file which includes the original illustration and decorations4 ,see #caced-;h4htm or #caced-;h4zip3 7https3_/_/www4gutenberg4org_/cache_/epu b_/#caced_/pg#caced-;images4html7 or 7https3_/_/www4gutenberg4org_/files_/#ca ced_/caced-;h4zip7 ,,death by ,,maurice ,,maeterlinck ,translated by ,alexander ,teixeira de ,mattos ,new ,york ,dodd1 ,mead ,company #aiab ,copyright1 #aiaa ,by ,maurice ,maeterlinck ,published1 ,january1 #aiab ,all rights reserved 99 99 99 99 99 ,,the ,,works ,,of ,,maurice ,,maeterlinck ,,in ,,uniform ,,style ,,and ,,binding ,,essays ,,the ,,treasure ,,of ,,the ,,humble ,,wisdom ,,and ,,destiny ,,the ,,life ,,of ,,the ,,bee ,,the ,,buried ,,temple ,,the ,,double ,,garden ,,the ,,measure ,,of ,,the ,,hours ,,death ,,plays ,,sister ,,beatrice ,,and ,,ardiane ,,and ,,barbe ,,bleue ,,joyzelle ,,and ,,monna ,,vanna ,,the ,,blue ,,bird1 ,a ,,fairy ,,play ,,mary ,,magdalene ,p,,ll,,as ,,and ,m,,lisande1 ,,and ,,other ,,plays ,,princess ,,maleine ,,the ,,intruder1 ,,and ,,other ,,plays ,,aglavaine ,,and ,,selysette ,,holiday ,,editions ,the text in each case is an extract from one of the above mentioned books4 ,,our ,,friend ,,the ,,dog ,,old-,,fashioned ,,flowers ,,the ,,swarm ,,the ,,intelligence ,,of ,,the ,,flowers ,,chrysanthemums ,,the ,,leaf ,,of ,,olive ,,thoughts ,,from ,,maeterlinck 99 99 99 99 99 ,illustration3 ,camera ,portrait by ,e4 ,o4 ,hopp1 ,london ,,contents ,,chap4 ,,page ,i ,,our ,,idea ,,of ,,death #c ,,ii ,a ,,primitive ,,idea #e ,,iii ,,we ,,must ,,enlighten ,,and ,,establish ,,our ,,idea ,,of ,,death #aj ,,iv ,,we ,,must ,,rid ,,death ,,of ,,that ,,which ,,goes ,,before #ab ,v ,,the ,,pangs ,,of ,,death ,,must ,,be ,,attributed ,,to ,,man ,,alone #ad ,,vi ,,the ,,mistake ,,of ,,the ,,doctors ,,in ,,prolonging ,,the ,,pangs ,,of ,,death #ag ,,vii ,,their ,,arguments #ai ,,viii ,,that ,,which ,,does ,,not ,,belong ,,to ,,death #ba ,,ix ,,the ,,horrors ,,of ,,the ,,grave ,,also ,,do ,,not ,,belong ,,to ,,death #be ,x ,,when ,,contemplating ,,the ,,unknown ,,into ,,which ,,death ,,hurls ,,us1 ,,let ,,us ,,first ,,put ,,religious ,,fears ,,from ,,our ,,minds #bi ,,xi ,,annihilation ,,impossible #cc ,,xii ,,the ,,survival ,,of ,,our ,,consciousness #cg ,,xiii ,,it ,,seems ,,impossible #ci ,,xiv ,,the ,,same1 ,,continued #de ,,xv ,,if ,,it ,,were ,,possible1 ,,it ,,would ,,not ,,be ,,dreadful #dh ,,xvi ,,the ,,survival ,,without ,,consciousness #ea ,,xvii ,,the ,,same1 ,,continued #ed ,,xviii ,,the ,,limited ,,ego ,,would ,,become ,a ,,torture #eg ,,xix ,a ,,new ,,ego ,,can ,,find ,a ,,nucleus ,,and ,,develop ,,itself ,,in ,,infinity #fj ,,xx ,,the ,,only ,,sorrow ,,that ,,can ,,touch ,,our ,,mind #fe ,,xxi ,,infinity ,,as ,,conceived ,,by ,,our ,,reason #fh ,,xxii ,,infinity ,,as ,,perceived ,,by ,,our ,,senses #ga ,,xxiii ,,which ,,of ,,the ,,two ,,shall ,,we ,,know8 #gd ,,xxiv ,,the ,,infinity ,,which ,,both ,,our ,,reason ,,and ,,our ,,senses ,,can ,,admit #gg ,,xxv ,,our ,,faith ,,in ,,infinity #ha ,,xxvi ,,the ,,same1 ,,continued #hd ,,xxvii ,,shall ,,we ,,be ,,unhappy ,,there8 #hg ,,xxviii ,,questions ,,without ,,answers8 #ij ,,xxix ,,the ,,same1 ,,continued #ie ,,xxx ,,it ,,is ,,not ,,necessary ,,to ,,answer ,,them #ii ,,xxxi ,,everything ,,must ,,finish ,,exempt ,,from ,,suffering #ajb ,,death ,i ,,our ,,idea ,,of ,,death ,it has been well said3 ,death and death alone is what we must consult about life2 and not some vague future or survival1 in which we shall not be present4 ,it is our own end2 and everything happens in the interval between death and now4 ,do not talk to me of those imaginary prolongations which wield over us the childish spell of number2 do not talk to me--to me who am to die outright--of societies and peoples6 ,there is no reality1 there is no true duration1 save that between the cradle and the grave4 ,the rest is mere bombast1 show1 delusion6 ,they call me a master because of some magic in my speech and thoughts2 but ,i am a frightened child in the presence of death6#a ,footnote #a3 ,marie ,lenru1 ,les ,affranchis1 ,act ,,iii41 ,sc4 iv4 ,,ii ,a ,,primitive ,,idea ,that is where we stand4 ,for us1 death is the one event that counts in our life and in our universe4 ,it is the point whereat all that escapes our vigilance unites and conspires against our happiness4 ,the more our thoughts struggle to turn away from it1 the closer do they press around it4 ,the more we dread it1 the more dreadful it becomes1 for it battens but on our fears4 ,he who seeks to forget it burdens his memory with it2 he who tries to shun it meets naught else4 ,but1 though we think of death incessantly1 we do so unconsciously1 without learning to know death4 ,we compel our attention to turn its back upon it1 instead of going to it with uplifted head4 ,we exhaust all our forces1 which ought to face death boldly1 in distracting our will from it4 ,we deliver death into the dim hands of instinct and we grant it not one hour of our intelligence4 ,is it surprising that the idea of death1 which should be the most perfect and the most luminous--being the most persistent and the most inevitable--remains the flimsiest of our ideas and the only one that is backward8 ,how should we know the one power which we never looked in the face8 ,how could it profit by flashes kindled only to help us escape it8 ,to fathom its abysses1 we wait until the most enfeebled1 the most disordered moments of our life arrive4 ,we do not think of death until we have no longer the strength1 ,i will not say1 to think1 but even to breathe4 ,a man returning among us from another century would not recognize without difficulty1 in the depths of a present-day soul1 the image of his gods1 of his duty1 of his love or of his universe2 but the figure of death1 when everything has changed around it and when even that which composes it and upon which it rests has vanished1 he would find almost untouched1 rough-drawn as it was by our fathers1 hundreds1 nay1 thousands of years ago4 ,our intelligence1 grown so bold and active1 has not worked upon this figure1 has added no single touch to it4 ,though we may no longer believe in the tortures of the damned1 all the vital cells of the most skeptical among us are still steeped in the appalling mystery of the ,hebrew ,sheol1 the pagan ,hades1 or the ,christian ,hell4 ,though it may no longer be lighted by very definite flames1 the gulf still opens at the end of life1 and1 if less known1 is all the more formidable4 ,and1 therefore1 when the impending hour strikes to which we dared not raise our eyes1 everything fails us at the same time4 ,those two or three uncertain ideas whereon1 without examining them1 we had meant to lean1 give way like rushes beneath the weight of the last moments4 ,in vain we seek a refuge among reflections that rave or are strange to us and do not know the roads to our heart4 ,no one awaits us on the last shore where all is unprepared1 where naught remains afoot save terror4 ,,iii ,,we ,,must ,,enlighten ,,and ,,establish ,,our ,,idea ,,of ,,death ,it were a salutary thing for each of us to work out his idea of death in the light of his days and the strength of his intelligence and to learn to stand by it4 ,he would say to death3 ,i know not who you are1 or ,i would be your master2 but1 in days when my eyes saw clearer than to-day1 ,i learnt what you are not3 that is enough to prevent you from becoming my master4 ,he would thus carry1 imprinted on his memory1 a tried image against which the last agony would not prevail and in which the phantom-stricken eyes would take fresh comfort4 ,instead of the terrible prayer of the dying1 which is the prayer of the depths1 he would say his own prayer1 that of the peaks of his life1 where would be gathered1 like angels of peace1 the most limpid1 the most pellucid thoughts of his life4 ,is not that the prayer of prayers8 ,after all1 what is a true and worthy prayer1 if not the most ardent and disinterested effort to reach and grasp the unknown8 ,,iv ,,we ,,must ,,rid ,,death ,,of ,,that ,,which ,,goes ,,before ,the doctors and the priests1 said ,napoleon1 have long been making death grievous4 ,let us1 then1 learn to look upon it as it is in itself1 free from the horrors of matter and stripped of the terrors of the imagination4 ,let us first get rid of all that goes before and does not belong to it4 ,thus1 we impute to it the tortures of the last illness2 and that is not right4 ,illnesses have nothing in common with that which ends them4 ,they form part of life and not of death4 ,we easily forget the most cruel sufferings that restore us to health2 and the first sun of convalescence destroys the most unbearable memories of the chamber of pain4 ,but let death come2 and at once we overwhelm it with all the evil done before it4 ,not a tear but is remembered and used as a reproach1 not a cry of pain but becomes a cry of accusation4 ,death alone bears the weight of the errors of nature or the ignorance of science that have uselessly prolonged torments in whose name we curse death because it puts an end to them4 ,v ,,the ,,pangs ,,of ,,death ,,must ,,be ,,attributed ,,to ,,man ,,alone ,in point of fact1 whereas the sicknesses belong to nature or to life1 the agony1 which seems peculiar to death1 is wholly in the hands of men4 ,now what we most dread is the awful struggle at the end and especially the hateful moment of rupture which we shall perhaps see approaching during long hours of helplessness and which suddenly hurls us1 disarmed1 abandoned and stripped1 into an unknown that is the home of the only invincible terrors which the human soul has ever felt4 ,it is twice unjust to impute the torments of that moment to death4 ,we shall see presently in what manner a man of to-day1 if he would remain faithful to his ideas1 should picture to himself the unknown into which death flings us4 ,let us confine ourselves here to the last struggle4 ,as science progresses1 it prolongs the agony which is the most dreadful moment and the sharpest peak of human pain and horror1 for the witnesses1 at least2 for1 often1 the sensibility of him who1 in ,bossuet's phrase1 is at bay with death1 is already greatly blunted and perceives no more than the distant murmur of the sufferings which he seems to be enduring4 ,all the doctors consider it their first duty to protract as long as possible even the most excruciating convulsions of the most hopeless agony4 ,who has not1 at a bedside1 twenty times wished and not once dared to throw himself at their feet and implore them to show mercy8 ,they are filled with so great a certainty and the duty which they obey leaves so little room for the least doubt that pity and reason1 blinded by tears1 curb their revolt and shrink back before a law which all recognize and revere as the highest law of human conscience4 ,,vi ,,the ,,mistake ,,of ,,the ,,doctors ,,in ,,prolonging ,,the ,,pangs ,,of ,,death ,one day1 this prejudice will strike us as barbarian4 ,its roots go down to the unacknowledged fears left in the heart by religions that have long since died out in the mind of men4 ,that is why the doctors act as though they were convinced that there is no known torture but is preferable to those awaiting us in the unknown4 ,they seem persuaded that every minute gained amidst the most intolerable sufferings is snatched from the incomparably more dreadful sufferings which the mysteries of the hereafter reserve for men2 and1 of two evils to avoid that which they know to be imaginary1 they choose the real one4 ,besides1 in thus postponing the end of a torture1 which1 as good ,seneca says1 is the best part of that torture1 they are only yielding to the unanimous error which daily strengthens the circle wherein it is confined3 the prolongation of the agony increasing the horror of death2 and the horror of death demanding the prolongation of the agony4 ,,vii ,,their ,,arguments ,they1 on their part1 say or might say that1 in the present stage of science1 two or three cases excepted1 there is never a certainty of death4 ,not to support life to its last limits1 even at the cost of insupportable torments1 were perhaps to kill4 ,doubtless there is not one chance in a hundred thousand that the sufferer escape4 ,no matter4 ,if that chance exist which1 in the majority of cases1 will give but a few days1 or1 at the utmost1 a few months of a life that will not be the real life1 but much rather1 as the ,latin said1 an extended death1 those hundred thousand torments will not have been in vain4 ,a single hour snatched from death outweighs a whole existence of tortures4 ,here are1 face to face1 two values that cannot be compared2 and1 if we mean to weigh them in the same balance1 we must heap the scale which we see with all that remains to us1 that is1 with every imaginable pain1 for at the decisive hour this is the only weight which counts and which is heavy enough to raise by a few degrees the other scale that dips into what we do not see and is loaded with the thick darkness of another world4 ,,viii ,,that ,,which ,,does ,,not ,,belong ,,to ,,death ,increased by so many adventitious horrors1 the horror of death becomes such that1 without reasoning1 we accept the doctors' reasons4 ,and yet there is one point on which they are beginning to yield and to agree4 ,they are slowly consenting1 when there is no hope left1 if not to deaden1 at least to lull the last agonies4 ,formerly1 none of them would have dared to do so2 and1 even to-day1 many of them hesitate and1 like misers1 measure out drop by drop the clemency and peace which they grudge and which they ought to lavish1 dreading lest they should weaken the last resistance1 that is to say1 the most useless and painful quiverings of life that does not wish to give place to the coming quiet4 ,it is not for me to decide whether their pity might show greater daring4 ,it is enough to state once more that all this does not concern death4 ,it happens before it and below it4 ,it is not the arrival of death1 but the departure of life that is appalling4 ,it is not death1 but life that we must act upon4 ,it is not death that attacks life2 it is life that wrongfully resists death4 ,evils hasten up from every side at the approach of death1 but not at its call2 and1 though they gather round it1 they did not come with it4 ,do you accuse sleep of the fatigue that oppresses you if you do not yield to it8 ,all those strugglings1 those waitings1 those tossings1 those tragic cursings are on this same side of the slope to which we cling and not on the other side4 ,they are1 for that matter1 accidental and temporary and emanate only from our ignorance4 ,all our knowledge only helps us to die in greater pain than the animals that know nothing4 ,a day will come when science will turn against its error and no longer hesitate to shorten our misfortunes4 ,a day will come when it will dare and act with certainty2 when life1 grown wiser1 will depart silently at its hour1 knowing that it has reached its term1 even as it withdraws silently every evening1 knowing that its task is done4 ,once the doctor and the sick man have learnt what they have to learn1 there will be no physical nor metaphysical reason why the advent of death should not be as salutary as that of sleep4 ,perhaps even1 as there will be other things to consider1 it will be possible to surround death with deeper delights and fairer dreams4 ,henceforth1 in any case1 once death is exonerated from all that goes before1 it will be easier to face it without fear and to enlighten that which follows after4 ,,ix ,,the ,,horrors ,,of ,,the ,,grave ,,also ,,do ,,not ,,belong ,,to ,,death ,death1 as we usually picture it1 has two terrors looming behind it4 ,the first has neither face nor shape and overshadows the whole region of our mind2 the other is more definite1 more explicit1 but almost as powerful and strikes all our senses4 ,let us first examine the latter4 ,even as we impute to death all the evils that precede it1 so do we add to the dread which it inspires all that happens beyond it1 thus doing it the same injustice at its going as at its coming4 ,is it death that digs our graves and orders us to keep there that which was made to disappear8 ,if we cannot think without horror of the fate of the beloved in the grave1 is it death or we that placed him there8 ,because death carries the spirit to some place unknown1 shall we reproach it with our bestowal of the body which it leaves with us8 ,death descends upon us to take away a life or change its form3 let us judge it by what it does and not by what we do before it comes and after it is gone4 ,and it is already far away when we begin the frightful work which we try hard to prolong as much as we possibly can1 as though we were persuaded that it is our only security against forgetfulness4 ,i am well aware that1 from any other than the human point of view1 this proceeding is very innoxious4 ,looked upon from a sufficient height1 decomposing flesh is no more repulsive than a fading flower or a crumbling stone4 ,but1 when all is said1 it offends our senses1 shocks our memory1 daunts our courage1 whereas it would be so easy for us to avoid the hateful test4 ,purified by fire1 the memory lives in the heights as a beautiful idea2 and death is naught but an immortal birth cradled in flames4 ,this has been well understood by the wisest and happiest nations in history4 ,what happens in our graves poisons our thoughts together with our bodies4 ,the figure of death1 in the imagination of men1 depends before all upon the form of burial2 and the funeral rites govern not only the fate of those who depart1 but also the happiness of those who stay1 for they raise in the very background of life the great image upon which their eyes linger in consolation or despair4 ,x ,,when ,,contemplating ,,the ,,unknown ,,into ,,which ,,death ,,hurls ,,us1 ,,let ,,us ,,first ,,put ,,religious ,,fears ,,from ,,our ,,minds ,there is1 therefore1 but one terror particular to death3 that of the unknown into which it hurls us4 ,in facing it1 let us not delay in putting from our minds all that the positive religions have left there4 ,let us remember only that it is not for us to prove that they are not proved1 but for them to establish that they are true4 ,now not one of them brings us a proof before which a candid intelligence can bow4 ,nor would it suffice if that intelligence were able to bow2 for man lawfully to believe and thus to limit his endless seeking1 the proof would need to be irresistible4 ,the ,god offered to us by the best and strongest proof has given us our reason to employ loyally and fully1 that is to say1 to try to attain1 before all and in all things1 that which appears to be the truth4 ,can ,he exact that we should accept1 in spite of it1 a belief of which the wisest and the most ardent do not1 from the human point of view1 deny the uncertainty8 ,he proposes for our consideration a very doubtful story which1 even if scientifically established1 would prove nothing and which is buttressed by prophecies and miracles no less uncertain4 ,if not by our reason1 by what then would ,he have us decide8 ,by usage8 ,by the accidents of race or birth1 by some sthetic or sentimental hazard8 ,or has ,he set within us another higher and surer faculty before which the understanding must yield8 ,if so1 where is it8 ,what is its name8 ,if that ,god punishes us for not having blindly followed a faith that does not force itself irresistibly upon the intelligence which ,he gave us2 if ,he chastises us for not having made1 in the presence of the great enigma with which ,he confronts us1 a choice which condemns the best and most divine part of that which ,he has placed in us1 we have nothing left to reply3 we are the dupes of a cruel and incomprehensible sport1 we are the victims of a terrible snare and an immense injustice2 and1 whatever the torments wherewith the latter loads us1 they will be less intolerable than the eternal presence of its ,author4 ,,xi ,,annihilation ,,impossible ,here we stand before the abyss4 ,it is void of all the dreams with which our fathers peopled it4 ,they thought that they knew what was there2 we know only what is not there4 ,it has enlarged itself with all that we have learnt to know nothing of4 ,while waiting for a scientific certainty to break through its darkness--for man has the right to hope for that which he does not yet conceive--the only point that interests us1 because it is situated in the little circle which our actual intelligence traces in the thickest blackness of the night1 is to know whether the unknown for which we are bound will be dreadful or not4 ,outside the religions1 there are four imaginable solutions and no more3 total annihilation2 survival with our consciousness of to-day2 survival without any sort of consciousness2 lastly1 survival with universal consciousness different from that which we possess in this world4 ,total annihilation is impossible4 ,we are the prisoners of an infinity without outlet1 wherein nothing perishes1 wherein everything is dispersed1 but nothing lost4 ,neither a body nor a thought can drop out of the universe1 out of time and space4 ,not an atom of our flesh1 not a quiver of our nerves will go where they will cease to be1 for there is no place where anything ceases to be4 ,the brightness of a star extinguished millions of years ago still wanders in the ether where our eyes will perhaps behold it this very night1 pursuing its endless road4 ,it is the same with all that we see1 as with all that we do not see4 ,to be able to do away with a thing1 that is to say1 to fling it into nothingness1 nothingness would have to exist2 and1 if it exist1 under whatever form1 it is no longer nothingness4 ,as soon as we try to analyze it1 to define it1 or to understand it1 thoughts and expressions fail us1 or create that which they are struggling to deny4 ,it is as contrary to the nature of our reason and probably of all imaginable reason to conceive nothingness as to conceive limits to infinity4 ,nothingness1 besides1 is but a negative infinity1 a sort of infinity of darkness opposed to that which our intelligence strives to enlighten1 or rather it is but a child-name or nickname which our mind has bestowed upon that which it has not attempted to embrace1 for we call nothingness all that which escapes our senses or our reason and exists without our knowledge4 ,the more that human thought rises and increases1 the less comprehensible does nothingness become4 ,in any case--and this is what matters here--if nothingness were possible1 since it could not be anything whatever1 it could not be dreadful4 ,,xii ,,the ,,survival ,,of ,,our ,,consciousness ,next comes survival with our consciousness of to-day4 ,i have broached this question in an essay on ,immortality1#b of which ,i will only reproduce an essential passage1 contenting myself with supporting it with a few new considerations4 ,footnote #b3 ,this essay forms part of the volume published under the title of ,the ,measure of the ,hours4--,,translator',s ,,note4 ,what composes this sense of the ego which turns each of us into the centre of the universe1 the only point that matters in space and time8 ,is it formed of sensations of our body1 or of thoughts independent of our body8 ,would our body be conscious of itself without our mind8 ,and1 on the other hand1 what would our mind be without our body8 ,we know bodies without mind1 but no mind without a body4 ,it is almost certain that an intellect devoid of senses1 devoid of organs to create and nourish it1 exists2 but it is impossible to imagine that ours could thus exist and yet remain similar to that which derived from our sensibility all that gave it life4 ,,xiii ,,it ,,seems ,,impossible ,this ego1 as we conceive it when we reflect upon the consequences of its destruction1 this ego is neither our mind nor our body1 since we recognize that both are waves that flow away and are renewed incessantly4 ,is it an immovable point1 which could not be form or substance1 for these are always in evolution1 nor life1 which is the cause or effect of form and substance8 ,in truth1 it is impossible for us to apprehend or define it1 to tell where it dwells4 ,when we try to go back to its last source1 we find hardly more than a succession of memories1 a series of ideas1 confused1 for that matter1 and unsettled1 attached to the one instinct of living3 a series of habits of our sensibility and of conscious or unconscious reactions against the surrounding phenomena4 ,when all is said1 the most steadfast point of that nebula is our memory1 which seems1 on the other hand1 to be a somewhat external1 a somewhat accessory faculty and1 in any case1 one of the frailest faculties of our brain1 one of those which disappear the most promptly at the least disturbance of our health4 ,as an ,english poet has very truly said1 that which clamours aloud for eternity is the very part of me that will perish4 ,it matters not3 that uncertain1 indiscernible1 fleeting and precarious ego is so much the centre of our being1 interests us so exclusively1 that every reality of our life disappears before this phantom4 ,it is a matter of utter indifference to us that throughout eternity our body or its substance should know every joy and every glory1 undergo the most splendid and delightful transformations1 become flower1 perfume1 beauty1 light1 air1 star2 it is likewise indifferent to us that our intellect should expand until it mixes with the life of the worlds1 understands and governs it4 ,we are persuaded that all this will not affect us1 will give us no pleasure1 will not happen to ourselves1 unless that memory of a few almost always insignificant facts accompany us and witness those unimaginable joys4 ,i care not1 says this narrow ego1 in its firm resolve to understand nothing4 ,i care not if the loftiest1 the freest1 the fairest portions of my mind be eternally living and radiant in the supreme gladnesses3 they are no longer mine2 ,i do not know them4 ,death has cut the network of nerves or memories that connected them with ,i know not what centre wherein lies the sensitive point which ,i feel to be all myself4 ,they are now set loose1 floating in space and time1 and their fate is as unknown to me as that of the most distant constellations4 ,anything that occurs exists for me only upon condition that ,i be able to recall it within that mysterious being which is ,i know not where and precisely nowhere1 which ,i turn like a mirror about this world whose phenomena take shape only in so far as they are reflected in it4 ,let us then consider that all that composes our consciousness comes first of all from our body4 ,our mind does but organize that which is supplied by our senses2 and even the images and words--which in reality are but images--by the aid of which it strives to tear itself from those senses and deny their sway are borrowed from them4 ,how could that mind remain what it was when there is nothing left to it of that which formed it8 ,when our mind no longer has a body1 what shall it carry with it into infinity whereby to recognize itself1 seeing that it knows itself only by grace of that body8 ,a few memories of a life in common8 ,will those memories1 which were already fading in this world1 suffice to separate it for ever from the rest of the universe1 in boundless space and in unlimited time8 ,,xiv ,,the ,,same1 ,,continued ,but1 ,i shall be told1 there is more in us than the intellect discovers4 ,we have many things within us which our senses have not placed there2 we contain a being superior to the one we know4 ,that is probable1 nay1 certain3 the share occupied by unconsciousness1 that is to say1 by that which represents the universe1 is enormous and preponderant4 ,but how shall the ego which we know and whose destiny alone concerns us recognize all those things and that superior being whom it has never known8 ,what will it do in the presence of that stranger8 ,if ,i be told that stranger is myself1 ,i will readily agree2 but was that which upon earth felt and measured my joys and sorrows and gave birth to the few memories and thoughts that remain to me1 was that this unmoved1 unseen stranger who existed in me without my cognizance1 even as ,i am probably about to live in him without his concerning himself with a presence that will bring him but the pitiful recollection of a thing that is no more8 ,now that he has taken my place1 while destroying1 in order to acquire a greater consciousness1 all that formed my small consciousness here below1 is it not another life commencing1 a life whose joys and sorrows will pass above my head1 not even brushing with their new wings that which ,i feel myself to be to-day8 ,,xv ,,if ,,it ,,were ,,possible1 ,,it ,,would ,,not ,,be ,,dreadful ,it seems1 therefore1 that a survival with our present consciousness is as impossible and as incomprehensible as total annihilation4 ,moreover1 even if it were admissible1 it would not be dreadful4 ,it is certain that1 when the body disappears1 all physical sufferings will disappear at the same time2 for we cannot imagine a soul suffering in a body which it no longer possesses4 ,with them will vanish simultaneously all that we call mental or moral sufferings1 seeing that all of them1 if we examine them well1 spring from the ties and habits of our senses4 ,our soul feels the reaction of the sufferings of our body1 or of the bodies that surround it2 it cannot suffer in itself or through itself4 ,slighted affection1 shattered love1 disappointments1 failures1 despair1 treachery1 personal humiliations1 as well as the afflictions and the loss of those whom it loves1 acquire the sting that hurts it only by passing through the body which it animates4 ,outside its own sorrow1 which is the sorrow of not knowing1 the soul1 once delivered from its body1 could suffer only at the recollection of that body4 ,it is possible that it still grieves over the troubles of those whom it has left behind on earth4 ,but1 in the eyes of that which no longer counts the days1 those troubles will seem so brief that it will not grasp their duration2 and1 knowing what they are and whither they lead1 it will not behold their severity4 ,the soul is insensible to all that is not happiness4 ,it is made only for infinite joy1 which is the joy of knowing and understanding4 ,it can grieve only at perceiving its own limits2 but to perceive those limits1 when one is no longer bound by space and time1 is already to transcend them4 ,,xvi ,,the ,,survival ,,without ,,consciousness ,there remains but the survival without consciousness1 or survival with a consciousness different from that of to-day4 ,a survival without consciousness seems at first sight the most probable4 ,from the point of view of the good or ill awaiting us on the other side of the grave1 it amounts to annihilation4 ,it is lawful1 therefore1 for those who prefer the easiest solution and that most consistent with the present state of human thought1 to set that limit to their anxiety there4 ,they have nothing to dread2 for every fear1 if any remain1 would1 if we look into it carefully1 deck itself with hopes4 ,the body disintegrates and can no longer suffer2 the mind1 separated from the source of pleasure and pain1 is extinguished1 scattered and lost in a boundless darkness2 and what comes is the great peace so often prayed for1 the sleep without measure1 without dreams and without awakening4 ,but this is only a solution that flatters indolence4 ,if we press those who speak of a survival without consciousness1 we perceive that they mean only their present consciousness1 for man conceives no other2 and we have just seen that it is almost impossible for that manner of consciousness to persist in infinity4 ,unless1 indeed1 they would deny every sort of consciousness1 even that of the universe into which their own will fall4 ,but that means solving very quickly and very blindly1 with a stroke of the sword in the night1 the greatest and most mysterious question that can arise in a man's brain4 ,,xvii ,,the ,,same1 ,,continued ,this question is closely allied to our modified consciousness4 ,there is for the moment no hope of solving it2 but we are free to grope in its darkness1 which is not perhaps equally dense at all points4 ,here begins the open sea4 ,here begins the glorious adventure1 the only one abreast with human curiosity1 the only one that soars as high as its highest longing4 ,let us accustom ourselves to regard death as a form of life which we do not yet understand2 let us learn to look upon it with the same eye that looks upon birth2 and soon our mind will be accompanied to the steps of the tomb with the same glad expectation that greets a birth4 ,if1 before being born1 we were permitted to choose between the great peace of non-existence and a life that should not be completed by the magnificent hour of death1 which of us1 knowing what we ought to know1 would accept the disquieting problem of an existence that would not end in the reassuring mystery of its conclusion8 ,which of us would care to come into a world where there is so little to learn1 if he did not know that he must enter it if he would leave it and learn more8 ,the best part of life is that it prepares this hour for us1 that it is the one and only road leading to the magic gateway and into that incomparable mystery where misfortunes and sufferings will no longer be possible1 because we shall have lost the body that produced them2 where the worst that can befall us is the dreamless sleep which we count among the number of the greatest boons on earth2 where1 lastly1 it is almost unimaginable that a thought can survive to mingle with the substance of the universe1 that is to say1 with infinity1 which1 if it be not a waste of indifference1 can be nothing but a sea of joy4 ,,xviii ,,the ,,limited ,,ego ,,would ,,become ,a ,,torture ,before fathoming that sea1 let us remark to those who aspire to maintain their ego that they are calling down the sufferings which they dread4 ,the ego implies limits4 ,the ego cannot subsist except in so far as it is separated from that which surrounds it4 ,the stronger the ego1 the narrower its limits and the clearer the separation4 ,the more painful too2 for the mind1 if it remain as we know it--and we are not able to imagine it different--will no sooner have seen its limits than it will wish to overstep them3 and1 the more separated it feels1 the greater will be its longing to unite with that which lies outside4 ,there will therefore be an eternal struggle between its being and its aspirations4 ,and really there were no object in being born and dying only for the purpose of these endless contests4 ,have we not here yet one more proof that our ego1 as we conceive it1 could never subsist in the infinity where it must needs go1 since it cannot go elsewhere8 ,it behooves us therefore to get rid of imaginations that emanate only from our body1 even as the mists that veil the daylight from our sight emanate only from low places4 ,pascal has said1 once and for all3 ,the narrow limits of our being conceal infinity from our view4 ,,xix ,a ,,new ,,ego ,,can ,,find ,a ,,nucleus ,,and ,,develop ,,itself ,,in ,,infinity ,on the other hand--for we must be honest1 probe the conflicting darkness which we believe nearest to the truth and show no bias--on the other hand1 we can grant to those who are wedded to the thought of remaining as they are that the survival of a mere particle of themselves would suffice to renew them again in the heart of an infinity wherefrom their body no longer separates them4 ,if it seems impossible that anything--a movement1 a vibration1 a radiation--should stop or disappear1 why then should thought be lost8 ,there will1 no doubt1 subsist more than one idea powerful enough to allure the new ego1 which will nourish itself and thrive on all that it will find in that new and endless environment1 just as the other ego1 on this earth1 nourished itself and throve on all that it met there4 ,since we have been able to acquire our present consciousness1 why should it be impossible for us to acquire another8 ,for that ego which is so dear to us and which we believe ourselves to possess was not made in a day2 it is not at present what it was at the hour of our birth4 ,much more chance than purpose has entered into it2 and much more foreign substance than any inborn substance which it contained4 ,it is but a long series of acquisitions and transformations1 of which we do not become aware until the awakening of our memory2 and its nucleus1 of which we do not know the nature1 is perhaps more immaterial and less concrete than a thought4 ,if the new environment which we enter on leaving our mother's womb transforms us to such a point that there is1 so to speak1 no connexion between the embryo that we were and the man that we have become1 is it not right to think that the much newer1 more unknown1 wider and more fertile environment which we enter on quitting life will transform us even more8 ,one can see in what happens to us here a figure of that which awaits us elsewhere and readily admit that our spiritual being1 liberated from its body1 if it does not mingle at the first onset with the infinite1 will develop itself there gradually1 will choose itself a substance and1 no longer trammelled by space and time1 will grow without end4 ,it is very possible that our loftiest wishes of to-day will become the law of our future development4 ,it is very possible that our best thoughts will welcome us on the other bank and that the quality of our intellect will determine that of the infinite that crystallizes around it4 ,every hypothesis is permissible and every question1 provided it be addressed to happiness2 for unhappiness is no longer able to answer us4 ,it finds no place in the human imagination that explores the future methodically4 ,and1 whatever be the force that survives us and presides over our existence in the other world1 this existence1 to presume the worst1 could be no less great1 no less happy than that of to-day4 ,it will have no other career than infinity2 and infinity is nothing if it be not felicity4 ,in any case1 it seems fairly certain that we spend in this world the only narrow1 grudging1 obscure and sorrowful moment of our destiny4 ,,xx ,,the ,,only ,,sorrow ,,that ,,can ,,touch ,,our ,,mind ,we have said that the one sorrow of the mind is the sorrow of not knowing or not understanding1 which contains the sorrow of powerlessness2 for he who knows the supreme causes1 being no longer paralyzed by matter1 becomes one with them and acts with them2 and he who understands ends by approving1 or else the universe would be a mistake1 which is not possible4 ,i do not believe that another sorrow of the sheer mind can be imagined4 ,the only one which1 before reflection1 might seem admissible and which1 in any case1 could be but ephemeral would arise from the sight of the pain and misery that remain on the earth which we have left4 ,but this sorrow1 after all1 would be but one side and an insignificant phase of the sorrow of powerlessness and of not understanding4 ,as for the latter1 though it is not only beyond the domain of our intelligence1 but even at an insuperable distance from our imagination1 we may say that it would be intolerable only if it were without hope4 ,but1 in order to be without hope1 the universe would have to abandon any attempt to understand itself1 or admit within itself an object that remained for ever foreign to it4 ,either the mind will not perceive its limits and1 consequently1 will not suffer from them1 or else it will overstep them as it perceives them2 for how could the universe have parts eternally condemned to form no part of itself and of its knowledge8 ,hence we cannot understand that the torture of not understanding1 supposing it to exist for a moment1 should not end by mingling with the state of infinity1 which1 if it be not happiness as we comprehend it1 could be naught but an indifference higher and purer than joy4 ,,xxi ,,infinity ,,as ,,conceived ,,by ,,our ,,reason ,let us turn our thoughts towards it4 ,the problem extends beyond humanity and embraces all things4 ,it is possible1 ,i think1 to view infinity under two distinct aspects and try to foresee our fate therein4 ,let us contemplate the first of these aspects4 ,we are plunged into a universe that has no limits in space or time4 ,it never began1 nor will it ever end4 ,it could not have an aim1 for1 if it had one1 it would have attained it in the infinity of years that preceded us4 ,it is not making for anywhere1 for it would have arrived there2 consequently1 all that the worlds within its pale1 all that we ourselves do can have no influence upon it4 ,if it have no thought1 it will never have one4 ,if it have one1 that thought has been at its climax since all time and will remain there1 changeless and immovable4 ,it is as young as it has ever been and as old as it will ever be4 ,it has made in the past all the efforts and all the experiments which it will make in the future2 and1 as all the possible combinations have been exhausted since all time1 it does not seem as if that which has not taken place in the eternity that extends before our birth can happen in that which will follow after our death4 ,if it have not become conscious1 it will never become so2 if it know not what it wishes1 it will continue in ignorance1 hopelessly1 knowing all or knowing nothing and remaining as near its end as its beginning4 ,,xxii ,,infinity ,,as ,,perceived ,,by ,,our ,,senses ,all this would be1 if not intelligible1 at least acceptable to our reason2 but in that universe float thousands of millions of worlds limited by space and time4 ,they are born1 they die and they are born again4 ,they form part of the whole2 and we see1 therefore1 that parts of that which has neither beginning nor end themselves begin and end4 ,we1 in fact1 know only those parts2 and they are of a number so infinite that in our eyes they fill all infinity4 ,that which is going nowhere teems with that which appears to be going somewhere4 ,that which has always known what it wants1 or will never learn1 seems eternally to be making more or less unfortunate experiments4 ,what is that which has already attained perfection trying to achieve8 ,everything that we discover in that which could not possibly have an aim looks as though it were pursuing one with inconceivable ardour2 and the spirit that animates what we see in that which should know everything and possess itself seems to know nothing and to seek itself without intermission4 ,thus all that is apparent to our senses in infinity gainsays that which our reason is compelled to ascribe to it4 ,according as we fathom it1 we understand better the depth of our want of understanding2 and1 the more we strive to penetrate the two incomprehensibilities that stand face to face1 the more they contradict each other4 ,,xxiii ,,which ,,of ,,the ,,two ,,shall ,,we ,,know8 ,what will become of us amid all this obscurity8 ,shall we leave the finite wherein we dwell to be swallowed up in this or the other infinite8 ,in other words1 shall we end by mingling with the infinite which our reason conceives1 or shall we remain eternally in that which our eyes behold1 that is to say1 in numberless changing and ephemeral worlds8 ,shall we never leave those worlds which seem doomed to die and to be reborn eternally1 to enter at last into that which1 since all eternity1 can neither have been born nor have died and which exists without either future or past8 ,shall we one day escape1 with all that surrounds us1 from the unhappy experiments1 to find our way at last into peace1 wisdom1 the changeless and boundless consciousness1 or into the hopeless unconsciousness8 ,shall we have the fate which our senses foretell1 or that which our intelligence demands8 ,or are both senses and intelligence illusions1 puny implements1 vain weapons of a brief hour that were never intended to probe or contend with the universe8 ,if there really be a contradiction1 is it wise to accept it and to deem impossible that which we do not understand1 seeing that we understand almost nothing8 ,is truth not at an immeasurable distance from those inconsistencies which appear to us enormous and irreducible and which1 doubtless1 are of no more importance than the rain that falls upon the sea8 ,,xxiv ,,the ,,infinity ,,which ,,both ,,our ,,reason ,,and ,,our ,,senses ,,can ,,admit ,but1 even to our poor understanding of to-day1 the discrepancy between the infinity conceived by our reason and that perceived by our senses is perhaps more apparent than real4 ,when we say that1 in a universe that has existed since all eternity1 every experiment1 every possible combination has been made2 when we declare that there is not a chance that that which has not taken place in the uncountable past can take place in the uncountable future1 our imagination attributes to the infinity of time a preponderance which it cannot possess4 ,in truth1 all that infinity contains must be as infinite as the time at its disposal2 and the chances1 encounters and combinations that lie therein have not been exhausted in the eternity that goes before us any more than they could be in the eternity that comes after us4 ,there is1 therefore1 no climax1 no changelessness1 no immovability4 ,it is probable that the universe is seeking and finding itself every day1 that it has not become entirely conscious and does not yet know what it wants4 ,it is almost certain that its ideal is still veiled by the shadow of its immensity and almost evident that the experiments and chances are following one upon the other in unimaginable worlds1 compared wherewith all those which we see on starry nights are no more than a pinch of gold-dust in the ocean depths4 ,lastly1 it is very nearly sure that we ourselves1 or whatever remains of us--it matters not--will profit one day by those experiments and those chances4 ,that which has not yet happened may suddenly supervene2 and the best state1 as well as the supreme wisdom which will recognize and establish it1 is perhaps ready to arise from the clash of circumstance4 ,it were not at all astonishing if the consciousness of the universe1 in the endeavour to form itself1 had not yet met with the aid of the necessary chances and if human thought were seconding one of those decisive chances4 ,here there is a hope4 ,small as man and his thought may appear1 he has exactly the value of the most enormous forces that he is able to conceive1 since there is neither great nor small in the immeasurable2 and1 if our body equalled the dimensions of all the worlds which our eyes can see1 it would have exactly the same weight and the same importance with regard to the universe that it has to-day4 ,the mind alone perhaps occupies in infinity a space which comparisons do not reduce to nothing4 ,,xxv ,,our ,,fate ,,in ,,infinity ,whatever the ultimate truth may be1 whether we admit the abstract1 absolute and perfect infinity--the changeless1 immovable infinity which has attained perfection and which knows everything1 to which our reason tends--or whether we prefer that offered to us by the evidence1 here below undeniable1 of our senses--the infinity which seeks itself1 which is still evolving and not yet established--it behoves us above all to foresee in it our fate1 which1 in any case1 must end by absorption in that very infinity4 ,the first infinity1 the ideal infinity1 is so strangely contrary to all that we see that it is best not to attack it until we have tried to explore the second4 ,moreover1 it is quite possible that it may succeed the other4 ,as we have said1 that which has not taken place in the eternity before may happen in the eternity after us2 and nothing save innumerous accidents is opposed to the prospect that the universe may at last acquire the integral consciousness that will establish it at its climax4 ,after giving a glance1 useless1 for that matter1 and impotent1 at all that may perhaps arise1 we shall try to interrogate1 without hope of answer1 the mystery of the boundless peace into which it is possible that we may sink with the other worlds4 ,,xxvi ,,the ,,same1 ,,continued ,behold us1 then1 in the infinity of those worlds1 the stellar infinity1 the infinity of the heavens1 which assuredly veils other things from our eyes1 but could never be a total illusion4 ,it seems to us to be peopled only with objects--planets1 suns1 stars1 nebul1 atoms1 imponderous fluids--which move1 unite and separate1 repel and attract one another1 which shrink and expand1 displace one another incessantly and never arrive1 which measure space in that which has no limit and number the hours in that which has no term4 ,in a word1 we are in an infinity that seems to have almost the same character1 the same habits as that power in the midst of which we breathe and which1 upon our earth1 we call nature or life4 ,what will be our fate in that infinity8 ,it is not vain to ask one's self the question1 even if we should mingle with it after losing all consciousness1 all notion of the ego1 even if our existence should be no more than a little substance without name1 soul or matter--one cannot tell--suspended in the equally nameless abyss that replaces time and space4 ,it is not vain to ask one's self the question1 for we are concerned with the history of the worlds or of the universe2 and this history1 far more than that of our petty existence1 is our own great history1 in which perhaps something of ourselves or something incomparably better and vaster will end by finding us again some day4 ,,xxvii ,,shall ,,we ,,be ,,unhappy ,,there8 ,shall we be unhappy there8 ,it is hardly reassuring when we consider the habits of our nature and remember that we form part of a universe that has not yet collected its wisdom4 ,we have seen1 it is true1 that good and bad fortune exist only in so far as regards our body and that1 when we have lost the agent of our sufferings1 we shall not meet any of the earthly sorrows again4 ,but our anxiety does not end here2 and will not our mind1 lingering upon our erstwhile sorrows1 drifting derelict from world to world1 unknown to itself in the unknowable that seeks itself hopelessly2 will not our mind know here the frightful torture of which we have already spoken and which is doubtless the last which the imagination can touch with its wing8 ,lastly1 if there were nothing left of our body and our mind1 there would still remain the matter and the spirit 7or1 at least1 the obviously single force to which we give that double name7 which composed them and whose fate must be no more indifferent to us than our own fate2 for1 let us repeat1 from our death onwards1 the adventure of the universe becomes our own adventure4 ,let us not1 therefore1 say to ourselves3 ,what can it matter8 ,we shall not be there4 ,we shall be there always1 because everything will be there4 ,,xxviii ,,questions ,,without ,,answers ,will all this to which we shall belong1 in a world ever seeking itself1 continue a prey to new1 unceasing and perhaps painful experiments8 ,since the part that we were was unhappy1 why should the part that we shall be enjoy a better fortune8 ,who can assure us that those unending combinations and endeavours will not be more sorrowful1 more awkward and more baneful than those which we are leaving2 and how shall we explain that these have come about after so many millions of others which should have opened the eyes of the genius of infinity8 ,it is idle to persuade ourselves1 as ,hindu wisdom would1 that our sorrows are but illusions and appearances3 it is none the less true that they make us very really unhappy4 ,has the universe elsewhere a more complete consciousness1 a more just and serene principle of thought than on this earth and in the worlds which we perceive8 ,and1 if it be true that it has somewhere attained that better thought1 why does the thought that presides over the destinies of our earth not profit by it8 ,could no communication be possible between worlds which must have been born of the same idea and are steeped in it8 ,what would be the mystery of that isolation8 ,are we to believe that the earth marks the most advanced stage and the most favoured experiment8 ,what1 then1 can the thought of the universe have done and against what darkness must it have struggled1 to have come no farther than this8 ,but1 on the other hand1 can it have been stayed by that darkness or by those obstacles which1 being unable to arise from any elsewhere1 can but have sprung from itself8 ,who then could have set those insoluble problems to infinity and from what more remote and profound region than itself would they have issued8 ,some one1 after all1 must know what they ask2 and1 as behind infinity there can be none that is not infinity itself1 it is impossible to imagine a malignant will in a will that leaves no point around it but what it fills entirely4 ,or are the experiments begun in the stars continued mechanically1 by virtue of the force acquired1 without regard to their uselessness and to their pitiful consequences1 according to the custom of nature1 which knows nothing of our parsimony and squanders the suns in space as it does the seed on earth1 knowing that nothing can be lost8 ,or1 again1 is the whole question of our peace and happiness1 like that of the fate of the worlds1 reduced to knowing whether or not the infinity of endeavours and combinations be equal to that of eternity8 ,or1 lastly1 to come to the greatest probability1 is it we who deceive ourselves1 who know nothing1 who see nothing and who consider imperfect that which is perhaps faultless1 we1 who are but an infinitesimal fragment of the intelligence which we judge with the aid of the little shreds of thought which it has vouchsafed to lend us8 ,,xxix ,,the ,,same1 ,,continued ,how could we reply1 how could our thoughts and glances penetrate the infinite and the invisible1 we who neither understand nor even see the thing by which we see and which is the source of all our thoughts8 ,in fact1 as has been very justly observed1 man does not see light itself4 ,he sees only matter1 or rather the small part of the great worlds which he knows by the name of matter1 touched by light4 ,he does not perceive the immense rays that cross the heavens save at the moment when they are stopped by an object of the nature of those which his eye is accustomed to see upon this earth3 were it otherwise1 the whole space filled with innumerable suns and boundless forces1 instead of being an abyss of absolute darkness which absorbs and extinguishes the clusters of beams that shoot across it from every side1 would be but a prodigious1 untenable ocean of flashes4 ,shakespeare's famous lines3 ,there are more things in heaven and earth1 ,horatio1 ,than are dreamt of in your philosophy4 have long since become utterly inadequate4 ,there are no longer more things than our philosophy can dream of or imagine3 there is none but things which it cannot dream of1 there is nothing but the unimaginable2 and1 if we do not even see the light1 which is the only thing that we believed we saw1 it may be said that there is nothing all around us but the invisible4 ,we move in the illusion of seeing and knowing that which is strictly indispensable to our little lives4 ,as for all the rest1 which is well-nigh everything1 our organs not only debar us from reaching1 seeing or feeling it1 but even restrain us from suspecting what it is1 just as they would prevent us from understanding it1 if an intelligence of a different order were to bethink itself of revealing or explaining it to us4 ,it is impossible for us1 therefore1 to appreciate in any degree whatsoever1 in the smallest conceivable respect1 the present state of the universe and to say1 as long as we are men1 whether it follows a straight line or describes an immense circle1 whether it is growing wiser or madder1 whether it is advancing towards the eternity which has no end or retracing its steps towards that which had no beginning4 ,our sole privilege within our tiny confines is to struggle towards that which appears to us the best and to remain heroically persuaded that no part of what we do within those confines can ever be wholly lost4 ,,xxx ,,it ,,is ,,not ,,necessary ,,to ,,answer ,,them ,but let not all these insoluble questions drive us towards fear4 ,from the point of view of our future beyond the grave1 it is in no way necessary that we should have an answer to everything4 ,whether the universe have already found its consciousness1 whether it find it one day or see it everlastingly1 it could not exist for the purpose of being unhappy and of suffering1 neither in its entirety1 nor in any one of its parts2 and it matters little if the latter be invisible or incommensurable1 considering that the smallest is as great as the greatest in what has neither limit nor measure4 ,to torture a point is the same thing as to torture the worlds2 and1 if it torture the worlds1 it is its own substance that it tortures4 ,its very destiny1 in which we are placed1 protects us4 ,our sufferings there could be but ephemeral2 and nothing matters that is not eternal4 ,it is possible1 although somewhat incomprehensible1 that parts should err and go astray2 but it is impossible that sorrow should be one of its lasting and necessary laws2 for it would have brought that law to bear against itself4 ,in like manner1 the universe is and must be its own law and its sole master2 if not1 the law or the master whom it must obey would then be the universe2 and the centre of a word which we pronounce without being able to grasp its scope would be simply displaced4 ,if it be unhappy1 that means that it wills its own unhappiness2 if it will its unhappiness1 it is mad2 and1 if it appear to us mad1 that means that our reason works contrary to everything and to the only laws possible1 seeing that they are eternal1 or1 to speak more humbly1 that it judges what it wholly fails to understand4 ,,xxxi ,,everything ,,must ,,finish ,,exempt ,,from ,,suffering ,everything1 therefore1 must finish1 or perhaps everything already is1 if not in a state of happiness1 at least in a state exempt from all suffering1 all anxiety1 all lasting unhappiness2 and what1 after all1 is our happiness upon this earth1 if it be not the absence of sorrow1 anxiety and unhappiness8 ,but it is childish to talk of happiness and unhappiness where infinity is in question4 ,the idea which we entertain of happiness and unhappiness is something so special1 so human1 so fragile that it does not exceed our stature and falls to dust as soon as we go beyond its little sphere4 ,it proceeds entirely from a few accidents of our nerves1 which are made to appreciate very slight happenings1 but which could as easily have felt everything the reverse way and taken pleasure in that which is now pain4 ,we believe that we see nothing hanging over us but catastrophes1 deaths1 torments and disasters2 we shiver at the mere thought of the great interplanetary spaces1 with their cold and formidable and gloomy solitudes2 and we imagine that the revolving worlds are as unhappy as ourselves because they freeze1 or clash together1 or are consumed in unutterable flames4 ,we infer from this that the genius of the universe is an outrageous tyrant1 seized with a monstrous madness1 and that it delights only in the torture of itself and all that it contains4 ,to millions of stars1 each many thousand times larger than our sun1 to nebul whose nature and dimensions no figure1 no word in our languages is able to express1 we attribute our momentary sensibility1 the little ephemeral and chance working of our nerves2 and we are convinced that life there must be impossible or appalling1 because we should feel too hot or too cold4 ,it were much wiser to say to ourselves that it would need but a trifle1 a few papill more or less to our skin1 the slightest modification of our eyes and ears1 to turn the temperature1 the silence and the darkness of space into a delicious spring-time1 an unequalled music1 a divine light4 ,it were much more reasonable to persuade ourselves that the catastrophes which we think that we behold are life itself1 the joy and one or other of those immense festivals of mind and matter in which death1 thrusting aside at last our two enemies1 time and space1 will soon permit us to take part4 ,each world dissolving1 extinguished1 crumbling1 burnt or colliding with another world and pulverized means the commencement of a magnificent experiment1 the dawn of a marvellous hope and perhaps an unexpected happiness drawn direct from the inexhaustible unknown4 ,what though they freeze or flame1 collect or disperse1 pursue or flee one another3 mind and matter1 no longer united by the same pitiful hazard that joined them in us1 must rejoice at all that happens2 for all is but birth and re-birth1 a departure into an unknown filled with wonderful promises and maybe an anticipation of some unutterable event4444 ,and1 should they stand still one day1 become fixed and remain motionless1 it will not be that they have encountered calamity1 nullity or death2 but they will have entered into a thing so fair1 so great1 so happy and bathed in such certainties that they will for ever prefer it to all the prodigious chances of an infinity which nothing can impoverish4 99 99 99 99 99 ,transcriber's note3 ,minor changes have been made to correct typesetters' errors2 otherwise every effort has been made to remain true to the author's words and intent4