,,our ,,katie4 ,,published ,,by ,,the ,,american ,,tract ,,society1 #aej ,,nassau-,,street1 ,,new ,,york4 ,,our ,,katie4 ,illustration3 ,she taught us how to live1 and--,oh1 too high ,the price of knowledge--taught us how to die4 ,katie was born in ,ireland1 but at an early age her parents emigrated to this country and settled in ,brooklyn1 not a great distance from the ,lee ,avenue ,sabbath-school4 ,she was one of a family of ten children1 of whom several were older than herself1 yet from her earliest childhood she appeared to be a ruling spirit among them4 ,naturally quick and apt to learn1 she readily adapted herself to the manners and customs of the new people she was with1 and it was her earnest desire that her family should do the same4 ,katie was not beautiful1 nor even pretty1 but there was an earnest look in her large dark eyes1 and an expression of frankness in her countenance4 ,her amiable disposition endeared her to every one1 and the influence she possessed among both old and young was truly surprising4 ,at an early age she began to take charge of the younger children2 and here her care was like that of a mother4 ,she was anxious they should learn habits of order and cleanliness1 and she used to offer some little reward to the one who excelled for a certain length of time in these virtues4 ,it is related of ,katie1 as showing her obliging disposition1 that when at home1 it was her custom on every ,monday1 the general wash-day1 to collect around her all the children of her acquaintance1 and amuse and entertain them1 to the intense delight of their grateful mothers2 for the little ones all loved ,katie1 and would oftentimes yield to her a more willing obedience than to those better entitled to receive it4 ,katie's connection with the ,sabbath-school began with its organization1 her name being the tenth enrolled upon the register4 ,and little did the ,secretary think1 as he glanced upon the little ,irish girl standing so timidly before him1 that beneath that rough exterior was hidden such a noble spirit as was afterwards manifested--nor that the humble name then recorded was yet to be known throughout the land1 and that its sound was to bring tears into eyes which never beheld the owner4 ,from the first1 ,katie manifested the most absorbing interest in the school1 which continued unabated till her death4 ,the second ,sabbath she brought all her younger brothers and sisters2 and during the entire period of her sojourn here1 though the school increased from ten to ten hundred members1 there was not one more regular and punctual in attendance than they4 ,none were more entirely devoted to the interest of the school than ,katie4 ,it was to her more than meat or drink4 ,no weather was so inclement as to detain her from any of its meetings4 ,there was no clothing1 however poor and dilapidated1 which could not1 under ,katie's skilful fingers1 be made to assume an appearance of neatness1 at least long enough for her to attend ,sabbath-school4 ,is not here a lesson for many a richer child who1 with every possible advantage1 yet seizes upon the slightest pretext for remaining absent from her class1 careless alike of the blessing she refuses and the pain she causes an anxious teacher4 ,katie was always the first one of her class present1 and here her sweet disposition manifested itself most forcibly4 ,extremely neat in her own person1 the want of neatness in others annoyed her exceedingly1 and that any one should come to school with soiled clothing1 or dirty face and hands1 was to her almost an unpardonable sin2 therefore each new arrival was scrutinized most closely1 and the pump near the school-room has witnessed many and many of her charitable ablutions4 ,she generally carried a small comb in her pocket1 which she never scrupled to use2 and it was often difficult to recognize in the clean-faced1 smooth-haired child who returned with her from one of these cold-water expeditions1 the wretched little object she had carried out4 ,katie was one of our home missionaries1 and a more devoted1 faithful one it would be difficult to find4 ,her ardent love for the ,sabbath-school1 and the instruction she there received1 made her anxious that others should share the same blessing4 ,it appeared to be a rule of her life never to come alone4 ,much of her spare time was occupied in searching through the lanes and hovels for those unblessed with religious influence1 and bringing them in to the ,sabbath-school4 ,the locality in which she resided was inhabited mostly by the lower class of ,irish ,catholics1 who were bitterly opposed to the cause for which she so unweariedly labored4 ,yet1 although the difficulties she encountered were neither few nor easily surmounted1 she was very successful1 and the numbers which through her means were added to our school were very large4 ,it was her custom either to call for them herself at their homes1 or else meet them at some place she should appoint1 and then with her little band to start for the school1 taking the pump in her way if she thought it necessary4 ,she was willing to be placed in any class1 or to make any sacrifice the superintendent required2 and the welfare of the school was always preferred to her own pleasure4 ,no teacher ever had ,katie in her charge1 but felt that she was indeed a blessing to the class4 ,studious and attentive1 she always knew her lessons perfectly1 and it was no uncommon thing for her to repeat several hundred verses from the ,bible and hymn-book at one time4 ,her own recitations completed1 her attention was next given to the other members of the class2 and if1 as was too often the case1 there were any unprepared with lessons1 ,katie always considered it her especial duty to assist them as much as possible1 finding easy places in the ,testament or short hymns for them to learn4 ,in this way many who would otherwise have been totally deficient1 were enabled to recite a dozen verses before leaving the room4 ,her knowledge of ,scripture was1 for one so young1 truly marvellous4 ,every great historical event recorded on those sacred pages she knew by heart4 ,with the beautiful ,psalms of ,david1 the sublime prophecies of ,isaiah1 and the solemn1 yet mysterious revelations of ,john1 she was equally familiar2 and on being once questioned by a teacher in whose class she was temporarily placed1 where she had learned so much about the ,bible1 she replied1 ,i learned it all in ,sabbath-school4 ,she could commit to memory with great facility2 and being very fond of reading1 no spare moment found ,katie without a book or paper in her hands4 ,katie belonged1 for some time1 to an ,industrial school in ,brooklyn2 and the teachers and managers bear a willing testimony to the high character she maintained while there4 ,diligent1 attentive1 and obedient1 her lovely disposition soon rendered her here1 as everywhere else1 a universal favorite2 while her prompt and efficient aid in all the minor duties of the school1 made her almost invaluable as an assistant4 ,but it is time to speak of ,katie's spiritual life2 and short as the record must necessarily be1 it is yet sufficient to prove that not by might1 nor by power1 but by the ,holy ,spirit alone are we made wise unto salvation4 ,when she first entered the school1 the ,bible was to her almost a sealed book4 ,true1 she was not unacquainted with the name of ,christ1 nor that he lived and died for sinners2 but beyond the knowledge of this simple fact1 she was entirely ignorant4 ,that she was personally interested in the matter was something she had never dreamed of4 ,this life alone occupied all her thoughts2 and it was left for a ,sabbath-school teacher first to open her eyes to the necessity of a preparation here for the life beyond2 to teach her the true significance of that sorrowful life which ,jesus led on earth1 the thorny crown and the agonizing death on the cross2 to show her that it was for her sake he suffered1 for her sins he was numbered with transgressors4 ,it was all new to ,katie1 something she had never heard of before2 and the interest she at first manifested became more and more intense1 as week after week some new truth was unfolded1 some new idea gained of the great plan of redemption through a crucified ,saviour4 ,the influence of the ,holy ,spirit upon ,katie's mind was like the rising dawn1 not a sudden change from midnight darkness to the full and glowing splendor of noonday4 ,she could not1 probably1 have given a connected account of her experience1 and pointed to the day and hour in which she first felt the love of ,christ1 nor to the moment when for the first time she felt the joy of pardoned sin through his perfect merits4 ,all she knew was1 that whereas once she was blind1 now she saw2 and she was content4 ,one ,sabbath a new teacher1 in whose class ,katie was placed a few months previous to her death1 took occasion privately to address her on the duty of personal religion1 urging upon her the importance of giving her heart to ,jesus while in her youth4 ,with a bright1 happy smile1 ,katie replied1 ,why1 teacher1 ,i do love ,jesus now4 ,well1 ,katie1 ,i am glad2 but you must love him with all your heart1 so much that you will be willing to give up all your own wishes for his sake2 to do any thing he requires1 however hard it may seem1 and to work for him all your life2 and to try and grow more and more like him every day4 ,this is the kind of love ,i mean4 ,katie humbly replied1 ,i think ,i love him a great deal1 but ,i know it is not enough--it is only a little child's love2 but when ,i get older1 then ,i will love him as much as grown persons do4 ,only a child's love6 ,the teacher's eye grew dim as she remembered the words of the blessed ,master3 ,suffer the little children to come unto me1 and forbid them not2 for of such is the kingdom of heaven4 ,katie seldom spoke of herself4 ,deeds1 not words1 alone spoke of the change within4 ,yet her life bore beautiful testimony to the profession she made4 ,and what better evidence could be required that the love she professed was genuine1 than that her life daily assimilated more and more to the divine pattern which ,christ hath given8 ,he himself said1 ,by their fruits shall ye know them4 ,as may already have been inferred1 ,katie's parents were extremely poor1 with a large family of small children to support2 and the father being out of employment much of the time1 they often wanted even the necessaries of life1 and it was no uncommon thing for ,katie to go supperless and hungry to bed4 ,therefore1 as soon as she was old enough1 she felt that she must do something to assist her parents in supporting the family4 ,only one path was open to her1 and that was domestic service4 ,unhesitatingly she availed herself of it4 ,whatever her strength was equal to1 ,katie was willing and glad to do2 and in seeking a place1 she had but one stipulation to make--which was1 that she should be allowed the privilege of going to ,sabbath-school on ,sunday afternoons4 ,some kind friend procured for her a situation in ,new ,york1 where she would have light work and high wages4 ,the distance appeared to make no impression whatever on ,katie1 as she asked the usual question1 ,can ,i go to ,sunday-school every week8 ,on being told that it would not be convenient to have her absent on that day1 no persuasions could induce her to accept it4 ,and it was so in every instance4 ,though she began service at the early age of twelve years1 yet in no case did she ever fail of giving satisfaction4 ,faithful in the discharge of her duties1 active1 and obliging1 she invariably won the love and esteem of all who employed her4 ,but she did not change often4 ,with one family1 the first she entered1 she remained over eighteen months1 and then only left because sickness demanded her presence at home4 ,she devoted all the wages she received to the wants of the family1 never retaining a penny for herself4 ,once when urged by her mother to do so1 ,katie replied1 ,yes1 mother1 just as soon as the children get fixed up4 ,but1 poor child1 this seemed a hopeless task--there were so many of them1 and little shoes will wear out1 little frocks will get torn--so that ,katie never came home without finding it necessary to supply some article of clothing4 ,yet she always did it cheerfully1 thankful that it was in her power to assist at any sacrifice4 ,thus this noble girl toiled on month after month1 looking for and receiving no reward1 save in beholding the happiness she conferred at home1 and each day studying how she might increase it4 ,surely of her it might well be said1 ,she hath done what she could4 ,about six weeks previous to her death1 she obtained a situation in a highly estimable ,christian family in ,brooklyn4 ,and here she appeared to grow more spiritually lovely1 more tender and affectionate in her manner1 more thoughtful for the comfort and welfare of others than ever4 ,the new friends with whom she was living had lately been called to pass through peculiarly severe affliction4 ,one after another of the loved voices in that family circle had been hushed and silent in death1 and yet that dread messenger who had summoned them away still lingered4 ,the husband and father of that stricken band had for a long time been ill1 and all felt that in his death their bereavement was soon to be complete4 ,katie soon endeared herself to every one in the house4 ,she was to them like an own child1 and as such was treated4 ,seeing her destitute condition1 they at once furnished her with suitable clothing4 ,katie's gratitude was unbounded1 and the affectionate manner in which she always spoke of them showed how truly she appreciated their kindness4 ,her quick and ready sympathies were awakened as she learned of their repeated trials1 and by every means in her power she endeavored to console them4 ,a daughter near her own age1 whom they had recently lost1 appeared to interest her most deeply4 ,she never wearied talking of her1 and would frequently say to the mother1 ,i am sure ,i shall see and know your dear ,r---- in heaven4 ,with the invalid father1 ,katie was a great favorite1 and when she was not otherwise engaged1 he loved to have her with him4 ,katie would then take her little ,bible and read to him the sweet promises of ,jesus1 or sing some of the many beautiful hymns she learned at ,sabbath-school4 ,her simple comments on what she read at once amused and interested him1 while her glowing faith seemed to quicken and increase his own4 ,who shall say that the ministrations of this blessed child were not instrumental in lightening his pathway to the tomb2 dispelling the doubts and fears which cluster round it1 and revealing more distinctly the smiling face of ,jesus to him who was so soon to pass through the dark valley8 ,a favorite hymn was the following3 ,i'm a pilgrim1 and ,i'm a stranger1 ,i can tarry1 ,i can tarry but a night2 ,do not detain me1 for ,i am going ,to where the streamlets are ever flowing2 ,i'm a pilgrim1 and ,i'm a stranger1 ,i can tarry1 ,i can tarry but a night4 ,there the sunbeams are ever shining1 ,i am longing1 ,i am longing for the sight2 ,within a country unknown and dreary1 ,i have been wandering1 forlorn and weary4 ,i'm a pilgrim1 etc4 ,of that country to which ,i'm going ,my ,redeemer1 my ,redeemer is the light2 ,there is no sorrow1 nor any sighing1 ,nor any sin there1 nor any dying4 ,i'm a pilgrim1 etc4 ,illustration ,katie was soon known to every child in the neighborhood4 ,during her hours of recreation she would gather them all about her on the steps1 and tell them stories from the ,bible1 talk about heaven1 or sing with them from her hymn-book2 and the eager attention which they gave her proved that they were well entertained4 ,though living now at a distance of over three miles from the ,sabbath-school1 yet she never failed of being present1 generally starting from ten to fifteen minutes earlier then was otherwise necessary1 in order to stop at home and see that the other children were ready1 for ,katie would never consent to their being absent4 ,to be sure1 she always had the whole of them to wash and dress1 but that was no hardship1 for she was too active to allow of its consuming much time1 and in an incredible short space she would be seen marching down the street with her little band in regular order1 teaching them a lesson to repeat as she went along2 for in this1 as in every thing else1 they depended entirely upon ,katie4 ,the last ,sabbath ,katie ever passed on earth found her in her usual place2 but her sad look attracted the attention of her teacher1 who kindly inquired the cause4 ,with tearful eyes she replied1 ,the gentleman ,i live with is very sick2 we do not think he can live till next ,sunday4 ,her foreboding proved true1 and on the following ,tuesday he died4 ,then it was that ,katie seemed almost an angel of mercy4 ,she not only consoled them with words of hope and encouragement1 but endeavored in every way to relieve them of all care or thought1 apart from the one great sorrow which overshadowed them2 while the delicacy and tenderness of feeling she manifested throughout this whole trying season1 would not have shamed the most fastidious refinement4 ,but at last it was all over4 ,the precious dust had been laid in its last resting-place1 and now the busy cares of life may not longer be forgotten4 ,the day after the funeral1 thinking that ,katie looked pale1 and that the air would do her good1 ,mrs4 ,d---- sent her out towards evening for a short walk4 ,on her return it was found that she had been several miles out of the way1 to procure something she knew the physicians had ordered for a little grandchild of ,mrs4 ,d----1 and which they had not known where to obtain4 ,thus was she to the very last thoughtful and careful for others4 ,that evening after the rest of the family had retired1 ,mrs4 ,d---- and ,katie remained in the parlor1 speaking of the home their departed friend had gained4 ,katie then took a small lamp in her hand1 and sat down to read4 ,it is supposed that1 overcome by fatigue1 she fell asleep1 when the lamp slid from her grasp to the floor and ignited the bottom of her dress4 ,in an instant she was enveloped in flames4 ,mrs4 ,d---- seized a rug and sprang to her assistance2 but ,katie1 frightened1 ran through the hall into the yard1 where she fell4 ,by this time their screams had brought assistance4 ,the poor child was raised and carried into the house1 but every particle of her light summer clothing had been consumed1 and her body burned in the most shocking manner4 ,medical aid was instantly summoned1 and every thing possible done to alleviate her sufferings1 but it was at once perceived she could survive only a few hours4 ,katie received the intelligence with a smile of joy1 and instantly remarked1 ,now ,i shall indeed see your daughter1 very1 very soon4 ,she requested them to send for her own family1 and also for her ,superintendent1 that she might see them once again before she died1 or rather hear them1 for her sight was entirely destroyed4 ,her mother was soon beside her1 and her agony as she beheld her child was heart-rending4 ,katie took her hand1 saying1 ,dear mother1 please don't cry so2 if you do ,i cannot talk to you1 and ,i have so much to say4 ,see1 ,i am not crying4 ,oh1 please don't4 ,katie then told her about the accident1 and how happy she felt in view of death2 and said1 ,oh1 mother1 it is so blessed to feel that ,i am going to be with ,jesus for ever4 ,then1 with a clear1 sweet voice1 she sung1 ,my heavenly home is bright and fair1 ,no pain nor death can enter there2 ,its glittering towers the sun outshine1 ,that heavenly mansion shall be mine4 ,i'm going home1 ,i'm going home1 ,i'm going home1 to die no more4 ,all through those hours of terrible agony1 not a complaint1 scarcely a groan1 escaped her2 but words of prayer and praise were continually upon her lips4 ,jesus is my best1 my only friend1 she said2 he is close beside me now1 and ,i know he will not let me perish4 ,again she sung this beautiful hymn1 ,rock of ages1 cleft for me1 ,let me hide myself in thee2 ,let the water and the blood1 ,from thy side a healing flood1 ,be of sin the double cure1 ,save from wrath and make me pure4 ,could my tears for ever flow1 ,could my zeal no languor know1 ,this for sin could not atone2 ,thou must save1 and thou alone4 ,in my hand no price ,i bring1 ,simply to thy cross ,i cling4 ,while ,i draw this fleeting breath1 ,when my eyelids close in death1 ,when ,i rise to worlds unknown1 ,and behold thee on thy throne1 ,rock of ages1 cleft for me1 ,let me hide myself in thee4 ,when she concluded1 there was not a dry eye in the room4 ,perceiving that she was sinking rapidly1 the physicians ordered stimulants to be administered2 but the moment ,katie felt them upon her lips1 she turned away and absolutely refused them4 ,don't you know1 she exclaimed1 that ,i belong to the ,band of ,hope8 ,but1 ,katie1 urged her friends1 your superintendent would give it to you himself1 were he here now4 ,well1 when he comes and says so1 then ,i will take it4 ,but1 ,katie1 you may die before he comes1 if you don't take a little now4 ,then ,i will die1 exclaimed the noble girl1 but ,i won't break my pledge4 ,she appeared to appreciate every thing which was done for her1 and her expressions of gratitude were most touching4 ,several times she said1 ,oh1 how ,i do love everybody1 but ,jesus best of all2 and then1 with clasped hands1 she prayed4 ,and as the words of holy trust fell from her lips1 there was not one present but felt it was well with the child4 ,her mind appeared to dwell much on the ,sabbath-school3 ,i shall never see it again1 she once said1 but ,oh1 ,i shall see heaven so soon6 and then1 in a sweet1 but feeble voice1 she sang two verses of a favorite hymn3 ,i'm travelling home to heaven above1 ,will you go8 will you go8 ,to sing the ,saviour's dying love1 ,will you go8 will you go8 ,the crown of life ,i then shall wear1 ,the conqueror's palm my hands shall bear1 ,and all the joys of heaven ,i'll share2 ,will you go8 will you go8 ,not a doubt or fear appeared to dim the glory of her faith4 ,the last hour1 so terrible to many1 brought to her only the most ineffable joy and peace4 ,fearing that ,mr4 ,johnson her superintendent would not arrive in time1 she left a most affectionate message for him4 ,she then bade all her friends good-by1 thanked them for the care and attention shown her1 and entreated them all to meet her in heaven4 ,sinking back1 she murmured1 in an exhausted tone1 ,dear1 ,,dear ,saviour4 ,mr4 ,johnson now entered1 but too late1 for it was thought ,katie was gone4 ,she lay a few moments longer1 silent and motionless2 scarcely a breath came from these parted lips to indicate that she yet lived4 ,suddenly collecting all her remaining strength1 with uplifted hand1 she exclaimed1 in a glad1 exultant voice1 ,oh death1 where is thy sting8 ,oh grave1 where is thy victory8 ,the raised hand slowly drooped upon her bosom1 a few fluttering breaths1 and ,katie was ours no longer4 ,a solemn silence filled the chamber1 unbroken by even a single sob4 ,it was a season never to be forgotten by the few who stood round that lowly couch4 ,what1 ,oh what but the religion of ,jesus could have stood the test of that awful hour8 ,what but his infinite love could have enabled her to endure such terrible sufferings--to go singing into the swelling waves of ,jordan1 and even as its billows closed over her1 to send back the triumphant cry1 ,oh death1 where is thy sting8 ,oh grave1 where is thy victory8 ,transcriber's ,notes3 ,passages in italics are indicated by italics4 ,obvious errors in spelling and hyphenation have been corrected from the original3 ,page #bj3 eomments correct to comments ,page #bi3 wont corrected to won't ,punctuation has been corrected without note4