,image3 ,s>ah's ,dea? ,b$ ,,s>ah',s ,,dea? ,,b$ ,,/ories ,,( ,,boys ,,& ,,girls ,,:o ,,lov$ ,,! ,,savi\r ,a ,tok5 = ,*ildr5 ,,extract$ ,,f ,a ,,late ,,au?or1 ,by ,john ,wesley1 ,a4,m4 ,new ,york3 ,,publi%$ ,,by ,,c>lton ,,port]1 ,,sunday-,,s*ool ,,union1 #bjj ,,mulb]ry ,,/reet4 ,,cont5ts --- ,,little ,,s>ah ,,h[ley ,a ,,happy ,,boy ,,happy ,,m>y ,,pray+ ,,*>lie ,a ,,poor ,,b ,,happy ,,boy ,a ,,babe ,,9 ,,*ri/ ,,! ,,m9i/]',s ,,daught] ,,little ,,jacob',s ,,fai? ,,jacob',s ,,si/] ,,susannah ,,! ,,m]*ant',s ,,son ,,pi\s ,,little ,,pet] ,,! ,,dutiful ,,daught] ,a ,,tok5 ,,= ,,*ildr54 --- ,,little ,,s>ah ,,h[ley4 ,,miss ,,s>ah ,,h[ley1 :5 %e 0 betwe5 eight & n9e ye>s old1 0 c>ri$ by h] fri5ds to he> a s]mon1 :]e ! m9i/] prea*$ ^u ,matt4 xi1 #cj1 ,my yoke is easy1 & my burd5 is light2 9 ! apply+ ( :i* scripture ! *ild 0 mightily awak5$1 & made deeply s5sible ( ! condition ( h] s\l1 & h] ne$ ( ,*ri/3 %e wept bitt]ly to ?9k :at a case %e 0 92 w5t home1 retir$ into a *amb]1 & ^u h] knees %e wept & cri$ to ! ,"l z well z %e c\ld1 :i* might easily be p]ceiv$ by h] eyes & c\nt5ance4 #b4 ,%e 0 n cont5t$ ) ?is1 b got h] little bro!r & si/] into a *amb] ) h]1 & told !m _! condition by nature1 & wept ov] !m1 & pray$ ) !m4 #c4 ,aft] ?is1 %e he>d ano!r s]mon ^u ,prov4 xxix1 #ae ,he t1 be+ (t5 reprov$1 h>d5e? 8 neck1 %all sudd5ly be de/roy$1 & t )\t rem$y2 at :i* %e 0 m affect$ ?an be=e1 & 0 s exce$+ly solicit\s ab\t h] s\l1 t %e sp5t great "p ( ! night 9 weep+ & pray+1 & c\ld sc>cely take any re/1 day nor night1 = "s "t toge!r2 desir+ ) all h] s\l to escape f ev]la/+ flames1 & to get an int]e/ 9 ! ,"l ,jesus3 ,o :at %\ld %e d = ,*ri/6 :at %\ld %e d to be sav$6 #d4 ,%e gave h]self mu* to att5d+ ^u ! ^w prea*$1 & /ill cont9u$ v t5d] "u x1 greatly reli%+ :at %e he>d4 #e4 ,%e 0 v mu* 9 secret pray]1 & 0 usually v importunate1 & full ( te>s4 #f4 ,%e c\ld sc>cely speak ( s91 or be spok5 to1 b h] he>t 0 ready to melt4 #g4 ,%e sp5t mu* "t 9 read+ ! ,scripture4 #h4 ,%e 0 exce$+ly dutiful to h] p>5ts1 v loa? to grieve !m 9 ! lea/3 & if %e _h at any "t 7:i* 0 v r>e7 (f5d$ !m1 %e w\ld weep bitt]ly4 #i4 ,%e abhorr$ ly+1 & all[$ h]self 9 no kn[n s94 #aj4 ,:5 %e 0 at s*ool1 %e 0 em95t = h] dilig5ce1 tea*abl5ess1 meekness1 & mode/y1 speak+ little1 b :5 %e did speak1 x 0 usually spiritual4 #aa4 ,%e cont9u$ 9 ?is c\rse ( religi\s duties = "s ye>s toge!r4 #ab4 ,:5 %e 0 ab\t f\rte5 ye>s old1 %e broke a ve9 9 h] lungs1 7z is suppos$17 & (t5 spat blood1 yet did a little recov]4 #ac4 ,9 ! beg9n+ ( ,janu>y1 %e 0 tak5 v bad aga91 9 :i* sickness %e 0 9 great di/ress ( s\l4 ,:5 %e 0 fir/ tak51 %e said1 ,o "m1 pray = me1 = ,satan is s busy t ,i _c pray = myself2 ,i see ,i am undone )\t ,*ri/1 & a p>don6 ,o1 ,i am undone to all et]nity6 #ad4 ,h] "m1 kn[+ h[ s]i\s %e _h be5 =m]ly1 did a little wond] t %e %\ld be 9 su* agonies2 & ask$ h] :at s9 x 0 t 0 s burd5some to h] _s8 ,o "m1 said %e1 x is n any p>ticul> s9 t /icks s close to my consci5ce1 z ! s9 ( my nature3 )\t ! blood ( ,*ri/ t w damn me4 #ae4 ,h] "m ask$ h] :at %e %\ld pray =1 = h]8 ,%e answ]$1 ,t ,i may h a sav+ k ( ,jesus ,*ri/2 & t ,i may h an assurance ( ,god's love to my s\l4 ,h] "m ask$ h] :y %e spoke s little to ! m9i/] t came to h]8 ,%e answ]$1 ,x 0 h] duty ) pati5ce & sil5ce to le>n ( him4 #af4 ,"o "t :5 %e fell into a fit1 %e cri$ out1 ,o ,i am go+2 ,i am go+3 b :at %all ,i d to be sav$8 ,"l ,jesus1 ,i w lie at ?y feet2 & if ,i p]i%1 x %all be at ! f\nta9 ( ?y m]cy4 #ag4 ,%e 0 mu* afraid ( presumption1 & dread$ a mi/ake 9 ! matt]s ( h] s\l1 & w\ld be (t5 putt+ up ejaculations to ,god1 to deliv] h] f deceiv+ h]self4 ,to in/ance 9 "o1 ,great & mighty ,god1 said %e1 let my fai? be a true fai?2 t ,i may n be a fooli% virg91 hav+ a lamp1 b no oil4 #ah4 ,h] fa!r bade h] be ( good *e]1 because %e 0 go+ to a bett] ,fa!r2 at :i* %e fell into a great agony1 & said1 ,b h[ d ,i "k t8 ,i am a poor s9n]1 :o wants assurance2 ,o = assurance6 ,?is 0 h] great1 e>ne/1 & con/ant reque/ to all :o came to h]1 to beg assurance = h]2 & %e w\ld look ) s mu* eag]ness ^u !m1 z if %e desir$ no?+ 9 ! _w s mu* z t !y w\ld pity h]1 & help h] ) _! pray]s4 ,nev] 0 a poor creature m e>ne/ = any ?+ ?an %e 0 = assurance & ! light ( ,god's c\nt5ance4 ,o ! pite\s moan t %e w\ld make6 ,o ! agony t h] s\l 0 96 #ai4 ,! ,"l's day be=e t on :i* %e di$1 a k9sman ( h]s came to see h]1 & ask$ h] :e!r %e knew him8 ,%e answ]$1 ,yes1 ,i "k y1 & ,i desire y w\ld le>n to "k ,*ri/4 ,y are "y1 b y "k n h[ soon y may die6 &1 ,o1 to die )\t ,*ri/ is a fe>ful ?+6 ,o1 r$eem "t6 ,o1 "t1 "t1 preci\s "t6 ,be+ reque/$ by him n to sp5d h]self1 %e said1 ,%e w\ld fa9 d all ! good %e c\ld :ile %e liv$2 ^u :i* acc\nt %e desir$ t a s]mon might be prea*$ at h] fun]al1 conc]n+ ! preci\sness ( "t4 #bj4 ,"s m9i/]s :o came to see h] e>ne/ly entreat$ ! ,"l to give h] "s tok5 = good1 t %e might die 9 full triumph3 notes ( ! same nature 7 s5t to sev]al *ur*es4 #ba4 ,aft] %e _h long wait$ = an answ] to _! pray]s1 %e said1 ,well1 ,i w v5ture my s\l ^u ,*ri/4 #bb4 ,consid]+ ! pa9s & agonies t %e 0 91 h] pati5ce 0 next to a wond]3 ,"l1 said %e1 ,"l1 give me pati5ce1 t ,i may n di%on\r !e6 #bc4 ,on ,?ursday1 aft] long wait+1 great fe>s1 & _m pray]s1 :5 all h] fri5ds ?\ght %e _h be5 pa/ speak+1 to ! a/oni%m5t ( h] fri5ds1 %e broke =? ?us1 ) a v audible voice1 & *e]ful c\nt5ance3 ,"l1 ?\ ha/ promis$ t :osoev] come unto !e ?\ wilt 9 no wise ca/ !m out3 ,"l1 ,i come unto !e1 & surely ?\ wilt 9 no wise ca/ me out2 ,o1 s preci\s6 ,o1 s glori\s is ,jesus6 ,i h !e6 ,bless$ & glori\s is ,jesus2 he is preci\s1 he is preci\s6 ,o1 ! admirable love ( ,god 9 s5d+ ,*ri/ & free grace to a poor lo/ creature6 #bd4 ,h] s\l !n seem$ ravi%$ ) ! love ( ,*ri/4 ,& :ile %e 0 engag$ 9 magnify+ ( ,god1 h] fa!r1 bro!rs1 & si/]s1 ) o!rs ( ! family1 7 call$1 to :om %e spake p>ticul>ly z h] /r5g? w\ld give leave4 ,%e gave h] ,bible z a legacy to "o ( h] bro!rs1 & desir$ him to use t well = h] sake2 & add$1 to him & ! re/1 ,o make use ( "t to get ,*ri/ = y\r s\ls3 sp5d no "t 9 runn+ up & d[n1 or 9 play+3 ,o get ,*ri/ = y\r s\ls :ile y are "y6 ,rememb] n[ y\r ,creator be=e y come to a sick b$3 put n (f ?is great "w till !n1 = !n y w f9d x h>d "w inde$3 ,i "k by exp]i5ce ! devil w tell y x is "t en\gh2 & y are "y1 & :at ne$ y be 9 su* ha/e8 y w h "t en\gh :5 y are old4 ,b rememb] ! words ( a dy+ si/]4 ,if y knew h[ good ,*ri/ is6 if y _h b "o ta/e ( 8 sweetness1 y _h r g to him a ?\s& times ?an /ay 9 ?is wick$ _w4 ,i w\ld n = t5 ?\s& worlds "p ) my int]e/ 9 ,*ri/4 ,o1 h[ happy am ,i t ,i am go+ to ev]la/+ joys6 ,i w\ld n g back aga9 = tw5ty ?\s& worlds2 & w y n /rive to get an int]e/ 9 ,*ri/8 #be4 ,aft] ?is1 look+ ^u "o ( h] fa!r's s]vants1 %e said1 ,:at %all ,i d at ! great day1 :5 ,*ri/ %all say to me1 ',come1 ?\ bless$ ( my ,fa!r1 inh]it ! k+dom prep>$ = !e8' & %all say to ! wick$1 ',g1 ?\ curs$1 into ! lake t burns = ev]6' ,:at a grief is x = me to ?9k t ,i %\ld see any ( my fri5ds t ,i knew ^u e>?1 turn$ into t lake :i* burns = ev]6 ,o t ^w1 = ev]6 ,rememb] t = ev]6 ,i speak ^! words to y1 b !y are no?+ except ,god speaks to y too3 ,o pray t ,god w\ld give y grace6 ,& !n %e pray$1 ,o ,"l1 f9i% ?y "w ^u _! s\ls3 x w be my com=t to see y 9 glory2 b x w be y\r ev]la/+ happ9ess4 #bf4 ,on ,friday1 aft] %e _h _h su* lively discov]ies ( ,god's love1 %e 0 exce$+ly desir\s to die1 & cri$ out1 ,come1 ,"l ,jesus1 come quickly6 ,conduct me to ?y tab]nacle4 ,i am a poor creature )\t !e2 b1 ,"l ,jesus1 my s\l longs to be ) !e3 ,o :5 %all x be8 ,:y n n[1 bless$ ,jesus8 ,come1 ,"l ,jesus1 come quickly6 ,b :y d ,i ?us speak8 ,?y "t1 my ,"l1 is ! be/3 ,o1 give me pati5ce4 #bg4 ,on ,saturday %e spoke b little1 be+ v dr[sy1 yet n[ & !n %e dropp$ ^! words1 ,h[ long1 ,o bless$ ,jesus8 ,f9i% ?y "w1 holy ,jesus3 come away1 ,"l ,jesus1 come quickly6 #bh4 ,on ! ,"l's day %e sc>cely spoke any ?+4 ,%e reque/$ t notes ( ?anksgiv+ might be s5t to ^? :o _h =m]ly pray$ = h]1 t !y might help h] to praise ! ,"l = t full assurance :i* he _h giv5 h] ( 8 love2 & seem$ to be swall[$ up ) ! ?\ghts ( ,god's free love to h] s\l4 ,%e (t5 comm5d$ h] _s into ! h& ( ! ,"l4 ,! la/ words %e 0 he>d to utt] 7 ^!1 ,"l1 help1 ,"l ,jesus1 help6 my ,"l ,jesus1 bless$ ,jesus6 ,?us on ! ,"l's day1 betwe5 n9e & t5 o'clock 9 ! ev5+1 %e sweetly slept 9 ,jesus1 & began an ev]la/+ ,sabba?1 ,febru>y #ai1 #afgj4 ,a ,,happy ,,boy4 ,a ,,little ,,*ild ^: "m _h d$icat$ him to ! ,"l 9 infancy1 :5 he c\ld n speak pla9 w\ld be cry+ aft] ,god1 & 0 greatly desir\s to be taught good ?+s4 #b4 ,he c\ld n endure to be put to b$ )\t pray]1 b w\ld put 8 p>5ts ^u x1 ) mu* devotion kneel d[n1 & ) great pati5ce & delight cont9ue till x 0 conclud$1 )\t ! lea/ sign ( be+ we>y4 ,he seem$ nev] s well pleas$ z :5 s engag$4 #c4 ,he c\ld n be satisfi$ ) family pray]1 b he w\ld (t5 be ^u 8 knees by himself 9 "o corn] or ano!r4 #d4 ,he 0 mu* delight$ 9 he>+ ! ^w ( ,god ei!r read or prea*$4 #e4 ,he lov$ to g to s*ool1 t he might le>n some?+ ( ,god1 & w\ld take great notice ( :at he _h read1 & come home & speak ( x ) mu* affection4 ,he w\ld rejoice 9 8 book1 & say to 8 "m1 ,o "m1 ,i _h a sweet lesson to-day3 w y please to give me leave to fet* my book1 t y may he> x8 #f4 ,he quickly le>n$ to read ! ,scripture1 & w\ld1 ) great rev]5ce1 t5d]ness1 & groans1 read till te>s & sobs 7 ready to h9d] him4 #g4 ,:5 he 0 at secret pray] he w\ld weep bitt]ly4 #h4 ,he 0 wont (t5 to compla9 ( ! wick$ness ( 8 he>t1 & seem$ to be m griev$ = ! corruption ( 8 nature1 ?an1 = actual s94 #i4 ,he 0 mu* tr\bl$ = ! w&]+ ( 8 ?\ghts 9 pray]1 & t he c\ld n always keep 8 he>t fix$ ^u ,god1 & 8 affections m con/antly rais$4 #aj4 ,he kept a wat* ov] 8 he>t1 & obs]v$ ! work+s ( 8 s\l1 & w\ld compla9 t !y 7 s va9 & fooli%1 & s little busi$ ab\t spiritual ?+s4 #aa4 ,he 0 exce$+ly importunate ) ,god 9 pray]1 & w\ld plead ) ,god at an unusual rate2 & he w\ld beg & expo/ulate1 & weep s1 t sometimes x c\ld n be kept f ! e>s ( ! neighb\rs3 s t "o 9 ! next h\se 0 =c$ to cry out1 ,! pray]s & te>s ( t *ild 9 ! next h\se w s9k me to hell6 because by x he did condemn 8 neglect ( pray] & 8 slight p]=mance ( x4 #ab4 ,he abhorr$ ly+ ) all 8 s\l4 #ac4 ,:5 he _h committ$ any s91 he 0 easily conv9c$ ( x1 & w\ld get into "s corn]1 or secret place1 & ) te>s beg p>don ( ,god1 & /r5g? to gu>d aga9/ x4 #ad4 ,:5 o!r *ildr5 7 at play1 he w\ld be pray+4 #ae4 ,a fri5d ( 8 ask$ him1 :5 he 0 fir/ tak5 sick1 :e!r he 0 n will+ to die8 ,he answ]$1 ,no6 because he 0 afraid ( 8 /ate z to ano!r _w4 ,:y1 *ild1 said ! o!r1 ?\ did/ pray = a new he>t1 = an humble & s9c]e he>t1 & ,i h he>d !e3 did/ ?\ n pray ) ?y he>t8 ,i hope ,i did1 rejo9$ he4 #af4 ,n long aft]1 ! same p]son ask$ him aga91 ,if he 0 will+ to die8 ,he answ]$1 ,n[ ,i am will+1 = ,i %all g to ,*ri/4 #ag4 ,he /ill grew weak] & weak]1 b behav$ ) a great deal ( sweetness & pati5ce1 wait+ = 8 *ange4 ,at la/1 call+ ^u ! "n ( ! ,"l1 & say+1 ,"l ,jesus1 ,"l ,jesus6 he sweetly slept1 dy+ :5 he 0 betwe5 five & six ye>s old4 ,,happy ,,m>y4 ,,m>y ,a41 :5 %e 0 betwe5 f\r & five ye>s old1 0 greatly affect$ 9 he>+ ! ^w ( ,god1 & became v solicit\s ab\t h] s\l1 weep+ bitt]ly to ?9k :at w\ld become ( h] 9 ano!r _w1 ask+ /range que/ions conc]n+ ,god1 & ,*ri/1 & h] own s\l4 ,s t be=e %e 0 full five ye>s old1 %e m9d$ ! "o ?+ ne$ful1 & *ose ! bett] "p4 #b4 ,%e 0 wont to be mu* 9 secret pray]1 & _m times came f h] knees ) te>s4 #c4 ,%e w\ld *oose su* times & places = secret pray] z might r5d] h] less obs]v$ by o!rs3 & endeav\r$ to conceal :at %e 0 do+ :5 %e 0 engag$ !re94 #d4 ,h] "m be+ full ( sorr[ aft] ! dea? ( h] husb&1 ?is *ild came to h] & ask$ h] :y %e wept s exce$+ly8 ,h] "m answ]$ t %e _h cause en\gh to weep1 because h] fa!r 0 dead4 ,no1 de> "m1 said ! *ild1 y h no cause to weep s mu*1 = ,god is a good ,god /ill4 #e4 ,%e 0 a de> lov] ( fai?ful m9i/]s4 ,"o "t aft] %e _h be5 he>+ ,mr4 ,:itak]1 %e said1 ,i love t man de>ly = ! sweet words he speaks conc]n+ ,*ri/4 #f4 ,h] book 0 h] delight2 & _m times %e 0 s /rangely affect$ 9 read+ ! ,scriptures1 t %e bur/ out into te>s1 & w\ld h>dly be pacifi$3 s greatly 0 %e tak5 ) ,*ri/'s suff]+s1 ! zeal ( ,god's s]vants1 & ! dang] ( a natural /ate4 #g4 ,%e (t5 compla9$ ( ! corruption ( h] nature1 ( ! h>dness ( h] he>t1 t %e c\ld rep5t no m1 & be no m humble & griev$ = h] s9s aga9/ a good ,god2 & :5 %e ?us compla9$1 x 0 ) abundance ( te>s4 #h4 ,%e 0 v consci5ti\s 9 keep+ ! ,sabba?1 sp5d+ ! :ole "t 9 read+ or pray+1 le>n+ h] cate*ism1 or tea*+ h] bro!rs & si/]s4 ,"o "t :5 %e 0 left at home on ! ,"l's day1 %e got "s o!r little *ildr5 toge!r1 ) h] bro!rs & si/]s1 & told !m t x 0 ! ,"l's day1 & !y ought to rememb] x to keep x holy4 ,%e !n told !m x 0 to be sp5t 9 religi\s ex]cises all ! day1 except s mu* z 0 tak5 up 9 ! works ( necessity & m]cy3 !n %e pray$ ) !m1 & among o!r ?+s begg$ t ! ,"l w\ld give grace & wisdom to !m1 7little *ildr517 t !y might "k h[ to s]ve him4 #i4 ,at ano!r "t a ne> relation ( h]s be+ 9 "s /raits1 made "s compla9t1 to :om %e said1 ,i h he>d ,mr4 ,g>t] say1 ',a man may g to heav5 )\t a p5ny 9 8 purse1 b n )\t grace 9 8 he>t4' #aj4 ,%e _h an extraord9>y love to ! p ( ,god3 & :5 %e saw any :o %e ?\ght fe>$ ! ,"l1 h] he>t w\ld ev5 leap = joy4 #aa4 ,:5 %e 0 betwe5 elev5 & twelve ye>s old1 %e sick5$ ( ! plague1 9 :i* %e behav$ ) admirable pati5ce & sweetness1 & did :at %e c\ld ) ,scripture argum5ts to support & enc\rage h] relations to "p ) h]1 :o 0 go+ to glory1 & to prep>e !mselves to meet h] 9 a bless$ et]nity4 #ab4 ,%e 0 n _m days sick be=e %e 0 m>k$ ) ! compla9t :i* %e fir/ saw h]self1 & 0 greatly rejoic$ to ?9k t %e 0 m>k$ out = ! ,"l1 & 0 n[ go+ apace to ,*ri/4 ,%e call$ to h] fri5ds & said1 ,i am m>k$1 b be n tr\bl$1 = ,i "k ,i am m>k$ = "o ( ! ,"l's own4 ,"o ask$ h] h[ %e knew t8 ,%e answ]$1 ,! ,"l ha? told me t ,i am "o ( 8 de> *ildr54 ,& ?is %e spoke ) a holy confid5ce 9 ! ,"l's love1 & 0 n 9 ! lea/ daunt$ at ! approa* ( dea?2 b seem$ greatly delight$ 9 ! appreh5sion ( h] ne>ness to h] ,fa!r's h\se4 ,& x 0 n long be=e %e 0 fill$ ) joy unspeakable 9 believ+4 #ac4 ,:5 %e lay dy+1 h] "m came to h]1 & told h] %e 0 sorry %e _h s frequ5tly reprov$ & correct$ s good a *ild2 ,o "m1 said %e1 speak n ?us3 ,i bless ,god1 n[ ,i am dy+1 = y\r repro(s & corrections too3 =1 x may be1 ,i might h gone to hell1 if x _h n be5 = y\r repro(s & corrections4 #ad4 ,"s ( ! neighb\rs came to visit h]1 & ask$ h] if %e c\ld leave !m4 ,%e answ]$1 ,if y s]ve ! ,"l1 y w come aft] me to glory4 #ae4 ,a little be=e %e di$1 %e _h a great conflict ) ,satan1 & cri$ out1 ,i am none ( 84 ,h] "m see+ h] tr\bl$1 ask$ h] :at 0 ! matt]8 ,%e answ]$1 ,satan did tr\ble me1 b n[1 ,i ?ank ,god1 all is well4 ,i "k ,i am none ( 81 b ,*ri/'s4 #af4 ,aft] ?is %e _h a great s5se ( ,god's love1 & a glori\s sight1 z if %e _h se5 ! v heav5s op51 & ! angels com+ to receive h]2 by :i* h] he>t 0 fill$ ) joy1 & h] tongue ) praise4 #ag4 ,be+ desir$ by ! by/&]s to give !m a p>ticul> acc\nt ( :at %e saw1 %e answ]$1 ,y %all "k h]eaft]3 & s 9 an ec/asy ( joy & triumph1 %e w5t to ,god :5 %e 0 ab\t twelve ye>s old4 ,,pray+ ,,*>lie4 ,,*>les ,,bridgeman _h no soon] le>n$ to speak1 b he betook himself to pray]4 #b4 ,he 0 v prone to le>n ! ?+s ( ,god4 #c4 ,he w\ld be sometimes tea*+ ^? p]sons t wait$ ^u him _! duty4 #d4 ,he le>n$ by he>t _m good ?+s be=e he 0 well fit to g to s*ool4 ,& :5 he 0 s5t to s*ool1 he c>ri$ x s t all t obs]v$ him1 ei!r did or might admire him4 ,o1 ! sweet temp]1 ! good disposition1 ! s9c]e religion :i* 0 9 ! *ild6 #e4 ,:5 he 0 at s*ool :at 0 x t he desir$ to le>n b ,*ri/ & him crucifi$8 #f4 ,s religi\s & sav\ry 7 8 words1 8 actions s upright1 8 devotions s he>ty1 8 fe> ( ,god s great1 t _m 7 ready to say z !y did ( ,john1--,:at mann] ( *ild %all ?is be8 #g4 ,he w\ld be mu* 9 read+ ! ,holy1 ,scriptures4 #h4 ,he 0 desir\s ( m spiritual k1 & w\ld be (t ask+ v s]i\s & admirable que/ions4 #i4 ,he w\ld n /ir out ( doors be=e he _h p\r$ out 8 s\l to ! ,"l 9 pray]4 #aj4 ,:5 he ate any ?+1 he w\ld be sure to lift up 8 he>t unto ! ,"l = a bless+ ^u x2 & :5 he _h mod]ately refre%$ himself by eat+1 he w\ld n =get to ackn[l$ge ,god's goodness 9 fe$+ him4 #aa4 ,he w\ld n lie d[n 9 8 b$ till he _h be5 ^u 8 knees2 & :5 sometimes he _h =gott5 8 duty1 he w\ld quickly get out ( 8 b$1 & kneel+ d[n ^u 8 b>e knees1 ask ,god's =giv5ess ( t s94 #ab4 ,he w\ld rebuke 8 bre?r51 if !y 7 at any "t too ha/y at _! meals1 & did eat )\t ask+ a bless+2 8 *eck 0 ?is3 ,d>e y d ?us8 ,god be m]ciful to u6 ?is bit ( bread might *oke u4 #ac4 ,8 s5t5ces 7 wise & weighty1 & might well become "s anci5t ,*ri/ian4 #ad4 ,8 sickness 0 a l+]+ disease3 aga9/ :i*1 to com=t him1 "o tells him ( possessions t mu/ fall to 8 portion2 ,& :at are !y8 said he1 ,i _h r h ! k+dom ( heav5 ?an a ?\s& su* inh]itances4 #ae4 ,:5 he 0 sick he seem$ mu* tak5 up ) heav51 & ask$ v s]i\s que/ions ab\t ! nature ( ! s\l4 #af4 ,aft] he 0 pretty well satisfi$ ab\t t1 he inquir$ h[ 8 s\l might be sav$8 ,! answ] be+ made1 ,by ! apply+ ( ,*ri/'s m]it by fai?3 he 0 pleas$ ) ! answ]1 & 0 ready to give any "o t %\ld desire x an acc\nt ( 8 hope4 #ag4 ,be+ ask$ :e!r he _h r live or die8 he answ]$1 ,i desire to die1 t ,i may g to my ,savi\r4 #ah4 ,8 pa9s increas+ ^u him1 "o ask$ him :e!r he w\ld r /ill endure ^? pa9s or =sake ,*ri/8 ,alas6 said he1 ,i "k n :at to say1 be+ a *ild3 = ^! pa9s may /agg] a /rong man2 b ,i w /rive to endure ! be/ ,i c4 ,^u ?is he call$ to m9d t m>tyr1 ,?omas ,bilney1 :o1 be+ 9 prison ! night be=e 8 burn+1 put 8 f+] into ! c&le to "k h[ he c\ld endure ! fire2 ,o1 said ! *ild1 _h ,i liv$ !n1 ,i w\ld h run ?r\gh ! fire to h gone to ,*ri/4 #ai4 ,8 sickness la/$ long3 & at lea/ ?ree days be=e 8 dea? he prophesi$ 8 dep>ture1 & n only t he mu/ die1 b ! v day4 ,on ! ,"l's day1 said he1 look to me2 nei!r 0 ?is a ^w ( c\rse1 :i* y may guess by 8 frequ5t repetition1 e day ask+ till ! day came inde$1 ,:at1 is ,sunday come8 ,at la/1 ! look$-= day came on2 & no soon] _h ! sun beautifi$ t morn+ ) its light1 b he falls into a trance1 8 eyes 7 fix$1 8 face *e]ful1 8 lips smil+1 8 h&s & arms clasp$ 9 a b[1 z if he w\ld h embrac$ "s bless$ angel t 0 at h& to receive 8 s\l4 ,b he comes to himself1 & tells !m h[ he saw ! sweete/ body t ev] eyes beheld1 :o bid him to be ( good *e]1 = he mu/ pres5tly g ) him4 #bj4 ,"o t /ood ne> him1 z n[ suspect+ ! "t ( 8 dissolution nigh1 bid him say1 ,"l1 into ?y h&s ,i comm5d my _s1 :i* is ?y due2 = :y8 ?\ ha/ r$eem$ x1 ,o ,"l1 my ,god1 mo/ true6 #ba4 ,! la/ words :i* he spoke 7 exactly ^!3 ,pray1 pray1 pray1 nay1 yet pray1 & ! m pray]s ! bett] all prosp]s2 ,god is ! be/ physician2 into ?y h&s ,i comm5d my _s4 ,o ,"l ,jesus receive my s\l3 n[ close m9e eyes3 =give me1 fa!r1 "m1 bro!r1 si/]1 all ! _w4 ,n[ ,i am well2 my pa9 is almo/ gone1 my joy is at h&4 ,"l1 h m]cy on me4 ,o ,"l1 receive my s\l unto !e4 ,& ?us he yield$ up 8 _s unto ! ,"l :5 he 0 ab\t twelve ye>s old4 ,a ,,poor ,,b ,,happy ,,boy4 ,a ,,v poor *ild1 ( ! p>i% ( ,new+ton-,butts1 came to ! door ( a fri5d ( m9e1 9 a v lam5table case3 x pleas$ ,god to raise 9 ! he>t ( my fri5d a great pity & t5d]ness t[>d him3 s t he took him out ( ! /reets1 :o _h no?+ at all to comm5d him to any "o's *>ity b 8 mis]y4 ,my fri5d1 seek+ ! glory ( ,god1 dis*>g$ ! p>i% ( ! *ild1 & took him z 8 own2 yet !re seem$ to be little hopes ( do+ good ^u him1 = he 0 a v mon/] ( wick$ness1 & a ?\s& times m mis]able & vile by 8 s9 ?an by 8 pov]ty4 ,he 0 runn+ to hell z fa/ z he c\ld g1 & 0 old 9 vice :5 he 0 b "y 9 ye>s3 we sc>cely he> ( "o s l ! devil 9 8 infancy z 0 ?is poor *ild4 ,:at s9 0 !re t 8 age 0 capable (1 :i* he did n commit8 ,:at by ! corruption ( 8 nature1 & ! abom9able example ( little begg> boys1 he 0 inde$ arriv$ at a great pit* ( impiety4 ,he w\ld call names1 take ,god's "n 9 va91 curse1 swe>1 & d all k9ds ( mis*ief2 & z to any ?+ ( ,god1 he 0 worse ?an a hea!n4 #b4 ,no soon] _h ?is good man tak5 ?is creature into 8 h\se b he pray$ = him1 & lab\r$ ) all 8 might to conv9ce him ( 8 mis]able condition by nature1 & to tea* him some?+ ( ,god1 ! wor? ( 8 own s\l1 & t et]nity ( glory or mis]y to :i* he 0 b\nd4 ,&1 bless$ be ,god1 x 0 n long be=e ! ,"l 0 pleas$ to let him und]/& t x 0 himself :o put into 8 he>t to take 9 ?is *ild4 ,! ,"l soon bless$ 8 in/ructions1 s t an amaz+ *ange 0 se54 ,9 ! space ( a few weeks he 0 conv9c$ ( ! evil ( 8 ways2 no m call+ ( names1 swe>+ or curs+1 no m tak+ ( ! ,"l's "n 9 va94 ,8 company1 8 talk1 8 employm5t1 7 *ang$1 & he 0 l ano!r creature4 #c4 ,& ?is *ange 0 n only an ext]nal "o1 b he w\ld get by himself1 & weep & m\rn bitt]ly = 8 wick$ life4 #d4 ,he 0 /ill m & m brok5 "u a s5se ( 8 undone /ate by nature2 (t5 9 te>s1 & bemoan+ 8 lo/ & mis]able condition4 ,:5 8 ma/] spoke ( ! ?+s ( ,god1 he li/5$ e>ne/ly1 & took 9 ) mu* eag]ness & affection1 :at he 0 taught4 ,!re 0 seldom any disc\rse ab\t religion 9 8 he>+1 b he he>d z ?\gh x 7 = 8 life4 #e4 ,?us he cont9u$ seek+ aft] ! k ( ,god1 till ! sickness came into ! h\se1 ) :i* he 0 smitt54 ,at 8 fir/ sick5+ ! poor *ild 0 greatly amaz$ & afraid2 & ?\gh 8 pa9s 7 great1 & ! di/emp] v t$i\s2 nev]!less1 ! s5se ( 8 s9s1 & ! ?\ght ( ! condition t 8 s\l 0 /ill 91 made 8 tr\ble t5 times great]4 #f4 ,he 0 9 griev\s agonies ( _s2 8 =m] s9s />$ him 9 ! face1 & made him tremble4 ,! poison ( ,god's arr[s did ev5 dr9k up 8 spirits2 ! s5se ( s9 & ( wra? 7 s great t he knew n :at to d4 ,! weight ( ,god's displeasure1 & ! ?\ght ( ly+ "u x to all et]nity1 broke him ev5 to pieces1 & he bitt]ly cri$ out1 ,:at %all ,i d6 ,i am a mis]able s9n]1 & ,i fe> t ,i %all g to hell4 ,8 s9s _h be5 s great & s _m1 t !re 0 no hope = him4 ,he 0 n by f> s mu* conc]n$ = 8 life z = 8 s\l3 :at w\ld become ( t = ev]4 ,n[ ! plague ^u 8 body seem$ no?+ to t :i* 0 9 8 s\l4 #g4 ,he n only cri$ out aga9/ 8 swe>+1 ly+1 & o!r outw>d notori\s s9s2 b 0 9 great horror = ! s9 ( 8 nature2 ! vil5ess & orig9al corruption ( 8 he>t4 ,= ?is he 0 9 s great angui% t ! tr\ble ( 8 _s made him =get ! pa9 ( 8 body4 #h4 ,he v p>ticul>ly confess$ & bewail$ 8 s9s1 & "s s9s s secret t none 9 ! _w c\ld *>ge him )4 #i4 ,he w\ld ask o!rs :e!r !y ?\ght !re 7 any hopes = him1 & w\ld beg ( !m to deal pla9ly ) him2 = he 0 greatly afraid ( be+ deceiv$4 #aj4 ,be+ in=m$ h[ will+ & ready ! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/ 0 to accept ( poor s9n]s1 & be+ c\nsell$ to v5ture himself ^u ,*ri/ = m]cy & salvation1 he said he w\ld fa9 ca/ himself ^u ,*ri/1 b he c\ld n b wond] h[ ,*ri/ %\ld die = su* a vile wret* z he 01 & he f\nd x "o ( ! h>de/ ?+s 9 ! _w to believe4 #aa4 ,b at la/ x pleas$ ! ,"l to give him "s hope t !re might be m]cy = him1 ! *ief ( s9n]s2 & he 0 enabl$ to lay hold ^u t1 ,come unto me all ye t are we>y & heavy lad51 & ,i w give y re/4 ,nor 0 x long be=e he 0 full ( praise & admiration ( ,god2 s t1 to speak 9 ! words ( "o t 0 an eye & e> witness1 he 0 s full ( joy & praise t he long$ = heav54 #ab4 ,he n[ grew exce$+ly 9 k1 exp]i5ce1 pati5ce1 humility1 & self-abhorr5ce4 ,he pray$ be=e1 b n[ ! ,"l p\r$ out ^u him ! _s ( pray] 9 an extraord9>y mann]2 s t n[ he pray$ m frequ5tly1 m e>ne/ly1 m spiritually ?an ev]4 ,o h[ eag]ly w\ld he beg to be wa%$ 9 ! blood ( ,jesus6 ,& t ! ,k+ ( k+s1 & ,"l ( lords1 :o 0 ov] heav5 & e>?1 w\ld p>don & =give him all 8 s9s1 & receive 8 s\l into 8 k+dom4 ,& :at he spoke 0 ) s mu* life & f]v\r ( _s1 t x fill$ ! he>]s ) a/oni%m5t & joy4 #ac4 ,he _h no small s5se ( ! use & excell5ce ( ,*ri/1 & su* long+s & brea?+s ( 8 s\l aft] him1 t :5 m5tion has be5 made ( ,*ri/1 he ha? be5 ready to leap out ( 8 b$ = joy4 #ad4 ,! ,w$nesday be=e he di$1 he lay 9 a trance = ab\t half an h\r1 9 :i* "t he ?\ght he saw a vision ( angels4 ,:5 he 0 out ( 8 trance1 he ask$ 8 nurse :y %e did n let him g8 ,g6 :i!r8 said %e2 ,:y1 along ) ^? lovely g5tlem51 said he2 b !y told me !y w\ld come & fet* me away ^u ,friday4 ,& he repeat$ ^! words _m times1 ,^u ,friday next ^? lovely g5tlem5 w come = me4 #ae4 ,he 0 v ?ankful to 8 ma/]1 & v s5sible ( 8 great k9dness 9 tak+ him out ( ! /reets :5 begg+1 & he admir$ ! goodness ( ,god1 :i* put x into ! m9d ( a /rang]3 said he1 ,i hope to see y 9 heav51 = ,i am sure y w g ?i!r4 ,o bless$1 bless$ be ,god1 t made y to take pity ^u me2 = ,i might h di$1 & h gone to ! devil1 & be5 damn$ = ev]1 if x _h n be5 = y4 #af4 ,! ,?ursday be=e he di$1 he ask$ a fri5d ( m9e :at he ?\ght ( 8 condition1 & :i!r 8 s\l 0 go+8 = he said he c\ld n /ill b fe>1 le/ he %\ld deceive himself ) false hopes4 ,at :i* my fri5d spoke to him ?us3--,if ?\ art b will+ to accept ( ,*ri/1 ?\ maye/ h ,*ri/1 & all t ?\ do/ want ) him4 ,?\ saye/ ?\ fe>e/ t ,*ri/ w n accept ( !e6 ,i fe> t ?\ art n he>tily will+ to accept ( him4 ,! *ild answ]$1 ,inde$ ,i am4 ,:y1 !n1 if ?\ art unfeign$ly will+ to h ,*ri/1 ,i tell !e he is a ?\s& times m will+ to h !e1 & wa% !e1 & save !e4 ,& n[ at ?is "t1 ,*ri/ (f]s himself to !e aga92 !re=e1 receive him humbly by fai? into ?y he>t1 & bid him welcome1 = he des]ve? x4 ,^u :i* words ! ,"l discov]$ 8 love to ! *ild2 & he gave a k9d ( leap 9 8 b$1 & snapp$ 8 f+] & ?umb toge!r ) abundance ( joy4 ,& f t "t =w>d1 9 full joy & assurance ( ,god's love1 he cont9u$ e>ne/ly prais+ ,god1 desir+ to die1 & to be ) ,*ri/4 ,& on ,friday morn+ he sweetly w5t to re/1 us+ t expression1 ,into ?y h&s1 ,o ,"l1 ,i commit my _s6 be+ n mu* above n9e ye>s old4 ,a ,,babe ,,9 ,,*ri/4 ,,john ,,sudl[ 0 born ( religi\s p>5ts1 9 ! c\nty ( ,middlesex1 ^: c>e 0 to in/ill spiritual pr9ciples into him z soon z he 0 capable ( und]/&+ !m1 ^: endeav\rs ! ,"l 0 pleas$ to cr[n ) ! desir$ success4 #b4 ,:5 he 0 sc>ce able to speak pla9 he seem$ to h a v great awe & rev]5ce ( ,god ^u 8 _s1 & a /range s5se ( ! ?+s ( ano!r _w4 #c4 ,! fir/ ?+ t mu* affect$ him1 & made him endeav\r to escape f ! wra? to come1 & to inquire :at he %\ld d to be sav$1 0 ! dea? ( a little bro!r4 ,:5 he saw him )\t brea?1 & n able to speak or /ir2 & :5 c>ri$ out ( doors1 & put into ! gr\nd1 he 0 greatly conc]n$1 & ask$ :e!r he %\ld die too8 ,be+ answ]$ yes x made s deep an impression on him1 t f t "t =w>d1 he 0 exce$+ly s]i\s2 & ?is 0 :5 he 0 ab\t f\r ye>s old4 #d4 ,he 0 n[ desir\s to "k :at he might d t he might live 9 ano!r _w1 & :at to avoid1 t he might n die = ev]4 ,&1 be+ in/ruct$ by 8 p>5ts1 he soon lab\r$ to avoid :atsoev] might displease ,god4 ,n[ ! appreh5sions ( ,god1 dea? & et]nity1 laid su* a re/ra9t ^u him1 t he w\ld n1 = a _w1 h told a lie4 ,he 0 mu* tak5 ) read+ ! book ( m>tyrs1 & w\ld will+ly leave 8 d9n] & g to 8 book4 #e4 ,he w5t to 8 fa!r & "m ) great t5d]ness & compassion1 & entreat$ !m to take m c>e ( 8 bro!rs & si/]s2 & to take he$ le/ !y %\ld g to hell1 & be ru9$ = ev]4 #f4 ,! provid5ces ( ,god 7 n pass$ by )\t 8 m9ute obs]vation4 ,9 ! "t ( ! plague he 0 exce$+ly conc]n$ ab\t 8 ev]la/+ /ate1 & 0 v mu* by himself ^u 8 knees4 ,! foll[+ pray] 0 f\nd writt5 9 %ort h& aft] 8 dea?4 #g4 ,o ,"l ,god & m]ciful ,fa!r1 take pity ^u me1 a mis]able s9n]3 & /r5g!n me1 ,o ,"l1 9 ?y fai?1 & make me "o ( ?y sa9ts 9 heav54 ,o ,"l1 keep me f ?is poison\s infection2 h[ev]1 n my w1 b ?y w be done4 ,o ,"l1 if ?\ ha/ appo9t$ me to die by x1 fit me = dea?1 & give me a good he>t to be> up "u my afflictions4 ,o ,"l ,god1 & m]ciful ,fa!r1 take pity on me1 ?y *ild4 ,tea* me1 ,o ,"l1 ?y ^w2 make me /rong 9 fai?4 ,o ,"l1 ,i h s9n$ aga9/ !e2 ,"l1 p>don my s9s4 ,i _h be5 9 hell long ago if x _h n be5 = ?y m]cy4 ,b1 ,o ,"l1 if ?\ ha/ appo9t$ me to die1 fit me = dea?1 t ,i may die ) com=t4 ,&1 ,o ,"l1 ,i pray !e to help me to be> up "u my afflictions = ,*ri/'s sake4 ,am54 #h4 ,he 0 n a little conc]n$ = ! :ole nation1 & begg$ t ,god w\ld p>don ! s9s ( ?is l&1 & br+ x ne>] to himself4 #i4 ,ab\t ! beg9n+ ( ,novemb]1 ?is *ild 0 smote ) ! di/emp]1 b he behav$ ) admirable pati5ce "u ! h& ( ,god4 #aj4 ,^! 7 "s ( 8 la/ expressions4 ,! ,"l %all be my physician1 = he w cure bo? s\l & body4 ,heav5 is ! be/ hospital4 ,x is ! ,"l1 let him d :at seeme? good 9 8 eyes4 ,aga91 ,x is ! ,"l t take? away my heal?2 b ,i w say z ,job did1 ',bless$ be ! "n ( ! ,"l4' ,if ,i %\ld live long]1 ,i %\ld b s9 aga9/ ,god4 ,look+ ^u 8 fa!r1 he said1 ,if ! ,"l w b l5d me ! lea/ f+] ( 8 h& to lead me ?r\gh ! d>k entry ( dea?1 ,i w rejoice 9 him4 #aa4 ,:5 a m9i/] came to him1 among o!r ?+s1 he spake some?+ ( life4 ,he answ]$1 ,?is is a wick$ _w3 x is bett] to live 9 heav54 #ab4 ,an h\r & a half be=e 8 dea?1 ! same m9i/] came aga9 to visit him1 & ask$ him1 ,john1 art ?\ n afraid to die8 ,he answ]$1 ,no1 if ! ,"l w com=t me 9 t h\r4 ,b1 said ! m9i/]1 h[ can/ ?\ expect com=t1 see+ we des]ve none8 ,he answ]$1 ,no1 if ,i _h my des]ts1 ,i _h be5 9 hell long ago4 ,b1 repli$ ! m9i/]1 :i* way do/ ?\ expect com=t & salvation1 see+ t ?\ art a s9n]8 ,he answ]$1 ,9 ,*ri/ alone4 ,9 :om1 ab\t an h\r & a half aft]1 he fell asleep4 ,,! ,,m9i/]',s ,,daught]4 ,,tabi?a ,,ald] 0 ! daught] ( a m9i/] 9 ,k5t1 :o liv$ ne> ,graves5d4 ,%e 0 in/ruct$ 9 ! ,holy ,scriptures by h] fa!r & "m2 b !re appe>$ no?+ extraord9>y 9 h] till %e 0 betwe5 sev5 & eight ye>s old3 #b4 ,ab\t :i* "t1 :5 %e 0 sick1 "o ask$ h] :at %e ?\ght w\ld become ( h] if %e %\ld die8 ,%e answ]$ t %e 0 greatly afraid %e %\ld g to hell4 #c4 ,be+ ask$ :y %e 0 afraid %e %\ld g to hell8 ,%e answ]$1 because %e did n love ,god4 #d4 ,aga91 be+ ask$ h[ %e knew t %e did n love ,god8 %e repli$1 ,:at h ,i done = ,god ev] s9ce ,i 0 born8 ,& beside ?is1 ,i h be5 taught t he t loves ,god keeps 8 comm&m5ts2 b ,i h kept none ( !m4 #e4 ,be+ f>!r dem&$ if %e w\ld n fa9 love ,god8 %e answ]$1 ,yes1 ) all my he>t1 if ,i c\ld1 b ,i f9d x a h>d ?+ to love "o ,i d n see4 #f4 ,%e 0 advis$ to beg ( ,god a he>t to love him3 %e answ]$1 ,i am afraid x is too late4 #g4 ,^u ?is1 see+ h] 9 su* a despond+ condition1 a fri5d ( h]s sp5t ! next day 9 fa/+ & pray] = h]4 #h4 ,aft] ?is1 t fri5d ask$ h] h[ %e did n[8 ,%e answ]$ ) a great deal ( joy1 ,n[ ,i bless ! ,"l2 ,i love ! ,"l ,jesus de>ly2 ,i feel ,i d love him4 ,o1 ,i love him de>ly4 #i4 ,:y1 said h] fri5d1 did y n say ye/]day y did n love ! ,"l1 & t y c\ld n8 ,sure1 said %e1 x 0 ,satan h9d]$ me4 ,b n[ ,i love him4 ,o bless$ be ,god = ! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/4 #aj4 ,aft] ?is %e _h a discov]y ( h] approa*+ dissolution1 :i* 0 no small com=t to h]3 ,anon1 said %e1 7) a holy triumph17 ,i %all be ) ,jesus4 ,i am m>ri$ to him3 he is my husb&3 ,i am 8 bride3 ,i h giv5 myself to him1 & he ha? giv5 himself to me1 & ,i %all live ) him = ev]4 #aa4 ,?is language /ruck ! he>]s ) a/oni%m5t4 ,%e /ill cont9u$ 9 a k9d ( ec/asy ( joy1 admir+ ! excell5ce ( ,*ri/1 rejoic+ 9 h] int]e/ 9 him1 & long+ to be ) him4 #ab4 ,aft] a :ile1 "s ( h] fri5ds1 :o /ood ne> h]1 obs]v$ a m ?an ord9>y e>ne/ness & fix$ness 9 h] c\nt5ance2 !y said "o to ano!r1 ,look h[ e>ne/ly %e looks1 surely %e sees some?+4 #ac4 ,"o ask$ h] :at x 0 t %e fix$ h] eyes ^u s eag]ly8 ,i w>rant1 says "o1 %e saw dea? com+4 #ad4 ,no1 said %e1 x is ! glory t ,i saw1 x is t on :i* my eyes 7 fix$4 #ae4 ,"o dem&$ ( h]1 :at ! glory 0 l8 ,%e repli$1 ,i _c tell :at1 b ,i am go+ to x3 w y g ) me8 ,i am go+ to glory4 ,o t y 7 all go+ ) me to t glory6 ,) ^! words h] s\l took w+s1 & w5t to ! possession ( t glory4 ,%e di$ :5 %e 0 betwe5 eight & n9e ye>s ( age4 ,,little ,,jacob',s ,,fai?4 ,,jacob ,,bicks 0 born 9 ,leyd51 9 ! ye> #afeg4 ,he 0 visit$ ) sickness ^u ! #f? ( ,augu/1 #affd4 ,9 8 di/emp] he 0 v sleepy till ne> 8 dea?1 b :5 he did awake he 0 wont /ill to fall a pray+4 #b4 ,once :5 8 p>5ts _h pray$ ) him1 !y ask$ him if !y %\ld once m s5d = ! physician8 ,no1 said he1 ,i w h ! doctor no m2 ! ,"l w help me2 ,i "k he w take me to himself4 #c4 ,:5 8 p>5ts _h pray$ ) him1 he said1 ,come1 n[1 de> fa!r & "m1 & kiss me3 ,i "k t ,i %all die4 ,f>ewell1 de> fa!r & "m2 f>ewell1 de> si/]2 f>ewell1 all4 ,n[ %all ,i g unto ,god & ,jesus ,*ri/1 & ! holy angels4 ,fa!r1 "k y n :at is said by ,j]emiah8 ',bless$ is he :o tru/e? 9 ! ,"l4' ,n[ ,i tru/ 9 him1 & he w bless me2 & 9 #a ,john ii1 x is said1 ',little *ildr51 love n ! _w1 = ! _w passe? away4' #d4 ,away !n all t is 9 ! _w1 away ) all my pleasant ?+s 9 ! _w2 away ) my dagg]1 = :]e ,i g !re is no?+ to d ) dagg]s & swords2 m5 %all n fight !re1 b praise ,god4 ,away ) all my books3 !re %all ,i le>n true wisdom )\t books4 #e4 ,8 fa!r said1 ,my de> *ild1 ! ,"l w be ne> !e1 & uphold !e4 #f4 ,yea1 fa!r1 said he1 ! ,apo/le ,pet] sai?1 ',god resi/e? ! pr\d1 b he give? grace to ! humble4' ,i humble myself "u ! mighty h& ( ,god1 & he %all help me & lift me up4 #g4 ,o1 my de> *ild1 said 8 fa!r1 ha/ ?\ s /rong fai?8 #h4 ,yes1 said he1 ,god ha? giv5 me s /rong a fai? 9 himself ?r\gh ,jesus ,*ri/1 t ! devil %all flee f me3 = x is said1 ,he :o believe? 9 ! ,son ha? ev]la/+ life1 & he ha? ov]come ! wick$ "o4 ,n[ ,i believe 9 ,jesus ,*ri/ my ,r$eem]1 & he w n leave nor =sake me1 b %all give unto me et]nal life1 & !n ,i %all s+1 ,holy1 holy1 holy1 is ! ,"l ( ,sabao?4 ,!n1 ) t ^w1 ,"l1 be m]ciful unto me a poor s9n]1 he quietly brea!d out 8 s\l1 be+ ab\t sev5 ye>s old4 ,,jacob',s ,,si/] ,,susannah4 ,,susannah ,,bicks1 ! si/] ( ,jacob ,bicks1 0 born 9 ,leyd51 9 ,holl&1 ,janu>y #bd1 #afej1 ( religi\s p>5ts1 ^: great c>e 0 to in/ruct _! *ild1 & to pres5t h] to ! m9i/]s ( ! place to be publicly in/ruct$4 #b4 ,x pleas$ ,god to bless ?is to h] s\l1 s t %e _h soon a true reli% = :at %e 0 taught1 & made an admirable use ( x 9 "t ( ne$4 #c4 ,%e 0 a *ild ( great dutifulness to h] p>5ts1 & ( a v sweet1 humble nature2 & n only ! tru?1 b ! p[] & em95ce ( religion did %9e 9 h]4 #d4 ,9 ,augu/1 #affd1 :5 ! pe/il5ce rag$ 9 ,holl&1 z %e felt h]self v ill1 %e broke =? 9 ^! words1 ,if ?y law 7 n my delight1 ,i %\ld p]i% 9 my affliction4 #e4 ,h] fa!r com+ to h]1 said1 ,be ( good com=t1 my *ild1 = ! ,"l w be ne> to !e & u3 he w n =sake u1 ?\gh he *a/5s4 ,yea1 fa!r1 said %e1 our heav5ly ,fa!r do? *a/5 u = our pr(it1 t we may be p>tak]s ( 8 hol9ess2 no *a/isem5t seeme? = ! pres5t to be joy\s1 b griev\s2 b aft]w>d x yields ! peaceable fruits ( righte\sness to !m :i* are ex]cis$ !reby4 #f4 ,aft] ?is1 ) h] eyes lift$ t[>ds heav51 %e said1 ,be m]ciful to me a s9n]1 accord+ to ?y ^w4 #g4 ,%e greatly abhorr$ s91 &1 ) mu* grief & self-dete/ation1 reflect$ ^u x2 b t :i* lay ! close/ to h] he>t 0 ! depravity ( h] nature4 ,%e (t5 cri$ out 9 ! words ( ! psalmi/1 ,behold1 ,i 0 %ap5 9 iniquity1 & 9 s9 did my "m conceive me4 ,%e c\ld nev] lay h]self l[ en\gh "u a s5se ( t s9 :i* %e br\ght ) h] into ! _w4 #h4 ,t scripture dwelt mu* on h] tongue1 ,! sacrifices ( ,god are a brok5 he>t2 a brok5 & contrite _s1 ,o ,god1 ?\ wilt n despise4 ,o = t brok5ness ( he>t1 said %e1 :i* fl[s f fai?1 & = t fai? :i* is built ^u ,*ri/1 :o is ! alone & prop] sacrifice = s94 #i4 ,!n %e disc\rs$ ( ! nature ( fai?1 & desir$ t ! #aa? ( ! ,hebrews %\ld be read unto h]3 at ! read+ ( :i* %e cri$ out1 ,o :at a /eadfa/ fai? 0 ,abraham's1 :i* made him will+ to (f] up 8 own & only son6 ,fai? is inde$ ! sub/ance ( ?+s hop$ =1 ! evid5ce ( ?+s n se54 #aj4 ,h] fa!r & "m1 see+ h]1 bur/ into te>s2 ^u :i* %e plead$ ) !m to be pati5t "u ! h& ( ,god4 ,o1 said %e1 :y d y weep ov] me1 see+ y h no reason to "q3 b1 if ! ,"l takes me1 x %all be well ) me to all et]nity8 ,y ought to be well satisfi$1 see+ x is said1 ',god is 9 heav51 & do? :atev] please? him4' ,& d y n pray e day t ! w ( ,god may be done ^u e>? z x is 9 heav58 ,n[1 fa!r1 ?is is ,god's w1 t ,i %\ld lie ^u ?is sick b$1 & die ( ?is disease2 %all we n be cont5t :5 our pray]s are answ]$8 ,i w1 z long z ,i live1 pray t ,god's w be done1 n m9e4 #aa4 ,do? n1 said %e1 ! pe/il5ce come f ,god8 ,:y else do? ! ,scripture say1 ,%all !re be evil 9 ! city :i* ,i h n s5t8 ,does x come f ! air8 ,& is n ! ,"l ! ,creator & ,rul] ( ! air8 ,or if !y say x comes f ! e>?1 ha? n he ! same p[] & influ5ce ^u t too8 ,:at talk !y ( a %ip t came f ,africa8 ,h y n he>d long ago1 ',i w br+ a sword ^u y1 & av5ge ! qu>rel ( my cov5ant1 & :5 y are assembl$ 9 ! cities1 !n ,i w br+ ! pe/il5ce into ! mid/ ( y8' #ab4 ,aft] ?is1 hav+ tak5 a little re/1 %e said1 ,:e!r 9 dea? or life1 a believ] is ,*ri/'s1 :o ha? r$eem$ u by 8 own preci\s blood f ! p[] ( ! devil2 !n1 :e!r ,i live or die1 ,i am ! ,"l's4 ,o :y d y afflict y\rselves ?us8 ,b :at %all ,i say8 ,) weep+ ,i came into ! _w1 & ) weep+ ,i mu/ g out aga94 ,o my de> p>5ts1 bett] is ! day ( my dea? ?an ! day ( my bir?4 #ac4 ,%e !n desir$ h] fa!r to pray ) h]1 & to reque/ ( ! ,"l t %e might h a quiet passage into ano!r _w4 #ad4 ,h] fa!r1 obs]v+ h] to gr[ v weak1 said1 ,i p]ceive1 *ild1 ?\ art v weak4 ,x is true1 sir1 said %e1 ,i feel my weakness increas+1 & ,i see y\r sorr[ increas+ too1 :i* is a "p ( my affliction4 ,be cont5t1 ,i pray y1 x is ! ,"l :o does x2 & let y & ,i say ) ,david1 ',let u fall into ! ,"l's h&1 = 8 m]cies are great4' #ae4 ,%e laid a great *>ge ^u h] p>5ts n to grieve = h] aft] h] dea?1 urg+ t ( ,david3 :ile ! *ild 0 sick he fa/$ & wept3 b :5 x di$ he wa%$ 8 face1 & sat up1 & ate1 & said1 ,c ,i br+ him back f dea?8 ,i %all g to him1 b he %all n return to me4 #af4 ,be+ v feeble1 %e said1 ,o t ,i might quietly sleep 9 ! bosom ( ,jesus6 & t till !n he w\ld /r5g!n me6 ,o t he w\ld take me 9 8 arms1 z he did ^? little ones1 :]e he said1 ',suff] little *ildr5 to come unto me1 = ( su* is ! k+dom ( heav53 & he took !m 9 8 arms1 & he laid 8 h&s on !m1 & bless$ !m1' ,i lie "h z a *ild3 ,o ,"l1 ,i am ?y *ild1 receive me into ?y graci\s arms4 ,o ,"l1 grace6 grace6 & n ju/ice6 ,= if ?\ %\ld/ ent] into judgm5t ) me1 ,i _c /&3 yea1 none liv+ w\ld be j 9 ?y sight4 #ag4 ,!n %e said1 ,o :at is ! life ( man6 ,! days ( man ^u e>? are z grass1 & z ! fl[] ( ! field1 s he fl\ri%es3 ! w9d passe? ov] x1 & x is gone1 & 8 place kn[s him no m4 #ah4 ,%e add$1 ,my life %all n cont9ue long4 ,i feel mu* weakness3 ,o ,"l1 look ^u me graci\sly1 h pity ^u my weak di/ress$ he>t4 ,i am oppress$1 und]take = me1 t ,i may /& fa/ & ov]come4 #ai4 ,%e 0 v frequ5t 9 spiritual ejaculations1 & x 0 no small com=t to h] t ! ,"l ,*ri/ pray$ = h]1 & promis$ to s5d 8 ,_s to com=t h]4 ,x is said1 cont9u$ %e1 ',i w pray ! ,fa!r1 & he %all give y ano!r ,com=t]4' ,o let him n leave me6 ,o ,"l1 /ay ) me till my battle & "w is f9i%$6 #bj4 ,soon aft]1 %e said1 ,none b ,*ri/2 )\t !e ,i c d no?+6 ,*ri/ is ! true v9e6 ,o let me be a bran* ( t v9e6 ,:at poor worms are we6 ,o de> fa!r1 h[ lame & halt+ d we g on 9 ! ways ( ,god & salvation6 ,we "k b 9 "p1 b :5 t :i* is p]fect is come1 !n t :i* is imp]fect %all be done away4 ,o t ,i _h atta9$ to t n[6 ,b :at are we ourselves8 ,n only weakness & no?+ness1 b wick$ness3 = ! ?\ghts & imag9ations ( a man's he>t are only evil1 & t cont9ually4 ,we are by nature *ildr5 ( wra?1 & are conceiv$ 9 s91 & born 9 unrighte\sness6 ,o ?is wret*$ & vile ?+1 s96 ,b ?anks be to ,god1 :o ha? r$eem$ me f x4 ,o ,"l1 take me to ?yself4 ,behold1 de> "m1 he has prep>$ a place = me4 #ba4 ,yea1 my de> *ild1 said h] "m1 ,he %all /r5g!n y ) 8 ,holy ,_s until he ha? fitt$ & prep>$ y fully = t place :i* he ha? provid$ = y4 #bb4 ,yea1 "m1 repli$ %e1 x is said 9 ! #hd? ,psalm1 ',h[ lovely are ?y tab]nacles1 ,o ,"l ( ho/s6 ,my s\l do? ?ir/ & long = ! c\rts ( ! ,"l3 "o day 9 ?y c\rts is bett] ?an a ?\s&3 yea1 ,i _h r be a door-keep] 9 ! h\se ( my ,god ?an dwell 9 ! t5ts ( ! wick$4' ,read t psalm1 de> "m1 :]e) we may com=t ea* o!r4 ,z = me1 ,i am m & m sp5t1 & draw ne> my la/ h\r4 #bc4 ,!n %e quot$ ,job's words1 ,i "k t my ,r$eem] live?1 & t he %all /& at ! latt] day ^u ! e>?3 & ?\gh1 aft] my sk91 worms de/roy ?is body1 yet 9 my fle% %all ,i see ,god4 #bd4 ,!n %e said1 ',m>vel n at ?is1 = ! h\r is com+ 9 :i* all t are 9 _! graves %all he> 8 voice1 & come =?2 ^? t h done good unto ! resurrection ( life4' ,see1 fa!r1 ,i %all rise 9 t day1 & !n ,i %all behold my ,r$eem]3 !n w he say1 ',come1 ye bless$ ( my ,fa!r1 inh]it ! k+dom prep>$ = y f ! beg9n+ ( ! _w4' ,behold1 n[ ,i live1 yet n ,i1 b ,*ri/ live? 9 me1 & ! life t ,i n[ live 9 ! fle%1 is by fai? ( ! ,son ( ,god1 :o lov$ me1 & gave himself = me4 ,i am sav$1 & t n ( myself1 x is ! gift ( ,god2 n ( works1 le/ any man %\ld boa/4 #be4 ,my de> p>5ts1 n[ we mu/ "p1 my spee* fails me3 pray to ! ,"l = a quiet close to my combat4 ,h] p>5ts repli$1 ,ah1 de> *ild6 h[ sad is t to u1 t we mu/ "p8 ,%e answ]$1 ,i g to heav51 & !re we %all f9d "o ano!r aga93 ,i g to ,jesus ,*ri/4 #bf4 ,!n %e com=t$ h]self to ?9k ( h] preci\s bro!r & si/]4 ,i g to my bro!r ,jacob1 :o did s mu* cry & call ^u ,god to ! la/ mom5t ( 8 brea?3 & to my little si/]1 :o 0 b ?ree ye>s old :5 %e di$3 :o1 :5 we ask$ h] :e!r %e w\ld die8 answ]$1 ',yes1 if x be ! ,"l's w4' ,i w g to my little bro!r1 if x be ! ,"l's w1 or ,i w /ay ) my "m1 if x be 8 w4 ,b ,i "k t ,i %all die & g to heav54 #bg4 ,aft] ?is1 h] _s 0 refre%$ ) a s5se ( ! p>don ( h] s9s1 :i* made h] to cry out1 ,behold1 ,god ha? wa%$ away my s9s1 ,o h[ ,i d long to die6 ,! ,"l is my %eph]d3 al?\gh ,i pass ?r\gh ! valley ( ! %ad[ ( dea?1 ,i w n fe>1 = ?\ art ) me3 %all ,i n suff]1 see+ my glori\s ,r$eem] 0 pleas$ to suff] s mu* = me8 ,o h[ 0 he mock$ & cr[n$ ) ?orns1 t he might pur*ase a cr[n ( righte\sness = u6 ,mu/ ,i n exalt & bless him :ile ,i h a be+1 :o ha? b\ght me ev5 ) 8 blood6 ,behold ! ,lamb ( ,god1 t take? away ! s9s ( ! _w6 ,t ,lamb is ,jesus ,*ri/1 :o ha? satisfi$ = my s9s4 #bh4 ,my end is n[ v ne>2 n[ ,i %all put on ! :ite raim5t1 & be clo!d be=e ! ,lamb1 t spotless ,lamb1 & ) 8 spotless righte\sness4 ,n[ are ! angels mak+ ready to c>ry my s\l be=e ! ?rone ( ,god4 ',^! are !y :o h come out ( great tribulation1 :o h wa%$ _! robes1 & made !m :ite 9 ! blood ( ! ,lamb4' ,%e spoke ?is ) a dy+ voice1 b full ( _s & ( ! p[] ( fai?4 #bi4 ,h] lively assurance %e f>!r utt]$ 9 ! words ( ! apo/le1 ,we "k t if ?is e>?ly h\se ( our tab]nacle be dissolv$1 we h a build+ ( ,god1 :i* is et]nal 9 ! heav5s2 = 9 ?is we sigh = our h\se :i* is 9 heav52 t we may be clo!d !re)4 #cj4 ,!re1 fa!r1 y see t my body is ?is tab]nacle1 :i* n[ %all be brok5 d[n2 my s\l %all n[ "p f x1 & %all be tak5 up into p>adise1 into t heav5ly ,j]usalem4 ,!re %all ,i dwell & g no m out1 b sit & s+1 ,holy1 holy1 is ! ,"l ,god ( ho/s1 ! ,"l ( ,sabao?6 ,h] la/ words 7 ^!3 ,o ,"l ,god1 into ?y h&s ,i commit my _s3 ,o ,"l1 be graci\s1 be m]ciful to me a poor s9n]4 ,%e di$ ! fir/ ( ,septemb]1 #affd1 betwe5 sev5 & eight 9 ! ev5+2 9 ! f\rte5? ye> ( h] age4 ,,! ,,m]*ant',s ,,son4 ,,john ,,h>vey 0 born 9 ,london1 9 ! ye> #afed3 8 fa!r 0 a ,dut* m]*ant3 he 0 pi\sly educat$ "u 8 "m1 & soon began to he> ,div9e ?+s ) delight4 #b4 ,! fir/ ?+ obs]vable 9 him 01 t :5 he 0 two ye>s & eight mon?s old1 he c\ld speak z well z o!r *ildr5 d usually at five ye>s old4 #c4 ,8 p>5ts1 judg+ t he 0 !n too "y to s5d to s*ool1 let him h 8 lib]ty to play ab\t _! y>d1 b in/ead ( play+1 he f\nd out a s*ool ( 8 own accord ne> home1 & w5t to ! s*oolmi/ress1 & entreat$ h] to tea* him to read2 & s he w5t "s "t to s*ool )\t ! k ( 8 p>5ts1 & made a v /range progress 9 8 le>n+1 & 0 able to read di/9ctly be=e mo/ *ildr5 knew _! lett]s4 #d4 ,he 0 wont to ask _m s]i\s & weighty que/ions ab\t matt]s :i* conc]n$ 8 s\l & et]nity4 #e4 ,8 "m be+ greatly tr\bl$ ^u ! dea? ( "o ( 8 uncles1 ?is *ild came to 8 "m & said1 ,"m1 ?\gh my uncle be dead1 d n ! ,scriptures say he mu/ rise aga98 ,yes1 & ,i mu/ die1 & s mu/ e body1 & x w n be long be=e ,*ri/ w come to judge ! _w1 & !n we %all see "o ano!r aga93 ,i pray "m1 d n weep s mu*4 ,he 0 n !n q five ye>s old3 by :i* h] sorr[ = h] bro!r 0 turn$ into admiration1 & %e 0 made to sit sil5t & quiet "u t try+ provid5ce4 #f4 ,aft] ?is 8 p>5ts remov$ to ,ab]de51 & settl$ _! *ild "u a s*oolma/] !re1 ^: cu/om 0 ^u ! ,"l's day 9 ! morn+1 to exam9e 8 s*ol>s conc]n+ ! s]mons !y _h he>d ! =m] ,"l's day1 & to add "s o!r que/ions1 :i* might try ! und]/&+ & k ( 8 s*ol>s4 ,! "q t 0 once propos$ to 8 =m 01 :e!r ,*ri/ _h a "m8 ,none ( ! s*ol>s c\ld answ] x1 till x came to ,john ,h>vey1 :o1 be+ ask$ :e!r ,*ri/ _h a "m8 answ]$1 ,no2 z he 0 ,god he c\ld n h a "m2 b z he 0 man he _h4 ,?is 0 be=e he 0 six ye>s old4 #g4 ,"o day1 see+ "o ( 8 ne> relations come into 8 fa!r's h\se di/emp]$ ) dr9k1 he w5t to him1 & wept ov] him1 & bes\ght him t he w\ld n s (f5d ,god1 & haz>d 8 s\l4 #h4 ,he 0 a consci5ti\s obs]v] ( ! ,"l's day1 sp5d+ all ! "t ei!r 9 secret pray]1 read+ ! ,scriptures & good books1 le>n+ 8 cate*ism1 or he>+ ! ^w ( ,god4 ,& he 0 n only c>eful 9 ! p]=mance ( ^! duties himself1 b 0 ready to put all t he knew ^u a /rict obs]vation ( ! ,"l's day4 #i4 ,he 0 v humble & mode/1 & hat$ any ?+ m ?an necess>ies1 ei!r 9 clo!s or diet4 #aj4 ,:5 he p]ceiv$ ei!r 8 bro!r or si/] pleas$ ) _! new clo!s1 he w\ld reprove _! folly2 & :5 8 repro( signifi$ little1 he w\ld bewail _! vanity4 #aa4 ,once he _h a new suit br\ght f ! tailor's1 :i*1 :5 he look$ on1 he f\nd "s rib&s on ! knees1 at :i* he 0 griev$3 ask+ 8 "m :e!r ^! ?+s w\ld keep him w>m8 ,no1 *ild1 said 8 "m4 ,:y !n1 said he1 d y suff] !m to be put !re8 ,y are mi/ak5 if y ?9k su* ?+s please me3 &1 ,i d\bt "s t are bett] ?an u may want ! money t ?is co/ y1 to buy !m bread4 #ab4 ,at leisure times he 0 talk+ to 8 s*ool fell[s ab\t ! ?+s ( ,god1 & ! necessity ( a holy life4 ,t text he mu* spoke on to !m1 ,! axe is laid to ! root ( ! tree1 & e tree t br+e? n =? good fruit is hewn d[n & ca/ into ! fire4 #ac4 ,aft] ?is 8 p>5ts remov$ n f> f ,london1 :]e he cont9u$ till ! ye> #affe4 ,he 0 !n s5t to ! ,lat9 s*ool1 :]e he soon made a v consid]able progress1 & 0 greatly belov$ ( 8 ma/]4 ,! s*ool 0 8 belov$ place1 & le>n+ 8 recreation4 #ad4 ,he _h a ^w to say to e "o t he conv]s$ )1 to put !m 9 m9d ( ! wor? ( ,*ri/ & _! s\ls2 & _! ne>ness to et]nity3 insomu* t good p took no small pleasure 9 8 company4 #ae4 ,he bewail$ ! mis]able condition ( ! g5]ality ( mank9d1 7:5 he 0 ab\t t5 ye>s old17 t !y 7 utt]ly e/rang$ f ,god4 ,?\gh !y call$ him ,fa!r1 he said1 yet !y 7 8 *ildr5 by creation1 & n by any lik5ess !y _h to ,god1 or any int]e/ 9 him4 #af4 ,?us he cont9u$ walk+ 9 ! ways ( ,god3 9 read+1 pray+1 he>+ ! ^w ( ,god1 & spiritual int]c\rse2 discov]+ !reby 8 s]i\s ?\ghts ( et]nity1 :i* seem$ to swall[ up all o!r ?\ghts2 & he liv$ 9 a con/ant prep>ation = x1 & look$ m l "o t 0 ripe = glory ?an an inhabitant ( ?is l[] _w4 #ag4 ,:5 he 0 ab\t elev5 ye>s & n9e mon?s old 8 "m's h\se 0 visit$ ) ! plague2 8 elde/ si/] 0 ! fir/ t 0 visit$ ) ?is di/emp]2 & :5 !y 7 pray+ = h]1 he w\ld sob & weep bitt]ly4 #ah4 ,z soon z he p]ceiv$ 8 si/] 0 dead1 he said1 ,! w ( ! ,"l be done1 bless$ be ! ,"l6 ,de> "m1 y mu/ d z ,david did3 aft] ! *ild 0 dead he w5t & refre%$ himself1 & quietly submitt$ to ! w ( ,god4 #ai4 ,! re/ ( ! family held well = "s days1 :i* "t he sp5t 9 prep>+ = dea?4 ,meantime he wrote sev]al m$itations ^u diff]5t subjects1 p>ticul>ly ^u ! excell5ce ( ,*ri/4 ,he 0 nev] well b :5 he 0 m imm$iately engag$ 9 ! s]vice ( ,god4 #bj4 ,at ! end ( f\rte5 days he 0 tak5 sick1 at :i* he seem$ v *e]ful2 ?\gh 8 pa9s 7 great4 #ba4 ,8 "m1 look+ ^u 8 bro!r1 %ook h] head3 at :i* he ask$ if 8 bro!r 0 m>k$ ) ! compla9t8 ,%e answ]$1 ,yea1 *ild4 ,he ask$ aga9 :e!r he 0 m>k$8 ,%e answ]$ no?+4 ,well1 says he1 ,i "k ,i %all be m>k$3 ,i pray let me h ,mr4 ,baxt]'s book1 t ,i may read a little m ( et]nity be=e ,i g into x4 ,8 "m told him he 0 n able to read4 ,he said1 ,!n pray by me & = me4 #bb4 ,8 "m ask$ him :e!r he 0 will+ to die & leave h]8 ,he answ]$1 ,yes4 ,i am will+ to leave y & g to my heav5ly ,fa!r4 ,%e answ]$1 ,*ild1 if ?\ had/ b an assurance ( ,god's love1 ,i %\ld n be s mu* tr\bl$4 ,he answ]$1 ,i am assur$ t my s9s are =giv51 & t ,i %all g to heav53 =1 said he1 "h /ood an angel by me1 t told me ,i %\ld quickly be 9 glory4 #bc4 ,at ?is 8 "m bur/ =? into te>s4 ,o "m1 said he1 did y b "k :at joy ,i feel y w\ld n weep b rejoice4 ,i tell y ,i am s full ( com=t t ,i _c tell y h[ ,i am3 ,o "m1 ,i %all pres5tly h my head 9 my ,fa!r's bosom1 & %all be !re :]e ! f\r & tw5ty eld]s ca/ d[n _! cr[ns1 & s+ hallelujah1 glory1 & praise to him t sits ^u ! ?rone1 & to ! ,lamb = ev]6 #bd4 ,^u ?is 8 spee* began to fail him1 b 8 s\l 0 /ill tak5 up ) glory2 & no?+ n[ griev$ him b ! sorr[ t he saw 8 "m to be 9 = 8 dea?2 a little to div]t h] he ask$1 ,:at %e _h = supp]8 ,b pres5tly1 9 a k9d ( rapture he cri$1 ,o :at a sweet supp] h ,i mak+ ready = me 9 glory6 #be4 ,b see+ all ?is did b increase 8 "m's grief1 he ask$ h]1 ,:at %e meant ?us to (f5d ,god8 ,"k y n t x is ! h& ( ! ,almighty8 ',humble y\rself "u ! mighty h& ( ,god3' lay y\rself 9 ! du/ & kiss ! rod1 9 tok5 ( y\r submission to ! w ( ,god4 ,^u :i*1 rais+ himself a little1 he gave a l[ly b[1 & spake no m6 b w5t to re/ 9 ! bosom ( ,jesus4 ,,pi\s ,,little ,,pet]4 ,,pet] ,,melville1 f ! comm5cem5t ( 8 illness1 receiv$ mu* satisfaction f read+ ! ,bible & o!r s]i\s books2 & aft] ! fir/ mon? or six weeks1 0 n kn[n to read any o!r4 ,! %ort hi/ory ( ,jesus ,*ri/1 by ,mason1 af=d$ him great satisfaction4 ,9 pray] he jo9$ mo/ he>tily1 & 8 eyes1 :ile 8 fri5ds 7 engag$ 9 ?is ex]cise1 7 always rais$ t[>d heav54 ,dur+ 8 pa9ful illness1 :i* la/$ f\r mon?s1 he 0 rem>kably pati5t1 & mu* di/ress$ at ! idea ( giv+ tr\ble4 ,f ^! circum/ances x 0 conclud$ t 8 m9d 0 s]i\sly dispos$4 ,f\rte5 days1 h[ev]1 be=e 8 dea?1 be+ mu* worse & unable to leave 8 b$1 8 anxi\s p>5ts1 desir\s to "k 8 real /ate1 ask$ him if 8 m9d 0 easy8 ,at fir/ he appe>$ incl9$ to evade ! "q2 b ! "q be+ repeat$ he bur/ into te>s & cri$ out1 ,i h be5 a v great s9n]1 ,i d n feel a love = my ,savi\r1 nor see him ) an eye ( fai?4 ,diff]5t texts ( ,scripture 7 m5tion$ :i* direct$ him to ca/ all 8 c>e on ! ,"l4 ,^! appe>$ to com=t him 9 a degree1 & he !n said1 ,:at a *>m+ place heav5 is4 ,x be+ obs]v$ t great advantages frequ5tly result$ f a long illness1 he express$ 8 s5se ( x by exclaim+1 ,:at a dreadful place mu/ ,i h gone to _h ,i be5 cut (f at once4 ,! next morn+ he 0 ask$ if he wi%$ to conv]se ) a m9i/]8 on 8 answ]+ 9 ! affirmative1 ! ,rev4 ,mr4 ,w4 0 reque/$ to visit him2 & 0 ! in/rum5t1 9 ! h&s ( ,god1 ( compos+ 8 m9d4 ,! next day he reque/$ t ,watts' ,psalms & ,hymns1 :i* he 0 v fond ( read+1 might be br\ght to him2 & :5 8 fa!r came to 8 b$side he po9t$ to ! #bc;d psalm1 & ask$ if x 0 n a v sweet "o8 ,on ,saturday foll[+ he express$ a wi% to h a ,bible & pray] book pur*as$ = him1 9 :i*1 toge!r ) 8 hymn book1 he wrote 8 "n4 ,on ,?ursday1 ! #g? ( ,april1 be+ mu* worse1 he 0 aga9 ask$ if 8 m9d 0 com=table1 to :i* he repli$1 ,no2 ,i am ! greate/ ( s9n]s1 & ,satan tempts me to s94 ,ev]y?+ 0 said t c\ld be ?\ght ( to compose him1 & soon aft] he became m tranquil1 & appe>$ delight$ ) ! idea ( heav51 reque/+ to h a description ( t bless$ place read to him4 ,?is _h be5 done "s "t be=e1 & _h made a la/+ impression on 8 m9d4 ,b :5 he made ! reque/ he add$ 9 a l[ voice1 ,i am afraid ,i %all nev] get !re1 because ,i d n love my ,savi\r z ,i ought4 ,be+ ask$ aga9 h[ he f\nd 8 m9d1 he answ]$1 ,a little bett]2 b ,i wi% to love my ,"l & ,savi\r2 & ,i hope to be able to d x m & m4 ,on be+ rem9d$ t x 0 ,good ,friday1 he talk$ mu* ( our ,"l's great suff]+s = 8 p2 & :ile speak+ ( ! bless$ ,lamb t _h be5 crucifi$ on t day1 he desir$ ! #be? hymn ( ! ?ird book ( ,watts to be read to him4 ,all mortal vanities1 begone4 ,on ! ev5+ ( ?is day he appe>$ to feel mu* ( :at _h be5 said to him by ! ,rev4 ,mr4 ,h41 :o _h visit$ him frequ5tly4 ,saturday night 0 sp5t 9 great pa9--he _h b few int]vals ( ease4 ,:5 he 0 told su* ?+s 7 f ! ,"l1 he repli$1 ,! ,"l is good1 yes1 ! ,"l is good to !m :o put _! tru/ 9 him4 ,:5 he express$ 8 gratitude to 8 weep+ p>5ts = _! att5tion to him1 & 8 "m _h told him t x 0 ! ,"l :o enabl$ !m to d any ?+ = him1 & m5tion$ 8 glori\s ,savi\r z ! bless$ object ( all 8 gratitude1 he turn$ 8 ?\ghts to heav5 & said1 ,!n ,i hope to love him n[2 & :at rapture w x af=d me to meet all my de> fri5ds ) him 9 glory4 ,he spoke = "s "t on ! subject ) great en]gy2 & on be+ told t he w\ld fatigue himself1 he repli$1 ,x is n fatigu+1 x is raptur\s2 & p>ticul>ly express$ a hope t n "o ( 8 family w\ld be want+2 add+1 ,:at a disappo9tm5t %all ,i feel if y are n !re4 ,he seem$ mu* refre%$ by ?is conv]sation1 & w5t to sleep ) a sweet smile on 8 c\nt5ance4 ,9 ! aft]noon he 0 /ill m compos$1 & told 8 "m he w\ld talk a little2 :5 he aga9 dwelt mo/ sweetly on ! goodness ( ! ,"l to 8 s\l1 & ! happ9ess ( meet+ 8 p>5ts & fri5ds 9 glory4 ,9 ! night1 be+ ask$ if he did n love ! s9n]'s fri5d1 he repli$1 ,i wi% to d x1 & 9 heav5 ,i %all d x m1 add+1 ,no "o ev] lov$ him "o "p 9 a ?\s& s mu* z !y ought to d4 ,he frequ5tly pray$ = pati5ce1 be+ subject to great pa94 ,see+ 8 "m weep1 he ask$ h] :y %e cri$4 ,%e repli$1 ,t %e c\ld n help x4 ,i hope1 said he1 ! ,"l w give y /r5g?4 ,on ! ,monday1 be+ aga9 frequ5tly ask$ if ,jesus 0 preci\s1 he at times nodd$ 8 head1 & at o!rs said1 ,i hope he is1 & t he w be m s by & by4 ,b soon aft] t he said1 ,i am a great s9n]1 & am afraid ,i %all be disappo9t$ 9 all my hopes ( heav54 ,b be+ exhort$ to ca/ all 8 unbeliev+ ?\ghts away1 & put 8 entire tru/ 9 8 bless$ ,r$eem]1 ^: arms 7 und]nea? him1 he repli$1 ,!n ,i am safe4 ,aga9 he ?ank$ 8 p>5ts = _! c>e ( him1 & :5 x 0 repeat$ t x 0 all ! ,"l's do+1 ,!n1 said he1 y are ! in/rum5ts1 & :at a bless$ ?+ x is to h p>5ts :o guide & in/ruct u 9 ! way2 & add$1 ,o :at w become ( ^? *ildr5 :o idle ab\t on ! ,sabba? day1 :o swe> & /eal4 ,o %ock+6 %ock+6 ,o :at a bless+ to h good p>5ts4 ,on reque/+ to see 8 bro!rs1 !y came to him2 & tak+ !m by ! h&1 he ask$ !m h[ !y did4 ,to 8 little bro!r ,h5ry he said1 ,be a good boy1 d n run ab\t ) idle *ildr51 & tell ,philip :at ,i say1 le>n y\r cate*ism1 also read y\r ,bible4 ,p]ceiv+ t 8 elde/ bro!r cri$1 he said1 ,:y is ,john weep+8 ,weep n = me1 weep = y\rselves4 ,:at a bless$ *ange1 said a fri5d1 w x be1 f su* a sick b$ z ?is to ! joys ( heav56 to :i* he add$1 ,to be 9 ! arms ( my ,r$eem]1 to see him face to face1 & behold 8 glories 9 heav53 ,o h[ admirable6 ,o :at are ! glories ( an e>?ly k+dom :5 comp>$ to ?is3 b z ! drop ( a bucket to ! ocean2 yea1 no mortal c describe ! joys ( heav54 ,:5 he aga9 sweetly dwelt on ! happ9ess ( meet+ all 8 fri5ds !re1 ,:]e1 said he1 we %all meet to "p no m = ev]2 & !re %all be no m dea?2 :i* he twice repeat$4 ,9 ! night he 0 mu* buffet$ by ,satan4 ,ab\t f\r o'clock 9 ! morn+1 he appe>$ to be dy+1 & 9 a l[ voice1 said1 ,may y all keep ! comm&m5ts1 & love ,god ev]more4 ,weep n = me1 ,i am n wor? weep+ =4 ,be+ 9 an agony ( pa9 he 0 direct$ to ! s\rce ( all good4 ,soon aft] he appe>$ easi]1 & said1 ,truly ! he>t is will+1 b ! fle% is weak1 & if ! he>t is will+1 nev] m9d ! voice4 ,be+ rem9d$ ( ! joy he w\ld feel at he>+ 8 ,"l say1 ,well done1 good & fai?ful s]vant1 ent] ?\ into ! joy ( ?y ,"l2 he exclaim$1 ,am51 s be x1 & spoke no m4 ,great are ! tr\bles ( ! righte\s1 b ! ,"l deliv]e? out ( !m all1 0 ! la/ text repeat$ to him1 to :i* he nodd$ 8 head1 & !n calmly fell asleep 9 ,jesus1 ag$ twelve ye>s & ?ree mon?s4 ,f>ewell1 de> babe1 ) all ?y sacr$ /ore1 ,9 triumph l&$ on ! heav5ly %ore2 ,sure nature =m'd !e 9 h] s(te/ m\ld1 ,& grace1 f nature's dross1 refund ! gold4 ,,! ,,dutiful ,,daught]4 ,,elizabe? ,w4 ,,or*>d 0 born ,m>* #f1 #agie1 at ,melk%am1 9 ,wilt%ire2 & f an e>ly age 0 v dutiful to h] p>5ts1 & mu* atta*$ to h] s*ool & books4 ,9 #ahjb h] fa!r remov$ f ,newport1 9 ! ,isle ( ,wight1 to ,ba?2 :]e he & 8 family att5d$ ! ,rev4 ,mr4 ,j4's *apel4 ,soon aft] _! arrival at ,ba?1 ,elizabe? & ,william h] bro!r 7 admitt$ into ! ,sunday s*ool belong+ to ,argyle *apel2 f ! "t ( ,elizabe?'s admittance1 %e seem$ to read h] books ) und]/&+ & pr(it2 & dur+ ! week1 x 0 always h] /udy to get h] task by he>t aga9/ ! return+ ,sabba?4 ,h] p>tiality = h] tea*]s 0 great3 especially = ,miss ,s41 :om1 :5 %e 0 tak5 ill1 %e long$ to see4 ,! tickets t 7 giv5 to h] 9 ! s*ool1 z tok5s = good1 %e valu$ mu*2 & express$ a wi% to return !m1 t %e might obta9 a hymn book1 ! rew>d %e 0 entitl$ to4 ,a %ill+ t 0 giv5 to h] by ! committee at ,*ri/mas1 = le>n+ h] book1 ) "o t %e _h borr[$ ( h] bro!r1 %e laid out 9 ! pur*ase ( a ,te/am5t2 :i* %e pres]v$ ) great c>e till h] dep>ture4 ,dur+ h] illness1 ,elizabe? (t5 reprov$ h] bro!r & si/]1 say+1 ,if y are n bett] y w c]ta9ly g to a place ( mis]y4 ,on e occasion %e discov]$ a great love to pray]2 & :5 by weakness %e 0 prev5t$ f go+ to *apel1 %e le>n$ h] tasks2 & :at %e did le>n & he>1 01 by a ,div9e bless+1 deeply impress$ on h] m9d4 ,= ! la/ five weeks be=e h] dea?1 %e 0 n 9 ! lea/ t]rifi$ at h] approa*+ dissolution2 b conv]s$ ) pleasure on h] dep>ture4 ,h] fa!r ask$ h] "o day1 :5 9 great pa91 :e!r %e lov$ ! ,"l & ,savi\r ,jesus ,*ri/8 to :i* %e answ]$1 ,yes1 ,i d1 & ,i %all soon be ) him 9 glory4 ,mr4 ,b41 "o ( ! tea*]s ( ! s*ool1 call$ to see h]2 & aft] conv]s+ ) h] "s "t1 ask$ h]1 ,if %e %\ld l to g to heav58 to :i* %e answ]$1 ,yes4 ,on ,april ! #bd?1 :5 9 great pa91 on view+ h] h&s1 %e said1 ,o fa!r6 ! blood ran f ! h&s ( ,jesus ,*ri/ :5 he 0 nail$ to ! cross1 & t 0 done by wick$ m51 b ,i %all g & see him 9 heav54 ,at ano!r "t1 :5 h] p>5ts1 talk+ ( ! suff]+s ( ,*ri/1 said t he di$ to save good *ildr51 & w\ld take !m to sit ) him on 8 ?rone = ev]1 & w\ld give !m cr[ns ( glory4 ,to :i* %e answ]$1 ,x seems1 fa!r1 z if ,i c\ld see him4 ,on ! same day %e said1 ,i d hope :5 my body dies1 t ,god w receive my s\l to heav54 ,aft] ?is %e relat$ to h] p>5ts ! acc\nt ( ! ri* man 9 ! ,gospel2 obs]v+ t he 0 torm5t$ 9 hell1 & c\ld n s mu* z obta9 a drop ( wat] to cool 8 burn+ tongue1 :ile poor ,laz>us 0 c>ri$ to ,abraham's bosom1 :]e he 0 cr[n$ ) happ9ess4 ,%e 0 visit$ by h] mu* belov$ tea*] ,miss ,s41 :om %e _h long wi%$ to see2 & to :om1 ) ! re/ ( ! tea*]s ( ! s*ool1 h] p>5ts say !y %all be always ?ankful = ! good in/ruction !y gave _! de> dep>t$ *ild2 & hope t ! committee & tea*]s ( ! s*ool at ,argyle *apel1 & ( e o!r simil> s*ool1 w be enc\rag$ by ?is in/ance ( ! good effects ( religi\s advice 9 a *ild only n9e ye>s old1 to g =w>d 9 _! endeav\rs to br+ "y s9n]s to ,*ri/4 ,%e 0 mu* /ruck ) a passage ( ,scripture 9 ,revelation1 t ,mr4 ,j4 prea*$ f3 ,!y %all be clo!d 9 :ite4 ,o1 said ,elizabe?1 ,i expect to be clo!d 9 :ite too4 ,& z h] "m 0 sitt+ by h] b$side read+1 %e said1 ,if ,god w let me1 ,i w keep places = y :o may be left beh9d4 ,h] bro!r %e advis$ n to play s mu*1 b to be a good boy1 m9d 8 book & s*ool1 & pray to ,god to make him truly religi\s2 or he w\ld g to a place ( mis]y aft] dea?4 ,be+ told t %e 0 v ill1 %e repli$1 ,i mu/ be> x ) pati5ce3 ?\gh1 9 fact1 %e long$ to be gone4 ,:5 %e 0 v weak1 & dea? />$ 9 h] face1 h] p>5ts c>ri$ h] f "o room to ano!r2 b 9 no place c\ld %e f9d ease4 ,%e1 h[ev]1 contemplat$ ) satisfaction ! day :5 %e %\ld eat ( ! tree ( life t gr[s 9 ! mid/ ( ! p>adise ( ,god2 ,!re1 said ,elizabe?1 ,i %all nev] ?ir/1 nor nev] s91 b behold ! ,lamb1 :o w lead me to f\nta9s ( liv+ wat]4 ,aft] ly+ "o day 9 a doze1 %e op5$ h] eyes & said1 ,"m1 ,i h se5 an angel4 ,h] "m ask$ h] :]e8 ,%e po9t$ to ! place :]e %e dream$ t %e saw him4 ,&1 be+ ask$ if %e %\ld l to g ) him1 %e answ]$1 ,yes4 ,!re ,i %all see 8 face1 ,& nev]1 nev] s92 ,!re f ! riv]s ( 8 grace ,dr9k endless pleasures 94 ,h] p>5ts n[ hung m\rnfully ar\nd h] b$1 & conclud$ t ! ,"l 0 go+ to release h]4 ,!y saw cle>ly t %e c\ld n survive long4 ,be+ rais$ up on ! foll[+ ,sabba? 9 b$1 by pill[s1 & see+ ! *ildr5 9 ! /reet at play1 %e obs]v$ to !m ab\t h] h[ improp] x 0 t !y %\ld pr(ane ! ,sabba?1 & t !y ought to be at *apel1 & t ,god w\ld be v angry ) !m4 ,h] fa!r _h "s "t be=e c>ri$ h] out = ! b5efit ( ! air1 daily4 ,& be+ out ) h] ! ,sabba? be=e h] dep>ture1 %e press$ him to c>ry h] to *apel2 :i* he did1 b 0 soon oblig$ to return ) h]1 :5 %e exclaim$1 ,f>ewell1 *apel2 f>ewell1 ,mr4 ,j42 f>ewell1 my belov$ tea*]s2 f>ewell1 my de> s*oolfell[s2 & soon aft] %e said1 ,f>ewell1 bro!r & si/]2 f>ewell1 fa!r & "m4 ,i *>ge y all to meet me 9 heav51 t we may sp5d an et]nity ( happ9ess toge!r !re4 ,& on ! #bg? 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