from the ,google ,print project47 ,illustration3 ,,leonardo ,,da ,,vinci ,leonardo da ,vinci ,a ,,psychosexual ,,study ,,of ,,an ,,infantile ,,reminiscence ,,by ,,professor ,,dr4 ,,sigmund ,,freud1 ,,ll4,d4 7,,university ,,of ,,vienna7 ,,translated ,,by ,a4 ,a4 ,,brill1 ,,ph4,b41 ,m4,d4 ,lecturer in ,psychoanalysis and ,abnormal ,psychology1 ,new ,york ,university ,illustration ,,new ,,york ,,moffat1 ,,yard ,,company #aiaf ,,copyright1 #aiaf1 ,,by ,,moffat1 ,,yard ,,company ,,illustrations ,leonardo ,da ,vinci ,frontispiece ,,facing ,,page ,mona ,lisa #gh ,saint ,anne #hf ,john the ,baptist #id ,,leonardo ,,da ,,vinci ,i ,when psychoanalytic investigation1 which usually contents itself with frail human material1 approaches the great personages of humanity1 it is not impelled to it by motives which are often attributed to it by laymen4 ,it does not strive to blacken the radiant and to drag the sublime into the mire2 it finds no satisfaction in diminishing the distance between the perfection of the great and the inadequacy of the ordinary objects4 ,but it cannot help finding that everything is worthy of understanding that can be perceived through those prototypes1 and it also believes that none is so big as to be ashamed of being subject to the laws which control the normal and morbid actions with the same strictness4 ,leonardo da ,vinci 7#adeb-aeai7 was admired even by his contemporaries as one of the greatest men of the ,italian ,renaissance1 still even then he appeared as mysterious to them as he now appears to us4 ,an all-sided genius1 whose form can only be divined but never deeply fathomed1#a he exerted the most decisive influence on his time as an artist2 and it remained to us to recognize his greatness as a naturalist which was united in him with the artist4 ,although he left masterpieces of the art of painting1 while his scientific discoveries remained unpublished and unused1 the investigator in him has never quite left the artist1 often it has severely injured the artist and in the end it has perhaps suppressed the artist altogether4 ,according to ,vasari1 ,leonardo reproached himself during the last hour of his life for having insulted ,god and men because he has not done his duty to his art4#b ,and even if ,vasari's story lacks all probability and belongs to those legends which began to be woven about the mystic master while he was still living1 it nevertheless retains indisputable value as a testimonial of the judgment of those people and of those times4 ,what was it that removed the personality of ,leonardo from the understanding of his contemporaries8 ,certainly not the many sidedness of his capacities and knowledge1 which allowed him to install himself as a player of the lyre on an instrument invented by himself1 in the court of ,lodovico ,sforza1 nicknamed ,il ,moro1 the ,duke of ,milan1 or which allowed him to write to the same person that remarkable letter in which he boasts of his abilities as a civil and military engineer4 ,for the combination of manifold talents in the same person was not unusual in the times of the ,renaissance2 to be sure ,leonardo himself furnished one of the most splendid examples of such persons4 ,nor did he belong to that type of genial persons who are outwardly poorly endowed by nature1 and who on their side place no value on the outer forms of life1 and in the painful gloominess of their feelings fly from human relations4 ,on the contrary he was tall and symmetrically built1 of consummate beauty of countenance and of unusual physical strength1 he was charming in his manner1 a master of speech1 and jovial and affectionate to everybody4 ,he loved beauty in the objects of his surroundings1 he was fond of wearing magnificent garments and appreciated every refinement of conduct4 ,in his treatise#c on the art of painting he compares in a significant passage the art of painting with its sister arts and thus discusses the difficulties of the sculptor3 ,now his face is entirely smeared and powdered with marble dust1 so that he looks like a baker1 he is covered with small marble splinters1 so that it seems as if it snowed on his back1 and his house is full of stone splinters1 and dust4 ,the case of the painter is quite different from that2 for the painter is well dressed and sits with great comfort before his work1 he gently and very lightly brushes in the beautiful colors4 ,he wears as decorative clothes as he likes1 and his house is filled with beautiful paintings and is spotlessly clean4 ,he often enjoys company1 music1 or some one may read for him various nice works1 and all this can be listened to with great pleasure1 undisturbed by any pounding from the hammer and other noises4 ,it is quite possible that the conception of a beaming jovial and happy ,leonardo was true only for the first and longer period of the master's life4 ,from now on1 when the downfall of the rule of ,lodovico ,moro forced him to leave ,milan1 his sphere of action and his assured position1 to lead an unsteady and unsuccessful life until his last asylum in ,france1 it is possible that the luster of his disposition became pale and some odd features of his character became more prominent4 ,the turning of his interest from his art to science which increased with age must have also been responsible for widening the gap between himself and his contemporaries4 ,all his efforts with which1 according to their opinion1 he wasted his time instead of diligently filling orders and becoming rich as perhaps his former classmate ,perugino1 seemed to his contemporaries as capricious playing1 or even caused them to suspect him of being in the service of the black art4 ,we who know him from his sketches understand him better4 ,in a time in which the authority of the church began to be substituted by that of antiquity and in which only theoretical investigation existed1 he the forerunner1 or better the worthy competitor of ,bacon and ,copernicus1 was necessarily isolated4 ,when he dissected cadavers of horses and human beings1 and built flying apparatus1 or when he studied the nourishment of plants and their behavior towards poisons1 he naturally deviated much from the commentators of ,aristotle and came nearer the despised alchemists1 in whose laboratories the experimental investigations found some refuge during these unfavorable times4 ,the effect that this had on his paintings was that he disliked to handle the brush1 he painted less and what was more often the case1 the things he began were mostly left unfinished2 he cared less and less for the future fate of his works4 ,it was this mode of working that was held up to him as a reproach from his contemporaries to whom his behavior to his art remained a riddle4 ,many of ,leonardo's later admirers have attempted to wipe off the stain of unsteadiness from his character4 ,they maintained that what is blamed in ,leonardo is a general characteristic of great artists4 ,they said that even the energetic ,michelangelo who was absorbed in his work left many incompleted works1 which was as little due to his fault as to ,leonardo's in the same case4 ,besides some pictures were not as unfinished as he claimed1 and what the layman would call a masterpiece may still appear to the creator of the work of art as an unsatisfied embodiment of his intentions2 he has a faint notion of a perfection which he despairs of reproducing in likeness4 ,least of all should the artist be held responsible for the fate which befalls his works4 ,as plausible as some of these excuses may sound they nevertheless do not explain the whole state of affairs which we find in ,leonardo4 ,the painful struggle with the work1 the final flight from it and the indifference to its future fate may be seen in many other artists1 but this behavior is shown in ,leonardo to highest degree4 ,edm4 ,solmi#d cites 7p4 #ab7 the expression of one of his pupils3 ,pareva1 che ad ogni ora tremasse1 quando si poneva a dipingere1 e pero no diede mai fine ad alcuna cosa cominciata1 considerando la grandezza dell'arte1 tal che egli scorgeva errori in quelle cose1 che ad altri parevano miracoli4 ,his last pictures1 ,leda1 the ,madonna di ,saint ,onofrio1 ,bacchus and ,st4 ,john the ,baptist1 remained unfinished come quasi intervenne di tutte le cose sue4 ,lomazzo1#e who finished a copy of ,the ,holy ,supper1 refers in a sonnet to the familiar inability of ,leonardo to finish his works3 ,protogen che il penel di sue pitture ,non levava1 agguaglio il ,vinci ,divo1 ,di cui opra non e finita pure4 ,the slowness with which ,leonardo worked was proverbial4 ,after the most thorough preliminary studies he painted ,the ,holy ,supper for three years in the cloister of ,santa ,maria delle ,grazie in ,milan4 ,one of his contemporaries1 ,matteo ,bandelli1 the writer of novels1 who was then a young monk in the cloister1 relates that ,leonardo often ascended the scaffold very early in the morning and did not leave the brush out of his hand until twilight1 never thinking of eating or drinking4 ,then days passed without putting his hand on it1 sometimes he remained for hours before the painting and derived satisfaction from studying it by himself4 ,at other times he came directly to the cloister from the palace of the ,milanese ,castle where he formed the model of the equestrian statue for ,francesco ,sforza1 in order to add a few strokes with the brush to one of the figures and then stopped immediately4#f ,according to ,vasari he worked for years on the portrait of ,monna ,lisa1 the wife of the ,florentine de ,gioconda1 without being able to bring it to completion4 ,this circumstance may also account for the fact that it was never delivered to the one who ordered it but remained with ,leonardo who took it with him to ,france4#g ,having been procured by ,king ,francis ,i1 it now forms one of the greatest treasures of the ,louvre4 ,when one compares these reports about ,leonardo's way of working with the evidence of the extraordinary amount of sketches and studies left by him1 one is bound altogether to reject the idea that traits of flightiness and unsteadiness exerted the slightest influence on ,leonardo's relation to his art4 ,on the contrary one notices a very extraordinary absorption in work1 a richness in possibilities in which a decision could be reached only hestitatingly1 claims which could hardly be satisfied1 and an inhibition in the execution which could not even be explained by the inevitable backwardness of the artist behind his ideal purpose4 ,the slowness which was striking in ,leonardo's works from the very beginning proved to be a symptom of his inhibition1 a forerunner of his turning away from painting which manifested itself later4#h ,it was this slowness which decided the not undeserving fate of ,the ,holy ,supper4 ,leonardo could not take kindly to the art of fresco painting which demands quick work while the background is still moist1 it was for this reason that he chose oil colors1 the drying of which permitted him to complete the picture according to his mood and leisure4 ,but these colors separated themselves from the background upon which they were painted and which isolated them from the brick wall2 the blemishes of this wall and the vicissitudes to which the room was subjected seemingly contributed to the inevitable deterioration of the picture4#i ,the picture of the cavalry battle of ,anghiari1 which in competition with ,michelangelo he began to paint later on a wall of the ,sala de ,consiglio in ,florence and which he also left in an unfinished state1 seemed to have perished through the failure of a similar technical process4 ,it seems here as if a peculiar interest1 that of the experimenter1 at first reenforced the artistic1 only later to damage the art production4 ,the character of the man ,leonardo evinces still some other unusual traits and apparent contradictions4 ,thus a certain inactivity and indifference seemed very evident in him4 ,at a time when every individual sought to gain the widest latitude for his activity1 which could not take place without the development of energetic aggression towards others1 he surprised every one through his quiet peacefulness1 his shunning of all competition and controversies4 ,he was mild and kind to all1 he was said to have rejected a meat diet because he did not consider it just to rob animals of their lives1 and one of his special pleasures was to buy caged birds in the market and set them free4#aj ,he condemned war and bloodshed and designated man not so much as the king of the animal world1 but rather as the worst of the wild beasts4#aa ,but this effeminate delicacy of feeling did not prevent him from accompanying condemned criminals on their way to execution in order to study and sketch in his notebook their features1 distorted by fear1 nor did it prevent him from inventing the most cruel offensive weapons1 and from entering the service of ,cesare ,borgia as chief military engineer4 ,often he seemed to be indifferent to good and evil1 or he had to be measured with a special standard4 ,he held a high position in ,cesare's campaign which gained for this most inconsiderate and most faithless of foes the possession of the ,romagna4 ,not a single line of ,leonardo's sketches betrays any criticism or sympathy of the events of those days4 ,the comparison with ,goethe during the ,french campaign cannot here be altogether rejected4 ,if a biographical effort really endeavors to penetrate the understanding of the psychic life of its hero it must not1 as happens in most biographies through discretion or prudery1 pass over in silence the sexual activity or the sex peculiarity of the one examined4 ,what we know about it in ,leonardo is very little but full of significance4 ,in a period where there was a constant struggle between riotous licentiousness and gloomy asceticism1 ,leonardo presented an example of cool sexual rejection which one would not expect in an artist and a portrayer of feminine beauty4 ,solmi#ab cites the following sentence from ,leonardo showing his frigidity3 ,the act of procreation and everything that has any relation to it is so disgusting that human beings would soon die out if it were not a traditional custom and if there were no pretty faces and sensuous dispositions4 ,his posthumous works which not only treat of the greatest scientific problems but also comprise the most guileless objects which to us do not seem worthy of so great a mind 7an allegorical natural history1 animal fables1 witticisms1 prophecies71#ac are chaste to a degree--one might say abstinent--that in a work of belle lettres would excite wonder even to-day4 ,they evade everything sexual so thoroughly1 as if ,eros alone who preserves everything living was no worthy material for the scientific impulse of the investigator4#ad ,it is known how frequently great artists found pleasure in giving vent to their phantasies in erotic and even grossly obscene representations2 in contradistinction to this ,leonardo left only some anatomical drawings of the woman's internal genitals1 the position of the child in the womb1 etc4 ,it is doubtful whether ,leonardo ever embraced a woman in love1 nor is it known that he ever entertained an intimate spiritual relation with a woman as in the case of ,michelangelo and ,vittoria ,colonna4 ,while he still lived as an apprentice in the house of his master ,verrocchio1 he with other young men were accused of forbidden homosexual relations which ended in his acquittal4 ,it seems that he came into this suspicion because he employed as a model a boy of evil repute4#ae ,when he was a master he surrounded himself with handsome boys and youths whom he took as pupils4 ,the last of these pupils ,francesco ,melzi1 accompanied him to ,france1 remained with him until his death1 and was named by him as his heir4 ,without sharing the certainty of his modern biographers1 who naturally reject the possibility of a sexual relation between himself and his pupils as a baseless insult to this great man1 it may be thought by far more probable that the affectionate relationships of ,leonardo to the young men did not result in sexual activity4 ,nor should one attribute to him a high measure of sexual activity4 ,the peculiarity of this emotional and sexual life viewed in connection with ,leonardo's double nature as an artist and investigator can be grasped only in one way4 ,of the biographers to whom psychological viewpoints are often very foreign1 only one1 ,edm4 ,solmi1 has to my knowledge approached the solution of the riddle4 ,but a writer1 ,dimitri ,sergewitsch ,merejkowski1 who selected ,leonardo as the hero of a great historical novel has based his delineation on such an understanding of this unusual man1 and if not in dry words he gave unmistakable utterance in plastic expression in the manner of a poet4#af ,solmi judges ,leonardo as follows3 ,but the unrequited desire to understand everything surrounding him1 and with cold reflection to discover the deepest secret of everything that is perfect1 has condemned ,leonardo's works to remain forever unfinished4#ag ,in an essay of the ,conferenze ,fiorentine the utterances of ,leonardo are cited1 which show his confession of faith and furnish the key to his character4 ,nessuna cosa si puo amare ne odiare1 se prima no si ha cognition di quella4#ah ,that is3 ,one has no right to love or to hate anything if one has not acquired a thorough knowledge of its nature4 ,and the same is repeated by ,leonardo in a passage of the ,treaties on the ,art of ,painting where he seems to defend himself against the accusation of irreligiousness3 ,but such censurers might better remain silent4 ,for that action is the manner of showing the workmaster so many wonderful things1 and this is the way to love so great a discoverer4 ,for1 verily great love springs from great knowledge of the beloved object1 and if you little know it you will be able to love it only little or not at all4#ai ,the value of these utterances of ,leonardo cannot be found in that they impart to us an important psychological fact1 for what they maintain is obviously false1 and ,leonardo must have known this as well as we do4 ,it is not true that people refrain from loving or hating until they have studied and became familiar with the nature of the object to whom they wish to give these affects1 on the contrary they love impulsively and are guided by emotional motives which have nothing to do with cognition and whose affects are weakened1 if anything1 by thought and reflection4 ,leonardo only could have implied that the love practiced by people is not of the proper and unobjectionable kind1 one should so love as to hold back the affect and to subject it to mental elaboration1 and only after it has stood the test of the intellect should free play be given to it4 ,and we thereby understand that he wishes to tell us that this was the case with himself and that it would be worth the effort of everybody else to treat love and hatred as he himself does4 ,and it seems that in his case it was really so4 ,his affects were controlled and subjected to the investigation impulse1 he neither loved nor hated1 but questioned himself whence does that arise1 which he was to love or hate1 and what does it signify1 and thus he was at first forced to appear indifferent to good and evil1 to beauty and ugliness4 ,during this work of investigation love and hatred threw off their designs and uniformly changed into intellectual interest4 ,as a matter of fact ,leonardo was not dispassionate1 he did not lack the divine spark which is the mediate or immediate motive power--il primo motore--of all human activity4 ,he only transmuted his passion into inquisitiveness4 ,he then applied himself to study with that persistence1 steadiness1 and profundity which comes from passion1 and on the height of the psychic work1 after the cognition was won1 he allowed the long checked affect to break loose and to flow off freely like a branch of a stream1 after it has accomplished its work4 ,at the height of his cognition when he could examine a big part of the whole he was seized with a feeling of pathos1 and in ecstatic words he praised the grandeur of that part of creation which he studied1 or--in religious cloak--the greatness of the creator4 ,solmi has correctly divined this process of transformation in ,leonardo4 ,according to the quotation of such a passage1 in which ,leonardo celebrated the higher impulse of nature 7,o mirabile necessita 444 7 he said3 ,tale trasfigurazione della scienza della natura in emozione1 quasi direi1 religiosa1 e uno dei tratti caratteristici de manoscritti vinciani1 e si trova cento e cento volte espressa4444#bj ,leonardo was called the ,italian ,faust on account of his insatiable and indefatigable desire for investigation4 ,but even if we disregard the fact that it is the possible retransformation of the desire for investigation into the joys of life which is presupposed in the ,faust tragedy1 one might venture to remark that ,leonardo's system recalls ,spinoza's mode of thinking4 ,the transformation of psychic motive power into the different forms of activity is perhaps as little convertible without loss1 as in the case of physical powers4 ,leonardo's example teaches how many other things one must follow up in these processes4 ,not to love before one gains full knowledge of the thing loved presupposes a delay which is harmful4 ,when one finally reaches cognition he neither loves nor hates properly2 one remains beyond love and hatred4 ,one has investigated instead of having loved4 ,it is perhaps for this reason that ,leonardo's life was so much poorer in love than those of other great men and great artists4 ,the storming passions of the soul-stirring and consuming kind1 in which others experience the best part of their lives1 seem to have missed him4 ,there are still other consequences when one follows ,leonardo's dictum4 ,instead of acting and producing one just investigates4 ,he who begins to divine the grandeur of the universe and its needs readily forgets his own insignificant self4 ,when one is struck with admiration and becomes truly humble he easily forgets that he himself is a part of that living force1 and that according to the measure of his own personality he has the right to make an effort to change that destined course of the world1 the world in which the insignificant is no less wonderful and important than the great4 ,solmi thinks that ,leonardo's investigations started with his art1#ba he tried to investigate the attributes and laws of light1 of color1 of shades and of perspective so as to be sure of becoming a master in the imitation of nature and to be able to show the way to others4 ,it is probable that already at that time he overestimated the value of this knowledge for the artist4 ,following the guide-rope of the painter's need1 he was then driven further and further to investigate the objects of the art of painting1 such as animals and plants1 and the proportions of the human body1 and to follow the path from their exterior to their interior structure and biological functions1 which really also express themselves in their appearance and should be depicted in art4 ,and finally he was pulled along by this overwhelming desire until the connection was torn from the demands of his art1 so that he discovered the general laws of mechanics and divined the history of the stratification and fossilization of the ,arno-valley1 until he could enter in his book with capital letters the cognition3 ,il sole non si move 7,the sun does not move74 ,his investigations were thus extended over almost all realms of natural science1 in every one of which he was a discoverer or at least a prophet or forerunner4#bb ,however1 his curiosity continued to be directed to the outer world1 something kept him away from the investigation of the psychic life of men2 there was little room for psychology in the ,academia ,vinciana1 for which he drew very artistic and very complicated emblems4 ,when he later made the effort to return from his investigations to the art from which he started he felt that he was disturbed by the new paths of his interest and by the changed nature of his psychic work4 ,in the picture he was interested above all in a problem1 and behind this one he saw emerging numerous other problems just as he was accustomed in the endless and indeterminable investigations of natural history4 ,he was no longer able to limit his demands1 to isolate the work of art1 and to tear it out from that great connection of which he knew it formed part4 ,after the most exhausting efforts to bring to expression all that was in him1 all that was connected with it in his thoughts1 he was forced to leave it unfinished1 or to declare it incomplete4 ,the artist had once taken into his service the investigator to assist him1 now the servant was stronger and suppressed his master4 ,when we find in the portrait of a person one single impulse very forcibly developed1 as curiosity in the case of ,leonardo1 we look for the explanation in a special constitution1 concerning its probable organic determination hardly anything is known4 ,our psychoanalytic studies of nervous people lead us to look for two other expectations which we would like to find verified in every case4 ,we consider it probable that this very forcible impulse was already active in the earliest childhood of the person1 and that its supreme sway was fixed by infantile impressions2 and we further assume that originally it drew upon sexual motive powers for its reenforcement so that it later can take the place of a part of the sexual life4 ,such person would then1 e4g41 investigate with that passionate devotion which another would give to his love1 and he could investigate instead of loving4 ,we would venture the conclusion of a sexual reenforcement not only in the impulse to investigate1 but also in most other cases of special intensity of an impulse4 ,observation of daily life shows us that most persons have the capacity to direct a very tangible part of their sexual motive powers to their professional or business activities4 ,the sexual impulse is particularly suited to yield such contributions because it is endowed with the capacity of sublimation1 i4e41 it has the power to exchange its nearest aim for others of higher value which are not sexual4 ,we consider this process as proved1 if the history of childhood or the psychic developmental history of a person shows that in childhood this powerful impulse was in the service of the sexual interest4 ,we consider it a further corroboration if this is substantiated by a striking stunting in the sexual life of mature years1 as if a part of the sexual activity had now been replaced by the activity of the predominant impulse4 ,the application of these assumptions to the case of the predominant investigation-impulse seems to be subject to special difficulties1 as one is unwilling to admit that this serious impulse exists in children or that children show any noteworthy sexual interest4 ,however1 these difficulties are easily obviated4 ,the untiring pleasure in questioning as seen in little children demonstrates their curiosity1 which is puzzling to the grown-up1 as long as he does not understand that all these questions are only circumlocutions1 and that they cannot come to an end because they replace only one question which the child does not put4 ,when the child becomes older and gains more understanding this manifestation of curiosity suddenly disappears4 ,but psychoanalytic investigation gives us a full explanation in that it teaches us that many1 perhaps most children1 at least the most gifted ones1 go through a period beginning with the third year1 which may be designated as the period of infantile sexual investigation4 ,as far as we know1 the curiosity is not awakened spontaneously in children of this age1 but is aroused through the impression of an important experience1 through the birth of a little brother or sister1 or through fear of the same endangered by some outward experience1 wherein the child sees a danger to his egotistic interests4 ,the investigation directs itself to the question whence children come1 as if the child were looking for means to guard against such undesired event4 ,we were astonished to find that the child refuses to give credence to the information imparted to it1 e4g41 it energetically rejects the mythological and so ingenious stork-fable1 we were astonished to find that its psychic independence dates from this act of disbelief1 that it often feels itself at serious variance with the grown-ups1 and never forgives them for having been deceived of the truth on this occasion4 ,it investigates in its own way1 it divines that the child is in the mother's womb1 and guided by the feelings of its own sexuality1 it formulates for itself theories about the origin of children from food1 about being born through the bowels1 about the role of the father which is difficult to fathom1 and even at that time it has a vague conception of the sexual act which appears to the child as something hostile1 as something violent4 ,but as its own sexual constitution is not yet equal to the task of producing children1 his investigation whence come children must also run aground and must be left in the lurch as unfinished4 ,the impression of this failure at the first attempt of intellectual independence seems to be of a persevering and profoundly depressing nature4#bc ,if the period of infantile sexual investigation comes to an end through an impetus of energetic sexual repression1 the early association with sexual interest may result in three different possibilities for the future fate of the investigation impulse4 ,the investigation either shares the fate of the sexuality1 the curiosity henceforth remains inhibited and the free activity of intelligence may become narrowed for life2 this is especially made possible by the powerful religious inhibition of thought1 which is brought about shortly hereafter through education4 ,this is the type of neurotic inhibition4 ,we know well that the so acquired mental weakness furnishes effective support for the outbreak of a neurotic disease4 ,in a second type the intellectual development is sufficiently strong to withstand the sexual repression pulling at it4 ,sometimes after the disappearance of the infantile sexual investigation1 it offers its support to the old association in order to elude the sexual repression1 and the suppressed sexual investigation comes back from the unconscious as compulsive reasoning1 it is naturally distorted and not free1 but forceful enough to sexualize even thought itself and to accentuate the intellectual operations with the pleasure and fear of the actual sexual processes4 ,here the investigation becomes sexual activity and often exclusively so1 the feeling of settling the problem and of explaining things in the mind is put in place of sexual gratification4 ,but the indeterminate character of the infantile investigation repeats itself also in the fact that this reasoning never ends1 and that the desired intellectual feeling of the solution constantly recedes into the distance4 ,by virtue of a special disposition the third1 which is the most rare and most perfect type1 escapes the inhibition of thought and the compulsive reasoning4 ,also here sexual repression takes place1 it is unable1 however1 to direct a partial impulse of the sexual pleasure into the unconscious1 but the libido withdraws from the fate of the repression by being sublimated from the beginning into curiosity1 and by reenforcing the powerful investigation impulse4 ,here1 too1 the investigation becomes more or less compulsive and a substitute of the sexual activity1 but owing to the absolute difference of the psychic process behind it 7sublimation in place of the emergence from the unconscious7 the character of the neurosis does not manifest itself1 the subjection to the original complexes of the infantile sexual investigation disappears1 and the impulse can freely put itself in the service of the intellectual interest4 ,it takes account of the sexual repression which made it so strong in contributing to it sublimated libido1 by avoiding all occupation with sexual themes4 ,in mentioning the concurrence in ,leonardo of the powerful investigation impulse with the stunting of his sexual life which was limited to the so-called ideal homosexuality1 we feel inclined to consider him as a model example of our third type4 ,the most essential point of his character and the secret of it seems to lie in the fact1 that after utilizing the infantile activity of curiosity in the service of sexual interest he was able to sublimate the greater part of his libido into the impulse of investigation4 ,but to be sure the proof of this conception is not easy to produce4 ,to do this we would have to have an insight into the psychic development of his first childhood years1 and it seems foolish to hope for such material when the reports concerning his life are so meager and so uncertain2 and moreover1 when we deal with information which even persons of our own generation withdraw from the attention of the observer4 ,we know very little concerning ,leonardo's youth4 ,he was born in #adeb in the little city of ,vinci between ,florence and ,empoli2 he was an illegitimate child which was surely not considered a great popular stain in that time4 ,his father was ,ser ,piero da ,vinci1 a notary and descendant of notaries and farmers1 who took their name from the place ,vinci2 his mother1 a certain ,caterina1 probably a peasant girl1 who later married another native of ,vinci4 ,nothing else about his mother appears in the life history of ,leonardo1 only the writer ,merejkowski believed to have found some traces of her4 ,the only definite information about ,leonardo's childhood is furnished by a legal document from the year #adeg1 a register of assessment in which ,vinci ,leonardo is mentioned among the members of the family as a five-year-old illegitimate child of ,ser ,piero4#bd ,as the marriage of ,ser ,piero with ,donna ,albiera remained childless the little ,leonardo could be brought up in his father's house4 ,he did not leave this house until he entered as apprentice--it is not known what year--in the studio of ,andrea del ,verrocchio4 ,in #adgb ,leonardo's name could already be found in the register of the members of the ,compagnia dei ,pittori4 ,that is all4 ,,ii ,as far as ,i know ,leonardo only once interspersed in his scientific descriptions a communication from his childhood4 ,in a passage where he speaks about the flight of the vulture1 he suddenly interrupts himself in order to follow up a memory from very early years which came to his mind4 ,it seems that it had been destined before that ,i should occupy myself so thoroughly with the vulture1 for it comes to my mind as a very early memory1 when ,i was still in the cradle1 a vulture came down to me1 he opened my mouth with his tail and struck me a few times with his tail against my lips4#be ,we have here an infantile memory and to be sure of the strangest sort4 ,it is strange on account of its content and account of the time of life in which it was fixed4 ,that a person could retain a memory of the nursing period is perhaps not impossible1 but it can in no way be taken as certain4 ,but what this memory of ,leonardo states1 namely1 that a vulture opened the child's mouth with its tail1 sounds so improbable1 so fabulous1 that another conception which puts an end to the two difficulties with one stroke appeals much more to our judgment4 ,the scene of the vulture is not a memory of ,leonardo1 but a phantasy which he formed later1 and transferred into his childhood4 ,the childhood memories of persons often have no different origin1 as a matter of fact1 they are not fixated from an experience like the conscious memories from the time of maturity and then repeated1 but they are not produced until a later period when childhood is already past1 they are then changed and disguised and put in the service of later tendencies1 so that in general they cannot be strictly differentiated from phantasies4 ,their nature will perhaps be best understood by recalling the manner in which history writing originated among ancient nations4 ,as long as the nation was small and weak it gave no thought to the writing of its history1 it tilled the soil of its land1 defended its existence against its neighbors by seeking to wrest land from them and endeavored to become rich4 ,it was a heroic but unhistoric time4 ,then came another age1 a period of self-realization in which one felt rich and powerful1 and it was then that one experienced the need to discover whence one originated and how one developed4 ,the history-writing which then continues to register the present events throws also its backward glance to the past1 it gathers traditions and legends1 it interprets what survived from olden times into customs and uses1 and thus creates a history of past ages4 ,it is quite natural that this history of the past ages is more the expressions of opinions and desires of the present than a faithful picture of the past1 for many a thing escaped the people's memory1 other things became distorted1 some trace of the past was misunderstood and interpreted in the sense of the present2 and besides one does not write history through motives of objective curiosity1 but because one desires to impress his contemporaries1 to stimulate and extol them1 or to hold the mirror before them4 ,the conscious memory of a person concerning the experiences of his maturity may now be fully compared to that of history writing1 and his infantile memories1 as far as their origin and reliability are concerned will actually correspond to the history of the primitive period of a people which was compiled later with purposive intent4 ,now one may think that if ,leonardo's story of the vulture which visited him in his cradle is only a phantasy of later birth1 it is hardly worth while giving more time to it4 ,one could easily explain it by his openly avowed inclination to occupy himself with the problem of the flight of the bird which would lend to this phantasy an air of predetermined fate4 ,but with this depreciation one commits as great an injustice as if one would simply ignore the material of legends1 traditions1 and interpretations in the primitive history of a people4 ,notwithstanding all distortions and misunderstandings to the contrary they still represent the reality of the past2 they represent what the people formed out of the experiences of its past age under the domination of once powerful and to-day still effective motives1 and if these distortions could be unraveled through the knowledge of all effective forces1 one would surely discover the historic truth under this legendary material4 ,the same holds true for the infantile reminiscences or for the phantasies of individuals4 ,what a person thinks he recalls from his childhood1 is not of an indifferent nature4 ,as a rule the memory remnants1 which he himself does not understand1 conceal invaluable evidences of the most important features of his psychic development4 ,as the psychoanalytic technique affords us excellent means for bringing to light this concealed material1 we shall venture the attempt to fill the gaps in the history of ,leonardo's life through the analysis of his infantile phantasy4 ,and if we should not attain a satisfactory degree of certainty1 we will have to console ourselves with the fact that so many other investigations about this great and mysterious man have met no better fate4 ,when we examine ,leonardo's vulture-phantasy with the eyes of a psychoanalyst then it does not seem strange very long2 we recall that we have often found similar structures in dreams1 so that we may venture to translate this phantasy from its strange language into words that are universally understood4 ,the translation then follows an erotic direction4 ,tail1 coda1 is one of the most familiar symbols1 as well as a substitutive designation of the male member which is no less true in ,italian than in other languages4 ,the situation contained in the phantasy1 that a vulture opened the mouth of the child and forcefully belabored it with its tail1 corresponds to the idea of fellatio1 a sexual act in which the member is placed into the mouth of the other person4 ,strangely enough this phantasy is altogether of a passive character2 it resembles certain dreams and phantasies of women and of passive homosexuals who play the feminine part in sexual relations4 ,let the reader be patient for a while and not flare up with indignation and refuse to follow psychoanalysis because in its very first applications it leads to an unpardonable slander of the memory of a great and pure man4 ,for it is quite certain that this indignation will never solve for us the meaning of ,leonardo's childhood phantasy2 on the other hand1 ,leonardo has unequivocally acknowledged this phantasy1 and we shall therefore not relinquish the expectation--or if you prefer the preconception--that like every psychic production such as dreams1 visions and deliria this phantasy1 too1 must have some meaning4 ,let us therefore lend our unprejudiced ears for a while to psychoanalytic work which after all has not yet uttered the last word4 ,the desire to take the male member into the mouth and suck it1 which is considered as one of the most disgusting of sexual perversions1 is nevertheless a frequent occurrence among the women of our time--and as shown in old sculptures was the same in earlier times--and in the state of being in love seems to lose entirely its disgusting character4 ,the physician encounters phantasies based on this desire1 even in women who did not come to the knowledge of the possibility of such sexual gratification by reading ,v4 ,krafft-,ebing's ,psychopathia ,sexualis or through other information4 ,it seems that it is quite easy for the women themselves to produce such wish-phantasies4#bf ,investigation then teaches us that this situation1 so forcibly condemned by custom1 may be traced to the most harmless origin4 ,it is nothing but the elaboration of another situation in which we all once felt comfort1 namely1 when we were in the suckling-age 7when ,i was still in the cradle7 and took the nipple of our mother's or wet-nurse's breast into our mouth to suck it4 ,the organic impression of this first pleasure in our lives surely remains indelibly impregnated2 when the child later learns to know the udder of the cow1 which in function is a breast-nipple1 but in shape and in position on the abdomen resembles the penis1 it obtains the primary basis for the later formation of that disgusting sexual phantasy4 ,we now understand why ,leonardo displaced the memory of the supposed experience with the vulture to his nursing period4 ,this phantasy conceals nothing more or less than a reminiscence of nursing--or being nursed--at the mother's breast1 a scene both human and beautiful1 which he as well as other artists undertook to depict with the brush in the form of the mother of ,god and her child4 ,at all events1 we also wish to maintain1 something we do not as yet understand1 that this reminiscence1 equally significant for both sexes1 was elaborated in the man ,leonardo into a passive homosexual phantasy4 ,for the present we shall not take up the question as to what connection there is between homosexuality and suckling at the mother's breast1 we merely wish to recall that tradition actually designates ,leonardo as a person of homosexual feelings4 ,in considering this1 it makes no difference whether that accusation against the youth ,leonardo was justified or not4 ,it is not the real activity but the nature of the feeling which causes us to decide whether to attribute to some one the characteristic of homosexuality4 ,another incomprehensible feature of ,leonardo's infantile phantasy next claims our interest4 ,we interpret the phantasy of being wet-nursed by the mother and find that the mother is replaced by a vulture4 ,where does this vulture originate and how does he come into this place8 ,a thought now obtrudes itself which seems so remote that one is tempted to ignore it4 ,in the sacred hieroglyphics of the old ,egyptians the mother is represented by the picture of the vulture4#bg ,these ,egyptians also worshiped a motherly deity1 whose head was vulture like1 or who had many heads of which at least one or two was that of a vulture4#bh ,the name of this goddess was pronounced ,mut2 we may question whether the sound similarity to our word mother 7,mutter7 is only accidental8 ,so the vulture really has some connection with the mother1 but of what help is that to us8 ,have we a right to attribute this knowledge to ,leonardo when ,francois ,champollion first succeeded in reading hieroglyphics between #agij-ahcb8bi ,it would also be interesting to discover in what way the old ,egyptians came to choose the vulture as a symbol of motherhood4 ,as a matter of fact the religion and culture of ,egyptians were subjects of scientific interest even to the ,greeks and ,romans1 and long before we ourselves were able to read the ,egyptian monuments we had at our disposal some communications about them from preserved works of classical antiquity4 ,some of these writings belonged to familiar authors like ,strabo1 ,plutarch1 ,aminianus ,marcellus1 and some bear unfamiliar names and are uncertain as to origin and time1 like the hieroglyphica of ,horapollo ,nilus1 and like the traditional book of oriental priestly wisdom bearing the godly name ,hermes ,trismegistos4 ,from these sources we learn that the vulture was a symbol of motherhood because it was thought that this species of birds had only female vultures and no males4#cj ,the natural history of the ancients shows a counterpart to this limitation among the scarebaeus beetles which were revered by the ,egyptians as godly1 no females were supposed to exist4#ca ,but how does impregnation take place in vultures if only females exist8 ,this is fully answered in a passage of ,horapollo4#cb ,at a certain time these birds stop in the midst of their flight1 open their vagina and are impregnated by the wind4 ,unexpectedly we have now reached a point where we can take something as quite probable which only shortly before we had to reject as absurd4 ,it is quite possible that ,leonardo was well acquainted with the scientific fable1 according to which the ,egyptians represented the idea of mother with the picture of the vulture4 ,he was an omnivorous reader whose interest comprised all spheres of literature and knowledge4 ,in the ,codex ,atlanticus we find an index of all books which he possessed at a certain time1#cc as well as numerous notices about other books which he borrowed from friends1 and according to the excerpts which ,fr4 ,richter#cd compiled from his drawings we can hardly overestimate the extent of his reading4 ,among these books there was no lack of older as well as contemporary works treating of natural history4 ,all these books were already in print at that time1 and it so happens that ,milan was the principal place of the young art of book printing in ,italy4 ,when we proceed further we come upon a communication which may raise to a certainty the probability that ,leonardo knew the vulture fable4 ,the erudite editor and commentator of ,horapollo remarked in connection with the text 7p4 #agb7 cited before3 ,caeterum hanc fabulam de vulturibus cupide amplexi sunt ,patres ,ecclesiastici1 ut ita argumento ex rerum natura petito refutarent eos1 qui ,virginis partum negabant2 itaque apud omnes fere hujus rei mentio occurit4 ,hence the fable of the monosexuality and the conception of the vulture by no means remained as an indifferent anecdote as in the case of the analogous fable of the scarebaeus beetles2 that church fathers mastered it in order to have it ready as an argument from natural history against those who doubted the sacred history4 ,if according the best information from antiquity the vultures were directed to let themselves be impregnated by the wind1 why should the same thing not have happened even once in a human female8 ,on account of this use the church fathers were almost all in the habit of relating this vulture fable1 and now it can hardly remain doubtful that it also became known to ,leonardo through so powerful a source4 ,the origin of ,leonardo's vulture phantasy can be conceived in the following manner3 ,while reading in the writings of a church father or in a book on natural science that the vultures are all females and that they know to procreate without the cooeperation of a male1 a memory emerged in him which became transformed into that phantasy1 but which meant to say that he also had been such a vulture child1 which had a mother but no father4 ,an echo of pleasure which he experienced at his mother's breast was added to this in the manner as so old impressions alone can manifest themselves4 ,the allusion to the idea of the holy virgin with the child1 formed by the authors1 which is so dear to every artist1 must have contributed to it to make this phantasy seem to him valuable and important4 ,for this helped him to identify himself with the ,christ child1 the comforter and savior of not alone this one woman4 ,when we break up an infantile phantasy we strive to separate the real memory content from the later motives which modify and distort the same4 ,in the case of ,leonardo we now think that we know the real content of the phantasy4 ,the replacement of the mother by the vulture indicates that the child missed the father and felt himself alone with his mother4 ,the fact of ,leonardo's illegitimate birth fits in with his vulture phantasy2 only on account of it was he able to compare himself with a vulture child4 ,but we have discovered as the next definite fact from his youth that at the age of five years he had already been received in his father's home2 when this took place1 whether a few months following his birth1 or a few weeks before the taking of the assessment of taxes1 is entirely unknown to us4 ,the interpretation of the vulture phantasy then steps in and wants to tell us that ,leonardo did not spend the first decisive years of his life with his father and his step-mother but with his poor1 forsaken1 real mother1 so that he had time to miss his father4 ,this still seems to be a rather meager and rather daring result of the psychoanalytic effort1 but on further reflection it will gain in significance4 ,certainty will be promoted by mentioning the actual relations in ,leonardo's childhood4 ,according to the reports1 his father ,ser ,piero da ,vinci married the prominent ,donna ,albiera during the year of ,leonardo's birth2 it was to the childlessness of this marriage that the boy owed his legalized reception into his father's or rather grandfather's house during his fifth year4 ,however1 it is not customary to offer an illegitimate offspring to a young woman's care at the beginning of marriage when she is still expecting to be blessed with children4 ,years of disappointment must have elapsed before it was decided to adopt the probably handsomely developed illegitimate child as a compensation for legitimate children who were vainly hoped for4 ,it harmonizes best with the interpretation of the vulture-phantasy1 if at least three years or perhaps five years of ,leonardo's life had elapsed before he changed from his lonely mother to his father's home4 ,but then it had already become too late4 ,in the first three or four years of life impressions are fixed and modes of reactions are formed towards the outer world which can never be robbed of their importance by any later experiences4 ,if it is true that the incomprehensible childhood reminiscences and the person's phantasies based on them always bring out the most significant of his psychic development1 then the fact corroborated by the vulture phantasy1 that ,leonardo passed the first years of his life alone with his mother must have been a most decisive influence on the formation of his inner life4 ,under the effect of this constellation it could not have been otherwise than that the child which in his young life encountered one problem more than other children1 should have begun to ponder very passionately over this riddle and thus should have become an investigator early in life4 ,for he was tortured by the great questions where do children come from and what has the father to do with their origin4 ,the vague knowledge of this connection between his investigation and his childhood history has later drawn from him the exclamation that it was destined that he should deeply occupy himself with the problem of the bird's flight1 for already in his cradle he had been visited by a vulture4 ,to trace the curiosity which is directed to the flight of the bird to the infantile sexual investigation will be a later task which will not be difficult to accomplish4 ,,iii ,the element of the vulture represents to us the real memory content in ,leonardo's childhood phantasy2 the association into which ,leonardo himself placed his phantasy threw a bright light on the importance of this content for his later life4 ,in continuing the work of interpretation we now encounter the strange problem why this memory content was elaborated into a homosexual situation4 ,the mother who nursed the child1 or rather from whom the child suckled was transformed into a vulture which stuck its tail into the child's mouth4 ,we maintain that the coda 7tail7 of the vulture1 following the common substituting usages of language1 cannot signify anything else but a male genital or penis4 ,but we do not understand how the phantastic activity came to furnish precisely this maternal bird with the mark of masculinity1 and in view of this absurdity we become confused at the possibility of reducing this phantastic structure to rational sense4 ,however1 we must not despair4 ,how many seemingly absurd dreams have we not forced to give up their sense6 ,why should it become more difficult to accomplish this in a childhood phantasy than in a dream6 ,let us remember the fact that it is not good to find one isolated peculiarity1 and let us hasten to add another to it which is still more striking4 ,the vulture-headed goddess ,mut of the ,egyptians1 a figure of altogether impersonal character1 as expressed by ,drexel in ,roscher's lexicon1 was often fused with other maternal deities of living individuality like ,isis and ,hathor1 but she retained besides her separate existence and reverence4 ,it was especially characteristic of the ,egyptian pantheon that the individual gods did not perish in this amalgamation4 ,besides the composition of deities the simple divine image remained in her independence4 ,in most representations the vulture-headed maternal deity was formed by the ,egyptians in a phallic manner1#ce her body which was distinguished as feminine by its breasts also bore the masculine member in a state of erection4 ,the goddess ,mut thus evinced the same union of maternal and paternal characteristics as in ,leonardo's vulture phantasy4 ,should we explain this concurrence by the assumption that ,leonardo knew from studying his book the androgynous nature of the maternal vulture8 ,such possibility is more than questionable2 it seems that the sources accessible to him contained nothing of remarkable determination4 ,it is more likely that here as there the agreement is to be traced to a common1 effective and unknown motive4 ,mythology can teach us that the androgynous formation1 the union of masculine and feminine sex characteristics1 did not belong to the goddess ,mut alone but also to other deities such as ,isis and ,hathor1 but in the latter perhaps only insofar as they possessed also a motherly nature and became fused with the goddess ,mut4#cf ,it teaches us further that other ,egyptian deities such as ,neith of ,sais out of whom the ,greek ,athene was later formed1 were originally conceived as androgynous or dihermaphroditic1 and that the same held true for many of the ,greek gods1 especially of the ,dionysian circle1 as well as for ,aphrodite who was later restricted to a feminine love deity4 ,mythology may also offer the explanation that the phallus which was added to the feminine body was meant to denote the creative primitive force of nature1 and that all these hermaphroditic deistic formations express the idea that only a union of the masculine and feminine elements can result in a worthy representation of divine perfection4 ,but none of these observations explain the psychological riddle1 namely1 that the phantasy of men takes no offense at the fact that a figure which was to embody the essence of the mother should be provided with the mark of the masculine power which is the opposite of motherhood4 ,the explanation comes from the infantile sexual theories4 ,there really was a time in which the male genital was found to be compatible with the representation of the mother4 ,when the male child first directs his curiosity to the riddle of the sexual life1 he is dominated by the interest for his own genitals4 ,he finds this part of the body too valuable and too important to believe that it would be missing in other persons to whom he feels such a resemblance4 ,as he cannot divine that there is still another equally valuable type of genital formation he must grasp the assumption that all persons1 also women1 possess such a member as he4 ,this preconception is so firm in the youthful investigator that it is not destroyed even by the first observation of the genitals in little girls4 ,his perception naturally tells him that there is something different here than in him1 but he is unable to admit to himself as the content of this perception that he cannot find this member in girls4 ,that this member may be missing is to him a dismal and unbearable thought1 and he therefore seeks to reconcile it by deciding that it also exists in girls but it is still very small and that it will grow later4#cg ,if this expectation does not appear to be fulfilled on later observation he has at his disposal another way of escape4 ,the member also existed in the little girl but it was cut off and on its place there remained a wound4 ,this progress of the theory already makes use of his own painful experience2 he was threatened in the meantime that this important organ will be taken away from him if it will form too much of an interest for his occupation4 ,under the influence of this threat of castration he now interprets his conception of the female genital1 henceforth he will tremble for his masculinity1 but at the same time he will look with contempt upon those unhappy creatures upon whom1 in his opinion1 this cruel punishment had already been visited4 ,before the child came under the domination of the castration complex1 at the time when he still held the woman at her full value1 he began to manifest an intensive desire to look as an erotic activity of his impulse4 ,he wished to see the genitals of other persons1 originally probably because he wished to compare them with his own4 ,the erotic attraction which emanated from the person of his mother soon reached its height in the longing to see her genital which he believed to be a penis4 ,with the cognition acquired only later that the woman has no penis1 this longing often becomes transformed into its opposite and gives place to disgust1 which in the years of puberty may become the cause of psychic impotence1 of misogyny and of lasting homosexuality4 ,but the fixation on the once so vividly desired object1 the penis of the woman1 leaves ineradicable traces in the psychic life of the child1 which has gone through that fragment of infantile sexual investigation with particular thoroughness4 ,the fetich-like reverence for the feminine foot and shoe seems to take the foot only as a substitutive symbol for the once revered and since then missed member of the woman4 ,the braid-slashers without knowing it play the part of persons who perform the act of castration on the female genital4 ,one will not gain any correct understanding of the activities of the infantile sexuality and probably will consider these communications unworthy of belief1 as long as one does not relinquish the attitude of our cultural depreciation of the genitals and of the sexual functions in general4 ,to understand the infantile psychic life one has to look to analogies from primitive times4 ,for a long series of generations we have been in the habit of considering the genitals or pudenda as objects of shame1 and in the case of more successful sexual repression as objects of disgust4 ,the majority of those living to-day only reluctantly obey the laws of propagation1 feeling thereby that their human dignity is being offended and degraded4 ,what exists among us of the other conception of the sexual life is found only in the uncultivated and in the lower social strata2 among the higher and more refined types it is concealed as culturally inferior1 and its activity is ventured only under the embittered admonition of a guilty conscience4 ,it was quite different in the primitive times of the human race4 ,from the laborious collections of students of civilization one gains the conviction that the genitals were originally the pride and hope of living beings1 they enjoyed divine worship1 and the divine nature of their functions was transported to all newly acquired activities of mankind4 ,through sublimation of its essential elements there arose innumerable god-figures1 and at the time when the relation of official religions with sexual activity was already hidden from the general consciousness1 secret cults labored to preserve it alive among a number of the initiated4 ,in the course of cultural development it finally happened that so much godliness and holiness had been extracted from sexuality that the exhausted remnant fell into contempt4 ,but considering the indestructibility which is in the nature of all psychic impressions one need not wonder that even the most primitive forms of genital worship could be demonstrated until quite recent times1 and that language1 customs and superstitions of present day humanity contain the remnants of all phases of this course of development4#ch ,important biological analogies have taught us that the psychic development of the individual is a short repetition of the course of development of the race1 and we shall therefore not find improbable what the psychoanalytic investigation of the child's psyche asserts concerning the infantile estimation of the genitals4 ,the infantile assumption of the maternal penis is thus the common source of origin for the androgynous formation of the maternal deities like the ,egyptian goddess ,mut and the vulture's coda 7tail7 in ,leonardo's childhood phantasy4 ,as a matter of fact1 it is only through misunderstanding that these deistic representations are designated hermaphroditic in the medical sense of the word4 ,in none of them is there a union of the true genitals of both sexes as they are united in some deformed beings to the disgust of every human eye2 but besides the breast as a mark of motherhood there is also the male member1 just as it existed in the first imagination of the child about his mother's body4 ,mythology has retained for the faithful this revered and very early fancied bodily formation of the mother4 ,the prominence given to the vulture-tail in ,leonardo's phantasy we can now translate as follows3 ,at that time when ,i directed my tender curiosity to my mother ,i still adjudged to her a genital like my own4 ,a further testimonial of ,leonardo's precocious sexual investigation1 which in our opinion became decisive for his entire life4 ,a brief reflection now admonishes us that we should not be satisfied with the explanation of the vulture-tail in ,leonardo's childhood phantasy4 ,it seems as if it contained more than we as yet understand4 ,for its more striking feature really consisted in the fact that the nursing at the mother's breast was transformed into being nursed1 that is into a passive act which thus gives the situation an undoubted homosexual character4 ,mindful of the historical probability that ,leonardo behaved in life as a homosexual in feeling1 the question obtrudes itself whether this phantasy does not point to a causal connection between ,leonardo's childhood relations to his mother and the later manifest1 if only ideal1 homosexuality4 ,we would not venture to draw such conclusion from ,leonardo's disfigured reminiscence were it not for the fact that we know from our psychoanalytic investigation of homosexual patients that such a relation exists1 indeed it really is an intimate and necessary relation4 ,homosexual men who have started in our times an energetic action against the legal limitations of their sexual activity are fond of representing themselves through theoretical spokesmen as evincing a sexual variation1 which may be distinguished from the very beginning1 as an intermediate stage of sex or as a third sex4 ,in other words1 they maintain that they are men who are forced by organic determinants originating in the germ to find that pleasure in the man which they cannot feel in the woman4 ,as much as one would wish to subscribe to their demands out of humane considerations1 one must nevertheless exercise reserve regarding their theories which were formulated without regard for the psychic genesis of homosexuality4 ,psychoanalysis offers the means to fill this gap and to put to test the assertions of the homosexuals4 ,it is true that psychoanalysis fulfilled this task in only a small number of people1 but all investigation thus far undertaken brought the same surprising results4#ci ,in all our male homosexuals there was a very intensive erotic attachment to a feminine person1 as a rule to the mother1 which was manifest in the very first period of childhood and later entirely forgotten by the individual4 ,this attachment was produced or favored by too much love from the mother herself1 but was also furthered by the retirement or absence of the father during the childhood period4 ,sadger emphasizes the fact that the mothers of his homosexual patients were often man-women1 or women with energetic traits of character who were able to crowd out the father from the place allotted to him in the family4 ,i have sometimes observed the same thing1 but ,i was more impressed by those cases in which the father was absent from the beginning or disappeared early so that the boy was altogether under feminine influence4 ,it almost seems that the presence of a strong father would assure for the son the proper decision in the selection of his object from the opposite sex4 ,following this primary stage1 a transformation takes place whose mechanisms we know but whose motive forces we have not yet grasped4 ,the love of the mother cannot continue to develop consciously so that it merges into repression4 ,the boy represses the love for the mother by putting himself in her place1 by identifying himself with her1 and by taking his own person as a model through the similarity of which he is guided in the selection of his love object4 ,he thus becomes homosexual2 as a matter of fact he returns to the stage of autoerotism1 for the boys whom the growing adult now loves are only substitutive persons or revivals of his own childish person1 whom he loves in the same way as his mother loved him4 ,we say that he finds his love object on the road to narcism1 for the ,greek legend called a boy ,narcissus to whom nothing was more pleasing than his own mirrored image1 and who became transformed into a beautiful flower of this name4 ,deeper psychological discussions justify the assertion that the person who becomes homosexual in this manner remains fixed in his unconscious on the memory picture or his mother1 ,by repressing the love for his mother he conserves the same in his unconscious and henceforth remains faithful to her4 ,when as a lover he seems to pursue boys1 he really thus runs away from women who could cause him to become faithless to his mother4 ,through direct observation of individual cases we could demonstrate that he who is seemingly receptive only of masculine stimuli is in reality influenced by the charms emanating from women just like a normal person1 but each and every time he hastens to transfer the stimulus he received from the woman to a male object and in this manner he repeats again and again the mechanism through which he acquired his homosexuality4 ,it is far from us to exaggerate the importance of these explanations concerning the psychic genesis of homosexuality4 ,it is quite clear that they are in crass opposition to the official theories of the homosexual spokesmen1 but we are aware that these explanations are not sufficiently comprehensive to render possible a final explanation of the problem4 ,what one calls homosexual for practical purposes may have its origin in a variety of psychosexual inhibiting processes1 and the process recognized by us is perhaps only one among many1 and has reference only to one type of homosexuality4 ,we must also admit1 that the number of cases in our homosexual type which shows the conditions required by us1 exceeds by far those cases in which the resulting effect really appears1 so that even we cannot reject the supposed cooeperation of unknown constitutional factors from which one was otherwise wont to deduce the whole of homosexuality4 ,as a matter of fact there would be no occasion for entering into the psychic genesis of the form of homosexuality studied by us if there were not a strong presumption that ,leonardo1 from whose vulture-phantasy we started1 really belonged to this one type of homosexuality4 ,as little as is known concerning the sexual behavior of the great artist and investigator1 we must still trust to the probability that the testimonies of his contemporaries did not go far astray4 ,in the light of this tradition he appears to us as a man whose sexual need and activity were extraordinarily low1 as if a higher striving had raised him above the common animal need of mankind4 ,it may be open to doubt whether he ever sought direct sexual gratification1 and in what manner1 or whether he could dispense with it altogether4 ,we are justified1 however1 to look also in him for those emotional streams which imperatively force others to the sexual act1 for we cannot imagine a human psychic life in whose development the sexual desire in the broadest sense1 the libido1 has not had its share1 whether the latter has withdrawn itself far from the original aim or whether it was detained from being put into execution4 ,anything but traces of unchanged sexual desire we need not expect in ,leonardo4 ,these point however to one direction and allow us to count him among homosexuals4 ,it has always been emphasized that he took as his pupils only strikingly handsome boys and youths4 ,he was kind and considerate towards them1 he cared for them and nursed them himself when they were ill1 just like a mother nurses her children1 as his own mother might have cared for him4 ,as he selected them on account of their beauty rather than their talent1 none of them--,cesare da ,sesto1 ,g4 ,boltraffio1 ,andrea ,salaino1 ,francesco ,melzi and the others--ever became a prominent artist4 ,most of them could not make themselves independent of their master and disappeared after his death without leaving a more definite physiognomy to the history of art4 ,the others who by their productions earned the right to call themselves his pupils1 as ,luini and ,bazzi1 nicknamed ,sodoma1 he probably did not know personally4 ,we realize that we will have to face the objection that ,leonardo's behavior towards his pupils surely had nothing to do with sexual motives1 and permits no conclusion as to his sexual peculiarity4 ,against this we wish to assert with all caution that our conception explains some strange features in the master's behavior which otherwise would have remained enigmatical4 ,leonardo kept a diary2 he made entries in his small hand1 written from right to left which were meant only for himself4 ,it is to be noted that in this diary he addressed himself with thou3 ,learn from master ,lucca the multiplication of roots4#dj ,let master d',abacco show thee the square of the circle4#da ,or on the occasion of a journey he entered in his diary3 ,i am going to ,milan to look after the affairs of my garden 444 order two pack-sacks to be made4 ,ask ,boltraffio to show thee his turning-lathe and let him polish a stone on it4--,leave the book to master ,andrea il ,todesco4#db ,or he wrote a resolution of quite different significance3 ,thou must show in thy treatise that the earth is a star1 like the moon or resembling it1 and thus prove the nobility of our world4#dc ,in this diary1 which like the diaries of other mortals often skim over the most important events of the day with only few words or ignore them altogether1 one finds a few entries which on account of their peculiarity are cited by all of ,leonardo's biographers4 ,they show notations referring to the master's petty expenses1 which are recorded with painful exactitude as if coming from a pedantic and strictly parsimonious family father1 while there is nothing to show that he spent greater sums1 or that the artist was well versed in household management4 ,one of these notes refers to a new cloak which he bought for his pupil ,andrea ,salaino3#dd ,silver brocade ,lira #ae ,soldi #d ,crimson velvet for trimming #i #j ,braid #j #i ,buttons #j #ab ,another very detailed notice gives all the expenses which he incurred through the bad qualities and the thieving tendencies of another pupil or model3 ,on #bast day of ,april1 #adij1 ,i started this book and started again the horse4#de ,jacomo came to me on ,magdalene day1 #adij1 at the age of ten years 7marginal note3 thievish1 mendacious1 willful1 gluttonous74 ,on the second day ,i ordered for him two shirts1 a pair of pants1 and a jacket1 and as ,i put the money away to pay for the things named he stole the money from my purse1 and it was never possible to make him confess1 although ,i was absolutely sure of it 7marginal note3 #d ,lira 44474 ,so the report continues concerning the misdeeds of the little boy and concludes with the expense account3 ,in the first year1 a cloak1 ,lira #b3 #f shirts1 ,lira #d3 #c jackets1 ,lira #f3 #d pair of socks1 ,lira #g1 etc4#df ,leonardo's biographers1 to whom nothing was further than to solve the riddle in the psychic life of their hero from these slight weaknesses and peculiarities1 were wont to remark in connection with these peculiar accounts that they emphasized the kindness and consideration of the master for his pupils4 ,they forget thereby that it is not ,leonardo's behavior that needs an explanation1 but the fact that he left us these testimonies of it4 ,as it is impossible to ascribe to him the motive of smuggling into our hands proofs of his kindness1 we must assume that another affective motive caused him to write this down4 ,it is not easy to conjecture what this motive was1 and we could not give any if not for another account found among ,leonardo's papers which throws a brilliant light on these peculiarly petty notices about his pupils' clothes1 and others of a kind3#dg ,burial expenses following the death of ,caterina #bg florins #b pounds wax #ah ,cataphalc #ab ,for the transportation and erection of the cross #d ,pall bearers #h ,to #d priests and #d clerics #bj ,ringing of bells #b ,to grave diggers #af ,for the approval--to the officials #a ------------ ,to sum up #ajh florins ,previous expenses3 ,to the doctor #d florins ,for sugar and candles #ab #af florins ------------ ,sum total #abd florins ,the writer ,merejkowski is the only one who can tell us who this ,caterina was4 ,from two different short notices he concludes that she was the mother of ,leonardo1 the poor peasant woman from ,vinci1 who came to ,milan in #adic to visit her son then #da years old4 ,while on this visit she fell ill and was taken to the hospital by ,leonardo1 and following her death she was buried by her son with such sumptuous funeral4#dh ,this deduction of the psychological writer of romances is not capable of proof1 but it can lay claim to so many inner probabilities1 it agrees so well with everything we know besides about ,leonardo's emotional activity that ,i cannot refrain from accepting it as correct4 ,leonardo succeeded in forcing his feelings under the yoke of investigation and in inhibiting their free utterance1 but even in him there were episodes in which the suppression obtained expression1 and one of these was the death of his mother whom he once loved so ardently4 ,through this account of the burial expenses he represents to us the mourning of his mother in an almost unrecognizable distortion4 ,we wonder how such a distortion could have come about1 and we certainly cannot grasp it when viewed under normal mental processes4 ,but similar mechanisms are familiar to us under the abnormal conditions of neuroses1 and especially in the so-called compulsion neurosis4 ,here one can observe how the expressions of more intensive feelings have been displaced to trivial and even foolish performances4 ,the opposing forces succeeded in debasing the expression of these repressed feelings to such an extent that one is forced to estimate the intensity of these feelings as extremely unimportant1 but the imperative compulsion with which these insignificant acts express themselves betrays the real force of the feelings which are rooted in the unconscious1 which consciousness would wish to disavow4 ,only by bearing in mind the mechanisms of compulsion neurosis can one explain ,leonardo's account of the funeral expenses of his mother4 ,in his unconscious he was still tied to her as in childhood1 by erotically tinged feelings2 the opposition of the repression of this childhood love which appeared later stood in the way of erecting to her in his diary a different and more dignified monument1 but what resulted as a compromise of this neurotic conflict had to be put in operation and hence the account was entered in the diary which thus came to the knowledge of posterity as something incomprehensible4 ,it is not venturing far to transfer the interpretation obtained from the funeral expenses to the accounts dealing with his pupils4 ,accordingly we would say that here also we deal with a case in which ,leonardo's meager remnants of libidinous feelings compulsively obtained a distorted expression4 ,the mother and the pupils1 the very images of his own boyish beauty1 would be his sexual objects--as far as his sexual repression dominating his nature would allow such manifestations--and the compulsion to note with painful circumstantiality his expenses on their behalf1 would designate the strange betrayal of his rudimentary conflicts4 ,from this we would conclude that ,leonardo's love-life really belonged to that type of homosexuality1 the psychic development of which we were able to disclose1 and the appearance of the homosexual situation in his vulture-phantasy would become comprehensible to us1 for it states nothing more or less than what we have asserted before concerning that type4 ,it requires the following interpretation3 ,through the erotic relations to my mother ,i became a homosexual4#di ,,iv ,the vulture phantasy of ,leonardo still absorbs our interest4 ,in words which only too plainly recall a sexual act 7and has many times struck against my lips with his tail71 ,leonardo emphasizes the intensity of the erotic relations between the mother and the child4 ,a second memory content of the phantasy can readily be conjectured from the association of the activity of the mother 7of the vulture7 with the accentuation of the mouth zone4 ,we can translate it as follows3 ,my mother has pressed on my mouth innumerable passionate kisses4 ,the phantasy is composed of the memories of being nursed and of being kissed by the mother4 ,illustration3 ,,mona ,,lisa ,a kindly nature has bestowed upon the artist the capacity to express in artistic productions his most secret psychic feelings hidden even to himself1 which powerfully affect outsiders who are strangers to the artist without their being able to state whence this emotivity comes4 ,should there be no evidence in ,leonardo's work of that which his memory retained as the strongest impression of his childhood8 ,one would have to expect it4 ,however1 when one considers what profound transformations an impression of an artist has to experience before it can add its contribution to the work of art1 one is obliged to moderate considerably his expectation of demonstrating something definite4 ,this is especially true in the case of ,leonardo4 ,he who thinks of ,leonardo's paintings will be reminded by the remarkably fascinating and puzzling smile which he enchanted on the lips of all his feminine figures4 ,it is a fixed smile on elongated1 sinuous lips which is considered characteristic of him and is preferentially designated as ,leonardesque4 ,in the singular and beautiful visage of the ,florentine ,monna ,lisa del ,giocondo it has produced the greatest effect on the spectators and even perplexed them4 ,this smile was in need of an interpretation1 and received many of the most varied kind but none of them was considered satisfactory4 ,as ,gruyer puts it3 ,it is almost four centuries since ,monna ,lisa causes all those to lose their heads who have looked upon her for some time4#ej ,muther states3#ea ,what fascinates the spectator is the demoniacal charm of this smile4 ,hundreds of poets and writers have written about this woman1 who now seems to smile upon us seductively and now to stare coldly and lifelessly into space1 but nobody has solved the riddle of her smile1 nobody has interpreted her thoughts4 ,everything1 even the scenery is mysterious and dream-like1 trembling as if in the sultriness of sensuality4 ,the idea that two diverse elements were united in the smile of ,monna ,lisa has been felt by many critics4 ,they therefore recognize in the play of features of the beautiful ,florentine lady the most perfect representation of the contrasts dominating the love-life of the woman which is foreign to man1 as that of reserve and seduction1 and of most devoted tenderness and inconsiderateness in urgent and consuming sensuality4 ,muentz#eb expresses himself in this manner3 ,one knows what indecipherable and fascinating enigma ,monna ,lisa ,gioconda has been putting for nearly four centuries to the admirers who crowd around her4 ,no artist 7,i borrow the expression of the delicate writer who hides himself under the pseudonym of ,pierre de ,corlay7 has ever translated in this manner the very essence of femininity3 the tenderness and coquetry1 the modesty and quiet voluptuousness1 the whole mystery of the heart which holds itself aloof1 of a brain which reflects1 and of a personality who watches itself and yields nothing from herself except radiance4444 ,the ,italian ,angelo ,conti#ec saw the picture in the ,louvre illumined by a ray of the sun and expressed himself as follows3 ,the woman smiled with a royal calmness1 her instincts of conquest1 of ferocity1 the entire heredity of the species1 the will of seduction and ensnaring1 the charm of the deceiver1 the kindness which conceals a cruel purpose1 all that appears and disappears alternately behind the laughing veil and melts into the poem of her smile4444 ,good and evil1 cruelty and compassion1 graceful and cat-like1 she laughed4444 ,leonardo painted this picture four years1 perhaps from #aejc until #aejg1 during his second sojourn in ,florence when he was about the age of fifty years4 ,according to ,vasari he applied the choicest artifices in order to divert the lady during the sittings and to hold that smile firmly on her features4 ,of all the gracefulness that his brush reproduced on the canvas at that time the picture preserves but very little in its present state4 ,during its production it was considered the highest that art could accomplish2 it is certain1 however1 that it did not satisfy ,leonardo himself1 that he pronounced it as unfinished and did not deliver it to the one who ordered it1 but took it with him to ,france where his benefactor ,francis ,i1 acquired it for the ,louvre4 ,let us leave the physiognomic riddle of ,monna ,lisa unsolved1 and let us note the unequivocal fact that her smile fascinated the artist no less than all the spectators for these #djj years4 ,this captivating smile had thereafter returned in all of his pictures and in those of his pupils4 ,as ,leonardo's ,monna ,lisa was a portrait we cannot assume that he has added to her face a trait of his own so difficult to express which she herself did not possess4 ,it seems1 we cannot help but believe1 that he found this smile in his model and became so charmed by it that from now on he endowed it on all the free creations of his phantasy4 ,this obvious conception is1 e4g41 expressed by ,a4 ,konstantinowa in the following manner3#ed ,during the long period in which the master occupied himself with the portrait of ,monna ,lisa del ,gioconda1 he entered into the physiognomic delicacies of this feminine face with such sympathy of feeling that he transferred these creatures1 especially the mysterious smile and the peculiar glance1 to all faces which he later painted or drew4 ,the mimic peculiarity of ,gioconda can even be perceived in the picture of ,john the ,baptist in the ,louvre4 ,but above all they are distinctly recognized in the features of ,mary in the picture of ,st4 ,anne of the ,louvre4 ,but the case could have been different4 ,the need for a deeper reason for the fascination which the smile of ,gioconda exerted on the artist from which he could not rid himself has been felt by more than one of his biographers4 ,w4 ,pater1 who sees in the picture of ,monna ,lisa the embodiment of the entire erotic experience of modern man1 and discourses so excellently on that unfathomable smile always with a touch of something sinister in it1 which plays over all ,leonardo's work1 leads us to another track when he says3#ee ,besides1 the picture is a portrait4 ,from childhood we see this image defining itself on the fabric of his dream2 and but for express historical testimony1 we might fancy that this was but his ideal lady1 embodied and beheld at last4 ,herzfeld surely must have had something similar in mind when stating that in ,monna ,lisa ,leonardo encountered himself and therefore found it possible to put so much of his own nature into the picture1 whose features from time immemorial have been imbedded with mysterious sympathy in ,leonardo's soul4#ef ,let us endeavor to clear up these intimations4 ,it was quite possible that ,leonardo was fascinated by the smile of ,monna ,lisa1 because it had awakened something in him which had slumbered in his soul for a long time1 in all probability an old memory4 ,this memory was of sufficient importance to stick to him once it had been aroused2 he was forced continually to provide it with new expression4 ,the assurance of ,pater that we can see an image like that of ,monna ,lisa defining itself from ,leonardo's childhood on the fabric of his dreams1 seems worthy of belief and deserves to be taken literally4 ,vasari mentions as ,leonardo's first artistic endeavors1 heads of women who laugh4#eg ,the passage1 which is beyond suspicion1 as it is not meant to prove anything1 reads more precisely as follows3#eh ,he formed in his youth some laughing feminine heads out of lime1 which have been reproduced in plaster1 and some heads of children1 which were as beautiful as if modeled by the hands of a master4444 ,thus we discover that his practice of art began with the representation of two kinds of objects1 which would perforce remind us of the two kinds of sexual objects which we have inferred from the analysis of his vulture phantasy4 ,if the beautiful children's heads were reproductions of his own childish person1 then the laughing women were nothing else but reproductions of ,caterina1 his mother1 and we are beginning to have an inkling of the possibility that his mother possessed that mysterious smile which he lost1 and which fascinated him so much when he found it again in the ,florentine lady4#ei ,illustration3 ,,saint ,,anne ,the painting of ,leonardo which in point of time stands nearest to the ,monna ,lisa is the so-called ,saint ,anne of the ,louvre1 representing ,saint ,anne1 ,mary and the ,christ child4 ,it shows the ,leonardesque smile most beautifully portrayed in the two feminine heads4 ,it is impossible to find out how much earlier or later than the portrait of ,monna ,lisa ,leonardo began to paint this picture4 ,as both works extended over years1 we may well assume that they occupied the master simultaneously4 ,but it would best harmonize with our expectation if precisely the absorption in the features of ,monna ,lisa would have instigated ,leonardo to form the composition of ,saint ,anne from his phantasy4 ,for if the smile of ,gioconda had conjured up in him the memory of his mother1 we would naturally understand that he was first urged to produce a glorification of motherhood1 and to give back to her the smile he found in that prominent lady4 ,we may thus allow our interest to glide over from the portrait of ,monna ,lisa to this other hardly less beautiful picture1 now also in the ,louvre4 ,saint ,anne with the daughter and grandchild is a subject seldom treated in the ,italian art of painting2 at all events ,leonardo's representation differs widely from all that is otherwise known4 ,muther states3#fj ,some masters like ,hans ,fries1 the older ,holbein1 and ,girolamo dei ,libri1 made ,anne sit near ,mary and placed the child between the two4 ,others like ,jakob ,cornelicz in his ,berlin pictures1 represented ,saint ,anne as holding in her arm the small figure of ,mary upon which sits the still smaller figure of the ,christ child4 ,in ,leonardo's picture ,mary sits on her mother's lap1 bent forward and is stretching out both arms after the boy who plays with a little lamb1 and must have slightly maltreated it4 ,the grandmother has one of her unconcealed arms propped on her hip and looks down on both with a blissful smile4 ,the grouping is certainly not quite unconstrained4 ,but the smile which is playing on the lips of both women1 although unmistakably the same as in the picture of ,monna ,lisa1 has lost its sinister and mysterious character2 it expresses a calm blissfulness4#fa ,on becoming somewhat engrossed in this picture it suddenly dawns upon the spectator that only ,leonardo could have painted this picture1 as only he could have formed the vulture phantasy4 ,this picture contains the synthesis of the history of ,leonardo's childhood1 the details of which are explainable by the most intimate impressions of his life4 ,in his father's home he found not only the kind step-mother ,donna ,albiera1 but also the grandmother1 his father's mother1 ,monna ,lucia1 who we will assume was not less tender to him than grandmothers are wont to be4 ,this circumstance must have furnished him with the facts for the representation of a childhood guarded by a mother and grandmother4 ,another striking feature of the picture assumes still greater significance4 ,saint ,anne1 the mother of ,mary and the grandmother of the boy who must have been a matron1 is formed here perhaps somewhat more mature and more serious than ,saint ,mary1 but still as a young woman of unfaded beauty4 ,as a matter of fact ,leonardo gave the boy two mothers1 the one who stretched out her arms after him and another who is seen in the background1 both are represented with the blissful smile of maternal happiness4 ,this peculiarity of the picture has not failed to excite the wonder of the authors4 ,muther1 for instance1 believes that ,leonardo could not bring himself to paint old age1 folds and wrinkles1 and therefore formed also ,anne as a woman of radiant beauty4 ,whether one can be satisfied with this explanation is a question4 ,other writers have taken occasion to deny generally the sameness of age of mother and daughter4#fb ,however1 ,muther's tentative explanation is sufficient proof for the fact that the impression of ,saint ,anne's youthful appearance was furnished by the picture and is not an imagination produced by a tendency4 ,leonardo's childhood was precisely as remarkable as this picture4 ,he has had two mothers1 the first his true mother1 ,caterina1 from whom he was torn away between the age of three and five years1 and a young tender step-mother1 ,donna ,albiera1 his father's wife4 ,by connecting this fact of his childhood with the one mentioned above and condensing them into a uniform fusion1 the composition of ,saint ,anne1 ,mary and the ,child1 formed itself in him4 ,the maternal form further away from the boy designated as grandmother1 corresponds in appearance and in spatial relation to the boy1 with the real first mother1 ,caterina4 ,with the blissful smile of ,saint ,anne the artist actually disavowed and concealed the envy which the unfortunate mother felt when she was forced to give up her son to her more aristocratic rival1 as once before her lover4 ,our feeling that the smile of ,monna ,lisa del ,gioconda awakened in the man the memory of the mother of his first years of childhood would thus be confirmed from another work of ,leonardo4 ,following the production of ,monna ,lisa1 ,italian artists depicted in ,madonnas and prominent ladies the humble dipping of the head and the peculiar blissful smile of the poor peasant girl ,caterina1 who brought to the world the noble son who was destined to paint1 investigate1 and suffer4 ,when ,leonardo succeeded in reproducing in the face of ,monna ,lisa the double sense comprised in this smile1 namely1 the promise of unlimited tenderness1 and sinister threat 7in the words of ,pater71 he remained true even in this to the content of his earliest reminiscence4 ,for the love of the mother became his destiny1 it determined his fate and the privations which were in store for him4 ,the impetuosity of the caressing to which the vulture phantasy points was only too natural4 ,the poor forsaken mother had to give vent through mother's love to all her memories of love enjoyed as well as to all her yearnings for more affection2 she was forced to it1 not only in order to compensate herself for not having a husband1 but also the child for not having a father who wanted to love it4 ,in the manner of all ungratified mothers she thus took her little son in place of her husband1 and robbed him of a part of his virility by the too early maturing of his eroticism4 ,the love of the mother for the suckling whom she nourishes and cares for is something far deeper reaching than her later affection for the growing child4 ,it is of the nature of a fully gratified love affair1 which fulfills not only all the psychic wishes but also all physical needs1 and when it represents one of the forms of happiness attainable by man it is due1 in no little measure1 to the possibility of gratifying without reproach also wish feelings which were long repressed and designated as perverse4#fc ,even in the happiest recent marriage the father feels that his child1 especially the little boy has become his rival1 and this gives origin to an antagonism against the favorite one which is deeply rooted in the unconscious4 ,when in the prime of his life ,leonardo re-encountered that blissful and ecstatic smile as it had once encircled his mother's mouth in caressing1 he had long been under the ban of an inhibition1 forbidding him ever again to desire such tenderness from women's lips4 ,but as he had become a painter he endeavored to reproduce this smile with his brush and furnish all his pictures with it1 whether he executed them himself or whether they were done by his pupils under his direction1 as in ,leda1 ,john1 and ,bacchus4 ,the latter two are variations of the same type4 ,muther says3 ,from the locust eater of the ,bible ,leonardo made a ,bacchus1 an ,apollo1 who with a mysterious smile on his lips1 and with his soft thighs crossed1 looks on us with infatuated eyes4 ,these pictures breathe a mysticism into the secret of which one dares not penetrate2 at most one can make the effort to construct the connection to ,leonardo's earlier productions4 ,the figures are again androgynous but no longer in the sense of the vulture phantasy1 they are pretty boys of feminine tenderness with feminine forms2 they do not cast down their eyes but gaze mysteriously triumphant1 as if they knew of a great happy issue concerning which one must remain quiet2 the familiar fascinating smile leads us to infer that it is a love secret4 ,it is possible that in these forms ,leonardo disavowed and artistically conquered the unhappiness of his love life1 in that he represented the wish fulfillment of the boy infatuated with his mother in such blissful union of the male and female nature4 ,illustration3 ,,john ,,the ,,baptist ,v ,among the entries in ,leonardo's diaries there is one which absorbs the reader's attention through its important content and on account of a small formal error4 ,in ,july1 #aejd1 he wrote3 ,adi #i ,luglio1 #aejd1 mercoledi1 a ore #g mori ,ser ,piero da ,vinci notalio al palazzo del ,potesta1 mio padre1 a ore #g4 ,era d'eta d'anni #hj1 lascio #aj figlioli maschi e #b feminine4#fd ,the notice as we see deals with the death of ,leonardo's father4 ,the slight error in its form consists in the fact that in the computation of the time at #g o'clock is repeated two times1 as if ,leonardo had forgotten at the end of the sentence that he had already written it at the beginning4 ,it is only a triviality to which any one but a psychoanalyst would pay no attention4 ,perhaps he would not even notice it1 or if his attention would be called to it he would say that can happen to anybody during absent-mindedness or in an affective state and has no further meaning4 ,the psychoanalyst thinks differently2 to him nothing is too trifling as a manifestation of hidden psychic processes2 he has long learned that such forgetting or repetition is full of meaning1 and that one is indebted to the absent-mindedness when it makes possible the betrayal of otherwise concealed feelings4 ,we would say that1 like the funeral account of ,caterina and the expense account of the pupils1 this notice1 too1 corresponds to a case in which ,leonardo was unsuccessful in suppressing his affects1 and the long hidden feeling forcibly obtained a distorted expression4 ,also the form is similar1 it shows the same pedantic precision1 the same pushing forward of numbers4#fe ,we call such a repetition a perseveration4 ,it is an excellent means to indicate the affective accentuation4 ,one recalls for example ,saint ,peter's angry speech against his unworthy representative on earth1 as given in ,dante's ,paradiso3#ff ,quegli ch'usurpa in terra il luoga mio ,il luoga mio1 il luogo mio1 che vaca ,nella presenza del ,figliuol di ,dio1 ,fatto ha del cimiterio mio cloaca4 ,without ,leonardo's affective inhibition the entry into the diary could perhaps have read as follows3 ,to-day at #g o'clock died my father1 ,ser ,piero da ,vinci1 my poor father6 ,but the displacement of the perseveration to the most indifferent determination of the obituary to dying-hour robs the notice of all pathos and lets us recognize that there was something here to conceal and to suppress4 ,ser ,piero da ,vinci1 notary and descendant of notaries1 was a man of great energy who attained respect and affluence4 ,he was married four times1 the two first wives died childless1 and not till the third marriage has he gotten the first legitimate son1 in #adgf1 when ,leonardo was #bd years old1 and had long ago changed his father's home for the studio of his master ,verrocchio4 ,with the fourth and last wife whom he married when he was already in the fifties he begot nine sons and two daughters4#fg ,to be sure the father also assumed importance in ,leonardo's psychosexual development1 and what is more1 it was not only in a negative sense1 through his absence during the boy's first childhood years1 but also directly through his presence in his later childhood4 ,he who as a child desires his mother1 cannot help wishing to put himself in his father's place1 to identify himself with him in his phantasy and later make it his life's task to triumph over him4 ,as ,leonardo was not yet five years old when he was received into his paternal home1 the young step-mother1 ,albiera1 certainly must have taken the place of his mother in his feeling1 and this brought him into that relation of rivalry to his father which may be designated as normal4 ,as is known1 the preference for homosexuality did not manifest itself till near the years of puberty4 ,when ,leonardo accepted this preference the identification with the father lost all significance for his sexual life1 but continued in other spheres of non-erotic activity4 ,we hear that he was fond of luxury and pretty raiments1 and kept servants and horses1 although according to ,vasari's words he hardly possessed anything and worked little4 ,we shall not hold his artistic taste entirely responsible for all these special likings2 we recognize in them also the compulsion to copy his father and to excel him4 ,he played the part of the great gentleman to the poor peasant girl1 hence the son retained the incentive that he also play the great gentleman1 he had the strong feeling to out-herod ,herod1 and to show his father exactly how the real high rank looks4 ,whoever works as an artist certainly feels as a father to his works4 ,the identification with his father had a fateful result in ,leonardo's works of art4 ,he created them and then troubled himself no longer about them1 just as his father did not trouble himself about him4 ,the later worriments of his father could change nothing in this compulsion1 as the latter originated from the impressions of the first years of childhood1 and the repression having remained unconscious was incorrigible through later experiences4 ,at the time of the ,renaissance1 and even much later1 every artist was in need of a gentleman of rank to act as his benefactor4 ,this patron was wont to give the artist commissions for work and entirely controlled his destiny4 ,leonardo found his patron in ,lodovico ,sforza1 nicknamed ,il ,moro1 a man of high aspirations1 ostentations1 diplomatically astute1 but of an unstable and unreliable character4 ,in his court in ,milan1 ,leonardo spent the best period of his life1 while in his service he evinced his most uninhibited productive activity as is evidenced in ,the ,last ,supper1 and in the equestrian statue of ,francesco ,sforza4 ,he left ,milan before the catastrophe struck ,lodovico ,moro1 who died a prisoner in a ,french prison4 ,when the news of his benefactor's fate reached ,leonardo he made the following entry in his diary3 ,the duke has lost state1 wealth1 and liberty1 not one of his works will be finished by himself4#fh ,it is remarkable and surely not without significance that he here raises the same reproach to his benefactor that posterity was to apply to him1 as if he wanted to lay the responsibility to a person who substituted his father-series1 for the fact that he himself left his works unfinished4 ,as a matter of fact he was not wrong in what he said about the ,duke4 ,however1 if the imitation of his father hurt him as an artist1 his resistance against the father was the infantile determinant of his perhaps equally vast accomplishment as an artist4 ,according to ,merejkowski's beautiful comparison he was like a man who awoke too early in the darkness1 while the others were all still asleep4 ,he dared utter this bold principle which contains the justification for all independent investigation3 ,chi dispute allegando l'autorita non adopra l'ingegno ma piuttosto la memoria 7,whoever refers to authorities in disputing ideas1 works with his memory rather than with his reason74#fi ,thus he became the first modern natural philosopher1 and his courage was rewarded by an abundance of cognitions and suggestions2 since the ,greek period he was the first to investigate the secrets of nature1 relying entirely on his observation and his own judgment4 ,but when he learned to depreciate authority and to reject the imitation of the ancients and constantly pointed to the study of nature as the source of all wisdom1 he only repeated in the highest sublimation attainable to man1 which had already obtruded itself on the little boy who surveyed the world with wonder4 ,to retranslate the scientific abstractions into concrete individual experiences1 we would say that the ancients and authority only corresponded to the father1 and nature again became the tender mother who nourished him4 ,while in most human beings to-day1 as in primitive times1 the need for a support of some authority is so imperative that their world becomes shaky when their authority is menaced1 ,leonardo alone was able to exist without such support2 but that would not have been possible had he not been deprived of his father in the first years of his life4 ,the boldness and independence of his later scientific investigation presupposes that his infantile sexual investigation was not inhibited by his father1 and this same spirit of scientific independence was continued by his withdrawing from sex4 ,if any one like ,leonardo escapes in his childhood his father's intimidation and later throws off the shackles of authority in his scientific investigation1 it would be in gross contradiction to our expectation if we found that this same man remained a believer and unable to withdraw from dogmatic religion4 ,psychoanalysis has taught us the intimate connection between the father complex and belief in ,god1 and daily demonstrates to us how youthful persons lose their religious belief as soon as the authority of the father breaks down4 ,in the parental complex we thus recognize the roots of religious need2 the almighty1 just ,god1 and kindly nature appear to us as grand sublimations of father and mother1 or rather as revivals and restorations of the infantile conceptions of both parents4 ,religiousness is biologically traced to the long period of helplessness and need of help of the little child4 ,when the child grows up and realizes his loneliness and weakness in the presence of the great forces of life1 he perceives his condition as in childhood and seeks to disavow his despair through a regressive revival of the protecting forces of childhood4 ,it does not seem that ,leonardo's life disproves this conception of religious belief4 ,accusations charging him with irreligiousness1 which in those times was equivalent to renouncing ,christianity1 were brought against him already in his lifetime1 and were clearly described in the first biography given by ,vasari4#gj ,in the second edition of his ,vite 7#aefh7 ,vasari left out this observation4 ,in view of the extraordinary sensitiveness of his age in matters of religion it is perfectly comprehensible to us why ,leonardo refrained from directly expressing his position to ,christianity in his notes4 ,as investigator he did not permit himself to be misled by the account of the creation of the holy scriptures2 for instance1 he disputed the possibility of a universal flood1 and in geology he was as unscrupulous in calculating with hundred thousands of years as modern investigators4 ,among his prophecies one finds some things that would perforce offend the sensitive feelings of a religious ,christian1 e4g4 ,praying to the images of ,saints1 reads as follows3#ga ,people talk to people who perceive nothing1 who have open eyes and see nothing2 they shall talk to them and receive no answer2 they shall adore those who have ears and hear nothing2 they shall burn lamps for those who do not see4 ,or3 ,concerning mourning on ,good ,friday 7p4 #big73 ,in all parts of ,europe great peoples will bewail the death of one man who died in the ,orient4 ,it was asserted of ,leonardo's art that he took away the last remnant of religious attachment from the holy figures and put them into human form in order to depict in them great and beautiful human feelings4 ,muther praises him for having overcome the feeling of decadence1 and for having returned to man the right of sensuality and pleasurable enjoyment4 ,the notices which show ,leonardo absorbed in fathoming the great riddles of nature do not lack any expressions of admiration for the creator1 the last cause of all these wonderful secrets1 but nothing indicates that he wished to hold any personal relation to this divine force4 ,the sentences which contain the deep wisdom of his last years breathe the resignation of the man who subjects himself to the laws of nature and expects no alleviation from the kindness or grace of ,god4 ,there is hardly any doubt that ,leonardo had vanquished dogmatic as well as personal religion1 and through his work of investigation he had withdrawn far from the world aspect of the religious ,christian4 ,from our views mentioned before in the development of the infantile psychic life1 it becomes clear that also ,leonardo's first investigations in childhood occupied themselves with the problems of sexuality4 ,but he himself betrays it to us through a transparent veil1 in that he connects his impulse to investigate with the vulture phantasy1 and in emphasizing the problem of the flight of the bird as one whose elaboration devolved upon him through special concatenations of fate4 ,a very obscure as well as a prophetically sounding passage in his notes dealing with the flight of the bird demonstrates in the nicest way with how much affective interest he clung to the wish that he himself should be able to imitate1 the art of flying3 ,the human bird shall take his first flight1 filling the world with amazement1 all writings with his fame1 and bringing eternal glory to the nest whence he sprang4 ,he probably hoped that he himself would sometimes be able to fly1 and we know from the wish fulfilling dreams of people what bliss one expects from the fulfillment of this hope4 ,but why do so many people dream that they are able to fly8 ,psychoanalysis answers this question by stating that to fly or to be a bird in the dream is only a concealment of another wish1 to the recognition of which one can reach by more than one linguistic or objective bridge4 ,when the inquisitive child is told that a big bird like the stork brings the little children1 when the ancients have formed the phallus winged1 when the popular designation of the sexual activity of man is expressed in ,german by the word to bird 7voegeln71 when the male member is directly called l'uccello 7bird7 by the ,italians1 all these facts are only small fragments from a large collection which teaches us that the wish to be able to fly signifies in the dream nothing more or less than the longing for the ability of sexual accomplishment4 ,this is an early infantile wish4 ,when the grown-up recalls his childhood it appears to him as a happy time in which one is happy for the moment and looks to the future without any wishes1 it is for this reason that he envies children4 ,but if children themselves could inform us about it they would probably give different reports4 ,it seems that childhood is not that blissful ,idyl into which we later distort it1 that on the contrary children are lashed through the years of childhood by the wish to become big1 and to imitate the grown ups4 ,this wish instigates all their playing4 ,if in the course of their sexual investigation children feel that the grown up knows something wonderful in the mysterious and yet so important realm1 what they are prohibited from knowing or doing1 they are seized with a violent wish to know it1 and dream of it in the form of flying1 or prepare this disguise of the wish for their later flying dreams4 ,thus aviation1 which has attained its aim in our times1 has also its infantile erotic roots4 ,by admitting that he entertained a special personal relation to the problem of flying since his childhood1 ,leonardo bears out what we must assume from our investigation of children of our times1 namely1 that his childhood investigation was directed to sexual matters4 ,at least this one problem escaped the repression which has later estranged him from sexuality4 ,from childhood until the age of perfect intellectual maturity this subject1 slightly varied1 continued to hold his interest1 and it is quite possible that he was as little successful in his cherished art in the primary sexual sense as in his desires for mechanical matters1 that both wishes were denied to him4 ,as a matter of fact the great ,leonardo remained infantile in some ways throughout his whole life2 it is said that all great men retain something of the infantile4 ,as a grown up he still continued playing1 which sometimes made him appear strange and incomprehensible to his contemporaries4 ,when he constructed the most artistic mechanical toys for court festivities and receptions we are dissatisfied thereby because we dislike to see the master waste his power on such petty stuff4 ,he himself did not seem averse to giving his time to such things4 ,vasari reports that he did similar things even when not urged to it by request3 ,there 7in ,rome7 he made a doughy mass out of wax1 and when it softened he formed thereof very delicate animals filled with air2 when he blew into them they flew in the air1 and when the air was exhausted they fell to the ground4 ,for a peculiar lizard caught by the wine-grower of ,belvedere ,leonardo made wings from skin pulled off from other lizards1 which he filled with mercury so that they moved and trembled when it walked2 he then made for it eyes1 a beard and horns1 tamed it and put it in a little box and terrified all his friends with it4#gb ,such playing often served him as an expression of serious thoughts3 ,he had often cleaned the intestines of a sheep so well that one could hold them in the hollow of the hand2 he brought them into a big room1 and attached them to a blacksmith's bellows which he kept in an adjacent room1 he then blew them up until they filled up the whole room so that everybody had to crowd into a corner4 ,in this manner he showed how they gradually became transparent and filled up with air1 and as they were at first limited to very little space and gradually became more and more extended in the big room1 he compared them to a genius4#gc ,his fables and riddles evince the same playful pleasure in harmless concealment and artistic investment1 the riddles were put into the form of prophecies2 almost all are rich in ideas and to a remarkable degree devoid of wit4 ,the plays and jumps which ,leonardo allowed his phantasy have in some cases quite misled his biographers who misunderstood this part of his nature4 ,in ,leonardo's ,milanese manuscripts one finds1 for example1 outlines of letters to the ,diodario of ,sorio 7,syria71 viceroy of the holy ,sultan of ,babylon1 in which ,leonardo presents himself as an engineer sent to these regions of the ,orient in order to construct some works4 ,in these letters he defends himself against the reproach of laziness1 he furnishes geographical descriptions of cities and mountains1 and finally discusses a big elementary event which occurred while he was there4#gd ,in #ahha1 ,j4 ,p4 ,richter had endeavored to prove from these documents that ,leonardo made these traveler's observations when he really was in the service of the ,sultan of ,egypt1 and that while in the ,orient he embraced the ,mohammedan religion4 ,this sojourn in the ,orient should have taken place in the time of #adhc1 that is1 before he removed to the court of the ,duke of ,milan4 ,however1 it was not difficult for other authors to recognize the illustrations of this supposed journey to the ,orient as what they really were1 namely1 phantastic productions of the youthful artist which he created for his own amusement1 and in which he probably brought to expression his wishes to see the world and experience adventures4 ,a phantastic formation is probably also the ,academia ,vinciana1 the acceptance of which is due to the existence of five or six most clever and intricate emblems with the inscription of the ,academy4 ,vasari mentions these drawings but not the ,academy4#ge ,muentz who placed such ornament on the cover of his big work on ,leonardo belongs to the few who believe in the reality of an ,academia ,vinciana4 ,it is probable that this impulse to play disappeared in ,leonardo's maturer years1 that it became discharged in the investigating activity which signified the highest development of his personality4 ,but the fact that it continued so long may teach us how slowly one tears himself away from his infantilism after having enjoyed in his childhood supreme erotic happiness which is later unattainable4 ,,vi ,it would be futile to delude ourselves that at present1 readers find every pathography unsavory4 ,this attitude is excused with the reproach that from a pathographic elaboration of a great man one never obtains an understanding of his importance and his attainments1 that it is therefore useless mischief to study in him things which could just as well be found in the first comer4 ,however1 this criticism is so clearly unjust that it can only be grasped when viewed as a pretext and a disguise for something4 ,as a matter of fact pathography does not aim at making comprehensible the attainments of the great man2 no one should really be blamed for not doing something which one never promised4 ,the real motives for the opposition are quite different4 ,one finds them when one bears in mind that biographers are fixed on their heroes in quite a peculiar manner4 ,frequently they take the hero as the object of study because1 for reasons of their personal emotional life1 they bear him a special affection from the very outset4 ,they then devote themselves to a work of idealization which strives to enroll the great men among their infantile models1 and to revive through him1 as it were1 the infantile conception of the father4 ,for the sake of this wish they wipe out the individual features in his physiognomy1 they rub out the traces of his life's struggle with inner and outer resistances1 and do not tolerate in him anything of human weakness or imperfection2 they then give us a cold1 strange1 ideal form instead of the man to whom we could feel distantly related4 ,it is to be regretted that they do this1 for they thereby sacrifice the truth to an illusion1 and for the sake of their infantile phantasies they let slip the opportunity to penetrate into the most attractive secrets of human nature4#gf ,leonardo himself1 judging from his love for the truth and his inquisitiveness1 would have interposed no objections to the effort of discovering the determinations of his psychic and intellectual development from the trivial peculiarities and riddles of his nature4 ,we respect him by learning from him4 ,it does no injury to his greatness to study the sacrifices which his development from the child must have entailed1 and to the compile factors which have stamped on his person the tragic feature of failure4 ,let us expressly emphasize that we have never considered ,leonardo as a neurotic or as a nervous person in the sense of this awkward term4 ,whoever takes it amiss that we should even dare apply to him viewpoints gained from pathology1 still clings to prejudices which we have at present justly given up4 ,we no longer believe that health and disease1 normal and nervous1 are sharply distinguished from each other1 and that neurotic traits must be judged as proof of general inferiority4 ,we know to-day that neurotic symptoms are substitutive formations for certain repressive acts which have to be brought about in the course of our development from the child to the cultural man1 that we all produce such substitutive formations1 and that only the amount1 intensity1 and distribution of these substitutive formations justify the practical conception of illness and the conclusion of constitutional inferiority4 ,following the slight signs in ,leonardo's personality we would place him near that neurotic type which we designate as the compulsive type1 and we would compare his investigation with the reasoning mania of neurotics1 and his inhibitions with the so-called abulias of the latter4 ,the object of our work was to explain the inhibitions in ,leonardo's sexual life and in his artistic activity4 ,for this purpose we shall now sum up what we could discover concerning the course of his psychic development4 ,we were unable to gain any knowledge about his hereditary factors1 on the other hand we recognize that the accidental circumstances of his childhood produced a far reaching disturbing effect4 ,his illegitimate birth deprived him of the influence of a father until perhaps his fifth year1 and left him to the tender seduction of a mother whose only consolation he was4 ,having been kissed by her into sexual prematurity1 he surely must have entered into a phase of infantile sexual activity of which only one single manifestation was definitely evinced1 namely1 the intensity of his infantile sexual investigation4 ,the impulse for looking and inquisitiveness were most strongly stimulated by his impressions from early childhood2 the enormous mouth-zone received its accentuation which it had never given up4 ,from his later contrasting behavior1 as the exaggerated sympathy for animals1 we can conclude that this infantile period did not lack in strong sadistic traits4 ,an energetic shift of repression put an end to this infantile excess1 and established the dispositions which became manifest in the years of puberty4 ,the most striking result of this transformation was a turning away from all gross sensual activities4 ,leonardo was able to lead a life of abstinence and made the impression of an asexual person4 ,when the floods of pubescent excitement came over the boy they did not make him ill by forcing him to costly and harmful substitutive formations2 owing to the early preference for sexual inquisitiveness1 the greater part of the sexual needs could be sublimated into a general thirst after knowledge and so elude repression4 ,a much smaller portion of the libido was applied to sexual aims1 and represented the stunted sexual life of the grown up4 ,in consequence of the repression of the love for the mother this portion assumed a homosexual attitude and manifested itself as ideal love for boys4 ,the fixation on the mother1 as well as the happy reminiscences of his relations with her1 was preserved in his unconscious but remained for the time in an inactive state4 ,in this manner the repression1 fixation1 and sublimation participated in the disposal of the contributions which the sexual impulse furnished to ,leonardo's psychic life4 ,from the obscure age of boyhood ,leonardo appears to us as an artist1 a painter1 and sculptor1 thanks to a specific talent which was probably enforced by the early awakening of the impulse for looking in the first years of childhood4 ,we would gladly report in what way the artistic activity depends on the psychic primitive forces were it not that our material is inadequate just here4 ,we content ourselves by emphasizing the fact1 concerning which hardly any doubt still exists1 that the productions of the artist give outlet also to his sexual desire1 and in the case of ,leonardo we can refer to the information imparted by ,vasari1 namely1 that heads of laughing women and pretty boys1 or representations of his sexual objects1 attracted attention among his first artistic attempts4 ,it seems that during his flourishing youth ,leonardo at first worked in an uninhibited manner4 ,as he took his father as a model for his outer conduct in life1 he passed through a period of manly creative power and artistic productivity in ,milan1 where favored by fate he found a substitute for his father in the duke ,lodovico ,moro4 ,but the experience of others was soon confirmed in him1 to wit1 that the almost complete suppression of the real sexual life does not furnish the most favorable conditions for the activity of the sublimated sexual strivings4 ,the figurativeness of his sexual life asserted itself1 his activity and ability to quick decisions began to weaken1 the tendency to reflection and delay was already noticeable as a disturbance in ,the ,holy ,supper1 and with the influence of the technique determined the fate of this magnificent work4 ,slowly a process developed in him which can be put parallel only to the regressions of neurotics4 ,his development at puberty into the artist was outstripped by the early infantile determinant of the investigator1 the second sublimation of his erotic impulses turned back to the primitive one which was prepared at the first repression4 ,he became an investigator1 first in service of his art1 later independently and away from his art4 ,with the loss of his patron1 the substitute for his father1 and with the increasing difficulties in his life1 the regressive displacement extended in dimension4 ,he became impacientissimo al pennello 7most impatient with the brush7 as reported by a correspondent of the countess ,isabella d',este who desired to possess at any cost a painting from his hand4#gg ,his infantile past had obtained control over him4 ,the investigation1 however1 which now took the place of his artistic production1 seems to have born certain traits which betrayed the activity of unconscious impulses2 this was seen in his insatiability1 his regardless obstinacy1 and in his lack of ability to adjust himself to actual conditions4 ,at the summit of his life1 in the age of the first fifties1 at a time when the sex characteristics of the woman have already undergone a regressive change1 and when the libido in the man not infrequently ventures into an energetic advance1 a new transformation came over him4 ,still deeper strata of his psychic content became active again1 but this further regression was of benefit to his art which was in a state of deterioration4 ,he met the woman who awakened in him the memory of the happy and sensuously enraptured smile of his mother1 and under the influence of this awakening he acquired back the stimulus which guided him in the beginning of his artistic efforts when he formed the smiling woman4 ,he painted ,monna ,lisa1 ,saint ,anne1 and a number of mystic pictures which were characterized by the enigmatic smile4 ,with the help of his oldest erotic feelings he triumphed in conquering once more the inhibition in his art4 ,this last development faded away in the obscurity of the approaching old age4 ,but before this his intellect rose to the highest capacity of a view of life1 which was far in advance of his time4 ,in the preceding chapters ,i have shown what justification one may have for such representation of ,leonardo's course of development1 for this manner of arranging his life and explaining his wavering between art and science4 ,if after accomplishing these things ,i should provoke the criticism from even friends and adepts of psychoanalysis1 that ,i have only written a psychoanalytic romance1 ,i should answer that ,i certainly did not overestimate the reliability of these results4 ,like others ,i succumbed to the attraction emanating from this great and mysterious man1 in whose being one seems to feel powerful propelling passions1 which after all can only evince themselves so remarkably subdued4 ,but whatever may be the truth about ,leonardo's life we cannot relinquish our effort to investigate it psychoanalytically before we have finished another task4 ,in general we must mark out the limits which are set up for the working capacity of psychoanalysis in biography so that every omitted explanation should not be held up to us as a failure4 ,psychoanalytic investigation has at its disposal the data of the history of the person's life1 which on the one hand consists of accidental events and environmental influences1 and on the other hand of the reported reactions of the individual4 ,based on the knowledge of psychic mechanisms it now seeks to investigate dynamically the character of the individual from his reactions1 and to lay bare his earliest psychic motive forces as well as their later transformations and developments4 ,if this succeeds then the reaction of the personality is explained through the cooeperation of constitutional and accidental factors or through inner and outer forces4 ,if such an undertaking1 as perhaps in the case of ,leonardo1 does not yield definite results then the blame for it is not to be laid to the faulty or inadequate psychoanalytic method1 but to the vague and fragmentary material left by tradition about this person4 ,it is1 therefore1 only the author who forced psychoanalysis to furnish an expert opinion on such insufficient material1 who is to be held responsible for the failure4 ,however1 even if one had at his disposal a very rich historical material and could manage the psychic mechanism with the greatest certainty1 a psychoanalytic investigation could not possibly furnish the definite view1 if it concerns two important questions1 that the individual could turn out only so and not differently4 ,concerning ,leonardo we had to represent the view that the accident of his illegitimate birth and the pampering of his mother exerted the most decisive influence on his character formation and his later fate1 through the fact that the sexual repression following this infantile phase caused him to sublimate his libido into a thirst after knowledge1 and thus determined his sexual inactivity for his entire later life4 ,the repression1 however1 which followed the first erotic gratification of childhood did not have to take place1 in another individual it would perhaps not have taken place or it would have turned out not nearly as profuse4 ,we must recognize here a degree of freedom which can no longer be solved psychoanalytically4 ,one is as little justified in representing the issue of this shift of repression as the only possible issue4 ,it is quite probable that another person would not have succeeded in withdrawing the main part of his libido from the repression through sublimation into a desire for knowledge2 under the same influences as ,leonardo another person might have sustained a permanent injury to his intellectual work or an uncontrollable disposition to compulsion neurosis4 ,the two characteristics of ,leonardo which remained unexplained through psychoanalytic effort are first1 his particular tendency to repress his impulses1 and second1 his extraordinary ability to sublimate the primitive impulses4 ,the impulses and their transformations are the last things that psychoanalysis can discern4 ,henceforth it leaves the place to biological investigation4 ,the tendency to repression1 as well as the ability to sublimate1 must be traced back to the organic bases of the character1 upon which alone the psychic structure springs up4 ,as artistic talent and productive ability are intimately connected with sublimation we have to admit that also the nature of artistic attainment is psychoanalytically inaccessible to us4 ,biological investigation of our time endeavors to explain the chief traits of the organic constitution of a person through the fusion of male and female predispositions in the material sense2 ,leonardo's physical beauty as well as his left-handedness furnish here some support4 ,however1 we do not wish to leave the ground of pure psychologic investigation4 ,our aim remains to demonstrate the connection between outer experiences and reactions of the person over the path of the activity of the impulses4 ,even if psychoanalysis does not explain to us the fact of ,leonardo's artistic accomplishment1 it still gives us an understanding of the expressions and limitations of the same4 ,it does seem as if only a man with ,leonardo's childhood experiences could have painted ,monna ,lisa and ,saint ,anne1 and could have supplied his works with that sad fate and so obtain unheard of fame as a natural historian2 it seems as if the key to all his attainments and failures was hidden in the childhood phantasy of the vulture4 ,but may one not take offense at the results of an investigation which concede to the accidents of the parental constellation so decisive an influence on the fate of a person1 which1 for example1 subordinates ,leonardo's fate to his illegitimate birth and to the sterility of his first step-mother ,donna ,albiera8 ,i believe that one has no right to feel so2 if one considers accident as unworthy of determining our fate1 it is only a relapse to the pious aspect of life1 the overcoming of which ,leonardo himself prepared when he put down in writing that the sun does not move4 ,we are naturally grieved over the fact that a just ,god and a kindly providence do not guard us better against such influences in our most defenseless age4 ,we thereby gladly forget that as a matter of fact everything in our life is accident from our very origin through the meeting of spermatozoa and ovum1 accident1 which nevertheless participates in the lawfulness and fatalities of nature1 and lacks only the connection to our wishes and illusions4 ,the division of life's determinants into the fatalities of our constitution and the accidents of our childhood may still be indefinite in individual cases1 but taken altogether one can no longer entertain any doubt about the importance of precisely our first years of childhood4 ,we all still show too little respect for nature1 which in ,leonardo's deep words recalling ,hamlet's speech is full of infinite reasons which never appeared in experience4#gh ,every one of us human beings corresponds to one of the infinite experiments in which these reasons of nature force themselves into experience4 ,,the ,,end ,,footnotes3 #a ,in the words of ,j4 ,burckhard1 cited by ,alexandra ,konstantinowa1 ,die ,entwicklung des ,madonnentypus by ,leonardo da ,vinci1 ,strassburg1 #aijg4 #b ,vite1 etc4 ,,lxxxiii4 #aeej-aehd4 #c ,traktat von der ,malerei1 new edition and introduction by ,marie ,herzfeld1 ,e4 ,diederichs1 ,jena1 #aiji4 #d ,solmi4 ,la resurrezione dell' opera di ,leonardo in the collected work2 ,leonardo da ,vinci4 ,conferenze ,florentine1 ,milan1 #aiaj4 #e ,scognamiglio ,ricerche e ,documenti sulla giovinezza di ,leonardo da ,vinci4 ,napoli1 #aijj4 #f ,w4 v4 ,seidlitz4 ,leonardo da ,vinci1 der ,wendepunkt der ,renaissance1 #aiji1 ,bd4 ,i1 p4 #bjc4 #g ,w4 v4 ,seidlitz1 l4 c4 ,bd4 ,,ii1 p4 #dh #h ,w4 ,pater4 ,the ,renaissance1 p4 #ajg1 ,the ,macmillan ,co41 #aiaj4 ,but it is certain that at one period of his life he had almost ceased to be an artist4 #i ,cf4 v4 ,seidlitz1 ,bd4 ,i die ,geschichte der ,restaurations--und ,rettungsversuche4 #aj ,muentz4 ,leonard de ,vinci1 ,paris1 #ahii1 p4 #ah4 7,a letter of a contemporary from ,india to a ,medici alludes to this peculiarity of ,leonardo4 ,given by ,richter3 ,the literary ,works of ,leonardo da ,vinci47 #aa ,f4 ,botazzi4 ,leonardo biologo e anatomico4 ,conferenze ,florentine1 p4 #ahf1 #aiaj4 #ab ,e4 ,solmi3 ,leonardo da ,vinci4 ,german ,translation by ,emmi ,hirschberg4 ,berlin1 #aijh4 #ac ,marie ,herzfeld3 ,leonardo da ,vinci der ,denker1 ,forscher und ,poet4 ,second edition4 ,jena1 #aijf4 #ad ,his collected witticisms--belle facezie1--which are not translated1 may be an exception4 ,cf4 ,herzfeld1 ,leonardo da ,vinci1 p4 #aea4 #ae ,according to ,scognamiglio 7l4 c4 p4 #di7 reference is made to this episode in an obscure and even variously interpreted passage of the ,codex ,atlanticus3 ,quando io feci ,domeneddio putto voi mi metteste in prigione1 ora s'io lo fo grande1 voi mi farete peggio4 #af ,merejkowski3 ,the ,romance of ,leonardo da ,vinci1 translated by ,herbert ,trench1 ,g4 ,p4 ,putnam ,sons1 ,new ,york4 ,it forms the second of the historical ,trilogy entitled ,christ and ,anti-,christ1 of which the first volume is ,julian ,apostata1 and the third volume is ,peter the ,great and ,alexei4 #ag ,solmi l4 c4 p4 #df4 #ah ,filippo ,botazzi1 l4 c4 p4 #aic4 #ai ,marie ,herzfeld3 ,leonardo da ,vinci1 ,traktat von der ,malerei1 ,jena1 #aiji 7,chap4 ,i1 #fd74 #bj ,such transfiguration of science and of nature into emotions1 or one might say1 religion1 is one of the characteristic traits of da ,vinci's manuscripts1 which one finds expressed hundreds of times4 ,solmi3 ,la resurrezione1 etc1 p4 #aa4 #ba ,la resurrezione1 etc41 p4 #h3 ,leonardo placed the study of nature as a precept to painting 444 later the passion for study became dominating1 he no longer wished to acquire science for art1 but science for science' sake4 #bb ,for an enumeration of his scientific attainments see ,marie ,herzfeld's interesting introduction 7,jena1 #aijf7 to the essays of the ,conference ,florentine1 #aiaj1 and elsewhere4 #bc ,for a corroboration of this improbable sounding assertion see the ,analysis of the ,phobia of a ,five-year-old ,boy1 ,jahrbuch fuer ,psychoanalytische und ,psychopathologische ,forschungen1 ,bd4 ,i1 #aiji1 and the similar observation in ,bd4 ,,ii1 #aiaj4 ,in an essay concerning ,infantile ,theories of ,sex 7,sammlungen kleiner ,schriften zur ,neurosenlehre1 p4 #afg1 ,second ,series1 #aiji71 ,i wrote3 ,but this reasoning and doubting serves as a model for all later intellectual work in problems1 and the first failure acts as a paralyzer for all times4 #bd ,scognamiglio #a4 c41 p4 #ae4 #be ,cited by ,scognamiglio from the ,codex ,atlanticus1 p4 #fe4 #bf ,cf4 here the ,bruchstueck einer ,hysterieanalyse1 in ,neurosenlehre1 ,second series1 #aiji4 #bg ,horapollo3 ,hieroglyphica ,i1 ,,ii4 ,greek3 ,metera de graphontex 444 gupa zographonsin4 #bh ,roscher3 ,ausf4 ,lexicon der griechischen und roemischen ,mythologie4 ,artikel ,mut1 ,,ii ,bd41 #ahid-ahig4--,lanzone4 ,dizionario di ,mitologia egizia4 ,torino1 #ahhb4 #bi ,h4 ,hartleben1 ,champollion4 ,sein ,leben und sein ,werk1 #aijf4 #cj ,greek3 gypa de arrena ou phasigenesthai pote1 aila pheleias apasas1 cited by v4 ,roemer4 ,ueber die androgynische ,idee des ,lebens1 ,jahrb4 f4 ,sexuelle ,zwischenstufen1 ,v1 #aijc1 p4 #gcb4 #ca ,plutarch3 ,veluti scarabaeos mares tantum esse putarunt ,aegyptii sic inter vultures mares non inveniri statuerunt #cb ,horapollinis ,niloi ,hieroglyphica edidit ,conradus ,leemans ,amstelodami1 #ahce4 ,the words referring to the sex of the vulture read as follows 7p4 #ad73 ,greek3 petera men hepeide arren en touto genei ton zoon ouch hyparchei44 #cc ,e4 ,muentz1 #a4 c41 p4 #bhb4 #cd ,e4 ,muentz1 #a4 c4 #ce ,see the illustrations in ,lanzone l4 c4 ,t4 ,,cxxxvi-,,viii4 #cf v4 ,roemer l4 c4 #cg ,cf4 the observations in the ,jahrbuch fuer ,psychoanalytische und ,psychopathologische ,forschungen1 ,vol4 ,i1 #aiji4 #ch ,cf4 ,richard ,payne ,knight3 ,the ,cult of ,priapus4 #ci ,prominently among those who undertook these investigations are ,i4 ,sadger1 whose results ,i can essentially corroborate from my own experience4 ,i am also aware that ,stekel of ,vienna1 ,ferenczi of ,budapest1 and ,brill of ,new ,york1 came to the same conclusions4 #dj ,edm4 ,solmi3 ,leonardo da ,vinci1 ,german translation1 p4 #aeb4 #da ,solmi1 #a4 c4 p4 #bjc4 #db ,leonardo thus behaves like one who was in the habit of making a daily confession to another person whom he now replaced by his diary4 ,for an assumption as to who this person may have been see ,merejkowski1 p4 #cji4 #dc ,m4 ,herzfeld3 ,leonardo da ,vinci1 #aijf1 p4 #ada4 #dd ,the wording is that of ,merejkowski1 #a4 c4 p4 #bcg4 #de ,the equestrian monument of ,francesco ,sforza4 #df ,the full wording is found in ,m4 ,herzfeld1 #a4 c4 p4 #de4 #dg ,merejkowski #a4 c4--,as a disappointing illustration of the vagueness of the information concerning ,leonardo's intimate life1 meager as it is1 ,i mention the fact that the same expense account is given by ,solmi with considerable variation 7,german translation1 p4 #ajd74 ,the most serious difference is the substitution of florins by soldi4 ,one may assume that in this account florins do not mean the old gold florins1 but those used at a later period which amounted to #a-b_/c lira or #cc-a_/b soldi4--,solmi represents ,caterina as a servant who had taken care of ,leonardo's household for a certain time4 ,the source from which the two representations of this account were taken was not accessible to me4 #dh ,caterina came in ,july1 #adic4 #di ,the manner of expression through which the repressed libidio could manifest itself in ,leonardo1 such as circumstantiality and marked interest in money1 belongs to those traits of character which emanate from anal eroticism4 ,cf4 ,character und ,analerotik in the second series of my ,sammlung zur ,neurosenlehre1 #aiji1 also ,brill's ,psychoanalysis1 its ,theories and ,practical ,applications1 ,chap4 ,,xiii1 ,anal ,eroticism and ,character1 ,saunders1 ,philadelphia4 #ej ,seidlitz3 ,leonardo da ,vinci1 ,,ii ,bd41 p4 #bhj4 #ea ,geschichte der ,malerei1 ,bd4 ,i1 p4 #cad4 #eb l4 c4 p4 #dag4 #ec ,a4 ,conti3 ,leonardo pittore1 ,conferenze ,fiorentine1 l4 c4 p4 #ic4 #ed l4 c4 p4 #de4 #ee ,w4 ,pater3 ,the ,renaissance1 p4 #abd1 ,the ,macmillan ,co41 #aiaj4 #ef ,m4 ,herzfeld3 ,leonardo da ,vinci1 p4 #hh4 #eg ,scognamiglio1 l4 c4 p4 #cb4 #eh ,l4 ,schorn1 ,bd4 ,,iii1 #ahdc1 p4 #f4 #ei ,the same is assumed by ,merejkowski1 who imagined a childhood for ,leonardo which deviates in the essential points from ours1 drawn from the results of the vulture phantasy4 ,but if ,leonardo himself had displayed this smile1 tradition hardly would have failed to report to us this coincidence4 #fj l4 c4 p4 #cji4 #fa ,a4 ,konstantinowa1 l4 c41 says3 ,mary looks tenderly down on her beloved child with a smile that recalls the mysterious expression of la ,gioconda4 ,elsewhere speaking of ,mary she says3 ,the smile of ,gioconda floats upon her features4 #fb ,cf4 v4 ,seidlitz1 l4 c4 ,bd4 ,,ii1 p4 #bgd4 #fc ,cf4 ,three ,contributions to the ,theory of ,sex1 translated by ,a4 ,a4 ,brill1 #bnd edition1 #aiaf1 ,monograph series4 #fd ,on the #ith of ,july1 #aejd1 ,wednesday at #g o'clock died ,ser ,piero da ,vinci1 notary at the palace of the ,podesta1 my father1 at #g o'clock4 ,he was #hj years old1 left #aj sons and #b daughters4 7,e4 ,muentz1 l4 c4 p4 #ac47 #fe ,i shall overlook a greater error committed by ,leonardo in his notice in that he gives his #gg-year-old father #hj years4 #ff ,he who usurps on earth my place1 my place1 my place1 which is void in the presence of the ,son of ,god1 has made out of my cemetery a sewer4 ,canto ,,xxxvii4 #fg ,it seems that in that passage of the diary ,leonardo also erred in the number of his sisters and brothers1 which stands in remarkable contrast to the apparent exactness of the same4 #fh v4 ,seidlitz1 l4 c41 ,,ii1 p4 #bgj4 #fi ,solmi1 ,conf4 fior1 p4 #ac4 #gj ,muentz1 l4 c41 ,la ,religion de ,leonardo1 p4 #bib1 etc4 #ga ,herzfeld1 p4 #bib4 #gb ,vasari1 translated by ,schorn1 #ahdc4 #gc ,ebenda1 p4 #ci4 #gd ,concerning these letters and the combinations connected with them see ,muentz1 l4 c41 p4 #hb2 for the wording of the same and for the notices connected with them see ,herzfeld1 l4 c41 p4 #bbc4 #ge ,besides1 he lost some time in that he even made a drawing of a braided cord in which one could follow the thread from one end to the other1 until it formed a perfectly circular figure2 a very difficult and beautiful drawing of this kind is engraved on copper1 in the center of it one can read the words3 ,leonardus ,vinci ,academia 7p4 #h74 #gf ,this criticism holds quite generally and is not aimed at ,leonardo's biographers in particular4 #gg ,seidlitz ,,ii1 p4 #bga4 #gh ,la natura e piena d'infinite ragione che non furono mai in isperienza1 ,m4 ,herzfeld1 l4 c4 p4 ,,ii4