,,dialogues ,,on ,,the ,,supersensual ,,life ,,by ,,jacob ,,behmen ,,edited ,,by ,,bernard ,,holland ,,methuen ,,co4 #cf ,,essex ,,street1 ,w4,c4 ,,london #aija ,desiderare est ,mereri ,,preface ,the ,works of ,jacob ,behmen1 the ,teutonic ,theosopher1 translated into ,english1 were first printed in ,england in the seventeenth century1 between #afdd and #affb4 ,in the following century a complete edition in four large volumes was produced by some of the disciples of ,william ,law4 ,this edition1 completed in the year #agha1 was compiled in part from the older ,english edition1 and in part from later fragmentary translations by ,law and others4 ,it is not easily accessible to the general reader1 and1 moreover1 the greater part of ,behmen's ,works could not be recommended save to those who had the time and power to plunge into that deep sea in search of the many noble pearls which it contains4 ,behmen's language and way of thought are remote and strange1 and in reading his thought one has often to pass it through a process of intellectual translation4 ,this is chiefly true of his earlier work1 the ,aurora or ,morning ,redness4 ,but among those works which he wrote during the last five years of his life there are some written in a thought-language less difficult to be understood1 yet containing the essential teaching of this humble ,master of ,divine ,science4 ,from these ,i have selected some which may1 in a small volume1 be useful4 ,it seemed that for this purpose it would be best to take the ,dialogues of the ,supersensual ,life1 including as one of them the beautiful1 really separate1 ,dialogue1 called in the ,complete ,works1 ,the way from darkness to true illumination4 ,in the case of neither of these works is the translation used that of the seventeenth century4 ,the first three dialogues are a translation made by ,william ,law1 one of the greatest masters of the ,english language1 and found in ,,ms4 after his death4 ,this translation from the original ,german is not exactly literal1 but rather a liberal version1 or paraphrase1 the thought of ,behmen being expanded and elucidated1 though in nowise departed from4 ,the dialogue called ,the way from darkness to true illumination was taken by the eighteenth century editors from a book containing translations of certain smaller treatises of ,behmen then lately printed at ,bristol and made1 as they say1 in a style better adapted to the taste and more accommodated to the apprehension of modern readers4 ,i do not know who was the translator1 but the work seems to be excellently well done4 ,it will be well to say a few words first as to the life1 then as to the leading ideas of ,jacob ,behmen4 ,this name is more correctly written ,jacob ,boehme1 but ,i prefer to retain the more easily pronounced spelling of ,behmen1 adopted by the ,editors of both the complete ,english editions4 ,jacob ,behmen's outward life was simplicity itself4 ,he was born in the year #aege at ,alt ,seidenberg1 a village among pastoral hills1 near ,goerlitz in ,lusatia1 a son of poor peasants4 ,as a boy he watched the herds in the fields1 and was then apprenticed to a shoemaker1 being not enough robust for rural work4 ,one day1 when the master and his wife were out1 and he was alone in the house1 a stranger entered the shop and asked for a pair of shoes4 ,jacob had no authority to conclude a bargain and asked a high price for the shoes in the hope that the stranger would not buy4 ,but the man paid the price1 and when he had gone out into the street1 called out ,jacob1 come forth4 ,jacob obeyed the call1 and now the stranger looked at him with a kindly1 earnest1 deep1 soul-piercing gaze1 and said1 ,jacob1 thou art as yet but little1 but the time will come when thou shalt be great1 and become another man1 and the world shall marvel at thee4 ,therefore be pious1 fear ,god1 and reverence his ,word2 especially read diligently the ,holy ,scriptures1 where thou hast comfort and instruction2 for thou must endure much misery and poverty1 and suffer persecution4 ,but be courageous and persevere1 for ,god loves1 and is gracious unto thee4 ,so saying1 the stranger clasped his hand1 and disappeared4 ,after this ,jacob became even more pensive and serious1 and would admonish the other journeymen on the work-bench when they spoke lightly of sacred things4 ,his master disliked this and dismissed him1 saying that he would have no house-prophet to bring trouble into his house4 ,thus ,jacob was forced to go forth into the world as a travelling journeyman1 and1 as he wandered about in that time of fierce religious discord1 the world appeared to him to be a ,babel4 ,he was himself afflicted by troubles and doubts1 but clave to prayer and to ,scripture1 and especially to the words in ,luke xi42 ,how much more shall your heavenly ,father give the ,holy ,spirit to them that ask him4 ,and once1 when he was again engaged for a time by a master1 he was lifted into a state of blessed peace1 a ,sabbath of the ,soul1 that lasted for seven days1 during which he was1 as it were1 inwardly surrounded by a ,divine ,light4 ,the triumph that was then in my soul ,i can neither tell nor describe4 ,i can only liken it to a resurrection from the dead4 ,jacob returned in #aeid to ,goerlitz1 became a master shoemaker in #aeii1 married a tradesman's daughter1 and had four children4 ,in the year #afjj sitting one day in his room1 his eye fell upon a burnished pewter dish which reflected the sunshine with such marvellous splendour that he fell into a deep inward ecstasy and it seemed to him as if he could now look into the principles and deepest foundations of things4 ,he believed that it was only a fancy1 and in order to banish it from his mind he went out upon the green4 ,but here he remarked that he gazed into the very heart of things2 the very herbs and grass1 and that ,nature harmonised with what he had inwardly seen4 ,he said nothing about this to any one1 but praised and thanked ,god in silence4 ,he continued in the honest practice of his craft1 was attentive to his domestic affairs1 and was on terms of goodwill with all men4,a ,at the age of thirty-five1 in the year #afaj1 ,jacob ,behmen suddenly perceived that all which he had seen in a fragmentary way was forming itself into a coherent whole1 and felt a fire-like impulse1 a yearning to write it down1 as a ,memorial1 not for publication1 but lest he should forget it himself4 ,he wrote it early in the morning before work1 and late in the evening after work4 ,this was his ,morning ,redness or ,aurora4 ,a nobleman of the country1 called ,carl von ,endern1 happened to see the ,,ms4 at the shoemaker's house1 was struck by it1 and had some copies made4 ,one of these fell into the hands of the ,lutheran ,clergyman of ,goerlitz1 ,pastor ,primarius ,gregorius ,richter1 who thenceforth became a bitter opponent of ,behmen4 ,he assailed him in sermons1 in language of savage invective1 as a heretic of the most dangerous kind1 until ,jacob was summoned before the ,magistrates1 and forbidden to write anything in future4 ,he was told that as a shoemaker he must confine himself to his own trade4 ,but the affair1 as is usually the case1 had an effect the reverse of that intended by persecutors4 ,it made him known to various persons more learned than himself who were interested in the subject1 and from his converse with them he learned a better style1 and some ,latin technical terms1 which he afterwards found useful for expressing his thoughts4 ,jacob obeyed for some years the magisterial command to write nothing1 but it was very grievous to him1 and he often reflected with dismay on the parable of the talents and how that one talent which 'tis death to hide was lodged with him useless4 ,at length he would keep silence no more4 ,he says himself3 ,i had resolved to do nothing in future1 but to be quiet before ,god in obedience1 and to let the devil1 with all his host1 sweep over me4 ,but it was with me as when a seed is hidden in the earth4 ,it grows up in storm and rough weather against all reason4 ,for in winter time all is dead1 and reason says3 ',it is all over with it4' ,but the precious seed within me sprouted and grew green1 oblivious of all storms1 and1 amid disgrace and ridicule1 it has blossomed forth into a lily4 ,between the year #afai and his death in #afbd1 at the age of forty-nine1 he poured forth his stored up thoughts1 writing a number of ,works1 including those in the present volume1 which were among his very latest4 ,he had the more time to write because his shoemaking business had fallen off1 by reason1 perhaps1 of the question as to his orthodoxy1 but some friends supplied him with the necessaries of life4 ,he was now exposed to fresh attacks from ,gregorius ,richter and was forced this time to go into exile4 ,at this period he went to the ,electoral ,court at ,dresden where the ,prince was curious about him1 and a conference took place between him and ,john ,gerhard and other eminent theologians4 ,at the close of this ,dr ,gerhard said3 ,i would not take the whole world and help to condemn this man4 ,and his colleague ,meissner said1 ,my good brother1 neither would ,i4 ,who knows what stands behind this man8 ,how can we judge what we have not understood8 ,may ,god convert this man if he is in error4 ,he is a man of marvellously high mental gifts who at present can neither be condemned nor approved4 ,soon afterwards1 while ,jacob was staying at the house of one of his noble friends in ,silesia he fell into a fever4 ,at his own request he was carried back to ,goerlitz1 and there awaited his end4 ,on ,sunday1 ,november #bast #afbd1 in the early hours he called his son ,tobias and asked him if he did not hear that sweet melodious music4 ,as ,tobias heard nothing1 ,jacob asked him to set wide the door so that he might the better hear it2 then he asked what was the hour1 and when he was told that it had just struck two he said1 ,my time is not yet2 three hours hence is my time4 ,after some silence he exclaimed1 ,oh thou strong ,god of ,sabaoth1 deliver me according to thy ,will1 and immediately afterwards ,thou ,crucified ,lord ,jesus ,christ have mercy upon me and take me to thyself into thy ,kingdom4 ,at six in the morning he suddenly bade them farewell with a smile1 and said1 ,now ,i go hence into ,paradise1 and yielded up his ,spirit4 ,frankenberg writes of him3 ,his bodily appearance was somewhat mean2 he was small of stature1 had a low forehead but prominent temples1 a rather aquiline nose1 a scanty beard1 grey eyes1 sparkling into heavenly blue1 a feeble but genial voice4 ,he was modest in his bearing1 unassuming in conversation1 lowly in conduct1 patient in suffering1 and gentle-hearted4 ,as the shoemaker of ,goerlitz had in his life-time some disciples among highly educated men1 so has he always had a few since his departure from this life4 ,men so diversely situated as the non-juror ,william ,law in ,england2 ,st ,martin1 the philosophe inconnu of the ,french ,revolution2 the sincere ,catholic1 ,franz ,baader1 in ,germany2 ,martensen1 the ,protestant ,bishop in ,denmark1 have found in him their ,teacher4 ,the selections contained in the present book belong rather to the practical or ethical side of ,jacob ,behmen's teaching than to his ,cosmogony1 or ,vision1 as one may best call it1 of the nature of all things4 ,i think that any old cottager1 who had read nothing but his ,bible1 but had lived his life1 would well understand the general teaching of most that is contained in these ,dialogues1 and would find all ,behmen's words most beautiful and comforting4 ,it is not1 therefore1 necessary for the present purpose to attempt fully to set forth the whole ,vision of ,behmen1 nor1 in any case would it be within my power to do so4 ,but it may be of service to those readers who are not acquainted with the writings of ,behmen or of his disciples1 if ,i here say something as to his general teaching with regard to the nature of the soul of man and its relation to that which is not itself1 but like to itself4 ,the ,soul1 in the doctrine of ,behmen1 is a ,being which has a will or desire1 and is aided by a mirror of understanding or imagination4 ,will or ,desire is of the very essence of the ,soul1 inseparable from its existence4 ,he says3 ,where ,desire is there is also ,essence or ,being4 ,the ,soul is subject to the diverse attractions of the ,centre of ,divine ,life and ,light1 and of the ,spirit of the ,world4 ,enlightened by its understanding it has the free power to turn its will towards1 and unite itself to1 this or that4 ,choose well1 thy choice is brief and yet endless4 ,the ,soul is a magic ,fire derived out of1 or from1 ,god the ,father's ,essence1 lumen de lumine1 and imprisoned in darkness4 ,it is an intense and incessant ,desire after the ,light2 it longs to return to the ,light-centre1 whence it originally came1 that is1 to the heart of ,god4 ,thus longing1 it is a ,fire of ,anguish1 until it becomes a ,fire of ,love4 ,it is a fire of anguish1 so long as it is shut up in its dark self4 ,it is a fire of love when it pierces through and escapes from its dark self-prison and burns freely and softly in union with the ,divine ,love4 ,god then comes as a ,light1 a soft purifying ,fire into the ,soul1 and changes all the wanting1 hungering1 empty1 restless1 self-tormenting properties of the ,natural ,life into a sweetness of rest and peace4 ,this is called in ,scripture the new birth4 ,thus the same thing--the same ,fire1--is a cause of torment or of joy according to the conditions under which it is4 ,man1 who is a microcosm of the whole ,universe1 is a mingling of light and darkness4 ,his anguish comes from his ,soul's imprisonment in darkness 7as a mere raging fire7 and continues until it can break forth and unite itself with that whence it came and to which it belongs4 ,behmen says ,the ,eternal ,darkness of the ,soul is ,hell1 viz43 an aching source of anguish1 which is called the ,anger of ,god1 but the ,eternal ,light in the ,soul is the ,kingdom of ,heaven1 where the fiery anguish of darkness is turned into joy4 ,for the same nature of anguish1 which1 in the ,darkness1 is a cause of sadness1 is1 in the ,light1 a cause of the outward and stirring joy4444 ,the ,fire is painful and consuming1 but the ,light is yielding1 friendly1 powerful and delightful1 a sweet and amiable ,joy4 ,pure delight1 with no trace of doubt or fear1 hope or regret1 is the sign of the presence of ,love or ,light4 ,so again ,behmen says3 ,the ,fire in the ,light is a fire of ,love1 but the ,fire in the ,darkness is a fire of ,anguish1 and is painful1 irksome1 and full of contrariety4 ,the end to which all things tend is the final separation of light from darkness2 the last day means this2 but the present world is a perpetual mixture of light and darkness1 good and evil1 joy and anguish4 ,so1 the ,cross of ,jesus is at once the highest embodiment of ,love and ,hate4 ,it is remarkable that in this doctrine of light and darkness ,behmen was nearly followed by one who had not1 ,i suppose1 ever heard of him1 reading as he did little of anything but the ,bible1 who worked on the ,scriptures with his own powerful and earnest insight1 the ,christian hero1 ,charles ,gordon4 ,in his little book called ,reflections in ,palestine written in that one year1 #ahhc1 of unbroken repose from action spent in the ,holy ,land1 just before his final service at ,khartoom1 ,gordon dwells upon the repetition1 as he calls it1 both in the individual soul1 and in the world's history of four processes constantly recurring1--a state of darkness1 a light breaking forth through darkness1 a division of light from darkness or gathering together of light1 a re-dispersion of light into darkness1 and then a renewal of the four processes1 ever upon an ascending level of good1 directed towards the final elimination of all light from the darkness4 ,fire must have fuel1 something on which to feed4 ,it must feed or perish4 ,but the magic ,fire-spirit1 the ,soul1 cannot perish because it is an eternal ,essence4 ,therefore it must either feed2 or hunger4 ,it desires spiritual essence or virtue to allay its raging hunger4 ,but1 during the space that it is embodied in this nature1 it can feed either on the ,divine ,spirit1 or upon the ,spirit of this ,world4 ,hence1 says ,behmen1 we may understand the cause of that infinite variety which is in the ,wills and ,actions of ,men4 ,for of whatsoever the ,soul eateth1 and wherewith its ,fire-life becometh kindled2 according to that the ,soul's life is led and governed4 ,you become like to that which you eat4 ,if the ,soul breaks forth out of its ,nature-self and enters into ,god's ,love-fire1 it eats of the ,divine ,essence 7the substance or flesh of ,christ7 and it is to this that ,jesus ,christ referred when he spoke of feeding upon his body1 and when he spoke of the true bread from heaven which giveth life to the ,world 7,john vi4 #cc71 of which he that eateth shall live for ever 7,john vi4 #eh71 or the living water1 whereof whosoever drinketh shall never thirst1 but it shall be to him a well of water springing up into everlasting life 7,john iv4 #ac1 #ad74 ,this feeding is in no way metaphorical but as real and actual as physical feeding4 ,behmen says1 ,the ,essence of that ,life eateth the ,flesh of ,christ and drinketh ,his ,blood4444 ,now if the ,soul eat of this sweet1 holy and heavenly food1 then it kindleth itself with the great ,love in the name and power of ,jesus1 whence its fire of anguish becometh a great triumph of joy and glory4,b ,behmen held that man lives at once in three worlds1 firstly in the outward visible elementary world of space and time 7where man is the ,time and in the ,time27 secondly1 the ,eternal ,dark ,world1 ,hell1 the centre of ,eternal ,nature1 whence is generated the ,soul-fire1 that source of anguish1 and thirdly1 in the ,eternal ,light ,world1 ,heaven--the ,divine habitation4 ,the same processes of feeding and life take place in the three ,worlds1 so that physical feeding is a kind of outside sheath of spiritual feeding4 ,if the ,soul accustoms itself to feed in this life upon the heavenly food 7that panem de coelo omne delectamentum in se habentem7 it gradually itself becomes of quite heavenly substance1 purged from darkness1 and1 when the natural life falls off at death1 stands in heaven1 where indeed it already is4 ,but1 if the ,soul feeds upon the ,spirit and ,things of this ,world1 then1 when by reason of death1 it can no longer feed upon them1 it is left in the condition of mere aching ,desire1 or eternal unsatisfied ,hunger1 working in a void1 in perpetual anguish4 ,thus ,heaven and ,hell are not places1 but conditions of the ,soul4 ,so ,milton1 who had no doubt studied the translation of ,behmen made in his own time1 writes3 ,the mind is its own place1 and in itself ,can make a ,heaven of ,hell1 a ,hell of ,heaven4 ,they are in this life everywhere commingled1 but when this life falls away1 the ,soul remains in that of the two states into which it has in this life brought itself4 ,the ,soul1 after death1 remains either as a satisfied ,desire1 that is1 a ,desire no longer but a ,joy1 or as an aching ,desire4 ,the ,persian says3-- ,heaven is the vision of fulfilled ,desire ,and ,hell the shadow of a ,soul on fire4 ,behmen says1 ,heaven is fulfilled desire2 ,hell is a ,soul on fire1 no mere vision or shadow4 ,heaven and ,hell are within us1 since our souls are portions of the universe of things1 in every part of which ,heaven and ,hell are commingled4 ,the gates of ,heaven within us were shut in ,adam1 but the ,power of ,god1 ,christ in ,jesus1 broke open by his passion the closed gates of ,paradise1 that is1 the gates of our inward heavenly humanity1 and now the wayfarer can1 if he will1 pass through4 ,we do not spiritually live by a reasoning process1 or acceptance of doctrines by the understanding1 but by the action of the ,desire in feeding upon the ,spirit of ,love1 a process of laying hold1 drawing in1 and assimilating4 ,true prayer is like feeding1 or still more1 perhaps1 like the unconscious drawing in of the air3 it should be as constant4 ,by it is introduced the heavenly life from without to nourish the like heavenly life contained in the seed within4 ,if a man thus rightly feeds1 then1 in him1 the hellish life and passions1 portions of the powers of darkness1 our creatures as ,behmen says1 will be killed by starvation1 wanting their appropriate food4 ,on the other hand1 a man can feed these also from without with their appropriate food by misdirected desire1 thereby starving the heavenly life in the ,soul4 ,thus the essence of ,behmen's teaching as to the ,soul incarnate in ,man and revealed by his body1 is that it is an eternal ,being1 and that it is a source of joy or anguish according as it is1 or is not1 purified or tranquillised by communion with the ,centre of ,light1 or the ,fountain of ,life4 ,he does not contemplate1 as some ,eastern teachers perhaps do1 the annihilation of the ,will of the ,soul by a kind of higher spiritual suicide2 its existence is to him the very condition of good no less than of evil2 he contemplates its liberation from the dark1 contracted1 self-prison1 its purification1 and entrance into the full heaven-life4 ,this magical soul-fire1 like visible fire1 can rage and destroy1 or it can serve as the means and ground of all good4 ,here is the foundation both of good and evil1 in man as in all things4 ,to understand this better1 one must consider the cosmic teaching lying behind the rich profusion of images1 often inconsistent and clashing1 in which ,jacob ,behmen embodies his ,vision4 ,man has fallen into ,nature4 ,but ,nature itself1 apart from and unfilled by the ,divine ,light1 is a self-torment1 a mere ,want1 a ,desire1 a ,hunger4 ,the true distinction between ,god and ,nature is that ,god is an ,universal ,all1 while ,nature is an ,universal ,want1 viz3 to be filled by ,god4 ,physical attraction is nothing but the outer sheath of this universal desire4 ,nature filled by ,god is ,heaven or fulfilled ,desire4,c ,without ,god it is ,hell1 mere ,desire4 ,heaven is the ,presence of ,god3 ,hell his ,absence4 ,it is as true to say that ,heaven is in ,god1 as to say that ,god is in ,heaven4 ,apart from the existence of ,god there could be neither ,presence nor ,absence1 neither ,heaven nor ,hell4 ,if the ,soul of ,man were wholly divided and separated from the ,divine ,life1 it would1 as a part of ,nature1 be a mere hungering1 restless1 conscious ,desire4 ,in so far as it is so separated it partakes of this pain4 ,for through all the ,universe of ,things nothing is uneasy1 unsatisfied1 or restless1 but because it is not governed by ,love1 or because its ,nature has not reached or attained the full birth of the ,spirit of ,love4 ,for when that is done1 every hunger is satisfied1 and all complaining1 murmuring1 accusing1 resenting1 revenging and striving are as totally suppressed and overcome as coldness1 thickness and horror of darkness are suppressed and overcome by the breaking forth of the light4 ,if you ask why the ,spirit of ,love cannot be displeased1 cannot be disappointed1 cannot complain1 accuse1 resent or murmur1 it is because the ,spirit of ,love desires nothing but itself1 it is its own ,good1 for ,love is ,god1 and he that dwelleth in ,god dwelleth in ,love4,d ,behmen's idea of the fallen ,angels is that they are entirely and hopelessly divided from the ,life of ,god4 ,they are mere embodied1 hopeless1 self-tormenting ,desires4 ,they have fallen into the hell within themselves1 they cannot but be hating1 bitter1 envious1 proud1 wrathful1 restless2 and therefore tormentors of others4 ,they have lost that which man1 however far astray1 always possesses1 the faculty of return or regeneration through submission to and union with ,god4 ,the spark of the ,life and ,spirit of ,god which is in ,men is not in the fallen ,angels4 ,let us hope that ,beings so utterly lost do not exist4 ,god is outside of ,nature and yet in a sense inside also1 because there is a divine life or virtue in ,nature which1 longing to re-unite itself with its source1 is a cause of anguish while divided1 and of joy when united4 ,so1 in the outer world1 the seed buried in earth contains a power kindred to the virtue of the sun4 ,it is this which breaks forth from the seed1 forces itself up through the dark1 imprisoning1 and yet nourishing and necessary earth1 and at last1 if it can win its way through obstacles1 cheerfully expands in the light of the sun and feeds upon his warmth4 ,that1 in man's inner nature1 which answers to this power or life in the seed1 is called by ,behmen the ,life or ,spirit of ,jesus ,christ4 ,egoism or ,ihood1 the old contracting1 narrowing cell1 is destroyed as this expansive and expanding force grows and breaks forth4 ,behmen says3 ,as the ,sun in the visible world ruleth over ,evil and ,good1 and1 with its light and power1 and all whatsoever itself is1 is present everywhere1 and penetrates into every ,being1 and wholly giveth itself to every ,being1 and yet ever remaineth whole1 and nothing of its being goeth away therewith4 ,thus also it is to be understood concerning ,christ's person and office which ruleth in the inward spiritual world1 and penetrateth into the faithful man's soul1 spirit and heart4 ,as the ,sun worketh through a herb1 so that the herb becometh filled with the virtue of the ,sun1 and1 as it were1 so converted by the ,sun that it becometh wholly of the nature of the ,sun1 so ,christ ruleth in the resigned will or ,soul and ,body1 over all evil inclinations and generateth the man to be a new heavenly creature4 ,the same teaching is finely set forth in a passage of ,william ,law4,e ,he says3 ,man has a spark of the ,light and ,spirit of ,god1 as a supernatural gift of ,god given into the birth of his ,soul to bring forth by degrees a new birth of that life which was lost in ,paradise4 ,this holy spark of the ,divine ,nature within him has a natural1 strong1 and almost infinite tendency or reaching after that eternal ,light and ,spirit of ,god1 from whence it came forth4 ,it came forth from ,god1 it came out of ,god1 it partaketh of the ,divine ,nature1 and therefore it is always in a state of tendency and return to ,god4 ,all this is called the breathing1 the moving1 the quickening of the ,holy ,spirit within us1 which are so many operations of this spark of life tending towards ,god4 ,on the other hand the ,deity as considered in itself1 and without the ,soul of man1 has an infinite unchangeable tendency of love and desire towards the ,soul of man1 to unite and communicate its own riches and glories to it1 just as the ,spirit of the air without ,man unites and communicates its riches and virtues to the ,spirit of the air that is within ,man4 ,this love or desire of ,god toward the soul of ,man is so great that he gave his only-begotten ,son1 the brightness of his glory1 to take the human nature upon him1 in its fallen state1 that by this mysterious union of ,god and ,man1 all the enemies of the ,soul of ,man might be overcome1 and every human creature might have a power of being born again according to that ,image of ,god in which he was first created4 ,the gospel is the history of this ,love of ,god to ,man4 ,inwardly he has a seed of the ,divine ,life given into the birth of his ,soul1 a seed that has all the riches of eternity in it1 and is always wanting to come to the birth in him1 and be alive in ,god4 ,outwardly he has ,jesus ,christ1 who as a ,sun of ,righteousness1 is always casting forth his enlivening beams on this inward seed1 to kindle and call it forth to the birth1 doing that to this ,seed of ,heaven in ,man1 which the sun in the firmament is always doing to the vegetable seeds in the earth4 ,consider this matter in the following similitude4 ,a grain of wheat has the air and light of this world enclosed or incorporated in it4 ,this is the mystery of its life1 this is its power of growing1 by this it has a strong continual tendency of uniting again with that ocean of light and air from whence it came forth4 ,on the other hand that great ocean of light and air1 having its own offspring hidden in the heart of the grain has a perpetual strong tendency to unite and communicate with it again4 ,from this desire of union on both sides1 the vegetable life arises and all the virtues and powers contained in it4 ,but let it be well observed that this desire on both sides cannot have its effect till the husk and gross part of the grain falls into a state of corruption and death2 till this begins1 the mystery of life hidden in it cannot come forth4 ,the sun only acts by stirring up in each thing1 and calling into activity1 its own imprisoned1 dormant1 heat or life4 ,save by the same nature-process1 working in an inner sphere1 there cannot come to pass the flower and fruit of the ,soul4 ,the ,sun1 true emblem of the ,redeeming ,spirit1 helps each vital force to break forth from its state of death--even though1 like the grains of wheat found in ,egyptian graves and then new-planted1 it has been immured there thousands of years--and to enter into its highest possible state of life4 ,indeed1 in this school of wisdom1 the natural visible light1 of which the ,sun is the dispensing medium to our solar system1 and other suns to other circles of planets1 is actually an outer manifestation of the inner supernatural light1 and warmth1 not a mere emblem at all4 ,we speak more truly than we know1 when we speak of a heavenly day4 ,all ,nature is a series of out-births of the ,deity4 ,the outward world1 says ,behmen1 is sprung out of the inward spiritual world1 viz41 out of ,light and ,darkness4 ,and his ,english interpreter says3 ,whatever is delightful and ravishing1 sublime and glorious in spirits1 minds1 or bodies1 either in heaven1 or on earth1 is from the power of the ,supernatural ,light opening its endless wonders in them4 ,hell has no misery1 horror or distraction1 but because it has no communication with the supernatural ,light4 ,and did not the supernatural ,light stream forth its blessings into this world1 through the materiality of the ,sun1 all outward ,nature would be full of the horror of ,hell4 ,and elsewhere1 ,there is no meekness1 benevolence or goodness in ,angel1 ,man1 or any other ,creature1 but where ,light is the ,lord of its life4 ,life itself begins no sooner1 rises no higher1 has no other glory1 than as the ,light begins it1 and leads it on4 ,sounds have no softness1 flowers and germs no sweetness1 plants and fruits have no growth1 but as the ,mystery of ,light opens itself in them4,f ,and so ,behmen himself says3 ,there is nothing that is created or born in ,nature but it also manifests its internal form externally2 for the internal continually labours or works itself forth to manifestation4 ,we know in the power and form of this ,world1 how the only ,essence has manifested itself with the external birth in the desire of the similitude2 how it has manifested itself in so many forms and shapes1 which we see and know in the stars and elements1 likewise in the living creatures1 and also in the trees and herbs4 ,thus there is a real communion between all beauty1 sweetness1 and glory1 within and without the ,soul of man4 ,it is this truth1 not of the analogy between the essential life of ,man and ,nature1 but of the unity in all things1 that is now opening itself out in many ways4 ,wordsworth1 a true seer1 has given to it its highest expression in ,english ,poetry4 ,modern science all tends to confirmation of this unity4 ,god1 then1 must become ,man1 there must be a birth of the ,life of ,god in the ,soul1 in order that the ,soul may live its highest life4 ,only in this way can the wild properties of ,nature be subordinated and turned to their proper use1 their restless hunger pacified4 ,goodness and happiness can be expected from nothing else but from the ,divine ,life united to and dwelling in the ,nature ,life4 ,it is the ingrafted ,word of ,st ,james' ,epistle4 ,the plant cannot but grow towards the sun4 ,if it is too deep in earth1 or prevented by a strong soil1 or withered by dryness1 so that it cannot attain to its end1 the fault is not with it4 ,but1 in the spiritual inner world 7in which the plant dwells not7 the ,soul of man has this freedom--that it can consciously turn towards ,god1 whose ,spirit and ,life will then come forth to meet it1 or can turn towards the ,things of this ,world4 ,upon this freedom of choice is founded ,behmen's moral teaching4 ,the ,soul is like a woman 7and all nations have testified in their languages and parables to their sense of this7 who can freely choose to submit and surrender her body to this ,lover1 or to that4 ,when she has chosen her free power ends4 ,as she has chosen1 so her life-faculty will be fertilised by good or evil2 so will be the new life that arises within her1 and so will be her future joy or sorrow4 ,in a deep sense1 the desire of the spark of ,life in the ,soul to return to its ,original ,source is part of the longing desire of the universal ,life for its own heart or centre4 ,of this longing the universal attraction1 striving against resistance1 towards an universal centre1 proved to govern the phenomenal or physical world1 is but the outer sheath and visible working4 ,it has been said that ,sir ,isaac ,newton 7who was a diligent reader of ,behmen's ,works7 ploughed with ,jacob ,behmen's heifer4 ,there is in truth but one ,religion1 that founded upon the eternal1 immutable1 universal processes of the actual ,nature of things1 and of this ,christianity1 rightly apprehended1 is the supreme ,revelation4 ,this will be seen better by all as the ,religion unfolds itself4 ,rightly speaking there is no such thing as supernatural religion2 there is but one ,religion1 that of ,nature4 ,it is the work of visible religion to teach by signs and parables1 embodying the mystery in symbols1 and clothing it with adoration4 ,jacob ,behmen's mode of expression is all his own1 and there is much in the fabric of his thought which men of our time1 if they take a superficial view1 would not find it easy to accept4 ,the doctrine of ,evolution now profoundly influences every corner of the field of thought4 ,we now incline to think rather of the rise of ,man out of ,nature than of his fall into it1 though1 perhaps1 there can no more be a rise without a precedent fall1 than there can be a return without a precedent out-going4 ,evolution may be the time-form of ,attraction4 ,but all this affects the outside form1 not the essence of the doctrine4 ,behmen is concerned with the real nature of things1 apart from time and space1 with their apparent1 but so misleading1 facts4 ,he appeals to each ,soul's knowledge of itself1 and1 on the principle that all is in everything1 draws from the nature of ,man1 that little ,universe 7and we can no otherwise learn things as they are in themselves71 his teaching as to ,universal ,nature4 ,in ,man 7he says7 lies all whatsoever the ,sun shines upon1 or ,heaven contains1 as also ,hell and all the ,deeps4 ,his ,iliad is the struggle between light and darkness1 life and death1 expansion and contraction1 the centripetal and centrifugal force1 heat and cold1 love and hatred1 peace and wrath1 humility and pride1 self-sacrifice and self-seeking1 joy and anguish1 repose and restlessness1 in the whole of ,nature and in the ,soul of ,man4 ,does not every man1 who has lived his full life1 know the truth and reality of all this8 ,it is known more especially and actually by those ardent and adventurous spirits who have sailed in far seas of thought or action1 not merely coasting along the shores of tradition1 authority and established rule4 ,sinners know some things more vividly than those who ever and easily have been good4 ,only the man who has been sick knows the difference between sickness and health4 ,the prodigal who had wandered in a far country and had lived as he would1 understood the meaning of peace and love better than the brother who had always stayed at home4 ,these wanderers1 if they return in time1 know best1 taught by the heart-rending lessons of experience1 the difference between the ,heaven and ,hell within them2 the ,hell of wrath1 self-torment1 fear1 anxiety1 envy1 malice1 evil-will1 pride1 cruelty1 sensual passion1 longing to domineer1 and the ,heaven of love1 benevolence1 meekness1 humility1 compassion1 peace1 joy1 long-suffering4 ,they know that ,heaven and ,hell can alike be revealed in the ,soul4 ,from youth they have felt something in them striving1 often feebly enough1 against passionate desires for wealth1 honour1 success1 and for mastery over the minds1 affections1 and bodies of others4 ,behind all this turmoil and ever unsatisfied anguish of seeking that which satisfies not1 they have been aware of a diviner life slowly growing towards heaven1 ever and again thwarted and driven back by the renewed assaults of the ,spirit of the ,world1 yet never quite destroyed4 ,at the moments of fiercest fight against rebel passions they have felt the divine assisting strength flow into them1 if only they powerfully invoked it1 turning towards its source as a babe towards its mother's breast4 ,they have heard the ,peace be still amid the wildest spiritual storms4 ,they know that if they have been saved1 it is not by their own strength nor by reasoning1 but by this power from without4 ,they know the impotence1 in action1 of the merely reflective or spectator faculty4 ,in this sense of the word reason1 they would agree with him who wrote ,your ,heart is the best and greatest gift of ,god to you2 it is the highest1 greatest1 strongest1 and noblest ,power of your ,nature2 it forms your whole ,life1 be it what it will2 all ,evil and all ,good comes from it2 your ,heart alone has the key of ,life and ,death2 it does all that it will2 ,reason is but its plaything2 and whether in ,time or ,eternity1 can only be a mere ,beholder of the wonders of happiness1 or forms of misery1 which the right or wrong working of the ,heart is entered into4,g ,william ,law remarks that ,jesus ,christ1 though he had all wisdom1 yet gives but a small number of doctrines to mankind whilst every moral teacher writes volumes upon every single virtue4 ,it is1 he adds1 because our ,lord knew what they know not1 that our whole malady lies in this1 that the ,will of our ,mind is turned into this ,world1 and that nothing can relieve us1 or set us right1 but the turning of the ,will of our ,mind and the ,desire of our ,hearts to ,god4 ,and hence it is that he calls us to nothing but a total denial of ourselves and the ,life of this ,world and to faith in him as the ,worker of a new birth and life in us4 ,on this one root of the whole matter ,jacob ,behmen insisted1 expressing one truth in a thousand ways and through images1 which to him are not images but the same process working in other spheres4 ,his whole practical1 moral teaching enforces the right direction of ,desire4 ,mali mores sunt mali amores1 said one who also truly saw2 the profound ,augustine4 ,the hunger of the ,soul must be turned to the source of eternal joy4 ,all that is good and beautiful in nature or in the heart of man flows from that fountain4 ,desire is everything in ,nature2 does everything4 ,heaven is ,nature filled with divine ,life attracted by ,desire4 ,,footnotes3 ,a ,from the ,danish ,bishop ,martensen's book ,jacob ,boehme2 an excellent study well translated from ,danish into ,english by ,mr ,t4 ,rhys ,evans1 7,hodder and ,stoughton1 ,london1 #ahhe74 ,an account of ,behmen's life is given in the preface to the first volume of the last century ,english edition of the ,works4 ,b ,it should be noted that ,jacob ,behmen held strongly to the ,sacrament of the ,lord's ,supper1 the actual bread and wine as a permissive medium of the real feeding1 in order that there may be a visible sign of what is done in the inward ground4 ,but he says ,we should not depend on this means or medium alone1 and think that ,christ's ,flesh and ,blood is only and alone participated in this use of bread and wine1 as ,reason in this present time miserably erreth therein4 ,no1 that is not so4 ,faith1 when it hungereth after ,god's love and grace1 always eateth and drinketh of ,christ's ,flesh and ,blood4 ,christ hath not bound himself to bread and wine alone1 but hath bound himself to the faith1 that he will be in men4 ,works1 vol4 iv4 p4 #bjh4 ,charles ,gordon took the same view of the visible eating1 as being a great assistance to the spiritual feeding1 but not indispensable to it4 7,gordon's ,letters to his ,sister47 ,c ,dante's ricchezza senza brama4 ,d ,law's ,works1 vol4 viii41 p4 #agg4 ,e ,works1 vol4 vii41 p4 #fe1 ed4 #agfe4 ,f ,law's ,works1 vol4 viii41 p4 #ahi4 ,g ,law's ,works1 vol4 vii41 p4 #afb4 ,,preliminary ,,note ,before entering upon the ,dialogues ,i have thought it well to insert some sentences taken from a treatise of ,behmen's called ,regeneration1 together with some taken from another treatise of his on ,christ's ,testament because they show well the spirit in which he thought and wrote4 ,the freedom of thought and expression which he claims is1 happily1 far more readily accorded now than it was in his own day4 ,i have only one thing to add4 ,in the eighteenth century ,english translation of ,behmen's ,works1 all the substantives1 as was then the frequent custom1 are printed with capital letters4 ,there is a philosophic basis for this practice1 because a substantive is an attempt to denote a thing in itself and is therefore of greater weight than an adjective1 which only expresses qualities which we attribute to it4 ,to ,behmen's ,works this mode of printing seems especially appropriate4 ,in our now too literary language1 many words have become so trite and carelessly used that they have almost ceased to have reference to real existing things4 ,but ,behmen never uses words in this merely literary way1 being indeed in nowise a man of letters4 ,it might have been said of him1 as indeed his enemies did at the time say1 that which was said by the ,jews of our ,lord1 ,how knoweth this man letters having never learned8 ,when he speaks of the glory of ,god1 he means something as real as if he spoke of the leaves on that tree1 and so with all his words4 ,i was therefore somewhat inclined1 in order to mark this1 to adhere altogether to the old custom in this case1 and though ,i have not done so1 fearing it might annoy the eye of the unaccustomed reader1 ,i have preserved the capital letters in many cases1 where it is especially desirable to dwell on the expression of real existences by the words4 ,it is of course an illogical compromise between two customs4 ,the title ,supersensual ,life is not altogether a good one1 but it is that which is used in former editions of ,behmen4 ,the idea is rather of ,life behind1 than above1 the life of sense4 ,sentences ,selected from ,jacob ,behmen's ,treatises ,regeneration and ,christ's ,testaments #a ,a true ,christian1 who is born anew of the ,spirit of ,christ1 is in the simplicity of ,christ1 and hath no strife or contention with any man about religion4 #b ,the ,christendom that is in ,babel striveth about the manner how men ought to serve ,god and glorify him2 also1 how they are to know him1 and what he is in his ,essence and ,will4 ,and they preach positively that whosoever is not one and the same with them in every particular of knowledge and opinion1 is no ,christian1 but a heretic4 #c ,but a ,christian is of no sect4 ,he can dwell in the midst of sects1 and appear in their services1 without being attached or bound to any4 ,he hath but one knowledge1 and that is1 ,christ in him4 ,he seeketh but one way1 which is the desire always to do and teach that which is right2 and he putteth all his knowing and willing into the ,life of ,christ4 ,he sigheth and wisheth continually that the ,will of ,god might be done in him1 and that his ,kingdom might be manifested in him4 ,his faith is a desire after ,god and ,goodness1 which he wrappeth up in a sure hope1 trusting to the words of the promise1 and liveth and dieth therein2 though as to the true man1 he never dieth4 #d ,for ,christ saith3 ,whosoever believeth in me shall never die1 but hath pierced through from death to life2 and1 ,rivers of living water shall flow from him1 viz4 good doctrine and works4 #e ,therefore ,i say that whosoever fighteth and contendeth about the ,letter1 is all ,babel4 ,the ,letters of the ,word proceed from1 and stand all in1 one ,root1 which is the ,spirit of ,god2 as the various flowers stand all in the earth1 and grow about one another4 ,they fight not with each other about their difference of colour1 smell1 and taste1 but suffer the earth1 the sun1 the rain1 the wind1 the heat1 and cold1 to do with them as they please2 and yet every one of them groweth in its own peculiar essence and property4 #f ,even so it is with the ,children of ,god2 they have various gifts and degrees of knowledge1 yet all form one ,spirit4 ,they all rejoice at the great ,wonders of ,god1 and give thanks to the ,most ,high in his ,wisdom4 ,why then should they contend about him in ,whom they live and have their being1 and of whose substance they themselves are8 #g ,it is the greatest folly that is in ,babel for people to strive about religion1 so that they contend vehemently about opinions of their own forging1 viz4 about the ,letter4 ,when the ,kingdom of ,god consisteth of no ,opinion1 but in ,power and ,love4 #h ,as ,christ said to his disciples1 and left it with them at the last1 saying3 ,love one another as ,i have loved you3 for thereby men shall know that ye are ,my disciples4 ,if men would as fervently seek after love and righteousness as they do after opinions1 there would be no strife on earth1 and we should be as children of one father1 and should need no law or ordinance4 ,for ,god is not served by any law1 but only by obedience4 ,laws are for the wicked1 who will not enhance love and righteousness2 they are1 and must be1 compelled by laws4 #i ,we all have but one ,order1 ,law1 or ,ordinance1 which is to stand still to the ,lord of all ,beings1 and resign our wills up to him1 and suffer his ,spirit to play what music he will4 ,and thus we give to him again as his own fruits that which he worketh and manifesteth in us4 #aj ,now if we did not contend about our different fruits1 gifts1 kinds1 and degrees of knowledge1 but did acknowledge them in one another1 like ,children of the ,spirit of ,god1 what could condemn us8 ,for the ,kingdom of ,god consisteth not in our knowing and supposing1 but in ,power4 #aa ,if we did not know half so much1 and were more like children1 and had but a brotherly mind and goodwill towards one another1 and lived like children of one mother1 and as branches of one tree1 taking our ,sap all from one ,root1 we should be far more holy than we are4 #ab ,knowledge serves only to this end1 viz41 to know that we have lost the ,divine ,power in ,adam1 and are now become inclined to sin2 that we have evil properties in us1 and that doing evil pleaseth not ,god2 so that with our knowledge we learn to do right4 ,now if we have the ,power of ,god in us1 and desire with all our hearts to act and to live aright1 then our knowledge is but our sport1 or matter of pleasure1 wherein we rejoice4 #ac ,for true knowledge is the manifestation of the ,spirit of ,god through the ,eternal ,wisdom4 ,he knoweth what he will in his children2 he sheweth his wisdom and wonders by his children1 as the earth putteth forth her various flowers4 #ad ,now if we dwell with one another1 like humble children1 in the ,spirit of ,christ1 are rejoicing at the gift or knowledge of another1 who would judge or condemn us8 ,who judgeth or condemneth the birds in the woods that praise the ,lord of all ,beings with various voices1 every one in its own essence8 ,doth the ,spirit of ,god reprove them for not bringing their voices into one harmony8 ,doth not the melody of them all proceed from his ,power1 and do they not sport before him8 #ae ,those men therefore that strive and wrangle about the knowledge and will of ,god1 and despise one another on that account1 are more foolish than the birds in the woods1 and the wild beasts that have no true understanding4 ,they are more unprofitable in the sight of the holy ,god than the flowers of the field1 which stand still in quiet submission to the ,spirit of ,god1 and suffer him to manifest the ,divine ,wisdom and ,power through them4 #af ,all ,christian ,religion consisteth wholly on this1 to learn to know ourselves2 whence we came1 and what we are2 how we are gone forth from the ,unity into dissension1 wickedness1 and unrighteousness2 how we have awakened and stirred up these evils in us2 and how we may be delivered from them again1 and recover our original blessedness4 #ag ,first2 ,how we were in the ,unity1 when we were the ,children of ,god in ,adam before he fell4 ,secondly2 ,how we are now in dissension and disunion1 in strife and contrariety4 ,thirdly2 ,whither we go when we pass out of this corruptible condition2 whither with the unnatural1 and whither with the natural part4 ,and lastly2 ,how we came forth from disunion and vanity1 and enter into that one ,tree1 ,christ in us1 out of which we all sprung in ,adam4 ,in these four points all the necessary knowledge of a ,christian consisteth4 #ah ,so that we need not strive about any thing2 we have no cause of contention with each other4 ,let every one only exercise himself in learning how he may enter again into the ,love of ,god and his ,brother4 #ai ,the written ,word is but an instrument whereby the ,spirit leadeth us to itself within us4 ,that ,word which will teach must be living in the literal ,word4 ,the ,spirit of ,god must be in the literal sound1 or else none is a ,teacher of ,god1 but a mere ,teacher of the ,letter1 a knower of the history1 and not of the ,spirit of ,god in ,christ4 #bj ,all that men will serve ,god with must be done in ,faith1 viz4 in the ,spirit4 ,it is the ,spirit that maketh the work perfect1 and acceptable in the sight of ,god4 ,all that a man undertaketh and doeth in ,faith1 he doth in the ,spirit of ,god1 which ,spirit of ,god doth co-operate in the work1 and then it is acceptable to ,god4 ,for he hath done it himself1 and his ,power and ,virtue is in it4 ,it is holy4 #ba ,strife and misunderstanding concerning ,christ's ,person1 ,office1 and ,being1 or ,substance1 as also concerning his ,testaments which he left behind him1 wherein he worketh at present1 ariseth from the deflected creaturely ,reason1 which runneth on only in an ,image-like opinion1 and reacheth not the ground of this mystery1 and yet will be a mistress of all things or beings1 and will judge all things4 ,it doth but lose itself in such ,image-likeness1 and breaketh itself off from its ,centre1 and disperseth the thoughts1 and runneth on in the multiplicity1 whereby its ground is confused and the mind is disquieted1 and knoweth not itself4 #bb ,no ,life can stand in certainty1 except it continue in its ,centre1 out of which it is sprung4 #bc ,when the ,soul that is sprung from ,god's ,word and ,will is entered into its own desire to will of itself1 it will run in mere uncertainty till it return to its ,original again4 #bd ,seeing that human life is an outflowing of the ,divine ,power1 ,understanding and ,skill1 the same ought to continue in its ,original1 or else it loseth the ,divine ,knowledge1 ,power and ,skill1 and with self-speculation bringeth itself into centres of its own1 and strange imaging1 wherewith its ,original becometh darkened and strange4 ,therefore say ,i1 that this is the only cause that men dispute about ,god1 his ,word1 ,essence or ,being1 and ,will1 that the understanding of man hath broken itself off from its ,original1 and now runneth on in mere self-will1 thoughts and images in its own lust to selfishness1 wherein there is no true knowledge1 nor can be1 till the ,life returneth to its ,original1 viz4 into the ,divine ,outflowing and ,will4 #be ,if this be done1 then ,god's ,will speaketh forth the ,divine ,power and ,wonders again through the human willing4 ,in which ,divine ,speaking1 the ,life may know and comprehend ,god's ,will1 and frame itself therein4 ,then there is true ,divine ,knowledge and ,understanding in man's skill1 when his skill is continually renewed with ,divine ,power4 #bf ,as ,christ hath taught us when he said1 ,unless ye be converted and become as a ,child1 ye shall not come into the ,kingdom of ,god4 ,that is1 that the ,life turn itself again unto ,god out of whom it is proceeded1 and forsake all its own imaging and lust1 and so come to the ,divine ,vision again4 #bg ,all disputation concerning ,god's ,being or ,essence or ,will is performed in the images of the senses or thoughts without ,god4 ,for if any liveth in ,god1 and willeth with ,god1 what needeth he dispute about ,god1 who1 or what ,god is8 ,that he disputeth about it is a sign that he hath never felt it at all in his mind or senses1 and it is not given to him that ,god is in him1 and willeth in him what he will4 ,it is a certain sign that he exalts his own meaning and image above others1 and desireth dominion4 #bh ,men should friendly confer together1 and offer one another their gifts and knowledge in love1 and try things one with another1 and hold that which is best1 and not so stand in their own opinion as if they could not err4 ,it lyeth in no man's person that men should suppose that the ,divine ,understanding must come only from such and such4 ,for the ,scripture says1 ,try all things and hold that which is good1 #a ,thess4 v4 #ba4 #bi ,the touchstone to true knowledge is first1 the ,corner-stone1 ,christ2 that men should see whether a thing enter out of love into love1 or whether alone purely the love of ,god be sought and desired2 whether it be done out of humility or pride2 ,secondly1 whether it be according to the ,holy ,scripture2 ,thirdly1 is it according to the human heart and soul1 wherein the ,book of the ,life of ,god is incorporated1 and may very well be read by the ,children of ,god8 ,here the true mind hath its touchstone in itself1 and can distinguish all things4 ,if it be so that the ,holy ,ghost dwell in the ground of the mind1 that man hath touchstone enough2 that will lead him into all truth4 #cj ,all strife concerning ,christ's testaments cometh hence that men do not understand that ,heaven wherein ,christ sitteth at the right hand of ,god4 ,they understand not that he is in this ,world1 and that the ,world standeth in ,heaven1 and ,heaven in the ,world1 and are in one another1 as ,day and ,night4 #a ,,cor4 ii4 #g1 #h1 #i1 #aj1 #aa1 #ab1 #ac1 #ad1 #ae4 ,we speak the hidden mystical wisdom of ,god2 which ,god ordained before the world into our glory2 which none of the ,princes of this ,world knew4 ,for had they known it1 they would not have crucified the ,lord of ,glory4 ,but1 as it is written1 ,eye hath not seen nor ear heard1 neither hath it entered into the heart of man to conceive the things which ,god hath prepared for them that love him4 ,but ,god hath revealed them unto us by his ,spirit4 ,for the ,spirit searcheth all things1 yea the deep things of ,god4 ,now we have received1 not the ,spirit of the ,world1 but the ,spirit which is of ,god2 that we might know the things that are freely given us of ,god4 ,which things also we speak1 not in the words which men's wisdom teacheth1 but which the ,holy ,ghost teacheth2 comparing spiritual things with spiritual4 ,but the ,natural ,man receiveth not the things of the ,spirit of ,god2 for they are foolishness unto him2 neither can he know them1 because they are spiritually discerned4 ,but he that is spiritual judgeth1 or discerneth all things4 ,,of ,,the ,,supersensual ,,life ,,in ,,dialogues ,,between ,a ,,scholar ,,or ,,disciple ,,and ,,his ,,master ,,dialogue ,i ,the ,disciple said to his ,master3 ,sir1 how may ,i come to the ,supersensual ,life1 so that ,i may see ,god1 and may hear ,god speak8 ,the ,master answered and said3 ,son1 when thou canst throw thyself into ,,that1 where no ,creature dwelleth1 though it be but for a moment1 then thou hearest what ,god speaketh8 ,,disciple ,is that where no ,creature dwelleth near at hand1 or is it afar off8 ,,master ,it is in thee4 ,and if thou canst1 my ,son1 for a while but cease from all thy thinking and willing1 then thou shalt hear the unspeakable words of ,god4 ,,disciple ,how can ,i hear him speak1 when ,i stand still from thinking and willing8 ,,master ,when thou standest still from the thinking of ,self1 and the willing of ,self4 ,when both thy intellect and will are quiet1 and passive to the expressions of the ,eternal ,word and ,spirit2 and when thy soul is winged up and above that which is temporal1 the outward senses and the imagination being locked up by holy abstraction1 then the ,eternal ,hearing1 ,seeing and ,speaking will be revealed in thee1 and so ,god heareth and seeth through thee1 being now the organ of his ,spirit1 and so ,god speaketh in thee1 and whispereth to thy ,spirit1 and thy ,spirit heareth his voice4 ,blessed art thou therefore if thou canst stand still from self-thinking and self-willing1 and canst stop the wheel of thy imagination and senses2 forasmuch as hereby thou mayest arrive at length to see the great ,salvation of ,god1 being made capable of all manner of divine sensations and heavenly communications4 ,since it is nought indeed but thine own hearing and willing that do hinder thee1 so that thou dost not see and hear ,god4 ,,disciple ,but wherewith shall ,i hear and see ,god1 forasmuch as he is above ,nature and ,creature8 ,,master ,son1 when thou art quiet and silent1 then art thou as ,god was before ,nature and ,creature2 thou art that which ,god then was2 thou art that whereof he made thy nature and creature4 ,then thou hearest and seest even that wherewith ,god himself saw and heard in thee1 before ever thine own willing or thine own seeing began4 ,,disciple ,what now hinders or keeps me back1 so that ,i cannot come to that1 wherewith ,god is to be seen and heard8 ,,master ,nothing truly but thine own willing1 hearing1 and seeing do keep thee back from it1 and do hinder thee from coming to this supersensual state4 ,and it is because thou strivest so against that1 out of which thou thyself art descended and derived1 that thou thus breakest thyself off1 with thine own willing1 from ,god's willing1 and with thine own seeing from ,god's seeing4 ,in as much as in thine own seeing thou dost see in thine own willing only1 and with thine own understanding thou dost understand but in and according to thine own willing1 as the same stands divided from the ,divine ,will4 ,this thy willing1 moreover1 stops thy hearing1 and maketh thee deaf towards ,god1 through thy own thinking upon terrestrial things1 and thy attending to that which is without thee1 and so it brings thee to a ground where thou art laid hold on and captivated in ,nature4 ,and having brought thee hither1 it overshadows thee with that which thou willest1 it binds thee with thine own chains1 and it keeps thee in thine own dark prison which thou makest for thyself1 so that thou canst not go out thence1 or come to that state which is ,supernatural and ,supersensual4 ,,disciple ,but being ,i am in ,nature1 and thus bound as with my own chains1 and by my own natural will1 pray be so kind1 ,sir1 as to tell me1 how ,i may come through ,nature into the ,supersensual and ,supernatural ,ground1 without the destroying of ,nature8 ,,master ,three things are requisite in order to this4 ,the first is1 ,thou must resign up thy ,will to ,god1 and must sink thyself down to the dust in his mercy4 ,the second is1 ,thou must hate thy own ,will1 and forbear from doing that to which thy own ,will doth drive thee4 ,the third is1 ,thou must bow thy soul under the ,cross1 heartily submitting thyself to it1 that thou mayst be able to bear the temptations of ,nature and ,creature4 ,and if thou dost this1 know that ,god will speak unto thee1 and will bring thy resigned ,will into ,himself1 in the supernatural ground1 and then thou shalt hear1 my son1 what the ,lord speaketh in thee4 ,,disciple ,this is a hard saying1 ,master1 for ,i must forsake the ,world and my life too1 if ,i should do thus4 ,,master ,be not discouraged hereat4 ,if thou forsakest the ,world1 then thou comest unto that out of which the ,world is made1 and if thou losest thy life1 then thy life is in that for whose sake thou forsakest it4 ,thy life is in ,god1 from whence it came into the body1 and as thou comest to have thine own power faint and weak and dying1 the power of ,god will then work in thee and through thee4 ,,disciple ,nevertheless1 as ,god hath created man in and for the natural life1 to rule over all creatures on earth1 and to be a lord over all things in this world1 it seems not to be at all unreasonable that ,god should therefore possess this world and the things therein for his own4 ,,master ,if thou rulest over all creatures but outwardly there cannot be much in that4 ,but if thou hast a mind to possess all things1 and to be a lord indeed over all things in this world1 there is quite another method to be taken by thee4 ,,disciple ,pray1 how is that8 ,and what method must ,i take1 whereby to arrive at this sovereignty8 ,,master ,thou must learn to distinguish between the ,thing1 and that which is only an image thereof2 between that sovereignty which is substantial and in the inward ground of ,nature1 and that which is imaginary and in outward form of semblance2 between that which is properly angelical and that which is no more than bestial4 ,if thou rulest over the creatures externally only and not from the right internal ground of thy inward nature1 then thy will and ruling is in a bestial kind or matter1 and thine at best is but a sort of imaginary and transitory government1 being void of that which is substantial and permanent1 that which only thou art to desire and press after4 ,thus by thy outward lording it over the creatures it is most easy for thee to lose the substance and the reality1 whilst thou hast naught remaining but the image and shadow only of thy first and original lordship wherein thou art made capable to be again invested1 if thou art but wise1 and takest thy investiture from the ,supreme ,lord in the right course and matter4 ,whereas by thy willing and ruling them in a bestial manner1 thou bringest also thy desire into a bestial essence1 by which means thou becomest infected and captivated therein1 and gettest therewith a bestial nature and condition of life4 ,but if thou shalt have put off the bestial nature1 and left the imaginary life1 and quitted the low-imaged condition of it1 then art thou come into the super-imaginariness and into the intellectual life1 which is a state of living above images1 figures and shadows4 ,and so thou rulest over all creatures1 being re-united with thy ,original1 in that very ground or source1 out of which they were and are created1 and thenceforth nothing on earth can hurt thee4 ,for thou art like ,all ,things1 and nothing is unlike thee4 ,,disciple ,o loving ,master1 pray teach me how ,i may come the shortest way to be like unto ,all ,things4 ,,master ,with all my heart4 ,do but think on the words of our ,lord ,jesus ,christ when he said3 ,except ye be converted and become as little children ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven4 ,there is no shorter way than this1 nor can a better way be found4 ,verily1 ,jesus saith unto thee1 ,unless thou turn and become as a child1 hanging upon him for all things1 thou shalt not see the ,kingdom of ,god4 ,this do and nothing shall hurt thee2 for thou shalt be at friendship with all the things that are1 as thou dependest upon the author and fountain of them1 and becomest like him1 by such dependence1 and by the ,union of thy ,will with his ,will4 ,but mark what ,i have further to say1 and be not thou startled at it1 though it may seem hard for thee at first to conceive4 ,if thou wilt be like ,all ,things thou must forsake all things2 thou must not extend thy will to possess that for thine own1 or as thine own1 which is ,something1 whatever that ,something be4 ,for as soon as ever thou takest ,something into thy desire1 and receivest it into thee for thine own1 or in propriety1 then this very ,something 7of what nature soever it is7 is the same with thyself2 and this worketh with thee in thy will1 and thou art thence bound to protect it1 and take care of it1 even as of thy own being4 ,but if thou dost receive no thing into thy desire then thou art free from all things1 and rulest over all things at once1 as a ,prince of ,god4 ,for thou hast received nothing for thine own1 and art nothing to all things1 and all things are as nothing unto thee4 ,thou art as a child1 which understands not what a thing is2 and though thou dost perhaps understand it1 yet thou understandest it without mixing with it1 and without it sensibly affecting or touching thy perception1 even in that matter wherein ,god doth rule and see all things1 he comprehending ,all1 and yet nothing comprehending him4 ,,disciple ,ah6 how shall ,i arrive at this heavenly understanding1 at this pure and naked knowledge1 which is abstracted from the senses1 at this light above ,nature and ,creature1 and at this participation of the ,divine ,wisdom which oversees all things1 and governs through all intellectual beings8 ,for1 alas1 ,i am touched every moment by the things which are about me1 and overshadowed by the clouds and perfumes which rise up out of the earth4 ,i desire1 therefore1 to be taught1 if possible1 how ,i may attain such a state and condition as that no creature may be able to touch me to hurt me2 and how my mind1 being purged from sensible objects and things1 may be prepared for the entrance and habitation of the ,divine ,wisdom in me4 ,,master ,thou desirest that ,i would teach thee how thou art to attain it2 and ,i will direct thee to our ,master1 from whom ,i have been taught it1 that thou mayest learn it thyself from him1 who alone teacheth the heart4 ,hear thou him4 ,wouldst thou arrive at this2 wouldst thou remain untouched by sensibles2 wouldst thou behold light in the very ,light of ,god1 and see all things thereby2 then consider the words of ,christ1 who is the ,light and who is the ,truth4 ,o consider now his words1 who said1 ,without me ye can do nothing 7,john xix4 #e7 and defer not to apply thyself unto him1 who is the strength of thy salvation1 and the power of thy life2 and with whom thou canst do all things1 by the faith which he waketh in thee4 ,but unless thou wholly givest thyself up to the life of our ,lord ,jesus ,christ1 and resignest thy ,will wholly to him1 and desirest nothing and willest nothing without him1 thou shalt never come to such a rest as no creature can disturb4 ,think what thou pleasest1 and be never so much delighted in the activity of thine own reason1 thou shalt find that1 in thine own power and without such a total surrender to ,god and to the life of ,god1 thou canst never arrive at such a rest as this1 or the true ,quiet of the ,soul1 wherein no creature can molest thee1 or even so much as touch thee4 ,which when thou shalt1 with ,grace1 have attained to1 then with thy ,body thou art in the ,world1 as in the properties of outward ,nature2 and1 with thy ,reason1 under the ,cross of our ,lord ,jesus ,christ2 but with thy ,will thou walkest in heaven1 and art at the end from whence all creatures are proceeded forth1 and to which they return again4 ,and then thou canst in this ,end1 which is the same with the ,beginning1 behold all things outwardly with reason and liberally with the mind2 and so mayest thou rule in all things and over all things1 with ,christ2 unto whom all power is given both in heaven and on earth4 ,,disciple ,o1 ,master1 the creatures which live in me do withhold me1 so that ,i cannot so wholly yield and give up myself as ,i willingly would4 ,what am ,i to do in this case8 ,,master ,let not this trouble thee4 ,doth thy ,will go forth from the creatures8 ,then the creatures are forsaken in thee4 ,they are in the world1 and thy body1 which is in the world1 is with the creatures4 ,but spiritually thou walkest with ,god1 and conversest in heaven2 being in thy mind redeemed from earth1 and separated from creatures1 to live the life of ,god4 ,and if thy ,will thus leaveth the creatures1 and goeth forth from them1 even as the spirit goeth forth from the body at death2 then are the creatures dead in it1 and do live only in the body in the world4 ,since if thy ,will do not bring itself into them1 they cannot bring themselves into it1 neither can they by any means touch the soul4 ,and hence ,st ,paul saith1 ,our conversation is in heaven2 and also1 ,ye are the temple of ,god1 and the ,spirit of ,god dwelleth in you4 ,so1 then1 true ,christians are the very temples of the ,holy ,ghost1 who dwelleth in them2 that is1 the ,holy ,ghost dwelleth in the ,will1 and the ,creature dwelleth in the ,body4 ,,disciple ,if now the ,holy ,spirit doth dwell in the ,will of the ,mind1 how ought ,i to keep myself so that he depart not from me again4 ,,master ,mark1 my son1 the words of our ,lord ,jesus ,christ3 ,if ye abide in my words1 then my words abide in you4 ,if thou abidest with thy ,will in the ,words of ,christ2 then his ,word and ,spirit abideth in thee1 and all shall be done for thee that thou canst ask of him4 ,but if thy ,will goeth into the creature1 then thou hast broken off thyself thereby from him4 ,and then thou canst not any otherwise keep thyself but by abiding continually with that resigned humility1 and by entering into a constant course of penitence1 wherein thou wilt always be grieved at thine own creaturely ,will1 and that creatures do still live in thee1 that is1 in thy bodily appetite4 ,if thou dost thus1 thou standest in a daily dying from the creatures1 and in a daily ascending into heaven in thy will1 which will is also the ,will of thy ,heavenly ,father4 ,,disciple ,o my loving ,master1 pray teach me how ,i may come to such a constant course of holy penitence1 and to such a daily dying from all creaturely objects1 for how can ,i abide continually in repentance8 ,,master ,when thou leavest that which loveth thee1 and lovest that which hateth thee2 then thou mayest continually abide in repentance4 ,,disciple ,what is it that ,i must thus leave8 ,,master ,all things that love and entertain thee1 because thy ,will loves and entertains them4 ,all things that please and feed thee1 because thy ,will feeds and cherishes them4 ,all creatures in flesh and blood2 in a word1 all visibles and sensibles1 by which either the imaginative or sensitive appetite in men are delighted and refreshed4 ,these the ,will of thy mind1 or thy supreme part1 must leave and forsake1 and must even account them all its enemies4 ,this is the leaving of what loves thee4 ,and the loving of what hates thee is the embracing the reproach of the ,world4 ,thou must learn then to love the ,cross of the ,lord ,jesus ,christ1 and for his sake to be pleased with the reproach of the ,world which hates thee and derides thee2 and let this be thy daily exercise of penitence to be crucified to the ,world1 and the ,world to thee4 ,and so thou shalt have continual cause to hate thyself in the ,creature1 and to seek the eternal rest which is in ,christ4 ,to which rest thou having thus attained1 thy ,will may therein safely rest and repose itself1 according as thy ,lord ,christ hath said3 ,in me ye may have rest1 but in the ,world ye shall have anxiety3 ,in me ye may have peace1 but in the ,world ye shall have tribulation4 ,,disciple ,how now shall ,i be able to subsist in this anxiety and tribulation arising from the ,world so as not to lose the eternal peace1 or not to enter into this rest8 ,and how may ,i recover myself in such a temptation as this is1 by not sinking under the ,world1 but rising above it by a life which is truly heavenly and supersensual8 ,,master ,if thou dost once every hour throw thyself by faith beyond all creatures1 beyond and above all sensual perception and apprehension1 yea1 above discourse and reasoning into the abyssal mercy of ,god1 into the sufferings of our ,lord1 and into the fellowship of his interceding1 and yieldest thyself fully and absolutely thereinto2 then thou shalt receive power from above to rule over ,death and the ,devil and to subdue ,hell and the ,world unto thee4 ,and then thou mayest subsist in all temptations1 and be the brighter for them4 ,,disciple ,blessed is the man that arriveth to such a state as this4 ,but1 alas1 poor man that ,i am1 how is this possible as to me8 ,and what1 ,o my ,master1 would become of me1 if ,i should ever attain with my mind to that where no creature is8 ,must ,i not cry out1 ,i am undone8 ,,master ,son1 why art thou so dispirited8 ,be of good heart still2 for thou mayest certainly yet attain to it4 ,do but believe1 and all things are made possible to thee4 ,if it were that thy ,will1 ,o thou of so little courage1 could break off itself for an hour1 or even but for a half hour1 from all creatures1 and plunge itself into that where no creature is1 or can be2 presently it would be penetrated and clothed upon with the supreme splendour of the ,divine ,glory1 would taste in itself the most sweet ,love of ,jesus1 the sweetness whereof no tongue can express1 and would find in itself the unspeakable words of our ,lord concerning his great mercy4 ,thy spirit would then feel in itself the ,cross of our ,lord ,jesus ,christ to be very pleasing to it2 and would thereupon love the ,cross more than the honours and goods of the ,world4 ,,disciple ,this for the ,soul would be exceeding well indeed4 ,but what would then become of the ,body1 seeing that it must of necessity live in ,creature8 ,,master ,the body would by this means be put into the imitation of our ,lord ,jesus ,christ and of his body4 ,it would stand in the communion of that most blessed ,body1 which is the true temple of the ,deity1 and in the participation of all its gracious effects1 virtues1 and influences4 ,it would live in the ,creature1 not of choice1 but only as it is made subject to vanity1 and in the ,world1 as it is placed therein by the ordination of the ,creator1 for its cultivation and higher advancement1 and as groaning to be delivered out of it in ,god's time and manner1 for its perfection and resuscitation in eternal liberty and glory1 like unto the glorified body of our ,lord and his risen ,saints4 ,,disciple ,but the body1 being in its present constitution1 so made subject to vanity1 and living in a vain image and creaturely shadows according to the life of the undergraduated creatures or brutes1 whose breath goeth downward to the earth2 ,i am still very much afraid thereof1 lest it should continue to depress the mind which is lifted up to ,god1 by hanging as a dead weight thereto2 and go on to abuse and perplex the same1 as formerly1 with dreams and trifles1 by letting in the objects from without1 in order to draw me down into the ,world and the hurry thereof2 whereas ,i would fain maintain by conversation in ,heaven even while ,i am living in the ,world4 ,what1 therefore1 must ,i do with this body1 that ,i may be able to keep up so desirable a conversation1 and not to be under subjection to it any longer8 ,,master ,there is no other way for thee that ,i know but to present the body whereof thou complainest 7which is the beast to be sacrificed7 a living sacrifice1 holy and acceptable unto ,god4 ,and this shall be thy rational service whereby this thy body will be put1 as thou desirest1 into the imitation of ,jesus ,christ1 who said his ,kingdom was not of this ,world4 ,be not thou then conformed to it1 but be transformed by the renewing of thy mind2 which renewed mind is to have dominion over the body1 that so thou mayest prove1 both in body and mind1 what is the perfect ,will of ,god1 and accordingly perform the same with and by his grace operating in thee4 ,whereupon the body1 or the animal life would1 being thus offered up1 begin to die1 both from without and from within4 ,from without1 that is1 from the vanity and evil customs and fashions of the ,world2 it would be an utter change to all the parts thereof1 and to all the pageantry1 pride1 ambition1 and haughtiness therein4 ,from within it would die as to all the lusts and appetites of the flesh1 and would get a mind and will wholly new for its government and management2 being now made subject to the ,spirit1 which would continually be directed to ,god4 ,and thus thy very body is become the temple of ,god and of his ,spirit1 in imitation of thy ,lord's ,body4 ,,disciple ,but the ,world would hate it and despise it for so doing1 seeing it must hereby contradict the ,world1 and must live and act quite otherwise than the ,world doth4 ,this is most certain4 ,and how can this be taken8 ,,master ,it would not take that as any harm done to it1 but would rather rejoice that it is become worthy to be like unto the image of our ,lord ,jesus ,christ1 being transformed from that of the ,world4 ,and it would be most willing to bear that cross after our ,lord1 merely that our ,lord might bestow upon it the influence of his sweet and precious love4 ,,disciple ,i do not doubt but in some this may be even so4 ,nevertheless1 for my own part1 ,i am in a strait between two1 not feeling yet enough of that blessed influence upon me4 ,oh how willingly should my body bear that1 could this be safely depended upon by me6 ,wherefore pardon me1 loving ,sir1 in this one thing1 if my impatience doth still further demand1 ,what would become of it1 if the anger of ,god from within1 and the wicked ,world also from without1 should at once assault it1 as the same really happened to our ,lord ,christ8 ,,master ,be that unto it1 even as unto our ,lord ,christ1 when he was reproached1 reviled and crucified by the ,world1 and when the anger of ,god so fiercely assaulted him for our sake4 ,now what did he under this most terrible assault both from without and within8 ,why2 he commended his soul into the hands of his ,father1 and so departed from the anguish of this ,world into the eternal joy4 ,do thou likewise1 and his death shall be thy life4 ,,disciple ,be it unto me as unto the ,lord ,christ1 and unto my body as unto his1 which into his hands ,i have commended1 and for the sake of his name do offer up1 according to his revealed ,will4 ,nevertheless ,i am desirous to know what would become of my body in its pressing forth from the anguish of this miserable ,world into the power of the ,heavenly ,kingdom4 ,,master ,it would get forth from the reproach and contradiction of the ,world by a conformity to the passion of ,jesus ,christ2 and from the sorrows and pains in the flesh1 which are only the effects of some sensible impression of things without1 by a quiet introversion of the spirit and secret communion with the ,deity manifesting itself for that end4 ,it would penetrate into itself2 it would sink into the great love of ,god2 it would be sustained and refreshed by the most sweet name ,jesus1 and it would see and find within itself a new world springing forth1 as through the anger of ,god1 into the joy and love eternal4 ,and then should a man wrap his soul in this1 even in the great ,love of ,god1 and clothe himself therewith as with a garment2 and should account thence all things alike2 because in the ,creature he finds nothing that can give him1 without ,god1 the least satisfaction1 and because also nothing of harm can touch him more while he remains in this ,love4 ,for this ,love is indeed stronger than all things1 and makes a man invulnerable both from within and without1 by taking out the sting and poison of the ,creature1 and destroying the power of death4 ,and whether the body be in hell or on earth1 all is alike to him2 for whether it be there or here1 his mind is still in the greatest ,love of ,god2 which is no less than to say that he is in heaven4 ,,disciple ,but how would a man's body be maintained in the ,world2 or how would he be able to maintain those who are his1 if he should by such a conversation incur the displeasure of all the ,world8 ,,master ,such a man gets greater favours than the world is able to bestow upon him3 he hath ,god for his friend2 he hath all the ,angels for his friends4 ,in all dangers and necessities these protect and relieve him2 so that he need fear no manner of evil2 no creature can hurt him4 ,god is his helper1 and that is sufficient4 ,also ,god is his blessing in everything4 ,and though sometimes it may seem as if ,god would not bless him1 yet is this but for a trial to him1 and for the attraction of the ,divine ,love1 to the end he may more fervently pray to ,god1 and commit all his ways unto him4 ,,disciple ,he loses1 however1 by this all his good friends1 and there will be none to help him in his necessity4 ,,master ,nay1 but he gets the hearts of all his good friends into his possession1 and loses none but his enemies1 who before loved his vanity and wickedness4 ,,disciple ,how is it that he can get his good friends into his possession8 ,,master ,he gets the very hearts and souls of all those that belong to our ,lord ,jesus to be his brethren1 and the members of his own very life4 ,for all the children of ,god are but ,,one in ,christ1 which one is ,christ in ,all4 ,and therefore he gets them all to be his fellow-members in the ,body of ,christ1 whence they have all the same heavenly goods in common and all live in one and the same ,love of ,god1 as the branches of a tree in one and the same root1 and spring all from one and the same source of life in them4 ,so that he can have no want of spiritual friends and relations1 who are all rooted with him together in the ,love which is from above1 who are all of the same blood and kindred in ,christ ,jesus2 and who are cherished all by the same quickening sap and spirit diffusing itself through them universally from the one true ,vine1 which is the tree of life and love4 ,these are friends worth having2 and though here they may be unknown to him1 will abide his friends beyond doubt to all eternity4 ,but neither can he want even outward natural friends1 as our ,lord ,christ1 when on earth1 did not want such also4 ,for though1 indeed1 the ,high-,priests and ,potentates of the ,world could not have a love to him1 because they belonged not to him1 neither stood in any kind of relation to him1 as being not of this world1 yet those loved him who were capable of his love1 and receptive of his words4 ,so1 in like manner1 those who love truth and righteousness will love that man1 and will associate themselves unto him1 yea1 though they may perhaps be outwardly at some distance or seeming disagreement1 from the situation of their worldly affairs1 or from other reasons1 yet in their hearts they cannot but cleave to him4 ,for though they be not actually incorporated into one body with him1 yet they cannot resist being of one mind with him1 and being united in affliction1 for the great regard they bear to the truth1 which shines forth in his words and in his life4 ,by this they are made either his declared or his secret friends2 and he doth so get their hearts that they will be delighted above all things in his company1 for the sake thereof1 and will court his friendship and will come unto him by stealth1 if openly they dare not1 for the benefit of his conversation and advice2 even as ,nicodemus did to ,christ1 who came to him by night1 and in his heart loved ,jesus for the truth's sake1 though outwardly he feared the ,world4 ,and thus thou shalt have many friends that are not known to thee2 and some known to thee1 who may not appear so before the ,world4 ,,disciple ,nevertheless it is very grievous to be generally despised of the ,world1 and to be trampled upon by men as the very offscouring thereof4 ,,master ,that which now seems so hard and heavy to thee1 thou wilt yet hereafter be most in love with4 ,,disciple ,how can it ever be that ,i should love that which hates me8 ,,master ,though thou lovest the ,earthly ,wisdom now1 yet when thou shalt be clothed upon with the ,heavenly ,wisdom1 then wilt thou see that all the wisdom of the ,world is folly2 and wilt see also that the ,world hates not so much thee1 as thine enemy1 which is this mortal life4 ,and when thou thyself shalt come to hate the will thereof1 by means of a habitual separation of thy mind from the ,world1 then thou also wilt begin to love that despising of the mortal life1 and the reproach of the ,world for ,christ's sake4 ,and so shalt thou be able to stand under every temptation1 and to hold out to the end by the means hereof in a course of life above the ,world and above sense4 ,in this course thou wilt hate thyself1 and thou wilt also love thyself1 ,i say1 love thyself1 and that even more than thou ever didst yet4 ,,disciple ,but how can these two subsist together1 that a person should both love and hate himself8 ,,master ,in loving thyself1 thou lovest not thyself as thine own1 but thou lovest the divine ground in thee1 as given thee from the ,love of ,god4 ,by which1 and in which1 thou lovest the ,divine ,wisdom1 the ,divine ,goodness1 the ,divine ,beauty2 thou lovest also by it ,god's works of wonders2 and in this ground thou lovest also thy brethren4 ,but in hating thyself1 thou hatest only that which is thine own1 and wherein the ,evil sticks close to thee4 ,and this thou dost1 that so thou mayest wholly destroy that which thou callest thine1 as when thou sayest ,i or ,,myself do this1 or do that4 ,all which is wrong and a downright mistake in thee2 for nothing canst thou properly call thine but the evil ,self1 neither canst thou do anything of thyself that is to be accounted of4 ,this ,self therefore thou must labour wholly to destroy in thee1 that so thou mayest become a ground wholly divine4 ,there can be no selfishness in love2 they are opposite to each other4 ,love1 that is1 ,divine ,love 7of which only we are now discoursing71 hates all ,egoity1 hates all that which we call ,i1 or ,,ihood1 hates all such restrictions and confinements1 even all that springs from a contracted spirit1 or this evil ,self-hood1 because it is an hateful and deadly thing4 ,and it is impossible that these two should stand together1 or subsist in one person2 the one driving out the other by a necessity of nature4 ,for ,love possesses ,heaven1 and dwells in itself1 which is dwelling in ,heaven2 but that which is called ,i1 this vile self-hood1 possesses the world and worldly things2 and dwells also in itself1 which is dwelling in ,hell1 because this is the very root of ,hell itself4 ,and1 therefore1 as ,heaven rules the ,world1 and as ,eternity rules ,time1 even so ought ,love to rule the natural temporal ,life2 for no other method is there1 neither can there be of attaining to that ,life which is supernatural and eternal1 and which thou so much desirest to be led into4 ,,disciple ,loving ,master1 ,i am well content that this ,love should rule in me over the natural ,life1 that so ,i may attain to that which is supernatural and supersensual2 but1 pray tell me now1 why must ,love and ,hatred1 friend and foe1 thus be together8 ,would not ,love alone be better8 ,wherefore1 ,i say1 are ,love and ,trouble thus joined8 ,,master ,if ,love dwelt not in ,trouble1 it could have nothing to love4 ,but its substance which it loves1 namely the poor soul1 being in trouble and pain1 it hath thence cause to love this its own substance and to deliver it from pain1 that so itself may by it be again beloved4 ,neither could any one know what ,love is1 if there were no ,hatred2 or what friendship is1 if there were no foe to contend with4 ,or1 in one word1 if ,love had not something which it might love1 and manifest the virtue and power of love in working out deliverance to the ,beloved from all pain and trouble4 ,,disciple ,pray what is the virtue1 the power1 the height1 and the greatness of ,love8 ,,master ,the virtue of ,love is ,,nothing and ,,all1 or that ,nothing visible out of which ,all ,things proceed4 ,its power is through ,all ,things2 its height is as high as ,god2 its greatness is as great as ,god4 ,its virtue is the principle of all principles2 its power supports the ,heavens and upholds the ,earth2 its height is higher than the highest ,heavens1 and its greatness is even greater than the very ,manifestation of the ,godhead in the glorious light of the ,divine ,essence1 as being infinitely capable of greater and greater manifestations in all ,eternity4 ,what can ,i say more8 ,love is higher than the ,highest4 ,love is greater than the ,greatest4 ,yea1 it is in a certain sense greater than ,god2 while yet1 in the highest sense of all1 ,god is ,love1 and ,love is ,god4 ,love being the highest principle is the virtue of all virtues2 from whence they flow forth4 ,love1 being the greatest ,majesty1 is the ,power of all ,powers1 from whence they severally operate4 ,and it is the ,holy ,magical ,root1 a ,ghostly ,power from whence all the wonders of ,god have been wrought by the hands of his elect servants1 in all their generations successively1 ,whosoever finds it1 finds ,nothing and ,all ,things4 ,,disciple ,dear ,master1 pray tell me how ,i may understand this8 ,,master ,first1 then1 in that ,i said1 its virtue is ,nothing1 or that ,nothing which is the beginning of ,all ,things1 thou must understand it thus2 ,when thou art gone forth wholly from the ,creature1 and from that which is visible2 and art become ,nothing to all that is ,nature and ,creature1 then thou art in that ,eternal ,one1 which is ,god himself2 and then thou shalt perceive and feel within thee the highest virtue of ,love4 ,but in that ,i said1 ,its power is through ,all ,things1 this is that which thou perceivest and findest in thy own soul and body experimentally1 whenever this great ,love is enkindled within thee2 seeing that it will burn more than the fire can do1 as it did in the ,prophets of old1 and afterwards in the ,apostles1 when ,god conversed with them bodily1 and when his ,spirit descended upon them in the ,oratory of ,zion4 ,thou shalt then see also in all the works of ,god1 how ,love hath poured forth itself into all things1 and penetrated all things1 and is the most inward and most outward ground in all things4 ,inwardly in the virtue and power of every thing1 and outwardly in the figure and form thereof4 ,and in that ,i said1 ,its height is as high as ,god2 thou mayest understand this in thyself3 forasmuch as it brings thee to be as high as ,god himself is1 by being united to ,god2 as may be seen by our beloved ,lord ,jesus ,christ in our humanity4 ,which humanity ,love hath brought up into the highest throne1 above all angelical principalities and powers1 into the very ,power of the ,deity itself4 ,but in that ,i also said1 ,its greatness is as great as ,god1 thou art hereby to understand that there is a certain greatness and latitude of heart in ,love1 which is unexpressible1 for it enlarges the soul as wide as the whole ,creation of ,god4 ,and this shall be truly experienced by thee1 beyond all words1 when the throne of ,love shall be set up in thy heart4 ,moreover in that ,i said1 ,its virtue is the principle of all principles2 hereby it is given thee to understand that ,love is the principal cause of all created beings1 both spiritual and corporeal1 by virtue whereof the second causes do move and act occasionally1 according to certain ,eternal ,laws1 from the beginning implanted in the very constitution of things thus originated4 ,this virtue which is in ,love is the very life and energy of all the principles of ,nature1 superior and inferior4 ,it reaches to all ,worlds1 and to all manner of beings in them contained1 they being the workmanship of ,divine ,love1 and is the first mover and first moveable1 both in heaven above1 and in the earth beneath1 and in the water under the earth4 ,and hence there is given to it the name of the ,lucid ,aleph or ,alpha2 by which is expressed the beginning of the ,alphabet of ,nature1 and of the ,book of ,creation and ,providence or the ,divine ,archetypal ,book1 in which is the ,light of ,wisdom and the source of all lights and forms4 ,and in that ,i said1 ,its power supports the ,heavens2 by this thou wilt come to understand that as the ,heavens1 visible and invisible1 are originated from this great principle1 so are they likewise necessarily sustained by it2 and that therefore if this should be but never so little withdrawn1 all the lights1 glories1 beauties and forms of the heavenly worlds would presently sink into darkness and chaos4 ,and whereas ,i further said that it upholds the ,earth2 this will appear to thee no less evident than the former1 and thou shalt perceive it in thyself by daily and hourly experience2 forasmuch as the ,earth without it1 even thy own earth also 7that is1 thy body7 would certainly be without form and void4 ,by the power thereof the ,earth hath been thus long upheld1 notwithstanding a foreign usurped power introduced by the folly of sin4 ,and should this but once fail or recede there could be no longer either vegetation or animation upon it2 yea1 the very pillars of it being overthrown quite1 and the band of union1 which is that of attraction or magnetism1 called the centripetal power1 being broken and dissolved1 all must thence run into the utmost disorder1 and falling away as into shivers1 would be dispersed as loose dust before the wind4 ,but in that ,i said1 ,its height is higher than the highest ,heavens2 this thou mayest also understand within thyself4 ,for shouldest thou ascend in spirit through all the orders of ,angels and heavenly ,powers1 yet the ,power of ,love still is undeniably superior to them all4 ,and as the ,throne of ,god1 who sits upon the ,heaven of ,heavens1 is higher than the highest of them1 even so must ,love also be1 which fills them all1 and comprehends them all4 ,and whereas ,i said of the ,greatness of ,love that it is greater than the very ,manifestation of ,godhead in the light of the ,divine ,essence2 that is also true4 ,for ,love enters even into that where the ,godhead is not manifested in this glorious light1 and where ,god may be said not to dwell4 ,and entering thereinto1 ,love begins to manifest to the soul the light of the ,godhead2 and thus is the darkness broken through1 and the wonders of the new creation successively manifested4 ,thus shalt thou be brought to understand really and fundamentally what is the virtue and the power of ,love1 and what the height and greatness thereof is2 how that is indeed the virtue of all virtues1 though it be invisible1 and as a ,nothing in appearance1 inasmuch as it is the worker of all things1 and a powerful vital energy passing through all virtues and powers natural and supernatural1 and the power of all powers1 nothing being able to let or obstruct the ,omnipotence of ,love1 or to resist its invincible penetrating might1 which passes through the whole ,creation of ,god1 inspecting and governing all things4 ,and in that ,i said2 ,it is higher than the highest and greater than the greatest2 thou mayst hereby perceive as in a glimpse the supreme height and greatness of ,omnipotent ,love which infinitely transcends all that human sense and reason can reach to4 ,the highest ,archangel and greatest ,powers of ,heaven1 are in comparison of it1 but as dwarfs4 ,nothing can be conceived higher and greater in ,god himself1 by the very highest and greatest of his creatures4 ,there is such infinity in it as comprehends and surpasses all the divine attributes4 ,but in that it was also said1 ,its greatness is greater than ,god2 that likewise is very true in the sense wherein it was spoken4 ,for ,love can there enter where ,god dwelleth not1 since the most high ,god dwelleth not in darkness1 but in the ,light1 the hellish darkness being put under his feet4 ,thus1 for instance1 when our beloved ,lord ,jesus ,christ was in ,hell1 ,hell was not the mansion of ,god or of ,christ1 ,hell sees not ,god1 neither was it with ,god1 nor could it be at all with him2 ,hell stood in the darkness and anxiety of ,nature1 and no light of the ,divine ,majesty did there enter2 ,god was not there1 for he is not in the darkness nor in the anguish2 but ,love was there2 and ,love destroyed ,death and conquered ,hell4 ,so also when thou art in anguish or trouble1 which is hell within1 ,god is not the anguish or trouble1 neither is he in the anguish or trouble2 but his ,love is there1 and brings thee out of the anguish and trouble into ,god1 leading thee into the light and joy of his presence4 ,when ,god hides himself in thee1 ,love is still there1 and makes him manifest in thee4 ,such is the inconceivable greatness and largeness of ,love1 which will hence appear to thee as great as ,god above ,nature and greater than ,god in ,nature1 or as considered in his manifestative glory4 ,lastly1 whereas ,i said1 ,whosoever finds it finds ,nothing and all ,things2 that is also certain and true4 ,but how finds he ,nothing8 ,why1 ,i will tell thee how4 ,he that findeth it findeth a supernatural1 supersensual ,abyss1 which hath no ground or ,byss to stand on1 and where there is no place to dwell in2 and he findeth also nothing is like unto it and therefore it may fitly be compared to ,nothing1 for it is deeper than any ,thing1 and is as ,nothing with respect to ,all ,things1 forasmuch as it is not comprehensible by any of them4 ,and because it is ,nothing respectively1 it is therefore free from ,all ,things1 and is that only ,good1 which a man cannot express or utter what it is1 there being ,nothing to which it may be compared1 to express it by4 ,but in that ,i lastly said2 ,whosoever finds it finds ,all ,things2 there is nothing can be more true than this assertion4 ,it hath been the ,beginning of ,all ,things2 and it ruleth ,all ,things4 ,it is also the ,end of ,all ,things2 and will thence comprehend ,all ,things within its circle4 ,all ,things are from it1 and in it1 and by it4 ,if thou findest it thou comest into that ground from whence ,all ,things are proceeded1 and wherein they subsist2 and thou art in it a ,king over all the works of ,god4 ,here the ,disciple was exceedingly ravished with what his ,master had so wonderfully and surprisingly declared1 and returned his most hearty and humble thanks for that light which he had been an instrument of conveying to him4 ,but being desirous to hear further concerning these high matters1 and to know somewhat more particularly1 he requested him that he would give him leave to wait on him the next day again2 and that he would then be pleased to show him how and where he might find this which was so much beyond all price and value1 and whereabout the seat and abode of it might be in human nature1 with the entire process of the discovery and bringing it forth to light4 ,the ,master said to him3 ,this then we will discourse about at our next conference1 as ,god shall reveal the same to us by his ,spirit1 which is a searcher of ,all ,things4 ,and if thou dost remember well what ,i answered thee in the beginning1 thou shalt soon come thereby to understand that hidden mystical wisdom of ,god2 which none of the wise men of the world know2 and where the ,mine thereof is to be found in thee shall be given thee from above to discern4 ,be silent therefore in thy spirit1 and watch unto prayer2 that1 when we meet again to-morrow in the love of ,christ1 thy mind may be disposed for finding that noble ,pearl1 which to the ,world appears ,nothing1 but to the ,children of ,wisdom is ,all ,things4 ,,dialogue ,,ii ,the ,disciple being very earnest to be more fully instructed how he might arrive at the supersensual life1 and how1 having found all things1 he might come to be a king over all ,god's works1 came again to his ,master next morning1 having watched the night in prayer1 that he might be disposed to receive and apprehend the instructions that should be given him by a divine irradiation upon his mind4 ,and the ,disciple1 after a little space of silence1 bowed himself1 and thus brake forth4 ,,disciple ,o my ,master1 my ,master6 ,i have now endeavoured to recollect my soul in the presence of ,god1 and to cast myself into the ,deep where no creature doth nor can dwell2 that ,i might hear the voice of my ,lord speaking in me1 and be initiated into that high life whereof ,i heard yesterday such great and amazing things4 ,but alas ,i neither hear nor see as ,i should4 ,there is still such a partition wall in me which beats back the heavenly sounds in their passage1 and obstructs the entrance of that light whereby alone divine objects are discoverable1 as till this be gone ,i can have but small hopes1 yea1 even none at all1 of arriving at those glorious attainments which you pressed me to1 or of entering into that where no creature dwells1 and which you call ,nothing and ,all ,things4 ,wherefore be so kind as to inform me what is required on my part1 that this partition which hinders may be broken or removed4 ,,master ,this partition is the creaturely will in thee1 and this can be broken by nothing but the ,grace of self-denial1 which is the entrance into the true following of ,christ1 and totally removed by nothing but a perfect conformity with the ,divine ,will4 ,,disciple ,but how shall ,i be able to break this creaturely will which is in me1 and is at enmity with the ,divine ,will8 ,or what shall ,i do to follow ,christ in so difficult a path1 and not to faint in a continual course of self-denial or resignation to the ,will of ,god4 ,,master ,this is not to be done by thyself2 but by the light and grace of ,god received into thy soul1 which will1 if thou gainsay not1 break the darkness that is in thee1 and melt down thy old will1 which worketh in the darkness and corruption of ,nature1 and bring it into the obedience of ,christ1 whereby the partition of the creaturely self is removed from betwixt ,god and thee4 ,,disciple ,i know that ,i cannot do it of myself4 ,but ,i would fain learn how ,i must receive this ,divine ,light and ,grace into me1 which is to do it for me1 if ,i hinder it not my own self4 ,what is then required of me in order to admit this ,breaker of the partition1 and to promote the attainment of the ends of such admission8 ,,master ,there is nothing more required of thee at first than not to resist this grace1 which is manifested in thee2 and nothing in the whole process of the work1 but to be obedient and passive to the ,light of ,god shining through the darkness of thy creaturely being1 which comprehendeth it not1 as reaching no higher than the ,light of ,nature4 ,,disciple ,but is it not for me to attain1 if ,i can1 both the ,light of ,god1 and the ,light of the outward ,nature too1 and to make use of them both for the ordering of my life wisely and prudently8 ,,master ,it is right so to do4 ,and it is indeed a treasure above all earthly treasures to be possessed of the ,light of ,god and ,nature operating in their spheres1 and to have both the ,eye of ,time and ,eternity at once open together1 and yet not to interfere with each other4 ,,disciple ,this is a great satisfaction to me to hear2 having been very uneasy about it for some time4 ,but how this can be without interfering with each other1 there is the difficulty4 ,wherefore fain would ,i know1 if it were lawful1 the boundaries of the one and the other1 and how both the ,divine and the ,natural ,light may in their several spheres respectively act and operate for the ,manifestation of the ,mysteries of ,god and ,nature1 and for the conduct of my outward and inward life8 ,,master ,that each of these may be preserved distinctly in their several spheres1 without confounding ,things ,heavenly and ,things ,earthly1 or breaking the golden ,chain of ,wisdom1 it will be necessary1 my child1 in the first place to wait for and attend the ,supernatural and ,divine ,light1 as this superior ,light appointed to govern the day1 rising in the true ,east1 which is the ,centre of ,paradise1 and the great ,light breaking forth as out of the darkness within thee1 through a pillar of fire and thunder-clouds1 and thereby reflecting also upon the inferior ,light of ,nature a sort of image of itself1 whereby only it can be kept in its due subordination2 that which is below being made subservient to that which is above1 and that which is without to that which is within4 ,thus there will be no danger of interfering1 but all will go right1 and everything abide in its proper sphere4 ,,disciple ,therefore without ,reason or the ,light of ,nature be sanctified in my soul1 and illuminated by this superior ,light1 as from the central ,east of the holy ,light-,world1 by the ,eternal and ,intellectual ,sun1 ,i perceive there will always be some confusion1 and ,i shall never be able to manage aright either what concerneth ,time or ,eternity4 ,but ,i must always be at a loss1 or break the links of ,wisdom's ,chain4 ,,master ,it is even so as thou hast said4 ,all is confusion if thou hast no more than the dim ,light of ,nature1 or unsanctified and unregenerated ,reason to guide thee by1 and if only the ,eye of ,time be opened in thee1 which cannot pierce beyond its own limit4 ,wherefore seek the ,fountain of ,light1 waiting in the deep ground of thy soul for the rising there of the ,sun of ,righteousness1 whereby the ,light of ,nature in thee1 with the properties thereof1 will be made to shine seven times brighter than ordinary4 ,for it shall receive the stamp1 image and impression of the ,supersensual and ,supernatural1 so that the sensual and rational life will hence be brought into the most perfect order and harmony4 ,,disciple ,but how am ,i to wait for the rising of this glorious ,sun1 and how am ,i to seek in the ,centre this ,fountain of ,light1 which may enlighten me throughout and bring my properties into perfect harmony8 ,i am in ,nature1 as ,i said before1 and which way shall ,i pass through ,nature1 and the light thereof1 so that ,i may come into the ,supernatural and ,supersensual ground whence this true light1 which is the ,light of ,minds1 doth arise2 and this without the destruction of my nature1 or quenching the ,light of it1 which is my reason8 ,,master ,cease but from thine own activity1 steadfastly fixing thine ,eye upon one ,point1 and with a strong purpose relying upon the promised ,grace of ,god in ,christ1 to bring thee out of thy ,darkness into his marvellous ,light4 ,for this end gather in all thy thoughts1 and by faith press into the ,centre1 laying hold upon the ,word of ,god1 which is infallible1 and which hath called thee4 ,be thou then obedient to this call1 and be silent before the ,lord1 sitting alone with him in thy inmost and most hidden cell1 thy mind being centrally united in itself1 and attending his ,will in the patience of hope4 ,so shall thy ,light break forth as the ,morning1 and after the redness thereof is passed1 the ,sun himself which thou waitest for1 shall arise unto thee1 and under his most healing wings thou shalt greatly rejoice2 ascending and descending in his bright and salutiferous beams4 ,behold this is the true ,supersensual ,ground of ,life4 ,,disciple ,i believe it indeed to be even so4 ,but will not this destroy ,nature8 ,will not the ,light of ,nature in me be extinguished by this greater ,light8 ,or1 must not the outward ,life hence perish1 with the earthly body which ,i carry8 ,,master ,by no means at all4 ,it is true1 the evil ,nature will be destroyed by it2 but by the destruction thereof you can be no loser1 but very much a gainer4 ,the ,eternal ,bond of ,nature is the same afterward as before2 and the properties are the same4 ,so that ,nature hereby is only advanced and meliorated1 and the ,light thereof1 or human ,reason1 by being kept within its due bounds1 and regulated by a superior ,light1 is only made useful4 ,,disciple ,pray1 therefore1 let me know how this inferior ,light ought to be used by me2 how it is to be kept within its due bounds2 and after what manner the superior ,light doth regulate it and ennoble it4 ,,master ,know then1 my beloved son1 that if thou wilt keep the ,light of ,nature within its own proper bounds1 and make use thereof in just subordination to the ,light of ,god1 thou must consider that there are in thy soul two ,wills1 an inferior ,will1 which is for driving thee to ,things without and below2 and a superior ,will1 which is for drawing thee to ,things within and above4 ,these two ,wills are now set together1 as it were back to back1 and in a direct contrariety to each other2 but in the beginning it was not so4 ,for this contraposition of the soul in these two is no more than the effect of the ,fallen ,state2 since before that they were placed one under the other1 that is1 the superior ,will above1 as the ,lord1 and the inferior below1 as the subject4 ,and thus it ought to have continued4 ,thou must also further consider that1 answering to these two ,wills1 there are likewise two ,eyes in the soul1 whereby they are severally directed1 forasmuch as these ,eyes are not united in one single view1 but look quite contrary ways at once4 ,they are in a like manner set one against the other1 without a common medium to join them4 ,and hence1 so long as this double-sightedness doth remain1 it is impossible there should be any agreement in the determination of this or that ,will4 ,this is very plain4 ,and it showeth the necessity that this malady1 arising from the disunion of the rays of vision1 be some way remedied and redressed1 in order to a true discernment in the mind4 ,both these eyes therefore must be made to unite by a concentration of rays1 there being nothing more dangerous than for the mind to abide thus in the ,duplicity and not to seek to arrive at the ,unity4 ,thou perceivest1 ,i know1 that thou hast two ,wills in thee1 one set against the other1 the superior and the inferior1 and that thou hast always two ,eyes within1 one against the other1 whereof the one ,eye may be called the ,right ,eye1 and the other the ,left ,eye4 ,thou perceivest too1 doubtless1 that it is according to the ,right ,eye that the wheel of the superior ,will is moved2 and that it is according to the motion of the ,left ,eye that the contrary wheel in the lower is turned about4 ,,disciple ,i perceive this1 ,sir1 to be very true2 and this it is which causeth a continual combat in me1 and createth in me greater anxiety than ,i am able to express4 ,nor am ,i unacquainted with the disease of my own soul1 which you have so clearly declared4 ,alas6 ,i perceive and lament this malady1 which so miserably disturbeth my sight2 whence ,i feel such irregular and convulsive motions drawing me on this side and that side4 ,the ,spirit seeth not as the ,flesh seeth1 neither doth1 nor can1 the ,flesh see as the ,spirit seeth4 ,hence the ,spirit willeth against the ,flesh2 and the ,flesh willeth against the ,spirit in me4 ,this hath been my hard case4 ,and how shall it be remedied8 ,o how may ,i arrive at the ,unity of ,will1 and how come into the ,unity of ,vision8 ,,master ,mark now what ,i say4 ,the ,right ,eye looketh forward in thee into ,eternity4 ,the ,left ,eye looketh backward in thee into ,time4 ,if thou now sufferest thyself to be always looking into ,nature1 and the ,things of ,time1 it will be impossible for thee ever to arrive at the ,unity1 which thou wishest for4 ,remember this1 and be upon thy watch4 ,give not thy mind leave to enter into nor to fill itself with that which is without thee2 neither look thou backward upon thyself2 but quit thyself1 and look forward to ,christ4 ,let not thy ,left ,eye deceive thee by making continually one representation after another1 and stirring up thereby an earnest longing in the self-propriety2 but let thy right eye command this left1 and attract it to thee4 ,yea it is better to pluck it quite out and to cast it from thee1 than to suffer it to proceed forth without restraint into ,nature1 and to follow its own lusts4 ,however there is for this no necessity1 since both eyes may become very useful1 if ordered aright1 and both the ,divine and ,natural ,light may in the soul subsist together1 and be of mutual service to each other4 ,but never shalt thou arrive at the ,unity of ,vision or ,uniformity of ,will1 but by entering fully into the ,will of our ,saviour ,christ1 and therein bringing the ,eye of ,time into the ,eye of ,eternity1 and then descending by means of these united through the ,light of ,god into the ,light of ,nature4 ,,disciple ,so then if ,i can but enter into the ,will of my ,lord1 and abide therein1 ,i am safe1 and may both attain to the ,light of ,god in the ,spirit of my soul and see with the ,eye of ,god1 that is1 the ,eye of ,eternity in the ,eternal ,ground of my ,will2 and may also at the same time enjoy the ,light of this ,world nevertheless1 not degrading but adorning the ,light of ,nature1 and beholding as with the ,eye of ,eternity things ,eternal1 so with the ,eye of ,nature1 things ,natural1 and both contemplating therein the ,wonders of ,god1 and sustaining also thereby the life of my outward vehicle or body4 ,,master ,it is very right4 ,thou hast well understood1 and thou desirest now to enter into the ,will of ,god1 and to abide therein as in the ,supersensual ,ground of ,light and ,life1 where thou mayst in his ,light behold both ,time and ,eternity1 and bring all the wonders created of ,god for the exterior into the interior life1 and so eternally rejoice in them to the glory of ,christ2 the partition of thy ,creaturely ,will being broken down and the ,eye of thy ,spirit simplified in and through the ,eye of ,god manifesting itself in the ,centre of thy ,life4 ,let this be so now1 for it is ,god's ,will4 ,,disciple ,but it is very hard to be always looking forwards into ,eternity1 and consequently to attain to the single eye1 and simplicity of ,divine ,vision4 ,the entrance of a soul naked into the ,will of ,god1 shutting out all imaginations and desires1 and breaking down the strong partition which you mention1 is indeed somehow very terrible and shocking to human nature in its present state4 ,o what shall ,i do1 that ,i may reach this which ,i so much long for8 ,,master ,my ,son1 let not the ,eye of ,nature with the ,will of the ,wonders depart from that ,eye which is introverted into the ,divine ,liberty1 and into the ,eternal ,light of the ,holy ,majesty4 ,but let it draw to thee by union with that heavenly internal ,eye those wonders which are externally wrought out and manifested in visible ,nature4 ,for while thou art in the world1 and hast an honest employment1 thou art certainly by the ,order of ,providence obliged to labour in it1 and to finish the work given thee1 according to thy best ability1 without repining in the least2 seeking out and manifesting for ,god's glory the ,wonders of ,nature and ,art4 ,since let the ,nature be what it will it is all the ,work and ,art of ,god4 ,and let the ,art also be what it will1 it is still ,god's ,work and his ,art1 rather than any art or cunning of man4 ,and all both in ,art and ,nature serveth but abundantly to manifest the wonderful ,works of ,god1 that he for all and in all may be glorified4 ,yea1 all serveth1 if thou knowest rightly how to use them1 only to recollect thee more inwards1 and to draw thy ,spirit into that majestic ,light wherein the original patterns and forms of things visible are to be seen4 ,keep1 therefore1 in the ,centre1 and stir not from the ,presence of ,god revealed within thy ,soul2 let the world and the devil make never so great a noise and bustle to draw thee out1 mind them not2 they cannot hurt thee4 ,it is permitted to the ,eye of thy ,reason to seek food1 and to thy hands by their labour to get food for the terrestrial body4 ,but then this ,eye ought not with its desire to enter into the food prepared1 which would be covetousness2 but must in resignation simply bring it before the ,eye of ,god in thy ,spirit1 and then thou must seek to place it close to this very ,eye1 without letting it go4 ,mark this lesson well4 ,let the hands or the head be at labour1 thy ,heart ought nevertheless to rest in ,god4 ,god is a ,spirit2 dwell in the ,spirit2 work in the ,spirit2 pray in the ,spirit2 and do every thing in the ,spirit2 for remember thou also art a ,spirit1 and thereby created in the ,image of ,god4 ,therefore see thou attract not in thy desire ,matter unto thee1 but as much as possible abstract thyself from all ,matter whatever2 and so1 standing in the ,centre1 present thyself as a naked ,spirit before ,god1 in simplicity and purity2 and be sure thy ,spirit draw in nothing but ,spirit4 ,thou wilt yet be greatly enticed to draw ,matter1 and to gather that which the ,world calls substance2 thereby to have somewhat visible to trust to4 ,but by no means consent to the ,tempter1 nor yield to the lustings of thy ,flesh against the ,spirit4 ,for in so doing thou wilt infallibly obscure the ,divine ,light in thee2 thy ,spirit will stick in the dark ,covetous ,root1 and from the fiery ,source of thy soul will it blaze out in pride and anger2 thy ,will shall be chained in ,earthliness1 and shall sink through the ,anguish into ,darkness and ,materiality2 and never shalt thou be able to reach the still ,liberty1 or to stand before the ,majesty of ,god4 ,it will be all darkness to thee1 as much ,matter as is drawn in by the ,desire of thy ,will4 ,it will darken ,god's ,majesty to thee1 and will close the seeing ,eye1 by hiding from thee the light of his beloved countenance4 ,this the ,serpent longeth to do1 but in vain1 except thou permittest thy ,imagination1 upon his suggestion1 to receive in the alluring ,matter2 else he can never get in4 ,behold then1 if thou desirest to see ,god's ,light in thy ,soul1 and be divinely illuminated and conducted1 this is the short way that thou art to take2 not to let the ,eye of thy ,spirit enter into ,matter1 or fill itself with any ,thing whatever1 either in ,heaven or ,earth1 but to let it enter by a naked faith into the ,light of the ,majesty2 and so receive by pure love the ,light of ,god1 and attract the ,divine ,power into itself1 putting on the ,divine ,body1 and growing up in it to the full maturity of the ,humanity of ,christ4 ,,disciple ,as ,i said before1 so ,i say again1 this is very hard4 ,i conceive indeed well enough that my ,spirit ought to be free from the contagion of ,matter1 and wholly empty1 that it may admit into it the ,spirit of ,god4 ,also1 that this ,spirit will not enter1 but where the ,will entereth into ,nothing1 and resigneth itself up in the nakedness of faith1 and in the purity of love1 to its conduct1 feeding magically upon the ,word of ,god1 and clothing itself thereby with a ,divine ,substantiality4 ,but1 alas1 how hard it is for the ,will to sink into nothing1 to attract nothing1 to imagine nothing4 ,,master ,let it be granted that it is so4 ,is it not surely worth thy while1 and all that thou canst ever do8 ,,disciple ,it is so1 ,i must needs confess4 ,,master ,but perhaps it may not be so hard as at first it appeareth to be2 make but the trial and be in earnest4 ,what is there required of thee but to stand still and see the salvation of thy ,god8 ,and couldst thou desire anything less8 ,where is the hardship in this8 ,thou hast nothing to care for1 nothing to desire in this life1 nothing to imagine or attract4 ,thou needest only cast thy care upon ,god1 who careth for thee1 and leave him to dispose of thee according to his good will and pleasure1 even as if thou hadst no will at all in thee4 ,for he knoweth what is best2 and if thou canst but trust him1 he will most certainly do better for thee1 than if thou wert left to thine own choice4 ,,disciple ,this ,i most firmly believe4 ,,master ,if thou believest1 then go and do accordingly4 ,all is in the ,will1 as ,i have shown thee4 ,when the ,will imagineth after ,somewhat1 then entereth it into that somewhat1 and this somewhat taketh the ,will into itself1 and overcloudeth it1 so as it can have no ,light1 but must dwell in ,darkness1 unless it return back out of that somewhat into ,nothing4 ,but when the ,will imagineth or hasteth after nothing1 then it entereth into ,nothing1 where it receiveth the ,will of ,god into itself1 and so dwelleth in ,light1 and worketh all its works in it4 ,,disciple ,i am now satisfied that the main cause of any one's spiritual blindness1 is his letting his ,will into ,somewhat1 or into that which he hath wrought1 of what nature soever it be1 good or evil1 and his setting his heart or affections upon the work of his own hand or brain1 and that when the earthly body perisheth1 then the ,soul must be imprisoned in that very thing which it shall have received and let in2 and if the ,light of ,god be not in it1 being deprived of the ,light of this ,world1 it cannot but be found in a dark prison4 ,,master ,this is a very precious ,gate of ,knowledge2 ,i am glad thou takest it into such consideration4 ,the understanding of the whole ,scripture is contained in it2 and all that hath been written from the beginning of the ,world to this day may be found therein1 by him that having entered with his ,will into ,nothing1 hath there found ,all ,things1 by finding ,god1 from ,whom1 and to ,whom1 and in ,whom are ,all ,things4 ,by this means thou shalt come to hear and see ,god2 and after this earthly life is ended to see with the ,eye of ,eternity all the ,wonders of ,god and of ,nature1 and more particularly those which shall be wrought by thee in the flesh1 or all that the ,spirit of ,god shall have given thee to labour out for thyself and thy neighbour1 or all that the ,eye of ,reason enlightened from above1 may at any time have manifested to thee4 ,delay not therefore to enter in by this ,gate1 which if thou seest in the ,spirit1 as some highly favoured souls have seen it1 thou seest in the ,supersensual ,ground all that ,god is and can do2 thou seest also therewith1 as one hath said who was taken thereinto1 through ,heaven1 ,hell1 and ,earth2 and through the ,essence of all ,essences4 ,whosoever findeth it1 hath found all that he can desire4 ,here is the ,virtue and ,power of the ,love of ,god displayed4 ,here is the ,height and ,depth1 here is the ,breadth and ,length thereof manifested1 as ever the capacity of thy soul can contain4 ,by this thou shalt come into that ,ground out of which all ,things are originated1 and in which they subsist2 and in it thou shalt reign over all ,god's ,works1 as a ,prince of ,god4 ,,disciple ,pray tell me1 dear ,master1 where dwelleth it in ,man8 ,,master ,where ,man dwelleth not3 there hath it its seat in ,man4 ,,disciple ,where is that in a ,man1 when ,man dwelleth not in himself8 ,,master ,it is the resigned ,ground of a ,soul to which nothing cleaveth4 ,,disciple ,where is the ,ground in any ,soul1 to which there will nothing stick8 ,or where is that which abideth and dwelleth not in something8 ,,master ,it is the ,centre of ,rest and ,motion in the resigned ,will of a truly contrite ,spirit1 which is ,crucified to the ,world4 ,this ,centre of the ,will is impenetrable consequently to the ,world1 the ,devil1 and ,hell4 ,nothing in all the ,world can enter into it1 or adhere to it1 because the ,will is dead with ,christ unto the ,world1 but quickened with him in the ,centre thereof1 after his blessed ,image4 ,here it is where ,man dwelleth not1 and where no ,self abideth or can abide4 ,,disciple ,o where is this naked ,ground of the ,soul void of all ,self8 ,and how shall ,i come at the hidden ,centre1 where ,god dwelleth1 and not ,man8 ,tell me plainly1 loving ,sir1 where it is1 and how it is to be found of me1 and entered into8 ,,master ,there where the ,soul hath slain its own ,will1 and willeth no more any ,thing as from itself1 but only as ,god willeth1 and as his ,spirit moveth upon the ,soul shall this appear4 ,where the ,love of ,self is banished there dwelleth the ,love of ,god4 ,for so much of the ,soul's own ,will as is dead unto itself even so much room hath the ,will of ,god1 which is his ,love1 taken up in that ,soul4 ,the reason whereof is this3 ,where its own ,will did before sit1 there is now nothing2 and where nothing is1 there it is that the ,love of ,god worketh alone4 ,,disciple ,but how shall ,i comprehend it8 ,,master ,if thou goest about to comprehend it1 then it will fly away from thee2 but if thou dost surrender thyself wholly up to it1 then it will abide with thee1 and become the ,life of thy ,life1 and be natural to thee4 ,,disciple ,and how can this be without dying1 or the whole destruction of my ,will8 ,,master ,upon this entire surrender and yielding up of thy ,will1 the ,love of ,god in thee becometh the ,life of thy ,nature2 it killeth thee not1 but quickeneth thee1 who art now dead to thyself in thine own ,will1 according to its proper ,life1 even the ,life of ,god4 ,and then thou livest1 yet not to thy own ,will1 but thou livest to its ,will2 for as much as thy ,will is henceforth become its ,will4 ,so then it is no longer thy ,will1 but the ,will of ,god2 no longer the ,love of thyself1 but the ,love of ,god1 which moveth and operateth in thee2 and then1 thou being thus comprehended in it1 thou art dead indeed as to thyself1 but art alive unto ,god4 ,so being dead thou livest1 or rather ,god liveth in thee by his ,spirit2 and his ,love is made to thee ,life from the ,dead4 ,never couldst thou with all thy seeking have apprehended it1 but it hath apprehended thee4 ,much less couldst thou have comprehended it1 but it hath comprehended thee2 and so the ,treasure of ,treasures is found4 ,,disciple ,how is it that so few ,souls do find it1 when yet all would be glad enough to have it8 ,,master ,they all seek it in somewhat1 and so they find it not4 ,for where there is ,somewhat for the ,soul to adhere to1 there the ,soul findeth that somewhat only1 and taketh up its rest therein1 until she seeth that it is to be found in ,nothing1 and goeth out of the ,somewhat into ,nothing1 even into that ,nothing out of which all ,things may be made4 ,the ,soul here saith ,i have nothing1 for ,i am utterly stripped and naked of every ,thing2 ,i can do nothing1 for ,i have no manner of power1 but am as water poured out2 ,i am nothing1 for all that ,i am is no more than an ,image of ,being1 and only ,god is to me ,i ,,am2 and so1 sitting down in my own ,nothingness1 ,i give glory to the ,eternal ,being1 and will nothing of myself1 that so ,god may will all in me1 being unto me my ,god and ,all ,things4 ,herein now it is that so very few find this most precious treasure in the ,soul1 though every one would so fain have it2 and might also have it1 were it not for this ,somewhat in every one that letteth4 ,,disciple ,but if the ,love should proffer itself to a ,soul1 could not that ,soul find it1 nor lay hold of it1 without going for it into ,nothing8 ,,master ,no verily4 ,men seek and find not1 because they seek it not in the naked ,ground where it lieth2 but in something or other where it never will be1 nor can be4 ,they seek it in their own ,will1 and they find it not4 ,they seek it in their ,self-,desire1 and they meet not with it4 ,they look for it in an ,image1 or in an ,opinion1 or in ,affection1 or a natural ,devotion and ,fervour1 and they lose the substance by thus hunting after a shadow4 ,they search for it in something sensible or imaginary1 in somewhat which they may have a more peculiar natural inclination for1 and adhesion to2 and so they miss of what they seek1 for want of diving into the ,supernatural and ,supersensual ,ground1 where the ,treasure is hid4 ,now1 should the ,love graciously condescend to proffer itself to such as these1 and even to present itself evidently before the ,eye of their ,spirit1 yet could it find no place at all in them1 neither could it be held by them1 or remain with them4 ,,disciple ,why not1 if the ,love should be willing and ready to offer itself1 and to stay with them8 ,,master ,because the ,imaginariness which is in their own ,will hath set itself up in the place thereof4 ,and so this ,imaginariness would have the ,love in it1 but the ,love fleeth away1 for it is its prison4 ,the ,love may offer itself2 but it cannot abide where the ,self-,desire attracteth or imagineth4 ,that ,will which attracteth ,nothing1 and to which ,nothing adhereth1 is only capable of receiving it2 for it dwelleth only in ,nothing1 as ,i said1 and therefore they find it not4 ,,disciple ,if it dwell only in ,nothing1 what is now the office of it in ,nothing8 ,,master ,the office of the ,love here is to penetrate incessantly into ,something2 and if it penetrate into1 and find a place in ,something which is standing still and at rest1 then its business is to take possession thereof4 ,and when it hath there taken possession1 then it rejoiceth therein with its flaming ,love-fire1 even as the sun doth in the visible world4 ,and then the office of it is without intermission to enkindle a fire in this ,something which may burn it up2 and then with the flames thereof exceedingly to enflame itself1 and raise the heat of the ,love-fire by it1 even seven degrees higher4 ,,disciple ,o1 loving ,master1 how shall ,i understand this8 ,,master ,if it but once kindle a fire within thee1 my son1 thou shalt then certainly feel how it consumeth all that which it toucheth1 thou shalt feel it in the burning up thyself1 and swiftly devouring all ,egoity or that which thou callest ,i and ,me1 as standing in a separate ,root1 and divided from the ,deity1 the ,fountain of thy ,being4 ,and when this enkindling is made in thee1 then the ,love doth so exceedingly rejoice in thy fire1 as thou wouldest not for all the world be out of it2 yea1 wouldst rather suffer thyself to be killed1 than to enter into thy something again4 ,this fire must now grow hotter and hotter1 till it shall have perfected its office with respect to thee4 ,its flame also will be so very great that it will never leave thee1 though it should even cost thee thy temporal life1 but it would go with thee with its sweet loving fire into death2 and if thou wentest also into ,hell1 it would break ,hell in pieces also for thy sake4 ,nothing is more certain than this1 for it is stronger than ,death and ,hell4 ,,disciple ,enough1 my dearest ,master1 ,i can no longer endure that any ,thing should divert me from it4 ,but how shall ,i find the nearest way to it8 ,,master ,where the way is hardest1 there go thou2 and what the ,world casteth away1 that take thou up4 ,what the ,world doth1 that do thou not2 but in all things walk thou contrary to the ,world4 ,so thou comest the nearest way to that which thou art seeking4 ,,disciple ,if ,i should in all things walk contrary to other people1 ,i must needs be in a very unquiet and sad state1 and the ,world would not fail to account me for a madman4 ,,master ,i bid thee not1 ,child1 to do harm to anyone1 thereby to create to thyself any misery or unquietness4 ,this is not what ,i mean by walking contrary in everything to the ,world4 ,but because the ,world1 as the ,world1 loveth all deceit and vanity1 and walketh in false and treacherous ways1 thence1 if thou hast a mind to act a clean contrary part to the ways thereof1 without any exception or reserve whatsoever1 walk thou only in the right way1 which is called the ,way of ,light1 as that of the ,world is properly the ,way of ,darkness4 ,for the right way1 even the ,path of ,light1 is contrary to all the ways of the ,world4 ,but whereas thou art afraid of creating to thyself hereby trouble and inquietude1 that indeed will be so according to the flesh4 ,in the world thou must have trouble1 and thy flesh will not fail to be unquiet1 and to give thee occasion of continual repentance4 ,nevertheless in this very anxiety of soul arising from the world or the flesh1 the ,love doth most willingly enkindle itself1 and its cheering and conquering fire is but made to blaze forth with greater strength for the destruction of that evil4 ,and whereas thou dost also say1 that the ,world will for this esteem thee mad2 it is true the ,world will be apt enough to censure thee for a madman in walking contrary to it1 and thou art not to be surprised if the children thereof laugh at thee1 calling thee silly ,fool4 ,for the ,way to the ,love of ,god is ,folly to the ,world1 but is ,wisdom to the ,children of ,god4 ,hence1 whenever the ,world perceiveth this holy ,fire of ,love in ,god's ,children1 it concludeth immediately that they are turned fools1 and are beside themselves4 ,but to the ,children of ,god that which is despised of the ,world is the greatest ,treasure1 yea1 so great a ,treasure is it as no life can express1 nor tongue so much as name what this enflaming1 all-conquering ,love of ,god is4 ,it is brighter than the ,sun2 it is sweeter than anything that is called sweet2 it is stronger than all strength2 it is more nutrimental than food2 more cheering to the heart than wine1 and more pleasant than all the joy and pleasantness of this world4 ,whosoever obtaineth it is richer than any ,monarch on earth2 and he who getteth it1 is nobler than any ,emperor can be1 and more potent and absolute than all ,power and ,authority4 ,,dialogue ,,iii ,,between ,,junius1 ,a ,,scholar1 ,,and ,,theophorus1 ,,his ,,master1 ,,concerning ,,heaven ,,and ,,hell ,the ,scholar asked his ,master ,whither goeth the ,soul when the ,body dieth8 ,his ,master answered him3 ,there is no necessity for it to go any whither4 ,how not1 said the inquisitive ,junius1 must not the ,soul leave the body at death and go either to ,heaven or ,hell8 ,it needs no going forth1 replied the venerable ,theophorus4 ,only the outward ,mortal ,life with the body shall separate themselves from the ,soul4 ,the ,soul hath ,heaven and ,hell within itself before1 according as it is written4 ,the ,kingdom of ,god cometh not with observation1 neither shall they say ,lo here6 or ,lo there6 ,for behold the ,kingdom of ,god is within you4 ,and which soever of the two1 that is1 either ,heaven or ,hell1 is manifested in it1 in that the ,soul standeth4 ,here ,junius said to his ,master3 ,this is hard to understand4 ,doth it not enter into ,heaven or ,hell1 as a man entereth into a house2 or as one goeth through a hole or casement into an unknown place2 so goeth it not into another world8 ,the ,master spoke and said3 ,no1 there is verily no such kind of entering in2 forasmuch as ,heaven and ,hell are every where1 being universally co-extended4 ,how is that possible8 said the ,scholar4 ,what1 can ,heaven and ,hell be here present1 where we are now sitting8 ,and if one of them might1 can you ever make me believe that ever both should be here together8 ,then spoke the ,master in this manner3 ,i have said that ,heaven is everywhere present and it is true4 ,for ,god is in ,heaven2 and ,god is everywhere4 ,i have said also that ,hell must be in like manner everywhere4 ,for the ,wicked ,one1 who is the ,devil1 is in ,hell1 and the whole ,world1 as the ,apostle hath taught us1 lyeth in the ,wicked ,one1 or the ,evil ,one2 which is as much as to say1 not only that the ,devil is in the ,world1 but that the ,world is in the ,devil2 and if in the ,devil1 then in ,hell too1 because he is there4 ,so ,hell therefore is everywhere1 as well as ,heaven2 which is the thing that was to be proved4 ,the ,scholar1 startled hereat1 said3 ,pray make me to understand this4 ,to whom the ,master3 ,understand then what ,heaven is4 ,it is but the turning in of the ,will to the ,love of ,god4 ,wheresoever thou findest ,god manifesting himself in ,love1 there thou findest ,heaven1 without travelling for it so much as one foot4 ,and by this understand also what ,hell is and where it is4 ,i say unto thee it is but the turning in of the ,will into the wrath of ,god4 ,wheresoever the ,anger of ,god doth more or less manifest itself1 there certainly is more or less of ,hell1 in whatsoever place it be4 ,so that it is but the turning in of thy will either into his ,love1 or into his ,anger2 and thou art accordingly either in ,heaven or in ,hell4 ,mark it well4 ,and this now cometh to pass in this present life1 whereof ,st ,paul speaking saith1 ,our conversation is in ,heaven4 ,and the ,lord ,christ saith also1 ,my sheep hear my voice1 and ,i know them1 and they follow me1 and ,i give them the ,eternal ,life1 and none shall pluck them out of my hand4 ,observe1 he saith not1 ,i will give them1 after this life is ended1 but ,i give them1 that is1 now in the time of this life4 ,and what else is this gift of ,christ to his followers1 but an ,eternity of ,life1 which for certain can be no where but in ,heaven4 ,yea1 moreover1 none shall be able to pluck them out of ,heaven1 because it is he who holdeth them there1 and they are in his hand which nothing can resist4 ,all therefore doth consist in the turning in1 or entering of the ,will into ,heaven1 by hearing the the voice of ,christ1 and both knowing him1 and following him4 ,and so on the contrary it is also4 ,understandest thou this8 ,his ,scholar said to him3 ,i think1 in part1 ,i do4 ,but how cometh this entering of the ,will into ,heaven to pass8 ,the ,master answered him3 ,this then will ,i endeavour to satisfy thee in2 but thou must be very attentive to what ,i shall say unto thee4 ,know then1 my son1 that when the ,ground of the ,will yieldeth itself up to ,god1 then it sinketh out of its own ,self1 and out of and beyond all ground and place1 that is or can be imagined1 into a certain unknown ,deep1 where ,god only is manifest1 and where he only worketh and willeth4 ,and then it becometh nothing to itself1 as to its own working and willing1 and so ,god worketh and willeth in it4 ,and ,god dwells in this designed ,will1 by which the ,soul is sanctified1 and so fitted to come into ,divine ,rest4 ,now1 in this case1 when the body breaketh1 the ,soul is so thoroughly penetrated all over with the ,divine ,light1 even as a glowing hot iron is by the fire1 by which being penetrated throughout1 it loseth its darkness1 and becomes bright and shining4 ,now this is the hand of ,christ1 where ,god's ,love thoroughly inhabits the ,soul1 and is in it a shining ,light1 and a new glorious ,life4 ,and then the ,soul is in ,heaven1 and is a ,temple of the ,holy ,ghost1 and is itself the very ,heaven of ,god1 wherein he dwelleth4 ,lo1 this is the entering of the ,will into ,heaven2 and thus it cometh to pass4 ,be pleased1 ,sir1 to proceed1 said the ,scholar1 and let me know how it fareth on the other side4 ,the ,master said3 ,the godly ,soul1 you see1 is in the hand of ,christ1 that is in ,heaven1 as he himself hath told us1 and in what manner this cometh to be so1 you have also heard4 ,but the ungodly ,soul is not willing in this life-time to come into the ,divine ,resignation of its ,will1 or to enter into the ,will of ,god2 but goeth on still in its own lust and desire1 in vanity and falsehood1 and so entereth into the ,will of the ,devil4 ,it receiveth1 thereupon1 into itself nothing but wickedness2 nothing but lying1 pride1 covetousness1 envy and wrath2 and thereunto it giveth up its ,will and whole ,desire4 ,this is the ,vanity of the ,will2 and this same ,vanity or vain shadow must also in like manner be manifested in the ,soul1 which hath yielded itself up also to be its servant2 and must work therein even as the ,love of ,god worketh in the regenerated ,will2 and penetrate it all over1 as fire doth iron4 ,and it is not possible for this ,soul to come into the ,rest of ,god1 because ,god's ,anger is manifested in it1 and worketh in it4 ,now when a body is parted from the ,soul1 then beginneth the ,eternal ,melancholy and ,despair1 because it now findeth that it is become altogether ,vanity1 even a ,vanity most vexatious to itself1 and a distracting ,fury1 and a self-tormenting ,abomination4 ,now it perceiveth itself disappointed of every ,thing which it had before fancied1 and blind1 and naked1 and wounded1 and hungry1 and thirsty1 without the least prospect of ever being relieved1 or obtaining so much as one drop of the water of ,eternal ,life4 ,and it feeleth itself to be its own vile executioner and tormentor2 and is affrighted at its own ugly dark form1 and fain would flee from itself if it could1 but it cannot1 being fast bound with the chains of the ,dark ,nature1 whereinto it had sunk itself when in the flesh4 ,and so1 not having learned or accustomed itself to sink down into the ,divine ,grace1 and being also strongly possessed with the ,idea of ,god1 as an angry and jealous ,god1 the poor ,soul is both afraid and ashamed to bring its ,will into ,god1 by which deliverance might possibly come to it4 ,the ,soul is afraid to do it1 as fearing to be consumed by so doing1 under the apprehension of the ,deity as a mere devouring ,fire4 ,the ,soul is also ashamed to do it1 as being confounded at its own nakedness and monstrosity1 and therefore would1 if it were possible1 hide itself from the ,majesty of ,god1 and cover its abominable form from his most holy eye1 though by casting itself still deeper into the ,darkness4 ,therefore it will not enter into ,god1 nay1 it cannot enter with its false ,will2 yea1 though it should strive to enter1 yet can it not enter into the ,love1 because of the ,will which hath reigned in it4 ,for such a ,soul is thereby captivated in the ,wrath1 yea1 is itself but mere ,wrath1 having by its false ,desire1 which it had awakened in itself1 comprehended and shut itself up therewith1 and so transformed itself into the nature and property thereof4 ,and since also the ,light of ,god doth not shine in it1 nor the ,love of ,god enclose it1 the ,soul is moreover a great ,darkness1 and is withal an anxious ,fire-source1 carrying about an ,hell in itself1 and not being able to discern the least glimpse of the ,light of ,god1 or to feel the least spark of his ,love4 ,thus it dwelleth in itself as in ,hell1 and needeth no entering into ,hell at all1 or being carried thither1 for in what place soever it may be1 so long as it is in itself1 it is in the ,hell4 ,and though it should travel far and cast itself many hundred thousand leagues from its present place1 to be out of ,hell2 yet still would it remain in its hellish source and darkness4 ,if this be so1 how then cometh it1 said the ,scholar to ,theophorus1 that an ,heavenly ,soul doth not in the time of this life perfectly perceive the ,heavenly ,light and ,joy1 and the ,soul which is without ,god in the ,world1 doth not also here feel ,hell1 as well as hereafter8 ,why should they not both be perceived and felt as well in this life as in the next1 seeing that both of them are in ,man1 and one of them as you have shewed1 worketh in every man8 ,to whom ,theophorus presently returned this answer3 ,the ,kingdom of ,heaven is in the ,saints operative and manifestative of itself by ,faith4 ,they who carry ,god within them1 and live by his ,spirit1 find the ,kingdom of ,god in their ,faith1 and they feel the ,love of ,god in their ,faith1 by which the ,will hath given up itself unto ,god1 and is made ,godlike4 ,all is transacted within them by ,faith1 which is to them the evidence of the ,eternal ,invisibles1 and a great manifestation in their ,spirit of this ,divine ,kingdom1 which is within them4 ,but their natural life is nevertheless encompassed with flesh and blood2 and this standing in a contrariety thereto1 and being placed through the ,fall in the principle of ,god's ,anger1 and environed about with the ,world1 which by no means can be reconciled to ,faith1 these faithful ,souls cannot but be very much exposed to attacks from this ,world1 wherein they are sojourners2 neither can they be insensible of their being thus encompassed about with flesh and blood1 and with the ,world's vain lust1 which ceaseth not continually to penetrate the outward mortal life1 and to tempt them manifold ways1 even as it did ,christ4 ,whence the ,world on one side and the ,devil on the other1 not without the curse of ,god's ,anger in flesh and blood1 do thoroughly sift and penetrate the ,life1 whereby it cometh to pass that the ,soul is often in anxiety when these three are all set upon it together1 and when ,hell thus assaulteth the ,life1 and would manifest itself in the ,soul4 ,but the ,soul hereupon sinketh down into the hope of the ,grace of ,god1 and standeth like a beautiful ,rose in the midst of ,thorns1 until the ,kingdom of this ,world shall fall from it in the death of the body4 ,and then the ,soul first becometh truly manifest in the ,love of ,god1 and of his ,kingdom1 which is the ,kingdom of ,love2 having henceforth nothing more to hinder it4 ,but during this life she must walk with ,christ in this world1 and then ,christ delivereth her out of her own ,hell1 by penetrating her with his ,love throughout1 and standing by her in ,hell1 and even changing her ,hell into ,heaven4 ,but in that thou sayest1 ,why do not the ,souls which are without ,god feel ,hell in this ,world8 ,i answer2 ,they bear it about with them in their wicked consciences1 but they know it not2 because the ,world hath put out their eyes1 and its deadly cup hath cast them likewise into a sleep1 a most fatal sleep4 ,notwithstanding which it must be owned that the ,wicked do frequently feel ,hell within them during the time of this mortal life1 though they may not apprehend that it is ,hell1 because of the earthly vanity which cleaveth to them from without1 and the sensible pleasures and amusements wherewith they are intoxicated4 ,and moreover it is to be noted that the outward ,life in every such one hath yet the ,light of the outward ,nature1 which ruleth in this ,life1 and so the ,pain of ,hell cannot1 so long as that hath the rule1 be revealed4 ,but when the body dyeth or breaketh away1 so as the ,soul cannot any longer enjoy such temporal pleasure and delight1 nor the ,light of this outward ,world1 which is wholly thereupon extinguished as to it1 then the ,soul stands in an eternal hunger and thirst after such vanities as it was here in love withal1 but yet can reach nothing but that false ,will1 which it had impressed in itself while in the body2 and wherein it had abounded to its great loss4 ,and now whereas it had too much of its ,will in this life1 and yet was not contented therewith1 it hath1 after the separation by death1 as little of it2 which createth in it an everlasting thirst after that which it can henceforth never obtain more1 and causeth it to be in a perpetual anxious lust after ,vanity1 according to its former impression1 and in a continual rage of hunger after those sorts of wickedness and lewdness whereinto it was immersed1 being in the flesh4 ,fain would it do more evil still1 but that it hath not either wherein or wherewith to effect the same1 and therefore it doth perform this only in itself4 ,all is not literally transacted1 as if it were outward2 and so the ungodly is tormented by those ,furies which are in his own mind1 and begotten upon himself by himself4 ,for he is verily become his own ,devil and ,tormentor2 and that by which he sinned here1 when the ,shadow of this ,world is passed away1 abideth still with him in the impression1 and is made his prison and his ,hell4 ,but this hellish hunger and thirst cannot be fully manifested in the ,soul1 till the ,body1 which ministered to the ,soul that it lusted after1 and with which the ,soul was so bewitched1 as to doat thereupon1 and pursue all its cravings1 be stripped off from it4 ,i perceive then1 said ,junius to his ,master1 that the ,soul1 having played the wanton with the ,body in all voluptuousness1 and served the lusts thereof during this life1 retaineth still the very same inclinations and affections which it had before1 then when it hath no opportunity or capacity to satisfy them longer2 and that when this cannot be1 there is then ,hell opened in that ,soul1 which had been shut up in it before by means of the outward ,life in the ,body1 and of the ,light of this ,world4 ,do ,i rightly understand8 ,theophorus said3 ,it is very rightly understood by you4 ,go on4 ,on the other hand 7said he7 ,i clearly perceive by what ,i have heard1 that ,heaven cannot but be in a loving ,soul which is possessed of ,god1 and hath subdued thereby the ,body to the obedience of the ,spirit in all things1 and perfectly immersed itself into the ,will and ,love of ,god4 ,and when the ,body dyeth1 and the ,soul is hence redeemed from the ,earth1 it is now evident to me that the ,life of ,god1 which was hidden in it1 will display itself gloriously1 and ,heaven consequently be then manifested4 ,but1 notwithstanding1 if there be not a local ,heaven besides and a local ,hell1 ,i am still at a loss where to place no small part of the ,creation1 if not the greatest4 ,for where must all the intellectual inhabitants of it abide8 ,in their own ,principle1 answered the ,master1 whether it be of ,light or of ,darkness4 ,for every created intellectual ,being remaineth in its deeds and essences1 in its wonders and properties1 in its life and image2 and therein it beholdeth and feeleth ,god1 as who is everywhere1 whether it be in the ,love or in the ,wrath4 ,if it be in the ,love of ,god1 then beholdeth it ,god accordingly1 and feeleth him as he is1 ,love4 ,but if it hath captivated itself in the ,wrath of ,god1 then it cannot behold ,god otherwise than in the ,wrathful ,nature1 nor perceive him otherwise than as an incensed and vindictive ,spirit4 ,all places are alike to it1 if it be in ,god's ,love2 and1 if it be not there1 every place is ,hell alike4 ,what ,place can bound a ,thought8 ,or what needeth any understanding ,spirit to be kept here or there1 in order to its happiness or misery8 ,verily1 wheresoever it is1 it is in the ,abyssal ,world1 where there is neither end nor limit4 ,and whither1 ,i pray1 should it go8 since though it should go a thousand miles off1 or a thousand times ten thousand miles1 and this ten thousand times over beyond the bounds of the ,universe1 and into the imagining spaces above the stars1 yet it were then still in the very same point from whence it went out4 ,for ,god is the ,place of ,spirit1 if it may be lawful to attribute to him such a name to the which ,body hath a relation4 ,and in ,god there is no limit2 both near and far off is here all one2 and be it in his ,love1 or be it in his ,anger1 the abyssal ,will of the ,spirit is altogether unconfined4 ,it is swift as thought1 passing through all things2 it is magical1 and nothing corporeal or from without can let it2 it dwelleth in its wonders1 and they are its house4 ,thus it is with every ,intellectual1 whether of the ,order of ,angels or of human ,souls1 and you need not fear but there will be room enough for them all1 be they ever so many2 and such also as shall best suit them1 even according to their election and determination1 and which may thence very well be called the own place of each4 ,at which said the ,scholar1 ,i remember1 indeed1 that it is written concerning the great traitor1 that he went after death to his own place4 ,the ,master said3 ,the same is true of every ,soul1 when it departeth this mortal life4 ,and it is true in like manner of every ,angel and ,spirit whatsoever1 which is necessarily determined by its own choice4 ,as ,god is everywhere1 so also the ,angels are everywhere2 but each one in its own ,principle1 and in its own ,property or 7if you had rather7 in its own ,place4 ,the same ,essence of ,god1 which is as a ,place to ,spirits1 is confessed to be everywhere1 but the appropriation or participation hereof is different to everyone1 according as each hath attracted it magically in the earnestness of ,will4 ,the same ,divine ,essence which is with the ,angels of ,god above1 is with us also below4 ,and the same ,divine ,nature which is with us is likewise with them2 but after different manners and in different degrees communicated and participated4 ,and what ,i have said here of the ,divine1 is no less to be considered by you in the participation of the ,diabolical ,essence and ,nature1 which is the ,power of ,darkness1 as to the manifold modes1 degrees1 and appropriations thereof in the false ,will4 ,in this ,world there is strife between them1 but when this ,world hath reached in anyone the ,limit1 then the ,principle catcheth that which is its own1 and so the ,soul receiveth companions accordingly1 that is1 either ,angels or ,devils4 ,to whom the ,scholar again3 ,heaven and ,hell then being in us at strife in the time of this life1 and ,god himself being also thus near to us1 where can ,angels and ,devils dwell8 ,and the ,master answered him thus3 ,where thou dost not dwell as to thy ,self-hood and to thine own ,will1 there the holy ,angels dwell with thee1 and every where all over round about thee4 ,remember this well4 ,on the contrary1 where thou dwellest as to thyself1 or in ,self-seeking1 and ,self-will1 there to be sure the ,devils will be with thee1 and will take up their abode with thee1 and dwell all over thee1 and round about thee everywhere1 which ,god in his mercy prevent4 ,i understand not this1 said the ,scholar1 so perfectly well as ,i could wish4 ,be pleased to make it a little more plain to me4 ,the ,master then spake3 ,mark well what ,i am going to say4 ,where the ,will of ,god in anything willeth1 there is ,god manifested4 ,and in this very manifestation of ,god the ,angels do dwell4 ,but where ,god in any ,creature willeth not with the ,will of that ,creature1 there ,god is not manifested to it1 neither can he be2 but dwelleth in himself1 without the co-operation thereof1 and subjection to him in humility4 ,there ,god is an unmanifested ,god to the ,creature4 ,so the ,angels dwell not with such an one2 for wherever they dwell1 there is the ,glory of ,god2 and they make his ,glory4 ,what then dwelleth in such a ,creature as this8 ,god dwelleth not therein2 the ,angels dwell not therein2 ,god willeth not therein2 the ,angels also will not therein4 ,the case is evidently this2 in that ,soul or ,creature its own will is without ,god's ,will2 and there the ,devil dwelleth2 and with him all that is without ,god1 and without ,christ4 ,this is the truth2 lay it to heart4 ,the ,scholar said3 ,it is possible ,i may ask several impertinent questions2 but ,i beseech you1 good ,sir1 to have patience with me1 and to pity my ignorance1 if ,i ask what may appear to you perhaps ridiculous1 or may not be at all fit for me to expect an answer to4 ,for ,i have several questions still to propound to you2 but ,i am ashamed of my own thoughts in this matter4 ,the ,master said3 ,be plain with me1 and propose whatever is upon your mind2 yea1 be not ashamed even to appear ridiculous1 so that by querying you may but become wiser4 ,the ,scholar thanked his ,master for this liberty and said3 ,how far then are ,heaven and ,hell asunder8 ,to whom he answered thus3 ,as far as ,day and ,night2 or as far as ,something and ,nothing4 ,they are in one another and yet they are at the greater distance one from the other4 ,nay1 the one of them is as nothing to the other2 and yet notwithstanding they cause joy and grief to one another4 ,heaven is throughout the whole ,world1 and it is also without the ,world over all1 even everywhere that is1 or that can be even so much as imagined4 ,it filleth all1 it is within all1 it is without all1 it encompasseth all2 without division1 without place2 working by a ,divine ,manifestation1 and flowing forth universally1 but not going in the least out of itself4 ,for only in itself it worketh and is revealed1 being one and undivided in all4 ,it appeareth only through the ,manifestation of ,god2 and never but in itself only4 ,and in that ,being which cometh into it1 or in that wherein it is manifested2 there also it is that ,god is manifested4 ,because ,heaven is nothing else but a ,manifestation or ,revelation of the ,eternal ,one1 wherein all the working and willing is in quiet love4 ,so in like manner ,hell also is through the whole ,world1 and dwelleth and worketh but in itself1 and in that wherein the ,foundation of ,hell is manifested1 namely1 in ,self-hood and in the ,false ,will4 ,the visible ,world hath both in it2 and there is no place but ,heaven and ,hell may be found or revealed in it4 ,now ,man as to his temporal life is only of the visible ,world2 and therefore during the time of his life he seeth not the spiritual ,world4 ,for the ,outward ,world with its substance is a cover to the ,spiritual ,world1 even as the ,body is to the ,soul4 ,but when the outward ,man dyeth1 then the ,spiritual ,world is manifested to the ,soul1 which hath now its covering taken away4 ,and it is manifested either in the ,eternal ,light with the holy ,angels1 or in the ,eternal ,darkness1 with the ,devils4 ,the ,scholar further queried3 ,what is an ,angel1 or an human ,soul1 that they can be thus manifested either in ,god's ,love or ,anger1 either in ,light or ,darkness8 ,to whom ,theophorus answered3 ,they come from one and the self-same ,original4 ,they are little branches of the ,divine ,wisdom1 of the ,divine ,will1 sprung from the ,divine ,word1 and made objects of the ,divine ,love4 ,they are out of the ,ground of ,eternity2 whence ,light and ,darkness do spring2 ,darkness which consisteth in the receiving of ,self-,desire2 and ,light which consisteth in willing the same thing with ,god4 ,for the conformity of the ,will with ,god's ,will is ,heaven2 and wheresoever there is this willing with ,god1 there the ,love of ,god is undoubtedly in the working1 and his ,light will not fail to manifest itself4 ,but in the ,self-attraction of the ,soul's desire1 or in the reception of ,self into the willing of any ,spirit1 angelical or human1 the ,will of ,god worketh with difficulty1 and is to that ,soul and ,spirit nought but ,darkness2 out of which1 notwithstanding1 the ,light may be manifested4 ,and this ,darkness is the ,hell of that ,spirit wherein it is4 ,for ,heaven and ,hell are nought else but a ,manifestation of the ,divine ,will either in ,light or ,darkness1 according to the ,properties of the ,spiritual ,world4 ,,scholar ,what then is the ,body of ,man8 ,,master ,it is the visible ,world1 an ,image and ,quintessence1 or ,compound of all that the ,world is2 and the visible ,world is a manifestation of the inward spiritual ,world1 come out of the ,eternal ,light1 and out of the ,eternal ,darkness1 out of the spiritual compaction or connection2 and it is also an ,image or ,figure of ,eternity1 whereby ,eternity hath made itself visible2 where ,self-,will and resigned ,will1 viz41 ,evil and ,good1 work one with the other4 ,such a substance is the outward ,man4 ,for ,god created ,man out of the outward ,world1 and breathed into him the inward spiritual ,world for a ,soul and an intelligent ,life1 and therefore in the things of the outward ,world1 ,man can receive and work ,evil and ,good4 ,,scholar ,what shall be after this ,world1 when all things perish and come to an end8 ,,master ,the material substance only ceaseth2 viz41 the four ,elements1 the ,sun1 ,moon and ,stars4 ,and then the inward world will be wholly visible and manifest4 ,but whatsoever hath been wrought by the ,will or ,spirit of ,man in this ,world's time1 whether evil or good shall there separate itself in a spiritual matter1 either into the ,eternal ,light or into the ,eternal ,darkness4 ,for that which is born from each ,will penetrateth and passeth again into that which is like itself4 ,and there the ,darkness is called ,hell1 and is an eternal forgetting of all ,good1 and the ,light is called the ,kingdom of ,god1 and is an eternal joy in and to the ,saints1 who continually glorify and praise ,god1 for having delivered them from the torment of evil4 ,the last ,judgment is a kindling of the ,fire both of ,god's ,love and ,anger1 in which the matter of every substance perisheth1 and each ,fire shall attract into itself its own1 that is1 the substance which is like itself4 ,thus ,god's ,fire of ,love will draw into itself what is wrought in the ,anger of ,god in ,darkness1 and consume the false substance2 and then there will remain only the painful1 aching ,will in its own proper nature1 image1 and figure4 ,,scholar ,with what matter and form shall the human ,body rise8 ,,master ,it is sown a natural gross and elementary ,body2 yet in this gross ,body there is a subtle ,power and ,virtue4 ,as in the ,earth also there is a subtle good ,virtue1 which is like the ,sun1 and is one and the same with the ,sun1 which also did in the beginning of time spring and proceed out of the ,divine ,power and ,virtue1 whence all the good ,virtue of the ,body is likewise derived4 ,this good ,virtue of the mortal ,body shall come again and live for ever in a kind of transparent crystalline material property1 in spiritual flesh and blood2 as shall return also the good ,virtue of the ,earth1 for the ,earth1 likewise shall become crystalline1 and the ,divine ,light shine in everything that hath a being1 essence1 or substance4 ,and as the gross ,earth shall perish and never return1 so also the gross flesh of ,man shall perish and not live for ever4 ,but all ,things must appear before the ,judgment1 and in the ,judgment be separated by the ,fire2 yea1 both the ,earth1 and also the ashes of the human ,body4 ,for when ,god shall once move the spiritual ,world1 every ,spirit shall attract its spiritual substance to itself4 ,a good ,spirit and ,soul shall draw to itself its own substance1 and an evil one its evil substance4 ,,scholar ,shall we not rise again with our visible bodies1 and live in them for ever8 ,,master ,when the visible world perisheth1 then all that hath come out of it1 and hath been external1 shall perish with it4 ,there shall remain of the ,world only the crystalline ,nature and ,form1 and of ,man also only the spiritual ,earth1 for ,man shall be then wholly like the crystalline ,world1 which as yet is hidden4 ,,scholar ,shall all then have eternal joy and glorification alike8 ,,master ,st ,paul saith3 ,in the ,resurrection one shall differ from another in glory1 as do the ,sun1 ,moon and ,stars4 ,therefore know that the ,blessed shall indeed all enjoy the divine working in and upon them1 but their virtue and illumination or glory shall be very different according as they have endured in this life with different measures and degrees of power and virtue in their painful workings4 ,,scholar ,how shall all people and nations be brought to judgment8 ,,master ,the ,eternal ,word of ,god1 out of which every creaturely spiritual ,life hath proceeded will move itself at that hour1 according to ,love and ,anger1 in every ,life which is come out of the ,eternity1 and will draw every ,creature before the ,judgment of ,christ1 to be sentenced by this motion of the ,word4 ,the ,life will then be manifested in all its works1 and every ,soul shall see and feel its judgment and sentence in itself4 ,for the ,judgment is1 indeed1 immediately at the departure of the ,body manifested in and to every ,soul4 ,and the last ,judgment is but a return of the spiritual ,body1 and a separation of the ,world1 when the ,evil shall be separated from the ,good1 in the substance of the ,world1 and of the human ,body1 and everything enter into its eternal receptacle4 ,and thus it is a manifestation of the ,mystery of ,god in every substance and life4 ,,scholar ,how will the sentence be pronounced8 ,,master ,here consider the words of ,christ4 ,he will say to those on his right hand2 ,come1 ye blessed of my ,father1 inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world4 ,for ,i was hungry and ye gave me meat2 ,i was thirsty and ye gave me drink2 ,i was a stranger and ye took me in2 naked and ye clothed me4 ,i was sick and ye visited me1 in prison and ye came unto me4 ,then shall they answer him1 saying1 ,lord1 when saw we thee hungry1 thirsty1 a stranger1 naked1 sick1 or in prison1 and ministered thus unto thee8 ,then shall the ,king answer and say unto them2 ,inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren1 ye have done it unto me4 ,and unto the wicked on his left hand he will say2 ,depart from me1 ye ,cursed1 into everlasting fire1 prepared for the ,devil and his ,angels4 ,for ,i was hungry1 thirsty1 a stranger1 naked1 and in prison1 and ye ministered not unto me4 ,and they shall also answer him and say2 ,when did we see thee thus and ministered not unto thee8 ,and he will answer them1 ,verily ,i say unto you1 inasmuch as ye have not done it unto one of the least of these1 ye did it not to me4 ,and these shall depart into everlasting punishment1 but the ,righteous into ,life ,eternal4 ,,scholar ,loving ,master1 pray tell me why ,christ saith1 ,what you have done to the least of these you have done to me2 and what you have not done to them1 neither have you done it to me8 ,and how doth a ,man this so1 as that he doth it to ,christ himself8 ,,master ,christ dwelleth really and essentially in the faith of those that wholly yield up themselves to him1 and giveth them his ,flesh for food and his ,blood for drink2 and thus possesseth the ground of their faith1 according to the interior or inward ,man4 ,and a ,christian is called a ,branch of the ,vine ,christ1 and a ,christian1 because ,christ dwelleth spiritually in him2 therefore1 whatsoever good any shall do to such a ,christian in his bodily necessities1 it is done to ,christ himself1 who dwelleth in him4 ,for such a ,christian is not his own1 but is wholly resigned to ,christ1 and become his peculiar possession1 and consequently the good deed is done to ,christ himself4 ,therefore also whosoever shall withhold their help from such a needy ,christian1 and forbear to serve him in his necessity1 they thrust ,christ away from themselves1 and despise him in his members4 ,when a poor person that belongeth thus to ,christ asketh anything of thee1 and thou deniest it him in his necessity1 thou deniest it to ,christ himself4 ,and whatsoever hurt any shall do to such a ,christian1 they do it to ,christ himself4 ,when any mock1 scorn1 revile1 reject1 or thrust away such an one they do all that to ,christ1 but he that receiveth him1 giveth him meat1 and drink1 or apparel1 and assisteth him in his necessities1 doth it likewise to ,christ1 and to a fellow-member of his own ,body4 ,nay he doth it to himself if it be a ,christian2 for we are all one in ,christ1 as a tree and its branches are4 ,,scholar ,how then will those subsist in the day of the last ,judgment1 who afflict and vex the poor and distressed1 and deprive them of their very sweat1 necessitating and constraining them by force to submit to their wills1 and trampling upon them as their footstools1 only that they themselves may live in pomp and power1 and spend the fruits of this poor people's sweat and labour in voluptuousness1 pride1 and vanity8 ,,master ,christ suffereth in the persecution of his members4 ,therefore all the wrong that such hard executors do to the poor wretches under their control is done to ,christ himself2 and falleth under his severe sentence and judgment4 ,and besides that by such oppression of the ,poor they draw them off from ,christ1 and make them seek unlawful ways to fill their bellies4 ,nay1 they work for and with the ,devil himself1 doing the very same thing which he doth3 who1 without intermission opposeth the ,kingdom of ,christ1 which consisteth only in ,love4 ,all these oppressors1 if they do not turn with their whole hearts unto ,christ1 and minister to or serve him1 must go into ,hell-fire1 which is fed and kept alive by nothing else but such mere ,self1 which they have exercised over the ,poor here4 ,,scholar ,but how will it fare with those who in this time do so fiercely contend about the kingdom of ,christ1 and slander1 revile and persecute one another for their religion8 ,,master ,all such have not yet known ,christ2 and they are but as a type or figure of ,heaven and ,hell1 striving for each other for the victory4 ,all rising1 swelling pride1 which contendeth about opinions1 is an image of ,self4 ,and whosoever hath not faith and humility1 nor liveth in the ,spirit of ,christ1 which is ,love1 is only armed with the ,anger of ,god1 and helpeth forward the victory of the imaginary ,self1 that is1 the ,kingdom of ,darkness1 and the ,anger of ,god4 ,for at the day of ,judgment all ,self shall be given to the ,darkness as shall also all the unprofitable contentions of men2 in which they seek not after ,love1 but merely after their imaginary ,self4 ,all such things belong to the ,judgment1 which will separate the false from the true2 and then all images or opinions shall cease1 and all the ,children of ,god shall dwell for ever in the ,love of ,christ1 and that in them4 ,for in ,heaven all serve ,god their ,creator in humble love4 ,,scholar ,wherefore then doth ,god suffer such strife and contention to be in this time8 ,,master ,the ,life itself standeth in strife1 that it may be made manifest1 sensible1 and palpable1 and that the wisdom may be made separable and known4 ,the ,strife also constituteth the ,eternal ,joy of the victory4 ,for there will arise great praise and thanksgiving in the ,saints from the experimental sense and knowledge that ,christ in them hath overcome ,darkness1 and all the ,self of ,nature1 and that they are at length totally delivered from the ,strife1 at which they shall rejoice eternally4 ,and therefore ,god suffereth all ,souls to stand in a free-will1 that the ,eternal ,dominion both of ,love and ,anger1 of ,light and of ,darkness1 may be made manifest and known2 and that every ,life might cause and find its own sentence in itself4 ,for that which is now a strife and pain to the ,saints in their wretched warfare here1 shall in the end be turned into great joy to them2 and that which hath been a joy and pleasure to ungodly persons in this world1 shall afterwards be turned into eternal torment and shame to them4 ,therefore the joy of the ,saints must arise to them out of death1 as the light ariseth out of a candle by the destruction and consumption of it in its fire1 that so the ,life may be freed from the painfulness of ,nature1 and possess another ,world4 ,and as the ,light hath quite another property than the ,fire has1 for it giveth and yieldeth itself forth2 whereas the ,fire draweth in and consumeth itself1 so the holy ,life of ,meekness springeth forth through the ,death of ,self-will1 and then ,god's ,will of ,love only ruleth1 and doth all in all4 ,for thus the ,eternal ,one hath attained ,feeling and ,separability1 and brought itself forth again with the feeling1 through ,death1 in great ,joyfulness1 that there might be an ,eternal ,delight in the ,infinite ,unity1 and an ,eternal ,cause of ,joy2 and therefore that which was before ,painfulness1 must now be the ,ground and ,cause of this motion or stirring to the ,manifestation of all ,things4 ,and herein lyeth the ,mystery of the hidden ,wisdom of ,god4 ,every one that asketh receiveth1 every one that seeketh findeth1 and to every one that knocketh it shall be opened4 ,the ,grace of our ,lord ,jesus ,christ1 and the ,love of ,god1 and the ,communion of the ,holy ,ghost1 be with us all4 ,amen4 ,,dialogue ,,iv ,,the ,,way ,,from ,,darkness ,,to ,,true ,,illumination ,there was a poor ,soul that had wandered out of ,paradise1 and come into the kingdom of this ,world2 where the ,devil met it1 and said to it3 ,whither dost thou go1 thou ,soul that art half blind8 ,,the ,,soul ,,said ,i would see and speculate into the ,creatures of the ,world1 which their ,creator hath made4 ,,the ,,devil ,,said ,how wilt thou see and speculate into them1 when thou canst not know their essence and property8 ,thou wilt look upon their outside only1 as upon a graven image1 and canst not know them thoroughly4 ,,the ,,soul ,,said ,how may ,i come to know their essence and property8 ,,the ,,devil ,,said ,thine eyes would be opened to see them thoroughly1 if thou didst but eat of that1 from whence the ,creatures themselves are come to be good and evil4 ,thou wouldst then be as ,god himself is1 and know what the ,creature is4 ,,the ,,soul ,,said ,i am now a noble and holy ,creature3 but if ,i should do so1 the ,creator hath said that ,i should die4 ,,the ,,devil ,,said ,no1 thou shouldst not die at all2 but thy eyes would be opened1 and thou wouldst be as ,god himself1 and be ,master of ,good and ,evil4 ,also1 thou wouldst be mighty1 powerful and very great1 as ,i am2 all the subtlety that is in the ,creatures would be made known to thee4 ,,the ,,soul ,,said ,if ,i had the knowledge of ,nature and of the ,creatures1 ,i would then rule the whole ,world as ,i listed4 ,,the ,,devil ,,said ,the whole ground of their knowledge lieth in thee4 ,do but turn thy ,will and ,desire from ,god or ,goodness into ,nature and the ,creatures1 and then there will arise in thee a lust to taste2 and so thou mayest eat of the ,tree of ,knowledge of ,good and ,evil1 and by that means come to know all things4 ,,the ,,soul ,,said ,well then1 ,i will eat of the ,tree of ,knowledge of ,good and ,evil1 that ,i may rule all things by my own power1 and be of myself a ,lord on ,earth1 and do what ,i will1 even as ,god himself doth4 ,,the ,,devil ,,said ,i am the ,prince of this ,world2 and if thou wouldst rule on earth thou must turn thy lust towards my ,image1 and desire to be like me1 that thou mayst get the cunning1 wit1 reason1 and subtlety that my ,image hath4 ,thus did the ,devil present to the ,soul the ,power that is in the fiery root of the ,creature1 that is the fiery ,wheel of ,essence in the form of a ,serpent4 ,upon which1 ,,the ,,soul ,,said ,behold this is the ,power which can do all things4 ,what must ,i do to get it8 ,,the ,,devil ,,said ,if thou dost break thy ,will off from ,god1 and bring it into this power and skill1 then thy hidden ,ground will be manifested in thee1 and thou mayest work in the same manner4 ,but thou must eat of that ,fruit1 wherein each of the four elements in itself ruleth over the other1 and is in strife4 ,and then thou wilt be instantly as the fiery ,wheel is1 and so bring all things into thine own power1 and possess them as thine own4 ,,the ,,soul ,,did ,,so ,,and ,,what ,,happened ,,thereupon ,now when the ,soul broke its will off thus from ,god1 and brought it into the fiery ,will 7which is the ,root of ,life and ,power71 there presently arose in it a lust to eat of the ,tree of ,knowledge of ,good and ,evil2 and the ,soul did eat thereof4 ,which as soon as it had done1 instantly was kindled the fiery ,wheel of its ,essence1 and thereupon all the properties of ,nature awoke in the ,soul1 and exercised each its own desire4 ,first arose the lust of ,pride2 a desire to be great1 mighty1 and powerful2 to bring all things in subjection to it1 and to be ,lord itself without control1 despising all humility and equality1 as esteeming itself the only prudent1 witty and cunning one1 and accounting everything folly that is not according to its own humour and liking4 ,secondly1 arose the lust of ,covetousness1 a desire of getting1 which would draw all things to itself1 into its own possession4 ,for when the lust of ,pride had turned away the ,will from ,god1 then the ,life of the ,soul would not trust ,god any further1 but would take care for itself2 and therefore brought its desire into the ,creatures1 viz41 into the earth1 metals1 trees1 and other ,creatures4 ,thus the kindled fiery ,life became hungry and covetous1 when it had broken itself off from the ,unity1 ,love1 and ,meekness of ,god1 and attracted to itself the four ,elements and ,new ,essence1 and brought itself into the ,condition of the beasts1 and so the ,life became dark1 empty1 and wrathful2 and the heavenly ,virtues and ,colours went out1 like a candle extinguished4 ,thirdly1 there awoke in this fiery ,life the stinging thorny lust of ,envy3 a hellish poison1 and a torment which makes the ,life a mere enmity to ,god and to all ,creatures4 ,which ,envy raged furiously in the sting of ,covetousness1 as a venomous sting doth in the body4 ,envy cannot endure1 but hateth and would hurt or destroy that which ,covetousness cannot draw to itself by which hellish passion the ,noble ,love of the ,soul is smothered4 ,fourthly1 there awoke in this fiery ,life a torment like fire1 viz41 ,anger2 which would murder and remove out of the way all who would not be subject to ,pride4 ,thus the ,ground and ,foundation of ,hell1 which is called the ,anger of ,god1 was wholly manifested in this ,soul4 ,whereby it lost the fair ,paradise of ,god and the ,kingdom of ,heaven1 and became such a worm as the fiery ,serpent was1 which the ,devil presented to it in his own image and likeness4 ,and so the ,soul began to rule on earth in a bestial manner1 and did all things according to the ,will of the ,devil1 living in mere ,pride1 ,covetousness1 ,envy1 and ,anger1 having no longer any true love towards ,god4 ,but there arose in the stead thereof an evil bestial love of ,wantonness and ,vanity1 and there was no purity left in the heart1 for the ,soul had forsaken ,paradise1 and taken the ,earth into its possession4 ,its mind was wholly bent upon cunning knowledge1 subtility1 and getting together a multitude of earthly things4 ,no righteousness nor virtue remained in it at all2 but whatsoever evil and wrong it committed1 it covered all cunningly under the cloak of its power and authority by law1 and called it by the name of ,right and ,justice1 and accounted it good4 ,,the ,,devil ,,came ,,to ,,the ,,soul ,upon this the ,devil drew near the ,soul1 and brought it on from one vice to another1 for he had taken it captive in his ,essence1 and set joy and pleasure before it1 therein1 saying thus to it3 ,behold now thou art powerful1 mighty1 and noble1 endeavour to be greater1 richer1 and more powerful still4 ,display thy knowledge1 wit and subtlety1 that every one may fear thee1 and stand in awe of thee1 and that thou mayst be respected1 and get a great name in the ,world4 ,,the ,,soul ,,did ,,so ,the ,soul did as the ,devil counselled it1 and yet knew not that its counsellor was the ,devil2 but thought it was guided by its own knowledge1 wit1 and understanding1 and that it did very well and right all the while4 ,,jesus ,,christ ,,met ,,with ,,the ,,soul ,the ,soul going on in this course of life1 our dear and loving ,lord ,jesus ,christ1 ,who was come into this ,world with the ,love and ,wrath of ,god1 to destroy the works of the ,devil1 and to execute judgment upon all ungodly deeds1 on a time met with it1 and spake by a strong power1 viz41 by his passion and death into it1 and destroyed the works of the ,devil in it1 and discovered to it the way to his ,grace1 and shone upon it with his mercy1 calling it to return and repent1 and promising that he would then deliver it from that monstrous deformed shape and image which it had gotten1 and bring it into ,paradise again4 ,,how ,,christ ,,brought ,,in ,,the ,,soul ,now when the ,spark of the ,love of ,god1 or the ,divine ,light1 was accordingly manifested in the ,soul1 it presently saw itself with its will and works to be in ,hell1 in the ,wrath of ,god1 and found it was an ugly1 misshapen monster in the ,divine ,presence and the ,kingdom of ,heaven3 at which it was so affrighted1 that it fell into the greatest anguish possible1 for the ,judgment of ,god was manifested in it4 ,,what ,,christ ,,said ,upon this the ,lord ,christ spake unto it with the ,voice of his ,grace1 and said3 ,repent and forsake ,vanity1 and thou shalt attain ,my ,grace4 ,,what ,,the ,,soul ,,said ,then the ,soul with its ugly misshapen image went before ,god and entreated for ,grace and the pardon of its sins1 and came to be strongly persuaded in itself that the satisfaction and atonement of our ,lord ,jesus ,christ did belong to it4 ,but the evil properties of the ,serpent1 formed in the ,astral ,spirit1 or ,reason1 of the outward ,man1 would not suffer the ,will of the ,soul to come before ,god1 but brought their lusts and inclinations thereinto4 ,but the poor ,soul turned its countenance towards ,god1 and desired ,grace from him1 even that he would bestow his ,love upon it4 ,,the ,,devil ,,came ,,to ,,it ,,again ,but when the ,devil saw that the ,soul thus prayed to ,god1 and would enter into repentance1 he drew near to it1 and thrust the inclinations of the earthly properties into its prayers1 and disturbed its good thoughts and desires which pressed forwards towards ,god1 and drew them back again to earthly things that they might have no access to him4 ,,the ,,soul ,,sighed ,the central ,will of the ,soul indeed sighed after ,god1 but the thoughts arising in the mind that it should penetrate into him1 were distracted1 scattered and destroyed1 so that they could not reach the ,power of ,god4 ,at which the poor ,soul was still more affrighted and began to pray more earnestly4 ,but the ,devil with his desire took hold of the kindled1 fiery ,wheel of ,life1 and awakened the evil properties1 so that evil or false inclinations arose in the ,soul1 and went into that thing wherein they had taken most pleasure and delight before4 ,the poor ,soul would very fain go forward to ,god with its ,will1 and therefore used all its endeavours2 but its thoughts continually fled away from ,god into earthly things1 and would not go to him4 ,upon this the ,soul sighed and bewailed itself to ,god2 but was as if it were quite forsaken by him1 and cast out from its ,presence4 ,it could not get so much as one look of ,grace1 but was in mere anguish1 fear and terror1 and dreaded every moment that the ,wrath and severe ,judgment of ,god would be manifested in it1 and that the ,devil would take hold of it and have it4 ,and thereupon fell into such great heaviness and sorrow1 that it became weary of all the temporal things1 which were before its chief joy and happiness4 ,the earthly natural ,will indeed desired those things still1 but the ,soul would willingly leave them altogether1 and desired to die to all temporal lust and joy whatsoever1 and longed only after its first native country1 from whence it originally came4 ,but it found itself to be far from thence in great distress and want1 and knew not what to do1 yet resolved to enter into itself1 and try to pray more earnestly4 ,,the ,,devil',s ,,opposition ,but the ,devil opposed it1 and withheld it so that it could not bring itself into any greater fervency of repentance4 ,he awakened the earthly lusts in its heart1 that they might still keep their evil nature and false right therein1 and set them at variance with the new-born ,will and ,desire of the ,soul4 ,for they would not die to their own ,will and ,light1 but would still maintain their temporal pleasures1 and so kept the poor ,soul captive in their evil desires1 that it could not stir1 though it sighed and longed never so much after the ,grace of ,god4 ,for whensoever it prayed1 or offered to press forward towards ,god1 then the lusts of the flesh swallowed up the rays and ejaculations that went forth from it1 and brought them away from ,god into earthly thoughts1 that it might not partake of ,divine ,strength4 ,which caused the poor ,soul to think itself forsaken of ,god1 not knowing that he was so near it1 and did thus attract it4 ,also the ,devil tempted the poor ,soul1 saying to it in the earthly thoughts3 ,why dost thou pray8 ,dost thou think that ,god knoweth thee or regardeth thee8 ,consider but what thoughts thou hast in his presence2 are they not altogether evil8 ,thou hast no faith or belief in ,god at all2 how then should he hear thee8 ,he heareth thee not1 leave off2 why wilt thou needlessly torment and vex thyself6 ,thou hast time enough to repent at leisure4 ,wilt thou be mad8 ,do but look upon the world ,i pray thee a little2 doth it not live in jollity and mirth1 yet it will be saved well enough for all that4 ,hath not ,christ paid the ransom and satisfied for all men8 ,thou needest only persuade and comfort thyself that it is done for thee1 and then thou shalt be saved4 ,thou canst not possibly in this world come to any feeling of ,god1 therefore leave off1 and take care for thy body1 and look after temporal glory4 ,what dost thou suppose will become of thee1 if thou turn to be so stupid and melancholy8 ,thou wilt be the scorn of everybody1 and they will laugh at thy folly2 and so thou wilt pass thy days in mere sorrow and heaviness1 which is pleasing neither to ,god nor ,nature4 ,i pray thee1 look upon the beauty of the ,world1 for ,god hath so erected and placed thee in it1 to be a ,lord over all ,creatures and to rule them4 ,gather store of temporal goods beforehand1 that thou mayest not be beholden to the ,world1 or stand in need hereafter4 ,and when old age cometh1 or that thou growest near thy end1 then prepare thyself for repentance4 ,god will save thee1 and receive thee into the heavenly mansions there4 ,there is no need of such ado in vexing1 bewailing1 and stirring up thyself1 as thou makest4 ,,the ,,condition ,,of ,,the ,,soul ,in these and the like thoughts the ,soul was ensnared by the ,devil1 and brought into the lust of the flesh1 and earthly desires2 and so bound as it were with fetters and strong chains that it did not know what to do4 ,it looked back a little into the ,world and the pleasures thereof1 but still felt in itself a hunger after ,divine ,grace1 and would rather enter into repentance and favour with ,god4 ,for the ,hand of ,god had touched and bruised it1 and therefore it could rest nowhere2 but always sighed in itself after sorrow for the sins it had committed1 and would fain be rid of them4 ,yet could not get true repentance1 or even the knowledge of sin1 though it had a mighty hunger and longing desire after such penitential sorrow4 ,the ,soul being thus heavy and sad1 and finding no remedy or rest1 began to cast about where it might find a fit place to perform true repentance in1 where it might be free from business1 cares1 and the hinderances of the ,world2 and also by what means it might win the favour of ,god4 ,and at length purposed to betake itself to some private solitary place1 and give over all worldly employments and temporal things1 and hoped that by being bountiful and pitiful to the ,poor1 it should obtain ,god's mercy4 ,thus did it devise all kinds of ways to get rest1 and to gain the love1 favour1 and grace of ,god again4 ,but all would not do2 for its worldly business still followed it in the lusts of the flesh1 and it was ensnared in the net of the ,devil now1 as well as before1 and could not attain rest4 ,and though for a little while it was somewhat cheered with earthly things1 yet presently it fell to be as sad and heavy again as it was before4 ,the truth was it felt the awakened ,wrath of ,god in itself1 but knew not how that came to pass1 nor what ailed it4 ,for many times great trouble and terror fell upon it1 which made it comfortless1 sick1 and faint with very fear2 so mightily did the first bruising it with the ray or influence of the stirring of ,grace work upon it4 ,and yet it knew not that ,christ was in the ,wrath and severe ,justice of ,god and fought therein with that ,spirit of ,error incorporated in ,soul and ,body1 nor understood that the hunger and desire to turn and repent came from ,christ ,himself1 neither did it know what hindered it that it could not yet attain to ,divine ,feeling4 ,it knew not that itself was a monster1 and did bear the ,image of the ,serpent4 ,,an ,,enlightened ,,and ,,regenerate ,,soul ,,met ,,the ,,distressed ,,soul ,by the ,providence of ,god1 an enlightened and regenerate ,soul met the distressed ,soul1 and said3 ,what ailest thou1 thou distressed ,soul1 that thou art so restless and troubled6 ,,the ,,distressed ,,soul ,,answered ,the ,creator hath hid his ,countenance from me1 so that ,i cannot come to his ,rest2 therefore ,i am thus troubled1 and know not what ,i shall do to get his ,loving-kindness again4 ,for great cliffs and rocks lie in my way to his ,grace1 so that ,i cannot come to him4 ,though ,i sigh and long after him never so much1 yet ,i am kept back1 so that ,i cannot partake of his ,power1 ,virtue1 and ,strength4 ,,the ,,enlightened ,,soul ,,said ,thou bearest the monstrous shape of the ,devil1 and art clothed therewith2 in which1 being his own ,property or ,principle1 he hath access or power of entrance into thee1 and thereby keepeth thy ,will from penetrating into ,god4 ,for if thy ,will might penetrate into ,god1 it would be anointed with the highest ,power and ,strength of ,god1 in the ,resurrection of our ,lord ,jesus ,christ2 and that unction would break in pieces the monster which thou carriest about thee2 and thy first ,image of ,paradise would revive in the ,centre2 which would destroy the ,devil's ,power therein1 and thou wouldst become an ,angel again4 ,and because the ,devil envieth thee this happiness1 he holdeth thee captive in his ,desire in the lusts of the flesh1 from which if thou art not delivered1 thou wilt be separated from ,god1 and canst never enter into our ,society4 ,,the ,,distressed ,,soul ,,terrified ,at this speech the poor distressed ,soul was so terrified and amazed1 that it could not speak one word more4 ,when it found that it stood in the form and condition of the ,serpent which separated it from ,god1 and that the ,devil was so nigh it in that condition1 who injected evil thoughts into the ,will of the ,soul1 and had so much power over it thereby that it was near damnation and sticking fast in the ,abyss or bottomless pit of ,hell in the ,anger of ,god1 it would have even despaired of ,divine ,mercy2 but that the ,power1 ,virtue and ,strength of the first stirring of the ,grace of ,god1 which had before bruised the ,soul1 upheld and preserved it from total despair4 ,but still it wrestled in itself between ,hope and ,doubt2 whatsoever ,hope built up1 that ,doubt threw down again4 ,and thus was it agitated with such continued disquiet1 that at last the ,world and all the glory thereof became loathsome to it1 neither would it enjoy worldly pleasures any more2 and yet for all this could it not come to ,rest4 ,,the ,,enlightened ,,soul ,,came ,,again1 ,,and ,,spoke ,,to ,,the ,,troubled ,,soul ,on a time the enlightened ,soul came again to this ,soul1 and finding it still in so great trouble1 anguish1 and grief1 said to it4 ,what dost thou8 ,wilt thou destroy thyself in thy anguish and sorrow8 ,why dost thou torment thyself in thy own ,power and ,will1 seeing thy torment increaseth thereby more and more8 ,yea1 if thou shouldst sink thyself down to the bottom of the sea1 or fly to the uttermost coasts of the morning1 or raise thyself above the stars1 yet thou wouldst not be released4 ,for the more thou grievest1 tormentest1 and troublest thyself1 the more painful thy nature will be2 and yet thou wilt not be able to come to ,rest4 ,for thy ,power is quite lost1 and as a dry stick burnt to a coal cannot grow green and spring afresh by its own power1 nor get sap to flourish again with other trees and plants2 so neither canst thou reach the ,place of ,god by thy own power and strength1 and transform thyself into that ,angelical ,image which thou hadst at first4 ,for in respect to ,god thou art withered and dry1 like a dead plant that hath lost its sap and strength1 and so art become a dry tormenting ,hunger4 ,thy ,properties are like ,heat and ,cold which continually strive one against the other1 and can never unite4 ,,the ,,distressed ,,soul ,,said ,what then shall ,i do to bud forth again1 and recover the first ,life1 wherein ,i was at rest before ,i became an ,image8 ,,the ,,enlightened ,,soul ,,said ,thou shalt do nothing at all but forsake thy own ,will1 viz41 that which thou callest ,i1 or thyself4 ,by which means all thy evil properties will grow weak1 faint1 and ready to die2 and then thou wilt sink down again into that ,one ,thing from which thou art originally sprung4 ,for now thou liest captive in the ,creatures2 but if thy ,will forsaketh them1 they will die in thee1 with their evil inclinations1 which at present stay and hinder thee that thou canst not come to ,god4 ,but if thou takest this course1 thy ,god will meet thee with his infinite ,love1 which he hath manifested in ,christ ,jesus in the ,humanity1 or human ,nature4 ,and that will impart sap1 life and vigour to thee1 whereby thou mayst bud1 spring1 flourish again1 and rejoice in the ,living ,god1 as a branch growing on his true ,vine4 ,and so thou wilt at length recover the ,image of ,god1 and be delivered from that of the ,serpent4 ,then shalt thou come to be my brother and have fellowship with the ,angels4 ,,the ,,poor ,,soul ,,said ,how can ,i forsake my ,will1 so that the ,creatures which lodge therein may die1 seeing ,i must be in the ,world1 and also have need of it as long as ,i live8 ,,the ,,enlightened ,,soul ,,said ,now thou hast worldly power and riches1 which thou possesses6 as thy own1 to do what thou wilt with1 and regardest not how thou gettest or invest the same1 employing them in the service or indulgence of thy carnal and vain desires4 ,nay though thou seest the poor and needy wretch who wanteth thy help1 and is thy brother1 yet thou helpest him not1 but layest heavy burdens upon him1 by requiring more of him than his abilities will bear1 or his necessities afford1 and oppressest him1 by forcing him to spend his labour and sweat for thee and the gratification of thy voluptuous ,will4 ,thou art moreover proud and exultest over him1 and behavest roughly and sternly to him1 exalting thyself above him1 and making small account of him in respect of thyself4 ,then that poor oppressed brother of thine cometh1 and complaineth with sighs towards ,god1 that he cannot reap the benefit of his labours and pains1 but is forced by thee to live in misery4 ,by which sighings and groanings of his he raiseth up the wrath of ,god in thee1 which maketh thy flame and unquietness still the greater4 ,these are the ,creatures which thou art in love with1 and hast broken thyself off from ,god for their sakes1 and brought thy ,love into them or them into thy ,love1 so that they live therein4 ,thou nourishest and keepest them by continually receiving them into thy desire1 for they live in and by thy receiving them into thy mind1 because thou thereby bringest the lust of thy ,life into them4 ,they are but unclean and evil births and issues of the ,bestial ,nature1 which yet by thy receiving them in thy ,desire1 have gotten an ,image and formed themselves in thee4 ,and that ,image is a beast with four heads4 ,first1 ,pride4 ,secondly1 ,covetousness4 ,thirdly1 ,envy4 ,fourthly1 ,anger4 ,and in these four properties the ,foundation of ,hell consisteth1 which thou earnest in thee and about thee4 ,it is imprinted and engraven in thee1 and thou art wholly taken captive thereby4 ,for these properties live in thy ,natural ,life2 and thereby thou art severed from ,god1 neither canst thou ever come to him1 unless thou so forsake these evil ,creatures that they may die in thee4 ,but since thou desirest me to tell thee how to forsake thy own1 perverse creaturely ,will1 that the ,creatures might die1 and that yet thou mightest live with them in the ,world1 ,i must assure thee that there is but one way to do it1 which is narrow and straight1 and will be very hard and irksome to thee in the beginning1 but afterwards thou wilt walk in it cheerfully4 ,thou must seriously consider that in the course of this worldly life thou walkest in the ,anger of ,god and in the ,foundation of ,hell2 and that this is not thy true native country2 but that a ,christian should and must live in ,christ1 and in his walking truly follow him2 and that he cannot be a ,christian unless the ,spirit and ,power of ,christ so live in him that he becometh wholly subject to it4 ,now seeing the ,kingdom of ,christ is not of the world1 but in ,heaven1 therefore thou must be always in a continual ascension towards ,heaven1 if thou wilt follow ,christ2 though thy body must dwell among the ,creatures and use them4 ,the narrow way to which perpetual ascension into ,heaven and imitation of ,christ is this4 ,thou must despair of all thy own power and strength1 for in and by thy own thou canst not reach the ,gates of ,god1 and firmly purpose and resolve wholly to give thyself up to the ,mercy of ,god1 and to sink down with thy whole mind and reason into the ,passion and ,death of our ,lord ,jesus ,christ1 always desiring to persevere in the same and to die from all thy ,creatures therein4 ,also thou must resolve to watch and guard thy mind1 thoughts1 and inclinations that they admit no evil into them1 neither must thou suffer thyself to be held fast by temporal honour or profit4 ,thou must resolve likewise to put away from thee all ,unrighteousness and whatsoever else may hinder the freedom of thy motion and progress4 ,thy ,will must be wholly pure and fixed in a firm resolution never to return to its old idols any more1 but that thou wilt1 that very instant leave them1 and separate thy mind from them1 and enter into the sincere way of truth and righteousness1 according to the plain and full doctrine of ,christ4 ,and as thou dost thus purpose to forsake the enemies of thine own inward ,nature1 so thou must also forgive all thy outward enemies and resolve to meet them with thy ,love1 that there may be left no ,creature1 ,person1 or ,thing at all able to take hold of thy ,will and captivate it2 but that it may be sincere and purged from all ,creatures4 ,nay1 further1 if it should be required1 thou must be willing and ready to forsake all thy temporal honour and profit for ,christ's sake1 and regard nothing that is earthly so as to set thy heart and affections upon it2 but esteem thyself in whatsoever state1 degree and condition thou art1 as to worldly rank and riches1 to be but a servant of ,god1 and of thy fellow-,christians2 or as a steward in the office wherein thy ,lord hath placed thee4 ,all arrogance and self-exaltation must be humbled1 brought low1 and so annihilated that nothing of thine own or of any other ,creature may stay in thy ,will to bring the thoughts or imagination to be set upon it4 ,thou must also firmly impress it on thy mind that thou shalt certainly partake of the promised ,grace in the ,merit of ,jesus ,christ1 viz41 of his outflowing ,love1 which indeed is already in thee1 and which will deliver thee from thy ,creatures1 and enlighten thy ,will1 and kindle it with the ,flame of ,love1 whereby thou shalt have victory over the ,devil4 ,not as if thou couldst will or do anything in thy own strength1 but only enter into the suffering and resurrection of ,jesus ,christ1 and take them to thyself1 and with them assault and break in pieces the kingdom of the ,devil in thee4 ,thou must resolve to enter into this way this very hour1 and never to depart from it1 but willingly to submit thyself to ,god in all thy endeavours and doings1 that he may do with thee what he pleaseth4 ,when thy ,will is thus prepared and resolved1 it hath then broken through its own ,creatures1 and is sincere in the ,presence of ,god1 and clothed with the ,merits of ,jesus ,christ4 ,it may then freely go to the ,father with the ,prodigal ,son1 and fall down in his ,presence and pour forth its prayers2 and putting forth all its strength in this ,divine ,work1 confess its sins and disobedience2 and how far it hath departed from ,god4 ,this must be done not with bare words1 but with all its strength1 which indeed amounteth only to a strong purpose and resolution2 for the ,soul of itself hath no strength or power to effect any good work4 ,now when thou art thus ready1 and thy heavenly ,father shall see thee coming and returning to him in such repentance and humility1 he will inwardly speak to thee1 and say in thee2 ,behold1 this is my son which ,i had lost1 he was dead and is alive again4 ,and he will come to meet thee in thy mind with the ,grace and ,love of ,jesus ,christ1 and embrace thee with the beams of his ,love1 and kiss thee with his ,spirit and ,strength1 and then thou shalt receive ,grace to pour out thy confession before him and to pray powerfully4 ,this indeed is the right place where thou must wrestle in the ,light of his ,countenance4 ,and if thou standest resolutely here and shrinkest not back1 thou shalt see or feel great wonders4 ,for thou shalt find ,christ in thee assaulting ,hell1 and crushing thy ,beasts in pieces1 and that a great tumult and misery will arise in thee2 also thy secret undiscovered sins will then first awake and labour to separate thee from ,god1 and to keep thee back4 ,thus shalt thou truly find and feel how ,death and ,life fight one against the other1 and shalt understand by what passeth within thyself what ,heaven and ,hell are4 ,at all which be not moved1 but stand firm and shrink not2 for at length all thy ,creatures will grow faint1 weak1 and ready to die2 and then thy ,will shall wax stronger1 and be able to subdue and keep down the evil inclinations4 ,so shall thy ,will and ,mind ascend into ,heaven every day1 and thy ,creatures gradually die away4 ,thou wilt get a ,mind wholly new1 and begin to be a new ,creature1 and1 getting rid of the ,bestial ,deformity1 recover the ,divine ,image4 ,thus shalt thou be delivered from thy present ,anguish1 and return to thy original ,rest4 ,,the ,,poor ,,soul',s ,,practice ,then the poor ,soul began to practise this course with so much earnestness that it conceived it should get the victory presently1 but it found that the ,gates of ,heaven were shut against it in its own strength and power1 and it was1 as it were1 rejected and forsaken by ,god1 and received not so much as one look or glimpse of ,grace from him4 ,upon which it said to itself2 ,surely thou hast not sincerely submitted thyself to ,god4 ,desire nothing at all of him1 but only submit thyself to his judgment and condemnation1 that he may kill thy evil inclinations4 ,sink down into him beyond the ,limits of ,nature and ,creature1 and submit thyself to him1 that he may do with thee what he will1 for thou art not worthy to speak to him4 ,accordingly the ,soul took a resolution to sink down1 and to forsake its own will2 and when it had done so there fell upon it presently the greatest repentance that could be for the sins it had committed2 and it bewailed bitterly its ugly shape1 and was truly and deeply sorry that the evil ,creatures did dwell in it4 ,and because of its sorrow it could not speak one word more in the ,presence of ,god1 but in this repentance did consider the bitter ,passion and ,death of ,jesus ,christ1 viz41 what great anguish and torment he had suffered for its sake1 in order to deliver it out of its anguish1 and change it into the ,image of ,god4 ,in which consideration it wholly sank down1 and did nothing but complain of its ignorance and negligence1 and that it had not been thankful to its ,redeemer1 nor once considered the great love he had shown to it1 but had idly spent its time1 and not at all regarded how it might come to partake of his purchased and proffered ,grace2 but instead thereof had formed in itself the images and figures of earthly things1 with the vain lusts and pleasures of the ,world4 ,whereby it had gotten such bestial inclinations that now it must lie captive in great misery1 and for very shame dared not lift up its eyes to ,god1 ,who hid the light of his countenance from it and would not so much as look upon it4 ,and as it was thus sighing and crying it was drawn into the ,abyss or ,pit of ,horror1 and laid as it were at the ,gates of ,hell there to perish4 ,upon which the poor troubled ,soul was1 as it were1 bereft of sense1 and wholly forsaken1 so that it in a manner forgot all its doings1 and would willingly yield itself to ,death1 and cease to be a ,creature4 ,accordingly it did yield itself to ,death1 and desired nothing else but to die and perish in the ,death of its ,redeemer ,jesus ,christ1 who had suffered such torments and death for its sake4 ,and in this perishing it began to sigh and pray in itself very inwardly to the ,divine ,goodness1 and to sink down into the mere ,mercy of ,god4 ,upon this there suddenly appeared unto it the ,love of ,god1 as a great ,light which penetrated through it1 and made it exceedingly joyful4 ,it then began to pray aright1 and to thank the ,most ,high for such ,grace1 and to rejoice abundantly that it was delivered from the ,death and ,anguish of ,hell4 ,now it tasted of the ,sweetness of ,god1 and of his promised ,truth2 and how all the evil ,spirits which had harassed it before1 and kept it back from the ,grace1 ,love1 and inward ,presence of ,god1 were forced to depart from it4 ,the wedding of the ,lamb was now kept and solemnised1 that is1 the ,noble ,sophia espoused or betrothed herself to the ,soul1 and the ,seal-,ring of ,christ's victory was impressed into its ,essence1 and it was received to be a ,child and ,heir of ,god again4 ,when this was done the ,soul became very joyful1 and began to work in this new power1 and to celebrate with praise the wonders of ,god1 and thought thenceforth to walk continually in the same ,light1 ,strength1 and ,joy4 ,but it was soon assaulted3 from without by the shame and reproach of the ,world1 and from within by great temptation1 so that it began to doubt whether its ground was truly from ,god1 and whether it had really partaken of his ,grace4 ,for the accuser ,satan went to it1 and would fain lead it out of its course1 and make it doubtful whether it was the true way1 whispering thus to it inwardly2 ,this happy change in thy ,spirit is not from ,god1 but only from thy own imagination4 ,also the ,divine ,light retired in the ,soul1 and shone but in the inward ground1 as fire raked up in embers1 so that ,reason was perplexed1 and thought itself forsaken1 and the ,soul knew not what had happened to itself1 nor whether it had really and truly tasted of the heavenly gift or not4 ,yet it could not leave off struggling2 for the burning ,fire of ,love was sown in it1 which had raised in it a vehement and continual ,hunger and ,thirst after the ,divine ,sweetness4 ,so at length it began to pray aright1 and to humble itself in the ,presence of ,god1 and to examine and try its evil inclinations and thoughts1 and to put them away4 ,by which means the ,will of ,reason was broken1 and the evil inclinations inherent in it were killed and extirpated more and more4 ,this process was very severe and painful to the ,nature of the ,body1 for it made it faint and weak as if it had been very sick2 and yet it was no natural sickness that it had1 but only the melancholy of its earthly ,nature1 feeling and lamenting the destruction of its evil lusts4 ,now when the earthly ,reason found itself thus forsaken1 and the poor ,soul saw that it was despised outwardly and derided by the ,world1 because it would walk no longer in the way of ,wickedness and ,vanity2 and also that it was inwardly assaulted by the accuser ,satan1 who mocked it1 and continually set before it the beauty1 riches and glory of the ,world1 and called it a fool for not embracing them2 it began to think and say thus within itself3 ,o eternal ,god1 what shall ,i now do to come to ,rest8 ,,the ,,enlightened ,,soul ,,met ,,it ,,again ,,and ,,spoke ,,to ,,it ,while it was in this consideration1 the enlightened ,soul met with it again1 and said3 ,what ailest thou1 my ,brother1 that thou art so heavy and sad6 ,,the ,,distressed ,,soul ,,said ,i have followed thy counsel1 and thereby attained a ray or emanation of the ,divine ,sweetness1 but it is gone from me again1 and ,i am now deserted4 ,moreover ,i have outwardly very great trials and afflictions in the ,world1 for all my good friends forsake and scorn me2 and am also inwardly assaulted with anguish and doubt1 and know not what to do4 ,,the ,,enlightened ,,soul ,,said ,now ,i like thee very well2 for now our beloved ,lord ,jesus ,christ is performing that ,pilgrimage or ,process on ,earth with thee and in thee1 which he did himself when he was in this ,world1 who was continually reviled1 despised1 and evil spoken of1 and had nothing of his own in it2 and now thou bearest his mark or badge4 ,but do not wonder at it1 or think it strange2 for it must be so1 in order that thou mayst be tried1 refined1 and purified4 ,in this ,anguish and ,distress thou wilt necessarily hunger and cry after deliverance2 and by such ,hunger and ,prayer thou wilt attract ,grace to thee both from within and from without4 ,for thou must grow from above and from beneath to be the ,image of ,god again4 ,just as a young plant is agitated by the wind1 and must stand its ground in heat and cold1 drawing strength and virtue to it from above and from beneath by that agitation1 and must endure many a tempest1 and undergo much danger before it can come to be a tree and bring forth much fruit4 ,for through that agitation the virtue of the sun moveth in the plant1 whereby its wild properties come to be penetrated and tinctured with the solar virtue1 and grow thereby4 ,and this is the time wherein thou must play the part of a valiant soldier in the ,spirit of ,christ1 and co-operate thyself therewith4 ,for now the ,eternal ,father by his fiery ,power begetteth his ,son in thee1 who changeth the ,fire of the ,father1 namely1 the first ,principle1 or ,wrathful ,property of the ,soul1 into the ,flame of ,love1 so that out of ,fire and ,light 7viz4 ,wrath and ,love7 there cometh to be one ,essence1 ,being1 or ,substance1 which is the true ,temple of ,god4 ,and now thou shalt bud forth out of the ,vine ,christ1 in the ,vineyard of ,god1 and bring forth fruit in thy life1 and by assisting and instructing others1 show forth thy ,love in abundance1 as a good tree4 ,for ,paradise must then spring up again in thee1 through the ,wrath of ,god1 and ,hell be changed into ,heaven in thee4 ,therefore be not dismayed at the temptations of the ,devil1 who seeketh and striveth for the ,kingdom which he once had in thee1 but1 having now lost it1 must be confounded1 and depart from thee4 ,and he covereth thee outwardly with the shame and reproach of the ,world1 that his own shame may not be known1 and that thou mayst be hidden to the ,world4 ,for with thy ,new ,birth or regenerated ,nature thou art in the ,divine ,harmony in ,heaven4 ,be patient1 therefore1 and wait upon the ,lord1 and whatsoever shall befall thee1 take it all from his hands as intended by him for thy highest good4 ,and so the enlightened ,soul departed from it4 ,,the ,,distressed ,,soul',s ,,course ,the distressed ,soul began its course now under the patient ,suffering of ,christ1 and depending solely upon the ,strength and ,power of ,god in it1 entered into ,hope4 ,thenceforth it grew stronger every day1 and its evil inclinations died more and more in it4 ,so that it arrived at length to a high state or degree of ,grace2 and the ,gates of the ,divine ,revelation and the ,kingdom of ,heaven were opened to and manifested in it4 ,and thus the ,soul1 through ,repentance1 ,faith1 and ,prayer1 returned to its true ,rest1 and became a right and beloved ,child of ,god again2 to which may ,he of his infinite ,mercy help us all4 ,amen4 ,,turnbull ,,and ,,spears1 ,,printers1 ,,edinburgh4