,?is ,is ,n a ,/ory 7writt5 ar\nd #aggb-publi%$ 9 #agih7 ,orig9al ,fr5* title3 ,ceci n'e/ pas un conte ,by ,d5is ,did]ot ,translation into ,engli% by ,pet] ,phal5 ,copyright 7#bjaj7 by ,pet] ,phal5 ,?is "w is lic5s$ = non-commecial use "u ! ,creative ,commons ,attribution-,noncomm]cial-,share,alike #c4j lic5se4 ,?is /ory is f\nd 9 ,grimms ,correspond5ce1 dat$ ,april #aggc1 b t v]sion is incomplete4 ,! hi/ory ( ,tani & la ,reym] is miss+1 z is ! end ( ! hi/ory ( ,mademoiselle de ,la ,*aux4 ,m4 ,a4-,a4 ,b>bi] 7,diction>y ( ! ,anonym\s7 sugge/$ t ,did]ots memory mu/ h fail$ him :5 he attribut$ translations ( ,humes ,fir/ ,essays on ,metaphysics p4 #cba & ! ,essays on ,human ,und]/&+ p4 #cbh to ,mademoiselle de ,la ,*aux4 ,b ?is 0 c]ta9ly n ! case4 ,did]ot 0 only giv+ ! works ( ,hume z translat$ by ,mademoiselle de ,la ,*aux a m g5]al title4 ,! ,political ,disc\rses make up ! second "p ( ! ,essays4 ,mademoiselle de ,la ,*aux wrote ! fir/ translation ( ?is "p 7,( ,comm]ce2 ,( ,luxury2 ,( ,money1 ,am/]dam1 #ageb1 #agec1 9-#ab2 ,p>is & ,lyon1 9-#ab74 ,x includes only sev5 ( ,humes sev5te5 disc\rses along ) "s comm5t>y by ! translator4 ,abbot ,le ,blanc & lat] ,mauvillon did n publi% _! v]sions ( ! same piece until #aged4 ,mademoiselle de ,la ,*auxs translation ( ,humes ,writ+s on ,economics 0 includ$ 9 ! ,x,vth tome ( ! ,collections f ! ,lead+ ,economi/s4 ,%e di$ 9 #agee4 ,?is ,is ,n ,a ,/ory ,:5 "o tells a /ory x is = a li/5]2 & h[ev] %ort ! /ory is1 x is highly unlikely t ! tell] is n occasionally int]rupt$ by 8 audi5ce4 ,s ,i h introduc$ into ! n>ration t w be read1 & :i* is n a /ory1 or :i* is a bad "o if y h d\bts ab\t t1 a "* t might approximate ! role ( ! read]2 & ,i beg94 99 99 99 99 99 ,& y conclude "r !re8 --,t a subject ?is int]e/+ mu/ make u dizzy1 be ! talk ( ! t[n = a mon?1 be phras$ & rephras$ until flavorless1 produce a ?\s& argum5ts1 at lea/ tw5ty leaflets1 & ar\nd a hundr$ bits ( v]se 9 favor or aga9/4 ,9 spite ( all ! f9esse1 le>n+1 & pure grit ( ! au?or1 giv5 t 8 "w has n lead to any viol5ce x is m$iocre4 ,v m$iocre4 --,b x seems to me t we owe him a r agreeable ev5+1 & t ?is read+ has br\ght444 --,:at8 ,a litany ( worn-out vignettes fir$ f left & "r1 say+ j "o s+le ?+ kn[n = all et]nity1 t man & woman are extraord9>ily un=tunate bea/s4 --,nev]!less ! epidemic has won y ov]1 & y h contribut$ j l any o!r4 --,:e!r or n x be to "os ta/e1 x is only good ta/e to /rike ! tone giv54 ,:5 meet+ company1 we cu/om>ily tidy up appe>ances at ! door ( ! ap>tm5t = :omev] we are see+2 we pret5d to be funny :5 we are sad2 sad1 :5 we w\ld h lik$ to be funny4 ,we d n want to appe> out ( place any:]e2 s ! lit]>y hack politicizes1 ! political pundit talks metaphysics1 ! metaphysician moralizes1 ! morali/ talks f9ance1 ! f9anci]1 lett]s or logic4 ,r ?an li/5 or keep quiet1 ea* ramble on ab\t :at !y are ignorant (1 & ev]yone bores ea* o!r ) silly vanity or polit5ess4 --,y are 9 a bad mood4 --,i usually am4 --,& ,i ?9k x is appropriate = me to res]ve my vignette = a bett] "t4 --,y mean y w wait = me to leave4 --,x is n t4 --,or y are afraid t ,i might h less indulg5ce = y1 face to face1 ?an ,i w\ld = y\r av]age g5tleman4 --,x is n t4 --,be agreeable !n & tell me :at x is4 --,t my vignette w n prove any bett] ?an ^? t h annoy$ y4 --,hmph4 ,tell x anyway4 --,no4 ,y h _h en\gh4 --,y "k t ( all ! ways ! o!rs h enrag$ me1 y\rs is ! mo/ unpleasant8 --,& :at is m9e8 --,t ( be+ ask$ to d ! ?+ y are dy+ to d4 ,well1 my fri5d1 ,i ask y1 ,i pray y satisfy y\rself4 --,satisfy myself8 --,beg91 by ,god1 beg94 --,i w try to be %ort4 --,t _c hurt4 ,"h1 a little out ( spite1 ,i c\gh$1 ,i spat1 ,i drew my h&k]*ief out sl[ly1 ,i blew my nose1 ,i op5$ my snuff box1 ,i took out a p9* ( snuff2 & ,i he>d my fell[ man say betwe5 8 tee?3 ,if ! tell+ is %ort1 ! prelim9>ies are long444 ,i _h ! urge to call a s]vant "u ! pretext ( "s err&4 ,b ,i did n1 & ,i said3 99 99 99 99 99 ,x mu/ be admitt$ t !re are v good m51 & v bad wom54 --,"o sees t e day1 & sometimes )\t leav+ ! h\se4 ,g on8 --,g on8 ,i knew an ,alsatian beauty4 ,beautiful en\gh to make old m5 come runn+ & /op y\ng] ones 9 _! tracks4 --,i also knew h]4 ,h] "n 0 ,madame ,reym]4 --,t is correct4 ,a newcom] f ,nancy by ! "n ( ,tani fell madly 9 love ) h]4 ,he 0 poor1 "o ( ^? lo/ *ildr5 *as$ f ! h\se by h>% p>5ts ) a l>ge family1 ?r[n into ! _w ) no idea :at w become ( !m1 kn[+ in/9ctually t !re w nev] be a worse sort ?an ! "o !y are flee+ f4 ,tani 0 infatuat$ ) ,madame ,raym]1 consum$ by a passion t gave him c\rage & ennobl$ all 8 actions 9 8 eyes1 s t he will+ly p]=m$ ^? mo/ di/urb+ & vile to soo! ! mis]y ( 8 s\l4 ,dur+ ! day he w\ld "w ! docks2 at ev5+ he begg$ 9 ! /reets4 --,x 0 wond]ful1 b x c\ld n la/4 --,tani1 sick ( liv+ on ! br9k1 or r ( keep+ a *>m+ woman 9 pov]ty1 ev] haunt$ by ri* m5 urg+ h] to rid h]self ( t begg> ,tani444 --,:i* %e w\ld h done fifte5 days or a mon? lat]4 --& to accept _! ri*es1 decid$ to leave h] & set out 9 se>* ( =tune abroad4 ,he hunt$ ar\nd & won passage on "o ( ! k+s %ips4 ,x came "t to dep>t4 ,he took leave ( ,madame ,reym]4 ,my love1 he said to h]1 ,i c no long] exploit y\r affections4 ,i h accept$ ! inevitable4 ,i am leav+4 ,y are leav+6 ,yes444 ,& :]e are y go+8 ,to ! isl&s4 ,y des]ve some?+ m1 & ,i c no long] come betwe5 y & x4 --,k9dhe>t$ ,tani6444 --,& :at is to become ( me8444 --,traitor6444 --,y are surr\nd$ by p :o want to please y4 ,i release y f y\r promises1 ,i release y f y\r v[s4 ,f9d ! suitor t is mo/ agreeable to y2 accept him4 ,i beg ( y444 ,oh ,tani6 ,if y s desire444 --,no ne$ to pantomime ,madame ,reym]4 ,i get x444 --,z ,i leave1 all ,i ask is t y n commit y\rself to any?+ t might /& betwe5 u p]man5tly4 ,promise me1 my beautiful fri5d4 ,:atev] c\ntry on e>? ,i f9d myself 91 y w "k some?+ t]rible has befall5 me if a ye> goes by )\t my be>+ y witness ( my t5d] atta*m5t4 ,d n cry444 --,wom5 c cry on comm&4 --444& d n fight aga9/ plans t are 9 ! end inspir$ by ! reproa*es ( my he>t & f :i* !y w\ld n keep me4 ,& j l t ,tani left = ,sa9t-,dom+ue4 --,& j 9 "t1 = ,madame ,reym] z = himself4 --,h[ w\ld y "k8 --,i "k z well z anyone t :5 ,tani advis$ h] to make a *oice %e made x4 --,well done6 --,cont9ue y\r n>ration4 --,tani _h a /rong w & an entrepr5eurial _s4 ,he did n t>ry 9 mak+ himself kn[n4 ,he jo9$ ! sov]eign c\ncil ( ! ,cape4 ,he di/+ui%$ himself by 8 wisdom & equity4 ,he _h no ambitions to great =tune2 all he want$ 0 a quick & an hone/ "o4 ,ea* ye> he s5t a portion ( x to ,madame ,reym]4 ,he rea*$ 8 goal444 some:]e betwe5 n9e & t5 ye>s2 no1 ,i d n believe he 0 abs5t any long] ?an t444 to pres5t 8 lov] ) a small wallet conta9+ ! product ( 8 "w & virtue444 & lucky = ,tani1 x 0 j at ! mom5t :5 %e _h left ! la/ ( 8 successors4 --,! la/8 --,yes4 --,s !re 7 sev]al8 --,assur$ly4 --,g on1 g on4 --,b p]haps ,i h no?+ left to tell y t y d n already "k bett] ?an ,i4 --,:at does x matt]8 ,g on anyway4 --,madame ,reym] & ,tani occupi$ a r pretty build+ on rue ,sa9te- ,m>gu]ite1 at my door/ep4 ,i took a great lik+ to ,tani & frequ5t$ 8 h\se1 :i* 01 if n opul5t1 at lea/ luxuri\s4 --,i c assure y1 )\t hav+ done ,reym]s acc\nt+1 t %e _h an income ( ov] #ae1jjj p\nds be=e ,tani return$4 --& %e kept x f him8 --,yes4 --,:y w\ld %e8 --,%e 0 gre$y & pr$atory4 --,i c\ld see pr$atory1 b gre$y8 ,a gre$y c\rtesan8444 ,^! two lov]s _h liv$ 9 p]fect h>mony = five or six ye>s4 --,?anks to ! %rewdness ( ! "o & ! unconditional confid5ce ( ! o!r4 --,ah4 ,x is true t x w\ld h be5 impossible = ! %ad[ ( a d\bt to ent] a s\l z pure z ,tanis4 ,! "o ?+ ,i did occasionally notice 0 t ,madame ,reym] quickly =got h] orig9al pov]ty1 0 torm5t$ by h] love ( weal? & spl5dor1 0 humiliat$ t s beautiful a woman _h travel$ on foot444 --,t %e _h n gone by coa*8 --,& ! sp>k ( vice br\ght out ! wor/ 9 h]4 ,y laugh8444 ,x 0 !n t ,m4 de ,maurepas#a hat*$ ! plan to build a m>ket up nor?4 ,! success ( ! ent]prise dem&$ a lively & intellig5t man4 ,he _h 8 eye on ,tani1 to :om he _h entru/$ ! direction ( _m important bus9ess v5tures :ile he 0 at ! ,cape1 :i* 7 always c>ri$ out to ! satisfaction ( ! m9i/]4 ,tani 0 upset by ?is m>k ( di/9ction4 ,he 0 s cont5t1 s happy ) 8 girl6 ,he lov$1 he 0 or he ?\ght himself lov$4 --,well said4 --,:at c\ld gold possibly add to 8 good =tune8 ,no?+4 ,b ! m9i/] insi/$4 ,he _h to /r5g!n 8 resolve2 he _h to tell ,madame ,reym]4 ,i arriv$ at 8 qu>t]s "r at ! end ( ?is un=tunate episode4 ,poor ,tani 0 collaps$ 9 te>s4 ,:at is ! matt]1 my fri5d8 ,i ask$ him4 ,betwe5 sobs he told me1 ,x is ?is woman6 ,madame ,reym] 0 work+ calmly at a tape/ry4 ,tani rose brusquely & left4 ,i /ay$ beh9d ) 8 lov]1 :o did n all[ me to rema9 ignorant ( :at %e ?\ght ( ,tanis irrationality4 ,%e exagg]at$ ! sev]ity ( h] f9ancial /ate2 %e adorn$ h] appeal ) all ! art t a cunn+ m9d l h]s kn[s to comp5sate = ! sophisms ( ambition4 ,:at does x am\nt to8 ,an abs5ce ( two or ?ree ye>s at mo/4 ,t is "s "t = a man t y love & :o loves y z mu* z he does4 ,he8 loves me8 ,if he lov$ me1 w\ld he hesitate to satisfy me8 ,b ,madame1 w y n g ) him8 ,me8 ,i w n g2 & z ecc5tric z he is he has n ev5 sugge/$ x to me4 ,does he h d\bts ab\t me8 ,i d n believe s1 n at all4 ,aft] await+ him = twelve ye>s1 he c c]ta9ly c\nt on my good fai?4 ,sir1 x is "o ( ^? unique opportunities t only pres5ts itself once 9 a lifetime2 & ,i d n want ! day to come :5 ,i mu/ h regrets & reproa* myself = miss+ x4 ,tani w h no regrets1 s long z he has ! good =tune ( pleas+ y4 ,t is v dec5t ( y2 b y c be sure t he w be v happy be+ weal?y :5 ,i am old4 ,x is a peculi>ity ( wom5 to nev] ?9k ( ! future2 x is n m9e444 ,! m9i/] 0 9 ,p>is4 ,8 hotel 0 only a foot f rue ,sa9te-,m>gu]ite4 ,tani met ) him !re & 0 hir$4 ,he return$ ) eyes dry & he>t wrung out4 ,madame1 he said to h]1 ,i saw ,m4 de ,maurepas2 ,i h giv5 him my ^w4 ,i w g1 ,i w g4 ,& y w be satisfi$4 ,oh6 ,my love6444 ,madame ,reym] drops h] l9e ( "w1 ?r[s h]self on ,tani1 tosses h] arms ar\nd 8 neck1 deva/ates him ) kisses & sweet no?+s4 ,ah6 ,x is times l ^! t let me "k ,i am de> to y6 ,tani answ]$ h] coldly3 ,y want to be ri*4 --,%e 01 ! little m9x1 t5 times m s ?an %e 0 wor?444 --,& y w be4 ,s9ce x is gold t y love1 y mu/ seek x out4 ,x 0 ,tuesday1 & ! m9i/] _h set ! date ( dep>ture = ,friday )\t delay4 ,i bid him f>ewell z he 0 wre/l+ ) himself1 attempt+ to wre/ himself f ! arms ( ! beautiful1 disgraceful & cruel ,reym]4 ,( su* a disord] ( ideas1 hopelessness1 agony1 ,i h nev] se5 a second example4 ,?is 0 n a wail2 x 0 an ext5d$ scream4 ,madame ,reym] 0 /ill 9 b$4 ,he held "o ( h] h&s4 ,he c\ld n /op say+ & repeat+3 ,cruel woman6 ,woman cruel6 ,:at m d y ne$ ?an ! com=t y enjoy1 & a fri5d1 a lov] su* z myself8 ,i h tri$ to f9d =tune 9 ! swelt]+ c\ntries ( ,am]ica2 %e wants me to seek x out once m 9 ! ice floes ( ! ,nor?4 ,my fri5d1 ,i am aw>e t ?is woman is mad2 ,i am aw>e t ,i am fooli%1 b ,i am less afraid ( dea? ?an ,i am ( caus+ h] sadness4 ,y want me to leave y2 ,i w leave y4 ,he 0 on 8 knees beside h] b$1 m\? glu$ to h] h& & face hidd5 9 ! cov]s1 :i*1 9 /ifl+ 8 mutt]+s1 only made !m sadd] & m dreadful4 ,! b$room door op5$2 8 head rose up brusquely2 he saw ! coa*man :o _h come to ann\nce t ! horses 7 hit*$ up4 ,he cri$ out1 & aga9 hid 8 face "u ! cov]s4 ,aft] a mom5ts sil5ce1 he rose1 he said to 8 love1 ,kiss me1 madame4 ,kiss me "o m "t1 = y w nev] see me aga94 ,8 premonition 0 only too accurate4 ,he dep>t$4 ,he arriv$ 9 ,pet]sburg &1 ?ree days lat]1 0 /ruck by a fev] f :i* he di$ on ! f\r?4 --,i knew all ( t4 --,p]haps y 7 "o ( ,tanis successors8 --,y got x4 ,& x is ) ?is abom9able beauty t ,i ru9$ my bus9ess4 --,poor ,tani6 --,!re are "s :o w\ld call him silly4 --,i w n def5d him1 b ,i w wi% f ! bottom ( my he>t t _! bad luck s5ds !m to a woman z beautiful & duplicit\s z ,madame ,reym]4 --,y are cruel 9 y\r *oice ( rev5ge4 --,mov+ on1 if !re are evil wom5 & good m51 !re are also good wom5 & evil m54 ,& ?is supplem5t is no m a /ory#b ?an ! prec$+4 --,i am sure4 --,m4 d,hr\ville444 --,! "o /ill liv+8 ,! ,lieut5ant ,g5]al ( ! ,k+s army8 ,! "o t m>ri$ t *>m+ creature nam$ ,lolotte#c8 --,! same4 --,a gallant man1 lov] ( sci5ces4 --,& ( s*ol>s4 ,= a long "t he 0 work+ on a g5]al hi/ory ( w> 9 e c5tury & e nation4 --,a /agg]+ project4 --,to complete x he call$ = ! help ( "s "y g5tlem5 ( di/+ui%$ m]it1 l ,m4 de ,montucla#e1 ! au?or ( ! ,hi/ory ( ,ma!matics4 --,good "l6 ,he _h _m m5 ( t calib]8 --,b ! "o nam$ ,g>deil1 ! h]o ( ! adv5ture t ,i am go+ to tell to y1 h>dly yield$ to him4 ,a common passion = ! /udy ( ,greek creat$ a bond betwe5 ,g>deil & ,i t "t1 ! reciprocity ( guidance1 a ta/e = seclusion1 & above all ! facility ) :i* we saw ea* o!r1 made blossom into a r /rik+ intimacy4 --,s y 7 /ill /ay+ at ! ,e/rapade4 --,he1 ,sa9te-,hyac9! /reet1 & 8 lady fri5d ,mademoiselle de ,la ,*aux1 ,sa9t-,mi*el squ>e4 ,i call h] by h] own "n because ! poor ?+ is no m1 because h] life c only honor x 9 e well-made m9d & aw>d x ! admiration1 ! regret & ! te>s ( ^? t nature w favor or puni% ) a small portion ( ! s5sibility ( h] s\l4 --,well6 ,y\r spee* is halt+1 & ,i believe y are cry+4 --,i c /ill see h] big d>k eyes1 s(t & tw9kl+1 & ! mov+ s\nd ( h] voice res\nd+ 9 my e>s & %ak+ my he>t4 ,*>m+ creature6 ,unique creature6 ,y are no m6 ,y h be5 no m = ne>ly tw5ty ye>s2 & my he>t /ill tight5s at ! ?\ght ( y4 --,y lov$ h]8 --,no4 ,oh ,la ,*aux6 ,oh ,g>deil6 ,y 7 ea* a m>vel2 y1 = a womans t5d]ness2 y1 = a mans +ratitude4 ,mademoiselle de ,la ,*aux 0 an hone/ woman4 ,%e left h] p>5ts to ?r[ h]self into ! arms ( ,g>deil4 ,g>deil _h no?+1 ,mademoiselle de ,la ,*aux enjoy$ consid]able weal?1 & ?is weal? 0 entirely sacrific$ = ,g>deils ne$s & :ims4 ,%e regrett$ nei!r ! dissipation ( h] =tune nor h] black5$ reputation4 ,h] lov] took ! place ( ev]y?+ = h]4 --,s ,g>deil 0 a *>m]1 amiable8 --,n at all4 ,a small gruff man1 taciturn & cau/ic2 angul> face1 sw>?y complexion2 a :olly puny1 ?9 figure2 ugly1 if a man c be ugly ) a face s full ( intellig5ce4 --,& t 0 :at made ?is *>m+ woman fall head ov] heals8 --,t surprises y8 --,/ill4 --,y8 --,me4 --,s y h =gott5 y\r adv5ture ) la ,des*amps & ! pr(\nd despair into :i* y fell :5 ?is creature clos$ h] doors to y4 --,drop x2 cont9ue4 --,i _h said to y1 ,s %e is v beautiful8 ,& y answ]$ sadly1 ,no4--,%e has a good p]sonality8--,%e is fooli%4--,s x is h] tal5ts t sway y8--,%e has b "o4--,& ?is r>e1 sublime1 m>vel\s tal5t8--,is to make me happi] 9 h] arms ?an ,i h ev] be5 ) any o!r woman4 ,b ,mademoiselle de ,la ,*aux1 ! good1 s5sible ,mademoiselle de ,la ,*aux1 secretly c\nt$ on1 by in/9ct1 unbekn[n/ to him1 ! good =tune t y once knew1 & :i* made y say ( la ,des*amps3 ,if ?is un=tunate girl1 if ?is despicable woman insi/s on kick+ me out1 ,i w grab a gun & bl[ my bra9s out 9 h] foy]4 ,y said t1 correct8 --,i said x2 & ev5 n[ ,i d n "k :y ,i did n d x4 --,admit x1 !n4 --,i w admit to any?+ if x pleases y4 --,my fri5d1 ! wise/ among/ u is mu* happi] n hav+ enc\nt]$ any woman1 beautiful or ugly1 clev] or fooli%1 t w\ld drive him mad en\gh = ! ,petites-,maisons4 ,we m5 compla9 a great deal1 we criticize !m occasionally4 ,we wat* ! ye>s g by l s _m mom5ts1 c>ri$ (f by ! evil t %ad[s u2 & we only ?9k to c[] at ! /r5g? ( c]ta9 natural attractions1 especially ^? ( u ) s5sitive s\ls or ard5t imag9ations4 ,! sp>k t alights by *ance on a p[d] keg does n produce s t]rible an effect4 ,! f+] ready to light ! fatal sp>k ov] y or me is p]haps rais$4 ,m4 d,hr\ville1 want+ to spe$ up 8 project1 greatly ov]work$ 8 colleagues4 ,g>deils heal? suff]$ = x4 ,to light5 8 load ,mademoiselle de ,la ,*aux le>n$ ,hebrew1 & :ile h] lov] re/$ %e sp5t a portion ( ! night translat+ & transcrib+ bits ( ,hebrew4 ,x came "t to tackle ! ,greek au?ors2 ,mademoiselle de ,la ,*aux ru%$ to p]fect h] !n sup]ficial k ( ?is language3 :ile ,g>deil slept %e 0 busy translat+ & copy+ passages ( ,x5ophon & ,?ucydides4 ,%e add$ ,italian & ,engli% to h] k ( ,greek & ,hebrew4 ,h] ,engli% 0 s good t %e c\ld translate ,humes fir/ essays on metaphysics into ,fr5*1 a "w ^: difficult subject matt] add$ inf9itely to ! difficulty ( ! idiom4 ,:5 /udy exhau/$ h] res\rces %e amus$ h]self by writ+ music4 ,:5 %e fe>$ h] lov] might be ov]come ) ennui %e sang4 ,i am n exagg]at+ any?+1 z c be atte/$ to by ,m4 ,le ,camus1 doctor ( m$ic9e1 :o consol$ h] :5 %e 0 tr\bl$ & c>$ = h] :5 %e 0 9 ne$1 :o rema9$ by h] side 9 ! attic t h] pov]ty _h relegat$ h] to1 & :o clos$ h] eyes :5 %e di$4 ,b ,i am =gett+ "o ( h] fir/ mis=tunes3 ! p]secution t %e _h to suff] at ! h&s ( a family outrag$ by ! sc&al\s & public relation%ip4 ,bo? tru? & lies 7 employ$ to dispose ( h] lib]ty 9 a humiliat+ mann]4 ,prie/s & h] p>5ts pursu$ h] f qu>t] to qu>t]1 f h\se to h\se1 = _m ye>s r$uc+ h] to a solit>y & hidd5 life4 ,%e sp5t h] days work+ = ,g>deil4 ,we visit$ h] at night1 & 9 ! pres5ce ( h] lov] all h] grief1 all h] worries vani%$4 --,my ^w6 ,"y1 timor\s1 t5d]he>t$ 9 ! face ( s _m difficulties4 ,:at a happy be+4 --,happy8 ,yes1 %e only ceas$ to be s :5 ,g>deil 0 revolt+ly ungrateful4 --,b x is n possible = +ratitude to be ! rew>d = s _m exceptional qualities1 s _m signs ( affection1 s _m sacrifices ( e k9d6 --,y are mi/ak51 ,g>deil 0 ungrateful4 ,"o day1 ,mademoiselle de ,la ,*aux f\nd h]self alone 9 ! _w1 )\t honor1 )\t support4 ,i assure y1 ,i /ay$ ) h] = "s "t4 ,doctor ,le ,camus /ay$ ) h] always4 --,m56 --,:o are y talk+ ab\t8 --,g>deil4 --,y see ! villa9 & y d n see ! good man "r beside him4 ,t pa9ful & hopeless day %e ru%$ to my qu>t]s4 ,x 0 morn+4 ,%e 0 pale z dea?4 ,?\gh %e _h only discov]$ h] pr$icam5t ! day be=e %e look$ l "o :o _h be5 suff]+ = a long "t4 ,%e 0 n cry+1 b "o c\ld see t %e _h cri$ a lot4 ,%e ?rew h]self into an arm*air1 %e did n speak1 %e c\ld n speak1 %e held out h] arms to me z %e cri$ out4 ,:at is x8 ,i ask$ h]4 ,has he di$8444 ,x is worse3 he no long] loves me2 he is leav+ me444 --,g on !n4 --,i d n "k if ,i c4 ,i see h]1 ,i li/5 to h]1 & my eyes fill ) te>s4 ,he no long] loves y8444 ,no4 ,he is ab&on+ y6 ,oh yes6 ,aft] all t ,i h done6444 ,monsieur1 my m9d is tr\bl$2 h pity on me2 d n leave me444 above all else d n leave me444 ,:ile utt]+ ^! words %e _h hold ( my arm4 ,%e 0 squeez+ x tightly1 z if ne> h] lay someone :o ?reat5$ to te> h] away & c>ry h] (f444 ,h no fe>1 mademoiselle4 ,i fe> only myself4 ,:at d y ne$8 ,fir/1 save me f myself444 ,he no long] loves me6 ,i tire him6 ,i annoy him6 ,i bore him6 ,he hates me6 ,he is ab&on+ me6 ,he is leav+ me6 ,he is leav+ me6 ,?is e*o$ l9e 0 foll[$ by a pr(\nd sil5ce1 & foll[+ ?is sil5ce1 convulsive bur/s ( laught] a ?\s& times m t]rify+ ?an ! fits ( despair or ! groans ( agony4 ,next came te>s1 cries1 in>ticulate words1 gazes turn$ t[>ds ! sky1 trembl+ lips1 a torr5t ( pa9 t "o mu/ let run its c\rse1 :i* ,i did4 ,i only began to address h] reason+ :5 ,i saw t h] s\l 0 brok5 & /unn$4 ,s ,i resum$3 ,he hates y1 he is leav+ y8 ,& :o told y t8 ,he did4 ,come1 mademoiselle1 a little hope & c\rage4 ,?is is no mon/]444 ,y d n "k him2 y w "k him4 ,?is is a mon/] l no o!r1 l none !re ev] 04 ,i _c believe t4 ,y w see = y\rself4 ,does he love ano!r8 ,no4 ,y h n caus$ him any suspicion1 any dissatisfaction8 ,none1 none4 ,:at is x !n8 ,my uselessness4 ,i h no?+ left4 ,i am no long] good at any?+4 ,8 ambition4 ,he has always be5 ambiti\s4 ,! loss ( my heal?1 ( my beauty1 ,i h suff]$ s mu* & am s tir$2 bor$om1 we>9ess4 ,we cease to be lov]s1 b rema9 fri5ds4 ,i h become an unbe>able object2 my pres5ce weighs on him1 ! sight ( me tr\bles & (f5ds him4 ,if y only knew :at he said to me6 ,yes1 monsieur1 he told me t if he 0 condemn$ to sp5d tw5ty-f\r h\rs ) me he w\ld ?r[ himself f ! w9d[4 ,b ?is av]sion is n ! "w ( a mom5t4 ,:at d ,i "k8 ,he is by nature s scornful6 s unc>+6 s cold6 ,x is difficult to see into ! dep?s ( 8 he>t6 & x is s awful to read 8 dea? s5t5ce6 ,he pron\nc$ x to me1 & ) su* h>%ness6 ,i _c imag9e any?+ l t4 ,i h a favor to ask ( y1 & t is :y ,i came "h3 w y grant x to me8 ,any?+ y ask4 ,li/54 ,he respects y2 y "k :at he owes me4 ,p]haps he w n be emb>rass$ to %[ 8 true self to y4 ,no1 ,i d n ?9k he w\ld h 8 gu>d up4 ,i am only a woman1 & y are a man4 ,a k9d1 hone/ & j man inspires respect4 ,y w inspire respect 9 him4 ,give me y\r h&s1 d n say no2 accompany me ov] to 8 h\se4 ,i want to speak to him ) y !re4 ,:o kn[s :at effect my pa9 & y\r pres5ce w h on him4 ,y w accompany me8 ,will+ly4 ,let u g444 --,i am worri$ t h] pa9 & pres5ce w leave ?+s exactly z !y are4 ,contempt6 ,contempt is a t]rible ?+ 9 a relation%ip1 & = a woman6444 --,i s5t h] to seek out a litt]1 z %e 0 h>dly 9 a /ate to walk4 ,we arrive at ,g>deil's1 at ?is huge new h\se1 ! only "o on ! "r side ( ,hyac9! /reet :5 com+ f ,sa9t-,mi*el squ>e4 ,! port]s /op2 !y op5 ! doors4 ,i wait4 ,%e does n get out4 ,i lean ov] & ,i see a woman seiz$ ) a univ]sal trembl+4 ,h] tee? 7 *att]+ z if f fev]i% *ills1 h] knees 7 hitt+ toge!r4 ,a mom5t1 monsieur2 ,i am sorry2 ,i _c444 :at c ,i d "h8 ,i w h torn y f y\r affairs = no?+2 ,i am s sorry2 ,i ask y\r =giv5ess444 ,b ,i held out my h& to h]4 ,%e took x1 %e tri$ to get up2 %e c\ld n4 ,"o m mom5t1 monsieur1 %e told me1 ,i am su* a bo!r2 ,i am a burd5 to y4 ,at la/ %e pull$ h]self toge!r2 & z %e rose f h] seat %e add$ s(tly3 ,we ne$ to g 92 we h to see him4 ,:o kn[s8 ,p]haps ,i w die !re444 ,across ! c\rty>d2 at ! door ( ! ap>tm5t2 9 ,g>deil's (fice4 ,he 0 at 8 desk 9 8 dress+ g[n & bonnet4 ,he wav$ hello to me & cont9u$ ! "w he _h />t$4 ,!n he came ov] to me & said3 ,y mu/ admit1 monsieur1 t wom5 are an inconv5i5ce4 ,i apologize a ?\s& times = ! extravagances ( mademoiselle4 ,!n he address$ himself to ! poor creature1 :o 0 m dead ?an alive4 ,mademoiselle1 he said to h]1 :at m d y want f me8 ,x seems to me t aft] expla9+ myself to y 9 s cle> & precise a mann] ev]y?+ %\ld be settl$ betwe5 u4 ,i told y t ,i no long] lov$ y1 ,i told y t p]son to p]son4 ,app>5tly y\r plan is = me to repeat x to y 9 front ( ?is g5tleman4 ,well1 mademoiselle1 ,i d n love y anymore4 ,ext+ui%$ 9 my he>t is ?is feel+ ( love = y &1 ,i w add if x makes y feel bett]1 = any wom54 ,b tell me :y y no long] love me4 ,no idea4 ,all ,i "k is t ,i />t$ )\t kn[+ :y1 t ,i /opp$ )\t kn[+ :y1 & t ,i feel x is impossible = ?is passion to return4 ,x 0 a *ildi% pursuit ( :i* ,i believe myself to be & congratulate myself = be+ completely cur$4 ,:at are my faults8 ,y h none4 ,y h no secret compla9t ) my behavior8 ,n ! lea/4 ,y h be5 ! mo/ loyal1 dec5t1 k9d woman a man c\ld desire4 ,h ,i ov]look$ any?+ x is )9 my p[] to d8 ,no?+4 ,h ,i n sacrific$ my p>5ts = y8 ,x is true4 ,my =tune4 ,i am sorry = t4 ,my heal?8 ,t may be4 ,my honor1 my reputation1 my sleep8 ,:atev] pleases y4 ,& y f9d me odi\s6 ,t is difficult to say1 difficult to he>1 b s9ce x is s1 x has to be admitt$4 ,he f9ds me odi\s6444 ,i "k x1 & d n respect myself any m = x6444 ,odi\s6 ,oh1 ,god6444 ,at ^! words a mortal pallor spread across h] face2 h] lips lo/ _! color2 drops ( cold sweat =m+ on h] *eeks mix$ ) te>s desc5d$+ f h] eyes2 !y 7 clos$2 h] head fell on ! back ( h] arm*air2 h] tee? cl5*$2 all h] limbs 7 quiv]+2 ! quiv]+ 0 foll[$ by a fa9t+ spell t seem$ due to ! appreh5sion t %e _h work$ up at ! door to ! h\se4 ,! duration ( ?is /ate fright5$ me4 ,i took h] mantelet f h]1 ,i loos5$ ! /r+s ( h] dress & petticoat & spla%$ a bit ( cold wat] on h] face4 ,h] eyes op5$ halfway2 "o c\ld he> a muffl$ murmur+ 9 h] ?roat4 ,%e 0 try+ to say3 ,i am odi\s to y4 ,%e only articulat$ ! la/ syllables ( ! phrase1 !n issu$ a pi]c+ cry4 ,h] eyelids l[]$1 & ! fa9t+ spell began aga94 ,g>deil1 seat$ coldly on 8 arm*air1 8 elb[ re/+ on ! table & head re/$ on 8 h&1 wat*$ h] )\t emotion & left x to me to c>e = h]4 ,i told him repeat$ly3 ,b1 monsieur1 %e is dy+444 we h to call = someone4 ,he answ]$ me by smil+ & %rugg+ 8 %\ld]s3 ,wom5 lead a h>d life4 ,!y d n die ov] su* a little ?+ z ?is4 ,?is w pass4 ,y d n "k !m v well4 ,_! bodies d :atev] !y want !m to d4 ,%e is dy+1 ,i tell y4 ,h] body 0 z if )\t /r5g? or life4 ,x slipp$ away f ! top ( ! arm*air1 & %e w\ld h fall5 to ! gr\nd to ! left or "r _h ,i n be5 hold+ h]4 ,mean:ile ,g>deil rose up brusquely1 &1 pac+ 8 ap>tm5t1 said ) an impati5t & moody tone3 ,i c\ld d )\t ?is dismal sc5e4 ,i d hope ?is w be ! la/4 ,:o ! devil does %e be> a grudge aga9/8 ,i lov$ h]2 ,i w sma% my head into a brick wall if t is ! lea/ bit false4 ,i d n love h] anymore1 %e kn[s t n[1 or %e w nev] "k x4 ,ev]y?+ has be5 said444 ,no1 monsieur1 ev]y?+ has n be5 said4 ,:at8 ,y believe t a good man has only to /rip a woman ( ev]y?+ %e has & leave h]8 ,:at d y want me to d8 ,i am begg+ z mu* z %e is4 ,:at d ,i want y to d8 ,to associate y\r mis]y ) ! "o t y h r$uc$ h] to4 ,y enjoy$ say+ t4 ,%e w\ld be no bett] = x1 & ,i w\ld be mu* worse4 ,y w\ld act l ?is to a fri5d t has sacrific$ ev]y?+ = y8 ,a fri5d6 ,a fri5d6 ,i d n h mu* fai? 9 fri5ds1 & ?is exp]i5ce has taught me to h no passion = !m4 ,i am fru/rat$ t ,i did n realize ?is soon]4 ,& x is "r t ?is un=tunate woman %\ld be ! victim ( y\r he>ts errors4 ,& :at is to say t "o mon?1 a day lat]1 ,i w\ld n h be5 j z cruelly ! error ( h]s4 ,:at is to say8 ,ev]y?+ t %e has done = y1 & ! /ate t y see h] 94 ,:at %e did = me8444 ,by ,god6 ,he is fully acquitt$ by ! loss ( my "t4 ,oh1 monsieur ,g>deil1 :at a comp>ison betwe5 y\r "t & all ! priceless ?+s t y h tak5 f h]6 ,i h done no?+1 ,i am no?+1 ,i am ?irty ye>s old1 x is "t to ?9k ( myself1 n[ or nev]1 & to treat all ?is nons5se l x is wor?4 ,mean:ile ! poor woman 0 com+ to a little bit4 ,at ^! la/ words %e rega9$ en\gh en]gy3 :at did he say ab\t ! loss ( 8 "t8 ,i le>n$ f\r languages to ease 8 workload1 ,i read a ?\s& volumes1 ,i wrote1 translat$1 copi$ day & night1 ,i exhau/$ myself1 wore out my eyes1 boil$ my blood1 ,i came d[n ) an awful illness f :i* ,i may nev] recov]4 ,he does n d>e tell y ! cause ( 8 displeasure1 b y w see4 ,at t in/ant %e pull$ out h] h&k]*ief1 )drew "o ( h] arms f h] dress1 b>$ "o ( h] %\ld]s1 &1 %[+ me an erysipelatus m>k1 ,! reason = 8 trans=mation1 !re x is1 %e said to me1 !re x is1 !re is ! effect ( ^? sleepless nights4 ,x came "o morn+ ) ^! rolls ( p>*m5t4 ,m4 d,hr\ville1 he told me1 is v anxi\s to "k :at is 9 ^!1 ?is "w has to be done by tomorr[1 & x 0444 ,at t mom5t we he>d someones /eps com+ t[>ds ! door4 ,x 0 a s]vant ann\nc+ ,m4 d,hr\villes arrival4 ,g>deils face w5t pale4 ,i invit$ ,mademoiselle de ,la ,*aux to )draw & tidy h]self up444 ,no1 %e said4 ,no4 ,i am /ay+4 ,i want ?is disgrace uncov]$4 ,i w wait = ,m4 d,hr\ville4 ,i w speak to him4 ,& :at good w t d8 ,none1 %e answ]$ me1 y are "r4 ,tomorr[ y w regret x4 ,leave him 8 evil de$s2 x is a rev5ge wor?y ( y4 ,b is x wor?y ( him8 ,d y n see t ?is man "h is n444 ,lets g1 monsieur1 let u leave n[1 = ,i c nei!r answ] = :at ,i w\ld d1 nor = :at ,i w\ld say444 ,9 ! bl9k ( an eye ,mademoiselle de ,la ,*aux _h repair$ ! disord] ?is sc5e _h made ( h] clo!s & rac$ f ( ,g>deils (fice4 ,i foll[$ & he>d ! door slam %ut beh9d h]4 ,i lat] le>n$ t someone _h giv5 notice to ! port]4 ,i conduct$ myself to h] qu>t]s1 :]e ,i f\nd ,doctor ,le ,camus wait+ = u4 ,! passion t he felt = ?is "y woman diff]$ little f h]s = ,g>deil4 ,i rec\nt$ our visit to him1 & :ile ,i spoke ! signs ( 8 ang]1 pa91 indignation444 --,x 0 n too difficult to see f 8 face t y\r failure did n displease him all t mu*4 --,x is true4 --,!re is man = y4 ,he is no bett] ?an t4 --,?is rupture 0 foll[$ by a viol5t sickness1 dur+ :i* "t ! good1 hone/1 t5d] & k9d doctor gave h] su* a treatm5t he w\ld n h res]v$ = ! noble/ woman 9 ,france4 ,he came ?ree1 f\r times a day4 ,9 spite ( ! p]il he slept 9 h] room on a canvas-/rap b$4 ,x is =tunate t ?is 0 only a disease ( ! he>t4 --,9 return+ to u %e drifts away f h] memories ( o!rs4 ,& !n %e has a pretext to be tr\bl$ )\t indiscretion or con/ra9t4 --,t ?\ght1 o!rwise j1 does n apply to ,mademoiselle de ,la ,*aux4 ,dur+ h] recov]y we sort$ out h] s*$ule4 ,%e _h m ?an en\gh _s1 imag9ation1 ta/e & k to be admitt$ into ! ,acadmie des ,inscriptions4 ,%e _h li/5$ to u wax metaphysical = s long t ! mo/ ab/ract matt]s _h become famili> to h]4 ,h] fir/ lit]>y endeavor 0 ! translation ( ,humes ,essays on ,human ,und]/&+4 ,i pro(read x1 & to tell y ! tru? %e _h left me ) v little to rectify4 ,?is translation 0 pr9t$ 9 ,holl& & 0 well receiv$ by ! public4 ,my ,lett] on ! ,bl9d & ! ,dumb appe>$ at almo/ ! same "t4 ,%e rais$ "s v p]ceptive objections :i* gave rise to an addition d$icat$ to h]#f4 ,i h done worse ?+s ?an make ?is addition4 ,mademoiselle de ,la ,*auxs happ9ess _h be5 some:at re/or$4 ,! doctor cook$ = u occasionally & ^! d9n]s 7 n too sorr[ful4 ,s9ce ,g>deils e/rangem5t1 ,le ,camus passion _h made m>vel\s /rides4 ,"o day1 at ! table dur+ dess]t1 z he 0 express+ x ) all ! hone/y1 s5sitivity & navet ( a *ild1 %e said to him1 ) a s9c]ity t pleas$ me greatly b :i* w p]haps displease o!rs3 ,doctor1 x w\ld be impossible to height5 ! respect ,i h = y4 ,y\r k9dnesses fulfill me1 & ,i w\ld be z gloomy z ! mon/] ( ,hyac9! ,/reet 7 ,i n /eep$ 9 ! fi]ce/ gratitude4 ,y tell me ( y\r passion ) su* grace & s5sitivity t ,i w\ld be1 ,i ?9k1 angry if y 7 to /op4 ,j ! idea ( los+ y\r company or ( be+ depriv$ ( y\r fri5d%ip is en\gh to make me mis]able4 ,y are a good man1 if !re ev] 0 "o4 ,y\r goodness & sweetness ( "* is incomp>able4 ,i d n believe t a he>t c fall into bett] h&s4 ,i appeal to my own f morn+ till night 9 y\r favor1 b appeal 9 va9 to t :i* does n desire x4 ,i am n mak+ any m progress4 ,mean:ile y w suff]1 & s ,i feel a vici\s pa94 ,i d n "k anyone m wor?y ( ! happ9ess t y seek1 & ,i d n "k :at ,i w\ld n d to make y happy4 ,any?+ is possible1 )\t exception4 ,i mean1 doctor1 ,i w\ld444 yes1 ,i w\ld g s f> z to sleep444 s f> z to include t4 ,d y want to sleep ) me8 ,y only h to say s4 ,t is all ,i c d = y4 ,b y want to be lov$1 & ,i d n "k a way4 ,! doctor li/5$ to h]1 took h] by ! h& & kiss$ x1 wet x ) te>s4 ,& ,i1 ,i did n "k :e!r ,i %\ld laugh or cry4 ,mademoiselle de ,la ,*aux knew ! doctor well4 ,! next day ,i said to h]1 ,b ,mademoiselle1 if ! doctor _h said ! ^w8 ,%e answ]$1 ,i w\ld h kept my promise1 b t w\ld nev] h happ5$2 my (f]s 7 n ( ! sort t w\ld be accept$ by a man l him444 ,:y n8 ,x seems to me t if ,i 7 9 8 position ,i w\ld h simply hop$ t ! re/ w\ld foll[4 ,yes1 b if y 7 9 8 position1 ,mademoiselle de ,la ,*aux w\ld n h made y ! same proposition4 ,! ,hume translation _h n made h] v mu* money4 ,! ,dut* w pr9t any?+ provid$ !y d n pay = x4 --,lucky = u4 ,giv5 all ! re/rictions we place on ?\ght 9 our c\ntry1 if !y ev5 once decid$ to pay ! au?ors !y w\ld br+ ! entire book indu/ry to _! door/ep4 --,we advis$ h] to write a light read1 "o t w\ld br+ h] m pr(it ?an respect4 ,%e work$ = f\r or five mon?s1 at :i* po9t %e br\ght me a %ort hi/orical fiction entitl$ ,! ,?ree ,favorites4 ,x _h a deftness ( /yle1 f9esse & e>ne/ness1 b - )\t h] hav+ realiz$ x = %e 0 incapable ( any malice - x 0 scatt]$ ) a multitude ( details applicable to ! ,k+s mi/ress1 ! ,m>quise ( ,pompad\r2 & ,i did n conceal f h] ! fact t :atev] ! sacrifice1 :e!r x be 9 s(t5+ or remov+ ^! sections1 x w\ld be almo/ impossible = h] "w to appe> )\t compromis+ h]1 & t ! unhapp9ess ( spoil+ su* a good ?+ w\ld n gu>antee h] ano!r4 ,%e s5s$ ! tru? 9 my obs]vation & became only m di/ress$4 ,! good doctor pr$ict$ all h] ne$s1 b %e accept$ 8 *>ity ) all ! m res]vation1 z %e felt h]self less dispos$ to ! sort ( gratitude t he hop$ to receive f h]4 ,besides1 ! doctor#g 0 n weal?y !n1 & he 0 n p>ticul>ly 9 a position to become weal?y4 ,f "t to "t %e took h] manuscript f its fold] & said to me sadly1 ,well6 ,!re is no way to make any?+ ( ?is4 ,x w h to rema9 !re4 ,i gave h] "s s+ul> advice3 s5d ! "w z is1 )\t ton+ x d[n or alt]+ x1 to ,madame de ,pompad\r h]self1 ) a po/script expla9+ ! deliv]y4 ,?is idea pleas$ h]4 ,%e wrote a *>m+ lett] on all c\nts1 b mo/ importantly ) a tone ( s9c]ity to :i* x w\ld be impossible to say no4 ,two or ?ree mon?s pass$ ) no ^w & %e _h deem$ ! attempt fruitless1 until a ,sa9t-,l\is cross came to h] home ) a lett] f ! m>quise4 ,! "w 0 giv5 ! praise x m]it$1 %e 0 ?ank$ = h] sacrifice1 a m>ket 0 ackn[l$g$1 no (f5se 0 tak51 & ! au?or 0 invit$ to come to ,v]sailles1 :]e %e w\ld f9d a graci\s woman dispos$ to give ! help t dep5d$ on h]4 ,z he 0 leav+ ,mademoiselle de ,la ,*auxs home ! envoy left a roll ( fifty l\is smoo?ly on h] mantelpiece4 ,! doctor & ,i urg$ h] to take advantage ( ,madame de ,pompad\rs good w1 b we 7 work+ ) a girl ^: mode/y & %yness mat*$ h] m]it4 ,h[ to pres5t oneself !re 9 rags8 ,! doctor rais$ ?is conc]n imm$iately4 ,aft] clo?+ !re 7 o!r excuses1 & !n /ill m4 ,! voyage to ,v]sailles 0 def]r$ f day to day until x 0 almo/ inappropriate to g ?r\gh ) x4 ,x _h already be5 "s "t s9ce we _h spok5 to h] ab\t x :5 ! same emiss>y return$ ) a second lett] fill$ ) ! k9de/ reproa*es & ano!r bonus (f]$ ) ! same g5tl5ess z ! fir/4 ,?is g5]\s act ( ,madame de ,pompad\r has nev] be5 discov]$4 ,i spoke ( x to ,m4 ,coll91 h] confidant & di/ributor ( h] secret favors4 ,he _h n he>d ( x1 & ,i l to ?9k t x is n ! only "o t h] tomb conta9s4 ,x 0 ?us t ,mademoiselle de ,la ,*aux twice miss$ ! opportunity to pull h]self f pov]ty4 ,%e lat] mov$ to ! outskirts ( ! city1 & ,i entirely lo/ track ( h]4 ,f :at ,i h le>n$ ( ! rema9d] ( h] life1 %e _h become no?+ b a fabric ( grief1 infirmity & mis]y4 ,! doors ( h] family 7 ob/9ately clos$ to h]4 ,9 va9 %e solicit$ ! int]cession ( ! sa9tly folk t _h p]secut$ h] ) s mu* zeal4 --,accord+ to cu/om4 --,! doctor did n ab&on h]4 ,%e di$ on /raw1 9 an attic1 :ile ! little tig] on ,hyac9! /reet1 ! only lov] t %e _h _h1 practic$ m$ic9e 9 ,montpelli] or ,t\l\se1 & 9 ! greate/ com=t enjoy$ 8 well-des]v$ reputation z a clev] man1 & 8 usurp$ reputation z a dec5t man4 --,b ?is is /ill m or less accord+ to cu/om4 ,if !re is a good & hone/ ,tani1 ,provid5ce s5ds him to a ,reym]4 ,if !re is a good & hone/ ,la ,*aux1 %e w come to be %>$ by a ,g>deil#h1 s t ev]y?+ happ5s = ! be/4 ,"o might answ] t x is ra% to make s def9itive a pron\ncem5t on ! "* ( a man bas$ on a s+le act2 t a rule s sev]e w\ld r$uce ! numb] ( good m5 on e>? to less ?an ! ,*ri/ian ,gospel admits z elect 9 heav52 t "o c be fickle 9 love1 ev5 claim little devotion to wom5 )\t be+ depriv$ ( honor or probity2 t "o is 9 control nei!r ( suppress+ a passion t fl>es up1 nor ( prolong+ "o t is end+2 t !re are already en\gh m5 9 ! /reets & h\ses t are fully wor?y ( ! "n sc\ndrel )\t inv5t+ imag9>y crimes t multiply !m to inf9ity4 ,"o might ask :e!r ,i h n betray$1 or deceiv$1 or ab&on$ a woman )\t m5tion+ x4 ,if ,i desir$ to respond to ^! que/ions my answ]s w\ld n l+] )\t retort1 & x w\ld be a dispute t w\ld la/ till judgm5t day4 ,b lay h&s on y\r consci5ce1 & tell me1 y1 ,sir ,apologi/ ( ! ,unfai?ful & ! ,deceiv]s1 if y w\ld take ! doctor f ,t\l\se z y\r fri5d8444 ,y hesitate8 ,ev]y?+ is said1 & ,i h]eupon ask ,god to take "u ,8 holy protection e woman to :om x w take y\r fancy to pay y\r respects4 ,,endnotes ,transcrib]s note3 ,! notations 7,n47 & 7,,br47 designate footnotes tak5 f ! ,naigeon & ,brire editions1 respectively4 ,! endnotes by ,asszat are unm>k$4 #a ,9 #agdi1 ,m4 de ,maurepas1 /ill ,secret>y ( ! ,navy1 wrote ,l\is ,,xv a report 9 :i* he develop$ a /rategy = op5+ trade relations ) ! ,engli% colonies ?r\gh inl& ,canada4 ,?is plan 0 !reaft] adopt$1 & ,maurepas saw x execut$ be=e 8 dea?4 7,,br47 #b ,?is ^w alone w\ld suffice to make ! read] lose all confid5ce 9 ! acc\nt t foll[s x1 & yet x is lit]ally true4 ,did]ot adds no?+ ei!r to ! ev5ts or to ! temp]am5ts ( ! *>act]s he introduces4 ,mademoiselle de ,la ,*auxs passion = ,g>deil1 ! mon/r\s +ratitude ( h] lov]1 ! details ( h] meet+ ) him1 ( _! conv]sation 9 ,did]ots pres5ce1 :o _h accompani$ h] to ! h\se ( ?is f]oci\s bea/4 ,! hopelessness t\*+ ?is betray$ woman1 ab&on$ by him = :i* %e _h sacrific$ h] sleep1 h] =tune1 h] reputation1 h] heal?1 & ev5 ! *>ms by :i* %e s$uc$ him3 all ?is is ( ! greate/ exactness4 ,z ,did]ot knew ! actors 9 ?is drama p>ticul>ly well1 = ! facts he _h be5 witness to or ! fri5d%ip t _h entru/$ him ) !m 7 /ill rec5t :5 he resolv$ to record !m1 8 imag9ation _h n _h ! "t to alt] !m by add+ or subtract+ "s circum/ance to produce a great] effect4 ,& "h aga9 is "o ( ! fairly r>e acc\nts ( 8 life1 :]e he says only :at has se51 & has se5 only :at 04 ,z = ! curi\s p>ticul>ities t he record$ f ,mademoiselle de ,la ,*aux & t he docum5t$ 9 8 writ+1 ,i w add only a s+le fact - t he omitt$ ?r\gh =getfulness & t 0 wor?y ( be+ cons]v$ - t ?is s t5d]1 s passionate1 s int]e/+ by h] extreme s5sibility & by h] mis=tunes1 above all s wor?y ( a bett] fate1 _h also be5 fri5ds ) ,d,alemb]t & ! ,abbot de ,condillac4 ,%e 0 9 a position to he> & assess ! works ( ^! two philosoph]s4 ,%e _h ev5 giv5 ! latt]1 :os ,essay on ! ,orig9 ( ,human ,k %e _h read1 ! v wise advice ( return+ to 8 fir/ ?\ghts1 &1 if ,i may use ! expression1 to beg9 at ! beg9n+1 i4e41 ! reject ) ,hobbes ! absurd hypo!sis ( a di/9ction betwe5 two sub/ances 9 man4 ,i d>e say t ?is v philosophical view1 ?is sole idea ( ,mademoiselle de ,la ,*aux sugge/s m bread?1 dep? & accuracy 9 h] m9d t ! :ole ( ,condillacs metaphysics1 9 :i* !re is 9 effect a radical & de/ructive vice t affects ! entire sy/em1 & yields m or less vague & unc]ta9 results4 ,"o sees t ,mademoiselle de ,la ,*aux s5s$ ?is2 & "o regrets t ,condillac1 m docile to ! judici\s advice ( ?is enlight5$ woman ) uncommon insight1 did n foll[ ! r\te t %e po9t$ him t[>ds4 ,he w\ld n h scatt]$ s _m errors ov] ! "o he decid$ ^u1 & ^u :i* "o c only run a/ray1 z happ5s daily to ^? t take him z _! guide4 ,see1 on ?is philosoph]1 ! prelim9>y reflections t s]ve z an introduction to 8 article1 9 ! ,,me?odical ,,encyclop$ia1 ,diction>y ( ,anci5t & ,mod]n ,philosophy1 t4 ,,ii1 & :at ,i h aga9 9 my ,hi/orical & ,philosophical ,memoires on ! life & "w ( ,did]ot4 7,n47 #c ,anto9e de ,ric\>t1 c\nt ( ,hr\ville1 born 9 ,p>is 9 #agac1 is ! au?or ( ,treatise on ! ,legions1 :i* c>ries ! "n ( ! m>%al ( ,saxony #d1 ,p>is1 #ageg4 ,he furni%$ ! au?ors ( ! ,encyclopdie ) "s curi\s diss]tations4 ,x 0 hop$ t !y be s5t to ! m9i/] "u ,l\is ,,xv1 b an unequal m>riage exclud$ x4 ,he di$ 9 #aghb4 7,,br47 #d ,only 9 ! fir/ ?ree editions4 ,! "w _h be5 fir/ pr9t$ on a copy communicat$ to ! m>%al & 0 f\nd 9 8 pap]s4 #e ,montucla 0 only ?irty ye>s old :5 he publi%$ 8 ,hi/ory ( ,ma!matics1 ,p>is1 #ageh4 ,x 0 review$ & f9i%$ by ,lal&e1 ,p>is1 #agii-ahjb4 7,br47 #f ,see t4 #a1 p4 #cii4 #g ,le ,camus 7,anto9e71 :o left beh9d o!r memories ( *>ity4 ,we owe to him a l>ge numb] ( works ( lit]ature & ( m$ic9e4 ,we w "h cite only3 ,! ,m$ic9e ( ! ,m9d1 ,p>is1 #agec4 ,/rategy = ,wip+ ,out ,smallpox1 #agfg4 ,practical ,m$ic9e ,made ,simpl]1 ,m ,reliable & ,m ,me?odical1 #agfi4 ,num]\s memoirs on diff]5t subjects ( m$ic9e4 ,abdk]1 or ! ,art ( ,cons]v+ ,beauty1 #aged-agef4 ,love & ,fri5d%ip1 com$y1 #agfc4 ,! ,pa/oral ,romance ( ,daphnis & ,*loe1 translat$ f ,longus ,greek by ,amyot1 ) a d\ble translation1 ,p>is1 #ageg4 ,?is new translation by ,le ,camus is /ill wor? read+ aft] ! "o j publi%$ by ,m4 ,c\ri] 9 ,sa9te-,plagie1 :]e he 0 deta9$ = a "w commission$ by ! e/ate ( ,*ambord4 ,p>is1 #ahba4 7,,br47 #h ,g>deil di$ on ,april #ai1 #ahjh1 at ! age ( #hb4 ,we h f him a ,translation ( ,hippocrates ,m$ical ,works1 f ! ,greek text accord+ to ! ,fos edition1 ,t\l\se1 #ahja4 7,br47--,he ,practic$ 9 ,montpelli]4