,transcribed from the #ahde ,thomas ,nelson edition by ,david ,price1 email ccx#jgdpglaf4org ,picture3 ,picture of ,john ,bunyan ,,the ,,jerusalem ,,sinner ,,saved2 ,,or1 ,,good ,,news ,,for ,,the ,,vilest ,,of ,,men ,,beginning ,,at ,,jerusalem4--,luke xxiv4 #dg4 ,,the whole verse runs thus3 8,and that repentance and remission of sins should be preached in his name among all nations1 beginning at ,jerusalem40 ,the words were spoken by ,christ1 after he rose from the dead1 and they are here rehearsed after an historical manner1 but do contain in them a formal commission1 with a special clause therein4 ,the commission is1 as you see1 for the preaching of the gospel1 and is very distinctly inserted in the holy record by ,matthew and ,mark4 8,go teach all nations10 c4 8,go ye into all the world1 and preach the gospel unto every creature40 ,matt4 xxviii4 #ai2 ,mark xvi4 #ae4 ,only this cause is in special mentioned by ,luke1 who saith1 ,that as ,christ would have the doctrine of repentance and remission of sins preached in his name among all nations1 so he would have the people of ,jerusalem to have the first proffer thereof4 ,preach it1 saith ,christ1 in all nations1 but begin at ,jerusalem4 ,the apostles then1 though they had a commission so large as to give them warrant to go and preach the gospel in all the world1 yet by this clause they were limited as to the beginning of their ministry3 they were to begin this work at ,jerusalem4 8,beginning at ,jerusalem40 ,before ,i proceed to an observation upon the words1 ,i must 7but briefly7 touch upon two things3 namely1 ,i4 ,show you what ,jerusalem now was4 ,,ii4 ,show you what it was to preach the gospel to them4 ,i4 ,for the first1 ,jerusalem is to be considered1 either1 #a4 ,with respect to the descent of her people3 or1 #b4 ,with respect to her preference and exaltation3 or1 #c4 ,with respect to her present state1 as to her decays4 ,first1 ,as to her descent3 she was from ,abraham1 the sons of ,jacob1 a people that ,god singled out from the rest of the nations to set his love upon them4 ,secondly1 ,as to her preference or exaltation1 she was the place of ,god's worship1 and that which had in and with her the special tokens and signs of ,god's favour and presence1 above any other people in the world4 ,hence the tribes went up to ,jerusalem to worship2 there was ,god's house1 ,god's high-priest1 ,god's sacrifices accepted1 and ,god's eye1 and ,god's heart perpetually2 ,psalm lxxvi4 #a1 #b2 ,psalm cxxii42 #a ,kings ix4 #c4 ,but1 ,thirdly1 ,we are to consider ,jerusalem also in her decays2 for as she is so considered1 she is the proper object of our text1 as will be further showed by and by4 ,jerusalem1 as ,i told you1 was the place and seat of ,god's worship1 but now decayed1 degenerated1 and apostatized4 ,the word1 the rule of worship1 was rejected of them1 and in its place they had put and set up their own traditions2 they had rejected also the most weighty ordinances1 and put in the room thereof their own little things1 ,matt4 xv42 ,mark vii4 ,jerusalem was therefore now greatly backsliding1 and become the place where truth and true religion were much defaced4 ,it was also now become the very sink of sin and seat of hypocrisy1 and gulf where true religion was drowned4 ,here also now reigned presumption1 and groundless confidence in ,god1 which is the bane of souls4 ,amongst its rulers1 doctors1 and leaders1 envy1 malice1 and blasphemy vented itself against the power of godliness1 in all places where it was espied2 as also against the promoters of it2 yea1 their ,lord and ,maker could not escape them4 ,in a word1 ,jerusalem was now become the shambles1 the very slaughter-shop for saints4 ,this was the place wherein the prophets1 ,christ1 and his people1 were most horribly persecuted and murdered4 ,yea1 so hardened at this time was this ,jerusalem in her sins1 that she feared not to commit the biggest1 and to bind herself by wish under the guilt and damning evil of it2 saying1 when she had murdered the ,son of ,god1 8,his blood be upon us and our children40 ,and though ,jesus ,christ did1 both by doctrine1 miracles1 and holiness of life1 seek to put a stop to their villanies1 yet they shut their eyes1 stopped their ears1 and rested not1 till1 as was hinted before1 they had driven him out of the world4 ,yea1 that they might1 if possible1 have extinguished his name1 and exploded his doctrine out of the world1 they1 against all argument1 and in despite of ,heaven1 its mighty hand1 and undeniable proof of his resurrection1 did hire soldiers to invent a lie1 saying1 his disciples stole him away from the grave2 on purpose that men might not count him the ,saviour of the world1 nor trust in him for the remission of sins4 ,they were1 saith ,paul1 contrary to all men3 for they did not only shut up the door of life against themselves1 but forbade that it should be opened to any else4 8,forbidding us10 saith he1 8to preach to the ,gentiles1 that they might be saved1 to fill up their sins alway20 ,matt4 xxiii4 #ce2 chap4 xv4 #g-i2 ,mark vii4 #f-h2 ,matt4 iii4 #g-i2 ,john viii4 #cc1 #da2 ,matt4 xxvii4 #ah2 ,mark iii4 #cj2 ,matt4 xxiii4 #cg2 ,luke xiii4 #cc1 #cd2 ,matt4 xxvii4 #be2 chap4 xx4 #aa-af2 #a ,thess4 ii4 #ad-af4 ,this is the city1 and these are the people2 this is their character1 and these are their sins3 nor can there be produced their parallel in all this world4 ,nay1 what world1 what people1 what nation1 for sin and transgression1 could1 or can be compared to ,jerusalem6 especially if you join to the matter of fact the light they sinned against1 and the patience which they abused4 ,infinite was the wickedness upon this account which they committed4 ,after all their abusings of wise men1 and prophets1 ,god sent unto them ,john ,baptist1 to reduce them1 and then his ,son to redeem them2 but they would be neither reduced nor redeemed1 but persecuted both to the death4 ,nor did they1 as ,i said1 stop here2 the holy apostles they afterwards persecuted also to death1 even so many as they could2 the rest they drove from them unto the utmost corners4 ,,ii4 ,i come now to show you what it was to preach the gospel to them4 ,it was1 saith ,luke1 8to preach to them repentance and remission of sins0 in ,christ's name2 or1 as ,mark has it1 to bid them 8repent and believe the gospel10 ,mark i4 #ae2 not that repentance is a cause of remission1 but a sign of our hearty reception thereof4 ,repentance is therefore here put to intimate1 that no pretended faith of the gospel is good that is not accompanied with it3 and this he doth on purpose1 because he would not have them deceive themselves3 for with what faith can he expect remission of sins in the name of ,christ1 that is not heartily sorry for them8 ,or how shall a man be able to give to others a satisfactory account of his unfeigned subjection to the gospel1 that yet abides in his impenitency8 ,wherefore repentance is here joined with faith in the way of receiving the gospel4 ,faith is that without which it cannot be received at all2 and repentance that without which it cannot be received unfeignedly4 ,when therefore ,christ says1 he would have repentance and remission of sins preached in his name among all nations1 it is as much as to say1 ,i will that all men every where be sorry for their sins1 and accept of mercy at ,god's hand through me1 lest they fall under his wrath in the judgment4 ,for as ,i had said1 without repentance1 what pretence soever men have of faith1 they cannot escape the wrath to come4 ,wherefore ,paul saith1 ,god commands 8all men every where to repent10 7in order to their salvation71 8because he hath appointed a day in the which he will judge the world in righteousness by that man whom he hath ordained20 ,acts xvii4 #ca4 ,and now to come to this clause1 8,beginning at ,jerusalem20 that is1 that ,christ would have ,jerusalem have the first offer of the gospel4 #a4 ,this cannot be so commanded1 because they had now any more right of themselves thereto than had any of the nations of the world2 for their sins had divested them of all self-deservings4 #b4 ,nor yet1 because they stood upon the advance-ground with the worst of the sinners of the nations2 nay1 rather1 the sinners of the nations had the advance-ground of them3 for ,jerusalem was1 long before she had added this iniquity to her sin1 worse than the very nations that ,god cast out before the children of ,israel2 #b ,chron4 xxxiii4 #c4 ,it must therefore follow1 that this clause1 ,begin at ,jerusalem1 was put into this commission of mere grace and compassion1 even from the overflowings of the bowels of mercy2 for indeed they were the worst1 and so in the most deplorable condition of any people under the heavens4 ,whatever1 therefore1 their relation was to ,abraham1 ,isaac1 or ,jacob1 however they formerly had been the people among whom ,god had placed his name and worship1 they were now degenerated from ,god1 more than the nations were from their idols1 and were become guilty of the highest sins which the people of the world were capable of committing4 ,nay1 none can be capable of committing of such pardonable sins as they committed against their ,god1 when they slew his ,son1 and persecuted his name and word4 ,from these words1 therefore1 thus explained1 we gain this observation3 ,that ,jesus ,christ would have mercy offered in the first place to the biggest sinners4 ,that these ,jerusalem sinners were the biggest sinners that ever were in the world1 ,i think none will deny1 that believes that ,christ was the best man that ever was in the world1 and also was their ,lord ,god4 ,and that they were to have the first offer of his grace1 the text is as clear as the sun2 for it saith1 8,begin at ,jerusalem40 8,preach10 saith he1 8repentance and remission of sins0 to the ,jerusalem sinners3 to the ,jerusalem sinners in the first place4 ,one would a-thought1 since the ,jerusalem sinners were the worst and greatest sinners1 ,christ's greatest enemies1 and those that not only despised his person1 doctrine1 and miracles1 but that a little before had had their hands up to the elbows in his heart-blood1 that he should rather have said1 ,go into all the world1 and preach repentance and remission of sins among all nations2 and after that offer the same to ,jerusalem2 yea1 it had been infinite grace1 if he had said so4 ,but what grace is this1 or what name shall we give it1 when he commands that this repentance and remission of sins1 which is designed to be preached in all nations1 should first be offered to ,jerusalem1 in the first place to the worst of sinners6 ,nor was this the first time that the grace which was in the heart of ,christ thus shewed itself to the world4 ,for while he was yet alive1 even while he was yet in ,jerusalem1 and perceived even among these ,jerusalem sinners1 which was the most vile amongst them1 he still in his preaching did signify that he had a desire that the worst of these worst should in the first place come unto him4 ,the which he showeth1 where he saith to the better sort of them1 8,the publicans and harlots enter into the kingdom of ,god before you20 ,matt4 xxi4 #ca4 ,also when he compared ,jerusalem with the sinners of the nations1 then he commands that the ,jerusalem sinners should have the gospel at present confined to them4 8,go not10 saith he1 8into the way of the ,gentiles1 and into any of the cities of the ,samaritans enter ye not2 but go rather to the lost sheep of the house of ,israel20 ,matt4 x4 #e1 #f2 chap4 xxiii4 #cg2 but go rather to them1 for they were in the most fearful plight4 ,these therefore must have the cream of the gospel1 namely1 the first offer thereof in his lifetime3 yea1 when he departed out of the world1 he left this as part of his last will with his preachers1 that they also should offer it first to ,jerusalem4 ,he had a mind1 a careful mind1 as it seems1 to privilege the worst of sinners with the first offer of mercy1 and to take from among them a people to be the first fruits unto ,god and to the ,lamb4 ,the #aeth of ,luke also is famous for this1 where the ,lord ,jesus takes more care1 as appears there by three parables1 for the lost sheep1 lost groat1 and the prodigal son1 than for the other sheep1 the other pence1 or for the son that said he had never transgressed1 yea1 he shows that there is joy in heaven1 among the angels of ,god1 at the repentance of one sinner1 more than over ninety and nine just persons1 which need no repentance2 ,luke xv4 ,after this manner therefore the mind of ,christ was set on the salvation of the biggest sinners in his lifetime4 ,but join to this1 this clause1 which he carefully put into the apostles' commission to preach1 when he departed hence to the ,father1 and then you shall see that his heart was vehemently set upon it2 for these were part of his last words with them1 ,preach my gospel to all nations1 but see that you begin at ,jerusalem4 ,nor did the apostles overlook this clause when their ,lord was gone into heaven3 they went first to them of ,jerusalem1 and preached ,christ's gospel to them3 they abode also there for a season and time1 and preached it to no body else1 for they had regard to the commandment of their ,lord4 ,and it is to be observed1 namely1 that the first sermon which they preached after the ascension of ,christ1 it was preached to the very worst of these ,jerusalem sinners1 even to these that were the murderers of ,jesus ,christ1 ,acts ii4 #bc1 for these are part of the sermon3 8,ye took him1 and by wicked hands have crucified and slain him40 ,yea1 the next sermon1 and the next1 and also the next to that1 was preached to the self-same murderers1 to the end they might be saved2 ,acts iii4 #ad-af2 chap4 iv4 #aj1 #aa2 chap4 v4 #cj2 chap4 vii4 #eb4 ,but we will return to the first sermon that was preached to these ,jerusalem sinners1 by which will be manifest more than great grace1 if it be duly considered4 ,for after that ,peter1 and the rest of the apostles1 had1 in their exhortation1 persuaded these wretches to believe that they had killed the ,prince of life1 and after they had duly fallen under the guilt of their murder1 saying1 8,men and brethren1 what shall we do80 he replies1 by an universal tender to them all in general1 considering them as ,christ's killers1 that if they were sorry for what they had done1 and would be baptized for the remission of their sins in his name1 they should receive the gift of the ,holy ,ghost2 ,acts ii4 #cg1 #ch4 ,this he said to them all1 though he knew that they were such sinners4 ,yea1 he said it without the least stick or stop1 or pause of spirit1 as to whether he had best to say so or no4 ,nay1 so far off was ,peter from making an objection against one of them1 that by a particular clause in his exhortation1 he endeavours1 that not one of them may escape the salvation offered4 8,repent10 saith he1 8and be baptized every one of you40 ,i shut out never a one of you2 for ,i am commanded by my ,lord to deal with you1 as it were1 one by one1 by the word of his salvation4 ,but why speaks he so particularly8 ,oh6 there were reasons for it4 ,the people with whom the apostles were now to deal1 as they were murderers of our ,lord1 and to be charged in the general with his blood1 so they had their various and particular acts of villany in the guilt thereof1 now lying upon their consciences4 ,and the guilt of these their various and particular acts of wickedness1 could not perhaps be reached to a removal thereof1 but by this particular application4 ,repent every one of you2 be baptized every one of you1 in his name1 for the remission of sins1 and you shall1 every one of you1 receive the gift of the ,holy ,ghost4 ,object4 ,but ,i was one of them that plotted to take away his life4 ,may ,i be saved by him8 ,peter4 ,every one of you4 ,object4 ,but ,i was one of them that bare false witness against him4 ,is there grace for me8 ,peter4 ,for every one of you4 ,object4 ,but ,i was one of them that cried out1 ,crucify him1 crucify him2 and desired that ,barabbas the murderer might live1 rather than him4 ,what will become of me1 think you8 ,peter4 ,i am to preach repentance and remission of sins to every one of you1 says ,peter4 ,object4 ,but ,i was one of them that did spit in his face when he stood before his accusers4 ,i also was one that mocked him1 when in anguish he hanged bleeding on the tree4 ,is there room for me8 ,peter4 ,for every one of you1 says ,peter4 ,object4 ,but ,i was one of them that in his extremity said1 give him gall and vinegar to drink4 ,why may not ,i expect the same when anguish and guilt is upon me8 ,peter4 ,repent of these your wickednesses1 and here is remission of sins for every one of you4 ,object4 ,but ,i railed on him1 ,i reviled him1 ,i hated him1 ,i rejoiced to see him mocked at by others4 ,can there be hopes for me8 ,peter4 ,there is for every one of you4 8,repent and be baptised every one of you in the name of ,jesus ,christ1 for the remission of sins1 and ye shall receive the gift of the ,holy ,ghost40 ,oh6 what a blessed 8,every one of you10 is here6 ,how willing was ,peter1 and the ,lord ,jesus1 by his ministry1 to catch these murderers with the word of the gospel1 that they might be made monuments of the grace of ,god6 ,how unwilling1 ,i say1 was he1 that any of these should escape the hand of mercy6 ,yea1 what an amazing wonder it is to think1 that above all the world1 and above every body in it1 these should have the first offer of mercy6 8,beginning at ,jerusalem40 ,but was there not something of moment in this clause of the commission8 ,did not ,peter1 think you1 see a great deal in it1 that he should thus begin with these men1 and thus offer1 so particularly1 this grace to each particular man of them8 ,but1 as ,i told you1 this is not all2 these ,jerusalem sinners must have this offer again and again2 every one of them must be offered it over and over4 ,christ would not take their first rejection for a denial1 nor their second repulse for a denial2 but he will have grace offered once1 and twice1 and thrice1 to these ,jerusalem sinners4 ,is not this amazing grace8 ,christ will not be put off4 ,these are the sinners that are sinners indeed4 ,they are sinners of the biggest sort2 consequently such as ,christ can1 if they convert and be saved1 best serve his ends and designs upon4 ,of which more anon4 ,but what a pitch of grace is this6 ,christ is minded to amaze the world1 and to shew1 that he acteth not like the children of men4 ,this is that which he said of old4 8,i will not execute the fierceness of my wrath1 ,i will not return to destroy ,ephraim2 for ,i am ,god and not man20 ,hos4 xi4 #i4 ,this is not the manner of men2 men are shorter winded2 men are soon moved to take vengeance1 and to right themselves in a way of wrath and indignation4 ,but ,god is full of grace1 full of patience1 ready to forgive1 and one that delights in mercy4 ,all this is seen in our text4 ,the biggest sinners must first be offered mercy2 they must1 ,i say1 have the cream of the gospel offered unto them4 ,but we will a little proceed4 ,in the third chapter we find1 that they who escaped converting by the first sermon1 are called upon again1 to accept of grace and forgiveness1 for their murder committed upon the ,son of ,god4 ,you have killed1 yea1 8you have denied1 the holy one and the just1 and desired a murderer to be granted unto you2 and killed the ,prince of life40 ,mark1 he falls again upon the very men that actually were1 as you have it in the chapters following1 his very betrayers and murderers1 ,acts iii4 #ad1 #ae2 as being loath that they should escape the mercy of forgiveness2 and exhorts them again to repent1 that their sins might 8be blotted out20 verses #ai1 #bj4 ,again1 in the fourth chapter1 he charges them afresh with this murder1 ver4 #aj2 but withal tells them1 salvation is in no other4 ,then1 like a heavenly decoy1 he puts himself also among them1 to draw them the better under the net of the gospel2 saying1 8,there is none other name under heaven given among men1 whereby we must be saved20 ver4 #ab4 ,in the fifth chapter you find them railing at him1 because he continued preaching among them salvation in the name of ,jesus4 ,but he tells them1 that that very ,jesus whom they had slain and hanged on a tree1 him ,god had raised up1 and exalted to be a ,prince and a ,saviour1 to give repentance to ,israel1 and forgiveness of sins3 ver4 #bi-ca4 ,still insinuating1 that though they had killed him1 and to this day rejected him1 yet his business was to bestow upon them repentance and forgiveness of sins4 ',tis true1 after they began to kill again1 and when nothing but killing would serve their turn1 then they that were scattered abroad went every where preaching the word4 ,yet even some of them so hankered after the conversion of the ,jews1 that they preached the gospel only to them4 ,also the apostles still made their abode at ,jerusalem1 in hopes that they might yet let down their net for another draught of these ,jerusalem sinners4 ,neither did ,paul and ,barnabas1 who were the ministers of ,god to the ,gentiles1 but offer the gospel1 in the first place1 to those of them that for their wickedness were scattered like vagabonds among the nations2 yea1 and when they rendered rebellion and blasphemy for their service and love1 they replied1 it was necessary that the word of ,god should first have been spoken to them2 ,acts i4 #h2 chap4 xiii4 #df1 #dg4 ,nor was this their preaching unsuccessful among these people3 but the ,lord ,jesus so wrought with the word thus spoken1 that thousands of them came flocking to him for mercy4 ,three thousand of them closed with him at the first2 and afterwards two thousand more2 for now they were in number about five thousand2 whereas before sermons were preached to these murderers1 the number of the disciples was not above 8a hundred and twenty20 ,acts i4 #ae2 chap4 ii4 #da2 chap4 iv4 #d4 ,also among these people that thus flocked to him for mercy1 there was a 8great company of the priests20 chap4 vi4 #g4 ,now the priests were they that were the greatest of these biggest sinners2 they were the ringleaders1 they were the inventors and ringleaders in the mischief4 ,it was they that set the people against the ,lord ,jesus1 and that were the cause why the uproar increased1 until ,pilate had given sentence upon him4 8,the chief priests and elders10 says the text1 8persuaded 7the people7 the multitude10 that they should ask ,barabbas1 and destroy ,jesus2 ,matt4 xxvii4 #bj4 ,and yet behold the priests1 yea1 a great company of the priests1 became obedient to the faith4 ,oh the greatness of the grace of ,christ1 that he should be thus in love with the souls of ,jerusalem sinners6 that he should be thus delighted with the salvation of the ,jerusalem sinners6 that he should not only will that his gospel should be offered them1 but that it should be offered unto them first1 and before other sinners were admitted to a hearing of it4 8,begin at ,jerusalem40 ,were this doctrine well believed1 where would there be a place for a doubt1 or a fear of the damnation of the soul1 if the sinner be penitent1 how bad a life soever he has lived1 how many soever in number are his sins8 ,but this grace is hid from the eyes of men2 the devil hides it from them2 for he knows it is alluring1 he knows it has an attracting virtue in it3 for this is it that above all arguments can draw the soul to ,god4 ,i cannot help it1 but must let drop another word4 ,the first church1 the ,jerusalem church1 from whence the gospel was to be sent into all the world1 was a church made up of ,jerusalem sinners4 ,these great sinners were here the most shining monuments of the exceeding grace of ,god4 ,thus you see ,i have proved the doctrine2 and that not only by showing you that this was the practice of the ,lord ,jesus ,christ in his lifetime1 but his last will when he went up to ,god2 saying1 ,begin to preach at ,jerusalem4 ,yea1 it is yet further manifested1 in that when his ministers first began to preach there1 he joined his power to the word1 to the converting of thousands of his betrayers and murderers1 and also many of the ringleading priests to the faith4 ,i shall now proceed1 and shall show you1 #a4 ,the reasons of the point3 #b4 ,and then make some application of the whole4 ,the observation1 you know1 is this3 ,jesus ,christ would have mercy offered1 in the first place1 to the biggest sinners1 to the ,jerusalem sinners3 8,preach repentance1 and remission of sins1 in my name1 among all nations1 beginning at ,jerusalem40 ,the reasons of the point are3 ,first1 ,because the biggest sinners have most need thereof4 ,he that has most need1 reason says1 should be helped first4 ,i mean1 when a helping hand is offered1 and now it is3 for the gospel of the grace of ,god is sent to help the world2 ,acts xvi4 #i4 ,but the biggest sinner has most need4 ,therefore1 in reason1 when mercy is sent down from heaven to men1 the worst of men should have the first offer of it4 8,begin at ,jerusalem40 ,this is the reason which the ,lord ,christ himself renders1 why in his lifetime he left the best1 and turned him to the worst2 why he sat so loose from the righteous1 and stuck so close to the wicked4 8,the whole10 saith he1 8have no need of the physician1 but the sick4 ,i came not to call the righteous1 but sinners to repentance20 ,mark ii4 #ae-dg4 ,above you read1 that the scribes and pharisees said to his disciples1 8,how is it that he eateth and drinketh with publicans and sinners80 ,alas6 they did not know the reason3 but the ,lord renders them one1 and such an one as is both natural and cogent1 saying1 ,these have need1 most need4 ,their great necessity requires that ,i should be most friendly1 and show my grace first to them4 ,not that the other were sinless1 and so had no need of a ,saviour2 but the publicans and their companions were the biggest sinners2 they were1 as to view1 worse than the scribes2 and therefore in reason should be helped first1 because they had most need of a ,saviour4 ,men that are at the point to die have more need of the physician than they that are but now and then troubled with an heart-fainting qualm4 ,the publicans and sinners were1 as it were1 in the mouth of death2 death was swallowing of them down3 and therefore the ,lord ,jesus receives them first1 offers them mercy first4 8,the whole have no need of the physician1 but the sick4 ,i came not to call the righteous1 but sinners to repentance40 ,the sick1 as ,i said1 is the biggest sinner1 whether he sees his disease or not4 ,he is stained from head to foot1 from heart to life and conversation4 ,this man1 in every man's judgment1 has the most need of mercy4 ,there is nothing attends him from bed to board1 and from board to bed again1 but the visible characters1 and obvious symptoms1 of eternal damnation4 ,this therefore is the man that has need1 most need2 and therefore in reason should be helped in the first place4 ,thus it was with the people concerned in the text1 they were the worst of sinners1 ,jerusalem sinners1 sinners of the biggest size2 and therefore such as had the greatest need2 wherefore they must have mercy offered to them1 before it be offered any where else in the world4 8,begin at ,jerusalem10 offer mercy first to a ,jerusalem sinner4 ,this man has most need1 he is farthest from ,god1 nearest to hell1 and so one that has most need4 ,this man's sins are in number the most1 in cry the loudest1 in weight the heaviest1 and consequently will sink him soonest3 wherefore he has most need of mercy4 ,this man is shut up in ,satan's hand1 fastest bound in the cords of his sins3 one that justice is whetting his sword to cut off2 and therefore has most need1 not only of mercy1 but that it should be extended to him in the first place4 ,but a little further to show you the true nature of this reason1 to wit1 ,that ,jesus ,christ would have mercy offered1 in the first place1 to the biggest sinners4 ,first1 ,mercy ariseth from the bowels and compassion1 from pity1 and from a feeling of the condition of those in misery4 8,in his love1 and in his pity1 he saveth us40 ,and again1 8,the ,lord is pitiful1 very pitiful1 and of great mercy20 ,isa4 lxiii4 #i2 ,james v4 #aa4 ,now1 where pity and compassion is1 there is yearning of bowels2 and where there is that1 there is a readiness to help4 ,and1 ,i say again1 the more deplorable and dreadful the condition is1 the more directly doth bowels and compassion turn themselves to such1 and offer help and deliverance4 ,all this flows from our first scripture proof2 ,i came to call them that have need2 to call them first1 while the rest look on and murmur4 8,how shall ,i give thee up1 ,ephraim80 ,ephraim was a revolter from ,god1 a man that had given himself up to devilism3 a company of men1 the ten tribes1 that worshipped devils1 while ,judah kept with his ,god4 8,but how shall ,i give thee up1 ,ephraim8 ,how shall ,i deliver thee1 ,israel8 ,how shall ,i make thee as ,admah8 ,how shall ,i set thee as ,zeboim8 7and yet thou art worse than they3 nor has ,samaria committed half thy sins72 ,ezek4 xvi4 #df-ea4 ,my heart is turned within me1 and my repentings are kindled together20 ,hos4 xi4 #h4 ,but where do you find that ever the ,lord did thus yearn in his bowels for and after any self-righteous man8 ,no1 no2 they are the publicans and harlots1 idolaters and ,jerusalem sinners1 for whom his bowels thus yearn and tumble about within him3 for1 alas6 poor worms1 they have most need of mercy4 ,had not the good ,samaritan more compassion for that man that fell among thieves 7though that fall was occasioned by his going from the place where they worshipped ,god1 to ,jericho1 the cursed city7 than we read he had for any other besides8 ,his wine was for him1 his oil was for him1 his beast for him2 his penny1 his care1 and his swaddling bands for him2 for alas6 wretch1 he had most need2 ,luke x4 #cj-ce4 ,zaccheus the publican1 the chief of the publicans1 one that had made himself the richer by wronging of others2 the ,lord at that time singled him out from all the rest of his brother publicans1 and that in the face of many ,pharisees1 and proclaimed in the audience of them all1 that that day salvation was come to his house2 ,luke xix4 #a-h4 ,the woman also that had been bound down by ,satan for eighteen years together1 his compassions putting him upon it1 he loosed her1 though those that stood by snarled at him for so doing2 ,luke xiii4 #aa-ac1 ,and why the woman of ,sarepta1 and why ,naaman the ,syrian1 rather than widows and lepers in ,israel1 but because their conditions were more deplorable1 7for that7 they were most forlorn1 and farthest from help2 ,luke iv4 #be1 #bg4 ,but ,i say1 why all these1 thus named8 why have we not a catalogue of some holy men that were so in their own eyes1 and in the judgment of the world8 ,alas if at any time any of them are mentioned1 how seemingly coldly doth the record of scripture present them to us8 ,nicodemus1 a night professor1 and ,simon the pharisee1 with his fifty pence2 and their great ignorance of the methods of grace1 we have now and then touched upon4 ,mercy seems to be out of his proper channel1 when it deals with self-righteous men2 but then it runs with a full stream when it extends itself to the biggest sinners4 ,as ,god's mercy is not regulated by man's goodness1 nor obtained by man's worthiness2 so not much set out by saving of any such4 ,but more of this anon4 ,and here let me ask my reader a question3 suppose that as thou art walking by some pond side1 thou shouldst espy in it four or five children all in danger of drowning1 and one in more danger than all the rest1 judge which has most need to be helped out first8 ,i know thou wilt say1 he that is nearest drowning4 ,why1 this is the case2 the bigger sinner1 the nearer drowning2 therefore the bigger sinner the more need of mercy2 yea1 of help by mercy in the first place4 ,and to this our text agrees1 when it saith1 8,beginning at ,jerusalem40 ,let the ,jerusalem sinner1 says ,christ1 have the first offer1 the first invitation1 the first tender of my grace and mercy1 for he is the biggest sinner1 and so has most need thereof4 ,secondly1 ,christ ,jesus would have mercy offered in the first place to the biggest sinners1 because when they1 any of them1 receive it1 it redounds most to the fame of his name4 ,christ ,jesus1 as you may perceive1 has put himself under the term of a physician1 a doctor for curing of diseases3 and you know that applause and fame1 are things that physicians much desire4 ,that is it that helps them to patients1 and that also that will help their patients to commit themselves to their skill for cure1 with the more confidence and repose of spirit4 ,and the best way for a doctor or physician to get himself a name1 is1 in the first place1 to take in hand1 and cure some such as all others have given off for lost and dead4 ,physicians get neither name nor fame by pricking of wheals1 or pricking out thistles1 or by laying of plaisters to the scratch of a pin2 every old woman can do this4 ,but if they would have a name and a fame1 if they will have it quickly they must1 as ,i said1 do some great and desperate cures4 ,let them fetch one to life that was dead2 let them recover one to his wits that was mad2 let them make one that was born blind to see2 or let them give ripe wits to a fool2 these are notable cures1 and he that can do thus1 and if he doth thus first1 he shall have the name and fame he desires2 he may lie a-bed till noon4 ,why1 ,christ ,jesus forgiveth sins for a name1 and so begets of himself a good report in the hearts of the children of men4 ,and therefore in reason he must be willing1 as also he did command1 that his mercy should be offered first to the biggest sinners4 8,i will forgive their sins1 iniquities1 and transgressions10 says he1 8and it shall turn to me for a name of joy1 and a praise and an honour1 before all the nations of the earth20 ,jer4 xxxiii4 #h1 #i4 ,and hence it is1 that at his first appearing he took upon him to do such mighty works3 he got a fame thereby1 he got a name thereby2 ,matt4 iv4 #bc1 #bd4 ,when ,christ had cast the legion of devils out of the man of whom you read1 ,mark v41 he bid him go home to his friends1 and tell it3 8,go home10 saith he1 8to thy friends1 and tell them how great things ,god has done for thee1 and has had compassion on thee20 ,mark v4 #ai4 ,christ ,jesus seeks a name1 and desireth a fame in the world2 and therefore1 or the better to obtain that1 he commands that mercy should first be proffered to the biggest sinners1 because1 by the saving of one of them he makes all men marvel4 ,as 'tis said of the man last mentioned1 whom ,christ cured towards the beginning of his ministry3 8,and he departed10 says the text1 8and began to publish in ,decapolis1 how great things ,jesus had done for him2 and all men did marvel10 ver4 #bj4 ,when ,john told ,christ1 that they saw one casting out devils in his name1 and they forbade him1 because he followed not with them1 what is the answer of ,christ8 8,forbid him not3 for there is no man which shall do a miracle in my name1 that can lightly speak evil of me40 ,no2 they will rather cause his praise to be heard1 and his name to be magnified1 and so put glory on the head of ,christ4 ,but we will follow a little our metaphor3 ,christ1 as ,i said1 has put himself under the term of a physician2 consequently he desireth that his fame1 as to the salvation of sinners1 may spread abroad1 and that the world may see what he can do4 ,and to this end1 he has not only commanded1 that the biggest sinners should have the first offer of his mercy1 but has1 as physicians do1 put out his bills1 and published his doings1 that things may be read and talked of4 ,yea1 he has moreover1 in these his blessed bills1 the holy scriptures ,i mean1 inserted the very names of persons1 the places of their abode1 and the great cures that1 by the means of his salvations1 he has wrought upon them to this very end4 ,here is1 ,item1 such a one1 by my grace and redeeming blood1 was made a monument of everlasting life2 and such a one1 by my perfect obedience1 became an heir of glory4 ,and then he produceth their names4 ,item1 ,i saved ,lot from the guilt and damnation that he had procured to himself by his incest4 ,item1 ,i saved ,david from the vengeance that belonged to him for committing of adultery and murder4 ,here is also ,solomon1 ,manasseh1 ,peter1 ,magdalen1 and many others1 made mention of in this book4 ,yea1 here are their names1 their sins1 and their salvations recorded together1 that you may read and know what a ,saviour he is1 and do him honour in the world4 ,for why are these things thus recorded1 but to show to sinners what he can do1 to the praise and glory of his grace8 ,and it is observable1 as ,i said before1 we have but very little of the salvation of little sinners mentioned in ,god's book1 because that would not have answered the design1 to wit1 to bring glory and fame to the name of the ,son of ,god4 ,what should be the reason1 think you1 why ,christ should so easily take a denial of the great ones1 that were the grandeur of the world1 and struggle so hard for hedge-creepers and highwaymen 7as that parable1 ,luke xiv41 seems to import he doth71 but to show forth the riches of the glory of his grace to his praise8 ,this ,i say1 is one reason to be sure4 ,they that had their grounds1 their yoke of oxen1 and their marriage joys1 were invited to come2 but they made their excuse1 and that served the turn4 ,but when he comes to deal with the worst1 he saith to his servants1 ,go ye out and bring them in hither4 8,go out quickly1 and bring in hither the poor1 the maimed1 the halt1 and the blind40 ,and they did so3 and he said again1 8,go out into the highways and hedges1 and compel them to come in1 that my house may be filled20 ,luke xiv4 #ah1 #ai1 #bc4 ,these poor1 lame1 maimed1 blind1 hedge-creepers and highwaymen1 must come in1 must be forced in4 ,these1 if saved1 will make his merits shine4 ,when ,christ was crucified1 and hanged up between the earth and heavens1 there were two thieves crucified with him2 and behold1 he lays hold of one of them and will have him away with him to glory4 ,was not this a strange act1 and a display of unthought of grace8 ,were there none but thieves there1 or were the rest of that company out of his reach8 ,could he not1 think you1 have stooped from the cross to the ground1 and have laid hold on some honester man if he would8 ,yes1 doubtless4 ,oh6 but then he would not have displayed his grace1 nor so have pursued his own designs1 namely1 to get to himself a praise and a name3 but now he has done it to purpose4 ,for who that shall read this story1 but must confess1 that the ,son of ,god is full of grace2 for a proof of the riches thereof1 he left behind him1 when upon the cross he took the thief away with him to glory4 ,nor can this one act of his be buried2 it will be talked of to the end of the world to his praise4 8,men shall speak of the might of thy terrible acts1 and will declare thy greatness2 they shall abundantly utter the memory of thy great goodness1 and shall sing of thy righteousness4 ,they shall speak of the glory of thy kingdom1 and talk of thy power2 to make known to the sons of men his mighty acts1 and the glorious majesty of his kingdom20 ,psalm cxlv4 #f-ab4 ,when the word of ,god came among the conjurers and those soothsayers that you read of1 ,acts xix41 and had prevailed with some of them to accept of the grace of ,christ1 the ,holy ,ghost records it with a boast1 for that it would redound to his praise1 saying1 8,and many of them that used curious arts1 brought their books together1 and burned them before all men3 and counted the price of them1 and found it fifty thousand pieces of silver4 ,so mightily grew the word of ,god1 and prevailed20 ,acts xix4 #ai1 #bj4 ,it wrenched out of the clutches of ,satan some of those of whom he thought himself most sure4 8,so mightily grew the word of ,god40 ,it grew mightily1 it encroached upon the kingdom of the devil4 ,it pursued him1 and took the prey2 it forced him to let go his hold3 it brought away captive1 as prisoners taken by force of arms1 some of the most valiant of his army3 it fetched back from1 as it were1 the confines of hell1 some of those that were his most trusty1 and that with hell had been at an agreement3 it made them come and confess their deeds1 and burn their books before all men3 8,so mightily grew the word of ,god1 and prevailed40 ,thus1 therefore1 you see why ,christ will have mercy offered in the first place to the biggest sinners2 they have most need thereof2 and this is the most ready way to extol his name that rideth upon the heavens to our help4 ,but1 ,thirdly1 ,christ ,jesus would have mercy offered in the first place to the biggest sinners1 because by their forgiveness and salvation1 others hearing of it1 will be encouraged the more to come to him for life4 ,for the physician1 by curing the most desperate at the first1 doth not only get himself a name1 but begets encouragement in the minds of other diseased folk to come to him for help4 ,hence you read of our ,lord1 that after1 through his tender mercy1 he had cured many of great diseases1 his fame was spread abroad1 8,they brought unto him all sick people that were taken with divers diseases and torments1 and those which were possessed with devils1 and those which were lunatic1 and those that had the palsy1 and he healed them4 ,and there followed him great multitudes of people from ,galilee1 and ,decapolis1 and ,jerusalem1 and ,judea1 and from beyond ,jordan20 ,matt4 iv4 #bd1 #be4 ,see here1 he first by working gets himself a fame1 a name1 and renown1 and now men take encouragement1 and bring from all quarters their diseased to him1 being helped1 by what they had heard1 to believe that their diseased should be healed4 ,now1 as he did with those outward cures1 so he does in the proffers of his grace and mercy3 he proffers that in the first place to the biggest sinners1 that others may take heart to come to him to be saved4 ,i will give you a scripture or two1 ,i mean to show you that ,christ1 by commanding that his mercy should in the first place be offered to the biggest of sinners1 has a design thereby to encourage and provoke others to come also to him for mercy4 8,god10 saith ,paul1 8who is rich in mercy1 for his great love wherewith he loved us1 even when we were dead in sins1 hath quickened us together with ,christ 7by grace ye are saved72 and hath raised us up together1 and made us sit together in heavenly places in ,christ ,jesus40 ,but why did he do all this8 8,that in the ages to come he might shew the exceeding riches of his grace in his kindness towards us through ,christ ,jesus20 ,eph4 ii4 #d-g4 ,see1 here is a design2 ,god lets out his mercy to ,ephesus of design1 even to shew to the ages to come the exceeding riches of his grace1 in his kindness to them through ,christ ,jesus4 ,and why to shew by these the exceeding riches of his grace to the ages to come1 through ,christ ,jesus1 but to allure them1 and their children also1 to come to him1 and to partake of the same grace through ,christ ,jesus8 ,but what was ,paul1 and the ,ephesian sinners8 7of ,paul we will speak anon74 ,these ,ephesian sinners1 they were men dead in sins1 men that walked according to the dictates and motions of the devil2 worshippers of ,diana1 that effeminate goddess2 men far off from ,god1 aliens and strangers to all good things2 such as were far off from that1 as ,i said1 and consequently in a most deplorable condition4 ,as the ,jerusalem sinners were of the highest sort among the ,jews1 so these ,ephesian sinners were of the highest sort among the ,gentiles2 ,eph4 ii4 #a-c1 #aa1 #ab2 ,acts xix4 #ce4 ,wherefore as by the ,jerusalem sinners1 in saving them first1 he had a design to provoke others to come to him for mercy1 so the same design is here set on foot again1 in his calling and converting the ,ephesian sinners1 8,that in the ages to come he might shew the exceeding riches of his grace10 says he1 8in his kindness towards us through ,christ ,jesus40 ,there is yet one hint behind4 ,it is said that ,god saved these for his love2 that is1 as ,i think1 for the setting forth1 for the commendations of his love1 for the advance of his love1 in the hearts and minds of them that should come after4 ,as who should say1 ,god has had mercy upon1 and been gracious to you1 that he might shew to others1 for their encouragement1 that they have ground to come to him to be saved4 ,when ,god saves one great sinner1 it is to encourage another great sinner to come to him for mercy4 ,he saved the thief1 to encourage thieves to come to him for mercy2 he saved ,magdalen1 to encourage other ,magdalens to come to him for mercy2 he saved ,saul1 to encourage ,sauls to come to him for mercy2 and this ,paul himself doth say1 8,for this cause10 saith he1 8,i obtained mercy1 that in me first ,jesus ,christ might shew forth all long-suffering for a pattern to them which should hereafter believe on him to life everlasting20 #a ,tim4 i4 #af4 ,how plain are the words6 ,christ1 in saving of me1 has given to the world a pattern of his grace1 that they might see and believe1 and come1 and be saved2 that they that are to be born hereafter might believe on ,jesus ,christ to life everlasting4 ,but what was ,paul8 ,why1 he tells you himself2 ,i am1 says he1 the chief of sinners3 ,i was1 says he1 a blaspheme2 a persecutor1 an injurious person2 but ,i obtained mercy2 #a ,tim4 i4 #ad1 #ae4 ,ay1 that is well for you1 ,paul2 but what advantage have we thereby8 ,oh1 very much1 saith he2 for1 8for this cause ,i obtained mercy1 that in me first1 ,jesus ,christ might shew all long-suffering for a pattern to them which shall believe on him to life everlasting40 ,thus1 therefore1 you see that this third reason is of strength1 namely1 that ,jesus ,christ would have mercy offered in the first place to the biggest sinners1 because1 by their forgiveness and salvation1 others1 hearing of it1 will be encouraged the more to come to him for mercy4 ,it may well therefore be said to ,god1 ,thou delightest in mercy1 and mercy pleases thee2 ,mich4 vii4 #ah4 ,but who believes that this was ,god's design in shewing mercy of old--namely1 that we that come after might take courage to come to him for mercy2 or that ,jesus ,christ would have mercy offered in the first place to the biggest sinners1 to stir up others to come to him for life8 ,this is not the manner of men1 ,o ,god6 ,but ,david saw this betimes2 therefore he makes this one argument with ,god1 that he would blot out his transgressions1 that he would forgive his adultery1 his murders1 and horrible hypocrisy4 ,do it1 ,o ,lord1 saith he1 do it1 and 8then will ,i teach transgressors thy ways1 and sinners shall be converted unto thee20 ,psalm li4 #g-ac4 ,he knew that the conversion of sinners would be a work highly pleasing to ,god1 as being that which he had designed before he made mountain or hill3 wherefore he comes1 and he saith1 ,save me1 ,o ,lord2 if thou wilt but save me1 ,i will fall in with thy design2 ,i will help to bring what sinners to thee ,i can4 ,and1 ,lord1 ,i am willing to be made a preacher myself2 for that ,i have been a horrible sinner3 wherefore1 if thou shalt forgive my great transgressions1 ,i shall be a fit man to tell of thy wondrous grace to others4 ,yea1 ,lord1 ,i dare promise1 that if thou wilt have mercy upon me1 it shall tend to the glory of thy grace1 and also to the increase of thy kingdom2 for ,i will tell it1 and sinners will hear on't4 ,and there is nothing so suiteth with the hearing sinner as mercy1 and to be informed that ,god is willing to bestow it upon him4 8,i will teach transgressors thy ways1 and sinners shall be converted unto thee40 ,nor will ,christ ,jesus miss of his design in proffering of mercy in the first place to the biggest sinners4 ,you know what work the ,lord1 by laying hold of the woman of ,samaria1 made among the people there4 ,they knew that she was a town sinner1 an adulteress1 yea1 one that after the most audacious manner lived in uncleanness with a man that was not her husband3 but when she1 from a turn upon her heart1 went into the city1 and said to her neighbours1 8,come10 ,oh how they came6 how they flocked out of the city to ,jesus ,christ6 8,then they went out of the city1 and came to him40 8,and many of the ,samaritans 7people perhaps as bad as herself7 believed on him1 for the saying of the woman1 which testified1 saying1 he told me all that ever ,i did20 ,john iv4 #ci4 ,that word1 8,he told me all that ever ,i did10 was a great argument with them2 for by that they gathered1 that though he knew her to be vile1 yet he did not despise her1 nor refuse to shew how willing he was to communicate his grace unto her2 and this fetched over1 first her1 then them4 ,this woman1 as ,i said1 was a ,samaritan sinner1 a sinner of the worst complexion3 for the ,jews abhorred to have ought to do with them1 ver4 #i2 wherefore none more fit than she to be made one of the decoys of heaven1 to bring others of these ,samaritan wild-fowls under the net of the grace of ,christ4 ,and she did the work to purpose4 ,many1 and many more of the ,samaritans believed on him2 ver4 #dj-db4 ,the heart of man1 though set on sin1 will1 when it comes once to a persuasion that ,god is willing to have mercy upon us1 incline to come to ,jesus ,christ for life4 ,witness those turn-aways from ,god that you also read of in ,jeremiah2 for after they had heard three or four times over1 that ,god had mercy for backsliders1 they broke out1 and said1 8,behold1 we come unto thee1 for thou art the ,lord our ,god40 ,or as those in ,hosea did1 8,for in thee the fatherless find mercy20 ,jer4 iii4 #bb2 ,hos4 xiv4 #a-c4 ,mercy1 and the revelation thereof1 is the only antidote against sin4 ,it is of a thawing nature2 it will loose the heart that is frozen up in sin2 yea1 it will make the unwilling willing to come to ,jesus ,christ for life4 ,wherefore1 do you think1 was it that ,jesus ,christ told the adulterous woman1 and that before so many sinners1 that he had not condemned her1 but to allure her1 with them there present1 to hope to find favour at his hands8 7,as he also saith in another place1 8,i came not to judge1 but to save the world407 ,for might they not thence most rationally conclude1 that if ,jesus ,christ had rather save than damn an harlot1 there was encouragement for them to come to him for mercy4 ,i heard once a story from a soldier1 who with his company had laid siege against a fort1 that so long as the besieged were persuaded their foes would shew them no favour1 they fought like madmen2 but when they saw one of their fellows taken1 and received to favour1 they all came tumbling down from their fortress1 and delivered themselves into their enemies' hands4 ,i am persuaded1 did men believe that there is that grace and willingness in the heart of ,christ to save sinners1 as the word imports there is1 they would come tumbling into his arms3 but ,satan has blinded their minds1 that they cannot see this thing4 ,howbeit1 the ,lord ,jesus has1 as ,i said1 that others might take heart and come to him1 given out a commandment1 that mercy should in the first place be offered to the biggest sinners4 8,begin10 saith he1 8at ,jerusalem40 ,and thus ,i end the third reason4 ,fourthly1 ,jesus ,christ would have mercy offered in the first place to the biggest sinners1 because that is the way1 if they receive it1 most to weaken the kingdom of ,satan1 and to keep it lowest in every age of the world4 ,the biggest sinners1 they are ,satan's colonels and captains1 the leaders of his people1 and they that most stoutly make head against the ,son of ,god4 ,wherefore let these first be conquered1 and his kingdom will be weak4 ,when ,ishbosheth had lost his ,abner1 his kingdom was made weak3 nor did he sit but tottering then upon his throne4 ,so when ,satan loseth his strong men1 them that are mighty to work iniquity1 and dexterous to manage others in the same1 then is his kingdom weak2 #b ,sam4 iii4 ,therefore1 ,i say1 ,christ doth offer mercy in the first place to such1 the more to weaken his kingdom4 ,christ ,jesus was glad to see ,satan fall like lightning from heaven1 that is1 suddenly or head long2 and it was1 surely1 by casting of him out of strong possessions1 and by recovering of some notorious sinners out of his clutches2 ,luke x4 #ag-ai4 ,samson1 when he would pull down the ,philistines temple1 took hold of the two main pillars of it1 and breaking them1 down came the house4 ,christ came to destroy the works of the devil1 and to destroy by converting grace1 as well as by redeeming blood4 ,now sin swarms1 and lieth by legions1 and whole armies1 in the souls of the biggest sinners1 as in garrisons3 wherefore the way1 the most direct way to destroy it1 is first to deal with such sinners by the word of his gospel1 and by the merits of his passion4 ,for example1 though ,i shall give you but a homely one3 suppose a family to be troubled with vermin1 and one or two of the family to be in chief the breeders1 the way1 the quickest way to clear that family1 or at least to weaken the so swarming of those vermin1 is1 in the first place1 to sweeten the skin1 head1 and clothes of the chief breeders2 and then1 though all the family should be apt to breed them1 the number of them1 and so the greatness of that plague there1 will be the more impaired4 ,why1 there are some people that are in chief the devil's sin-breeders in the towns and places where they live4 ,the place1 town1 or family where they live1 must needs be horribly verminous1 as it were1 eaten up with vermin4 ,now1 let the ,lord ,jesus1 in the first place1 cleanse these great breeders1 and there will be given a nip to those swarms of sins that used to be committed in such places throughout the town1 house1 or family1 where such sin-breeding persons used to be4 ,i speak by experience3 ,i was one of these verminous ones1 one of these great sin-breeders2 ,i infected all the youth of the town where ,i was born1 with all manner of youthful vanities4 ,the neighbours counted me so2 my practice proved me so3 wherefore ,christ ,jesus took me first1 and taking me first1 the contagion was much allayed all the town over4 ,when ,god made me sigh1 they would hearken1 and enquiringly say1 ,what is the matter with ,john8 ,they also gave their various opinions of me3 but1 as ,i said1 sin cooled1 and failed1 as to his full career4 ,when ,i went out to seek the bread of life1 some of them would follow1 and the rest be put into a muse at home4 ,yea1 almost the town1 at first1 at times would go out to hear at the place where ,i found good2 yea1 young and old for a while had some reformation on them2 also some of them1 perceiving that ,god had mercy upon me1 came crying to him for mercy too4 ,but what need ,i give you an instance of poor ,i2 ,i will come to ,manasseh the king4 ,so long as he was a ring-leading sinner1 the great idolater1 the chief for devilism1 the whole land flowed with wickedness2 for he 8made them to sin10 and do worse than the heathen that dwelt round about them1 or that was cast out from before them3 but when ,god converted him1 the whole land was reformed4 ,down went the groves1 the idols1 and altars of ,baal1 and up went true religion in much of the power and purity of it4 ,you will say1 ,the king reformed by power4 ,i answer1 doubtless1 and by example too2 for people observe their leaders2 as their fathers did1 so did they2 #b ,chron4 xxxiii4 #b4 ,this1 therefore1 is another reason why ,jesus would have mercy offered in the first place to the biggest sinners1 because that is the best way1 if they receive it1 most to weaken the kingdom of ,satan1 and to keep it poor and low4 ,and do you not think now1 that if ,god would but take hold of the hearts of some of the most notorious in your town1 in your family1 or country1 that this thing would be verified before your faces8 ,it would1 it would1 to the joy of you that are godly1 to the making of hell to sigh1 to the great suppressing of sin1 the glory of ,christ1 and the joy of the angels of ,god4 ,and ministers should1 therefore1 that this work might go on1 take advantages to persuade with the biggest sinners to come into ,christ1 according to my text1 and their commissions2 8,beginning at ,jerusalem40 ,fifthly1 ,jesus ,christ would have mercy offered1 in the first place1 to the biggest sinners2 because such1 when converted1 are usually the best helps in the church against temptations1 and fittest for the support of the feeble-minded there4 ,hence1 usually1 you have some such in the first plantation of churches1 or quickly upon it4 ,churches would do but sorrily1 if ,christ ,jesus did not put such converts among them3 they are the monuments and mirrors of mercy4 ,the very sight of such a sinner in ,god's house1 yea1 the very thought of him1 where the sight of him cannot be had1 is ofttimes greatly for the help of the faith of the feeble4 8,when the churches 7said ,paul7 that were in ,judea1 heard this concerning me1 that he which persecuted them in time past1 now preached the faith which once he destroyed1 they glorified ,god in me20 ,gal4 i4 #bj-bd4 8,glorified ,god40 ,how is that8 ,why1 they praised him1 and took courage to believe the more in the mercy of ,god2 for that he had had mercy on such a great sinner as he4 ,they glorified ,god 8in me20 they wondered that grace should be so rich1 as to take hold of such a wretch as ,i was2 and for my sake believed in ,christ the more4 ,there are two things that great sinners are acquainted with1 when they come to divulge them to the saints1 that are a great relief to their faith4 #a4 ,the contests that they usually have with the devil at their parting with him4 #b4 ,their knowledge of his secrets in his workings4 ,for the first1 ,the biggest sinners have usually great contests with the devil at their partings2 and this is an help to saints3 for ordinary saints find afterwards what the vile ones find at first1 but when at the opening of hearts1 the one finds himself to be as the other1 the one is a comfort to the other4 ,the lesser sort of sinners find but little of this1 till after they have been some time in profession2 but the vile man meets with his at the beginning4 ,wherefore he1 when the other is down1 is ready to tell that he has met with the same before2 for1 ,i say1 he has had it before4 ,satan is loath to part with a great sinner4 ,what my true servant 7quoth he71 my old servant1 wilt thou forsake me now8 having so often sold thyself to me to work wickedness1 wilt thou forsake me now8 ,thou horrible wretch1 dost not know1 that thou hast sinned thyself beyond the reach of grace1 and dost think to find mercy now8 ,art not thou a murderer1 a thief1 a harlot1 a witch1 a sinner of the greatest size1 and dost thou look for mercy now8 ,dost thou think that ,christ will foul his fingers with thee8 ',tis enough to make angels blush1 saith ,satan1 to see so vile a one knock at heaven-gates for mercy1 and wilt thou be so abominably bold to do it8 ,thus ,satan dealt with me1 says the great sinner1 when at first ,i came to ,jesus ,christ4 ,and what did you reply8 saith the tempted4 ,why1 ,i granted the whole charge to be true1 says the other4 ,and what1 did you despair1 or how8 ,no1 saith he1 ,i said1 ,i am ,magdalen1 ,i am ,zaccheus1 ,i am the thief1 ,i am the harlot1 ,i am the publican1 ,i am the prodigal1 and one of ,christ's murderers3 yea1 worse than any of these2 and yet ,god was so far off from rejecting of me 7as ,i found afterwards71 that there was music and dancing in his house for me1 and for joy that ,i was come home unto him4 ,o blessed be ,god for grace 7says the other71 for then ,i hope there is favour for me4 ,yea1 as ,i told you1 such a one is a continual spectacle in the church1 for every one to behold ,god's grace and wonder by4 ,secondly1 ,and as for the secrets of ,satan1 such as are suggestions to question the being of ,god1 the truth of his word1 and to be annoyed with devilish blasphemies2 none more acquainted with these than the biggest sinners at their conversion2 wherefore thus also they are prepared to be helps in the church to relieve and comfort the other4 ,i might also here tell you of the contests and battles that such are engaged in1 wherein they find the besettings of ,satan1 above any other of the saints4 ,at which times ,satan assaults the soul with darkness1 fears1 frightful thoughts of apparitions2 now they sweat1 pant1 cry out1 and struggle for life4 ,the angels now come down to behold the sight1 and rejoice to see a bit of dust and ashes to overcome principalities and powers1 and might1 and dominions4 ,but1 as ,i said when these come a little to be settled1 they are prepared for helping others1 and are great comforts unto them4 ,their great sins give great encouragement to the devil to assault them2 and by these temptations ,christ takes advantage to make them the more helpful to the churches4 ,the biggest sinner1 when he is converted1 and comes into the church1 says to them all1 by his very coming in1 ,behold me1 all you that are men and women of a low and timorous spirit1 you whose hearts are narrow1 for that you never had the advantage to know1 because your sins are few1 the largeness of the grace of ,god4 ,behold1 ,i say1 in me1 the exceeding riches of his grace6 ,i am a pattern set forth before your faces1 on whom you may look and take heart4 ,this1 ,i say1 the great sinner can say1 to the exceeding comfort of all the rest4 ,wherefore1 as ,i have hinted before1 when ,god intends to stock a place with saints1 and to make that place excellently to flourish with the riches of his grace1 he usually begins with the conversion of some of the most notorious thereabouts1 and lays them as an example to allure others1 and to build up when they are converted4 ,it was ,paul that must go to the ,gentiles1 because ,paul was the most outrageous of all the apostles1 in the time of his unregeneracy4 ,yea1 ,peter must be he1 that after his horrible fall1 was thought fittest1 when recovered again1 to comfort and strengthen his brethren4 ,see ,luke xxii4 #ca1 #cb4 ,some must be pillars in ,god's house2 and if they be pillars of cedar1 they must stand while they are stout and sturdy sticks in the forest1 before they are cut down1 and planted or placed there4 ,no man1 when he buildeth his house1 makes the principal parts thereof of weak or feeble timber2 for how could such bear up the rest8 but of great and able wood4 ,christ ,jesus also goeth this way to work2 he makes of the biggest sinners bearers and supporters to the rest4 ,this then1 may serve for another reason1 why ,jesus ,christ gives out in commandment1 that mercy should1 in the first place1 be offered to the biggest sinners3 because such1 when converted1 are usually the best helps in the church against temptations1 and fittest for the support of the feeble-minded there4 ,sixthly1 ,another reason why ,jesus ,christ would have mercy offered in the first place to the biggest sinners1 is1 because they1 when converted1 are apt to love him most4 ,this agrees both with ,scripture and reason4 ,scripture says so3 8,to whom much is forgiven1 the same loveth much4 ,to whom little is forgiven1 the same loveth little20 ,luke vii4 #dg4 ,reason says so3 for as it would be the unreasonablest thing in the world to render hatred for love1 and contempt for forgiveness2 so it would be as ridiculous to think1 that the reception of a little kindness should lay the same obligations upon the heart to love1 as the reception of a great deal4 ,i would not disparage the love of ,christ2 ,i know the least drachm of it1 when it reaches to forgiveness1 is great above all the world2 but comparatively1 there are greater extensions of the love of ,christ to one than to another4 ,he that has most sin1 if forgiven1 is partaker of the greatest love1 of the greatest forgiveness4 ,i know also1 that there are some1 that from this very doctrine say1 8,let us do evil that good may come20 and that turn the grace of our ,god into lasciviousness4 ,but ,i speak not of these2 these will neither be ruled by grace nor reason4 ,grace would teach them1 if they know it1 to deny ungodly courses2 and so would reason too1 if it could truly sense the love of ,god2 ,titus ii4 #aa1 #ab2 ,rom4 xi4 #a4 ,doth it look like what hath any coherence with reason or mercy1 for a man to abuse his friend8 ,because ,christ died for men1 shall ,i therefore spit in his face8 ,the bread and water that was given by ,elisha to his enemies1 that came into the land of ,israel to take him1 had so much influence upon their minds1 though heathens1 that they returned to their homes without hurting him3 yea1 it kept them from coming again in a hostile manner into the coasts of ,israel2 #b ,kings vi4 #ai-bc4 ,but to forbear to illustrate till anon4 ,one reason why ,christ ,jesus shews mercy to sinners1 is1 that he might obtain their love1 that he may remove their base affections from base objects to himself4 ,now1 if he loves to be loved a little1 he loves to be loved much2 but there is not any that are capable of loving much1 save those that have much forgiven them4 ,hence it is said of ,paul1 that he laboured more than them all2 to wit1 with a labour of love1 because he had been by sin more vile against ,christ than they all2 #a ,cor4 xv4 ,he it was that persecuted the church of ,god1 and wasted it2 ,gal4 i4 #ac4 ,he of them all was the only raving bedlam against the saints3 8,and being exceeding mad10 says he1 8against them1 ,i persecuted them1 even to strange cities20 ,acts xxvi4 #aa4 ,this raving bedlam1 that once was so1 is he that now says1 ,i laboured more than them all1 more for ,christ than them all4 ,but ,paul1 what moved thee thus to do8 ,the love of ,christ1 says he4 ,it was not ,i1 but the grace of ,god that was with me4 ,as who should say1 ,o grace6 ,it was such grace to save me6 ,it was such marvellous grace for ,god to look down from heaven upon me1 and that secured me from the wrath to come1 that ,i am captivated with the sense of the riches of it4 ,hence ,i act1 hence ,i labour2 for how can ,i otherwise do1 since ,god not only separated me from my sins and companions1 but separated all the powers of my soul and body to his service8 ,i am therefore prompted on by this exceeding love to labour as ,i have done2 yet not ,i1 but the grace of ,god with me4 ,oh6 ,i shall never forget his love1 nor the circumstances under which ,i was1 when his love laid hold upon me4 ,i was going to ,damascus with letters from the high-priest1 to make havock of ,god's people there1 as ,i had made havock of them in other places4 ,these bloody letters were not imposed upon me4 ,i went to the high-priest and desired them of him2 ,acts ix4 #a1 #b2 and yet he saved me6 ,i was one of the men1 of the chief men1 that had a hand in the blood of his martyr ,stephen2 yet he had mercy on me6 ,when ,i was at ,damascus1 ,i stunk so horribly like a blood-sucker1 that ,i became a terror to all thereabout4 ,yea1 ,ananias 7good man7 made intercession to my ,lord against me2 yet he would have mercy upon me1 yea1 joined mercy to mercy1 until he had made me a monument of grace6 ,he made a saint of me1 and persuaded me that my transgressions were forgiven me4 ,when ,i began to preach1 those that heard me were amazed1 and said1 8,is not this he that destroyed them that called on this name in ,jerusalem1 and came hither for that intent1 that he might bring them bound to the high-priest80 ,hell doth know that ,i was a sinner2 heaven doth know that ,i was a sinner2 the world also knows that ,i was a sinner1 a sinner of the greatest size2 but ,i obtained mercy2 #a ,tim i4 #ae1 #af4 ,shall not this lay obligation upon me8 ,is not love of the greatest force to oblige8 ,is it not strong as death1 cruel as the grave1 and hotter than the coals of juniper8 ,hath it not a most vehement flame8 can the waters quench it8 can the floods drown it8 ,i am under the force of it1 and this is my continual cry1 ,what shall ,i render to the ,lord for all the benefits which he has bestowed upon me8 ,ay1 ,paul6 this is something2 thou speakest like a man1 like a man affected1 and carried away with the love and grace of ,god4 ,now1 this sense1 and this affection1 and this labour1 giveth to ,christ the love that he looks for4 ,but he might have converted twenty little sinners1 and yet not found1 for grace bestowed1 so much love in them all4 ,i wonder how far a man might go among the converted sinners of the smaller size1 before one could find one that so much as looked any thing this wayward4 ,where is he that is thus under pangs of love for the grace bestowed upon him by ,jesus ,christ8 ,excepting only some few1 you may walk to the world's end1 and find none4 ,but1 as ,i said1 some there are1 and so there has been in every age of the church1 great sinners1 that have had much forgiven them2 and they love much upon this account4 ,jesus ,christ therefore knows what he doth1 when he lays hold on the hearts of sinners of the biggest size4 ,he knows that such an one will love more than many that have not sinned half their sins4 ,i will tell you a story that ,i have read of ,martha and ,mary2 the name of the book ,i have forgot2 ,i mean of the book in which ,i found the relation2 but the thing was thus3 ,martha1 saith my author1 was a very holy woman1 much like ,lazarus her brother2 but ,mary was a loose and wanton creature2 ,martha did seldom miss good sermons and lectures1 when she could come at them in ,jerusalem2 but ,mary would frequent the house of sports1 and the company of the vilest of men for lust3 ,and though ,martha had often desired that her sister would go with her to hear her preachers1 yea1 had often entreated her with tears to do it1 yet could she never prevail2 for still ,mary would make her excuse1 or reject her with disdain for her zeal and preciseness in religion4 ,after ,martha had waited long1 tried many ways to bring her sister to good1 and all proved ineffectual1 at last she comes upon her thus3 8,sister10 quoth she1 8,i pray thee go with me to the temple to-day1 to hear one preach a sermon40 8,what kind of preacher is he80 said she4 ,martha replied1 8,it is one ,jesus of ,nazareth2 he is the handsomest man that ever you saw with your eyes4 ,oh6 he shines in beauty1 and is a most excellent preacher40 ,now1 what does ,mary1 after a little pause1 but goes up into her chamber1 and with her pins and her clouts1 decks up herself as fine as her fingers could make her4 ,this done1 away she goes1 not with her sister ,martha1 but as much unobserved as she could1 to the sermon1 or rather to see the preacher4 ,the hour and preacher being come1 and she having observed whereabout the preacher would stand1 goes and sets herself so in the temple1 that she might be sure to have the full view of this excellent person4 ,so he comes in1 and she looks1 and the first glimpse of his person pleased her4 ,well1 ,jesus addresseth himself to his sermon1 and she looks earnestly on him4 ,now1 at that time1 saith my author1 ,jesus preached about the lost sheep1 the lost groat1 and the prodigal child4 ,and when he came to shew what care the shepherd took for one lost sheep1 and how the woman swept to find her piece which was lost1 and what joy there was at their finding1 she began to be taken by the ears1 and forgot what she came about1 musing what the preacher would make of it4 ,but when he came to the application1 and shewed1 that by the lost sheep was meant a great sinner2 by the shepherd's care1 was meant ,god's love for great sinners2 and that by the joy of the neighbours1 was shewed what joy there was among the angels in heaven over one great sinner that repenteth2 she began to be taken by the heart4 ,and as he spake these last words1 she thought he pitched his innocent eyes just upon her1 and looked as if he spake what was now said to her3 wherefore her heart began to tremble1 being shaken with affection and fear2 then her eyes ran down with tears apace2 wherefore she was forced to hide her face with her handkerchief2 and so sat sobbing and crying all the rest of the sermon4 ,sermon being done1 up she gets1 and away she goes1 and withal inquired where this ,jesus the preacher dined that day8 and one told her1 ,at the house of ,simon the ,pharisee4 ,so away goes she1 first to her chamber1 and there strips herself of her wanton attire3 then falls upon her knees to ask ,god forgiveness for all her wicked life4 ,this done1 in a modest dress she goes to ,simon's house1 where she finds ,jesus sat at dinner4 ,so she gets behind him1 and weeps1 and drops her tears upon his feet like rain1 and washes them1 and wipes them with the hair of her head4 ,she also kissed his feet with her lips1 and anointed them with ointment4 ,when ,simon the ,pharisee perceived what the woman did1 and being ignorant of what it was to be forgiven much 7for he never was forgiven more than fifty pence71 he began to think within himself1 that he had been mistaken about ,jesus ,christ1 because he suffered such a sinner as this woman was1 to touch him4 ,surely1 quoth he1 this man1 if he were a prophet1 would not let this woman come near him1 for she is a town-sinner 7so ignorant are all self-righteous men of the way of ,christ with sinners47 ,but lest ,mary should be discouraged with some clownish carriage of this ,pharisee and so desert her good beginnings1 and her new steps which she now had begun to take towards eternal life1 ,jesus began thus with ,simon4 8,simon10 saith he1 8,i have somewhat to say unto thee4 ,and he saith1 ,master1 say on4 ,there was10 said ,jesus1 8a certain creditor had two debtors2 the one owed five hundred pence1 and the other fifty4 ,and when they had nothing to pay1 he frankly forgave them both4 ,tell me therefore which of them will love him most8 ,simon answered and said1 ,i suppose that he to whom he forgave most4 ,and he said unto him1 ,thou hast rightly judged4 ,and he turned to the woman1 and said unto ,simon1 ,seest thou this woman8 ,i entered into thy house1 thou gavest me no water for my feet2 but she hath washed my feet with tears1 and wiped them with the hairs of her head4 ,thou gavest me no kiss3 but this woman1 since the time ,i came in1 hath not ceased to kiss my feet4 ,my head with oil thou didst not anoint1 but this woman hath anointed my feet with ointment4 ,wherefore ,i say unto thee1 ,her sins which are many1 are forgiven1 for she loved much2 but to whom little is forgiven1 the same loveth little4 ,and he said unto her1 ,thy sins are forgiven20 ,luke vii4 #cf-ej4 ,thus you have the story4 ,if ,i come short in any circumstance1 ,i beg pardon of those that can correct me4 ,it is three or four and twenty years since ,i saw the book3 yet ,i have1 as far as my memory will admit1 given you the relation of the matter4 ,however ,luke1 as you see1 doth here present you with the substance of the whole4 ,alas6 ,christ ,jesus has but little thanks for the saving of little sinners4 8,to whom little is forgiven1 the same loveth little40 ,he gets not water for his feet1 by his saving of such sinners4 ,there are abundance of dry-eyed ,christians in the world1 and abundance of dry-eyed duties too2 duties that never were wetted with the tears of contrition and repentance1 nor ever sweetened with the great sinner's box of ointment4 ,and the reason is1 such sinners have not great sins to be saved from2 or if they have1 they look upon them in the diminishing glass of the holy law of ,god4 ,but ,i rather believe1 that the professors of our days want a due sense of what they are2 for1 verily1 for the generality of them1 both before and since conversion1 they have been sinners of a lusty size4 ,but if their eyes be holden1 if convictions are not shewn1 if their knowledge of their sins is but like to the eye-sight in twilight2 the heart cannot be affected with that grace that has laid hold on the man2 and so ,christ ,jesus sows much1 and has little coming in4 ,wherefore his way is ofttimes to step out of the way1 to ,jericho1 to ,samaria1 to the country of the ,gadarenes1 to the coasts of ,tyre and ,sidon1 and also to ,mount ,calvary1 that he may lay hold of such kind of sinners as will love him to his liking2 ,luke xix4 #a-aa2 ,john iv4 #c-aa2 ,mark v4 #a-ba2 ,matt4 xv4 #ba-bi2 ,luke xxiii4 #cc-dd4 ,but thus much for the sixth reason1 why ,christ ,jesus would have mercy offered in the first place to the biggest sinners1 to wit1 because such sinners1 when converted1 are apt to love him most4 ,the ,jerusalem sinners were they that outstripped1 when they were converted1 in some things1 all the churches of the ,gentiles4 8,they were of one heart1 and of one soul1 neither said any of them1 that aught of the things that they possessed was their own40 8,neither was there any among them that lacked3 for as many as were possessors of lands or houses sold them1 and brought the price of the things that were sold1 and laid them down at the apostles' feet10 c42 ,acts iv4 #cb-ce4 ,now1 shew me such another pattern if you can4 ,but why did these do thus8 ,oh6 they were ,jerusalem sinners4 ,these were the men that but a little before had killed the ,prince of ,life2 and those to whom he did1 that notwithstanding1 send the first offer of grace and mercy4 ,and the sense of this took them up betwixt the earth and the heaven1 and carried them on in such ways and methods as could never be trodden by any since4 ,they talk of the church of ,rome1 and set her in her primitive state1 as a pattern and mother of churches2 when the truth is1 they were the ,jerusalem sinners1 when converts1 that out-did all the churches that ever were4 ,seventhly1 ,christ ,jesus would have mercy offered1 in the first place1 to the biggest sinners2 because grace when it is received by such1 finds matter to kindle upon more freely than it finds in other sinners4 ,great sinners are like the dry wood1 or like great candles1 which burn best and shine with biggest light4 ,i lay not this down1 as ,i did those reasons before1 to shew1 that when great sinners are converted1 they will be encouragement to others1 though that is true2 but to shew that ,christ has a delight to see grace1 the grace we receive1 to shine4 ,we love to see things that bear a good gloss2 yea1 we choose to buy such kind of matter to work upon1 as will1 if wrought up to what we intend1 cast that lustre that we desire4 ,candles that burn not bright1 we like not3 wood that is green will rather smother1 and sputter1 and smoke1 and crack1 and flounce1 than cast a brave light and a pleasant heat3 wherefore great folks care not much1 not so much for such kind of things1 as for them that will better answer their ends4 ,hence ,christ desires the biggest sinner2 in him there is matter to work by1 to wit1 a great deal of sin2 for as by the tallow of the candle1 the fire takes occasion to burn the brighter2 so by the sin of the soul1 grace takes occasion to shine the clearer4 ,little candles shine but little1 for there wanteth matter for the fire to work upon2 but in the great sinner1 here is more matter for grace to work by4 ,faith shines1 when it worketh towards ,christ1 through the sides of many and great transgressors1 and so does love1 for that much is forgiven4 ,and what matter can be found in the soul for humility to work by so well1 as by a sight that ,i have been and am an abominable sinner8 ,and the same is to be said of patience1 meekness1 gentleness1 self-denial1 or of any other grace4 ,grace takes occasion by the vileness of the man to shine the more2 even as by the ruggedness of a very strong distemper or disease1 the virtue of the medicine is best made manifest4 ,where sin abounds1 grace much more abounds2 ,rom4 v4 #bj4 ,a black string makes the neck look whiter2 great sins make grace burn clear4 ,some say1 when grace and a good nature meet together1 they do make shining ,christians3 but ,i say1 when grace and a great sinner meet1 and when grace shall subdue that great sinner to itself1 and shall operate after its kind in the soul of that great sinner1 then we have a shining ,christian2 witness all those of whom mention was made before4 ,abraham was among the idolaters when in the land of ,assyria1 and served idols with his kindred on the other side of the flood2 ,jos4 xxiv4 #b2 ,gen4 xi4 #ca4 ,but who1 when called1 was there in the world1 in whom grace shone so bright as in him8 ,the ,thessalonians were idolaters before the word of ,god came to them2 but when they had received it1 they became examples to all that did believe in ,macedonia and ,achaia2 #a ,thess4 i4 #f-aj4 ,god the ,father1 and ,jesus ,christ his ,son1 are for having things seen1 for having the word of life held forth4 ,they light not a candle that it might be put under a bushel1 or under a bed1 but on a candlestick1 that all that come in may see the light2 ,matt4 v4 #ae2 ,mark iv4 #ba2 ,luke viii4 #af2 chap4 xi4 #cc4 ,and1 ,i say1 as ,i said before1 in whom is light like so to shine1 as in the souls of great sinners8 ,when the ,jewish ,pharisees dallied with the gospel1 ,christ threatened to take it from them1 and to give it to the barbarous heathens and idolaters4 ,why so8 ,for they1 saith he1 will bring forth the fruits thereof in their season3 8,therefore say ,i unto you1 ,the kingdom of ,god shall be taken from you1 and given to a nation bringing forth the fruits thereof20 ,matt4 xxi4 #da-dc4 ,i have often marvelled at our youth1 and said in my heart1 ,what should be the reason that they should be so generally at this day debauched as they are8 ,for they are now profane to amazement2 and sometimes ,i have thought one thing1 and sometimes another2 that is1 why ,god should suffer it so to be4 ,at last ,i have thought of this3 ,how if the ,god1 whose ways are past finding out1 should suffer it so to be now1 that he might make of some of them the more glorious saints hereafter4 ,i know sin is of the devil1 but it cannot work in the world without permission3 and if it happens to be as ,i have thought1 it will not be the first time that ,god the ,lord hath caught ,satan in his own design4 ,for my part1 ,i believe that the time is at hand1 that we shall see better saints in the world than has been seen in it this many a day4 ,and this vileness1 that at present does so much swallow up our youth1 is one cause of my thinking so3 for out of them1 for from among them1 when ,god sets to his hand1 as of old1 you shall see what penitent ones1 what trembling ones1 and what admirers of grace1 will be found to profess the gospel to the glory of ,god by ,christ4 ,alas6 we are a company of worn-out ,christians1 our moon is in the wane2 we are much more black than white1 more dark than light2 we shine but a little2 grace in the most of us is decayed4 ,but ,i say1 when they of these debauched ones that are to be saved shall be brought in1 when these that look more like devils than men shall be converted to ,christ 7and ,i believe several of them will71 then will ,christ be exalted1 grace adored1 the word prized1 ,zion's path better trodden1 and men in the pursuit of their own salvation1 to the amazement of them that are left behind4 ,just before ,christ came into the flesh1 the world was degenerated as it is now3 the generality of the men in ,jerusalem1 were become either high and famous for hypocrisy1 or filthy base in their lives4 ,the devil also was broke loose in a hideous manner1 and had taken possession of many3 yea1 ,i believe that there was never generation before nor since1 that could produce so many possessed with devils1 deformed1 lame1 blind1 and infected with monstrous diseases1 as that generation could4 ,but what was the reason thereof1 ,i mean the reason from ,god8 ,why one 7and we may sum up more in that answer that ,christ gave to his disciples concerning him that was born blind7 was1 that the works of ,god might be made manifest in them1 and that the ,son of ,god might be glorified thereby1 ,john ix4 #b1 #c2 chap4 xi4 #d4 ,now if these devils and diseases1 as they possessed men then1 were to make way and work for an approaching ,christ in person1 and for the declaring of his power1 why may we not think that now1 even now also1 he is ready to come by his ,spirit in the gospel to heal many of the debaucheries of our age8 ,i cannot believe that grace will take them all1 for there are but few that are saved2 but yet it will take some1 even some of the worst of men1 and make blessed ones of them4 ,but1 ,o how these ringleaders in vice will then shine in virtue6 ,they will be the very pillars in churches1 they will be as an ensign in the land4 8,the ,lord their ,god shall save them in that day as the flock of his people3 for they shall be as the stones of a crown1 lifted up as an ensign upon his land20 ,zech4 ix4 #af4 ,but who are these8 ,even idolatrous ,ephraim1 and backsliding ,judah2 ver4 #ac4 ,i know there is ground to fear1 that the iniquity of this generation will be pursued with heavy judgments3 but that will not hinder what we have supposed4 ,god took him a glorious church out of bloody ,jerusalem1 yea1 out of the chief of the sinners there1 and left the rest to be taken and spoiled1 and sold1 thirty for a penny1 in the nations where they were captives4 ,the gospel working gloriously in a place1 to the seizing upon many of the ringleading sinners thereof1 promiseth no security to the rest1 but rather threateneth them with the heaviest and smartest judgments2 as in the instance now given1 we have a full demonstration2 but in defending1 the ,lord will defend his people2 and in saving1 he will save his inheritance4 ,nor does this speak any great comfort to a decayed and backsliding sort of ,christians2 for the next time ,god rides post with his gospel1 he will leave such ,christians behind him4 ,but ,i say1 ,christ is resolved to set up his light in the world2 yea1 he is delighted to see his graces shine2 and therefore he commands that his gospel should to that end be offered1 in the first place1 to the biggest sinners2 for by great sins it shineth most2 therefore he saith1 8,begin at ,jerusalem40 ,eighthly1 and lastly1 ,christ ,jesus will have mercy to be offered in the first place to the biggest sinners2 for that by that means the impenitent that are left behind will be at the judgment the more left without excuse4 ,god's word has two edges2 it can cut back-stroke and fore-stroke3 if it doth thee no good1 it will do thee hurt2 it is the savour of life unto life to those that receive it1 but of death unto death to them that refuse it2 #b ,cor4 ii4 #ae1 #af4 ,but this is not all2 the tender of grace to the biggest sinners in the first place1 will not only leave the rest1 or those that refuse it1 in a deplorable condition1 but will also stop their mouths1 and cut off all pretence to excuse at that day4 8,if ,i had not come and spoken unto them10 saith ,christ1 8they had not had sin2 but now they have no cloak for their sin10 for their sin of persevering in impenitence2 ,job xv4 #bb4 ,but what did he speak to them8 ,why1 even that which ,i have told you2 to wit1 ,that he has in special a delight in saving the biggest sinners4 ,he spake this in the way of his doctrine2 he spake this in the way of his practice1 even to the pouring out of his last breath before them2 ,luke xxiii4 #cd4 ,now1 since this is so1 what can the condemned at the judgment say for themselves1 why sentence of death should not be passed upon them8 ,i say1 what excuse can they make for themselves1 when they shall be asked why they did not in the day of salvation come to ,christ to be saved8 ,will they have ground to say to the ,lord1 ,thou wast only for saving of little sinners2 and therefore because they were great ones1 they durst not come unto him8 or that thou hadst not compassion for the biggest sinners1 therefore ,i died in despair8 ,will these be excuses for them1 as the case now standeth with them8 ,is there not every where in ,god's book a flat contradiction to this1 in multitudes of promises1 of invitations1 of examples1 and the like8 ,alas1 alas6 there will then be there millions of souls to confute this plea2 ready1 ,i say1 to stand up1 and say1 ,o6 deceived world1 heaven swarms with such1 as were1 when they were in the world1 to the full as bad as you4 ,now1 this will kill all plea or excuse1 why they should perish in their sins2 yea1 the text says1 they shall see them there4 8,there shall be weeping1 when you shall see ,abraham1 and ,isaac1 and ,jacob1 and all the prophets in the kingdom of heaven1 and you yourselves thrust out4 ,and they shall come from the east1 and from the west1 and from the north1 and from the south1 and shall sit down in the kingdom of ,god20 ,luke xiii4 #bh1 #bi4 ,out of which company it is easy to pick such as sometimes were as bad people as any that now breathe on the face of the earth4 ,what think you of the first man1 by whose sins there are millions now in hell8 ,and so ,i may say1 ,what think you of ten thousand more besides8 ,but if the world will not stifle and gag them up 7,i speak now for amplification's sake71 the view of those who are saved shall4 ,there comes an incestuous person to the bar1 and pleads1 ,that the bigness of his sins was a bar to his receiving the promise4 ,but will not his mouth be stopped as to that1 when ,lot and the incestuous ,corinthian shall be set before him2 ,gen4 xix4 #cc-cg2 #a ,cor4 v4 #a1 #b4 ,there comes a thief1 and says1 ,lord1 my sin of theft1 ,i thought1 was such as could not be pardoned by thee6 ,but when he shall see the thief that was saved on the cross stand by1 as clothed with beauteous glory1 what further can he be able to object8 ,yea1 the ,lord will produce ten thousand of his saints at his coming1 who shall after this manner execute judgment upon all1 and so convince all that are ungodly among them1 of all their hard speeches which ungodly sinners have spoken against him4 ,and these are hard speeches against him1 to say that he was not able or willing to save men1 because of the greatness of their sins1 or to say that they were discouraged by his word from repentance1 because of the heinousness of their offences4 ,these things1 ,i say1 shall then be confuted3 he comes with ten thousand of his saints to confute them1 and to stop their mouths from making objections against their own eternal damnation4 ,here is ,adam1 the destroyer of the world2 here is ,lot1 that lay with both his daughters2 here is ,abraham1 that was sometime an idolater1 and ,jacob1 that was a supplanter1 and ,reuben1 that lay with his father's concubine1 and ,judah that lay with his daughter-in-law1 and ,levi and ,simeon that wickedly slew thee ,shechemites1 and ,aaron that great backslider1 and ,manassah that man of blood and that made an idol to be worshipped1 and that proclaimed a religious feast unto it4 ,here is also ,rachab the harlot1 and ,bathsheba that bare a bastard to ,david4 ,here is ,solomon a witch4 ,time would fail me to tell you of the woman of ,canaan's daughter1 ,magdalen1 of ,matthew the publican1 and of ,gideon and ,sampson1 and many thousands more4 ,alas6 alas6 ,i say1 what will these sinners do1 that have1 through their unbelief1 eclipsed the glorious largeness of the mercy of ,god1 and gave way to despair of salvation1 because of the bigness of their sins8 ,for all these1 though now glorious saints in light1 were sometimes sinners of the biggest size1 who had sins that were of a notorious hue2 yet now1 ,i say1 they are in their shining and heavenly robes before the throne of ,god and of the ,lamb1 blessing for ever and ever that ,son of ,god for their salvation1 who died for them upon the tree2 admiring that ever it should come into their hearts once to think of coming to ,god by ,christ2 but above all1 blessing ,god for granting of them light to see those encouragements in his testament2 without which1 without doubt1 they had been daunted and sunk down under guilt of sin and despair1 as their fellow-sinners have done4 ,but now they also are witnesses for ,god1 and for his grace against an unbelieving world2 for1 as ,i said1 they shall come to convince the world of their speeches1 their hard and unbelieving words1 that they have spoken concerning the mercy of ,god1 and the merits of the passion of his blessed ,son ,jesus ,christ4 ,but will it not1 think you1 strangely put to silence all such thoughts1 and words1 and reasonings of the ungodly before the bar of ,god8 ,doubtless it will2 yea and will send them away from his presence also1 with the greatest guilt that possibly can fasten upon the consciences of men4 ,for what will sting like this8--,i have1 through mine own foolish1 narrow1 unworthy1 undervaluing thoughts1 of the love and ability of ,christ to save me1 brought myself to everlasting ruin4 ,it is true1 ,i was a horrible sinner2 not one in a hundred did live so vile a life as ,i3 but this should not have kept me from closing with ,jesus ,christ3 ,i see now that there are abundance in glory that once were as bad as ,i have been3 but they were saved by faith1 and ,i am damned by unbelief4 ,wretch that ,i am6 why did not ,i give glory to the redeeming blood of ,jesus8 ,why did ,i not humbly cast my soul at his blessed footstool for mercy8 ,why did ,i judge of his ability to save me by the voice of my shallow reason1 and the voice of a guilty conscience8 ,why betook not ,i myself to the holy word of ,god8 ,why did ,i not read and pray that ,i might understand1 since now ,i perceive that ,god said then1 he giveth liberally to them that pray1 and upbraideth not2 ,jam4 i4 #e4 ,it is rational to think1 that by such cogitations as these the unbelieving world will be torn in pieces before the judgment of ,christ2 especially those that have lived where they did or might have heard the gospel of the grace of ,god4 ,oh6 that saying1 8,it shall be more tolerable for ,sodom at the judgment than for them10 will be better understood4 ,see ,luke x4 #h-ab4 ,this reason1 therefore1 standeth fast2 namely1 that ,christ1 by offering mercy in the first place to the biggest sinner now1 will stop all mouths of the impenitent at the day of judgment1 and cut off all excuse that shall be attempted to be made 7from the thoughts of the greatness of their sins7 why they came not to him4 ,i have often thought of the day of judgment1 and how ,god will deal with sinners at that day2 and ,i believe it will be managed with that sweetness1 with that equitableness1 with that excellent righteousness1 as to every sin1 and circumstance1 and aggravation thereof2 that men that are damned1 before the judgment is over shall receive such conviction of the righteous judgment of ,god upon them1 and of their deserts of hell-fire1 that they shall in themselves conclude that there is all the reason in the world that they should be shut out of heaven1 and go to hell-fire3 8,these shall go away into everlasting punishment20 ,matt4 xxv4 #df4 ,only this will tear them1 that they have missed of mercy and glory1 and obtained everlasting damnation through their unbelief2 but it will tear but themselves1 but their own souls2 they will gnash upon themselves2 for in that mercy was offered to the chief of them in the first place1 and yet they were damned for rejecting of it2 they were damned for forsaking what they had a sort of propriety in2 for forsaking their own mercy4 ,and thus much for the reasons4 ,i will conclude with a word of application4 ,,the ,,application4 ,first1 ,would ,jesus ,christ have mercy offered in the first place to the biggest sinners8 then this shews us how to make a right judgment of the heart of ,christ to men4 ,indeed we have advantage to guess at the goodness of his heart1 by many things2 as by his taking our nature upon him1 his dying for us1 his sending his word and ministers to us1 and all that we might be saved4 ,but this of beginning to offer mercy to ,jerusalem1 is that which heightens all the rest2 for this doth not only confirm to us1 that love was the cause of his dying for us1 but it shews us yet more the depth of that love4 ,he might have died for us1 and yet have extended the benefit of his death to a few1 as one might call them1 of the best conditioned sinners1 to those who1 though they were weak1 and could not but sin1 yet made not a trade of sinning2 to those that sinned not lavishingly4 ,there are in the world1 as one may call them1 the moderate sinners2 the sinners that mix righteousness with their pollutions2 the sinners that though they be sinners1 do what on their part lies 7some that are blind would think so7 that they might be saved4 ,i say1 it had been love1 great love1 if he had died for none but such1 and sent his love to such3 but that he should send out conditions of peace to the biggest of sinners2 yea1 that they should be offered to them first of all2 7for so he means when he says1 8,begin at ,jerusalem207 this is wonderful6 this shews his heart to purpose1 as also the heart of ,god his ,father1 who sent him to do thus4 ,there is nothing more incident to men that are awake in their souls1 than to have wrong thoughts of ,god2 thoughts that are narrow1 and that pinch and pen up his mercy to scanty and beggarly conclusions1 and rigid legal conditions2 supposing that it is rude1 and an intrenching upon his majesty1 to come ourselves1 or to invite others1 until we have scraped and washed1 and rubbed off as much of our dirt from us as we think is convenient1 to make us somewhat orderly and handsome in his sight4 ,such never knew what these words meant1 8,begin at ,jerusalem30 yea1 such in their hearts have compared the ,father and his ,son to niggardly rich men1 whose money comes from them like drops of blood4 ,true1 says such1 ,god has mercy1 but he is loath to part with it2 you must please him well1 if you get any from him2 he is not so free as many suppose1 nor is he so willing to save as some pretended gospellers imagine4 ,but ,i ask such1 if the ,father and ,son be not unspeakably free to shew mercy1 why was this clause put into our commission to preach the gospel8 ,yea1 why did he say1 8,begin at ,jerusalem30 for when men1 through the weakness of their wits1 have attempted to shew other reasons why they should have the first proffer of mercy2 yet ,i can prove 7by many undeniable reasons7 that they of ,jerusalem 7to whom the apostles made the first offer1 according as they were commanded7 were the biggest sinners that ever did breathe upon the face of ,god's earth1 7set the unpardonable sin aside71 upon which my doctrine stands like a rock1 that ,jesus the ,son of ,god would have mercy in the first place offered to the biggest sinners3 and if this doth not shew the heart of the ,father and the ,son to be infinitely free in bestowing forgiveness of sins1 ,i confess myself mistaken4 ,neither is there1 set this aside1 another argument like it1 to shew us the willingness of ,christ to save sinners2 for1 as was said before1 all the rest of the signs of ,christ's mercifulness might have been limited to sinners that are so and so qualified2 but when he says1 8,begin at ,jerusalem10 the line is stretched out to the utmost3 no man can imagine beyond it2 and it is folly here to pinch and pare1 to narrow1 and seek to bring it within scanty bounds2 for he plainly saith1 8,begin at ,jerusalem10 the biggest sinner is the biggest sinner2 the biggest is the ,jerusalem sinner4 ,it is true1 he saith1 that repentance and remission of sins must go together1 but yet remission is sent to the chief1 the ,jerusalem sinner2 nor doth repentance lessen at all the ,jerusalem sinner's crimes2 it diminisheth none of his sins1 nor causes that there should be so much as half a one the fewer3 it only puts a stop to the ,jerusalem sinner's course1 and makes him willing to be saved freely by grace2 and for time to come to be governed by that blessed word that has brought the tidings of good things to him4 ,besides1 no man shews himself willing to be saved that repenteth not of his deeds2 for he that goes on still in his trespasses1 declares that he is resolved to pursue his own damnation further4 ,learn then to judge of the largeness of ,god's heart1 and of the heart of his ,son ,jesus ,christ1 by the word2 judge not thereof by feeling1 nor by the reports of thy conscience2 conscience is oftentimes here befooled and made to go quite beside the word4 ,it was judging without the word that made ,david say1 ,i am cast off from ,god's eyes1 and shall perish one day by the hand of ,saul2 ,psalm xxxi4 #bb2 #a ,sam4 xxvii4 #a4 ,the word had told him another thing2 namely1 that he should be king in his stead4 ,our text says also1 that ,jesus ,christ bids preachers1 in their preaching repentance and remission of sins1 begin first at ,jerusalem1 thereby declaring most truly the infinite largeness of the merciful heart of ,god and his ,son1 to the sinful children of men4 ,judge thou1 ,i say1 therefore1 of the goodness of the heart of ,god and his ,son1 by this text1 and by others of the same import2 so shalt thou not dishonour the grace of ,god1 nor needlessly fright thyself1 nor give away thy faith1 nor gratify the devil1 nor lose the benefit of his word4 ,i speak now to weak believers4 ,secondly1 ,would ,jesus ,christ have mercy offered in the first place to the biggest sinners1 to the ,jerusalem sinners8 then1 by this also1 you must learn to judge of the sufficiency of the merits of ,christ2 not that the merits of ,christ can be comprehended1 for that they are beyond the conceptions of the whole world1 being called the unsearchable riches of ,christ2 but yet they may be apprehended to a considerable degree4 ,now1 the way to apprehend them most1 is1 to consider what offers1 after his resurrection1 he makes of his grace to sinners2 for to be sure he will not offer beyond the virtue of his merits2 because1 as grace is the cause of his merits1 so his merits are the basis and bounds upon and by which his grace stands good1 and is let out to sinners4 ,doth he then command that his mercy should be offered in the first place to the biggest sinners8 ,it declares1 that there is sufficiency in his blood to save the biggest sinners4 ,the blood of ,jesus ,christ cleanseth from all sin4 ,and again1 8,be it known unto you therefore1 men and brethren1 that through this man 7this man's merits7 is preached unto you the forgiveness of sins3 and by him all that believe are justified from all things1 from which ye could not be justified by the law of ,moses20 ,acts xiii4 #ch4 ,observe then thy rule to make judgment of the sufficiency of the blessed merits of thy ,saviour4 ,if he had not been able to have reconciled the biggest sinners to his ,father by his blood1 he would not have sent to them1 have sent to them in the first place1 the doctrine of remission of sins2 for remission of sins is through faith in his blood4 ,we are justified freely by the grace of ,god1 through the redemption that is in the blood of ,christ4 ,upon the square1 as ,i may call it1 of the worthiness of the blood of ,christ1 grace acts1 and offers forgiveness of sin to men2 ,eph4 i4 #g2 chap4 ii4 #ac1 #ad2 ,col4 i4 #bj-bb4 ,hence1 therefore1 we must gather1 that the blood of ,christ is of infinite value1 for that he offereth mercy to the biggest of sinners4 ,nay1 further1 since he offereth mercy in the first place to the biggest sinners1 considering also1 that this first act of his is that which the world will take notice of and expect it should be continued unto thee end4 ,also it is a disparagement to a man that seeks his own glory in what he undertakes1 to do that for a sport1 which he cannot continue and hold out in4 ,this is our ,lord's own argument1 8,he began to build10 saith he1 8but was not able to finish20 ,luke xiv4 #bh4 ,shouldst thou hear a man say1 ,i am resolved to be kind to the poor1 and should begin with giving handfuls of guineas1 you would conclude1 that either he is wonderful rich1 or must straiten his hand1 or will soon be at the bottom of his riches4 ,why1 this is the case3 ,christ1 at his resurrection1 gave it out that he would be good to the world2 and first sends to the biggest sinners1 with an intent to have mercy on them4 ,now1 the biggest sinners cannot be saved but by abundance of grace2 it is not a little that will save great sinners2 ,rom4 v4 #ag4 ,and ,i say again1 since the ,lord ,jesus mounts thus high at the first1 and sends to the ,jerusalem sinners1 that they may come first to partake of his mercy1 it follows1 that either he has unsearchable riches of grace and worth in himself1 or else he must straiten his hand1 or his grace and merits will be spent before the world is at an end4 ,but let it be believed1 as surely as spoken1 he is still as full as ever4 ,he is not a jot the poorer for all the forgivenesses that he has given away to great sinners4 ,also he is still as free as at first2 for he never yet called back this word1 ,begin at the ,jerusalem sinners4 ,and1 as ,i said before1 since his grace is extended according to the worth of his merits1 ,i conclude1 that there is the same virtue in his merits to save now1 as there was at the very beginning4 ,oh6 the riches of the grace of ,christ6 ,oh6 the riches of the blood of ,christ6 ,thirdly1 ,would ,jesus ,christ have mercy offered in the first place to the biggest sinners1 then here is encouragement for you that think1 for wicked hearts and lives1 you have not your fellows in the world1 yet to come to him4 ,there is a people that therefore fear lest they should be rejected of ,jesus ,christ1 because of the greatness of their sins2 when1 as you see here1 such are sent to1 sent to by ,jesus ,christ to come to him for mercy1 8,begin at ,jerusalem40 ,never did one thing answer another more fitly in this world1 than this text fitteth such kind of sinners4 ,as face answereth face in a glass1 so this text answereth the necessities of such sinners4 ,what can a man say more1 but that he stands in the rank of the biggest sinners8 let him stretch himself whither he can1 and think of himself to the utmost1 he can but conclude himself to be one of the biggest sinners4 ,and what then8 ,why the text meets him in the very face1 and saith1 ,christ offereth mercy to the biggest sinners1 to the very ,jerusalem sinners4 ,what more can be objected8 ,nay1 he doth not only offer to such his mercy1 but to them it is commanded to be offered in the first place2 8,begin at ,jerusalem40 ,preach repentance and remission of sins among all nations4 8,begin at ,jerusalem40 ,is not here encouragement for those that think1 for wicked hearts and lives1 they have not their fellows in the world8 ,object4 ,but ,i have a heart as hard as a rock4 ,answ4 ,well1 but this doth but prove thee a bigger sinner4 ,object4 ,but my heart continually frets against the ,lord4 ,answ4 ,well1 this doth but prove thee a bigger sinner4 ,object4 ,but ,i have been desperate in sinful courses4 ,answ4 ,well1 stand thou with the number of the biggest sinners4 ,object4 ,but my grey head is found in the way of wickedness4 ,answ4 ,well1 thou art in the rank of the biggest sinners4 ,object4 ,but ,i have not only a base heart1 but ,i have lived a debauched life4 ,answ4 ,stand thou also among those that are called the biggest sinners4 ,and what then8 ,why the text swoops you all2 you cannot object yourselves beyond the text4 ,it has a particular message to the biggest sinners4 ,i say1 it swoops you all4 ,object4 ,but ,i am a reprobate4 ,answ4 ,now thou talkest like a fool1 and of that thou understandest not3 no sin1 but the sin of final impenitence1 can prove a man a reprobate2 and ,i am sure thou hast not arrived as yet unto that2 therefore thou understandest not what thou sayest1 and makest groundless conclusions against thyself4 ,say thou art a sinner1 and ,i will hold with thee2 say thou art a great sinner1 and ,i will say so too2 yea1 say thou art one of the biggest sinners1 and spare not2 for the text yet is beyond thee1 is yet betwixt he and thee2 8,begin at ,jerusalem10 has yet a smile upon thee2 and thou talkest as if thou wast a reprobate1 and that the greatness of thy sins do prove thee so to be1 when yet they of ,jerusalem were not such1 whose sins1 ,i dare say1 were such1 both for bigness and heineousness1 as thou art incapable of committing beyond them2 unless now1 after thou hast received conviction that the ,lord ,jesus is the only ,saviour of the world1 thou shouldst wickedly and despitefully turn thyself from him1 and conclude he is not to be trusted to for life1 and so crucify him for a cheat afresh4 ,this1 ,i must confess1 will bring a man under the black rod1 and set him in danger of eternal damnation2 ,heb4 vi4 #f3 chap4 x4 #bi4 ,this is trampling under foot the ,son of ,god1 and counting his blood an unholy thing4 ,this did they of ,jerusalem2 but they did it ignorantly in unbelief2 and so were yet capable of mercy3 but to do this against professed light1 and to stand to it1 puts a man beyond the text indeed2 ,acts iii4 #ad-ag2 #a ,tim4 i4 #ac4 ,but ,i say1 what is this to him that would fain be saved by ,christ8 ,his sins did1 as to greatness1 never yet reach to the nature of the sins that the sinners intended by the text1 had made themselves guilty of4 ,he that would be saved by ,christ1 has an honourable esteem of him2 but they of ,jerusalem preferred a murderer before him2 but as for him1 they cried1 ,away1 away with him1 it is not fit that he should live4 ,perhaps thou wilt object1 ,that thyself hast a thousand times preferred a stinking lust before him3 ,i answer1 ,be it so2 it is but what is common to men to do2 nor doth the ,lord ,jesus make such a foolish life a bar to thee1 to forbid thy coming to him1 or a bond to his grace1 that it might be kept from thee2 but admits of thy repentance1 and offereth himself unto thee freely1 as thou standest among the ,jerusalem sinners4 ,take therefore encouragement1 man1 mercy is1 by the text1 held forth to the biggest sinners2 yea1 put thyself into the number of the worst1 by reckoning that thou mayst be one of the first1 and mayst not be put off till the biggest sinners are served2 for the biggest sinners are first invited2 consequently1 if they come1 they are like to be the first that shall be served4 ,it was so with ,jerusalem2 ,jerusalem sinners were they that were first invited1 and those of them that came first 7and there came three thousand of them the first day they were invited2 how many came afterwards none can tell71 they were first served4 ,put in thy name1 man1 among the biggest1 lest thou art made to wait till they are served4 ,you have some men that think themselves very cunning1 because they put up their names in their prayers among them that feign it1 saying1 ,god1 ,i thank thee ,i am not so bad as the worst4 ,but believe it1 if they be saved at all1 they shall be saved in the last place4 ,the first in their own eyes shall be served last2 and the last or worst shall be first4 ,the text insinuates it1 8,begin at ,jerusalem20 and reason backs it1 for they have most need4 ,behold ye1 therefore1 how ,god's ways are above ours2 we are for serving the worst last1 ,god is for serving the worst first4 ,the man at the pool1 that to my thinking was longest in his disease1 and most helpless as to his cure1 was first healed2 yea1 he only was healed2 for we read that ,christ healed him1 but we read not then that he healed one more there6 ,john v4 #a-aj4 ,wherefore1 if thou wouldst soonest be served1 put in thy name among the very worst of sinners4 ,say1 when thou art upon thy knees1 ,lord1 here is a ,jerusalem sinner6 a sinner of the biggest size6 one whose burden is of the greatest bulk and heaviest weight6 one that cannot stand long without sinking into hell1 without thy supporting hand6 8,be not thou far from me1 ,o ,lord6 ,o my strength1 haste thou to help me60 ,i say1 put in thy name with ,magdalen1 with ,manasseh1 that thou mayst fare as the ,magdalen and the ,manasseh sinners do4 ,the man in the gospel made the desperate condition of his child an argument with ,christ to haste his cure3 8,sir1 come down10 saith he1 8ere my child die20 ,john iv4 #di1 and ,christ regarded his haste1 saying1 8,go thy way2 thy son liveth20 ver4 #ej4 ,haste requires haste4 ,david was for speed2 8,deliver me speedily20 8,hear me speedily20 8,answer me speedily20 ,psalm xxxi4 #b2 lxix4 #ag2 cii4 #b4 ,but why speedily8 ,i am in 8the net20 8,i am in trouble20 8,my days are consumed like smoke20 ,psalm xxxi4 #d2 lxix4 #ag2 cii4 #c4 ,deep calleth unto deep1 necessity calls for help2 great necessity for present help4 ,wherefore1 ,i say1 be ruled by me in this matter2 feign not thyself another man1 if thou hast been a filthy sinner1 but go in thy colours to ,jesus ,christ1 and put thyself among the most vile1 and let him alone to put thee among the children2 ,jer4 iii4 #ai4 ,confess all that thou knowest of thyself2 ,i know thou wilt find it hard work to do thus2 especially if thy mind be legal2 but do it1 lest thou stay and be deferred with the little sinners1 until the great ones have had their alms4 ,what do you think ,david intended when he said1 his wounds stunk and were corrupted1 but to hasten ,god to have mercy upon him1 and not to defer his cure8 8,lord10 says he1 8,i am troubled2 ,i am bowed down greatly2 ,i go mourning all the day long40 8,i am feeble and sore broken1 by reason of the disquietness of my heart20 ,psalm xxxviii4 #c-h4 ,david knew what he did by all this2 he knew that his making the worst of his case1 was the way to speedy help1 and that a feigning and dissembling the matter with ,god1 was the next way to a demur as to his forgiveness4 ,i have one thing more to offer for thy encouragement1 who deemest thyself one of the biggest sinners2 and that is1 thou art as it were called by thy name1 in the first place1 to come in for mercy4 ,thou man of ,jerusalem1 hearken to thy call2 men do so in courts of judicature1 and presently cry out1 ,here1 ,sir2 and then they shoulder and crowd1 and say1 ,pray give way1 ,i am called into the court4 ,why1 this thy case1 thou great1 thou ,jerusalem sinner2 be of good cheer1 he calleth thee2 ,mark x4 #df-di4 ,why sitttest thou still8 arise3 why standest thou still8 come man1 thy call should give thee authority to come4 8,begin at ,jerusalem10 is thy call and authority to come2 wherefore up and shoulder it1 man2 say1 ,stand away1 devil1 ,christ calls me2 stand away unbelief1 ,christ calls me2 stand away all ye my discouraging apprehensions1 for my ,saviour calls me to him to receive of his mercy4 ,men will do thus1 as ,i said1 in courts below2 and why shouldst not thou approach thus to the court above8 ,the ,jerusalem sinner is first in thought1 first in commission1 first in the record of names2 and therefore should give attendance with expectation1 that he is first to receive mercy of ,god4 ,is not this an encouragement to the biggest sinners to make their application to ,christ for mercy8 8,come unto me all ye that labour and are heavy laden10 doth also confirm this thing2 that is1 that the biggest sinner1 and he that has the biggest burden1 is he who is first invited4 ,christ pointeth over the heads of thousands1 as he sits on the throne of grace1 directly to such a man2 and says1 ,bring in hither the maimed1 the halt1 and the blind2 let the ,jerusalem sinner that stands there behind come to me4 ,wherefore1 since ,christ says1 ,come1 to thee1 let thee angels make a lane1 and let all men give place1 that the ,jerusalem sinner may come to ,jesus ,christ for mercy4 ,fourthly1 ,would ,jesus ,christ have mercy offered1 in the first place1 to the biggest sinners8 ,then come thou profane wretch1 and let me a little enter into an argument with thee4 ,why wilt thou not come to ,jesus ,christ1 since thou art a ,jerusalem sinner8 ,how canst thou find in thy heart to set thyself against grace1 against such grace as offereth mercy to thee8 ,what spirit possesseth thee1 and holds thee back from a sincere closure with thy ,saviour8 ,behold ,god groaningly complains of thee1 saying1 8,but ,israel would none of me40 8,when ,i called1 none did answer20 ,psl4 lxxxi4 #aa2 ,isa4 lxvi4 #d4 ,shall ,god enter this complaint against thee8 ,why dost thou put him off8 ,why dost thou stop thine ear8 ,canst thou defend thyself8 ,when thou art called to an account for thy neglects of so great salvation1 what canst thou answer8 or doest thou think thou shalt escape the judgment8 ,heb4 ii4 #c4 ,no more such ,christs6 ,there will be no more such ,christs1 sinner6 ,oh1 put not the day1 the day of grace1 away from thee6 if it be once gone1 it will never come again1 sinner4 ,but what is it that has got thy heart1 and that keeps it from thy ,saviour8 8,who in the heaven can be compared unto the ,lord8 who among the sons of the mighty can be likened unto the ,lord80 ,psl4 lxxxix4 #f4 ,hast thou1 thinkest thou1 found anything so good as ,jesus ,christ8 ,is there any among thy sins1 thy companions1 and foolish delights1 that like ,christ can help thee in the day of thy distress8 ,behold1 the greatness of thy sins cannot hinder2 let not the stubbornness of thy heart hinder thee1 sinner4 ,object4 ,but ,i am ashamed4 ,answ4 ,oh6 ,do not be ashamed to be saved1 sinner4 ,object4 ,but my old companions will mock me4 ,answ4 ,oh6 ,do not be mocked out of eternal life1 sinner4 ,thy stubbornness affects1 afflicts the heart of thy ,saviour4 ,carest thou not for this8 ,of old he beheld the city1 and wept over it4 ,canst thou hear this1 and not be concerned8 ,luke xix4 #da1 #db4 ,shall ,christ weep to see thy soul going on to destruction1 and wilt thou sport thyself in that way8 ,yea1 shall ,christ1 that can be eternally happy without thee1 be more afflicted at the thoughts of the loss of thy soul1 than thyself1 who art certainly eternally miserable if thou neglectest to come to him4 ,those things that keep thee and thy ,saviour1 on thy part asunder1 are but bubbles2 the least prick of an affliction will let out1 as to thee1 what now thou thinkest is worth the venture of heaven to enjoy4 ,hast thou not reason8 ,canst thou not so much as once soberly think of thy dying hour1 or of whither thy sinful life will drive thee then8 ,hast thou no conscience8 or having one1 is it rocked so fast asleep by sin1 or made so weary with an unsuccessful calling upon thee1 that it is laid down1 and cares for thee no more8 ,poor man6 thy state is to be lamented4 ,hast no judgment8 ,art not able to conclude1 that to be saved is better than to burn in hell8 and that eternal life1 with ,god's favour1 is better than a temporal life in ,god's displeasure8 ,hast no affection but what is brutish8 what1 none at all8 no affection for the ,god that made thee8 what6 none for his loving ,son that has shewed his love1 and died for thee8 ,is not heaven worth thy affection8 ,o poor man6 which is strongest thinkest thou1 ,god or thee8 ,if thou art not able to overcome him1 thou art a fool for standing out against him2 ,matt4 v4 #be1 #bf4 8,it is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living ,god40 ,he will gripe hard2 his fist is stronger than a lion's paw2 take heed of him1 he will be angry if you despise his ,son2 and will you stand guilty in your trespasses1 when he offereth you his grace and favour8 ,exod4 xxxiv4 #f1 #g2 ,heb4 x4 #bi-ca4 ,now we come to the text1 8,beginning at ,jerusalem40 ,this text1 though it be now one of the brightest stars that shineth in the ,bible1 because there is in it1 as full1 if not the fullest offer of grace that can be imagined1 to the sons of men2 yet to them that shall perish from under this word1 even this text will be to such1 one of the hottest coals in hell4 ,this text1 therefore1 will save thee or sink thee3 there is no shifting of it3 if it saves thee1 it will set thee high2 if it sinks thee1 it will set thee low4 ,but1 ,i say1 why so unconcerned8 ,hast no soul8 or dost think thou mayst lose thy soul1 and save thyself8 ,is it not pity1 had it otherwise been the will of ,god1 that ever thou wast made a man1 for that thou settest so little by thy soul8 ,sinner1 take the invitation2 thou art called upon to come to ,christ3 nor art thou called upon but by order from the ,son of ,god though thou shouldst happen to come of the biggest sinners2 for he has bid us offer mercy1 as to all the world in general1 so1 in the first place1 to the sinners of ,jerusalem1 or to the biggest sinners4 ,fifthly1 ,would ,jesus ,christ have mercy offered in thee first place1 to the biggest sinners8 then this shews how unreasonable a thing it is for men to despair of mercy3 for those that presume1 ,i shall say something to them afterward4 ,i now speak to them that despair4 ,there are four sorts of despair4 ,there is the despair of devils2 there is the despair of souls in hell2 there is the despair that is grounded upon men's deficiency2 and there is the despair that they are perplexed with that are willing to be saved1 but are too strongly borne down with the burthen of their sins4 ,the despair of devils1 the damned's despair1 and that despair that a man has of attaining of life because of his own deficiency1 are all unreasonable4 ,why should not devils and damned souls despair8 yea1 why should not man despair of getting to heaven by his own abilities8 ,i therefore am concerned only with the fourth sort of despair1 to wit1 with the despair of those that would be saved1 but are too strongly borne down with the burden of their sins4 ,i say1 therefore1 to thee that art thus1 ,and why despair8 ,thy despair1 if it were reasonable1 should flow from thee1 because found in the land that is beyond the grave1 or because thou certainly knowest that ,christ will not1 or cannot save thee4 ,but for the first1 thou art yet in the land of the living2 and for the second1 thou hast ground to believe the quite contrary2 ,christ is able to save to the uttermost them that come to ,god by him2 and if he were not willing1 he would not have commanded that mercy1 in the first place1 should be offered to the biggest sinners4 ,besides1 he hath said1 8,and let him that is athirst come1 and whosoever will1 let him take the water of life freely20 that is1 with all my heart4 ,what ground now is here for despair8 ,if thou sayst1 ,the number and burden of my sins2 ,i answer1 ,nay2 that is rather a ground for faith3 because such an one1 above all others1 is invited by ,christ to come unto him1 yea1 promised rest and forgiveness if they come2 ,matt4 xi4 #bh4 ,what ground then to despair8 ,verily none at all4 ,thy despair then is a thing unreasonable and without footing in the word4 ,but ,i have no experience of ,god's love2 ,god hath given me no comfort1 or ground of hope1 though ,i have waited upon him for it many a day4 ,thou hast experience of ,god's love1 for that he has opened thine eyes to see thy sins3 and for that he has given thee desires to be saved by ,jesus ,christ4 ,for by thy sense of sin thou art made to see thy poverty of spirit1 and that has laid thee under a sure ground to hope that heaven shall be thine hereafter4 ,also thy desires to be saved by ,christ1 has put thee under another promise1 so there is two to hold thee up in them1 though thy present burden be never so heavy1 ,matt4 v4 #c1 #f4 ,as for what thou sayst1 as to ,god's silence to thee1 perhaps he has spoken to thee once or twice already1 but thou hast not perceived it2 ,job xxxiii4 #ad1 #ae4 ,however1 thou hast ,christ crucified1 set forth before thine eyes in the ,bible1 and an invitation to come unto him1 though thou be a ,jerusalem sinner1 though thou be the biggest sinner2 and so no ground to despair4 ,what1 if ,god will be silent to thee1 is that ground of despair8 ,not at all1 so long as there is a promise in the ,bible that ,god will in no wise cast away the coming sinner1 and so long as he invites the ,jerusalem sinner to come unto him ,john vi4 #cg4 ,build not therefore despair upon these things2 they are no sufficient foundations for it1 such plenty of promises being in the ,bible1 and such a discovery of his mercy to great sinners of old2 especially since we have withal a clause in the commission given to ministers to preach1 that they should begin with the ,jerusalem sinners in their offering of mercy to the world4 ,besides1 ,god says1 ,they that wait upon the ,lord shall renew their strength1 they shall mount up with wings like eagles2 but perhaps it may be long first4 8,i waited long10 saith ,david1 8and did seek the ,lord20 and at length his cry was heard3 wherefore he bids his soul wait on ,god1 and says1 ,for it is good so to do before thy saints2 ,psalm xl4 #a2 lxii4 #e2 lii4 #i4 ,and what if thou waitest upon ,god all thy days8 ,is it below thee8 ,and what if ,god will cross his book1 and blot out the hand-writing that is against thee1 and not let thee know it as yet8 ,is it fit to say unto ,god1 ,thou art hard-hearted8 ,despair not2 thou hast no ground to despair1 so long as thou livest in this world4 ,it is a sin to begin to despair before one sets his foot over the threshold of hell-gates4 ,for them that are there1 let them despair and spare not2 but as for thee1 thou hast no ground to do it4 ,what6 despair of bread in a land that is full of corn6 despair of mercy when our ,god is full of mercy6 despair of mercy1 when ,god goes about by his ministers1 beseeching of sinners to be reconciled unto him6 #b ,cor4 v4 #ah-bj4 ,thou scrupulous fool1 where canst thou find that ,god was ever false to his promise1 or that he ever deceived the soul that ventured itself upon him8 ,he often calls upon sinners to trust him1 though they walk in darkness1 and have no light2 ,isa4 #a4 #aj4 ,they have his promise and oath for their salvation1 that flee for refuge to the hope set before them2 ,heb4 vi4 #ag1 #ah4 ,despair6 when we have a ,god of mercy1 and a redeeming ,christ alive6 ,for shame1 forbear3 let them despair that dwell where there is no ,god1 and that are confined to those chambers of death which can be reached by no redemption4 ,a living man despair when he is chid for murmuring and complaining6 ,lam4 iii4 #ci4 ,oh6 so long as we are where promises swarm1 where mercy is proclaimed1 where grace reigns1 and where ,jerusalem sinners are privileged with the first offer of mercy1 it is a base thing to despair4 ,despair undervalues the promise1 undervalues the invitation1 undervalues the proffer of grace4 ,despair undervalues the ability of ,god the ,father1 and the redeeming blood of ,christ his ,son4 ,oh unreasonable despair6 ,despair makes man ,god's judge2 it is a controller of the promise1 a contradicter of ,christ in his large offers of mercy3 and one that undertakes to make unbelief the great manager of our reason and judgment1 in determining about what ,god can and will do for sinners4 ,despair6 ,it is the devil's fellow1 the devil's master2 yea1 the chains with which he is captivated and held under darkness for ever3 and to give way thereto in a land1 in a state and time that flows with milk and honey1 is an uncomely thing4 ,i would say to my soul1 ,o my soul6 this is not the place of despair2 this is not the time to despair in3 as long as mine eyes can find a promise in the ,bible1 as long as there is the least mention of grace1 as long as there is a moment left me of breath or life in this world2 so long will ,i wait or look for mercy1 so long will ,i fight against unbelief and despair4 ,this is the way to honour ,god and ,christ2 this is the way to set the crown on the promise2 this is the way to welcome the invitation and inviter2 and this is the way to thrust thyself under the shelter and protection of the word of grace4 ,never despair so long as our text is alive1 for that doth sound it out1--that mercy by ,christ is offered1 in the first place1 to the biggest sinner4 ,despair is an unprofitable thing2 it will make a man weary of waiting upon ,god2 #b ,kings vi4 #cc2 it will make a man forsake ,god1 and seek his heaven in the good things of this world2 ,gen4 iv4 #ac-ah4 ,it will make a man his own tormentor1 and flounce and fling like a wild bull in a net2 ,isa4 ii4 #bj4 ,despair6 it drives a man to the study of his own ruin1 and brings him at last to be his own executioner2 #b ,sam4 xvii4 #bc2 ,matt4 xxvii4 #c-e4 ,besides1 ,i am persuaded also1 that despair is the cause that there are so many that would fain be ,atheists in the world3 ,for because they have entertained a conceit that ,god will never be merciful to them2 therefore they labour to persuade themselves that there is no ,god at all1 as if their misbelief would kill ,god1 or cause him to cease to be4 ,a poor shift for an immortal soul1 for a soul who liketh not to retain ,god in its knowledge6 ,if this be the best that despair can do1 let it go1 man1 and betake thyself to faith1 to prayer1 to wait for ,god1 and to hope1 in despite of ten thousand doubts4 ,and for thy encouragement1 take yet 7as an addition to what has already been said7 the following scripture2 8,the ,lord taketh pleasure in them that fear him1 in those that hope in his mercy20 ,psal4 cxlvii4 #aa4 ,whence note1 ,they fear not ,god1 that hope not in his mercy3 also ,god is angry with them that hope not in his mercy3 for he only taketh pleasure in them that hope4 ,he that believeth1 or hath received his testimony1 8hath set to his seal that ,god is true10 ,john iii4 #cc2 but he that receiveth it not hath made him a liar1 and that is a very unworthy thing2 #a ,john v4 #aj1 #aa4 8,let the wicked forsake his ways1 and the unrighteous man his thoughts2 and let him return to the ,lord1 and he will have mercy on him2 and to our ,god1 for he will abundantly multiply pardons40 ,perhaps thou art weary of thy ways1 but art not weary of thy thoughts1 of thy unbelieving and despairing thoughts2 now1 ,god also would have thee cast away these thoughts1 as such which he deserveth not at thy hands2 for he will have mercy upon thee1 and he will abundantly pardon4 8,o fools1 and slow of heart to believe all that the prophets have spoken60 ,luke xxiv4 #be4 ,mark you here1 slowness to believe is a piece of folly4 ,ay6 but sayst thou1 ,i do believe some1 and ,i believe what can make against me4 ,ay1 but sinner1 ,christ ,jesus here calls thee fool for not believing all4 ,believe all1 and despair if thou canst4 ,he that believes all1 believes that text that saith1 ,christ would have mercy preached first to the ,jerusalem sinners4 ,he that believeth all1 believeth all the promises and consolations of the word2 and the promises and consolations of the word weigh heavier than do all the curses and threatenings of the law2 and mercy rejoiceth against judgment4 ,wherefore believe all1 and mercy will to thy conscience weigh judgment down1 and so minister comfort to thy soul4 ,the ,lord take the yoke from off thy jaws1 since he has set meat before thee2 ,hos4 xi4 #d2 and help thee to remember that he is pleased in the first place to offer mercy to the biggest sinners4 ,sixthly1 ,since ,jesus ,christ would have mercy offered in the first place to the biggest sinners1 let souls see that they lay right hold thereof1 lest they1 notwithstanding1 indeed come short thereof4 ,faith only knows how to deal with mercy2 wherefore put not in the place thereof presumption4 ,i have observed1 that as there are herbs and flowers in our gardens1 so there are their counterfeits in the field2 only they are distinguished from the other by the name of wild ones4 ,why1 there is faith1 and wild faith2 and wild faith is this presumption4 ,i call it wild faith1 because ,god never placed it in his garden1 his church2 it is only to be found in the field1 the world4 ,i also call it wild faith1 because it only grows up and is nourished where other wild notions abound4 ,wherefore take heed of this1 and all may be well2 for this presumuptuousness is a very heinous thing in the eyes of ,god3 8,the soul10 saith he1 8that doeth ought presumptuously 7whether he be born in the land1 or a stranger71 the same reproacheth the ,lord2 and that soul shall be cut off from among his people20 ,numb4 xv4 #cj4 ,the thoughts of this made ,david tremble1 and pray that ,god would hold him back from presumptuous sins1 and not suffer them to have dominion over him2 ,psal4 xix4 #ac4 ,now this presumption1 then1 puts itself in the place of faith1 when it tampereth with the promise for life1 while the soul is a stranger to repentance4 ,wherefore you have in the text1 to prevent doing thus1 both repentance and remission of sins to be offered to ,jerusalem2 not remission without repentance3 for all that repent not shall perish1 let them presume on grace and the promise while they will2 ,luke xiii4 #a-c4 ,presumption1 then1 is that which severeth faith and repentance1 concluding1 that the soul shall be saved by grace1 though the man was never made sorry for his sins1 nor the love of the heart turned therefrom4 ,this is to be self-willed1 as ,peter has it2 and this is a despising the word of the ,lord1 for that has put repentance and faith together2 ,mark i4 #ae4 ,and 8because he hath despised the word of the ,lord1 and hath broken his commandment1 that soul shall utterly be cut off3 his iniquity shall be upon him40 ,numb4 xv4 #ca4 ,let such therefore look to it1 who yet are1 and abide in their sins2 for such1 if they hope1 as they are1 to be saved1 presume upon the grace of ,god4 ,wherefore presumption and not hearkening to ,god's word are put together2 ,deut4 xvii4 #ab4 ,again1 ,then men presume when they are resolved to abide in their sins1 and yet expect to be saved by ,god's grace through ,christ4 ,this is as much as to say1 ,god liketh sin as well as ,i do1 and careth not how men live1 if so be they lean upon his ,son4 ,of this sort are they that build up ,zion with blood1 and ,jerusalem with iniquity2 that judge for reward1 and teach for hire1 and divine for money1 and lean upon the ,lord2 ,mic4 iii4 #aj1 #aa4 ,this is doing things with an high hand against the ,lord our ,god1 and a taking him1 as it were1 at the catch4 ,this is1 as we say among men1 to seek to put a trick upon ,god1 as if he had not sufficiently fortified his proposals of grace by his holy word1 against all such kind of fools as these4 ,but look to it4 ,such will be found at the day of ,god1 not among that great company of ,jerusalem sinners that shall be saved by grace1 but among those that have been the great abusers of the grace of ,god in the world4 ,those that say1 ,let us sin that grace may abound1 and let us do evil that good may come1 their damnation is just4 ,and if so1 they are a great way off of that salvation that is by ,jesus ,christ presented to the ,jerusalem sinners4 ,i have therefore these things to propound to that ,jerusalem sinner that would know1 if he may be so bold as to venture himself upon this grace4 ,first1 ,dost thou see thy sins8 ,secondly1 ,art thou weary of them8 ,thirdly1 ,wouldst thou with all thy heart be saved by ,jesus ,christ8 ,i dare say no less1 ,i dare say no more4 ,but if it be truly thus with thee1 how great soever thy sins have been1 how bad soever thou feelest thy heart1 how far soever thou art from thinking that ,god has mercy for these3 thou art the man1 the ,jerusalem sinner1 that the ,word of ,god has conquered1 and to whom it offereth free remission of sins1 by the redemption that is in ,jesus ,christ4 ,when the jailor cried out1 8,sirs1 ,what must ,i do to be saved80 ,the answer was1 8,believe on the ,lord ,jesus ,christ1 and thou shalt be saved40 ,he that sees his sins aright1 is brought to his wit's end by them2 and he that is so1 is willing to part from them1 and to be saved by the grace of ,god4 ,if this be thy case1 fear not1 give no way to despair2 thou presumest not1 if thou believest to life everlasting in ,jesus ,christ3 yea1 ,christ is prepared for such as thou art4 ,therefore take good courage and believe4 ,the design of ,satan is to tell the presumptuous1 that their presuming on mercy is good2 but to persuade the believer1 that his believing is impudent bold dealing with ,god4 ,i never heard a presumptuous man in my life say that he was afraid that he presumed2 but ,i have heard many an honest humble soul say1 that they have been afraid that their faith has been presumption4 ,why should ,satan molest those whose ways he knows will bring them to him8 ,and who can think that he should be quiet when men take the right course to escape his hellish snares8 ,this1 therefore1 is the reason why the truly humbled is opposed1 while the presumptuous goes on by wind and tide4 ,the truly humble ,satan hates1 but he laughs to see the foolery of the other4 ,does thy hand and heart tremble8 ,upon thee the promise smiles4 8,to this man will ,i look10 says ,god1 8even to him that is poor1 and of a contrite spirit1 and trembles at my word20 ,isa4 lxvi4 #b4 ,what1 therefore1 ,i have said of presumption concerns not the humble in spirit at all4 ,i therefore am for gathering up the stones1 and for taking the stumblingblocks out of the way of ,god's people3 and forewarning of them that lay the stumblingblock of their iniquity before their faces1 and that are for presuming upon ,god's mercy2 and let them look to themselves2 ,ezek4 xiv4 #f-h4 ,also our text stands firm as ever it did1 and our observation is still of force1 that ,jesus ,christ would have mercy offered in the first place to the biggest sinners4 ,so then let none despair1 let none presume2 let none despair that are sorry for their sins1 and would be saved by ,jesus ,christ2 let none presume that abide in the liking of their sins1 though they seem to know the exceeding grace of ,christ2 for though the door stands wide open for the reception of the penitent1 yet it is fast enough barred and bolted against the presumptuous sinner4 ,be not deceived1 ,god is not mocked1 whatsoever a man sows1 that he shall reap4 ,it cannot be that ,god should be wheedled out of his mercy1 or prevailed upon by lips of dissimulation2 he knows them that trust in him1 and that sincerely come to him by ,christ for mercy2 ,nahum i4 #g4 ,it is then not the abundance of sins committed1 but the not coming heartily to ,god by ,christ for mercy1 that shuts men out of doors4 ,and though their not coming heartily may be said to be but a sin1 yet it is such a sin as causeth that all thy other sins abide upon thee unforgiven4 ,god complains of this4 8,they have not cried unto me with their heart2 they turned1 but not to the most ,high4 ,they turned feignedly20 ,jer4 iii4 #aj2 ,hos4 vii4 #ad1 #af4 ,thus doing1 his soul hates2 but the penitent1 humble1 brokenhearted sinner1 be his transgressions red as scarlet1 red like crimson1 in number as the sand2 though his transgressions cry to heaven against him for vengeance1 and seem there to cry louder than do his prayers1 or tears1 or groans for mercy1 yet he is safe4 ,to this man ,god will look2 ,isa4 i4 #ah2 chap lxvi4 #b4 ,seventhly1 ,would ,jesus ,christ have mercy offered in the first place to the biggest sinners8 ,then here is ground for those that1 as to practice1 have not been such1 to come to him for mercy4 ,although there is no sin little of itself2 because it is a contradiction of the nature and majesty of ,god2 yet we must admit of divers numbers1 and also of aggravations4 ,two sins are not so many as three2 nor are three that are done in ignorance so big as one that is done against light1 against knowledge and conscience4 ,also there is the child in sin1 and a man in sin that has his hairs gray1 and his skin wrinkled for very age4 ,and we must put a difference betwixt these sinners also4 ,for can it be that a child of seven1 or ten1 or sixteen years old1 should be such a sinner--a sinner so vile in the eye of the law as he is who has walked according to the course of this world1 forty1 fifty1 sixty1 or seventy years8 ,now the youth1 this stripling1 though he is a sinner1 is but a little sinner1 when compared with such4 ,now1 ,i say1 if there be room for the first sort1 for those of the biggest size1 certainly there is room for the lesser size8 ,if there be a door wide enough for a giant to go in at1 there is certainly room for a dwarf4 ,if ,christ ,jesus has grace enough to save great sinners1 he has surely grace enough to save little ones4 ,if he can forgive five hundred pence1 for certain he can forgive fifty2 ,luke vii4 #da1 #db4 ,but you said before1 that the little sinners must stand by until the great ones have received their grace1 and that is discouraging6 ,i answer1 there are two sorts of little sinners1 such as are so1 and such as feign themselves so4 ,they are those that feign themselves so1 that ,i intended there1 and not those that are indeed comparatively so4 ,such as feign themselves so may wait long enough before they obtain forgiveness4 ,but again1 a sinner may be comparatively a little sinner1 and sensibly a great one4 ,there are then two sorts of greatness in sin2 greatness by reason of number2 greatness by reason of thoroughness of conviction of the horrible nature of sin4 ,in this last sense1 he that has but one sin1 if such a one could be found1 may in his own eyes find himself the biggest sinner in the world4 ,let this man or this child therefore put himself among the great sinners1 and plead with ,god as great sinners do1 and expect to be saved with the great sinners1 and as soon and as heartily as they4 ,yea1 a little sinner1 that comparatively is truly so1 if he shall graciously give way to conviction1 and shall in ,god's light diligently weigh the horrible nature of his own sins1 may yet sooner obtain forgiveness for them at the hands of the heavenly ,father1 than he that has ten times his sins1 and so cause to cry ten times harder to ,god for mercy4 ,for the grievousness of the cry is a great thing with ,god2 for if he will hear the widow1 if she cries at all1 how much more if she cries most grievously8 ,exod4 xxii4 #bb1 #bc4 ,it is not the number1 but the true sense of the abominable nature of sin1 that makes the cry for pardon lamentable4 ,he1 as ,i said1 that has many sins1 may not cry so loud in the ears of ,god as he that has far fewer2 he1 in our present sense1 that is in his own eyes the biggest sinner1 is he that soonest findeth mercy4 ,the offer then is to the biggest sinner2 to the biggest sinner first1 and the mercy is first obtained by him that first confesseth himself to be such an one4 ,there are men that strive at the throne of grace for mercy1 by pleading the greatness of their necessity4 ,now their plea1 as to the prevalency of it1 lieth not in the counting up of the number1 but in the sense of the greatness of their sins1 and in the vehemency of their cry for pardon4 ,and it is observable1 that though the birthright was ,ruben's1 and1 for his foolishness1 given to the sons of ,joseph1 yet ,judah prevailed above his brethren1 and of him came the ,messias2 #a ,chron4 v4 #a1 #b4 ,there is a heavenly subtilty to be managed in this matter4 8,thy brother came with subtilty1 and hath taken away thy blessing40 ,the blessing belonged to ,esau1 but ,jacob by his diligence made it his own2 ,gen4 xxvii4 #cc4 ,the offer is to the biggest sinner1 to the biggest sinner first2 but if he forbear to cry1 the sinner that is a sinner less by far than he1 both as to number and the nature of transgression1 may get the blessing first1 if he shall have grace to bestir himself well2 for the loudest cry is heard furthest1 and the most lamentable pierces soonest4 ,i therefore urge this head1 not because ,i would have little sinners go and tell ,god that they are little sinners1 thereby to think to obtain mercy2 for1 verily1 so they are never like to have it3 for such words declare1 that such a one hath no true sense at all of the nature of his sins4 ,sin1 as ,i said1 in the nature of it1 is horrible1 though it be but one single sin as to act2 yea1 though it be but a sinful thought2 and so worthily calls for the damnation of the soul4 ,the comparison1 then1 of little and great sinners1 is to go for good sense among men4 ,but to plead the fewness of thy sins1 or the comparative harmlessness of their quantity before ,god1 argueth no sound knowledge of the nature of thy sin1 and so no true sense of the nature or need of mercy4 ,little sinner1 when therefore thou goest to ,god1 though thou knowest in thy conscience that thou1 as to acts1 art no thief1 no murderer1 no whore1 no liar1 no false swearer1 or the like1 and in reason must needs understand that thus thou art not so profanely vile as others2 yet when thou goest to ,god for mercy1 know no man's sins but thine own1 make mention of no man's sins but thine own4 ,also labour not to lessen thy own1 but magnify and greaten them by all just circumstances1 and be as if there was never a sinner in the world but thyself4 ,also cry out1 as if thou wast the only undone man2 and that is the way to obtain ,god's mercy4 ,it is one of the comeliest sights in the world to see a little sinner commenting upon the greatness of his sins1 multiplying and multiplying them to himself1 till he makes them in his own eyes bigger and higher than he seeth any other man's sins to be in the world2 and as base a thing it is to see a man do otherwise1 and as basely will come on it2 ,luke xviii4 #aj-ad4 ,as1 therefore1 ,i said to the great sinner before1 let him take heed lest he presume2 ,i say now to the little sinner1 let him take heed that he do not dissemble3 for there is as great an aptness in the little sinner to dissemble1 as there is in the great one4 8,he that hideth his sins shall not prosper10 be he a sinner little or great2 ,prov4 xxviii4 #ac4 ,eighthly1 ,would ,jesus ,christ have mercy offered1 in the first place1 to the biggest sinners8 ,then this shews the true cause why ,satan makes such head as he doth against him4 ,the ,father and the ,holy ,spirit are well spoken of by all deluders and deceived persons2 ,christ only is the rock of offence4 8,behold ,i lay in ,zion a stumbling-stone and a rock of offence20 ,rom4 ix4 #cc4 ,not that ,satan careth for the ,father or the ,spirit more than he careth for the ,son1 but he can let men alone with their notions of the ,father and the ,spirit1 for he knows they shall never enjoy the ,father nor the ,spirit1 if indeed they receive not the merits of the ,son4 8,he that hath the ,son1 hath life2 he that hath not the ,son of ,god hath not life10 however they may boast themselves of the ,father and the ,spirit2 #a ,john v4 #ab4 ,again1 8,whosoever transgresseth1 and abideth not in the doctrine of ,christ1 hath not ,god3 he that abideth in the doctrine of ,christ1 hath both the ,father and the ,son20 #b ,john i4 #i4 ,christ1 and ,christ only1 is he that can make us capable to enjoy ,god with life and joy to all eternity4 ,hence he calls himself the way to the ,father1 the true and living way2 ,john xiv4 #f2 ,heb4 x4 #ai1 #bj2 for we cannot come to the ,father but by him4 ,satan knows this1 therefore he hates him4 ,deluded persons are ignorant of this1 and1 therefore1 they are so led up and down by ,satan by the nose as they are4 ,there are many things by which ,satan has taken occasion to greaten his rage against ,jesus ,christ4 ,as1 first1 his love to man1 and then the many expressions of that love4 ,he hath taken man's nature upon him2 he hath in that nature fulfilled the law to bring in righteousness for man2 and hath spilt his blood for the reconciling of men to ,god2 he hath broke the neck of death1 put away sin1 destroyed the works of the devil1 and got into his own hands the keys of death3 and all these are heinous things to ,satan4 ,he cannot abide ,christ for this4 ,besides1 he hath eternal life in himself2 and that to bestow upon us2 and we in all likelihood are to possess the very places from which the ,satans by transgression fell1 if not places more glorious4 ,wherefore he must needs be angry4 ,and is it not a vexatious thing to him1 that we should be admitted to the throne of grace by ,christ1 while he stands bound over in chains of darkness1 to answer for his rebellions against ,god and his ,son1 at the terrible day of judgment4 ,yea1 we poor dust and ashes must become his judges1 and triumph over him for ever3 and all this long of ,jesus ,christ2 for he is the meritorious cause of all this4 ,now though ,satan seeks to be revenged for this1 yet he knows it is in vain to attack the person of ,christ2 he has overcome him3 therefore he tampers with a company of silly men1 that he may vilify him by them4 ,and they1 bold fools as they are1 will not spare to spit in his face4 ,they will rail at his person1 and deny the very being of it2 they will rail at his blood1 and deny the merit and worth of it4 ,they will deny the very end why he accomplished the law1 and by jiggs1 and tricks1 and quirks1 which he helpeth them to1 they set up fond names and images in his place1 and give the glory of a ,saviour to them4 ,thus ,satan worketh under the name of ,christ2 and his ministers under the name of the ministers of righteousness4 ,and by his wiles and stratagems he undoes a world of men2 but there is a seed1 and they shall serve him1 and it shall be counted to the ,lord for a generation4 ,these shall see their sins1 and that ,christ is the way to happiness4 ,these shall venture themselves1 both body and soul1 upon his worthiness4 ,all this ,satan knows1 and therefore his rage is kindled the more4 ,wherefore1 according to his ability and allowance1 he assaulteth1 tempteth1 abuseth1 and stirs up what he can to be hurtful to these poor people1 that he may1 while his time shall last1 make it as hard and difficult for them to go to eternal glory as he can4 ,oftentimes he abuses them with wrong apprehensions of ,god1 and with wrong apprehensions of ,christ4 ,he also casts them into the mire1 to the reproach of religion1 the shame of their brethren1 the derision of the world1 and dishonour of ,god4 ,he holds our hands while the world buffets us2 he puts bear-skins upon us1 and then sets the dogs at us4 ,he bedaubeth us with his own foam1 and then tempts us to believe that that bedaubing comes from ourselves4 ,oh6 the rage and the roaring of this lion1 and the hatred that he manifests against the ,lord ,jesus1 and against them that are purchased with his blood6 ,but yet1 in the midst of all this1 the ,lord ,jesus sends forth his herald to proclaim in the nations his love to the world1 and to invite them to come in to him for life4 ,yea1 his invitation is so large1 that it offereth his mercy in the first place to the biggest sinners of every age1 which augments the devil's rage the more4 ,wherefore1 as ,i said before1 fret he1 fume he1 the ,lord ,jesus will divide the spoil with this great one2 yea1 he shall divide the spoil with the strong1 because he hath poured out his soul unto death1 and he was numbered with the transgressors1 and he bare the sin of many1 and made intercession for the transgressors2 ,isa4 liii4 #ab4 ,ninthly1 ,would ,jesus ,christ have mercy offered in the first place to the biggest sinners8 ,let the tempted harp upon this string for their help and consolation4 ,the tempted wherever he dwells1 always thinks himself the biggest sinner1 one most unworthy of eternal life4 ,this is ,satan's master-argument3 thou art a horrible sinner1 a hypocrite1 one that has a profane heart1 and one that is an utter stranger to a work of grace4 ,i say this is his maul1 his club1 his master-piece2 he doth with this as some do with their most enchanting songs1 sings them everywhere4 ,i believe there are but few saints in the world that have not had this temptation sounding in their ears4 ,but were they but aware1 ,satan by all this does but drive them to the gap out at which they should go1 and so escape his roaring4 ,saith he1 thou art a great sinner1 a horrible sinner1 a profane hearted wretch1 one that cannot be matched for a vile one in the country4 ,and all this while ,christ says to his ministers1 offer mercy1 in the first place1 to the biggest sinners4 ,so that this temptation drives thee directly into the arms of ,jesus ,christ4 ,were therefore the tempted but aware1 he might say1 ,ay1 ,satan1 so ,i am1 ,i am a sinner of the biggest size1 and therefore have most need of ,jesus ,christ2 yea1 because ,i am such a wretch1 therefore ,jesus ,christ calls me2 yea1 he calls me first3 the first proffer of the ,gospel is to be made to the ,jerusalem sinner3 ,i am he1 wherefore stand back ,satan2 make a lane1 my right is first to come to ,jesus ,christ4 ,this now will be like for like4 ,this would foil the devil3 this would make him say1 ,i must not deal with this man thus2 for then ,i put a sword into his hand to cut off my head4 ,and this is the meaning of ,peter1 when he saith1 8,resist him stedfast in the faith20 #a ,pet4 v4 #i4 ,and of ,paul1 when he saith1 8,take the shield of faith1 wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked20 ,eph4 vi4 #af4 ,wherefore is it said1 8,begin at ,jerusalem10 if the ,jerusalem sinner is not to have the benefit of it8 ,and if ,i am to have the benefit of it1 let me call it to mind when ,satan haunts me with the continual remembrance of my sins1 of my ,jerusalem sins4 ,satan and my conscience say ,i am the biggest sinner1--,christ offereth mercy1 in the first place1 to the biggest sinners4 ,nor is the manner of the offer other but such as suiteth with my mind4 ,i am sorry for my sin2 yea1 sorry at my heart that ever sinful thought did enter1 or find the least entertainment in my wicked mind2 and might ,i obtain my wish1 ,i would never more that my heart should be a place for ought but the grace1 and spirit1 and faith of the ,lord ,jesus4 ,i speak not this to lessen my wickedness2 ,i would not for all the world but be placed by mine own conscience in the very front of the biggest sinners1 that ,i might be one of the first that are beckoned by the gracious hand of ,jesus the ,saviour1 to come to him for mercy4 ,well1 sinner1 thou now speakest like a ,christian1 but say thus in a strong spirit in the hour of temptation1 and then thou wilt1 to thy commendation and comfort1 quit thyself well4 ,this improving of ,christ in dark hours1 is the life1 though the hardest part of our ,christianity4 ,we should neither stop at darkness1 nor at the raging of our lusts1 but go on in a way of venturing and casting the whole of our affairs for the next world at the foot of ,jesus ,christ4 ,this is the way to make the darkness light1 and also to allay the raging of our corruption4 ,the first time the ,passover was eaten1 was in the night2 and when ,israel took courage to go forward1 though the sea stood in their way like a devouring gulf1 and the host of the ,egyptians follow them at the heels2 yet the sea gives place1 and their enemies were as still as a stone till they were gone over2 ,exod4 xii4 #h2 chap4 xiv4 #ac1 #ad1 #ba1 #bb2 chap4 xv4 #af4 ,there is nothing like faith to help at a pinch2 faith dissolves doubts as the sun drives away the mists4 ,and that you may not be put out1 know your time1 as ,i said1 of believing it always4 ,there are times when some graces may be out of use1 but there is no time wherein faith can be said to be so4 ,wherefore faith must be always in exercise4 ,faith is the eye1 is the mouth1 is the hand1 and one of these is of use all day long4 ,faith is to see1 to receive1 to work1 or to eat2 and a ,christian should be seeing or receiving1 or working1 or feeding all day long4 ,let it rain1 let it blow1 let it thunder1 let it lighten1 a ,christian must still believe3 8,at what time10 said thee good man1 8,i am afraid1 ,i will trust in thee20 ,psal4 vi4 #b1 #c4 ,nor can we have a better encouragement to do this1 than is by the text set before us1 even an open heart for a ,jerusalem sinner4 ,and if for a ,jerusalem sinner to come1 then for such an one when come4 ,if for such a one to be saved1 then for such a one that is saved4 ,if for such a one to be pardoned his great transgressions1 then for such a one who is pardoned these1 to come daily to ,jesus ,christ1 too1 to be cleansed and set free from his common infirmities1 and from the iniquities of his holy things4 ,therefore let the poor sinner that would be saved labour for skill to make the best improvement of the grace of ,christ to help him against the temptations of the devil and his sins4 ,tenthly1 ,would ,jesus ,christ have mercy offered in the first place to the biggest sinners8 ,let those men consider this1 that 7have1 or7 may in a day of trial have spoken or done what their profession or conscience told them they should not1 and that have the guilt and burden thereof upon their consciences4 ,whether a thing be wrong or right1 guilt may pursue him that doth contrary to his conscience4 ,but suppose a man should deny his ,god1 or his ,christ1 or relinquish a good profession1 and be under the real guilt thereof2 shall he therefore conclude he is gone for ever8 ,let him come again with ,peter's tears1 and no doubt he shall obtain ,peter's forgiveness4 ,for the text includes the biggest sinners4 ,and it is observable1 that before this clause was put into this commission1 ,peter was pardoned his horrible revolt from his ,master4 ,he that revolteth in the day of trial1 if he is not shot quite dead upon the place1 but is sensible of his wound1 and calls out for a surgeon1 shall find his ,lord at hand to pour wine and oil into his wounds1 that he may again be healed1 and to encourage him to think that there may be mercy for him3 besides what we find recorded of ,peter1 you read in the ,acts1 some were1 through the violence of their trials1 compelled to blaspheme1 and yet are called saints2 ,acts xxvi4 #i-aa4 ,hence you have a promise or two that speak concerning such kind of men1 to encourage us to think that at least some of them shall come back to the ,lord their ,god4 8,shall they fall10 saith he1 8and not arise8 ,shall they turn away1 and not return80 ,jer4 viii4 #d4 8,and in that day ,i will assemble her that halteth1 and ,i will gather her that was driven out1 and her that ,i have afflicted4 ,and ,i will make her that halteth a remnant1 and her that was cast off a strong nation2 and the ,lord shall reign over them in ,mount ,zion for ever40 ,what we are to understand by her that halteth1 is best expressed by the ,prophet ,elijah2 ,mic4 iv4 #f1 #g2 ,zeph4 iii4 #ai2 #a ,kings xviii4 #ba4 ,i will conclude1 then1 that for them that have halted1 or may halt1 the ,lord has mercy in the bank1 and is willing to accept them if they return to him again4 ,perhaps they may never be after that of any great esteem in the house of ,god1 but if the ,lord will admit them to favour and forgiveness3 ,o exceeding and undeserved mercy6 ,see ,ezekiel xliv4 #aj-ad4 ,thou1 then1 that mayst be the man1 remember this1 that there is mercy also for thee4 ,return therefore to ,god1 and to his ,son1 who hath yet in store for thee1 and who will do thee good4 ,but perhaps thou wilt say1 he doth not save all revolters1 and1 therefore1 perhaps not me4 ,answr4 ,art thou returning to ,god8 ,if thou art returning1 thou art the man2 8,return ye backsliding children1 and ,i will heal your backslidings20 ,jer4 iii4 #bb4 ,some1 as ,i said1 that revolt1 are shot dead upon the place1 and for them1 who can help them8 ,but for them that cry out of their wounds1 it is a sign they are yet alive1 and if they use the means in time1 doubtless they may be healed4 ,christ ,jesus has bags of mercy that were never yet broken up or unsealed4 ,hence it is said1 he has goodness laid up2 things reserved in heaven for his4 ,and if he breaks up one of these bags1 who can tell what he can do6 ,hence his love is said to be such as passeth knowledge1 and that his riches are unsearchable4 ,he has1 no body knows what2 for no body knows whom3 he has by him in store for such as seem in the view of all men to be gone beyond recovery4 ,for this the text is plain4 ,what man or angel could have thought that the ,jerusalem sinners had been yet on this side of an impossibility of enjoying life and mercy8 ,hadst thou seen their actions1 and what horrible things they did to the ,son of ,god2 yea1 how stoutly they backed what they did with resolves and endeavours to persevere1 when they had killed his person1 against his name and doctrine2 and that there was not found among them all that while1 as we read of1 the least remorse or regret for these their doings2 couldst thou have imagined that mercy would ever have took hold of them1 at least so soon6 ,nay1 that they should1 of all the world1 be counted those only meet to have it offered to them in the very first place6 ,for so my text commands1 saying1 8,preach repentance and remission of sins among all nations1 beginning at ,jerusalem40 ,i tell you the thing is a wonder1 and must for ever stand for a wonder among the sons of men4 ,it stands also for an everlasting invitation and allurement to the biggest sinners to come to ,christ for mercy4 ,now since1 in the opinion of all men1 the revolter is such a one2 if he has1 as ,i said before1 any life in him1 let him take encouragement to come again1 that he may live by ,christ4 ,eleventhly1 ,would ,jesus ,christ have mercy offered in the first place to the biggest sinners8 ,then let ,god's ministers tell them so4 ,there is an incidence in us1 ,i know not how it doth come about1 when we are converted1 to contemn them that are left behind4 ,poor fools as we are1 we forget that we ourselves were so2 ,tit4 iii4 #b1 #c4 ,but would it not become us better1 since we have tasted that the ,lord is gracious1 to carry it towards them so1 that we may give them convincing ground to believe1 that we have found that mercy which also sets open the door for them to come and partake with us4 ,ministers1 ,i say1 should do thus1 both by their doctrine1 and in all other respects4 ,austerity doth not become us1 neither in doctrine nor in conversation4 ,we ourselves live by grace2 let us give as we receive1 and labour to persuade our fellow-sinners which ,god has left behind us1 to follow after1 that they may partake with us of grace4 ,we are saved by grace1 let us live like them that are gracious4 ,let all our things 7to the world7 be done in charity towards them2 pity them1 pray for them1 be familiar with them for their good4 ,let us lay aside our foolish1 worldly1 carnal grandeur2 let us not walk the streets1 and have such behaviours as signify we are scarce for touching of the poor ones that are left behind1 no not with a pair of tongs4 ,it becomes us not thus to do4 ,remember your ,lord1 he was familiar with publicans and sinners to a proverb2 8,behold a gluttonous man1 and a wine-bibber1 a friend of publicans and sinners20 ,matt4 xi4 #ai4 ,the first part1 concerning his gluttonous eating and drinking1 to be sure1 was an horrible slander2 but for the other1 nothing was ever spoke truer of him by the world4 ,now1 why should we lay hands cross on this text3 that is1 choose good victuals1 and love the sweet wine better than the salvation of the poor publican8 ,why not familiar with sinners1 provided we hate their spots and blemishes1 and seek that they may be healed of them8 ,why not fellowly with our carnal neighbours8 ,if we do take occasion to do so1 that we may drop1 and be yet distilling some good doctrine upon their souls8 ,why not go to the poor man's house1 and give him a penny1 and a ,scripture to think upon8 ,why not send for the poor to fetch away at least the fragments of thy table1 that the bowels of thy fellow-sinner may be refreshed as well as thine8 ,ministers should be exemplary2 but ,i am an inferior man1 and must take heed of too much meddling4 ,but might ,i1 ,i would meddle with them1 with their wives1 and with their children too4 ,i mean not this of all1 but of them that deserve it1 though ,i may not name them4 ,but1 ,i say1 let ministers follow the steps of their blessed ,lord1 who by word and deed shewed his love to the salvation of the world1 in such a carriage as declared him to prefer their salvation before his own private concern1 ,for we are commanded to follow his steps1 8who did no sin1 neither was guile found in his mouth40 ,and as ,i have said concerning ministers1 so ,i say to all the brethren1 carry it so1 that all the world may see1 that indeed you are the sons of love4 ,love your ,saviour2 yea1 shew one to another that you love him1 not only by a seeming love of affection1 but with the love of duty4 ,practical love is best4 ,many love ,christ with nothing but the lick of the tongue4 ,alas6 ,christ ,jesus the ,lord must not be put off thus3 8,he that hath my commandments1 and keepeth them10 saith he1 8he it is that loveth me20 ,john xiv4 #ba4 ,practical love1 which stands in self-denial1 in charity to my neighbour1 and a patient enduring of affliction for his name2 this is counted love4 ,right love to ,christ is that which carries in it a provoking argument to others of the brethren2 ,heb4 x4 #bd4 ,should a man ask me how he should know that he loveth the children of ,god8 ,the best answer ,i could give him1 would be in the words of the ,apostle ,john2 8,by this10 saith he1 8we know we love the children of ,god1 when we love ,god1 and keep his commandments20 #a ,john1 v4 #b4 ,love to ,god and ,christ is then shewn when we are tender of his name2 and then we shew ourselves tender of his name when we are afraid to break any the least of his commandments4 ,and when we are here1 then do we shew our love to our brother also4 ,now1 we have obligation sufficient thus to do1 for that our ,lord loved us1 and gave himself for us1 to deliver us from death1 that we might live through him4 ,the world1 when they hear the doctrine that ,i have asserted and handled in this little book2 to wit1 that ,jesus ,christ would have mercy offered in the first place to the biggest sinners1 will be apt1 because themselves are unbelievers1 to think that this is a doctrine that leads to looseness1 and that gives liberty to the flesh2 but if you that believe love your brethren and your neighbours truly1 and as you should1 you will put to silence the ignorance of such foolish men1 and stop their mouths from speaking evil of you4 ,and1 ,i say1 let the love of ,christ constrain us to this4 ,who deserveth our heart1 our mouth1 our life1 our goods1 so much as ,jesus ,christ1 who has bought us to himself by his blood1 to this very end1 that we should be a peculiar people1 zealous of good works8 ,there is nothing more seemly in the world1 than to see a ,christian walk as becomes the ,gospel2 nor any thing more unbecoming a reasonable creature1 than to hear a man say1 ,i believe in ,christ1 and yet see in his life debauchery and profaneness4 ,might ,i1 such men should be counted the basest of men2 such men should be counted by all unworthy of the name of a ,christian1 and should be shunned by every good man1 as such who are the very plague of profession4 ,for so it is written1 we should carry it towards them4 ,whoso have a form of godliness1 and deny the power thereof1 from such we must turn away4 ,it has ofttimes come into my mind to ask1 by what means it is that the gospel profession should be so tainted with loose and carnal gospellers8 and ,i could never arrive to better satisfaction in the matter than this1--such men are made professors by the devil1 and so by him put among the rest of the godly4 ,a certain man had a fruitless fig-tree planted in his vineyard2 but by whom was it planted there8 ,even by him that sowed the tares1 his own children1 among the wheat2 ,luke xiii4 #f2 ,matt4 xiii4 #cg-dj4 ,and that was the devil4 ,but why doth the devil do thus8 ,not of love to them1 but to make of them offences and stumblingblocks to others4 ,for he knows that a loose professor in the church does more mischief to religion than ten can do to it that are in the world4 ,was it not1 think you1 the devil that stirred up the damsel that you read of in ,acts xvi41 to cry out1 8,these are the servants of the most high ,god1 that shew unto us the way of salvation60 ,yes it was1 as is evident1 for ,paul was grieved to hear it4 ,but why did the devil stir up her to cry so8 but because that was the way to blemish the ,gospel1 and to make the world think that it came from the same hand as did her soothsaying and witchery2 verse #af-ah2 8,holiness1 ,o ,lord1 becomes thy house for ever40 ,let1 therefore1 whoever they be that profess the name of ,christ1 take heed that they scandal not that profession which they make of him1 since he has so graciously offered us1 as we are sinners of the biggest size1 in the first place1 his grace to save us4 ,having thus far spoken of the riches of the grace of ,christ1 and of the freeness of his heart to embrace the ,jerusalem sinners1 it may not be amiss to give you yet1 as a caution1 an intimation of one thing1 namely1 that this grace and freeness of his heart is limited to time and day2 the which1 whoso overstandeth1 shall perish notwithstanding4 ,for as a king1 who1 of grace1 sendeth out to his rebellious people an offer of pardon1 if they accept thereof by such a day1 yet beheadeth or hangeth those that come not in for mercy until the day or time be past2 so ,christ ,jesus has set the sinner a day1 a day of salvation1 an acceptable time2 but he who standeth out1 or goeth on in rebellion beyond that time1 is like to come off with the loss of his soul2 #b ,cor4 vi4 #b2 ,heb4 iii4 #ac1 #af1 #ag1 #ah1 #ai2 chap4 iv4 #g2 ,luke xix4 #da1 #db4 ,since1 therefore1 things are thus1 it may be convenient here to touch a little upon these particulars4 ,first1 ,that this day1 or time thus limited1 when it is considered with reference to this or that man1 is ofttimes undiscerned by the person concerned therein1 and always is kept secret as to the shutting up thereof4 ,and this1 in the wisdom of ,god1 is thus to the end2 no man1 when called upon1 should put off turning to ,god to another time4 ,now1 and to-day1 is that and only that which is revealed in holy writ2 ,psal4 #a4 #bb2 ,eccles4 xii4 #a2 ,heb4 iii4 #ac1 #af4 ,and this shews us the desperate hazards which those men run1 who when invitation or conviction attends them1 put off turning to ,god to be saved till another1 and1 as they think1 a more fit season and time4 ,for many1 by so doing1 defer this to do till the day of ,god's patience and long-suffering is ended2 and then1 for their prayers and cries after mercy1 they receive nothing but mocks1 and are laughed at by the ,god of heaven2 ,prov4 i4 #bj-cj2 ,isaiah lxv4 #ab-af2 chap4 lxvi4 #d2 ,zech4 xii4 #aa-ac4 ,secondly1 ,another thing to be considered is this1 viz4 that the day of ,god's grace with some men begins sooner1 and also sooner ends than it doth with others4 ,those at the first hour of the day1 had their call sooner than they who were called upon to turn to ,god at the sixth hour of the day2 yea1 and they who were hired at the third hour1 had their call sooner than they who were called at the eleventh2 ,matt4 xx4 #a-f4 #a4 ,the day of ,god's patience began with ,ishmael1 and also ended before he was twenty years old4 ,at thirteen years of age he was circumcised2 the next year after ,isaac was born2 and then ,ishmael was fourteen years old4 ,now that day that ,isaac was weaned1 that day was ,ishmael rejected2 and suppose that ,isaac was three years old before he was weaned1 that was but the seventeenth year of ,ishmael2 wherefore the day of ,god's grace was ended with him betimes2 ,gen4 xvii4 #bd1 #be2 chap4 xxi4 #b-aa2 ,gal4 iv4 #cj4 #b4 ,cain's day ended with him betimes2 for after ,god had rejected him1 he lived to beget many children1 and build a city1 and to do many other things4 ,but alas6 all that while he was a fugitive and a vagabond4 ,nor carried he any thing with him after the day of his rejection was come1 but this doleful language in his conscience1 8,from ,god's face shall ,i be hid20 ,gen4 iv4 #aj-ae4 #c4 ,esau1 through his extravagancies would needs go to sell his birth-right1 not fearing 7as other confident fools7 but that yet the blessing would still be his1 after which he lived many years2 but all of them under the wrath of ,god1 as was1 when time came1 made appear to his destruction2 for 8,when he would have inherited the blessing1 he was rejected1 for he found no place of repentance1 though he sought it carefully with tears20 ,heb4 xii4 #ad-af4 ,many instances might be given as to such tokens of the displeasure of ,god against such as fool away1 as the wise man has it1 the prize which is put into their hand2 ,prov4 xvii4 #af4 ,let these things1 therefore1 be a further caution to those that sit under the glorious sound of the ,gospel1 and hear of the riches of the grace of ,god in ,christ to poor sinners4 ,to slight grace1 to despise mercy1 and to stop the ear when ,god speaks1 when he speaks such great things1 so much to our profit1 is a great provocation4 ,he offereth1 he calls1 he woos1 he invites1 he prays1 he beseeches us in this day of his grace to be reconciled to him2 yea1 and has provided for us the means of reconciliation himself4 ,now1 this despised must needs be provoking2 and it is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living ,god4 ,but some man may say unto me1 ,fain ,i would be saved1 fain ,i would be saved by ,christ2 but ,i fear this day of grace is past1 and that ,i shall perish1 notwithstanding the exceeding riches of the grace of ,god4 ,answer4 ,to this doubt ,i would answer several things4 ,first1 ,with respect to this day4 ,secondly1 ,with respect to thy desires4 ,thirdly1 ,with respect to thy fears4 ,first1 ,with respect to the day2 that is1 whether it be ended with a man or no4 #a4 ,art thou jogged1 and shaken and molested at the hearing of the ,word8 ,is thy conscience awakened and convinced then that thou art at present in a perishing state1 and that thou hast need to cry to ,god for mercy8 ,this is a hopeful sign that this day of grace is not past with thee4 ,for usually they that are past grace1 are also1 in their conscience1 past feeling1 being 8seared with an hot iron20 ,eph4 iv4 #ah1 #ai2 #a ,tim4 iv4 #a1 #b4 ,consequently1 those past grace must be such as are denied the awakening fruits of the ,word preached4 8,the dead that hear10 says ,christ1 8shall live20 at least while ,christ has not quite done with them2 the day of ,god's patience is not at an end with them2 ,john v4 #be4 #b4 ,is there in thy more retired condition1 arguings1 strugglings1 and strivings with thy spirit to persuade thee of the vanity of what vain things thou lovest1 and to win thee in thy soul to a choice of ,christ ,jesus and his heavenly things8 ,take heed and rebel not1 for the day of ,god's grace and patience will not be past with thee till he saith his 8,spirit shall strive no more0 with thee2 for then the woe comes1 when 8he shall depart from them20 and when he says to the means of grace1 8,let them alone20 ,hos4 iv4 #ag2 chap4 ix4 #ab4 #c4 ,art thou visited in the night-seasons with dreams about thy state1 and that thou art in danger of being lost8 ,hast thou heart-shaken apprehensions when deep sleep is upon thee1 of hell1 death1 and judgment to come8 ,these are signs that ,god has not wholly left thee1 or cast thee behind his back for ever4 8,for ,god speaketh once1 yea twice1 yet man perceiveth it not2 in a dream1 in a vision of the night1 when deep sleep falleth upon men1 in slumberings upon the bed2 then he openeth the ears of men1 and sealeth their instruction1 that he may withdraw man from his purpose 7his sinful purposes7 and hide pride from man20 ,job xxxiii4 #ad-ag4 ,all this while ,god has not left the sinner1 nor is come to the end of his patience towards him1 but stands at least with the door of grace a-jar in his hand1 as being loth as yet to bolt it against him4 #d4 ,art thou followed with affliction1 and dost thou hear ,god's angry voice in thy afflictions8 ,doth he send with thy affliction an interpreter to shew thee thy vileness2 and why1 or wherefore1 the hand of ,god is upon thee1 and upon what thou hast2 to wit1 that it is for thy sinning against him1 and that thou mightest be turned to him8 ,if so1 thy summer is not quite ended2 thy harvest is not quite over and gone4 ,take heed1 stand out no longer1 lest he cause darkness1 and lest thy feet stumble upon the dark mountains2 and lest1 while you look for light1 he turn it into the shadow of death1 and make it gross darkness2 ,jer4 viii4 #bj2 chap4 xiii4 #ae-ag4 #e4 ,art thou crossed1 disappointed1 and way-laid1 and overthrown in all thy foolish ways and doings8 ,this is a sign ,god has not quite left thee1 but that he still waits upon thee to turn thee4 ,consider1 ,i say1 has he made a hedge and a wall to stop thee8 ,has he crossed thee in all thou puttest thy hand unto8 ,take it as a call to turn to him1 for1 by his thus doing1 he shews he has a mind to give thee a better portion4 ,for usually when ,god gives up men1 and resolves to let them alone in the broad way1 he gives them rope1 and lets them have their desires in all hurtful things2 ,hos4 ii4 #f-ae2 ,psalm lxxiii4 #c-ac2 ,rom4 xi4 #i4 ,therefore take heed to this also1 that thou strive not against this hand of ,god2 but betake thyself to a serious inquiry into the causes of this hand of ,god upon thee1 and incline to think1 it is because the ,lord would have thee look to that1 which is better than what thou wouldst satisfy thyself withal4 ,when ,god had a mind to make the prodigal go home to his father1 he sent a famine upon him1 and denied him a bellyful of the husks which the swine did eat4 ,and observe it1 now he was in a strait1 he betook him to consideration of the good that there was in his father's house2 yea1 he resolved to go home to his father1 and his father dealt well with him2 he received him with music and dancing1 because he had received him safe and sound2 ,luke xv4 #ad-cb4 #f4 ,hast then any enticing thoughts of the word of ,god upon thy mind8 ,doth1 as it were1 some holy word of ,god give a glance upon thee1 cast a smile upon thee1 let fall1 though it be but one drop of its savour upon thy spirit2 yea1 though it stays but one moment with thee8 ,o then the day of grace is not past6 ,the gate of heaven is not shut6 nor ,god's heart and bowels withdrawn from thee as yet4 ,take heed1 therefore1 and beware that thou make much of the heavenly gift1 and of that good word of ,god of the which he has made thee taste4 ,beware1 ,i say1 and take heed2 there may be a falling away for all this2 but1 ,i say1 as yet ,god has not left thee1 as yet he has not cast thee off2 ,heb4 vi4 #a-i4 ,secondly1 ,with respect to thy desires1 what are they8 ,wouldst thou be saved6 ,wouldst thou be saved with a thorough salvation8 ,wouldst thou be saved from guilt and filth too8 ,wouldst thou be the servant of thy ,saviour8 ,art thou indeed weary of the service of thy old master the devil1 sin1 and the world8 ,and have these desires put thy soul to flight8 ,hast thou through desires betaken thyself to thy heels8 ,dost fly to him that is a ,saviour from the wrath to come1 for life8 ,if these be thy desires1 and if they be unfeigned1 fear not4 ,thou art one of those runaways which ,god has commanded our ,lord to receive1 and not to send thee back to the devil thy master again1 but to give thee a place in his house1 even the place which liketh thee best4 8,thou shalt not deliver to his master10 says he1 8the servant which is escaped from his master unto thee4 ,he shall dwell with thee1 even among you in that place which he shall choose1 in one of thy gates where it liketh him best2 thou shalt not oppress him20 ,deut4 xxiii4 #ae1 #af4 ,this is a command to the church1 consequently to the ,head of the church2 for all commands from ,god come to her through her ,head4 ,whence ,i conclude1 that as ,israel of old was to receive the runaway servant who escaped from a heathen master to them1 and should not dare to send him back to his master again1 so ,christ's church now1 and consequently ,christ himself1 may not1 will not1 refuse that soul that has made his escape from sin1 ,satan1 the world1 and hell1 unto him1 but will certainly let him dwell in his house1 among his saints1 in that place which he shall choose1 even where it liketh him best4 ,for he says in another place1 8,and him that cometh to me1 ,i will in no wise cast out40 ,in no wise1 let his crimes be what they will1 either for nature1 multitude1 or the attendance of aggravating circumstances4 ,wherefore1 if thy desires be firm1 sound1 and unfeigned to become the saved of ,christ1 and his servant1 fear not1 he will not1 he will in no wise put thee away1 or turn thee over to thy old master again4 ,thirdly1 ,as to they fears1 whatever they are1 let that be supposed which is supposed before1 and they are groundless1 and so of no weight4 ,object4 ,but ,i am afraid ,i am not elected1 or chosen to salvation1 though you called me fool a little before for so fearing4 ,ans4 ,though election is1 in order1 before calling1 as to ,god1 yet the knowledge of calling must go before the belief of my election as to myself4 ,wherefore1 souls that doubt of the truth of their effectual calling1 do but plunge themselves into a deeper labyrinth of confusion that concern themselves with their election2 ,i mean1 while they labour to know it before they prove their calling4 8,make your calling1 and so your election1 sure20 #b ,pet4 i4 #d-aa4 ,wherefore1 at present1 lay the thoughts of thy election by1 and ask thyself these questions3 ,do ,i see my lost condition8 ,do ,i see salvation is nowhere but in ,christ8 ,would ,i share in this salvation by faith in him8 ,and would ,i1 as was said before1 be thoroughly saved1 to wit1 from the filth as from the guilt8 ,do ,i love ,christ1 his ,father1 his saints1 his words1 and ways8 ,this is the way to prove we are elect4 ,wherefore1 sinner1 when ,satan1 or thine own heart seeks to puzzle thee with election1 say thou1 ,i cannot attend to talk of this point now1 but stay till ,i know that ,i am called of ,god to the fellowship of his ,son1 and then ,i will shew you that ,i am elect1 and that my name is written in the book of life4 ,if poor distressed souls would observe this order1 they might save themselves the trouble of an unprofitable labour under these unreasonable and soul-sinking doubts4 ,let us therefore1 upon the sight of our wretchedness1 fly and venturously leap into the arms of ,christ1 which are now as open to receive us into his bosom1 as they were when nailed to the cross4 ,this is coming to ,christ for life aright2 this is right running away from thy master to him1 as was said before4 ,and for this we have multitudes of scriptures to support1 encourage1 and comfort us in our so doing4 ,but now1 let him that doth thus be sure to look for it1 for ,satan will be with him to-morrow1 to see if he can get him again to his old service2 and if he cannot do that1 then will he enter into dispute with him1 to wit1 about whether he be elect to life1 and called indeed to partake of this ,christ1 to whom he is fled for succour1 or whether he comes to him of his own presumptuous mind4 ,therefore we are bid1 as to come1 so to arm ourselves with that armour which ,god has provided2 that we may resist1 quench1 stand against1 and withstand all the fiery darts of the devil2 ,eph4 vi4 #aa-ah4 ,if1 therefore1 thou findest ,satan in this order to march against thee1 remember then thou hadst this item about it2 and betake thyself to faith and good courage2 and be sober1 and hope to the end4 ,object4 ,but how if ,i should have sinned the sin unpardonable1 or that called the sin against the ,holy ,ghost8 ,answer4 ,if thou hast1 thou art lost for ever2 but yet before it is concluded by thee that thou hast so sinned1 know that they that would be saved by ,jesus ,christ through faith in his blood1 cannot be counted for such4 #a4 ,because of the promise1 for that must not be frustrated3 and that says1 8,and him that cometh to ,christ1 he will in no wise cast out40 ,and again1 8,whoso will1 let him take of the water of life freely20 ,john vi4 #cg2 ,rev4 xxi4 #f2 chap4 xxii4 #ag4 ,but ,i say1 how can these scriptures be fulfilled1 if he that would indeed be saved1 as before1 has sinned the sin unpardonable8 ,the scriptures must not be made void1 nor their truth be cast to the ground4 ,here is a promise1 and here is a sinner2 a promise that says he shall not be cast out that comes2 and the sinner comes1 wherefore he must be received3 consequently he that comes to ,christ for life1 has not1 cannot have sinned that sin for which there is no forgiveness4 ,and this might suffice for an answer to any coming soul1 that fears1 though he comes1 that he has sinned the sin against the ,holy ,ghost4 #b4 ,but again1 he that has sinned the sin against the ,holy ,ghost cannot come1 has no heart to come1 can by no means be made willing to come to ,jesus ,christ for life2 for that he has received such an opinion of him1 and of his things1 as deters and holds him back4 #a4 ,he counteth this blessed person1 the ,son of ,god1 a magician1 a conjuror1 a witch1 or one that did1 when he was in the world1 what he did by the power and spirit of the devil2 ,matt4 ix4 #cd2 chap4 xii4 #bd1 #be1 c42 ,mark iii4 #bb-cj4 ,now he that has this opinion of this ,jesus1 cannot be willing to cast himself at his feet for life1 or to come to him as the only way to ,god and to salvation4 ,and hence it is said again1 that such an one puts him to open shame1 and treadeth him under foot1 that is1 by contemning1 reproaching1 vilifying1 and despising of him1 as if he were the vilest one1 or the greatest cheat in the world3 and has therefore1 as to his esteem of him1 called him accursed1 crucified him to himself1 or counted him one hanged1 as one of the worst of malefactors2 ,heb4 vi4 #f2 chap4 x4 #bi2 #a ,cor4 xii4 #c4 #b4 ,his blood1 which is the meritorious cause of man's redemption1 even the blood of the everlasting covenant1 he counteth an unholy thing1 or that which has no more virtue in it to save a soul from sin than has the blood of a dog2 ,heb4 x4 #bi4 ,for when the ,apostle says1 8he counts it an unholy thing10 he means1 he makes it of less value than that of a sheep or cow1 which were clean according to the law2 and therefore must mean1 that his blood was of no more worth to him in his account than was the blood of a dog1 an ass1 or a swine1 which always was1 as to sacrifices1 rejected by the ,god of heaven1 as unholy or unclean4 ,now he who has no better esteem of ,jesus ,christ1 and of his death and blood1 will not be persuaded to come to him for life1 or to trust in him for salvation4 #c4 ,but further1 all this must be done against manifest tokens to prove the contrary1 or after the shining of gospel light upon the soul1 or some considerable profession of him as the ,messiah1 or that he was the ,saviour of the world4 #a4 ,it must be done against manifest tokens to prove the contrary2 and thus the reprobate ,jews committed it when they saw the works of ,god1 which put forth themselves in him1 and called them the works of the devil and ,beelzebub4 #b4 ,it must be done against some shining light of the gospel upon them4 ,and thus it was with ,judas1 and with those who1 after they were enlightened1 and had tasted1 and had felt something of the powers of the world to come1 fell away from the faith of him1 and put him to open shame and disgrace2 ,heb4 vi4 #e1 #f4 #c4 ,it must also be done after1 and in opposition to one's own open profession of him4 8,for if after they have escaped the pollution of the world1 through the knowledge of our ,lord and ,saviour ,jesus ,christ1 they are again entangled therein1 and overcome1 the latter end is worse with them than the beginning2 for it had been better for them not to have known the way of righteousness1 than after they have known it1 to turn from the holy commandment 7which is the word of faith7 delivered unto them40 #d4 ,all this must be done openly1 before witnesses1 in the face1 sight1 and view of the world1 by word and act4 ,this is the sin that is unpardonable2 and he that hath thus done1 can never1 it is impossible he ever should be renewed again to repentance1 and that for a double reason2 for such an one doth say1 he will not2 and of him ,god says1 he shall not have the benefit of salvation by him4 ,object4 ,but if this be the sin unpardonable1 why is it called the sin against the ,holy ,ghost1 and not rather the sin against the ,son of ,god8 ,answ4 ,it is called 8the sin against the ,holy ,ghost10 because such count the works he did1 which were done by the ,spirit of ,god1 the works of the spirit of the devil4 ,also because all such as so reject ,christ ,jesus the ,lord1 they do it in despite of that testimony which the ,holy ,ghost has given of him in the holy scriptures2 for the scriptures are the breathings of the ,holy ,ghost1 as in all other things1 so in that testimony they bear of the person1 of the works1 sufferings1 resurrection1 and ascension of ,jesus ,christ4 ,sinner1 this is the sin against the ,holy ,ghost4 ,what sayst thou8 ,hast thou committed it8 ,nay1 ,i know thou hast not2 if thou wouldst be saved by ,christ4 ,yea1 it is impossible that thou shouldst have done it1 if indeed thou wouldst be saved by him4 ,no man can desire to be saved by him1 whom he yet judgeth to be an impostor1 a magician1 a witch4 ,no man can hope for redemption by that blood which he yet counteth an unholy thing4 ,nor will ,god ever suffer such an one to repent1 who has1 after light and profession of him1 thus horribly and devil-like contemned and trampled upon him4 ,true1 words and wars and blasphemies against this ,son of man are pardonable2 but then they must be done ignorantly and in unbelief4 ,also all blasphemous thoughts are likewise such as may be passed by1 if the soul afflicted with them indeed is sorry for them2 #a ,tim4 i4 #ac-ae2 ,mar4 iii4 #bh4 ,all but this1 sinner1 all but this6 ,if ,god had said1 he will forgive one sin1 it had been undeserved grace2 but when he says he will pardon all but one1 this is grace to the height4 ,nor is that one unpardonable otherwise1 but because the ,saviour that should save them is rejected and put away4 ,we read of ,jacob's ladder2 ,christ is ,jacob's ladder that reacheth up to heaven1 and he that refuseth to go by this ladder thither1 will scarce by other means get up so high4 ,there is none other name given under heaven among men whereby we must be saved4 ,there is none other sacrifice for sin than this2 he also1 and he only1 is the ,mediator that reconcileth men to ,god4 ,and1 sinner1 if thou wouldst be saved by him1 his benefits are thine2 yea1 though thou art a great and ,jerusalem transgressor4