,,! ,,c5turion',s ,,/ory    ,,david     
,,james ,,burrell    ,,am]ican ,,tract  
,,society #aej ,,nassau ,,/reet1 ,,new  
,,york  ,,copyright1 #ahib & #aiaa1 ,by 
,,am]ican ,,tract ,,society     ,,!     
,,c5turion',s ,,/ory   ,i am an old man 
n[2 ! burd5 ( f\rscore ye>s is re/+ ^u  
me4 ,b ! ev5ts ( a c]ta9 ,april day 9 ! 
ye> #ghc ,a4,u4,c4--full half a c5tury  
ago--are z fre% 9 my memory z if !y _h  
happ5$ ye/]day4  ,at t "t ,i 0 /ation$ )
 my ,hundr$ on g>rison duty at ! ,ca/le 
( ,antonia1 9 ,j]usalem4 ,i _h be5 ord]$
 to take *>ge ( ! execution ( a         
malefactor :o _h j be5 s5t5c$ to dea?4  
,accord+ly1 on ! morn+ ( ! day m5tion$1 
,i select$ twelve ( my m51 su* z 7 h>d5$
 to bloody de$s1 & ) !m ,i proce$$ to ! 
,prtorium4 ,all 0 hurry & excitem5t !re4
 ,z x 0 ! "t ( ! ,jewi% ,passov]1 ! city
 0 ?rong$ ) /rang]s4 ,a multitude ( p _h
 assembl$ & 7 clamor+ = ! dea? ( ?is    
man4 ,on our arrival he 0 br\ght =?4 ,he
 prov$ to be t ,prophet ( ,naz>e? ^:    
oracul> wisdom & wond]-work+ p[] _h be5 

ev]y:]e nois$ abroad4 ,i _h he>d mu*    
ab\t him4  ,he claim$ to be ! ,messiah =
 ^: adv5t ! ,jews _h be5 look+ f "t     
immemorial2 & 8 disciples believ$ x4 ,!y
 call$ him by su* well-kn[n ,messianic  
titles z ,son ( ,man1 ,son ( ,david &   
,son ( ,god4 ,he spoke ( himself z !    
only-begott5 ,son ( ,god1 decl>+ t he _h
 be5 9 ! bosom ( ! ,fa!r be=e ! _w 01 & 
t he 0 n[ manife/ 9 human =m to expiate 
! _w's s94 ,?is 0 reg>d$ by ! religi\s  
lead]s z rank blasphemy & !y clamor$ = 8
 dea?4 ,he 0 tri$ be=e ! ,roman c\rt1   
:i* refus$ to consid] ! *>ge1 inasmu* z 
x involv$ a religi\s "q n ly+ )9 its    
jurisdiction2 b ! prison]1 be+ turn$ ov]
 to ! ,sanh$r91 0 f\nd wor?y ( dea? =   
mak+ himself equal ) ,god4  ,i rememb]  
him well z he appe>$ t day4 ,f :at ,i _h
 he>d ,i 0 prep>$ to see a h>d-fac$     
impo/or or a fanatic ) fr5zy 9 8 eyes4  
,he 0 a man ( middle /ature1 ) a face ( 
/rik+ beauty & b5ignity1 eyes ( m+l$    
light & w>m?1 & auburn hair fall+ ov] 8 
%\ld]s4 ,x 0 n /range t he look$ pale & 

hagg>d2 = he _h pass$ ?r\gh ?ree        
judicial ordeals s9ce ! la/ sunset1     
besides be+ sc\rg$ ) ! flagellum        
horrible & expos$ to ! rude buffet+ ( ! 
midnight gu>d4 ,he _h be5 clo!d 9 !     
ca/-(f purple ( ! ,roman procurator &   
wore a d]isive cr[n ( ?orns4 ,b1 z he   
issu$ f ! ,hall ( ,judgm5t1 su* 0 8     
comm&+ pres5ce t ! multitude 0 hu%$ &   
sep>at$ to make way4  ,! cross1         
con/ruct$ ( transv]se beams ( sycamore1 
0 br\ght & laid ^u 8 %\ld]s4 ,ab\t 8    
neck 0 susp5d$ a titulum on :i* 0       
inscrib$1 ,jesu ,naz>et1 ,rex ,judorum4 
,i 0 told t ! ,jewi% lead]s _h object$  
to 8 be+ call$ _! ,k+2 b ,pilate1 by ^: 
ord]s ! titulum 0 prep>$1 0 = "s reason 
insi/5t & answ]$ !m %ortly1 ,:at ,i h   
writt51 ,i h writt54 ,x 0 easy to see1  
h[ev]1 t !y bitt]ly res5t$ x4  ,at !    
accu/om$ signal my quat]nions fell into 
! l9e & ! procession mov$ on4 ,i rode   
be=e1 cle>+ ! way4 ,! p ?rong$ ! n>r[   
/reets1 cry+ m & m l\dly z we proce$$1  
,/aurosate6 ,/aurosate6 ,crucify him6   

,! ,naz>5e1 weak f long vigils & suff]+1
 b[$ l[ "u 8 burd54 ,a woman 9 !        
company1 by "n ,v]onica1 press$ ne> &   
wip$ ! du/ & blood f 8 hagg>d face4 ,x 0
 report$ t ! napk9 :5 )drawn bore !     
impress ( 8 face1 m>r$1 b div9ely       
beautiful4 ,:e!r ?is be true or n ,i _c 
say4  ,z ! multitude surg$ onw>d t[>d ! 
,jaffa gate1 a cobbl] nam$ ,ahasu]us1 z 
if mov$ by a malignant _s1 ?ru/ 8 foot  
be=e ! prison]1 :o /umbl$ !reat & fell4 
,9 puni%m5t = t cruel de$ he is said to 
be /ill a w&]] ^u ! e>? ) no re/ = 8    
we>y feet4 ,?is1 too1 is a m]e leg5d2 b 
c]ta9ly ,i h f\nd1 ev5 9 ! grim bus9ess 
( a soldi]1 t retribution l a fury      
pursues all pitiless m54  ,we pass$     
?r\gh ! ,jaffa gate & ent]$ ^u ! /eep   
road lead+ to ! place ( execution4 ,!   
sun flam$ d[n ^u u2 we 7 envelop$ 9 a   
cl\d ( du/4 ,! prison] at l5g?1 ov]borne
 by 8 cross1 fell b5ea? x4 ,we seiz$ ^u 
an ,e?iopian :o *anc$ to be 9 ! ?rong & 
plac$ ! burd5 ^u him4 ,/range to tell1  
he assum$ x )\t a murmur2 insomu* t by  

_m he 0 suspect$ ( be+ a secret foll[] (
 ,jesus4  ,z we surg$ on ) d9 & upro> a 
gr\p ( wom5 /&+ by ! wayside r5t ! air )
 %rill lam5tations1 on he>+ :i* ,jesus  
said1 ,daught]s ( ,j]usalem1 weep n =   
me1 b = y\rselves & y\r *ildr52 = behold
 ! days come :5 !y %all say to !        
m\nta9s1 ,fall on u6 & to ! hills1 ,cov]
 u6 ,x 0 a weird prophecy1 & ere a      
g5]ation pass$ x 0 to ! lett] fulfill$4 
,!re 7 ^? 9 t company :o liv$ to see !  
,holy ,city compass$ ab\t by a =e/ (    
ho/ile spe>s4 ,its inhabitants 7 br\ght 
l[ by fam9e & pe/il5ce1 insomu* t ! eyes
 ( mo!rs re/$ hungrily on ! :ite fle% ( 
_! own *ildr54 ,on ! surr\nd+ heights   
crosses 7 re>$1 on :i* hundr$s ( ,jewi% 
captives di$ ! %ameful dea?4 ,despair   
fell ^u all4 ,& 9 ^? days !re 7 n a few 
:o call$ to m9d ! om9\s words ( !       
,naz>5e1 ,weep n = me1 b = y\rselves & =
 y\r *ildr5 aft] y6  ,! road we j\rney$ 
has s9ce be5 kn[n z ,via ,dolorosa4 ,x  
l$ to ! r\nd knoll call$ ,golgo?a1 f its
 resemblance to a skull4 ,z we drew nigh

 we p]ceiv$ two crosses1 already re>$1  
on :i* two ?ieves ( ,b>abbas' b& _h be5 
susp5d$ 9 agony = "s h\rs4 ,_! twi/$    
bodies /ood out grimly aga9/ ! sky4 ,our
 prison]1 z an add$ m>k ( obloquy1 0 to 
be crucifi$ betwe5 !m4  ,our spe>s &    
/&>ds 7 l[]$1 & ,jesus1 be+ /ripp$ ( 8  
out] g>m5ts1 0 laid pro/rate ^u 8 cross4
 ,a soldi] approa*$ ) hamm] & spikes1 at
 sight ( :om ! fr5zi$ multitude ceas$ _!
 revil+s = ! mom5t & press$ ne>4 ,!     
prison] pres]v$ 8 calm demeanor4 ,a     
/upefy+ draught 0 (f]$ him2 b he refus$ 
x1 app>5tly pref]r+ to look dea? calmly 
9 ! face4 ,he /ret*$ out 8 h&s2 ! hamm] 
fell4  ,at ! sight ( blood ! mob broke  
=? aga91 cry+1 ,/aurosate6 ,b n a ^w    
escap$ ! suff]]4 ,z ! nails tore ?r\gh !
 quiv]+ fle% 8 eyes clos$ & 8 lips mov$ 
z if he 7 hold+ communion ) "s invisible
 ,"o4 ,!n ) a great wr5* ! cross 0 lift$
 into ! socket prep>$ = x4  ,at ?is     
mom5t ! fir/ ^w escap$ him4 ,) a look ( 
reproa* & an appeal+ glance to heav51 he
 cri$1 ,fa!r1 =give !m2 !y "k n :at !y  

d6 ,x 0 z if he 7 cov]+ our heads ) a   
%ield ( pray]4 ,9 ?is he did b practise 
8 own rule ( *>ity & doctr9e ( =giv5ess1
 ,love y\r enemies1 bless !m t curse y1 
d good to !m t hate y1 & pray = !m t    
despitefully use y4  ,8 pray]1 h[ev]1   
seem$ b to r\se anew ! fury ( 8 enemies4
 ,!y cri$ out 9 mock]y1 ,come d[n6 come 
d[n f ?y cross4 ,?\ t boa/e/ ( de/roy+ !
 ,temple & rebuild+ x 9 ?ree days1 save 
?yself6 ,! prie/s & rabbis1 /&+ by1 jo9$
 9 ! mock]y1 say+1 ,aha1 he sav$ o!rs1  
himself he _c save6 ,let him come d[n if
 he be ! ,messiah1 ! *os5 ( ,god6 ,my   
soldi]s mean:ile disput$ z to !         
apportionm5t ( 8 g>m5ts2 ,i not$ !      
rattl+ ( dice 9 ! braz5 helmet :]e9 !y 7
 ca/+ lots = 8 seamless robe4  ,! ?ieves
 on ei!r h& jo9$ = a "t 9 ! mock]y2 b   
pres5tly a *ange came ov] ! "o ^u ! "r1 
^: "n 0 ,dysmas4  ,?is man1 l 8 fell[1  
_h belong$ to a notori\s b& ( robb]s :o 
infe/$ ! road to ,j]i*o4 ,8 life _h be5 
pass$ 9 bloody "w2 b ! pati5t demeanor (
 ,jesus t\*$ 8 he>t & conv9c$ him t ,he 

0 inde$ ! v]itable ,son ( ,god4 ,! o!r  
?ief jo9$ 9 ! mock]y1 b ,dysmas         
remon/rat$ ) him1 say+1 ,do/ ?\ n ev5   
fe> ,god8 ,we inde$ are condemn$ ju/ly1 
receiv+ ! due rew>d ( our de$s2 b ?is   
man ha? done no?+ amiss4 ,!n pres5tly1  
turn+ 8 pa9-rack$ eyes t[>d ,jesus1 he  
entreat$1 ,"l1 rememb] me :5 ?\ come/ 9 
?y k+dom6 ,! ,naz>5e /raightway turn$ ^u
 him a look ( compassionate love1 say+1 
,to-day ?\ %alt be ) me 9 p>adise6  ,an 
h\r lat] ?is robb]'s head sank ^u 8     
brea/2 b 9 dea? 8 face wore a look (    
indescribable peace4 ,! "t came :5 ! ^w 
( p>don address$ to ?is man 0 a message 
( hope & com=t to o!r great s9n]s4 ,he  
:o sav$ ,dysmas 9 ! article ( dea?1     
pluck+ him f ! edge ( ! abyss1 0 !nce=? 
believ$ by ,8 foll[]s to be able to save
 ev5 unto ! utt]mo/ all :o w\ld come    
unto ,him4  ,n f> f ! cross /ood a      
company ( wom5 wr++ _! h&s 9 helpless   
grief4 ,among !m 0 ! "m ( ,jesus4 ,:5 h]
 infant son _h be5 br\ght to ! ,jewi%   
,temple1 an old prie/ took him f 8 "m's 

arms & prophesi$1 ,?is *ild is set = !  
fall & rise ( _m 9 ,israel2 !n look+ ^u 
! "m1 he said3 ,a sword %all pass ?r\gh 
?9e own s\l also4 ,at ?is mom5t 8 ^w 0  
fulfill$2 ! iron ent]$ h] s\l4 ,h] dy+  
,son beheld h]1 &1 ) 8 eyes direct+ h]  
to "o :o 0 kn[n z 8 favorite disciple1  
he said1 ,woman1 behold ?y ,son6 & ?is  
disciple !reupon bore h] fa9t+ away4  ,x
 0 n[ noon1 cle>1 scor*+1 ,syrian noon4 
,b a s+ul> mi/ 0 ga!r+ be=e ! sun4      
,%ad[s fell f ! heights ( ,moab2 & z !y 
deep5$ m & m ! gleam on %ield & helmet  
fad$ out4 ,night rose f ! rav9es1 surg+ 
upw>d 9 d>k bill[s1 ov]:elm+ all4 ,a    
/range pallor re/$ on all faces4  ,x 0  
night1 an ,egyptian night at high noon6 
,:at meant x8 ,manife/ly ?is 0 no       
eclipse1 = ! pas*al moon 0 !n at its    
full4 ,! ,jews _h (ttimes clamor$ = a   
sign1 a sign :]eby !y might te/ ?is     
suff]]'s ,messianic claim4 ,_h ! sign   
come8 ,0 nature n[ sympa?iz+ ) h] ,"l8  
,7 ^! %ad[s ! trapp+s ( a univ]sal woe8 
,0 ,god manife/+ 8 wra? aga9/ s98 ,or 0 

?is d>kness a /up5d\s figure ( !        
position 9 :i* ! dy+ ,naz>5e /ood )     
respect to ! deliv]ance ( ! race f s98  
,once 9 a ,jewi% synagogue ,i he>d a    
rabbi read f ! scroll ( ,isaiah a       
prophecy conc]n+ ! ,messiah2 t he 0 to  
be w\nd$ = our transgressions & bruis$ =
 our iniquities2 t by 8 /ripes we might 
be heal$4 ,x 0 pr$ict$ t :5 ?is ,messiah
 came he %\ld1 be>+ ! _w's burd5 ( s91 g
 into ! out] d>kness 9 expiatory pa94 ,0
 x at ?is awful mom5t t he c>ri$ t burd5
 into ! region ( ! lo/8 ,did he j !n    
desc5d into hell = u8  ,h>k6 a cry f 8  
fev]-p>*$ lips1 pi]c+ ! sil5ce & !      
d>kness1 ,eli1 ,eli1 lama saba*?ani8 ,my
 ,god1 my ,god1 :y ha/ ,?\ =sak5 me8    
,save = t t]rific cry ( angui% ! sil5ce 
0 unbrok5 = ?ree mortal h\rs4  ,i h kn[n
 o!r victims ( ! cross to v5t _! rage 9 
impot5t wra?1 to spit _! hate l asps1 to
 h>angue ! cr[d ) helpless prote/ations1
 or to beg = ! dea?-/roke2 b ?is ,jesus 
pres]v$ a maje/ic sil5ce4 ,! p also     
seem$ wrapp$ 9 a weird t]ror4 ,naught 0 

he>d b ! rattl+ ( armor z "s soldi]     
jo/l$ 8 comrade1 or ! sobb+ ( wom5 or ! 
dropp+ ( blood4 ,?us until ! n9? h\r ( !
 day4  ,x 0 n[ ! "t ( ! ev5+ sacrifice1 
& ! d>kness began sl[ly to lift4 ,!n !  
,naz>5e utt]$ 8 only ^w ( compla9t3 ,i  
?ir/4 ,:]eupon a /range ?+ happ5$4 ,"o (
 my soldi]s1 tra9$ 9 ! ar5a & 9         
gladiatorial conte/s--a man :o _h nev]  
be5 kn[n to sp>e a foe1 delight+ 9 !    
sack ( cities1 look+ on unmov$ :5 *ildr5
 7 da%$ aga9/ ! /ones--?is man dipp$ a  
sponge 9 ! s\r w9e :i* 0 provid$ = !    
gu>d1 & w\ld h rais$ x to ! suff]]'s    
lips4 ,b ! ,jews cri$ out1 ,let be1 let 
be6 ,let u see if ,eli w come to help   
him6 ,= a mom5t ! soldi] hesitat$1 ev5  
jo9$ 9 ! cry2 !n giv+ way to ! m m]ciful
 prompt+s ( 8 he>t1 lift$ ! sponge &    
assuag$ ! ?ir/ ( ! dy+ man4 ,x 0 ! only 
de$ ( k9dness ,i not$ on ,golgo?a t day4
 ,9 return = x ! ,naz>5e ca/ ^u 8       
b5efactor su* a look ( gratitude t he 0 
ev] aft] a diff]5t man4 ,8 nature seem$ 
to be trans=m$ by x4  ,!n ,jesus cri$ ) 

a l\d voice1 ,tetele/ai6 ,x is f9i%$6   
,did ?is signify t 8 pa9 0 ov]8 ,well   
might he1 aft] su* angui%1 utt] a sigh (
 relief4 ,or 0 x t 8 mission 0          
accompli%$8 ,s h ,i se5 a labor] turn   
homew>d f 8 day's "w ) pleasant         
anticipation ( re/4 ,s h ,i se5 a wayf>]
 quick5 8 foot/eps z1 at ev5tide1 he    
came 9 sight ( ! village lights4 ,s h ,i
 se5 a soldi]1 we>y ) ! /ress ( conflict
 & w\nd$ unto dea?1 be> ! /&>d al(t z he
 climb$ ! p>apet & ) 8 la/ voice %\t$ = 
victory6  ,& !n ! la/ ^w4 ,x 0 spok5    
s(tly1 z if f ! ?re%old ( ! o!r _w1     
,fa!r1 into ?y h&s ,i comm5d my _s6 ,!n1
 z he yield$ up ! gho/1 a look (        
surpass+ peace fell ^u 8 upturn$ face1  
:i* l+]$ ev5 aft] dea? _h put its rigid 
seal ^u x4 ,?us he fell on sleep4 ,i h  
(ttimes s9ce be5 rem9d$ ( t look :5 ,i h
 se5 an infant lull$ 9 its "m's arms1 or
 :51 walk+ ?r\gh a ,*ri/ian cemet]y1 ,i 
h not$ ^u ! tomb/ones ( m>tyrs ! ^w     
,dormit3 ,he sleeps4  ,! sup]natural    
d>kness _h n[ giv5 way to a calm        

twilight4 ,! sky 0 cov]$ f> t[>d ! z5i? 
) a gold5 spl5dor cross$ ) b>s ( crimson
 light4 ,x look$ z if heav5's gates 7   
op5$2 & "o gaz+ ?r\gh c\ld almo/ seem to
 see ! flitt+ ( sup]human %apes & he>   
f>-away voices call+1 ,lift up y\r      
heads1 ,o ye gates2 ev5 lift !m up1 ye  
ev]la/+ doors1 & ! ,k+ ( ,glory %all    
come 96  ,at t mom5t ! e>? rumbl$ "u my 
feet2 a %udd] seem$ to pass ?r\gh       
nature4 ,x 0 said t z ! high prie/ 0    
k9dl+ ! lamps 9 ! ,holy ,place ( !      
,temple1 9 connection ) ! ev5+          
sacrifice1 ! great veil hang+ be=e !    
,holy ( ,holies 0 r5t f ! top to !      
bottom z if by an unse5 h&4 ,?is happ5$ 
at ! in/ant :5 ! ,naz>5e yield$ up 8 _s1
 & 8 foll[]s are wont to say t :5 he    
pass$ f e>? to resume 8 heav5ly glory a 
new & liv+ way 0 op5$ up = p5it5t s9n]s 
into ! ,holie/ ( ,all4  ,! execution be+
 ov]1 ! p sl[ly disp]s$ to _! homes4    
,twilight settl$ d[n on ,golgo?a4 ,a    
gr\p ( wail+ wom5 l+]$ = a :ile1 !n w5t 
_! way4 ,aga9/ ! sky /ood =? ! ?ree     

crosses4 ,on ! uplift$ face ( ,dysmas ! 
moonlight %[$ ! look ( ineffable peace t
 _h settl$ ^u x4 ,! face ( ! o!r robb] 0
 fall5 ^u 8 brea/4 ,9 ! mid/ ,jesus     
look$ upw>d1 dead b triumphant6 ,long & 
/eadfa/ly ,i gaz$ ^u him4 ,! ev5ts ( !  
day cr[d$ fa/ ^u my m9d & my conviction 
deep5$ t ?is 0 no impo/or1 no fanatic1  
no common man4 ,my consci5ce 0 sore     
smitt52 my he>t 0 inexpressibly t\*$ by 
! memory ( ! ?+s :i* ,i _h se52 &1 )    
sc>cely an int5tion1 ,i said al\d1 b    
s(tly1 ,v]ily1 ?is 0 a righte\s man4    
,!n ,i re9$ my horse & rode d[n ! hill4 
,! lights 7 k9dl+ 9 ,j]usalem2 ! beacon 
on ! ,ca/le ( ,antonia 0 beg9n+ to gl[4 
,at a little di/ance ,i drew re9 & look$
 back at ,golgo?a4 ,8 cross 0 !re outl9$
 aga9/ ! sky4 ,i felt myself 9 ! grip ( 
a mighty passion ( d\bt & wond]6 ,:o 0  
he8 ,:o 0 he8 ,i w\ld g back & see6  ,i 
dism\nt$ b5ea? 8 cross & gaz$ upw>d1    
unm9dful ( ! /range looks :i* my soldi]s
 ca/ ^u me4 ,te>s came to my eyes1 old  
campaign] ?\gh ,i 01 te>s ( grief1 (    

p5it5ce1 ( dawn+ fai?4 ,i knelt2 ,i     
pro/rat$ myself be=e ! ,*ri/ :o hung    
dead on t accurs$ tree4 ,i rose aga9 &  
saw him4 ,dead8 ,nay1 liv+6--liv+       
ev]more 9 ! glory :i* he _h ) ! ,fa!r   
be=e ! _w 06 ,! tru? w5t surg+          
irresi/ibly ?r\gh my s\l2 until at l5g?1
 able to re/ra9 myself no long]1 ,i     
cri$1 c>+ n ?\gh ! _w he>d me1 ,v]ily1  
?is 0 ! ,son ( ,god6                    
99      99      99      99      99  ,i  
am old n[1 & ! end draws ne>4 ,= half a 
c5tury ,i h lov$ & s]v$ ,him4 ,i h kn[n 
trials & sorr[s n a few1 b ,8 pres5ce   
has upheld me4 ,! promise he gave 8     
disciples ! night be=e 8 dea? has be5 my
 ma9/ay3 ,lo1 ,i am ) y alway6 ,9 ! fai?
 ( t promise ,i h se5 m5 & wom5 die ) ! 
light ( heav5 on _! faces1 h]oic amid ! 
flames1 triumphant be=e ! lion's eyes4  
,i h he>d !m once & aga9 prote/+ ) _!   
la/ brea?1 ,*ri/ianus sum6 ,i am a      
,*ri/ian6  ,i1 too1 am a ,*ri/ian1 &    
humbly pr\d ( x4 ,! cross 9 my "t has   
be5 trans=m$ f an emblem ( %ame into a  

symbol ( triumph4 ,& ! ,*ri/ :o suff]$  
^u x has be5 made unto me wisdom &      
righte\sness & sanctification &         
r$emption4 ,he is my fir/1 my la/1 my   
mid/ & all 9 all4 ,i h le>n$ some:at ( !
 mean+ ( 8 life & dea? & glori\s        
resurrection4 ,_m wond]ful hopes h ,i2 b
 ! be/ is ?is1 t ,i--! soldi] :o _h *>ge
 ( 8 crucifixion--may yet behold 8 face 
9 peace2 t ,i1 :o b[$ t night ) brok5   
he>t b5ea? 8 cross1 may "s day look ^u !
 ,k+ 9 8 beauty & fall be=e him1 cry+1  
,my ,"l & my ,god6