by ,linda ,cantoni47,this file was produced from images generously made available by ,the ,internet ,archive_/,canadian ,libraries7 ,full-color map generously provided by ,the ,missionary ,e-texts ,archive at http3_/_/www4missionaryetexts4org ,illustration3 ,signature3 ,j4 ,hudson ,taylor4 ,a ,,retrospect ,,by ,j4 ,,hudson ,,taylor1 ,m4,r4,c4,s41 ,f4,r4,g4,s4 ,thou shalt remember all the way which the ,lord thy ,god led thee4 ,,third ,,edition ,,toronto ,,china ,,inland ,,mission #ejg ,,church ,,street ,illustration3 ,,the ,,lammermuir ,,party4 ,see page #abe4 ,,contents ,,chap4 ,,page ,i4 ,,the ,,power ,,of ,,prayer #a ,,ii4 ,,the ,,call ,,to ,,service #g ,,iii4 ,,preparation ,,for ,,service #ac ,,iv4 ,,further ,,answers ,,to ,,prayer #ai ,v4 ,,life ,,in ,,london #bd ,,vi4 ,,strengthened ,,by ,,faith #cj ,,vii4 ,,mighty ,,to ,,save #ce ,,viii4 ,,voyage ,,to ,,china #ci ,,ix4 ,,early ,,missionary ,,experiences #de ,x4 ,,first ,,evangelistic ,,efforts #di ,,xi4 ,,with ,,the ,,rev4 ,w4 ,c4 ,,burns #eg ,,xii4 ,,the ,,call ,,to ,,swatow #gj ,the ,missionary ,call3 ,words and ,music #ge ,,xiii4 ,,man ,,proposes1 ,,god ,,disposes #gg ,,xiv4 ,,providential ,,guidance #ib ,,xv4 ,,settlement ,,in ,,ningpo #ih ,,xvi4 ,,timely ,,supplies #aje ,,xvii4 ,,god ,a ,,refuge ,,for ,,us #aaj ,,xviii4 ,a ,,new ,,agency ,,needed #aaf ,,xix4 ,,formation ,,of ,,the ,c4 ,i4 ,m4 #aba ,,xx4 ,,the ,,mission ,,in #ahid #abf ,,the ,,mission ,,in #aijb #abh ,,stations ,,of ,,the ,c4 ,i4 ,m4 #aca 99 99 99 99 99 ,,map ,,of ,,china ,,showing ,,the ,,stations ,,of ,,the ,,china ,,inland ,,mission3 ,,corrected ,,to ,,june #aijj ,to face page #aca ,,illustrations #a4 ,portrait of ,j4 ,hudson ,taylor ,frontispiece #b4 ,the ,lammermuir party ,facing ,contents ,,page #c4 ,honorary banner presented to a missionary #a #d4 ,a heavy road in ,north ,china #g #e4 ,salt junk on the ,yang-tsi #ac #f4 ,travelling by mule cart on the great plain #ai #g4 ,ch'ung-k'ing1 the ,yang-tsi1 and mountains beyond #bd #h4 ,water gate and ,custom house1 ,soo-chow #bi #i4 ,view on the ,kwang-sin ,river #cj #aj4 ,temple and memorial portal #cd #aa4 ,compassionate heart1 benevolent methods #ce #ab4 ,outside the wall of ,gan-k'ing #ch #ac4 ,the new girls school at ,chefoo #ci #ad4 ,entrance to the ,po-yang lake #dd #ae4 ,a fair wind1 at sunset1 on the lake #de #af4 ,a view on the grand canal #di #ag4 ,down the ,yang-tsi on a cargo boat #eg #ah4 ,east gate and sentry box1 ,bham1 ,burmah #fi #ai4 ,farmhouse1 with buffalo shed attached #gj #bj4 ,a fishing village on the lake near ,ynnan ,fu #gg #ba4 ,teng-yueh1 the westernmost walled city in ,china #ia #bb4 ,a small temple near ,wun-chau #ib #bc4 ,group of ,christians at ,lan-k'i1 ,cheh-kiang #ig #bd4 ,a boat on the ,red ,river1 ,tonquin #ih #be4 ,students' quarters1 ,gan-k'ing ,training ,home #ajd #bf4 ,a ,mandarin's sedan chair #aje #bg4 ,a presentation banner 7a mark of high respect7 #aaj #bh4 ,view on the ,po-yang lake #aaf #bi4 ,a village on the grand canal #aba #cj4 ,the battlements of ,pekin #abf #ca4 ,native woodcut of a landscape #aca #cb4 ,elder ,liu and wife1 ,kwei-k'i #acf ,the hearty thanks of the ,mission for the use of photographs and sketches are hereby tendered to ,rev4 ,george ,hayes for ,nos4 #d and #f2 ,dr4 ,g4 ,whitfield ,guinness for ,nos4 #h1 #ab1 #af1 #be1 and #bh2 ,miss ,davies for ,no4 #bc2 ,mr4 ,thomas ,selkirk for ,nos4 #ah and #ba2 ,mr4 ,j4 ,t4 ,reid for ,nos4 #ad1 #ae1 and #bg2 ,mr4 ,j4 ,s4 ,rough for ,no4 #cj2 ,mr4 ,grainger for ,no4 #ai2 ,mr4 ,e4 ,murray for ,no4 #ac1 and also to other friends unknown by name4 ,illustration ,,chapter ,i ,,the ,,power ,,of ,,prayer ,,the following account of some of the experiences which eventually led to the formation of the ,,china ,,inland ,,mission1 and to its taking the form in which it has been developed1 first appeared in the pages of ,china's ,millions4 ,many of those who read it there asked that it might appear in separate form4 ,miss ,guinness incorporated it in the ,story of the ,china ,inland ,mission1 a record which contained the account of ,,god',s goodness to the beginning of #ahid4 ,but friends still asking for it in pamphlet form1 for wider distribution1 this edition is brought out4 ,much of the material was taken from notes of addresses given in ,china during a conference of our missionaries2 this will account for the direct and narrative form of the papers1 which it has not been thought necessary to change4 ,it is always helpful to us to fix our attention on the ,,god-ward aspect of ,christian work2 to realise that the work of ,,god does not mean so much man's work for ,,god1 as ,,god',s own work through man4 ,furthermore1 in our privileged position of fellow-workers with ,him1 while fully recognising all the benefits and blessings to be bestowed on a sin-stricken world through the proclamation of the ,gospel and spread of the ,truth1 we should never lose sight of the higher aspect of our work--that of obedience to ,,god1 of bringing glory to ,his ,name1 of gladdening the heart of our ,,god and ,,father by living and serving as ,his beloved children4 ,many circumstances connected with my own early life and service presented this aspect of work vividly to me2 and as ,i think of some of them1 ,i am reminded of how much the cause of missions is indebted to many who are never themselves permitted to see the mission field--many1 it may be1 who are unable to give largely of their substance1 and who will be not a little surprised in the ,great ,day to see how much the work has been advanced by their love1 their sympathy1 and their prayers4 ,for myself1 and for the work that ,i have been permitted to do for ,,god1 ,i owe an unspeakable debt of gratitude to my beloved and honoured parents1 who have passed away and entered into rest1 but the influence of whose lives will never pass away4 ,many years ago1 probably about #ahcj1 the heart of my dear father1 then himself an earnest and successful evangelist at home1 was deeply stirred as to the spiritual state of ,china by reading several books1 and especially an account of the travels of ,captain ,basil ,hall4 ,his circumstances were such as to preclude the hope of his ever going to ,china for personal service1 but he was led to pray that if ,,god should give him a son1 he might be called and privileged to labour in the vast needy empire which was then apparently so sealed against the truth4 ,i was not aware of this desire or prayer myself until my return to ,england1 more than seven years after ,i had sailed for ,china2 but it was very interesting then to know how prayer offered before my birth had been answered in this matter4 ,all thought of my becoming a missionary was abandoned for many years by my dear parents on account of the feebleness of my health4 ,when the time came1 however1 ,,god gave increased health1 and my life has been spared1 and strength has been given for not a little toilsome service both in the mission field and at home1 while many stronger men and women have succumbed4 ,i had many opportunities in early years of learning the value of prayer and of the ,word of ,,god2 for it was the delight of my dear parents to point out that if there were any such ,being as ,,god1 to trust ,him1 to obey ,him1 and to be fully given up to ,his service1 must of necessity be the best and wisest course both for myself and others4 ,but in spite of these helpful examples and precepts my heart was unchanged4 ,often ,i had tried to make myself a ,christian2 and failing of course in such efforts1 ,i began at last to think that for some reason or other ,i could not be saved1 and that the best ,i could do was to take my fill of this world1 as there was no hope for me beyond the grave4 ,while in this state of mind ,i came in contact with persons holding sceptical and infidel views1 and accepted their teaching1 only too thankful for some hope of escape from the doom which1 if my parents were right and the ,bible true1 awaited the impenitent4 ,it may seem strange to say it1 but ,i have often felt thankful for the experience of this time of scepticism4 ,the inconsistencies of ,christian people1 who while professing to believe their ,bibles were yet content to live just as they would if there were no such book1 had been one of the strongest arguments of my sceptical companions2 and ,i frequently felt at that time1 and said1 that if ,i pretended to believe the ,bible ,i would at any rate attempt to live by it1 putting it fairly to the test1 and if it failed to prove true and reliable1 would throw it overboard altogether4 ,these views ,i retained when the ,,lord was pleased to bring me to ,himself2 and ,i think ,i may say that since then ,i have put ,,god',s ,word to the test4 ,certainly it has never failed me4 ,i have never had reason to regret the confidence ,i have placed in its promises1 or to deplore following the guidance ,i have found in its directions4 ,let me tell you how ,,god answered the prayers of my dear mother and of my beloved sister1 now ,mrs4 ,broomhall1 for my conversion4 ,on a day which ,i shall never forget1 when ,i was about fifteen years of age1 my dear mother being absent from home1 ,i had a holiday1 and in the afternoon looked through my father's library to find some book with which to while away the unoccupied hours4 ,nothing attracting me1 ,i turned over a little basket of pamphlets1 and selected from amongst them a ,gospel tract which looked interesting1 saying to myself1 ,there will be a story at the commencement1 and a sermon or moral at the close3 ,i will take the former and leave the latter for those who like it4 ,i sat down to read the little book in an utterly unconcerned state of mind1 believing indeed at the time that if there were any salvation it was not for me1 and with a distinct intention to put away the tract as soon as it should seem prosy4 ,i may say that it was not uncommon in those days to call conversion becoming serious2 and judging by the faces of some of its professors1 it appeared to be a very serious matter indeed4 ,would it not be well if the people of ,,god had always tell-tale faces1 evincing the blessings and gladness of salvation so clearly that unconverted people might have to call conversion becoming joyful instead of becoming serious8 ,little did ,i know at the time what was going on in the heart of my dear mother1 seventy or eighty miles away4 ,she rose from the dinner-table that afternoon with an intense yearning for the conversion of her boy1 and feeling that--absent from home1 and having more leisure than she could otherwise secure--a special opportunity was afforded her of pleading with ,,god on my behalf4 ,she went to her room and turned the key in the door1 resolved not to leave that spot until her prayers were answered4 ,hour after hour did that dear mother plead for me1 until at length she could pray no longer1 but was constrained to praise ,,god for that which ,his ,,spirit taught her had already been accomplished--the conversion of her only son4 ,i in the meantime had been led in the way ,i have mentioned to take up this little tract1 and while reading it was struck with the sentence1 ,the finished work of ,,christ4 ,the thought passed through my mind1 ,why does the author use this expression8 why not say the atoning or propitiatory work of ,,christ8 ,immediately the words ,it is finished suggested themselves to my mind4 ,what was finished8 ,and ,i at once replied1 ,a full and perfect atonement and satisfaction for sin3 the debt was paid by the ,substitute2 ,,christ died for our sins1 and not for ours only1 but also for the sins of the whole world4 ,then came the thought1 ,if the whole work was finished and the whole debt paid1 what is there left for me to do8 ,and with this dawned the joyful conviction1 as light was flashed into my soul by the ,,holy ,,spirit1 that there was nothing in the world to be done but to fall down on one's knees1 and accepting this ,,saviour and ,his salvation1 to praise ,him for evermore4 ,thus while my dear mother was praising ,,god on her knees in her chamber1 ,i was praising ,him in the old warehouse to which ,i had gone alone to read at my leisure this little book4 ,several days elapsed ere ,i ventured to make my beloved sister the confidante of my joy1 and then only after she had promised not to tell any one of my soul secret4 ,when our dear mother came home a fortnight later1 ,i was the first to meet her at the door1 and to tell her ,i had such glad news to give4 ,i can almost feel that dear mother's arms around my neck1 as she pressed me to her bosom and said1 ,i know1 my boy2 ,i have been rejoicing for a fortnight in the glad tidings you have to tell me4 ,why1 ,i asked in surprise1 has ,amelia broken her promise8 ,she said she would tell no one4 ,my dear mother assured me that it was not from any human source that she had learned the tidings1 and went on to tell the little incident mentioned above4 ,you will agree with me that it would be strange indeed if ,i were not a believer in the power of prayer4 ,nor was this all4 ,some little time after1 ,i picked up a pocket-book exactly like one of my own1 and thinking that it was mine1 opened it4 ,the lines that caught my eye were an entry in the little diary1 which belonged to my sister1 to the effect that she would give herself daily to prayer until ,,god should answer in the conversion of her brother4 ,exactly one month later the ,,lord was pleased to turn me from darkness to light4 ,brought up in such a circle and saved under such circumstances1 it was perhaps natural that from the commencement of my ,christian life ,i was led to feel that the promises were very real1 and that prayer was in sober matter of fact transacting business with ,,god1 whether on one's own behalf or on behalf of those for whom one sought ,his blessing4 ,illustration ,,chapter ,,ii ,,the ,,call ,,to ,,service ,,the first joys of conversion passed away after a time1 and were succeeded by a period of painful deadness of soul1 with much conflict4 ,but this also came to an end1 leaving a deepened sense of personal weakness and dependence on the ,,lord as the only ,,keeper as well as ,,saviour of ,his people4 ,how sweet to the soul1 wearied and disappointed in its struggles with sin1 is the calm repose of trust in the ,,shepherd of ,israel4 ,not many months after my conversion1 having a leisure afternoon1 ,i retired to my own chamber to spend it largely in communion with ,,god4 ,well do ,i remember that occasion4 ,how in the gladness of my heart ,i poured out my soul before ,,god2 and again and again confessing my grateful love to ,him who had done everything for me--who had saved me when ,i had given up all hope and even desire for salvation--,i besought ,him to give me some work to do for ,him1 as an outlet for love and gratitude2 some self-denying service1 no matter what it might be1 however trying or however trivial2 something with which ,he would be pleased1 and that ,i might do for ,him who had done so much for me4 ,well do ,i remember1 as in unreserved consecration ,i put myself1 my life1 my friends1 my all1 upon the altar1 the deep solemnity that came over my soul with the assurance that my offering was accepted4 ,the presence of ,,god became unutterably real and blessed2 and though but a child under sixteen1 ,i remember stretching myself on the ground1 and lying there silent before ,him with unspeakable awe and unspeakable joy4 ,for what service ,i was accepted ,i knew not2 but a deep consciousness that ,i was no longer my own took possession of me1 which has never since been effaced4 ,it has been a very practical consciousness4 ,two or three years later propositions of an unusually favourable nature were made to me with regard to medical study1 on the condition of my becoming apprenticed to the medical man who was my friend and teacher4 ,but ,i felt ,i dared not accept any binding engagement such as was suggested4 ,i was not my own to give myself away2 for ,i knew not when or how ,he whose alone ,i was1 and for whose disposal ,i felt ,i must ever keep myself free1 might call for service4 ,within a few months of this time of consecration the impression was wrought into my soul that it was in ,china the ,,lord wanted me4 ,it seemed to me highly probable that the work to which ,i was thus called might cost my life2 for ,china was not then open as it is now4 ,but few missionary societies had at that time workers in ,china1 and but few books on the subject of ,china missions were accessible to me4 ,i learned1 however1 that the ,congregational minister of my native town possessed a copy of ,medhurst's ,china1 and ,i called upon him to ask a loan of the book4 ,this he kindly granted1 asking me why ,i wished to read it4 ,i told him that ,,god had called me to spend my life in missionary service in that land4 ,and how do you propose to go there8 he inquired4 ,i answered that ,i did not at all know2 that it seemed to me probable that ,i should need to do as the ,twelve and the ,seventy had done in ,juda--go without purse or scrip1 relying on ,him who had called me to supply all my need4 ,kindly placing his hand upon my shoulder1 the minister replied1 ,ah1 my boy1 as you grow older you will get wiser than that4 ,such an idea would do very well in the days when ,,christ ,himself was on earth1 but not now4 ,i have grown older since then1 but not wiser4 ,i am more than ever convinced that if we were to take the directions of our ,,master and the assurances ,he gave to ,his first disciples more fully as our guide1 we should find them to be just as suited to our times as to those in which they were originally given4 ,medhurst's book on ,china emphasised the value of medical missions there1 and this directed my attention to medical studies as a valuable mode of preparation4 ,my beloved parents neither discouraged nor encouraged my desire to engage in missionary work4 ,they advised me1 with such convictions1 to use all the means in my power to develop the resources of body1 mind1 heart1 and soul1 and to wait prayerfully upon ,,god1 quite willing1 should ,he show me that ,i was mistaken1 to follow ,his guidance1 or to go forward if in due time ,he should open the way to missionary service4 ,the importance of this advice ,i have often since had occasion to prove4 ,i began to take more exercise in the open air to strengthen my physique4 ,my feather bed ,i had taken away1 and sought to dispense with as many other home comforts as ,i could1 in order to prepare myself for rougher lines of life4 ,i began also to do what ,christian work was in my power1 in the way of tract distribution1 ,sunday-school teaching1 and visiting the poor and sick1 as opportunity afforded4 ,after a time of preparatory study at home1 ,i went to ,hull for medical and surgical training4 ,there ,i became assistant to a doctor who was connected with the ,hull school of medicine1 and was surgeon also to a number of factories1 which brought many accident cases to our dispensary1 and gave me the opportunity of seeing and practising the minor operations of surgery4 ,and here an event took place that ,i must not omit to mention4 ,before leaving home my attention was drawn to the subject of setting apart the firstfruits of all one's increase and a proportionate part of one's possessions to the ,,lord',s service4 ,i thought it well to study the question with my ,bible in hand before ,i went away from home1 and was placed in circumstances which might bias my conclusions by the pressure of surrounding wants and cares4 ,i was thus led to the determination to set apart not less than one-tenth of whatever moneys ,i might earn or become possessed of for the ,,lord',s service4 ,the salary ,i received as medical assistant in ,hull at the time now referred to would have allowed me with ease to do this4 ,but owing to changes in the family of my kind friend and employer1 it was necessary for me to reside out of doors4 ,comfortable quarters were secured with a relative1 and in addition to the sum determined on as remuneration for my services ,i received the exact amount ,i had to pay for board and lodging4 ,now arose in my mind the question1 ,ought not this sum also to be tithed8 ,it was surely a part of my income1 and ,i felt that if it had been a question of ,government income tax it certainly would not have been excluded4 ,on the other hand1 to take a tithe from the whole would not leave me sufficient for other purposes2 and for some little time ,i was much embarrassed to know what to do4 ,after much thought and prayer ,i was led to leave the comfortable quarters and happy circle in which ,i was now residing1 and to engage a little lodging in the suburbs--a sitting-room and bedroom in one--undertaking to board myself4 ,in this way ,i was able without difficulty to tithe the whole of my income2 and while ,i felt the change a good deal1 it was attended with no small blessing4 ,more time was given in my solitude to the study of the ,word of ,,god1 to visiting the poor1 and to evangelistic work on summer evenings than would otherwise have been the case4 ,brought into contact in this way with many who were in distress1 ,i soon saw the privilege of still further economising1 and found it not difficult to give away much more than the proportion of my income ,i had at first intended4 ,about this time a friend drew my attention to the question of the personal and pre-millennial coming of our ,,lord ,,jesus ,,christ1 and gave me a list of passages bearing upon it1 without note or comment1 advising me to ponder the subject4 ,for a while ,i gave much time to studying the ,scriptures about it1 with the result that ,i was led to see that this same ,,jesus who left our earth in ,his resurrection body was so to come again1 that ,his feet were to stand on the ,mount of ,olives1 and that ,he was to take possession of the temporal throne of ,his father ,david which was promised before ,his birth4 ,i saw1 further1 that all through the ,new ,testament the coming of the ,,lord was the great hope of ,his people1 and was always appealed to as the strongest motive for consecration and service1 and as the greatest comfort in trial and affliction4 ,i learned1 too1 that the period of ,his return for ,his people was not revealed1 and that it was their privilege1 from day to day and from hour to hour1 to live as men who wait for the ,,lord2 that thus living it was immaterial1 so to speak1 whether ,he should or should not come at any particular hour1 the important thing being to be so ready for ,him as to be able1 whenever ,he might appear1 to give an account of one's stewardship with joy1 and not with grief4 ,the effect of this blessed hope was a thoroughly practical one4 ,it led me to look carefully through my little library to see if there were any books there that were not needed or likely to be of further service1 and to examine my small wardrobe1 to be quite sure that it contained nothing that ,i should be sorry to give an account of should the ,,master come at once4 ,the result was that the library was considerably diminished1 to the benefit of some poor neighbours1 and to the far greater benefit of my own and that ,i found ,i had articles of clothing also which might be put to better advantage in other directions4 ,it has been very helpful to me from time to time through life1 as occasion has served1 to act again in a similar way2 and ,i have never gone through my house1 from basement to attic1 with this object in view1 without receiving a great accession of spiritual joy and blessing4 ,i believe we are all in danger of accumulating--it may be from thoughtlessness1 or from pressure of occupation--things which would be useful to others1 while not needed by ourselves1 and the retention of which entails loss of blessing4 ,if the whole resources of the ,church of ,,god were well utilised1 how much more might be accomplished6 ,how many poor might be fed and naked clothed1 and to how many of those as yet unreached the ,gospel might be carried6 ,let me advise this line of things as a constant habit of mind1 and a profitable course to be practically adopted whenever circumstances permit4 ,illustration ,,chapter ,,iii ,,preparation ,,for ,,service ,,having now the twofold object in view of accustoming myself to endure hardness1 and of economising in order to be able more largely to assist those amongst whom ,i spent a good deal of time labouring in the ,gospel1 ,i soon found that ,i could live upon very much less than ,i had previously thought possible4 ,butter1 milk1 and other such luxuries ,i soon ceased to use2 and ,i found that by living mainly on oatmeal and rice1 with occasional variations1 a very small sum was sufficient for my needs4 ,in this way ,i had more than two-thirds of my income available for other purposes2 and my experience was that the less ,i spent on myself and the more ,i gave away1 the fuller of happiness and blessing did my soul become4 ,unspeakable joy all the day long1 and every day1 was my happy experience4 ,,god1 even my ,,god1 was a living1 bright ,reality2 and all ,i had to do was joyful service4 ,it was to me a very grave matter1 however1 to contemplate going out to ,china1 far away from all human aid1 there to depend upon the living ,,god alone for protection1 supplies1 and help of every kind4 ,i felt that one's spiritual muscles required strengthening for such an undertaking4 ,there was no doubt that if faith did not fail1 ,,god would not fail2 but1 then1 what if one's faith should prove insufficient8 ,i had not at that time learned that even if we believe not1 ,he abideth faithful1 ,he cannot deny ,himself2 and it was consequently a very serious question to my mind1 not whether ,he was faithful1 but whether ,i had strong enough faith to warrant my embarking in the enterprise set before me4 ,i thought to myself1 ,when ,i get out to ,china1 ,i shall have no claim on any one for anything2 my only claim will be on ,,god4 ,how important1 therefore1 to learn before leaving ,england to move man1 through ,,god1 by prayer alone4 ,at ,hull my kind employer1 always busily occupied1 wished me to remind him whenever my salary became due4 ,this ,i determined not to do directly1 but to ask that ,,god would bring the fact to his recollection1 and thus encourage me by answering prayer4 ,at one time1 as the day drew near for the payment of a quarter's salary1 ,i was as usual much in prayer about it4 ,the time arrived1 but my kind friend made no allusion to the matter4 ,i continued praying1 and days passed on1 but he did not remember1 until at length1 on settling up my weekly accounts one ,saturday night1 ,i found myself possessed of only a single coin--one half-crown piece4 ,still ,i had hitherto had no lack1 and ,i continued in prayer4 ,that ,sunday was a very happy one4 ,as usual my heart was full and brimming over with blessing4 ,after attending ,divine service in the morning1 my afternoons and evenings were filled with ,gospel work1 in the various lodging-houses ,i was accustomed to visit in the lowest part of the town4 ,at such times it almost seemed to me as if heaven were begun below1 and that all that could be looked for was an enlargement of one's capacity for joy1 not a truer filling than ,i possessed4 ,after concluding my last service about ten o'clock that night1 a poor man asked me to go and pray with his wife1 saying that she was dying4 ,i readily agreed1 and on the way to his house asked him why he had not sent for the priest1 as his accent told me he was an ,irishman4 ,he had done so1 he said1 but the priest refused to come without a payment of eighteenpence1 which the man did not possess1 as the family was starving4 ,immediately it occurred to my mind that all the money ,i had in the world was the solitary half-crown1 and that it was in one coin2 moreover1 that while the basin of water gruel ,i usually took for supper was awaiting me1 and there was sufficient in the house for breakfast in the morning1 ,i certainly had nothing for dinner on the coming day4 ,somehow or other there was at once a stoppage in the flow of joy in my heart2 but instead of reproving myself ,i began to reprove the poor man1 telling him that it was very wrong to have allowed matters to get into such a state as he described1 and that he ought to have applied to the relieving officer4 ,his answer was that he had done so1 and was told to come at eleven o'clock the next morning1 but that he feared that his wife might not live through the night4 ,ah1 thought ,i1 if only ,i had two shillings and a sixpence instead of this half-crown1 how gladly would ,i give these poor people one shilling of it6 ,but to part with the half-crown was far from my thoughts4 ,i little dreamed that the real truth of the matter simply was that ,i could trust in ,,god plus one-and-sixpence1 but was not yet prepared to trust ,him only1 without any money at all in my pocket4 ,my conductor led me into a court1 down which ,i followed him with some degree of nervousness4 ,i had found myself there before1 and at my last visit had been very roughly handled1 while my tracts were torn to pieces1 and ,i received such a warning not to come again that ,i felt more than a little concerned4 ,still1 it was the path of duty1 and ,i followed on4 ,up a miserable flight of stairs1 into a wretched room1 he led me2 and oh what a sight there presented itself to our eyes6 ,four or five poor children stood about1 their sunken cheeks and temples all telling unmistakably the story of slow starvation2 and lying on a wretched pallet was a poor exhausted mother1 with a tiny infant thirty-six hours old1 moaning rather than crying at her side1 for it too seemed spent and failing4 ,ah6 thought ,i1 if ,i had two shillings and a sixpence instead of half-a-crown1 how gladly should they have one-and-sixpence of it6 ,but still a wretched unbelief prevented me from obeying the impulse to relieve their distress at the cost of all ,i possessed4 ,it will scarcely seem strange that ,i was unable to say much to comfort these poor people4 ,i needed comfort myself4 ,i began to tell them1 however1 that they must not be cast down1 that though their circumstances were very distressing1 there was a kind and loving ,,father in heaven2 but something within me said1 ,you hypocrite6 telling these unconverted people about a kind and loving ,,father in heaven1 and not prepared yourself to trust ,him without half-a-crown6 ,i was nearly choked4 ,how gladly would ,i have compromised with conscience if ,i had had a florin and a sixpence6 ,i would have given the florin thankfully and kept the rest2 but ,i was not yet prepared to trust in ,,god alone1 without the sixpence4 ,to talk was impossible under these circumstances2 yet1 strange to say1 ,i thought ,i should have no difficulty in praying4 ,prayer was a delightful occupation to me in those days2 time thus spent never seemed wearisome1 and ,i knew nothing of lack of words4 ,i seemed to think that all ,i should have to do would be to kneel down and engage in prayer1 and that relief would come to them and to myself together4 ,you asked me to come and pray with your wife1 ,i said to the man1 let us pray4 ,and ,i knelt down4 ,but scarcely had ,i opened my lips with ,our ,,father who art in heaven than conscience said within1 ,dare you mock ,,god8 ,dare you kneel down and call ,him ,,father with that half-crown in your pocket8 ,such a time of conflict came upon me then as ,i have never experienced before or since4 ,how ,i got through that form of prayer ,i know not1 and whether the words uttered were connected or disconnected ,i cannot tell2 but ,i arose from my knees in great distress of mind4 ,the poor father turned to me and said1 ,you see what a terrible state we are in1 sir2 if you can help us1 for ,,god',s sake do6 ,just then the word flashed into my mind1 ,give to him that asketh of thee1 and in the word of a ,,king there is power4 ,i put my hand into my pocket1 and slowly drawing forth the half-crown1 gave it to the man1 telling him that it might seem a small matter for me to relieve them1 seeing that ,i was comparatively well off1 but that in parting with that coin ,i was giving him my all2 what ,i had been trying to tell him was indeed true--,,god really was a ,,father1 and might be trusted4 ,the joy all came back in full flood-tide to my heart2 ,i could say anything and feel it then1 and the hindrance to blessing was gone--gone1 ,i trust1 for ever4 ,not only was the poor woman's life saved1 but ,i realised that my life was saved too6 ,it might have been a wreck--would have been a wreck probably1 as a ,christian life--had not grace at that time conquered1 and the striving of ,,god',s ,,spirit been obeyed4 ,i well remember how that night1 as ,i went home to my lodgings1 my heart was as light as my pocket4 ,the lonely1 deserted streets resounded with a hymn of praise which ,i could not restrain4 ,when ,i took my basin of gruel before retiring1 ,i would not have exchanged it for a prince's feast4 ,i reminded the ,,lord as ,i knelt at my bedside of ,his own ,word1 that he who giveth to the poor lendeth to the ,,lord3 ,i asked ,him not to let my loan be a long one1 or ,i should have no dinner next day2 and with peace within and peace without1 ,i spent a happy1 restful night4 ,next morning for breakfast my plate of porridge remained1 and before it was consumed the postman's knock was heard at the door4 ,i was not in the habit of receiving letters on ,monday1 as my parents and most of my friends refrained from posting on ,saturday2 so that ,i was somewhat surprised when the landlady came in holding a letter or packet in her wet hand covered by her apron4 ,i looked at the letter1 but could not make out the handwriting4 ,it was either a strange hand or a feigned one1 and the postmark was blurred4 ,where it came from ,i could not tell4 ,on opening the envelope ,i found nothing written within2 but inside a sheet of blank paper was folded a pair of kid gloves1 from which1 as ,i opened them in astonishment1 half-a-sovereign fell to the ground4 ,praise the ,,lord6 ,i exclaimed2 #djj per cent for twelve hours investment2 that is good interest4 ,how glad the merchants of ,hull would be if they could lend their money at such a rate6 ,i then and there determined that a bank which could not break should have my savings or earnings as the case might be--a determination ,i have not yet learned to regret4 ,i cannot tell you how often my mind has recurred to this incident1 or all the help it has been to me in circumstances of difficulty in after-life4 ,if we are faithful to ,,god in little things1 we shall gain experience and strength that will be helpful to us in the more serious trials of life4 ,illustration ,,chapter ,,iv ,,further ,,answers ,,to ,,prayer ,,the remarkable and gracious deliverance ,i have spoken of1 was a great joy to me1 as well as a strong confirmation of faith2 but of course ten shillings1 however economically used1 will not go very far1 and it was none the less necessary to continue in prayer1 asking that the larger supply which was still due might be remembered and paid4 ,all my petitions1 however1 appeared to remain unanswered2 and before a fortnight had elapsed ,i found myself pretty much in the same position that ,i had occupied on the ,sunday night already made so memorable4 ,meanwhile1 ,i continued pleading with ,,god1 more and more earnestly1 that ,he would graciously remind my employer that my salary was overdue4 ,of course it was not the want of the money that distressed me--that could have been had at any time for the asking--but the question uppermost in my mind was this3 ,can ,i go to ,china8 or will my want of faith and power with ,,god prove to be so serious an obstacle as to preclude my entering upon this much-prized service8 ,as the week drew to a close ,i felt exceedingly embarrassed4 ,there was not only myself to consider2 on ,saturday night a payment would be due to my ,christian landlady which ,i knew she could not well dispense with4 ,ought ,i not1 for her sake1 to speak about the matter of the salary8 ,yet to do so would be1 to myself at any rate1 the admission that ,i was not fitted to undertake a missionary enterprise4 ,i gave nearly the whole of ,thursday and ,friday--all the time not occupied in my necessary employment--to earnest wrestling with ,,god in prayer4 ,but still on ,saturday morning ,i was in the same position as before4 ,and now my earnest cry was for guidance as to whether it was my duty to break silence and speak to my employer1 or whether ,i should still continue to wait the ,,father's time4 ,as far as ,i could judge1 ,i received the assurance that to wait ,his time was best2 and that ,,god in some way or other would interpose on my behalf4 ,so ,i waited1 my heart being now at rest and the burden gone4 ,about five o'clock that ,saturday afternoon1 when the doctor had finished writing his prescriptions1 his last circuit for the day being taken1 he threw himself back in his arm-chair1 as he was wont1 and began to speak of the things of ,,god4 ,he was a truly ,christian man1 and many seasons of very happy spiritual fellowship we had together4 ,i was busily watching1 at the time1 a pan in which a decoction was boiling that required a good deal of attention4 ,it was indeed fortunate for me that it was so1 for without any obvious connection with what had been going on1 all at once he said1 ,by-the-bye1 ,taylor1 is not your salary due again8 ,my emotion may be imagined6 ,i had to swallow two or three times before ,i could answer4 ,with my eye fixed on the pan and my back to the doctor1 ,i told him as quietly as ,i could that it was overdue some little time4 ,how thankful ,i felt at that moment6 ,,god surely had heard my prayer1 and caused him1 in this time of my great need1 to remember the salary without any word or suggestion from me4 ,he replied1 ,oh1 ,i am so sorry you did not remind me6 ,you know how busy ,i am2 ,i wish ,i had thought of it a little sooner1 for only this afternoon ,i sent all the money ,i had to the bank1 otherwise ,i would pay you at once4 ,it is impossible to describe the revulsion of feeling caused by this unexpected statement4 ,i knew not what to do4 ,fortunately for me my pan boiled up1 and ,i had a good reason for rushing with it from the room4 ,glad indeed ,i was to get away1 and keep out of sight until after the doctor had returned to his house1 and most thankful that he had not perceived my emotion4 ,as soon as he was gone ,i had to seek my little sanctum1 and pour out my heart before the ,,lord for some time1 before calmness--and more than calmness--thankfulness1 and joy were restored to me4 ,i felt that ,,god had ,his own way1 and was not going to fail me4 ,i had sought to know ,his will early in the day1 and as far as ,i could judge had received guidance to wait patiently2 and now ,,god was going to work for me in some other way4 ,that evening was spent1 as my ,saturday evenings usually were1 in reading the ,word and preparing the subjects on which ,i expected to speak in the various lodging-houses on the morrow4 ,i waited1 perhaps1 a little longer than usual4 ,at last1 about ten o'clock1 there being no interruption of any kind1 ,i put on my overcoat1 and was preparing to leave for home1 rather thankful to know that by that time ,i should have to let myself in with the latch-key1 as my landlady retired early to rest4 ,there was certainly no help for that night2 but perhaps ,,god would interpose for me by ,monday1 and ,i might be able to pay my landlady early in the week the money ,i would have given her before1 had it been possible4 ,just as ,i was preparing to turn down the gas1 ,i heard the doctor's step in the garden which lay between the dwelling-house and surgery4 ,he was laughing to himself very heartily1 as though greatly amused by something4 ,entering the surgery1 he asked for the ledger1 and told me that1 strange to say1 one of his richest patients had just come to pay his doctor's bill--was it not an odd thing to do8 ,it never struck me that it might have any bearing on my own particular case1 or ,i might have felt embarrassed2 but looking at it simply from the position of an uninterested spectator1 ,i also was highly amused that a man who was rolling in wealth should come after ten o'clock at night to pay a doctor's bill1 which he could any day have met by a cheque with the greatest ease4 ,it appeared that somehow or other he could not rest with this on his mind1 and had been constrained to come at that unusual hour to discharge his liability4 ,the account was duly receipted in the ledger1 and the doctor was about to leave1 when suddenly he turned1 and handing me some of the bank notes just received1 said1 to my surprise and thankfulness1 ,by the way1 ,taylor1 you might as well take these notes2 ,i have not any change1 but can give you the balance next week4 ,again ,i was left--my feelings undiscovered--to go back to my own little closet and praise the ,,lord with a joyful heart that after all ,i might go to ,china4 ,to me this incident was not a trivial one2 and to recall it sometimes1 in circumstances of great difficulty1 in ,china or elsewhere1 has proved no small comfort and strength4 ,by-and-by the time drew near when it was thought desirable that ,i should leave ,hull to attend the medical course of the ,london ,hospital4 ,a little while spent there1 and then ,i had every reason to believe that my life-work in ,china would commence4 ,but much as ,i had rejoiced at the willingness of ,,god to hear and answer prayer and to help ,his half-trusting1 half-timid child1 ,i felt that ,i could not go to ,china without having still further developed and tested my power to rest upon ,his faithfulness2 and a marked opportunity for doing so was providentially afforded me4 ,my dear father had offered to bear all the expense of my stay in ,london4 ,i knew1 however1 that1 owing to recent losses1 it would mean a considerable sacrifice for him to undertake this just when it seemed necessary for me to go forward4 ,i had recently become acquainted with the ,committee of the ,chinese ,evangelisation ,society1 in connection with which ,i ultimately left for ,china1 and especially with its secretary1 my esteemed and much-loved friend ,mr4 ,george ,pearse1 then of the ,stock ,exchange1 but now#a and for many years himself a missionary4 ,not knowing of my father's proposition1 the ,committee also kindly offered to bear my expenses while in ,london4 ,when these proposals were first made to me1 ,i was not quite clear as to what ,i ought to do1 and in writing to my father and the secretaries1 told them that ,i would take a few days to pray about the matter before deciding any course of action4 ,i mentioned to my father that ,i had had this offer from the ,society1 and told the secretaries also of his proffered aid4 ,subsequently1 while waiting upon ,,god in prayer for guidance1 it became clear to my mind that ,i could without difficulty decline both offers4 ,the secretaries of the ,society would not know that ,i had cast myself wholly on ,,god for supplies1 and my father would conclude that ,i had accepted the other offer4 ,i therefore wrote declining both propositions1 and felt that without any one having either care or anxiety on my account ,i was simply in the hands of ,,god1 and that ,he1 who knew my heart1 if ,he wished to encourage me to go to ,china1 would bless my effort to depend upon ,him alone at home4 ,illustration ,,footnote3 #a ,since the above was written ,mr4 ,george ,pearse has died4 ,,chapter ,v ,,life ,,in ,,london ,i ,,must not now attempt to detail the ways in which the ,,lord was pleased--often to my surprise1 as well as to my delight--to help me from time to time4 ,i soon found that it was not possible to live quite as economically in ,london as in ,hull4 ,to lessen expenses ,i shared a room with a cousin1 four miles from the hospital1 providing myself with board2 and after various experiments ,i found that the most economical way was to live almost exclusively on brown bread and water4 ,thus ,i was able to make the means that ,,god gave me last as long as possible4 ,some of my expenses ,i could not diminish1 but my board was largely within my own control4 ,a large twopenny loaf of brown bread1 purchased daily on my long walk from the hospital1 furnished me with supper and breakfast2 and on that diet1 with a few apples for lunch1 ,i managed to walk eight or nine miles a day1 besides being a good deal on foot while attending the practice of the hospital and the medical school4 ,one incident that occurred just about this time ,i must refer to4 ,the husband of my former landlady in ,hull was chief officer of a ship that sailed from ,london1 and by receiving his half-pay monthly and remitting it to her ,i was able to save her the cost of a commission4 ,this ,i had been doing for several months1 when she wrote requesting that ,i would obtain the next payment as early as possible1 as her rent was almost due1 and she depended upon that sum to meet it4 ,the request came at an inconvenient time4 ,i was working hard for an examination in the hope of obtaining a scholarship which would be of service to me1 and felt that ,i could ill afford the time to go during the busiest part of the day to the city and procure the money4 ,i had1 however1 sufficient of my own in hand to enable me to send the required sum4 ,i made the remittance therefore1 purposing1 as soon as the examination was over1 to go and draw the regular allowance with which to refund myself4 ,before the time of examination the medical school was closed for a day1 on account of the funeral of the ,duke of ,wellington1 and ,i had an opportunity of going at once to the office1 which was situated in a street on ,cheapside1 and applying for the due amount4 ,to my surprise and dismay the cleric told me that he could not pay it1 as the officer in question had run away from his ship and gone to the gold diggings4 ,well1 ,i remarked1 that is very inconvenient for me1 as ,i have already advanced the money1 and ,i know his wife will have no means of repaying it4 ,the clerk said he was sorry1 but could of course only act according to orders2 so there was no help for me in that direction4 ,a little more time and thought1 however1 brought the comforting conclusion to my mind1 that as ,i was depending on the ,,lord for everything1 and ,his means were not limited1 it was a small matter to be brought a little sooner or later into the position of needing fresh supplies from ,him2 and so the joy and the peace were not long interfered with4 ,very soon after this1 possibly the same evening1 while sewing together some sheets of paper on which to take notes of the lectures1 ,i accidentally pricked the first finger of my right hand1 and in a few moments forgot all about it4 ,the next day at the hospital ,i continued dissecting as before4 ,the body was that of a person who had died of fever1 and was more than usually disagreeable and dangerous4 ,i need scarcely say that those of us who were at work upon it dissected with special care1 knowing that the slightest scratch might cost us our lives4 ,before the morning was far advanced ,i began to feel very weary1 and while going through the surgical wards at noon was obliged to run out1 being suddenly very sick--a most unusual circumstance with me1 as ,i took but little food and nothing that could disagree with me4 ,after feeling faint for some time1 a draught of cold water revived me1 and ,i was able to rejoin the students4 ,i became more and more unwell1 however1 and ere the afternoon lecture on surgery was over found it impossible to hold the pencil and continue taking notes4 ,by the time the next lecture was through1 my whole arm and right side were full of severe pain1 and ,i was both looking and feeling very ill4 ,finding that ,i could not resume work1 ,i went into the dissecting-room to bind up the portion ,i was engaged upon and put away my apparatus1 and said to the demonstrator1 who was a very skilful surgeon1 ,i cannot think what has come over me1 describing the symptoms4 ,why1 said he1 what has happened is clear enough3 you must have cut yourself in dissecting1 and you know that this is a case of malignant fever4 ,i assured him that ,i had been most careful1 and was quite certain that ,i had no cut or scratch4 ,well1 he replied1 you certainly must have had one2 and he very closely scrutinised my hand to find it1 but in vain4 ,all at once it occurred to me that ,i had pricked my finger the night before1 and ,i asked him if it were possible that a prick from a needle1 at that time1 could have been still unclosed4 ,his opinion was that this was probably the cause of the trouble1 and he advised me to get a hansom1 drive home as fast as ,i could1 and arrange my affairs forthwith4 ,for1 he said1 you are a dead man4 ,my first thought was one of sorrow that ,i could not go to ,china2 but very soon came the feeling1 ,unless ,i am greatly mistaken1 ,i have work to do in ,china1 and shall not die4 ,i was glad1 however1 to take the opportunity of speaking to my medical friend1 who was a confirmed sceptic as to things spiritual1 of the joy that the prospect of perhaps soon being with my ,,master gave me2 telling him at the same time that ,i did not think ,i should die1 as1 unless ,i were much mistaken1 ,i had work to do in ,china2 and if so1 however severe the struggle1 ,i must be brought through4 ,that is all very well1 he answered1 but you get a hansom and drive home as fast as you can4 ,you have no time to lose1 for you will soon be incapable of winding up your affairs4 ,i smiled a little at the idea of my driving home in a hansom1 for by this time my means were too exhausted to allow of such a proceeding1 and ,i set out to walk the distance if possible4 ,before long1 however1 my strength gave way1 and ,i felt it was no use to attempt to reach home by walking4 ,availing myself of an omnibus from ,whitechapel ,church to ,farringdon ,street1 and another from ,farringdon ,street onwards1 ,i reached1 in great suffering1 the neighbourhood of ,soho ,square1 behind which ,i lived4 ,on going into the house ,i got some hot water from the servant1 and charging her very earnestly--literally as a dying man--to accept eternal life as the gift of ,,god through ,,jesus ,,christ1 ,i bathed my head and lanced the finger1 hoping to let out some of the poisoned blood4 ,the pain was very severe2 ,i fainted away1 and was for some time unconscious1 so long that when ,i came to myself ,i found that ,i had been carried to bed4 ,an uncle of mine who lived near at hand had come in1 and sent for his own medical man1 an assistant surgeon at the ,westminster ,hospital4 ,i assured my uncle that medical help would be of no service to me1 and that ,i did not wish to go to the expense involved4 ,he1 however1 quieted me on this score1 saying that he had sent for his own doctor1 and that the bill would be charged to himself4 ,when the surgeon came and learned all the particulars1 he said1 ,well1 if you have been living moderately1 you may pull through2 but if you have been going in for beer and that sort of thing1 there is no manner of chance for you4 ,i thought that if sober living was to do anything1 few could have a better chance1 as little but bread and water had been my diet for a good while past4 ,i told him ,i had lived abstemiously1 and found that it helped me in study4 ,but now1 he said1 you must keep up your strength1 for it will be a pretty hard struggle4 ,and he ordered me a bottle of port wine every day1 and as many chops as ,i could consume4 ,again ,i smiled inwardly1 having no means for the purchase of such luxuries4 ,this difficulty1 however1 was also met by my kind uncle1 who sent me at once all that was needed4 ,i was much concerned1 notwithstanding the agony ,i suffered1 that my dear parents should not be made acquainted with my state4 ,thought and prayer had satisfied me that ,i was not going to die1 but that there was indeed a work for me to do in ,china4 ,if my dear parents should come up and find me in that condition1 ,i must lose the opportunity of seeing how ,,god was going to work for me1 now that my money had almost come to an end4 ,so1 after prayer for guidance1 ,i obtained a promise from my uncle and cousin not to write to my parents1 but to leave me to communicate with them myself4 ,i felt it was a very distinct answer to prayer when they gave me this promise1 and ,i took care to defer all communication with them myself until the crisis was past and the worst of the attack over4 ,at home they knew that ,i was working hard for an examination1 and did not wonder at my silence4 ,days and nights of suffering passed slowly by2 but at length1 after several weeks1 ,i was sufficiently restored to leave my room2 and then ,i learned that two men1 though not from the ,london ,hospital1 who had had dissection wounds at the same time as myself1 had both succumbed1 while ,i was spared in answer to prayer to work for ,,god in ,china4 ,illustration ,illustration ,,chapter ,,vi ,,strengthened ,,by ,,faith ,,one day the doctor coming in found me on the sofa1 and was surprised to learn that with assistance ,i had walked downstairs4 ,now1 he said1 the best thing you can go is to get off to the country as soon as you feel equal to the journey4 ,you must rusticate until you have recovered a fair amount of health and strength1 for if you begin your work too soon the consequences may still be serious4 ,when he had left1 as ,i lay very exhausted on the sofa1 ,i just told the ,,lord all about it1 and that ,i was refraining from making my circumstances known to those who would delight to meet my need1 in order that my faith might be strengthened by receiving help from ,himself in answer to prayer alone4 ,what was ,i to do8 ,and ,i waited for ,his answer4 ,it seemed to me as if ,he were directing my mind to the conclusion to go again to the shipping office1 and inquire about the wages ,i had been unable to draw4 ,i reminded the ,,lord that ,i could not afford to take a conveyance1 and that it did not seem at all likely that ,i should succeed in getting the money1 and asked whether this impulse was not a mere clutching at a straw1 some mental process of my own1 rather than ,his guidance and teaching4 ,after prayer1 however1 and renewed waiting upon ,,god1 ,i was confirmed in my belief that ,he ,himself was teaching me to go to the office4 ,the next question was1 ,how am ,i to go8 ,i had had to seek help in coming downstairs1 and the place was at least two miles away4 ,the assurance was brought vividly home to me that whatever ,i asked of ,,god in the name of ,,christ would be done1 that the ,,father might be glorified in the ,,son2 that what ,i had to do was to seek strength for the long walk1 to receive it by faith1 and to set out upon it4 ,unhesitatingly ,i told the ,,lord that ,i was quite willing to take the walk if ,he would give me the strength4 ,i asked in the name of ,,christ that the strength might be immediately given2 and sending the servant up to my room for my hat and stick1 ,i set out1 not to attempt to walk1 but ,,to ,,walk to ,cheapside4 ,although undoubtedly strengthened by faith1 ,i never took so much interest in shop windows as ,i did upon that journey4 ,at every second or third step ,i was glad to lean a little against the plate glass1 and take time to examine the contents of the windows before passing on4 ,it needed a special effort of faith when ,i got to the bottom of ,farringdon ,street to attempt the toilsome ascent of ,snow ,hill3 there was no ,holborn ,viaduct in those days1 and it had to be done4 ,,god did wonderfully help me1 and in due time ,i reached ,cheapside1 turned into the by-street in which the office was found1 and sat down much exhausted on the steps leading to the first floor1 which was my destination4 ,i felt my position to be a little peculiar--sitting there on the steps1 so evidently spent--and the gentlemen who rushed up and downstairs looked at me with an inquiring gaze4 ,after a little rest1 however1 and a further season of prayer1 ,i succeeded in climbing the staircase1 and to my comfort found in the office the clerk with whom ,i had hitherto dealt in the matter4 ,seeing me looking pale and exhausted1 he kindly inquired as to my health1 and ,i told him that ,i had had a serious illness1 and was ordered to the country1 but thought it well to call first1 and make further inquiry1 lest there should have been any mistake about the mate having run off to the gold diggings4 ,oh1 he said1 ,i am so glad you have come1 for it turns out that it was an able seaman of the same name that ran away4 ,the mate is still on board2 the ship has just reached ,gravesend1 and will be up very soon4 ,i shall be glad to give you the half-pay up to date1 for doubtless it will reach his wife more safely through you4 ,we all know what temptations beset the men when they arrive at home after a voyage4 ,before1 however1 giving me the sum of money1 he insisted upon my coming inside and sharing his lunch4 ,i felt it was the ,,lord indeed who was providing for me1 and accepted his offer with thankfulness4 ,when ,i was refreshed and rested1 he gave me a sheet of paper to write a few lines to the wife1 telling her of the circumstances4 ,on my way back ,i procured in ,cheapside a money order for the balance due to her1 and posted it2 and returning home again1 felt myself now quite justified in taking an omnibus as far as it would serve me4 ,very much better the next morning1 after seeing to some little matters that ,i had to settle1 ,i made my way to the surgery of the doctor who had attended me1 feeling that1 although my uncle was prepared to pay the bill1 it was right for me1 now that ,i had some money in hand1 to ask for the account myself4 ,the kind surgeon refused to allow me1 as a medical student1 to pay anything for his attendance3 but he had supplied me with quinine1 which he allowed me to pay for to the extent of eight shillings4 ,when that was settled1 ,i saw that the sum left was just sufficient to take me home2 and to my mind the whole thing seemed a wonderful interposition of ,,god on my behalf4 ,i knew that the surgeon was sceptical1 and told him that ,i should very much like to speak to him freely1 if ,i might do so without offence2 that ,i felt that under ,,god ,i owed my life to his kind care1 and wished very earnestly that he himself might become a partaker of the same precious faith that ,i possessed4 ,so ,i told him my reason for being in ,london1 and about my circumstances1 and why ,i had declined the help of both my father and the officers of the ,society in connection with which it was probable that ,i should go to ,china4 ,i told him of the recent providential dealings of ,,god with me1 and how apparently hopeless my position had been the day before1 when he had ordered me to go to the country1 unless ,i would reveal my need1 which ,i had determined not to do4 ,i described to him the mental exercises ,i had gone through2 but when ,i added that ,i had actually got up from the sofa and walked to ,cheapside1 he looked at me incredulously1 and ,impossible6 ,why1 ,i left you lying there more like a ghost than a man4 ,and ,i had to assure him again and again that1 strengthened by faith1 the walk had really been taken4 ,i told him also what money was left to me1 and what payments there had been to make1 and showed him that just sufficient remained to take me home to ,yorkshire1 providing for needful refreshment by the way and the omnibus journey at the end4 ,my kind friend was completely broken down1 and said with tears in his eyes1 ,i would give all the world for a faith like yours4 ,i1 on the other hand1 had the joy of telling him that it was to be obtained without money and without price4 ,we never met again4 ,when ,i came back to town1 restored to health and strength1 ,i found that he had had a stroke1 and left for the country2 and ,i subsequently learned that he never rallied4 ,i was able to gain no information as to his state of mind when taken away2 but ,i have always felt very thankful that ,i had the opportunity1 and embraced it1 of bearing that testimony for ,,god4 ,i cannot but entertain the hope that the ,,master ,himself was speaking to him through ,his dealings with me1 and that ,i shall meet him again in the ,better ,land4 ,it would be no small joy to be welcomed by him1 when my own service is over4 ,the next day found me in my dear parents' home4 ,my joy in the ,,lord's help and deliverance was so great that ,i was unable to keep it to myself1 and before my return to ,london my dear mother knew the secret of my life for some time past4 ,i need scarcely say that when ,i went up again to town ,i was not allowed to live--as1 indeed1 ,i was not fit to live--on the same economical lines as before my illness4 ,i needed more now1 and the ,,lord did provide4 ,illustration ,illustration ,,chapter ,,vii ,,mighty ,,to ,,save ,,returning to ,london when sufficiently recovered to resume my studies1 the busy life of hospital and lecture-hall was resumed2 often relieved by happy ,sundays of fellowship with ,christian friends1 especially in ,london or ,tottenham4 ,opportunities for service are to be found in every sphere1 and mine was no exception4 ,i shall only mention one case now that gave me great encouragement in seeking conversion even when it seemed apparently hopeless4 ,,god had given me the joy of winning souls before1 but not in surroundings of such special difficulty4 ,with ,,god all things are possible1 and no conversion ever takes place save by the almighty power of the ,,holy ,,ghost4 ,the great need1 therefore1 of every ,christian worker is to know ,,god4 ,indeed1 this is the purpose for which ,he has given us eternal life1 as our ,,saviour ,himself says1 in the oft misquoted verse1 ,john xvii4 #c3 ,this is the object of life eternal1 not to know but that they might know ,thee the only true ,,god1 and ,,jesus ,,christ1 whom ,thou hast sent4 ,i was now to prove the willingness of ,,god to answer prayer for spiritual blessing under most unpromising circumstances1 and thus to gain an increased acquaintance with the prayer-answering ,,god as ,one mighty to save4 ,a short time before leaving for ,china1 it became my duty daily to dress the foot of a patient suffering from senile gangrene4 ,the disease commenced1 as usual1 insidiously1 and the patient had little idea that he was a doomed man1 and probably had not long to live4 ,i was not the first to attend to him1 but when the case was transferred to me1 ,i naturally became very anxious about his soul4 ,the family with whom he lived were ,christians1 and from them ,i learned that he was an avowed atheist1 and very antagonistic to anything religious4 ,they had1 without asking his consent1 invited a ,scripture reader to visit him1 but in great passion he had ordered him from the room4 ,the vicar of the district had also called1 hoping to help him2 but he had spit in his face1 and refused to allow him to speak to him4 ,his passionate temper was described to me as very violent1 and altogether the case seemed to be as hopeless as could well be imagined4 ,upon first commencing to attend him ,i prayed much about it2 but for two or three days said nothing to him of a religious nature4 ,by special care in dressing his diseased limb ,i was able considerably to lessen his sufferings1 and he soon began to manifest grateful appreciation of my services4 ,one day1 with a trembling heart1 ,i took advantage of his warm acknowledgments to tell him what was the spring of my action1 and to speak of his own solemn position and need of ,,god's mercy through ,,christ4 ,it was evidently only by a powerful effort of self-restraint that he kept his lips closed4 ,he turned over in bed with his back to me1 and uttered no word4 ,i could not get the poor man out of my mind1 and very often through each day ,i pleaded with ,,god1 by ,his ,,spirit1 to save him ere ,he took him hence4 ,after dressing the wound and relieving his pain1 ,i never failed to say a few words to him1 which ,i hoped the ,,lord would bless4 ,he always turned his back to me1 looking annoyed1 but never spoke a word in reply4 ,after continuing this for some time1 my heart sank4 ,it seemed to me that ,i was not only doing no good1 but perhaps really hardening him and increasing his guilt4 ,one day1 after dressing his limb and washing my hands1 instead of returning to the bedside to speak to him1 ,i went to the door1 and stood hesitating for a few moments with the thought in my mind1 ,ephraim is joined to his idols2 let him alone4 ,i looked at the man and saw his surprise1 as it was the first time since speaking to him that ,i had attempted to leave without going up to his bedside to say a few words for my ,,master4 ,i could bear it no longer4 ,bursting into tears1 ,i crossed the room and said1 ,my friend1 whether you will hear or whether you will forbear1 ,i must deliver my soul1 and went on to speak very earnestly to him1 telling him with many tears how much ,i wished that he would let me pray with him4 ,to my unspeakable joy he did not turn away1 but replied1 ,if it will be a relief to you1 do4 ,i need scarcely say that ,i fell on my knees and poured out my whole soul to ,,god on his behalf4 ,i believe the ,,lord then and there wrought a change in his soul4 ,he was never afterwards unwilling to be spoken to and prayed with1 and within a few days he definitely accepted ,,christ as his ,,saviour4 ,oh the joy it was to me to see that dear man rejoicing in hope of the glory of ,,god6 ,he told me that for forty years he had never darkened the door of church or chapel1 and that then--forty years ago--he had only entered a place of worship to be married1 and could not be persuaded to go inside when his wife was buried4 ,now1 thank ,,god1 his sin-stained soul1 ,i had every reason to believe1 was washed1 was sanctified1 was justified1 in the ,name of the ,,lord ,,jesus ,,christ and in the ,,spirit of our ,,god4 ,oftentimes1 when in my early work in ,china circumstances rendered me almost hopeless of success1 ,i have thought of this man's conversion1 and have been encouraged to persevere in speaking the ,word1 whether men would hear or whether they would forbear4 ,the now happy sufferer lived for some time after this change1 and was never tired of bearing testimony to the grace of ,,god4 ,though his condition was most distressing1 the alteration in his character and behaviour made the previously painful duty of attending him one of real pleasure4 ,i have often thought since1 in connection with this case and the work of ,,god generally1 of the words1 ,he that goeth forth weeping1 bearing precious seed1 shall doubtless come again rejoicing1 bringing his sheaves with him4 ,perhaps if there were more of that intense distress for souls that leads to tears1 we should more frequently see the results we desire4 ,sometimes it may be that while we are complaining of the hardness of the hearts of those we are seeking to benefit1 the hardness of our own hearts1 and our own feeble apprehension of the solemn reality of eternal things1 may be the true cause of our want of success4 ,illustration ,illustration ,,chapter ,,viii ,,voyage ,,to ,,china ,,soon after this the time so long looked forward to arrived--the time that ,i was to leave ,england for ,china4 ,after being set apart with many prayers for the ministry of ,,god's ,word among the heathen ,chinese ,i left ,london for ,liverpool2 and on the #aith of ,september #ahec a little service was held in the stern cabin of the ,dumfries1 which had been secured for me by the ,committee of the ,chinese ,evangelisation ,society1 under whose auspices ,i was going to ,china4 ,my beloved1 now sainted1 mother had come to see me off from ,liverpool4 ,never shall ,i forget that day1 nor how she went with me into the little cabin that was to be my home for nearly six long months4 ,with a mother's loving hand she smoothed the little bed4 ,she sat by my side1 and joined me in the last hymn that we should sing together before the long parting4 ,we knelt down1 and she prayed--the last mother's prayer ,i was to hear before starting for ,china4 ,then notice was given that we must separate1 and we had to say good-bye1 never expecting to meet on earth again4 ,for my sake she restrained her feelings as much as possible4 ,we parted2 and she went on shore1 giving me her blessing2 ,i stood alone on deck1 and she followed the ship as we moved towards the dock gates4 ,as we passed through the gates1 and the separation really commenced1 ,i shall never forget the cry of anguish wrung from that mother's heart4 ,it went through me like a knife4 ,i never knew so fully1 until then1 what ,,god so loved the world meant4 ,and ,i am quite sure that my precious mother learned more of the love of ,,god to the perishing in that hour than in all her life before4 ,oh1 how it must grieve the heart of ,,god when ,he sees ,his children indifferent to the needs of that wide world for which ,his beloved1 ,his only begotten ,,son died6 ,hearken1 ,o daughter1 and consider1 and incline thine ear2 ,forget also thine own people1 and thy father's house2 ,so shall the ,,king desire thy beauty3 ,for ,he is thy ,,lord2 and worship thou ,him4 ,praise ,,god1 the number is increasing who are finding out the exceeding joys1 the wondrous revelations of ,his mercies1 vouchsafed to those who follow ,him1 and emptying themselves1 leave all in obedience to ,his great commission4 ,it was on #aith ,september #ahec that the ,dumfries sailed for ,china2 and not until #ast ,march1 in the spring of the following year1 did ,i arrive in ,shanghai4 ,our voyage had a rough beginning1 but many had promised to remember us in constant prayer4 ,no small comfort was this2 for we had scarcely left the ,mersey when a violent equinoctial gale caught us1 and for twelve days we were beating backwards and forwards in the ,irish ,channel1 unable to get out to sea4 ,the gale steadily increased1 and after almost a week we lay to for a time2 but drifting on a lee coast1 we were compelled again to make sail1 and endeavoured to beat on to windward4 ,the utmost efforts of the captain and crew1 however1 were unavailing2 and ,sunday night1 #beth ,september1 found us drifting into ,carnarvon ,bay1 each tack becoming shorter1 until at last we were within a stone's-throw of the rocks4 ,about this time1 as the ship1 which had refused to stay1 was put round in the other direction1 the ,christian captain said to me1 ,we cannot live half an hour now3 what of your call to labour for the ,,lord in ,china8 ,i had previously passed through a time of much conflict1 but that was over1 and it was a great joy to feel and to tell him that ,i would not for any consideration be in any other position2 that ,i strongly expected to reach ,china2 but that1 if otherwise1 at any rate the ,master would say it was well that ,i was found seeking to obey ,his command4 ,within a few minutes after wearing ship the captain walked1 up to the compass1 and said to me1 ,the wind has freed two points2 we shall be able to beat out of the bay4 ,and so we did4 ,the bowsprit was sprung and the vessel seriously strained2 but in a few days we got out to sea1 and the necessary repairs were so thoroughly effected on board that our journey to ,china was in due time satisfactorily accomplished4 ,one thing was a great trouble to me that night4 ,i was a very young believer1 and had not sufficient faith in ,,god to see ,him in and through the use of means4 ,i had felt it a duty to comply with the earnest wish of my beloved and honoured mother1 and for her sake to procure a swimming-belt4 ,but in my own soul ,i felt as if ,i could not simply trust in ,,god while ,i had this swimming-belt2 and my heart had no rest until on that night1 after all hope of being saved was gone1 ,i had given it away4 ,then ,i had perfect peace2 and1 strange to say1 put several light things together1 likely to float at the time we struck1 without any thought of inconsistency or scruple4 ,ever since1 ,i have seen clearly the mistake ,i made--a mistake that is very common in these days1 when erroneous teaching on faith-healing does much harm1 misleading some as to the purposes of ,,god1 shaking the faith of others1 and distressing the minds of many4 ,the use of means ought not to lessen our faith in ,,god2 and our faith in ,,god ought not to hinder our using whatever means ,he has given us for the accomplishment of ,his own purposes4 ,for years after this ,i always took a swimming-belt with me1 and never had any trouble about it2 for after the storm was over1 the question was settled for me1 through the prayerful study of the ,scriptures4 ,,god gave me then to see my mistake1 probably to deliver me from a great deal of trouble on similar questions now so constantly raised4 ,when in medical or surgical charge of any case1 ,i have never thought of neglecting to ask ,,god's guidance and blessing in the use of appropriate means1 nor yet of omitting to give ,him thanks for answered prayer and restored health4 ,but to me it would appear as presumptuous and wrong to neglect the use of those measures which ,he ,himself has put within our reach1 as to neglect to take daily food1 and suppose that life and health might be maintained by prayer alone4 ,the voyage was a very tedious one4 ,we lost a good deal of time on the equator from calms2 and when we finally reached the ,eastern ,archipelago1 were again detained from the same cause4 ,usually a breeze would spring up soon after sunset1 and last until about dawn4 ,the utmost use was made of it1 but during the day we lay still with flapping sails1 often drifting back and losing a good deal of the advantage we had gained during the night4 ,this happened notably on one occasion1 when we were in dangerous proximity to the north of ,new ,guinea4 ,saturday night had brought us to a point some thirty miles off the land2 but during the ,sunday morning service1 which was held on deck1 ,i could not fail to notice that the captain looked troubled1 and frequently went over to the side of the ship4 ,when the service was ended1 ,i learnt from him the cause--a four-knot current was carrying us rapidly towards some sunken reefs1 and we were already so near that it seemed improbable that we should get through the afternoon in safety4 ,after dinner the long-boat was put out1 and all hands endeavoured1 without success1 to turn the ship's head from the shore4 ,as we drifted nearer we could plainly see the natives rushing about the sands and lighting fires every here and there4 ,the captain's horn-book informed him that these people were cannibals1 so that our position was not a little alarming4 ,after standing together on the deck for some time in silence1 the captain said to me1 ,well1 we have done everything that can be done2 we can only await the result4 ,a thought occurred to me1 and ,i replied1 ,no1 there is one thing we have not done yet4 ,what is it8 he queried4 ,four of us on board are ,christians1 ,i answered 7the ,swedish carpenter and our coloured steward1 with the captain and myself72 let us each retire to his own cabin1 and in agreed prayer ask the ,,lord to give us immediately a breeze4 ,he can as easily send it now as at sunset4 ,the captain complied with this proposal4 ,i went and spoke to the other two men1 and after prayer with the carpenter we all four retired to wait upon ,,god4 ,i had a good but very brief season in prayer1 and then felt so satisfied that our request was granted that ,i could not continue asking1 and very soon went up again on deck4 ,the first officer1 a godless man1 was in charge4 ,i went over and asked him to let down the clews or corners of the mainsail1 which had been drawn up in order to lessen the useless flapping of the sail against the rigging4 ,he answered1 ,what would be the good of that8 ,i told him we had been asking a wind from ,,god1 that it was coming immediately1 and we were so near the reef by this time that there was not a minute to lose4 ,with a look of incredulity and contempt1 he said with an oath that he would rather see a wind than hear of it6 ,but while he was speaking ,i watched his eye1 and followed it up to the royal 7the topmost sail71 and there1 sure enough1 the corner of the sail was beginning to tremble in the coming breeze4 ,don't you see the wind is coming8 ,look at the royal6 ,i exclaimed4 ,no1 it is only a cat's-paw1 he rejoined 7a mere puff of wind74 ,cat's-paw or not1 ,i cried1 pray let down the mainsail1 and let us have the benefit6 ,this he was not slow to do4 ,in another minute the heavy tread of the men on the deck brought up the captain from his cabin to see what was the matter2 and he saw that the breeze had indeed come4 ,in a few minutes we were ploughing our way at six or seven knots an hour through the water1 and the multitude of naked savages whom we had seen on the beach had no wreckage that night4 ,we were soon out of danger2 and though the wind was sometimes unsteady1 we did not altogether lose it until after passing the ,pelew ,islands4 ,thus ,,god encouraged me1 ere landing on ,china's shores1 to bring every variety of need to ,him in prayer1 and to expect that ,he would honour the ,name of the ,,lord ,,jesus1 and give the help which each emergency required4 ,illustration ,illustration ,,chapter ,,ix ,,early ,,missionary ,,experiences ,,on landing in ,shanghai on #ast ,march #ahed1 ,i found myself surrounded with difficulties that were wholly unexpected4 ,a band of rebels1 known as the ,red ,turbans1 had taken possession of the native city1 against which was encamped an ,imperial army of from forty to fifty thousand men1 who were a much greater source of discomfort and danger to the little ,european community than were the rebels themselves4 ,upon landing1 ,i was told that to live outside the ,settlement was impossible1 while within the foreign concession apartments were scarcely obtainable at any price4 ,the dollar1 now worth about three shillings1 had risen to a value of eight-and-ninepence1 and the prospect for one with only a small income of ,english money was dark indeed4 ,however1 ,i had three letters of introduction1 and counted on counsel and help1 especially from one of those to whom ,i had been commended1 whose friends ,i well knew and highly valued4 ,of course ,i sought him out at once1 but only to learn that he had been buried a month or two before1 having died from fever during the time of my voyage4 ,saddened by these tidings1 ,i inquired for a missionary to whom another of my letters of introduction was addressed2 but a further disappointment awaited me--he had left for ,america4 ,the third letter remained2 but as it had been given by a comparative stranger1 ,i had expected less from it than from the other two4 ,it proved1 however1 to be ,,god's channel of help4 ,the ,rev4 ,dr4 ,medhurst1 of the ,london ,mission1 to whom it was addressed1 introduced me to ,dr4 ,lockhart1 who kindly allowed me to live with him for six months4 ,dr4 ,medhurst procured my first ,chinese teacher2 and he1 ,dr4 ,edkins1 and the late ,mr4 ,alexander ,wylie gave me considerable help with the language4 ,those were indeed troublous times1 and times of danger4 ,coming out of the city one day with ,mr4 ,wylie1 he entered into conversation with two coolies1 while we waited a little while at the ,east ,gate for a companion who was behind us4 ,before our companion came up an attack upon the city from the batteries on the opposite side of the river commenced1 which caused us to hurry away to a place of less danger1 the whiz of the balls being unpleasantly near4 ,the coolies1 unfortunately1 stayed too long1 and were wounded4 ,on reaching the ,settlement we stopped a few minutes to make a purchase1 and then proceeded at once to the ,london ,mission compound1 where1 at the door of the hospital1 we found the two poor coolies with whom ,mr4 ,wylie had conversed1 their four ankles terribly shattered by a cannon ball4 ,the poor fellows declined amputation1 and both died4 ,we felt how narrow had been our escape4 ,at another time1 early in the morning1 ,i had joined one of the missionaries on his verandah to watch the battle proceeding1 at a distance of perhaps three-quarters of a mile1 when suddenly a spent ball passed between us and buried itself in the verandah wall4 ,another day my friend ,mr4 ,wylie left a book on the table after luncheon1 and returning for it about five minutes later1 found the arm of the chair on which he had been sitting shot clean away4 ,but in the midst of these and many other dangers ,,god protected us4 ,after six months' stay with ,dr4 ,lockhart1 ,i rented a native house outside the ,settlement1 and commenced a little missionary work amongst my ,chinese neighbours1 which for a few months continued practicable4 ,when the ,french joined the ,imperialists in attacking the city1 the position of my house became so dangerous that during the last few weeks1 in consequence of nightly recurring skirmishes1 ,i gave up attempting to sleep except in the daytime4 ,one night a fire appeared very near1 and ,i climbed up to a little observatory ,i had arranged on the roof of the house1 to see whether it was necessary to attempt escape4 ,while there a ball struck the ridge of the roof on the opposite side of the quadrangle1 showering pieces of broken tile all around me1 while the ball itself rolled down into the court below4 ,it weighed four or five pounds2 and had it come a few inches higher1 would probably have spent its force on me instead of on the building4 ,my dear mother kept the ball for many years4 ,shortly after this ,i had to abandon the house and return to the ,foreign ,settlement--a step that was taken none too soon1 for before the last of my belongings were removed1 the house was burnt to the ground4 ,of the trials of this early period it is scarcely possible to convey any adequate idea4 ,to one of a sensitive nature1 the horrors1 atrocities1 and misery connected with war were a terrible ordeal4 ,the embarrassment also of the times was considerable4 ,with an income of only eighty pounds a year1 ,i was compelled1 upon moving into the ,settlement1 to give one hundred and twenty for rent1 and sublet half the house2 and though the ,committee of the ,chinese ,evangelisation ,society increased my income when1 after the arrival of ,dr4 ,parker1 they learned more of our circumstances1 many painful experiences had necessarily been passed through4 ,few can realise how distressing to so young and untried a worker these difficulties seemed1 or the intense loneliness of the position of a pioneer who could not even hint at many of his circumstances1 as to do so would have been a tacit appeal for help4 ,the great enemy is always ready with his oft-repeated suggestion1 ,all these things are against me4 ,but oh1 how false the word6 ,the cold1 and even the hunger1 the watchings and sleeplessness of nights of danger1 and the feeling at times of utter isolation and helplessness1 were well and wisely chosen1 and tenderly and lovingly meted out4 ,what circumstances could have rendered the ,word of ,,god more sweet1 the presence of ,,god more real1 the help of ,,god more precious8 ,they were times1 indeed1 of emptying and humbling1 but were experiences that made not ashamed1 and that strengthened purpose to go forward as ,,god might direct1 with ,his proved promise1 ,i will not fail thee1 nor forsake thee4 ,one can see1 even now1 that as for ,,god1 ,his way is perfect1 and yet can rejoice that the missionary path of to-day is comparatively a smooth and an easy one4 ,journeying inland was contrary to treaty arrangements1 and attended with much difficulty1 especially for some time after the battle of ,muddy ,flat1 in which an ,anglo-,american contingent of about three hundred marines and seamen1 with a volunteer corps of less than a hundred residents1 attacked the ,imperial camp1 and drove away from thirty to fifty thousand ,chinese soldiers1 the range of our shot and shell making the native artillery useless4 ,still1 in the autumn of #ahed a journey of perhaps a week's duration was safely accomplished with ,dr4 ,edkins1 who of course did the speaking and preaching1 while ,i was able to help in the distribution of books4 ,illustration ,,chapter ,x ,,first ,,evangelistic ,,efforts ,a ,,journey taken in the spring of #ahee with the ,rev4 ,j4 ,s4 ,burden of the ,church ,missionary ,society 7now the ,bishop of ,victoria1 ,hong-kong7 was attended with some serious dangers4 ,in the great mouth of the river ,yang-tse1 distant some thirty miles to the north of ,shanghai1 lies the group of islands of which ,ts'ung-ming and ,hai-men are the largest and most important2 and farther up the river1 where the estuary narrows away from the sea1 is situated the influential city of ,t'ung-chau1 close to ,lang-shan1 or the ,wolf ,mountains1 famous as a resort for pilgrim devotees4 ,we spent some time in evangelising on those islands1 and then proceeded to ,lang-shan1 where we preached and gave books to thousands of the devotees who were attending an idolatrous festival4 ,from thence we went on to ,t'ung-chau1 and of our painful experiences there the following journal will tell3-- ,thursday1 ,april #bfth1 #ahee4 ,after breakfast we commended ourselves to the care of our ,heavenly ,,father1 and sought ,his ,blessing before proceeding to this great city4 ,the day was dull and wet4 ,we felt persuaded that ,satan would not allow us to assail his kingdom1 as we were attempting to do1 without raising serious opposition2 but we were also fully assured that it was the will of ,,god that we should preach ,,christ in this city1 and distribute the ,word of ,truth among its people4 ,we were sorry that we had but few books left for such an important place3 the result1 however1 proved that this also was providential4 ,our native teachers did their best to persuade us not to go into the city2 but we determined that1 by ,,god',s help1 nothing should hinder us4 ,we directed them1 however1 to remain in one of the boats2 and if we did not return1 to learn whatever they could respecting our fate1 and make all possible haste to ,shanghai with the information4 ,we also arranged that the other boat should wait for us1 even if we could not get back that night1 so that we might not be detained for want of a boat in case of returning later4 ,we then put our books into two bags1 and with a servant who always accompanied us on these occasions1 set off for the city1 distant about seven miles4 ,walking was out of the question1 from the state of the roads1 so we availed ourselves of wheel-barrows1 the only conveyance to be had in these parts4 ,a wheel-barrow is cheaper than a sedan1 only requiring one coolie2 but is by no means an agreeable conveyance on rough1 dirty roads4 ,we had not gone far before the servant requested permission to go back1 as he was thoroughly frightened by reports concerning the native soldiery4 ,of course we at once consented1 not wishing to involve another in trouble1 and determined to carry the books ourselves1 and look for physical as well as spiritual strength to ,him who had promised to supply all our need4 ,at this point a respectable man came up1 and earnestly warned us against proceeding1 saying that if we did we should find to our sorrow what the ,t'ung-chau militia were like4 ,we thanked him for his kindly counsel1 but could not act upon it1 as our hearts were fixed1 whether it were to bonds1 imprisonment1 and death1 or whether to distribute our ,scriptures and tracts in safety1 and return unhurt1 we knew not2 but we were determined1 by the grace of ,,god1 not to leave ,t'ung-chau any longer without the ,gospel1 nor its teeming thousands to die in uncared-for ignorance of the ,way of life4 ,after this my wheel-barrow man would proceed no farther1 and ,i had to seek another1 who was fortunately not difficult to find4 ,as we went on1 the ride in the mud and rain was anything but agreeable1 and we could not help feeling the danger of our position1 although wavering not for a moment4 ,at intervals we encouraged one another with promises from the ,scripture and verses of hymns4 ,that verse-- ,the perils of the sea1 the perils of the land1 ,should not dishearten thee3 thy ,,lord is nigh at hand4 ,but should thy courage fail1 when tried and sore oppressed1 ,his promise shall avail1 and set thy soul at rest4 seemed particularly appropriate to our circumstances1 and was very comforting to me4 ,on our way we passed through one small town of about a thousand inhabitants2 and here1 in the ,mandarin dialect1 ,i preached ,,jesus to a good number of people4 ,never was ,i so happy in speaking of the love of ,,god and the atonement of ,,jesus ,,christ4 ,my own soul was richly blessed1 and filled with joy and peace2 and ,i was able to speak with unusual freedom and ease4 ,and how rejoiced ,i was when1 afterwards1 ,i heard one of our hearers repeating to the newcomers1 in his own local dialect1 the truths upon which ,i had been dwelling6 ,oh1 how thankful ,i felt to hear a ,chinaman1 of his own accord1 telling his fellow-countrymen that ,,god loved them2 that they were sinners1 but that ,,jesus died instead of them1 and paid the penalty of their guilt4 ,that one moment repaid me for all the trials we had passed through2 and ,i felt that if the ,,lord should grant ,,his ,,holy ,,spirit to change the heart of that man1 we had not come in vain4 ,we distributed a few ,testaments and tracts1 for the people were able to read1 and we could not leave them without the ,gospel4 ,it was well that we did so1 for when we reached ,t'ung-chau we found we had quite as many left as we had strength to carry4 ,nearing the end of our journey1 as we approached the western suburb of the city1 the prayer of the early ,christians1 when persecution was commencing1 came to my mind3 ,and now1 ,,lord1 behold their threatenings1 and grant unto ,thy servants that with all boldness they may speak ,thy ,word4 ,in this petition we most heartily united4 ,before entering the suburb we laid our plans1 so as to act in concert1 and told our wheel-barrow men where to await us1 that they might not be involved in any trouble on our account4 ,then looking up to our ,heavenly ,,father1 we committed ourselves to ,his keeping1 took our books1 and set on for the city4 ,for some distance we walked along the principal street of the suburb leading to the ,west ,gate unmolested1 and were amused at the unusual title of ,heh-kwei-tsi 7black devils7 which was applied to us4 ,we wondered about it at the time1 but afterwards found that it was our clothes1 and not our skin1 that gave rise to it4 ,as we passed several of the soldiers1 ,i remarked to ,mr4 ,burdon that these were the men we had heard so much about1 and that they seemed willing to receive us quietly enough4 ,long before we reached the gate1 however1 a tall powerful man1 made tenfold fiercer by partial intoxication1 let us know that all the militia were not so peaceably inclined1 by seizing ,mr4 ,burdon by the shoulders4 ,my companion endeavoured to shake him off4 ,i turned to see what was the matter1 and at once we were surrounded by a dozen or more brutal men1 who hurried us on to the city at a fearful pace4 ,my bag now began to feel very heavy1 and ,i could not change hands to relieve myself4 ,i was soon in a profuse perspiration1 and was scarcely able to keep pace with them4 ,we demanded to be taken before the chief magistrate1 but were told that they knew where to take us1 and what to do with such persons as we were1 with the most insulting epithets4 ,the man who first seized ,mr4 ,burdon soon afterwards left him for me1 and became my principal tormentor2 for ,i was neither so tall nor so strong as my friend1 and was therefore less able to resist him4 ,he all but knocked me down again and again1 seized me by the hair1 took hold of my collar so as to almost choke me1 and grasped my arms and shoulders1 making them black and blue4 ,had this treatment continued much longer1 ,i must have fainted4 ,all but exhausted1 how refreshing was the remembrance of a verse quoted by my dear mother in one of my last home letters-- ,we speak of the realms of the blest1 ,that country so bright and so fair1 ,and oft are its glories confessed2 ,but what must it be to be there6 ,to be absent from the body6 to be present with the ,,lord6 to be free from sin6 ,and this is the end of the worst that man's malice can ever bring upon us4 ,as we were walking along ,mr4 ,burdon tried to give away a few books that he was carrying1 not knowing whether we might have another opportunity of doing so2 but the fearful rage of the soldier1 and the way he insisted on manacles being brought1 which fortunately were not at hand1 convinced us that in our present position we could do no good in attempting book-distribution4 ,there was nothing to be done but quietly to submit1 and go along with our captors4 ,once or twice a quarrel arose as to how we should be dealt with2 the more mild of our conductors saying that we ought to be taken to the magistrate's office1 but others wishing to kill us at once without appeal to any authority4 ,our minds were kept in perfect peace2 and when thrown together on one of these occasions1 we reminded each other that the ,apostles rejoiced that they were counted worthy to suffer in the cause of ,,christ4 ,having succeeded in getting my hand into my pocket1 ,i produced a ,chinese card 7if the large red paper1 bearing one's name1 may be so called71 and after this was treated with more respect4 ,i demanded it should be given to the chief official of the place1 and that we should be led to his office4 ,before this we had been unable1 say what we would1 to persuade them that we were foreigners1 although we were both in ,english attire4 ,oh the long weary streets that we were dragged through6 ,i thought they would never end2 and seldom have ,i felt more thankful than when we stopped at a place where we were told a mandarin resided4 ,quite exhausted1 bathed in perspiration1 and with my tongue cleaving to the roof of my mouth1 ,i leaned against the wall1 and saw that ,mr4 ,burdon was in much the same condition4 ,i requested them to bring us chairs1 but they told us to wait2 and when ,i begged them to give us some tea1 received only the same answer4 ,round the doorway a large crowd had gathered2 and ,mr4 ,burdon1 collecting his remaining strength1 preached ,,christ ,,jesus to them4 ,our cards and books had been taken in to the mandarin1 but he proved to be one of low rank1 and after keeping us waiting for some time he referred us to his superiors in office4 ,upon hearing this1 and finding that it was their purpose to turn us out again into the crowded streets1 we positively refused to move a single step1 and insisted on chairs being brought4 ,after some demur this was done2 we seated ourselves in them1 and were carried on4 ,on the road we felt so glad of the rest which the chairs afforded us1 and so thankful at having been able to preach ,,jesus in spite of ,satan's malice1 that our joy was depicted on our countenances2 and as we passed along we heard some say that we did not look like bad men1 while others seemed to pity us4 ,when we arrived at the magistrate's office1 ,i wondered where we were being taken2 for though we passed through some great gates that looked like those of the city wall1 we were still evidently within the city4 ,a second pair of gates suggested the idea that it was a prison into which we were being carried2 but when we came in sight of a large tablet1 with the inscription ,ming ch fu mu 7the father and mother of the people71 we felt that we had been conveyed to the right place2 this being the title assumed by the mandarins4 ,our cards were again sent in1 and after a short delay we were taken into the presence of ,ch'en ,ta ,lao-ie 7the ,great ,venerable ,father ,ch'en71 who1 as it proved1 had formerly been ,tao-tai of ,shanghai1 and consequently knew the importance of treating foreigners with courtesy4 ,coming before him1 some of the people fell on their knees and bowed down to the ground1 and my conductor motioned for me to do the same1 but without success4 ,this mandarin1 who seemed to be the highest authority of ,t'ung-chau1 and wore an opaque blue button on his cap1 came out to meet us1 and treated us with every possible token of respect4 ,he took us to an inner apartment1 a more private room1 but was followed by a large number of writers1 runners1 and other semi-officials4 ,i related the object of our visit1 and begged permission to give him copies of our books and tracts1 for which he thanked me4 ,as ,i handed him a copy of the ,new ,testament with part of the ,old 7from ,genesis to ,ruth7 and some tracts1 ,i tried to explain a little about them1 and also to give him a brief summary of our teachings4 4 4 4 ,he listened very attentively1 as of course did all the others present4 ,he then ordered some refreshments to be brought in1 which were very welcome1 and himself partook of them with us4 ,after a long stay1 we asked permission to see something of the city1 and to distribute the books we had brought1 before our return4 ,to this he kindly consented4 ,we then mentioned that we had been most disrespectfully treated as we came in1 but that we did not attach much importance to the fact1 being aware that the soldiers knew no better4 ,not desiring1 however1 to have such an experience repeated1 we requested him to give orders that we were not to be further molested4 ,this also he promised to do1 and with every possible token of respect accompanied us to the door of his official residence1 sending several runners to see that we were respectfully treated4 ,we distributed our books well and quickly1 and left the city quite in state4 ,it was amusing to us to see the way in which the runners made use of their tails4 ,when the street was blocked by the crowd1 they turned them into whips1 and laid them about the people's shoulders to right and left6 ,we had a little trouble in finding our wheel-barrows2 but eventually succeeding1 we paid off the chair coolies1 mounted our humble vehicles1 and returned to the river1 accompanied for fully half the distance by an attendant from the magistrate's office4 ,early in the evening we got back to the boats in safety1 sincerely thankful to our ,heavenly ,,father for ,his gracious protection and aid4 ,illustration ,,chapter ,,xi ,,with ,,the ,,rev4 ,,william ,,burns ,,after the retaking of ,shanghai by the ,imperialists1 in ,february #ahee1 ,i was enabled to rent a house within the walls of the native city1 and gladly availed myself of this opportunity to reside amidst the crowded population left to inhabit the ruins that had survived the war4 ,here ,i made my headquarters1 though often absent on more or less prolonged itinerations4 ,at the suggestion of the ,rev4 ,dr4 ,medhurst1 the veteran leader of the ,london ,mission1 ,i was led at about this period to adopt the native costume in preference to foreign dress1 to facilitate travel and residence inland4 ,the ,chinese had permitted a foreign firm to build a silk factory some distance inland1 with the proviso that the style of building must be purely ,chinese1 and that there should be nothing external to suggest that it was foreign4 ,much benefit was found to result from this change of costume2 and ,i1 and most of those associated with me1 have continued to use native dress4 ,the ,t'ai-p'ing rebellion1 commenced in #ahea1 had by this time reached the height of its ephemeral success4 ,the great city of ,nan-king had fallen before the invading host2 and there1 within two hundred miles of ,shanghai1 the rebels had established their headquarters1 and proceeded to fortify themselves for further conquests4 ,during the summer of #ahee various attempts were made to visit the leaders of the movement1 in order to bring to bear some decidedly ,christian influence upon them2 but so little success was met with1 that these efforts were abandoned4 ,i1 amongst others1 had sought to reach ,nan-king2 but finding it impossible to do so1 turned my attention again to evangelistic work on the island of ,ts'ung-ming4 ,after some time ,i was enabled so far to overcome the prejudice and fears of the people as to rent a little house and settle down in their midst4 ,this was a great joy and encouragement to me2 but before many weeks were over complaints were made by the local authorities to the ,british ,consul1 who compelled me to retire2 though the ,french ,consul had himself secured to the ,romish missionaries a property within three or four miles of the house ,i had to vacate4 ,sorely tried and disappointed by this unexpected hindrance1 ,i reluctantly returned to ,shanghai1 little dreaming of the blessing that ,,god had in store for me there4 ,a few months previously the ,rev4 ,william ,burns1 of the ,english ,presbyterian ,mission1 had arrived in that port on his return journey from home2 and before proceeding to his former sphere of service in the southern province of ,,fu-,,kien1 he had endeavoured1 like myself1 without success1 to visit the ,t'ai-p'ing rebels at ,nan-king4 ,failing in this attempt1 he made his headquarters in ,shanghai for a season1 devoting himself to the evangelisation of the surrounding populous regions4 ,thus in the autumn of the year ,i was providentially led into association with this beloved and honoured servant of ,,god4 ,we journeyed together1 evangelising cities and towns in southern ,,kiang-,,su and north ,,cheh-,,kiang1 living in our boats1 and following the course of the canals and rivers which here spread like a network over the whole face of the rich and fertile country4 ,mr4 ,burns at that time was wearing ,english dress2 but saw that while ,i was the younger and in every way less experienced1 ,i had the quiet hearers1 while he was followed by the rude boys1 and by the curious but careless2 that ,i was invited to the homes of the people1 while he received an apology that the crowd that would follow precluded his being invited4 ,after some weeks of observation he also adopted the native dress1 and enjoyed the increased facilities which it gave4 ,those happy months were an unspeakable joy and privilege to me4 ,his love for the ,word was delightful1 and his holy1 reverential life and constant communings with ,,god made fellowship with him satisfying to the deep cravings of my heart4 ,his accounts of revival work and of persecutions in ,canada1 and ,dublin1 and in ,southern ,china were most instructive1 as well as interesting2 for with true spiritual insight he often pointed out ,,god's purposes in trial in a way that made all life assume quite a new aspect and value4 ,his views especially about evangelism as the great work of the ,church1 and the order of lay evangelists as a lost order that ,scripture required to be restored1 were seed-thoughts which were to prove fruitful in the subsequent organisation of the ,china ,inland ,mission4 ,externally1 however1 our path was not always a smooth one2 but when permitted to stay for any length of time in town or city1 the opportunity was well utilised4 ,we were in the habit of leaving our boats1 after prayer for blessing1 at about nine o'clock in the morning1 with a light bamboo stool in hand4 ,selecting a suitable station1 one would mount the stool and speak for twenty minutes1 while the other was pleading for blessing2 and then changing places1 the voice of the first speaker had a rest4 ,after an hour or two thus occupied1 we would move on to another point at some distance from the first1 and speak again4 ,usually about midday we returned to our boats for dinner1 fellowship1 and prayer1 and then resumed our out-door work until dusk4 ,after tea and further rest1 we would go with our native helpers to some tea-shop1 where several hours might be spent in free conversation with the people4 ,not infrequently before leaving a town we had good reason to believe that much truth had been grasped2 and we placed many ,scriptures and books in the hands of those interested4 ,the following letter was written by ,mr4 ,burns to his mother at home in ,scotland about this time3-- ,,twenty-,,five ,,miles ,,from ,,shanghai1 ,january #bfth1 #ahef4 ,taking advantage of a rainy day which confines me to my boat1 ,i pen a few lines1 in addition to a letter to ,dundee1 containing particulars which ,i need not repeat4 ,it is now forty-one days since ,i left ,shanghai on this last occasion4 ,a young ,english missionary1 ,mr4 ,taylor1 of the ,chinese ,evangelisation ,society1 has been my companion during these weeks--he in his boat1 and ,i in mine--and we have experienced much mercy1 and on some occasions considerable assistance in our work4 ,i must once more tell the story ,i have had to tell already more than once--how four weeks ago1 on ,december #bith1 ,i put on the ,chinese dress1 which ,i am now wearing4 ,mr4 ,taylor had made this change a few months before1 and ,i found that he was1 in consequence1 so much less incommoded in preaching1 etc41 by the crowd1 that ,i concluded it was my duty to follow his example4 ,we were at that time more than double the distance from ,shanghai that we are now1 and would still have been at as great a distance had we not met at one place with a band of lawless people1 who demanded money and threatened to break our boats if their demands were refused4 ,the boatmen were very much alarmed1 and insisted on returning to some place nearer home4 ,these people had previously broken in1 violently1 a part of ,mr4 ,taylor's boat1 because their unreasonable demand for books was not complied with4 ,we have a large1 very large1 field of labour in this region1 though it might be difficult in the meantime for one to establish himself in any particular place2 the people listen with attention1 but we need the ,power from on ,high to convince and convert4 ,is there any spirit of prayer on our behalf among ,,god's people in ,kilsyth8 or is there any effort to seek this spirit8 ,how great the need is1 and how great the arguments and motives for prayer in this case4 ,the harvest here is indeed great1 and the labourers are few1 and imperfectly fitted without much grace for such a work4 ,and yet grace can make the few and feeble instruments the means of accomplishing great things--things greater than we can even conceive4 ,the incident referred to in this letter1 which led to our return to ,shanghai more speedily than we had at first intended1 took place on the northern border of ,,cheh-,,kiang4 ,we had reached a busy market town known by the name of ,wu-chen1 or ,black ,town1 the inhabitants of which1 we had been told1 were the wildest and most lawless people in that part of the country4 ,such indeed we found them to be3 the town was a refuge for salt smugglers and other bad characters4 ,the following extracts are taken from my journal1 written at the time3-- ,january #hth1 #ahef4 ,commenced our work in ,wu-chen this morning by distributing a large number of tracts and some ,testaments4 ,the people seemed much surprised1 and we could not learn that any foreigner had been here before4 ,we preached twice--once in the temple of the ,god of ,war1 and afterwards in an empty space left by a fire1 which had completely destroyed many houses4 ,in the afternoon we preached again to a large and attentive audience on the same site2 and in the evening adjourned to a tea-shop1 where we had a good opportunity of speaking until it got noised abroad that we were there1 when1 too many people coming in1 we were obliged to leave4 ,our native assistants1 ,tsien and ,kuei-hua1 were able1 however1 to remain4 ,returning to our boats1 we spoke to a number of people standing on a bridge1 and felt we had abundant reason to be thankful and encouraged by the result of our first day's labour4 ,january #ajth4 ,first sent ,tsien and ,kuei-hua to distribute some sheet tracts4 ,after their return we went with them1 and in a space cleared by fire we separated1 and addressed two audiences4 ,on our return to the boats for lunch1 we found people waiting1 as usual1 and desiring books4 ,some were distributed to those who were able to read them2 and then asking them kindly to excuse us while we took our midday meal1 ,i went into my boat and shut the door4 ,hardly was there time to pour out a cup of tea when a battering began1 and the roof was at once broken in4 ,i went out at the back1 and found four or five men taking the large lumps of frozen earth turned up in a field close by--weighing1 ,i should suppose1 from seven to fourteen pounds each--and throwing them at the boat4 ,remonstrance was of no avail1 and it was not long ere a considerable part of the upper structure of the boat was broken to pieces1 and a quantity of earth covered the things inside4 ,finally1 ,tsien got a boat that was passing to land him at a short distance1 and by a few tracts drew away the attention of the men1 thus ending the assault4 ,we now learned that of those who had done the mischief only two were natives of the place1 the others being salt smugglers1 and that the cause was our not having satisfied their unreasonable demand for books4 ,most providentially no one was injured2 and as soon as quiet was somewhat restored1 we all met in ,mr4 ,burns's boat and joined in thanksgiving that we had been preserved from personal harm1 praying also for the perpetrators of the mischief1 and that it might be over-ruled for good to us and to those with us4 ,we then took our lunch and went on shore1 and but a few steps from the boats addressed a large multitude that soon assembled4 ,we were specially assisted2 never were we heard with more attention1 and not one voice was found to sympathise with the men who had molested us4 ,in the evening1 at the tea-shops1 the same spirit was manifested1 and some seemed to hear with joy the glad tidings of salvation through a crucified and risen ,,saviour4 ,as we came home we passed a barber's shop still open1 and ,i went in1 and while getting my head shaved had an opportunity of speaking to a few people1 and afterwards pasted a couple of sheet tracts on the wall for the benefit of future customers4 ,january #aath4 ,a respectable shop-keeper of the name of ,yao1 who on the first or second day of our stay at ,wu-chen had received portions of the ,new ,testament and a tract1 came yesterday1 when our boat was broken1 to beg for some more books4 ,at that time we were all in confusion from the damage done1 and from the earth thrown into the boat1 and so invited him to come again in a day or two's time1 when we would gladly supply him4 ,this morning he appeared and handed in the following note3-- ,on a former day ,i begged ,burns and ,taylor1 the two ',rabbis1' to give me good books4 ,it happened at that time those of our town whose hearts were deceived by ,satan1 not knowing the ,son of ,david1 went so far as to dare to 'raca' and 'moreh' and injure your respected boat4 ,i thank you for promising afterwards to give the books1 and beg the following3 ,complete ,new ,testament1 ',discourse of a ,good ,man when near his ,death1' ',important ,christian ,doctrines1' an ,almanack1 ',principles of ,christianity1' ',way to make the ,world happy1'--of each one copy4 ,sung and ,tsien1 and all teachers ,i hope are well4 ,further compliments are unwritten4 ,this note is interesting1 as showing that he had been reading the ,new ,testament attentively1 as the italicised words were all taken from it4 ,his use of raca and moreh for reviling1 shows their meaning was not lost upon him4 ,after supplying this man1 we went out with ,tsien and ,kuei-hua to the east of the town1 and spoke in the street for a short time4 ,upon returning to the boats1 ,i was visited by two ,,chih-,,li men1 who are in the magistrate's office here4 ,i was greatly helped in speaking to them of a crucified ,,saviour in the ,mandarin dialect2 and though one of them did not pay much attention1 the other did1 and made inquiries that showed the interest he was feeling4 ,when they had left1 ,i went on shore and spoke to the people collected there1 to whom ,kuei-hua had been preaching4 ,the setting sun afforded a parable1 and reminded one of the words of ,,jesus1 ,the night cometh1 when no man can work2 and as ,i spoke of the uncertain duration of this life1 and of our ignorance as to the time of ,,christ',s return1 a degree of deep seriousness prevailed that ,i had never previously witnessed in ,china4 ,i engaged in prayer1 and the greatest decorum was observed4 ,i then returned to my boat with a ,buddhist priest who had been in the audience1 and he admitted that ,buddhism was a system of deceit that could give no hope in death4 ,january #abth4 ,in the afternoon we addressed the people on shore close to our boats1 also in one of the streets of the city1 and in a tea-shop1 books being distributed on each occasion4 ,in the evening we went as usual to speak in the tea-shops1 but determined to go to the opposite end of the town1 in order to afford those who lived there a better opportunity of meeting with us4 ,it was a long straggling place1 nearly two ,english miles in length4 ,as ,mr4 ,burns and ,i were accustomed to talk together in ,chinese1 this conclusion was known to those in the boats4 ,after we had proceeded a short distance we changed our minds1 and went instead to the usual tea-shop1 thinking that persons might have gone there expecting to meet us4 ,but this was not the case2 and we did not find such serious hearers as we had done on previous occasions4 ,on this account ,mr4 ,burns proposed leaving earlier than usual1 and we did so1 telling ,tsien and ,kuei-hua that they might remain a little longer4 ,returning to the boats1 we gave away a few books2 but1 singularly enough1 were left to go alone1 no one accompanying us1 as is so generally the case4 ,instead of being a clear night1 as it was when we started1 we found that it had become intensely dark4 ,on our way we met the boatman1 whose manner seemed very strange1 and without giving us any explanation he blew out the candle of our lantern2 we relighted the lantern1 telling him not to put it out again1 when to our surprise he deliberately removed the candle and threw it into the canal4 ,he then walked down along a low wall jutting out to the river's edge1 and gazed into the water4 ,not knowing what was the matter with him1 ,i ran forward to hold him1 fearful lest he were going to drown himself2 but to my great relief he came quietly back4 ,in answer to our repeated questions he told us not to speak1 for some bad men were seeking to destroy the boats1 and they had moved away to avoid them4 ,he then led us to the place where one of them was lying4 ,before long ,tsien and ,kuei-hua came and got safely on board1 and soon after we were joined by the teacher ,sung1 and the boat moved away4 ,the cause of all this disturbance was then explained4 ,a man professing to be the constable had come to the boats in our absence1 with a written demand for ten dollars and a quantity of opium4 ,he stated that there were more than fifty country people 7salt smugglers7 awaiting our reply in an adjoining tea-shop2 and if we gave them what they wanted1 and three hundred cash to pay for their tea1 we might remain in peace2 but that if not1 they would come at once and destroy our boats4 ,sung told them that we could not comply with their demand2 for1 not being engaged in trade1 but only in preaching and book-distribution1 we had not an atom of opium1 and that our money was nearly all expended4 ,the man1 however1 told him plainly that he did not believe him1 and ,sung had no alternative but to seek us out1 desiring the man to await our reply4 ,not knowing that we had changed our plans1 he sought us in the wrong direction1 and of course in vain4 ,in the meanwhile the boatmen had succeeded in moving off4 ,they were very much alarmed2 and having so recently had proof of what these men would do in open daylight1 felt no desire to experience what they might attempt by night4 ,moving away1 therefore1 they had separated1 so that if one boat should be injured the other might afford us a refuge4 ,it was after this that we had providentially met the boatman1 and had been safely led on board4 ,as ,sung repassed the place where we were previously moored1 he saw between the trees a dozen or more men1 and heard them inquiring where the boats had gone to2 but no one could tell4 ,fortunately they sought in vain4 ,after a while the two boats joined1 and rowed together for some time4 ,it was already late1 and to travel by night in that part of the country was not the way to avoid danger from evil men2 so the question arose as to what should be done4 ,this we left for the boatmen to decide2 they had moved off of their own accord1 and we felt that whatever we personally might desire we could not constrain others to remain in a position of danger on our account4 ,we urged them1 however1 to do quickly whatever they intended to do1 as the morrow was the ,,lord',s ,,day1 when we should not wish to travel4 ,we also informed them that wherever we were we must fulfil our mission1 and preach the ,gospel2 it therefore made but little difference where we might stay1 for even if we passed the night unperceived1 we were sure to be found out on the following morning4 ,the men consequently concluded that we might as well return to the place from which we had started2 to this we fully agreed1 and they turned back accordingly4 ,but--whether by accident or no we could not tell--they got into another stream1 and rowed for some time they knew not whither4 ,at last1 as it was very dark1 they moored for the night4 ,we then called all the boatmen together1 with our native assistants1 and read to them the ninety-first ,psalm4 ,it may be imagined how appropriate to our position and need and how sweetly consoling was this portion of ,,god',s ,word3-- ,he that dwelleth in the secret place of the ,,most ,,high ,shall abide under the shadow of the ,,almighty4 ,i will say of the ,,lord1 ,he is my refuge and my fortress3 ,my ,,god2 in ,him will ,i trust4 ,surely ,he shall deliver thee from the snare of the fowler1 ,and from the noisome pestilence4 ,he shall cover thee with ,his feathers1 and under ,his wings shalt thou trust3 ,his truth shall be thy shield and buckler4 ,thou shalt not be afraid for the terror by night2 ,nor for the arrow that flieth by day4 ,because he hath set his love upon ,me1 therefore will ,i deliver him4 ,i will set him on high1 because he hath known ,my ,name4 ,he shall call upon ,me1 and ,i will answer him2 ,i will be with him in trouble2--,i will deliver him1 and honour him4 ,with long life will ,i satisfy him1--and show him ,my salvation4 ,committing ourselves in prayer to ,his care and keeping ,who had covered us with thick darkness and permitted us to escape from the hand of the violent1 we retired for the night2 which--thanks to the kind protection of the ,,watchman ,,of ,,israel1 who neither slumbers nor forgets ,his people--we passed in peace and quietness1 and were enabled1 in some measure1 to realise the truth of that precious word1 ,thou art my ,hiding-place1 and my ,shield4 ,sunday1 ,january #acth4 ,this morning ,i was awakened about #d ,a4,m4 by violent pain in the knee-joint4 ,i had bruised it the day before1 and severe inflammation was the result4 ,to my great surprise ,i heard the rain pouring down in torrents1 the weather having previously been particularly fine4 ,on looking out1 we found ourselves so near our former stopping-place1 that1 had nothing happened to prevent it1 we should not have felt justified in neglecting to go into the town to preach as usual2 but the rain was so heavy all day that no one could leave the boats4 ,thus we enjoyed a delightful day of rest1 such as we had not had for some time2 and the weather prevented much inquiry being made for us4 ,had the day been fine we should most likely have been discovered1 even if we had not left the boats4 ,as it was1 we were allowed to think in peace1 with wonder and gratitude1 of the gracious dealings of our ,,god1 who had thus led us apart into a desert place to rest awhile4 ,monday1 ,january #adth4 ,a cloudless morning4 ,one of the native assistants went before daybreak to get some clothes which had been given out for washing4 ,he came back with the tidings that1 notwithstanding the drenching rain of yesterday1 men had been seeking us in all directions4 ,we had been kept1 however1 in peace and safety under the shadow of the ,almighty4 ,the boatmen were now so thoroughly alarmed that they would stay no longer1 and moved off at dawn4 ,i was confined to my quarters by lameness1 and had no alternative but to go with them4 ,in the afternoon we reached ,ping-wang1 on the way to ,shanghai4 ,ill that ,,god blesses is our good1 ,and unblest good is ill2 ,and all is right that seems most wrong1 ,if it be ,his sweet will4 ,illustration ,illustration ,,chapter ,,xii ,,called ,,to ,,swatow ,,having to leave the neighbourhood of ,black ,town thus unexpectedly was a real disappointment to us1 as we had hoped to spend some time evangelising in that district4 ,we were to prove1 however1 that no unforeseen mischance had happened1 but that these circumstances which seemed so trying were necessary links in the chain of a divinely ordered providence1 guiding to other and wider spheres4 ,,god does not permit persecution to arise without sufficient reason4 4 4 4 ,he was leading us by a way that we knew not2 but it was none the less ,his way4 ,o ,,lord1 how happy should we be ,if we would cast our care on ,thee1 ,if we from self would rest2 ,and feel at heart that ,one above1 ,in perfect wisdom1 perfect love1 ,is working for the best6 ,when we reached ,shanghai1 thinking to return inland in a few days with fresh supplies of books and money1 we met a ,christian captain who had been trading at ,swatow1 and he put very strongly before us the need of that region1 and the fact that there were ,british merchants living on ,double ,island1 selling opium and engaged in the coolie trade 7practically a slave traffic71 while there was no ,british missionary to preach the ,gospel4 ,the ,,spirit ,,of ,,god impressed me with the feeling that this was ,his call1 but for days ,i felt that ,i could not obey it4 ,i had never had such a spiritual father as ,mr4 ,burns2 ,i had never known such holy1 happy fellowship2 and ,i said to myself that it could not be ,,god',s will that we should separate4 ,in great unrest of soul ,i went one evening1 with ,mr4 ,burns1 to take tea at the house of the ,rev4 ,r4 ,lowrie1 of the ,american ,presbyterian ,mission1 at the ,south ,gate of ,shanghai4 ,after tea ,mrs4 ,lowrie played over to us ,the ,missionary ,call4#b ,i had never heard it before1 and it greatly affected me4 ,my heart was almost broken before it was finished1 and ,i said to the ,,lord1 in the words that had been sung-- ,and ,i will go6 ,i may no longer doubt to give up friends1 and idol hopes1 ,and every tie that binds my heart4 4 4 4 ,henceforth1 then1 it matters not1 if storm or sunshine be my earthly lot1 bitter or sweet my cup2 ,i only pray1 ,,god1 make me holy1 ,and my spirit nerve for the stern hour of strife4 ,upon leaving ,i asked ,mr4 ,burns to come home with me to the little house that was still my headquarters in the native city1 and there1 with many tears1 told him how the ,,lord had been leading me1 and how rebellious ,i had been and unwilling to leave him for this new sphere of labour4 ,he listened with a strange look of surprise1 and of pleasure rather than pain2 and answered that he had determined that very night to tell me that he had heard the ,,lord',s call to ,swatow1 and that his one regret had been the prospect of the severance of our happy fellowship4 ,we went together2 and thus was recommenced missionary work in that part of ,china1 which in later years has been so abundantly blessed4 ,long before this time the ,rev4 ,r4 ,lechler1 of the ,basel ,missionary ,society1 had widely itinerated in the neighbourhood of ,swatow and the surrounding regions4 ,driven about from place to place1 he had done work that was not forgotten1 although ultimately he was obliged to retire to ,hong-kong4 ,for more than forty years this earnest-hearted servant of ,,god has continued in labours more abundant2 and quite recently he has left ,hong-kong1 with his devoted wife1 to return again inland1 and spend the strength of his remaining years amongst the people he has so long and truly loved4 ,captain ,bowers1 the ,christian friend who had been used of ,,god in bringing the needs of ,swatow before ,mr4 ,burns and myself1 was overjoyed when he heard of our decision to devote ourselves to the evangelisation of that busy1 important1 and populous mart4 ,being about to sail himself on his return journey1 he gladly offered us free passages on board the ,geelong1 in which we left ,shanghai early in the month of ,march #ahef4 ,a favourable journey of six days brought us to ,double ,island1 where we found ourselves landed in the midst of a small but very ungodly community of foreigners1 engaged in the opium trade and other commercial enterprises4 ,unwilling to be in any way identified with these fellow-countrymen1 we were most desirous of obtaining quarters at once within the native city1 situated on a promontory of the mainland1 five miles farther up1 at the mouth of the ,han river4 ,great difficulty was experienced in this attempt to obtain a footing amongst the people4 ,indeed1 it seemed as though we should fail altogether1 and we were helplessly cast upon the ,,lord in prayer4 ,our ,,god soon undertook for us4 ,meeting one day with a ,cantonese merchant1 a relative of the highest official in the town1 ,mr4 ,burns addressed him in the ,cantonese dialect2 this gentleman was so pleased at being spoken to by a foreigner in his own tongue that he became our friend1 and secured us a lodging4 ,we had only one little room1 however1 and not easily shall ,i forget the long hot summer months in that oven-like place1 where towards the eaves one could touch the heated tiles with one's hand4 ,more room or better accommodation it was impossible to obtain4 ,we varied our stay by visits to the surrounding country2 but the difficulties and dangers that encountered us here were so great and constant1 that our former work in the ,north began to appear safe and easy in comparison4 ,the hatred and contempt of the ,cantonese was very painful1 foreign devil1 foreign dog1 or foreign pig being the commonest appellations2 but all this led us into deeper fellowship than ,i had ever known before with ,him who was despised and rejected of men4 ,in our visits to the country we were liable to be seized at any time and held to ransom2 and the people commonly declared that the whole district was without emperor1 without ruler1 and without law4 ,certainly1 might was right in those days4 ,on one occasion we were visiting a small town1 and found that the inhabitants had captured a wealthy man of another clan4 ,a large ransom was demanded for his release1 and on his refusing to pay it they had smashed his ankle-bones1 one by one1 with a club1 and thus extorted the promise they desired4 ,there was nothing but ,,god',s protection to prevent our being treated in the same way4 ,the towns were all walled1 and one such place would contain ten or twenty thousand people of the same clan and surname1 who were frequently at war with the people living in the next town4 ,to be kindly received in one place was not uncommonly a source of danger in the next4 ,in circumstances such as these the preserving care of our ,,god was often manifested4 ,after a time the local mandarin became ill1 and the native doctors were unable to relieve him4 ,he had heard from some who had been under my treatment of the benefit derived1 and was led to seek our help4 ,,god blessed the medicines given1 and grateful for relief1 he advised our renting a house for a hospital and dispensary4 ,having his permission1 we were able to secure the entire premises1 one room of which we had previously occupied4 ,i had left my stock of medicine and surgical instruments under the care of my friend1 the late ,mr4 ,wylie1 in ,shanghai1 and went back at once to fetch them4 ,mr4 ,burns came down from a town called ,am-po1 that we had visited together several times1 to see me off1 and returned again when ,i had sailed1 with two native evangelists sent up from ,hong-kong by the ,rev4 ,j4 ,johnson1 of the ,american ,baptist ,missionary ,union4 ,the people were willing to listen to their preaching1 and to accept their books as a gift1 but they would not buy them4 ,one night robbers broke in and carried off everything they had1 with the exception of their stock of literature1 which was supposed to be valueless4 ,next morning1 very early1 they were knocked up by persons wishing to buy books1 and the sales continued2 so that by breakfast time they had not only cash enough to procure food1 but to pay also for the passage of one of the men to ,double ,island1 below ,swatow1 with a letter to ,mr4 ,burns's agent to supply him with money4 ,purchasers continued coming during that day and the next1 and our friends lacked nothing2 but on the third day they could not sell a single book4 ,then1 however1 when the cash from their sales was just exhausted1 the messenger returned with supplies4 ,it was early in ,july1 after about four months' residence in ,swatow1 that ,i left for ,shanghai1 intending to return in the course of a few weeks1 bringing with me my medical apparatus1 for further work in association with the ,rev4 ,william ,burns4 ,a new and promising field seemed to be opening before us1 and it was with much hopeful anticipation that we looked forward to the future of the work4 ,marked blessing was indeed in store for the city and neighbourhood of ,swatow2 but it was not the purpose of ,,god that either of us should remain to reap the harvest4 ,mr4 ,burns while in the interior was taken up and imprisoned by the ,chinese authorities soon after ,i left1 and was sent to ,canton4 ,and though he returned to ,swatow after the war had broken out1 he was called away for other service1 which prevented his subsequent return2 while my journey to ,shanghai proved to be the first step in a diverging pathway leading to other spheres4 ,,footnote3 #b ,for words and music see the end of this chapter4 ,illustration3 ,music3 ,the ,missionary ,call ,,the ,,missionary ,,call #a4 ,my soul is not at rest4 ,there comes a strange and secret whisper to my4 4 4 4 spirit1 like a dream of night1 that tells me ,i am on enchanted ground4 ,,chorus ,,for ,,first ,,four ,,verses4 ,vivace4 ,the voice of my departed ,,lord1 ,go1 teach all nations1 ,comes on the night air and awakes mine ear4 ,,chorus ,,for ,,last ,,verse4 ,through ages of eternal years1 ,my spirit never shall repent1 that toil and suff'ring once were mine 4 4 4 below4 #b4 ,why live ,i here8 the vows of ,,god are on me2 and ,i may not stop to play with shadows or pluck earthly flowers1 till ,i my work have done1 and rendered up ac count4 #c4 ,and ,i will go6 ,i may no longer doubt to give up friends1 and idol hopes1 and every tie that binds my heart to thee1 my country4 #d4 ,henceforth1 then1 it matters not1 if storm or sunshine be my earthly lot1 bitter or sweet my cup2 ,i only pray3 ,,god make me holy1 and my spirit nerve for the stern hour of strife6 #e4 ,and when one for whom ,satan hath struggled as he hath for me1 has gained at last that blessed shore1 ,oh6 how this heart will glow with gratitude and love4 ,illustration ,,chapter ,,xiii ,,man ,,proposes1 ,,god ,,disposes ,,it is interesting to notice the various events which united1 in the providence of ,,god1 in preventing my return to ,swatow1 and ultimately led to my settling in ,ningpo1 and making that the centre for the development of future labours4 ,upon reaching ,shanghai1 great was my dismay to find that the premises in which my medicines and instruments had been stored were burnt down1 and that all the medicines and many of the instruments were entirely destroyed4 ,to me this appeared a great calamity1 and ,i fear ,i was more disposed with faithless ,jacob to say1 ,all these things are against me1 than to recognise that ,all things work together for good4 ,i had not then learned to think of ,,god as the ,one ,great ,circumstance in ,whom we live1 and move1 and have our being2 and of all lesser1 external circumstances1 as necessarily the kindest1 wisest1 best1 because either ordered or permitted by ,him4 ,hence my disappointment and trial were very great4 ,medicines were expensive in ,shanghai1 and my means were limited4 ,i therefore set out on an inland journey to ,ningpo1 hoping to obtain a supply from ,dr4 ,william ,parker1 a member of the same mission as myself4 ,i took with me my few remaining possessions1 the principal being my watch1 a few surgical instruments1 a concertina1 books for the study of ,chinese1 which in those days were very expensive2 but left behind in ,shanghai a portion of my money4 ,the country through which ,i had to pass was suffering much from drought2 it was the height of summer2 and the water in the ,grand ,canal was very low1 having been largely drawn upon for the neighbouring rice fields1 as well as evaporated by the intense heat4 ,i had determined to make the journey as much of a mission tour as possible1 and set out well supplied with ,christian tracts and books4 ,after fourteen days spent in travelling slowly through the populous country1 preaching and distributing books1 etc41 we reached a large town called ,shih-mun-wan1 and here1 finding that my supply of literature was exhausted1 ,i determined not to linger over the rest of the journey1 but to reach ,ningpo as speedily as possible1 vi the city of ,hai-ning4 ,august #dth1 #ahef4 ,there was no water beyond ,shih-mun-wan1 so ,i paid off my boat1 hired coolies to carry my things as far as to ,chang-gan1 and ere sunrise we were on the way4 ,i walked on alone1 leaving my servant to follow with the men1 who made frequent stoppages to rest2 and on reaching a city through which we had to pass1 ,i waited for them in a tea-shop just outside the ,north ,gate4 ,the coolies came on very slowly1 and seemed tired when they arrived4 ,i soon found that they were both opium-smokers1 so that1 although they had only carried a load that one strong man would think nothing of taking three times the distance1 they really seemed wearied4 ,after some rice and tea and an hour's rest--including1 ,i doubt not1 a smoke of the opium pipe--they were a little refreshed1 and ,i proposed moving on1 that we might get to ,chang-gan before the sun became too powerful4 ,my servant1 however1 had a friend in the city1 and he desired to spend the day there1 and to go on next morning4 ,but to this ,i objected1 wishing to reach ,hai-ning that night if possible4 4 4 4 ,we therefore set off1 entered the ,north ,gate1 and had passed through about a third of the city1 when the coolies stopped to rest1 and said they should be unable to carry the burden on to ,chang-gan4 ,finally1 they agreed to take it to the ,south ,gate1 where they were to be paid in proportion to the distance they had carried it2 and the servant undertook to call other coolies and come along with them4 ,i walked on before as in the first instance1 and the distance being only about four miles1 soon reached ,chang-gan1 and waited their arrival1 meanwhile engaging coolies for the rest of the journey to ,hai-ning4 ,having waited a long time1 ,i began to wonder at the delay2 and at length it became too late to finish the journey to ,hai-ning that night4 ,i felt somewhat annoyed2 and but that my feet were blistered1 and the afternoon very hot1 ,i should have gone back to meet them and urge them on4 ,at last ,i concluded that my servant must have gone to his friend's1 and would not appear until evening4 ,but evening came1 and still there was no sign of them4 ,feeling very uneasy1 ,i began diligently to inquire whether they had been seen4 ,at last a man responded1 ,are you a guest from ,shih-mun-wan8 ,i answered in the affirmative4 ,are you going to ,hai-ning8 ,that is my destination4 ,then your things have gone on before you2 for ,i was sitting in a tea-shop when a coolie came in1 took a cup of tea1 and set off for ,hai-ning in a great hurry1 saying that the bamboo box and bed he carried1 which were just such as you describe yours to have been1 were from ,shih-mun-wan1 and he had to take them to ,hai-ning to-night1 where he was to be paid at the rate of ten cash a pound4 ,from this ,i concluded that my goods were on before me2 but it was impossible to follow them at once1 for ,i was too tired to walk1 and it was already dark4 ,under these circumstances all ,i could do was to seek a lodging for the night2 and no easy task ,i found it4 ,after raising my heart to ,,god to ask ,his aid1 ,i walked through to the farther end of the town1 where ,i thought the tidings of a foreigner's being in the place might not have spread1 and looked out for an inn4 ,i soon came to one1 and went in1 hoping that ,i might pass unquestioned1 as it was already dark4 ,asking the bill of fare1 ,i was told that cold rice--which proved to be more than rather burnt--and snakes1 fried in lamp-oil1 were all that could be had4 ,not wishing any question to be raised as to my nationality1 ,i was compelled to order some1 and tried to make a meal1 but with little success4 ,while thus engaged ,i said to the landlord1 ,i suppose ,i can arrange to spend the night here8 ,to which he replied in the affirmative2 but bringing out his book1 he added-- ,in these unsettled times we are required by the authorities to keep a record of our lodgers3 may ,i ask your respected family name8 ,my unworthy family name is ,tai1 ,i responded4 ,and your honourable second name8 ,my humble name is ,ia-koh 7,james74 ,what an extraordinary name6 ,i never heard it before4 ,how do you write it8 ,i told him1 and added1 ,it is a common name in the district from which ,i come4 ,and may ,i ask whence you come and whither you are going8 ,i am journeying from ,shanghai to ,ningpo1 by way of ,hang-chau4 ,what may be your honourable profession8 ,i heal the sick4 ,oh6 you are a physician1 the landlord remarked2 and to my intense relief closed the book4 ,his wife1 however1 took up the conversation4 ,you are a physician1 are you8 said she2 ,i am glad of that1 for ,i have a daughter afflicted with leprosy4 ,if you will cure her1 you shall have your supper and bed for nothing4 ,i was curious enough to inquire what my supper and bed were to cost1 if paid for2 and to my amusement found they were worth less than three-halfpence of our money6 ,being unable to benefit the girl1 ,i declined to prescribe for her1 saying that leprosy was a very intractable disease1 and that ,i had no medicines with me4 ,the mother1 however1 brought pen and paper1 urging1 ,you can at least write a prescription1 which will do no harm1 if it does no good4 ,but this also ,i declined to do1 and requested to be shown my bed4 ,i was conducted to a very miserable room on the ground-floor1 where1 on some boards raised upon two stools1 ,i passed the night1 without bed or pillow1 save my umbrella and shoe1 and without any mosquito netting4 ,ten or eleven other lodgers were sleeping in the same room1 so ,i could not take anything off1 for fear of its being stolen2 but ,i was1 ,i found1 by no means too warm as midnight came on4 ,august #eth4 ,as may be supposed1 ,i arose but little rested or refreshed1 and felt very far from well4 ,i had to wait a long time ere breakfast was obtainable1 and then there was another delay before ,i could get change for the only dollar ,i had with me1 in consequence of its being chipped in one or two places4 ,more than three hundred cash also were deducted from its price on this account1 which was a serious loss to me in my trying position4 ,i then sought throughout the town for tidings of my servant and coolies1 as ,i thought it possible that they might have arrived later1 or have come on in the morning4 ,the town is large1 long1 and straggling1 being nearly two miles from one end to the other1 so this occupied some time4 ,i gained no information1 however2 and1 footsore and weary1 set out for ,hai-ning in the full heat of the day4 ,the journey--about eight miles--took me a long time2 but a halfway village afforded a resting-place and a cup of tea1 both of which ,i gladly availed myself of4 ,when about to leave again1 a heavy shower of rain came on1 and the delay thus occasioned enabled me to speak a little to the people about the truths of the ,gospel4 ,the afternoon was far spent before ,i approached the northern suburb of ,hai-ning1 where ,i commenced inquiries1 but could hear no tidings of my servant or things4 ,i was told that outside the ,east ,gate ,i should be more likely to hear of them1 as it was there the sea-junks called4 ,i therefore proceeded thither1 and sought for them outside the ,little ,east ,gate1 but in vain4 ,very weary1 ,i sat down in a tea-shop to rest2 and while there a number of persons from one of the mandarin's offices came in1 and made inquiries as to who ,i was1 where ,i had come from1 etc4 ,on learning the object of my search1 one of the men in the tea-shop said1 ,a bamboo box and a bed1 such as you describe1 were carried past here about half an hour ago4 ,the bearer seemed to be going towards either the ,great ,east ,gate or the ,south ,gate2 you had better go to the hongs there and inquire4 ,i asked him to accompany me in the search1 and promised to reward him for his trouble1 but he would not4 ,another man offered to go with me1 so we set off together1 and both inside and outside the two gates made diligent inquiries1 but all in vain4 ,i then engaged a man to make a thorough search1 promising him a liberal reward if he should be successful4 ,in the meantime ,i had some dinner1 and addressed a large concourse of people who had gathered together4 ,when he returned1 having met with no success1 ,i said to him1 ,i am now quite exhausted3 will you help me to find quarters for the night1 and then ,i will pay you for your trouble8 ,he was willing to befriend me1 and we set off in search of lodgings4 ,at the first place or two the people would not receive me2 for though on our first going in they seemed willing to do so1 the presence of a man who followed us1 and who1 ,i found1 was engaged in one of the ,government offices1 seemed to alarm them1 and ,i was refused4 ,we now went to a third place1 and being no longer followed by the mandarin's messenger1 we were promised quarters2 some tea was brought1 and ,i paid the man who had accompanied me for his trouble4 ,soon after he was gone some official people came in2 they soon went away1 but the result of their visit was that ,i was told ,i could not be entertained there that night4 ,a young man present blamed them for their heartless behaviour1 and said1 ,never mind1 come with me2 and if we cannot get better lodgings for you1 you shall sleep at our house4 ,i went with him1 but we found the people of his house unwilling to receive me4 ,weary and footsore1 so that ,i could scarcely stand1 ,i had again to seek quarters1 and at length got promise of them2 but a little crowd collecting about the door1 they desired me to go to a tea-shop and wait there till the people had retired1 or they would be unable to accommodate me4 ,there was no help for it1 so ,i went1 accompanied still by the young man1 and waited till past midnight4 ,then we left for the promised resting-place2 but my conductor would not find it1 and he led me about to another part of the city2 and finally1 between one and two o'clock1 he left me to pass the rest of the night as best ,i could4 ,i was opposite a temple1 but it was closed2 so ,i lay down on the stone steps in front of it1 and putting my money under my head for a pillow1 should soon have been asleep in spite of the cold had ,i not perceived a person coming stealthily towards me4 ,as he approached ,i saw he was one of the beggars so common in ,china1 and had no doubt his intention was to rob me of my money4 ,i did not stir1 but watched his movements1 and looked to my ,,father not to leave me in this hour of trial4 ,the man came up1 looked at me for some time to assure himself that ,i was asleep 7it was so dark that he could not see my eyes fixed on him71 and then began to feel about me gently4 ,i said to him in the quietest tone1 but so as to convince him that ,i was not1 nor had been1 sleeping1 ,what do you want8 ,he made no answer1 but went away4 ,i was very thankful to see him go1 and when he was out of sight put as much of my cash as would not go into my pocket safely up my sleeve1 and made my pillow of a stone projection of the wall4 ,it was not long ere ,i began to doze1 but ,i was aroused by the all but noiseless footsteps of two persons approaching2 for my nervous system was rendered so sensitive by exhaustion that the slightest noise startled me4 ,again ,i sought protection from ,him who alone was my stay1 and lay still as before1 till one of them came up and began to feel under my head for the cash4 ,i spoke again1 and they sat down at my feet4 ,i asked them what they were doing2 they replied that they1 like me1 were going to pass the night there4 ,i then requested them to take the opposite side1 as there was plenty of room1 and leave this side to me2 but they would not move from my feet1 so ,i raised myself up and set my back against the wall4 ,they said1 ,you had better lie down and sleep2 if you do not1 you will be unable to walk to-morrow4 ,do not be afraid2 we shall not leave you1 and will see that no one hurts you4 ,listen to me1 ,i replied4 ,i do not want your protection2 ,i need it not2 ,i am not a ,chinese2 ,i do not worship your senseless1 helpless idols4 ,i worship ,,god2 ,he is my ,,father2 ,i trust in ,him4 ,i know well what you are1 and what your intentions are1 and shall keep my eye on you1 and shall not sleep4 ,on this1 one of them went away1 but soon returned with a third companion4 ,i felt very uneasy1 but looked to ,,god for help4 ,once or twice one of them got up to see if ,i was asleep4 ,i only said1 ,do not be mistaken2 ,i am not sleeping4 ,occasionally my head dropped1 and this was a signal for one of them to rise2 but ,i at once roused myself and made some remark4 ,as the night slowly passed on1 ,i felt very weary2 and to keep myself awake1 as well as to cheer my mind1 ,i sang several hymns1 repeated aloud some portions of ,scripture1 and engaged in prayer in ,english1 to the great annoyance of my companions1 who seemed as if they would have given anything to get me to desist4 ,after that they troubled me no more2 and shortly before dawn of day they left me1 and ,i got a little sleep4 ,august #fth4 ,i was awakened by the young man who had so misled me on the previous evening4 ,he was very rude1 and insisted on my getting up and paying him for his trouble1 and even went so far as to try to accomplish by force what he wanted4 ,this roused me2 and in an unguarded moment1 with very improper feeling1 ,i seized his arm with such a grasp as he little expected ,i was capable of1 and dared him to lay a finger upon me again or to annoy me further4 ,this quite changed his manner2 he let me quietly remain till the guns announced the opening of the gates of the city1 and then he begged me to give him some money to buy opium with4 ,it is needless to say this was refused4 ,i gave him the price of two candles1 that he said he had burnt while with me last night and no more4 ,i learned he was connected with one of the mandarin's offices4 ,as soon as possible1 ,i bought some rice gruel and tea for breakfast1 and then once more made a personal search after my things4 ,some hours thus spent proving unavailing1 ,i set out on the return journey1 and after a long1 weary1 and painful walk reached ,chang-gan about noon4 ,here also my inquiries failed to give me any trace of the missing goods2 so ,i had a meal cooked in a tea-shop1 got a thorough wash and bathed my inflamed feet1 and after dinner rested and slept till four in the afternoon4 ,much refreshed1 ,i then set on to return to the city1 at the ,south ,gate of which ,i had parted with my servant and coolies two days before4 ,on the way ,i was led to reflect on the goodness of ,,god1 and recollected that ,i had not made it a matter of prayer that ,i might be provided with lodgings last night4 ,i felt condemned1 too1 that ,i should have been so anxious for my few things1 while the many precious souls around me had caused so little emotion4 ,i came as a sinner and pleaded the blood of ,,jesus1 realising that ,i was accepted in ,him--pardoned1 cleansed1 sanctified--and oh the love of ,,jesus1 how great ,i felt it to be6 ,i knew something more than ,i had ever previously known of what it was to be despised and rejected1 and to have nowhere to lay one's head2 and ,i felt more than ever ,i had done before the greatness of that love which induced ,him to leave ,his home in glory and suffer thus for me2 nay1 to lay down ,his very life upon the ,cross4 ,i thought of ,him as despised and rejected of men1 a ,man of sorrows1 and acquainted with grief2 ,i thought of ,him at ,jacob's well1 weary1 hungry1 and thirsty1 yet finding it ,his meat and drink to do ,his ,father's will2 and contrasted this with my littleness of love4 ,i looked to ,him for pardon for the past1 and for grace and strength to do ,his will in the future1 to tread more closely in ,his footsteps1 and be more than ever wholly ,his4 ,i prayed for myself1 for friends in ,england1 and for my brethren in the work4 ,sweet tears of mingled joy and sorrow flowed freely1 the road was almost forgotten1 and before ,i was aware of it ,i had reached my destination4 ,outside the ,south ,gate ,i took a cup of tea1 asked about my lost luggage1 and spoke of the love of ,,jesus4 ,then ,i entered the city1 and after many vain inquiries left it by the ,north ,gate4 ,i felt so much refreshed both in mind and body by the communion ,i had on my walk to the city that ,i thought myself able to finish the remaining six miles back to ,shih-mun-wan that evening4 ,first ,i went into another tea-shop to buy some native cakes1 and was making a meal of them when who should come in but one of the identical coolies who had carried my things the first stage4 ,from him ,i learned that after ,i left them they had taken my luggage to the ,south ,gate2 there my servant went away1 saying on his return that ,i had gone on1 that he did not intend to start at once1 but would spend the day with his friend1 and then rejoin me2 they carried the things to this friend's house1 and left them there4 ,i got him to go with me to the house1 and there learned that the man had spent the day and night with them1 and next morning had called other coolies1 and set off for ,hang-chau4 ,this was all ,i could gather2 so1 unable to do anything but proceed on my return journey to ,shanghai with all expedition1 ,i left the city again4 ,it was now too late to go on to ,shih-mun-wan4 ,i looked to my ,,father as able to supply all my need1 and received another token of ,his ceaseless love and care1 being invited to sleep on a hong-boat1 now dry in the bed of the river4 ,the night was again very cold and the mosquitoes troublesome4 ,still1 ,i got a little rest1 and at sunrise was up and continued my journey4 ,august #gth4 ,i felt very ill at first1 and had a sore throat1 but reflected on the wonderful goodness of ,,god in enabling me to bear the heat by day and the cold by night so long4 ,i felt also that quite a load was now taken off my mind4 ,i had committed myself and my affairs to the ,,lord1 and knew that if it was for my good and for ,his glory my things would be restored2 if not1 all would be for the best4 ,i hoped that the most trying part of my journey was now drawing to a close1 and this helped me1 weary and footsore1 on the way4 ,when ,i got to ,shih-mun-wan and had breakfasted1 ,i found ,i had still eight hundred and ten cash in hand2 and ,i knew that the hong-boat fare to ,kia-hing ,fu was one hundred and twenty cash1 and thence to ,shanghai three hundred and sixty1 leaving me just three hundred and thirty cash--or twelve pence and a fraction--for three or four days provisions4 ,i went at once to the boat office1 but to my dismay found that from the dry state of the river goods had not come down1 so that no boat would leave to-day and perhaps none to-morrow4 ,i inquired if there were no letter-boats for ,kia-hing ,fu1 and was told that they had already left4 ,the only remaining resource was to ascertain if any private boats were going in which ,i could get a passage4 ,my search1 however1 was in vain2 and ,i could get no boat to undertake to go all the way to ,shanghai1 or my difficulty would have been at an end4 ,just at this juncture ,i saw before me1 at a turn in the canal1 a letter-boat going in the direction of ,kia-hing ,fu ,this1 ,i concluded1 must be one of the ,kia-hing boats that had been unexpectedly detained1 and ,i set off after it as fast as hope and the necessities of the case would carry me4 ,for the time being weariness and sore feet were alike forgotten4 ,after a chase of about a mile ,i overtook it4 ,are you going to ,kia-hing ,fu8 ,i called out4 ,no1 was the only answer4 ,are you going in that direction8 ,no4 ,will you give me a passage as far as you do go that way8 ,still ,no1 and nothing more4 ,completely dispirited and exhausted1 ,i sank down on the grass and fainted away4 ,as consciousness returned some voices reached my ear1 and ,i found they were talking about me4 ,one said1 ,he speaks pure ,shanghai dialect1 and from their own speech ,i knew them to be ,shanghai people4 ,raising myself1 ,i saw that they were on a large hong-boat on the other side of the canal1 and after a few words they sent their small boat to fetch me1 and ,i went on board the junk4 ,they were very kind1 and gave me some tea2 and when ,i was refreshed and able to partake of it1 some food also4 ,i then took my shoes and stockings off to ease my feet1 and the boatman kindly provided me with hot water to bathe them4 ,when they heard my story1 and saw the blisters on my feet1 they evidently pitied me1 and hailed every boat that passed to see if it was going my way4 ,not finding one1 by and by1 after a few hours' sleep1 ,i went ashore with the captain1 intending to preach in the temple of ,kwan-ti4 ,before leaving the junk ,i told the captain and those on board that ,i was now unable to help myself2 that ,i had not strength to walk to ,kia-hing ,fu1 and having been disappointed in getting a passage to-day1 ,i should no longer have sufficient means to take me there by letter-boat1 which was an expensive mode of travelling2 that ,i knew not how the ,,god whom ,i served would help me1 but that ,i had no doubt ,he would do so2 and that my business now was to serve ,him where ,i was4 ,i also told them that the help which ,i knew would come ought to be an evidence to them of the truth of the religion which ,i and the other missionaries at ,shanghai preached4 ,on our way to the town1 while engaged in conversation with the captain1 we saw a letter-boat coming up4 ,the captain drew my attention to it2 but ,i reminded him that ,i had no longer the means of paying my passage by it4 ,he hailed it1 nevertheless1 and found that it was going to a place about nine ,english miles from ,shanghai1 whence one of the boatmen would carry the mails overland to the city4 ,he then said1 ,this gentleman is a foreigner from ,shanghai1 who has been robbed1 and has no longer the means of returning4 ,if you will take him with you as far as you go1 and then engage a sedan chair to carry him the rest of the way1 he will pay you in ,shanghai4 ,you see my boat is lying aground yonder for want of water1 and cannot get away4 ,now1 ,i will stand surety2 and if this gentleman does not pay when you get to ,shanghai1 ,i will do so on your return4 ,this unsolicited kindness on the part of a ,chinaman1 a perfect stranger1 will appear the more remarkable to any one acquainted with the character of the ,chinese1 who are generally most reluctant to risk their money4 ,those on the letter-boat agreeing to the terms1 ,i was taken on board as a passenger4 ,oh1 how thankful ,i felt for this providential interposition1 and to be once more on my way to ,shanghai6 ,letter-boats such as the one on which ,i was now travelling are of a long narrow build1 and very limited as to their inside accommodation4 ,one has to lie down all the time they are in motion1 as a slight movement would easily upset them4 ,this was no irksome condition to me1 however2 on the contrary1 ,i was only too glad to be quiet4 ,they are the quickest boats ,i have seen in ,china4 ,each one is worked by two men1 who relieve one another continuously night and day4 ,they row with their feet1 and paddle with their hands2 or if the wind is quite favourable1 row with their feet1 and with one hand manage a small sail1 while steering with the other4 ,after a pleasant and speedy journey1 ,i reached ,shanghai in safety on ,august #ith1 through the help of ,him who has said1 ,i will never leave thee1 nor forsake thee2 ,lo1 ,i am with you alway1 even unto the end of the world4 ,illustration ,illustration ,,chapter ,,xiv ,,providential ,,guidance ,,it now seemed very clear that the lost property--including everything ,i possessed in ,china1 with the exception of a small sum of money providentially left in ,shanghai--had been deliberately stolen by my servant1 who had gone off with it to ,hang-chau4 ,the first question1 of course1 was how best to act for the good of the man who had been the cause of so much trouble4 ,it would not have been difficult to take steps that would have led to his punishment2 though the likelihood of any reparation being made for the loss sustained was very small4 ,but the consideration which weighed most heavily was that the thief was a man for whose salvation ,i had laboured and prayed2 and ,i felt that to prosecute him would not be to emphasise the teaching of the ,sermon on the ,mount1 in which we had read together1 ,resist not evil1 and other similar precepts4 ,finally1 concluding that his soul was of more value than the #dj worth of things ,i had lost1 ,i wrote and told him this1 urging upon him his need of repentance and faith in the ,,lord ,,jesus ,,christ4 ,the course ,i took commended itself to my ,christian friends in ,england1 one of whom was afterwards led to send me a cheque for #dj--the first of many subsequently received from the same kind helper4 ,having obtained the little money left in ,shanghai1 ,i again set out for ,ningpo1 to seek assistance from ,dr4 ,parker in replacing the medicines ,i had previously lost by fire4 ,this being satisfactorily accomplished1 ,i returned once more to ,shanghai1 en route for ,swatow1 hoping soon to rejoin my much-loved friend1 ,mr4 ,burns1 in the work in that important centre4 ,,god had willed it otherwise1 however2 and the delay caused by the robbery was just sufficient to prevent me from starting for the ,south as ,i had intended4 ,over the political horizon storm-clouds had long been gathering1 precursors of coming war2 and early in ,october of this year 7#ahef7 the affair of the ,lorcha ,arrow at ,canton led to the definite commencement of hostilities4 ,very soon ,china was deeply involved in a second prolonged struggle with foreign powers2 and missionary operations1 in the ,south at any rate1 had to be largely suspended4 ,tidings of these events1 together with letters from ,mr4 ,burns1 arrived just in time to meet me in ,shanghai as ,i was leaving for ,swatow2 and thus hindered1 ,i could not but realise the hand of ,,god in closing the door ,i had so much desired to enter4 ,while in ,ningpo1 ,i had made the acquaintance of ,mr4 ,john ,jones1 who1 with ,dr4 ,parker1 represented the ,chinese ,evangelisation ,society in that city4 ,hindered from returning to ,swatow1 ,i now decided to join these brethren in the ,ningpo work1 and set out at once upon the journey4 ,on the afternoon of the second day1 when already about thirty miles distant from ,shanghai1 ,mr4 ,jones and ,i drew near the large and important city of ,sung-kiang1 and ,i spoke of going ashore to preach the ,gospel to the thronging multitudes that lined the banks and crowded the approaches to the city gates4 ,among the passengers on board the boat was one intelligent man1 who in the course of his travels had been a good deal abroad1 and had even visited ,england1 where he went by the name of ,peter4 ,as might be expected1 he had heard something of the ,gospel1 but had never experienced its saving power4 ,on the previous evening ,i had drawn him into earnest converse about his soul's salvation4 ,the man listened with attention1 and was even moved to tears1 but still no definite result was apparent4 ,i was pleased1 therefore1 when he asked to be allowed to accompany me1 and to hear me preach4 ,i went into the cabin of the boat to prepare tracts and books for distribution on landing with my ,chinese friend1 when suddenly ,i was startled by a splash and a cry from without4 ,i sprang on deck1 and took in the situation at a glance4 ,peter was gone6 ,the other men were all there1 on board1 looking helplessly at the spot where he had disappeared1 but making no effort to save him4 ,a strong wind was carrying the junk rapidly forward in spite of a steady current in the opposite direction1 and the low-lying1 shrubless shore afforded no landmark to indicate how far we had left the drowning man behind4 ,i instantly let down the sail and leapt overboard in the hope of finding him4 ,unsuccessful1 ,i looked around in agonising suspense1 and saw close to me a fishing-boat with a peculiar drag-net furnished with hooks1 which ,i knew would bring him up4 ,come6 ,i cried1 as hope revived in my heart4 ,come and drag over this spot directly2 a man is drowning just here6 ,veh bin 7,it is not convenient71 was the unfeeling answer4 ,don't talk of convenience6 cried ,i in an agony2 a man is drowning1 ,i tell you6 ,we are busy fishing1 they responded1 and cannot come4 ,never mind your fishing1 ,i said1 ,i will give you more money than many a day's fishing will bring2 only come--come at once6 ,how much money will you give us8 ,we cannot stay to discuss that now6 ,come1 or it will be too late4 ,i will give you five dollars 7then worth about thirty shillings in ,english money74 ,we won't do it for that1 replied the men4 ,give us twenty dollars1 and we will drag4 ,i do not possess so much3 do come quickly1 and ,i will give you all ,i have6 ,how much may that be8 ,i don't know exactly1 about fourteen dollars4 ,at last1 but even then slowly enough1 the boat was paddled over1 and the net let down4 ,less than a minute sufficed to bring up the body of the missing man4 ,the fishermen were clamorous and indignant because their exorbitant demand was delayed while efforts at resuscitation were being made4 ,but all was in vain--life was extinct4 ,to myself this incident was profoundly sad and full of significance1 suggesting a far more mournful reality4 ,were not those fishermen actually guilty of this poor ,chinaman's death1 in that they had the means of saving him at hand1 if they would but have used them8 ,assuredly they were guilty4 ,and yet1 let us pause ere we pronounce judgment against them1 lest a greater than ,nathan answer1 ,thou art the man4 ,is it so hard-hearted1 so wicked a thing to neglect to save the body8 ,of how much sorer punishment1 then1 is he worthy who leaves the soul to perish1 and ,cain-like says1 ,am ,i my brother's keeper8 ,the ,,lord ,,jesus commands1 commands me1 commands you1 my brother1 and you1 my sister4 ,go1 says ,he1 go ye into all the world1 and preach the ,gospel to every creature4 ,shall we say to ,him1 ,no1 it is not convenient8 shall we tell ,him that we are busy fishing and cannot go8 that we have bought a piece of ground and cannot go8 that we have purchased five yoke of oxen1 or have married1 or are engaged in other and more interesting pursuits1 and cannot go8 ,ere long we must all appear before the judgment seat of ,,christ2 that every one may receive the things done in his body4 ,let us remember1 let us pray for1 let us labour for the unevangelised ,chinese2 or we shall sin against our own souls4 ,let us consider ,who it is that has said1 ,if thou forbear to deliver them that are drawn unto death1 and those that are ready to be slain2 if thou sayest1 ,behold1 we knew it not2 doth not ,he that pondereth the heart consider it8 and ,he that keepeth thy soul1 doth not he know it8 and shall not ,he render to every man according to his works8 ,through midnight gloom from ,macedon1 ,the cry of myriads as of one2 ,the voiceful silence of despair ,is eloquent in awful prayer3 ,the soul's exceeding bitter cry1 ,come o'er and help us1 or we die4 ,how mournfully it echoes on1 ,for half the earth is ,macedon2 ,these brethren to their brethren call1 ,and by the ,love which loves them all1 ,and by the whole world's ,life they cry1 ,o ye that live1 behold we die6 ,by other sounds the world is won ,than that which wails from ,macedon2 ,the roar of gain is round it rolled1 ,or men unto themselves are sold1 ,and cannot list the alien cry1 ,o hear and help us1 lest we die6 ,yet with that cry from ,macedon ,the very car of ,,christ rolls on3 ,i come2 who would abide ,my day1 ,in yonder wilds prepare ,my way2 ,my voice is crying in their cry1 ,help ye the dying1 lest ye die4 ,,jesu1 for men of ,man the ,,son1 ,yea1 ,,thine the cry from ,macedon2 ,oh1 by the kingdom and the power ,and glory of ,thine advent hour1 ,wake heart and will to hear their cry3 ,help us to help them1 lest we die4 ,illustration ,illustration ,,chapter ,,xv ,,settlement ,,in ,,ningpo ,,the autumn of #ahef was well advanced before ,i reached ,ningpo1 one of the most ancient and influential cities on the coast of ,china4 ,opened to the residence of foreigners in #ahdb by the treaty of ,nan-king1 it had long been the scene of missionary labours4 ,within its thronging thoroughfares the busy tide of life runs high4 ,four hundred thousand human beings dwell within or around the five miles circuit of its ancient wall1 every one a soul that ,,jesus loves1 for whom ,he died4 ,as winter drew on ,i rented a native house in ,wu-gyiao-deo1 or ,lake ,head ,street4 ,it was not then a very comfortable residence4 ,i have a very distinct remembrance of tracing my initials on the snow which during the night had collected upon my coverlet in the large barn-like upper room1 now subdivided into four or five smaller ones1 each of which is comfortably ceiled4 ,the tiling of an unceiled ,chinese house may keep off the rain--if it happens to be sound--but it does not afford so good a protection against snow1 which will beat up through crannies and crevices1 and find its way within4 ,but however unfinished may have been its fittings1 the little house was well adapted for work amongst the people2 and there ,i thankfully settled down1 finding ample scope for service1--morning1 noon1 and night4 ,during the latter part of this year my mind was greatly exercised about continued connection with my ,society1 it being frequently in debt4 ,personally ,i had always avoided debt1 and kept within my salary1 though at times only by very careful economy4 ,now there was no difficulty in doing this1 for my income was larger1 and the country being in a more peaceful state1 things were not so dear4 ,but the ,society itself was in debt4 ,the quarterly bills which ,i and others were instructed to draw were often met by borrowed money1 and a correspondence commenced which terminated in the following year by my resigning from conscientious motives4 ,to me it seemed that the teaching of ,,god',s ,word was unmistakably clear3 ,owe no man any thing4 ,to borrow money implied1 to my mind1 a contradiction of ,scripture--a confession that ,,god had withheld some good thing1 and a determination to get for ourselves what ,he had not given4 ,could that which was wrong for one ,christian to do be right for an association of ,christians8 ,or could any amount of precedents make a wrong course justifiable8 ,if the ,word taught me anything1 it taught me to have no connection with debt4 ,i could not think that ,,god was poor1 that ,he was short of resources1 or unwilling to supply any want of whatever work was really ,his4 ,it seemed to me that if there were lack of funds to carry on work1 then to that degree1 in that special development1 or at that time1 it could not be the work of ,,god4 ,to satisfy my conscience ,i was therefore compelled to resign connection with the ,society which had hitherto supplied my salary4 ,it was a great satisfaction to me that my friend and colleague1 ,mr4 ,jones1 also of the ,chinese ,evangelisation ,society1 was led to take the same step2 and we were both profoundly thankful that the separation took place without the least breach of friendly feeling on either side4 ,indeed1 we had the joy of knowing that the step we took commended itself to several members of the ,committee1 although as a whole the ,society could not come to our position4 ,depending upon ,,god alone for supplies1 we were enabled to continue a measure of connection with our former supporters1 sending home journals1 etc41 for publication as before1 so long as the ,society continued to exist4 ,the step we had taken was not a little trying to faith4 ,i was not at all sure what ,,god would have me do1 or whether ,he would so meet my need as to enable me to continue working as before4 ,i had no friends whatever from whom ,i expected supplies4 ,i did not know what means the ,,lord might use2 but ,i was willing to give up all my time to the service of evangelisation among the heathen1 if by any means ,he would supply the smallest amount on which ,i could live2 and if ,he were not pleased to do this1 ,i was prepared to undertake whatever work might be necessary to supply myself1 giving all the time that could be spared from such a calling to more distinctly missionary efforts4 ,but ,,god blessed and prospered me2 and how glad and thankful ,i felt when the separation was really effected6 ,i could look right up into my ,,father',s face with a satisfied heart1 ready1 by ,his grace1 to do the next thing as ,he might teach me1 and feeling very sure of ,his loving care4 ,and how blessedly ,he did lead me on and provide for me ,i can never1 never tell4 ,it was like a continuation of some of my earlier home experiences4 ,my faith was not untried2 it often1 often failed1 and ,i was so sorry and ashamed of the failure to trust such a ,,father4 ,but oh6 ,i was learning to know ,him4 ,i would not even then have missed the trial4 ,he became so near1 so real1 so intimate4 ,the occasional difficulty about funds never came from an insufficient supply for personal needs1 but in consequence of ministering to the wants of scores of the hungry and dying ones around us4 ,and trials far more searching in other ways quite eclipsed these difficulties2 and being deeper1 brought forth in consequence richer fruits4 ,how glad one is now1 not only to know1 with dear ,miss ,havergal1 that---- ,they who trust ,him wholly ,find ,him wholly true1 but also that when we fail to trust fully ,he still remains unchangingly faithful4 ,he is wholly true whether we trust or not4 ,if we believe not1 ,he abideth faithful2 ,he cannot deny ,himself4 ,but oh1 how we dishonour our ,,lord whenever we fail to trust ,him1 and what peace1 blessing1 and triumph we lose in thus sinning against the ,faithful ,one6 ,may we never again presume in anything to doubt ,him6 ,the year #aheg was a troublous time1 and closed with the notorious bombardment of ,canton by the ,british1 and the commencement of our second ,chinese war4 ,rumours of trouble were everywhere rife1 and in many places the missionaries passed through not a little danger4 ,in ,ningpo this was especially the case1 and the preserving care of ,,god in answer to prayer was consequently most marked4 ,when the awful news of the bombardment of ,canton reached the ,cantonese in ,ningpo their wrath and indignation knew no bounds1 and they immediately set to work to plot the destruction of all the foreigners resident in the city and neighbourhood4 ,it was well known that many of the foreigners were in the habit of meeting for worship every ,sunday evening at one of the missionary houses1 and the plan was to surround the place on a given occasion and make short work of all present1 cutting off afterwards any who might not be present4 ,the sanction of the ,tao-t'ai1 or chief civil magistrate of the city1 was easily obtained2 and nothing remained to hinder the execution of the plot1 of which the foreigners were of course entirely in ignorance4 7,a similar plot against the ,portuguese a few months later was carried out1 and between fifty and sixty were massacred in open daylight47 ,it so happened1 however1 that one of those acquainted with the conspiracy had a friend engaged in the service of the missionaries2 and anxious for his safety1 he was led to warn him of the coming danger1 and urge his leaving foreign employ4 ,the servant made the matter known to his master1 and thus the little community became aware of their peril4 ,realising the gravity of the situation1 they determined to meet together at the house of one of their number to seek the protection of the ,most ,high1 and to hide under the shadow of ,his wings4 ,nor did they thus meet in vain4 ,at the very time we were praying the ,,lord was working4 ,he led an inferior mandarin1 the ,superintendent of ,customs1 to call upon the ,tao-t'ai1 and remonstrate with him upon the folly of permitting such an attempt1 which he assured him would rouse the foreigners in other places to come with armed forces to avenge the death of their countrymen and raze the city to the ground4 ,the ,tao-t'ai replied that1 when the foreigners came for that purpose1 he should deny all knowledge of or complicity in the plot1 and so direct their vengeance against the ,cantonese1 who would in their turn be destroyed2 and thus1 said he1 we shall get rid of both ,cantonese and foreigners by one stroke of policy4 ,the ,superintendent of ,customs assured him that all such attempts at evasion would be useless2 and1 finally1 the ,tao-t'ai sent to the ,cantonese1 withdrawing his permission1 and prohibiting the attack4 ,this took place at the very time when we were asking protection of the ,,lord1 though we did not become acquainted with the facts until some weeks later4 ,thus again we were led to prove that-- ,sufficient is ,his arm alone1 ,and our defence is sure4 ,i cannot attempt to give any historical record of the events of this period1 but ere #aheg terminated ,mr4 ,jones and ,i were cheered by tokens of blessing4 ,it is interesting to recall the circumstances connected with the first profession of faith in ,christ1 which encouraged us4 ,on one occasion ,i was preaching the glad tidings of salvation through the finished work of ,,christ1 when a middle-aged man stood up1 and testified before his assembled countrymen to his faith in the power of the ,gospel4 ,i have long sought for the ,truth1 said he earnestly1 as my fathers did before me2 but ,i have never found it4 ,i have travelled far and near1 but without obtaining it4 ,i have found no rest in ,confucianism1 ,buddhism1 or ,taoism2 but ,i do find rest in what ,i have heard here to-night4 ,henceforth ,i am a believer in ,,jesus4 ,this man was one of the leading officers of a sect of reformed ,buddhists in ,ningpo4 ,a short time after his confession of faith in the ,,saviour there was a meeting of the sect over which he had formerly presided4 ,i accompanied him to that meeting1 and there1 to his former co-religionists1 he testified of the peace he had obtained in believing4 ,soon after1 one of his former companions was converted and baptized4 ,both now sleep in ,,jesus4 ,the first of these two long continued to preach to his countrymen the glad tidings of great joy4 ,a few nights after his conversion he asked how long this ,gospel had been known in ,england4 ,he was told that we had known it for some hundreds of years4 ,what6 said he1 amazed2 is it possible that for hundreds of years you have had the knowledge of these glad tidings in your possession1 and yet have only now come to preach it to us8 ,my father sought after the ,truth for more than twenty years1 and died without finding it4 ,oh1 why did you not come sooner8 ,a whole generation has passed away since that mournful inquiry was made2 but how many1 alas6 might repeat the same question to-day8 ,more than two hundred millions in the meanwhile have been swept into eternity1 without an offer of salvation4 ,how long shall this continue1 and the ,,master',s words1 ,to every creature1 remain unheeded8 ,illustration ,illustration ,,chapter ,,xvi ,,timely ,,supplies ,,not infrequently our ,,god brings ,his people into difficulties on purpose that they may come to know ,him as they could not otherwise do4 ,then ,he reveals ,himself as a very present help in trouble1 and makes the heart glad indeed at each fresh revelation of a ,,father',s faithfulness4 ,we who only see so small a part of the sweet issues of trial often feel that we would not for anything have missed them2 how much more shall we bless and magnify ,his ,name when all the hidden things are brought to light6 ,in the autumn of #aheg1 just one year after ,i came to settle in ,ningpo1 a little incident occurred that did much to strengthen our faith in the loving-kindness and ever-watchful care of ,,god4 ,a brother in the ,,lord1 the ,rev4 ,john ,quarterman1 of the ,american ,presbyterian ,mission ,north1 was taken with virulent small-pox1 and it was my mournful privilege to nurse him through his suffering illness to its fatal close4 ,when all was over1 it became necessary to lay aside the garments worn while nursing1 for fear of conveying the infection to others4 ,not having sufficient money in hand to purchase what was needful in order to make this change1 prayer was the only resource4 ,the ,,lord answered it by the unexpected arrival of a long-lost box of clothing from ,swatow1 that had remained in the care of the ,rev4 ,william ,burns when ,i left him for ,shanghai1 in the early summer of the previous year4 ,the arrival of the things just at this juncture was as appropriate as it was remarkable1 and brought a sweet sense of the ,,father',s own providing4 ,about two months later the following was penned3---- ,november #ahth1 #aheg4 ,many seem to think that ,i am very poor4 ,this certainly is true enough in one sense1 but ,i thank ,,god it is as poor1 yet making many rich2 as having nothing1 yet possessing all things4 ,and my ,,god shall supply all my need2 to ,him be all the glory4 ,i would not1 if ,i could1 be otherwise than ,i am--entirely dependent myself upon the ,,lord1 and used as a channel of help to others4 ,on ,saturday1 the #dth inst41 our regular home mail arrived4 ,that morning we supplied1 as usual1 a breakfast to the destitute poor1 who came to the number of seventy4 ,sometimes they do not reach forty1 at others again exceeding eighty4 ,they come to us every day1 ,,lord',s ,day excepted1 for then we cannot manage to attend to them and get through all our other duties too4 ,well1 on that ,saturday morning we paid all expenses1 and provided ourselves for the morrow1 after which we had not a single dollar left between us4 ,how the ,,lord was going to provide for ,monday we knew not2 but over our mantelpiece hung two scrolls in the ,chinese character--,ebenezer1 ,hitherto hath the ,,lord helped us2 and ,jehovah-,jireh1 ,the ,,lord will provide--and ,he kept us from doubting for a moment4 ,that very day the mail came in1 a week sooner than was expected1 and ,mr4 ,jones received a bill for two hundred and fourteen dollars4 ,we thanked ,,god and took courage4 ,the bill was taken to a merchant1 and although there is usually a delay of several days in getting the change1 this time he said1 ,send down on ,monday4 ,we sent1 and though he had not been able to buy all the dollars1 he let us have seventy on account2 so all was well4 ,oh1 it is sweet to live thus directly dependent upon the ,,lord1 who never fails us6 ,on ,monday the poor had their breakfast as usual1 for we had not told them not to come1 being assured that it was the ,,lord',s work1 and that the ,,lord would provide4 ,we could not help our eyes filling with tears of gratitude when we saw not only our own needs supplied1 but the widow and the orphan1 the blind and the lame1 the friendless and the destitute1 together provided for by the bounty of ,him who feeds the ravens4 ,o magnify the ,,lord with me1 and let us exalt ,his ,name together4 4 4 4 ,taste and see that the ,,lord is good3 blessed is the man that trusteth in ,him4 ,o fear the ,,lord1 ye ,his saints3 for there is no want to them that fear ,him4 ,the young lions do lack1 and suffer hunger3 but they that seek the ,,lord shall not want any good thing--and if not good1 why want it8 ,but even two hundred dollars cannot last for ever1 and by ,new ,year's ,day supplies were again getting low4 ,at last1 on ,january #fth1 #aheh1 only one solitary cash remained--the twentieth part of a penny--in the joint possession of ,mr4 ,jones and myself2 but though tried we looked to ,,god once again to manifest ,his gracious care4 ,enough provision was found in the house to supply a meagre breakfast2 after which1 having neither food for the rest of the day1 nor money to buy any1 we could only betake ourselves to ,him who was able to supply all our need with the petition1 ,give us this day our daily bread4 ,after prayer and deliberation we thought that perhaps we ought to dispose of something we possessed in order to meet our immediate requirements4 ,but on looking round we saw nothing that we could well spare1 and little that the ,chinese would purchase for ready money4 ,credit to any extent we might have had1 could we conscientiously have availed ourselves of it1 but this we felt to be unscriptural in itself1 as well as inconsistent with the position we were in4 ,we had1 indeed1 one article--an iron stove--which we knew the ,chinese would readily purchase2 but we much regretted the necessity of parting with it4 ,at length1 however1 we set out to the founder's1 and after a walk of some distance came to the river1 which we had intended to cross by a floating bridge of boats2 but here the ,,lord shut up our path4 ,the bridge had been carried away during the preceding night1 and the river was only passable by means of a ferry1 the fare for which was two cash each person4 ,as we only possessed one cash1 our course clearly was to return and await ,,god',s own interposition on our behalf4 ,upon reaching home1 we found that ,mrs4 ,jones had gone with the children to dine at a friend's house1 in accordance with an invitation accepted some days previously4 ,mr4 ,jones1 though himself included in the invitation1 refused now to go and leave me to fast alone4 ,so we set to work and carefully searched the cupboards2 and though there was nothing to eat1 we found a small packet of cocoa1 which1 with a little hot water1 somewhat revived us4 ,after this we again cried to the ,,lord in our trouble1 and the ,,lord heard and saved us out of all our distresses4 ,for while we were still upon our knees a letter arrived from ,england containing a remittance4 ,this timely supply not only met the immediate and urgent need of the day2 for in the assured confidence that ,,god1 whose we were and whom we served1 would not put to shame those whose whole and only trust was in ,himself4 ,my marriage had been previously arranged to take place just fourteen days after this date4 ,and this expectation was not disappointed2 for the mountains shall depart1 and the hills be removed1 but ,my kindness shall not depart from thee1 neither shall the covenant of ,my peace be removed4 ,and although during subsequent years our faith was often exercised1 and sometimes severely1 ,he ever proved faithful to ,his promise1 and never suffered us to lack any good thing4 ,never1 perhaps1 was there a union that more fully realised the blessed truth1 ,whoso findeth a wife findeth a good thing1 and obtaineth favour of the ,,lord4 ,my dear wife was not only a precious gift to me2 ,,god blessed her to many others during the twelve eventful years through which she was spared to those that loved her and to ,china4 ,hers had been a life connection with missionary work in that great empire2 for her father1 the loved and devoted ,samuel ,dyer1 was amongst the very earliest representatives of the ,london ,mission in the ,east4 ,he reached the ,straits as early as #ahbg1 and for sixteen years laboured assiduously amongst the ,chinese in ,penang and ,singapore1 completing at the same time a valuable fount of ,chinese metallic type1 the first of the kind that had then been attempted4 ,dying in #ahdc1 it was never ,mr4 ,dyers privilege to realise his hopes of ultimately being able to settle on ,chinese soil2 but his children lived to see the country opened to the ,gospel1 and to take their share in the great work that had been so dear to his heart4 ,at the time of her marriage1 my dear wife had been already living for several years in ,ningpo with her friend1 ,miss ,aldersey1 in whose varied missionary operations she was well qualified to render valuable assistance4 ,illustration ,,chapter ,,xvii ,,god ,a ,,refuge ,,for ,,us ,a ,,somewhat different though not less manifest answer to prayer was vouchsafed early in the year #ahei4 ,my dear wife was brought very low by illness1 and at last all hope of recovery seemed gone4 ,every remedy tried had proved unavailing2 and ,dr4 ,parker1 who was in attendance1 had nothing more to suggest4 ,life was ebbing fast away4 ,the only ground of hope was that ,,god might yet see fit to raise her up1 in answer to believing but submissive prayer4 ,the afternoon for the usual prayer meeting among the missionaries had arrived1 and ,i sent in a request for prayer1 which was most warmly responded to4 ,just at this time a remedy that had not yet been tried was suggested to my mind1 and ,i felt that ,i must hasten to consult ,dr4 ,parker as to the propriety of using it4 ,it was a moment of anguish4 ,the hollow temples1 sunken eyes1 and pinched features denoted the near approach of death2 and it seemed more than questionable as to whether life would hold out until my return4 ,it was nearly two miles to ,dr4 ,parker's house1 and every moment appeared long4 ,on my way thither1 while wrestling mightily with ,,god in prayer1 the precious words were brought with power to my soul1 ,call upon ,me in the day of trouble3 ,i will deliver thee1 and thou shall glorify ,me4 ,i was at once enabled to plead them in faith1 and the result was deep1 deep1 unspeakable peace and joy4 ,all consciousness of distance was gone4 ,dr4 ,parker cordially approved of the use of the means suggested1 but upon arriving at home ,i saw at a glance that the desired change had taken place in the absence of this or any other remedy4 ,the pinched aspect of the countenance had given place to the calmness of tranquil slumber1 and not one unfavourable symptom remained to retard recovery to health and strength4 ,spared thus in answer to prayer the loss of my own loved one1 it was with added sympathy and sorrow that ,i felt for ,dr4 ,parker1 when1 in the autumn of the same year1 his own wife was very suddenly removed4 ,it being necessary for the doctor to return at once with his motherless children to ,glasgow1 temporary arrangements had to be made for the conduct of the ,mission ,hospital in ,ningpo1 for which he alone had been responsible4 ,under these circumstances he requested me to take up the work1 at least so far as the dispensary was concerned4 ,after a few days' waiting upon the ,,lord for guidance1 ,i felt constrained to undertake not only the dispensary work1 but also that of the hospital2 relying solely upon the faithfulness of a prayer-hearing ,,god to furnish the means required for its support4 ,the funds for the maintenance of the hospital had hitherto been supplied by the proceeds of the doctor's foreign medical practice2 and with his departure these ceased4 ,but had not ,,god said that whatever we ask in the ,name of the ,,lord ,,jesus shall be done8 ,and are we not told to seek first the kingdom of ,,god1 not means to advance it1 and that all these things shall be added to us8 ,such promises were surely sufficient4 ,eight days before entering upon this responsibility ,i had not the remotest idea of ever doing so2 still less could friends at home have anticipated it4 ,but the ,,lord had foreseen the need1 and already funds were on the way to supply it4 ,at times there were not less than fifty in-patients in the hospital1 besides a large number who daily attended the out-patient department4 ,thirty beds were ordinarily allotted to free patients and their attendants2 and about as many to opium-smokers1 who paid for their board while being cured of the habit4 ,as all the wants of the sick in the wards were supplied gratuitously1 in addition to the remedial appliances needed for the out-patient work1 the daily expenses were considerable2 besides which1 a number of native attendants were required1 involving their support4 ,when ,dr4 ,parker handed the hospital over to me he was able to leave money that would meet the salaries and working expenses of the current month1 and little more4 ,being unable to guarantee their support1 his native staff retired2 and then ,i mentioned the circumstances to the members of our little church1 some of whom volunteered to help me1 depending1 like myself1 upon the ,,lord2 and they with me continued to wait upon ,,god that in some way or other ,he would provide for ,his own work4 ,day by day the stores diminished1 and they were all but exhausted when one day a remarkable letter reached me from a friend in ,england which contained a cheque for #ej4 ,the letter stated that the sender had recently lost his father1 and had inherited his property2 that not desiring to increase his personal expenditure1 he wished to hold the money which had now been left to him to further the ,,lord',s work4 ,he enclosed the #ej1 saying that ,i might know of some special need for it2 but leaving me free to use it for my own support1 or in any way that the ,,lord might lead me2 only asking to know how it was applied1 and whether there was need for more4 ,after a little season of thanksgiving with my dear wife1 ,i called my native helpers into our little chapel1 and translated to them the letter4 ,i need not say how rejoiced they were1 and that we together praised ,,god4 ,they returned to their work in the hospital with overflowing hearts1 and told out to the patients what a ,,god was ours2 appealing to them whether their idols had ever helped them so4 ,both helpers and patients were blessed spiritually through this remarkable provision1 and from that time the ,,lord provided all that was necessary for carrying on the institution1 in addition to what was needed for the maintenance of my own family1 and for sustaining other branches of missionary work under my care4 ,when1 nine months later1 ,i was obliged through failure of health to relinquish this charge1 ,i was able to leave more funds in hand for the support of the hospital than were forthcoming at the time ,i undertook it4 ,but not only were pecuniary supplies vouchsafed in answer to prayer--many lives were spared2 persons apparently in hopeless stages of disease were restored1 and success was given in cases of serious and dangerous operations4 ,in the case of one poor man1 whose legs were amputated under very unfavourable circumstances1 healthy action took place with such rapidity that both wounds were healed in less than two weeks4 ,and more permanent benefits than these were conferred4 ,many were convinced of the truth of ,christianity2 not a few sought the ,,lord in faith and prayer1 and experienced the power of the ,great ,physician to cure the sin-sick soul4 ,during the nine months above alluded to sixteen patients from the hospital were baptized1 and more than thirty others became candidates for admission into one or other of the ,christian churches in the city4 ,thus the year #ahfj began with openings on all hands1 but time and strength were sadly too limited to admit of their being used to the best advantage4 ,for some time the help of additional workers had been a much-felt need2 and in ,january very definite prayer was made to the ,,lord of the harvest that ,he would thrust forth more labourers into this special portion of the great world-field4 ,writing to relatives at home in ,england1 under date of ,january #afth1 #ahfj1 ,i thus expressed the deep longing of our hearts3-- ,do you know any earnest1 devoted young men desirous of serving ,,god in ,china1 who--not wishing for more than their actual support--would be willing to come out and labour here8 ,oh1 for four or five such helpers6 ,they would probably begin to preach in ,chinese in six months time2 and in answer to prayer the necessary means for their support would be found4 ,but no one came to help us then2 and under the incessant physical and mental strain involved1 in the care of the hospital during ,dr4 ,parker's absence1 as well as the continued discharge of my other missionary duties1 my own health began rapidly to fail1 and it became a serious question as to whether it would not be needful to return to ,england for a time4 ,it was hard to face this possibility4 ,the growing church and work seemed to need our presence1 and it was no small trial to part from those whom we had learned so truly to love in the ,,lord4 ,thirty or forty native ,christians had been gathered into the recently organised church2 and the well-filled meetings1 and the warm-hearted earnestness of the converts1 all bespoke a future of much promise4 ,at last1 however1 completely prostrated by repeated attacks of illness1 the only hope of restoration seemed to lie in a voyage to ,england and a brief stay in its more bracing climate2 and this necessity1 painful though it seemed at the time1 proved to be only another opportunity for the manifestation of the faithfulness and loving care of ,him who worketh all things after the counsel of ,his own will4 ,as heretofore1 the ,,lord was present with ,his aid4 ,the means for our journey were supplied1 and that so liberally that we were able to bring with us a native ,christian to assist in translation or other literary work1 and to instruct in the language such helpers as the ,,lord might raise up for the extension of the ,mission4 ,that ,he would give us fellow-labourers we had no doubt2 for we had been enabled to seek them from ,him in earnest and believing prayer for many months previously4 ,the day before leaving ,china we wrote as follows to our friend ,w4 ,t4 ,berger1 ,esq41 whom we had known in ,england1 and who had ever strengthened our hands in the ,,lord while in that distant land3-- ,we are bringing with us a young ,chinese brother to assist in literary work1 and ,i hope also in teaching the dialect to those whom the ,,lord may induce to return with us4 ,and throughout the voyage our earnest cry to ,,god was that ,he would overrule our stay at home for good to ,china1 and make it instrumental in raising up at least five helpers to labour in the province of ,,cheh-,,kiang4 ,the way in which it pleased the ,,lord to answer these earnest and believing prayers1 and the exceeding abundantly with which ,he crowned them1 we shall now sketch in brief outline4 ,illustration ,,chapter ,,xviii ,a ,,new ,,agency ,,needed ,my thoughts are not your thoughts1 neither are your ways ,my ways1 saith the ,,lord4 ,for as the heavens are higher than the earth1 so are ,my ways higher than your ways1 and ,my thoughts than your thoughts4#c ,how true are these words6 ,when the ,,lord is bringing in great blessing in the best possible way1 how oftentimes our unbelieving hearts are feeling1 if not saying1 like ,jacob of old1 ,all these things are against me4 ,or we are filled with fear1 as were the disciples when the ,,lord1 walking on the waters1 drew near to quiet the troubled sea1 and to bring them quickly to their desired haven4 ,and yet mere common-sense ought to tell us that ,he1 whose way is perfect1 can make no mistakes2 that ,he who has promised to perfect that which concerneth us1 and whose minute care counts the very hairs of our heads1 and forms for us our circumstances1 must know better than we the way to forward our truest interests and to glorify ,his own ,name4 ,blind unbelief is sure to err ,and scan ,his work in vain2 ,,god is ,his own ,interpreter1 ,and ,he will make it plain4 ,to me it seemed a great calamity that failure of health compelled my relinquishing work for ,,god in ,china1 just when it was more fruitful than ever before2 and to leave the little band of ,christians in ,ningpo1 needing much care and teaching1 was a great sorrow4 ,nor was the sorrow lessened when1 on reaching ,england1 medical testimony assured me that return to ,china1 at least for years to come1 was impossible4 ,little did ,i then realise that the long separation from ,china was a necessary step towards the formation of a work which ,,god would bless as ,he has blessed the ,,china ,,inland ,,mission4 ,while in the field1 the pressure of claims immediately around me was so great that ,i could not think much of the still greater needs of the regions farther inland2 and1 if they were thought of1 could do nothing for them4 ,but while detained for some years in ,england1 daily viewing the whole country on the large map on the wall of my study1 ,i was as near to the vast regions of ,inland ,china as to the smaller districts in which ,i had laboured personally for ,,god2 and prayer was often the only resource by which the burdened heart could gain any relief4 ,as a long absence from ,china appeared inevitable1 the next question was how best to serve ,china while in ,england1 and this led to my engaging for several years1 with the late ,rev4 ,f4 ,f4 ,gough of the ,c4 ,m4 ,s41 in the revision of a version of the ,new ,testament in the colloquial of ,ningpo for the ,british and ,foreign ,bible ,society4 ,in undertaking this work1 in my short-sightedness ,i saw nothing beyond the use that the ,book1 and the marginal references1 would be to the native ,christians2 but ,i have often seen since that1 without those months of feeding and feasting on the ,word of ,,god1 ,i should have been quite unprepared to form1 on its present basis1 a mission like the ,,china ,,inland ,,mission4 ,in the study of that ,divine ,word ,i learned that1 to obtain successful labourers1 not elaborate appeals for help1 but1 first1 earnest prayer to ,,god to thrust forth labourers1 and1 second1 the deepening of the spiritual life of the church1 so that men should be unable to stay at home1 were what was needed4 ,i saw that the ,apostolic plan was not to raise ways and means1 but to go and do the work1 trusting in ,his sure ,word who has said1 ,seek ye first the ,kingdom of ,,god and ,his righteousness1 and all these things shall be added unto you4 ,in the meantime the prayer for workers for ,,cheh-,,kiang was being answered4 ,the first1 ,mr4 ,meadows1 sailed for ,china with his young wife in ,january #ahfb1 through the kind co-operation and aid of our friend ,mr4 ,berger4 ,the second left ,england in #ahfd1 having her passage provided by the ,foreign ,evangelisation ,society4 ,the third and fourth reached ,ningpo on ,july #bdth1 #ahfe4 ,a fifth soon followed them1 reaching ,ningpo in ,september #ahfe4 ,thus the prayer for the five workers was fully answered2 and we were encouraged to look to ,,god for still greater things4 ,months of earnest prayer and not a few abortive efforts had resulted in a deep conviction that a special agency was essential for the evangelisation of ,inland ,china4 ,at this time ,i had not only the daily help of prayer and conference with my beloved friend and fellow-worker the late ,rev4 ,f4 ,f4 ,gough1 but also invaluable aid and counsel from ,mr4 and ,mrs4 ,berger1 with whom ,i and my dear wife 7whose judgment and piety were of priceless value at this juncture7 spent many days in prayerful deliberation4 ,the grave difficulty of possibly interfering with existing missionary operations at home was foreseen2 but it was concluded that1 by simple trust in ,,god1 suitable agency might be raised up and sustained without interfering injuriously with any existing work4 ,i had also a growing conviction that ,,god would have me to seek from ,him the needed workers1 and to go forth with them4 ,but for a long time unbelief hindered my taking the first step4 ,how inconsistent unbelief always is6 ,i had no doubt that1 if ,i prayed for workers1 in the ,name of the ,,lord ,,jesus ,,christ1 they would be given me4 ,i had no doubt that1 in answer to such prayer1 the means for our going forth would be provided1 and that doors would be opened before us in unreached parts of the ,empire4 ,but ,i had not then learned to trust ,,god for keeping power and grace for myself1 so no wonder that ,i could not trust ,him to keep others who might be prepared to go with me4 ,i feared that in the midst of the dangers1 difficulties1 and trials which would necessarily be connected with such a work1 some who were comparatively inexperienced ,christians might break down1 and bitterly reproach me for having encouraged them to undertake an enterprise for which they were unequal4 ,yet1 what was ,i to do8 ,the feeling of blood-guiltiness became more and more intense4 ,simply because ,i refused to ask for them1 the labourers did not come forward--did not go out to ,china--and every day tens of thousands were passing away to ,christless graves6 ,perishing ,china so filled my heart and mind that there was no rest by day1 and little sleep by night1 till health broke down4 ,at the invitation of my beloved and honoured friend1 ,mr4 ,george ,pearse 7then of the ,stock ,exchange71 ,i went to spend a few days with him in ,brighton4 ,on ,sunday1 ,june #beth1 #ahfe1 unable to bear the sight of a congregation of a thousand or more ,christian people rejoicing in their own security1 while millions were perishing for lack of knowledge1 ,i wandered out on the sands alone1 in great spiritual agony2 and there the ,,lord conquered my unbelief1 and ,i surrendered myself to ,,god for this service4 ,i told ,him that all the responsibility as to issues and consequences must rest with ,him2 that as ,his servant1 it was mine to obey and to follow ,him--,his1 to direct1 to care for1 and to guide me and those who might labour with me4 ,need ,i say that peace at once flowed into my burdened heart8 ,there and then ,i asked ,him for twenty-four fellow-workers1 two for each of eleven inland provinces which were without a missionary1 and two for ,mongolia2 and writing the petition on the margin of the ,bible ,i had with me1 ,i returned home with a heart enjoying rest such as it had been a stranger to for months1 and with an assurance that the ,,lord would bless ,his own work and that ,i should share in the blessing4 ,i had previously prayed1 and asked prayer1 that workers might be raised up for the eleven then unoccupied provinces1 and thrust forth and provided for1 but had not surrendered myself to be their leader4 ,about this time1 with the help of my dear wife1 ,i wrote the little book1 ,china's ,spiritual ,need and ,claims4 ,every paragraph was steeped in prayer4 ,with the help of ,mr4 ,berger1 who had given valued aid in the revision of the manuscript1 and who bore the expense of printing an edition of #cjjj copies1 they were soon put in circulation4 ,i spoke publicly of the proposed work as opportunity permitted1 specially at the ,perth and ,mildmay ,conferences of #ahfe1 and continued in prayer for fellow-workers1 who were soon raised up1 and after due correspondence were invited to my home1 then in the ,east of ,london4 ,when one house became insufficient1 the occupant of the adjoining house removed1 and ,i was able to rent it2 and when that in its turn became insufficient1 further accommodation was provided close by4 ,soon there were a number of men and women under preparatory training1 and engaging in evangelistic work which tested in some measure their qualifications as soul-winners4 ,illustration ,,footnotes3 #c ,isaiah lv4 #h1 #i4 ,,chapter ,,xix ,,the ,,formation ,,of ,,the ,c4 ,i4 ,m4 ,,it was thus that in the year #ahfe the ,,china ,,inland ,,mission was organised2 and the workers already in the field were incorporated into it4 ,w4 ,t4 ,berger1 ,esq41 then residing at ,saint ,hill1 near ,east ,grinstead1 without whose help and encouragement ,i could not have gone forward1 undertook the direction of the home department of the work during my anticipated absence in ,china2 and ,i proposed1 as soon as arrangements could be completed1 to go out with the volunteers and take the direction of the work in the field4 ,for the support of the workers already in ,china1 our friends at home were sending in unsolicited contributions from time to time1 and every need was met4 ,we had now1 however1 to look forward to the outgoing of a party of sixteen or seventeen1 and estimated that from #aejj to #bjjj might be required to cover outfits1 passage-money1 and initial expenses4 ,i wrote a little pamphlet1 calling it ,occasional ,paper1 ,no4 ,i4 7intending in successive numbers to give to donors and friends accounts of the work wrought through us in ,china71 and in that paper stated the anticipated needs for floating the enterprise4 ,i expected that ,,god would incline the hearts of some of the readers to send contributions3 ,i had determined never to use personal solicitation1 or to make collections1 or to issue collecting-books4 ,missionary-boxes were thought unobjectionable1 and we had a few prepared for those who might ask for them1 and have continued to use them ever since4 ,it was ,february #fth1 #ahff1 when ,i sent my manuscript of ,occasional ,paper1 ,no4 ,i41 with a design for the cover1 to the printer4 ,from delays in engraving and printing1 it was ,march #abth when the bales of pamphlets were delivered at my house4 ,now on ,february #fth a daily prayer-meeting1 from #ab to #a o'clock1 had been commenced1 to ask for the needed funds4 ,and that we had not asked in vain1 the following extract from ,occasional ,paper1 ,no4 ,,ii4 will show3-- ,the receipts for #ahfd were #ea3ads42 for #ahfe1 from ,january to ,june1 #bba3ab3f1 besides two free passages2 from ,june to ,december1 #ibc3ab3h4 ,hindrances having occurred1 the ,,ms4 of the ,occasional ,paper1 ,no4 ,i4 was not completed till ,february #fth1 #ahff4 ,up to this time we had received 7from ,december #cjth7 #agj3h3c4 ,we felt much encouraged by the receipt of so much money in little more than a month1 as it was entirely unsolicited by us--save from ,,god4 ,but it was also evident that we must ask the ,,lord to do yet greater things for us1 or it would be impossible for a party of from ten to sixteen to leave in the middle of ,may4 ,daily united prayer was therefore offered to ,,god for the funds needful for the outfits and passages of as many as ,he would have to go out in ,may4 ,owing to the delays mentioned above in the printing of the ',occasional ,paper1' it was not ready for the publisher until ,march #abth4 ,on this day ,i again examined my mission cash-book1 and the comparison of the result of the two similar periods of one month and six days each1 one before and one after special prayer for #aejj to #bjjj1 was very striking3-- ,receipts from ,december #cjth to ,february #fth1 #agj #h #c ,feb4 #fth to ,mar4 #abth #aggd #e #aa ,funds advised1 since received #bjj #j #j --------- #aigd #e #aa ,this1 it will be noticed1 was previous to the circulation of the ',occasional ,paper1' and1 consequently1 was not the result of it4 ,it was the response of a faithful ,,god to the united prayers of those whom ,he had called to serve ,him in the ,gospel of ,his dear ,,son4 ,we can now compare with these two periods a third of the same extent4 ,from ,march #abth to ,april #ahth the receipts were #ebi1 showing that when ,,god had supplied the special need1 the special supply also ceased4 ,truly there is a ,,living ,,god1 and ,,he is the hearer and answerer of prayer4 ,but this gracious answer to prayer made it a little difficult to circulate ,occasional ,paper1 ,no4 ,i41 for it stated as a need that which was already supplied4 ,the difficulty was obviated by the issue with each copy of a coloured inset stating that the funds for outfit and passage were already in hand in answer to prayer4 ,we were reminded of the difficulty of ,moses--not a very common one in the present day--and of the proclamation he had to send through the camp to the people to prepare no more for the building of the ,tabernacle1 as the gifts in hand were already too much4 ,we are convinced that if there were less solicitation for money and more dependence upon the power of the ,,holy ,,ghost and upon the deepening of spiritual life1 the experience of ,moses would be a common one in every branch of ,christian work4 ,preparations for sailing to ,china were at once proceeded with4 ,about this time ,i was asked to give a lecture on ,china in a village not very far from ,london1 and agreed to do so on condition that there should be no collection1 and that this should be announced on the bills4 ,the gentleman who invited me1 and who kindly presided as chairman1 said he had never had that condition imposed before4 ,he accepted it1 however1 and the bills were issued accordingly for the #bnd or #crd of ,may4 ,with the aid of a large map1 something of the extent and population and deep spiritual need of ,china was presented1 and many were evidently impressed4 ,at the close of the meeting the chairman said that by my request it had been intimated on the bills that there would be no collection2 but he felt that many present would be distressed and burdened if they had not the opportunity of contributing something towards the good work proposed4 ,he trusted that as the proposition emanated entirely from himself1 and expressed1 he felt sure1 the feelings of many in the audience1 ,i should not object to it4 ,i begged1 however1 that the condition agreed to might be carried out2 pointing out among other reasons for making no collection1 that the very reason adduced by our kind chairman was1 to my mind1 one of the strongest for not making it4 ,my wish was1 not that those present should be relieved by making such contribution as might there and then be convenient1 under the influence of a present emotion2 but that each one should go home burdened with the deep need of ,china1 and ask of ,,god what ,he would have them to do4 ,if1 after thought and prayer1 they were satisfied that a pecuniary contribution was what ,he wanted of them1 it could be given to any ,missionary ,society having agents in ,china2 or it might be posted to our ,london office2 but that perhaps in many cases what ,,god wanted was not a money contribution1 but personal consecration to ,his service abroad2 or the giving up of son or daughter--more precious than silver or gold--to ,his service4 ,i added that ,i thought the tendency of a collection was to leave the impression that the all-important thing was money1 whereas no amount of money could convert a single soul2 that what was needed was that men and women filled with the ,,holy ,,ghost should give themselves to the work3 for the support of such there would never be a lack of funds4 ,as my wish was evidently very strong1 the chairman kindly yielded to it1 and closed the meeting4 ,he told me1 however1 at the supper-table1 that he thought it was a mistake on my part1 and that1 notwithstanding all ,i had said1 a few persons had put some little contributions into his hands4 ,next morning at breakfast1 my kind host came in a little late1 and acknowledged to not having had a very good night4 ,after breakfast he asked me to his study1 and giving me the contributions handed to him the night before1 said1 ,i thought last night1 ,mr4 ,taylor1 that you were in the wrong about a collection2 ,i am now convinced you were quite right4 ,as ,i thought in the night of that stream of souls in ,china ever passing onward into the dark1 ,i could only cry as you suggested1 ',,lord1 what wilt ,thou have me to do8' ,i think ,i have obtained the guidance ,i sought1 and here it is4 ,he handed me a cheque for #ejj1 adding that if there had been a collection he would have given a few pounds to it1 but now this cheque was the result of having spent no small part of the night in prayer4 ,i need scarcely say how surprised and thankful ,i was for this gift4 ,i had received at the breakfast-table a letter from ,messrs4 ,killick1 ,martin and ,co41 shipping agents1 in which they stated that they could offer us the whole passenger accommodation of the ship ,lammermuir4 ,i went direct to the ship1 found it in every way suitable1 and paid the cheque on account4 ,as above stated1 the funds deemed needed had been already in hand for some time2 but the coincidence of the simultaneous offer of the ship accommodation and this munificent gift--,,god',s exceeding abundantly--greatly encouraged my heart4 ,on the #bfth of ,may we sailed for ,china in the ,lammermuir1 a missionary party of #af 7besides my four children and their nurse1 and ,miss ,bausum 7afterwards ,mrs4 ,barchet772 in all #bb passengers4 ,mr4 ,berger took charge of the home department1 and thus the ,c4 ,i4 ,m4 was fully inaugurated4 ,illustration ,,chapter ,,xx ,,the ,,mission ,,in #ahid ,,the events sketched in the last two chapters have been more fully delineated by ,miss ,guinness in her interesting ,story of the ,china ,inland ,mission1 which continues its history to the present date4 ,it is indeed a record of the goodness of ,,god1 every remembrance of which calls for gratitude and praise4 ,we can only here briefly mention a few facts1 referring our readers to ,miss ,guinness's work for all details4 ,after a voyage of many mercies the ,lammermuir party safely reached ,china1 and during the first ten years stations and out-stations were opened in many cities and towns in four provinces which hitherto had been unreached by the ,gospel4 ,at home ,mr4 and ,mrs4 ,berger continued their devoted service until ,march #aith1 #ahgb1 ,i having returned to ,england the year before4 ,shortly after this the ,london ,council was formed1 which has now for several years been assisted by an auxiliary ,council of ladies4 ,a ,scotch ,council was also formed in ,glasgow a few years ago4 ,a visit to ,america in #ahhh issued in the formation of the ,council for ,north ,america1 and a similar ,council for ,australasia was commenced in ,melbourne two years later4 ,in the field a ,china ,council was organised in #ahhf1 composed of senior missionaries who meet quarterly in ,shanghai4 ,closely associated with the ,c4 ,i4 ,m4 are seven ,committees--in ,england1 ,norway1 ,sweden 7two71 ,finland1 ,germany1 and the ,united ,states--which send out and support their own missionaries1 who in ,china have the assistance of the educational and other advantages of the ,c4 ,i4 ,m41 and who work under its direction4 ,the staff of the ,mission1 in ,may #ahic1 consisted of #eeb missionaries 7including wives and associates74 ,there were also #cbf native helpers 7#ie of whom were unpaid71 working as pastors1 evangelists1 teachers1 colporteurs1 ,bible-women1 etc41 in #ad different provinces4 ,duly qualified candidates for missionary labour are accepted without restriction as to denomination1 provided they are sound in the faith in all fundamental truths3 these go out in dependence upon ,,god for temporal supplies1 with the clear understanding that the officers of the ,mission do not guarantee any income whatever2 and knowing that as they will not go into debt1 they can only minister to them as the funds sent in from time to time will allow4 ,but we praise ,,god that during the past twenty-eight years such ministry has always been possible2 our ,,god has supplied all our need1 and has withheld no good thing4 ,all the expenses of the ,mission at home and abroad are met by voluntary contributions1 sent to the offices of the ,mission without personal solicitation1 by those who wish to aid in this effort to spread the knowledge of the ,gospel throughout ,china4 ,the income for the year #ahib was about #cd1jjj from all sources--,great ,britain1 the ,continent of ,europe1 ,north ,america1 ,australasia1 ,china1 etc4 ,some of the missionaries having private property have gone out at their own expense1 and do not take anything from the ,mission funds4 ,stations have been opened in ten of the eleven provinces which were previously without ,protestant missionaries2 from one of these1 however1 we have had to retire4 ,the eleventh province has been visited several times1 and it is hoped that in it permanent work may soon be begun4 ,more than #bjj stations and out-stations have been opened in fourteen of the eighteen provinces1 in all of which stations either missionaries or native labourers are resident4 ,over #fjjj converts have been baptized from the commencement1 some #djjj of whom are now living and in fellowship4 ,,the ,,mission ,,in #aijb ,the year #ahid1 in which the first edition of ,a ,retrospect appeared1 was marked by the erection of large and commodious premises for the work of the ,mission1 and early in the following year the houses in ,pyrland ,road1 which had so long formed the home of the ,mission in ,england1 were vacated1 and ,,newington ,,green1 ,,london1 ,n41 became the address of the ,mission offices and home4 ,from that date until the ,boxer outbreak of #aijj the ,mission made steady progress1 the development of the work in ,china being accompanied by corresponding developments in the home departments of the ,mission in ,england1 ,america1 and ,australasia4 ,in ,january #aijj1 before the ,boxer outbreak1 there were in connection with the ,mission1 #haa missionaries1 including wives and associates2 #aga stations2 #bbc out-stations2 #chg chapels2 #eha paid native helpers2 #aic unpaid native helpers2 #heeg communicants in fellowship1 #ab1ifd having been baptized from the commencement4 ,there were #bff organised churches2 #ghh boarding scholars2 #achb day scholars2 #f hospitals2 #ah dispensaries2 and #df opium refuges4 ,during the terrible year of #aijj1 when no fewer than #ace missionaries and #ec missionaries' children and many thousands of ,chinese ,christians were cruelly murdered1 the ,china ,inland ,mission lost #eh missionaries and #ba children4 ,the records of these unparalleled times of suffering have been told in ,martyred ,missionaries of the ,china ,inland ,mission and in ,last ,letters1 both of which books will be found advertised at the end of this volume4 ,apart from loss of life1 there was an immense amount of ,mission property destroyed1 and the missionaries were compelled to retire from their stations in most parts of ,china4 ,the doors closed by this outbreak have all been reopened in the goodness of ,,god4 ,in those districts which suffered most from the massacres the work has largely been one of reorganisation2 but throughout ,china generally there has been a spirit of awakening and a time of enlarged opportunity2 which is a loud call for more men and women to volunteer to step into the gaps and fill the places of those who have fallen4 ,among recent developments we would specially mention the opening of a new home centre at ,philadelphia1 ,u4,s4,a4 ,the total income of the ,mission for #aija was #ec1fcc #beg1gab1 and the total received in ,england alone1 for #aijb1 was #ea1ddf #bdf1iab4 ,the total membership of the ,mission in ,june #aijb was #gfa4 ,current information about the progress of the work in ,china may be obtained from ,china's ,millions1 the organ of the ,mission4 ,it is published monthly1 and may be ordered through any bookseller from ,messrs4 ,morgan and ,scott1 #ab ,paternoster ,buildings1 ,e4,c41 for #as4 per year1 or direct by post from the offices of the ,mission1 ,newington ,green1 ,london1 ,n41 for #as4 #f;d4 per annum4 ,the ,australasian edition of ,china's ,millions may be ordered at the same price from ,m4 ,l4 ,hutchinson1 ,little ,collins ,street1 or from the ,mission ,offices1 #bfg ,collins ,street1 ,melbourne4 ,the ,north ,american edition will be sent post free from the ,mission ,offices1 #ejg ,church ,street1 ,toronto1 for #ej cents per annum4 ,prayer meetings on behalf of the work in ,china are held at the principal home centres of the ,mission1 as follows3 ,every ,saturday afternoon from #d to #f o'clock1 at ,newington ,green1 ,london4 ,every ,friday evening at #h o'clock1 at #ejg ,church ,street1 ,toronto4 ,every ,saturday afternoon at #d o'clock1 in the ,office1 #bfg ,collins ,street1 ,melbourne4 ,a hearty invitation to attend any one of these meetings is given to any one residing in or visiting any of these cities4 ,donations to the ,mission1 applications from candidates1 orders for literature1 requests for deputation speakers1 and other correspondence should be forwarded to ,the ,secretary1 ,china ,inland ,mission1 ,newington ,green1 ,london1 ,n4 ,the ,home ,director1 ,china ,inland ,mission1 #ejg ,church ,street1 ,toronto1 ,canada4 or #gjb ,witherspoon ,buildings1 ,philadelphia1 ,u4,s4,a4 or to ,the ,secretary1 ,china ,inland ,mission1 #bfg ,collins ,street1 ,melbourne1 ,australia4 ,illustration3 ,,map ,,of ,,china ,shewing #a4 ,all ,protestant ,mission ,stations in ,china up to ,june #ahff1 when the ,c4,i4,m4 was founded 7they numbered fifteen7 ,these are underlined in black4 #b4 ,the ,stations of the ,china ,inland ,mission which 7with the exception of ,ning-,po ,fung-hwa7 have been opened since ,june #ahff4 ,these are printed in red4 ,illustration ,,stations ,,of ,,the ,,china ,,inland ,,mission #aijj 7,,before ,,the ,,boxer ,,outbreak7 ,the best guide to the stations of the ,mission is the new ,china ,inland ,mission ,map 7size #dd #ch in41 mounted on linen1 coloured1 varnished1 and hung on rollers71 price #hs4 net1 carriage and packing extra4 ,mounted to fold1 #hs4 net1 post free4 ,provinces4#d ,stations4#e ,,work ,,begun4 ,kan-suh1 #ahgf ,,liang-,,chau #ahhh ,,si-,,ning #ahhe ,,lan-,,chau #ahhe ,,ts',,in-,,chau #ahgh ,area1#f #abe1dej square miles4 ,,fu ,k',,iang #ahii ,population1 #i1bhe1cgg4 ,p',,ing-,,liang #ahie ,,king-,,chau #ahie ,,ts',,ing-,,ning #ahig ,chen-yuen #ahig ,tong-chi #ahii ---------------------------------------- ---------------------------- ,shen-si1 #ahgf4 ,lung-chau #ahic ,,feng-,,tsiang #ahhh ,mei-hien #ahic ,k',,ien-,,chau #ahid ,area1 #fg1djj square miles4 ,chau-chih #ahic ,population1 #h1dcb1aic4 ,sang-kia-chuang #ahid ,hing-p'ing #ahic ,,si-,,gan #ahic ,ying-kia-wei #ahic ,chen-kia-hu #ahig ,lan-t'ien #ahie ,k'ien-yang #ahig ,ch'ang-wu #ahig ,san-shui #ahig ,t',,ung-,,chau #ahia ,han-ch'eng #ahig ,,han-,,chung #ahgi ,ch'eng-ku #ahhg ,si-hsiang #ahif ,yang-hien #ahif ,,hing-,,an #ahih ---------------------------------------- ---------------------------- ,shan-si1 #ahgf ,,ta-,t',,ung #ahhf ,hwen-yuen #ahih ,,soh-,p',,ing #ahie ,ts-yuin #ahie ,,ying-,,chau #ahig ,hiao-i #ahhg ,kiai-hiu #ahia ,,sih-,,chau #ahhe ,ta-ning #ahhe ,,kih-,,chau #ahia ,ho-tsin #ahic ,ping-yao #ahhh ,area1 #ef1bfh square miles4 ,,hoh-,,chau #ahhf ,population1 #ab1baa1dec4 ,hung-t'ung #ahhf ,yoh-yang #ahif ,p',,ing-,,yang #ahgi ,k'h-wu #ahhe ,i-sh #ahia ,yin-ch'eng #ahhh ,mei-ti-kiai #ahie ,,hiai-,,chau #ahie ,lu-ch'eng #ahhi -wu #ahif ,,lu-,,gan #ahhi ,kiang-chau #ahih ---------------------------------------- ---------------------------- ,chih-li1 #ahhg ,t',,ien-,,tsin #ahhh ,area1 #eh1idi square miles4 ,,pao-,t',,ing #ahia ,population1 #ag1icg1jjj4 ,hwuy-luh #ahhg ,,shun-,,teh #ahhh ---------------------------------------- ---------------------------- ,shan-tung1 #ahgi ,chefoo #ahgi ,sanatorium #ahhj ,boys' ,school #ahhj ,area1 #ec1gfb square miles4 ,girls' #ahhd ,population1 #cf1bdg1hce4 ,preparatory ,school #ahie ,t'ung-shin #ahhi ,ning-hai #ahhf ---------------------------------------- ---------------------------- ,ho-nan1 #ahge ,siang-ch'eng #ahia ,chau-kia-k'eo #ahhd ,ho-nan 444 ,ho-peh 444 ,ho-si 444 ,area1 #ff1iac square miles4 ,,ch',,en-,,chau #ahie ,population1 #bb1aae1hbg4 ,t'ai-k'ang #ahie ,she-k'i-tien #ahhf ,kwang-chau #ahii ,hin-an #ahii ,king-ts-kuan #ahif ---------------------------------------- ---------------------------- ,w4 ,si-ch'uan1 #ahgg ,kwan-hien #ahhi ,,ch',,en-,,tu #ahha ,,kia-,,ting #ahhh ,area of whole ,province1 ,,sui-,,fu #ahhh #aff1hjj square miles4 ,,lu-,,chau #ahij ,hiao-sh #ahii ,,ch',,ung-,k',,ing #ahgg ,ta-chien-lu #ahig ---------------------------------------- ---------------------------- ,e4 ,si-ch'uan1 #ahhf ,kwang-yuen #ahhi ,sin-tien-ts #ahib ,,pao-,,ning #ahhf ,ying-shan #ahih ,population of whole ,province1 ,k-hien #ahih #fg1gab1hig4 ,,shun-,k',,ing #ahif ,pa-chau #ahhg ,,sui-,,ting #ahii ,wan-hien #ahhh ---------------------------------------- ---------------------------- ,hu-peh1 #ahgd ,lao-ho-k'eo #ahhg ,area1 #gj1dej square miles4 ,han-kow #ahhi ,population1 #cd1bdd1fhe4 ,i-,,ch',,ang #ahie ---------------------------------------- ---------------------------- ,gan-hwuy1 #ahfi ,t'ai-ho #ahib ,,ving-,,chau #ahig ,ch'eng-yang-kwan #ahhg ,k'u-ch'eng #ahhg ,fuh-hing-tsih 7,lai-gan7 #ahih ,,luh-,,gan #ahij ,,gan-,k',,ing #ahfi ,area1 #dh1dfa square miles4 ,training ,home 444 ,population1 #bj1eif1bhh4 ,wu-hu #ahic ,kien-p'ing #ahid ,,ning-,,kwoh #ahgd ,,kwang-,,teh #ahij ,,ch',i-,,chau #ahhi ,kien-teh #ahib ,,hwuy-,,chau #ahhd ---------------------------------------- ---------------------------- ,kiang-su1 #ahed ,gan-tung #ahia ,ts'ing-kiang-pu #ahfi ,kao-yiu #ahhh ,,yang-,,chau #ahfh ,training ,home 444 ,,chin-,,kiang #ahhh ,area1 #dd1ejj square miles4 ,shanghai #ahed ,population1 #bj1ije1aga4 ,financial ,department 444 ,business ,department 444 ,home 444 ,hospital 444 ,evangelistic ,work 444 ,literary ,work 444 ---------------------------------------- ---------------------------- ,yun-nan1 #ahgg ,bhmo 7,upper ,burmah7 #ahge ,area1 #ajg1ifi square miles4 ,,ta-,,li #ahha ,population1 #aa1gba1egf4 ,,yun-,,nan #ahhb ,k',h-,,ts',,ing #ahhi ---------------------------------------- ---------------------------- ,kwei-chau1 #ahgg ,,kwei-,,yang #ahgg ,,gan-,,shun #ahhh ,area1 #fd1eed square miles4 ,tuh-shan #ahic ,population1 #g1ffi1aha4 ,,hing-,i #ahia 7,work among ,aborigines7 444 ,p'ang-hai #ahig ---------------------------------------- ---------------------------- ,hu-nan1 #ahge ,,ch',,ang-,,teh #ahih ,area1 #gd1cbj square miles4 ,,shen-,,chau #ahih ,population1 #ba1jjb1fjd4 ,ch'a-ling #ahih ---------------------------------------- ---------------------------- ,kiang-si1 #ahfi ,,kiu-,,kiang #ahhi ,ku-ling ,sanatorium #ahih ,ta-ku-t'ang #ahgc ,,nan-,k',,ang #ahhg ,gan-ren #ahhi ,,rao-,,chau #ahih ,peh-kan #ahic ,kwei-k'i #ahgh ,shang-ts'ing #ahic ,h-wan #ahii ,ih-yang #ahij ,area1 #gb1agf square miles4 ,ho-k'eo #ahgh ,population1 #bd1ecd1aah4 ,yang-k'eo #ahij ,kwang-feng #ahhi ,yuh-shan #ahgg ,chang-shu #ahie ,,kui-,,gan #ahia ,feng-kang #ahia ,,kan-,,chau #ahii ,sin-feng #ahii ,,lin-,,kiang #ahih ,,nan-,,ch',,ang #ahih ,,uen-,,chau 7,itinerating7 444 ,yung-sin #ahii ---------------------------------------- ---------------------------- ,cheh-kiang1 #aheg ,,hang-,,chau #ahff ,,shao-,,hing #ahff ,sin-ch'ang #ahgj ,,kiu-,,chau #ahgb ,ch'ang-shan #ahgh ,lan-k'i #ahid ,area1 #ci1aej square miles4 ,,kin-,,hwa #ahge ,population1 #aa1ehh1fib4 ,yung-k'ang #ahhb ,tseh-k'i #ahig ,,ch',u-,,chau #ahge ,lung-ch'uen #ahid ,uin-ho #ahie ,song-yang #ahif ,siao-mei #ahif ,tsin-yun #ahih ,,ning-,p',o #aheg ,fung-hwa #ahff ,ning-hai #ahfh ,t'ien-t'ai #ahih ,t',,ai-,,chau #ahfg ,ling-he ,district 444 ,hwang-yen #ahif ,t'ai-p'ing #ahih ,,wun-,,chau #ahfg ,bing-yae #ahgd ,,footnotes3 #d ,arranged in three lines from west to east1 for easy reference to ,map4 ,the dates in this column in many cases are of itinerations begun4 #e ,capitals of ,provinces in capital letters2 of ,prefectures in small capitals2 and of ,counties in romans2 ,market ,towns in italics4 #f ,areas and populations are from ,the ,statesman's ,year ,book4 ,illustration ,printed by ,r4 ,r4 ,,clark1 ,,limited1 ,edinburgh4 99 99 99 99 99 ,transcriber's ,notes3 ,page #aji1 my changed to ,my 7,my marriage had been7 ,page #abe1 ending 7 added4 7,miss ,bausum 7afterwards ,mrs4 ,barchett772 in7 ,page #abi1 format of ,god was changed to ,,god to match rest of usage4 7goodness of ,,god7 ,possible nconsistencies in spelling of ,chinese names were retained such as ,bhmo and ,bham4