f ! ,google ,pr9t project47 ,illu/ration3 ,,leon>do ,,da ,,v9ci ,leon>do da ,v9ci ,a ,,psy*osexual ,,/udy ,,( ,,an ,,infantile ,,rem9isc5ce ,,by ,,pr(essor ,,dr4 ,,sigmund ,,freud1 ,,ll4,d4 7,,univ]sity ,,( ,,vi5na7 ,,translat$ ,,by ,a4 ,a4 ,,brill1 ,,ph4,b41 ,m4,d4 ,lectur] 9 ,psy*oanalysis & ,abnormal ,psy*ology1 ,new ,york ,univ]sity ,illu/ration ,,new ,,york ,,m(fat1 ,,y>d ,,company #aiaf ,,copyright1 #aiaf1 ,,by ,,m(fat1 ,,y>d ,,company ,,illu/rations ,leon>do ,da ,v9ci ,frontispiece ,,fac+ ,,page ,mona ,lisa #gh ,sa9t ,anne #hf ,john ! ,bapti/ #id ,,leon>do ,,da ,,v9ci ,i ,:5 psy*oanalytic inve/igation1 :i* usually cont5ts itself ) frail human mat]ial1 approa*es ! great p]sonages ( humanity1 x is n impell$ to x by motives :i* are (t5 attribut$ to x by laym54 ,x does n /rive to black5 ! radiant & to drag ! sublime into ! mire2 x f9ds no satisfaction 9 dim9i%+ ! di/ance betwe5 ! p]fection ( ! great & ! inadequacy ( ! ord9>y objects4 ,b x _c help f9d+ t ev]y?+ is wor?y ( und]/&+ t c be p]ceiv$ ?r\gh ^? prototypes1 & x also believes t none is s big z to be a%am$ ( be+ subject to ! laws :i* control ! normal & morbid actions ) ! same /rictness4 ,leon>do da ,v9ci 7#adeb-aeai7 0 admir$ ev5 by 8 contempor>ies z "o ( ! greate/ m5 ( ! ,italian ,r5aissance1 /ill ev5 !n he appe>$ z my/]i\s to !m z he n[ appe>s to u4 ,an all-sid$ g5ius1 ^: =m c only be div9$ b nev] deeply fa?om$1#a he ex]t$ ! mo/ decisive influ5ce on 8 "t z an arti/2 & x rema9$ to u to recognize 8 greatness z a naturali/ :i* 0 unit$ 9 him ) ! arti/4 ,al?\gh he left ma/]pieces ( ! art ( pa9t+1 :ile 8 sci5tific discov]ies rema9$ unpubli%$ & unus$1 ! inve/igator 9 him has nev] q left ! arti/1 (t5 x has sev]ely injur$ ! arti/ & 9 ! end x has p]haps suppress$ ! arti/ altoge!r4 ,accord+ to ,vas>i1 ,leon>do reproa*$ himself dur+ ! la/ h\r ( 8 life = hav+ insult$ ,god & m5 because he has n done 8 duty to 8 art4#b ,& ev5 if ,vas>i's /ory lacks all probability & belongs to ^? leg5ds :i* began to be wov5 ab\t ! my/ic ma/] :ile he 0 /ill liv+1 x nev]!less reta9s indisputable value z a te/imonial ( ! judgm5t ( ^? p & ( ^? times4 ,:at 0 x t remov$ ! p]sonality ( ,leon>do f ! und]/&+ ( 8 contempor>ies8 ,c]ta9ly n ! _m sid$ness ( 8 capacities & k1 :i* all[$ him to in/all himself z a play] ( ! lyre on an in/rum5t inv5t$ by himself1 9 ! c\rt ( ,lodovico ,s=za1 nicknam$ ,il ,moro1 ! ,duke ( ,milan1 or :i* all[$ him to write to ! same p]son t rem>kable lett] 9 :i* he boa/s ( 8 abilities z a civil & milit>y eng9e]4 ,= ! comb9ation ( manifold tal5ts 9 ! same p]son 0 n unusual 9 ! times ( ! ,r5aissance2 to be sure ,leon>do himself furni%$ "o ( ! mo/ spl5did examples ( su* p]sons4 ,nor did he belong to t type ( g5ial p]sons :o are outw>dly poorly end[$ by nature1 & :o on _! side place no value on ! out] =ms ( life1 & 9 ! pa9ful gloom9ess ( _! feel+s fly f human relations4 ,on ! contr>y he 0 tall & symmetrically built1 ( consummate beauty ( c\nt5ance & ( unusual physical /r5g?1 he 0 *>m+ 9 8 mann]1 a ma/] ( spee*1 & jovial & affectionate to ev]ybody4 ,he lov$ beauty 9 ! objects ( 8 surr\nd+s1 he 0 fond ( we>+ magnific5t g>m5ts & appreciat$ e ref9em5t ( conduct4 ,9 8 treatise#c on ! art ( pa9t+ he comp>es 9 a significant passage ! art ( pa9t+ ) its si/] arts & ?us discusses ! difficulties ( ! sculptor3 ,n[ 8 face is entirely sme>$ & p[d]$ ) m>ble du/1 s t he looks l a bak]1 he is cov]$ ) small m>ble spl9t]s1 s t x seems z if x sn[$ on 8 back1 & 8 h\se is full ( /one spl9t]s1 & du/4 ,! case ( ! pa9t] is q diff]5t f t2 = ! pa9t] is well dress$ & sits ) great com=t be=e 8 "w1 he g5tly & v lightly bru%es 9 ! beautiful colors4 ,he we>s z decorative clo!s z he likes1 & 8 h\se is fill$ ) beautiful pa9t+s & is spotlessly clean4 ,he (t5 enjoys company1 music1 or "s "o may read = him v>i\s nice works1 & all ?is c be li/5$ to ) great pleasure1 undi/urb$ by any p\nd+ f ! hamm] & o!r noises4 ,x is q possible t ! conception ( a beam+ jovial & happy ,leon>do 0 true only = ! fir/ & long] p]iod ( ! ma/]'s life4 ,f n[ on1 :5 ! d[nfall ( ! rule ( ,lodovico ,moro =c$ him to leave ,milan1 8 sph]e ( action & 8 assur$ position1 to lead an un/eady & unsuccessful life until 8 la/ asylum 9 ,france1 x is possible t ! lu/] ( 8 disposition became pale & "s odd features ( 8 "* became m prom95t4 ,! turn+ ( 8 int]e/ f 8 art to sci5ce :i* increas$ ) age mu/ h also be5 responsible = wid5+ ! gap betwe5 himself & 8 contempor>ies4 ,all 8 ef=ts ) :i*1 accord+ to _! op9ion1 he wa/$ 8 "t in/ead ( dilig5tly fill+ ord]s & becom+ ri* z p]haps 8 =m] classmate ,p]ug9o1 seem$ to 8 contempor>ies z caprici\s play+1 or ev5 caus$ !m to suspect him ( be+ 9 ! s]vice ( ! black art4 ,we :o "k him f 8 sket*es und]/& him bett]4 ,9 a "t 9 :i* ! au?ority ( ! *ur* began to be sub/itut$ by t ( antiquity & 9 :i* only !oretical inve/igation exi/$1 he ! =]unn]1 or bett] ! wor?y competitor ( ,bacon & ,cop]nicus1 0 necess>ily isolat$4 ,:5 he dissect$ cadav]s ( horses & human be+s1 & built fly+ app>atus1 or :5 he /udi$ ! n\ri%m5t ( plants & _! behavior t[>ds poisons1 he naturally deviat$ mu* f ! comm5tators ( ,ari/otle & came ne>] ! despis$ al*emi/s1 9 ^: laboratories ! exp]im5tal inve/igations f\nd "s refuge dur+ ^! unfavorable times4 ,! effect t ?is _h on 8 pa9t+s 0 t he dislik$ to h&le ! bru%1 he pa9t$ less & :at 0 m (t5 ! case1 ! ?+s he began 7 mo/ly left unf9i%$2 he c>$ less & less = ! future fate ( 8 works4 ,x 0 ?is mode ( work+ t 0 held up to him z a reproa* f 8 contempor>ies to :om 8 behavior to 8 art rema9$ a riddle4 ,_m ( ,leon>do's lat] admir]s h attempt$ to wipe (f ! /a9 ( un/ead9ess f 8 "*4 ,!y ma9ta9$ t :at is blam$ 9 ,leon>do is a g5]al *>act]i/ic ( great arti/s4 ,!y said t ev5 ! en]getic ,mi*elangelo :o 0 absorb$ 9 8 "w left _m incomplet$ works1 :i* 0 z little due to 8 fault z to ,leon>do's 9 ! same case4 ,besides "s pictures 7 n z unf9i%$ z he claim$1 & :at ! layman w\ld call a ma/]piece may /ill appe> to ! creator ( ! "w ( art z an unsatisfi$ embodim5t ( 8 int5tions2 he has a fa9t notion ( a p]fection :i* he despairs ( reproduc+ 9 lik5ess4 ,lea/ ( all %\ld ! arti/ be held responsible = ! fate :i* befalls 8 works4 ,z plausible z "s ( ^! excuses may s\nd !y nev]!less d n expla9 ! :ole /ate ( affairs :i* we f9d 9 ,leon>do4 ,! pa9ful /ruggle ) ! "w1 ! f9al flight f x & ! indiff]5ce to its future fate may be se5 9 _m o!r arti/s1 b ?is behavior is %[n 9 ,leon>do to highe/ degree4 ,edm4 ,solmi#d cites 7p4 #ab7 ! expression ( "o ( 8 pupils3 ,p>eva1 *e ad ogni ora tremasse1 qu&o si poneva a dip+]e1 e p]o no di$e mai f9e ad alcuna cosa com9ciata1 consid]&o la gr&ezza dell'arte1 tal *e egli scorgeva errori 9 quelle cose1 *e ad altri p>evano miracoli4 ,8 la/ pictures1 ,l$a1 ! ,madonna di ,sa9t ,on(rio1 ,bac*us & ,/4 ,john ! ,bapti/1 rema9$ unf9i%$ come quasi int]v5ne di tutte le cose sue4 ,lomazzo1#e :o f9i%$ a copy ( ,! ,holy ,supp]1 ref]s 9 a sonnet to ! famili> inability ( ,leon>do to f9i% 8 works3 ,protog5 *e il p5el di sue pitture ,non levava1 agguaglio il ,v9ci ,divo1 ,di cui opra non e f9ita pure4 ,! sl[ness ) :i* ,leon>do work$ 0 prov]bial4 ,aft] ! mo/ ?or\gh prelim9>y /udies he pa9t$ ,! ,holy ,supp] = ?ree ye>s 9 ! cloi/] ( ,santa ,m>ia delle ,grazie 9 ,milan4 ,"o ( 8 contempor>ies1 ,matteo ,b&elli1 ! writ] ( novels1 :o 0 !n a "y monk 9 ! cloi/]1 relates t ,leon>do (t5 asc5d$ ! scaffold v e>ly 9 ! morn+ & did n leave ! bru% out ( 8 h& until twilight1 nev] ?9k+ ( eat+ or dr9k+4 ,!n days pass$ )\t putt+ 8 h& on x1 sometimes he rema9$ = h\rs be=e ! pa9t+ & d]iv$ satisfaction f /udy+ x by himself4 ,at o!r times he came directly to ! cloi/] f ! palace ( ! ,milanese ,ca/le :]e he =m$ ! model ( ! eque/rian /atue = ,francesco ,s=za1 9 ord] to add a few /rokes ) ! bru% to "o ( ! figures & !n /opp$ imm$iately4#f ,accord+ to ,vas>i he work$ = ye>s on ! portrait ( ,monna ,lisa1 ! wife ( ! ,flor5t9e de ,gioconda1 )\t be+ able to br+ x to completion4 ,?is circum/ance may also acc\nt = ! fact t x 0 nev] deliv]$ to ! "o :o ord]$ x b rema9$ ) ,leon>do :o took x ) him to ,france4#g ,hav+ be5 procur$ by ,k+ ,francis ,i1 x n[ =ms "o ( ! greate/ treasures ( ! ,l\vre4 ,:5 "o comp>es ^! reports ab\t ,leon>do's way ( work+ ) ! evid5ce ( ! extraord9>y am\nt ( sket*es & /udies left by him1 "o is b\nd altoge!r to reject ! idea t traits ( flight9ess & un/ead9ess ex]t$ ! slighte/ influ5ce on ,leon>do's relation to 8 art4 ,on ! contr>y "o notices a v extraord9>y absorption 9 "w1 a ri*ness 9 possibilities 9 :i* a decision c\ld be rea*$ only he/itat+ly1 claims :i* c\ld h>dly be satisfi$1 & an inhibition 9 ! execution :i* c\ld n ev5 be expla9$ by ! inevitable backw>dness ( ! arti/ beh9d 8 ideal purpose4 ,! sl[ness :i* 0 /rik+ 9 ,leon>do's works f ! v beg9n+ prov$ to be a symptom ( 8 inhibition1 a =]unn] ( 8 turn+ away f pa9t+ :i* manife/$ itself lat]4#h ,x 0 ?is sl[ness :i* decid$ ! n undes]v+ fate ( ,! ,holy ,supp]4 ,leon>do c\ld n take k9dly to ! art ( fresco pa9t+ :i* dem&s quick "w :ile ! backgr\nd is /ill moi/1 x 0 = ?is reason t he *ose oil colors1 ! dry+ ( :i* p]mitt$ him to complete ! picture accord+ to 8 mood & leisure4 ,b ^! colors sep>at$ !mselves f ! backgr\nd ^u :i* !y 7 pa9t$ & :i* isolat$ !m f ! brick wall2 ! blemi%es ( ?is wall & ! vicissitudes to :i* ! room 0 subject$ seem+ly contribut$ to ! inevitable det]ioration ( ! picture4#i ,! picture ( ! cavalry battle ( ,anghi>i1 :i* 9 competition ) ,mi*elangelo he began to pa9t lat] on a wall ( ! ,sala de ,consiglio 9 ,flor5ce & :i* he also left 9 an unf9i%$ /ate1 seem$ to h p]i%$ ?r\gh ! failure ( a simil> te*nical process4 ,x seems "h z if a peculi> int]e/1 t ( ! exp]im5t]1 at fir/ re5=c$ ! arti/ic1 only lat] to damage ! art production4 ,! "* ( ! man ,leon>do ev9ces /ill "s o!r unusual traits & app>5t contradictions4 ,?us a c]ta9 inactivity & indiff]5ce seem$ v evid5t 9 him4 ,at a "t :5 e individual s\ght to ga9 ! wide/ latitude = 8 activity1 :i* c\ld n take place )\t ! developm5t ( en]getic aggression t[>ds o!rs1 he surpris$ e "o ?r\gh 8 quiet peacefulness1 8 %unn+ ( all competition & controv]sies4 ,he 0 mild & k9d to all1 he 0 said to h reject$ a meat diet because he did n consid] x j to rob animals ( _! lives1 & "o ( 8 special pleasures 0 to buy cag$ birds 9 ! m>ket & set !m free4#aj ,he condemn$ w> & blood%$ & designat$ man n s mu* z ! k+ ( ! animal _w1 b r z ! wor/ ( ! wild bea/s4#aa ,b ?is effem9ate delicacy ( feel+ did n prev5t him f accompany+ condemn$ crim9als on _! way to execution 9 ord] to /udy & sket* 9 8 notebook _! features1 di/ort$ by fe>1 nor did x prev5t him f inv5t+ ! mo/ cruel (f5sive weapons1 & f ent]+ ! s]vice ( ,ces>e ,borgia z *ief milit>y eng9e]4 ,(t5 he seem$ to be indiff]5t to good & evil1 or he _h to be measur$ ) a special /&>d4 ,he held a high position 9 ,ces>e's campaign :i* ga9$ = ?is mo/ inconsid]ate & mo/ fai?less ( foes ! possession ( ! ,romagna4 ,n a s+le l9e ( ,leon>do's sket*es betrays any criticism or sympa?y ( ! ev5ts ( ^? days4 ,! comp>ison ) ,goe! dur+ ! ,fr5* campaign _c "h be altoge!r reject$4 ,if a biographical ef=t really endeavors to p5etrate ! und]/&+ ( ! psy*ic life ( its h]o x mu/ n1 z happ5s 9 mo/ biographies ?r\gh discretion or prud]y1 pass ov] 9 sil5ce ! sexual activity or ! sex peculi>ity ( ! "o exam9$4 ,:at we "k ab\t x 9 ,leon>do is v little b full ( significance4 ,9 a p]iod :]e !re 0 a con/ant /ruggle betwe5 riot\s lic5ti\sness & gloomy asceticism1 ,leon>do pres5t$ an example ( cool sexual rejection :i* "o w\ld n expect 9 an arti/ & a portray] ( fem99e beauty4 ,solmi#ab cites ! foll[+ s5t5ce f ,leon>do %[+ 8 frigidity3 ,! act ( procreation & ev]y?+ t has any relation to x is s disgu/+ t human be+s w\ld soon die out if x 7 n a traditional cu/om & if !re 7 no pretty faces & s5su\s dispositions4 ,8 po/hum\s works :i* n only treat ( ! greate/ sci5tific problems b also comprise ! mo/ guileless objects :i* to u d n seem wor?y ( s great a m9d 7an allegorical natural hi/ory1 animal fables1 witticisms1 prophecies71#ac are *a/e to a degree--"o might say ab/95t--t 9 a "w ( belle lettres w\ld excite wond] ev5 to-day4 ,!y evade ev]y?+ sexual s ?or\ghly1 z if ,eros alone :o pres]ves ev]y?+ liv+ 0 no wor?y mat]ial = ! sci5tific impulse ( ! inve/igator4#ad ,x is kn[n h[ frequ5tly great arti/s f\nd pleasure 9 giv+ v5t to _! phantasies 9 erotic & ev5 grossly obsc5e repres5tations2 9 contradi/9ction to ?is ,leon>do left only "s anatomical draw+s ( ! woman's int]nal g5itals1 ! position ( ! *ild 9 ! womb1 etc4 ,x is d\btful :e!r ,leon>do ev] embrac$ a woman 9 love1 nor is x kn[n t he ev] ent]ta9$ an intimate spiritual relation ) a woman z 9 ! case ( ,mi*elangelo & ,vittoria ,colonna4 ,:ile he /ill liv$ z an appr5tice 9 ! h\se ( 8 ma/] ,v]roc*io1 he ) o!r "y m5 7 accus$ ( =bidd5 homosexual relations :i* end$ 9 8 acquittal4 ,x seems t he came into ?is suspicion because he employ$ z a model a boy ( evil repute4#ae ,:5 he 0 a ma/] he surr\nd$ himself ) h&some boys & y\?s :om he took z pupils4 ,! la/ ( ^! pupils ,francesco ,melzi1 accompani$ him to ,france1 rema9$ ) him until 8 dea?1 & 0 nam$ by him z 8 heir4 ,)\t %>+ ! c]ta9ty ( 8 mod]n biograph]s1 :o naturally reject ! possibility ( a sexual relation betwe5 himself & 8 pupils z a baseless insult to ?is great man1 x may be ?\ght by f> m probable t ! affectionate relation%ips ( ,leon>do to ! "y m5 did n result 9 sexual activity4 ,nor %\ld "o attribute to him a high measure ( sexual activity4 ,! peculi>ity ( ?is emotional & sexual life view$ 9 connection ) ,leon>do's d\ble nature z an arti/ & inve/igator c be grasp$ only 9 "o way4 ,( ! biograph]s to :om psy*ological viewpo9ts are (t5 v =eign1 only "o1 ,edm4 ,solmi1 has to my k approa*$ ! solution ( ! riddle4 ,b a writ]1 ,dimitri ,s]gewits* ,m]ejk[ski1 :o select$ ,leon>do z ! h]o ( a great hi/orical novel has bas$ 8 del9eation on su* an und]/&+ ( ?is unusual man1 & if n 9 dry words he gave unmi/akable utt]ance 9 pla/ic expression 9 ! mann] ( a poet4#af ,solmi judges ,leon>do z foll[s3 ,b ! unrequit$ desire to und]/& ev]y?+ surr\nd+ him1 & ) cold reflection to discov] ! deepe/ secret ( ev]y?+ t is p]fect1 has condemn$ ,leon>do's works to rema9 =ev] unf9i%$4#ag ,9 an essay ( ! ,conf]5ze ,fior5t9e ! utt]ances ( ,leon>do are cit$1 :i* %[ 8 confession ( fai? & furni% ! key to 8 "*4 ,nessuna cosa si puo am>e ne odi>e1 se prima no si ha cognition di quella4#ah ,t is3 ,"o has no "r to love or to hate any?+ if "o has n acquir$ a ?or\gh k ( its nature4 ,& ! same is repeat$ by ,leon>do 9 a passage ( ! ,treaties on ! ,art ( ,pa9t+ :]e he seems to def5d himself aga9/ ! accusation ( irreligi\sness3 ,b su* c5sur]s might bett] rema9 sil5t4 ,= t action is ! mann] ( %[+ ! workma/] s _m wond]ful ?+s1 & ?is is ! way to love s great a discov]]4 ,=1 v]ily great love spr+s f great k ( ! belov$ object1 & if y little "k x y w be able to love x only little or n at all4#ai ,! value ( ^! utt]ances ( ,leon>do _c be f\nd 9 t !y imp>t to u an important psy*ological fact1 = :at !y ma9ta9 is obvi\sly false1 & ,leon>do mu/ h kn[n ?is z well z we d4 ,x is n true t p refra9 f lov+ or hat+ until !y h /udi$ & became famili> ) ! nature ( ! object to :om !y wi% to give ^! affects1 on ! contr>y !y love impulsively & are guid$ by emotional motives :i* h no?+ to d ) cognition & ^: affects are weak5$1 if any?+1 by ?\ght & reflection4 ,leon>do only c\ld h impli$ t ! love practic$ by p is n ( ! prop] & unobjectionable k9d1 "o %\ld s love z to hold back ! affect & to subject x to m5tal elaboration1 & only aft] x has /ood ! te/ ( ! intellect %\ld free play be giv5 to x4 ,& we !reby und]/& t he wi%es to tell u t ?is 0 ! case ) himself & t x w\ld be wor? ! ef=t ( ev]ybody else to treat love & hatr$ z he himself does4 ,& x seems t 9 8 case x 0 really s4 ,8 affects 7 controll$ & subject$ to ! inve/igation impulse1 he nei!r lov$ nor hat$1 b que/ion$ himself :5ce does t arise1 :i* he 0 to love or hate1 & :at does x signify1 & ?us he 0 at fir/ =c$ to appe> indiff]5t to good & evil1 to beauty & ugl9ess4 ,dur+ ?is "w ( inve/igation love & hatr$ ?rew (f _! designs & uni=mly *ang$ into intellectual int]e/4 ,z a matt] ( fact ,leon>do 0 n dispassionate1 he did n lack ! div9e sp>k :i* is ! m$iate or imm$iate motive p[]--il primo motore--( all human activity4 ,he only transmut$ 8 passion into inquisitiv5ess4 ,he !n appli$ himself to /udy ) t p]si/5ce1 /ead9ess1 & pr(undity :i* comes f passion1 & on ! height ( ! psy*ic "w1 aft] ! cognition 0 won1 he all[$ ! long *eck$ affect to break loose & to fl[ (f freely l a bran* ( a /ream1 aft] x has accompli%$ its "w4 ,at ! height ( 8 cognition :5 he c\ld exam9e a big "p ( ! :ole he 0 seiz$ ) a feel+ ( pa?os1 & 9 ec/atic words he prais$ ! gr&eur ( t "p ( creation :i* he /udi$1 or--9 religi\s cloak--! greatness ( ! creator4 ,solmi has correctly div9$ ?is process ( trans=mation 9 ,leon>do4 ,accord+ to ! quotation ( su* a passage1 9 :i* ,leon>do celebrat$ ! high] impulse ( nature 7,o mirabile necessita 444 7 he said3 ,tale trasfigurazione della sci5za della natura 9 emozione1 quasi direi1 religiosa1 e uno dei tratti c>att]i/ici de manoscritti v9ciani1 e si trova c5to e c5to volte espressa4444#bj ,leon>do 0 call$ ! ,italian ,fau/ on acc\nt ( 8 insatiable & indefatigable desire = inve/igation4 ,b ev5 if we disreg>d ! fact t x is ! possible retrans=mation ( ! desire = inve/igation into ! joys ( life :i* is presuppos$ 9 ! ,fau/ trag$y1 "o might v5ture to rem>k t ,leon>do's sy/em recalls ,sp9oza's mode ( ?9k+4 ,! trans=mation ( psy*ic motive p[] into ! diff]5t =ms ( activity is p]haps z little conv]tible )\t loss1 z 9 ! case ( physical p[]s4 ,leon>do's example tea*es h[ _m o!r ?+s "o mu/ foll[ up 9 ^! processes4 ,n to love be=e "o ga9s full k ( ! ?+ lov$ presupposes a delay :i* is h>mful4 ,:5 "o f9ally rea*es cognition he nei!r loves nor hates prop]ly2 "o rema9s beyond love & hatr$4 ,"o has inve/igat$ in/ead ( hav+ lov$4 ,x is p]haps = ?is reason t ,leon>do's life 0 s mu* poor] 9 love ?an ^? ( o!r great m5 & great arti/s4 ,! /orm+ passions ( ! s\l-/irr+ & consum+ k9d1 9 :i* o!rs exp]i5ce ! be/ "p ( _! lives1 seem to h miss$ him4 ,!re are /ill o!r consequ5ces :5 "o foll[s ,leon>do's dictum4 ,in/ead ( act+ & produc+ "o j inve/igates4 ,he :o beg9s to div9e ! gr&eur ( ! univ]se & its ne$s readily =gets 8 own insignificant self4 ,:5 "o is /ruck ) admiration & becomes truly humble he easily =gets t he himself is a "p ( t liv+ =ce1 & t accord+ to ! measure ( 8 own p]sonality he has ! "r to make an ef=t to *ange t de/9$ c\rse ( ! _w1 ! _w 9 :i* ! insignificant is no less wond]ful & important ?an ! great4 ,solmi ?9ks t ,leon>do's inve/igations />t$ ) 8 art1#ba he tri$ to inve/igate ! attributes & laws ( light1 ( color1 ( %ades & ( p]spective s z to be sure ( becom+ a ma/] 9 ! imitation ( nature & to be able to %[ ! way to o!rs4 ,x is probable t already at t "t he ov]e/imat$ ! value ( ?is k = ! arti/4 ,foll[+ ! guide-rope ( ! pa9t]'s ne$1 he 0 !n driv5 fur!r & fur!r to inve/igate ! objects ( ! art ( pa9t+1 su* z animals & plants1 & ! proportions ( ! human body1 & to foll[ ! pa? f _! ext]ior to _! int]ior /ructure & biological functions1 :i* really also express !mselves 9 _! appe>ance & %\ld be depict$ 9 art4 ,& f9ally he 0 pull$ along by ?is ov]:elm+ desire until ! connection 0 torn f ! dem&s ( 8 art1 s t he discov]$ ! g5]al laws ( me*anics & div9$ ! hi/ory ( ! /ratification & fossilization ( ! ,arno-valley1 until he c\ld ent] 9 8 book ) capital lett]s ! cognition3 ,il sole non si move 7,! sun does n move74 ,8 inve/igations 7 ?us ext5d$ ov] almo/ all realms ( natural sci5ce1 9 e "o ( :i* he 0 a discov]] or at lea/ a prophet or =]unn]4#bb ,h[ev]1 8 curiosity cont9u$ to be direct$ to ! out] _w1 some?+ kept him away f ! inve/igation ( ! psy*ic life ( m52 !re 0 little room = psy*ology 9 ! ,academia ,v9ciana1 = :i* he drew v arti/ic & v complicat$ emblems4 ,:5 he lat] made ! ef=t to return f 8 inve/igations to ! art f :i* he />t$ he felt t he 0 di/urb$ by ! new pa?s ( 8 int]e/ & by ! *ang$ nature ( 8 psy*ic "w4 ,9 ! picture he 0 int]e/$ above all 9 a problem1 & beh9d ?is "o he saw em]g+ num]\s o!r problems j z he 0 accu/om$ 9 ! endless & indet]m9able inve/igations ( natural hi/ory4 ,he 0 no long] able to limit 8 dem&s1 to isolate ! "w ( art1 & to te> x out f t great connection ( :i* he knew x =m$ "p4 ,aft] ! mo/ exhau/+ ef=ts to br+ to expression all t 0 9 him1 all t 0 connect$ ) x 9 8 ?\ghts1 he 0 =c$ to leave x unf9i%$1 or to decl>e x incomplete4 ,! arti/ _h once tak5 into 8 s]vice ! inve/igator to assi/ him1 n[ ! s]vant 0 /rong] & suppress$ 8 ma/]4 ,:5 we f9d 9 ! portrait ( a p]son "o s+le impulse v =cibly develop$1 z curiosity 9 ! case ( ,leon>do1 we look = ! explanation 9 a special con/itution1 conc]n+ its probable organic det]m9ation h>dly any?+ is kn[n4 ,our psy*oanalytic /udies ( n]v\s p lead u to look = two o!r expectations :i* we w\ld l to f9d v]ifi$ 9 e case4 ,we consid] x probable t ?is v =cible impulse 0 already active 9 ! e>lie/ *ildhood ( ! p]son1 & t its supreme sway 0 fix$ by infantile impressions2 & we fur!r assume t orig9ally x drew ^u sexual motive p[]s = its re5=cem5t s t x lat] c take ! place ( a "p ( ! sexual life4 ,su* p]son w\ld !n1 e4g41 inve/igate ) t passionate devotion :i* ano!r w\ld give to 8 love1 & he c\ld inve/igate in/ead ( lov+4 ,we w\ld v5ture ! conclusion ( a sexual re5=cem5t n only 9 ! impulse to inve/igate1 b also 9 mo/ o!r cases ( special int5sity ( an impulse4 ,obs]vation ( daily life %[s u t mo/ p]sons h ! capacity to direct a v tangible "p ( _! sexual motive p[]s to _! pr(essional or bus9ess activities4 ,! sexual impulse is p>ticul>ly suit$ to yield su* contributions because x is end[$ ) ! capacity ( sublimation1 i4e41 x has ! p[] to ex*ange its ne>e/ aim = o!rs ( high] value :i* are n sexual4 ,we consid] ?is process z prov$1 if ! hi/ory ( *ildhood or ! psy*ic developm5tal hi/ory ( a p]son %[s t 9 *ildhood ?is p[]ful impulse 0 9 ! s]vice ( ! sexual int]e/4 ,we consid] x a fur!r corroboration if ?is is sub/antiat$ by a /rik+ /unt+ 9 ! sexual life ( mature ye>s1 z if a "p ( ! sexual activity _h n[ be5 replac$ by ! activity ( ! pr$om9ant impulse4 ,! application ( ^! assumptions to ! case ( ! pr$om9ant inve/igation-impulse seems to be subject to special difficulties1 z "o is unwill+ to admit t ?is s]i\s impulse exi/s 9 *ildr5 or t *ildr5 %[ any notewor?y sexual int]e/4 ,h[ev]1 ^! difficulties are easily obviat$4 ,! untir+ pleasure 9 que/ion+ z se5 9 little *ildr5 demon/rates _! curiosity1 :i* is puzzl+ to ! gr[n-up1 z long z he does n und]/& t all ^! que/ions are only circumlocutions1 & t !y _c come to an end because !y replace only "o "q :i* ! *ild does n put4 ,:5 ! *ild becomes old] & ga9s m und]/&+ ?is manife/ation ( curiosity sudd5ly disappe>s4 ,b psy*oanalytic inve/igation gives u a full explanation 9 t x tea*es u t _m1 p]haps mo/ *ildr51 at lea/ ! mo/ gift$ ones1 g ?r\gh a p]iod beg9n+ ) ! ?ird ye>1 :i* may be designat$ z ! p]iod ( infantile sexual inve/igation4 ,z f> z we "k1 ! curiosity is n awak5$ spontane\sly 9 *ildr5 ( ?is age1 b is ar\s$ ?r\gh ! impression ( an important exp]i5ce1 ?r\gh ! bir? ( a little bro!r or si/]1 or ?r\gh fe> ( ! same endang]$ by "s outw>d exp]i5ce1 :]e9 ! *ild sees a dang] to 8 egoti/ic int]e/s4 ,! inve/igation directs itself to ! "q :5ce *ildr5 come1 z if ! *ild 7 look+ = means to gu>d aga9/ su* undesir$ ev5t4 ,we 7 a/oni%$ to f9d t ! *ild refuses to give cr$5ce to ! in=mation imp>t$ to x1 e4g41 x en]getically rejects ! my?ological & s +5i\s /ork-fable1 we 7 a/oni%$ to f9d t its psy*ic indep5d5ce dates f ?is act ( disbelief1 t x (t5 feels itself at s]i\s v>iance ) ! gr[n-ups1 & nev] =gives !m = hav+ be5 deceiv$ ( ! tru? on ?is occasion4 ,x inve/igates 9 its own way1 x div9es t ! *ild is 9 ! "m's womb1 & guid$ by ! feel+s ( its own sexuality1 x =mulates = itself !ories ab\t ! orig9 ( *ildr5 f food1 ab\t be+ born ?r\gh ! b[els1 ab\t ! role ( ! fa!r :i* is difficult to fa?om1 & ev5 at t "t x has a vague conception ( ! sexual act :i* appe>s to ! *ild z some?+ ho/ile1 z some?+ viol5t4 ,b z its own sexual con/itution is n yet equal to ! task ( produc+ *ildr51 8 inve/igation :5ce come *ildr5 mu/ also run agr\nd & mu/ be left 9 ! lur* z unf9i%$4 ,! impression ( ?is failure at ! fir/ attempt ( intellectual indep5d5ce seems to be ( a p]sev]+ & pr(\ndly depress+ nature4#bc ,if ! p]iod ( infantile sexual inve/igation comes to an end ?r\gh an impetus ( en]getic sexual repression1 ! e>ly association ) sexual int]e/ may result 9 ?ree diff]5t possibilities = ! future fate ( ! inve/igation impulse4 ,! inve/igation ei!r %>es ! fate ( ! sexuality1 ! curiosity h5ce=? rema9s inhibit$ & ! free activity ( intellig5ce may become n>r[$ = life2 ?is is especially made possible by ! p[]ful religi\s inhibition ( ?\ght1 :i* is br\ght ab\t %ortly h]eaft] ?r\gh education4 ,?is is ! type ( neurotic inhibition4 ,we "k well t ! s acquir$ m5tal weakness furni%es effective support = ! outbreak ( a neurotic disease4 ,9 a second type ! intellectual developm5t is suffici5tly /rong to )/& ! sexual repression pull+ at x4 ,sometimes aft] ! disappe>ance ( ! infantile sexual inve/igation1 x (f]s its support to ! old association 9 ord] to elude ! sexual repression1 & ! suppress$ sexual inve/igation comes back f ! unconsci\s z compulsive reason+1 x is naturally di/ort$ & n free1 b =ceful en\gh to sexualize ev5 ?\ght itself & to acc5tuate ! intellectual op]ations ) ! pleasure & fe> ( ! actual sexual processes4 ,"h ! inve/igation becomes sexual activity & (t5 exclusively s1 ! feel+ ( settl+ ! problem & ( expla9+ ?+s 9 ! m9d is put 9 place ( sexual gratification4 ,b ! indet]m9ate "* ( ! infantile inve/igation repeats itself also 9 ! fact t ?is reason+ nev] ends1 & t ! desir$ intellectual feel+ ( ! solution con/antly rec$es into ! di/ance4 ,by virtue ( a special disposition ! ?ird1 :i* is ! mo/ r>e & mo/ p]fect type1 escapes ! inhibition ( ?\ght & ! compulsive reason+4 ,also "h sexual repression takes place1 x is unable1 h[ev]1 to direct a p>tial impulse ( ! sexual pleasure into ! unconsci\s1 b ! libido )draws f ! fate ( ! repression by be+ sublimat$ f ! beg9n+ into curiosity1 & by re5=c+ ! p[]ful inve/igation impulse4 ,"h1 too1 ! inve/igation becomes m or less compulsive & a sub/itute ( ! sexual activity1 b ow+ to ! absolute diff]5ce ( ! psy*ic process beh9d x 7sublimation 9 place ( ! em]g5ce f ! unconsci\s7 ! "* ( ! neurosis does n manife/ itself1 ! subjection to ! orig9al complexes ( ! infantile sexual inve/igation disappe>s1 & ! impulse c freely put itself 9 ! s]vice ( ! intellectual int]e/4 ,x takes acc\nt ( ! sexual repression :i* made x s /rong 9 contribut+ to x sublimat$ libido1 by avoid+ all occupation ) sexual !mes4 ,9 m5tion+ ! concurr5ce 9 ,leon>do ( ! p[]ful inve/igation impulse ) ! /unt+ ( 8 sexual life :i* 0 limit$ to ! s-call$ ideal homosexuality1 we feel incl9$ to consid] him z a model example ( our ?ird type4 ,! mo/ ess5tial po9t ( 8 "* & ! secret ( x seems to lie 9 ! fact1 t aft] utiliz+ ! infantile activity ( curiosity 9 ! s]vice ( sexual int]e/ he 0 able to sublimate ! great] "p ( 8 libido into ! impulse ( inve/igation4 ,b to be sure ! pro( ( ?is conception is n easy to produce4 ,to d ?is we w\ld h to h an insight into ! psy*ic developm5t ( 8 fir/ *ildhood ye>s1 & x seems fooli% to hope = su* mat]ial :5 ! reports conc]n+ 8 life are s meag] & s unc]ta92 & moreov]1 :5 we deal ) in=mation :i* ev5 p]sons ( our own g5]ation )draw f ! att5tion ( ! obs]v]4 ,we "k v little conc]n+ ,leon>do's y\?4 ,he 0 born 9 #adeb 9 ! little city ( ,v9ci betwe5 ,flor5ce & ,empoli2 he 0 an illegitimate *ild :i* 0 surely n consid]$ a great popul> /a9 9 t "t4 ,8 fa!r 0 ,s] ,pi]o da ,v9ci1 a not>y & desc5dant ( not>ies & f>m]s1 :o took _! "n f ! place ,v9ci2 8 "m1 a c]ta9 ,cat]9a1 probably a peasant girl1 :o lat] m>ri$ ano!r native ( ,v9ci4 ,no?+ else ab\t 8 "m appe>s 9 ! life hi/ory ( ,leon>do1 only ! writ] ,m]ejk[ski believ$ to h f\nd "s traces ( h]4 ,! only def9ite in=mation ab\t ,leon>do's *ildhood is furni%$ by a legal docum5t f ! ye> #adeg1 a regi/] ( assessm5t 9 :i* ,v9ci ,leon>do is m5tion$ among ! memb]s ( ! family z a five-ye>-old illegitimate *ild ( ,s] ,pi]o4#bd ,z ! m>riage ( ,s] ,pi]o ) ,donna ,albi]a rema9$ *ildless ! little ,leon>do c\ld be br\ght up 9 8 fa!r's h\se4 ,he did n leave ?is h\se until he ent]$ z appr5tice--x is n kn[n :at ye>--9 ! /udio ( ,&rea del ,v]roc*io4 ,9 #adgb ,leon>do's "n c\ld already be f\nd 9 ! regi/] ( ! memb]s ( ! ,compagnia dei ,pittori4 ,t is all4 ,,ii ,z f> z ,i "k ,leon>do only once int]sp]s$ 9 8 sci5tific descriptions a communication f 8 *ildhood4 ,9 a passage :]e he speaks ab\t ! flight ( ! vulture1 he sudd5ly int]rupts himself 9 ord] to foll[ up a memory f v e>ly ye>s :i* came to 8 m9d4 ,x seems t x _h be5 de/9$ be=e t ,i %\ld occupy myself s ?or\ghly ) ! vulture1 = x comes to my m9d z a v e>ly memory1 :5 ,i 0 /ill 9 ! cradle1 a vulture came d[n to me1 he op5$ my m\? ) 8 tail & /ruck me a few times ) 8 tail aga9/ my lips4#be ,we h "h an infantile memory & to be sure ( ! /range/ sort4 ,x is /range on acc\nt ( its cont5t & acc\nt ( ! "t ( life 9 :i* x 0 fix$4 ,t a p]son c\ld reta9 a memory ( ! nurs+ p]iod is p]haps n impossible1 b x c 9 no way be tak5 z c]ta94 ,b :at ?is memory ( ,leon>do /ates1 namely1 t a vulture op5$ ! *ild's m\? ) its tail1 s\nds s improbable1 s fabul\s1 t ano!r conception :i* puts an end to ! two difficulties ) "o /roke appeals mu* m to our judgm5t4 ,! sc5e ( ! vulture is n a memory ( ,leon>do1 b a phantasy :i* he =m$ lat]1 & transf]r$ into 8 *ildhood4 ,! *ildhood memories ( p]sons (t5 h no diff]5t orig91 z a matt] ( fact1 !y are n fixat$ f an exp]i5ce l ! consci\s memories f ! "t ( maturity & !n repeat$1 b !y are n produc$ until a lat] p]iod :5 *ildhood is already pa/1 !y are !n *ang$ & disguis$ & put 9 ! s]vice ( lat] t5d5cies1 s t 9 g5]al !y _c be /rictly diff]5tiat$ f phantasies4 ,_! nature w p]haps be be/ und]/ood by recall+ ! mann] 9 :i* hi/ory writ+ orig9at$ among anci5t nations4 ,z long z ! nation 0 small & weak x gave no ?\ght to ! writ+ ( its hi/ory1 x till$ ! soil ( its l&1 def5d$ its exi/5ce aga9/ its neighbors by seek+ to wre/ l& f !m & endeavor$ to become ri*4 ,x 0 a h]oic b unhi/oric "t4 ,!n came ano!r age1 a p]iod ( self-realization 9 :i* "o felt ri* & p[]ful1 & x 0 !n t "o exp]i5c$ ! ne$ to discov] :5ce "o orig9at$ & h[ "o develop$4 ,! hi/ory-writ+ :i* !n cont9ues to regi/] ! pres5t ev5ts ?r[s also its backw>d glance to ! pa/1 x ga!rs traditions & leg5ds1 x int]prets :at surviv$ f old5 times into cu/oms & uses1 & ?us creates a hi/ory ( pa/ ages4 ,x is q natural t ?is hi/ory ( ! pa/ ages is m ! expressions ( op9ions & desires ( ! pres5t ?an a fai?ful picture ( ! pa/1 = _m a ?+ escap$ ! p's memory1 o!r ?+s became di/ort$1 "s trace ( ! pa/ 0 misund]/ood & int]pret$ 9 ! s5se ( ! pres5t2 & besides "o does n write hi/ory ?r\gh motives ( objective curiosity1 b because "o desires to impress 8 contempor>ies1 to /imulate & extol !m1 or to hold ! mirror be=e !m4 ,! consci\s memory ( a p]son conc]n+ ! exp]i5ces ( 8 maturity may n[ be fully comp>$ to t ( hi/ory writ+1 & 8 infantile memories1 z f> z _! orig9 & reliability are conc]n$ w actually correspond to ! hi/ory ( ! primitive p]iod ( a p :i* 0 compil$ lat] ) purposive int5t4 ,n[ "o may ?9k t if ,leon>do's /ory ( ! vulture :i* visit$ him 9 8 cradle is only a phantasy ( lat] bir?1 x is h>dly wor? :ile giv+ m "t to x4 ,"o c\ld easily expla9 x by 8 op5ly av[$ incl9ation to occupy himself ) ! problem ( ! flight ( ! bird :i* w\ld l5d to ?is phantasy an air ( pr$et]m9$ fate4 ,b ) ?is depreciation "o commits z great an inju/ice z if "o w\ld simply ignore ! mat]ial ( leg5ds1 traditions1 & int]pretations 9 ! primitive hi/ory ( a p4 ,not)/&+ all di/ortions & misund]/&+s to ! contr>y !y /ill repres5t ! reality ( ! pa/2 !y repres5t :at ! p =m$ out ( ! exp]i5ces ( its pa/ age "u ! dom9ation ( once p[]ful & to-day /ill effective motives1 & if ^! di/ortions c\ld be unravel$ ?r\gh ! k ( all effective =ces1 "o w\ld surely discov] ! hi/oric tru? "u ?is leg5d>y mat]ial4 ,! same holds true = ! infantile rem9isc5ces or = ! phantasies ( individuals4 ,:at a p]son ?9ks he recalls f 8 *ildhood1 is n ( an indiff]5t nature4 ,z a rule ! memory remnants1 :i* he himself does n und]/&1 conceal invaluable evid5ces ( ! mo/ important features ( 8 psy*ic developm5t4 ,z ! psy*oanalytic te*nique af=ds u excell5t means = br++ to light ?is conceal$ mat]ial1 we %all v5ture ! attempt to fill ! gaps 9 ! hi/ory ( ,leon>do's life ?r\gh ! analysis ( 8 infantile phantasy4 ,& if we %\ld n atta9 a satisfactory degree ( c]ta9ty1 we w h to console ourselves ) ! fact t s _m o!r inve/igations ab\t ?is great & my/]i\s man h met no bett] fate4 ,:5 we exam9e ,leon>do's vulture-phantasy ) ! eyes ( a psy*oanaly/ !n x does n seem /range v long2 we recall t we h (t5 f\nd simil> /ructures 9 dreams1 s t we may v5ture to translate ?is phantasy f its /range language into words t are univ]sally und]/ood4 ,! translation !n foll[s an erotic direction4 ,tail1 coda1 is "o ( ! mo/ famili> symbols1 z well z a sub/itutive designation ( ! male memb] :i* is no less true 9 ,italian ?an 9 o!r languages4 ,! situation conta9$ 9 ! phantasy1 t a vulture op5$ ! m\? ( ! *ild & =cefully belabor$ x ) its tail1 corresponds to ! idea ( fellatio1 a sexual act 9 :i* ! memb] is plac$ into ! m\? ( ! o!r p]son4 ,/rangely en\gh ?is phantasy is altoge!r ( a passive "*2 x resembles c]ta9 dreams & phantasies ( wom5 & ( passive homosexuals :o play ! fem99e "p 9 sexual relations4 ,let ! read] be pati5t = a :ile & n fl>e up ) indignation & refuse to foll[ psy*oanalysis because 9 its v fir/ applications x leads to an unp>donable sl&] ( ! memory ( a great & pure man4 ,= x is q c]ta9 t ?is indignation w nev] solve = u ! mean+ ( ,leon>do's *ildhood phantasy2 on ! o!r h&1 ,leon>do has unequivocally ackn[l$g$ ?is phantasy1 & we %all !re=e n rel9qui% ! expectation--or if y pref] ! preconception--t l e psy*ic production su* z dreams1 visions & deliria ?is phantasy1 too1 mu/ h "s mean+4 ,let u !re=e l5d our unprejudic$ e>s = a :ile to psy*oanalytic "w :i* aft] all has n yet utt]$ ! la/ ^w4 ,! desire to take ! male memb] into ! m\? & suck x1 :i* is consid]$ z "o ( ! mo/ disgu/+ ( sexual p]v]sions1 is nev]!less a frequ5t occurr5ce among ! wom5 ( our "t--& z %[n 9 old sculptures 0 ! same 9 e>li] times--& 9 ! /ate ( be+ 9 love seems to lose entirely its disgu/+ "*4 ,! physician enc\nt]s phantasies bas$ on ?is desire1 ev5 9 wom5 :o did n come to ! k ( ! possibility ( su* sexual gratification by read+ ,v4 ,krafft-,eb+'s ,psy*opa?ia ,sexualis or ?r\gh o!r in=mation4 ,x seems t x is q easy = ! wom5 !mselves to produce su* wi%-phantasies4#bf ,inve/igation !n tea*es u t ?is situation1 s =cibly condemn$ by cu/om1 may be trac$ to ! mo/ h>mless orig94 ,x is no?+ b ! elaboration ( ano!r situation 9 :i* we all once felt com=t1 namely1 :5 we 7 9 ! suckl+-age 7:5 ,i 0 /ill 9 ! cradle7 & took ! nipple ( our "m's or wet-nurse's brea/ into our m\? to suck x4 ,! organic impression ( ?is fir/ pleasure 9 our lives surely rema9s indelibly impregnat$2 :5 ! *ild lat] le>ns to "k ! udd] ( ! c[1 :i* 9 function is a brea/-nipple1 b 9 %ape & 9 position on ! abdom5 resembles ! p5is1 x obta9s ! prim>y basis = ! lat] =mation ( t disgu/+ sexual phantasy4 ,we n[ und]/& :y ,leon>do displac$ ! memory ( ! suppos$ exp]i5ce ) ! vulture to 8 nurs+ p]iod4 ,?is phantasy conceals no?+ m or less ?an a rem9isc5ce ( nurs+--or be+ nurs$--at ! "m's brea/1 a sc5e bo? human & beautiful1 :i* he z well z o!r arti/s und]took to depict ) ! bru% 9 ! =m ( ! "m ( ,god & h] *ild4 ,at all ev5ts1 we also wi% to ma9ta91 some?+ we d n z yet und]/&1 t ?is rem9isc5ce1 equally significant = bo? sexes1 0 elaborat$ 9 ! man ,leon>do into a passive homosexual phantasy4 ,= ! pres5t we %all n take up ! "q z to :at connection !re is betwe5 homosexuality & suckl+ at ! "m's brea/1 we m]ely wi% to recall t tradition actually designates ,leon>do z a p]son ( homosexual feel+s4 ,9 consid]+ ?is1 x makes no diff]5ce :e!r t accusation aga9/ ! y\? ,leon>do 0 ju/ifi$ or n4 ,x is n ! real activity b ! nature ( ! feel+ :i* causes u to decide :e!r to attribute to "s "o ! *>act]i/ic ( homosexuality4 ,ano!r incompreh5sible feature ( ,leon>do's infantile phantasy next claims our int]e/4 ,we int]pret ! phantasy ( be+ wet-nurs$ by ! "m & f9d t ! "m is replac$ by a vulture4 ,:]e does ?is vulture orig9ate & h[ does he come into ?is place8 ,a ?\ght n[ obtrudes itself :i* seems s remote t "o is tempt$ to ignore x4 ,9 ! sacr$ hi]oglyphics ( ! old ,egyptians ! "m is repres5t$ by ! picture ( ! vulture4#bg ,^! ,egyptians also wor%ip$ a mo!rly deity1 ^: head 0 vulture l1 or :o _h _m heads ( :i* at lea/ "o or two 0 t ( a vulture4#bh ,! "n ( ?is goddess 0 pron\nc$ ,mut2 we may "q :e!r ! s\nd simil>ity to our ^w "m 7,mutt]7 is only accid5tal8 ,s ! vulture really has "s connection ) ! "m1 b ( :at help is t to u8 ,h we a "r to attribute ?is k to ,leon>do :5 ,francois ,*ampollion fir/ succe$$ 9 read+ hi]oglyphics betwe5 #agij-ahcb8bi ,x w\ld also be int]e/+ to discov] 9 :at way ! old ,egyptians came to *oose ! vulture z a symbol ( mo!rhood4 ,z a matt] ( fact ! religion & culture ( ,egyptians 7 subjects ( sci5tific int]e/ ev5 to ! ,greeks & ,romans1 & long be=e we ourselves 7 able to read ! ,egyptian monum5ts we _h at our disposal "s communications ab\t !m f pres]v$ works ( classical antiquity4 ,"s ( ^! writ+s belong$ to famili> au?ors l ,/rabo1 ,plut>*1 ,am9ianus ,m>cellus1 & "s be> unfamili> names & are unc]ta9 z to orig9 & "t1 l ! hi]oglyphica ( ,horapollo ,nilus1 & l ! traditional book ( ori5tal prie/ly wisdom be>+ ! godly "n ,h]mes ,trismegi/os4 ,f ^! s\rces we le>n t ! vulture 0 a symbol ( mo!rhood because x 0 ?\ght t ?is species ( birds _h only female vultures & no males4#cj ,! natural hi/ory ( ! anci5ts %[s a c\nt]p>t to ?is limitation among ! sc>ebaeus beetles :i* 7 rev]$ by ! ,egyptians z godly1 no females 7 suppos$ to exi/4#ca ,b h[ does impregnation take place 9 vultures if only females exi/8 ,?is is fully answ]$ 9 a passage ( ,horapollo4#cb ,at a c]ta9 "t ^! birds /op 9 ! mid/ ( _! flight1 op5 _! vag9a & are impregnat$ by ! w9d4 ,unexpect$ly we h n[ rea*$ a po9t :]e we c take some?+ z q probable :i* only %ortly be=e we _h to reject z absurd4 ,x is q possible t ,leon>do 0 well acqua9t$ ) ! sci5tific fable1 accord+ to :i* ! ,egyptians repres5t$ ! idea ( "m ) ! picture ( ! vulture4 ,he 0 an omnivor\s read] ^: int]e/ compris$ all sph]es ( lit]ature & k4 ,9 ! ,codex ,atlanticus we f9d an index ( all books :i* he possess$ at a c]ta9 "t1#cc z well z num]\s notices ab\t o!r books :i* he borr[$ f fri5ds1 & accord+ to ! exc]pts :i* ,fr4 ,ri*t]#cd compil$ f 8 draw+s we c h>dly ov]e/imate ! ext5t ( 8 read+4 ,among ^! books !re 0 no lack ( old] z well z contempor>y works treat+ ( natural hi/ory4 ,all ^! books 7 already 9 pr9t at t "t1 & x s happ5s t ,milan 0 ! pr9cipal place ( ! "y art ( book pr9t+ 9 ,italy4 ,:5 we proce$ fur!r we come ^u a communication :i* may raise to a c]ta9ty ! probability t ,leon>do knew ! vulture fable4 ,! erudite editor & comm5tator ( ,horapollo rem>k$ 9 connection ) ! text 7p4 #agb7 cit$ be=e3 ,caet]um hanc fabulam de vulturibus cupide amplexi sunt ,patres ,ecclesia/ici1 ut ita argum5to ex r]um natura petito refut>5t eos1 qui ,virg9is p>tum negabant2 itaque apud omnes f]e hujus rei m5tio occurit4 ,h5ce ! fable ( ! monosexuality & ! conception ( ! vulture by no means rema9$ z an indiff]5t anecdote z 9 ! case ( ! analog\s fable ( ! sc>ebaeus beetles2 t *ur* fa!rs ma/]$ x 9 ord] to h x ready z an argum5t f natural hi/ory aga9/ ^? :o d\bt$ ! sacr$ hi/ory4 ,if accord+ ! be/ in=mation f antiquity ! vultures 7 direct$ to let !mselves be impregnat$ by ! w9d1 :y %\ld ! same ?+ n h happ5$ ev5 once 9 a human female8 ,on acc\nt ( ?is use ! *ur* fa!rs 7 almo/ all 9 ! habit ( relat+ ?is vulture fable1 & n[ x c h>dly rema9 d\btful t x also became kn[n to ,leon>do ?r\gh s p[]ful a s\rce4 ,! orig9 ( ,leon>do's vulture phantasy c be conceiv$ 9 ! foll[+ mann]3 ,:ile read+ 9 ! writ+s ( a *ur* fa!r or 9 a book on natural sci5ce t ! vultures are all females & t !y "k to procreate )\t ! cooep]ation ( a male1 a memory em]g$ 9 him :i* became trans=m$ into t phantasy1 b :i* meant to say t he also _h be5 su* a vulture *ild1 :i* _h a "m b no fa!r4 ,an e*o ( pleasure :i* he exp]i5c$ at 8 "m's brea/ 0 add$ to ?is 9 ! mann] z s old impressions alone c manife/ !mselves4 ,! allusion to ! idea ( ! holy virg9 ) ! *ild1 =m$ by ! au?ors1 :i* is s de> to e arti/1 mu/ h contribut$ to x to make ?is phantasy seem to him valuable & important4 ,= ?is help$ him to id5tify himself ) ! ,*ri/ *ild1 ! com=t] & savior ( n alone ?is "o woman4 ,:5 we break up an infantile phantasy we /rive to sep>ate ! real memory cont5t f ! lat] motives :i* modify & di/ort ! same4 ,9 ! case ( ,leon>do we n[ ?9k t we "k ! real cont5t ( ! phantasy4 ,! replacem5t ( ! "m by ! vulture indicates t ! *ild miss$ ! fa!r & felt himself alone ) 8 "m4 ,! fact ( ,leon>do's illegitimate bir? fits 9 ) 8 vulture phantasy2 only on acc\nt ( x 0 he able to comp>e himself ) a vulture *ild4 ,b we h discov]$ z ! next def9ite fact f 8 y\? t at ! age ( five ye>s he _h already be5 receiv$ 9 8 fa!r's home2 :5 ?is took place1 :e!r a few mon?s foll[+ 8 bir?1 or a few weeks be=e ! tak+ ( ! assessm5t ( taxes1 is entirely unkn[n to u4 ,! int]pretation ( ! vulture phantasy !n /eps 9 & wants to tell u t ,leon>do did n sp5d ! fir/ decisive ye>s ( 8 life ) 8 fa!r & 8 /ep-"m b ) 8 poor1 =sak51 real "m1 s t he _h "t to miss 8 fa!r4 ,?is /ill seems to be a r meag] & r d>+ result ( ! psy*oanalytic ef=t1 b on fur!r reflection x w ga9 9 significance4 ,c]ta9ty w be promot$ by m5tion+ ! actual relations 9 ,leon>do's *ildhood4 ,accord+ to ! reports1 8 fa!r ,s] ,pi]o da ,v9ci m>ri$ ! prom95t ,donna ,albi]a dur+ ! ye> ( ,leon>do's bir?2 x 0 to ! *ildlessness ( ?is m>riage t ! boy ow$ 8 legaliz$ reception into 8 fa!r's or r gr&fa!r's h\se dur+ 8 fif? ye>4 ,h[ev]1 x is n cu/om>y to (f] an illegitimate (fspr+ to a "y woman's c>e at ! beg9n+ ( m>riage :5 %e is /ill expect+ to be bless$ ) *ildr54 ,ye>s ( disappo9tm5t mu/ h elaps$ be=e x 0 decid$ to adopt ! probably h&somely develop$ illegitimate *ild z a comp5sation = legitimate *ildr5 :o 7 va9ly hop$ =4 ,x h>monizes be/ ) ! int]pretation ( ! vulture-phantasy1 if at lea/ ?ree ye>s or p]haps five ye>s ( ,leon>do's life _h elaps$ be=e he *ang$ f 8 lonely "m to 8 fa!r's home4 ,b !n x _h already become too late4 ,9 ! fir/ ?ree or f\r ye>s ( life impressions are fix$ & modes ( reactions are =m$ t[>ds ! out] _w :i* c nev] be robb$ ( _! importance by any lat] exp]i5ces4 ,if x is true t ! incompreh5sible *ildhood rem9isc5ces & ! p]son's phantasies bas$ on !m always br+ out ! mo/ significant ( 8 psy*ic developm5t1 !n ! fact corroborat$ by ! vulture phantasy1 t ,leon>do pass$ ! fir/ ye>s ( 8 life alone ) 8 "m mu/ h be5 a mo/ decisive influ5ce on ! =mation ( 8 inn] life4 ,"u ! effect ( ?is con/ellation x c\ld n h be5 o!rwise ?an t ! *ild :i* 9 8 "y life enc\nt]$ "o problem m ?an o!r *ildr51 %\ld h begun to pond] v passionately ov] ?is riddle & ?us %\ld h become an inve/igator e>ly 9 life4 ,= he 0 tortur$ by ! great que/ions :]e d *ildr5 come f & :at has ! fa!r to d ) _! orig94 ,! vague k ( ?is connection betwe5 8 inve/igation & 8 *ildhood hi/ory has lat] drawn f him ! exclamation t x 0 de/9$ t he %\ld deeply occupy himself ) ! problem ( ! bird's flight1 = already 9 8 cradle he _h be5 visit$ by a vulture4 ,to trace ! curiosity :i* is direct$ to ! flight ( ! bird to ! infantile sexual inve/igation w be a lat] task :i* w n be difficult to accompli%4 ,,iii ,! elem5t ( ! vulture repres5ts to u ! real memory cont5t 9 ,leon>do's *ildhood phantasy2 ! association into :i* ,leon>do himself plac$ 8 phantasy ?rew a bright light on ! importance ( ?is cont5t = 8 lat] life4 ,9 cont9u+ ! "w ( int]pretation we n[ enc\nt] ! /range problem :y ?is memory cont5t 0 elaborat$ into a homosexual situation4 ,! "m :o nurs$ ! *ild1 or r f :om ! *ild suckl$ 0 trans=m$ into a vulture :i* /uck its tail into ! *ild's m\?4 ,we ma9ta9 t ! coda 7tail7 ( ! vulture1 foll[+ ! common sub/itut+ usages ( language1 _c signify any?+ else b a male g5ital or p5is4 ,b we d n und]/& h[ ! phanta/ic activity came to furni% precisely ?is mat]nal bird ) ! m>k ( mascul9ity1 & 9 view ( ?is absurdity we become confus$ at ! possibility ( r$uc+ ?is phanta/ic /ructure to rational s5se4 ,h[ev]1 we mu/ n despair4 ,h[ _m seem+ly absurd dreams h we n =c$ to give up _! s5se6 ,:y %\ld x become m difficult to accompli% ?is 9 a *ildhood phantasy ?an 9 a dream6 ,let u rememb] ! fact t x is n good to f9d "o isolat$ peculi>ity1 & let u ha/5 to add ano!r to x :i* is /ill m /rik+4 ,! vulture-head$ goddess ,mut ( ! ,egyptians1 a figure ( altoge!r imp]sonal "*1 z express$ by ,drexel 9 ,ros*]'s lexicon1 0 (t5 fus$ ) o!r mat]nal deities ( liv+ individuality l ,isis & ,ha?or1 b %e reta9$ besides h] sep>ate exi/5ce & rev]5ce4 ,x 0 especially *>act]i/ic ( ! ,egyptian pan!on t ! individual gods did n p]i% 9 ?is amalgamation4 ,besides ! composition ( deities ! simple div9e image rema9$ 9 h] indep5d5ce4 ,9 mo/ repres5tations ! vulture-head$ mat]nal deity 0 =m$ by ! ,egyptians 9 a phallic mann]1#ce h] body :i* 0 di/+ui%$ z fem99e by its brea/s also bore ! mascul9e memb] 9 a /ate ( erection4 ,! goddess ,mut ?us ev9c$ ! same union ( mat]nal & pat]nal *>act]i/ics z 9 ,leon>do's vulture phantasy4 ,%\ld we expla9 ?is concurr5ce by ! assumption t ,leon>do knew f /udy+ 8 book ! &rogyn\s nature ( ! mat]nal vulture8 ,su* possibility is m ?an que/ionable2 x seems t ! s\rces accessible to him conta9$ no?+ ( rem>kable det]m9ation4 ,x is m likely t "h z !re ! agreem5t is to be trac$ to a common1 effective & unkn[n motive4 ,my?ology c tea* u t ! &rogyn\s =mation1 ! union ( mascul9e & fem99e sex *>act]i/ics1 did n belong to ! goddess ,mut alone b also to o!r deities su* z ,isis & ,ha?or1 b 9 ! latt] p]haps only ins(> z !y possess$ also a mo!rly nature & became fus$ ) ! goddess ,mut4#cf ,x tea*es u fur!r t o!r ,egyptian deities su* z ,nei? ( ,sais out ( :om ! ,greek ,a!ne 0 lat] =m$1 7 orig9ally conceiv$ z &rogyn\s or dih]maphroditic1 & t ! same held true = _m ( ! ,greek gods1 especially ( ! ,dionysian circle1 z well z = ,aphrodite :o 0 lat] re/rict$ to a fem99e love deity4 ,my?ology may also (f] ! explanation t ! phallus :i* 0 add$ to ! fem99e body 0 meant to d5ote ! creative primitive =ce ( nature1 & t all ^! h]maphroditic dei/ic =mations express ! idea t only a union ( ! mascul9e & fem99e elem5ts c result 9 a wor?y repres5tation ( div9e p]fection4 ,b none ( ^! obs]vations expla9 ! psy*ological riddle1 namely1 t ! phantasy ( m5 takes no (f5se at ! fact t a figure :i* 0 to embody ! ess5ce ( ! "m %\ld be provid$ ) ! m>k ( ! mascul9e p[] :i* is ! opposite ( mo!rhood4 ,! explanation comes f ! infantile sexual !ories4 ,!re really 0 a "t 9 :i* ! male g5ital 0 f\nd to be compatible ) ! repres5tation ( ! "m4 ,:5 ! male *ild fir/ directs 8 curiosity to ! riddle ( ! sexual life1 he is dom9at$ by ! int]e/ = 8 own g5itals4 ,he f9ds ?is "p ( ! body too valuable & too important to believe t x w\ld be miss+ 9 o!r p]sons to :om he feels su* a resemblance4 ,z he _c div9e t !re is /ill ano!r equally valuable type ( g5ital =mation he mu/ grasp ! assumption t all p]sons1 also wom51 possess su* a memb] z he4 ,?is preconception is s firm 9 ! y\?ful inve/igator t x is n de/roy$ ev5 by ! fir/ obs]vation ( ! g5itals 9 little girls4 ,8 p]ception naturally tells him t !re is some?+ diff]5t "h ?an 9 him1 b he is unable to admit to himself z ! cont5t ( ?is p]ception t he _c f9d ?is memb] 9 girls4 ,t ?is memb] may be miss+ is to him a dismal & unbe>able ?\ght1 & he !re=e seeks to reconcile x by decid+ t x also exi/s 9 girls b x is /ill v small & t x w gr[ lat]4#cg ,if ?is expectation does n appe> to be fulfill$ on lat] obs]vation he has at 8 disposal ano!r way ( escape4 ,! memb] also exi/$ 9 ! little girl b x 0 cut (f & on its place !re rema9$ a w\nd4 ,?is progress ( ! !ory already makes use ( 8 own pa9ful exp]i5ce2 he 0 ?reat5$ 9 ! meantime t ?is important organ w be tak5 away f him if x w =m too mu* ( an int]e/ = 8 occupation4 ,"u ! influ5ce ( ?is ?reat ( ca/ration he n[ int]prets 8 conception ( ! female g5ital1 h5ce=? he w tremble = 8 mascul9ity1 b at ! same "t he w look ) contempt ^u ^? unhappy creatures ^u :om1 9 8 op9ion1 ?is cruel puni%m5t _h already be5 visit$4 ,be=e ! *ild came "u ! dom9ation ( ! ca/ration complex1 at ! "t :5 he /ill held ! woman at h] full value1 he began to manife/ an int5sive desire to look z an erotic activity ( 8 impulse4 ,he wi%$ to see ! g5itals ( o!r p]sons1 orig9ally probably because he wi%$ to comp>e !m ) 8 own4 ,! erotic attraction :i* emanat$ f ! p]son ( 8 "m soon rea*$ its height 9 ! long+ to see h] g5ital :i* he believ$ to be a p5is4 ,) ! cognition acquir$ only lat] t ! woman has no p5is1 ?is long+ (t5 becomes trans=m$ into its opposite & gives place to disgu/1 :i* 9 ! ye>s ( pub]ty may become ! cause ( psy*ic impot5ce1 ( misogyny & ( la/+ homosexuality4 ,b ! fixation on ! once s vividly desir$ object1 ! p5is ( ! woman1 leaves in]adicable traces 9 ! psy*ic life ( ! *ild1 :i* has gone ?r\gh t fragm5t ( infantile sexual inve/igation ) p>ticul> ?or\ghness4 ,! feti*-l rev]5ce = ! fem99e foot & %oe seems to take ! foot only z a sub/itutive symbol = ! once rev]$ & s9ce !n miss$ memb] ( ! woman4 ,! braid-sla%]s )\t kn[+ x play ! "p ( p]sons :o p]=m ! act ( ca/ration on ! female g5ital4 ,"o w n ga9 any correct und]/&+ ( ! activities ( ! infantile sexuality & probably w consid] ^! communications unwor?y ( belief1 z long z "o does n rel9qui% ! attitude ( our cultural depreciation ( ! g5itals & ( ! sexual functions 9 g5]al4 ,to und]/& ! infantile psy*ic life "o has to look to analogies f primitive times4 ,= a long s]ies ( g5]ations we h be5 9 ! habit ( consid]+ ! g5itals or pud5da z objects ( %ame1 & 9 ! case ( m successful sexual repression z objects ( disgu/4 ,! majority ( ^? liv+ to-day only reluctantly obey ! laws ( propagation1 feel+ !reby t _! human dignity is be+ (f5d$ & degrad$4 ,:at exi/s among u ( ! o!r conception ( ! sexual life is f\nd only 9 ! uncultivat$ & 9 ! l[] social /rata2 among ! high] & m ref9$ types x is conceal$ z culturally inf]ior1 & its activity is v5tur$ only "u ! embitt]$ admonition ( a guilty consci5ce4 ,x 0 q diff]5t 9 ! primitive times ( ! human race4 ,f ! labori\s collections ( /ud5ts ( civilization "o ga9s ! conviction t ! g5itals 7 orig9ally ! pride & hope ( liv+ be+s1 !y enjoy$ div9e wor%ip1 & ! div9e nature ( _! functions 0 transport$ to all newly acquir$ activities ( mank9d4 ,?r\gh sublimation ( its ess5tial elem5ts !re arose innum]able god-figures1 & at ! "t :5 ! relation ( (ficial religions ) sexual activity 0 already hidd5 f ! g5]al consci\sness1 secret cults labor$ to pres]ve x alive among a numb] ( ! initiat$4 ,9 ! c\rse ( cultural developm5t x f9ally happ5$ t s mu* godl9ess & hol9ess _h be5 extract$ f sexuality t ! exhau/$ remnant fell into contempt4 ,b consid]+ ! inde/ructibility :i* is 9 ! nature ( all psy*ic impressions "o ne$ n wond] t ev5 ! mo/ primitive =ms ( g5ital wor%ip c\ld be demon/rat$ until q rec5t times1 & t language1 cu/oms & sup]/itions ( pres5t day humanity conta9 ! remnants ( all phases ( ?is c\rse ( developm5t4#ch ,important biological analogies h taught u t ! psy*ic developm5t ( ! individual is a %ort repetition ( ! c\rse ( developm5t ( ! race1 & we %all !re=e n f9d improbable :at ! psy*oanalytic inve/igation ( ! *ild's psy*e ass]ts conc]n+ ! infantile e/imation ( ! g5itals4 ,! infantile assumption ( ! mat]nal p5is is ?us ! common s\rce ( orig9 = ! &rogyn\s =mation ( ! mat]nal deities l ! ,egyptian goddess ,mut & ! vulture's coda 7tail7 9 ,leon>do's *ildhood phantasy4 ,z a matt] ( fact1 x is only ?r\gh misund]/&+ t ^! dei/ic repres5tations are designat$ h]maphroditic 9 ! m$ical s5se ( ! ^w4 ,9 none ( !m is !re a union ( ! true g5itals ( bo? sexes z !y are unit$ 9 "s de=m$ be+s to ! disgu/ ( e human eye2 b besides ! brea/ z a m>k ( mo!rhood !re is also ! male memb]1 j z x exi/$ 9 ! fir/ imag9ation ( ! *ild ab\t 8 "m's body4 ,my?ology has reta9$ = ! fai?ful ?is rev]$ & v e>ly fanci$ bodily =mation ( ! "m4 ,! prom95ce giv5 to ! vulture-tail 9 ,leon>do's phantasy we c n[ translate z foll[s3 ,at t "t :5 ,i direct$ my t5d] curiosity to my "m ,i /ill adjudg$ to h] a g5ital l my own4 ,a fur!r te/imonial ( ,leon>do's precoci\s sexual inve/igation1 :i* 9 our op9ion became decisive = 8 entire life4 ,a brief reflection n[ admoni%es u t we %\ld n be satisfi$ ) ! explanation ( ! vulture-tail 9 ,leon>do's *ildhood phantasy4 ,x seems z if x conta9$ m ?an we z yet und]/&4 ,= its m /rik+ feature really consi/$ 9 ! fact t ! nurs+ at ! "m's brea/ 0 trans=m$ into be+ nurs$1 t is into a passive act :i* ?us gives ! situation an und\bt$ homosexual "*4 ,m9dful ( ! hi/orical probability t ,leon>do behav$ 9 life z a homosexual 9 feel+1 ! "q obtrudes itself :e!r ?is phantasy does n po9t to a causal connection betwe5 ,leon>do's *ildhood relations to 8 "m & ! lat] manife/1 if only ideal1 homosexuality4 ,we w\ld n v5ture to draw su* conclusion f ,leon>do's disfigur$ rem9isc5ce 7 x n = ! fact t we "k f our psy*oanalytic inve/igation ( homosexual pati5ts t su* a relation exi/s1 inde$ x really is an intimate & necess>y relation4 ,homosexual m5 :o h />t$ 9 our times an en]getic action aga9/ ! legal limitations ( _! sexual activity are fond ( repres5t+ !mselves ?r\gh !oretical spokesm5 z ev9c+ a sexual v>iation1 :i* may be di/+ui%$ f ! v beg9n+1 z an int]m$iate /age ( sex or z a ?ird sex4 ,9 o!r words1 !y ma9ta9 t !y are m5 :o are =c$ by organic det]m9ants orig9at+ 9 ! g]m to f9d t pleasure 9 ! man :i* !y _c feel 9 ! woman4 ,z mu* z "o w\ld wi% to subscribe to _! dem&s out ( humane consid]ations1 "o mu/ nev]!less ex]cise res]ve reg>d+ _! !ories :i* 7 =mulat$ )\t reg>d = ! psy*ic g5esis ( homosexuality4 ,psy*oanalysis (f]s ! means to fill ?is gap & to put to te/ ! ass]tions ( ! homosexuals4 ,x is true t psy*oanalysis fulfill$ ?is task 9 only a small numb] ( p1 b all inve/igation ?us f> und]tak5 br\ght ! same surpris+ results4#ci ,9 all our male homosexuals !re 0 a v int5sive erotic atta*m5t to a fem99e p]son1 z a rule to ! "m1 :i* 0 manife/ 9 ! v fir/ p]iod ( *ildhood & lat] entirely =gott5 by ! individual4 ,?is atta*m5t 0 produc$ or favor$ by too mu* love f ! "m h]self1 b 0 also fur!r$ by ! retirem5t or abs5ce ( ! fa!r dur+ ! *ildhood p]iod4 ,sadg] emphasizes ! fact t ! mo!rs ( 8 homosexual pati5ts 7 (t5 man-wom51 or wom5 ) en]getic traits ( "* :o 7 able to cr[d out ! fa!r f ! place allott$ to him 9 ! family4 ,i h sometimes obs]v$ ! same ?+1 b ,i 0 m impress$ by ^? cases 9 :i* ! fa!r 0 abs5t f ! beg9n+ or disappe>$ e>ly s t ! boy 0 altoge!r "u fem99e influ5ce4 ,x almo/ seems t ! pres5ce ( a /rong fa!r w\ld assure = ! son ! prop] decision 9 ! selection ( 8 object f ! opposite sex4 ,foll[+ ?is prim>y /age1 a trans=mation takes place ^: me*anisms we "k b ^: motive =ces we h n yet grasp$4 ,! love ( ! "m _c cont9ue to develop consci\sly s t x m]ges into repression4 ,! boy represses ! love = ! "m by putt+ himself 9 h] place1 by id5tify+ himself ) h]1 & by tak+ 8 own p]son z a model ?r\gh ! simil>ity ( :i* he is guid$ 9 ! selection ( 8 love object4 ,he ?us becomes homosexual2 z a matt] ( fact he returns to ! /age ( auto]otism1 = ! boys :om ! gr[+ adult n[ loves are only sub/itutive p]sons or revivals ( 8 own *ildi% p]son1 :om he loves 9 ! same way z 8 "m lov$ him4 ,we say t he f9ds 8 love object on ! road to n>cism1 = ! ,greek leg5d call$ a boy ,n>cissus to :om no?+ 0 m pleas+ ?an 8 own mirror$ image1 & :o became trans=m$ into a beautiful fl[] ( ?is "n4 ,deep] psy*ological discussions ju/ify ! ass]tion t ! p]son :o becomes homosexual 9 ?is mann] rema9s fix$ 9 8 unconsci\s on ! memory picture or 8 "m1 ,by repress+ ! love = 8 "m he cons]ves ! same 9 8 unconsci\s & h5ce=? rema9s fai?ful to h]4 ,:5 z a lov] he seems to pursue boys1 he really ?us runs away f wom5 :o c\ld cause him to become fai?less to 8 "m4 ,?r\gh direct obs]vation ( individual cases we c\ld demon/rate t he :o is seem+ly receptive only ( mascul9e /imuli is 9 reality influ5c$ by ! *>ms emanat+ f wom5 j l a normal p]son1 b ea* & e "t he ha/5s to transf] ! /imulus he receiv$ f ! woman to a male object & 9 ?is mann] he repeats aga9 & aga9 ! me*anism ?r\gh :i* he acquir$ 8 homosexuality4 ,x is f> f u to exagg]ate ! importance ( ^! explanations conc]n+ ! psy*ic g5esis ( homosexuality4 ,x is q cle> t !y are 9 crass opposition to ! (ficial !ories ( ! homosexual spokesm51 b we are aw>e t ^! explanations are n suffici5tly compreh5sive to r5d] possible a f9al explanation ( ! problem4 ,:at "o calls homosexual = practical purposes may h its orig9 9 a v>iety ( psy*osexual inhibit+ processes1 & ! process recogniz$ by u is p]haps only "o among _m1 & has ref]5ce only to "o type ( homosexuality4 ,we mu/ also admit1 t ! numb] ( cases 9 our homosexual type :i* %[s ! conditions requir$ by u1 exce$s by f> ^? cases 9 :i* ! result+ effect really appe>s1 s t ev5 we _c reject ! suppos$ cooep]ation ( unkn[n con/itutional factors f :i* "o 0 o!rwise wont to d$uce ! :ole ( homosexuality4 ,z a matt] ( fact !re w\ld be no occasion = ent]+ into ! psy*ic g5esis ( ! =m ( homosexuality /udi$ by u if !re 7 n a /rong presumption t ,leon>do1 f ^: vulture-phantasy we />t$1 really belong$ to ?is "o type ( homosexuality4 ,z little z is kn[n conc]n+ ! sexual behavior ( ! great arti/ & inve/igator1 we mu/ /ill tru/ to ! probability t ! te/imonies ( 8 contempor>ies did n g f> a/ray4 ,9 ! light ( ?is tradition he appe>s to u z a man ^: sexual ne$ & activity 7 extraord9>ily l[1 z if a high] /riv+ _h rais$ him above ! common animal ne$ ( mank9d4 ,x may be op5 to d\bt :e!r he ev] s\ght direct sexual gratification1 & 9 :at mann]1 or :e!r he c\ld disp5se ) x altoge!r4 ,we are ju/ifi$1 h[ev]1 to look also 9 him = ^? emotional /reams :i* imp]atively =ce o!rs to ! sexual act1 = we _c imag9e a human psy*ic life 9 ^: developm5t ! sexual desire 9 ! broade/ s5se1 ! libido1 has n _h its %>e1 :e!r ! latt] has )drawn itself f> f ! orig9al aim or :e!r x 0 deta9$ f be+ put into execution4 ,any?+ b traces ( un*ang$ sexual desire we ne$ n expect 9 ,leon>do4 ,^! po9t h[ev] to "o direction & all[ u to c\nt him among homosexuals4 ,x has always be5 emphasiz$ t he took z 8 pupils only /rik+ly h&some boys & y\?s4 ,he 0 k9d & consid]ate t[>ds !m1 he c>$ = !m & nurs$ !m himself :5 !y 7 ill1 j l a "m nurses h] *ildr51 z 8 own "m might h c>$ = him4 ,z he select$ !m on acc\nt ( _! beauty r ?an _! tal5t1 none ( !m--,ces>e da ,se/o1 ,g4 ,boltraffio1 ,&rea ,sala9o1 ,francesco ,melzi & ! o!rs--ev] became a prom95t arti/4 ,mo/ ( !m c\ld n make !mselves indep5d5t ( _! ma/] & disappe>$ aft] 8 dea? )\t leav+ a m def9ite physiognomy to ! hi/ory ( art4 ,! o!rs :o by _! productions e>n$ ! "r to call !mselves 8 pupils1 z ,lu9i & ,bazzi1 nicknam$ ,sodoma1 he probably did n "k p]sonally4 ,we realize t we w h to face ! objection t ,leon>do's behavior t[>ds 8 pupils surely _h no?+ to d ) sexual motives1 & p]mits no conclusion z to 8 sexual peculi>ity4 ,aga9/ ?is we wi% to ass]t ) all caution t our conception expla9s "s /range features 9 ! ma/]'s behavior :i* o!rwise w\ld h rema9$ enigmatical4 ,leon>do kept a di>y2 he made entries 9 8 small h&1 writt5 f "r to left :i* 7 meant only = himself4 ,x is to be not$ t 9 ?is di>y he address$ himself ) ?\3 ,le>n f ma/] ,lucca ! multiplication ( roots4#dj ,let ma/] d',abacco %[ !e ! squ>e ( ! circle4#da ,or on ! occasion ( a j\rney he ent]$ 9 8 di>y3 ,i am go+ to ,milan to look aft] ! affairs ( my g>d5 444 ord] two pack-sacks to be made4 ,ask ,boltraffio to %[ !e 8 turn+-la! & let him poli% a /one on x4--,leave ! book to ma/] ,&rea il ,todesco4#db ,or he wrote a resolution ( q diff]5t significance3 ,?\ mu/ %[ 9 ?y treatise t ! e>? is a />1 l ! moon or resembl+ x1 & ?us prove ! nobility ( our _w4#dc ,9 ?is di>y1 :i* l ! di>ies ( o!r mortals (t5 skim ov] ! mo/ important ev5ts ( ! day ) only few words or ignore !m altoge!r1 "o f9ds a few entries :i* on acc\nt ( _! peculi>ity are cit$ by all ( ,leon>do's biograph]s4 ,!y %[ notations ref]r+ to ! ma/]'s petty exp5ses1 :i* are record$ ) pa9ful exactitude z if com+ f a p$antic & /rictly p>simoni\s family fa!r1 :ile !re is no?+ to %[ t he sp5t great] sums1 or t ! arti/ 0 well v]s$ 9 h\sehold managem5t4 ,"o ( ^! notes ref]s to a new cloak :i* he b\ght = 8 pupil ,&rea ,sala9o3#dd ,silv] brocade ,lira #ae ,soldi #d ,crimson velvet = trimm+ #i #j ,braid #j #i ,buttons #j #ab ,ano!r v detail$ notice gives all ! exp5ses :i* he incurr$ ?r\gh ! bad qualities & ! ?iev+ t5d5cies ( ano!r pupil or model3 ,on #ba/ day ( ,april1 #adij1 ,i />t$ ?is book & />t$ aga9 ! horse4#de ,jacomo came to me on ,magdal5e day1 #adij1 at ! age ( t5 ye>s 7m>g9al note3 ?ievi%1 m5daci\s1 willful1 glutton\s74 ,on ! second day ,i ord]$ = him two %irts1 a pair ( pants1 & a jacket1 & z ,i put ! money away to pay = ! ?+s nam$ he /ole ! money f my purse1 & x 0 nev] possible to make him confess1 al?\gh ,i 0 absolutely sure ( x 7m>g9al note3 #d ,lira 44474 ,s ! report cont9ues conc]n+ ! misde$s ( ! little boy & concludes ) ! exp5se acc\nt3 ,9 ! fir/ ye>1 a cloak1 ,lira #b3 #f %irts1 ,lira #d3 #c jackets1 ,lira #f3 #d pair ( socks1 ,lira #g1 etc4#df ,leon>do's biograph]s1 to :om no?+ 0 fur!r ?an to solve ! riddle 9 ! psy*ic life ( _! h]o f ^! slight weaknesses & peculi>ities1 7 wont to rem>k 9 connection ) ^! peculi> acc\nts t !y emphasiz$ ! k9dness & consid]ation ( ! ma/] = 8 pupils4 ,!y =get !reby t x is n ,leon>do's behavior t ne$s an explanation1 b ! fact t he left u ^! te/imonies ( x4 ,z x is impossible to ascribe to him ! motive ( smuggl+ into our h&s pro(s ( 8 k9dness1 we mu/ assume t ano!r affective motive caus$ him to write ?is d[n4 ,x is n easy to conjecture :at ?is motive 01 & we c\ld n give any if n = ano!r acc\nt f\nd among ,leon>do's pap]s :i* ?r[s a brilliant light on ^! peculi>ly petty notices ab\t 8 pupils' clo!s1 & o!rs ( a k9d3#dg ,burial exp5ses foll[+ ! dea? ( ,cat]9a #bg flor9s #b p\nds wax #ah ,cataphalc #ab ,= ! transportation & erection ( ! cross #d ,pall be>]s #h ,to #d prie/s & #d cl]ics #bj ,r++ ( bells #b ,to grave digg]s #af ,= ! approval--to ! (ficials #a ------------ ,to sum up #ajh flor9s ,previ\s exp5ses3 ,to ! doctor #d flor9s ,= sug> & c&les #ab #af flor9s ------------ ,sum total #abd flor9s ,! writ] ,m]ejk[ski is ! only "o :o c tell u :o ?is ,cat]9a 04 ,f two diff]5t %ort notices he concludes t %e 0 ! "m ( ,leon>do1 ! poor peasant woman f ,v9ci1 :o came to ,milan 9 #adic to visit h] son !n #da ye>s old4 ,:ile on ?is visit %e fell ill & 0 tak5 to ! hospital by ,leon>do1 & foll[+ h] dea? %e 0 buri$ by h] son ) su* sumptu\s fun]al4#dh ,?is d$uction ( ! psy*ological writ] ( romances is n capable ( pro(1 b x c lay claim to s _m inn] probabilities1 x agrees s well ) ev]y?+ we "k besides ab\t ,leon>do's emotional activity t ,i _c refra9 f accept+ x z correct4 ,leon>do succe$$ 9 =c+ 8 feel+s "u ! yoke ( inve/igation & 9 inhibit+ _! free utt]ance1 b ev5 9 him !re 7 episodes 9 :i* ! suppression obta9$ expression1 & "o ( ^! 0 ! dea? ( 8 "m :om he once lov$ s ard5tly4 ,?r\gh ?is acc\nt ( ! burial exp5ses he repres5ts to u ! m\rn+ ( 8 "m 9 an almo/ unrecognizable di/ortion4 ,we wond] h[ su* a di/ortion c\ld h come ab\t1 & we c]ta9ly _c grasp x :5 view$ "u normal m5tal processes4 ,b simil> me*anisms are famili> to u "u ! abnormal conditions ( neuroses1 & especially 9 ! s-call$ compulsion neurosis4 ,"h "o c obs]ve h[ ! expressions ( m int5sive feel+s h be5 displac$ to trivial & ev5 fooli% p]=mances4 ,! oppos+ =ces succe$$ 9 debas+ ! expression ( ^! repress$ feel+s to su* an ext5t t "o is =c$ to e/imate ! int5sity ( ^! feel+s z extremely unimportant1 b ! imp]ative compulsion ) :i* ^! insignificant acts express !mselves betrays ! real =ce ( ! feel+s :i* are root$ 9 ! unconsci\s1 :i* consci\sness w\ld wi% to disav[4 ,only by be>+ 9 m9d ! me*anisms ( compulsion neurosis c "o expla9 ,leon>do's acc\nt ( ! fun]al exp5ses ( 8 "m4 ,9 8 unconsci\s he 0 /ill ti$ to h] z 9 *ildhood1 by erotically t+$ feel+s2 ! opposition ( ! repression ( ?is *ildhood love :i* appe>$ lat] /ood 9 ! way ( erect+ to h] 9 8 di>y a diff]5t & m dignifi$ monum5t1 b :at result$ z a compromise ( ?is neurotic conflict _h to be put 9 op]ation & h5ce ! acc\nt 0 ent]$ 9 ! di>y :i* ?us came to ! k ( po/]ity z some?+ incompreh5sible4 ,x is n v5tur+ f> to transf] ! int]pretation obta9$ f ! fun]al exp5ses to ! acc\nts deal+ ) 8 pupils4 ,accord+ly we w\ld say t "h also we deal ) a case 9 :i* ,leon>do's meag] remnants ( libid9\s feel+s compulsively obta9$ a di/ort$ expression4 ,! "m & ! pupils1 ! v images ( 8 own boyi% beauty1 w\ld be 8 sexual objects--z f> z 8 sexual repression dom9at+ 8 nature w\ld all[ su* manife/ations--& ! compulsion to note ) pa9ful circum/antiality 8 exp5ses on _! behalf1 w\ld designate ! /range betrayal ( 8 rudim5t>y conflicts4 ,f ?is we w\ld conclude t ,leon>do's love-life really belong$ to t type ( homosexuality1 ! psy*ic developm5t ( :i* we 7 able to disclose1 & ! appe>ance ( ! homosexual situation 9 8 vulture-phantasy w\ld become compreh5sible to u1 = x /ates no?+ m or less ?an :at we h ass]t$ be=e conc]n+ t type4 ,x requires ! foll[+ int]pretation3 ,?r\gh ! erotic relations to my "m ,i became a homosexual4#di ,,iv ,! vulture phantasy ( ,leon>do /ill absorbs our int]e/4 ,9 words :i* only too pla9ly recall a sexual act 7& has _m times /ruck aga9/ my lips ) 8 tail71 ,leon>do emphasizes ! int5sity ( ! erotic relations betwe5 ! "m & ! *ild4 ,a second memory cont5t ( ! phantasy c readily be conjectur$ f ! association ( ! activity ( ! "m 7( ! vulture7 ) ! acc5tuation ( ! m\? zone4 ,we c translate x z foll[s3 ,my "m has press$ on my m\? innum]able passionate kisses4 ,! phantasy is compos$ ( ! memories ( be+ nurs$ & ( be+ kiss$ by ! "m4 ,illu/ration3 ,,mona ,,lisa ,a k9dly nature has be/[$ ^u ! arti/ ! capacity to express 9 arti/ic productions 8 mo/ secret psy*ic feel+s hidd5 ev5 to himself1 :i* p[]fully affect outsid]s :o are /rang]s to ! arti/ )\t _! be+ able to /ate :5ce ?is emotivity comes4 ,%\ld !re be no evid5ce 9 ,leon>do's "w ( t :i* 8 memory reta9$ z ! /ronge/ impression ( 8 *ildhood8 ,"o w\ld h to expect x4 ,h[ev]1 :5 "o consid]s :at pr(\nd trans=mations an impression ( an arti/ has to exp]i5ce be=e x c add its contribution to ! "w ( art1 "o is oblig$ to mod]ate consid]ably 8 expectation ( demon/rat+ some?+ def9ite4 ,?is is especially true 9 ! case ( ,leon>do4 ,he :o ?9ks ( ,leon>do's pa9t+s w be rem9d$ by ! rem>kably fasc9at+ & puzzl+ smile :i* he en*ant$ on ! lips ( all 8 fem99e figures4 ,x is a fix$ smile on elongat$1 s9u\s lips :i* is consid]$ *>act]i/ic ( him & is pref]5tially designat$ z ,leon>desque4 ,9 ! s+ul> & beautiful visage ( ! ,flor5t9e ,monna ,lisa del ,giocondo x has produc$ ! greate/ effect on ! spectators & ev5 p]plex$ !m4 ,?is smile 0 9 ne$ ( an int]pretation1 & receiv$ _m ( ! mo/ v>i$ k9d b none ( !m 0 consid]$ satisfactory4 ,z ,gruy] puts x3 ,x is almo/ f\r c5turies s9ce ,monna ,lisa causes all ^? to lose _! heads :o h look$ ^u h] = "s "t4#ej ,mu!r /ates3#ea ,:at fasc9ates ! spectator is ! demoniacal *>m ( ?is smile4 ,hundr$s ( poets & writ]s h writt5 ab\t ?is woman1 :o n[ seems to smile ^u u s$uctively & n[ to />e coldly & lifelessly into space1 b nobody has solv$ ! riddle ( h] smile1 nobody has int]pret$ h] ?\ghts4 ,ev]y?+1 ev5 ! sc5]y is my/]i\s & dream-l1 trembl+ z if 9 ! sultr9ess ( s5suality4 ,! idea t two div]se elem5ts 7 unit$ 9 ! smile ( ,monna ,lisa has be5 felt by _m critics4 ,!y !re=e recognize 9 ! play ( features ( ! beautiful ,flor5t9e lady ! mo/ p]fect repres5tation ( ! contra/s dom9at+ ! love-life ( ! woman :i* is =eign to man1 z t ( res]ve & s$uction1 & ( mo/ devot$ t5d]ness & inconsid]at5ess 9 urg5t & consum+ s5suality4 ,mu5tz#eb expresses himself 9 ?is mann]3 ,"o kn[s :at indeciph]able & fasc9at+ enigma ,monna ,lisa ,gioconda has be5 putt+ = ne>ly f\r c5turies to ! admir]s :o cr[d ar\nd h]4 ,no arti/ 7,i borr[ ! expression ( ! delicate writ] :o hides himself "u ! pseudonym ( ,pi]re de ,corlay7 has ev] translat$ 9 ?is mann] ! v ess5ce ( fem99ity3 ! t5d]ness & coquetry1 ! mode/y & quiet voluptu\sness1 ! :ole my/]y ( ! he>t :i* holds itself alo(1 ( a bra9 :i* reflects1 & ( a p]sonality :o wat*es itself & yields no?+ f h]self except radiance4444 ,! ,italian ,angelo ,conti#ec saw ! picture 9 ! ,l\vre illum9$ by a ray ( ! sun & express$ himself z foll[s3 ,! woman smil$ ) a royal calmness1 h] in/9cts ( conque/1 ( f]ocity1 ! entire h]$ity ( ! species1 ! w ( s$uction & ensn>+1 ! *>m ( ! deceiv]1 ! k9dness :i* conceals a cruel purpose1 all t appe>s & disappe>s alt]nately beh9d ! laugh+ veil & melts into ! poem ( h] smile4444 ,good & evil1 cruelty & compassion1 graceful & cat-l1 %e laugh$4444 ,leon>do pa9t$ ?is picture f\r ye>s1 p]haps f #aejc until #aejg1 dur+ 8 second soj\rn 9 ,flor5ce :5 he 0 ab\t ! age ( fifty ye>s4 ,accord+ to ,vas>i he appli$ ! *oice/ artifices 9 ord] to div]t ! lady dur+ ! sitt+s & to hold t smile firmly on h] features4 ,( all ! gracefulness t 8 bru% reproduc$ on ! canvas at t "t ! picture pres]ves b v little 9 its pres5t /ate4 ,dur+ its production x 0 consid]$ ! highe/ t art c\ld accompli%2 x is c]ta91 h[ev]1 t x did n satisfy ,leon>do himself1 t he pron\nc$ x z unf9i%$ & did n deliv] x to ! "o :o ord]$ x1 b took x ) him to ,france :]e 8 b5efactor ,francis ,i1 acquir$ x = ! ,l\vre4 ,let u leave ! physiognomic riddle ( ,monna ,lisa unsolv$1 & let u note ! unequivocal fact t h] smile fasc9at$ ! arti/ no less ?an all ! spectators = ^! #djj ye>s4 ,?is captivat+ smile _h !reaft] return$ 9 all ( 8 pictures & 9 ^? ( 8 pupils4 ,z ,leon>do's ,monna ,lisa 0 a portrait we _c assume t he has add$ to h] face a trait ( 8 own s difficult to express :i* %e h]self did n possess4 ,x seems1 we _c help b believe1 t he f\nd ?is smile 9 8 model & became s *>m$ by x t f n[ on he end[$ x on all ! free creations ( 8 phantasy4 ,?is obvi\s conception is1 e4g41 express$ by ,a4 ,kon/ant9[a 9 ! foll[+ mann]3#ed ,dur+ ! long p]iod 9 :i* ! ma/] occupi$ himself ) ! portrait ( ,monna ,lisa del ,gioconda1 he ent]$ into ! physiognomic delicacies ( ?is fem99e face ) su* sympa?y ( feel+ t he transf]r$ ^! creatures1 especially ! my/]i\s smile & ! peculi> glance1 to all faces :i* he lat] pa9t$ or drew4 ,! mimic peculi>ity ( ,gioconda c ev5 be p]ceiv$ 9 ! picture ( ,john ! ,bapti/ 9 ! ,l\vre4 ,b above all !y are di/9ctly recogniz$ 9 ! features ( ,m>y 9 ! picture ( ,/4 ,anne ( ! ,l\vre4 ,b ! case c\ld h be5 diff]5t4 ,! ne$ = a deep] reason = ! fasc9ation :i* ! smile ( ,gioconda ex]t$ on ! arti/ f :i* he c\ld n rid himself has be5 felt by m ?an "o ( 8 biograph]s4 ,w4 ,pat]1 :o sees 9 ! picture ( ,monna ,lisa ! embodim5t ( ! entire erotic exp]i5ce ( mod]n man1 & disc\rses s excell5tly on t unfa?omable smile always ) a t\* ( some?+ s9i/] 9 x1 :i* plays ov] all ,leon>do's "w1 leads u to ano!r track :5 he says3#ee ,besides1 ! picture is a portrait4 ,f *ildhood we see ?is image def9+ itself on ! fabric ( 8 dream2 & b = express hi/orical te/imony1 we might fancy t ?is 0 b 8 ideal lady1 embodi$ & beheld at la/4 ,h]zfeld surely mu/ h _h some?+ simil> 9 m9d :5 /at+ t 9 ,monna ,lisa ,leon>do enc\nt]$ himself & !re=e f\nd x possible to put s mu* ( 8 own nature into ! picture1 ^: features f "t immemorial h be5 imb$d$ ) my/]i\s sympa?y 9 ,leon>do's s\l4#ef ,let u endeavor to cle> up ^! intimations4 ,x 0 q possible t ,leon>do 0 fasc9at$ by ! smile ( ,monna ,lisa1 because x _h awak5$ some?+ 9 him :i* _h slumb]$ 9 8 s\l = a long "t1 9 all probability an old memory4 ,?is memory 0 ( suffici5t importance to /ick to him once x _h be5 ar\s$2 he 0 =c$ cont9ually to provide x ) new expression4 ,! assurance ( ,pat] t we c see an image l t ( ,monna ,lisa def9+ itself f ,leon>do's *ildhood on ! fabric ( 8 dreams1 seems wor?y ( belief & des]ves to be tak5 lit]ally4 ,vas>i m5tions z ,leon>do's fir/ arti/ic endeavors1 heads ( wom5 :o laugh4#eg ,! passage1 :i* is beyond suspicion1 z x is n meant to prove any?+1 reads m precisely z foll[s3#eh ,he =m$ 9 8 y\? "s laugh+ fem99e heads out ( lime1 :i* h be5 reproduc$ 9 pla/]1 & "s heads ( *ildr51 :i* 7 z beautiful z if model$ by ! h&s ( a ma/]4444 ,?us we discov] t 8 practice ( art began ) ! repres5tation ( two k9ds ( objects1 :i* w\ld p]=ce rem9d u ( ! two k9ds ( sexual objects :i* we h inf]r$ f ! analysis ( 8 vulture phantasy4 ,if ! beautiful *ildr5's heads 7 reproductions ( 8 own *ildi% p]son1 !n ! laugh+ wom5 7 no?+ else b reproductions ( ,cat]9a1 8 "m1 & we are beg9n+ to h an inkl+ ( ! possibility t 8 "m possess$ t my/]i\s smile :i* he lo/1 & :i* fasc9at$ him s mu* :5 he f\nd x aga9 9 ! ,flor5t9e lady4#ei ,illu/ration3 ,,sa9t ,,anne ,! pa9t+ ( ,leon>do :i* 9 po9t ( "t /&s ne>e/ to ! ,monna ,lisa is ! s-call$ ,sa9t ,anne ( ! ,l\vre1 repres5t+ ,sa9t ,anne1 ,m>y & ! ,*ri/ *ild4 ,x %[s ! ,leon>desque smile mo/ beautifully portray$ 9 ! two fem99e heads4 ,x is impossible to f9d out h[ mu* e>li] or lat] ?an ! portrait ( ,monna ,lisa ,leon>do began to pa9t ?is picture4 ,z bo? works ext5d$ ov] ye>s1 we may well assume t !y occupi$ ! ma/] simultane\sly4 ,b x w\ld be/ h>monize ) our expectation if precisely ! absorption 9 ! features ( ,monna ,lisa w\ld h in/igat$ ,leon>do to =m ! composition ( ,sa9t ,anne f 8 phantasy4 ,= if ! smile ( ,gioconda _h conjur$ up 9 him ! memory ( 8 "m1 we w\ld naturally und]/& t he 0 fir/ urg$ to produce a glorification ( mo!rhood1 & to give back to h] ! smile he f\nd 9 t prom95t lady4 ,we may ?us all[ our int]e/ to glide ov] f ! portrait ( ,monna ,lisa to ?is o!r h>dly less beautiful picture1 n[ also 9 ! ,l\vre4 ,sa9t ,anne ) ! daught] & gr&*ild is a subject seldom treat$ 9 ! ,italian art ( pa9t+2 at all ev5ts ,leon>do's repres5tation diff]s widely f all t is o!rwise kn[n4 ,mu!r /ates3#fj ,"s ma/]s l ,hans ,fries1 ! old] ,holbe91 & ,girolamo dei ,libri1 made ,anne sit ne> ,m>y & plac$ ! *ild betwe5 ! two4 ,o!rs l ,jakob ,cornelicz 9 8 ,b]l9 pictures1 repres5t$ ,sa9t ,anne z hold+ 9 h] arm ! small figure ( ,m>y ^u :i* sits ! /ill small] figure ( ! ,*ri/ *ild4 ,9 ,leon>do's picture ,m>y sits on h] "m's lap1 b5t =w>d & is /ret*+ out bo? arms aft] ! boy :o plays ) a little lamb1 & mu/ h slightly maltreat$ x4 ,! gr&mo!r has "o ( h] unconceal$ arms propp$ on h] hip & looks d[n on bo? ) a blissful smile4 ,! gr\p+ is c]ta9ly n q uncon/ra9$4 ,b ! smile :i* is play+ on ! lips ( bo? wom51 al?\gh unmi/akably ! same z 9 ! picture ( ,monna ,lisa1 has lo/ its s9i/] & my/]i\s "*2 x expresses a calm blissfulness4#fa ,on becom+ some:at engross$ 9 ?is picture x sudd5ly dawns ^u ! spectator t only ,leon>do c\ld h pa9t$ ?is picture1 z only he c\ld h =m$ ! vulture phantasy4 ,?is picture conta9s ! syn!sis ( ! hi/ory ( ,leon>do's *ildhood1 ! details ( :i* are expla9able by ! mo/ intimate impressions ( 8 life4 ,9 8 fa!r's home he f\nd n only ! k9d /ep-"m ,donna ,albi]a1 b also ! gr&mo!r1 8 fa!r's "m1 ,monna ,lucia1 :o we w assume 0 n less t5d] to him ?an gr&mo!rs are wont to be4 ,?is circum/ance mu/ h furni%$ him ) ! facts = ! repres5tation ( a *ildhood gu>d$ by a "m & gr&mo!r4 ,ano!r /rik+ feature ( ! picture assumes /ill great] significance4 ,sa9t ,anne1 ! "m ( ,m>y & ! gr&mo!r ( ! boy :o mu/ h be5 a matron1 is =m$ "h p]haps some:at m mature & m s]i\s ?an ,sa9t ,m>y1 b /ill z a "y woman ( unfad$ beauty4 ,z a matt] ( fact ,leon>do gave ! boy two mo!rs1 ! "o :o /ret*$ out h] arms aft] him & ano!r :o is se5 9 ! backgr\nd1 bo? are repres5t$ ) ! blissful smile ( mat]nal happ9ess4 ,?is peculi>ity ( ! picture has n fail$ to excite ! wond] ( ! au?ors4 ,mu!r1 = in/ance1 believes t ,leon>do c\ld n br+ himself to pa9t old age1 folds & wr9kles1 & !re=e =m$ also ,anne z a woman ( radiant beauty4 ,:e!r "o c be satisfi$ ) ?is explanation is a "q4 ,o!r writ]s h tak5 occasion to d5y g5]ally ! sam5ess ( age ( "m & daught]4#fb ,h[ev]1 ,mu!r's t5tative explanation is suffici5t pro( = ! fact t ! impression ( ,sa9t ,anne's y\?ful appe>ance 0 furni%$ by ! picture & is n an imag9ation produc$ by a t5d5cy4 ,leon>do's *ildhood 0 precisely z rem>kable z ?is picture4 ,he has _h two mo!rs1 ! fir/ 8 true "m1 ,cat]9a1 f :om he 0 torn away betwe5 ! age ( ?ree & five ye>s1 & a "y t5d] /ep-"m1 ,donna ,albi]a1 8 fa!r's wife4 ,by connect+ ?is fact ( 8 *ildhood ) ! "o m5tion$ above & cond5s+ !m into a uni=m fusion1 ! composition ( ,sa9t ,anne1 ,m>y & ! ,*ild1 =m$ itself 9 him4 ,! mat]nal =m fur!r away f ! boy designat$ z gr&mo!r1 corresponds 9 appe>ance & 9 spatial relation to ! boy1 ) ! real fir/ "m1 ,cat]9a4 ,) ! blissful smile ( ,sa9t ,anne ! arti/ actually disav[$ & conceal$ ! envy :i* ! un=tunate "m felt :5 %e 0 =c$ to give up h] son to h] m ari/ocratic rival1 z once be=e h] lov]4 ,our feel+ t ! smile ( ,monna ,lisa del ,gioconda awak5$ 9 ! man ! memory ( ! "m ( 8 fir/ ye>s ( *ildhood w\ld ?us be confirm$ f ano!r "w ( ,leon>do4 ,foll[+ ! production ( ,monna ,lisa1 ,italian arti/s depict$ 9 ,madonnas & prom95t ladies ! humble dipp+ ( ! head & ! peculi> blissful smile ( ! poor peasant girl ,cat]9a1 :o br\ght to ! _w ! noble son :o 0 de/9$ to pa9t1 inve/igate1 & suff]4 ,:5 ,leon>do succe$$ 9 reproduc+ 9 ! face ( ,monna ,lisa ! d\ble s5se compris$ 9 ?is smile1 namely1 ! promise ( unlimit$ t5d]ness1 & s9i/] ?reat 79 ! words ( ,pat]71 he rema9$ true ev5 9 ?is to ! cont5t ( 8 e>lie/ rem9isc5ce4 ,= ! love ( ! "m became 8 de/9y1 x det]m9$ 8 fate & ! privations :i* 7 9 /ore = him4 ,! impetuosity ( ! c>ess+ to :i* ! vulture phantasy po9ts 0 only too natural4 ,! poor =sak5 "m _h to give v5t ?r\gh "m's love to all h] memories ( love enjoy$ z well z to all h] ye>n+s = m affection2 %e 0 =c$ to x1 n only 9 ord] to comp5sate h]self = n hav+ a husb&1 b also ! *ild = n hav+ a fa!r :o want$ to love x4 ,9 ! mann] ( all ungratifi$ mo!rs %e ?us took h] little son 9 place ( h] husb&1 & robb$ him ( a "p ( 8 virility by ! too e>ly matur+ ( 8 eroticism4 ,! love ( ! "m = ! suckl+ :om %e n\ri%es & c>es = is some?+ f> deep] rea*+ ?an h] lat] affection = ! gr[+ *ild4 ,x is ( ! nature ( a fully gratifi$ love affair1 :i* fulfills n only all ! psy*ic wi%es b also all physical ne$s1 & :5 x repres5ts "o ( ! =ms ( happ9ess atta9able by man x is due1 9 no little measure1 to ! possibility ( gratify+ )\t reproa* also wi% feel+s :i* 7 long repress$ & designat$ z p]v]se4#fc ,ev5 9 ! happie/ rec5t m>riage ! fa!r feels t 8 *ild1 especially ! little boy has become 8 rival1 & ?is gives orig9 to an antagonism aga9/ ! favorite "o :i* is deeply root$ 9 ! unconsci\s4 ,:5 9 ! prime ( 8 life ,leon>do re-enc\nt]$ t blissful & ec/atic smile z x _h once encircl$ 8 "m's m\? 9 c>ess+1 he _h long be5 "u ! ban ( an inhibition1 =bidd+ him ev] aga9 to desire su* t5d]ness f wom5's lips4 ,b z he _h become a pa9t] he endeavor$ to reproduce ?is smile ) 8 bru% & furni% all 8 pictures ) x1 :e!r he execut$ !m himself or :e!r !y 7 done by 8 pupils "u 8 direction1 z 9 ,l$a1 ,john1 & ,bac*us4 ,! latt] two are v>iations ( ! same type4 ,mu!r says3 ,f ! locu/ eat] ( ! ,bible ,leon>do made a ,bac*us1 an ,apollo1 :o ) a my/]i\s smile on 8 lips1 & ) 8 s(t ?ighs cross$1 looks on u ) infatuat$ eyes4 ,^! pictures brea! a my/icism into ! secret ( :i* "o d>es n p5etrate2 at mo/ "o c make ! ef=t to con/ruct ! connection to ,leon>do's e>li] productions4 ,! figures are aga9 &rogyn\s b no long] 9 ! s5se ( ! vulture phantasy1 !y are pretty boys ( fem99e t5d]ness ) fem99e =ms2 !y d n ca/ d[n _! eyes b gaze my/]i\sly triumphant1 z if !y knew ( a great happy issue conc]n+ :i* "o mu/ rema9 quiet2 ! famili> fasc9at+ smile leads u to inf] t x is a love secret4 ,x is possible t 9 ^! =ms ,leon>do disav[$ & arti/ically conqu]$ ! unhapp9ess ( 8 love life1 9 t he repres5t$ ! wi% fulfillm5t ( ! boy infatuat$ ) 8 "m 9 su* blissful union ( ! male & female nature4 ,illu/ration3 ,,john ,,! ,,bapti/ ,v ,among ! entries 9 ,leon>do's di>ies !re is "o :i* absorbs ! read]'s att5tion ?r\gh its important cont5t & on acc\nt ( a small =mal error4 ,9 ,july1 #aejd1 he wrote3 ,adi #i ,luglio1 #aejd1 m]col$i1 a ore #g mori ,s] ,pi]o da ,v9ci notalio al palazzo del ,pote/a1 mio padre1 a ore #g4 ,era d'eta d'anni #hj1 lascio #aj figlioli mas*i e #b fem99e4#fd ,! notice z we see deals ) ! dea? ( ,leon>do's fa!r4 ,! slight error 9 its =m consi/s 9 ! fact t 9 ! computation ( ! "t at #g o'clock is repeat$ two times1 z if ,leon>do _h =gott5 at ! end ( ! s5t5ce t he _h already writt5 x at ! beg9n+4 ,x is only a triviality to :i* any "o b a psy*oanaly/ w\ld pay no att5tion4 ,p]haps he w\ld n ev5 notice x1 or if 8 att5tion w\ld be call$ to x he w\ld say t c happ5 to anybody dur+ abs5t-m9d$ness or 9 an affective /ate & has no fur!r mean+4 ,! psy*oanaly/ ?9ks diff]5tly2 to him no?+ is too trifl+ z a manife/ation ( hidd5 psy*ic processes2 he has long le>n$ t su* =gett+ or repetition is full ( mean+1 & t "o is indebt$ to ! abs5t-m9d$ness :5 x makes possible ! betrayal ( o!rwise conceal$ feel+s4 ,we w\ld say t1 l ! fun]al acc\nt ( ,cat]9a & ! exp5se acc\nt ( ! pupils1 ?is notice1 too1 corresponds to a case 9 :i* ,leon>do 0 unsuccessful 9 suppress+ 8 affects1 & ! long hidd5 feel+ =cibly obta9$ a di/ort$ expression4 ,also ! =m is simil>1 x %[s ! same p$antic precision1 ! same pu%+ =w>d ( numb]s4#fe ,we call su* a repetition a p]sev]ation4 ,x is an excell5t means to indicate ! affective acc5tuation4 ,"o recalls = example ,sa9t ,pet]'s angry spee* aga9/ 8 unwor?y repres5tative on e>?1 z giv5 9 ,dante's ,p>adiso3#ff ,quegli *'usurpa 9 t]ra il luoga mio ,il luoga mio1 il luogo mio1 *e vaca ,nella pres5za del ,figliuol di ,dio1 ,fatto ha del cimit]io mio cloaca4 ,)\t ,leon>do's affective inhibition ! entry into ! di>y c\ld p]haps h read z foll[s3 ,to-day at #g o'clock di$ my fa!r1 ,s] ,pi]o da ,v9ci1 my poor fa!r6 ,b ! displacem5t ( ! p]sev]ation to ! mo/ indiff]5t det]m9ation ( ! obitu>y to dy+-h\r robs ! notice ( all pa?os & lets u recognize t !re 0 some?+ "h to conceal & to suppress4 ,s] ,pi]o da ,v9ci1 not>y & desc5dant ( not>ies1 0 a man ( great en]gy :o atta9$ respect & afflu5ce4 ,he 0 m>ri$ f\r times1 ! two fir/ wives di$ *ildless1 & n till ! ?ird m>riage has he gott5 ! fir/ legitimate son1 9 #adgf1 :5 ,leon>do 0 #bd ye>s old1 & _h long ago *ang$ 8 fa!r's home = ! /udio ( 8 ma/] ,v]roc*io4 ,) ! f\r? & la/ wife :om he m>ri$ :5 he 0 already 9 ! fifties he begot n9e sons & two daught]s4#fg ,to be sure ! fa!r also assum$ importance 9 ,leon>do's psy*osexual developm5t1 & :at is m1 x 0 n only 9 a negative s5se1 ?r\gh 8 abs5ce dur+ ! boy's fir/ *ildhood ye>s1 b also directly ?r\gh 8 pres5ce 9 8 lat] *ildhood4 ,he :o z a *ild desires 8 "m1 _c help wi%+ to put himself 9 8 fa!r's place1 to id5tify himself ) him 9 8 phantasy & lat] make x 8 life's task to triumph ov] him4 ,z ,leon>do 0 n yet five ye>s old :5 he 0 receiv$ into 8 pat]nal home1 ! "y /ep-"m1 ,albi]a1 c]ta9ly mu/ h tak5 ! place ( 8 "m 9 8 feel+1 & ?is br\ght him into t relation ( rivalry to 8 fa!r :i* may be designat$ z normal4 ,z is kn[n1 ! pref]5ce = homosexuality did n manife/ itself till ne> ! ye>s ( pub]ty4 ,:5 ,leon>do accept$ ?is pref]5ce ! id5tification ) ! fa!r lo/ all significance = 8 sexual life1 b cont9u$ 9 o!r sph]es ( non-erotic activity4 ,we he> t he 0 fond ( luxury & pretty raim5ts1 & kept s]vants & horses1 al?\gh accord+ to ,vas>i's words he h>dly possess$ any?+ & work$ little4 ,we %all n hold 8 arti/ic ta/e entirely responsible = all ^! special lik+s2 we recognize 9 !m also ! compulsion to copy 8 fa!r & to excel him4 ,he play$ ! "p ( ! great g5tleman to ! poor peasant girl1 h5ce ! son reta9$ ! inc5tive t he also play ! great g5tleman1 he _h ! /rong feel+ to out-h]od ,h]od1 & to %[ 8 fa!r exactly h[ ! real high rank looks4 ,:oev] works z an arti/ c]ta9ly feels z a fa!r to 8 works4 ,! id5tification ) 8 fa!r _h a fateful result 9 ,leon>do's works ( art4 ,he creat$ !m & !n tr\bl$ himself no long] ab\t !m1 j z 8 fa!r did n tr\ble himself ab\t him4 ,! lat] worrim5ts ( 8 fa!r c\ld *ange no?+ 9 ?is compulsion1 z ! latt] orig9at$ f ! impressions ( ! fir/ ye>s ( *ildhood1 & ! repression hav+ rema9$ unconsci\s 0 incorrigible ?r\gh lat] exp]i5ces4 ,at ! "t ( ! ,r5aissance1 & ev5 mu* lat]1 e arti/ 0 9 ne$ ( a g5tleman ( rank to act z 8 b5efactor4 ,?is patron 0 wont to give ! arti/ commissions = "w & entirely controll$ 8 de/9y4 ,leon>do f\nd 8 patron 9 ,lodovico ,s=za1 nicknam$ ,il ,moro1 a man ( high aspirations1 o/5tations1 diplomatically a/ute1 b ( an un/able & unreliable "*4 ,9 8 c\rt 9 ,milan1 ,leon>do sp5t ! be/ p]iod ( 8 life1 :ile 9 8 s]vice he ev9c$ 8 mo/ un9hibit$ productive activity z is evid5c$ 9 ,! ,la/ ,supp]1 & 9 ! eque/rian /atue ( ,francesco ,s=za4 ,he left ,milan be=e ! cata/rophe /ruck ,lodovico ,moro1 :o di$ a prison] 9 a ,fr5* prison4 ,:5 ! news ( 8 b5efactor's fate rea*$ ,leon>do he made ! foll[+ entry 9 8 di>y3 ,! duke has lo/ /ate1 weal?1 & lib]ty1 n "o ( 8 works w be f9i%$ by himself4#fh ,x is rem>kable & surely n )\t significance t he "h raises ! same reproa* to 8 b5efactor t po/]ity 0 to apply to him1 z if he want$ to lay ! responsibility to a p]son :o sub/itut$ 8 fa!r-s]ies1 = ! fact t he himself left 8 works unf9i%$4 ,z a matt] ( fact he 0 n wrong 9 :at he said ab\t ! ,duke4 ,h[ev]1 if ! imitation ( 8 fa!r hurt him z an arti/1 8 resi/ance aga9/ ! fa!r 0 ! infantile det]m9ant ( 8 p]haps equally va/ accompli%m5t z an arti/4 ,accord+ to ,m]ejk[ski's beautiful comp>ison he 0 l a man :o awoke too e>ly 9 ! d>kness1 :ile ! o!rs 7 all /ill asleep4 ,he d>$ utt] ?is bold pr9ciple :i* conta9s ! ju/ification = all indep5d5t inve/igation3 ,*i dispute alleg&o l'autorita non adopra l'+egno ma piutto/o la memoria 7,:oev] ref]s to au?orities 9 disput+ ideas1 works ) 8 memory r ?an ) 8 reason74#fi ,?us he became ! fir/ mod]n natural philosoph]1 & 8 c\rage 0 rew>d$ by an abundance ( cognitions & sugge/ions2 s9ce ! ,greek p]iod he 0 ! fir/ to inve/igate ! secrets ( nature1 rely+ entirely on 8 obs]vation & 8 own judgm5t4 ,b :5 he le>n$ to depreciate au?ority & to reject ! imitation ( ! anci5ts & con/antly po9t$ to ! /udy ( nature z ! s\rce ( all wisdom1 he only repeat$ 9 ! highe/ sublimation atta9able to man1 :i* _h already obtrud$ itself on ! little boy :o survey$ ! _w ) wond]4 ,to retranslate ! sci5tific ab/ractions into concrete individual exp]i5ces1 we w\ld say t ! anci5ts & au?ority only correspond$ to ! fa!r1 & nature aga9 became ! t5d] "m :o n\ri%$ him4 ,:ile 9 mo/ human be+s to-day1 z 9 primitive times1 ! ne$ = a support ( "s au?ority is s imp]ative t _! _w becomes %aky :5 _! au?ority is m5ac$1 ,leon>do alone 0 able to exi/ )\t su* support2 b t w\ld n h be5 possible _h he n be5 depriv$ ( 8 fa!r 9 ! fir/ ye>s ( 8 life4 ,! boldness & indep5d5ce ( 8 lat] sci5tific inve/igation presupposes t 8 infantile sexual inve/igation 0 n inhibit$ by 8 fa!r1 & ?is same _s ( sci5tific indep5d5ce 0 cont9u$ by 8 )draw+ f sex4 ,if any "o l ,leon>do escapes 9 8 *ildhood 8 fa!r's intimidation & lat] ?r[s (f ! %ackles ( au?ority 9 8 sci5tific inve/igation1 x w\ld be 9 gross contradiction to our expectation if we f\nd t ?is same man rema9$ a believ] & unable to )draw f dogmatic religion4 ,psy*oanalysis has taught u ! intimate connection betwe5 ! fa!r complex & belief 9 ,god1 & daily demon/rates to u h[ y\?ful p]sons lose _! religi\s belief z soon z ! au?ority ( ! fa!r breaks d[n4 ,9 ! p>5tal complex we ?us recognize ! roots ( religi\s ne$2 ! almighty1 j ,god1 & k9dly nature appe> to u z gr& sublimations ( fa!r & "m1 or r z revivals & re/orations ( ! infantile conceptions ( bo? p>5ts4 ,religi\sness is biologically trac$ to ! long p]iod ( helplessness & ne$ ( help ( ! little *ild4 ,:5 ! *ild gr[s up & realizes 8 lonel9ess & weakness 9 ! pres5ce ( ! great =ces ( life1 he p]ceives 8 condition z 9 *ildhood & seeks to disav[ 8 despair ?r\gh a regressive revival ( ! protect+ =ces ( *ildhood4 ,x does n seem t ,leon>do's life disproves ?is conception ( religi\s belief4 ,accusations *>g+ him ) irreligi\sness1 :i* 9 ^? times 0 equival5t to r5\nc+ ,*ri/ianity1 7 br\ght aga9/ him already 9 8 lifetime1 & 7 cle>ly describ$ 9 ! fir/ biography giv5 by ,vas>i4#gj ,9 ! second edition ( 8 ,vite 7#aefh7 ,vas>i left out ?is obs]vation4 ,9 view ( ! extraord9>y s5sitiv5ess ( 8 age 9 matt]s ( religion x is p]fectly compreh5sible to u :y ,leon>do refra9$ f directly express+ 8 position to ,*ri/ianity 9 8 notes4 ,z inve/igator he did n p]mit himself to be misl$ by ! acc\nt ( ! creation ( ! holy scriptures2 = in/ance1 he disput$ ! possibility ( a univ]sal flood1 & 9 geology he 0 z unscrupul\s 9 calculat+ ) hundr$ ?\s&s ( ye>s z mod]n inve/igators4 ,among 8 prophecies "o f9ds "s ?+s t w\ld p]=ce (f5d ! s5sitive feel+s ( a religi\s ,*ri/ian1 e4g4 ,pray+ to ! images ( ,sa9ts1 reads z foll[s3#ga ,p talk to p :o p]ceive no?+1 :o h op5 eyes & see no?+2 !y %all talk to !m & receive no answ]2 !y %all adore ^? :o h e>s & he> no?+2 !y %all burn lamps = ^? :o d n see4 ,or3 ,conc]n+ m\rn+ on ,good ,friday 7p4 #big73 ,9 all p>ts ( ,europe great peoples w bewail ! dea? ( "o man :o di$ 9 ! ,ori5t4 ,x 0 ass]t$ ( ,leon>do's art t he took away ! la/ remnant ( religi\s atta*m5t f ! holy figures & put !m into human =m 9 ord] to depict 9 !m great & beautiful human feel+s4 ,mu!r praises him = hav+ ov]come ! feel+ ( decad5ce1 & = hav+ return$ to man ! "r ( s5suality & pleasurable enjoym5t4 ,! notices :i* %[ ,leon>do absorb$ 9 fa?om+ ! great riddles ( nature d n lack any expressions ( admiration = ! creator1 ! la/ cause ( all ^! wond]ful secrets1 b no?+ indicates t he wi%$ to hold any p]sonal relation to ?is div9e =ce4 ,! s5t5ces :i* conta9 ! deep wisdom ( 8 la/ ye>s brea! ! resignation ( ! man :o subjects himself to ! laws ( nature & expects no alleviation f ! k9dness or grace ( ,god4 ,!re is h>dly any d\bt t ,leon>do _h vanqui%$ dogmatic z well z p]sonal religion1 & ?r\gh 8 "w ( inve/igation he _h )drawn f> f ! _w aspect ( ! religi\s ,*ri/ian4 ,f our views m5tion$ be=e 9 ! developm5t ( ! infantile psy*ic life1 x becomes cle> t also ,leon>do's fir/ inve/igations 9 *ildhood occupi$ !mselves ) ! problems ( sexuality4 ,b he himself betrays x to u ?r\gh a transp>5t veil1 9 t he connects 8 impulse to inve/igate ) ! vulture phantasy1 & 9 emphasiz+ ! problem ( ! flight ( ! bird z "o ^: elaboration devolv$ ^u him ?r\gh special concat5ations ( fate4 ,a v obscure z well z a prophetically s\nd+ passage 9 8 notes deal+ ) ! flight ( ! bird demon/rates 9 ! nice/ way ) h[ mu* affective int]e/ he clung to ! wi% t he himself %\ld be able to imitate1 ! art ( fly+3 ,! human bird %all take 8 fir/ flight1 fill+ ! _w ) amazem5t1 all writ+s ) 8 fame1 & br++ et]nal glory to ! ne/ :5ce he sprang4 ,he probably hop$ t he himself w\ld sometimes be able to fly1 & we "k f ! wi% fulfill+ dreams ( p :at bliss "o expects f ! fulfillm5t ( ?is hope4 ,b :y d s _m p dream t !y are able to fly8 ,psy*oanalysis answ]s ?is "q by /at+ t to fly or to be a bird 9 ! dream is only a concealm5t ( ano!r wi%1 to ! recognition ( :i* "o c rea* by m ?an "o l+ui/ic or objective bridge4 ,:5 ! inquisitive *ild is told t a big bird l ! /ork br+s ! little *ildr51 :5 ! anci5ts h =m$ ! phallus w+$1 :5 ! popul> designation ( ! sexual activity ( man is express$ 9 ,g]man by ! ^w to bird 7voegeln71 :5 ! male memb] is directly call$ l'uccello 7bird7 by ! ,italians1 all ^! facts are only small fragm5ts f a l>ge collection :i* tea*es u t ! wi% to be able to fly signifies 9 ! dream no?+ m or less ?an ! long+ = ! ability ( sexual accompli%m5t4 ,?is is an e>ly infantile wi%4 ,:5 ! gr[n-up recalls 8 *ildhood x appe>s to him z a happy "t 9 :i* "o is happy = ! mom5t & looks to ! future )\t any wi%es1 x is = ?is reason t he envies *ildr54 ,b if *ildr5 !mselves c\ld in=m u ab\t x !y w\ld probably give diff]5t reports4 ,x seems t *ildhood is n t blissful ,idyl into :i* we lat] di/ort x1 t on ! contr>y *ildr5 are la%$ ?r\gh ! ye>s ( *ildhood by ! wi% to become big1 & to imitate ! gr[n ups4 ,?is wi% in/igates all _! play+4 ,if 9 ! c\rse ( _! sexual inve/igation *ildr5 feel t ! gr[n up kn[s some?+ wond]ful 9 ! my/]i\s & yet s important realm1 :at !y are prohibit$ f kn[+ or do+1 !y are seiz$ ) a viol5t wi% to "k x1 & dream ( x 9 ! =m ( fly+1 or prep>e ?is disguise ( ! wi% = _! lat] fly+ dreams4 ,?us aviation1 :i* has atta9$ its aim 9 our times1 has also its infantile erotic roots4 ,by admitt+ t he ent]ta9$ a special p]sonal relation to ! problem ( fly+ s9ce 8 *ildhood1 ,leon>do be>s out :at we mu/ assume f our inve/igation ( *ildr5 ( our times1 namely1 t 8 *ildhood inve/igation 0 direct$ to sexual matt]s4 ,at lea/ ?is "o problem escap$ ! repression :i* has lat] e/rang$ him f sexuality4 ,f *ildhood until ! age ( p]fect intellectual maturity ?is subject1 slightly v>i$1 cont9u$ to hold 8 int]e/1 & x is q possible t he 0 z little successful 9 8 *]i%$ art 9 ! prim>y sexual s5se z 9 8 desires = me*anical matt]s1 t bo? wi%es 7 d5i$ to him4 ,z a matt] ( fact ! great ,leon>do rema9$ infantile 9 "s ways ?r\gh\t 8 :ole life2 x is said t all great m5 reta9 some?+ ( ! infantile4 ,z a gr[n up he /ill cont9u$ play+1 :i* sometimes made him appe> /range & incompreh5sible to 8 contempor>ies4 ,:5 he con/ruct$ ! mo/ arti/ic me*anical toys = c\rt fe/ivities & receptions we are dissatisfi$ !reby because we dislike to see ! ma/] wa/e 8 p[] on su* petty /uff4 ,he himself did n seem av]se to giv+ 8 "t to su* ?+s4 ,vas>i reports t he did simil> ?+s ev5 :5 n urg$ to x by reque/3 ,!re 79 ,rome7 he made a d\ghy mass out ( wax1 & :5 x s(t5$ he =m$ !re( v delicate animals fill$ ) air2 :5 he blew into !m !y flew 9 ! air1 & :5 ! air 0 exhau/$ !y fell to ! gr\nd4 ,= a peculi> liz>d caught by ! w9e-gr[] ( ,belv$]e ,leon>do made w+s f sk9 pull$ (f f o!r liz>ds1 :i* he fill$ ) m]cury s t !y mov$ & trembl$ :5 x walk$2 he !n made = x eyes1 a be>d & horns1 tam$ x & put x 9 a little box & t]rifi$ all 8 fri5ds ) x4#gb ,su* play+ (t5 s]v$ him z an expression ( s]i\s ?\ghts3 ,he _h (t5 clean$ ! inte/9es ( a %eep s well t "o c\ld hold !m 9 ! holl[ ( ! h&2 he br\ght !m into a big room1 & atta*$ !m to a blacksmi?'s bell[s :i* he kept 9 an adjac5t room1 he !n blew !m up until !y fill$ up ! :ole room s t ev]ybody _h to cr[d into a corn]4 ,9 ?is mann] he %[$ h[ !y gradually became transp>5t & fill$ up ) air1 & z !y 7 at fir/ limit$ to v little space & gradually became m & m ext5d$ 9 ! big room1 he comp>$ !m to a g5ius4#gc ,8 fables & riddles ev9ce ! same playful pleasure 9 h>mless concealm5t & arti/ic inve/m5t1 ! riddles 7 put into ! =m ( prophecies2 almo/ all are ri* 9 ideas & to a rem>kable degree devoid ( wit4 ,! plays & jumps :i* ,leon>do all[$ 8 phantasy h 9 "s cases q misl$ 8 biograph]s :o misund]/ood ?is "p ( 8 nature4 ,9 ,leon>do's ,milanese manuscripts "o f9ds1 = example1 outl9es ( lett]s to ! ,diod>io ( ,sorio 7,syria71 vic]oy ( ! holy ,sultan ( ,babylon1 9 :i* ,leon>do pres5ts himself z an eng9e] s5t to ^! regions ( ! ,ori5t 9 ord] to con/ruct "s works4 ,9 ^! lett]s he def5ds himself aga9/ ! reproa* ( laz9ess1 he furni%es geographical descriptions ( cities & m\nta9s1 & f9ally discusses a big elem5t>y ev5t :i* occurr$ :ile he 0 !re4#gd ,9 #ahha1 ,j4 ,p4 ,ri*t] _h endeavor$ to prove f ^! docum5ts t ,leon>do made ^! travel]'s obs]vations :5 he really 0 9 ! s]vice ( ! ,sultan ( ,egypt1 & t :ile 9 ! ,ori5t he embrac$ ! ,mohamm$an religion4 ,?is soj\rn 9 ! ,ori5t %\ld h tak5 place 9 ! "t ( #adhc1 t is1 be=e he remov$ to ! c\rt ( ! ,duke ( ,milan4 ,h[ev]1 x 0 n difficult = o!r au?ors to recognize ! illu/rations ( ?is suppos$ j\rney to ! ,ori5t z :at !y really 71 namely1 phanta/ic productions ( ! y\?ful arti/ :i* he creat$ = 8 own amusem5t1 & 9 :i* he probably br\ght to expression 8 wi%es to see ! _w & exp]i5ce adv5tures4 ,a phanta/ic =mation is probably also ! ,academia ,v9ciana1 ! acceptance ( :i* is due to ! exi/5ce ( five or six mo/ clev] & intricate emblems ) ! inscription ( ! ,academy4 ,vas>i m5tions ^! draw+s b n ! ,academy4#ge ,mu5tz :o plac$ su* ornam5t on ! cov] ( 8 big "w on ,leon>do belongs to ! few :o believe 9 ! reality ( an ,academia ,v9ciana4 ,x is probable t ?is impulse to play disappe>$ 9 ,leon>do's matur] ye>s1 t x became dis*>g$ 9 ! inve/igat+ activity :i* signifi$ ! highe/ developm5t ( 8 p]sonality4 ,b ! fact t x cont9u$ s long may tea* u h[ sl[ly "o te>s himself away f 8 infantilism aft] hav+ enjoy$ 9 8 *ildhood supreme erotic happ9ess :i* is lat] unatta9able4 ,,vi ,x w\ld be futile to delude ourselves t at pres5t1 read]s f9d e pa?ography unsavory4 ,?is attitude is excus$ ) ! reproa* t f a pa?ographic elaboration ( a great man "o nev] obta9s an und]/&+ ( 8 importance & 8 atta9m5ts1 t x is !re=e useless mis*ief to /udy 9 him ?+s :i* c\ld j z well be f\nd 9 ! fir/ com]4 ,h[ev]1 ?is criticism is s cle>ly unju/ t x c only be grasp$ :5 view$ z a pretext & a disguise = some?+4 ,z a matt] ( fact pa?ography does n aim at mak+ compreh5sible ! atta9m5ts ( ! great man2 no "o %\ld really be blam$ = n do+ some?+ :i* "o nev] promis$4 ,! real motives = ! opposition are q diff]5t4 ,"o f9ds !m :5 "o be>s 9 m9d t biograph]s are fix$ on _! h]oes 9 q a peculi> mann]4 ,frequ5tly !y take ! h]o z ! object ( /udy because1 = reasons ( _! p]sonal emotional life1 !y be> him a special affection f ! v outset4 ,!y !n devote !mselves to a "w ( idealization :i* /rives to enroll ! great m5 among _! infantile models1 & to revive ?r\gh him1 z x 71 ! infantile conception ( ! fa!r4 ,= ! sake ( ?is wi% !y wipe out ! individual features 9 8 physiognomy1 !y rub out ! traces ( 8 life's /ruggle ) inn] & out] resi/ances1 & d n tol]ate 9 him any?+ ( human weakness or imp]fection2 !y !n give u a cold1 /range1 ideal =m in/ead ( ! man to :om we c\ld feel di/antly relat$4 ,x is to be regrett$ t !y d ?is1 = !y !reby sacrifice ! tru? to an illusion1 & = ! sake ( _! infantile phantasies !y let slip ! opportunity to p5etrate into ! mo/ attractive secrets ( human nature4#gf ,leon>do himself1 judg+ f 8 love = ! tru? & 8 inquisitiv5ess1 w\ld h int]pos$ no objections to ! ef=t ( discov]+ ! det]m9ations ( 8 psy*ic & intellectual developm5t f ! trivial peculi>ities & riddles ( 8 nature4 ,we respect him by le>n+ f him4 ,x does no injury to 8 greatness to /udy ! sacrifices :i* 8 developm5t f ! *ild mu/ h entail$1 & to ! compile factors :i* h /amp$ on 8 p]son ! tragic feature ( failure4 ,let u expressly emphasize t we h nev] consid]$ ,leon>do z a neurotic or z a n]v\s p]son 9 ! s5se ( ?is awkw>d t]m4 ,:oev] takes x amiss t we %\ld ev5 d>e apply to him viewpo9ts ga9$ f pa?ology1 /ill cl+s to prejudices :i* we h at pres5t ju/ly giv5 up4 ,we no long] believe t heal? & disease1 normal & n]v\s1 are %>ply di/+ui%$ f ea* o!r1 & t neurotic traits mu/ be judg$ z pro( ( g5]al inf]iority4 ,we "k to-day t neurotic symptoms are sub/itutive =mations = c]ta9 repressive acts :i* h to be br\ght ab\t 9 ! c\rse ( our developm5t f ! *ild to ! cultural man1 t we all produce su* sub/itutive =mations1 & t only ! am\nt1 int5sity1 & di/ribution ( ^! sub/itutive =mations ju/ify ! practical conception ( illness & ! conclusion ( con/itutional inf]iority4 ,foll[+ ! slight signs 9 ,leon>do's p]sonality we w\ld place him ne> t neurotic type :i* we designate z ! compulsive type1 & we w\ld comp>e 8 inve/igation ) ! reason+ mania ( neurotics1 & 8 inhibitions ) ! s-call$ abulias ( ! latt]4 ,! object ( our "w 0 to expla9 ! inhibitions 9 ,leon>do's sexual life & 9 8 arti/ic activity4 ,= ?is purpose we %all n[ sum up :at we c\ld discov] conc]n+ ! c\rse ( 8 psy*ic developm5t4 ,we 7 unable to ga9 any k ab\t 8 h]$it>y factors1 on ! o!r h& we recognize t ! accid5tal circum/ances ( 8 *ildhood produc$ a f> rea*+ di/urb+ effect4 ,8 illegitimate bir? depriv$ him ( ! influ5ce ( a fa!r until p]haps 8 fif? ye>1 & left him to ! t5d] s$uction ( a "m ^: only consolation he 04 ,hav+ be5 kiss$ by h] into sexual prematurity1 he surely mu/ h ent]$ into a phase ( infantile sexual activity ( :i* only "o s+le manife/ation 0 def9itely ev9c$1 namely1 ! int5sity ( 8 infantile sexual inve/igation4 ,! impulse = look+ & inquisitiv5ess 7 mo/ /rongly /imulat$ by 8 impressions f e>ly *ildhood2 ! enorm\s m\?-zone receiv$ its acc5tuation :i* x _h nev] giv5 up4 ,f 8 lat] contra/+ behavior1 z ! exagg]at$ sympa?y = animals1 we c conclude t ?is infantile p]iod did n lack 9 /rong sadi/ic traits4 ,an en]getic %ift ( repression put an end to ?is infantile excess1 & e/abli%$ ! dispositions :i* became manife/ 9 ! ye>s ( pub]ty4 ,! mo/ /rik+ result ( ?is trans=mation 0 a turn+ away f all gross s5sual activities4 ,leon>do 0 able to lead a life ( ab/95ce & made ! impression ( an asexual p]son4 ,:5 ! floods ( pubesc5t excitem5t came ov] ! boy !y did n make him ill by =c+ him to co/ly & h>mful sub/itutive =mations2 ow+ to ! e>ly pref]5ce = sexual inquisitiv5ess1 ! great] "p ( ! sexual ne$s c\ld be sublimat$ into a g5]al ?ir/ aft] k & s elude repression4 ,a mu* small] portion ( ! libido 0 appli$ to sexual aims1 & repres5t$ ! /unt$ sexual life ( ! gr[n up4 ,9 consequ5ce ( ! repression ( ! love = ! "m ?is portion assum$ a homosexual attitude & manife/$ itself z ideal love = boys4 ,! fixation on ! "m1 z well z ! happy rem9isc5ces ( 8 relations ) h]1 0 pres]v$ 9 8 unconsci\s b rema9$ = ! "t 9 an inactive /ate4 ,9 ?is mann] ! repression1 fixation1 & sublimation p>ticipat$ 9 ! disposal ( ! contributions :i* ! sexual impulse furni%$ to ,leon>do's psy*ic life4 ,f ! obscure age ( boyhood ,leon>do appe>s to u z an arti/1 a pa9t]1 & sculptor1 ?anks to a specific tal5t :i* 0 probably en=c$ by ! e>ly awak5+ ( ! impulse = look+ 9 ! fir/ ye>s ( *ildhood4 ,we w\ld gladly report 9 :at way ! arti/ic activity dep5ds on ! psy*ic primitive =ces 7 x n t our mat]ial is inadequate j "h4 ,we cont5t ourselves by emphasiz+ ! fact1 conc]n+ :i* h>dly any d\bt /ill exi/s1 t ! productions ( ! arti/ give outlet also to 8 sexual desire1 & 9 ! case ( ,leon>do we c ref] to ! in=mation imp>t$ by ,vas>i1 namely1 t heads ( laugh+ wom5 & pretty boys1 or repres5tations ( 8 sexual objects1 attract$ att5tion among 8 fir/ arti/ic attempts4 ,x seems t dur+ 8 fl\ri%+ y\? ,leon>do at fir/ work$ 9 an un9hibit$ mann]4 ,z he took 8 fa!r z a model = 8 out] conduct 9 life1 he pass$ ?r\gh a p]iod ( manly creative p[] & arti/ic productivity 9 ,milan1 :]e favor$ by fate he f\nd a sub/itute = 8 fa!r 9 ! duke ,lodovico ,moro4 ,b ! exp]i5ce ( o!rs 0 soon confirm$ 9 him1 to wit1 t ! almo/ complete suppression ( ! real sexual life does n furni% ! mo/ favorable conditions = ! activity ( ! sublimat$ sexual /riv+s4 ,! figurativ5ess ( 8 sexual life ass]t$ itself1 8 activity & ability to quick decisions began to weak51 ! t5d5cy to reflection & delay 0 already noticeable z a di/urbance 9 ,! ,holy ,supp]1 & ) ! influ5ce ( ! te*nique det]m9$ ! fate ( ?is magnific5t "w4 ,sl[ly a process develop$ 9 him :i* c be put p>allel only to ! regressions ( neurotics4 ,8 developm5t at pub]ty into ! arti/ 0 out/ripp$ by ! e>ly infantile det]m9ant ( ! inve/igator1 ! second sublimation ( 8 erotic impulses turn$ back to ! primitive "o :i* 0 prep>$ at ! fir/ repression4 ,he became an inve/igator1 fir/ 9 s]vice ( 8 art1 lat] indep5d5tly & away f 8 art4 ,) ! loss ( 8 patron1 ! sub/itute = 8 fa!r1 & ) ! increas+ difficulties 9 8 life1 ! regressive displacem5t ext5d$ 9 dim5sion4 ,he became impaci5tissimo al p5nello 7mo/ impati5t ) ! bru%7 z report$ by a correspond5t ( ! c\ntess ,isabella d',e/e :o desir$ to possess at any co/ a pa9t+ f 8 h&4#gg ,8 infantile pa/ _h obta9$ control ov] him4 ,! inve/igation1 h[ev]1 :i* n[ took ! place ( 8 arti/ic production1 seems to h born c]ta9 traits :i* betray$ ! activity ( unconsci\s impulses2 ?is 0 se5 9 8 insatiability1 8 reg>dless ob/9acy1 & 9 8 lack ( ability to adju/ himself to actual conditions4 ,at ! summit ( 8 life1 9 ! age ( ! fir/ fifties1 at a "t :5 ! sex *>act]i/ics ( ! woman h already und]gone a regressive *ange1 & :5 ! libido 9 ! man n infrequ5tly v5tures into an en]getic advance1 a new trans=mation came ov] him4 ,/ill deep] /rata ( 8 psy*ic cont5t became active aga91 b ?is fur!r regression 0 ( b5efit to 8 art :i* 0 9 a /ate ( det]ioration4 ,he met ! woman :o awak5$ 9 him ! memory ( ! happy & s5su\sly enraptur$ smile ( 8 "m1 & "u ! influ5ce ( ?is awak5+ he acquir$ back ! /imulus :i* guid$ him 9 ! beg9n+ ( 8 arti/ic ef=ts :5 he =m$ ! smil+ woman4 ,he pa9t$ ,monna ,lisa1 ,sa9t ,anne1 & a numb] ( my/ic pictures :i* 7 *>act]iz$ by ! enigmatic smile4 ,) ! help ( 8 olde/ erotic feel+s he triumph$ 9 conqu]+ once m ! inhibition 9 8 art4 ,?is la/ developm5t fad$ away 9 ! obscurity ( ! approa*+ old age4 ,b be=e ?is 8 intellect rose to ! highe/ capacity ( a view ( life1 :i* 0 f> 9 advance ( 8 "t4 ,9 ! prec$+ *apt]s ,i h %[n :at ju/ification "o may h = su* repres5tation ( ,leon>do's c\rse ( developm5t1 = ?is mann] ( arrang+ 8 life & expla9+ 8 wav]+ betwe5 art & sci5ce4 ,if aft] accompli%+ ^! ?+s ,i %\ld provoke ! criticism f ev5 fri5ds & adepts ( psy*oanalysis1 t ,i h only writt5 a psy*oanalytic romance1 ,i %\ld answ] t ,i c]ta9ly did n ov]e/imate ! reliability ( ^! results4 ,l o!rs ,i succumb$ to ! attraction emanat+ f ?is great & my/]i\s man1 9 ^: be+ "o seems to feel p[]ful propell+ passions1 :i* aft] all c only ev9ce !mselves s rem>kably subdu$4 ,b :atev] may be ! tru? ab\t ,leon>do's life we _c rel9qui% our ef=t to inve/igate x psy*oanalytically be=e we h f9i%$ ano!r task4 ,9 g5]al we mu/ m>k out ! limits :i* are set up = ! work+ capacity ( psy*oanalysis 9 biography s t e omitt$ explanation %\ld n be held up to u z a failure4 ,psy*oanalytic inve/igation has at its disposal ! data ( ! hi/ory ( ! p]son's life1 :i* on ! "o h& consi/s ( accid5tal ev5ts & environm5tal influ5ces1 & on ! o!r h& ( ! report$ reactions ( ! individual4 ,bas$ on ! k ( psy*ic me*anisms x n[ seeks to inve/igate dynamically ! "* ( ! individual f 8 reactions1 & to lay b>e 8 e>lie/ psy*ic motive =ces z well z _! lat] trans=mations & developm5ts4 ,if ?is succe$s !n ! reaction ( ! p]sonality is expla9$ ?r\gh ! cooep]ation ( con/itutional & accid5tal factors or ?r\gh inn] & out] =ces4 ,if su* an und]tak+1 z p]haps 9 ! case ( ,leon>do1 does n yield def9ite results !n ! blame = x is n to be laid to ! faulty or inadequate psy*oanalytic me?od1 b to ! vague & fragm5t>y mat]ial left by tradition ab\t ?is p]son4 ,x is1 !re=e1 only ! au?or :o =c$ psy*oanalysis to furni% an exp]t op9ion on su* insuffici5t mat]ial1 :o is to be held responsible = ! failure4 ,h[ev]1 ev5 if "o _h at 8 disposal a v ri* hi/orical mat]ial & c\ld manage ! psy*ic me*anism ) ! greate/ c]ta9ty1 a psy*oanalytic inve/igation c\ld n possibly furni% ! def9ite view1 if x conc]ns two important que/ions1 t ! individual c\ld turn out only s & n diff]5tly4 ,conc]n+ ,leon>do we _h to repres5t ! view t ! accid5t ( 8 illegitimate bir? & ! pamp]+ ( 8 "m ex]t$ ! mo/ decisive influ5ce on 8 "* =mation & 8 lat] fate1 ?r\gh ! fact t ! sexual repression foll[+ ?is infantile phase caus$ him to sublimate 8 libido into a ?ir/ aft] k1 & ?us det]m9$ 8 sexual inactivity = 8 entire lat] life4 ,! repression1 h[ev]1 :i* foll[$ ! fir/ erotic gratification ( *ildhood did n h to take place1 9 ano!r individual x w\ld p]haps n h tak5 place or x w\ld h turn$ out n ne>ly z pr(use4 ,we mu/ recognize "h a degree ( fre$om :i* c no long] be solv$ psy*oanalytically4 ,"o is z little ju/ifi$ 9 repres5t+ ! issue ( ?is %ift ( repression z ! only possible issue4 ,x is q probable t ano!r p]son w\ld n h succe$$ 9 )draw+ ! ma9 "p ( 8 libido f ! repression ?r\gh sublimation into a desire = k2 "u ! same influ5ces z ,leon>do ano!r p]son might h su/a9$ a p]man5t injury to 8 intellectual "w or an uncontrollable disposition to compulsion neurosis4 ,! two *>act]i/ics ( ,leon>do :i* rema9$ unexpla9$ ?r\gh psy*oanalytic ef=t are fir/1 8 p>ticul> t5d5cy to repress 8 impulses1 & second1 8 extraord9>y ability to sublimate ! primitive impulses4 ,! impulses & _! trans=mations are ! la/ ?+s t psy*oanalysis c disc]n4 ,h5ce=? x leaves ! place to biological inve/igation4 ,! t5d5cy to repression1 z well z ! ability to sublimate1 mu/ be trac$ back to ! organic bases ( ! "*1 ^u :i* alone ! psy*ic /ructure spr+s up4 ,z arti/ic tal5t & productive ability are intimately connect$ ) sublimation we h to admit t also ! nature ( arti/ic atta9m5t is psy*oanalytically inaccessible to u4 ,biological inve/igation ( our "t endeavors to expla9 ! *ief traits ( ! organic con/itution ( a p]son ?r\gh ! fusion ( male & female pr$ispositions 9 ! mat]ial s5se2 ,leon>do's physical beauty z well z 8 left-h&$ness furni% "h "s support4 ,h[ev]1 we d n wi% to leave ! gr\nd ( pure psy*ologic inve/igation4 ,our aim rema9s to demon/rate ! connection betwe5 out] exp]i5ces & reactions ( ! p]son ov] ! pa? ( ! activity ( ! impulses4 ,ev5 if psy*oanalysis does n expla9 to u ! fact ( ,leon>do's arti/ic accompli%m5t1 x /ill gives u an und]/&+ ( ! expressions & limitations ( ! same4 ,x does seem z if only a man ) ,leon>do's *ildhood exp]i5ces c\ld h pa9t$ ,monna ,lisa & ,sa9t ,anne1 & c\ld h suppli$ 8 works ) t sad fate & s obta9 unhe>d ( fame z a natural hi/orian2 x seems z if ! key to all 8 atta9m5ts & failures 0 hidd5 9 ! *ildhood phantasy ( ! vulture4 ,b may "o n take (f5se at ! results ( an inve/igation :i* conc$e to ! accid5ts ( ! p>5tal con/ellation s decisive an influ5ce on ! fate ( a p]son1 :i*1 = example1 subord9ates ,leon>do's fate to 8 illegitimate bir? & to ! /]ility ( 8 fir/ /ep-"m ,donna ,albi]a8 ,i believe t "o has no "r to feel s2 if "o consid]s accid5t z unwor?y ( det]m9+ our fate1 x is only a relapse to ! pi\s aspect ( life1 ! ov]com+ ( :i* ,leon>do himself prep>$ :5 he put d[n 9 writ+ t ! sun does n move4 ,we are naturally griev$ ov] ! fact t a j ,god & a k9dly provid5ce d n gu>d u bett] aga9/ su* influ5ces 9 our mo/ def5seless age4 ,we !reby gladly =get t z a matt] ( fact ev]y?+ 9 our life is accid5t f our v orig9 ?r\gh ! meet+ ( sp]matozoa & ovum1 accid5t1 :i* nev]!less p>ticipates 9 ! lawfulness & fatalities ( nature1 & lacks only ! connection to our wi%es & illusions4 ,! division ( life's det]m9ants into ! fatalities ( our con/itution & ! accid5ts ( our *ildhood may /ill be indef9ite 9 individual cases1 b tak5 altoge!r "o c no long] ent]ta9 any d\bt ab\t ! importance ( precisely our fir/ ye>s ( *ildhood4 ,we all /ill %[ too little respect = nature1 :i* 9 ,leon>do's deep words recall+ ,hamlet's spee* is full ( inf9ite reasons :i* nev] appe>$ 9 exp]i5ce4#gh ,e "o ( u human be+s corresponds to "o ( ! inf9ite exp]im5ts 9 :i* ^! reasons ( nature =ce !mselves into exp]i5ce4 ,,! ,,end ,,footnotes3 #a ,9 ! words ( ,j4 ,burckh>d1 cit$ by ,alex&ra ,kon/ant9[a1 ,die ,entwicklung des ,madonn5typus by ,leon>do da ,v9ci1 ,/rassburg1 #aijg4 #b ,vite1 etc4 ,,lxxxiii4 #aeej-aehd4 #c ,traktat von d] ,mal]ei1 new edition & introduction by ,m>ie ,h]zfeld1 ,e4 ,di$]i*s1 ,j5a1 #aiji4 #d ,solmi4 ,la resurrezione dell' op]a di ,leon>do 9 ! collect$ "w2 ,leon>do da ,v9ci4 ,conf]5ze ,flor5t9e1 ,milan1 #aiaj4 #e ,scognamiglio ,ric]*e e ,docum5ti sulla giov9ezza di ,leon>do da ,v9ci4 ,napoli1 #aijj4 #f ,w4 v4 ,seidlitz4 ,leon>do da ,v9ci1 d] ,w5depunkt d] ,r5aissance1 #aiji1 ,bd4 ,i1 p4 #bjc4 #g ,w4 v4 ,seidlitz1 l4 c4 ,bd4 ,,ii1 p4 #dh #h ,w4 ,pat]4 ,! ,r5aissance1 p4 #ajg1 ,! ,macmillan ,co41 #aiaj4 ,b x is c]ta9 t at "o p]iod ( 8 life he _h almo/ ceas$ to be an arti/4 #i ,cf4 v4 ,seidlitz1 ,bd4 ,i die ,ges*i*te d] ,re/aurations--und ,rettungsv]su*e4 #aj ,mu5tz4 ,leon>d de ,v9ci1 ,p>is1 #ahii1 p4 #ah4 7,a lett] ( a contempor>y f ,india to a ,m$ici alludes to ?is peculi>ity ( ,leon>do4 ,giv5 by ,ri*t]3 ,! lit]>y ,works ( ,leon>do da ,v9ci47 #aa ,f4 ,botazzi4 ,leon>do biologo e anatomico4 ,conf]5ze ,flor5t9e1 p4 #ahf1 #aiaj4 #ab ,e4 ,solmi3 ,leon>do da ,v9ci4 ,g]man ,translation by ,emmi ,hirs*b]g4 ,b]l91 #aijh4 #ac ,m>ie ,h]zfeld3 ,leon>do da ,v9ci d] ,d5k]1 ,=s*] und ,poet4 ,second edition4 ,j5a1 #aijf4 #ad ,8 collect$ witticisms--belle facezie1--:i* are n translat$1 may be an exception4 ,cf4 ,h]zfeld1 ,leon>do da ,v9ci1 p4 #aea4 #ae ,accord+ to ,scognamiglio 7l4 c4 p4 #di7 ref]5ce is made to ?is episode 9 an obscure & ev5 v>i\sly int]pret$ passage ( ! ,codex ,atlanticus3 ,qu&o io feci ,dom5$dio putto voi mi mette/e 9 prigione1 ora s'io lo fo gr&e1 voi mi f>ete peggio4 #af ,m]ejk[ski3 ,! ,romance ( ,leon>do da ,v9ci1 translat$ by ,h]b]t ,tr5*1 ,g4 ,p4 ,putnam ,sons1 ,new ,york4 ,x =ms ! second ( ! hi/orical ,trilogy entitl$ ,*ri/ & ,anti-,*ri/1 ( :i* ! fir/ volume is ,julian ,apo/ata1 & ! ?ird volume is ,pet] ! ,great & ,alexei4 #ag ,solmi l4 c4 p4 #df4 #ah ,filippo ,botazzi1 l4 c4 p4 #aic4 #ai ,m>ie ,h]zfeld3 ,leon>do da ,v9ci1 ,traktat von d] ,mal]ei1 ,j5a1 #aiji 7,*ap4 ,i1 #fd74 #bj ,su* transfiguration ( sci5ce & ( nature into emotions1 or "o might say1 religion1 is "o ( ! *>act]i/ic traits ( da ,v9ci's manuscripts1 :i* "o f9ds express$ hundr$s ( times4 ,solmi3 ,la resurrezione1 etc1 p4 #aa4 #ba ,la resurrezione1 etc41 p4 #h3 ,leon>do plac$ ! /udy ( nature z a precept to pa9t+ 444 lat] ! passion = /udy became dom9at+1 he no long] wi%$ to acquire sci5ce = art1 b sci5ce = sci5ce' sake4 #bb ,= an enum]ation ( 8 sci5tific atta9m5ts see ,m>ie ,h]zfeld's int]e/+ introduction 7,j5a1 #aijf7 to ! essays ( ! ,conf]5ce ,flor5t9e1 #aiaj1 & else:]e4 #bc ,= a corroboration ( ?is improbable s\nd+ ass]tion see ! ,analysis ( ! ,phobia ( a ,five-ye>-old ,boy1 ,jahrbu* fu] ,psy*oanalytis*e und ,psy*opa?ologis*e ,=s*ung51 ,bd4 ,i1 #aiji1 & ! simil> obs]vation 9 ,bd4 ,,ii1 #aiaj4 ,9 an essay conc]n+ ,infantile ,!ories ( ,sex 7,sammlung5 kle9] ,s*rift5 zur ,neuros5lehre1 p4 #afg1 ,second ,s]ies1 #aiji71 ,i wrote3 ,b ?is reason+ & d\bt+ s]ves z a model = all lat] intellectual "w 9 problems1 & ! fir/ failure acts z a p>alyz] = all times4 #bd ,scognamiglio #a4 c41 p4 #ae4 #be ,cit$ by ,scognamiglio f ! ,codex ,atlanticus1 p4 #fe4 #bf ,cf4 "h ! ,bru*/ueck e9] ,hy/]ieanalyse1 9 ,neuros5lehre1 ,second s]ies1 #aiji4 #bg ,horapollo3 ,hi]oglyphica ,i1 ,,ii4 ,greek3 ,met]a de graphontex 444 gupa zographons94 #bh ,ros*]3 ,ausf4 ,lexicon d] grie*is*5 und roemis*5 ,my?ologie4 ,artikel ,mut1 ,,ii ,bd41 #ahid-ahig4--,lanzone4 ,dizion>io di ,mitologia egizia4 ,tor9o1 #ahhb4 #bi ,h4 ,h>tleb51 ,*ampollion4 ,se9 ,leb5 und se9 ,w]k1 #aijf4 #cj ,greek3 gypa de arr5a ou phasig5e/hai pote1 aila pheleias apasas1 cit$ by v4 ,roem]4 ,ueb] die &rogynis*e ,idee des ,leb5s1 ,jahrb4 f4 ,sexuelle ,zwis*5/uf51 ,v1 #aijc1 p4 #gcb4 #ca ,plut>*3 ,veluti sc>abaeos m>es tantum esse put>unt ,aegyptii sic int] vultures m>es non inv5iri /atu]unt #cb ,horapoll9is ,niloi ,hi]oglyphica edidit ,conradus ,leemans ,am/elodami1 #ahce4 ,! words ref]r+ to ! sex ( ! vulture read z foll[s 7p4 #ad73 ,greek3 pet]a m5 hepeide arr5 en t\to g5ei ton zoon ou* hyp>*ei44 #cc ,e4 ,mu5tz1 #a4 c41 p4 #bhb4 #cd ,e4 ,mu5tz1 #a4 c4 #ce ,see ! illu/rations 9 ,lanzone l4 c4 ,t4 ,,cxxxvi-,,viii4 #cf v4 ,roem] l4 c4 #cg ,cf4 ! obs]vations 9 ! ,jahrbu* fu] ,psy*oanalytis*e und ,psy*opa?ologis*e ,=s*ung51 ,vol4 ,i1 #aiji4 #ch ,cf4 ,ri*>d ,payne ,knight3 ,! ,cult ( ,priapus4 #ci ,prom95tly among ^? :o und]took ^! inve/igations are ,i4 ,sadg]1 ^: results ,i c ess5tially corroborate f my own exp]i5ce4 ,i am also aw>e t ,/ekel ( ,vi5na1 ,f]5czi ( ,budape/1 & ,brill ( ,new ,york1 came to ! same conclusions4 #dj ,edm4 ,solmi3 ,leon>do da ,v9ci1 ,g]man translation1 p4 #aeb4 #da ,solmi1 #a4 c4 p4 #bjc4 #db ,leon>do ?us behaves l "o :o 0 9 ! habit ( mak+ a daily confession to ano!r p]son :om he n[ replac$ by 8 di>y4 ,= an assumption z to :o ?is p]son may h be5 see ,m]ejk[ski1 p4 #cji4 #dc ,m4 ,h]zfeld3 ,leon>do da ,v9ci1 #aijf1 p4 #ada4 #dd ,! word+ is t ( ,m]ejk[ski1 #a4 c4 p4 #bcg4 #de ,! eque/rian monum5t ( ,francesco ,s=za4 #df ,! full word+ is f\nd 9 ,m4 ,h]zfeld1 #a4 c4 p4 #de4 #dg ,m]ejk[ski #a4 c4--,z a disappo9t+ illu/ration ( ! vagu5ess ( ! in=mation conc]n+ ,leon>do's intimate life1 meag] z x is1 ,i m5tion ! fact t ! same exp5se acc\nt is giv5 by ,solmi ) consid]able v>iation 7,g]man translation1 p4 #ajd74 ,! mo/ s]i\s diff]5ce is ! sub/itution ( flor9s by soldi4 ,"o may assume t 9 ?is acc\nt flor9s d n mean ! old gold flor9s1 b ^? us$ at a lat] p]iod :i* am\nt$ to #a-b_/c lira or #cc-a_/b soldi4--,solmi repres5ts ,cat]9a z a s]vant :o _h tak5 c>e ( ,leon>do's h\sehold = a c]ta9 "t4 ,! s\rce f :i* ! two repres5tations ( ?is acc\nt 7 tak5 0 n accessible to me4 #dh ,cat]9a came 9 ,july1 #adic4 #di ,! mann] ( expression ?r\gh :i* ! repress$ libidio c\ld manife/ itself 9 ,leon>do1 su* z circum/antiality & m>k$ int]e/ 9 money1 belongs to ^? traits ( "* :i* emanate f anal eroticism4 ,cf4 ,"* und ,anal]otik 9 ! second s]ies ( my ,sammlung zur ,neuros5lehre1 #aiji1 also ,brill's ,psy*oanalysis1 its ,!ories & ,practical ,applications1 ,*ap4 ,,xiii1 ,anal ,eroticism & ,"*1 ,saund]s1 ,philadelphia4 #ej ,seidlitz3 ,leon>do da ,v9ci1 ,,ii ,bd41 p4 #bhj4 #ea ,ges*i*te d] ,mal]ei1 ,bd4 ,i1 p4 #cad4 #eb l4 c4 p4 #dag4 #ec ,a4 ,conti3 ,leon>do pittore1 ,conf]5ze ,fior5t9e1 l4 c4 p4 #ic4 #ed l4 c4 p4 #de4 #ee ,w4 ,pat]3 ,! ,r5aissance1 p4 #abd1 ,! ,macmillan ,co41 #aiaj4 #ef ,m4 ,h]zfeld3 ,leon>do da ,v9ci1 p4 #hh4 #eg ,scognamiglio1 l4 c4 p4 #cb4 #eh ,l4 ,s*orn1 ,bd4 ,,iii1 #ahdc1 p4 #f4 #ei ,! same is assum$ by ,m]ejk[ski1 :o imag9$ a *ildhood = ,leon>do :i* deviates 9 ! ess5tial po9ts f ours1 drawn f ! results ( ! vulture phantasy4 ,b if ,leon>do himself _h display$ ?is smile1 tradition h>dly w\ld h fail$ to report to u ?is co9cid5ce4 #fj l4 c4 p4 #cji4 #fa ,a4 ,kon/ant9[a1 l4 c41 says3 ,m>y looks t5d]ly d[n on h] belov$ *ild ) a smile t recalls ! my/]i\s expression ( la ,gioconda4 ,else:]e speak+ ( ,m>y %e says3 ,! smile ( ,gioconda floats ^u h] features4 #fb ,cf4 v4 ,seidlitz1 l4 c4 ,bd4 ,,ii1 p4 #bgd4 #fc ,cf4 ,?ree ,contributions to ! ,!ory ( ,sex1 translat$ by ,a4 ,a4 ,brill1 #bnd edition1 #aiaf1 ,monograph s]ies4 #fd ,on ! #i? ( ,july1 #aejd1 ,w$nesday at #g o'clock di$ ,s] ,pi]o da ,v9ci1 not>y at ! palace ( ! ,pode/a1 my fa!r1 at #g o'clock4 ,he 0 #hj ye>s old1 left #aj sons & #b daught]s4 7,e4 ,mu5tz1 l4 c4 p4 #ac47 #fe ,i %all ov]look a great] error committ$ by ,leon>do 9 8 notice 9 t he gives 8 #gg-ye>-old fa!r #hj ye>s4 #ff ,he :o usurps on e>? my place1 my place1 my place1 :i* is void 9 ! pres5ce ( ! ,son ( ,god1 has made out ( my cemet]y a sew]4 ,canto ,,xxxvii4 #fg ,x seems t 9 t passage ( ! di>y ,leon>do also err$ 9 ! numb] ( 8 si/]s & bro!rs1 :i* /&s 9 rem>kable contra/ to ! app>5t exactness ( ! same4 #fh v4 ,seidlitz1 l4 c41 ,,ii1 p4 #bgj4 #fi ,solmi1 ,conf4 fior1 p4 #ac4 #gj ,mu5tz1 l4 c41 ,la ,religion de ,leon>do1 p4 #bib1 etc4 #ga ,h]zfeld1 p4 #bib4 #gb ,vas>i1 translat$ by ,s*orn1 #ahdc4 #gc ,eb5da1 p4 #ci4 #gd ,conc]n+ ^! lett]s & ! comb9ations connect$ ) !m see ,mu5tz1 l4 c41 p4 #hb2 = ! word+ ( ! same & = ! notices connect$ ) !m see ,h]zfeld1 l4 c41 p4 #bbc4 #ge ,besides1 he lo/ "s "t 9 t he ev5 made a draw+ ( a braid$ cord 9 :i* "o c\ld foll[ ! ?read f "o end to ! o!r1 until x =m$ a p]fectly circul> figure2 a v difficult & beautiful draw+ ( ?is k9d is engrav$ on copp]1 9 ! c5t] ( x "o c read ! words3 ,leon>dus ,v9ci ,academia 7p4 #h74 #gf ,?is criticism holds q g5]ally & is n aim$ at ,leon>do's biograph]s 9 p>ticul>4 #gg ,seidlitz ,,ii1 p4 #bga4 #gh ,la natura e pi5a d'inf9ite ragione *e non furono mai 9 isp]i5za1 ,m4 ,h]zfeld1 l4 c4 p4 ,,ii4