by ,! ,k5tuckiana ,digital ,libr>y7 ,,*ild ,,& ,,c\ntry ,,by ,,w ,,lev+ton ,,com=t ,,lot ,,company ,,r$ ,,fleece ,,mid/ream ,,d[n ,,among ,,m5 ,,fa!rl& ,,george ,h4 ,,doran ,,company ,,new ,,york ,*ild & ,c\ntry ,a ,book ( ! ,y\ng] ,g5]ation ,,by ,,w ,,lev+ton ,,com=t ,,au?or ,,( ,,mid/ream1 ,,lot ,,company1 ,,d[n ,,among ,,m51 ,,r\tl$ge ,,rides ,,alone1 ,,etc41 ,,etc4 ,,new ,,york ,,george ,h4 ,,doran ,,company ,copyright1 #aiaf1 ,,by ,,george ,h4 ,,doran ,,company ,,to ,,^? ,,:o ,,come ,,aft] ,,! ,,wreck]s ,,to ,,! ,,build]s ,,( ,,! ,,ris+ ,,g5]ation ,,=eword 444 ,to-day ! fir/ glimpse ( ?is manuscript z a :ole4 ,x 0 all deta*$ pieces be=e1 done ov] a p]iod ( _m mon?s1 ) _m int]v5+ tasks1 ! ma9 idea slightly drift+ f "t to "t4444 ,! purpose on sett+ out1 0 to relate ! adv5ture ( home-mak+ 9 ! c\ntry1 ) its incid5ts ( masonry1 *ild & rose culture1 & %ore-cons]vation4 ,x 0 n to tell o!rs h[ to build a h\se or plant a g>d51 or h[ to conduct "o's life on a %ore-acre or two4 ,n at ?is late day4 ,i 0 impell$ r to relate h[ we f\nd pl5ty ) a little2 h[ we ent]$ ^u a new dim5sion ( heal? & l5g? ( days2 & f ! safe di/ance ( ! desk1 ,i want$ to laugh ov] a city man's adv5tures ) dra9s & ea/ w9ds1 c\ntry p & ! me%es ( possession4 ,9 a way1 our second com+ to ! c\ntry 0 l ! l&+ ( ! ,swiss ,family ,rob9son ^u t little _w ( !irs 9 ! mid/ ( ! sea4 ,t[n life _h become a subtle p]secution4 ,we hadn't be5 wreck$ exactly1 b !re _h be5 times 9 :i* we 7 torn & we>y1 und]/&+ only vaguely t x 0 ! mann] ( our days 9 ! mid/ ( ! cr[d t 0 dull+ ! edge ( heal? & tak+ ! bloom f life4 ,i _h long be5 tr\bl$ ab\t ! little *ildr5 9 s*ool--! w9t] sicknesses1 ! am\nt ( vitality requir$ to resi/ contagions1 m5tal & physical--! :ole t5d5cy ( ! s*ool t[>d mak+ an effici5t & a uni=m product1 r ?an to develop ! intr9sic & inimitable gift ( ea* *ild4 ,we ent]$ half-humor\sly ^u ! education ( *ildr5 at home1 b out ( ?is activity em]g$ ! ma9 !me ( ! days & ! "w at h&4 ,! build+ ( a h\se prov$ a natural sett+ = t2 g>d5s & woods & %ore rambles are a "p2 ! new poetry & all ! f9e ?+s ( ! "t belong mo/ int5sely to t4 ,o!rs ( ! com+ g5]ation ga!r$ ab\t ! "w "h2 & _m m r>e "y be+s :o belong1 b h n yet come1 s5d u lett]s f ! fronts ( _! /ruggle4 ,x has all be5 v deep & dramatic to me1 a /udy ( c]ta9 build]s ( to-morr[ tak+ _! place high] & high] day by day 9 ! ?\ght & action ( our life4 ,!y h giv5 me m ?an ,i c\ld possibly give !m4 ,!y h monopolis$ ! manuscript4 ,*apt] aft] *apt] are be=e me--revelations !y h br\ght--& ov] all1 if ,i c express x1 is a dream ( ! education ( ! future4 ,s ! *ildr5 & ! tw5ty-ye>-olds are on e page almo/1 ev5 9 ! title4 ,mean:ile ! _w-madness desc5d$1 & all ,europe became a spectacle4 ,!re is no incl9ation to discuss t1 al?\gh !re h be5 days ( quiet "h by ! fire 9 :i* x seem$ t we c\ld see ! crumbl+ ( ! rock ( ages & ! glimm]+ ( ! ,new ,age above ! r$ *aos ( ! ,ea/4 ,& /&+ a little ap>t1 we p]ceiv$ conv9c+ signs ( ! long-promis$ ignition on ! "p ( ,am]ica--signs z yet )\t spl5d\r1 to be sure4 ,^! ?+s h to d ) ! v brea? we draw2 !y relate !mselves to our *ildr5 & to e conception ( home--n ! w> itself1 b ! =m+ ( ! new social ord]1 ! message ?rill+ = utt]ance 9 ! brea/s ( ! ris+ g5]ation4 ,= !y are ! build]s :o are to foll[ ! wreck]s ( w>4 ,mak+ a place to live on ! lake %ore1 ! developm5t ( bluff & l&1 ! build+ ( /udy & /able & f9ally ! /one h\se 7a pool ( wat] 9 ! c5tre1 a ro( op5 to ! sunlight1 ! out] walls brok5 ) *imneys = ! inn] fires71 ^! are b ext]ior cultivations1 ! e/abli%m5t ( a visible ord] t is b a symbol ( ! int5s] activity ( ! natures )94 ,quiet1 a clean he>t1 a fragrant fire1 a press = g>m5ts1 a b9 ( food1 a fri5dly neighb\r1 a /ret* ( di/ance f ! casem5ts--^! are sane desirable matt]s to ga!r toge!r2 b ! fundam5tal ( x all is1 t !y correspond to a picture ( ! build]'s ideal4 ,!re is a bleakness ab\t buy+ "o's h\se built2 9 fact1 a man _c really possess any?+ unless he has an organis$ receptivity--a conception ( its utilities t has come f long ne$4 ,a man might buy ! mo/ p]fect viol91 b x is no?+ m ?an a curio to him unless he c br+ out its wisdom4 ,x is ! same 9 mat+ ) a woman or fa!r+ a *ild4 ,!re is a good reason :y "o man keeps pigs & ano!r bees1 :y "o man plants petunias & ano!r roses1 :y ! _m c get along ) maples :5 elms & bee*es are to be _h1 :y "o man w ex*ange a roomful ( man-fir$ porcela9 = "o b[l ( sunlit alaba/]4 ,no *ance any:]e4 ,we call unto ourselves t :i* corresponds to our own key & tempo2 & s long z we live1 !re is a cont9ual re-adju/m5t )\t1 ! m un]r+ly to meet ! ord] )94 ,! /one h\se is f9i%$1 roses h bloom$1 b ! /ory ( ! cultivation ( ! human spirits is really j beg9n+--a "w s joy\s & productive t ,i w\ld take any pa9s to set =? ) cle>ness ! ef=t to develop ea* intr9sic gift1 to e/abli% a deep brea?+ ( ea* m9d--a fulness ( expression on ! "o h&1 & a selfless receptivity on ! o!r4 ,we c only brea! deeply :5 we are at peace4 ,?is is true m5tally z well z physically1 & s\lfully1 s f> z "o c see4 ,! human fabric is at peace only :5 its faculties are held 9 rhy?m by ! task design$ = !m4 ,expression ( to-day makes ! m9d ready = ! inspiration ( to-morr[4 ,x may be well f9ally to make x cle> t !re is no p]sonal ambition "h to become id5tifi$ ) education 9 ! accept$ s5se4 ,^? :o come br+ no?+ 9 _! h&s1 & answ] no call save t :i* !y are s5sitive en\gh to he> )\t words4 ,he>+ t1 !y belong1 inde$4 ,au?or%ip is ! "w ( ,/one/udy1 & %all always be2 b fir/ & la/ is ! conviction t lit]ature & art are b incid5t to life2 t we are "h to become ma/]s ( life--arti/s1 if possible1 b 9 any case1 m54 444 ,to-day ! glimpse ( x all--t ?is is to be a book ( ! y\ng] g5]ation4444 ,i rememb] 9 ! zeal ( a novice1 h[ e>ne/ly ,i plann$ to relate ! joys ( rose-culture1 :5 "s yell[ teas came into _! lovely be+ 9 answ] to ! long prep>ation4 ,x seem$ to me t a man c\ld d little bett] = 8 quiet joy ?an to raise roses2 t no?+ 0 s p]fectly design$ to keep romance p]5nial 9 8 s\l4 ,!n ! tru? appe>$--great] ?+s t 7 go+ on "h--! cultivation ( "y & liv+ m9ds1 m9ds /ill fluid1 eag] to give _! fai? & take ! /ory ( life2 m9ds t are *ang$ 9 an in/ant & lift$ = all "t1 if ! /ory is well told4444 ,s 9 ! glimpse ( ?is book z a :ole1 z x comes to-day 7an ,ea/ w9d ris+ & ! gulls bl[n inl&7 ,i f9d t a man may build a m sub/antial ?+ ?an a /one h\se1 may realise an int5s] cultivation ?an ev5 tea-roses require2 & ( ?is ,i want to tell simply & ) some?+ ( ord] f ! beg9n+4 ,,w ,,lev+ton ,,com=t4 ,,/one/udy1 ,m>*1 #aiaf4 ,,cont5ts ,,page ,,bees ,,& ,,blooms #ag ,,bluff ,,& ,,%ore #bh ,,/one/udy #ch ,,imag9ation #dc ,,wild ,,geese #ee ,,workman%ip #fe ,,! ,,little ,,girl #gh ,,! ,,abbot #ij ,,! ,,valley-,,road ,,girl #ajb ,,compassion #aac ,,! ,,little ,,girl',s ,,"w #abc ,,te>+-,,d[n ,,s5tim5t #acd ,,natural ,,cruelty #aea ,,*ildr5 ,,*ange #afc ,a ,,man',s ,,own #aga ,,! ,,plan ,,is ,,"o #ahf ,,! ,,iri% ,,*apt] #aif ,,! ,,bleake/ ,,h\r #bjb ,,! ,,new ,,social ,,ord] #bag ,,common ,,clay ,,brick #bbb ,,! ,,highe/ ,,( ,,! ,,arts #bcj ,,miracles #bdh ,,m ,,ab\t ,,ord] #bei ,,! ,,fre% ,,eye #bgj ,,! ,,*oice ,,( ,,! ,,_m #bgi ,,! ,,rose ,,*apt] #bhd ,,lett]s #bid ,,! ,,abbot ,,dep>ts #cja ,,! ,,dakotan #cac ,,! ,,dakotan 7,cont9u$7 #cai ,,! ,,hill ,,rocks #ccj ,,assembly ,,( ,,p>ts #cci ,,*ild ,,& ,,c\ntry ,,*ild ,,& ,,c\ntry #a ,,bees ,,& ,,blooms ,9 ano!r place1#a ,i h t\*$ ^u our fir/ adv5ture 9 ! c\ntry4 ,x 0 be=e ! *ildr5 came4 ,we w5t to live 9 a good di/rict1 b !re 0 no peace !re4 ,i felt =gott54 ,i _h n ! /uff to /& t4 ,my life 0 %all[ & artificial en\gh !n to require ! vibration ( ! t[n2 & at ! end ( a few weeks x 0 fev]i%ly miss$4 ,! soil gave me no?+4 ,i look back ^u t fact n[ ) some?+ l amazem5t1 b ,i 0 "y4 ,lights & %9+ surfaces 7 de>2 all wa/e & /imulation a "p ( necessity1 & t :i* ! _m ru%$ aft] seem$ ! ?+s :i* a man %\ld h4 ,?\gh ! air 0 dripp+ ) fragrance & ! e>ly summ] ineffable ) fruit-blossoms1 ! s5se ( self poison$ ! p>adise4 ,i disda9$ ev5 to make a place ( ord] ( t little plot4 ,!re 0 no inn] ord] 9 my he>t--on ! contr>y1 *aos 9 & out4 ,i _h n be5 manh&l$ en\gh to return ) love & gratefulness to ! old ,"m4 ,"s ( u mu/ g ! full r\te ( ! ,prodigal1 ev5 to ! sw9e & ! husks1 be=e we c accept ! heal+ ( ,nature4 ,s deep 0 ! impr9t ( ?is exp]i5ce t ,i said = ye>s3 ,! c\ntry is good1 b x is n = me4444 ,i lov$ to read ab\t ! c\ntry1 enjoy$ he>+ m5 talk ab\t _! little places1 b always felt a temp]am5tal exile f _! dahlias & gladioli & wi/>ia4 ,i knew :at w\ld happ5 to me if ,i w5t aga9 to ! c\ntry to live1 = ,i judg$ by ! =m] adv5ture4 ,"w w\ld /op2 all m5tal activity w\ld s9k into a bov9e rum9ation4 ,yet dur+ all ^! ye>s1 ! illusions 7 fall+ away4 ,x is true t !re is nev] an end to illusions1 b !y become m & m subtle to meet our equipm5t4 ,i _h long s9ce lo/ my love = ! roads ( ! _m--! cr[d$ roads t run s /raight to pa94 ,a s5t5ce _h /ood up aga9 & aga9 be=e me1 t ! voice ( ! devil is ! voice ( ! cr[d4 ,?\gh ,i did n yet turn back to ! l&1 ,i _h come to see prolong$ city-life z "o ( ! rank+ m5aces ( ! human _s1 ?\gh at our pres5t /age ( evolution x appe>s a necess>y s*ool = a "t4 ,two p>agraphs f an e>li] pap] on ! subject sugge/ "o ( ! l>g] issues3 ,! high] ! moral & intellectual /atus ( a p1 ! m ess5tial become space1 leisure & s\l-expression = br++ *ildr5 into ! _w4 ,:5 evolv+ p]sons h rea*$ individuality1 & ! elem5ts ( greatness are =mative )9 !m1 !y pay ! price = rev]sion to worldl9ess 9 ! ext9ction ( "n4 ,! race t produc$ ,em]son & ,?oreau & ,:itman1 t f\nd$ our culture & gave u a "n 9 ,engli%1 is foll[+ ! r$ ,indian we/w>d (f ! face ( ! e>?4 ,trade makes ! city2 conge/ion makes = commonness & ! dea? ( ! individual4 ,only ! y\ng] & physical races1 or ! remnant ( t race ( in/9ctive tradesm5 :i* has fail$ z a spiritual exp]im5t1 c exi/ 9 ! mid/ ( ! t5d5cies & conditions ( metropolitan ,am]ica4 ,"o ( ! mo/ en?rall+ my/]ies ( life is t *ildr5 w n come to highly evolv$ m5 & wom5 :o h turn$ back ^u _! spiritual obligations & cl\d$ ! vision :i* 0 _! bir?right4 ,x is v cle> to me t ! ,anglo-,saxons at lea/1 aft] a g5]ation or two ( t[n-life1 mu/ give up trade & em]ge f ! ,city = ! recreat+ "p ( _! ye>1 or else suff] 9 deep] ways ?an dea?4 ,! ,city w d = ^? y\ng]-s\l$ peoples t h n _h _! ta/e ( its cruel ord] & complicat+ pressures2 = ! ,m$it]ranean peoples already t\*$ ) decad5ce2 = ! /rong yet simple peasant vitalities ( ,nor!rn ,europe1 b ! fl[] ( ! ,am]ican entity has already rema9$ too long 9 ! ruck ( life4 ,!re came a ,spr+ at la/ 9 :i* !re 0 b "o elm-tree4 ,! re/ 0 flat-build+s & asphalt & motor-puddl$ air4 ,i 0 work+ long 9 ^? ,april days1 :ile ! great elm-tree broke into life at ! w9d[4 ,!re is a gre5 all its own to ! "y elm-leaves1 & t gre5 0 all our ,spr+4 ,voices ( ! /reet came up ?r\gh x1 & :isp]s ( ! w9d4 ,i rememb] "o smoky moon1 & !re 0 a c]ta9 dawn 9 :i* ,i lov$1 m /rangely ?an ev]1 ! cut-leav$ pr(ile aga9/ ! grey-r$ ,ea/4 ,! _s ( x seem$ to come to me1 & all t ! elm-tree meant--hill-cab9s & c\ntry dusks1 bees & blooms & />s1 & ! pla9 holy life ( k9dl9ess & aspiration4 ,9 ?is dawn ,i f\nd myself dream+1 ?ir/+1 wa/+ = all t ! elm-tree knew--z if ,i 7 exil$ f ! v fle% t c\ld br+ ! good l[ e>? to my s5ses aga94 ,c\ld x be t some?+ 0 *ang$ )9--t we 7 ready at la/8 ,"o ( ^? ,spr+ days1 9 ! mid/ ( a =5oon's "w1 ,i /opp$ %ort ) ! w to g to ! c\ntry to look = a place to r5t4 ,i left ! g>ret1 f\nd ,p5elope1 :o 0 ready 9 fifte5 m9utes4 ,we cross$ ! riv] fir/ ( all into ,canada1 because ! ,am]ican side )9 fifty miles 9 e direction _h be5 sort$ ov] aga9 & aga91 by ^? :o _h foll[$ j su* an impulse4 ,9 ! small] city opposite1 we le>n$ t !re 7 two suburban c>s--"o t w\ld take u to ! ,lake ,/4 ,claire %ore1 & ano!r t cross$ ! c\ntry to ,lake ,erie1 travell+ along h] nor!rn ind5tations = ne>ly t5 miles4 ,we'll take ! c> t leaves "h fir/1 said ,i4 ,x 0 ! ,erie c>4 ,9 ! smok+ comp>tm5t ,i fell into conv]sation ) a c\ntryman :o told me all t c\ld possibly be syn!sis$ by "o m9d reg>d+ ! locality we 7 pass+ ?r\gh4 ,he sugge/$ t we try our =tune 9 ! little t[n :]e ! c> fir/ meets ! ,lake4 ,?is we did & look$ up & d[n t ,ma9 ,/reet4 ,x 0 quiet & qua9t1 b some?+ press$ home to u t 0 n all joy--! tightness ( old sc>-tissue 9 ! *e/4444 ,! c\ntryman came runn+ to u f ! /ill /&+ c>1 ?\gh ?is 0 n 8 de/9ation1 & po9t+ to a little grey man 9 ! /reet1 said3 ,he c tell y m ?an ,i c4 ,i reg>d$ ! new p]son ) awe if he c\ld d t4444 ,9 a way x 0 true4 ,he 0 a leisurely-m9d$ man1 :o knew :at he 0 go+ to say be=e he spoke1 _h x correctly 9 m9d4 ,! product came =? edit$4 ,he call$ m5 by 'phone--names /range to me !n t h become h\sehold names s9ce--:ile we sat by smil+ & sil5t 9 8 little newspap] %op4444 ,& ^? :o came want$ to "k if we drank1 :5 !y talk$ ( r5t+ _! cottages2 & if we 7 actors4 ,n t we look$ l actors1 b x transpir$ t actor-folk _h r5t$ "o ( ! cottages ano!r ye>1 & _h sat up late & _h n always clo!d !mselves cont9ually full-l5g?4 ,once1 o!r actor p _h motor$ d[n1 & x 0 said t ^? on ! back seats ( ! c> _h be5 rigid among be]-cases4 ,we 7 giv5 ! values & disadvantages ( ! ,ea/ %ore & also ( ! ,we/ %ore1 ! t[n betwe54444 ,someh[ we always turn to ! ,ea/ 9 our be/ mom5ts & x 0 s ?is day4444 ,we 7 direct$ to ! h\se ( a man :o own$ two little cottages j a mile f t[n4 ,he 0 n well t day1 b 8 boy w5t ) u to %[ ! cottages4 ,t boy y %all be glad to "k4 ,we walk$ toge!r d[n ! long lane1 & ,i did n seem able to rea* our guide's he>t1 s we 7 sil5t1 b ,p5elope came betwe5 u4 ,he w\ld h be5 /range1 inde$1 _h %e fail$4444 ,i look back n[ f :]e ,i sit--to t long lane4 ,i love x v mu* = x l$ to ! v edge ( a will[$ bluff--to ! end ( ! l&4 ,erie brimm$ be=e u4 ,x l$ to a new life1 too4 ,i _h always dislik$ ,erie--z "o :o liv$ 9 ! ,lake ,c\ntry & *ose 8 own4 ,i approv$ mildly ( ,/4 ,claire2 ,mi*igan aw$ me f a little boy's summ]2 ,huron 0 famili> f ano!r summ]1 b ,erie h]et(ore _h meant only some?+ to be cross$--some?+ %all[ & petulant4 ,"h %e lay 9 ! sunlight1 ) b>s ( orange light d>k5+ to ocean blue1 & "o f> sp>kl+ l9e 9 ! ,we/4 ,!n ,i knew t ,i _h wrong$ h]4 ,%e seem$ n to m9d1 b leisurely to wait4 ,we fac$ ! ,s\? f ! bluffs1 & ,i ?\ght ( ! />s f ?is vantage4444 ,if a man built 8 h\se "h1 he c\ld expla9 :]e he liv$ by ! ne>e/ map 9 a ,japanese h\se1 or 9 a ,russian peasant's h\se1 = ,erie to !m is z cle> a "n z ,baikal or ! ,inl& ,sea is to u4 ,i _h he>d ,japanese *ildr5 repeat ! names ( ! ,great ,lakes4 ,:5 y come to a %ore l ?is y are at ! end ( ! l&scape4 ,y mu/ pause4 ,someh[ ,i ?9k--we are paus+ /ill4 ,"o mu/ pause to project a dream4 444 ,= weeks !re1 9 a little r5t$ place1 we 7 s happy t we h>dly v5tur$ to speak ( x4 ,we _h expect$ s little1 & _h br\ght su* we>9ess4 ,day aft] day unfold$ 9 ! v fulness ( life1 & ! small fl[]-b$s !re on ! /rang]'s l& held ! cosmic answ]4 ,all t summ] ,jupit] m>k$ "t across ! s\!rn heav5s2 & ,i %all nev] =get ! s5se ( conque/ 9 hiv+ ! fir/ sw>m ( bees4 ,!y _h to be c>ri$ on a bran* d[n a deep gulley1 & sev]al hundr$ feet beyond4 ,two-?irds ( ! huge clu/] 7 9 ! air ab\t me1 be=e ! sup] 0 lift$4 ,yet !re 0 n a /+ f ! t5s ( ?\s&s4 ,we _h ! true ?ir/ t ye>4 ,little ?+s 7 en\gh2 we 7 innoc5t1 ev5 ( possession1 & br\ght back to ! good l& all ! s5sitiz+ t ! ,city _h giv54 ,!re 7 days 9 :i* we 7 s happy--t ano!r summ] ( su* life w\ld h seem$ too mu* to ask4 ,i _h liv$ ?ree weeks1 :5 ,i rememb]$ t =m]ly ,i read newspap]s1 & op5$ ! ne>e/4 ,! my/]y & =eignness ( x 0 z complete z ! r$ fire ( ,ant>es t gleam$ s balefully e night across ! ,lake--a hell ( trials & jeal\sy & suicide1 obsc5ity & passion4 ,x all came up f ! %eet to my no/rils l ! smell ( blood4 99 99 99 99 99 444 ,!re are m5 & wom5 9 t[n :o are dy+ = ! c\ntry2 lit]ally ?is is s1 & su* numb]s ( !m t any "o :o lives ap>t f ! cr[ds & calls =? gue/s f "t to "t1 c f9d ^! suff]]s among 8 little circle ( fri5ds4 ,!y come "h = week-ends & fre%5 up l newly wat]$ plants--turn+ back ) set faces e>ly ,monday morn+4 ,i ?9k ( a flat ( cel]y plants t h gr[n to ! end ( ! n\ri%m5t ( _! cr[d$ space1 & beg9 to yell[ & )]1 sick ( ea* o!r4444 ,"o does n say :at "o ?9ks4 ,x is n a simple ?+ = ^? ^: life & "w is altoge!r id5tifi$ ) ! cr[d$ places1 to uproot = roomy plant+ 9 ! c\ntry4 ,b ! fact rema9s1 _m are dy+ to be free4 ,! ,city1 intol]able z x is 9 itself--9 its v nature aga9/ ! gr[? ( ! body & s\l ( man aft] a c]ta9 "t--is nev]!less ! *ief ( ^? urg+ =ces :i* %all br+ u to simplicity & naturalness at ! la/4 ,manhood is built q z mu* by le>n+ to avoid evil z by cultivat+ ! aspiration = ! good4 ,j z c]ta9ly z !re are ?\s&s suff]+ = ! fre$om ( spaces1 f> advanc$ 9 a los+ fight ( vitality aga9/ ! cruel t5sion ( city life1 !re are :ole races ( m5 :o h yet to meet & pass ?r\gh ?is t]rify+ complication ( ! cr[ds1 :i* br+s a ref9+ ga9$ 9 no o!r way4 ,all gr[? is a passage ?r\gh holl[s & ov] hills1 ?\gh ! j\rney reg>d$ z a :ole is an asc5t4 ,a great lead] ( m5 :o has nev] met ! cr[ds face to face is inconceivable4 ,he mu/ h f\ght = life 9 ! dep?s & p&emoniums1 to a*ieve t excell5ce ( equipm5t :i* makes m5 turn to him = 8 ^w & 8 /r5g?4 ,we are s made t none ( u c rema9 s5sitive to prolong$ beauty2 nei!r c we endure cont9u\sly ! /ifl+ holl[s betwe5 ! hills4 ,be v sure ! ye>-r\nd c\ntryman does n see :at y see com+ tir$ & half-brok5 f ! t[n2 & ^? :o are caught & maim$ by ! ,city _c conceive _! plight1 z d y1 return+ to !m aga9 f ! c\ntry repl5i%$ & refre%$4 ,! great names ( trade h be5 c\ntry-br$ boys1 b x is equally true t ! mo/ successful f>m]s ( to-day are m5 :o h return$ to ,nature f ! t[n1 "s ( !m hav+ be5 driv5 to ! la/ dit* physically & comm&$ to return or die4 ,x is 9 ! turn+s ( life t we br+ a fre% eye to circum/ances & ev5ts4 ,probably 9 a nation ( bad workm51 no "w is s /upidly done z ! f>m+4 ,great areas ( l& h m]ely be5 scrat*$4 ,!re are m5 )9 an h\r's ride f "h :o plant corn 9 ! same fields e ye>1 & *eck x ?r\gh\t 9 sev]+ ! lat]al roots by deep cultivation4 ,!y & _! fa!rs h plant$ corn1 & yet !y h n ! remote/ idea ( :at takes place 9 _! fields dur+ ! long summ] f ! se$l+ to ! full e>2 & v r>ely 9 ! he>t ( ! c\ntryman is !re room = rapture4 ,?\gh !y h ! bread? ( ! horizon l9e & all ! skies to brea! 91 few m5 look up m seldom4 ,,footnotes3 #a ,mid/ream1 #aiad1 ,george ,h4 ,doran ,co41 ,new ,york4 #b ,,bluff ,,& ,,%ore ,!re is no playgr\nd l a s&y %ore--& ?is 0 %elt]$ f ! nor? by a high clay bluff t temp]$ all voices f bel[ & made a s\nd+ bo>d = ! w9ds4 ,! bea*1 h[ev]1 0 n z broad !n z n[4 ,to ! ea/ = a mile is a %all[ sickle ( %ore ) break]s on ! po9t4 ,9 itself ?is ind5tation is b a squab ( ! ma9 ,pigeon ,bay1 :i* /ret*es ar\nd = tw5ty miles & is =m$ ( ,pelee ,po9t1 ! mo/ s\!rn ext5sion ( ,canada4 ,! ne>] & less] po9t is l a bit ( ! ,m$it]ranean4 ,x takes ! greys ( ! ra9-days ) a beauty & p[] ( its own1 & ! morn+s fla% ^u x4 ,i call x ! ,o!r ,%ore1 a /ructure ( idealism =m+ ^u x f mu* contemplation at ! desk4 ,! "y p turn to x (t5 f ! classes4 ,! height ( l& f :i* ! ,o!r ,%ore is be/ visible _h m]ely be5 se5 s f> f ! swimm+ place 9 front ( ! r5t$ cottages4 ,x 0 :ile 9 ! wat] t ,i det]m9$ to explore4 ,! fir/ ?+ t impress$ me :5 ,i rea*$ ! em95ce 0 ! sil5ce4 ,x 0 some?+ to be dream$ (1 :5 ! ,lake 0 also /ill4 ,!re 0 no road2 a hay field came d[n to ! v edge ( ! bluff1 & ! %ore fifty feet bel[ 0 n>r[ & rocky4 ,v few p pass$ !re4 ,t mo/ com=table little t[n 0 ly+ aga9/ ! re> horizon to ! ,we/4 ,i us$ to come 9 ! ev5+s & smoke z ! sun w5t d[n4 ,sometimes ! beauty ( x 0 all ,i c\ld be>--! voices ( *ildr5 9 ! di/ance & ! ,pelee light fla%+ e sev5 seconds f> out 9 ! ,lake4 ,i fir/ saw x 9 dry summ] wea!r & did n "k t a bump] crop ( frogs _h be5 h>ve/$ t ,spr+ f ! deep1 grass-cov]$ holl[s =m$ by ! removal ( clay = a brick-bus9ess long ago4 ,!re 0 good =age on ! m\nds1 :i* ,i did n appreciate at ! "t4 ,! fact is ^! m\nds 7 =m$ ( pure d>k loam1 z f9e a soil z any:]e 9 ! ,lake ,c\ntry4 ,^? ( ! dim eyes say t once ^u a "t an or*>d & brick-h\se /ood on a bluff 9 front ( ! brick-y>d1 on a natural po9t1 b t ! ,lake _h nibbl$ & nibbl$1 f9ally dige/+ ! prop]ty1 fruit-trees1 brick-h\se & all4 ,i c\ld well believe x :5 ! fir/ /orm came4 ,an ,ea/ w9d = ?ree days br\ght /eady deluges ( high wat] t wore d[n ! %ore-l9e almo/ visibly4 ,a week lat] came a ,we/ w9d t enfilad$1 s t :at rema9$ ( ! little po9t 0 caught 9 ! cross-play ( ! wea!rs4 ,if "s "o did n int]v5e1 ! brick-y>d site w\ld foll[ ! or*>d--t 0 cle>4 444 ,?ree or f\r times ! own] came to see me4 ,we _h rejoic$ 9 ! r5t$ prop]ty1 rejoic$ 9 own+ no?+1 yet hav+ x all4444 ,?oreau 9 8 daily we/w>d migrations /udi$ x all ) ! same critical delight1 & f\nd 8 abode :]e o!rs did n c>e to foll[4 ,we look twice at ! spot we *oose to build our h\se4 ,t second look is n s free & innoc5t4444 ,yet a man may build 8 h\se4 ,?oreau _h no little brood com+ up1 & ,i h d\bt$ _m times1 ev5 9 mom5ts ( au/]e admiration1 if he w\ldn't h liv$ long]1 _h !re be5 a woman ab\t to n\ri% him4 ,%e w\ld h insi/$ ^u a bett] ro(1 at lea/4444 ,i told ! neighb\r-man ,i w\ld buy ! brick-y>d1 if he didn't /op pe/]+ me ab\t x4 ,he smil$ & came once too (t54 ,! day be=e1 /&+ ^u t height ( l& 7n too ne> ! edge1 = x look$ high] 9 ^? days7 ,i _h gaz$ across ! ,lake1 at "o ) x all1 a fri5dly voyag] ( ! skies1 comrade ( ! y>r[ & ! daisy4 ,i rememb] ! long grass ( ! holl[s1 ! peculi> s(t bloom ( x1 & :at a place x 0 to lie & dream1 until "o became a "p ( ! solution ( sun%9e & t9t$ imm5sity4 ,s ,i lo/ ! univ]se = a bit ( bluff on ! ,lake %ore4 ,:5 ! ,ea/ w9d came1 ,i saw ) propriet>y al>m ! po9t we>+ away4 ,t :i* col\r$ ! ,lake 0 f9e rose-clay & x 0 m9e1 b\ght by ! foot-front4444 ,a man may build 8 h\se4 ,e "o :o came along told me h[ to save ! po9t4 ,= weeks !y came4 ,heavy drift-wood 0 plac$ 9 times ( peace1 s t ! s& w\ld be trapp$ 9 /orm4 ,no "o fail$ me 9 advice1 b ! ,ea/ w9d made mat*-wood ( all arrangem5ts4444 ,! high wat] w\ld wa% & weak5 ! base1 & 9 ! heav9ess ( ! ra9s ! bulk ( e>? above w\ld fall--only to be c>ri$ out aga9 by ! waves4 ,! base _h to be sav$ if a natural slope 0 ev] to be secur$4 ,f>!r d[n ! %ore ,i not$ "o day t a r[ ( b\ld]s plac$ at "r angles ) ! %ore _h =m$ a small po9t1 & t a clump ( will[s beh9d _h reta9$ x4 ,?is 0 a bit ( advice t _h n come s au?oritatively1 b ,i foll[$ ! cue1 & began roll+ up rocks n[ l an anci5t ,p]uvian4 ,x 0 a little jetty1 t look$ l a lot ( lab\r to a city man1 & x rema9$ z x 0 = sev]al days4 ,"o morn+ ,i came =? 9 la%+ wea!r--& rubb$ my eyes4 ,! jetty 0 n 9 sight4 ,x 0 cov]$ ) a foot ( s&1 & ! clay 0 dry at ! base4 ,a day's "w ) a team aft] t 9 l[ wat]1 snak+ ! big b\ld]s into l9e ) a *a9--a sixty-foot jetty by sun-d[n1 built on top ( ! baby sp9e ,i _h pok$ toge!r4 ,no man ev] sp5t a few doll>s m pr(itably4 ,ev5 ^! /ones 7 cov]$ 9 "t1 & !re 0 ov] a y>d-deep ( s& buttress+ ! base ( ! clay & ?9n+ out on ! slope ( %ore to ! end ( ! /ones4 ,lat]1 :5 build+1 ,i took f\r hundr$ y>ds ( s& f ! ea/ side ( ! /one jetty1 & x 0 all br\ght back by ! next /orm4444 ,i read some:]e ) deep & ard5t sanction t a man isn't wor? 8 spiritual salt if he lets a locality hold him1 or possessions possess him2 & yet1 ! spell 0 brok5 a little :5 we came to buy4 ,:5ev] y play ) ! me%es ( possession1 a devil is ne> at h& to weave y 94 ,x is true t we took only en\gh ,lake-frontage = quiet1 & en\gh dep? = a p]man5t fruit-g>d5--all = ! price ( a fifty-foot lot 9 ! ,city2 b ^! ?+s call ^u "o = a c]ta9 prop]ty-m9d$ness & desir+1 9 ! usage ( :i* ! human m9d is common & f> f admirable4 ,!re 7 days 9 ! ?rall ( /one-"w & grad+ & dra9age1 9 :i* ,i =got ! sun-pa? & ! cl\d-%ad[s2 nights 9 :i* ,i saw fireplaces & sleep+-por*es 7/ill innoc5t ( matt] to make ! dreams come true71 in/ead ( ! immortal signatures ( ! heav5s4 ,b we _h le>n$ our ,city lessons r well1 & ^! di/urb]s did n cont9ue to defile4 ,a man may build 8 h\se1 if he c also =get x4 ,a few good ?+s--p]5nials1 by all means an elm-tree1 /one-"w & an oak5 door2 ! ?+s t ne$ n repl5i%+ 9 mat]ials1 t gr[ old ) y1 or rea* _! prime aft] y h pass$--^! are en\gh4 ,= a home t does n promote y\r naturalness1 is a place ( vexation to y & to y\r *ildr54 ,yet x is ?r\gh ?is break+ ( ! husks ( illusion--?r\gh ! v artificialities t we come to love ! sane & holy ?+s4 ,! man ( great l&s1 :o draws 8 livelihood f ! soil1 c nev] "k ! heal+ nor ! t5d] lovel9ess t came up to u t fir/ summ]4 ,"o mu/ "k ! maim+ ( ! cities to br+ to ! l& a surface t nature floods ) ec/asies4 ,c>lyle ?und]$ aga9/ artificial ?+s all 8 wond]ful life1 exalt$ ! spl5d\rs ( simplicity :i* p]mit a man to =get himself--j miss+ ! fact t a man mu/ be artificial be=e he c be natural2 t we le>n by suff]+ & come up ?r\gh ! hell & complication ( cities only to %[ u :]e9 our treasure lies4 ,! n>r[ non-s5sitive consci\sness ( ! peasant1 ) its squirrel-dream ( fill$ b>ns1 its cruelty & cont9ual g>n]+--t is v f> f ! way4 ,tol/oi w5t aga9/ ! et]nal law to try t4 ,he want$ simplicity s tragically t he p]mitt$ 8 desire to prevail1 & turn$ back to ! peasants = x4 ,x is aga9/ ! law to turn back4 ,! peasants are simple because !y h n met ! int]v5+ complications betwe5 _! inl& lake consci\sness & ! oceanic cl>ity ahead4 ,be v sure t none w escape ! complication1 = we rise to diff]5t dim5sions ( simplicity ?r\gh su* trials4 ,w>1 ,trade1 ! ,city1 & all organis$ hells are our tra9+-fields4 ,! trag$y is to rema91 to rema9 fix$ 9 !m--n to ru% =? at l5g? f our mis]able self-consci\sness & self-s]v+ 9 ! mid/ ( !m4 ,cosmic simplicity is ahead2 ! naturalness ( ! deep] heal? ( man--t is ahead4 ,t summ] is id5tifi$ ) ! ,%ore4 ,i work$ at ! desk ?r\gh ! long =5oons1 & 9 a ba?+-suit = ! re/ ( ! day4 ,i expect to get to ! ,%ore aga9 :5 ! la/ ( ! build]s leave ! bluff1 :5 ! bit ( an or*>d c run itself1 & ! big & little trees are at home4 ,!y are 9 sick-b$s n[ f transplant+4 ,f "o to ano!r ,i move almo/ e day4 ,x is n t !y are on my l&--t ins5sate motive is pretty well done away )4 ,b !y h be5 uproot$ & mov$1 & !y are fight+ to live4 ,i sometimes ?9k t !y ne$ "s "o to wat*4 ,if "o goes away = a week--!re is a *ange1 sometimes = ! worse4 ,! sun /rikes !m on a diff]5t side2 _! lat]als & tap-roots h be5 sev]$2 !y meet diff]5t conditions ( soil ?an !y 7 tra9$ =4 ,mu* wat] helps1 b !y mu/ brea!1 & sometimes mul* keeps !m too cold4 ,!n !y h _! enemies l e o!r liv+ ?+--& l[ 9 heal? f mov+1 !y _c )/& ^! foes )\t help4 ,! temporality ( all ?+s--ev5 ( ! great imp]turbable trees--is a ?\ght ( endless visitation 9 ,nature4 ,%e seems to say morn+ & ev5+1 ,d n =get t ev]y?+ "h mu/ pass4 ,!re is to be little woodl&1 a m9iature =e/1 a hundr$ feet long & ?irty feet wide only4 ,bee* & a% & elm are />t$ !re--dogwoods & haw?orns & lilacs4 ,mul* f ! woods is be+ br\ght1 & violets4 ,twice ,i h tri$ to make "y hickories live1 b fail$4 ,i ?9k ! place :]e ! roots are cut 9 transplant+ %\ld be seal$ ) wax4 ,a man "h said t y c transplant hickories if y get all ! roots1 b t !y ble$ to dea? ev5 9 w9t]1 if _! lat]als are sev]$4444 ,i want ! birds to come to ?is little wood4 ,( c\rse1 x w be _m ye>s be=e x foll[s ! plan1 b !re is a smile 9 ! idea4 ,! haw?orns came :ole2 ! a% & bee* are do+ well4 ,"s wild grape is />t$1 b t mu/ be wat*$ = x is a beautiful murd]]4444 ,i want to get back to ! ,%ore4 ,some?+ 0 met !re ! fir/ summ] t ,i ye>n = aga9--close to ! s&1 close to ! voices ( ! wat]4 ,! *ildr5 (t5 tell me :at ,i feel4 ,to !m ! /ones h _! gnomes1 ! wat] its sprites1 & ! s& a _s ( heal+4 ,!re1 too1 ! sunlight is s int5se & vitalis+ z x plays ^u ! wat] & p5etrates ! m>g94 ,! clay bluff is f9d+ its grade1 s9ce x is sp>$ ! wa% f b5ea?4 ,t :i* breaks f erosion above /raight5s x out bel[1 & 9 "t x w f9d a p]man5t slope 7some?+ ne> ?irty degrees1 !y say7 t _c be approa*$ = beauty by any artificial process4 ,i w\ld n miss "o ( ! natural %elves or fissures4 ,! ,japanese are int]e/+ 9 _! treatm5t ( slopes4 ,some?+ ( ! old temples & /onepav$ pa?s--a trickle ( wat] ov] ! /ones1 deep %ad[s & trail+ v9es--some?+ ( all ?is w come to ! clay bluff1 if "t is giv5 to play on4 ,b t is la/1 z ! ,%ore 0 fir/4444 ,i br\ght a will[ trunk !re ?is ,spr+ & let ! waves subm]ge x 9 s&4 ,!re are fifty small %oots spr++ up2 & !y w fight _! way ) ea* o!r1 ! lead]s surviv+4 ,i plant$ "o c$> on ! ,%ore4 ,x is good to plant a c$>4 ,y are work+ = po/]ity4 ,! fir/ ,fall came1 & no?+ _h be5 done above1 ?\gh ,i _h begun to h visions ( a ,spani% h\se !re1 hav+ se5 "o t ,i c\ld n =get some:]e 9 ,luzon4 ,a nor?-c\ntry h\se %\ld h a summ] he>t1 :i* is a f\nta91 & a w9t] he>t :i* is a fireplace4 ,i want$ bo?4 ,! ?\ght ( x became cle>] & cle>]--a bl5d ( patio & broad he>?--runn+ wat] & r$ firelight--built ( /one & decorat$ ) ivy4 ,a /one h\se ) a ro( ( wir$ glass ov] a patio pav$ ) brick2 ! area sunk5 slightly f ! entrance2 a balcony /ret*+ ar\nd to connect ! sleep+ rooms1 & rimm$ ) a broad %elf ( oak1 to hold ! palms1 urns1 f]ns & w9t] plants4 ,all ?is 9 a grove ( elms & bee*es1 z ,i saw x--& z yet1 !re wasn't a tree on ! place4 ,fir/ ( all !re ne$$ to be a "w-%op to f9ance ! ma9-dream4 ,t 0 built 9 ! ,fall1 aft] ! rev]se 0 put on ! dev\r+ conditions ( ! ,%ore4 #c ,,/one/udy ,some:]e 9 ! pa/ ages1 ,i've _h some?+ to d ) /one-"w4 ,?is came to me fir/ ) a poignant ?rill :5 ,i f\nd myself 9 ! pres5ce ( ! ,*9ese ,wall4 ,illusion or n1 x seem$ z if !re 7 anci5t sc>s across my back--z if ,i _h help$ 9 t build+1 & "u ! la%1 too4 444 ,i he>d ! mason "h tell 8 t5d] t he _h done a lot ( /one-"w1 b _h nev] be5 wat*$ s closely z ?is4 ,he p5etrat$ to ! tru? ( ! matt] pres5tly4 ,i wasn't wat*+ because ,i 0 afraid ( %ort "t or flaws ( con/ruction--,i 0 wat*+ because x satisfi$ some?+ )91 t _h to d ) /one-"w4 ,i d n get accu/om$ to ! m>vel ( cem5t4 ,! ov]night bond ( t heavy p[d]1 & its t]rible ?ir/1 is a cont9ual miracle to me4 ,!re is a satisfaction ab\t /one-"w4 ,x is at its weake/ at ! mom5t ( sett+4 ,if y c f9d a be>+ = "o /one ^u ano!r )\t fall+1 y may "k t e h\r t passes = ye>s1 y\r wall is h>d5+4 ,^! ?+s move sl[ly1 too4 ,all t has to d ) /one-"w is a sl[ process4 ,9 ! v lift+1 ! masons le>n t muscles mu/ n tug or j]k1 b lift sl[ly4 ,! mort> t h>d5s sl[ly h>d5s be/4 ,! /udy build+ happ5$ betwe5 two long tasks ( my own1 s t !re 0 "t to be mu* outdoors4 ,i d\bt if !re ev] 0 a loveli] ,fall ?an t--a full ye> be=e ! ?\ght ( ,europe became action4 ,i wat*$ ! "w--z ! ,japanese appr5tices wat* _! craftsm51 s t ! m9d gets ! picture ( e process4 ,! h& le>ns easily aft] ?is4 ,x is a gr& old tool1 ! tr[el1 p]haps ! mo/ p]fect ( all symbols :i* sugge/ ! lab\r ( man ^u ! e>?1 8 mak+ ( ord] out ( *aos4 ,! hamm]s int]e/$ me z well--six1 eight1 & eighte5 p\nds4 ,! "y man :o us$ !m 0 n mu* to look at1 8 body sagg+ a bit f lab\r1 set 9 8 op9ions l ! matt] he dealt )1 b t]rible 9 8 hold+ to :at he knew1 & /eadily increas+ t /ore4 ,i h come to respect him1 = he has done a great deal ( /one-"w "h s9ce ^? ,fall days1 :5 ,i seem$ to be le>n+ masonry all ov] aga94 ,h&le ^! h>d-heads all day1 & y're pretty well lift$ out by night1 he w\ld rem>k1 & add deprecat+ly1 z ! fell] says4 ,!re's a magic ab\t ! break+4 ,x isn't all /r5g?4 ,i ?9k x is some?+ ! same t y d 9 billi>ds to get t smoo?1 long roll )\t sma%+ ! balls4 ,! mason says x is 9 ! wri/4 ,i ask$ him if x 0 ! fla% ( ! heat ?r\gh ! /one t broke x4 ,no1 x's j ! way y hit x1 he answ]$4 ,two old masons work$ ) him = a "t on ! lat] "w4 ,!y h built 9 ^! p>ts ?\s&s ( tons ( brick & /one--fifty ye>s ( masonry2 & _! ord] is wond]ful4 ,i wat*$ !m tak+ _! /one-hamm]s to ! /able 9 ! ev5+1 & plac+ !m j s4 ,!y h le>n$ _! ma/]y ov] ! heavy ?+s2 !y h hew$ to ! ,l9e1 & built to ! ,squ>e4 ,_! eyes are dim b ! ess5ce ( _! be+ 7,i _c ?9k x o!rwise7 is ( m ord]ly integration4 ,!re is a nobility f /one-"w :i* ! masons put on ) ! ye>s--! t5d]s h x n2 nei!r h any ( ! indiscrim9ate lab\r m54 ,"o mu/ h a craft to a*ieve ?is4 ,! build+ is n s mu*4 ,! h\ses & b>ns & /ores :i* ! eld] masons pass ev]y:]e z ! lab\r ( _! h&s 9 ?is c\ntry--!y are b symbols ( ! build+ ( "* )94 ,!y see into ! /ones1 see ?r\gh _! wea!r$ coat+s4 ,to ano!r all w\ld look ! same--! blacks & r$s & :ites1 ev5 ! amalgans--all grey-br[n & wea!r$ outside--b ! masons "k :at is )91 ! col\r & gra9 & beauty4 ,try t "o1 ,i might say1 look+ = a c]ta9 fireplace corn]4 ,no1 t's a black fell]4 ,& ?is8 ,good col\r1 b he a9't got no gra9--all gnurly--z ! fell] says4 ,sometime ?is mason w be able to see l t into ! he>ts ( m54444 ,a /one /udy sixte5 by tw5ty-?ree feet1 built ab\t a *imney--fac$ /one 9 & out1 w9d[s b>r$ = ! v9es1 six-in* beams to hold a l[ gable ro(1 & a damp] 9 ! *imney2 ! door ( oak1 wood5 pegs to cov] ! screw-insets1 a few rugs1 a few books1 ! magic ( firelight 9 ! /one cave--a ,m$it]ranean vision ( curv+ %ore to ! ,ea/1 & ! s+le door ov]hang+ ! ,lake--to ! susp5se ( di/ance & ,s\!rn con/ellations4 ,i laugh at ?is--x s\nds s pomp\s & co/ly--b x is ! %op ( a poor man4 ,! :ole ,lake-frontage1 z ,i h told y1 co/ no m ?an a city lot2 & ) s& on ! bea*1 & /one on ! %ore & ne>by fields1 x all came to be z *eaply z a wood5 cab9--inde$1 x _h to4 ,t w9t] aft] we _h left = ! ,city1 ! elms 7 put out--a few six-in* trunks1 br\ght ) _! own e>? froz5 to !m--a specim5 ( oak1 walnut1 hickory 7s h>d to move7--b an elm ov]-tone 0 ! plan1 & a clump ( prie/ly p9es ne> ! /able4 ,^! are /ill 9 ! revulsions ( transition2 _! beauty is yet to be4 ,"t br+s t1 z x w smoke ! beams1 clo! ! /one-"w 9 v9es1 e/abli% ! roses & wi/>ia on ! ,s\!rn exposure1 slope & mell[ & put ! bloom ov] all4 ,we rema9$ until ,novemb] & return$ ! foll[+ ,april to /ay4 ,9 ! meantime ! ?ree *ildr5--a girl ( t5 & two y\ng] boys--_h almo/ _! f9al bit ( public s*ool+1 ?\gh ,i 0 n s sure ( t !n2 9 fact1 ,i plann$ to h !m cont9ue _! tra9+ f ,april on 9 ! small t[n s*ool until ! summ] vacation4 ,?is 0 tri$ = a few weeks1 ! result ( ! exp]i5ce ha/5+ u t[>d ! task ( tea*+ our own4 #d ,,imag9ation ,matt]s ( *ild-education became really int]e/+ to me = ! fir/ "t t w9t]4 ,!re 7 c]ta9 unfold+s ( ! little daught] 9 our h\se1 & ,i 0 associat+ a good deal ) a gr\p ( tea*]s 9 t[n1 "s ( :om :ile /ill pr(essionally caught 9 ! rigid =ms ( mod]n education1 7 decades ahead 9 realisation4 ,i recall especially a talk ) "o ( my old tea*]s1 a woman :o _h taught ?irty ye>s1 giv5 h]self freely to ?ree g5]ations--h] own & m9e & to ano!r s9ce !n4 ,%e _h adm9i/]$ to me a ?+ call$ rhetoric 9 ano!r age1 & %e look$ j ! same1 hav+ kept h] m9d wide op5 to new & *all5g+ matt]s ( lit]ature & life & religi\s ?\ght4 ,i _h ! pleasant s5se 9 ?is talk ( br++ my d\bts & ideas to h] t5tatively1 mu* z ,i us$ to br+ an essay 9 s*ool days4 ,%e /ill reta9$ a vivid impression ( my faults1 b ! v f9e/ human relation%ips are e/abli%$ ^u ! k ( "o's weaknesses--z ! ,ma/] e/abli%$ ,8 *ur* ^u ! weake/ l9k ( ! disciple%ip4 ,speak+ ( ! *ildr51 ,i obs]v$3 ,i f9d !m ready1 :5 !y ask4 ,9 ! old occult s*ools !re is a say+ t ! tea*] w always come half-way1 b t ! /ud5t mu/ also come half-way---- ,x is soil & se$ 9 ev]y?+1 ! woman said4 ,9 all life1 x is s4 ,!re mu/ be a giv+1 b also a receiv+4 ,i talk to five classes a day--tw5ty-five to fifty /ud5ts ea*--b s mu* falls ^u /ony gr\nd1 among t>es1 s mu* is snapp$ up by ! birds---- ,:5 a *ild asks a "q1 he is prep>$ to receive1 ,i repeat$4 ,if ! answ] is true & well-design$1 x w /ay4 ,! "q itself proves t ! soil is someh[ ready---- ,yes1 %e said1 b "o _c sit at a desk & wait = que/ions4 ,! tea*] 9 deal+ ) numb]s mu/ n only plant ! se$1 b prep>e ! soil1 too4 ,i %\ld say t ! way to d t w\ld be to quick5 ! imag9ation--to *all5ge ! imag9ation1 ,i sugge/$4 ,i "k x has to be done 9 writ+ a /ory4 ,"o has to pick up ! read] & c>ry him away at fir/4 ,& mo/ read]s are limp or logy 9 ! mid/ ( abundance4 ,! tea*] b[$ gravely4 ,app>5tly %e _h come to li/54 444 ,n[1 ) ?is little girl "h1 !re is b "o subject t surely int]e/s h]4 ,t has to d ) ! old ,"m ( u all---- ,nature8 ,yes4 ,i've tri$ to f9d out some?+ ( :at ,nature means to h]--:at pictures mean ,nature to t fre% "y m9d4 ,x seems to h]1 ,nature is a k9d ( presid+ "m to all ?+s1 possibly some?+ l a ,god-"m--to kitt5s & trees & butt]flies & roses & *ildr54 ,%e is mi/ress ( ! w9ds & ! h>ve/s4444 ,i h talk$ ) h] ab\t x4 ,sometimes aga91 ,nature is l a wond]ful cab9et--%elf aft] %elf full ( amaz+ ?+s1 f9i%$ or to be f9i%$4 ,i told h] ab\t ! ,sun z ! ,fa!r1 & ,nature ! ,"m4 ,t help$ h]4 ,%e held to t4 ,always n[ :5 we fall into talk naturally--x is ab\t ! old ,"m & ! brilliant ,fa!r :o p\rs 8 /r5g? ^u all conc]n$--,"m ,nature's mate4 ,! tea*] nodd$ indulg5tly4 ,t's prep>+ ! soil4 ,t's quick5+ ! imag9ation4 ,b "o mu/ h imag9ation to d t---- ,we fell sil5t4 ,i 0 ?9k+ ( ! old s*ool days--( ! h&ful ( days 9 ! mid/ ( ?\s&s t _h left a gleam2 ( ! t5s ( ?\s&s ( "y wom5 n[ tea*+ 9 ,am]ica )\t ! gleam2 beg9n+ to tea* at ! mo/ di/ract$ p]iod ( _! lives1 :5 all ,nature is draw+ !m t[>d mat+ & reproduction4444 ,yes1 a tea*] %\ld h imag9ation1 ,i add$4 ,!re's no way out ( t1 really4 ,a tea*] :o hasn't--kills x 9 ! *ild2 at lea/1 all ! pressure ( unlit tea*+ is a dead5+ weight ^u ! *ild's imag9ation4 ,:at is x t makes all our mis]y--b ! lack ( imag9ation8 ,if m5 c\ld see ! pictures ar\nd ev]y?+1 ! wond]ful connect+ l9es ab\t life1 !y c\ldn't be caught s t]ribly 9 ! visible & ! deta*$ objects2 !y c\ldn't /rangle & repress _! real impulses & ru% = ?+s to hold 9 _! h&s = a little "t4 ,if !y _h imag9ation !y w\ld see t ! ?+s !y hold 9 _! h&s are dis9tegrat+ n[ z ev]y?+ 9 ,nature is2 t ! h& itself weak5s & loses its p[]4 ,:y1 "h we are up/&+--half-gods asleep )9 u4 ,imag9ation alone--! see+ ( ! _s ( ?+s--t c awak5 u4 ,i felt ! ne$ ( apologis+ at ?is po9t = gett+ on t old debatable gr\nd--b ! secret 0 out4 ,x 0 ! ess5ce ( my =m+ ideas on educat+ ! *ildr51 z x is ! ess5ce ( ev]y?+ else--all writ+1 all craftsman%ip1 lab\r & life itself4 444 ,half-gods asleep 9 a ve/ure1 ,i add$4 ,all nature & life prompt+ u to see t x is b ve/ure we make s mu* (4 ,*ildr5 see x--& ! _w takes !m 9 _! de>e/ ye>s1 & scale by scale cov]s _! vision4 ,i talk$ ) a man ye/]day--a man ,i l--a good man1 :o loves 8 wife by ! p\nd1 believes all ?+s prosp]+ :5 fat--*ildr5 & *ur*es1 purses & politicians4 ,a big1 imp]ial-look+ man himself1 _w-tra9$1 a man :o has le>n$ to cov] 8 weaknesses & %[ a good los] on occasion2 yet1 ?r\gh tw5ty ye>s' acqua9tance1 he has nev] reveal$ to me a ray o!r ?an f ! visible & ! obvi\s4 ,he hunt$ me up because "o ( 8 *ildr5 seem$ to want to write4 ,we talk$ 9 a club-room & ,i happ5$ to note ! big /eel *&eli] above 8 head4 ,if t %\ld fall1 ?is creature be=e me w\ld ma9ly be c>rion4 ,y see :at ,i mean4 ,he has sp5t e en]gy ( 8 life "h1 9 build+ ! ve/ure4 ,t :i* w\ld escape f ! in]t p\ndage has n be5 awak5$4 ,"o ( ! que]e/ facts ( all life is t ^! half-gods ( ours mu/ be awak5$ "h 9 ! fle%4 ,no soon] are !y ar\s$ ?an we h imag9ation2 we beg9 to see ! connect+ l9es ( all ?+s1 ! fla%es ( ! _s ( ?+s at once4 ,no workman1 no craftsman or artisan c be significant )\t x4444 ,h[ev]1 z ,i ?\ght ( ! *&eli] & ! sumptu\s fle% b5ea?1 ,i talk$ ( writ+--some?+ ( :at writ+ means to me4 ,:5 ,i /opp$1 he said3 ',i didn't "k y 7 s religi\s4444 ,b ab\t ?is writ+ matt]----' & op5$ ! subject aga94444 ,he's all "r4 ,nature w d\btless take c>e ( him4 ,p]haps 8 view ( life3 ',i see :at ,i see & take :at ,i c1' is z mu* z is ask$ f ! _m 9 ! great plan ( ?+s--b ,i l madness bett]4 ,to me1 8 is fatal en*antm5t2 to me1 w>s & all trag$ies are bett]4 ,i w\ld r live int5sely 9 error ?an /olidly 9 ?+s z !y are4 ,if ?is is a devil & n a half-god t sleeps )9--at lea/1 ,i want him awake4 ,i mu/ feel 8 =ce4 ,if he is a devil1 p]haps ,i c beat him4 ,t's some?+ ( a def9ition ( imag9ation1 ! tea*] said1 ----see+ ! _s ( ?+s4 ,i hadn't ?\ght ( x z a def9ition--b x expresses :at ! real "p ( life means to me4 ,m5 & wom5 move ab\t life & affairs1 kn[+ n9e out ( t5 times :at is go+ to happ5 next 9 _! :eel ( ?+s2 :at _! neighb\r is go+ to say next1 f ! r\t9e ( ! day's ev5ts4 ,aft] a little ( t1 ,i h to run away--to a book1 to a task1 to an awak5$ imag9ation4 ,only ^? :o are 9 a measure l u c lib]ate u4 ,t's ! key to our fri5d%ips1 our affections & loves4 ,we seek ^? :o set u free--!y h a cup to hold ! vital ?+s we h to give--a surface to receive4 ,if !y are 9 a measure our true k9--our dynamics is d\bl$4 ,t's ! secret ( aff9ities1 by ! way---- ,! tea*] smil$ at me4 ,tell me m ab\t ! little girl1 %e said4 444 ,%e le>n$ s quickly f ! processes ( ,nature4 ,i f\nd h] sitt+ 9 ! mid/ ( ! "y corn la/ summ]1 :]e ! gr\nd 0 fill$ ) v5ts f ! escap+ moi/ure4 ,i told h] ab\t ! root sy/ems & :y cultivation means s mu* to corn 9 dry wea!r4 ,%e read "o ( ,h5ry ,w>d ,bee*]'s ,/> ,pap]s & v]ifi$ _m ( its f9e p>ts4 ,%e f9ds ! rem>kable activities 9 /&+ wat]4 ,! ,%ore is ev] br++ h] new /udies4 ,e day is ,nature's4 ,! ra9 is sweet2 ev5 ! ,ea/ w9ds br+ _! rig\r & enticem5ts4 ,%e looks e morn+1 z ,i d1 at ! ,o!r ,%ore4 ,we "k ! /ate ( ! air by t4 ,& ! air is su* dr9k to h]4 ,y h no idea h[ full ! days are4 ,y mean to make a writ] ( h]8 ! tea*] ask$4 ,no--t 0 settl$ ! fir/ day4 ,i ask$ ! little girl :at %e want$ to be4 ',i want to be a "m1' %e answ]$4 ',( c\rse1' said ,i1 ?\ghtfully4444 ,x _h be5 ! same ) h] music4 ,%e lik$ x & did well1 b x nev] burn$ into h] deeps--nev] ar\s$ h] productivity4 ,& ,i h f\nd x s ) h] little attempts at writt5 expression4 ,%e is to be a "m--! highe/ ( ! arts4444 ,once we saw ! t]rible drama ( ! hornet & ! gras%opp]4 ,i _h read x 9 ,fabre1 & 0 enabl$ to wat* x "w out ) "s intellig5ce4 ,nature is a p]fect network ( processes1 ! _m /ill to be discov]$1 n by human eyes b by intuitional vision4 ,f9ally ,i ask$ h] to write :at %e ?\ght ( "o ( our walks toge!r1 n try+ to rememb] :at ,i _h said--only express+ some?+ ( ! activity :i* my words sugge/$4 ,! tea*] nodd$ aga94 ,h] face _h become sadd5$4 ,i w\ld n enc\rage h] to become a writ]1 ,i repeat$4 ,expression ( "s sort is imp]ative4 ,x is ! "r h&4 ,we receive ) ! left1 s to speak1 b we mu/ give some?+ ( our own = :at we receive4 ,x is ! giv+ t completes ! circle2 ! giv+ =mulates1 makes matt] ( vision1 makes ! dream come true4 ,y "k ! trag$ies ( dream+ )\t expression4 ,ev5 insanity comes ( t4 ,i h nev] told h] matt]s ( te*nique 9 writ+1 & 0 amaz$ to f9d t %e has some?+ t none ( u gr[n-ups h1 :o are =m$ ( our failures & drive our expression ?r\gh an ars5al ( laws & fe>s4 ,d y mean t y in/ruct h] 9 no?+ ( te*nique8 ,i hav5't--at lea/1 n yet4 ,i h h>dly ?\ght ( x z in/ruction ev54 ,& spell+8 ,h] spell+ is too novel4 ,x w\ld n d to spoil t4 ,9 fact1 %e is le>n+ to spell & punctuate q rapidly en\gh f read+4 ,^! matt]s are automatic4 ,! _w has taught m5 to spell r completely4 ,god kn[s we've _h en\gh ( x1 to ! ab&onm5t ( ! real4 ,i c\ld misspell a ^w 9 e p>agraph ( a ?ree-hundr$-page manuscript )\t detrim5t to ! reception ( ! same1 all t be+ correct$ )\t *>ge4 ,!re are m5 :o c spell1 ^: ,god-giv5 faculties h be5 taught to spell1 :o h met ! _w ) fre%ness & p[]1 & h le>n$ to spell4 ,i h no objection to correct spell+4 ,i w\ld r h x ?an n1 except f *ildr54 ,b ^! are ?+s :i* a man does ) ! back ( 8 neck1 & he :o does ! con/ructive tasks ( ! _w uses diff]5t & high] organs4 ,i h taught mu* spell+1 ! tea*] said quietly4 ,y w =give me = be+ s en?usia/ic4 ,^! ?+s are fre% to me1 ,i said4 ,! little girl is t51 y say8 ,yes4 ,%e has a f9e *ance1 ! tea*] rem>k$ pres5tly4 ,x sadd5s me to ?9k ( my myriads4 ,b we d our be/---- ,t is "o sure ?+1 ,i said quickly4 ,/ill y are tak+ h] away f u4 ,i felt a ?rob ( mean+ f t4 ,i _h to be sure %e meant j z mu* z t ?rob meant to me4 ,con/ructive realisations come ?is way4 ,:at d y mean--tak+ h] away8 ,y w make a solit>y ( h]4 ,%e w n be ( ! _w4 ,y deal ) "o lov+ly4 ,x w become m & m a "p ( y\r "w4 ,y\r "w is ( a k9d to %[ y ! way4 ,%e is foll[+ rapidly4 ,i believe y h e/abli%$ ! po9t t "o c le>n be/ f )91 b "o :o does1 mu/ be s mu* alone4 ,! ways w be lo/ betwe5 h] & h] g5]ation--z repres5t$ by my five classes ea* day4 ,i _h done a good deal ( talk+1 b ! tea*] _h guid$ me /raight to ! cross+--& ) v few words4 ,i realis$ n[ t m & m1 ,i 0 und]tak+ to %[ ! little girl %ort cuts to possessions t ,i _h f\nd valuable1 b = :i* ,i _h be5 =c$ to g ar\nd1 & (t5 ) difficulty4 ,above all1 ,i 0 try+ to keep op5 t dream-passage1 to keep uncl\d$ t l5s betwe5 _s & fle% ?r\gh :i* fairies are se5 & ! lu/r\s connect+ l9es ar\nd all ?+s4 ,by e impulse ,i 0 ar\s+ imag9ation--x is all said 9 t4 ,9 do+ ?is1 0 ,i also mak+ a solit>y ( h]--lift+ h] ap>t f ! _m8 ,!re 0 no squirm+ out4 ,i 0 do+ exactly ?is2 & if ,i w5t on1 ! job w\ld be done m & m completely4 ,%e is n /range or diff]5t n[1 ,i said1 b see :at w happ54 ,%e w f9d x h>d] & h>d] to /ay4 ,%e w beg9 se>*+ = ^? :o lib]ate h]4 ,!y are h>d to f9d--n to be f\nd among ! _m4 ,books & nature & h] dreams--b ! _m w n foll[ h] to ^! s\rces4444 ,& yet e man & woman ,i "k :o are great to me1 h ent]$ ?is solitude 9 *ildhood4 ,!y 7 ,solit>ies--t seems ! m>k ( ! que/]s4444 ,:y1 y w\ld n h "o /ay ) ! _m--j to avoid ! lonel9ess & ! he>t-pull+ t leads u into ourselves4 ,ev]y?+ done 9 ! _w t is lov$ & rememb]$--e life liv$ ) beauty & productiv5ess to ! _m--has come f ! ,solit>ies4 ,que/1 t is ! greate/ ^w 9 ,engli%4 ,"o mu/ h imag9ation to set out on ! que/4444 ,9 reality we only se>* = our real selves--t :i* we ye>n t[>d is ! ar\s+ ( ! half-gods )94 ,:5 !y are fully awake1 we return to tell ! _m4 ,p]haps we d meet a m poignant suff]+--b t is an hon\r---- ,! tea*] 0 smil+ at me aga94 ,d y n see1 %e ask$1 t all t y d & say & tea* is = ^? :o h ! ess5tial imag9ation8 ,b *ildr5 h x1 ,i said4 #e ,,wild ,,geese ,i c\ld n /ay away entirely t w9t]4 ,aft] a week or t5 days ( h>d "w1 night-classes & furnace air--imag9ation w\ld "w to ! ext5t t a day by ! op5 fire 0 requir$4 ,x seem$ to me "s days t ,i want$ a c5tury ( sil5ce4444 ,!re 0 "o bright cold mid-,m>* day1 ! nor!rn %ore /ill froz5 a mile out4 ,i _h come =? f ! city to smell wood-smoke1 a spr+ symptom4 ,x 0 n[ sunset4 ,9 ! noble /illness1 :i* = _m mom5ts _h be5 brok5 only by ! sagg+ ( ! dead ice1 !re came n[ a great cackl+ ( geese1 s t ,i look$ up ! lane a qu>t] ( a mile to ! ne>e/ f>my>d1 wond]+ :o _h turn$ loose ! collie pups4 ,x hadn't occurr$ to me to look up2 & t1 :5 y come to ?9k ( x1 is "o ( ! trag$ies ( be+ city-br$4 ,pres5tly ,i _h to4 ,voices ( wild geese c>ry ) a/oni%+ =ce & accuracy4 ,a hundr$ y>ds ahead 0 ! long-neck$ g&]1 ) ! l9es ( a de/roy]1 8 w+s sweep+ m sl[ly because ( _! /r5g? & ge>1 yet he 0 mak+ ! pace4 ,!n came 8 second 9 comm&1 also alone1 & z f> back aga91 ! po9t ( ! ,v4 ,9 ?is case1 ! =mation 0 unev51 ! left oblique be+ twice z ext5d$ z ! "r4444 ,!y 7 all cackl+1 z ,i imag9$1 because ( ! op5 wat] ahead1 = geese ei!r honk or are sil5t 9 passage4 ,!y began to break j above1 ! =mation %att]+ piece by piece z !y swept on ) wild ard\r t[>d ! ice-op5+s4 ,com+ up f ! ?rall ( ! ?+1 ,i f\nd my hat 9 h&4 ,x w\ld %ake any "o4 ,inde$1 !re's a f9e ?rill 9 ! flight ( ducks--d>t+ dw>fs comp>$ to ^! /&>d-br$s1 ^: p9ions sweep b once to ! triple-beat ( ! tw9kl+ r$-heads & canvas-backs4 ,y c tell ! diff]5ce by ! tw9kle1 :5 ! di/ance ov] wat] confuses ! eye z to size4 ,mighty twelve-p\nd]s ) a five-foot spread ( w+1 _m ( ^!1 & ) m ?an a sugge/ion ( ! swan's my/ic gr&eur 9 pass+4 ,some:]e back ( memory1 mo/ ( u h /range relations ) ! wild ?+s4 ,some?+ deep] ?an ! beauty ( !m ?rills4 ,mom5ts ( music /ir ^! inw>d animations2 or /eam+ = ! fir/ "t into c]ta9 ori5tal h>b\rs4 ,sudd5ly we are e/rang$ f ! self1 z we "k x1 & are great] be+s4 ,i feel z new z a t\ri/ be=e ,niag>a or ,montmor5cy1 b z old z ,paul & ,silas 9 ! pres5ce ( ! ,*9ese ,wall4 ,! lips ( _m m51 /range save to common say+s1 are loos$ to murmur+s ( deepe/ ye>n+ be=e ! spectacle ( a full-rigg$ %ip2 & x matt]s n if1 )9 memory1 !y h ev] felt ! tug ( fill+ clo? 9 ! timb] und]foot1 or cross$ ev5 an inl& wat]way )\t /eam4 ,x 0 ?is t ! flight ( geese gave me--a ?rob f ! anci5t & p]5nial romance ( ! s\l4 ,_m a man goes gunn+ on ! same pr9ciple1 & ?9ks t ! urge is game4 ,x isn't s1 unless he is a m]e animat$ /oma*2 ! _m ?9k !y h come into _! own z !y g to sea1 ! vibration ( ! triple-screws s++ along ! keel4444 ,!y pass an iceb]g or a d]elict1 "s cont\r ( tropical %ore1 a fi%+ fleet1 or an old =e-&-aft]1 & ! /eam] is a /ifl+ mod]n metropolis aft] t--galley & /oke-hole its slums4 ,!n & !re1 !y v[ "s "t really to g to sea4 ,s+ ! song ( /eam--! romance ( /eel8 ,!re isn't any1 yet4 ,g5]ations h5ce1 :5 ! la/ turb9e comes puff+ into port1 tak+ its place l a d+y colli] 9 ! mid/ ( e!r-driv5 hydroplanes--"s y\? on ! wat]front1 p]haps1 w turn 8 back on ! cr[d1 & f 8 own toss+ emotions at sight ( ! old /eam]--emotions :i* defy m]e bra9 & scorn ! up/>t memory--w cat* ! coh]5t /ory ( x all1 & 8 expression w be ! song ( /eam4 ,= ! pangs & passions ( ! ,s\l c only become articulate at ! t\* ( "s anci5t rem9d]1 :i* erects a magnific5t di/ance ( p]spective1 & p]mits to flood 9 ! /illness ( t l>g] "t1 ^: crises are epo*al & ^: ye/]days are lives4 99 99 99 99 99 ,wait+ = ! suburban c> t night 9 ! little ,lake t[n1 ,i m5tion$ ! fly+ w$ge4 ,:y1 ^? are ,jack ,m9]'s geese1 rem>k$ a voice ( ! wait+-room4 ,i ignor$ a reply4 ,a local witticism pa/ d\bt--! cut-up ( ! place4 ,jack ,m9]1 z ,i saw x1 might own ,pelee ,isl&1 ,lake ,erie or ! ,di/rict ( ,columbia1 b no man's pron\n ( possession has any bus9ess relation to a flock ( wild geese1 ! same be+ ab\t ! wilde/ ?+s we h left4 ,i recall$ ! crippl$ goose :i* ! f>m]'s boy *as$ ar\nd a hay-/ack = ! bett] "p ( a ,june aft]noon1 & only saw once2 ! goose be+ deta9$ t p>ticul> once ) ! dog ( ! e/abli%m5t4 ,?is dog rang$ ! c\ntryside = _m ye>s !reaft]1 b c\ldn't be coax$ pa/ a load ( hay1 & 0 ev5 sceptical ( corn-%ocks4 ,i knew1 moreov]1 t ! geese are %ot at f ! ,gulf rice-m>%es to ! icy ,labradors2 t !y fly slightly high] s9ce ! common use ( smokeless in/ead ( black p[d]4 ,yet ! /rang] hadn't be5 humor\s4 ,any ( 8 fell[ t[nsm5 w\ld h made ! same rem>k4 ,9 fact1 ,i _h ! good =tune a few weeks aft]w>d to see sev]al hundr$ wild geese play+ & fe$+ on ,jack ,m9]'s f>m--)9 a hundr$ feet ( 8 door-/ep1 _m ( !m4 ,ye>s ago1 a w9t] came on to /ay be=e ! corn 0 all 9--a pat* ( corn on a remote backfield ( ,jack ,m9]'s f>m4 ,a small flock ( geese fly+ ,nor? 9 ,m>*1 knew z mu* ab\t ! loss z ,jack did4 ,a f>m-h& 0 fir/ to note _! call1 & got su* a case ( w&]lu/ :5 he obs]v$ ! geese t he kept on go+ )\t return to ! h\se4 ,he wrote1 h[ev]1 ?is significant news3 ,jack3 ,wild guse on y\r pleace4 ,leve corn on wood-lot4 ,he come back mabe4 ,/eve4 ,jack ,m9] did j t2 & ! next ye> he left ! corn a little ne>] ! h\se & s on4 ,mean:ile he made a law t y c\ldn't come onto 8 place ) a %otgun4 ,he c\ldn't /op ! t[nspeople f tak+ a %ot at ! small flocks z !y pass$ ov]1 f ! f>m fe$+ gr\nd to ! ,lake1 b ! geese didn't seem to expect t ( ,jack4 ,he says !y w\ld miss x1 if ! %oot+ /opp$1 & get /ale2 & !n x does a simil> lot = ! t[n 9 ! critical mon? ( ,april4 ,f9ally ,jack built a l>ge concrete pond on 8 h\se acres1 leav+ mu* corn on ! clean m>ges4 ,he has a /rong he>t to wait )4 ,! geese _h him :5 he fir/ c>ri$ =? ! corn1 b x 0 a ye> or two aft]w>d be=e a d>+ "y g&] & pair made a ha/y drop4 ,= once !re 0 no *orus ( ,i-told-y-s's1 f ! wis] heads cock$ /iff z cattails f ! l[ gr[? ( ! surr\nd+ fields4 ,t 0 ! second beg9n+4 ,! sy/em has be5 cumulative ev] s9ce1 & 9 some?+ l ?is ord]3 fifte51 =ty1 "o hundr$ & fifty1 f\r hundr$1 six hundr$--9 five ye>s4 ,! geese nev] l& all at once 9 ! artificial pond--"s wat*+ z f> back z f ! remote wood-lot1 o!rs 9 ! s\? fields across ! road4 ,jack ,m9] fe$s five bu%els ( corn a day & w\ld l to fe$ fifte54 ,a ri* man c af=d a few geese1 he rem>k$1 b x takes a poor man to fe$ six hundr$4 ,he ask$ ! ,canadian ,gov]nm5t = "o hundr$ doll>s ! ye> to help fe$ ! geese1 b ! =midable process entail$ to get x evid5tly dismay$ ,ottawa at ! outset1 = x didn't g ?r\gh4 ,an automobile magnate came ov] f ! ,/ates rec5tly4 ,! sub/ance ( 8 call didn't leak out4 ,9 any ev5t1 ,jack ,m9] is /ill manag+ 8 brick-kiln4 ,bird-fanci]s come n[adays 9 season f all ov] ! ,/ates & ,prov9ces1 & ,jack fe$s !m too4 ,meantime1 we ,lake folk :o come e>ly en\gh to ! ,%ore to see ! inspir+ flocks fly+ ov]l& to ! wat] 9 ! beg9n+s ( dusk1 & he> !m out on ! ,lake :]e !y moor at night1 a b$time music t makes = /range dream+--we "k well :at k9d ( a gift to ! community ,jack ,m9] is2 & we are almo/ z sorry z he1 :5 ! ke51 h>dy ,norse blood ( ! birds calls !m =? f ! ,may balm4 ,( c\rse1 ,jack is an individual4 ,he has "t to plant roses z well z corn4 ,at lun*eon to-day1 !re 0 an armful ( r$ roses on ! table f ,jack ,m9]'s4 ,he _h s5t !m ?ree miles 9 hay "t1 & didn't "k t ,i _h sp5t ! morn+ 9 writ+ ab\t 8 geese4 ,he has "t to tempt ?\s&s ( small] birds to 8 acreage4 ,x's "o see?+ bird-song !re4 ,besides1 he makes a f9e brick4 ,y'd expect him to be a workman4444 ,b ! wild geese are a "p ( 8 s\l4 ,i've wat*$ !m = a good _m ye>s n[1 he told me4 ,i've se5 !m tackle a man1 a bull1 a team1 & /& aga9/ ! swoop ( an eagle4 ,two g&]s may be h>d z swordsm5 at ea* o!r1 :5 !y're draw+ (f _! flocks1 b !y'll /& back to back aga9/ any outsid]4 ,yes1 ,i've wat*$ !m a long "t1 & ,i've nev] yet se5 !m d any?+ a man w\ld be a%am$ (4 ,:y1 ,i'd l to see ! wild goose on ! back ( ! ,canadian flag6 ,i wond]$ if ,canada 7 wor?y1 b didn't say s4 ,x is r too f9e an ev5t to g (t5 to ,jack ,m9]'s4 ,! deep] impressions are ^? :i* c\nt1 & su* are spontane\s4 ,!y d n come at call4 ,"o feels z if break+ into "o ( ! natural my/]ies--at fir/ glimpse ( ! huge geese s ne> at h&--a spectacle ( beauty & spe$ n to be =gott54 ,!y are built long & clean4 ,unlike ! l>g] fli]s z a :ole1 !y ne$ little or no run to rise2 x is en\gh to say t !y rise f ! wat]4 ,y c calculate f t ! m>vell\s /r5g? ( p9ion4 ,& !y are cont95tal w+-rang]s t "k ! little roads ( m51 z !y "k ! great lakes & wat]ways & m\nta9 *a9s--,jack ,m9]'s door-y>d & ,hudson's ,bay4 ,i'd give a lot to see "o "r close1 ,jack1 said ,i4 ,y don't h to4 ,come on4 ,he took me to a little enclosure :]e a "o-w+$ g&] 0 held4 ,he came home to me ) a w+ brok5 "o ,sunday1 said ,jack4 ,x 0 heavy go+1 b he manag$ to get "h4 ,i ?\ght at fir/ we'd h "s goose1 b we didn't4 ,! fact is1 ,i 0 sort ( pr\d t he came home 9 8 tr\ble4 ,i took ! w+ (f1 z y see4 ,he's do+ f9e1 b he tri$ to dr9k himself to dea?1 z !y all d4 ,t appe>s to be ! way !y fix a brok5 w+4 ,x may be ! fev] or ! pa92 anyway1 !y'll dr9k until !y die4 ,i kept ?is fell[ dry1 until he heal$4 ,! spl5did game/] /ret*$ out 8 black head & hiss$ at me--some?+ liquid & v5om\s 9 ! s\nd--! long black beak z f9e & poli%$ z a case = a girl's p5knife4 ,he 0 game to ! core & wild z ev]4444 ,jack hadn't let him die--p]haps he felt out ( ! law because ( t4 ,i'll g & d my *ores1 ,jack ,m9] said4 ,y c /ay & ?9k x out4 ,i knew f t h[ well he und]/ood ! same big ?+ out ( ! pa/ :i* ! wild bird meant to me4 ,he _h ! excell5t delicacy :i* comes f exp]i5ce1 to leave me !re alone4 ,an hy/]ical gabble broke ! contemplation4 ,waddl+ up f beh9d 0 a tame goose4 ,! %ock+ ?+ 0 too fat & sl[ to keep itself clean--its head snubb$1 its voice crazily pit*$1 its w+s gone back to a rudim5t1 its huge food-app>atus sagg+ to ! gr\nd1 /ra9+ to lay itself aga9/ ! e>?1 l a billi>d-ball 9 a /ock+ full ( fea!rs4 ,& be=e me 0 ! ,magnific5t1 "o t _h made 8 cont95tal flights1 fa/+ = !m1 z sa9ts fa/ 9 aspiration--lean & long1 p[]ful & f9e 9 bra9 & beak & w+--an admirable adv]s>y1 an antagoni/ wor?y ( eagles1 ready = dea? r ?an = captivity4444 ,all t ,gibbon ev] wrote /ood betwe5 ?is game bird & its obsc5e relative dragg+ its liv] ab\t a b>ny>d--! rise & fall ( ! ,roman1 & e o!r human & natural1 empire--! rise by toil & p5ury & aspiration1 & ! fall to e>? aga9 9 ! mock+ ru9s ( pl5ty4444 ,good ,jack ,m9] express$ ! same1 b 9 8 own way1 :5 he came back f ! *ores4 #f ,,workman%ip ,z relat$1 ,i _h se5 ! ,lake-front prop]ty fir/ 9 ,augu/4 ,! holl[s 7 idealis$ into sunk5 g>d5s1 :ile ! mason 0 build+ ! /one /udy4 ,we return$ 9 ,april--& ! bluff 0 l a /r+ ( lakes4 ,! g>d5 9 ! re> _h be5 pl\gh$ wrong4 ,r[s ( asp>agus 7 lanes ( /ill wat]1 ! roots cut (f f _! supply ( air4 ,moreov]1 ! frogs comm5t$ 9 conc]t ^u our com+s & go+s4444 ,i set ab\t ! salvage alone1 & z ,i work$ ?\ghts came4 ,d y "k ! suction ( clay--! weight ( adh]+ clay to a %ovel8 ,y c lift a /one & drop x1 b ! sub/ance goes out ( a city man's n]ve :5 he lifts a %ovel ( clay & f9ds x unit$ 9 a /ubborn bond ) ! implem5t4 ,i w5t back to ! typewrit]1 & tri$ to keep up ) ! gang ( dit*]s :o came & til$ ! entire piece4 ,x 0 l heal+ ! sick to see ! wat] g (f1 b a bad day = ! frogs 9 ! ponds :]e ! bricks _h be5 made4 ,y'll be surpris$ at ! *ange 9 ! l& :i* ?is til+ w make 9 "o season1 ! boss told me4 ,x w turn ov] next corn-plant+ "t l a heap ( a%es4 ,t's ! g5]al rem>k4 ,good l& turns ov] l a heap ( a%es4 ,i w\ld h>dly d>e to tell h[ ,i enjoy$ work+ 9 t sil5t cave ( r$ firelight4 ,matt]s ( craftsman%ip 7 cont9ually 9 my ?\ghts--especially ! ne$ 9 e human he>t ( produc+ some?+4 ,be=e ! ze/ is utt]ly dra9$ by popul> d9 f t ^w effici5cy1 be rem9d$ t ! good old ^w orig9ally _h to d ) workman%ip & n ) doll>-pil+4444 ,! _w is cr[d$ ) bad workm54 ,mu* ( its mis]y & cruelty is ! result ( bad workman%ip1 :i* 9 its turn results f ! lack ( imag9ation4 ,a man builds 8 "* 9 8 "w2 ?r\gh "* alone is ! /am9a furni%$ to )/& ) dignity ! heavy pressures ( life4 444 ,i arrang$ ) a neighb\r to d "s "w = me4 ,9 fact he ask$ = ! "w1 & promis$ to come ! next ,tuesday4 ,he did n appe>4 ,t[>d ! end ( ! week foll[+ ,i pass$ him 9 ! lane t leads d[n to ! ,lake--a tall1 tir$ man1 sitt+ beside a huge /one1 8 back aga9/ a ,lomb>d popl>1 a %otgun across 8 knees4 ,i ?\ght ,i'd wait "h1 & see if ,i c\ldn't hit "o ( !m geese1 he expla9$1 z ,i came up4 ,x seem$ ,i _h nev] se5 su* a tir$ face4 ,8 eyes 7 burn+ l ! eyes ( a s5try1 long unreliev$1 at ! outpo/ ( a city4444 ,! geese ride at moor+ out 9 ! ,lake at night4 ,i h fall5 asleep li/5+ to _! talk f> out 9 ! d>k4 ,b ,i h nev] se5 !m fly ov]l& be=e sunset1 :i* 0 two h\rs away at ! "t ,i pass$ up ! lane4 ,i d n "k h[ long ,monte _h be5 sitt+ !re4 ,n[ except = ! triviality ( ! promise1 ,i _h no objection to 8 n work+ = me1 & no objection to 8 fe$+ 8 family1 ?us fir/-h&$1 ?\gh v little brea/ ( ! game wild goose comes to ! bo>d ( su* z he4444 ,i 0 on ! way to ! =ge ( a workman4 ,i want$ a knock] = an oak5 door2 & ,i want$ x j s4 ,moreov]1 ,i knew ! man :o w\ld make x = me4 ,at ! head ( ! lane1 /ill on ! way1 ,i met a f>m]1 :o _h n miss$ ! figure propp$ betwe5 ! /one & ! popl> tree4 ,he said t ! la/ "t ,monte _h borr[$ 8 gun1 he _h br\ght x back f\l$4 ,t 0 all he said4 ,i pass$ ,monte's h\se1 :i* is ! %ock+ depression ( a prosp]\s community4 ,!re 7 _m *ildr5--a /ill$ & />+ lot4 ,!y sat 9 du/ ^u ! gr\nd4 ,!y 7 n wait+ = goose4 ,_! fa!r _h nev] inspir$ !m ) expectancy ( any sort2 _! "m w\ld h spoil$ a goose1 _h x be5 br\ght by a neighb\r4 ,%e came to ! door z ,i pass$1 spill$ kit*5 refuse ov] ! edge ( ! door-/one1 & vani%$4 ,! *ildr5 seem$ wait+ = dea?4 ,! virtue ( fa!rhood is n to be measur$ num]ically4444 ,april 0 ne>ly ov]1 b ! unsightly heaps t ! sn[s _h cov]$ 7 n yet cle>$ away4 ,hump$1 !y 71 among ! *ildr54 ,?is is a _w-old picture--"o t ne$ n be f9i%$4 ,monte 0 n a good %ot1 n a good workman1 n a good fa!r--a burd5 & bad od\r ev]y:]e1 a ta9t] ( ! t[n & ! blood ( ! human race4 ,t1 :i* 0 ga!r$ ab\t him 0 z pitifully br$ z re>$4 ,monte's "o value lay 9 8 horrible exempl>%ip4 ,he 0 a complete slum microcosm1 )\t :i* no civilisation has yet arriv$4 ,monte has giv5 me m to ?9k ab\t ?an any ( ! happi] p4 ,9 8 own mute way1 he rem9ds ea* man ( ! dep?s1 furni%es ! l[ m>k ( ! human sweep1 & keeps u f =gett+ ! _w z x is1 ! myriads ( bad workm5 ( :i* ! lean+ cities are made4 ,sitt+ !re by ! rock1 lett+ ! h\rs g by--& 9 8 own weak he>t1 my neighb\r knew t he w\ldn't hit "o ( !m geese4 ,all 8 life he _h fail$4 ,nature _h long s9ce ceas$ try+ to tempt him into real production4 ,ev5 8 s]ies ( natural accid5ts 0 d\btless exhau/$4 ,t is ! pace t kills--t sitt+4 ,i w5t on to ! =ge ( ! workman4 ,we talk$ toge!r4 ,i sat by :ile he made ! ?+ ,i want$1 :i* 0 n an ornam5t simply4 ,he w always be id5tifi$ !re 9 ! oak1 an excell5t influ5ce2 j z ,i ?9k ( him :5 ,i save ! wood 9 ! op5 fireplace1 because ( ! p]fect damp] he made = ! /one *imney4 ,monte 0 /ill !re :5 ,i w5t back4 ,! problem ( him return$ to m9d aft] ! fre%5+ ( ! =ge4 ,he belongs to u z a p1 & we h n done well by him4 ,we did n help him to f9d 8 "w4 ,we did n consid] 8 sl[ness1 nor ! we>9ess ( 8 fle%1 ! sickness he came )1 nor ! impov]i%m5t ( 8 l9e4 ,we are n f9d+ _! "w = 8 *ildr54 ,we h s5t !m home f s*ool because !y 7 n clean4 ,we compla9 t !y wa/e :at we give !m2 t !y are h>d] on ! %oes we furni%1 ?an are our own *ildr54 ,we d n inquire ) wisdom into _! life1 to le>n on :i* side ( ! human m]idian !y /&--:e!r _! disease is decad5ce & s5ility ( spiritual life1 or :e!r _! sp9es are b fre%ly lift$ f ! animal levels4 ,z a purely physical aggregate--if our civilisation be t--our bus9ess is quickly to ext]m9ate ,monte & 8 :ole bre$4 ,he emb>rasses u1 z sleek] individuals ( ! h]d & hive4 ,he is tol]at$ to ! diseases ) :i* he infects u1 because we h weak5$ our resi/ance ) cleanl9ess4 ,b by ! au?ority ( our bett] und]/&+1 by our sacr$ writ+s & ! intuitions ( our s\ls1 we are m5 & no long] an animal aggregate4 ,z m51 our bus9ess is to lift ,monte f 8 l[ly condition1 & hold him !re2 to make him & 8 *ildr5 well fir/1 & !n to make workm5 ( !m4 ,!re are workm5 9 ! _w = ?is v task ( lift+ ,monte & 8 brood4 ,we d n use !m1 because ! national in/9ct ( ,fa!rhood is n yet pr(\ndly develop$4 ,we are n yet bro!rs4 99 99 99 99 99 ,9 ! rec5t w9t] mon?s 9 ! city x came to me t ,i _h c]ta9 ?+s to tell a gr\p ( "y m54 ,! class 0 arrang$4 ,9 ! beg9n+ ,i w>n$ !m n to expect lit]>y matt]s2 t ,i meant to (f] no plan to rea* ! %ort-/ory m>kets 7a game always r deep = me72 t ! ?+s :i* ,i want$ to tell 7 ^? :i* _h help$ me t[>d be+ a man1 n an arti/4 ,fifte5 "y m5 7 ga!r$--all /rang]s to me4 ,:5 we 7 really acqua9t$1 weeks aft]w>d1 ,i discov]$ t sev5 ( ! fifte5 _h be5 writ+ = mon?s or ye>s--t !re 0 c]ta9 /uff 9 ! sev5 t w\ld write or die4 ,!y _h n come = :at ,i meant to give4 ,z a :ole !y 7 indiff]5t at fir/ to my idea ( ! inn] life4 ,!y _h come = ! glean+s ,i w\ld drop1 because ,i c\ld n help x1 hav+ sp5t tw5ty ye>s le>n+ h[ to le>n to write4 ,! "n t _h call$ !m f ! diff]5t p>ts ( ! city 0 id5tifi$ = good or bad 9 _! m9ds ) ! "w !y meant to d4 ,& :at ,i did = !m 0 done z a workman--t 0 my au?ority--a workman1 a little old]1 a little f>!r along 9 ! craft t call$4 ,& to e workman !re are eag] appr5tices1 :o hung] to "k1 n 8 way1 b ! way4 ,e workman :o does ! be/ he c1 has a /ore ( value = ! y\ng] ones1 :o are drawn1 !y "k n :y1 to ! production he repres5ts4 ,moreov]1 ! workman w\ld le>n m ?an he c\ld give1 b he is n call$4 ,he seldom (f]s himself1 because ! laugh ( ! _w has already maim$ him deeply4444 ,i _h told !m au/]ely :at ,i w\ld d = !m1 & :at ,i w\ld n d2 b ,i did m & m :at !y really ask$1 = !re9 & n else:]e ,i _h a c]ta9 au?ority4 ,m & m accurately ,i le>n$ to furni% :at !y came =4 ,all my "w 9 ! /udy alone 0 to d j t = a l>g] class1 & 9 ?is ef=t ,i /umbl$ ^u ! v he>t ( ! fa!rhood ideal & ! educational ideal--= !y are "o & ! same4 ,a man is at 8 be/ 9 ^? p]iods 9 :i* self-int]e/ is lo/ to him4 ,! "w 9 :i* a man c lose ! s5se ( self = ! mo/ h\rs ea* day--t is 8 especial task4 ,:5 ! workman gives =? ! be/ t is 9 him1 n feel+ 8 body1 above all its passions & petty devices = rul+ him1 conc5trat$ ^u ! task1 a pure in/rum5t ( 8 task & op5 to all inspiration reg>d+ x--t man is safe & sup]b4 ,!re is some?+ holy 9 ! crafts & arts4 ,x is n an accid5t t a pa9t+ lives ?ree hundr$ ye>s4 ,we are n p]mitt$ to =get ! great pott]s1 ! great metalli/s1 ! rug & tape/ry mak]s4 ,!y put !mselves 9 _! tasks1 & we are v long 9 com+ to ! end ( _! f95ess4 ,!y produc$4 ,!y made _! dreams come true 9 matt]2 & t is exactly :at our immortal selves are giv5 fle% to p]=m4 ,ea* workman f9ds 9 8 own way ! secret ( ! =ce he repres5ts4 ,he is an illum9at$ s\l 9 ?is discov]y4 ,x comes only to a man :5 he is giv+ =?1 :5 he is 9 love1 hav+ lo/ ! love ( self4 ,giv+ =? purely ! be/ ( self1 z ! great workm5 d1 a man is on ! highway to ! div9e vocation :i* is ! love & s]vice ( humanity4 444 ,!y beg9 to call him tw5ty m9utes be=e d9n] is ready4 ,he is caught 9 ! dream ( ! ?+ & has little "t to b>ga9 = x4 ,he feels = 8 glasses1 :5 y call him =?2 he sweats2 he li/5s to ! =ge t calls him4 ,! unf9i%$ ?+ is n only on 8 b5*1 b 9 8 m9d--9 its weakness1 half-born & unc\?4444 ,talk to my daught]4 ,%e kn[s ab\t ^! ?+s1 he says4 ,i mu/ g4444 ,yes1 x is a f9e day4 ,x is ra9+ l z n4444 ,& because ! _w has laugh$ at him s long1 he has =gott5 h[ to tell 8 /ory by ! "t he has p]fect$ 8 task4 ,! _w laughs at its bett]s ) ! same facility t x laughs at ! half-m54 ,our national & municipal fa!rs %\ld tea* u fir/ t ! man :o has f\nd 8 "w is "o ( ! k+s ( ! e>?4 ,*ildr5 %\ld be taught to "k a workman any:]e4 ,all excell5ce 9 human affairs %\ld be judg$ by ! workman%ip & n by ! pr(its4 ,we are neighb\rhoods 9 "n only4 ,h[ (t5 has our scorn = "s /range little man *ang$ to excit$ appreciation1 :5 ! _w came at la/ to 8 %op ) its sanctions ( money & noisy affairs4 ,he is n]v\s & ill at ease4 ,8 _w has ceas$ to laugh4 ,he wond]s at t2 asks himself if ?is praise & %[ is n a new k9d ( laught]1 = he _c =get ! gr9d+ & ! r5d+ ( ! e>ly ye>s--:5 !re 7 days 9 :i* he d\bt$ ev5 8 "w4 ,p]haps 8 has be5 a divid$ h\se all ^! ye>s2 x may be t he has lo/ ev5 ,h] = 8 "w4 ,! _w has left him ri*]1 b he is n *ang$1 & back to ! %op aga94 ,a man's "w lives ) him to ! end--& beyond--t is ! et]nal reason ( its importance4444 ,all qu&>ies cease2 all d\bts s9k into ! sil5ce2 ! task assumes once m2 8 real life is awake2 ! he>t ( reality ?robs = him1 adju/+ ! workman to an id5tity :i* _c gr[ old4 ,he may n "k ?is miracle ( f9e workman%ip4 ,?is t has come to him f ! ye>s ( tru?1 may n be a possible expression f 8 lips1 b he kn[s 9 8 he>t "o ( ! highe/ tru?s ( "h bel[3 ,t no?+ :i* ! _w c give is paym5t = f9e workman%ip2 t ! _w is nev] s vulg> z :5 x ?9ks x c pay 9 money = a life's task4 ,! workman c only be paid 9 k9d4 ,x is n ! product t m5 use t holds ! immortal result4 ,!y may come to 8 %op fifty ye>s aft] he has left x2 !y may cross seas & cont95ts to rea* ?is %op1 say+3 ,?is is :]e he did x4 ,8 b5* 0 j !re--8 h\se ov] yond]4 ,"h is :]e he /ood1 & !re he hung 8 coat4 ,b ^! are only ref9em5ts ( irony4444 ,!y may say1 ,?is is 8 gr&son4 ,b t w only h&icap or ru9 ! *ild1 if he f9d n 8 "w4 ,a ?\s& less] workm5 may improve 8 product1 light5 x1 accel]ate its pot5cy1 adapt x to freight rates--b t is no conc]n ( ! dream4 ,! paym5t ( x all1 ! glory ( x all1 is t ! real workman f9ds himself4 ,8 s\l has awak5$4 ,9 ! trance ( 8 task1 he has lo/ ! love ( self :i* ! _w kn[s1 & f\nd ! bless$ness ( ! s\rce ( 8 be+4 ,he does n ne$ to /ate x philosophically1 = he liv$ x4 ,he f\nd ! secret ( bless$ness1 if n ( happ9ess4 ,at 8 b5*1 he integrat$ ! life t la/s4 ,he c\ld h told y 9 ! e>ly ye>s1 if ! _w _h n laugh$4 ,he w\ld h le>n$ himself m swiftly1 _h he be5 enc\rag$ to tell1 z he toil$--if ! _w _h n %am$ away ! few :o 7 drawn to 8 b5*4 ,b alone1 he got x all at la/--! passion & p[] ( ! spiritual workman :i* su/a9s him n[1 ?\gh 8 body has la9 "u ! hill = fifty ye>s4 ,8 %op is ! place ( a great] transaction ?an 8 task4 ,! bread? & ess5ce ( x t l+]s makes x a sacr$ place to ! few :o w\ld take (f _! %oes to ent]--7 x n = ! misund]/&+ ( ! _w4 ,out ( ! artificial he became natural2 out ( ! workman1 he em]g$ a man1 a liv+ s\l4 ,i w\ld support e plan or dream ( education1 & none o!r1 t seeks to f9d = ! y\? 8 life "w4 ,i w\ld call ^u e workman p]sonally to help2 & urge = e community1 ! goodness ( its products & n ! ri*ness ( its m>kets4 ,i w\ld put ! _w's premium ^u f9e workman%ip ( ! h& or bra9 or _s2 & a /iff pressure ^u ! multiplication ( ^! products by me*anical means1 = we h too _m common ?+s1 & s few f9e ?+s4 ,i w\ld inculcate 9 ! educational ideal1 fir/ ( all1 t 9 e man !re is a dream1 j z !re is a s\l1 & t to express ! dream ( ! s\l 9 matt] is ! p]fect individual p]=mance4 ,i w\ld impress ^u ! y\? t 9 all arts & crafts1 ! dream fades & ! _s ( ! product dies away1 :5 _m are made 9 ! orig9al lik5ess4 ,nature does n make duplicates2 h] creative hallm>k is ^u e leaf & bee2 ^u e cliff & cl\d & />4 ,i w\ld n end[ ! "y workman :ile he is le>n+ 8 trade or art2 b ,i w\ld h ! ,/ate int5sely wat*ful ( him1 & impassion$ ) p>5tal conviction t h] greatness is insep>able ) 8 possibilities ( a*ievem5t4 ,i w\ld n make 8 ways %ort1 b despise & cru% all evid5ces ( facility4 ,i w\ld keep him pla9 & lean & fit1 & make him e>n 8 peace4 ,all f9e "w comes f ! cultivation ( ! self1 n f cultivat$ environm5t4444 ,i dream$ = tw5ty ye>s ( a sil5t room & an op5 wood fire4 ,i %all nev] cease to wond] at ! m>vel ( x1 n[ t x has come4 ,x is s to-night alone 9 ! /illness4 ,! ye>s ( /ruggle to produce 9 ! mid/ ( d9 & di/raction1 :ile !y wore z mu* z ! "w itself1 7 helpful to br+ ! conc5tration :i* e dec5t task dem&s2 & 9 ! ?rill ( :i* a man gr[s 9 reality1 & n o!rwise4 #g ,,! ,,little ,,girl ,x 0 det]m9$ t ! *ildr5 %\ld try ! c\ntry-t[n s*ool t ,spr+ f ,april to ,june4 ,?is s*ool 0 said to be ( exceptional quality1 & ,i talk$ ) ! ma/]1 a good man4 ,9 fact1 !re 0 none b ! g5]al causes = criticism 9 ?is e/abli%m5t--! same ?+s ,i f\nd amiss 9 city s*ools4 ,! *ildr5 accept$ ! situation ) a philosophy ( ob$i5ce :i* %\ld h taught ! race _m ?+s x does n yet "k4 ,! j\rney 0 consid]able = !m twice daily 9 w>m+ wea!r2 & f little ?+s ,i he>d f "t to "t1 words dropp$ ) no idea ( rebellion1 ,i 0 rem9d$ ( ! d>k drama ( my own ,education1 writt5 explicitly en\gh else:]e & :i* ,i am glad to =get4 ,! s*ools ( to-day are bett]1 no d\bt ab\t t1 b ! improvem5t is mu* 9 ! way ( facility & conv5i5ce2 ! sy/ems are n /ructurally *ang$--facility & conv5i5ce1 spe$ ( transit1 m5tal %ort-cuts1 ! sci5ce ( mak+ ?+s n m pla91 b m obvi\s1 ! sci5ce ( cov]+ gr\nd4444 ,i read a book rec5tly writt5 by a woman :o mo!r$ an intellectual *ild ( cormorant appetite4 ,t *ild le>n$ ev]y?+ 9 sight f fairies to grease-traps4 ,:at 0 difficult to manage 9 t mass ( :ipcord m5tal fibre1 0 put into v]se & sung4 ,! book told h[ ! *ild 0 n\ri%$ on all ?+s t only speciali/s among m5 c>$ to litt] _! m9ds )4 ,!n !re 0 a supplem5t ( additional assimilations1 & h[ to get !m 94 ,) all ?is1 ! *ild _h be5 taught to dance2 & !re 0 a gre$ ( le>n+ ab\t x 7! book be+ design$ to %[ ! way to o!rs7 t /ruck me z av>ice ( ! mo/ viol5t & p]v]se =m2 ! av>ice ( m5 = money & b>onial hold+s be+ innoc5t comp>$1 z s9s ( ! fle% are innoc5t comp>$ to ! s9s ( m9d4 ,?is book & ! tragic *ild =m to my idea "o ( ! f9al eruptions ( ! anci5t & ! obsc5e4 ,! ^w education z appli$ 9 ?is woman's book1 & ?r\gh ! long pa/ ( ! race1 repres5ts a diagram ( action ) ?ree items3 ,"o1 ! tea*]2 #b1 ! book2 #c1 ! *ild4 ,tea*] extract+ fact f book & ins]t+ same 9 *ild's bra9 equals education4 ,i suff]$ t5 ye>s ( ?is1 ent]+ ag$ six1 & leav+ ! passage ag$ sixte51 a cruel "y mon/] fill$ ) rebellion & immorality1 n educat$ at all1 b full ( ! s5se ( vague failures1 hav+ 9 common ) ^? ( my ye>s1 all ! levels ( pu]ile und]/&+1 /ung ) patronage & competitive /rife1 design$ to smo!r t :i* 0 real 9 ! he>t4 ,v securely ! prison-h\se _h clos$ ^u me1 b please be v sure t ,i am n blam+ tea*]s4 ,_m ( !m met life z x appe>$1 & made ! be/ ( conditions4 ,!re 7 true tea*]s among !m1 wom5 especially :o w\ld h asc5d$ to g5ius 9 _! call+1 _h !y be5 born free & 9 a bright] age4 ,!y 7 call$ ^u1 z n[1 to dissipate _! values 9 l>ge classes ( *ildr51 hav+ "t to see none cle>ly1 & ! p[]s above dealt !m out ! loaf t 0 to be cut4 ,! good tea*] 9 my day 0 ! "o :o cut ! loaf ev5ly--to e "o 8 equal "p4 ,! fir/ crime 0 favoritism4444 ,i sat "h rec5tly ) a little class ( six "y p rang+ 9 age f elev5 to tw5ty4 ,side by side 7 a girl ( sev5te5 & a boy ( f\rte51 :o requir$ f me h&l+ ( a nature diametrically opposite4 ,! approa*es to _! he>ts 7 on opposite sides ( ! m\nta94 ,yet !y _h be5 com+ = ?ree mon?s be=e ,i acutely s5s$ ?is4 ,! girl _h done v well 9 s*ool4 ,%e 0 kn[n to be bright2 & yet1 ,i f\nd h] all caught 9 rigidities ( ! bra91 tightly corset$ 9 m5tal =ms ( ! accept$ ord]4 ,h] production 0 pa9fully design$ to meet ! requirem5ts ( h] "t & place2 ! true production ( h] nature 0 n only incapable ( f9d+ expression1 b x 0 n ev5 9 a /ate ( heal?ful quiesc5ce4 ,x 0 p5t1 x 0 dy+ ( conf9em5t1 x 0 brea?+ ) only a ti! ( its tissue4 ,! wond]ful ?+ ab\t y\? is t x answ]s4 ,! boy next _h n done well 9 s*ool4 ,! ^w dream] 0 designat$ to ! v ?\ght ( him4 ,yet ?is boy _h aw$ me--! mute might ( him4 ,"o day ,i talk$ = fifte5 m9utes & abruptly told him to br+ 9 ! next day1 writt51 :at _h /ruck him1 if any?+1 9 :at ,i _h said4 ,he br\ght me 9 two ?\s& words ( almo/ ph5om5al reproduction--& yet he _h li/5$ sleepily4 ,( c\rse1 ,i did n c>e to develop 8 reportorial in/9ct aft] ?is display4 ,my "w 0 to develop 8 bra9 to express ! spl5did inn] voltage ( ! boy1 j z c]ta9ly z ,i _h f\nd x necess>y to repress ! bra9 & endeav\r to free ! _s ( ! girl4 ,i w come to ?is individual /udy aga94 ,x is my po9t "h m]ely to %[ h[ helpless ev5 great vision mu/ be to ! ne$s ( ! individual1 9 classes ( y\?s & *ildr5 rang+ z !y d 9 cr[d$ s*ools4 ,i _h be5 "o :o ?\ght my own "w mo/ important--to ! exclusion ev5 ( ! rights ( o!rs4 ,= in/ance :5 ! ,old ,man 7z he is affectionately designat$7 w5t to ! ,/udy1 he 0 n to be di/urb$4 ,all matt]s ( dome/ic ord] or o!rwise mu/ be c>ri$ on )\t him 9 ^! possess$ & initial$ h\rs4 ,aft] d9n] ! ,old ,man _h to read & re/2 lat] 9 ! aft]noon1 !re 0 ! ,ride & ! ,g>d51 & 9 ! ev5+1 lett]s & possibly m production4 ,at meal-"t he 0 available1 b frequ5tly 9 ! t5sion ( food & ?+s to d4444 ,z ,i see x n[1 !re 0 a t5sion ev]y:]e--t5sion :]ev] ! ,old ,man appe>$1 /ra9+ & tortur+ 8 own tasks1 _h he only kn[n x4 ,! little girl d>$ to tread :]e ! old] ones _h be5 s well-taught to hold back4 ,"o ( ! fir/ vacation morn+s %e jo9$ him on ! pa? to ! ,/udy & lur$ him d[n to ! bea*4 ,x 0 ! "t ( day = ! fir/ smoke1 ! smoke ( all4 ,n[ ! ,old ,man 0 accu/om$ to ent] ! ,/udy1 sweep ! he>? ) 8 own h&s1 reg>d ! b[ ( %ore-l9e f ! ,ea/ w9d[--! ,o!r ,%ore--= a mom5t2 scrut9ise ! copy ( ! day or night be=e1 = ! cont9uity ( ! pres5t day1 light ! pipe & await ! impulse ( production4 ,_m ye>s ( "w _h orda9$ ?is ord]2 _m h>d lessons result+ f break+ ! po9t ( ! day's "w be=e sitt+ d[n to x2 _m days t _h be5 spoil$ by a bite too mu* breakfa/1 or by a di/raction at ! critical mom5t4 ,h[ev]1 ! ,old ,man 0 d[n on ! bea* ) a little girl ( t5 :o want$ to talk4 ,%e want$ to "k ab\t ! %ells & waves1 :at ridg$ ! s&1 & :at ! deep "p ( ! ,lake 0 pav$ )4 ,! answ]s 7 judici\s4 ,pres5tly he 0 talk+ ab\t ?+s ne>] ! front ( m9d1 ab\t ! moon & tides1 ! tides ( ! sea1 9 ?is ,lake1 9 teacups1 9 ! ve9s ( plants & human blood--! backw>d & =w>d movem5t ( ev]y?+1 ! ebb & fl[ ev]y:]e--9 %ort1 ! ,old ,man 0 discuss+ ! v bigge/ morsel ( all life--vibration4 ,he arose & />t$ up ! bank4 ,don't g yet1 ! little girl call$4 ,wait1 said he4 ,i'm com+ back4 ,i want to get my pipe4 ,!re 0 a mi/ 9 ! morn+1 & ! big /one :]e %e sat 0 /ill cool f ! night be=e4 ,! ,s\? ,w9d :i* has a sweetness ( its own 0 j ruffl+ ! ,lake2 !re _h be5 ra91 & x 0 ,summ]4 ,! smell ( ! l& 0 !re--! p]fume ( ! ,old ,"m h]self :i* is ! p]fume ( ! tea-rose--! bl5d ( all t spr+s into be+4 ,sometimes y cat* h] z %e is1 ! ,old ,man said4 ,n[ to-day %e smells l a tea-rose4 ,i don't mean ! smell ( any p>ticul> plant1 b ! brea? ( all--z if old ,"m ,nature 7 to pass1 & y w9d$ ! beauty ( h] g>m5ts4 ,at night1 sometimes %e smells l mignonette--n l mignonette :5 y hold x close to y\r face1 b :5 ! w9d br+s x4 ,he f\nd ?is v int]e/+ to himself1 because he _h n ?\ght ab\t x j s4 ,he f\nd also t a man is dep5d5t = ! quality ( 8 product ^u ! nature ( 8 li/5]1 j z mu* z ! se$ is dep5d5t ^u ! soil4 ,x is true a man c g on produc+ = ye>s 9 ! quiet )\t talk+ to any "o1 b he d\bles on 8 faults1 & loses m & m ! wide fre$om ( 8 passages4 ,"h 0 a wr9kl$ =ehead to w>n "o t ! expression wasn't com+ cle>ly1 or :5 ! t5sion return$4 ,! ,o!r ,%ore 0 fa9tly glorifi$ 9 h] morn+ veil4 ,we'll g back to ! ,/udy & write "s ( ^! ?+s we've se5 & talk$ ab\t1 ! ,old ,man said at l5g?4 ,y see !y're n y\rs until y express !m4 ,& ! ?+s y express1 z ,i express$ !m1 are n y\rs ei!r4 ,:at y want to express is ! ?+s y get f all ?is4 ,! value ( t is t no "o else c d x4 ,%e w5t will+ly1 sat 9 a corn] ( ! ,/udy4 ,! ,old ,man =got h] 9 a mom5t4 ,t 0 ! real beg9n+4 ,pres5tly %e came e morn+4444 ,i 7to return to fir/ p]son aga97 _h be5 l$ to believe t any outside influ5ce 9 a man's ,/udy is a di/raction2 n alone ! necess>y noise & movem5t ( ! o!r1 b ! c\nt] sy/em ( ?9k+4 ,i p]ceiv$ little diff]5ce1 h[ev]4 ,i _h no few] good morn+s ?an =m]ly2 & yet1 any heavy or critical attitudes ( m9d w\ld h be5 a /eady & intol]able burd54 ,9 fact1 ,i believe t !re 0 a lift 9 h] happ9ess & naturalness4 ,x came to me s (t5 t %e belong$ !re4 ,%e rema9$ h]self absolutely4 ,%e _h nev] be5 patronis$4 ,rec5tly ) six "y p 9 ! ,/udy1 ,i sudd5ly ?\ght ( ! relation ( tea*] to /ud5t 9 a f9] light4 ,i 0 impell$ to say to !m3 ,i d n reg>d y f any height4 ,y are n to ?9k ( y\rselves z bel[4 ,x might happ5 t 9 a few ye>s--?is relation might be *ang$ entirely ev5 by ! y\nge/ ( y4 ,! diff]5ce betwe5 u n[ is m]ely a matt] ( a decade or two4 ,y h m rec5tly come 92 ?+s are /range to y4 ,intr9sically y may be f> great] ?an ,i1 b we d n deal ) comp>isons4 ,we are fri5ds2 we are all "o4 ,i sit 9 ! mid/ ( y--tell+ y f day to day ( ! ?+s ,i h le>n$ ab\t ?is place1 hav+ come "h ) an e>li] c>avan4 ,my fir/ ye>s "h 7 ( rapid le>n+1 z y\rs w be4 ,pres5tly ! doors w %ut ^u my new impressions1 b y w g on4 ,:5 y rea* y\r be/1 y may smile at y\r *ildi% fancies ( h[ mu* ,i knew4 ,y w always be k9d 9 y\r ?\ghts ( ^! e>ly days1 = t is ! deep law ( good m5 & wom52 inde$ "o mu/ rev]5ce "o's tea*]1 = ! tea*] is ! symbol ( ,nature1 ( ,"m1 ( ,giv+4 ,b !re mu/ be equality fir/4 ,my bra9 is someh[ fill$ n[2 ! "t w come :5 y\rs is m fill$ ?an m9e ) ! imm$iate matt]s ( our life4 ,= *ildr5 become old1 & ! old become *ildr51 if _! days are happy4 ,aft] all1 ! imm$iate matt]s ( our pres5t life are ( a/oni%+ly small acc\nt1 9 relation to ! long life--! importance only ( "o bead on ! endless /r+4 ,s ,i w\ld h y "k t ! diff]5ces betwe5 u t h to d ) ?is s+le life-adv5ture are ( v slight mom5t--t we really are ! sum ( innum]able adv5tures1 ! lessons ( :i* =m u1 & only a little ( :i* we h yet le>n$ to tell4 ,i _h some?+ ( ?is attitude :5 ! little girl came alone1 & ,i believe x to be important4 ,a s5se ( x 9 ! tea*]'s m9d 7& ! m "o ?9ks ( x1 ! less x appe>s an affectation7 w help to br+ ab\t t equality betwe5 ! "y & ! old :i* ! rec5t g5]ations did n possess1 & f ! abs5ce ( :i* mu* de=mity & sorr[ has come to be4 ,! little girl c\ld quickly und]/& f ! rapt mom5ts ( h] own production1 h[ disord]+ a ?+ x is to br+ =eign matt] to "o's m5tal solution 9 an abrupt fa%ion4 ,%e saw t ! organisation ( ideas = expression is a delicate process2 t x nev] occurs twice ! same1 & t ! g5u9e coh]5ce is apt to be at its be/ 9 ! fir/ trial1 = "o ( ! ess5ces ( ! rapture ( production is ! novelty ( ! new relation4 ,!re 7 times 9 ! =5oons :5 ,i met halt+ /ages & 0 ready possibly to bant] a mom5t4 ,i v quickly enc\nt]$ a repulse1 if %e 7 9 ! ?rall4 ,%e w\ld wave h] h& palm outw>d be=e h] face--a mi/ake ( mean+ impossible4 ,n[ %e _h only le>n$ to write two ye>s be=e1 ?is detail purposely po/pon$4 ,i did n und]take to correct spell+1 p]mitt+ h] to spell phonetically1 & to use a ^w %e 0 9 d\bt (4 ,:at ,i want$ h] to d 0 to say ! ?+s 9 h] s\l--if ! expression c be =giv54 ,i believe 7& ^? :o d n believe some?+ ( ! k9d w n f9d ! =?com+ ideas ( education ( any int]e/7 t !re is a sleep+ giant )9 e "o ( u2 a p[] z great 9 relation to our imm$iate bra9 faculties1 z ! endless /r+ is great 9 relation to "o bead4 ,i believe t e great mom5t ( expression 9 poetry & inv5tion & 9 e craft & bit ( memorable human conduct1 is significant ( ! mom5t>y ar\s+ ( ?is sleep+ giant )94 ,i believe t mod]n life & mod]n education ( ! faculties ( bra9 & memory are un]r+ly design$ to deep5 ! sleep ( ?is giant4 ,i believe1 "u ! influ5ce ( mod]n life on a self-basis1 & mod]n education on a competitive basis1 t ! prison-h\se closes ^u ! gr[+ *ild--t m & m z ! ye>s draw on1 ! ar\s+ ( ! sleep+ giant becomes impossible2 t ! lives ( m5 are common on acc\nt ( ?is1 because ! "o p]fect ?+ we are giv5 to utt] rema9s unexpress$4 ,i believe by true life & true education t ! prison-h\se c be prev5t$ f clos+ ^u ! gr[+ *ild2 t ! giant is eag] to awake2 t1 awak5$1 he makes ! ?\ghts1 ! actions1 ! smiles & ! words ( ev5 a *ild significant4 ,i believe t an ord9>y *ild ?us awak5$ )91 n only c b mu/ become an extraord9>y man or woman4 ,?is has already be5 prov$ = me 9 ! room 9 :i* ,i write4 ,i believe t ?is v awak5+ g5ius is ! ?+ t has made immortal--%oemak]s1 blacksmi?s & ! humble/ m5 :o h br\ght tru? & beauty to our lives f ! pa/4 ,moreov] ! way1 al?\gh x rev]ses almo/ e process ( life & education t n[ occupies our life & race1 is n h>d1 b a way ( beauty & joy\sness1 & ! way is no secret4 #h ,,! ,,abbot ,he 0 a /ill boy--! boy :o _h fir/ %[n u ! two cottages on ! %ore ! aft]noon 8 fa!r 0 ill4 ,y w\ld h ?\ght him )\t temp]am5t4 ,i (t5 recall$ h[ little he knew ab\t ! affairs ( prospective t5ants t aft]noon2 & h[ ,p5elope rescu$ me f 8 sil5ces4444 ,we saw him (t51 com+ d[n to ba! ) ano!r lad dur+ ! aft]noons ?r\gh\t t fir/ summ]1 b drew no ne>] to acqua9tance4 ,sometimes z ,i rode to t[n = mail 9 ! ev5+ ,i w\ld see him wat*+ me f 8 walk or por*2 & ! s5se t 8 reg>d 0 someh[ diff]5t1 ,i believe1 did impress me vaguely4 ,x all happ5$ 9 a leisurely sort ( orda9$ fa%ion4 ,i rememb] 8 hello1 *e]ful b conta9$1 z ,i w\ld ride by4 ,he 0 always /ill z a gull1 & seem$ natural ) ! dusk ^u him4444 ,"o day 8 fa!r said to me3 ,i h to buy ev]y?+ y write = him4 ,well1 well1 said ,i4 ,i _h n look$ = m>ket 9 ! little t[n1 & ,! ,abbot 0 only f\rte54 7,"o ( ! old] boys *ri/5$ him ,! ,abbot aft]w>d1 because he seem$ s fre%ly come f mona/ic tra9+47 444 ,f9ally ,i he>d he 0 int]e/$ 9 ! />s & own$ a telescope4 ,i call$ him ov] to ! ,/udy "o day1 & we talk$ />-/uff4 ,he _h done all t ,i _h & m4 ,x appe>s t 9 8 ,sunday ,s*ool pap] :5 he 0 sev5 or eight1 !re _h be5 an a/ronomical clipp+ ( "s sort t awak5$ him4 ,he _h x read to him sev]al times1 b 8 own read+ pick$ up at t "t ) an extraord9>y leap1 z any /udy does "u driv+ int]e/4 ,pres5tly he 0 out aft] ! /> books on 8 own hook4 ,he sugge/$ br++ 8 telescope to ! ,/udy1 & t night ,i got my fir/ look at ! ineffable isolation ( ,saturn4 ,x 0 l "s magnetic h& ^u my brea/4 ,i c\ld n speak4 ,e "t ,i %ut my eyes aft]w>d ,i saw t bright gold jewel af> 9 ! d>k4 ,we talk$4444 ,pres5tly ,i he>d t he hat$ s*ool1 b ?is did n come f him4 ,! fact is1 ,i he>d little or no?+ f him4 ,?is g5]ation beh9d u--at lea/1 ! few ,i h met & lov$--is n made up ( expla9]s4 ,!y let y f9d out4 ,!y seem able to wait4 ,x is mo/ conv9c+1 to h ev5ts clean up a fact :i* y misund]/ood2 to h y\r d\bts mov$ aside1 n by words1 nor any glibness1 b leisurely aft]w>d by ! l&m>ks ( solid matt]4 ,he did n come to ! ,/udy unless call$ =4 ,! little girl br\ght 9 ^w f him f "t to "t1 & ! little girl's "m1 & ! boy's fa!r--a v wor?y man4 ,i he>d aga9 t he 0 n do+ well 9 s*ool4 ,i knew he 0 significant1 v mu* s1 hav+ met ! real boy on />-matt]s4 ,i knew t ! tr\ble 0 !y 7 mak+ him look d[n at s*ool1 :5 he want$ to look up4 ,8 p>5ts came ov] to d9n] "o day1 & ,i said3 ,y'd bett] let ! boy come to me e day4 ,x 0 an impulse4 ,i don't "k to ?is h\r :y ,i said x1 because at t "t ,i wasn't altoge!r sure t ,i 0 conduct+ ! little girl's education on ! be/ possible basis4 ,moreov]1 x seem$ to me ev5 !n t my own "t 0 r well fill$4 ,nei!r 8 fa!r nor "m en?us$1 & ,i he>d no m f ! subject = _m days4 ,meet+ ,! ,abbot f9ally1 ,i ask$ him :at ( s*ool4 ,x's bad4 ,i'm n do+ any?+4 ,i hate x4 ,did y\r fa!r ?9k ,i didn't mean :at ,i said--ab\t y com+ to me = a "t8 ,i don't ?9k he q ?\ght y meant x4 ,& !n he doesn't "k :at x w\ld co/4 ,i told him x w\ldn't co/ any?+4 ,!re 0 a *ance to talk ) 8 fa!r aga91 b no?+ came ( t1 & ,! ,abbot 0 /ill suff]+ weeks aft]w>d4 ,f9ally 8 fa!r & uncle came ov] to ! ,/udy4 ,x seem$ impossible = !m to op5 ! subject4 ,i _h to d x aft] an h\r's conv]sation ab\t imm$iate & int]e/+ matt]s ( wea!r & c\ntry4 ,i w\ld l to try him1 ,i said4 ,he c come an h\r aft] d9n] ea* day4 ,he is diff]5t4 ,!y c't br+ him out1 :5 !y h to deal ) s _m4 ,he's a dream]1 !y said1 z if confess+ a curse4 ,x appe>s t !re _h be5 a dream] 9 ?is family1 a well-read man ^: acres & int]e/s _h got away f him1 long ago4 ,t's :y ,i want him1 said ,i4 ,b ! ?+ is1 we don't want him--a---- ,i "k1 y don't want an ineffectual4 ,y want "s dreams to come true--ev5 if !y are little ones---- ,yes4 ,i _h my own op9ion ( a boy :o c\ld *>t 8 own con/ellations1 )\t meet+ = ye>s any "o :o c>$ en\gh ab\t ! />s to foll[ 8 processes1 b "o c't say too mu* ab\t a boy to 8 relatives4 ,!n ,i _h to rememb] t ! little ,lake t[n _h only t\*$ me on t]ms ( trade4 ,!y did n "k :at sort ( devil liv$ 9 my he>t1 & ^? :o 7 se>*+ my books to f9d out 7 9 ! ma9 only ! m d\btful4 ,especially1 ,i bewild]$ ^! m5 by n ask+ = any?+ 9 ! way ( money4 ,h[ev]1 ! ?+ came to be4 ,my fir/ idea 0 to take him alone--! little girl com+ 9 ! morn+ ) me1 & ! boy aft] d9n]1 dur+ an h\r t ,i _h be5 accu/om$ to read & doze4 ,! fir/ days 7 h>d = u bo?4 ,i sat d[n 9 a big *air be=e ! fire & talk$ ) him1 b !re 0 no sign4 ,he />$ at ! /ones & />$ out ( ! w9d[1 8 eyes sometimes filmy1 8 body sometimes t5se4 ,i seem$ to require at fir/ "s sort ( recognition t ,i 0 talk+--b none came1 nei!r nod ( acquiesc5ce1 look ( my/ification nor d5ial4444 ,!y said z he pass$ ! h\se f>!r along ! ,%ore aft] leav+ ! ,/udy1 t 8 head 0 b[$ & t he walk$ l a man heavy ) ye>s4 ,i tri$ afre% ea* day--fe>$ t ,i 0 n rea*+ him4 ,i told him ! ?+s t _h help$ me ?r\gh ! d>k] e>ly ye>s1 & "s ( ! ?+s ,i _h le>n$ aft]w>d t w\ld h help$ me _h ,i kn[n en\gh4 ,i tri$ diff]5t leads1 return+ (t5 to ! />s1 b c\ldn't get a visible result4 ,he 0 writ+ little ?+s = me at ?is "t &1 ?\gh ,i detect$ some?+ 9 ! "w m ?an he %[$ me1 sitt+ opposite 9 ! ,/udy1 8 writ+ 0 turgid & unlit--l "o play+ on an in/rum5t he did n und]/&2 inde$1 x 0 l a man talk+ 9 8 sleep4 ,at ! end ( "o ( ! talks )9 ! fir/ week1 at wit's end z to :at ,i 0 accompli%+1 ,i said3 ,write me :at y rememb] ( :at ,i said to-day4 ,i t\*$ ^u ?is e>li]4 ,! result %ock$ me--x came back l a phonograph1 b ! ?\ghts 7 securely b\nd by 8 own und]/&+4 ,i once li/5$ to a s]ies ( spee*es ( welcome f memb]s ( ! ,japanese ,imp]ial c\rt to a gr\p ( =eign]s 9 ,tokyo4 ,! int]pret] w\ld li/5 = sev]al m9utes & !n 9 ! pause ( ! speak] put ! fragm5t into ,engli% = u1 )\t a col\r ( 8 own1 )\t di/urb+ ev5 a ge/ure or an intonation ( ! s\rce ( eloqu5ce & ideation4 ,some?+ ( ! same return$ to me f ! boy's "w4 ,i tri$ him aga9 on ! plan a few days lat]--j to be sure4 ,! result 0 ! same4 ,i h n done t s9ce1 because ,i d n wi% to enc\rage physical memory1 an imp]man5t & *>act]less faculty1 develop$ to excess 9 e curr5t !ory ( education4 ,y _c lift or assi/ ano!r1 if y\r h&s are full ( objects ( y\r own4 ,"o puts aside 8 belong+s1 :5 call$ ^u to d some?+ ) 8 h&s = ano!r4 ,free-h&$1 he may succe$4 ,x is ! same ) ! m9d4 ,"o's faculties are n op5 to revelations f ! true orig9 ( all values1 if "o's bra9 is clut*+1 ) all its =ce1 objects t ! volition calls ^u to be rememb]$4 ,! memory is temporal2 if ?is 7 n s1 we w\ld "k ! deeps ( t great b\rne f :i* we come4 ,no man is significant 9 any k9d ( expression :5 he is us+ m]ely 8 temporal faculties4 ,"t ruptures ! products ( ^! faculties z x does ! v body & in/rum5t t produces !m4 ,h[ev]1 ,i realis$ t ,i _h an almo/ sup]natural att5tion f ! lad :o did n deign to grant me ev5 a nod ( acquiesc5ce4 ,i began to tell him a few ?+s ab\t ! te*nical end ( writ+ = o!rs to read4 ,i enc\nt]$ resi/ance "h4 ,until ,i press$ ^u !m a little1 ! same mi/akes 7 repeat$4 ,?is %\ld h %[n me be=e x did t ! boy's nature 0 av]se to actual fact-/riv+--t he c\ld grasp a concept (f ! gr\nd f> easi] ?an to wat* 8 /eps on ! gr\nd--t he c\ld foll[ ! flight ( a bird1 s to speak1 ) f> m pleasure ?an he c\ld pick up p9s f ! e>?1 ev5 if p]mitt$ to keep ! p9s4 ,i 0 s delight$ to awak5 ! giant1 h[ev]1 t ,i 0 incl9$ to let pass1 = ! pres5t1 ! matt]s ( fact & te*nicality4 ,f9d+ t he li/5$ s well--t x 0 m]ely "o ( ! inexplicable surfaces ( ! new g5]ation t dismay$ me--,i1 ( c\rse1 le>n$ to give to him m & m freely4 ,i all[$ myself to ov]lap some:at ea* day1 gave little or no ?\ght z to :at ,i %\ld say to him until ! h\r came4 ,i 0 sleepy f old habit at fir/1 b t pass$4 ,pres5tly x occurr$ to me t ?+s 7 happ5+ 9 ! ,/udy ) ! boy1 t ! little girl c\ld ill af=d to miss2 & also t he w\ld feel m at ease if ,i c\ld divide my att5tion ^u him ) ano!r1 s ,i re>rang$ h] plans some:at1 & !re 7 two4 ,z ,i recall1 ,! ,abbot _h be5 com+ ab\t ?ree weeks1 :5 ,i relat$ c]ta9 occult tea*+s 9 reg>d to ! />s2 matt]s v f> f sci5tific a/ronomy :i* conducts its inve/igations almo/ entirely f a physical /&po9t4 ,y may be sure ,i did n speak au?oritatively1 m]ely z "o add+ c]ta9 phases ,i _h f\nd int]e/+ ( an illimitable subject4 ,! next day he slipp$ 9 alone & a bit e>ly1 8 hello hu%$4 ,i look$ up & he said1 almo/ trembl+3 ,i _h a wond]ful night4 ,! say+ 0 s emotional = him t ,i 0 excit$ z 9 ! mid/ ( great happ5+s4 ,tell me1 ,i said1 draw+ ne>]4 ,x's all "h1 he repli$1 cle>+ 8 voice4 ,8 own "w foll[s1 ) sc>cely a t\* ( edit+4 ,! ,abbot call$ 8 pap]-- ,a ,,voice ,,?r\gh ,a ,,l5s ,"s p say t by ?9k+ h>d ( a ?+ 9 ! day-"t1 y may dream ab\t x4 ,p]haps ?is t ,i _h la/ night 0 a dream1 b x 0 m ?an a /oma* dream4 ,i l to ?9k x 0 a true vision4 ,be=e b$time ,i 0 read+ out ( two books2 a little pamphlet on a/ronomy conta9+ ! nebul> !ory1 & ano!r t told ab\t ! planet>y *a94 ,! planet>y *a9 0 a cont9uation ( ! nebul> !ory1 b 9 ! spiritual =m4 ,x 0 t :i* ?rew me into ! vision4 ,i 0 away f ! _w2 n 9 ! physical =m b 9 ano!r--! fir/ "t ,i h ev] lo/ my physical body4 ,:5 ,i awoke f ! vision1 ,i _h my clo!s /ill on4 ,z ,i drift$ (f into t mighty sleep1 ! la/ ?+ ,i he>d on e>? 0 my "m play+ & s++1 ,! ,%eph]d's ,flute4 ,x dull$ my worldly s5ses & ,i sl[ly drift$ away into ! pleasant spiritual valley4 ,:o c\ld drift (f 9 a m beautiful way ?an t8444 ,i 0 gradually walk+ up ! side ( a l>ge m\nta9 to an obs]vatory ( spl5d\r4 ,! turret 0 cr[n$ ) gold4 ,z ,i op5$ ! door & /epp$ inside1 ,i saw a l>ge telescope & a few *airs4 ,! obs]v]'s *air 0 uphol/]$ ) velvet4 ,x 0 n a complicat$ obs]vatory l ! worldly ones4444 ,i remov$ ! cap ( ! great telescope1 cov]+ ! object-glass1 & !n uncov]$ ! eye-piece4 ,z ,i look$ ar\nd ! heav5s to f9d ! great spiral ( planets 7! planet>y *a9 told ab\t7 ,i he>d a voice f ! l5s ( ! telescope say+3 ,?is is ! way4 ,foll[ me4 ,i look$ ?r\gh ! l5s & !re ,i saw a long spiral ( planets lead+ heav5w>ds4 ,! spiral gradually arose1 n mak+ any indication ( /eps1 b ! close connection ( ! rise 0 l ! w9d+ ar\nd ( ! ?reads ( a screw4 ,t[>ds ! top1 ! spiral began to get l>g] until x 0 beyond sight4 ,pres5tly ,i he>d ! voice aga93 ,?is no d\bt is a complicat$ affair to y4 ,yes4 ,focus y\r telescope & !n look & see if x is any cle>]4 ,i did s1 & ^u look+ ?r\gh ! glass1 ,i saw a l>ge globe4 ,x 0 cold & blank-look+4 ,x seem$ to be all rocks & ^u close exam9ation ,i f\nd t x 0 mo/ly m9]al rocks4 ,t globe drift$ away & left a small trail ( light until ano!r came 9 sight4 ,on ?is globe1 !re 0 a gre5 ov]-tone1 luxuriant vegetation4 ,ev]y:]e !re 7 trees & vegetable gr[?s ( all k9ds4 ,?is "o gradually drift$ away l ! prec$+4 ,! ?ird 0 cov]$ ) animals ( e description--a mass1 a *aos ( animals4 ,! f\r? 0 simil>ly cr[d$ ) hairy m5 9 battle1 ! next two %[$ ! developm5t ( ^! m5--gradual ref9em5t & civilisation4 ,! sev5? ,i did n see4 ,i 0 />+ into ! d>k abyss ( ! heav5s1 :5 ,i he>d ! voice aga93 ,i suppose y are /ill amaz$4 ,yes4 ,well1 !n1 li/5 to me & ,i'll try to expla9 x all4 ,! great spiral ( planets repres5ts ! way man progresses 9 ! life et]nal4 ,man's life on ?is e>? is ! life ( a second1 comp>$ ) ! long evolution4 ,9 ^! six globes y saw :5 ! telescope 0 focuss$1 is repres5t$ ! evolution ( man4 ,! rocks 7 fir/4 ,z !y broke up & melt$ into e>?1 vegetable life =m$1 crawl+ ?+s em]g$ f vegetable life & animals f !m4 ,man grew & lift$ out f ! =m ( l[] animals4 ,! l[] globes repres5t$ ! developm5t ( man4 ,9 ! long cycle ( evolution1 man cont9ues 9 ?is way4 ,aft] he f9i%es life on ! sev5 globes1 he />ts ov] aga9 on ano!r sev51 only ! next gr\p he lives on1 8 life keeps progress+4 ,x is n ! same life ov] aga94 ,n[ y may look at ! ,sev5?1 ! planet ( ,spirituality4 ,:5 ,i look$ ?r\gh ! telescope aga91 ,i saw a beautiful globe4 ,x 0 "o great g>d54 ,9 x !re 0 a mona/]y ( ,nature4 ,ov]head ! trees _h gr[n toge!r & =m$ a ro(4 ,f> (f to ! nor? /ret*$ a l[ range ( hills1 also to ! ea/ & we/1 b at ! s\? 0 a small brook :i* ran along close to ! alt> ( ! mona/]y4 ,x seem$ to be happy 9 its c\rse to ! lake z x leap$ ov] rocky %elves & =m$ small cascades :ile ! sunbeams %one ?r\gh ! matt$ bran*es ( ! trees ^: limbs /ret*$ f> out ov] ! brook1 & made x appe> l a riv] ( silv]4 ,i 0 admir+ ! sc5]y :5 ,i he>d ! voice aga93 ,y mu/ g n[1 tell ! p :at y saw1 & "s o!r night y w see ! globe ( spirituality m closely4 ,i awoke & f\nd myself sitt+ 9 ! big arm-*air ( my room4 ,c x be true1 am ,i mi/ak58 ,i p9*$ myself to see if ,i 7 awake2 walk$ ov] to ! w9d[ & look$ out4 ,!re ! _w 0 j ! same4 ,i 0 s tak5 ) ! wond]ful vision t at ! h\r ( midnight ,i sit "h & scrat* ^! l9es (f4 ,i h done z ! great my/ic voice comm&$ me1 al?\gh x is r\ghly done1 ,i hope to be able to tell y ab\t ! re/ ( ! vision & m ab\t ! sev5? globe "s "t aga94 #i ,,! ,,valley-,,road ,,girl ,! ,abbot _h be5 ) me ab\t ?ree mon?s :5 he said3 ,we 7 out to d9n] ye/]day to a h\se on ! ,valley ,road1 & ! girl !re is int]e/$ 9 y\r "w4 ,%e ask$ _m ?+s ab\t x4 ,%e's ! noble/ girl ,i "k4 ,t la/ is a lit]al quotation4 ,i rememb] x because x appeal$ to me at ! "t & set me to ?9k+4 ,h[ old is %e8 ,sev5te54 ,:at is %e int]e/$ 98 ,writ+1 ,i ?9k4 ,%e 0 ! be/ ar\nd "h 9 ! essays4 ,y might ask h] to come4 ,i he>d no m = a "t4 ,! ,abbot does n ru% at ?+s4 ,at ! end ( a week he rem>k$3 ,%e is com+4 ,x 0 two or ?ree days aft] t be=e ,i saw !m walk+ d[n ! lane toge!r4444 ,%e took a seat by ! door--%e takes x /ill1 ! same seat4 ,x 0 an ordeal = h]2 also = ,! ,abbot :o felt 9 a s5se responsible2 also = me4444 ,i c\ld n beg9 all ov] aga91 9 ju/ice to him4 ,we w\ld h to cont9ue 8 "w & ! little girl's & gradually draw ! new "o into an accel]at+ curr5t4 ,we call$ h] ,! ,valley-,road ,girl4 ,%e suff]$4 ,x 0 v /range to h]4 ,%e _h be5 at s*ool elev5 ye>s4 ,i did n talk />s2 9 fact1 ,i fell back ^u ! !me ( all !mes to me--a man's "w1 ! mean+ ( x2 :at he gets & :at ! _w gets out ( x2 intimat+ t ?is 0 n a place to le>n h[ to rea* ! book & /ory m>kets4 ,i said some?+ ! fir/ day1 :i* a few ye>s ago ,i %\ld h consid]$ ! ultimate h]esy--t ! pursuit ( lit]ature = itself1 or = ! s-call$ art ( x1 is a va9 & ta9t$ und]tak+ t _c long hold a real man2 t ! real man has b "o bus9ess3 ,to awak5 8 pot5tialities1 :i* are diff]5t f ! pot5tialities ( any o!r man2 to express !m 9 t]ms ( matt] ! be/ he c1 ! /raighte/1 simple/ way he c4 ,i said t !re is joy & bless$ness 9 do+ ?is & 9 no o!r activity "u ! sun2 t x is ! key to all good2 ! door to a man's religion2 t "w & religion are ! same at ! top2 t ! ne>] "o rea*es ! top1 ! m trem5d\s & gripp+ becomes ! conception t !y are "o2 f9ally t a man do+ 8 own "w = o!rs1 los+ ! s5se ( self 9 8 "w1 is t\*+ ! v vitalities ( religion & integrat+ ! life t la/s4 ,i h said ?is be=e 9 ?is book--9 o!r books4 ,i may say x aga94 ,x is ! tru? to me--tru? t ! _w is 9 ne$ (4 ,i am sorry = ! man :o has n 8 "w4 ,a man's "w1 su* z ,i mean1 is production4 ,h&l+ ! production ( o!rs 9 "s cases is production4 ,!re are natural ord]]s & organis]s1 natural syn!sis]s1 %ipp]s1 assembl]s1 & traffic ma/]s4 ,a tru? is true 9 all its p>ts2 !re are workm5 = all ! tasks4 ,! ,valley-,road ,girl's "w1 9 ! fir/ days1 rem9d$ me ( my own e>ly essay classes4 ,old fri5ds 7 "h aga9--,introduction1 ,discussion1 ,conclusion4 ,h] ?+s 7 rigid1 m5tal4 ,i c\ld see :]e !y w\ld make v good 9 a s*ool-room1 su* z ,i _h kn[n4 ,h] "w 0 spell$ & p]iodic1 phras$ & p>agraph$4 ,! eyes ( ! tea*]s1 t _h be5 ^u h] ^! _m ye>s1 _h turn$ back = _! ideas to au?ors :o1 if writ+ to-day1 w\ld be =c$ to *ange ! entire ord] & impulse ( _! craft4 ,%e 0 suffus$ ) %yness4 ,ev5 ! little girl s f> _h n p5etrat$ x4 ,i 0 afraid to op5 ! ?rottle any:]e1 le/ %e break & drop away4 ,at ! end ( a week1 ,! ,abbot rema9$ a mom5t aft] %e 0 gone1 & look$ at me ) und]/&+ & sorr[4 ,i'm afraid ,i made a mi/ake 9 ask+ h] to come1 he said4 ,j !n ,i 0 impell$ to try h>d]1 because he saw ! difficulty4 ,we _h miss$ = days ! joy f ! session1 t we _h come to expect & delight 94 ,yet1 because he express$ x1 ,i saw ! %ortness & impati5ce ( ! po9t ( view :i* _h be5 m9e1 until he return$ x to me4 ,we won't give up1 ,i said4 ,x didn't happ5 = no?+4 ,:5 he w5t away ,i felt bett]2 also ,i saw t !re 0 a p]sonal impati5ce 9 my case t 0 n wor?y ( "o :o und]took to awak5 ! "y4 ,i introduc$ ,! ,valley-,road ,girl to ,addison's ,sir ,rog]4 ,!re is an empt9ess to me ab\t ,addison :i* ,i am n sure b p>takes ( a bit ( prejudice1 s9ce ,i am prim>ily imbu$ ) ! pr9ciple t a writ] mu/ be a man be=e he is fit to be read4 ,if ,i c\ld read ,addison n[ = ! fir/ "t1 ,i %\ld "k4 ,! ,valley-,road ,girl's discussion ( ,addison 0 s*ol>ly 9 ! y\?ful s5se4 ,! day t %e br\ght 9 ?is pap] we got someh[ talk+ ab\t ,fi*te4 ,! old ,g]man is greatly lov$ & rev]$ 9 ?is ,/udy4 ,he set u free a bit z we discuss$ him1 & ,i gave to ! newcom] a portion ( "o ( 8 essays hav+ to d ) ! ,excell5ce ( ! ,univ]se4 ,! next day ,i read h] pap]--& !re 0 a beam 9 x4 ,i %ut my eyes 9 gratitude t ,i _h n all[$ my /upidity to get away4 ,i ?ank$ ,! ,abbot inw>dly1 too1 = say+ ! words t set me cle>]4 ,! contra/ betwe5 ,addison & ,fi*te 9 life1 9 _! "w1 9 ! talk !y inspir$ "h1 & 9 ,! ,valley-,road ,girl's two pap]s--held ! sub/ance ( ! :ole matt]--/umbl$ ^u z usual4 ,we _h a gr& "t t aft]noon4 ,i told !m ab\t ,fi*te los+ 8 positions1 writ+ to 8 c\ntrym5--a w&]]1 an awak5$ s\l4 ,& ?is br\ght u ! ho/s ( great ones--! ,burn$ ,ones & _! exaltations--,george ,fox & ! ,maid ( ,domremy--! ev]la/+ _s beh9d & above mortal affairs--! poor impot5cy ( wood-fire to qu5* su* immortality4 ,h] eyes gleam$--& all our he>ts burn$4 ,we d n want to d possible ?+s1 ,i said4 ,! big gun t is to deposit a missile twelve miles away does n aim at ! m>k1 b at ! skies4 ,all ?+s t are done--let !m alone4 ,! undone ?+s *all5ge u4 ,! spiritual plan ( all ! great actions & devotions :i* h n yet f\nd sub/ance--is already prep>$ = ! workm5 ( to-day to br+ into matt]--all great poems & inv5tions = ! good ( ! _w4 ,!y mu/ gleam into be+ ?r\gh our m9ds4 ,! m9d ( "s workman is be+ prep>$ = ea*4 ,our m9ds are d>k5$ z yet2 ! sleep+ giant awaits ! day4 ,he is n loa! to awake4 ,in]tia is always ( matt]2 nev] ( _s4 ,he m]ely awaits ! light4 ,:5 ! %utt]s ( ! m9d are op5$ & ! grey appe>s1 he w arise &1 look+ =?1 w discov] 8 "w4 ,no?+ common awaits ! y\nge/ or ! olde/4 ,y are call$ to ! great1 ! impossible tasks4 ,b ! m9d mu/ be ent]$ by ! ,light--! heavy curta9s ( ! self drawn ap>t4444 ,t 0 ! day ,i f\nd ! new1 sweet influ5ce 9 ! room4 ,x 0 n an accid5t t ! boy _h gone to d9n] at h] h\se4 ,i saw t my task ) ,! ,valley-,road ,girl 0 exactly opposite to ! "w ) ,! ,abbot--t he 0 dynamic )9 & requir$ only ! develop$ in/rum5t = 8 utt]ances1 & t %e _h be5 m5talis$ ) obscur+ educational matt]s & requir$ a re-awak5+ ( a naturally spl5did & significant p[]2 t ,i mu/ seek to diffuse h] real self ?r\gh h] expression4 ,! "t came t :5 %e 0 abs5t1 we all deeply miss$ h] pres5ce f ! ,/udy4 ,mon?s aft]w>d1 on a day t ,i did n give h] a special task1 %e br\ght me ! foll[+ :i* told ! /ory 9 h] own words ( some?+ %e _h met3 ,,:at ,,! ,,s*ools ,,d ,,= ,,*ildr5 ,try to rememb] "s ( y\r e>ly ideas & impressions4 ,c y recall ! *ildi% ?\ghts t came :5 a new ?+ made its fir/ impress on y\r m9d8 ,if s1 try to feel ) me ! ?+s ,i am /ruggl+ to expla94 ,i l to look back at ^? times :5 ev]y?+ to me 0 new2 :5 e happ5+ br\ght to me ?\ghts ( my v own4 ,j n[ ,i recall ! "t ,i fir/ notic$ a t9y *ick raise its head aft] dr9k+ f a bas9 ( wat]4 ,to me t sl[ rais+ ( ! head aft] dr9k+ seem$ to indicate ! *ick's sil5t ?anks to ,god4 ,x meant t = ea* swall[ x (f]$ ?anks4 ,?is 0 be=e ,i w5t to s*ool4 ,!re ,i le>n$ ! pla9 tru? t ! *ick mu/ raise its head to swall[4 ,s*ool _h grasp$ ! door-knob ( my s\l4 ,! _m *ildr5 taught me ! _w's lesson t ea* man mu/ look out = himself4 ,if ! simpl] *ildr5 did n keep up1 t 0 _! look-out4 ,!re 0 no "t to /op & help ! less =tunate4 ,pu% ahead6 ,?is is :at ,i came to le>n4 ,at s*ool ,i met = ! fir/ "t ) di/ru/4 ,at home ,i _h always be5 tru/$2 my ^w nev] d\bt$4 ,once ,i 0 accus$ ( copy+2 t 0 ! fir/ w\nd4 ,h[ ,i w\ld h ^? all-p[]ful tea*]s make ! *ild "k he is tru/$4 ,at s*ool !re 7 _m o!r lessons = me to le>n4 ,"o ( ! *ief 0 competition4 ,i le>n$ x e>ly4 ,to h "s ( ! class-/>s %9e bright] ?an ,i 0 intol]able4 ,to %9e z bright1 0 suffici5t comp5sation = any am\nt ( lab\r4 ,! tea*]s enc\rag$ competition4 ,x l5t life to lab\r2 made ! *ildr5 m /udi\s4 ,our motto 0 n to d our be/1 b to d z well z ! be/4 ,competition (t5 grew s ke5 among my s*ool fri5ds t rivalry1 jeal\sy & dislike ent]$ our he>ts4 ,i am afraid we sometimes rejoic$ at "o ano!r's mis=tunes4 ,yet ^! competitors 7 my s*ool fri5ds4 ,out ( s*ool we 7 all fond ( "o ano!r1 b 9 s*ool we grew fur!r ap>t4 ,my si/] w\ld compete ) no "o4 ,i h (t5 s9ce wond]$ if t is :y %e1 ( all my s*ool companions1 has ev] be5 my close/ fri5d4 ,! *ild fill$ ) ! competitive _s f 8 entrance to 8 egress f s*ool1 ent]s ! _w a competitive man4 ,x is h>d = su* a "o to love 8 neighb\r4 ,! "o ?+ ,i consid] ( great b5efit f s*ool life is ! ta/e ( ! _w x gave me4 ,= s*ool is ! m9iature _w4 ,a man is said to b5efit f a pa/ evil4 ,! s*ool did n tea* me to express myself2 x taught me h[ to e*o ! books ,i read4 ,i did n look ?r\gh my own eyes1 b us$ ! tea*]'s4 ,i tri$ to keep f my "w all trace ( myself1 reflect+ only my in/ruction1 kn[+ well t ! tea*] w\ld praise 8 p]fect reflection4 ,sometimes ,i feel t ! door ( my s\l has s f> %ut t ,i c b get a glimpse ( ! real ,me )94 ,unless ! s*ool c tru/ *ildr51 %[ !m t !y %\ld also be int]e/$ 9 _! less =tunate s*ool-mates1 try to d always _! be/ at ! p>ticul> "w to :i* !y are be/ adapt$1 x mu/ g on fail+4 ,a *ild _h mu* bett] rema9 at home1 a simple b :ole-s\l$ creature1 le>n+ :at he c f ,nature & wise books4 99 99 99 99 99 444 ,i _h talk$ to !m long on mak+ ! mo/ ( _! mis=tunes4 ,?is also :i* came f ,! ,valley-,road ,girl1 ,i ?\ght v t5d] & wise3 ,,may ,,ev5+ ,a _s ( re/lessness rul$ me4 ,ea* night ,i retir$ ) ! hope t ! morn+ w\ld f9d x gone4 ,x di/urb$ my sleep4 ,x 0 n ! con/ant discont5t ,i _h hi!rto felt ) ! _w4 ,?is 0 a new disquietude4 ,"o ,may ev5+ ,i foll[$ our little riv] d[n to ! place x fl[s into ! ,lake4 ,sl[ly ! light ( day fad$4 ,f my seat ^u ! gre5 bank ( a /ream1 a wond]ful picture /ret*$ be=e me4 ,! small /ream & ! surr\nd+ c\ntry 7 wall$ 9 by d5se gre5 trees4 ,to ! we/ ! cool1 d>k dep?s p>t$ only wide en\gh = ! creek to disappe> ?r\gh a n>r[ portal4 ,?r\gh small op5+s 9 ! s\!rn wall1 ,i caught glimpses ( ! summ] cottages on ! s&y %ore4 ,to ! nor? /ret*$ ! pa/ure-l&s ) %ade-trees happy to hide _! nak$ness ) ?ick foliage4 ,"h1 too1 a l>ge elm display$ all its grace4 ,to ! ea/ 0 a bridge & a long lane4 ,f beh9d a mi/y outl9e ( trees1 ! sun's crimson reflections suffus$ ! we/]n sky4 ,two m5 paddl$ a boat out into ! light & disappe>$ "u ! bridge4 ,no?+ di/urb$ ! peace ( ! /ream save ! dip ( ! paddles1 & ! fi% ris+ to ! surface = food4 ,a circle on ! surface meant t an insect _h la9 at its c5tre2 a fi% _h ris5 & dev\r$ x4 ,circles ( ?is k9d 7 cont9ually be+ cut by ! circumf]5ces ( o!r circles4444 ,a d>k speck mov$ d[n ! /ream4 ,a turtle 0 voyag+4 ,n[1 f> 9 ! %ad[s1 ,i saw a man sitt+ on ! bank fi%+4 ,8 pati5ce & p]si/5ce 7 rem>kable1 = he _h be5 !re all ! "t4 ,b ! fi% 7 at play4 ,! occasional spla% ( ! c>p1 m+l+ ) ! p]petual song ( ! birds & ! di/ant ro> ( ! waves break+ on ! %ore to ! s\?1 =m$ "o gr& ov]-tone4 ,a feel+ ( awe came ov] me4 ,i felt my insignificance4 ,i saw ! h& ( ,god4 ,my relation to my surr\nd+s 0 v cle>4 ,my s\l b[$ to ! ,god-ness 9 all ?+s natural4 ,! ,god-ness 9 me 0 call+ to be releas$4 ,x 0 useless to /ruggle aga9/ x1 & deaf5 my e>s to ! cry4 ,x mu/ be giv5 voice4 ,i felt my s\l condemn+ me z an e*o] & imitator ( m51 z "o ^: e ?\ght becomes col\r$ ) o!rs' views4 ,l a sponge ,i 0 readily receptive4 ,let a little m5tal pressure be appli$ & ,i gave back ! id5tical ?\ghts h>dly %ad$ by inw>d feel+s4 ,?is 0 my s\l's compla9t4 ,no tree 0 exactly l "o ( its neighb\rs4 ,ea* fulfill$ its purpose 9 its p>ticul> way4 ,yet all proclaim$ ! ,"o ,s\rce4 ,p]=m+ its function1 x 0 fit to c5sure me & ,i took ! cup4 444 ,! sun _h set4 ,d>kness 0 wrapp+ ! bas9 ( ! little /ream2 heavy dew 0 fall+4 ,"m ,nature 0 weep+ te>s ( sympa?y = "o s %ort-sight$ & drawn to failure4 #aj ,,compassion ,i 0 /ruck e>ly 9 ! progress ( ! class ( ?ree ) ! diff]5ce betwe5 ! little girl1 n[ turn$ elev51 & ! o!r two ( f\rte5 & sev5te51 9 ! "o p>ticul> ( d>+ to be h]self4 ,%e has nev] be5 patronis$2 & 9 ! la/ ye> or m has be5 actively enc\rag$ to express ! lovely & ! elusive4 ,also1 z /at$1 %e has no p>ticul> tal5t = writ+4 ,%e is ! "o :o wants to be a "m4 ,n 9 ! lea/ precoci\s1 h] *>m is q equal = little girls or h] eld]s4 ,h] fav\rite companions until rec5tly 7 ^? ( h] own age4 ,on ! contr>y1 ! o!r two 7 call$ to ! "w "h because !y want to write1 & al?\gh ?is v t5d5cy %\ld keep op5 ! passages betwe5 ! zone ( dreams & ! m temp]ate zones ( matt]1 ! fa%ions & mann]isms ( ! h\r1 artfulness ( spee* & read+1 ! c\ntless little res]ves & cov]s = neglect$ ?9k+1 ! endless misund]/&+s ( life & ! realities ( exi/5ce--_h already begun to clog ! ways :i*1 to e old arti/1 are ! v passages ( p[]4 444 ,except t ye become z little *ildr5---- t is ! beg9n+ ( significant workman%ip1 z x is ! ess5tial ( fai? 9 religion4 ,! great workm5 h all put away ! illusions ( ! _w1 or mo/ ( !m1 & all h told ! same /ory--look to ,rod91 ,puvis de ,*avannes1 ,balzac1 ,tol/oi1 only to m5tion a little gr\p ( ! ne>] names4 ,9 _! mid-ye>s !y s]v$ m51 z !y fanci$ m5 want$ to be s]v$2 & !n !y met ! lie ( ?is ext]ior purpose1 confront$ ! lie ) ! realities ( _! own nature1 & f\ght ! fight = ! cosmic simplicity :i* is s (t5 ! unconsci\s fl[]+ ( ! *ild-m9d4 ,all ( !m wr5*$ op51 z !y c\ld1 ! doors ( ! prison-h\se1 & became m & m l little *ildr5 at ! end4 ,! quality ,i mean is difficult to express 9 /raight t]ms4 ,"o mu/ h ! sett+s to see & delight 9 !m4 ,b x is also ! quality ( ! mod]n v]se4 ,! new g5]ation has x z no o!r g5]ation1 because ! old %ames & conv5tions are los+ _! weight 9 our he>ts4444 ,i 0 promis+ an untold some?+ = a future lesson to ! little girl ye/]day1 j z %e 0 gett+ to "w4 ,! anticipation di/urb$ ! pres5t mom5t1 & %e said3 ,don't h secrets4 ,:5 !re are secrets1 ,i always want to peek---- ,ye/]day1 a little lat]1 we bo? look$ up f "w at ! notes ( a song-sp>r[ 9 ! ne>e/ elm4 ,! song 0 m elaborate = ! p]fect morn+4 ,x 0 s joy\s t x *ok$ me--9 ! sunlight & elm-leaves4 ,x /ood out f all ! songs ( ! morn+ because x 0 s ne>--e note s f9i%$ & p]fect1 & we 7 ea* 9 ! pleasantness ( our tasks4 ,! little girl lean$ ov] to ! w9d[4 ,i 0 already wat*+4 ,we he>d ! answ] f ! di/ance4 ,! song 0 repeat$1 & aga94 ,9 ! hu%es1 we sipp$ ! ec/asy f ! ,old ,"m--t ! sp>r[ knew & express$4 ,l a flick]1 he 0 gone--a lean+ =w>d on ! bran* & !n a blur1444 pres5tly ?is s5t5ce 9 ! room3 444 sang f\r songs & flew away4 ,x 0 a ^w-portrait4 ,x told me s mu* t ,i want$2 ! numb] ( c\rse 0 n m5tal1 b an obvi\s "p ( ! inn] impression4 ,h[ev]1 no aft] explanations w help--if ! art ( ! ?+ is n app>5t4 ,i told x lat] 9 ! day to ano!r class1 & a woman said--,:y1 ^? six words make a ,japanese poem4 ,& ye/]day aga91 z we walk$ ov] to d9n]1 %e said3 ,i see a ,*9ese city4 ,x is dim & l[ & smoky4 ,x is night & ! lights are at half-ma/4 ,%e _h be5 mak+ a picture ( h] own ( ,*9a4 ,x ?r[s ! *ild 9 on h]self to imag9e ?us4 ,%e has nev] be5 to ,*9a1 & h] read+ on ! subject 0 n rec5t4 ,i always say to !m3 ,x is all )94 ,if y c li/5 deeply en\gh & see f> en\gh1 y c get x all4 ,:5 a man wi%es to write ab\t a c\ntry1 he is h9d]$ z mu* z help$ if he kn[s mu* ab\t x4 ,he feels call$ ^u to express t :i* he has se5--:i* is s small comp>$ to ! big col\r & atmosph]e4 ,i _h be5 to ,*9a b w\ld h requir$ a page to make su* a picture4 ,a little :ile be=e %e _h be5 to ,holl& 9 fancy4 ,%e _h told a /ory ( a *ild !re & ! little h\se 9 :i* %e liv$ look$ z if x _h be5 made ( old pav+-blocks ripp$ up f ! /reet4 ,(t5 %e falls back ^u ! actual physical environm5t to get />t$1 z ?is rec5t introduction3 ,to-day ,i am sitt+ on ! end ( a breakwat]1 li/5+ to ! peaceful noise ! ,lake makes z x slaps up aga9/ ! heavy old rocks4 ,! sun is p\r+ d[n hot rays ^u my arms1 b>e feet & legs1 turn+ !m f w9t]'s fad$ :ite---- ,or3 ,once ,i _h my back up aga9/ an old ,bee* tree on a c>pet ( spr+ beauties & violet plants4 ,spid]s1 crickets & all sorts ( little woodl& bugs w5t crawl+ on me & ar\nd1 b in/ead ( %udd]+ at _! little legs1 ,i felt a "p---- ,i said to h] ab\t ! ,*9a picture3 ,put x d[n1 & be c>eful to write x j z y see x1 n try+ to say :at y h he>d1--at lea/1 until aft] y\r fir/ picture is made4444 ,i _h a conviction t some?+ prompt$ t half-ma/ matt]1 & t if we c\ld get j at t process 9 ! *ild's m9d1 we %\ld h some?+ v valuable = all conc]n$4 ,b we c only approximate ! inn] pictures4 ,! quality ( impressionism 9 arti/ry endeav\rs to d t--to hurl ! fleet+ ?+s into "s k9d ( la/+ expression4 ,! greate/ expressioni/ c only approximate1 ev5 aft] he has em]g$ f ! prison-h\se & p]fect$ 8 in/rum5t ?r\gh a life ( /ruggle4 ,8 highe/ mom5ts ( production are ^? ( 8 deepe/ inn] li/5+--9 :i* ! tra9$ m9d-in/rum5t is quiesc5t & receptive1 its w entirely giv5 ov] to ! great] s\rce )94 ,! =5oons ) ! little girl be=e ! o!rs came1 %[$ me1 among _m ?+s1 t education %\ld be ma9ly a happy process4 ,if ,i f9d h] gett+ too dreamy ) ! ?+s %e loves 7t h] expression is becom+ wumbl$1 z ,alg]non ,blackwood says71 ,i adm9i/] a bit ( /iff read+ = ! pure purpose ( /raight5+ out ! bra94 ,! be/ & drye/ ( ! human solids is ,john ,/u>t ,mill4 ,weights1 measures & intellectual balances are all hone/ 9 8 "w--hone/ to madness4 ,he is ! p]fect antidote = dreams4 ,burke's anci5t essay ,on ! ,sublime is h>d read+1 b has its rew>ds4 ,y w laugh at a *ild ( t5 or elev5 read+ ^! ?+s4 ,i once kept ! little girl = ?ree days on ! latt]1 & :5 ,i op5$ ! doors ( h] refrig]at+ plant1 & gave h] ,?oreau's ,walk+--!re 0 some?+ memorable 9 ! lib]ation4 ,%e took to ,?oreau1 z "o held 9 aft] a week ( /orm em]ges into full summ]4 ,! release f any /ruggle leaves ! m9d ) a new receptivity4 ,x 0 n t ,i want$ h] to get ,mill or ,burke1 b t ! m5tal ex]cise :i* comes f grappl+ ) ^! slaves ( logic1 or ma/]s1 z y l1 is a developm5t ( tissue1 ^u :i* ! dreams1 play+ =? aga9 f )91 f9d a fre% /r5g? = expression4 ,dream+ )\t action is a deadly dissipation4 ,! m9d ( a *ild becomes fogg$ & ineffective :5 ! dreams are n br\ght =?4 ,aga91 ! dreams may be ! brood+ ( a div9e "o1 & yet if ! m9d does n furni% ! p[] = transmut+ !m into matt]1 !y are )\t value1 & rema9 hid treasures4 ,x is ! same z fai? )\t works4 ,:ile ,i hold ! conviction t ! bra9 itself is be/ develop$ by ! egress ( ! individual1 r ?an by any processes f )\t1 yet ,i w\ld n keep ! ext]ior s5ses clos$4 ,9 fact1 j "h is an important po9t ( ?is :ole /udy4 ,9 ! case ( ,! ,abbot x 0 ! intellect :i* requir$ developm5t1 ev5 to beg9 ^u ! expression ( t )9 :i* 0 ma9ly in>ticulate1 b mightily impressive1 at lea/1 to me4 ,! ,valley-,road ,girl's m9d 0 tra9$4 ,%e _h obey$ scrupul\sly4 ,9 h] case1 ! fir/ bus9ess 0 to re-awak5 h] )91 & h] own words h relat$ some?+ ( ! process4 ,! po9t is ?is3 ,if ,i h seem$ at any "t to make light ( intellectual developm5t1 subs]v+ x to intuitional expression1 x is only because n9ete5-tw5tie?s ( ! ef=t ( curr5t educational sy/ems is t[>d m5tal tra9+ to ! neglect ( ^? individual pot5cies :i* are ! fir/ value ( ea* life1 & ! expression ( :i* is ! fir/ purpose ( life itself4 ,my zeal = expression f )9-outw>d am\nts to an en?usiasm1 & is /at$ ru%+ly z an h]oic measure is br\ght1 only because x is s pitifully ov]look$ 9 ! pres5t s*eme ( ?+s4 ,lat91 ma!matics1 ! great fact-_w1 above all t endlessly v>i\s plane ( fruition :i* ,nature & h] inf9ite processes am\nt to1 are all spl5did tissue-build]s2 & ( ?is tissue is =m$ ! calibre ( ! individual by :i* 8 s]vice is made effective to ! _w4 ,z ,i h already writt51 "o _c %oot a =ty-five consci\sness ?r\gh a tw5ty-two bra94 ,! /irr+ concept _c get ?r\gh to ! _w except ?r\gh ! bra94 ,9 ! la/ s5t5ce ,i see a difficulty = ! _m :o /ill believe t ! bra9 conta9s ! full consci\sness4 ,hold+ t1 mo/ ( ! views /at$ "h fall away into no?+4 ,p]haps "o is naive1 n to h expla9$ be=e1 t f ! view ^! ?+s are writt5 ! bra9 is b a tempor>y in/rum5t ( expression--mo/ sup]b & admirable at its be/1 b dea? is at "w ^u x2 at its be/1 a li/5]1 an int]pret]1 )\t creativ5ess2 an in/rum5t1 l ! ma*9e :i* my f+]s t\*1 b play$ ^u n only f )\t b )94 ,if y look at ! m5 :o h become great 9 solitude1 9 prison1 hav+ be5 =c$ to turn _! eyes )9--y w f9d a h9t to ! possibilities4 ,yet !y are r>e comp>$ to ! _m ^u :om solitude has be5 ?ru/ z ! mo/ t]rible punitive process4 ,by ! "t mo/ m5 rea* mid-life !y are entirely dep5d5t ^u ext]ior prompt+s = _! m5tal activity--! passage entirely clos$ betwe5 _! intr9sic cont5t & ! bra9 t int]prets4 ,solit>y conf9em5t makes madm5 ( su*--if ! door _c be wr5*$ aj>4 ,! human bra9 is l a sieve1 e bra9 diff]5tly me%$4 ,if ! curr5t fl[s cont9ually 9 "o direction ei!r f )9-outw>d1 or f ! _w-inw>d1 ! me%es become clogg$1 & c be cleans$ only1 z a sieve is flu%$1 by rev]s+ ! curr5t4 ,! ideal is to be p[]ful m5tally & spiritually1 ( c\rse4 ,i w\ld h y p[]ful 9 two worlds1 a mod]n ,p]sian my/ic said to "o ( 8 disciples4444 ,/ill ,i w\ld n hold ! two me?ods ( developm5t ( equal importance4 ,! _w is cr[d$ ) /rongly develop$ intellects t are )\t endur+ significance1 because !y are n ignit$ by t inn] individual =ce :i* w\ld make !m inimitable4 ,a man mu/ a*ieve t individuality :i* is n a ?reescore-t5 proposition1 & mu/ beg9 to express x 9 8 "w be=e he c take 8 place 9 ! big cosmic or*e/ra4 ,9 fact1 he mu/ a*ieve 8 own individuality be=e he has a dec5t in/rum5t to play ^u1 or any s5se ( int]pretation ( ! spl5did scores ( life4 ,9 fact aga91 a man mu/ a*ieve 8 own individuality be=e he c realise t ! s5se ( 8 sep>at5ess :i* he has lab\r$ "u s long is a %am & a delusion4 ,until a man has ent]$ ) passion ^u ! great conception ( ! ,unity ( all ,exi/+ ,?+s 7:i* is lit]ally brood+ ^u ?is planet 9 ^! h>r[+ b high days ( hi/ory71 he is /ill out ( ! law1 & ! great] 8 intellect1 ! m de/ructive 8 en]gy4 ,"t has made ! greate/ ( ! %e] intellects ( ! pa/ appe> api% & inane2 & has br\ght clos] & clos] to u ) ea* racial crisis 7sometimes ! cle>] accord+ to _! c5turies ( remot5ess7 ^? spiritual intellig5ces :o 7 fir/ to br+ u ! conception ( ! ,on5ess ( ,all ,life1 & ! immortal fire1 ,compassion1 :i* is to be ! art ( ! future4 ,f9ally1 a man mu/ a*ieve 8 own individuality be=e he has any?+ fit to give ! _w4 ,he a*ieves ?is by ! awak5+ ( ! giant )91 :om _m h reason to believe is immortal4 ,inevitably ?is awak5+ is an illum9ation ( ! life itself2 & 9 ! v dawn ( ?is great] day1 9 ! fir/ t\* ( t :ite fire ( ,compassion1 ! ,unity ( ,all ,?+s is descri$4 #aa ,,! ,,little ,,girl',s ,,"w ,we w d a book ( travels1 ,i said to ! little girl4 ,y h done ,holl&2 y are on ,*9a4 ,aft] y h made y\r picture ( ,*9a1 ,i'll tell y :at ,i saw !re 9 "p1 & give y a book to read4 ,s (t5 h] own progress has giv5 me a cue l ?is = ! future "w4 ,i put ,! ,abbot on ?is travel-"w = a few days1 />t+ him ) ,p]u4 ,he f\nd a mona/]y !re4 ,9 ,india he f\nd mona/]ies1 ev5 9 ! nor!rn woods ( ,ont>io4 ,he w\ld %ut 8 eyes2 ! sett+ w\ld =m1 & aft] 8 p]iod ( imag9ative w&]+1 ! mona/]y w\ld be ! rew>d4 ,i w n attempt to sugge/ ! psy*ology ( ?is1 b to _m !re may be a l9k 9 x4 ,9 any ev5t1 ! imag9ation is develop$1 & its products express$4 ,! little girl 0 ask$ to write an essay on a morn+ %e _h sp5t along ! ,%ore4 ,%e sat 9 ! ,/udy ) a p5cil & pap] on h] lap--& long aft]w>d1 p]haps t5 m9utes1 exclaim$3 ,:y1 ,i began at ! beg9n+ & told ! :ole /ory to myself1 & n[ ,i've got to beg9 all ov] & write x1 & x won't be half s good4 ,yes1 t's ! h>d "p1 to put x d[n1 ,i said4 ,write & write until y beg9 to dream z y write--until y =get h& & pap] & place1 & in/ead ( dream+ simply make ! h& & bra9 int]pret ! dream z x comes4 ,t is ! p]fect way4 ,9 ^! small ?+s :i* ,i am pr9t+ ( ! little girl's1 y w get a glimpse ( h] read+ & h] rambles4 ,p]haps y w get an idea1 m cle>ly ?an ,i c tell x1 ( ! nature ( ! philosophy back ( ! "w "h1 b !re c be no good 9 hid+ t4 ,all :o come express !mselves someh[ ea* day4 ,i h m]ely pluck$ ^! pap]s f ! ne>e/ ( scores ( h] (f]+s4 ,!re seems to be a ray 9 ev]y?+ %e does1 at lea/ "o 9 a pap]4 ,:at is m *e]fully disclos$ ?an any?+ else1 f my viewpo9t1 is ! quick5+ imag9ation4 ,app>5tly %e did n title ?is "o3 ,nature is mo/ at home :]e man has n yet />t$ to build 8 civilisation4 ,( c\rse1 %e is ev]y:]e--9 ,g]many1 9 ,canada & ,cali=nia1 b ! ,fa!r is m to be se5 ) h] 9 ! wild places4 ,9 ! beg9n+ ev]y?+ belong$ to ,nature4 ,%e is ! ,"m4 ,fl[]s1 !n1 c\ld gr[ :]e & :5 !y want$ to1 )\t be+ plac$ 9 all k9ds ( /> & r\nd & squ>e %apes4 ,"s ( _! leaves c\ld be long] ?an o!rs if ,nature lik$1 )\t be+ cut4 ,! great trees1 su* z bee*es1 elms1 oaks & c$>s1 c\ld coil & curve _! bran*es )\t ! ?\ght ( be+ cut d[n = a sidewalk1 or trimm$ until !y 7 frivol\s no?+s4 ,small /ones & %ells c\ld lie d[n on a b$ ( moss at ! feet ( ^! trees & ask que/ions t disgrac$ ,mr4 ,bee*4 7,b ( c\rse !y 7 "y47 ,! fl[] fairies c\ld sit 9 ! sunlight & laugh at ! simple little /ones4 ,oh6 de>1 ,i j read ?is ?r\gh & x's silly4 ,x s\nds l "s k9d ( a my?1 writt5 9 ! ,fifte5? ,c5tury in/ead ( ! ,tw5tie?1 b ,i am n go+ to te> x up4 ,! ?+ ,i really want$ to write ab\t ?is morn+ 0 ! goodness ( be+ alive "h 9 w9t]4 ,aft] a long1 lovely sleep at night1 9 a room ) wide-op5 w9d[s & pl5ty ( cov]s1 y wake up fre% & happy4 ,f ! ,ea/ comes up ov] ! froz5 ,lake1 ! sun s5d+ /reaks ( orange1 r$1 yell[1 all ?r\gh ! sky4 ,"h & !re are little cl\ds ( s(t greys & p9ks1 :i* look l ! fluffy heads ( "y lettuce4 ,v5us 9 ! s\?1 big & wond]ful1 fades out ( sight :5 ! la/ %ades ( night pass out ( ! sky4 ,dress1 e m9ute ! sky gr[+ m brilliant1 until y _c look at x4 ,a breakfa/ ( toa/ & jam--j en\gh to make y feel l "w4 ,a %ort walk to ! ,/udy ) ! sweet smell ( wood-smoke %>p5+ ! air4 ,!n 9 ! ,/udy1 read+ essays by great m51 especially ( our fav\rite f\r ,am]icans1 ,?oreau1 ,em]son1 ,:itman1 & ,l9coln4 ,a wond]ful ,nature essay f ,?oreau6 99 99 99 99 99 ,s _m ?+s ( ,nature are spoil$ to make m money = m52 s _m lambs & horses & birds are kill$ to make coats & hats4 ,horses are kill$ & sold z beef1 & ! animals are slaught]$ 9 su* hide\s & vulg> ways--madd5$ ) fe> 9 but*]s' p5s be=e ! end4 ,wise p "k t fe>s are poison4 ,day by day & ye> by ye> ^! poisons are be+ work$ into our bodies until we get us$ to !m & !n we f9d x h>d to /op eat+ meat4 ,a p]son 9 ?is condition is nev] able to associate ) ! my/]ies ( e>?1 su* z fairies & nymphs ( fl[]s1 wat] & fire1 nor ) ! real tru?s ( high] ,nature1 :i* m5 %\ld "k4 ,9 among ! rocks & m\nta9s ,i c imag9e cross1 ugly little gnomes go+ ab\t _! "w--,i mean _! own "w & affairs4 ,to me x seems t gnomes are n will+ to associate ) p2 !y hav5't got ! "t to bo!r ) u4 ,!y g grumbl+ ab\t1 mutt]+3 ,somebody sat on my rock2 somebody sat on my rock4 ,i w\ld l to see !m & f9d out :at !y are s busy ab\t2 see ! patt]ns ( _! lea!ry little clo!s2 _! high hats1 lea!ry capes & aprons4 ,"s "t ,i w see !m4 ,i am n famili> ) all ?is1 b ,i imag9e v ?ick lea!r belts & buckles4 ,_! feet are small1 b too big = !m1 & make a little clatt] z !y g ov] ! rocks4 ,_! h&s ,i _c see2 !y mu/ be "u ! cape or some:]e t ,i d n "k (4 ,! ,spr+1 ,i ?9k1 is ! be/ "t = ! little gre5 woodsm54 ,! trees are beg9n+ to get pale-gre5 buds1 & ! gr\nd is all damp f be+ froz5 s long4 ,! woodsm5 s+ a great deal !n & laugh & talk4 ,!y come to ! edge ( ! riv] :5 a boat comes 91 b if "o moves quickly !y all run away4 ,i ?9k !re mu/ h be5 _m happy little fairies & cross old gnomes 9 ! nor!rn woods :]e ,i /ay$ a week la/ summ]4 ,!re 7 s _m great rocks1 s _m trees & all4 ,_m my/]ies mu/ h float$ ar\nd me want+ me to play ) !m1 b ,i wasn't ready4 ,fairies 7 only a dream to me !n4 ,b "s "t ,i mu/ h be5 a fri5d ( ! fairies1 = x seems to me t ,i h se5 !m1 & sp5t a good deal ( "t ) !m1 because ! memories are /ill ) me4 ,i w sp5d mo/ ( my sp>e "t ) !m next summ] & le>n mu* m ab\t !m4 99 99 99 99 99 444 ,%e c\ld get no fur!r on ! ,*9ese picture1 except t ! l[ /reet lamps 7 %ap$ l "q-m>ks4 ,i told h] !re 0 some?+ 9 t /reet if %e c\ld f9d x1 sugge/+ t %e might ?9k h>d ab\t x ! la/ ?+ at night be=e %e w5t to sleep1 b ,i h he>d no?+ fur!r4 ,on occasions ,i h be5 /opp$ %ort4 ,= in/ance1 ye/]day ! little girl began to tell me some?+ ) great c>e1 & ,i 0 away until %e 0 9 ! middle ( ! /ory1 & ! intimate gripp+ ?+ ab\t x ar\s$ me4 ,i told h] to write ! ?+ d[n j z %e _h told x1 ) ?is result3 444 ,e little :ile1 :5 ,i am n ?9k+ ( any "o ?+1 !re is a voice inside4 ,x seems to be tell+ me some?+1 b ,i nev] "k :at x says4 ,i nev] want$ or tri$ to "k until a mon? ago1 b x /ops be=e ,i c get ! s5se ( x4 ,x is ?ree ?+s1 ,i am sure1 because aft] ! voice /ops ^! ?ree ?+s run ?r\gh my m9d1 j z quick z ! voice came & w5t away3 ,a ?\ght :i* is full ( my/]y2 ano!r "o t is t]rible2 & ! ?ird :i* is /range b v funny4 ,! ?ird seems to be connect$ ) ,"m 9 "s way2 some?+ %e said _m1 _m ye>s ago4444 ,i ask$ ,"m to talk t way1 & %e talk$ l old c\ntry wom51 b x 0 n ! voice ,i ask$ =4 ,i h read ?is _m times1 unable to int]pret4 ,"o ( ! lovelie/ ?+s ab\t ! *ild-m9d is its expectancy = answ]s1 = fulfilm5ts at once4 ,i d n "k :at x means1 ,i said4 ,if "s answ] came1 ,i c\ld n be sure t x 0 ! p]fect "o1 b ,i am ?9k+ ab\t x e day1 & p]haps some?+ w come4 ,^! are s]i\s ?+s4444 ,"h is "o ( h] m rec5t products on ,roses3 ,if "o wants to h p]fect beauty & ! od\r ( ! ,old ,"m h]self 9 8 y>d1 he w plant roses4 ,i _c express 9 words :at roses br+ to me :5 ,i look d[n at !m or sniff _! magnific5tly %ad$ petals4 ,!y seem to pull me "r out ( ! body & out into ano!r _w :]e ev]y?+ is beautiful1 & :]e p d n *oose ! r$ rambl]s = _! g>d5 fav\rites1 b ! real tea roses4 ,i took ?ree roses into a h\se--a r$ "o1 a :ite "o1 v mu* f9] ?an ! fir/1 & ! ?ird a dream-rose t takes me into ! o!r _w--! k9d ( yell[ rose t sits 9 a jet b[l lean+ on ! cross 9 ! ,*apel room e day4 ,a girl t 0 9 t h\se look$ at ! roses4 ,oh1 %e %\t$1 aft] a mom5t1 :at a gr& r$ "o t is6 ,:i* "o d y l be/8 ,i ask$4 ,! r$ "o1 ( c\rse1 ! girl answ]$4 ,:y1 ! o!r two are mu*---- ,i began4 ,no1 !y a9't1 said ! girl4 ,don't y "k e "o likes !m r$ ones be/8 ,i walk$ away4 ,i believe t city p :o nev] see ,nature1 "k h] bett] f _! read+ ?an c\ntry p :o are clos] to h] br[n body 7?an ^? :o walk on pavem5ts7 b nev] look any high]4 ,& ,i ?9k c\ntry p l r$ roses because !y are l !m4 ,! r$ roses d n "k !y are n s beautiful z ! yell[ teas2 !y bloom j z long & (t51 & (t5 gr[ bigg]4 ,!y are n a%am$4 ,a my/]y to me3 ,a t9y piece ( exquisite foliage is put into ! gr\nd4 ,aft] a :ile its leaves all fall (f & x is b>e & br[n1 l a little /ick 9 ! sn[4 ,yet d[n "u ! sn[ at ! roots ( ! br[n /ick1 fairy rose spirits are be+ work$ up into ! small /alks4 ,!y h be5 wait+ = a rose to be put into ! gr\nd t is f9e en\gh = !m1 & x has come--& o!rs4 ,mon?s aft]w>d1 a doz5 or m ( p9ki% yell[-gold5 roses come out1 loos5+ z _m fairy spirits aga94 ,isn't x all wond]ful8 ,i enjoy$ ! fir/ read+ ( ?is :i* ! little girl call$ ,a ,grey ,day3 ,small1 cold1 happy waves con/antly roll+ up on ! tan %ore4 ,! air is crisp & cool1 b !re is v little w9d4 ,ev]y?+ is look+ fre% & gre54 ,! tra9 on ! cross+ makes en\gh noise = six1 ) a scree*+ ( :eels & puff+ ( /eam4 ,! tug & dr$ge on ! h>b\r are do+ _! %>e1 too4 ,all is a happy workday sc5e4 ,i />t$ 9 ?is morn+ to f9i% an essay ,i _h begun ! day be=e4 ,aft] a little :ile1 ,i op5$ ! w9d[1 & ! happy work+ s\nds came into ! room4 ,i c\ld n f9i% t essay2 ,i _h to write some?+ ab\t ! grey happy day4 ,on a grey day ,i delight 9 /udy+ ! sky1 = x is always s brimm+ full ( pictures4 ,pictures ( e k9d4 ,x 0 on a grey day l ?is 9 ! e>ly ,spr+ t ,cliff made u see ! great sn[ giants on ! o!r side ( ! wat]1 clean+ away all ! sn[ & ice ) great %ovels & pick-axes4 ,x 0 on a grey day t a ,bee* tree made me see t all ! rocks1 bugs1 fl[]s1 trees1 & p are only "o4 ,^! grey days t p f9d s mu* fault )1 if !y are n s important z ! days :5 ! sun cooks y1 !y are f> m wond]ful6 ,"o's imag9ation c w&] ?r\gh ! :ole univ]se on grey days4 ,! pictures 9 ! sky give "o h9ts ( o!r worlds1 = !re are s _m diff]5t faces1 diff]5t & /range l&s & p4 ,f>-(f h\ses1 k+doms1 ca/les1 birds1 bea/s & ev]y?+ else4 ,su* wond]ful ?+s4 ,sometimes ,i see huge dragons1 & !n ! cl\d passes & ! dragons g away4 ,! sky is always *ang+4 ,! pictures nev] la/1 b new ones come4 ,a ,,talk ,:at wond]ful ?+s come ( little talks4 ,i mean ! "r k9d4 ,:ole lives *ang$1 p]haps by a half-h\r's talk1 or ! same am\nt ( "t sp5t 9 read+4 ,man comes to a po9t 9 life1 ! half-way h\se1 ,i h he>d x call$1 :5 he ei!r takes ! "r pa? :i* leads to ! "w t 0 made = him or he goes ! wrong4 ,(t5times a %ort talk f "o :o kn[s w set a man on ! "r track4 ,"o man goes ! wrong way ?r\gh _m a dang] & pa9 & suff]+1 & f9ally wakes up to ! "r1 goes back1 tells ! o!rs1 & saves _m f go+ ! wrong way & pass+ ?r\gh ! same pa9 & suff]+4 ,at breakfa/ ?is morn+ we 7 talk+ ab\t ! univ]se f ! angels ar\nd ! ?rone to ! little br[n gnomes t "w s h>d1 fl[] fairies1 & wood & wat] nymphs & nixies4 ,su* a /range1 wild1 delightful feel+ comes ov] me :5 ,i he> ab\t ! little br[n & gre5 gnomes or ?9k ( !m4 ,"o :o does n "k ! fairies well w\ld ?9k !y 7 all bro!rs1 b x doesn't seem s to me4 ,:5 ,i ?9k ( ! gre5 gnomes1 a picture always comes ( a :ole lot ( beautiful spr+y-look+ bu%es4 ,i c always see ! gre5 gnomes ?r\gh ! bu%es4 ,!y pay no att5tion to me1 b j g "r on laugh+ & talk+ by !mselves4 ,b :5 ,i ?9k ( br[n gnomes a v diff]5t picture comes4 ,x is ,fall !n1 & leaves are on ! gr\nd & br[n m5 are work+ s h>d & s fa/ _! h&s & feet are j a blur4 ,!y give y a smile if y truly love !m4 ,b t is all1 = !y are work+ h>d4 ,if "o 7 well & c\ld ma/] 8 body 9 e way1 he w\ld be able to see pla9ly ! :ite l9es :i* connect ev]y?+ toge!r1 & ! cr[ns t are on ! heads ( ! ones :o des]ve !m4 ,& "o c\ld see ! hi/ory ( a /one1 a tree1 or any old ?+4 ,:at wond]ful /ories !re w\ld be 9 an old ,bee* tree t has /ood 9 ! same place = m ?an a hundr$ ye>s1 & has se5 all ! wond]s t came t way4 ,_! upp] bran*es are always look+ up1 & s at night !y w\ld see all ! ,sleep-bodies t pass t woods4 ,! bee* trees w\ld make ! old wit*es feel s good & happy by fann+ !m ) _! leaves & %ad+ !m t ! wit*es w\ld undo all ! evil spells !y _h ca/ on p1 & s _m o!r wond]ful /ories w\ld !re be 9 a ,bee* tree's hi/ory4 #ab ,,te>+-,,d[n ,,s5tim5t ,x 0 mid-fall4 ,n[1 ) ! til+1 plant+1 /one /udy & /able1 ! in/allation ( wat] & trees & paym5ts on ! l&1 ,i conclud$ t ,i might beg9 on t w9t] & summ] dream ( a h\se--9 ab\t ,n9ete5 ,hundr$ & ,tw5ty-?ree4444 ,b ,i _h be5 see+ x too cle>ly4 ,s cle> a ?\ght lit]ally draws ! p>ticles ( matt] toge!r4 ,a /rang] happ5$ along & said3 ,:5 ,i get tir$ & disc\rag$ aga91 ,i'm com+ out "h & take ano!r look at y\r little /one /udy4 ,i ask$ him 94 ,he 0 eag] to "k :o design$ ! %op4 ,i told him t ! diff]5t city attics ,i _h work$ 9 7 responsible4 ,he f\nd ?is int]e/+4 ,f9ally ,i told him ab\t ! dream t ,i hop$ "s "t to come true out yond] among ! baby elms--! old fa!r fireplace & all its "y relations1 ! broad por*es & ! n9e /one pi]s1 ! b$rooms /rung on a balcony "u a ro( ( glass1 ! brick-pav$ patio bel[ & ! f\nta9 9 ! c5tre4444 ,z he 0 a v good li/5]1 ,i took ano!r brea? & f9i%$ ! picture--to ! sleep+ por* t w\ld ov]hang ! bluff1 casem5t-w9d[s1 r$ tiles t w\ld dip d[n ov] ! /one-"w1 ev5 to ! b9s = potatoes & apples 9 ! basem5t4 ,t's v good1 he said4 ,i'm an ar*itect ( ,*icago4 ,i believe ,i c frame x up = y4 ,:5 a ?+ happ5s l t1 ,i inv>iably draw ! suspicion t x 0 int5d$ to be s4 ,anyway1 ,i _h to h plans4444 ,:5 !y came f ,*icago1 ,i %ov$ ! date ( build+ ahead to ,n9ete5-,?irty1 & turn$ ) a sigh to ! typewrit]4444 ,sev]al days aft]w>d !re 0 a tap at ! /udy door 9 ! dr[sie/ "p ( ! aft]noon4 ,a contractor & 8 fri5d1 ! lumb]man1 7 int]e/$ to "k if ,i contemplat$ build+4 ,v positively ,i said n--s positively t ! subject 0 *ang$4 ,! next day ,i met ! contractor1 :o said he 0 sorry to he> ( my decision1 s9ce ! lumb]man _h come ) ! idea ( f9anc+ ! /one h\se1 b 0 a bit delicate ab\t x1 ! way ,i spoke4 ,?is 0 in=mation ( ! mo/ obtrud+ sort4444 ,"o ( my well-tru/$ fri5ds once said to me1 look+ up f a "w-b5* 9 8 own cell>3 ,:5 ,i />t$ to build ,i w5t 9 debt j z f> z !y w\ld let me4 ,he _h "o ( ! prettie/ places ,i ev] saw--( a poor man's k9d1 & sp5t all ! be/ h\rs ( 8 life mak+ x loveli]4 ,& x's all paid =8 ,i ask$4 ,he smil$4 ,no--n by a good deal less ?an half4 ,b suppose some?+ %\ld happ5 t y c\ldn't f9i% pay+ = x8 ,well1 !n ,i've _h a mighty good "t do+ x = ! o!r fell[4 ,t 0 n to be =gott54 ,s ,i w5t d[n ! %ore ) ! lumb]man1 & we sat on ! s& "u a p9e tree4444 ,on ! way home ,i arrang$ = excavation & ! f\ndation masonry4444 ,i'm n go+ to tell y h[ to build a h\se1 because ,i don't "k4 ,i d\bt if ev] a h\se 0 built ) a complet] s5se ( deta*m5t on ! "p ( ! nom9al own]--at times4444 ,:5 !y consult$ me1 ,i ref]r$ to ! dream :i* ! ar*itect _h p9n$ to matt] 9 ! =m ( _m blue-pr9ts--= a "t4 ,z ! next ,spr+ & ! actual build+ advanc$1 *aos came d[n ^u me l ! sl[ effects ( a madd5+ drug4 ,= two ye>s ,i _h ridd5 ?r\gh ! little t[n once or twice a day = mail2 & _h le>n$ ! pleasure ( nodd+ to ! villag]s--bank]s1 doctors1 m]*ants1 artisans1 lab\r]s & *ildr54 ,i _h seldom ent]$ /ores or h\ses & z g5tly z possible refra9$ f t\*+ ! social sy/em ( ! place4 ,our lives 7 v full on ! ,%ore4 ,!re 0 a real pleasure to me 9 ! village4 ,_m great ones h fall5 be=e ! illusion ( x4444 ,!re is a real pleasure to me 9 ! village /ill1 b diff]5t4 ,long ago1 ,i w5t up into ! nor? c\ntry & liv$ a :ile ne> a small ,indian p>ty on ! %ore ( a p9e-%ad[$ riv]4 ,i wat*$ _! life a little4 ,!y knew fires & enjoy$ tobacco4 ,!y fea/$ ^u ! h>d1 gamey bass1 & s5t memb]s ( _! p>ty to ! fields = gra9s4 ,_! *ildr5 liv$ 9 ! sun--a /range k9d ( en*antm5t ov] x all4 ,i /ood high on a rock above ! riv] "o ev5+ across f ! ,indian camp1 ) a ,canadian (ficial :o 0 a k9d ( :ite fa!r to ! remnant ( ! ,indian tribes 9 t "p ( ! prov9ce4 ,we talk$ toge!r1 & z we talk$ ! sun w5t d[n4 ,an old ,indian arose on ! bank opposite4 ,9 ! /illness we he>d him tap out ! a%es ( 8 pipe ^u a /one4 ,!n he came d[n l a dusky patri>* to ! edge ( ! /ream1 /epp$ into 8 canoe & lift$ ! paddle4 ,!re 0 no s\nd f t1 & ! /ream 0 9 ! hu% ( ev5+ & summ]4 ,he _h se5 u & 0 com+ across to pay 8 respects to my companion4 ,:5 he 0 half-way across1 a dog deta*$ himself f ! out] circle ( ! fire & began to swim aft] ! canoe4 ,we saw ! curr5t sw+ him =w>d1 & ! little bea/'s adju/m5t to x4 ,! canoe _h come /raight4 ,x 0 n[ 9 ! /ill wat] b5ea?1 & ! dog 9 ! c5tre ( ! /ream--! po9t ( a rippl+ w$ge4 ,! ,indian drew up 8 craft1 & />t$ to climb to u4 ,! dog made ! bank1 %ook himself & foll[$ upw>d1 b n ) a scamp] l a :ite man's dog1 r a sil5t keep+ ( di/ance4 ,j bel[ u ! ,indian halt$1 turn$1 pick$ up ) bo? h&s a rock ! size ( a w9t] turnip & heav$ x /raight d[n at ! bea/'s head4 ,no ^w4 ,! dog lur*$ sideways on ! trail1 s t ! missile m]ely graz$ him4 ,we he>d a subdu$ prote/ ( "o syllable1 z he turn$ & w5t back4 ,x 0 all un9t]e/+ night to me n[--beauty1 picturesqu5ess1 en*antm5t gone1 ) t repress$ yelp4 ,i didn't ev5 rise f my seat on ! rock4 ,i _h look$ too close4 ,t night ! ,canadian said3 ,! ,indian race is pass+ out4 ,!y d n resi/4 ,i g f camp to camp 9 ! ,spr+1 & ask ab\t ! miss+ fri5ds--"y & old1 ev5 ! "y m>ri$ p4 ,!y po9t--back & upw>d--z if "o po9t$ ov] 8 %\ld] t[>d a hill j desc5d$4444 ,x's tub]culosis ma9ly4 ,y see !m "h liv+ a life design$ to br+ any?+ b a corpse back to heal?4 ,:5 ! w9t] comes !y g to ! h\ses1 batt5 ! w9d[s1 heap up ! fires1 & sit beside !m1 sleep & h _! food beside !m1 tw5ty 9 a room4 ,be=e ,spr+1 ! t\*$ ones c\gh1 & are c>ri$ out4 ,!y seem to "k t ! race is pass+4 ,!y d n resi/--!y d n c>e to live diff]5tly4 ,_h x n be5 = t hurl$ rock :i* broke op5 ! old ,indian's nature = me1 ,i %\ld h pres]v$ a f9e picture p]haps1 b x w\ld n h be5 gr\nd$ ^u wisdom1 & !re=e w\ld h am\nt$ to a m]e s5tim5t4 ,x 0 ! same ) ! c\ntry t[n1 :5 ! h\se-build+ =c$ me to look closely at ! sep>ate gr\ps ( workm5 t deta*$ !mselves f ! :ole1 & came to build ! h\se4 ,i ?9k ,i c br+ ! mean+ ev5 cle>] ?r\gh ano!r incid5t3 444 ,"o ( ! "y m5 "h lov$ ! sunlight on 8 %\ld]s s well--_h su* a natural love = ! feel ( light & air ^u 8 b>e fle%--t he almo/ atta9$ t high *>m ( =gett+ h[ well he look$4444 ,! c\ntry p occasionally come d[n to ! wat] on ! ,sabba? 7f _! homes back on ! automobile r\tes & ! int]urban l9es71 & = :at !y d n get ( ! natural beauty ( %ore & bluff1 ,i h a f9e respect4 ,h[ev]1 !y didn't miss ! ,tempor>y ,mr4 ,pan4 ,!y compla9$ t he 0 expos+ himself1 ev5 t he 0 %ameless4 ,n[ ,i am no wor%ipp] ( nudity4 ,i'd l to be1 b x disappo9ts 9 mo/ cases4 ,!re is always a /ra9 ab\t an object t is consci\s ( itself--& t nudity :i* is unconsci\s ( itself is ei!r %ameless1 an inevitable po9t ( its imp]fection anatomically = ! tra9$ eye2 or else x is t\*$ ) div9ity & does n frequ5t ^! %ores4 ,! human body has suff]$ ! fate ( all fle% & plant-fibre t is d5i$ light4 ,a c]ta9 vision mu/ direct all gr[?--& vision requires light4 ,! cov]$ ?+s are :ite-lidd$ & abortive1 scrawny f /ruggle or bulb\s f ! fe$+ dream into :i* !y are prone to s9k4 ,x w require c5turies = ! human race to outgr[ ! %ames :i* h come to adh]e to our "*-/ructure f rec5t g5]ations4 ,we h brutalis$ our bodies ) ^! ?\ghts4 ,we associate wom5 ) veils & secrecy1 b ! tr\ble is n ) !m1 & has n come f wom51 b f ! male-ord]+ ( wom5's affairs to satisfy 8 own ideas ( possession & cons]vation4 ,! :ole cycle ( human reproduction is a man-arrangem5t accord+ to pres5t /&>ds1 & e process is de/ructively bungl$4 ,h[ev]1 t's a life-"w1 t subject4 ,9 col\r1 texture & cont\r1 ! ?\ghts ( our ance/ors h debas$ our bodies1 organically & z !y are se54 ,nudity is n beautiful1 & does n play sweetly ^u our m9ds because ( ?is h]itage4 ,! human body is associat$ ) d>kness1 & ! place ( ?is association 9 our m9ds is ( correspond+ d>kness4 ,! "y man & ,i talk$ x ov]4 ,we decid$ t x w\ld be a ?ankless task = him to sp5d ! summ]s 9 ard5t endeav\r to educate ! c\ntryside by br[n+ 8 back 9 public4 ,t did n appeal to u z a fitt+ life-task2 moreov]1 8 project w\ld frequ5tly be int]rupt$ by ! t[n m>%al4 ,z a matt] ( tru?1 "o may draw mo/ ( ! values ( ! act9ic rays ( ! sun ?r\gh ?9 :ite clo?+2 & if "o has n cru%$ 8 feet into a revolt+ mass 9 pursuit ( ! tradesm51 he may g b>efoot$ a little :ile ea* day on 8 own grass-plot )\t %ock+ ! natives or los+ 8 cr$it at ! bank4 ,! real reason = op5+ ?is subject is to express 7& be v sure to express )\t hatr$7 c]ta9 facts 9 ! case ( ! c\ntryside :i* compla9$4 ,!y are villag]s & f>m-p :o live ) ,"m ,nature )\t kn[+ h]4 ,!y look into ! body ( ,nature1 b nev] see h] face to face4 ,! play ( light & ! drive ( intellig5ce 9 h] eyes is above ! level ( _! gaze1 or too bright4 ,pot5tially !y h all ! liv+ lights--! flame immortal1 b x is turn$ l[4 ,x does n glorify !m1 z m5 or p>5ts or workm54 ,x does n inspire !m to ,que/+--man's real & mo/ significant bus9ess4 ,!y d n "k t :i* is good or evil 9 food1 9 music1 col\r1 fabric1 books1 9 h\ses1 l&s or fai?4 ,!y live 9 a l[1 lazy rhy?m & attract unto !mselves inevitably objects ( correspond+ vibration4 ,"o obs]ves ?is 9 _! *ildr51 9 _! s*ools & mo/ pa!tically 9 _! *ur*es4 ,!y abide dimly 9 ! mid/ ( _! imp]fections1 b ) tragic peace4 ,:5 _! *ildr5 revolt1 !y meet on e h& ! hide\s weight ( matt]1 ! pressure ( l[ e/abli%$ =ces1 & only ! m spl5did ( ^! "y p h ! integrity ( _s to rise above ! resi/ance4 ,z = ! clo?+ t is worn1 !y w\ld d bett] if left sudd5ly nak$ z a p1 & )\t preconceptions1 7 comm&$ to f9d "s cov]+ = !mselves4 ,z h]ds1 !y h fall5 into a desc5d+ arc ( usage1 "u ! inevitable d[n-pull ( trade4 ,:]e ! vibrations ( matt] are l[1 its responsive movem5t is greg>ian r ?an individual4 ,! ye> ar\nd1 ^! p we> clo?+1--wooll5 pants & skirts1 :i* if t\*$ ) an iron1 t\*$ ) sunlight1 ra9 or any m$ium t ar\ses ! slumb]+ quantities1 ! adjac5t no/ril is (f5d$4 ,!y are heavy eat]s ( meat ! ye> r\nd4 ,!y slay _! pets ) z little conc]n z !y ga!r /rawb]ries4 ,_! ideas ( virtue & legitimacy h to d ) an ecclesia/ical =m1 z anci5t z ,n9eveh & z effac$ 9 mean+4 ,!y accept _! *ildr51 z "o pays a price = pleasure2 & ^? *ildr5 :i* come f _! /ol5 pleasures are ei!r murd]$ or m>k$ ) %ame4 ,_! idea ( love is made indef9ite by desire1 & _! love ( *ildr5 has to d ) ! s5se ( possession4 ,!y are n significant m5 9 _! own fields2 r>ely a good mason1 a good c>p5t]1 a good f>m]4 ,! _m h n ev5 f\nd ! secret ( ord] & unfold+ f ! simple/ task4 ,! prim>y mean+ ( ! day's "w 9 its relation to life & bless$ness is n to be conceiv$ by !m4 ,!y are taught f *ildhood t fir/ ( all "w is = bread2 t bread p]i%es2 !re=e "o mu/ pile up z he may ! :]e-) to pur*ase ! pass+ bread2 t bread is bread & ! re/ a gamble4444 ,!y answ] to ! sl[ loop waves :i* enfold ! _m 9 amusem5t & op9ion1 9 suspicion & cruelty & half-tru?4 ,to all above1 !y are z if !y 7 n2 m$iocre m51 /atic 9 spiritual affairs1 a little pilot-burn] ( vision flick]+ f *ildhood1 b nev] ignit+ _! true be+1 nor op5+ to !m ! "o true way :i* ea* man mu/ g alone1 be=e he beg9s to be erect 9 o!r ?an bone & s9ew4 ,!y cov] _! bodies--b !y d n cov] _! faces nor _! m9ds nor _! s\ls4 ,& ?is is ! m>vel1 !y are n a%am$6 ,!y reveal ! empt9ess ( _! faces & ! d>kness ( _! m9ds )\t compla9+ to ea* o!r or to ! police4 ,f any /&po9t ( reality1 ! po9ts ( view ( ! _m ne$ only to be express$ to reveal _! ab&onm5t4444 ,b ?is applies to cr[ds any:]e1 to ! _w-cr[d1 ^: gods to-day are trade & patriotism & motion-photography4 ,! po9t is1 we _c look back into ! c5tres ( ! _m = our ideals4 ,!re is no v>iation to ! law t all beauty & progress is ahead4 ,moreov]1 a man rid+ ?r\gh a village enc\nt]s b ! mask ( its p4 ,we h mu* practice ?r\gh life 9 b[+ to ea* o!r4 ,!re is a psy*ology ab\t greet+s among human k9d t is deep z ! pit4 ,:5 ! ?+ kn[n z ,ignorance is e/abli%$ 9 a community1 "o is fooli% to ru% to ! conclusion t ! tr\ble is m]ely an unlett]$ ?+4 ,no "o has idealis$ ! un$ucat$ m9d ) m ard\r ?an ! "o :o is express+ ^! /udies ( life4 ,b ,i h f\nd t ! m9d t has no que/1 t does n beg9 its se>* among ! _w's treasures f a *ild1 is a m9d t is j z apt to be aggressive 9 its small conceptions z ! mo/ capaci\s & sumptu\sly furni%$1 & m rigor\s 9 its treatm5t ( dep5d5ts4 ,i h f\nd t ! untra9$ m9d is untra9$ 9 ! qualities ( appreciation1 is n cleanly1 nor workmanlike1 nor spiritual1 nor g5]\s1 nor tol]ant2 t ! v fundam5tals ( its integrity w hurt y2 t x talks mu* & is n a%am$4 ,all lit]ature has ov]done ! dog-l fidelity ( simple m9ds4 ,! ess5ce ( loyalty ( man to man is made ( love-capacity & und]/&+--& ^! are qualities t come f evolution ( ! s\l j z e o!r f9e ?+ comes4 ,we p]ceive ! old f>m] on 8 door-/ep 9 ! ev5+--love & life-l9es ( lab\r ^u him2 we enjoy 8 hal5ess & laught]4444 ,b t is ! mask4 ,8 m9d & its e attribute ( consci\sness is design$ to smo!r an awak5$ s\l4 ,y h to br+ ,god to him 9 8 own t]m9ology1 or he w fight y1 & believe 9 8 he>t t he is s]v+ 8 ,god4 ,8 g5]ation is mov+ sl[ly n[1 yet if 8 sons & daught]s quick5 _! pace1 he is fill$ ) torm5ts ( fe> or curses !m = /ray+4 ,i w\ld n seem ill-temp]$4 ,i h long s9ce heal$ f ! *aos & revelations ( build+4 ,x br\ght me a n too swift review ( life z ,i _h met x afield & 9 ! cities = _m ye>s4 ,! fact t "o little contract = c]ta9 int]ior in/allations 0 /rung ov] five mon?s1 & surpris$ me ) ! possibilities ( ineffici5cy & untru?1 is long s9ce =gott54 ,! wat] runs4 ,t5 days aft] peace 0 e/abli%$ "h1 all my w\nds 7 heal+ by fir/ int5tion2 & :5 ,i saw ! c>p5t]s at "w on a new contract ! day aft] !y left me1 ! pity t surg$ ?r\gh my brea/ 0 /rangely poignant1 & x 0 = !m4 ,! conduct ( _! days 0 a drive ?r\gh ! heavie/ & mo/ /ubborn ( mat]ials1 an arriv+ at some?+ l ord] aga9/ ! grittie/ odds1 & !y mu/ d x aga9 & aga94 ,!re is none to :om ,i _c b[ 9 ! ev5+--b ! idealisation ( ! village lives is *ang$ & !re is k4 ,i _h be5 gett+ too com=table4 ,"o _c d 8 s]vice 9 ! _w & =get its fundam5tals4 ,we h to love be=e we c s]ve1 b x is fatu\s to love bl9dly4 ,! ?+s t we want are ahead4 ,! pa?s beh9d d n conta9 !m2 ! simplicity ( peasants & l[ly communities is n m]ely unlett]$4 ,"o does n ne$ to deal ) "o small t[n2 x is ev]y:]e4 ,! ways ( ! cr[ds are small ways4 ,we wrong ourselves & br+ imp]fection to our tasks :5 we =get t4 ,we love ! ,indian cross+ ! /ream 9 ! great & graci\s night--b ,god pity ! ,indian's dog4 ,we mu/ look close at life1 & n lie to ourselves1 because our ways are cu%ion+ a little4 ,all idealism t turns back mu/ suff] ! fate ( m]e s5tim5ts4 ,we mu/ "k ! /uff ! cr[ds are made (1 if we h a h& 9 br++ 9 ! ord] & beauty4 ,y h he>d m5 exclaim3 ,h[ noble are ! simple-m9d$--h[ sweet ! p ( ! ,c\ntryside--h[ inevitable & un]r+ is ! voice ( ! p6 ,z a matt] ( tru?1 unless direct$ by "s /rong man's vision1 ! voice ( ! p has nev] yet giv5 utt]ance to con/ructive tru?2 & ! same may be said ( ^? :o cat] to ! public ta/e 9 politics or ! s-call$ arts4 ,! man :o und]takes to give ! p :at ! p want is n an arti/ or a true lead] ( any dim5sion4 ,he is a tradesman & f9ds 8 place 9 8 g5]ation4 ,! ris+ workman 9 any art or craft le>ns by suff]+ t all good is ahead & n else:]e2 t he mu/ d>e to be himself ev5 if =c$ to g hungry = t hon\r2 t he mu/ n lose 8 love = m51 ?\gh he mu/ lose 8 illusions4 ,soon] or lat]1 :5 he is ready1 "o brilliant little fact rises 9 8 consci\sness--"o t comes to /ay1 & ar\nd :i* all future ?9k+ mu/ build itself4 ,x is ?is3 ,:5 "o lifts ! mask f any cr[d1 commonness is disclos$ 9 e *ange & movem5t ( p]sonality4 ,at ! same "t1 ! cr[ds ( common p are ! soil ( ! future1 a spl5did mass pot5tially1 ! womb ( e h]oism & ma/]piece to be4 ,all great ?+s mu/ come f ! p1 because great lead]s ( ! p turn _! passionate impregnation ( idealism ^u !m4 ,fir/ ! dream] dreams--& !n ! p make x action4444 ,:at we see t hurts u s z workm5 is b ! unf9i%$ picture1 ! back ( ! tape/ry4 ,to be wor? 8 spiritual salt1 ! arti/1 any arti/1 mu/ turn e =ce ( 8 conceiv+ into t great re/less ,ab/raction1 ! _m2 he mu/ plunge :ole-he>t$ly 9 ! do+1 b cut himself loose f ! ?+ done2 at lea/1 he mu/ realise t :at he is will+ to give c\ld n be b\ght4444 ,:5 he is q ready1 !re %all arise = him1 out ( ! ,ab/raction1 some?+ f9i%$2 some?+ z absolutely 8 own z ! o!r half ( 8 circle4 ,! "o rel5tless & cont9ual realisation :i* drives home to a man :o has any vision ( ! bett]m5t ( ! :ole1 is ! l[-grade intellig5ce ( ! av]age human be+4 ,e man :o has ev] work$ = a day out ( himself has met ?is fi]ce & flogg+ tru?4 ,! p]sonal answ] to ?is1 :i* ! workman f9ally makes1 may be ( ?ree k9ds3 ,he may des]t 8 vision entirely & return to op]ate among ! inf9ite small doors ( ! _m--:i* is c[>dice & ! grimme/ failure4 ,he may ab&on ! _m & devote himself to ! few :o und]/&2 & ?is op5s ! way to ! subtl] & m p[]ful devils :i* beset & betray human und]/&+1 = we are n h]oically m\ld$ by ^? :o love u b by ! gr9d+ ( ^? :o revile4 ,if a key does n fit1 x mu/ be gr\nd2 & to be gr\nd1 its w>ds made true & %>p1 x mu/ be held someh[ 9 a vise4 ,! gr9d+ f above w n bite o!rwise4 ,s x is ) ! workman4 ,he mu/ fix himself fir/ 9 ! k ( ! _w4444 ,! workman ( ! true way ab&ons nei!r 8 vision nor ! _w4 ,someh[ to impregnate ! _w ) 8 p>ticul> vision--all good comes f t4 ,9 a ^w1 ! workman ei!r plays to _w entirely1 :i* is failure2 to 8 elect entirely1 :i* is apt to be a great] failure2 or1 intr5*$ 9 ! _w & ?rill+ ) aspiration1 he may ex]t a levitat+ influ5ce ^u ! :ole1 j z surely z w+s beat upw>d4 ,!re are days ( bl9dness1 & ! ye>s are long1 b 9 ?is late/ /ruggle a man =gets himself1 :i* is ! prim>y victory4 ,! real workman !n--vibrat+ betwe5 compassion & contempt--8 body vis$ 9 ! _w1 8 _s /ruggl+ upw>d1 p]=ms 8 task4 ,:5 sudd5ly fre$1 he f9ds t he has done well4 ,if "o is to h w+s1 & by t ,i don't mean fea!rs b ! intr9sic levitat+ =ce ( ! spiritual life1 be v sure !y mu/ be gr[n "h1 & ga9 _! p[] ( p9ion 9 ! /ruggle to lift matt]4 #ac ,,natural ,,cruelty ,9 deal+ ) ! "y1 especially ) little boys1 "o ( ! fir/ ?+s to e/abli% is g5tl5ess to animals4 ,betwe5 ! little boy & ! gr[n man all ! /ates ( evolution are vaguely review$1 z !y are1 9 fact1 9 t m rapid & my/]i\s passage betwe5 conception & bir?4 ,"y nations pass ?r\gh ! same phases1 & "s ( !m are abom9able4 ,! s5se ( p[] is a dang]\s ?+4 ,! *ild feels x 9 8 h&s1 & ! nation feels x 9 its fir/ victory4444 ,9 ! ,*apel dur+ a p]iod ( sev]al days we talk$ ab\t ! wond] ( animals 7! little boys ( ! h\se pres5t7 & ! results 7 s int]e/+ t ,i put toge!r "s ( ! ?+s discuss$ 9 ! foll[+ =m1 call+ ! pap] ,adv5tures 9 ,cruelty3 ,z a :ole1 ! /yles 9 cruelty are *ang+4 ,c]ta9 matt]s ( *>ity z we us$ to reg>d !m are vulg> n[4 ,i rememb] :5 a great sign1 ,,! ,,home ,,( ,,! ,,fri5dless1 us$ to />e obsc5ely at ?\s&s ( city s*ool *ildr51 z we pass$ daily ?r\gh a c]ta9 /reet4 ,?\gh x is gone n[1 some?+ ( ! curse ( x is /ill ^u ! premises4 ,i always ?9k ( :at a c]ta9 obs]v] said3 ,y w\ld n ?9k ! ,*ri/ _h ev] come to a _w1 :]e m5 c\ld give su* a "n to a h\se ( love-babies4 ,i rememb]1 too1 :5 !re =m]ly appe>$ f "t to "t on ! /reets1 dur+ ! long summ]s1 diff]5t gre5-blue wagons4 ,! driv]s 7 diff]5t1 too--,i recall "o 0 a hun*back4 ,^! outfits =m$ "o ( ! fasc9at+ horrors ( our br++-up--! =k1 ! noose1 ! /ray dog toss$ into a madd5$ pulp ( /ray dogs1 ! door slamm$1 & no ^w at all f ! driv]--no?+ we c\ld build on1 or le>n 8 "* by4 ,he 0 a "p ( ! law1 & we 7 taught !n t ! law 0 ev]la/+ly "r1 t we mu/ gr9d our *>act]s aga9/ x4444 ,b ! gre5-blue wagons are gone1 & ! ,law has come to con=m a bit ) ! 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"t is n long s9ce :5 we met our adv5tures 9 cruelty alone--no conc]t ( enlight5$ citiz5s on ^! subjects--& only ! v few _h f\nd ! flaw 9 ! gospel t ,god _h made ! animals1 & all ! little animals1 = delectation & s]vice ( man4 ,possibly !re is a bit ( galvanic life /ill 9 ! tea*+1 b x _c be said to belong to ! ,new ,age4 ,economic effici5cy has alt]$ _m /yles = ! bett]4 ,=m]ly we/]n drov]s us$ to drive _! h]ds into ! bru% = ! w9t]s4 ,! few t ! w9t] & ! wolves didn't get 7 suppos$ to be h>dy en\gh to dem& a price4 ,x 0 f\nd1 h[ev]1 t w9t]+-out co/ ! bea/s m 9 vitality ?an !y w\ld sp5d 9 sev5 ye>s ( lab\r2 t ! result 0 decrepit colts & /r+y dw>fs = ! beef m>ket4 ,also !re 0 agitation on ! subject1 & ! cu/om pass$4 ,city m5 :o own$ horses 9 l>ge numb]s f\nd _! effici5cy br\ght to a high] not* at ! sacrifice ( a little m air & food1 w>m? & re/4 ,!re is a f>-drive to ?is appeal1 & !re are ^? :o believe t x w see u ?r\gh to ! mill5nium4 ,a woman told ?is /ory3 ,:5 ,i 0 a *ild 9 ! c\ntry !re 0 an old c[ t we all knew & lov$4 ,%e 0 r$ & :ite l ,/ev5son's c[ t ate ! mead[ fl[]s4 ,h] "n 0 ,m>y--,mr4 ,devl9's ,m>y4 ,! ,devl9 *ildr5 play$ ) u1 & !y 7 l o!r *ildr5 9 e way1 only a little fatt] & ruddi] p]haps4 ,! calves disappe>$ annually 7"o ( ! my/]ies7 & ! ,devl9 *ildr5 7 br\ght up on ,m>y's milk4 ,x wasn't milk1 !y said1 b pure cream4 ,we came to "k ,m>y1 because %e 0 always on ! roadside--no remote back-pa/ures = h]4 ,%e lov$ ! *ildr5 & _h to "k :at pass$4 ,we us$ to deck h] ) d&elions1 & (t5 j z we 7 gett+ ! la/ circlet fa/5$1 old ,m>y w\ld tire ( ! game & walk s$ately out ( ! r+--j z %e w\ld :5 a baby calf _h en\gh or "s novice _h be5 milk+ too long4 ,i h be5 able to und]/& h[ mu* ! ,h9dus ?9k ( _! cattle j by ?9k+ ( ,m>y4 ,= ye>s we pass$ h]--to & f s*ool4 ,x 0 said t %e c\ld negotiate any gate or lock4 ,well1 on "o ,spr+ morn+1 z we walk$ by ! ,devl9 h\se1 we saw a crat$ wagon ) a new calf inside1 & !y 7 ty+ ,m>y beh9d4 ,%e 0 l$ =?4 ,i rememb] ! :ites ( h] eyes & h] twi/$ head4 ,only t1 9 a k9d ( sick5+ & p]vad+ blackness4 ,! calf cri$ to h]1 & ,m>y answ]$1 & ?us !y pass$4444 ',b %e is old4 ,%e dri$ up = a "t la/ summ]1' "o ( ! ,devl9 *ildr5 said4 ,devl9 wasn't a bad man1 a respect$ *ur*man4444 ,i spoke to c]ta9 gr[n-ups1 b did n get ! s5se ( trag$y t 0 m9e4 ,no "o criticis$ ,devl94 ,x 0 ! cu/om1 !y said4444 ,ev5 ! but*] _h he>d ( old ,m>y4444 ,y see h[ ungrippable1 h[ ab/ract ! trag$y 0 = a *ild--b y nev] c "k :at x %[$ me ( ! _w4 ,none ( u :o wept t day ate meat = _m days4 ,i h n s9ce4 ,i _c4 ,h] /ory rem9d$ me %>ply ( a rec5t p]sonal exp]i5ce4 ,i _h be5 ?9k+ ( buy+ a c[4 ,x appe>s t !re are mil*-c[s & beef-c[s4 ,c\ntry deal]s pref] a bl5d1 z y %all see4 ,i said ,i want$ butt] & milk1 intimat+ ! ri*] ! bett]2 also ,i want$ a front-y>d c[1 if possible4444 ,!re 0 a g5tle little ,j]sey lady t _h eyes ! *ildr5 w\ld see fairies 9---- ,yes1 %e's a nice heif]1 ! man said1 b n[ ,i'm a fri5d ( y\rs---- ,i appreciate t4 ,isn't %e well8 ,yes1 s\nd z a trivet4 ,a good yield]8 ,all ( t4 ,:at's ! matt]8 ,well1 a c[ is l a pea*-tree1 %e doesn't la/ =ev]4 ,aft] ! milktime1 !re isn't mu* left = beef---- ,b ,i don't want to eat h]4 ,b z an inve/m5t--y see1 t's :]e ! ,j]seys fall d[n--!y don't weigh mu* at ! but*]'s4 ,! /yles *ange m sl[ly 9 ! c\ntry4444 ,i f\nd ?is good economy s preval5t z to be r high = hum\r4 ,9 fact1 t's exactly :y y c't get gr& /akes 9 ! c\ntry4444 ,i relat$ ! episode to a man int]e/$ 9 ! prev5tion ( cruelty4 ,he said3 ,don't blame x all on ! c\ntry4 ,i saw "o ( ^? but*]'s abom9ations 9 a city /reet ye/]day--c>t ) crate1 new calf inside1 old moan+ mammy dragg$ aft] to ! slaught]--a v int]e/+ tumbril1 b %e hadn't conspir$ aga9/ ! gov]nm5t4 ,= a ye> %e _h giv5 ! be/ ( h] body to n\ri% t little bewild]$ bit ( veal--& n[ we 7 to eat :at 0 left ( h]4444 ,also ,i pass$ ?r\gh a c]ta9 railway y>d ( a big city la/ holidays4 ,y recall ! z]o wea!r8 ,ti] on ti] ( crat$ live *ick5s 7 pil$ !re await+ %ipm5t--cru%$ into eight-in* crates1 s t !y c\ld n lift _! heads4 ,poe pictur$ an atroci\s horror l t--a man be+ held 9 a torture-cell 9 su* a position t he c\ld n /& erect4 ,x almo/ broke a man's n]ve1 to say no?+ ( 8 neck1 j to read ab\t x4444 ,i _h se5 ?is ?+ be=e--yet nev] z ?is "t4 ,que] h[ ^! ?+s happ56 ,a man mu/ see a ?+ l t j "r1 9 full mean+1 & !n tell x aga9 & aga9--until en\gh o!rs see1 to make x dang]\s to %ip t way4 ,i got ! idea !n1 ',suppose a man w\ld make x 8 life-"w to *ange ^? crates--to make ^? crates su* a /5* & abom9ation1 t p\ltry but*]s w\ld n d>e use !m4 ,:at a wor?y life "w t w\ld be6444' ,& !n ,i ?\ght1 ',:y leave x = ! o!r fell[8444' ,! p]sonal relation is ev]y?+1 he conclud$4 ,!re 0 some?+ r\nd & equable ab\t ?is man's talk1 & ab\t 8 cre$s4 ,he 0 out = ! *ick5s1 z he express$ x4 ,?is task came to him & he refus$ to dodge4 ,p]haps he w be ! la/ to see ! big ?+ t he is do+1 = he is 9 ! ruck ( x4 ,& !n v (t5 a man sets out to f9d a passage to ,india & gets a ,new ,_w4 ,9 any case1 to put f\r in*es on ! *ick5-crates ( ,am]ica is v mu* a man's job1 :5 "o consid]s ! relation ( t>iff to bulk 9 freight & express4 ,yet !re is effici5cy ev5 to t add$ exp5diture--a v ?rill+ "o1 if ! public w\ld j /op once & ?9k4 ,if y h ev] felt ! heat ( ang] ris+ 9 y\r brea/1 giv5 way to x1 & suff]$ ! lassitude & self-hatr$ ( reaction1 x w be easy = y to believe ! demon/rable tru? t ang] is a poison4 ,fe> is ano!r2 & ! break+ d[n ( tissue z a result ( cont9u$ torture is caus$ by /ill ano!r poison4 ,! po9t is t we consume ^! poisons4 ,! gov]nm5t is v active 9 prev5t+ c]ta9 diseas$ meats f rea*+ our tables1 b ^! ( fe>1 rage1 blood-madness & la/-days-(-agony are subtl] diseases :i* h s f> _h little elucidation4 ,?\gh ?is is n a plea = veget>ianism1 "o %\ld n be all[$ to =get too long ! t5s ( ?\s&s ( m5 & boys :o are engag$ 9 slaught]+--nor ! slaught]$4444 ,long ago !re 0 a /ory ( an op]a cloak = :i* fifty birds ( p>adise gave _! life & bloom4 ,x w5t ar\nd ! _w1 t /ory1 & !re is mu* beauty 9 ! wild to-day because ( x4 ,! trade 9 plumes has suff]$4 ,/yles *ange--b !re is mu* ,p]sian lamb /ill worn4 ,p]haps 9 good "t ! ,messiah ( ! lambs w come =?1 z ! half-froz5 *ick5s f\nd !irs 9 ! city y>ds4 ,! economical end w n cov] all ! s9s2 t is1 ! repression ( cruelty on an effici5cy basis4 ,repress$ cruelty w n altoge!r cle> ! air1 nor laws4 ,a true human he>t _c f9d its peace1 m]ely because cruelty is conceal$4 ,!re 0 a "t :5 we only hop$ to sp>e ! helpless creatures a ti! ( _! suff]+1 b t w n suffice n[4 ,a clean-up is dem&$ & ! =ces are at "w to br+ x ab\t4 ,=m]ly x 0 grant$ t man's rise 0 ma9ly on ! necks ( 8 bea/s1 b t conception is los+ gr\nd4 ,=m]ly1 x 0 en\gh = u to call att5tion on ! /reet to ! :ip ( a brutal driv]1 b x has be5 f\nd t m is requir$4 ,y may ?reat5 him ) ! police1 ev5 ) lyn*+2 y may fright5 him away f 8 manh&l+ = ! mom5t--b 9 "s alley1 he is alone ) 8 horse aft]w>d4 ,8 rage has only be5 flam$ by resi/ance met4 ,x is he :o puts ! poor creature to b$4 ,! fe> ( puni%m5t has always be5 ineffectual 9 prev5t+ crime1 = ! reason t ! v passion responsible = ! crime ma/]s ! fe>4444 ,x is difficult to discuss ^! ravages on a purely physical basis1 = ! ramifications ( cruelty are cumulatively int5se1 ! high] !y are c>ri$4 ,ignorance is n alone ! lack ( kn[+ ?+s2 x is ! co>s5ess ( fibre :i* resi/s all ! fair] & f9] bits ( human reality4 ,j s long z m5 fail to ma/] ! animals ( :i* !y are compos$1 ! poor bea/s ab\t !m w be h>r[+ly treat$4 ,s !re are _m arms to ! campaign4 ,specific facts mu/ be suppli$ = ! ignorant1 an increas+ly effective ef=t t[>d ! g5]al education ( ! public2 b ! c5tral en]gy mu/ be sp5t 9 lift+ ! human he>t into w>m? & s5sitiv5ess4 ,on a rec5t ,janu>y night1 an animal welf>e society _h a call to "o ( ! city freight-y>ds :]e a c>load ( horses 0 said to be freez+ to dea?4 ,x 0 n a false al>m4 ,! ag5ts knew t ^! 7 n valuable horses4 ,good /ock is n %ipp$ 9 ?is prec>i\s fa%ion4 ,x 0 a load ( ! feeble & ! ag$ & maim$--) a few days' "w left 9 !m1 if cont9u\sly :ipp$1 ga!r$ f ! fields & small t[ns by buy]s :o c\ld realise a doll> or two above ! price ( ! hide--to meet ! dem& ( ! alley-m9d$ ( ! big city4 ,! h>d "p is t x co/s j z mu* pa9 = su* bea/s to freeze to dea?1 9 ! e>ly /ages1 at lea/4 ,! inve/m5t w\ld h be5 entirely spoil$ _h x be5 necess>y to furni% blankets = ! %ipm5t4 ,! public read+ a /ory ( ?is adv5ture1 rem>ks1 ,:y1 ,i ?\ght all t 0 /opp$ long ago---- ,j z und]writ]s w gamble on any?+1 ev5 to insure a %ip t is to run a blockade1 if ! premium is "r--s w a c]ta9 elem5t ( trade take a *ance on %ipp+ su* horses1 until ! majority ( p are awake & responsive to ! impulses ( humanity4 ,x isn't be+ sanctifi$ to be above cruelty2 x is only ! beg9n+ ( manhood prop]4 ,! newspap]s & all publicity me?ods are ( great s]vice1 b ! mightie/ ef=t is to lift ! majority ( ! p out ( ! le?>gy :i* r5d]s !m immune to pangs ( ! daily spectacle4 ,! rem>kable "p is t ! p are ready1 b !y expect ! /imulus to come f )\t in/ead ( f )94 ,cu/om is a =midable enemy--t h]d in/9ct ( a p :i* causes x to accept z "r ! me?ods ( ! _m4 ,f>m]s to-day ev]y:]e are foll[+ ! mann] ( ,devl92 yet ! /ory br+s out ! l9eam5ts ( mo/ %ock+ & un=gettable cruelty4 ,h[ c "o expect effective revulsion on ! "p ( a b& ( m$ical /ud5ts :5 ! be>d$ eld]s b5d pe]+ ov] _! vivisections8 ,:at are *ildr5 to d :5 _! p>5ts %\t mad-dog & run = clubs & pit*-=ks at ! pass+ ( a ?ir/-fr5zi$ brute2 or ! team/] :5 ! blacksmi? does n "k ! anatomy ( a horse's foot8 ,ignorance is ! "m ( cruelty1 & cu/om is ! fa!r4 ,! great tru?s t w fall 9 due "t ^u all ! sci5ces--^u a/ronomy1 pa?ology1 ev5 ^u crim9ology--are ! results ( fla%es ( intuition4 ,aga9 & aga9 ?is is s4 ,! mat]ial m9d is pro( aga9/ intuition1 & ( necessity cruel4 ,x keeps on ) its burn+s1 its lanc+s1 its br&+s1 its collections ( skulls & cadav]s1 until its p>ticul> enlight5] appe>s4 ,! dreadful ?+ to consid] is t ea* dep>tm5t ( cruelty br+s its activity up into a frightful /ate ( cu/om & action1 be=e ! exposures beg94 ,:i* br+s u to ! v pi? ( ! endeav\r3 ,! *ild is ready to *ange--t is ! :ole /ory4 ,! *ild is fluid1 volatile1 receptive to reason4 ,9 all our _w-life !re is no?+ s o/5tati\sly or calamit\sly amiss z ! ignorance & cu/oms ( our relation to *ildr54 ,! *ild w *ange 9 a day4 ,! *ild is ready = ! beauty & ! my/]y ( m]cy4 ,! prison-h\se mu/ n be clos$ to s5sitiv5ess & intuition4 ,if t c be prev5t$ ! problem ( animal welf>e is solv$1 & 9 ! end we w f9d t mu* m has be5 done = our *ildr5 ?an = ! animals4 ,s (t5 aga9 we set out to discov] ! passage to ,india & rea* ! %ores ( a ,new ,_w4 #ad ,,*ildr5 ,,*ange ,! fir/ ( ! "y m5 to come to ,/one/udy foll[$ an attraction :i* has nev] be5 q def9ite to me4 ,he 0 /rongly educat$1 hav+ /udi$ art & life at ,columbia & o!r places4 ,8 *ief int]e/ at fir/ appe>$ to be 9 ! ori5tal philosophy :i* he alleg$ to h f\nd 9 my "w4 ,aft] t he intimat$ t he aspir$ to write4 ,! second "y man came f ,dakota1 also a college-br$4 ,a tea*] !re wrote to me ab\t him4 ,i look$ at "s ( 8 "w1 & ,i f\nd 9 x pot5tialities ( illimitable promise4 ,i 0 n s excit$ z ,i w\ld h be5 _h ,i n met ?is discov]y 9 o!r cases f ! g5]ation beh9d u4 ,_! fleets are ^u e sea4 ,! ne$ ( a liv+ 0 someh[ arrang$1 ,i work$ ) ! two a :ile 9 ! ev5+ on %ort manuscript matt]s4 ,9 fact1 ! doll>-end has n p9*$ s f>2 & !y help a :ile 9 ! g>d5 9 ! aft]noons1 designat+ ! p]iod1 ,track1 z !y nam$ ! little class aft] mid-day1 ,*apel4 ,at fir/1 ,i 0 9 d\bt z to :e!r !y really belong$ to ! class4 ,x 0 prim>ily design$ = ! y\ng] m9ds--& ,i 0 unwill+ to *ange t4 ,y w\ld ?9k x r difficult--,i "k ,i did--to br+ ! "w 9 "o class = ages rang+ f elev5 to twice t4 ,i said to ! "y m53 ,( c\rse x is _! h\r4 ,i don't want to bore y1 b come if y l4 ,be free to discont9ue1 if :at y get isn't wor? ! "t4 ,z = me--! "y ones come fir/1 & ,i am n yet ready = two classes4 ,!y smil$4 ,ab\t a week lat]1 !y came 9 a half-h\r late4 ,x happ5$ we _h be5 hav+ an exceptionally good h\r4 ,i w\ld r h y n come1 if y _c come on "t1 ,i said4 ,!y sat d[n )\t any explanation4 ,x 0 long aft]w>d t ,i he>d !y _h be5 busy ab\t a trunk2 t _! delay _h be5 unavoidable 9 gett+ x ?r\gh cu/oms1 a b>b>\s & w>-mak+ inconv5i5ce :i* _c fl\ri% mu* long]4 ,& "o day we w5t out into ! g>d5 toge!r = ! hoes1 & ! ,dakota "y man said3 ,*apel is ! be/ h\r ( ! day---- ,he said m1 & x surpris$ me f "o :o talk$ s r>ely4 ,?is y\ng] g5]ation1 z ,i h said1 has an imp$im5t ( spee*4 ,x is n glib nor explanatory4444 ,"o ( ! happie/ ?+s t has ev] befall5 me is ! _s ( ! ,*apel4 ,x happ5$ t ,! ,abbot br\ght 9 a bit ( "w t repeat$ a r tiresome k9d ( mis-te*nicality--an error1 ,i _h po9t$ out to him be=e4 ,i took him to task--lit into him ) "s =ce ^u 8 p>ticul> ne$s ( /ay+ d[n a little ea* day--or ! _w w\ld nev] he> 8 voice4444 ,9 ! sil5ce ,i f\nd t ! pa9 0 no m 8 ?an ! o!rs 9 ! room--t !y 7 all su/a9+ him1 _! he>ts l a hammock = him1 _! m9ds 9 a t5sity = me to /op4444 ,i did4 ,! fact is1 ,i *ok$ at ! discov]y4444 ,!y 7 v f> f any competitive ideal4 ,!y 7 "o--& !re's some?+ immortal ab\t t4 ,x gave me ! glimpse ( :at ! _w w "s "t be4 ,!re is no?+ t s ?rills z ! _m made "o4444 ,p[] bulks ev5 f ?is little gr\p2 ! s5se ( self flees away2 ! gl[ suffuses all ?+s--& we rise toge!r--a gold light 9 ! room t w come to all ! _w4 ,x is wor? dwell+ ^u--?is _s ( ! ,*apel4444 ,! w> has s9ce come to ! _w1 & _m :o are already toil+ = ! recon/ruction write to ! ,/udy f "t to "t--f diff]5t p>ts ( ! _w4 ,i read ! class a lett] rec5tly f a "y woman 9 ,engl&4 ,x 0 l ! cry ( a s\l1 & z ,i look$ up f ! pap]1 a gl[ 0 ^u _! faces4 ,a gr\p ( work]s 9 ! ,we/]n coa/ s5d u _! lett]s & actions f "t to "t1 & ano!r gr\p f ,wa%+ton4 ,all ^! are plac$ be=e ! ,*apel k9dr$ = inspiration & alim5t4 ,z ?is is ! "t = y to be "h1 ,i said "o day1 ! "t %all come = y to g =?4 ,all t y are br++ to y\rselves f ^! days mu/ be tri$ out 9 ! l>g] fields ( ! _w4 ,y w meet ! _w 9 y\r p]iods ( maturity & g5ius--at ! "t ( ! _w's greate/ ne$4 ,t is a clue to ! spl5did quality ( ! elect ( ! g5]ation to :i* y belong4 ,y are wat*+ ! end ( ! bleake/ & mo/ t]rible age--! break+ d[n at la/ ( an iron age4 ,x has %att]$ into ! t]rible disord] ( cont95tal battlefields4 ,b y belong to ! build]s1 ^: names w be call$ aft]w>d4 444 ,i h come to ! ,*apel torn & tr\bl$2 & ! _s ( x has calm$ & re/or$ me4 ,!y are s ready2 !y li/5 & give4444 ,we wat* ! _w te>+ d[n--f ?is quietude4 ,we h no c\ntry b ,god's c\ntry4 ,?\gh we live 9 ! mid/ ( p>tisan%ip & madness1 we turn our eyes ahead & build our ?\ghts ^u ! ,new ,age--j *ildr54 444 ,= almo/ a ye> ,i _h be5 prep>+ a l>ge rose-b$--dra9+1 "u-develop+ ! clay1 s(t5+ ! humus4 ,! b$ mu/ be develop$ fir/4 ,! _w is int]e/$ only 9 ! bloom1 9 ! fruit1 b ! flori/s talk toge!r ^u _! "w be=e ! plants are set4 ,! roses answ]$--almo/ wond]fully4 ,!y br\ght me ! old romance ( ,france & memories ( ! ,irel& t has vani%$4 ,?is po9t 0 t\*$ ^u 9 ! ,=eword--h[ 9 ! joy ( ! roses t answ]$ mon?s aft] ! lab\r 0 =gott51 x sudd5ly occurr$ :at a m>vel is ! culture ( ! human s\l4 ,! prep>ation ( ! m9d is p>am\nt4 ,n a t\* ( c>e or a drop ( ri*ness is lo/2 n an ideal fails4 ,^! "y m9ds br+ me ! ?\ghts ,i h =gott5--fruit$ ?\ghts f _! own b\ghs4 ,!y are b awak5$4 ,!y are n diff]5t f o!r *ildr54 ,aga9 & aga9 x has come to me f ! wond]ful unfold+s "u my eyes1 t = c5turies ! _w has be5 maim+ its *ildr5--t only ^? :o 7 wond]fully /rong c\ld escape1 & become articulate z m54 ,aga91 ! spl5did fact is t *ildr5 *ange4 ,y t\* _! m9ds & !y are n ! same ! next day4 444 ,i d n see h[ prea*]s talk ,sunday aft] ,sunday to congregations1 :i*1 ?\gh edifi$1 return to _! same little que/ionable ways4 ,!re are p 9 ! cults :o come to tea*]s & lead]s to be ignit$4 ,!y swim away ) ! new message2 !y love x & are lift$1 b x subsides )9 !m4 ,9 _! depression & d>kness !y seek ! out] ignition aga94 ,we mu/ be self-/>t]s4444 ,i once _h a class ( m5 & wom5 9 ! city4 ,we met weekly & "s ( ! ev5+s 7 full ( delight & aspiration4 ,= two w9t] seasons we c>ri$ on ! "w4 ,aft] a long summ] we met toge!r & ev5 9 ! joy ( reunion1 ,i f\nd _m caught 9 _! diff]5t conv5tions--_w ways1 ! obvi\s & ! temporal1 z if we _h nev] brea!d ! op5 toge!r4 ,x 0 "o ( ! great lessons to me--to deal ) ! y\ng] g5]ation4 ,i sometimes ?9k ! y\ng] ! bett]4 ,i h recall$ aga9 & aga9 ! significance ( ! ,ca?olic prie/s' say+--,give u y\r *ild until he is sev5 only---- ,9 "o ye> ,i h be5 s accu/om$ to see "y p *ange--to wat* ! expression ( _! spl5did inimitable selves1 t x comes l a grim horror h[ ! myriads ( *ildr5 are lit]ally seal$ 9 ! _w4 ,we believe t ,god is 9 ev]y?+2 t we w\ld be fools1 or at be/ innocu\s angels if !re 7 n evil 9 ! _w = u to be gr\nd ^u & ma/]4 ,we are held & ref9$ betwe5 ! two attractions--"o ( ! e>? & ! o!r a spiritual uplift4 ,we believe t ! s5se ( ,unity is ! fir/ deep brea? ( ! s\l1 ! precursor ( illum9ation2 t ! great ,bro!rhood conception mu/ come f ?is s5se4 ,next to ?is realisation1 we believe t man's idea ( "t is an illusion1 t immortality is "h & n[2 t no?+ c happ5 to u t is n ! "r good ?+2 t ! f>!r & fa/] we g1 ! m beautiful & subtle is ! sy/em ( te/s :i* are play$ ^u u2 t our fir/ bus9ess 9 life is to reconcile ^! te/s to our days & h\rs1 to und]/& & reg>d !m f ! /&po9t ( an unbrok5 life1 n z a ?ree-score-&-t5 adv5ture "h4 ,y w\ld ?9k ^! ?+s h>d to und]/&--!y are n4 ,! little/ ones h x--! two small boys ( sev5 & n9e1 :o h n regul>ly ent]$ ! ,*apel4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! little girl br\ght u "s ( ^! ?\ghts 9 h] own way1 & )\t title3 ,! s\l is v old4 ,x has mu* to say1 if "o le>ns to li/54 ,if "o makes 8 body f9e1 he c li/5 bett]4 ,& if "o's body is f9e f ! beg9n+1 x is because he has le>n$ to li/5 be=e4 ,all t we h le>n$ 9 pa/ ages is coil$ )94 ,! good a man does is all kept 9 ! s\l1 & all 8 lessons4 ,! little fairy p t play$ ar\nd him & told him que] ?+s :5 he 0 fir/ a rock1 !n fl[]s & trees1 are /ill pr9t$ 9 8 s\l4 ,! difficult ?+ is to br+ !m out into ! _w1 to tell !m4 ,by li/5+1 9 "t1 ! s\l's wond]ful old voice w tell u all ?+s1 s t we c write & tell ab\t !m4 ,e ?\ght we try s h>d to get1 is !re4 ,x is l los+ track ( a ?imble4 ,if y "k x is some:]e & y ne$ x badly en\gh1 y w f9d x4 ,! bra9 _c get = u a mighty ?\ght4 ,! bra9 c only translate s\l-talk into words4 ,x 0 n ! bra9 :i* told ,fi*te1 a long1 long "t ago1 t ,g]many 0 go+ wrong & t he %\ld fix x by tell+ !m ! "r way to g2 b x 0 ! bra9 t told ! p n to li/5 to him1 b to g on j z !y _h be54 ,x is always ! bra9 t makes "o add columns correctly1 & le>n ! numb] tables & h[ to spell words4 ,b ^! w come !mselves1 )\t a life sp5t /udy+ !m4 ,aft] a life ( ?is k9d1 ! s\l is n a bit f>!r ahead ?an x 0 :5 com+ into ! _w 9 ! body ( a baby4 ,! bra9 w also %[ "o ! way to make money1 p]haps lots ( x1 ! mo/ t]rible ?+ t c happ5 to y1 unless1 z ,:itman says1 y %all scatt] ) lavi% h& all t y e>n or a*ieve4 #ae ,a ,,man',s ,,own ,! fir/ & g5]al objection to ! plan made mu* ( "h1 t ( educat+ "y m9ds 9 small classes ) a design t[>d promot+ ! individual expression1 is t ! millions ( our ris+ race c\ld n be h&l$ s2 9 fact1 t x is a physical & economic impossibility4 ,! second objection is t ,i h 9 a s5se call$ my own to me2 t ! great mass ( *ildr5 c\ld n be ignit$ except by an ord]ly & imp]ceptible process1 ei!r f )9 or )\t4 ,9 fact1 x has be5 said repeat$ly t ,i deal ) extraord9>y soil4 ,i wi% to place ! situation "h ev5 m intimately1 9 ord] to cov] ^! & o!r objections1 = ,i believe !y are to be cov]$ 9 ?is book4 444 ,9 ! la/ days ( ! build+ "h1 :5 ! fireplace ( ! /udy 0 ! only ?+ we _h 9 ! way ( a kit*5-range1 :5 ! places ( books became repositories = di%es1 & ! desk a d9+-table--! little aft]noon ,*apel 0 ( c\rse out ( ! "q = "s weeks4444 ,i us$ to see ,! ,abbot 7long]-legg$ ea* week7 mak+ wide circles aga9/ ! horizon1 8 head turn$ ?is way1 l a bird's 9 flight4 ,& ,! ,valley-,road ,girl1 :om ,i met r>ely1 %ook h] head at me once1 ?\gh ,i _h to look close to cat* x4 ,! little girl decl>$1 ) a he>tbrok5 look1 t ! ,*apel w\ld nev] be ! same aga9 aft] cabbage _h be5 cook$ !re4 ,b x 0 a wond]ful "y cabbage f ! g>d51 ,i said4 ,& !n ! ,*apel _c be hurt by be+ s diff]5tly valuable j n[4 ,x is see+ u ?r\gh ^! h>d days4 ,b ,i miss$ some?+ ?r\gh ^! days2 ! fact ( ! matt] is1 my ?\ghts 7 n s buoyant z usual ?r\gh ! la/ half ( ! days1 nor ne>ly s dec5t4 ,some?+ ,i miss$ deeply1 & mov$ ab\t z "o does try+ to recall a f9e dream4 ,! little gr\p _h giv5 me a joy ea* day t ,i hadn't realis$ adequately4 ,t 0 ! secret4 ,i _h be5 refre%$ daily z a workman2 le>n$ ea* day ?+s t ,i didn't "k2 & because ( ^! h\rs1 ,i _h express$ bett] 9 ! writ+ "p ( ! life1 ! ?+s ,i did "k4 ,c]ta9ly !y taught me ! ne$s ( say+ exactly :at ,i meant4 ,all ( :i* to sugge/ aga9 t tea*+ is a mutual s]vice4 ,j "h ,i want to repr9t ! fir/ & la/ ?\ght1 s f> z ,i see x1 z reg>ds ! fir/ objection3 ,^! p>agraphs are tak5 f a =m] essay on ,"w1 publi%$ 9 ! book call$ ,mid/ream4 ,"w & life to me mean ! same ?+4 ,?r\gh "w 9 my case1 a transf] ( consci\sness 0 f9ally made f animalism to a c]ta9 manhood4 ,?is is ! mo/ important transaction 9 ! _w4 ,our h]$it>y foes are ! prie/s & =mali/s :o cont9ue to sep>ate a man's "w f 8 religion4 ,a work+ idea ( ,god comes to ! man :o has f\nd 8 "w--& ! spl5did discov]y inv>iably foll[s1 t 8 "w is ! be/ expression ( ,god4 ,all education t does n fir/ aim to f9d ! /ud5t's life-"w is va91 (t5 demoralis+2 because1 if ! /ud5t's individual =ce is little develop$1 he s9ks deep] into ! h]d1 "u ! levell+ ( ! class-room4 ,!re are no m5 or wom5 alive1 ( too deep vision+1 nor ( too lu/r\s a humanity1 = ! task ( %[+ boys & girls _! "w4 ,no o!r art answ]s s beautifully4 ,?is is ! int5sive cultivation ( ! human _s4 ,?is is _w-p>5?ood1 ! div9e pr(ession4 ,i w\ld h my c\ntry call ^u e man :o %[s vision & f95ess 9 any "w1 to s]ve = an h\r or two ea* day1 among ! s*ools ( 8 neighb\rhood1 tell+ ! *ildr5 ! my/]ies ( 8 daily task--& wat*+ = 8 own among !m4 ,all re/lessness1 all mis]y1 all crime1 is ! result ( ! betrayal ( "o's inn] life4 ,"o's "w is n be+ done4 ,y w\ld n see ! hordes ru%+ to pluck fruits f a :eel1 nor ?is national madness = buy+ *eap & sell+ de>--if z a race we 7 lift$ into our own "w4 ,! value ( ea* man is t he has no duplicate4 ,! developm5t ( 8 p>ticul> effectiv5ess on ! con/ructive side is ! "o important ?+ = him to beg94 ,a man is at 8 be/ :5 he is at 8 "w2 8 s\l brea!s !n1 if x brea!s at all4 ,( c\rse1 ! l[] ! evolution ( a man1 ! h>d] x is to f9d a task = him to di/+ui%2 b "h is ! opportunity = all ( u to be m eag] & t5d]4 ,:5 ,i wrote to ,wa%+ton ask+ h[ to plant asp>agus1 & f\nd ! answ]2 :5 ,i ask$ ab\t field-/ones & _h ! output ( ! ,smi?sonian ,in/itute turn$ ov] to me1 my ?roat *ok$2 some?+ sang all ar\nd2 ! ye>s ,i _h hat$ put on /range bright5+s4 ,i _h writt5 ,home = guidance4 ,our national ,fa!r _h answ]$4 ,full1 eag] & hone/1 ! answ] came--! "w ( speciali/s :i* _h mov$ on sil5tly = ye>s4 ,i saw ! bro!rhood ( ! race 9 t--= t c only come to be 9 a ,fa!rl&4 ,give a man 8 "w & y may wat* at y\r leisure1 ! clean-up ( 8 morals & mann]s4 ,^? :o are be/ lov$ by ! angels1 receive n ?rones1 b a task4 ,i w\ld r h ! curse ( ,ca91 ?an ! temp]am5t to *oose a "w because x is easy4 ,real "w becomes easy only :5 ! man has p]fect$ 8 in/rum5t1 ! body & bra94 ,because ?is in/rum5t is temporal1 x has a height & limitation to rea*4 ,!re is a ye> 9 :i* ! sutures close4 ,t man is a ma/]1 :o has fulfill$ 8 possibilities--:e!r tile-tr5*]1 /one-mason1 writ]1 or a c>p5t] hamm]+ 8 p]iods ) nails4 ,real manhood makes l[ly gifts significant2 ! "w ( su* a man s(t5s & f9i%es him1 r5d]s him pla/ic to f9] =ces4 ,no good "w is easy4 ,! appr5tice%ip1 ! ref9em5t ( body & bra91 is a novitiate = ! high] life1 = ! pur] receptivity--& ?is is a "t ( /ra9 & fatigue1 ) breaks "h & !re 9 ! coh]+ l9e4 444 ,! be/ p]iod ( a man's life2 days ( safety & cont5t2 long h\rs 9 ! pure trance ( "w2 ambition has ceas$ to burn1 d\bt is end$1 ! f9i%$ =ces turn outw>d 9 s]vice4 ,accord+ to ! measure ( ! giv+ is ! repl5i%m5t 9 vitality4 ,! pure trance ( "w1 ! diff]5t res]voirs ( p[] op5+ s s(tly2 ! in/rum5t 9 pure li/5+--long =5oons pass+1 )\t a s+le in/ant ( self-consci\sness1 desire1 envi\sness1 )\t ev5 aw>5ess ( ! body4444 ,e law t makes = man's f9] workman%ip makes = 8 high] life4 ,! ma/]y ( self prep>es man to make 8 answ] to ! _w = 8 be+4 ,! man :o has ma/]$ himself is "o ) all4 ,ca/or & ,pollux tell him immortal love /ories2 all is m>vell\s & lovely f ! plant to ! planet1 because man is a lov]1 :5 he has ma/]$ himself4 ,all ! fold$ treasures & op5 highways ( ! m9d1 its multitude ( exp]i5ces & unreckonable possessions--are giv5 ov] to ! creative & univ]sal =ce--! same =ce t is lu/r\s 9 ! lily1 inc&esc5t 9 ! suns1 memorable 9 human h]oism1 immortal 9 man's love = 8 fell[ man4 ,?is giv+ =ce alone holds ! workman true ?r\gh 8 task4 ,he1 fir/ ( all1 feels ! uplift2 he1 fir/ ( all1 is cleans$ by ! p[] ( ! sup]b life-=ce pass+ ?r\gh him4444 ,?is is rhy?m2 ?is is ! coh]+ l9e2 ?is is be+ ! ,"o4 ,b !re are no two in/rum5ts alike1 s9ce we h come up by diff]5t roads f ! rock2 & ?\gh we a*ieve ! v sanctity ( self-comm&1 our inimitable hallm>k is wr\ght 9 ! fabric ( our task4 99 99 99 99 99 ,guid+ "o's own = an h\r or two ea* day is n a ?+ to d = money4 ,! m valuable a man's "t 7if 8 paym5t 9 ! _w's /&>ds happ5s to be comm5surate ) 8 skill7 ! m valuable he w be to 8 little gr\p4 ,he w f9d himself a bett] workman = express+ himself to 8 own1 giv+ ! fruits ( 8 life to o!rs4 ,he w t\* immortal tru?s be=e he has gone v f>1 & ,light comes to ! life t contacts su* f9e ?+s4 ,he w see ! big mom5ts ( 8 life 9 a way t he did n =m]ly und]/&4 ,falt]+ w m & m leave 8 expression1 & ! coh]+ l9e ( 8 life w become m cle>ly e/abli%$4 ,a man's own are ^? :o are await+ ! same call t he has already answ]$4 ,br[n+ /ood amaz$ be=e a man :o _h met ,%elley & 0 n diff]5t aft]w>d--a man :o c\ld idly ann\nce t he _h met ! poet ,%elley & n accept x z ! big ev5t ( a p]iod4 ,br[n+ describ$ 8 dismay at ! o!r 9 ! /ory ( f9d+ ! eagle fea!r4 ,he did n "k ! "n ( ! moor2 p]haps m5 _h made mu* ( x2 p]haps significant matt]s ( hi/ory _h be5 enact$ on t moor1 b !y 7 no?+ to ! my/ic4 ,"o squ>e ( e>? !re1 ! size ( a human h&1 0 sacr$ to him1 because x 0 j on t spot t he f\nd an eagle's fea!r4 ,i /ood wai/-high to ,conan ,doyle ye>s ago--0 spee*less & outrag$ t gr\ps ( p :o _h li/5$ to him speak1 c\ld ga!r ab\t aft]w>d1 talk & laugh famili>ly1 beg 8 autograph4444 ,_h he spok5 a ^w or a s5t5ce to me1 x w\ld n h be5 writ 9 wat]4444 ,!re is no hate nor any love l t :i* ! m5 :o are call$ to ! same task h = ea* o!r4 ,! ma/]s ( ! crafts "k ea* o!r2 ! my/ics ( ! arts "k ea* o!r4 ,! prep>ation = ! tasks ( ! _w is pot5tial 9 ! brea/s ( ! *ildr5 beh9d u4 ,= ea* !re is a magic key2 & t man holds x :o has cov]$ ! j\rney1 or "p ( x1 :i* ! s\l ( a *ild p]ceives x mu/ set out ^u soon4 ,! pres5ce ( a good workman w awak5 ! pot5tial proclivity ( ! *ild's nature1 z no o!r pres5ce c d4 ,e autobiography tells ! same /ory--( a c]ta9 wond]-mom5t ( y\?1 :5 ! ideal appe>$1 & all en]gies 7 turn$ !reaft] to some?+ concrete :i* t ideal signifi$4 ,mo/ly ! great man did n "k :at he _h done = ! boy4444 ,i w\ld h ! great man "k4 ,i w\ld h him seek to p]=m ?is miracle e day4 ,!re's always a hu% 9 ! room :5 "s "o comes to me say+1 ,!re is a "y man :o dreams ( writ+4 ,he is v /range4 ,he does n speak ab\t x4 ,he is afraid to %[ :at he has done4 ,i want$ to br+ him to y--b he w\ld n come4 ,i ?9k he did n d>e4 ,=m]ly ,i w\ld say1 ,br+ him ov] "s "t1 b t seldom br\ght ! ?+ ab\t4 ,a man %\ld say1 ,lead me to him n[6444 ,^? :o want to write = money & = ! movies come4 ,!y put /amps ^u lett]s !y write4 ,god kn[s !y are n a%am$ to come & ask = help1 & expla9 _! symptoms ( ye>n+ & %[ _! /ructure ( desire4444 ,! "o :o d>es n come2 :o d>es n mail ! lett] he has writt5 to y1 :o is spee*less if y seek him out1 full ( t]ror & torture be=e y--take him to y\r brea/ = he is y\r own4 ,*ildr5 y h fa!r$ may n be s truly y\rs z he4444 ,d y want a slave1 a wor%ipp]--seek out y\r own4 ,y want no?+ ( ! sort1 b y alone c free ! slave1 y alone c lib]ate 8 wor%ip to ! task4 ,he c le>n f y 9 a week :at x w\ld take ye>s ( mis]y 9 ! _w to tea* him4 ,y h done 9 a way ! ?+ he wants to d--t's ! :ole magic4 ,y h fitt$ someh[ to action ! dream t already tortures 8 he>t4 ,!re is no?+ s pure z "w 9 ! _w4 ,!re is some?+ sacr$ ab\t a man's "w t is n else:]e 9 matt]4 ,tea*+ is a mutual s]vice4444 ,x is n t y want 8 rev]5ce1 b because he has rev]5ce1 he is pot5tially great4 ,! ignition ( "o y\?1 ! f9d+ ( 8 "w = "o y\?1 is a wor?y life task4 ,! same possibility ( s]vice holds true = all k9ds ( workm52 ^! ?+s are n alone = ! arti/s & ! craftsm5 & ! pr(essions4 ,!re is "o boy to l+] ab\t ! =ge ( an artisan1 aft] ! o!rs h gone4 ,i w\ld h ! artisan =get ! ?+ he is do+1 to look into ! eyes ( t boy--& ! *emi/1 ! electrician1 ! flori/4 ,x is true t ! expression call$ = "h is ma9ly ?r\gh writt5 words1 b t is only our p>ticul>ity4 ,x ne$ n be s4444 ,! "w "h w\ld n d = all4444 ,a "y woman came & sat ) u = sev]al days4 ,%e 0 s /ill t ,i did n "k :at 0 happ5+ 9 h] m9d4 ,my exp]i5ce ) ! o!rs _h prevail$ to make me g sl[ly1 & n to judge4 ,we all lik$ h]1 all le>n$ to be glad t %e _h come4 ,i ask$ no expression f h] = sev]al days4 ,:5 ,i f9ally sugge/$ some?+ ( ! k9d1 ,i felt ! sudd5 t]ror 9 ! room4 ,h] expression came 9 a v brief =m1 & x %[$ me ! bewild]m5t ) :i* %e _h enc\nt]$ ! new po9ts ( view 9 ! ,*apel4 ,i le>n$ afre% t "o mu/ n hurry2 t my fir/ "w 0 to put to re/ h] fe>s ( be+ call$ ^u4 ,i impress$ ^u ! class ! next day t we h all ! "t !re is2 t we want no?+2 t our "w is to e/abli% 9 due "t ! natural expressions ( our faculties4 ,to ! "y woman 9 p>ticul>1 ,i said t :5 %e felt l x %e c\ld write aga94 ,pres5tly !re 0 a day's abs5ce & ano!r4 ,i s5t ! little girl to see if %e 7 ill4 ,! little girl 0 gone ! full aft]noon4 ,all ,i ev] got f t aft]noon 0 ?is s5t5ce3 444 ,%e is go+ to be a nurse4 ,i h wond]$ _m times if %e w\ld h become a nurse _h ,i all[$ h] to sit unexpress$ = a mon? in/ead ( a week2 p]mitt+ h] surely to f9d h] ease & und]/&+ ( u4444 ,/ill we mu/ h nurses4 99 99 99 99 99 444 ,& !n ! ,columbia "y man--a big fell[ & a s\l4 ,i _h talk$ to him = _m nights 9 an ,upp] ,room class 9 ! city4 ,he took a cottage "h ?r\gh "p ( ! fir/ summ]1 be=e ! ,*apel began2 !n1 ?r\gh ! mon?s ( ,*apel & /ory "w 9 ! ev5+1 ,i _h good opportunity to become acqua9t$ ) ! processes ( 8 m9d & he>t4 ,( ! la/1 ,i h no?+ b admiration2 inv9cible integrity1 a natural k9dness1 a l>ge equipm5t aft] ! mann] ( ! _w's be/[al--b ,in]tia4 ,n[ ,in]tia is ! fir/ enemy ( ! s\l4 ,x is caus$ by p\nds4 ,i d n mean t because a body is big1 or ev5 because a body is fat1 t x is ( necessity an impossible m$ium = ! expression ( ! valuable inn] life4 ,!re h be5 great fat m5 ^: spiritual en]gy came =? to int5sify ! vibrations ( ! race1 to say no?+ ( _! own p\ndage4 ,x is less a matt] ( weight aft] all ?an texture2 /ill _! fat 0 a h&icap4 ,^! facts are indubitable3 ,s5su\sness makes weight 9 bulls & m52 all ! habits t t5d to put on fle% t5d to /ifle ! expression ( ! inn] life4 ,all ! habits :i* t5d to express ! human _s br+ ab\t a ref9em5t ( ! body4 ,m spiritual en]gy is requir$ to express itself ?r\gh "o hundr$ & n9ety p\nds ?an ?r\gh "o hundr$ & =ty p\nds4 ,accord+ly z we progress 9 ! expression ( ! spiritual life1 ! ref9em5t ( our bodies takes place4 ,z a :ole1 ! great s]v]s ( m5 c>ry little excess tissue2 z a :ole 9 e fabrication ( man & nature--! f9] ! "w1 ! f9] ! in/rum5t4 ,! body is cont9ually levitat$ ?r\gh spiritual expression & cont9ually ! m responsive to gravitation by s5su\s expression4 ,! exquisite bl5d+ ( maid5 p9k & sunlight gold t is br\ght =? 9 ! ,clovelly tea-rose c\ld n be produc$ ^u ! petals ( a dahlia or a morn+-glory4 ,t ineffable hue is n a matt] ( pigm5t alone2 x c only be pa9t$ ^u a surface f9e en\gh4 ,! texture ( ! tea-rose petals _h to be evolv$ to receive x4444 ,y mu/ h gold or plat9um po9ts = ! f9e/ "w2 ! bright] ! light ! f9] ! c>bon dem&$4 ,x is s ) our bodies4 ,we live ei!r = appetites or aspirations4 ,! flood ( outgo+ human _s1 9 its passionate gifts to m51 incorporates its liv+ light )9 ! cells ( our voice-cords & bra9 & h&s4 ,) e ?\ght & emotion we give ourselves to ! e>? or give ourselves to ! sky4 ,! s\l is n in]t2 its in/rum5t1 ! body1 is s1 by its v nature1 =m$ ( matt]4 ,! e>? has requir$ ! quick5+ ( c\ntless ages to produce ! =m t we see--! graci\s beauties ( ! old] trees1 ! cont\r ( cliffs4 ,! v /em & leaf ( a ,clovelly rose is beautiful4 ,! f9e/ rose ( ?is season1 :5 cut at ! end ( its budd+ my/]y1 left no?+ b a little grey plant t y c\ld cov] 9 y\r h&4 ,y w\ld n ?9k t su* a plant c\ld gr[ a ba*elor's button2 & yet x gave up an individual t long w be rememb]$ 9 human m9ds4 ,i saw t rose 9 ! ar* ( a *ild's h&--& all ab\t 7 hu%$ by ! picture4 ,= ?ree days x cont9u$ to exp&1 & = ?ree days m x held its own great beauty & !n %[]$ itself ) a laugh ^u a desk ( black5$ oak4 ,we w n =get t inn] ard5cy--! virg9 unfold+ to ! sun--born ( "s great passion t seem$ pois$ betwe5 e>? & heav5--& expectant ( its own great passion's maturity4 ,i w5t back to ! little plant1 call$ ! *ildr5 to x & all :o w\ld come4 ,x 0 grey & neutral l ! gr\nd4 ,i ?9k a l[ song ( cont5t came f x4 ,! ,dakotan said s1 & he he>s ^! ?+s4 ,i ?\ght ( ! ec/asy ( ! great giv+s--! ec/asy ( ! little old grey woman :o _h mo!r$ a prophet & he>d 8 voice af> 9 ! _w4 ,i %[$ !m ! lu% & vulg> /ems ( ! ,am]ican beauties1 ^: m>ketable excell5ce is measur$ by size1 z ! cabbage is1 & ^: correspond+ r$ is ! r$ ( an apoplectic ?roat4 ,i %[$ !m ! %\ld]s & mane ( a f>m-horse & !n ! %\ld]s & mane ( a ?or\ghbr$4 ,^u ! fir/ ! flies f$ )\t t\*+ a n]ve2 b ! sat9-sk9n$ ?or\ghbr$ _h to be kept 9 a d>k5$ /all4 ,! fir/ _h great foliages ( co>se mane & tail2 ! o!r1 a spl5did bea/ t w\ld kill himself = y1 did n run to hair4 ,we /& to-day ! product ( our pa/ ideals4 ,we are mak+ our future 9 =m & texture & dynamics by ! =ce ( our pres5t h\r idealism4 ,f9] & f9]1 m & m immat]ial & lu/r\s we become1 accord+ to ! use & gr[? ( our real & inn] life4 ,x is ! quick5+ _s :i* beautifies ! =m1 & draws unto itself ! excell5ces ( nature4 ,! spiritual p]son is light] = 8 size1 long]-liv$1 ( m r$undant heal?1 ( a m natural ela/icity1 capable ( inf9itely great] physical1 m5tal1 & moral tasks1 ?an ! tightly compact$ e>?-b\nd man4444 ,t is n a m]e pa9t]'s fl\ri% :i* adds a halo to ! head ( a sa9t4 ,x is !re if we see cle>ly4 ,if ! sanctity is radiant1 ! gl[ is int5se en\gh to refract ! light1 to ca/ a %ad[1 to be photograph$1 ev5 caught ) ! physical eye4 #af ,,! ,,plan ,,is ,,"o ,i 0 relat+ ! exp]i5ce ( ! ,columbian4 ,9 8 case !re _h be5 mu* "t1 s !re c\ld be no mi/ake4 ,he _h devot$ himself to mak+ & keep+ a r magnific5t set ( muscles :i* manife/$ ev5 ?r\gh :ite man's clo?+4 ,he did ?is ) long days ( sail+ & swimm+1 cultivat+ 8 body ) ! assiduity ( a convalesc5t4444 ,i told him 9 v>i\s ways he 0 n gett+ himself out ( 8 "w2 expla9$ t true prep>ation is a te>+ (f ( husks "o aft] ano!r2 t he 0 a f9e creation 9 husk1 b t he mu/ get d[n to ! quick be=e he c\ld ta/e or feel or see ) t s5sitiv5ess :i* w\ld make any obs]vation ( 8 valuable4 ,) all ?is body-build+1 he 0 9 reality only cov]+ himself ! ?ick]4 ,if a man does ?is sort ( ?+ = a woman's eye1 he c only attract a creature ( blood & iron ^: ideal is a policeman--a v popul> ideal4444 ,= two or ?ree days he w\ld "w t]rifically1 !n1 8 weight besett+1 he w\ld placate himself ) long tissue-fe$+ sports4 ,i told him t he _h ev]y?+ to build ^u2 t true /r5g? really beg9s :]e physical /r5g? ends2 t all t he _h 9 equipm5t mu/ be set 9 ord] & integrat$ ) 8 own intr9sic p[]s1 x be+ valueless o!rwise4 ,i po9t$ out t he 0 b a collector ( ?+s he c\ld n und]/&1 because he did n use !m2 t ! great do]s ( ! _w _h toil$ = ye>s ^u ye>s1 z he did n toil = "o week's days successively4444 ,x w\ld n d1 except = %ort int]vals1 & x came to me t my be/ s]vice 0 to get out f "u4 ,i told him s1 & ! manl9ess ( 8 acceptance *ok$ me4 ,i told him to g away1 b to come aga9 lat] if he ma/]$ ,in]tia 9 "p4444 ,x 0 n all 8 fault4 ,f some:]e1 an income rea*$ him regul>ly1 a mo/ complete & comm&+ curse = any boy4 444 ,i d n believe 9 long vacations4 ,*ildr5 turn$ loose to play = t5 weeks )\t _! tasks1 are mo/ mis]able creatures at ! end ( ! fir/ =tnight4 ,!y become m at ease z ! vacation p]iod advances1 b t is because ! husk is ?ick5+1 a mo/ dang]\s accretion4 ,! re/lessness is less app>5t because ! body becomes heavy ) play4 ,x all mu/ be worn d[n aga91 be=e ! fitness ( faculty c manife/4 ,if "o's body is ill f ov]ex]tion1 x mu/ re/2 if "o's m9d is ill f n]v\sness1 /imulation1 or f excessive bra9 activity1 x mu/ re/2 b if "o's s\l is ill1 & ?is is ! diff]5ce1 no?+ b activity w help x1 & ?is activity c only be express$ ?r\gh ! body & m9d4 ,surplus re/ ( body or m9d is a process ( ov]-fe$+1 :i* is a co>s5+ & ?ick5+ ( tissue1 :i* 9 its turn causes ,in]tia1 & ?is ^w ,i cont9ually capitalise1 = x is ! fir/ devil ( ! s\l4 ,be=e e spiritual illum9ation1 ?is ,in]tia1 9 a measure1 mu/ be ov]come4 ,if y c\ld wat* ! secret life ( ! great work]s ( ! _w1 especially ^? :o h surviv$ ! s5su\s p]iods ( _! lives1 y w\ld f9d !m 9 an almo/ incessant activity2 t _! sleep is brief & light1 ?\gh a pure relaxation2 t !y d n eat he>tily m ?an once a day2 t !y rea* at times a great calm1 ano!r dim5sion ( calm entirely f t :i* has to d ) animal peace & repletion4 ,x is ! peace ( int5sive production--& ! spectacle ( x is be/ se5 :5 y lift ! sup] f a hive ( bees1 ! _s ( :i* animates e mov+ creature to "o con/ructive end4 ,t :i* emanates f ?is int5sity ( action is calm1 is h>mony1 & h>mony is re/4 ,a man does n h to s9k into a /upor 9 ord] to re/4 ,! h\rs requir$ = re/ h m to d ) ! am\nt ( food "o takes1 & ! am\nt ( tissue "o te>s d[n f bad habits1 ?an f ! am\nt ( "w done4 ,absolutely ?is is true if a man's "w is 8 own peculi> task1 = ! "w a man loves repl5i%es4 ,desire te>s d[n tissue4 ,!re is no pa9 m subtle & t]rify+ ?an to want some?+ ) fury4 ,to ! "o :o is caught 9 ! rhy?m ( 8 task1 :o c lose himself 9 x1 ev5 ! processes :i* s cont9ually te> d[n ! body are susp5d$4 ,9 fact1 if we c\ld hold ?is rhy?m1 we c\ld n die4 ,?is is :at ,i w\ld tell y3 ,rhy?m ( "w is joy4 ,?is is ! full ex]cise--s\l & bra9 & body 9 "o4 ,"t does n ent]2 ! self does n ent]2 all =ces ( beautify+ play ^u ! life4 ,!re is a song f x--t "s "t all %all he>1 ! song t my/ics h he>d f ! bees1 & f op5 nature at sunrise1 & f all selfless productivity4 ,"o _c play until "o has work$--t is ! :ole tru?4 ,ask t re/less *ild to put a room 9 ord]1 to cleanse a h>d-wood floor1 to poli% ! ba? fixtures4 ,give him ! ideal ( cool1 flyless cleanl9ess 9 a room4 ,hold ! picture ( :at y want 9 m9d & detail x to him1 say+ t y w come aga9 & inspect 8 "w4 ,wat*1 if y c>e1 ! my/]y ( x4 ,!re w be sil5ce until ! ?+ beg9s to unfold = him--until ! poli% comes to wood or metal1 until ! ?+ beg9s to answ] & ! picture ( completion bur/s ^u him4 ,!n y w he> a :i/le or a hum1 & no?+ w break 8 !me until ! end4 ,! ideal is ev]y?+4 ,y may impress ^u him t ! light falls diff]5tly ^u clean ?+s1 t ! od\r is sweet f clean ?+s2 t ! h& delights to t\* !m1 t ! he>t is re/$ :5 "o ent]s a clean room1 because its ord] is soo?+4444 ,x isn't ! room1 aft] all1 t gets all ! ord] & cleans+4 ,! :i/le or ! hum comes f h>mony )94 ,a man :o drank intol]ably on occasion told me t ! way he climb$ out 0 to get to clean+ some?+2 t 8 ?\ghts fre%5$ up :5 he _h "s new surface to put on an object4 ,he meant t ! ord] came to 8 *aos1 & ! influx ( life began to cleanse away ! litt] ( burn$ tissue & ! debris ( debau*4 ,"o _c keep on ?9k+ evil ?\ghts :ile he makes a floor or a gun or a field clean4 ,! ?+ is well kn[n 9 naval & milit>y s]vice :]e bodies ( m5 are kept 9 ord] by cont9ual poli%+ ( brasses & decks & acc\trem5ts4 ,a que]1 good answ] comes to "s f s(t5+ & cleans+ lea!r4 ,!re is a little boy "h ^: occasional re/lessness is magically done away )1 if he is turn$ loose ) sponge & h>ness-dress+ ^u a saddle & bridle4 ,he sometimes rebels at fir/ 7be=e ! task answ]s & ! picture comes7 b pres5tly he w appe> wide-ey$ & at peace1 b5t ^u %[+ 8 "w4 ,play is a drug & a bore1 until "o has work$4 ,i d n believe 9 a?letics = a?letics' sake4 ,_m "y m5 h be5 ru9$ by be+ inord9ately prais$ = physical pr[ess 9 e>ly ye>s4 ,praise = bodily excell5ce appeals to deep vanities & is a subtle d]ang] ( ! l>g] faculties ( man4 ,! a?lete em]ges into ! _w expectant ( praise4 ,x is n =?com+1 & 8 real p[]s h be5 untra9$ to e>n ! great] rew>d4 ,moreov] ! "o-po9t$ tra9+ = "s great mom5t>y physical /ress1 9 field ev5ts1 is a body-break] 9 itself1 a fact :i* has be5 %[n all too (t5 & dramatically4 ,baseball & billi>ds are great games1 b z life-que/s--except = ! few consummately adapt$ play]s ^: little orbit ( p[]s f9ds completion 9 diamond or gre5-baiz$ rectangle--! excessive devotion to su* play is desolat+1 inde$1 & t :i* is giv5 9 return is fickle & pu]ile adulation4 ,a man's "w is ! highe/ play4 ,!re is no?+ t c comp>e ) x1 z any ( ! _w's workm5 w tell y4 ,x is ! ?+ he loves be/ to d--con/ructive play--giv+ play to 8 p[]s1 br++ him to t raptness :i* is full inn] brea?+ & timeless4444 ,we use ! woods & %ore1 wat] & s& & sun & g>d5 = recreation4 ,9 ! few h\rs ( aft]noon aft] ,*apel until supp]1 no "o "h actually produces any?+ b vegetables & tan1 yet ! life-!me goes on4 ,we are ly+ 9 ! sun1 & "s "o speaks2 or "s "o br+s d[n a bit ( copy4 ,we li/5 to ! ,lake2 ! s\nd & feel ( wat] is diff]5t e day4 ,we f9d ! /+less bees on ! bluff-pa? on ! way to ! ba?+ %ore4 ,x is all wat] & %ore1 b !re is "o place :]e ! sil5ce is deep]1 ! sun-/ret* & s&-b> m p]fect4 ,we are v p>ticul>4 ,"o has f\nd t s& takes magnetism f ! human body1 z fa/ z sunlight c give x1 & he sugge/s t we re/ ^u ! grass above--t fall[ l&s are fruitful & full ( giv+4 ,we te/ x out l a w9e1 & decide !re is some?+ 9 x4 ,!re is some?+ 9 ev]y?+4 ,! ,dakotan said 79 8 clipp$ way & s l[-voic$ t y h to b5d to he> him7 t ! birds he> some?+ 9 ! morn+ t we don't get4 ,he says !re is a big h>mony ov] ! e>? at sunrise1 & t ! birds cat* ! music ( x1 & t songs are _! ef=ts to imitate x4 ,an aft]noon 0 n badly sp5t 9 discuss+ ?is4 ,we recall ! fact t x isn't ! human e>-drum exactly :i* w get ?is--if x ev] comes to u--& t ,bee?ov5 0 /one-deaf :5 he he>d 8 la/ symphonies1 ! great pa/oral & dance & *oral pieces1 & t he wrote !m f 8 inn] li/5+4 ,p>ts ( !m seem to u /ra9s f t great h>mony t ! birds are try+ to br+ out4 ,we ?\ght !re mu/ be su* a h>mony 9 a gild+ :eat-field4 ,:eat is good2 ev5 its husk is good2 beauty & ord] & s]vice h come to x4 ,!re is dissonance f *aos2 ! song cle>s z ! ord] beg9s4 ,ord] %\ld h a ,capital too4 ,all ris+ life is a putt+ ( surfaces & deeps 9 ,ord]4 ,! ^w ,cosmos means ,ord]4444 ,:eat has come f>1 & "o does well to be alone = a "t 9 a gold5 aft]noon 9 a :eat-field j be=e cutt+4 ,"o loves ! ,old ,"m bett] = t adv5ture4 ,%e mu/ give high = :eat4 ,%e mu/ be virg9 & /rong & come nak$ & una%am$ to ! sun to br+ =? :eat4 ,%e mu/ br+ d[n ! _s ( ! sun & bl5d x ) h] own--= :eat p>takes ( ! alkahe/4 ,:eat is a ma/]1 an ari/ocrat4 ,! ,dakotan said t once :5 he 0 on ! ,op5 ,road ?r\gh ! nor?we/1 he slept = two days 9 a c> ( :eat1 & t x 0 a ba? ( p[]4444 ,we ?\ght we w\ld make our b$s 9 :eat1 !reaft]--b t w\ld be sacrilege4 ,!n we talk$ ( t my/]i\s h>mony f ! beehives1 & we saw at once t x has to d ) ,ord]1 t ,in]tia 0 ma/]$ !re--t ! _s ( :eat has ma/]$ ,in]tia--s t !re is a nobility1 ev5 ab\t ! gold5 husk4 ,x occurr$ to u1 ( c\rse1 !n1 t all ! ari/ocrats ( ,nature--rose & :eat & olives & bees & alaba/] & grapes--mu/ all h _! "p ( ! h>mony1 = ,ord] has come to _! *aos4 ,_! _s has come =?1 z 9 ! face ( a f>-come *ild--! brute e>?-b\nd l9es ( self gone--! !me ( life1 ,s]vice4 ,i am at ! end ( ,capitals n[4 ,"o aft]noon we talk$ ab\t corn--f ! fields :]e ! passionate my/ic ,ru? glean$1 to our own tassel$ g>d5 plot4 ,& ano!r day we f\nd ! ants enl>g+ ! doors ( _! tunnels1 to let out = ! nuptial flight c]ta9 w+$ mi/resses4 ,!re is some?+ 9 ev]y?+4 ,ea* ( u sees x diff]5tly4 ,ea* ( u c take :at he sees1 aft] all ! re/ h told _! /ories1 & make a poem ( t4 ,! fir/ wond] ( man _c be conceiv$ until ?is is realis$4 ,!re is an inn] correspond5ce 9 ! awak5$ human s\l = e movem5t & my/]y ( ,nature4 ,:5 ! la/ resi/ance ( ,in]tia is ma/]$1 we %all see t !re is no sep>at5ess any:]e1 no deta*m5t2 t ! inf9ite analogies all tell ! same /ory--t ! plan is "o4 #ag ,,! ,,iri% ,,*apt] ,!re 0 a r[ ( u prep>+ = sleep out "u ! />s--! ,dakotan at "o side1 !n two small boys1 ! little girl & ! old man4444 ,x 0 "o ( ^? nights 9 :i* we old] ones decid$ to tell /ories in/ead ( writ+ !m4 ,we _h talk$ long1 l true ,arabs ar\nd a fire on ! bea*4 ,a ,s\? ,w9d came 9 & ! ,lake receiv$ & lov$ x4 ,i ask$ ! ,dakotan :at ! ,lake 0 say+4 ,x isn't--x's li/5+4 ,x made me ?9k at once ( ! fir/ movem5t ( ,bee?ov5's sonata1 call$ ,appassionata4 ,!re is "o "h :o plays t1 & because x tells him a /ory1 he plays x sometimes r well & makes ! o!rs see4444 ,! sl[ movem5t is deeply ri*2 ! inspiration seems to g out ( ! sonata aft] t1 b ( ! fir/ movem5t we nev] tire1 & ! drama is always ke54 ,x tells ! /ory 7to u7 ( a woman--( love & life & dea?4 ,%e wants ! e>? 9 h] love--b h] lov] is /range & he>s p]si/5tly a call t is n ( e>?4 ,! woman tries to hold him4 ,all e>? beauty is ab\t h]--h] love a p]fume1 a torr5t4 ,! voice ( de/9y speaks to h] t x mu/ n be4 ,%e rebels4 ,! /ory ru%es on1 _m voices com+ to h] re-/at+ ! inexorable tru? t he mu/ g4 ,! same /ory is told 9 ,cov5try ,patmore's ,dep>ture--to u ! mo/ magic ( all ! great little poems4 ,b 9 ,dep>ture x is ! woman :o is call$4 444 ,aga9 & aga9 9 ! ,appassionata1 ! ^w comes to ! woman1 say+ t %e w be great] if %e spe$s him on 8 way4 ,%e w n he>4 ,we s5se h] spl5did t5ure ( beauty--all ! wond] t ,"m ,e>? has giv5 h]4444 ,"o aft] ano!r ! less] voices h told h] t x mu/ be1 b %e does n obey--& !n ! ,ma/] comes d[n4 ,x is "o ( ! mo/ gl[+ passages 9 all ! lit]ature ( tone4 ,! *elas h spok5 & h n avail$4 ,n[ ! ,guru speaks4 ,out ( va/ness & leisure1 out ( spaci\sness ( s\l & wisdom1 out ( ! deeps & heights ( compassion1 ! ,guru speaks--& sudd5ly ! woman's s\l turns to him li/5+4 ,t miracle ( li/5+ is express$ 9 ! treble--a l[ light rippl+ receptivity4 ,x is l a cup held =?--or palms held upw>d4 ,! ,guru speaks4 ,8 w is done4 ,& t is :at ,i ?\ght (1 :5 ! ,dakotan said t ! ,lake 0 li/5+4 ,x 0 li/5+ to ! ,s\? ,w9d4444 ,t night we talk$ ( ,irel&4 ,x may h be5 ! fairies t ! little girl always br+s2 or x may h be5 t a regim5t ( ,iri% troops _h j be5 slaught]$ 9 a cause t _h f> less significance to ,irel& ?an our *ild talk by ! fire2 or x may h be5 ! ,s\? ,w9d t br\ght u clos] to ! fairy ,isle1 = x is ! ,iri% peasants :o say to a lov$ gue/ at p>t+3 ,may y meet ! ,s\? ,w9d4 444 ,!re isn't really an ,irel& any m--j a few old m5 & a few old1 haunt+ mo!rs4 ,irel& is "h 9 ,am]ica1 & ! la/ & /iffe/ ( h] "y blood is afield = ,engl&4 ,h] sons h always tak5 ! field--t is _! way--& ! mo!rs h br\ght 9 m sons born ( sorr[--magic-ey$ sons f ! wombs ( sorr[4 ,eld] bro!rs afield--fa!rs gone d[n ov]seas--only ! fairies left by ! he>? = ! y\ng] sons to play )4444 ,s !y h sung /range songs & se5 /range lights & mov$ 9 rhy?ms unkn[n to _m m54 ,x is ^! y\ng] sons :o are ,irel& n[4 ,n a place1 b a passion2 n a c\ntry1 b a romance4444 ,!y are 9 ! love /ories ( ! _w1 & !y are always look+ = _! old companions1 ! fairies4 ,!y f9d ! fairies 9 ! =eign woodl&s2 !y br+ ! fairies to ! new c\ntries4 ,!y are 9 ! songs t hu% ! he>t2 !y are 9 ! my/icism t is mov+ ! sodd5 _w4 ,because !y play$ ) fairies1 !y 7 taught to look pa/ & beyond ! fle% ( faces--pa/ metals & meals & miles4 ,( ! r$s & greys & mov+ golds :i* !y see1 ! s\l ( ! _w loves to li/51 = ! greate/ songs & /ories ( all are f ! ,unse5---- ,x 0 ! old man dream+ al\d4 ,irel& isn't a place any m4 ,x is a passion infus$ ?r\gh ! _w1 he add$4 ,b ! fairies are /ill !re1 ! little girl said4 ,"s are left ) ! old mo!rs--yes1 "s are left4 ,b _m h tak5 ! field1 & n = ! w>s4 ,a f\r-day moon 0 dropp+ fa/ 9 ! l[ we/4 ,jupit] 0 climb+ ! ea/ 9 imp]ial purple--z if to take comm&4444 ,! little/ boy /irr$ 9 ! arms ( ! ,dakotan & began to speak1 />+ at ! fire4 ,we all turn$ & b5t to li/5--& x 0 t v ?+ t spoil$ x--= ! s5t5ce falt]$ & flew away4 ,we all want$ to "k :at _h be5 born 9 t long sil5ce1 = ! firelight 0 bright 9 two eyes t 7 v wide & wise--b ! bra9 0 only sev54444 ,i left ! circle & w5t up ! cliff to f9d a book 9 ! /udy--a well-us$ book1 an ,am]ican book4 ,return+1 ,i read ?is f x1 hold+ ! page close to ! fire3 ,,old ,,irel& ,f> h5ce1 amid an isle ( wondr\s beauty1 ,cr\*+ ov] a grave1 an anci5t1 sorr[ful "m1 ,once a que5--n[ lean & tatt]'d1 seat$ on ! gr\nd1 ,h] old :ite hair droop+ di%evel'd r\nd h] %\ld]s2 ,long sil5t--%e too long sil5t--m\rn+ h] %r\d$ hope & heir2 ,( all ! e>? h] he>t mo/ full ( sorr[1 because mo/ full ( love4 ,yet a ^w1 anci5t "m2 ,y ne$ cr\* !re no long] on ! cold gr\nd1 ) =ehead betwe5 y\r knees2 ,o y ne$ n sit !re1 veil'd 9 y\r old :ite hair1 s di%evel'd2 ,= "k y1 ! "o y m\rn is n 9 t grave2 ,x 0 an illusion--! heir1 ! son y love1 0 n really dead2 ,! ,"l is n dead--he is ris51 "y & /rong1 9 ano!r c\ntry2 ,ev5 :ile y wept !re by y\r fall5 h>p1 by ! grave1 ,:at y wept =1 0 translat$1 pass'd f ! grave1 ,! w9ds fav\r$ & ! sea sail'd x1 ,& n[ ) rosy & new blood1 ,moves to-day 9 a new c\ntry4 ,"o by "o !y dropp$ (f asleep1 ! little ones fir/1 z ! moon w5t d[n--_! ?\ghts s full ( />s1 ask+ s dauntlessly all que/ions ( _w & sky4 ,:at ,i c\ld1 ,i answ]$1 b ,i felt z "y z any4 ,x seem$ _! dreams 7 fre%] ?an m9e1 & _! clos5ess to ,god4444 ,! little girl t\*$ me1 z we drift$ away---- ,may y meet ! ,s\? ,w9d6 %e :isp]$4 #ah ,,! ,,bleake/ ,,h\r ,x is a ?ankless job to raise a voice 9 ! d9 ( ?+s z !y are1 a voice say+ ?+s are wrong4 ,"o may d ?is = ye>s )\t p5etrat+ ! d91 s long z he does n become specific4 ,or "o may become a speciali/ 9 a c]ta9 wrong1 ga9 recognition z a g5tle fanatic on a c]ta9 subject1 d mu* good ) 8 passion1 f9d c]ta9 fri5ds & /]l+ enemies--& ei!r lose or w91 ultimately1 accord+ to *ange 9 ! /yles ( 8 "t4 ,or1 ) "o-po9t$ desire to *ange ! _s ( ?+s1 "o may rea* ! gloomy em95ce f :i* x is p]ceiv$ t all ?+s are wrong1 because ! pres5t und]ly+ motive ( ! :ole is wrong4 ,he sees "o body ( m5 scrubb+ "o spot on ! c>pet1 ano!r sew+ e>ne/ly at a c]ta9 fray$ selvage1 ano!r try+ to br+ out ! dead col\r f a pat* t we> & wea!r h irrevocably *ang$4 ,he blesses !m all1 b 8 s\l cries out = a new c>pet--at lea/1 a :olesome & vigor\s tubb+ ( ! entire c>pet1 & a turn+ ov] ( ! :ole aft]w>d4 ,unless our life "h is a sort ( spontane\s ebullition out ( ! bosom ( nature1 )\t significance to u be=e & aft]1 we are mov+ ab\t our bus9ess ( h\se & c\ntry & _w 9 a mo/ /upid1 cruel & %ort-sight$ fa%ion4 ,i realise1 & ?is is ! w9e ( life1 t ! he>ts ( m5 are t5d] & lovable1 naturally op5 & subject by nature to beauty & fai?2 t ! he>ts ( m51 inde$1 ye>n = t purity ( condition 9 :i* tru? may be ! only utt]ance1 & ! atmosph]e ( untru? z revolt+ z bad air to ! no/rils4 ,b ) ?is realisation appe>s ! facts t ! activities 9 ! _w ( m5 h little to d ) ?is purity & he>t-giv+--b ) an evil cov]+1 ! integum5t ( :i* is ! lie born ( self-desire1 & ! true sk9 ( :i* is ! pr$atory in/9ct :i* has n remotely to d ) an erect sp9e4 ,high] days are com+ = ! expression ( ! human _s4 ,!re is no d\bt ab\t t4 ,b /ill ! m5 :o d ! mo/ to hurry !m along1 f9d a fight on ea* l$ge ( ! cliff4 ,philosophically1 x may be said t w>s h br\ght great b5efits to ! race2 t mat]ialism has taught u our place "h bel[ z no o!r passion c\ld2 t trade has wr\ght its incomp>able good to ! races ( m52 t ,fe> has be5 ! v]itable "m ( our evolution1 its d>k %ad[ =ev] incit+ u1 break+ our ,in]tia1 br++ swiftness & /r5g? fir/ to ! body1 !n to bra94 ,ev5 desire = self1 on ! long road beh9d1 has be5 ! good angel ( our passage1 = we _h to become spl5did bea/s be=e ! dim5sion ( man c\ld be build$4444 ,all good2 mi/akes n[h]e 9 ! plan4 ,b ! tr\ble is1 ! passage ( ! _m f grade to grade is intol]ably sl[4 ,we _h ?\ght ! _m _h f9i%$ ) w>4 ,! few already are _m grades ahead ( t2 ! few h se5 ! virtues die out ( patriotism & trade2 !y h wat*$ ! desire = self turn reptile1 & he>k5$ to ?is tru? :i* is beg9n+ to rev]b]ate ar\nd ! _w3 ,:at is good = bea/s is n ( necessity good = m54444 ,"o rec5t call] "h1 male1 middle-ag$1 smil+ly discuss$ all ?+s f ! philosophical po9t ( view4 ,i 0 say+3 ,f ! nurs]y to _w-clut*$ retirem5t f public affairs1 a man n[adays is taught m & m to keep 8 he>t-pr9ciple lock$---- ,he smil$3 ,we h all ! "t !re is4 ,x w all come out "r4 ,y fell[s excite y\rselves & try to *ange ?+s ov]night4 ,o!rs ( u ?9k !m ov] quietly by our fires4 ,t is ! :ole diff]5ce4 ,scrat* (f ! v5e]1 & we are all ! same k9d ( ,god-ye>n+ animal und]nea?4 ,few say+s ev] h hit me h>d]4 ,i /udi$ ! ye>s' (f]+s f ?is man--to 8 h\se1 to 8 acqua9tances1 to ! _w 9 g5]al4 ,an irony fill$ ! room1 & s int5se 0 x t x seem$ to h a col\r1 a k9d ( gre5 & yell[ vap\r4 ,x emanat$ f ! c5tre ( 8 face4 ,i ?9k ! po9t t animat$ me especially 0 t he 0 9 ! habit ( talk+ to "y m54 ,he _h no *ildr5 ( 8 own4 ,i *ang$ ! subject & op5$ ! door--n to ha/5 8 dep>ture b because ! air 0 close4 ,by e law :i* makes u hold fa/ to ! memory ( savi\rs & great m51 ! f9e/ fabric ( any race is its pione]s4 ,we are liv+ & putt+ into action n[ ! dreams ( brave spirits :o h gone be=e4 ,philosophically1 ev5 !y may h f\nd t ! plan is good1 b t did n prev5t !m f giv+ _! lives to lift ! sodd5ness & accel]ate ! ,in]tia ( ! cr[ds4 ,!y took _! joy 9 ! great goodness ( ! plan--only aft] !y _h done _! be/ to br+ ! race m swiftly into its high] de/9y4 ,a man does n sit back & all[ 8 *ildr5 to sp5d ye>s 9 le>n+ t :i* he c expla9 9 a mom5t f 8 own exp]i5ce4444 ,i did n answ] ! philosoph]1 b _m ?+s t occurr$ f t little talk 7 br\ght out 9 ,*apel dur+ ! days :i* foll[$--matt]s t _h to d ) ,am]ica & lit]>y workman%ip 9 p>ticul>4 ,c]ta9 ( ! matt]s we discuss$ h be5 writt5 d[n = expression "h3 99 99 99 99 99 ,if "s "o ann\nc$ t !re liv$ 9 ! ,quattuor ,isl&s a man :o knew ! exact way to br+ into ! _w1 n only ! _s1 b ! action ( bro!rhood & fa!rl&1 !re w\ld be "s call = maps & /eam%ip passages4 ,if ! ,quattuor ,isl&s 7 n already on ! maps1 !y w\ld pres5tly appe>1 b n be=e ! fir/ pilgrims _h set out4 ,& if "s "o %\ld add t all expression ( ! arts s f> 9 ! _w is addl$ & unsightly comp>$ to t :i* is ab\t to be1 if a c]ta9 =mula is foll[$1 & t ?is man 9 ! ,quattuor gr\p has ! =mula--_m m w\ld />t on ! que/1 or s5d _! mo/ tru/$ secret>ies4 ,& yet ! tru? & ! way is all "h1 & has be5 utt]$ aga9 & aga9 by e voice t has lift$ itself above ! common d94 ,! wise m5 c>ri$ gifts4 ,y w\ld expect to give some?+ = ! secret4 ,y might expect to be call$ ^u to sell all y h & give to ! poor4 ,y w\ld n be surpris$ ev5 if ! magnetic ,isl&] said3 ,x is n y\r frank9c5se & myrrh t ,i want1 ?\gh ,i ?ank y4 ,t :i* ,i h is = y4 ,i am m anxi\s = y to "k & live x1 ?an y c be to h & hold x4 ,b ! my/]y is t x w n come to abide ) y1 :ile y are passionate = possession4 ,! passion to give to o!rs mu/ be e/abli%$ )9 y be=e y c adequately receive---- ,y are beg9n+ to see h[ anci5t is ! gospel4 ,x is old1 old] ?an t4 ,x belongs to ! f\ndations4 ,p]sonally & nationally1 ! law works ! same way4 ,t :i* is true1 is true 9 all its p>ts4 ,!re is an adju/m5t by :i* t :i* is good = ! :ole is good = ! "p2 b ea*1 :ole & "p1 nation & man1 mu/ h = ! fir/ ?\ght1 n self-good1 b ! g5]al good4 ,"o nation1 s e/abli%$ 9 ?is conviction t its actions are automatically f\nd$ ^u ! welf>e ( ! _w1 c\ld br+ ab\t ! true _w-fa!rl& 9 a g5]ation2 & "o human he>t s e/abli%$ beg9s to t\* f ! fir/ mom5t ! pr(\nd significances ( life4 ,p]sonally & nationally1 ?is pla9 b trem5d\s concept is beg9n+ to manife/ itself "h 9 ,am]ica4 ,i d n write z a patriot4 ,x is n my c\ntry t is ( int]e/1 b humank9d4 ,am]ica's political int]e/s1 h] trade1 all h] localisations z a sep>ate & b\nd$ p1 are inimical to ! new en?usiasm4 ,! new social ord] _c conc]n itself z a c\ntry ap>t4 ,am]ican pr$atory in/9cts1 h] self-wor%ip1 h] attempt at neutrality :ile supply+ explosives = ! ,european slaught] ar5as1 h] deep5+ conf9em5t 9 matt] dur+ ! pa/ fifty ye>s1 h prep>$ h] = ! outright demoralisation ( w>1 j z surely z ,europe is meet+ to-day ! r$ h>ve/ f su* in/9cts & activities4 ,= action inv>iably foll[s ! ?\ght4 ,yet ! he>ts ( m5 9 ,am]ica are *ang+4 ,i d n write z a religioni/1 b z "o v mu* ( ! _w4 ,= ! he>ts ( m5 d *ange1 & x is only ?r\gh su* *anges t ! mat]ial /agnation ( a p c be reliev$ )\t deluges ( blood4 ,! high hope is ^u u4 ,9 be+ ap>t f w>1 ,am]ica has be5 enabl$ to see4 ,"o mu/ always remove himself f ! ruck to see its movem5t4 ,)9 ^! we/]n %ores1 ! voices ( true inspiration h rec5tly be5 he>d4 ,f a lit]>y /&po9t alone1 ?is is ! mo/ significant fact s9ce ,em]son1 ,:itman & ,?oreau & ,lani] took p5 9 h&1 =gett+ !mselves a little :ile ea* day4 ,!re is a peculi> /r5g? ^u ,am]ican production ( all k9ds z a result ( ! v act ( gett+ out f "u ,european influ5ce4 ,engl& & ,france & ,g]many h fall5 into m]e national voices4 ,! voice ( ! p>tisan is b a weak treble1 aga9/ ! basic rumble ( w>4 ,w> 9 ?is c5tury is a confession1 z suicide is a confession1 z e act ( blood & rage is a confession1 ( ! triumph ( ! animal 9 ! human m9d4444 ,if y receiv$ lett]s f fri5ds 9 ,engl& or ,g]many or ,france dur+ ! w>--fri5ds :om =m]ly y admir$ = _! culture & acum5--y 7 /ruck by ! dulness & mis]y ( ! communications1 ! unc5tr$ po9ts ( view1 ! incapacity ( human vision 9 ! mid/ ( ! heav9ess & blackness ( life !re2 if1 inde$1 y read ! newspap]s & p]iodicals ( ^? c\ntries1 y requir$ no fur!r pro( ( ! fact--t a nation at w> is an obsc5e nation1 its consci\sness all driv5 d[n into ! physical1 its voice tonally imp]fect f hate & fe>1 its eyes op5 to r$ illusion & n to tru?4 ,ev5 9 ,am]ica ! voice ( ! nationali/ is a "p ( ! old & ! unclean4 ,! new social ord] does n recognise ! rights & desires ( any isolat$ p4 ,humank9d is basically "o 9 mean+1 9 aim & 9 de/9y4 ,! diff]5ces ( nations 9 relation to ! sun's rays & 9 "* ( c\ntry1 environm5t1 race1 col\r & /ructure ( m9d--^! are primal values1 ! v values t w sum up into ! ess5tial gr&eur ( ! :ole4 ,p]sonally & nationally !re are no duplicates 9 ! social s*eme4 ,! in/rum5ts ( ?is magnific5t or*e/ra are ( inf9ite div]sity1 b ! h>mony is "o4 ,! spiritual s\rce ( all human a*ievem5t is already a h>monic :ole4 ,t globe is complete4 ,x is our bus9ess z m5 to make a patt]n ( x 9 matt]--to make ! dream come true 9 fle%1 ea* man & ea* nation br++ 8 lab\r4 ,if a c]ta9 plant1 bird1 insect1 bea/1 man or nation1 rises by intr9sic =ce & pr$ation to dang]\s increase1 a dev\r+ p>asite1 or =midable rival1 is inv>iably fo/]$ )9 its %ad[4 ,9 good "t !re is w> to ! dea?4 ,9 a doctor's (fice 9 ,canada1 ,i saw ! picture ( a bull-dog /&+ l>ge aga9/ ! backgr\nd ( ! accept$ flag1 & b5ea? 0 ?is l9e3 ,:at we h1 we'll hold4 ,i f\nd t ! picture _h a national popul>ity4 ,yet a *ild /opp+ to ?9k w\ld h se5 break]s ahead = a nation s lo/ 9 mat]ial ?+s1 z ?us to *all5ge ! ,fates4444 ,!re is a fairy-tale ( a man build+ a great boat = ! air4 ,x look$ to w91 & 9 ! effront]y ( a*ievem5t1 he set =? to conqu] ,god4 ,j !n a hornet /ung him4 99 99 99 99 99 ,x is a conviction held "h t ! d>ke/ p]iod ( ,am]ican mat]ialism came to its end ) ! beg9n+ ( ! w>4 ,! g5]ation ( lit]>y produc]s 9 manife/ation at t "t 0 responsible = ! bleake/ products :i* ,am]ica w ev] h ! %ame ( %[+ to future g5]ations4 ,x 0 n s devoid ( g5ius z w\ld appe>2 ! fir/ cause 0 ! difficulty 9 gett+ ! be/ "w ?r\gh4 ,?is aga9 0 n because ! public 0 n ready = ! good1 b because ! public ta/e 0 brutalis$ by m5 :o /ood betwe5 ! public & ! produc]s4 ,^! middlem5 insi/$1 by ! "r ( m direct contact1 t ! public %\ld h :at !y fanci$ ! public desire to be4 ,i sat 9 ,union ,squ>e rec5tly ) a begg> :o /udi$ me1 because x appe>$ to be my :im to help him ) a co94 ,back ( 8 temples 0 a great /ory--sumptu\s drama & ?robb+ ) ! fir/ importance ( life4 ,he did n tell me t /ory1 & ,i c\ld n draw x f him4 ,r he told me ! /ory t he fanci$ ,i w\ld want4 ,!re 0 a :9e 9 x4 ,he *ose to act1 & he 0 n a good actor4 ,8 (f]+ hurt1 n because he 0 fil?y & a failure1 b because he li$ to himself & to me1 because he did n d>e to be himself1 ?\gh ! facts 7 ^u him1 eye & br[ & m\?4 ,s ,i did n get 8 /ory1 b ,i got a ?rill+ picture ( ! rec5t g5]ation 9 ,am]ican lett]s--,i1 be+ ! public2 ! tru? ( 8 /ory repres5t+ ! produc]1 & ! mis]able ?+ he fanci$ ,i 0 ready =1 be+ ! middleman's "p4 ,all workm5 ( ! la/ g5]ation--all :o w\ld li/5--7 taught to br+ =? _! products ) an int]v5+ lie betwe5 ! tru? & _! expression--! age ( adv]tis+ heavy 9 all production4 ,i recall f ^? days :at 0 to me a significant talk ) an ,am]ican noveli/ :o want$ sales1 :o 0 will+ to sacrifice all b ! core ( 8 "* to get sales1 & :o f\nd himself at t "t 9 a *all5g+ situation4 ,z he express$ x3 ,along ab\t page two hundr$ 9 ! copy ( ! novel ,i am on1 ! woman's s\l wakes up4 ,a woman's novel8 ,i ask$4 ,meant to be1 said he4 ,/udy ( a woman all ?r\gh4 ,beg9s z a little girl--diff]5t1 y "k--s5sitive1 does a :ole lot ( ?9k+ t h] family doesn't foll[4 ,tries to tell 'em at fir/1 b f9ds h]self 9 bad4 ,!n keeps quiet = ye>s--putt+ on p[] & beauty 9 ! good old way ( bumps & misund]/&+4 ,%e's pure :ite fire pres5tly--body & bra9 & some?+ else asleep4 ,%e wants to be a "m1 b ! gha/ly sordidness ( ! love /ories ( h] si/]s to ?is enactm5t1 fright5s h] f m5 & m>riage z ! _w conducts x---- ,i foll[ y1 said ,i4 ,well1 ,i'm n go+ to d ! novel "h = y1 he add$4 ,y w\ldn't ?9k !re 0 a ray ( light 9 x f ?is k9d ( tell+4 ,a man :o sp5ds five mon?s ( 8 be/ h\rs ( life 9 tell+ a /ory1 c't d x ov] 9 t5 m9utes & drive a ma*9e at ! same "t---- ,we're gett+ out ( ! cr[d4 ,:at did ! girl d8 ,i ask$4 ,well1 %e want$ a little baby--0 ready to die = x1 b _h h] own ideas ( :at ! ,fa!r %\ld be4 ,a million wom5--mo/ly hav+ be5 m>ri$ & fail$1 h ?\ght ! same ?+ "h 9 ,am]ica--prick$ ! unclean %am ( ! :ole bus9ess4 ,moreov]1 !y're ! be/ wom5 we've got4 ,!re are---- ,he purposely %ook ! hat f 8 head--back into ! seat--at ?is po9t4 ,!re are "s "y wom5 com+ up into maturity "h 9 ,am]ica--,god bless 'em--:o are almo/ brave en\gh to set out on ! que/ = ! ,fa!r ( ! baby t haunts !m to be born4444 ,t's :at %e did4 ,he 0 a "y man do+ 8 own k9d ( "w--doctor+ among ! poor1 let u say1 ma9ly = no?+--kill+ himself among m5 & wom5 & babies2 liv+ on next to no?+1 b hav+ a half-div9e k9d ( madness to lift ! _w4444 ,%e saw him4 ,y c picture t4 ,!y 7 two to make "o--& a ?ird4 ,%e knew4 ,!re 0 a gold light ab\t 8 head :i* %e saw--& "s ( ! pov]ty-folk saw--b :i* he didn't "k ! mean+ (1 & ! _w miss$ altoge!r4 ,%e w5t to him4 ,x's cruel to put x 9 ?is way4444 ,i'm n say+ any?+ ab\t ! writ+ or ab\t :at happ5$1 b ! sc5e z x came to me 0 ! f9e/ ?+ ,i ev] tri$ to put d[n4 ,we always fall d[n 9 ! h&l+1 y "k4444 ,i did x ! be/ ,i c\ld4444 ,no1 ,i'm n go+ to tell y :at happ5$4 ,only ?is3 a little aft]w>d--along ab\t page two hundr$ ( ! copy--! woman's s\l woke up4 ,:y n1 9 ,god's "n8 ,i ask$4 ,he glanc$ quickly at me z a man does f ahead :5 8 c> is press+ ! limit4 ,ev] h a book fail8 he ask$4 ,sev51 said ,i4 ,he cle>$ 8 ?roat & ! k9de/ smile came into 8 eyes3 ,!y tell me at my publi%]s' t ,i sl[$ up my la/ book badly--by tak+ a woman's s\l out = an air+--j a little invalid k9d ( a s\l1 too4 ,s\ls don't wake up 9 ,am]ican novels any m4 ,y c't d mu* m 9 pr9t n[adays ?an y c d on canvas--,i mean movie canvas4 ,y c pa9t s\l b y c't photograph x--t's ! po9t4 ,! movies h put imag9ation to dea?4 ,we h to compete4 ,y c't see a s\l )\t imag9ation--or "s sort ( madness--& ! good p :o want imag9ation 9 _! novels don't buy 'em4 ,!y r5t or borr[4 ,x's ! cr[ds t g to ! movies t h bright-col\r$ /r+s ( ,am]ican novels z ! product runs--on _! %elves--little %9y v>ni%$ %elves--r$ c>pets--pa9t$ birds on ! lamp-%ades & call]s 9 ! ev5+s4 ,!re 0 a good sil5ce4 ,d y "k1 he add$ pres5tly1 ,i've ab\t come to ! conclusion t a novel mu/ play altoge!r on s5su\s tissue to cat* ! cr[d4 ,look at ! big movie pictures--! actors make love l pa9t$ animals4444 ,i'm n humor\s or ironical4 ,x's a big problem to me---- ,:y1 y c't t\* ! hem ( ! g>m5t ( a real love /ory until y are (f ! s5su\s1 ,i (f]$4 ,! que/ only beg9s !re4 ,i'm n av]se to t4 ,x belongs 9 "p4 ,we are s5su\s be+s--9 "p4 ,b ,i am av]se to lett+ x conta9 all4 ,:y1 ! real gl[ comes to a romance :5 a woman's s\l wakes up4 ,!re's a hott] fire ?an t :i* burns blood-r$---- ,i "k1 he said quickly4 ,i "k4 ,t blood-r$ /uff is ! *eape/ ?+ 9 ! _w4444 ,i'm sure ( ?is /ory until h] s\l wakes up4 ,%e /irs 9 h] sleep1 & ,i see a giantess ahead--! k9d ( a woman :o c\ld :i/le to me or to y--& we'd foll[ h] out--daz$ by ! draw ( h]4 ,!y are 9 ! _w4 ,i reckon s\ls d wake up--b ,i c feel ! public dropp+ (f e page aft] two hundr$--l *ill$ bees--dropp+ (f page by page--& ! old famili> battle ahead = me4 ,i c feel t tight look ( pov]ty ab\t ! eyes aga9---- 99 99 99 99 99 ,are y go+ to put h] s\l back to sleep8 ,i ask$1 z we turn$ aga9 into ! cr[d4 ,i wasn't ! lea/ lordly 9 ?is "q4 ,i knew 8 /ruggle1 & some?+ ( ! m>ket1 too4 ,i 0 ?9k+ ( tradesm5--h[ easy x is to be a tradesman2 9 fact1 h[ difficult x is to be o!rwise--:5 ! v passion ( ! racial s\l moves 9 ! mid/ ( trade4 ,%e's beautiful--ev5 asleep1 he said4 ,i'm afraid ,i'll h to give h] some?+4 ,i'm build+ a h\se4 ,%e's 9 ! compreh5sion ( ! little v>ni%$ %elves--asleep4 ,doesn't a tight look come ab\t ! eyes--f mu* use ( t sort ( anae/hetic8 ,i ask$4 ,let's get a dr9k1 he answ]$4 #ai ,,! ,,new ,,social ,,ord] ,b ! /roke ( dea? has fall5 ^u su* p&]+1 & ! w> put x !re4 ,! big names ( ! la/ g5]ation are n[ magaz9e & movie m52 all save ! few ^: sutures h n entirely clos$1 & !y are mak+ _! la/ fr5zi$ turn to meet ! new social ord]1 z !y met ! float+ vogues & :ims s long4 ,b ?is is a difficult turn = p&]]s & cat]]s1 because x does n h to d ) ! surface matt]1 no?+ to d ) dance & dress & appetite1 b ) ! dep?s ( ! human _s1 quick5$ to animation afre% by ! agony ( ! _w4 ,only ! r>e/ few ( ! greate/ names ( ,engl& & ,europe h escap$ ! fatal p>tisan%ip4 ,!y h become little national voices1 & 9 ! com+ ye>s ?is w be rememb]$ aga9/ !m bitt]ly4 ,! truly lib]at$ s\l does n fall into ly+ attempts at national exon]ation4 ,! truly lib]at$ s\l is no long] a nationali/4 ,a few ( ! "y m5 h escap$ ?is curse1 b ! old] _h _! tra9+1 z has be5 told1 9 ! blacke/ age ( man4 ,m5 h be5 dim9i%$ 9 m spaci\s times ?an ^! by becom+ laureates2 !y _c b be degrad$ by becom+ nationali/s 9 ^! ab&on$ h\rs4 ,g5ius1 9 ! la/ g5]ation1 met a de/ructive =ce 9 ! mat]ial _w1 almo/ z deadly & v9dictive z t enc\nt]$ by ,cop]nicus4 ,! voices ( v few h]alds 7 ev5 he>d1 b !re is a battle-l9e ( g5ius 9 ! new g5]ation1 tim$ = ! great s]vice ye>s foll[+ ! *aos ( w>4 ,!y w br+ 9 ! lib]ation ( religion f mammon2 !y w br+ 9 ! religion ( "w1 ! equality ( wom51 n on a m]e suffrage matt] alone1 b 9 _s & tru?2 !y w br+ 9 _! *ildr5 unaccurs$4 99 99 99 99 99 444 ,!re's always a squeak+ :5 a wagon climbs out ( a rut1 :i* is ano!r way ( say+ t a "t ( transition is a "t ( pa94 ,?is is a notable & con/ructive g5]ation n[ beg9n+ its "w 9 ,am]ica1 & jo9+ h&s ) ! few rema9+ ,undefil$ ( ,europe4 ,!y are n adv]tis]s1 nor self-s]v]s4 ,!y d n believe 9 intellect alone4 ,_! g5ius is intuitionally driv51 n intellectually4 ,j z /eam has rea*$ its f9al limitations z a =ce1 & is be+ sup]s$$ by electricity 7! limitations ( :i* h n yet be5 s5s$ s f> ev5 by ! mo/ audaci\s71 s ! intellect1 z a produc+ m$ium1 has _h its p]iod--a p]iod ( /yle-wor%ip1 vanities ( spee* & action1 ( self-s]vice1 ( p>ad+1 ( surface-%[ & %ort-sight$ness1 )\t p>allel 9 ! _w4 ,= ! intellect is a product ( sunlight1 its en]gy suppli$ by human blood1 a temporal heat4 ,intuition is driv5 f ! f\nta9-head ( spiritual en]gy4 ,its great conception is ! unity ( all nature4 ,! intellect is z old z y\r body is2 ! giant t is awak5+ f sleep 9 ! brea/s ( ! ris+ g5]ation is immortal4 ,9 all times1 second-class arti/s h dealt 9 ! =m & matt] ( ! age1 talk$ ( its effects & p>ad$ its /yles4 ,only ! v greate/ above !m h realis$ t ! true /ory ( ! ?+1 z any giv5 man sees x1 is ! "o important ?+ 9 ! _w = him to produce2 t ! ne>ness ( ! expression to ! ?\ght is ! measure ( 8 success2 9 a ^w1 t 8 ?\ght mu/ be put into words 7or tones or pa9t or /one7 )\t an int]v5+ lie f ! m$ium4 ,! race ( m5 & wom5 9 _! tw5ties1 n[ at "w 9 ,am]ica1 are do+ ^! ?+s4 ,especially 9 ! new poetry is ! f9e consummation app>5t4 ,^! are ! lead]s ( ! new social ord]4 ,be=e ! w>1 su* z _h develop$ a voice _h to %\t ?r\gh %ut doors4 ,! w> has beat5 d[n ! doors4 ,a comp>able race ( "y workm5 7m m5 ?an wom5 !re2 m wom5 ?an m5 "h7 has appe>$ 9 ,russia & rais$ its voice4 ,x is n altoge!r a dream t a unify+ span w /ret* across ! pill>s rais$ by ^! two gr\ps ( build]s4 ,9 ,am]ica ?is ris+ g5]ation %all return to u ! pre/ige :i* ,:itman1 ,em]son1 ,?oreau & ,lani] s sup]bly attract$4 ,inde$1 ,:itman is ! ma/] ( ! new poetry2 8 free v]se lives 9 e l9e ( ! mod]n production1 a po9t t w\ld n be significant if x 7 alone ( mann]2 b 8 broad human _s1 ! infus+ bro!rhood :i* 0 8 passion1 & ! same univ]sal tol]ation1 are ! inspir+ en]gies ( ! new workman%ip4 ,:at is ! vision ( ?is new social ord]8 ,^! workm5 recognise t no sa9t's blood1 nor ! p[] ( any ,god1 is go+ to int]f]e be=e a heav5ly ?rone to save s9n]s :o h wa/$ _! lives 9 pr$atory accompli%m5t1 in/ead ( sav+ !mselves2 ,t ! re-di/ribution ( ! _w's weal? w n br+ ab\t ! new ord] & beauty ( life2 t ! ri* man is to be piti$ z mu* z ! poor 7,god kn[s t intr9sically he is to be piti$ m1 because 8 %ell is ?ick]7 t ! "t is at h& :5 ! vulg>ity ( be+ ri* 9 mat]ial weal? w be a s5se ( ! common m9d2 ,t wom5 are n gold5 fleeces1 nor cl++ v9es1 b human adults ) sep>ate pr9ciples f m51 :i* make !m equally valuable 9 ! social s*eme2 t wom5 %\ld be _! own law 9 all matt]s ( mat+ & reproduction1 because ! male has n ! m5tal organism to cope au?oritatively ) ^! affairs2 ,t h]et(ore z educators1 z fa!rs1 mo!rs & br+]s-=? ( *ildr51 humank9d1 9 ! l>ge1 has %[n itself less ?an ! animals1 inasmu* z x does n fulfil its possibilities z animals d2 ,t ! "t is pa/ = cults & cre$s1 = sep>ate int]e/s & national b\nd>ies1 = patriotism & all ! o!r isms2 t we are all "o 9 ! basic mean+ ( exi/5ce2 t !re is an adju/m5t f\nd$ ^u ! pr9ciples ( lib]ty & bro!rhood1 9 :i* t :i* is good = ! "o is good = all2 t ?is adju/m5t c only be atta9$ by a rev]sal ( ! old =m1 p]sonally & nationally--( ?9k+ n ( ! self fir/ 9 all ?+s1 b ( ! g5]al good2 ,f9ally1 ! new social ord] ( workm51 hav+ come up ?r\gh ! ble> & sickness ( lies1 has arriv$ at ! high vantage :i* reveals t !re is no?+ s pot5t z a /raight /atem5t ( fact1 no?+ s /rategically ! ma/]/roke4 #bj ,,common ,,clay ,,brick ,c]ta9 ,*apel days we require music in/ead ( talk2 o!r times only a walk w d1 to ! woods or %ore accord+ to ! mood4 ,"o aft]noon we walk$ up ! %ore :]e ! bea* is n>r[ & ! bluffs high4 ,a gleam ( r$ 9 ! s& became ! !me ( ! day4 ,x 0 j a half-brick p>tly subm]g$ 9 s&1 & mom5t>ily 9 ! wa% ( ! waves4444 ,x _h a f9e gleam--a vivid wet r$ aga9/ ! gravel greys4 ,its edges 7 r\nd$ by ! gr9d ( s& & wat]1 & "o ?\ght ( an anci5t tile t might be se5 9 a ,*9ese rose g>d54 444 ,j a common clay brick1 n v old1 n v h>d1 b a ?+ ( beauty 9 ! greys ( ! bea*4 ,x sugge/$ a girl's dress ,i _h once se5 on a w9t]'s day--a r\gh clo? ( mix$ grey wool ) a n>r[ edg+ ( r$ velvet ar\nd ! sleeves & coll>4444 ,yet1 alone1 & n[ t x 0 dry--?is 0 j a brick-r$4 ,x ne$$ ! grey gra94444 ,i reflect$ t !re mu/ be a deep human reason = its appeal to our s5se ( beauty4 ,!re 0 some?+ 9 ! holl[+ & r\nd$ edges1 su* z no ma*9e or h&-gr9d+ c\ld duplicate1 b t _h to d ) ! age ( ! impression x gave4 ,!re is beauty 9 age1 a f9e my/]y 9 itself4 ,(t5 ! objects :i* our imm$iate =ebe>s f\nd decorative /rike our f9] eyes z hide\s1 & ) tru?2 b ! m anci5t ?+s :i* simpl] races f\nd useful & lovely1 (t5 appeal to u z consummate 9 *>m & grace1 ?\gh we may nev] h se5 !m be=e 9 ?is life4 ,! ess5ce ( _! beauty n[ is a c]ta9 ?rill+ famili>ity--! same my/]y t awak5s u 9 an occasional pass+ face1 :i* we are positive has n met ^! eyes be=e4 ,we are all m or less s5sitive to my/ic relation%ips ) old vases & copp]s1 ) g\rds & bamboo1 urns & s&al-wood1 ) ! sc5ts & flav\rs ( f> c\ntries & sudd5 /ret*es ( coa/1 s t we repeat 9 wond]--,& ?is is ! fir/ "t---- ,some?+ deep )9 kn[s bett]1 p]haps4 ,x is en\gh1 h[ev]1 to grant ! pr(\nd mean+s und]ly+ our satisfaction 9 anci5t objects1 & t our s5se ( _! beauty is n accid5tal4 ,= in/ance1 !re 0 some?+ beh9d our pleasure 9 ! gleam ( r$ f ! p]vad+ greys ( ! bea*4444 ,i po9t$ to ! ,o!r ,%ore--a pe>ly cl\d ov]hang+ ! :ite ( break]s at its po9t--& ! little bay asleep 9 ! holl[4 ,! view 0 a fulfilm5t4 ,t little headl& breaks ! =ce ( ! ea/]n gales = all ?is ne>] /ret* ( %ore1 b its beauty is complet$ by ! peace ( ! cove4 ,! same idea is 9 ! /one-"w ( ! ,*apel1 & ! complet+ v9e4 ,beauty is a globe ( mean+4 ,x is a union ( two objects :i* complete ea* o!r & sugge/ a ?ird--! union ( two to make "o4 ,our m9ds are satisfi$ ) ! su/a9+1 ! mascul9e 9 ! /one-"w & ! gaunt headl&1 because !y are complet$ by ! trail+ v9e & ! sleep+ cove4 ,! sugge/ion 9 ea* is peace1 ! v que/ ( life4 ,!re is always ?is tr9ity1 to =m a globe ( beauty4 ,f ! union ( matt] & _s1 all life is quick5$2 & ?is initial =mula ( complet+ a circle1 a tr9ity1 p]vades all life4 ,we are ?rill$ by ! symbols ( ! great orig9al aff9ity ( matt] & _s1 & ! v life :i* we ?rill ) is its complet+ ?ird4 ,arti/s "k ?is deep] ?an bra94 ,we reg>d$ ! elm tree ) its hagg>d wea!r-black5$ limbs1 & spr++ f x1 ! delicate gre5 foliage4 ,x 0 l ! backgr\nd ( a great pa9t+4 ,i br\ght =? lat] "s small reproductions ( a numb] ( fam\s pa9t+s4 ,among !m1 we f\nd ! /one & ! v9e (t5 9 ! backgr\nd1 or ! bran* & ! leaf1 pictur$ usually ) a sugge/ion ( runn+ wat] at ! base1 = action & progress & ! ev]-onw>d human _s4 ,we didn't f9d full-leaf$ trees !re 7= t w\ld hide ! l9eam5ts ( beauty1 z ! "* ( a face is conceal$ 9 fatness7--b bran* & leaf1 ! ne$ ea* ( ! o!r1 & ! promise ( ! fruit4 ,x 0 ! globe aga9--! union ( ! /rong & ! fragile = a f9] dim5sion ( p[]--b[ & cord1 %ip & sail1 man & woman1 /alk & leaf1 /one & v9e--yes1 & t :i* surpris$ me at ! beg9n+--t gleam ( r$ 9 ! wa% ( wat] ^u ! greys4 ,x 0 ! sugge/ion ( w>m? & life br\ght to ! cold1 inanimate hues ( s& & gravel1 t gave u ! s5se ( beauty 9 a wet1 worn brick4 ,firelight 9 a room is j ! same ?+--a grey /one fireplace ) r$ emb]s is ! v he>t ( a w9t] h\se4444 ,if !re _h n be5 a vital significance back ( our discov]y ( ! day1 our s5se ( a brick's beauty w\ld h be5 untimely & disord]$4444 ,su* 7 ! po9ts br\ght out z we walk$4 ,! episode is indicative ( ! days "h4 ,! be/ h\rs are always spontane\s4 ,i am always occupi$ ) my own affairs until ! mom5t ( ,*apel1 b ,nature is inv>iably safe & replete4 ,!re are a ?\s& analogies = e ev5t ( ! human _s1 ev5 = ! resurrection ( ! human s\l4 ,! plan is "o4 ,! day w\ld h be5 poorly sp5t1 no matt] :at ,i might say1 )\t an expression f ! o!rs on ! beauty conception4 ,x is ! union aga9 ( receiv+ & express+ t makes gr[? & "*4 ,!y w\ld n try to rememb] :at ,i said4 ,memory is n ! faculty ,i c>$ to cultivate4 ,! endeav\r "h is f ! _s outw>d4 ,i d n wi% to fill _! bra9s1 b to inspire _! s\ls to fill _! own bra9s4 ,all "w is a tra9+ = ! expression ( ! real self4 ,we are inf9itely great] ?an our bra9s4 ,if ,i c arrive at ! tru? ( any subject1 ,i ne$ h no worry ab\t sleepy heads or ,in]tia4 ,a disclosure ( tru?1 & ! process ( x made cle>1 is ! p]fect awak5]1 = tru? is ! alim5t ( ! s\l4 ,x is n :at ,i say1 b :at a tru? sugge/s to !m1 t det]m9es ! value ( _! expression ( x4 ,expression is ! triumph4 ,e "t ! bra9 gives expression to ! real self1 !re is a memorable vitality1 n only 9 ! expression1 b /r5g? & au?ority add$ to ! bra9 itself4 ,?is is tra9+ = writ]s1 b words are ! natural implem5ts = u all4444 ,s ! ard5t aim ( ! classes "h is to awak5 ! deep] vitalities ( ^? :o li/54 ,:5 "o awak5s a s\l int]e/1 y may rely ^u x ! bra9 is op5 to its full ze/ & capacity4 ,patt]+ ( uncoh]$ facts ^u ! temporal surface ( ! bra9 9 ! ef=t to lodge !m 9 ! t5tacles ( memory1 does n con/ruct ! "* ( man or woman4 ,! sup]b fl[] ( any educational "w is ! occasional disclosure ( ! real b5t ( a /ud5t4 ,t is always l ! discov]y ( el dorado4 ,! mo/ important fact to be consid]$ 9 any educational ideal is t ! s\l ( e "o has its own especial treasures & be/[als2 & :5 "o succe$s 9 t\*+ ) fre% fire an anci5t facility or proclivity 9 ! brea/ ( a boy or girl--! re/ is b foll[+ ! gleam4444 ,! _w f9ds u significant1 ev5 h]oic1 only 9 s f> z we give expression to a p[] intr9sic4 99 99 99 99 99 ,ano!r day we f\nd m wat]-worn bricks4 ,an old brick h\se long ago _h rubb$ itself into ! fall+ bank1 & n[ its p>ts are spread along c]ta9 portions ( ! %ore & buri$ 9 ! s&4 ,! boys br\ght 9 a half-bu%el ( ?is r$ treasure1 & we set ab\t con/ruct+ a n>r[ cem5t walk ( quality4 ,our idea 0 to c>ry out & make p]petual ! aff9ity ( ! r$ gleams z insets 9 a grey pebble walk4 ,we work$ raptly1 ev5 ?r\gh ! h>d1 dull lab\r ( levell+1 sett+ ! frames & lay+ ! concrete f\ndation4 ,! f9i%+ 0 ! absorb+ "p4 ,! idea 0 n = a f9e-gra9$ s& walk1 b a mixture ( all sizes f a p5ny l>ge d[n to ! f9e/ s&4 ,! cem5t makes ! mo/ la/+ bond 9 a mixture ( ?is k9d2 moreov]1 ! pebbly f9i% 0 effective & d>k] = ! insets4 ,! walk 0 less ?an two feet wide & r\ghly squ>$ by pieces ( %+le laid 9 ! concrete1 tip to tip4 ,! f9al dress+1 two in*es ( pebble mort>1 look$ unpromis+ on acc\nt ( its coat+ ( :ite4 ,x w\ld h h>d5$ a d+y cem5t col\r1 in/ead ( ! deep1 sp>kl+ grey desir$1 _h we n ?\ght ( turn+ a f9e spray f ! hose ^u ! newly tr[ell$ surface to wa% away ! top cem5t4 ,to make sure1 ! surface 0 !n lightly spong$ until ! pebble-tops 7 absolutely )\t ! cl++ :ite4 ,! wat] also eras$ ! lea/ m>k ( ! tr[el4 ,! r$ insets 7 n[ tamp$ 9 ) ! tr[el-h&le1 ! unique r\nd edges appe>+ )\t a t\* ( /a94 ,! rapidly h>d5+ mort> 0 n pack$ ab\t ! brick pieces1 b ! natural edge ( ! grey pres]v$1 z if !y _h be5 hurl$ 94 ,!y 7 plac$ )\t imm$iate regul>ity1 b ) relation to ! walk 9 its l5g?4444 ,we reg>d$ x aft]w>d 9 ! ra9--all frames & %+les remov$1 ! loam & humus ( ! rose-soil s(t5+ ! bord]--! r$ r\nd$ edges ( ! brick-insets gleam+ out ( ! grey--a walk t seem$ to h be5 !re a ?\s& ye>s1 ! r$ pieces seem+ly worn by ! b>e feet ( c5turies4444 ,x satisfi$1 & ! ?\ght1 too1 t ^? :o help$ to d ! "w c\ld n be q ! same aft] t aft]noon4 #ba ,,! ,,highe/ ,,( ,,! ,,arts ,"o day at ,*apel1 nei!r ! ,abbot nor ! ,dakotan appe>$4 ,! ,columbian _h left u4 ,i look$ up to see two "y girls & ano!r !re4 ,"o ( ! pap]s br\ght 9 t day 0 ^u ! jo9+ ( two riv]s4 ,:]e !y came toge!r 0 a :irlpool1 a trem5d\s vortex t hu%$ all surr\nd+ ,nature4 ,9 ! l[l&s t lay ab\t ! place ( t mighty meet+1 a deep v]dure came1 = ! w9ds c>ri$ ! spray f ! vortex4 ,nature lov$ ! s\nds ( t p\r+ toge!r4 ,f ! :irlpool1 :]e two met1 "o great riv] em]g$1 :ite-man$ ) rapids = a way--!n broad & pure & /ill1 s t only birds & poets c\ld he> ! h>mony deep z life4 ,f "t to "t x gave =? its tribut>ies1 yet seem+ly 0 undim9i%$4 ,always on1 always "o1 c>ry+ all1 mak+ all pure1 ?r\gh ! sil5t places1 pa/ ! great m\nta9s--to ! sea4 ,x 0 n until ,i _h read ( ?is mat+ ( wat]s t ,i realis$ ! slightly diff]5t conditions 9 ! ,*apel1 ! "y m5 n be+ !re4 444 ,! /range/ humility /ole ov] me4 ,x _h become ! life-!me--to br+ a brea? f ! op5 spl5d\r ( ! future to ! mat+s ( m5 & wom54 ,i h nev] be5 able to und]/& h[ any?+ c be expect$ ( m51 if wom5 are n great4 ,i h nev] be5 able to und]/& h[ m5 & wom5 c take ea* o!r z a matt] ( c\rse4 ,mo/ ( all1 ,i h be5 unable to und]/& h[ wom5 c accept ! man-idea ( ?+s4 ,! great kill+ 9 ,europe 0 br\ght ab\t because wom5 h accept$ ! man-idea ( life4 ,wom5 are 9 ?is s5se imm$iately responsible = ! w>1 because !y h n be5 true to ! limitless pot5tialities ( _! be+4 ,/ill f ! v h\r :5 man realis$ 8 great] bodily /r5g?1 cont9ual pressures h fall5 ^u woman to break h] dream4 ,! ,hebrew ,scriptures %[ be/ ! processes t h be5 br\ght to be> ^u wom5--f ! e/abli%m5t ( ! patri>*al idea to ! f9al go+ d[n into ,egypt4 ,x is 9 ! nature ( wom5 to please m51 b !y h n be5 all[$ ?r\gh ! c5turies to please m5 9 _! own way4 ,man want$ to be pleas$ accord+ to 8 idea--& wom51 9 accept+ t1 h pro/itut$ !mselves4 ,m5 h unit$ ) submissive wom5 to br+ =? *ildr5 f>!r & f>!r f ! dream4 ,man's idea is possession2 t :i* is possess$ is n free4 ,man's ?\ght is to make woman con=m to 8 ideas2 & t :i* con=ms1 at once betrays ! fir/ law ( ! gr[? to greatness--t ( be+ true to "o's self4 ,! veil1 ! m\?-veil1 ! crippl$ foot1 ! h>em1 ! b>r$ lattice1 ! corset1 ! eunu*1 ! d5ial ( education to wom51 ! v text ( ! m>riage-rites 9 all c\ntries1 are man's ideas ( keep+ woman = himself1 f h]self4 ,! ,ori5t is rott$ ) ?is conception4 ,w\ld y l to "k :]e man's ideas--man's plan ( ,conception--is mo/ utt]ly outrag$8 ,9 ! com+ ( ,messiahs4 ,! ,josephs are ma9ly dangl+4 ,!y are 9 ! m]e passage ( ev5ts1 hav+ to d nei!r ) heights nor dep?s4 ,"o ( ! deepe/ human in/9cts ( ! male is t woman is a wanton4 ,x breaks out /ill 9 ! be/ ( m51 :]ev] ! sex-pr9ciple ov]p[]s ! m9d4 ,?is is well-cov]$ gr\nd4 ,i w\ld sugge/ only t ! pres5t horrible *aos ( human affairs1 :ile directly ! fault ( ! abs5ce ( rational idealism 9 ! _w1 has be5 br\ght ab\t 9 reality by ! man-pressure :i* = c5turies has fall5 ^u ! nature ( woman4 ,i hold x z "o ( ! miracles t great wom5 /ill move among u2 & t to-day 9 e movem5t & voice ( wom5 at l>ge 9 ! _w1 "o p]ceives t ! transition is on4444 ,! great love /ory c only be f\nd$ ^u lib]ty4 ,br+ ! plan ( s]fdom to a woman's nature1 & "o ( two ?+s takes place )9 h]--submission utt]ly or outw>dly4 ,! sons ( ! submissive are nei!r conqu]ors ( self nor tak]s ( cities4 ,! outw>dly submissive woman may inw>dly conta9 & fo/] a great dream--inde$1 ! fruits ( ^! dreams h come to be--b m (t5 ! he>t is fill$ ) secret hatr$s4 ,sons ( hatr$ may be sons ( /r5g?1 b ! fire !y burn ) is r$ & n :ite4 ,once ,i express$ ! conviction t if ! "r man talk$ to a roomful ( "y1 unm>ri$ wom5 ^u ! great ideals ( mo!rhood--& 8 words 7 wise & pure en\gh--t n "o ( ! wom5 9 ! room w\ld br+ =? ! *ildr5 aft]w>d t w\ld h come to !m _h !y n be5 !re to li/54 ,i believe t _m "y wom5 ( ! arriv+ g5]ation are trem5d\sly eag] to li/51 & to answ] ! dream4444 ,i look$ 9 humility & great t5d]ness ^u ^? pure fem99e elem5ts 9 ! ,*apel1 await+ z usual :at ,i %\ld ask or say4 ,:5 ,i ?\ght t "s "t !y w\ld be mo!rs1 x came ) a ru% ( emotion--t ,i _h nei!r words nor art1 nor /r5g? nor purity to make !m see ! almo/ div9e possibilities ( _! future4 ,= ye>s ,i _h writt5 9 ! hope ( lift+ ! ideals ( su* z ^!2 dream$ ( writ+ at la/ ) su* cl>ity & tru? t !y c\ld n be ! same aft] read+2 b x is diff]5t writ+ to ! great out] ,ab/raction1 ?an talk+ face to face 9 "o's ,/udy4 ,"s ( ! ?+s said t day are writt5 "h )\t quotations3 444 ,x is all soil & se$ aga94 ,! _w to-day has n ent]$ ! out] c\rts ev5 ( ! physical beauty ( romance4 ,! l[] ! ord]s ( human und]/&+1 ! easi] x is = ! "y m5 & wom5 to accept _! mates4 ,x is (t5 a matt] ( prop9quity--! h&ie/4 ,! wom5 ( ! l[] classes d n br+ an alaba/] b[l to "o c]ta9 spr+ ( pure wat]4 ,!re seems to be a r$ en*antm5t ^u ! _m--! ne>e/ w d4 ,! great loves ( ! _w h n ?us come to be4 ,great wom51 c>ry+ ! :ite/ fires1 h wait$ = ! ,"o2 !y h li/5$ = a c]ta9 voice4 ,_! he>ts knew4 ,!re 0 no *ance4 ,:5 !y 7 ready1 ! ,"o arriv$4 ,! loveli] we become 9 conduct & ! high] we turn 9 aspiration--! m beautifully are we prep>$ = ! great s]vices ( ,romance4 ,z a race we h only t\*$ our lips to ! cup ( its beauty & fruitfulness4444 ,w\ld y1 :o und]/& s well :at culture has done = corn & roses1 =get ! my/]ies ( y\r own great be+--ru% bl9dly z ! _w does into ! arms t fir/ beckon1 foll[+ ! laws t h made y ! mo/ sup]b ( animals1 =gett+ ! laws t h made y liv+ s\ls8 ,i w\ld h y /udy ! l9eage ( ,m>y1 ! wond]ful c>e ) :i* x 0 writt51 ev5 to include t bl5t flame ( e>? & heav5 :i* 0 ,ru?2 ,i w\ld h y read aga9 ! /ories ( ,gautama & ,jesus1 & ( ! mo!rs ( ! prophets4 ,! /ories ( ! com+ ( ,messiahs are always ! greate/ /ories 9 ! _w4444 ,& !n we see ! great /ony fields ( humanity--! pot5tial mass 9 :i* ! great ones ( ! future are to rise4 ,_! mat+s are make%ifts2 _! brief honeymoons are matt]s f :i* ! f9] _w turns its eyes4 444 ,= _m days y h come 9 "h quietly at ?is "t1 tak+ y\r seats toge!r1 & li/5+ s *e]fully to :at has pass$4 ,y "k z well z ,i t !re h be5 mom5ts 9 :i* ! /ones ( ! ,*apel walls fad$ f our eyes1 & t :i* we saw 9 ea* o!r 0 n t :i* we see z we pass 9 cold] mom5ts 9 ! /reet4 ,we h _h mom5ts "h :5 x seem$ t any ?\ght 0 easily to be compreh5d$--t x _h b to be spok5 to be embrac$4444 ,!re h be5 mom5ts1 too1 sudd5 spontaneities :5 we 7 pure giv]s1 :5 !re 0 love 9 our he>ts = all be+s1 & we 7 /rong to answ] any call4 ,x is n t :i* we pass coldly on ! /reet t has gladd5$ me s (t5 & s /rangely 9 y\r com+--b ^? my/]ies )91 ^? ar\s+s deep] ?an bra91 t d away s p]emptorily ) all sy/ems ( tea*] & /ud5t2 :i* %[ u "o 9 mean+ & "o 9 aim4444 ,x is tragic t ! romances ( ! _w s seldom t\* ^! high my/]ies4 ,we feel ! ,old ,"m draw+ u toge!r--all h] great bl9d =ces = r5ew+ h] l&s & seas & realms ( air4 ,b we =get t ! animals foll[ ?is2 ! myriads ( unawak5$ m5 & wom5 foll[ ?is2 ! products ( ?is are us$ = e wa/e & viol5ce4 ,nature br+s !m 91 & !n de/ructive pr9ciples play ^u !m4 ,!y are dealt ) 9 great numb]s1 because individuals h n em]g$4 ,!y h sla9 !m tw5ty ?\s& ! day 9 ,europe ( late--! bodies ( m5 ^: mo!rs 9 ! ma9 h foll[$ ! bl9d =ces ( ,nature1 & no m4 ,nature w repl5i% ^! losses4 ,p]ceive1 too3 ,! _m h n ev5 s5s$ ! beauties ( ,nature4 ,?is physical be+ ( ours :i* ! ,old ,"m has rais$ f ! e>? t a ,god might be built )9 x--ev5 ! beauty ( ?is is n yet fulfill$--mu* less ! p[]s ( ! m9d :i* we h t\*$--mu* less t radiance ( _s :i* has made our highe/ mom5ts toge!r s memorable4 444 ,y w\ld be mo!rs--t is ! highe/ ( ! arts4 ,! mak+ ( books is *ildi% & temporal comp>$ to t4 ,mo!r+ ( m5--t is ! highe/ art4444 ,yet we d n make books bl9dly4 ,= ye>s we lab\r & wat* ! _w2 = ye>s we ga!r toge!r our ?\ghts & obs]vations ( m5 & ,nature2 /udi\sly we travel & will+ly at la/ we le>n to suff]4 ,suff]+ br+s x all home to u2 suff]+ connects toge!r all our treasures1 s t we see _! int]-relations & our mean+ to !m all4 ,at la/ 7& ?is1 if we h be5 call$ 9 ! beg9n+7 we d>e to write our book4 ,x fails4 ,aga9 & aga9 we fail--t is ! spl5did unify+ =ce1 work+ ^u u4 ,s f>1 we h only br\ght into ! _w our half-gods4 ,failures melt u into ! solution ( ! _w4444 ,we h le>n$ to welcome suff]+ n[2 we h deta*$ ourselves f ! %ams t ! _w c give4 ,we h le>n$ t ! _w _c pay 9 k9d = any noble action--t ! _s ( human he>ts alone c answ] any great /riv+4444 ,we g ap>t to ! wild]nesses to li/54 ,9 ! summit ( our /r5g?1 ! voice beg9s to speak--! ,guru's voice4 ,we are b in/rum5ts = ! mak+ ( books4 ,we are b li/5+ surfaces = ! voice to play ^u4 ,at la/ & at be/1 we h m]ely made ourselves f9e en\gh to be us$4 ,!n our book is done4 ,we h no "p 9 x aft]w>d4 ,if we h done well1 ! _w w s]ve x 9 ,god's good "t4444 ,& t is ! l[ & ! temporal art4 ,m]e bodies ( books come into ! _w 9 ?\s&s4 ,!y move _! little season & pass4 ,ev5 ! half-gods only rise & /ir & pass away4 ,b :5 ! half-gods g1 ! ,gods arrive4 444 ,y w\ld n d less ?an ?is to br+ =? m5--y :o h ! call4444 ,y mu/ le>n ! _w--be well gr\nd$ 9 ! _w4 ,y ne$ n =get ! ,old ,"m4 ,y\r feet are ( clay--b y mu/ h ! immortal gleam 9 y\r eyes4 ,d n =get ! ,old ,"m--yet x is only :5 ! ,fa!r appe>s t y c see h] z %e really is4 ,x is ! light ( ,8 _s t has %[n y ! passion ( ! rose1 ! goodness ( ! :eat1 ! hol9ess ( ! =e/s4 ,by ,8 quick5+ y are hu%$ 9 ! beauty ( ! ,"m4444 ,! myriads ( mak]s ( books h n yet s5s$ ?is beauty4 ,!re is a diff]5t love ( ,nature4 ,we cry al\d 9 our surface ec/asies--t ! ,old ,"m 0 nev] s beautiful1 h] cont\rs & col\r+s4 ,we travel f> = a c]ta9 vi/a1 or j\rney alone z if mak+ a pilgrimage to a c]ta9 nave ( woodl& :]e a lov$ h& has t\*$ u4444 ,b ?is lift$ love ( nature is diff]5t f ! ,pipes ( ,pan1 f all s5su\s beauty4 ,! love ( ,nature t ,i mean is diff]5t ev5 f woo+s & w9n+s & all t beaute\s bewild]m5t ( sex-opposites--diff]5t f all save ! immortal romances4 ,i wond] if ,i c sugge/ :at is 9 ! he>t2 x _c be m ?an a sugge/ion1 = ^! ?+s h n to d ) words4 ,y :o h felt x may "k2 & 9 ^? high mom5ts y 7 v f> f ! weight & symbols ( ,nature1 b v close to h] quick5+ _s4444 ,i walk$ = h\rs alone1 ?r\gh diff]5t small communities ( bee* & oak & elm2 & on a slope be=e my eyes !re 0 a sudd5 l[ cle>+ ( vap\r1 z if a curta9 7 lift$1 & ,i saw a ?icket ( dogwood 9 ! my/]y ( resurrection1 ! /one ( ! sepul*re roll$ away4 ,i d n "k to ?is day if !y 7 really !re4 ,i h nev] f\nd ! trees aga94444 ,i 0 sitt+ "h "o fall night1 a ,s\? ,w9d /raight f ! great wat]1 & ! mignonette came 9 & l+]+ly pass$4 ,! g>d5 0 beh9d to ! ,nor?4 ,i w5t to x & x gave me no?+1 mov$ ar\nd x1 & !re 0 no respiration ( ! heav5-brea?4 ,yet ! on5ess & ! _s ( life _h t\*$ me f ! miracle1 l ! ineffable pres5ce ( ! dogwood 9 bloom on t fairy slope4 ,! love ( ,nature1 ! diff]5t love1 is a matt] ( our own receptivity4 ,if we are brave en\gh1 or sweet en\gh )91 we w n require ! t\* ( ! s5ses1 nor ,nature's ma/]/rokes to awak5 u4 ,we w n ne$ to leave our rooms1 = x is all "h--9 ! deep gleam ( poli%$ /r5g? ( ! hickory axe-h&le1 9 ! l[ light ( ! blade1 9 /one wall & oak5 sill1 9 lea!r & brass & pott]y1 9 ! respiration ( ! burn+ wood1 & v]itably mass$ ^u ! sweep+ di/ance f ! w9d[4 ,x is because we are co>se & fibr\s & conf9$ 9 ! sick weight ( fle% t we d n /& 9 a k9d ( creative awe be=e ! l[lie/ my/]y ( our physical sight4 ,d y "k t !re is a diff]5t fragrance1 a diff]5t mann] ( burn+ to ea* tree1 ^: p>ts y br+ to ! op5 camp fire or y\r own he>?2 t "s woods %riek at ?is second dea? aft] ! cutt+1 t o!rs pass ) graci\s calm1 & /ill o!rs give up _! de>e/ reality1 at ! mom5t ( break+ "u ! fire1 l ! releas$ _s ( a sa9t t 0 articulate h]et(ore only 9 beautiful de$s8 ,! will[ burns ) quiet meagre w>m?1 l a lamb l$ to slaught]1 b ) innoc5ce feign$1 keep+ h] va9 secrets to ! la/4 ,! oak resi/s1 z he resi/s ! axe1 hav+ sp5t all 8 en]gy 9 build+ a /\t & p]fect body1 pr\d ( 8 twi/$ arms & gn>l$ h&s4 ,! p9e rebels1 & noisily to ! swift end1 say+3 ,i d n believe 9 cremation4 ,i believe 9 break+ d[n alone & ap>t1 z ,i liv$4 ,i am clean )\t ! fire4 ,y %\ld let me alone1 & n[ ,i %all n let y ?9k nor talk ( real ?+s until ,i am gone4444 ,ea* ) its fragrance--! elm1 ! sil5te/ & sweete/ ( all4 ,! elm has =gott5 h] body 9 spread+ h] grace to ! />s2 ! elm = aspiration1 lov+ ! />light s well t %e w n hide x f ! gr\nd2 mo/ beautiful ( all1 save ! bee* 9 w9t]1 a swift & sa9tly pass+ ( a noble life4 ,! maple w>ms y 9 spite ( h]self1 giv+ up h] secrets :i* are n all clean--a lov] ( fatness1 h] %ade too d5se1 a hat] ( w9t]1 because %e is b>e1 & ! secret ( all ugl9ess 9 h] nudity4 7,! true tree-lov] is nev] a /rang] to ! w9t] woods47 ,& ! mo!r+ bee*1 ) h] s(t inc5se1 h] he>t fill+ ! room ) w>m? & light1 h] w to w>m ! _w2 ! mo!r+ bee*1 a heal] & a %elt]]1 a lov] l t ,magdal5 ^: s9 0 lov+ mu*4 ,%e gives h] body to ,gods & m5--& mo/ sweetly to ! fire1 h] pass+ nak$ & una%am$4 ,! diff]5t love ( ,nature t ! *ild kn[s in/9ctively2 t "y m5 & maid5s =get 9 ! heat ( !mselves--b t comes aga9 to u if we gr[ dec5tly old]2 9 rock & ?icket1 9 ! voices ( runn+ wat]1 9 e recess ( woodl& & ar* ( %ore--n ! ,pipes ( ,pan1 b ! my/]ies ( ,god1 n s5su\sness1 b ! awak5+ ( a _s t has slumb]$--! illum9ation1 sudd5 & spl5did1 t all is ,"o--t ,nature is ! plane ( manife/ation = ! inf9ite & p]fect /ory ( ,god2 t ,nature is ! table :i* ,god has fill$ to ov]fl[+--?is is a sugge/ion1 a beg9n+ ( ! lift$ love ( ,nature4444 ,if !y beckon to y1 ! trees on ! horizon 7& ,god be ) y if !re are none72 if !y seem to be call+ to y1 d n fail !m1 d n wait too long4 ,= surely t "t w come :5 !y w cease to call to y\r he>t4 ,!y w n h *ang$1 b y w h gone too f> back among ! spectres & illusions ( deta*$ ?+s to "k t !y are call+4 ,& be v sure y w nev] f9d ! love ( ,god 9 ! eyes ( pass+ m5--if y h =gott5 our ,"m4 444 ,yet ,nature alone is b ! l[lie/ ( ! ?ree caskets4 ,i w\ld n h y miss a brea? ( h] beauty--b ^u & )9 x1 ,i w\ld build ! great dream ( ! com+ ( "o f ! ,fa!r's ,h\se4 ,! ,com+ to y4444 ,w\ld y hesitate to make ready = t ,gue/8444 ,! ?\s&s come 9 & out & pass to ! unprep>$ h\ses4 ,!y are mute--suff]+ is unspok5 9 _! eyes4 ,ev5 _! faces & h&s are unf9i%$4 ,!y leave no gift nor message4 ,nature :o br\ght !m does n sp>e !m f ! inf9ite causes ( dea?4 444 ,w\ld y hesitate to g into ! wild]ness to meet su* a ,gue/8444 ,b y w n he> ! call to ! wild]ness unless y\r he>t is li/5+--unless y\r limbs are mighty = ! ,que/--! little ?+s ( life sil5c$1 ! passions ( ! self put away4 ,!re is beauty 9 ! wild]ness--! beauty ( ! ,old ,"m is !re 9 ! /illness4444 ,w\ld y n g up into ! hills = y\r great passion8 ,w\ld y n lift y\r arms = ! highe/2 w\ld y n integrate ! fire ( m>tyrdoms 9 y\r brea/1 t y may n be de/roy$ by ! lu/re ( t :i* desc5ds to y8 ,w\ld y be a pott]'s vessel to conta9 ! murky floods ( ! l[l&s--:5 y may become an alaba/] b[l held to ! s\rce ( all purity & p[]8 ,d y "k t a woman ) a dream 9 h] eyes may hold =? h] arms & comm& heav5 z no man1 z no m]e arti/1 c d8 ,d y "k t h] arms %all be fill$ ) glory1 accord+ to h] dream8 ,did ,i say t y mu/ g into ! wild]ness alone8444 ,!re is "o to add 8 call to y\rs4 ,!re is ! o!r half ( y\r circle4 ,he seldom comes fir/4 ,pan comes fir/ to te/ y4 ,by ! v _s t gives y ! diff]5t love ( ,nature1 y %all "k y\r ,"l :5 he comes4 ,he is se>*+1 too4 ,p]haps y %all "k him by ! ,que/ 9 8 eyes4 ,he1 too1 is look+ = ! :ite pres5ces4444 ,y mu/ "k ! _w--s t y may n be bewild]$4 ,y mu/ n be caught 9 ! br[n /udy ( ,pan4 ,?is e>?y "o is v subtle4 ,he w try to take y fir/4 ,he w try to rub ! dream+ & ! ,que/ f y\r eyes4 ,he w /& betwe5 y & ! :ite pres5ces yond] 9 ! hills4 ,sometimes he is v ne> to ^? :o try to be simple4 ,!re are _m :o call him a ,god /ill4 ,y mu/ nev] =get t bad curve ( him bel[ ! %\ld]s4 ,=ev]1 ! arti/s ly+ to !mselves h tri$ to cov] t bad curve ( ,pan z x sweeps d[n into ! haun*es ( a goat4 ,pan is ! fir/ devil y meet :5 y rea* t rectitude ( he>t :i* d>es to be "m ( s\ls4 ,:ole races ( arti/s h li$ ab\t ,pan1 because !y li/5$ to ! haunt+ music ( 8 pipes4 ,x calls sweetly1 b does n satisfy4 ,h[ _m ,pan has call$ & left !m sitt+ among ! rocks ) m9dless eyes & h&s t fiddle ) empt9ess6444 ,pan is s sad & level-ey$4 ,he does n expla94 ,he does n promise--too wise = t4 ,he lures & en*ants4 ,he makes y pity him ) a pity t is r$ z ! lu/s ( ! fle%4 ,y may come to "k t r$ 9 ! brea/4 ,x is ! r$ t drives away ! dream ( peace4444 ,yet ! pity ( him deludes y4 ,y look aga9 & aga91 & ! curve ( 8 back does n break ! dream z be=e4 ,y ?9k t because y pity him1 y _c fall2 & all ! pull ( ! gr\nd tells y t y\r v ?\ght ( fall+ is a brea? f ! old %ames--y\r dead1 b z yet unburi$ h]itage1 f g5]ations t le>n$ ! lie to self4 ,y t\* ! hair ( ! goat1 & say x is ,nature4 ,b ,pan is n ,nature--a hybrid1 half ( man's mak+1 r4 ,y\r eyes fall to ! clov5 ho(1 b return to ! level1 /eady gaze1 smil+ ) su* s(t sadness t y\r he>t quick5s = him1 & y li/51 z he says3 ,all ,gods h animal bodies & clov5 ho(s1 b ,i alone h d>$ to reveal m9e4444 ,h[ brave y are6 y\r he>t answ]s1 & ! ?rob ( him bewild]s y ) passion4444 ,y :o are s high mu/ fall f>1 :5 y let g4 444 ,& _m ( y\r g5]ation %all want to fall4 ,pan has come to y because y d>e4444 ,y h murd]$ ! old %ames1 y h torn d[n ! anci5t & m\ld]+ *ur*es4 ,y d n require ! blood1 ! ?orn1 ! spikes1 b ,i wond] if ev5 y ( a glori\s g5]ation1 d n /ill require ! ,cross8444 ,x is because y see s surely & are level-ey$1 t ,pan is back 9 ! _w = y2 & x is v /range b true t y mu/ fir/ meet ,pan & pass him by1 be=e y c ent] into ! woodl&s ) t valid "l ( ,nature1 ^: back is a *all5ge to aspiration1 & ^: feet are ( ! purity ( ! sa9ts4 444 ,he is !re1 or x may be1 if y are n ?r\gh ) ! _w1 he is wait+ 9 ! wild]ness4 ,y mu/ le>n ! h>de/ ( all lessons--to wait4 ,y mu/ pass by all o!rs :o are n true to ! dream4 ,y mu/ integrate y\r ideal ( him--z y dream ( ! ,%9+ ,"o :o w become ! ?ird ( ! ,tr9ity4 ,he mu/ be true to ! laws ( beauty t ! ,old ,"m has %[n y4 ,if he is less ?an ! dream1 pass on--= ?\gh y travel toge!r = ye>s1 at ! end y w look into ! eyes ( a /rang]4444 ,!y are = ^? :o h no dreams--! dalliances t dull our s5ses1 ! ,arrivals = :om ano!r is wait+4 444 ,p]haps 9 t solit>y place1 y turn to f9d him beside y4 ,!re is a hu% ^u ! _w z y meet 8 eyes4444 ,! wild]ness is bur/+ into v]dure & s++4444 ,he w n lure y to ! l[ e>?2 he w love y be/ :5 y\r arms turn upw>d 9 aspiration4 444 ,a :irlpool1 a vortex--?is is b ! beg9n+ ( ec/asy4 ,?is is y\r h\r4 ,! flame t gl[s ^u y\r mighty mat+ is f ! future4 ,! woman is a love-in/rum5t n[1 play$ ^u by creative light4 ,?is is ! highe/ my/]y ( ,nature--all hi!rto is backgr\nd = ?is h\r4 ,! flight ( ! bee-que5s1 ! lift+ ( w+s ?r\gh all ! woodl& fe/ivals1 ! turn+ ( comets back to ! sun--su* are b symbols4 ,9 ! di/ance loom ! m\nta9s--& beyond !m is ! ocean ( "t & space4 #bb ,,miracles ,f )9 & )\t = _m mon?s1 prompt+s h come to me on ! subject ( ,ord]1 :i* my/ics d5ote z ! mo/ excell5t ?+ 9 ! ,univ]se4444 ,i rememb] once em]g+ f a zone ( w> 9 ,asia to ent] a city unt\*$ by x4 ,! ord] 9 t city 0 to me l ! subsid+ ( a fev]4 ,! mo/ t]rible picture ( disord] t ! _w c %[ is a battlefield ( human be+s4 ,ord] has to d ) peace ( m9d2 disord] ev]y:]e is a wa/e ( =ce4 ,9 a purely m5tal s5se1 ! cultivation ( ,ord] beg9s to appe> ess5tial to ! work]1 z he approa*es ! height ( 8 p[]s & realises t !re is s mu* to d1 & t life "h is bo? brief & prec>i\s4 ,ord]1 h[ev]1 is l>g] ?an a m]e m5tal matt]4 ,its abid+-place is 9 ! la/+ fabric ( man & nature4 ,evolution 9 its l>ge/ s5se is ! br++ ( ,ord] out ( ,*aos4 ,! ^w ,cosmos means ord]1 z /at$ once be=e4 ,"o desc5ds into ! t]rors ( disord]1 f9ancial & o!rwise1 9 build+ 8 h\se4 ,:5 ,i look back to ! conditions t exi/$ on ?is bit ( ,lake-front ?ree ye>s ago--! frog-holl[s1 til+1 ! wa/+ bluffs1 excavation1 ?irty-five cords ( b\ld]s unload$ p]v]sely--! m]e enum]ation *afes l grit ^u surfaces /ill sore4444 ,i h sadly neglect$ ! /udy ( h\se-build+ 9 ?is book4 ,x w\ld n d n[4 ,! fact is1 ,i don't "k h[ to build a h\se1 b "o le>ns mu* t "o didn't "k ab\t m5 & money4 ,i sat "h 9 ! ma91 work+ ) my back to ! build+4 ,at times ! approa* ( a contractor ^u ! ,/udy-walk gave me a panic l a hangman's /ep2 (t5 aga9 z he discuss$ ! wea!r1 all phases & possibilities1 review+ ! pa/ season1 be=e tell+ :at he came =1 ,i boil$ ov] l a small pot1 b noiselessly = ! mo/ "p4 ,) p5etrative eye1 di/ant b c>eful obs]vations1 ,i w\ld ref] him to ! dream :i* ! ar*itect _h drawn4444 ,:5 ! diff]5t contractors came a la/ "t ) bills1 ,i w\ld take ! acc\nts & look /udi\sly into a little book1 hold+ x sev]ely to ! light4 ,aft] mu* conn+1 ,i w\ld ann\nce t my acc\nts talli$ ) !irs 9 ! ma94 ,& :5 !y _h dep>t$1 f9i%$ & paid ) ano!r man's money1--/&+ alone1 torm5t$ ) ! ?\ght ( h[ little money really c pay =1 ,i want$ to ru% aft] !m & ?ank !m = go+ away4 ,9 ! ev5+1 :5 ! la/ workman 0 gone1 ,i us$ to v5ture into ! pil+ /ructure4 ,! *aos ( x w\ld (t5 br+ a fev] ar\nd ! eyes1 l t :i* a man wakes )1 aft] a %ort & viol5t night4 ,!n on ^? ev5+s :5 some?+ seem$ accompli%$ t gave a l9e to ! bless$ sil5ce ( ! f9i%$ ?+1 & ,i f\nd myself turn+ 9 pleasure to x--! ?\ght w\ld come t x wasn't really m9e2 t aft] all ! detail rema9$ ( pay+ = x4 ,i us$ to g f ! build+ & gr\nds !n--cutt+ myself cle> f x1 z a man w\ld snip ) scissors ! ?reads ( "s net t entangl$ him4 ,i don't brea! freely ev5 n[ 9 ! me%es ( possession4 ,i us$ to wond] at ! confid5ce & delight :i* ! o!r memb]s ( ! h\sehold took 9 ! complet+ h\se4 ,!y reg>d$ x z ! future home4444 ,"o by "o ! diff]5t sets ( workm5 came & w5t4 ,i am 9 awe ( m5 :o pla/] h\ses = a liv+--& = p5nies ! h\r4 ,always !y arrive at ! v summit ( disorganisation--"o h\se aft] ano!r ?r\gh life--to accept money & call _! "w paid =4444 ,!re is some?+ to play ) 9 masonry--e /one is diff]5t--b to le>n ord] by la?+ & pla/]+6 ,dante miss$ x f 8 inv5tions4 ,i d n c\nt ! pla/]]s paid--nor ! h\se paid =4444 ,"o ev5+ ,i w5t ?r\gh ! /ructure :5 all b ! f9al f9i%+ 0 ov]4 ,i saw x all & 0 9 a daze4 ,! t[n reg>d$ x z hav+ to d ) me2 ! e/abli%m5t 0 connect$ ) my "n2 yet ,i /ood 9 a daze1 reg>d+ ! pool & ! balcony & ! fireplaces--f9d+ !m good4444 ,! lumb]man _h outl9$ a plan by :i* ! ye>s w\ld automatically re/ore me to my own1 b ,i am unable /ill to see h[ ^! ?+s are done4 ,i w\ld g to any l5g? to help him 9 ways famili> to me1 b ,i c\ld nev] /ake him to a /one h\se4 ,& t 0 n all4 ,i didn't look = ! bit ( ,lake %ore bluff4 ,i m]ely *ose x to smoke on1 because x 0 /ill--& pres5tly !y call$ x m9e4 ,i didn't look = ! ar*itect1 yet :at he did1 8 voice & lett]s full ( unv>y+ pleasure1 ,i c\ld nev] hope to d = him4444 ,yet "h 0 ! /one h\se--a week or two m f ?is night ( ! daz$ inspection1 we 7 suppos$ to move 94 ,! old ,spani% h\se 9 ,luzon 0 q z real to me4 ,x 0 9 t v]dant & %ad[y int]ior t ,i fir/ saw ! tropical he>t ( a human habitation4 ,b !re 0 no wir$ glass2 its ro( 0 ! sky4 ,i rememb] ! />s1 ! palms & ! runn+ wat]4 ,a woman /ood !re by ! f\nta9 "o night--mantilla1 d>k eyes & fall+ wat]4 ,x 0 !re 9 ! palm-foliage t ,i plight$ my tro? to ! patio4444 ,& "h 0 its nor!rn replica--sunk5 area pav$ ) gold-br[n brick1 ! gurgle ( wat] among ! /ones4 ,"s "o said t y c\ld see "r ?r\gh f ! road to ! ,lake1 ?r\gh ! re> & front doors4 ,i want$ x s--a h\se to see ?r\gh l an hone/ face4 ,"s "o said t ! :ole h\se c\ld be lit by firelight4 ,i want$ x s4 ,:5 we move 9---- "o ( ! *ildr5 began4 ,i %iv]$4444 ,b ( "o ?+ ,i 0 c]ta94 ,if ! lumb]man didn't move 91 we w\ld4444 ,a c]ta9 ,ord] came out ( x all4 ,a man %\ld build some?+ beside 8 h\se1 :ile he is at x4 ,t some?+ %\ld enable him to build ano!r 7if he ev] _h to d x aga97 )\t rais+ 8 voice2 )\t los+ 8 fai? 9 m52 )\t b9d+ himself to ! place or ! /ructure by any cords t w\ld hurt m ?an a day or two if !y 7 cut4444 ,! h\se is a home4 ,x wasn't ! lumb]man :o mov$ 94 ,! rooms are w>m ) firelight at ?is mom5t 444 & yet ) my back /ill turn$ ^u x & ! gr9d+ & r5d+ ( *aos end$1 ,i arise to rem>k ) calmness & *e] t ,i w\ld r5t = indef9ite g5]ations r ?an build aga94 ,!re is ! ord] ( ! small man--a baneful ?+ 9 its way1 sometimes a t]rible & tragic ?+4 ,! n>r[-templ$ ,ord] :i* has de/roy$ our =e/s to make places = r[s ( sug>-beets4 ,!n !re is ! ord] ( ,comm]ce :i* 9 multiply+ & h&l+ duplicates ( manufacture1 has f\nd ,ord] an economical necessity4 ,let t be conf9$ to its own ^w1 ,effici5cy4 ,! true individual rebels aga9/ ! n>r[-templ$ ,ord]1 ru%es to ! o!r extreme2 & we obs]ve a laughable ph5om5on--! ecc5tricities ( g5ius4 ,9 tru? ^! ecc5tricities m]ely betok5 ! *aos ( ! l>g] calibre4 ,ord] 9 ! case ( ! g5ius is a sup]b result1 because ( ! broad] surfaces br\ght "u cultivation4 ,! gr[? ( ! human _s is f simplicity to complication1 & up to simplicity aga91 ea* circle 9 a nobl] dim5sion ( progress4 ,!re is ! simplicity ( ! peasant & ! simplicity ( ! se]4 ,betwe5 ^! two lie all ! confusion & al>m ( life1 a passage ( disord]1 well designat$ ,self-consci\sness4#b ,cleanl9ess ( ! body is said to be "o ( ! fir/ rules = ! foll[+ ( a c]ta9 religi\s plan ( life4 ,?is is n ! case exactly2 r "o ( ! fir/ ?+s t occur to a man on ! road to sanctity is t he mu/ keep 8 body clean2 second1 t he mu/ keep 8 m9d clean2 ?ird1 t he mu/ beg9 to put 8 spiritual h\se 9 ord]4 ,?is is a basic pr9ciple ( occultism4 ,we mu/ prove fai?ful 9 ! small ?+s1 fir/4 ,i rode ov] to a little cottage occupi$ by two "y m5 :o came "h 9 ! int]e/s ( writ+ c>e]s4 ,!y _h tal5t1 s\l1 bra91 balance1 ! unmi/akable ignitions ( ! ,new ,age4 ,9 a ^w1 !y 7 l>ge-calibr$ m51 ^: bus9ess 9 life 0 to put 9 ord] a f9e in/rum5t = expression4 ,_! cottage 0 n ord]ly4 ,!y did n seem to m9d2 9 fact1 !y appe>$ to disda9 su* trifles4 ,!y 7 at ! age :5 m5 may eat or dr9k any?+ & at all times )\t app>5tly di/urb+ ! c5tres ( en]gy4 ,!y 71 9 fact1 do+ l>ge quantities ( "w e day--= boys4 ,yet daily 9 _! "w1 ,i 0 f9d+ ! same litt] & loos5ess ( :i* _! cottage 0 b an unmi/akable sugge/ion4 ,9 fact1 ! place 0 a picture ( _! m9ds4444 ,we are ea* giv5 a c]ta9 area ( possibility4 ,n "o 9 a million human be+s ev5 r\ghly makes ! mo/ ( x4 ,! organisation ( =ce & ! w to use x mu/ be accompli%$ 9 *ildhood & y\?4 ,?is driv+ =ce is spiritual4 ,9 ?is s5se1 all education is religion4 ,"w is t1 z well4 ,x is man's int]pretation1 n ! fault ( ! religion1 t has set ap>t six days to toil 9 ! e>? & "o day to wor%ip ,god4 ,a man wor%ips ,god be/ 9 8 "w4 ,8 "w suff]s if he misses wor%ip "o day 9 sev51 to say no?+ ( six4 ,i d n mean piety4 ,a feel+ ( dev\tness does n cov] at all ! s5se ,i mean4 ,a man's spirituality1 z ,i w\ld reckon x1 has to d ) ! p[] he c br+ into ! _w ( matt] f ! great univ]se ( spiritual =ce :i* is ,god1 or ! emanation ( ,god1 z all ! great religions rev]5tly agree4 ,i d n mean to br+ cults or cre$s or hymns or affirmations into ! s*ools4 ,?is driv+ =ce :i* all ! great workm5 "k & b[ be=e1 is above & beyond man-utt]$ int]pretations1 above all sep>at5ess1 ev5 above any?+ l a complete expression 9 matt] z yet4 ,"o day ! workman realises t he has fa%ion$ some?+ great] ?an himself--t he has said or sung or writt5 or pa9t$ some?+ t he did n "k he knew1 & t 8 few ye>s ( tra9+ 9 ! _w did n br+ to him4 ,he turns )9 to d x aga94444 ,i w\ld h ! *ildr5 beg9 at once to turn )94 ,9 awe & humility1 ,i beg y to believe t z a va/ human family1 we h b wet our ankles 9 an inf9ite ocean ( pot5tiality design$ = our use2 t by giv+ ourselves to x we become at once significant & inimitable2 t its expression ?r\gh u _c be exactly reproduc$ by any o!r in/rum5t2 & t if we fail to become in/rum5ts ( x1 ! f9al h>mony mu/ lack our "p1 :i* no o!r c play4 ,t :i* we see by means ( an optic n]ve is b ! /one1 b ! pit1 ( any object1 a deta*$ ?+1 :i* c be held 9 m9d aft] ! eye turns away1 only by a s5sible reta9+ ( memory1 z an object is held 9 ! h&4 ,!re is a high] vision--& ! ^w imag9ation expresses x almo/ z well z any o!r--by :i* ! ?+ c be se51 n z a deta*$ object1 b 9 its relation to ! :ole4 ,!re is a book on ! table4 ,y give x a day or a ye>4 ,y f9d y\r utmo/ limitations exp&$ if x is great en\gh & y c give y\rself freely en\gh4 ,?is book is no m a m]e object ^u a bo>d4 ,its :ite l9es are z long z ! spires ( magnetism :i* /ret* up f ! pol> c5tre ( ! e>? to ! isolat$ nor!rn />s4 ,y h read ! book4 ,its sep>at5ess & deta*m5t = y has end$4 ,t :i* y held 9 y\r h& 0 b ! pit1 ! /one4444 ,y c read ! :ole /ory ( ! tree 9 ! pit2 ! :ole /ory ( creation 9 any /one4 ,! same magnetism t rises 9 spires f ! poles ( ! e>? & is se5 by ! optic n]ve "u c]ta9 conditions ( atmosph]e1 rises f y\r br[1 p\rs =? f ! f+]-ends ( man4 ,! actual skull ( a human m9d is b ! c5tre ( a flame ( =ce1 z se5 by ! tru] vision1 & ! col\r & ! beauty ( x is det]m9$ by its in/rum5tation ( ! driv+ en]gy :i* gives life to all m5 & ?+s4 ,e object & e man tells ! same /ory ) its diff]5t texture1 ) its own tongue4 ,"o plan is writt5 9 e atom1 wov5 9 & ?r\gh & ar\nd u 9 a v]itable robe ( glory4444 ,! f>!r a man goes 9 vision1 ! m he sees t ! plan is = joy2 t ! plan is "o2 t sep>at5ess & self-s5se is illusion & pa92 t "o /ory is writt5 9 e /one & leaf & /> & he>t--! "o great love /ory ( ! univ]se4 ,miracles8 ,!y are ev]y:]e2 e day to "o :o ent]s ^u ! high] vision4 ,i he>d a "y man speak = an h\r rec5tly--ris+ to sup]b rhy?m1 8 voice modulat$1 8 m9d con/ructive & inspir$4 ,?ree ye>s ago he 0 in>ticulate4 ,no process ( intellectual tra9+ c\ld h br\ght him ev5 ! beg9n+s ( ma/]y 9 ?is p]iod--or 9 ?irty ye>s4 ,he _h li/5$ until he 0 full1 & !n _h spok54 ,miracles e day "h4 ,i am sometimes 9 awe ( ^! "y be+s :o %[ me su* wisdom1 9 ye>s :5 ! human *ild is suppos$ to be call[ & fatu\s1 8 voice ev5 a di/raction4444 ,x is only t !y h come to see ! illusion ( deta*$ ?+s2 to relate & coh]e all toge!r by ! use ( ! p[] t seeks to flood ?r\gh !m4 ,i am 9 awe be=e !m _m times4 ,! *ild t c see fairies 9 wood & wat] & /one %all see s v soon ! ,ineffable ,sev5 & ! d[nca/ immortals 9 ! eyes ( fri5ds & /rang]s4 ,,footnotes3 #b ,f ,mid/ream4 #bc ,,m ,,ab\t ,,ord] ,! ord] ( ! n>r[-templ$ m5 is n to be criticis$ 9 itself4 ,9 fact x mu/ be accompli%$ be=e ! fre% complications & ! result+ l>g] dim5sions ( faculty may be ent]$ ^u4 ,! error lies 9 ! h>d5+ ( ! p]ceptions ( *ildr51 ?r\gh ! exi/+ me?ods ( purely m5tal tra9+2 & 9 ! mann] ( adult life1 :]e9 ! "o imp]i\s aim is doll>-mak+4 ,! m5 employ$ 9 ! build+ "h work$ t5 h\rs ! day4 ,no man lives :o c d a ?+ well = t5 h\rs a day z a habit4 ,! la/ two or ?ree h\rs ( su* a work+-day is b a prolongation ( /ra9 & hung]4 ,"h is a little t[n full ( old "y m54 ,!re is no help = him :o soldi]s1 s9ce t is ! h>de/ "w4 ,if y look at ! faces ( a half-hundr$ m5 engag$ ^u any lab\r1 y w obs]ve t ! tir$e/ faces belong to ^? ( ! /ructurally in]t--! ones :o h to surm\nt !mselves z well z _! tasks1 & :o _c =get !mselves 9 _! activity4 ,9 _m ( ! mod]n mills1 !y call$ x a f9e ?+ :5 ! lab\r h\rs 7 %ort5$ f t5 to eight4 ,z ,i see x1 ! man :o is all[$ to d ! same ?+ e second or two = eight h\rs pres5ts a picture ( ! pure/ trag$y4 ,two ( ! prim>y causes ( human mis]y are competitive education ( *ildr5 & ! endless multiplication ( articles ( trade by me*anical means4 ,( ! fir/ only a ?\ght or two ne$ be add$4 ,i h sugge/$ ! _s ( ! ,*apel1 9 its uphold+ ( ! "o :om ,i und]took lightly to reprim& = repeat+ a te*nical error4 ,all ! o!rs su/a9$ him & wait$ almo/ brea?lessly = me to cease1 s t ,i sudd5ly f\nd myself out ( ord] ) "o entity1 z x 74 ,! big plan ( unity & bro!rhood has be5 enunciat$ aga9 & aga9--f ! tub ( ,diog5es1 f ,socrates & 8 gold5-hair$ disciple2 f t sup]b slave1 ,epictetus1 ^: _s has s9ce be5 a tonic = all races ( m52 f ! deep-he>t$ emp]or ,aurelius--& ev5 be=e ^!1 :om we h ! tem]ity to call ,pagans4 ,!n ! ,ma/] ,jesus came d[n1 & left ! /ory told m cle>ly & p]fectly ?an any4 ,a loaf ( bread may be leav5$ by yea/ ov] night1 b x requires ?\s&s ( ye>s to leav5 a planet ) a new spiritual p[]4 ,we look at ! _w j n[ & are incl9$ to say t x is at its wor/4 ,9 tru?1 ?is is ! h\r be=e daybreak4 ,9 e l& m5 are wat*+ ! ,ea/4 ,already "s h cri$ out at ! false dawns2 & 9 _! mis]y aft]w>d h turn$ back hopelessly to ! /rife--imm]s$ !mselves aga9 9 ! long night ( w>4 ,b ! causes ( w> are /ill op]ative 9 our mid/1 & !y are m t]rible ?an tr5*es 9 ,fl&]s1 because _! effects mu/ /ill be reckon$ ) aft] ! madm5 ( ,europe h f\nd _! re/4 ,! idea ( ,bro!rhood has be5 brood+ ov] ! planet = ?\s&s ( ye>s4 ,x tells u t all life is "o2 t we d ! be/ unto ourselves by turn+ outw>d our be/ to o!rs1 & t :i* is good = ! _m is good = ! "o2 t h>mony & beauty & peace is 9 ! plan if we turn outw>d f self to s]vice4 ,yet behold ! millions ( *ildr5 taught at ?is h\r on a competitive plan t rev]ses e idealism & %ocks e impulse t[>d unity4 ,i w\ld c\nt a desp]ate evil 7"o to be eradicat$ if possible by h]oic measure7 ! fir/ competitive ?\ght t ins9uat$ itself 9 ! m9ds ( ^? :o come to ! ,*apel4 ,yet y & ,i h suff]$ ?is = ye>s & ye>s 9 our br++ up2 & ! millions beh9d u--e day1 e h\r1 9 e class1 !y are /imulat$ by ?is baneful en]gy out ( ! desc5t ( man4 ,?us we are /ill mak+ w>s4 ,! *ild goes =? e/abli%$ 9 ! immorality ( tak+ :at he c & giv+ only :at he mu/--aga9/ e call1 e fragrance1 e fla% ( light f ! new social ord] & ! dream t %all br+ u ne>] home z a race4 ,aga9 z adults we are slaves to ! ru9 ( me*anically multipli$ ?+s4 ,on e h&1 we are /imulat$ to believe t our wor? is 9 mat]ial possessions2 s*ool & press & plat=m incit+ u to ! lie t we prosp] by add+ ?+s unto ourselves4444 ,a c]ta9 automobile factory decides to build "o hundr$ ?\s& ma*9es )9 a ye>4 ,x is almo/ l a cataclysm :5 "o beg9s to consid] ! maim+ ( ! human _s :i* foll[s 9 ! wake ( su* a comm]cial det]m9ation4 ,mortgages1 ! impulse to /ret* ! means1 ! b9d+ slav]y to matt] to pay1 ! rivalry ( neighb\rs1 actual lapses ( integrity1 ! lie1 ! !ft1 ! desire1 ! spoliation ( *ildr51 ! l[]$ vibration ( ! h\se1 ! worry1 ! fe>--to say no?+ ( ! t5 ?\s& factory work]s1 ea* ( :om has built no?+4 ,!re are m5 9 t great m\nd ( mills :o h m]ely us$ a foot1 or a wri/1 or an eye4 ,"s ( ^! good me*anics hold a file1 o!rs screw bolts1 = eight h\rs2 ! _m s]ve /eel to ! ma*9es & pluck x =?--eight h\rs ea* day4 ,fifty m5 ( ! t5 ?\s& h a concept ( ! f9i%$ task2 ! re/ h b a bl9d piece to d aga9 & aga91 until _! ,ord] is madness1 & all ! faculties ( ! human w are r5d]$ automatic = money1 z if any =m ( wages c\ld pay = ^! hells ( r\t9e4 ,ea* man's s5se ( orig9s1 8 faculties won f ,nature1 8 individuality & disp5sations ( human _s1 all are dead5$4 ,& = ?is m5 are said to be paid 9 doll>s2 ! mill is said to be a m>vel = effici5cy4 ,! m]cantile directorate t ga!rs e f\r days1 to clip a wage "h & /ret* a m>g9 !re1 is innoc5t2 ! man :o knocks d[n ano!r = 8 purse is b an err+1 %ort-sight$ *ild2 ! hordes :o weak5 !mselves 9 wa/e & indulg5ce are clean-he>t$1 s9ce !y play fa/ & loose ) :at is 9 a s5se _! own prop]ty--b ! effici5cy sy/em :i* uses m5 ?is way1 is a slay] ( m ?an m9d & body4 ,x commits ! psy*ological crime4 99 99 99 99 99 ,a man :o has no?+ b money to give is b\nd to be vulg>2 & he is nev] s vulg> z :5 he ?9ks he c pay 9 money = a f9e task well done4 ,! man :o does an excell5t bit ( production f 8 own c5tres ( be+1 puts 8 endur+ self 9 x--a self said to be fa%ion$ n ( clay4 ,i repeat 8 "w c only be paid = 9 k9d4 ,y _c buy any bit ( f9e _s ) money1 no gift ( love or fri5d%ip1 no turn+ t[>d y ( any creative =ce4 ,t :i* goes to y = a price1 is ( ! dim5sion ( ! price--matt] yields unto y matt]4 ,y c only pur*ase a f9e in/rum5t1 or a f9e horse1 or ! love ( woman or *ild1 by pres5t+ a surface t answ]s4 ,y possess !m 9 s f> z y lib]ate _! secrets ( expression4 ,i mov$ ) a ri* man ab\t an e/ate :i* he _h b\ght--& he didn't "k ! dogwood f ! bee*4 ,i d\bt if he saw any?+ b b>k & gre51 %ade & sun--a k9d ( twilight curta9 dropp$ be=e 8 eyes4 ,!re 0 a l[ hill ) a mass ( /ones gr\p$ on top4 ,i %all h ^? tak5 away1 he said idly4 ,:y8 ,:y1 !y're j /ones---- ,i didn't answ]4444 ,he w\ldn't h believ$ me1 nor possibly 8 l&scape g>d5]4 ,he c\ldn't see ?r\gh ! twilight curta9 ! blea* or ! tan ( ! rock pile1 its natural balance--t x 0 a *all5ge to a pa9t]4 ,! place w\ld be all h$g$ & effici5t pres5tly4 ,he spoil$ ev]y?+2 yet he w\ld h kn[n h[ to deal ) y _h y br\ght to him a comm]cial transaction--! re/ ( 8 surfaces 7 cov]$ 9 a ?ick1 lea!ry coat1 v valuable 9 a septic-tank :]e air & light mu/ be exclud$4444 ,?is man _h ano!r c\ntry e/ate 9 ! ,ea/ & /ill ano!r 9 ! ,s\?4 ,i w\ld po9t out m]ely t he did n truly own !m4 ,r x w\ld seem t "o mu/ sp5d ye>s to be wor?y ( communion ) "o hillside ( dogwood4 ,accord+ to :at y c receive ( any beauty1 is ! measure ( y\r wor?9ess4 ,i rememb] my fir/ adv5ture ) a play]-piano4 ,i 0 consci\s ( two di/9ct emotions--! fir/ a we>+ t5sion le/ "s "o %\ld come to int]rupt1 & ! second t ,i did n des]ve ?is1 t ,i _h n e>n$ x4444 ,! in/rum5t _h t excell5ce ( ! f9ely evolv$ ?+s4 ,x seem$ to me t ! workm5 _h done some?+ t money %\ld n be able to buy4 ,"o does n buy su* voices & g5ius = ! assembly ( tones4 ,x seem$ to me t ,i %\ld h sp5t ye>s ( /udy to be wor?y ( ?is4 ,!re is a diff]5ce1 z deep z life1 9 ! li/5+ & 9 ! do+4 ,some?+ ( ! plan ( x all1 is 9 t diff]5ce4 ,i f\nd t ! _s ,i br\ght 0 m design$ to be wor?y ( ?is happ9ess1 ?an any money c\ld be4 ,i f\nd t a man does n d real "w = money4 ,t :i* he takes = 8 lab\r is b ! incid5t ( bread & hire1 b ! real ?+ he puts into a f9e task1 mu/ be giv54 ,"o aft] ano!r1 = _m decades1 workm5 _h giv5 _! be/ to p]fect ?is ?+ t *>m$ me4 ,e "p f ,ba*'s scale to ! pneumatic boxes 9 ! mak+ ( a piano & play] _h be5 drawn f ! _s ( ?+s by m5 :o made !mselves ready to receive4 ,!y _h toil$ until !y 7 f9e2 !n !y receiv$4 ,x 0 some?+ ! same z "o feels :5 he has le>n$ to read2 :5 ! fir/ messages come home to him f black & :ite1 & he realises t all ! _w's great lit]ature is op5 to 8 h&4 ,aga9 ! great ?+s are gifts4 ,y _c pay 9 matt] = a spiritual ?+2 y c only pay 9 k9d4 ,i saw t ! brutalisation ( ! play]-piano result$ f p :o ?\ght !y _h e>n$ ! :ole "r1 because !y paid a price2 t !y did n br+ ! awe & rev]5ce to _! int]pretations1 & !re=e !y got no?+ b j+le & t9kle & d94 ,i didn't "k ! buttons & lev]s1 b ,i _h an idea h[ a c]ta9 sl[ movem5t %\ld s\nd1 if dec5tly play$4 ,9 two h\rs ! in/rum5t gradually fitt$ itself to ?is conception4 ,x 0 ready 9 e detail2 only ,i 0 to blame = ! failures4 ,! excitem5t & exultation is difficult to tell1 z ,i ent]$ deep] & deep] into ! g5ius ( ! ma*9e4 ,x answ]$1 n 9 tempo & volume alone1 b 9 ! p$al relaxations & ?robs ( =ce4 ,i ?\ght ( ! "y musicians :o _h lab\r$ half _! lives to br+ to conc]t pit* ! ,wald/e9 or ! ,emp]or1 & t ,i _h n[ m]ely to punctuate & read =? ) love & und]/&+4444 ,a ^w fur!r on ! subject ( dispos+ ( "o hundr$ ?\s& motor c>s 9 a ye>4 ,y w say !re 0 a m>ket = !m4 ,t is n true4 ,!re is n a natural m>ket = "o-f\r? ( ! manufactur$ objects 9 ! _w4 ,a m>ket 0 creat$ = ^! motor-c>s by me?ods m orig9al & gripp+ ?an ev] w5t into ! mak+ ( ! motor or ! assembly ( its p>ts4 ,! h]d-in/9ct ( m5 0 play$ ^u4 ,9 ?is p>ticul> case ,i d n "k :at x co/ to sell "o hundr$ ?\s& c>s2 9 any ev5t x 0 likely less 9 proportion to ! co/ ( ! product ?an is usually sp5t 9 dispos+ ( manufactur$ duplicates1 because ! me?ods 7 unique4444 ,foot & m\? & he>t1 ,am]ica is diseas$ ) ?is disposal end4 ,m & m en]gy is tak5 f production & turn$ into pack+ & sell+4 ,manufactur$ duplicates de/roy workm51 incite envy & covet\sness1 break d[n ideals ( beauty1 promote junk-heaps1 en=ce high prices ?r\gh ! co/ ( disposal1 & de/roy ! appreciation & acceptance ( ! few f9e ?+s4 ,^! v /atem5ts are unpr9table 9 newspap]s & p]iodicals1 because !y t\* ! s\rce ( rev5ue = su* productions1 :i* is adv]tis+4 ,y w say t p want ^! ?+s1 or !y w\ld n buy4 ,a p t gets :at x wants is a /agnant p4 ,we are /uff$ & sat$ ) inf]ior objects4 ,! :ole art ( life is id5tifi$ ) our appreciations1 n ) our possessions4 ,we look ab\t our h\ses & f9d t :i* we b\ght la/ mon? unapprov$ by ! curr5t /yle4 ,if we obey ! h]d-in/9ct 7& !re is an int5sity ( /imulation on e h& = u to obey7 we mu/ ga!r 9 ! new1 ! *eap1 ! tawdry1 obey+ ! tradesm5's prompt+s1 n our true appreciations--9 clo?+1 h\se-build+ & furni%+--foll[+ ! heavy foot-pr9ts ( ! adv]tis+ demon1 a re/less matt]-mad race4 ,we h lo/ ! gods )92 we h =gott5 ! real produc]s1 ! real workm52 our h\ses are d5s ( ! conglom]ate1 & ,god kn[s t implicates ! /atus ( our m9ds4 ,william ,morris is happily sp>$ f witness+ ! atrocities :i* trade has committ$ 9 8 "n1 & ! excell5t beg9n+ ( ta/e & au?ority ov] matt] inculcat$ by ! spiritual integrity ( ,rusk9 is yet f> f becom+ an inc5tive ( ! _m4 ,!re are m5 :o w\ld die to make o!rs see ! wond]ful "*-build+ ( productive lab\r4 ,until ! "w is f\nd = ! man1 or man rises to f9d 8 own2 until ! great impetus 9 our national life is t[>d ! end ( develop+ ! intr9sic values ( ea* *ild1 & fitt+ ! task to x2 s long z trade ma/]s ! _m1 & ! m9ds ( ! majority are attract$ t[>d ! simple !orem ( mak+ *eap & =c+ sales1 or buy+ *eap & sell+ de>2 s long z ! *ild is competitively educat$ 9 great classes1 & ! pride ( life is 9 possession ( mat]ial ?+s1 in/ead ( ! et]nal ?+s--j s long w we h w> & gov]nm5tal /upidity1 & all %ames & mis]y = our portion4 #bd ,,! ,,fre% ,,eye ,liv+ 9 r[s1 conduct+ our movem5ts & our app>el z ne>ly z possible 9 accordance ) ! hit* ( ! mom5t1 s++ ! songs our neighb\rs s+--?is is ,ord]1 b greg>ian ord]4 ,x is ?us t we lose or po/pone ! a*ievem5t ( ! fre% eye1 ! s5sitiv5ess to feel ourselves & ! tru?4 ,we accept t :i* we are told z true & beautiful2 we accept t :i* is accept$4 ,9 reality1 ea* man's s5se ( beauty is a diff]5t treasure4 ,he mu/ h ! _s ( pione]s to come into 8 own4 ,a few ye>s ago ,i pass$ = a squ>e or two along ! ma9 av5ue ( a l>ge city--a sunny aft]noon 9 e>ly w9t]1 z ,i rememb]1 & ! h\r ( prom5ade4 ,"y wom5 & girls 7 we>+ r$s ( ! mo/ hide\s %ades--! r$s ( blood & lu/ & decad5ce4 ,^? are ! ,balkan r$s1 ,i 0 told4 ,a bit ( poison has l+]$ f t %aft4 ,i saw some?+ ab\t ,am]ica t ,i h be5 unable to =get4 ,! wom5 & girls didn't "k :at !y 7 do+4 ,!y _h accept$ ,trade's (f]+ ( ! season bl9dly4 ,trade _h exploit$ ! r$s1 because ! ^w ,balkans 0 9 ! air t ,fall1 on acc\nt ( an extra vici\s effloresc5ce ( ! fight+ disease4 ,am]ican mo!rs _h all[$ _! *ildr5 to ape b>b>ities ( col\r :i* are adju/$ exactly to ^? s9k+ & horror-b\nd peoples--bloody z ! ,balkans--because ,trade _h br\ght !m 94 ,^! r$s meant t ! ,am]ican multitude 0 unaw>e t c]ta9 col\rs are bad z hell4 ,trade w always lead a p a/ray4 ,! eye t wants some?+ f y1 _c lead y into beauty1 does n "k beauty4444 ,moreov]1 we are l$ d[nw>d 9 ta/e by su* %ort /eps t (t5 we =get :]e we h l&$4444 ,i 0 sitt+ 9 a /reet-c> j rec5tly1 ne> ! re> door :]e ! conductor /ood4 ,i _h admir$ 8 quiet h&l+ ( _m small affairs1 & ! c\rtesy ) :i* he manag$ 8 "p4 ,:5 ,i saw ! mild virtue & dec5cy ( 8 face & head & e>s1 ,i wond]$ afre% t he %\ld be !re4 ,he did ! same ?+ ea* day1 l a *ild compell$ to rema9 at a c]ta9 small table to turn ov] aga9 & aga9 a limit$ & unv>y+ set ( objects4 ,!re 7 b a few p 9 ! c>4 ,i turn$ =w>d to ! %\ld]s ( ! motorman2 & f 8 figure my m9d w&]$ to ! myriads ( m5 l him1 someh[ op5+ & %utt+ valves ^u ! juice & ^u ! pass+ =ce ( /eam--?r\gh tunnels & tre/les at ?is mom5t--driv+ tra9s & c>s & %ips ar\nd ! _w4 ,x 0 all a le>n+ ( ,ord]1 an integration ( ,ord]2 & yet ?is motorman 0 held 9 rigid b&s ( /eel1 mak+ ! same unsw]v+ passage up & d[n ! same /reets1 possibly a score ( times ea* day--8 lessons ( ,ord] hav+ long s9ce lo/ _! mean+2 8 faculties n>r[+ z f+]s tight51 le/ ,ord] break into *aos aga94 ,& ,i wond]$ :at a true tea*] might h done = ?is motorman z a *ild1 to make ! be/ & mo/ ( 8 =ces4 ,! av]age *ild c be made into an extraord9>y man4 ,9 "s day1 n too f>1 x w be ! fir/ bus9ess ( ! ,fa!rl& to op5 ! roads ( production to ^? :o are ready4 ,n[ ,i 0 back ) ! conductor2 f\nd myself att5tively reg>d+ 8 tr\s]s4 ,!y 7 ( heavy wool & blue1 d\btless z clean z ! usual e-day wooll5 we> ( m54444 ,"h is a peculi> ?+3 ,if we we> :ite clo?+ = a day or two1 an unmi/akable soil atta*es1 s t *ange is en=c$4 ,& yet1 s9ce !re is no cry ( ,sc&al across ! m civilis$ zones ( e>?1 ! _m we> ! same wooll5 out] clo?+ w9t] & summ] = mon?s at a /ret*4 ,"o mu/ accept ?is conclusion3 ,x is n t we object to dirt1 b t we d n want ! dirt obvi\s4 ,! g>m5t t holds dirt may be worn until its ?reads break d[n1 b ! g>m5t t %[s dirt mu/ be wa%$4 444 ,!y 7 heavy wool & blue4 ,x 0 n ! fabric alone1 b ! cut t held my eye4 ,!y 7 %ap$ someh[ l a wide ,w t a *ild might b5d ) /iff wire1 a lett] made to /& alone4 ,i suppose "s firm makes !m 9 great quantities = motorm5 & conductors4 ,_h we n be5 l$ by easy grades to ! acceptance1 ^! ?+s w\ld h cri$ out = our eyes4 ,n[h]e 9 ! ,ori5t or ! ,isl&s1 is ! male =m made s mon/r\s4 ,_h "s "o drawn !m = u1 9 a place :]e we are accu/om$ to look = c>icature2 _h we se5 !m 9 comic op]a1 or ^u ! legs ( a ,pacific ,isl&]2 or _h we come f ano!r planet1 !re w\ld h be5 no mi/ake z to ! debau*]y ( ta/e !y repres5t$4 ,ov] all1 0 a sadness t ?is good man %\ld be %am$ s4 ,& :5 "o ?9ks ( :at wom5 h done 9 ob$i5ce to ! tradesman's in/9cts 9 late ye>s2 n>r[+ _! wai/s "o season1 wid5+ _! hips or acc5tuat+ ! bu/ ano!r1 loos5+ ! abdom5 z f a tight5$ /em ! next--^! are ! real obsc5ities :i* we p]=m 9 ! %elt] ( ! h]d4 ,exposure is frank & clean-he>t$ comp>$ to ^! manife/ations ( human be+s2 s t "o ) ! beg9n+s ( fre%] vision cries out1 ,if ,i d n "k1 if ,i h n ta/e & _c see truly1 at lea/ let me d z o!rs d n4444 ,& aga9 ! heav9ess ( x all lies 9 ! br++ up ( *ildr5 n to revolt4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i talk$ ( ^! matt]s to ! ,*apel gr\p4 ,once ,i _h se5 a tall man1 :o 0 go+ away1 look d[n into ! eyes ( a little boy he lov$1 say+3 ,nev] d any?+ 9 secret t y w\ldn't d be=e y\r be/ fri5d4 ,! fact is1 ! only way y c ev] be alone is to be b5ea? y\rself4 ,i rememb]$ t z some?+ v wise & w>m4 ,x came to me1 z ,i talk$1 t :at we love be/ 9 *ildr5 is _! fre%ness ( eye4 ,we repeat _! say+s ) pleasure because !y see ?+s )\t ! _w-tra9+2 !y see objects 9 _m cases z !y are4 ,x 0 b a /ep !n to ! fact t ! arti/ or work] :o br+s up any?+ wor?y1 has done j ?is--reproduc$ ! ?+ m ne>ly z x is1 because ( a natural fre%ness ( vision1 or because he has won back to himself ?r\gh ye>s ( lab\r1 ! absolute ne$ ( rely+ ^u :at 8 own s5ses & 8 own _s br+ him4 ,x 0 ?is reliance t ,i 0 endeav\r+ to inculcate 9 e day's "w 9 ! ,*apel4 ,aga9 & aga9 ! *ildr5 h made me see ! dissolv+ ( "* :i* comes f all =ms ( act+1 ev5 ! prim>y defect ( ! novel z a vehicle1 & ! inevitable break+ d[n 9 good "t ( e artificial =m ( expression4 ,x is true n[1 t an important message c be c>ri$ to ! _m m effectively 9 a play or a novel ?an ?r\gh ! /raight :ite expression ( its tru?4 ,?is is s because ! _m h be5 p&]$ to s long by artificial sett+s & col\r+s1 t ! pure _s ( tru?--:ite because x conta9s all col\r--is n dom9ant & fl>+ en\gh = ! we>i$ & ple?oric eye4 ,we say t "*-draw+ 9 fiction1 = in/ance1 is an art4 ,a writ] holds a c]ta9 picture ( a man or woman 9 8 bra91 z ! /ory conta9+ ?is "* develops4 ,9 draw+ a l[ "*1 ! m9d mu/ be alt]$ & de=m$ = its expression4 ,9 a book ( fiction ( a doz5 diff]5t *>act]s1 ! productive en]gy passes ?r\gh a doz5 diff]5t matrices be=e f9d+ expression4 ,^! =ms lie 9 ! m9d1 dur+ ! progress ( ! novel2 & s9ce our own *>act]s are =m$ ( ! /raight expression ( ! ?\ght z x appe>s 9 ! bra91 "o does n ne$ to impress ! conclusion t we are be+ false to ourselves 9 ! "p ( fictioni/s1 no matt] h[ consummate we become z arti/s4 ,x is an old /ory h[ ! daught] ( ,dick5s sat =gott5 9 8 /udy1 :ile he 0 at "w ^u "s atroci\s "* ( ! "u ,london _w1 possibly ,quilp2 h[ ! great c>icaturi/ left 8 desk = a mirror1 & /&+ !re w5t ?r\gh ! mo/ extraord9>y grimaces & contortions1 fix+ ! "* firmly 9 8 m9d = a m p]fect expression 9 words4 ,9 ?is same reg>d1 "o ( ! mo/ int]e/+ & sorr[ful ( all obs]vations is ! "* dis9tegration ( ^? :o take up ! "w ( act+ z a c>e]4 ,yet fiction writ+ is b a subtl] =m ( act+ 9 words4 ,! value ( our books is 9 "p ! concision ( "* portrayal--! facility ) :i* we are able to lose ourselves & be "s "o else4 ,(t5 9 e>li] ye>s1 ,i h kn[n delight :5 "s "o said1 ,y mu/ be t p]son :5 y are writ+ ab\t him4 ,i w\ld answ]3 ,he comes cle>] & cle>] ?r\gh a book & pres5tly beg9s to d himself4 ,aft] t "o goes ov] ! e>ly "p ( ! book dur+ :i* ! "* is be+ le>n$1 & corrects him 9 ! light ( ! m ne>ly f9i%$ conception4 ,x 0 a betrayal ( glibness1 ( lightly-f\nd$ "*1 a %ift9ess :i* mu/ pass4 ,! utt]ance ( tru? is n aid$ by pass+ ?r\gh a bra9 t is cut l a hockey r9k f ! passage ( _m *>act]s4 ,! expression ( tru? pres]ves its great vitality by pass+ 9 z ne> a /raight l9e z possible f ! s\rce ?r\gh ! in/rum5t4 ,! in/rum5t is always inf]ior4 ,x is always someh[ out ( true1 because x is human & temporal4 ,x is n enhanc$ by human artifice1 by act+s1 nor by id5tification ) fictions4 ,! law ( all life tells u1 & we d n ne$ to be told if we /op to realise1 t ! _s ( man is integrat$ by tru? 9 expression1 t ! m ne>ly ! tru? we speak1 ! m ne>ly we br+ ! human & temporal to a p> ) ! immortal )9 u4 ,br++ ! m9d to int]pret ! immortal is ! true life1 ! true education1 ! fruits ( :i* are ! love ( m5 & s]5ity & gr[?4 ,i once he>d x said t ,c>lyle1 ,:itman1 ,?oreau1 ,em]son & su* m5 c\ld n be arti/s 9 ! fiction s5se--t _! ef=ts 7 pa!tic1 :5 !y tri$ to enfle% _! lit]>y ef=ts 9 /ory =m4 ,?is is true4 ,yet we d n c\nt our greate/ noveli/s & actors above !m 9 ! f9e p]spective ( ! ye>s1 = !y 7 int]pret]s ( ! human _s4 ,!y int]pret$ m & m1 z ! ye>s m\nt$ ^u !m1 ! human _s z x play$ ?r\gh _! own m9ds1 :i* /eadily con=m$ m ne>ly to tru?4 ,! po9t ( ! :ole matt] is1 t 9 le>n+ to int]pret ! human _s m & m directly1 by actions 9 ! _w or writt5 words ap>t1 ! m9d draws increas+ly deep f a s\rce t is inexhau/ible1 & its expression f9ally becomes s ri* & direct & pot5t t act+ & fiction+ ( any =m is impossible4 ,aga91 x is ! /raight expression ( ?+s z !y f9d !m1 t *>ms u 9 ! words ( *ildr5 & ma/]s4 ,! true education is to enc\rage su* expression1 to keep ! passage betwe5 ! m9d & its c5tre ( orig9s wide op5 = ! =?-s5d+ ( ! inimitable & ! actual4 ,! "y m9ds "h are tra9$ to realise t ! bidd+s ( _! inn] life are m int]e/+ & reliable ?an any processes m]ely m5tal c possibly be4 ,unless _! tea*] fails1 !y w become m & m ! expressioni/s ( !mselves4 ,no matt] :at =m _! "w takes 9 ! _w1 ! ideal is held t ! dim5sion ( ! human _s w be ^u _! "w1 & ?is alone makes ! task ( any man or woman s+ul> & preci\s & ( ! elect4 ,i he> aga91 ,b y w make !m solit>ies4444 ,! solit>y way is fir/--all ! great companions h tak5 t way at fir/4 ,solitude--t is ! atmosph]e = ! conception ( e h]oism4 ,! aspirations ( ! solit>y turn to ,god4 ,hav+ he>d ! voice ( ,god--!n comes ! turn+ back to m54444 ,to be p[]ful 9 two worlds--t is ! ideal4 ,!re is a "t = ne/l+s--& a "t = great migratory flights4 #be ,,! ,,*oice ,,( ,,! ,,_m ,a tea*] said ^u he>+ ! title ( ?is book1 t %e suppos$ x _h to d ) ! *ild 9 relation to ! /ate or nation--a patriotic mean+4 ,i 0 wrong 9 gett+ a /+ f ?is1 = "o %\ld n be ambigu\s4 ,! /+ came because ( a peculi> di/a/e = national integrations & b\nd>ies ( any k9d betwe5 m54 ,! new civilisation :i* ! _w is prep>+ =1 & :i* ! w> seems div9ely orda9$ to ha/5 to u1 w h little to d ) tightly b\nd & self-conta9$ peoples4 ,9 fact1 su* nations furni% 9 !mselves an explosive =ce = disruption4 ,little m ?an mat]ial vision is n[ requir$ to p]ceive mo/ ( ! nations ( l[] ,europe ga!r$ l crones ab\t a fire hugg+ ! heat to _! knees1 _! sp9es t\*$ ) dea?4 ,! "w 9 ! ,*apel is v f> f p>tisan%ip1 nationalism & ! l4 ,x has be5 a true joy to wat* ! "y m9ds grasp ! l>g] conception4 ,x is z if !y 7 prep>$ = x--z if !y _h be5 wait+4 ,enc\rag$ to look to _! own orig9s = op9ion & und]/&+2 taught t :at !y f9d !re is ! "r op9ion & conception = !m1 !y f9d x ma9ly out ( accord ) ?+s z !y are4 ,!y express ! ?+ z !y see x1 & 9 ?is way build =ms ( ?\ght = ! actions ( ! future to pass ?r\gh4 ,?is is %e] realism4 ,we h always call$ ^? :o walk$ be=e u1 ! my/ics1 because ! pa?s !y tread are dim to our eyes & _! di/ance f> ahead4 ,t :i* is ! my/ic pa?way ( "o g5]ation is ! op5 highway ( ! next4 ,no man ev] felt ! awak5+ ( 8 _s & b[$ to its manife/ation1 :o 0 n a my/ic to ! _m or few ab\t him1 & always ! *ildr5 ( 8 fell[s come to und]/& him bett] ?an _! fa!rs4 ,i say to !m "h3 ,i d n expect common ?+s f y4 ,i expect significant ?+s4 ,i w\ld h y become creatively significant z mo!rs & z writ]s & z m54 ,! new civilisation awaits y--new ?\ght1 ! new life1 sup]b opportunities = u%]+ 9 an h]oic age4 ,y are to attempt ! impossible4 ,no?+ ( ! temporal mu/ hold y long or ma/] y4 ,immortality is n some?+ to be won2 x is "h & n[ 9 ! priceless pres5t h\r1 ?is mov+ po9t t ev] divides ! pa/ f ! future4 ,practice daily to get out ( ! ?ree-score-&-t5 delusion1 into ! et]nal scope ( ?+s1 :]e9 ! little tr\bles & ! evils :i* s easily & cont9ually beset1 are put away4 ,!re is no ord] 9 ! temporal1 no s]5ity1 no univ]sality4 ,y :o are "y c turn quickly4 ,t :i* y suff] y h e>n$4 ,if y take y\r suff]+ ap>t & se>* x1 y w f9d ! hidd5 beauty ( x & ! lesson4 ,if y le>n ! lesson1 y w n h to suff] ?is way aga94 ,e day !re is a lesson1 e h\r4 ,! m y pass1 ! fa/] !y come4 ,"o may live a life ( gr[? 9 a ye>4 ,t :i* is /agnant is dy+2 t :i* is /atic is dead4 ,!re is no art 9 ! temporal4 ,y are n true workm5 z slaves ( ! "t4 ,?ree-score-&-t5--t is b an ev5+ camp 9 a va/ cont95tal j\rney4 ,relate y\r seem+ mis=tunes n to ! h\r1 b to ! great] di/ances1 & ! pangs ( !m are in/antly gone4 ,art--^? :o talk art 9 ! temporal--h n begun to "w4 ,if !y only w\ld look back at ^? ma/]s ^: "w !y foll[1 ^: lives !y treasure1 !y w\ld f9d t !y rev]e m5 :o liv$ beyond m]e manife/ations 9 a "n1 & lift$ !mselves out ( ! illusion ( "o life be+ all4 ,!re is no philosophy 9 ! temporal4 ,t :i* we call reason & sci5ce *anges l ! coats & ties ( m54 ,mat]ial sci5ce talks l\d1 its eyes empty1 clut*+ at "o re/less comet & miss+ ! univ]se4 ,t ?+ kn[n z psy*ology taught to-day 9 colleges w become ev5 = y\r g5]ation a curio1 sacr$ only = ! pres]vation ( hum\r4 ,no purpose t conf9es itself to matt] c become a con/ructive effect1 = matt] breaks d[n1 is cont9ually *ang$ into new =ms4 ,electric bulbs we> out & are *ang$1 b ! curr5t does n *ange4 ,! curr5t lights !m "o aft] ano!r ( diff]5t sizes1 z y put !m on4 ,! bulb is an in/rum5t l ! bra94 ,y turn on ! p[]1 & !re is light4 ,y w\ld n rely ^u ! pass+ ma*9e1 :5 y "k ! secret ( its =ce4 ,matt] is driv51 fle% is driv51 all t answ]s to ! pull ( ! gr\nd is driv5 & *ang$ & brok5 d[n & reunit$ 9 ev] ref9+ =ms4 ,t 9 y\r he>t--t sleep+ "o--is dynamic ) all t y h be54 ,y\r bra9 kn[s only ! "o4 ,d n =get y\r native =ce1 z an immortal be+4 ,y may be work]s 9 magic4 ,d n become bewild]$ by :at ! _w calls good4 ,! _w does n "k4 ,foll[ ! _w & 9 t h\r :5 y h obey$ its dictates & le>n$ its wants--its ta/e w *ange & leave y no?+4 ,t :i* ! _m h *os5 is ( ! _m4 ,! voice ( ! _m is n ! voice ( ,god--x is ! voice ( ! temporal & its de/9y is swift mutation4 ,no?+ great] ?an ! _m c come f ! ballot ( ! _m2 t is s well le>n$ t its few & />tl+ exceptions b help u to see ! bleakness ( ! bl9d *oice ( ! cr[d1 :i* conducts u sometimes to w> & inv>iably to commonness4 ,! few great m5 :o h t\*$ ! seats ( ! mighty 9 ?is or any c\ntry--h walk$ ) ,god alone aga9/ ! cr[d--until !y 7 giv5 ! p[] to ma/] _! way into au?ority4 ,! *oice ( ! _m 9 a political lead] is n diff]5t f its *oice ( a book or a fl[] or a fabric4 ,a l[ vibration is dem&$4 #bf ,,! ,,rose ,,*apt] ,i rememb] ! ,febru>y day 9 ,*apel :5 ! w9t] fir/ became irksome4 ,x _h settl$ d[n 9 mid-,novemb] & be5 /eady & old-fa%ion$4 ,! little girl op5$ ! matt]4 ,w9t] _h become a tiresome lid ^u h] belov$ ,nature--a :ite lid t _h be5 on q long en\gh4 ,%e _h n let u =get ! op5 wea!r mu*1 = h] talk & h] essays _h to d ) gr[+ days inv>iably4444 ,! ,abbot began to talk ( ,spr+4 ,spr+ _h also appe>$ 9 8 pap]1 ?\gh outside !re 0 two feet ( /eely fro/ 9 ! gr\nd4444 ,memories ( o!r ,spr+s began to consume u t day4 ,we talk$ ( buds & bugs & woodl& places--( ! g>d5s we w\ld make pres5tly4 ,:5 roses began to come out = me ! fir/ "t1 said ! old man1 ,i sort ( lo/ int]e/ 9 ! _m fl[]s4 ,i saw a rose-g>d5 & little beside--v9es1 ( c\rse4 ,i "k m5 :o fall l ?is into ! iris1 ! dahlia1 ! gladiolus & ! peony4 ,!re are folks :o w h salvia & petunias1 & ,i "k a man :o has set out poppies 9 8 front y>d ) unv>y+ resolution--oh1 = _m ye>s4 ,he kn[s j h[ to set !m out1 & ab&onm5t is ov] = t place ) ! fir/ h>d fro/ 9 ! ,fall4 ,!re is "o good ?+ ab\t poppies4 ,!y d n lie to y4 ,!y are frankly bad--! s+le ones1 dry & ?9 ) _! savage burn+1 _! brea? f "s deep-conceal$ place ( decay4 ,! d\ble poppies are m dreadful--born ( evil ?\ghts1 blackness bl5t ) _! r$s4 ,petunias try to appe> innoc5t1 b ! eye t reg>ds !m z ! conclusion 9 decorative effect1 has v f> to come4 ,e man has ! fl[] t fits him1 & v (t5 x is ! badge ( 8 place 9 human society4 ,! morn+-glory is sweet] natur$ & some:at f9] 9 col\r ?an ! petunia1 b v gre$y /ill4 ,x does n appreciate good c>e4 ,plant x 9 rose soil & x w p\r itself out 9 lu% madness t =gets to bloom--l a s]vant t "o spoils by treat+ z a human4 ,ea* fl[] tells its /ory z does a human face4 ,"o ne$s only to see deeply en\gh4 ,! expression ( inn] f95ess makes = beauty4 ,:i* rem>ks 7 accept$ )\t comm5t4 ,aga91 ! old man add$1 "s ( ! accept$ ?+s are n s f> along 9 beauty4 ,tulips are suppos$ to be su* rejoic]s4 ,i c't see x ,!y are little circles1 a bit unpleasant & conceit$4 ,if "o 7 to expla9 on pap] :at a fl[] is l1 to a man :o _h nev] se5 any?+ b trees1 he w\ld draw a tulip4 ,!y are unevolv$4 ,!re is raw gre5 9 ! tulip yell[s2 ! r$s are l a fre% w\nd1 & ! :ites are ei!r lead5 or clayey4444 ,violets are almo/ spiritual 9 _! enticem5ts4 ,!y h col\r1 texture1 =m1 habit1 & an exhalation t is l a love-potion--e>?y ?+s t ask s little1 d s well ap>t & l[ among ! %ad[s4 ,!y h come f> l ! bees & ! m>t9s4 ,lilacs are old 9 s\l1 too1 & _! fragrance is lov$ untellably by _m my/ics1 ?\gh ! gre5 ( _! foliage is que/ionable4 ,no?+ t is old )9 is complac5t4 ,complac5cy goes ) little orbits 9 m5 & all creatures4 ,cats are complac5t1 said ! ,abbot4 ,na/urtiums are really wond]ful ! m "o lives ) !m1 ! voice ( ! ,*apel w5t on4 ,!y are n s old1 b v pure4 ,_! od\r1 9 delicacy & e>?-purity1 is some?+ t "o _c express 8 gratitude =--l ! mignonette4 ,_! col\r+ & =m w>ms u unto de>] feel+s4 ,!y seem fair] & bright] ea* ye>--n among ! great ?+s yet1 b s t5d]ly & purely on ! way4 ,!n ,i may betray a weakness ( my own--& ,i am glad to--b ,i love ! honeysuckle v9e4 ,its gre5 is good1 its s]vice eag]1 ! :ite ( its "y blossoms v pure & magically made4 ,! yell[ ( its matur] fl[]s is fa9tly t\*$ ) a durable & w9n+ br[n l ! ,hill+don rose1 & its fragrance to me ?\gh v sweet has nev] cloy$ ?r\gh long association4 ,yet clov] sc5t & _m ( ! lilies & hyac9?s & plants t fl[] 9 w9t] f tub]s1 c only be endur$ 9 my case f a di/ance4 ,soon he w get to 8 roses1 said ! little girl4 ,yes1 ,i am j to t n[4 ,x has be5 an object ( curiosity to me t p raise s _m j roses4 ,"h is a _w by itself4 ,!re is a rose = e /ation 9 society4 ,!re are roses = bea/ & sa9t2 roses = passion & r5unciation2 roses = temple & sanctu>y1 & roses to we> = "o go+ d[n into ,egypt4 ,!re are roses t gr[ z readily z morn+-glories1 & roses t are delicate z *ildr5 ( ! ,holy ,_s1 requir+ ! love ( ! human he>t to ?rive ^u1 be=e sunlight & wat]4 ,!re is a rose = ,laura1 a rose = ,beatrice1 a rose = ,francesca4444 ,d y "k t "o ( ! sadde/ ?+s 9 ! _w1 is t we h to h>k back s f> = ! great romances8 ,"h am ,i recall+ ! names ( ?ree wom5 ( long ago ^: kisses made immortals ( _! mates1 z ?\s&s ( o!r writ]s h done :o seek to ga!r a backgr\nd out ( ! pa/ aga9/ :i* to measure _! romances4 ,y w say t ! romances ( to-day are n told2 t a man & woman ( to-day keep ! romance ap>t ( _! life f ! _w--( all ?+s mo/ sacr$4 ,y may discuss ?is po9t ) eloqu5ce & at l5g?1 b y are n on solid gr\nd4 ,a great romance _c be veil$ f ! _w1 because ( all prop]ties t ! _w waits =1 ?is is ! mo/ cry+ ne$4 ,great lov]s mu/ be fir/ ( all great m5 & wom52 & l(ty love inv>iably f9ds expression1 s9ce greatness1 bo? ackn[l$g$ & intr9sic1 comes to be ?r\gh expression4 ,a great romance w out--?r\gh a *ild or a book or "s mighty h]oism4 ,its exi/5ce *anges all ?+s 9 its environm5t4 ,"o looks ab\t ! place ( x & f9ds ! report]s !re4 ,! highe/ de$s & utt]ances & works h come to man ?r\gh ! love ( woman2 _! orig9s c be trac$ to a woman's h\se1 to a woman's arms4 ,a woman is ! "m ( a man's *ildr51 b ! fa!r ( 8 actions 9 ! _w4 ,he is b ! in/rum5t ( be>+2 x is h] en]gy t quick5s 8 conceiv+4444 ,roses--h[ /rangely !y h _h _! "p 9 ! loves ( m5 & wom54 ,d y ?9k t our ,clovelly roses h come to be ( !mselves8 ,d y ?9k t ! actual hurt ( _! beauty--! re/less1 nameless que/ t comes spurr+ to our he>ts f _! sil5t lean+ ov] ! rim ( a vase--is no?+ m ?an a product ( soil & sun8 ,has _! great giv+ to human romances be5 dead z moonlight8 ,h roses tak5 no?+ 9 return8444 ,i w\ld n insi/ be=e ! _w t ! =m & fragrance & texture ( ! rose has come to be f ! magnetisms ( lov]s1 b we ( ! ,*apel may ?9k z we w4 ,t lib]ty is our fir/ law4 ,we may believe1 if we l1 t ! swans ( ,bruges h tak5 some?+ 9 return = _! my/ic influ5ce ^u ! ,belgian lov]s at ev5+--some?+ t makes a flock ( fly+ swans "o ( ! mo/ ?rill+ spectacles 9 ,nature4 444 ,i 0 speak+ ( h[ curi\s x is t s _m p :o h rea*$ roses--h end$ _! que/ on ! bord]s1 at lea/ t !y l+] s long4 ,!y raise r$ roses2 !y br+ =? spicy ,june roses4 ,9 tru?1 ! que/ nev] ends4 ,we d n /op at ! ,clovelly1 :i* has s /rangely gladd5$ our pa/ summ]4 ,we pass f ! r$ to ! :ite to ! p9k roses--& !n ent] ! g>d5 ( yell[ roses1 ! se>* ev] m passionate--until we beg9 to discov] t :i* our he>ts are se>*+ =--n ^u any plant b 9 ideal4 ,! in/ant t we conceive ! picture1 e>? & sun h set ab\t produc+ ! fl[]--z action inv>iably foll[s to fill ! matrix ( ! ?\ght4 ,at lea/ we ?9k s--z ! univ]se is evolv+ to fulfil at la/ ! full ?\ght ( ,god4444 ,! que/ nev] ends4 ,f "o plant to ano!r ! or*id-lov] goes1 until he he>s at la/ ( ! que5 ( all or*ids1 nam$ ( ! ,holy ,_s1 :i* has ! image ( a :ite dove set 9 a corolla z *a/e z ! morn+ />4 ,an old ,spani% prie/ ( sa9tly piety tells him1 & he sets out = ! f>!/ cont95t to se>*4 ,x 0 8 li/5+1 8 se>* = ! less] beauty t br\ght him to ! news ( ! high]4 ,x is always s4 ,we f9d our great] task 9 ! p]=mance ( ! less] ones4444 ,b roses--s _m by-pa?s1 because roses are ! la/ & highe/ words 9 fl[]s1 & ! /ory !y tell is s significant ) mean+s vital to ourselves & all ,nature4 ,fir/ ,i want to divulge a !ory ( col\r1 beg9n+ ) ! gre5s :i* are at ! bottom4 ,!re are good gre5s--! gre5 ( "y elms & bir*es & bee*es4 ,gre5 may be evil too1 z ! l[] %ades ( yell[ may be--& c]ta9 bl5ds ( gre5 & yell[ are baleful4 ,! gre5s are fir/ to appe>4 ,!y are ,nature's ne>e/ em]g+--! wat]-col\rs--! gre5 ( ! wat]-c\rses & ! l[l&s4 ,nature br+s =? fir/ ! gre5 & !n ! sun does 8 "p4 ,betwe5 ! rose-gold & ! gre5 ( a li*51 !re seems to be some?+ l n9ety degrees ( evolution--! full qu>t] ( ! circle t is simil>ly express$ betwe5 ! prone sp9e ( ! s]p5t & ! erect sp9e ( man4 ,r$s are complem5t>y to ! gre5s & appe> next1 ref9+ m or less 9 accord ) ! ref9em5t ( ! texture ^u :i* !y are laid2 a ?ird ref9em5t tak+ place1 too1 t ( =m4 ,^! improvem5ts ( value are n exactly concurr5t4 ,!re are roses1 = in/ance1 to repres5t all /ages--roses t are specialis+ 9 _! pres5t gr[?1 "o might say1 9 =m or col\r or texture2 b 9 ! long] l9e ( gr[?1 ! ref9em5t is g5]al4 ,we look f our w9d[ at ! ,o!r ,%ore & a simil> analogy is !re4 ,f ?is di/ance x seems b "o gr& sweep to ! po9t ( ! break]s1 b :5 we walk along ! bea*1 we are (t5 lo/ to ! ma9 curve 9 little ind5tations1 :i* correspond to ! m9or specialisations ( evolv+ ?+s4 ,x is ! same 9 man's case4 ,we fir/ build a body1 !n a m9d1 !n a s\l--& gr[? 9 ! dim5sion ( s\l unifies & beautifies ! entire fabric4 ,all ,nature reveals to ^? :o see--t ! plan is "o4444 ,! fir/ roses 7 d\btless ( a wat]y r$4 ,_! col\r evolv$ accord+ to association ( ! p>ticul> plants1 "s into ! deep] r$s1 o!rs pal+ to ! :ite4 ,x 0 ! latt] t fell into ! pa? ( tru] progress4 ,rea*+ :ite1 ) a greatly ref9$ texture1 ! sun began to pa9t a new beauty ^u !m--n ! p9k t is a dilut$ r$1 b ! col\r+ ( sunlight ^u ! lu/re ( a pe>l4 ,! fir/ r$s 7 built ^u ! gre5s2 ?is new p9k 0 laid ^u a :ite base4 ,! /ory is ! same ?r\gh all evolv+ ?+s4 ,gr[? is a spiral4 ,we return to ! same po9t b ^u a high] level4 ,our asc5t is /eadily upw>d--always ov] hills & valleys1 s to speak1 b our valleys always high] above ! level ( ! sea4 ,s t ! :ite is a transition--an erasure ( ! old to prep>e = ! f9] col\r+4 ,& n[ comes ! bl5d ( ! maid5 p9k & ! sunlight gold4 ,! gre5s & ! r$s are gone entirely4 ,"m ,e>? br+s up ! rose ) its virg9 purity ( t9t1 & ! sun plays its gold ^u x4 ,!re are p9k & yell[ roses to %[ all ! processes ( ?is p>ticul> scope ( progress2 "s /ill too mu* p9k1 o!r roses h fall5 by ! way into lemon & o*re & si5na2 !re are roses t h rev]t$ to ! r$s aga92 roses t h be5 caught 9 a sort ( fle%ly lu/ & h pil$ on petals ^u petals z ! ,holl& maid5s pile on petticoats1 los+ !mselves to =m & texture & col\r1 = ! gross illusion ( size4 ,we see :ole races ( m5 lo/ 9 ! same illusion4444 ,!re are roses t h accompli%$ all b p]fection1 save = a few spots ( r$ on ! out] petals--l ! p]si/5t adh]+ ta9t ( anci5t s9s4444 ,b y h se5 ! ,clovellys--!y are ! be/ we h f\nd4 ,!y h made u deep] & wis] = _! beauty4 ,l "s sa9tly lives--!y seem to h come all b ! la/ ( ! n9ety degrees betwe5 ! gre5 ( ! level wat]-c\rses & ! fla%+ gold ( ! m]idian sun4444 ,! ,"m has borne !m1 & 9 due "t 7z m5 mu/ d1 or rev]t to ! gr\nd aga97 !y h turn$ to ! light ( ! ,fa!r4444 ,! fragrance ( ^! gold5 teas is ! sublimate ( all ,nature4 ,man1 9 ! same way1 is inclusive ( all b5ea?4 ,he conta9s e>?1 air1 wat]1 fire & all _! products4 ,9 ! tea-rose is embodi$ all ! =ces ( plant-nature1 s9ce !y are ! highe/ manife/ation4444 ,! ,june roses h lo/ ! way 9 _! own spice2 s _m fl[]s are sunk 9 ! /upors f _! own heavy sweetness4 ,! mignonette has sacrific$ all = p]fume1 & ! ,old ,"m has giv5 h] some?+ n else:]e to be f\nd2 ! na/urtium has progress$ s purely z to h t\*$ ! cork ( ! inn] vial1 b ! gold5 teas h br\ght ! fragrance itself to our no/rils4 ,^? :o are ready c s5se ! :ole /ory4 ,x is ! fragrance ( ! ,old ,"m's be+4 ,y c s5se x )\t ! rose1 on ! w+s ( a ,s\? ,w9d t crosses wat] or mead[s aft] a ra94 #bg ,,lett]s ,outside1 z ,i h said1 x 0 crack+ cold4 ,we talk$ ?ir/ily by ! big fire1 discuss$ ! p]fect yell[s 9 ,nature--symbols ( pure/ aspiration--& ! hone/ br[ns t come to ! sunlight-gold f s]vice & we>--! yell[-br[n ( clu/]$ honey bees1 ( ! ,sannys9 robe1 ( ! purple m>t9's brea/4 ,we 7 ?ir/+ = ,spr+ be=e ! fire4 ,! he>t ( man swells & buds l a tree4 ,he waits = ,spr+ l all liv+ ?+s4 ,! fir/ mon?s ( w9t] are full ( ze/ & joy1 b ! la/ becomes intol]able4 ,! little girl _h n let u =get at all1 & s we 7 ye>n+ a full mon? too soon4 ,i "k a bit ( woods1 said ! ,abbot4 ,x is only two miles away4 ,a creek runs ?r\gh x1 & !re are hills all 'r\nd--lots ( hickory & elm & bee*4 ,!re's "o bee* woods (f by itself4 ,maples & *e/nuts are !re1 too1 & _m little c$>s4 ,!re is a log h\se 9 ! c5tre1 & "r ne> x a ,spr+---- ,he 0 talk+ l an old sa9t w\ld talk ( ! ,promis$ ,l&4 ,y are break+ our he>ts1 ,i said4 ,! hills are dry1 s y c g e>ly1 he w5t on4 ,! cattle h be5 !re 9 season1 z long z ,i c rememb]1 s !re are little op5 mead[s l lawns4 ,! creek is nev] dry1 & ! ,spr+ ne> ! log h\se nev] runs dry4 ,i c\ld g !re n[---- ,s c\ld ,i1 said ! little girl4 ,!y almo/ trapp$ me4 ,i /irr$ 9 ! *air1 & rememb]$ !re 0 b an h\r or two ( daylight left 9 ! aft]noon4444 ,besides !re 0 a desk cov]$ ) lett]s4444 ,p ask problems ( _! own1 hav+ fanci$ p]haps t !y met a p>allel some:]e 9 ! writ+s f ?is ,/udy4 ,i us$ to answ] ^! p]functorily1 nev] desc5d+ to a =m b accept+ x z a "p ( ! lab\r ( ! "w4 ,i %udd] n[ at ! obtus5ess ( t4 ,i h met p :o said1 ,i h writt5 y sev]al lett]s1 b nev] mail$ !m4 ,:y8 ,i w\ld ask4 ,answ]s to ?is "q summ$ into ! reason t !y f\nd !mselves say+ su* p]sonal ?+s t !y 7 afraid ,i w\ld smile or be bor$4444 ,lett]s are reg>d$ z a %9+ pr(it n[1 a f9e "p ( ! real fruits4 ,! tea*+-relation ) "y m9ds has %[n me ! wond]ful values ( direct contact4 ,! class ( lett]s t supplies s\rces ( human value are f m5 & wom5 :o are too f9e ev] to lose ! s5se ( proportion4 ,! lett]s t are h>de/ to answ]1 & :i* rema9 ! longe/ unansw]$1 are f p :o h m]ely intellectual views2 ^? :o are hold+ ?+s 9 _! m9ds ) su* =ce t _! real message is ob/ruct$4 ,i dislike aggressive m5tality2 x may be my weakness1 b mu*-educat$ p]sons disord] ?is atmosph]e4 ,!y want ?+s2 !y want to discuss4 ,a man is n free to give nor to receive :5 8 h& or bra9 is occupi$ ) hold+4 ,i h _h ! *oice/ relations ) hone/ criticism1 ! criticism t is con/ructive because ! _s ( x is n criticism4 ,lett]s1 h[ev]1 critical or o!rwise1 t are heady1 d n br+ ! beauty t we seem to ne$1 nor d !y draw ! answ]s !y 7 design$ =4 ,! pure human impulse is unmi/akable4 ,!re are lett]s f p :o want ?+s4 ,"s p want ?+s s t]ribly1 t ! cru% ( x is ^u _! pages4 ,i d n mean autographs4 ,^? :o h a p5*ant = su* matt]s h le>n$ to make reply v easy2 nor d ,i mean ^? :o h habits4 ,!re seems to be a class ( m5 & wom5 :o want to d lit]ature = money1 & :o ask su* que/ions z1 ,:at is ! be/ way to approa* a publi%]8 ,:at %\ld a writ] expect to make f 8 fir/ novel8 ,d y sell outright or on royalty1 & h[ mu* %\ld "o ask on a fir/ book1 if ! arrangem5t is made ?is or t way8 ,i ?9k ( su* z ! eighty-?\s&-!-ye> folk4 ,! detail ( produc+ ! novel is second to ! m>ket+4 ,! _w is s full ( mean+ to ! effect t f9e "w is n produc$ ?is way2 & yet1 aga9 & aga91 ?is class ( writ]s h gott5 :at !y want4 ,mu* money has be5 made out ( books by ^? :o wrote = t4 ,p1 9 fact1 :o h fail$ at _m ?+s1 h settl$ d[n 9 mid-life & writt5 books t br\ght mu* money4 ,b su* are only incid5ts4 ,!y are n ( consequ5ce comp>$ to ! driv+ impulse :i* "o man or woman 9 a hundr$ foll[s1 to write to "o :o has said some?+ t quick5s ! he>t4444 ,!re 0 a lett] on ! desk t day f a "y woman 9 "o ( ! big f9i%+ s*ools4 ,! message ( x 0 t %e 0 unbe>ably re/less1 t h] room-mate 0 re/less4 ,!y 7 ei!r out ( all tru? & reason1 or else ! s*ool 01 & _! life at home z well4 ,!y _h be5 br\ght up to take _! place 9 t %att]$ _w call$ ,society--w9t] = accompli%m5ts1 summ]s = m\nta9 & %ore4 ,!y 7 v mis]able & !y seem$ to s5se ! exi/5ce ( a diff]5t _w4444 ,0 !re su* a _w8 ,0 !re "w = wom5 to d8 ,0 x all an un-matt]$ ideal t su* a _w exi/$8 ,?is lett] a*iev$ an absolute free-he>t$ s9c]ity 9 ! f9al page or two--t mo/ w9n+ quality ( ! y\ng] g5]ation4 444 ,!n1 _m p are :ole-he>t$ly 9 love ar\nd ! _w4 ,lett]s (t5 br+ 9 ?is reality1 _m call+ = a wisdom t is n ( our disp5sation4444 ,x 0 f p]sonal lett]s fir/ ( all t ,i le>n$ ( ! p[]ful corrective =ce1 :i* is be+ e/abli%$ aga9/ ,am]ican mat]ialism along ! ,we/]n coa/4 ,!re is to-day an increas+ly f9] surface = ! spiritual ?+s ( art & life1 ! f>!r we/w>d "o travels across ! ,/ates4 ,x is a conviction "h t ! vital magic ( ,am]ica's ideal1 promulgat$ 9 ! small ea/]n colonies1 w be sav$1 if at all1 by ! f9al /& ( its def5d]s ) _! backs to ! ,pacific4 ,all our ,ea/ has suff]$ f ! decad5t t\* ( ,europe4 ,matt] is becom+ d5se & unescapable 9 ! ,ea/4 ,*icago1 a c5tre ( trem5d\s vitalities ( tru?1 is mak+ a spl5did fight aga9/ ! entr5*m5ts ( ! temporal mania2 b 9 ! l>g] s5se1 all t is liv+ _s is be+ driv5 we/w>d be=e gross ,matt]--we/w>d z light t5ds1 z ! progress ( civilisation & ext9ction t5ds4 ,! gleam is 9 ! ,we/1 b x faces ! ,ea/4 ,x is ris+4 ,9 ,cali=nia1 if any:]e 9 ! _w1 ! next ,alex&ria is to be build$4 ,_m /rong m5 are hold+ to ?is hope1 ) /eady & spl5did idealisation4 ,b !re is black activity !re1 too4 ,always :]e ! :ite becomes lu/r\s ! black deep5s4 ,on ! desk be=e me on t same w9t] day1 0 a communication f ,san ,francisco--! la/ to me ( sev]al docum5ts f a newly-=m$ society = apply+ psy*ology4 ,! docum5ts 7 v c>efully done1 beautifully typ$ & compos$4 ,!y reckon$ ) ! new dim5sion :i* is 9 ! _w1 :i* is above fle% & above bra92 :i* is1 9 fact1 ! unify+ =ce ( ! bra9 faculties1 call$ "h ,intuition4 ,! f\nd]s ( ?is society reckon$1 too1 ) ! fact t psy*ology z x has be5 taught f a mat]ial basis 9 s*ools & colleges is a blight4 ,"o c't1 z a purely physical be+1 relate himself to m5tal processes2 nor c "o approa* ! sup]-m5tal area by ! =ce ( m5tality alone4 ,b ,i f\nd ! turn+ 9 ^! docum5ts ) al>m2 t ! purpose divulg$ 0 to ma/] matt] = mat]ial ends4 ,?is is black bus9ess--kn[n to be black be=e ! old ,alex&ria1 kn[n to be black be=e ! ,*ri/ came4 ,!y _h ask$ = comm5t1 ev5 = criticism4 ,i recall$ t psy*ology is ! sci5ce ( ! s\l1 & wrote ?is lett]3 ,i h receiv$ "s ( y\r e>ly pap]s & plans1 & ?ank y4 ,i want to (f] an op9ion 9 good _s4 ,i f9d ! p[]ful impulse runn+ ?r\gh y\r ef=t1 z express$ 9 ! pap]s ,i h read--to play to comm]ce & ! trade m9d4 ,?is is develop+ fa/ en\gh )\t br++ inn] p[]s to "w 9 ! mid/ ( ^! l[ =ces4 ,!y w "w4 ,!y w ma/]1 b x seems to me t spiritual ru9 w result4 ,= ^! =ces :i* y %[ 9 op]ation are ! real vitalities ( man1 :i* us$ o!r ?an 9 ! high] s*emes ( life--call 9 ! bigg] devils = man to cope )4 ,:5 "o beg9s to use ! dim5sion ( ! inn] life1 be=e ! l[] phases ( ! self are ma/]$1 he becomes a p]il to himself & to o!rs4 ,i feel t ,i d n ne$ to be explicit to psy*ologi/s4 ,i want to be on record z /rongly urg+ y to be sure t ! animal is cag$ be=e y loose ! angel4 ,also t ,i h a conviction t !re are t5 times too _m tradesm5 9 ! _w n[2 & t (fice-effici5cy is n ! k9d t ,am]ica is 9 ne$ (4 ,i repeat t ,i "k y are 9 ! way ( real "w1 & t's :y ,i v5ture to %[ my po9t ( view2 & please believe me en]getic only t[>d ! f9al good ( ! receptive surface y h set out to impress4 #bh ,,! ,,abbot ,,dep>ts ,"o day 9 ,m>*1 ! ,abbot said3 ,y "k t woods ,i 0 tell+ y ab\t8 ,yes4 ,well1 my fa!r b\ght x ! o!r day4 444 ,some?+ roll$ ov] me1 or )94 ,?is 0 a p]vad+ a*e t _h to d ) ! previ\s summ]4 ,i _h ridd5 sev]al times to ! ,p]fect ,lane4 ,x cut a man's f>m 9 two f nor? to s\? & 0 natural2 t is1 ! /rip ( trees _h be5 left :5 ! l& 0 cle>$1 & !y _h rea*$ a v5]able age4 ,oak1 hickory & bee*--clean1 va/1 9-_!-prime =e/-m5--) ?orn & dogwood gr[+ betwe54 ,x _h be5 l a pray] to ride ?r\gh t ,lane4 ,! cattle _h made a pa? on ! clay & ! grass _h gr[n 9 s(t & blue-gre5 9 ! %ade4 ,9 sapl+ days1 ! great trees _h wov5 _! trunks on ei!r side ( a rail-f5ce t _h /ood = a half-c5tury4 ,x 0 an approa* to ! f>m-h\se t an arti/ w\ld h nam$ an e/ate aft]--or a prov9ce4 ,!n came ! day t ,i rode t[>d a smudge 9 ! sky1 & f\nd m5 & boys at "w burn+ & cutt+4 ,! sup]b aisle 0 d[n4 ,i turn$ ! horse & rode back4 ,i le>n$ t 9 ! fields on ei!r side ( ! lane a /rip ( l&1 fifty or sixty feet wide1 _h be5 too mu* %ad$ s t ! corn & oats _h n prosp]$4 ,p]haps x 0 !re t ! cruelty ( ! n>r[-templ$ ,ord] made its deepe/ impression4 ,god bless ! fodd]--b :at a price to pay4 ,!y _h burn$ ! ?orn & dogwood1 fell$ ! giants2 !y w\ld pl\gh "u t sacr$ cattle-pa?4 ,!n ,i ?\ght ( ! d5ud$ l&s ( ,nor? ,am]ica2 ! billions ( cubic feet ( natural gas wa/$2 lakes ( oil1 prov9ces ( p9e & h>d-wood vani%$2 ! va/ pres]ves ( game de/roy$ to ! wolf & ! pig & ! o/ri* /ill left 9 man's brea/4 ,! /ory ( ! /ruggle = life on ,m>s came to me--h[ ! only wat] t rema9s 9 t globe ( quick5$ evolution is at ! pol> caps1 & t ! canals draw d[n f ! melt+s ( ! w>m season ! entire supply = ! midl& zones4 ,!y h /opp$ wa/age on ,m>s4 ,x 0 ^! ?+s t came to me at ! m]e m5tion ( ! transf] ( ! woodl& prop]ty4 ,if x 7 go+ to be cut1 ,i 0 glad ,i hadn't se5 x1 & c]ta9ly ,i didn't want to ent] n[4 ,:at's y\r fa!r go+ to d ) x8 ,i ask$4 ,use x = a pa/ure4 ,isn't go+ to cut x--any ( x8 ,no4 ,always !re _h be5 some?+ absolute ab\t ! ,abbot's ,no & ,yes4 ,i took hope4 ,is x ?9 en\gh to pa/ure8 ,! ma9 piece is4 ,bett] come & see4 ,a pair ( rubb] boots 9 ! corn] ( ! ,*apel caught my eye & ! wan light ( ,m>* outside4 ,!re's ev]y?+ !re--a virg9 bee* wood--a few acres ( second-gr[? /uff t has all ! v9es & trail]s--!n ! /ream & ! big holl[ :]e ! cattle move up & d[n4 ,did y h any?+ to d ) keep+ x unspoil$8 ,i ask$4 ,my fa!r didn't int5d to cut any?+ "r away4 ,he might h ?9n$ ! pa/ure section a little4 ,i ask$ him n to4 ,:5 he saw ! way ,i felt ab\t x1 he said he w\ld nev] cut x4 ,!re 0 a heal+ 9 t nev]4444 ,! ,abbot 0 n ! k9d to ask 8 fa!r = unreasonable ?+s4 ,i _h se5 ! two toge!r1 & _h /udi$ _! relation ) "s pleasure4 ,9 ! ma91 ! fa!r _h m]ely to und]/&1 to be at "o ) ! boy4444 ,x happ5$ t we 7 alone 9 ! ,*apel at t "t4 ,i rea*$ = ! rubb]-boots4 ,i'll ride z f> z t[n & put ! horse up1 said ,i4 ,meet me at ! f>-end 9 a half-h\r & we'll />t ! hike f !re4 ,he 0 (f at once4 ,*illness 0 /ill 9 ! air1 ! l& grey1 cl\ds yell[i%-grey & wat]y4 ,we slipp$ out beh9d ! /ores & ou?\ses to a field t _h a /ream runn+ across--a /ream & a hill & a b& ( oaks t /ill held fa/ to a few leaves on ! l[] limbs1 :]e ! w9ds c\ld n get at !m s freely4 ,y c't expect to get any?+ out ( an oak-tree )\t work+ = x4 ,i h se5 an oak-log s(t5$ to punk1 ! b>k gone1 hav+ la9 9 a woodl& %ad[1 d\btless = ?irty or =ty ye>s1 b /ill hold+ fa/ to its unmi/akable gra9 & =mation1 ?\gh y c\ld rub x to p[d] betwe5 ! f+]s4 ,= q a little way1 we foll[$ ! /ream :i* 0 swoll5 ) melt+ sn[s1 & !n /raight t[>d ! wood$ horizon l9e1 ! aft]noon ha/5+ s t we m>*$ ) x1 hot "u our sweat]s1 pres5tly gett+ ! /ride ( f5ce & dit*4 ,! sun appe>$ at times milk-l & gho/ly 9 ! s\?-we/4444 ,t 0 ! fir/ "t ,i saw ! ,amphi!atre4 ,we _h rea*$ ! edge ( ! woodl& & ! height ( l& & look$ ov] ! wood$ slope into a sil5t pa/ure-l&1 a /ream w9d+ ?r\gh ! c5tre4 ,! grass _h be5 cropp$ to ! la/ ( ! ,fall days1 & 9 ! rec5t ?aws ! /ream _h ov]run ! entire bottom1 s t ! l[l& pa/ure 0 n only tonsur$1 b comb$ & wa%$4 ,i look$ up4 ,a bee*-tree 0 %iv]+ on ! slope beside me1 hold+ fa/ to h] leaves ( pap] :ite on wide & p5d5t bran*es2 a smoo? & beautiful trunk ( b$=d grey1 ) eyes l k9e c>v$ ^u x4 ,!n ,i saw t ?is 0 b "o ( a si/]hood--! "m-tree fall54 ,across 7 oaks & hickories1 & ?r\gh ! nak$ bran*es1 a log cab94 ,an enum]ation w n ev5 sugge/ ! picture4 ,%eep & cattle _h made x a grove ( ! e>?-gods4 ,we rememb]$ ! ,spr+ by ! cab91 & cross$ to x4 ,skimm+ ! leaves f ! bas91 we wat*$ x fill ) t easy purity ( undi/urb$ ,nature4444 ,n[ !re 0 a f9e bl[+ ra9 9 our faces1 & ! smell ( ! woods itself 9 ! moi/ air 0 a ,pres5ce4 ,! cab9 _h be5 built = _m decades--built ( :ite oak1 hewn1 mortic$ & t5on$4 ,! ro( & floor 0 gone1 b ! walls ne$$ only *9k+4 ,!y 7 f\nd$ ^u b\ld]s4444 ,i saw 9 days to come a pair ( w9d[s op5+ to ! nor?1 & a big op5 fireplace on ! ea/ wall1 a new floor & a new ro(4444 ,x w\ld be a temple4 ,i saw "y m5 & *ildr5 com+ !re 9 ! long ye>s ahead4444 ,across ! op5 field beyond 0 a =e/4 ,! big bee*es are !re1 ! ,abbot said4 ,x c't be s p]fect z ?is1 ,i decl>$4 ,x is diff]5t4 ,?is is a grove--?9n$ = pa/ure l&4 ,ov] !re x is a =e/ ( bee*4 ,to ! we/ is a second gr[? ( woods--ev]y?+ small b ?ick4 ,y c see & take ?+s "r 9 y\r h&---- ,we did n g to ! =e/ nor to ! jungle t day1 b mov$ ab\t ! rim ( t delv$ pa/ure-l&1 wat*+ ! creek f diff]5t angles1 /udy+ ! trees )\t _! insignia4 ,we knew ! ma9 timb]s only--bee*1 oak1 elm1 maple & hickory & a%1 blue bee* & ironwood & haw?orn4 ,!re 7 o!rs t ,i did n "k1 & ! ,abbot seem$ di/urb$ t he c\ld n always help4 ,x won't be s ano!r ,spr+1 he said4 ,altoge!r x hu%$ u4 ,i 0 hold+ ! picture ( ! temple ( ! future ye>s--= ^? to come1 especially = ! "y ones1 :o 7 torn & want$ to f9d !mselves = a "t4 ,y say he is n go+ to cut any?+ f ! pa/ure-grove8 ,i repeat$4 ,no4 ,!re 0 ease 9 t aga94 ,we walk$ back ) ! fall+ dusk--across a w9t] :eat field t lay 9 wat] l rice4 ,! t[n came clos]1 & we smell$ x4 ,! cold mi/ 9 ! air liv5$ e od\r4 ,x is a clean little t[n z t[ns g1 b we knew v well :at ! animals get f u4444 ,i 0 ?9k+ also :at a ,*9ese once said to me 9 ,new*wang4 ,he _h travell$ 9 ! ,/ates1 & report$ t x 0 a long "t be=e he c\ld get accu/om$ to ! aroma ( ! :ite man's civilisation4 ,new*wang 0 long on ! v9e at t v mom5t1 b he did n get t4 ,i did n tell him4 ,t :i* we are1 we d n s5se4 ,our surfaces are only op5 to t :i* we are n4 ,we mu/ dep>t f our place & ourselves1 9 ord] to cat* ev5 a fleet+ glimpse1 or sc5t1 ( our be+4 ,! ,abbot & ,i lift$ our noses high4 ,! po/-(fice 0 ?ick ) /al5ess t held its own1 ?\gh *ill$4 ,i 0 glad to h ! horse feel z ,i did1 & cle> out = ! edge ( ! ,lake :]e we belong$4 444 ,we w5t _m days t ,spr+4 ,! t[n ?\ght u q b]eft4 ,we 7 pres5t = ! haw?orn day2 saw ! ineffable dogwoods at _! highe/ be/2 ! brief bloom ( ! hickories :5 !y put on _! or*ids & seem$ displeas$ to be caught 9 su* glory by human eyes4 ,i love ! col\r & texture ( hickory wood1 b x insi/s on *oos+ its own place to live4444 ,we saw ! elms break+ ano!r day1 & ! bee* leaves come =? f _! wond]ful twi/s ( br[n1 =m$ ! ,fall be=e4 ,ev]y?+ ab\t ! bee*-tree is ( ! highe/ & mo/ c>eful selection2 no o!r tree seems s to h =gott5 itself2 a noble nature t has lo/ ! ne$ ( insi/+ its dem&s & mak+ its values kn[n1 hav+ long s9ce call$ unto itself ! p]fect ?+s4444 ,!re 0 "o e>ly ,may day ( high nor?w9d1 t we ent]$ ! bee*-wood1 & saw ^? =e/ l5g?s ( trunk sway+ 9 a k9d ( planet>y rhy?m4 ,full-l5g? ! bee*es gave1 & return$ s sl[ly1 a sweep+ vibration ( _! own1 too sl[ & va/ = u to s5se4 ,i ?\ght ( a gr\p ( ! great wom5 ( ! future ga!r$ toge!r to orda9 ! way ( life4 ,!re is no holi] place ?an a bee*-wood4444 ,! ,abbot's fa!r repair$ ! cab9 = u--put 9 ! fireplace & ! w9d[s to ! nor?4 ,_m nights ! ,*apel k9dr$ h sp5t !re1 9 "p or z a p>ty2 & x is ! c5tre ( ! wond]ful days ( our ,spr+ ,que/+1 :5 humank9d br+s a ?ir/ almo/ intol]able = ! resum+ ( ! ,"m's magic4444 ,we want x a place "s day = _m ( ! great little books ( all "t--! place = ! ,/rang] to lodge & = ,y\? to come into its own4 ,! ,abbot's fa!r :o has made x all possible seems to l ! dream1 too4 444 ,b ! ,abbot has gone back to s*ool4 ,i ?9k x is only tempor>y4444 ,he rema9$ aft] ! o!rs "s weeks ago1 & said to me q coldly3 ,!y h decid$ to make me g back to s*ool---- ,sit d[n1 ,i answ]$4 ,z ,i look back1 ,i ?9k t 0 said because ,i1 too1 felt ! ne$ ( sitt+ d[n4 ,he _h be5 ) me ne>ly a ye>4 ,i _h f\nd him at fir/1 imm]s$ 9 brood+ sil5ce4 ,9 a way1 t sil5ce 0 *aotic2 full day 0 f> f ris+ ^u x4 ,he is )\t ambition 9 ! worldly s5se4 ,ambition is a r$ devil ( a horse1 b he gets y some:]e4 ,"o ov]comes ,in]tia 9 rid+ f> & long on t m\nt4 ,he takes y to ! pil$ places :]e ! self may satisfy = ! mom5t all its ravi%+ gre$s4 ,?is is n a great ?+ to d4 ,"o sick5s ( ?is2 all agony & disease comes ( ?is4 ,! r$ horse takes y z f> z y w let him1 on a road t mu/ be retrac$1 b he gets y some:]e6 ,in]tia does n4 ,! po9t is1 "o mu/ n slay ! r$ horse ( ambition until "o has ano!r m\nt to ride4 ,! ,abbot caught ! new m\nt quickly4 ,he seem$ to h _h 8 h& on ! te!r :5 he came4 ,! "n ( ! r$ horse is ,self4 ,! :ite bre$ t we delight to ride "h might be call$ g5]ically ,o!rs4 ,! ,abbot 0 a/ride a f9e individual at once--& away4444 ,he is b fifte5 n[4 ,) utmo/ imp>tiality ,i %\ld say t wond]ful ?+s h happ5$ to him4 ,!y said at 8 home t he has become ord]ly2 t he rises e>ly & regul>ly1 a little matt] p]haps1 b "o t 0 f> f habitual be=e4 ,!y told me t he works ) a fi]y zeal t is new 9 _! h\se2 t he is good-temp]$ & helpful4 ,i knew :at he 0 do+ "h f day to day1 & t he 0 giv+ me a great deal ( t joy :i* _c be b\ght1 & to :i* ! r$ horse nev] runs4 ,b ! t[n kept hamm]+ at 8 p>5ts' e>s1 especially 8 =m] tea*]s1 8 pa/or & ,sabba?-s*ool tea*]1 ! h>dw>e man4 ,i ask$ 8 fa!r to br+ ! critics = a talk 9 ! ,/udy1 b !y did n come4 ,a fri5d ( ! family came1 a pa/or f ,brooklyn4 ,! appo9tm5t 0 made 9 su* a way t ,i did n "k :e!r he 0 = or aga9/ ! ,abbot's wi% to rema9 9 ! "w "h4 ,i told ! /ory ( ! ,abbot's com+1 ( 8 "w & my ideas = him2 t ,i w\ld be glad to keep him by me until he 0 a man1 because ,i ?\ght he 0 a v great man )9 & believ$ ! tra9+ "h w\ld enable him to get himself out4 ,my ma9 ef=t ) ! ,abbot1 z ,i expla9$1 0 to help him develop an in/rum5t comm5surate 9 "p ) 8 big inn] en]gies4 ,i told !m h[ ,i _h specialis$ 9 8 case to cultivate a positive & /eadily-work+ bra9-grip2 h[ ,i _h s\ght to in/all a sy/em ( ord] ?r\gh geometry1 :i* ,i wasn't equipp$ to tea*1 b t "o ( ! college m5 0 lead+ him daily deep] into ?is glassy & ord]$ plane4 ,! fact is1 ! ,abbot _h my he>t because he lov$ 8 dreams1 b ,i us$ to tell him e day t a man is n f9i%$ :o has m]ely answ]$ a call to ! m\nta92 t ,jesus himself told 8 disciples t !y mu/ n rema9 to build a temple on ! m\nta9 ( ,transfiguration4 ,go+ up to ,s9ai is b half ! my/]y2 ! gift$ "o mu/ br+ /one tablets d[n4 ,if 9 impati5ce & ang] at m51 he %att] ! tablets1 he has done ill t[>d himself & t[>d m51 & mu/ try once m4 ,x appe>s t ,i did mo/ ( ! talk+ & ) "s en]gy1 believ+ t ! ,abbot _h my be/ com+1 s9ce ! ho/ility aga9/ 8 "w "h _h long be5 9 ! w9d f ! t[n4444 ,x 0 ! next day t ! boy told me t ! decision _h gone aga9/ u4 ,i _c q expla9 h[ dull$ x made me feel4 ,! depression 0 ( a k9d t did n quickly lift4 ,i 0 will+ to let any "o :o lik$ hold ! impression t ! obligation 0 all my way1 b !re 0 really no?+ to fight4 ,i w5t to see ! ,abbot's fa!r %ortly aft]w>d4 ,we t\*$ j ! edges ( ! matt]4 ,z ,i left he assur$ me3 ,! m9i/] said t he didn't ?9k ! boy w\ld come to any h>m 9 y\r ,/udy4 ,!re 0 no answ] to t4444 ,& yet1 z ,i h said1 we h come up 9 diff]5t ways f ! t[nspeople4 ,! manuscripts t g =? f ?is ,/udy are n design$ to simplify matt]s = !m1 & ! books we read 9 ! ma9 are n f ! local libr>y4 ,"o %\ld really rise to a smile ov] a matt] l ?is4 ,! fact is1 ,i said to ! ,abbot3 ,g & %[ !m y\r quality4 ,!re's no dang] ( y\r fall+ into competitive /udy4 ,%[ !m t y c move 9 & ar\nd & ?r\gh ! ?+s !y ask ( y4 ,we're always op5 :5 y want to come4 ,y're ! fir/ & always "o ( u4 ,y've got ! philosophy--live x4 ,?is is j a mission4 ,take x ?is way1 ,abbot4 ,take x z an hon\r--a h>d task = :i* y are *os51 because y are ready4 ,make y\r days int]pret ! be/ ( y4 ,g to x ) all y\r might4 ,feel u beh9d y--root+ /rong--& hurry back4 #bi ,,! ,,dakotan ,x 0 a ra9y ,fall night4 ,! ,dakotan came 9 b>efoot$ ) two l>ge bundles ( copy4 ,x 0 a bit cold to take ! gr\nd /raight1 b he _h walk$ along ! bluff = "s di/ance 9 absolute d>kness1 ov] grassy holl[s fill$ ) wat] z well z b>e pat*es ( clay4 ,"o's %elf ( %oes is pretty well us$ up on a day l ?is1 & "o le>ns t mu* lab\r c be sp>$ by keep+ 8 %oes = indoor use4 ,incid5tally1 x is wor? hav+ a g>d51 wall$ if necess>y1 = ! joy ( hoe+ fl[]s & vegetables b>efoot$4444 ,i _h j ab\t f9i%$ ! "w ( ! ev5+4 ,x w\ld n h matt]$ anyway4 ,! ,dakotan sat d[n on ! floor be=e ! fire & 0 /ill z a _s4 ,he has no s5se ( "t nor hurry2 he w\ld h wait$ an h\r or two1 or pass$ along q z g5ially z he came1 )\t my look+ up4 ,b "o does n (t5 let a fri5d g l ?is4 ,^! ?+s are too f9e1 ( too pure a pleasantness4 ,"o does n le>n ! beauty ( !m until "o has come f> ?r\gh t]ror & turmoil4 ,x is almo/ a desecration to try to put su* ?+s into words2 9 fact1 "o _c t\* ) words ! he>t ( ! my/]y4 ,"o m]ely moves ar\nd x ) an occasional sugge/ive s5t5ce & ^? :o "k1 smile w>mly ov] ! writ]'s words4 ,! ,/udy 0 r$ ) firelight4 ,burn+ wood play$ ) its tireless gleam ^u ! /ones1 ^u ! backs ( books1 & into ! few pictures1 br++ ! features =? ) re/less famili>ity4 ,i left ! desk & came to ! big *air by ! fire4 ,i 0 glad he 0 !re4 ,i ?9k ,i _h be5 wat*+ him int5tly = sev]al seconds be=e he look$ up4444 ,i _h n be5 ?9k+ ( ,?oreau2 at lea/1 n = days1 b x sudd5ly came to me t ?is 0 extraord9>ily l ,?oreau1 :o _h come 9 s sil5tly ?r\gh ! d>kness to %>e ! fire4 ,i f\nd t he _h j be5 writ+ ( ! relations ( m51 ! r>] mom5ts ( !m2 & que]ly en\gh1 ,i f\nd t night m ( ! ma/] ( ,wald5 9 8 "w4 ,! ,dakotan is tw5ty4 ,all summ] he has be5 do+ "s orig9al ?9k+ on ! subject ( ,s\nd4 ,:5 ,i 0 8 age1 ,tyndall 0 ! big voice on ?is subject2 yet we h come to ?9k 9 all humbl5ess t ,tyndall only t\*$ 8 toes 9 ! /ream4 ,! ,dakotan has sp5t ! la/ few ye>s afield4 ,he is a tramp1 a solitaire1 a /ud5t at ! s\rces ( life4 ,?+s h be5 made easi] = him "h4 ,he took to ?is life ) ! same equabl5ess ( m9d t he accept$ ! companions ( h>d%ip & drudg]y on ! op5 road4 ,?r\gh\t ! la/ summ] he has mov$ ab\t field & wood & %ore1 betwe5 h\rs ( expression at 8 ma*9e1 9 a k9d ( unbrok5 m$itation4 ,i h f\nd myself turn+ to him 9 h>d mom5ts4 ,"s ( our aft]noons toge!r1 little 0 said1 b mu* accompli%$4 ,a few p>agraphs foll[ f ! pap] br\ght 9 on ?is p>ticul> night3 ,vibration is ! law t holds ! ,univ]se toge!r4 ,its en]gy is ! great primal ,brea?4 ,vibration is life & light1 heat & motion4 ,)\t x1 !re w\ld be blackness & univ]sal dea?4 ,f ! almo/ /atic /ate ( rock & soil1 we h ris5 /eadily 9 vibration up ?r\gh ! fir/ f\r s5ses1 to ,s\nd1 ! fif?4 ,! scope ( ,s\nd-vibration yet to be exp]i5c$ by u is beyond our wilde/ imag9ation4 ,s\nds are ! diff]5t rates ( vibration 9 all ?+s4 ,z yet we "k ,s\nd z we "k mo/ o!r ?+s1 m]ely on ! d5se physical plane4 ,! next great discov]ies 9 high] ph5om5a w be made 9 ! realm ( ,s\nd4 ,! mo/ m>vell\s p[]s are to be dis5*ant$ f vibrations z yet inaudible4 ,! pres5t en?usiasm ov] telepa?y is m]ely ! />t ( f> great] ph5om5a to come4 ,x is my belief t ov] n9ety p] c5t ( ! s\nds we "k & he> are injuri\s1 l[]+1 disquiet+ & scatt]+ to all high] ?\ght1 to intuition & all t is f9e & ( ! _s4 ,!re is n "o human voice 9 a ?\s& t is ( a quiet+ influ5ce & fri5dly to high] aspirations4 ,! voice is a fill]1 9 lieu ( %ortages ( intellect & intuition4 ,m & m1 among f9e p explanations are out ( ord]4 ,a man is sil5t 9 proportion to :at he kn[s ( real f95ess & aspiration4 ,outside ( t spee* :i* is absolutely a man's duty to give out1 "o c tell almo/ to ! amp]e1 ! voltage ( 8 inn] be+1 or its vacantness & slav]y1 by ! dep? ( 8 li/5+ sil5ces1 or ! aimlessness ( 8 fill+ *att]4 ,x is only ^? few :o h come to "k1 ?r\gh "s anneal+ sorr[1 sickness1 or suff]+1 & draw away f ! cr[ds & noises into ! ,sil5ce1 t become gift$ ) all-kn[+ c\nsels4 ,!re is a s\nd born f e ?\ght1 action1 or aspiration ( man1 :e!r ( a high or a l[ ord]1 a s\nd n to be he>d b felt1 by any "o f9e & s5sitive en\gh to receive ! impression4 ,f ! collective1 intuitive ?\ghts ( attun$ gr\ps ( m51 ?9k+ or work+ z "o t[>d a high end1 !re arises a s\nd :i* is to be felt z a f9e s++ t+le by all 9 ! vic9ity4 ,! "w "h proves ?is4 ,at times !re is an exquisite s++ 9 ! air1 n audible b pla9ly to be felt1 & a k9d ( emanation ( light 9 ! ,*apel4 ,we all lean =w>d4 ,! voice & ?\ght ( "o has become ! voice & ?\ght ( all2 :at is to be said is s5s$ & kn[n be=e x is utt]$2 all m9ds are "o4 444 ,!re are mom5ts 9 ! s(t1 *ang+1 gr[+1 conceiv+ h\rs ( dawn & sunset :5 ,"m ,nature heaves a long deep sigh ( p]fect peace1 cont5t & h>mony4 ,x is some?+ ( ?is t ! wild birds voice1 z !y greet ! sun at dawn1 & aga9 z !y give sweet & melan*oly notes at 8 s9k+ 9 ! quiet ( ev5+4 ,birds are impress$ f )\t4 ,!y are reasonless1 ec/atic1 spontane\s1 giv+ voice z accurately & joy\sly z !y c to ! vibrations ( peace & h>mony--to ! ,s\nds1 :i* !y feel f ,nature4 ,animals & birds are consci\s ( =ces & creatures1 we _c see4444 ,unless we decide t birds g5]ate _! songs )92 t !y reason & /udy _! s++1 we mu/ grant t !y he> & imitate f ,nature1 z human compos]s d4 ,! process 9 any case has n to d ) intellect & reason1 b ) s5sitiv5ess & _s4 ,"o does n ne$ to acquire intellect & reason+1 to h inspiration1 s5sitiv5ess1 & _s4 ,x is ! *ildlike & spontane\s1 ! s9less & pure-(-he>t t atta9 to psy*ic inspiration4 ,h y ev] se5 at close range ! rapt1 li/5+1 inspir$ look ( ! head ( a wild bird 9 flight8 ,has any?+ f9e & pure ev] come to y f a deep look into ! lum9\s eyes ( a bird fre% f ! free op58 444 ,/udy ! v voices ( spiritual m54 ,!y are l[-pit*$1 seem+ to issue f deep )9 ! man2 "o /ra9s to cat* :at is said1 especially if he be us$ to ! f>-c>ry+1 %>p1 metallic1 blatant spee* ( ! ,we/4 ,c]ta9 anci5ts 7 bett] v]s$ 9 ! pot5cy ( s\nds ?an we are to-day4 ,/udy 9 occult writ+s ! magic pronunciation ( ,aum1 ,amitabha1 ,allah1 ( c]ta9 *ants & _s-invok+ incantations ( old1 & "o draws a conception ( ! p[]s ( fri5dly s\nds & ! injuri\s effects ( discordant s\nds1 su* z we are surr\nd$ by4444 ,_m ( u 9 ! ,we/1 :o are s us$ to d9 & brok5 rhy?m1 w\ld call ! ,v9a1 t ,ori5tal h>p-/r+ ( ! s\l1 a relic ( b>b>ic times4 ,b ,v9a's magic cry at ev5+ br+s ! v elem5tals ab\t ! play]4 ,! voices ( ,nature1 ! lapp+ ( wat]1 bird-song1 roll ( ?und]1 ! w9d 9 ! p9es--^! are s\nds t br+ "o "s slight :it ( ! gr&eur & maje/ic h>mony ( ! ,univ]se4 ,^! are ! voice ( kung1 '! great tone' 9 ,ori5tal music1 correspond+ some:at to ,f1 ! middle note ( ! piano1 suppos$ to be peace-invok+4 ,9 nor!rn ,*9a ! ,buddhi/ prie/s sit out 9 ev5+1 li/5+ raptly to kung1 ! 'all-h>moni\s s\nd ( ! ,hoang-ho ru%+ by4' ,"o longs to be ! intimate ( su* m$itations4 #cj ,,! ,,dakotan 7,cont9u$7 ,i fir/ he>d ( ! ,dakotan#c at a "t :5 ,i 0 n q s int]e/$ 9 ! y\ng] g5]ation4 ,a woman fri5d out 9 8 c\ntry wrote me1 & s5t on "s ( 8 "w4 ,i 0 n ?rill$ especially1 ?\gh ! "w 0 good4 ,%e tri$ aga91 & ,i took ! lat] manuscript to b$ ) me1 "o night :5 ,i 0 lift$ out1 z ! mason said4 ,x did n "w z design$4 ,in/ead ( dropp+ (f on ! fir/ page1 ,i toss$ = h\rs1 & a lett] ask+ him to come to ,/one/udy 0 (f 9 ! fir/ mail 9 ! morn+4 ,he is draw+ entirely f 8 own c5tre ( orig9s4 ,t 0 e/abli%$ at once1 & has be5 held4 ,! only guid+ requir$1 s9ce he is a natural writ]1 has be5 on ! "o po9t ( pres]v+ a *ildlike directness & cl>ity ( expression4 ,x is n t he wants ! popul> m>ket2 ! quality ( 8 b5t precludes t = ! pres5t4 ,moreov]1 he c live "h on :at ?\s&s ( m5 9 ,am]ica sp5d = cig>s1 b our ideal ( writ+ has to d ) ! /raight l9e betwe5 ! ?\ght & ! utt]ance4 ,a man's /yle has little or no?+ to d ) ! words1 or ! s5t5ce1 p>agraph or ev5 8 native ecc5tricities ( te*nique2 a man's /yle has to d ) ! mann] ( 8 ?9k+4 ,z = words & ! implem5ts ( writ+1 ! m ne>ly !y are made to p>allel ! run ( ?\ght1 ! bett] ! "w4 ,"o does n le>n ! ,dakotan's k9d 9 a day or a ye>4 ,!re is a cont9ual *ang+ & ref9+ production ab\t our true/ fri5ds--! same ?+ 9 a woman t a man c love 9 ! highe/--t quick5s u always to high] vision & deep] humanity4 ,! po9t is t we mu/ *ange & increase to be wor?y ( our true/ relations4 ,"o mu/ always be re/less & capaci\s4 ,:5 our eyes re/ on ! horizon1 & d n ye>n to te> x ap>t2 :5 ! ?rob ( ! ,que/ s9ks l[ 9 our brea/--x is "t to dep>t4 ,y :o 9 mid-life ?9k y h arriv$ some:]e--9 pr(ession1 9 trade1 9 _w-/&+--"k t dea? has already t\*$ y1 t ! look ( y\r face is dissolute4 ,i h said to ! ,dakotan & to ! o!rs "h3 ,x 0 good = y to come--b ! "t may arrive1 :5 x w be j z good = y to g4444 ,:5 y see me cov]+ old fields2 :5 y come "h = cont9ual reviews ( my little /ory2 :5 y\r m9d w9ces ) ! ?\ght ( :at ,i am to d & say next1 because y "k x well already--arise & come no m1 b 9 pass+1 say to me1 ',to-day we did n get out ( ! circle ( ye/]day4444' ,i %all "k :at is meant1 & x %all be good = y to tell me1 s9ce "o =gets4 ,x may be t !re is /ill en\gh /r5g? = ano!r voyage--t ,i may be con/ra9$ to leave ,telema*us & g =? to ! edge ( ! l& :]e lights tw9kle among ! rocks & ! deep moans r\nd ) _m voices4 ,rec5tly ! ,dakotan told me ( a dream1 & ,i ask$ him to write x4 ,i ?9k he w draw ne>] to y1 if y read ! /ory t he br\ght me3 ,?is is ! late/ & mo/ complete ( _m "u-wat] dreams t h come to me4 ,9 _! ?rall z a *ild ,i le>n$ ! deeps ( fe>4 ,i d n "k :y dreams ( m9e are s (t5 associat$ ) wat]1 unless at "s "t1 way back 9 ! beg9n+s1 ! horror ( a wat]-exi/5ce has be5 s /amp$ ^u me t x has be5 reta9$ 9 consci\sness4 ,z a *ild1 wat] & /rong w9ds drove me to te>s4 ,i c rememb] no o!r ?+s t br\ght m>k$ fe> b ^!4 ,"o incid5t ( w9d1 on a boat go+ to ,block ,isl& ,light-h\se1 (f ,newport1 rema9s z vivid to ?is day z :5 x 0 enact$1 & ,i 0 n yet five at ! "t4 ,e "o wond]$ at ^! peculi> fe>s1 b ! explanation is pla9] if "o c look ei!r back or beyond4 ,k is b a glimm]+ ( pa/ exp]i5ce4 ,we are ! cond5s$ sum ( all our pa/ activities4 ,normal m9d & memory are only ( ! imm$iate pres5t1 only z old z our bodies1 b once 9 a long "t we fall by *ance into c]ta9 peculi> conditions ( body1 m9d1 or s\l--conditions t are invok+ to great rea*es ( consci\sness back into ! pa/4 ,normally our %ell is too ?ick2 we are too d5se & too consci\s ( our pres5t physical be+ & vitality1 = ! anci5t "o )9 u to int]pret to ! bra94 ,ev5 9 sleep1 ! bra9 is usually embroil$ or litt]$ ) daily life matt]s4 ,! bra9 has n yet become a good li/5]1 & ! voice ( ! inn] man is ev] a hu%$ :isp]4 ,! exceptionally l[ temp]ature ( my body 0 ! imm$iate cause ( ?is dream4 ,"h is a conviction t ,i br\ght up f x3 ,i believe t any "o by putt+ himself into a /ate ( v l[ temp]ature & vibration1 almo/ ak9 to hib]nation1 may be enabl$ to g back 9 consci\sness t[>d ! ,beg9n+s4 ,evid5tly r$ blood is :olly ( man1 b 9 "s way ! :ite corpuscles ( ! blood seem to be relat$ to ! cold-blood$ animals & h5ce to ! pa/4 ,"u conditions1 su* z sleep+ on ! gr\nd or 9 a cold1 damp place1 ^! :ite corpuscles may be aid$ to ga9 asc5d5cy ov] ! he>t1 bra91 & r$ corpuscles4 ,?is accompli%$1 ! pa/ may be br\ght back4 ,x 0 a cold1 ra9y ,fall night t ! dream came4 ,a bleak ea/ w9d bl[+ along ! lake-%ore1 prob$ e recess ( ! ',pont*>tra91' ! t9y op5-"w cottage ,i us$4 ,! place 0 flu%$ l a sieve ) w9d & ra94 ,x leak$ copi\sly & audibly1 & !re 0 no burr[+ away f ! /orm4 ,i s\ght ! blankets e>ly 9 a /ate ( v l[ circulation4 ,! la/ ?+ ,i 0 consci\s (1 z ,i drift$ (f1 0 ! cold1 ! l[ s\nd ( ! w9d1 & ! ra9 beat+ ^u ! ro(4444 ,!re 0 a coh]+ l9e ?r\gh ?is dream1 e detail /amp$ ^u my consci\sness s deeply t ! memory ( x ^u awak+ 0 almo/ z vivid z :5 ,i 0 imm]s$4444 ,x began v sl[ly ) a gr[+ p]ception ( a l[ monoton\s lap & wa% ( wat] & a slight heav+1 lift+ s5sation1 z ( my be+ sway$ g5tly to & fro4 ,x 0 v cold1 n ! bit+ cold we "k1 b a dank1 lifeless1 p5etrat+ cold ( wat] & d>kness4444 ,! mann] ( my own =m 0 n cle> to me2 ,i 0 ( too l[ a consci\sness to be aw>e ( _m ext]ior p>ticul>s4 ,i m]ely knew ,i belong$ to d>kness & deep wat]4 ,9 fact1 dur+ ! dream ,i _h h>dly a s5se ( be+1 except ?r\gh ! out] /imuli ( cold & dang]4 ,^! 7 horribly pla94 ,t ,i 0 a creature ( ! dep?s & d>k1 a blea*$ s+le-cell1 0 d\btless a m5tal conclusion f ! wak+ contemplation aft]w>d4 ,9 ! dream1 ,i seem$ ( va/ size1 & ,i believe all little creatures d1 s9ce !y fill _! scope z tightly z we4 ,! sp>k ( consci\sness1 or life )91 seem$ s fa9t t "p ( ! "t my body seem$ a dead1 immovable bulk4 ,no s5se ( self or body 9 comp>ison to out] ?+s1 0 exi/5t1 except :5 a l>g] =m in/ill$ me ) fe>4 ,my dream seem$ a direct rev]sion back into ! ,beg9n+s1 9 =m1 consci\sness1 /ate ( be+1 p]ception & in/9ct--ev]y?+--s t ,i actually liv$1 9 inf9itely dw9dl$ consci\sness1 ! t]rible wat]-life4 ,all 0 blackness4 ,i possess$ "s slight volition ( life t contract$ 9 ! cold4 ,i 0 n 9 any ke5 suff]+2 ,i seem$ too l[ & numb$ to s5se to ! full ! unpleasantness ( my condition4444 ,pres5tly !re came a dawn+ light :i* gradually grew /rong]4 ,i did n seem to h eyes1 b 0 consci\s ( ! ray seem+ly ?r\gh ! walls ( my body4 ,sl[ly x increas$1 to a sickly wan filt] ( grey4 ,x 0 light %9+ ?r\gh wat]1 a light :i* w\ld h be5 no light to a human be+4 ,to me x 0 int5se & fe>some1 seem$ to rea* c5tres ( me t 7 s5sitive beyond expression4 ,?\gh ,i 0 a m]e blob1 boneless & quiv]+1 ! ray 0 =eign & ,i knew :at x 0 to cr+e4 ,& n[ ,i f9d ! difficulty ( int]pret+ ! dream exactly f ! po9t ( ! ,cell4 ,^! ?+s t ,i write ,i c\ld n "k !n1 except 9 smalle/ measure4 ,z our great] =ces are dim9i%$ by pass+ ?r\gh ! bra91 ^! little affairs are increas$ by adju/m5t to man's wak+ faculties4 ,f n[1 ,i %all give ! picture z x appe>s to me f ?is di/ance3 ,z ! light increas$1 ,i contract$ & sank sl[ly into ! dep?s4 ,! bottom 0 n f>4 ,i desc5d$ 9 a fl[+1 undulat+ fa%ion & settl$ s(tly on ! wat]-b$1 beside a l>ge1 up-jutt+ fang ( rock4 ,x 0 black 9 ! dep?s4 ,! cold p5etrat$ all4 ,torpid & prone1 ,i lay !re numb$ into absolute quiesc5ce4 ,x seem$ t a torpid in]tia1 doom$ to be ev]la/+1 _h settl$ ^u me4 ,i knew no want1 no desire1 _h n ! slighte/ w to move1 to re/1 to sleep1 to eat1 ev5 to exi/1 j ! dimme/ s5se ( wat*fulness & fe>4 ,x 0 p]fect hib]nation4 ,i _h desc5d$ into too l[ a degree ( temp]ature & vibration to feel ! ne$ ev5 ( n\ri%m5t4 ,i 0 becom+ dead to ! cold2 ev]y?+ 0 a pulseless void4 ,i %\ld nev] h g5]at$ an impulse to move aga9 _h n extrane\s influ5ces affect$ me aft] seem+ ages _h pass$4 ,! bottom on :i* ,i n[ lay 0 ( s(t1 oozy silt2 ab\t me 7 rocks1 slipp]y & cov]$ ) a coat+ ( grey-gre5 slime4 ,spots 9 ! slime mov$4 ,i c\ld he> x1 or r feel x--a sort ( bubbl+ quake1 m]e beg9n+s ( ! life impulse4 ,! tops & sides ( ! rocks 7 fe/oon$ ) wav+ gre5 fr+es ( gr[?s1 :i* trail$ out into ! wat]4 ,long1 snakelike fronds & /ems ( :iti% gre51 half-vegetable1 half-animal1 grew on ! bottom4 ,!y 7 /ation>y at _! bases1 b 7 li! & a-crawl ) life 9 _! /ems1 ext5d+ & contract+ into ! wat] at int]vals1 9 a spiral1 snakey mann]4 ,_! heads 7 l :ite-blea*$ fl[]s1 ) hairy lips1 :i* contract$ & op5$ con/antly1 engulf+ ! myriads ( float+1 microscopic =ms4 ,^u ! heads ( "s ( ! creep]s 7 gho/ly phosphoresc5t lights1 :i* w9k$ on & (f at int]vals z ! /ems wav$ g5tly to & fro4 ,i did n h an in/9ctive fe> ( ^!4 ,!y seem$ fri5dly4 ,!y lit up ! black dep?s4 ,!y & ,i seem$ ( a simil> b5t2 !y fe>$ ! =ms t ,i fe>$ & contract$ tight to ! bottom :5 ^! enemies approa*$4 ,!re 7 c]ta9 p]man5t spots ab\t me t gave (f o!r lights at int]vals4 ,! :ole bottom 0 a dim1 va/ region ( _m-col\r$ lights1 or m prop]ly1 dim lamb5t gl[s1 ( blue1 gre5 & yell[1 :i* w9k$ & nodd$ on & (f 9 ! blackness4 ,!y seem$ to be ! decoys ( ! fe$]s t possess$ !m4 ,ea* gl[ lit up a circle 9 ! dep?s & seem$ to attract food to ! wat*] :o wav$ x4 ,!y 7 all cold lights1 m]e phosphoresc5t gleams )\t ! se>*+1 p5etrat+ qualities ( ! light ,i _h fir/ felt1 & !y did n bo!r me4 444 ,! ray 0 filt]+ d[n aga94 ,x 0 ?is t kept me alive4 ,x increas$ until all above 0 a wan grey4 ,"o by "o ! _m-col\r$ lights ( ! bottom w9k$ (f1 ! long feel]s & contractile /ems 7 drawn 91 & ! :ole bottom became once m a motionless1 dead-grey _w4444 ,little sacks )\t eyes 9 t grey light1 ! gorg+ n begun1 kept alive by ! :ip ( fe>4 ,! l[ life w\ld h gone on to dea? or dissem9ation _h x n be5 = ext]ior =ces :i* rea*$ me 9 ! %ape ( ,fe>4 ,i %all nev] =get x--! ,fe> ( ! ,black ,bottoms4 ,!re 0 a long1 hide\s susp5se1 z ! ,ray held me1 & ! ?+ t ,i fe>$ 0 n ! ,ray1 b belong$ ) x4 ,9 ! mid/ ( a k9d ( freez+ p>alysis1 ! /ruggle to flee arose )9 me4 ,yet ,i 0 )\t means ( locomotion4 ,?r\gh %e] int5sity ( panic ,i exp&$4 ,!n !re 0 a ?ru/+ =w>d ( ! inn] vital c5tre aga9/ ! =w>d wall ( ! sack4 ,x 0 ! mo/ vital "p ( me t 0 ?ru/ =w>d1 ! he>t ( a rudim5t1 s to speak4 ,t :i* rema9$1 foll[$ 9 a k9d ( fl[4 ,! movem5t 0 an undulation =w>d1 br\ght ab\t by ! t]ror to escape4 ,fe> is always connect$ ) ,beh9d4 ,) ! approa* ( ,dang] ,i _h />t$ =w>d4 ,!re _h be5 no =w>d nor backw>d be=e1 nor any sides or top to me4 ,n[ a back1 a dorsal aspect1 came into be+1 & ! vital c5tre 0 ?ru/ =w>d )9 ! cell1 s z to be f>!/ away f ! dang]4 ,x is 9 ?is way t ! pot5tial c5tre ( an organism came to be 9 ! front1 9 ! head1 look+ =w>d & always po9t$ away f ! dang]--protect$ to ! la/4 ,z ,i fl[$ =w>d1 ! /icky fluid sub/ance ( my body suck$ into ! oozy bottom4 ,i spatt$ myself z flat z possible1 seem+ to press ! t5d]e/ p>ts close/ to ! bottom4 ,& x is 9 ?is way t ! vital p>ts ( organisms came to be und]nea?1 on ! v5tral aspect1 protect$ f above by ! sides & back4 ,z ! ,fe> increas$1 ,i ga9$ 9 /r5g? & spe$ ( locomotion1 ! same p>ts ( my =m protrud+ rhy?mically1 fa/] & easi]1 until ,i did n ne$ to conc5trate s int5sely ^u ! mov+-act4 ,d\btless ,i cov]$ ages ( evolution 9 ! dream4 ,x is 9 ?is way ?r\gh ! /imulus ( ,fe> t ! rudim5ts ( organs ( locomotion 7 begun4 ,& !y came 9 ! ,beg9n+s on ! v5tral side1 because t side 0 press$ close to ! e>?4 ,e s5se1 volition1 reason+ p[]--ev]y?+--0 g5]at$ & fo/]$ by ,fe> 9 ! ,beg9n+s4 ,s ,fe> is really ! ,"m ( our fir/ ov]com+ ( ,in]tia4 ,i d n recall be+ dev\r$ by t creature ( ! ,ray2 & yet x seems z if half ! life 9 ! ,bottoms 0 clut*$ 9 ! torture ( t dang]4 ,! o!r half 0 gorg+4444 ,gorge1 gorge1 ) unappeas$ appetite1 body bulg+ to ! bur/+ po9t1 ! ,dev\r]s all ab\t me1 ! l>g] engulf+ ! small]1 n ) m\?s1 b lit]ally enclos+ _! prey ) ! walls ( _! bodies1 s t ! small] fl[$ into ! l>g]4 ,& (t5 ! engulf$ w\ld be ( great] l5g? ?an ! engulf]4444 ,!re 0 a s\nd made by ! gorg+1 a di/9ct s\nd born ( gluttony1 n audible1 b to be felt by my s5sitive surfaces1 a sort ( emanation1 n f ! gorg]s1 b born f ! engross+ int5sity ( ! gorg+ act4 ,i %all always rememb] x1 a di/9ct 'ummmmmmm1' con/ant1 & ris+ & fall+ at times to a trifle fa/] or l[] pit*4 ,always1 z ! ,ray w\ld cross above me1 !re w\ld be a /oppage ( ! emanations f ! gorg]s1 a s9k+ to ! bottom1 & a ris+ aga94 ,also !re 7 ,%ad[s1 s9i/]1 fl[+ grey =ms1 t prey$ ab\t ! rocky bottom4 ,^! 7 m felt by me ?an he>d or se51 & in/ill$ m deadly fe> ?an ! l>g] ,%ad[s t pass$ above4 ,! drama ( ! fe$+ seem$ doom$ to g on & on =ev]4 ,repletion w\ld nev] h come to ! ,gorg]s4 ,only ,fe> broke ! spell4 ,i recall a la/ glimpse ( t gho/-life ( ! dep?s4 ,ab\t ! rocks1 ! long snakelike /ems & feel]s 7 ext5d$1 & ! lur+ decoys wav$ & gl[$ aga9 at ! ends ( ! /alks4 ,) ! cessation ( ! fe$+1 began ! va/]1 unqu5*able fe$+ ( ! engulf+ plants4 ,x 0 /eady1 monoton\s1 inexhau/ible--! w9k+ & wav+ ( ! blue-gre5 gl[s1 ! clu/]+ ( ! s5seless prey1 a sudd5 ext+ui%+ ( ! light1 dev\r+--!n ! nodd+ gleam aga94 ,no m]cy1 no feel+1 no reason exi/$ 9 ?is gho/-region ( blea*$ & bloodless ?+s4 ,! law 0 ! law ( ,fe> & ,gluttony4 ,!re 0 a ?rall to ! :ole drama :i* ,i am p[]less to express4 444 ,! embryo 9 ! womb eats & assimilates1 all unconsci\s4 ,) life !re is movem5t4 ,! fir/ movem5t takes ! =m ( suck+-9 t :i* prolongs life4 ,!n !re is ! driv+ =w>d by ,fe> f )\t4 ,l[ life is a vibration betwe5 ,fe> & ,gluttony4 ,9 e movem5t is ! ga9 ( p[] to make ano!r movem5t4 ,t is ! ,law ( life4 ,i op5$ my eyes4 ,! wan grey light ( morn+ 0 %9+ ,9 my face4 ,i felt weak & unre/$4 ,!re 7 puddles ( wat] on ! foot ( ! b$4 ,! blankets lay heavily ab\t my limbs1 & circulation 0 h>dly suffici5t to hold consci\sness4 ,! effects ( ! dream oppress$ me ! re/ ( t day & = long aft]w>d4 ,,footnotes3 #c ,h4 ,a4 ,/urtzel4 #ca ,,! ,,hill ,,rocks ,our t5d5cy is to return to ! pione]s = inspiration4444 ,i 0 ?9k+ ?is morn+ h[ 9 all our /udies we _h pass$ quickly ov] ! intellectuali/s1 ! simplifi]s1 ! syn!sis]s & expla9]s--back to ! s\rces ( philosophy & sanctity4 ,x is !re t we f9d ! flame4 ,we l+] & return to su* m5 z ,boehme1 ,fi*te1 ,rom9i-,s]bati1 ,froebel1 ,sw$5borg4 ,we delight 9 ! few great & isolat$ names ( ,greece & ,rome t are above /yle4 ,we turn cont9ually to ! p]petual f\nta9s ( ,india1 b seldom to ,egypt4 ,we love ! prophets ( ! ,old ,te/am5t1 b despise *os5 peoples at e appe>ance2 we delight 9 ! l9eage ( ! ,messiah2 we are /imulat$ by ! ,hebrew lit]ature1 by its symbolism1 its songs & precepts1 ! ,ori5tal col\r ( x1 ! hi]>*y ( its sa9ts1 ! /range spl5d\r ( its wom51 b z a book ( devotion its *ief significance is t ( a huge vessel prep>$ = ! com+ ( a ,ma/]4 ,! ,new ,te/am5t is our fir/ book4 ,manh&l$ & p]v]t$ z x has be5 by e>ly writ]s1 :o /ill want$ ,moses & lab\r$ "u ! misconception t ,jesus 0 exp\nd+ ! doctr9es ( ,moses afre%1 in/ead ( refut+ _m ( !m--yet ! ,new ,te/am5t /&s highe/ above all h&s po9t+ heav5w>d4 ,9 ! case ( ! tea*] "h1 x 0 n ! s-call$ or?odoxy t accompli%$ ?is allegiance to ! ,new ,te/am5t4 ,mod]n *ur*es drove him =? into ! ,f>!r ,ea/4 ,x 0 ! return f ,patanjali & ! ,v$as & mu* ( t excell5t & anci5t wisdom ( ! ,e>li] ,arrival1 t gave him a fre% surface = und]/&+ ! pilgrimage & ! passion ( ,jesus4 ,our own ,tol/oi has done mu* to re/ore ! ,son ( ,m>y to a sceptical g5]ation4 ,to u ,tol/oi's great "w is n ?r\gh ! vehicle ( ! novel4 ,?\gh comp>isons are ev]y:]e que/ionable1 x seems to u t ! ,russian's task on ! lat] ,scriptures is z significant z ,lu!r's4 ,c]ta9ly he has prep>$ !m to /& ! m se>*+ & p5etrative gaze ( ! com+ g5]ation4 ,_m ( ! new voices rise to decl>e t x is d\btful if !re really 0 an hi/oric ,jesus4 ,/ill ! man matt]s less ?an 8 influ5ce4 ,8 /ory is emphatically 9 ! _w2 ! _s ( x lives above all dogma & vulg>ity1 ev5 above nationalism4 ,x is ! brea? ( ,bro!rhood & ,compassion4 ,x is ne>] to u & less complex ?an ! /ory ( ! ,buddha4 ,e su* com+ height5s ! voltage ( spiritual p[] 9 ! _w4 ,! greate/ /ories ( ! _w are ! /ories ( su* com+s4 ,( fir/ importance 9 ! education ( *ildr5 is ! in/itution ( an ideal ( ! imm95ce ( great help]s1 ! ,compassionates4 ,*ildr5 become />ry-ey$ z !y li/54 ,i ?9k if we c\ld all %ake ourselves cle> ( ! temporal & ! unseemly1 we %\ld f9d deep 9 our he>ts1 a /range expectancy4 ,a woman said1 z we talk$ ( ^! ?+s3 ,i seem to h be5 expectant = c5turies4 ,:5 su* ideals are held 9 m9d1 an adju/m5t ( conduct foll[s at once4 ,to be ready 7,i am n talk+ religi\sly7 = a rev]$ ,gue/1 "o imm$iately beg9s to put "o's h\se 9 ord]4 ,inde$1 !re's a reproa* 9 f9d+ ! ne$ ( ru%$ prep>ation1 9 ! ha/5+ to cle> corn]s & hide unseemly objects2 & yet1 ?is is well if ! reorganisation is m ?an a pass+ ?\ght4 ,to make ! ord]+ ( "o's h\se a life-habit is a v valid beg9n+ 9 morality4 ,we talk cont9ually ( ! greate/ ( m52 sometimes our voices falt]1 & s5t5ces are n f9i%$4 ,we h f\nd _m ?+s alike ab\t ! ,great ,ones4 ,fir/ !y _h mo!rs :o dream$1 & !n !y _h pov]ty to acqua9t !m ) sorr[4 ,!y came up h>d1 & !y 7 always diff]5t f o!r *ildr54 ,!y suff]$ m ?an ! o!rs ab\t !m1 because !y 7 m s5sitive4 ,!y met inv>iably ! /iffe/ foe ( a f9e *ild--misund]/&+2 (t5 by t "t1 ev5 ! ,"m _h lo/ h] vision4 ,because !y c\ld n f9d und]/&+ 9 m5 & wom5 & *ildr51 !y drew ap>t4 ,su* y\?s are always =c$ into ! sil5ce4444 ,i (t5 ?9k ( ! education ( ,hiawa?a by old ,nokomis1 ! endless & p]fect analogies ( ! =e/ & /ream & field1 by :i* a *ild ) vision c ga9 ! /ory ( life4 ,repeat$ly we h discuss$ ! maid5 :o su/a9$ ,france--h] girlhood 9 ! =e/s ( ,domremy4 ,x 0 a =e/ eighte5 miles deep to ! c5tre1 & s full ( fairies t ! prie/s _h to come to ! edge & give mass e little :ile to keep !m 9 any k9d ( subjection4 ,t incomp>able maid5 did n want ! fairies 9 subjection4 ,%e 0 li/5+4 ,f ! c5tres ( ! =e/ came to h] ! messages ( p[]4444 ,once :5 ! ,*apel gr\p _h left1 ,i sat ?9k+ ab\t ?is maid52 & que]ly en\gh1 my m9d turn$ pres5tly to some?+ 9 ,/4 ,luke1 ab\t ! road to ,emmaus--! ,/rang] :o _h walk$ ) ! disciples1 & f9ally made himself kn[n4 ,& !y ask$ "o to ! o!r aft] ,he _h vani%$3 ,did n our he>ts burn )9 u :ile ,he talk$ ) u by ! way1 & :ile ,he op5$ to u ! ,scriptures8 444 ,return+ f _! sil5ces1 ^! torture-quick5$ y\?s f\nd "w to d--"w t p c\ld n und]/&4 ,! p inv>iably ?\ght !re mu/ be a trick ab\t ! giv+--t ! eag] "o want$ hidd5 results = self4444 ,inv>iably1 !y 7 prodigi\s work]s1 m5 ( incr$ible en]gy4 ,?us !y gr\nd !mselves f9e2 & inv>iably1 too1 !y 7 m5 ( exalt$ p]sonal conduct1 ?\gh (t5 !y _h pass$ be=e ! fact 0 truly appreciat$4 ,fir/ ( all1 !y 7 hone/--t 0 ! hill-rock4 ,su* m5 come to make crook$ pa?s /raight1 b fir/ !y /raight5 out !mselves4 ,!y /opp$ ly+ to o!r m51 & :at 0 great] /ill1 !y /opp$ ly+ to !mselves4 ,soon] or lat] m5 all came to und]/& t !y _h some?+ good to give--^? close/ to !m1 n always see+ x fir/4444 ,y c\ldn't buy !m--t 0 fir/ e/abli%$2 !n !y turn$ ! en]gies ( _! lives outw>d in/ead ( 94 ,! some?+ immortal ab\t !m 0 ! loss ( ! love ( self4 ,los+ t1 !y f\nd _! p>ticul> some?+ to d4 ,!y f\nd _! "w--! "o ?+ t te/$ _! own inimitable p[]s--& t1 ( c\rse1 prov$ ! "o ?+ t ! _w ne$$ f !m4 ,z self-m5 !y 7 n memorable4 ,self-m5 try to ga!r 9 ! results to !mselves4 ,! _w-man wants to give some?+ to 8 p--! be/ he has f 8 h& or bra9 or _s4 ,t's ! transaction--! mo/ important 9 any life--to turn out in/ead ( 94444 ,"h ,i am repeat+ ! old =mula = ! mak+ ( m51 z if 9 ! ?rill ( ! absolutely new--! et]nal v]ity ( lov+ "o's neighb\r4 ,ea* man ( u has 8 own p>ticul> knack ( expression4 ,no?+ c happ5 s important to a man z to f9d 8 p>ticul> ?+ to d4 ,! be/ ?+ "o man c d = ano!r is to help him f9d 8 "w4 ,! man :o has f\nd 8 "w gets f x1 & ?r\gh x1 a work+ idea ( ,god & ! _w4 ,! same h>d prep>ation t makes him f9ally valuable 9 8 p>ticul> "w1 integrates ! "* t f9ally realises its own religion4 ,! greate/ wrong t has be5 done u by pa/ g5]ations is ! deta*m5t ( "w & religion--sett+ (f ! ,sabba? z ! day = express+ ! angel 9 u1 & m>k+ six days = ! progress ( ! animal4 ,all good "w is happ9ess--ask any man :o has f\nd 8 "w4 ,he is at peace :5 ! task is on1 at 8 be/4 ,he is free f envy & desire4 ,ev5 8 physical organs are heal?fully active4 ,! only way to be well is to give =?4 ,:5 we give =? "w t te/s our full p[]s1 we are repl5i%$ by ! p[] t drives ! suns4 ,giv+ =?1 we automatically w>d (f ! de/ructive ?\ghts4 ,our only safe inbrea?+ physically1 m5tally1 & spiritually is f ! upp] s\rce ( ?+s----n 9 ! ta9t$ atmosph]es ( ! cr[ds4 ,a man's own "w does n kill4 ,x is /imulus1 worry1 ambition1 ! t5sion & complication ( want+ results = self1 t kill4 ,ea* man /&s z a fuse betwe5 8 race & ! creative en]gy t drives ! :ole s*eme ( life4 ,if he d\bles ?is fuse 9 to self1 he becomes a non-connective4 ,he _c receive f ! clean s\rce1 nor c he give4 ,:at he gets is by a pure animal process ( /ruggle & snat*4 ,he is a sick & immoral creature4 ,turn+ ! fuse outw>d1 he gives 8 s]vice to m51 & dynamos ( cosmic =ce ?r[ _! en]gy ?r\gh him to 8 p4 ,he lives4 ,accord+ to ! c>ry+ capacity ( 8 fuse is he lov$ & rememb]$ & idealis$ = ! "w he does4 ,a j> ( wat] t has no l[] outlet c only be fill$ s full be=e x spills1 b op5 a l[] v5t & x c be fill$ accord+ to ! size ( ! outp\r+4 ,n[ !re is a runn+ /ream 9 ! vessel4 ,all life t does n run is /agnant4 ,!re is a task = e man4 ,we are born ) diff]5t equipm5ts1 b if we h a gift1 be v sure x is n =tuit\s4 ,we h e>n$ x4 ,x %\ld make u ! f9] workman4 ,b all "w is good4 ,! h&le ( an axe is a poem4 ,we w\ld nev] de/roy ! natural res\rces ( ! e>?1 if we1 z m51 f\nd our "w4 ,r we w\ld p]ceive ! way ( old ,"m ,e>? :o turns to h] ,god = light & p[]1 & f t pure impregnation1 br+s =? h] liv+ ?+s4 ,we w\ld %udd] at all de/ruction & gre$1 & p]ceive z good workm5 ! excell5t values ( woods & coals & gases1 & ! f9] =ces ( ! soil4 ,we w\ld p]ceive t !y are to be c>$ =2 t _! relation to man is s]vice2 t !y h no relation to great individual =tunes4 ,^! are ! free gifts f our ,"m4 ,z good workm5 we w\ld realise t gre$ & competition pulls ^u1 & tortures into activity1 all t is insane )9 u4 ,! ?+ t br+s m5 toge!r 9 real talk1 t makes ! hu% 9 ,*apel or :]e talk is any:]e2 ! ?+ t clut*es ! ?roat1 & sometimes br+s ! sm>t to ! eyes--is ! quality ( m5 :o h f\nd _! "w1 & :o h lo/ ! love ( self4 ,!y are ! cons]v]s4 ,!y see fir/ :at is good = u to d & be4 ,we foll[ _! ?\ghts 9 action aft]w>d1 z wat] foll[s ! curve ( a bas94 ,!y g aft] ! deep-d[n m52 !y dream ( ! %ort] passages to ,india2 !y s5se ! new p[] 9 ! _w2 _! faces are turn$ to ! ,ea/ = ! ris+ ( new />s4 ,(t5 !y die to make u see1 b o!rs spr+ to f9i% _! "w4 ,our he>ts burn )9 u :5 we speak ( _! "w4 #cb ,,assembly ,,( ,,p>ts ,o!rs h come2 !re are fre% wond]s to me1 b ?is book mu/ close4444 ,! developm5t ( ea* "y m9d is l do+ a book--ea* a diff]5t book4 ,fasc9ation att5ds ! "w4 ,i assure y a tea*] gets m ?an he c give4444 ,e mill %\ld be a s*ool4 ,e pr(essional man %\ld call = 8 own4 ,a man's "w 9 ! _w %\ld be judg$ by 8 con/ructive contacts ) ! "y m9ds ab\t him4 ,a man %\ld le>n ! inspiration :i* comes 9 s]vice = ! great ,ab/raction1 ! _m1 f :i* !re is no answ]2 b he c only become p[]ful & un]r+ by try+ out ! results ( 8 (f]+s face to face ) 8 own gr\p4 ,x %\ld be z natural = a matur$ man to ga!r 8 m5tal & spiritual famili>s ab\t him z x is = him to become ! head ( a dome/ic e/abli%m5t4 ,!re is *ance = ! tradesm5 to turn a little f l$g] & m>g91 to ! faces ( ! "y ab\t !m--^? :o h come = ! wages ( bread4 ,_m philan?ropi/s w\ld c>ve _! names on /one1 z great giv]s to ! public4 ,! public w n take ^! ?+s p]sonally2 ! public laughs & lightly criticises4 ,m5 :o h no?+ b money to give away _c hope to receive o!r ?an calculat+ looks & laught] t r+s ) d]ision4 ,! "t w come :5 matt]s ( trade 9 ! l>ge %all be conduct$ nationally & municipally4 ,! bus9ess ( man is to produce some?+4 ,! man :o produces no?+1 b :o sits 9 ! mid/ ( o!r m5's goods1 (f]+ !m = sale at a price great] ?an he paid1 su* a man moves 9 ! mid/ ( a badly-lit di/rict ( _m pitfalls4 ,x is ! same ) a man at a desk1 be=e :om pass _m pap]s repres5t+ transactions ( m]*&ise & ^: bus9ess x is to take a propriet>y bite out ( ea*4 ,he develops a p]v]t$ look at life1 & a bad bill ( moral heal?4 ,!re is no exception to ?is1 ?\gh he conduct a weekly bible lesson = ! "y1 ev5 move 8 *air to a *ur* e sev5? day4 ,! drama ( ! trade m9d is yet to be writt54 ,x is a sordid /ory2 ! figure at ! la/ is 9 no way h]oic4 ,x w\ld n be a popul> /ory if done well4 ,! "t is n f> (f1 except to ^? ^: eyes are dim1 :5 c\ntries w be ,fa!rl&s 9 ! true s5se--9 ! s5se ( realis+ t ! real e/ate is n b\nd$ l&1 vault$ gold1 n ev5 electrifi$ matt]1 b ! y\? ( ! l&4 ,su* is ! treasure ( ! ,fa!rl&4 ,! developm5t ( y\? is ! fir/ "w ( man2 ! highe/ ideal may be answ]$ fir/ h&4 ,also ?r\gh ! developm5t ( ! "y1 ! fa!r be/ puts on 8 own wisdom & rectitude4 ,! ideal ( education has already be5 rev]s$ at ! bottom4 ,!re is p&emonium yet2 !re is colossal /upidity yet1 b ,ord] is com+ 94 ,x w\ld be well = all m5 m$itatively to reg>d a k9d]g>t5 9 action4 ,"h are *ildr5 free 9 ! mid/ ( objects design$ to supply a great v>iety ( attractions4 ,!re is t hum 9 ! room4 ,x is n dissonance4 ,! *ild is enc\rag$ to be himself & express himself2 nev] to imp+e ^u 8 neighb\r's rights1 b to lose himself 9 ! objects t draw him mo/ deeply4 ,i h m5tion$ ! man :o caught ! spiritual dream ( all ?is1 :o work$ x out 9 life & books4 ,"o ( 8 books 0 publi%$ ne>ly a hundr$ ye>s ago4 ,x wasn't a book on k9d]g>t51 b on ! education ( man4 ,i h n read ?is ( ,froebel's "w4 ,i want$ to d ^! /udies my own way1 b ,i "k f :at ,i h se5 ( k9d]g>t5s1 & :at tea*]s ( k9d]g>t5s h told me1 t ! "w is true--t ,! ,education ( ,man is a true book4 ,nor w\ld x h liv$ a hundr$ ye>s o!rwise4 ,! *ild is n[ s5t to k9d]g>t5 & = a ye> is truly taught4 ,! process is n a fill+ ( bra91 b an enc\ragem5t ( ! deep] p[]s1 _! organisation & direction4 ,at ! end ( ! ye>1 ! *ild is s5t into ! fir/ grade1 :]e ! b>b>ic process ( competitive education & bra9-cramm+ is c>ri$ on z s9c]ely z x 0 9 ,froebel's "t4444 ,a k9d]g>t5 tea*] told me 9 t l[ int5se way1 :i* speaks ( _m te>s exhau/$3 ,i d>e n look into ! fir/-grade rooms4 ,we h done s diff]5tly by !m ?r\gh ! fir/ ye>4 ,:5 ! little ones leave u1 !y are wide op5 & helpless4 ,!y are tak5 f a w>m ba? to a cold bla/4 ,_! little faces *ange 9 a few days4 ,d y "k ! ones t /& ! *ange be/8 ,! common] *ildr51 ! clev] & h>d-head$ *ildr54 ,! little dream]s--! s5sitive ones--are hurt & alt]$ = ! worse4 ,_! mann] *anges to me1 :5 ,i see !m outside4 ,y d n "k h[ we h suff]$4 ,"s ( ! greate/ tea*]s 9 ,am]ica to-day are ! k9d]g>t5 tea*]s2 n t !y are especially *os5 = quality1 b because !y h t\*$ reality 9 tea*+4 ,!y h se51 ev5 9 ! v little ones1 t response :i* is deep] ?an bra94 ,if ! great ideal t is c>ri$ out ?r\gh _! fir/ ye> 7 cont9u$ ?r\gh sev5 ye>s1 ! g5]ation ?us direct$ w\ld meet life ) s]5ity & )\t gre$4 ,!y w\ld make ov] ! _w into a f9] place to be4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i wond] if ,i may d>e to say x once m8444 ,x came ?is way 9 ,*apel j a few days ago4 ,!re 0 a p5cil 9 my h&1 & some?+ ( man's ideal p]=mance "h bel[ appe>$ m ?an ev] cle>ly4 ,i am putt+ d[n ! picture1 mu* z x came !n1 = ! /raighte/ way to write any?+ is z y w\ld tell x3 444 ,?is p5cil is a man1 any man4 ,above is _s2 bel[ matt]4 ,! _w ( _s is f9i%$4 ,! plan is already ?\ght out !re1 to ! utmo/ detail4 ,?is above is ! ,brea?1 ! ,conception1 ! ,emanation1 ! ,dream1 ! ,univ]sal ,en]gy--philosoph]s h call$ x by _m names1 b !y mean ! ,god-,idea wr\ght ( necessity 9 ,_s1 s9ce ,god is _s4 ,! _w ( matt] bel[ is n f9i%$4 ,c]ta9 p>ts are complet$1 b n all1 & ! assembly ( p>ts is j begun4 ,! mat]ial _w is lo/ 9 ! mak+ ( p>ts1 =gett+ t ! plan is "o--t ! p>ts ( matt] mu/ be assembl$ into a :ole--t a replica mu/ be made 9 matt] ( ! "o great spiritual ,conception4 ,s long z m5 are id5tifi$ ) p>ts1 !re is dissonance f ! %ops ( e>?1 a pull+ ap>t in/ead ( toge!r4 ,! _m are almo/ ready to grasp ! great unify+ conception4 ,?is is ! next /ep = ! human family z a :ole2 ?is ! pres5t planet>y brood+4 ,mu* we h suff]$ f id5tify+ ourselves ) p>ts4 ,rivalries1 b\nd>ies1 jeal\sies1 w>s--all h to d ) ! mak+ ( p>ts4 ,beauty1 h>mony1 peace & bro!rhood h to d ) ! assembly ( p>ts into "o4 ,t :i* is good = ! _m is good = ! "o2 & t :i* is good = ! "o is good = ! _m--! in/ant we leave ! "p & conceive ! :ole4 ,all ! high-range voices = hundr$s ( ye>s h proclaim$ t ! plan is "o4 ,! _w to-day is r\s$ ) ! ,unifi]s--voices ( m5 9 e city & pla9 cry+ out t we are all "o 9 aim & mean+1 t ! in/rum5ts are tun$1 ! or*e/ra ready1 ! music 9 place--b ! play]s1 alas1 lo/ z yet 9 fr5zy = _! own little p>ts4 ,! baton ( ! lead] is lift$1 b !y d n he>4 ,9 _! self-promulgation !y h n yet turn$ z "o to ! conductor's eyes4 ,! dissonance is at its highe/1 yet ! h\r has /ruck = ! lift ( h>mony4 ,look aga9 at ! p5cil t /&s = man4 ,above is ! spiritual plan all f9i%$4 ,e inv5tion1 e song & poem & h]oism to be1 is !re4 ,"o by "o = ages1 ! aspir+ intellig5ce ( man has t\*$ & tak5 d[n ! p>ts ( ?is spiritual plan1 =c$ ! p>ts into matt]1 mak+ 8 dream come true4 ,?us h come into ! _w our treasures4 ,we pres]ve !m--e gift f a spiritual s\rce4 ,(t5 we pres]ve !m 7until !y are fully und]/ood7 aga9/ our w4 ,! m]e matt]-models break d[n & are lo/1 = matt] *anges endlessly until x is immortalis$1 z our bodies mu/ be ?r\gh ! ref9em5t ( spiritual union4 ,our pione]s1 by suff]+ & lab\r1 ev5 by fa/+ & pray]1 h made !mselves f9e en\gh to contact "s little "p ( t f9i%$ plan4 ,!y h l[]$ x into matt] = u to see--/ep by /ep--! song into notes1 ! poem into words1 ! angel into pa9t or /one2 & ! sa9ts h t\*$ dreams ( great s]vice1 br++ d[n ! pictures ( ! dream someh[ 9 matt]--& _! own bodies (t5 to m>tyrdom4444 ,bel[ ! p5cil is ! _w ( matt]1 at ?is h\r ( its highe/ disorganisation4 ,! v t]ror & *aos ( ! _w is an inspiration to e unify+ voice4 ,"h bel[ are already _m p>ts2 above1 ! plan z a :ole & ! miss+ p>ts4 ,man /&s betwe5--! fir/ creature to realise t !re is an above1 z well z a bel[4 ,all creatures b5ea? man are driv52 !y look d[n4 ,man alone has look$ up2 man has rais$ himself erect & may take :at he w f ! spiritual s\rce to electrify 8 progress4 ,man becomes significant ! mom5t he realises t ! plan is n = self1 b = ! race2 n = ! "p1 b = ! :ole4 ,i h writt5 x 9 _m diff]5t ways1 & told x 9 _m m4 ,!re are endless analogies4 ,?\s&s be=e me h writt5 & sung & told ! same4 ,x is ! great ,/ory4 ,we see x work+ out ev5 9 ^! wreck+ days4 ,! plan is already 9 ! s\ls ( m54444 ,& :at has ?is to d ) education8 ,ev]y?+4 ,! bra9 sees b ! "p4 ,! developm5t ( bra9 w nev] br+ to *ild or man ! conception ( ! spiritual plan4 ,!re is a man to come = e miss+ "p4 ,ea* man1 z he develops1 is m & m a speciali/4 ,^! miss+ p>ts %all be tak5 d[n f _s & put into matt] by m5 ^: intr9sic gifts are develop$ to contact !m4 ,?us h come ! great poems & inv5tions s f>1 ! spl5did sacrifices ( m51 & all r5unciation = ! heal+ ( ! nations4 ,i w\ld fir/ f9d ! "w = ! *ild4 ,! f9] ! *ild ! easi] ?is "p ( ! task4 ,!n ,i w\ld develop ! *ild to turn to a spiritual s\rce = 8 inspiration--8 expectation to a spiritual s\rce = e good & p]fect ?+4 ,! dream is !re2 ! o!r half ( ! circle is to produce ! dream 9 matt]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,education is ?us religion--b n ! man-idea ( religion4 ,x has no?+ to d ) cre$s or cults1 ) affirmations or obs]vances4 ,x has to d ) e/abli%+ connection ) ! s\rces ( p[]1 & br++ ! en]gy d[n into ! p]=mance ( con/ructive "w 9 matt]4 ,religion isn't a feel+ ( piety or dev\tness2 x is action4 ,spirituality is intellect inspir$4 ,! m\nta9 is broad at ! base only4 ,!re are _m pa?s upw>d4 ,^! pa?s are f> ap>t only at ! base4 ,on ! %\ld] ( ! m\nta9 we he> ! voices ( ^? :o h tak5 ! o!r pa?s4 ,/ill high]1 we meet4 ,! ,apex is a po9t2 ! plan is "o4 ,i w\ld tea* ! "y m9d to f9d 8 own voice1 8 own "p1 8 own message4 ,x is !re above him4 ,true tra9+ is ! ref9em5t1 ! prep>+ ( a surface f9e en\gh to receive 8 "p4 ,t is ! inspiration4 ,! out-brea?--! "r h& ( ! process--is action1 mak+ a model 9 matt] ( ! ?+ receiv$4 ,all tra9+ t does n enc\rage ! *ild to look into ! ,unse5 = 8 p[]1 n only holds1 b draws him to ! commonness ( ! h]ds4 444 ,_m m5 to-day c believe 9 angels :o _c believe 9 fairies2 b ! *ild :o sees ! *anges ( light 9 ! l[lie/ %ad[s1 ^: fancy is fill$ ) little figures ( ! cons]v]s & col\r]s ( nature1 %all 9 good "t see ! angels--& "o ( t ho/ %all come =w>d 7:i* is m important & to ! po9t7 br++ a task = ! *ild to d4 ,i say to ! *ildr5 "h3 ',i d n see ! ?+s y d1 & 9 t ,i am y\r inf]ior4 ,!y %ut ! doors ^u me :5 ,i 0 little1 n mean+ to1 b ! _w always does t4 ,t f95ess ( see+ w5t out f my eyes1 b x is s good a ?+ t ,i d n want y to lose x4 ,& always ,i am ready to li/51 :5 y tell me :at y h se54' ,,! ,,end ,,by ,,w ,,lev+ton ,,com=t ,,mid/ream 444 ,a h9t f ! fir/-ye>'s recognition ( a book t 0 made to rema9 9 ,am]ican lit]ature3 ,bo/on ,transcript3 ,if x be extravagance1 let x be s1 to say t ,com=t's acc\nt ( 8 *ildhood has seldom be5 rival$ 9 lit]ature4 ,x am\nts to revelation4 ,really ! only p>allels t w sugge/ !mselves 9 our lett]s are ! great ones t occur 9 ,huckleb]ry ,f9n4444 ,?is man ,com=t's gamut is long & he has rac$ its full l5g?4 ,"o wond]s :e!r ! int]e/1 ! skill1 ! g5]al wor? ( x1 ! ?+s x has to report ( all life1 z well z ! "o life1 d n entitle ,mid/ream to ! v long life t is enjoy$ only by ! v be/ ( books4 ,san ,francisco ,argonaut3 ,read ! book4 ,x is autobiography 9 its p]fection4 ,x %[s m ( ! realities ( ! human be+1 m ( god & devil 9 conflict1 ?an any book ( its k9d4 ,spr+field ,republican3 ,x is difficult to ?9k ( any o!r "y ,am]ican :o has s c\rage\sly rev]s$ ! process ( writ+ = ! m>ket & s flatly insi/$ ^u be+ tak51 if at all1 on 8 own t]ms ( life & art4 ,& n[ comes 8 frank & amaz+ revelation1 ,mid/ream1 9 :i* he captures & c>ries ! read] on to a /ory ( reg5]ation4 ,he has come f>2 ! "q is1 h[ mu* f>!r w he g8 ,m>y ,fanton ,rob]ts 9 ,! ,craftsman3 ,beside ! /ature ( ?is book1 ! ord9>y novel & biography are curi\sly dw>f$4 ,y read x ) a poignant int]e/ & close x ) wond]1 rev]5ce & gratitude4 ,!re is some?+ /rangely t\*+ ab\t words s c&id1 & a draught ( philosophy t has be5 press$ f su* wild & bitt]-sweet fruit4 ,! message x conta9s is "o to s9k deep1 p5etrat+ & enri*+ :atev] receptive s\l x t\*es4 ,?is man's words are inc&esc5t4 ,_m ( u feel t he is brea?+ into a language1 gr[n trite f hackney$ usage1 ! inspiration ( a quick5$ life4 ,ida ,gilb]t ,my]s 9 ,wa%+ton ,/>3 ,c\rage backs ?is revelation4 ,! gift ( self-se>*+ animates x4 ,hone/y su/a9s x4 ,& ,mr4 ,com=t's r>e p[] to seize & deliv] 8 vision inspires x4 ,x is a trem5d\s ?+--! greate/ ?+ t ?is writ] has yet done4 ,george ,s\le 9 ,! ,little ,review3 ,"h is a man's life laid absolutely b>e4 ,a direct1 big ?+1 s simple t almo/ no "o has done x be=e--?is ,mr4 ,com=t has d>$4 ,p :o are made uncom=table by intimate grasp ( any?+1 to :om res]ve is m important ?an tru?--^! w n read ,mid/ream ?r\gh1 b o!rs w em]ge f ! book ) a s5se ( ! absolute nobility ( ,mr4 ,com=t's frankness4 ,edw9 ,m>kham 9 ,he>/'s ,magaz9e3 ,w ,lev+ton ,com=t1 a noveli/ ( di/9ction1 has giv5 u a book alive ) human int]e/1 ) passionate s9c]ity1 & ) all ! p[] ( 8 despotism ov] words4 ,he has be5 a w&]+ foot--famili> ) _m /r&s2 he has kn[n %ame & sorr[ & /riv+2 he has won to s]5e heights4 ,he tells x all )\t vaunt1 relat+ 8 exp]i5ce to ! l>ge mean+s ( life = all m51 to ! my/ic curr5ts beh9d life1 out ( :i* we come1 to ^: great deep we return4 #abmo41 ,net1 #a4be ---------------------------------------- --------- ,transcrib]'s ,note3 ,typographical errors correct$ 9 ! text3 ,page #ei ,ile *ang$ to ,he ,page #ha quies5ce *ang$ to quiesc5ce ,page #acb blurr *ang$ to blur ,page #afa un=getable *ang$ to un=gettable ,page #bdc became *ang$ to become ,page #bfa spirtual *ang$ to spiritual ,page #bfb posessions *ang$ to possessions ,page #bhe ape> *ang$ to appe> ,page #bhg blossome *ang$ to blossoms ,page #bhh envirom5t *ang$ to environm5t ---------------------------------------- ---------