,,essays ,,of ,,michel ,,de ,,montaigne ,translated by ,charles ,cotton ,edited by ,william ,carew ,hazilitt #ahgg ,,contents ,,of ,,volume #c4 ,,xiii4 ,the ceremony of the interview of princes4 ,,xiv4 ,that men are justly punished for being obstinate in the defence of a fort that is not in reason to be defended ,,xv4 ,of the punishment of cowardice4 ,,xvi4 ,a proceeding of some ambassadors4 ,,xvii4 ,of fear4 ,,xviii4 ,that men are not to judge of our happiness till after death4 ,,xix4 ,that to study philosophy is to learn to die4 ,,xx4 ,of the force of imagination4 ,,xxi4 ,that the profit of one man is the damage of another4 ,,chapter ,,xiii ,,the ,,ceremony ,,of ,,the ,,interview ,,of ,,princes ,there is no subject so frivolous that does not merit a place in this rhapsody4 ,according to our common rule of civility1 it would be a notable affront to an equal1 and much more to a superior1 to fail being at home when he has given you notice he will come to visit you4 ,nay1 ,queen ,margaret of ,navarre--,marguerite de ,valois1 authoress of the ',heptameron'--further adds1 that it would be a rudeness in a gentleman to go out1 as we so often do1 to meet any that is coming to see him1 let him be of what high condition soever2 and that it is more respectful and more civil to stay at home to receive him1 if only upon the account of missing him by the way1 and that it is enough to receive him at the door1 and to wait upon him4 ,for my part1 who as much as ,i can endeavour to reduce the ceremonies of my house1 ,i very often forget both the one and the other of these vain offices4 ,if1 peradventure1 some one may take offence at this1 ,i can't help it2 it is much better to offend him once than myself every day1 for it would be a perpetual slavery4 ,to what end do we avoid the servile attendance of courts1 if we bring the same trouble home to our own private houses8 ,it is also a common rule in all assemblies1 that those of less quality are to be first upon the place1 by reason that it is more due to the better sort to make others wait and expect them4 ,nevertheless1 at the interview betwixt ,pope ,clement and ,king ,francis at ,marseilles1--in #aecc4--the ,king1 after he had taken order for the necessary preparations for his reception and entertainment1 withdrew out of the town1 and gave the ,pope two or three days' respite for his entry1 and to repose and refresh himself1 before he came to him4 ,and in like manner1 at the assignation of the ,pope and the ,emperor1--,charles ,v4 in #aecb4 at ,bologna1 the ,emperor gave the ,pope opportunity to come thither first1 and came himself after2 for which the reason given was this1 that at all the interviews of such princes1 the greater ought to be first at the appointed place1 especially before the other in whose territories the interview is appointed to be1 intimating thereby a kind of deference to the other1 it appearing proper for the less to seek out and to apply themselves to the greater1 and not the greater to them4 ,not every country only1 but every city and every society has its particular forms of civility4 ,there was care enough to this taken in my education1 and ,i have lived in good company enough to know the formalities of our own nation1 and am able to give lessons in it4 ,i love to follow them1 but not to be so servilely tied to their observation that my whole life should be enslaved to ceremonies1 of which there are some so troublesome that1 provided a man omits them out of discretion1 and not for want of breeding1 it will be every whit as handsome4 ,i have seen some people rude1 by being overcivil and troublesome in their courtesy4 ,still1 these excesses excepted1 the knowledge of courtesy and good manners is a very necessary study4 ,it is1 like grace and beauty1 that which begets liking and an inclination to love one another at the first sight1 and in the very beginning of acquaintance2 and1 consequently1 that which first opens the door and intromits us to instruct ourselves by the example of others1 and to give examples ourselves1 if we have any worth taking notice of and communicating4 ,,chapter ,,xiv ,,that ,,men ,,are ,,justly ,,punished ,,for ,,being ,,obstinate ,,in ,,the ,,defence ,,of ,a ,,fort ,,that ,,is ,,not ,,in ,,reason ,,to ,,be ,,defended ,valour has its bounds as well as other virtues1 which1 once transgressed1 the next step is into the territories of vice2 so that by having too large a proportion of this heroic virtue1 unless a man be very perfect in its limits1 which upon the confines are very hard to discern1 he may very easily unawares run into temerity1 obstinacy1 and folly4 ,from this consideration it is that we have derived the custom1 in times of war1 to punish1 even with death1 those who are obstinate to defend a place that by the rules of war is not tenable2 otherwise men would be so confident upon the hope of impunity1 that not a henroost but would resist and seek to stop an army4 ,the ,constable ,monsieur de ,montmorenci1 having at the siege of ,pavia been ordered to pass the ,ticino1 and to take up his quarters in the ,faubourg ,st4 ,antonio1 being hindered by a tower at the end of the bridge1 which was so obstinate as to endure a battery1 hanged every man he found within it for their labour4 ,and again1 accompanying the ,dauphin in his expedition beyond the ,alps1 and taking the ,castle of ,villano by assault1 and all within it being put to the sword by the fury of the soldiers1 the governor and his ensign only excepted1 he caused them both to be trussed up for the same reason2 as also did the ,captain ,martin du ,bellay1 then governor of ,turin1 with the governor of ,san ,buono1 in the same country1 all his people having been cut to pieces at the taking of the place4 ,but forasmuch as the strength or weakness of a fortress is always measured by the estimate and counterpoise of the forces that attack it --for a man might reasonably enough despise two culverins1 that would be a madman to abide a battery of thirty pieces of cannon--where also the greatness of the prince who is master of the field1 his reputation1 and the respect that is due unto him1 are also put into the balance1 there is danger that the balance be pressed too much in that direction4 ,and it may happen that a man is possessed with so great an opinion of himself and his power1 that thinking it unreasonable any place should dare to shut its gates against him1 he puts all to the sword where he meets with any opposition1 whilst his fortune continues2 as is plain in the fierce and arrogant forms of summoning towns and denouncing war1 savouring so much of barbarian pride and insolence1 in use amongst the ,oriental princes1 and which their successors to this day do yet retain and practise4 ,and in that part of the world where the ,portuguese subdued the ,indians1 they found some states where it was a universal and inviolable law amongst them that every enemy overcome by the king in person1 or by his lieutenant1 was out of composition4 ,so above all both of ransom and mercy a man should take heed1 if he can1 of falling into the hands of a judge who is an enemy and victorious4 ,,chapter ,,xv ,,of ,,the ,,punishment ,,of ,,cowardice ,i once heard of a prince1 and a great captain1 having a narration given him as he sat at table of the proceeding against ,monsieur de ,vervins1 who was sentenced to death for having surrendered ,boulogne to the ,english1 --,to ,henry ,,viii4 in #aedd--openly maintaining that a soldier could not justly be put to death for want of courage4 ,and1 in truth1 'tis reason that a man should make a great difference betwixt faults that merely proceed from infirmity1 and those that are visibly the effects of treachery and malice3 for1 in the last1 we act against the rules of reason that nature has imprinted in us2 whereas1 in the former1 it seems as if we might produce the same nature1 who left us in such a state of imperfection and weakness of courage1 for our justification4 ,insomuch that many have thought we are not fairly questionable for anything but what we commit against our conscience2 and it is partly upon this rule that those ground their opinion who disapprove of capital or sanguinary punishments inflicted upon heretics and misbelievers2 and theirs also who advocate or a judge is not accountable for having from mere ignorance failed in his administration4 ,but as to cowardice1 it is certain that the most usual way of chastising it is by ignominy and and it is supposed that this practice brought into use by the legislator ,charondas2 and that1 before his time1 the laws of ,greece punished those with death who fled from a battle2 whereas he ordained only that they be for three days exposed in the public dressed in woman's attire1 hoping yet for some service from them1 having awakened their courage by this open shame3 ,suffundere malis homims sanguinem1 quam effundere4 ,rather bring the blood into a man's cheek than let it out of his body4 ,tertullian in his ,apologetics4 ,it appears also that the ,roman laws did anciently punish those with death who had run away2 for ,ammianus ,marcellinus says that the ,emperor ,julian commanded ten of his soldiers1 who had turned their backs in an encounter against the ,parthians1 to be first degraded1 and afterward put to death1 according1 says he1 to the ancient laws1--,ammianus ,marcellinus1 xxiv4 #d2 xxv4 i4--and yet elsewhere for the like offence he only condemned others to remain amongst the prisoners under the baggage ensign4 ,the severe punishment the people of ,rome inflicted upon those who fled from the battle of ,cannae1 and those who ran away with ,aeneius ,fulvius at his defeat1 did not extend to death4 ,and yet1 methinks1 'tis to be feared1 lest disgrace should make such delinquents desperate1 and not only faint friends1 but enemies4 ,of late memory1--,in #aebc--the ,seigneur de ,frauget1 lieutenant to the ,mareschal de ,chatillon's company1 having by the ,mareschal de ,chabannes been put in government of ,fuentarabia in the place of ,monsieur de ,lude1 and having surrendered it to the ,spaniard1 he was for that condemned to be degraded from all nobility1 and both himself and his posterity declared ignoble1 taxable1 and for ever incapable of bearing arms1 which severe sentence was afterwards accordingly executed at ,lyons4--,in #aecf --,and1 since that1 all the gentlemen who were in ,guise when the ,count of ,nassau entered into it1 underwent the same punishment1 as several others have done since for the like offence4 ,notwithstanding1 in case of such a manifest ignorance or cowardice as exceeds all ordinary example1 'tis but reason to take it for a sufficient proof of treachery and malice1 and for such to be punished4 ,,chapter ,,xvi ,a ,,proceeding ,,of ,,some ,,ambassadors ,i observe in my travels this custom1 ever to learn something from the information of those with whom ,i confer 7which is the best school of all others71 and to put my company upon those subjects they are the best able to speak of3-- ,basti al nocchiero ragionar de' venti1 ,al bifolco dei tori2 et le sue piaghe ,conti'l guerrier2 conti'l pastor gli armenti4 ,let the sailor content himself with talking of the winds2 the cowherd of his oxen2 the soldier of his wounds2 the shepherd of his flocks4--,an ,italian translation of ,propertius1 ii4 i1 #dc ,for it often falls out that1 on the contrary1 every one will rather choose to be prating of another man's province than his own1 thinking it so much new reputation acquired2 witness the jeer ,archidamus put upon ,pertander1 that he had quitted the glory of being an excellent physician to gain the repute of a very bad poet4--,plutarch1 ,apoth4 of the ,lacedaemonians1 'in voce' ,archidamus4--,and do but observe how large and ample ,caesar is to make us understand his inventions of building bridges and contriving engines of war1--,de ,bello ,gall41 iv4 #ag4--;and how succinct and reserved in comparison1 where he speaks of the offices of his profession1 his own valour1 and military conduct4 ,his exploits sufficiently prove him a great captain1 and that he knew well enough2 but he would be thought an excellent engineer to boot2 a quality something different1 and not necessary to be expected in him4 ,the elder ,dionysius was a very great captain1 as it befitted his fortune he should be2 but he took very great pains to get a particular reputation by poetry1 and yet he was never cut out for a poet4 ,a man of the legal profession being not long since brought to see a study furnished with all sorts of books1 both of his own and all other faculties1 took no occasion at all to entertain himself with any of them1 but fell very rudely and magisterially to descant upon a barricade placed on the winding stair before the study door1 a thing that a hundred captains and common soldiers see every day without taking any notice or offence4 ,optat ephippia bos piger1 optat arare caballus4 ,the lazy ox desires a saddle and bridle2 the horse wants to plough4--,hor41 ,ep41 i4 #ad1dc4 ,by this course a man shall never improve himself1 nor arrive at any perfection in anything4 ,he must1 therefore1 make it his business always to put the architect1 the painter1 the statuary1 every mechanic artisan1 upon discourse of their own capacities4 ,and1 to this purpose1 in reading histories1 which is everybody's subject1 ,i use to consider what kind of men are the authors3 if they be persons that profess nothing but mere letters1 ,i1 in and from them1 principally observe and learn style and language2 if physicians1 ,i the rather incline to credit what they report of the temperature of the air1 of the health and complexions of princes1 of wounds and diseases2 if lawyers1 we are from them to take notice of the controversies of rights and wrongs1 the establishment of laws and civil government1 and the like2 if divines1 the affairs of the ,church1 ecclesiastical censures1 marriages1 and dispensations2 if courtiers1 manners and ceremonies2 if soldiers1 the things that properly belong to their trade1 and1 principally1 the accounts of the actions and enterprises wherein they were personally engaged2 if ambassadors1 we are to observe negotiations1 intelligences1 and practices1 and the manner how they are to be carried on4 ,and this is the reason why 7which perhaps ,i should have lightly passed over in another7 ,i dwelt upon and maturely considered one passage in the history written by ,monsieur de ,langey1 a man of very great judgment in things of that nature3 after having given a narrative of the fine oration ,charles ,v4 had made in the ,consistory at ,rome1 and in the presence of the ,bishop of ,macon and ,monsieur du ,velly1 our ambassadors there1 wherein he had mixed several injurious expressions to the dishonour of our nation2 and amongst the rest1 that if his captains and soldiers were not men of another kind of fidelity1 resolution1 and sufficiency in the knowledge of arms than those of the ,king1 he would immediately go with a rope about his neck and sue to him for mercy 7and it should seem the ,emperor had really this1 or a very little better opinion of our military men1 for he afterwards1 twice or thrice in his life1 said the very same thing72 as also1 that he challenged the ,king to fight him in his shirt with rapier and poignard in a boat4 ,the said ,sieur de ,langey1 pursuing his history1 adds that the forenamed ambassadors1 sending a despatch to the ,king of these things1 concealed the greatest part1 and particularly the last two passages4 ,at which ,i could not but wonder that it should be in the power of an ambassador to dispense with anything which he ought to signify to his master1 especially of so great importance as this1 coming from the mouth of such a person1 and spoken in so great an assembly2 and ,i should rather conceive it had been the servant's duty faithfully to have represented to him the whole thing as it passed1 to the end that the liberty of selecting1 disposing1 judging1 and concluding might have remained in him3 for either to conceal or to disguise the truth for fear he should take it otherwise than he ought to do1 and lest it should prompt him to some extravagant resolution1 and1 in the meantime1 to leave him ignorant of his affairs1 should seem1 methinks1 rather to belong to him who is to give the law than to him who is only to receive it2 to him who is in supreme command1 and not to him who ought to look upon himself as inferior1 not only in authority1 but also in prudence and good counsel4 ,i1 for my part1 would not be so served in my little concerns4 ,we so willingly slip the collar of command upon any pretence whatever1 and are so ready to usurp upon dominion1 every one does so naturally aspire to liberty and power1 that no utility whatever derived from the wit or valour of those he employs ought to be so dear to a superior as a downright and sincere obedience4 ,to obey more upon the account of understanding than of subjection1 is to corrupt the office of command --,taken from ,aulus ,gellius1 i4 #ac4--2 insomuch that ,p4 ,crassus1 the same whom the ,romans reputed five times happy1 at the time when he was consul in ,asia1 having sent to a ,greek engineer to cause the greater of two masts of ships that he had taken notice of at ,athens to be brought to him1 to be employed about some engine of battery he had a design to make2 the other1 presuming upon his own science and sufficiency in those affairs1 thought fit to do otherwise than directed1 and to bring the less1 which1 according to the rules of art1 was really more proper for the use to which it was designed2 but ,crassus1 though he gave ear to his reasons with great patience1 would not1 however1 take them1 how sound or convincing soever1 for current pay1 but caused him to be well whipped for his pains1 valuing the interest of discipline much more than that of the work in hand4 ,notwithstanding1 we may on the other side consider that so precise and implicit an obedience as this is only due to positive and limited commands4 ,the employment of ambassadors is never so confined1 many things in their management of affairs being wholly referred to the absolute sovereignty of their own conduct2 they do not simply execute1 but also1 to their own discretion and wisdom1 form and model their master's pleasure4 ,i have1 in my time1 known men of command checked for having rather obeyed the express words of the king's letters1 than the necessity of the affairs they had in hand4 ,men of understanding do yet1 to this day1 condemn the custom of the kings of ,persia to give their lieutenants and agents so little rein1 that1 upon the least arising difficulties1 they must fain have recourse to their further commands2 this delay1 in so vast an extent of dominion1 having often very much prejudiced their affairs2 and ,crassus1 writing to a man whose profession it was best to understand those things1 and pre-acquainting him to what use this mast was designed1 did he not seem to consult his advice1 and in a manner invite him to interpose his better judgment8 ,,chapter ,,xvii ,,of ,,fear ,obstupui1 steteruntque comae et vox faucibus haesit4 ,i was amazed1 my hair stood on end1 and my voice stuck in my throat4 ,virgil1 ,a,eneid1 ii4 #ggd4 ,i am not so good a naturalist 7as they call it7 as to discern by what secret springs fear has its motion in us2 but1 be this as it may1 'tis a strange passion1 and such a one that the physicians say there is no other whatever that sooner dethrones our judgment from its proper seat2 which is so true1 that ,i myself have seen very many become frantic through fear2 and1 even in those of the best settled temper it is most certain that it begets a terrible astonishment and confusion during the fit4 ,i omit the vulgar sort1 to whom it one while represents their great-grandsires risen out of their graves in their shrouds1 another while werewolves1 nightmares1 and chimaeras2 but even amongst soldiers1 a sort of men over whom1 of all others1 it ought to have the least power1 how often has it converted flocks of sheep into armed squadrons1 reeds and bullrushes into pikes and lances1 friends into enemies1 and the ,french white cross into the red cross of ,spain6 ,when ,monsieur de ,bourbon took ,rome1--,in #aebg--;an ensign who was upon guard at ,borgo ,san ,pietro was seized with such a fright upon the first alarm1 that he threw himself out at a breach with his colours upon his shoulder1 and ran directly upon the enemy1 thinking he had retreated toward the inward defences of the city1 and with much ado1 seeing ,monsieur de ,bourbon's people1 who thought it had been a sally upon them1 draw up to receive him1 at last came to himself1 and saw his error2 and then facing about1 he retreated full speed through the same breach by which he had gone out1 but not till he had first blindly advanced above three hundred paces into the open field4 ,it did not1 however1 fall out so well with ,captain ,giulio's ensign1 at the time when ,st4 ,paul was taken from us by the ,comte de ,bures and ,monsieur de ,reu1 for he1 being so astonished with fear as to throw himself1 colours and all1 out of a porthole1 was immediately1 cut to pieces by the enemy2 and in the same siege1 it was a very memorable fear that so seized1 contracted1 and froze up the heart of a gentleman1 that he sank down1 stone-dead1 in the breach1 without any manner of wound or hurt at all4 ,the like madness does sometimes push on a whole multitude2 for in one of the encounters that ,germanicus had with the ,germans1 two great parties were so amazed with fear that they ran two opposite ways1 the one to the same place from which the other had fled4--,tacit1 ,annal41 i4 #fc4--,sometimes it adds wings to the heels1 as in the two first3 sometimes it nails them to the ground1 and fetters them from moving2 as we read of the ,emperor ,theophilus1 who1 in a battle he lost against the ,agarenes1 was so astonished and stupefied that he had no power to fly-- ,adeo pavor etiam auxilia formidat ,so much does fear dread even the means of safety4--,quint4 ,curt41 ii4 ,,ii4 --till such time as ,manuel1 one of the principal commanders of his army1 having jogged and shaked him so as to rouse him out of his trance1 said to him1 ,sir1 if you will not follow me1 ,i will kill you2 for it is better you should lose your life than1 by being taken1 lose your empire4 --,zonaras1 lib4 iii4--,but fear does then manifest its utmost power when it throws us upon a valiant despair1 having before deprived us of all sense both of duty and honour4 ,in the first pitched battle the ,romans lost against ,hannibal1 under the ,consul ,sempronius1 a body of ten thousand foot1 that had taken fright1 seeing no other escape for their cowardice1 went and threw themselves headlong upon the great battalion of the enemies1 which with marvellous force and fury they charged through and through1 and routed with a very great slaughter of the ,carthaginians1 thus purchasing an ignominious flight at the same price they might have gained a glorious victory4--,livy1 xxi4 #ef4 ,the thing in the world ,i am most afraid of is fear1 that passion alone1 in the trouble of it1 exceeding all other accidents4 ,what affliction could be greater or more just than that of ,pompey's friends1 who1 in his ship1 were spectators of that horrible murder8 ,yet so it was1 that the fear of the ,egyptian vessels they saw coming to board them1 possessed them with so great alarm that it is observed they thought of nothing but calling upon the mariners to make haste1 and by force of oars to escape away1 till being arrived at ,tyre1 and delivered from fear1 they had leisure to turn their thoughts to the loss of their captain1 and to give vent to those tears and lamentations that the other more potent passion had till then suspended4 ,tum pavor sapientiam omnem mihiex animo expectorat4 ,then fear drove out all intelligence from my mind4--,ennius1 ap4 ,cicero1 ,tusc41 iv4 #h4 ,such as have been well rubbed in some skirmish1 may yet1 all wounded and bloody as they are1 be brought on again the next day to charge2 but such as have once conceived a good sound fear of the enemy1 will never be made so much as to look him in the face4 ,such as are in immediate fear of a losing their estates1 of banishment1 or of slavery1 live in perpetual anguish1 and lose all appetite and repose2 whereas such as are actually poor1 slaves1 or exiles1 ofttimes live as merrily as other folk4 ,and the many people who1 impatient of the perpetual alarms of fear1 have hanged or drowned themselves1 or dashed themselves to pieces1 give us sufficiently to understand that fear is more importunate and insupportable than death itself4 ,the ,greeks acknowledged another kind of fear1 differing from any we have spoken of yet1 that surprises us without any visible cause1 by an impulse from heaven1 so that whole nations and whole armies have been struck with it4 ,such a one was that which brought so wonderful a desolation upon ,carthage1 where nothing was to be heard but affrighted voices and outcries2 where the inhabitants were seen to sally out of their houses as to an alarm1 and there to charge1 wound1 and kill one another1 as if they had been enemies come to surprise their city4 ,all things were in disorder and fury till1 with prayers and sacrifices1 they had appeased their gods--,diod4 ,sic41 xv4 #g2 and this is that they call panic terrors4--,ibid4 2 ,plutarch on ,isis and ,osiris1 c4 #h4 ,,chapter ,,xviii ,,that ,,men ,,are ,,not ,,to ,,judge ,,of ,,our ,,happiness ,,till ,,after ,,death4 ,charron has borrowed with unusual liberality from this and the succeeding chapter4 ,see ,nodier1 ,questions1 p4 #bjf4 ,scilicet ultima semper ,exspectanda dies homini est2 dicique beatus ,ante obitum nemo supremaque funera debet4 ,we should all look forward to our last day3 no one can be called happy till he is dead and buried4--,ovid1 ,met1 iii4 #ace ,the very children know the story of ,king ,croesus to this purpose1 who being taken prisoner by ,cyrus1 and by him condemned to die1 as he was going to execution cried out1 ,o ,solon1 ,solon6 which being presently reported to ,cyrus1 and he sending to inquire of him what it meant1 ,croesus gave him to understand that he now found the teaching ,solon had formerly given him true to his cost2 which was1 ,that men1 however fortune may smile upon them1 could never be said to be happy till they had been seen to pass over the last day of their lives1 by reason of the uncertainty and mutability of human things1 which1 upon very light and trivial occasions1 are subject to be totally changed into a quite contrary condition4 ,and so it was that ,agesilaus made answer to one who was saying what a happy young man the ,king of ,persia was1 to come so young to so mighty a kingdom3 ',tis true1 said he1 but neither was ,priam unhappy at his years4--,plutarch1 ,apothegms of the ,lacedaemonians4--,in a short time1 kings of ,macedon1 successors to that mighty ,alexander1 became joiners and scriveners at ,rome2 a tyrant of ,sicily1 a pedant at ,corinth2 a conqueror of one-half of the world and general of so many armies1 a miserable suppliant to the rascally officers of a king of ,egypt3 so much did the prolongation of five or six months of life cost the great ,pompey2 and1 in our fathers' days1 ,ludovico ,sforza1 the tenth ,duke of ,milan1 whom all ,italy had so long truckled under1 was seen to die a wretched prisoner at ,loches1 but not till he had lived ten years in captivity1--,he was imprisoned by ,louis ,,xi4 in an iron cage-- which was the worst part of his fortune4 ,the fairest of all queens1 --,mary1 ,queen of ,scots4--widow to the greatest king in ,europe1 did she not come to die by the hand of an executioner8 ,unworthy and barbarous cruelty6 ,and a thousand more examples there are of the same kind2 for it seems that as storms and tempests have a malice against the proud and overtowering heights of our lofty buildings1 there are also spirits above that are envious of the greatnesses here below3 ,usque adeo res humanas vis abdita quaedam ,obterit1 et pulchros fasces1 saevasque secures ,proculcare1 ac ludibrio sibi habere videtur4 ,so true it is that some occult power upsets human affairs1 the glittering fasces and the cruel axes spurns under foot1 and seems to make sport of them4--,lucretius1 v4 #abca4 ,and it should seem1 also1 that ,fortune sometimes lies in wait to surprise the last hour of our lives1 to show the power she has1 in a moment1 to overthrow what she was so many years in building1 making us cry out with ,laberius3 ,nimirum hac die ,una plus vixi mihi1 quam vivendum fuit4 ,i have lived longer by this one day than ,i should have done4--,macrobius1 ii4 #g4 ,and1 in this sense1 this good advice of ,solon may reasonably be taken2 but he1 being a philosopher 7with which sort of men the favours and disgraces of ,fortune stand for nothing1 either to the making a man happy or unhappy1 and with whom grandeurs and powers are accidents of a quality almost indifferent7 ,i am apt to think that he had some further aim1 and that his meaning was1 that the very felicity of life itself1 which depends upon the tranquillity and contentment of a well-descended spirit1 and the resolution and assurance of a well-ordered soul1 ought never to be attributed to any man till he has first been seen to play the last1 and1 doubtless1 the hardest act of his part4 ,there may be disguise and dissimulation in all the rest3 where these fine philosophical discourses are only put on1 and where accident1 not touching us to the quick1 gives us leisure to maintain the same gravity of aspect2 but1 in this last scene of death1 there is no more counterfeiting3 we must speak out plain1 and discover what there is of good and clean in the bottom of the pot1 ,nam vera2 voces turn demum pectore ab imo ,ejiciuntur2 et eripitur persona1 manet res4 ,then at last truth issues from the heart2 the visor's gone1 the man remains4--,lucretius1 iii4 #eg4 ,wherefore1 at this last1 all the other actions of our life ought to be tried and sifted3 'tis the master-day1 'tis the day that is judge of all the rest1 'tis the day1 says one of the ancients1--,seneca1 ,ep41 #ajb-- that must be judge of all my foregoing years4 ,to death do ,i refer the assay of the fruit of all my studies3 we shall then see whether my discourses came only from my mouth or from my heart4 ,i have seen many by their death give a good or an ill repute to their whole life4 ,scipio1 the father-in-law of ,pompey1 in dying1 well removed the ill opinion that till then every one had conceived of him4 ,epaminondas being asked which of the three he had in greatest esteem1 ,chabrias1 ,iphicrates1 or himself4 ,you must first see us die1 said he1 before that question can be resolved4--,plutarch1 ,apoth4--,and1 in truth1 he would infinitely wrong that man who would weigh him without the honour and grandeur of his end4 ,god has ordered all things as it has best pleased ,him2 but ,i have1 in my time1 seen three of the most execrable persons that ever ,i knew in all manner of abominable living1 and the most infamous to boot1 who all died a very regular death1 and in all circumstances composed1 even to perfection4 ,there are brave and fortunate deaths3 ,i have seen death cut the thread of the progress of a prodigious advancement1 and in the height and flower of its increase1 of a certain person1--,montaigne doubtless refers to his friend ,etienne de la ,boetie1 at whose death in #aefc he was present4--with so glorious an end that1 in my opinion1 his ambitious and generous designs had nothing in them so high and great as their interruption4 ,he arrived1 without completing his course1 at the place to which his ambition aimed1 with greater glory than he could either have hoped or desired1 anticipating by his fall the name and power to which he aspired in perfecting his career4 ,in the judgment ,i make of another man's life1 ,i always observe how he carried himself at his death2 and the principal concern ,i have for my own is that ,i may die well--that is1 patiently and tranquilly4 ,,chapter ,,xix ,,that ,,to ,,study ,,philosopy ,,is ,,to ,,learn ,,to ,,die ,cicero says--,tusc41 i4 #ca4--that to study philosophy is nothing but to prepare one's self to die4 ,the reason of which is1 because study and contemplation do in some sort withdraw from us our soul1 and employ it separately from the body1 which is a kind of apprenticeship and a resemblance of death2 or1 else1 because all the wisdom and reasoning in the world do in the end conclude in this point1 to teach us not to fear to die4 ,and to say the truth1 either our reason mocks us1 or it ought to have no other aim but our contentment only1 nor to endeavour anything but1 in sum1 to make us live well1 and1 as the ,holy ,scripture says1 at our ease4 ,all the opinions of the world agree in this1 that pleasure is our end1 though we make use of divers means to attain it3 they would1 otherwise1 be rejected at the first motion2 for who would give ear to him that should propose affliction and misery for his end8 ,the controversies and disputes of the philosophical sects upon this point are merely verbal3 ,transcurramus solertissimas nugas ,let us skip over those subtle trifles4--,seneca1 ,ep41 #aag4 --there is more in them of opposition and obstinacy than is consistent with so sacred a profession2 but whatsoever personage a man takes upon himself to perform1 he ever mixes his own part with it4 ,let the philosophers say what they will1 the thing at which we all aim1 even in virtue is pleasure4 ,it amuses me to rattle in ears this word1 which they so nauseate to and if it signify some supreme pleasure and contentment1 it is more due to the assistance of virtue than to any other assistance whatever4 ,this pleasure1 for being more gay1 more sinewy1 more robust and more manly1 is only the more seriously voluptuous1 and we ought give it the name of pleasure1 as that which is more favourable1 gentle1 and natural1 and not that from which we have denominated it4 ,the other and meaner pleasure1 if it could deserve this fair name1 it ought to be by way of competition1 and not of privilege4 ,i find it less exempt from traverses and inconveniences than virtue itself2 and1 besides that the enjoyment is more momentary1 fluid1 and frail1 it has its watchings1 fasts1 and labours1 its sweat and its blood2 and1 moreover1 has particular to itself so many several sorts of sharp and wounding passions1 and so dull a satiety attending it1 as equal it to the severest penance4 ,and we mistake if we think that these incommodities serve it for a spur and a seasoning to its sweetness 7as in nature one contrary is quickened by another71 or say1 when we come to virtue1 that like consequences and difficulties overwhelm and render it austere and inaccessible2 whereas1 much more aptly than in voluptuousness1 they ennoble1 sharpen1 and heighten the perfect and divine pleasure they procure us4 ,he renders himself unworthy of it who will counterpoise its cost with its fruit1 and neither understands the blessing nor how to use it4 ,those who preach to us that the quest of it is craggy1 difficult1 and painful1 but its fruition pleasant1 what do they mean by that but to tell us that it is always unpleasing8 ,for what human means will ever attain its enjoyment8 ,the most perfect have been fain to content themselves to aspire unto it1 and to approach it only1 without ever possessing it4 ,but they are deceived1 seeing that of all the pleasures we know1 the very pursuit is pleasant4 ,the attempt ever relishes of the quality of the thing to which it is directed1 for it is a good part of1 and consubstantial with1 the effect4 ,the felicity and beatitude that glitters in ,virtue1 shines throughout all her appurtenances and avenues1 even to the first entry and utmost limits4 ,now1 of all the benefits that virtue confers upon us1 the contempt of death is one of the greatest1 as the means that accommodates human life with a soft and easy tranquillity1 and gives us a pure and pleasant taste of living1 without which all other pleasure would be extinct4 ,which is the reason why all the rules centre and concur in this one article4 ,and although they all in like manner1 with common accord1 teach us also to despise pain1 poverty1 and the other accidents to which human life is subject1 it is not1 nevertheless1 with the same solicitude1 as well by reason these accidents are not of so great necessity1 the greater part of mankind passing over their whole lives without ever knowing what poverty is1 and some without sorrow or sickness1 as ,xenophilus the musician1 who lived a hundred and six years in a perfect and continual health2 as also because1 at the worst1 death can1 whenever we please1 cut short and put an end to all other inconveniences4 ,but as to death1 it is inevitable3-- ,omnes eodem cogimur2 omnium ,versatur urna serius ocius ,sors exitura1 et nos in aeternum ,exilium impositura cymbae4 ,we are all bound one voyage2 the lot of all1 sooner or later1 is to come out of the urn4 ,all must to eternal exile sail away4 --,hor41 ,od41 ii4 #c1 #be4 and1 consequently1 if it frights us1 'tis a perpetual torment1 for which there is no sort of consolation4 ,there is no way by which it may not reach us4 ,we may continually turn our heads this way and that1 as in a suspected country3 ,quae1 quasi saxum ,tantalo1 semper impendet4 ,ever1 like ,tantalus stone1 hangs over us4 --,cicero1 ,de ,finib41 i4 #ah4 ,our courts of justice often send back condemned criminals to be executed upon the place where the crime was committed2 but1 carry them to fine houses by the way1 prepare for them the best entertainment you can-- ,non ,siculae dapes ,dulcem elaborabunt saporem3 ,non avium cyatheaceae cantus ,somnum reducent4 ,sicilian dainties will not tickle their palates1 nor the melody of birds and harps bring back sleep4--,hor41 ,od41 iii4 #a1 #ah4 ,do you think they can relish it8 and that the fatal end of their journey being continually before their eyes1 would not alter and deprave their palate from tasting these regalios8 ,audit iter1 numeratque dies1 spatioque viarum ,metitur vitam2 torquetur peste futura4 ,he considers the route1 computes the time of travelling1 measuring his life by the length of the journey2 and torments himself by thinking of the blow to come4--,claudianus1 in ,ruf41 ii4 #acg4 ,the end of our race is death2 'tis the necessary object of our aim1 which1 if it fright us1 how is it possible to advance a step without a fit of ague8 ,the remedy the vulgar use is not to think on't2 but from what brutish stupidity can they derive so gross a blindness8 ,they must bridle the ass by the tail3 ,qui capite ipse suo instituit vestigia retro1 ,who in his folly seeks to advance backwards--,lucretius1 iv4 #dgd 'tis no wonder if he be often trapped in the pitfall4 ,they affright people with the very mention of death1 and many cross themselves1 as it were the name of the devil4 ,and because the making a man's will is in reference to dying1 not a man will be persuaded to take a pen in hand to that purpose1 till the physician has passed sentence upon and totally given him over1 and then betwixt and terror1 ,god knows in how fit a condition of understanding he is to do it4 ,the ,romans1 by reason that this poor syllable death sounded so harshly to their ears and seemed so ominous1 found out a way to soften and spin it out by a periphrasis1 and instead of pronouncing such a one is dead1 said1 ,such a one has lived1 or ,such a one has ceased to live --,plutarch1 ,life of ,cicero1 c4 #bb3--;for1 provided there was any mention of life in the case1 though past1 it carried yet some sound of consolation4 ,and from them it is that we have borrowed our expression1 ,the late ,monsieur such and such a one4--feu ,monsieur un tel4 ,peradventure1 as the saying is1 the term we have lived is worth our money4 ,i was born betwixt eleven and twelve o'clock in the forenoon the last day of ,february #aecc1 according to our computation1 beginning the year the #ast of ,january1--,this was in virtue of an ordinance of ,charles ,,ix4 in #aefc4 ,previously the year commenced at ,easter1 so that the #ast ,january #aefc became the first day of the year #aefc4--;and it is now but just fifteen days since ,i was complete nine-and-thirty years old2 ,i make account to live1 at least1 as many more4 ,in the meantime1 to trouble a man's self with the thought of a thing so far off were folly4 ,but what8 ,young and old die upon the same terms2 no one departs out of life otherwise than if he had but just before entered into it2 neither is any man so old and decrepit1 who1 having heard of ,methuselah1 does not think he has yet twenty good years to come4 ,fool that thou art6 who has assured unto thee the term of life8 ,thou dependest upon physicians' tales3 rather consult effects and experience4 ,according to the common course of things1 'tis long since that thou hast lived by extraordinary favour2 thou hast already outlived the ordinary term of life4 ,and that it is so1 reckon up thy acquaintance1 how many more have died before they arrived at thy age than have attained unto it2 and of those who have ennobled their lives by their renown1 take but an account1 and ,i dare lay a wager thou wilt find more who have died before than after five-and-thirty years of age4 ,it is full both of reason and piety1 too1 to take example by the humanity of ,jesus ,christ ,himself2 now1 ,he ended ,his life at three-and-thirty years4 ,the greatest man1 that was no more than a man1 ,alexander1 died also at the same age4 ,how many several ways has death to surprise us8 ,quid quisque1 vitet1 nunquam homini satis ,cautum est in horas4 ,be as cautious as he may1 man can never foresee the danger that may at any hour befal him4--,hor4 ,o4 ii4 #ac1 #ac4 ,to omit fevers and pleurisies1 who would ever have imagined that a duke of ,brittany1--,jean ,,ii4 died #acje4--should be pressed to death in a crowd as that duke was at the entry of ,pope ,clement1 my neighbour1 into ,lyons8--,montaigne speaks of him as if he had been a contemporary neighbour1 perhaps because he was the ,archbishop of ,bordeaux4 ,bertrand le ,got was ,pope under the title of ,clement ,v41 #acje-ad4--;,hast thou not seen one of our kings--,henry ,,ii41 killed in a tournament1 ,july #aj1 #aeei--killed at a tilting1 and did not one of his ancestors die by jostle of a hog8--,philip1 eldest son of ,louis le ,gros4--,a,eschylus1 threatened with the fall of a house1 was to much purpose circumspect to avoid that danger1 seeing that he was knocked on the head by a tortoise falling out of an eagle's talons in the air4 ,another was choked with a grape-stone2--,val4 ,max41 ix4 #ab1 ext4 #b4--;an emperor killed with the scratch of a comb in combing his head4 ,a,emilius ,lepidus with a stumble at his own threshold1--,pliny1 ,nat4 ,hist41 vii4 #cc4-- and ,aufidius with a jostle against the door as he entered the council-chamber4 ,and betwixt the very thighs of women1 ,cornelius ,gallus the proctor2 ,tigillinus1 captain of the watch at ,rome2 ,ludovico1 son of ,guido di ,gonzaga1 ,marquis of ,mantua2 and 7of worse example7 ,speusippus1 a ,platonic philosopher1 and one of our ,popes4 ,the poor judge ,bebius gave adjournment in a case for eight days2 but he himself1 meanwhile1 was condemned by death1 and his own stay of life expired4 ,whilst ,caius ,julius1 the physician1 was anointing the eyes of a patient1 death closed his own2 and1 if ,i may bring in an example of my own blood1 a brother of mine1 ,captain ,st4 ,martin1 a young man1 three-and-twenty years old1 who had already given sufficient testimony of his valour1 playing a match at tennis1 received a blow of a ball a little above his right ear1 which1 as it gave no manner of sign of wound or contusion1 he took no notice of it1 nor so much as sat down to repose himself1 but1 nevertheless1 died within five or six hours after of an apoplexy occasioned by that blow4 ,these so frequent and common examples passing every day before our eyes1 how is it possible a man should disengage himself from the thought of death1 or avoid fancying that it has us every moment by the throat8 ,what matter is it1 you will say1 which way it comes to pass1 provided a man does not terrify himself with the expectation8 ,for my part1 ,i am of this mind1 and if a man could by any means avoid it1 though by creeping under a calf's skin1 ,i am one that should not be ashamed of the shift2 all ,i aim at is1 to pass my time at my ease1 and the recreations that will most contribute to it1 ,i take hold of1 as little glorious and exemplary as you will3 ,praetulerim 4 4 4 delirus inersque videri1 ,dum mea delectent mala me1 vel denique fallant1 ,quam sapere1 et ringi4 ,i had rather seem mad and a sluggard1 so that my defects are agreeable to myself1 or that ,i am not painfully conscious of them1 than be wise1 and chaptious4--,hor41 ,ep41 ii4 #b1 #abf4 ,but 'tis folly to think of doing anything that way4 ,they go1 they come1 they gallop and dance1 and not a word of death4 ,all this is very fine2 but withal1 when it comes either to themselves1 their wives1 their children1 or friends1 surprising them at unawares and unprepared1 then1 what torment1 what outcries1 what madness and despair6 ,did you ever see anything so subdued1 so changed1 and so confounded8 ,a man must1 therefore1 make more early provision for it2 and this brutish negligence1 could it possibly lodge in the brain of any man of sense 7which ,i think utterly impossible71 sells us its merchandise too dear4 ,were it an enemy that could be avoided1 ,i would then advise to borrow arms even of cowardice itself2 but seeing it is not1 and that it will catch you as well flying and playing the poltroon1 as standing to't like an honest man3-- ,nempe et fugacem persequitur virum1 ,nec parcit imbellis juventae ,poplitibus timidoque tergo4 ,he pursues the flying poltroon1 nor spares the hamstrings of the unwarlike youth who turns his back--,hor41 ,ep41 iii4 #b1 #ad4 ,and seeing that no temper of arms is of proof to secure us3-- ,ille licet ferro cautus1 se condat et aere1 ,mors tamen inclusum protrahet inde caput ,let him hide beneath iron or brass in his fear1 death will pull his head out of his armour4--,propertious iii4 #ah --let us learn bravely to stand our ground1 and fight him4 ,and to begin to deprive him of the greatest advantage he has over us1 let us take a way quite contrary to the common course4 ,let us disarm him of his novelty and strangeness1 let us converse and be familiar with him1 and have nothing so frequent in our thoughts as death4 ,upon all occasions represent him to our imagination in his every shape2 at the stumbling of a horse1 at the falling of a tile1 at the least prick with a pin1 let us presently consider1 and say to ourselves1 ,well1 and what if it had been death itself8 and1 thereupon1 let us encourage and fortify ourselves4 ,let us evermore1 amidst our jollity and feasting1 set the remembrance of our frail condition before our eyes1 never suffering ourselves to be so far transported with our delights1 but that we have some intervals of reflecting upon1 and considering how many several ways this jollity of ours tends to death1 and with how many dangers it threatens it4 ,the ,egyptians were wont to do after this manner1 who in the height of their feasting and mirth1 caused a dried skeleton of a man to be brought into the room to serve for a memento to their guests3 ,omnem crede diem tibi diluxisse supremum ,grata superveniet1 quae non sperabitur1 hora4 ,think each day when past is thy last2 the next day1 as unexpected1 will be the more welcome4--,hor41 ,ep41 i4 #d1 #ac4 ,where death waits for us is uncertain2 let us look for him everywhere4 ,the premeditation of death is the premeditation of liberty2 he who has learned to die has unlearned to serve4 ,there is nothing evil in life for him who rightly comprehends that the privation of life is no evil3 to know1 how to die delivers us from all subjection and constraint4 ,paulus ,emilius answered him whom the miserable ,king of ,macedon1 his prisoner1 sent to entreat him that he would not lead him in his triumph1 ,let him make that request to himself4-- ,plutarch1 ,life of ,paulus ,aemilius1 c4 #ag2 ,cicero1 ,tusc41 v4 #dj4 ,in truth1 in all things1 if nature do not help a little1 it is very hard for art and industry to perform anything to purpose4 ,i am in my own nature not melancholic1 but meditative2 and there is nothing ,i have more continually entertained myself withal than imaginations of death1 even in the most wanton time of my age3 ,jucundum quum aetas florida ver ageret4 ,when my florid age rejoiced in pleasant spring4 --,catullus1 lxviii4 ,in the company of ladies1 and at games1 some have perhaps thought me possessed with some jealousy1 or the uncertainty of some hope1 whilst ,i was entertaining myself with the remembrance of some one1 surprised1 a few days before1 with a burning fever of which he died1 returning from an entertainment like this1 with his head full of idle fancies of love and jollity1 as mine was then1 and that1 for aught ,i knew1 the same-destiny was attending me4 ,jam fuerit1 nec post unquam revocare licebit4 ,presently the present will have gone1 never to be recalled4 ,lucretius1 iii4 #ibh4 ,yet did not this thought wrinkle my forehead any more than any other4 ,it is impossible but we must feel a sting in such imaginations as these1 at first2 but with often turning and returning them in one's mind1 they1 at last1 become so familiar as to be no trouble at all3 otherwise1 ,i1 for my part1 should be in a perpetual fright and frenzy2 for never man was so distrustful of his life1 never man so uncertain as to its duration4 ,neither health1 which ,i have hitherto ever enjoyed very strong and vigorous1 and very seldom interrupted1 does prolong1 nor sickness contract my hopes4 ,every minute1 methinks1 ,i am escaping1 and it eternally runs in my mind1 that what may be done to-morrow1 may be done to-day4 ,hazards and dangers do1 in truth1 little or nothing hasten our end2 and if we consider how many thousands more remain and hang over our heads1 besides the accident that immediately threatens us1 we shall find that the sound and the sick1 those that are abroad at sea1 and those that sit by the fire1 those who are engaged in battle1 and those who sit idle at home1 are the one as near it as the other4 ,nemo altero fragilior est2 nemo in crastinum sui certior4 ,no man is more fragile than another3 no man more certain than another of to-morrow4--,seneca1 ,ep41 #ia4 ,for anything ,i have to do before ,i die1 the longest leisure would appear too short1 were it but an hour's business ,i had to do4 ,a friend of mine the other day turning over my tablets1 found therein a memorandum of something ,i would have done after my decease1 whereupon ,i told him1 as it was really true1 that though ,i was no more than a league's distance only from my own house1 and merry and well1 yet when that thing came into my head1 ,i made haste to write it down there1 because ,i was not certain to live till ,i came home4 ,as a man that am eternally brooding over my own thoughts1 and confine them to my own particular concerns1 ,i am at all hours as well prepared as ,i am ever like to be1 and death1 whenever he shall come1 can bring nothing along with him ,i did not expect long before4 ,we should always1 as near as we can1 be booted and spurred1 and ready to go1 and1 above all things1 take care1 at that time1 to have no business with any one but one's self3-- ,quid brevi fortes jaculamur avo ,multa8 ,why for so short a life tease ourselves with so many projects8 --,hor41 ,od41 ii4 #af1 #ag4 for we shall there find work enough to do1 without any need of addition4 ,one man complains1 more than of death1 that he is thereby prevented of a glorious victory2 another1 that he must die before he has married his daughter1 or educated his children2 a third seems only troubled that he must lose the society of his wife2 a fourth1 the conversation of his son1 as the principal comfort and concern of his being4 ,for my part1 ,i am1 thanks be to ,god1 at this instant in such a condition1 that ,i am ready to dislodge1 whenever it shall please ,him1 without regret for anything whatsoever4 ,i disengage myself throughout from all worldly relations2 my leave is soon taken of all but myself4 ,never did any one prepare to bid adieu to the world more absolutely and unreservedly1 and to shake hands with all manner of interest in it1 than ,i expect to do4 ,the deadest deaths are the best3 ',miser1 ,o miser1' aiunt1 'omnia ademit ,una dies infesta mihi tot praemia vitae4' ',wretch that ,i am1' they cry1 'one fatal day has deprived me of all joys of life4'--,lucretius1 iii4 #iaa4 ,and the builder1 ,manuet1 says he1 opera interrupta1 minaeque ,murorum ingentes4 ,the works remain incomplete1 the tall pinnacles of the walls unmade4--,a,eneid1 iv4 #hh4 ,a man must design nothing that will require so much time to the finishing1 or1 at least1 with no such passionate desire to see it brought to perfection4 ,we are born to action3 ,quum moriar1 medium solvar et inter opus4 ,when ,i shall die1 let it be doing that ,i had designed4 --,ovid1 ,amor41 ii4 #aj1 #cf4 ,i would always have a man to be doing1 and1 as much as in him lies1 to extend and spin out the offices of life2 and then let death take me planting my cabbages1 indifferent to him1 and still less of my gardens not being finished4 ,i saw one die1 who1 at his last gasp1 complained of nothing so much as that destiny was about to cut the thread of a chronicle he was then compiling1 when he was gone no farther than the fifteenth or sixteenth of our kings3 ,illud in his rebus non addunt3 nec tibi earum jam desiderium rerum super insidet una4 ,they do not add1 that dying1 we have no longer a desire to possess things4--,lucretius1 iii4 #iac4 ,we are to discharge ourselves from these vulgar and hurtful humours4 ,to this purpose it was that men first appointed the places of sepulture adjoining the churches1 and in the most frequented places of the city1 to accustom1 says ,lycurgus1 the common people1 women1 and children1 that they should not be startled at the sight of a corpse1 and to the end1 that the continual spectacle of bones1 graves1 and funeral obsequies should put us in mind of our frail condition3 ,quin etiam exhilarare viris convivia caede ,mos olim1 et miscere epulis spectacula dira ,certantum ferro1 saepe et super ipsa cadentum ,pocula1 respersis non parco sanguine mensis4 ,it was formerly the custom to enliven banquets with slaughter1 and to combine with the repast the dire spectacle of men contending with the sword1 the dying in many cases falling upon the cups1 and covering the tables with blood4--,silius ,italicus1 xi4 #ea4 ,and as the ,egyptians after their feasts were wont to present the company with a great image of death1 by one that cried out to them1 ,drink and be merry1 for such shalt thou be when thou art dead2 so it is my custom to have death not only in my imagination1 but continually in my mouth4 ,neither is there anything of which ,i am so inquisitive1 and delight to inform myself1 as the manner of men's deaths1 their words1 looks1 and bearing2 nor any places in history ,i am so intent upon2 and it is manifest enough1 by my crowding in examples of this kind1 that ,i have a particular fancy for that subject4 ,if ,i were a writer of books1 ,i would compile a register1 with a comment1 of the various deaths of men3 he who should teach men to die would at the same time teach them to live4 ,dicarchus made one1 to which he gave that title2 but it was designed for another and less profitable end4 ,peradventure1 some one may object1 that the pain and terror of dying so infinitely exceed all manner of imagination1 that the best fencer will be quite out of his play when it comes to the push4 ,let them say what they will3 to premeditate is doubtless a very great advantage2 and besides1 is it nothing to go so far1 at least1 without disturbance or alteration8 ,moreover1 ,nature herself assists and encourages us3 if the death be sudden and violent1 we have not leisure to fear2 if otherwise1 ,i perceive that as ,i engage further in my disease1 ,i naturally enter into a certain loathing and disdain of life4 ,i find ,i have much more ado to digest this resolution of dying1 when ,i am well in health1 than when languishing of a fever2 and by how much ,i have less to do with the commodities of life1 by reason that ,i begin to lose the use and pleasure of them1 by so much ,i look upon death with less terror4 ,which makes me hope1 that the further ,i remove from the first1 and the nearer ,i approach to the latter1 ,i shall the more easily exchange the one for the other4 ,and1 as ,i have experienced in other occurrences1 that1 as ,caesar says1 things often appear greater to us at distance than near at hand1 ,i have found1 that being well1 ,i have had maladies in much greater horror than when really afflicted with them4 ,the vigour wherein ,i now am1 the cheerfulness and delight wherein ,i now live1 make the contrary estate appear in so great a disproportion to my present condition1 that1 by imagination1 ,i magnify those inconveniences by one-half1 and apprehend them to be much more troublesome1 than ,i find them really to be1 when they lie the most heavy upon me2 ,i hope to find death the same4 ,let us but observe in the ordinary changes and declinations we daily suffer1 how nature deprives us of the light and sense of our bodily decay4 ,what remains to an old man of the vigour of his youth and better days8 ,heu6 senibus vitae portio quanta manet4 ,alas1 to old men what portion of life remains6---,maximian1 vel ,pseudo-,gallus1 i4 #af4 ,caesar1 to an old weather-beaten soldier of his guards1 who came to ask him leave that he might kill himself1 taking notice of his withered body and decrepit motion1 pleasantly answered1 ,thou fanciest1 then1 that thou art yet alive4--,seneca1 ,ep41 #gg4--,should a man fall into this condition on the sudden1 ,i do not think humanity capable of enduring such a change3 but nature1 leading us by the hand1 an easy and1 as it were1 an insensible pace1 step by step conducts us to that miserable state1 and by that means makes it familiar to us1 so that we are insensible of the stroke when our youth dies in us1 though it be really a harder death than the final dissolution of a languishing body1 than the death of old age2 forasmuch as the fall is not so great from an uneasy being to none at all1 as it is from a sprightly and flourishing being to one that is troublesome and painful4 ,the body1 bent and bowed1 has less force to support a burden2 and it is the same with the soul1 and therefore it is1 that we are to raise her up firm and erect against the power of this adversary4 ,for1 as it is impossible she should ever be at rest1 whilst she stands in fear of it2 so1 if she once can assure herself1 she may boast 7which is a thing as it were surpassing human condition7 that it is impossible that disquiet1 anxiety1 or fear1 or any other disturbance1 should inhabit or have any place in her3 ,non vulnus instants ,tyranni ,mentha cadi solida1 neque ,auster ,dux inquieti turbidus ,adriae1 ,nec fulminantis magna ,jovis manus4 ,not the menacing look of a tyrant shakes her well-settled soul1 nor turbulent ,auster1 the prince of the stormy ,adriatic1 nor yet the strong hand of thundering ,jove1 such a temper moves4 --,hor41 ,od41 iii4 #c1 #c4 ,she is then become sovereign of all her lusts and passions1 mistress of necessity1 shame1 poverty1 and all the other injuries of fortune4 ,let us1 therefore1 as many of us as can1 get this advantage2 'tis the true and sovereign liberty here on earth1 that fortifies us wherewithal to defy violence and injustice1 and to contemn prisons and chains3 ,in manicis et ,compedibus saevo te sub custode tenebo4 ,ipse ,deus1 simul atque volam1 me solvet4 ,opinor1 ,hoc sentit2 moriar2 mors ultima linea rerum est4 ,i will keep thee in fetters and chains1 in custody of a savage keeper4--,a god will when ,i ask ,him1 set me free4 ,this god ,i think is death4 ,death is the term of all things4 --,hor41 ,ep41 i4 #af1 #gf4 ,our very religion itself has no surer human foundation than the contempt of death4 ,not only the argument of reason invites us to it--for why should we fear to lose a thing1 which being lost1 cannot be lamented8 --but1 also1 seeing we are threatened by so many sorts of death1 is it not infinitely worse eternally to fear them all1 than once to undergo one of them8 ,and what matters it1 when it shall happen1 since it is inevitable8 ,to him that told ,socrates1 ,the thirty tyrants have sentenced thee to death2 ,and nature them1 said he4--,socrates was not condemned to death by the thirty tyrants1 but by the ,athenians4-,diogenes ,laertius1 ii4#ce4-- ,what a ridiculous thing it is to trouble ourselves about taking the only step that is to deliver us from all trouble6 ,as our birth brought us the birth of all things1 so in our death is the death of all things included4 ,and therefore to lament that we shall not be alive a hundred years hence1 is the same folly as to be sorry we were not alive a hundred years ago4 ,death is the beginning of another life4 ,so did we weep1 and so much it cost us to enter into this1 and so did we put off our former veil in entering into it4 ,nothing can be a grievance that is but once4 ,is it reasonable so long to fear a thing that will so soon be despatched8 ,long life1 and short1 are by death made all one2 for there is no long1 nor short1 to things that are no more4 ,aristotle tells us that there are certain little beasts upon the banks of the river ,hypanis1 that never live above a day3 they which die at eight of the clock in the morning1 die in their youth1 and those that die at five in the evening1 in their decrepitude3 which of us would not laugh to see this moment of continuance put into the consideration of weal or woe8 ,the most and the least1 of ours1 in comparison with eternity1 or yet with the duration of mountains1 rivers1 stars1 trees1 and even of some animals1 is no less ridiculous4-- ,seneca1 ,consol4 ad ,marciam1 c4 #bj4 ,but nature compels us to it4 ,go out of this world1 says she1 as you entered into it2 the same pass you made from death to life1 without passion or fear1 the same1 after the same manner1 repeat from life to death4 ,your death is a part of the order of the universe1 'tis a part of the life of the world4 ,inter se mortales mutua vivunt 44444444444444444444444444444444 ,et1 quasi cursores1 vitai lampada tradunt4 ,mortals1 amongst themselves1 live by turns1 and1 like the runners in the games1 give up the lamp1 when they have won the race1 to the next comer4-- ,lucretius1 ii4 #ge1 #gh4 ,shall ,i exchange for you this beautiful contexture of things8 ',tis the condition of your creation2 death is a part of you1 and whilst you endeavour to evade it1 you evade yourselves4 ,this very being of yours that you now enjoy is equally divided betwixt life and death4 ,the day of your birth is one day's advance towards the grave3 ,prima1 qux vitam dedit1 hora carpsit4 ,the first hour that gave us life took away also an hour4 --,seneca1 ,her4 ,fur41 #c ,chor4 #hgd4 ,nascentes morimur1 finisque ab origine pendet4 ,as we are born we die1 and the end commences with the beginning4 --,manilius1 ,ast41 iv4 #af4 ,all the whole time you live1 you purloin from life and live at the expense of life itself4 ,the perpetual work of your life is but to lay the foundation of death4 ,you are in death1 whilst you are in life1 because you still are after death1 when you are no more alive2 or1 if you had rather have it so1 you are dead after life1 but dying all the while you live2 and death handles the dying much more rudely than the dead1 and more sensibly and essentially4 ,if you have made your profit of life1 you have had enough of it2 go your way satisfied4 ,cur non ut plenus vita2 conviva recedis8 ,why not depart from life as a sated guest from a feast8 ,lucretius1 iii4 #iea4 ,if you have not known how to make the best use of it1 if it was unprofitable to you1 what need you care to lose it1 to what end would you desire longer to keep it8 ',cur amplius addere quaeris1 ,rursum quod pereat male1 et ingratum occidat omne8' ,why seek to add longer life1 merely to renew ill-spent time1 and be again tormented8--,lucretius1 iii4 #iad4 ,life in itself is neither good nor evil2 it is the scene of good or evil as you make it4' ,and1 if you have lived a day1 you have seen all3 one day is equal and like to all other days4 ,there is no other light1 no other shade2 this very sun1 this moon1 these very stars1 this very order and disposition of things1 is the same your ancestors enjoyed1 and that shall also entertain your posterity3 ',non alium videre patres1 aliumve nepotes ,aspicient4' ,your grandsires saw no other thing2 nor will your posterity4 --,manilius1 i4 #ebi4 ,and1 come the worst that can come1 the distribution and variety of all the acts of my comedy are performed in a year4 ,if you have observed the revolution of my four seasons1 they comprehend the infancy1 the youth1 the virility1 and the old age of the world3 the year has played his part1 and knows no other art but to begin again2 it will always be the same thing3 ',versamur ibidem1 atque insumus usque4' ,we are turning in the same circle1 ever therein confined4 --,lucretius1 iii4 #ajic4 ',atque in se sua per vestigia volvitur annus4' ,the year is ever turning around in the same footsteps4 --,virgil1 ,georg41 ii4 #djb4 ,i am not prepared to create for you any new recreations3 ',nam tibi prxterea quod machiner1 inveniamque ,quod placeat1 nihil est2 eadem sunt omnia semper4' ,i can devise1 nor find anything else to please you3 'tis the same thing over and over again4--,lucretius iii4 #ieg ,give place to others1 as others have given place to you4 ,equality is the soul of equity4 ,who can complain of being comprehended in the same destiny1 wherein all are involved8 ,besides1 live as long as you can1 you shall by that nothing shorten the space you are to be dead2 'tis all to no purpose2 you shall be every whit as long in the condition you so much fear1 as if you had died at nurse3 ',licet quot vis vivendo vincere secla1 ,mors aeterna tamen nihilominus illa manebit4' ,live triumphing over as many ages as you will1 death still will remain eternal4--,lucretius1 iii4 #aajc ,and yet ,i will place you in such a condition as you shall have no reason to be displeased4 ',in vera nescis nullum fore morte alium te1 ,qui possit vivus tibi to lugere peremptum1 ,stansque jacentem4' ,know you not that1 when dead1 there can be no other living self to lament you dead1 standing on your grave4--,idem41 ibid41 #hih4 ,nor shall you so much as wish for the life you are so concerned about3 ',nec sibi enim quisquam tum se vitamque requirit4 4444444444444444444444444444444444444444 4444444444 ',nec desiderium nostri nos afficit ullum4' ,death is less to be feared than nothing1 if there could be anything less than nothing4 ',multo 4 4 4 mortem minus ad nos esse putandium1 ,si minus esse potest1 quam quod nihil esse videmus4' ,neither can it any way concern you1 whether you are living or dead3 living1 by reason that you are still in being2 dead1 because you are no more4 ,moreover1 no one dies before his hour3 the time you leave behind was no more yours than that was lapsed and gone before you came into the world2 nor does it any more concern you4 ',respice enim1 quam nil ad nos anteacta vetustas ,temporis aeterni fuerit4' ,consider how as nothing to us is the old age of times past4 --,lucretius iii4 #ihe ,wherever your life ends1 it is all there4 ,the utility of living consists not in the length of days1 but in the use of time2 a man may have lived long1 and yet lived but a little4 ,make use of time while it is present with you4 ,it depends upon your will1 and not upon the number of days1 to have a sufficient length of life4 ,is it possible you can imagine never to arrive at the place towards which you are continually going8 and yet there is no journey but hath its end4 ,and1 if company will make it more pleasant or more easy to you1 does not all the world go the self-same way8 ',omnia te1 vita perfuncta1 sequentur4' ,all things1 then1 life over1 must follow thee4 --,lucretius1 iii4 #iha4 ,does not all the world dance the same brawl that you do8 ,is there anything that does not grow old1 as well as you8 ,a thousand men1 a thousand animals1 a thousand other creatures1 die at the same moment that you die3 ',nam nox nulla diem1 neque noctem aurora sequuta est1 ,quae non audierit mistos vagitibus aegris ,ploratus1 mortis comites et funeris atri4' ,no night has followed day1 no day has followed night1 in which there has not been heard sobs and sorrowing cries1 the companions of death and funerals4--,lucretius1 v4 #egi4 ,to what end should you endeavour to draw back1 if there be no possibility to evade it8 you have seen examples enough of those who have been well pleased to die1 as thereby delivered from heavy miseries2 but have you ever found any who have been dissatisfied with dying8 ,it must1 therefore1 needs be very foolish to condemn a thing you have neither experimented in your own person1 nor by that of any other4 ,why dost thou complain of me and of destiny8 ,do we do thee any wrong8 ,is it for thee to govern us1 or for us to govern thee8 ,though1 peradventure1 thy age may not be accomplished1 yet thy life is3 a man of low stature is as much a man as a giant2 neither men nor their lives are measured by the ell4 ,chiron refused to be immortal1 when he was acquainted with the conditions under which he was to enjoy it1 by the god of time itself and its duration1 his father ,saturn4 ,do but seriously consider how much more insupportable and painful an immortal life would be to man than what ,i have already given him4 ,if you had not death1 you would eternally curse me for having deprived you of it2 ,i have mixed a little bitterness with it1 to the end1 that seeing of what convenience it is1 you might not too greedily and indiscreetly seek and embrace it3 and that you might be so established in this moderation1 as neither to nauseate life1 nor have any antipathy for dying1 which ,i have decreed you shall once do1 ,i have tempered the one and the other betwixt pleasure and pain4 ,it was ,i that taught ,thales1 the most eminent of your sages1 that to live and to die were indifferent2 which made him1 very wisely1 answer him1 ',why then he did not die8' ',because1' said he1 'it is indifferent4'--,diogenes ,laertius1 i4 #ce4--,water1 earth1 air1 and fire1 and the other parts of this creation of mine1 are no more instruments of thy life than they are of thy death4 ,why dost thou fear thy last day8 it contributes no more to thy dissolution1 than every one of the rest3 the last step is not the cause of lassitude3 it does not confess it4 ,every day travels towards death2 the last only arrives at it4 ,these are the good lessons our mother ,nature teaches4 ,i have often considered with myself whence it should proceed1 that in war the image of death1 whether we look upon it in ourselves or in others1 should1 without comparison1 appear less dreadful than at home in our own houses 7for if it were not so1 it would be an army of doctors and whining milksops71 and that being still in all places the same1 there should be1 notwithstanding1 much more assurance in peasants and the meaner sort of people1 than in others of better quality4 ,i believe1 in truth1 that it is those terrible ceremonies and preparations wherewith we set it out1 that more terrify us than the thing itself2 a new1 quite contrary way of living2 the cries of mothers1 wives1 and children2 the visits of astounded and afflicted friends2 the attendance of pale and blubbering servants2 a dark room1 set round with burning tapers2 our beds environed with physicians and divines2 in sum1 nothing but ghostliness and horror round about us2 we seem dead and buried already4 ,children are afraid even of those they are best acquainted with1 when disguised in a visor2 and so 'tis with us2 the visor must be removed as well from things as from persons1 that being taken away1 we shall find nothing underneath but the very same death that a mean servant or a poor chambermaid died a day or two ago1 without any manner of apprehension4 ,happy is the death that deprives us of leisure for preparing such ceremonials4 ,,chapter ,,xx ,,of ,,the ,,force ,,of ,,imagination ,fortis imaginatio generat casum1 say the schoolmen4 ,a strong imagination begets the event itself4--,axiom4 ,scholast4 ,i am one of those who are most sensible of the power of imagination3 every one is jostled by it1 but some are overthrown by it4 ,it has a very piercing impression upon me2 and ,i make it my business to avoid1 wanting force to resist it4 ,i could live by the sole help of healthful and jolly company3 the very sight of another's pain materially pains me1 and ,i often usurp the sensations of another person4 ,a perpetual cough in another tickles my lungs and throat4 ,i more unwillingly visit the sick in whom by love and duty ,i am interested1 than those ,i care not for1 to whom ,i less look4 ,i take possession of the disease ,i am concerned at1 and take it to myself4 ,i do not at all wonder that fancy should give fevers and sometimes kill such as allow it too much scope1 and are too willing to entertain it4 ,simon ,thomas was a great physician of his time3 ,i remember1 that happening one day at ,toulouse to meet him at a rich old fellow's house1 who was troubled with weak lungs1 and discoursing with the patient about the method of his cure1 he told him1 that one thing which would be very conducive to it1 was to give me such occasion to be pleased with his company1 that ,i might come often to see him1 by which means1 and by fixing his eyes upon the freshness of my complexion1 and his imagination upon the sprightliness and vigour that glowed in my youth1 and possessing all his senses with the flourishing age wherein ,i then was1 his habit of body might1 peradventure1 be amended2 but he forgot to say that mine1 at the same time1 might be made worse4 ,gallus ,vibius so much bent his mind to find out the essence and motions of madness1 that1 in the end1 he himself went out of his wits1 and to such a degree1 that he could never after recover his judgment1 and might brag that he was become a fool by too much wisdom4 ,some there are who through fear anticipate the hangman2 and there was the man1 whose eyes being unbound to have his pardon read to him1 was found stark dead upon the scaffold1 by the stroke of imagination4 ,we start1 tremble1 turn pale1 and blush1 as we are variously moved by imagination2 and1 being a-bed1 feel our bodies agitated with its power to that degree1 as even sometimes to expiring4 ,and boiling youth1 when fast asleep1 grows so warm with fancy1 as in a dream to satisfy amorous desires3-- ,ut1 quasi transactis saepe omnibu rebu1 profundant ,fluminis ingentes1 fluctus1 vestemque cruentent4 ,although it be no new thing to see horns grown in a night on the forehead of one that had none when he went to bed1 notwithstanding1 what befell ,cippus1 ,king of ,italy1 is memorable2 who having one day been a very delighted spectator of a bullfight1 and having all the night dreamed that he had horns on his head1 did1 by the force of imagination1 really cause them to grow there4 ,passion gave to the son of ,croesus the voice which nature had denied him4 ,and ,antiochus fell into a fever1 inflamed with the beauty of ,stratonice1 too deeply imprinted in his soul4 ,pliny pretends to have seen ,lucius ,cossitius1 who from a woman was turned into a man upon her very wedding-day4 ,pontanus and others report the like metamorphosis to have happened in these latter days in ,italy4 ,and1 through the vehement desire of him and his mother3 ,volta puer solvit1 quae foemina voverat1 ,iphis4 ,myself passing by ,vitry le ,francois1 saw a man the ,bishop of ,soissons had1 in confirmation1 called ,germain1 whom all the inhabitants of the place had known to be a girl till two-and-twenty years of age1 called ,mary4 ,he was1 at the time of my being there1 very full of beard1 old1 and not married4 ,he told us1 that by straining himself in a leap his male organs came out2 and the girls of that place have1 to this day1 a song1 wherein they advise one another not to take too great strides1 for fear of being turned into men1 as ,mary ,germain was4 ,it is no wonder if this sort of accident frequently happen2 for if imagination have any power in such things1 it is so continually and vigorously bent upon this subject1 that to the end it may not so often relapse into the same thought and violence of desire1 it were better1 once for all1 to give these young wenches the things they long for4 ,some attribute the scars of ,king ,dagobert and of ,st4 ,francis to the force of imagination4 ,it is said1 that by it bodies will sometimes be removed from their places2 and ,celsus tells us of a priest whose soul would be ravished into such an ecstasy that the body would1 for a long time1 remain without sense or respiration4 ,st4 ,augustine makes mention of another1 who1 upon the hearing of any lamentable or doleful cries1 would presently fall into a swoon1 and be so far out of himself1 that it was in vain to call1 bawl in his ears1 pinch or burn him1 till he voluntarily came to himself2 and then he would say1 that he had heard voices as it were afar off1 and did feel when they pinched and burned him2 and1 to prove that this was no obstinate dissimulation in defiance of his sense of feeling1 it was manifest1 that all the while he had neither pulse nor breathing4 ',tis very probable1 that visions1 enchantments1 and all extraordinary effects of that nature1 derive their credit principally from the power of imagination1 working and making its chiefest impression upon vulgar and more easy souls1 whose belief is so strangely imposed upon1 as to think they see what they do not see4 ,i am not satisfied whether those pleasant ligatures--,les nouements d'aiguillettes1 as they were called1 knots tied by some one1 at a wedding1 on a strip of leather1 cotton1 or silk1 and which1 especially when passed through the wedding-ring1 were supposed to have the magical effect of preventing a consummation of the marriage until they were untied4 ,see ,louandre1 ,la ,sorcellerie1 #ahec1 p4 #gc4 ,the same superstition and appliance existed in ,england4--with which this age of ours is so occupied1 that there is almost no other talk1 are not mere voluntary impressions of apprehension and fear2 for ,i know1 by experience1 in the case of a particular friend of mine1 one for whom ,i can be as responsible as for myself1 and a man that cannot possibly fall under any manner of suspicion of insufficiency1 and as little of being enchanted1 who having heard a companion of his make a relation of an unusual frigidity that surprised him at a very unseasonable time2 being afterwards himself engaged upon the same account1 the horror of the former story on a sudden so strangely possessed his imagination1 that he ran the same fortune the other had done2 and from that time forward1 the scurvy remembrance of his disaster running in his mind and tyrannising over him1 he was subject to relapse into the same misfortune4 ,he found some remedy1 however1 for this fancy in another fancy1 by himself frankly confessing and declaring beforehand to the party with whom he was to have to do1 this subjection of his1 by which means1 the agitation of his soul was1 in some sort1 appeased2 and knowing that1 now1 some such misbehaviour was expected from him1 the restraint upon his faculties grew less4 ,and afterwards1 at such times as he was in no such apprehension1 when setting about the act 7his thoughts being then disengaged and free1 and his body in its true and natural estate7 he was at leisure to cause the part to be handled and communicated to the knowledge of the other party1 he was totally freed from that vexatious infirmity4 ,after a man has once done a woman right1 he is never after in danger of misbehaving himself with that person1 unless upon the account of some excusable weakness4 ,neither is this disaster to be feared1 but in adventures1 where the soul is overextended with desire or respect1 and1 especially1 where the opportunity is of an unforeseen and pressing nature2 in those cases1 there is no means for a man to defend himself from such a surprise1 as shall put him altogether out of sorts4 ,i have known some1 who have secured themselves from this mischance1 by coming half sated elsewhere1 purposely to abate the ardour of the fury1 and others1 who1 being grown old1 find themselves less impotent by being less able2 and one1 who found an advantage in being assured by a friend of his1 that he had a counter-charm of enchantments that would secure him from this disgrace4 ,the story itself is not1 much amiss1 and therefore you shall have it4 ,a ,count of a very great family1 and with whom ,i was very intimate1 being married to a fair lady1 who had formerly been courted by one who was at the wedding1 all his friends were in very great fear2 but especially an old lady his kinswoman1 who had the ordering of the solemnity1 and in whose house it was kept1 suspecting his rival would offer foul play by these sorceries4 ,which fear she communicated to me4 ,i bade her rely upon me3 ,i had1 by chance1 about me a certain flat plate of gold1 whereon were graven some celestial figures1 supposed good against sunstroke or pains in the head1 being applied to the suture3 where1 that it might the better remain firm1 it was sewed to a ribbon to be tied under the chin2 a foppery cousin-german to this of which ,i am speaking4 ,jaques ,pelletier1 who lived in my house1 had presented this to me for a singular rarity4 ,i had a fancy to make some use of this knack1 and therefore privately told the ,count1 that he might possibly run the same fortune other bridegrooms had sometimes done1 especially some one being in the house1 who1 no doubt1 would be glad to do him such a courtesy3 but let him boldly go to bed4 ,for ,i would do him the office of a friend1 and1 if need were1 would not spare a miracle it was in my power to do1 provided he would engage to me1 upon his honour1 to keep it to himself2 and only1 when they came to bring him his caudle1--,a custom in ,france to bring the bridegroom a caudle in the middle of the night on his wedding-night-- if matters had not gone well with him1 to give me such a sign1 and leave the rest to me4 ,now he had had his ears so battered1 and his mind so prepossessed with the eternal tattle of this business1 that when he came to't1 he did really find himself tied with the trouble of his imagination1 and1 accordingly1 at the time appointed1 gave me the sign4 ,whereupon1 ,i whispered him in the ear1 that he should rise1 under pretence of putting us out of the room1 and after a jesting manner pull my nightgown from my shoulders--we were of much about the same height-- throw it over his own1 and there keep it till he had performed what ,i had appointed him to do1 which was1 that when we were all gone out of the chamber1 he should withdraw to make water1 should three times repeat such and such words1 and as often do such and such actions2 that at every of the three times1 he should tie the ribbon ,i put into his hand about his middle1 and be sure to place the medal that was fastened to it1 the figures in such a posture1 exactly upon his reins1 which being done1 and having the last of the three times so well girt and fast tied the ribbon that it could neither untie nor slip from its place1 let him confidently return to his business1 and withal not forget to spread my gown upon the bed1 so that it might be sure to cover them both4 ,these ape's tricks are the main of the effect1 our fancy being so far seduced as to believe that such strange means must1 of necessity1 proceed from some abstruse science3 their very inanity gives them weight and reverence4 ,and1 certain it is1 that my figures approved themselves more venereal than solar1 more active than prohibitive4 ',twas a sudden whimsey1 mixed with a little curiosity1 that made me do a thing so contrary to my nature2 for ,i am an enemy to all subtle and counterfeit actions1 and abominate all manner of trickery1 though it be for sport1 and to an advantage2 for though the action may not be vicious in itself1 its mode is vicious4 ,amasis1 ,king of ,egypt1 having married ,laodice1 a very beautiful ,greek virgin1 though noted for his abilities elsewhere1 found himself quite another man with his wife1 and could by no means enjoy her2 at which he was so enraged1 that he threatened to kill her1 suspecting her to be a witch4 ,as 'tis usual in things that consist in fancy1 she put him upon devotion1 and having accordingly made his vows to ,venus1 he found himself divinely restored the very first night after his oblations and sacrifices4 ,now women are to blame to entertain us with that disdainful1 coy1 and angry countenance1 which extinguishes our vigour1 as it kindles our desire2 which made the daughter-in-law of ,pythagoras--,theano1 the lady in question was the wife1 not the daughter-in-law of ,pythagoras4-- say1 ,that the woman who goes to bed to a man1 must put off her modesty with her petticoat1 and put it on again with the same4 ,the soul of the assailant1 being disturbed with many several alarms1 readily loses the power of performance2 and whoever the imagination has once put this trick upon1 and confounded with the shame of it 7and she never does it but at the first acquaintance1 by reason men are then more ardent and eager1 and also1 at this first account a man gives of himself1 he is much more timorous of miscarrying71 having made an ill beginning1 he enters into such fever and despite at the accident1 as are apt to remain and continue with him upon following occasions4 ,married people1 having all their time before them1 ought never to compel or so much as to offer at the feat1 if they do not find themselves quite ready3 and it is less unseemly to fail of handselling the nuptial sheets1 when a man perceives himself full of agitation and trembling1 and to await another opportunity at more private and more composed leisure1 than to make himself perpetually miserable1 for having misbehaved himself and been baffled at the first assault4 ,till possession be taken1 a man that knows himself subject to this infirmity1 should leisurely and by degrees make several little trials and light offers1 without obstinately attempting at once1 to ,force an absolute conquest over his own mutinous and indisposed faculties4 ,such as know their members to be naturally obedient1 need take no other care but only to counterplot their fantasies4 ,the indocile liberty of this member is very remarkable1 so importunately unruly in its tumidity and impatience1 when we do not require it1 and so unseasonably disobedient1 when we stand most in need of it3 so imperiously contesting in authority with the will1 and with so much haughty obstinacy denying all solicitation1 both of hand and mind4 ,and yet1 though his rebellion is so universally complained of1 and that proof is thence deduced to condemn him1 if he had1 nevertheless1 feed me to plead his cause1 ,i should peradventure1 bring the rest of his fellow-members into suspicion of complotting this mischief against him1 out of pure envy at the importance and pleasure especial to his employment2 and to have1 by confederacy1 armed the whole world against him1 by malevolently charging him alone1 with their common offence4 ,for let any one consider1 whether there is any one part of our bodies that does not often refuse to perform its office at the precept of the will1 and that does not often exercise its function in defiance of her command4 ,they have every one of them passions of their own1 that rouse and awaken1 stupefy and benumb them1 without our leave or consent4 ,how often do the involuntary motions of the countenance discover our inward thoughts1 and betray our most private secrets to the bystanders4 ,the same cause that animates this member1 does also1 without our knowledge1 animate the lungs1 pulse1 and heart1 the sight of a pleasing object imperceptibly diffusing a flame through all our parts1 with a feverish motion4 ,is there nothing but these veins and muscles that swell and flag without the consent1 not only of the will1 but even of our knowledge also8 ,we do not command our hairs to stand on end1 nor our skin to shiver either with fear or desire2 the hands often convey themselves to parts to which we do not direct them2 the tongue will be interdict1 and the voice congealed1 when we know not how to help it4 ,when we have nothing to eat1 and would willingly forbid it1 the appetite does not1 for all that1 forbear to stir up the parts that are subject to it1 no more nor less than the other appetite we were speaking of1 and in like manner1 as unseasonably leaves us1 when it thinks fit4 ,the vessels that serve to discharge the belly have their own proper dilatations and compressions1 without and beyond our concurrence1 as well as those which are destined to purge the reins2 and that which1 to justify the prerogative of the will1 ,st4 ,augustine urges1 of having seen a man who could command his rear to discharge as often together as he pleased1 ,vives1 his commentator1 yet further fortifies with another example in his time1--of one that could break wind in tune2 but these cases do not suppose any more pure obedience in that part2 for is anything commonly more tumultuary or indiscreet8 ,to which let me add1 that ,i myself knew one so rude and ungoverned1 as for forty years together made his master vent with one continued and unintermitted outbursting1 and 'tis like will do so till he die of it4 ,and ,i could heartily wish1 that ,i only knew by reading1 how often a man's belly1 by the denial of one single puff1 brings him to the very door of an exceeding painful death2 and that the emperor1--,the ,emperor ,claudius1 who1 however1 according to ,suetonius 7,vita1 c4 #cb71 only intended to authorise this singular privilege by an edict4--who gave liberty to let fly in all places1 had1 at the same time1 given us power to do it4 ,but for our will1 in whose behalf we prefer this accusation1 with how much greater probability may we reproach herself with mutiny and sedition1 for her irregularity and disobedience8 ,does she always will what we would have her to do8 ,does she not often will what we forbid her to will1 and that to our manifest prejudice8 ,does she suffer herself1 more than any of the rest1 to be governed and directed by the results of our reason8 ,to conclude1 ,i should move1 in the behalf of the gentleman1 my client1 it might be considered1 that in this fact1 his cause being inseparably and indistinctly conjoined with an accessory1 yet he only is called in question1 and that by arguments and accusations1 which cannot be charged upon the other2 whose business1 indeed1 it is sometimes inopportunely to invite1 but never to refuse1 and invite1 moreover1 after a tacit and quiet manner2 and therefore is the malice and injustice of his accusers most manifestly apparent4 ,but be it how it will1 protesting against the proceedings of the advocates and judges1 nature will1 in the meantime1 proceed after her own way1 who had done but well1 had she endowed this member with some particular privilege2 the author of the sole immortal work of mortals2 a divine work1 according to ,socrates2 and love1 the desire of immortality1 and himself an immortal demon4 ,some one1 perhaps1 by such an effect of imagination may have had the good luck to leave behind him here1 the scrofula1 which his companion who has come after1 has carried with him into ,spain4 ,and 'tis for this reason you may see why men in such cases require a mind prepared for the thing that is to be done4 ,why do the physicians possess1 before hand1 their patients' credulity with so many false promises of cure1 if not to the end1 that the effect of imagination may supply the imposture of their decoctions8 ,they know very well1 that a great master of their trade has given it under his hand1 that he has known some with whom the very sight of physic would work4 ,all which conceits come now into my head1 by the remembrance of a story was told me by a domestic apothecary of my father's1 a blunt ,swiss1 a nation not much addicted to vanity and lying1 of a merchant he had long known at ,toulouse1 who being a valetudinary1 and much afflicted with the stone1 had often occasion to take clysters1 of which he caused several sorts to be prescribed him by the physicians1 acccording to the accidents of his disease2 which1 being brought him1 and none of the usual forms1 as feeling if it were not too hot1 and the like1 being omitted1 he lay down1 the syringe advanced1 and all ceremonies performed1 injection alone excepted2 after which1 the apothecary being gone1 and the patient accommodated as if he had really received a clyster1 he found the same operation and effect that those do who have taken one indeed2 and if at any time the physician did not find the operation sufficient1 he would usually give him two or three more doses1 after the same manner4 ,and the fellow swore1 that to save charges 7for he paid as if he had really taken them7 this sick man's wife1 having sometimes made trial of warm water only1 the effect discovered the cheat1 and finding these would do no good1 was fain to return to the old way4 ,a woman fancying she had swallowed a pin in a piece of bread1 cried and lamented as though she had an intolerable pain in her throat1 where she thought she felt it stick2 but an ingenious fellow that was brought to her1 seeing no outward tumour nor alteration1 supposing it to be only a conceit taken at some crust of bread that had hurt her as it went down1 caused her to vomit1 and1 unseen1 threw a crooked pin into the basin1 which the woman no sooner saw1 but believing she had cast it up1 she presently found herself eased of her pain4 ,i myself knew a gentleman1 who having treated a large company at his house1 three or four days after bragged in jest 7for there was no such thing71 that he had made them eat of a baked cat2 at which1 a young gentlewoman1 who had been at the feast1 took such a horror1 that falling into a violent vomiting and fever1 there was no possible means to save her4 ,even brute beasts are subject to the force of imagination as well as we2 witness dogs1 who die of grief for the loss of their masters2 and bark and tremble and start in their sleep2 so horses will kick and whinny in their sleep4 ,now all this may be attributed to the close affinity and relation betwixt the soul and the body intercommunicating their fortunes2 but 'tis quite another thing when the imagination works not only upon one's own particular body1 but upon that of others also4 ,and as an infected body communicates its malady to those that approach or live near it1 as we see in the plague1 the smallpox1 and sore eyes1 that run through whole families and cities3-- ,dum spectant oculi laesos1 laeduntur et ipsi2 ,multaque corporibus transitione nocent4 ,when we look at people with sore eyes1 our own eyes become sore4 ,many things are hurtful to our bodies by transition4 --,ovid1 ,de ,rem4 ,amor41 #fae4 --so the imagination1 being vehemently agitated1 darts out infection capable of offending the foreign object4 ,the ancients had an opinion of certain women of ,scythia1 that being animated and enraged against any one1 they killed him only with their looks4 ,tortoises and ostriches hatch their eggs with only looking on them1 which infers that their eyes have in them some ejaculative virtue4 ,and the eyes of witches are said to be assailant and hurtful3-- ,nescio quis teneros oculus mihi fascinat agnos4 ,some eye1 ,i know not whose is bewitching my tender lambs4 --,virgil1 ,eclog41 iii4 #ajc4 ,magicians are no very good authority with me4 ,but we experimentally see that women impart the marks of their fancy to the children they carry in the womb2 witness her that was brought to bed of a ,moor2 and there was presented to ,charles the ,emperor and ,king of ,bohemia1 a girl from about ,pisa1 all over rough and covered with hair1 whom her mother said to be so conceived by reason of a picture of ,st4 ,john the ,baptist1 that hung within the curtains of her bed4 ,it is the same with beasts2 witness ,jacob's sheep1 and the hares and partridges that the snow turns white upon the mountains4 ,there was at my house1 a little while ago1 a cat seen watching a bird upon the top of a tree3 these1 for some time1 mutually fixing their eyes one upon another1 the bird at last let herself fall dead into the cat's claws1 either dazzled by the force of its own imagination1 or drawn by some attractive power of the cat4 ,such as are addicted to the pleasures of the field1 have1 ,i make no question1 heard the story of the falconer1 who having earnestly fixed his eyes upon a kite in the air2 laid a wager that he would bring her down with the sole power of his sight1 and did so1 as it was said2 for the tales ,i borrow ,i charge upon the consciences of those from whom ,i have them4 ,the discourses are my own1 and found themselves upon the proofs of reason1 not of experience2 to which every one has liberty to add his own examples2 and who has none1 let him not forbear1 the number and varieties of accidents considered1 to believe that there are plenty of them2 if ,i do not apply them well1 let some other do it for me4 ,and1 also1 in the subject of which ,i treat1 our manners and motions1 testimonies and instances2 how fabulous soever1 provided they are possible1 serve as well as the true2 whether they have really happened or no1 at ,rome or ,paris1 to ,john or ,peter1 'tis still within the verge of human capacity1 which serves me to good use4 ,i see1 and make my advantage of it1 as well in shadow as in substance2 and amongst the various readings thereof in history1 ,i cull out the most rare and memorable to fit my own turn4 ,there are authors whose only end and design it is to give an account of things that have happened2 mine1 if ,i could arrive unto it1 should be to deliver of what may happen4 ,there is a just liberty allowed in the schools1 of supposing similitudes1 when they have none at hand4 ,i do not1 however1 make any use of that privilege1 and as to that matter1 in superstitious religion1 surpass all historical authority4 ,in the examples which ,i here bring in1 of what ,i have heard1 read1 done1 or said1 ,i have forbidden myself to dare to alter even the most light and indifferent circumstances2 my conscience does not falsify one tittle2 what my ignorance may do1 ,i cannot say4 ,and this it is that makes me sometimes doubt in my own mind1 whether a divine1 or a philosopher1 and such men of exact and tender prudence and conscience1 are fit to write history3 for how can they stake their reputation upon a popular faith8 how be responsible for the opinions of men they do not know8 and with what assurance deliver their conjectures for current pay8 ,of actions performed before their own eyes1 wherein several persons were actors1 they would be unwilling to give evidence upon oath before a judge2 and there is no man1 so familiarly known to them1 for whose intentions they would become absolute caution4 ,for my part1 ,i think it less hazardous to write of things past1 than present1 by how much the writer is only to give an account of things every one knows he must of necessity borrow upon trust4 ,i am solicited to write the affairs of my own time by some1 who fancy ,i look upon them with an eye less blinded with passion than another1 and have a clearer insight into them by reason of the free access fortune has given me to the heads of various factions2 but they do not consider1 that to purchase the glory of ,sallust1 ,i would not give myself the trouble1 sworn enemy as ,i am to obligation1 assiduity1 or perseverance3 that there is nothing so contrary to my style1 as a continued narrative1 ,i so often interrupt and cut myself short in my writing for want of breath2 ,i have neither composition nor explanation worth anything1 and am ignorant1 beyond a child1 of the phrases and even the very words proper to express the most common things2 and for that reason it is1 that ,i have undertaken to say only what ,i can say1 and have accommodated my subject to my strength4 ,should ,i take one to be my guide1 peradventure ,i should not be able to keep pace with him2 and in the freedom of my liberty might deliver judgments1 which upon better thoughts1 and according to reason1 would be illegitimate and punishable4 ,plutarch would say of what he has delivered to us1 that it is the work of others3 that his examples are all and everywhere exactly true3 that they are useful to posterity1 and are presented with a lustre that will light us the way to virtue1 is his own work4 ,it is not of so dangerous consequence1 as in a medicinal drug1 whether an old story be so or so4 ,,chapter ,,xxi ,,that ,,the ,,profit ,,of ,,one ,,man ,,is ,,the ,,damage ,,of ,,another ,demades the ,athenian--,seneca1 ,de ,beneficiis1 vi4 #ch1 whence nearly the whole of this chapter is taken4--condemned one of his city1 whose trade it was to sell the necessaries for funeral ceremonies1 upon pretence that he demanded unreasonable profit1 and that that profit could not accrue to him1 but by the death of a great number of people4 ,a judgment that appears to be ill grounded1 forasmuch as no profit whatever can possibly be made but at the expense of another1 and that by the same rule he should condemn all gain of what kind soever4 ,the merchant only thrives by the debauchery of youth1 the husband man by the dearness of grain1 the architect by the ruin of buildings1 lawyers and officers of justice by the suits and contentions of men3 nay1 even the honour and office of divines are derived from our death and vices4 ,a physician takes no pleasure in the health even of his friends1 says the ancient ,greek comic writer1 nor a soldier in the peace of his country1 and so of the rest4 ,and1 which is yet worse1 let every one but dive into his own bosom1 and he will find his private wishes spring and his secret hopes grow up at another's expense4 ,upon which consideration it comes into my head1 that nature does not in this swerve from her general polity2 for physicians hold1 that the birth1 nourishment1 and increase of every thing is the dissolution and corruption of another3 ,nam quodcumque suis mutatum finibus exit1 ,continuo hoc mors est illius1 quod fuit ante4 ,for1 whatever from its own confines passes changed1 this is at once the death of that which before it was4--,lucretius1 ii4 #geb4 ,,etext ,,editor',s ,,bookmarks3 ,accommodated my subject to my strength ,affright people with the very mention of death ,all ,i aim at is1 to pass my time at my ease ,all think he has yet twenty good years to come ,apprenticeship and a resemblance of death ,become a fool by too much wisdom ,both himself and his posterity declared ignoble1 taxable ,caesar3 he would be thought an excellent engineer to boot ,courtesy and good manners is a very necessary study ,dangers do1 in truth1 little or nothing hasten our end ,death can1 whenever we please1 cut short inconveniences ,death has us every moment by the throat ,death is a part of you ,denying all solicitation1 both of hand and mind ,did my discourses came only from my mouth or from my heart ,die well--that is1 patiently and tranquilly4 ,discover what there is of good and clean in the bottom of the po ,downright and sincere obedience ,every day travels towards death2 the last only arrives at it4 ,fear is more importunate and insupportable than death itself ,fear to lose a thing1 which being lost1 cannot be lamented8 ,fear3 begets a terrible astonishment and confusion ,feared1 lest disgrace should make such delinquents desperate ,give these young wenches the things they long for ,have you ever found any who have been dissatisfied with dying8 ,how many more have died before they arrived at thy age ,how many several ways has death to surprise us8 ,how much more insupportable and painful an immortal life ,i have lived longer by this one day than ,i should have done ,i take hold of1 as little glorious and exemplary as you will ,if nature do not help a little1 it is very hard ,in this last scene of death1 there is no more counterfeiting ,inclination to love one another at the first sight ,indocile liberty of this member ,insensible of the stroke when our youth dies in us ,live at the expense of life itself4 ,much better to offend him once than myself every day ,nature1 who left us in such a state of imperfection ,neither men nor their lives are measured by the ell ,no man more certain than another of to-morrow4--,seneca ,no one can be called happy till he is dead and buried ,not certain to live till ,i came home ,not melancholic1 but meditative ,nothing can be a grievance that is but once ,philosophy is nothing but to prepare one's self to die ,premeditation of death is the premeditation of liberty ,profit made only at the expense of another ,rather prating of another man's province than his own ,same folly as to be sorry we were not alive a hundred years ago ,slaves1 or exiles1 ofttimes live as merrily as other folk some people rude1 by being overcivil in their courtesy ,the day of your birth is one day's advance towards the grave ,the deadest deaths are the best ,the thing in the world ,i am most afraid of is fear ,there is no long1 nor short1 to things that are no more ,thing at which we all aim1 even in virtue is pleasure ,things often appear greater to us at distance than near at hand ,to study philosophy is nothing but to prepare one's self to die ,utility of living consists not in the length of days ,valour has its bounds as well as other virtues ,valuing the interest of discipline ,well1 and what if it had been death itself8 ,what may be done to-morrow1 may be done to-day4 ,who would weigh him without the honour and grandeur of his end4 ,willingly slip the collar of command upon any pretence whatever ,woman who goes to bed to a man1 must put off her modesty ,you must first see us die ,young and old die upon the same terms