,,essays ,,( ,,mi*el ,,de ,,montaigne ,translat$ by ,*>les ,cotton ,edit$ by ,william ,c>ew ,hazilitt #ahgg ,,cont5ts ,,( ,,volume #i4 ,i4 ,( ! incon/ancy ( our actions4 ,,ii4 ,( drunk5ness4 ,,iii4 ,a cu/om ( ! ,isle ( ,cea4 ,,iv4 ,to-morr['s a new day4 ,v4 ,( consci5ce4 ,,vi4 ,use makes p]fect4 ,,essays ,,( ,,montaigne ,,book ,,! ,,second ,,*apt] ,i ,,( ,,! ,,incon/ancy ,,( ,,our ,,actions ,su* z make x _! bus9ess to ov]see human actions1 d n f9d !mselves 9 any?+ s mu* p]plex$ z to reconcile !m & br+ !m into ! _w's eye ) ! same lu/re & reputation2 = !y commonly s /rangely contradict "o ano!r t x seems impossible !y %\ld proce$ f "o & ! same p]son4 ,we f9d ! y\ng] ,m>ius "o :ile a son ( ,m>s & ano!r a son ( ,v5us4 ,pope ,boniface ,,viii4 ent]$1 x is said1 into 8 ,papacy l a fox1 behav$ himself 9 x l a lion1 & di$ l a dog2 & :o c\ld believe x to be ! same ,n]o1 ! p]fect image ( all cruelty1 :o1 hav+ ! s5t5ce ( a condemn$ man br\ght to him to sign1 z 0 ! cu/om1 cri$ out1 ,o t ,i _h nev] be5 taught to write6 s mu* x w5t to 8 he>t to condemn a man to dea?4 ,all /ory is full ( su* examples1 & e man is able to produce s _m to himself1 or out ( 8 own practice or obs]vation1 t ,i sometimes wond] to see m5 ( und]/&+ give !mselves ! tr\ble ( sort+ ^! pieces1 consid]+ t irresolution appe>s to me to be ! mo/ common & manife/ vice ( our nature witness ! fam\s v]se ( ! play] ,publius3 ,malum consilium e/1 quod mut>i non pote/4 ',tis evil c\nsel t w admit no *ange4 --,pub4 ,mim41 ex ,aul4 ,gell41 xvii4 #ad4 ,!re seems "s reason 9 =m+ a judgm5t ( a man f ! mo/ usual me?ods ( 8 life2 b1 consid]+ ! natural in/ability ( our mann]s & op9ions1 ,i h (t5 ?\ght ev5 ! be/ au?ors a little out 9 s ob/9ately endeav\r+ to make ( u any con/ant & solid contexture2 !y *oose a g5]al air ( a man1 & accord+ to t int]pret all 8 actions1 ( :i*1 if !y _c b5d "s to a uni=mity ) ! re/1 !y are pres5tly imput$ to dissimulation4 ,augu/us has escap$ !m1 = !re 0 9 him s app>5t1 sudd51 & cont9ual v>iety ( actions all ! :ole c\rse ( 8 life1 t he has slipp$ away cle> & undecid$ f ! mo/ d>+ critics4 ,i c m h>dly believe a man's con/ancy ?an any o!r virtue1 & believe no?+ soon] ?an ! contr>y4 ,he t w\ld judge ( a man 9 detail & di/9ctly1 bit by bit1 w\ld (t5] be able to speak ! tru?4 ,x is a h>d matt]1 f all antiquity1 to pick out a doz5 m5 :o h =m$ _! lives to "o c]ta9 & con/ant c\rse1 :i* is ! pr9cipal design ( wisdom2 = to comprise x all 9 "o ^w1 says "o ( ! anci5ts1 & to contract all ! rules ( human life into "o1 x is to w1 & n to w1 always "o & ! same ?+3 ,i w n v\*safe1 says he1 to add1 provid$ ! w be j1 = if x be n j1 x is impossible x %\ld be always "o4 ,i h inde$ =m]ly le>n$ t vice is no?+ b irregul>ity1 & want ( measure1 & !re=e 'tis impossible to fix con/ancy to x4 ',tis a say+ (4 ,demo/h5es1 t ! beg9n+ oh all virtue is consultation & delib]ation2 ! end & p]fection1 con/ancy4 ,if we w\ld resolve on any c]ta9 c\rse by reason1 we %\ld pit* ^u ! be/1 b nobody has ?\ght on't3 ,quod petit1 sp]nit2 repetit1 quod nup] omisit2 ,a,estuat1 et vitae disconv5it ord9e toto4 ,t :i* he s\ght he despises2 :at he lately lo/1 he seeks aga94 ,he fluctuates1 & is inconsi/5t 9 ! :ole ord] ( life4--,horace1 ,ep41 i4 ,i1 #ih4 ,our ord9>y practice is to foll[ ! incl9ations ( our appetite1 be x to ! left or "r1 upw>ds or d[nw>ds1 accord+ z we are waft$ by ! brea? ( occasion4 ,we nev] m$itate :at we w\ld h till ! in/ant we h a m9d to h x2 & *ange l t little creature :i* receives its col\r f :at x is laid ^u4 ,:at we b j n[ propos$ to ourselves we imm$iately alt]1 & pres5tly return aga9 to x2 'tis no?+ b %ift+ & inconsi/5cy3 ,ducimur1 ut n]vis ali5is mobile lignum4 ,we are turn$ ab\t l ! top ) ! ?ong ( o!rs4 --,idem1 ,sat41 ii4 #g1 #hb4 ,we d n g1 we are driv52 l ?+s t float1 n[ leisurely1 !n ) viol5ce1 accord+ to ! g5tl5ess or rapidity ( ! curr5t3 ,nonne videmus1 ,quid sibi quisque velit1 nescire1 et qua]]e semp] ,commut>e locum1 quasi onus depon]e possit8 ,d we n see !m1 unc]ta9 :at !y want1 & always ask+ = some?+ new1 z if !y c\ld get rid ( ! bur!n4 --,lucretius1 iii4 #ajgj4 ,e day a new :imsy1 & our hum\rs keep motion ) ! "t4 ,tales sunt hom9um m5tes1 quali pat] ipse ,juppit] auctificas lu/ravit lum9e t]ras4 ,su* are ! m9ds ( m51 t !y *ange z ! light ) :i* fa!r ,jupit] himself has illum9$ ! increas+ e>?4 --,cic]o1 ,frag4 ,poet1 lib4 x4 ,we fluctuate betwixt v>i\s incl9ations2 we w no?+ freely1 no?+ absolutely1 no?+ con/antly4 ,9 any "o :o _h prescrib$ & e/abli%$ det]m9ate laws & rules 9 8 head = 8 own conduct1 we %\ld p]ceive an equality ( mann]s1 an ord] & an infallible relation ( "o ?+ or action to ano!r1 %9e ?r\gh 8 :ole life2 ,emp$ocles obs]v$ ?is discrepancy 9 ! ,agrig5t9es1 t !y gave !mselves up to delights1 z if e day 0 _! la/1 & built z if !y _h be5 to live = ev]4 ,! judgm5t w\ld n be h>d to make1 z is v evid5t 9 ! y\ng] ,cato2 he :o !re9 has f\nd "o /ep1 x w lead him to all ! re/2 'tis a h>mony ( v accord+ s\nds1 t _c j>4 ,b ) u 't is q contr>y2 e p>ticul> action requires a p>ticul> judgm5t4 ,! sure/ way to /e]1 9 my op9ion1 w\ld be to take our measures f ! ne>e/ alli$ circum/ances1 )\t engag+ 9 a long] inquisition1 or )\t conclud+ any o!r consequ5ce4 ,i 0 told1 dur+ ! civil disord]s ( our poor k+dom1 t a maid1 h>d by ! place :]e ,i !n 01 _h ?r[n h]self out ( a w9d[ to avoid be+ =c$ by a common soldi] :o 0 qu>t]$ 9 ! h\se2 %e 0 n kill$ by ! fall1 & !re=e1 repeat+ h] attempt w\ld h cut h] own ?roat1 _h %e n be5 prev5t$2 b hav+1 nev]!less1 w\nd$ h]self to "s %[ ( dang]1 %e volunt>ily confess$ t ! soldi] _h n z yet importun$ h] o!rwise2 ?an by c\rt%ip1 e>ne/ solicitation1 & pres5ts2 b t %e 0 afraid t 9 ! end he w\ld h proce$$ to viol5ce1 all :i* %e deliv]$ ) su* a c\nt5ance & acc5t1 & )al embru$ 9 h] own blood1 ! highe/ te/imony ( h] virtue1 t %e appe>$ ano!r ,lucretia2 & yet ,i h s9ce be5 v well assur$ t bo? be=e & aft] %e 0 n s difficult a piece4 ,&1 accord+ to my ho/'s tale 9 ,ario/o1 be z h&some a man & z wor?y a g5tleman z y w1 d n conclude too mu* ^u y\r mi/ress's inviolable *a/ity = hav+ be5 repuls$2 y d n "k b %e may h a bett] /oma* to y\r mulete]4 ,antigonus1 hav+ tak5 "o ( 8 soldi]s into a great degree ( fav\r & e/eem = 8 val\r1 gave 8 physicians /rict *>ge to cure him ( a long & inw>d disease "u :i* he _h a great :ile langui%$1 & obs]v+ t1 aft] 8 cure1 he w5t mu* m coldly to "w ?an be=e1 he ask$ him :at _h s alt]$ & c[$ him3 ,y\rself1 sir1 repli$ ! o!r1 by hav+ eas$ me ( ! pa9s t made me we>y ( my life4 ,lucullus's soldi] hav+ be5 rifl$ by ! enemy1 p]=m$ ^u !m 9 rev5ge a brave exploit1 by :i* hav+ made himself a ga9]1 ,lucullus1 :o _h conceiv$ a good op9ion ( him f t action1 w5t ab\t to engage him 9 "s ent]prise ( v great dang]1 ) all ! plausible p]suasions & promises he c\ld ?9k (2 ,v]bis1 quae timido quoque poss5t add]e m5tem ,words :i* might add c\rage to any timid man4 --,horace1 ,ep41 ii4 #b1 #a1 #b4 ,pray employ1 answ]$ he1 "s mis]able plund]$ soldi] 9 t affair3 ,quantumvis ru/icus1 ibit1 ,ibit eo1 quo vis1 qui zonam p]didit1 inquit2 ,"s poor fell[1 :o has lo/ 8 purse1 w g :i!r y wi%1 said he4--,horace1 ,ep41 ii4 #b1 #ci4 & flatly refus$ to g4 ,:5 we read t ,mahomet hav+ furi\sly rat$ ,*asan1 ,bassa ( ! ,janiss>ies1 because he _h se5 ! ,hung>ians break into 8 squadrons1 & himself behave v ill 9 ! bus9ess1 & t ,*asan1 in/ead ( any o!r answ]1 ru%$ furi\sly alone1 scimit> 9 h&1 into ! fir/ body ( ! enemy1 :]e he 0 pres5tly cut to pieces1 we are n to look ^u t action1 p]adv5ture1 s mu* z v9dication z a turn ( m9d1 n s mu* natural val\r z a sudd5 despite4 ,! man y saw ye/]day s adv5tur\s & brave1 y mu/ n ?9k x /range to see him z great a poltroon ! next3 ang]1 necessity1 company1 w9e1 or ! s\nd ( ! trumpet _h r\s$ 8 spirits2 ?is is no val\r =m$ & e/abli%$ by reason1 b accid5tally creat$ by su* circum/ances1 & !re=e x is no wond] if by contr>y circum/ances x appe> q ano!r ?+4 ,^! supple v>iations & contradictions s manife/ 9 u1 h giv5 occasion to "s to believe t man has two s\ls2 o!r two di/9ct p[]s t always accompany & incl9e u1 ! "o t[>ds good & ! o!r t[>ds ill1 accord+ to _! own nature & prop5sion2 s abrupt a v>iety n be+ imag9able to fl[ f "o & ! same s\rce4 ,= my "p1 ! puff ( e accid5t n only c>ries me along ) x accord+ to its own proclivity1 b moreov] ,i discompose & tr\ble myself by ! in/ability ( my own po/ure2 & :oev] w look n>r[ly into 8 own bosom1 w h>dly f9d himself twice 9 ! same condition4 ,i give to my s\l sometimes "o face & sometimes ano!r1 accord+ to ! side ,i turn h] to4 ,if ,i speak v>i\sly ( myself1 x is because ,i consid] myself v>i\sly2 all ! contr>ieties are !re to be f\nd 9 "o corn] or ano!r2 aft] "o fa%ion or ano!r3 ba%ful1 insol5t2 *a/e1 lu/ful2 prat+1 sil5t2 labori\s1 delicate2 +5i\s1 heavy2 melan*olic1 pleasant2 ly+1 true2 kn[+1 ignorant2 lib]al1 covet\s1 & prodigal3 ,i f9d all ?is 9 myself1 m or less1 accord+ z ,i turn myself ab\t2 & :oev] w sift himself to ! bottom1 w f9d 9 himself1 & ev5 9 8 own judgm5t1 ?is volubility & discordance4 ,i h no?+ to say ( myself entirely1 simply1 & solidly )\t mixture & confusion4 ',di/+uo' is ! mo/ univ]sal memb] ( my logic4 ,?\gh ,i always int5d to speak well ( good ?+s1 & r to int]pret su* ?+s z fall out 9 ! be/ s5se ?an o!rwise1 yet su* is ! /rang5ess ( our condition1 t we are (t5 pu%$ on to d well ev5 by vice itself1 if well-do+ 7 n judg$ by ! int5tion only4 ,"o gallant action1 !re=e1 ought n to conclude a man valiant2 if a man 7 brave inde$1 he w\ld be always s1 & ^u all occasions4 ,if x 7 a habit ( val\r & n a sally1 x w\ld r5d] a man equally resolute 9 all accid5ts2 ! same alone z 9 company2 ! same 9 li/s z 9 a battle3 =1 let !m say :at !y w1 !re is n "o val\r = ! pavem5t & ano!r = ! field2 he w\ld be> a sickness 9 8 b$ z bravely z a w\nd 9 ! field1 & no m fe> dea? 9 8 own h\se ?an at an assault4 ,we %\ld n !n see ! same man *>ge into a brea* ) a brave assurance1 & aft]w>ds torm5t himself l a woman = ! loss ( a trial at law or ! dea? ( a *ild2 :51 be+ an infam\s c[>d1 he is firm 9 ! necessities ( pov]ty2 :5 he %r9ks at ! sight ( a b>b]'s razor1 & ru%es fe>less ^u ! swords ( ! enemy1 ! action is comm5dable1 n ! man4 ,_m ( ! ,greeks1 says ,cic]o1--,cic]o1 ,tusc4 ,quaes41 ii4 #bg4-- _c endure ! sight ( an enemy1 & yet are c\rage\s 9 sickness2 ! ,cimbrians & ,celtib]ians q contr>y2 ,nihil enim pote/ esse aequabile1 quod non a c]ta ratione pr(iciscatur4 ,no?+ c be regul> t does n proce$ f a fix$ gr\nd ( reason4--,idem1 ibid41 c4 #bf4 ,no val\r c be m extreme 9 its k9d ?an t ( ,alex&]3 b x is ( b "o k9d1 nor full en\gh ?r\gh\t1 nor univ]sal4 ,incomp>able z x is1 x has yet "s blemi%es2 ( :i* 8 be+ s (t5 at 8 wits' end ^u e light suspicion ( 8 capta9s conspir+ aga9/ 8 life1 & ! c>ry+ himself 9 t inquisition ) s mu* vehem5ce & indiscreet inju/ice1 & ) a fe> t subv]t$ 8 natural reason1 is "o pregnant in/ance4 ,! sup]/ition1 also1 ) :i* he 0 s mu* ta9t$1 c>ries along ) x "s image ( pusillanimity2 & ! excess ( 8 p5it5ce = ! murd] ( ,clytus is also a te/imony ( ! unev5ness ( 8 c\rage4 ,all we p]=m is no o!r ?an a c5to1 z a man may say1 ( sev]al pieces1 & we w\ld acquire hon\r by a false title4 ,virtue _c be foll[$ b = h]self1 & if "o sometimes borr[s h] mask to "s o!r purpose1 %e pres5tly pulls x away aga94 ',tis a vivid & /rong t9cture :i*1 :5 ! s\l has once ?or\ghly imbib$ x1 w n out b ) ! piece4 ,&1 !re=e1 to make a "r judgm5t ( a man1 we are long & v obs]v+ly to foll[ 8 trace3 if con/ancy does n !re /& firm ^u h] own prop] base1 ,cui viv5di via consid]ata atque provisa e/1 ,if ! way ( 8 life is ?or\ghly consid]$ & trac$ out4 --,cic]o1 ,p>adox1 v4 #a4 if ! v>iety ( occurr5ces makes him alt] 8 pace 78 pa?1 ,i mean1 = ! pace may be fa/] or sl[]7 let him g2 su* an "o runs be=e ! w9d1 ,avau le d5t1 z ! motto ( our ,talebot has x4 ',tis no wond]1 says "o ( ! anci5ts1 t *ance has s great a dom9ion ov] u1 s9ce x is by *ance we live4 ,x is n possible = any "o :o has n design$ 8 life = "s c]ta9 end1 x is impossible = any "o to arrange ! pieces1 :o has n ! :ole =m already contriv$ 9 8 imag9ation4 ,( :at use are col\rs to him t kn[s n :at he is to pa9t8 ,no "o lays d[n a c]ta9 design = 8 life1 & we only delib]ate !re( by pieces4 ,! ar*] ought fir/ to "k at :at he is to aim1 & !n accommodate 8 arm1 b[1 /r+1 %aft1 & motion to x2 our c\nsels deviate & w&]1 because n levell$ to any det]m9ate end4 ,no w9d s]ves him :o addresses 8 voyage to no c]ta91 port4 ,i _c acquiesce 9 ! judgm5t giv5 by "o 9 ! behalf ( ,sophocles1 :o conclud$ him capable ( ! managem5t ( dome/ic affairs1 aga9/ ! accusation ( 8 son1 f hav+ read "o ( 8 trag$ies4 ,nei!r d ,i all[ ( ! conjecture ( ! ,p>ians1 s5t to regulate ! ,milesians suffici5t = su* a consequ5ce z !y f !nce d]iv$ com+ to visit ! isl&1 !y took notice ( su* gr\nds z 7 be/ husb&$1 & su* c\ntry-h\ses z 7 be/ gov]n$2 & hav+ tak5 ! names ( ! own]s1 :5 !y _h assembl$ ! citiz5s1 !y appo9t$ ^! f>m]s = new gov]nors & magi/rates2 conclud+ t !y1 :o _h be5 s provid5t 9 _! own private conc]ns1 w\ld be s ( ! public too4 ,we are all lumps1 & ( s v>i\s & in=m a contexture1 t e piece plays1 e mom5t1 its own game1 & !re is z mu* diff]5ce betwixt u & ourselves z betwixt u & o!rs3 ,magnam rem puta1 unum hom9em ag]e4 ,e/eem x a great ?+ always to act z "o & ! same man4--,s5eca1 ,ep41 #aej4 ,s9ce ambition c tea* man val\r1 temp]ance1 & lib]ality1 & ev5 ju/ice too2 see+ t av>ice c inspire ! c\rage ( a %op-boy1 br$ & nurs$ up 9 obscurity & ease1 ) ! assurance to expose himself s f> f ! fireside to ! m]cy ( ! waves & angry ,neptune 9 a frail boat2 t %e fur!r tea*es discretion & prud5ce2 & t ev5 ,v5us c inflate boys "u ! discipl9e ( ! rod ) boldness & resolution1 & infuse mascul9e c\rage into ! he>t ( t5d] virg9s 9 _! mo!rs' arms3 ,hac duce1 cu/odes furtim transgressa jac5tes1 ,ad juv5em t5ebris sola puella v5it3 ,%e lead+1 ! maid51 furtively pass+ by ! recumb5t gu>ds1 goes alone 9 ! d>kness to ! y\?4 --,tibullus1 ii4 #b1 #ge4 'tis n all ! und]/&+ has to d1 simply to judge u by our outw>d actions2 x mu/ p5etrate ! v s\l1 & !re discov] by :at spr+s ! motion is guid$4 ,b t be+ a high & haz>d\s und]tak+1 ,i c\ld wi% t few] w\ld attempt x4 ,,*apt] ,,ii ,,( ,,drunk5ness ,! _w is no?+ b v>iety & disemblance1 vices are all alike1 z !y are vices1 & p]adv5ture ! ,/oics und]/& !m s2 b al?\gh !y are equally vices1 yet !y are n all equal vices2 & he :o has transgress$ ! ord9>y b\nds a hundr$ paces3 ,quos ultra citraque nequit consi/]e rectum1 ,beyond or )9 :i* ! "r _c exi/4 --,horace1 ,sat41 i1 #a1 #ajg4 %\ld n be 9 a worse condition ?an he t has advanc$ b t51 is n to be believ$2 or t sacrilege is n worse ?an /eal+ a cabbage3 ,nec v9cet ratio hoc1 tantumdem ut peccet1 idemque1 ,qui t5]os caules ali5i freg]it horti1 ,et qui nocturnus divum sacra leg]it4 ,!re is 9 ?is z great div]sity z 9 any?+ :atev]4 ,! conf\nd+ ( ! ord] & measure ( s9s is dang]\s3 murd]]s1 traitors1 & tyrants get too mu* by x1 & x is n reasonable !y %\ld flatt] _! consci5ces1 because ano!r man is idle1 lascivi\s1 or n assidu\s at 8 devotion4 ,e "o ov]rates ! (f5ce ( 8 companions1 b ext5uates 8 own4 ,our v in/ructors !mselves rank !m sometimes1 9 my op9ion1 v ill4 ,z ,socrates said t ! pr9cipal (fice ( wisdom 0 to di/+ui% good f evil1 we1 ! be/ ( :om are vici\s1 ought also to say ! same ( ! sci5ce ( di/+ui%+ betwixt vice & vice1 )\t :i*1 & t v exactly p]=m$1 ! virtu\s & ! wick$ w rema9 conf\nd$ & unrecognis$4 ,n[1 among/ ! re/1 drunk5ness seems to me to be a gross & bruti% vice4 ,! s\l has great] "p 9 ! re/1 & !re are "s vices t h some?+1 if a man may s say1 ( g5]\s 9 !m2 !re are vices :]e9 !re is a mixture ( k1 dilig5ce1 val\r1 prud5ce1 dext]ity1 & address2 ?is "o is totally corporeal & e>?ly4 ,& ! rude/ nation ?is day 9 ,europe is t alone :]e x is 9 fa%ion4 ,o!r vices discompose ! und]/&+3 ?is totally ov]?r[s x & r5d]s ! body /upid3 ,cum v9i vis p5etravit 4 4 4 ,consequitur gravitas membrorum1 praep$iuntur ,crura vacillanti1 t>descit l+ua1 madet m5s1 ,nant oculi2 clamor1 s+ultus1 jurgia1 gliscunt4 ,:5 ! p[] ( w9e has p5etrat$ u1 a heav9ess ( ! limbs foll[s1 ! legs ( ! tott]+ p]son are imp$$2 ! tongue gr[s torpid1 ! m9d is dimm$1 ! eyes swim2 noise1 hiccup1 & qu>rels arise4--,lucretius1 i4 #c1 #dge4 ,! wor/ /ate ( man is t :]e9 he loses ! k & gov]nm5t ( himself4 ,& 'tis said among/ o!r ?+s ^u ?is subject1 t1 z ! mu/ f]m5t+ 9 a vessel1 works up to ! top :atev] x has 9 ! bottom1 s w9e1 9 ^? :o h drunk beyond measure1 v5ts ! mo/ inw>d secrets3 ,tu sapi5tum ,curas et arcanum jocoso ,consilium retegis ,lyaeo4 ,?\ disclose/ to ! m]ry ,lyacus ! c>es & secret c\nsel ( ! wise4--,horace1 ,od41 xxi4 #a1 #aad4 ,lyacus1 a "n giv5 to ,bac*us4 ,josephus tells u t by giv+ an ambassador ! enemy _h s5t to him 8 full dose ( liquor1 he worm$ out 8 secrets4 ,& yet1 ,augu/us1 committ+ ! mo/ inw>d secrets ( 8 affairs to ,lucius ,piso1 :o conqu]$ ,?race1 nev] f\nd him faulty 9 ! lea/1 no m ?an ,tib]ias did ,cossus1 ) :om he intru/$ 8 :ole c\nsels1 ?\gh we "k !y 7 bo? s giv5 to dr9k t !y h (t5 be5 fa9 to c>ry bo? ! "o & ! o!r drunk out ( ! ,s5ate3 ,he/]no inflatum v5as ut semp]1 ,lyaeo4 ,_! ve9s full1 z usual1 ( ye/]day's w9e4 --,virgil1 ,egl41 vi4 #ae4 ,& ! design ( kill+ ,caes> 0 z safely communicat$ to ,cimb]1 ?\gh he w\ld (t5 be drunk1 z to ,cassius1 :o drank no?+ b wat]4 ,z to :i* ,cassius pleasantly said3 ,:at1 %all ,i be> a tyrant1 ,i :o _c be> w9e8 ,we see our ,g]mans1 :5 drunk z ! devil1 "k _! po/1 rememb] ! ^w1 & keep to _! ranks3 ,nec facilis victoria de madidis1 et ,blaesis1 atque m]o titubantibus4 ,nor is a victory easily obta9$ ov] m5 s drunk1 !y c sc>ce speak or /&4--,juv5al1 ,sat41 xv4 #dg4 ,i c\ld n h believ$ !re _h be5 s pr(\nd1 s5seless1 & dead a degree ( drunk5ness _h ,i n read 9 hi/ory t ,attalus hav+1 to put a notable affront ^u him1 invit$ to supp] ! same ,pausanias1 :o ^u ! v same occasion aft]w>ds kill$ ,philip ( ,mac$on1 a k+ :o by 8 excell5t qualities gave suffici5t te/imony ( 8 education 9 ! h\se & company ( ,epam9ondas1 made him dr9k to su* a pit* t he c\ld aft] ab&on 8 beauty1 z ( a h$ge /rumpet1 to ! mulete]s & s]vants ( ! base/ (fice 9 ! h\se4 ,& ,i h be5 fur!r told by a lady :om ,i highly hon\r & e/eem1 t ne> ,bordeaux & ab\t ,ca/res :]e %e lives1 a c\ntry woman1 a wid[ ( *a/e repute1 p]ceiv+ 9 h]self ! fir/ symptoms ( bre$+1 innoc5tly told h] neighb\rs t if %e _h a husb& %e %\ld ?9k h]self ) *ild2 b ! causes ( suspicion e day m & m increas+1 & at la/ gr[+ up to a manife/ pro(1 ! poor woman 0 r$uc$ to ! necessity ( caus+ x to be proclaim$ 9 h] p>i% *ur*1 t :oev] _h done t de$ & w\ld frankly confess x1 %e did n only promise to =give1 b moreov] to m>ry him1 if he lik$ ! motion2 :]eupon a "y fell[ t s]v$ h] 9 ! quality ( a lab\r]1 enc\rag$ by ?is proclamation1 decl>$ t he _h "o holiday f\nd h]1 hav+ tak5 too mu* ( ! bottle1 s fa/ asleep by ! *imney & 9 s indec5t a po/ure1 t he c\ld conv5i5tly d 8 bus9ess )\t wak+ h]2 & !y yet live toge!r man & wife4 ,x is true t antiquity has n mu* decri$ ?is vice2 ! writ+s ev5 ( sev]al philosoph]s speak v t5d]ly ( x1 & ev5 among/ ! ,/oics !re are "s :o advise folks to give !mselves sometimes ! lib]ty to dr9k1 nay1 to drunk5ness1 to refre% ! s\l3 ,hoc quoque virtutum quondam c]tam9e1 magnum ,socratem palmam prom]uisse f]unt4 ,9 ?is trial ( p[] =m]ly !y relate t ! great ,socrates des]v$ ! palm4--,cornet4 ,gallus1 ,ep41 i4 #dg4 ,t c5sor & reprov] ( o!rs1 ,cato1 0 reproa*$ t he 0 a h>d dr9k]3 ,n>ratur et prisci ,catonis ,saepe m]o caluisse virtus4 ,& ( old ,cato x is said1 t 8 c\rage 0 (t5 w>m$ ) w9e4--,horace1 ,od41 xxi4 #c1 #aa4--;,cato ! ,eld]4 ,cyrus1 t s r5[n$ k+1 among/ ! o!r qualities by :i* he claim$ to be pref]r$ be=e 8 bro!r ,artax]xes1 urg$ ?is excell5ce1 t he c\ld dr9k a great deal m ?an he4 ,& 9 ! be/ gov]n$ nations ?is trial ( skill 9 dr9k+ is v mu* 9 use4 ,i h he>d ,silvius1 an excell5t physician ( ,p>is1 say t le/ ! dige/ive faculties ( ! /oma* %\ld gr[ idle1 x 7 n amiss once a mon? to r\se !m by ?is excess1 & to spur !m le/ !y %\ld gr[ dull & ru/y2 & "o au?or tells u t ! ,p]sians us$ to consult ab\t _! mo/ important affairs aft] be+ well w>m$ ) w9e4 ,my ta/e & con/itution are great] enemies to ?is vice ?an my disc\rse2 = besides t ,i easily submit my belief to ! au?ority ( anci5t op9ions1 ,i look ^u x inde$ z an unmanly & /upid vice1 b less malici\s & hurtful ?an ! o!rs1 :i*1 almo/ all1 m directly jo/le public society4 ,& if we _c please ourselves b x mu/ co/ u some?+1 z !y hold1 ,i f9d ?is vice co/s a man's consci5ce less ?an ! o!rs1 besides t x is ( no difficult prep>ation1 nor h>d to be f\nd1 a consid]ation n altoge!r to be despis$4 ,a man well advanc$ bo? 9 dignity & age1 among/ ?ree pr9cipal commodities t he said rema9$ to him ( life1 reckon$ to me ?is = "o1 & :]e w\ld a man m ju/ly f9d x ?an among/ ! natural conv5i5ces8 ,b he did n take x "r1 = delicacy & ! curi\s *oice ( w9es is !re9 to be avoid$4 ,if y f\nd y\r pleasure ^u dr9k+ ( ! be/1 y condemn y\rself to ! p5ance ( dr9k+ ( ! wor/4 ,y\r ta/e mu/ be m indiff]5t & free2 s delicate a palate is n requir$ to make a good top]4 ,! ,g]mans dr9k almo/ indiff]5tly ( all w9es ) delight2 _! bus9ess is to p\r d[n & n to ta/e2 & x's s mu* ! bett] = !m3 _! pleasure is s mu* ! m pl5tiful & ne>] at h&4 ,secondly1 to dr9k1 aft] ! ,fr5* fa%ion1 b at two meals1 & !n v mod]ately1 is to be too sp>+ ( ! fav\rs ( ! god4 ,!re is m "t & con/ancy requir$ ?an s4 ,! anci5ts sp5t :ole nights 9 ?is ex]cise1 & (ttimes add$ ! day foll[+ to eke x out1 & !re=e we are to take great] lib]ty & /ick clos] to our "w4 ,i h se5 a great "l ( my "t1 a man ( high ent]prise & fam\s success1 t )\t sett+ himself to't1 & aft] 8 ord9>y rate ( dr9k+ at meals1 drank n mu* less ?an five qu>ts ( w9e1 & at 8 go+ away appe>$ b too wise & discreet1 to ! detrim5t ( our affairs4 ,! pleasure we hold 9 e/eem = ! c\rse ( our lives ought to h a great] %>e ( our "t d$icat$ to x2 we %\ld1 l %opboys & lab\r]s1 refuse no occasion nor omit any opportunity ( dr9k+1 & always h x 9 our m9ds4 ,me?9ks we e day abridge & curtail ! use ( w9e1 & t ! aft] breakfa/s1 d9n] snat*es1 & collations ,i us$ to see 9 my fa!r's h\se1 :5 ,i 0 a boy1 7 m usual & frequ5t !n ?an n[4 ,is x t we pret5d to a re=mation8 ,truly1 no3 b x may be we are m addict$ to ,v5us ?an our fa!rs 74 ,!y are two ex]cises t ?w>t & h9d] "o ano!r 9 _! vig\r4 ,le*]y weak5s our /oma* on ! "o side2 & on ! o!r sobriety r5d]s u m spruce & amor\s = ! ex]cise ( love4 ',tis wond]ful :at /range /ories ,i h he>d my fa!r tell ( ! *a/ity ( t age :]e9 he liv$4 ,x 0 = him to say x1 be+ bo? by art & nature cut out & f9i%$ = ! s]vice ( ladies4 ,he spoke well & little3 ev] mix+ 8 language ) "s illu/ration out ( au?ors mo/ 9 use1 especially 9 ,spani%1 & among ! ,spani% he :om !y call$ ,m>cus ,aurelius-- ,guev>a's ,gold5 ,book ( ,m>cus ,aurelius ,anton9us4--0 ord9>ily 9 8 m\?4 ,8 behavi\r 0 g5tly grave1 humble1 & v mode/2 he 0 v solicit\s ( neatness & propriety bo? 9 8 p]son & clo!s1 :e!r on horseback or afoot1 he 0 mon/r\sly punctual 9 8 ^w2 & ( a consci5ce & religion g5]ally t5d+ r t[>ds sup]/ition ?an o!rwise4 ,= a man ( little /ature1 v /rong1 well proportion$1 & well knit2 ( a pleas+ c\nt5ance incl9+ to br[n1 & v adroit 9 all noble ex]cises4 ,i h yet 9 ! h\se to be se5 canes p\r$ full ( lead1 ) :i* !y say he ex]cis$ 8 arms = ?r[+ ! b> or ! /one1 or 9 f5c+2 & %oes ) lead5 soles to make him light] = runn+ or leap+4 ,( 8 vault+ he has left little miracles beh9d him3 ,i h se5 him :5 pa/ ?ree score laugh at our ex]cises1 & ?r[ himself 9 8 furr$ g[n into ! saddle1 make ! t\r ( a table ^u 8 ?umbs & sc>ce ev] m\nt ! /airs into 8 *amb] )\t tak+ ?ree or f\r /eps at a "t4 ,b z to :at ,i 0 speak+ ( be=e2 he said !re 0 sc>ce "o woman ( quality ( ill fame 9 ! :ole prov9ce3 he w\ld tell ( /range confid5ces1 & "s ( !m 8 own1 ) virtu\s wom51 free f any mann] ( suspicion ( ill1 & = 8 own "p solemnly swore he 0 a virg9 at 8 m>riage2 & yet x 0 aft] a long practice ( arms beyond ! m\nta9s1 ( :i* w>s he left u a j\rnal "u 8 own h&1 :]e9 he has giv5 a precise acc\nt f po9t to po9t ( all passages1 bo? relat+ to ! public & to himself4 ,& he 01 moreov]1 m>ri$ at a well advanc$ maturity1 9 ! ye> #aebh1 ! ?ree-&-?irtie? ye> ( 8 age1 ^u 8 way home f ,italy4 ,b let u return to our bottles4 ,! incommodities ( old age1 t /& 9 ne$ ( "s refre%m5t & support1 might ) reason beget 9 me a desire ( ?is faculty1 x be+ z x 7 ! la/ pleasure ! c\rse ( ye>s deprives u (4 ,! natural heat1 say ! good-fell[s1 fir/ seats itself 9 ! feet3 t conc]ns infancy2 !nce x m\nts into ! middle region1 :]e x makes a long abode & produces1 9 my op9ion1 ! sole true pleasures ( human life2 all o!r pleasures 9 comp>ison sleep2 t[>ds ! end1 l a vap\r t /ill m\nts upw>d1 x arrives at ! ?roat1 :]e x makes its f9al resid5ce1 & concludes ! progress4 ,i d n1 nev]!less1 und]/& h[ a man c ext5d ! pleasure ( dr9k+ beyond ?ir/1 & =ge 9 8 imag9ation an appetite artificial & aga9/ nature2 my /oma* w\ld n proce$ s f>2 x has en\gh to d to deal ) :at x takes 9 = its necessity4 ,my con/itution is n to c>e = dr9k b z foll[+ eat+ & wa%+ d[n my meat1 & = t reason my la/ draught is always ! greate/4 ,& see+ t 9 old age we h our palate furr$ ) phlegms or deprav$ by "s o!r ill con/itution1 ! w9e ta/es bett] to u z ! pores are clean] wa%$ & laid m op54 ,at lea/1 ,i seldom ta/e ! fir/ glass well4 ,ana*>sis wond]$ t ! ,greeks drank 9 great] glasses t[>ds ! end ( a meal ?an at ! beg9n+2 :i* 01 ,i suppose1 = ! same reason ! ,g]mans d ! same1 :o !n beg9 ! battle ( dr9k4 ,plato =bids *ildr5 w9e till eighte5 ye>s ( age1 & to get drunk till =ty2 b1 aft] =ty1 gives !m leave to please !mselves1 & to mix a little lib]ally 9 _! fea/s ! influ5ce ( ,dionysos1 t good deity :o re/ores to y\ng] m5 _! gaiety & to old m5 _! y\?2 :o mollifies ! passions ( ! s\l1 z iron is s(t5$ by fire2 & 9 8 ,lazes all[s su* m]ry meet+s1 provid$ !y h a discreet *ief to gov]n & keep !m 9 ord]1 z good & ( great utility2 drunk5ness be+1 he says1 a true & c]ta9 trial ( e "o's nature1 &1 )al1 fit to inspire old m5 ) mettle to div]t !mselves 9 danc+ & music2 ?+s ( great use1 & t !y d>e n attempt :5 sob]4 ,he1 moreov]1 says t w9e is able to supply ! s\l ) temp]ance & ! body ) heal?4 ,nev]!less1 ^! re/rictions1 9 "p borr[$ f ! ,c>?ag9ians1 please him3 t m5 =be> excesses 9 ! exp$itions ( w>2 t e judge & magi/rate ab/a9 f x :5 ab\t ! adm9i/rations ( 8 place or ! consultations ( ! public affairs2 t ! day is n to be employ$ ) x1 t be+ a "t due to o!r occupations1 nor ! night on :i* a man int5ds to get *ildr54 ',tis said t ! philosoph] ,/ilpo1 :5 oppress$ ) age1 purposely ha/5$ 8 end by dr9k+ pure w9e4 ,! same ?+1 b n design$ by him1 despat*$ also ! philosoph] ,arcesilaus4 ,b 'tis an old & pleasant "q1 :e!r ! s\l ( a wise man c be ov]come by ! /r5g? ( w9e8 ,si munitae adhibet vim sapi5tiae4 ,to :at vanity does ! good op9ion we h ( ourselves pu% u8 ,! mo/ regul> & mo/ p]fect s\l 9 ! _w has b too mu* to d to keep itself upright1 & f be+ ov]?r[n by its own weakness4 ,!re is n "o ( a ?\s& t is "r & settl$ s mu* z "o m9ute 9 a :ole life1 & t may n v well d\bt1 :e!r accord+ to h] natural condition %e ev] c be2 b to jo9 con/ancy to x is h] utmo/ p]fection2 ,i mean :5 no?+ %\ld jo/le & discompose h]1 :i* a ?\s& accid5ts may d4 ',tis to mu* purpose t ! great poet ,lucretius keeps su* a clatt] ) 8 philosophy1 :51 behold6 he goes mad ) a love philtre4 ,is x to be imag9$ t an apoplexy w n /un ,socrates z well z a port]8 ,"s m5 h =gott5 _! own names by ! viol5ce ( a disease2 & a slight w\nd has turn$ ! judgm5t ( o!rs topsy-turvy4 ,let him be z wise z he w1 aft] all he is b a man2 & ?an t :at is !re m frail1 m mis]able1 or m no?+8 ,wisdom does n =ce our natural dispositions1 ,sudores itaque1 et pallorem exsi/]e toto ,corpore1 et infr+i l+uam1 vocemque aboriri1 ,calig>e oculos1 son]e aures1 succid]e artus1 ,demque concid]e1 ex animi t]rore1 videmus4 ,sweat & pal5ess come ov] ! :ole body1 ! tongue is r5d]$ p[]less1 ! voice dies away1 ! eyes are d>k5$1 !re is r++ 9 ! e>s1 ! limbs s9k "u u by ! influ5ce ( fe>4--,lucretius1 iii4 #aee4 he mu/ %ut 8 eyes aga9/ ! bl[ t ?reat5s him2 he mu/ tremble ^u ! m>g9 ( a precipice1 l a *ild2 nature hav+ res]v$ ^! light m>ks ( h] au?ority1 n to be =c$ by our reason & ! /oic virtue1 to tea* man 8 mortality & our weakness2 he turns pale ) fe>1 r$ ) %ame1 & groans ) ! *olic1 if n ) desp]ate outcry1 at lea/ ) ho>se & brok5 voice3 ,humani a se nihil ali5um putet4 ,let him n ?9k himself exempt f t :i* is incid5tal to m5 9 g5]al4--,t]5ce1 ,heauton1 i4 #a1 #be4 ,! poets1 t feign all ?+s at pleasure1 d>e n acquit _! greate/ h]oes ( te>s3 ,sic fatur lacrymans1 classique immittit hab5as4 ,?us he speaks1 weep+1 & !n sets sail ) 8 fleet4 --,a5eid1 vi4 i4 ',tis suffici5t = a man to curb & mod]ate 8 incl9ations1 = totally to suppress !m is n 9 him to d4 ,ev5 our great ,plut>*1 t excell5t & p]fect judge ( human actions1 :5 he sees ,brutus & ,torquatus kill _! *ildr51 beg9s to d\bt :e!r virtue c\ld proce$ s f>1 & to "q :e!r ^! p]sons _h n r be5 /imulat$ by "s o!r passion4--,plut>*1 ,life ( ,publicola1 c4 #c4 --,all actions exce$+ ! ord9>y b\nds are liable to s9i/] int]pretation1 = z mu* z our lik+ no m holds ) :at is above ?an ) :at is bel[ x4 ,let u leave t o!r sect1 t sets up an express pr(ession ( scornful sup]iority--,! ,/oics4--3 b :5 ev5 9 t sect1 reput$ ! mo/ quiet & g5tle1 we he> ^! rhodomontades ( ,metrodorus3 ,occupavi te1 ,=tuna1 atque cepi3 omnesque aditus tuos int]clusi ut ad me aspir>e non posses2 ,=tune1 ,i h got ! bett] ( !e1 & h made all ! av5ues s sure ?\ can/ n come at me4 --,cic]o1 ,tusc4 ,quaes41 v4 #i4 :5 ,anax>*us1 by comm& ( ,nicocreon ! tyrant ( ,cyprus1 0 put into a /one mort>1 & laid ^u ) mauls ( iron1 ceases n to say1 ,/rike1 batt]1 break2 'tis n ,anax>*us1 'tis b 8 %ea? t y p\nd & bray s2 :5 we he> our m>tyrs cry out to ! tyrant f ! middle ( ! flame1 ,?is side is roa/$ en\gh1 fall to & eat1 x is en\gh done2 fall to "w ) ! o!r2 :5 we he> ! *ild 9 ,josephus' torn piece-meal ) p9c]s1 defy+ ,antio*us1 & cry+ out ) a con/ant & assur$ voice3 ,tyrant1 ?\ lose/ ?y lab\r1 ,i am /ill at ease2 :]e is ! pa91 :]e are ! torm5ts ) :i* ?\ did/ s ?reat5 me8 ,is ?is all ?\ can/ d8 ,my con/ancy torm5ts !e m ?an ?y cruelty does me4 ,o pitiful c[>d1 ?\ fa9te/1 & ,i gr[ /rong]2 make me compla91 make me b5d1 make me yield if ?\ can/2 enc\rage ?y gu>ds1 *e] up ?y execution]s2 see1 see !y fa9t1 & c d no m2 arm !m1 fle% !m anew1 spur !m up2 truly1 a man mu/ confess t !re is "s phr5zy1 "s fury1 h[ holy soev]1 t at t "t possesses ^? s\ls4 ,:5 we come to ^! ,/oical sallies3 ,i _h r be mad ?an voluptu\s1 a say+ ( ,anti/h5es4 ,:5 ,sextius tells u1 he _h r be fett]$ ) affliction ?an pleasure3 :5 ,epicurus takes ^u him to play ) 8 g\t1 &1 refus+ heal? & ease1 defies all torm5ts1 & despis+ ! less] pa9s1 z disda9+ to cont5d ) !m1 he covets & calls out = o!rs %>p]1 m viol5t1 & m wor?y ( him2 ,spumantemque d>i1 pecora int] in]tia1 votis ,optat aprum1 aut fulvum desc5d]e monte leonem3 ,& in/ead ( timid bea/s1 wi%es ! foam+ bo> or tawny lion w\ld come f ! m\nta94--,a,eneid1 iv4 #aeh4 :o b mu/ conclude t ^! are wild sallies pu%$ on by a c\rage t has brok5 loose f its place8 ,our s\l _c f h] own seat rea* s high2 'tis necess>y %e mu/ leave x1 raise h]self up1 &1 tak+ ! bridle 9 h] tee?1 transport h] man s f> t he %all aft]w>ds himself be a/oni%$ at :at he has done2 z1 9 w>1 ! heat ( battle impels g5]\s soldi]s to p]=m ?+s ( s inf9ite dang]1 z aft]w>ds1 recollect+ !m1 !y !mselves are ! fir/ to wond] at2 z x also f>es ) ! poets1 :o are (t5 rapt ) admiration ( _! own writ+s1 & "k n :]e aga9 to f9d ! track ?r\gh :i* !y p]=m$ s f9e a ,c>e]2 :i* also is 9 !m call$ fury & rapture4 ,& z ,plato says1 'tis to no purpose = a sob]-m9d$ man to knock at ! door ( poesy3 s ,ari/otle says1 t no excell5t s\l is exempt f a mixture ( madness2 & he has reason to call all transports1 h[ comm5dable soev]1 t surpass our own judgm5t & und]/&+1 madness2 =asmu* z wisdom is a regul> gov]nm5t ( ! s\l1 :i* is c>ri$ on ) measure & proportion1 & = :i* %e is to h]self responsible4 ,plato argues ?us1 t ! faculty ( prophesy+ is s f> above u1 t we mu/ be out ( ourselves :5 we m$dle ) x1 & our prud5ce mu/ ei!r be ob/ruct$ by sleep or sickness1 or lift$ f h] place by "s cele/ial rapture4 ,,*apt] ,,iii ,a ,,cu/om ,,( ,,! ,,isle ,,( ,,cea ,cos4 ,cea is ! =m ( ! "n giv5 by ,pl9y ,if to philosophise be1 z 'tis def9$1 to d\bt1 mu* m to write at r&om & play ! fool1 z ,i d1 ought to be reput$ d\bt+1 = x is = novices & fre%m5 to inquire & to dispute1 & = ! *airman to mod]ate & det]m9e4 ,my mod]ator is ! au?ority ( ! div9e w1 t gov]ns u )\t contradiction1 & t is seat$ above ^! human & va9 conte/ations4 ,philip hav+ =cibly ent]$ into ,peloponnesus1 & "s "o say+ to ,damidas t ! ,lac$aemonians 7 likely v mu* to suff] if !y did n 9 "t reconcile !mselves to 8 fav\r3 ,:y1 y pitiful fell[1 repli$ he1 :at c !y suff] :o d n fe> to die8 ,x be+ also ask$ ( ,agis1 :i* way a man might live free8 ,:y1 said he1 by despis+ dea?4 ,^!1 & a ?\s& o!r say+s to ! same purpose1 di/9ctly s\nd ( some?+ m ?an ! pati5t att5d+ ! /roke ( dea? :5 x %all come2 = !re are sev]al accid5ts 9 life f> worse to suff] ?an dea? itself4 ,witness ! ,lac$aemonian boy tak5 by ,antigonus1 & sold = a slave1 :o be+ by 8 ma/] comm&$ to "s base employm5t3 ,?\ %alt see1 says ! boy1 :om ?\ ha/ b\ght2 x w\ld be a %ame = me to s]ve1 be+ s ne> ! rea* ( lib]ty1 & hav+ s said1 ?rew himself f ! top ( ! h\se4 ,antipat] sev]ely ?reat5+ ! ,lac$aemonians1 t he might ! bett] incl9e !m to acquiesce 9 a c]ta9 dem& ( 83 ,if ?\ ?reat5e/ u ) m ?an dea?1 repli$ !y1 we %all ! m will+ly die2 & to ,philip1 hav+ writt5 !m ^w t he w\ld fru/rate all _! ent]prises3 ,:at1 wilt ?\ also h9d] u f dy+8 ,?is is ! mean+ ( ! s5t5ce1 ,t ! wise man lives z long z he ought1 n s long z he c2 & t ! mo/ oblig+ pres5t ,nature has made u1 & :i* takes f u all col\r ( compla9t ( our condition1 is to h deliv]$ into our own cu/ody ! keys ( life2 %e has only ord]$1 "o door into life1 b a hundr$ ?\s& ways out4 ,we may be /rait5$ = e>? to live ^u1 b e>? suffici5t to die ^u c nev] be want+1 z ,boiocalus answ]$ ! ,romans4--,tacitus1 ,annal41 xiii4 #ef4--,:y do/ ?\ compla9 ( ?is _w8 x deta9s !e n2 ?y own c[>dice is ! cause1 if ?\ live/ 9 pa94 ,!re ne$s no m to die b to w to die3 ,ubique mors e/2 optime hoc cavit deus4 ,erip]e vitam nemo non hom9i pote/2 ,at nemo mortem2 mille ad hanc aditus pat5t4 ,dea? is ev]y:]e3 heav5 has well provid$ = t4 ,any "o may deprive u ( life2 no "o c deprive u ( dea?4 ,to dea? !re are a ?\s& av5ues4--,s5eca1 ,!b31 i1 ,i1 #aea4 ,nei!r is x a recipe = "o disease only2 dea? is ! infallible cure ( all2 'tis a mo/ assur$ port t is nev] to be fe>$1 & v (t5 to be s\ght4 ,x comes all to "o1 :e!r a man give himself 8 end1 or /ays to receive x by "s o!r means2 :e!r he pays be=e 8 day1 or /ay till 8 day ( paym5t come2 f :5cesoev] x comes1 x is /ill 82 9 :at "p soev] ! ?read breaks1 !re's ! end ( ! clue4 ,! mo/ volunt>y dea? is ! f9e/4 ,life dep5ds ^u ! pleasure ( o!rs2 dea? ^u our own4 ,we ought n to accommodate ourselves to our own hum\r 9 any?+ s mu* z 9 ?is4 ,reputation is n conc]n$ 9 su* an ent]prise2 'tis folly to be conc]n$ by any su* appreh5sion4 ,liv+ is slav]y if ! lib]ty ( dy+ be want+4 ,! ord9>y me?od ( cure is c>ri$ on at ! exp5se ( life2 !y torm5t u ) cau/ics1 incisions1 & amputations ( limbs2 !y int]dict alim5t & exhau/ our blood2 "o /ep f>!r & we are cur$ inde$ & effectually4 ,:y is n ! jugul> ve9 z mu* at our disposal z ! m$ian ve98 ,= a desp]ate disease a desp]ate cure4 ,s]vius ! gramm>ian1 be+ torm5t$ ) ! g\t1 c\ld ?9k ( no bett] rem$y ?an to apply poison to 8 legs1 to deprive !m ( _! s5se2 let !m be g\ty at _! w1 s !y 7 ins5sible ( pa94 ,god gives u leave en\gh to g :5 ,he is pleas$ to r$uce u to su* a condition t to live is f> worse ?an to die4 ',tis weakness to truckle "u infirmities1 b x's madness to n\ri% !m4 ,! ,/oics say1 t x is liv+ accord+ to nature 9 a wise man to1 take 8 leave ( life1 ev5 9 ! height ( prosp]ity1 if he d x opportunely2 & 9 a fool to prolong x1 ?\gh he be mis]able1 provid$ he be n indig5t ( ^? ?+s :i* !y repute to be accord+ to nature4 ,z ,i d n (f5d ! law aga9/ ?ieves :5 ,i embezzle my own money & cut my own purse2 nor t aga9/ inc5di>ies :5 ,i burn my own wood2 s am ,i n "u ! la% ( ^? made aga9/ murd]]s = hav+ depriv$ myself ( my own life4 ,hegesias said1 t z ! condition ( life did1 s ! condition ( dea? ought to dep5d ^u our own *oice4 ,& ,diog5es meet+ ! philosoph] ,speusippus1 s bl[n up ) an invet]ate dropsy t he 0 fa9 to be c>ri$ 9 a litt]1 & by him salut$ ) ! complim5t1 ,i wi% y good heal?4 ,no heal? to !e1 repli$ ! o!r1 :o art cont5t to live 9 su* a condition4 ,& 9 fact1 n long aft]1 ,speusippus1 we>y ( s langui%+ a /ate ( life1 f\nd a means to die4 ,b ?is does n pass )\t admitt+ a dispute3 = _m are ( op9ion t we _c quit ?is g>rison ( ! _w )\t ! express comm& ( ,him :o has plac$ u 9 x2 & t x app]ta9s to ,god :o has plac$ u "h1 n = ourselves only b = ,8 ,glory & ! s]vice ( o!rs1 to dismiss u :5 x %all be/ please ,him1 & n = u to dep>t )\t ,8 lic5ce3 t we are n born = ourselves only1 b = our c\ntry also1 ! laws ( :i* require an acc\nt f u ^u ! score ( _! own int]e/1 & h an action ( manslaught] good aga9/ u2 & if ^! fail to take cognisance ( ! fact1 we are puni%$ 9 ! o!r _w z des]t]s ( our duty3 ,proxima de9de t55t mae/i loca1 qui sibi letum ,insontes pep]]e manu1 lucemque p]osi ,proiec]e animas4 ,!nce ! sad ones occupy ! next abodes1 :o1 ?\gh free f guilt1 7 by _! own h&s sla91 &1 hat+ light1 s\ght dea?4--,a,eneid1 vi4 #dcd4 ,!re is m con/ancy 9 suff]+ ! *a9 we are ti$ to ?an 9 break+ x1 & m pregnant evid5ce ( =titude 9 ,regulus ?an 9 ,cato2 'tis indiscretion & impati5ce t pu% u on to ^! precipices3 no accid5ts c make true virtue turn h] back2 %e seeks & requires evils1 pa9s1 & grief1 z ! ?+s by :i* %e is n\ri%$ & support$2 ! m5aces ( tyrants1 racks1 & tortures s]ve only to animate & r\se h]3 ,duris ut ilex tonsa bip5nibus ,nigrae f]aci frondis 9 ,algido1 ,p] damma1 p]cmdes1 ab ipso ,ducit opes1 animumque f]ro4 ,z 9 ,m\nt ,algidus1 ! /urdy oak ev5 f ! axe itself d]ives new vig\r & life4--,horace1 ,od41 iv4 #d1 #eg4 ,& z ano!r says3 ,non e/1 ut putas1 virtus1 pat]1 ,tim]e vitam2 s$ malis +5tibus ,ob/>e1 nec se v]t]e1 ac retro d>e4 ,fa!r1 'tis no virtue to fe> life1 b to )/& great mis=tunes1 nor turn back f !m4--,s5eca1 ,!b41 i4 #aij4 ,or z ?is3 ,rebus 9 adv]sis facile e/ contemn]e mortem ,=tius ille facit1 qui mis] esse pote/4 ,x is easy 9 adv]sity to despise dea?2 b he acts m bravely1 :o c live wret*$4--,m>tial1 xi4 #ef1 #ae4 ',tis c[>dice1 n virtue1 to lie squat 9 a furr[1 "u a tomb1 to evade ! bl[s ( =tune2 virtue nev] /ops nor goes out ( h] pa?1 = ! greate/ /orm t bl[s3 ,si fractus illabatur orbis1 ,impavidum f]i5t ru9ae4 ,%\ld ! _w's axis crack1 ! ru9s w b cru% a fe>less head4--,horace1 ,od41 iii4 #c1 #g4 ,= ! mo/ "p1 ! fly+ f o!r inconv5i5ces br+s u to ?is2 nay1 endeav\r+ to evade dea?1 we (t5 run into its v m\?3 ,hic1 rogo1 non furor e/1 ne mori>e1 mori8 ,tell me1 is x n madness1 t "o %\ld die = fe> ( dy+8--,m>tial1 ii4 #hj1 #b4 l ^? :o1 f fe> ( a precipice1 ?r[ !mselves headlong into x2 ,multos 9 summa p]icula misfit ,v5turi timor ipse mali3 =tissimus ille e/1 ,qui promptus metu5da pati1 si com9us in/5t1 ,et diff]re pote/4 ,! fe> ( future ills (t5 makes m5 run into extreme dang]2 he is truly brave :o boldly d>es )/& ! mis*iefs he appreh5ds1 :5 !y confront him & c be def]r$4 --,lucan1 vii4 #ajd4 ,usque adeo1 mortis =mid9e1 vitae ,p]cipit humanos odium1 lucisque vid5dae1 ,ut sibi consciscant mo]5ti pectore le?um ,obliti fontem cur>um hunc esse timorem4 ,dea? to t degree s fright5s "s m51 t caus+ !m to hate bo? life & light1 !y kill !mselves1 mis]ably =gett+ t ?is same fe> is ! f\nta9 ( _! c>es4 --,lucretius1 iii4 #gi4 ,plato1 9 8 ,laws1 assigns an ignom9i\s sepulture to him :o has depriv$ 8 ne>e/ & be/ fri5d1 namely himself1 ( life & 8 de/9$ c\rse1 be+ nei!r compell$ s to d by public judgm5t1 by any sad & inevitable accid5t ( =tune1 nor by any insupportable disgrace1 b m]ely pu%$ on by c[>dice & ! imbecility ( a timor\s s\l4 ,& ! op9ion t makes s little ( life1 is ridicul\s2 = x is our be+1 'tis all we h4 ,?+s ( a nobl] & m elevat$ be+ may1 inde$1 reproa* ours2 b x is aga9/ nature = u to contemn & make little acc\nt ( ourselves2 'tis a disease p>ticul> to man1 & n disc]n$ 9 any o!r creatures1 to hate & despise itself4 ,& x is a vanity ( ! same /amp to desire to be some?+ else ?an :at we are2 ! effect ( su* a desire does n at all t\* u1 =asmu* z x is contradict$ & h9d]$ 9 itself4 ,he t desires ( a man to be made an angel1 does no?+ = himself2 he w\ld be nev] ! bett] = x2 =1 be+ no m1 :o %all rejoice or be s5sible ( ?is b5efit = him4 ,debet enim1 mis]e cui =ti1 aegreque futurum e/1 ,ipse quoque esse 9 eo turn tempore1 cum male possit ,accid]e4 ,= he to :om mis]y & pa9 are to be 9 ! future1 mu/ himself !n exi/1 :5 ^! ills befall him4 --,idem1 ibid41 #hgd4 ,security1 indol5ce1 impassability1 ! privation ( ! evils ( ?is life1 :i* we pret5d to pur*ase at ! price ( dy+1 are ( no mann] ( advantage to u3 t man evades w> to v little purpose :o c h no fruition ( peace2 & z little to ! purpose does he avoid tr\ble :o _c enjoy repose4 ,among/ ^? ( ! fir/ ( ^! two op9ions1 !re has be5 great debate1 :at occasions are suffici5t to ju/ify ! m$itation ( self-murd]1 :i* !y call ,a reasonable exit4-- ,diog5es ,la]tius1 ,life ( ,z5o4--,= ?\gh !y say t m5 mu/ (t5 die = trivial causes1 see+ ^? t deta9 u 9 life are ( no v great weight1 yet !re is to be "s limit4 ,!re are fanta/ic & s5seless hum\rs t h prompt$ n only individual m51 b :ole nations to de/roy !mselves1 ( :i* ,i h else:]e giv5 "s examples2 & we fur!r read ( ! ,milesian virg9s1 t by a frantic compact !y hang$ !mselves "o aft] ano!r till ! magi/rate took ord] 9 x1 enact+ t ! bodies ( su* z %\ld be f\nd s hang$ %\ld be drawn by ! same halt] />k nak$ ?r\gh ! city4 ,:5 ,!rykion tri$ to p]suade ,cleom5es to despat* himself1 by reason ( ! ill po/ure ( 8 affairs1 &1 hav+ miss$ a dea? ( m hon\r 9 ! battle he _h lo/1 to accept ( ?is ! second 9 hon\r to x1 & n to give ! conqu]ors leisure to make him und]go ei!r an ignom9i\s dea? or an infam\s life2 ,cleom5es1 ) a c\rage truly ,/oic & ,lac$aemonian1 reject$ 8 c\nsel z unmanly & mean2 t1 said he1 is a rem$y t c nev] be want+1 b :i* a man is nev] to make use (1 :il/ !re is an in* ( hope rema9+3 tell+ him1 t x 0 sometimes con/ancy & val\r to live2 t he w\ld t ev5 8 dea? %\ld be ( use to 8 c\ntry1 & w\ld make ( x an act ( hon\r & virtue4 ,!rykion1 not)/&+1 ?\ght himself 9 ! "r1 & did 8 own bus9ess2 & ,cleom5es aft]w>ds did ! same1 b n till he _h fir/ tri$ ! utmo/ malevol5ce ( =tune4 ,all ! inconv5i5ces 9 ! _w are n consid]able en\gh t a man %\ld die to evade !m2 &1 besides1 !re be+ s _m1 s sudd5 & unexpect$ *anges 9 human ?+s1 x is h>d rightly to judge :5 we are at ! end ( our hope3 ,sp]at et 9 saeva victus gladiator ar5a1 ,sit licet infe/o pollice turba m9ax4 ,! gladiator conqu]$ 9 ! li/s hopes on1 ?\gh ! m5ac+ spectators1 turn+ _! ?umb1 ord] him to die4 --,p5tadius1 ,de ,spe1 ap4 ,virgilii ,catadecta4 ,all ?+s1 says an old adage1 are to be hop$ = by a man :il/ he lives2 ay1 b1 replies ,s5eca1 :y %\ld ?is r be always runn+ 9 a man's head t =tune c d all ?+s = ! liv+ man1 ?an ?is1 t =tune has no p[] ov] him t kn[s h[ to die8 ,josephus1 :5 engag$ 9 s ne> & app>5t dang]1 a :ole p be+ viol5tly b5t aga9/ him1 t !re 0 no visible means ( escape1 nev]!less1 be+1 z he himself says1 9 ?is extremity c\nsell$ by "o ( 8 fri5ds to despat* himself1 x 0 well = him t he yet ma9ta9$ himself 9 hope1 = =tune div]t$ ! accid5t beyond all human expectation1 s t he saw himself deliv]$ )\t any mann] ( inconv5i5ce4 ,:]eas ,brutus & ,cassius1 on ! contr>y1 ?rew away ! rema9s ( ! ,roman lib]ty1 ( :i* !y 7 ! sole protectors1 by ! precipitation & tem]ity :]e) !y kill$ !mselves be=e ! due "t & a j occasion4 ,monsieur d',angui51 at ! battle ( ,s]isolles1 twice attempt$ to run himself ?r\gh1 despair+ ( ! =tune ( ! day1 :i* w5t inde$ v unt[>dly on t side ( ! field :]e he 0 engag$1 & by t precipitation 0 v ne> depriv+ himself ( ! enjoym5t ( s brave a victory4 ,i h se5 a hundr$ h>es escape out ( ! v tee? ( ! greyh\nds3 ,aliquis c>nifici suo sup]/es fuit4 ,"s h surviv$ _! execution]s4--,s5eca1 ,ep41 #ac4 ,multa dies1 v>iusque labor mutabilis nevi ,rettulit 9 melius2 multos alt]na revis5s ,lusit1 et 9 solido rursus =tuna locavit4 ,l5g? ( days1 & ! v>i\s lab\r ( *angeful "t1 h br\ght ?+s to a bett] /ate2 =tune turn+1 %ews a rev]se face1 & aga9 re/ores m5 to prosp]ity4--,a,eneid1 xi4 #dbe4 ,p9y says !re are b ?ree sorts ( diseases1 to escape :i* a man has good title to de/roy himself2 ! wor/ ( :i* is ! /one 9 ! bladd]1 :5 ! ur9e is suppress$4 ,9 ! qu>to edition ( ^! essays1 9 #aehh1 ,pl9y is said to m5tion two m1 viz41 a pa9 9 ! /oma* & a heada*e1 :i*1 he says 7lib4 xxv4 c4 #i471 7 ! only ?ree di/emp]s almo/ = :i* m5 kill$ !mselves4 ,s5eca says ^? only :i* = a long "t are discompos+ ! functions ( ! s\l4 ,& "s !re h be5 :o1 to avoid a worse dea?1 h *os5 "o to _! own lik+4 ,democritus1 g5]al ( ! ,a,etolians1 be+ br\ght prison] to ,rome1 f\nd means to make 8 escape by night3 b close pursu$ by 8 keep]s1 r ?an suff] himself to be retak51 he fell ^u 8 own sword & di$4 ,ant9\s & ,!odotus1 _! city ( ,epirus be+ r$uc$ by ! ,romans to ! la/ extremity1 gave ! p c\nsel univ]sally to kill !mselves2 b1 ^! pref]r+ to give !mselves up to ! enemy1 ! two *iefs w5t to seek ! dea? !y desir$1 ru%+ furi\sly ^u ! enemy1 ) int5tion to /rike home b n to w>d a bl[4 ,! ,isl& ( ,gozzo be+ tak5 "s ye>s ago by ! ,turks1 a ,sicilian1 :o _h two beautiful daught]s m>riageable1 kill$ !m bo? ) 8 own h&1 & _! "m1 runn+ 9 to save !m1 to boot1 :i* hav+ done1 sally+ out ( ! h\se ) a cross-b[ & h>quebus1 ) two %ots he kill$ two ( ! ,turks ne>e/ to 8 door1 & draw+ 8 sword1 *>g$ furi\sly 9 among/ ! re/1 :]e he 0 sudd5ly enclos$ & cut to pieces1 by t means deliv]+ 8 family & himself f slav]y & di%on\r4 ,! ,jewi% wom51 aft] hav+ circumcis$ _! *ildr51 ?rew !m & !mselves d[n a precipice to avoid ! cruelty ( ,antigonus4 ,i h be5 told ( a p]son ( condition 9 "o ( our prisons1 t 8 fri5ds1 be+ in=m$ t he w\ld c]ta9ly be condemn$1 to avoid ! ignom9y ( su* a dea? suborn$ a prie/ to tell him t ! only means ( 8 deliv]ance 0 to recomm5d himself to su* a sa9t1 "u su* & su* v[s1 & to fa/ eight days toge!r )\t tak+ any mann] ( n\ri%m5t1 :at weakness or fa9tness soev] he might f9d 9 himself dur+ ! "t2 he foll[$ _! advice1 & by t means de/roy$ himself be=e he 0 aw>e1 n dream+ ( dea? or any dang] 9 ! exp]im5t4 ,scribonia advis+ h] nephew ,libo to kill himself r ?an await ! /roke ( ju/ice1 told him t x 0 to d o!r p's bus9ess to pres]ve 8 life to put x aft] into ! h&s ( ^? :o )9 ?ree or f\r days w\ld fet* him to execution1 & t x 0 to s]ve 8 enemies to keep 8 blood to gratify _! malice4 ,we read 9 ! ,bible t ,nicanor1 ! p]secutor ( ! law ( ,god1 hav+ s5t 8 soldi]s to seize ^u ! good old man ,razis1 surnam$ 9 hon\r ( 8 virtue ! fa!r ( ! ,jews3 ! good man1 see+ no o!r rem$y1 8 gates burn$ d[n1 & ! enemies ready to seize him1 *oos+ r to die nobly ?an to fall into ! h&s ( 8 wick$ adv]s>ies & suff] himself to be cruelly but*]$ by !m1 contr>y to ! hon\r ( 8 rank & quality1 /abb$ himself ) 8 own sword1 b ! bl[1 = ha/e1 n hav+ be5 giv5 home1 he ran & ?rew himself f ! top ( a wall headlong among !m1 :o sep>at+ !mselves & mak+ room1 he pit*$ directly ^u 8 head2 not)/&+ :i*1 feel+ yet 9 himself "s rema9s ( life1 he r5ew$ 8 c\rage1 & />t+ up ^u 8 feet all bloody & w\nd$ z he 01 & mak+ 8 way ?r\gh ! cr[d to a precipit\s rock1 !re1 ?r\gh "o ( 8 w\nds1 drew out 8 b[els1 :i*1 te>+ & pull+ to pieces ) bo? 8 h&s1 he ?rew among/ 8 pursu]s1 all ! :ile atte/+ & invok+ ! ,div9e v5geance ^u !m = _! cruelty & inju/ice4 ,( viol5ces (f]$ to ! consci5ce1 t aga9/ ! *a/ity ( woman is1 9 my op9ion1 mo/ to be avoid$1 =asmu* z !re is a c]ta9 pleasure naturally mix$ ) x1 & = t reason ! diss5t !re9 _c be suffici5tly p]fect & entire1 s t ! viol5ce seems to be mix$ ) a little cons5t ( ! =c$ p>ty4 ,! ecclesia/ical hi/ory has sev]al examples ( dev\t p]sons :o h embrac$ dea? to secure !m f ! outrages prep>$ by tyrants aga9/ _! religion & hon\r4 ,pelagia & ,sophronia1 bo? canonis$1 ! fir/ ( ^! precipitat$ h]self ) h] "m & si/]s into ! riv] to avoid be+ =c$ by "s soldi]s1 & ! la/ also kill$ h]self to avoid be+ ravi%$ by ! ,emp]or ,max5tius4 ,x may1 p]adv5ture1 be an hon\r to u 9 future ages1 t a le>n$ au?or ( ?is pres5t "t1 & a ,p>isian1 takes a great deal ( pa9s to p]suade ! ladies ( our age r to take any o!r c\rse ?an to ent] into ! horrid m$itation ( su* a despair4 ,i am sorry he _h nev] he>d1 t he might h ins]t$ x among/ 8 o!r /ories1 ! say+ ( a woman1 :i* 0 told me at ,t\l\se1 :o _h pass$ ?r\gh ! h&l+ ( "s soldi]s3 ,god be prais$1 said %e1 t once at lea/ 9 my life ,i h _h my fill )\t s94 ,9 tru?1 ^! cruelties are v unwor?y ! ,fr5* good nature1 & also1 ,god be ?ank$1 our air is v well purg$ ( !m s9ce ?is good advice3 'tis en\gh t !y say no 9 do+ x1 accord+ to ! rule ( ! good ,m>ot4 ,un d\lx n5ny1 avec un d\lx s\rire ,e/ tant honne/e4--,m>ot4 ,hi/ory is ev]y:]e full ( ^? :o by a ?\s& ways h ex*ang$ a pa9ful & irksome life = dea?4 ,lucius ,aruntius kill$ himself1 to fly1 he said1 bo? ! future & ! pa/4 ,granius ,silvanus & ,/atius ,proximus1 aft] hav+ be5 p>don$ by ,n]o1 kill$ !mselves2 ei!r disda9+ to live by ! fav\r ( s wick$ a man1 or t !y might n be tr\bl$1 at "s o!r "t1 to obta9 a second p>don1 consid]+ ! proclivity ( 8 nature to suspect & cr$it accusations aga9/ wor?y m54 ,sp>gapises1 son ( ,que5 ,tomyris1 be+ a prison] ( w> to ,cyrus1 made use ( ! fir/ fav\r ,cyrus %ew$ him1 9 comm&+ him to be unb\nd1 to kill himself1 hav+ pret5d$ to no o!r b5efit ( lib]ty1 b only to be rev5g$ ( himself = ! disgrace ( be+ tak54 ,boges1 gov]nor 9 ,eion = ,k+ ,x]xes1 be+ besieg$ by ! ,a!nian army "u ! conduct ( ,cimon1 refus$ ! conditions (f]$1 t he might safe return into ,asia ) all 8 weal?1 impati5t to survive ! loss ( a place 8 ma/] _h giv5 him to keep2 :]e=e1 hav+ def5d$ ! city to ! la/ extremity1 no?+ be+ left to eat1 he fir/ ?rew all ! gold & :atev] else ! enemy c\ld make booty ( into ! riv] ,/rymon1 & !n caus+ a great pile to be set on fire1 & ! ?roats ( all ! wom51 *ildr51 concub9es1 & s]vants to be cut1 he ?rew _! bodies into ! fire1 & at la/ leap$ into x himself4 ,n9a*etu51 an ,indian "l1 s soon z he he>d ! fir/ :isp] ( ! ,portuguese ,vic]oy's det]m9ation to dispossess him1 )\t any app>5t cause1 ( 8 comm& 9 ,malacca1 to transf] x to ! ,k+ ( ,camp>1 he took ?is resolution ) himself3 he caus$ a scaffold1 m long ?an broad1 to be erect$1 support$ by columns royally adorn$ ) tape/ry & /rew$ ) fl[]s & abundance ( p]fumes2 all :i* be+ prep>$1 9 a robe ( clo? ( gold1 set full ( jewels ( great value1 he came out into ! /reet1 & m\nt$ ! /eps to ! scaffold1 at "o corn] ( :i* he _h a pile light$ ( aromatic wood4 ,ev]ybody ran to see to :at end ^! unusual prep>ations 7 made2 :5 ,n9a*etu51 ) a manly b displeas$ c\nt5ance1 set =? h[ mu* he _h oblig$ ! ,portuguese nation1 & ) h[ unspott$ fidelity he _h c>ri$ himself 9 8 *>ge2 t hav+ s (t51 sword 9 h&1 manife/$ 9 ! behalf ( o!rs1 t hon\r 0 mu* m de> to him ?an life1 he 0 n to ab&on ! conc]n ( x = himself3 t =tune d5y+ him all means ( oppos+ ! affront design$ to be put ^u him1 8 c\rage at lea/ enjo9$ him to free himself f ! s5se ( x1 & n to s]ve = a fable to ! p1 nor = a triumph to m5 less des]v+ ?an himself2 :i* hav+ said he leap$ into ! fire4 ,sextilia1 wife ( ,scaurus1 & ,paxaea1 wife ( ,labeo1 to enc\rage _! husb&s to avoid ! dang]s t press$ ^u !m1 :]e9 !y _h no o!r %>e ?an conjugal affection1 volunt>ily sacrific$ _! own lives to s]ve !m 9 ?is extreme necessity = company & example4 ,:at !y did = _! husb&s1 ,cocceius ,n]va did = 8 c\ntry1 ) less utility ?\gh ) equal affection3 ?is great lawy]1 fl\ri%+ 9 heal?1 ri*es1 reputation1 & fav\r ) ! ,emp]or1 _h no o!r cause to kill himself b ! sole compassion ( ! mis]able /ate ( ! ,roman ,republic4 ,no?+ c be add$ to ! beauty ( ! dea? ( ! wife ( ,fulvius1 a famili> fav\rite ( ,augu/us3 ,augu/us hav+ discov]$ t he _h v5t$ an important secret he _h entru/$ him )al1 "o morn+ t he came to make 8 c\rt1 receiv$ him v coldly & look$ fr[n+ly ^u him4 ,he return$ home1 full (1 despair1 :]e he sorr[fully told 8 wife t1 hav+ fall5 into ?is mis=tune1 he 0 resolv$ to kill himself3 to :i* %e r\ndly repli$1 'tis b reason y %\ld1 see+ t hav+ s (t5 exp]i5c$ ! incont95ce ( my tongue1 y c\ld n take w>n+3 b let me kill myself fir/1 & )\t any m say+ ran h]self ?r\gh ! body ) a sword4 ,vibius ,virrius1 despair+ ( ! safety ( 8 city besieg$ by ! ,romans & ( _! m]cy1 9 ! la/ delib]ation ( 8 city's s5ate1 aft] _m argum5ts conduc+ to t end1 conclud$ t ! mo/ noble means to escape =tune 0 by _! own h&s3 tell+ !m t ! enemy w\ld h !m 9 hon\r1 & ,hannibal w\ld be s5sible h[ _m fai?ful fri5ds he _h ab&on$2 invit+ ^? :o approv$ ( 8 advice to come to a good supp] he _h ready at home1 :]e aft] !y _h eat5 well1 !y w\ld dr9k toge!r ( :at he _h prep>$2 a bev]age1 said he1 t w deliv] our bodies f torm5ts1 our s\ls f insult1 & our eyes & e>s f ! s5se ( s _m hateful mis*iefs1 z ! conqu]$ suff] f cruel & implacable conqu]ors4 ,i h1 said he1 tak5 ord] = fit p]sons to ?r[ our bodies into a fun]al pile be=e my door s soon z we are dead4 ,_m en\gh approv$ ?is high resolution1 b few imitat$ x2 sev5-&-tw5ty s5ators foll[$ him1 :o1 aft] hav+ tri$ to dr[n ! ?\ght ( ?is fatal det]m9ation 9 w9e1 end$ ! fea/ ) ! mortal mess2 & embrac+ "o ano!r1 aft] !y _h jo9tly deplor$ ! mis=tune ( _! c\ntry1 "s retir$ home to _! own h\ses1 o!rs /ay$ to be burn$ ) ,vibius 9 8 fun]al pyre2 & 7 all ( !m s long 9 dy+1 ! vap\r ( ! w9e hav+ prepossess$ ! ve9s1 & by t means def]r$ ! effect ( poison1 t "s ( !m 7 )9 an h\r ( see+ ! enemy inside ! walls ( ,capua1 :i* 0 tak5 ! next morn+1 & ( und]go+ ! mis]ies !y _h at s de> a rate endeav\r$ to avoid4 ,jubellius ,taurea1 ano!r citiz5 ( ! same c\ntry1 ! ,consul ,fulvius return+ f ! %ameful but*]y he _h made ( two hundr$ & tw5ty-five s5ators1 call$ him back fi]cely by "n1 & hav+ made him /op3 ,give ! ^w1 said he1 t somebody may dispat* me aft] ! massacre ( s _m o!rs1 t ?\ maye/ boa/ to h kill$ a mu* m valiant man ?an ?yself4 ,fulvius1 disda9+ him z a man out ( 8 wits1 & also hav+ receiv$ lett]s f ,rome c5sur+ ! inhumanity ( 8 execution :i* ti$ 8 h&s1 ,jubellius proce$$3 ,s9ce my c\ntry has be5 tak51 my fri5ds dead1 & hav+ ) my own h&s sla9 my wife & *ildr5 to rescue !m f ! desolation ( ?is ru91 ,i am d5i$ to die ! dea? ( my fell[-citiz5s1 let me borr[ f virtue v5geance on ?is hat$ life1 & !re)al draw+ a %ort sword he c>ri$ conceal$ ab\t him1 he ran x ?r\gh 8 own bosom1 fall+ d[n backw>d1 & expir+ at ! consul's feet4 ,alex&]1 lay+ siege to a city ( ! ,indies1 ^? )91 f9d+ !mselves v h>dly set1 put on a vigor\s resolution to deprive him ( ! pleasure ( 8 victory1 & accord+ly burn$ !mselves 9 g5]al1 toge!r ) _! city1 9 despite ( 8 humanity3 a new k9d ( w>1 :]e ! enemies s\ght to save !m1 & !y to de/roy !mselves1 do+ to make !mselves sure ( dea?1 all t m5 d to secure life4 ,a/apa1 a city ( ,spa91 f9d+ itself weak 9 walls & def5ce to )/& ! ,romans1 ! inhabitants made a heap ( all _! ri*es & furniture 9 ! public place2 &1 hav+ rang$ ^u ?is heap all ! wom5 & *ildr51 & pil$ !m r\nd ) wood & o!r combu/ible matt] to take sudd5 fire1 & left fifty ( _! "y m5 = ! execution ( t :]eon !y _h resolv$1 !y made a desp]ate sally1 :]e = want ( p[] to ov]come1 !y caus$ !mselves to be e man sla94 ,! fifty1 aft] hav+ massacr$ e liv+ s\l ?r\gh\t ! :ole city1 & put fire to ?is pile1 ?rew !mselves la/ly into x1 f9i%+ _! g5]\s lib]ty1 r aft] an ins5sible1 ?an aft] a sorr[ful & disgraceful mann]1 giv+ ! enemy to und]/&1 t if =tune _h be5 s pleas$1 !y _h z well ! c\rage to snat* f !m victory z !y _h to fru/rate & r5d] x dreadful1 & ev5 mortal to ^? :o1 allur$ by ! spl5d\r ( ! gold melt+ 9 ?is flame1 hav+ approa*$ x1 a great numb] 7 !re suffocat$ & burn$1 be+ kept f retir+ by ! cr[d t foll[$ aft]4 ,! ,abydeans1 be+ press$ by ,k+ ,philip1 put on ! same resolution2 b1 n hav+ "t1 !y c\ld n put x '9 effect4 ,! k+1 :o 0 /ruck ) horror at ! ra% precipitation ( ?is execution 7! treasure & movables t !y _h condemn$ to ! flames be+ fir/ seiz$71 draw+ (f 8 soldi]s1 grant$ !m ?ree days' "t to kill !mselves 91 t !y might d x ) m ord] & at great] ease3 :i* "t !y fill$ ) blood & slaught] beyond ! utmo/ excess ( all ho/ile cruelty1 s t n s mu* z any "o s\l 0 left alive t _h p[] to de/roy itself4 ,!re are inf9ite examples ( l popul> resolutions :i* seem ! m fi]ce & cruel 9 proportion z ! effect is m univ]sal1 & yet are really less s ?an :5 s+ly execut$2 :at argum5ts & p]suasion _c d ) individual m51 !y c d ) all1 ! ard\r ( society ravi%+ p>ticul> judgm5ts4 ,! condemn$ :o w\ld live to be execut$ 9 ! reign ( ,tib]ius1 =feit$ _! goods & 7 d5i$ ! rites ( sepulture2 ^? :o1 by kill+ !mselves1 anticipat$ x1 7 int]r$1 & _h lib]ty to dispose ( _! e/ates by w4 ,b m5 sometimes covet dea? out ( hope ( a great] good4 ,i desire1 says ,/4 ,paul1 to be ) ,*ri/1 & :o %all rid me ( ^! b&s8 ,cleombrotus ( ,ambracia1 hav+ read ,plato's ,phe$o1 ent]$ into s great a desire ( ! life to come t1 )\t any o!r occasion1 he ?rew himself into ! sea4 ,by :i* x appe>s h[ improp]ly we call ?is volunt>y dissolution1 despair1 to :i* ! eag]ness ( hope (t5 incl9es u1 &1 (t51 a calm & temp]ate desire proce$+ f a mature & delib]ate judgm5t4 ,jacques du ,*a/el1 bi%op ( ,soissons1 9 ,/4 ,l\is's =eign exp$ition1 see+ ! k+ & :ole army ^u ! po9t ( return+ into ,france1 leav+ ! affairs ( religion imp]fect1 took a resolution r to g into ,p>adise2 :]e=e1 hav+ tak5 solemn leave ( 8 fri5ds1 he *>g$ alone1 9 ! sight ( e "o1 into ! enemy's army1 :]e he 0 pres5tly cut to pieces4 ,9 a c]ta9 k+dom ( ! new discov]$ _w1 ^u a day ( solemn procession1 :5 ! idol !y adore is drawn ab\t 9 public ^u a *>iot ( m>vell\s greatness2 besides t _m are !n se5 cutt+ (f pieces ( _! fle% to (f] to him1 !re are a numb] ( o!rs :o pro/rate !mselves ^u ! place1 caus+ !mselves to be cru%$ & brok5 to pieces "u ! weighty :eels1 to obta9 ! v5]ation ( sanctity aft] dea?1 :i* is accord+ly paid !m4 ,! dea? ( ! bi%op1 sword 9 h&1 has m ( magnanimity 9 x1 & less ( s5tim5t1 ! ard\r ( combat tak+ away "p ( ! latt]4 ,!re are "s gov]nm5ts :o h tak5 ^u !m to regulate ! ju/ice & opportunity ( volunt>y dea?4 ,9 =m] times !re 0 kept 9 our city ( ,m>seilles a poison prep>$ out ( hemlock1 at ! public *>ge1 = ^? :o _h a m9d to ha/5 _! end1 hav+ fir/1 be=e ! six hundr$1 :o 7 _! s5ate1 giv5 acc\nt ( ! reasons & motives ( _! design1 & x 0 n o!rwise lawful1 ?an by leave f ! magi/rate & ^u j occasion to d viol5ce to !mselves4--,val]ius ,maximus1 ii4 #f1 #g4--,! same law 0 also 9 use 9 o!r places4 ,sextus ,pompeius1 9 8 exp$ition into ,asia1 t\*$ at ! isle ( ,cea 9 ,negropont3 x happ5$ :il/ he 0 !re1 z we h x f "o t 0 ) him1 t a woman ( great quality1 hav+ giv5 an acc\nt to h] citiz5s :y %e 0 resolv$ to put an end to h] life1 invit$ ,pompeius to h] dea?1 to r5d] x ! m hon\rable1 an invitation t he accept$2 & hav+ long tri$ 9 va9 by ! p[] ( 8 eloqu5ce1 :i* 0 v great1 & p]suasion1 to div]t h] f t design1 he acquiesc$ 9 ! end 9 h] own w4 ,%e _h pass$ ! age ( f\r score & t5 9 a v happy /ate1 bo? ( body & m9d2 be+ !n laid ^u h] b$1 bett] dress$ ?an ord9>y & lean+ ^u h] elb[1 ,! gods1 said %e1 ,o ,sextus ,pompeius1 & r ^? ,i leave ?an ^? ,i g to seek1 rew>d !e1 = t ?\ ha/ n disda9$ to be bo? ! c\nsellor ( my life & ! witness ( my dea?4 ,= my "p1 hav+ always exp]i5c$ ! smiles ( =tune1 = fe> le/ ! desire ( liv+ too long may make me see a contr>y face1 ,i am go+1 by a happy end1 to dismiss ! rema9s ( my s\l1 leav+ beh9d two daught]s ( my body & a legion ( nephews2 :i* hav+ said1 ) "s exhortations to h] family to live 9 peace1 %e divid$ among/ !m h] goods1 & recomm5d+ h] dome/ic gods to h] elde/ daught]1 %e boldly took ! b[l t conta9$ ! poison1 & hav+ made h] v[s & pray]s to ,m]cury to conduct h] to "s happy abode 9 ! o!r _w1 %e r\ndly swall[$ ! mortal poison4 ,?is be+ done1 %e ent]ta9$ ! company ) ! progress ( its op]ation1 & h[ ! cold by degrees seiz$ ! sev]al p>ts ( h] body "o aft] ano!r1 till hav+ 9 ! end told !m x began to seize ^u h] he>t & b[els1 %e call$ h] daught]s to d ! la/ (fice & close h] eyes4 ,pl9y tells u ( a c]ta9 ,hyp]borean nation :]e1 by reason ( ! sweet temp]ature ( ! air1 lives r>ely end$ b by ! volunt>y surr5d] ( ! inhabitants1 :o1 be+ we>y ( & satiat$ ) liv+1 _h ! cu/om1 at a v old age1 aft] hav+ made good *e]1 to precipitate !mselves into ! sea f ! top ( a c]ta9 rock1 assign$ = t s]vice4 ,pa9 & ! fe> ( a worse dea? seem to me ! mo/ excusable incitem5ts4 ,,*apt] ,,iv ,,to-,,morr[',s ,a ,,new ,,day ,i give1 z x seems to me1 ) good reason ! palm to ,jacques ,amyot ( all our ,fr5* writ]s1 n only = ! simplicity & purity ( 8 language1 :]e9 he excels all o!rs1 nor = 8 con/ancy 9 go+ ?r\gh s long a "w1 nor = ! dep? ( 8 k1 hav+ be5 able s successfully to smoo? & unravel s knotty & intricate an au?or 7= let p tell me :at !y w1 ,i und]/& no?+ ( ,greek2 b ,i meet ) s5se s well unit$ & ma9ta9$ ?r\gh\t 8 :ole translation1 t c]ta9ly he ei!r knew ! true fancy ( ! au?or1 or hav+1 by be+ long conv]sant ) him1 impr9t$ a vivid & g5]al idea ( t ( ,plut>* 9 8 s\l1 he has deliv]$ u no?+ t ei!r d]ogates f or contradicts him71 b above all1 ,i am ! mo/ tak5 ) him = hav+ made s discreet a *oice ( a book s wor?y & ( s great utility :]e) to pres5t 8 c\ntry4 ,we ignorant fell[s _h be5 lo/1 _h n ?is book rais$ u out ( ! dirt2 by ?is fav\r ( 8 we d>e n[ speak & write2 ! ladies are able to read to s*oolma/]s2 'tis our brevi>y4 ,if ?is good man be yet liv+1 ,i w\ld recomm5d to him ,x5ophon1 to d z mu* by t2 'tis a mu* m easy task ?an ! o!r1 & consequ5tly m prop] = 8 age4 ,&1 besides1 ?\gh ,i "k n h[1 me?9ks he does briskly--& cle>ly en\gh trip ov] /eps ano!r w\ld h /umbl$ at1 yet nev]!less 8 /yle seems to be m 8 own :]e he does n enc\nt] ^? difficulties1 & rolls away at 8 own ease4 ,i 0 j n[ read+ ?is passage :]e ,plut>* says ( himself1 t ,ru/icus be+ pres5t at a declamation ( 8 at ,rome1 !re receiv$ a packet f ! emp]or1 & def]r$ to op5 x till all 0 done3 = :i*1 says he1 all ! company highly applaud$ ! gravity ( ?is p]son4 ',tis true1 t be+ ^u ! subject ( curiosity & ( t eag] passion = news1 :i* makes u ) s mu* indiscretion & impati5ce leave all to ent]ta9 a newcom]1 & )\t any mann] ( respect or outcry1 te> op5 on a sudd51 9 :at company soev]1 ! lett]s t are deliv]$ to u1 he _h reason to applaud ! gravity ( ,ru/icus ^u ?is occasion2 & might moreov] h add$ to x ! comm5dation ( 8 civility & c\rtesy1 t w\ld n int]rupt ! curr5t ( 8 declamation4 ,b ,i d\bt :e!r any "o c comm5d 8 prud5ce2 = receiv+ unexpect$ lett]s1 & especially f an emp]or1 x might h fall5 out t ! def]r+ to read !m might h be5 ( great prejudice4 ,! vice opposite to curiosity is neglig5ce1 to :i* ,i naturally incl9e1 & :]e9 ,i h se5 "s m5 s extreme t "o might h f\nd lett]s s5t !m ?ree or f\r days be=e1 /ill seal$ up 9 _! pockets4 ,i nev] op5 any lett]s direct$ to ano!r2 n only ^? intru/$ ) me1 b ev5 su* z =tune has guid$ to my h&2 & am angry ) myself if my eyes unaw>es /eal any cont5ts ( lett]s ( importance he is read+ :5 ,i /& ne> a great man4 ,nev] 0 man less inquisitive or less pry+ into o!r m5's affairs ?an ,i4 ,9 our fa!rs' days1 ,monsieur de ,b\ti]es _h l to h lo/ ,tur9 f hav+1 :ile engag$ 9 good company at supp]1 delay$ to read in=mation t 0 s5t him ( ! treason plott$ aga9/ t city :]e he comm&$4 ,& ?is v ,plut>* has giv5 me to und]/&1 t ,julius ,caes> _h pres]v$ himself1 if1 go+ to ! ,s5ate ! day he 0 assass9at$ by ! conspirators1 he _h read a note :i* 0 pres5t$ to him by1 ! way4 ,he tells also ! /ory ( ,ar*ias1 ! tyrant ( ,!bes1 t ! night be=e ! execution ( ! design ,pelopidas _h plott$ to kill him to re/ore 8 c\ntry to lib]ty1 he _h a full acc\nt s5t him 9 writ+ by ano!r ,ar*ias1 an ,a!nian1 ( ! :ole conspiracy1 & t1 ?is packet hav+ be5 deliv]$ to him :ile he sat at supp]1 he def]r$ ! op5+ ( x1 say+1 :i* aft]w>ds turn$ to a prov]b 9 ,greece1 ,bus9ess to-morr[4 ,a wise man may1 ,i ?9k1 out ( respect to ano!r1 z n to di/urb ! company1 z ,ru/icus did1 or n to break (f ano!r affair ( importance 9 h&1 def] to read or he> any new ?+ t is br\ght him2 b = 8 own int]e/ or p>ticul> pleasure1 especially if he be a public m9i/]1 t he w n int]rupt 8 d9n] or break 8 sleep is inexcusable4 ,& !re 0 anci5tly at ,rome1 ! consul> place1 z !y call$ x1 :i* 0 ! mo/ hon\rable at ! table1 z be+ a place ( mo/ lib]ty1 & ( m conv5i5t access to ^? :o came 9 to speak to ! p]son seat$ !re2 by :i* x appe>s1 t be+ at meat1 !y did n totally ab&on ! conc]n ( o!r affairs & incid5ts4 ,b :5 all is said1 x is v h>d 9 human actions to give s exact a rule ^u moral reasons1 t =tune w n !re9 ma9ta9 h] own "r4 ,,*apt] ,v ,,( ,,consci5ce ,! ,sieur de la ,br\sse1 my bro!r1 & ,i1 travell+ "o day toge!r dur+ ! "t ( our civil w>s1 met a g5tleman ( good sort4 ,he 0 ( ! contr>y p>ty1 ?\gh ,i did n "k s mu*1 = he pret5d$ o!rwise3 & ! mis*ief on't is1 t 9 ?is sort ( w> ! c>ds are s %uffl$1 y\r enemy n be+ di/+ui%$ f y\rself by any app>5t m>k ei!r ( language or habit1 & be+ n\ri%$ "u ! same law1 air1 & mann]s1 x is v h>d to avoid disord] & confusion4 ,?is made me afraid myself ( meet+ any ( our troops 9 a place :]e ,i 0 n kn[n1 t ,i might n be 9 fe> to tell my "n1 & p]adv5ture ( some?+ worse2 z x _h befall5 me be=e1 :]e1 by su* a mi/ake1 ,i lo/ bo? m5 & horses1 & among/ o!rs an ,italian g5tleman my page1 :om ,i br$ ) ! greate/ c>e & affection1 0 mis]ably sla91 9 :om a y\? ( great promise & expectation 0 ext+ui%$4 ,b ! g5tleman my bro!r & ,i met _h s desp]ate1 half-dead a fe> ^u him at meet+ ) any horse1 or pass+ by any ( ! t[ns t held = ! ,k+1 t ,i at la/ discov]$ x to be al>ms ( consci5ce4 ,x seem$ to ! poor man z if ?r\gh 8 visor & ! crosses ^u 8 cassock1 "o w\ld h p5etrat$ into 8 bosom & read ! mo/ secret int5tions ( 8 he>t2 s wond]ful is ! p[] ( consci5ce4 ,x makes u betray1 accuse1 & fight aga9/ ourselves1 & = want ( o!r witnesses1 to give evid5ce aga9/ ourselves3 ,occultum quati5s animo tortore flagellum4 ,! tortur] ( ! s\l br&i%+ a %>p sc\rge )94 --,juv5al1 iii4 #aie4 ,?is /ory is 9 e *ild's m\?3 ,bessus ! ,paeonian1 be+ reproa*$ = wantonly pull+ d[n a ne/ ( "y sp>r[s & kill+ !m1 repli$1 t he _h reason to d s1 see+ t ^? little birds nev] ceas$ falsely to accuse him ( ! murd] ( 8 fa!r4 ,?is p>ricide _h till !n be5 conceal$ & unkn[n1 b ! rev5g+ fury ( consci5ce caus$ x to be discov]$ by him himself1 :o 0 to suff] = x4 ,hesiod corrects ! say+ ( ,plato1 t puni%m5t closely foll[s s91 x be+1 z he says1 born at ! same "t ) x4 ,:oev] expects puni%m5t already suff]s x1 & :oev] has des]v$ x expects x4 ,wick$ness contrives torm5ts aga9/ itself3 ,malum consilium consultori pessimum4 ,ill designs are wor/ to ! contriv]4 --,apud ,aul4 ,gellium1 iv4 #e4 z ! wasp /+s & hurts ano!r1 b mo/ ( all itself1 = x !re loses its /+ & its use = ev]1 ,vitasque 9 vuln]e ponunt4 ,& leave _! own lives 9 ! w\nd4 --,virgil1 ,geo41 iv4 #bch4 ,can?>ides h some:]e ab\t !m1 by a contr>iety ( nature1 a c\nt]poison aga9/ _! poison4 ,9 l mann]1 at ! same "t t m5 take delight 9 vice1 !re spr+s 9 ! consci5ce a displeasure t afflicts u sleep+ & wak+ ) v>i\s torm5t+ imag9ations3 ,quippe ubi se multi1 p] somnia saepe loqu5tes1 ,aut morbo delirantes1 protraxe f]antur1 ,et celata diu 9 m$ium peccata d$isse4 ,surely :]e _m1 (t5 talk+ 9 _! sleep1 or rav+ 9 disease1 are said to h betray$ !mselves1 & to h giv5 publicity to (f5ces long conceal$4--,lucretius1 v4 #aaeg4 ,apollodorus dream$ t he saw himself flay$ by ! ,scy?ians & aft]w>ds boil$ 9 a cauldron1 & t 8 he>t mutt]$ ^! words ,i am ! cause ( all ^! mis*iefs t h befall5 !e4 ,epicurus said t no hid+-hole c\ld conceal ! wick$1 s9ce !y c\ld nev] assure !mselves ( be+ hid :il/ _! consci5ce discov]$ !m to !mselves4 ,prima e/ haec ultio1 quod se ,judice nemo noc5s absohitur4 ,tis ! fir/ puni%m5t ( s9 t no man absolves himself4 or3 ,?is is ! highe/ rev5ge1 t by its judgm5t no (f5d] is absolv$4--,juv5al1 xiii4 #b4 ,z an ill consci5ce fills u ) fe>1 s a good "o gives u great] confid5ce & assurance2 & ,i c truly say t ,i h gone ?r\gh sev]al haz>ds ) a m /eady pace 9 consid]ation ( ! secret k ,i _h ( my own w & ! innoc5ce ( my int5tions3 ,conscia m5s ut cuique sua e/1 ita concipit intra ,pectora pro facto spemque metumque suo4 ,z a man's consci5ce is1 s )9 hope or fe> prevails1 suit+ to 8 design4--,ovid1 ,fa/41 i4 #dhe4 ,( ?is are a ?\s& examples2 b x w be en\gh to in/ance ?ree ( "o & ! same p]son4 ,scipio1 be+ "o day accus$ be=e ! p ( ,rome ( "s crimes ( a v high nature1 in/ead ( excus+ himself or flatt]+ 8 judges3 ,x w become y well1 said he1 to sit 9 judgm5t ^u a head1 by ^: means y h ! p[] to judge all ! _w4 ,ano!r "t1 all ! answ] he gave to sev]al impea*m5ts br\ght aga9/ him by a tribune ( ! p1 in/ead ( mak+ 8 def5ce3 ,let u g1 citiz5s1 said he1 let u g r5d] ?anks to ! gods = ! victory !y gave me ov] ! ,c>?ag9ians z ?is day1 & advanc+ himself be=e t[>ds ! ,temple1 he _h pres5tly all ! assembly & 8 v accus] himself foll[+ at 8 heels4 ,& ,petilius1 hav+ be5 set on by ,cato to dem& an acc\nt ( ! money t _h pass$ ?r\gh 8 h&s 9 ! prov9ce ( ,antio*1 ,scipio be+ come into ! s5ate to t purpose1 produc$ a book f "u 8 robe1 :]e9 he told !m 0 an exact acc\nt ( 8 receipts & disbursem5ts2 b be+ requir$ to deliv] x to ! pro?onot>y to be exam9$1 he refus$1 say+1 he w\ld n d himself s great a disgrace2 & 9 ! pres5ce ( ! :ole s5ate tore ! book ) 8 own h&s to pieces4 ,i d n believe t ! mo/ se>$ consci5ce c\ld h c\nt]feit$ s great an assurance4 ,he _h naturally too high a _s & 0 accu/om$ to too high a =tune1 says ,titius ,livius1 to "k h[ to be crim9al1 & to l[] himself to ! meanness ( def5d+ 8 innoc5ce4 ,! putt+ m5 to ! rack is a dang]\s inv5tion1 & seems to be r a trial ( pati5ce ?an ( tru?4 ,bo? he :o has ! =titude to endure x conceals ! tru?1 & he :o has n3 = :y %\ld pa9 soon] make me confess :at really is1 ?an =ce me to say :at is n8 ,&1 on ! contr>y1 if he :o is n guilty ( t :]e( he is accus$1 has ! c\rage to und]go ^? torm5ts1 :y %\ld n he :o is guilty h ! same1 s fair a rew>d z life be+ 9 8 prospect8 ,i believe ! gr\nd ( ?is inv5tion proce$s f ! consid]ation ( ! =ce ( consci5ce3 =1 to ! guilty1 x seems to assi/ ! rack to make him confess 8 fault & to %ake 8 resolution2 &1 on ! o!r side1 t x =tifies ! innoc5t aga9/ ! torture4 ,b :5 all is done1 'tis1 9 pla9 tru?1 a trial full ( unc]ta9ty & dang] :at w\ld n a man say1 :at w\ld n a man d1 to avoid s intol]able torm5ts8 ,etiam innoc5tes cogit m5tiri dolor4 ,pa9 w make ev5 ! innoc5t lie4--,publius ,syrus1 ,de ,dolore4 ,:5ce x comes to pass1 t him :om ! judge has rack$ t he may n die innoc5t1 he makes him die bo? innoc5t & rack$4 ,a ?\s& & a ?\s& h *>g$ _! own heads by false confessions1 among/ :om ,i place ,philotas1 consid]+ ! circum/ances ( ! trial ,alex&] put ^u him & ! progress ( 8 torture4 ,b s x is t "s say x is ! lea/ evil human weakness c\ld inv5t2 v inhumanly1 not)/&+1 & to v little purpose1 9 my op9ion4 ,_m nations less b>b>\s 9 ?is ?an ! ,greeks & ,romans :o call !m s1 repute x horrible & cruel to torm5t & pull a man to pieces = a fault ( :i* !y are yet 9 d\bt4 ,h[ c he help y\r ignorance8 ,are n y unju/1 t1 n to kill him )\t cause1 d worse ?an kill him8 ,& t ?is is s1 d b obs]ve h[ (t5 m5 pref] to die )\t reason ?an und]go ?is exam9ation1 m pa9ful ?an execution itself2 & t (t-times by its extremity anticipates execution1 & p]=m x4 ,i "k n :]e ,i _h ?is /ory1 b x exactly mat*es ! consci5ce ( our ju/ice 9 ?is p>ticul>4 ,a c\ntry-woman1 to a g5]al ( a v sev]e discipl9e1 accus$ "o ( 8 soldi]s t he _h tak5 f h] *ildr5 ! little s\p meat %e _h left to n\ri% !m )al1 ! army hav+ consum$ all ! re/2 b ( ?is pro( !re 0 none4 ,! g5]al1 aft] hav+ caution$ ! woman to take good he$ to :at %e said1 = t %e w\ld make h]self guilty ( a false accusation if %e told a lie1 & %e p]si/+1 he pres5tly caus$ ! soldi]'s belly to be ripp$ up to cle> ! tru? ( ! fact1 & ! woman 0 f\nd to be "r4 ,an in/ructive s5t5ce4 ,,*apt] ,,vi ,,use ,,makes ,,p]fect ',tis n to be expect$ t argum5t & in/ruction1 ?\gh we nev] s volunt>ily surr5d] our belief to :at is read to u1 %\ld be ( =ce to lead u on s f> z to action1 if we d n1 ov] & above1 ex]cise & =m ! s\l by exp]i5ce to ! c\rse = :i* we design x2 x w1 o!rwise1 d\btless f9d itself at a loss :5 x comes to ! p9* ( ! bus9ess4 ,?is is ! reason :y ^? among/ ! philosoph]s :o 7 ambiti\s to atta9 to a great] excell5ce1 7 n cont5t$ to await ! sev]ities ( =tune 9 ! retirem5t & repose ( _! own habitations1 le/ he %\ld h surpris$ !m raw & inexp]t 9 ! combat1 b salli$ out to meet h]1 & purposely ?rew !mselves into ! pro( ( difficulties4 ,"s ( !m ab&on$ ri*es to ex]cise !mselves 9 a volunt>y pov]ty2 o!rs s\ght out lab\r & an au/]ity ( life1 to inure !m to h>d%ips & inconv5i5ces2 o!rs h depriv$ !mselves ( _! de>e/ memb]s1 z ( sight1 & ( ! in/rum5ts ( g5]ation1 le/ _! too delightful & effem9ate s]vice %\ld s(t5 & debau* ! /ability ( _! s\ls4 ,b 9 dy+1 :i* is ! greate/ "w we h to d1 practice c give u no assi/ance at all4 ,a man may by cu/om =tify himself aga9/ pa91 %ame1 necessity1 & su*-l accid5ts1 b z to dea?1 we c exp]im5t x b once1 & are all appr5tices :5 we come to x4 ,!re h1 anci5tly1 be5 m5 s excell5t manag]s ( _! "t t !y h tri$ ev5 9 dea? itself to reli% & ta/e x1 & :o h b5t _! utmo/ faculties ( m9d to discov] :at ?is passage is1 b !y are none ( !m come back to tell u ! news3 ,nemo exp]gitus ex/at1 ,frigida qu]n semel e/ vitai pausa sequuta4 ,no "o wakes :o has once fall5 into ! cold sleep ( dea?4 --,lucretius1 iii4 #idb ,julius ,canus1 a noble ,roman1 ( s+ul> con/ancy & virtue1 hav+ be5 condemn$ to die by t wor?less fell[ ,caligula1 besides _m m>vell\s te/imonies t he gave ( 8 resolution1 z he 0 j go+ to receive ! /roke ( ! execution]1 0 ask$ by a philosoph]1 a fri5d ( 83 ,well1 ,canus1 :]eab\t is y\r s\l n[8 :at is %e do+8 ,:at are y ?9k+ (8--,i 0 ?9k+1 repli$ ! o!r1 to keep myself ready1 & ! faculties ( my m9d full settl$ & fix$1 to try if 9 ?is %ort & quick in/ant ( dea?1 ,i c\ld p]ceive ! motion ( ! s\l :5 %e p>ts f ! body1 & :e!r %e has any s5tim5t at ! sep>ation1 t ,i may aft] come aga9 if ,i c1 to acqua9t my fri5ds ) x4 ,?is man philosophises n unto dea? only1 b 9 dea? itself4 ,:at a /range assurance 0 ?is1 & :at brav]y ( c\rage1 to desire 8 dea? %\ld be a lesson to him1 & to h leisure to ?9k ( o!r ?+s 9 s great an affair3 ,jus hoc animi mori5tis habebat4 ,?is mighty p[] ( m9d he _h dy+4-,lucan1 viii4 #fcf4 ,& yet ,i fancy1 !re is a c]ta9 way ( mak+ x famili> to u1 & 9 "s sort ( mak+ trial :at x is4 ,we may ga9 exp]i5ce1 if n entire & p]fect1 yet su*1 at lea/1 z %all n be totally useless to u1 & t may r5d] u m confid5t & m assur$4 ,if we _c ov]take x1 we may approa* x & view x1 & if we d n advance s f> z ! =t1 we may at lea/ discov] & make ourselves acqua9t$ ) ! av5ues4 ,x is n )\t reason t we are taught to consid] sleep z a resemblance ( dea?3 ) h[ great facility d we pass f wak+ to sleep+1 & ) h[ little conc]n d we lose ! k ( light & ( ourselves4 ,p]adv5ture1 ! faculty ( sleep+ w\ld seem useless & contr>y to nature1 s9ce x deprives u ( all action & s5tim5t1 7 x n t by x nature in/ructs u t %e has equally made u to die z to live2 & 9 life pres5ts to u ! et]nal /ate %e res]ves = u aft] x1 to accu/om u to x & to take f u ! fe> ( x4 ,b su* z h by viol5t accid5t fall5 into a swoon1 & 9 x h lo/ all s5se1 ^!1 me?9ks1 h be5 v ne> see+ ! true & natural face ( dea?2 = z to ! mom5t ( ! passage1 x is n to be fe>$ t x br+s ) x any pa9 or displeasure1 =asmu* z we c h no feel+ )\t leisure2 our suff]+s require "t1 :i* 9 dea? is s %ort1 & s precipit\s1 t x mu/ necess>ily be ins5sible4 ,!y are ! approa*es t we are to fe>1 & ^! may fall )9 ! limits ( exp]i5ce4 ,_m ?+s seem great] by imag9ation ?an !y are 9 effect2 ,i h pass$ a good "p ( my life 9 a p]fect & entire heal?2 ,i say1 n only entire1 b1 moreov]1 sprightly & wanton4 ,?is /ate1 s full ( v]dure1 jollity1 & vig\r1 made ! consid]ation ( sickness s =midable to me1 t :5 ,i came to exp]i5ce x1 ,i f\nd ! attacks fa9t & easy 9 comp>ison ) :at ,i _h appreh5d$4 ,( ?is ,i h daily exp]i5ce2 if ,i am "u ! %elt] ( a w>m room1 9 a /ormy & tempe/u\s night1 ,i wond] h[ p c live abroad1 & am afflict$ = ^? :o are out 9 ! fields3 if ,i am !re myself1 ,i d n wi% to be any:]e else4 ,?is "o ?+ ( be+ always %ut up 9 a *amb] ,i fanci$ insupportable3 b ,i 0 pres5tly inur$ to be s imprison$ a week1 nay a mon? toge!r1 9 a v weak1 disord]$1 & sad condition2 & ,i h f\nd t1 9 ! "t ( my heal?1 ,i mu* m piti$ ! sick1 ?an ,i ?9k myself to be piti$ :5 ,i am s1 & t ! =ce ( my imag9ation enhances ne> "o-half ( ! ess5ce & reality ( ! ?+4 ,i hope t :5 ,i come to die ,i %all f9d x ! same1 & t1 aft] all1 x is n wor? ! pa9s ,i take1 s mu* prep>ation & s mu* assi/ance z ,i call 91 to und]go ! /roke4 ,b1 at all ev5ts1 we _c give ourselves too mu* advantage4 ,9 ! "t ( our ?ird or second tr\bles 7,i d n well rememb] :i*71 go+ "o day abroad to take ! air1 ab\t a league f my own h\se1 :i* is seat$ 9 ! v c5tre ( all ! bu/le & mis*ief ( ! late civil w>s 9 ,france2 ?9k+ myself 9 all security & s ne> to my retreat t ,i /ood 9 ne$ ( no bett] equipage1 ,i _h tak5 a horse t w5t v easy ^u 8 pace1 b 0 n v /rong4 ,be+ ^u my return home1 a sudd5 occasion fall+ out to make use ( ?is horse 9 a k9d ( s]vice t he 0 n accu/om$ to1 "o ( my tra91 a lu/y1 tall fell[1 m\nt$ ^u a /rong ,g]man horse1 t _h a v ill m\?1 fre% & vigor\s1 to play ! brave & set on ahead ( 8 fell[s1 comes ?und]+ full spe$ 9 ! v track :]e ,i 01 ru%+ l a ,colossus ^u ! little man & ! little horse1 ) su* a c>e] ( /r5g? & weight1 t he turn$ u bo? ov] & ov]1 topsy-turvy ) our heels 9 ! air3 s t !re lay ! horse ov]?r[n & /unn$ ) ! fall1 & ,i t5 or twelve paces f him /ret*$ out at l5g?1 ) my face all batt]$ & brok51 my sword :i* ,i _h _h 9 my h&1 above t5 paces beyond t1 & my belt brok5 all to pieces1 )\t motion or s5se any m ?an a /ock4 ',twas ! only swoon ,i 0 ev] 9 till t h\r 9 my life4 ,^? :o 7 ) me1 aft] hav+ us$ all ! means !y c\ld to br+ me to myself1 conclud+ me dead1 took me up 9 _! arms1 & c>ri$ me ) v mu* difficulty home to my h\se1 :i* 0 ab\t half a ,fr5* league f !nce4 ,on ! way1 hav+ be5 = m ?an two h\rs giv5 ov] = a dead man1 ,i began to move & to fet* my brea?2 = s great abundance ( blood 0 fall5 into my /oma*1 t nature _h ne$ to r\se h] =ces to dis*>ge x4 ,!y !n rais$ me ^u my feet1 :]e ,i ?rew (f a :ole bucket ( clots ( blood1 z ?is ,i did also sev]al times by ! way4 ,?is gave me s mu* ease1 t ,i began to recov] a little life1 b s leisurely & by s small advances1 t my fir/ s5tim5ts 7 mu* ne>] ! approa*es ( dea? ?an life3 ,p]*e1 dubbiosa ancor del suo ritorno1 ,non s'assicura attonita la m5te4 ,= ! s\l1 d\btful z to its return1 c\ld n compose itself --,tasso1 ,gi]us4 ,lib41 xii4 #gd4 ,! remembrance ( ?is accid5t1 :i* is v well impr9t$ 9 my memory1 s naturally repres5t+ to me ! image & idea ( dea?1 has 9 "s sort reconcil$ me to t unt[>d adv5ture4 ,:5 ,i fir/ began to op5 my eyes1 x 0 ) s p]plex$1 s weak & dead a sight1 t ,i c\ld yet di/+ui% no?+ b only disc]n ! light3 ,come quel *'or apre1 or'*iude ,gli oc*i1 mezzo tra'l sonno e l'ess] de/o4 ,z a man t n[ op5s1 n[ %uts 8 eyes1 betwe5 sleep & wak+4--,tasso1 ,gi]us4 ,lib41 viii41 #bf4 ,z to ! functions ( ! s\l1 !y advanc$ ) ! same pace & measure ) ^? ( ! body4 ,i saw myself all bloody1 my d\blet be+ /a9$ all ov] ) ! blood ,i _h vomit$4 ,! fir/ ?\ght t came into my m9d 0 t ,i _h a h>quebuss %ot 9 my head1 & inde$1 at ! "t !re 7 a great _m fir$ r\nd ab\t u4 ,me?\ght my life b j hung ^u my1 lips3 & ,i %ut my eyes1 to help1 me?\ght1 to ?ru/ x out1 & took a pleasure 9 langui%+ & lett+ myself g4 ,x 0 an imag9ation t only sup]ficially float$ ^u my s\l1 z t5d] & weak z all ! re/1 b really1 n only exempt f any?+ displeas+1 b mix$ ) t sweetness t p feel :5 !y glide into a slumb]4 ,i believe x is ! v same condition ^? p are 91 :om we see swoon ) weakness 9 ! agony ( dea? we pity !m )\t cause1 suppos+ !m agitat$ ) griev\s dol\rs1 or t _! s\ls suff] "u pa9ful ?\ghts4 ,x has ev] be5 my belief1 contr>y to ! op9ion ( _m1 & p>ticul>ly ( ,la ,boetie1 t ^? :om we see s subdu$ & /upefi$ at ! approa*es ( _! end1 or oppress$ ) ! l5g? ( ! disease1 or by accid5t ( an apoplexy or fall+ sickness1 ,vi morbi saepe coactus ,ante oculos aliquis no/ros1 ut fulm9is ictu1 ,concidit1 et spumas agit2 +emit1 et tremit artus2 ,desipit1 ext5tat n]vos1 torquetur1 anhelat1 ,incon/ant]1 et 9 jact&o membra fatigat2 ,(t51 compell$ by ! =ce ( disease1 "s "o z ?und]/ruck falls "u our eyes1 & foams1 groans1 & trembles1 /ret*es1 twi/s1 brea!s irregul>ly1 & 9 p>oxysms we>s out 8 /r5g?4--,lucretius1 iii4 #dhe4 or hurt 9 ! head1 :om we he> to mutt]1 & by fits to utt] griev\s groans2 ?\gh we ga!r f ^! signs by :i* x seems z if !y _h "s rema9s ( consci\sness1 & t !re are movem5ts ( ! body2 ,i h always believ$1 ,i say1 bo? ! body & ! s\l b5umb$ & asleep1 ,vivit1 et e/ vitae nescius ipse suae1 ,he lives1 & does n "k t he is alive4 --,ovid1 ,tri/41 i4 #c1 #ab4 & c\ld n believe t 9 s great a /upefaction ( ! memb]s & s great a defection ( ! s5ses1 ! s\l c\ld ma9ta9 any =ce )9 to take cognisance ( h]self1 & t1 !re=e1 !y _h no torm5t+ reflections to make !m consid] & be s5sible ( ! mis]y ( _! condition1 & consequ5tly 7 n mu* to be piti$4 ,i c1 = my "p1 ?9k ( no /ate s insupportable & dreadful1 z to h ! s\l vivid & afflict$1 )\t means to decl>e itself2 z "o %\ld say ( su* z are s5t to execution ) _! tongues fir/ cut out 77 x n t 9 ?is k9d ( dy+1 ! mo/ sil5t seems to me ! mo/ graceful1 if accompani$ ) a grave & con/ant c\nt5ance72 or if ^? mis]able prison]s1 :o fall into ! h&s ( ! base hangman soldi]s ( ?is age1 by :om !y are torm5t$ ) all sorts ( inhuman usage to compel !m to "s excessive & impossible ransom2 kept1 9 ! meantime1 9 su* condition & place1 :]e !y h no means ( express+ or signify+ _! ?\ghts & _! mis]y4 ,! poets h feign$ "s gods :o fav\r ! deliv]ance ( su* z suff] "u a langui%+ dea?3 ,hunc ego ,diti ,sacrum jussa f]o1 teque i/o corpore solvo4 ,i bidd5 (f] ?is sacr$ ?+ to ,pluto1 & f t body dismiss !e4--,a,eneid1 iv4 #ghb4 bo? ! int]rupt$ words1 & ! %ort & irregul> answ]s "o gets f !m sometimes1 by bawl+ & keep+ a clutt] ab\t !m2 or ! motions :i* seem to yield "s cons5t to :at we w\ld h !m d1 are no te/imony1 nev]!less1 t !y live1 an entire life at lea/4 ,s x happ5s to u 9 ! yawn+ ( sleep1 be=e x has fully possess$ u1 to p]ceive1 z 9 a dream1 :at is done ab\t u1 & to foll[ ! la/ ?+s t are said ) a p]plex$ & unc]ta9 he>+ :i* seems b to t\* ^u ! bord]s ( ! s\l2 & to make answ]s to ! la/ words t h be5 spok5 to u1 :i* h m 9 !m ( *ance ?an s5se4 ,n[ see+ ,i h 9 effect tri$ x1 ,i h no d\bt b ,i h hi!rto made a "r judgm5t2 = fir/1 be+ 9 a swoon1 ,i lab\r$ to rip op5 ! buttons ( my d\blet ) my nails1 = my sword 0 gone2 & yet ,i felt no?+ 9 my imag9ation t hurt me2 = we h _m motions 9 u t d n proce$ f our direction2 ,semianimesque micant digiti1 f]rumque retractant2 ,half-dead f+]s grope ab\t1 & grasp aga9 ! sword4 --,a,eneid1 x4 #cif4 s fall+ p ext5d _! arms be=e !m by a natural impulse1 :i* prompts our limbs to (fices & motions )\t any commission f our reason4 ,falcif]os memorant currus absc9d]e membra 4 4 4 ,ut trem]e 9 t]ra videatur ab artubus id quod ,decidit abscissum2 cum m5s tam5 atque hom9is vis ,mobilitate mali1 non quit s5tire dolorem4 ,!y relate t scy!-be>+ *>iots m[ (f limbs1 s t !y quiv] on ! gr\nd2 & yet ! m9d ( him f :om ! limb is tak5 by ! swiftness ( ! bl[ feels no pa94 --,lucretius1 iii4 #fdb4 ,my /oma* 0 s oppress$ ) ! coagulat$ blood1 t my h&s mov$ to t "p1 ( _! own volunt>y motion1 z !y frequ5tly d to ! "p t it*es1 )\t be+ direct$ by our w4 ,!re are sev]al animals1 & ev5 m51 9 :om "o may p]ceive ! muscles to /ir & tremble aft] !y are dead4 ,e "o exp]im5tally kn[s t !re are "s memb]s :i* gr[ /iff & flag )\t 8 leave4 ,n[1 ^? passions :i* only t\* ! outw>d b>k ( u1 _c be said to be ours3 to make !m s1 !re mu/ be a concurr5ce ( ! :ole man2 & ! pa9s :i* are felt by ! h& or ! foot :ile we are sleep+1 are none ( ours4 ,z ,i drew ne> my own h\se1 :]e ! al>m ( my fall 0 already got be=e me1 & my family 7 come out to meet me1 ) ! hubbub usual 9 su* cases1 n only did ,i make "s little answ] to "s que/ions :i* 7 ask$ me2 b !y moreov] tell me1 t ,i 0 suffici5tly collect$ to ord] !m to br+ a horse to my wife :om on ! road1 ,i saw /ruggl+ & tir+ h]self :i* is hilly & rugg$4 ,?is %\ld seem to proce$ f a s\l its functions2 b x 0 no?+ s ) me4 ,i knew n :at ,i said or did1 & !y 7 no?+ b idle ?\ghts 9 ! cl\ds1 t 7 /irr$ up by ! s5ses ( ! eyes & e>s1 & proce$$ n f me4 ,i knew n = all t1 :5ce ,i came or :i!r ,i w5t1 nei!r 0 ,i capable to weigh & consid] :at 0 said to me3 ^! 7 light effects1 t ! s5ses produc$ ( !mselves z ( cu/om2 :at ! s\l contribut$ 0 9 a dream1 lightly t\*$1 lick$ & b$ew$ by ! s(t impression ( ! s5ses4 ,not)/&+1 my condition 01 9 tru?1 v easy & quiet2 ,i _h no affliction ^u me1 ei!r = o!rs or myself2 x 0 an extreme languor & weakness1 )\t any mann] ( pa94 ,i saw my own h\se1 b knew x n4 ,:5 !y _h put me to b$ ,i f\nd an inexpressible sweetness 9 t repose2 = ,i _h be5 desp]ately tugg$ & lugg$ by ^? poor p :o _h tak5 ! pa9s to c>ry me ^u _! arms a v great & a v r\gh way1 & _h 9 s do+ all q tir$ out !mselves1 twice or ?rice "o aft] ano!r4 ,!y (f]$ me sev]al rem$ies1 b ,i w\ld take none1 c]ta9ly believ+ t ,i 0 mortally w\nd$ 9 ! head4 ,&1 9 e>ne/1 x _h be5 a v happy dea?1 = ! weakness ( my und]/&+ depriv$ me ( ! faculty ( disc]n+1 & t ( my body ( ! s5se ( feel+2 ,i 0 suff]+ myself to glide away s sweetly & aft] s s(t & easy a mann]1 t ,i sc>ce f9d any o!r action less tr\blesome ?an t 04 ,b :5 ,i came aga9 to myself & to resume my faculties3 ,ut t&em s5sus convalu]e mei1 ,:5 at l5g? my lo/ s5ses aga9 return$4 --,ovid1 ,tri/41 i4 #c1 #ad4 :i* 0 two or ?ree h\rs aft]1 ,i felt myself on a sudd5 involv$ 9 t]rible pa91 hav+ my limbs batt]$ & gr\nd ) my fall1 & 04 s ill = two or ?ree nights aft]1 t ,i ?\ght ,i 0 once m dy+ aga91 b a m pa9ful dea?1 hav+ conclud$ myself z good z dead be=e1 & to ?is h\r am s5sible ( ! bruises ( t t]rible %ock4 ,i w n "h omit1 t ! la/ ?+ ,i c\ld make !m beat into my head1 0 ! memory ( ?is accid5t1 & ,i _h x ov] & ov] aga9 repeat$ to me1 :i!r ,i 0 go+1 f :5ce ,i came1 & at :at "t ( ! day ?is mis*ance befell me1 be=e ,i c\ld compreh5d x4 ,z to ! mann] ( my fall1 t 0 conceal$ f me 9 fav\r to him :o _h be5 ! occasion1 & o!r flim-flams 7 inv5t$4 ,b a long "t aft]1 & ! v next day t my memory began to return & to repres5t to me ! /ate :]e9 ,i 01 at ! in/ant t ,i p]ceiv$ ?is horse com+ full drive ^u me 7= ,i _h se5 him at my heels1 & gave myself = gone1 b ?is ?\ght _h be5 s sudd51 t fe> _h _h no leisure to introduce itself7 x seem$ to me l a fla% ( lightn+ t _h pi]c$ my s\l1 & t ,i came f ! o!r _w4 ,?is long /ory ( s light an accid5t w\ld appe> va9 en\gh1 7 x n = ! k ,i h ga9$ by x = my own use2 = ,i d really f9d1 t to get acqua9t$ ) dea?1 ne$s no m b ne>ly to approa* x4 ,e "o1 z ,pl9y says1 is a good doctr9e to himself1 provid$ he be capable ( discov]+ himself ne> at h&4 ,"h1 ?is is n my doctr9e1 'tis my /udy2 & is n ! lesson ( ano!r1 b my own2 & if ,i communicate x1 x ought n to be ill tak51 = t :i* is ( use to me1 may also1 p]adv5ture1 be useful to ano!r4 ,z to ! re/1 ,i spoil no?+1 ,i make use ( no?+ b my own2 & if ,i play ! fool1 'tis at my own exp5se1 & nobody else is conc]n$ 9't2 = 'tis a folly t w die ) me1 & t no "o is to inh]it4 ,we he> b ( two or ?ree ( ! anci5ts1 :o h beat5 ?is pa?1 & yet ,i _c say if x 0 aft] ?is mann]1 kn[+ no m ( !m b _! names4 ,no "o s9ce has foll[$ ! track3 'tis a rugg$ road1 m s ?an x seems1 to foll[ a pace s rambl+ & unc]ta91 z t ( ! s\l2 to p5etrate ! d>k pr(undities ( its intricate int]nal w9d+s2 to *oose & lay hold ( s _m little nimble motions2 'tis a new & extraord9>y und]tak+1 & t )draws u f ! common & mo/ recomm5d$ employm5ts ( ! _w4 ',tis n[ _m ye>s s9ce t my ?\ghts h _h no o!r aim & level ?an myself1 & t ,i h only pri$ into & /udi$ myself3 or1 if ,i /udy any o!r ?+1 'tis to apply x to or r 9 myself4 ,& yet ,i d n ?9k x a fault1 if1 z o!rs d by o!r mu* less pr(itable sci5ces1 ,i communicate :at ,i h le>n$ 9 ?is1 ?\gh ,i am n v well pleas$ ) my own progress4 ,!re is no description s difficult1 nor d\btless ( s great utility1 z t ( a man's self3 & )al1 a man mu/ curl 8 hair & set out & adju/ himself1 to appe> 9 public3 n[ ,i am p]petually trick+ myself out1 = ,i am et]nally ^u my own description4 ,cu/om has made all speak+ ( a man's self vici\s1 & positively int]dicts x1 9 hatr$ to ! boa/+ t seems insep>able f ! te/imony m5 give ( !mselves3 ,9 vitium ducit culpae fuga4 ,! avoid+ a m]e fault (t5 leads u into a great]4 ,or3 ,! escape f a fault leads into a vice --,horace1 ,de ,arte ,poetics1 v]se #ca4 ,in/ead ( bl[+ ! *ild's nose1 ?is is to take 8 nose (f altoge!r4 ,i ?9k ! rem$y worse ?an ! disease4 ,b1 all[+ x to be true t x mu/ ( necessity be presumption to ent]ta9 p ) disc\rses ( "o's self1 ,i ought n1 pursu+ my g5]al design1 to =be> an action t publi%es ?is infirmity ( m9e1 nor conceal ! fault :i* ,i n only practise b pr(ess4 ,not)/&+1 to speak my ?\ght freely1 ,i ?9k t ! cu/om ( condemn+ w9e1 because "s p w be drunk1 is itself to be condemn$2 a man _c abuse any?+ b :at is good 9 itself2 & ,i believe t ?is rule has only reg>d to ! popul> vice4 ,!y are bits = calves1 ) :i* nei!r ! sa9ts :om we he> speak s highly ( !mselves1 nor ! philosoph]s1 nor ! div9es w be curb$2 nei!r w ,i1 :o am z little ! "o z ! o!r1 ,if !y d n write ( x expressly1 at all ev5ts1 :5 ! occasions arise1 !y don't hesitate to put !mselves on ! public highway4 ,( :at does ,socrates treat m l>gely ?an ( himself8 ,to :at does he m direct & address ! disc\rses ( 8 disciples1 ?an to speak ( !mselves1 n ( ! lesson 9 _! book1 b ( ! ess5ce & motion ( _! s\ls8 ,we confess ourselves religi\sly to ,god & our confessor2 z our neighb\rs1 d to all ! p4 ,b "s w answ] t we !re speak no?+ b accusation aga9/ ourselves2 :y !n1 we say all2 = our v virtue itself is faulty & p5etrable4 ,my trade & art is to live2 he t =bids me to speak accord+ to my own s5se1 exp]i5ce1 & practice1 may z well enjo9 an ar*itect n to speak ( build+ accord+ to 8 own k1 b accord+ to t ( 8 neighb\r2 accord+ to ! k ( ano!r1 & n accord+ to 8 own4 ,if x be va+lory = a man to publi% 8 own virtues1 :y does n ,cic]o pref] ! eloqu5ce ( ,hort5sius1 & ,hort5sius t ( ,cic]o8 ,p]adv5ture !y mean t ,i %\ld give te/imony ( myself by works & effects1 n b>ely by words4 ,i *iefly pa9t my ?\ghts1 a subject void ( =m & incapable ( op]ative production2 'tis all t ,i c d to c\* x 9 ?is airy body ( ! voice2 ! wise/ & dev\te/ m5 h liv$ 9 ! greate/ c>e to avoid all app>5t effects4 ,effects w\ld m speak ( =tune ?an ( me2 !y manife/ _! own (fice & n m9e1 b unc]ta9ly & by conjecture2 patt]ns ( "s "o p>ticul> virtue4 ,i expose myself entire2 'tis a body :]e1 at "o view1 ! ve9s1 muscles1 & t5dons are app>5t1 e ( !m 9 its prop] place2 "h ! effects ( a cold2 !re ( ! he>t beat+1 v dubi\sly4 ,i d n write my own acts1 b myself & my ess5ce4 ,i am ( op9ion t a man mu/ be v cauti\s h[ he values himself1 & equally consci5ti\s to give a true report1 be x bett] or worse1 imp>tially4 ,if ,i ?\ght myself p]fectly good & wise1 ,i w\ld rattle x out to "s purpose4 ,to speak less ( "o's self ?an :at "o really is is folly1 n mode/y2 & to take t = curr5t pay :i* is "u a man's value is pusillanimity & c[>dice1 accord+ to1 ,ari/otle4 ,no virtue assi/s itself ) falsehood2 tru? is nev] matt] ( error4 ,to speak m ( "o's self ?an is really true is n always m]e presumption2 'tis1 moreov]1 v (t5 folly2 to1 be immeasurably pleas$ ) :at "o is1 & to fall into an indiscreet self-love1 is 9 my op9ion ! sub/ance ( ?is vice4 ,! mo/ sov]eign rem$y to cure x1 is to d q contr>y to :at ^! p direct :o1 9 =bidd+ m5 to speak ( !mselves1 consequ5tly1 at ! same "t1 int]dict ?9k+ ( !mselves too4 ,pride dwells 9 ! ?\ght2 ! tongue c h b a v little %>e 9 x4 ,!y fancy t to ?9k ( "o's self is to be delight$ ) "o's self2 to frequ5t & conv]se ) "o's self1 to be ov]9dulg5t2 b ?is excess spr+s only 9 ^? :o take b a sup]ficial view ( !mselves1 & d$icate _! ma9 inspection to _! affairs2 :o call x m]e rev]ie & idl5ess to occupy "o's self ) "o's self1 & ! build+ "o's self up a m]e build+ ( ca/les 9 ! air2 :o look ^u !mselves z a ?ird p]son only1 a /rang]4 ,if any "o be 9 rapture ) 8 own k1 look+ only on ^? bel[ him1 let him b turn 8 eye upw>d t[>ds pa/ ages1 & 8 pride w be abat$1 :5 he %all !re f9d s _m ?\s& wits t trample him "u foot4 ,if he ent] into a flatt]+ presumption ( 8 p]sonal val\r1 let him b recollect ! lives ( ,scipio1 ,epam9ondas2 s _m armies1 s _m nations1 t leave him s f> beh9d !m4 ,no p>ticul> quality c make any man pr\d1 t w at ! same "t put ! _m o!r weak & imp]fect ones he has 9 ! o!r scale1 & ! no?+ness ( human condition to make up ! weight4 ,because ,socrates _h alone dige/$ to purpose ! precept ( 8 god1 to "k himself1 & by t /udy arriv$ at ! p]fection ( sett+ himself at n\ght1 he only 0 reput$ wor?y ! title ( a sage4 ,:osoev] %all s "k himself1 let him boldly speak x out4 ,,etext ,,editor',s ,,bookm>ks3 ,addresses 8 voyage to no c]ta91 port ,all appr5tices :5 we come to x 7dea?7 ,any "o may deprive u ( life2 no "o c deprive u ( dea? ,bus9ess to-morr[ ,condemn+ w9e1 because "s p w be drunk ,consci5ce makes u betray1 accuse1 & fight aga9/ ourselves ,curiosity & ( t eag] passion = news ,deliv]$ into our own cu/ody ! keys ( life ,drunk5ess a true & c]ta9 trial ( e "o's nature ,i c m h>dly believe a man's con/ancy ?an any virtue ,i wi% y good heal?4 ,no heal? to !e1 repli$ ! o!r ,if to philosophise be1 z 'tis def9$1 to d\bt ,improp]ly we call ?is volunt>y dissolution1 despair ,x's madness to n\ri% infirmity ,let him be z wise z he w1 aft] all he is b a man ,liv+ is slav]y if ! lib]ty ( dy+ be want+4 ,look ^u !mselves z a ?ird p]son only1 a /rang] ,l[] himself to ! meanness ( def5d+ 8 innoc5ce ,mu* diff]5ce betwixt u & ourselves ,no alcohol ! night on :i* a man int5ds to get *ildr5 ,no excell5t s\l is exempt f a mixture ( madness ,n conclude too mu* ^u y\r mi/ress's inviolable *a/ity ,"o door into life1 b a hundr$ ?\s& ways out ,ord9>y me?od ( cure is c>ri$ on at ! exp5se ( life ,plato =bids *ildr5 w9e till eighte5 ye>s ( age ,%ame = me to s]ve1 be+ s ne> ! rea* ( lib]ty ,speak less ( "o's self ?an :at "o really is is folly ,taught to consid] sleep z a resemblance ( dea? ,! action is comm5dable1 n ! man ,! mo/ volunt>y dea? is ! f9e/ ,! vice opposite to curiosity is neglig5ce ,?+s seem great] by imag9ation ?an !y are 9 effect ,?y own c[>dice is ! cause1 if ?\ live/ 9 pa9 ,tis evil c\nsel t w admit no *ange ,torture3 r a trial ( pati5ce ?an ( tru? ,we d n g1 we are driv5 ,:at c !y suff] :o d n fe> to die8 ,:oev] expects puni%m5t already suff]s x ,wise man lives z long z he ought1 n s long z he c