,illu/ration 99,,gold ,,du/99 ,a ,collection ( ,gold5 ,c\nsels = ! ,sanctification ( ,daily ,life ,,translat$ ,,& ,,abridg$ ,,f ,,! ,,fr5* ,,by ,e4 ,l4 ,e4 ,b4 ,,edit$ ,,by ,,*>lotte ,m4 ,,yonge ,,grosset ,,dunlap ,,publi%]s ,,new ,,york ,pr9t$ 9 ! ,unit$ ,/ates ( ,am]ica ,to ,e4 ,b4 ,h4 ,?is little book is mo/ lov+ly d$icat$ ,,preface ,?is little book is a translation f a collection ( devotional ?\ghts publi%$ 9 ,france "u ! title ( ,paillettes d',or4 ,x is necess>ily a selection1 s9ce ! gold du/ :i* suits ,fr5* read]s requires a fre% sift+ = ! ,engli%2 b ! value ( mo/ ( ! ?\ghts seems to me well to des]ve ! t]m ( gold4 ,!re are _m :o w mu* enjoy hav+ ?is little collection on _! table1 s z to be able to take x up & dwell ^u "s "o ( its gra9s at leisure times ?r\gh\t ! day's bus9ess4 ,c4 ,m4 ,,yonge4 ,feb4 #ab1 #ahhj4 ,,introduction ,9 ! s\? ( ,france1 dur+ ! summ]1 little *ildr5 & old & infirm poor :o are incapable ( h>d "w1 9 ord] to e>n a livelihood1 employ !mselves 9 se>*+ ! b$s ( dri$ up riv]s = ,paillettes d',or1 or gold5 du/1 :i* sp>kles 9 ! sun1 & :i* ! wat] c>ries away z x fl[s4 ,:at is done by ^! poor p & little *ildr5 = ! gold du/ ,,god has s[n 9 ^? obscure riv]s1 we w\ld d ) ^? c\nsels & tea*+s :i* ,,god has s[n almo/ ev]y:]e1 :i* sp>kle1 enlight51 & inspire = a mom5t1 !n disappe>1 leav+ b regret t ! ?\ght did n occur to collect & treasure !m4 ,:o is !re t has n exp]i5c$ at "s "t 9 8 life ^? tea*+s s s(t & g5tle1 yet s =cible1 :i* make ! he>t ?rill1 & reveal to x sudd5ly a _w ( peace1 joy1 & devotion8 ,x may h be5 b a ^w read 9 a book1 or a s5t5ce ov]he>d 9 conv]sation1 :i* may h _h = u a two-fold mean+1 &1 9 pass+1 left u t\*$ ) an unkn[n p[]4 ,x 0 ! smile on ! lips ( a belov$ "o :om we knew to be sorr[ful1 t spoke to u ( ! sweet joy ( resignation4 ,x 0 ! op5 look ( an innoc5t *ild t reveal$ to u all ! beauty ( frankness & simplicity4 ,oh6 if we _h b treasur$ all ! rays ( light t cross our pa? & sp>kle b = a mom5t2 oh6 if we _h b engrav$ !m on our he>ts6 :at a guide & com=t !y w\ld h be5 to u 9 ! days ( disc\ragem5t & sorr[2 :at c\nsels to guide our actions1 :at consolations to soo! ! brok5 he>t6 ,h[ _m new means ( do+ good6 ,x is ?is simple "w ( ga!r+ a little f e s\rce--f nature1 f books1 above all1 f mank9d itself--t is ! int5tion ( "o ( y\r fell[-creatures1 de> s\ls1 y :o long s to make y\r lives m holy & dev\t6 ,& 9 ! same way z ! gold du/1 ga!r$ & accumulat$ f ! riv]'s b$1 0 ! means ( br++ a little pr(it to ! he>?1 s w\ld we endeavor to c>ry a little joy to y\r he>ts1 & peace to y\r s\ls4 ,ga!r1 !n1 ^! little c\nsels2 ga!r !m ) wat*fulness2 let !m = a mom5t p5etrate deep into y\r he>t2 !n scatt] !m abroad aga91 t !y may g ) _! good words to ! help ( o!rs4 ,!y w n be importunate1 w n ev5 ask to be pres]v$2 !y d n desire fame2 all t !y seek is to convey a transi5t bless+4 ,,gold ,,du/ ,i4 ,my ,,"l6 exclaim$ once a dev\t s\l1 give me e day a little "w to occupy my m9d2 a little suff]+ to sanctify my _s2 a little good to d to com=t my he>t4 ,,ii4 ,if by our de$s we become sa9ts1 true x is1 t by our de$s also we %all be condemn$4 ,yes1 x is little by little t we press onw>d1 ei!r t[>ds salvation or et]nal ru92 & :5 at la/ we rea* ! gate ( glory1 or t ( p]dition1 ! cry escapes our lips1 ,already6 ,! fir/ backw>d /ep is almo/ imp]ceptible2 x 0 ^? t9y flakes ( sn[1 seem+ to melt z !y t\* ! e>?1 b fall+ "o ^u ano!r1 t h =m$ t imm5se mass :i* seems ready to fall & cru% u4 ,ah6 if ,i tri$ to trace back to :at fir/ l$ to t act ( s91 ! ?\ght t produc$ ! desire1 ! circum/ance t gave rise to ! ?\ght1 ,i %\ld f9d some?+ almo/ imp]ceptible2 p]haps a ^w ) a d\ble ent5dre ,i _h he>d1 & at :i* ,i _h smil$2 a useless explanation1 s\ght out ( m]e curiosity2 a ha/y look1 ca/ ,i knew n :]e=e1 & :i* consci5ce prompt$ me to *eck2 a pray] neglect$1 because x we>i$ me2 "w left undone1 :ile ,i indulg$ 9 "s day-dream t flitt$ be=e my fancy4444 ,a week lat] ! same ?+s occur1 b ?is "t m prolong$2 ! /ifl$ voice ( consci5ce is hu%$4 ,yet ano!r week4444 ,alas6 let u /op !re2 ea* c complete ! sad /ory = himself1 & x is easy to draw ! practical conclusion4 ,,iii4 ,a "y girl1 9 "o ( ^? mom5ts :5 ! he>t seems to ov]fl[ ) devotion1 wrote ?us 9 h] j\rnal3 ,if ,i d>$1 ,i w\ld ask ,,god :y ,i am plac$ 9 ! _w2 :at h ,i to d8 ,i "k n2 my days are idly sp5t1 & ,i d n ev5 regret !m4444 ,if ,i might b d "s good to myself or ano!r1 if only = ! %ort space ( a m9ute 9 ea* day6 ,a few days lat]1 :5 9 a calm] mood %e re-read ^! l9es1 %e add$1 ,:y1 no?+ is easi]6 ,i h b to give a cup ( cold wat] to "o ( ,,*ri/',s little ones4 ,ev5 less ?an t3 a ^w ( advice2 some?+ l5t to ano!r2 a little vexation pati5tly borne2 a pray] = a fri5d (f]$ to ,,god2 ! fault or ?\ghtlessness ( ano!r repair$ )\t 8 k--,,god w recomp5se x all a ?\s&-fold6 ,,iv4 ,alms giv5 9 secret2 t is ! *>ity :i* br+s a bless+4 ,:at sweet enjoym5t to be able to %$ a little happ9ess ar\nd u6 ,:at an easy & agreeable task is t ( try+ to r5d] o!rs happy4 ,,fa!r6 if ,i try to please & imitate ,!e ?us1 wilt ,?\ inde$ bless me8 ,?anks6 ?anks6 be unto ,!e4 ,v4 ,is x fair always to =get all ! good or k9dness %[n to u by ^? ) :om we live1 = ! sake ( "o little pa9 !y may h caus$ u1 & :i*1 mo/ likely1 0 q un9t5tional on _! "p8 ,,vi4 ,:5 y sometimes f9d 9 books advice or example t y ?9k may be ( s]vice1 y take c>e to copy & consult x z an oracle4 ,d z mu* = ! good ( y\r s\l4 ,engrave 9 y\r memory1 & ev5 write d[n1 ! c\nsels & precepts t y he> or read2 444 !n1 f "t to "t1 /udy ?is little collection1 :i* y w n prize ! less t y h made x all y\rself4 ,books writt5 by o!rs 9 "t become we>isome to u1 b ( ^? we write ourselves we nev] tire4 ,& x w be y\rs1 ?is collection ( ?\ghts *os5 because y lik$ !m2 c\nsels y h giv5 y\rself2 moral receipts y h discov]$1 & ( :i*1 p]haps1 y h prov$ ! efficacy4 ,happy s\l6 t ea* day reaps its h>ve/4 ,,vii4 ,d y wi% to live at peace ) all ! _w8 ,!n practise ! maxims ( an influ5tial man1 :o1 :5 ask$1 aft] ! ,revolution1 h[ he manag$ to escape ! execution]'s axe1 repli$1 ,i made myself ( no reputation & kept sil5ce4 ,w\ld y live peaceably ) ! memb]s ( y\r family1 above all ) ^? :o ex]cise a c]ta9 control ( y8 ,use ! means employ$ by a pi\s woman1 :o _h to live ) "o ( a try+ temp]1 & :i* %e summ$ up 9 ! foll[+ words3-- ,i d ev]y?+ to please h]4 ,i fulfil all my duties ) a smil+ face1 nev] reveal+ ! tr\ble x causes me4 ,i be> pati5tly ev]y?+ t displeases me4 ,i consult h] on _m subjects ( :i*1 p]haps1 ,i may be ! bett] judge4 ,w\ld y be at peace ) y\r consci5ce8 ,let y\r ,gu>dian ,angel f9d y at ea* mom5t ( ! day do+ "o ( ^! f\r ?+s :i* once =m$ ! rule ( a sa9tly life3 7#a47 pray+2 7#b47 labor+2 7#c47 /riv+ aft] hol9ess2 7#d47 practis+ pati5ce4 ,w\ld y become holy8 ,try to add to ! above actions ! foll[+ virtues3 me?od1 fai?1 spiritual combat1 p]sev]ance4 ,f9ally1 if y w\ld live 9 an atmosph]e ( b5evol5ce1 make x y\r /udy to be always r5d]+ o!rs s]vice1 & nev] hesitate to ask ! same ( !m4 ,9 (f]+ help1 y make a /ep t[>ds ga9+ a fri5d2 9 ask+ x1 y please by ?is m>k ( y\r confid5ce4 ,! result ( ?is w be a con/ant habit ( mutual =be>ance1 & a fe> to be disoblig+ 9 matt]s ( great] importance4 ,,viii4 ,:5 tea*+ or work+ ) o!rs1 nev] laugh or make fun ( _! awkw>dness4 ,if x is caus$ by /upidity1 y\r laught] is un*>itable2 if f ignorance1 y\r mock]y is1 to say ! lea/1 unju/4 ,tea* ! unskilful ) g5tl5ess2 %[ him ! "r way to "w2 & ,god1 ,:o sees all y\r ef=ts1 w smile on y\r pati5ce1 & s5d y help 9 all y\r difficulties4 ,,ix4 ,:5 ! he>t is heavy1 & we suff] f depression or disappo9tm5t1 h[ ?ankful we %\ld be t we /ill h "w & pray] left to com=t u4 ,occupation =cibly div]ts ! m9d2 pray] sweetly soo!s ! s\l4 ,!n1 writes "o :o _h be5 sorely tri$1 ,i tell my griefs to ,god1 z a *ild tells its tr\bles to its "m2 & :5 ,i h told all ,i am com=t$1 & repeat ) a light5$ he>t ! pray] ( ,s4 ,francoise de ,*antal 7:o c]ta9ly suff]$ m ?an ,i71 ',?y w be done = ev] & ev]1 ,o ,,"l1 )\t if or b2' 444 & !n1 = fe> a murmur may arise 9 my he>t1 ,i return imm$iately to my "w1 & become absorb$ 9 occupation4 ,x4 ,he :o is nev] satisfi$ ) any?+1 satisfies no "o4 ,,xi4 ,are !re _m :o try to be ( "s little help or com=t to ! s\ls ) :om !y are br\ght 9 contact ?r\gh life8 ,poor s\ls1 t1 p]haps1 h no long] /r5g? or w to manife/ ! long+ !y exp]i5ce1 & :o langui% = want ( help1 )\t be+ aw>e t !y are p]i%+4 ,oh1 m+le sometimes ) y\r e>?ly help ! bless$ ,"n ( ,,god2 & if !re rema9 "o little sp>k ( life 9 ! s\l1 t ,"n w rek9dle x1 & c>ry com=t & resignation2 ev5 z air brea!d into ! m\? ( any "o app>5tly dead1 ru%es into ! lungs1 & revives ! suff]]1 if b "o brea? ( life rema9s4 ,s\ls6 ,s\ls6 ,i ye>n = ,s\ls6--,?is is ! cry ( ! ,,savi\r2 & = _! sakes ,he di$ ^u ! ,cross1 & rema9s until et]nity _! ,int]cessor4 ,s\ls6 ,s\ls6 ,i mu/ w9 ,s\ls6--,x is ! cry ( ,satan2 & to obta9 !m he scatt]s gold to tempt !m1 multiplies _! pleasures & vanities1 & gives ! praise t only infatuates4 ,s\ls6 ,s\ls6 we long = ,s\ls6--,let ?is be our aim1 read]s & writ]s ( ^! our ,paillettes2 & = ! sake ( ev5 "o s\l1 let n fatigue1 exp5se1 or ! criticism ( ! _w1 det] u4444 ,,xii4 ,h[ few !re are :o w\ld ?us d>e to address ,,god ea* night3 ,,"l1 deal ) me to-morr[ z ,i h ?is day dealt ) o!rs2 444 ^? to :om ,i 0 h>%1 & f malice1 or to %[ my own sup]iority1 expos$ _! fail+s2 o!rs1 to :om1 f pride or dislike1 ,i refus$ to speak1--"o ,i h avoid$1 ano!r ,i _c l because %e displeases me2 ,i w n =give1--to :om ,i w n %[ any k9dness4444 ,& yet let u nev] =get t1 soon] or lat]1 ,god w d unto u ev5 z we h done unto !m4 ,,xiii4 ,grant me1 ,o ,,"l1 said a humble s\l1 t ,i may pass unnotic$ ?r\gh ! _w4 ,?is %\ld be ! wi%1 or r ! aim1 ( all true devotion4 ,small virtues require ! praise ( man to su/a9 !m1 j z little *ildr5 require enc\ragem5t to walk or /& alone4 ,b true virtue goes quietly ?r\gh ! _w1 scatt]+ good ar\nd1 & p]=m+ noble de$s1 )\t ev5 ! k t :at x does is h]oic4 ,,xiv4 ,s4 ,*antal "o day 0 excus+ h]self to ,s4 ,francois de ,sales = hav+ spok5 ha/ily to "s "o1 on ! plea t x 0 9 ! cause ( ju/ice4 ,! ,sa9t repli$1 ,y h be5 m j ?an righte\s2 b we %\ld be m righte\s ?an j4 ,,xv4 ,a dev\t woman once wrote ?us3 ,9 my own family ,i try to be z little 9 ! way z possible1 satisfi$ ) ev]y?+1 & nev] to believe = a mom5t t any "o means unk9dly t[>ds me4 ,if p are fri5dly & k9d to me1 ,i enjoy x2 if !y neglect me1 or leave me1 ,i am always happy alone4 ,x all t5ds to my "o aim1 =getfulness ( self 9 ord] to please ,,god4 ,,xvi4 ,le>n+ is n )\t its effect ^u ! s\l2 x ei!r l5ds x w+s to be> x up to ,,god1 or leaves beh9d x t9y sp>ks1 :i* little by little consume ! :ole be+4 ,if y w\ld asc]ta9 all ! good or ill y h d]iv$ f all ^? h\rs devot$ to hi/orians1 poets1 noveli/s1 or philosoph]s1 put to y\rself ^! que/ions3 ,s9ce acquir+ ?is k1 am ,i wis]8 am ,i bett]8 am ,i happi]8 ,wis]8--,t is to say1 m self-controll$1 less ! slave ( my passions1 less irritat$ by small vexations1 brav] 9 be>+ mis=tunes1 m c>eful to live = et]nity8 ,bett]8--,m =be>+ t[>ds o!rs1 m =giv+1 less un*>itable1 m retic5t 9 oppos+ ! faults ( o!rs1 m solicit\s = ! happ9ess ( ^? ar\nd me8 ,happi]8--,t w\ld mean m cont5t$ ) my /ation 9 life1 /riv+ to d]ive all possible b5efits f x1 to beautify r ?an to alt] x8 ,h ,i m fai? 9 ,,god1 & m calmness & resignation 9 all ! ev5ts ( life8 ,if y _c reply 9 ! affirmative1 !n exam9e y\r he>t ?or\ghly1 & y w f9d !re1 /ifl+ ! good t ,,god has implant$1 ^! ?ree tyrants t h obta9$ dom9ion ov]1 y3 7#a47 ,pride2 7#b47 ,ambition2 7#c47 ,self-conceit4 ,f !m h sprung3 dissatisfaction & contempt ( y\r life & its surr\nd+s1 re/lessness1 a long+ = p[] & dom9ion ov] o!rs1 malice1 habitual discont5t1 & incessant murmur+s4 ,h y any fur!r d\bts8 ,!n inquire ( ^? ) :om y live4 ,ah6 if ?is be inde$ ! sad result1 !n1 :atev] may be y\r age1 close1 oh6 close ^? books1 & seek once m ^? two elem5ts ( happ9ess y ought nev] to h =sak51 & :i*1 _h y made !m ! companions ( y\r /udy1 w\ld h kept y pure & good4 ,i ref] to pray] & manual labor4 ,,xvii4 ,li/5 to ! /ory ( a simple %eph]d1 giv5 9 8 own words3 ,i =get n[ :o x 0 t once said to me1 ',jean ,bapti/e1 y are v poor8'--,true4--',if y fell ill1 y\r wife & *ildr5 w\ld be de/itute8'--,true4 ,& !n ,i felt anxi\s & uneasy = ! re/ ( ! day4 ,at ,ev5song wis] ?\ghts came to me1 & ,i said to myself3 ,jean ,bapti/e1 = m ?an ?irty ye>s y h liv$ 9 ! _w1 y h nev] possess$ any?+1 yet /ill y live on1 & h be5 provid$ ea* day ) n\ri%m5t1 ea* night ) repose4 ,( tr\ble ,,god has nev] s5t y m ?an y\r %>e4 ,( help ! means h nev] fail$ y4 ,to :om d y owe all ?is8 ,to ,,god4 ,jean ,bapti/e1 be no long] ungrateful1 & bani% ^? anxi\s ?\ghts2 = :at c\ld ev] induce y to ?9k t ! ,h& f :i* y h already receiv$ s mu*1 w\ld close aga9/ y :5 y gr[ old1 & h great] ne$ ( help8 ,i f9i%$ my pray]1 & felt at peace4 ,,xviii4 ,! "w ( ! ,s[] is giv5 to ea* ( u 9 ?is _w1 & we fall %ort ( our duty :5 we let ^? ) :om we are br\ght 9 contact leave u )\t hav+ giv5 !m a k9d ?\ght or pi\s impression4 ,no?+ is s sad z ! cry1 ,i am useless6 ,happily none ne$ ev] be s4 ,a k9d ^w1 a g5tle act1 a mode/ demeanor1 a lov+ smile1 are z s _m se$s t we c scatt] e mom5t ( our lives1 & :i* w always spr+ up & be> fruit4 ,happy are ^? :o h _m ar\nd !m 444 !y are ri* 9 opportunities1 & may s[ pl5te\sly4 ,,xix4 ,few positions 9 life are s full ( importunities z t ( ! "m ( a family1 or mi/ress ( a h\se4 ,%e may h a doz5 int]ruptions :ile writ+ "o lett]1 or settl+ an acc\nt4 ,:at hol9ess1 :at self-control1 is ne$$ to be always calm & unruffl$ amid ^! little vexations1 & nev] to manife/ ! slighte/ impati5ce6 ,leav+ ! "w )\t app>5t annoyance1 reply+ ) a smile ^u ! lips1 await+ pati5tly ! end ( a long conv]sation1 & f9ally return+ calmly to ! yet unf9i%$ "w--all ?is is ! sign ( a recollect$ s\l1 & "o t waits ^u ,,god4 ,oh6 :at bless+s are %$ ar\nd !m by su* pati5t s\ls 444 b1 alas6 h[ r>ely !y are to be met )6 ,,xx4 ,!re are times 9 "o's life :5 all ! _w seems to turn aga9/ u4 ,our motives are misund]/ood1 our words miscon/ru$1 a malici\s smile or an unk9d ^w reveals to u ! unfri5dly feel+s ( o!rs4 ,our advances are repuls$1 or met ) icy coldness2 a dry refusal arre/s on our lips ! (f] ( help4444 ,oh1 h[ h>d x all seems1 & ! m s t we _c div9e ! cause6 ,c\rage1 pati5ce1 poor disconsolate "o6 ,,god is mak+ a furr[ 9 y\r he>t1 :]e ,he w surely s[ ,8 grace4 ,x is r>e :5 inju/ice1 or slights pati5tly borne1 d n leave ! he>t at ! close ( ! day fill$ ) m>vell\s joy & peace4 ,x is ! se$ ,,god has s[n1 spr++ up & be>+ fruit4 ,,xxi4 ,t :i* co/s little is ( little wor?4 ,?is ?\ght %\ld make u tremble4 ,9 our self-exam9ation we may exp]i5ce at times a c]ta9 satisfaction 9 notic+ ! little virtues we may possess1 above all1 ^? t r5d] u pleas+ 9 ! eyes ( o!rs4 ,= in/ance1 we may l to pray at a c]ta9 place1 ) c]ta9 s5tim5ts1 & we ?9k ourselves dev\t2 we are g5tle1 polite1 & smil+ t[>ds "o p]son 9 p>ticul>2 pati5t ) ^? we fe>1 or 9 ^: good op9ion we w\ld /&2 we are devot$1 *>itable1 g5]\s1 because ! he>t exp]i5ces an unspeakable pleasure 9 sp5d+ & be+ sp5t = o!rs2 we suff] will+ly at ! h&s ( "s "o we love1 & !n say we are pati5t2 we are sil5t1 because we h no incl9ation to speak2 %unn+ society because we fail to %9e !re1 & !n fancy t we love retirem5t4 ,take ^! virtues t give y su* self-satisfaction1 "o by "o1 & ask y\rself at :at sacrifice1 labor1 or co/1 above all1 ) :at c>e y h manag$ to acquire !m4444 ,alas6 y w f9d t all t pati5ce1 affability1 g5]osity1 & piety are b z naught1 spr++ f a he>t puff$ up ) pride4 ,x co/s no?+1 & x is wor?less4 ,z self-sacrifice1 says ,de ,mai/re1 is ! basis & ess5ce ( virtue1 s ^? virtues are ! mo/ m]itori\s t h co/ ! greate/ ef=t to atta94 ,d n look ) s mu* pride on ?is collection ( virtues1 b r br+ y\rself to acc\nt = y\r faults4 ,take j "o1 ! fir/ t comes1 impati5ce1 slo?1 gossip1 un*>itabl5ess1 sulk9ess1 :atev] x may be1 & attack x bravely4 ,x w take at lea/ a mon?1 calculat+ ^u ?ree victories e day1 n inde$ to eradicate x1--a fault is n s %ort-liv$1--b to prev5t its atta9+ dom9ion ov] y4 ,t "o subdu$1 !n take ano!r4 ,x is ! "w ( a lifetime2 & truly to our faults may we apply ! say+1 ,qu& il n'y en a plus1 il y en a encore4 ,happy %\ld ,i ?9k myself1 said ,s4 ,francis de ,sales1 if ,i c\ld rid myself ( my imp]fections b "o-qu>t] ( an h\r previ\s to my dea?4 ,,xxii4 ,,be=e ,,holy ,,communion ,,jesus ,my *ild1 x is n wisdom ,i require ( !e1 x suffice? if ?\ love/ ,me well4 ,speak to ,me z ?\ w\ld/ talk to ?y "m if %e 7 "h1 press+ !e to h] he>t4 99 99 99 99 99 ,ha/ ?\ none = :om ?\ w\ld/ int]c$e8 ,tell ,me ! names ( ?y k9dr$ & ?y fri5ds2 & at ! m5tion ( ea* "n add :at ?\ w\ld/ h ,me d = !m4 ,ask mu* f]v5tly2 ! g5]\s he>ts t =get !mselves = o!rs are v de> unto ,me4 ,tell ,me ( ! poor ?\ w\ld/ succor1 ! sick ?\ ha/ se5 suff]+1 ! s9ful ?\ w\ld/ reclaim1 ! e/rang$ ?\ w\ld/ receive to ?y he>t aga94 ,pray f]v5tly = all mank9d4 ,rem9d ,me ( ,my promise to he> all pray]s t proce$ f ! he>t2 & ! pray] (f]$ = "o :o loves u1 & is de> to u1 is sure to be he>tfelt & f]v5t4 99 99 99 99 99 ,ha/ ?\ no favors to ask ( ,me8 ,give ,me1 if ?\ wilt1 a li/ ( all ?y desires1 all ! wants ( ?y s\l4 ,tell ,me1 simply1 ( all ?y pride1 s5suality1 self-love1 slo?2 & ask = ,my help 9 ?y /ruggles to ov]come !m4 ,poor *ild6 be n aba%$2 _m t _h ! same faults to cont5d aga9/ are n[ sa9ts 9 heav54 ,!y cri$ to ,me = help1 & by degrees !y conqu]$4 ,d n hesitate to ask = temporal bless+s1--heal?1 intellect1 success4 ,i c be/[ !m1 & nev] fail to d s1 :]e !y t5d to make ! s\l m holy4 ,:at w\ld/ ?\ ?is day1 ,my *ild8444 ,if ?\ did/ b "k h[ ,i long to bless !e6444 99 99 99 99 99 ,ha/ ?\ no int]e/s :i* occupy ?y m9d8 ,tell ,me ( !m all4444 ,( ?y vocation4 ,:at do/ ?\ ?9k8 ,:at do/ ?\ desire8 ,w\ld/ ?\ give pleasure to ?y "m1 ?y family1 ^? 9 au?ority ov] !e8 :at w\ld/ ?\ d = !m8 ,& = ,me ha/ ?\ no ardor8 ,do/ ?\ n desire to d "s good to ! s\ls ( ^? ?\ love/1 b :o are =getful ( ,me8 ,tell ,me ( "o 9 :om ?\ ha/ int]e/2 ! motive t actuates2 ! means ?\ w\ld/ employ4 ,lay be=e ,me ?y failures1 & ,i w tea* !e ! cause4 ,:om w\ld/ ?\ h to help !e8 ,! he>ts ( all are 9 ,my keep+1 & ,i lead !m g5tly :]esoev] ,i w4 ,re/ assur$1 all :o are ne$ful to !e1 ,i w place ar\nd !e4 ,oh6 ,my *ild1 tell ,me ( all ?y we>9ess3 :o has griev$ !e8 treat$ !e ) contempt8 w\nd$ ?y self-love8 ,tell ,me all1 & ?\ wilt end by say+1 all is =giv51 all =gott5 444 & ,i1 surely ,i w bless !e6444 ,art ?\ fe>ful ( ! future8 ,is !re 9 ?y he>t t vague dread t ?\ can/ n def9e1 b :i* nev]!less torm5ts !e8 ,tru/ 9 ,my ,provid5ce4444 ,i am pres5t ) !e1 ,i "k all1 & ,i w nev] leave !e nor =sake !e4 ,are !re ar\nd !e ^? seem+ly less dev\t ?an =m]ly1 ^: coldness or indiff]5ce h e/rang$ !e f !m )\t real cause8444 ,pray = !m4 ,i c draw !m back to !e if !y are necess>y to ! sanctification ( ?y s\l4 ,:at are ! joys ( :i* ?\ ha/ to tell ,me8 ,let ,me %>e ?y pleasures2 tell ,me ( all t has occurr$ s9ce ye/]day to com=t !e1 please !e1 to give !e joy6 ,t fe> sudd5ly dispell$1 t unexpect$ success1 t tok5 ( affection1 ! trial t prov$ !e /rong] ?an ?\ ?\ghte/4444 ,my *ild1 ,i s5t x all2 :y n %[ "s gratitude1 & simply ?ank ?y ,,"l8 ,gratitude draws d[n a bless+1 & ! ,great ,b5efactor likes ,8 *ildr5 to rem9d ,him ( ,8 ,goodness4 ,ha/ ?\ no promises to make to ,me8 ,i c read ?y he>t2 ?\ kn[e/ x2 ?\ may/ deceive man1 b ?\ can/ nev] deceive ,god4 ,be s9c]e4 ,art ?\ resolv$ to avoid all occasions ( s98 ,to r5\nce t :i* tempts !e2 nev] aga9 to op5 ! book t excites ?9e imag9ation8 ,n to be/[ ?9e affection on "o :o is n dev\t1 & ^: pres5ce /eals ! peace f ?y s\l8 ,wilt ?\ g n[ & be lov+ & =be>+ t[>ds "o :o has vex$ !e8444 ,good1 ,my *ild6444 ,g1 !n1 return to ?y daily toil2 be sil5t1 humble1 resign$1 *>itable2 !n return to ,me ) a he>t yet m lov+ & devot$1 & ,i %all h = !e fre% bless+s4 ,,xxiii4 ,!re w soon be none left1 said ,s4 ,francis de ,sales1 :o w love poor s9n]s b ,,god & myself4 ,oh6 :y d we fail 9 love t[>ds ^? poor s9ful ones6 ,are !y n v mu* to be piti$8 ,:5 !y are prosp]\s1 pray = !m2 b :5 mis=tune comes 7& tr\ble weighs heavily ^u ! wick$71 dea? depriv+ !m ( ! only be+s !y did n hate1 afflict+ !m ) a loa?some disease1 deliv]+ !m up to scorn & mis]y--oh6 !n1 :5 all ?is comes ^u !m1 love !m freely4 ,x is by affection alone t we c rea* ! wor/ *>act]s1 & ! s\ls t are /eep$ 9 s94 ,h[ _m h di$ imp5it5t1 :o1 if only "s "o _h c>$ = !m & %[n !m love1 might h become at la/ sa9ts 9 heav56 ,oh6 ! s9s t are committ$1 oh6 ! s\ls we suff] to w&] f ,,god1 & all because we are s want+ 9 love t[>ds !m4 ,,xxiv4 ,let u always be on our gu>d aga9/ ,prejudice4 ,"s wom5 h a way 7( :i* !y !mselves are unconsci\s7 ( turn+ ! cold %\ld] to "s "o memb] ( _! family4 ,= :at reason8 ,!y _c say1 simply because ! cause is nev] v cle>ly def9$ & 9 ?is lies all ! mis*ief4 ,p]haps an air ( indiff]5ce !y may h fanci$1 & :i* arose m]ely f fatigue1 or tr\ble t c\ld n be confid$ to !m4 ,a ^w mis9t]pret$1 because he>d at a "t :5 !y felt discont5t$1 & _! morbid imag9ation made ev]y?+ appe> 9 a false light4 ,"s sc&al to :i* !y ought nev] to h li/5$1 or1 at lea/1 %\ld h endeavor$ to fa?om1 go+ direct to ! p]son conc]n$ & seek+ an explanation4 ,& behold ! result3 !y 9 _! turn become cold1 res]v$1 & suspici\s1 mis9t]pret+ ! slighte/ ge/ure 444 9 a few days arises a coldness1 f ! feel+ !y are no long] belov$2 !n foll[ contempt & mi/ru/1 f9ally1 a hatr$ t gnaws & r5ds ! v he>t4 ,x all spr+s up imp]ceptibly1 till at la/ ! family life is "o ( bitt]ness & mis]y4 ,!y console1 or bett] /ill1 excuse !mselves1 ) ! ?\ght ( _! suff]+1 nev] consid]+ h[ mu* pa9 !y give to o!rs1 nor :]e ! fault lies4 ,,xxv4 ,let x re/6 ,ah6 h[ _m he>ts on ! br9k ( anxiety & disquietude by ?is simple s5t5ce h be5 made calm & happy6 ,"s proce$+ has w\nd$ u by its want ( tact2 let x re/2 no "o w ?9k ( x aga94 ,a h>% or unju/ s5t5ce irritates u2 let x re/2 :oev] may h giv5 v5t to x w be pleas$ to see x is =gott54 ,a pa9ful sc&al is ab\t to e/range u f an old fri5d2 let x re/1 & ?us pres]ve our *>ity & peace ( m9d4 ,a suspici\s look is on ! po9t ( cool+ our affection2 let x re/1 & our look ( tru/ w re/ore confid5ce4444 ,fancy6 we :o are s c>eful to remove ! bri]s f our pa?way = fe> !y %\ld w\nd1 yet take pleasure 9 collect+ & pi]c+ our he>ts ) ! ?orns t meet u 9 our daily int]c\rse ) "o ano!r4 ,h[ *ildi% & unreasonable we are6 ,,xxvi4 ,( all ! means plac$ by ,provid5ce )9 our rea*1 :]eby we may lead s\ls to ,him1 !re is "o m bless$ ?an all o!rs1--int]cessory pray]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,h[ (t51 9 ! pres5ce ( "o deeply lov$1 b1 alas6 e/rang$ f ,,god1 ! he>t ( "m or wife has felt a sudd5 impulse to say an e>ne/ ^w1 propose an act ( devotion1 to pa9t 9 gl[+ colors ! bless+s ( fai? & ! happ9ess ( virtue 444 & %e has /opp$1 det]r$ by an irresi/ible fe> ( h[ ! words may be receiv$2 & %e says to h]self1 poor woman1 ,to-morr[ ,i %all be brav]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,poor "m6 poor wife6 g & tell to y\r ,heav5ly ,,fa!r all y w\ld1 b d>e n1 say to ! lov$ "o :o gives y s mu* pa94 ,lay t s9-sick s\l be=e ! ,,"l1 z long ago !y laid ! p>alytic man :o c\ld n1 or p]haps w\ld n1 be l$ to ,him4 ,plead = him ) ! long-suff]+ ,,savi\r1 z y w\ld plead ) an e>?ly ma/]1 ^u :om dep5d$ all 8 future welf>e1 & say to ,him simply1 ,,"l1 h pati5ce ) him yet a little long]4 ,tell ,,god ( all y\r anxiety1 y\r disc\ragem5ts1 ! means employ$ = success4 ,ask ,him to tea* y :at to say & h[ to act4 ,"o s5t5ce le>n$ ( ,,god 9 pray] w d m = ! conv]sion ( a s\l ?an all our poor human endeavors4 ,t s5t5ce w escape our lips involunt>ily4 ,we may n rememb] t we h said x1 b x w s9k deep into ! he>t1 mak+ a la/+ impression1 & sil5tly fulfill+ its mission4 99 99 99 99 99 ,y are1 p]haps1 surpris$1 aft] _m ye>s1 to see su* poor results4 ,ah6 h[ little c y judge6444 ,d y "k :at y h ga9$8 ,9 ! fir/ place1 "t--(t5 a physical impossibility to s91 :i* y may attribute to *ance1 b :i* 01 9 reality1 ! "w ( ,provid5ce2 & is x no?+1 "o s9 ! less1 9 ! life ( an immortal s\l8444 ,!n a vague uneas9ess :i* w soon all[ ( no re/1 a confid5ce :i* may enable y to sympa?ize1 m lib]ty left y = ! ex]cise ( religi\s acts2 y no long] see ! contemptu\s smile at y\r acts ( devotion4 ,is all ?is no?+8 ,ah6 if1 :ile on y\r knees pray+ = ! "o y w\ld h reconcil$ to ,,god1 y c\ld b see :at is pass+ 9 8 s\l1--! wre/l+s1 ! remorse he /rives va9ly to /ifle2 if y c\ld see ! "w ( ! ,holy ,_s 9 ! he>t1 g5tly b firmly triumph+ ov] ! w1 h[ e>ne/ly1 h[ incessantly1 w\ld y cont9ue to pray6 ,only h pati5ce to wait--p]sev]ance n to gr[ we>y4 ,x is ! want ( pati5ce t (t5 makes u exact+ t[>ds ^? we desire to help4 ,m ha/e1 less spe$1 is an old say+2 ! m we are exact+1 ! less likely are we to succe$4 ,m5 l to act freely1 & to h ! cr$it ( _! actions4 ,x is because we h n le>n$ to p]sev]e t ! "w seems nev] to progress4 ,c\rage1 !n6 ! gr\nd may seem too dry = cultivation1 b ea* pray] w be z a drop ( wat]2 ! m>ble may be v h>d1 b ea* pray] is l ! hamm]'s /roke t we>s away its r\ghness4 ,,xxvii4 ,! sweet peace ( ,,god be>s ! outw>d tok5 ( resignation4 ,:5 ! ,holy ,_s dwells )9 u ev]y?+ seems bright4 ,ev]y?+ may n be exactly z we w\ld wi% x1 b we accept all ) a good grace4444 ,= in/ance1 "s *ange 9 our h\sehold or mode ( liv+ upsets u4 ,if ,,god is ) u1 ,he w :isp]1 ,yield *e]fully ?y w2 9 a little :ile all w be =gott54 ,"s comm& or employm5t w\nds our pride2 if ,,god is ) u1 ,he w say to u1 ,be submissive1 & ,i w come to ?9e aid4 ,we may dislike a c]ta9 neighborhood2 ! society !re may be repulsive to u1 & we are ab\t to become morbid3 ,,god w tell u to cont9ue graci\s & smil+1 = ,he w recomp5se ! little annoyances we may exp]i5ce4 ,if y w\ld disc]n 9 :om ,,god',s ,_s dwells1 wat* t p]son1 & notice :e!r y ev] he> him murmur4 ,,xxviii4 ,i ,,want ,,to ,,be ,,holy ,heav5ly ,fa!r1 aid ,?y *ild1 :o longs to become holy6 ,b !n1 ,i mu/ be pati5t "u humiliation1 let myself be =gott51 & be ev5 pleas$ at feel+ myself set aside4 ,nev] m9d6 ,i am resolv$2 ,i wi% to be holy6 ,b ,i mu/ nev] excuse myself1 nev] be impati5t1 nev] out ( temp]4 ,nev] m9d6 ,i am resolv$2 ,i wi% to be holy6 ,!n ,i mu/ cont9ually be do+ viol5ce to my feel+s1--submitt+ my w always to t ( my sup]iors1 nev] cont5ti\s1 nev] sulky1 f9i%+ e "w begun1 9 spite ( dislike or ennui4 ,nev] m9d6 ,i am resolv$2 ,i wi% to be holy6 ,b !n1 ,i mu/ be always *>itable t[>ds all ar\nd me2 lov+ !m1 help+ !m to ! utmo/ ( my p[]1 al?\gh x may cause me tr\ble4 ,nev] m9d6 ,i am resolv$2 ,i wi% to be holy6 ,b ,i mu/ con/antly /rive aga9/ ! c[>dice1 slo?1 & pride ( my nature1 r5\nc+ ! _w1 ! vanity t pleases1 ! s5suality t rejoices me1 ! antipa?y t makes me avoid ^? ,i d n l4 ,nev] m9d6 ,i am resolv$2 ,i /ill wi% to be holy6 ,!n1 ,i %all h to exp]i5ce long h\rs ( we>9ess1 sadness1 & discont5t4 ,i %all (t5 feel lonely & disc\rag$4 ,nev] m9d6 ,i am resolv$2 ,i wi% to be holy6 = !n ,i %all h ,!e always ) me1 ev] ne> me4 ,,"l1 help me1 = ,i want to be holy6 99 99 99 99 99 ,,h[ ,,to ,,become ,,holy ,oh6 x is q easy1 if ,i fulfil e duty to ! be/ ( my ability2 & _m :o _h no m to d ?an ,i h become sa9ts4 ,"o day is ! same z ano!r4 ,pray]1 worldly bus9ess1 calls to be dev\t1 *>itable1 & fai?ful1--^! are ! duties t ea* h\r br+s 9 its turn2 & if ,i am fai?ful 9 _! fulfilm5t1 ,,god w be always ready to help me1 & !n :at signifies a little ennui1 pa91 or mis=tune8 99 99 99 99 99 ,,! ,,sanctification ,,( ,,daily ,,duties ,i w p]=m !m z 9 ,,god',s sight1 consci\s t ,he is pres5t1 & smil+ on my ef=ts4 ,i w p]=m ea* z if ,i _h b "o to accompli%1 /riv+ to r5d] x z p]fect z possible4 ,i w fulfil ea* duty z if ^u t "o alone dep5d$ my salvation4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,motives ,,= ,,sanctify+ ,,my ,,actions ,,god expects me to honor ,him by t action4 ,,god has atta*$ a special bless+ to t action1 & awaits its fulfilm5t to be/[ x4 ,,god notes ea* action2 & ( !m all h]eaft] ,i mu/ give an acc\nt4 ,,god w see t ,i love ,him1 if ,i /rive to fulfil e duty1 9 spite ( we>9ess & tr\ble4 ,i honor ,,god by ?is action2 & ,i1 poor1 weak1 s9ful *ild1 am all[$ to glorify ,him1 9 place ( ^? :o blaspheme & rebel aga9/ ! ,div9e w4 ,,xxix4 ,!y say !re is no?+ :i* communicates itself s quickly among/ ! memb]s ( a family z an expression ( coldness or discont5t on ! face ( "o ( its memb]s4 ,x is l ! fro/ t *ills u4 ,?is is n altoge!r true2 !re is some?+ :i* is communicat$ ) equal rapidity & great] =ce--,i mean ! smil+ face1 ! beam+ c\nt5ance1 ! happy he>t4 ,,xxx4 ,,little ,,worries ,!re is n a day 9 our lives t we are n di/ress$ by "s "o ( ^? numb]less little worries t meet u at e /ep1 & :i* are inevitable4 ,! w\nd made may n be deep2 b ! con/ant pricks1 ea* day r5ew$1 imbitt] ! "*1 de/roy peace1 create anxiety1 & make ! family life1 t o!rwise w\ld be s sweet & peaceful1 almo/ un5durable4 ,life is full ( ^! little mis]ies4 ,ea* h\r br+s ) x its own tr\ble4 ,"h are "s ( ! little worries3 ,an impati5t ^w escapes our lips 9 ! pres5ce ( "s "o 9 ^: e/imation we w\ld /& well4 ,a s]vant does 8 "w badly1 fidgets u by 8 sl[ness1 irritates u by 8 ?\ghtlessness1 & 8 awkw>d blund]s make u blu%4 ,a giddy *ild 9 its clums9ess breaks some?+ ( value1 or t we treasure on acc\nt ( its associations2 we are *>g$ ) a message ( importance1 & our =getfulness makes u appe> unc\rte\s1 p]haps ungrateful2 "s "o we live ) is con/antly f9d+ fault1 no?+ pleases !m4 ,if1 :5 night comes1 we f9d we h n exp]i5c$ ^! little worries1 !n we ought to be grateful to ,,god4 ,ea* ( ^!1 & _m m1 are liable to befall u e day ( our life4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,h[ ,,to ,,be> ,,little ,,worries ,9 ! fir/ place1 expect !m4 ,make !m ! subject ( our morn+ pray]s1 & say to ourselves1 ,"h is my daily cross1 d ,i accept will+ly8 ,surely6 = x is ,,god ,:o s5ds x4 ,aft] all 444 ^! little tr\bles1 look$ at calmly1 :at are !y8 ,ah1 if !re 7 nev] any worse6 ,secondly1 we mu/ be prep>$ = !m4 ,y "k1 if y wi% to break ! =ce ( a bl[ fall+ on y1 y naturally b5d ! body2 s let u act ) reg>d to our s\ls4 ,accu/om y\rself1 wrote a pi\s au?or1 to /oop ) sweet condesc5sion1 n only to exig5cies 7t is y\r duty71 b to ! simple wi%es ( ^? :o surr\nd y--! accid5ts :i* may int]v5e2 y w f9d y\rself seldom1 if ev]1 cru%$4 ,to b5d is bett] ?an to be>2 to be> is (t5 a little h>d2 to b5d implies a c]ta9 ext]nal sweetness t yields all con/ra9t1 sacrific+ ! wi%es1 ev5 9 holy ?+s1 :5 !y t5d to cause disagreem5ts 9 ! family circle4 ,submission (t5 implies an entire resignation to all t ,,god p]mits4 ,! s\l t endures feels ! weight ( its tr\ble4 ,! s\l t yields sc>cely p]ceives x4 ,bless$ are ^? docile ones2 !y are ^? :om ,,god selects to "w = ,him4 ,,xxxi4 ,,to ,,obta9 ,,peace ,approa* ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t1 ,o re/less s\l1 9 se>* ( peace1 &1 humbly kneel+ !re1 p\r =? bravely1 sl[ly1 & ) e>ne/ desire1 ! foll[+ pray]3-- ,o ,,jesus1 g5tle & humble ( he>t1 he> me6 ,f ! desire ( be+ e/eem$1 ,f ! desire ( be+ lov$1 ,f ! desire to be s\ght1 ,deliv] me1 ,,jesus4 ,f ! desire to be m\rn$1 ,f ! desire ( praise1 ,f ! desire ( pref]5ce1 ,f ! desire ( influ5ce1 ,f ! desire ( approval1 ,f ! desire ( au?ority1 ,f ! fe> ( humiliation1 ,f ! fe> ( be+ despis$1 ,f ! fe> ( repulse1 ,f ! fe> ( calumny1 ,f ! fe> ( oblivion1 ,f ! fe> ( ridicule1 ,f ! fe> ( injury1 ,f ! fe> ( suspicion1 ,deliv] me1 ,,jesus4 ,t o!rs may be lov$ m ?an myself4 ,,jesus grant ?is desire4 ,t o!rs may be m highly e/eem$4 ,t o!rs may gr[ & increase 9 honor1 & ,i decrease4 ,,jesus1 grant me to desire x4 ,t o!rs may be employ$1 & ,i set aside4 ,,jesus1 grant me to desire ?is4 ,t o!rs may attract ! praise1 & myself be =gott54 ,t o!rs may be pref]r$ 9 all4 ,grant me ! utmo/ hol9ess ( :i* ,i am capable1 !n let o!rs be holi] ?an myself4 ,,jesus1 grant me to desire x6 ,oh1 if ,,god he>k5s1--& he>k5 ,he surely w1 if y\r pray] has be5 s9c]e1--:at joy 9 y\r he>t1 :at peace on y\r c\nt5ance1 :at sweetness w p]vade y\r :ole life6 ,m ?an half "o's tr\bles arise f an exagg]at$ idea ( "o's own importance1 & ! ef=ts we make to increase our position 9 ! _w4 ,lacordaire says1 t ! sweete/ ?+ on e>? is to be =gott5 by all1 ) ! exception ( ^? :o love u4 ,all else br+s m tr\ble ?an joy2 & z soon z we h complet$ our task "h1 & fulfill$ our mission1 ! be/ ?+ = u to d is to disappe> altoge!r4 99 99 99 99 99 ,let u ea* cultivate c>efully & joy\sly ! portion ( soil ,provid5ce has committ$ to our c>e4 ,let u nev] be h9d]$ or di/ract$ by ambiti\s ?\ghts1 t we c\ld d bett]1 or a false zeal tempt+ u to =sake our daily task ) ! va9 desire to surpass our neighbors4444 ,let ?is "o ?\ght occupy our m9ds4 ,to d well :at is giv5 u to d1 = ?is is all t ,,god requires at our h&s4 ,x may be summ$ up 9 f\r words1--simply1 zeal\sly1 *e]fully1 completely4 99 99 99 99 99 ,!n if we are slight$1 misund]/ood1 malign$1 or p]secut$1 :at does x matt]8 ,^! injuries w pass away2 b ! peace & love ( ,,god w rema9 ) u =ev]1 ! rew>d ( our fai? & pati5ce4 ,! love ( ,,god6 ,:o c describe all ! joy1 /r5g?1 & consolation x reveals8 ,nev] has human love1 9 its brighte/ dreams1 be5 able to =m any idea ( all ! sweetness ! love ( ,,god imp>ts to ! s\l1 & :i* is br\ght /ill ne>] to u 9 ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t4 ,i c well und]/& ! words ( a lov+ s\l3 ,) heav5 s ne>1 & daily communion ) our ,,god1 h[ c we ev] rep9e6 ,,xxxii4 ,,aft] ,,holy ,,communion ,,our ,,fa!r ,,:i* ,,art ,,9 ,,heav5 ,o ,,jesus6 x is ,?\ ,:o bidde/ me say1 ,,fa!r6 ,my ,fa!r6 ,oh h[ t ,"n rejoices my he>t6 ,my ,fa!r6 ,i c no long] feel alone2 & :atev] may happ5 to me ?is day1 ,i feel ,i am protect$1 com=t$1 belov$4 ,,jesus6 let me dwell on ! sweetness ( ^? words3 ,my ,fa!r6 ,i ne$ n lift my eyes to heav51 ,?\ art )9 me1 & :]e ,?\ dwelle/ heav5 mu/ be4 ,yes6 heav5 is )9 me6 heav5 ) all its peace & love2 & if ,i keep free f guile ?is day1 my day w be "o ( heav5ly joy1 & 9 addition1 ! privilege ( suff]+ = ,!e4 ,,hall[$ ,,be ,,?y ,,"n ,to hall[ ,?y ,"n1 ,o ,,"l1 is to pron\nce x ) rev]5ce & awe4 ,to-day ,i w pray m f]v5tly1 try to realize ,?y ,pres5ce1 ,?y ,goodness1 ,?y ,love2 & my he>t %all be a sanctu>y into :i* no?+ %all p5etrate t c\ld be displeas+ unto ,!e4 ,to hall[ ,?y ,"n is to call ^u x f]v5tly1 to h x con/antly ^u my lips2 above all1 be=e tak+ an important /ep1 :5 !re are difficulties to be ov]come1 ,i w s(tly :isp] ! ,invocation1 :i* is ! secret ( all holy liv+6 ,,jesus1 meek & humble ( he>t1 h pity ^u me4 ,,?y ,,k+dom ,,come ,o ,,jesus1 ,?y k+dom is )9 my he>t1 reign !re 9 all ,?y sov]eignty & p[]1 reign !re absolutely6 ,my ,k+6 :at do/ ,?\ require ( me to-day8 ,?y comm&m5ts1 my rule ( life1 my daily duties1--^! are ,?y comm&s t ,i w promise to obey2 m ?an t1 ,i w reg>d all 9 au?ority ov] me z ,?9e ,ambassadors1 speak+ to me 9 ,?y ,"n4 ,:at matt]s ! tone or ! h>%ness ( ! ord]8 ,:at does x signify if "s unexpect$ comm& upsets all my previ\s plans8 ,x is ,?y ,voice ,i he>1 ,?\ ,,"l1 ,:om ,i w obey always1 & 9 all ?+s4 ,?y k+dom is also 9 ! he>ts ( o!rs2 & !re w\ld ,i see ,!e reign+4 ,!n to :om c ,i speak ( ,!e ?is day8 ,:at c\nsels c ,i give8 ,:at mom5ts may ,i seize1 9 :i*1 )\t w\nd+ ! feel+s1 or p>ad+ my zeal1 ,i may be all[$ to speak a few words ( piety8 ,,"l1 let me h ! opportunity to help ano!r to love ,!e6 ,,?y ,,w ,,be ,,done ,,9 ,,e>?1 ,,z ,,x ,,is ,,9 ,,heav5 ,yes1 yes6 ,?y ,w be done6 ,?y sweet all-p]fect ,w6 ,:at wilt ,?\ s5d me to-day8 ,humiliation8 ,provocation8 ,suff]+s8 ,a fre% r5d+ ( ! he>t8 ,a disappo9tm5t8 ,%all ,i see myself misjudg$1 falsely suspect$1 despis$8 ,i accept be=eh& all t ,?\ s5de/ me2 & if ?r\gh weakness ,i weep1 suff] x to be s2 if ,i murmur1 *eck me2 if ,i am vex$1 correct me2 if hopeless1 enc\rage me4 ,yes1 yes6 ,let ,?y sweet & holy ,w be done6 ,ev51 ,o ,,"l1 if to glorify ,!e1 ,i mu/ be humiliat$1 suff]+1 useless1 & =sak51 /ill1 ,,"l1 /ay n ,?9e ,h&1 ,i am :olly ,?9e4 ,,give ,,u ,,?is ,,day ,,our ,,daily ,,bread ,h[ bless$1 ,o ,,"l1 to dep5d only ^u ,!e 444 behold me1 ,?y *ild1 wait+ ) out/ret*$ h& to receive ,?y b5efits4 ,grant me my temporal bless+s1--clo?+1 n\ri%m5t1 %elt] 444 b n too mu* ( any?+2 & let me h ! happ9ess ( %>+ my bless+s ) ^? poor] ?an myself to-day4 ,grant me ! bless+ ( intellig5ce1 t ,i may read1 or he> "o ( ^? gold5 c\nsels t elevate ! s\l1 & l5d w+s to ! ?\ghts4 ,grant me ! lov+ he>t1 ,o my ,,fa!r6 t ,i may feel = a mom5t h[ ,i love ,!e1 & ,?y love t[>ds me2 let me sacrifice myself = ! welf>e ( ano!r4 ,give me ! ,bread ( ,life1 ! ,holy ,eu*>i/6 ,i h j receiv$ x1 ,,"l6 ,grant me aga9 ere long t great bless+4 ,& !n1 give all ^! bless+s to ^? ,i love1 & :o love me6 ,,=give ,,u ,,our ,,trespasses1 ,,z ,,we ,,=give ,,!m ,,t ,,trespass ,,aga9/ ,,u ,:5 ,i pron\nce ! ^w ( p>don1 :at a weight seems lift$ f my he>t4 ,i w n only bani% e feel+ ( hatr$1 ,i w efface e pa9ful remembrance4 ,o ,,god1 if ,?\ =give/ me1 z ,i =give o!rs1 :at m]cy = me6 ,?\ see/ ,i be> no malice1 t ,i =get all injuries4444 ,i h be5 (f5d$ by words2 ,i =get !m2 by actions1 ,i =get !m2 by omissions1 ?\ghts1 desires2 !y are all =gott54 ,ah6 9 all ^! ways ,i h (f5d$ ,!e1 & ,?\ wilt =get1 ev5 z ,i h =gott54 ,i w be v m]ciful1 s t ,?\ may/ h m]cy ^u me4 ,,lead ,,u ,,n ,,into ,,temptation1 ,,b ,,deliv] ,,u ,,f ,,evil ,n[1 z ,i leave ,?9e alt>1 ,i g to enc\nt] temptation4 ,o ,,savi\r6 help me1 keep me1 & w>n me ( my dang]6 ,let me %un all occasions ( evil1 & if by weakness or allurem5ts ,i am l$ into pa?s ( s91 if ,i fall1 oh6 rescue me spe$ily1 t ,i may fall ^u my knees1 confess+ my s91 & implor+ p>don4 ,s96 ?is is ! evil f :i* ,i besee* ,!e to deliv] me2 o!r tr\bles t may happ51 ,i accept2 !y are s5t to try me & to purify1 & come f ,!e2 b s91 ,i h no pleasure 9 x6 ,oh6 :5 9 ! h\r ( temptation ,i fall away1 ,,"l1 he>k5 to ! cry t ,i n[ raise to ,!e 9 all s9c]ity2 ,i w x n6 x is n wilful6 ,i g f ,?y ,pres5ce1 b1 ,,jesus1 ,?\ art ) me6 ,9 "w1 9 pray]1 9 suff]+1 let all be done 9 ,!e6 ,,xxxiii4 ,"m1 ask$ a *ild1 s9ce no?+ is ev] lo/1 :]e d all our ?\ghts g8 ,to ,,god1 answ]$ ! "m gravely1 :o rememb]s !m =ev]4 ,=ev]6 said ! *ild4 ,he b5t 8 head1 &1 draw+ clos] to 8 "m1 murmur$1 ,i am fright5$6 ,:i* ( u h n felt ! same8 ,,xxxiv4 ,"o m solemn ?\ght3 ,h[ old are y8 ,n9ete54 ,h y reckon$ ! numb] ( m9utes t h elaps$ s9ce y\r bir?8 ,! numb] is />tl+3 n9e millions1 ?ree hundr$ & ?irty-?ree ?\s&1 two hundr$4444 ,ea* ( ^? m9utes has fl[n to ,,god2 ,,god has exam9$ !m & weigh$ !m1 & = !m y mu/ give acc\nt4 ,ea* m9ute be>s its own impress 7z a co9 be>s ! impress ( ! ,sov]eign71 & only ^? m>k$ ) ! image ( ,,god w avail y = et]nity4 ,is n ?is ?\ght "o to make y tremble8 ,i nev] c\ld und]/&1 writes ,gu]91 ! feel+ ( security "s h t _! works mu/ f9d favor ) ,,god--z if our duties 7 conf9$ to ! n>r[ limits ( ?is little _w4 ,to be a good son1 /atesman1 or bro!r1 is n all t is requir$ ( u2 ,,god dem&s f> m ?an ?is f ^? = :om ,he has de/9$ a cr[n ( glory h]eaft]4 ,,xxxv4 ,"o great *>act]i/ic ( hol9ess is nev] to be exact+1 nev] to compla94 ,ea* compla9t drags u d[n a degree 9 our upw>d c\rse4 ,by compla9+1 ,i d n mean ! simple imp>t+ ( our tr\bles to o!rs4 ,compla9t savors always ( a little bad temp]1 & a slightly v9dictive _s4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! sa9ts 7 nev] exact+4 ,cont5t$ ) _! lot1 !y nev] desir$ any?+ t 0 )held f !m4 ,i h ask$1 said a holy s\l1 = some?+ ,i ?\ght ne$ful2 !y h =gott5 to answ] me1 or p]haps w\ld n be/[ x4 ,:y ne$ ,i be disquiet$8 ,if x 7 really necess>y1 ,,god w\ld quickly provide means to obta9 x4 ,h[ few c\ld ent] into ?is feel+2 & yet x is b ! e*o ( ,,*ri/',s own words1 ,y\r ,,fa!r 9 ,heav5 kn[e? t ye h ne$ ( all ^! ?+s4 ,,xxxvi4 ,joy 9 life is l oil 9 a lamp4 ,:5 ! oil gets l[ ! wick is consum$1 emitt+ a black vapor1 & s5d+ =? only a lurid gl[1 :i* does n give light4 ,a life )\t joy passes away unpr(itably1 %$d+ ar\nd x only gloom & sorr[4 ,if e morn+ 9 a simple pray]1--9 ^? fifte5 m9utes' m$itation 7:i* only seem h>d :5 we d n practise x71--we op5$ our he>ts to ,,god1 z we op5 our w9d[s to ! sun & air1 ,,god w\ld fill x ) t calm1 sweet joy :i* elevates ! s\l1 prev5ts x feel+ ! weight ( tr\bles1 & makes x ov]fl[ ) b5evol5ce4 ,b joy does n mean levity1 witty say+s1 or rep>tee 444 x is habitual s]5ity4 ,?r\gh a cle> atmosph]e we c always see ! sky2 x seems s light & full ( ela/icity4 ,a s]5e sky is always pure 444 cl\ds may pass across x1 b !y d n /a9 x4 ,s x is ) ! he>t t e>ly 9 ! morn+ op5s to receive ,,god',s ,peace4 ,,xxxvii4 ,y are nev] out ( temp]1 0 once said to a woman well kn[n to be mu* tri$ at home2 is x t y d n feel ! inju/ice1 ! annoyances8--,i feel !m z mu* z y d1 %e repli$2 b !y d n hurt me4--,y h1 !n1 "s special balm8--,yes2 = ! vexations caus$ by p1 ,i h affection2 = ^? ( circum/ances1 ,i h pray]2 & ov] e w\nd t ble$s1 ,i murmur ! words1 ',?y ,w be done4' ,,xxxviii4 ,,my ,,daily ,,cross ,if ,i h no cross to be> to-day1 ,i %all n advance heav5w>ds4 ,a cross 7t is1 any?+ t di/urbs our peace7 is ! spur :i* /imulates1 & )\t :i* we %\ld mo/ likely rema9 /ation>y1 bl9d$ ) empty vanities1 & s9k+ deep] into s94 ,a cross helps u onw>ds1 9 spite ( our apa?y & resi/ance4 ,to lie quietly on a b$ ( d[n may seem a v sweet exi/5ce1 b pleasant ease & re/ are n ! lot ( a ,*ri/ian2 if he w\ld m\nt high] & high]1 x mu/ be by a r\gh road4 ,alas1 = ^? :o h no daily cross6 ,alas1 = ^? :o rep9e & fret aga9/ x6 99 99 99 99 99 ,,:at ,,w ,,be ,,my ,,cross ,,to-,,day8 ,p]haps t p]son1 ) :om ,provid5ce has plac$ me1 & :om ,i dislike1 ^: look ( disda9 humiliates me1 ^: sl[ness worries me1 :o makes me jeal\s by be+ m belov$1 m successful1 ?an myself1 ^: *att] & ligh!>t$ness1 ev5 h] v att5tions to myself1 annoy me4 ,or x may be t p]son t ,i ?9k has qu>rell$ ) me1 & my imag9ation makes me fancy myself wat*$1 criticis$1 turn$ into ridicule4 ,%e is always ) me2 all my ef=ts to sep>ate are fru/rat$2 by "s my/]i\s p[] %e is always pres5t1 always ne>4 99 99 99 99 99 ,?is is my heavie/ cross2 ! re/ are light 9 comp>ison4 ,circum/ances *ange1 temptations dim9i%1 tr\bles less52 b ^? p :o tr\ble or (f5d u are an ev]-pres5t s\rce ( irritation4 ,,h[ ,,to ,,be> ,,?is ,,daily ,,cross ,nev] manife/1 9 any way1 ! ennui1 ! dislike1 ! involunt>y %udd]1 t h] pres5ce produces2 =ce myself to r5d] h] "s little s]vice--nev] m9d if %e nev] kn[s x2 x is betwe5 ,,god & myself4 ,try to say a little good ( h] e day1 ( h] tal5ts1 h] "*1 h] tact1 = !re is all t to be f\nd 9 h]4 ,pray e>ne/ly = h]1 ev5 ask+ ,,god to help me to love h]1 & to sp>e h] to me4 ,de> companion6 bless$ mess5g] ( ,,god',s m]cy6 y are1 )\t kn[+ x1 ! means = my sanctification1 & ,i w n be ungrateful4 ,yes6 ?\gh ! ext]ior be rude & repell5t1 yet to y ,i owe x t ,i am kept f great] s92 y1 aga9/ :om my :ole nature rebels 444 h[ ,i ought to love y6 ,,xxxix4 ,:o is anxi\s = a belov$ "o's et]nal welf>e8 ,we int]e/ ourselves = _! success1 _! prosp]ity2 we ask ,,god to keep !m f h>m & mis=tune2 we try to />t !m well 9 ! _w1 to make !m ( reputation1 to procure !m pleasure4 ,to sp>e !m tr\ble1 we sacrifice our own ease & enjoym5t4444 ,oh1 t is all v beautiful1 v "r2 b :at %\ld we d = ! s\l8 ,d we pray to ,,god t ?is s\l may become humble1 pure1 devot$8 ,d we take z mu* pa9s to procure him ! little devotional book t w really help him1 z we %\ld to obta9 a transi5t pleasure8 ,d we help him1 unse51 t[>ds t act ( *>ity1 humiliation1 or self-r5unciation8 ,h we c\rage n to sp>e ! s\l ! trial t we "k w purify8 ,does x seem too h>d = y8 ,ah6 !n y d n "k :at real love is4 ,does n ,,god love u8 ,yet ,,god lets u suff]2 ev5 s5ds ! suff]+4 ,love is giv5 u to help u onw>ds1 ne>] to ,,god4 ,! mo/ bless$ is t :i* draws u ne>e/ to ,him2 & 9 proportion z x leads to ,,god we realize its bless$ness4 ,! ess5ce ( true love is n its t5d]ness1 b its /r5g?1 p[] ( endurance1 its purity1 its self-r5unciation4 ,! mi/ake we make is :5 we seek to be belov$1 in/ead ( lov+4 ,:at makes u c[>dly is ! fe> ( los+ t love4 ,nev] =get ?is3 ,a selfi% he>t desires love = itself2 a ,*ri/ian he>t delights to love--)\t return4 ,,xl4 ,to le>n nev] to wa/e our "t is p]haps "o ( ! mo/ difficult virtues to acquire4 ,a well-sp5t day is a s\rce ( pleasure4 ,to be con/antly employ$1 & nev] ask+1 ,:at %all ,i d8 is ! secret ( mu* goodness & happ9ess4 ,beg91 !n1 ) promptitude1 act decisively1 p]sev]e2 if int]rupt$1 be amiable1 & return to ! "w unruffl$1 f9i% x c>efully--^! w be ! signs ( a virtu\s s\l4 ,,xli4 ,are y full ( peace8 ,pray6 ,pray] w pres]ve x to y4 ,are y tempt$8 ,pray6 ,pray] w su/a9 y4 ,h y fall58 ,pray6 ,pray] w raise y4 ,are y disc\rag$8 ,pray6 ,pray] w reassure & com=t y4 ,,xlii4 ,! "y are seldom =be>+1 because !y s little und]/& ! frailties ( poor human nature4 ,oh6 if y c\ld only witness ! t]rible /ruggles pass+ 9 ! he>t ( t fri5d ^: vivacity annoys y1 ^: fickl5ess provokes y1 ^: faults sometimes ev5 make y blu%4444 ,oh6 if y saw ! te>s t are %$ 9 secret1 ! vexation felt aga9/ self 7p]haps on y\r acc\nt71 y w\ld inde$ pity !m4 ,love !m6 make all[ances = !m6 nev] let !m feel t y "k _! fail+s4 ,to make any "o believe himself good1 is to help him almo/ 9 spite ( self to become s4 99 99 99 99 99 ,=be>ance is ev5 m ?an =giv5ess2 x is excus+1 putt+ always ! be/ con/ruction ^u ev]y?+2 above all1 nev] %[+ t "s proce$+ has w\nd$ u2 speak+ ( any "o :o has vex$ u ?us3 ,%e did n ?9k1 else %e w\ld h act$ diff]5tly2 %e nev] meant to pa9 me1 %e loves me too mu*2 %e 0 p]haps unable to d o!rwise1 & yet suff]s at ! ?\ght ( hav+ displeas$ me4 ,= a w\nd$ he>t no balm is s efficaci\s z =be>ance4 ,to =be> is to =get e night ! little vexations ( ! pa/ day2 to say e morn+3 ,to-day ,i %all be brav] & calm] ?an ye/]day4 ,=be>ance ev5 sometimes leads u to detect 9 ourselves a little want ( good nature1 condesc5sion1 & *>ity4 ,to =be> is n only freely to =give1 b to meet half-way1 ) ext5d$ h&1 ^? :o timidly ask = p>don4 ,,xliii4 ,my fri5d1 d y "k :y ! "w y accompli% fails ei!r to give pleasure to y\rself or o!rs8 ,x is because x is n *e]fully done1 & !re=e appe>s discolor$4 ,a joy\s he>t amid our "w imp>ts to duty a brilliancy t *>ms ! eyes ( o!rs1 :ile x prev5ts ^? feel+ w\nd$ :o _c p]=m x equally well4 ,joy1 ) u1 is l a lev]1 by :i* we lift ! weights t )\t its help w\ld cru% u4 ,a workman once said3 ,if ,i 7 to leave (f s++1 ,i %\ld be q unequal to my bus9ess4 ,!n s+ always2 let y\r he>t s+ z 9 its e>lie/ ye>s4 ,! refra9 ( ! he>t1 :i* p]haps nev] passes ! lips1 b :i* e*oes 9 heav51 is ?is s5t5ce3-- ,i love & ,i am belov$6 ,,xliv4 ,:at regret we sometimes feel1 aft] ! dea? or dep>ture ( fri5ds1 at nev] hav+ %[n !m ! respect1 ! gratitude1 we felt t[>ds !m1 & h[ f ! dep?s ( our he>t we are fill$ ) t5d]ness & affection = !m6 ,x may h be5 t at times we c\ld n speak1 because we ?\ght too mu* ( h[ to say x4 ,ano!r "t we lo/ ! opportunity1 because we 7 always %irk+ x4 ,deep devotion is sometimes a little erratic2 always afraid ( do+ too little1 do+ x badly or inopportunely4 ,(t5] /ill ! tok5s ( affection are *eck$1 because we ?9k we c\ld %[ x 9 "s bett] way2 we put (f till bright] days ! dreams we *]i%$1 ! sweet ye>n+ to op5 ! he>t to ! lov$ ones1 & let !m see = once :at a l>ge place !y fill !re4 ,alas6 ! days fly pa/1 sudd5ly comes dea?1 or1 sadd] /ill1 sep>ation )\t hope ( return1 leav+ ! bitt] ?\ght3 ,o!rs w %[ !m bett] ?an ,i h done1 h[ de>1 h[ valu$1 !y are4 ,ah6 :5 we c be lov+ to-day1 nev] let u say1 ,i w love to-morr[2 :5 we h ! opportunity ( be+ grateful1 nev] put (f1 = "o h\r1 ! pro( ( our gratitude6 99 99 99 99 99 ,,conclusion ,lacordaire1 9 prep>+ = a retreat 9 ! c\ntry1 said he only requir$ = 8 realization ( a dream ( happ9ess & solitude1 ?ree ?+s1--7#a7 ,,god2 7#b7 a fri5d2 7#c7 books4 ,god6--,we nev] fail to f9d ,him :5 we are pure1 holy1 & fulfill+ h\rly our duty4 ,a ,fri5d6--,responds always to ! he>t's call1 if only t he>t be lov+ & devot$4 ,books6--,oh6 if only ?is little book ( ,gold ,du/ might be all[$ to =m "o ( ! numb]s ( ^? t are c>ri$ away1 f> f ! _w's turmoil1 & read 9 ord] to ga9 a little help & peace6 ,x w take up s little room6 ,,gold ,,du/ ,,second ,,"p ,i4 ,,! ,,fri5dly ,,:isp] ,"u ?is title we comm5ce a s]ies ( %ort c\nsels = ea* day ( ! week1 :i* w be z a fri5dly :isp]1 ! voice ( a ,gu>dian ,angel1 inspir+1 z occasion pres5ts itself1 "s good action1 "s self-d5ial1 "s little sacrifice4 ,we recomm5d t x %\ld be plac$ on ! writ+-table1 9 ! book we mo/ frequ5tly turn to1 or :]ev] x is mo/ likely to meet ! eye4 ,:at is s (t5 ! "o ?+ want+ to "s dev\t p]son devot$ to do+ good8 ,simply to be rem9d$4 ,,monday ,,*>ity ,be good-natur$1 b5evol5t1 keep up a *e]ful expression ( c\nt5ance1 ev5 :5 alone4 ,t clums9ess1 ^? brusque1 rude mann]s1 let !m pass )\t notice4 ,:5 wi%es contr>y to y\r own prevail1 yield )\t ill-humor1 or ev5 %[+ y\r ef=t2 y w give pleasure1 & ?us be pleas$ y\rself4 ,try to please1 to console1 to amuse1 to be/[1 to ?ank1 to help4 ,t is all 9 itself s good6 ,try to d "s good to ! s\ls ( o!rs6 ,an e>ne/ ^w1 "s enc\ragem5t1 a pray] s(tly brea!d4 ,ov]come y\r dislike & av]sion to c]ta9 p]sons2 d n %un !m1 on ! contr>y g & meet !m4 ,,god goes be=e y4 ,be c\rte\s ev5 to ! tr\blesome individual :o is always 9 y\r way4 ,,god s5ds him to y4 ,=give at once4 ,d y believe h>m 0 int5d$8 ,if s1 is x n ! great] m]it8 ,d n refuse y\r alms1 only let y\r motives be pure2 & 9 giv+1 give z to ,,god4 ,d n judge ! guilty h>%ly2 pity1 & pray = !m4 ,:y imag9e evil int5tions aga9/ y\rself8 _c y see h[ ! ?\ght tr\bles & disquiets y8 ,*eck ! ironical smile hov]+ ab\t y\r lips2 y w grieve ! object ( x4 ,:y cause any "o pa98 ,l5d y\rself to all4 ,,god w n suff] y to be tak5 advantage ( if y are prompt$ by ! _s ( ,*>ity4 ,,tuesday ,,! ,,div9e ,,pres5ce ,nev] sep>ate y\rself f ,,god4 ,h[ sweet x is to live always ne> ^? :o love u6 ,y _c see ,,god1 b ,he is !re2 j z if "s fri5d 7 sep>at$ f y by a curta91 :i* does n prev5t 8 see+ y1 & :i* at any mom5t may unfold & disclose him to y\r view4 ,:5 ! s\l is un/a9$ by s91 & if we rema9 /ill & recollect$1 we c p]ceive ,,god',s pres5ce 9 ! he>t1 j z we see daylight p5etrat+ a room4 ,we may n be always consci\s ( ?is ,pres5ce1 b imp]ceptibly x influ5ces all our actions4 ,oh6 h[ev] heavy may be ! burd5 y h to be>1 does x n at once become light b5ea? ! gaze ( t ,,fa!r',s eye8 ,! ?\ght ( ,,god is nev] we>isome2 :y n always *]i% x8 ,g on1 )\t trembl+1 b5ea? ! ,eye ( ,,god2 nev] fe> to smile1 love1 hope1 & enjoy all t makes life sweet4 ,,god rejoices 9 our pleasures z a "m 9 ! joys ( h] *ild4 ,:at is contr>y to ,,god',s ,w1 grieves ,him1 & does y h>m1 t alone y ne$ fe>1--! ?\ght t w /a9 y\r s\l2 ! wi% t tr\bles y\r he>t2 t un:olesome action1 t w weak5 y\r intellect1 & de/roy y\r peace4 ,nev] long = :at ,,god sees fit to d5y4 ,,god1 beside y1 w repair y\r blund]s1 provide means :]eby y may atone = t s9ful action by "o m virtu\s1 wipe away ! te>s caus$ by "s unm]it$ repro( or unk9d ^w4 ,y h only to close y\r eyes = a mom5t1 exam9e y\rself1 & s(tly murmur1 ,,"l1 help me6 ,c y n he> ,,god',s ,voice speak+ to y8 ,:at6 :5 ,he says3 ,be> ?is1 ,i am "h to aid !e2 y w refuse8 ,he says3 ,cont9ue ano!r half-h\r ! "w t we>ies !e2 & y w\ld /op8 ,he says3 ,d n t2 & y d x8 ,he says3 ,let u tread toge!r ! pa? ( ob$i5ce2 & y answ]3 ,no8 ,,w$nesday ,,self-,,r5unciation ,d n be afraid ( t ^w ,r5unciation4 ,to y1 p]haps1 x only means1 we>9ess1 re/ra9t1 ennui4 ,b x means also1 love1 p]fection1 sanctification4 99 99 99 99 99 ,:o _c r5\nce1 _c love4 ,:o _c r5\nce1 _c become p]fect4 ,:o _c r5\nce1 _c be made holy4 99 99 99 99 99 ,self-r5unciation means devotion to our duty1 go+ on ) x 9 spite ( difficulties1 disgu/1 ennui1 want ( success4 ,self-r5unciation is self-sacrifice1 "u :atev] =m x pres5ts itself1--pray]1 labor1 love 444 all t w\ld be an ob/acle1 n m]ely to its accompli%m5t1 b its p]fection4 ,self-r5unciation is to root out all t encumb]s ! he>t1 all t imp$es ! free action ( ! ,holy ,_s )9--long+s aft] an imag9>y p]fection or well-be+1 unreal s5tim5ts t tr\ble u 9 pray]1 9 "w1 9 slumb]1 t fasc9ate u1 b ! result ( :i* is to de/roy all real application4 ,self-r5unciation is to resi/ all ! allurem5ts ( ! s5ses1 t w\ld only give pleasure to self1 & satisfy ! consci5ce1 by :isp]+1 ,x is no s94 ,self-r5unciation1 9 %ort1 is de/roy+1 ev5 at ! risk ( mu* he>t-r5d+1 all 9 our he>t1 m9d1 imag9ation1 t c\ld be displeas+ to ,,god4 ,r5unciation is n "o s+le action1 t :5 once accompli%$ we exp]i5ce relief2 x means a con/ant sacrifice1 re/ra9t1 resi/+1 r5d+1 ea* h\r1 ea* mom5t1 dur+ our :ole life4 ,b is n ?is a worry1 a cont9ual torm5t8 ,no2 n if ! mov+ spr+ be love or godly fe>4444 ,d y consid] x a tr\ble :5 y make y\rself less com=table to make room = a fri5d :o visits y8 ,well6 !re are times :5 ,,god w\ld make y s5sible ( ,8 ,pres5ce4 ,he is ) y1 & to reta9 ,him close1 ,:o is all ,purity1 w y n be m mode/ 9 y\r behavior8 ,if y w\ld receive ,him into y\r he>t at ,holy ,communion1 w y n make room = ,him1 by root+ out t affection ,he has po9t$ out to y z dang]\s1 t int]e/1 t desire1 t worldly1 s5sual atta*m5t8 ,oh6 if y only really lov$4 ,w\ld y call x torture or con/ra9t1 ! en]gy ) :i* y %att] "s poison$ cup y 7 almo/ entic$ to dr9k8 ,well6 :5 enc\nt]+ ! attractive enjoym5t1 ! mat]ial delight1 :i* might lead y a/ray1 or ! sir5 voice :i* w\ld allure y f y\r duty = a mom5t--!n :5 consci5ce :isp]s1 ,bew>e1 444 w\ld y be c[>dly8 ,alas1 x is sl[ly & surely t ! /ream c>ries on to de/ruction ! blossom t has fall5 into its curr5t4 ,x is little by little t pleasure leads on to s9 ! he>t t lets itself be lull$ by its *>ms4 ,,?ursday ,,submission ,z soon z y awake 9 ! morn+1 try to realize ,,god /ret*+ =? ,8 ,h& t[>ds y1 & say+1 ,do/ ?\ really desire t ,i %\ld wat* ov] !e ?is day8 & y lift up y\r h&s t[>ds ?is k9d ,,fa!r1 & say to ,him1 ,yes1 yes1 lead me1 guide me1 love me2 ,i w be v submissive6 ,b5ea? ,,god',s protect+ ,h&1 is x possible t y c be sorr[ful1 fe>ful1 unhappy8 ,no2 ,,god w all[ no suff]+1 no trial1 above :at y are able to be>4 ,!n pass ?r\gh ! day1 quietly & calmly1 ev5 z :5 a little *ild y _h y\r "m always beside y4 ,y ne$ only be c>eful ab\t "o ?+1 nev] to displease ,god1 & y w see h[ lov+ly ,,god w direct all t conc]ns y--mat]ial int]e/s1 sympa?ies1 worldly c>es2 y w be a/oni%$ at ! sudd5 enlight5m5t t w come to y1 & ! wondr\s peace t w result f y\r labor & y\r toil4 ,!n1 welcome trial1 sickness1 ennui1 privations1 inju/ice 444 all ( x c only come direct$ by ,,god',s ,h&1 & w w\nd ! s\l only 9 ord] to cleanse "s spot )94 ,w\ld y\r "m h giv5 y a bitt] dose m]ely = ! sake ( caus+ y suff]+8 ,if y\r duty is h>d1 ow+ ei!r to its difficulty or ! di/a/e y feel t[>ds x1 lift y\r he>t to ,,god & say1 ,"l1 help me1 444 !n g on ) x1 ev5 ?\gh y seem to d x imp]fectly4 ,%\ld "o ( ^? mom5ts ( vague misgiv+s1 t leave ! s\l z x 7 9 utt] d>kness1 come to ov]:elm y1 call ^u ,,god1 z a *ild 9 t]ror cries out to its "m4 ,if y h s9n$1 oh6 ev5 !n be n afraid ( ! m]ciful ,,god1 b ) eyes full ( te>s1 say to ,him1 ,p>don me 444 & add s(tly1 *a/ise me soon1 ,o ,,"l6 ,yes1 yes1 de> "o1 be always at peace1 go+ on quietly ) y\r daily duties 444 m ?an t1 be always joy\s4 ,& :y n8 ,y :o h no long] a "m to love y1 & yet crave = love1 ,,god w be z a "m4 ,y :o h no bro!r to help y1 & h s mu* ne$ ( support1 ,,god w be y\r bro!r4 ,y :o h no fri5ds to com=t y1 & /& s mu* 9 ne$ ( consolation1 ,,god w be y\r fri5d4 ,pres]ve always ! *ildlike simplicity :i* goes direct to ,,god1 & speak to ,him z y w\ld speak to y\r "m4 ,keep t op5 confid5ce t tells ,him y\r projects1 tr\bles1 joys1 z y tell !m to a bro!r4 ,*]i% ^? lov+ words t speak ( all ! happ9ess y feel1 liv+ 9 dep5d5ce ^u ,him1 & tru/+ 9 ,8 ,love1 j z y w\ld tell x to ! fri5d ( y\r *ildhood4 ,keep ! g5]\s he>t ( *ildhood :i* gives all y h to ,,god4 ,let ,him freely take :atev] ,he pleases1 all )9 & ar\nd y4 ,w only :at ,he wills1 desir+ only :at is 9 accordance ) ,8 ,w1 & f9d+ no?+ impossible t ,he comm&s4 ,d y n feel some?+ soo?+ & consol+ 9 ^! ?\ghts8 ,! long] y live1 ! bett] y w und]/& t true happ9ess is only to be f\nd 9 a life devot$ to ,,god1 & giv5 up entirely to ,8 ,guidance4 ,no6 no6 none c h>m y1 unless x be ,,god',s ,w1 & if ,he all[s x2 be pati5t & humble1 weep if y\r he>t is sore1 b love always1 & wait 444 ! trial w pass away1 b ,,god w rema9 y\rs =ev]4 ,,friday ,,pray] ,oh1 if y only knew :at x is to pray6 oh1 if ,,god w\ld only give y ! grace to love pray]6 ,:at peace to y\r s\l1 :at love 9 y\r he>t6 ,:at joy w\ld %9e 9 y\r c\nt5ance1 ev5 ?\gh ! te>s /ream$ f y\r eyes6 ,pray]1 z ! fir/ cry escapes ! lips1 indicates to ,,god t "s "o w\ld speak to ,him1 & ,,god1 s good & graci\s1 is ev] ready to li/5 7) all rev]5ce we say x71 ) ! prompt att5tion ( a fai?ful s]vant1 ,he manife/s ,himself to ! s\l ) ineffable love1 & says to x1 ,behold ,me1 ?\ ha/ call$ ,me1 :at do/ ?\ desire ( ,me8 ,to pray is to rema91 s long z our pray] la/s1 9 ! ,pres5ce ( ,,god1 ) ! c]ta9ty t we c nev] we>y ,him1 no matt] :at may be ! subject ( our pray]1 or at ^? times :5 we are spee*less1 & z 9 ! case ( ! good peasant quot$ by ! ,cure d',ars1 we are cont5t to place ourselves be=e ,,god1 ) only ! recollection ( ,8 ,pres5ce4 ,to pray is to act t[>ds ,,god z ! *ild does to its "m1 ! poor man t[>ds ! ri*1 eag] to d him good1 ! fri5d t[>ds 8 fri5d1 :o longs to %[ him affection4 ,pray] is ! key to all cele/ial treasures2 by x we p5etrate into ! mid/ ( all ! joy1 /r5g?1 m]cy1 & goodness ,div9e1 444 we receive our well-be+ f all ar\nd u1 z ! sponge plung$ into ! ocean imbibes )\t an ef=t ! wat] t surr\nds x 444 ?is joy1 /r5g?1 m]cy1 & goodness become our own4 ,oh1 yes6 if y knew h[ to pray1 & lov$ pray]1 h[ good1 useful1 fruitful1 & m]itori\s w\ld be y\r life6 ,no?+ s elevates ! s\l z pray]4 ,,god1 s condesc5d+ to ! s\l1 raises x ) ,him to ! regions ( light & love1 & !n1 ! pray] f9i%$1 ! s\l returns to its daily duties ) a m enlight5$ m9d1 a m e>ne/ w4 ,x is fill$ ) radiance div9e1 & %$s ( its abundance ^u all :o approa*4 ,if y w\ld succe$ 9 y\r /udy1 ) ! success t sanctifies1 pray be=e comm5c+4 ,if y w\ld succe$ 9 y\r int]c\rse ) o!rs1 pray be=e becom+ intimate4 ,no?+ s smoo?s & sweet5s life z ,pray]4 ,!re is ! solit>y pray]1 :5 ! s\l isolat$ f all creatures is alone ) ,,god & feels ?us t[>ds ,him3 ,,god & ,i2 ,god to love2 ,i to adore1 praise1 glorify1 ?ank4 ,god to be/[1 ,i humbly to receive1 to r5\nce1 ask1 hope1 submit6444 ,ah6 :o c tell all t passes betwe5 ! s\l & its ,,god8 ,!re is ! unit$ pray] ( two fri5ds1 b\nd toge!r by a holy fri5d%ip1 _! desires & ?\ghts are "o1 & z "o !y pres5t !mselves be=e ,,god1 cry+1 ,h m]cy ^u me6 ,!re is ! pray] ( two he>ts sep>at$ by di/ance1 made at ! same h\r 9 ! same words4 ,soo?+ pray]1 t ea* day reunites ^? two sad he>ts torn by ! agony ( p>t+1 & :o 9 ,,god',s ,pres5ce1 /r5g!n$ ) ! same ,,holy ,,_s1 recov] c\rage to tread ! road to heav51 ea* 9 its appo9t$ sph]e4 ,!n !re is ,public ,pray]1 t :i* has ! special promise ( ,,god',s ,pres5ce2 pray] s com=t+ to ! feeble1 guilty s\l1 :o c cry 9 v tru?1 ,my pray] asc5ds to ,,god1 support$ by ! pray]s ( o!rs4 ,oh6 if y knew h[ to pray1 & lov$ pray]1 h[ happy & fai?ful w\ld be y\r life6 ,,saturday ,,e>ne/ness ,y love ,,god1 d y n1 de> "o1 :om ,,god surr\nds ) s mu* affection8 ,yes1 yes6 ,i love ,him6 ,& h[ d y prove to ,him y\r love8 ,i keep myself pure & innoc5t1 s t ,8 ,eye fall+ ^u me may nev] see any?+ t displeases ,him4 ,i keep myself calm & quiet1 & =ce myself to smile t ,he may see ,i am cont5t$4 ,t is "r1 b t is n en\gh4 ,i ?9k (t5 ( h[ mu* ,i owe ,him1 & apply myself dilig5tly to ! "w ,he has giv5 me to d2 ,i be> pati5tly ) ^? ,i dislike1 ) tr\bles t irritate me2 :5 ,i am weak ,i call ^u ,him1 :5 timid ,i draw ne> to ,him1 :5 s9ful ,i implore p>don1 & /rive to d my duty m fai?fully4 ,t is "r1 b t is n en\gh4 ,i l5d myself to ! importunities ( o!rs4 ,i am z a slave to ^? :o ne$ me1 & take c>e nev] to judge any "o h>%ly4 ,t is "r1 b /ill x is n en\gh4 ,ah6 !n :at m c ,i d1 good angel1 ?us address+ me1 :at c ,i d to %[ my love to ,,god8 ,devote ?yself to do+ good to ! s\ls ( o!rs4 ,oh1 if y knew h[ x pleases ,,god to see y labor+ = !m6 ,x is l ! joy ( a "m1 e "t %e sees "s "o b5efit+ h] *ild4 ,h[ ?ankful %e is to ^? :o nurs$ x 9 sickness1 sp>$ x pa91 %[$ x "s tok5 ( affection1 a c\nsel1 a w>n+1 t gave x pleasure1 by a k9d ^w1 a play?+1 a smile6 ,all ?is y may d 9 t circle1 m or less ext5d$1 9 :i* y live4 ,leave to ,,god',s m9i/]1 if y w1 ! "w ( conv]t+ s\ls1 & limit y\r ef=ts to do+ good by br++ y\rself into communion ) !m4 ,to d s1 means sweetly1 unconsci\sly1 s(tly1 speak to !m ( ,,god1 c>ry !m to ,,god1 lead !m to ,,god4 ,?is may be done by g5tly1 t5d]ly--by inf]5ce z x 7--speak+ to !m ( ,,god1 ?us lead+ !m t[>ds ,him1 br++ !m into contact ) ,him4 ,he>ts are drawn toge!r by talk+ ( _! k9dr$ pursuits1 s\ls by speak+ ( heav5ly ?+s4 ,x is n necess>y = ?is purpose to pron\nce ! "n ( ,,god2 x w suffice t ! words %all lift ! s\l beyond ?is mat]ial _w & its s5sual enjoym5ts1 & raise !m upw>ds to t sup]natural atmosph]e necess>y to ! real life4 ,speak ( ! happ9ess ( devotion1 ! *>m ( purity1 ! bless+ ( ! few m9utes' m$itation at ! feet ( ,,jesus1 ! peace procur$ by entire resignation to ,provid5ce1 & ! sweetness ( a life sp5t b5ea? ,,god',s ,fa!rly ,eye1 ! com=t ! ?\ght ( heav5 br+s 9 ! mid/ ( tr\ble1 ! hope ( ! meet+ aga9 above1 ! c]ta9ty ( et]nal happ9ess4 ,?is is do+ good to o!rs1 draw+ !m ne>] to ,,god1 & tea*+ !m m & m ( hol9ess4 ,limit y\r ef=ts to ?is2 lat] on ,i w tell y :at m y may d4 ,,sunday ,,sympa?y ,welcome ) joy ea* week ! day t ,,god has call$ ,8 day4 ,to ea* day ( ! week ,,god has giv5 its special mission1 its %>e ( pleasure & ( pa91 necess>y to purify & =tify & prep>e u = et]nity4 ,b ,sunday is a day ( ,love4 ,on ,saturday we lay aside our g>m5ts fad$ & /a9$ by toil1 & on ,sunday we array ourselves 9 g>m5ts1 n only fre%]1 b m *oice & graceful4 ,:y n prep>e ! he>t1 ev5 z we d ! body8 ,dur+ ! week has n ! he>t be5 we>i$ ) petty /rife & discont5t1 int]e/s m>r$1 bitt] words8 ,!n1 :y n %ake (f all ?is1 t only *ills affection8 ,on ! ,saturday let u =give freely1 press ! h& w>mly1 embrace ea* o!r2 & !n peace be+ re/or$ )91 we await ! morr['s awak5+4 ,sunday is ,,god',s day ( truce = all4 ,t day1 lay+ aside all rev5ge & ill-feel+1 we mu/ be fill$ ) =be>ance1 indulg5ce1 & amiability4 ,oh6 h[ good = u to feel oblig$ to be reconcil$1 & ea* ,sunday r5ews ! obligation4 ,let u leave no "t = coldness & indiff]5ce to gr[ ^u u 444 x only eng5d]s hatr$1 & t once e/abli%$ 9 ! he>t1 oh6 h[ h>d is x to ca/ out aga96 ,x is l a hide\s canc] ^: ravages no rem$ies c /ay4 ,x is z ! v5om\s plant t ! g>d5] c nev] entirely eradicate4 ,only by a miracle c hatr$ be de/roy$4 ,at once !n let u place a b>ri] 9 our he>ts aga9/ ! approa* ( coolness or indiff]5ce1 & ea* ,saturday night ! head ( ! family %all ?us address u3 ,*ildr51 to-night we =give1 to-night we =get1 & to-morr[ beg9 life afre% 9 love1 "o t[>ds ano!r4 ,,ii4 ,:5 ,i h s9n$1 wrote a pi\s s\l1 ,i feel *a/isem5t w fall ^u me1 & z if ,i c\ld hide myself f ,,god',s ,eye4 ,i %r9k into myself1 & !n ,i pray1 ,i pray1 & ! *a/isem5t n be+ s5t1 ,i aga9 exp&4 ,*a/isem5t is l a /one ?reat5+ to cru% me2 ,pray] is ! h& t )holds x :ile ,i make atonem5t4 ,oh6 h[ c ^? live peacefully :o nev] pray8 ,,iii4 ,,our ,,dead ,!y are n all !re--our dead--buri$ 9 ! *ur*y>d1 b5ea? ! grave1 o'er%ad[$ by a cross1 & r\nd :i* ! roses bloom4 ,!re are o!rs :i* no?+ c recall2 !y are ?+s :i* belong to ! he>t alone1 & !re alas6 h f\nd a tomb4 ,peace surr\nds me to-day2 & "h 9 my lone *amb] ,i w invoke !m1 my mu*-lov$ dead4 ,come6 99 99 99 99 99 ,! fir/ t pres5t !mselves are ! sweet ye>s ( *ildhood1 s fre%1 s guileless1 s happy4 ,!y 7 made up ( lov+ c>esses1 b\ntiful rew>ds1 & fe>less confid5ce3 ! words1 pa91 dang]1 c>e1 7 unkn[n2 !y br\ght me simple pleasures1 happy days )\t a ?\ght = ! morr[1 & only requir$ f me a little ob$i5ce4 ,alas6 !y are dead 444 & :at numb]less ?+s h !y c>ri$ ) !m6 ,:at a void !y h left6 ,c&or1 ligh!>t$ness1 simplicity1 no long] f9d a place )96 ,family ties1 s true1 s wide1 s light1 h all vani%$6 ,! homely he>?1 ! simple rew>d e>n$ by ! day's indu/ry1 mat]nal *id+s1 =giv5ess s +5u\sly s\ght1 s freely giv51 promises ( am5dm5t1 s s9c]e1 s joy\sly receiv$4444 ,is ?is all gone =ev]8 c ,i nev] recall !m8 ,! vision t foll[s is t ( my e>ly piety1 simple & full ( fai?1 :i* 0 z "s good angel o'er%ad[+ me ) its sn[y w+s1 & %[+ me ,,god ev]y:]e1 9 all1 & ) all4 ,! good ,,god1 ,:o ea* day provides my daily bread6 ,! ,,god1 ,:o sp>$ my "m 9 sickness1 & reliev$ h] :5 %e suff]$--,,god1 ,:o %ield$ me f h>m :5 ,i did "r6 ,! ,,god1 ,:o sees all1 kn[s all1 & is ,omnipot5t1 ,:om ,i lov$ ) all my he>t4 ,alas6 fai?ful1 simple piety1 ?\ art dead2 9 innoc5ce alone c\ld/ ?\ live6 ,next comes ! love ( my e>lie/ ye>s4 ,love 9 *ildhood1 love 9 y\?1 s full ( true1 simple joy1 t initiat$ me 9 ! sweet pleasure ( devotion1 t taught me self-d5ial 9 ord] to give pleasure1 t de/roy$ all egotism1 by %[+ me ! happ9ess ( liv+ = o!rs4 ,love ( my *ildhood1 love ( my y\?1 s pure1 s holy1 on :i* ,i always reckon$ :5 !y spoke to me ( tr\ble1 lonel9ess1 depression 444 ?\ also art dead4 ,an involunt>y coolness1 an unf\nd$ suspicion nev] cle>$1 an ill-natur$ /ory 444 all ^! h de/roy$ t *ild ( ,heav54 ,i knew x 0 t5d]1 & ,i *]i%$ x1 b ,i c\ld n believe x to be s frail4 ,i c\ld make a long li/ ( all ! dead en%r9$ 9 my he>t6 ,oh1 y :o are /ill "y1 ^u :om ,,god has lavi%$ all ! gifts t are lo/ to me1--c&or1 simplicity1 innoc5ce1 love1 devotion 444 gu>d1 oh1 gu>d ^! treasures1 & t !y may nev] die1 place !m b5ea? ! %elt] ( ,pray]4 ,,iv4 ,,! ,,spiritual ,,life ,:at a sweet life is t6 ,! ma9ta9+1 /r5g!n+ x1 has a s(t5+ influ5ce2 & x is a labor t nev] we>ies1 nev] deceives1 b gives ea* day fre% cause = joy4 ,9 ! language ( devotion1 x is call$ ! int]ior life2 & x is our purpose to po9t out m9utely its nature1 excell5ce1 means1 & h9drances4 ,let no "o ?9k ! int]ior life is incompatible ) ! life dome/ic & social1 :i* is (t5 s engross+2 j z ! action ( ! he>t ma9ta9$ by ! con/ant fl[ ( blood 9 no way affects ! outw>d movem5ts1 s is x ) ! life ( ! s\l1 :i* consi/s *iefly 9 ! action ( ,,god',s ,,holy ,,_s )91 t nev] h9d]s our social duties1 b on ! contr>y is a help t[>ds fulfill+ !m m calmly1 m p]fectly4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,nature ,,( ,,! ,,int]ior ,,life ,! int]ior life is an abid+ s5se ( ,,god',s ,pres5ce1 a con/ant union ) ,him4 ,we le>n to look ^u ! he>t z ! temple :]e ,,god dwells1 sometimes glori\s z above1 sometimes hidd5 z 9 ! ,holy ,eu*>i/2 & we act1 ?9k1 speak1 & fulfil all our duties1 z 9 ,8 ,pres5ce4 ,its aim is to %un s91 & cultivate a deta*m5t f all e>?ly ?+s by a _s ( pov]ty2 s5sual pleasures by purity & mortification2 pride by humility2 dissipation by recollection4 ,z a rule1 p are prejudic$ aga9/ an int]ior life4 ,"s are afraid ( x1 & look ^u x z a life ( bondage1 sacrifice1 & re/ra9t3 o!rs despise x1 z no?+ b a multiplicity ( trifl+ rules1 t5d+ only to n>r[-m9d$ness & uselessness1 & fit only = weak m9ds4 ,9 consequ5ce !y are on _! gu>d aga9/ x1 & avoid ! books t treat ( x4 ,!y w\ld s]ve ,,god no d\bt1 b !y w n subject !mselves to ! entire guidance ( ,8 ,_s2 9 %ort1 x is f> easi] to br+ a s\l f a /ate ( s9 to t ( grace1 ?an x is to lead a busy1 active1 zeal\s p]son to ! hidd51 contemplative life ( ! s\l4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,excell5ce ,,( ,,! ,,int]ior ,,life ,,god dwell+ )9 u1 ! life ( ,,*ri/ ,himself1 :5 on e>?1 liv+ always 9 ,8 ,,fa!r',s ,pres5ce4 ,x is ! life ( :i* ,s4 ,paul speaks :5 he says1 nev]!less ,i live2 yet n ,i1 b ,,*ri/ live? 9 me4 ,all sa9ts mu/ lead ?is life1 & _! degree ( hol9ess is 9 proportion to ! p]fection ( _! union ) ,,god4 ,,*ri/ animates _! s\ls1 ev5 z ! s\l animates ! body4 ,!y own ,,*ri/ z ,ma/]1 ,c\nsellor1 & ,guide2 & no?+ is done )\t submitt+ x to ,him1 & implor+ ,8 aid & approval4 ,,*ri/ is _! /r5g?1 _! refuge1 _! def5d]4 ,!y live 9 con/ant dep5d5ce ^u ,him1 z _! ,fa!r1 ,protector1 & all-p[]ful ,k+4 ,!y are drawn to ,him1 z ! *ild is drawn by love1 ! poor by ne$4 ,!y let !mselves be guid$ by ,him1 z ! bl9d let !mselves be l$ by ! *ild 9 :om !y confide2 !y be> all suff]+ t comes f ,him1 z ! sick1 9 ord] to be heal$1 be> suff]+ at ! h&s ( a physician2 & !y lean on ,him1 z ! *ild leans on its "m's brea/4 ,x lifts !m above ! tr\bles & mis]ies ( life2 ! :ole _w may seem a prey to calamities2 !mselves1 depriv$ ( _! goods ?r\gh inju/ice or accid5t2 !y lose _! relations ?r\gh dea?1 _! fri5ds ?r\gh trea*]y or =getfulness1 _! reputation & honor f sl&]1 a s]i\s illness deprives !m ( heal?1 _! happ9ess is de/roy$ by h>dness & temptations4444 ,ah6 no d\bt1 !y w h ^! trials1 no d\bt !y mu/ %$ bitt] te>s1 b /ill ,,god',s peace w rema9 to !m1 ! peace t passe? all und]/&+2 !y w realize ,,god has ord]$ x1 guid$ x ) ,8 ,h& ,div9e1 & !y w be able to exclaim ) joy1 ,?\ art left to u1 & ,?\ art all-suffici5t6 99 99 99 99 99 ,,acts ,,( ,,! ,,int]ior ,,life #a4 ,see ,god1 t is to say1 be always realiz+ ,8 ,pres5ce1 feel+ ,him ne>1 z ! fri5d f ,:om we w\ld nev] be sep>at$1 9 "w1 9 pray]1 9 recreation1 9 repose4 ,,god is n importunate1 ,he nev] we>ies1 ,he is s graci\s & m]ciful1 ,8 ,h& directs ev]y?+1 & ,he w n suff] u to be tempt$ above t we are able4 #b4 ,li/5 to ,god3 be att5tive to ,8 c\nsels1 ,8 w>n+s2 we he> ,8 ,voice 9 ^? ,gospel words t recur to our m9ds1 9 ! good ?\ghts t sudd5ly dawn on u1 ! dev\t words t meet u 9 "s book1 on a %eet ( pap]1 or fall+ f ! lips ( a prea*]1 a fri5d1 or ev5 a /rang]4 #c4 ,speak to ,god3 hold conv]se ) ,him1 m ) ! he>t ?an ! lips1 9 ! e>ly morn+'s m$itation1 ejaculatory pray]1 vocal pray]1 & above all 9 ,holy ,communion4 #d4 ,love ,god3 be devot$ to ,him1 & ,him alone2 h no affection ap>t f ,him2 re/ra9 ! love t w\ld e/range u f ,him2 l5d ourselves to all1 out ( love to ,him1 b give ourselves to ,him alone4 #e4 ,?9k ( ,god3 reject :atev] excludes ! ?\ght ( ,him4 ,( c\rse1 we mu/ fulfil our daily duties1 accompli%+ !m ) all ! p]fection ( :i* we are capable2 b !y mu/ be done z b5ea? ! ,eye ( ,,god1 ) ! ?\ght t ,,god has comm&$ !m1 & t to d !m c>efully is pleas+ 9 ,8 sight4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,means ,,by ,,:i* ,,to ,,atta9 ,,! ,,int]ior ,,life #a4 ,great t5d]ness ( ,consci5ce1 secur$ by con/ant1 regul>1 & e>ne/ confession to ,,god1 a hatr$ ( all s91 imp]fection1 infidelity1 by calmly b resolutely flee+ e occasion ( x4 #b4 ,great purity ( he>t1 by deta*m5t f all e>?ly ?+s1--weal?1 luxuries1 fame1 k9dr$1 fri5ds1 ta/es1 ev5 life itself 444 n t we ne$ fail 9 love to our k9dr$ & fri5ds1 b we mu/ only let ! ?\ght ( !m abide 9 ! he>t z unit$ to ! love & ?\ght ( ,,god4 #c4 ,great purity ( m9d1 c>efully exclud+ f x all useless1 di/ract+ ?\ghts z to pa/1 pres5t1 or future2 all preoccupation ov] "s pet employm5t2 all desire to be kn[n1 & ?\ght well (4 #d4 ,great purity ( action1 only und]tak+ :at lies 9 ! pa? ( duty2 controll+ natural eag]ness & activity2 act+ sob]ly1 ) ! help ( ! ,,holy ,,_s1 ! ?\ght t by our de$s we glorify ,,god3 paus+ = a mom5t1 :5 pass+ f "o occupation to ano!r1 9 ord] to direct aright ! int5tion2 & tak+ c>e to be always occupi$ 9 :at is useful & b5eficial4 #e4 ,great recollect$ness & self-mortification2 avoid+1 z mu* z we c 9 keep+ ) our social position1 all dissipation1 bu/le1 di/urbance2 nev] all[+ volunt>ily1 useless desires1 looks1 words1 or pleasures1 b plac+ !m "u ! rule ( reason1 decorum1 edification1 & love2 tak+ c>e t our pray]s be said sl[ly & c>efully1 articulat+ ea* ^w1 & try+ to feel ! tru? ( :at we are say+4 #f4 ,great c>e & exactitude 9 all ! ord9>y actions ( life1 above all 9 ! ex]cises ( religion2 leav+ no?+ to *ance or haz>d2 behold+ 9 ev]y?+ ,,god',s ov]rul+ ,w1 & say+ to "o's self sometimes1 z ! h\r = su* & su* duty arrives1 ,i mu/ ha/51 ,,god is call+ me4 #g4 ,mu* int]c\rse ) ,god2 speak+ to ,him ) simplicity1 lov+ ,him de>ly1 always consult+ ,him1 r5d]+ to ,him an acc\nt ( e action1 ?ank+ ,him con/antly1 & above all1 draw+ ne> to ,him ) joy 9 ! ,holy ,eu*>i/4 ,"o great help t[>ds su* sweet communion ) ,,god1 w be f\nd 9 a /eady p]sev]ance 9 ! e>ly morn+'s m$itation4 #h4 ,mu* love = our neighbor1 because he is ! mu*-lov$ *ild ( ,,god1 pray+ = him1 com=t+1 tea*+1 /r5g!n+1 & help+ him 9 all difficulties4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,h9drances ,,to ,,! ,,int]ior ,,life #a4 ,natural activity1 always urg+ u on1 & mak+ u too precipitate 9 all our actions4 ,x %[s itself3-- ,9 our projects1 :i* x multiplies1 heaps up1 re=ms1 & upsets4 ,x all[s ( no re/1 until :at x has und]tak5 is accompli%$4 ,9 our actions4 ,activity is absolutely necess>y to u4 ,we load ourselves ) a ?\s& ?+s beyond our duty1 sometimes ev5 contr>y to x4 ,ev]y?+ is done ) impetuosity & ha/e1 anxiety & impati5ce to see ! end4 ,9 our conv]sation4 ,activity makes u speak )\t ?9k+1 int]rupt+ rudely1 reprov+ ha/ily1 judg+ )\t appreciation4 ,we speak l\dly1 disput+1 murmur+1 & los+ our temp]4 ,9 pray]4 ,we burd5 ourselves ) numb]less pray]s1 repeat$ c>elessly1 )\t att5tion1 & ) impati5ce to get to ! end ( !m2 x int]f]es ) our m$itations1 we>ies1 torm5ts1 fatigues ! bra91 dry+ up ! s\l1 & h9d]+ ! "w ( ! ,,holy ,,_s4 #b4 ,curiosity lays ! s\l op5 to all ext]nal ?+s1 fills x ) a ?\s& fancies & que/ion+s1 pleas+ or vexati\s1 absorb+ ! m9d1 & mak+ x q impossible to retire )9 "o's self & be recollect$4 ,!n foll[ di/a/e1 slo?1 & ennui = all t savors ( sil5ce1 retirem5t1 & m$itation4 ,curiosity %[s itself1 :5 /udies are und]tak5 f vanity1 a desire to "k all ?+s1 & to pass z clev]1 r ?an ! real wi% to le>n 9 ord] to be useful--9 read+1 :5 ! sp>e "t is giv5 up to hi/ory1 pap]s1 & novels--9 walk+1 :5 our /eps w\ld lead u :]e ! cr[d g to see1 to "k1 only 9 ord] to h some?+ to retail2 9 fact1 x manife/s itself 9 a ?\s& little actions2 = in/ance1 press+ =w>d ) fev]i% ha/e to op5 a lett] address$ to u1 long+ eag]ly to see any?+ t pres5ts itself1 always be+ ! fir/ to tell any piece ( news4444 ,:5 we =get ,,god1 ,he is driv5 f ! he>t1 leav+ x void1 & !n ensues t wild crav+ to fill up ! void ) any?+ ) :i* we may come into contact4 #c4 ,c[>dice4 ,,god does n =bid pati5t1 submissive plead+1 b murmur+ fe>s are displeas+ to ,him1 & ,he )draws f ! s\l t w n lean on ,him4 ,c[>dice manife/s itself :5 9 ! trials ( life we rebel aga9/ ! ,div9e w t s5ds u illness1 calumny1 privation1 des]tion2 :5 9 dryness ( s\l we leave (f our pray]s & communions because we feel no s5sible sweetness 9 !m2 :5 we feel a sickness ( ! s\l t makes u uneasy1 & fe>ful t ,,god has =sak5 u4 ,! s\l e/rang$ f ,,god seeks div]sion 9 ! _w2 b 9 ! mid/ ( ! _w1 ,,god is n to be f\nd2 :5 temptations come1 we>i$1 fright5$1 & torm5t$1 we w&] f>!r & f>!r away f ,him1 cry+1 ,i am =sak51 :5 ! trial has really be5 s5t 9 ord] to keep u on our gu>d1 prev5t our becom+ pr\d1 & (f]+ u an opportunity = %[+ our love4 ,v4 ,,! ,,lesson ,,( ,a ,,daisy ,i saw h] f af>1 poor *ild2 %e look$ dreamy z %e lean$ aga9/ ! w9d[1 & held 9 h] h& a daisy1 :i* %e 0 que/ion+ by gradually pull+ x to pieces4 ,:at %e want$ to asc]ta9 ,i _c tell2 ,i only he>d 9 a l[ murmur1 fall+ f h] pale lips1 ^! words3 a little1 a great deal1 passionately1 n at all1 z ea* petal h] f+]s pull$ away fell flutt]+ at h] feet4 ,i c\ld see h] f a di/ance1 & ,i felt t\*$4 ,poor *ild1 :y d y tell a fl[] ! ?\ght t tr\bles y8 h y no "m8 ,:y be anxi\s ab\t ! future8 h y n ,,god to prep>e x = y1 z t5d]ly z eighte5 ye>s ago y\r "m prep>$ y\r cradle8 ,f9ally1 :5 ! daisy 0 all b gone1 :5 h] f+]s /opp$ at ! la/ petal1 & h] lips murmur$ ! ^w little1 %e dropp$ h] head ^u h] arms1 disc\rag$1 &1 poor *ild1 %e wept6 99 99 99 99 99 ,:y weep1 my *ild8 is x because ?is ^w does n please y8 ,let me1 let me1 9 ! "n ( ! simple daisy y h j de/roy$1 give y ! exp]i5ce ( my old age4 ,oh6 if y only knew :at x co/s to h mu* ( any?+6 ,a great deal ( wit (t5 results 9 spitefulness :i* makes u cruel & unju/1 9 jeal\sy t torm5ts1 9 deception t sullies all our triumphs1 & pride :i* is nev] satisfi$4 ,a great deal ( he>t causes uneas9ess :i* vexes1 pa9 t r5ds asund]1 grief t ne>ly kills 444 sometimes ev5 ! judgm5t is deceiv$4 ,a great deal ( attractiv5ess means (t5 a consum+ vanity1 ov]:elm+ deception1 an insatiable desire to please1 a fe> ( be+ unappreciat$1 a loss ( peace1 dome/ic life mu* neglect$4 ,a great deal ( weal? & success is ! cause ( luxury t enfeebles1 loss ( calm1 quiet happ9ess1 loss ( love1 leav+ only ! flatt]y t captivates4 ,no1 no1 my *ild1 nev] long = a great deal 9 ?is life1 unless x be = mu* =be>ance1 mu* goodness4 ,& if x %\ld be ,,god',s ,w to give y mu* ( any?+1 !n1 oh1 pray x may nev] be to y\r condemnation6 99 99 99 99 99 ,is ,passionately ! ^w y long =8 ,passionately6 oh1 ! h>m t is done by t ^w6 !re is some?+ 9 ! ?\ght ( x t makes me %udd]4 ,passionately means transport1 fr5zy1 excess 9 ev]y?+4 ,! life t ! ^w passionately describes mu/ be a life full ( risks & dang]s2 & if1 by little %ort ( a miracle1 no?+ outw>dly wrong appe>s1 ! inn] life mu/ resemble a palace ravag$ by fire1 :]e ! /rang] sees no?+ b crack$ walls1 black5$ furniture1 & drap]y hang+ 9 %r$s4 99 99 99 99 99 ,my *ild1 ,i w\ld pref] = y ! words n at all1 z appli$ to =tune1 ext]nal *>ms1 & all t goes by ! "n ( glory1 success1 & fasc9ation 9 ! _w4 ,i "k x may seem a h>d s5t5ce1 involv+ a cont9ual self-d5ial1 & exact+ incessant h>d labor to obta9 ! b>e necessities ( life = ^? we love4 ,b d n be afraid ( x4 ,,god nev] leaves ,8 creatures 9 absolute ne$4 ,,god may deprive a face ( beauty1 a "* ( amiability1 a m9d ( brilliancy1 b ,he w nev] take away a he>t ( love2 ) ! faculty ( lov+1 ,he adds ! p[] ( pray]1 & ! promise always to li/5 to & answ] x4 ,z long z we c love & pray1 life has *>ms = u4 ,love produces devotion1 & devotion br+s happ9ess1 ev5 ?\gh we may n und]/& x4 ,9 pray] we feel we are belov$2 & ! love ( ,,god1 oh1 if only y knew h[ x comp5sates = ! indiff]5ce ( our fell[-creatures6 99 99 99 99 99 ,!re n[ only rema9s to u ! la/ words ( ! daisy1 a little6 ! lov+ fa!rly answ] ,,god has giv5 to y\r *ildi% curiosity4 ,accept x1 & make x ! motto ( y\r life6 ,a little2 mod]ation 9 weal? & =tune1 a condition t promises ! mo/ peaceful life1 free f anxiety = ! future--d\btless requir+ daily duties1 b p]mitt+ _m innoc5t enjoym5ts4 ,a little2 mod]ation 9 our desires1 cont5tm5t ) :at we possess1 mak+ ! mo/ ( x1 & repress+ all va9 dreams ( a m brilliant position1 a m ext5d$ reputation1 a m fam\s "n4 ,a little2 ! affection ( a he>t devot$ to duty1 & k9dl+ joy 9 ! family circle1 compos$ ( k9dr$ to love1 fri5ds to *e]1 poor to succor1 he>ts to /r5g!n1 suff]+s to alleviate4 ,a little2 a ta/e = all t is beautiful1--books1 works ( art1 music1 n mak+ u idly dream ( fame1 b simply provid+ enjoym5t = ! m9d1 all ! m ke51 z ! daily toil r5d]s ! occasions r>e4 ,d y see1 my *ild1 h[ mu* may lie b5ea? ^? simple words1 a little1 t ! daisy gave y1 & t y seem s mu* to despise6 ,nev] scorn any?+ t seems want+ 9 brilliancy1 & rememb] to be really happy we mu/ h-- ,m virtue ?an k1 ,m love ?an t5d]ness1 ,m guidance ?an clev]ness1 ,m heal? ?an ri*es1 ,m repose ?an pr(it4 ,,vi4 ,ea* day is l a furr[ ly+ be=e u2 our ?\ghts1 desires1 & actions are ! se$ t ea* m9ute we drop into x1 )\t seem+ to p]ceive x4 ,! furr[ f9i%$1 we comm5ce ^u ano!r1 !n ano!r1 & aga9 ano!r2 ea* day pres5ts a fre% "o1 & s on to ! end ( life 444 s[+1 ev] s[+4 ,& all we h s[n spr+s up1 gr[s & be>s fruit1 almo/ unkn[n to u2 ev5 if by *ance we ca/ a backw>d glance we fail to recognize our "w4 ,beh9d u angels & demons1 l glean]s1 ga!r toge!r 9 %eaves all t belongs to !m4 ,e night _! /ore is increas$4 ,!y pres]ve x1 & at ! la/ day w pres5t x to _! ,ma/]4 ,is !re n a ?\ght 9 ?is t %\ld make u reflect8 ,,vii4 ,,le>n ,,( ,,me1 ,,= ,i ,,am ,,meek ,,& ,,l[ly ,,( ,,he>t ,?is is a simple rule ( life = me1 requir+ no m ?an ,i am able2 b ,i feel x unites me to ,,god1 makes me m dev\t1 m fai?ful to duty1 m ready = dea?4 ,s9ce ,i h made x my rule1 x has be5 to me a s\rce ( consolation1 enlight5m5t1 & /r5g?2 & yet ,,god alone kn[s h[ full ( pa9 my life has be56 ,de> fri5ds1 :o1 l myself1 long to become holy1 ,i comm5d ?is s5t5ce to y 9 all its simplicity2 li/51 = x comes f ! lov+ ,he>t ( ,,jesus1 x fell f ,8 g5tle ,lips3-- ,le>n ( ,me1 = ,i am meek & l[ly ( he>t4 ,i4 ,,be ,,meek #a4 ,,meek ,,t[>ds ,,god ,liv+ f day to day b5ea? ,8 ,eye1 & :]e all ?+s are ord]$ by a ,div9e ,provid5ce4 ,z c>efully z a "m arranges ! room :]e h] *ild w pass ! day1 does ,,god prep>e ea* h\r t op5s be=e me4 ,:atev] has to be done1 x is ,8 ,w t ,i %\ld d x2 & 9 ord] t x %\ld be done well1 ,he provides ! necess>y "t1 intellig5ce1 aptitude1 & k4 ,:atev] ( suff]+ pres5ts itself1 ,he expects me to be> x1 ev5 ?\gh ,i may n see any reason = x2 & if ! pa9 be s %>p z to call =? a cry1 ,he g5tly :isp]s1 ,c\rage1 ,my *ild1 = x is ,my w6 ,if any?+ occurs to h9d] my "w1 any?+ goes contr>y to my plans & projects1 ,he has orda9$ x s on purpose1 because ,he kn[s t too mu* success w\ld make me pr\d1 too mu* ease w\ld make me s5sual2 & ,he w\ld tea* me t ! road to heav5 is n success1 b labor & devotion4 ,) su* ?\ghts z ^! all rebellion is hu%$6 ,) :at peace1 :at joy1 our "w may be begun1 cont9u$1 int]rupt$1 & resum$6 ,) :at en]gy we reject ^? enemies t assail u at e h\r1--idl5ess1 ha/e1 preoccupation1 success1 want ( p]sev]ance "u difficulties6 ,does ! pa/ sometimes rise up to tr\ble me ) ! ?\ght ( ! _m ye>s sp5t )\t ,,god8 ,ah6 no d\bt ! %ame & grief are %>p & ke51 b :y ne$ !y di/urb my peace ( m9d8 ,has n ,,god promis$ ,8 p>don = ,8 bless$ ,,son',s sake1 to all :o truly rep5t & unfeign$ly believe ,8 ,holy ,gospel8 ,h ,i made a full av[al & entire submission8 & am ,i n will+ to fulfil :atev] ,i am advis$ 9 ,,god',s ,"n to d = ! future8 ,does ! future 9 its turn seem to fright5 me8 ,i smile at ! fooli% fancies ( my imag9ation2 is n my future 9 ,,god',s ,h&s8 ,:at1 :5 all t w befall me to-morr[1 next ye>1 t5 ye>s1 tw5ty ye>s h5ce1 is orda9$ by ,him1 %all ,i di/ress myself ) ! ?\ght t x may n be good = me6 ,,"l6 be ,?\ my ,guide1 & *oose my lot z may seem be/ to ,!e6 #b4 ,,meek ,,"u ,,all ,,circum/ances ,ev5ts are mess5g]s ( ei!r ,div9e goodness or ju/ice4 ,ea* has a mission to fulfil2 & z x comes f ,,god1 :y n let x be accompli%$ 9 peace8 ,pa9ful1 he>t-r5d+1 ?\gh !y may be1 !y are /ill ! ,w ( ,,god4 ,wat* !m z !y come1 ) a little trembl+1 p]haps ev5 t]ror1 b nev] let !m de/roy 9 ! lea/ degree my fai? & resignation4 ,to be meek "u ^! circum/ances1 does n mean await+ !m ) a /oic firmness :i* proce$s f pride1 or h>d5+ "o's self aga9/ !m to ! po9t ( repress+ all trembl+4 ,no6 ,,god all[s u sometimes to anticipate1 po/pone1 or ev5 :5 possible flee !m2 at any rate1 we may try to soo! & s(t5 !m a little4 ,! ,,good ,,fa!r1 :5 ,he s5ds !m1 s5ds at ! same "t ! means by :i* !y may be endur$1 & p]haps av]t$4 ,rem$ies1 9 sickness4 ,love1 9 tr\ble4 ,devotion1 9 privations4 ,com=t1 9 weakness4 ,te>s1 9 sorr[4 ,,god has creat$ all ^!2 & kn[+ p]haps t ,i may fail to f9d !m1 ,he has giv5 comm&m5t to "s privileg$ s]vants to love1 console1 soo!1 & help me1 say+ to !m1-- ,inasmu* z ye h done x unto "o ( ! lea/ ( ^! ,my bre?r51 ye h done x z unto ,me4 ,oh6 welcome !n ! fri5dly voice t 9 ! mid/ ( tr\ble speaks to me ( hope2 ,i w receive ) gratitude ! c>e t affection presses ^u me4 ,) ?ankfulness ,i accept ! "t devot$ to me1 privation borne = my sake2 & ,i w pray ,,god to bless ^! k9d fri5ds1 & ask ,him to say to !m words su* z ^!3 ,all t ?\ ha/ done = ,m9e1 ,i w repay !e a hundr$-fold4 #c4 ,,meek ,,t[>ds ,,o!rs ,?is may seem ev5 m difficult1 = x s (t5 appe>s to u z if o!rs 7 actuat$ by malice4 ,b h[ (t5 x is only ! result ( temp]am5t1 pride1 ?\ghtlessness2 seek+ _! own pleasure )\t a ?\ght ( ! h>m !y are do+ me2 !n :y be unhappy ab\t x8 ,i ne$ only to be on my gu>d4 ,nev] /& 9 ! way ( o!rs 7:5 x is n ! case ( a duty to be fulfill$71 & if !y sometimes are an ob/acle 9 y\rs1 remove !m g5tly1 b d n h>m !m4 ,yield+1 submitt+1 retir+1 giv+ up1 ?is %\ld be our conduct t[>ds ! memb]s ( our family1 & ^? we call our fri5ds4 ,! m facility y give !m = do+ :at !y ?9k "r1 ! m y ent] into ! feel+s !y h ( _! own importance1 leav+ !m a free c\rse ( action1 s mu* ! m w y be likely to be useful to !m1 & reta9 y\r own peace ( m9d4 ,x is a/oni%+ h[ ^? we nev] press op5 _! he>ts to u6 ,d n try to exam9e too m9utely ! actions ( o!rs1 or ! motives t actuate !m2 if !y are want+ 9 tact1 appe> n to notice x1 or1 bett] /ill1 try to ?9k !y h made a mi/ake4 ,! be/ rem$y = ! dislike we feel t[>ds any "o is to endeavor to try to d !m a little good e day2 ! be/ cure = _! dislike to u is to try to speak k9dly ( !m4 ,are ^? ar\nd y wick$8 be cauti\s1 b d n lose he>t2 ,,god w n let !m h>m y4 ,h[ easy = ,,god to /ay ! consequ5ces ( sl&] & calumny6 ,,god is ! %ield1 int]pos+ betwe5 o!rs1 circum/ances1 & myself4 #d4 ,,meek ,,t[>ds ,,self ,?is does n imply self-complac5cy1 self-indulg5ce1 self-ju/ification1 b simply enc\ragem5t1 /r5g?1 & =titude4 ,enc\ragem5t 9 "s we>isome1 monoton\s1 unrecogniz$ "w1 ) a ?\ght l ?is3 ,,god is wat*+ me1 & wi%es me to d ?is4 ,?is labor occupies my m9d1 p]fects my s\l1 & %ields me f mis*ief4 ,enc\ragem5t su* z ?is1 9 ! mid/ ( sadness & isolation1 :5 no "o ?9ks ( u1 or gives u ! smalle/ tok5 ( sympa?y1 ,is n my duty suffici5t = me8 ,god requires x ( me1 & x w lead me to heav54 ,/r5g? to rise aga9 aft] "s failure1 "s humiliat+ fault1 "s depress+ weakness2 rise aga9 lov+ly1 confid+ly1 & ) ! ?\ght1 ,nev] m9d1 x is a good ,,fa!r1 a k9d ,ma/]1 ) ,:om ,i h to deal4 ,confess y\r s91 humble y\rself1 & :ile await+ ! assurance ( p>don g on ) y\r daily "w ) ! same zeal z be=e4 ,=titude aga9/ ! des]tion & =getfulness ( o!rs4 ,we h two ?+s to =tify u1--,pray] & ,labor4 ,"o to *e] u1--,devotion4 ,^! rem$ies are always at h&4 ,,ii4 ,,be ,,humble ,i4 ,,humble ,,) ,,god ,re/+ always 9 ,8 pres5ce1 l a little *ild1 or ev5 a begg>1 :o kn[+ no?+ is due to him1 /ill asks1 loves1 & awaits1 feel+ sure t h\r by h\r1 9 proportion to our ne$1 ,,god w provide all t is ne$ful1 & ev5 ov] & above :at is absolutely necess>y4 ,live peacefully "u ! protection ( ,div9e ,provid5ce2 ! m y feel y\r insignificance1 weakness1 sickness1 mis]y1 ! m "r y h to ! pity & love ( ,,god4 ,only pray f]v5tly2 let y\r pray] be ?\ghtful & rev]5t1 sweet & full ( hope4 ,! poor h no?+ left to !m b pray]2 b t pray]1 s humble1 s plead+1 asc5ds to ,,god1 & is li/5$ to ) ,fa!rly love6 ,d n h a numb] ( v>i$ pray]s1 b let ! ,our ,,fa!r be ev] on y\r lips & 9 y\r he>t4 ,love to repeat to ,,god ! pray] t ,,*ri/ ,himself has taught1 & = ,8 sake is always accept$4 ,look ^u y\rself z a hir$ s]vant ( ,,god1 to :om ,he has promis$ a ri* rew>d at ! end ( ! day ,he calls life2 ea* morn+ hold y\rself 9 read9ess to obey all ,8 comm&s1 9 ! way ,he wills1 & ) ! means ,he appo9ts4 ,! comm& may n always come direct f ! ,ma/]2 x w\ld be too sweet to he> only ,,god',s ,voice3 b ,he s5ds x by means ( ,8 ambassadors2 ^! g by ! names ( sup]iors1 equals1 inf]iors1 sometimes enemies4 ,ea* has receiv$ ! mission 7)\t kn[+ x7 to make y holy2 "o by subdu+ y\r indep5d5ce1 ano!r by cru%+ y\r pride1 a ?ird by spurr+ y\r slo?fulness4 ,!y w1 ?\gh fulfill+ ,,god',s comm&1 d x ea* 9 8 own way1 sometimes r\ghly1 sometimes malici\sly1 sometimes 9 a way h>d to be> 444 :at does x matt]1 s long z y feel t all y d1 all y suff]1 is ! w ( ,,god8 ,d y\r duty z well z y c1 z y und]/& x1 z x is giv5 to y2 say sometimes to ,,god1 ,my ,ma/]1 art ,?\ satisfi$ ) me8 & !n1 9 spite ( ennui1 fatigue1 repugnance1 g on ) x fai?fully to ! end4 ,!n1 :e!r praise or blame be y\rs1 y w1 good fai?ful s]vant1 at lea/ h peace4 #b4 ,,humble ,,t[>ds ,,o!rs ,look ^u y\rself z ! s]vant ( all1 b )\t o/5tation1 or _! hav+ any k ( x4 ,repeat to y\rself sometimes ! words ( ! ,bless$ ,virg9 ,m>y3 ,behold ! h&maid ( ! ,,"l1 & ^? ( our ,,"l1 ,i came n to be m9i/]$ unto1 b to m9i/]2 & !n act t[>ds o!rs z if y 7 _! slave1 w>n+1 aid+1 li/5+2 aba%$ at :at !y d = y1 & always seem+ pleas$ at any?+ !y may require y to d = !m4 ,oh6 if y knew ! full mean+ ( ^! words1 all !y signify ( rew>d 9 heav51 ( joy & peace on e>?1 h[ y w\ld love !m6 ,oh6 if y w\ld only make !m ! rule ( y\r life & conduct1 h[ happy y w\ld be y\rself1 & h[ happy y w\ld make o!rs6 ,happy 9 ! approval ( consci5ce1 t :isp]s1 ,y h done z ,,*ri/ w\ld h done4 ,happy 9 ! ?\ght ( ! rew>d promis$ to ^? :o give ev5 a cup ( cold wat] 9 ! "n ( ,,jesus ,,*ri/2 happy 9 ! assurance t ,,god w d = y :at y h done = o!rs4 ,oh6 :at matt]s !n +ratitude1 =getfulness1 contempt1 & scorn8 ,!y w pa91 no d\bt1 b w h no p[] to sadd5 or disc\rage4 ,preci\s c\nsel1 inspir$ by ,,*ri/ ,himself1 ,i bless y = all ! good y h done me6 ,:5 fir/ ^? words f\nd entrance to my he>t1 !y br\ght ) !m peace & /r5g? to /& aga9/ deception1 des]tion1 disc\ragem5t & ! resolute w to live a life m devot$ to ,,god1 m unit$ to ,him1 m cont5t$1 & ev] press+ onw>d t[>ds heav54 ,once m1 ,i bless y6 ,preci\s c\nsels1 enlight51 guide1 & lead me4 ,,viii4 ,a ,,simple ,,pray] ,o ,,jesu6 9 ! mid/ ( glory =get n ! sadness ^u e>?6 ,h m]cy ^u ^? to :om ,,god has s5t ! bitt] trial ( sep>ation f ^? !y love6 ,h m]cy on t lonel9ess ( he>t1 s full ( sadness1 s cru%+1 sometimes full ( t]ror6 ,h m]cy ^u ^? /ruggl+ aga9/ ! difficulties ( life1 & fa9t ) disc\ragem5t6 ,h m]cy on ^? :om =tune favors1 :om ! _w fasc9ates1 & :o are free f c>e6 ,h m]cy on ^? to :om ,?\ ha/ giv5 great t5d]ness ( he>t1 great s5sitiv5ess6 ,h m]cy on ^? :o cease to love u1 & nev] may !y "k ! pa9 !y cause6 ,h m]cy on ^? :o h gradually )drawn f ,holy ,communion & ,pray]1 & los+ peace )91 weep1 yet d>e n return to ,!e6 ,h m]cy on all we love2 make !m holy ev5 ?r\gh suff]+6 if ev] !y e/range !mselves f ,!e1 take1 oh1 take all my joys1 & decoy !m ) ! pleasures back aga9 to ,!e6 ,h m]cy on ^? :o weep1 ^? :o pray1 ^? :o "k n h[ to pray6 ,to all1 ,o ,,jesus1 grant ,hope & ,peace6 ,,ix4 ,,simple ,,c\nsels ,,= ,a ,,"y ,,girl ,yes1 v simple4 ,li/5 my *ild1 & may !y s9k deep into y\r he>t1 z ! dew s9ks 9 ! calyx ( ! fl[]4 ,^! are my c\nsels3-- ,di/ru/ ! love t comes too sudd5ly4 ,di/ru/ ! pleasure t fasc9ates s ke5ly4 ,di/ru/ ! words t tr\ble or *>m4 ,di/ru/ ! book t makes y dream4 ,di/ru/ ! ?\ght y _c confide to y\r "m4 ,treasure ^! c\nsels1 & sometimes z y read !m1 ask y\rself1 ,:y8 ,gu>dian ,angel ( ! *ild we are address+1 tea* h] ! reason ( ^! s5t5ces t seem to h] s exagg]at$6 ,x4 ,a ,,recipe ,,= ,,nev] ,,annoy+ ,,our ,,fri5ds ,?is 0 made by "o :o _h suff]$ mu* = _m ye>s f numb]less little worries1 occasion$ by a relative1 ^: affection no d\bt 0 s9c]e & devot$1 b also too ard5t1 & want+ 9 discretion4 ,!re mu/ be mod]ation 9 all ?+s1 ev5 9 ! love we manife/1 ! c>e we take to %ield !m f tr\ble4 ,?is recipe consi/s ( b f\r simple rules1 v cle>1 v precise4 ,behold !m3-- #a4 ,always leave my fri5d some?+ m to desire ( me4 ,if he asks me to g & see him ?ree times1 ,i g b twice4 ,he w look =w>d to my com+ a ?ird "t1 & :5 ,i g1 receive me ! m cordially4 ,x is s sweet to feel we are ne$$1 & s h>d to be ?\ght importunate4 #b4 ,be useful to my fri5d z f> z he p]mits1 & no f>!r4 ,an ov]-anxi\s affection becomes tiresome1 & a multiplicity ( beautiful s5tim5ts makes !m almo/ insupportable4 ,devotion to a fri5d does n consi/ 9 do+ ev]y?+ = him1 b simply t :i* is agreeable & ( s]vice to him1 & let x only be reveal$ to him by accid5t4 ,we all love fre$om1 & cl+ t5aci\sly to our little fancies2 we d n l o!rs to arrange :at we h purposely left 9 disord]2 we ev5 res5t _! ov]-anxiety & c>e = u4 #c4 ,be mu* occupi$ ) my own affairs1 & little1 v little1 ) ^? ( my fri5d4 ,?is infallibly leads to a favorable result4 ,to beg9 )1 9 occupy+ myself ) my own affairs1 ,i %all ! m spe$ily accompli% !m1 :ile my fri5d is do+ ! same4 ,if he appeals to me = help1 ,i w g ?r\gh fire & wat] to s]ve him1 b if n1 !n ,i d bo? myself & him ! great] s]vice by ab/a9+4 ,if1 h[ev]1 ,i c s]ve him )\t 8 k ( x1 & ,i c see 8 ne$1 !n ,i mu/ be always ready to d x4 #d4 ,leave my fri5d always at lib]ty to ?9k & act = himself 9 matt]s ( little importance4 ,:y compel him to ?9k & act ) me8 ,am ,i ! type ( all t is beautiful & "r8 ,is x n absurd to ?9k t because ano!r acts & ?9ks diff]5tly to myself1 he mu/ ne$s be wrong8 ,no d\bt ,i may n always say1 ,y are "r1 b ,i c at any rate let him ?9k x4 ,try ?is recipe ( m9e1 & ,i c answ] = x y\r fri5d%ip w be la/+4 ,,xi4 ,,b5ea? ,,! ,,eye ,,( ,,god1 ,,god ,,only ,z y read ^! words1 are y n consci\s ( an inw>d feel+ ( peace & quietness8 ,b5ea? ,god's ,eye6 !re is some?+ 9 ! ?\ght l a %elt]+ rock1 a refre%+ dew1 a gleam ( light4 ,ah6 :y always su* seek+ = "s "o to see me1 to und]/&1 appreciate1 praise me8 ,! human eye ,i seek is l ! scor*+ ray t de/roys all ! delicate colors 9 ! mo/ co/ly mat]ial4 ,e action t is done1 only to be se5 ( o!rs1 loses its fre%ness 9 ! sight ( ,,god1 l ! fl[] t pass+ ?r\gh _m h&s is at la/ h>dly pres5table4 ,oh1 my s\l6 be z ! des]t fl[] t gr[s1 blooms1 & fl\ri%es unse51 9 ob$i5ce to ,,god',s ,w1 & c>es n :e!r ! pass+ bird p]ceives x1 or ! w9d scatt]s ! petals1 sc>cely =m$4 99 99 99 99 99 ,on no acc\nt neglect ! duty y owe to fri5d%ip1 relatives1 society1 b rememb] ea* day to res]ve "s portion ( x = y\rself & ,,god only4 ,rememb] always to d "s actions t c be kn[n to none b ,,god4 ,ah6 h[ sweet to h ,,god z our only ,witness4 ,x is ! high degree ( hol9ess4 ,! mo/ exquisite happ9ess4 ,! assurance ( an entry into heav5 h]eaft]4 ,! "m t res]ves all t is mo/ co/ly = h] *ild1 ! *ild t prep>es 9 secret "s surprise = its "m1 d n exp]i5ce a joy m pure1 m elevat+1 ?an ! s]vant ( ,,god1 :o lives always 9 ,,god',s ,pres5ce1 ,:om alone !y w\ld please1 or ! lov+ he>t t enclos+ alms to "s de/itute family writes ^u ! cov] ^! words only1 ,9 ! "n ( ! ,good & ,graci\s ,,god4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! foll[+ l9es 7 f\nd on "s scraps ( pap] belong+ to "s /rang]3 444 ,!y h j told me ( a poor de/itute woman2 ,i gave !m t5 p5ce = h]2 x 0 my duty to set an example4 ,& n[1 my ,,god1 = ,!e1 = ,?y sake only1 ,i mean to s5d h] five %ill+s1 :i* ,i %all d$uct f my p]sonal exp5ses4 444 ,to-morr[ ,h5ry is com+ to see me1 t poor ,h5ry ,i lov$ s de>ly1 b :o has gr[n cold t[>ds 8 old fri5d4 ,he wi%$ to grieve me1 & little kn[s t ,i f\nd x out4 ,help me1 ,,"l1 to rememb] ,i h =giv5 him1 & help me to receive him cordially4 ,?\ alone kn[e/ all ,i h suff]$4 444 ,:at a happy day 0 ye/]day6 happy ) reg>d to heav5ly ?+s1 = alas6 my poor he>t suff]$4 ,ye/]day 0 a fe/ival4 ,! sn[ outside kept e "o at home by _! own firesides1 & ,i 0 left lonely4444 ,ah1 yes1 my he>t felt sad1 b my _s 0 peaceful2 ,i tri$ to talk to ,,god1 j z if ,i c\ld really see ,him at my side1 & gradually ,i felt com=t$1 & sp5t my ev5+ ) a sweet s5se ( ,,god',s ,pres5ce4444 ,:at ,i said1 :at ,i wrote1 ,i "k n2 b ! remembrance ( ye/]day rema9s to me z "s sweet1 refre%+ p]fume4 99 99 99 99 99 ,p]haps at ! ,la/ ,day all t w rema9 wor? record+ ( a life full ( activity & zeal w be ^? little de$s t 7 done solely b5ea? ! ,eye ( ,,god4444 ,my ,,god1 tea* me to live ) an abid+ s5se ( ,?y ,pres5ce1 labor+ = ,!e1 suff]+ = ,!e1 guid$ by ,!e1 444 & ,!e alone6 ,,xii4 ,,my ,,duty ,,t[>ds ,,god ,,pray]s4 ,sl[1 recollect$1 p]sev]+4 ,peaceful1 calm1 resign$4 ,simple1 humble1 tru/+4 ,always rev]5t1 z lov+ z possible4 ,*>itable4 ,h ,i n always opportunity to give8 to ?ank8 ,,submission4 ,to my lot & to my duty3 !y come f ,,god1 are orda9$ by ,,god1 lead me to ,,god1 to neglect !m is to e/range myself f ,him4 ,to ! ,guide ( my s\l3 ,he has receiv$ ! ,holy ,_s 9 ord] to %[ me ! way2 he has ,,god',s ,_s to guide him4 ,to my ,p>5ts3 !y h ,,god',s au?ority4 ,to circum/ances3 !y are arrang$ & s5t by ,,god4 ,,labor4 ,begun *e]fully4 ,cont9u$ p]sev]+ly4 ,int]rupt$ & resum$ pati5tly4 ,f9i%$ p]fectly & dev\tly4 ,repose & c>e = ! body1 z 9 ,,god',s ,sight1 "u ,,god',s protection4 ,,duty ,,t[>ds ,,my ,,neighbor ,,good ,,example4 ,by mode/ demeanor & simple dress4 ,by a smil+ face & pleas+ mann]4 ,always /riv+ to give pleasure4 ,fai?fully fulfill+ e duty4 ,,good ,,words4 ,zeal\s )\t affectation1 enc\rag+1 consol+1 peaceful1 joyful1 lov+4 ,^! are possible e day4 ,,good ,,de$s4 ,s]vice r5d]$ by alms1 by indu/ry1 by influ5ce4 ,ills rem$i$1 by excus+1 ju/ify+1 protect+1 def5d+1 conceal+ faults & mi/akes2 if possible1 by repair+ !m4 ,joys provid$1 = ! m9d1 by a joy\s mann]2 = ! he>t1 by lov+ ?anks2 = ! s\l1 by a ^w ( ,heav54 ,,my ,,duty ,,t[>ds ,,myself ,,c\rage4 ,9 trials & adv]sity1 di/urbance1 sickness1 failure1 humiliations4 ,worries t tr\ble )\t reason4 ,ill temp] controll$1 9 ord] n to pa9 o!rs4 ,aft] failures1 to beg9 aga94 ,9 temptations1 to )/& !m4 ,,ord] ,,& ,,me?od4 ,9 my occupation1 ea* at its appo9t$ h\r4 ,9 my recreation4 ,9 all mat]ial ?+s1 = my b5efit4 ,%unn+ scruples & con/ra9t z mu* z caprice & folly4 ,,n\ri%m5t4 ,pi\s ?\ghts1 read1 m$itat$ ^u1 & sometimes writt54 ,books t elevate & excite love = all t is good & lovely4 ,conv]sations t refre%1 rejoice1 & *e]2 walks t exp& ! m9d1 z well z /r5g!n ! body4 ,,xiii4 ,,! ,,p[] ,,( ,,an ,,act ,,( ,,love ,,t[>ds ,,god ,h y ev] reflect$ ^u ?is8 ,let u consid] ! exact words t describe x4 ,i love ,!e ) all my he>t1 ) all my s\l1 ) all my /r5g?1 because ,?\ art s good1 s inf9itely good6 ,try & repeat ^! words sl[ly1 s t ea* may p5etrate deep into y\r he>t4 ,d y n feel mov$1 z if y\r :ole be+ 9 ^! words w5t =? to ,,god1 (f]+ to ,him life itself8 ,d y n feel1 9 mak+ ?is ,act ( ,love1 y give f> m ?an if y gave y\r weal?1 influ5ce1 or "t2 nay1 r does n ?is v act seem to br+ y ri*es1 /r5g?1 opportunities1 all t y possess8 ,picture to y\rself1 /&+ be=e y1 a *ild--a *ild p]haps :o may h injur$ y deeply1 & yet ^: s9c]ity at ?is mom5t y _c d\bt1 :o is actuat$ nei!r by fe> nor self-seek+1 b simply by a p5it5t he>t1 & :o comes to say to y words ( love1 su* z ^? above1 d y feel no emotion1 no feel+ ( pity8 ,i defy y to be )\t "s emotion1 n to feel y\r arms ext5d+1 p]haps 9 spite ( y1 to embrace ?is poor *ild1 & n to answ]1 ,i also love !e4 ,i h yet ano!r te/ to put to y1 poor1 desolate1 guilty1 hopeless z y are1 see+ only )9 & ar\nd y1 fe>s1 t]ror1 &--ay1 let me say x--damnation4 ,i defy y to kneel & say ^! words 7lay+ a great] /ress on !m because ( ! repugnance y feel73 ,my ,god6 ,i love ,!e ) all my he>t1 ) all my /r5g?1 ) all my s\l1 above ev]y?+1 because ,?\ art s good1 s inf9itely good6 & !n n to feel t ,,jesus is mov$ ) compassion1 & n to he> ,8 ,voice1 say+ to y1 ,my *ild1 ,i love !e also6 ,o ,,jesus1 h[ c we f9d words 9 :i* to express ! t5d]ness awak5$ 9 ,?9e ,he>t1 by a ^w ( love f "o ( ,?y little ones6 ,t ,he>t1 s t5d]1 g5tle1 s5sitive1 & lov+6 ,a s5t5ce ( ,fab]'s may s\nd unnatural to u1 s little spiritually m9d$3 he says1 ,,god sometimes draws u to ,him1 & fills u ) love = ,him1 n t ,he may love u1 t ,he always does1 b 9 ord] to make u feel h[ ,he loves u6 ,an ,act ( ,love dem&s b a few mom5ts4 ,! :ole ( ! day1 ev5 9 ! mid/ ( labor1 we c multiply x inf9itely1 & :at wond]s are wr\ght by ea* ,act6 ,,jesus ,himself is glorifi$1 & ,he %$s abundant grace ^u ! e>?4 ,our ,gu>dian ,angel1 behold+ u1 li/5s1 draws ne>]1 & makes u feel we h done "r4 ,! ,angels above exp]i5ce a sudd5 joy1 & look ^u u t5d]ly4 ,evil spirits feel _! p[] dim9i%$1 & !re is a mom5t ( re/ f ! temptation t surr\nds u4 ,! *oir ( sa9ts above r5ew _! songs ( praise4 ,ea* s\l on e>? feels ! peace ,div9e4 ,ah6 :i* ( u ea* day w\ld n r5ew ^! ,acts ( ,love to ,,god6 ,ah6 all :o read ^! l9es1 pause = "o mom5t1 & f ! bottom ( y\r he>t exclaim1 ,my ,,god1 ,i love ,!e6 ,my ,,god1 ,i love ,!e6 ,,xiv4 ,,be ,,s]i\s ,a /atesman retir+ f public life occupi$ himself 9 8 latt] days ) s]i\s ?\ghts4 ,! fri5ds :o came to visit him1 reproa*$ him ) be+ melan*oly4 ,no1 he repli$2 ,i am only s]i\s4 ,all ar\nd me is s]i\s1 & ,i feel ! ne$ t he>t & m9d %\ld be 9 unison ) my surr\nd+s4 ,=1 he add$1 ) su* solemnity z to impress all pres5t1 ,,god is s]i\s z ,he wat*es u4 ,,jesus is s]i\s :5 ,he int]c$es = u4 ,! ,,holy ,,_s is s]i\s :5 ,he guides u4 ,satan is s]i\s :5 he tempts u4 ,! wick$ 9 hell are s]i\s n[1 because !y neglect$ to be s :5 on e>?2 all is s]i\s 9 t _w :i!r we are w5d+4 ,oh1 my fri5ds6 believe me1 x is all true2 let u at lea/ at times be s]i\s 9 our ?\ghts & 9 our actions4 ,,xv4 ,,consolation ,y di/ress y\rself sometimes1 poor ?+6 because among/ ^? :o surr\nd y1 !re are "o or two :o worry & annoy y4 ,!y d n l y1 f9d fault ) ev]y?+ y d1 !y meet y ) a sev]e c\nt5ance & au/]e mann]1 y ?9k !y d y h>m1 y look ^u !m z ob/acles to y\r do+ good4 ,y\r life passes away sadd5$ & fad$1 & gradually y become di%e>t5$4 ,c\rage6 in/ead ( vex+ y\rself1 ?ank ,,god2 ^! v p]sons are ! means ( pres]v+ y f humiliat+ faults1 p]haps ev5 great] s9s4 ,x is l ! bli/] ! doctor applies1 to draw out ! inflammation t w\ld kill4 ,,god sees t too mu* joy1 too mu* happ9ess1 procur$ by ^? little att5tions = :i* y are s eag]1 w\ld make y c>eless & slo?ful 9 pray]2 too mu* affection w\ld only en]vate1 & y w\ld cl+ too mu* to e>?ly ?+s2 s 9 ord] to pres]ve y\r he>t 9 all its t5d]ness & simplicity1 ,he plants !re a few ?orns1 & cuts y (f f all ! pleasures y fancy y\rs by "r4 ,,god kn[s t too mu* praise w\ld cause pride1 & make y less =be>+ to o!rs1 & s ,he s5ds in/ead humiliations4 ,let !m be1 !n1 ^! p]sons :o unconsci\sly are do+ ,,god',s "w )9 y4 ,if y _c love !m f sympa?y1 love ) an ef=t ( ! w1 & say to ,,god1 ,my ,,god1 grant t )\t (f5d+ ,!e1 !y may "w my sanctification4 ,i h ne$ ( !m4 ,,xvi4 ,,holy ,,communion ,! result ( a good ,communion is1 )91 a fe> ( a s91 )\t1 a love = o!rs4 ,holy ,communion is a great aid to sanctification4 ,,jesus visits ! s\l1 work+ 9 x1 & fill+ x ) ,8 ,grace1 :i* is %$ on all ar\nd1 z ! sun %$s =? its light1 ! fire gives out its heat4 ,x is impossible b t ,,*ri/1 ?us visit+ ! s\l1 %\ld n leave some?+ ,,*ri/-l )91 if only ! s\l be dispos$ to receive x4 ,fire1 ^: prop]ty is to give w>m?1 _c produce t effect unless ! body be plac$ ne> en\gh to be p5etrat$ ) ! heat4 ,does n ?is simple ?\ght expla9 ! reason t !re is (t5 s little result f our frequ5t ,communions8 ,d y long at ea* ,communion to receive ! grace be/[$ by ,,*ri/ t %all little by little fit y = heav5 h]eaft]8 ,w y1 receiv+ ?us ! ,,god ( ,peace )91 h = ^? ar\nd y k9d words t %all fill !m ) calmness1 resignation1 & peace8 ,w y1 receiv+ ?us ! ,,god ( ,love1 gradually increase 9 t5d]ness & love t w urge y to sacrifice y\rself = o!rs1 lov+ !m z ,,*ri/ w\ld h lov$ !m8 ,w y1 receiv+ ,him y rightly "n ! ,graci\s ,,god1 become y\rself graci\s1 graci\s to sympa?ize1 graci\s to =be>1 graci\s to p>don1 & ?us 9 a small way resemble ! ,,god ,:o gave ,himself = !e8 ,?is %\ld be y\r resolve :5 ab\t to communicate4 ,resolv$3 to obey ,,god',s ,comm&m5ts 9 all _! ext5siv5ess1 nev] hesitat+ 9 a "q ( duty1 no matt] h[ h>d x may be2 ! duty ( =giv+ & =gett+ "s inju/ice or undes]v$ rebuke2 accept+ *e]fully a position contr>y to y\r wi%es & incl9ations2 application to "s labor1 di/a/eful1 & seem+ly beyond y\r /r5g?4444 ,if y\r duty seems almo/ impossible to fulfil1 ask y\rself1 ,is ?is ,,god',s ,w = me8 & if consci5ce answ]s yes1 !n reply also1 ,i w d x4 ,all difficulties vani% aft] ,holy ,communion4 ,g5]\s3 depriv+ y\rself ^? days ( ,communion ( "s pleasures :i* ?\gh h>mless 9 !mselves1 y "k1 only too well1 enfeeble y\r devotion1 excite y\r feel+s1 & leave y weak] ?an be=e4 ,g5]\s means do+ ov] & above :at duty requires ( u4 ,consci5ti\s & upright3 n seek+ to f9d out if "s =bidd5 ?+ is really a s9 or n1 & :e!r x may n 9 "s way be reconcil$ to consci5ce4 ,oh6 h[ hurtful are ^! wav]+s betwe5 ,,god & ! _w1 duty & pleasure1 ob$i5ce & allurem5ts4 ,did ,,jesus ,,*ri/ hesitate to die = y8 & yet y hesitate6 ,c[>d6 ,humble & meek3 tread+ peacefully ! road m>k$ out = y by ,provid5ce1 sometimes weep+1 (t5 suff]+1 b free f anxiety1 await+ ! lov+ support t nev] fails ^? :o tru/ & r5ew _! /r5g? day by day4 ,liv+ quietly1 lov+ nei!r ! _w nor its praise1 work+ cont5t$ly 9 t /ate ( life to :i* y are call$1 do+ good1 reg>dless ( man's k & approval1 cont5t t o!rs %\ld be m honor$1 m e/eem$1 hav+ only "o ambition1--to love ,god1 & be lov$ by ,him4 99 99 99 99 99 ,if ?is be ! disposition ( y\r s\l1 !n be sure ea* ,communion w be bless$ to y1 make y m holy1 m l ,,*ri/1 ) m ta/e & love = ! ?+s ( ,,god1 m sure ( glory h]eaft]4 ,,xvii4 ,,aft] ,,holy ,,communion ,,self-,,sacrifice ,,"l6 take me & lead me :i!rsoev] ,?\ wille/6 ,is x ,?y ,w t my life be sp5t 9 ! mid/ ( su* incessant toil & tumult t no "t is left = ^? brief mom5ts ( leisure ( :i* ,i sometimes dream8 ,yes6 yes6 ,i wi% x also6 ,is x ,?y ,w t lonely & sorr[ful ,i am left on e>?1 :ile ^? ,i lov$ h gone to dwell ne> ,!e above8 ,yes6 yes6 ,i wi% x also6 ,is x ,?y ,w t unkn[n by all1 misund]/ood ev5 by ^? ^: affection ,i prize1 ,i am look$ ^u z useless1 on acc\nt ( my /upidity1 want ( mann]1 or bad heal?8 ,yes6 yes6 ,i wi% x also6 ,?\ art ,rul]4 ,o my ,,god6 only be ,?yself ! ,guide1 & abide ) me =ev]6 ,,my ,,memory ,my ,memory6 ! my/]i\s book--reflection ( t ( et]nity1 9 :i* at ea* mom5t are inscrib$ my ?\ghts1 affections1 & desires4 ,into ,?y ,h&s ,i comm5d x1 ,,"l1 t ,?\ alone may/ write !re1 ,?\ alone efface6 ,leave !re1 ,,"l1 ! remembrance ( my s9s1 b efface =ev] ! pleasures t l$ to !m--7 ,i to cat* b a glimpse ( _! entic+ sweetness1 ,i might aga9 desire !m4 ,leave !re ! sweet memories ( *ildhood1 :5 ,i lov$ ,!e ) su* simplicity1 & my fa!r1 my "m1 my family1 7 my sole affections4 ,^? days1 :5 ! slighte/ untru?fulness1 or ev5 ! fe> ( hav+ s9n$1 left me no peace till ,i _h confess$ x to my "m4 ,^? days1 :5 ,i always felt my ,gu>dian ,angel ne> me1 help+ me 9 my "w1 & soo?+ my little tr\bles6 ,leave me ! remembrance ( my fir/ s5se ( ! ,div9e absolution1 :5 my he>t ov]fl[+ ) secret joy1 ,i cri$1 ,i am =giv51 ,i am =giv56 ,& !n ! recollection ( my fir/ ,communion6 oh1 recall x to me1 ,,"l1 ) its prep>ation s fe>ful1 yet s lov+2 its joy s calm1 s holy1 yet s sweet1 t ev5 n[ ! ?\ght ( x fills m9e eyes ) te>s6 ,leave me ! remembrance ( ,?y ,b5efits6 ea* ye> ( my life is cr[n$ ) bless+s 444 at t5 444 fifte5 444 eighte5 444 tw5ty ye>s 444 oh6 ,i c well recall all ,?y goodness to me1 my ,,god6 ,yes1 receive my memory1 blot out all t c e/range me f ,!e1 & grant t no?+ ap>t f ,!e may aga9 f9d a place !re6 ,,my ,,m9d ,oh6 by :at false lights h ,i be5 dazzl$6 ,!y %[$ me pray] z we>isome2 religi\s duties too absorb+2 frequ5t ,communion z useless2 social duties z a heavy bondage2 devotion ! lot ( weak m9ds & ^? )\t affection4444 ,oh1 ,i knew well h[ false x 01 & yet ,i let myself be half-conv9c$6 ,:5 h ,i ev] be5 m zeal\s 9 labor ?an ^? days :5 ,i _h fulfill$ all my religi\s duties8 ,:5 m lov+ & devot$ ?an on ! days ( my ,communions8 ,:5 h ,i felt m free1 m happy1 ?an :5 hav+ fulfill$ all ! duties ( my social position8 ,,"l1 receive my m9d1 & n\ri% x ) ,?y ,tru?6 ,%[ me t ap>t f ,!e1 pleasures ( ! s5ses leave beh9d only remorse1 disgu/1 we>9ess1 & satiety4 ,pleasures ( ! he>t cause anxiety1 bitt]ness1 r5d+s1 & fe>s4 ,pleasures ( ! m9d produce a void1 vanity1 jeal\sy1 coldness1 & humiliations6 ,tea* me t all mu/ pass away 444 t no?+ is true1 no?+ is good1 no?+ is et]nal1 b ,?\1 ,?\ only1 ,o my ,,god6 ,,my ,,w ,my de$s are ! result ( my w1 & x is ! w only t makes !m ( any value4 ,oh1 !n to beg9 )1 ,i w le>n submission6 ,:at ,i wi%1 may n always be good = me2 :at ,i am bidd5 mu/ be "r4 ,o ,,jesus6 grant me ! grace ( ob$i5ce1 & !n let me be bidd5 _m ?+s3 works ( piety1 works ( *>ity1 self-r5unciation1 brilliant de$s1 de$s t are ignor$ 9 my family life1 or :]ev] ,i may be1 !re are numb]less calls = all ( ^!2 ,,"l1 behold ,?y s]vant6 may ,i be always ready :5 ,?\ ha/ ne$ ( me6 ,,all ,,t ,i ,,h ,my ,,god1 h[ ri*ly ha/ ,?\ bless$ me6 ,treasures ( love1 ,i (f] !m to ,!e6 ,i h relations1 de> ones1 ,?\ kn[e/ h[ ,i love !m4444 ,ah1 if x be ,?y ,w to take !m f ?is _w1 be=e me1 ?\gh ,i say x weep+1 /ill ,i say x1 ,?y ,w be done6 ,i h fri5ds4444 ,if x be ,?y ,w !y %\ld =get me1 ?9k ill ( me1 leave me alone1 ) t lonel9ess ( he>t s bitt] & s ke5 444 ,i yield !m to ,!e6 ,i h worldly goods t give me a c]ta9 degree ( com=t1 by af=d+ me ! means ( help+ o!rs poor] ?an myself4444 ,%\ld x be ,?y ,w to deprive me ( !m1 little by little1 till at la/ ,i h only ! b>e necess>ies ( life left 444 ,i yield !m to ,!e6 ,i h limbs t ,?\ ha/ giv5 me4 ,if x be ,?y ,w t p>alysis %\ld fett] my arms1 my eyes no long] see ! light1 my tongue be unable to articulate1 my ,,god1 ,i yield !m to ,!e6 ,9 ex*ange1 grant me ,?y ,love1 ,?y ,grace1 & !n 444 no?+ m1 only ,heav56 99 99 99 99 99 ,o ,,jesus1 ab&on$ by all 9 ! g>d5 ( ,ge?semane1 9 ne$ !n ( com=t & /r5g?3 ,,jesus1 ,?\ ,:o kn[e/ t at ?is mom5t !re are "s on e>? :o h no /r5g?1 no com=t1 no support1 oh6 s5d to !m "s angel :o w give !m a little joy1 a little peace6 ,oh1 if only ,i might be t mess5g]6 ,:at mu/ ,i suff]1 ,,"l8 ,if an outw>d tr\ble or inw>d pa9 be ne$ful to make ( me b = "o mom5t a consol+ angel to "s poor lonely he>t1 oh6 h[ev] ke5 ! pa91 or bitt] ! tr\ble1 ,i pray ,!e1 grant x to me1 ,,jesus6 ,o ,,jesus1 9 se>* ( lips to tell ! love ,?\ be>e/ = ,?y *ildr52 lips to tell ! poor & lonely !y are n despis$1 ! s9ful !y are n ca/ away1 ! timid !y are n unprotect$4 ,o ,,jesus6 grant t my lips may speak words ( /r5g?1 love1 com=t1 & p>don4 ,let ea* day seem to me wa/$ t passes )\t my hav+ spok5 ( help & sympa?y1 )\t hav+ made "s "o bless ,?y ,"n1 be x b a little *ild4 ,o ,,jesus6 s pati5t t[>ds ^? :o we>i$ ,!e ) _! importunity & ignorance6 ,,jesus1 s long-suff]+ 9 tea*+1 & await+ ! h\r ( grace6 ,,jesus1 grant t ,i may be pati5t to li/51 to tea*1 ?\gh ov] & ov] aga9 ,i may h to in/ruct ! same ?+4 ,grant me help1 t ,i may always %[ a smil+ face1 ev5 ?\gh ! importunity ( "s be ke5ly felt6 & if ?r\gh physical weakness ,i manife/ ennui or we>9ess1 grant1 ,o ,,jesus1 t ,i may spe$ily make am5ds1 ) lov+ words1 = ! pa9 ,i h caus$4 ,o ,,jesus6 ,:o ) inf9ite tact did/ await1 seat$ at ! roadside1 ! opportunity = do+ good1 simply ask+ a small s]vice ( ! poor ,sam>itan woman ,?\ w\ld/ save1 & draw to ,!e4 ,o ,,jesus6 grant t ,i may feel & und]/& all ! pa9 t timidity1 %yness1 or res]ve keep buri$ )9 ! recesses ( ! s\l4 ,grant me ! tact & discretion t draws ne> )\t pa9+1 t asks )\t repuls+1 )\t humiliat+1 & ?us enable me to br+ peace & com=t to ! w\nd$ he>t4 ,o ,,jesus6 seek+ "s "o z fai?ful disp5s] ( ,?y bless+s1 grant mu* to me1 t ,i may h mu* to be/[ on o!rs4 ,grant t my h&s may disp5se ,?9e alms1 t !y may be z ,?9e1 :5 ,?\ did/ wa% ! feet ( ,?9e ,apo/les1 work+ = all1 help+ all2 let me nev] =get t1 l ,!e1 ,i am plac$ on ?is e>? to m9i/]1 n to be m9i/]$ unto4 ,grant t my lips may speak com=t+ words & give =? *e]+ smiles1 t ,i may be z ! well by ! roadside1 :]e ! we>y travell] /oops to dr9k1 z ! %ade ( ! tree ^: bran*es lad5 ) fruit are ext5d$ ov] all t pass b5ea?4 ,o ,,jesus6 to ,:om all ,?y *ildr5 are s de>1 & :atev] !y may be ,?\ c>e/ = !m1 & rememb]e/ !y are ! mu*-lov$ *ildr5 ( ,,god6 ,oh6 grant t 9 all my int]c\rse ) o!rs1 ,i may only see1 love1 & c>e = _! s\ls1 t s\l = :om1 ,o ,,god1 ,?\ ha/ di$1 :o l myself c call ,!e ,,fa!r1 & ) :om1 ne> ,!e1 ,i hope to dwell1 ?r\gh\t ! ages ( ,et]nity4 ,transcrib]'s ,note ,remov$ an extrane\s comma f ?is l9e3 ,self-r5unciation99199 means devotion to our duty1 go+ on ) x 9 spite ( difficulties1 disgu/1 ennui1 want ( success4 ,/&>diz$ spell+ 9 ?is l9e by remov+ hyph5 f light-he>t$ness1 to mat* usage else:]e 9 ! book3 ^: *att] & ligh!>t$ness1 ev5 h] v att5tions to myself1