the ,,character ,,of ,,juliet4#ab ,non piace a lei che innumerabil turba ,viva in atto di fuor1 morta di dentro1 ,le applauda a caso1 e mano a man percuota2 ,ne si rallegra se le rozzi voci ,volgano a lei quelle induiti lodi-- --,ma la possanza del divino iugegno ,vita di dentro4 ,gasparo ,gozzi--,sermone xiv4 ,it would be doing an injustice to the author of these sketches1 and something worse than injustice to her who is the subject of them1 should more be expected than the pencil could possibly convey1 and more required than the artist ever intended to execute4 ,their merit consists in their fidelity1 as far as they go2 their interest in conveying a lively and distinct idea of some immediate and transient effects of grace and expression4 ,they do not assume to be portraits of ,miss ,kemble2 they are merely a series of rapid outlines1 caught from her action1 and exhibiting1 at the first glance1 just so much of the individual and peculiar character she has thrown into her impersonation of ,juliet1 as at once to be recognised by those who have seen her4 ,to them alone these isolated passages--linked together in the imagination by all the intervening graces of attitude and sentiment1 by the recollection of a countenance where the kindled soul looks out through every feature1 and of a voice whose tones tremble into one's very heart--will give some faint reflection of the effect produced by the whole of this beautiful piece of acting1--or rather of nature1 for here each seems either4 ,it will be allowed1 even by the most enthusiastic lover of painting1 that the merely imitative arts can do but feeble justice to the powers of a fine actress2 for what graphic skill can fix the evanescent shades of feeling as they melt one into another8-- ,what fine chisel could ever yet cut breath8 --and yet even those who have not witnessed and may never witness ,miss ,kemble's performance1 to whom her name alone can be borne through long intervals of space and time1 will not regard these little sketches without curiosity and interest4 ,if any one had thought of transferring to paper a connected series of some of the awe-commanding gestures of ,mrs4 ,siddons in one of her great parts2 or caught 7flying7 some of the inimitable graces of movement and attitude1 and sparkling effects of manner1 with which ,mrs4 ,charles ,kemble once enchanted the world1 with what avidity would they now be sought6--they would have served as studies for their successors in art to the end of time4 ,all the fine arts1 poetry excepted1 possess a limited range of power4 ,painting and sculpture can convey none of the graces that belong to movement and sound3 music can suggest vague sentiments and feelings1 but it cannot express incident1 or situation1 or form1 or colour4 ,poetry alone grasps an unlimited sceptre1 rules over the whole visible and intellectual universe1 and knows no bounds but those of human genius4 ,and it is here that tragic acting1 considered in its perfection1 and in its relation to the fine arts1 is allied to poetry1 or rather is itself living1 breathing poetry2 made sensible in a degree to the hardest and dullest minds1 seizing on the dormant sympathies of our nature1 and dismissing us again to the cares of this working-day world1 if not very much wiser1 or better1 or happier1 at least enabled to digest with less bitterness the mixture of our good and evil days4 ,but in the midst of the just enthusiasm which a great actor or actress excites1 so long as they exist to minister to our delight2--in the midst of that atmosphere of light and life they shed around them1 it is a common subject of repining that such glory should be so transient2 that an art requiring in its perfection such a rare combination of mental and external qualities1 can leave behind no permanent monument of its own excellence1 but must depend on the other fine arts for all it can claim of immortality3 that ,garrick1 for instance1 has become a name--no more--his fame the echo of an echo6 that ,mrs4 ,siddons herself has bequeathed to posterity only a pictured semblance2--that when the voice of ,pasta is heard no longer upon earth1 the utmost pomp of words can only attest her powers6 ,the painter and the poet1 struggling through obscurity to the heights of fame1 and consuming a life in the pursuit of 7perhaps7 posthumous celebrity1 may say to the sublime actress1--,thou in thy generation hast had thy meed2 we have waited patiently for ours3 thou art vanished like a lost star from the firmament1 into the 'uncomfortable night of nothing'2 we have left the light of our souls behind us1 and survive to 'blessings and eternal praise6' ,and why should it not be so8 ,were it otherwise1 the even-handed distribution of the best gifts of ,heaven among favoured mortals might with reason be impugned4 ,shall the young spirit dampt by the necessity of oblivion disdain what is attainable because it cannot grasp all8 ,conceive for a moment the situation of a woman1 in the prime and bloom of existence1 with all her youthful enthusiasm1 her unworn feelings fresh about her1 privileged to step forth for a short space out of the bounds of common life1 without o'erstepping the modesty of her feminine nature1 permitted to cast off for a while1 unreproved and unrestrained1 the conventional trammels of form and manner2 and called upon to realise in her own presence and person the divinest dreams of poetry and romance2 to send forth in a word--a glance1--the electric flash which is felt through a thousand bosoms at once1 till every heart beats the same measure with her own6 ,is there nothing in all this to countervail the dangers1 the evils1 and the vicissitudes attendant on this splendid and public exercise of talent8 ,it may possibly become1 in time1 a thing of habitude2 it may be degraded into a mere besoin de l'amour propre--a necessary1 yet palling excitement3 but in its outset it is surely a triumph far beyond the mere intoxication of personal vanity2 and to the very last1 it must be deemed a magnificent and an enviable power4 ,it was difficult to select for graphic delineation any particular points from ,miss ,kemble's representation of ,juliet4 ,these drawings may not1 perhaps1 justify the enthusiasm she excited3 but it ought to add to their value rather than detract from it1 that the causes of their imperfection comprehend the very foundation on which the present and future celebrity of this young actress may be said to rest4 ,in the first place1 the power by which she seized at once on public admiration and sympathy1 was not derived from any thing external4 ,it was not founded in the splendour of her hereditary pretensions1 though in them there was much to fascinate3 nor in the departed or fading glories of her race3 nor in the remembrance of her mother--once the young ,euphrosyne of our stage3 nor in the name and high talent of her father1 with whom1 it was once feared the poetical and classical school of acting was destined to perish from the scene3 nor in any mere personal advantages1 for in these she has been excelled1-- ,though on her eyelids many graces sit ,under the shadow of those even brows3 nor in her extreme youth1 and delicacy of figure1 which tell so beautifully in the character of ,juliet3 nor in the acclaim of public favour-- ,to have all eyes ,dazzled with admiration1 and all tongues ,shouting loud praises2 to rob every heart ,of love-- ,this glory round about her hath thrown beams4 ,but such glory has circled other brows ere now1 and left them again shorn of their beams4 ,no6 her success was founded on a power superior to all these--in the power of genius superadded to that moral interest which claimed irresistibly the best sympathies of her audience4 ,the peculiar circumstances and feelings which brought ,miss ,kemble before the public1 contrary 7as it is understood7 to all the previous wishes and intentions of her parents1 were such as would have justified less decided talent1--honourable to herself and to her family4 ,the feeling entertained towards her on this score was really delightful2 it was a species of homage1 which1 like the quality of mercy1 was twice blessed2 blessing those who gave and her who received4 ,it produced a feeling between herself and the public1 which mere admiration on the one hand1 and gratified vanity on the other1 could not have excited4 ,she strongly felt this1 and no change1 no reverse1 diminished her feeling of the kindness with which she had once been received2 but her own fervid genius and sensibility did as much for her4 ,she was herself a poetess2 her mind claimed a natural affinity with all that is feeling1 passionate1 and imaginative2 not her voice only1 but her soul and ear were attuned to the harmony of verse2 and hence she gave forth the poetry of such parts as ,juliet and ,portia with an intense and familiar power1 as though every line and sentiment in ,shakspeare had been early transplanted into her heart1--had long been brooded over in silence1--watered with her tears1--to burst forth at last1 like the spontaneous and native growth of her own soul4 ,an excellent critic of our own day has said1 that poetical enthusiasm is the rarest faculty among players3 if so1 it cannot be too highly valued4 ,fanny ,kemble possessed this rare faculty2 and in it1 a power that could not be taught1 or analysed1 or feigned1 or put on and off with her tragic drapery2--it pervaded all she was called upon to do4 ,it was this which in the ,grecian ,daughter made her look and step so like a young ,muse2 which enabled her1 by a single glance--a tone--a gesture--to elevate the character far above the language--and exalt the most common-place declamation into power and passion4 ,the indisputable fact1 that she appeared on the stage without any previous study or tuition1 ought in justice to her to be generally known2 it is most certain that she was not nineteen when she made her first appearance1 and that six weeks before her debut there was no more thought of her becoming an actress1 than of her becoming an empress4 ,the assertion must appear superfluous to those who have seen her2 for what teaching1 or what artificial aids1 could endue her with the advantages just described8--unless ,philosophy could make a ,juliet6 or what power of pencil1 though it were dipped in the rainbow and tempered in the sunbeams1 could convey this bright intelligence1 or justify the enthusiasm with which it is hailed by her audience8 ,there is a second difficulty which the artist has had to contend with1 not less honourable to the actress3 the charm of her impersonation of ,juliet consisted not so much in any particular points1 as in the general conception of the whole part1 and in the sustained preservation and gradual development of the individual character1 from the first scene to the last4 ,where the merit lies in the beautiful gradations of feeling1 succeeding each other like waves of the sea1 till the flood of passion swells and towers and sweeps away all perceptible distinctions1 the pencil must necessarily be at fault2 for as ,madame de ,stael says truly1 l'inexprimable est precisement ce qu'un grand acteur nous fait connaitre4 ,the first drawing is taken from the scene in which ,juliet first appears4 ,the actress has little to do1 but to look the character2--that is1 to convey the impression of a gentle1 graceful girl1 whose passions and energies lie folded up within her1 like gathered lightning in the summer cloud2 all her affections soft as dews on roses1 which must ere long turn to the fire-shower1 and blast her to the earth4 ,the moment chosen is immediately after ,juliet's expostulation to her garrulous old nurse--,i pr'ythee1 peace6 ,the second1 third1 and fourth sketches are all from the masquerade scene4 ,the manner in which ,juliet receives the parting salutations of the guests has been justly admired2--nothing is denied to genius and taste1 aided by natural grace1 else it might have been thought impossible to throw so much meaning and sentiment into so common an action4 ,the first curtsey is to ,benvolio4 ,the second1 to ,mercutio1 is distinctly marked1 as though in him she recognised the chosen friend of ,romeo4 ,in the third1 to ,romeo himself1 the bashful sinking of the whole figure1 the conscious drooping of the eyelids1 and the hurried1 yet graceful recovery of herself as she exclaims-- ,who's he that follows there that would not dance8 ,go ask his name6 which is the subject of the third sketch2 and lastly1 the tone in which she gave the succeeding lines-- ,if he be married1 ,my grave is like to be my wedding-bed6 which seems1 in its deep quiet pathos1 to anticipate some consequence yet hanging in the stars1--form one unbroken series of the most beautiful and heart-felt touches of nature4 ,the fourth sketch is from the conclusion of the same scene1 where ,juliet1 with reluctant steps and many a lingering look back on the portal through which her lover has departed1 follows her nurse out of the banquet-room4 ,the two next drawings are from the balcony scene1 which has usually been considered the criterion of the talent of an actress in this part4 ,the first represents the action which accompanied the line-- ,by whose direction found'st thou out this place8 ,the second is the first ,good night6 ,sweet1 good night6 ,this bud of love1 by summer's ripening breath1 ,may prove a beauteous flower1 when next we meet4 ,fanny ,kemble's conception of character and sentiment in this scene was peculiarly and entirely her own4 ,juliet1 as she properly felt1 is a young impassioned ,italian girl1 who has flung her heart1 and soul1 and existence upon one cast4 ,she was not made ,thro' years or moons the inner weight to bear1 ,which colder hearts endure till they are laid ,by age in earth4 ,in this view1 the pretty coyness1 the playful coquetterie1 which has sometimes been thrown into the balcony scene1 by way of making an effect1 is out of place1 and false to the poetry and feeling of the part3 but in ,fanny ,kemble's delineation1 the earnest1 yet bashful tenderness2 the timid1 yet growing confidence2 the gradual swelling of emotion from the depths of the heart1 up to that fine burst of enthusiastic passion-- ,swear by thy gracious self1 ,that art the god of my idolatry1 ,and ,i'll believe thee6 were all as true to the situation and sentiment1 as they were beautifully and delicately conveyed4 ,the whole of the speech1 ,thou know'st the mask of night is on my face1 was in truth like softest music to attending ears1 from the exquisite and various modulation of voice with which it was uttered4 ,perhaps one of the most beautiful and entirely original points in the whole scene1 was the accent and gesture with which she gave the lines-- ,romeo1 doff thy name2 ,and for that name1 which is no part of thee1 ,take--all myself6 ,the grace and abandon in the manner1 and the softness of accent1 which imparted a new and charming effect to this passage1 cannot be expressed in words2 and it was so delicately touched1 and so transitory1--so dependent1 like a beautiful chord in music1 on that which prepared and followed it1 that it was found impossible to seize and fix it in a drawing4 ,from the first scene with the nurse1 two drawings have been made4 ,the idea of ,juliet discovered as the curtain rises1 gazing from the window1 and watching for the return of her confidante1 is perfectly new4 ,the attitude 7or more properly1 one of her attitudes1 for they are various as they are graceful and appropriate7 is given in the seventh sketch1 and the artist has conveyed it with peculiar grace and truth4 ,the action chosen for the eighth drawing occurs immediately after ,juliet's little moment of petulance1 7so justly provoked17 and before she utters in a caressing tone1 ,come1 what says ,romeo8 ,the first speech in this scene1 ,o1 she is lame6 love's heralds should be thoughts1 ,which ten times faster glide than the sun's beams1 ,driving back shadows over low'ring hills3 ,therefore do nimble-pinion'd doves draw love1 ,and therefore hath the wind-swift ,cupid--wings4 --and the soliloquy in the second scene of the third act1 ,gallop apace1 ye fiery-footed steeds6 in which there is no particular point of dramatic effect to be made1 are instances of that innate sense of poetical harmony1 which enabled her to impart the most exquisite pleasure1 merely by her feeling1 graceful1 animated delivery of these beautiful lines4 ,the most musical intonation of voice1 the happiest emphasis1 and the utmost refinement1 as well as the most expressive grace of action1 were here combined to carry passion and poetry at once and vividly to the heart3 but this perfect triumph of illusion is more than painting could convey4 ,the ninth and tenth sketches are from the second scene with the nurse1 called in theatrical phrase the ,banishment ,scene4 ,one of the grandest and most impressive passages in the whole performance was ,juliet's reply to her nurse4 ,nurse4 ,shame come to ,romeo6 ,juliet4 ,blister'd be thy tongue1 ,for such a wish6 he was not born to shame3 ,upon his brow shame is asham'd to sit2 ,for 'tis a throne where honour may be crown'd ,sole monarch of the universal earth4 ,the loftiness of look and gesture with which she pronounced the last line1 cannot be forgotten3 but the effect consisted so much in the action of the arm1 as she stepped across the stage1 and in the kindling eye and brow1 rather than in the attitude only1 that it could not well be conveyed in a drawing4 ,the first point selected is from the passage1 ,o break1 my heart6--poor bankrupt1 break at once6 in which the gesture is full of expressive and pathetic grace4 ,the tenth drawing represents the action which accompanied her exclamation1 ,tybalt is dead--and ,romeo--banished6 ,the tone of piercing anguish in which she pronounced the last word1 banished1 and then threw herself into the arms of her nurse1 in all the helplessness of utter desolation1 formed one of the finest passages in her performance4 ,the scene in which the lovers part1 called the ,garden ,scene1 follows2 and the passage selected is-- ,art thou gone so8 my love1 my lord1 my friend8 ,i must hear from thee every day i' the hour6 ,the subdued and tremulous intonation with which all the speeches in this scene were given1 as though the voice were broken and exhausted with excessive weeping2 and the manner in which she still1 though half insensible in her nurse's arms1 signed a last farewell to her husband1 were among the most delicate and original beauties of the character4 ,the two next drawings are from the fifth scene of the third act4 ,the latter part of this scene contained many new and beautiful touches of feeling which originated with ,miss ,kemble herself4 ,it is here that the real character of ,juliet is first developed2--it is here that1 abandoned by the whole world1 and left to struggle alone with her fearful destiny1 the high-souled and devoted woman takes place of the tender1 trembling girl4 ,the confiding1 helpless anguish with which she at first throws herself upon her nurse--7,some comfort1 nurse67--the gradual relaxing of her embrace1 as the old woman counsels her to forget ,romeo and marry ,paris--the tone in which she utters the question-- ,speakest thou from thy heart8 ,nurse4 ,from my soul too1 ,or else beshrew them both6 ,and then the gathering up of herself with all the majesty of offended virtue1 as she pronounces that grand ,amen6--the effect of which was felt in every bosom----these were revelations of beauty and feeling which we owed to ,fanny ,kemble alone4 ,they were points which had never before been felt or conveyed in the same manner4 ,the shrinking up wholly into herself1 and the concentrated scorn with which she uttered the lines-- ,go1 counsellor6 ,thou and my bosom henceforth shall be twain6 are very spiritedly given in the fourteenth drawing4 ,from the scene with the friar1 in the fourth act1 the action selected is where she grasps her poniard with the resolution of despair-- ,give me some present counsel2 or1 behold1 ',twixt my extremes and me this bloody knife ,shall play the umpire6 ,one of the most original effects of feeling and genius in the whole play occurred in the course of this scene2 but1 unfortunately1 it was not found susceptible of graphic delineation4 ,it was the peculiar manner with which she uttered the words-- ,are you at leisure1 holy father1 now8 ,or shall ,i come to you at evening mass8 ,the question in itself is nothing2 but what a volume of misery and dread suspense was in that look with which she turned from ,paris to the friar1 and the tone with which she uttered those simple words6 ,this was beyond the pencil's art to convey1 and could but be felt and remembered4 ,the next drawing is therefore from the scene in which she drinks the sleeping potion4 ,the idea of speaking the first part of the soliloquy seated1 and with the calmness of one settled and bent up to act a dismal scene alone1 until her fixed meditation on the fearful issue1 and the horrible images crowding on her mind1 work her up to gradual frenzy1 was new1 and originated with ,miss ,kemble4 ,the attitude expressed in the drawing--,o look1 methinks ,i see my cousin's ghost1--was always hailed with an excess of enthusiasm of which ,i thought many parts of her performance far more deserving4 ,the eighteenth sketch is from the sleeping scene2 and the last two drawings are from the tomb scene4 ,the merits of this last scene were chiefly those of attitude1 look1 and manner2 and the whole were at once so graceful and beautiful1 as well as terribly impressive1 that they afforded some relief from the horrors of the situation1 and the ravings of ,romeo4 ,the alteration of ,shakspeare1 in the last act1 is certainly founded on the historical tale of the ,giulietta3 but though the circumstances are borrowed1 yet the spirit in which they are related by the ancient novelist1 has not been taken into consideration by those who manufactured this additional scene of superfluous horror4#ac ,in ,juliet's death1 ,miss ,kemble seized an original idea1 and worked it up with the most powerful and beautiful effect2 but this effect consisted not so much in one attitude or look1 as in a progressive series of action and expression1 so true--so painfully true1 that as one of the chief beauties was the rapidity with which the whole passed from the fascinated yet aching sight--the artist has relinquished any attempt to fix it on paper4 99 99 99 99 99 ,fanny ,kemble made her first appearance in the character of ,juliet1 ,october #fth1 #ahbi1 and bid a last farewell to her ,london audience in ,may1 #ahcb3 during these three years she played through a very diversified range of parts1 both in tragedy and high comedy4#ad ,sustained by her native genius and good taste1 and by the kindly feeling of her audience1 she could not be said to have failed in any1 not even in those which her inexperience and extreme youth rendered premature1 to say the least4 ,she never--except in one or two instances#ae--;had a voice in the selection of her parts1 which1 ,i think1 was in some cases exceedingly injudicious1 as far as her individual powers were concerned4 ,i know that she played in several contrary to her own opinion1 taste1 and judgment1 and from a principle of duty4 ,not duty only1 but a feeling of delicacy1 natural to a generous mind1 which disdained the appearance of presuming on her real power1 rendered her docile1 in some instances1 to a degree which ,i regretted while ,i loved her for it4 ,she had a perception of some of the traditional absurdities of dress1 and ridiculous technical anomalies of theatrical arrangements1 which she had not power to alter1 and which ,i have seen her endure with wondrous good temper4 ,had she remained on the stage1 her fine taste and original and powerful mind would have carried the public with her in some things which she contemplated3 for instance1 she had an idea of restoring ,king ,lear1 as originally written by ,shakspeare1 and playing the real ,cordelia to her father's ,lear4 ,when left to her own judgment1 she ever thought more of what was worthy and beautiful in itself1 than she calculated on the amount of vulgar applause it might attract1 or the sums it might bring to the treasury4 ,thus1 for her first benefit she played ,portia1 a character which no vain1 self-confident actress would have selected for such an occasion1 because1 as the play is now performed1 the part is comparatively short1 is always considered of secondary importance1 and affords but few effective points3 this was represented to her2 but she persisted in her choice3 and how she played it out of her own heart and soul6 how she revelled in the poetry of the part1 with a conscious sense and enjoyment of its beauty1 which was communicated to her audience6 ,self1 after the first tremor1 was forgotten1 and vanity lost in her glowing perception of the charm of the character4 ,she lamented over every beautiful line and passage which had been cut out by profane hands4#af ,to those which remained1 the rich and mellow tones of her voice gave added power1 blending with the music of the verse4 ,it was by her own earnest wish that she played ,camiola1 in ,massinger's ,maid of ,honour1 and this was certainly one of her most exquisite and most finished parts2 but the quiet elegance1 the perfect delicacy of the delineation were never appreciated4 ,she was aware of this3 she said1 ,the first rows of the pit1 and the first few boxes will understand me2 for the rest of that great theatre1 ,i ought to play as they paint the scenes--in great splashes of black and white4 ,bianca1 in ,millman's ,fazio1 was another of her finest parts1 and as it contained more stage effect1 it told more with the public4 ,in this character she certainly took even her greatest admirers by surprise4 ,the expression of slumbering passion1 and its gradual developement1 were so fervently portrayed1 and yet so nicely shaded2 the frenzy of jealousy1 and the alienation of intellect1 so admirably discriminated1 and so powerfully given1 that when the first emotions had subsided1 not admiration only1 but wonder seized upon her audience3 nor shall ,i easily forget the pale composure with which she bore this--one of her most intoxicating triumphs4 ,in ,constance1 in ,queen ,katherine1 in ,lady ,macbeth1 the want of amplitude and maturity of person1 of physical weight and power1 and a deficiency both of experience and self-confidence1 were against her2 but her conception of character was so true1 and her personal resemblance to her aunt so striking1 in spite of her comparatively diminutive features and figure1 that one of the best and severest of our dramatic critics said1 it was like looking at ,mrs4 ,siddons through the wrong end of an opera-glass4#ag ,she had conceived the idea of giving quite a new reading1 which undoubtedly would have been the true reading1 of the character of ,katherine of ,arragon1 and instead of playing it with the splendid poetical colouring in which ,mrs4 ,siddons had arrayed it1 bring it down to the prosaic delineation which ,shakspeare really gave1 and history and ,holbein have transmitted to us2 but the experiment was deemed too hazardous2 and it was so4 ,the public at large would never have understood it4 ,the character of the queen mother1 in her own tragedy of ,francis ,i41 was another part of which the weight seemed to overwhelm her youthful powers1 and after the first few nights she ceased to play it4 ,while on the ,english stage1 she never became so far the finished artist as to be independent of her own emotions1 her own individual sentiments4 ,it was not only necessary that she should understand a character1 it was necessary that she should feel it4 ,she invariably excelled in those characters in which her sympathies were awakened4 ,in ,juliet1 in ,portia1 in ,camiola1 in ,julia1#ah 7perhaps the most popular of all her parts17 and ,i believe ,i may add1 in ,bianca1 she will not soon or easily be surpassed4 ,for the same reason1 if she could be said to have failed in any part1 it was in that of ,calista1 which she abhorred1 and never1 ,i believe1 could comprehend4 ,isabella#ai was another part which ,i think she never really felt2 she never could throw her powers into it4 ,the bald style and the prosaic monotonous misery of the first acts1 in which her aunt called forth such torrents of tears1 wearied her2 though the tragic of the situations in the last act roused her1 and was given most effectively4 ,she had not1 at the time she took leave of us1 conquered the mechanical part of her profession--the last1 but not the least necessary department of her art1 which it had taken her aunt ,siddons seven years1 and ,pasta almost as long1 to achieve2 she was too much under the influence of her own nerves and moods of feeling2 the warm blushes1 the hot tears1 the sob1 the tremor1 were at times too real4 ,after playing in ,mrs4 ,beverly1 ,bianca1 and ,julia1 the physical suffering and excitement were sometimes most painful2 and the performance of ,constance actually deprived her of her hearing for several hours1 and rendered her own voice inaudible to her2 this1 it will be allowed1 was paying somewhat dear for her laurels1 even though she had valued them more than in truth she ever did4 ,fanny ,kemble1 as one of a gifted race1 the latest born of all ,olympus' faded hierarchy1 had really a just pride in the professional distinction of her family4 ,she was proud of being a ,kemble1 and not insensible to the idea of treading in the steps of her aunt4 ,but she had seen the stage desecrated1 and never for a moment indulged the thought that she was destined to regenerate it4 ,she felt truly her own position4 ,her ambition was not professional4 ,she had always the consciousness of a power--of which she has already given evidence--to ensure to herself a higher1 a more real immortality than that which the stage can bestow4 ,she had a very high idea1 abstractedly1 of the capabilities of her art2 but the native elegance of her mind1 her poetical temperament1 her profound sense of the serious ideal1 rendered her extremely1 and at times painfully sensitive1 to the prosaic drawbacks which attended its exercise in public1 and her strong understanding showed her its possible evils4 ,she feared for the effect that incessant praise1 incessant excitement1 might at length produce on her temper4 ,i am in dismay1 said she1 7,i give her own words17 when ,i think that all this may become necessary to me4 ,could ,i be sure of retaining my love for higher and better occupations1 and my desire for a nobler1 though more distant fame1 ,i should not have these apprehensions2 but ,i am cut off by constant labour from those pursuits which ,i love and honour1 and neither they1 nor any of our capabilities1 can outlive long neglect and disuse4 ,thus she felt1 and thus she expressed herself at the age of twenty1 and even while enjoying her success with a true girlish buoyancy of spirit1 the more delightful1 the more interesting1 inasmuch as it seemed to tremble at itself4 ,i have actually heard her reproached for not being sufficiently elated and excited by the public homage2 but1 the truth is1 she was grateful for praise1 rather than intoxicated by it--more pleased with her success than proud of it4#bj ,i dare not1 said she1 feel all ,i could feel3 ,i must watch myself4 ,and by a more exact attention to her religious duties1 and by giving as much time as possible to the cultivation of many resources and accomplishments1 she endeavoured to preserve the command over her own faculties1 and the even balance of her mind4 ,i am persuaded that this lofty tone of feeling1 this mixture of self-subjection and self-respect1 gave to her general deportment on the stage that indescribable charm1 quite apart from any grace of person or action1 which all who have seen her must have felt1 and none can have forgotten4 ,and now1 what shall ,i say more8 ,if ,i dared to violate the sacredness of private intercourse1 ,i could indeed say much--much more4 ,that she came forward and devoted herself for her family in times of trial and trouble--that twice she saved them from ruin--that she has achieved two fortunes1 besides a brilliant fame1 and by her talents won independence for herself and those she loved1--and that she has done all this before the age of five-and-twenty1 is known to many2 but few are aware how much more admirable1 more respectable1 than any of her mental gifts and her well-earned distinction1 were the moral strength with which she sustained the severest ordeal to which a youthful character could be exposed2 the simplicity with which she endured--half recoiling--the incessant adulation which beset her from morn to night2#ba her self-command in success2 her gentle dignity in reverse2 her straightforward integrity1 which knew no turning nor shadow of turning2 her noble spirit1 which disdained all petty rivalry2 her earnest sense of religion1 to which alone she trusted to keep her right4#bb ,suddenly she became the idol of the public2 suddenly she was transplanted into a sphere of society1 where1 as long as she could administer excitement to fashionable inanity1 she was worshipped4 ,she carried into those circles all the freshness of her vigorous and poetical mind--all the unworn feelings of her young heart4 ,so much genuine simplicity1 such perfect innocence and modesty1 allied to such rare powers1 and to an habitual familiarity with the language of poetry and the delineation of passion1 was not there understood1 or rather1 was mis-understood--and no wonder6 ,to the blase men1 the vapid girls1 and artificial women1 who then surrounded her1 her generous feelings1 when the bright soul broke forth on every side1 appeared mere acting2 they were indeed constrained to believe it such2 for if for a moment they had deemed it all real1 it must have forced on them comparisons by no means favourable to themselves4 ,if1 under these circumstances1 her quick sensibility to pleasurable emotion of all kinds1 and her ready sympathy with all the external refinement1 splendour1 and luxury of aristocratic life1 conspired for a moment to dazzle her imagination1 she recovered herself immediately1 and from first to last1 her warm and strong affections1 the moral texture of her character2 the refinement1 which was as native to her mind1 as fragrance to the rose1 remained unimpaired4 ,these--a rich dower--she is about to carry into the shades of domestic life4 ,another land will be her future home4 ,by another name shall fame speak of her1 who was endeared to us as ,,fanny ,,kemble3 and she1 who with no steady hand pens this slight tribute to the virtues she loved1 bids to that name--farewell6 ,,the ,,false ,,one4#bc ,and give you1 mix'd with western sentimentalism1 ,some samples of the finest orientalism4 ,,lord ,,byron4 ,akbar1 the most enlightened and renowned among the sovereigns of the ,east1 reigned over all those vast territories1 which extend from the ,indus to the ,ganges1 and from the snowy mountains of the north to the kingdoms of ,guzerat and ,candeish on the south4 ,after having subdued the factious omrahs1 and the hereditary enemies of his family1 and made tributary to his power most of the neighbouring kingdoms1 there occurred a short period of profound peace4 ,assisted by able ministers1 ,akbar employed this interval in alleviating the miseries1 which half a century of war and ravage had called down upon this beautiful but ever wretched country4 ,commerce was relieved from the heavy imposts1 which had hitherto clogged its progress2 the revenues of the empire were improved and regulated2 by a particular decree1 the cultivators of the earth were exempted from serving in the imperial armies2 and justice was every where impartially administered2 tempered1 however1 with that extreme clemency1 which in the early part of his reign1 ,akbar carried to an excess almost injurious to his interests4 ,india1 so long exposed to the desolating inroads of invaders1 and torn by internal factions1 began1 at length1 to wear her plumed and jewelled turban with a smile of peace2 and all the various nations united under his sway--the warlike ,afghans1 the proud ,moguls1 the gentle-spirited ,hindoos1 with one voice blessed the wise and humane government of the son of ,baber1 and unanimously bestowed upon him the titles of ,,akbar1 or the ,,great1 and ,,juggut ,,grow1 or ,,guardian of ,,mankind4 ,meantime the happiness1 which he had diffused among millions1 seemed to have fled from the bosom of the sovereign4 ,cares far different from those of war1 deeper than those of love1 7for the love of eastern monarchs is seldom shadowed by anxiety17 possessed his thoughtful soul4 ,he had been brought up in the strictest forms of the ,mohammedan religion1 and he meditated upon the text1 which enjoins the extermination of all who rejected his prophet1 till his conscience became like a troubled lake4 ,he reflected that in his vast dominions there were at least fifteen different religions1 which were subdivided into about three hundred and fifty sects3 to extirpate thousands and tens of thousands of his unoffending subjects1 and pile up pyramids of human heads in honour of ,god and his prophet1 as his predecessors had done before him1 was1 to his mild nature1 not only abhorrent1 but impossible4 ,yet as his power had never met with any obstacle1 which force or address had not subdued before him1 the idea of bringing this vast multitude to agree in one system of belief and worship appeared to him not utterly hopeless4 ,he consulted1 after long reflection1 his favourite and secretary1 ,abul ,fazil1 the celebrated historian1 of whom it was proverbially said1 that the monarchs of the ,east feared more the pen of ,abul ,fazil than the sword of ,akbar4 ,the acute mind of that great man saw instantly the wild impracticability of such a scheme2 but willing to prove it to his master without absolutely contradicting his favourite scheme1 he proposed1 as a preparatory step1 that the names of the various sects of religion known to exist in the sultan's dominions should be registered1 and the tenets of their belief contained in their books of law1 or promulgated by their priests1 should be reviewed and compared2 thence it would appear how far it was possible to reconcile them one with another4 ,this suggestion pleased the great king3 and there went forth a decree from the imperial throne1 commanding that all the religions and sects of religion to be found within the boundaries of the empire should send deputies1 on a certain day1 to the sultan1 to deliver up their books of law1 to declare openly the doctrines of their faith1 and be registered by name in a volume kept for this purpose--whether they were followers of ,jesus1 of ,moses1 or of ,mohammed2 whether they worshipped ,god in the sun1 in the fire1 in the image1 or in the stream2 by written law or traditional practice3 true believer or pagan infidel1 none were excepted4 ,the imperial mandate was couched in such absolute1 as well as alluring terms1 that it became as impossible as impolitic to evade it2 it was therefore the interest of every particular sect1 to represent in the most favourable light the mode of faith professed by each4 ,some thought to gain favour by the magnificence of their gifts2 others1 by the splendour of their processions4 ,some rested their hopes on the wisdom and venerable appearance of the deputies they selected to represent them2 and others1 7they were but few17 strong in their faith and spiritual pride1 deemed all such aids unnecessary1 and trusted in the truth of the doctrines they professed1 which they only waited an opportunity to assert1 secure that they needed only to be heard1 to convert all who had ears to hear4 ,on the appointed day1 an immense multitude had assembled from all the quarters of the empire1 and pressed through the gates and streets of ,agra1 then the capital and residence of the monarch4 ,the principal durbar1 or largest audience-court of the palace1 was thrown open on this occasion4 ,at the upper end was placed the throne of ,akbar4 ,it was a raised platform1 from which sprung twelve twisted pillars of massy gold1 all radiant with innumerable gems1 supporting the golden canopy1 over which waved the white umbrella1 the insignia of power2 the cushions upon which the emperor reclined1 were of cloth of gold1 incrusted with rubies and emeralds2 six pages1 of exquisite beauty1 bearing fans of peacocks' feathers1 were alone permitted to approach within the silver balustrade1 which surrounded the seat of power4 ,on one side stood the vizir ,chan ,azim1 bold and erect of look1 as became a warrior1 and ,abul ,fazil1 with his tablets in his hand1 and his eyes modestly cast down3 next to him stood ,dominico ,cuenca1 the ,portuguese missionary1 and two friars of his order1 who had come from ,goa by the express command of the sultan2 on the other side1 the muftis and doctors of the law4 ,around were the great omrahs1 the generals1 governors1 tributary princes1 and ambassadors4 ,the ground was spread with ,persian carpets of a thousand tints1 sprinkled with rose-water1 and softer beneath the feet than the velvety durva grass2 and clouds of incense1 ambergris1 and myrrh1 filled the air4 ,the gorgeous trappings of eastern splendour1 the waving of standards1 the glittering of warlike weapons1 the sparkling of jewelled robes1 formed a scene1 almost sublime in its prodigal and lavish magnificence1 such as only an oriental court could show4 ,seven days did the royal ,akbar receive and entertain the religious deputies3 every day a hundred thousand strangers feasted at his expense2 and every night the gifts he had received during the day1 or the value of them1 were distributed in alms to the vast multitude1 without any regard to difference of belief4 ,seven days did the royal ,akbar sit on his musnud1 and listen graciously to all who appeared before him4 ,many were the words spoken1 and marvellous was the wisdom uttered2 sublime were the doctrines professed1 and pure the morality they enjoined3 but the more the royal ,akbar heard1 the more was his great mind perplexed2 the last who spoke seemed ever in the right1 till the next who appeared turned all to doubt again4 ,he was amazed1 and said within himself1 like the judge of old1 ,what is truth8 ,it was observed1 that the many dissenting or heterodox sects of the ,mohammedan religion excited infinitely more indignation among the orthodox muftis1 than the worst among the pagan idolaters4 ,their hearts burned within them through impatience and wrath1 and they would almost have died on the spot for the privilege of confuting those blasphemers1 who rejected ,abu ,becker2 who maintained1 with ,abu ,zail1 that blue was holier than green2 or with ,mozar1 that a sinner was worse than an infidel2 or believed with the ,morgians1 that in paradise ,god is beheld only with the eyes of our understanding2 or with the ,kharejites1 that a prince who abuses his power may be deposed without sin4 ,but the sultan had forbidden all argument in his presence1 and they were constrained to keep silence1 though it was pain and grief to them4 ,the ,seiks from ,lahore1 then a new sect1 and since a powerful nation1 with their light olive complexions1 their rich robes and turbans all of blue1 their noble features and free undaunted deportment1 struck the whole assembly with respect1 and were received with peculiar favour by the sultan4 ,so also were the ,ala-ilahiyahs1 whose doctrines are a strange compound of the ,christian1 the ,mohammedan1 and the ,pagan creeds2 but the ,sactas1 or ,epicureans of ,india1 met with a far different reception4 ,this sect1 which in secret professed the most profane and detestable opinions1 endeavoured to obtain favour by the splendid offerings they laid at the foot of the throne1 and the graceful and seducing eloquence of their principal speaker4 ,it was1 however1 in vain1 that he threw over the tenets of his religion1 as publicly acknowledged1 the flimsy disguise of rhetoric and poetry2 that he endeavoured to prove1 that all happiness consisted in enjoying the world's goods1 and all virtue in mere abstaining from evil2 that death is an eternal sleep2 and therefore to reject the pleasures of this life1 in any shape1 the extreme of folly2 while at every pause of his oration1 voices of the sweetest melody chorussed the famous burden3 ,may the hand never shake which gather'd the grapes6 ,may the foot never slip which press'd them6 ,akbar commanded the ,sactas from his presence1 amid the murmurs and execrations of all parties3 and though they were protected for the present by the royal passport1 they were subsequently banished beyond the frontiers of ,cashmere4 ,the fire-worshippers1 from ,guzerat1 presented the books of their famous teacher1 ,zoroaster2 to them succeeded the ,jainas1 the ,buddhists1 and many more1 innumerable as the leaves upon the banyan tree--countless as the stars at midnight4 ,last of all came the deputies of the ,brahmans4 ,on their approach there was a hushed silence1 and then arose a suppressed murmur of amazement1 curiosity1 and admiration4 ,it is well known with what impenetrable secrecy the ,brahmans guard the peculiar mysteries of their religion4 ,in the reigns of ,akbar's predecessors1 and during the first invasions of the ,moguls1 many had suffered martyrdom in the most horrid forms1 rather than suffer their sanctuaries to be violated1 or disclose the contents of their ,vedas or sacred books4 ,loss of caste1 excommunication in this world1 and eternal perdition in the next1 were the punishments awarded to those1 who should break this fundamental law of the ,brahminical faith4 ,the mystery was at length to be unveiled2 the doubts and conjectures1 to which this pertinacious concealment gave rise1 were now to be ended for ever4 ,the learned doctors and muftis bent forward with an attentive and eager look--,abul ,fazil raised his small1 bright1 piercing eyes1 while a smile of dubious import passed over his countenance--the ,portuguese monk threw back his cowl1 and the calm and scornful expression of his fine features changed to one of awakened curiosity and interest3 even ,akbar raised himself from his jewelled couch as the deputies of the ,brahmans approached4 ,a single delegate had been chosen from the twelve principal temples and seats of learning1 and they were attended by forty aged men1 selected from the three inferior castes1 to represent the mass of the ,indian population--warriors1 merchants1 and husbandmen4 ,at the head of this majestic procession was the ,brahman ,sarma1 the high priest1 and principal ,gooroo or teacher of theology at ,benares4 ,this singular and venerable man had passed several years of his life in the court of the sultan ,baber2 and the dignity and austerity1 that became his age and high functions1 were blended with a certain grace and ease in his deportment1 which distinguished him above the rest4 ,when the sage ,sarma had pronounced the usual benediction1 ,may the king be victorious6 ,akbar inclined his head with reverence4 ,wise and virtuous ,brahmans6 he said1 our court derives honour from your illustrious presence4 ,next to the true faith taught by our holy ,prophet1 the doctrines of ,brahma must exceed all others in wisdom and purity1 even as the priests of ,brahma excel in virtue and knowledge the wisest of the earth3 disclose1 therefore1 your sacred ,sastras1 that we may inhale from them1 as from the roses of paradise1 the precious fragrance of truth and of knowledge6 ,the ,brahman replied1 in the soft and musical tones of his people1 ,o king of the world6 we are not come before the throne of power to betray the faith of our fathers1 but to die for it1 if such be the will of the sultan6 ,saying these words1 he and his companions prostrated themselves upon the earth1 and1 taking off their turbans1 flung them down before them3 then1 while the rest continued with their foreheads bowed to the ground1 ,sarma arose1 and stood upright before the throne4 ,no words can describe the amazement of ,akbar4 ,he shrunk back and struck his hands together2 then he frowned1 and twisted his small and beautifully curled mustachios3--,the sons of ,brahma mock us6 said he at length2 is it thus our imperial decrees are obeyed8 ,the laws of our faith are immutable1 replied the old man1 calmly1 and the contents of the ,vedas were pre-ordained from the beginning of time to be revealed to the ,,twice-,,born alone4 ,it is sufficient1 that therein are to be found the essence of all wisdom1 the principles of all virtue1 and the means of acquiring immortality4 ,doubtless1 the sons of ,brahma are pre-eminently wise1 said ,akbar1 sarcastically2 but are the followers of the ,prophet accounted as fools in their eyes8 ,the sons of ,brahma are excellently virtuous1 but are all the rest of mankind vicious8 ,has the most high ,god confined the knowledge of his attributes to the ,brahmans alone1 and hidden his face from the rest of his creatures8 ,where1 then1 is his justice8 where his all-embracing mercy8 ,the ,brahman1 folding his arms1 replied3 ,it is written1 ,heaven is a palace with many doors1 and every man shall enter by his own way4 ,it is not given to mortals to examine or arraign the decrees of the ,deity1 but to hear and to obey4 ,let the will of the sultan be accomplished in all things else4 ,in this let the ,god of all the earth judge between the king and his servants4 ,now1 by the head of our ,prophet6 shall we be braved on our throne by these insolent and contumacious priests8 ,tortures shall force the seal from those lips6 ,not so6 said the old ,brahman1 drawing himself up with a look of inexpressible dignity4 ,it is in the power of the ,great ,king to deal with his slaves as seemeth good to him2 but fortitude is the courage of the weak2 and the twice-born sons of ,brahma can suffer more in the cause of truth1 than even the wrath of ,akbar can inflict4 ,at these words1 which expressed at once submission and defiance1 a general murmur arose in the assembly4 ,the dense crowd became agitated as the waves of the ,ganges just before the rising of the hurricane4 ,some opened their eyes wide with amazement at such audacity1 some frowned with indignation1 some looked on with contempt1 others with pity4 ,all awaited in fearful expectation1 till the fury of the sultan should burst forth and consume these presumptuous offenders4 ,but ,akbar remained silent1 and for some time played with the hilt of his poniard1 half unsheathing it1 and then forcing it back with an angry gesture4 ,at length he motioned to his secretary to approach2 and ,abul ,fazil1 kneeling upon the silver steps of the throne1 received the sultan's commands4 ,after a conference of some length1 inaudible to the attendants around1 ,abul ,fazil came forward1 and announced the will of the sultan1 that the durbar should be presently broken up4 ,the deputies were severally dismissed with rich presents2 all1 except the ,brahmans1 who were commanded to remain in the quarter assigned to them during the royal pleasure2 and a strong guard was placed over them4 ,meantime ,akbar withdrew to the private apartments of his palace1 where he remained for three days inaccessible to all1 except his secretary ,abul ,fazil1 and the ,christian monk4 ,on the fourth day he sent for the high priest of ,benares1 and successively for the rest of the ,brahmans1 his companions2 but it was in vain he tried threats and temptations1 and all his arts of argument and persuasion4 ,they remained calmly and passively immoveable4 ,the sultan at length pardoned and dismissed them with many expressions of courtesy and admiration4 ,the ,brahman ,sarma was distinguished among the rest by gifts of peculiar value and magnificence1 and to him ,akbar made a voluntary promise1 that1 during his reign1 the cruel tax1 called the ,kerea1 which had hitherto been levied upon the poor ,indians whenever they met to celebrate any of their religious festivals1 should be abolished4 ,but all these professions were hollow and insidious4 ,akbar was not a character to be thus baffled2 and assisted by the wily wit of ,abul ,fazil1 and the bold intriguing monk1 he had devised a secret and subtle expedient1 which should at once gratify his curiosity1 and avenge his insulted power4 ,abul ,fazil had an only brother1 many years younger than himself1 whom he had adopted as his son1 and loved with extreme tenderness4 ,he had intended him to tread1 like himself1 the intricate path of state policy2 and with this view he had been carefully educated in all the learning of the ,east1 and had made the most astonishing progress in every branch of science4 ,though scarcely past his boyhood1 he had already been initiated into the intrigues of the court2 above all1 he had been brought up in sentiments of the most profound veneration and submission for the monarch he was destined to serve4 ,in some respects ,faizi resembled his brother3 he possessed the same versatility of talents1 the same acuteness of mind1 the same predilection for literary and sedentary pursuits1 the same insinuating melody of voice and fluent grace of speech2 but his ambition was of a nobler cast1 and though his moral perceptions had been somewhat blunted by a too early acquaintance with court diplomacy1 and an effeminate1 though learned education1 his mind and talents were decidedly of a higher order4 ,he also excelled ,abul ,fazil in the graces of his person1 having inherited from his mother 7a ,hindoo slave of surpassing loveliness7 a figure of exquisite grace and symmetry1 and features of most faultless and noble beauty4 ,thus fitted by nature and prepared by art for the part he was to perform1 this youth was secretly sent to ,allahabad1 where the deputies of the ,brahmans rested for some days on their return to the ,sacred ,city4 ,here ,abul ,fazil1 with great appearance of mystery and circumspection1 introduced himself to the chief priest1 ,sarma1 and presented to him his youthful brother as the orphan son of the ,brahman ,mitra1 a celebrated teacher of astronomy in the court of the late sultan4 ,abul ,fazil had artfully prepared such documents1 as left no doubt of the truth of his story4 ,his pupil in treachery played his part to admiration1 and the deception was complete and successful4 ,it was the will of the ,great ,king1 said the wily ,abul ,fazil1 that this fair youth should be brought up in his palace1 and converted to the ,moslem faith2 but1 bound by my vows to a dying friend1 ,i have for fourteen years eluded the command of the sultan1 and in placing him under thy protection1 ,o most venerable ,sarma6 ,i have at length discharged my conscience1 and fulfilled the last wishes of the ,brahman ,mitra4 ,peace be with him6 ,if it seem good in thy sight1 let this remain for ever a secret between me and thee4 ,i have successfully thrown dust in the eyes of the sultan1 and caused it to be reported1 that the youth is dead of a sudden and grievous disease4 ,should he discover1 that he has been deceived by his slave2 should the truth reach his mighty ears1 the head of ,abul ,fazil would assuredly pay the forfeit of his disobedience4 ,the old ,brahman replied with many expressions of gratitude and inviolable discretion2 and1 wholly unsuspicious of the cruel artifice1 received the youth with joy4 ,he carried him to ,benares1 where some months afterwards he publicly adopted him as his son1 and gave him the name of ,govinda1 the ,beloved1 one of the titles under which the ,indian women adore their beautiful and favourite idol1 the god ,crishna4 ,govinda1 so we must now call him1 was set to study the sacred language1 and the theology of the ,brahmans as it is revealed in their ,vedas and ,sastras4 ,in both he made quick and extraordinary progress2 and his singular talents did not more endear him to his preceptor1 than his docility1 and the pensive1 and even melancholy sweetness of his temper and manner4 ,his new duties were not unpleasing or unsuited to one of his indolent and contemplative temper4 ,he possibly felt1 at first1 a holy horror at the pagan sacrifices1 in which he was obliged to assist1 and some reluctance to feeding consecrated cows1 gathering flowers1 cooking rice1 and drawing water for offerings and libations3 but by degrees he reconciled his conscience to these occupations1 and became attached to his ,gooroo1 and interested in his philosophical studies4 ,he would have been happy1 in short1 but for certain uneasy sensations of fear and self-reproach1 which he vainly endeavoured to forget or to reason down4 ,abul ,fazil1 who dreaded not his indiscretion or his treachery1 but his natural sense of rectitude1 which had yielded reluctantly1 even to the command of ,akbar1 maintained a constant intercourse with him by means of an intelligent mute1 who1 hovering in the vicinity of ,benares1 sometimes in the disguise of a fisherman1 sometimes as a coolie1 was a continual spy upon all his movements2 and once in every month1 when the moon was in her dark quarter1 ,govinda met him secretly1 and exchanged communications with his brother4 ,the ,brahman ,sarma was rich2 he was proud of his high caste1 his spiritual office1 and his learning2 he was of the tribe of ,narayna1 which for a thousand years had filled the offices of priesthood1 without descending to any meaner occupation1 or mingling blood with any inferior caste4 ,he maintained habitually a cold1 austere1 and dignified calmness of demeanour2 and flattered himself1 that he had attained that state of perfect indifference to all worldly things1 which1 according to the ,brahminical philosophy1 is the highest point of human virtue2 but1 though simple1 grave1 and austere in his personal habits1 he lived with a splendour becoming his reputation1 his high rank1 and vast possessions4 ,he exercised an almost princely hospitality2 a hundred mendicants were fed morning and evening at his gates4 ,he founded and supported colleges of learning for the poorer ,brahmans1 and had numerous pupils1 who had come from all parts of ,india to study under his direction4 ,these were lodged in separate buildings4 ,only ,govinda1 as the adopted son of ,sarma1 dwelt under the same roof with his ,gooroo1 a privilege which had unconsciously become most precious to his heart3 it removed him from the constrained companionship of those he secretly despised1 and it placed him in delicious and familiar intercourse with one1 who had become too dearly and fatally beloved4 ,the ,brahman had an only child1 the daughter of his old age4 ,she had been named1 at her birth1 ,priyamvada2 7or softly speaking27 but her companions called her ,amra1 the name of a graceful tree bearing blossoms of peculiar beauty and fragrance1 with which the ,camdeo 7,indian ,cupid7 is said to tip his arrows4 ,amra was but a child when ,govinda first entered the dwelling of his preceptor2 but as time passed on1 she expanded beneath his eye into beauty and maturity1 like the lovely and odoriferous flower1 the name of which she bore4 ,the ,hindoo women of superior rank and unmixed caste are in general of diminutive size2 and accordingly the lovely and high-born ,amra was formed upon the least possible scale of female beauty3 but her figure1 though so exquisitely delicate1 had all the flowing outline and rounded proportions of complete womanhood4 ,her features were perfectly regular1 and of almost infantine minuteness1 except her eyes3 those soft oriental eyes1 not sparkling1 or often animated1 but large1 dark1 and lustrous2 as if in their calm depth of expression slept unawakened passions1 like the bright deity ,heri reposing upon the coiled serpent4 ,her eyebrows were finely arched1 and most delicately pencilled2 her complexion1 of a pale and transparent olive1 was on the slightest emotion suffused with a tint1 which resembled that of the crimson water-lily as seen through the tremulous wave2 her lips were like the buds of the ,camalata1 and unclosed to display a row of teeth like seed-pearl of ,manar4 ,but one of her principal charms1 because peculiar and unequalled1 was the beauty and redundance of her hair1 which in colour and texture resembled black floss silk1 and1 when released from confinement1 flowed downwards over her whole person like a veil1 and swept the ground4 ,such was ,amra3 nor let it be supposed1 that so perfect a form was allied to a merely passive and childish mind4 ,it is on record1 that1 until the invasion of ,hindostan by the barbarous ,moguls1 the ,indian women enjoyed comparative freedom3 it is only since the occupation of the country by the ,europeans1 that they have been kept in entire seclusion4 ,a plurality of wives was discouraged by their laws2 and1 among some of the tribes of ,brahmans1 it was even forbidden4 ,at the period of our story1 that is1 in the reign of ,akbar1 the ,indian women1 and more particularly the ,brahminees1 enjoyed much liberty4 ,they were well educated1 and some of them1 extraordinary as it may seem1 distinguished themselves in war and government4 ,the ,indian queen ,durgetti1 whose history forms a conspicuous and interesting episode in the life of ,akbar1 defended her kingdom for ten years against one of his most valiant generals4 ,mounted upon an elephant of war1 she led her armies in person2 fought several pitched battles2 and being at length defeated in a decisive engagement1 she stabbed herself on the field1 rather than submit to her barbarous conqueror4 ,nor was this a solitary instance of female heroism and mental energy3 and the effect of this freedom1 and the respect with which they were treated1 appeared in the morals and manners of the women4 ,the gentle daughter of ,sarma was not indeed fitted by nature either to lead or to govern1 and certainly had never dreamed of doing either4 ,her figure1 gestures1 and movements1 had that softness at once alluring and retiring1 that indolent grace1 that languid repose1 common to the women of tropical regions4 ,all her affections like the dews on roses1 ,fair as the flowers themselves2 as soft1 as gentle4 ,her spirit1 in its mildness1 sweetness1 blessedness1 seemed as flexible and unresisting as the tender ,vasanta creeper4 ,she had indeed been educated in all the exclusive pride of her caste1 and taught to regard all who were not of the privileged race of ,brahma as frangi 7or impure27 but this principle1 though so early instilled into her mind as to have become a part of her nature1 was rather passive than active2 it had never been called forth4 ,she had never been brought into contact with those1 whose very look she would have considered as pollution2 for she had no intercourse but with those of her own nation1 and watchful and sustaining love were all around her4 ,her learned accomplishments extended no farther than to read and write the ,hindostanee tongue4 ,to tend and water her flowers1 to feed her birds1 which inhabited a gaily gilded aviary in her garden1 to string pearls1 to embroider muslin1 were her employments2 to pay visits and receive them1 to lie upon cushions1 and be fanned asleep by her maids1 or listen to the endless tales of her old nurse1 ,gautami1 whose memory was a vast treasure of traditional wonders--these were her amusements4 ,that there were graver occupations1 and dearer pleasures1 proper to her sex1 she knew2 but thought not of them1 till the young ,govinda came to disturb the peace of her innocent bosom4 ,she had been told to regard him as a brother2 and1 as she had never known a brother1 she believed1 that1 in lavishing upon him all the glowing tenderness of her young heart1 she was but obeying her father's commands4 ,if her bosom fluttered when she heard his footsteps2 if she trembled upon the tones of his voice2 if1 while he was occupied in the services of the temple1 she sat in her veranda awaiting his return1 and1 the moment he appeared through the embowering acacias1 a secret and unaccountable feeling made her breathe quick1 and rise in haste and retire to her inner apartments1 till he approached to pay the salutations due to the daughter of his preceptor2 what was it1 what could it be1 but the tender solicitude of a sister for a new-found brother8 ,but ,govinda himself was not so entirely deceived4 ,his boyhood had been passed in a luxurious court1 and among the women and slaves of his brother's harem2 and though so young1 he was not wholly inexperienced in a passion1 which is the too early growth of an eastern heart4 ,he knew why he languished in the presence of his beautiful sister2 he could tell why the dark splendour of ,amra's eyes pierced his soul like the winged flames shot into a besieged city4 ,he could guess1 too1 why those eyes kindled with a softer fire beneath his glance3 but the love he felt was so chastened by the awe which her serene purity1 and the dignity of her sweet and feminine bearing shed around her2 so hallowed by the nominal relationship in which they stood2 so different1 in short1 from any thing he had ever felt1 or seen1 or heard of1 that1 abandoned to all the sweet and dream-like enchantment of a boyish passion1 ,govinda was scarcely conscious of the wishes of his own heart1 until accident in the same moment disclosed his secret aspirations to himself1 and bade him for ever despair of their accomplishment4 ,on the last day of the dark half of the moon1 it was the custom of the wise and venerable ,sarma to bathe at sunset in the ,ganges1 and afterwards retire to private meditation upon the thousand names of ,god1 by the repetition of which1 as it is written1 a man insures to himself everlasting felicity4 ,but while ,sarma was thus absorbed in holy abstraction1 where were ,govinda and ,amra8 ,in a spot fairer than the poet's creative pencil ever wrought into a picture for fancy to dwell on--where1 at the extremity of the ,brahman's garden1 the broad and beautiful stream that bounded it ran swiftly to mingle its waves with those of the thrice-holy ,ganges2 where mangoes raised their huge twisted roots in a thousand fantastic forms1 while from their boughs hung suspended the nests of the little ,baya birds1 which waved to and fro in the evening breeze--there had ,amra and ,govinda met together1 it might be1 without design4 ,the sun had set1 the ,cistus flowers began to fall1 and the rich blossoms of the night-loving ,nilica diffused their rich odour4 ,the ,peyoo awoke to warble forth his song1 and the fire-flies were just visible1 as they flitted under the shade of the ,champac trees4 ,upon a bank1 covered with that soft and beautiful grass1 which1 whenever it is pressed or trodden on1 yields a delicious perfume1 were ,amra and ,govinda seated side by side4 ,two of her attendants1 at some little distance1 were occupied in twining wreaths of flowers4 ,amra had a basket at her feet1 in which were two small vessels of porcelain4 ,one contained cakes of rice1 honey1 and clarified butter1 kneaded by her own hand2 in the other were mangoes1 rose-apples1 and musk-melons2 and garlands of the holy palasa blossoms1 sacred to the dead1 were flung around the whole4 ,this was the votive offering1 which ,amra had prepared for the tomb of her mother1 who was buried in the garden4 ,and now1 with her elbow resting on her knee1 and her soft cheek leaning on her hand1 she sat gazing up at the sky1 where the stars came flashing forth one by one2 and she watched the auspicious moment for offering her pious oblation4 ,but ,govinda looked neither on the earth1 nor on the sky4 ,what to him were the stars1 or the flowers1 or the moon rising in dewy splendour8 ,his eyes were fixed upon one1 who was brighter to him than the stars1 lovelier than the moon when she drives her antelopes through the heavens1 sweeter than the night-flower which opens in her beam4 ,o ,amra6 he said1 at length1 and while he spoke his voice trembled even at its own tenderness1 ,amra6 beautiful and beloved sister6 thine eyes are filled with the glory of that sparkling firmament6 the breath of the evening1 which agitates the silky filaments of the ,seris1 is as pleasant to thee as to me3 but the beauty1 which ,i see1 thou canst not see2 the power of deep joy1 which thrills over my heart like the breeze over those floating lotuses--oh6 this thou canst not feel6--,let me take away those pearls and gems scattered among thy radiant tresses1 and replace them with these fragrant and golden clusters of ,champac flowers6 ,if ever there were beauty1 which could disdain the aid of ornament1 is it not that of ,amra8 ,if ever there were purity1 truth1 and goodness1 which could defy the powers of evil1 are they not thine8 ,o1 then1 let others braid their hair with pearls1 and bind round their arms the demon-scaring amulet1 my sister needs no spells to guard her innocence1 and cannot wear a gem that does not hide a charm6 ,the blush1 which the beginning of this passionate speech had called up to her cheek1 was changed to a smile1 as she looked down upon the mystic circle of gold1 which bound her arm4 ,it is not a talisman1 said she1 softly2 it is the ,tali1 the nuptial bracelet1 which was bound upon my arm when ,i was married4 ,married6 the word rent away from the heart of ,govinda that veil1 with which he had hitherto shrouded his secret hopes1 fears1 wishes1 and affections4 ,his mute agitation sent a trouble into her heart1 she knew not why4 ,she blushed quick-kindling blushes1 and drooped her head4 ,married6 he said1 after a breathless pause2 when8 to whom8 who is the possessor of a gem of such exceeding price1 and yet forbears to claim it8 ,she replied1 ,to ,adhar1 priest of ,indore1 and the friend of ,sarma4 ,i was married to him while yet an infant1 after the manner of our tribe4 ,then perceiving his increasing disturbance1 she continued1 hurriedly1 and with downcast eyes3--,i have never seen him2 he has long dwelt in the countries of the south1 whither he was called on an important mission2 but he will soon return to reside here in the sacred city of his fathers1 and will leave it no more4 ,why then should ,govinda be sad8 ,she laid her hand timidly upon his arm1 and looked up in his face4 ,govinda would fain have taken that beautiful little hand1 and covered it with kisses and with tears2 but he was restrained by a feeling of respect1 which he could not himself comprehend4 ,he feared to alarm her2 he contented himself with fixing his eyes on the hand which rested on his arm2 and he said1 in a soft melancholy voice1 ,when ,adhar returns1 ,govinda will be forgotten4 ,o never6 never6 she exclaimed with sudden emotion1 and lifting towards him eyes1 that floated in tears4 ,govinda bent down his head1 and pressed his lips upon her hand4 ,she withdrew it hastily1 and rose from the ground4 ,at that moment her nurse1 ,gautami1 approached them4 ,my child1 said she1 in a tone of reproof1 dost thou yet linger here1 and the auspicious moment almost past8 ,if thou delayest longer1 evil demons will disturb and consume the pious oblation1 and the dead will frown upon the abandoned altar4 ,hasten1 my daughter2 take up the basket of offerings1 and walk before us4 ,amra1 trembling1 leaned upon her maids1 and prepared to obey2 but when she had made a few steps1 she turned back1 as if to salute her brother1 and repeated in a low emphatic tone the word ,never6--then turned away4 ,govinda stood looking after the group1 till the last wave of their white veils disappeared2 and listened till the tinkling of their silver anklets could no longer be distinguished4 ,then he started as from a dream3 he tossed his arms above his head2 he flung himself upon the earth in an agony of jealous fury2 he gave way to all the pent-up passions1 which had been for years accumulating in his heart4 ,all at once he rose3 he walked to and fro2 he stopped4 ,a hope had darted into his mind1 even through the gloom of despair4 ,for what1 thought he1 have ,i sold myself8 ,for riches6 for honour6 for power6 ,ah6 what are they in such a moment8 ,dust of the earth1 toys1 empty breath6 ,for what is the word of the ,great ,king pledged to me8 ,has he not sworn to refuse me nothing8 ,all that is most precious between earth and heaven1 from the mountain to the sea1 lies at my choice6 ,one word1 and she is mine6 and ,i hesitate8 ,fool6 she shall be mine6 ,he looked up towards heaven1 and marked the places of the stars4 ,it is the appointed hour1 he muttered1 and cautiously his eye glanced around1 and he listened2 but all was solitary and silent4 ,he then stole along the path1 which led through a thick grove of ,cadam trees1 intermingled with the tall points of the ,cusa grass1 that shielded him from all observation4 ,he came at last to a little promontory1 where the river we have mentioned threw itself into the ,ganges4 ,he had not been there above a minute1 when a low whistle1 like the note of the ,chacora1 was heard4 ,a small boat rowed to the shore1 and ,sahib stood before him4 ,quick of eye and apprehension1 the mute perceived instantly that something unusual had occurred4 ,he pointed to the skiff2 but ,govinda shook his head1 and made signs for a light and the writing implements4 ,they were quickly brought2 and while ,sahib held the lamp1 so that its light was invisible to the opposite shore1 ,govinda wrote1 in the peculiar cipher they had framed for that purpose1 a few words to his brother1 sufficiently intelligible in their import1 though dictated by the impassioned and tumultuous feelings of the moment4 ,when he had finished1 he gave the letter to ,sahib1 who concealed it carefully in the folds of his turban1 and then1 holding up the fingers of both hands thrice over1 to intimate1 that in thirty days he would bring the answer1 he sprung into the boat1 and was soon lost under the mighty shadow of the trees1 which stretched their huge boughs over the stream4 ,govinda slowly returned2 but he saw ,amra no more that night4 ,they met the next day1 and the next2 but ,amra was no longer the same3 she was silent1 pensive2 and when pressed or rebuked1 she became tearful and even sullen4 ,she was always seen with her faithful ,gautami1 upon whose arm she leaned droopingly1 and hung her head like her own neglected flowers4 ,govinda was almost distracted3 in vain he watched for a moment to speak to ,amra alone2 the vigilant ,gautami seemed resolved1 that they should never meet out of her sight4 ,sometimes he would raise his eyes to her as she passed1 with such a look of tender and sorrowful reproach1 that ,amra would turn away her face and weep3 but still she spoke not3 and never returned his respectful salutation farther than by inclining her head4 ,the old ,brahman perceived this change in his beloved daughter2 but not for some time3 and it is probable1 that1 being absorbed in his spiritual office and sublime speculations1 he would have had neither leisure nor penetration to discover the cause1 if the suspicions of the careful ,gautami had not awakened his attention4 ,she ventured to suggest the propriety of hastening the return of his daughter's betrothed husband2 and the ,brahman1 having taken her advice in this particular1 rested satisfied2 persuading himself1 that the arrival of ,adhar would be a certain and all-sufficient remedy for the dreaded evil1 which in his simplicity he had never contemplated1 and could scarcely be made to comprehend4 ,a month had thus passed away1 and again that appointed day came round1 on which ,govinda was wont to meet his brother's emissary3 even on ordinary occasions he could never anticipate it without a thrill of anxiety1--now every feeling was wrought up to agony2 yet it was necessary to control the slightest sign of impatience1 and wear the same external guise of calm1 subdued self-possession1 though every vein was burning with the fever of suspense4 ,it was the hour when ,sarma1 having risen from his mid-day sleep1 was accustomed to listen to ,govinda while he read some appointed text4 ,accordingly ,govinda opened his book1 and standing before his preceptor in an attitude of profound humility1 he read thus3 ,garuna asked of the ,crow ,bushanda1 ',what is the most excellent of natural forms8 the highest good8 the chief pain8 the dearest pleasure8 the greatest wickedness8 the severest punishment8 ,and the ,crow ,bushanda answered him3 ',in the three worlds1 empyreal1 terrestrial1 and infernal1 no form excels the human form4 ',supreme felicity1 on earth1 is found in the conversation of a virtuous friend4 ',the keenest pain is inflicted by extreme poverty4 ',the worst of sins is uncharitableness2 and to the uncharitable is awarded the severest punishment3 for while the despisers of their spiritual guides shall live for a thousand centuries as frogs1 and those who contemn the ,brahmans as ravens1 and those who scorn other men as blinking bats1 the uncharitable alone shall be condemned to the profoundest hell1 and their punishment shall last for ever4'#bd ,govinda closed his book2 and the old ,brahman was proceeding to make an elaborate comment on this venerable text1 when1 looking up in the face of his pupil1 he perceived that he was pale1 abstracted1 and apparently unconscious that he was speaking4 ,he stopped3 he was about to rebuke him1 but he restrained himself2 and after reflecting for a few moments1 he commanded the youth to prepare for the evening sacrifice3 but first he desired him to summon ,amra to her father's presence4 ,at this unusual command ,govinda almost started4 ,he deposited the sacred leaves in his bosom1 and1 with a beating heart and trembling steps1 prepared to obey4 ,when he reached the door of the zenana1 he gently lifted the silken curtain which divided the apartments1 and stood for a few moments contemplating1 with silent and sad delight1 the group that met his view4 ,amra was reclining upon cushions1 and looking wan as a star that fades away before the dawn4 ,her head drooped upon her bosom1 her hair hung neglected upon her shoulders3 yet was she lovely still2 and ,govinda1 while he gazed1 remembered the words of the poet ,calidas3 ,the water-lily1 though dark moss may settle on its head1 is nevertheless beautiful2 and the moon1 with dewy beams1 is rendered yet brighter by its dark spots4 ,she was clasping round her delicate wrist a bracelet of gems2 and when she observed1 that ever as she placed it on her attenuated arm it fell again upon her hand1 she shook her head and smiled mournfully4 ,two of her maids sat at her feet1 occupied in their embroidery2 and old ,gautami1 at her side1 was relating1 in a slow1 monotonous recitative1 one of her thousand tales of wonder1 to divert the melancholy of her young mistress4 ,she told how the demi-god ,rama was forced to flee from the demons who had usurped his throne1 and how his beautiful and faithful ,seita wandered over the whole earth in search of her consort2 and1 being at length overcome with grief and fatigue1 she sat down in the pathless wilderness and wept2 and how there arose from the spot1 where her tears sank warm into the earth1 a fountain of boiling water of exquisite clearness and wondrous virtues2 and how maidens1 who make a pilgrimage to this sacred well and dip their veils into its wave with pure devotion1 ensure themselves the utmost felicity in marriage3 thus the story ran4 ,amra1 who appeared at first abstracted and inattentive1 began to be affected by the misfortunes and the love of the beautiful ,seita2 and at the mention of the fountain and its virtues1 she lifted her eyes with an expression of eager interest1 and met those of ,govinda fixed upon her4 ,she uttered a faint cry1 and threw herself into the arms of ,gautami4 ,he hastened to deliver the commands of his preceptor1 and then ,amra1 recovering her self-possession1 threw her veil round her1 arose1 and followed him to her father's presence4 ,as they drew near together1 the old man looked from one to the other4 ,perhaps his heart1 though dead to all human passions1 felt at that moment a touch of pity for the youthful1 lovely1 and loving pair who stood before him2 but his look was calm1 cold1 and serene1 as usual4 ,draw near1 my son1 he said2 and thou1 my beloved daughter1 approach1 and listen to the will of your father4 ,the time is come1 when we must make ready all things for the arrival of the wise and honoured ,adhar4 ,my daughter1 let those pious ceremonies1 with which virtuous women prepare themselves ere they enter the dwelling of their husband1 be duly performed3 and do thou1 ,govinda1 son of my choice1 set my household in order1 that all may be in readiness to receive with honour the bridegroom1 who comes to claim his betrothed4 ,to-morrow we will sacrifice to ,ganesa1 who is the guardian of travellers3 this night must be given to penance and holy meditation4 ,amra1 retire3 and thou1 ,govinda1 take up that fagot of ,tulsi-wood1 with the rice and the flowers for the evening oblation1 and follow me to the temple4 ,so saying1 the old man turned away hastily2 and without looking back1 pursued his path through the sacred grove4 ,alas for those he had left behind6 ,govinda remained silent and motionless4 ,amra would have obeyed her father1 but her limbs refused their office4 ,she trembled--she was sinking3 she timidly looked up to ,govinda as if for support2 his arms were extended to receive her3 she fell upon his neck1 and wept unrestrained tears4 ,he held her to his bosom as though he would have folded her into his inmost heart1 and hidden her there for ever4 ,he murmured passionate words of transport and fondness in her ear4 ,he drew aside her veil from her pale brow1 and ventured to print a kiss upon her closed eyelids4 ,to-night1 he whispered1 in the grove of mangoes by the river's bank6 ,she answered only by a mute caress2 and then supporting her steps to her own apartments1 he resigned her to the arms of her attendants1 and hastened after his preceptor4 ,he forgot1 however1 the materials for the evening sacrifice1 and in consequence not only had to suffer a severe rebuke from the old priest1 but the infliction of a penance extraordinary1 which detained him in the presence of his preceptor till the night was far advanced4 ,at length1 however1 ,sarma retired to holy meditation and mental abstraction1 and ,govinda was dismissed4 ,he had hitherto maintained1 with habitual and determined self-command1 that calm1 subdued exterior1 which becomes a pupil in the presence of his religious teacher2 but no sooner had he crossed the threshold1 and found himself alone breathing the free night-air of heaven1 than the smothered passions burst forth4 ,he paused for one instant1 to anathematise in his soul the ,sastras and their contents1 the gods and their temples1 the priests and the sacrifices2 the futile ceremonies and profitless suffering to which his life was abandoned1 and the cruel policy to which he had been made an unwilling victim4 ,then he thought of ,amra1 and all things connected with her changed their aspect4 ,in another moment he was beneath the shadow of the mangoes on the river's brink4 ,he looked round1 ,amra was not there3 he listened1 there was no sound4 ,the grass bore marks of having been recently pressed1 and still its perfume floated on the air4 ,a few flowers were scattered round1 fresh gathered1 and glittering with dew4 ,govinda wrung his hands in despair1 and flung himself upon the bank1 where a month before they had sat together4 ,on the very spot where ,amra had reclined1 he perceived a lotos-leaf and a palasa flower laid together4 ,upon the lotos-leaf he could perceive written1 with a thorn or some sharp point1 the word ,,amra2 and the crimson palasa-buds were sacred to the dead4 ,it was sufficient3 he thrust the leaf and the flowers into his bosom2 and1 swift as the sparkle of a glancing star1 he flew along the path which led to the garden sepulchre4 ,the mother of ,amra had died in giving birth to her only child4 ,she was young1 beautiful1 and virtuous2 and had lived happily with her husband notwithstanding the disparity of age4 ,the pride and stoicism of his caste would not allow him to betray any violence of grief1 or show his affection for the dead1 otherwise than by raising to her memory a beautiful tomb4 ,it consisted of four light pillars1 richly and grotesquely carved1 supporting a pointed cupola1 beneath which was an altar for oblations3 the whole was overlaid with brilliant white stucco1 and glittered through the gloom4 ,a flight of steps led up to this edifice3 upon the highest step1 and at the foot of the altar1 ,amra was seated alone and weeping4 ,love--,o love6 what have ,i to do with thee8 ,how sinks the heart1 how trembles the hand as it approaches the forbidden theme6 ,of all the gifts the gods have sent upon the earth thou most precious--yet ever most fatal6 ,as serpents dwell among the odorous boughs of the sandal-tree1 and alligators in the thrice sacred waters of the ,ganges1 so all that is sweetest1 holiest1 dearest upon earth1 is mixed up with sin1 and pain1 and misery1 and evil6 ,thus hath it been ordained from the beginning2 and the love that hath never mourned1 is not love4 ,how sweet1 yet how terrible1 were the moments that succeeded6 ,while ,govinda1 with fervid eloquence1 poured out his whole soul at her feet1 ,amra alternately melted with tenderness1 or shrunk with sensitive alarm4 ,when he darkly intimated the irresistible power he possessed to overcome all obstacles to their union--when he spoke with certainty of the time when she should be his1 spite of the world and men--when he described the glorious height to which his love would elevate her--the delights and the treasures he would lavish around her1 she1 indeed1 understood not his words2 yet1 with all a woman's trusting faith in him she loves1 she hung upon his accents--listened and believed4 ,the high and passionate energy1 with which his spirit1 so long pent up and crushed within him1 now revealed itself2 the consciousness of his own power1 the knowledge that he was beloved1 lent such a new and strange expression to his whole aspect1 and touched his fine form and features with such a proud and sparkling beauty1 that ,amra looked up at him with a mixture of astonishment1 admiration1 and deep love1 not wholly unmingled with fear2 almost believing1 that she gazed upon some more than mortal lover1 upon one of those bright genii1 who inhabit the lower heaven1 and have been known in the old time to leave their celestial haunts for love of the earth-born daughters of beauty4 ,amra did not speak1 but ,govinda felt his power4 ,he saw his advantage1 and1 with the instinctive subtlety of his sex1 he pursued it4 ,he sighed1 he wept1 he implored1 he upbraided4 ,amra1 overpowered by his emotion and her own1 had turned away her head1 and embraced one of the pillars of her mother's tomb1 as if for protection4 ,in accents of the most plaintive tenderness she entreated him to leave her--to spare her--and even while she spoke her arm relaxed its hold1 and she was yielding to the gentle force with which he endeavoured to draw her away2 when at this moment1 so dangerous to both1 a startling sound was heard--a rustling among the bushes1 and then a soft1 low whistle4 ,govinda started up at that well-known signal1 and saw the head of the mute appearing just above the altar4 ,his turban being green1 was undistinguishable against the leafy back-ground2 and his small black eyes glanced and glittered like those of a snake4 ,govinda would willingly have annihilated him at that moment4 ,he made a gesture of angry impatience1 and motioned him to retire2 but ,sahib stood still1 shook his hand with a threatening expression1 and made signs1 that he must instantly follow him4 ,amra1 meantime1 who had neither seen nor heard any thing1 began to suspect1 that ,govinda was communing with some invisible spirit2 she clung to him in terror1 and endeavoured to recall his attention to herself by the most tender and soothing words and caresses4 ,after some time he succeeded in calming her fears2 and with a thousand promises of quick return1 he at length tore himself away1 and followed through the thicket the form of ,sahib1 who glided like a shadow before him4 ,when they reached the accustomed spot1 the mute leapt into the canoe1 which he had made fast to the root of a mango-tree1 and motioning ,govinda to follow him1 he pushed from the shore1 and rowed rapidly till they reached a tall1 bare rock near the centre of the stream1 beneath the dark shadow of which ,sahib moored his little boat1 out of the possible reach of human eye or ear4 ,all had passed so quickly1 that ,govinda felt like one in a dream2 but now1 awakening to a sense of his situation1 he held out his hand for the expected letter from his brother1 trembling to learn its import1 upon which he felt that more than his life depended4 ,sahib1 meanwhile1 did not appear in haste to obey4 ,at length1 after a pause of breathless suspense1 ,govinda heard a low and well-remembered voice repeat an almost-forgotten name3 ,faizi6 it said4 ,o ,prophet of ,god6 my brother6 and he was clasped in the arms of ,abul ,fazil4 ,after the first transports of recognition had subsided1 ,faizi 7it is time to use his real name7 sank from his brother's arms to his feet3 he clasped his knees4 ,my brother6 he exclaimed1 what is now to be my fate8 ,you have not lightly assumed this disguise1 and braved the danger of discovery6 ,you know all1 and have come to save me--to bless me8 ,is it not so8 ,abul ,fazil could not see his brother's uplifted countenance1 flushed with the hectic of feverish impatience1 or his imploring eyes1 that floated in tears2 but his tones were sufficiently expressive4 ,poor boy6 he said1 compassionately1 ,i should have foreseen this4 ,but calm these transports1 my brother6 nothing is denied to the sultan's power1 and nothing will he deny thee4 ,he knows all1 then8 ,all--and by his command am ,i come4 ,i had feared1 that my brother had sold his vowed obedience for the smile of a dark-eyed girl--what shall ,i say8--,i feared for his safety6 ,o my brother6 there is no cause6 ,i know it--enough6--,i have seen and heard6 ,faizi covered his face with his hands4 ,if the sultan---- ,have no doubts1 said ,abul ,fazil3 nothing is denied to the sultan's power1 nothing will be denied to thee4 ,and the ,brahman ,adhar8 ,it has been looked to--he will not trouble thee4 ,dead8 ,o merciful ,allah6 crime upon crime6 ,his life is cared for1 said ,abul ,fazil1 calmly3 ask no more4 ,it is sufficient4 ,o my brother6 ,o ,amra6-- ,she is thine6--,now hear the will of ,akbar4 ,faizi bowed his head with submission4 ,speak6 he said2 the slave of ,akbar listens4 ,in three months from this time1 continued ,abul ,fazil1 and on this appointed night1 it will be dark1 and the pagodas deserted4 ,then1 and not till then1 will ,sahib be found at the accustomed spot4 ,he will bring in the skiff a dress1 which is the sultan's gift1 and will be a sufficient disguise4 ,on the left bank of the stream there shall be stationed an ample guard1 with a close litter and a swift ,arabian4 ,thou shalt mount the one1 and in the other shall be placed this fair girl4 ,then fly3 having first flung her veil upon the river to beguile pursuit2 the rest ,i leave to thine own quick wit4 ,but let all be done with secrecy and subtlety2 for the sultan1 though he can refuse thee nothing1 would not willingly commit an open wrong against a people he has lately conciliated2 and the violation of a ,brahminee woman were enough to raise a province4 ,it shall not need1 exclaimed the youth1 clasping his hands3 she loves me6 ,she shall live for me--only for me--while others weep her dead6 ,it is well3 now return we in silence1 the night wears fast away4 ,he took one of the oars1 ,faizi seized the other1 and with some difficulty they rowed up the stream1 keeping close under the overshadowing banks4 ,having reached the little promontory1 they parted with a strict and mute embrace4 ,faizi looked for a moment after his brother1 then sprung forward to the spot where he had left ,amra2 but she was no longer there3 apparently she had been recalled by her nurse to her own apartments1 and did not again make her appearance4 ,three months more completed the five years which had been allotted for ,govinda's ,brahminical studies2 they passed but too rapidly away4 ,during this time the ,brahman ,adhar did not arrive1 nor was his name again uttered3 and ,amra1 restored to health1 was more than ever tender and beautiful1 and more than ever beloved4 ,the old ,brahman1 who had hitherto maintained towards his pupil and adopted son a cold and distant demeanour1 now relaxed from his accustomed austerity1 and when he addressed him it was in a tone of mildness1 and even tenderness4 ,alas for ,govinda6 every proof of this newly-awakened affection pierced his heart with unavailing remorse4 ,he had lived long enough among the ,brahmans1 to anticipate with terror the effects of his treachery1 when once discovered2 but he repelled such obtrusive images1 and resolutely shut his eyes against a future1 which he could neither control nor avert4 ,he tried to persuade himself1 that it was now too late2 that the stoical indifference to all earthly evil1 passion1 and suffering1 which the ,pundit ,sarma taught and practised1 would sufficiently arm him against the double blow preparing for him4 ,yet1 as the hour approached1 the fever of suspense consumed his heart4 ,contrary passions distracted and bewildered him3 his ideas of right and wrong became fearfully perplexed4 ,he would have given the treasures of ,istakar to arrest the swift progress of time4 ,he felt like one entangled in the wheels of some vast machine1 and giddily and irresistibly whirled along he knew not how nor whither4 ,at length the day arrived3 the morning broke forth in all that splendour with which she descends upon the ,indian steep4 ,govinda prepared for the early sacrifice1 the last he was to perform4 ,in spite of the heaviness and confusion which reigned in his own mind1 he could perceive that something unusual occupied the thoughts of his preceptor3 some emotion of a pleasurable kind had smoothed the old man's brow4 ,his voice was softened2 and though his lips were compressed1 almost a smile lighted up his eyes1 when he turned them on ,govinda4 ,the sacrifice was one of unusual pomp and solemnity1 in honour of the goddess ,parvati1 and lasted till the sun's decline4 ,when they returned to the dwelling of ,sarma he dismissed his pupils from their learned exercises1 desiring them to make that day a day of rest and recreation1 as if it were the festival of ,sri1 the goddess of learning1 when books1 pens1 and paper1 being honoured as her emblems1 remain untouched1 and her votaries enjoy a sabbath4 ,when they were departed1 the old ,brahman commanded ,govinda to seat himself on the ground opposite to him4 ,this being the first time he had ever sat in the presence of his preceptor1 the young man hesitated2 but ,sarma motioned him to obey1 and accordingly he sat down at a respectful distance1 keeping his eyes reverently cast upon the ground4 ,the old man then spoke these words3 ,it is now five years since the son of ,mitra entered my dwelling4 ,he was then but a child1 helpless1 orphaned1 ignorant of all true knowledge2 expelled from the faith of his fathers and the privileges of his high caste4 ,i took him to my heart with joy1 ,i fed him1 ,i clothed him1 ,i opened his mind to truth1 ,i poured into his soul the light of knowledge3 he became to me a son4 ,if in any thing ,i have omitted the duty of a father towards him1 if ever ,i refused to him the wish of his heart or the desire of his eyes1 let him now speak6 ,o my father6-- ,no more1 said the ,brahman1 gently1 ,i am answered in that one word2 but all that ,i have yet done seems as nothing in mine eyes3 for the love ,i bear my son is wide as the wide earth1 and my bounty shall be as the boundless firmament4 ,know that ,i have read thy soul6 ,start not6 ,i have received letters from the south country4 ,amra is no longer the wife of ,adhar2 for ,adhar has vowed himself to a life of penance and celibacy in the temple of ,indore1 by order of an offended prince2--may he find peace6 ,the writings of divorce are drawn up1 and my daughter being already past the age when a prudent father hastens to marry his child1 in order that the souls of the dead may be duly honoured by their posterity1 ,i have sought for her a husband1 such as a parent might desire2 learned in the sciences1 graced with every virtue2 of unblemished life1 of unmixed caste1 and rich in the goods of this world4 ,the ,brahman stopped short4 ,faizi1 breathing with difficulty1 felt his blood pause at his heart4 ,my son6 continued the old man1 ,i have not coveted possessions or riches1 but the gods have blessed me with prosperity2 be they praised for their gifts6 ,look around upon this fair dwelling1 upon those fertile lands1 which spread far and wide1 a goodly prospect2 and the herds that feed on them1 and the bondsmen who cultivate them2 with silver and gold1 and garments1 and rich stores heaped up1 more than ,i can count--all these do ,i give thee freely3 possess them6 and with them ,i give thee a greater gift1 and one that ,i well believe is richer and dearer in thine eyes--my daughter1 my last and best treasure6 ,thus do ,i resign all worldly cares1 devoting myself henceforth solely to pious duties and religious meditation3 for the few days he has to live1 let the old man repose upon thy love6 ,a little water1 a little rice1 a roof to shelter him1 these thou shalt bestow--he asks no more4 ,the ,brahman's voice faltered4 ,he rose1 and ,govinda stood up1 trembling in every nerve4 ,the old priest then laid his hand solemnly upon his bowed head and blessed him4 ,my son6 to me far better than many sons1 be thou blest as thou hast blessed me6 ,the just gods requite thee with full measure all thou hast done6 ,may the wife ,i bestow on thee bring to thy bosom all the felicity thou broughtest to me and mine1 and thy last hours be calm and bright1 as those thy love has prepared for me6 ,ah1 curse me not6 exclaimed ,govinda1 with a cry of horror2 for in the anguish of that moment he felt as if the bitter malediction1 thus unconsciously pronounced1 was already fulfilling4 ,he flung himself upon the earth in an agony of self-humiliation2 he crawled to the feet of his preceptor1 he kissed them1 he clasped his knees4 ,in broken words he revealed himself1 and confessed the treacherous artifice of which he was at once the instrument and the victim4 ,the ,brahman stood motionless1 scarcely comprehending the words spoken4 ,at length he seemed to awaken to the sense of what he heard1 and trembled from head to foot with an exceeding horror2 but he uttered no word of reproach3 and after a pause1 he suddenly drew the sacrificial poniard from his girdle1 and would have plunged it into his own bosom1 if ,faizi had not arrested his arm1 and without difficulty snatched the weapon from his shaking and powerless grasp4 ,if yet there be mercy for me1 he exclaimed1 add not to my crimes this worst of all--make me not a sacrilegious murderer6 ,here1 he added1 kneeling1 and opening his bosom1 strike6 satisfy at once a just vengeance1 and end all fears in the blood of an abhorred betrayer6 ,strike1 ere it be too late6 ,the old man twice raised his hand1 but it was without strength4 ,he dropped the knife1 and folding his arms1 and sinking his head upon his bosom1 he remained silent4 ,o yet6 exclaimed ,faizi1 lifting with reverence the hem of his robe and pressing it to his lips1 if there remain a hope for me1 tell me by what penance--terrible1 prolonged1 and unheard-of--,i may expiate this sin2 and hear me swear1 that1 henceforth1 neither temptation1 nor torture1 nor death itself1 shall force me to reveal the secrets of the ,brahmin faith1 nor divulge the holy characters in which they are written3 and if ,i break this vow1 may ,i perish from off the earth like a dog6 ,the ,brahman clasped his hands1 and turned his eyes for a moment on the imploring countenance of the youth1 but averted them instantly with a shudder4 ,what have ,i to do with thee1 he said1 at length1 thou serpent6 ,well is it written--',though the upas-tree were watered with nectar from heaven instead of dew1 yet would it bear poison4' ,yet swear-- ,i do--,i will-- ,never to behold my face again1 nor utter with those guileful and polluted lips the name of my daughter4 ,my father6 ,father6 repeated the old man1 with a flash of indignation1 but it was instantly subdued4 ,swear6 he repeated1 if vows can bind a thing so vile6 ,my father1 ,i embrace thy knees6 ,not heaven itself can annul the past1 and ,amra is mine beyond the power of fate or vengeance to disunite us--but by death6 ,hah6 said the ,brahman1 stepping back1 it is then as ,i feared6 and this is well too6--he muttered2 ,heaven required a victim6 ,he moved slowly to the door1 and called his daughter with a loud voice3 ,amra heard and trembled in the recesses of her apartments4 ,the voice was her father's1 but the tones of that voice made her soul sicken with fear2 and1 drawing her drapery round to conceal that alteration in her lovely form which was but too apparent1 she came forth with faltering steps4 ,approach6 said the ,brahman1 fixing his eyes upon her1 while those of ,faizi1 after the first eager glance1 remained rivetted to the earth4 ,she drew near with affright1 and gazed wildly from one to the other4 ,ay6 look well upon him6 whom dost thou behold8 ,my father6--,ah6 spare me6 ,is he your husband8 ,govinda6 alas6--speak for us6-- ,fool6--he grasped her supplicating hands1--say but the word--are you a wife8 ,i am6 ,i am6 his1 before the face of ,heaven6 ,no6--he dropped her hands1 and spoke in a rapid and broken voice3 ,no6 ,heaven disclaims the monstrous mixture6 hell itself rejects it6 ,had he been the meanest among the sons of ,brahma1 ,i had borne it3 but an ,infidel1 a base-born ,moslem1 has contaminated the stream of my life6 ,accursed was the hour when he came beneath my roof1 like a treacherous fox and a ravening wolf1 to betray and to destroy6 ,accursed was the hour1 which mingled the blood of ,narayna with that of the son of a slave-girl6 ,shall ,i live to look upon a race of outcasts1 abhorred on earth and excommunicate from heaven1 and say1 ',these are the offspring of ,sarma8' ,miserable girl6 thou wert preordained a sacrifice6 ,die6 and thine infamy perish with thee6 ,even while he spoke he snatched up the poniard which lay at his feet1 but this he needed not--the blow was already struck home1 and to her very heart4 ,before the vengeful steel could reach her1 she fell1 without a cry--a groan--senseless1 and1 as it seemed1 lifeless1 upon the earth4 ,faizi1 almost with a shriek1 sprang forward2 but the old man interposed3 and1 with the strong grasp of supernatural strength--the strength of despair--held him back4 ,meantime the women1 alarmed by his cries1 rushed wildly in1 and bore away in their arms the insensible form of ,amra4 ,faizi strove to follow2 but1 at a sign from the ,brahman1 the door was quickly closed and fastened within1 so that it resisted all his efforts to force it4 ,he turned almost fiercely--,she will yet live6 he passionately exclaimed2 and the ,brahman replied1 calmly and disdainfully1 ,if she be the daughter of ,sarma1 she will die6 ,then rending his garments1 and tearing off his turban1 he sat down upon the sacrificial hearth2 and taking up dust and ashes1 scattered them on his bare head and flowing beard3 he then remained motionless1 with his chin upon his bosom1 and his arms crossed upon his knees4 ,in vain did ,faizi kneel before him1 and weep1 and supplicate for one word1 one look3 he was apparently lost to all consciousness1 rigid1 torpid2 and1 but that he breathed1 and that there was at times a convulsive movement in his eyelids1 it might have been thought1 that life itself was suspended1 or had altogether ceased4 ,thus did this long and most miserable day wear away1 and night came on4 ,faizi--who had spent the hours in walking to and fro like a troubled demon1 now listening at the door of the zenana1 from which no sound proceeded1 now endeavouring in vain to win1 by the most earnest entreaties1 some sign of life or recognition from the old man--could no longer endure the horror of his own sensations4 ,he stepped into the open air1 and leaned his head against the porch4 ,the breeze1 which blew freshly against his parched lips and throbbing temples1 revived his faculties4 ,after a few moments he thought he could distinguish voices1 and the trampling of men and horses1 borne on the night air4 ,he raised his hands in ecstacy4 ,again he bent his ear to listen3 he heard the splash of an oar4 ,they come6 he exclaimed1 almost aloud1 one more plunge1 and it is done6 ,this hapless and distracted old man ,i will save from his own and other's fury1 and still be to him a son1 in his own despite4 ,and1 ,amra6 my own6 my beautiful6 my beloved6 oh1 how richly shall the future atone for these hours of anguish6 ,in these arms the cruel pride and prejudices of thy race shall be forgotten4 ,at thy feet ,i will pour the treasures of the world1 and lift thee to joys beyond the brightest visions of youthful fancy6 ,but--,o merciful ,allah6-- ,at the same moment a long1 loud1 and piercing shriek was heard from the women's apartments1 followed by lamentable wailings4 ,he made but one bound to the door4 ,it resisted1 but his despair was strong4 ,he rushed against it with a force1 that burst it from its hinges1 and precipitated him into the midst of the chamber4 ,it was empty and dark2 so was the next1 and the next4 ,at last he reached the inner and most sacred apartment4 ,he beheld the lifeless form of ,amra extended on the ground4 ,over her face was thrown an embroidered veil3 her head rested on the lap of her nurse1 whose features appeared rigid with horror4 ,the rest of the women1 who were weeping and wailing1 covered their heads1 and fled at his approach4 ,faizi called upon the name of her he loved3 he snatched the veil from that once lovely face--that face which had never been revealed to him but in tender and soul-beaming beauty4 ,he looked1 and fell senseless on the floor4 ,the unhappy ,amra1 in recovering from her long swoon1 had fallen into a stupor1 which her attendants mistook for slumber1 and left her for a short interval4 ,she awoke1 wretched girl6 alone1 she awoke to the sudden and maddening sense of her lost state1 to all the pangs of outraged love1 violated faith1 shame1 anguish1 and despair4 ,in a paroxysm of delirium1 when none were near to soothe or to save1 she had made her own luxuriant and beautiful tresses the instrument of her destruction1 and choked herself by swallowing her hair4 ,when the emissaries of the sultan entered this house of desolation1 they found ,faizi still insensible at the side of her he had so loved4 ,he was borne away before recollection returned1 placed in the litter which had been prepared for ,amra1 and earned to ,ferrukabad1 where the sultan was then hunting with his whole court4 ,what became of the old ,brahman is not known4 ,he passed away like a shadow from the earth1 and his place knew him not4 ,whether he sought a voluntary death1 or wore away his remaining years in secret penance1 can only be conjectured1 for all search was vain4 ,eastern records tell1 that ,faizi kept his promise sacred1 and never revealed the mysteries intrusted to him4 ,yet he retained the favour of ,akbar1 by whose command he translated from the ,sanscrit tongue several poetical and historical works into the choicest ,persian4 ,he became himself an illustrious poet2 and1 like other poets of greater fame1 created an immortality of his tears4 ,he acquired the title of ,sheich1 or the learned1 and rose to the highest civil offices of the empire4 ,all outward renown1 prosperity1 and fame1 were his2 but there was1 at least1 retributive justice in his early and tragical death4 ,towards the conclusion of ,akbar's reign1 ,abul ,fazil was sent upon a secret mission into the ,deccan1 and ,faizi accompanied him4 ,the favour which these celebrated brothers enjoyed at court1 their influence over the mind of the sultan1 and their entire union1 had long excited the jealousy of ,prince ,selim1#be the eldest son of ,akbar1 and he had vowed their destruction4 ,on their return from the south1 with a small escort1 they were attacked by a numerous band of assassins1 disguised as robbers1 and both perished4 ,faizi was found lying upon the body of ,abul ,fazil1 whom he had bravely defended to the last4 ,the death of these illustrious brothers was lamented1 not only within the bounds of the empire1 but through all the kingdoms of the ,east1 whither their fame had extended2 and by the sultan's command they were interred together1 and with extraordinary pomp4 ,one incident only remains to be added4 ,when the bodies were stripped for burial1 there was found within the inner vest of the ,sheich ,faizi1 and close to his heart1 a withered ,lotus leaf inscribed with certain characters4 ,so great was the fame of the dead for wisdom1 learning1 and devotion1 that it was supposed to be a talisman endued with extraordinary virtues1 and immediately transmitted to the sultan4 ,akbar considered the relic with surprise4 ,it was nothing but a simple ,lotus leaf1 faded1 shrivelled1 and stained with blood2 but on examining it more closely1 he could trace1 in ill-formed and scarcely legible ,indian letters1 the word ,,amra4 ,and when ,akbar looked upon this tender memorial of a hapless love1 and undying sorrow1 his great heart melted within him1 and he wept4 ,,halloran ,,the ,,pedlar4#bf ,it grieves me1 said an eminent poet once to me1 it grieves and humbles me to reflect how much our moral nature is in the power of circumstances4 ,our best faculties would remain unknown even to ourselves did not the influences of external excitement call them forth like animalculae1 which lie torpid till awakened into life by the transient sunbeam4 ,this is generally true4 ,how many walk through the beaten paths of every-day life1 who but for the novelist's page would never weep or wonder2 and who would know nothing of the passions but as they are represented in some tragedy or stage piece8 not that they are incapable of high resolve and energy2 but because the finer qualities have never been called forth by imperious circumstances2 for while the wheels of existence roll smoothly along1 the soul will continue to slumber in her vehicle like a lazy traveller4 ,but for the ,french revolution1 how many hundreds--thousands--whose courage1 fortitude1 and devotedness have sanctified their names1 would have frittered away a frivolous1 useless1 or vicious life in the saloons of ,paris6 ,we have heard of death in its most revolting forms braved by delicate females1 who would have screamed at the sight of the most insignificant reptile or insect2 and men cheerfully toiling at mechanic trades for bread1 who had lounged away the best years of their lives at the toilettes of their mistresses4 ,we know not of what we are capable till the trial comes2--till it comes1 perhaps1 in a form which makes the strong man quail1 and turns the gentler woman into a heroine4 ,the power of outward circumstances suddenly to awaken dormant faculties--the extraordinary influence which the mere instinct of self-preservation can exert over the mind1 and the triumph of mind thus excited over physical weakness1 were never more truly exemplified than in the story of ,,halloran ,,the ,,pedlar4 ,the real circumstances of this singular case1 differing essentially from the garbled and incorrect account which appeared in the newspapers some years ago1 came to my knowledge in the following simple manner4 ,my cousin ,george ,c 99 99 991 an ,irish barrister of some standing1 lately succeeded to his family estates by the death of a near relative2 and no sooner did he find himself in possession of independence than1 abjuring the bar1 where1 after twenty years of hard struggling1 he was just beginning to make a figure1 he set off on a tour through ,italy and ,greece1 to forget the wrangling of courts1 the contumely of attornies1 and the impatience of clients4 ,he left in my hands a mass of papers1 to burn or not1 as ,i might feel inclined3 and truly the contents of his desk were no bad illustration of the character and pursuits of its owner4 ,here ,i found abstracts of cases1 and on their backs copies of verses1 sketches of scenery1 and numerous caricatures of judges1 jurymen1 witnesses1 and his brethren of the bar--a bundle of old briefs1 and the beginnings of two tragedies2 with a long list of ,lord ,n----'s best jokes to serve his purposes as occasion might best offer4 ,among these heterogeneous and confused articles were a number of scraps carefully pinned together1 containing notes on a certain trial1 the first in which he had been retained as counsel for the crown4 ,the intense interest with which ,i perused these documents1 suggested the plan of throwing the whole into a connected form1 and here it is for the reader's benefit4 ,in a little village to the south of ,clonmell lived a poor peasant named ,michael1 or as it was there pronounced ,mickle ,reilly4 ,he was a labourer renting a cabin and a plot of potatoe-ground2 and1 on the strength of these possessions1 a robust frame which feared no fatigue1 and a sanguine mind which dreaded no reverse1 ,reilly paid his addresses to ,cathleen ,bray1 a young girl of his own parish1 and they were married4 ,reilly was able1 skilful1 and industrious2 ,cathleen was the best spinner in the county1 and had constant sale for her work at ,clonmell3 they wanted nothing2 and for the first year1 as ,cathleen said1 ,there wasn't upon the blessed earth two happier souls than themselves1 for ,mick was the best boy in the world1 and hadn't a fault to spake of--barring he took a drop now and then2 an' why wouldn't he8 ,but as it happened1 poor ,reilly's love of the drop was the beginning of all their misfortunes4 ,in an evil hour he went to the ,fair of ,clonmell to sell a dozen hanks of yarn of his wife's spinning1 and a fat pig1 the produce of which was to pay half a year's rent1 and add to their little comforts4 ,here he met with a jovial companion1 who took him into a booth1 and treated him to sundry potations of whiskey2 and while in his company his pocket was picked of the money he had just received1 and something more2 in short1 of all he possessed in the world4 ,at that luckless moment1 while maddened by his loss and heated with liquor1 he fell into the company of a recruiting serjeant4 ,the many-coloured and gaily fluttering cockade in the soldier's cap shone like a rainbow of hope and promise before the drunken eyes of ,mickle ,reilly1 and ere morning he was enlisted into a regiment under orders for embarkation1 and instantly sent off to ,cork4 ,distracted by the ruin he had brought upon himself1 and his wife1 7whom he loved a thousand times better than himself17 poor ,reilly sent a friend to inform ,cathleen of his mischance1 and to assure her that on a certain day1 in a week from that time1 a letter would await her at the ,clonmell post-office3 the same friend was commissioned to deliver her his silver watch1 and a guinea out of his bounty-money4 ,poor ,cathleen turned from the gold with horror1 as the price of her husband's blood1 and vowed that nothing on earth should induce her to touch it4 ,she was not a good calculator of time and distance1 and therefore rather surprised that so long a time must elapse before his letter arrived4 ,on the appointed day she was too impatient to wait the arrival of the carrier1 but set off to ,clonmell herself1 a distance of ten miles3 there1 at the post-office1 she duly found the promised letter2 but it was not till she had it in her possession that she remembered she could not read3 she had therefore to hasten back to consult her friend ,nancy1 the schoolmaster's daughter1 and the best scholar in the village4 ,reilly's letter1 on being deciphered with some difficulty even by the learned ,nancy1 was found to contain much of sorrow1 much of repentance1 and yet more of affection3 he assured her that he was far better off than he had expected or deserved2 that the embarkation of the regiment to which he belonged was delayed for three weeks1 and entreated her1 if she could forgive him1 to follow him to ,cork without delay1 that they might part in love and kindness1 and then come what might1 he would demane himself like a man1 and die asy1 which he assured her he could not do without embracing her once more4 ,cathleen listened to her husband's letter with clasped hands and drawn breath1 but quiet in her nature1 she gave no other signs of emotion than a few large tears which trickled slowly down her cheeks4 ,and will ,i see him again8 she exclaimed2 poor fellow6 poor boy6 ,i knew the heart of him was sore for me6 and who knows1 ,nancy dear1 but they'll let me go out with him to the foreign parts8 ,oh6 sure they wouldn't be so hard-hearted as to part man and wife that way6 ,after a hurried consultation with her neighbours1 who sympathised with her as only the poor sympathise with the poor1 a letter was indited by ,nancy and sent by the carrier that night1 to inform her husband that she purposed setting off for ,cork the next blessed morning1 being ,tuesday1 and as the distance was about forty-eight miles ,english1 she reckoned on reaching that city by ,wednesday afternoon2 for as she had walked to ,clonmell and back 7about twenty miles7 that same day1 without feeling fatigued at all1 to signify1 ,cathleen thought there would be no doubt that she could walk to ,cork in less than two days4 ,in this sanguine calculation she was1 however1 overruled by her more experienced neighbours1 and by their advice appointed ,thursday as the day on which her husband was to expect her1 ,god willing4 ,cathleen spent the rest of the day in making preparations for her journey3 she set her cabin in order1 and made a small bundle of a few articles of clothing belonging to herself and her husband4 ,the watch and the guinea she wrapped up together1 and crammed into the toe of an old shoe1 which she deposited in the said bundle1 and the next morning1 at sparrow chirp1 she arose1 locked her cabin door1 carefully hid the key in the thatch1 and with a light expecting heart commenced her long journey4 ,it is worthy of remark1 that this poor woman1 who was called upon to play the heroine in such a strange tragedy1 and under such appalling circumstances1 had nothing heroic in her exterior3 nothing that in the slightest degree indicated strength of nerve or superiority of intellect4 ,cathleen was twenty-three years of age1 of a low stature1 and in her form rather delicate than robust3 she was of ordinary appearance2 her eyes were mild and dove-like1 and her whole countenance1 though not absolutely deficient in intelligence1 was more particularly expressive of simplicity1 good temper1 and kindness of heart4 ,it was summer1 about the end of ,june3 the days were long1 the weather fine1 and some gentle showers rendered travelling easy and pleasant4 ,cathleen walked on stoutly towards ,cork1 and by the evening she had accomplished1 with occasional pauses of rest1 nearly twenty-one miles4 ,she lodged at a little inn by the road side1 and the following day set forward again1 but soon felt stiff with the travel of two previous days3 the sun became hotter1 the ways dustier2 and she could not with all her endeavours get farther than ,rathcormuck1 eighteen miles from ,cork4 ,the next day1 unfortunately for poor ,cathleen1 proved hotter and more fatiguing than the preceding4 ,the cross road lay over a wild country1 consisting of low bogs and bare hills4 ,about noon she turned aside to a rivulet bordered by a few trees1 and sitting down in the shade1 she bathed her swollen feet in the stream3 then overcome by heat1 weakness1 and excessive weariness1 she put her little bundle under her head for a pillow1 and sank into a deep sleep4 ,on waking she perceived with dismay that the sun was declining3 and on looking about1 her fears were increased by the discovery that her bundle was gone4 ,her first thought was that the good people1 7i4 e4 the fairies7 had been there and stolen it away2 but on examining farther she plainly perceived large foot-prints in the soft bank1 and was convinced it was the work of no unearthly marauder4 ,bitterly reproaching herself for her carelessness1 she again set forward2 and still hoping to reach ,cork that night1 she toiled on and on with increasing difficulty and distress1 till as the evening closed her spirits failed1 she became faint1 foot-sore and hungry1 not having tasted any thing since the morning but a cold potatoe and a draught of buttermilk4 ,she then looked round her in hopes of discovering some habitation1 but there was none in sight except a lofty castle on a distant hill1 which raising its proud turrets from amidst the plantations which surrounded it1 glimmered faintly through the gathering gloom1 and held out no temptation for the poor wanderer to turn in there and rest4 ,in her despair she sat her down on a bank by the road side1 and wept as she thought of her husband4 ,several horsemen rode by1 and one carriage and four attended by servants1 who took no farther notice of her than by a passing look2 while they went on their way like the priest and the ,levite in the parable1 poor ,cathleen dropped her head despairingly on her bosom4 ,a faintness and torpor seemed to be stealing like a dark cloud over her senses1 when the fast approaching sound of footsteps roused her attention1 and turning1 she saw at her side a man whose figure1 too singular to be easily forgotten1 she recognized immediately3 it was ,halloran the ,pedlar4 ,halloran had been known for thirty years past in all the towns and villages between ,waterford and ,kerry4 ,he was very old1 he himself did not know his own age2 he only remembered that he was a tall slip of a boy when he was one of the ---- regiment of foot1 and fought in ,america in #aggh4 ,his dress was strange1 it consisted of a woollen cap1 beneath which strayed a few white hairs1 this was surmounted by an old military cocked hat1 adorned with a few fragments of tarnished gold lace2 a frieze great coat with the sleeves dangling behind1 was fastened at his throat1 and served to protect his box of wares which was slung at his back2 and he always carried a thick oak stick or kippeen in his hand4 ,there was nothing of the infirmity of age in his appearance3 his cheek1 though wrinkled and weather-beaten1 was still ruddy3 his step still firm1 his eyes still bright3 his jovial disposition made him a welcome guest in every cottage1 and his jokes1 though not equal to my ,lord ,norbury's1 were repeated and applauded through the whole country4 ,halloran was returning from the fair of ,kilkenny1 where apparently his commercial speculations had been attended with success1 as his pack was considerably diminished in size4 ,though he did not appear to recollect ,cathleen1 he addressed her in ,irish1 and asked her what she did there3 she related in a few words her miserable situation4 ,in troth1 then1 my heart is sorry for ye1 poor woman1 he replied1 compassionately2 and what will ye do8 ,an' what can ,i do8 replied ,cathleen1 disconsolately2 and how will ,i even find the ford and get across to ,cork1 when ,i don't know where ,i am this blessed moment8 ,musha1 then1 it's little ye'll get there this night1 said the pedlar1 shaking his head4 ,then ,i'll lie down here and die1 said ,cathleen1 bursting into fresh tears4 ,die6 ye wouldn't6 he exclaimed1 approaching nearer2 is it to me1 ,peter ,halloran1 ye spake that word2 and am ,i the man that would lave a faymale at this dark hour by the way-side1 let alone one that has the face of a friend1 though ,i cannot remember me of your name either1 for the soul of me4 ,but what matter for that8 ,sure1 ,i'm ,katty ,reilly1 of ,castle ,conn4 ,katty ,reilly1 sure enough6 and so no more talk of dying2 cheer up1 and see1 a mile farther on1 isn't there ,biddy ,hogan's8 ,was1 ,i mane1 if the house and all isn't gone3 and it's there we'll get a bite and a sup1 and a bed1 too1 please ,god4 ,so lean upon my arm1 ma vourneen1 it's strong enough yet4 ,so saying1 the old man1 with an air of gallantry1 half rustic1 half military1 assisted her in rising2 and supporting her on one arm1 with the other he flourished his kippeen over his head1 and they trudged on together1 he singing ,cruiskeen-lawn at the top of his voice1 just1 as he said1 to put the heart into her4 ,after about half an hour's walking1 they came to two crossways1 diverging from the high road3 down one of these the pedlar turned1 and in a few minutes they came in sight of a lonely house1 situated at a little distance from the way-side4 ,above the door was a long stick projecting from the wall1 at the end of which dangled a truss of straw1 signifying that within there was entertainment 7good or bad7 for man and beast4 ,by this time it was nearly dark1 and the pedlar going up to the door1 lifted the latch1 expecting it to yield to his hand2 but it was fastened within3 he then knocked and called1 but there was no answer4 ,the building1 which was many times larger than an ordinary cabin1 had once been a manufactory1 and afterwards a farm-house4 ,one end of it was deserted1 and nearly in ruins2 the other end bore signs of having been at least recently inhabited4 ,but such a dull hollow echo rung through the edifice at every knock1 that it seemed the whole place was now deserted4 ,cathleen began to be alarmed1 and crossed herself1 ejaculating1 ,o ,god preserve us6 ,but the pedlar1 who appeared well acquainted with the premises1 led her round to the back part of the house1 where there were some ruined out-buildings1 and another low entrance4 ,here1 raising his stout stick1 he let fall such a heavy thump on the door that it cracked again2 and a shrill voice from the other side demanded who was there8 ,after a satisfactory answer1 the door was slowly and cautiously opened1 and the figure of a wrinkled1 half-famished1 and half-naked beldam appeared1 shading a rush candle with one hand4 ,halloran1 who was of a fiery and hasty temper1 began angrily3 ,why1 then1 in the name of the great devil himself1 didn't you open to us8 ,but he stopped suddenly1 as if struck with surprise at the miserable object before him4 ,is it ,biddy ,hogan herself1 ,i see6 he exclaimed1 snatching the candle from her hand1 and throwing the light full on her face4 ,a moment's scrutiny seemed enough1 and too much2 for1 giving it back hastily1 he supported ,cathleen into the kitchen1 the old woman leading the way1 and placed her on an old settle1 the first seat which presented itself4 ,when she was sufficiently recovered to look about her1 ,cathleen could not help feeling some alarm at finding herself in so gloomy and dreary a place4 ,it had once been a large kitchen1 or hall3 at one end was an ample chimney1 such as are yet to be seen in some old country houses4 ,the rafters were black with smoke or rottenness3 the walls had been wainscoted with oak1 but the greatest part had been torn down for firing4 ,a table with three legs1 a large stool1 a bench in the chimney propped up with turf sods1 and the seat ,cathleen occupied1 formed the only furniture4 ,every thing spoke utter misery1 filth1 and famine--the very abomination of desolation4 ,and what have ye in the house1 ,biddy1 honey8 was the pedlar's first question1 as the old woman set down the light4 ,little enough1 ,i'm thinking4 ,little6 ,it's nothing1 then--no1 not so much as a midge would eat have ,i in the house this blessed night1 and nobody to send down to ,balgowna4 ,no need of that1 as our good luck would have it1 said ,halloran1 and pulling a wallet from under his loose coat1 he drew from it a bone of cold meat1 a piece of bacon1 a lump of bread1 and some cold potatoes4 ,the old woman1 roused by the sight of so much good cheer1 began to blow up the dying embers on the hearth2 put down among them the few potatoes to warm1 and busied herself in making some little preparations to entertain her guests4 ,meantime the old pedlar1 casting from time to time an anxious glance towards ,cathleen1 and now and then an encouraging word1 sat down on the low stool1 resting his arms on his knees4 ,times are sadly changed with ye1 ,biddy ,hogan1 said he at length1 after a long silence4 ,troth1 ye may say so1 she replied1 with a sort of groan4 ,bitter bad luck have we had in this world1 any how4 ,and where's the man of the house8 ,and where's the lad1 ,barny8 ,where are they1 is it8 ,where should they be8 may be gone down to ,ahnamoe4 ,but what's come of ,barny8 ,the boy was a stout workman1 and a good son1 though a devil-may-care fellow1 too4 ,i remember teaching him the soldier's exercise with this very blessed stick now in my hand2 and by the same token1 him doubling his fist at me when he wasn't bigger than the turf-kish yonder2 aye1 and as long as ,barny ,hogan could turn a sod of turf on my lord's land1 ,i thought his father and mother would never have wanted the bit and sup while the life was in him4 ,at the mention of her son1 the old woman looked up a moment1 but immediately hung her head again4 ,barny doesn't work for my lord now1 said she4 ,and what for1 then8 ,the old woman seemed reluctant to answer--she hesitated4 ,ye didn't hear1 then1 how he got into trouble with my lord2 and how--myself doesn't know the rights of it--but ,barny had always a bit of wild blood about him2 and since that day he's taken to bad ways1 and the ould man's ruled by him quite entirely2 and the one's glum and fierce like--and t'other's bothered2 and1 oh6 bitter's the time ,i have 'twixt 'em both6 ,while the old woman was uttering these broken complaints1 she placed the eatables on the table2 and ,cathleen1 who was yet more faint from hunger than subdued by fatigue1 was first helped by the good-natured pedlar to the best of what was there3 but1 just as she was about to taste the food set before her1 she chanced to see the eyes of the old woman fixed upon the morsel in her hand with such an envious and famished look1 that from a sudden impulse of benevolent feeling1 she instantly held it out to her4 ,the woman started1 drew back her extended hand1 and gazed at her wildly4 ,what is it then ails ye8 said ,cathleen1 looking at her with wonder2 then to herself1 hunger's turned the wits of her1 poor soul6 ,take it--take it1 mother1 added she aloud3 eat1 good mother2 sure there's plenty for us all1 and to spare1 and she pressed it upon her with all the kindness of her nature4 ,the old woman eagerly seized it4 ,god reward ye1 said she1 grasping ,cathleen's hand1 convulsively1 and retiring to a corner1 she devoured the food with almost wolfish voracity4 ,while they were eating1 the two ,hogans1 father and son1 came in4 ,they had been setting snares for rabbits and game on the neighbouring hills2 and evidently were both startled and displeased to find the house occupied2 which1 since ,barny ,hogan's disgrace with my lord1 had been entirely shunned by the people round about4 ,the old man gave the pedlar a sulky welcome4 ,the son1 with a muttered curse1 went and took his seat in the chimney1 where1 turning his back1 he set himself to chop a billet of wood4 ,the father was a lean stooping figure1 bony1 and gaunt1 and grim3 he was either deaf1 or affected deafness4 ,the son was a short1 brawny1 thickset man1 with features not naturally ugly1 but rendered worse than ugly by an expression of louring ferocity disgustingly blended with a sort of stupid drunken leer1 the effect of habitual intoxication4 ,halloran stared at them awhile with visible astonishment and indignation1 but pity and sorrow for a change so lamentable1 smothered the old man's wrath2 and as the eatables were by this time demolished1 he took from his side pocket a tin flask of whiskey1 calling to the old woman to boil some water screeching hot1 that he might make what he termed a jug of stiff punch--enough to make a cat spake4 ,he offered to share it with his hosts1 who did not decline drinking2 and the noggin went round to all but ,cathleen1 who1 feverish with travelling1 and1 besides1 disliking spirits1 would not taste it4 ,the old pedlar1 reconciled to his old acquaintances by this show of good fellowship1 began to grow merry under the influence of his whiskey-punch3 he boasted of his late success in trade1 showed with exultation his almost empty pack1 and taking out the only two handkerchiefs left in it1 threw one to ,cathleen1 and the other to the old woman of the house2 then slapping his pocket1 in which a quantity of loose money was heard to jingle1 he swore he would treat ,cathleen to a good breakfast next morning2 and threw a shilling on the table1 desiring the old woman would provide stirabout for a dozen1 and have it ready by the first light4 ,cathleen listened to this rhodomontade in some alarm2 she fancied she detected certain suspicious glances between the father and son1 and began to feel an indescribable dread of her company4 ,she arose from the table1 urging the pedlar good-humouredly to retire to rest1 as they intended to be up and away so early next morning3 then concealing her apprehensions under an affectation of extreme fatigue and drowsiness1 she desired to be shown where she was to sleep4 ,the old woman lighted a lanthorn1 and led the way up some broken steps into a sort of loft1 where she showed her two beds standing close together2 one of these she intimated was for the pedlar1 and the other for herself4 ,now ,cathleen had been born and bred in an ,irish cabin1 where the inmates are usually lodged after a very promiscuous fashion2 our readers1 therefore1 will not wonder at the arrangement4 ,cathleen1 however1 required that1 if possible1 some kind of skreen should be placed between the beds4 ,the old hag at first replied to this request with the most disgusting impudence2 but ,cathleen insisting1 the beds were moved asunder1 leaving a space of about two feet between them2 and after a long search a piece of old frieze was dragged out from among some rubbish1 and hung up to the low rafters1 so as to form a curtain or partition half-way across the room4 ,having completed this arrangement1 and wished her a sweet sleep and a sound1 and lucky dreams1 the old woman put the lanthorn on the floor1 for there was neither chair nor table1 and left her guest to repose4 ,cathleen said her prayers1 only partly undressed herself1 and lifting up the worn-out coverlet1 lay down upon the bed4 ,in a quarter of an hour afterwards the pedlar staggered into the room1 and as he passed the foot of her bed1 bid ,god bless her1 in a low voice4 ,he then threw himself down on his bed1 and in a few minutes1 as she judged by his hard and equal breathing1 the old man was in a deep sleep4 ,all was now still in the house1 but ,cathleen could not sleep4 ,she was feverish and restless2 her limbs ached1 her head throbbed and burned1 undefinable fears beset her fancy2 and whenever she tried to compose herself to slumber1 the faces of the two men she had left below flitted and glared before her eyes4 ,a sense of heat and suffocation1 accompanied by a parching thirst1 came over her1 caused1 perhaps1 by the unusual closeness of the room4 ,this feeling of oppression increased till the very walls and rafters seemed to approach nearer and close upon her all around4 ,unable any longer to endure this intolerable smothering sensation1 she was just about to rise and open the door or window1 when she heard the whispering of voices4 ,she lay still and listened4 ,the latch was raised cautiously1--the door opened1 and the two ,hogans entered3 they trod so softly that1 though she saw them move before her1 she heard no foot-fall4 ,they approached the bed of ,halloran1 and presently she heard a dull heavy blow1 and then sounds--appalling sickening sounds--as of subdued struggles and smothered agony1 which convinced her that they were murdering the unfortunate pedlar4 ,cathleen listened1 almost congealed with horror1 but she did not swoon3 her turn1 she thought1 must come next1 though in the same instant she felt instinctively that her only chance of preservation was to counterfeit profound sleep4 ,the murderers1 having done their work on the poor ,pedlar1 approached her bed1 and threw the gleam of their lanthorn full on her face2 she lay quite still1 breathing calmly and regularly4 ,they brought the light to her eye-lids1 but they did not wink or move2--there was a pause1 a terrible pause1 and then a whispering2--and presently ,cathleen thought she could distinguish a third voice1 as of expostulation1 but all in so very low a tone that though the voices were close to her she could not hear a word that was uttered4 ,after some moments1 which appeared an age of agonising suspense1 the wretches withdrew1 and ,cathleen was left alone1 and in darkness4 ,then1 indeed1 she felt as one ready to die3 to use her own affecting language1 the heart within me1 said she1 melted away like water1 but ,i was resolute not to swoon1 and ,i did not4 ,i knew that if ,i would preserve my life1 ,i must keep the sense in me1 and ,i did4 ,now and then she fancied she heard the murdered man move1 and creep about in his bed1 and this horrible conceit almost maddened her with terror3 but she set herself to listen fixedly1 and convinced her reason that all was still--that all was over4 ,she then turned her thoughts to the possibility of escape4 ,the window first suggested itself3 the faint moon-light was just struggling through its dirty and cobwebbed panes3 it was very small1 and ,cathleen reflected1 that besides the difficulty1 and1 perhaps1 impossibility of getting through1 it must be some height from the ground3 neither could she tell on which side of the house it was situated1 nor in what direction to turn1 supposing she reached the ground3 and1 above all1 she was aware that the slightest noise must cause her instant destruction4 ,she thus resolved upon remaining quiet4 ,it was most fortunate that ,cathleen came to this determination1 for without the slightest previous sound the door again opened1 and in the faint light1 to which her eyes were now accustomed1 she saw the head of the old woman bent forward in a listening attitude3 in a few minutes the door closed1 and then followed a whispering outside4 ,she could not at first distinguish a word until the woman's sharper tones broke out1 though in suppressed vehemence1 with ,if ye touch her life1 ,barny1 a mother's curse go with ye6 enough's done4 ,she'll live1 then1 to hang us all1 said the miscreant son4 ,sooner than that1 ,i'd draw this knife across her throat with my own hands2 and ,i'd do it again and again1 sooner than they should touch your life1 ,barny1 jewel3 but no fear1 the creature's asleep or dead already1 with the fright of it4 ,the son then said something which ,cathleen could not hear2 the old woman replied1 ,hisht6 ,i tell ye1 no1--no2 the ship's now in the ,cove of ,cork that's to carry her over the salt seas far enough out of the way3 and haven't we all she has in the world8 and more1 didn't she take the bit out of her own mouth to put into mine8 ,the son again spoke inaudibly2 and then the voices ceased1 leaving ,cathleen uncertain as to her fate4 ,shortly after the door opened1 and the father and son again entered1 and carried out the body of the wretched pedlar4 ,they seemed to have the art of treading without noise1 for though ,cathleen saw them move1 she could not hear a sound of a footstep4 ,the old woman was all this time standing by her bed1 and every now and then casting the light full upon her eyes2 but as she remained quite still1 and apparently in a deep calm sleep1 they left her undisturbed1 and she neither saw nor heard any more of them that night4 ,it ended at length--that long1 long night of horror4 ,cathleen lay quiet till she thought the morning sufficiently advanced4 ,she then rose1 and went down into the kitchen3 the old woman was lifting a pot off the fire1 and nearly let it fall as ,cathleen suddenly addressed her1 and with an appearance of surprise and concern1 asked for her friend the pedlar1 saying she had just looked into his bed1 supposing he was still asleep1 and to her great amazement had found it empty4 ,the old woman replied1 that he had set out at early daylight for ,mallow1 having only just remembered that his business called him that way before he went to ,cork4 ,cathleen affected great wonder and perplexity1 and reminded the woman that he had promised to pay for her breakfast4 ,an' so he did1 sure enough1 she replied1 and paid for it too2 and by the same token didn't ,i go down to ,balgowna myself for the milk and the male before the sun was over the tree tops2 and here it is for ye1 ma colleen3 so saying1 she placed a bowl of stirabout and some milk before ,cathleen1 and then sat down on the stool opposite to her1 watching her intently4 ,poor ,cathleen6 she had but little inclination to eat1 and felt as if every bit would choke her3 yet she continued to force down her breakfast1 and apparently with the utmost ease and appetite1 even to the last morsel set before her4 ,while eating1 she inquired about the husband and son1 and the old woman replied1 that they had started at the first burst of light to cut turf in a bog1 about five miles distant4 ,when ,cathleen had finished her breakfast1 she returned the old woman many thanks for her kind treatment1 and then desired to know the nearest way to ,cork4 ,the woman ,hogan informed her that the distance was about seven miles1 and though the usual road was by the high-way from which they had turned the preceding evening1 there was a much shorter way across some fields which she pointed out4 ,cathleen listened attentively to her directions1 and then bidding farewell with many demonstrations of gratitude1 she proceeded on her fearful journey4 ,the cool morning air1 the cheerful song of the early birds1 the dewy freshness of the turf1 were all unnoticed and unfelt3 the sense of danger was paramount1 while her faculties were all alive and awake to meet it1 for a feverish and unnatural strength seemed to animate her limbs4 ,she stepped on1 shortly debating with herself whether to follow the directions given by the old woman4 ,the high-road appeared the safest2 on the other hand1 she was aware that the slightest betrayal of mistrust would perhaps be followed by her destruction2 and thus rendered brave even by the excess of her fears1 she determined to take the cross path4 ,just as she had come to this resolution1 she reached the gate which she had been directed to pass through2 and without the slightest apparent hesitation1 she turned in1 and pursued the lonely way through the fields4 ,often did she fancy she heard footsteps stealthily following her1 and never approached a hedge without expecting to see the murderers start up from behind it2 yet she never once turned her head1 nor quickened nor slackened her pace2 ,like one that on a lonesome road ,doth walk in fear and dread1 ,because he knows a frightful fiend ,doth close behind him tread4 ,she had proceeded in this manner about three-quarters of a mile1 and approached a thick and dark grove of underwood1 when she beheld seated upon the opposite stile an old woman in a red cloak4 ,the sight of a human being made her heart throb more quickly for a moment2 but on approaching nearer1 with all her faculties sharpened by the sense of danger1 she perceived that it was no old woman1 but the younger ,hogan1 the murderer of ,halloran1 who was thus disguised4 ,his face was partly concealed by a blue handkerchief tied round his head and under his chin1 but she knew him by the peculiar and hideous expression of his eyes3 yet with amazing and almost incredible self-possession1 she continued to advance without manifesting the least alarm1 or sign of recognition2 and walking up to the pretended old woman1 said in a clear voice1 ,the blessing of the morning on ye1 good mother6 a fine day for travellers like you and me6 ,a fine day1 he replied1 coughing and mumbling in a feigned voice1 but ye see1 hugh1 ugh6 ye see ,i've walked this morning from the ,cove of ,cork1 jewel1 and troth ,i'm almost spent1 and ,i've a bad cowld1 and a cough on me1 as ye may hear1 and he coughed vehemently4 ,cathleen made a motion to pass the stile1 but the disguised old woman stretching out a great bony hand1 seized her gown4 ,still ,cathleen did not quail4 ,musha1 then1 have ye nothing to give a poor ould woman8 said the monster1 in a whining1 snuffling tone4 ,nothing have ,i in this wide world1 said ,cathleen1 quietly disengaging her gown1 but without moving4 ,sure it's only yesterday ,i was robbed of all ,i had but the little clothes on my back1 and if ,i hadn't met with charity from others1 ,i had starved by the way-side by this time4 ,och6 and is there no place hereby where they would give a potatoe and a cup of cowld water to a poor old woman ready to drop on her road8 ,cathleen instantly pointed forward to the house she had just left1 and recommended her to apply there4 ,sure they're good1 honest people1 though poor enough1 ,god help them1 she continued1 and ,i wish ye1 mother1 no worse luck than myself had1 and that's a good friend to treat you to a supper--aye1 and a breakfast too2 there it is1 ye may just see the light smoke rising like a thread over the hill1 just fornent ye2 and so ,god speed ye6 ,cathleen turned to descend the stile as she spoke1 expecting to be again seized with a strong and murderous grasp2 but her enemy1 secure in his disguise1 and never doubting her perfect unconsciousness1 suffered her to pass unmolested4 ,another half-mile brought her to the top of a rising ground1 within sight of the high-road2 she could see crowds of people on horseback and on foot1 with cars and carriages passing along in one direction2 for it was1 though ,cathleen did not then know it1 the first day of the ,cork ,assizes4 ,as she gazed1 she wished for the wings of a bird that she might in a moment flee over the space which intervened between her and safety2 for though she could clearly see the high-road from the hill on which she stood1 a valley of broken ground at its foot1 and two wide fields still separated her from it2 but with the same unfailing spirit1 and at the same steady pace1 she proceeded onwards3 and now she had reached the middle of the last field1 and a thrill of new-born hope was beginning to flutter at her heart1 when suddenly two men burst through the fence at the farther side of the field1 and advanced towards her4 ,one of these she thought at the first glance resembled her husband1 but that it was her husband himself was an idea which never entered her mind4 ,her imagination was possessed with the one supreme idea of danger and death by murderous hands2 she doubted not that these were the two ,hogans in some new disguise1 and silently recommending herself to ,god1 she steeled her heart to meet this fresh trial of her fortitude2 aware1 that however it might end1 it must be the last4 ,at this moment one of the men throwing up his arms1 ran forward1 shouting her name1 in a voice--a dear and well-known voice1 in which she could not be deceived3--it was her husband6 ,the poor woman1 who had hitherto supported her spirits and her self-possession1 stood as if rooted to the ground1 weak1 motionless1 and gasping for breath4 ,a cold dew burst from every pore2 her ears tingled1 her heart fluttered as though it would burst from her bosom4 ,when she attempted to call out1 and raise her hand in token of recognition1 the sounds died away1 rattling in her throat2 her arm dropped powerless at her side2 and when her husband came up1 and she made a last effort to spring towards him1 she sank down at his feet in strong convulsions4 ,reilly1 much shocked at what he supposed the effect of sudden surprise1 knelt down and chafed his wife's temples2 his comrade ran to a neighbouring spring for water1 which they sprinkled plentifully over her3 when1 however1 she returned to life1 her intellects appeared to have fled for ever1 and she uttered such wild shrieks and exclamations1 and talked so incoherently1 that the men became exceedingly terrified1 and poor ,reilly himself almost as distracted as his wife4 ,after vainly attempting to soothe and recover her1 they at length forcibly carried her down to the inn at ,balgowna1 a hamlet about a mile farther on1 where she remained for several hours in a state of delirium1 one fit succeeding another with little intermission4 ,towards evening she became more composed1 and was able to give some account of the horrible events of the preceding night4 ,it happened1 opportunely1 that a gentleman of fortune in the neighbourhood1 and a magistrate1 was riding by late that evening on his return from the ,assizes at ,cork1 and stopped at the inn to refresh his horse4 ,hearing that something unusual and frightful had occurred1 he alighted1 and examined the woman himself1 in the presence of one or two persons4 ,her tale appeared to him so strange and wild from the manner in which she told it1 and her account of her own courage and sufferings so exceedingly incredible1 that he was at first inclined to disbelieve the whole1 and suspected the poor woman either of imposture or insanity4 ,he did not1 however1 think proper totally to neglect her testimony1 but immediately sent off information of the murder to ,cork4 ,constables with a warrant were despatched the same night to the house of the ,hogans1 which they found empty1 and the inmates already fled3 but after a long search1 the body of the wretched ,halloran1 and part of his property1 were found concealed in a stack of old chimneys among the ruins2 and this proof of guilt was decisive4 ,the country was instantly up2 the most active search after the murderers was made by the police1 assisted by all the neighbouring peasantry2 and before twelve o'clock the following night1 the three ,hogans1 father1 mother1 and son1 had been apprehended in different places of concealment1 and placed in safe custody4 ,meantime the ,coroner's inquest having sat on the body1 brought in a verdict of wilful murder4 ,as the judges were then at ,cork1 the trial came on immediately2 and from its extraordinary circumstances1 excited the most intense and general interest4 ,among the property of poor ,halloran discovered in the house1 were a pair of shoes and a cap which ,cathleen at once identified as belonging to herself1 and ,reilly's silver watch was found on the younger ,hogan4 ,when questioned how they came into his possession1 he sullenly refused to answer4 ,his mother eagerly1 and as if to shield her son1 confessed that she was the person who had robbed ,cathleen in the former part of the day1 that she had gone out on the ,carrick road to beg1 having been left by her husband and son for two days without the means of support2 and finding ,cathleen asleep1 she had taken away the bundle1 supposing it to contain food2 and did not recognize her as the same person she had robbed1 till ,cathleen offered her part of her supper4 ,the surgeon1 who had been called to examine the body of ,halloran1 deposed to the cause of his death2--that the old man had been first stunned by a heavy blow on the temple1 and then strangled4 ,other witnesses deposed to the finding of the body3 the previous character of the ,hogans1 and the circumstances attending their apprehension2 but the principal witness was ,cathleen4 ,she appeared1 leaning on her husband1 her face was ashy pale1 and her limbs too weak for support2 yet she1 however1 was perfectly collected1 and gave her testimony with that precision1 simplicity1 and modesty1 peculiar to her character4 ,when she had occasion to allude to her own feelings1 it was with such natural and heart-felt eloquence that the whole court was affected2 and when she described her rencontre at the stile1 there was a general pressure and a breathless suspense3 and then a loud murmur of astonishment and admiration fully participated by even the bench of magistrates4 ,the evidence was clear and conclusive2 and the jury1 without retiring1 gave their verdict1 guilty--,death4 ,when the miserable wretches were asked1 in the usual forms1 if they had any thing to say why the awful sentence should not be passed upon them1 the old man replied by a look of idiotic vacancy1 and was mute--the younger ,hogan answered sullenly1 ,nothing3 the old woman1 staring wildly on her son1 tried to speak2 her lips moved1 but without a sound--and she fell forward on the bar in strong fits4 ,at this moment ,cathleen rushed from the arms of her husband1 and throwing herself on her knees1 with clasped hands1 and cheeks streaming with tears1 begged for mercy for the old woman4 ,mercy1 my lord judge6 she exclaimed4 ,gentlemen1 your honours1 have mercy on her4 ,she had mercy on me6 ,she only did their bidding4 ,as for the bundle1 and all in it1 ,i give it to her with all my soul1 so it's no robbery4 ,the grip of hunger's hard to bear2 and if she hadn't taken it then1 where would ,i have been now8 ,sure they would have killed me for the sake of the watch1 and ,i would have been a corpse before your honours this moment4 ,o mercy6 mercy for her6 or never will ,i sleep asy on this side of the grave6 ,the judge1 though much affected1 was obliged to have her forcibly carried from the court1 and justice took its awful course4 ,sentence of death was pronounced on all the prisoners2 but the woman was reprieved1 and afterwards transported4 ,the two men were executed within forty-eight hours after their conviction1 on the ,gallows ,green4 ,they made no public confession of their guilt1 and met their fate with sullen indifference4 ,the awful ceremony was for a moment interrupted by an incident which afterwards furnished ample matter for wonder and speculation among the superstitious populace4 ,it was well known that the younger ,hogan had been long employed on the estate of a nobleman in the neighbourhood2 but having been concerned in the abduction of a young female1 under circumstances of peculiar atrocity1 which for want of legal evidence could not be brought home to him1 he was dismissed2 and1 finding himself an object of general execration1 he had since been skulking about the country1 associating with housebreakers and other lawless and abandoned characters4 ,at the moment the hangman was adjusting the rope round his neck1 a shrill voice screamed from the midst of the crowd1 ,barny ,hogan6 do ye mind ,grace ,power1 and the last words ever she spoke to ye8 ,there was a general movement and confusion2 no one could or would tell whence the voice proceeded4 ,the wretched man was seen to change countenance for the first time1 and raising himself on tiptoe1 gazed wildly round upon the multitude3 but he said nothing2 and in a few minutes he was no more4 ,the reader may wish to know what has become of ,cathleen1 our heroine1 in the true sense of the word4 ,her story1 her sufferings1 her extraordinary fortitude1 and pure simplicity of character1 made her an object of general curiosity and interest3 a subscription was raised for her1 which soon amounted to a liberal sum2 they were enabled to procure ,reilly's discharge from the army1 and with a part of the money1 ,cathleen1 who1 among her other perfections1 was exceedingly pious after the fashion of her creed and country1 founded yearly masses for the soul of the poor pedlar2 and vowed herself to make a pilgrimage of thanksgiving to ,st4 ,gobnate's well4 ,mr4 ,l41 the magistrate who had first examined her in the little inn at ,balgowna1 made her a munificent present2 and anxious1 perhaps1 to offer yet farther amends for his former doubts of her veracity1 he invited ,reilly1 on very advantageous terms1 to settle on his estate1 where he rented a neat cabin1 and a handsome plot of potatoe ground4 ,there ,reilly and his ,cathleen were living ten years ago1 with an increasing family1 and in the enjoyment of much humble happiness2 and there1 for aught ,i know to the contrary1 they may be living at this day4 ,,the ,,indian ,,mother4#bg ,there is a comfort in the strength of love1 ,making that pang endurable1 which else ,would overset the brain--or break the heart4 ,wordsworth4 ,the monuments which human art has raised to human pride or power may decay with that power1 or survive to mock that pride2 but sooner or later they perish--their place knows them not4 ,in the aspect of a ruin1 however imposing in itself1 and however magnificent or dear the associations connected with it1 there is always something sad and humiliating1 reminding us how poor and how frail are the works of man1 how unstable his hopes1 and how limited his capacity compared to his aspirations6 ,but when man has made to himself monuments of the works of ,god2 when the memory of human affections1 human intellect1 human power1 is blended with the immutable features of nature1 they consecrate each other1 and both endure together to the end4 ,in a state of high civilization1 man trusts to the record of brick and marble--the pyramid1 the column1 the temple1 the tomb3 ,then the bust ,and altar rise--then sink again to dust4 ,in the earlier stages of society1 the isolated rock--the mountain1 cloud-encircled--the river1 rolling to its ocean-home--the very stars themselves--were endued with sympathies1 and constituted the first1 as they will be the last1 witnesses and records of our human destinies and feelings4 ,the glories of the ,parthenon shall fade into oblivion2 but while the heights of ,thermopylae stand1 and while a wave murmurs in the gulph of ,salamis1 a voice shall cry aloud to the universe--,freedom and glory to those who can dare to die6--woe and everlasting infamy to him who would enthral the unconquerable spirit6 ,the ,coliseum with its sanguinary trophies is crumbling to decay2 but the islet of ,nisida1 where ,brutus parted with his ,portia--the steep of ,leucadia1 still remain fixed as the foundations of the earth2 and lasting as the round world itself shall be the memories that hover over them6 ,as long as the waters of the ,hellespont flow between ,sestos and ,abydos1 the fame of the love that perished there shall never pass away4 ,a traveller1 pursuing his weary way through the midst of an ,african desert--a barren1 desolate1 and almost boundless solitude--found a gigantic sculptured head1 shattered and half-buried in the sand2 and near it the fragment of a pedestal1 on which these words might be with pain deciphered3 ,i am ,ozymandias1 ,king of kings2 look upon my works1 ye mighty ones1 and despair6 ,who was ,ozymandias8--where are now his works8--what bond of thought or feeling1 links his past with our present8 ,the ,arab1 with his beasts of burthen1 tramples unheeding over these forlorn vestiges of human art and human grandeur4 ,in the wildest part of the ,new ,continent1 hidden amid the depths of interminable forests1 there stands a huge rock1 hallowed by a tradition so recent that the man is not yet grey-headed who was born its contemporary2 but that rock1 and the tale which consecrates it1 shall carry down to future ages a deep lesson--a moral interest lasting as itself--however the aspect of things and the conditions of people change around it4 ,henceforth no man shall gaze on it with careless eye2 but each shall whisper to his own bosom--,what is stronger than love in a mother's heart8--what more fearful than power wielded by ignorance8--or what more lamentable than the abuse of a beneficent name to purposes of selfish cruelty8 ,those vast regions which occupy the central part of ,south ,america1 stretching from ,guinea to the foot of the ,andes1 overspread with gigantic and primeval forests1 and watered by mighty rivers--those solitary wilds where man appears unessential in the scale of creation1 and the traces of his power are few and far between--have lately occupied much of the attention of ,europeans2 partly from the extraordinary events and unexpected revolutions which have convulsed the nations round them2 and partly from the researches of enterprising travellers who have penetrated into their remotest districts4 ,but till within the last twenty years these wild regions have been unknown1 except through the means of the ,spanish and ,portuguese priests1 settled as missionaries along the banks of the ,orinoco and the ,paraguay4 ,the men thus devoted to utter banishment from all intercourse with civilized life1 are generally ,franciscan or ,capuchin friars1 born in the ,spanish ,colonies4 ,their pious duties are sometimes voluntary1 and sometimes imposed by the superiors of their order2 in either case their destiny appears at first view deplorable1 and their self-sacrifice sublime2 yet1 when we recollect that these poor monks generally exchanged the monotonous solitude of the cloister for the magnificent loneliness of the boundless woods and far-spreading savannahs1 the sacrifice appears less terrible2 even where accompanied by suffering1 privation1 and occasionally by danger4 ,when these men combine with their religious zeal some degree of understanding and enlightened benevolence1 they have been enabled to enlarge the sphere of knowledge and civilization1 by exploring the productions and geography of these unknown regions2 and by collecting into villages and humanizing the manners of the native tribes1 who seem strangely to unite the fiercest and most abhorred traits of savage life1 with some of the gentlest instincts of our common nature4 ,but when it has happened that these priests have been men of narrow minds and tyrannical tempers1 they have on some occasions fearfully abused the authority entrusted to them2 and being removed many thousand miles from the ,european settlements and the restraint of the laws1 the power they have exercised has been as far beyond control as the calamities they have caused have been beyond all remedy and all relief4 ,unfortunately for those who were trusted to his charge1 ,father ,gomez was a missionary of this character4 ,he was a ,franciscan friar of the order of ,observance1 and he dwelt in the village of ,san ,fernando1 near the source of the ,orinoco1 whence his authority extended as president over several missions in the neighbourhood of which ,san ,fernando was the capital4 ,the temper of this man was naturally cruel and despotic2 he was wholly uneducated1 and had no idea1 no feeling1 of the true spirit of christian benevolence3 in this respect1 the savages whom he had been sent to instruct and civilize were in reality less savage and less ignorant than himself4 ,among the passions and vices which ,father ,gomez had brought from his cell in the convent of ,angostara1 to spread contamination and oppression through his new domain1 were pride and avarice2 and both were interested in increasing the number of his converts1 or rather1 of his slaves4 ,in spite of the wise and humane law of ,charles the ,third1 prohibiting the conversion of the ,indian natives by force1 ,gomez1 like others of his brethren in the more distant missions1 often accomplished his purpose by direct violence4 ,he was accustomed to go1 with a party of his people1 and lie in wait near the hordes of unreclaimed ,indians3 when the men were absent he would forcibly seize on the women and children1 bind them1 and bring them off in triumph to his village4 ,there1 being baptized and taught to make the sign of the cross1 they were called ,christians1 but in reality were slaves4 ,in general1 the women thus detained pined away and died2 but the children became accustomed to their new mode of life1 forgot their woods1 and paid to their ,christian master a willing and blind obedience2 thus in time they became the oppressors of their own people4 ,father ,gomez called these incursions1 la conquista espiritual--the conquest of souls4 ,one day he set off on an expedition of this nature1 attended by twelve armed ,indians2 and after rowing some leagues up the river ,guaviare1 which flows into the ,orinoco1 they perceived1 through an opening in the trees1 and at a little distance from the shore1 an ,indian hut4 ,it is the custom of these people to live isolated in families2 and so strong is their passion for solitude1 that when collected into villages they frequently build themselves a little cabin at a distance from their usual residence1 and retire to it1 at certain seasons1 for days together4 ,the cabin of which ,i speak was one of these solitary villas--if ,i may so apply the word4 ,it was constructed with peculiar neatness1 thatched with palm leaves1 and overshadowed with cocoa trees and laurels2 it stood alone in the wilderness1 embowered in luxuriant vegetation1 and looked like the chosen abode of simple and quiet happiness4 ,within this hut a young ,indian woman 7whom ,i shall call ,guahiba1 from the name of her tribe7 was busied in making cakes of the cassava root1 and preparing the family meal1 against the return of her husband1 who was fishing at some distance up the river2 her eldest child1 about five or six years old1 assisted her2 and from time to time1 while thus employed1 the mother turned her eyes1 beaming with fond affection1 upon the playful gambols of two little infants1 who1 being just able to crawl alone1 were rolling together on the ground1 laughing and crowing with all their might4 ,their food being nearly prepared1 the ,indian woman looked towards the river1 impatient for the return of her husband4 ,but her bright dark eyes1 swimming with eagerness and affectionate solicitude1 became fixed and glazed with terror when1 instead of him she so fondly expected1 she beheld the attendants of ,father ,gomez1 creeping stealthily along the side of the thicket towards her cabin4 ,instantly aware of her danger 7for the nature and object of these incursions were the dread of all the country round7 she uttered a piercing shriek1 snatched up her infants in her arms1 and1 calling on the other to follow1 rushed from the hut towards the forest4 ,as she had considerably the start of her pursuers1 she would probably have escaped1 and have hidden herself effectually in its tangled depths1 if her precious burthen had not impeded her flight2 but thus encumbered she was easily overtaken4 ,her eldest child1 fleet of foot and wily as the young jaguar1 escaped to carry to the wretched father the news of his bereavement1 and neither father nor child were ever more beheld in their former haunts4 ,meantime1 the ,indians seized upon ,guahiba--bound her1 tied her two children together1 and dragged her down to the river1 where ,father ,gomez was sitting in his canoe1 waiting the issue of the expedition4 ,at the sight of the captives his eyes sparkled with a cruel triumph2 he thanked his patron saint that three more souls were added to his community2 and then1 heedless of the tears of the mother1 and the cries of her children1 he commanded his followers to row back with all speed to ,san ,fernando4 ,there ,guahiba and her infants were placed in a hut under the guard of two ,indians2 some food was given to her1 which she at first refused1 but afterwards1 as if on reflection1 accepted4 ,a young ,indian girl was then sent to her--a captive convert of her own tribe1 who had not yet quite forgotten her native language4 ,she tried to make ,guahiba comprehend that in this village she and her children must remain during the rest of their lives1 in order that they might go to heaven after they were dead4 ,guahiba listened1 but understood nothing of what was addressed to her2 nor could she be made to conceive for what purpose she was torn from her husband and her home1 nor why she was to dwell for the remainder of her life among a strange people1 and against her will4 ,during that night she remained tranquil1 watching over her infants as they slumbered by her side2 but the moment the dawn appeared she took them in her arms and ran off to the woods4 ,she was immediately brought back2 but no sooner were the eyes of her keepers turned from her than she snatched up her children1 and again fled2--again--and again6 ,at every new attempt she was punished with more and more severity2 she was kept from food1 and at length repeatedly and cruelly beaten4 ,in vain6--apparently she did not even understand why she was thus treated2 and one instinctive idea alone1 the desire of escape1 seemed to possess her mind and govern all her movements4 ,if her oppressors only turned from her1 or looked another way1 for an instant1 she invariably caught up her children and ran off towards the forest4 ,father ,gomez was at length wearied by what he termed her blind obstinacy2 and1 as the only means of securing all three1 he took measures to separate the mother from her children1 and resolved to convey ,guahiba to a distant mission1 whence she should never find her way back either to them or to her home4 ,in pursuance of this plan1 poor ,guahiba1 with her hands tied behind her1 was placed in the bow of a canoe4 ,father ,gomez seated himself at the helm1 and they rowed away4 ,the few travellers who have visited these regions agree in describing a phenomenon1 the cause of which is still a mystery to geologists1 and which imparts to the lonely depths of these unappropriated and unviolated shades an effect intensely and indescribably mournful4 ,the granite rocks which border the river1 and extend far into the contiguous woods1 assume strange1 fantastic shapes2 and are covered with a black incrustation1 or deposit1 which contrasted with the snow-white foam of the waves breaking on them below1 and the pale lichens which spring from their crevices and creep along their surface above1 give these shores an aspect perfectly funereal4 ,between these melancholy rocks--so high and so steep that a landing-place seldom occurred for leagues together--the canoe of ,father ,gomez slowly glided1 though urged against the stream by eight robust ,indians4 ,the unhappy ,guahiba sat at first perfectly unmoved1 and apparently amazed and stunned by her situation2 she did not comprehend what they were going to do with her2 but after a while she looked up towards the sun1 then down upon the stream2 and perceiving1 by the direction of the one and the course of the other1 that every stroke of the oar carried her farther and farther from her beloved and helpless children1 her husband1 and her native home1 her countenance was seen to change and assume a fearful expression4 ,as the possibility of escape1 in her present situation1 had never once occurred to her captors1 she had been very slightly and carelessly bound4 ,she watched her opportunity1 burst the withes on her arms1 with a sudden effort flung herself overboard1 and dived under the waves2 but in another moment she rose again at a considerable distance1 and swam to the shore4 ,the current1 being rapid and strong1 carried her down to the base of a dark granite rock which projected into the stream2 she climbed it with fearless agility1 stood for an instant on its summit1 looking down upon her tyrants1 then plunged into the forest1 and was lost to sight4 ,father ,gomez1 beholding his victim thus unexpectedly escape him1 sat mute and thunderstruck for some moments1 unable to give utterance to the extremity of his rage and astonishment4 ,when1 at length1 he found voice1 he commanded his ,indians to pull with all their might to the shore2 then to pursue the poor fugitive1 and bring her back to him1 dead or alive4 ,guahiba1 meantime1 while strength remained to break her way through the tangled wilderness1 continued her flight2 but soon exhausted and breathless1 with the violence of her exertions1 she was obliged to relax in her efforts1 and at length sunk down at the foot of a huge laurel tree1 where she concealed herself1 as well as she might1 among the long1 interwoven grass4 ,there1 crouching and trembling in her lair1 she heard the voices of her persecutors hallooing to each other through the thicket4 ,she would probably have escaped but for a large mastiff which the ,indians had with them1 and which scented her out in her hiding-place4 ,the moment she heard the dreaded animal snuffing in the air1 and tearing his way through the grass1 she knew she was lost4 ,the ,indians came up4 ,she attempted no vain resistance2 but1 with a sullen passiveness1 suffered herself to be seized and dragged to the shore4 ,when the merciless priest beheld her1 he determined to inflict on her such discipline as he thought would banish her children from her memory1 and cure her for ever of her passion for escaping4 ,he ordered her to be stretched upon that granite rock where she had landed from the canoe1 on the summit of which she had stood1 as if exulting in her flight1--,,the ,,rock ,,of ,,the ,,mother1 as it has ever since been denominated--and there flogged till she could scarcely move or speak4 ,she was then bound more securely1 placed in the canoe1 and carried to ,javita1 the seat of a mission far up the river4 ,it was near sunset when they arrived at this village1 and the inhabitants were preparing to go to rest4 ,guahiba was deposited for the night in a large barn-like building1 which served as a place of worship1 a public magazine1 and1 occasionally1 as a barrack4 ,father ,gomez ordered two or three ,indians of ,javita to keep guard over her alternately1 relieving each other through the night2 and then went to repose himself after the fatigues of his voyage4 ,as the wretched captive neither resisted nor complained1 ,father ,gomez flattered himself that she was now reduced to submission4 ,little could he fathom the bosom of this fond mother6 ,he mistook for stupor1 or resignation1 the calmness of a fixed resolve4 ,in absence1 in bonds1 and in torture1 her heart throbbed with but one feeling2 one thought alone possessed her whole soul3--her children--her children--and still her children6 ,among the ,indians appointed to watch her was a youth1 about eighteen or nineteen years of age1 who1 perceiving that her arms were miserably bruised by the stripes she had received1 and that she suffered the most acute agony from the savage tightness with which the cords were drawn1 let fall an exclamation of pity in the language of her tribe4 ,quick she seized the moment of feeling1 and addressed him as one of her people4 ,guahibo1 she said1 in a whispered tone1 thou speakest my language1 and doubtless thou art my brother6 ,wilt thou see me perish without pity1 ,o son of my people8 ,ah1 cut these bonds which enter into my flesh6 ,i faint with pain6 ,i die6 ,the young man heard1 and1 as if terrified1 removed a few paces from her and kept silence4 ,afterwards1 when his companions were out of sight1 and he was left alone to watch1 he approached1 and said1 ,guahiba6--our fathers were the same1 and ,i may not see thee die2 but if ,i cut these bonds1 white man will flog me3--wilt thou be content if ,i loosen them1 and give thee ease8 ,and as he spoke1 he stooped and loosened the thongs on her wrists and arms2 she smiled upon him languidly1 and appeared satisfied4 ,night was now coming on4 ,guahiba dropped her head on her bosom1 and closed her eyes1 as if exhausted by weariness4 ,the young ,indian1 believing that she slept1 after some hesitation laid himself down on his mat4 ,his companions were already slumbering in the porch of the building1 and all was still4 ,then ,guahiba raised her head4 ,it was night--dark night--without moon or star4 ,there was no sound1 except the breathing of the sleepers around her1 and the humming of the mosquitoes4 ,she listened for some time with her whole soul2 but all was silence4 ,she then gnawed the loosened thongs asunder with her teeth4 ,her hands once free1 she released her feet2 and when the morning came she had disappeared4 ,search was made for her in every direction1 but in vain2 and ,father ,gomez1 baffled and wrathful1 returned to his village4 ,the distance between ,javita and ,san ,fernando1 where ,guahiba had left her infants1 is twenty-five leagues in a straight line4 ,a fearful wilderness of gigantic forest trees1 and intermingling underwood1 separated these two missions2--a savage and awful solitude1 which1 probably1 since the beginning of the world1 had never been trodden by human foot4 ,all communication was carried on by the river2 and there lived not a man1 whether ,indian or ,european1 bold enough to have attempted the route along the shore4 ,it was the commencement of the rainy season4 ,the sky1 obscured by clouds1 seldom revealed the sun by day2 and neither moon nor gleam of twinkling star by night4 ,the rivers had overflowed1 and the lowlands were inundated4 ,there was no visible object to direct the traveller2 no shelter1 no defence1 no aid1 no guide4 ,was it ,providence--was it the strong instinct of maternal love1 which led this courageous woman through the depths of the pathless woods--where rivulets1 swollen to torrents by the rains1 intercepted her at every step2 where the thorny lianas1 twining from tree to tree1 opposed an almost impenetrable barrier2 where the mosquitoes hung in clouds upon her path2 where the jaguar and the alligator lurked to devour her2 where the rattle-snake and the water-serpent lay coiled up in the damp grass1 ready to spring at her2 where she had no food to support her exhausted frame1 but a few berries1 and the large black ants which build their nests on the trees8 ,how directed--how sustained--cannot be told3 the poor woman herself could not tell4 ,all that can be known with any certainty is1 that the fourth rising sun beheld her at ,san ,fernando2 a wild1 and wasted1 and fearful object2 her feet swelled and bleeding--her hands torn--her body covered with wounds1 and emaciated with famine and fatigue2--but once more near her children6 ,for several hours she hovered round the hut in which she had left them1 gazing on it from a distance with longing eyes and a sick heart1 without daring to advance3 at length she perceived that all the inhabitants had quitted their cottages to attend vespers2 then she stole from the thicket1 and approached1 with faint and timid steps1 the spot which contained her hearths treasures4 ,she entered1 and found her infants left alone1 and playing together on a mat3 they screamed at her appearance1 so changed was she by suffering2 but when she called them by name1 they knew her tender voice1 and stretched out their little arms towards her4 ,in that moment1 the mother forgot all she had endured--all her anguish1 all her fears1 every thing on earth but the objects which blessed her eyes4 ,she sat down between her children--she took them on her knees--she clasped them in an agony of fondness to her bosom--she covered them with kisses--she shed torrents of tears on their little heads1 as she hugged them to her4 ,suddenly she remembered where she was1 and why she was there3 new terrors seized her2 she rose up hastily1 and1 with her babies in her arms1 she staggered out of the cabin--fainting1 stumbling1 and almost blind with loss of blood and inanition4 ,she tried to reach the woods1 but too feeble to sustain her burthen1 which yet she would not relinquish1 her limbs trembled1 and sank beneath her4 ,at this moment an ,indian1 who was watching the public oven1 perceived her4 ,he gave the alarm by ringing a bell1 and the people rushed forth1 gathering round ,guahiba with fright and astonishment4 ,they gazed upon her as if upon an apparition1 till her sobs1 and imploring looks1 and trembling and wounded limbs1 convinced them that she yet lived1 though apparently nigh to death4 ,they looked upon her in silence1 and then at each other2 their savage bosoms were touched with commiseration for her sad plight1 and with admiration1 and even awe1 at this unexampled heroism of maternal love4 ,while they hesitated1 and none seemed willing to seize her1 or to take her children from her1 ,father ,gomez1 who had just landed on his return from ,javita1 approached in haste1 and commanded them to be separated4 ,guahiba clasped her children closer to her breast1 and the ,indians shrunk back4 ,what6 thundered the monk3 will ye suffer this woman to steal two precious souls from heaven8--two members from our community8 ,see ye not1 that while she is suffered to approach them1 there is no salvation for either mother or children8--part them1 and instantly6 ,the ,indians1 accustomed to his ascendancy1 and terrified at his voice1 tore the children of ,guahiba once more from her feeble arms3 she uttered nor word nor cry1 but sunk in a swoon upon the earth4 ,while in this state1 ,father ,gomez1 with a cruel mercy1 ordered her wounds to be carefully dressed3 her arms and legs were swathed with cotton bandages2 she was then placed in a canoe1 and conveyed to a mission1 far1 far off1 on the river ,esmeralda1 beyond the ,upper ,orinoco4 ,she continued in a state of exhaustion and torpor during the voyage2 but after being taken out of the boat and carried inland1 restoratives brought her back to life1 and to a sense of her situation4 ,when she perceived1 as reason and consciousness returned1 that she was in a strange place1 unknowing how she was brought there--among a tribe who spoke a language different from any she had ever heard before1 and from whom1 therefore1 according to ,indian prejudices1 she could hope nor aid nor pity2--when she recollected that she was far from her beloved children2--when she saw no means of discovering the bearing or the distance of their abode--no clue to guide her back to it3--then1 and only then1 did the mother's heart yield to utter despair2 and thenceforward refusing to speak or to move1 and obstinately rejecting all nourishment1 thus she died4 ,the boatman1 on the river ,atabapo1 suspends his oar with a sigh as he passes the ,,rock ,,of ,,the ,,mother4 ,he points it out to the traveller1 and weeps as he relates the tale of her sufferings and her fate4 ,ages hence1 when these solitary regions have become the seats of civilization1 of power1 and intelligence2 when the pathless wilds1 which poor ,guahiba traversed in her anguish1 are replaced by populous cities1 and smiling gardens1 and pastures1 and waving harvests1--still that dark rock shall stand1 frowning o'er the stream2 tradition and history shall preserve its name and fame2 and when even the pyramids1 those vast1 vain monuments to human pride1 have passed away1 it shall endure1 to carry down to the end of the world the memory of the ,indian ,mother4 ,,much ,,coin1 ,,much ,,care4 ,a ,,dramatic ,,proverb4 ,,written ,,for ,,hyacinthe1 ,,emily1 ,,caroline1 ,,and ,,edward4 ,,characters4 ,,dick1 the ,cobbler1 a very honest man1 and very merry withal1 much given to singing4 ,,margery1 his wife1 simple and affectionate1 and one of the best women in the world4 ,,lady ,,amaranthe1 a fine lady1 full of airs and affectation1 but not without good feeling4 ,,mademoiselle ,,justine1 her ,french maid1 very like other ,french maids4 ,the ,,scene lies partly in the ,garret of the ,cobbler1 and partly in ,,lady ,,amaranthe's ,drawing-room4 ,,much ,,coin1 ,,much ,,care4 ,,scene ,i4 ,a ,garret meanly furnished2 several pairs of old shoes1 a coat1 hat1 bonnet1 and shawl hanging against the ,wall4 ,,dick is seated on a low stool in front4 ,he works1 and sings4 ,as she lay on that day ,in the ,bay of ,biscay ,o6 ,now that's what ,i call a good song2 but my wife1 she can't abear them blusteration songs1 she says2 she likes something tender and genteel1 full of fine words4 7,sings in a mincing voice47 ,vake1 dearest1 vake1 and again united ,ve'll vander by the sea-he-he-e4 ,hang me1 if ,i can understand a word of it6 but when my wife sings it out with her pretty little mouth1 it does one's heart good to hear her2 and ,i could listen to her for ever3 but1 for my own part1 what ,i like is a song that comes thundering out with a meaning in it6 7,sings1 and flourishes his hammer with enthusiasm1 beating time upon the shoe47 ,march6 march6 ,eskdale and ,tiviotdale1 ,all the blue bonnets are over the border6 ,,margery--7from within47 ,dick6 ,dick6 what a noise you do keep6 ,,dick4 ,a noise1 eh8 ,why1 ,meg1 you didn't use to think it a noise3 you used to like to hear me sing6 ,,margery--7entering47 ,and so ,i did1 and so ,i do4 ,i loves music with all my heart2 but the whole parish will hear you if you go for to bawl out so monstrous loud4 ,,dick4 ,and let them6 who cares8 ,he sings1 she laughs4 ,,margery4 ,nay1 sing away if you like it6 ,,dick--7stopping suddenly47 ,i won't sing another bit if you don't like it1 ,meg4 ,,margery4 ,oh1 ,i do like6 ,lord bless us6 not like it6 it sounds so merry6 ,why1 ,dick1 love1 every body said yesterday that you sung as well as ,mr4 ,thingumee at ,sadler's ,wells1 and says they1 ,who is that young man as sings like any nightingale8 and ,i says 7drawing herself up71 ,that's my husband6 ,,dick4 ,ay6 flummery6--,but1 ,meg1 ,i say1 how did you like the wedding yesterday8 ,,margery4 ,oh1 hugeously6 such heaps of smart people1 as fine as fivepence1 ,i warrant2 and such gay gowns and caps6 and plenty to eat and drink6--,but what ,i liked best was the walking in the gardens at ,bagnigge ,wells1 and the tea1 and the crumpets6 ,,dick4 ,and the punch6 ,,margery4 ,yes--ha6 ha6 ,i could see you thought that good6 and then the dancing6 ,,dick4 ,ay1 ay2 and there wasn't one amongst them that footed it away like my ,margery4 ,and folks says to me1 ,pray1 who is that pretty modest young woman as hops over the ground as light as a feather8 says they2 and says ,i1 ,why1 that there pretty young woman is my wife1 to be sure6 ,,margery4 ,ah1 you're at your jokes1 ,dick6 ,,dick4 ,i'll be hanged then6 ,,margery--7leaning on his shoulder47 ,well1 to be sure1 we were happy yesterday4 ,it's good to make holiday just now and then1 but some how ,i was very glad to come home to our own little room again4 ,o ,dick6--did you mind that ,mrs4 ,pinchtoe1 that gave herself such grand airs8--she in the fine lavender silk gown--that turned up her nose at me so1 and all because she's a master shoemaker's wife6 and you are only--only--a cobbler6--7sighs7 ,i wish you were a master shoemaker1 ,dick4 ,,dick4 ,that you might be a master shoemaker's wife1 hay6 and turn up your nose like ,mrs4 ,pinchtoe8 ,,margery--7laughing47 ,no1 no2 ,i have more manners4 ,,dick4 ,would you love me better1 ,meg1 if ,i were a master shoemaker8 ,,margery4 ,no1 ,i couldn't love you better if you were a king2 and that you know1 ,dick2 and1 after all1 we're happy now1 and who knows what might be if he were to change8 ,,dick4 ,ay1 indeed6 who knows8 you might grow into a fine lady like she over the way1 who comes home o'nights just as we're getting up in the morning1 with the flams flaring1 and blazing like any thing2 and that puts me in mind---- ,,margery4 ,of what1 ,dick8 tell me6 ,,dick4 ,why1 cousin ,tom's wedding put it all out of my head last night2 but yesterday there comes over to me one of those fine bedizened fellows we see lounging about the door there1 with a cocked hat1 and things like stay laces dangling at his shoulder4 ,,margery4 ,what could he want1 ,i wonder6 ,,dick4 ,o6 he comes over to me as ,i was just standing at the door below1 a thinking of nothing at all1 and singing ,paddy ,o',raffety to myself1 and says he to me1 ,you cobbler fellor1 says he1 don't you go for to keep such a bawling every morning1 awakening people out of their first sleep1 says he1 for if you do1 my lord will have you put into the stocks1 says he4 ,,margery4 ,the stocks6 ,o goodness gracious me6 and what for1 pray8 ,,dick--7with a grin47 ,why1 for singing1 honey6 ,so says ,i1 ,hark 'ee1 ,mr4 ,scrape-trencher1 there go words to that bargain3 what right have you to go for to speak in that there way to me8 says ,i2 and says he1 ,we'll have you 'dited for a nuisance1 fellor1 says he4 ,,margery--7clasping her hands47 ,a nuisance6 my ,dick a nuisance6 ,o ,lord a' mercy6 ,,dick4 ,never fear1 girl2 ,i'm a free-born ,englishman1 and ,i knows the laws well enough3 and says ,i1 ,no more a fellor than yourself2 ,i'm an honest man1 following an honest calling1 and ,i don't care that for you nor your lord neither2 and ,i'll sing when ,i please1 and ,i'll sing what ,i please1 and ,i'll sing as loud as ,i please2 ,i will1 by jingo6 and so he lifts me up his cane1 and ,i says quite cool1 ,this house is my castle2 and if you don't take yourself out of that in a jiffey1 why1 ,i'll give your laced jacket such a dusting as it never had before in its life--,i will4 ,,margery4 ,o1 ,dick6 you've a spirit of your own1 ,i warrant4 ,well1 and then8 ,,dick4 ,oh1 ,i promise you he was off in the twinkling of a bed-post1 and ,i've heard no more of him2 but ,i was determined to wake you this morning with a thundering song2 just to show 'em ,i didn't care for 'em--ha6 ha6 ha6 ,,margery4 ,oh1 ho6 that was the reason1 then1 that you bawled so in my ear1 and frightened me out of my sleep--was it8 ,oh1 well1 ,i forgive you2 but bless me6 ,i stand chattering here1 and it's twelve o'clock1 as ,i live6 ,i must go to market--7putting on her shawl and bonnet47 ,what would you like to have for dinner1 ,dick1 love8 a nice rasher of bacon1 by way of a relish8 ,,dick--7smacking his lips47 ,just the very thing1 honey4 ,,margery4 ,well1 give me the shilling1 then4 ,,dick--7scratching his head47 ,what shilling8 ,,margery4 ,why1 the shilling you had yesterday4 ,,dick--7feeling in his pockets47 ,a shilling6 ,,margery4 ,yes1 a shilling4 7,gaily47 ,to have meat1 one must have money2 and folks must eat as well as sing1 ,dick1 love4 ,come1 out with it6 ,,dick4 ,but suppose ,i haven't got it8 ,,margery4 ,how6 what6 you don't mean for to say that the last shilling that you put in your pocket1 just to make a show1 is gone8 ,,dick--7with a sigh47 ,but ,i do1 though--it's gone4 ,,margery4 ,what shall we do8 ,,dick4 ,i don't know4 7,a pause4 ,they look at each other47 ,stay1 that's lucky4 ,here's a pair of dancing pumps as belongs to old ,mrs4 ,crusty1 the baker's wife at the corner-- ,,margery--7gaily47 ,we can't eat them for dinner1 ,i guess4 ,,dick4 ,no1 no2 but ,i'm just at the last stitch4 ,,margery4 ,yes-- ,,dick--7speaking and working in a hurry47 ,and so you'll take them home-- ,,margery4 ,yes-- ,,dick4 ,and tell her ,i must have seven-pence halfpenny for them4 7,gives them47 ,,margery--7examining the shoes47 ,but1 ,dick1 isn't that some'at extortionate1 as a body may say8 seven-pence halfpenny6 ,,dick4 ,why1 here's heel-pieces1 and a patch upon each toe2 one must live1 ,meg6 ,,margery4 ,yes1 ,dick1 love2 but so must other folks4 ,now ,i think seven-pence would be enough in all conscience--what do you say8 ,,dick4 ,well1 settle it as you like2 only get a bit of dinner for us1 for ,i'm as hungry as a hunter1 ,i know4 ,,margery4 ,i'm going4 ,good bye1 ,dick6 ,,dick4 ,take care of theeself--and don't spend the change in caps and ribbons1 ,meg4 ,,margery4 ,caps and ribbons out of seven-pence6 ,lord help the man6 ha1 ha1 ha6 7,she goes out47 ,,dick--7calling after her47 ,and come back soon1 d'ye hear8 ,there she goes--hop1 skip1 and jump1 down the stairs4 ,somehow1 ,i can't abear to have her out of my sight a minute4 ,well1 if ever there was a man could say he had a good wife1 why1 that's me myself--tho'f ,i say it--the cheerfullest1 sweetest temperedst1 cleanliest1 lovingest woman in the whole parish1 that never gives one an ill word from year's end to year's end1 and deserves at least that a man should work hard for her--it's all ,i can do--and we must think for to-morrow as well as to-day4 7,he works with great energy1 and sings at the same time with equal enthusiasm47 ,cannot ye do as ,i do8 ,cannot ye do as ,i do 8 ,spend your money1 and work for more2 ,that's the way that ,i do6 ,tol de rol lol4 ,re-enter ,,margery in haste4 ,,marg4--7out of breath47 ,oh1 ,dick1 husband6 ,dick1 ,i say6 ,,dick4 ,hay6 what's the matter now8 ,,margery4 ,here be one of those fine powdered laced fellows from over the way comed after you again4 ,,dick--7rising47 ,an impudent jackanapes6 ,i'll give him as good as he brings4 ,,margery4 ,oh1 no1 no6 he's monstrous civil now2 for he chucked me under the chin1 and says he1 ,my pretty girl6 ,,dick4 ,ho6 monstrous civil indeed1 with a vengeance6 ,,margery4 ,and says he1 ,do you belong to this here house8 ,yes1 sir1 says ,i1 making a curtsy1 for ,i couldn't do no less when he spoke so civil2 and says he1 ,is there an honest cobbler as lives here8 ,yes1 sir1 says ,i1 my husband that is4 ,then1 my dear1 says he1 just tell him to step over the way1 for my ,lady ,amaranthe wishes to speak to him immediately4 ,,dick4 ,a lady8 ,o ,lord6 ,,margery4 ,yes1 so you must go directly4 ,here1 take off your apron1 and let me comb your hair a bit4 ,,dick4 ,what the mischief can a lady want with me8 ,i've nothing to do with ladies1 as ,i knows of4 ,,margery4 ,why1 she won't eat you up1 ,i reckon4 ,,dick4 ,and yet ,i--,i--,i be afeard1 ,meg6 ,,margery4 ,afeard of a lady6 that's a good one6 ,,dick4 ,ay1 just--if it were a man1 ,i shouldn't care a fig4 ,,margery4 ,but we've never done no harm to nobody in our whole lives1 so what is there to be afraid of8 ,,dick4 ,nay1 that's true4 ,,margery4 ,now let me help you on with your best coat4 ,pooh6 what is the man about8--,why1 you're putting the back to the front1 and the front to the back1 like ,paddy from ,cork1 with his coat buttoned behind6 ,,dick4 ,my head do turn round1 just for all the world like a peg-top4--,a lady6 what can a lady have to say to me1 ,i wonder8 ,,margery4 ,may be1 she's a customer4 ,,dick4 ,no1 no1 great gentlefolks like she never wears patched toes nor heel-pieces1 ,i reckon4 ,,margery4 ,here's your hat4 ,now let me see how you can make a bow4 7,he bows awkwardly47 ,hold up your head--turn out your toes4 ,that will do capital6 7,she walks round him with admiration47 ,how nice you look6 there's ne'er a gentleman of them all can come up to my ,dick4 ,,dick--7hesitating47 ,but--a--a--,meg1 you'll come with me1 won't you1 and just see me safe in at the door1 eh8 ,,margery4 ,yes1 to be sure2 walk on before1 and let me look at you4 ,hold up your head--there1 that's it6 ,,dick--7marching47 ,come along4 ,hang it1 who's afraid8 ,they go out4 ,scene changes to a ,drawing-room in the ,house of ,,lady ,,amaranthe4 ,enter ,lady ,amaranthe1 leaning upon her maid1 ,,mademoiselle ,,justine4 ,,lady ,,amaranthe4 ,avancez un fauteuil1 ma chere6 arrangez les coussins4 7,,justine settles the chair1 and places a footstool4 ,,lady ,,amaranthe1 sinking into the arm-chair with a languid air47 ,justine1 ,i shall die1 ,i shall certainly die6 ,i never can survive this6 ,,justine4 ,mon ,dieu6 madame1 ne parlez pas comme ca6 c'est m'enfoncer un poignard dans le coeur6 ,,lady ,,amaranthe--7despairingly47 ,no rest--no possibility of sleeping-- ,,justine4 ,et le medecin de madame1 qui a ordonne la plus grande tranquillite--qui a meme voulu que je me taisais--moi1 par exemple6 ,,lady ,,amaranthe4 ,after fatiguing myself to death with playing the agreeable to disagreeable people1 and talking common-place to common-place acquaintance1 ,i return home1 to lay my aching head upon my pillow1 and just as my eyes are closing1 ,i start--,i wake1--a voice that would rouse the dead out of their graves echoes in my ears6 ,in vain ,i bury my head in the pillow--in vain draw the curtains close--multiply defences against my window--change from room to room--it haunts me6 ,ah6 ,i think ,i hear it still6 7covering her ears7 it will certainly drive me distracted6 ,during this speech1 ,,justine has made sundry exclamations and gestures expressive of horror1 sympathy1 and commiseration4 ,,justine4 ,vraiment1 c'est affreux4 ,,lady ,,amaranthe4 ,in any more civilized country it never could have been endured--,i should have had him removed at once2 but here the vulgar people talk of laws6 ,,justine4 ,ah1 oui1 madame1 mais il faut avouer que c'est ici un pays bien barbare1 ou tout le monde parle loi et metaphysique1 et ou l'on ne fait point de difference entre les riches et les pauvres4 ,,lady ,,amaranthe4 ,but what provokes me more than all the rest is this unheard-of insolence6 7rises and walks about the room17--a cobbler too--a cobbler who presumes to sing1 and to sing when all the rest of the world is asleep6 ,this is the march of intellect with a vengeance6 ,,justine4 ,c'est vrai1 il ne chante que des marches et de gros chansons a boire--s'il chantait bien doucement quelque joli roman par exemple--7,she sings7--dormez1 dormez1 mes chers amours6 ,,lady ,,amaranthe4 ,justine1 did you send the butler over to request civilly that he would not disturb me in the morning8 ,,justine4 ,oui1 miladi1 dat is1 ,i have send ,john2 de butler he was went out4 ,,lady ,,amaranthe4 ,and his answer was1 that he would sing in spite of me1 and louder than ever8 ,,justine4 ,oui1 miladi1 le monstre6 il dit comme ca1 dat he will sing more louder den ever4 ,,lady ,,amaranthe--7sinking again into her chair47 ,ah6 the horrid man6 ,,justine4 ,ah6 dere is no politesse1 no more den dere is police in dis country4 ,,lady ,,amaranthe4 ,if ,lord ,amaranthe were not two hundred miles off--but1 as it is1 ,i must find some remedy--let me think--bribery1 ,i suppose4 ,have they sent for him8 ,i dread to see the wretch4 ,what noise is that8 allez voir1 ma chere6 ,,justine--7goes and returns47 ,madame1 c'est justement notre homme1 voulez-vous qu'il entre8 ,,lady ,,amaranthe4 ,oui1 faites entrer4 ,she leans back in her chair4 ,,justine--7at the door47 ,entrez1 entrez toujours1 dat is1 come in1 good mister4 ,enter ,,dick4 ,he bows2 and1 squeezing his hat in his hands1 looks round him with considerable embarrassment4 ,,justine--7to ,lady ,amaranthe47 ,bah6 comme il sent le cuir1 n'est-ce pas1 madame8 ,,lady ,,amaranthe4 ,faugh6 mes sels--ma vinaigrette1 ,justine--non1 l'eau de ,cologne1 qui est la sur la table4 7,,justine brings her some eau de ,cologne2 she pours some upon her handkerchief1 and applies it to her temples and to her nose1 as if overcome2 then1 raising her eye-glass1 she examines ,,dick from head to foot47 ,good man--a--pray1 what is your name8 ,,dick--7with a profound bow47 ,dick1 please your ladyship4 ,,lady ,,amaranthe4 ,hum--a--a--pray1 ,mr4 ,dick-- ,,dick4 ,folks just call me plain ,dick1 my lady4 ,i'm a poor honest cobbler1 and no mister4 ,,lady ,,amaranthe--7pettishly47 ,well1 sir1 it is of no consequence4 ,you live in the small house over the way1 ,i think8 ,,dick4 ,yes1 ma'am1 my lady1 ,i does2 ,i rents the attics4 ,,lady ,,amaranthe4 ,you appear a good civil sort of man enough4 7,he bows47 ,i sent my servant over to request that you would not disturb me in the night--or the morning1 as you call it4 ,i have very weak health--am quite an invalid--your loud singing in the morning just opposite to my windows---- ,,dick--7eagerly47 ,ma'am1 ,i--,i'm very sorry2 ,i ax your ladyship's pardon2 ,i'll never sing no more above my breath1 if you please4 ,,justine4 ,comment6 c'est honnete1 par exemple4 ,,lady ,,amaranthe--7surprised47 ,then you did not tell my servant that you would sing louder than ever1 in spite of me8 ,,dick4 ,me1 my ,lady8 ,i never said no such thing4 ,,lady ,,amaranthe4 ,this is strange2 or is there some mistake8 ,perhaps you are not the same ,mr4 ,dick8 ,,dick4 ,why1 yes1 my lady1 for that matter1 ,i be the same ,dick4 7,approaching a few steps1 and speaking confidentially47 ,i'll just tell your ladyship the whole truth1 and not a bit of a lie4 ,there comes an impudent fellow to me1 and he tells me1 just out of his own head1 ,i'll be bound1 that if ,i sung o' mornings1 he would have me put in the stocks4 ,,lady ,,amaranthe4 ,good heavens6 ,,justine--7in the same tone47 ,grands dieux6 ,,dick--7with a grin47 ,now the stocks is for a rogue1 as the saying is4 ,as for my singing1 that's neither here nor there2 but no jackanapes shall threaten me4 ,i will sing if ,i please1 7sturdily17 and ,i won't sing if ,i don't please2 and 7lowering his tone7 ,i don't please1 if it disturbs your ladyship4 7,retreating7 ,i wish your ladyship a good day1 and better health4 ,,lady ,,amaranthe4 ,stay2 you are not then the rude uncivil person ,i was told of8 ,,dick4 ,i hopes ,i knows better than to do an uncivil thing by a lady4 ,bows and retreats towards the door4 ,,lady ,,amaranthe4 ,stay1 sir--a--a--one word4 ,,dick4 ,oh1 as many as you please1 ma'am2 ,i'm in no hurry4 ,,lady ,,amaranthe--7graciously47 ,are you married8 ,,dick--7rubbing his hands with glee47 ,yes1 ma'am1 ,i be2 and to as tight a bit of a wife as any in the parish4 ,,justine4 ,ah6 il parait que ce monsieur ,dick aime sa femme6 ,est-il amusant6 ,,lady ,,amaranthe4 ,you love her then8 ,,dick4 ,oh1 then ,i do6 ,i love her with all my heart6 who could help it8 ,,lady ,,amaranthe4 ,indeed6 and how do you live8 ,,dick4 ,why1 bless you1 ma'am1 sometimes well1 sometimes ill1 according as ,i have luck and work4 ,when we can get a bit of dinner1 we eat it1 and when we can't1 why1 we go without3 or1 may be1 a kind neighbour helps us4 ,,lady ,,amaranthe4 ,poor creatures6 ,,dick4 ,oh1 not so poor neither1 my lady2 many folks is worser off4 ,i'm always merry1 night and day2 and my ,meg is the good temperedst1 best wife in the world4 ,we've never had nothing from the parish1 and never will1 please ,god1 while ,i have health and hands4 ,,lady ,,amaranthe4 ,and you are happy8 ,,dick4 ,as happy as the day is long4 ,,lady ,,amaranthe--7aside47 ,this is a lesson to me4 ,eh bien1 ,justine6 voila donc notre sauvage6 ,,justine4 ,il est gentil ce monsieur ,dick1 et a present que je le regarde--vraiment il a une assez jolie tournure4 ,,lady ,,amaranthe--7with increasing interest47 ,have you any children8 ,,dick--7with a sigh47 ,no1 ma'am2 and that's the only thing as frets us4 ,,lady ,,amaranthe4 ,good heavens6 you do not mean to say you wish for them1 and have scarce enough for yourselves8 how would you feed them8 ,,dick4 ,oh1 ,i should leave ,meg to feed them2 ,i should have nothing to do but to work for them4 ,providence would take care of us while they were little2 and1 when they were big1 they would help us4 ,,lady ,,amaranthe--7aside47 ,i could not have conceived this4 7,she whispers ,,justine1 who goes out47 7,to ,,dick47 ,can ,i do any thing to serve you8 ,,dick4 ,only1 if your ladyship could recommend me any custom2 ,i mend shoes as cheap as e'er a cobbler in ,london1 though ,i say it4 ,,lady ,,amaranthe4 ,i shall certainly desire that all my people employ you whenever there is occasion4 ,re-enter ,,justine1 holding a purse in her hand4 ,,dick--7bowing47 ,much obliged1 my lady2 ,i hopes to give satisfaction1 but 7looking with admiration at ,,lady ,,amaranthe's foot as it rests on the footstool7 such a pretty1 little1 delicate1 beautiful foot as yon1 ,i never fitted in all my born days4 ,it can't cost your ladyship much in shoe leather1 ,i guess8 ,,lady ,,amaranthe--7smiling complacently47 ,rather more than you would imagine1 ,i fancy1 my good friend4 ,,justine4 ,comment donc--ce ,monsieur ,dick1 fait aussi des complimens a ,madame8 ,il ne manque pas de gout1--7aside7 et il sait ce qu'il fait1 apparemment4 ,,lady ,,amaranthe--7glancing at her foot47 ,c'est a dire--il a du bon sens1 et ne parle pas mal4 7,she takes the purse47 ,as you so civilly obliged me1 you must allow me to make you some return4 ,,dick--7putting his hand behind him47 ,me1 ma'am6 ,i'm sure ,i don't want to be paid for being civil4 ,,lady ,,amaranthe4 ,but as ,i have deprived you of a pleasure1 my good friend1 some amends surely-- ,,dick4 ,oh1 ma'am1 pray don't mention it2 my wife's a little tired and sleepy sometimes of a morning1 and if ,i didn't sing her out of bed1 ,i do think she would1 by chance1 snooze away till six o'clock1 like any duchess2 but a pinch or a shake or a kiss will do as well1 may be3 and 7earnestly7 she's1 for all that1 the best woman in the world4 ,,lady ,,amaranthe--7smiling47 ,i can believe it1 though she does sleep till six o'clock like a duchess4 ,well1 my good friend1 there are five guineas in this purse2 the purse is my own work2 and ,i request you will present it to your wife from me1 with many thanks for your civility4 ,,dick--7confused47 ,much obliged1 much obliged1 but ,i can't1 ,i can't indeed1 my lady4 ,five guineas6 ,o ,lord6 ,i should never know what to do with such a power of money4 ,,lady ,,amaranthe4 ,your wife will not say the same1 depend upon it2 she will find some use for it4 ,,dick4 ,my ,meg1 poor woman6 she never had so much money in all her life4 ,,lady ,,amaranthe4 ,i must insist upon it2 you will offend me4 ,,justine--7taking the purse out of her lady's hand1 and forcing it upon ,,dick47 ,dieux6 est-il bete6--you no understand8--,it is de gold and de silver money 7laughing47 ,comme il a l'air ebahi6 ,,dick--7putting up the money47 ,many thanks1 and ,i pray ,god bless your ladyship6 ,,lady ,,amaranthe--7gaily47 ,good morning1 ,mr4 ,dick4 ,remember me to your wife4 ,,dick4 ,i will1 my lady4 ,i wish your ladyship1 and you1 miss1 a good morning4 7,to himself47 ,five guineas6--what will ,meg say8--,now ,i'll be a master shoemaker4 7,going out in an ecstasy1 he knocks his head against the wall47 ,,lady ,,amaranthe4 ,take care1 friend4 ,montrez-lui la porte1 ,justine6 ,,justine4 ,mais venez donc1 ,monsieur ,dick--par ici--et n'allez pas donner le nez contre la porte6 ,,dick follows ,,justine out of the door1 after making several bows4 ,,lady ,,amaranthe4 ,poor man6--well1 he's silenced--he does not look as if he would sing1 morning or night1 for the next twelve months4 ,re-enter ,,justine4 ,,justine4 ,voici ,madame ,mincetaille1 qui vient pour essayer la robe-de-bal de madame4 ,,lady ,,amaranthe4 ,ah6 allons donc4 ,they go out4 ,the ,,scene changes to the ,cobbler's ,garret4 ,enter ,,margery1 in haste2 a basket in her hand4 ,she looks about her4 ,,margery4 ,not come back yet6 what can keep him1 ,i wonder6 7,takes off her bonnet and shawl47 ,well1 ,i must get the dinner ready4 7,pauses1 and looks anxious47 ,but1 somehow1 ,i feel not easy in my mind4 ,what could they want with him8--,hark6 7,goes to the door7 ,no--what a time he is6 ,but suppose they should 'dite him for a nuisance--,o me6 or send him to the watchhouse--,o my poor dear ,dick6 ,i must go and see after him6 ,i must go this very instant moment6 7,snatches up her bonnet47 ,oh1 ,i hear him now2 but how slowly he comes up6 ,runs to the door1 and leads him in4 ,enter ,,dick4 ,,margery4 ,oh1 my dear1 dear ,dick1 ,i am so glad you are come at last6 ,but how pale you look6 all ,i don't know how6 ,what's the matter8 why don't you speak to me1 ,dick1 love8 ,,dick--7fanning himself with his hat47 ,let me breathe1 wife4 ,,margery4 ,but what's the matter8 where have you been8 who did you see8 what did they say to you8 ,come1 tell me quick4 ,,dick4 ,why1 ,meg1 how your tongue does gallop6 as if a man could answer twenty questions in a breath4 ,,margery4 ,did you see the lady herself8 ,tell me that4 ,,dick--7looking round the room auspiciously47 ,shut the door first4 ,,margery4 ,there4 ,shuts it4 ,,dick4 ,shut the other4 ,,margery4 ,the other8--,there4 ,shuts it4 ,,dick4 ,lock it fast1 ,i say4 ,,margery4 ,there's no lock2 and that you know4 ,,dick--7frightened47 ,no lock2--then we shall all be robbed6 ,,margery4 ,robbed of what8 ,sure1 there's nothing here for any one to rob6 ,you never took such a thing into your head before4 ,,dick goes to the door1 and tries to fasten it4 ,,margery--7aside47 ,for sartain1 he's bewitched--or have they given him something to drink8--or1 perhaps1 he's ill4 7,very affectionately1 and laying her hand on his shoulder47 ,are you not well1 ,dick1 love8 ,will you go to bed1 sweetheart8 ,,dick--7gruffly47 ,no4 ,go to bed in the broad day6--the woman's cracked4 ,,margery--7whimpering47 ,oh1 ,dick1 what in the world has come to you8 ,,dick4 ,nothing--nothing but good1 you fool4 ,there--there--don't cry1 ,i tell you4 ,,margery--7wiping her eyes47 ,and did you see the lady8 ,,dick4 ,ay1 ,i seed her2 and a most beautiful lady she is1 and she sends her sarvice to you8 ,,margery4 ,indeed6 lauk-a-daisy6 ,i'm sure ,i'm much obliged--but what did she say to you8 ,,dick4 ,oh1 she said this1 and that1 and t'other--a great deal4 ,,margery4 ,but what1 ,dick8 ,,dick4 ,why1 she said--she said as how ,i sung so fine1 she couldn't sleep o' mornings4 ,,margery4 ,sleep o' mornings6 that's a good joke6 ,let people sleep o' nights1 ,i say4 ,,dick--7solemnly47 ,but she can't1 poor soul1 she's very ill2 she has pains here1 and pains there1 and everywhere4 ,,margery4 ,indeed6 poor lady6 then you mustn't disturb her no more1 ,dick1 that's a sure thing4 ,,dick4 ,ay1 so ,i said2 and so she gave me this4 ,takes out the purse1 and holds it up4 ,,margery--7clapping her hands47 ,o goodness6 what a fine purse6--,is there any thing in it8 ,,dick--7chinks the money47 ,do ye hear that8 ,guess now4 ,,margery--7timidly47 ,five shillings1 perhaps1 eh8 ,,dick4 ,five shillings6--five guineas1 girl4 ,,margery--7with a scream47 ,five guineas6 five guineas6 7skips about7 tal1 lal1 la6 five guineas6 7,runs and embraces her husband47 ,oh1 ,dick6 we'll be so rich and so happy4 ,i want a power of things4 ,i'll have a new gown--lavender1 shall it be8--,yes1 it shall be lavender2 and a dimity petticoat2 and a lace cap1 like ,mrs4 ,pinchtoe's1 with pink ribbons--how she will stare6 and ,i'll have two silver spoons1 and a nutmeg-grater1 and---- ,,dick4 ,ho1 ho1 ho6 what a jabber6 din1 din1 din6 ,you'll have this1 and you'll have that6 ,first1 ,i'll have a good stock of neat's leather4 ,,margery4 ,well1 well1 give me the purse2 ,i'll take care of it4 ,snatches at it4 ,,dick4 ,no1 thankee1 ,i'll take care of it4 ,,margery--7coaxing47 ,you know ,i always keep the money1 ,dick6 ,,dick4 ,ay1 ,meg1 but ,i'll keep this1 do ye mind8 ,,margery4 ,what6 keep it all to yourself8--,no1 you won't2 an't ,i your wife1 and haven't ,i a right8 ,i ax you that4 ,,dick4 ,pooh6 don't be bothering me4 ,,margery4 ,come1 give it me at once1 there's a dear ,dick6 ,,dick4 ,what1 to waste it all in woman's nonsense and frippery8 ,don't be a fool6 we're rich1 and we'll keep it safe4 ,,margery4 ,why1 where's the use of money but to spend8 ,come1 come1 ,i will have it4 ,,dick4 ,hey-day6 you will8--,you shan't2 who's the master here1 ,i say8 ,,margery--7passionately47 ,why1 if you come to that1 who's the mistress here1 ,i say8 ,,dick4 ,now1 ,meg1 don't you go for to provoke me4 ,,margery4 ,pooh6 ,i defy you4 ,,dick--7doubling his fist47 ,don't you put me in a passion1 ,meg6 ,,margery4 ,get along2 ,i don't care that for you6 7snaps her fingers47 ,you used to be my own dear ,dick1 and now you're a cross1 miserly curmudgeon-- ,,dick--7quite furious47 ,you will have it then6 ,why1 then1 take it1 with a mischief2 take that1 and that1 and that6 ,he beats her2 she screams4 ,,margery4 ,oh6 oh6 oh6--pray don't--pray--7,breaks from him1 and throws herself into a chair47 ,o ,dick6 to go for to strike me6 ,o that ,i should ever see the day6--you cruel1 unkind----,oh6 oh6 ,covers her face with her apron1 sobs1 and cries2 and he stands looking at her sheepishly4 ,a long pause4 ,,dick--7in great agitation47 ,eh1 why6 women be made of eggshells1 ,i do think4 ,why1 ,meg1 ,i didn't hurt you1 did ,i8 why don't you speak8 ,now1 don't you be sulky1 come2 it wasn't much4 ,a man is but flesh and blood1 after all2 come1 ,i say--,i'll never get into a passion with you again to my dying day--,i won't--come1 don't cry2 7tries to remove the apron17 come1 kiss1 and be friends4 ,won't you forgive your own dear ,dick1 won't you8 7ready to cry7 ,she won't6--,here1 here's the money1 and the purse and all--take it1 do what you like with it4 7,she shakes her head47 ,what1 you won't then8 why1 then1 there--7throws it on the ground47 ,deuce fetch me if ever ,i touch it again6 and ,i wish my fingers had been burnt before ever ,i took it1--so ,i do6 7with feeling47 ,we were so happy this morning1 when we hadn't a penny to bless ourselves with1 nor even a bit to eat2 and now1 since all this money has come to us of a suddent1 why1 it's all as one as if old ,nick himself were in the purse4 ,i'll tell you what1 ,meg1 eh6 shall ,i8 ,shall ,i take it back to the lady1 and give our duty to her1 and tell her we don't want her guineas1 shall ,i1 ,meg8 shall ,i1 dear heart8 ,during the last few words ,,margery lets the apron fall from her face1 looks up at him1 and smiles4 ,,dick4 ,oh1 that's right1 and we'll be happy again1 and never quarrel more4 ,,margery4 ,no1 never6 7,they embrace47 ,take it away1 for ,i can't bear the sight of it4 ,,dick4 ,take it you then1 for you know1 ,meg1 ,i said ,i would never touch it again2 and what ,i says1 ,i says--and what ,i says1 ,i sticks to4 ,pushes it towards her with his foot4 ,,margery4 ,and so do ,i3 and ,i vowed to myself that ,i wouldn't touch it1 and ,i won't4 ,kicks it back to him4 ,,dick4 ,how shall we manage then8 ,oh1 ,i have it4 ,fetch me the tongs here4 7,takes up the purse in the tongs1 and holds it at arm's length47 ,now ,i'm going4 ,so1 ,meg1 if you repent1 now's the time4 ,speak--or for ever hold your tongue4 ,,margery4 ,me repent8 ,no1 my dear ,dick6 ,i feel1 somehow1 quite light1 as if a great weight were gone away from here4 7,laying her hands on her bosom47 ,money may be a good thing when it comes little by little1 and we gain it honestly by our own hard work2 but when it comes this way1 in a lump--one doesn't know how or why--it's quite too surprising1 as one may say2--it gets into one's head1 like--the punch1 ,dick6 ,,dick4 ,aye1 and worser--turns it all the wrong way2 but ,i've done with both3--,i'll have no more to say to drinking1 and fine ladies1 and purses o' money2--we'll go and live in the stall round the corner1 and ,i'll take to my work and my singing again--eh1 ,meg8 ,,margery4 ,bless you1 my dear1 dear ,dick6 7kisses him47 ,,dick4 ,ay1 that's as it should be3--so now come along4 ,we never should have believed this1 if we hadn't tried2 but it's just what my old mother used to say--,,much ,,coin1 ,,much ,,care4#bh 99 99 99 99 99 ,,the ,,end4 ,,london3 ,,ibotson ,,and ,,palmer1 ,,printers1 ,,savoy ,,street1 ,,strand4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,footnotes3 ,footnote #a3 ,some of the sentences which follow 7marked by inverted commas17 are taken from a portrait of ,mrs4 ,siddons1 dated #ahab1 and attributed to ,sir ,walter ,scott4 ,footnote #b3 ,i am permitted to give the following little extract as farther illustrating that tenderness of nature which ,i have only touched upon4 ,i owe ---- ---- a letter1 but ,i don't know how it is1 now that ,i am arrived at that time of life when ,i supposed ,i should be able to sit down and indulge my natural indolence1 ,i find the business of it thickens and increases around me2 and ,i am now as much occupied about the affairs of others as ,i have been about my own4 ,i am just now expecting my son ,george's two babies from ,india4 ,the ship which took them from their parents1 ,i thank heaven1 is safely arrived3 ,oh6 that they could know it6 ,for the present ,i shall have them near me4 ,there is a school between my little hut and the church1 where they will have delicious air1 and ,i shall be able to see the poor dears every day4 ,footnote #c3 ,i believe it has been said2 but1 like ,madlle4 de ,montpensier my imagination and my memory are sometimes confounded4 ,footnote #d3 ,ben ,jonson4 ,footnote #e3 ,george the ,fourth1 after conversing with her1 said with emphasis1 ,she is the only real queen6 ,footnote #f3 ,in a letter to ,mrs4 ,thrale4 ,footnote #g3 ,in the ,grosvenor gallery4 ,there is a duplicate of this picture in the ,dulwich gallery4 ,footnote #h3 ,she afterwards played ,lady ,randolph for ,mr4 ,charles ,kemble's benefit1 and performed ,lady ,macbeth at the request of the ,princess ,charlotte in #ahaf4 ,this was her final appearance4 ,she was then sixty-one1 and her powers unabated4 ,i recollect a characteristic passage in one of her letters relating to this circumstance3 she says1 ,the princess honoured me with several gracious 7not graceful7 nods2 but the newspapers gave me credit for much more sensibility than ,i either felt or displayed on the occasion4 ,i was by no means so much overwhelmed by her ,royal ,highness's kindness1 as they were pleased to represent me4 ,footnote #i3 ,for time hath laid his hand so gently on her ,as he too had been awed4 ,,de ,,montfort4 ,footnote #aj3 ,the last play she read aloud was ,henry ,v4 only ten days before she died4 ,footnote #aa3 ,now ,mrs4 ,george ,combe4 ,footnote #ab3 ,these sketches1 once intended for publication1 are now in the possession of ,lord ,francis ,egerton4 ,the introduction and notes were written in ,march1 #ahcj--the conclusion in ,march1 #ahcd4 ,footnote #ac3 ,the alteration and interpolations are by ,garrick1 of whom it was said and believed1 that he never read through a whole play of ,shakspeare's except with some nefarious design of cutting and mangling it4 ,footnote #ad3 ,she played in ,london the following parts successively3-- ,juliet1 ,belvidera1 the ,grecian ,daughter1 ,mrs4 ,beverley1 ,portia1 ,isabella1 ,lady ,townly1 ,calista1 ,bianca1 ,beatrice1 ,constance1 ,camiola1 ,lady ,teazle1 ,donna ,sol1 7in ,lord ,francis ,egerton's translation of ,hemani1 when played before the queen at ,bridgewater ,house17 ,queen ,katherine1 ,catherine of ,cleves1 ,louisa of ,savoy1 in ,francis ,i41 ,lady ,macbeth1 ,julia in the ,hunchback4 ,footnote #ae3 ,the only parts which1 to my knowledge1 she chose for herself1 were ,portia1 ,camiola1 and ,julia in the ,hunchback4 ,she was accused of having declined playing ,inez de ,castro in ,miss ,mitford's tragedy1 and ,i heard her repel that accusation very indignantly4 ,she added--,setting aside my respect for ,miss ,mitford1 ,i never1 on principle1 have refused a part4 ,it is my business to do whatever is deemed advantageous to the whole concern1 to do as much good as ,i can2 not to think of myself4 ,if they bid me act ,scrubb1 ,i would act it6 ,footnote #af3 ,at ,dresden and at ,frankfort ,i saw the ,merchant of ,venice played as it stands in ,shakspeare1 with all the stately scenes between ,portia and her suitors--the whole of the character of ,jessica--the lovely moon-light dialogue between ,jessica and ,lorenzo1 and the beautiful speeches given to ,portia1 all which1 by sufferance of an ,english audience1 are omitted on our stage4 ,when ,i confessed to some of the great ,german critics1 that the ,merchant of ,venice1 ,romeo and ,juliet1 ,king ,lear1 c4 were performed in ,england not only with important omissions of the text1 but with absolute alterations1 affecting equally the truth of character1 and the construction of the story1 they looked at me1 at first1 as if half incredulous1 and their perception of the barbarism1 as well as the absurdity1 was so forcibly expressed on their countenances1 and their contempt so justifiable1 that ,i confess ,i felt ashamed for my countrymen4 ,footnote #ag3 ,the resemblance was in the brow and eye4 ,when she was sitting to ,sir ,thomas ,lawrence1 he said1 ,these are the eyes of ,mrs4 ,siddons4 ,she said1 ,you mean like those of ,mrs4 ,siddons4 ,no1 he replied1 they are the same eyes1 the construction is the same1 and to draw them is the same thing4 ,i have ever been at a loss for a word which should express the peculiar property of an eye like that of ,mrs4 ,siddons1 which could not be called piercing or penetrating1 or any thing that gives the idea of searching or acute2 but it was an eye which1 in its softest look1 and1 to a late period of her life1 went straight into the depths of the soul as a ray of light finds the bottom of the ocean4 ,once1 when ,i was conversing with the celebrated ,german critic1 ,boettigar1 of ,dresden1 and he was describing the person of ,madame ,schirmer1 after floundering in a sea of ,english epithets1 none of which conveyed his meaning1 he at last exclaimed with enthusiasm--,madam6 her eye was perforating6 ,footnote #ah3 ,in the ,hunchback4 ,footnote #ai3 ,in the ,fatal ,marriage4 ,footnote #bj3 ,i recollect being present when some one was repeating to her a very high-flown and enthusiastic eulogy1 of which she was the subject4 ,she listened very quietly1 and then said with indescribable naivete--,perhaps ,i ought to blush to have all these things thus repeated to my face2 but the truth is1 ,i cannot4 ,i cannot1 by any effort of my own imagination1 see myself as people speak of me4 ,it gives no reflection back to my mind4 ,i cannot fancy myself like this4 ,all ,i can clearly understand is1 that you and every body are very much pleased1 and ,i am very glad of it6 ,footnote #ba3 ,it must be remembered that it was not only fashionable incense and public applause2 it was the open enthusiastic admiration of such men as ,sir ,walter ,scott1 ,sir ,thomas ,lawrence1 ,moore1 ,rogers1 ,campbell1 ,barry ,cornwall1 and others of great name1 who brought rich flattery in prose and in verse1 and laid it at her feet4 ,just before she came on the stage she had spent about a year in ,scotland with her excellent relative and friend1 ,mrs4 ,henry ,siddons1 and always referred to this period as her ,sabbatical year1 granted to her to prepare her mind and principles for this great trial4 ,footnote #bb3 ,her own words4 ,footnote #bc3 ,first published in #ahbg4 ,the anecdote on which this tale is founded1 ,i met with in the first volume of ,dow's ,translation of ,ferishta's ,history of ,judea4 ,footnote #bd3 ,vide the ,heetopadessa4 ,footnote #be3 ,afterwards the ,emperor ,jehangire4 ,footnote #bf3 ,this little tale was written in ,march1 #ahbf1 and in the hands of the publishers long before the appearance of ,bainim's novel of ,the ,nowlans which contains a similar incident1 probably founded on the same fact4 ,footnote #bg3 ,this little tale 7written in #ahcj7 is founded on a striking incident related in ,humboldt's narrative4 ,the facts remain unaltered4 ,footnote #bh3 ,it need hardly be observed that this little trifle was written exclusively for very young actors1 to whom the style was adapted2 and though below all criticism1 it has been included here to gratify those for whom it was originally written1 and as a memorial of past times4 ,the subject is imitated from one of ,theodore ,leclerq's ,proverbes ,dramatiques4 99 99 99 99 99 ,transcriber's ,note3 ,errata as given in the original have been applied to the text4 ,other than the most exceedingly obvious typographical errors1 all inconsistent spelling1 hyphenation1 diacriticals1 archaic usage1 etc4 have been preserved as printed in the original4