,,essays ,,of ,,michel ,,de ,,montaigne ,translated by ,charles ,cotton ,edited by ,william ,carew ,hazilitt #ahgg ,,contents ,,of ,,volume #aj4 ,,vii4 ,of recompenses of honour4 ,,viii4 ,of the affection of fathers to their children4 ,,ix4 ,of the arms of the ,parthians4 ,x4 ,of books4 ,,xi4 ,of cruelty4 ,,chapter ,,vii ,,of ,,recompenses ,,of ,,honour ,they who write the life of ,augustus ,caesar1--,suetonius1 ,life of ,augustus1 c4 #be4--observe this in his military discipline1 that he was wonderfully liberal of gifts to men of merit1 but that as to the true recompenses of honour he was as sparing2 yet he himself had been gratified by his uncle with all the military recompenses before he had ever been in the field4 ,it was a pretty invention1 and received into most governments of the world1 to institute certain vain and in themselves valueless distinctions to honour and recompense virtue1 such as the crowns of laurel1 oak1 and myrtle1 the particular fashion of some garment1 the privilege to ride in a coach in the city1 or at night with a torch1 some peculiar place assigned in public assemblies1 the prerogative of certain additional names and titles1 certain distinctions in the bearing of coats of arms1 and the like1 the use of which1 according to the several humours of nations1 has been variously received1 and yet continues4 ,we in ,france1 as also several of our neighbours1 have orders of knighthood that are instituted only for this end4 ,and 'tis1 in earnest1 a very good and profitable custom to find out an acknowledgment for the worth of rare and excellent men1 and to satisfy them with rewards that are not at all chargeable either to prince or people4 ,and that which has always been found by ancient experience1 and which we have heretofore observed among ourselves1 that men of quality have ever been more jealous of such recompenses than of those wherein there was gain and profit1 is not without very good ground and reason4 ,if with the reward1 which ought to be simply a recompense of honour1 they should mix other commodities and add riches1 this mixture1 instead of procuring an increase of estimation1 would debase and abate it4 ,the ,order of ,st4 ,michael1 which has been so long in repute amongst us1 had no greater commodity than that it had no communication with any other commodity1 which produced this effect1 that formerly there was no office or title whatever to which the gentry pretended with so great desire and affection as they did to that2 no quality that carried with it more respect and grandeur1 valour and worth more willingly embracing and with greater ambition aspiring to a recompense purely its own1 and rather glorious than profitable4 ,for1 in truth1 other gifts have not so great a dignity of usage1 by reason they are laid out upon all sorts of occasions2 with money a man pays the wages of a servant1 the diligence of a courier1 dancing1 vaulting1 speaking1 and the meanest offices we receive2 nay1 and reward vice with it too1 as flattery1 treachery1 and pimping2 and therefore 'tis no wonder if virtue less desires and less willingly receives this common sort of payment1 than that which is proper and peculiar to her1 throughout generous and noble4 ,augustus had reason to be more sparing of this than the other1 insomuch that honour is a privilege which derives its principal essence from rarity2 and so virtue itself3 ,cui malus est nemo1 quis bonus esse potest8 ,to whom no one is ill who can be good8-,martial1 xii4 #hb4 ,we do not intend it for a commendation when we say that such a one is careful in the education of his children1 by reason it is a common act1 how just and well done soever2 no more than we commend a great tree1 where the whole forest is the same4 ,i do not think that any citizen of ,sparta glorified himself much upon his valour1 it being the universal virtue of the whole nation2 and as little upon his fidelity and contempt of riches4 ,there is no recompense becomes virtue1 how great soever1 that is once passed into a custom2 and ,i know not withal whether we can ever call it great1 being common4 ,seeing1 then1 that these remunerations of honour have no other value and estimation but only this1 that few people enjoy them1 'tis but to be liberal of them to bring them down to nothing4 ,and though there should be now more men found than in former times worthy of our order1 the estimation of it nevertheless should not be abated1 nor the honour made cheap2 and it may easily happen that more may merit it2 for there is no virtue that so easily spreads as that of military valour4 ,there is another virtue1 true1 perfect1 and philosophical1 of which ,i do not speak1 and only make use of the word in our common acceptation1 much greater than this and more full1 which is a force and assurance of the soul1 equally despising all sorts of adverse accidents1 equable1 uniform1 and constant1 of which ours is no more than one little ray4 ,use1 education1 example1 and custom can do all in all to the establishment of that whereof ,i am speaking1 and with great facility render it common1 as by the experience of our civil wars is manifest enough2 and whoever could at this time unite us all1 ,catholic and ,huguenot1 into one body1 and set us upon some brave common enterprise1 we should again make our ancient military reputation flourish4 ,it is most certain that in times past the recompense of this order had not only a regard to valour1 but had a further prospect2 it never was the reward of a valiant soldier but of a great captain2 the science of obeying was not reputed worthy of so honourable a guerdon4 ,there was therein a more universal military expertness required1 and that comprehended the most and the greatest qualities of a military man3 ,neque enim eaedem militares et imperatorix artes sunt1 ,for the arts of soldiery and generalship are not the same4 --,livy1 xxv4 #ai4 as also1 besides1 a condition suitable to such a dignity4 ,but1 ,i say1 though more men were worthy than formerly1 yet ought it not to be more liberally distributed1 and it were better to fall short in not giving it at all to whom it should be due1 than for ever to lose1 as we have lately done1 the fruit of so profitable an invention4 ,no man of spirit will deign to advantage himself with what is in common with many2 and such of the present time as have least merited this recompense themselves make the greater show of disdaining it1 in order thereby to be ranked with those to whom so much wrong has been done by the unworthy conferring and debasing the distinction which was their particular right4 ,now1 to expect that in obliterating and abolishing this1 suddenly to create and bring into credit a like institution1 is not a proper attempt for so licentious and so sick a time as this wherein we now are2 and it will fall out that the last will from its birth incur the same inconveniences that have ruined the other4--,montaigne refers to the ,order of the ,saint-,esprit1 instituted by ,henry ,,iii4 in #aegh4--,the rules for dispensing this new order had need to be extremely clipt and bound under great restrictions1 to give it authority2 and this tumultuous season is incapable of such a curb3 besides that1 before this can be brought into repute1 'tis necessary that the memory of the first1 and of the contempt into which it is fallen1 be buried in oblivion4 ,this place might naturally enough admit of some discourse upon the consideration of valour1 and the difference of this virtue from others2 but1 ,plutarch having so often handled this subject1 ,i should give myself an unnecessary trouble to repeat what he has said4 ,but this is worth considering3 that our nation places valour1 vaillance1 in the highest degree of virtue1 as its very word evidences1 being derived from valeur1 and that1 according to our use1 when we say a man of high worth a good man1 in our court style--'tis to say a valiant man1 after the ,roman way2 for the general appellation of virtue with them takes etymology from vis1 force4 ,the proper1 sole1 and essential profession of1 the ,french noblesse is that of arms3 and 'tis likely that the first virtue that discovered itself amongst men and has given to some advantage over others1 was that by which the strongest and most valiant have mastered the weaker1 and acquired a particular authority and reputation1 whence came to it that dignified appellation2 or else1 that these nations1 being very warlike1 gave the pre-eminence to that of the virtues which was most familiar to them2 just as our passion and the feverish solicitude we have of the chastity of women occasions that to say1 a good woman1 a woman of worth1 a woman of honour and virtue1 signifies merely a chaste woman as if1 to oblige them to that one duty1 we were indifferent as to all the rest1 and gave them the reins in all other faults whatever to compound for that one of incontinence4 ,,chapter ,,viii ,,of ,,the ,,affection ,,of ,,fathers ,,to ,,their ,,children ,to ,madame ,d',estissac4 ,,madam1 if the strangeness and novelty of my subject1 which are wont to give value to things1 do not save me1 ,i shall never come off with honour from this foolish attempt3 but 'tis so fantastic1 and carries a face so unlike the common use1 that this1 peradventure1 may make it pass4 ',tis a melancholic humour1 and consequently a humour very much an enemy to my natural complexion1 engendered by the pensiveness of the solitude into which for some years past ,i have retired myself1 that first put into my head this idle fancy of writing4 ,wherein1 finding myself totally unprovided and empty of other matter1 ,i presented myself to myself for argument and subject4 ',tis the only book in the world of its kind1 and of a wild and extravagant design4 ,there is nothing worth remark in this affair but that extravagancy3 for in a subject so vain and frivolous1 the best workman in the world could not have given it a form fit to recommend it to any manner of esteem4 ,now1 madam1 having to draw my own picture to the life1 ,i had omitted one important feature1 had ,i not therein represented the honour ,i have ever had for you and your merits2 which ,i have purposely chosen to say in the beginning of this chapter1 by reason that amongst the many other excellent qualities you are mistress of1 that of the tender love you have manifested to your children1 is seated in one of the highest places4 ,whoever knows at what age ,monsieur ,d',estissac1 your husband1 left you a widow1 the great and honourable matches that have since been offered to you1 as many as to any lady of your condition in ,france1 the constancy and steadiness wherewith1 for so many years1 you have sustained so many sharp difficulties1 the burden and conduct of affairs1 which have persecuted you in every corner of the kingdom1 and are not yet weary of tormenting you1 and the happy direction you have given to all these1 by your sole prudence or good fortune1 will easily conclude with me that we have not so vivid an example as yours of maternal affection in our times4 ,i praise ,god1 madam1 that it has been so well employed2 for the great hopes ,monsieur ,d',estissac1 your son1 gives of himself1 render sufficient assurance that when he comes of age you will reap from him all the obedience and gratitude of a very good man4 ,but1 forasmuch as by reason of his tender years1 he has not been capable of taking notice of those offices of extremest value he has in so great number received from you1 ,i will1 if these papers shall one day happen to fall into his hands1 when ,i shall neither have mouth nor speech left to deliver it to him1 that he shall receive from me a true account of those things1 which shall be more effectually manifested to him by their own effects1 by which he will understand that there is not a gentleman in ,france who stands more indebted to a mother's care2 and that he cannot1 in the future1 give a better nor more certain testimony of his own worth and virtue than by acknowledging you for that excellent mother you are4 ,if there be any law truly natural1 that is to say1 any instinct that is seen universally and perpetually imprinted in both beasts and men 7which is not without controversy71 ,i can say1 that in my opinion1 next to the care every animal has of its own preservation1 and to avoid that which may hurt him1 the affection that the begetter bears to his offspring holds the second place in this rank4 ,and seeing that nature appears to have recommended it to us1 having regard to the extension and progression of the successive pieces of this machine of hers1 'tis no wonder if1 on the contrary1 that of children towards their parents is not so great4 ,to which we may add this other ,aristotelian consideration1 that he who confers a benefit on any one1 loves him better than he is beloved by him again3 that he to whom is owing1 loves better than he who owes2 and that every artificer is fonder of his work1 than1 if that work had sense1 it would be of him2 by reason that it is dear to us to be1 and to be consists in movement and action2 therefore every one has in some sort a being in his work4 ,he who confers a benefit exercises a fine and honest action2 he who receives it exercises the useful only4 ,now the useful is much less lovable than the honest2 the honest is stable and permanent1 supplying him who has done it with a continual gratification4 ,the useful loses itself1 easily slides away1 and the memory of it is neither so fresh nor so pleasing4 ,those things are dearest to us that have cost us most1 and giving is more chargeable than receiving4 ,since it has pleased ,god to endue us with some capacity of reason1 to the end we may not1 like brutes1 be servilely subject and enslaved to the laws common to both1 but that we should by judgment and a voluntary liberty apply ourselves to them1 we ought1 indeed1 something to yield to the simple authority of nature1 but not suffer ourselves to be tyrannically hurried away and transported by her2 reason alone should have the conduct of our inclinations4 ,i1 for my part1 have a strange disgust for those propensions that are started in us without the mediation and direction of the judgment1 as1 upon the subject ,i am speaking of1 ,i cannot entertain that passion of dandling and caressing infants scarcely born1 having as yet neither motion of soul nor shape of body distinguishable1 by which they can render themselves amiable1 and have not willingly suffered them to be nursed near me4 ,a true and regular affection ought to spring and increase with the knowledge they give us of themselves1 and then1 if they are worthy of it1 the natural propension walking hand in hand with reason1 to cherish them with a truly paternal love2 and so to judge1 also1 if they be otherwise1 still rendering ourselves to reason1 notwithstanding the inclination of nature4 ',tis oft-times quite otherwise2 and1 most commonly1 we find ourselves more taken with the running up and down1 the games1 and puerile simplicities of our children1 than we do1 afterwards1 with their most complete actions2 as if we had loved them for our sport1 like monkeys1 and not as men2 and some there are1 who are very liberal in buying them balls to play withal1 who are very close-handed for the least necessary expense when they come to age4 ,nay1 it looks as if the jealousy of seeing them appear in and enjoy the world when we are about to leave it1 rendered us more niggardly and stingy towards them2 it vexes us that they tread upon our heels1 as if to solicit us to go out2 if this were to be feared1 since the order of things will have it so that they cannot1 to speak the truth1 be nor live1 but at the expense of our being and life1 we should never meddle with being fathers at all4 ,for my part1 ,i think it cruelty and injustice not to receive them into the share and society of our goods1 and not to make them partakers in the intelligence of our domestic affairs when they are capable1 and not to lessen and contract our own expenses to make the more room for theirs1 seeing we beget them to that effect4 ',tis unjust that an old fellow1 broken and half dead1 should alone1 in a corner of the chimney1 enjoy the money that would suffice for the maintenance and advancement of many children1 and suffer them1 in the meantime1 to lose their' best years for want of means to advance themselves in the public service and the knowledge of men4 ,a man by this course drives them to despair1 and to seek out by any means1 how unjust or dishonourable soever1 to provide for their own support3 as ,i have1 in my time1 seen several young men of good extraction so addicted to stealing1 that no correction could cure them of it4 ,i know one of a very good family1 to whom1 at the request of a brother of his1 a very honest and brave gentleman1 ,i once spoke on this account1 who made answer1 and confessed to me roundly1 that he had been put upon this paltry practice by the severity and avarice of his father2 but that he was now so accustomed to it he could not leave it off4 ,and1 at that very time1 he was trapped stealing a lady's rings1 having come into her chamber1 as she was dressing with several others4 ,he put me in mind of a story ,i had heard of another gentleman1 so perfect and accomplished in this fine trade in his youth1 that1 after he came to his estate and resolved to give it over1 he could not hold his hands1 nevertheless1 if he passed by a shop where he saw anything he liked1 from catching it up1 though it put him to the shame of sending afterwards to pay for it4 ,and ,i have myself seen several so habituated to this quality that even amongst their comrades they could not forbear filching1 though with intent to restore what they had taken4 ,i am a ,gascon1 and yet there is no vice ,i so little understand as that2 ,i hate it something more by disposition than ,i condemn it by reason2 ,i do not so much as desire anything of another man's4 ,this province of ours is1 in plain truth1 a little more decried than the other parts of the kingdom2 and yet we have several times seen1 in our times1 men of good families of other provinces1 in the hands of justice1 convicted of abominable thefts4 ,i fear this vice is1 in some sort1 to be attributed to the fore-mentioned vice of the fathers4 ,and if a man should tell me1 as a lord of very good understanding once did1 that he hoarded up wealth1 not to extract any other fruit and use from his parsimony1 but to make himself honoured and sought after by his relations2 and that age having deprived him of all other power1 it was the only remaining remedy to maintain his authority in his family1 and to keep him from being neglected and despised by all around1 in truth1 not only old age1 but all other imbecility1 according to ,aristotle1 is the promoter of avarice2 that is something1 but it is physic for a disease that a man should prevent the birth of4 ,a father is very miserable who has no other hold on his children's affection than the need they have of his assistance1 if that can be called affection2 he must render himself worthy to be respected by his virtue and wisdom1 and beloved by his kindness and the sweetness of his manners2 even the very ashes of a rich matter have their value2 and we are wont to have the bones and relics of worthy men in regard and reverence4 ,no old age can be so decrepid in a man who has passed his life in honour1 but it must be venerable1 especially to his children1 whose soul he must have trained up to their duty by reason1 not by necessity and the need they have of him1 nor by harshness and compulsion3 ,et errat longe mea quidem sententia ,qui imperium credat esse gravius1 aut stabilius1 ,vi quod fit1 quam illud1 quod amicitia adjungitur4 ,he wanders far from the truth1 in my opinion1 who thinks that government more absolute and durable which is acquired by force than that which is attached to friendship4--,terence1 ,adelph41 i4 ,i1 #dj4 ,i condemn all violence in the education of a tender soul that is designed for honour and liberty4 ,there is ,i know not what of servile in rigour and constraint2 and ,i am of opinion that what is not to be done by reason1 prudence1 and address1 is never to be affected by force4 ,i myself was brought up after that manner2 and they tell me that in all my first age ,i never felt the rod but twice1 and then very slightly4 ,i practised the same method with my children1 who all of them died at nurse1 except ,leonora1 my only daughter1 and who arrived to the age of five years and upward without other correction for her childish faults 7her mother's indulgence easily concurring7 than words only1 and those very gentle2 in which kind of proceeding1 though my end and expectation should be both frustrated1 there are other causes enough to lay the fault on without blaming my discipline1 which ,i know to be natural and just1 and ,i should1 in this1 have yet been more religious towards the males1 as less born to subjection and more free2 and ,i should have made it my business to fill their hearts with ingenuousness and freedom4 ,i have never observed other effects of whipping than to render boys more cowardly1 or more wilfully obstinate4 ,do we desire to be beloved of our children8 ,will we remove from them all occasion of wishing our death though no occasion of so horrid a wish can either be just or excusable8 ,nullum scelus rationem habet4 ,no wickedness has reason4--,livy1 xxviii4 #bh ,let us reasonably accommodate their lives with what is in our power4 ,in order to this1 we should not marry so young that our age shall in a manner be confounded with theirs2 for this inconvenience plunges us into many very great difficulties1 and especially the gentry of the nation1 who are of a condition wherein they have little to do1 and who live upon their rents only3 for elsewhere1 with people who live by their labour1 the plurality and company of children is an increase to the common stock2 they are so many new tools and instruments wherewith to grow rich4 ,i married at three-and-thirty years of age1 and concur in the opinion of thirty-five1 which is said to be that of ,aristotle4 ,plato will have nobody marry before thirty2 but he has reason to laugh at those who undertook the work of marriage after five-and-fifty1 and condemns their offspring as unworthy of aliment and life4 ,thales gave the truest limits1 who1 young and being importuned by his mother to marry1 answered1 ,that it was too soon1 and1 being grown into years and urged again1 ,that it was too late4 ,a man must deny opportunity to every inopportune action4 ,the ancient ,gauls' looked upon it as a very horrid thing for a man to have society with a woman before he was twenty years of age1 and strictly recommended to the men who designed themselves for war the keeping their virginity till well grown in years1 forasmuch as courage is abated and diverted by intercourse with women3 ,ma1 or congiunto a giovinetta sposa1 ,e lieto omai de' figli1 era invilito ,negli affetti di padre et di marito4 ,now1 married to a young wife and happy in children1 he was demoralised by his love as father and husband4 --,tasso1 ,gierus41 x4 #ci4 ,muley ,hassam1 king of ,tunis1 he whom the ,emperor ,charles ,v4 restored to his kingdom1 reproached the memory of his father ,mahomet with the frequentation of women1 styling him loose1 effeminate1 and a getter of children4--,of whom he had thirty-four4--,the ,greek history observes of ,iccus the ,tarentine1 of ,chryso1 ,astyllus1 ,diopompos1 and others1 that to keep their bodies in order for the ,olympic games and such like exercises1 they denied themselves during that preparation all commerce with ,venus4 ,in a certain country of the ,spanish ,indies men were not permitted to marry till after forty age1 and yet the girls were allowed at ten4 ',tis not time for a gentleman of thirty years old to give place to his son who is twenty2 he is himself in a condition to serve both in the expeditions of war and in the court of his prince2 has need of all his appurtenances2 and yet1 doubtless1 he ought to surrender a share1 but not so great an one as to forget himself for others2 and for such an one the answer that fathers have ordinarily in their mouths1 ,i will not put off my clothes1 before ,i go to bed1 serves well4 ,but a father worn out with age and infirmities1 and deprived by weakness and want of health of the common society of men1 wrongs himself and his to amass a great heap of treasure4 ,he has lived long enough1 if he be wise1 to have a mind to strip himself to go to bed1 not to his very shirt1 ,i confess1 but to that and a good1 warm dressing-gown2 the remaining pomps1 of which he has no further use1 he ought voluntarily to surrender to those1 to whom by the order of nature they belong4 ',tis reason he should refer the use of those things to them1 seeing that nature has reduced him to such a state that he cannot enjoy them himself2 otherwise there is doubtless malice and envy in the case4 ,the greatest act of the ,emperor ,charles ,v4 was that when1 in imitation of some of the ancients of his own quality1 confessing it but reason to strip ourselves when our clothes encumber and grow too heavy for us1 and to lie down when our legs begin to fail us1 he resigned his possessions1 grandeur1 and power to his son1 when he found himself failing in vigour1 and steadiness for the conduct of his affairs suitable with the glory he had therein acquired3 ,solve senescentem mature sanus equum1 ne ,peccet ad extremum ridendus1 et ilia ducat4 ,dismiss the old horse in good time1 lest1 failing in the lists1 the spectators laugh4--,horace1 ,epist41 i41 ,i1 #h4 ,this fault of not perceiving betimes and of not being sensible of the feebleness and extreme alteration that age naturally brings both upon body and mind1 which1 in my opinion1 is equal1 if indeed the soul has not more than half1 has lost the reputation of most of the great men in the world4 ,i have known in my time1 and been intimately acquainted with persons of great authority1 whom one might easily discern marvellously lapsed from the sufficiency ,i knew they were once endued with1 by the reputation they had acquired in their former years1 whom ,i could heartily1 for their own sakes1 have wished at home at their ease1 discharged of their public or military employments1 which were now grown too heavy for their shoulders4 ,i have formerly been very familiar in a gentleman's house1 a widower and very old1 though healthy and cheerful enough3 this gentleman had several daughters to marry and a son already of ripe age1 which brought upon him many visitors1 and a great expense1 neither of which well pleased him1 not only out of consideration of frugality1 but yet more for having1 by reason of his age1 entered into a course of life far differing from ours4 ,i told him one day a little boldly1 as ,i used to do1 that he would do better to give us younger folk room1 and to leave his principal house 7for he had but that well placed and furnished7 to his son1 and himself retire to an estate he had hard by1 where nobody would trouble his repose1 seeing he could not otherwise avoid being importuned by us1 the condition of his children considered4 ,he took my advice afterwards1 and found an advantage in so doing4 ,i do not mean that a man should so instal them as not to reserve to himself a liberty to retract2 ,i1 who am now arrived to the age wherein such things are fit to be done1 would resign to them the enjoyment of my house and goods1 but with a power of revocation if they should give me cause to alter my mind2 ,i would leave to them the use1 that being no longer convenient for me2 and1 of the general authority and power over all1 would reserve as much as--,i thought good to myself2 having always held that it must needs be a great satisfaction to an aged father himself to put his children into the way of governing his affairs1 and to have power during his own life to control their behaviour1 supplying them with instruction and advice from his own experience1 and himself to transfer the ancient honour and order of his house into the hands of those who are to succeed him1 and by that means to satisfy himself as to the hopes he may conceive of their future conduct4 ,and in order to this ,i would not avoid their company2 ,i would observe them near at hand1 and partake1 according to the condition of my age1 of their feasts and jollities4 ,if ,i did not live absolutely amongst them1 which ,i could not do without annoying them and their friends1 by reason of the morosity of my age and the restlessness of my infirmities1 and without violating also the rules and order of living ,i should then have set down to myself1 ,i would1 at least1 live near them in some retired part of my house1 not the best in show1 but the most commodious4 ,nor as ,i saw some years ago1 a dean of ,st4 ,hilary of ,poitiers given up to such a solitude1 that at the time ,i came into his chamber it had been two and twenty years that he had not stepped one foot out of it1 and yet had all his motions free and easy1 and was in good health1 saving a cold that fell upon his lungs2 he would1 hardly once in a week1 suffer any one to come in to see him2 he always kept himself shut up in his chamber alone1 except that a servant brought him1 once a day1 something to eat1 and did then but just come in and go out again4 ,his employment was to walk up and down1 and read some book1 for he was a bit of a scholar2 but1 as to the rest1 obstinately bent to die in this retirement1 as he soon after did4 ,i would endeavour by pleasant conversation to create in my children a warm and unfeigned friendship and good-will towards me1 which in well-descended natures is not hard to do2 for if they be furious brutes1 of which this age of ours produces thousands1 we are then to hate and avoid them as such4 ,i am angry at the custom of forbidding children to call their father by the name of father1 and to enjoin them another1 as more full of respect and reverence1 as if nature had not sufficiently provided for our authority4 ,we call ,almighty ,god ,father1 and disdain to have our children call us so2 ,i have reformed this error in my family4--,as did ,henry ,,iv4 of ,france--,and 'tis also folly and injustice to deprive children1 when grown up1 of familiarity with their father1 and to carry a scornful and austere countenance toward them1 thinking by that to keep them in awe and obedience2 for it is a very idle farce that1 instead of producing the effect designed1 renders fathers distasteful1 and1 which is worse1 ridiculous to their own children4 ,they have youth and vigour in possession1 and consequently the breath and favour of the world2 and therefore receive these fierce and tyrannical looks--mere scarecrows-- of a man without blood1 either in his heart or veins1 with mockery and contempt4 ,though ,i could make myself feared1 ,i had yet much rather make myself beloved3 there are so many sorts of defects in old age1 so much imbecility1 and it is so liable to contempt1 that the best acquisition a man can make is the kindness and affection of his own family2 command and fear are no longer his weapons4 ,such an one ,i have known who1 having been very imperious in his youth1 when he came to be old1 though he might have lived at his full ease1 would ever strike1 rant1 swear1 and curse3 the most violent householder in ,france3 fretting himself with unnecessary suspicion and vigilance4 ,and all this rumble and clutter but to make his family cheat him the more2 of his barn1 his kitchen1 cellar1 nay1 and his very purse too1 others had the greatest use and share1 whilst he keeps his keys in his pocket much more carefully than his eyes4 ,whilst he hugs himself with the pitiful frugality of a niggard table1 everything goes to rack and ruin in every corner of his house1 in play1 drink1 all sorts of profusion1 making sport in their junkets with his vain anger and fruitless parsimony4 ,every one is a sentinel against him1 and if1 by accident1 any wretched fellow that serves him is of another humour1 and will not join with the rest1 he is presently rendered suspected to him1 a bait that old age very easily bites at of itself4 ,how often has this gentleman boasted to me in how great awe he kept his family1 and how exact an obedience and reverence they paid him6 ,how clearly he saw into his own affairs6 ,ille solos nescit omnia4 ,he alone is ignorant of all that is passing4 --,terence1 ,adelph41 iv4 #b1 #i4 ,i do not know any one that can muster more parts1 both natural and acquired1 proper to maintain dominion1 than he2 yet he is fallen from it like a child4 ,for this reason it is that ,i have picked out him1 amongst several others that ,i know of the same humour1 for the greatest example4 ,it were matter for a question in the schools1 whether he is better thus or otherwise4 ,in his presence1 all submit to and bow to him1 and give so much way to his vanity that nobody ever resists him2 he has his fill of assents1 of seeming fear1 submission1 and respect4 ,does he turn away a servant8 he packs up his bundle1 and is gone2 but 'tis no further than just out of his sight3 the steps of old age are so slow1 the senses so troubled1 that he will live and do his old office in the same house a year together without being perceived4 ,and after a fit interval of time1 letters are pretended to come from a great way off2 very humble1 suppliant2 and full of promises of amendment1 by virtue of which he is again received into favour4 ,does ,monsieur make any bargain1 or prepare any despatch that does not please8 'tis suppressed1 and causes afterwards forged to excuse the want of execution in the one or answer in the other4 ,no letters being first brought to him1 he never sees any but those that shall seem fit for his knowledge4 ,if by accident they fall first into his own hand1 being used to trust somebody to read them to him2 he reads extempore what he thinks fit1 and often makes such a one ask him pardon who abuses and rails at him in his letter4 ,in short1 he sees nothing1 but by an image prepared and designed beforehand and the most satisfactory they can invent1 not to rouse and awaken his ill humour and choler4 ,i have seen1 under various aspects1 enough of these modes of domestic government1 long-enduring1 constant1 to the like effect4 ,women are evermore addicted to cross their husbands3 they lay hold with both hands on all occasions to contradict and oppose them2 the first excuse serves for a plenary justification4 ,i have seen one who robbed her husband wholesale1 that1 as she told her confessor1 she might distribute the more liberal alms4 ,let who will trust to that religious dispensation4 ,no management of affairs seems to them of sufficient dignity1 if proceeding from the husband's assent2 they must usurp it either by insolence or cunning1 and always injuriously1 or else it has not the grace and authority they desire4 ,when1 as in the case ,i am speaking of1 'tis against a poor old man and for the children1 then they make use of this title to serve their passion with glory2 and1 as for a common service1 easily cabal1 and combine against his government and dominion4 ,if they be males grown up in full and flourishing health1 they presently corrupt1 either by force or favour1 steward1 receivers1 and all the rout4 ,such as have neither wife nor son do not so easily fall into this misfortune2 but withal more cruelly and unworthily4 ,cato the elder in his time said3 ,so many servants1 so many enemies2 consider1 then1 whether according to the vast difference between the purity of the age he lived in and the corruption of this of ours1 he does not seem to shew us that wife1 son1 and servant1 are so many enemies to us8 ',tis well for old age that it is always accompanied by want of observation1 ignorance1 and a proneness to being deceived4 ,for should we see how we are used and would not acquiesce1 what would become of us8 especially in such an age as this1 where the very judges who are to determine our controversies are usually partisans to the young1 and interested in the cause4 ,in case the discovery of this cheating escape me1 ,i cannot at least fail to discern that ,i am very fit to be cheated4 ,and can a man ever enough exalt the value of a friend1 in comparison with these civil ties8 ,the very image of it which ,i see in beasts1 so pure and uncorrupted1 how religiously do ,i respect it6 ,if others deceive me1 yet do ,i not1 at least1 deceive myself in thinking ,i am able to defend myself from them1 or in cudgelling my brains to make myself so4 ,i protect myself from such treasons in my own bosom1 not by an unquiet and tumultuous curiosity1 but rather by diversion and resolution4 ,when ,i hear talk of any one's condition1 ,i never trouble myself to think of him2 ,i presently turn my eyes upon myself to see in what condition ,i am2 whatever concerns another relates to me2 the accident that has befallen him gives me caution1 and rouses me to turn my defence that way4 ,we every day and every hour say things of another that we might properly say of ourselves1 could we but apply our observation to our own concerns1 as well as extend it to others4 ,and several authors have in this manner prejudiced their own cause by running headlong upon those they attack1 and darting those shafts against their enemies1 that are more properly1 and with greater advantage1 to be turned upon themselves4 ,the late ,mareschal de ,montluc having lost his son1 who died in the island of ,madeira1 in truth a very worthy gentleman and of great expectation1 did to me1 amongst his other regrets1 very much insist upon what a sorrow and heart-breaking it was that he had never made himself familiar with him2 and by that humour of paternal gravity and grimace to have lost the opportunity of having an insight into and of well knowing1 his son1 as also of letting him know the extreme affection he had for him1 and the worthy opinion he had of his virtue4 ,that poor boy1 said he1 never saw in me other than a stern and disdainful countenance1 and is gone in a belief that ,i neither knew how to love him nor esteem him according to his desert4 ,for whom did ,i reserve the discovery of that singular affection ,i had for him in my soul8 ,was it not he himself1 who ought to have had all the pleasure of it1 and all the obligation8 ,i constrained and racked myself to put on1 and maintain this vain disguise1 and have by that means deprived myself of the pleasure of his conversation1 and1 ,i doubt1 in some measure1 his affection1 which could not but be very cold to me1 having never other from me than austerity1 nor felt other than a tyrannical manner of proceeding4 ,madame de ,sevigne tells us that she never read this passage without tears in her eyes4 ,my ,god6 she exclaims1 how full is this book of good sense6 ,ed4 ,i find this complaint to be rational and rightly apprehended3 for1 as ,i myself know by too certain experience1 there is no so sweet consolation in the loss of friends as the conscience of having had no reserve or secret for them1 and to have had with them a perfect and entire communication4 ,oh my friend1--,la ,boetie4 am ,i the better for being sensible of this2 or am ,i the worse8 ,i am1 doubtless1 much the better4 ,i am consoled and honoured1 in the sorrow for his death4 ,is it not a pious and a pleasing office of my life to be always upon my friend's obsequies8 ,can there be any joy equal to this privation8 ,i open myself to my family1 as much as ,i can1 and very willingly let them know the state of my opinion and good will towards them1 as ,i do to everybody else3 ,i make haste to bring out and present myself to them2 for ,i will not have them mistaken in me1 in anything4 ,amongst other particular customs of our ancient ,gauls1 this1 as ,caesar reports1--,de ,bello ,gall41 vi4 r#h4--was one1 that the sons never presented themselves before their fathers1 nor durst ever appear in their company in public1 till they began to bear arms2 as if they would intimate by this1 that it was also time for their fathers to receive them into their familiarity and acquaintance4 ,i have observed yet another sort of indiscretion in fathers of my time1 that1 not contented with having deprived their children1 during their own long lives1 of the share they naturally ought to have had in their fortunes1 they afterwards leave to their wives the same authority over their estates1 and liberty to dispose of them according to their own fancy4 ,and ,i have known a certain lord1 one of the principal officers of the crown1 who1 having in reversion above fifty thousand crowns yearly revenue1 died necessitous and overwhelmed with debt at above fifty years of age2 his mother in her extremest decrepitude being yet in possession of all his property by the will of his father1 who had1 for his part1 lived till near fourscore years old4 ,this appears to me by no means reasonable4 ,and therefore ,i think it of very little advantage to a man1 whose affairs are well enough1 to seek a wife who encumbers his estate with a very great fortune2 there is no sort of foreign debt that brings more ruin to families than this3 my predecessors have ever been aware of that danger and provided against it1 and so have ,i4 ,but those who dissuade us from rich wives1 for fear they should be less tractable and kind1 are out in their advice to make a man lose a real commodity for so frivolous a conjecture4 ,it costs an unreasonable woman no more to pass over one reason than another2 they cherish themselves most where they are most wrong4 ,injustice allures them1 as the honour of their virtuous actions does the good2 and the more riches they bring with them1 they are so much the more good-natured1 as women1 who are handsome1 are all the more inclined and proud to be chaste4 ',tis reasonable to leave the administration of affairs to the mothers1 till the children are old enough1 according to law1 to manage them2 but the father has brought them1 up very ill1 if he cannot hope that1 when they come to maturity1 they will have more wisdom and ability in the management of affairs than his wife1 considering the ordinary weakness of the sex4 ,it were1 notwithstanding1 to say the truth1 more against nature to make the mothers depend upon the discretion of their children2 they ought to be plentifully provided for1 to maintain themselves according to their quality and age1 by reason that necessity and indigence are much more unbecoming and insupportable to them than to men2 the son should rather be cut short than the mother4 ,in general1 the most judicious distribution of our goods1 when we come to die1 is1 in my opinion1 to let them be distributed according to the custom of the country2 the laws have considered the matter better than we know how to do1 and 'tis wiser to let them fail in their appointment1 than rashly to run the hazard of miscarrying in ours4 ,nor are the goods properly ours1 since1 by civil prescription and without us1 they are all destined to certain successors4 ,and although we have some liberty beyond that1 yet ,i think we ought not1 without great and manifest cause1 to take away that from one which his fortune has allotted him1 and to which the public equity gives him title2 and that it is against reason to abuse this liberty1 in making it serve our own frivolous and private fancies4 ,my destiny has been kind to me in not presenting me with occasions to tempt me and divert my affection from the common and legitimate institution4 ,i see many with whom 'tis time lost to employ a long exercise of good offices3 a word ill taken obliterates ten years' merit2 he is happy who is in a position to oil their goodwill at this last passage4 ,the last action carries it1 not the best and most frequent offices1 but the most recent and present do the work4 ,these are people that play with their wills as with apples or rods1 to gratify or chastise every action of those who pretend to an interest in their care4 ',tis a thing of too great weight and consequence to be so tumbled and tossed and altered every moment1 and wherein the wise determine once for all1 having above all things regard to reason and the public observance4 ,we lay these masculine substitutions too much to heart1 proposing a ridiculous eternity to our names4 ,we are1 moreover1 too superstitious in vain conjectures as to the future1 that we derive from the words and actions of children4 ,peradventure they might have done me an injustice1 in dispossessing me of my right1 for having been the most dull and heavy1 the most slow and unwilling at my book1 not of all my brothers only1 but of all the boys in the whole province3 whether about learning my lesson1 or about any bodily exercise4 ',tis a folly to make an election out of the ordinary course upon the credit of these divinations wherein we are so often deceived4 ,if the ordinary rule of descent were to be violated1 and the destinies corrected in the choice they have made of our heirs1 one might more plausibly do it upon the account of some remarkable and enormous personal deformity1 a permanent and incorrigible defect1 and in the opinion of us ,french1 who are great admirers of beauty1 an important prejudice4 ,the pleasant dialogue betwixt ,plato's legislator and his citizens will be an ornament to this place1 ,what1 said they1 feeling themselves about to die1 may we not dispose of our own to whom we please8 ,god6 what cruelty that it shall not be lawful for us1 according as we have been served and attended in our sickness1 in our old age1 in our affairs1 to give more or less to those whom we have found most diligent about us1 at our own fancy and discretion6 ,to which the legislator answers thus3 ,my friends1 who are now1 without question1 very soon to die1 it is hard for you in the condition you are1 either to know yourselves1 or what is yours1 according to the delphic inscription4 ,i1 who make the laws1 am of opinion1 that you neither are yourselves your own1 nor is that yours of which you are possessed4 ,both your goods and you belong to your families1 as well those past as those to come2 but1 further1 both your family and goods much more appertain to the public4 ,wherefore1 lest any flatterer in your old age or in your sickness1 or any passion of your own1 should unseasonably prevail with you to make an unjust will1 ,i shall take care to prevent that inconvenience2 but1 having respect both to the universal interests of the city and that of your particular family1 ,i shall establish laws1 and make it by good reasons appear1 that private convenience ought to give place to the common benefit4 ,go then cheerfully where human necessity calls you4 ,it is for me1 who regard no more the one thing than the other1 and who1 as much as in me lies1 am provident of the public interest1 to have a care as to what you leave behind you4 ,to return to my subject3 it appears to me that women are very rarely born1 to whom the prerogative over men1 the maternal and natural excepted1 is in any sort due1 unless it be for the punishment of such1 as in some amorous fever have voluntarily submitted themselves to them3 but that in no way concerns the old ones1 of whom we are now speaking4 ,this consideration it is which has made us so willingly to enact and give force to that law1 which was never yet seen by any one1 by which women are excluded the succession to our crown3 and there is hardly a government in the world where it is not pleaded1 as it is here1 by the probability of reason that authorises it1 though fortune has given it more credit in some places than in others4 ',tis dangerous to leave the disposal of our succession to their judgment1 according to the choice they shall make of children1 which is often fantastic and unjust2 for the irregular appetites and depraved tastes they have during the time of their being with child1 they have at all other times in the mind4 ,we commonly see them fond of the most weak1 ricketty1 and deformed children2 or of those1 if they have such1 as are still hanging at the breast4 ,for1 not having sufficient force of reason to choose and embrace that which is most worthy1 they the more willingly suffer themselves to be carried away1 where the impressions of nature are most alone2 like animals that know their young no longer than they give them suck4 ,as to the rest1 it is easy by experience to be discerned that this natural affection to which we give so great authority has but very weak roots4 ,for a very little profit1 we every day tear their own children out of the mothers' arms1 and make them take ours in their room3 we make them abandon their own to some pitiful nurse1 to whom we disdain to commit ours1 or to some she-goat1 forbidding them1 not only to give them suck1 what danger soever they run thereby1 but1 moreover1 to take any manner of care of them1 that they may wholly be occupied with the care of and attendance upon ours2 and we see in most of them an adulterate affection1 more vehement than the natural1 begotten by custom toward the foster children1 and a greater solicitude for the preservation of those they have taken charge of1 than of their own4 ,and that which ,i was saying of goats was upon this account2 that it is ordinary all about where ,i live1 to see the countrywomen1 when they want milk of their own for their children1 to call goats to their assistance2 and ,i have at this hour two men-servants that never sucked women's milk more than eight days after they were born4 ,these goats are immediately taught to come to suckle the little children1 know their voices when they cry1 and come running to them4 ,if any other than this foster-child be presented to them1 they refuse to let it suck2 and the child in like manner will refuse to suck another goat4 ,i saw one the other day from whom they had taken away the goat that used to nourish it1 by reason the father had only borrowed it of a neighbour2 the child would not touch any other they could bring1 and died1 doubtless of hunger4 ,beasts as easily alter and corrupt their natural affection as we3 ,i believe that in what ,herodotus relates of a certain district of ,lybia1 there are many mistakes2 he says that the women are there in common2 but that the child1 so soon as it can go1 finds him out in the crowd for his father1 to whom he is first led by his natural inclination4 ,now1 to consider this simple reason for loving our children1 that we have begot them1 therefore calling them our second selves1 it appears1 methinks1 that there is another kind of production proceeding from us1 that is of no less recommendation3 for that which we engender by the soul1 the issue of our understanding1 courage1 and abilities1 springs from nobler parts than those of the body1 and that are much more our own3 we are both father and mother in this generation4 ,these cost us a great deal more and bring us more honour1 if they have anything of good in them4 ,for the value of our other children is much more theirs than ours2 the share we have in them is very little2 but of these all the beauty1 all the grace and value1 are ours2 and also they more vividly represent us than the others4 ,plato adds1 that these are immortal children that immortalise and deify their fathers1 as ,lycurgus1 ,solon1 ,minos4 ,now1 histories being full of examples of the common affection of fathers to their children1 it seems not altogether improper to introduce some few of this other kind4 ,heliodorus1 that good bishop of ,trikka1 rather chose to lose the dignity1 profit1 and devotion of so venerable a prelacy1 than to lose his daughter2 a daughter that continues to this day very graceful and comely2 but1 peradventure1 a little too curiously and wantonly tricked1 and too amorous for an ecclesiastical and sacerdotal daughter4 ,there was one ,labienus at ,rome1 a man of great worth and authority1 and amongst other qualities excellent in all sorts of literature1 who was1 as ,i take it1 the son of that great ,labienus1 the chief of ,caesar's captains in the wars of ,gaul2 and who1 afterwards1 siding with ,pompey the great1 so valiantly maintained his cause1 till he was by ,caesar defeated in ,spain4 ,this ,labienus1 of whom ,i am now speaking1 had several enemies1 envious of his good qualities1 and1 tis likely1 the courtiers and minions of the emperors of his time who were very angry at his freedom and the paternal humour which he yet retained against tyranny1 with which it is to be supposed he had tinctured his books and writings4 ,his adversaries prosecuted several pieces he had published before the magistrates at ,rome1 and prevailed so far against him1 as to have them condemned to the fire4 ,it was in him that this new example of punishment was begun1 which was afterwards continued against others at ,rome1 to punish even writing and studies with death4 ,there would not be means and matter enough of cruelty1 did we not mix with them things that nature has exempted from all sense and suffering1 as reputation and the products of the mind1 and did we not communicate corporal punishments to the teachings and monuments of the ,muses4 ,now1 ,labienus could not suffer this loss1 nor survive these his so dear issue1 and therefore caused himself to be conveyed and shut up alive in the monument of his ancestors1 where he made shift to kill and bury himself at once4 ',tis hard to shew a more vehement paternal affection than this4 ,cassius ,severus1 a man of great eloquence and his very intimate friend1 seeing his books burned1 cried out that by the same sentence they should as well condemn him to the fire too1 seeing that he carried in his memory all that they contained4 ,the like accident befel ,cremutius ,cordus1 who being accused of having in his books commended ,brutus and ,cassius1 that dirty1 servile1 and corrupt ,senate1 worthy a worse master than ,tiberius1 condemned his writings to the flame4 ,he was willing to bear them company1 and killed himself with fasting4 ,the good ,lucan1 being condemned by that rascal ,nero1 at the last gasp of his life1 when the greater part of his blood was already spent through the veins of his arms1 which he had caused his physician to open to make him die1 and when the cold had seized upon all his extremities1 and began to approach his vital parts1 the last thing he had in his memory was some of the verses of his ,battle of ,phaysalia1 which he recited1 dying with them in his mouth4 ,what was this1 but taking a tender and paternal leave of his children1 in imitation of the valedictions and embraces1 wherewith we part from ours1 when we come to die1 and an effect of that natural inclination1 that suggests to our remembrance in this extremity those things which were dearest to us during the time of our life8 ,can we believe that ,epicurus who1 as he says himself1 dying of the intolerable pain of the stone1 had all his consolation in the beauty of the doctrine he left behind him1 could have received the same satisfaction from many children1 though never so well-conditioned and brought up1 had he had them1 as he did from the production of so many rich writings8 ,or that1 had it been in his choice to have left behind him a deformed and untoward child or a foolish and ridiculous book1 he1 or any other man of his understanding1 would not rather have chosen to have run the first misfortune than the other8 ,it had been1 for example1 peradventure1 an impiety in ,st4 ,augustin1 if1 on the one hand1 it had been proposed to him to bury his writings1 from which religion has received so great fruit1 or on the other to bury his children1 had he had them1 had he not rather chosen to bury his children4 ,and ,i know not whether ,i had not much rather have begot a very beautiful one1 through society with the ,muses1 than by lying with my wife4 ,to this1 such as it is1 what ,i give it ,i give absolutely and irrevocably1 as men do to their bodily children4 ,that little ,i have done for it1 is no more at my own disposal2 it may know many things that are gone from me1 and from me hold that which ,i have not retained2 and which1 as well as a stranger1 ,i should borrow thence1 should ,i stand in need4 ,if ,i am wiser than my book1 it is richer than ,i4 ,there are few men addicted to poetry1 who would not be much prouder to be the father to the ,a,eneid than to the handsomest youth of ,rome2 and who would not much better bear the loss of the one than of the other4 ,for according to ,aristotle1 the poet1 of all artificers1 is the fondest of his work4 ',tis hard to believe that ,epaminondas1 who boasted that in lieu of all posterity he left two daughters behind him that would one day do their father honour 7meaning the two victories he obtained over the ,lacedaemonians71 would willingly have consented to exchange these for the most beautiful creatures of all ,greece2 or that ,alexander or ,caesar ever wished to be deprived of the grandeur of their glorious exploits in war1 for the convenience of children and heirs1 how perfect and accomplished soever4 ,nay1 ,i make a great question1 whether ,phidias or any other excellent sculptor would be so solicitous of the preservation and continuance of his natural children1 as he would be of a rare statue1 which with long labour and study he had perfected according to art4 ,and to those furious and irregular passions that have sometimes inflamed fathers towards their own daughters1 and mothers towards their own sons1 the like is also found in this other sort of parentage3 witness what is related of ,pygmalion who1 having made the statue of a woman of singular beauty1 fell so passionately in love with this work of his1 that the gods in favour of his passion inspired it with life4 ,tentatum mollescit ebur1 positoque rigore1 ,subsidit digitis4 ,the ivory grows soft under his touch and yields to his fingers4 --,ovid1 ,metam41 x4 #bhc4 ,,chapter ,,ix ,,of ,,the ,,arms ,,of ,,the ,,parthians ',tis an ill custom and unmanly that the gentlemen of our time have got1 not to put on arms but just upon the point of the most extreme necessity1 and to lay them by again1 so soon as ever there is any show of the danger being over2 hence many disorders arise2 for every one bustling and running to his arms just when he should go to charge1 has his cuirass to buckle on when his companions are already put to rout4 ,our ancestors were wont to give their head-piece1 lance and gauntlets to be carried1 but never put off the other pieces so long as there was any work to be done4 ,our troops are now cumbered and rendered unsightly with the clutter of baggage and servants who cannot be from their masters1 by reason they carry their arms4 ,titus ,livius speaking of our nation3 ,intolerantissima laboris corpora vix arma humeris gerebant4 ,bodies most impatient of labour could scarce endure to wear their arms on their shoulders4--,livy1 x4 #bh4 ,many nations do yet1 and did anciently1 go to war without defensive arms1 or with such1 at least1 as were of very little proof3 ,tegmina queis capitum1 raptus de subere cortex4 ,to whom the coverings of the heads were the bark of the cork-tree4--,a,eneid1 vii4 #gdb4 ,alexander1 the most adventurous captain that ever was1 very seldom wore armour1 and such amongst us as slight it1 do not by that much harm to the main concern2 for if we see some killed for want of it1 there are few less whom the lumber of arms helps to destroy1 either by being overburthened1 crushed1 and cramped with their weight1 by a rude shock1 or otherwise4 ,for1 in plain truth1 to observe the weight and thickness of the armour we have now in use1 it seems as if we only sought to defend ourselves1 and are rather loaded than secured by it4 ,we have enough to do to support its weight1 being so manacled and immured1 as if we were only to contend with our own arms1 and as if we had not the same obligation to defend them1 that they have to defend us4 ,tacitus gives a pleasant description of the men-at-arms among our ancient ,gauls1 who were so armed as only to be able to stand1 without power to harm or to be harmed1 or to rise again if once struck down4 ,lucullus1 seeing certain soldiers of the ,medes1 who formed the van of ,tigranes' army1 heavily armed and very uneasy1 as if in prisons of iron1 thence conceived hopes with great ease to defeat them1 and by them began his charge and victory4 ,and now that our musketeers are in credit1 ,i believe some invention will be found out to immure us for our safety1 and to draw us to the war in castles1 such as those the ancients loaded their elephants withal4 ,this humour is far differing from that of the younger ,scipio1 who sharply reprehended his soldiers for having planted caltrops under water1 in a ditch by which those of the town he held besieged might sally out upon him2 saying1 that those who assaulted should think of attacking1 and not to fear2 suspecting1 with good reason1 that this stop they had put to the enemies1 would make themselves less vigilant upon their guard4 ,he said also to a young man1 who showed him a fine buckler he had1 that he was very proud of1 ,it is a very fine buckler indeed1 but a ,roman soldier ought to repose greater confidence in his right hand than in his left4 ,now 'tis nothing but the not being used to wear it that makes the weight of our armour so intolerable3 ,l'usbergo in dosso haveano1 et l'elmo in testa1 ,due di questi guerrier1 de' quali io canto2 ,ne notte o di1 d' appoi ch' entraro in questa ,stanza1 gl'haveano mai messi da canto2 ,che facile a portar come la vesta ,era lor1 perche in uso l'havean tanto3 ,two of the warriors1 of whom ,i sing1 had on their backs their cuirass and on their heads their casque1 and never had night or day once laid them by1 whilst here they were2 those arms1 by long practice1 were grown as light to bear as a garment --,ariosto1 ,cant41 ,,mi4 #cj4 the ,emperor ,caracalla was wont to march on foot1 completely armed1 at the head of his army4 ,the ,roman infantry always carried not only a morion1 a sword1 and a shield 7for as to arms1 says ,cicero1 they were so accustomed to have them always on1 that they were no more trouble to them than their own limbs73 ,arma enim membra militis esse dicunt4 but1 moreover1 fifteen days' provision1 together with a certain number of stakes1 wherewith to fortify their camp1 sixty pounds in weight4 ,and ,marius' soldiers1 laden at the same rate1 were inured to march in order of battle five leagues in five hours1 and sometimes1 upon any urgent occasion1 six4 ,their military discipline was much ruder than ours1 and accordingly produced much greater effects4 ,the younger ,scipio1 reforming his army in ,spain1 ordered his soldiers to eat standing1 and nothing that was drest4 ,the jeer that was given a ,lacedaemonian soldier is marvellously pat to this purpose1 who1 in an expedition of war1 was reproached for having been seen under the roof of a house3 they were so inured to hardship that1 let the weather be what it would1 it was a shame to be seen under any other cover than the roof of heaven4 ,we should not march our people very far at that rate4 ,as to what remains1 ,marcellinus1 a man bred up in the ,roman wars1 curiously observes the manner of the ,parthians arming themselves1 and the rather1 for being so different from that of the ,romans4 ,they had1 says he1 armour so woven as to have all the scales fall over one another like so many little feathers2 which did nothing hinder the motion of the body1 and yet were of such resistance1 that our darts hitting upon them1 would rebound 7these were the coats of mail our forefathers were so constantly wont to use74 ,and in another place3 they had1 says he1 strong and able horses1 covered with thick tanned hides of leather1 and were themselves armed 'cap-a-pie' with great plates of iron1 so artificially ordered1 that in all parts of the limbs1 which required bending1 they lent themselves to the motion4 ,one would have said1 that they had been men of iron2 having armour for the head so neatly fitted1 and so naturally representing the form of a face1 that they were nowhere vulnerable1 save at two little round holes1 that gave them a little light1 corresponding with their eyes1 and certain small chinks about their nostrils1 through which they1 with great difficulty1 breathed1 ,flexilis inductis animatur lamina membris1 ,horribilis visu2 credas simulacra moveri ,ferrea1 cognatoque viros spirare metallo4 ,par vestitus equis3 ferrata fronte minantur1 ,ferratosque movent1 securi vulneris1 armos4 ,plates of steel are placed over the body1 so flexible that1 dreadful to be seen1 you would think these not living men1 but moving images4 ,the horses are similarly armed1 and1 secured from wounds1 move their iron shoulders4--,claud1 ,in ,ruf41 ii4 #ceh4 ',tis a description drawing very near resembling the equipage of the men-at-arms in ,france1 with their barded horses4 ,plutarch says1 that ,demetrius caused two complete suits of armour to be made for himself and for ,alcimus1 a captain of the greatest note and authority about him1 of six score pounds weight each1 whereas the ordinary suits weighed but half as much4 ,,chapter ,x ,,of ,,books ,i make no doubt but that ,i often happen to speak of things that are much better and more truly handled by those who are masters of the trade4 ,you have here purely an essay of my natural parts1 and not of those acquired3 and whoever shall catch me tripping in ignorance1 will not in any sort get the better of me2 for ,i should be very unwilling to become responsible to another for my writings1 who am not so to myself1 nor satisfied with them4 ,whoever goes in quest of knowledge1 let him fish for it where it is to be found2 there is nothing ,i so little profess4 ,these are fancies of my own1 by which ,i do not pretend to discover things but to lay open myself2 they may1 peradventure1 one day be known to me1 or have formerly been1 according as fortune has been able to bring me in place where they have been explained2 but ,i have utterly forgotten it2 and if ,i am a man of some reading1 ,i am a man of no retention2 so that ,i can promise no certainty1 more than to make known to what point the knowledge ,i now have has risen4 ,therefore1 let none lay stress upon the matter ,i write1 but upon my method in writing it4 ,let them observe1 in what ,i borrow1 if ,i have known how to choose what is proper to raise or help the invention1 which is always my own4 ,for ,i make others say for me1 not before but after me1 what1 either for want of language or want of sense1 ,i cannot myself so well express4 ,i do not number my borrowings1 ,i weigh them2 and had ,i designed to raise their value by number1 ,i had made them twice as many2 they are all1 or within a very few1 so famed and ancient authors1 that they seem1 methinks1 themselves sufficiently to tell who they are1 without giving me the trouble4 ,in reasons1 comparisons1 and arguments1 if ,i transplant any into my own soil1 and confound them amongst my own1 ,i purposely conceal the author1 to awe the temerity of those precipitate censors who fall upon all sorts of writings1 particularly the late ones1 of men yet living2 and in the vulgar tongue which puts every one into a capacity of criticising and which seem to convict the conception and design as vulgar also4 ,i will have them give ,plutarch a fillip on my nose1 and rail against ,seneca when they think they rail at me4 ,i must shelter my own weakness under these great reputations4 ,i shall love any one that can unplume me1 that is1 by clearness of understanding and judgment1 and by the sole distinction of the force and beauty of the discourse4 ,for ,i who1 for want of memory1 am at every turn at a loss to1 pick them out of their national livery1 am yet wise enough to know1 by the measure of my own abilities1 that my soil is incapable of producing any of those rich flowers that ,i there find growing2 and that all the fruits of my own growth are not worth any one of them4 ,for this1 indeed1 ,i hold myself responsible2 if ,i get in my own way2 if there be any vanity and defect in my writings which ,i do not of myself perceive nor can discern1 when pointed out to me by another2 for many faults escape our eye1 but the infirmity of judgment consists in not being able to discern them1 when by another laid open to us4 ,knowledge and truth may be in us without judgment1 and judgment also without them2 but the confession of ignorance is one of the finest and surest testimonies of judgment that ,i know4 ,i have no other officer to put my writings in rank and file1 but only fortune4 ,as things come into my head1 ,i heap them one upon another2 sometimes they advance in whole bodies1 sometimes in single file4 ,i would that every one should see my natural and ordinary pace1 irregular as it is2 ,i suffer myself to jog on at my own rate4 ,neither are these subjects which a man is not permitted to be ignorant in1 or casually and at a venture1 to discourse of4 ,i could wish to have a more perfect knowledge of things1 but ,i will not buy it so dear as it costs4 ,my design is to pass over easily1 and not laboriously1 the remainder of my life2 there is nothing that ,i will cudgel my brains about2 no1 not even knowledge1 of what value soever4 ,i seek1 in the reading of books1 only to please myself by an honest diversion2 or1 if ,i study1 'tis for no other science than what treats of the knowledge of myself1 and instructs me how to die and how to live well4 ,has meus ad metas sudet oportet equus4 ,my horse must work according to my step4 --,propertius1 iv4 ,i do not bite my nails about the difficulties ,i meet with in my reading2 after a charge or two1 ,i give them over4 ,should ,i insist upon them1 ,i should both lose myself and time2 for ,i have an impatient understanding1 that must be satisfied at first3 what ,i do not discern at once is by persistence rendered more obscure4 ,i do nothing without gaiety2 continuation and a too obstinate endeavour1 darkens1 stupefies1 and tires my judgment4 ,my sight is confounded and dissipated with poring2 ,i must withdraw it1 and refer my discovery to new attempts2 just as1 to judge rightly of the lustre of scarlet1 we are taught to pass the eye lightly over it1 and again to run it over at several sudden and reiterated glances4 ,if one book do not please me1 ,i take another2 and ,i never meddle with any1 but at such times as ,i am weary of doing nothing4 ,i care not much for new ones1 because the old seem fuller and stronger2 neither do ,i converse much with ,greek authors1 because my judgment cannot do its work with imperfect intelligence of the material4 ,amongst books that are simply pleasant1 of the moderns1 ,boccaccio's ,decameron1 ,rabelais1 and the ,basia of ,johannes ,secundus 7if those may be ranged under the title7 are worth reading for amusement4 ,as to the ,amadis1 and such kind of stuff1 they had not the credit of arresting even my childhood4 ,and ,i will1 moreover1 say1 whether boldly or rashly1 that this old1 heavy soul of mine is now no longer tickled with ,ariosto1 no1 nor with the worthy ,ovid2 his facility and inventions1 with which ,i was formerly so ravished1 are now of no more relish1 and ,i can hardly have the patience to read them4 ,i speak my opinion freely of all things1 even of those that1 perhaps1 exceed my capacity1 and that ,i do not conceive to be1 in any wise1 under my jurisdiction4 ,and1 accordingly1 the judgment ,i deliver1 is to show the measure of my own sight1 and not of the things ,i make so bold to criticise4 ,when ,i find myself disgusted with ,plato's ',axiochus'1 as with a work1 with due respect to such an author be it spoken1 without force1 my judgment does not believe itself3 it is not so arrogant as to oppose the authority of so many other famous judgments of antiquity1 which it considers as its tutors and masters1 and with whom it is rather content to err2 in such a case1 it condemns itself either to stop at the outward bark1 not being able to penetrate to the heart1 or to consider it by sortie false light4 ,it is content with only securing itself from trouble and disorder2 as to its own weakness1 it frankly acknowledges and confesses it4 ,it thinks it gives a just interpretation to the appearances by its conceptions presented to it2 but they are weak and imperfect4 ,most of the fables of ,a,esop have diverse senses and meanings1 of which the mythologists chose some one that quadrates well to the fable2 but1 for the most part1 'tis but the first face that presents itself and is superficial only2 there yet remain others more vivid1 essential1 and profound1 into which they have not been able to penetrate2 and just so 'tis with me4 ,but1 to pursue the business of this essay1 ,i have always thought that1 in poesy1 ,virgil1 ,lucretius1 ,catullus1 and ,horace by many degrees excel the rest2 and signally1 ,virgil in his ,georgics1 which ,i look upon as the most accomplished piece in poetry2 and in comparison of which a man may easily discern that there are some places in his ,a,eneids1 to which the author would have given a little more of the file1 had he had leisure3 and the fifth book of his ,a,eneids seems to me the most perfect4 ,i also love ,lucan1 and willingly read him1 not so much for his style1 as for his own worth1 and the truth and solidity of his opinions and judgments4 ,as for good ,terence1 the refined elegance and grace of the ,latin tongue1 ,i find him admirable in his vivid representation of our manners and the movements of the soul2 our actions throw me at every turn upon him2 and ,i cannot read him so often that ,i do not still discover some new grace and beauty4 ,such as lived near ,virgil's time complained that some should compare ,lucretius to him4 ,i am of opinion that the comparison is1 in truth1 very unequal3 a belief that1 nevertheless1 ,i have much ado to assure myself in1 when ,i come upon some excellent passage in ,lucretius4 ,but if they were so angry at this comparison1 what would they say to the brutish and barbarous stupidity of those who1 nowadays1 compare him with ,ariosto8 ,would not ,ariosto himself say8 ,o seclum insipiens et inficetum6 ,o stupid and tasteless age4--,catullus1 xliii4 #h4 ,i think the ancients had more reason to be angry with those who compared ,plautus with ,terence1 though much nearer the mark1 than ,lucretius with ,virgil4 ,it makes much for the estimation and preference of ,terence1 that the father of ,roman eloquence has him so often1 and alone of his class1 in his mouth2 and the opinion that the best judge of ,roman poets --,horace1 ,de ,art4 ,poetica1 #bgi4--;has passed upon his companion4 ,i have often observed that those of our times1 who take upon them to write comedies 7in imitation of the ,italians1 who are happy enough in that way of writing71 take three or four plots of those of ,plautus or ,terence to make one of their own1 and 1 crowd five or six of ,boccaccio's novels into one single comedy4 ,that which makes them so load themselves with matter is the diffidence they have of being able to support themselves with their own strength4 ,they must find out something to lean to2 and not having of their own stuff wherewith to entertain us1 they bring in the story to supply the defect of language4 ,it is quite otherwise with my author2 the elegance and perfection of his way of speaking makes us lose the appetite of his plot2 his refined grace and elegance of diction everywhere occupy us3 he is so pleasant throughout1 ,liquidus1 puroque simillimus amni1 ,liquid1 and likest the pure river4 --,horace1 ,ep41 ii4 s1 #abj4 and so possesses the soul with his graces that we forget those of his fable4 ,this same consideration carries me further3 ,i observe that the best of the ancient poets have avoided affectation and the hunting after1 not only fantastic ,spanish and ,petrarchic elevations1 but even the softer and more gentle touches1 which are the ornament of all succeeding poesy4 ,and yet there is no good judgment that will condemn this in the ancients1 and that does not incomparably more admire the equal polish1 and that perpetual sweetness and flourishing beauty of ,catullus's epigrams1 than all the stings with which ,martial arms the tails of his4 ,this is by the same reason that ,i gave before1 and as ,martial says of himself3 ,minus illi ingenio laborandum fuit1 in cujus locum materia successerat3 ,he had the less for his wit to do that the subject itself supplied what was necessary4--,martial1 praef4 ad lib4 viii4 ,the first1 without being moved1 or without getting angry1 make themselves sufficiently felt2 they have matter enough of laughter throughout1 they need not tickle themselves2 the others have need of foreign assistance2 as they have the less wit they must have the more body2 they mount on horseback1 because they are not able to stand on their own legs4 ,as in our balls1 those mean fellows who teach to dance1 not being able to represent the presence and dignity of our noblesse1 are fain to put themselves forward with dangerous jumping1 and other strange motions and tumblers tricks2 and the ladies are less put to it in dance2 where there are various coupees1 changes1 and quick motions of body1 than in some other of a more sedate kind1 where they are only to move a natural pace1 and to represent their ordinary grace and presence4 ,and so ,i have seen good drolls1 when in their own everyday clothes1 and with the same face they always wear1 give us all the pleasure of their art1 when their apprentices1 not yet arrived at such a pitch of perfection1 are fain to meal their faces1 put themselves into ridiculous disguises1 and make a hundred grotesque faces to give us whereat to laugh4 ,this conception of mine is nowhere more demonstrable than in comparing the ,a,eneid with ,orlando ,furioso2 of which we see the first1 by dint of wing1 flying in a brave and lofty place1 and always following his point3 the latter1 fluttering and hopping from tale to tale1 as from branch to branch1 not daring to trust his wings but in very short flights1 and perching at every turn1 lest his breath and strength should fail4 ,excursusque breves tentat4 ,and he attempts short excursions4 --,virgil1 ,georgics1 iv4 #aid4 ,these1 then1 as to this sort of subjects1 are the authors that best please me4 ,as to what concerns my other reading1 that mixes a little more profit with the pleasure1 and whence ,i learn how to marshal my opinions and conditions1 the books that serve me to this purpose are ,plutarch1 since he has been translated into ,french1 and ,seneca4 ,both of these have this notable convenience suited to my humour1 that the knowledge ,i there seek is discoursed in loose pieces1 that do not require from me any trouble of reading long1 of which ,i am incapable4 ,such are the minor works of the first and the epistles of the latter1 which are the best and most profiting of all their writings4 ',tis no great attempt to take one of them in hand1 and ,i give over at pleasure2 for they have no sequence or dependence upon one another4 ,these authors1 for the most part1 concur in useful and true opinions2 and there is this parallel betwixt them1 that fortune brought them into the world about the same century3 they were both tutors to two ,roman emperors3 both sought out from foreign countries3 both rich and both great men4 ,their instruction is the cream of philosophy1 and delivered after a plain and pertinent manner4 ,plutarch is more uniform and constant2 ,seneca more various and waving3 the last toiled and bent his whole strength to fortify virtue against weakness1 fear1 and vicious appetites2 the other seems more to slight their power1 and to disdain to alter his pace and to stand upon his guard4 ,plutarch's opinions are ,platonic1 gentle1 and accommodated to civil society2 those of the other are ,stoical and ,epicurean1 more remote from the common use1 but1 in my opinion1 more individually commodious and more firm4 ,seneca seems to lean a little to the tyranny of the emperors of his time1 and only seems2 for ,i take it for certain that he speaks against his judgment when he condemns the action of the generous murderers of ,caesar4 ,plutarch is frank throughout3 ,seneca abounds with brisk touches and sallies2 ,plutarch with things that warm and move you more2 this contents and pays you better3 he guides us1 the other pushes us on4 ,as to ,cicero1 his works that are most useful to my design are they that treat of manners and rules of our life4 ,but boldly to confess the truth 7for since one has passed the barriers of impudence1 there is no bridle71 his way of writing appears to me negligent and uninviting3 for his prefaces1 definitions1 divisions1 and etymologies take up the greatest part of his work3 whatever there is of life and marrow is smothered and lost in the long preparation4 ,when ,i have spent an hour in reading him1 which is a great deal for me1 and try to recollect what ,i have thence extracted of juice and substance1 for the most part ,i find nothing but wind2 for he is not yet come to the arguments that serve to his purpose1 and to the reasons that properly help to form the knot ,i seek4 ,for me1 who only desire to become more wise1 not more learned or eloquent1 these logical and ,aristotelian dispositions of parts are of no use4 ,i would have a man begin with the main proposition4 ,i know well enough what death and pleasure are2 let no man give himself the trouble to anatomise them to me4 ,i look for good and solid reasons1 at the first dash1 to instruct me how to stand their shock1 for which purpose neither grammatical subtleties nor the quaint contexture of words and argumentations are of any use at all4 ,i am for discourses that give the first charge into the heart of the redoubt2 his languish about the subject2 they are proper for the schools1 for the bar1 and for the pulpit1 where we have leisure to nod1 and may awake1 a quarter of an hour after1 time enough to find again the thread of the discourse4 ,it is necessary to speak after this manner to judges1 whom a man has a design to gain over1 right or wrong1 to children and common people1 to whom a man must say all1 and see what will come of it4 ,i would not have an author make it his business to render me attentive3 or that he should cry out fifty times ,oyez6 as the heralds do4 ,the ,romans1 in their religious exercises1 began with ',hoc age' as we in ours do with ',sursum corda'2 these are so many words lost to me3 ,i come already fully prepared from my chamber4 ,i need no allurement1 no invitation1 no sauce2 ,i eat the meat raw1 so that1 instead of whetting my appetite by these preparatives1 they tire and pall it4 ,will the licence of the time excuse my sacrilegious boldness if ,i censure the dialogism of ,plato himself as also dull and heavy1 too much stifling the matter1 and lament so much time lost by a man1 who had so many better things to say1 in so many long and needless preliminary interlocutions8 ,my ignorance will better excuse me in that ,i understand not ,greek so well as to discern the beauty of his language4 ,i generally choose books that use sciences1 not such as only lead to them4 ,the two first1 and ,pliny1 and their like1 have nothing of this ,hoc age2 they will have to do with men already instructed2 or if they have1 'tis a substantial ,hoc age2 and that has a body by itself4 ,i also delight in reading the ,epistles to ,atticus1 not only because they contain a great deal of the history and affairs of his time1 but much more because ,i therein discover much of his own private humours2 for ,i have a singular curiosity1 as ,i have said elsewhere1 to pry into the souls and the natural and true opinions of the authors1 with whom ,i converse4 ,a man may indeed judge of their parts1 but not of their manners nor of themselves1 by the writings they exhibit upon the theatre of the world4 ,i have a thousand times lamented the loss of the treatise ,brutus wrote upon ,virtue1 for it is well to learn the theory from those who best know the practice4 ,but seeing the matter preached and the preacher are different things1 ,i would as willingly see ,brutus in ,plutarch1 as in a book of his own4 ,i would rather choose to be certainly informed of the conference he had in his tent with some particular friends of his the night before a battle1 than of the harangue he made the next day to his army2 and of what he did in his closet and his chamber1 than what he did in the public square and in the senate4 ,as to ,cicero1 ,i am of the common opinion that1 learning excepted1 he had no great natural excellence4 ,he was a good citizen1 of an affable nature1 as all fat1 heavy men1 such as he was1 usually are2 but given to ease1 and had1 in truth1 a mighty share of vanity and ambition4 ,neither do ,i know how to excuse him for thinking his poetry fit to be published2 'tis no great imperfection to make ill verses1 but it is an imperfection not to be able to judge how unworthy his verses were of the glory of his name4 ,for what concerns his eloquence1 that is totally out of all comparison1 and ,i believe it will never be equalled4 ,the younger ,cicero1 who resembled his father in nothing but in name1 whilst commanding in ,asia1 had several strangers one day at his table1 and1 amongst the rest1 ,cestius seated at the lower end1 as men often intrude to the open tables of the great4 ,cicero asked one of his people who that man was1 who presently told him his name2 but he1 as one who had his thoughts taken up with something else1 and who had forgotten the answer made him1 asking three or four times1 over and over again2 the same question1 the fellow1 to deliver himself from so many answers and to make him know him by some particular circumstance2 'tis that ,cestius1 said he1 of whom it was told you1 that he makes no great account of your father's eloquence in comparison of his own4 ,at which ,cicero1 being suddenly nettled1 commanded poor ,cestius presently to be seized1 and caused him to be very well whipped in his own presence2 a very discourteous entertainer6 ,yet even amongst those1 who1 all things considered1 have reputed his1 eloquence incomparable1 there have been some1 who have not stuck to observe some faults in it3 as that great ,brutus his friend1 for example1 who said 'twas a broken and feeble eloquence1 'fyactam et elumbem'4 ,the orators also1 nearest to the age wherein he lived1 reprehended in him the care he had of a certain long cadence in his periods1 and particularly took notice of these words1 'esse videatur'1 which he there so often makes use of4 ,for my part1 ,i more approve of a shorter style1 and that comes more roundly off4 ,he does1 though1 sometimes shuffle his parts more briskly together1 but 'tis very seldom4 ,i have myself taken notice of this one passage3 ,ego vero me minus diu senem mallem1 quam esse senem1 antequam essem4 ,i had rather be old a brief time1 than be old before old age4 --,cicero1 ,de ,senect41 c4 #aj4 ,the historians are my right ball1 for they are pleasant and easy1 and where man1 in general1 the knowledge of whom ,i hunt after1 appears more vividly and entire than anywhere else3 ,the easiest of my amusements1 the right ball at tennis being that which coming to the player from the right hand1 is much easier played with4--,coste4 the variety and truth of his internal qualities1 in gross and piecemeal1 the diversity of means by which he is united and knit1 and the accidents that threaten him4 ,now those that write lives1 by reason they insist more upon counsels than events1 more upon what sallies from within1 than upon what happens without1 are the most proper for my reading2 and1 therefore1 above all others1 ,plutarch is the man for me4 ,i am very sorry we have not a dozen ,laertii1--,diogenes ,laertius1 who wrote the ,lives of the ,philosophers--or that he was not further extended2 for ,i am equally curious to know the lives and fortunes of these great instructors of the world1 as to know the diversities of their doctrines and opinions4 ,in this kind of study of histories1 a man must tumble over1 without distinction1 all sorts of authors1 old and new1 ,french or foreign1 there to know the things of which they variously treat4 ,but ,caesar1 in my opinion1 particularly deserves to be studied1 not for the knowledge of the history only1 but for himself1 so great an excellence and perfection he has above all the rest1 though ,sallust be one of the number4 ,in earnest1 ,i read this author with more reverence and respect than is usually allowed to human writings2 one while considering him in his person1 by his actions and miraculous greatness1 and another in the purity and inimitable polish of his language1 wherein he not only excels all other historians1 as ,cicero confesses1 but1 peradventure1 even ,cicero himself2 speaking of his enemies with so much sincerity in his judgment1 that1 the false colours with which he strives to palliate his evil cause1 and the ordure of his pestilent ambition excepted1 ,i think there is no fault to be objected against him1 saving this1 that he speaks too sparingly of himself1 seeing so many great things could not have been performed under his conduct1 but that his own personal acts must necessarily have had a greater share in them than he attributes to them4 ,i love historians1 whether of the simple sort1 or of the higher order4 ,the simple1 who have nothing of their own to mix with it1 and who only make it their business to collect all that comes to their knowledge1 and faithfully to record all things1 without choice or discrimination1 leave to us the entire judgment of discerning the truth4 ,such1 for example1 amongst others1 is honest ,froissart1 who has proceeded in his undertaking with so frank a plainness that1 having committed an error1 he is not ashamed to confess and correct it in the place where the finger has been laid1 and who represents to us even the variety of rumours that were then spread abroad1 and the different reports that were made to him2 'tis the naked and inform matter of history1 and of which every one may make his profit1 according to his understanding4 ,the more excellent sort of historians have judgment to pick out what is most worthy to be known2 and1 of two reports1 to examine which is the most likely to be true3 from the condition of princes and their humours1 they conclude their counsels1 and attribute to them words proper for the occasion2 such have title to assume the authority of regulating our belief to what they themselves believe2 but certainly1 this privilege belongs to very few4 ,for the middle sort of historians1 of which the most part are1 they spoil all2 they will chew our meat for us2 they take upon them to judge of1 and consequently1 to incline the history to their own fancy2 for if the judgment lean to one side1 a man cannot avoid wresting and writhing his narrative to that bias2 they undertake to select things worthy to be known1 and yet often conceal from us such a word1 such a private action1 as would much better instruct us2 omit1 as incredible1 such things as they do not understand1 and peradventure some1 because they cannot express good ,french or ,latin4 ,let them display their eloquence and intelligence1 and judge according to their own fancy3 but let them1 withal1 leave us something to judge of after them1 and neither alter nor disguise1 by their abridgments and at their own choice1 anything of the substance of the matter1 but deliver it to us pure and entire in all its dimensions4 ,for the most part1 and especially in these latter ages1 persons are culled out for this work from amongst the common people1 upon the sole consideration of well-speaking1 as if we were to learn grammar from them2 and the men so chosen have fair reason1 being hired for no other end and pretending to nothing but babble1 not to be very solicitous of any part but that1 and so1 with a fine jingle of words1 prepare us a pretty contexture of reports they pick up in the streets4 ,the only good histories are those that have been written themselves who held command in the affairs whereof they write1 or who participated in the conduct of them1 or1 at least1 who have had the conduct of others of the same nature4 ,such are almost all the ,greek and ,roman histories3 for1 several eye-witnesses having written of the same subject1 in the time when grandeur and learning commonly met in the same person1 if there happen to be an error1 it must of necessity be a very slight one1 and upon a very doubtful incident4 ,what can a man expect from a physician who writes of war1 or from a mere scholar1 treating of the designs of princes8 ,if we could take notice how scrupulous the ,romans were in this1 there would need but this example3 ,asinius ,pollio found in the histories of ,caesar himself something misreported1 a mistake occasioned2 either by reason he could not have his eye in all parts of his army at once and had given credit to some individual persons who had not delivered him a very true account2 or else1 for not having had too perfect notice given him by his lieutenants of what they had done in his absence4--,suetonius1 ,life of ,caesar1 c4 #ef4--;,by which we may see1 whether the inquisition after truth be not very delicate1 when a man cannot believe the report of a battle from the knowledge of him who there commanded1 nor from the soldiers who were engaged in it1 unless1 after the method of a judicial inquiry1 the witnesses be confronted and objections considered upon the proof of the least detail of every incident4 ,in good earnest the knowledge we have of our own affairs1 is much more obscure3 but that has been sufficiently handled by ,bodin1 and according to my own sentiment --,in the work by jean ,bodin1 entitled ,methodus ad facilem historiarum cognitionem4 #aeff4--;,a little to aid the weakness of my memory 7so extreme that it has happened to me more than once1 to take books again into my hand as new and unseen1 that ,i had carefully read over a few years before1 and scribbled with my notes7 ,i have adopted a custom of late1 to note at the end of every book 7that is1 of those ,i never intend to read again7 the time when ,i made an end on't1 and the judgment ,i had made of it1 to the end that this might1 at least1 represent to me the character and general idea ,i had conceived of the author in reading it2 and ,i will here transcribe some of those annotations4 ,i wrote this1 some ten years ago1 in my ,guicciardini 7of what language soever my books speak to me in1 ,i always speak to them in my own73 ,he is a diligent historiographer1 from whom1 in my opinion1 a man may learn the truth of the affairs of his time1 as exactly as from any other2 in the most of which he was himself also a personal actor1 and in honourable command4 ,there is no appearance that he disguised anything1 either upon the account of hatred1 favour1 or vanity2 of which the free censures he passes upon the great ones1 and particularly those by whom he was advanced and employed in commands of great trust and honour1 as ,pope ,clement ,,vii41 give ample testimony4 ,as to that part which he thinks himself the best at1 namely1 his digressions and discourses1 he has indeed some very good1 and enriched with fine features2 but he is too fond of them3 for1 to leave nothing unsaid1 having a subject so full1 ample1 almost infinite1 he degenerates into pedantry and smacks a little of scholastic prattle4 ,i have also observed this in him1 that of so many souls and so many effects1 so many motives and so many counsels as he judges1 he never attributes any one to virtue1 religion1 or conscience1 as if all these were utterly extinct in the world3 and of all the actions1 how brave soever in outward show they appear in themselves1 he always refers the cause and motive to some vicious occasion or some prospect of profit4 ,it is impossible to imagine but that1 amongst such an infinite number of actions as he makes mention of1 there must be some one produced by the way of honest reason4 ,no corruption could so universally have infected men that some one would not escape the contagion which makes me suspect that his own taste was vicious1 whence it might happen that he judged other men by himself4 ,in my ,philip de ,commines there is this written3 ,you will here find the language sweet and delightful1 of a natural simplicity1 the narration pure1 with the good faith of the author conspicuous therein2 free from vanity1 when speaking of himself1 and from affection or envy1 when speaking of others3 his discourses and exhortations rather accompanied with zeal and truth1 than with any exquisite sufficiency2 and1 throughout1 authority and gravity1 which bespeak him a man of good extraction1 and brought up in great affairs4 ,upon the ,memoirs of ,monsieur du ,bellay ,i find this3 ',tis always pleasant to read things written by those that have experienced how they ought to be carried on2 but withal1 it cannot be denied but there is a manifest decadence in these two lords--,martin du ,bellay and ,guillaume de ,langey1 brothers1 who jointly wrote the ,memoirs4--from the freedom and liberty of writing that shine in the elder historians1 such as the ,sire de ,joinville1 the familiar companion of ,st4 ,louis2 ,eginhard1 chancellor to ,charlemagne2 and of later date1 ,philip de ,commines4 ,what we have here is rather an apology for ,king ,francis1 against the ,emperor ,charles ,v41 than history4 ,i will not believe that they have falsified anything1 as to matter of fact2 but they make a common practice of twisting the judgment of events1 very often contrary to reason1 to our advantage1 and of omitting whatsoever is ticklish to be handled in the life of their master2 witness the proceedings of ,messieurs de ,montmorency and de ,biron1 which are here omitted3 nay1 so much as the very name of ,madame d',estampes is not here to be found4 ,secret actions an historian may conceal2 but to pass over in silence what all the world knows and things that have drawn after them public and such high consequences1 is an inexcusable defect4 ,in fine1 whoever has a mind to have a perfect knowledge of ,king ,francis and the events of his reign1 let him seek it elsewhere1 if my advice may prevail4 ,the only profit a man can reap from these ,memoirs is in the special narrative of battles and other exploits of war wherein these gentlemen were personally engaged2 in some words and private actions of the princes of their time1 and in the treaties and negotiations carried on by the ,seigneur de ,langey1 where there are everywhere things worthy to be known1 and discourses above the vulgar strain4 ,,chapter ,,xi ,,of ,,cruelty ,i fancy virtue to be something else1 and something more noble1 than good nature1 and the mere propension to goodness1 that we are born into the world withal4 ,well-disposed and well-descended souls pursue1 indeed1 the same methods1 and represent in their actions the same face that virtue itself does3 but the word virtue imports1 ,i know not what1 more great and active than merely for a man to suffer himself1 by a happy disposition1 to be gently and quietly drawn to the rule of reason4 ,he who1 by a natural sweetness and facility1 should despise injuries received1 would doubtless do a very fine and laudable thing2 but he who1 provoked and nettled to the quick by an offence1 should fortify himself with the arms of reason against the furious appetite of revenge1 and after a great conflict1 master his own passion1 would certainly do a great deal more4 ,the first would do well2 the latter virtuously3 one action might be called goodness1 and the other virtue2 for methinks1 the very name of virtue presupposes difficulty and contention1 and cannot be exercised without an opponent4 ',tis for this reason1 perhaps1 that we call ,god good1 mighty1 liberal and just2 but we do not call ,him virtuous1 being that all ,his operations are natural and without endeavour4--,rousseau1 in his ,emile1 book v41 adopts this passage almost in the same words4-- ,it has been the opinion of many philosophers1 not only ,stoics1 but ,epicureans--and this addition-- ,montaigne stops here to make his excuse for thus naming the ,epicureans with the ,stoics1 in conformity to the general opinion that the ,epicureans were not so rigid in their morals as the ,stoics1 which is not true in the main1 as he demonstrates at one view4 ,this involved ,montaigne in a tedious parenthesis1 during which it is proper that the reader be attentive1 that he may not entirely lose the thread of the argument4 ,in some later editions of this author1 it has been attempted to remedy this inconvenience1 but without observing that ,montaigne's argument is rendered more feeble and obscure by such vain repetitions3 it is a licence that ought not to be taken1 because he who publishes the work of another1 ought to give it as the other composed ft4 ,but1 in ,mr ,cotton's translation1 he was so puzzled with this enormous parenthesis that he has quite left it out--,coste4 ,i borrow from the vulgar opinion1 which is false1 notwithstanding the witty conceit of ,arcesilaus in answer to one1 who1 being reproached that many scholars went from his school to the ,epicurean1 but never any from thence to his school1 said in answer1 ,i believe it indeed2 numbers of capons being made out of cocks1 but never any cocks out of capons4 --,diogenes ,laertius1 ,life of ,archesilaus1 lib4 iv41 #dc4--;,for1 in truth1 the ,epicurean sect is not at all inferior to the ,stoic in steadiness1 and the rigour of opinions and precepts4 ,and a certain ,stoic1 showing more honesty than those disputants1 who1 in order to quarrel with ,epicurus1 and to throw the game into their hands1 make him say what he never thought1 putting a wrong construction upon his words1 clothing his sentences1 by the strict rules of grammar1 with another meaning1 and a different opinion from that which they knew he entertained in his mind and in his morals1 the ,stoic1 ,i say1 declared that he abandoned the ,epicurean sect1 upon this among other considerations1 that he thought their road too lofty and inaccessible2 ,and those are called lovers of pleasure1 being in effect lovers of honour and justice1 who cultivate and observe all the virtues4--,cicero1 ,ep4 ,fam41 xv4 i1 #ai4 ,these philosophers say that it is not enough to have the soul seated in a good place1 of a good temper1 and well disposed to virtue2 it is not enough to have our resolutions and our reasoning fixed above all the power of fortune1 but that we are1 moreover1 to seek occasions wherein to put them to the proof3 they would seek pain1 necessity1 and contempt to contend with them and to keep the soul in breath3 ,multum sibi adjicit virtus lacessita4 ,virtue is much strengthened by combats4 or3 ,virtue attacked adds to its own force4 --,seneca1 ,ep41 #ac4 ',tis one of the reasons why ,epaminondas1 who was yet of a third sect1 --,the ,pythagorean4--refused the riches fortune presented to him by very lawful means2 because1 said he1 ,i am to contend with poverty1 in which extreme he maintained himself to the last4 ,socrates put himself1 methinks1 upon a ruder trial1 keeping for his exercise a confounded scolding wife1 which was fighting at sharps4 ,metellus having1 of all the ,roman senators1 alone attempted1 by the power of virtue1 to withstand the violence of ,saturninus1 tribune of the people at ,rome1 who would1 by all means1 cause an unjust law to pass in favour of the commons1 and1 by so doing1 having incurred the capital penalties that ,saturninus had established against the dissentient1 entertained those who1 in this extremity1 led him to execution with words to this effect3 ,that it was a thing too easy and too base to do ill2 and that to do well where there was no danger was a common thing2 but that to do well where there was danger was the proper office of a man of virtue4 ,these words of ,metellus very clearly represent to us what ,i would make out1 viz41 that virtue refuses facility for a companion2 and that the easy1 smooth1 and descending way by which the regular steps of a sweet disposition of nature are conducted is not that of a true virtue2 she requires a rough and stormy passage2 she will have either exotic difficulties to wrestle with1 like that of ,metellus1 by means whereof fortune delights to interrupt the speed of her career1 or internal difficulties1 that the inordinate appetites and imperfections of our condition introduce to disturb her4 ,i am come thus far at my ease2 but here it comes into my head that the soul of ,socrates1 the most perfect that ever came to my knowledge1 should by this rule be of very little recommendation2 for ,i cannot conceive in that person any the least motion of a vicious inclination3 ,i cannot imagine there could be any difficulty or constraint in the course of his virtue3 ,i know his reason to be so powerful and sovereign over him that she would never have suffered a vicious appetite so much as to spring in him4 ,to a virtue so elevated as his1 ,i have nothing to oppose4 ,methinks ,i see him march1 with a victorious and triumphant pace1 in pomp and at his ease1 without opposition or disturbance4 ,if virtue cannot shine bright1 but by the conflict of contrary appetites1 shall we then say that she cannot subsist without the assistance of vice1 and that it is from her that she derives her reputation and honour8 ,what then1 also1 would become of that brave and generous ,epicurean pleasure1 which makes account that it nourishes virtue tenderly in her lap1 and there makes it play and wanton1 giving it for toys to play withal1 shame1 fevers1 poverty1 death1 and torments8 ,if ,i presuppose that a perfect virtue manifests itself in contending1 in patient enduring of pain1 and undergoing the uttermost extremity of the gout2 without being moved in her seat2 if ,i give her troubles and difficulty for her necessary objects3 what will become of a virtue elevated to such a degree1 as not only to despise pain1 but1 moreover1 to rejoice in it1 and to be tickled with the throes of a sharp colic1 such as the ,epicureans have established1 and of which many of them1 by their actions1 have given most manifest proofs8 ,as have several others1 who ,i find to have surpassed in effects even the very rules of their discipline4 ,witness the younger ,cato3 ,when ,i see him die1 and tearing out his own bowels1 ,i am not satisfied simply to believe that he had then his soul totally exempt from all trouble and horror3 ,i cannot think that he only maintained himself in the steadiness that the ,stoical rules prescribed him2 temperate1 without emotion1 and imperturbed4 ,there was1 methinks1 something in the virtue of this man too sprightly and fresh to stop there2 ,i believe that1 without doubt1 he felt a pleasure and delight in so noble an action1 and was more pleased in it than in any other of his life3 ,sic abiit a vita1 ut causam moriendi nactum se esse gauderet4 ,he quitted life rejoicing that a reason for dying had arisen4 --,cicero1 ,tusc4 ,quaes41 i4 #cj4 ,i believe it so thoroughly that ,i question whether he would have been content to have been deprived of the occasion of so brave an exploit2 and if the goodness that made him embrace the public concern more than his own1 withheld me not1 ,i should easily fall into an opinion that he thought himself obliged to fortune for having put his virtue upon so brave a trial1 and for having favoured that theif--,caesar--in treading underfoot the ancient liberty of his country4 ,methinks ,i read in this action ,i know not what exaltation in his soul1 and an extraordinary and manly emotion of pleasure1 when he looked upon the generosity and height of his enterprise3 ,deliberate morte ferocior1 ,the more courageous from the deliberation to die4 --,horace1 ,od41 i4 #cg1 #bi4 not stimulated with any hope of glory1 as the popular and effeminate judgments of some have concluded 7for that consideration was too mean and low to possess so generous1 so haughty1 and so determined a heart as his71 but for the very beauty of the thing in itself1 which he who had the handling of the springs discerned more clearly and in its perfection than we are able to do4 ,philosophy has obliged me in determining that so brave an action had been indecently placed in any other life than that of ,cato2 and that it only appertained to his to end so2 notwithstanding1 and according to reason1 he commanded his son and the senators who accompanied him to take another course in their affairs3 ,catoni1 quum incredibilem natura tribuisset gravitatem1 eamque ipse perpetue constantia roboravisset1 semperque in proposito consilio permansisset1 moriendum potius1 quam tyranni vultus aspiciendus1 erat4 ,cato1 whom nature had given incredible dignity1 which he had fortified by perpetual constancy1 ever remaining of his predetermined opinion1 preferred to die rather than to look on the countenance of a tyrant4--,cicero1 ,de ,ofc41 i4 #ca4 ,every death ought to hold proportion with the life before it2 we do not become others for dying4 ,i always interpret the death by the life preceding2 and if any one tell me of a death strong and constant in appearance1 annexed to a feeble life1 ,i conclude it produced by some feeble cause1 and suitable to the life before4 ,the easiness then of his death and the facility of dying he had acquired by the vigour of his soul2 shall we say that it ought to abate anything of the lustre of his virtue8 ,and who1 that has his brain never so little tinctured with the true philosophy1 can be content to imagine ,socrates only free from fear and passion in the accident of his prison1 fetters1 and condemnation8 and that will not discover in him not only firmness and constancy 7which was his ordinary condition71 but1 moreover1 ,i know not what new satisfaction1 and a frolic cheerfulness in his last words and actions8 ,in the start he gave with the pleasure of scratching his leg when his irons were taken off1 does he not discover an equal serenity and joy in his soul for being freed from past inconveniences1 and at the same time to enter into the knowledge of the things to come8 ,cato shall pardon me1 if he please2 his death indeed is more tragical and more lingering2 but yet this is1 ,i know not how1 methinks1 finer4 ,aristippus1 to one that was lamenting this death3 ,the gods grant me such an one1 said he4 ,a man discerns in the soul of these two great men and their imitators 7for ,i very much doubt whether there were ever their equals7 so perfect a habitude to virtue1 that it was turned to a complexion4 ,it is no longer a laborious virtue1 nor the precepts of reason1 to maintain which the soul is so racked1 but the very essence of their soul1 its natural and ordinary habit2 they have rendered it such by a long practice of philosophical precepts having lit upon a rich and fine nature2 the vicious passions that spring in us can find no entrance into them2 the force and vigour of their soul stifle and extinguish irregular desires1 so soon as they begin to move4 ,now1 that it is not more noble1 by a high and divine resolution1 to hinder the birth of temptations1 and to be so formed to virtue1 that the very seeds of vice are rooted out1 than to hinder by main force their progress2 and1 having suffered ourselves to be surprised with the first motions of the passions1 to arm ourselves and to stand firm to oppose their progress1 and overcome them2 and that this second effect is not also much more generous than to be simply endowed with a facile and affable nature1 of itself disaffected to debauchery and vice1 ,i do not think can be doubted2 for this third and last sort of virtue seems to render a man innocent1 but not virtuous2 free from doing ill1 but not apt enough to do well3 considering also1 that this condition is so near neighbour to imperfection and cowardice1 that ,i know not very well how to separate the confines and distinguish them3 the very names of goodness and innocence are1 for this reason1 in some sort grown into contempt4 ,i very well know that several virtues1 as chastity1 sobriety1 and temperance1 may come to a man through personal defects4 ,constancy in danger1 if it must be so called1 the contempt of death1 and patience in misfortunes1 may ofttimes be found in men for want of well judging of such accidents1 and not apprehending them for such as they are4 ,want of apprehension and stupidity sometimes counterfeit virtuous effects as ,i have often seen it happen1 that men have been commended for what really merited blame4 ,an ,italian lord once said this1 in my presence1 to the disadvantage of his own nation3 that the subtlety of the ,italians1 and the vivacity of their conceptions were so great1 and they foresaw the dangers and accidents that might befall them so far off1 that it was not to be thought strange1 if they were often1 in war1 observed to provide for their safety1 even before they had discovered the peril2 that we ,french and the ,spaniards1 who were not so cunning1 went on further1 and that we must be made to see and feel the danger before we would take the alarm2 but that even then we could not stick to it4 ,but the ,germans and ,swiss1 more gross and heavy1 had not the sense to look about them1 even when the blows were falling about their ears4 ,peradventure1 he only talked so for mirth's sake2 and yet it is most certain that in war raw soldiers rush into dangers with more precipitancy than after they have been cudgelled99--7,the original has eschauldex--scalded7 ,haud ignarus 4 4 4 4 quantum nova gloria in armis1 ,et praedulce decus1 primo certamine possit4 ,not ignorant how much power the fresh glory of arms and sweetest honour possess in the first contest4--,a,eneid1 xi4 #aed ,for this reason it is that1 when we judge of a particular action1 we are to consider the circumstances1 and the whole man by whom it is performed1 before we give it a name4 ,to instance in myself3 ,i have sometimes known my friends call that prudence in me1 which was merely fortune2 and repute that courage and patience1 which was judgment and opinion2 and attribute to me one title for another1 sometimes to my advantage and sometimes otherwise4 ,as to the rest1 ,i am so far from being arrived at the first and most perfect degree of excellence1 where virtue is turned into habit1 that even of the second ,i have made no great proofs4 ,i have not been very solicitous to curb the desires by which ,i have been importuned4 ,my virtue is a virtue1 or rather an innocence1 casual and accidental4 ,if ,i had been born of a more irregular complexion1 ,i am afraid ,i should have made scurvy work2 for ,i never observed any great stability in my soul to resist passions1 if they were never so little vehement3 ,i know not how to nourish quarrels and debates in my own bosom1 and1 consequently1 owe myself no great thanks that ,i am free from several vices3 ,si vitiis mediocribus et mea paucis ,mendosa est natura1 alioqui recta1 velut si ,egregio inspersos reprehendas corpore naevos3 ,if my nature be disfigured only with slight and few vices1 and is otherwise just1 it is as if you should blame moles on a fair body4 --,horatius1 ,sat41 i4 #f1 #fe4 ,i owe it rather to my fortune than my reason4 ,she has caused me to be descended of a race famous for integrity and of a very good father2 ,i know not whether or no he has infused into me part of his humours1 or whether domestic examples and the good education of my infancy have insensibly assisted in the work1 or1 if ,i was otherwise born so3 ,seu ,libra1 seu me ,scorpius adspicit ,formidolosus1 pars violentior ,natalis hors1 seu tyrannus ,hesperive ,capricornus undae3 ,whether the ,balance or dread ,scorpio1 more potent over my natal hour1 aspects me1 or ,capricorn1 supreme over the ,hesperian sea4 --,horace1 ,od41 ii4 #aag4 but so it is1 that ,i have naturally a horror for most vices4 ,the answer of ,antisthenes to him who asked him1 which was the best apprenticeship to unlearn evil1 seems to point at this4 ,i have them in horror1 ,i say1 with a detestation so natural1 and so much my own1 that the same instinct and impression ,i brought of them with me from my nurse1 ,i yet retain1 and no temptation whatever has had the power to make me alter it4 ,not so much as my own discourses1 which in some things lashing out of the common road might seem easily to license me to actions that my natural inclination makes me hate4 ,i will say a prodigious thing1 but ,i will say it1 however3 ,i find myself in many things more under reputation by my manners than by my opinion1 and my concupiscence less debauched than my reason4 ,aristippus instituted opinions so bold in favour of pleasure and riches as set all the philosophers against him3 but as to his manners1 ,dionysius the tyrant1 having presented three beautiful women before him1 to take his choice2 he made answer1 that he would choose them all1 and that ,paris got himself into trouble for having preferred one before the other two3 but1 having taken them home to his house1 he sent them back untouched4 ,his servant finding himself overladen upon the way1 with the money he carried after him1 he ordered him to pour out and throw away that which troubled him4 ,and ,epicurus1 whose doctrines were so irreligious and effeminate1 was in his life very laborious and devout2 he wrote to a friend of his that he lived only upon biscuit and water1 entreating him to send him a little cheese1 to lie by him against he had a mind to make a feast4 ,must it be true1 that to be a perfect good man1 we must be so by an occult1 natural1 and universal propriety1 without law1 reason1 or example8 ,the debauches wherein ,i have been engaged1 have not been1 ,i thank ,god1 of the worst sort1 and ,i have condemned them in myself1 for my judgment was never infected by them2 on the contrary1 ,i accuse them more severely in myself than in any other2 but that is all1 for1 as to the rest4 ,i oppose too little resistance and suffer myself to incline too much to the other side of the balance1 excepting that ,i moderate them1 and prevent them from mixing with other vices1 which for the most part will cling together1 if a man have not a care4 ,i have contracted and curtailed mine1 to make them as single and as simple as ,i can3 ,nec ultra ,errorem foveo4 ,nor do ,i cherish error further4 or3 ,nor carry wrong further4 --,juvenal1 viii4 #afd4 ,for as to the opinion of the ,stoics1 who say1 ,that the wise man when he works1 works by all the virtues together1 though one be most apparent1 according to the nature of the action2 and herein the similitude of a human body might serve them somewhat1 for the action of anger cannot work1 unless all the humours assist it1 though choler predominate2 --if they will thence draw a like consequence1 that when the wicked man does wickedly1 he does it by all the vices together1 ,i do not believe it to be so1 or else ,i understand them not1 for ,i by effect find the contrary4 ,these are sharp1 unsubstantial subleties1 with which philosophy sometimes amuses itself4 ,i follow some vices1 but ,i fly others as much as a saint would do4 ,the ,peripatetics also disown this indissoluble connection2 and ,aristotle is of opinion that a prudent and just man may be intemperate and inconsistent4 ,socrates confessed to some who had discovered a certain inclination to vice in his physiognomy1 that it was1 in truth1 his natural propension1 but that he had by discipline corrected it4 ,and such as were familiar with the philosopher ,stilpo said1 that being born with addiction to wine and women1 he had by study rendered himself very abstinent both from the one and the other4 ,what ,i have in me of good1 ,i have1 quite contrary1 by the chance of my birth2 and hold it not either by law1 precept1 or any other instruction2 the innocence that is in me is a simple one2 little vigour and no art4 ,amongst other vices1 ,i mortally hate cruelty1 both by nature and judgment1 as the very extreme of all vices3 nay1 with so much tenderness that ,i cannot see a chicken's neck pulled off without trouble1 and cannot without impatience endure the cry of a hare in my dog's teeth1 though the chase be a violent pleasure4 ,such as have sensuality to encounter1 freely make use of this argument1 to shew that it is altogether vicious and unreasonable2 that when it is at the height1 it masters us to that degree that a man's reason can have no access1 and instance our own experience in the act of love1 ,quum jam praesagit gaudia corpus1 ,atque in eo est ,venus1 ut muliebria conserat arva4 ,none of the translators of the old editions used for this etext have been willing to translate this passage from ,lucretius1 iv4 #ajii2 they take a cop out by bashfully saying3 ,the sense is in the preceding passage of the text4 ,d4,w4 wherein they conceive that the pleasure so transports us1 that our reason cannot perform its office1 whilst we are in such ecstasy and rapture4 ,i know very well it may be otherwise1 and that a man may sometimes1 if he will1 gain this point over himself to sway his soul1 even in the critical moment1 to think of something else2 but then he must ply it to that bent4 ,i know that a man may triumph over the utmost effort of this pleasure3 ,i have experienced it in myself1 and have not found ,venus so imperious a goddess1 as many1 and much more virtuous men than ,i1 declare4 ,i do not consider it a miracle1 as the ,queen of ,navarre does in one of the ,tales of her ,heptameron--,vu gentil liure pour son estoffe4--7which is a very pretty book of its kind71 nor for a thing of extreme difficulty1 to pass whole nights1 where a man has all the convenience and liberty he can desire1 with a long-coveted mistress1 and yet be true to the pledge first given to satisfy himself with kisses and suchlike endearments1 without pressing any further4 ,i conceive that the example of the pleasure of the chase would be more proper2 wherein though the pleasure be less1 there is the higher excitement of unexpected joy1 giving no time for the reason1 taken by surprise1 to prepare itself for the encounter1 when after a long quest the beast starts up on a sudden in a place where1 peradventure1 we least expected it2 the shock and the ardour of the shouts and cries of the hunters so strike us1 that it would be hard for those who love this lesser chase1 to turn their thoughts upon the instant another way2 and the poets make ,diana triumph over the torch and shafts of ,cupid3 ,quis non malarum1 quas amor curas habet1 ,haec inter obliviscitur8 ,who1 amongst such delights would not remove out of his thoughts the anxious cares of love4--,horace1 ,epod41 ii4 #cg4 ,to return to what ,i was saying before1 ,i am tenderly compassionate of others' afflictions1 and should readily cry for company1 if1 upon any occasion whatever1 ,i could cry at all4 ,nothing tempts my tears but tears1 and not only those that are real and true1 but whatever they are1 feigned or painted4 ,i do not much lament the dead1 and should envy them rather2 but ,i very much lament the dying4 ,the savages do not so much offend me1 in roasting and eating the bodies of the dead1 as they do who torment and persecute the living4 ,nay1 ,i cannot look so much as upon the ordinary executions of justice1 how reasonable soever1 with a steady eye4 ,some one having to give testimony of ,julius ,caesar's clemency2 he was1 says he1 mild in his revenges4 ,having compelled the pirates to yield by whom he had before been taken prisoner and put to ransom2 forasmuch as he had threatened them with the cross1 he indeed condemned them to it1 but it was after they had been first strangled4 ,he punished his secretary ,philemon1 who had attempted to poison him1 with no greater severity than mere death4 ,without naming that ,latin author1--,suetonius1 ,life of ,casay1 c4 #gd4--who thus dares to allege as a testimony of mercy the killing only of those by whom we have been offended2 it is easy to guess that he was struck with the horrid and inhuman examples of cruelty practised by the ,roman tyrants4 ,for my part1 even in justice itself1 all that exceeds a simple death appears to me pure cruelty2 especially in us who ought1 having regard to their souls1 to dismiss them in a good and calm condition2 which cannot be1 when we have agitated them by insufferable torments4 ,not long since1 a soldier who was a prisoner1 perceiving from a tower where he was shut up1 that the people began to assemble to the place of execution1 and that the carpenters were busy erecting a scaffold1 he presently concluded that the preparation was for him1 and therefore entered into a resolution to kill himself1 but could find no instrument to assist him in his design except an old rusty cart-nail that fortune presented to him2 with this he first gave himself two great wounds about his throat1 but finding these would not do1 he presently afterwards gave himself a third in the belly1 where he left the nail sticking up to the head4 ,the first of his keepers who came in found him in this condition3 yet alive1 but sunk down and exhausted by his wounds4 ,to make use of time1 therefore1 before he should die1 they made haste to read his sentence2 which having done1 and he hearing that he was only condemned to be beheaded1 he seemed to take new courage1 accepted wine which he had before refused1 and thanked his judges for the unhoped-for mildness of their sentence2 saying1 that he had taken a resolution to despatch himself for fear of a more severe and insupportable death1 having entertained an opinion1 by the preparations he had seen in the place1 that they were resolved to torment him with some horrible execution1 and seemed to be delivered from death in having it changed from what he apprehended4 ,i should advise that those examples of severity by which 'tis designed to retain the people in their duty1 might be exercised upon the dead bodies of criminals2 for to see them deprived of sepulture1 to see them boiled and divided into quarters1 would almost work as much upon the vulgar1 as the pain they make the living endure2 though that in effect be little or nothing1 as ,god himself says1 ,who kill the body1 and after that have no more that they can do2--,luke1 xii4 #d4--;and the poets singularly dwell upon the horrors of this picture1 as something worse than death3 ,heu6 reliquias semiustas regis1 denudatis ossibus1 ,per terram sanie delibutas foede divexarier4 ,alas6 that the half-burnt remains of the king1 exposing his bones1 should be foully dragged along the ground besmeared with gore4 --,cicero1 ,tusc4 ,quaes41 i4 #dd4 ,i happened to come by one day accidentally at ,rome1 just as they were upon executing ,catena1 a notorious robber3 he was strangled without any emotion of the spectators1 but when they came to cut him in quarters1 the hangman gave not a blow that the people did not follow with a doleful cry and exclamation1 as if every one had lent his sense of feeling to the miserable carcase4 ,those inhuman excesses ought to be exercised upon the bark1 and not upon the quick4 ,artaxerxes1 in almost a like case1 moderated the severity of the ancient laws of ,persia1 ordaining that the nobility who had committed a fault1 instead of being whipped1 as they were used to be1 should be stripped only and their clothes whipped for them2 and that whereas they were wont to tear off their hair1 they should only take off their high-crowned tiara4'--,plutarch1 ,notable ,sayings of the ,ancient ,king4--,the so devout ,egyptians thought they sufficiently satisfied the divine justice by sacrificing hogs in effigy and representation2 a bold invention to pay ,god so essential a substance in picture only and in show4 ,i live in a time wherein we abound in incredible examples of this vice1 through the licence of our civil wars2 and we see nothing in ancient histories more extreme than what we have proof of every day1 but ,i cannot1 any the more1 get used to it4 ,i could hardly persuade myself1 before ,i saw it with my eyes1 that there could be found souls so cruel and fell1 who1 for the sole pleasure of murder1 would commit it2 would hack and lop off the limbs of others2 sharpen their wits to invent unusual torments and new kinds of death1 without hatred1 without profit1 and for no other end but only to enjoy the pleasant spectacle of the gestures and motions1 the lamentable groans and cries of a man dying in anguish4 ,for this is the utmost point to which cruelty can arrive3 ,ut homo hominem1 non iratus1 non timens1 tantum spectaturus1 occidat4 ,that a man should kill a man1 not being angry1 not in fear1 only for the sake of the spectacle4--,seneca1 ,ep41 #ij4 ,for my own part1 ,i cannot without grief see so much as an innocent beast pursued and killed that has no defence1 and from which we have received no offence at all2 and that which frequently happens1 that the stag we hunt1 finding himself weak and out of breath1 and seeing no other remedy1 surrenders himself to us who pursue him1 imploring mercy by his tears3 ,questuque cruentus1 ,atque imploranti similis1 ,who1 bleeding1 by his tears seems to crave mercy4 --,a,enead1 vii4 #eja4 has ever been to me a very unpleasing sight2 and ,i hardly ever take a beast alive that ,i do not presently turn out again4 ,pythagoras bought them of fishermen and fowlers to do the same3 ,primoque a caede ferarum1 ,incaluisse puto maculatum sanguine ferrum4 ,i think 'twas slaughter of wild beasts that first stained the steel of man with blood4--,ovid1 ,met41 xv4 #ajf4 ,those natures that are sanguinary towards beasts discover a natural proneness to cruelty4 ,after they had accustomed themselves at ,rome to spectacles of the slaughter of animals1 they proceeded to those of the slaughter of men1 of gladiators4 ,nature has herself1 ,i fear1 imprinted in man a kind of instinct to inhumanity2 nobody takes pleasure in seeing beasts play with and caress one another1 but every one is delighted with seeing them dismember1 and tear one another to pieces4 ,and that ,i may not be laughed at for the sympathy ,i have with them1 theology itself enjoins us some favour in their behalf2 and considering that one and the same master has lodged us together in this palace for his service1 and that they1 as well as we1 are of his family1 it has reason to enjoin us some affection and regard to them4 ,pythagoras borrowed the metempsychosis from the ,egyptians2 but it has since been received by several nations1 and particularly by our ,druids3 ,morte carent animae2 semperque1 priore relicts ,sede1 novis domibus vivunt1 habitantque receptae4 ,souls never die1 but1 having left their former seat1 live and are received into new homes4--,ovid1 ,met41 xv4 #aeh4 ,the religion of our ancient ,gauls maintained that souls1 being eternal1 never ceased to remove and shift their places from one body to another2 mixing moreover with this fancy some consideration of divine justice2 for according to the deportments of the soul1 whilst it had been in ,alexander1 they said that ,god assigned it another body to inhabit1 more or less painful1 and proper for its condition3 ,muta ferarum ,cogit vincla pati2 truculentos ingerit ursis1 ,praedonesque lupis2 fallaces vulpibus addit3 ,atque ubi per varios annos1 per mille figuras ,egit1 ,lethaeo purgatos flumine1 tandem ,rursus ad humanae revocat primordia formae3 ,he makes them wear the silent chains of brutes1 the bloodthirsty souls he encloses in bears1 the thieves in wolves1 the deceivers in foxes2 where1 after successive years and a thousand forms1 man had spent his life1 and after purgation in ,lethe's flood1 at last he restores them to the primordial human shapes4 --,claudian1 ,in ,ruf41 ii4 #dhb4 ,if it had been valiant1 he lodged it in the body of a lion2 if voluptuous1 in that of a hog2 if timorous1 in that of a hart or hare2 if malicious1 in that of a fox1 and so of the rest1 till having purified it by this chastisement1 it again entered into the body of some other man3 ,ipse ego nam memini1 ,trojani1 tempore belli ,panthoides ,euphorbus eram4 ,for ,i myself remember that1 in the days of the ,trojan war1 ,i was ,euphorbus1 son of ,pantheus4--,ovid1 ,met41 xv4 #afj2 and see ,diogenes ,laertius1 ,life of ,pythagoras4 ,as to the relationship betwixt us and beasts1 ,i do not much admit of it2 nor of that which several nations1 and those among the most ancient and most noble1 have practised1 who have not only received brutes into their society and companionship1 but have given them a rank infinitely above themselves1 esteeming them one while familiars and favourites of the gods1 and having them in more than human reverence and respect2 others acknowledged no other god or divinity than they3 ,bellux a barbaris propter beneficium consecratae4 ,beasts1 out of opinion of some benefit received by them1 were consecrated by barbarians--,cicero1 ,de ,natura ,deor41 i4 #cf4 ,crocodilon adorat ,pars haec2 illa pavet saturam serpentibus ibin3 ,effigies sacri hic nitet aurea cercopitheci2 ,hic piscem flumints1 illic ,oppida tota canem venerantur4 ,this place adores the crocodile2 another dreads the ibis1 feeder on serpents2 here shines the golden image of the sacred ape2 here men venerate the fish of the river2 there whole towns worship a dog4--,juvenal1 xv4 #b4 ,and the very interpretation that ,plutarch1 gives to this error1 which is very well conceived1 is advantageous to them3 for he says that it was not the cat or the ox1 for example1 that the ,egyptians adored3 but that they1 in those beasts1 adored some image of the divine faculties2 in this1 patience and utility3 in that1 vivacity1 or1 as with our neighbours the ,burgundians and all the ,germans1 impatience to see themselves shut up2 by which they represented liberty1 which they loved and adored above all other godlike attributes1 and so of the rest4 ,but when1 amongst the more moderate opinions1 ,i meet with arguments that endeavour to demonstrate the near resemblance betwixt us and animals1 how large a share they have in our greatest privileges1 and with how much probability they compare us together1 truly ,i abate a great deal of our presumption1 and willingly resign that imaginary sovereignty that is attributed to us over other creatures4 ,but supposing all this were not true1 there is nevertheless a certain respect1 a general duty of humanity1 not only to beasts that have life and sense1 but even to trees1 and plants4 ,we owe justice to men1 and graciousness and benignity to other creatures that are capable of it2 there is a certain commerce and mutual obligation betwixt them and us4 ,nor shall ,i be afraid to confess the tenderness of my nature so childish1 that ,i cannot well refuse to play with my dog1 when he the most unseasonably importunes me to do so4 ,the ,turks have alms and hospitals for beasts4 ,the ,romans had public care to the nourishment of geese1 by whose vigilance their ,capitol had been preserved4 ,the ,athenians made a decree that the mules and moyls which had served at the building of the temple called ,hecatompedon should be free and suffered to pasture at their own choice1 without hindrance4 ,the ,agrigentines had a common use solemnly to inter the beasts they had a kindness for1 as horses of some rare quality1 dogs1 and useful birds1 and even those that had only been kept to divert their children2 and the magnificence that was ordinary with them in all other things1 also particularly appeared in the sumptuosity and numbers of monuments erected to this end1 and which remained in their beauty several ages after4 ,the ,egyptians buried wolves1 bears1 crocodiles1 dogs1 and cats in sacred places1 embalmed their bodies1 and put on mourning at their death4 ,cimon gave an honourable sepulture to the mares with which he had three times gained the prize of the course at the ,olympic ,games4 ,the ancient ,xantippus caused his dog to be interred on an eminence near the sea1 which has ever since retained the name1 and ,plutarch says1 that he had a scruple about selling for a small profit to the slaughterer an ox that had been long in his service4 ,,etext ,,editor',s ,,bookmarks3 ,a little cheese when a mind to make a feast ,a word ill taken obliterates ten years' merit ,cato said3 ,so many servants1 so many enemies ,cherish themselves most where they are most wrong ,condemn all violence in the education of a tender soul ,cruelty is the very extreme of all vices ,disguise1 by their abridgments and at their own choice ,epicurus ,flatterer in your old age or in your sickness ,he felt a pleasure and delight in so noble an action ,he judged other men by himself ,i cannot well refuse to play with my dog ,i do not much lament the dead1 and should envy them rather ,i had rather be old a brief time1 than be old before old age ,i owe it rather to my fortune than my reason ,incline the history to their own fancy ,it 7my books7 may know many things that are gone from me ,knowledge and truth may be in us without judgment ,learn the theory from those who best know the practice ,loved them for our sport1 like monkeys1 and not as men ,motive to some vicious occasion or some prospect of profit ,my books3 from me hold that which ,i have not retained ,my dog unseasonably importunes me to play ,my innocence is a simple one2 little vigour and no art4 ,never observed any great stability in my soul to resist passions ,nothing tempts my tears but tears ,omit1 as incredible1 such things as they do not understand ,on all occasions to contradict and oppose ,only desire to become more wise1 not more learned or eloquent ,passion of dandling and caressing infants scarcely born ,perfection3 but ,i will not buy it so dear as it costs ,plato will have nobody marry before thirty ,prudent and just man may be intemperate and inconsistent ,puerile simplicities of our children ,shelter my own weakness under these great reputations ,socrates kept a confounded scolding wife ,the authors1 with whom ,i converse ,there is no recompense becomes virtue ,to do well where there was danger was the proper office ,to whom no one is ill who can be good8 ,turks have alms and hospitals for beasts ,vices will cling together1 if a man have not a care ,virtue is much strengthened by combats ,virtue refuses facility for a companion