,the ,shepherd ,of ,my ,soul ,by ,rev4 ,charles ,j4 ,callan ,of the ,order of ,preachers ,john ,murphy ,company1 ,publishers #ajj ,w4 ,lombard ,st4 ,baltimore1 ,,md4 ,printers to the ,holy ,see #aiae ,,contents ,psalm of the ,good ,shepherd ,introduction4 ,i4 ,christ the ,good ,shepherd4 ,,ii4 ,shepherd ,life in the ,orient4 ,,iii4 ,the ,lord ,is ,my ,shepherd1 ,i ,shall ,not ,want4 ,,iv4 ,he ,maketh ,me to ,lie ,down in ,pastures of ,tender ,grass2 ,he ,leadeth ,me ,beside the ,waters of ,quietness4 ,v4 ,he ,restoreth ,my ,soul4 ,,vi4 ,he ,leadeth ,me in the ,paths of ,justice for ,his ,name's ,sake4 ,,vii4 ,yea1 ,though ,i ,walk in the ,valley of the ,shadow of ,death1 ,i ,will ,fear no ,evil1 for ,thou ,art ,with ,me4 ,,viii4 ,thy ,rod and ,thy ,staff ,they ,comfort ,me4 ,,ix4 ,thou ,spreadest ,before ,me a ,table in the ,presence of ,mine ,enemies4 ,x4 ,thou ,anointest ,my ,head ,with ,oil2 ,my ,cup ,runneth ,over4 ,,xi4 ,surely ,goodness and ,mercy ,shall ,follow ,me ,all the ,days of ,my ,life2 and ,i ,shall ,dwell in the ,house of the ,lord ,unto ,length of ,days4 ,footnotes ,nihil ,obstat3 ,m4 ,a4 ,,waldron1 ,o4 ,p4 ,s4 ,t4 ,m4 ,j4 ,a4 ,mc,h,u,g,h1 ,o4 ,p4 ,s4 ,t4 ,lr4 ,imprimi ,potest3 ,j4 ,r4 ,,meagher1 ,o4 ,p4 ,s4 ,t4 ,lr4 ,imprimatur3 ,j4 ,,card4 ,,gibbons4 ,,psalm ,,of ,,the ,,good ,,shepherd ,the ,lord is my ,shepherd1 ,i shall not want4 ,he maketh me to lie down in pastures of tender grass4 ,he restoreth my soul4 ,he leadeth me in the paths of justice for his name's sake4 ,yea1 though ,i walk in the valley of the shadow of death1 ,i will fear no evil1 for thou art with me4 ,thy rod and thy staff1 they comfort me4 ,thou spreadest before me a table in the presence of mine enemies4 ,thou anointest my head with oil2 my cup runneth over4 ,surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life1 and ,i shall dwell in the house of the ,lord unto length of days4 ,,introduction4 ,no types more beautiful could have been chosen under which to picture the character of our ,lord and the souls ,he came to redeem than those of a shepherd and his flock4 ,as nothing on earth could more fitly illustrate the infinite love and sacrifice of the ,saviour than the enduring labors and tenderness of a shepherd1 so nothing here below could better portray the multiple wants of our spirits than the needful dependent nature of sheep4 ,after the knowledge we possess of our ,redeemer1 only a slight acquaintance with the characteristics of pastoral life1 as it exists in oriental countries1 is needed to discern the charming fitness of these comparisons4 ,the similarity is at once striking and most easily understood4 ,hence it is that our ,lord1 as well as those who described ,him before ,he came1 so often appealed to shepherd life when speaking of the ,messiah's mission2 hence1 also1 it is that ,he was so fond of calling ,himself the ,good ,shepherd1 and of alluding to the souls ,he loved as ,his sheep4 ,it is the purpose of the pages that follow to trace some of these beautiful and touching resemblances of the shepherd and his flock1 on the one side1 roaming over the hills and plains of ,palestine1 and the ,saviour of the ,world with the souls of men1 on the other1 pursuing together the journey of life4 ,we have taken as our guide1 in noting these charming likenesses1 the ,twenty-second ,psalm1 or the ,psalm of the ,good ,shepherd1 every verse of which recalls some feature or features of pastoral life1 and sings of the offices1 tender and varied1 which the shepherd discharges towards his flock4 ,as this shepherd song was composed and written in the ,hebrew tongue1 the language of ancient ,palestine1 we have employed here a literal translation from the original language1 simply because it expresses much more beautifully and more exactly than does any rendering from the ,latin or ,greek the various marks and characteristics of the shepherd's life and duties4 ,the oriental languages1 like the people who speak them1 are exceedingly figurative and poetic in their modes of expression2 and hence1 for our present purpose1 it is only by getting back as closely as we can to the original that we are able adequately to appreciate the beauty and poetry of that simple but charming life about which the ,psalmist is singing4 ,although the ,shepherd ,psalm refers1 in its literal sense1 to the human shepherd attending and providing for his sheep1 it has also another higher meaning1 which its author gave it1 and this has reference to ,christ in ,his relations with the souls ,he has made and redeemed4 ,it is by reflecting on this sense of the psalm1 and on all ,his gracious dealings with us1 that we are enabled to realize how rightly and justly our ,saviour is called the ,shepherd of ,our ,souls1 and how beautifully the ,psalmist1 in the shepherd song1 has depicted ,his relations with us4 ,and how important this is6 how much it means for our spiritual welfare and spiritual advancement to reflect on the many mercies of ,christ and on the love ,he bears each one of us6 ,if the considerations that follow assist their readers to appreciate more fully and love more ardently the ,divine ,shepherd of ,souls1 who daily and constantly throughout our lives is ministering to our spiritual needs and trying to further our eternal interests1 the desire and aim which prompted their writing will be fully and perfectly realized4 ,,the ,,author4 ,i4 ,,christ ,,the ,,good ,,shepherd4 ,it was announced by the prophets of old that the ,messiah1 who was to come1 should bear the character of a good shepherd4 ,he was to be a shepherd1 and ,his followers1 the faithful souls that should believe in ,him and accept ,his teaching1 were to be ,his sheep4 ,it was foretold that ,he would select and purchase ,his flock2 that ,he would choose them from out the vast multitudes of their kind and gather them into ,his fold1 that ,he would provide for them and guard them against every evil2 that ,he would lead them out to green pastures and refresh them with the waters of rest4 8,he shall feed his flock like a shepherd10 sang the ,prophet ,isaias2 8he shall gather together the lambs with his arms1 and shall take them up in his bosom1 and he himself shall carry them that are with young407#a7 ,in like manner did ,jeremias1 referring to the comforting advent of ,christ1 liken the offices which the ,saviour would perform towards ,his people to those of shepherds towards their flocks4 8,i will set up pastors over them10 said the ,prophet1 speaking in the name of ,jehovah1 8and they shall feed them2 they shall fear no more1 and they shall not be dismayed2 and none shall be wanting of their number4444 ,behold the days come1 saith the ,lord1 and ,i will raise up to ,david a just branch2 and a king shall reign1 and shall be wise1 and shall execute judgment and justice in the earth407#b7 ,the ,prophet ,ezechiel also prophetically portrayed the ,saviour's character when he pictured ,him in the capacity of a shepherd visiting and feeding his sheep3 8,for thus saith the ,lord ,god3 ,behold ,i myself will seek my sheep1 and ,i will visit them4 ,as the shepherd visiteth his flock in the day when he shall be in the midst of his sheep that were scattered1 so will ,i visit my sheep1 and ,i will deliver them out of all the places where they have been scattered in the cloudy and dark day4 ,and ,i will set up one shepherd over them1 and he shall feed them1 even my servant ,david2 he shall feed them1 and he shall be their shepherd407#c7 ,and when at length the ,saviour did appear in the world1 ,he declared1 not only by ,his life and example1 but in explicit terms1 that ,he was the fulfilment of these prophecies--that ,he was1 in truth1 the ,good ,shepherd1 and that ,his followers were the sheep of ,his fold4 ,in the tenth chapter of the ,gospel according to ,saint ,john we have ,his own words to this effect4 ,there ,he tells us plainly that ,he has not come as a thief and a robber1 to steal1 to kill1 and to destroy2 that ,he is not a stranger1 at the sound of whose voice the sheep are terrified and flee away2 that ,he is not a hireling1 who cares not for the sheep1 and who1 beholding the approach of the wolf and the enemy1 fleeth and leaveth the sheep to be snatched and scattered and torn4 ,the ,saviour is not any of these1 nor like unto them4 ,he is the ,good ,shepherd who enters the sheepfold by the door1 and not as the thief and robber who climb up some other way4 ,to ,him the porter openeth1 and ,he calleth ,his sheep1 and they know ,his voice and follow ,him1 and ,he leadeth them out to pasture1 to rest1 and to abundant life4 ,nor is this all1 for ,he protects and guards ,his sheep4 ,by day and by night ,he is ever near them3 when circling the green plains1 or beside the still waters1 or when asleep beneath the silent stars1 the sheep are protected by their ,shepherd4 ,faithfully ,he watches ,his dependent flock2 and at the end1 as a proof of ,his love and fidelity1 ,he generously lays down ,his life for ,his sheep4 ,,ii4 ,,shepherd ,,life ,,in ,,the ,,orient4 ,we cannot appreciate the beauty of this picture of our ,saviour under the symbol of a shepherd1 nor can we later understand the detailed description which is given of ,him through the spiritual meaning of the ,good ,shepherd ,psalm without first taking into account some of the features of pastoral life as it prevails in eastern countries4 ,for us of the western world it is difficult1 and at times next to impossible1 to represent to ourselves the life and customs of the ,orient2 and in particular do we find it hard to picture to our minds and to understand the simple poetry of that shepherd life for which ,palestine has always been known4 ,time has little changed the scene of the ,saviour's earthly labors4 ,the people1 their manners and customs1 their life and occupations1 remain much the same now as when the land was graced by ,his sacred presence4 ,thus today1 as in those olden times1 all the level country east of the river ,jordan1 as well as the mountains of ,palestine and ,syria1 serves as vast pasture lands for innumerable flocks and herds4 ,the country throughout is essentially pastoral in its character1 and the care and raising of sheep constitute the chief industry of the people4 ,from sheep the people are furnished with nearly all the necessaries of life--with meat1 clothing1 milk1 butter1 and cheese4 ,the care of sheep is a delicate and1 in many ways1 a difficult task4 ,not that they are froward or hard to manage1 for of all animals they are the most tender and gentle2 nor again1 that they need abundant nourishment in the way of food and drink1 since they require water but once a day1 and can maintain life and strength on a plain which1 to the naked eye1 seems little more than a barren waste of sand4 ,but because1 in other respects1 they are exceedingly timid and helpless creatures1 especially in times and places of danger1 the burdens which their welfare and safety impose upon the shepherd1 while paternal and winning1 are1 nevertheless1 arduous and manifold4 ,there are the changes and hardships of the climate--the cold and frost in winter1 and the heat and drought of summer2 there are the long rough walks1 the steep and dangerous passes which they must climb and descend2 there are perils from robbers1 from wolves and wild beasts1 which not infrequently demand the shepherd's utmost watchfulness and care4 ,the oriental climate is such that they can graze nearly the whole year through2 and whether they be grazing on the wide open plains1 or huddled snugly within the sheepfold1 it pertains to the shepherd to provide for their varied needs4 ,his vigilance can never cease4 ,he must lead them out to pasture and to water1 he must guide and protect them1 he must gather them into the fold at night or into caves and enclosures1 at times1 during the day1 to shield them from great danger1 whether from enemies or violent weather2 and upon all occasions he must be prepared to defend them1 even at the risk of his own life4 ,the folds or sheep pens1 it must be observed1 into which the sheep are gathered for rest or protection are not roofed over or walled in like a house4 ,they are enclosures left open to the sky1 and consisting simply of a high wall of rough stone1 to protect the sheep from the attacks of wild beasts1 and from prowling marauders who threaten their safety by night4 ,it often happens that several flocks1 belonging to different shepherds1 will graze on the same pastures during the day1 and will be penned in the same sheepfold at night4 ,while the sheep are sleeping1 and the shepherds near by are taking their needed rest1 the door of the fold is carefully locked1 and another shepherd or porter is left on guard1 lest perchance a hungry bear or wolf might scale the wall and destroy some member or members of the sleeping herds4 ,early in the morning the shepherds come in turn and rap at the door1 and to each the porter opens4 ,then each shepherd calls his flock by name2 and they1 knowing his voice1 follow him1 and he leads them out to their pastures4 ,there is never any confusion1 for each flock knows its own shepherd and obeys him alone4 ,other shepherds they will not heed2 and from the voice of strangers they flee4 ,it is a beautiful scene to see a shepherd with his flock4 ,first1 we must remember that he never drives them1 but leads them2 and they follow him with instinctive love and trust whithersoever he goes4 ,he usually carries a rod and a staff3 the latter he uses1 when need be1 to assist the sheep along dangerous paths and narrow passages2 the former1 to protect and defend them1 if assailed by enemies or beasts of prey4 ,another evidence of their implicit love of their shepherd and trust in his goodness1 as also of their obedience to his voice and commands1 is beautifully manifest when several flocks are led to drink at the same stream or well4 ,although the sheep need to drink but once a day1 the shepherds never forget1 throughout the day's roaming1 that they must lead their flock to water4 ,and as the drinking places in ,palestine are comparatively few1 it often happens that several herds1 whether from the same or neighboring pastures1 will arrive simultaneously at the same spring4 ,but here again1 there is neither trouble nor confusion4 ,when they have drawn near to the place of water each shepherd gives a sign to his flock1 and obedient to his voice1 the respective flocks lie down and patiently wait their turn to drink4 ,the troughs are then filled with the refreshing water1 and when all is ready a shepherd calls and his flock at once rises and comes forward to drink4 ,the sheep being satisfied1 the shepherd gives another sign1 and they promptly return to their previous place of rest1 or move quietly away to their pasture1 as the shepherd may direct4 ,another flock is then called up1 watered and led away1 and so on1 in like manner1 till all have been duly satisfied4 ,with this passing glance at shepherd life1 we can better understand and better appreciate the likeness between the character of the ,saviour and that of the good shepherd4 ,we can see how apt it was that our ,redeemer should choose a shepherd1 with his multiple and tender cares and duties1 to illustrate ,his own watchfulness and loving kindness towards the many wants and needs of our souls4 ,for we are1 indeed1 ,his sheep4 ,he has called us1 we have heard and understood ,his voice1 and ,he has gathered us into ,his flock and fold4 ,he has literally vindicated for ,himself in our regard all the attributes and qualities of the good shepherd1 so far as described1 and as still further depicted in every verse of the ,twenty-second ,psalm4 ,this is called the ,psalm of the ,good ,shepherd1 because in it the ,psalmist1 under the symbol of a shepherd1 prophetically foretold the character of the ,messiah1 our ,saviour4 ,the psalm has1 therefore1 a twofold meaning3 in its literal sense it deals with the faithful shepherd1 ranging with his flock over mountains and plains1 and providing for their every want2 and in its spiritual and prophetic meaning it relates to our ,creator and ,saviour1 caring for our spiritual necessities4 ,let us see how this is2 and that we may better perceive the application in detail1 let us take this shepherd song1 part by part1 and see how beautifully it describes the whole person of ,christ as ,god1 and in ,his capacity as ,redeemer--in all ,his tender relations with us1 and towards the various needs of our souls4 ,,iii4 ,,the ,,lord ,,is ,,my ,,shepherd1 ,i ,,shall ,,not ,,want4 ,how full of meaning and how comprehensive are these simple yet beautiful words which introduce the ,good ,shepherd ,psalm6 ,they at once sum up the whole round of the shepherd's life--his duties1 his solicitude1 his ceaseless care of his sheep4 ,but here1 be it noted1 in this opening verse1 the reference1 so direct and unmistakable1 is not to an earthly shepherd2 it is to the benign and constant ,providence of ,jehovah towards ,his children1 to the untiring love of ,god1 our ,father and ,saviour1 for the souls ,he has created and redeemed4 ,the ,psalmist is looking back1 in grateful remembrance1 upon the history of his race1 and upon his own life in particular1 and he traces there at every step the goodness and watchfulness of his ,creator4 ,he sees there has never been any want4 ,dark days at times have come upon his nation1 sufferings and trials there have been2 and in these1 as in other respects1 his own individual experience has mirrored the history of his people2 but throughout it all there has never been any lasting want4 ,as the shepherd is ever near his sheep1 whether at peace or in trouble1 to provide for their needs1 so1 sings the ,psalmist in gratitude1 has ,god been near him and his people4 ,and his confidence is unshaken2 that which has been in the past will be in the future2 as sheep put their trust in their shepherd1 so will he put his trust in his ,lord and ,god4 ,nor is this gratitude for past favors and this unshaken trust for the future to be restricted to the ,psalmist alone2 his words had meaning not only for himself2 he knows the same ,providence provides for us all1 and therefore he would have his words find an echo in the hearts and sentiments of all4 ,the ,lord is my shepherd2 ,he ruleth me with the rod of gentleness4 ,i am ,his creation1 ,he has bought me with a great price1 ,he has set me a divine example and taught me the way to life4 ,there may be times of distress for me1 brief periods of temporal need2 but surely1 since ,i am the possession of my ,god1 and ,he is providing for me1 nothing can long be wanting to me--permanent want there can never be4 ,the ,lord ruleth me1 and all my kind1 as a shepherd ruleth his flock4 ,what a consoling thought to each one of us1 if only we be faithful souls6 ,how unspeakable the thought1 how surpassing the privilege to know and to be assured that we belong to ,god6 that out of countless millions of creatures1 far nobler than we1 to whom ,he might have given the joy of life1 ,he has chosen to select us2 to think that ,he has allotted to us a short period of existence here below1 during which it is our privilege to be able to merit and draw near to ,him for eternity2 and that after this1 our little time of trial1 we are to reign with ,him in everlasting glory6 ,of a certainty we are a favored people and a royal race1 for we belong to ,god4 ,he has purchased our souls by creating us1 ,he has come down from ,heaven to redeem and buy us back from the enemy to whom our race in folly had surrendered itself1 ,he has borne our sorrows and our sufferings to make amends for us and to teach us the way to life1 and finally ,he has given ,his own life for our salvation4 ,since1 then1 ,god has created us1 it follows that ,he must have had us in ,his mind from everlasting1 because nothing that is1 or can be1 is unforeseen by ,him4 ,from the remotest dawn of eternity1 therefore2 from the very beginning of the eternal years1 ,he saw us as ,he sees us now1 clearly1 distinctly1 lovingly4 ,we did not exist from eternity as we do now1 but we were present to ,god before we were to ourselves1 ,he saw us mirrored in ,himself4 ,and when1 in time1 ,he called our race into being and endowed it with life1 we know what happened4 ,this human nature of ours which ,he had loved from eternity1 and favored in time with existence1 turned its back upon its ,god and strayed away to sin and death4 ,this was the disobedience of our first parents1 and in their sin we all have shared1 for the very reason that they were our parents and responsible for us as well as for themselves4 ,we became a ruined race1 deserving punishment1 fit for perdition2 and yet ,god did not give us up4 ,he followed after us1 as it were2 ,he pursued us1 as a shepherd pursues his chosen flock1 until finally ,he led us back to ,his fold1 and to pastures of rest and plenty4 ,it was not enough for ,god's goodness to give us the gift of life1 and to endow us with understanding1 will1 and freedom2 it did not satisfy ,his bountifulness to make our life fair here on earth1 and to enable us to reap much of the joys and pleasures with which even this world abounds--no1 far more than all this has ,he wished and prepared for ,his elect1 for the souls who belong to ,his flock4 ,it was nothing less than ,himself1 ,heaven and its rewards1 that the eternal ,father had in store for us when ,he called us into being4 ,in order1 therefore1 that we should not lose our destined crowns through the guilt and wounds of original sin1 ,he provided for us a remedy1 ,he sent us a ,saviour1 who was ,his only son1 our ,lord ,jesus ,christ4 ,now since it is to ,christ1 the ,saviour1 that the spiritual meaning of the ,shepherd ,psalm refers in a particular manner1 it is in ,him especially1 and in ,his earthly life1 that we discern and find fulfilled the chiefest qualities of the good shepherd4 ,as ,god1 we see1 ,he has1 indeed1 been our shepherd from the beginning1 creating and endowing our nature1 and providing for us unnumbered benefits1 temporal and eternal4 ,but it is in ,his human nature1 in ,his character as ,god and man1 that ,he draws nearest to us and proves unto us in ways most gracious that ,he is1 in truth1 our loving ,master and the ,shepherd of our souls4 ,marvelous1 assuredly1 has been the goodness of ,god to create us at all2 and still more marvelous that ,he should have destined us for a participation in ,his own eternal blessedness2 but in no way has the heavenly ,father so stooped to us1 in no way has ,he so manifested ,his utter condescension towards us1 as in the abasement of ,his ,only-begotten ,son1 8who1 being in the form of ,god1 emptied himself1 taking the form of a servant407#d7 ,for let us reflect that to raise our race from its fallen state and restore it to the divine good-pleasure1 it was not necessary that the ,second ,person of the ,most ,holy ,trinity should have come down to earth4 ,such extraordinary means were not of necessity to bring us back to ,heaven's smile and favor4 ,as by a simple act of ,his omnipotent will ,god had called the world and us and all that is out of nothingness in the beginning1 so again by a single wish of the same divine will ,he could have restored us1 from a condition of bondage and sin1 to the realms of grace and peace4 ,and even when the ,son of ,god did condescend1 in accordance with the will of ,his ,father1 to clothe ,himself with our nature and visit our blighted sphere1 how simple1 really1 ,he could have made our redemption6 ,how easily could ,he have blotted out the handwriting that was against us1 and presented our tearful world1 all smiling and glad1 to the arms of ,his eternal ,father6 ,yes1 ,christ could have made our redemption easy4 ,he could have paid our debt to ,god in a thousand different1 simple ways1 had ,he wished it so4 ,one drop of ,his precious blood1 one tear of ,his eye1 one sigh of the ,sacred ,heart would have sufficed to redeem innumerable worlds like ours4 ,but the ,saviour wished it otherwise4 ,he was our ,shepherd and ,he loved us1 ,his deceived and wounded sheep4 ,he was with the ,father when we were planned and made4 ,he it was1 in truth1 who made us1 for ,he and the ,father are one47#e7 ,he1 therefore1 knew our nature1 since ,he designed and gave it to us4 ,he foresaw our yearnings and aspirations2 ,he knew the sublime1 transcendent possibilities of which1 with ,his help and divine example1 we are capable2 ,he understood the heights of love and worship to which the human heart can ascend1 when assisted from on high1 and hence to awaken and kindle on earth these all-consuming fires27#f7 to stir the very depths of our souls1 and elevate and perfect our gifted nature2 to afford us the utmost inspiration to climb with ,him the heights of ,heaven4 ,he stooped to our own estate1 in all things made like unto us1 except1 indeed1 our proneness and ability to sin4 ,since ,he loved us1 ,he longed to be like us1 in as far as that was possible1 and not even our sin-stained1 wounded nature could stay the force of ,his love4 ,there is another reason for the mysterious manner of our redemption1 a further explanation of the extreme condescension on the part of our ,lord towards the frail creatures whom ,he came to save4 ,had he come to us in a foreign attire1 with a nature unlike our own1 would it not have been difficult for us to approach ,him1 and to put our confidence and trust in ,him8 ,if ,he had appeared like an angel1 all bright and dazzling with glory1 if ,he had come as an earthly king and ruler1 crowned and clad in regal splendor1 would it not have been hard for the poor ones of earth8 would it not have been a trial for those who were in need of a shepherd's love and care8 ,already sorely oppressed and trodden down by worldly pomp and power1 they could only have tried to shun ,his notice and draw back from ,him with feelings of fear and awe4 ,but our ,redeemer came not only to save1 but also to teach and to lead the way to life4 ,as a shepherd ,he was not to drive1 but to lead ,his sheep2 ,he does not point the direction1 but goes before ,his flock1 and they follow ,him1 and ,he leads them out to living pastures and to bright1 sparkling1 far-off waters4 ,because ,he was ,god1 as well as man1 ,christ knew that1 as a result of our sinful state1 we should have to pass our earthly sojourn forever beneath the shadow of the cross4 ,when sin entered into the world by the disobedience of the first man1 the handiwork of the ,creator was despoiled4 ,that which before had been a paradise of pleasure1 replete with all delights1 was wrecked and ruined1 and became a place of sorrow1 suffering and death4 ,thenceforth1 pursuant to the divine decree1 the lot of man was to labor1 to suffer1 and to die47#g7 ,knowing1 therefore1 that this was to be our portion1 the ,shepherd-,saviour of our souls must also teach us the secret of pain and toil1 and help us to bear our cross4 ,according1 then1 to our present state1 suffering and sorrow are inseparable from us1 because we are born into the world with sin upon our souls1 and in the wake of sin follow all the evils to which the world is heir4 ,and1 moreover1 under existing conditions1 it is necessary for our future happiness that our earthly life be largely spent amidst toil and pain and tears4 ,it is only through these that we shall be able to atone for the injuries sin has done1 and hold in check the disorders of our nature4 ,the cross is before us and we cannot escape it4 ,it is ready for us when we enter the world1 it follows us throughout the length of our days1 and finally bears us down in death to our graves4 ,this does not mean that life on earth is entirely made up of pain and sorrow1 for the divine mercy has mitigated even the stroke of sin1 and has caused the world1 in spite of all its wounds1 to bloom with many delights4 ,nevertheless1 our sojourn here below shall always be fraught with diverse ills1 and we at last must yield to death4 ,in spite of all the world can afford us1 in spite of its pleasures and joys1 its sunshine and pleasing pastimes1 real1 though fitful and fast-flying as they are2 in spite of health and wealth and fame and honor2 in spite of all the goods that life contains1 it still is ever true that we live in a region of tears1 and that death and sorrow are sure to follow upon the footsteps of joy and mirth4 ,it must be so1 for the stains of sin are indelibly upon the world2 and not until the final renovation comes can life on earth be made entirely happy4 ,all this our ,saviour knew when ,he chose our human nature and embraced a life of labor and sorrow4 ,his divine foreknowledge took in our lives1 and the lives of all our kind1 until the end of all shall be4 ,our infant tears1 our trials and pains of body1 the ceaseless pangs of mind and heart that pursue us throughout life1 were all before ,him as in a mirror1 and ,he must needs instruct and assist us to fight this battle and walk this way of earth1 lest all should perish before the journey's end4 ,since we were to suffer1 then ,he would suffer also2 since our lives were to be amidst labors and trials1 then ,he would labor and travail also2 since we were to feel the sting of pain1 be subject to heat and cold1 be in want1 in poverty1 and in distress1 be misunderstood1 be thwarted1 be cast down from our highest hopes1 and broken1 at times1 in every cheerful prospect--since these and other countless ills were to be woven in our web of earthly life1 ,he1 the divine ,master1 who came to save1 to teach a lesson1 to suffer and die1 would assume a body so sacred1 so delicate1 so pure and sensitive that1 when exposed to the rough and ruthless ways of life1 ,he could truly cry out from the depths of ,his anguish3 8,o all ye that pass by the way1 attend and see if there be any sorrow like unto my sorrow607#h7 ,how comforting1 then1 it is for us to feel that we are not alone in suffering1 and to know that1 while all we suffer is but just and due to our sinful state1 we can nevertheless make use of all our ills to attain to joys unending in ,heaven6 ,if we must toil and struggle while on earth1 it is because these things are a result of our state2 if we must be subject to sickness1 to weakness and fatigue1 to cold and hunger1 to weariness and pain1 it is not because ,god is pleased at the misery of ,his creatures2 neither does ,he rejoice on account of our misfortune4 ,we are simply reaping the harvest of sin and transgression1 and sin is the work of our own free choice and that of our ancestors4 ,and even though it be objected that we are born into this inevitable condition1 and are made the unconsulted heirs of a heritage we loathe but cannot escape1 the solution of our difficulty is not far to seek4 ,we need but hearken to the promptings of reason1 and lift our sorrowing eyes to the realms of faith to be convinced that ,god's mercy and goodness are above all ,his works17#i7 and that for reasons not less benevolent than holy ,he has called us into life and permitted all our woes4 ,god could not have created us for suffering and punishment1 because ,he is infinite goodness2 ,he cannot be pleased at our misfortunes1 since ,he ,himself has borne our sorrows and carried all our pains47#aj7 ,if ,he ,himself had not come into the world in visible human form2 if ,he had not explained our purpose and destiny1 and led the way to ,heaven2 if ,he had not1 by ,his words and divine example1 provided us with the solution for all life's difficulties1 then1 in truth1 we might object1 and sit and grieve and wonder4 ,but in the light of the life of ,christ all this is altered2 the picture takes on a different coloring4 ,who now can rail at the crosses of life and think of the sufferings of ,christ8 ,who can murmur at the injustice of pain1 and remember the passion of ,jesus8 ,who can say that ,god is deaf to our pleading and unmoved at our tears1 and look upon the ,saviour dying8 ,who can believe that our lives are of little worth1 or of no account with the ,almighty1 and recall the price that was paid for our souls and ponder the death of our ,god8 ,thus it is with a bountiful goodness that the ,saviour has purchased ,his sheep4 ,by ,his own free choice1 by a life of suffering entirely voluntary1 endured for our salvation and instruction1 through a bitter1 but willing agony and death1 ,he has provided the means to free us from sin1 and has bequeathed to us every blessing4 ,now we can truly say3 the ,lord is my shepherd1 and ,i shall not want4 ,if only we can look into that divine life which has been given as our model1 if only we can ponder it1 and read in it the lessons1 the hopes1 the inspirations it contains for us1 we shall not be weary of our burdens and cares1 we shall not falter in any of life's battles4 ,rather1 rejoicing at our opportunities1 eternal as they are1 and with feelings of exultant gratitude over our condition1 as heirs with ,christ to the kingdom of ,heaven17#aa7 we shall bravely welcome all the conflicts of life1 being assured with ,st4 ,paul that 8that which is at present momentary and light of our tribulation1 worketh for us above measure exceedingly an eternal weight of glory407#ab7 ,,iv4 ,,he ,,maketh ,,me ,,to ,,lie ,,down ,,in ,,pastures ,,of ,,tender ,,grass2 ,,he ,,leadeth ,,me ,,beside ,,the ,,waters ,,of ,,quietness4 ,our attention is now directed to a particular phase of the shepherd's life1 and here we see some of the ways in which he actually provides for his sheep day by day4 ,for it is not enough that the shepherd has purchased his flock1 by means however difficult and labors however loving2 it is not sufficient that he have procured for them1 in a general manner1 all that they need for their life and safety1 he must also arrange for their daily care and provide for their separate wants4 ,sheep1 as we know1 are delicate creatures1 and they must be directed in their roamings1 and sustained by sufficient nourishment4 ,accordingly1 we have said that it belongs to the duties of a good shepherd to lead them out to pasture1 and to provide for them every day adequate food and drink4 ,here again we behold the infinite kindness of the ,shepherd of our souls4 ,not alone has ,he deigned to stoop to our fallen state and restore us from death to life1 not only did ,he take upon ,himself our infirmities and bear our woes1 but tenderly also has ,he provided for our constant direction1 and for the daily needs of our lives4 ,the level to which the ,saviour raised our lives and the dignity to which ,he invites us are far1 indeed1 above our natural powers4 ,left to ourselves1 we could never attain the heavenly heights to which1 in ,his goodness1 ,he has called us4 ,through the infinite merits of ,his life and sacrifice we have been redeemed and reclaimed from the enemy of our souls2 the gates of ,heaven1 closed against us before1 have been opened wide2 and our wayward race is again restored to the road that leads to our immortal home4 ,but just because our celestial destiny is of so high and sublime a character1 it is impossible1 if left to our own abilities1 that we should be able long to pursue it1 and vastly beyond our sublimest hopes that we should ever finally attain it4 ,we have1 it is true1 ever before us1 the life and example of ,him who has saved us2 we know that ,his cross and death have delivered us from the wrath that frowned upon us4 ,but we are weak and fragile mortals4 ,with respect to things of the higher life--of the supernatural world--we1 of ourselves1 shall always remain as helpless and frail as infants4 ,not less unable is the babe of yesterday to traverse unaided and explore the material world1 than the wisest of men would be to know and grasp by his natural powers the unrevealed good of the immortal human spirit4 ,and as1 in our natural state1 we could not know the true end of our existence1 without a divine revelation1 so likewise1 we could not pursue and attain our spiritual destiny without special assistance from on high4 ,how well all this was known to our kind and kingly ,shepherd6 ,how keenly did ,he appreciate our frailty and inability to walk alone the paths which ,he had trodden6 ,not unmindful1 therefore1 was ,he constantly to teach and direct the way which leads to unending life4 ,when going before his flock and teaching them by force of example1 ,he did not omit to give them that saving doctrine which1 when ,he had disappeared1 would be their guide1 and the guide to their future shepherds in the direction of safety and truth4 ,hence ,he propounded a teaching which should be to its obedient followers a realization at once of all ,he had promised them1 and of all their heart's desires4 ,not that it would make them rich or great in the eyes of the world and according to human standards1 but that it would confer a truer and a higher greatness by lifting them above their weak and natural level and preparing them for eternal blessedness4 ,men had the ,law before the coming of ,christ2 they knew the ten commandments4 ,but the state to which the ,god-man called them1 and the eminence to which they were raised1 were quite beyond anything the world till then had ever been able to conceive4 ,human nature1 under the ,new ,covenant1 was invited to attain to perfection4 ,things which before were thought impossible1 were now to be the objects of our daily strivings4 ,it was no longer an eye for an eye1 and a tooth for a tooth2 now not only was good to be done to those who were good to us1 but to those also who did us evil2 not only were we to love our friends1 but to love and assist our enemies also2 not only should evil deeds be avoided1 but evil thoughts were likewise forbidden--yea1 we were asked to be1 in all our thoughts and deeds1 imitators of the ,shepherd who leads us47#ac7 ,poor human nature1 when raised so high above its natural powers1 stood in perilous need of a shepherd's tender care4 ,the new demands of every day made indispensible new and special daily helps4 ,while our spirits can see and know the way1 under the light of heavenly teaching1 yet how weak and faltering is our flesh6 ,we have the will to do2 but to accomplish1 we alone are not able4 ,therefore our ,saviour said1 8,of yourselves1 you can do nothing1 but in me all things are possible to you4 ,the branches are nothing unless they abide in the vine2 ,i am the vine1 you the branches407#ad7 ,thus ,he is our ,leader1 our divine ,teacher and our source of strength4 ,without ,him we can do nothing1 but in ,him we are strong4 ,and daily and constantly ,he is near us1 though we see ,him not4 ,it is ,he who sustains our very life and moves us to all that is good4 ,like an ever-present friend1 ,he offers us constant assistance3 ,he instructs and guides and helps us1 and this is the strength and food of our souls4 ,god's grace it is1 always ready for our use1 which makes possible all the high demands put upon our nature4 ,without it we should faint and starve on our journey1 and hence ,he who has planned our high perfection1 has provided the help to attain it4 ,what are those seven wonderful sacraments which ,he has left us1 but perennial channels of grace1 constant fountains from which stream the life-giving waters that nourish our weary souls and make them strong for life eternal6 ,through these sacred means we are brought into contact with the life and merits of our ,shepherd-,redeemer4 ,they prolong ,his life and labors among us1 they continue in our midst the strength of ,his sacred presence4 ,in a manner altogether special is this true of the ,holy ,sacrament of the altar4 ,by the ,holy ,eucharist1 ,christ still is with us1 and will so remain till the end of time1 as really and as truly as ,he dwelt on earth in the days of ,his mortal life4 ,bound down as we are by the things of sense1 we may1 at times1 be tempted to complain that ,christ in this sacrament is all invisible to us4 ,we can not see ,him directly and immediately4 ,his voice is silent and we do not hear ,him2 we do not feel the caress of ,his hand4 ,but nevertheless we know ,he is present1 for ,he has said it1 and ,his word must remain1 though heaven and earth should pass away4 ,even were we privileged to see the sacred humanity as it was seen of old in ,palestine1 we should not then1 more than now in this sacrament1 directly see the divinity concealed by the human frame4 ,faith then was required as well as now--faith in ,his sacred words1 made evident by ,his sacred deeds4 ,this is not strange2 it is not too much to ask4 ,the same demand of faith is daily made upon us in much of our intercourse with our fellow mortals4 ,much that we do not clearly see we must perforce believe1 else life would be impossible4 ,the same1 in a measure1 is also true in all our human friendships4 ,that which is most precious in our friends1 that which is the source of life and beauty1 of holy words and loving actions1 of all we love and cherish in them1 is the soul1 the spirit that quickens and moves2 and this we do not see4 ,thus ,christ in the ,eucharist is truly present1 though faith alone can apprehend ,him4 ,he requires of us this faith--this humble subjection of our sensible faculties to the power and truth of ,his words4 ,it is all for our good that now ,he is hidden from our sight4 ,he is not the less truly present1 not less truly kind1 not less loving1 not less merciful and forbearing2 but ,he wishes to exercise our faith1 to prove our fidelity and trust in ,his teaching and promises1 and hence ,he is hidden from the powers of our senses4 ,in the sacrament of the ,eucharist the gracious ,shepherd of our souls performs in particular three offices for us3 ,he is our sacrifice1 our silent patient friend1 and in communion ,he becomes the actual spiritual food of our souls4 ,as a victim ,he is daily and constantly1 from the rising to the setting of the sun1 lifted up for us in the holy sacrifice of the mass4 ,the mass is the perpetuation of the sacrifice ,he offered long ago for our redemption4 ,all the altars throughout the world1 on which ,he is ever born and dies again in mystic repetition1 are but an extension of the one great altar of ,calvary1 where first ,he gave ,his life for our salvation4 ,and in this real and awful sacrifice1 forever repeated in our midst1 ,he pleads again our cause with ,god1 the eternal ,father4 ,again in a mystic manner ,he suffers for us1 again ,he bleeds1 again ,he is nailed to the cross and raised on high1 and in that same abandoned1 pitiable state1 to which ,his love for ,his flock has reduced ,him1 ever and anon in our behalf ,he pleads3 8,father forgive them1 for they know not what they do67#ae7 ,holy ,father1 ,powerful ,god1 stay ,thy avenging hand6 and save the souls which ,thou hast created for ,thyself1 and for which till the end of time ,i die60 ,he lifts1 as it were1 before the great white throne1 ,his bruised and blood-stained hands1 ,he shows those wounded feet1 the scar of the spear in ,his sacred side2 ,he points again to the agony in the garden1 to the scourging at the pillar1 to the cruel crown of thorns1 to the weary way of the cross1 and exclaims to ,him who sits upon the throne1 8,behold1 my ,father1 and see the price of my sheep1 the tears and sorrow and blood they have cost me6 and spare them and save them for the sake of ,thy ,son60 ,through the holy sacrifice of the mass1 identical as it is with the sacrifice of ,calvary1 all the merits of ,christ's life and death are applied to our souls4 ,by ,his physical and bloody immolation on ,calvary1 ,christ purchased for us infinite treasures of grace1 and it is ,his will that these graces shall be dispensed to us1 even till the end of the world1 through the august sacrament of the altar4 ,moreover1 except for the mass1 we should not be blessed with the abiding actual presence of our divine ,shepherd among us--that is1 we should not possess ,him in that special1 intimate manner in which we now have ,him in the ,eucharist4 ,for it is only in the mass that the sacred species are consecrated2 and consequently it is through the mass alone that ,he takes up ,his sacramental presence in our midst and becomes our food in holy communion4 ,he could1 indeed1 have ordained it otherwise1 but such has been ,his blessed will1 and such the condition in which we are placed by the direction of ,his holy ,church4 ,besides being our daily sacrifice1 then1 under the appearance of bread and wine1 besides ever prolonging in our midst that wondrous act of ,calvary by which at once ,he liberated our race and reopened to us the gates of ,heaven1 the bounteous ,shepherd of our souls enters into the tabernacles of our churches1 and there in silent patient waiting ,he craves the love of our hearts and longs for our intimate friendship4 ,he is not content alone to plead for us with ,god1 ,his ,father2 ,he is not content continually to renew in our presence the tragic mystery by which at the end of ,his earthly labors1 ,he procured us every blessing--no1 over and above these sovereign acts of kindest benediction1 ,he wishes to remain among us1 and to converse with us1 each and all1 as a friend would converse with his friend4 ,this is what ,he meant when ,he said by the mouth of ,his inspired writer1 8my delights are to be with the children of men407#af7 ,as a ,shepherd1 ,his chiefest pleasure1 as well as ,his supremest care1 is to be with the flock ,he has purchased and loves4 ,yet it is a lonely life for our ,shepherd-,king1 this abode in the silent tabernacle2 but it is all for love of us4 ,he wishes to be there where we can find ,him1 where we can come to ,him at any hour and speak to ,him1 to praise and thank ,him for all ,his dear and endless gifts1 to tell ,him our needs and our sorrows1 to open our breaking hearts to ,him and reveal the secrets of our souls4 ,this it is that ,he desires from us--the outpouring of our hearts and souls in ,his presence4 ,this it is which renders unto ,him that homage of faith and love and devotion that ,he came into the world to inspire4 ,it will not do to say that1 being ,god1 ,he is acquainted with all our thoughts and aware of all our wants1 for it is intimacy and confidence that ,he desires1 the intimacy and confidence which alone can create a true and noble friendship4 8,i will call you no longer servants10 ,he said to ,his disciples1 8but ,i have called you friends2 the servant knoweth not what his ,master doth1 but a friend is admitted to confidence407#ag7 ,christ in the tabernacle is our friend2 ,he has loved us unto the end1 and ,he yearns for our love in return4 ,why is this8 ,why are we so precious in ,his eyes8 ,what are we that the great ,creator should at all be mindful of us87#ah7 ,we must remember and ever bear in mind the lofty purpose which the ,creator had in view when first ,he called us into being--the same purpose it was which prompted our redemption and all the gracious dispensations that have followed thereupon--namely1 that ,god1 while achieving ,his own eternal honor and glory1 might communicate to us a portion of ,his own ineffable blessedness4 ,we were made for ,god1 and not for the world1 or for creatures1 or for ourselves4 ,and precisely because we are the possession and property of ,god1 ,he wants us1 soul and body1 for ,himself2 and in this blessed sacrament ,he calls to us individually1 8,son1 give ,me thy heart207#ai7 8come to ,me1 all you who are burdened1 and ,i will refresh you407#bj7 8come to ,me and find rest for your souls1 ,i will lead you beside the waters of quietness40 ,but the excesses of our ,shepherd's love and care do not stop with the altar and with the tabernacle4 ,he is not satisfied with being our daily sacrifice and our abiding friend1 not satisfied until ,he enters into our very bosom and unites us to ,himself4 ,union with the beloved object and delight in its presence are characteristic of all true friendship1 whether human or divine4 ,that which we really love we desire to have1 to possess1 to be united with2 and hence it is that ,christ1 the lover of our souls1 has not only given ,his life to purchase us for ,himself and ,heaven1 but has so extended ,his loving-kindness as to become ,himself our actual food4 ,it is incomprehensible1 in a human way1 that the love of a shepherd for his flock1 the love of ,god for ,his creatures1 should be so extraordinary as to provide the wondrous benefits which ,christ in the ,eucharist has wrought for us4 ,we simply cannot grasp with our feeble minds the prodigality of such enduring love4 ,but the ,saviour knew ,his purpose with us1 and ,he knew the needs of our souls4 ,as guests destined for an eternal banquet1 and as heirs to celestial thrones1 it is needful for us1 amid the rough ways and perils of life1 to be constantly reminded of our royal destiny and strengthened against our daily foes4 ,this world of ours is an arena in which each one must contend for his eternal prize2 and it is not possible1 considering our natural frailty and the enemies that oppose our forward march1 that we alone1 without an added strength1 should ever be able to win the battle of life4 ,hence1 as the body1 to maintain its vigor and perform its work1 needs its material and earthly food1 so the soul1 to live and be strong1 must be nourished with the bread of ,heaven4 8,the bread that ,i will give10 said our ,lord1 8is my flesh for the life of the world 444 unless you eat of this bread you cannot have life in you 444 and he that eateth my flesh and drinketh my blood hath life everlasting1 and ,i will raise him up on the last day407#ba7 ,in order1 then1 to sustain our spiritual life on earth and to make us strong for our daily conflicts1 our heavenly ,shepherd has left us a food which is none other than ,his own body and blood4 ,what a prodigy of love6 ,what could ,he do for us that ,he has not done8 ,but1 besides giving us strength1 ,he had another purpose in becoming our food4 ,since ,he has chosen us for ,himself1 and has provided1 in another world1 eternal mansions for our souls17#bb7 ,he wishes to make certain1 not only the happy issue of our lives1 but our ever-increasing resemblance to ,himself4 ,he is therefore preparing us1 ,he is fitting us1 through communion in the ,holy ,eucharist1 for our celestial home1 and for visible companionship with ,himself4 ,intercourse1 communion1 intimate relationship produce likeness1 even here on earth1 and it is a singular effect of ,holy ,communion that1 unlike earthly food1 it changes into itself all those who partake of it4 ,material1 natural food becomes the substance of our flesh and blood1 but frequent participation in the heavenly nourishment of ,christ in the ,eucharist transmutes our whole being--our lives and thoughts and actions--into its own supernatural character4 ,thus by living much with ,christ on earth1 by intimate converse with ,him1 by allowing ,him to enter into our lives and thoughts1 and shape our conduct and actions2 and above all1 by frequent and fervent communion with ,him in the sacrament of ,his love1 we become like unto ,him1 even here in our state of exile4 ,and this likeness to ,christ1 which ,his faithful servants assume here below1 is a forestate of future blessedness2 it is a preparation for the great reunion and the eternal banquet which await us in ,heaven4 ,already we are led beside the waters of rest2 we are directed to pastures of sweetest nourishment2 and through the calm and vigor that reign in the soul we experience even now a taste of joys unseen4 ,v4 ,,he ,,restoreth ,,my ,,soul4 ,throughout the pastoral country of the ,orient there are numerous places of great peril for sheep4 ,there are also1 here and there1 private fields and vineyards and gardens into which1 if a member of a flock should stray and be caught1 it is forfeited to the owner of the land4 ,strange as it may seem1 the sheep never learn to avoid these dangerous spots and forbidden places1 and it behooves the shepherd to be ever on his guard for them1 and to rescue them when wandering4 ,here we cannot fail to observe the striking resemblance between this wayward tendency of the shepherd's flock and our own inclination and propensity to wander from ,god and things eternal4 ,the world is full of occasions to evil2 at every turn of the road on our journey through life there are fierce and crouching enemies who are waiting the chance to capture and bear us away4 ,we know this2 we have often been warned of the danger2 too many sad experiences and breathless escapes have convinced us of the sundry perils to soul and body that lie along the way of life4 ,but we1 like senseless1 erring sheep1 if bereft of the ,shepherd's guiding care1 do not learn1 in life's sad school1 the way to keep free from harm4 ,though wounded repeatedly1 and scarred and worn1 and left1 perhaps1 without human aid1 to waste and bleed our life away1 we do not see the lurking evils2 we do not discern beneath the mask the enemy whose purpose is ruin and death4 ,the creatures of the world1 the things of sense take vicious hold of us1 and often drag us to the very verge of perdition before we are aware4 ,they come to us unprepared1 and seek entrance into our lives and thoughts1 and allure us by deception4 ,they tell us that the world is fair and beautiful and full of promise2 that ,god1 for the moment1 is not concerned2 that the soul is secure and safe1 and the body and its needs the only object of present solicitude4 ,the process is gradual4 ,the turning away and the loss are not at once and from the beginning of seductive influences1 but slowly and unobtrusively in the guise of hope and high expectation4 ,there is ,ambition1 with its glittering prospects1 with its proffered rewards and castles of air4 ,to the young man and young woman1 just entering the arena of life1 ,ambition says1 8,come and follow me1 and ,i will crown you with glory and honor4 ,i will lift you above the common1 beaten paths of men and seat you on a gilded throne4 ,i will introduce you to my sister ,pride1 and we two will make you happy4 ,pride will teach you your true dignity1 your place and position in the universe2 she will remind you of your gifts and faculties1 and enable you to battle with the weak and the strong2 she will give you the secret of knowledge and train you to soar above your fellow-creatures and probe the mysteries of ,god and ,heaven40 ,then ,pleasure1 with dimpled cheeks and laughing eyes1 and words that sound like music to the ears1 hurries out to greet the passers-by1 and charms them by her shining gifts4 8,make me your object and your end10 she says1 8and ,i will make you blessed4 ,forget your troubles and your cares1 your fears of present and future ills2 rejoice and be glad1 eat1 drink and be merry2 indulge and drain to dregs the cups of sense1 for this is all there is40 ,philosophy comes with another hope4 8,drink deeply10 she counsels1 8at the spring of wisdom1 and fear not ,god nor man2 believe and trust in me1 and ,i will steal away the sting of sorrow and pain2 ,i will restore you to man's primeval state and land you safe on the shores of rest40 ,and when these deceivers--,ambition1 ,pride1 ,pleasure1 and the like--have plundered and sacked their victim's goods1 when these painted idols of a passing world have led away their worshippers as slaves1 and stripped them of all they possessed1 they give them over to evil habits and to masters that scourge and tear them4 ,like other prodigals1 these pursuers of earthly phantoms take leave of their ,father's house of comfort and plenty1 they give up virtue1 innocence1 honesty1 purity2 they go into a far country to waste their substance living riotously1 only to awake1 soon at latest1 to a land of famine1 and to find themselves alone and in want4 ,instead of the honor and fame and high estate they sought to gain1 instead of the escape from evil and pain and labor they hoped to find1 they are sent into fields to minister to swine--the swine of their own degradation4 ,so1 to a degree1 it is with us1 each and all1 who listen to other voices and heed other calls than the voice and the call of ,god4 ,if we prefer to stray to other fields and desert the pasture of our ,shepherd1 if we prefer a far country to our ,father's home1 if the world and its fleeting pleasures are more to us than ,god and ,his paternal rewards1 then we must of necessity find ourselves at length in utter want and penury4 ,it is this possibility of deserting ,god1 of seeking happiness outside of ,him1 of overturning the plans which ,he has made for our salvation1 that gives us a vision of the awful failure of human life4 ,the gifts of this world are by nature fleeting and fast-flying1 and if we allow them to take the place of ,him who made them1 no matter how great our present boons1 in spite of wealth and friends and all success1 we have missed our chance and our purpose in the world1 and can only have at last a desolate and a ruined life4 ,but how is it1 then1 one may ask1 that man can be so deceived8 ,how is it that we do not learn from others' disasters to avoid1 every one of us1 those deceiving1 ruinous masters1 those false gods that can lead us away from the one true ,shepherd of our souls8 ,it is1 indeed1 a curious fact that our deception is so easy4 ,surely a rational1 intelligent being1 who stops to consider1 ought easily to distinguish between the great ,god of ,heaven and the creatures of ,his hands4 ,it ought not to be difficult for us to see the transient vanity of human things when compared with the eternal mansions4 ,but the truth of the matter is1 that we are deceived1 we do not at all times see the objects of our choice as they really are objectively4 ,our vision is defective and blurred4 ,if ,god stood out in our lives as ,he really ought to stand1 if ,he occupied that place in our thoughts and plans which belongs to ,him by right1 it would not be possible that we should ever be led astray4 ,and that ,god does not always hold in our lives the place which is ,his due is partly the result of our fallen nature2 partly1 therefore1 in a way1 excusable2 but more frequently and chiefly from our own perversity--from wilful neglect of our highest duties4 ,the blindness and perversity of our nature1 which have come from the wounds of original sin1 make it easy for us1 if we are neglectful and careless of our higher spiritual obligations1 to mistake the false for the true1 evil for good1 the creature for the ,creator4 ,in the midst of the world and its allurements1 it behooves us to be ever watching1 if we are never to stumble and to fall4 ,had our nature never been corrupted by original unfaithfulness1 had our first parents never turned away from ,god and transgressed ,his sacred precept1 all our present ills would never have existed4 ,but now it is different4 ,we are born into the world a weakened people2 each one of us has had an implicit part in the first transgression2 we all1 like erring sheep1 have gone astray4 ,and while this tendency to evil is part of our natural condition1 and therefore less imputable to us1 it nevertheless is true that our actual sins and evil-doing are the work of our deliberate choice4 ,if1 at any time1 we really turn away from ,god and break ,his law1 it is because we have freely chosen so to act4 ,the native perversity of nature in a normal man can never explain and excuse the grievous sins which he deliberately commits4 ,it is only true that a weak and wounded nature leaves one less able to choose what is right1 and more disposed to wrong4 ,and since we know the state of things1 since we know that the fault is really ours when we dare to stray to forbidden deeds and places1 how constant and unrelenting1 if we are truly wise1 should be our efforts to keep our vision unobscured and our ears attuned to the voice and call of our heavenly ,shepherd6 ,we know that by following ,him our way will be certain and clear4 ,howsoever enormous the evils of life1 and notwithstanding all our weakness1 we know that in ,him we are safe and strong4 ,but we must hear ,him to follow ,him1 we must be guided and directed by ,his gracious commands4 ,this failure to hear and obey the voice of ,god it is which more explains the falls and sins of men than all their inherited frailty4 ,so long as ,his words are heard and directions heeded1 mistake and error are impossible4 ,we see1 therefore1 why it is that so many actually do desert ,him and are led by evil voices4 ,the cause chiefly lies in the wilfulness of human nature and in the abuse of human liberty4 ,we cannot stand unless ,god support us1 and we shall surely fall if ,he withdraws ,his supporting hand4 ,but the choice of evil1 the beginning of unfaithfulness comes from ourselves2 for ,almighty ,god will never forsake us unless we first forsake ,him4 ,if1 ever1 then1 we find our lives to be at variance with ,god1 whether in lesser or in greater matters1 if it should ever be our unhappy fortune to wander from ,him1 like another prodigal1 and waste our lives with the enemies of our souls1 we can be assured that the desertion is all our own4 ,we forget ,god1 we deliberately wander from ,his sight and care1 and then we fall4 ,engrossed in worldly affairs1 taken up with present vanities1 with ourselves1 our ease1 our temporal advancement1 we begin to neglect prayer and communion with ,god1 we begin to rely on ourselves and to forge ahead of our own accord1 only to encounter complete defeat and be shorn of all our strength4 ,the secret of our power and success is to keep close to ,him1 to speak to ,him lovingly and often1 to seek guidance and protection from ,him1 and habitually to live in ,his comforting presence4 ,but such is the boundless kindness of our heavenly ,shepherd that1 no matter how often we may have wandered from ,him1 or how seriously we may have grieved ,him1 ,he is ever ready to pursue our wanderings1 and to seek until ,he finds us4 ,he does not stop to consider the enormity of our guilt1 or our unreasonableness1 or our ingratitude1 but ,he seeks us4 ,he does not pause to take an account of all ,he has done for us1 of the many graces ,he has given us1 of the tears and blood ,he has shed in our behalf2 but ,he goes after our straying souls1 and ,he will not be appeased until ,he restore us4 ,god does not will the death of the sinner1 but that he be converted and live47#bc7 ,he knows all our frailties and our diverse temptations2 ,he knows how alluring are the things of sense to a nature perverted like ours2 ,he knows how easy it is for us1 blind and ignorant as we are1 to forget ,him and our dearest interests1 and to obey the call of other voices2 all this ,he understands1 and ,he has pity on us4 8,he knoweth our frame1 ,he remembereth that we are dust407#bd7 ,to bring us back1 therefore1 when wandering1 and to restore us to the circle of ,his chosen flock1 our ,saviour has made ample provision4 ,through those divine mediums of grace--the sacraments of ,his ,church--,he has arranged to succor all our wants and to cure our various infirmities4 ,the sacraments of ,baptism and ,penance1 in particular1 were instituted to raise our souls from death to life1 and to heal our spiritual wounds4 ,baptism may be aptly compared to the door of the sheepfold4 ,it is the gate through which men must enter into the fold of ,christ1 it is the entrance to ,his ,church4 ,it clears away the guilt and stain of original sin1 and restores the soul from a state of enmity to the friendship and grace of ,god4 ,none can really belong to ,christ1 none can be of ,his true fold who have not entered by way of the door1 who have not been baptized4 ,many there are who pretend to belong to ,him and think themselves of the number of ,his flock2 they speak of ,him as their ,master and ,shepherd2 they pretend to be doing ,his work2 they call ,him ,lord and preach in ,his name2 but they have not entered by the door of the sheepfold1 and ,he knows them not4 ,like thieves and robbers1 they have climbed up some other way1 and they neither know ,him1 nor does ,he know them1 neither can they understand ,his voice4 ,baptism is the entrance1 it is the door1 to the fold of ,christ4 ,and as it is through ,baptism that our bountiful ,lord first recalls us from the ways of sin and makes us members of his flock1 so in the sacrament of ,penance ,he has provided a means by which we may at all times be recalled from our wanderings and restored to ,his friendship4 ,penance is an inexhaustible means of reconciliation between the erring soul and ,god4 ,it lasts throughout our lives1 it stretches even to the end of time4 ,if only we are men of goodwill and have at heart our eternal interests1 we need not be disturbed at our frailty1 or at repeated lapses into sin4 ,there is no sin which cannot be forgiven by the sacrament of ,penance4 ,not that anyone1 knowing that he can be forgiven1 should presume to abuse ,god's gracious sacrament1 and yield freely and without restraint to the voice of sin2 nor that we are not to be truly sorry to the end of our days for having even once offended our benign ,maker and ,redeemer2 but we must be confident that1 whatever may have been our faults and failings1 however prolonged and extraordinary our transgressions1 if we approach the sacrament of ,penance with sincere sorrow and a firm purpose of amendment1 ,god will always lovingly receive us back to ,himself1 and remember no more our unfaithfulness4 ,god hates sin1 because it is opposed to ,himself and is the only evil in the world1 but ,he loves the wounded sinner who is made in ,his own image and likeness4 ,precious in the sight of ,god is the penitent sinner4 ,does ,he not tell us ,himself that1 like a good shepherd1 ,he leaves ninety-nine just to go in search of one lost sheep8 ,yea1 ,he assures us that there is rejoicing among the angels of ,heaven over one sinner who does penance47#be7 ,to make worthy use of the sacrament of ,penance we must be truly sorry for having offended ,god1 and be resolved1 at the time of confession1 to do what lies in our power never again to turn away from ,him4 ,to these dispositions must also be joined the intention of doing something to repair the injury which sin has done to ,god4 ,given such conditions1 and we need only speak the word to ,god's duly appointed minister and our sins are no more4 ,the dark veil which hung around the soul like a cloud is lifted1 and we again rejoice in the smile of our heavenly ,father4 ,how simple1 yet how potent are the means provided for our salvation6 ,none but ,god could have thought of them1 nothing but the love of ,god could have arranged them6 ,but even before the sinner is brought to penance1 even while he is wandering and reveling afar off in the vile delights of sin1 ,god is pursuing him1 ,god is seeking after him1 calling him by name1 whispering to his heart1 disposing him for repentance4 ,we cannot return to ,god1 once we have deserted ,him1 without ,his help4 ,it is our awful power to be able to leave ,him1 but to return alone we are not able4 ,wherefore ,he comes after us when we have wandered into the wilds of sin2 ,he pleads as it were1 with our souls1 and offers us the grace to repent4 ,oh privileged are our souls to be thus appraised by ,god1 and happy those who hear and heed the appealing voice of ,his grace6 ,,vi4 ,,he ,,leadeth ,,me ,,in ,,the ,,paths ,,of ,,justice ,,for ,,his ,,name',s ,,sake4 ,the shepherd country of the ,east is full of walks and pathways1 some leading this way1 some that4 ,some lead to dangerous precipices over which the sheep might fall and be lost1 others would expose them to the attack of wild beasts1 while still others would lead them so far astray that they could not find their way back4 ,it is1 therefore1 always needful that the shepherd go ahead of his flock and lead them in the right path4 ,the ,psalmist1 in the title of the present chapter1 is applying this carefulness of the shepherd for his sheep to our ,lord1 in ,his regard for our spiritual welfare4 ,the ,saviour goes before us with the blessings of ,his goodness to help and lead us aright1 lest perchance we become lost and perish in our journey4 ,this solicitude of our ,redeemer in providing for the various needs of our souls is characteristic of ,him as ,saviour4 ,it is implied in the meaning of his name4 ,before ,he was born1 before ,he was conceived in ,his ,mother's womb1 it was foretold of ,him that ,he should be called ,jesus1 which means ,saviour1 for ,he would save ,his people from their sins47#bf7 ,he exercised1 as we know1 this mission of saviour throughout ,his earthly career4 ,it was for this that ,he came into the world1 for this that ,he was born in ,bethlehem with a manger as ,his cradle1 for this that1 at the age of twelve1 ,he was found teaching in the ,temple1 for this that ,he retired to ,nazareth and was subject to ,mary and ,joseph1 for this that ,he labored and suffered and bled and died4 ,and with ,his passing from this visible scene to the bosom of ,his ,father1 ,he did not cease to be that for which ,he had been eternally anointed--the great ,high ,priest1 the ,mediator between ,god and man1 the ,saviour of the world4 ,his work is everlasting2 and now that ,he has gone up on high1 ,he pleads for us ever more with the ,father4 ,we belong to ,him1 ,he has purchased us with ,his blood1 and ,he must needs care for our safety to the end4 ,inasmuch as we are heirs1 according to divine decree1 to thrones beyond the skies1 it was necessary1 as we have seen1 that ,he who is our ,saviour and ,shepherd should have left behind ,him in this world of ours a doctrine1 a code1 or system of instructions and laws1 which should safely direct and guide us to our royal destiny4 ,those who lived with ,him on earth1 those who heard ,his assuring1 life-giving words1 and felt the inspiration of ,his example and visible presence needed not to fear for the direction or safety of their course4 ,the divine1 living voice and sacred presence of their ,lord and ,master they enjoyed1 and care and anxiety fled from their souls4 ,but not for these alone had the ,redeemer come1 but for all mankind1 for all who in future were to breathe the breath of human life4 ,he came to save all1 ,he died for all2 and thus the teaching which ,he gave to the world1 and which ,he committed to ,his chosen followers1 was for every human being1 even to the end of the world1 that through it all might live and attain to life everlasting4 ,the doctrine which the ,saviour left us1 and the laws which ,he prescribed were vastly different from the teachings of men4 ,guiding1 saving words of a ,shepherd to his flock1 they engendered safety1 comfort1 peace4 ,free from error or mistake1 sealed with the seal of ,heaven1 holding out a promise of future glory1 they exhaled the perfumes of the eternal city1 they told of mansions not built with hands4 ,and since this immaculate doctrine1 given for the souls of men1 was to last till the end of time1 there was need that it should be shielded against the assaults of the world and protected from the influence of our changing human teachings4 ,it could not be corrected1 because it contained no mistakes2 it could not be changed or altered1 because it came from the changeless ,god2 it could have no substitute from the part of men or creatures of any kind1 because it was given by ,him who alone was the way1 the truth1 and the life4 ,consequently the truths which the ,saviour declared to the world as the only means by which we can be saved1 were at once infallible in themselves1 and so provided for that no human agency1 no lapse of years or revolutions of time and place should ever be able to infringe on their eternal1 changeless character4 ,it was to preserve these truths in their integrity and freshness that ,he founded ,his unerring ,church and committed to it the office of custodian and expounder1 under the guidance of ,his ,holy ,spirit1 of all ,he had revealed for the salvation of human kind4 ,hence to hear our ,shepherd's voice1 to understand what ,he says to us1 to know what we must do to obey ,his laws and save our souls1 we need but listen to the voice of ,his ,church4 ,before it was established ,he declared that ,he should build ,his ,church upon a rock1 and that no enemy1 or group of enemies1 not even the gates of hell should ever prevail against it47#bg7 ,he established the ,church as ,his mouthpiece1 and ,he said to the little band that constituted it in the beginning1 8he that heareth you1 heareth me1 and he that heareth me1 heareth ,him that sent me207#bh7 and1 as if to emphasize this declaration1 ,he added that any one who would not hear and obey the ,church should be considered as a heathen and a publican--types of all that was bad47#bi7 ,the ,church1 therefore1 is the oracle of ,god1 it is ,his mouthpiece2 it possesses and guards the only revelation which ,god has made to ,his rational creatures2 it alone has the words of eternal life4 ,thus it is that our divine ,shepherd goes before us1 leading us in the paths of truth and justice1 preserving us from danger and error with respect to our spiritual destiny4 ,we cannot go astray if we listen to ,him speaking to us through ,his church4 ,in all our perplexities and uncertainties1 when confronted by any doubt1 or confused and distracted by the wrangling voices and conflicting opinions of men1 we can be calm and at peace1 assured in our inmost souls that the voice which guides us cannot err1 that it is easier for heaven and earth to pass away than for one word of ,his to fail47#cj7 ,he leadeth me in ways of justice1 in the ways of holiness1 in the ways which the saints have walked4 ,how exceeding great1 indeed1 is our privilege1 and how certain and individual our election6 ,all that remains to us is to listen to ,his words and to follow ,him1 and present peace will attend our labors1 while future glory waits upon our end4 ,but in the midst of abundant blessings and spiritual favors which have surrounded and sheltered us from infancy1 we are apt to be unmindful of our state of plenty and forgetful of the duty of gratitude4 ,we are apt to venture out like thoughtless children1 trusting in our own strength to battle with the foe2 or else1 on the contrary1 we sluggishly presume that a bountiful ,providence will provide for us regardless of our own co-operation4 ,we have never known what it is to want for spiritual food and spiritual direction1 except when indolence1 careless indifference1 and our own folly have led us astray4 ,these are evils which continually assail us1 and we often make friends with them1 not knowing what we are doing for the most part1 until the blood of life has almost ebbed away4 ,we are not1 indeed1 removed from a world where sin abounds and where deceiving voices may allure us this way and that4 ,like the pastoral country of the ,orient1 the walks of life are fraught with perils3 false teachers1 false doctrines1 false prophets1 pseudo-christs27#ca7 8perils from our own nation1 and perils from abroad1 perils in the city and perils in the wilderness1 perils in the sea and perils from false brethren07#cb7--;all trying to attract and lead us away from the paths of justice and deliver us to the enemy of our souls4 ,it is necessary that we should know that wolves are abroad in sheep's clothing2 8false apostles1 deceitful workers1 transforming themselves into the apostles of ,christ407#cc7 ,they come to us with winning words and easy teachings1 with new creeds1 new forms of belief1 new ways to the promised land4 ,the doctrine and truths which ,christ taught and which ,he entrusted to ,his ,church are set aside or explained away by these modern teachers1 and the novel and the strange are made to assume the role of the old1 the familiar and the true4 ,the harm done is incalculable4 ,how many innocent and unwary sheep have been lost to the fold of ,christ by following the call of these unworthy preachers and false shepherds6 ,what multitudes of precious souls have been deceived by their polished words and led away into paths of error1 into deadly ways of thinking1 believing1 and acting1 never to return to the path that leads to life6 ,this poisoning of the soul and the heart by erroneous doctrines is effected in many and diverse ways2 the victims of falsehood are variously captured4 ,there are the wisdom and sagacity of men1 there are the conquests of science and the learning of the philosophers1 the discoveries of our day1 the strides of history1 the breakdown and overthrow of many things held sacred by our forefathers--and all these changes and ruptures in the order of a former generation are now used to beguile the flock of ,christ and sway them from the paths of truth and righteousness4 ,but amid all this din and uproar of conflicting voices1 amid the wrangling tumult and confusion of converging opinions1 those who will may hear and discern the loving voice of the true ,shepherd speaking to the world through ,his ,church with the same calm1 assuring words which ,he uttered to living witnesses two thousand years ago4 ,he has not changed1 neither has ,his teaching2 ,he has not deserted ,his chosen flock1 but is with it all days1 even to the end of the world47#cd7 ,his love for us1 ,his watchfulness for our needs1 ,his enduring care for our interests1 in spite of our enemies1 can never fail4 ,and while assured of this1 it behooves us also1 as appealing to our sense of gratitude1 and as inducing to greater love of ,him1 to reflect that this abiding faithfulness of our ,saviour in caring for our wants is not from any worthiness of ours1 or because of our merits1 but only for ,his ,name's sake1 because ,he is ,saviour4 ,it was ,his love for us that prompted our creation1 ,his love that provoked ,his passion and redeemed us1 ,his love that made ,him suffer for us1 ,his love that teaches and shall guide us to life everlasting1 for ,his love endureth forever4 ,,vii4 ,,yea1 ,,though ,i ,,walk ,,in ,,the ,,valley ,,of ,,the ,,shadow ,,of ,,death1 ,i ,,will ,,fear ,,no ,,evil1 ,,for ,,thou ,,art ,,with ,,me4 ,besides the paths and dangerous walks in the shepherd country that would lead the sheep to destruction and death1 there are other paths all encompassed with evils through which1 nevertheless1 they are at times obliged to make their way4 ,safety from all harm there cannot be for the shepherd's flock4 ,they must in their journeys encounter many perils1 even while pursuing the proper paths4 ,there are deep and darksome valleys1 walled round on all sides by towering rocky hills1 which at times the shepherd cannot easily escape4 ,and within these shadowy valleys and somber ravines there dwell not infrequently wild and ferocious animals that will1 if aroused1 attack and kill the tender sheep4 ,the utmost care and caution of the shepherd are called into service safely to conduct his dependent flock through these places of deepest peril4 ,but in spite of all his watchfulness it sometimes happens that a wolf will get into the very midst of the sheep4 ,the timid1 terrified animals become wild with fright1 and are scattered1 running this way and that1 until the shepherd calls and bids them collect together4 ,no sooner do they hear his voice1 than they all rush swiftly together in a solid mass1 and either drive the enemy from their midst or cripple and crush him to death4 ,thus in times of greatest peril the shepherd protects his sheep1 and wrests them from the jaws of harm4 ,the sheep know this1 and they fear no evils2 they know that their master is with them4 ,yea1 though they walk in the shadow of perils and dwell in the midst of the valley of death1 they faint not1 neither do they fear1 for they know that the shepherd is near4 ,the case of the sheep in the valley of perils is not unlike our own in the midst of the evils of the world2 and the peace and safety which we enjoy should be similar also to theirs4 ,we are assured1 first of all1 by an unflinching faith in ,god and our ,redeemer that1 if we trust our ,master and obey ,him1 we shall be led aright throughout our lives1 even to the kingdom of ,heaven4 ,we shall be led in the paths of justice and love1 and crowned at length with the crown of glory1 if we but follow the voice of our ,shepherd-,king1 and avoid the walks of disaster and ruin4 ,and to hear ,his voice and to know it we have but to listen to the teachings of ,his ,church1 which will hush to silence our troubled hearts1 and direct our wayward feet into the paths of heavenly peace4 ,but1 like the shepherd's flock1 we have to avoid in our journey through life1 as perils to our safety and spiritual welfare1 not only the false shepherds and teachers and doctrines that surround us on all sides2 but we must also1 to pass to our reward1 actually encounter inevitable evils and fight many necessary battles4 ,many of the paths of life through which we must of necessity pass are hard and difficult1 and full of deadly perils4 ,we must remember that sin has ruined the primeval beauty of our earthly habitation and made our life here below a labor and a toil to the end4 ,we not only come into the world with sin on our souls1 and are thereby exiles from the city of ,god1 but even when our sin is forgiven us the remains of the malady continue as wounds in our nature as long as we live on earth4 ,the deadly guilt is wiped away1 but the effects of the evil remain4 ,and it is chiefly these wounds of our nature1 in ourselves and in others1 that render life's journey1 even when pursued in accordance with the law of ,god1 at times truly difficult and perilous4 ,fidelity to ,god and to ,his law is not always a safeguard against the wickedness of the world and of men2 at times1 in fact1 it is just the contrary4 ,indeed1 is it not a truth that many1 perhaps the majority1 of those who endeavor sincerely to please and to serve ,god must often suffer severely for their very goodness and faithfulness8 ,are they not misunderstood1 and criticised1 and censured8 ,are they not frequently accused of all manner of wrong1 their work disparaged1 and their motives impugned8 ,are not persecution1 and even martyrdom1 often their portion8 ,now all this is the result of sin4 ,those who call into question the deeds and motives of ,god's saints2 those who upbraid1 and criticise1 and impute evil to the sincere1 faithful servants of ,god1 inflicting upon them dire evils1 are but showing the effects of sin in themselves1 are but giving exercise to the evil that rules within them4 ,their particular acts and words may be without present malice1 they may be inwardly persuaded that in reviling and condemning their neighbor and doing him harm1 they are rendering a service to ,god ,himself2 but in so doing they but manifest the effects of earlier sin1 personal1 perhaps1 and original1 which has darkened their understanding and made perverse their moral vision1 so that1 having eyes1 they see not1 having ears1 they hear not1 neither do they understand47#ce7 ,following the corruption of their own nature1 bleeding from the wounds of original sin1 they are prone to blaspheme whatsoever they fail to comprehend27#cf7 and thus it is that they often make life and the world for the servant of ,god a truly perilous sojourn1 a veritable valley of death4 ,this failure to be understood1 this misjudgment of actions1 motives1 deeds1 are doubtless common evils from which1 in a measure1 we all must suffer4 ,but it is also true that the more elevated the life1 the higher its aims1 the loftier the spiritual level on which it proceeds1 the greater the difficulty of its being understood and appreciated by the majority1 who always tread the common paths of mediocrity4 ,a saint is nearly always a disturbance to his immediate surroundings1 he is frequently an annoyance and an irritation to the little circle in which his external life is cast1 simply because he really lives and moves in a sphere which the ordinary life cannot grasp4 ,like a brilliant1 dazzling light that obscures the lesser luminaries1 and is therefore odious to them1 the man of ,god is frequently a disturber to the worldly peace of common men1 his life and works are a living reproach to their life and works2 and hence1 without willing it1 he becomes a menace to their society and is not welcome in their company4 ,worldly1 plotting minds cannot understand the spiritual and the holy2 sinful souls are out of harmony with the virtuous2 the children of darkness cannot find peace with the children of light4 ,and not only is there a lack of sympathy in the worldly-minded for the men and women who are led of ,god1 but there is often positive hatred for them--a hatred which spends itself in actual1 persistent persecution4 ,to be devout1 to refrain from sinful words and sinful deeds1 to shun the vain and dangerous amusements of worldlings1 to attend much to prayer and recollection1 to love the house and worship of ,god1 to be seen often approaching the sacraments and partaking of the bread of life at the communion rail--even these holy acts are sufficient frequently to draw down on the servants of ,god the curse and persecution of a world which knows not what it does4 ,and that which happens individually to the faithful children of ,god takes place on a larger scale with respect to ,god's ,church4 ,the children of this world1 those who have set their heart on temporal things1 or who1 through wilful error have deviated from the right path to things eternal1 never cease from pursuing and persecuting the ,church of ,god4 ,they hate the ,church and attack it unceasingly4 ,like the perverse and blinded ,jews of old who reviled the ,saviour and ,his words and deeds1 who pursued ,him and put ,him to death1 these ever-living and ever-active enemies of light and truth never abate in their fury against the chosen friends of ,christ1 and against ,his holy ,church4 ,but need we be surprised at this8 ,was it not foretold8 ,did not our blessed ,shepherd1 speaking in the beginning to ,his little flock1 warn them that men would deliver them up in councils and scourge them8 ,did ,he not say to them plainly1 8,and you shall be hated by all men for my name's sake2 but he that shall persevere unto the end1 he shall be saved4 ,and when they persecute you in this city1 flee into another4444 ,the disciple is not above the master1 nor the servant above his lord4 ,it is enough for the disciple that he be as his master1 and the servant as his lord4 ,if they have called the good man of the house ,beelzebub1 how much more them of his household407#cg7 ,it happens1 therefore1 that fidelity to ,god1 and careful adherence to the paths of justice and holiness1 can frequently be the occasion of perils and sufferings for us individually1 as they also are the excuse for a vaster persecution of the ,church in general4 ,all holy persons and holy things are signs of contradiction4 ,they are not of the world1 they do not fit in with it2 and between them and the world there will be strife and contention until the renovation comes4 ,but the enemies that lie along the ways of life1 that beset and threaten even the most righteous paths of our pilgrimage1 are not all from without--the most numerous and menacing are perhaps from within4 8,the enemies of a man10 says the inspired writer1 8are those of his own household407#ch7 ,that is to say1 the most potent evils which we suffer1 the chiefest foes to our present and future welfare are from ourselves--our own waywardness1 our tendencies to evil1 our wilfulness1 our self-love and self-seeking1 our own sins4 ,it is from these and like causes that we suffer most4 ,hard and trying it surely is to bear persecutions and contradictions from others2 severe is the strain to nature when1 in the face of our noblest efforts1 proceeding from noblest motives1 we meet with misunderstanding and even condemnation2 but to the upright1 religious heart that is sincerely and truly seeking ,god amid the shadows and pitfalls of life1 the sorest of all trials and the fiercest of all enemies are one's own temptations and passions and inclinations to evil4 ,easier it were to conquer the whole external world of foes1 than to reign supreme over the little world within4 ,of ,alexander the ,great it is said1 that while he actually subdued the whole known world of his time1 he nevertheless yielded in defeat before his own passions4 ,he could overcome his external enemies1 but surrendered miserably in the battle with self4 ,this1 then1 is our greatest warfare1 the struggle with ourselves2 and this our greatest victory1 a triumph over self4 8,if each year10 says the ,imitation1 8we could uproot but one evil inclination1 how soon we should be perfect men607#ci7 ,but it is not for us to be free from enemies and perils1 both from without and from within1 during our earthly sojourn4 ,they are a part of our lot here below1 they are necessarily bound up with the darkened regions through which the ,shepherd must lead his flock2 and hence1 entire safety there shall never be before the journey's end1 until we say farewell to present woes1 and hail 8the happy fields1 where joy forever dwells40 ,in our present state1 therefore1 it is important for us to realize our dangers and to be prepared for conflict4 ,there is no way of escape from crosses1 and perils1 and dreadful battles for all those who wish to win the crown of victory4 ,they must follow the ,shepherd as he leads the way1 and hence our ,lord has said1 8if any man will come after me1 let him take up his cross daily and follow me407#dj7 ,yes1 it is the following of the ,shepherd1 it is his leadership1 his constant presence1 that give comfort to the sheep1 and dispel the dread and fear of perils4 ,and though we pass through the valley and shadow of death1 we need fear no evil1 for ,he is with us4 ,at times1 frequently perhaps1 as we sail the sea of life1 the waves roll over and deluge us so completely that we are all but smothered4 ,the clouds gather1 thick and black1 and overcast the sky of our souls2 the sorrows of death surround us1 and the pains of the pit encompass us27#da7 we are overwhelmed with sadness and plunged in darkness4 ,we think of ,god1 we remember ,him1 but ,he seems afar off4 ,the evil which weighs us down--the pain of body1 the agony of soul1 the sadness and dejection of heart and mind1 8the madness that worketh in the brain10 muffle the voice and all but still the trembling pulse1 and we are not able so much as to lift our drooping heads and tear-dimmed eyes to see the gentle ,shepherd standing faithfully at our side4 ,it is our failure to discern and apprehend ,him that causes extreme agony4 ,if at these times of utter desolation1 when the soul is swept by the winds of sorrow1 we could only raise our eyes and thoughts to ,him1 with faith and hope and child-like trust1 the spell would be broken2 and we should see the clouds lift and part and float away on the wind1 only to let in ,god's cheerful sun to raise the drooping spirit1 and warm and soothe the troubled soul4 ,but it is difficult1 when oppressed by sorrow and affliction1 to lift the heart and mind to things above4 ,nature of itself tends downward1 and unless it has learned to discipline itself and to engage with the enemy in sturdy battle1 it is not yet prepared for life4 ,for the world is a battlefield and life a warfare1 even from a natural point of view1 and only they can hope to win in life's hard contest who have learned to brave the battle1 who have prepared themselves for conflict4 ,but who is ready for the struggle1 and how shall we be able to encounter our foes8 ,left to ourselves and to our own resources1 we shall surely go down in defeat4 ,the opposing forces are too gigantic1 too numerous4 ,they throng from near and from afar4 ,they swarm from within and from without2 from our own nature and from others1 from the world around1 and from our own household2 from those at home1 and from them that are abroad4 ,frequently during life we are1 of a certainty1 encompassed round with perils2 we hardly know where to turn or what to do1 we are breathless with fright2 but even then1 if we have proper faith1 we shall grow calm1 like the shepherd's flock in the midst of devouring animals and beasts of prey1 for our ,saviour and ,shepherd is with us1 and no evil can befall us4 ,even when we think ,him farthest1 ,he is often nearest2 when we think ,him sleeping1 ,his heart is watching4 ,he loves us1 ,his weak and timid sheep2 we are the objects of ,his heart's affection and ever active solicitude2 ,he will not let perish1 if we trust ,him1 the price of ,his precious ,blood4 ,and the training we are to receive1 and the preparation we are to make1 in order worthily and victoriously to engage in the battle of life are nothing1 therefore1 but lessons of love and trust in the constant goodness and faithfulness of our divine ,saviour4 ,unless we viciously drive ,him away by deliberate1 grievous sin1 ,he is really never absent from us1 and least of all when we need ,him most4 ,it is our fault1 if we do not by faith discern ,him1 if we do not feel ,his ever-gracious presence4 ,we need to discipline ourselves in acts and deeds of faith and love1 and then we shall realize that ,he is always near us1 even in the darkness of the shadow of death4 ,we must try to know our ,shepherd1 first of all2 we must endeavor intimately to understand ,him4 ,for to have faith in ,him1 to trust ,him1 to believe in ,his power and goodness1 in ,his overruling care for us and our interests1 presuppose a knowledge of ,him1 just as faith and confidence in an earthly friend follow upon an intimate acquaintance with that friend4 ,but this close knowledge of our ,master1 so necessary to our present peace and future happiness1 will never be ours unless we make ,him our confidant1 unless we accustom ourselves to live in ,his presence1 to look to ,him1 to speak to ,him often1 to listen to ,his gracious direction4 ,and this intimate relationship with our ,saviour1 this habitual communion with ,him1 will enkindle in our souls the fire of love4 ,once we know ,him1 we will trust ,him1 and having faith and confidence in ,him1 we will link our poor lives to ,his divine life by the strong cords of heavenly charity4 ,fear and uncertainty will then be impossible1 even in the darkest hours4 ,it is love1 above all1 that directs our life--love1 indeed1 which is born of knowledge4 ,we do not1 it is true1 love anything before we have some knowledge of it2 this would be an impossibility2 but once the soul has caught the vision1 it is love that drives the life and stimulates and enriches the knowledge4 ,the objects of our affections are the interpreters of our life and actions4 ,if we love the world1 we are led by the world2 if we love ,god1 it is ,god that leads and directs us4 ,where the treasure is1 there will the heart be also27#db7 and where the heart is1 thither will the life make its way4 ,but if ,god is the object of our love1 we shall fear no evil2 for 8,god is charity10 says ,st4 ,john1 8and he that abideth in charity1 abideth in ,god1 and ,god in him 444 ,fear is not in charity2 but perfect charity casteth out fear1 because fear hath pain407#dc7 ,it is only the love of ,god1 therefore1 that will steady our lives1 and bear us up in the thick of tribulations4 ,it is the confident assurance that we1 although so unworthy1 are the objects of divine complacency that awakens in our hearts a return of burning charity1 and enables us to say1 with the ,psalmist1 when the day is darkest 8,the ,lord is my light and salvation2 whom shall ,i fear8 ,the ,lord is the protector of my life2 of whom shall ,i be afraid807#dd7 ,we are not to fear men1 said our ,lord1 who1 when they have destroyed the body1 can do no more27#de7 neither shall we be in dread of our ,master1 if armed with the gift of ,his love1 8for fear hath pain1 but love casteth out fear40 ,rather shall we1 like the martyrs of old1 mindful of the gift of ,god1 go bravely forth to the battle of life1 or to the slaughter1 calmly1 hopefully1 cheerfully4 ,while humbly1 but steadfastly trustful of the ,shepherd that leads us1 we shall not be disturbed or troubled2 the present shall be shorn of its terrors1 the future of its forebodings4 ,this truly is the triumph of life1 when love1 not fear1 has come to rule us4 ,this is the broader1 larger life--the forerunner of life eternal in which our days are passed in calm serenity--in which we press on with undaunted tread1 alike under frowning clouds1 or under a star-lit sky2 alike with the joys of friendship around us1 or alone amidst the graves of the dead4 ,we must not infer from this that the love of ,god which is our strength1 the source of our courage1 will blunt our feelings or harden our lives4 ,it does not seal up the fountain of tears1 or make us insensible to the pains and sorrows of life1 which belong to the lot of all4 ,in a certain sense it is likely true that those suffer most in life who are most united to ,god2 for they feel most the coldness of the world and its desolation1 its want of love and sympathy1 its degradation and its misery4 ,hence it would be a mistake to think that the friends of ,god in this life are either exempted from pain and sorrow1 or made insensible to them1 either in themselves or in others4 ,of these and other evils they are truly more keenly aware than worldly men1 if for no other reason than because of the superior refinement of their nature and the spiritual outlook of their vision4 ,it is sin1 after all1 that hardens while it weakens4 ,sin closes the heart to love1 it renders its victims cold1 unsympathetic and selfish2 whereas the gifts of grace and holiness are tenderness1 mercy1 strength4 ,but though all have to suffer1 both the holy and the unholy1 the difference between them is this1 that the ungodly are borne down and overcome by their sorrows and crosses1 while the spiritual are always triumphing even in the midst of apparent defeat4 ,to the foolish they seem to be vanquished1 yet they conquer2 often they seem on the verge of surrender1 when they emerge in victory2 they seem to die1 when behold they live67#df7 ,the spiritual man1 then1 does suffer2 he suffers in the cause of ,god2 he suffers for others and for himself4 ,more than this1 it is doubtless true that he feels his crosses more keenly1 he grieves more profoundly1 than do the children of the world2 but through it all he remembers his ,saviour and is comforted4 ,he knows that the tribulations of the just are many1 and that from all these the ,lord will soon deliver him17#dg7 and he shall not be confounded forever4 ,,viii4 ,,thy ,,rod ,,and ,,thy ,,staff ,,they ,,comfort ,,me4 ,it is already plain to us that the sorrows and sufferings of the present life are1 without doubt1 the result and consequence of sin4 ,that we should pass our mortal days so full of pain and tears1 that our fellow-man1 that the beasts of the field and the elements1 which we need and use as helpers and servants1 and most of all that our own nature1 with its passions and evil tendencies1 should rise up against us and oppose us1 was assuredly not a part of the original plan4 ,as a wise and all-powerful ,designer and ,creator1 ,god founded the world after a masterful fashion--devoid of evil1 free from defect1 perfect according to the plans framed in ,heaven4 ,the hills and mountains ,he founded and set on their bases2 the streams and rivers and valleys ,he formed1 all rich and lovely1 intended for the comfort and happiness of man2 the blue deep ,he constructed and beautified with its millions of shining wonders2 and in all these stupendous creations1 in all the diverse works of ,his mighty1 omnipotent hands there was in the beginning no trace of fault1 of defect1 of error or sin4 ,the upheaval came when man disobeyed and wrought the commencement of all our woe4 ,and hence it is to man's first disobedience and the fruit of that forbidden tree1 that we owe all the evils from which our nature suffers and to which our flesh is heir4 ,but although we know the source of our sorrows and feel the guilt of our sins1 this does not make our burden lighter or shorten the path of our pilgrimage4 ,we are confronted by the problem of labor and suffering as soon as we enter the world4 ,no one is entirely exempted2 and1 strange as it is1 we see that it frequently happens1 that those are most afflicted who are farthest removed from the wickedness of the world and purest in the sight of ,god4 8,many are the tribulations of the just20 and how true is it that the very fidelity of the servants of ,god is often an occasion of their sufferings6 ,it is not wonderful that sorrow and fear should be the portion of sinners throughout the length of their days1 for 8contrition and unhappiness are in their ways1 and the way of peace they have not known207#dh7 but that all1 even the saints of ,god1 should suffer alike and be oppressed with miseries is1 at first sight1 a problem and a baffling mystery4 ,it is something1 indeed1 to feel in our suffering that we are paying the debt of our sins1 whether personal1 or original1 or both2 it is much to know that our crosses1 severe and inevitable as they are1 are a curb to our wayward nature1 and a restraint against further sins2 it is assuredly a great privilege and a high honor that we1 unworthy and unfaithful servants of our ,master1 should1 through our tears and sorrows and sufferings1 be enabled to conform our poor lives to the tearful and sorrowful life of our ,saviour2 it is a comfort that words cannot tell to be assured by our faith that in the midst of pains and perils the ,shepherd of our souls is ever near to shield1 to guard1 and to save--all this is surely much--enough to encourage and strengthen us daily to take up our cross and joyfully follow our ,redeemer1 even to the hill of ,calvary1 even to the death of the cross4 ,but this is not all4 ,a deeper meaning lies hidden behind the veil of tears1 beneath the cloak of pain and sorrow4 ,the miseries of life are not a mere inheritance1 neither is their value of a purely negative character4 ,we instinctively feel that somehow1 somewhere beyond the scope of mortal ken1 there is a higher explanation and a more valid justification for all the failures and pains and sorrows of life1 than that which appears on the surface of things1 or issues in results that are only negative4 ,suffering for its own sake was never intended2 and we were not made to suffer4 ,we were not created for misery1 but for happiness2 not for failure1 but for victory2 not for death1 but for life2 not for time1 but for eternity4 ,and hence there is a deeper meaning1 a higher explanation for all the failures and miseries of the present life than those that are apparent to the casual observer4 ,in the title of this chapter the ,psalmist1 referring to the shepherd's care for his sheep1 says3 8,thy rod and thy staff1 they comfort me40 ,the staff the shepherd uses1 as already explained1 is to assist the sheep along their perilous journeys1 and the rod to protect them in case of attack4 ,the rod and the staff are necessary for the welfare of the flock1 necessary to guide and shield them in their wanderings1 and to bring them safely home4 ,so too1 it is with us1 the children of ,god4 ,to be properly protected and guided to our happy end we have need of the rod of affliction and adversity1 and likewise of the staff of mercy4 ,although human miseries--pain1 poverty1 suffering and death--are1 as we know1 the consequences1 just and equitable1 of original sin1 it is a shortsighted faith and a defective vision that find in these crosses only chastisement for sin4 ,truly1 they should not have been1 had we never sinned2 but as ,god1 in ,his mercy1 draws good out of evil1 so has ,he made these inevitable results of our transgression serve a higher purpose and minister to noble ends4 ,the ,saviour came that we might have life1 that we might progress and advance to ever fuller and more abundant life47#di7 ,his aim1 and the aim and purpose of ,his heavenly ,father1 since the very dawn of our creation1 has been to lead us to happiness--to perfect1 abundant1 eternal happiness4 ,it would be of little account to be happy here1 unless we are also to rejoice eternally4 ,it would be a poor exchange and a paltry satisfaction1 to be present at the feasts of men1 only to forfeit our place at the banquet of angels4 ,but our heavenly reward and our celestial crown are to be merited and won here below2 they are to follow upon our earthly labors4 8,only he shall be crowned10 says ,st4 ,paul1 8who has legitimately engaged in the battle407#ej7 ,and did not the ,master say ,himself1 8,let him who wishes to come after me deny himself and take up his cross and follow me807#ea7 ,did ,he not declare that we must die to live8 that we must surrender our life here1 if we would keep it eternally8 8,amen1 amen1 ,i say to you1 unless the grain of wheat falling into the ground die1 itself remaineth alone4 ,but if it die it bringeth forth much fruit4 ,he that loveth his life shall lose it2 and he that hateth his life in this world1 keepeth it unto life eternal407#eb7 ,we cannot serve two masters1 we cannot serve ,god and mammon4 ,if we would seek to avoid all pain and sorrow1 and spend our lives in the pleasures of sense1 we must be prepared to forego the future joys of the soul2 if we would pass our days indulging the flesh and chasing the phantoms of time1 we must needs make ready for the death of the spirit and the forfeit of all that is lasting4 ,we have no choice1 then2 if we would succeed eternally1 we must follow the way of the cross4 ,this is the only way to life--to that abundant1 celestial life which our ,creator has wished us to live4 ,and it is the bearing of our cross1 patiently and resignedly to the will of ,god1 together with our other good works1 that enables us to merit1 in so far as we can1 the joys of the kingdom of ,heaven4 ,but the sufferings and labors1 so inevitable and necessary to our earthly state1 which serve as a means to supernal rewards1 have still another1 deeper meaning1 and serve another purpose4 ,we cannot evade them1 we must encounter them4 ,they are not only unavoidable1 but necessary to our dearest interests1 as we see1 since they are strewn as thorns and brambles all along the narrow way that leads to eternal life4 ,we cannot choose them or lay them aside at will4 ,we may1 indeed1 if we be foolish and impious enough1 refuse to walk the narrow way of the just and choose the broad road that leadeth to destruction2 but we shall not even thus escape the pains and perils inseparable from this mortal life4 ,or again1 we may1 in our folly1 rebel against the crosses and labors that confront and pursue us2 but whether we go this way or that1 whether we will it or not1 we can no more eschew all the evils of life than escape from the air that we breathe4 ,the pressure1 it is true1 is not always upon us2 we are not1 without ceasing1 weighed down by our labors and groaning to be delivered from the body of this death4 ,there is interruption1 there is passing pleasure1 a rift in the clouds and a smile of the sunshine even for the darkest and poorest life4 ,and yet withal1 we know and we are conscious that we are ever under the sentence of death1 that life is a fleeting shadow1 that like 8,a flash of the lightning1 a break of the wave1 ,man passes from life to his rest in the grave40 ,there is no evading the conclusion1 therefore1 that the days of man in this world are few and full of miseries4 8,the life of man upon earth is a warfare1 and his days are like the days of a hireling4 ,he cometh forth like a flower1 and is destroyed1 and fleeth as a shadow407#ec7 8,for all flesh is as grass1 and all the glory thereof as the flower of grass4 ,the grass is withered1 and the flower thereof is fallen away407#ed7 ,to the natural man all this is appalling1 and how frequently it finds its solution in unbridled self-indulgence1 in mental unbalance1 and self-destruction6 ,but the saints1 and all the truly wise1 have viewed the problem of human suffering in a vastly different light4 ,they have discerned it1 first of all1 as really distinctive of the road to ,heaven1 and as essentially pertaining to the royal way of the cross4 ,they have understood that it extinguishes the wrath of the heavenly ,father1 that it atones for sin and makes the soul conformable to our suffering ,saviour1 and therefore have they loved it4 ,and more than this1 those who have been led by the wisdom of ,god have found1 not only that the crosses of life are essentially connected with the way of salvation1 but that by them and through them alone we are often positively driven to ,god4 ,we may try to avoid them1 and at times1 perhaps1 succeed2 we may flee from them or endeavor to still the voice of their pain2 or1 when unable to escape them1 we may1 in our wrath and desperation1 rise up against them and rebuke them3 but they persistently remain1 they continue to haunt1 as if to woo and to win us to penetrate their deeper meaning1 and discover the treasure that in them lies concealed4 ,the very breakdown of human things1 the severing of human ties and relationships1 the loss of health and wealth1 of treasures and friends1 and of all that life holds dear1 are really meant1 in the deepest sense1 to drive us to the divine4 ,this is the meaning of those tears and sorrows1 those pains and sufferings1 that loneliness1 that grief1 that agony of heart and soul which belong to this world of tears4 ,all these are intended to teach us that here below1 on this crumbling shore of time1 we have no abiding city1 or home1 or life1 or love2 but seek a city1 a home1 a life1 a love that hath foundations1 whose builder and maker is ,god47#ee7 ,we need ,god1 we were made for ,god1 and our nature1 with all its longings and powers1 cries out for ,him4 ,and therefore has ,god so arranged the world1 in spite of all its evils1 and in spite of all our sinfulness1 that1 if we do not prevent it1 it will lead us out to happiness--lead us out to ,himself4 ,it was our sin that despoiled the face of the world2 but ,god1 in ,his mercy1 has drawn good out of evil1 ,he has made the effects of sin minister to our advantage1 if we will but have it so4 ,we may1 forsooth1 refuse1 because we are free2 we may object1 and rebel1 and oppose our lot2 we may take our destiny out of the hands of our ,creator and attempt to shape it for ourselves2 we may deride and despise the humble1 the lowly of heart1 the patient1 the mortified and the suffering2 we may upbraid the ,providence of ,god and its workings1 and refuse to submit to the rule of the ,creator2 we may hold in derision and contempt the little band that is sweetly marching the way of the cross1 preferring for ourselves the company of the multitude that knows not ,god--all this can we do1 because we are free2 but if such be our choice1 and if we persevere in it1 our portion is fixed1 and we shall have at last only to say with the wicked3 8,therefore we have erred from the way of truth1 and the light of justice hath not shined unto us1 and the sun of understanding hath not risen upon us4 ,we wearied ourselves in the way of iniquity and destruction1 and have walked through hard ways1 but the way of the ,lord we have not known4 ,what hath pride profited us8 or what advantage hath the boasting of riches brought us8 ,all those things are passed away like a shadow1 and like a post that runneth on407#ef7 ,sufferings1 therefore1 are common to all1 to the good and the bad1 to the wise and the foolish1 to the children of light and to the children of darkness4 ,but only those who are directed by grace and light from above are able to pierce the deeper meaning of the cross4 ,all have to bear it1 but not all understand it2 all feel the weight of it1 but all do not know the power of it4 ,like fortune1 it knocks at every door1 into every heart it endeavors to enter and make known its deeper significance1 its hidden secrets1 lest any of us should suffer in vain1 and our lives be altogether a failure4 ,to be able to suffer patiently and gladly for ,god's sake1 is thus a great wisdom2 it is a sign of future blessedness4 ,it is the wisdom of ,god1 which is foolishness to men4 8,if thou hadst the science of all the astronomers10 says ,eternal ,wisdom2 8if thou couldst speak and discourse about ,god as fully and well as all angels and men2 if thou alone were as learned as the whole body of doctors2 all this would not bestow on thee so much holiness of life as if1 in the afflictions that come upon thee1 thou art able to be resigned to ,me and to abandon thyself to ,me4 ,the former is common to good and bad1 but the latter belongs to ,my elect alone40 ,we know that our ,saviour took upon ,himself the cross of sorrow and suffering1 not alone that ,he might satisfy for our transgressions and be our ransom from bondage1 but also that ,he might be unto us an example and a leader4 ,and knowing that our unfaithfulness had incurred severest maladies from which none could escape1 ,he bore our infirmities and carried our sorrows for us1 in order that we1 in our time1 might bear our inevitable afflictions for ,his sake1 for love of ,him1 and thereby attain to unending glory with ,him4 8,for the spirit himself giveth testimony to our spirit1 that we are the sons of ,god4 ,and if sons1 heirs also2 heirs1 indeed of ,god1 and joint heirs with ,christ3 yet so1 if we suffer with him1 that we may be also glorified with him407#eg7 8,if you partake of the sufferings of ,christ10 says ,st4 ,peter1 8rejoice that when his glory shall be revealed1 you may also be glad with exceeding joy407#eh7 ,the chains of sorrow which bind us here below1 our ,shepherd thus would turn to golden cords of love1 which draw and hold us to ,himself4 ,we cannot1 as we see1 ascend to ,heaven1 rise to blessedness1 except by the way of the cross4 ,and our degree of glory in ,heaven1 the eternal happiness which we shall enjoy1 will be in proportion to the degree of charity or love of ,god which our souls possess at death2 and this divine charity1 which is to measure our future beatitude1 is acquired and augmented by faithfully doing the will of ,god--by patiently and lovingly bearing the cross of life4 ,sacrifice is the test of love4 ,and hence the more we do and suffer for ,christ's sake1 the more we prove our love for ,him and the greater shall be our happiness in the kingdom of ,his ,father4 ,all holy writers1 all the masters of the spiritual life agree in teaching that ,god particularly chastises those whom ,he loves with a special love4 ,he proves the elect to find if they are worthy of ,himself47#ei7 ,he does not spare them now1 that ,he may spare them hereafter2 ,he tries them for a time1 that ,he may reward them forever2 ,he seems harsh with them here1 during the time of probation1 only that ,he may draw them closer to ,himself everlastingly4 ,the devoted friends of ,god and the ardent lovers of things spiritual have deeply pondered these momentous truths4 ,they have realized that our days here1 though few and fast-flying1 are really to determine our lot and condition throughout the eternal years4 ,they have known that the passing present is the price of the lasting future2 that this is the seeding time1 and hereafter the harvest4 ,and because our future happiness is to be in accord with our merits here acquired1 jealously have they sought and embraced every present occasion to increase their merits and their worthiness for the glory that is to come4 ,this is why they have loved the cross1 the symbol of salvation1 the emblem of victory2 this1 too1 is why they have felt disturbed and full of fear when the cross was absent from them4 ,unlike the unenlightened sufferer1 who sees only punishment in his pains1 the saints of ,god have ever accepted their crosses as a sign of special love1 a divine visitation1 a preparation for the great communion4 ,we see now how it is that the rod of chastisement and the staff of mercy are able to give joy and comfort to ,god's chosen friends2 and thus are they designed to console and comfort everyone who is truly led by faith and love4 ,sufferings are really a blessing1 but the eye of faith alone discerns it4 ,they keep us from present pleasures1 from hurtful occasions1 from alluring vanities2 they direct us into the way of salvation1 they drive us to ,god1 they increase the glory of our eternal blessedness4 ,what are the trials of earth when compared with the joys of ,heaven8 ,rather1 how precious are they6 since1 if we use them aright1 they lead us out into a higher life1 to a closer friendship with ,god4 ,and if1 through the mercy of our heavenly ,father1 we permit the cross to lead us to ,his knees and enrich our lives with ,his love1 who can speak its infinite value8 ,what treasure can be likened to it8 ,surely nothing that we know can surpass it in worth4 ,we might1 indeed1 enjoy all that life can give2 we might possess all riches1 all health1 all success2 we might have honor1 fame1 glory1 power2 the praise and love of men1 the treasures of earthly friendship and earthly affection--the whole world we might gain and enjoy2 but if through all these1 or in spite of all1 we should not be led to the love and friendship of ,god1 we should know only vanity1 and life for us would in its issue be nothing but a dismal failure4 ,but if1 on the contrary1 through the sufferings and losses1 the deficiencies and limitations of life1 we have been led to make ,god our dearest friend1 if we have been taught1 by the coldness and harshness of men1 to take refuge in ,his love1 how blessed are we6 how cheaply the purchase has been made1 even though it has meant the loss of every passing good1 of all that the world can give1 even the pouring out of our own life's blood6 ,teach me1 ,o my ,master1 in the day of sorrow and tribulation1 to understand the meaning of the cross1 to know the value of my sufferings1 to grasp the power and the secret of ,thy rod and ,thy staff4 ,assist me to see ,thee through the darkness that surrounds me2 and give me to feel1 in the midst of loneliness and perils1 amid pain and desolation1 the nearness to my soul of ,thy loving-kindness1 and the strength of ,thy merciful presence4 ,,ix4 ,,thou ,,spreadest ,,before ,,me ,a ,,table ,,in ,,the ,,presence ,,of ,,mine ,,enemies4 ,in the preceding verses of the ,shepherd ,psalm the ,psalmist has described the constant care of the shepherd for his sheep--the rest and refreshment1 the protection and comfort he provides for them4 ,and now1 in the present verse1 he speaks of a feast he has prepared for them1 which is to be likened to a bountiful banquet--a banquet which they are to enjoy1 a feast which they are to consume1 in the sight of their enemies1 in the presence of the evils that afflict them4 ,he refers1 at first1 to the manner of preparing or spreading a table in the ,orient4 ,often the custom of olden times was not much different from that which prevails among the ,arabs even today4 ,to prepare a table means with them simply to spread a skin or a cloth or a mat on the ground4 ,and it is to this kind of table that the ,psalmist refers when he sings of the feast of the sheep4 ,he means nothing more than that he has provided for his flock in the face of their enemies a rich pasture1 a spreading slope1 where they shall feed with contentment and peace1 in spite of the evils that surround them4 ,but the quiet and peace which the sheep enjoy1 while partaking of their spread-out banquet1 are entirely owing to the protecting presence of the shepherd4 ,and it frequently happens that here again the utmost skill and diligence of the shepherd are called into play in thus securing the peace and safety of his flock4 ,the most abundant pastures are many times interspersed with noxious weeds and plants1 which1 if eaten1 would sicken and poison the herd2 while around the feeding places and grazing grounds very often lie hid1 in thickets and holes and caves in the hillsides1 wild animals1 such as jackals1 wolves and panthers1 ready to spring out1 at the critical moment1 and devour the innocent sheep4 ,the shepherd is aware of all these evils and enemies of his tender flock2 and he goes ahead and prepares the way1 avoiding the poisonous grasses1 and driving away1 or slaying1 if need be1 the beasts that menace the peace and security of the pasture4 ,the evils are not entirely dispelled1 but only sufficiently removed or held in check so as not to imperil the flock4 ,such is the table prepared for the sheep by their provident and watchful shepherd2 and such is the feast of which they partake with quiet joy in the sight and presence of their enemies4 ,but1 as just said1 the tranquil joy which is theirs comes not from the fact that danger has been all removed1 nor from the fact that they have become hardened and used to its presence4 ,they know it is always near2 and they are conscious1 as far as animals can be1 of their own utter helplessness1 if left to themselves1 to survive an attack of their powerful enemies4 ,but they do not fear1 they are not disturbed or anxious1 solely for the reason that they feel their shepherd is present1 and they know he will guard and protect them4 ,hence the ,psalmist is speaking for the sheep when he says to the shepherd with a tone of confident joy1 8,thou spreadest before me a table in the presence of mine enemies40 ,the spiritual meaning of this1 like the other verses of the ,shepherd ,psalm1 is peculiarly descriptive of our ,lord1 the ,good ,shepherd of human souls4 ,he1 in a manner altogether divine1 precedes ,his elect1 and prepares them the way of salvation4 ,he does not deliver them from enemies and dangers1 which would be unnatural in the present state1 but ,he makes use of evils1 as said before1 to increase the perfection of ,his chosen souls4 ,gradually1 step by step1 from a natural ,he leads them to a higher state--from diffidence to trust1 from fear to love1 from sorrow and anguish to peace and joy4 ,the change in the soul is rarely at once and immediate2 it does not come of a sudden4 ,at first it is difficult and repugnant to nature to find joy in sorrow and pleasure in pain1 to see gladness in tears and rest in disturbance1 to find peace in the midst of our enemies2 but ,god1 in ,his omnipotent goodness1 so disposes and provides for the souls of ,his elect that sooner or later they penetrate to the meaning of things1 and find there their hidden treasure4 ,when the fabric of life itself has crumbled to its native dust1 when friends have gone and charms departed1 when the very earth we tread seems trembling beneath our feet1 and every dream of earthly bliss is fled1 when enemies sit where loved ones sat1 and the heart has all but ceased to beat1 then is the acceptable time and propitious moment1 for the devout and faithful soul1 that has washed its garments in the blood of the ,lamb1 to look up to ,heaven with expectant joy4 ,the thrilling vision of eternal love so much desired1 so long perhaps delayed1 is then1 indeed1 about to dawn4 ,the sweetness of ,god and the peace of ,his spirit are not to be found in the market place1 nor in the noise and clamor of the busy street4 ,it is not at the banquets of earthly kings that we taste of the joys of the ,saviour's feast4 ,it is not amid honors and riches and the pleasures of sense that the calm dews of ,heaven refresh the soul4 ,we were made for a higher friendship1 for a more intimate union1 for a sweeter companionship than any that earth can provide4 ,and it is only when the door has been shut to the outer world1 when the vanities of time have ceased to be sought1 that the soul is ready for the wedding garment1 and able to prepare for the marriage feast4 ,it is in the inner sanctuary and alone1 divested of fleshy trammels and freed from the bondage of earthly attachments1 that the soul is able to meet its ,god and hold intimate converse with ,him4 ,there are few1 comparatively1 out of the multitude of souls that are called to the feast which is spread for them1 that ever sit down at the ,master's table4 ,many are invited1 and the servant is sent out at the hour of supper to say to them that were called1 that all things are ready1 and that they should come2 but they tarry1 they are not ready1 they begin to make excuses and wish to be held excused4 ,some are entangled in perishable riches and cannot leave their possessions2 others are preoccupied with worldly affairs and must not neglect their business2 still others are pursuing the pleasures of earth1 and have no time for the things of ,heaven4 ,but the feast is not for these1 after all4 ,the ,master invites them1 ,he calls them1 ,he sends ,his ministers in search of them1 ,he reproves and chides them1 ,he thunders against them to make them hear and obey2 but they will not come1 they shall never taste of ,his banquet4 ,he has not spread a table for the proud1 the haughty1 the arrogant2 ,he cannot meet in loving communion the worldly1 the sensuous1 the lovers of ease and hurtful pleasures4 ,such as these are not prepared to meet ,him2 they would be out of place and ill at ease in ,his company1 they do not like ,his society47#fj7 ,to be able to come to the ,master and to sit at ,his feast there is need of preparation4 ,the garments of the world must be changed for the garments of ,heaven1 the ways of men must be made to yield to the ways of ,god4 ,for what is wisdom with men is foolishness with ,god17#fa7 the weak things of earth are the strong things of ,heaven1 the outcast of the world are the chosen of the ,father ,almighty4 ,and hence our ,saviour under the figure of the master in the parable who prepared a great supper1 says of all those who will not hear ,him1 who neglect ,his divine inspirations and despise the call of ,his ministers1 that they shall never taste of ,his feast4 ,but who1 then1 shall sit down at ,his table8 for whom has ,he prepared the banquet8 ,he tells us ,himself1 that those who shall partake of ,his supper are the lowly1 the humble1 the poor1 the lame1 and the blind2 the despised of men and the outcast of the people2 those who have known sorrow and suffering and penance1 who have found the way of the cross and embraced it2 who1 for the kingdom of ,heaven and the love of ,christ crucified1 have given up father1 and mother1 and wife1 and children1 and brethren and sisters2 yea1 and their own life also1 that they might inherit everlasting crowns that fade not away47#fb7 ,st4 ,paul was one of these masterful spirits1 who surrendered all that he had1 all that he prized most dearly for love of ,christ and ,his service4 8,the things that were gain to me10 he says1 8the same have ,i counted loss for ,christ4 ,furthermore1 ,i count all things to be but loss for the excellent knowledge of ,jesus ,christ my ,lord1 for whom ,i have suffered the loss of all things1 and count them but as waste1 that ,i may gain ,christ407#fc7 ,what a struggle1 too1 was that which ,st4 ,augustine describes1 speaking of his own conversion6 ,the parting with those sinful delights which had hitherto held him in chains was like the forfeiture of all he possessed1 and it seemed to him that life thereafter would not be worth living2 yet he generously and vigorously gave them up that ,christ might become his possession4 ,he has also described for us the change4 8,how sweet10 he says1 8did it at once become to me to want the sweetness of those trifles1 which to lose had been my fear1 but which to have lost was now a joy6 ,thou didst cast them forth from me1 oh ,thou true and highest sweetness6 ,thou didst cast them forth1 and in their stead didst enter in ,thyself1 sweeter than all pleasure607#fd7 ,it is such as these1 heroic souls1 who for the sake of ,god and ,his kingdom1 have made the world their enemy1 that compose the company of the elect4 ,and for these alone it is that the ,shepherd of souls has spread a table of rest and peace1 even in this life1 of which they partake in the sight of their enemies1 in the presence of those who think evil of them1 who despise and deride them1 in the sight of the world which hates them4 ,these holy souls1 the elect of ,god1 whom the ,father has chosen for ,himself1 have learned1 through the trials and losses of life1 the lessons of peace and detachment which crosses are intended to teach4 ,they have learned1 by exclusion and retirement from worldly festivities and pernicious delights1 to draw near to ,god1 out of love for ,his beauty and mercy1 or if only to ease their breaking hearts and dispel the loneliness of their forsaken lives4 ,in the words of the ,psalmist1 they have tasted and seen that the ,lord is sweet1 and that there is no one like unto ,god47#fe7 ,with the image of the ,crucified before their eyes and conscious of the presence of their loving ,shepherd1 they greet with delight the sufferings that oppress them1 and they feast in peace in the presence of their enemies4 ,they know that all is arranged or permitted by the hand that guards them1 and by the ,one that loves them2 and1 though ,he slay them1 yet will they trust ,him47#ff7 ,for what can happen to those that love ,god8 what evil can befall them8 ,angels have charge over them to keep them in all their ways47#fg7 ,it is confidence1 therefore1 in their ,saviour and ,god that gives peace and tranquillity to the souls of the just4 ,to know ,him1 to love ,him1 to trust ,him1 to dwell in ,his presence and to please ,him1 throughout all the vicissitudes and evils of life1 are the objects of their constant actions and the highest aspirations of their fervid souls4 ,confident of the favor and protection of ,god1 and rooted in ,his love1 they despise all pain and the threats of men2 and in the midst of the battle of life they rejoice in a peace of mind and soul of which the worldling cannot dream4 ,the pasture in which they feed1 the banquet of which they partake are nothing else than the love and friendship of ,god which nourishes and refreshes their spirits when to every mortal eye they seem destitute1 abandoned and alone4 ,and this peace of ,god1 which surpasseth all understanding17#fh7 develops in souls truly spiritual a habit of mind and a character of life that even here below partake of the stability and calm sense of victory which1 in their perfection1 belong only to the state of the blessed in ,heaven4 ,they feel that all things are possible to them through ,him that strengtheneth them17#fi7 and that no temporal affliction1 no power of man or any creature shall wrest from them the feast which they enjoy4 ,and hence they are able to ask1 in the confident words of the ,apostle1 8,who shall separate us from the love of ,christ8 ,shall tribulation1 or distress1 or famine1 or nakedness2 or danger1 or persecution1 or the sword 444 ,in all these things we overcome1 because of him that hath loved us4 ,therefore we are sure that neither death1 nor life1 nor angels1 nor principalities1 nor powers1 nor things present1 nor things to come1 nor might1 nor height1 nor depth1 nor any other creature1 shall be able to separate us from the love of ,god1 which is in ,christ ,jesus1 our ,lord407#gj7 ,x4 ,,thou ,,anointest ,,my ,,head ,,with ,,oil2 ,,my ,,cup ,,runneth ,,over4 ,in these words the ,psalmist alludes to one of the most touching offices performed by the good shepherd towards his sheep4 ,the day is drawing to a close1 the golden orb of light has sunk to rest1 and the shadows are creeping up the hills4 ,the hush of night is falling round1 and the shepherd must gather his flock into the fold4 ,the labors1 the journeys1 the trials1 the wanderings of the day are over1 and now comes the time for rest4 ,it is a scene full of peace1 and the sheep greet its approach with feelings of restful anticipation4 ,many of them are foot-sore and lame2 many have received bruises and scratches during the journeyings of the day2 some have gaping and bleeding wounds from the attacks of wild beasts2 while others are simply tired out and exhausted from the long walks and steep climbing of hills4 ,the shepherd knows all this1 and before leading them into rest he takes care to see that the wounds of all are dressed and soothed1 so that nothing shall disturb the sweet repose of their sleep4 ,for this purpose he stands at the door of the fold as the sheep pass in4 ,he has olive oil and cedar-tar to use as healing ointments for their wounds1 and he has cool1 refreshing water for those that are worn and weary4 ,lovingly and tenderly he regards each member1 as one by one they enter into rest2 and they that are wounded or over-weary he holds back with his rod1 till their scars and sores are duly cared for and made ready for the night's repose4 ,how closely these offices performed for the sheep by the shepherd resemble the care of our ,father and ,saviour providing at the end for the souls that ,he loves6 ,he has been with them all through life1 leading1 guiding1 guarding1 shepherding them at all times1 going before them with the blessings of goodness4 ,and when at length the end approaches1 they feel the need of ,his loving-kindness perhaps more than ever before4 ,like the shepherd's flock1 their needs are many and various4 ,some souls there are who1 through the special grace of ,god1 are able to pass their lives in innocence and holiness1 living in the world1 yet not of it1 dwelling in the midst of men and in the sight of their wickedness and sin1 yet undefiled withal1 beautiful witnesses of the power and love of ,him that strengthens and preserves them4 ,but the majority are not thus favored4 ,notwithstanding all their graces1 they have been subject to falls--perhaps to many grievous falls2 they have suffered many wounds and bruises1 they have had many tears to shed4 ,multitudes there are1 in fact1 who come down to the verge of life1 to the very gate of death1 sin-stained1 racked and wounded1 their life blood ebbing out through sores and wounds which they themselves have made by wilful open friendship with sin and vice1 the deadly foes of their souls4 ,we have many varying examples of these straying souls4 ,there is the type of ,mary ,magdalen1 of ,st4 ,peter1 of ,st4 ,paul1 of ,st4 ,augustine1 who passed a portion1 brief or prolonged1 of their mortal days far from the ,father's home1 feeding on the husks of swine2 but who1 while yet in the vigor of life1 felt the touch of the merciful hand and heard the sound of the loving voice1 leading them1 calling them back to ,god1 back to the 8beauty ever ancient and ever new40 ,such souls as these1 it is true1 constitute one class of erring1 but repenting sinners2 but there is another class whose plight is far more pitiable4 ,they are those long-delayed1 but finally repentant sinners1 men and women who have lived their lives away from the ,church and its sacraments1 who have grown old and gray in the sins of their youth1 and now1 at the last1 when death is coming1 are moved1 by a special grace from ,heaven1 to weep for their sins and wasted years before they enter their eternal abode4 ,for each and all of these how important it is that the ,shepherd should stand at the door of the fold and bind up their wounds with ,his tender grace before they pass through the portals of death6 ,scarred and wayward children1 victims of evil circumstances1 creatures of vanity and of folly1 they realize at the end how impotent they are1 how helpless in the presence of the coldness of death to redeem or make sure the years that are fled1 unless ,he draw near and assist them who has sustained them in life1 and who is at once the author and the master of both life and death6 ,but for all1 without exception1 the need of the ,shepherd is imperative at the end4 ,the victory1 the happy issue of life's struggle1 8is not of him that willeth1 nor of him that runneth1 but of ,god that sheweth mercy407#ga7 ,all may run1 all may strive1 indeed1 for the prize of eternal life1 but none can be sure1 short of the mercy of ,god1 that he will be saved2 none can merit this crowning glory of life4 ,whether young or old1 whether favored or neglected1 whether innocent or guilty1 whether the life has been dowered with special blessings and never known the stain of grievous sin1 or whether it has been eked out amidst deepest misery and defiled with hateful crimes1 the same uncertainty for all remains as to the manner in which the end shall come4 ,men may reason and conjecture1 from what they see and know1 that this one or that is in ,god's favor1 and shall so persevere to the end2 that the members of a certain family1 or class1 or station in life1 are sure to be saved1 and shall never fall short2 but that those of another class or condition shall1 on the contrary1 die as they have lived1 in the filth of their sins1 to be forever in torment4 ,but these are the reasonings of men1 which are of no avail in the sight of ,god4 ,it is only the ,father in ,heaven who knows the elect4 ,he alone is able to tell who shall remain to be crowned1 and who is to be condemned4 ,perseverance is a gratuitous gift of ,god1 we cannot merit it4 ,all our good actions and holy deeds1 which are performed in the state of grace and out of a motive of charity1 do1 it is true1 merit a reward in ,heaven1 they tend to increase our blessedness hereafter2 but just as it is not in our power to merit the first grace1 by which we are raised from a state of sin1 so are we utterly unable to do anything which shall secure for a certainty the final grace1 by which alone we can be saved4 ,wherefore the ,preacher said3 8,all these things have ,i considered in my heart1 that ,i might carefully understand them3 there are just men and wise men1 and their works are in the hand of ,god2 and yet man knoweth not whether he be worthy of love or hatred4 ,but all things are kept uncertain for the time to come1 because all things equally happen to the just and to the wicked1 to the good and to the evil1 to the clean and to the unclean1 to him that offereth victims1 and to him that despiseth sacrifices4 ,as the good is1 so also is the sinner2 as the perjured1 so he also that sweareth truth407#gb7 ,this uncertainty as to the end of life1 and of the gift of final perseverance1 all holy souls have felt4 ,to die in the friendship of ,god1 and thence to enjoy ,his presence forever1 is a gift of so transcendent a nature1 so far above our natural powers and utmost deserts that no creature1 which can at all conceive it1 would dare claim it as a right4 ,it was this conviction that made the saints tremble to think of it4 ,this it was that prompted ,st4 ,paul to admonish the ,philippians to work out their salvation with fear and trembling17#gc7 and that also evoked from the same ,apostle those candid words concerning himself3 8,i chastise my body1 and bring it into subjection2 lest1 perhaps1 when ,i have preached to others1 ,i myself should become a castaway407#gd7 ,and have we not sometimes witnessed instances which1 so far as man can judge1 give ground for this fear as to perseverance1 and emphasize the great truth that to die in ,god's favor is1 indeed1 a singular and a gratuitous gift8 ,how many have we not known who started well1 but terminated ill6 ,how many are innocent and holy in youth and give every promise of splendid manhood1 but fade and drop1 like poisoned flowers1 ere the age of maturity has dawned6 ,how many are able to pass through the most critical period of their lives1 unshaken and undefiled1 full of faith1 hope1 love1 purity2 but who1 when the age of security is thought to have come1 lose the grip which seemed so firm1 turn to evil1 yield to vicious habits1 and die reprobates of ,god6 ,look at ,king ,solomon6 ,who was ever more promising than he in his youth8 ,who ever gave fairer prospects of continued holiness and of a beautiful end8 ,he was so lovely1 so amiable1 so favored of ,god in the morning of life2 graced with such high perfections1 not knowing evil1 a stranger to vice1 a lover of sanctity1 of wisdom1 and of grace4 ,it would seem that he could never fall--he who was the object of such unwonted favors1 who dwelt so supremely in the smile of ,heaven4 ,but lo1 and behold the end of him who had received so many graces1 who chose wisdom as his handmaid that he might be guided aright6 ,behold that youthful figure1 so full of promise and goodly hope1 praying to ,god that he might never deviate from the ways of grace2 and then see the gray-haired apostate tottering to the grave1 borne down by the weight of his sins and of his years6 ,and how many more there have been1 like ,king ,saul1 like ,renan and ,voltaire1 and numerous others that we ourselves perhaps have known1 who were great and good in youth1 and for a term of years1 but whose end was a miserable failure6 ,our perseverance1 then1 or the favor to die in the state of grace1 is not of ourselves1 not the reward of our efforts1 or of our good works1 8but of ,god that sheweth mercy40 ,we must do all in our power to merit eternal life2 we must press on to the mark1 waging ceaseless battle in behalf of ,god and of our souls1 even to the last moment2 but for the happy end of it all we must perforce rely on the tender mercy of ,god4 ,this is why our ,lord1 before ,he departed from earth1 prayed to ,his heavenly ,father for ,his disciples3 8,holy ,father1 keep them in ,thy name whom ,thou hast given me2 444 ,i pray not that thou shouldst take them out of the world2 but that thou shouldst keep them from evil407#ge7 ,this same truth the ,psalmist also had in mind when he prayed3 8,perfect thou my goings in thy paths1 that my footsteps be not moved407#gf7 ,it is this appalling uncertainty about the end and outcome of life1 together with our own inability to make them secure1 that makes death so terrible to the minds and thoughts of multitudes1 even of ,christians and well-living persons4 ,they fear to fall into the hands of the living ,god4 ,for them the present life may be not so attractive2 on the contrary1 it is likely replete with pain and toil2 but somehow they wish to linger here1 preferring that which is certain1 although so miserable1 to that which is doubtful1 perhaps awful and irreparable4 ,so long as they continue in this present world there is chance for change1 there is hope of improvement4 ,but when death intervenes1 and the soul is removed to the other life1 all hopes of change are swept away1 and the lot of the soul is fixed for eternity4 ,there is1 of course1 a fear of death which is altogether natural4 ,many dread death who pretend not to believe in a future life1 or even in the existence of ,god4 ,and many there are whose lives are holy1 and who have not whereof they ought to fear1 but for whom1 nevertheless1 the very thought of death is fraught with all manner of terrors4 ,as some are naturally afraid in the absence of light1 and tremble with fear at being alone in a dark and lonely dwelling1 or spot1 or place1 so there are many who1 without assignable reason1 other than a native tendency1 are appalled at the thought of death4 ,but when all due allowances have been made for the uncertainty of final perseverance1 and for the anxiety arising from natural temperament1 it seems not too much to say that1 for the most part1 the fear and dread of death which haunts so many ,christians can be reduced to two causes3 a defect of faith or a love of the world4 ,it is one of these causes1 or both of them together1 which alone can explain1 in the majority of cases1 why such numbers of ,christians and ,catholics are unwilling to surrender the present life1 and are disturbed at the very thought of dying4 ,either they do not realize by faith the surpassing glories of the life beyond--doubting its reality1 questioning its nature1 misunderstanding the goodness and mercy of ,god2 or else they are so attached to the present existence that all serious thought and desire for a better life are excluded from their minds and hearts4 ,fenelon says that the condition of our spiritual life is indicated by the answers we give to the following questions3 8,do ,i love to think of ,god8 ,am ,i willing to suffer for ,god8 ,does my desire to be with ,him destroy my fear of death80 ,we do not fear to meet or to be with one whom we really love1 for 8love casteth out fear40 ,there is no dread at the coming of the parent or friend whom we truly love1 unless1 perchance1 we have offended him1 and lack full faith that we have been forgiven and reinstated in his favor and friendship4 ,so it is with ,god4 ,if we are unwilling to meet ,him1 or filled with fear at the approach of ,his coming1 it seems of a certainty that our faith is at fault4 ,why should we not wish to meet ,him who has made us1 who loves us1 who has washed away our sins with ,his own blood1 who alone can comfort our trembling souls and fill us with every good8 ,perhaps we have sinned and betrayed our ,maker many times and grievously in our lives1 and the voices of those sins are haunting us1 and bidding us beware of the hour of death and of the judgment that follows4 ,perhaps there is a lurking suspicion that we have not been forgiven1 a temptation that we are not sincere1 a feeling that our sins are too grave to be pardoned1 a conviction that we do not belong to the company of the elect4 ,we may have notions1 moreover1 altogether severe1 of the nature of ,god and of ,his justice2 we feel ,his immensity and sanctity1 we have heard so much of ,his ineffable beauty1 that1 weighed down with a sense of our nothingness1 of our poverty and misery and sinfulness1 we cannot but shudder at the thought of appearing in ,his presence4 ,these and similar terrors may take hold of us and fill us with a dread of death2 but is it not clear that1 whatever their cause1 these fears are born of a lack of faith8 ,we do not trust1 as we ought1 the ,shepherd that loves us1 we are not convinced of ,his mercy and kindness1 if we do not believe with child-like confidence that ,he stands ready ever to forgive and bless the least of ,his children that humbly and sincerely seek ,him1 asking for the help they need4 ,the severity of ,god toward sinners endures only so long as they refuse to acknowledge their guilt4 ,his harshness with them1 like that of ,joseph with his brethren1 is but love in disguise2 and as soon as they are brought to own their guilt1 that which before was the anger of ,god is swiftly turned into ,his love and mercy4 ,christ did not come to destroy1 but to save4 ,he will not crush the broken reed1 nor extinguish the smoking flax47#gg7 8,as a father hath compassion on his children1 so hath the ,lord compassion on them that fear him2 for he knoweth our frame1 he remembereth that we are dust407#gh7 ,but there is also the love of the world1 which enslaves so many4 ,so numerous and so bewitching are the attractions of the present life that they are loath to leave them4 ,it is a beautiful world1 this universe of ours1 so deep1 so wide1 so vast6 ,it is filled with pleasures and allurements and graced with myriad charms2 and he1 indeed1 seems cold of heart who can easily turn from its enchanting beauties1 and close his ear to its manifold voices4 ,ponder for a moment the richness of nature1 its similarity and variety1 its sameness and its diversity2 consider the abundance of the harvest--the glowing fruits1 the green and golden crops1 the sweet-scented flowers and gift-bearing grasses2 see the stars above and the waters beneath--all the wonders of earth and sky2 and then when you have ranged over fields and waves and mountains1 when you have climbed up the steeps of the sky and gazed on the marvels of the heavens1 descend again to earth and consider the human form--the chiefest work of the ,almighty hand1 and the crown of the natural world4 ,what beauties are here concealed6 ,what a mingling of material and spiritual1 of human and almost divine6 ,what words can express1 what lines portray the beauty of the human countenance8 ,who can describe or adequately define the loveliness that streams from human eyes1 or echoes from the human voice8 ,and yet these are but the outer fringes and dimmest glimpses of the beauties of the soul that dwells within4 ,how painful1 then1 it is for the worldly to forsake the beauties and pleasures of this present life4 ,bound down to their beds of clay by the things of sense1 they are grieved to part with a life so full of diverse attractions4 ,how can they think undismayed of closing forever their eyes and ears to these charms of color and sound6 ,it is such a difficult thing1 and so hard to nature1 to abandon these scenes of enticing pleasure1 to bid farewell to those that are dear and be hurried away alone and forlorn to the chill and gloom of the grave4 ,so reason the children of the world2 but are not their reasonings and feelings a proof of their little faith1 and of their poor conceptions of spiritual and eternal interests8 ,they do not want to leave the world1 because they love it2 and they love the world1 because their faith is too weak to raise them to a vision of higher things4 ,the plain on which they stand is too low clearly to see the things of ,heaven4 ,how poor and trifling at best is the earth and all it contains to ,him who beholds with a vivid faith the world above that is to come6 ,how gladly does he lay down his life and give up the struggle with ceaseless battles1 who sees by faith1 just beyond the portals of death1 the great home of the blessed1 spread out like a city on the mountains1 bathed in light inaccessible1 full of joy and unending gladness1 where 8death shall be no more1 nor mourning1 nor crying1 nor sorrow shall be any more407#gi7 ,the man of faith1 therefore1 is in no wise straightened or disturbed by the approach of death4 ,he has learned to know and to trust the good ,master whom he serves4 ,like the ,apostle1 he is only concerned that ,christ should be glorified in him at all times and in all things1 8whether it be by life or by death20 for to him also1 8to live is ,christ1 and to die is gain407#hj7 ,he lives in the world1 but is not of it2 he treads the ways of earth1 but he really belongs to the kingdom above4 ,hence his cup of interior peace is ever running over4 ,though surrounded by many evils1 he does not faint2 though tempted exceedingly1 he does not yield2 but is joyous and peaceful withal2 because at all times and in all things he feels himself to be the faithful servant of ,god1 8in much patience1 in tribulation1 in necessities1 in distresses1 in strifes1 in prisons1 in seditions1 in labors1 in watchings1 in fastings1 in chastity1 in knowledge1 in long-suffering1 in sweetness1 in the ,holy ,ghost1 in charity unfeigned2 444 as dying1 and yet living2 as chastised1 and not killed2 as sorrowful1 yet always rejoicing2 as needy1 yet enriching many2 as having nothing1 yet possessing all things407#ha7 8,precious in the sight of ,god is the death of ,his ,saints40 ,as they have lived for ,christ1 they gladly welcome the summons that calls them home to rest4 ,calmly and fearlessly they go down to death2 joyously and with feelings of exultation they hail the coming of ,him on whom their thoughts have rested throughout life1 of ,him whom they have ever seen by faith1 whom they have loved1 whom they have trusted1 whom they have chosen for their own4 ,confident of the power and goodness of their faithful ,shepherd1 pain daunts them not1 the enemy frets them not4 ,the last hour for them is not one of darkness1 but of light2 it is not a time for lamentations1 but for joyous and gladsome strains4 ,the end may be sudden1 or it may be gradual in its approach2 it may come early1 or late in life2 it may be at home or abroad2 it may be in the winter1 or it may be in summer2 on the sea or on the land2 but to the just and spiritual it can never be a surprise1 it can never be lonely1 never sad4 ,it is the time for which they have always longed--a time of liberation1 of emancipation from the trammels of earth and flesh1 the end of continuous dying and the beginning of lasting life4 ,what a supreme moment1 what a joyous event is death for a just and holy soul6 ,what sweet emotions must thrill the spirit1 as the ,saviour stoops over the bed of death to wipe away forever the last of earthly tears6 ,mary is there to hush the voice of reproach and to whisper words of peace2 ,jesus has come to claim the soul and take it to ,himself1 and flights of angels are waiting to sing it to its rest4 ,,xi4 ,,surely ,,goodness ,,and ,,mercy ,,shall ,,follow ,,me ,,all ,,the ,,days ,,of ,,my ,,life2 ,,and ,i ,,shall ,,dwell ,,in ,,the ,,house ,,of ,,the ,,lord ,,unto ,,length ,,of ,,days4 ,if the tender lambs and timid sheep of the shepherd's flock could speak the sentiments of their innocent hearts1 each one would certainly voice the words which here the ,psalmist has uttered for them all4 ,throughout the live-long day1 throughout all the days of their lives1 they experience the shepherd's goodness1 they are the objects of his constant mercy4 ,he has been caring for them since their birth2 he has led them out each morning1 since first they were able to walk2 he has provided them with food1 and led them to water2 and he has ever been present to shield them from harm1 and to protect them from their enemies4 ,after such repeated experiences and trials of his loving-kindness1 they have grown accustomed to his faithfulness and are filled with love of his goodness and mercy4 ,and while they have not the power of speech1 and cannot by words express their feelings1 they do by the louder voice of action--by their quiet trust in his care1 by their habitual mildness and gentleness and quick response to his every word1 by the absence of solicitude and fear in view of his presence--by these and all the other actions that speak their simple hearts they show their love for their shepherd4 ,though often wounded and bleeding and exhausted from the roughness and length of their journeys1 they have no distrust about the future1 no fear for the morrow4 ,in the midst of distress the shepherd1 they know1 will provide4 ,the ,psalmist1 therefore1 in the closing words of the shepherd song1 gives utterance to the feelings of the sheep when he sings3 8,surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life1 and ,i shall dwell in the house of the ,lord unto length of days40 ,but here1 as in the opening verse of the ,shepherd ,psalm1 the words of the sacred ,singer1 although truly expressive of the sentiments of the sheep1 are more directly the expression of his own inner feelings1 and of the feelings of all faithful souls towards the ,lord who rules and guides them4 ,all those whose lives have been really and sincerely led by faith1 have1 like the shepherd's flock1 grown trustfully accustomed1 in the course of years1 to the goodness and mercy1 to the faithfulness and love of the hand that provides for them4 ,as they look into their lives1 and retrace the steps they have taken1 they cannot fail to see how ,god has been always with them1 patiently enduring their faults1 mercifully binding up their wounds and hurts1 and lovingly leading1 drawing them to ,himself4 ,they can see their advancement1 slow perhaps as it has been2 and they know it is ,god who has given the increase4 ,looking now at their lives through the perspective of the years that are gone1 how many problems they are able to solve6 for how many apparent mysteries they have found an explanation6 ,all those crosses and trials1 all those struggles and battles with the enemy1 all those attacks from within and assaults from without1 all1 in fact1 that they have ever endured1 their sins alone excepted1 they now can trace1 through the light of faith1 back to the hand of their ,father in ,heaven4 ,not everything1 forsooth1 has yet been explained1 but enough1 indeed1 is sufficiently clear to remove every doubt from the faithful soul as to the goodness and ,providence of ,god4 ,and hence she exclaims with the ,psalmist1 out of the abundance of her faith and confidence1 8,surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life2 and ,i shall dwell in the house of the ,lord forever40 ,it is doubtless a lack of implicit trust in ,god and divine ,providence which1 more than anything else1 accounts for the unhappiness and spiritual barrenness of so many ,christian and religious lives4 ,poor and scanty is the fruit they yield1 simply because they have no depth of soil1 they are not deeply and firmly rooted in faith and confidence in ,god4 ,like reeds shaken by the wind1 like houses built on the sand1 they tremble and shake with every blast1 they are all but overturned by every tempest that rises4 ,nor is it wonderful that this should be so4 ,the higher gifts of the spirit come from ,god1 and hence the good fruit which the spirit yields is also traceable back to ,him4 8,we do not gather grapes from thorns nor figs from thistles2 and as a good tree cannot bring forth evil fruit1 so neither can an evil tree bring forth good fruit407#hb7 ,and just because the abundance of the harvest of the spiritual life is dependent upon ,god as its giver1 is it strange that any distrust of ,him and ,his ,providence should be a great hindrance to the soul's advancement1 and to the bestowal of the constant help it needs8 ,can ,god be pleased with those who do not confide in ,him1 and who do not trust ,him8 ,our ,lord's own chiding words to ,his disciples are a proof of ,his displeasure at any distrust in ,his power and goodness4 ,how often did ,he rebuke them for their want of confidence in ,him6 ,how often did ,he accuse them reproachfully of their 8little faith107#hc7 of being 8slow of heart107#hd7 of being an 8unbelieving and perverse generation607#he7 ,he was constantly pointing to their lack of faith1 reminding them that it was the source of their weakness1 the cause of their ignorance in things spiritual1 the reason of their powerlessness in the face of difficulties and against the enemies of their souls4 ,it is clear that ,almighty ,god1 being a generous and loving ,father1 must be offended at those of ,his children who do not trust ,him2 and their want of faith in ,him is consequently the reason for ,his denying to them the help which is the life of their souls1 and without which they are powerless to be useful servants in ,his vineyard4 ,and this failure to confide in the goodness of ,god betrays itself in other ways4 ,besides sealing up the fountains of special graces and closing the door on divine generosity1 besides a general unfruitfulness in the spiritual life1 and the lack of all greater works for ,god and for souls1 which are its immediate consequences1 it also penetrates into the interior sanctuary of the spirit1 and weakens at their source the springs of spiritual action4 ,the results are manifest4 ,not only is there no yielding of fruit1 but growth is likewise wanting4 ,and if1 under fairer conditions1 there has ever been any progress1 it is soon perceived to wither and wane in a soul devoid of living faith4 ,all the exercises and practices of the ,christian life participate in the baneful effects4 ,prayer and the use of the sacraments are either seriously neglected or gradually given up1 and the blighting influences of irreligion rapidly spread and overrun all the departments of life4 ,the view one takes of ,god1 the faith or lack of faith and trust one has in ,providence1 have their effect on the character and give a direction to all one's ways of thinking1 feeling1 acting1 in regard to the world we live in1 in regard to mankind in general1 in regard to the causes1 purposes1 and destinies of all things4 ,our conceptions of ,providence are vital1 therefore4 ,they really determine what our life is to be1 and they are an index to the life that is finished4 ,it is impossible that we should be quite the same whether we try to eliminate ,god from our lives1 or allow ,his blessed influence to cheer and lead us on2 whether we look upon ,him as a cold ,master1 waiting to exact and to punish1 or as a kind ,father and ,shepherd1 seeking to spare and to save2 whether we regard ,him as hid far in the heavens1 caring naught for the creatures and the world ,he has made1 or whether we conceive ,him as intimately bound up with all the works of ,his hands1 although distinct from them1 as guiding and regulating everything1 as tenderly loving and providing for all the needs of our souls4 ,another most harmful result of deficient faith and confidence in ,god is that it leads us to trust in creatures4 ,it causes us to reverse the proper order of things4 ,we are dependent beings1 and we instinctively feel our deficiencies and the need of some one1 or something on which to lean1 at times1 and to which we can look for assistance4 ,we may not be entirely and always conscious of this tendency in us1 we may be too proud or too blind to admit it1 or we may wish we could overcome it and rid our lives of so constant a need2 but whether we see it and acknowledge it or not1 whether we encourage it or try to repress it1 the need is always there1 deeply engraved in our nature as creatures1 and we cannot but seek to satisfy it4 ,there is none of us1 frail beings that we are1 who is entirely sufficient unto himself4 ,sometimes1 of course1 the voice of our needs is silent1 and we feel that we shall never want2 8,i said in my abundance10 observes the ,psalmist1 8,i shall not be moved forever207#hf7 but when the tide begins to ebb and prosperity subsides1 how soon do we remember that we are dust6 ,how frequently in times of trouble1 in times of illness and poverty and suffering1 when face to face with our foes1 or when death steps in and slaughters1 are we made aware of our insufficiency1 and of our utter helplessness to live our lives alone and meet single-handed the burdens and misfortunes of earth6 ,it takes but a little frost to nip the root of all our greatness1 and then when our high-blown pride breaks under us we quickly realize how fragile and insecure are the personal foundations of our lives4 ,naturally and reasonably1 therefore1 did the pagan philosophers conclude that friendship and friends were necessary to man4 ,profoundly aware of this fundamental need of help and support which is a result of our nature1 we habitually stretch out our hands to others1 not only during the years of infancy and childhood1 but to a greater or less extent throughout the whole period of our earthly existence4 ,at first1 of course1 it is to creatures that we necessarily look--to parents1 relatives1 guardians1 teachers1 and later on1 to friends and acquaintances4 ,our needs in the beginning and in early years1 though many and imperative1 are comparatively simple2 they can be satisfied by those around us4 ,but as we advance to maturity and take in more completely the meaning of our lives1 and consider not so much the needs of the body as the demands of the soul1 we find that the multiple requirements of infancy and youth1 which were able to be supplied by those that were near1 have given way to the fewer1 but vast and unlimited1 claims of age1 which express the wants of the spirit4 ,it is when we appeal to creatures for the complete and permanent satisfaction of these latter necessities of our being1 that we seriously err1 and open the way to disappointment and sorrow4 ,not that we are to have no cherished and chosen friends1 or that we should despise the needs and gifts1 the privileges and blessings of friendship1 which in truth our nature requires2 nor again that we are to regard with skeptical1 disdainful eyes the world and human nature2 but we must not deceive ourselves by trying to find in any created being that which it does not possess4 ,we must not endeavor to get from any creature that perfect satisfaction which we need1 and which the ,creator alone can give4 ,neither must we seek to fill the unlimited capacity of our souls with those gifts only1 poor and defective at best1 which frail mortals like ourselves are able to supply4 ,it is folly in the highest degree to expect from anyone less than ,god that which only ,god can afford4 ,the mistake1 therefore1 is made when creatures of any kind are allowed to take the place of ,god2 when they are sought and reposed in as an end in themselves1 and as sufficient satisfaction for the needs of the human spirit4 ,unwise1 indeed1 is this mode of action1 and bitter are the sorrows of soul to which it inevitably leads6 ,one man trusts in riches1 another in glory1 another in the esteem of men2 one leans upon his friends and companions1 another upon his relatives--all forgetful of the frail and unsubstantial nature of every earthly prop4 ,frequently they never awaken to the peril of their state until they find themselves face to face with their doom and the awful disillusionment4 ,the crash may be delayed1 but the day must come sooner or later for all of us1 who have advanced but a little beyond maturity1 when all the natural lights of life go out1 when every human prop is removed1 and we find ourselves out alone and in the dark1 so far as depends on the world and creatures4 ,how miserable then shall we be if we have put our trust in men6 if we have tried to make creatures play the part in our lives which only ,god can play6 ,when we need them most they fail us1 when we fain would find beneath their protection a shield against the fiery darts of life1 behold they wither like the ivy of ,jonas and leave us alone in our want67#hg7 ,how vain1 therefore1 and groundless is that confidence which is put in men1 and how wretched that poor man that hangs on princes' favors6 8,thou trustest in money10 says ,st4 ,augustine1 8thou holdest to vanity2 thou trustest in honor1 and in some eminence of human power1 thou holdest to vanity2 thou trustest in some principal friend1 thou holdest to vanity4 ,when thou trustest in all these things1 either thou diest and leavest them here1 or in thy lifetime they all perish1 and thou failest in thy trust407#hh7 ,it is no despisal1 then1 of the needs and helps of earthly friends and of our fellow-creatures to say that we should not put entire trust in them for all the wants and demands of our being4 ,they are good1 they were made by ,god1 they are oftentimes able to assist us--nay1 we need them to a certain extent2 but they are utterly unable to satisfy us completely1 they cannot if they would1 simply because of the extent of our wants4 ,and even if creatures could give us a partial contentment1 as at times they seem to do1 we know that it cannot last1 and in the midst of our joy and pleasure we are haunted by the thought that some day1 soon at latest1 it all must pass away4 ,we are seeking for rest1 for peace1 for happiness1 and that unending2 we want something to steady our lives and satisfy the yearnings of our souls forever3 but we must not look for these things in the world1 for the world at best is passing away4 ,there is no stability to human things2 the cloud and the storm swiftly follow the sunshine2 we have not here below a lasting habitation4 ,today we are sitting at the banquet of pleasure1 tomorrow we are draining the cup of sorrow2 today we receive the applause of men1 tomorrow we may be the objects of their scorn2 today we put forth the tender leaves of hope1 tomorrow there comes a killing frost that ruins all our prospects4 ,such1 then1 is the lot of man when considered in his relations to creatures and to the world4 ,it is a lot full of uncertainty1 of instability1 of vicissitude2 but this should not make us skeptical or cynical2 it affords no justification for pessimism4 ,it is a condition arising1 on the one hand1 from the very nature of limited beings1 and on the other1 from the vast potentialities of our souls1 which1 while they are limited in giving to others1 cannot be appeased except by the ,god who made them4 ,there is a craving in the heart of man for something which the world cannot give4 ,he clutches for the things that are passing1 he toils1 he labors1 he struggles2 he strives for money1 for power1 for place1 for honor1 not that any of these things are in themselves what he desires1 but only because he conceives them as means and helps to the satisfaction1 to the stillness of mind1 and peace of heart1 and rest of soul and body for which his nature longs4 ,peace and happiness and contentment of life are the objects of all our dreams1 of our persistent efforts1 of our ambitions and aims2 but until we give up the hope of finding these things in the world1 in our fellow-mortals1 in anything short of ,god1 we shall never know the blessedness for which we yearn4 ,if we would ever attain to the state which we covet1 we must learn the lesson1 even though it be through tears and sorrow1 that ,god alone1 who made our souls with all their vast desires1 is able to comfort us and steady our lives amid the storms and distresses of earth4 ,it is futile to trust in men1 or 8in the children of men1 in whom there is no salvation407#hi7 ,the peace and blessedness which we seek are 8not as the world giveth207#ij7 and unless we turn away from the world and cease to torture our lives with its vanities1 our portion can never be other than heartaches1 secret loathing1 consuming thirst4 8,for many friends cannot profit10 says ,thomas a',kempis1 8nor strong helpers assist1 nor prudent counsellors give a profitable answer1 nor the books of the learned afford comfort1 nor any precious substance deliver1 nor any place1 however retired and lovely1 give shelter1 unless thou thyself dost assist1 help1 strengthen1 console1 instruct1 and guard us407#ia7 ,such has been the history of the race1 and such is the experience of every individual in the race that has placed his hope and trust in anything created4 ,we are confronted1 therefore1 on the one side by the inherent weakness of our own nature and the constant needs that arise therefrom2 and on the other side1 we are assured by the history of the race1 if not by our own experience1 that so long as we strive to satisfy our wants by an appeal to anything but ,god we are doomed to disappointment and sorrow4 ,it is unfortunate that most people must first be crushed by the world and creatures which they serve before they grasp the fundamental truth that creatures are not their ,god4 ,comparatively few of those who enjoy the world are ever brought to realize the dignity and divine purpose of their souls until the world and its allurements1 like a false pageant on a false stage1 give way beneath them1 and they fall helpless and alone4 ,it is commonly only after repeated awful experiences1 when worn out and exhausted by years of fruitless quest for peace and happiness and contentment1 that men wake up to the simple fact that the treasures which they seek are not in the world1 nor as the world giveth4 ,but it is one thing to turn away from the world disappointed1 disgusted and betrayed2 and it is quite another thing to turn to ,god and to recognize ,him as our good ,father and ,shepherd1 patiently waiting to receive us1 ever able and ready to satisfy our wants4 ,there are many people who find the world a disappointment and a deception1 and who turn from it with loathing and hate1 but who fail ever to lift their weary eyes to the proper object of their trust4 ,like the ,israelites of old1 they succeed at length in escaping from the hands of oppression and tyranny1 but only to wander in a desert land throughout the length of their days4 ,this is the region where dwell the pessimist1 the skeptic and the cynic--miserable mortals that have wasted on creatures the talents they should have given to their ,creator1 or that have otherwise failed in their conception of life1 and have left unmultiplied the money of the ,master47#ib7 ,there is plainly no middle course for us1 if we would not encounter disaster2 we are not negative as to the necessities of our nature2 it is not enough for us to turn from positive harm1 from the objects that deceive and disappoint us2 we must further turn to positive good1 and to ,him who alone can quiet and appease our yearning spirits4 ,one of the most evident and convincing reasons1 then1 why we should put our trust in ,god above all else is that ,he alone can satisfy and give us rest4 ,only ,god is able adequately to respond to all the needs of our being4 ,the simplest process of reasoning should assure us of this1 when once we perceive the vastness of our wants and the impossibility of their satisfaction through the medium of created things4 ,we know our nature1 which has come from the source and essence of truth1 cannot be false4 ,neither can our unlimited capacities for knowledge1 for joy1 for happiness be a deceiving mockery4 ,there is a way to peace for us1 and a source of supreme contentment2 there is a fountain of living waters from which1 if we drink1 we shall never thirst again4 ,hence our ,saviour said3 8,come to me all you that labour and are burdened1 and ,i will refresh you207#ic7 and again1 8he that shall drink of the water that ,i will give him shall not thirst forever3 but the water that ,i will give him shall become in him a fountain of water1 springing up into life everlasting407#id7 ,but we shall never be able to come to ,god1 we shall never succeed even in getting near the secret of interior peace and contentment until we are able to grasp more or less comprehensively the great basic truths of our existence3 that ,god loves each one of us with the love of an infinite ,father1 and that ,his ,providence is so universal and omnipotent as to extend to all things1 even to the numbering of the hairs of our head4 ,we talk much about chance and fortune and accident1 we speak every day of things happening1 as if by the sheerest contingence1 without warning or previous knowledge2 and so it is with reference to ourselves1 and to all the world perhaps3 but with reference to divine ,providence it is not so2 there is nothing accidental1 nothing unforeseen with respect to ,god4 8,without ,thy counsel and ,providence1 and without cause1 nothing cometh to pass in the earth107#ie7 says the ,imitation4 ,but what does this mean1 8,god provides80 ,it means that the will of the omnipotent ,father directs and governs everything4 8,providence10 says ,st4 ,john ,damscene1 8is the will of ,god1 by which all things are fitly and harmoniously governed107#if7 and such is its power that nothing can elude or deceive it1 neither can it be hindered or baffled in any way4 8,for ,god will not except any man's person1 neither will ,he stand in awe of any man's greatness2 for ,he made the little and the great1 and ,he hath equally care of all407#ig7 ,and just as divine ,providence disposes and governs all the events of life1 directing each to its proper end1 so the divine ,will is the cause of everything that exists4 ,just as it is impossible that anything should escape ,god's knowledge and directing hand1 so is it impossible that anything should exist or come into being without the direct intervention or permission of ,his will4 ,there is nothing in the world which ,god has not made1 and nothing takes place which is not according to ,his good-pleasure1 except the malice and guilt of sin4 ,even all the other evils of life1 such as sickness1 suffering1 disease1 poverty1 cold1 hunger1 thirst1 and the like1 ,god actually and positively wills4 ,and precisely because these things proceed from ,his will1 they cannot be bad4 ,god is the author of all good1 and evil ,he cannot do4 ,so good1 indeed1 is ,he that1 if ,he were not sufficiently omnipotent to draw good out of evil1 ,he would never have permitted any evil to exist4 8,god has judged it better10 says ,st4 ,augustine1 8to work good out of evil1 than to allow no evil407#ih7 ,we must not argue in our foolishness and try to understand all the doings of ,god1 for ,his ways are not our ways1 ,his thoughts not our thoughts47#ii7 ,it is often beyond our power even to understand our fellow-creatures1 and how foolish it is to complain because we cannot comprehend the great ,creator6 ,enough for us1 if we be sincere and right of heart1 to know1 as we do1 that ,god is good1 that ,he loves us individually1 and that ,his protecting hand guides and governs all the events of our lives1 even to the smallest detail4 ,these are truths which we must take hold of and lay close to our hearts1 else we shall go the way of error and issue in ultimate disaster4 ,and from these truths1 so certain and unquestionable1 it further follows that everything existing in the world1 so far as it affects us1 everything that falls to our lot1 all that we encounter1 all that we suffer1 all that we do1 aside from sin1 has been purposely arranged by ,almighty ,god for our greater spiritual good and eternal salvation4 ,this must be so1 since ,god is the universal cause of all things1 and since ,he sincerely loves us and desires above all to save us4 ,if it were otherwise1 either ,he would not have omnipotent control of everything1 or ,he could not be said really to desire our salvation4 ,how sadly we misunderstand these great truths in our daily lives1 when we murmur and complain at the evils that afflict us6 ,how narrowly we conceive the all-powerful will of ,god1 and the infinite abyss of ,his goodness which would lead us to eternal delights6 ,we would like to escape all the evils of time1 we love our lives1 and we wish to save them from final wreck2 but when failing to trust to the will of ,god we forget the words of ,christ1 that 8he that loveth his life shall lose it2 and he that hateth his life in this world1 keepeth it unto life eternal407#ajj7 ,we want to save our souls1 and we are1 perhaps1 much disturbed about doing many and great things in the cause of ,god and of ,heaven1 unmindful the while of the ,master's warning that1 8not every one that saith to me1 ,lord1 ,lord1 shall enter into the kingdom of heaven2 but he that doth the will of my ,father who is in heaven1 he shall enter into the kingdom of heaven407#aja7 ,it is doubtless our aim to draw ever nearer and nearer to our ,saviour1 and to deepen our relationship with ,him2 but do we remember that ,he said1 8whosoever shall do the will of ,god1 he is my brother1 and my sister1 and mother807#ajb7 8,yes10 you will say1 8,this is all true2 ,i know it is so2 my faith is at fault4 ,if ,i only had that beautiful faith and trust in ,god which many have it would be easy for me1 and ,i should be happy6 ,faith is a gift and favored are they that possess it40 ,but1 dear reader1 can you not pray8 ,can you not ask from ,god that heavenly gift which will move mountains and translate them into the sea87#ajc7 ,can you not overcome your indolence and your repugnance1 and patiently and persistently implore from on high that superior vision which pierces the clouds and sees in everything the hand of ,god8 ,surely you can say1 with the devout author of the ,imitation of ,christ1 8,behold1 ,oh beloved ,father1 ,i am in ,thy hands1 ,i bow myself under the rod of ,thy correction4 ,strike my back and my neck too1 that my crookedness may be conformed to ,thy will407#ajd7 ,here again1 remember the words of your ,saviour1 8,the kingdom of heaven suffereth violence1 and the violent bear it away407#aje7 ,perhaps the greatest trial to our faith in divine ,providence is in bearing what we call the wrongs of life4 ,that we should have any crosses to suffer at all2 that there should be death and sickness and disease2 that there should be poverty and misery1 distress and worry1 labor and sorrow2 that there should exist any of these things1 is to our infirmity1 if we forget our sins and the sins of our race that have caused these evils1 a trial and a test of fidelity4 ,but still more is it difficult1 except to minds that are deeply religious1 to meet with the gentleness and serenity of faith the positive injuries--the injustice1 the scorn1 the ridicule1 the pain and persecution which others1 needy creatures like ourselves1 actually inflict upon us4 ,it is easier1 we say1 to bear poverty than insult2 it is easier to suffer the inclemency of the elements than to endure the unkindness of our brethren2 it is easier to put up with the pain and weariness of bodily sickness than to come under the lash of the tongues of men4 ,there is here1 however1 no room for hesitation and question2 the rule is the same for all the crosses that come to us4 ,god often permits us to be afflicted by the sins of others for our greater spiritual profit4 ,since1 therefore1 all alike proceed from ,god1 either by positive act or divine permission1 and since we know that ,he is supremely good and loves us1 having given every proof of ,his desire to save us1 even to the delivering up of ,his only ,son17#ajf7 we can never reasonably or sincerely doubt that every evil and cross of life1 with the sole exception of our personal sins1 has been arranged for our good4 ,my ,god1 do ,thou teach us the wisdom of the cross6 8,for this is a favor to ,thy friend1 that for love of ,thee he may suffer and be afflicted in the world1 how often soever and by whom soever ,thou permittest such trials to befall him407#ajg7 ,it is helpful that here also1 in learning to discern the source and meaning of our afflictions1 we have ever before us the examples of the holiest souls4 ,we know that in all trials they steadfastly look beyond the cross that presses them to the hand of ,him who has placed it there4 ,like the shepherd's sheep1 they are convinced of the power and goodness of their ,master1 and nothing can shake their trust in ,him4 ,without distinction or question they accept all as coming from ,god by special act or sovereign permission1 to purify them1 to detach them from the world and creatures1 to increase their nearness and likeness to ,himself1 to multiply their merits for ,heaven and bring them to everlasting crowns4 ,they discover the workings of ,providence everywhere1 in things that are painful1 as well as in things that are pleasant to nature4 ,thus behind their pangs of body and mind1 behind the whips and scorns of time1 behind the tongue that slanders and calumniates them1 behind the oppressor's wrong1 the injustice and tyranny of princes and rulers1 behind all the evils of life they see the hand of ,him who directs and governs all4 ,but here we must not conclude that the ,saints and holy persons have never resisted evil and evil-doers1 and that consequently we must not4 ,this would be a serious mistake1 as ,church history and hagiography plainly prove4 ,who was ever more vigorous and fearless in opposing wrong and the doers of wrong than ,st4 ,paul1 ,st4 ,augustine1 and ,st4 ,jerome8 ,who was ever more persistent in his efforts to prevail against the evils of sin in others than ,st4 ,monica1 ,st4 ,teresa1 ,st4 ,dominic1 and ,st4 ,catharine of ,siena8 ,after their example1 then1 we may and we must struggle against evils of all kinds1 whether physical or spiritual1 whether from ourselves or from others1 in so far as it is not certain that it is the will of ,god that we should submit to them4 ,but when we have exerted ourselves reasonably and lawfully to rid our lives of that which afflicts us1 and still it persists1 there can be no further doubt that it is the will of ,god that we should patiently and submissively accept our condition and our cross4 ,since1 however1 we do not know how long it is the wish of ,providence that we should be burdened and afflicted1 we may continue patiently to use every legitimate means to be delivered1 provided it be done with humble resignation to the will of our heavenly ,father4 ,the acceptance of injuries1 therefore1 on the part of holy souls is not a weak yielding to inevitable circumstances1 nor a willing consent to the wrongs of others4 ,like ,st4 ,paul1 they know whom they have believed17#ajh7 and they are certain that1 in due time1 divine justice will bring all evil-doers to an evil end and will deliver the just from their troubles4 ,and further1 when the vengeance of the persecutor is turned upon them1 and they are hunted down without reason by their kind1 even by the members of their own household1 they remember the words of their ,shepherd1 8,the disciple is not above his master1 nor the servant above his lord4 ,it is enough for the disciple that he be as his master1 and the servant as his lord4 ,if they have called the good man of the house ,beelzebub1 how much more them of his household607#aji7 ,and again1 when the servants of ,god behold the wicked prospering and the just oppressed2 when they see the ambitious1 the covetous1 the unscrupulous preferred and honored1 and they themselves plotted against and rejected1 their heart is not disturbed1 because they know first of all that 8to them that love ,god1 all things work together unto good107#aaj7 and secondly1 they are persuaded that the efforts of sinners must finally fail4 8,for the hope of the wicked is as dust1 which is blown away with the wind1 and as a thin froth which is dispersed by the storm3 and as a smoke that is scattered abroad by the wind3 and as the remembrance of a guest of one day that passeth by407#aaa7 ,in a word1 then1 those who are really the friends of ,god have faith and confidence in their heavenly ,master2 and all the perils of earth1 and all the powers of darkness cannot avail to daunt them or turn them aside from their purpose4 ,this steadfastness of religious trust we1 in our turn1 must strive to acquire4 ,it is the only way to peace and victory4 ,if we would ever rise above the evils of our lives we must learn to look to ,god for every thing4 ,and this looking to ,god must be1 not only as to our bountiful benefactor1 but as to a kind master who knows how best to discipline his servants and preserve them from irreparable harm4 ,there is a substantially correct translation of the final verse of the ,shepherd ,psalm1 which may be rendered as follows3 8,and ,thy goodness and kindness pursue me all the days of my life1 that ,i may dwell in the house of the ,lord forever40 ,it is the special wording of the second clause of the stanza that expresses the real purpose of divine ,providence in regard to the elect4 ,everything in life has been ordained and arranged for their eternal salvation1 and for the increase of their heavenly rewards4 8,therefore10 wrote ,st4 ,paul to ,timothy1 8,i endure all things for the sake of the elect1 that they also may obtain the salvation1 which is in ,christ ,jesus1 with heavenly glory407#aab7 ,it is this firm conviction that infinite love is at the bottom of all the workings of ,providence1 doing everything for the sake of the elect1 that consoles and steadies the souls of the just throughout all the trials and crosses of life4 ,in the thick of the battle they never lose sight of the faithful ,shepherd that leads them1 and they ever behold by faith the unspeakable delights ,he has prepared for them that love ,him4 ,what joys are there in our faith and hope6 ,if by the mercy and goodness of ,god we succeed in saving our souls1 how cheap will seem the price we shall have paid for ,heaven1 and how benign and ineffably loving will appear the ,providence of ,god which is leading us there6 ,at times now in our fervor we can faintly and feebly imagine what it will mean to throw off forever this veil of faith and see distinctly and continually the ,shepherd of our souls4 ,but our liveliest conceptions here are infinitely inferior to the vision to come4 8,to see ,god face to face1 as ,he is2 to gaze undazzled on the ,three ,divine ,persons1 cognizable and distinct in the burning fires of their inaccessible splendors2 to behold that long-coveted sight1 the endless ,generation of the ,all-holy ,son1 and our hearts to hold the joy1 and not die2 to watch with spirits all out-stretched in adoration the ever-radiant and ineffably beautiful ,procession of the ,holy ,ghost from the ,father and the ,son1 and to participate ourselves in that jubilee of jubilees1 and drink in with greedy minds the wonders of that ,procession1 and the marvelous distinctness of its beauty from the ,generation of the ,son2 to feel ourselves with ecstatic awe1 and yet with seraphic intimacy1 overshadowed by the ,person of the ,unbegotten ,father1 the ,father to whom and of whom we have said so much on earth1 the ,fountain of ,godhead1 who is truly our ,father1 while ,he is also the ,father of the ,eternal ,son2 to explore1 with exulting license and with unutterably glad fear1 attribute after attribute1 oceans opening into oceans of divinest beauty2 to lie astonished in unspeakable contentment before the vision of ,god's surpassing ,unity1 so long the joyous mystery of our predilection1 while the ,vision through all eternity seems to grow more fresh and bright and new3 ,o my poor soul6 what canst thou know of this1 or of these beautiful necessities1 of thy exceeding love1 which shall only satisfy itself in endless alternations1 now of silence and now of song807#aac7 ,if regret were possible for the blessed hereafter1 they would never cease to mourn over the loss of their opportunities on earth to increase their eternal beatitude4 ,it is only when the veil shall have been removed that we shall fully realize how the goodness and mercy of ,god have always pursued us in this life1 that we might be saved and enjoy the rewards of ,his house forever4 ,may ,god give us all that child-like trust in our heavenly ,master which the sheep display toward their shepherd2 may ,he grant us that vivid constant faith of the ,saints which will enable us to see in every event of life1 in adversity as well as in prosperity1 in our pains as well as in our joys1 the designs of a loving ,father who is ever wishing and trying to lead ,his children to ,his home of eternal delights4 ,,footnotes #a ,isa4 xl4 #aa4 #b ,jer4 xxiii4 #d1 #e4 #c ,ezech4 xxxiv4 #aa1 #ab1 #bc4 #d ,phil4 ii4 #f1 #g4 #e ,jno4 x4 #cj1 #ch2 xii4 #de4 #f ,luke xii4 #di4 #g ,gen4 iii4 #ai4 #h ,lam4 i4 #ab4 #i ,ps4 cxliv4 #i4 #aj ,isa4 liii4 #d4 #aa ,rom4 viii4 #ag4 #ab #b ,cor4 iv4 #ag4 #ac ,matt4 v4 #dh4 #ad ,jno4 xv4 #e4 #ae ,luke xxiii4 #cd4 #af ,prov4 viii4 #ca4 #ag ,jno4 xv4 #ae4 #ah ,ps4 viii4 #e4 #ai ,prov4 xxiii4 #bf4 #bj ,matt4 xi4 #bh4 #ba ,jno4 vi4 #eb1 #ee4 #bb ,jno4 xvi4 #b4 #bc ,ezech4 xviii4 #bc2 xxxiii4 #aa2 #b ,pet4 iii4 #i4 #bd ,ps4 #ajb4 #ad4 #be ,luke xv4 #d1 #g4 #bf ,luke i4 #ca4 #bg ,matt4 xvi4 #ah4 #bh ,luke x4 #ag4 #bi ,matt4 xviii4 #ag4 #cj ,matt4 xxiv4 #ce4 #ca ,matt4 xxiv4 #bd4 #cb #b ,cor4 xi4 #bf4 #cc #b ,cor4 xi4 #ac4 #cd ,matt4 xxviii4 #bj4 #ce ,ps4 cxiii4 #ac1 #ad4 #cf ,jude #aj4 #cg ,matt4 x4 #ag1 #bb-bf4 #ch ,mich4 vii4 #f2 ,matt4 x4 #cf4 #ci ,bk4 i4 #aa4 #e4 #dj ,matt4 xvi4 #bd4 #da ,ps4 xvii4 #d1 #e4 #db ,luke xii4 #cd4 #dc #a ,jno4 iv4 #af1 #ah4 #dd ,ps4 xxvi4 #a1 #b4 #de ,matt4 x4 #bh4 #df ,wis4 iii4 #c4 #dg ,ps4 xxxiii4 #bj4 #dh ,ps4 xiii4 #c4 #di ,jno4 x4 #aj4 #ej #b ,tim4 ii4 #e4 #ea ,luke ix4 #bc4 #eb ,jno4 xii4 #cd4 #ec ,job vii4 #a2 ,job xiv4 #b4 #ed ,isa4 xl4 #f1 #g4 #ee ,heb4 xi4 #aj4 #ef ,wis4 v4 #f-i4 #eg ,rom4 viii4 #af1 #ag4 #eh #a ,peter iv4 #ac4 #ei ,wis4 iii4 #d1 #f4 #fj ,luke xiv4 #fa #a ,cor4 i4 #be4 #fb ,luke xiv4 #bf4 #fc ,philip iii4 #g1 #h4 #fd ,confess4 ix4 #a4 #fe ,ps4 xxxiii4 #i2 lxxxii4 #b4 #ff ,job xiii4 #ae4 #fg ,ps4 xc4 #aa4 #fh ,philip iv4 #g4 #fi ,philip iv4 #ac4 #gj ,rom4 viii4 #cc-ci4 #ga ,rom4 ix4 #af4 #gb ,eccl4 ix4 #a1 #b4 #gc ,philip1 ii4 #ab4 #gd #a ,cor4 ix4 #bg4 #ge ,jno4 xvii4 #aa-ae4 #gf ,ps4 xvi4 #e4 #gg ,isa4 xlii4 #c4 #gh ,ps4 cii4 #ac1 #ad4 #gi ,apoc4 xxi41 iv4 #hj ,philip i4 #bj1 #ba4 #ha #b ,cor4 vi4 #d-aa4 #hb ,matt4 vii4 #af-ai4 #hc ,matt4 vi4 #cj4 #hd ,luke xxiv4 #be4 #he ,matt4 xvii4 #af4 #hf ,ps4 xxix4 #g4 #hg ,jonas iv4 #hh ,in ,ps4 xxx4 ,exp4 #b4 #hi ,ps4 cxlv4 #b1 #c4 #ij ,jno4 xiv4 #bg4 #ia ,bk4 iii42 ch4 lix4 #c4 #ib ,matt4 xxv4 #bd-ca4 #ic ,matt4 xi4 #bh4 #id ,jno4 iv4 #ac1 #ad4 #ie ,bk4 iii41 ch4 #a1 #d4 #if ,de ,fide orthod4 ii4 #bi4 #ig ,wis4 vi4 #h4 #ih ,ench4 tom4 iii41 ch4 #bg and ii4 #ii ,isa4 lv4 #h2 ,rom4 xi4 #cc4 #ajj ,jno4 xii4 #be4 #aja ,matt4 vii4 #ba4 #ajb ,mk4 iii4 #ce4 #ajc ,mk4 xi4 #bc4 #ajd ,bk4 ,,iii41 ch4 l4 #f4 #aje ,matt4 xi4 #ab4 #ajf ,rom4 viii4 #cb4 #ajg ,imitation1 ,bk4 ,,iii41 ch4 l4 #d4 #ajh #b ,tim4 i4 #ab4 #aji ,matt4 x4 #bd1 #be4 #aaj ,rom4 viii4 #bh4 #aaa ,wis4 v4 #ae4 #aab #b ,tim4 ii4 #aj4 #aac ,faber1 ,creator and ,creature1 ,bk4 ,,ii41 ch4 v4