,,mission>y ,,annals4 7,a ,,s]ies47 ,,life ,,( ,,h5ry ,,m>tyn1 ,,mission>y ,,to ,,india ,,& ,,p]sia1 #agha to #ahab ,,abridg$ ,,f ,,! ,,memoir4 ,,by ,,mrs4 ,,s>ah ,j4 ,,rhea4 ,,*icago3 ,,woman',s ,,presbyt]ian ,,bo>d ,,( ,,=eign ,,missions ,,( ,,! ,,nor?we/1 ,room #dh1 ,mc,cormick ,block4 ,,copyright1 #ahhh1 ,,by ,,woman',s ,,presbyt]ian ,,bo>d ,,( ,,missions ,,( ,,! ,,nor?we/4 ,,cont5ts4 ,,page4 ,,education ,,& ,,prep>ation1 4 4 4 4 4 4 4 4 4 4 4 #e ,,life ,,9 ,,india1 4 4 4 4 4 4 4 4 4 4 4 4 4 4 4 4 4 #ac ,,life ,,9 ,,p]sia1 ,,& ,,dea?1 4 4 4 4 4 4 4 4 4 4 4 #bi ,i hold 9 my h& an album adorn$ ) pictures ( mission>ies1 my bre?r5 & si/]s1 ! ambassadors ( ! ,k+4 ,on "o ( ! fir/ pages is ! tomb ( ,h5ry ,m>tyn1 giv5 me by ,dr4 ,van ,l5nep1 :o _h j visit$ ! sacr$ spot & describ$ x vividly4 ,:5 ,i turn ! pages ( my album & come to ?is1 ,i pause ) rev]5ce & ! ov]fl[+s ( deep & t5d] emotion1 & my m9d adds o!r pictures1 bo? t]re/rial & cele/ial1 to ! "o ^u ! page4 ,my own mission>y life z ! companion ( him :om ,dr4 ,p]k9s call$ ! lat] ,h5ry ,m>tyn1 0 sp5t 9 ,h5ry ,m>tyn's ,p]sia4 ,!y 7 alike ,i ?9k 9 _m ?+s1 ^! two ,p]sian evangeli/s1 & also 9 _! dea?s4 ,:5 !y pass$ out ( ! ,tabriz gate1 j\rney+ homew>d aft] a c\rse ( illness 9 ! fat$ city1 = ea* x 0 a quick asc5t1 a pa9ful translation1 to ! heav5ly city ) abundant entrance & ! ,ma/]'s well done--9 heav52 & on e>?1 a =eign grave tak+ possession = ,*ri/1 z ! ,ne/orians rev]5tly say1 ) :ite /ones /ill speak+ out4 ,s4 ,j4 ,r4 ,,education ,,& ,,prep>ation4 ,h5ry ,m>tyn 0 born 9 ,engl& on ! s\?-we/]n coa/ ( ,truro1 ,febru>y #ah1 #agha4 ,8 fa!r1 ,mr4 ,john ,m>tyn1 work$ 9 ! m9es4 ,he 0 n educat$ b 0 v fond ( le>n+4 ,! m9]s 7 9 ! habit ( work+ & re/+ alt]nately e f\r h\rs4 ,mr4 ,john ,m>tyn sp5t _m ( 8 re/ int]vals 9 /udy1 & s by dilig5ce & education rais$ himself to a high] position1 & became a cl]k 9 ! (fice ( a m]*ant 9 ,truro4 ,:5 ,h5ry 0 sev5 ye>s old1 he w5t to s*ool to ,dr4 ,c>dew4 ,f 8 e>lie/ ye>s all :o knew him consid]$ him a v int]e/+ & promis+ *ild4 ,dr4 ,c>dew says 8 pr(ici5cy 9 ! classics exce$$ t ( 8 s*oolfell[s2 he 0 ( a lively1 *e]ful temp] & seem$ to le>n )\t application1 almo/ by intuition4 ,b he 0 n robu/1 & lov+ books bett] ?an sport1 & hav+ a peculi> t5d]ness & in(f5siv5ess ( _s1 he 0 (t5 abus$ by rude & co>se boys 9 ! s*ool4 ,a fri5d%ip :i* he =m$ at ?is "t ) a boy old] ?an himself 0 ! s\rce ( great com=t & advantage to him1 & 0 kept up ?r\gh\t 8 :ole life4 ,?is fri5d (t5 protect$ him f ! bullies ( ! play-gr\nd4 ,at ?is s*ool1 "u excell5t tuition1 ,h5ry rema9$ until f\rte5 ye>s old1 :5 he 0 induc$ to (f] himself z a c&idate = a vacant s*ol>%ip at ,corpus ,*ri/i ,college1 ,ox=d4 ,"y z he 01 he w5t !re alone1 & acquitt$ himself s well1 ?\gh /rongly & ably oppos$ by competitors1 t 9 ! op9ion ( "s ( ! exam9]s he ought to h be5 elect$4 ,h[ (t5 is ! h& ( ,god se5 9 fru/rat+ our fonde/ designs6 ,speak+ ( ?is disappo9tm5t he aft]w>ds wrote3 ,_h ,i rema9$ & become a memb] ( ! univ]sity at t "t1 z ,i %\ld h done 9 case ( success1 ! pr(ligate acqua9tances ,i _h !re w\ld h introduc$ me to sc5es ( debau*]y1 9 :i* ,i mu/ 9 all probability1 f my extreme y\?1 h sunk =ev]4 ,he cont9u$ aft] ?is ) ,dr ,c>dew till #agig1 & !n jo9$ 8 s*ool fri5d at ,cambridge at ,/4 ,john's ,college4 ,"h he obta9$ a place 9 ! fir/ class at ! public exam9ation 9 ,decemb]1 a circum/ance :i*1 jo9$ to ! extreme desire he _h to gratify 8 fa!r1 enc\rag$ & excit$ him to /udy ) increas$ alacrity1 & z ! fruit ( ?is application1 at ! next public exam9ation 9 ! summ] he rea*$ ! second /ation 9 ! fir/ class1 a po9t ( elevation :i* flatt]$ 8 pride n a little4 ,at ?is "t he appe>$ 9 ! eye ( ! _w mo/ amiable & comm5dable1 outw>dly moral1 unwe>i$ 9 application1 & exhibit$ m>ks ( no ord9>y tal5t4 ,"o exception to ?is /atem5t is to be f\nd 9 an irritability ( temp] aris+ p]haps f ! treatm5t he _h receiv$ at s*ool4 ,on "o occasion 9 sudd5 ang]1 he ?rew a knife at ! head ( ano!r boy1 :i* provid5tially miss$ him & 0 left trembl+ 9 ! wall2 b x 0 a n>r[ escape1 & might h prov$ fatal4 ,?\gh n a ,*ri/ian at ?is "t1 he 0 "u two /rong influ5ces = good1 "o f 8 religi\s fri5d 9 college1 ! o!r f 8 si/] 9 ,cornwall1 a ,*ri/ian ( a meek1 heav5ly & affectionate _s4 ,he paid a visit to 8 home 9 ! summ] ( #agii1 c>ry+ ) him no small degree ( academical honor4 ,x may be well suppos$ t to a si/] su* z we h describ$1 h] bro!r's spiritual welf>e w\ld be a mo/ s]i\s & anxi\s conc]n2 & t %e (t5 conv]s$ ) him on ! subject ( religion we "k f 8 own decl>ation4 ,! fir/ result ( h] t5d] exhortations & e>ne/ endeavors 0 v disc\rag+2 a viol5t conflict took place 9 h] bro!r's m9d betwe5 8 conviction ( ! tru? ( :at %e urg$1 & 8 love ( ! _w2 & = ! pres5t1 ! latt] prevail$4 ,yet1 si/]s simil>ly circum/anc$ may le>n f ?is case1 n m]ely _! duty1 b also1 f ! f9al result1 ! success !y may anticipate 9 ! fai?ful dis*>ge ( x4 ,at ! exam9ation at ,*ri/mas1 #agii1 he writes3 ,i 0 fir/1 & ! acc\nt ( x pleas$ my fa!r prodigi\sly1 :o1 ,i 0 told1 0 9 great heal? & spirits4 ,:at1 !n1 0 my con/]nation :5 9 ,janu>y ,i receiv$ an acc\nt ( 8 dea?6 ,mo/ poignant 7 8 suff]+s "u ?is affliction1 :i* l$ him to ,god = com=t 9 pray] & ,bible /udy4 ,he says3 ,i began ) ! ,acts1 & f\nd myself ins5sibly l$ to inquire m att5tively into ! doctr9es ( ! ,apo/les4 ,writ+ to 8 si/]1 hav+ ann\nc$ %ortly & ) mu* simplicity t 8 "n /ood fir/ ^u ! li/ at ! college exam9ation ( ! summ] ( #ahjj1 he says3 ,:at a bless+ x is = me t ,i h su* a si/] z y1 my de> ,s41 :o h be5 s in/rum5tal 9 keep+ me 9 ! "r way4 ,aft] ! dea? ( our fa!r y "k ,i 0 extremely l[ spirit$1 & l mo/ o!r p began to consid] s]i\sly )\t any p>ticul> det]m9ation1 t invisible _w to :i* he 0 gone & to :i* ,i mu/ "o day g4 ,soon ,i began to att5d m dilig5tly to ! words ( our ,savior 9 ! ,new ,te/am5t1 & to dev\r !m ) delight1 :5 ! (f]s ( m]cy & =giv5ess 7 made s freely2 ,i supplicat$ to be made p>tak] ( ! cov5ant ( grace ) eag]ness & hope1 & ?anks be to ! ev]-bless$ ,tr9ity = n leav+ me )\t com=t6 ,h[ *e]+ to 8 si/] x mu/ h be5 to receive at a mom5t ( deep sorr[ su* a communication z ?is6 ,h[ salut>y to 8 own m9d to h possess$ s ne> a relation to :om he c\ld ?us freely op5 ! work+s ( 8 he>t4 ,at ?is "t he also receiv$ great b5efit f att5dance on ! fai?ful m9i/ry ( ,rev4 ,*>les ,simeon1 "u ^: pa/oral in/ructions he himself decl>es t he gradually acquir$ m k 9 div9e ?+s4 ,) ?is excell5t man he _h ! mo/ fri5dly & unres]v$ int]c\rse4 ,mr4 ,m>tyn receiv$ 8 fir/ impressions ( ! transc5d5t excell5ce ( ! ,*ri/ian m9i/ry ( ,mr4 ,simeon1 f :i* x 0 b a %ort /ep to *oose ?is call+ = 8 own1 = until n[ he _h int5d$ to devote himself to ! law *iefly1 he confesses1 because he c\ld n cons5t to be poor = ,*ri/'s sake4 ,9 ,janu>y1 #ahja1 ! highe/ academical honor1 t ( s5ior wrangl]1 0 aw>d$ to him be=e ! completion ( 8 tw5tie? ye>4 ,8 description ( 8 feel+s on ?is occasion is rem>kable3 ,i obta9$ my highe/ wi%es1 b 0 surpris$ to f9d t ,i _h grasp$ a %ad[4 ,s impossible x is = e>?ly di/9ction to fill & satisfy ! m9d4 ,9 ,m>*1 #ahjb1 aft] ano!r rigid exam9ation1 ,mr4 ,m>tyn 0 *os5 ,fell[ ( ,/4 ,johns1 a situation honorable to ! society & gratify+ to himself4 ,soon aft] he obta9$ fir/ prize = be/ ,lat9 prose composition ov] _m competitors ( classical celebrity1 & ?is 0 ! m rem>kable1 z 8 /udies _h be5 almo/ entirely 9 ma!matics4 ,h5ry ,m>tyn's att5tion 0 call$ to ! great cause ( ,=eign ,missions by "s rem>ks ( ,rev4 ,mr4 ,simeon on ! "w ( ,c>ey 9 ,india1 b m p>ticul>ly by read+ ! memoir ( ,david ,bra9]d1 :o prea*$ ) apo/olic zeal & success to ! ,nor? ,am]ican ,indians1 & :o f9i%$ a c\rse ( self-d5y+ labors = 8 ,r$eem] ) unspeakable joy at ! e>ly age ( ?irty-two4 ,h5ry ,m>tyn's s\l 0 fill$ ) holy emulation1 & aft] deep consid]ation & f]v5t pray] he 0 at l5g? fix$ 9 a resolution to imitate 8 example4 ,nor let x be conceiv$ t he c\ld adopt ?is resolution )\t ! sev]e/ conflict 9 8 m9d1 = he 0 endu$ ) ! true/ s5sibility ( he>t1 & 0 susceptible ( ! w>me/ & t5d]e/ atta*m5ts4 ,no "o c\ld exce$ him 9 love = 8 c\ntry1 or 9 affection = 8 fri5ds1 & few c\ld surpass him 9 an exquisite reli% = ! v>i\s & ref9$ enjoym5ts ( a social & lit]>y life4 ,h[ !n c\ld x fail ( be+ a mom5t ( extreme angui% :5 he came to ! delib]ate resolution ( leav+ =ev] all he held de> ^u e>?8 ,b he 0 fully satisfi$ t ! glory ( t ,savior :o lov$ him & gave ,himself = him w\ld be promot$ by 8 go+ =? to prea* to ! hea!n4 ,he consid]$ _! pitiable & p]il\s condition2 he ?\ght on ! value ( _! immortal s\ls2 he rememb]$ ! la/ solemn injunction ( 8 ,"l1 ,g tea* all nations1--an injunction nev] revok$1 & comm5surate ) t mo/ enc\rag+ promise1 ,lo1 ,i am ) y alway1 ev5 unto ! end ( ! _w4 ,actuat$ by ^! motives1 he (f]$ himself z a mission>y to ! society = ,missions1 & f t "t /ood prep>$ ) *ildlike simplicity & un%ak5 con/ancy to g to any "p ( ! _w :i!r x might be deem$ exp$i5t to s5d him4 ,9 ! e>ly "p ( #ahjd1 ,mr4 ,m>tyn's plans ( becom+ a mission>y 7 damp5$ by ! loss ( 8 sl5d] patrimony1 & z 8 si/] 0 also involv$ 9 ! calamity1 x appe>$ h>dly ju/ifiable = him to g away4 ,aft] "s delay 8 fri5ds obta9$ = him ! position ( *apla9 to ! ,ea/ ,india ,company1 & s ! ob/acles :i* deta9$ him 7 remov$4 ,! "t ( ! delay 0 sp5t 9 zeal\s s]vice = 8 div9e ,ma/]4 ,he 0 associat$ ) ,rev4 ,mr4 ,simeon z curate & prea*$ ) great zeal & unction1 (t5 to v l>ge audi5ces1 & sometimes ) su* unsp>+ d5unciation ( common s9s z to awak5 opposition4 ,he consid]$ x 8 duty to rebuke iniquity1 & on "o occasion sev]ely reprov$ a /ud5t = %ock+ levity1--read+ a play ) "s "y ladies :ile _! fa!r lay dy+4 ,he fe>$ ! result ( ?is might be e/rangem5t f 8 fri5d1 b pray$ e>ne/ly t x might lead to 8 awak5+4 ,?is pray] 0 answ]$1 & aft]w>ds ?is v fri5d became 8 belov$ associate 9 mission>y "w 9 ,india4 ,9 v e>ly y\? ,mr4 ,m>tyn became fondly atta*$ to a "y lady nam$ ,lydia ,gr5fell4 ,%e consid]$ h]self 8 sup]ior 9 social position4 ,! memoirs all speak ( h] z e/imable1 & we inf] f ! little t is said t %e some:at indiff]5tly accept$ ,h5ry ,m>tyn's homage1 b %e did n :olehe>t$ly & g5]\sly respond4 ,:at a contra/ to ! belov$ & devot$ ,h>riet ,newell1 :o 0 n afraid to risk all = ,*ri/1 & c\nt$ n h] life de> ev5 unto ! dea?6 ,x 0 ,miss ,gr5fell's greate/ honor t ,h5ry ,m>tyn w\ld h made h] 8 wife1 b %e decl9$ ! honor1 & yet gave him enc\ragem5t1 = _! correspond5ce only end$ ) 8 life1 & 8 v la/ writ+ 0 a lett] to h]4 ,he begg$ h] ) all ! eloqu5ce ( a lonely & devot$ he>t to come out to him aft] he _h gone to ,india1 arrang+ e detail = h] com=t ) ?\ghtful t5d]ness1 & urg+ & enc\rag+ h] & lavi%+ ^u h] an affection t w\ld h cr[n$ & enri*$ h] life4 ,we are left to inf] f ! hi/ory t %e did love him 9 h] way1 b if %e _h %>$ 8 consecration & gone ) him & tak5 c>e ( him1 & *e]$ & com=t$ him1 & made = him a happy re/ful home1 z "s mission>y wives h done 9 self-d5y+ =eign fields1 :at a bless+ %e might h be51 & h] life1 h[ fruitful1 & h] memory1 h[ fragrant6 ,z x 01 %e has ?is di/9ction1 t %e 0 ,h5ry ,m>tyn's disappo9tm5t & trial & discipl9e4 ,no "o less t5d] & s5sitive ?an ,h5ry ,m>tyn c appreciate all he suff]$ on ?is acc\nt2 b he made x1 l all ! o!r great sorr[s ( 8 life1 a cross on :i* to be crucifi$ ) ,*ri/4 ,he writes to 8 de> si/] ,s43 ,:5 ,i sometimes (f] up supplications ) /rong cry+ to ,god to br+ d[n my _s into ! du/ ,i endeavor calmly to contemplate ! inf9ite maje/y ( ! mo/ high ,god & my own meanness & wick$ness1 or else ,i quietly tell ! ,"l1 :o kn[s ! he>t1 ,i w\ld give ,him all ! glory ( ev]y?+ if ,i c\ld4 ,b ! mo/ effectual way ,i h ev] f\nd is to lead away my ?\ghts f myself & my own conc]ns by pray+ = all my fri5ds1 = ! *ur*1 ! _w1 ! nation1 & especially by besee*+ t ,god w\ld glorify ,8 own great "n by conv]t+ all nations to ! ob$i5ce ( fai?1 also by pray+ t he w\ld put m abundant honor on ^? ,*ri/ians :om he seems to h honor$ especially1 & :om we see to be manife/ly our sup]iors4 ,9 spite ( ,h5ry ,m>tyn's beautiful humility1 honor aft] honor 0 heap$ ^u him by 8 admir+ & appreciative ,alma ,mat]4 ,?ree times he 0 *os5 exam9]1 & dis*>g$ ! duties ( ?is (fice ) great c>e & fai?fulness4 ,z ! "t approa*es = 8 p>t+ f all he holds de>1 especially ! belov$ ,l41 our he>ts g out to him 9 irrepressible sympa?y4 ,he writes1 p>t$ ) ,l4 =ev] 9 ?is life ) a sort ( unc]ta9 pa9 :i* ,i "k w increase to great] viol5ce4 ,& ^! =ebod+s 7 b too soon realiz$4 ,= _m succe$+ days 8 m5tal agony 0 extreme1 yet he c\ld speak to ,god z "o :o knew ! great conflict )9 him4 ,yet :ile ! waves & bill[s are go+ ov] him he writes f ^! dep?s1 ,i nev] _h s cle> a conviction ( my call z at ! pres5t4 ,nev] did ,i see s mu* ! exce$+ excell5cy & glory & sweetness ( ! "w1 nor _h s mu* ! favorable te/imony ( my own consci5ce1 nor p]ceiv$ s pla9ly ! smile ( ,god4 ,bless$ be ,god1 ,i feel myself to be ,8 m9i/]4 ,?is ?\ght :i* ,i c h>dly describe came 9 ! morn+ aft] read+ ,bra9]d4 ,i wi% = no s]vice b ! s]vice ( ,god1 to labor = s\ls on e>? & to d ,8 w 9 heav54 ,,life ,,9 ,,india4 ,on ! #ag? ( ,july1 #ahje1 ! ,union ,ea/ ,indiaman convey+ ,mr4 ,m>tyn sail$ f ,portsm\?4 ,mr4 ,m>tyn says3 ,?\gh x 0 :at ,i _h be5 anxi\sly look+ =w>d to s long1 yet ! consid]ation ( be+ p>t$ =ev] f my fri5ds1 almo/ ov]came me4 ,my feel+s 7 ^? ( a man :o %\ld sudd5ly be told t e fri5d he _h 9 ! _w 0 dead4 ,?\gh suff]+ mu* 9 m9d & body ?r\gh\t ! long & t$i\s voyage ( n9e mon?s1 ,mr4 ,m>tyn seeks no selfi% ease4 ,he prea*es1 reads & labors assidu\sly ) (fic]s1 pass5g]s & crew1 & %uns n to decl>e ! :ole c\nsel ( ,god1 ev5 ! unpalatable doctr9e ( ! future puni%m5t ( ! wick$4 ,he says3 ,! ?reats & opposition ( ^! m5 made me will+ to set be=e !m ! tru?s !y hat$1 yet ,i _h no species ( hesitation ab\t do+ x4 ,!y said !y w\ld n come if s mu* hell 0 prea*$1 b ,i took = my text1 ',! wick$ %all be turn$ into hell & all ! nations t =get ,god4' ,! (fic]s 7 all beh9d my back 9 ord] to h an opportunity ( retir+ 9 case ( dislike4 ,h41 z soon z he he>d ! text1 w5t back & said he w\ld he> no m ab\t hell2 s he employ$ himself 9 fe$+ ! geese4 ,h[ev]1 ,god ,i tru/ bless$ ! s]mon to ! good ( _m2 "s ( ! cadets & _m ( ! soldi]s 7 9 te>s4 ,i felt an ardor & vehem5ce 9 "s p>ts :i* are unusual ) me4 ,aft] s]vice walk$ ! deck ) ,mrs4 ----2 %e spoke ) s mu* simplicity & amiable humility t ,i 0 full ( joy & admiration to ,god = a %eep br\ght home to ,8 fold4 ,9 ! aft]noon w5t bel[ int5d+ to read to !m at ! hat*way1 b !re 0 n "o ( !m1 s ,i c\ld get no?+ to d among ! poor soldi]s4 ,:at a picture reveal+ ,h5ry ,m>tyn's "*6--! contra/+ attributes ( /]nness & g5tl5ess1 8 m>tyrlike det]m9ation to d 8 :ole duty at any co/ to himself f suff]+ & insult1 ! ke5 %r9k+ ( a nature s ref9$ & s5sitive f co>s5ess & abuse1 undeviat+ yet uncompromis+1 br++ to our ?\ghts ! ,div9e ,exempl>4 ,i pass by ! incid5ts ( ! voyage1 includ+ mut9y1 sickness & dea?1 romantic /ay at ,/4 ,salvador1 battles at ! ,cape ( ,good ,hope1 etc41 eloqu5tly & vividly record$4 ,! ,friday prec$+ 8 arrival 9 ,india he sp5ds 9 pray+ t ,god w\ld no long] delay ex]t+ 8 p[] 9 ! conv]sion ( ! ea/]n nations4 ,i felt embold5$ he says1 to employ ! mo/ famili> petitions by ,is4 xii4 #f1 #g1 ',keep n sil5ce2 give him no re/1' etc4 ,bless$ be ,god = ^? words6 ,!y are l a cordial to my spirits1 because if ! ,"l is n pleas$ by me or dur+ my lifetime to call ! ,g5tiles1 yet ,he is n (f5d$ at my be+ urg5t ) ,him t ! k+dom ( ,god may come4 ,april #ba1 #ahjf1 ! n9e mon?s' j\rney is complete1 & !y l& at ,madras4 ,mr4 ,m>tyn gives fir/ impressions & description ( ! natives1 end+ 9 ^! words3 ,9 g5]al1 "o ?\ght naturally occurr$3 ! conv]sion ( _! poor s\ls4 ,i am will+1 ,i tru/1 ?r\gh grace1 to pass my life among !m if by any means ^! poor p may be br\ght to ,god4 ,! sight ( m51 wom5 & *ildr51 all idolat]s1 makes me %udd] z if 9 ! dom9ions ( ! pr9ce ( d>kness4 ,he>+ ! hymn1 ',be=e ,jehovah's awful ?rone1' x excit$ a tra9 ( affect+ ?\ghts 9 my m9d4 ,wide z ! _w is ?y comm&4 ,!re=e x is easy = ,!e to spread abroad ,?y holy "n4 ,b oh1 h[ gross ! d>kness "h6 ,! veil ( ! cov]+ ca/ ov] all nations seems ?ick] "h2 ! fri5ds ( d>kness seem to sit 9 sull5 repose 9 ?is l&4 ,:at surprises me is ! *ange ( views ,i h "h f :at ,i _h 9 ,engl&4 ,!re my he>t exp&$ ) hope & joy at ! prospect ( ! spe$y conv]sion ( ! hea!n2 b "h ! sight ( ! app>5t impossibility requires a /rong fai? to support ! spirits4 ,ah1 h[ vividly ?is describes mission>y exp]i5ces6 ,aft] great p]il f /orm & illness1 pass+ up ! ,hoogly f ,madras1 ,mr4 ,m>tyn arriv$ at ,calcutta1 ,may #ad4 ,9 ?is city = ye>s _h be5 a b& ( ,engli% ,*ri/ians fai?fully pray+ = ! com+ ( ! k+dom 9 t d>k l&1 & into ! home ( "o ( ^!1 ,rev4 ,david ,br[n1 0 ,mr4 ,m>tyn receiv$ ) mu* affection4 ,a pagoda 9 "o end ( ! y>d on ! riv] bank 0 fitt$ up = him1 & ! place :]e once devils 7 wor%ip$ n[ became a ,*ri/ian oratory4 ,! fir/ exp]i5ce "h 0 ( sev]e illness f acclimat+ fev]1 f :i* he 0 k9dly nurs$ into convalesc5ce4 ,he !n appli$ himself e>ne/ly to ! /udy ( ! ,h9doo/anee1 hav+ engag$ a ,brahm9 z a tea*]4 ,"h he witness$ ) horror ! cruel & debas+ rites ( hea!nism4 ,! blaze ( a fun]al pile caus$ him "o day to ha/5 to ! rescue ( a burn+ wid[ :o 0 consum$ be=e 8 eyes4 ,& 9 a d>k wood he he>d ! s\nd ( cymbals & drums call+ ! poor natives to ! wor%ip ( devils1 & saw !m pro/rate ) _! =eheads to ! gr\nd be=e a black image 9 a pagoda surr\nd$ ) burn+ lights--a sight :i* he contemplat$ ) ov]:elm+ compassion1 %iv]+ z if /&+ 9 ! neighborhood ( hell4 ,mr4 ,m>tyn's pla9 & pung5t prea*+ 0 a great (f5se to "s ( ! easy-go+ =mali/s ( ! ,engli% *ur* at ,calcutta1 & "s ( ! m9i/ry attack$ him bitt]ly f _! pulpits1 decl>+1 = in/ance1 t to affirm rep5tance to be ! gift ( ,god & to tea* t nature is :olly corrupt1 is to drive m5 to despair1 & t to suppose ! righte\sness ( ,*ri/ suffici5t to ju/ify is to make x unnecess>y to h any ( our own4 ,?\gh compell$ to li/5 to su* d[nright h]esies1 to he> himself describ$ z kn[+ nei!r :at he said nor :]e( he affirm$1 & z aim+ only to gratify self suffici5cy1 pride & un*>itabl5ess1--,i rejoic$1 said ?is meek & holy man1 to receive ! ,"l's supp] aft]w>ds2--z ! solemnities ( t bless$ ord9ance sweetly t5d$ to soo! any asp]ity ( m9d1 & ,i ?9k t ,i adm9i/]$ ! cup to ---- & ---- ) s9c]e good w4 ,septemb] #ac1 #ahjf1 ,mr4 ,m>tyn receiv$ 8 appo9tm5t to ,s+apore4 ,a f>ewell meet+ ( great int]e/ 0 held 9 8 pagoda1 foll[$ by a t5d] p>t+ f ! family :o _h be5 s k9d to him1 & two fell[ labor]s :o1 foll[+ 8 bright example1 _h j come out f ,engl&4 ,! voyage to ,s+apore 0 p]=m$ 9 a budg]o1 a small boat ) a cab91 9 :i* he /udi$ & translat$ & pray$ :ile mak+ ! sev5te5 or eighte5 miles a day ( ! six-weeks' j\rney4 ,at night ! boat 0 fa/5$ to ! %ore4 ,8 j\rnal record ( ^! days is v int]e/+ & v *>act]i/ic4 ,he says3 ,octob] #bg4 ,arriv$ at ,b]hampore4 ,9 ! ev5+ walk$ out to ! hospital 9 :i* !re 7 #aej ,european soldi]s sick4 ,i 0 talk+ to a man said to be dy+1 :5 a surgeon ent]$4 ,i w5t up & made "s apology = ent]+ ! hospital4 ,x 0 my old s*ool-fell[ & t[nsman1 ----4 ,! rema9d] ( ! ev5+ he sp5t ) me 9 my budg]o4 ,octob] #bh4 ,rose v e>ly & 0 at ! hospital at daylight4 ,wait$ !re a long "t w&]+ up & d[n ! w>ds 9 hopes ( induc+ ! m5 to get up & assemble1 b x 0 9 va94 ,i left ?ree books ) !m & w5t away amid/ ! sne]s & titt]s ( ! common soldi]s4 ,c]ta9ly x is "o ( ! greate/ crosses ,i am call$ to be> to take pa9s to make p he> me4 ,x is su* a /ruggle betwe5 a s5se ( propriety & mode/y on ! "o h&1 & a s5se ( duty on ! o!r1 t ,i f9d no?+ equal to x4 ,i c\ld =ce my way any:]e1 9 ord] to introduce a bro!r m9i/]2 b = myself1 ,i act ) hesitation & pa94 ,walk+ out into a village :]e ! boat /opp$ = ! night ,i f\nd ! wor%ip]s ( ,kali by ! s\nd ( _! drums & cymbals4 ,invit$ by ! ,brahm9s to walk 9 ,i ent]$ & ask$ a few que/ions ab\t ! idol4 ,! ,brahm9 :o spoke bad ,h9doo/anee disput$ ) great heat1 & 8 tongue ran fa/] ?an ,i c\ld foll[1 & ! p1 ab\t "o hundr$1 %\t$ applause4 ,i cont9u$ my que/ions & among o!r ?+s ask$ if :at ,i _h he>d ( ,vi%nu & ,brahma 0 true1 :i* he confess$4 ,i =bore to press him ) ! consequ5ces1 :i* he seem$ to feel2 & !n ,i told him :at 0 my belief4 ,! man grew q mild & said x 0 *ula bat 7good words71 & ask$ me s]i\sly at la/ :at ,i ?\ght1 ',0 idol wor%ip true or false8' ,i felt x a matt] ( ?ankfulness t ,i c\ld make kn[n ! tru? ( ,god ?\gh a /amm]] & t ,i _h decl>$ x 9 ! pres5ce ( ! devil4 ,& ?is also ,i le>nt1 t ! p[] ( g5tl5ess is irresi/ible4 ,i nev] 0 m a/oni%$ ?an at ! *ange 9 deportm5t ( ?is hot-head$ ,brahm94444 ,came to on ! ea/]n bank bel[ a village call$ ,ahgadup4 ,:]ev] ,i walk$ ! wom5 fl$ at ! sight ( me4 ,"s m5 7 sitt+ "u ! %$ d$icat$ to _! goddess2 a lamp 0 burn+ 9 h] place4 ,a conv]sation soon began1 b !re 0 no "o :o c\ld speak ,h9doo/anee4 ,i c\ld only speak by ! m$ium ( my ,mussulman1 ,musal*ee4 ,!y said t !y only did z o!rs did1 & t if !y 7 wrong !n all ,b5gal 0 wrong4 ,i felt love = _! s\ls1 & long$ = utt]ance to decl>e unto ^! poor simple p ! holy gospel4 ,i ?9k t :5 my m\? is op5$ ,i %all prea* to !m day & night4 ,octob] #ca4 ,my ,moon%ee said1 ',h[ c y prove ?is book 7! gospel71 to be ! ^w ( ,god8' ,i took him to walk ) me on ! %ore t we might discuss ! matt]1 & ! result ( our conv]sation 0 t ,i discov]$ t ! ,mussulm5 all[ ! gospel to be 9 g5]al ! comm& ( ,god1 ?\gh ! words ( x are n ,8 z ! words ( ! ,koran are1 & cont5d t ! actual words ( ,god giv5 to ,jesus 7 burnt by ! ,jews2 t !y also admit ! ,new ,te/am5t to h be5 9 =ce till ! com+ ( ,mohamm$4 ,:5 ,i quot$ "s passages :i* prov$ ! ,*ri/ian disp5sation to be ! f9al "o1 he all[$ x to be inconsi/5t ) ! div9ity ( ! ,koran1 b said1 ',!n ^? words ( ! gospel mu/ be false4' ,! man argu$ & ask$ 8 que/ions seem+ly 9 e>ne/1 & ano!r new impression 0 left ^u my m9d1 namely1 t ^! m5 are n fools & t all +5uity & cle>ness ( reason+ are n conf9$ to ,engl& & ,europe4 ,i seem to feel t ^! desc5dants ( ,ham are z de> to ,god z ! haughty sons ( ,japhe?2 ,i feel1 too1 m at home ) ! ,scriptures ?an ev]2 ev]y?+ ,i see gives light to1 & receives x f1 ! ,scriptures4 ,i seem transport$ back to ! anci5t times ( ! ,israelites & ! ,apo/les4 ,my _s felt compos$ aft] ! dispute by simply look+ to ,god z "o :o _h engag$ to support ,8 own cause2 & ,i saw x to be my "p to pursue my way ?r\gh ! wild]ness ( ?is _w1 look+ only to t r$emption :i* daily drawe? nigh4 ,h[ %\ld ?is consid]ation quell ! tumult ( ang] & impati5ce :5 ,i _c conv9ce m5 '! gov]nm5t is on ,8 %\ld]s8' ,jesus is able to be> ! weight ( x2 !re=e we ne$ n be oppress$ ) c>e or fe>1 b a mission>y is apt to fancy himself an ,atlas4 ,novemb] #b4 ,walk+ on %ore met a l>ge p>ty4 ,i ask$ if any ( !m c\ld read4 ,"o "y man :o seem$ sup]ior 9 rank to ! re/1 said he c\ld1 & accord+ly read "s ( ! only ,nagree tract t ,i _h4 ,i !n address$ myself boldly to !m & told !m ( ! gospel4 ,:5 speak+ ( ! inefficacy ( ! religi\s practices ( ! ,h9doos ,i m5tion$ z an example ! repetition ( ! "n ( ,ram4 ,! "y man ass5t$ to ?is & said1 '( :at use is x8' ,z he seem$ to be ( a p5sive turn & said ?is ) m>ks ( disgu/1 ,i gave him a ,nagree ,te/am5t1 ! fir/ ,i h giv54 ,may ,god's bless+ g along ) x & cause ! eyes ( ! multitudes to be op5$4 ,! m5 said !y %\ld be glad to receive tracts1 s ,i s5t !m back a consid]able numb]4 ,! idea ( pr9t+ ! p>ables 9 prop] ord] ) a %ort explanation to ea*1 = ! purpose ( di/ribution & z s*ool books1 sugge/$ itself to me to-night & delight$ me prodigi\sly4444 ,a ,mussulman1 :5 he receiv$ "o ( ! tracts & f\nd :at x 01 0 greatly al>m$1 & aft] _m awkw>d apologies1 return$ x1 say+ t 'a man :o _h 8 legs 9 two diff]5t boats1 0 9 dang] ( s9k+ betwe5 !m4' ,e/abli%$ at ,s+apore1 ,mr4 ,m>tyn began ^u ?ree diff]5t l9es ( "w1 e/abli%+ s*ools1 atta9+ read9ess 9 ,h9doo/anee s z to prea* ! gospel 9 t language1 & translat+ ! ,scriptures & religi\s books4 ,to 8 great disc\ragem5t he 0 in=m$ by ! ,pundit t e f\r miles ! language *ang$1 s t a book 9 ! dialect ( "o di/rict w\ld be un9telligible to ! p ( ano!r4 ,be+ advis$ to le>n ,sanscrit1 he took up ?is language ) great zeal4 ,! comm5cem5t ( ,mr4 ,m>tyn's m9i/ry among/ ! ,europeans ( ,s+apore 0 n ( su* a k9d z to ei!r gratify or enc\rage him4 ,at fir/ he read pray]s to ! soldi]s at ! b>racks f ! drumhead1 & z !re 7 no seats provid$1 0 desir$ to omit ! s]mon4 ,aft]w>ds m dec5t arrangem5ts be+ made1 ! families came 92 b tak+ (f5se at 8 evangelical pla9ness1 !y ask$ t he %\ld desi/ f extempore prea*+4 ,^! ,european memb]s ( 8 flock 7 jeal\s & angry at 8 con/ant ef=ts = ! salvation ( ! hea!n natives4 ,!y ?\ght x mu* b5ea? ! dignity ( an ,engli% *apla9 to c>e = ^! degrad$ s\ls4 ,"s ( ,mr4 ,m>tyn's duties z *apla9 7 exce$+ly on]\s4 ,on sev]al occasions he 0 summon$ to di/ant places involv+ long & dang]\s j\rneys to p]=m a m>riage c]emony4 ,on ^! j\rneys he suff]$ sev]ely1 & !y 7 a great draft ^u 8 v delicate heal?2 always weak & languid1 & (t5 al>m+ly disord]$4 ,yet ?r\gh all he cont9u$ to labor incessantly4 ,e ,sabba? he held at lea/ f\r s]vices3 at #g = ,europeans2 at #b = ,h9doos1 ab\t two hundr$ 9 att5dance2 9 ! aft]noon at ! hospital2 9 ! ev5+ 9 8 own room = ! soldi]s4 ,9 8 h\sehold 7 two natives :o assi/$ 9 8 /udies & translations1 ! ,moon%ee & ! ,pundit1 ) :om he held long disputes & ) :om he labor$ daily1 ?\gh unsuccessfully1 to br+ !m to fai? 9 ,*ri/4 ,he says1 translat+ ! epi/le ( ,/4 ,john ) ! ,moon%ee1 ,i ask$ him :at he ?\ght ( ^? passages :i* s /rongly express ! doctr9es ( ! ,tr9ity & ( ! div9ity ( ,*ri/4 ,he said he nev] w\ld believe x1 because ! ,koran decl>$ x s9ful to say t ,god _h any ,son4 ,i told him t he ought to pray t ,god w\ld tea* him :at ! tru? really is4 ,he said he _h no occasion on ?is subject1 z ! ^w ( ,god 0 express4 ,i ask$ him :e!r "s d\bt ought n to arise 9 8 m9d :e!r ! ,koran is ! ^w ( ,god4 ,he grew angry1 & ,i felt hurt & vex$4 ,i %\ld h done bett] to h left ! words ( ! *apt] ) him )\t say+ any?+4 ,i w5t also too f> ) ! ,pundit 9 argu+ aga9/ 8 sup]/ition1 = he also grew angry4 ,if any qualification seems necess>y to a mission>y 9 ,india x is wisdom--op]at+ 9 ! regulation ( ! temp] & ! due improvem5t ( opportunities4 ,mr4 ,m>tyn ne$$ ! heav5ly gift ( wisdom also 9 ! managem5t ( 8 native s*ools1 five or six ( :i* 7 support$ by himself 9 ,s+apore4 ,little by little he succe$$ 9 introduc+ z a text-book a "p ( ! ,bible--8 own translation ( ! s]mon on ! ,m\nt & ! ,p>ables4 ,he 0 call$ to d m & m ( ?is "w ( translat+ ! ,scriptures1 & 0 p]suad$ by ! ,rev4 ,david ,br[n n only to cont9ue ! ,h9doo/anee1 b to sup]9t5d ! translation ( ! ,scriptures into ,p]sian4 ,he engag$ 9 x at once ) zeal4 ,he writes3 ,! "t fl$ imp]ceptibly :ile s delightfully engag$ 9 ! translations2 ! days seem$ to h pass$ l a mom5t4 ,:at d ,i n owe to ! ,"l = p]mitt+ me to take "p 9 a translation ( ,8 ^w8 ,nev] did ,i see su* wond] & wisdom & love 9 ! bless$ ,book z s9ce ,i h be5 oblig$ to /udy e expression4 ,employ$ a good :ile at night 9 consid]+ a difficult passage1 & be+ mu* enlight5$ respect+ x1 ,i w5t to b$ full ( a/oni%m5t at ! wond] ( ,god's ,^w4 ,nev] be=e did ,i see any?+ ( ! beauty ( ! language & ! importance ( ! ?\ghts z ,i d n[4 ,:at a s\rce ( p]petual delight h ,i 9 ! preci\s ,^w ( ,god6 ,?is ec/asy ( en?usiasm 9 mo/ successful & cong5ial labor 0 sudd5ly da%$ by a great wave ( sorr[ :i* came to ,mr4 ,m>tyn 9 ! news ( ! dea? ( 8 elde/ si/]4 ,to mission>ies 9 =eign l&s su* news is especially bitt]1 & to recov] f su* a %ock & s5se ( irrep>able loss seems almo/ impossible4 ,! m9d1 unsatisfi$ ) details ( ! sad ev5t1 is left 9 %ad[ :i* deep5s into heavy gloom4 ,mr4 ,m>tyn 0 all alone & felt x ke5ly & inexpressibly4 ,"s ( 8 mo/ intimate & sympa!tic fri5ds at ?is "t1 realiz+ h[ x 0 n good = him to be alone1 enc\rag$ him to r5ew 8 matrimonial (f] to 8 ev] belov$ ,l4 ,aft] h] refusal he says1 ,! ,"l sanctify ?is1 & s9ce ?is la/ desire ( my he>t is also )held may ,i turn away =ev] f ! _w & h5ce=? live =getful ( all b ,god4 ,) ,!e1 ,o my ,god1 is no disappo9tm5t4 ,i %all nev] h to regret t ,i h lov$ ,!e too well4 ,?\ ha/ said1 'delight ?yself 9 ! ,"l1 & he %all give !e ! desires ( ?y he>t4' ,c\ld sweet] words ?an ^! be express$ 9 any language6 ,c\ld great] dep?s ( submission or heights ( consecration be atta9$6 ,!y des]ve to be record$ on imp]i%able m>ble or blazon$ on ! sky 9 sight ( all1 & receiv$ z ! confession ( e ,*ri/ian he>t1 to ! honor & praise ( ,him :o gave su* glori\s victory to ?is tri$ soldi] ( ! cross4 ,provid5tially = ,mr4 ,m>tyn's com=t 8 ?\ghts 7 mu* occupi$ aft] ?is by ! arrival ( 8 coadjutors 9 ! "w ( translation1 "o ( ^!1 ,mirza ( ,b5>es1 well kn[n 9 ,india z an em95t ,h9doo/anee s*ol>2 ! o!r ,sabat ! ,arabian1 s9ce b too well kn[n bo? 9 ,india & ,engl& by 8 rejection ( t fai? :i* he !n appe>$ to pr(ess 9 s9c]ity & fai?4 ,9 ! latt] ( ^! ,mr4 ,m>tyn confid5tly tru/$ t he _h f\nd a ,*ri/ian bro!r ) respect to ! reality ( 8 belief 9 ,*ri/ianity1 al?\gh ,mr4 ,m>tyn imm$iately discov]$ 9 him an unsubdu$ ,arab _s1 & witness$ ) pa9 _m deflections f t temp] & conduct :i* he himself s em95tly exemplifi$2 yet1 he c\ld n b believe all ?+s & hope all ?+s1 ev5 :ile he cont9u$ to suff] mu* f him1 & = a l5g? ( "t1 ) unp>allel$ =be>ance & k9dness4 ,sabat's temp] 0 a cont9ual trial & mortification4 ,! v fir/ ,sabba? 9 ,s+apore1 imag9+ he 0 n treat$ ) suffici5t dignity1 he left ! *ur* be=e s]vice 9 great ang]4 ,(t5 9 ! mid/ ( ! translation he w\ld come to a sudd5 /op & refuse to g on = ! mo/ trivial reasons1 sometimes = fe> t ,mirza :o w\ld review ! "w might h "p ( ! honor4 ,ab\t ?is "t ,mr4 ,m>tyn 0 mu* b]eav$ by ! removal ( a family ) :om he _h liv$ 9 intimate t]ms ( ,*ri/ian int]c\rse4 ,?is sep>ation affect$ him ! m s5sibly because x 0 n 9 e family at t /ation t he met ) a k9d & cordial reception4 ,he says1 ,i call$ on "o ( ! ,s+apore families1 & felt my pride rise at ! uncivil mann] 9 :i* ,i 0 receiv$4 ,i 0 dispos$ at fir/ to det]m9e nev] to visit ! h\se aga91 b ,i rememb]$ ! words1 'ov]come evil ) good4' ,9 ! mon? ( ,m>*1 #ahjh1 ! ,new ,te/am5t 9 ,h9doo/anee 0 complet$4 ,he says1 ,i h read & correct$ ! manuscript till my eyes a*e2 su* a week ( labor ,i believe ,i h nev] pass$4 ,! heat is t]rible1 (t5 at #ih degrees1 ! nights insupportable4 ,we next he> ( ,mr4 ,m>tyn suff]+ f sev]e illness ) fev] & v]tigo1 & pa9$ ) ! ?\ght ( leav+ ! ,p]sian gospels unf9i%$6 ,s unselfi%1 s full ( zeal6 ,aga9 at "w1 m]cury at #ajb degrees4 ,arabic n[ employs my few mom5ts ( leisure4 ,9 consequ5ce ( read+ ! ,koran ) ,sabat audibly1 & dr9k+ no w9e1 ! sl&] has gone =? t ! ,s+apore ,padre has turn$ ,mussulman4 ,june #f?4 ,to-day we h complet$ ! ,p]sian ( ,/4 ,mat!w4 ,sabat desir$ me to kneel d[n to bless ,god = ! happy ev5t1 & we jo9$ 9 praise ( ! ,fa!r ( lights4 ,x is a sup]b p]=mance 9 e respect1 ) elegance en\gh to attract ! c>eless & please ! fa/idi\s2 x conta9s en\gh ( ,et]nal ,life to save ! read]'s s\l4444 ,my s]vices on ! ,"l's day always leave me ) a pa9 9 ! *e/1 & su* a great degree ( g5]al relaxation1 t ,i seldom recov] x till ,tuesday4 ,! society /ill meet e night at my qu>t]s1 & ?\gh we h lo/ _m by dea?1 o!rs are rais$ up 9 _! room4 ,"o (fic]1 a lieut5ant1 is also giv5 to me1 & he is n only a bro!r belov$1 b a con/ant companion & nurse2 s y mu/ feel no appreh5sion t ,i %\ld be left alone 9 sickness4 ,9 ,april1 #ahji1 ,mr4 ,m>tyn removes f ,d9apore to ,cawnpore4 ,"h he met fri5d%ip & hospitality4 ,we quote f ! graceful p5 ( ,mrs4 ,%]wood3 ,! mon? ( ,april 9 ! upp] prov9ces ( ,h9doo/an is "o ( ! mo/ dreadful mon?s = travel+ ?r\gh\t ! ye>2 inde$1 no ,european at t "t c remove f place to place1 b at ! risk ( 8 life4 ,b ,mr4 ,m>tyn _h t anxiety to beg9 ! "w :i* 8 heav5ly ,fa!r _h giv5 him to d1 t not)/&+ ! viol5t heat1 he travel$ f ,*un> to ,cawnpore1 ! space ( ab\t f\r hundr$ miles4 ,at t "t z ,i well rememb]1 ! air 0 z hot & dry z t :i* ,i h sometimes felt ne> ! m\? ( a l>ge ov51 no fri5dly cl\d or v]dant c>pet ( grass to relieve ! eye f ! /rong gl>e ( ! rays ( ! sun p\r+ on ! s&y pla9s ( ! ,ganges4 ,?us ,mr4 ,m>tyn travel$1 j\rney+ night & day1 & arriv$ at ,cawnpore 9 su* a /ate t he fa9t$ away z soon z he ent]$ ! h\se4 ,:5 we *>g$ him ) ! ra%ness ( haz>d+ 8 life 9 ?is mann]1 he always plead$ 8 anxiety to get to ! great "w4 ,he rema9$ ) u t5 days1 suff]+ consid]ably at times f fev] & pa9 9 ! *e/4 ,mr4 ,m>tyn's removal f ,d9apore to ,cawnpore 0 to him 9 _m respects a v unpleasant arrangem5t4 ,he 0 sev]al hundr$ miles f>!r di/ant f ,calcutta & m widely sep>at$ ?an be=e f 8 fri5d ,mr4 ,corrie4 ,he _h new acqua9tances to =m at 8 new abode1 & aft] hav+ ) mu* difficulty procur$ ! erection ( a *ur* at ,d9apore he 0 transport$ to a spot :]e none ( ! conv5i5ces1 mu* less ! dec5cies & solemnities ( public wor%ip1 7 visible4 ,we f9d him soon aft] he arriv$ !re prea*+ to a ?\s& soldi]s drawn up 9 a holl[ squ>e1 :5 ! heat 0 s great1 al?\gh ! sun _h n ris51 t _m actually dropp$ d[n1 unable to support x4 ,yet ,mr4 ,m>tyn's labors 7 n abat$4 ,e ,sabba? at dawn 7 pray]s & s]mon ) ! regim5t1 & aga9 at elev5 at ! h\se ( ! g5]al ( ! /ation4 ,9 ! aft]noon he prea*$ to a cr[d ( poor natives1 five1 to eight hundr$1 rude1 noisy1 wret*$ begg>s1 = ^: s\ls he felt a t5d] c>e4 ,aga9 9 ! ev5+1 ! be/ ( ! day1 he _h a meet+ ) ! m dev\t ( 8 flock4 ,^! m9i/rations s e>ne/ly p]=m$ 7 mo/ exhau/+1 yet he knew n h[ to =ego !m2 at ?is "t1 too1 f ,engl& came ! sad & sudd5 news ( ! dea? ( 8 si/]1 ! "o :o _h l$ him to ,*ri/4 ,! al>m+ /ate ( 8 heal? made "s *ange necess>y1 & ,mr4 ,m>tyn 0 urg$ to leave ,india & make trial ( a sea voyage4 ,8 ,p]sian ,new ,te/am5t _h be5 criticis$ z unfit = g5]al circulation1 be+ writt5 9 a /yle too le>n$ & exalt$ = ! compreh5sion ( ! common p4 ,he 0 advis$ to visit ,p]sia & !re revise 8 "w & also complete 8 v]sion 9 ,arabic1 almo/ f9i%$4 ,mr4 ,br[n1 8 devot$ fri5d1 & ! ,calcutta ag5t ( ! ,briti% & ,=eign ,bible ,society1 ?us writes3 ,c ,i !n br+ myself to cut ! /r+ & let y g8 ,i confess ,i c\ld n if y\r bodily frame 7 /rong1 & promis$ to la/ = half a c5tury4 ,b z y burn ) ! int5s5ess & rapid blaze ( heat$ phosphorus1 :y %\ld we n make ! mo/ ( y8 ,y\r flame may la/ z long & p]haps long] 9 ,arabia1 ?an 9 ,india4 ,:]e %\ld ! ,pho5ix build h] odorif]\s ne/1 b 9 ! l& prophetically call$ '! bless$8' & :]e %all we ev] expect1 b f t c\ntry1 ! true ,com=t] to come to ! nations ( ! ,ea/8 ,i contemplate y\r ,new ,te/am5t spr++ up1 z x 71 f du/ & a%es1 b beautiful z ! w+s ( a dove cov]$ ) silv]1 & 8 fea!rs l yell[ gold4 ,8 f>ewell s]vices at ,cawnpore 7 v t5d] & affect+1 bo? ) 8 great audi5ce ( natives & ,engli%m54 ,( ! latt]1 ,mrs4 ,%]wood says3 ,he began 9 a weak & fa9t voice1 be+ at t "t 9 a v bad /ate ( heal?2 b1 ga!r+ /r5g? z he proce$$1 he seem$ z "o inspir$ f on high4 ,nev] 0 an audi5ce m affect$4 ,! next day ?is holy & heav5ly man left ,cawnpore & ! society ( _m :o s9c]ely lov$ & admir$ him4 ,/opp+ to visit ! fri5ds 9 ,calcutta1 ! ,rev4 ,mr4 ,?omason says3 ,?is bright & lovely jewel fir/ gratifi$ our eyes on ,saturday la/4 ,he is on 8 way to ,arabia1 :]e he is go+ 9 pursuit ( heal? & k4 ,y "k 8 g5ius1 & :at gigantic /rides he takes 9 ev]y?+4 ,he has "s great plan 9 8 m9d1 ( :i* ,i am no compet5t judge2 b z f> z ,i d und]/& x1 ! object is f> too gr& = "o %ort life1 & mu* beyond 8 feeble & exhau/$ frame4 ,feeble x is1 inde$2 h[ fall5 & *ang$6 ,8 compla9t lies 9 8 lungs & appe>s to be an incipi5t consumption4 ,b let u hope ! sea air may revive him1 & t *ange may d him ess5tial s]vice & cont9ue 8 life _m ye>s4 ,9 all o!r respects he is exactly ! same z he 02 he %9es 9 all ! dignity ( love1 & seems to c>ry ab\t him su* a heav5ly maje/y z impresses ! m9d beyond description4 ,b if he talks mu*1 ?\gh 9 a l[ voice1 he s9ks1 & y are rem9d$ ( 8 be+ du/ & a%es4 ,?\gh s infirm1 ,mr4 ,m>tyn prea*$ e ,sabba? ( 8 visit1 & 8 la/ s]mon on ! anniv]s>y ( ! ,calcutta ,bible ,society 0 aft]w>ds pr9t$ & entitl$ ,*ri/ian ,india1 or an appeal on behalf ( n9e hundr$ ?\s& ,*ri/ians 9 ,india :o want ! ,bible4 ,,life ,,9 ,,p]sia4 ,f ?is "t a *ange comes ov] ,mr4 ,m>tyn's v>i$ life4 ,we h se5 him ! successful c&idate = academical di/9ctions--! fai?ful & labori\s pa/or--! self-d5y+ & devot$ mission>y--! indefatigable translator--! prea*] ( ! gospel to ! hea!n2 we are n[ call$ to admire 9 him ! c\rage\s _s ( ! ,*ri/ian confessor4 ,he says1 on 8 voyage t[>ds ,p]sia3 ,all d[n ! ,bay ( ,b5gal ,i c\ld d no?+ b sit li/less1 view+ ! wide wa/e ( wat]1 a sight t w\ld h be5 beautiful _h ,i be5 well4 ,9 my ,hebrew rese>*es ,i sc>cely ev] felt s disc\rag$4 ,all ! k ,i ?\ght ,i _h acquir$ became unc]ta91 & consequ5tly ,i 0 unhappy4 ,x 0 9 va9 t ,i reflect$ t ?\s&s live & die happy )\t su* k z ,i am 9 se>* (4 ,propos$ family pray] e night 9 ! cab9--no objection 0 made4 ,febru>y #ah1 an*or$ (f ,bombay4 ,?is day ,i f9i%$ ! ?irtie? ye> ( my unpr(itable life1 ! age at :i* ,david ,bra9]d f9i%$ 8 c\rse4 ,i am n[ at ! age at :i* ! ,savior ( m5 began 8 m9i/ry1 & at :i* ,john ! ,bapti/ call$ a nation to rep5tance4 ,hi!rto ,i h made my y\? & insignificance an excuse = slo? & imbecility1 n[ let me h a "* & act boldly = ,god4 ,m>* #e4 ,fe]og1 a ,p>see :o is consid]$ ! mo/ le>n$ man "h1 call$ to conv]se ab\t religion4 ,he spoke ,p]sian & seem$ famili> ) ,arabic4 ,he began by say+ t no "o religion _h m evid5ces ( its tru? ?an ano!r1 = t all ! miracles ( ! respective f\nd]s dep5d$ ^u tradition4 ,?is ,i d5i$4 ,he ackn[l$g$ t ! writ] ( ! ,z5dave/a 0 n cotempor>y ) ,zoroa/]4 ,aft] disput+ & rais+ objections he 0 left )\t an answ]1 b cont9u$ to cavil4 ',:y' said he1 'did ! ,magi see ! /> 9 ! ,ea/ & none else8 f :at "p ( ! ,ea/ did !y come8 & h[ 0 x possible t _! k+ %\ld come to ,j]usalem 9 sev5 days8' ,! la/ piece ( in=mation he _h f ! ,arm5ians4 ,i ask$ him :e!r he _h any ?\ghts ( *ang+ 8 religion4 ,he repli$ ) a contemptu\s smile1 ',no1 e man is safe 9 8 own religion4' ,i ask$ him1 ',:at s9n]s mu/ d to obta9 p>don8' ',rep5t1' said he4 ,i ask$1 ',w\ld rep5tance satisfy a cr$itor or a judge8' ',:y1 is x n said 9 ! gospel1' rejo9$ he1 't we mu/ rep5t8' ,i repli$1 ',x _c be prov$ f ! gospel t rep5tance alone is suffici5t1 or good works1 or bo?4' ',:]e !n is ! glory ( salvation8' he said2 ,i repli$1 ',9 ! atonem5t ( ,*ri/4' ',all ?is' said he1 ',i "k1 b s ! ,mohamm$ans say1 t ,hosyn 0 an atonem5t = ! s9s ( m54' ,he !n began to criticise ! translations he saw on ! table4 ,april #bc4 ,moscat1 ,arabia4 ,w5t on %ore & met ! ,vizi]4 ,8 ,african slave argu$ ) me = ,mohamm$ & did n "k h[ to let me g1 he 0 s int]e/$ 9 ! bus9ess4 ,april #be4 ,gave him an ,arabic copy ( ! gospel1 :i* he at once began to read1 & c>ri$ x (f z a great prize1 :i* ,i hope he w f9d x to be4 ,bu%ire1 ,p]sia4 ,call$ on ! gov]nor1 a ,p]sian ,khan4 ,he 0 v p>ticul> 9 8 att5tions4 ,seat$ me on 8 own seat & !n sat by my side4 ,aft] ! usual salutations & inquiries ! calean 7pipe71 0 introduc$1 !n c(fee 9 *9a cups plac$ )9 silv] ones1 !n calean1 !n "s rose-wat] syrup1 !n calean4 ,obs]v+ ! w9d[s ( /a9$ glass1 ,i began to "q him ab\t ! art ( color+ glass1 obs]v+ t ! mod]n ,europeans 7 inf]ior to ! anci5t 9 ! manufacture ( ! article4 ,he express$ 8 surprise t ,europeans1 :o 7 s skillful 9 mak+ wat*es1 %\ld fail 9 any h&icraft "w4 ,i c\ld n help recollect+ ! ,emp]or ( ,*9a's s>ca/ic rem>k on ! ,europeans & _! arts1 & !re=e dropp$ ! subject4 ,on 8 calean--,i call$ x hookah at fir/1 b he did n und]/& me--,i notic$ sev]al little pa9t+s ( ! ,virg9 & *ild1 & ask$ him :e!r su* ?+s 7 n unlawful among ,mohamm$ans4 ,he answ]$ v coolly ',yes1' z mu* z to say1 ',:at !n8' ,i lam5t$ t ! ,ea/]n ,*ri/ians %\ld use su* ?+s 9 _! *ur*es4 ,he repeat$ ! words ( a good man :o 0 f\nd fault ) = hav+ an image be=e him :ile at pray]1 ',god is ne>] to me ?an t image1 s t ,i d n see x4' ,?is man1 ,i aft]w>ds f\nd1 is l mo/ ( ! o!r gr&ees ( ! ,ea/1 a murd]]4 ,on ! #cj? ( ,may1 our ,p]sian dresses 7 ready1 & we set out = ,%iraz4 ,! ,p]sian dress consi/s ( fir/1 /ock+s & %oes 9 "o2 next1 a pair ( l>ge blue tr\s]s1 or else a pair ( huge r$ boots2 !n ! %irt1 !n ! tunic1 & above x ! coat1 bo? ( *9tz1 & a great coat4 ,i h "h describ$ my own dress1 mo/ ( :i* ,i h on at ?is mom5t4 ,on ! head is worn an enorm\s cone made ( ! sk9 ( ! black ,t>t> %eep ) ! wool on4 ,if to ?is description ( my dress ,i add t my be>d & mu/a*ios h be5 suff]$ to vegetate undi/urb$ ev] s9ce ,i left ,india2 t ,i am sitt+ on a ,p]sian c>pet1 9 a room )\t tables or *airs1 & t ,i bury my h& 9 ! pill> 7rice71 )\t wait+ = spoon or plate1 y w give me cr$it = be+ already an accompli%$ ,ori5tal4 ,at t5 o'clock on ! #cj? our califa began to move4 ,x consi/$ *iefly ( mules ) a few horses4 ,i wi%$ to h a mule1 b ! mulete] favor$ me ) 8 own pony2 ?is animal _h a bell fa/5$ to its neck4 ,to add solemnity to ! sc5e1 a ,bombay trumpet] :o 0 go+ to jo9 ! embassy 0 direct$ to bl[ a bla/ z we mov$ (f ! gr\nd2 b :e!r x 0 t ! trumpet] 0 n an adept 9 ! sci5ce or t 8 in/rum5t 0 out ( ord]1 ! crazy s\nds t salut$ our e>s _h a ludicr\s effect4 ,at la/1 aft] "s jo/l+1 mutual recrim9ations & recalcitrat+ ( ! /e$s1 we ea* f\nd our places & mov$ out ( ! gate ( ! city 9 good ord]4 ,! resid5ts accompani$ u a little way1 & !n left u to pursue our j\rney ov] ! pla94 ,x 0 a f9e moonlight night1 ! sc5e new & p]fectly ori5tal1 & no?+ prev5t$ me f indulg+ my own reflections4 ,z ! night advanc$ ! califa grew quiet2 on a sudd5 "o ( ! mulete]s began to s+1 & sang 9 a voice s pla9tive t x 0 impossible n to h "o's att5tion arre/$4 ,e voice 0 hu%$4 ,^! 7 ! words translat$3 ,?9k n t e'er my he>t c\ld dwell ,cont5t$ f> f !e1 ,h[ c ! fre%-caught night+ale ,enjoy tranquility8 ,oh1 !n =sake ?y fri5d = naught ,t sl&]\s tongues c say1 ,! he>t t fixe? :]e x ought ,no p[] c r5d away4 ,?us f> our j\rney 0 agreeable4 ,n[ = mis]ies4 ,at sunrise we came to our gr\nd at ,ahm$u1 six p>asangs1 & pit*$ our little t5t "u a tree2 x 0 ! only %elt] we c\ld get4 ,at fir/ ! heat 0 n great] ?an we _h felt 9 ,india1 b x soon became s int5se z to be q al>m+4 ,:5 ! !rmomet] 0 above #aab degrees1 fev] heat1 ,i began to lose my /r5g? fa/2 at la/ x became q intol]able4 ,i wrapp$ myself up 9 a blanket & all ! w>m cov]+ ,i c\ld get to def5d myself f ! ext]nal air1 by :i* means ! moi/ure 0 kept a little long] ^u ! body1 & n s spe$ily evaporat$ z :5 ! sk9 0 expos$4 ,"o ( my companions foll[$ my example & f\nd ! b5efit ( x4 ,b ! !rmomet] /ill ris+1 & ! moi/ure ( ! body be+ q exhau/$1 ,i grew re/less & ?\ght ,i %\ld h lo/ my s5ses4 ,! !rmomet] at la/ /ood at #abf degrees4 ,9 ?is /ate ,i compos$ myself & conclud$ t1 ?\gh ,i might hold out b a day or two1 dea? 0 inevitable4 ,capta9 ---- cont9u$ to tell ! h\r & heights ( ! !rmomet]1 & ) pleasure we he>d ( x s9k+ to #abj degrees1 #aah degrees1 etc4 ,at la/ ! fi]ce sun retir$ & ,i crept out m dead ?an alive4 ,! next day we secur$ "s com=t f a l>ge wet t[el wrapp$ ab\t ! head & body4 ,at sunset1 ris+ to g out1 a scorpion fell ^u my clo!s4 ,! night be=e we f\nd a black scorpion 9 our t5t1 t made u uneasy1 s we got no sleep4 ,june #i ,mr4 ,m>tyn arriv$ at ,%iraz1 ! celebrat$ seat ( ,p]sian lit]ature1 & at once began "w ^u 8 translation ) ! effici5t help ( ,mirza ,seid ,ali ,khan4 ,9 ?is "w he _h _m int]ruptions1 be+ himself an object ( att5tion & curiosity4 ,he receiv$ _m calls1 & unwill+ to lose any opportunity ( b5efit+ ! inhabitants ( ,%iraz1 0 nev] inaccessible to !m4 ,he says1 ,june #ag1 9 ! ev5+1 ,seid ,ali came ) two ,moollahs1 & ) !m ,i _h a v long & temp]ate discussion4 ,"o ( !m read ! beg9n+ ( ,john 9 ,arabic & inquir$ v p>ticul>ly into our op9ions respect+ ! p]son ( ,*ri/1 & :5 he 0 in=m$ t we did n consid] ,8 human nature et]nal nor ,8 "m div9e1 seem$ q satisfi$1 & rem>k$ to ! o!rs1 'h[ mu* misappreh5sion is remov$ :5 p come to an explanation4' ,june #bb4 ,! ,pr9ce's secret>y call$ to talk ab\t ,so(eeism4 ,!y believe !y "k n :at4 ,he ?\ght to excite my wond] by tell+ me t ,i & e creat$ be+ 0 ,god4 ,june #bf4 ,two "y m5 f ! college came1 full ( zeal & logic1 to try me ) h>d que/ions su* z1 :e!r be+ be b "o or two8 ,:at is ! /ate & =m ( disembodi$ spirits8 & o!r fooli% & unle>n$ que/ions m9i/]+ /rife4 ,at la/1 "o ( !m discov]$ ! true cause ( 8 com+ by ask+ me bluntly to br+ a pro( ( ! religion ( ,*ri/4 ,y all[ ! div9e mission ( ,*ri/1 said ,i1 :y ne$ ,i prove x8 ,n be+ able to draw me into an argum5t !y said :at !y wi%$ to say1 namely1 t ,i _h no o!r pro( = ! miracles ( ,*ri/ ?an !y _h = ^? ( ,mohamm$1 :i* is tradition4 ',s(tly' ,i said1 ',y w be pleas$ to obs]ve a diff]5ce betwe5 y\r books & ours1 :5 by tradition we h rea*$ our sev]al books1 our n>rators 7 eye witnesses2 y\rs are n1 nor ne>ly s4' ,9 ! ev5+ ,seid ,ali ask$ me ! cause ( evil4 ,i said ,i knew no?+ ab\t x4 ,he ?\ght he c\ld tell me1 s ,i let him reason on till he soon f\nd he knew z little ab\t ! matt] z myself4 ,he want$ to prove t !re 0 no real diff]5ce betwe5 good & evil2 t x 0 only app>5t4 ,i obs]v$ t ! diff]5ce1 if only app>5t1 0 ! cause ( a great deal ( mis]y4 ,june #cj1 ,sunday4 ,prea*$ to ! ,ambassador's suite on ! ',fai?ful ,say+4' ,9 ! ev5+ baptiz$ 8 *ild4 ,za*>iah told me ?is morn+ t ,i 0 ! t[n talk4 ,inde$ ,%iraz 0 /irr$ to its dep? by ! pres5ce ( ,mr4 ,m>tyn dur+ ! :ole ye> ( 8 /ay4 ,m5 ( e k9d1 especially ! le>n$ & zeal\s1 came s+ly & 9 gr\ps almo/ e day to argue & dispute aga9/ ,*ri/4 ,n[ x 0 a p>ty ( ,arm5ians1 n[ le>n$ ,jews1 n[ a pr9ce1 n[ a g5]al1 n[ ! v ,moojtuhid himself1 ! pr(essor ( ,mohamm$an law4 ,?is great dignit>y invit$ ,mr4 ,m>tyn to 8 h\se1 :]e = h\rs he talk$ on & on1 def5d+ 8 ,prophet & %[+ 8 le>n+2 he 0 greatly annoy$ at any diff]5ce ( op9ion1 & decid$ x 0 q useless = ,mohamm$ans & ,*ri/ians to argue toge!r1 z !y _h diff]5t languages & diff]5t hi/ories4 ,b fe>+ ,mr4 ,m>tyn's influ5ce he 0 /irr$ to write a def5se ( 8 fai?1 :i* 0 said to surpass all =m] treatises on ,islam4 ,he concludes x 9 ^! words1 address$ to ,mr4 ,m>tyn3 ,oh1 ?\ t art wise6 consid] ) ! eye ( ju/ice1 s9ce ?\ ha/ no excuse to (f] to ,god4 ,?\ ha/ wi%$ to see ! tru? ( miracles4 ,we desire y to look at ! great ,koran3 t is an ev]la/+ miracle4 ,mr4 ,m>tyn repli$1 %[+ :y m5 are b\nd to reject ,mohamm$anism2 t ,mohamm$ 0 =etold by no prophet1 work$ no miracles1 spread 8 religion by means m]ely human1 appeals to man's l[e/ & s5sual nature1 t he 0 ambiti\s = himself & family1 t ! ,koran is full ( absurdities & contradictions1 t x conta9s a me?od ( salvation :olly inefficaci\s1 sadly contra/+ ) ! div9e atonem5t ( ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,! ,pr9ce's nephew1 he>+ ( ! attack on ,mohamm$1 said1 ! prop] answ] to x is ! sword4 ,mr4 ,m>tyn writes1 ,febru>y #h3 ,?is is my bir?day1 on :i* ,i complete my ?irty-fir/ ye>4 ,! ,p]sian ,new ,te/am5t has be5 begun & f9i%$ 9 x4 ,su* a pa9ful ye> ,i nev] pass$1 ow+ to ! privations ,i h be5 call$ to1 on ! "o h&1 & ! spectacle be=e me ( human depravity on ! o!r4 ,b ,i hope ,i h n come to ?is seat ( ,satan 9 va94 ,! ,^w ( ,god has f\nd its way into ,p]sia1 & x is n 9 ,satan's p[] to oppose its progress if ! ,"l ha? s5t x4 ,! ,psalms 9 ,p]sian 0 f9i%$ by ! middle ( ,m>*4 ,on ! #bc;d ,mr4 ,m>tyn writes3 ,i call$ on ! ,vizi]4 ,9 ! c\rt :]e he receiv$ me1 ,mirza ,ibraheem 0 lectur+4 ,f9d+ myself s ne> my old & respectable antagoni/1 ,i express$ a wi% to see him1 on :i* ,jaffi] ,ali ,khan w5t up to asc]ta9 if my visit w\ld be agreeable4 ,! ma/] cons5t$1 b "s ( ! disciples demurr$4 ,at la/1 "o ( !m1 obs]v+ t by ! bless+ ( ,god on ! ma/]'s conv]sation ,i might possibly be conv]t$1 x 0 agre$ t ,i %\ld be invit$ to asc5d4 ,!n x became a "q :]e ,i ought to sit4 ,bel[ all w\ld n be respectful to a /rang]1 b above all ! ,moollahs c\ld n be tol]at$4 ,i ent]$ & 0 surpris$ at ! numb]s4 ,! room 0 l9$ ) ,moollahs on bo? sides & at ! top4 ,i 0 ab\t to sit d[n on ! floor b 0 beckon$ to an empty place ne> ! top1 opposite to ! ma/]1 :o1 aft] ! usual complim5ts1 )\t fur!r c]emony1 ask$ me1 ',:at we meant by call+ ,*ri/1 ,god8' ,w> be+ ?us unequivocally decl>$1 ,i _h no?+ to d b /& ^u ! def5sive4 ,mirza ,ibraheem argu$ temp]ately en\gh2 b ( ! re/1 "s 7 v viol5t & clamor\s4 ,! =m] ask$ 'if ,*ri/ _h ev] call$ himself ,god--0 he ! ,creator or a creature8' ,i repli$1 ',! ,creator4' ,! ,moollahs look$ at "o ano!r4 ,su* a confession _h nev] be=e be5 he>d among ! ,mohamm$an doctors4 ,"o ,moollah want$ to controv]t "s ( my illu/rations by int]rogat+ me ab\t ! p]sonality ( ,*ri/4 ,to all 8 que/ions ,i repli$ by reque/+ ! same in=mation respect+ 8 own p]son4 ,to ano!r1 :o 0 r contemptu\s & viol5t1 ,i said ',if y d n approve ( our doctr9e1 w y be s good z to say :at ,god is1 accord+ to y1 t ,i may wor%ip a prop] object8' ,"o said1 '! au?or ( ! univ]se4' ',i c =m no idea f ^! words1' said ,i1 'b ( a workman at "w ^u a va/ numb] ( mat]ials4 ,is t a correct notion8' ,ano!r said1 ',"o :o came ( himself into be+4' ',s !n he came1' ,i repli$1 'out ( "o place into ano!r1 & be=e he came he 0 n4 ,is ?is an ab/ract & ref9$ notion8' ,aft] ?is no "o ask$ me any m que/ions1 & = fe> ! dispute %\ld be r5ew$ ,jaffi] ,ali ,khan c>ri$ me away4 ,:5 we ?9k ( ! bigotry & intol]ance ( ^! p & ( ,mr4 ,m>tyn's unfl9*+ c\rage s+le-h&$ & alone1 decl>+ ! tru? & prea*+ ,*ri/1 expos$ to ! greate/ p]sonal dang]1 contempt & insult1 b unaba%$1 he /&s be=e ! _w dur+ 8 ,%iraz resid5ce z "o ( ! brave/ & gr&e/ h]oes t has ev] liv$4 ,su* a spectacle is ?rill+ & sublime4 ,god 0 ) him to protect him & to inspire 8 magnific5t confessions4 ,a figure-head 9 hi/ory6 ,a sight = angels & = m56 ,fai?ful f\nd ,among ! fai?less1 fai?ful only he1 ,un%ak51 uns$uc$1 unt]rifi$1 ,8 loyalty he kept1 8 zeal1 8 love4 ,& ,god 0 ) him to *e] & com=t1 & we rejoice to "k t "s ( ! sc5es ( 8 life 9 ,%iraz 7 quiet & re/ful4 ,at "o "t a t5t 0 pit*$ = him 9 a g>d5 9 ! suburbs ( ! city4 ,liv+ amid/ clu/]s ( grapes by ! side ( a cle> /ream & frequ5tly sitt+ "u ! %ade ( an orange tree1 :i* ,jaffi] ,ali ,khan delight$ to po9t out to visitors1 until ! day ( 8 own dep>ture1 he pass$ _m a tranquil h\r1 & enjoy$ _m a ,sabba? ( holy re/ & div9e refre%m5t4 ,he says3 ,pass$ "s days at ,jaffi] ,ali ,khan's g>d5 ) ,mirza ,seid ,ali1 ,aga ,baba1 ,%eikh ,abul ,hassam1 read+ at _! reque/ ! ,old ,te/am5t hi/ories4 ,_! att5tion to ! ^w & _! love & respect = me seem$ to increase z ! "t = my dep>ture approa*$4 ,aga ,baba1 :o _h be5 read+ ,/4 ,mat!w1 relat$ v circum/antially to ! company ! p>ticul>s ( ! dea? ( ,*ri/4 ,! b$ ( roses on :i* we sat & ! notes ( ! night+ales w>bl+ ar\nd u1 7 n s sweet to me z ?is disc\rse f ! ,p]sian4 ,! pla9 ( ,%iraz is cov]$ ) anci5t ru9s1 & conta9s ! tombs ( ! poets ,zaadi & ,hafiz4 ,a vision ( ! bright ,%iraz1 ( ,p]sian b>ds ! !me2 ,! v9e ) bun*es lad5 hangs o'er ! cry/al /ream2 ,! night+ale all day h] notes 9 rosy ?icket trills1 ,& ! brood+ heat-mi/ fa9tly lies along ! di/ant hills4 ,ab\t ! pla9 are scatt]$ wide 9 _m a crumbl+ heap1 ,! fanes ( o!r days1 & tombs :]e ,iran's poets sleep2 ,& 9 ! mid/1 l burni%$ gems1 9 noonday light repose ,! m9>ets ( bright ,%iraz1--! ,city ( ! ,rose4 ,"o gr\p beside ! riv] bank 9 rapt disc\rse are se51 ,:]e hangs ! gold5 orange on its b\ghs ( pure/ gre52 ,_! words are sweet & l[1 & _! looks are lit ) joy1 ,"s holy bless+ seems to re/ on !m & _! employ4 ,! pale-fac$ ,frank among !m sits2 :at br\ght him f af>8 ,nor be>s he bales ( m]*&ise1 nor tea*es skill 9 w>2 ,"o pe>l alone he br+s ) him--! ,book ( life & dea?1-- ,"o w>f>e only tea*es he1--to fight ! fight ( fai?4 ,& ,iran's sons are r\nd him1 & "o ) solemn tone ,tells h[ ! ,"l ( ,glory 0 reject$ by 8 own2 ,tells f ! wondr\s gospel ( ! trial & ! doom1-- ,! words div9e ( love & might1--! sc\rge1 ! cross1 ! tomb4 ,f> sweet] to ! /rang]'s e> ^! ea/]n acc5ts s\nd1 ,?an music ( ! night+ale t fills ! air ar\nd2 ,loveli] ?an balmie/ odors s5t f g>d5s ( ! rose1 ,! fragrance f ! contrite s\l & *a/5$ lip t fl[s4 ,! night+ales h ceas$ to s+1 ! roses' leaves are %$1 ,! ,frank's pale face 9 ,tocat's field ha? m\ld]$ ) ! dead2 ,alone & all unfri5d$ mid/ 8 ,ma/]'s "w he fell1 ,) none to ba! 8 fev]$ br[1 ) none 8 tale to tell4 ,b /ill ^? sweet & solemn tones ab\t him s\nd 9 bliss1 ,& fragrance f ^? fl[]s ( ,god =ev]more is 82 ,= 8 ! me$1 by grace1 ( ^? :o ri* 9 zeal & love1 ,turn _m unto righte\sness1 & %9e z />s above4 #ahea4 --,,h5ry ,,al=d4 ,on ! #bd? ( ,may1 aft] a ye>'s resid5ce1 ,mr4 ,m>tyn left ,%iraz1 be>+ 8 preci\s translation to be pres5t$ to ! ,%ah4 ,! j\rney 0 an occasion ( disappo9tm5t1 exposure & suff]+4 ,arriv$ at ! ,%ah's camp he says3 ,june #ab?1 att5d$ ! ,vizi]'s levee1 :5 !re 0 a mo/ intemp]ate & clamor\s controv]sy kept up = an h\r or two1 eight or t5 on "o side1 & ,i on ! o!r4 ,among/ !m 7 two ,moollahs1 ! mo/ ignorant ( any ,i h met 9 ,p]sia or ,india4 ,x w\ld be impossible to enum]ate all ! absurd ?+s !y said4 ,_! vulg>ity 9 int]rupt+ me 9 ! middle ( a spee*1 _! utt] ignorance ( ! nature ( an argum5t1 _! impud5t ass]tions ab\t ! law & ! gospel1 nei!r ( :i* !y _h ev] se5 9 _! lives1 mov$ my indignation4 ,! ,vizi] said1 ',y _h bett] say1 ,god is ,god & ,mohamm$ is ! prophet ( ,god4' ,i said1 ',god is ,god1' b add$1 in/ead ( ',mohamm$ is ! prophet ( ,god1' ',jesus is ! ,son ( ,god4' ,!y _h no soon] he>d ?is1 :i* ,i _h avoid$ br++ =w>d till !n1 ?an !y all exclaim$ 9 contempt & ang]1 ',he is nei!r born nor begets1' & rose up z if !y w\ld h torn me 9 pieces4 ,"o ( !m said1 ',:at w y say :5 y\r tongue is burnt out = ?is blasphemy8' ,my book :i* ,i _h br\ght1 expect+ to pres5t x to ! k+1 lay be=e ,mirza ,%ufi4 ,z !y all rose up aft] him to g1 "s to ! k+1 & "s away1 ,i 0 afraid !y w\ld trample ^u ! book2 s ,i w5t 9 among !m to take x up1 & wrapp$ x 9 a t[el be=e !m1 :ile !y look$ at x & me ) supreme contempt4 ,?us ,i walk$ away alone to my t5t to pass ! re/ ( ! day 9 heat & dirt4 ,:at h ,i done1 ?\ght ,i1 to m]it all ?is scorn8 ,no?+1 ,i tru/1 b be>+ te/imony to ,jesus4 ,i ?\ght ov] ^! ?+s 9 pray] & f\nd ! peace :i* ,*ri/ ha? promis$4 ,to complete ! trials ( ! day a mess5g] came f ! ,vizi] 9 ! ev5+ to say t x 0 ! cu/om ( ! k+ n to see any ,engli%man unless pres5t$ by ! ambassador or accr$it$ by a lett] f him1 & t ,i mu/ !re=e wait till ! k+ rea*$ ,sultania1 :]e ! ambassador w\ld be4 ,travel+ t[>d ,tabriz he writes1 ,june #bb3 ,met ) ! usual insult+ treatm5t at ! c>avans>ai :5 ! k+'s s]vant _h got possession ( a good room built = ! reception ( ! bett] ord] ( gue/s2 !y seem$ to delight 9 ! opportunity ( humbl+ a ,european--all along ! road :5 ! k+ is expect$ ! p are pati5tly wait+ z = "s dreadful disa/]2 plague1 pe/il5ce or fam9e are no?+ to ! mis]y ( be+ subject to ! viol5ce & extortion ( ?is rabble soldi]y4 ,june #bf4 ,h eat5 no?+ n[ = two days4 ,my m9d mu* disord]$ f heada*e & gidd9ess2--b my he>t is ) ,*ri/ & ,8 sa9ts4 ,june #bg4 ,pass$ ! ?ird day 9 ! same exhau/$ /ate1 my head tortur$ ) %ock+ pa9s1 su* z1 toge!r ) ! horror ,i felt at be+ expos$ to ! sun1 %[$ me pla9ly to :at to ascribe my sickness4 ,?us 9 great illness & suff]+ ,mr4 ,m>tyn rea*$ ,tabriz1 & 0 nurs$ ?r\gh a fev] ( two mon?s' cont9uance at ! ambassador's resid5ce4 ,?is defeat$ 8 plan ( pres5t+ ! ,p]sian ,new ,te/am5t to ! k+--b x 0 aft]w>ds done by ,sir ,gore ,ouseley himself1 & publicly receiv$ ! royal approbation1 & /ill lat] 0 pr9t$ 9 ,/4 ,pet]sburg4 ,on leav+ ,cawnpore1 ,mr4 ,m>tyn _h int5d$ return+ to ,engl&1 b _h will+ly rema9$ 9 ,p]sia to f9i% ! translation1 :i* be+ n[ dispos$ (1 he rev]t$ to 8 orig9al int5tion1 & set out on 8 la/ fatal j\rney t[>ds ,con/ant9ople1 ,septemb] #b4 ,8 j\rnal is fill$ ) expressions ( gratitude = re/or$ heal?1 delight 9 ! sc5]y ( ,tabriz1 descriptions ( ! c\ntry & ! j\rney1 ! ,araxes riv]1 ! ho>y peaks ( ,ar>at1 ! gov]nor's palace1 ! anci5t ,arm5ian *ur* & mona/]y at ,e*-,miaz91 :]e he receiv$ great k9dness f ! ,patri>* & ! monks4 ,he 0 pr(\ndly impress$ ) ! view f an elevat$ table-l& look+ out ^u ,p]sia1 ,russia & ,turkey--a ,pisgah vision1 :i* excites 9 lat] mission>ies a /rong desire = ,*ri/ian conque/4 ,describes ,c>s & ,erzroom4 ,septemb] #bi1 left ,erzroom4 ,0 attack$ ) fev] & ague4 ,septemb] #cj4 ,took no?+ all day b tea2 heada*e & loss ( appetite depress$ my spirits1 yet my s\l re/s 9 ,him :o is z an*or ( ! s\l1 sure & /eadfa/1 :i*1 n se51 keeps me fa/4 ,octob] #a4 ,m>*$ ov] a m\nta9\s tract2 we 7 out f sev5 9 ! morn+ till eight at night4 ,aft] sitt+ a little by ! fire ,i 0 ne> fa9t+ f sickness4 ,my depression ( spirits l$ me to ! ?rone ( grace z a s9ful abject worm4 ,:5 ,i ?\ght ( myself & my transgressions1 ,i c\ld f9d no text s *e]+ z1 ',my ways are n z y\r ways4' ,f ! m5 :o accompani$ ,sir ,wm4 ,ouseley to ,con/ant9ople ,i le>n$ t ! plague 0 rag+ at ,con/ant9ople & ?\s&s dy+ e day4 ,"o ( ! ,p]sians _h di$ ( x4 ,!y add$ t ! inhabitants ( ,tocat 7 fly+ f _! t[n f ! same cause4 ,?us ,i am pass+ into imm95t dang]4 ,o ,"l ?y w be done6 ,liv+ or dy+1 rememb] me4 ,octob] #b4 ,lodg$ 9 ! /ables ( ! po/-h\se4 ,z soon z x began to gr[ a little cold1 ! ague came on & !n ! fev]1 aft] :i* ,i _h a sleep1 :i* let me "k too pla9ly ! disord] ( my frame4 ,9 ! night ,hossan s5t to summon me away1 b ,i 0 q unable to move4 ,f9d+ me /ill 9 b$ at ! dawn he began to /orm furi\sly at my deta9+ him s long1 b ,i quietly let him sp5d 8 ire1 ate my breakfa/ compos$ly1 & set out at eight4 ,he seem$ det]m9$ to make up = ! delay1 = we flew ov] hill & dale to ,%]ean1 :]e we *ang$ horses4 ,f !nce we travel$ all ! re/ ( ! day & all night4 ,x ra9$ mo/ ( ! "t4 ,aft] sunset ! ague came on aga91 :i* 9 my wet /ate 0 v try+4 ,i h>dly "k h[ to keep my life 9 me4 ,ab\t t "t !re 0 a village at h&1 b ,hassan _h no m]cy4 ,! night 0 pit*y d>k1 s t ,i c\ld n see ! road "u my horse's feet4 ,h[ev]1 ,god be+ m]cifully pleas$ to alleviate my bodily suff]+1 ,i w5t on cont5t$ly to ! munzil 7/opp+-place74 ,aft] sleep+ ?ree or f\r h\rs ,hassan hurri$ me away1 & gallop$ furi\sly t[>d a village1 :i* he said 0 f\r h\rs di/ant1 :i* 0 all ,i c\ld und]take 9 my pres5t /ate2 b village aft] village did he pass1 till night com+ on1 & no signs ( ano!r1 ,i suspect$ he 0 c>ry+ me on to ! munzil2 s ,i got (f my horse & sat ^u ! gr\nd & told him ,i nei!r c\ld nor w\ld g any f>!r4 ,he /orm$1 b ,i 0 immovable1 till a light1 appe>+ at a di/ance1 ,i m\nt$ my horse & made t[>d x1 leav+ him to foll[ or n z he pleas$4 ,he br\ght 9 ! p>ty1 b w\ld n ex]t himself to get a place = me4 ,!y br\ght me to an op5 v]&ah1 b ,s]gius told !m ,i want$ a place 9 :i* to be alone4 ,?is seem$ v (f5sive to !m1 '& :y mu/ he be alone'8 !y ask$1 ascrib+ ?is desire ( m9e to pride1 ,i suppose4 ,tempt$ at la/ by money !y br\ght me to a /able room1 & ,hassan & a numb] ( o!rs plant$ !mselves !re ) me4 ,my fev] "h increas$ to a viol5t degree1 ! heat 9 my eyes & =ehead 0 s great t ! fire almo/ made me frantic4 ,i entreat$ t x might be put out or t ,i might be c>ri$ out ( doors4 ,nei!r 0 att5d$ to2 my s]vant1 :o f my sitt+ 9 t /range way on ! gr\nd1 believ$ me deliri\s1 0 deaf to all ,i said4 ,at la/ ,i pu%$ my head 9 among ! luggage & lodg$ x on ! damp gr\nd & slept4 ,octob] #e4 ,pres]v+ m]cy made me see ! light ( ano!r morn+4 ,! sleep _h refre%$ me b ,i 0 feeble & %ak51 yet ! m]ciless ,hassan hurri$ me (f4 ,i 0 pretty well lodg$ & felt tol]ably well till a little aft] sunset1 :5 ! ague came on ) a viol5ce ,i _h nev] be=e exp]i5c$4 ,i felt z if 9 a palsy1 my tee? *att]+1 & my :ole frame viol5tly %ak54 ,aga ,hosyn & ano!r ,p]sian on _! way "h f ,con/ant9ople1 came ha/ily to r5d] me assi/ance if !y c\ld4 ,^! ,p]sians appe> q bro!rly aft] ! ,turks4 ,:ile !y piti$ me1 ,hassan sat 9 p]fect indiff]5ce1 rum9at+ on ! fur!r delay ?is 0 likely to occasion4 ,! cold fit aft] cont9u+ two or ?ree h\rs 0 foll[$ by a fev]1 :i* la/$ ! :ole night & prev5t$ sleep4 ,octob] #f4 ,no horses 7 to be _h1 & ,i _h an unexpect$ repose4 ,sat 9 ! or*>d & ?\ght ) sweet com=t & peace ( my ,god3 9 solitude my companion1 fri5d & com=t]4 ,oh1 :5 %all "t give place to et]nity--:5 %all appe> t new heav5 & e>?1 :]e9 dwelle? righte\sness6 ,!re1 !re %all 9 no wise ent] 9 any?+ t defile?2 none ( t wick$ness :i* has made m5 worse ?an wild bea/s1 none ( ^? corruptions :i* add /ill m to ! mis]ies ( humanity1 %all be se5 or he>d ( any m4 ,"h abruptly closes ! j\rnal1 ) pant+s = ! glory & ! purity ( ,immanuel's l&1 into :i* he 0 admitt$ by a bless$ translation1 releas$ f all ! suff]+s ( life on ,octob] #af1 #ahab1 at ,tocat1 ,turkey4 ,! mann] ( 8 dea? is n kn[n1 :e!r x result$ f ! sickness describ$1 or f ! plague1 !n rag+4 ,:e!r ,hassan 0 cruel & driv+ to ! la/1 :e!r all 8 he>tless ,turki% att5dants des]t$ him or n 9 8 h\r ( f9al agony1 we _c tell4 ,no relative or fri5d 0 !re1 no t5d] voice ( sympa?y1 no woman's soo?+ h&1 no alleviations f m$ic9e4 ,ev5 ! commone/ dec5cies & necessities ( civiliz$ life 7 lack+4 ,e>? gave no?+ to ,h5ry ,m>tyn 9 8 mortal ne$1 b we are sure heav5ly consolations 7 un/9t$4 ,jesus c make a dy+ b$ ,feel s(t z d[ny pill[s are4 ,& ,jesus 0 !re6 ,& ,h5ry ,m>tyn 0 satisfi$1 & is =ev] satisfi$6 ,preci\s 9 ! sight ( ! ,"l is ! dea? ( 8 sa9ts4 ,& ! mo/ priceless legacy ( ! blood-b\ght & commission$ *ur* is ! memory ( a life1 s gift$1 s unselfi%1 s consecrat$4 ,x is want+ 9 no elem5t ( moral h]oism4 ,our s\ls confess its gr&eur4 ,! contemplation lifts u into a high] atmosph]e ?an t ( mammon1 & self1 & e>?4 ,we rejoice to see a cr[n s r>e1 s fair1 s preci\s1 laid at ! feet ( ,jesus1 ! ,k+4 ,he is wor?y4 ,& we long to see ! y\? ( our l& & ! *ur* inspir$ by ,h5ry ,m>tyn's example1 z he 0 inspir$ by ,david ,bra9]d's4 ,& s we w\ld h ! apo/olic succession cont9u$ till ! mill5nium1 ( su* z %all n c\nt _! lives de> = ! te/imony ( ! gospel4 ,x is said t aft] ,mr4 ,m>tyn's dea? 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