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( ,augu/ 0 a lovely day2 x 0 ! fir/ ,sabba? t our girls _h sp5t at home s9ce ! revelation ( ,*autauqua4 ,x seem$ lovely to !m4 ,! _w looks z ?\gh x 0 made ov] new 9 ! night1 ,eurie _h said1 z %e ?rew op5 h] bl9ds1 & drew 9 :iffs ( ! sweet1 s(t air4 ,& ! *ur*1 :i!r ^! girls _h s (t5 betak5 !mselves on summ] morn+s1 j l ?is "o--h[ c\ld two or ?ree weeks h *ang$ x8 ,!y c\ld n feel t x 0 ! same build+4 ,hi!rto x _h be5 to !m simply ! ,fir/ ,*ur*2 gr&]1 by sev]al degrees1 ?an any o!r *ur* 9 ! city1 hav+ ! f9e/ *oir1 & ! f9e/ organ1 & ! mo/ elegant c>pets1 & mak+ ! gr&e/ floral display ( all ! temples1 z became ! ,fir/ ,*ur*1 ( c\rse2 b to-day1 ?is gl[+1 glori\s ,augu/ day1 x 0 some?+ inf9itely above & beyond all ?is2 x 0 ! visible temple ( ! invisible ,god1 _! ,savi\r1 & !y 7 go+ up to wor%ip--aye1 really & truly to wor%ip4 ,!y1 9 _! diff]5t ways1 accord+ to _! v diff]5t natures1 felt ?is & 7 ?rill$ ) x z _! feet trod ! aisles4 ,p c feel a great _m ?+s1 & n %[ !m to ! casual obs]v]4 ,sitt+ 9 _! respective pews1 !y look$ 9 no s5se diff]5t f ! way !y _h look$ on a hundr$ diff]5t ,sabba?s be=e ?is4 ,ru? ,ersk9e1 9 ! corn] ( h] fa!r's pew1 attir$1 z %e _h (t5 be5 be=e1 9 ! mo/ delicate & exquisite ( summ] silks1 ) exactly ! "r %ade ( necktie1 gloves & sa%1 to set (f ! beauty ( ! dress1 ) ! s(t & delicate laces ab\t h] :ite ?roat1 = :i* %e 0 especially not$1 look$ n "o :it diff]5t f ! lady :o sat !re ?ree weeks be=e4 ,y w\ldn't h kn[n t h] he>t 0 s++ = joy4 ,flossy ,%ipley1 agl[ ) elegance1 z %e always 01 look$ ! same airy butt]fly t _h flitt$ 9 & out ( t *ur* on _m a summ] day be=e2 & ,m>ion1 9 h] corn] 9 ! gall]y1 0 simply ! grave1 some:at we>y-look+ s*ool-tea*] at "o ( ! w>ds--a girl ) infidel t5d5cies1 t is all ! great congregation knew ab\t h]2 9 fact1 comp>atively few ( !m knew ev5 t4 ,eurie ,mit*ell 0 ! doctor's elde/ daught]1 & _h 9 no s5se improv$ z to h] toilet--a ?+ :i* c\ld h>dly be expect$1 s9ce %e _h ?r[n away s mu* money on t wild s*eme ( liv+ 9 ! woods2 t 0 :at "s ( ! congregation ?\ght ab\t h]4 ,dr4 ,d5nis saw all ^! girls1 & look$ gloomy ov] !m2 he 0 9 ! mood to ne$ sympa!tic he>]s1 to long to be 9 accord ) 8 audi5ce1 & feel t !y c\ld sympa?ize ) him 9 8 rea* aft] a high] type ( religion4 ,:at c\ld ^! f\r girls "k ab\t a high] type1 :5 !y _h no religion at all1 & _h be5 sp5d+ two lawless weeks 9 look+ at ! subject1 till _! he>ts 7 ei!r attun$ to ridicule or disgu/$1 accord+ to _! sev]al temp]am5ts8 ,t 0 :at ! faces ( our f\r girls said to him4 ,yet h[ !y li/5$ to 8 s]mon4 ,i %all be satisfi$ :5 ,i awake ) ?y lik5ess4 ,^! 7 ! words on :i* he spoke2 & ! burd5 ( 8 ?\ght 0 t satisfaction 0 n to be s\ght = "h2 no?+ less ?an ! absolute lik5ess %\ld give absolute satisfaction2 & ?is lik5ess 0 to be =ev] eag]ly1 e>ne/ly1 con/antly1 s\ght =1 /riv5 aft]1 until "s day w\ld come t bless$ awak5+1 & ! picture w\ld be f\nd to be complete6 ,0 x ! be/ s]mon t _h ev] be5 prea*$8 ,0 x ! only spiritual s]mon t ! ,fir/ ,*ur* p _h ev] he>d1 or 0 x t f\r girls _h be5 to ,*autauqua1 & !re le>n$ h[ to li/58 ,_! *eeks gl[$1 & _! eyes dilat$ ov] ! wond]ful ?\ghts t ! subject pres5t$1 ! endless possibility = climb+6 ,m>ion ,wilbur _h be5 c\nt$ ambiti\s2 %e _h long$ = a *ance to rea* high2 "h 0 h] *ance2 %e felt x1 & glori$ 9 x2 %e meant to try4 ,e n]ve quiv]$ ) ! det]m9ation1 & ! satisfaction ( realiz+ t %e belong$ to ! great royal family4 ,no m obscurity = h]4 ,%e 0 a *ild ( ! ,k+1 & ! k+dom 0 9 view4 ,a cr[n1 agl[ ) jewels--no?+ less mu/ satisfy h] n[4 ,! s]mon ov]1 ! hymn sung1 & amid ! peal+ ( ! organ1 z x play$ ! wor%ip]s d[n ! aisles1 our f\r girls met4 ,!y knew ea* o!r's det]m9ation4 ,! next ?+ to d 0 to g to ,sunday-s*ool4 ,b ,i suppose y h no idea h[ /rangely !y felt2 h[ mu* x seem$ to !m z if !y 7 *ildr5 :o _h come to a p>ty un9vit$1 & z if !y mu/ at ?is la/ m9ute hide _! heads & run home4 ,! v ef=t to g up to ! ,sunday-s*ool room seem$ too mu* a cross to und]take4 ,!re 7 s _m to />e1 & look _! amazem5t2 !re 0 no "o to g )2 nobody to ?9k ( su* a ?+ z ask+ !m to g4 ,x w\ld h be5 s mu* less awkw>d if !y c\ld h foll[$ 9 ! lead ( "o :o _h said1 ,won't y come up & see our ,sunday-s*ool8 ,! sup]9t5d5t pass$ !m z !y /ood irresolute2 he b[$ c\rte\sly1 & no m ?\ght ( ask+ !m to jo9 him ?an ?\gh !y _h be5 birds ( brilliant plumage fly+ by4 ,dr4 ,d5nis pass$ !m2 he said good-morn+1 n gladly1 n ev5 graci\sly2 he dread$ ^? girls1 & _! und\bt$ influ5ce4 ,!y _h n ! lea/ idea h[ mu* mis*ief !y _h done him 9 ! way ( fritt]+ away 8 influ5ce h]et(ore4 ,h[ %\ld !y "k t he dread$ !m8 ,on ! o!r h& h[ 0 he to "k t !y absolutely long$ = him to take !m by ! h&1 & say1 ,come8 ,!y look$ at him curi\sly z he pass$1 & ,eurie said3 ,doesn't x make y\r he>t beat to ?9k ( go+ to him 9 8 /udy1 & hav+ a private talk8 ,de> me6 said ,flossy1 ,i nev] %all ?9k ( su* a ?+4 ,i c\ldn't d x any m ?an ,i c\ld fly4 ,!re are h>d] ?+s ?an t to d1 ,i suspect2 & x w come to a visit to 8 /udy if we are to unite ) ! *ur*2 don't y "k t is :at he always asks ( ^?8 ,& !n ^! girls look$ absolutely blank1 = to two ( !m ! ?\ght ( t duty _h nev] occurr$ be=e2 !y did n und]/& x well en\gh to "k t x 0 a privilege4 ,well1 said ,eurie1 rally+ fir/1 ( c\rse1 are we to /& "h gaz+ ar\nd u all day1 because nobody kn[s en\gh to invite u to g up-/airs8 ,x is cle> t we are n to be invit$4 ,!y are all come--all ! ,sabba?-s*ool p2 &1 h>k6 :y1 !y are s++4 ,de> me6 said ,flossy2 !n x is comm5c$2 ,i hate to g 9 :5 x is comm5c$4 ,h[ v un=tunate ?is is6 ,s]ves u "r1 said ,m>ion4 ,we ought to be 9 a condition to invite o!rs1 in/ead ( wait+ "h to be invit$4 ,i'll tell y :at1 girls1 if we ev] get to feel t we d belong1 let's con/itute ourselves a committee to see aft] timid /rang]s1 l ourselves1 & give !m a *ance 91 at lea/4 ,well1 said ,ru?1 speak+ = ! fir/ "t1 %all we g home & wait till next ,sunday1 & take a fair />t1 z ,flossy says1 x isn't pleasant to g 9 aft] ! ex]cises h fairly op5$8 ,z %e said ?is1 = ! fir/ "t 9 h] life ,miss ,ru? ,ersk9e began to h a dim idea t possibly %e might be a c[>d2 ?is c]ta9ly s\nd$ a little l x4 ,ea* wait$ to get a bit ( advice f ! o!r4 ,bo? ,m>ion & ,eurie1 x mu/ be confess$1 bold spirits t !y 71 s dread$ ?is ordeal1 t ea* hop$ ! o!r w\ld advise retreat z ! wise/ ?+ to be done next4 ,x 0 ,flossy :o spoke3 ,i am go+ up n[2 x won't be any easi] next ,sunday1 & ,i want to beg94 ,!re6 said ,eurie1 t is j :at ,i ne$$ to %ame me into common s5se4 ,:at a company ( idiots we are6 ,m>ion1 :at w\ld y ?9k ( a day-s*ol> :o w\ld /& %iv]+ outside y\r doors = ?is l5g? ( "t8 ,n[ come on1 all ( y2 & %e l$ ! way up-/airs4 ,h[ v awkw>d x 06 ,x 0 dur+ ! op5+ pray] t !y arriv$1 & !y _h to /& by ! door & be peep$ at by irrev]5t *ildr52 !n !y _h to invite !mselves to a vacant seat ne> ! door4 ,! sup]9t5d5t came t way pres5tly1 & said3 ,good-morn+1 "y ladies2 s y h come 9 to visit our s*ool8 ,glad to see y2 x is a pleasant place1 ,i ?9k y w f9d4 ,t is extremely d\btful1 ,eurie said1 9 und]tone1 z he pass$ on4 ,h[ ! *ildr5 did />e6 ,!y are c]ta9ly unus$ to visitors1 ,ru? said1 gr[+ uncom=table "u su* prolong$ gaz+4 ,:at is ! use ( all ?is1 girls8 ,we might bett] be at home4 ,if we _h gr[n up "h1 ,eurie said1 bravely1 we %\ld probably h our place by ?is "t4 ,x all comes ( our graceful lives4 ,b ,i mu/ say !y make x v easy = p to /ay away4 ,:y on e>? don't !y invite u to g into ,bible classes8 ,:at "r h !y to take x = grant$ t we came out ( pure curiosity8 ,! bus9ess ( ! h\r w5t on1 & our girls 7 /ill left unmole/$4 ,z ! newness wore some:at away1 ! situation began to gr[ funny4 ,!y c\ld see t ! pa/or & ! sup]9t5d5t 7 engag$ 9 anxi\s conv]sation1 to judge by ! gravity ( _! faces2 & z _! eyes occasionally rov$ 9 t direction1 x 0 natural to suppose !y 7 discuss+ ! unexpect$ visitors4 ,c\ld !y h he>d ! anxi\s talk x w\ld h be5 a solemn comm5t on _! reputations4 ,t ,morris class is vacant aga9 to-day1 ! sup]9t5d5t 0 say+2 ,i don't "k :at we are to d ) t class2 no "o is will+ to und]take x4 ,! pa/or look$ t[>d 8 own l>ge class wait+ = him1 & said1 ) a we>y sigh3 ,i believe ,i %all h to give up my class to "s "o & take t4 ,i don't want to2 x is a class :i* requires m n]v\s en]gy ?an ,i h at comm& at ?is h\r ( ! day4 ,b :at is to be done ) !m to-day8 ,w\ld x d to ask "o ( ! "y ladies on ! visitors' seat8 ,& !n ! eyes ( ! two m5 turn$ t[>d ! girls4 ,!y are afraid ( u1 :isp]$ ,eurie1 h] prop5sity to see ! ludicr\s side ( ?+s 9 no :it de/roy$ by h] conv]sion4 ,look at _! tr\bl$ faces2 !y ?9k t we are h>b+]s ( mis*ief4 ,oh me6 ,:at a reputation to h6 ,b ,i decl>e x is funny4 ,:]eupon %e laugh$ s(tly1 b unmi/akably4 ,x 0 at ?is mom5t t ,dr4 ,d5nis' eyes re/$ on h]4 ,oh1 !y are only "h = mat]ial to make sport (1 he said1 gloomily2 ,miss ,ersk9e might keep ! boys quiet = a:ile if %e *ose to d s1 ,i suppose4 ,or ,miss ,wilbur4 ,"s ( ! boys 9 t class are 9 s*ool1 9 h] w>d2 !y say %e has gr& ord]4 ,dr4 ,d5nis' face grew /]n4 ,no1 he said1 don't ask h]2 at lea/ we w n put !m 9 a way to le>n error1 if we c tea* !m no?+ good4 ,miss ,wilbur is an infidel4 ,i don't "k :at is to be done ) t class1 z y say4 ,poor ,morris1 ,i am afraid1 w nev] be able to take x aga92 & he 0 utt]ly disc\rag$ ) !m1 anyway4 ,!y get no good "h t ,i c see2 & !y c]ta9ly d inf9ite mis*ief to ! re/ ( ! s*ool4 ,b at ! same "t ,i suppose we _c s5d !m away8 ,oh1 c]ta9ly n4 ,well1 suppose y try if ,miss ,ersk9e w sit !re1 & try to awe !m by h] dignity = a:ile4 ,& ?is week we mu/ see :at c be done2 %e won't try x1 ?\gh1 ,i presume4 ,x end$ 9 ! sup]9t5d5t com+ t[>d !m at la/4 ,he didn't l to be too p]sonal 9 8 reque/1 s he took ! g5]al way ( putt+ a "q1 re/+ 9 ! belief t ea* w\ld refuse1 & t !n he c\ld press ! task on ,miss ,ersk9e4 ,we are %ort ( tea*]s to-day2 w\ld "o ( y be will+ to sit ) t class at y\r "r1 & try to int]e/ !m a little8 ,!y are a sad set2 v little c be done ) !m1 b we h to try4 ,i %all h to confess t bo? ,ru? & ,m>ion 7 appall$4 ,! "o %rank z mu* z ! o!r4 ,if x _h be5 a class 9 ma!matics or philosophy ,m>ion w\ld h be5 confid5t ( h] p[]s2 b %e felt s v ignorant ( ! ,bible4 ,%e _h come 91 hop+ & expect+ a *ance to slip into a gr& ,bible class1 :]e %e might le>n "s ( ! inn] tru?s ( t glori\s lesson t %e _h be5 try+ to /udy4 ,b to tea* x6 ,?is seem$ impossible4 ,z = ,ru?1 no ?\ght ( su* an exp]i5ce _h z yet come to h]4 ,!y1 !re=e1 ma9ta9$ a dismay$ sil5ce4 ,eurie 0 frank4 ,i c't tea*1 %e said2 ,i don't und]/& x myself4 ,i %\ldn't h ! lea/ idea :at to say to anyone ab\t ! ,bible lesson4 ,& !n !y all turn$ & />$ 9 a maze ( surprise & p]plexity at little fair-hair$ ,flossy4 ,i w\ld l to try1 %e said1 simply2 ,i h ?\ght ab\t ! lesson all ! week2 ,i am n sure t ,i c tea* any?+1 b ,i %\ld l to talk ! /ory ov] ) !m if !y w let me4 ,!re 0 no?+ = x b to lead ?is exquisite bit ( fle% & blood1 9 h] da9ty summ] toilet1 be=e t r\gh & rollick+ class ( boys1 old en\gh1 "s ( !m1 to be call$ "y m51 b )\t an idea z to ! mann] ( conduct t %\ld honor t "n4 ,x w\ld be h>d to tell :i* 0 ! mo/ amaz$ & emb>rass$1 ! sup]9t5d5t or ! girls :om ,flossy left look+ aft] h]4 ,!y 7 q sob]$ n[2 !y did n want ,flossy to come to grief4 ,a t5d] feel+ t 0 new & sweet _h sprung up 9 ! he>t ( ea* ( !m t[>d h]4 ,t innoc5t little kitt5 kn[s no m :at %e has und]tak5 ?an if %e 7 a dove1 said ,m>ion1 dismay & discom=t /ruggl+ 9 h] face4 ,:y1 %e might z well be ,daniel 9 ! d5 ( lions4 ,well1 said ,eurie1 speak+ gravely1 he came out all "r1 y "k4 ,!n %e hail$ ! pass+ sup]9t5d5t3 ,mr4 ,/u>t1 isn't !re a ,bible class t we c g 98 ,we didn't come to look on4 ,we want to /udy ! lesson4 ,oh1 :y1 yes1 c]ta9ly1 ,mr4 ,/u>t said1 /amm]+ & look+ unutt]able a/oni%m5t4 ,:]e w\ld !y l to g8 ,!re 7 two vacant seats 9 ,mr4 ,pembrook's class1 & "o 9 ,judge ,elmore's4 ,ru? in/antly *ose ,judge ,elmore's1 & left ,m>ion & ,eurie to make _! way to ! vacant places 9 ,mr4 ,pembrook's class4 ,! "y ladies ( ! class mov$ along & made room = ! new com]s1 & ! tea*] c>efully told !m :at *apt] & v]se 7 be+ /udi$4 ,!y f\nd _! places1 & ,mr4 ,pembrook se>*$ labori\sly = 84 ,he _h lo/ ! spot on 8 lesson leaf :]e he _h read ! la/ "q1 & he 0 all at sea4 ,let me see1 he said1 :]e 7 we8 ,none ( !m seem$ to "k2 at lea/ !y gave him no in=mation4 ,"o ( !m tri$ to button a glove t 0 too small = h]2 "o yawn$ beh9d h] ,bible1 & ! mo/ utt] indiff]5ce 9 reg>d to ! lesson or ! s*ool seem$ to prevail4 ,oh1 said4 ,mr4 ,pembrook1 "h is :]e we 74 ,i 0 j read+ ! ?irtie? v]se3 ',z he spake ^! words _m believ$ on him4' ,:o spake !m8 ,jesus1 "o answ]$1 speak+ ! ^w ) a yawn4 ,:at did ,jesus say next8 ,! next "y lady ?us appeal$ to1 hurri$ly look$ up ! place 9 h] ,bible & read3 ',!n said ,jesus to ^? ,jews :i* believ$ on him1 if ye cont9ue 9 my ^w1 !n are ye my disciples inde$4' ,well1 said ,mr4 ,pembrook1 aft] a ?\ghtful pause1 !re doesn't seem to be any?+ to say on t v]se2 x is all !re4 ,w y read ! next v]se8 ,n[ ! y :om he timidly address$ 0 our ,m>ion4 ,%e doesn't und]/& ev5 n[ :y h] he>t %\ld h ?robb$ s /rangely2 & h] voice trembl$ z %e read al\d ! simple words3 ',& ye %all "k ! tru?1 & ! tru? %all make y free4' ,free f :at8 %e ask$ abruptly4 ,! class />$4 ,cle>ly ! art ( ask+ que/ions 0 an unkn[n accompli%m5t 9 t class4 ,mr4 ,pembrook look$ at h] ?r\gh 8 glasses2 !n he pu%$ 8 glasses up on 8 =ehead4 ,f9ally he took !m (f1 & rubb$ !m c>efully ) ! skirt ( 8 coat be=e he essay$ to answ]4 ,:y1 my de> "y lady1 ,i suppose x means free f s94 ,! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/ 0 speak+ to 8 p1 y "k1 to ,*ri/ian p4 ,are ,*ri/ian p free f s98 ,!re 0 no note ( cavil 9 ,m>ion's voice4 ,h] eyes 7 e>ne/ & s]i\s2 & %e wait$1 z "o waits 9 hone/ p]plexity1 to h a puzzle solv$4 ,b %e 0 kn[n z "o :o held dang]\s1 ev5 infidel notions1 & ,mr4 ,pembrook1 bewild]$ z to h[ to answ] h]1 seem$ to feel t probably a rebuke 0 :at %e ne$$4 ,x is n = u to f9d fault ) ! words ( ! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/1 my de> "y lady4 ,he spoke !m1 & !y mu/ mean :at !y say4 ,we are to accept !m 9 all s9c]ity & humility1 rememb]+ t :at we "k n n[ we %all "k h]eaft]4 ,t is ! ,*ri/ian way to d4 ,& !n he cle>$ 8 ?roat & ask$ ! next "y lady to read ! next v]se4 ,two bright spots gl[$ on ,m>ion's *eeks4 ,%e b5t h] head l[ ov] h] ,bible1 & x 0 ) difficulty t %e kept a ru% ( te>s f fill+ h] eyes4 ,_h %e seem$ to cavil at ! words ( h] ,"l :5 %e simply long$ ) all h] s\l to und]/&8 ,did ! promise mean1 ,y %all be free f s98 ,_h %e a "r to look =w>d to & hope = ! "t :5 s9 %\ld h no m dom9ion8 ,!n t o!r s5t5ce3 ,cont9ue 9 my "w4 ,j :at did x mean8 ,c\ld "o :o 0 se>*+ x eag]ly & pray]fully1 & try+ to abide by its directions1 be said to be cont9u+ 9 x8 ,!re 7 a doz5 que/ions t %e long$ to ask4 ,%e _h s\ght ! ,sabba?-s*ool ?is morn+ 9 se>* ( help4 ,%e felt bl9d & lame1 unable to take a /ep 9 any direction le/ 9 h] ignorance %e %\ld err1 z already %e _h4 ,some?+ 9 h] way ( speak+ ( ^! ?+s mu/ be radically wrong4 ,%e _h misl$ ?is good man4 ,x 0 no use to ask him que/ions4 ,z ! lesson progress$ !re appe>$ o!r reasons :y %e ne$ n "q him4 ,cle>ly ! good man knew no?+ ab\t 8 lesson save ! que/ions conta9$ on ! bit ( pap] be=e him4 ,x 0 entirely evid5t t he _h n look$ at ! v]ses1 nor ?\ght ( !m until he came be=e 8 class4 ,x 0 equally pla9 t 8 s*ol>s 7 entirely accu/om$ to ?is /ate ( ?+s1 & 7 c>eful to foll[ 8 example4 ,he c\ld read a "q at !m f 8 lesson pap]1 & !y c\ld read an answ] back to him f _! ,bibles1 & ?is 0 all t ei!r p>ty expect$ ( ! o!r4 ,:y ^! "y ladies cont9u$ to come ,sabba? aft] ,sabba?1 & g ov] ?is we>y r\t9e ( "q & answ] 0 a my/]y to ,m>ion4 ,%e came away f ! s*ool 9 a mo/ uncom=table frame ( m9d4 ,t to :i* %e _h look$ =w>d all ! week _h prov$ a disappo9tm5t & a failure4 ,%e 0 almo/ incl9$ to say t %e w\ld h no m to d ) ,sunday-s*ools2 t !y really 7 ! humbug t %e _h always suppos$ !m4 ,imag9e my go+ to a philosophy class1 kn[+ no m ab\t ! lesson ?an t old man did to-day6 %e said to ,eurie1 z !y walk$ d[n to ! corn] ( ,elm ,/reet toge!r4 ,i "k1 said ,eurie1 speak+ ) unusual ?\ghtfulness2 b suppose y 7 dull 9 ! class1 if x 7 kn[n aft] all t y c\ld make ! mo/ brilliant philosophical exp]im5ts y w\ld probably be li/5$ to ) respect4 ,:at d y mean8 ask$ ,m>ion bewild]$4 ,:y1 ,i mean t ,deacon ,pembrook c p]=m ! exp]im5ts successfully4 ,9 o!r words1 to come d[n to y\r compreh5sion1 he succe$s 9 liv+ s pure & c>eful a ,*ri/ian life t he has ! respect & confid5ce ( ev]ybody4 ,:at if he c't prea*8 ,he c practice4 ,h[ev]1 ,i am will+ to admit t ! de> old man w\ld be m edify+ if he w\ld /udy 8 lesson a little4 ,wasn't x funny to ?9k ( call+ t 'tea*+8' ,& !n ?is volatile "y lady laugh$4 ,b h] moraliz+ _h done ,m>ion good4 ,%e said good-morn+ m *e]ily1 & w5t on h] way ?9k+ ov] ! _m ?+s t %e _h he>d 9 honor ( ,deacon ,pembrook2 s t by ! "t %e _h rea*$ h] bo>d+-h\se1 al?\gh 8 tea*+ w\ld c]ta9ly make a v poor %[1 yet 8 sweet ,*ri/ian life _h come up to plead = him1 & ,m>ion 0 =c$ to feel t ! tru? _h made him free4 ,b x is a real pity n to /udy 8 lesson1 %e said1 z %e w5t ab\t h] gloomy-look+ room4 ,^? girls didn't get a s+le idea to help !m 9 any way4 ,"s ( !m ne$ ideas badly en\gh4 ,two or ?ree ( !m are memb]s ( ! *ur*1 ,i am sure4 ,t ,allie ,m>* is1 b %e has no ideas on any subject2 y c see t 9 ! gramm> class4 ,& !n ,m>ion rememb]$ t ,allie ,m>* 0 9 h] gramm> class2 & ,allie 0 a pr(ess$ ,*ri/ian4 ,c\ld %e help h]8 ,x 0 n pride 9 ,m>ion1 b %e _h to smile at ! ?\ght ( h]self be+ help$ by s v ?ird-rate a bra9 z t :i* ,allie ,m>* possess$4 ,& !n %e paus$1 ) h] h& on ! clo!s-press door1 & h] face gl[$ at ! new & surpris+ ?\ght t j !n came to h]4 ,w\ld x n be possible = h]1 ,m>ion ,wilbur1 to help ,allie ,m>*1 ev5 9 h] ,*ri/ian life6 ,all t aft]noon1 ?\gh1 %e w5t ab\t or sat d[n 9 h] room ) a s5se ( lonel9ess4 ,no "o to speak to :o c\ld und]/& & w\ld believe 9 h]1 ev5 9 ! ,sunday-s*ool !y 7 afraid ( h]4 ,h[ c\ld %e help or be help$1 :ile ?is /ate ( ?+s la/$8 ,x 0 9 ! e>ly twilight t1 z %e sat ) h] hat & sack on1 wait+ = ,eurie1 :o _h engag$ to call = h] to g to *ur*1 %e /ray$ across a v]se or two 9 h] new possession1 ! ,bible1 t t\*$ ! po9t4 ,x 0 :]e ,saul essay$ to jo9 himself to ! disciples2 b !y 7 all afraid ( him1 & believ$ n t he 0 a disciple4 ,h] exp]i5ce precisely6 ,!y 7 afraid ( h] influ5ce2 afraid ( h] tongue2 afraid ( h] example2 &1 inde$1 :at reason _h !y to feel o!rwise8 ,b %e read on1 t bless$ v]se :]e9 x says3 ,b ,b>nabas took him1 & br\ght him to ! apo/les1 & decl>$ unto !m h[ he _h se5 ! ,"l 9 ! way1 & t he _h spok5 to him4 ,%e 0 read+ ?is = ! second "t1 :5 ,eurie came4 ,see "h1 ,eurie1 read ?is1 %e said1 z %e pass$ h] ! ,bible & made h] f9al prep>ations = *ur*4 ,isn't t our exp]i5ce8 ,i mean ,i ?9k x is to be ours4 ,judg+ f to-day z a =eta/e1 !y w be afraid ( u & believe n t we are disciples4 ,eurie laugh$1 a quick little laugh t _h an und]tone ( feel+ 9 x1 z %e said3 ,well1 !n1 ,i hope we %all f9d a ,b>nabas to v\* = u be=e long4 ,& ,m>ion knew t %e1 too1 felt ! lonel9ess & ! s5se ( belong+ to no "o4 ,we mu/ help ea* o!r v mu*1 we girls4 ,?is %e said to h]self z !y w5t d[n ! /eps toge!r4 ,illu/ration ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,,ii4 ,,flossy ,,beg9s4 ,,flossy ,,%ipley',s fir/ day at ,sabba?-s*ool 0 diff]5t4 ,%e w5t ov] to ! class ( boys1 :o 7 almo/ "y m51 ) trepidation inde$1 & yet ) an assur$ sort ( feel+ t !y w\ld be quiet4 ,j h[ %e 0 go+ to accompli% ?is %e 0 n c]ta94 ,%e _h /udi$ ! words ( ! lesson mo/ c>efully & pray]fully2 inde$1 !y _h be5 m 9 h] m9d all ! week ?an _h any?+ else4 ,at ! same "t1 %e by no means und]/ood h[ to tea* ^? words & ?\ghts to ! /yle ( "y m5 :o 7 n[ be=e h]4 ,/ill1 !re 0 t 9 ,flossy :i* always held ! att5tion ( ! "y m52 %e knew ?is to be ! case1 &1 )\t und]/&+ :at h] peculi> p[] 01 %e felt t %e _h x1 & believ$ t %e c\ld call x into s]vice = ?is new "w4 ,!y />$ at h] a little z %e took h] seat1 !n !y nudg$ ea* o!r1 & giggl$1 & look$ d[n at _! du/y boots1 guiltless ( any attempt at be+ black1 & %uffl$ !m 9 a way to make a disagreeable noise4 ,!y knew ,flossy--t is1 !y knew :at /reet %e liv$ on1 & h[ ! outside ( h] fa!r's h\se look$1 & :at h] /&+ 9 society 02 !y knew no?+ ( h] 9 ! capacity ( a ,sunday-s*ool tea*]2 &1 tru? to tell1 !y did n believe %e c\ld tea*4 ,%e 0 a doll set up be=e !m = !m to admire & pret5d to li/5 to2 !y did n int5d to d x2 %e _h no?+ 9 common ) !m2 !y _h a "r to make h] uncom=table if !y c\ld1 & !y 7 sure t !y c\ld4 ,?is 0 ! mood 9 :i* %e f\nd !m4 ,good-morn+1 %e said1 brightly2 & !y glanc$ at ea* o!r1 & %uffl$ _! feet l\d]1 & "s ( !m *uckl$ l\d]1 :ile "o ( !m said3 ,x's r late 9 ! morn+1 a9't x8 ,we got up q a spell ago4 ,?is pass$ = a joke1 & !y laugh$ al\d4 ,at ?is po9t ,flossy caught ,dr4 ,d5nis' di/ress$ face turn$ t way4 ,x 0 n reassur+2 he evid5tly expect$ disa/r\s times 9 t corn]4 ,flossy ignor$ ! disc\rte\s treatm5t ( h] good-morn+1 & op5$ h] ,bible4 ,d y "k1 %e said1 ) a s(t little laugh1 t ,i hav5't ! lea/ idea h[ to tea* a ,sunday-s*ool lesson8 ,i nev] did su* a ?+ 9 my life2 s y mu/n't expect wisdom f me4 ,! v mo/ ,i c d is to talk ! matt] ov] ) y1 & ask y :at y ?9k ab\t x4 ,:]eupon !y look$ at ea* o!r aga9 & laugh$2 b ?is "t x 0 a puzzl$ sort ( laugh4 ,?is 0 a new exp]i5ce4 ,!y _h _h tea*]s :o knew extremely little ab\t ! lesson1 & prov$ x conclusively1 b nev] once did !y own x4 ,_! plan _h r be5 to assume ! wisdom ( ,solomon1 & 9 no p>ticul> to be f\nd want+ 9 in=mation4 ,!y did n "k :at answ] to make to ,flossy4 ,h y ,bibles8 %e ask$ !m4 ,no4 ,well1 "h are ,lesson ,leaves4 ,^! are pieces ( ! ,bible1 ,i suppose4 ,are !y nice8 ,i don't "k any?+ ab\t !m4 ,i h nev] be5 9 ,sunday-s*ool1 y see2 n s9ce ,i 0 a little girl4 ,:at are ^! c>ds =1 please8 ,n[1 !y und]/ood all ab\t ! managem5t ( ! libr>y c>ds1 & ! me?od ( giv+ out books by _! means1 & ,flossy 0 s evid5tly ignorant1 & s puzzl$ by _! attempts at explanation1 & ask$ s _m que/ions1 & took s long to und]/& x1 t !y really became v mu* int]e/$ 9 mak+ x cle> to h]1 & !n 9 help+ h] c>ry out ! programme :i* !y _h expla9$2 & ev]yone ( !m _h a que] s5se ( relation%ip to ! s*ool t !y _h n possess$ be=e4 ,!y knew m ?an %e did1 & %e 0 will+ to own x4 ,n[ ab\t ?is lesson1 %e said1 at la/4 ,i really don't see h[ p tea* su* lessons4 ,!y don't1 said "o :om !y call$ ,ri*4 ,johnson4 ,!y j pret5d to1 & !y g ar\nd x1 & ?r\gh x1 & ask baby que/ions1 & pret5d t !y "k a great deal2 t's ! k9d ( tea*+ t we are us$ to4 ,flossy laugh$4 ,y won't get x to-day1 %e said1 = ,i c]ta9ly don't "k a great deal1 & ,i don't "k h[ to pret5d t ,i d4 ,b ,i l to read ab\t ?is talk t ,*ri/ _h ) ! p2 & ,i %\ld h lik$ ( all ?+s to h be5 !re & he>d him4 ,i w\ld l to g n[ to ! place :]e he 04 ,w\ldn't y l to g to ,j]usalem8 ,:at an awkw>d way !y _h ( look+ f "o to ! o!r1 & nudg+ ea* o!r4 ,ri*4 ,johnson seem$ to be ! speak] = ! class4 ,he spoke n[ 9 a gruff1 unprepossess+ voice2 ,i'd en\gh sight r g to ,cali=nia4 ,! o!rs ?\ght ?is a joke1 & laugh$ accord+ly4 ,flossy caught at x4 ,cali=nia1 %e said1 brightly4 ,oh1 ,i've be5 !re4 ,i don't wond] t y want to g4 ,x is a gr& c\ntry4 ,i saw "s ( ^? great trees t we h he>d ab\t4 ,illu/ration3 ,flossy laid h] ,bible 9 h] lap1 & began4--,page #ce4 ,& =?) %e laun*$ into an eag] description ( ! mammo? tree2 & z !y lean$ =w>d1 & ask$ n[ & !n an intellig5t "q1 ,flossy bless$ ! good =tune t _h made h] h] fa!r's *os5 companion on 8 ha/y trip to ,cali=nia ! ye> be=e4 ,:at _h all ! trees 9 ,cali=nia to d ) ! ,sabba?-s*ool lesson8 ,no?+1 ( c\rse2 b ,flossy saw ) a little ?rill ( satisfaction t ! boys 7 becom+ int]e/$ 9 h]4 ,b = all t1 %e said1 com+ back sudd5ly1 ,i %\ld l ev] s mu* to g to ,j]usalem4 ,i felt s m & m1 aft] ,i w5t to t meet+ at ,*autauqua1 & saw ! city all laid out & a model ( ! v temple1 y "k1 :]e ,jesus 0 :5 he spoke ^! words4 ,!y did n laugh ?is "t2 on ! contr>y1 !y look$ int]e/$4 ,%e c\ld describe a tree1 p]haps %e _h some?+ else wor? he>+4 ,:at's t8 said ,ri*4 ,t's some?+ ,i nev] he>d (4 ,& !n ,flossy laid h] ,bible 9 h] lap1 & began to describe ! liv+ picture ( ! ,holy ,l&1 z %e _h se5 & lov$ x at ,*autauqua4 ,( c\rse y "k t %e did t well4 ,0 n h] he>t !re8 ,_h %e n f\nd a new love1 & life1 & hope1 :ile %e walk$ ^? sunny pa?s t l$ to ,be?any1 & to ! ,m\nt ( ,olives8 ,e "o ( ! boys li/5$1 & "s ( !m que/ion$1 & ,ri*4 said1 :5 %e paus$3 ,well1 n[1 t's an idea1 ,i decl>e4 ,i w\ldn't m9d see+ x myself4 ,& to ea* "o ( !m came a glimm]+ feel+ t !re actually 0 su* a city z ,j]usalem1 & su* a p]son z ,jesus ,*ri/ did really live1 & walk1 & talk "h on ! e>?4 ,!n ,flossy took up h] ,bible aga94 ,b1 ( c\rse1 ! next be/ ?+ to go+ to places1 & actually see+ p1 is to read ab\t !m1 & f9d out :at ! p said & did4 ,i l ^! v]ses especially1 because !y mean u z well z ^? to :om !y 7 spok54 ,look at ?is v]se4 ,i h be5 all ! week ov] x1 & ,i don't see b ,i %all h to /ay ov] x all my life4 ',!n said ,jesus1 ,if ye cont9ue 9 my ^w1 !n are ye my disciples inde$4' ,j ?9k h[ f> t rea*es6 ,all ?r\gh ! words ( ,jesus4 ,s _m ( !m1 s _m ?+s to d1 & s _m n to d2 & !n n only to beg9 to foll[ !m1 b to cont9ue2 day aft] day gett+ a little f>!r1 & kn[+ a little m4 ,aft] all1 x's v fasc9at+ "w1 isn't x8 ,if x is h>d1 l climb+ a m\nta91 "o gets ne>] ! top all ! :ile2 & :5 y d really rea* ! top1 h[ spl5did x is6 ,or1 do+ a h>d piece ( "w1 x's s nice to get ne>] & ne>] to ! end ( x1 & feel t y h done x4 ,"o ( ! boys yawn$4 ,x 0 n s int]e/+ z ! description ( ! m9iature ,j]usalem4 ,"o ( !m look$ s>ca/ic4 ,?is 0 ,ri*4 ,d y suppose !re ev] 0 anybody l t8 he ask$1 & ! mo/ l(ty incr$ulity 0 9 8 voice4 ,l :at8 ,:y1 t foll[$ out t k9d ( talk4 ,i "k en\gh ab\t ! ,bible to "k !y are mighty sc>ce4 ,i'd g to ,j]usalem on foot to see a real "o4 ,:]e's ! folks1 ,i'd l to "k1 t live up to half ( ! ?+s x says 9 ! ,bible8 ,:y1 !y ev5 say x c't be done1 & t's :y x seems all bo% to me4 ,:at 0 ! use ( putt+ x 9 !re if x c't be done8 ,"h 0 "o :o _h evid5tly ?\ght1 & ?\ght s]i\sly ab\t ^! ?+s4 ,is !re a boy ( sev5te5 9 our c\ntry :o has n8 ,flossy felt timid4 ,h[ %\ld %e answ] ! %>p1 s>ca/ic words8 ,he _h be5 /udy+ inconsi/5cies1 & _h gr[n bitt]4 ,! o!rs look$ on curi\sly2 !y _h a c]ta9 k9d ( pride 9 ,ri*4 ,he 0 _! g5ius :o held all ! tea*]s at bay ) 8 +5i\s tongue4 ,b ,flossy _h be5 at a morn+ meet+ 9 ,*autauqua :]e !re 0 talk on ?is v subject4 ,x came back to h] n[4 ,z = be+ able to d x1 %e said1 quickly1 ,i don't feel sure t we h any?+ to d ) t1 until we h conv9c$ ourselves t we h be5 j z good z we possibly c\ld4 ,hone/ly1 n[1 d y ?9k y h be58 ,no1 said ,ri*41 promptly2 ( c\rse n4 ,&1 :at is m1 ,i nev] pret5d$ t ,i 04 ,well1 ,i "k ,i hav5't be52 ,i am p]fectly c]ta9 t 9 a hundr$ ways ,i c\ld h done bett]4 ,:y1 !re is no?+ t ,i c\ld n h improv$ ^u if ,i _h tri$4 ,s by our own confessions :at "r h y & ,i to /umble ov] n be+ able to be p]fect1 s long z we h n begun to be z ne> x z we c\ld8 ,h[ 0 he to answ] ?is8 ,oh1 well1 he said1 ,i hav5't made any pret5sions2 ,i'm talk+ ab\t ^? :o h4 ,t's exactly l myself2 &1 z ne>ly z ,i c see1 we bo? belong to ! class :o knew our duty1 & _h no?+ to d ) x4 ,n[1 ,i want to tell y t ,i h decid$ n to /& ) t class any long]4 ,flossy paus$ an in/ant1 caught h] brea?1 & a ri* flu% spread ov] h] pretty face4 ,?is 0 h] fir/ actual witness+ outside ( ! n>r[ limits ( h] intimate ?ree fri5ds :o all sympa?iz$4 ,i gave myself to ?is ,jesus :5 ,i 0 at ,*autauqua1 ,i said to him2 t ,i _h /ood "o side1 & _h no?+ to d ) 8 words all my life2 j tak5 8 favors 9 sil5ce & indiff]5ce1 b t = ! future ,i 0 to belong to him4 ,n[1 ( c\rse1 ,i don't "k h[ _m times ,i %all fail1 nor h[ _m ?+s ,i %all fail 94 ,! mo/ ,i "k is1 t ,i mean to 'cont9ue4' ,aft] all1 don't y see t ! v]se doesn't say1 ,if y are p]fect1 b simply1 ',if y cont9ue4' ,n[1 if ,i am try+ to climb a hill1 x makes a diff]5ce ) my progress1 to be sure1 :e!r ,i /umble & fall back a few /eps n[ & !n4 ,b = all t ,i may cont9ue to climb2 & if ,i d ,i %all be sure to rea* ! top4 ,s n[ my resolution is to 'cont9ue' 9 8 words all ! re/ ( my life4 ,%e did n ask ,ri*4 to d ! same4 ,%e said n a ^w to him ab\t himself4 ,%e said n a p]sonal ^w to "o ( !m1 b e boy !re felt himself ask$ to jo9 h]4 ,m ?an t1 n a boy ( !m b respect$ h]4 ,x is wond]ful1 aft] all1 h[ r>ely 9 ?is wick$ _w we meet ) o!r ?an respect 9 answ] to a frank av[al ( our det]m9ation to be on ! ,"l's side4 ,!y 7 all quiet = an in/ant2 & aga9 ,flossy caught a glimpse ( ,dr4 ,d5nis' face4 ,x look$ p]plexity & di/ru/4 ,0 %e tell+ !m a fairy /ory1 or tea*+ !m a new game ( :i/8 ,!n !re is su* a gr& promise 9 ?is lesson1 ,flossy w5t on4 ,i l x ev] s mu* = t4 ',& ye %all "k ! tru?1 & ! tru? %all make y free4' ,free f :at8 ask$ ,ri*41 abruptly4 ,! v "q t ,miss ,m>ion ,wilbur _h ask$ 9 su* anxiety4 ,b ,flossy 0 9 a measure prep>$ = him4 ,x *anc$ t %e _h ask$ ,evan ,rob]ts t self-same "q4 ,:y1 free f ! p[] & dom9ion ( ,satan2 n belong+ to him any m1 & hav+ a /r5g? t is beyond & above any?+ e>?ly to lean ^u1 /rong] ?an ,satan's p[] c ev] be4 ,ri*4 gave a scornful little laugh4 ,he is an old fell[ t ,i don't p>ticul>ly believe 91 he said1 l(tily1 z ?\gh t =ev] settl$ ! "q z to ! exi/5ce ( su* a p]son4 ,i ?9k a fell[ is a silly c[>d :o lays ! blame ( 8 wick$ness (f on ,satan's %\ld]s2 j z if ,satan c\ld make him d :at he didn't *oose to d6 always suppos+ t !re is su* a creature4 ,oh wise & wily ,flossy6 ,%e knew he 0 wrong4 ,%e knew he _h contradict$ 8 own logic1 us$ b a few m9utes be=e1 b %e did n attempt to prove x to him2 =1 9 ! fir/ place1 %e felt in/9ctively t ! mo/ difficult ?+ 9 ! _w is to conv9ce an ignorant p]son t he has be5 fooli% & illogical 9 8 argum5t4 ,y may prove ?is to an intellig5t m9d t is accu/om$ to reason1 & to weigh ! m]its ( que/ions1 b x is a r>e ?+ to f9d an uncultur$ bra9 t c foll[ y closely en\gh to be conv9c$ ( 8 own folly4 ,flossy did n und]/& h]self well en\gh to reason ?is out4 ,x 0 simply a f9e in/9ct t %e _h1 p]haps x ought to be call$ tact1 t l$ h] to be c>eful h[ %e tri$ any?+ ( ?is sort4 ,besides1 !re 0 ano!r reason4 ,%e did n "k h[ to set ab\t do+ x4 ,x is "o ?+ to see a sophi/ry1 & ano!r to take to pieces ! filmy ?reads ( :i* x is compos$4 ,%e waiv$ ! :ole subject1 & jump$ to "o on :i* !re c\ld be b "o op9ion4 ,well1 !n1 suppose y 7 "r1 & e "o 7 free to be p]fect if he w\ld2 t only rea*es to ! end ( ?is life4 ,we surely hav5't be5 p]fect1 y & ,i1 = in/ance1 s our p]fection _c save u f ! p5alty ( s91 & t is dea?4 ,:at a gr& ?+ x w\ld be to be free f t6 ,y believe 9 dea?1 don't y8 & ,i suppose1 l e o!r s5sible p]son1 y are afraid ( dea?1 unless y h f\nd some?+ t makes y free f its p[]4 ,ri*4 0 /ill 9 a scornful mood4 ,%\ld l to see anybody t is free f t6 he said1 sne]+ly4 ,z ne> z ,i c make out1 ^? p]sons :o ?9k !y are good are j z likely to die z ! re/ ( u4 ,ah1 yes1 b x isn't j t little m9ute ( dy+ t y & ,i are afraid (2 x is aft]w>d4 ,we are afraid ( :at w come next4 ,y see1 ,i "k all ab\t x1 = ,i 0 awfully afraid2 ,i _h su* a fe> z ,i suppose y "k no?+ ab\t4 ,:5 x ?und]$ ,i %iv]$ z if ,i _h a *ill1 & x seem$ to me z if e fla% ( lightn+ 0 go+ to kill me2 & :5 ,i w5t on a j\rney ,i c\ld enjoy no?+ = ! fe> t !re might be an accid5t & ,i might be kill$4 ,b ,i decl>e to y t ,i h f\nd some?+ t has tak5 ! fe> away4 ,i d n mean t ,i w\ld l to be kill$1 or t ,i am tir$ ( liv+1 or any?+ ( ! sort4 ,i l to live a great deal bett] ?an ,i ev] did be=e2 ,i ?9k ! _w is twice z nice1 & ev]y?+ a great deal pleasant]2 b :5 ,i 0 com+ home f ,*autauqua ,i w\ld wak5 9 ! night 9 ! sleep+-c>1 & ,i f\nd to my surprise t1 al?\gh ,i ?\ght ( ! same ?+1 ! possibility t !re might be an accid5t t w\ld co/ me my life1 yet ,i felt t horrible s5se ( fe> & dread 0 utt]ly gone4 ,i c\ld feel t ?\gh dea? 9 itself might be sad & solemn1 yet x 01 aft] all1 b ! /ep t op5$ ! door to joy4 ,9 %ort--& "h ,flossy's face %one ) a r>e sweet smile--,i "k t ! tru? z x is 9 ,jesus has made me free4 ,ri*4 0 utt]ly sil5t4 ,:at c\ld he reply 9 ! face ( ?is simple1 quiet ,i "k8 ,to say1 ,i don't believe x1 w\ld be ! height ( folly1 & he realiz$ x4 ,z = ! re/1 !y _h li/5$ to ?is talk ) v>i\s degrees ( int]e/2 ! mo/ ( !m amus$ t ,ri*4 %\ld be drawn into any talk s s]i\s1 & be evid5tly s e>ne/4 ,let me tell y a little ab\t ^! "y m54 ,!y 7 n f ! v l[e/ dep?s ( society2 t is1 !y _h homes & family ties1 & !y _h en\gh to eat & to we>2 9 fact !y e>n$ ^! latt]1 ea* = himself4 ,!re 7 two ( !m :o _h ! advantage ( ! public s*ools1 & 7 fair sort ( s*ol>s4 ,ri*4 ,johnson 0 "o ( ^!1 & 0 !re=e some:at look$ up to & respect$ by ^?1 ev51 :o w\ld n h gone to s*ool ano!r day if !y c\ld4 ,b !y 7 f> en\gh out ( ! rea* ( ,flossy ,%ipley2 s f> t %e _h nev] come 9 contact ) "o ( !m be=e 9 h] life4 ,%e _h no idea z to _! names1 or _! homes1 or _! lives4 ,%e _h no sort ( idea ( ! temptations by :i* !y 7 surr\nd$1 nor :at !y ne$$4 ,p]haps ?is v fact remov$ all t\* ( patronage f h] tone2 z1 :5 ! bell rang1 %e f\nd1 to h] great surprise1 t ! lesson h\r 0 ov]1 %e turn$ back to !m = a mom5t & said ) t sp>kl+ little smile ( h]s3 ,i'm real sorry y hadn't a tea*] to-day4 ,i %\ld h be5 glad to h taught ! lesson if ,i _h kn[n h[2 b y see h[ x is2 ,i h all ^! ?+s to le>n4 ,n[1 ,ri*4 ,johnson r prid$ himself on 8 rud5ess2 a /range ?+ to pride "o's self on1 to be sure4 ,b pride takes all sorts ( curi\s =ms1 & he _h actually r glori$ 9 8 ability to say rude & cutt+ ?+s at a mom5t's notice2 words1 y "k1 t ! boys 9 8 set call$ 'cute4' ,b he 0 at ?is "t actually surpris$ into be+ almo/ gallant4 ,we nev] _h a bett] tea*]1 he said1 quickly4 ,if y are only j le>n+ y bett] try x aga9 on u2 we l ! /yle en\gh sight bett] ?an ! f9i%$ up k9d4 ,& !n ,flossy smil$ aga91 & ?ank$ !m1 & said %e _h enjoy$ x4 ,& !n %e did an unprec$5t$ ?+4 ,%e invit$ !m all to call on h]1 9 a pretty1 graceful way1 precisely z %e w\ld h invit$ a g5tleman fri5d :o _h se5 h] home f a conc]t1 ! quiet1 c\rte\s invitation to h] fa!r's h\se1 :i* is a m]e matt] ( =m among ! "y ladies ( h] set1 b :i* to ^! boys 0 z a/oni%+ z an invitation to ! ,g>d5 ( ,ed54 ,!y _h n ! slighte/ int5tion ( accept+ ! invitation1 b !y felt1 )\t realiz+ :at made !m feel s1 a sudd5 add$ t\* ( self-respect4 ,i almo/ ?9k !y 7 m c>eful ( _! words dur+ ! re/ ( t day ?an !y w\ld h be5 b = t invitation4 ,isn't ,sunday-s*ool spl5did8 ,flossy said to ,ru? ,ersk9e1 z1 ) h] *eeks 9 a f9e gl[ ( glad satisfaction t %e _h begun1 %e jo9$ ,ru? 9 ! hall4 ,x 0 v int]e/+1 said ,ru?1 9 h] m quiet1 ?\ghtful way4 ,%e 0 ?\ghtful dur+ ! entire walk home4 ,x 0 h] lot to slip into "o ( ^? gr& classes :]e ,bible tea*+ means some?+ m ?an simply read+ ov] ! v]ses4 ,!re _h be5 good se$ s[n ) a lavi% h&1 & !re _h be5 c>eful prob+ to see if x _h tak5 root4 ,ru? _h "s /rong] ideas ab\t ! importance ( cont9u+4 ,%e _h a r5ew$ s5se ( ! bless$ness ( be+ made free4 ,%e w5t home ) a r5ew$ desire to consecrate h]self1 & n only to enjoy1 b to labor1 t o!rs might ent] into t re/4 ,bless$ are ^? tea*]s ^: e>ne/ ,sabba? "w produces su* fruit z ?is6 ,illu/ration ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,,iii4 ,,burd5s4 ,,"u ! influ5ce ( ! s]mon1 & ! pray]s1 & ! glori\s music1 life grew to be rose-color to ,m>ion be=e %e rea*$ home t ,sabba? ev5+4 ,%e came home ) spr++ /ep1 & ) h] he>t full ( plans & possibilities = ! future4 ,n ev5 ! dismalness ( h] unattractive room & desolate surr\nd+s _h p[] to drive ! song f h] he>t4 ,%e w5t ab\t humm+ ! gr& tune ) :i* ! ev5+ s]vice _h clos$3 ,9 ! cross ( ,*ri/ ,i glory1 ,t[]+ o'er ! wrecks ( "t4 ,z %e sang1 h] :ole s\l ?rill$ ) ! joy ( glory+ 9 su* a !me1 & h] la/ ?\ght1 z %e clos$ h] eyes = ! night1 0 ab\t a plan ( "w t %e meant to c>ry out4 ,:at c\ld h happ5$ 9 ! night to s *ange ! face ( ! _w = h]6 ,x look$ s utt]ly diff]5t 9 ! morn+4 ,s*ool 0 to op51 & %e %rank f x1 dread$ x4 ,! "w look$ all drudg]y1 & ! plans %e _h =m$ ! night be=e seem$ impossibilities4 ,! face ( nature _h *ang$ wond]fully4 ,9 place ( radiant sun%9e !re 0 fall+ a /eady1 dismal ra92 ! cl\ds b5t l[1 & look$ l lead2 ! w9d 0 moan+ 9 a dismal way1 t felt l a wail2 & no?+ b umbrellas1 & wat]-pro(s1 & rubb] ov]-coats1 & dre>9ess1 7 abroad4 ,! pretty1 summ]y s*ool dress t ,m>ion _h laid out to we> 0 hung sadly back 9 h] w>drobe1 & ! inevitable black alpaca came to ! surface4 ,x seem$ to h] ! symbol ( h] old life ( dre>9ess1 :i* %e imag9$ _h gone f h]4 ,x 0 n t %e felt utt]ly dismal & desolate2 x 0 n t %e _h =gott5 h] late exp]i5ces2 x 0 n t %e did n "k t %e _h ! ,fri5d :o is ! same ye/]day1 to-day1 & =ev]2 x 0 simply t %e c\ld n feel x1 & joy 9 x z %e _h done only ye/]day2 & h] religi\s life 0 too rec5t n to be sway$ by feel+ & impulse4 ,! fact t !re 0 a cle> sun %9+ above ! cl\ds1 & a /rong & firm m\nta9 up 9 ! sun%9e1 on :i* x 0 h] privilege to /&1 despite :at 0 go+ on bel[1 %e did n und]/&4 ,%e did n "k :at effect ! wea!r & ! s5se ( fatigue 7 hav+ on h]1 & %e felt n only mortifi$1 b al>m$1 t h] joy _h s soon gone out 9 cl\d & gloom4 ,if %e c\ld only j run ar\nd ! corn] to see ,eurie a m9ute1 or up ! hill to ,flossy's home1 h[ mu* x w\ld help h]2 & ! ?\ght t %e 0 actually look+ to ,flossy ,%ipley & ,eurie ,mit*ell = help ( any sort br\ght ! fir/ smile t %e _h indulg$ 9 t morn+2 %e 0 c]ta9ly *ang$ :5 %e c\ld look to !m = com=t or sympa?y4 ,is !re anyone read+ ?is acc\nt ( an e day life :o does n und]/&1 by pa/ exp]i5ce1 j h[ try+ a fir/ day at s*ool is1 :5 tea*]s & s*ol>s h come out f ! influ5ce ( a long summ] vacation8 ,next week1 or ev5 to-morr[1 !y w h battl$ )1 &1 9 a measure1 *ok$ ! _s ( disgu/1 or homesickness1 or we>9ess1 ) :i* !y come back f play to "w2 b to-day no?+ seems q s h>d 9 all ! _w z to turn f ! hundr$ ?+s t h int]e/$ & delight$ !m1 & settle d[n to gramm>1 & philosophy1 & algebra4 ,tea*]s & s*ol>s alike are apt to feel ! depression ( su* circum/ances2 & :5 y add to ! o!r discom=ts1 t ( a /eady1 p\r+ ra91 ) a s\nd ( fall 9 e :iff ( w9d1 y w und]/& t ,m>ion 0 to h comp>atively little help f outside influ5ces4 ,%e felt ! gloom 9 h] he>t deep5 z ! day w5t on4 ,%e 0 a/oni%$ & mortifi$ at h]self to f9d t ! old feel+s ( irritability & %>pness /ill held h] 9 grasp2 %e 0 n free f !m1 at lea/4 ,h] tongue 0 z /rongly tempt$ to be s>ca/ic1 & h] tone to be /]n1 z ev] !y _h be54 ,none ( ! s*ol>s help$ h]4 ,^? ( !m :o 7 nei!r gloomy1 nor li/less1 nor incl9$ to be cross1 7 simply silly2 !y laugh$ on e possible occasion1 ) or )\t an excuse2 !y devis$ ways & means to draw (f ! att5tion ( ^! :o made fa9t ef=ts to be /udi\s2 &1 9 %ort1 7 decid$ly ! mo/ provok+ ( all ! elem5ts ( ! day4 ,m>ion f\nd h]self m ?an once curl+ h] lip 9 ! old s>ca/ic way at ! inconsi/5cies & improprieties ( ^? among h] pupils :o bore ! "n ( ,*ri/ian4 ,dur+ ! long recess %e tri$ to g away by h]self1 9 ! hope t h] he>t might quiet d[n1 & re/ itself on "s ( ! new & solid gr\nd on :i* %e _h s lately le>n$ to tread4 ,b !y foll[$ h]3 sev]al ( ! tea*]s1 9 a gayety ( mood1 t 0 half affect$ to hide ! homesickness ( _! he>ts1 & !re=e infect$ no "o else ) a *e]ful _s4 ,!y 7 arm$ ) a package ( exam9ation pap]s1 giv5 9 by ^? s*ol>s :o aspir$ to a high] grade4 ,!y l\dly call$ on ,m>ion = assi/ance4 ,y hav5't _h a s+le exam9ation class yet2 !n x is cle>ly y\r duty to help ! afflict$4 ',be> ye "o ano!r's burd5s1' y "k4 ,x 0 ,miss ,banks :o said ?is1 & %e _h b>ely escap$ be+ ,m>ion's intimate fri5d2 z x 01 %e came ne>] be+ famili> ) h] ?an ) any o!r4 ,%e wond]$ n[ h[ x c\ld h be5 t %e _h lik$ h]6 ,h] voice s\nd$ s %rill & unw9n+1 & ! quotation t %e s glibly utt]$ 0 su* a j>4 ,h[ev]1 %e turn$ back ) a wan attempt at a smile1 & said3 ,i %all h en\gh exam9ation pap]s ( my own be=e night4 ,h[ d y\rs range8 ,& %e took half a doz5 t 7 rea*$ out to h]4 ,!y range precisely z if we _h a p>cel ( idiots 9 our c>e4 ,! blund]s t ^! aspir+ "y ladies & g5tlem5 make 9 or?ography are en\gh to set "o's tee? on edge4 ,or?ography6 said ,m>ion1 ) a curl+ lip4 ,!y are ye>s too old = any su* common-place z t2 x mu/ be hi/ory1 at lea/4 ,"h is ,allie ,m>* /ruggl+ = ! advanc$ hi/ory class1 & ,i v5ture to say %e doesn't "k :o 0 ,presid5t f\r ye>s ago4 ,& !n ,m>ion sudd5ly rememb]$ t ,allie ,m>* 0 ! "o :om1 9 h] glorifi$ mom5ts ( only ! day be=e %e _h aspir$ to help =w>d 9 h] ,*ri/ian life4 ,if %e _h se5 t sne] & he>d ^? %>p words w\ld x h help$ h]1 or incl9$ h] ev] to look t way = help8 ,!n ,m>ion & ! re/ gave !mselves to sil5ce & to "w4 ,:at is ! prospect = promotion8 ,pr(4 ,ea/on said1 z he came & lean$ ov] ! desk be=e :i* !y work$4 ,miss ,banks look$ up ) a laugh4 ,x rem9ds "o ( "o's *ildhood & ,scripture le>n+ days3 ',_m are call$1 b few are *os54' ,!re w be exce$+ly few *os5 f ?is class4 ,:y did ^? ,bible quotations s j> ,m>ion8 ,x _h be5 "o ( h] weak po9ts to quote !m aptly1 & ) /++ s>casm4 ,p]haps t 0 "o reason :y %e s ke5ly felt _! impropriety n[2 %e _h be5 s long among ! call$1 & s v rec5tly among ! *os54 ,! possibility ( hav+ sp5t a lifetime )\t ev] becom+ "o ( ^? *os5 ones1 seem$ s fe>ful to h]1 & %e felt t %e _h s n>r[ly escap$ t end1 t %e %iv]$ & drew h] little %awl ar\nd h] z %e glanc$ up quickly at ,pr(4 ,ea/on4 ,he 0 a ,*ri/ian man1 a memb] ( ! ,fir/ ,*ur*--w\ld he h any reply to make to ?is irrev]5t application ( solemn tru?8 ,no1 he _h only a laugh = reply2 x might h be5 at ,miss ,banks' rueful face t he laugh$2 b ,m>ion w\ld h lik$ him bett] if he _h look$ grave4 ,miss ,banks at t mom5t caught a glimpse ( ,m>ion's grave face4 ,miss ,wilbur1 %e said1 quickly1 :at on e>? c h happ5$ to y dur+ vacation8 ,i nev] 9 my life saw y look s solemn4 ,didn't ,i he> some?+ ab\t y\r go+ to ! woods to camp-meet+8 ,h[ 0 t8 ,i v]ily believe y sp5t y\r "t on ! anxi\s-seat1 & h caught ! expression4 ,did y f9d anyone to say to y1 ',come unto me8' ,i'm sure y 'labor' h>d en\gh1 & look 'heavy lad51' doesn't %e1 ,pr(4 ,ea/on8 ,i really ?9k we %all h to />t a pray]-meet+ ov] h]4 ,m>ion ?rew d[n ! pap] %e 0 correct+ ) a n]v\s />t1 & h] voice s\nd$ %>p] ?an %e meant4 ,h[ is x possible1 ,miss ,banks1 t y c repeat ^? words 9 su* a %ock+ly irrev]5t way8 ,surely y pr(ess to h at lea/ a nom9al respect = ! ,"o :o fir/ utt]$ !m6 ,really6 said ,miss ,banks1 ) an emb>rass$ laugh1 a/oni%m5t & confusion /ruggl+ = ! ma/]y on h] flu%$ face4 ',is ,saul also among ! prophets8' ,!re6 ,i decl>e1 ,i am quot+ aga94 ,is t wick$1 too8 ,pr(4 ,ea/on1 h[ is t8 ,miss ,wilbur has be5 to camp-meet+1 & is n responsible = h] words1 b y ought to be good au?ority4 ,is x wick$ = me to quote ,scripture8 ,hav5't ,i z good a "r to ,bible v]ses z any ( y8 ,"h has ,miss ,wilbur be5 giv+ u lessons 9 t art = ! la/ two ye>s1 & %e sudd5ly des]ts & takes to prea*+ at u4 ,is t fair1 n[8 ,if x 7 n wick$ ,i might say to h]1 ',physician1 heal ?yself4' ,m>ion be/[$ a quick1 se>*+1 almo/ plead+ glance on ,pr(4 ,ea/on1 & !n look$ d[n ) a flu%$ & disappo9t$ face4 ,he 0 n equal to a bold spread+ ( 8 pr(ess$ colors4 ,he laugh$1 n easily1 or z if he enjoy$ ! %>p words veil$ s ?9ly by pleasantry1 b z if he 7 9 an awkw>d position1 & did n see 8 way out4 ,y 7 j a little h>d on ,miss ,wilbur 9 y\r selections1 y mu/ rememb]1 he said at la/4 ,p c always be excus$ = m or less sombr5ess on ! fir/ day ( ! t]m4 ,& !n he w5t away hurri$ly1 z if he desir$ to avoid any?+ fur!r 9 t /ra94 ,h>d on ,miss ,wilbur8 ,did he suppose %e c>$ = su* vapid nons5se8 ,:at surpris$ & hurt h] 0 t he s utt]ly ignor$ ! "q at issue4 ,did he1 a pr(ess$ ,*ri/ian ( _m ye>s' /&+1 see no impropriety 9 ?is mann] ( quot+ ! v words ( ! ,"l himself6 or hadn't he suffici5t moral c\rage to rebuke x8 ,ei!r conclusion 0 di/a/eful2 especially di/a/eful to h]1 ,m>ion f\nd1 because ! "o 9 "q 0 ,pr(4 ,ea/on4 ,hi!rto %e _h held him a little above ! ord9>y4 ,0 he !n s v common aft] all8 ,?is little occurr5ce did n s]ve to sweet5 h] day4 ,! m s1 t aft] %e _h quiet$ d[n a little1 at noon1 %e tri$ to jo9 ! o!r tea*]s z usual1 & felt an air ( /iffness1 or emb>rassm5t1 or unnaturalness1 ( "s sort1 9 _! mann] to h]4 ,twice1 z %e came t[>d !m1 ,miss ,banks1 :o 0 talk+ volubly1 hu%$ into sudd5 & utt] sil5ce4 ,aft] t1 ,m>ion w5t into ! upp] hall & ate h] lun* by h]self4 ,matt]s grew worse1 r ?an bett]1 z ! aft]noon session dragg$ its sl[ h\rs along4 ,! air ( ! s*ool-room seem$ close & unbe>able1 & ! mom5t a w9d[ 0 rais$ ! driv+ ra9 ru%$ 9 & torm5t$ ! victim :o sat ne>e/ to x4 ,poor ,m>ion1 :o 0 z susceptible to ! temp]ature ( rooms z a !rmomet]1 tri$ ea* w9d[ 9 succession dur+ ! aft]noon1 & came to ! desp]ate conclusion t ! ra9 came f all qu>t]s ( ! lead5 sky at once4 ,! _s ( unre/ t p]vad$ ! room grew into positive lawlessness z ! day wan$1 & ,m>ion's tone _h tak5 ev5 unusual %>pness2 h] self-comm& 0 giv+ way4 ,in/ead ( help+1 %e _h be5 positively an injury to ,allie ,m>*2 fir/ by ! %>pness ( h] reprim&s1 & !n by s>ca/ic comm5ts on h] extreme dullness4 ,b ! girl :o _h tri$ h] ! mo/ dur+ ! entire day 0 ! mo/ brilliant1 &1 z a rule1 ! mo/ /udi\s s*ol> 9 h] room4 ,e tea*] kn[s t ! good s*ol> :o occasionally makes a failure is ! "o :o exasp]ates ! mo/2 y are s utt]ly unprep>$ = any?+ b p]fection on t "o's "p4 ,n t ,gracie ,d5nis 0 p]fect2 %e 0 by f> too noisy & decid$ = t2 b %e 01 z a rule1 lady-l 9 h] mann]s & words1 %[+ h] c>eful tea*+ & h] own s5se ( self-respect4 ,!re _h be5 little sympa?y1 h[ev]1 betwe5 ,m>ion & h]self4 ,%e 0 too mu* l ,m>ion 9 a haughty indep5d5ce ( mann] to ev] become t lady's favorite4 ,:y1 z to t1 ,i am n sure t %e _h a favorite2 !re 7 _m :o lik$ h]1 & all respect$ h]1 b no "o ?\ght ( express+ outright affection = ,miss ,wilbur4 ,z = ,grace ,d5nis1 %e _h come ne>] to outwitt+ h] tea*] ?an _h any o!r "y lady 9 ! room1 & %e /ood less 9 awe ( h]4 ,on ?is p>ticul> day ! _s ( disquiet seem$ to h gott5 entire possession ( ! girl2 %e _h n giv5 fifte5 m9utes to d[nright "w1 b _h dawdl$ & l\ng$ 9 a mo/ exasp]at+ mann]1 & at times exhibit$ a dullness t 0 v h>d to be> pati5tly1 because ,m>ion felt s c]ta9 t x 0 ei!r feign$ or ! result ( willful inatt5tion4 ,sev]al times _h ,m>ion to speak decid$ly to ! "y ladies 9 h] seat1 once or twice directly to ,grace h]self1 & at la/1 los+ all pati5ce ) h]1 %e took decid$ measures4 ,miss ,d5nis1 ,i really h some?+ to d besides wat* y all ! "t4 ,if y please y may br+ y\r book to ! desk & take ! seat beside me2 !n if y mu/ :isp]1 ,i c af=d y a special audi5ce4 ,:at an unhe>d ( ?+6 ,grace ,d5nis actually call$ to ! plat=m1 to ! po/ ( disgrace6 ,! lead+ "y lady 9 ! s*ool6 & ,rev4 ,dr4 ,d5nis' only daught]6 ,"s ( ! s*ol>s look$ agha/2 "s ( ! class :o _h long envi$ h] 7 rude & cruel en\gh to indulge 9 an audible giggle4 ,z = ,grace h]self1 h>dly any "o c\ld h be5 m amaz$4 ,x 0 _m a day s9ce1 ) all h] love ( fun1 & h] dang]\s position z a lead]1 %e _h be5 oblig$ to receive a public reprim&2 %e _h nev] 9 h] life be5 call$ to t public seat1 :i* 0 b "o remove f be+ s5t to ,pr(4 ,ea/on's private (fice6 ,h] great h&some eyes dilat$ & fla%$1 & h] *eeks gl[$ l fire4 ,%e half arose1 !n sat d[n aga91 & ! s*ool wait$ brea?lessly1 be+ ab\t equally divid$ z to :e!r %e w\ld obey or rebel4 ,m>ion h]self 0 some:at 9 d\bt1 & 9 h] excitem5t ov] ! unwont$ sc5e1 conclud$ to make ob$i5ce a necessity4 ,on ! second ?\ght1 y may h y\r *oice1 ,miss ,d5nis2 y may come to ! desk or repair at once to ,pr(4 ,ea/on's room1 & /ate ! cause ( y\r appe>ance4 ,aga9 ! hateful giggle6 ,!re 7 ^? :o knew :y be+ s5t to ,pr(4 ,ea/on 0 ! wor/ ?+ t ,gracie ,d5nis ?\ght c\ld happ5 to h]4 ,%e arose aga91 & n[ %e _h ! advantage ( h] tea*]1 = !re 7 dignity & composure 9 h] voice z %e said3 ,i believe ,i h nev] disobey$ y\r ord]s1 ,miss ,wilbur2 ,i c]ta9ly d n propose to d s n[4 ,!n %e came ) compos$ /ep & took h] seat beside ,m>ion3 b h] eyes /ill glitt]$1 &1 z ! bus9ess ( ! h\r w5t on m quietly ?an any h\r t _h prec$$ x1 ,m>ion1 z %e caught glimpses n[ & !n ( ! face b5t ov] h] ,lat9 ,gramm>1 saw t x 0 flu%$ almo/ to a purple hue1 & t ! int5se look 9 ^? h&some eyes did n quiet4 ,%e _h r\s$ a dang]\s _s4 ,to add to ! emb>rassm5t & ! ke5ness ( h] rebuke1 ! door lead+ f ! recitation room1 beh9d ! plat=m1 sudd5ly op5$1 & ,pr(4 ,ea/on himself came ar\nd to speak to ,m>ion4 ,he paus$ 9 a/oni%m5t z he caught sight ( ! culprit beside h]1 & = an in/ant 0 visibly emb>rass$2 !n he ralli$1 &1 b[+ slightly & v gravely1 pass$ h] by1 & address$ ,m>ion 9 a l[ voice4 ,z = ,gracie1 %e did n once lift h] eyes aft] ! fir/ swift glance _h assur$ h] :o ! call] 04 ,i h made an enemy1 ?\ght ,m>ion to h]self1 z1 h] own excitem5t beg9n+ to subside1 %e _h "t to reflect on :e!r %e _h done wisely4 ,%e w nev] =give me ?is public insult1 z %e w *oose to call x4 ,i see x 9 h] h&some1 dang]\s eyes4 ,&1 yet1 ,i c h>dly see h[ ,i c\ld h done o!rwise8 ,if almo/ any ( ! o!rs _h giv5 me half ! provocation t %e has to-day1 ,i %\ld h s5t !m to ,pr(4 ,ea/on1 )\t "q4 ,:y %\ld ,i hesitate 9 h] favor8 ,oh1 me1 :at a mis]able day x has be56 & ,i meant x to be su* a good "o6 ,i wond] if my ,*ri/ian life mu/ be m>k$ by su* we>y & ignom9i\s failures z ?is8 ,gracie ,d5nis is "o ( ! ,*ri/ian 787 "y ladies4 ,a lovely ,*ri/ian %e has %[n1 &1 if ,i am n mi/ak51 w cont9ue to %[ to me6 ,i wond] if x am\nts to no?+ b a "n1 aft] all1 ) ! mo/ ( !m8 ,& "h ,m>ion /opp$ ?is tra9 ( ?\ght1 because %e sudd5ly rememb]$ t %e 0 n[ numb]$ among ^? on :om o!rs 7 look+ & wond]+ if _! religion meant any?+ b "n4 ,suppose t "s _h be5 look+ at h] 9 t light ?is day8 ,h[ w\ld !y h decid$8 ,%e f\nd t %e 0 n will+ to be judg$ by ! same rule t %e 0 almo/ unconsci\sly apply+ to ,gracie ,d5nis4 ,!n %e w5t back ov] ! day1 & tri$ to discov] :]e9 %e _h fail$1 & h[ %e might h done :at w\ld h be5 bett]4 ,c\ld %e n1 aft] all1 h gott5 along )\t s sev]e & public a rebuke to ?is "y girl at h] side8 ,%e knew h] temp]am5t well4 ,inde$ x 0--%e confess$ x to h]self--a good deal l h] own4 ,:at w\ld be a trifle to half ! girls 9 ! s*ool1 :at w\ld be =gott5 by ! be/ ( !m 9 a day or two1 w\ld burn 9 ?is girl's memory1 & affect h] aft] life & mann]1 almo/ 9 spite ( h]self--! m s1 because ( t un=tunate call f ,pr(4 ,ea/on4 ,m>ion knew by ! swift glance :i* he gave at ?is /range situation t x meant some?+ to him4 ,!n x 0 d\bly h>d = ,gracie4 ,%e began to feel sorry = h]2 to wi% t %e might 9 "s way smoo? ov] ! *asm t %e _h build$ betwe5 !m4 ,%e is v "y1 %e said to h]self1 ) a little sigh4 ,i ought n to h expect$ su* wond]ful ?+s ( h]4 ,i wi% ,i _h manag$ diff]5tly2 x is too late n[2 ,i wond] h[ ,i %all get out ( x all8 ,%all ,i j let h] g home )\t say+ any?+8 ,all ^! tr\bl$ ?\ghts w&]$ ?r\gh ,m>ion's bra9 dur+ ! int]vals ( quiet1 :5 no?+ 0 he>d save ! scrat* ( p5s1 = ! entire room 0 engag$ 9 a dictation ex]cise1 :i* 0 to det]m9e _! /&+ 9 ! writ+ class4 ,at la/ !re 0 quiet4 ,! demon ( inatt5tion _h seem+ly be5 exorcis$ or subdu$1 = all 7 indu/ri\sly at "w1 & ,m>ion _h a *ance to re/ f ! al]t wat*fulness :i* _h *>act]iz$ ! day4 ,all at "w b ,gracie4 ,%e /ill b5t ov] h] ,lat9 gramm>4 ,%e _h n ask$ p]mission to jo9 ! dictation class1 & ,m>ion _h n volunte]$ x4 ,tru? to tell1 %e h>dly d>$ v5ture to address h] at all4 ,! eyes _h lo/ none ( _! ke5 fla%1 & ! color seem$ to be deep5+1 in/ead ( subsid+ on h] pretty s(t *eeks4 ,m>ion1 z h] eyes rov$ ov] ! ex]cise book 9 h] h&1 felt h] he>t arre/$ by ^! words among ! selections = dictation3 ,be> ye "o ano!r's burd5s1 & s fulfill ! law ( ,*ri/4 ,!y smote h] l a bl[ f an unse5 h&4 ,:at burd5s ( homesickness & ennui & we>9ess might n all ^! girls h _h to be> to-day6 ,_h %e help$ !m8 ,_h h] mann] be5 w9n+ & hopeful & invigorat+8 ,_h h] words be5 g5tle & well *os51 z well z firm & decisive8 ,h] answ]s to ^! que/ions /ung h]4 ,mov$ by a sudd5 impulse1 & n giv+ h]self "t to %r9k f ! det]m9ation1 %e b5t =w>d a little & address$ ,gracie3 ,read t1 ,gracie4 ,i h n obey$ its direction to-day2 h y8 ,d y ?9k y h help$ me to be> my burd5s8 ,w\ld ,gracie answ] h] at all8 ,w\ld h] answ] be cold & haughty2 z ne>ly rude z %e _h d>$ to make x8 ,m>ion felt h] he>t ?rob :ile %e wait$4 ,& %e _h to wait1 = ,gracie 0 utt]ly sil5t4 ,at la/ h] tea*] /ole a glance at h]4 ,! great beautiful eyes 7 lift$ to h] face4 ,! fla% 0 pass+ out ( !m4 ,9 its place !re 0 a puzzl$1 wond]+1 que/ion+ look4 ,&1 :5 at la/ %e spoke1 h] voice 0 timid1 z if %e 7 half fright5$ at h] own words1 & yet eag] z "o :o mu/ "k3 ,miss ,wilbur1 y don't mean--oh1 d y mean t y want to fulfill ! law ( ,*ri/2 t y own him8 ,t ,i own him & love him1 ,m>ion said1 h] *eeks gl[+ n[ z ,gracie's did1 & t ,i want above all ?+s1 to fulfill 8 law1 & yet t ,i h mis]ably fail$1 ev5 ?is fir/ day4 ,among ,m>ion's sad ?\ghts t day _h be53 ,!re is no "o to "k1 or to c>e1 :e!r ,i am diff]5t or n4 ,if ,i c\ld only tell "s "o--"s ,*ri/ian :o w\ld be glad--b :o is !re to tell8 ,pr(4 ,ea/on is a ,*ri/ian1 b he doesn't c>e en\gh ab\t ! ,"l ,jesus to rebuke ^? :o pr(ane 8 "n2 he has let me d x 9 8 pres5ce1 & smil$ at my wit4 ,& ^! girls 7& "h ,m>ion's lip _h curl$71 !y don't "k :at !y mean by _! pr(essions4 ,%e 0 unprep>$ = :at foll[$4 ,gracie ,d5nis1 graceful1 que5ly 9 h] dignity1 & haughty1 ev5 9 h] mir?1 said1 sudd5ly1 9 a voice :i* quiv]$ ) gladness3 ,oh1 ,i am s glad2 s glad6 ,oh1 ,miss ,wilbur1 ,i don't "k h[ to be ?ankful en\gh6 ,& !n %e rais$ h] head sudd5ly1 & h] gl[+ lips j t\*$ ,m>ion's *eek4 ,x 0 s unusual = ,m>ion to be kiss$4 ,h] fri5ds at ,*autauqua _h be5 ^? :o r>ely indulg$ 9 t sort ( c>ess--nev]1 at lea/1 ) h]4 ,&1 :ile1 z ,i told y1 _m ( !m lik$1 & all ( !m respect$ h]1 x 0 yet an unhe>d ( ?+ = ! s*ol>s to c>ess ,miss ,wilbur4 ,& !n1 too1 ,gracie ,d5nis 0 by no means lavi% ( h] kisses4 ,?is made ! tok5 seem s mu* m4 ,x felt almo/ l a b5$iction4 ,gracie's next words 7 humbl+ to h]3 ,miss ,wilbur1 w y =give me8 ,i didn't mean to annoy y4 ,i don't "k :at has be5 ! matt] ) me4 ,b1 long be=e ?is1 ! la/ lagg>d _h f9i%$ h] l9e1 & 0 />+ 9 undisguis$ a/oni%m5t at ! sc5e enact$ on ! plat=m4 ,m>ion ralli$ h] excit$ ?\ghts4 ,de> *ild1 %e said1 we h ea* some?+ to =give4 ,i ?9k ,i h be5 too sev]e ) y4 ,we w try to help ea* o!r to-morr[4 ,!n %e gave ! next s5t5ce z calmly z usual4 ,b %e w5t home t night1 ?r\gh ! ra91 ) a quick /ep & ) joy 9 h] he>t4 ,x 0 n all pr(ession4 ,x meant some?+ to ^? girls2 to ,grace ,d5nis x meant ev]y?+4 ,x 0 en\gh to make h] =get h] passion1 & h] w\nd$ pride1 & to make h] face actually radiant ) joy4 ,x %\ld mean m to h]4 ,%e _h fail$ t day4 ,%e _h n be51 9 any s5se1 :at %e meant to be2 :at %e ought to h be54 ,b !re 0 a bless$ v]se3 ,:o =give? all ?9e iniquities4 ,:at a salvation6 ,able to =give transgression1 to cov] s91 to rememb] x no m4 ,x all seem$ v natural to h] to-night2 v l an inf9ite ,savi\r2 "o inf9itely lov+4 ,%e began to realize t ev5 poor human love c\ld cov] a multitude ( s9s4 ,h[ easy x seem$ to h] t x w\ld be to ov]look ! mi/akes & %ortcom+s ( ,gracie ,d5nis1 aft] ?is6 ,illu/ration ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,,iv4 ,,col4 ,,bak]',s ,,sabba? ,,ev5+4 ,,among ,m>ion ,wilbur's gloomy ?\ghts dur+ t try+ ,monday 7 ^!3 ,"s lives are a good deal h>d] to be> ?an o!rs4 ,x w\ld be nons5se = "s p to talk ab\t crosses4 ,!re are ,ru? & ,flossy2 :at d !y "k ab\t annoyances or self-d5ials8 ,su* homes z !irs & su* occupations z !irs h v little 9 common ) h>d1 uncong5ial "w su* z m9e4 ,eurie ,mit*ell has less easy times2 b !n x is home1 & fa!r1 & "m1 & family fri5ds4 ,%e isn't all alone4 ,none ( !m c sympa?ize ) me4 ,i don't see h[ ,flossy ,%ipley is ev] to gr[1 if 'crosses are a fruitful condition ( ! ,*ri/ian life4' ,i'm sure %e c d z %e pleases1 & :5 %e pleases4 ,?us mu* ,m>ion knew ab\t o!r lives ?an h]s4 ,! actual tru? 0 t ,flossy's %ad[s began on ,sabba? ev5+1 :ile ,m>ion 0 yet on ! heights4 ,x 0 j z !y /epp$ f ! aisle ( ! *ur* into ! wide hall t ,col4 ,bak] jo9$ h]4 ,?is 0 n a new exp]i5ce4 ,he 0 v apt to jo9 h]4 ,no o!r g5tleman _h be5 a m frequ5t or m enjoyable gue/ at h] fa!r's h\se4 ,inde$1 he 0 s famili> t he 0 z likely to come on ! ,sabba? z on any o!r day1 & 0 (t5 9 ! habit ( call+ to accompany ,flossy to any ev5+ s]vice :]e !re 0 to be a little gr&] /yle ( music ?an usual1 or a special floral display4 ,9 fact he _h call$ ?is v ev5+ on su* an err&1 b x 0 aft] ,flossy _h gone to h] own *ur*4 ,s h] fir/ meet+ ) him s9ce ,*autauqua exp]i5ces 0 9 t hall belong+ to ! ,fir/ ,*ur*4 ,good-ev5+1 he said1 jo9+ h] )\t ! =mality ( a "q z to :e!r x w\ld be agreeable2 8 fri5d%ip 0 on too assur$ a foot+ = ! ne$ ( t =mality4 ,y are m ?an usually devot$ to ! ,fir/ ,*ur*1 are y n8 ,i saw y 9 ! family pew ?is morn+4 ,i felt c]ta9 ( be+ 9 "t to take y to ! ,s\? ,side to-night4 ,/4 ,/eph5's ,*ur* has a gr& *oral s]vice ?is ev5+4 ,i 0 9 at "o ( ! rehe>sals1 & x promis$ to be an unusually f9e ?+4 ,i am disappo9t$ t y did n he> x4 ,"h began ,flossy's unhapp9ess4 ,nei!r ,m>ion nor ,ru? c\ld h appreciat$ x4 ,to ei!r ( ^? x w\ld h be5 an actual satisfaction to h said to ,col4 ,bak]1 9 a calm & sup]ior tone ( voice3 ,?anks = y\r k9dness1 b ,i h decid$ to att5d my own *ur* s]vice regul>ly aft] ?is1 & w\ld !re=e n h be5 able to accompany y if ,i _h be5 at home4 ,b = ,flossy su* an explanation 0 simply dreadful4 ,x 0 s natural1 & w\ld h be5 s easy1 to h murmur$ a ^w ( regret at h] abs5ce1 & express$ disappo9tm5t 9 hav+ miss$ ! *oral4 ,b = t address to ! *ildr51 giv5 "u ! trees at ,*autauqua1 by ,dr4 ,hurlbut1 %e w\ld h said ^! smoo?1 sweet-s\nd+ words z sweetly z usual1 )\t a ?\ght ( consci5ce4 ,b _h n he %[n h]1 z pla9ly z ?\gh he _h look$ d[n into h] he>t & se5 x !re1 t ^! pleasant1 c\rte\s phrases :i* are s w9n+ & s false 7 among h] besett+ s9s8 ,_h he n put h] =ev] on h] gu>d conc]n+ !m8 ,_h %e n promis$ to wage solemn w> aga9/ ! t5d5cy to s s9 ) h] graceful tongue8 ,yet h[ %e dread$ ! pla9 speak+6 ,h[ w\ld ,m>ion's lips h curl$ ov] ! idea ( su* a small matt] z t be+ a cross6 ,& yet ,flossy c\ld h be5 sweet & pati5t & t5d] to ! li/less1 homesick s*ool-girls1 & kiss$ away half _! gloom1 & ?\ght x no cross at all4 ,v]ily !re is a diff]5ce 9 ^! crosses1 & v]ily1 e he>t kn[e? its own bitt]ness4 ,col4 ,bak] 0 lo? to leave ! subject3 ,ar5't y be+ unusually dev\t to-day8 he ask$4 ,i he>d ( y at ,sabba?-s*ool ,i 0 c]ta9 aft] t ef=t1 ,i %\ld f9d y at home1 re/+4 ,:at spell came ov] y to give ! ,fir/ ,*ur* s mu* ( y\r "t8 ,"o w\ld ?9k1 to he> y1 t ,i nev] w5t to *ur* on ,sabba? ev5+1 ,flossy said4 ,& !n to a c]ta9 degree consci5ce triumph$4 ,i h n be5 v (t51 x is true2 b ,i int5d to re=m 9 t respect 9 ! future4 ,i mean to g :5ev] ,i c1 & ,i mean to g always to ! ,fir/ ,*ur*4 ,col4 ,bak] look$ at h] curi\sly 9 ! moonlight4 ,is t an outgr[? ( y\r exp]i5ce 9 ! woods8 he ask$4 ,yes1 ,flossy said simply & bravely4 ,he long$ to "q fur!r1 to quiz h] a little1 b some?+ 9 ! tone ( ! monosyllable prev5t$4 ,s he said3 ,i am at lea/ surpris$ at "p ( ! decision4 ,i ?\ght "p ( ! "w ( ^? ga!r+s 0 to tea* fell[%ip & unity4 ,:y %\ld y des]t o!r *ur*es8 ,!re is no des]tion ab\t x4 ,i d n belong to o!r *ur*es1 & nobody has reason to expect me at any ( !m2 b my pa/or has a "r to expect me to be 9 my pew4 ,oh2 !n x is ! accid5t ( ! fir/ *oice t mu/ det]m9e "o's sitt+ 9 *ur* = all future "t8 ,) me x has be5 only an accid5t1 %e said1 simply4 ,i suppose !re are p :o _h bett] reasons = select+ _! *ur* home4 ,b ,i am v well satisfi$ ) my place4 ,& !n ,flossy 0 v glad t !y 7 ne>+ h] fa!r's h\se4 ,! gladness did n la/1 h[ev]4 ,!re hung ov] x ano!r cross4 ,?is ,col4 ,bak] _h be5 9 ! habit ( be+ invit$ to ent]1 & ( sp5d+ an h\r or m 9 cosy *at ) ! family4 ,no?+ confid5tial or special 9 ^! ,sabba? ev5+ calls2 !y seem$ simply to s]ve to pass away a dull h\r4 ,!y _h be5 pleasant to ,flossy4 ,b x s happ5$ t ! h\rs ( ! ,sabba? _h gr[n preci\s to h]2 none ( !m 7 dull2 e mom5t ( !m 0 ne$$4 ,besides1 9 _! walk up ! hill f ! auditorium "o ev5+1 ,evan ,rob]ts _h said 9 answ] to a wond]m5t f h] t s little 0 accompli%$ by ! ,sabba? s]vices ?r\gh\t ! l&3 ,i ?9k "o reason is ! habit t s _m p h ( fritt]+ a way any s]i\s impression or solemn ?\ght !y may h _h by a /ream ( small talk 9 :i* !y indulge ) _! own family or _! intimate fri5ds1 aft] :at !y call ! ,sabba? is pa/4 ,d y "k !re are hundr$s ( p1 good1 well-mean+--9 fact1 ,*ri/ians--:o seem to ?9k t ! old ,puritan rules 9 reg>d to h\rs hold yet1 9 "p4 ,x beg9s at eight or n9e o'clock1 :5 !y h _! nap out2 & at ! v late/ x closes ) ! m9i/]'s b5$iction aft] ! second s]vice2 & !y laugh & talk on ! way home & at home z if ! re/ra9ts ( ! day 7 ov] at la/4 ,h[ precisely he _h describ$ ! ,sabba? day ( ! ,%ipley family4 ,) :at a s5se ( relief _h %e (t5 sat & *att$ ) ,col4 ,bak] at ! close ( :at _h be5 to h] an irksome day1 & felt t at la/ ! s5se ( propriety w\ld n be %ock$ if !y laugh$ & bant]$ ea* o!r z usual4 ,?+s 7 diff]5t n[4 ,b poor ,flossy's face flu%$1 & h] he>t beat h>d ov] ! trial ( n ask+ ,col4 ,bak] to come 94 ,silly *ild6 ,ru? w\ld h said1 & h] calm1 cle> voice w\ld n h hesitat$ ov] ! words2 ,col4 ,bak]1 ,i c n ask y 9 ?is ev5+1 because ,i h det]m9$ to receive no m calls1 ev5 f intimate fri5ds1 on ! ,sabba?4 ,on any o!r ev5+ ,i %all be happy to see y4 ,z = ,m>ion1 %e w\ld h decid$ly enjoy$ say+ x4 ,b ,flossy1 %e c\ld nev] h expla9$ x to him4 ,h] voice w\ld h trembl$ too mu*1 & h] he>t beat too h>d4 ,! v mo/ t %e c\ld d 0 to keep h] lips clos$4 ,no invitation f h] %\ld pass !m1 & ?is 9 itself 0 five times m ( a cross ?an x w\ld h be5 = ei!r ( ! o!rs to h spok54 ,h[ev]1 x did no good4 ,col4 ,bak]'s fri5d%ip 0 on too assur$ a foot+ to wait = c]emony4 ,he _h receiv$ too _m invitations ( t nature to ev5 notice ! omission n[4 ,?\gh ,flossy paus$ & turn$ t[>d him he did n notice x1 b himself op5$ ! door = h] & pass$ 9 at h] side1 talk+ /ill ab\t "s matt] connect$ ) 8 plans = ! ev5+1 t _h be5 ov]?r[n by h] /range prop5sity = *ur*4 ,%e did n he> him at all2 %e 0 bo? griev$ & annoy$4 ,if only %e d>$ g directly to h] room6 ,if %e _h be5 ,ru? ,ersk9e x w\ld h be5 done 9 a mom5t4 ,!y sat d[n 9 ! back p>lor1 & x 0 made evid5t to ,flossy t ! ent]ta9m5t ( ,col4 ,bak] w\ld be consid]$ h] special duty4 ,! libr>y door 0 clos$1 & ! s\nd ( subdu$ voices !re told t ,kitty ,%ipley & h] suitor 7 hav+ a confid5tial talk4 ,kitty w\ldn't help1 !n4 ,mrs4 ,%ipley _h retir$1 & ,mr4 ,%ipley sat at ! drop light read+ ! j\rnal4 ,he glanc$ up at _! entrance1 gave ,col4 ,bak] ! c\rte\s & yet famili> greet+ t welcom$ him z a special fri5d ( ! h\se1 & !n w5t on ) 8 read+4 ,z = h] bro!r ,*>lie1 he _h n come 91 & probably w\ld n = h\rs to come4 ,:at 0 !re = ,flossy to d b to take a seat & talk to ,col4 ,bak]8 ,yet h[ %e %rank f x6 ,%e want$ to be alone1 to g ov] 9 h] he>t all ! sweet & bless$ exp]i5ces ( ! day1 = ?is day _h help$ h] mu*4 ,%e want$ to ?9k ab\t ^? boys 9 ! s*ool1 & =m plans = _! future1 & try to decide :e!r x c\ld be t !y w\ld really l h] = a tea*]1 & :e!r ,dr4 ,d5nis w\ld let h] und]take ! class4 ,:y w\ld n ,col4 ,bak] g home8 ,:at is ! matt] ) y8 he ask$1 /udy+ h] face curi\sly1 & ) a d\btful s\nd 9 8 voice4 ,i don't believe t /range freak ( y\rs did y any good4 ,x did me m good ?an any?+ t ev] happ5$ to me 9 my life1 ,flossy said1 positively4 ,if %e c\ld only h expla9$ to him j :at ! nature ( t good 06 ,possibly %e might h tri$1 only !re sat h] fa!r4 ,:o c\ld tell :5 8 int]e/ 9 ! ,times w\ld cease1 & he give att5tion to h]8 ,flossy c\ld n und]/& :y %e %\ld be s afraid ( h] fa!r 9 ?is matt]2 b %e 0 v mu* afraid4 ,! talk !y _h 0 ( t k9d kn[n z small4 ,to ,flossy x seem$ exce$+ly small1 & %e did n "k h[ to make x o!rwise4 ,%e began to wond] if %e & ,col4 ,bak] really _h any ideas 9 common2 yet ,col4 ,bak] c\ld talk ) g5tlem51 & talk well4 ,x 0 simply ! habit ( be+ fripp]y ) ! ladies t made 8 words seem s fooli% to ,flossy4 ,contr>y to h] expectation1 h] bro!r ,*>lie sudd5ly appe>$ on ! sc5e2 & = a "t %e 0 privileg$ to slip into ! backgr\nd4 ,*>lie _h be5 to he> ! *oral1 & ,col4 ,bak] 0 v anxi\s to "k z to its success4 ,y w\ld h suppos$ !m to be talk+ ab\t a prima donna conc]t4 ,at la/ ,*>lie turn$ to ,flossy ) ! try+ "q3 ,sis1 :y didn't y g to ! *oral8 ,i ?\ght y 7 com+ = h]1 ,bak]4 ,didn't y tell me s8 ,i came1 b 0 too late4 ,miss ,flossy _h already betak5 h]self to ! ,fir/ ,*ur*4 ,s y miss$ ! *oral8 ,well1 only "p ( x4 ,i w5t = an h\r2 !n ,i left1 & w5t 9 se>* ( y\r si/]1 to discov] if ,i c\ld :at special attractions ,fir/ ,*ur* _h = h] to-night4 ,n[ ?is fa%ion ( go+ to "o s]vice until he 0 tir$1 & !n quietly slipp+ out 9 se>* ( some?+ m attractive1 0 peculi> to ,col4 ,bak]4 ,flossy _h kn[n ( 8 do+ x on sev]al diff]5t occasions4 ,! v mo/ t %e _h ?\ght ab\t x _h be51 t x 0 mak+ "o's self v conspicu\s4 ,%e didn't believe %e w\ld l to d x1 ev5 if %e 7 a man4 ,b to-night ! action _h tak5 an irrev]5t %ade t x nev] _h be=e4 ,%e discov]$ t %e utt]ly disapprov$ ( x4 ,!re seem$ to be _m ?+s 9 ,col4 ,bak] t met ) h] disapproval4 ,meantime ! talk w5t on4 ,did y f9d ! attraction8 ,*>lie ask$4 ,col4 ,bak] %rugg$ 8 h&some %\ld]s4 ,i confess ,i c\ldn't f9d x 9 ! s]mon4 ,x 0 "o ( ! ,doctor's %>pe/ & blue/ ef=ts4 ,t poor man has ! dyspepsia1 ,i feel c]ta94 ,seems to me he develops an increas$ ability = mak+ p mis]able4 ,n[1 ,col4 ,bak] fully expect$ to draw =? by ?is rem>k "o ( ,flossy's silv]y laughs1 :i*1 to tell ! tru?1 7 becom+ sweet] to 8 e>s ?an any *oral4 ,he 0 surpris$ & annoy$ at ! /eady look ( ?\ghtful1 n to say di/ress$ gravity t %e gave him out ( ^? s(t blue eyes ( h]s4 ,he did n "k :at to make ( ?is ,flossy2 he 0 feel+ ! *ange 9 h] m decid$ly ?an anyone else _h done4 ,he wait$ = ,flossy's answ]1 & %e gave x at la/1 9 a grave1 rebuk+ tone ( voice3 ,i lik$ ! s]mon v mu*4 ,did y1 inde$8 ,i confess ,i am a/oni%$4 ,i gave y ! cr$it ( possess+ a m t5d] he>t4 ,frankly1 !n1 ,i didn't4 ,i mu/ say ,i don't l to g to *ur* to be made uncom=table4 ,did y f9d t s5t5ce 9 ! pap]8 ,flossy ask$1 a little gleam ( mis*ief 9 h] eyes4 ,because1 if y did1 ,i %\ld h ?\ght y w\ld h consid]$ x answ]$ v well by ! comm5ts4 ,z a rule1 ,i am n oblig$ to resort to ! pap]s to f9d rem>ks to quote1 ,col4 ,bak] said1 ) an attempt at gayety1 :i* b half conceal$ ! evid5t annoyance t he felt4 ,b ,i judge ! pap] f\nd "s "o suff]+ 9 ! same way4 ,pray1 :at 0 ! answ]8 ,:y1 ! writ] said t he suppos$ no "o lik$ to be uncom=table2 b :e!r x 0 ! s]mon t %\ld *ange1 or ! life1 9 ord] to remove ! discom=t1 0 a "q = ea* to decide = himself4 ,%>p6 said ,*>lie1 laugh+2 y've got hit1 ,bak]4 ,oh1 no1 he said1 n at all4 ,don't y see1 ! au?or k9dly accord$ p]mission = ea* p]son to decide ! "q = himself8 ,n[ ,i h x decid$ s f> z ,i am conc]n$4 ,i pref] a *ange 9 ! s]mon4 ,oh1 ,dr4 ,d5nis is a good man2 no "o d\bts x2 b he is too sev]e a s]moniz]4 ,8 own *ur* (fic]s admit t4 ,he is really driv+ ! "y p away f ! *ur*4 ,i %\ld n be greatly surpris$ if !re _h to be a *ange 9 t locality v soon4 ,! _s ( ! times dem&s m lib]ality1 & a l>g] measure ( ,*ri/ian *>ity4 ,col4 ,bak] 0 really too well educat$ a man to h all[$ himself to use ^! t]ms p>rot-l1 )\t k or ?\ght z to _! mean+2 b ! tru? 01 he c>$ s little ab\t *ur* & ,*ri/ian *>ity1 & all ^? phrases1 z to h v little idea ( :at he meant himself :5 he us$ !m4 ,b pretty little ,flossy _h nev] argu$ ) him1 nev] be5 kn[n to argue ) anybody4 ,:y %\ld he n occasionally awe h] ) 8 high s\nd+ words8 ,x is a pity t ,ru? or ,m>ion _h n be5 !re to take up ! !me2 & yet x is d\btful if argum5ts w\ld h _h any weight ) him4 ,! tru? 01 he did n ne$ to be conv9c$4 ,probably ,flossy's p]fect gravity1 & dignity1 & sil5ce1 did m to answ] him ?an any ke5 words c\ld h done4 ,illu/ration ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,v4 ,,new ,,music4 ,,*>lie arose sudd5ly & w5t t[>d ! piano4 ,?+s 7 becom+ uncom=tably grave4 ,sis1 he said1 c't y give u "s new music8 ,try ?is new piece2 ,bak] hasn't he>d y s+ x4 ,i don't ?9k x is rem>kable1 b x is bett] ?an none4 ,we seem to h a v small li/ ( music t w pass ! or?odox l9e = ,sunday use4 ,bo? he & ,flossy _h sigh$ ov] ! de>? ( pretty ?+s t 7 suit$ to ,sunday4 ,! "o 9 "q 0 "o ( ! wor/ ( its k9d--"o ( t class :i* ,satan seems to h be5 at "w gett+ up1 = ! purpose ( lull+ to re/ weak consci5ces4 ,sickly1 s5tim5tal ideas1 express$ 9 words t are on ! v v]ge ( silly2 & yet1 ) j en\gh solemn s\nd+ phrases 9 !m1 ?r[n 9 "h & !re1 to all[ !m to be caught up by a c]ta9 class1 & pron\nc$ sacr$ song4 ,flossy _h h]self select$ ?is "o1 & be=e h] dep>ture = ,*autauqua _h pron\nc$ x v good4 ,%e _h n look$ at x s9ce %e came home4 ,*>lie spread x op5 = h] on ! piano1 !n return$ to ! s(a to enjoy ! music4 ,flossy's voice 0 sweet & t5d]2 no p[] 9 x1 & little *ange ( feel+1 b pleasant to li/5 to1 & capable ( be+ t5d] & pa!tic4 ,%e look$ ov] ! sacr$ song ) a feel+ ( av]sion almo/ am\nt+ to disgu/4 ,! pitiful attempts at religion s\nd$ to h] rec5tly impress$ he>t almo/ l a c>icature4 ,on ! piano beside h] lay a copy ( ,gospel ,songs2 op51 s x happ5$ 7871 at ! bless$ & solemn hymn1 ,h[ mu* owe/ ?\8 ,n[ a co9cid5ce t seem$ rem>kable1 & at once />tl$ & impress$ ,flossy1 0 t ,dr4 ,d5nis' text = ! ev5+ _h be5 ! words1 ,h[ mu* owe/ ?\ unto my ,"l8 ,%e hesitat$ j a mom5t1 !n %e resolutely pu%$ aside ! %eet music1 drew ! book t[>d h]1 & )\t giv+ h]self "t = a prelude1 gave h]self to ! beautiful & well-rememb]$ words3 ,h[ mu* owe/ ?\8 ,= ye>s ( t5d]1 wat*ful c>e1 ,a fa!r's fai?1 a "m's pray]-- ,h[ mu* owe/ ?\8 ,h[ mu* owe/ ?\8 ,= calls1 & w>n+s l\d & pla91 ,= songs & s]mons he>d 9 va9-- ,h[ mu* owe/ ?\8 ,h[ mu* owe/ ?\8 ,?y day ( grace is almo/ o'er1 ,! judgm5t "t is j be=e-- ,h[ mu* owe/ ?\8 ,h[ mu* owe/ ?\8 ,oh1 *ild ( ,god1 & heir ( heav51 ,?y s\l r$eem$1 ?y s9s =giv5-- ,h[ mu* owe/ ?\8 ,flossy _h he>d ,mr4 ,bliss1 ) 8 gr& & glori\s voice1 r+ t out on a c]ta9 ev5+ at ,*autauqua1 :]e all ! associations ( ! h\r & place _h be5 solemn & sacr$4 ,x might h be5 9 "p ^! memories1 & ! s5se ( some?+ miss$1 t made h] h a homesick long+ = ! place & song aga91 t gave to h] voice an unusually sweet & pla9tive s\nd4 ,e ^w 0 pla9 & cle>1 & wond]fully solemn2 b :5 %e rea*$ ! words1 ,oh1 *ild ( ,god1 & heir ( heav51 ,?y s\l r$eem$1 ?y s9s =giv51 ,!re rang out a note ( triumph t fill$ ! room1 & made ! he>ts ( h] li/5]s ?rob ) surprise & wond]4 ,long be=e ! song 0 clos$ h] fa!r _h laid aside ! ,times1 &1 ) spectacles pu%$ above 8 eyes1 0 li/5+ int5tly4 ,absolute sil5ce reign$ = a mom5t1 z ,flossy's voice di$ out 9 sweetness2 !n ,*>lie1 cle>+ 8 ?roat said3 ,well1 ,i van6 ,i said ,i didn't consid] ! song rem>kable4 ,b ,i take x back2 x is c]ta9ly rem>kable4 ,did y ev] he> any?+ t _h s *ang$ s9ce y la/ met x8 ,col4 ,bak] did n at once reply4 ,! v fir/ l9e _h /ruck him1 = ! reason t above mo/ m51 he _h reason to rememb] a "m's pray]4 ,!re 7 circum/ances connect$ ) t "m ( 8 t made ! l9e d\bly />tl+ to him4 ,he 0 agitat$ by ! wond]ful directness ( ! solemn words1 & he 0 vex$ t !y agitat$ him2 s :5 he did speak1 to conceal 8 feel+1 he made 8 voice flippant4 ,x is a rem>kable production1 wor?y ( camp-meet+1 ,i %\ld say4 ,b1 ,miss ,flossy1 all[ me to congratulate y4 ,x 0 sung ) /rik+ effect4 ,flossy arose sudd5ly f ! piano1 & clos$ ! book ( hymns4 ,col4 ,bak]1 %e said1 may ,i ask y to excuse me ?is ev5+8 ,i f9d ,i am n 9 a mood to enjoy conv]sation2 my bro!r w ent]ta9 y1 ,i am sure4 ,& be=e ,col4 ,bak] c\ld recov] f 8 a/oni%m5t suffici5tly to make any reply at all1 %e _h giv5 him a c\rte\s b[ = good-night1 & escap$ f ! room4 ,! situation 0 discuss$ by ! ,%ipley family at ! next morn+'s breakfa/ table4 ,flossy _h come d[n a trifle late1 look+ pale & some:at sob]1 & 0 ralli$ by ,kitty z to ! cause4 ,h] consci5ce is tr\bl+ h] a little1 ,i fancy1 h] fa!r said1 eye+ h] closely f "u heavy br[s4 ,w]5't y j a little h>d on ! colonel1 la/ night1 daught]8 ,he is will+ to endure consid]able f y1 ,i guess2 b ,i w\ldn't try him too f>4 ,:at 0 ! tr\ble1 fa!r8 ,:at has ,flossy done n[8 ,i ?\ght %e 0 go+ to be good at la/8 ,done6 ,y may well ask :at1 ,miss ,kitty4 ,suppose ! fri5d y _h %ut up 9 ! libr>y _h be5 in=m$ sudd5ly t y 7 n 9 a mood to talk ) him1 & !n y _h decamp$ & left him to ! t5d] m]cies ( two m58 ,:y1 ,flossy ,%ipley6 y didn't d t1 did y8 ,really1 if ,i 7 ,col4 ,bak] ,i w\ld nev] call on y aga94 ,i don't see ! h>m1 ,flossy said1 simply4 ,fa!r & ,*>lie 7 bo? !re4 ,surely t 0 company en\gh = him4 ,i hadn't invit$ him to call4 ,oh1 und\bt$ly he calls on purpose to see fa!r & ,*>lie6 ,he has n be5 s att5tive to ! family dur+ y\r abs5ce1 ,i c assure y4 ,we hav5't s mu* z _h a peep at him s9ce y w5t away4 ,flossy1 ,i hadn't an idea y c\ld be s rude4 ,i decl>e1 ,i ?9k t ,wilbur girl is demoraliz+ y4 ,!y say %e has no idea ( consid]+ p's feel+s2 b !n1 "o expects x ( h] class4 ,mrs4 ,%ipley came to ,flossy's aid3 ,poor *ild1 ,i don't blame h] = slipp+ away4 ,%e 0 tir$4 ,%e _h be5 to *ur* twice1 & to ,sunday-s*ool at noon1 )\t any lun*1 too4 ,flossy1 y mu/n't indulge 9 su* an absurd freak ano!r ,sunday4 ,x is too mu* = y4 ,i am sure x is n /range t y want$ to get away to re/4 ,!n ! fa!r3 ,i d>e say y 7 tir$1 z y\r "m says2 9 fact1 ?\gh1 ,i mu/ say ,i ?9k ,i nev] saw y look+ bett] ?an y 7 la/ ev5+4 ,b x 0 a trifle ?\ghtless1 daught]1 & ,i want y to be m c>eful 9 ! future4 ,col4 ,bak]'s fa!r 0 my olde/ & mo/ valu$ fri5d1 & ,i want 8 son to be treat$ ) ! utmo/ consid]ation1 & to feel t he is always welcome4 ,s9ce he has s special a fri5d%ip = y1 y mu/ j rememb] t 8 position 9 society is "o ( ! highe/1 & t y are really decid$ly honor$4 ,n t ,i am rebuk+ y1 ,flossy de>1 only putt+ y on y\r gu>d2 = rememb] t y c>ry a v ?\ghtless little head on y\r pretty %\ld]s4 ,& !n he lean$ ov] & patt$ ! ?\ghtless head1 & gave ! gl[+ *eek su* a lov+1 fa!rly kiss4 ,z = poor ,flossy1 ! bit ( /eak %e 0 try+ to swall[ seem$ to *oke h]2 %e /ruggl$ bravely to keep back ! te>s t %e felt 7 all ready to fall4 ,! way look$ %ad[y to h]2 %e felt l a deceitful c[>d4 ,"h 7 !y1 mak+ excuses = h]--tir$1 ?\ghtless1 & ! l4 ,oh1 = c\rage to say to !m t %e _h n be5 tir$ at all1 & t %e ?\ght ab\t t action ( h]s long] ?an %e _h ?\ght ab\t any?+ 9 h] life1 up to a few weeks ago4 ,if %e c\ld only tell !m out boldly & pla9ly t ev]y?+ 0 *ang$ to h]1 t %e look$ at life f a diff]5t /&po9t2 & t1 /&+ :]e %e did n[1 x look$ all wrong to sp5d ! la/ h\rs ( ! ,sabba? 9 ent]ta9+ company4 ,b h] poor little tongue1 all unus$ to be+ brave1 s %rank f ?is ordeal1 & ! lump 9 h] ?roat s ne>ly *ok$ h]1 t %e made no attempt at words4 ,s ! %ad[s t _h fall5 on h] he>t grew heavi] z %e w5t ab\t h] pretty room4 ,%e =esaw a tr\bl$ future4 ,n only mu/ ! explanation come1 b %e =esaw t h] *ang$ plans w\ld lie "r a?w>t ! views & plans ( h] fa!r4 ,:at endless tr\ble & discom=t w\ld ?is occasion6 ,also1 !re 7 h] pet s*emes = ,sunday-s*ool1 includ+ ^? boys = :om %e _h already plann$ a doz5 diff]5t ?+s4 ,h] "m _h frankly express$ h] op9ion1 &1 al?\gh x is n ! age :5 p>5ts say1 nor 7 ,flossy's p>5ts ( ! sort :o w\ld ev] h said1 ,y mu/ d ?us1 & y %all n d s1 /ill1 %e =esaw endless discussions2 s>ca/ic raill]y f ,kittie & ,*>lie2 p]suasions f h] "m2 e>ne/ prote/s f h] fa!r1 & a g5]al air ( lack ( sympa?y or int]e/ ab\t !m all4 ,^! ?+s 7 to ,flossy almo/ m ?an1 "u "s circum/ances1 ! m>tyr's /ake w\ld h be5 to ,m>ion ,wilbur4 ,!n %e1 too1 z %e w5t ab\t do+ sundry little ?+s t[>d mak+ h] room m p]fect 9 its ord]1 took up ,m>ion's fa%ion ( pity+ h]self1 & look+ long+ly at ! brightness 9 "s o!r life4 ,n ,m>ion's1 = %e 0 all alone1 & _h great responsibilities1 & no "o to %ield h] or help h] or com=t h]2 t 0 dreadful4 ,n ,ru?'s1 = h] life 0 s high up among books & pa9t+s & gr&eur1 t x look$ l cold elegance & no?+ else4 ,%e w\ldn't h liv$ t life2 b !re 0 ,eurie ,mit*ell1 9 a little home t _h always look$ sunny & *e]ful :5 %e _h tak5 occasional peeps into x--some:at /irr$ up1 z became a l>ge family & small means1 b ) a cleanly1 *e]y sort ( /ir t 0 agreeable r ?an o!rwise4 ,& !re 7 little *ildr5 to love & c>e =--*ildr5 :o put _! arms ar\nd "o's neck & said1 ,i love y1 a great _m times 9 a day4 ,flossy1 hav+ nev] tri$ x1 did n realize t if ! f+]s _h be5 /icky or greasy or a trifle black1 z !y 7 apt to be1 x w\ld be an exce$+ annoyance to h]4 ,%e saw :at p usually d see ab\t o!r p's c>es & duties1 only ! pretty1 pleasant side4 ,to h felt some:at ( ! o!r side %e %\ld h sp5t t ,monday ) ,eurie4 ,to ,eurie a ,monday ra9 0 a positive affliction2 x necessitat$ ! m>%al+ ( tubs & pails into ! little kit*51 & ! endurance ( ,mrs4 ,maloney's pres5ce 9 con/ant contact ) ! d9n] arrangem5ts--on pleasant days ,mrs4 ,maloney betook h]self to ! op5 air4 ,!n1 9 ! ,mit*ell family !re 0 t trial to any woman ( ord9>y pati5ce1 a small girl :o help$--work$ = h] bo>d morn+s & ev5+s1 & play$ at s*ool ! re/ ( ! "t4 ,sallie ,:itcomb1 ! creature :o tri$ ,eurie1 0 r dull] ?an ! mo/ ( h] class & _h h] days or spells :5 %e seem$ utt]ly incapable ( und]/&+ ! ,engli% language4 ,?is day 0 v apt to be ,monday2 & on ! p>ticul> ,monday ( :i* ,i write1 ! spell 0 on h] 9 full =ce4 ,to add to ! bewild]m5ts ( ! day1 ,dr4 ,mit*ell1 aft] a v hurri$ breakfa/1 _h dep>t$1 tak+ ! h\sehold g5ius ) him1 to see a pati5t & fri5d1 :o 0 worse4 ,i don't "k h[ y w manage1 ,mrs4 ,mit*ell _h said1 z %e paid a ha/y visit to ! kit*54 ,!re is bread to mix1 y "k1 & t yea/ ought to be made to-day2 & !n ! />* y mu/ look aft] or x w be lumpy2 & oh1 ,eurie1 d see t y\r fa!r's h&k]*iefs are all pick$ up1 he leaves !m ar\nd s4 ,y mu/ keep an eye on ! baby1 = he is a trifle ho>se ?is morn+2 & ,robbie mu/n't g 9 ! w9d--mu/n't eat a s+le apple1 = he isn't at all well2 y mu/ see to t1 ,eurie--,i w\ldn't h y =get him = any?+4 ,see "h1 :5 ! baby takes a nap1 see t ! l[] sa% is %ut--!re is q a draught ?r\gh ! room4 ,i don't "k h[ y are to get ?r\gh4 ,y mu/ keep ,j5nie f s*ool to take c>e ( ! *ildr51 & d ! be/ y c4 ,if ,mrs4 ,craym] hadn't s5t = me ,i w\ldn't g ?is morn+1 mu* z ,i want to see h]1 b ,i ?9k ,i ought to1 z x is4 ,( c\rse1 ,eurie said1 *e]ily4 ,don't worry ab\t u1 "m2 we'll get ?r\gh someh[4 ,i'll see to ,mrs4 ,maloney & all ! re/4 ,well1 be c>eful ab\t ! bread2 don't let x get too light1 & don't = any?+ put x 9 too soon3 x 0 a trifle heavy la/ week1 y "k1 & y\r fa!r dislikes x s4 ,nev] m9d mu* ab\t d9n]2 y\r fa!r w h to g to two or ?ree places :5 he gets back f ! ,valley1 & ,i c get up a w>m bite = him :ile he is gone4 ,& ) a little sigh1 & a regretful look back into ! cr[d$1 /eamy kit*51 ,mrs4 ,mit*ell answ]$ h] husb&'s hurri$ call & ran4 ,s ,eurie 0 left mi/ress ( ! occasion4 ,x look$ l a m\nta9 to h]4 ,! di%es 7 pil$ high] ?an usual1 = ! ,sabba? ev5+ lun* _h made _m t _h n be5 wa%$4 ,& ,sallie1 :o %\ld h be5 deep into !m already1 0 at t mom5t hang+ on ! gate %e _h gone to %ut1 & wat*+ ! retreat+ tail ( ! doctor's horse4 ,sallie6 ,eurie call$1 & ,sallie came1 look+ bewild]$ & indol5t1 eat+ an apple z %e walk$4 ,n[1 ,sallie1 y mu/ hurry ) ! di%es1 see h[ soon y c get !m all out ( ! way4 ,i h ! bread to mix & a doz5 o!r ?+s to d1 & ,i c't help y a bit4 ,at ! same "t %e _h an inw>d consci\sness t ! great army ( di%es w\ld nev] m>%al into place till %e came to _! aid4 ,?is 0 ! beg9n+1 n a pleasant "o1 & ! bewild]m5ts ( ! morn+ deep5$ ) e pass+ half h\r4 ,:at happ5$8 ,de> me1 :at didn't8 ,inexp]i5c$ ,eurie1 :o r>ely _h ! family bread left on h] h&s1 w5t to mix+ x be=e gett+ bak+ t9s ready1 & ,sallie left h] di%es to att5d to x1 & dripp$ di%-wat] ov] !m & ! mold+-bo>d & on ,eurie's clean apron1 9 su* an unmi/akable mann]1 t ! annoy$ "y lady wa%$ h] h&s ( d\gh & dump$ ! :ole pile ( t9s unc]emoni\sly into ! di%-wat]4 ,!y are s greasy ,i c't t\* !m6 %e said 9 disda91 & h drops ( di%-wat] all ov] !m1 & besides "h is ! core ( an apple 9 "o4 ,i wond]1 ,sallie1 if y eat apples :ile y are wa%+ ! di%es6 ,put "s wood 9 ! /ove4 ,j5nie1 c't y come "h & wipe ^! di%es8 ,we won't get !m out ( ! way be=e "m comes home4 ,j5ny appe>$ at ! door1 book 9 h&4 ,h[ c ,i leave ! baby1 ,eurie8 ,robbie says he c't play ) him--he feels too sick4 ,i ?9k some?+ ought to be done = ,robbie2 8 *eeks are z r$ z sc>let4 ,:]eupon ,eurie left di%es & bread & w5t 9 to feel ( ,robbie's pulse1 & ask h[ he felt1 & get a pill[ = him to lie on ! l\nge2 & ! baby cri$ = h] & _h to be tak5 a m9ute2 s ! "t w5t--"t always goes l lightn+ 9 ! kit*5 on ,monday morn+4 ,:5 t bread 0 f9ally set to rise1 ,eurie dismiss$ ,sallie f ! di%-pan 9 disgu/1 ) ord]s to sweep ! room1 if %e c\ld leave h] apple long en\gh4 ,illu/ration ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,,vi4 ,,di/urb+ ,,elem5ts4 ,,! next anxiety 0 ! baby1 :o contriv$ to tumble himself ov] 9 8 high *air1 & cri$ l\dly4 ,eurie ran4 ,dr4 ,mit*ell 0 always s tr\bl$ ab\t bumps on ! head4 ,%e ba!d ?is 9 cold wat]1 & 9 arnica1 & pett$1 & soo!d1 & pacifi$ z well z %e c\ld a *ild :o ?\ght x a special & un5durable /ate ( ?+s n to h mamma & nobody else4 ,betwe5 ! pett+ %e adm9i/]$ :olesome repro( to ,j5nie4 ,if y hadn't be5 read+1 in/ead ( att5d+ to him ?is w\ld n h happ5$ ,i wi% ,i _h told "m to lock up all ! books be=e %e w5t4 ,y are great help2 wor? :ile to /ay f s*ool to bury y\rself 9 a book4 ,i hav5't read a doz5 pages ?is morn+1 ,j5nie said1 ) gl[+ *eeks4 ,he 0 sitt+ 9 8 high *air1 j z he always is1 & ,i _h /epp$ across ! room to get a picture-book = ,robbie4 ,h[ c\ld ,i "k t he 0 go+ to fall8 ,i don't ?9k y are v k9d1 anyway1 :5 ,i am help+ all t ,i c1 & los+ s*ool besides4 ,& ,miss ,j5nie put on an air ( l(ty & injur$ innoc5ce4 ,i believe %e is sweep+ "r on ! bread1 said ,eurie1 h] ?\ghts turn$ into ano!r *annel4 ,g & see1 ,j5nie4 ,j5nie w5t1 & return$ z full ( com=t z any ( ,job's fri5ds4 ,%e swept "r /raight at x2 & %e left ! door op51 & ! w9d blew ! clo? (f1 & a great hunk ( du/ & dirt lies "r on top ( "o loaf1 & ! clo!s are boil+ ov] on ! o!rs4 ,nice bread y'll h6 ,be=e ?is s5t5ce 0 half f9i%$1 ,eurie sat ! baby on ! floor & ran1 /opp+ only to give ord]s t ,j5nie %\ld n let him g to sleep = any?+4 ,! door-bell 0 ! next s\nd t tri$ h] n]ves4 ,! little p>lor :]e !y _h l+]$ late1 %e & ,nellis1 la/ ev5+1 :5 !y _h a pleasant talk toge!r1 ! pleasante/ %e _h ev] _h ) t bro!r2 n[ %e rememb]$ h[ x look$2 h[ he _h said1 z he glanc$ back :5 !y 7 leav+3 ,eurie1 ,i hope y won't h any special calls be=e y get ar\nd to ?is room 9 ! morn+2 x looks z ?\gh !re _h be5 an upheaval ( books & pap]s "h4 ,books1 & pap]s1 & du/1 & h] hat & sack1 & ,j5nie's gloves1 & ,robbie's play-?+s2 %e _h =gott5 ! p>lor4 ,meantime1 ,j5nie _h ru%$ to ! door1 & n[ return$1 hold+ ! kit*5 door op51 & talk+ l\d en\gh to be he>d di/9ctly 9 ! p>lor4 ,eurie1 ,leon>d ,brooks is 9 ! p>lor4 ,he says he wants to see y = j a m9ute1 & ,i %\ld ?9k t is ab\t z long z he w\ld c>e to /ay2 x looks l sixty 9 !re4 ,oh1 de> me6 said ,eurie1 & %e look$ d[n at h] dress4 ,x _h long black /reaks runn+ diagonally across x1 & di%-wat] & grease comb9$ on h] apron2 a few drops ( arnica on h] sleeves & h&s did n improve ! g5]al effect4 ,j5nie1 :y 9 ! _w didn't y tell him t ,i 0 engag$1 & c\ldn't see him ?is morn+8 ,:y1 h[ %\ld ,i "k t y want$ me to say s to p8 ,y didn't tell me4 ,he said he 0 9 a hurry4 ,he isn't alone1 ei!r2 !re is a /range g5tleman ) him4 ,worse & worse4 ,i won't g1 said ,eurie4 ,b y w h to4 ,i told him y 7 at home1 & w\ld be 9 9 a mom5t4 ,g on1 :at d y c>e8 ,!re 0 no way b to foll[ ?is advice2 b %e did c>e4 ,%e set ! />* back on ! /ove1 & wa%$ h] h&s1 & wait$ :ile ,sallie ran up-/airs & hunt$ a t[el2 !n %e w5t1 flu%$ & annoy$1 to ! p>lor4 ,leon>d ,brooks 0 an old acqua9tance1 b :o 0 ! /rang]8 ,mr4 ,hold51 ( ,new ,york1 ,leon>d said4 ,!y w\ld deta9 h] b a mom5t1 z %e 0 d\btless engag$2 & !n ,leon>d look$ mis*iev\sly d[n at ! /reak$ dress4 ,he 0 n us$ to see+ ,eurie look s entirely awry 9 ! matt] ( h] toilet4 ,mr4 ,hold5 0 go+ to get up a tableau ent]ta9m5t1 & ne$$ home tal5t to help him2 he1 ,leon>d1 _h volunte]$ to introduce him to "s ( ! tal5t$ ladies ( ! city1 & _h put h] fir/ on ! li/4 ,eurie /ruggl$ ) h] emb>rassm5t1 & answ]$ 9 h] usual way3 ,he c see at a glance t ,i m]it ! complim5t4 ,if myself & all my surr\nd+s don't %[ a m>k$ tal5t = disord]1 ,i don't "k :at w\ld4 ,mr4 ,hold5 0 c\rte\s & gallant 9 ! extreme4 ,he took v little notice ( ! rem>k2 ignor$ ! /ate ( ! room utt]ly2 apologiz$ = ! unseemly h\r ( _! call1 attribut+ x to 8 e>ne/ desire to secure h] "n be=e !re 0 any o!r engagem5t made2 might he dep5d on h] influ5ce & help8 ,eurie 0 9 a hurry4 ,%e smell$ ! />* scor*+2 ,robbie 0 cry+ fretfully1 & ! baby 0 s quiet %e fe>$ he 0 asleep2 ! ma9 po9t 01 to get rid ( h] call]s z soon z possible4 ,%e ask$ few que/ions1 & knew z little ab\t ! project$ ent]ta9m5t z possible1 save t %e 0 pl$g$ to a rehe>sal on ! com+ ,w$nesday at eight o'clock4 ,!n %e b[$ !m out ) a s5se ( relief2 &1 m]ely rem>k+ to ,j5nie t %e wi%$ %e c\ld coax ,robbie & ! baby into ! p>lor1 & cle> x up a little be=e anybody m =midable arriv$1 %e w5t back to ! scor*$ />* & o!r trials4 ,f t "t =? a great _m p want$ ,dr4 ,mit*ell4 ,! bell rang1 & rang1 & rang4 ,j5nie _h to run1 & ,eurie _h to run to baby4 ,!n came noon br++ ! boys home f s*ool1 hungry & 9 a hurry2 & ,eurie _h to g to ,sallie's help1 :o 0 /ruggl+ to get ! table set1 & some?+ on x to eat4 ,:]eupon ! bread sudd5ly ann\nc$ itself ready = ! ov5 by spread+ ov] "o-half ( ! bread clo?1 ) a /icky mass4 ,!n ! bell rang aga94 ,i hope t is "s "o :o w s5d to ! ,valley = fa!r "r away2 !n we %all h "m aga94 ,?is 0 ,eurie's half al\d admission t %e 0 n equal to ! /ra94 ,!n %e li/5$ = ,j5nie's report4 ,! p>lor door be+ op5$1 & somebody be+ invit$ ?i!r2 & t room n cle>$ up yet6 ,!n came ,j5nie ) h] exasp]at+ news4 ,x is ,dr4 ,sn[don1 f ,morri/[n1 & he wants fa!r = a consultation2 says he is go+ to take him back ) him on ! two o'clock tra91 & he wants to "k if y c\ld let him h a m\?ful ( d9n] ) fa!r8 ,he met fa!r at ! cross+ half a mile bel[1 & he told him to come "r on4 ,& :]e is "m8 said ,eurie1 pale & almo/ brea?less "u ?is new calamity4 ,:y1 he didn't say2 b ,i suppose %e is ) fa!r4 ,he /opp$ to call at ! ,newton's4 ,i guess y w h to hurry1 won't y8 ,j5nie 0 provok+ly cool & compos$2 no s5se ( responsibility re/$ ^u h]4 ,hurry6 said ,eurie4 ,:y1 he c't h any d9n] "h4 ,we hav5't a ?+ 9 ! h\se = a /rang]4 ,well1 said ,j5nie1 balanc+ h]self on "o foot1 %all ,i g & tell him t he mu/ take himself (f to a hotel8 ,nons5se6 said ,eurie2 y "k bett]4 ,!n %e :isk$ into ! kit*54 ,tw5ty m9utes ( "o1 & ! tra9 w5t at t5 m9utes ( two1 & no?+ to eat1 & ,dr4 ,sn[don 7( all p>ticul> & g5tlemanly mortals1 )\t a wife or a home1 or any s5se ( ! drawbacks ( ,monday7 to eat x6 ,is x h>dly to be wond]$ at t ! boys vot$ ,eurie awfully cross8 ,altoge!r1 x 0 j ! mo/ horrid "t t ev] anybody _h4 ,t 0 ! way ,eurie clos$ ! acc\nt ( x1 z %e sat curl$ on ! foot ( ,m>ion's b$1 ) ! ?ree fri5ds1 :o _h be5 li/5+ & laugh+1 ga!r$ ar\nd h] 9 diff]5t attitudes ( att5tion4 ,oh1 y c laugh1 & s c ,i1 n[ t x is ov]1 ,eurie said4 ,b ,i %\ld j l to h se5 "o ( y 9 my place2 x 0 no laugh+ matt]1 ,i c tell y4 ,x 0 j ! beg9n+ ( vexations1 ?\gh2 ! :ole week1 s f>1 has be5 exasp]at+ 9 e respect4 ,nev] any?+ w5t less accord+ to plann+ ?an my programme = ! week has4 ,ea* ( h] auditors c\ld h e*o$ t1 b !y 7 sil5t4 ,at la/ ,m>ion ask$3 ,b h[ did y get out ( x8 ,tell u t4 ,n[1 a d9n] ( any k9d is some?+ t is beyond me4 ,i c imag9e y transfix$ ) horror4 ,j tell u :at y did4 ,:y1 y w wond] :o came to my rescue2 b ,i tell y1 girls1 ,nellis is ! be/ fell[ 9 ! _w4 ,if ,i 0 half z good a ,*ri/ian z he is1 )\t any ( t to help him1 ,i %\ld be a ?ankful mortal4 ,i didn't expect him1 ?\ght he _h gone away = ! day2 b :5 he came he took 9 ! situation at a glance4 ,half a doz5 words ( explanation set him "r4 ',nev] m9d4' he said4 ',tell him we didn't mean to h d9n] s e>ly1 b we flew ar\nd & got !m a bite--!n let's d x4' ',b :at w ! bite be8' ,i ask$1 & ,i /ood look+ up at him l a n9ny :o _h nev] gott5 a meal 9 h] life4 ',:y1 bread1 & butt]1 & c(fee1 & a di% ( sauce1 & a pickle1 or some?+ ( t sort2' & ! ?+s really s\nd$ appetiz+ z he told !m (f4 ',come1' he said1 ',i'll gr9d ! c(fee1 & make x2 ,i us$ to be a dab/] at t di% :5 ,i 0 9 college4 ,j5nie1 y set ! table1 & ,n$ w help2 he's well en\gh = t1 ,i "k4' ,& 9 less "t ?an x takes to tell x1 he _h u all at "w1 baby & all2 &1 really1 we manag$ to get up q a dec5t meal1 out ( no?+1 y und]/&2 _h x ready :5 fa!r drove up2 & he said x 0 z good a d9n] z he _h _h 9 a week4 ,b1 oh1 me6 ,i'm glad su* days don't come v (t54 ,y see1 none ( y "k any?+ ab\t x4 ,y girls ) y\r kit*5s suppli$ ) fir/-class cooks1 & )\t any m idea ( :at goes on 9 ! way ( "w be=e y are f$ ?an ?\gh y liv$ 9 ! moon1 :at d y "k ab\t su* a day z ,i h describ$8 ,"h's ,m>ion1 to be sure1 :o has ab\t z empty a purse z m9e2 b z = kit*5s1 & wa% days1 & pick$-up d9n]s1 %e is a novice4 ,i "k all ab\t ^? la/ articles1 s f> z eat+ !m is conc]n$1 ,m>ion said1 grimly4 ,i "k ?+s ab\t !m t y don't1 & nev] w4 ,b ,i h made up my m9d t liv+ a ,*ri/ian life isn't walk+ on a fea!r b$1 :e!r y live 9 a palace or a f\r?-rate bo>d-h\se1 & tea* s*ool4 ,i %\ldn't wond] if !re 7 su* ?+s z vexations ev]y:]e4 ,i don't d\bt x1 ,ru? ,ersk9e said1 speak+ m quickly ?an 0 usual to h]4 ,! o!rs _h be5 m or less communicative ) ea* o!r4 ,x wasn't 9 ,ru?'s nature to tell h[ tri$1 & dissatisfi$ %e _h be5 ) h]self & h] life1 & h] surr\nd+s all ! week4 ,%e 0 n sympa!tic by nature4 ,%e c\ldn't tell h] inw>d feel+ to any "o2 b %e c\ld indorse he>tily ! discov]y t ,m>ion _h made4 ,well1 ,i "k "o ?+1 said ,eurie1 x requires twice ! grace t ,i suppos$ x did to get ?r\gh ) kit*5 duties & exasp]ations & keep "o's temp]4 ,i %all ?9k1 aft] ?is1 t "m is a sa9t :5 %e gets ?r\gh ! day )\t box+ our e>s ?ree or f\r times ar\nd4 ,come1 let's g to meet+4 ,x 0 ,w$nesday ev5+1 & our f\r girls _h met to talk ov] ! ev5ts ( ! week1 & to keep ea* o!r c\nt5ance dur+ _! fir/ pray]-meet+4 ,x is almo/ worse ?an go+ to ,sunday-s*ool1 ,eurie said1 z !y w5t up ! /eps1 except t we c help ourselves to seats )\t wait+ = any att5tions :i* w\ld n be %[n4 ,n[ ! ,fir/ ,*ur* p 7 n giv5 to go+ to pray]-meet+4 ,x is some:at rem>kable h[ _m ,fir/ ,*ur*es !re are to :i* t rem>k w apply4 ,! *apel 0 l>ge & invit+1 look+ z ?\gh 9 ! days ( its plann+ _m _h be5 expect$ at ! social meet+s1 or else x 0 built ) an eye to fe/ivals & societies4 ,! size ( ! room only made ! few p]sons :o 7 9 x1 seem few] 9 numb] ?an !y 74 ,flossy _h be5 to pray]-meet+ sev]al times be=e ) a c\s9 :o visit$ !m1 b none ( ! o!rs _h att5d$ su* a meet+ s9ce !y c\ld rememb]4 ,to ,eurie & ,ru? x 0 a real surprise to see ! r[s ( empty seats4 ,z = ,m>ion %e _h ov]he>d s>ca/ic rem>ks en\gh 9 ! wat*ful & critical _w 9 :i* %e _h mov$ to h a %rewd suspicion t su* 0 ! case4 ,i don't "k :]e to sit1 :isp]$ ,flossy1 %r9k+ f ! gaze ( sev]al heads t 7 turn$ to see :o ! new com]s 74 ,don't y suppose !y w seat u8 ,n !y1 said ,eurie1 ,don't y rememb] ,sunday8 ,we mu/ j put ! c\rage\s face on & m>* =w>d4 ,i'm go+ directly to ! front4 ,i always said if ev] ,i w5t to pray]-meet+ at all1 ,i %\ldn't act z ?\gh ,i 0 a%am$ t ,i came4 ,say+ :i* %e l$ ! way to ! second seat f ! desk1 directly 9 l9e ) ,dr4 ,d5nis' eye4 ,t g5tleman look$ d[n at !m ) tr\bl$ face4 ,m>ion look$ to see x light up1 = %e said 9 h] he>t3 ,gracie has surely told him my secret4 ,%e knew little ab\t ! ways 9 ! busy m9i/]'s h\sehold4 ,! delightful communion ( feel+ t %e _h imag9$ betwe5 fa!r & daught] 0 almo/ unkn[n to !m4 ,v fond & pr\d ( 8 daught] 0 ,dr4 ,d5nis2 v c>eful ( h] heal? & h] associations2 v grateful t %e 0 a ,*ri/ian1 & s1 safe4 ,b s busy & h>ass$ 0 8 life1 s endless 7 ! calls on 8 "t & 8 pati5ce & 8 sympa?y1 t almo/ )\t 8 be+ aw>e ( x1 8 own family 7 ! only memb]s ( 8 *ur* :o nev] receiv$ any pa/oral calls4 ,consequ5tly a res]ve l unto t 9 too _m h\seholds _h gr[n up betwe5 himself & 8 *ild1 utt]ly unsuspect$ by ! fa!r1 nev] b half own$ by ! daught]4 ,he ?\ght ( h] religi\s life ) joy & ?anksgiv+2 :5 %e w5t a/ray1 0 c>eful & t5d] 9 8 admonition2 yet ( ! inn] work+s ( h] life1 ( h] rea*+ aft] high] & bett] liv+1 ( h] gr[? 9 grace1 or h] days ( disappo9tm5t & failure & decl9e he knew no m ?an ! v]ie/ /rang] ) :om %e nev] spoke4 ,= :ile ,grace ,d5nis lov$ & rev]5c$ h] fa!r m ?an %e did any o!r e>?ly be+1 %e ackn[l$g$ to h]self t %e c\ld n h told him ev5 ( ! little conv]sation betwe5 h] tea*] & h]self4 ,%e c\ld1 & did1 tell him all ab\t ! lesson 9 algebra1 b n a ^w ab\t ! lesson 9 ,*ri/ian love4 ,s on ?is ev5+ 8 face express$ no satisfaction 9 ! pres5ce ( ! /rang]s4 ,he 0 simply di/urb$ t !y _h =m$ a league to meet "h ) mis*ief ahead1 z he v]ily believ$4 ,he arose & read ! op5+ hymn2 !n look$ ab\t him 9 a di/urb$ way4 ,nobody to lead ! s++4 ,?is 0 too (t5 ! case4 ,! qu>tette *oir r>ely inde$ f\nd _! way to ! pray]-meet+2 & :5 ! "o :o 0 a *ur*-memb] occasionally came to ! weekly meet+1 = reasons be/ kn[n to h]self1 app>5tly ! p[] ( song = :i* %e receiv$ s good a ,sabba?-day sal>y _h utt]ly gone f h]1 = %e nev] op5$ h] lips4 ,i hope1 said ,dr4 ,d5nis1 t !re is "s "o pres5t :o c />t ?is tune2 x is simple4 ,a pray]-meet+ )\t s++ loses half its spiritual =ce4 ,/ill ev]yone 0 dumb4 ,i am sorry t ,i _c s+ at all1 he said aga91 aft] a mom5t's pause4 ,if ,i c\ld1 ev] s little1 x w\ld be my delight to consecrate my voice to ! s]vice ( ,god's h\se4 ,/ill sil5ce4 ,all ?is made ,m>ion rememb] h] resolves at ,*autauqua4 ,:at tunes d p s+ 9 pray]-meet+8 %e :isp]$ to ,eurie4 ,i don't "k1 ,i am sure1 ,eurie :isp]$ back4 ,& !n ! ludicr\s side happ5$ to =cibly /rike t "y lady1 j !n %e %ook ) laught] & %ook ! seat4 ,dr4 ,d5nis look$ d[n at h] ) grave1 rebuk+ eye4 ,well1 he began2 if we _c s+-- ,& !n1 be=e he _h "t to say fur!r1 a s(t1 sweet voice1 s tremul\s x almo/ br\ght ! te>s to ?9k :at a trem5d\s /ret* ( c\rage x _h tak51 quiv]$ on ! air4 ,illu/ration ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,,vii4 ,,pray]-,,meet+ ,,& ,,tableaux4 ,,x 0 ,flossy :o _h triumph$ aga9 ov] self & a /rong natural timidity4 ,h] voice trembl$ b = an in/ant1 !n x 0 lit]ally absorb$ 9 ! ri*1 full tones :i* ,m>ion all[$ to roll out f h] ?roat--ri*]1 full]1 /rong] ?an !y w\ld h be5 _h %e n aga9 receiv$ ?is %>p rebuke f ! timid baby ( _! p>ty4 ,b t voice ( h]s6 ,i wi% ,i c\ld describe x to y4 ,x is n (t5 t "o he>s su* a voice4 ,su* an "o _h nev] be5 he>d 9 t room1 & ! few occupants 7 surely ju/ifi$ 9 twi/+ _! heads to see f :5ce x came4 ,x 0 /ill a new ?+ to ,m>ion to s+ su* words z 7 9 t hymn2 & 9 ! beauty ( !m1 & ! enjoym5t ( _! ri*ness1 %e lo/ sight ( self & ! att5tion %e 0 attract+1 & sang ) all h] he>t4 ,x s happ5$ t e "o ( ! ?ree fri5ds c\ld help h] n a little1 s our girls _h ! s++ 9 _! own h&s = ! ev5+4 ,:5 ! next hymn 0 ann\nc$1 ,m>ion lean$ =w>d1 smil+ a little1 & cov]$ ) h] firm1 /rong h& ! trembl+ little glov$ h& ( ,flossy1 & h]self gave ! key-note 9 cle>1 /rong tones t nei!r falt]$ nor trembl$4 ,y've tak5 up y\r little cross bravely1 %e :isp]$ aft]w>d4 ,%[n me my duty & %am$ me into x2 ! v lighte/ end ( x %all n re/ on y any m4 ,not)/&+ ! s++1 & f9d+ t x c\ld be well done1 ,dr4 ,d5nis took c>e to see t !re %\ld be mu* ( x1 t meet+ dragg$4 ,! few :o 7 9 ! habit ( say+ any?+1 wait$ until ! v late/ mom5t1 z if hopeful t !y might f9d a way ( escape altoge!r1 & yet1 :5 once />t$1 talk$ on z ?\gh !y _h =gott5 h[ to arrange a suitable clos+1 & mu/ !re=e g on4 ,!n ! pray]s seem$ to our new-com]s & new-beg9n]s 9 pray] v /range & unnatural4 ,d y suppose ,mr4 ,helm really feels su* a deep int]e/ 9 ev]y?+ "u ! sun8 qu]i$ ,eurie4 ,or did he pray = all ! _w 9 detail because t is ! prop] way to d8 ,someway1 ,i don't feel z if ,i c\ld ev] le>n to pray 9 t way4 ,i believe ,i %all h to ask = j :at ,i want & !n /op4 ,if y succe$ 9 keep+ to ! latt] "p ( y\r det]m9ation y w d bett] ?an ! mo/ ( !m1 ,m>ion said4 ,i c't help ?9k+ t ! wor/ feature ( x is ! keep+ on1 long aft] ! p]son wants to /op4 ,n[1 ,i tell y1 girls1 t is n ! way !y pray$ at ,*autauqua1 is x8 ,well1 said ,flossy1 x is n ! way ,dr4 ,d5nis prays1 ei!r2 b !n1 he has a !ological education2 t makes a diff]5ce1 ,i suppose4 ,no x doesn't1 y m\se1 make a speck ( diff]5ce4 ,t old ,uncle ,billy1 z !y call him1 :o sat d[n by ! door 9 ! corn]1 hasn't a !ological education1 nor any o!r sort ( education4 ,did he speak "o s+le s5t5ce accord+ to rule8 ,yet1 didn't y notice 8 pray]8 ,diff]5t f mo/ ( ! o!rs4 ,he meant x4 ,b y w\ldn't say t none ( ! o!rs meant x8 ,ru? said1 speak+ hesitat+ly & que/ion+ly4 ,no1 ,m>ion answ]$1 sl[ly4 ,i suppose n1 ( c\rse2 yet !re is some?+ ! matt] ) !m4 ,x may be t ! ones :o make !m1 may feel !m1 b !y don't succe$ 9 mak+ me feel4 ,well1 hone/ly1 said ,eurie1 ,i'm disappo9t$4 ,i h he>d t p :o 7 really ,*ri/ians lik$ to g to pray]-meet+ bett] ?an any:]e else1 b ,i feel awfully wick$ ab\t x4 ,b1 z true z ,i live1 ,i h be5 9 places t ,i ?\ght 7 ev] s mu* pleasant] ?an x 0 !re ?is ev5+4 ,n[1 to tell ! pla9 tru?1 "s ( ! "t ,i 0 dreadfully bor$4 ,i'm specially disappo9t$1 too1 = ,i _h a plan to try+ to coax ,nellis into go+ ) me1 b ,i really don't "k :e!r ,i want him to g or n4 ,b ?is talk 0 :5 !y 7 on _! way homew>d4 ,be=e t1 z !y w5t d[n ! /eps1 ,eurie said3 ,:at plans h y = ! ev5+1 girls8 ,won't y g ) me8 ,& !n %e w5t back to t torm5t+ ,monday1 & told ( ,leon>d ,brooks' call ) 8 fri5d ,mr4 ,hold51 & ( ! tableau ent]ta9m5t to :i* %e 0 pl$g$4 ,!y _h all he>d m or less ( x1 & all 9 "s =m or o!r _h receiv$ petitions = help1 b none ( !m _h come 9 direct contact ) x1 save ,eurie1 & x appe>$ t ! re/ ( !m _h giv5 ! matt] v little att5tion4 ,/ill1 !y 7 will+ to g ) ,eurie1 & see :at 0 to be se54 ,at lea/ !y walk$ on 9 t direction4 ,dr4 ,d5nis & 8 daught] 7 directly beh9d !m4 ,z !y ne>$ a brightly-light$ /reet corn]1 he came up to ,eurie & ,m>ion1 :o 7 walk+ toge!r1 ) a pleasant good-ev5+4 ,some?+ 9 ,m>ion's mann] ( s++ ! hymn _h int]e/$ him1 & also he 0 int]e/$ 9 le>n+1 if he c\ld1 :at motive _h br\ght !m to s unusual a place z ! pray]-meet+4 ,x is a lovely ev5+ = a walk1 he said4 ,b1 ,miss ,wilbur1 y don't propose to take x alone1 ,i hope6 ,isn't y\r bo>d+ place at "s di/ance8 ,%e 0 n go+ directly home1 ,m>ion expla9$1 n c>+ to admit ! lonel9ess1 & also :at evid5tly seem$ to ,dr4 ,d5nis ! impropriety ( hav+ to trav]se ! /reet alone s (t5 t x _h fail$ to seem a /range ?+ to h]4 ,eurie volunte]$ fur!r in=mation3 ,we are go+ up to ,annesley's ,hall1 to make arrangem5ts = ! tableau ent]ta9m5t4 ,n[1 x s happ5$ t ,dr4 ,d5nis knew m ab\t ! tableau ent]ta9m5t ?an ,eurie did1 & 8 few m9utes ( feel+ t p]haps he _h misjudg$ ^? girls1 dep>t$ at once2 s did 8 g5ial mann]4 ,inde$6 he said1 9 ! colde/ tone imag9able1 & almo/ imm$iately dropp$ back ) 8 daught]4 ,!re 0 a g5tleman hurry+ d[n ! walk1 evid5tly = ! purpose ( ov]tak+ him4 ,at ?is mom5t he pron\nc$ ! doctor's "n4 ,walk on1 ,grace1 ,i w jo9 y 9 a mom5t1 ! girls he>d ,dr4 ,d5nis say1 & ,grace /epp$ =w>d alone4 ,m>ion glanc$ back4 ,b a few weeks ago x w\ld h be5 no?+ to h] t ,grace ,d5nis or anyone else walk$ alone1 s t %e _h no ne$ = _! company4 ,b ! law ( unselfi%ness1 :i* is ! v ess5ce ( a true ,*ri/ian life1 0 already beg9n+ to "w unconsci\sly 9 ?is girl's he>t1 & x made h] turn n[ & say to ,grace1 ) w9n+ voice3 ,h y lo/ y\r companion8 ,come & walk ) u until y c h him aga94 ,miss ,mit*ell1 ,miss ,d5nis4 ,x 0 a fact t1 ?\gh ,eurie 0 ( ! same *ur* ) ,grace ,d5nis1 & ?\gh %e knew ,grace by sight1 & b[$ to h] 9 ! daytime1 _! famili>ity ) ea* o!r 0 n s suffici5t z to insure a gas-light recognition4 ,we "k ea* o!r1 ,grace said1 brightly1 at lea/ we ought to4 ,we d :5 we see ea* o!r pla9ly en\gh4 ,i h be5 mean+ to call ) papa1 ,miss ,mit*ell1 b ,i hav5't be5 able to1 yet2 ,i am only a s*ool girl1 y "k4 ,eurie pref]r$ to ignore ! call+ "q2 %e _h little sympa?y ) t phase ( fa%ionable life2 s %e plung$ at once into ano!r subject4 ,are y go+ to ! hall to-night1 ,miss ,d5nis1 to help 9 gett+ up ! tableau ent]ta9m5t8 ,some?+ 9 ! quick way 9 :i* ,grace ,d5nis said1 ,oh1 no1 made ,m>ion anxi\s to "q fur!r4 ,:y n8 %e ask$4 ,miss ,mit*ell says !y want all ! ladies ( tal5t2 ,i'm sure y & ,i ought to be !re4 ,i c imag9e y 9 a spl5did tableau1 ,gracie2 p]haps y w\ld bett] g & help4 ,to be sure1 ,i hav5't be5 really invit$ myself1 b ,i guess ,i c get 9 someh[4 ,won't y g ) u n[8 ,i c't1 ,miss ,wilbur4 ,i %\ld l to g2 ,i enjoy tableaux ev] s mu*2 b papa does n approve ( mak+ tableaux ( ,scripture sc5es4 ,y "k1 m9i/]s h to be 9 advance on all ^! subjects4 ,grace spoke 9 an apologetic tone1 & ) a flu%$ face1 z "o :o _h be5 oblig$ into say+ a rude ?+1 & mu/ make x s\nd z be/ %e c\ld4 ,are !y to be ,scripture sc5es8 ,eurie ask$2 & 9 ! same brea? add$3 ,:y does he disapprove8 ,i don't ?9k ,i c\ld give 8 reasons4 ,he ?9ks !m irrev]5t1 sometimes1 ,i fancy2 b ,i am n sure4 ,i nev] he>d him say v mu* on ! subject2 b ,i "k q well t he w\ld n l me to g4 ,don't y "k1 ,miss ,mit*ell1 t cl]gym5 always h to /& alo( f s _m ?+s1 because !y are set up z examples = o!rs to foll[8 ,b :at is ! use ( x if o!rs don't foll[8 said quick-witt$ ,eurie4 ,we mu/ look into ?is "q4 ,i h nev] ?\ght ( x4 ,x w h to be put d[n ) t long li/ ( subjects on :i* ,i h nev] _h any ?\ghts2 t li/ swells e day4 ,at ?is po9t ,dr4 ,d5nis some:at decid$ly summon$ 8 daught] to 8 side1 & x 0 aft] !y _h turn$ onto ano!r /reet t ! girls took ! pray]-meet+ into consid]ation4 ,!y 7 /ill talk+ ( x :5 !y rea*$ ! hall4 ,q a company 7 assembl$1 among !m ,eurie's bro!r1 :o 0 to meet h] !re1 & ,col4 ,bak]1 :o _h come = ! purpose ( meet+ ,flossy1 mu* to h] discomfiture4 ,mr4 ,hold5 & ,leon>d ,brooks came ov] to ! seat :i* !y _h tak51 & ! =m] 0 pres5t$ to ! re/ ( ! p>ty4 ,?is is capital6 ,nellis ,mit*ell said4 ,hold51 ,i congratulate y4 ,i knew ,flossy w\ld help1 & possibly ,miss ,wilbur2 b ,i w confess to n ev5 hop+ = y1 ,miss ,ersk9e4 ,if y\r hopes are necess>y to ! completion ( ?is s*eme1 ,i advise y n to raise !m high s f> z ,i am conc]n$1 = !y w h a griev\s fall4 ,i am ! mo/ indiff]5t ( spectators4 ,?is f ,ru?1 9 h] mo/ =mal & haughty tone4 ,nellis ,mit*ell 0 n "o ( h] favorites4 ,oh1 y w help u1 w y n8 ,mr4 ,hold5 ask$1 9 a tone s famili> & fri5dly t ,ru? flu%$ z %e answ]$3 ,?ank y1 no4 ,:]eupon ,mr4 ,hold5 discov]$ himself to be sil5c$4 ,nev] m9d1 ,leon>d ,brooks said1 we h en\gh help]s promis$ to make ! ?+ a gr& success4 ,eurie1 let me %[ y ! picture ( "o :i* we h plann$ = y2 ! sc5ic effect is really v f9e--,ori5tal1 y "k2 & y w light up spl5didly 9 t picture4 ,?ank y1 said ,eurie1 9 an abs5t-m9d$ tone3 & %e _h to be twice recall$ f h] ?\ghts be=e %e turn$ to look at ! plate spread be=e h]4 ,on ! in/ant an angry flu% arose1 spread+ itself ov] h] face z %e look$4 ,y d n mean t y are to pres5t ?is8 %e said1 at l5g?4 ,:y n8 ask$ ,leon>d1 9 a/oni%m5t4 ,mr4 ,hold5 ha/5$ to expla93 ,x is n (t5 *os5 = tableaux1 ,i admit2 b on t acc\nt is all ! m desirable4 ,we want to get away f ! ord9>y sort4 ,?is is magnific5t 9 its work+ up4 ,i _h x 9 ,new ,york la/ w9t]1 & x 0 "o ( ! f9e/ pres5t$4 ,x w n be pres5t$ ) my help4 ,eurie's tone 0 s cold & haughty t ,m>ion turn$ t[>d h] 9 surprise1 & = ! fir/ "t glanc$ at ! plate4 ,:y1 ,miss ,mit*ell6 ,mr4 ,hold5 exclaim$1 ,i am surpris$ & griev$ if ,i h annoy$ y by my selection4 ,i 0 ?9k+ h[ well y w\ld light up an ,ori5tal sc5e4 ,is x ! repres5tation ( ! ,savi\r t y dislike8 ,i _c see :y t %\ld be objectionable4 ,x is deal+ ) him z a m]e man1 y "k4 ,x is simply an ,ori5tal dress ( a male figure t we want to repres5t1 & ?is figure ( ,*ri/ z he sat at ! well is s exce$+ly m9ute & s c>efully drawn t x works up f9ely4 ,*ri/ at ! well ( ,sam>ia6 read ,flossy1 n[ b5d+ ov] ! book1 & h] eyes & *eeks told ! /ory ( h] av]sion to ! idea4 ,:o w\ld be will+ to p]sonate ! ,savi\r8 ,mr4 ,hold5 0 prompt ) 8 answ]3 ,i h _h n ! slighte/ difficulty 9 t matt]4 ,my fri5d1 ,col4 ,bak] "h1 express$ himself z entirely will+ to und]take x4 ,:y1 my de> "y ladies1 y see x is no?+ b ! mascul9e =m ( dress t we want to br+ out4 ,!re is really no?+ m irrev]5t 9 x ?an !re is 9 y\r look+ at ?is picture "h to-night4 ,!n we w n look long] at ! picture1 ,eurie said1 draw+ back sudd5ly1 ! color on h] face deep5+ into crimson4 ,x is useless = y to und]take an argum5t ) me4 ,i w be v pla9 ) y1 & in=m y t1 aside f ! irrev]5t nature ( ! tableau1 ,i consid] myself insult$ 9 be+ *os5 to make a public repres5tation ( t "*4 ,i am c]ta9ly absolv$ f my promise1 ,mr4 ,hold52 & ,i beg y to )draw my "n f y\r li/ at once4 ,mr4 ,hold5 turn$ ! leaf on ! (f5d+ picture4 ,he 0 amaz$ & griev$2 he _h look$ at ! picture purely 9 an arti/ic light2 he suppos$ all p look$ ?us at tableau pictures2 x 0 c]ta9ly a complim5t t he meant to pay1 & n ! %ad[ ( a disc\rtesy2 b s9ce !y look$ at x 9 t s+ul> mann]1 ( c\rse x %\ld be )drawn f ! li/s2 no?+ fur!r %\ld be said ab\t x4 ,let him %[ !m1 j all[ him to %[ !m1 "o plate :i* 0 ! v f9e/ 9 sc5ic effect ( any?+ t he _h ev] gott5 up4 ,! "n ( x 0 ,! ,anci5t ,fea/4 ,eurie turn$ hotly away1 b ,flossy & ,ru? look$4 ,x 0 a repres5tation ( ,bel%azz> at 8 impi\s fea/1 at ! "t :5 he 0 arre/$ by ! h&writ+ on ! wall4 ,ru? ,ersk9e curl$ h] h&some lip into some?+ l a sne]4 ,does ,col4 ,bak] k9dly propose to aid y 9 repres5t+ ! h& ( ,god8 %e said1 9 h] haughtie/ tones4 ,he is s will+ to l5d himself to ! o!r piece ( sacrilege1 t "o c h>dly expect him to %r9k ev5 f ?is4 ,mr4 ,hold5 promptly clos$ 8 book4 ,!re is "s mi/ake1 he said4 ,i suppos$ ! ladies & g5tlem5 ga!r$ "h came 9 = ! purpose ( help+1 n = ridicul+4 ,( c\rse if we diff] s entirely on ^! topics we c be ( v little help to ea* o!r4 ,s ,i %\ld judge1 ,m>ion said4 ,&1 t be+ ! case1 %all we g8 ,:at nons5se6 said ,leon>d ,brooks1 foll[+ aft] ! retreat+ p>ty1 b speak+ only 9 a l[ tone1 & address+ ,eurie4 ,"o expects su* l(ty humbug f ,miss ,ersk9e1 & ev5 f ,miss ,wilbur--! tragic is 9 h] l9e2 b ,i ?\ght y w\ld ent] into & enjoy ! :ole ?+4 ,i told ,hold5 t y w\ld be ! backbone ( ! matt]4 ,?ank y1 said ,eurie1 h] voice half *ok$ ) indignation & w\nd$ pride4 ,& ,i presume y assi/$ 9 ! selection ( ! *>act]s t ,i %\ld p]sonate6 ,z ,i said1 ,i consid] myself insult$4 ,please all[ me to pass4 ,mu* excit$1 & "s ( !m v mu* a%am$1 !y all f\nd !mselves on ! /reet aga91 ,nellis ,mit*ell be+ ! only "o ( ! a/oni%$ g5tlem5 :o _h be?\ght himself1 or _h _h suffici5t c\rage to jo9 !m4 ,well1 :at next8 he said4 ,nell1 said ,eurie1 :at d y ?9k ( t8 ,nellis %rugg$ 8 %\ld]s4 ,x is n accord+ to my way ( ?9k+1 he said2 b !y told me y _h promis$1 & ,i ?\ght if y _h1 ) y\r eyes op51 x 0 none ( my bus9ess4 ,i congratulate y on be+ fairly out ( x4 ,t ,hold5 is a scamp1 ,i believe4 ,& ,col4 ,bak] 0 go+ to take t "*1 said ,flossy to h]self4 ,& ,eurie1 9 h] he>t1 felt griev$ & hurt t h] fri5d ( long /&+1 ,leon>d ,brooks1 c\ld h said & done j :at he _h2 he c\ld nev] be to h] z ?\gh he _h n said & done ^? ?+s4 ,z = ,m>ion1 all %e said 03 ,i beg9 to h a cle>] idea ( :at ,grace ,d5nis & h] fa!r mean4 ,illu/ration ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,,viii4 ,,dr4 ,,d5nis' ,,/udy4 ,,!y walk$ on 9 absolute sil5ce = a few m9utes1 ea* busy ) h] own ?\ghts4 ,eurie 0 ! fir/ to speak3 ,girls1 ,i propose we g & call on ,dr4 ,d5nis4 ,ru? & ,m>ion utt]$ exclamations ( dismay1 or x might h be5 ( surprise4 ,flossy spoke3 ,y don't mean n[8 ,n[1 ?is m9ute4 ,we h an h\r at our disposal1 & we are all toge!r4 ,:y n1 & h x ov] )8 ,i tell y1 t man is afraid ( u6 ,& :5 y come to ?9k ( x1 :y %\ld he n be8 ,:at h we ev] done to help 8 "w2 & h[ mu* we may h done to h9d] x6 ,i nev] realiz$ h[ mu*1 until ?is pres5t mom5t4 ,x enrages me to ?9k h[ _m ent]prises1 l ?is "o1 ,i h be5 engag$ 9 )\t giv+ x a ?\ght4 ,j imag9e h[ su* ?+s mu/ look to ,dr4 ,d5nis6 ,b1 ,eurie1 y h nev] be5 mix$ 9 ) any?+ l t p]=mance1 z x is to be6 ,:at d y mean by admitt+ x8 ,x 0 ,ru? :o spoke1 9 "s heat2 ! association rankl$ 9 h] he>t4 ,n precisely t sort ( ?+1 ,i admit2 b :at mu/ be ! reputation ,i h e>n$1 :5 ,i c be s coolly pick$ out = su* "w8 ,i tell y1 girls1 ,i am angry4 ,i suppose ,i ought to be grateful1 = my eyes h c]ta9ly be5 op5$ to see a good _m ?+s t ,i nev] saw be=e2 b x 0 a r\gh op5+4 ,%all we g to ! p>sonage1 or n8 ,oh1 de>6 ,i don't feel 9 ! lea/ l x1 ,flossy said1 timidly4 ,d y ev] expect to feel l x8 ,eurie ask$1 /ill speak+ hotly4 ,= myself1 ,i mu/ say t ,i d4 ,i am tir$ ( my place2 ,i want to be admitt$1 & belong1 some:]e4 ,x is entirely evid5t to me t ,i don't belong :]e ,i did4 ,i h discov]$ t a great _m ?+s ab\t me are *ang$4 ,i feel t ,i %all n assimilate well4 ,let me get 9 :]e ,i c h a *ance4 ,i want to belong to t ,sunday-s*ool1 = in/ance2 to be recogniz$ z a "p ( x1 & to be c\nt$ 9 a place4 ,s d y1 ,flossy1 ,i am sure2 :y n settle ! matt]8 ,yes1 ,flossy c]ta9ly want$ to belong to t ,sunday-s*ool2 m ?an t1 %e want$ to belong to t class4 ,h] he>t _h be5 ) x all ! week4 ,if !re 0 a hope t %e might be p]mitt$ to try x = a:ile1 %e 0 will+ ev5 to call on ,dr4 ,d5nis1 ?\gh t act look$ awfully =midable to h]4 ,i suppose x is v silly n to want to g ?is ev5+1 z well z any "t1 %e admitt$ at la/4 ,( c\rse x is1 ,m>ion said1 en]getically4 ,let u turn ?is corn] at once1 & 9 two m9utes m we %all h rung 8 bell2 !n t w settle ! "q4 ,no?+ l go+ ahead & do+ ?+s1 )\t wait+ to get into ! mood4 ,see "h1 said ,nellis ,mit*ell1 speak+ = ! fir/ "t4 ,please to take into consid]ation :at y propose to d ) me8 ,i take x t y don't want me to make ?is call ) y4 ,my si/] has be5 rem>kably bewild]+ 9 h] rem>ks1 b ,i ga!r t x is some?+ l a confid5tial talk t y are seek+ ) ! doctor1 into :i* ,i am n to be admitt$4 ,i =got t y 7 along1 said ,eurie1 ) h] usual frankness4 ,no1 ,nell1 we don't want y to call ) u2 n ?is "t4 ,i might ask = a sep>ate room1 & make my call on ,miss ,grace4 ,at lea/ ,i might try x2 b ,i d\bt h] fa!r's p]mitt+ su* a trem5d\s action3 s1 really1 ,i don't see q :at y are to d ) me4 ,i am entirely at y\r disposal4 ,see "h1 ,nell1 c\ldn't y call = u1 9 half an h\r1 say8 ,girls1 c\ld we /ay half an h\r1 d y suppose8 ,we %all h to d some?+ ( ! k9d2 x won't d = u to g home alone4 ,i see :at we c d1 ,nell4 ,y g to fa!r's (fice1 & wait j a little :ile2 if we are n !re 9 half an h\r1 y c call = u at ,dr4 ,d5nis'2 & if we f9d we are n equal to a call ( t l5g?1 we w come to ! (fice2 w t d8 ,! oblig+ bro!r made a l[ b[ ( mock c]emony1 assur$ h] t he 0 entirely at h] s]vice1 t %e might comm& him & he w\ld s]ve to ! be/ ( 8 k & ability1 made a c>eful m9ute ( ! pres5t "t1 9 ord] to be exact at ! half h\r1 & z !y laugh+ly decl9$ 8 (f] to r+ ! doctor's bell = !m1 he lift$ 8 hat to !m1 ) ! l[e/ ( b[s1 & disappe>$ ar\nd ! corn]4 ,he is su* a de> fell[6 said ,eurie1 look+ fondly aft] him4 ,i don't see 9 :at respect1 mutt]$ ,ru? 9 an aside to ,flossy4 ,ru? _h a special av]sion to ?is "y man2 possibly x might h be5 because he treat$ h] ) ! mo/ good-humor$ indiff]5ce1 despite all h] dignity & coldness4 ,meantime1 9 ,dr4 ,d5nis' /udy1 8 daught] 0 hov]+ ar\nd among ! books1 try+ to br+ ord] out ( confusion on ! %elves & table1 & at ! same "t f9d a favorite volume %e 0 read+4 ,! doctor turn$ on a bright] flame ( gas1 !n l[]$ x1 & seem$ 9 a di/urb$ /ate ( m9d4 ,at la/ he spoke3 ,i don't "k t my caution is ne$$1 daught]--,i h no reason to ?9k t x is1 f any?+ 9 y\r conduct at lea/2 b ,i feel l say+ to y t ,i h less & less lik+ = ^? "y ladies1 :o seem1 s9ce _! un=tunate freak ( att5d+ t ,*autauqua meet+1 to h b&$ !mselves toge!r1 ,i c h>dly imag9e :y2 !y are c]ta9ly unlike en\gh4 ,b ,i di/ru/ !m 9 almo/ e way4 ,i am sorry t y are at s*ool1 "u ,miss ,wilbur's influ5ce2 n t ,i dread h] influ5ce on y1 except 9 a g5]al way4 ,at ?is po9t ,grace op5$ h] bright lips to speak2 !re 0 an eag] s5t5ce gl[+ on h] tongue1 b h] fa!r _h n f9i%$ 83 ,i "k all t y c say2 t y h no?+ to d ) h] religi\s1 or non-religi\s1 views1 & t %e is a spl5did tea*]4 ,i don't d\bt x2 b ,i repeat to y t ,i di/ru/ all ( !m4 ,i don't "k :y !y h se5 fit to come to our ,sabba?-s*ool1 & to our meet+ ?is ev5+1 unless x be to ga9 an unhappy influ5ce ov] "s :om !y desire to lead a/ray4 ,i c h>dly ?9k s meanly ( !m z t1 ei!r4 ,i d n say t su* 0 _! motive1 b simply t ,i d n und]/& x1 & am afraid ( x2 & ,i desire y to h j z little to d ) any ( !m z ord9>y civility w admit4 ,hi!rto ,i h ?\ght ( ,ru? ,ersk9e z simply a lead] ( fa%ion1 & ( ,flossy ,%ipley z ! tool ( ! fa%ionable _w2 b ,i am afraid _! dang]\s fri5ds are lead+ !m to be m4 ,! tableau affair1 to-night1 ,i h inve/igat$ to a c]ta9 degree1 & ,i consid] x "o ( ! wor/ ( its k9d4 ,i w\ld n h y associat$ ) x =--well1 any consid]ation t ,i c imag9e2 & yet1 if ,i mi/ake n1 ,i he>d !m urg+ y to jo9 !m4 ,aga9 ,grace essay$ to speak1 b ! peal+ ( ! door bell int]rupt$ h]4 ,:o is x1 ,hannah8 ,dr4 ,d5nis que/ion$1 z t p]sonage peep$ h] head 9 at ! door4 ,x is f\r "y ladies1 ,dr4 ,d5nis1 & !y want to see y4 ,grace arose to dep>t4 ,d y "k any ( !m1 ,hannah8 ! doctor ask$4 ,well1 sir1 "o ( !m is ! ,miss ,wilbur :o tea*es1 & ,i ?9k ano!r is ,dr4 ,mit*ell's daught]4 ,i don't "k ! o!rs4 ,%[ !m 9 "h1 said ,dr4 ,d5nis1 promptly4 ,&1 daught]1 y w please rema94 ,!y h d\btless come to petition me = y\r assi/ance 9 ! tableaux1 & ,i h n ! lea/ desire to be consid]$ a h\sehold tyrant1 or to h !m suppose t y are my prison]4 ,i w\ld mu* r t y %\ld give !m y\r own op9ions on ! subject l a brave little woman4 ,b fa!r1 ,grace said1 & !re 0 a gleam ( mis*ief 9 h] eye1 ,i hav5't any op9ions on ?is subject4 ,! mo/ t ,i c say is1 t y don't wi% me to h any?+ to d ) !m2 & s1 l a dutiful daught]1 ,i decl9e4 ,well1 !n1 he said1 smil+ back on h] 9 a satisfi$ way1 %[ !m h[ gracefully y c play ! "p ( a dutiful daught]4 ,:ile y are s "y1 & :ile ,i am "h to h op9ions = y1 ! dutiful "p *e]fully done is really all t is necess>y4 ,& ?is 0 ! introduction t ! f\r girls _h to ! pa/or's /udy4 ,h[ %y !y felt6 ,ru? c\ld h>dly ev] rememb] ( feel+ s v mu* emb>rass$4 ,z = ,eurie1 %e began to feel t di/ress+ s5se ( ! ludicr\s creep+ ov] h]1 & s 0 horribly afraid t %e %\ld laugh4 ,m>ion w5t =w>d to ,grace1 & 9 ! w>m1 glad greet+ t ?is "y girl gave1 felt h] he>t melt$ & w>m$4 ,dr4 ,d5nis1 confid5t 9 ! err& t _h br\ght !m1 decid$ to lead ! conv]sation himself1 & give !m no *ance to approa* ! topic smoo?ly4 ,h y done up ! tableaux s promptly8 he ask$4 ,& :ile he address$ 8 "q to ,m>ion1 ,eurie felt t he look$ "r at h]4 ,m>ion's answ] 0 prompt & to ! po9t4 ,yes1 sir1 we h4 ,miss ,mit*ell 0 ! only "o ( u :o 0 pl$g$2 & ,i believe %e 0 entirely dissatisfi$ ) ! "* ( ! ent]ta9m5t1 & )drew h] support4 ,inde$6 ,dr4 ,d5nis' mann] ( pron\nc+ ?is ^w 01 9 effect1 say+1 ,is x possible t !re c be an ent]ta9m5t ( s que/ionable a "* t ,miss ,mit*ell w )draw f x8 ,at lea/ t 0 ! way ! ^w s\nd$ to ,eurie1 b %e _h be5 r\s$ to unusual s5sitiv5ess4 ,! effect 0 to r\se h] /ill fur!r1 to put to flight e trace ( emb>rassm5t & e desire to laugh4 ,%e spoke 9 a cle>1 /rong voice3 ,dr4 ,d5nis1 we %all be talk+ at cross purposes if we d n make "s explanation ( our object 9 call+ ?is ev5+4 ,we feel t we d n belong 9 ! society :]e y are class+ u2 9 fact1 we d n belong any:]e4 ,our views & feel+s h greatly *ang$ )9 a %ort "t4 ,we want to make a correspond+ *ange 9 our associations2 at lea/1 s f> z is desirable4 ,our special object 9 call+ j n[ is1 t we "k x w soon be "t = ! communion 9 y\r *ur*1 & we h ?\ght t p]haps we ought to make a public pr(ession ( our *ang$ views4 ,0 ev] a man m b5t on misund]/&+ pla9 ,engli% ?an 0 ,dr4 ,d5nis ?is ev5+8 ,he look$ at 8 call]s 9 an a/oni%$ & emb>rass$ way = a mom5t1 z if unc]ta9 :e!r to consid] !m lunatics or n2 & !n said1 address+ himself to ,eurie3 ,my de> "y lady1 ,i fe> y are labor+ "u a mi/ake z to ! object 9 unit+ ) ! ,*ur* ( ,*ri/1 & ! prep>ation necess>y4 ,y "k1 z a *ur*1 we hold t some?+ m ?an a desire to *ange "o's social relations %\ld actuate ! p]son to take su* a /ep2 t1 inde$1 !re %\ld be a radical *ange ( he>t4 ,poor ,eurie6 ,%e ?\ght %e _h be5 s pla9 9 h] explanation4 ,%e flu%$1 & comm5c$ a /amm]+ s5t5ce2 !n paus$1 & look$ appeal+ly at ,ru? & ,m>ion4 ,f9ally %e did :at1 = ,eurie ,mit*ell to d1 0 unprec$5t$1 lo/ all self-control1 & broke into a sudd5 & passionate gu/ ( te>s4 ,eurie1 don't6 ,m>ion said2 to h] x 0 actual pa9 to see te>s4 ,z = ,dr4 ,d5nis1 he 0 v mu* at 8 wits' end1 & ,ru?'s emb>rassm5t grew ^u h] e mom5t4 ,flossy came to ! rescue4 ,dr4 ,d5nis1 %e said1 & he notic$ ev5 !n t h] voice 0 /rangely sweet & w9n+1 ,eurie means t we love ,jesus1 & we believe he has =giv5 u & call$ u by "n4 ,we mean we want to be 81 & to s]ve him =ev]2 & we want to ackn[l$ge him publicly1 because we ?9k he has s direct$4 ,h[ simple & sweet ! /ory 01 aft] all1 :5 "o j gave up attempt+ to be prop]1 & gave ! quiet tru?4 ,ru? 0 /ruck ) ! simplicity & ! directness ( ! words2 %e began to h n only an admiration1 b an unfeign$ respect = ,flossy ,%ipley4 ,b y %\ld h se5 ,dr4 ,d5nis' face4 ,x is a pity ,eurie c\ld n h se5 x at t mom5t2 if %e _h n _h h]s buri$ 9 ! s(a pill[ %e w\ld h caught ! quick glad look ( surprise & joy & he>tfelt ?ankfulness t spoke 9 8 eyes4 ,he arose sudd5ly1 &1 hold+ out 8 h& to ,flossy1 said3 ,let me greet y1 & ?ank y1 & ask y to =give me1 9 ! same brea?4 ,i h be5 v sl[ to und]/&1 & /rangely /upid & unsympa!tic4 ,i feel v mu* z ,i fancy poor d\bt+ ,?omas mu/ h done4 ,=give me2 ,i am s a/oni%$1 & s glad t ,i don't "k h[ to express ! feel+4 ,d y speak = all y\r fri5ds "h1 ,miss ,flossy8 ,& may ,i ask some?+ ab\t ! wond]ful exp]i5ce t has drawn y all into ! ark8 ,b ,flossy's c\rage _h =sak5 h]2 x 0 born ( sympa?y ) ,eurie's te>s4 ,%e look$ d[n n[1 te>ful h]self1 & trembl+ l a leaf4 ,ru? f\nd voice to answ] = h]4 ,our exp]i5ce1 ,dr4 ,d5nis1 c be summ$ up 9 "o ^w--,*autauqua4 ,dr4 ,d5nis gave a little />t2 ano!r a/oni%m5t4 ,d y mean t y 7 conv]t$ dur+ t meet+8 ,m>ion smil$4 ,we d n "k en\gh ab\t t]ms1 to really be sure t t is ! "r "o to use1 %e said2 at lea/1 ,i d n4 ,b we d "k ?is1 t we met ! ,"l ,jesus !re1 & t1 z ,flossy says1 we love him1 & h giv5 our lives into 8 keep+4 ,y _c say m ?an t aft] a hundr$ ye>s ( exp]i5ce1 he said1 quickly4 ,well1 de> fri5ds1 ,i _c1 z ,i said1 express to y my gratitude & joy4 ,& y are com+ into ! *ur*1 & are ready to take up "w = ! ,ma/]1 & live = him8 ,?ank ! ,"l4 ,little ne$ _h our girls to talk ( ,dr4 ,d5nis' coldness & dignity aft] t4 ,h[ entirely 8 he>t _h melt$6 ,:at a bless$ talk !y _h6 ,s _m que/ions ab\t ,*autauqua1 s mu* to tell t delight$ him4 ,!y _h n ! lea/ idea t x 0 possible to feel s mu* at ease ) a m9i/] z !y grew to feel ) him4 ,! bell rang & 0 answ]$1 & yet no "o intrud$ on _! quiet1 & ! talk w5t on1 until ,m>ion1 ) a sudd5 recollection ( ,nellis ,mit*ell1 & _! appo9tm5t ) him1 /ole a glance at h] wat*1 & 0 a/oni%$ into ! ann\ncem5t3 ,girls1 we h be5 "h an h\r & a qu>t]6 ,is x possible6 ,ru? said1 ris+ at once4 ,fa!r w be al>m$1 ,i am afraid4 ,dr4 ,d5nis rose also4 ,i did n "k ,i 0 keep+ y s1 he said4 ,our !me 0 a fasc9at+ "o4 ,w y wait a mom5t1 & let me make ready to see y safely home8 ,b x appe>$1 on op5+ ! door1 t ,nellis ,mit*ell occupi$ an easy-*air 9 ! p>lor1 j across ! hall4 ,i'm a pati5t "y man1 & at y\r s]vice1 he said1 com+ t[>d !m z !y em]g$4 ,please give me cr$it = promptness4 ,i 0 "h at ! half h\r4 ,z !y walk$ home1 ,nellis ) 8 si/] on "o arm1 & ,flossy ,%ipley on ! o!r1 he said3 ,n[1 :at am ,i to und]/& by ?is sudd5 & viol5t intimacy at ! p>sonage8 ,miss ,flossy1 my si/] has hi!rto made ye>ly calls ( two seconds' duration on ! doctor's si/] :5 %e is n home to receive !m4 ,a great _m ?+s are to be diff]5t f :at !y h hi!rto be51 ,flossy said1 ) a s(t little laugh4 ,s ,i beg9 to p]ceive4 ,nell1 said ,eurie1 turn+ back :5 %e 0 half way up ! /airs1 hav+ said good-night1 are y go+ to help !m ) ^? tableaux8 ,n mu*1 said ,nellis4 ,& ,eurie1 z %e w5t on1 said3 ,i %\ldn't be surpris$ if ,nell felt diff]5tly ab\t "s ?+s f :at he us$ to4 ,oh1 ,i wond] if ,i c't coax him 98 ,illu/ration ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,,ix4 ,a ,,:ite ,,sunday4 ,,among o!r topics t 7 discuss$ ) great int]e/ dur+ t call at ,dr4 ,d5nis' 0 ! ,sunday-s*ool1 & ! place t our girls 7 to take 9 x1 ,flossy 0 n likely to =get t matt]4 ,h] he>t 0 too full ( plans conc]n+ ^? boys4 ,e>ly 9 ! talk %e ov]:elm$ & emb>rass$ ,dr4 ,d5nis ) ! reque/ t %e might be all[$ to try t class4 ,n[ if x _h be5 ,ru? or ,m>ion :o _h made ! same reque/1 x w\ld h be5 unhesitat+ly grant$4 ,! doctor _h a high op9ion ( ! intellectual abilities ( bo? ^! "y ladies1 & n[ t !y _h appe>$ to consecrate ^? abilities1 he 0 will+ to receive !m4 ,b ?is little summ] butt]fly1 ) h] small sweet ways & w9n+ smile6 ,he _h no m idea t %e c\ld tea* ?an t a humm+-bird c\ld2 & ( all classes 9 ! s*ool1 to expect to d any?+ ) ^? l>ge wild boys6 ,x 0 prepo/]\s4 ,my de> fri5d1 he said1 & he c\ld h>dly keep f smil+1 ev5 ?\gh he 0 emb>rass$1 y h no idea :at y are ask+6 ,t is altoge!r ! mo/ difficult class 9 ! s*ool4 ,"s ( our be/ tea*]s h fail$ !re4 ,! fact is1 ^? boys don't want to be in/ruct$2 !y are 9 se>* ( fun4 ,!y are a h>d set1 ,i am really afraid4 ,i w\ldn't h y tri$ & disc\rag$ by !m4 ,we are at a loss :at to d ) !m1 ,i w admit2 = no "o :o c d x seems will+ to try !m4 ,9 fact1 ,i am n sure t we h anyone :o c4 ,i und]/& y\r motive1 ,miss ,flossy1 & appreciate y\r zeal2 b y mu/ n cru% y\rself 9 t way4 ,s9ce y h be5 out ( ! ,sunday-s*ool = s _m ye>s1 &1 ,i presume1 h n made ! ,bible a /udy--unhappily1 x is n us$ z a text book 9 _m ( our s*ools--w\ld x n be well = y to jo9 "s excell5t ,bible-class = a:ile8 ,i ?9k y w\ld l x bett]1 & gr[ fa/]1 & we really h "s sup]ior tea*]s among ! ,bible-classes4 ,& :ile he said ?is1 ! wise doctor hop$ 9 8 he>t t %e w\ld n be (f5d$ ) 8 pla9 speak+1 & t "s good angel w\ld sugge/ to ,m>ion ,wilbur ! propriety ( try+ t class ( boys4 ,flossy 0 n (f5d$1 ?\gh ,m>ion ,wilbur1 spok5 to 9 ! same way1 w\ld h be5 c]ta9 to h felt x4 ,little ,flossy1 ?\gh sorely disappo9t$1 s mu* s t %e c\ld h>dly keep ! te>s f ris+1 admitt$ t %e did n "k h[ to tea*1 & t1 ( c\rse1 %e ought to /udy ! ,bible1 & w\ld l ev] s mu* to d s4 ,x s happ5$ t ! o!r girls 7 m ?an will+ to be enroll$ z pupils2 inde$1 _h n an idea ( tak+ any o!r position4 ,s1 aft] a little m talk1 x 0 decid$ t !y all jo9 ,dr4 ,d5nis' class1 e "o ( !m express+ a prompt pref]5ce = t class above ! o!rs4 ,9 8 he>t ,dr4 ,d5nis entirely approv$ ( ?is arrangem5t1 = he want$ ! tra9+ ( ,flossy & ,eurie1 & he meant to make tea*]s ( ! o!r two z soon z possible4 ,n[ x came to pass t an unlook$-= elem5t came into all ?is plann+--none o!r ?an ! boys !mselves4 ,!y _h ideas ( _! own1 & !y belong$ to t "p ( ! _w :i* is h>d to gov]n4 ,!y w\ld h ,miss ,flossy ,%ipley to be _! tea*]1 & !y w\ld h no "o else2 %e suit$ !m exactly1 & no "o else did4 ,b1 my de> boys1 ,dr4 ,d5nis said1 ,miss ,%ipley is new to ! "w ( tea*+2 %e is b a le>n] h]self2 %e feels t h] place is 9 ! ,bible-class1 s t %e may acquire ! be/ ways ( pres5t+ lessons4 ,did %e say %e w\ldn't tea* u8 qu]i$ ,ri*4 ,johnson1 ) 8 ke5 eyes fix$ on ! doctor's face4 ,:at c\ld t emb>rass$ b tru?ful man d b sl[ly %ake 8 head1 & say1 hesitat+ly3 ,no1 %e didn't say t2 b ,i advis$ h] to jo9 a ,bible-class = a:ile4 ,!n we want h]1 ,ri*4 said1 /\tly4 ,don't we1 boys8 ,%e j suits u1 ,dr4 ,d5nis2 & %e is ! fir/ "o we ev] _h t we c>$ a snap =4 ,we _h j ab\t made up our m9ds to quit x2 b1 on ! :ole1 if we c h h] we w give x ano!r trial4 ,?is /range s5t5ce 0 utt]$ 9 a mo/ matt]-(-fact bus9ess way1 & ! p]plex$ doctor1 q unus$ to deal+ ) t class ( bra9 & mann]s1 0 compell$ to beat a retreat1 & come to ,flossy ) 8 novel report4 ,a gleam ( satisfaction1 n to say triumph1 light$ up h] pretty face1 & agl[ ) smiles & blu%es1 %e made h] way ) alacrity to h] *os5 class4 ,tea*]s & s*ol>s ?or\ghly suit$ ) ea* o!r2 surely !y c\ld d "s "w dur+ t h\r t w\ld tell on ! future4 ,meantime1 ! sup]9t5d5t 0 hav+ 8 p]plexities ov] 9 ano!r corn] ( ! room4 ,he came to ,dr4 ,d5nis at la/ = advice4 ,miss ,h>t is abs5t to-day2 h] class is almo/ impossible to supply2 no "o is will+ to try ! little midgets4 ,miss ,h>t1 ,dr4 ,d5nis repeat$1 ?\ghtfully2 ! prim>y class1 eh2 x is h>d to manage2 & yet1 ) all ! sub-tea*]s pres5t1 "o w\ld ?9k x might be done4 ,!y are n all pres5t1 ,mr4 ,/u>t said4 ,!y nev] are4 ,dr4 ,d5nis ignor$ ?is rem>k4 ,i'll tell y :at to d1 he said1 ) a sudd5 light+ up ( 8 ?\ghtful face4 ,get ,miss ,wilbur to g 9 !re2 %e is equal to ! em]g5cy1 or ,i am mu* mi/ak54 ,mr4 ,/u>t />t$ 9 unqualifi$ a/oni%m5t4 ,i ?\ght1 he said1 recov]+ 8 voice1 t y s]i\sly object$ to h] z a tea*] 9 ,sabba?-s*ool8 ,i h *ang$ my m9d1 ,dr4 ,d5nis said1 ) a happy smile1 or1 ! ,"l has *ang$ h] he>t4 ,ask h] to take ! class4 ,s two ( our girls f\nd "w4 ,ano!r ?+ occurr$ to make t ,sabba? a memorable "o4 ,! ev5+ 0 especially lovely1 &1 !re happ5+ to be no o!r attraction1 a mu* l>g] numb] ?an usual ( ! ,fir/ ,*ur* p got out to ! second s]vice4 ,our girls 7 all pres5t1 &1 :at 0 unusual1 o!r repres5tatives f _! families 7 ) !m4 ,also1 ,col4 ,bak] _h oblig$ himself to endure ! infliction ( ano!r s]mon f ,dr4 ,d5nis1 9 ord] t he might h ! pleasure ( a walk home 9 ! glori\s moonlight ) ,miss ,flossy4 ,! s]mon 0 "o ( special solemnity & p[]4 ,! pa/or's rec5t communion ) new-born s\ls _h quick5$ 8 own he>t & increas$ ! long+ desire = ! com+ ( ! ,_s ( ,god into _! mid/4 ,at ! s]mon's close1 he took :at1 = ! ,fir/ ,*ur*1 0 a v wide & />tl+ dep>ture f ! beat5 track4 ,aft] a t5d] p]sonal appeal1 especially address$ to ! "y p ( 8 flock1 he said3 ,n[1 impell$ by :at ,i _c b feel is ! voice ( ! ,"l ,jesus1 by 8 ,_s1 ,i want to ask if !re are any pres5t :o feel s mu* ( a desire to be numb]$ ) ! ,"l's fri5ds1 t !y are will+ to ask u to pray = !m1 to ! end t !y may be f\nd ( him4 ,is !re "o 9 ?is audi5ce :o1 by ris+ & /&+ = b a mom5t1 w ?us simply & quietly indicate to u su* a desire & will+ness8 ,:o ev] he>d ( ! ,fir/ ,*ur* pa/or do+ s /range a ?+8 ,8 p _h vot$ = fe/ivals1 & conc]ts1 & lectures1 & picnics1 & ent]ta9m5ts ( all sorts & %ades4 ,!y _h tak5 ris+ votes1 & !y _h vot$ by rais+ ! h&2 !y _h made spee*es1 _m ( !m1 on ! que/ions to be pres5t$2 !y _h add$ _! voice to ! pa/or's explanations2 !y _h urg$ ! wisdom & ! propriety ( ! "q pres5t$2 !y _h said !y e>ne/ly hop$ ! matt] w\ld meet c>eful att5tion2 & no "o 9 ! *ur* _h ?\ght su* proce$+s /range4 ,b to ask p to rise 9 _! seats1 & ?us signify t !y 7 ?9k+ ( ! "q ( et]nal life1 & home1 & peace1 & unutt]able bless$ness--:at innovation 0 ?is8 ,mu* ru/l+ & c\gh+ took place2 !n solemn sil5ce prevail$4 ,n a deacon !re1 or (fic] ( any sort1 _h ! lea/ idea ( audibly hop+ t ! pa/or's words w\ld receive ?\ghtful att5tion2 n a p]son arose2 ! sil5ce 0 felt to be emb>rass+ & oppressive to ! la/ degree4 ,dr4 ,d5nis reliev$ !m at la/ by read+ ! clos+ hymn4 ,dur+ ! read+1 :5 />tl$ ?\ghts became suffici5tly compos$ to fl[ 9 _! accu/om$ *annels1 _m1 almo/ unconsci\sly to !mselves1 prep>$ spee*es :i* !y meant to utt] ! mom5t _! lips 7 unseal$ by ! pron\nc+ ( ! b5$iction4 ,a v /range ?+ to d4 ,:at c\ld ,dr4 ,d5nis be ?9k+ (8 ,a mo/ unwise ef=t to =ce ! private lives ( p be=e ! public4 ,an un=tunate attempt to get up an excitem5t4 ,well meant1 b mo/ ill-tim$ & mi/ak5 zeal1 :i* w\ld h a reaction t w\ld d h>m4 ,^! & a doz5 o!r m5tal comm5ts t rov$ ?r\gh p's bra9s1 :ile !y 7 suppos$ to be jo9+ 9 ! hymn ( praise1 7 sudd5ly cut %ort by ! s\nd ( ,dr4 ,d5nis' voice aga9--n 9 b5$iction1 z surely !y _h a "r to expect by ?is "t1 b ) ano!r appeal4 ,i am /ill ( ! impression t !re are ^? pres5t :o are do+ viol5ce to _! convictions ( "r1 & to good judgm5t1 by n respond+ to my invitation4 ,let u rememb] to pray = all su*4 ,n[1 ,i want to ask if !re are any 9 ?is congregation :o h lately prov$ ! tru? ( ! doctr9e t !re is a ,savi\r f s91 & a peace t ! _w _c give4 ,if !re are ^? pres5t1 :o h decid$ ?is "q rec5tly1 w !y rise = a mom5t1 ?us te/ify+ to ! tru? ( ! words :i* h be5 spok5 ?is ev5+1 & ?us witness+ t !y h *os5 ! ,"l ,jesus = _! portion8 ,ano!r s5sation6 ,dr4 ,d5nis mu/ h tak5 leave ( 8 s5ses6 ,?is 0 m emb>rass+ ?an ! la/4 ,! wise ones 7 sure t !re _h be5 no conv]sions 9 a long "t4 ,s f> z !y knew & believ$1 entirely o!r ?\ghts 7 occupy+ ! m9ds ( ! p4 ,!n1 into ! mid/ ( ?is commotion ( ?\ght1 !re /ole t solemn hu%1 almo/ ( he>t-beat+s1 :i* betok5s a new revelation1 t a/oni%es & ?rills & solemnizes4 ,!re 7 p]sons /&+4 ,ladies6 ,"o--two--?ree4 ,yes1 "o 9 ! gall]y4 ,!re 7 f\r ( !m6 ,:o 7 !y8 ,:y1 t little1 volatile ,flossy ,%ipley 0 "o6 ,h[ /range6 ,& t girl 9 ! gall]y 0 ! tea*] at "o ( ! ,w>d s*ools4 ,x _h be5 rumor$ t %e 0 an infidel6 ,:o 9 ! _w 0 t beside ,judge ,ersk9e8 ,x c\ldn't be 8 daught]6 ,yet x c]ta9ly 04 ,& behold1 9 ! doctor's pew /ood ,eurie1 ! "y lady :o 0 s free & c>eless 9 h] mann]s & address1 t1 7 x n = ! fact t %e 0 ! doctor's daught]1 h] v respectability w\ld h /ood a *ance ( be+ que/ion$6 ,z x 01 !re 7 mo!rs 9 ! *ur* :o 7 q will+ t _! daught]s %\ld h z little to d ) h] z possible4 ,yet1 to-night _! daught]s sat beside !m1 unable to rise1 9 any way to te/ify to ! tru? ( ! religion ( ,jesus ,*ri/2 & ,eurie ,mit*ell1 ) grave1 e>ne/ face1 9 :i* decision & det]m9ation 7 pla9ly writt51 /ood up to te/ify t ! ,"l 0 true to 8 promises4 ,gradually !re dawn$ ^u ! m9ds ( _m :o knew ^! girls1 ! remembrance t !y _h be5 toge!r to t great ,sunday-s*ool meet+ at ,*autauqua4 ,h[ fooli% ! s*eme _h seem$ to !m :5 !y he>d ( x2 h[ sne]+ly !y _h comm5t$ on ! absurdity ( su* suppos$ repres5tatives f ! ,sunday-s*ool _w4 ,surely ?is seem+ folly _h be5 ! p[] ( ,god1 & ! wisdom ( ,god4 ,!re 7 ^? 9 ! fir/ *ur*1 z1 inde$1 !re are _m 9 e *ur* ( ,*ri/1 :o rejoic$ ) all _! s\ls at ! s\nd ( ?is good news4 ,!re 0 ano!r ?+ t occurr$ t night ov] :i* ! angels1 at lea/1 rejoic$4 ,!re 0 ano!r witness4 ,he 0 only a poor "y fell[1 a day labor] 9 "o ( ! ma*9e %ops1 a new-com] to ! city4 ,he knew almo/ nobody 9 t great *ur* :]e he _h *anc$ to be a wor%ipp]1 &1 lit]ally no "o knew him4 ,:5 ! invitation 0 fir/ giv51 he _h %runk5 f x4 ,satan1 ) ev]-ready skill1 & ) t consummate wisdom :i* makes him z eag] aft] ! common day labor]s z he is among ! weal?y & influ5tial1 _h :isp]$ to him t ! pa/or did n mean su* z he2 no "o knew him1 8 influ5ce w\ld be no?+4 ,?is *ur* 0 too l>ge & too gr&1 & x 0 n meant t he %\ld make himself s conspicu\s z to /& alone 9 t great audi5ce-room1 & te/ify t ! ,"l ,jesus _h call$ him4 ,s he sat /ill2 b z "o & ano!r ( ^? "y ladies arose quietly1 ) true dignity & sweet composure te/ify+ to _! love = ! ,"l1 ,john ,w>d5's e>ne/ s\l 0 mov$ to %ame at 8 own %r9k+1 & f 8 obscure seat1 back "u ! gall]y1 he rose up1 & ,satan1 foil$ t "t1 %runk away4 ,z = our girls1 !y held no p>ley ) _! consci5ces1 or ) ! tempt]2 !y did n ev5 ?9k ( x4 ,on ! contr>y1 !y 7 glad1 e "o1 t ! way 0 made s pla9 & s easy to !m4 ,ea* ( !m _h fri5ds :om !y especially desir$ to h "k ( ! rec5t & great *ange t _h come to _! lives4 ,) "s ( ^! fri5ds !y %rank unacc\ntably f talk+ ab\t ?is matt]4 ,) o!rs ( !m !y did n und]/& h[ to made ! matt] pla94 ,b "h x 0 expla9$ = !m1 s pla9ly1 s simply1 t x seem$ t e "o mu/ und]/&1 & _! own future det]m9ation z to life 0 c>efully expla9$ = !m4 ,!re 0 no?+ to d b to rise up1 &1 by t simple act1 subscribe _! names to ! explanation--s mak+ x !irs4 ,i decl>e to y t ! ?\ght ( its be+ a cross to d s did n once occur to !m4 ,nei!r did ! ?\ght t !y 7 occupy+ a conspicu\s position affect !m4 ,!y 7 us$ to conspicu\s positions2 !y _h be5 twice z prom95t 9 t v *ur* :5 o!r subjects ?an religion _h be5 "u consid]ation4 ,at a c]ta9 fe/ival1 ye>s be=e1 !y _h e "o tak5 "p 9 a musical ent]ta9m5t t br\ght !m mo/ conspicu\sly be=e an audi5ce ?ree times ! size ( ! ev5+ congregation4 ,s y see !y 7 us$ to x4 ,&1 z = ! fancy t x becomes a m conspicu\s & unladylike matt] to /& up = ! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/1 ?an x does to /& up = any?+ else "u ! sun2 ,satan 0 mu* too wise1 & knew 8 mat]ial entirely too well1 to sugge/ any su* absurdity to !m4 ,flossy _h be5 ! only "o ( _! numb] 9 ! lea/ likely to be sway$ by su* argum5ts4 ,b ,flossy _h set h]self ) e>ne/ s\l & solemn purpose to foll[ ! light :]ev] x %\ld %9e1 )\t all[+ h] timid he>t "t = que/ion+1 & ! fa!r ( all evil f9ds su* p exce$+ly h>d to manage4 ,h[ d y d1 said ,dr4 ,d5nis to ,john ,w>d51 two m9utes aft] ! b5$iction 0 fully pron\nc$4 ,i 0 v glad to see y to-night4 ,i am n sure t ,i h ev] met y8 ,no8 ,i ?\ght s2 a /rang]8 ,well1 we welcome y4 ,:]e d y bo>d8 ,& a c]ta9 black book came promptly out ( ! doctor's pocket4 ,john ,w>d5's "n1 & /reet1 & numb]1 & bus9ess 7 writt5 !re91 & ,john ,w>d5 felt = ! fir/ "t 9 8 life z ?\gh he _h a ,*ri/ian bro!r 9 t great city1 & a "n & a place ) ! p ( ,god4 ,ano!r surprise await$ him4 ,m>ion & ,eurie 7 "r beh9d him4 ,m>ion came up boldly & held out h] h&3 ,we seem to h />t$ on ! road toge!r1 %e said4 ,we ought to %ake h&s1 & wi% ea* o!r a safe j\rney4 ,!n %e & ,eurie & ,john ,w>d5 %ook ea* o!r he>tily by ! h&2 & ,flossy1 /&+ wat*+1 l$ by ?is bold] _s into t :i* w\ld n h occurr$ to h] to d1 slipp$ f h] place beside ,col4 ,bak]1 &1 hold+ h] lav5d] kidd$ little h& out to 8 broad br[n palm1 said1 ) a grace & a sweetness t belong$ to nei!r ( ! o!rs3 ,i am "o ( !m4 ,:]eupon ,john ,w>d5 0 n sure t he _h n %ak5 h&s ) an angel4 ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,x4 ,,! ,,ra9y ,,ev5+4 ,a ,,cool1 ra9y ev5+1 "o ( ^? sudd5 & %>p rem9d]s ( autumn t 9 our v>iable climate come to u 9 ! mid/ ( summ]4 ,! heavy cl\ds _h made ! day %ut d[n e>ly1 & ! ra9 0 s p]si/5t t x 0 useless to plan walks or rides1 or ent]ta9m5ts ( t nature4 ,also x 0 an ev5+ :5 none b ^? :o are habitual call]s at special homes are expect$4 ,"o ( ^! 0 ,col4 ,bak]4 ,! idea ( be+ deta9$ by ra9 f sp5d+ ! ev5+ ) ,flossy ,%ipley did n occur to him2 on ! contr>y1 he rejoic$ ov] ! prospect ( a long & un9t]rupt$ talk4 ,! m indiff]5t ,flossy grew to ^! long talks ! m eag] 0 ,col4 ,bak] to enjoy !m4 ,! fur!r %e slipp$ away f him1 ! m eag]ly he foll[$ aft]4 ,p]haps t is human nature2 at lea/ x 0 ,col4 ,bak]'s nature4 ,9 "s ( 8 plans he 0 disappo9t$4 ,mrs4 ,%ipley 0 gone = a ?ree days' visit to a neighbor+ city1 & ,flossy 0 snugly settl$ 9 ! back p>lor ent]ta9+ h] fa!r4 ,%[ him "r 9 "h1 direct$ h] fa!r1 z soon z ,col4 ,bak] 0 ann\nc$4 ,!n to ,flossy3 ,n[ we c h a game at c>ds z soon z ,*>lie comes 94 ,:]e is he8 ,ra9y ev5+s1 :5 f\r p c\ld be secur$ suffici5tly dis5gag$ to jo9 9 8 favorite amusem5t1 0 ! special delight ( ,mr4 ,%ipley4 ,s behold !m1 half an h\r aft]1 deep 9 a game ( c>ds1 ,col4 ,bak] accept+ ! situation ) z good a grace z he c\ld assume1 not)/&+ ! fact t play+ c>ds1 simply = amusem5t1 9 t quiet way 9 a back p>lor1 0 a good deal ( a bore to him2 b x w\ld be bad policy to tell ,mr4 ,%ipley s4 ,_! game 0 int]rupt$ by a r+ ( ! door-bell4 ,oh1 de>6 said ,mr4 ,%ipley1 ,i hope t is no nuisance on bus9ess4 ,"o w\ld ?9k no?+ b bus9ess w\ld call p out on su* a disagreeable night4 ,z1 = in/ance1 myself1 ,col4 ,bak] said1 laugh+ly4 ,oh1 y4 ,( c\rse1 special fri5ds are an exception4 ,& ,col4 ,bak] 0 well pleas$ to be rank$ among ! exceptions4 ,meantime ! r+] 0 h]ald$4 ,x is ,dr4 ,d5nis1 sir4 ,%all ,i %[ him 9 "h8 ,i suppose s1 ,mr4 ,%ipley said1 gloomily1 z "o n well pleas$2 & he add$1 9 "u tone1 ,:at on e>? c ! man want8 ,meantime ,col4 ,bak]1 ) a sudd5 dext]\s move1 unc]emoni\sly swept ! :ole pack ( c>ds out ( sight "u a pap] by 8 side4 ,x s happ5$ t ,dr4 ,d5nis' call 0 purely "o ( bus9ess2 "s item connect$ ) ! f9ancial portion ( ! *ur*1 :i* ,dr4 ,d5nis desir$ to report 9 a special s]mon t 0 be+ prep>$4 ,mr4 ,%ipley1 al?\gh he 0 s r>ely an att5dant at *ur*1 & made no secret ( 8 indiff]5ce to ! :ole subject ( p]sonal religion1 0 yet a p[] 9 ! f9ancial _w1 & z su* recogniz$ & def]r$ to by ! ,fir/ ,*ur*4 ,dr4 ,d5nis 0 9 ha/e1 & beyond a specially cordial greet+ = ,flossy1 & an expression ( satisfaction at h] success ) ! class ! previ\s ,sabba?1 he _h no m to say1 & ,mr4 ,%ipley soon _h ! pleasure ( b[+ him out1 rejoic+ 9 8 he>t1 z he did s1 t ! cl]gyman 0 s prompt a man4 ,he w\ld h made a capital bus9ess man1 he said1 return+ to 8 seat4 ,i nev] come 9 contact ) him t ,i don't notice a sort ( executive ability ab\t him t makes me ?9k :at a success he might h be54 ,!re 0 no "o to ask :e!r t rem>k meant t he 0 at pres5t suppos$ to be a failure4 ,!re 0 ano!r subject :i* pres5tly engross$ sev]al ( !m4 ,n[ be s k9d z to give an acc\nt ( y\rself1 ,*>lie ,%ipley said1 address+ ,col4 ,bak]4 ,:at on e>? did y mean by mak+ a muddle ( our game 9 t way8 ,i 0 9 a fair way = w9n+4 ,i suppose y won't own t t 0 y\r object4 ,col4 ,bak] laugh$4 ,my object 0 a purely b5evol5t "o4 ,i _h a desire to %ield y\r si/] f ! woebegone lecture %e w\ld h be5 sure to receive on ! s9fulness ( h] c\rse4 ,if he _h f\nd h] play+ c>ds1 :at w\ld h be5 ! result8 ,mr4 ,%ipley 0 ! fir/ to make answ]1 9 a some:at te/y tone3 ,y\r g5]osity 0 uncall$ =1 ,colonel4 ,my daught]1 :5 %e is 9 h] fa!r's h\se1 is answ]able to him1 & n to ,dr4 ,d5nis1 or any o!r div9e4 ,i don't 9 ! lea/ und]/& :at y are talk+ ab\t1 said my/ifi$ ,flossy4 ,( :at int]e/ c\ld x h be5 to ,dr4 ,d5nis :at ,i am do+2 & :y %\ld he h deliv]$ a lecture8 ,col4 ,bak] & ,*>lie ,%ipley ex*ang$ amus$ glances1 & ! =m] quot$1 significantly3 ,:]e ignorance is bliss1 'tis folly to be wise4 ,!n he add$1 z ,flossy /ill wait$ ) que/ion+ gaze3 ,:y1 ,miss ,flossy1 ( c\rse y "k t ! cl]gy ?9k c>ds are synonyms = ! deadly s91 & t to hold "o 9 "o's h& is equival5t to be+ poison$1 body & s\l8 ,i am sure ,i did n "k x4 ,:y1 ,i knew1 ( c\rse1 t gambl+ h\ses 7 n prop]2 b :at is ! h>m 9 a game ( c>ds8 ,:at c ,dr4 ,d5nis see1 = in/ance1 9 our play+ toge!r "h 9 ?is room1 & simply = amusem5t8 ,col4 ,bak] %rugg$ 8 h&some %\ld]s4 ,t %rug meant a great deal1 accompli%$ a great deal4 ,x 0 ne>ly c]ta9 to sil5ce a timid oppos]2 !re 0 some?+ s expressively s>ca/ic ab\t x2 x hid s mu* "o felt sure ,col4 ,bak] might say if he deem$ x prud5t or wor? :ile4 ,x _h (t5 sil5c$ ,flossy into a consci\s little laugh4 ,to-night %e 0 9 e>ne/2 %e paid no att5tion to ! %rug1 b wait$1 que/ion+ly1 = h] answ]1 & z x 0 h] turn to play next1 x seem$ necess>y to answ] h] if "o want$ ! game to g on4 ,i am sure ,i don't "k1 ,col4 ,bak] said1 at la/4 ,i h v little idea :at he w\ld consid] ! h>m2 ,i am n sure t he w\ld be able to tell4 ,x is probably a n>r[1 /rait-lac$ way t ! clo? h ( look+ at ?is "q1 9 common ) all o!r que/ions1 save pray]-meet+s & almsgiv+4 ,_! lives are v mu* n>r[$ d[n1 ,miss ,flossy4 ,flossy 0 entirely unsatisfi$4 ,%e _h a high] op9ion ( ,dr4 ,d5nis' bread? ?an %e _h ( ,col4 ,bak]'s2 %e ?\ght 8 life _h a v mu* high] range2 %e 0 v mu* puzzl$ & annoy$4 ,h] fa!r came into ! conflict3 ,come1 come1 ,flossy1 h[ long are y go+ to keep u wait+8 ,x is ( no p>ticul> consequ5ce :at ,dr4 ,d5nis ?9ks or does n ?9k4 ,he has a "r to 8 own op9ions4 ,x is a free c\ntry4 ,ah1 b x did make a trem5d\s diff]5ce to ,flossy4 ,%e _h accept$ ,dr4 ,d5nis z h] pa/or2 %e _h det]m9$ to look to him = help & guidance 9 ?is new & /range pa? on :i* h] feet _h s lately ent]$4 ,%e wond]$ if ,col4 ,bak] c\ld be "r4 ,0 x possible t ,dr4 ,d5nis disapprov$ ( c>ds play$ at home 9 ?is quiet way6 ,if he did1 :y did he8 ,&1 ano!r puzzl+ po9t1 h[ did ,col4 ,bak] "k x8 ,!y two c]ta9ly did n come 9 contact1 t !y %\ld und]/& ea* o!r's ideas4 ,%e w5t on ) h] c>d-play+1 b %e play$ v badly4 ,m ?an once ,col4 ,bak] ralli$ h] ) good-humor$ s>casm1 & h] fa!r spoke impati5tly4 ,flossy's int]e/ 9 ! game 0 gone2 in/ead1 h] he>t 0 busy ) ?is new idea4 ,%e w5t back to x aga9 9 "o ( h] pauses 9 ! game4 ,col4 ,bak]1 don't y really "k at all :at argum5ts cl]gym5 h aga9/ c>d-play+ = amusem5t8 ,aga9 t expressive %rug2 b x _h lo/ its p[] ov] ,flossy1 & its own] saw x1 & made ha/e to answ] h] wait+ eyes4 ,i really am n famili> ) _! weapons ( w>f>e2 probably ,i c\ld n appreciate !m if ,i 72 ,i only "k t ! entire class fr[n ^u all su* innoc5t devices = pass+ a ra9y ev5+4 ,b x nev] /ruck me z /range1 because ! fact is1 !y fr[n equally on all pa/imes & ent]ta9m5ts ( any sort2 t is1 a c]ta9 class d--fanatics1 ,i believe1 is ! "n !y are kn[n by4 ,!y believe1 z ne>ly z ,i am capable ( und]/&+ _! belief1 t life %\ld be sp5t 9 psalm-s++ & pray+4 ,:]eupon ,flossy call$ to m9d ! witty ?+s %e _h he>d1 & ! m]ry laughs :i* _h rung ar\nd h] at ,*autauqua1 giv5 by ! mo/ int5se ( ^! fanatics2 %e ev5 rememb]$ t %e _h se5 two ( ! mo/ celebrat$ 9 t direction play+ ) a p>ty ( "y m5 & boys on ! croquet gr\nd1 & laugh+ mo/ upro>i\sly ov] _! defeat4 ,x 0 all nons5se to try to compass h] bra9 ) su* an argum5t z t2 %e %ook h] head resolutely4 ,!y d no su* ?+2 ,i "k "s ( !m v well2 ,i don't "k ( any p :o h nic] times4 ,h[ d y "k ^! ?+s1 ,col4 ,bak]8 ,col4 ,bak] essay$ to be s]i\s3 ,miss ,flossy1 he said1 lean+ ov] & fix+ 8 h&some eyes impressively on h] face1 is x possible y d n "k t1 z a rule1 cl]gym5 set _! faces l a fl9t aga9/ all amusem5ts ( e sort8 ,i d n mean t !re are n exceptions1 b ,i d mean mo/ assur$ly t ,dr4 ,d5nis is n "o ( !m4 ,he is z rigid z x is possible = mortal man to be4 ,h]e9 is :]e ! *ur* does h>m4 ,9 my own op9ion1 x is to blame = ! mo/1 if n = all1 ( ! excesses ( ! day2 !y are ! natural reb\nd ( n]ves t h be5 /ra9$ too tightly by ! ov]-t5sion ( ! *ur*4 ,surely ?is 0 a f9e s5t5ce4 ,! ,flossy ( a few weeks ago w\ld h admir$ ! smoo?-s\nd+ words & ! exquisitely modulat$ voice z x roll$ !m =?4 ,h[ _h ! pres5t ,flossy be5 quick5$ z to h] s5se ( ! fitness ( ?+s4 ,%e laugh$ mis*iev\sly4 ,%e c\ldn't argue2 %e did n attempt x4 ,all %e said 01 simply3 ,col4 ,bak]1 on y\r honor1 z a g5tleman ( tru? & v]acity1 d y ?9k ! excesses ( :i* y speak1 occur1 z a rule1 9 ^? ^: lives h be5 v tightly b\nd by ! *ur*1 or by any?+ else1 save _! own reckless fancies8 ,*>lie ,%ipley laugh$ outright at ?is po9t4 ,he always enjoy$ a %>p ?+ :]ev] he>d1 & )\t reg>d to :e!r he felt himself ?ru/ at or n4 ,bak]1 y are gett+ ! wor/ ( x1 he said1 gayly4 ,sis1 ^u my ^w1 t two weeks 9 ! woods has made y real ke5 9 argum5t2 b y play abom9ably4 ,!re is no pleasure 9 ! game n[6 ,?is ! fa!r said1 ?r[+ d[n 8 c>ds some:at te/ily4 ,flossy1 ,i hope y w n get to be a girl ( "o idea--ti$ to ! pr(essional consci5ce4 ,:at is prop] = y c\ld h>dly be expect$ to be j ! ?+ = ,dr4 ,d5nis2 & y h no?+ to d1 z ,i said be=e1 ) :at he approves or disapproves4 ,b1 fa!r1 ,flossy said1 speak+ some:at timidly1 z %e c\ld n help do+ :5 %e talk$ ab\t ^! matt]s to h] fa!r1 if we call cl]gym5 our spiritual guides1 & look up to !m to set examples = u to foll[1 :at is ! use ( ! example if we don't foll[ x at all1 b conclude !y are simply do+ ?+s = _! own b5efit8 ,i nev] call !m my spiritual guides1 & ,i h n ! lea/ desire to h my daught] d s4 ,i consid] myself capable ( guid+ my own family1 especially my own *ildr51 )\t any help4 ,?is 0 said 9 ,mr4 ,%ipley's /iffe/ tone4 ,he 0 evid5tly v mu* tri$ ) ?is int]ruption to 8 ev5+'s ent]ta9m5t4 ,:atev] might be said ( ! o!rs1 he 0 c]ta9ly v fond ( c>ds4 ,he1 h[ev]1 ?rew d[n ! rema9+ ones1 decl>+ t ! _s ( ! game 0 gone4 ,m]g$ into a !ological discussion1 ,*>lie said1 ) a half laugh1 half sne]2 & ( all ! p to indulge 9 "o1 ?is p>ticul> circle w\ld be suppos$ to be ! la/4 ,well1 ,i am c]ta9ly v sorry t ,i 0 ! innoc5t cause ( su* an upheaval1 ,col4 ,bak] said1 9 ! half s]i\s1 half mock+1 tone t 0 becom+ especially try+ to ,flossy4 ,x seems t ,i unwitt+ly bur/ a bomb%ell :5 ,i ov]turn$ ^? c>ds4 ,i hadn't an idea ( x4 ,miss ,flossy1 :at c ,i d to atone = mak+ y s uneasy8 ,i assure y x 0 really pure b5evol5ce on my "p4 ,:at c ,i d to prove x8 ,no?+1 ,flossy said1 smil+ pleasantly4 ,%e 0 v mu* oblig$4 ,he _h awak5$ ?\ght ab\t a matt] t _h nev] be=e occurr$ to h]4 ,%e began to ?9k !re 7 a good _m ?+s 9 h] life t _h n be5 giv5 v mu* ?\ght4 ,%e meant to look into ?is ?+1 & und]/& x if %e c\ld4 ,inde$1 t 0 :at %e want$ ( all ?+s to d4 ,no?+ c\ld be simpl] & sweet]1 & no?+ c\ld be m unlike ! ,flossy ( ,col4 ,bak]'s =m] acqua9tance4 ,i %\ldn't wond] a bit if y _h r\s$ a hornet's ne/ ab\t y\r e>s1 ,*>lie ,%ipley said to 8 fri5d4 ,n[ ,i tell y1 y may n believe x1 b my little si/] is j exactly ! /uff out ( :i* !y made m>tyrs 9 ^? un5light5$ days :5 anybody ?\ght !re 0 en\gh tru? 9 any?+ to take ! tr\ble to suff] = x4 ,%e c be made by skillful h&l+ into a v que5 ( m>tyrs1 & if y fall 9 ! ru9s1 x w be y\r own fault4 ,b he did n say ?is until ,flossy _h sudd5ly & unc]emoni\sly excus$ h]self1 & ! two g5tlem5 7 alone ov] _! cig>s4 ,conf\nd t ,*autauqua s*eme6 ,col4 ,bak] said1 kick+ an innoc5t hassock half across ! room ) 8 indignant foot4 ,t is :]e all ^! new ideas />t$4 ,i wi% !re 0 a law aga9/ fanaticism4 ,^? "y wom5 ( /rong m9d & disagreeable mann]s are gett+ a mo/ uncom=table influ5ce ov] h]1 too4 ,if ,i 7 y1 ,*>lie1 ,i w\ld try to put an end to t intimacy4 ,*>lie :i/l$ s(tly4 ,:i* d y mean8 he ask$ at la/4 ,! ,ersk9e girl1 or ! ,wilbur "o8 ,i tell y1 ,bak]1 ) all ! ye>s ( y\r acqua9tance1 y don't "k t little ,flossy z well z y ?9k y d4 ,let me tell y1 my man1 !re is some?+ ab\t h]1 or 9 h]1 t is capable ( developm5t1 & t is be+ develop$ 7or ,i am mi/ak571 t w make h] ! lead]1 9 a quiet way1 ( a doz5 decid$ & outspok5 girls l ^? two1 & ( sev]al m5 l y\rself besides1 if %e *ooses to lead y4 ,well1 conf\nd ! developm5t !n6 ,i lik$ h] bett] z %e 0 be=e4 ,m cong5ial1 ,i admit2 at lea/ ,i %\ld ?9k s2 b n half s int]e/+ to wat*4 ,i h real good times n[4 ,i am cont9ually wond]+ :at %e w d next4 ,illu/ration ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,,xi4 ,,! ,,next ,,?+4 ,,:at %e did next t night 0 to sit ) h] elb[s 9 h] lap1 & h] *9 re/+ on h] h&s1 & />e into vacancy = half an h\r4 ,%e 0 v mu* bewild]$4 ,col4 ,bak] _h awak5$ a tra9 ( ?\ght t w\ld nev] slumb] aga94 ,he ne$ n hope = su* a ?+4 ,h] bro!r ,*>lie saw deep] into h] nature ?an %e did h]self4 ,%e 0 t5aci\s ( an idea2 %e _h grasp$ at ?is "o1 :i*1 ( itself1 w\ld p]haps nev] h occurr$ to h]4 ,hi!rto %e _h play$ at c>ds z %e _h play$ on ! piano or work$ at h] wor/$ cats & dogs1 or fritt]$ away an ev5+ 9 ! smalle/ ( small talk1 or done a hundr$ o!r ?+s1 )\t ?\ght ( results1 )\t s mu* z realiz+ t !re 7 su* ?+s z results connect$ ) su* trifl+ commonplaces4 ,at lea/1 s f> z ! matt] ( c>ds 0 conc]n$1 %e w\ld nev] d s aga94 ,h] quiet _h be5 di/urb$4 ,! process ( reason+ by :i* %e f\nd h]self di/urb$ 0 v simple4 ,%e _h discov]$1 z if by accid5t1 t h] pa/or2 z %e lov$ to call ,dr4 ,d5nis1 l+]+ on ! ^w1 n[ t x _h su* a new mean+ = h]1 disapprov$ ( c>d-play+1 n only = himself1 b = h]2 at lea/ t ,col4 ,bak] s suppos$4 ,n[ !re mu/ be "s f\ndation = ?is belief ( 84 ,ei!r !re 0 some?+ 9 ! nature ( ! game :i* ,col4 ,bak] recogniz$1 & :i* %e did n1 t made him und]/&1 z by in/9ct1 t x w\ld be disapprov$ by ,dr4 ,d5nis1 or else he _h he>d him s express himself1 or else he 0 totally mi/ak51 & 0 misrepres5t+ t g5tleman's "*4 ,%e ?\ght all ?is ov] z %e sat />+ into space1 & %e w5t "o /ep fur!r--%e meant to discov] :i* ( ^! ?ree /atem5ts 0 correct4 ,if ,dr4 ,d5nis ?\ght x wrong to play c>ds1 !n he mu/ h reasons = s ?9k+4 ,%e accept$ t at once z a necessity to ! man4 ,!y mu/ also h be5 c>efully weigh$ reasons1 else he w\ld n h giv5 !m a place 9 8 cre$4 ,?is also 0 a necessity to a nature l 84 ,cle>ly !re 0 some?+ "h = h] to /udy2 b h[ to set ab\t x8 ,ov] ?is %e puzzl$ a good deal2 %e did n l to g directly to ,dr4 ,d5nis & ask = h]self2 %e did n "k h[ to set to "w to discov] = h]self ! tru?2 %e c\ld pray = light1 t to be sure2 b hav+ br\ght h] common s5se ) h] into religi\s matt]s1 %e no m expect$ light to blaze ^u h] at ! mom5t ( pray+ = x1 ?an %e expect$ ! sun to bur/ into ! room despite ! clos+ ( bl9ds & dropp+ ( curta91 m]ely because %e pray$ t x might %9e4 ,cle>ly if %e want$ ! sun1 x 0 h] "p to op5 bl9ds & draw back curta9s2 cle>ly if %e want$ m5tal light1 x 0 h] "p to use ! means t ,god _h plac$ at h] disposal4 ,?us mu* %e realiz$4 ,b n be+ a self-reliant girl1 x result$ 9 h] say+ to ,eurie ,mit*ell :5 %e slipp$ 9 ! next ev5+ to sp5d an h\r3 ,i wi% we girls c\ld get toge!r some:]e ?is ev5+2 ,i h some?+ to talk ov] t puzzles me a great deal4 ,y are to und]/& t ! expression1 we girls1 meant ! f\r :o _h liv$ ,*autauqua toge!r2 f h5ce=? & =ev] we girls :o w5t ?r\gh ! v>i$ exp]i5ces ( life toge!r t 7 cr[d$ into ^? two weeks1 w\ld be sep>at$ f all o!r girls1 & _! int]c\rse w\ld necess>ily be diff]5t f any o!r fri5d%ips1 color$ always ) t :i* !y _h liv$ toge!r "u ! trees4 ,well1 said ,eurie1 quick1 z usual1 to c>ry out :at ano!r only sugge/$1 ,i'm sure t is easily manag$4 ,we c call = ,ru?1 & g ar\nd to ,m>ion's d52 %e is always 91 & %e nev] has any company4 ,b ,ru? ne>ly always has1 object$ ,flossy1 :o _h an in/ant vision ( h]self among ! fa%ionable call]s 9 ! ,ersk9e p>lor1 unable to get away )\t absolute rud5ess4 ,i'll risk ,ru? if %e happ5s to want to come ) u1 ,eurie said1 nodd+ h] head sagely4 ,%e w dispose ( h] call]s 9 "s way2 /rangle !m1 or :at is easi] & saf]1 simply ignore _! exi/5ce & beg to be excus$4 ,ru? is equal to any am\nt ( well-br$ rud5ess2 all t is necess>y is ! desire to p]=m a c]ta9 action1 & %e w d x4 ,?is prophecy ( ,eurie's prov$ to be ! case4 ,nellis ,mit*ell 0 call$ into s]vice to see ! girls safely ov] to ! ,ersk9e mansion1 :]e !y f\nd two g5tlem5 call+ on ,ru? & h] fa!r4 ,no soon] did %e he> ( _! desire to be toge!r1 ?an1 feel+ in/ant sympa?y ) x1 %e said1 ,i'll g 9 five m9utes4 ,!n !y he>d h] quiet voice 9 ! p>lor3 ,fa!r1 w y & our fri5ds excuse me = ! rema9d] ( ! ev5+1 & w y enjoy my "p ( ! call & y\rs too8 ,i h j _h a summons else:]e t dem&s att5tion4 ,isn't t p]fect 9 its propriety1 besides br++ ?+s to ! exact po9t :]e %e wants !m to be8 :isp]$ ,eurie to ,flossy z !y wait$ 9 ! hall4 ,oh1 x takes ,ru? to manage4 ,i wond]1 said ,flossy1 ) h] f>-away look1 & half-di/ress$1 :olly-p]plex$ curve ( ! lip--,i wond] if x is /rictly true2 t is :at tr\bles me a good deal4 ,oh1 ,dr4 ,hurlbut y\r address to ! *ildr5 t summ] day "u ! trees 0 ! g]m ( ?is %oot ( s5sitiv5ess = ! /rict tru?1 t %all bloom into consci5ti\s fruit4 ,x 0 by ?is process t !y 7 all toge!r 9 ,m>ion's d51 z ,eurie call$ h] /uff$ & un9vit+ little room4 ,nev] 0 mortal m glad to be int]rupt$ ?an %e1 z %e unc]emoni\sly toss$ aside s*ool-books & pap]s1 & made room = !m ar\nd ! table4 ,y are a bless$ trio1 %e said1 exultantly4 ,:at good angel put x into y\r he>ts to come to me j n[ & "h8 ,i am 9 ! dismals2 h be5 d[n all day 9 ! dep?s ( swamp-l&1 feel+ z if ,i hadn't a fri5d on e>?1 & didn't want "o2 & "h y are1 y bless$ ?ree4 ,b we didn't come = fun or to com=t y1 or any?+ ( t sort1 expla9$ ,flossy1 e>ne/ly1 true to ! purpose t _h />t$ h]4 ,we came to talk some?+ ov]4 ,i don't d\bt x4 ,talk x ov] !n by all means4 ,i'll talk at x ) all my he>t4 ,we g5]ally d talk some?+ ov]1 ,i h obs]v$1 :5 we get toge!r2 at lea/ we d ( late ye>s4 ,:i* "o wants to talk8 ,?us introduc$1 ,flossy expla9$ ! nature ( h] p]plexities2 h] occupation ! ev5+ be=e2 ! int]ruption f ,dr4 ,d5nis2 ! sweep+ action ( ,col4 ,bak]1 & ! consequ5t talk4 ,n[ d y suppose t is true8 %e said1 sudd5ly break+ (f at ! po9t :]e ,col4 ,bak] _h assur$ h] t all cl]gym5 look$ ) utt] disfavor on c>ds4 ,m>ion glanc$ f "o to ano!r ( ! faces be=e h] ) an amus$ air2 none ( !m spoke4 ,x is r que]1 %e said1 at la/1 t ,i h to be au?ority1 or t ,i seem to be ! only "o po/$1 :5 ,i h b j em]g$ f a /ate ( unbelief 9 ! :ole subject4 ,b ,i tell y truly1 my bless$ little innoc5t1 ,col4 ,bak] is well po/$2 n only ! cl]gy1 b he w f9d a l>ge class ( ! mo/ enlight5$ ,*ri/ians1 look ) disapproval on ! :ole ?+ 9 all its v>iations4 ,:y d !y8 ,?is f ,flossy1 ) a p]plex$ & tr\bl$ tone4 ,well1 said ,m>ion1 n[ t "q is m easily ask$ ?an answ]$4 ,x requires an argum5t4 ,an argum5t is j :at ,i want2 ,i l to h ?+s expla9$4 ,be=e t1 ?\gh1 "o ?+ t puzzles me is h[ %\ld ,col4 ,bak] be s famili> ) ! views ( cl]gym58 ,t is a curi\s fact1 my m\sie2 y w f9d x1 ,i fancy1 9 all sorts ( /range places4 ,p :o are n ,*ri/ians seem to h an intuitive p]ception ( ! fitness ( ?+s4 ,x is l danc+ & !atre-go+1 & a doz5 o!r que/ions4 ,x is v unusual to meet p :o d n sne] at ,*ri/ians = uphold+ su* amusem5ts2 !y seem to realize an incongruity betwe5 !m & ! ,*ri/ian pr(ession4 ,x 0 j z pla9 to me1 ,i "k1 & ,i h sne]$ _m a "t ov] c>d-play+ ,*ri/ians1 & "h y are1 de> little ,flossy1 among !m1 j = ! purpose ( tea*+ me n to judge4 ,ru?1 = ! fir/ "t1 took up ! subject3 ,if y\r /atem5t is true1 ,m>ion1 h[ is x t s _m pr(ess$ ,*ri/ians indulge 9 ^! v ?+s8 ,precisely ! "q t ,i j ask$ myself :ile ,i 0 talk+4 ,by :at means !y become de/itute ( t ke5 insight into consi/5cies & inconsi/5cies1 ! mom5t !y ent] ! li/s z ,*ri/ian p1 is m ?an ,i c und]/&1 unless x is because !y decide to succumb to ! necessity ( do+ z o!r p d1 & let any special ?9k+ alone z inconv5i5t & unpr(itable4 ,i don't "k h[ x is2 only y wat* ?is "q & ?9k ab\t x1 & y w discov] t j s surely z y come 9 contact ) any :o are active & al]t 9 ,*ri/ian "w1 ^: religion y respect z am\nt+ to some?+1 y are almo/ sure to see !m avoid+ all ^! amusem5ts4 ,:o ev] he>d ( a m9i/] be+ ask$ to sp5d an ev5+ 9 social c>d-play+6 ,i presume t ev5 ,col4 ,bak] himself kn[s t t w\ld be improp]1 & he w\ld be ! fir/ to sne]4 ,( c\rse1 ,ru? said1 m9i/]s 7 expect$ to be examples = o!r p to foll[4 ,well1 !n1 ,flossy said1 h] p]plexity 9 no way less5$1 ought we n to foll[8 ,:]eupon ,m>ion clapp$ h] h&s4 ,little ,flossy among ! logicians6 %e said4 ,t is ! po9t1 ,ru? ,ersk9e4 ,if ! example is = u to foll[1 :y don't we foll[8 ,n[1 :at d y hone/ly ?9k ab\t ?is "q y\rself8 ,:y1 said ,ru?1 hesitat+ly1 ,i h always play$ c>ds1 9 select circles1 be+ c>eful1 ( c\rse1 ) :om ,i play$2 j z ,i am c>eful ) :om ,i associate1 &1 contr>y to y\r supposition1 ,i h always suppos$ ^? p :o fr[n$ on su* amusem5ts to be a set ( n>r[-m9d$ fanatics4 ,& ,i didn't "k t ,*ri/ian p did fr[n on su* amusem5ts2 ?\gh1 to be sure1 n[ t ,i ?9k ( x1 !re are c]ta9 ones :o nev] come to c>d-p>ties nor danc+-p>ties4 ,i guess ! difficulty is t ,i h nev] ?\ght any?+ ab\t x4 ,m>ion 0 look+ sob]4 ,! fact is1 %e said1 gravely1 t ) all my lonel9ess & pov]ty & g5]al =lornness1 ,i h _h a diff]5t br++ up f any ( y4 ,my fa!r did n believe 9 any ( ^! ?+s4 ,& he 0 a ,*ri/ian man1 ,flossy said1 quickly4 ,!n he mu/ h _h a reason = 8 belief4 ,t is :at ,i want to get at4 ,:at 0 x8 ,he f\nd x 9 an old book1 said ,m>ion1 look+ at h]1 brightly1 ?r\gh %9+ eyes4 ,he f\nd mo/ ( 8 k & 8 hope & joy 9 t same book4 ,! ,bible 0 almo/ ! only book he _h1 & he made mu* ( t4 ,& yet y hat$ ! ,bible6 ,eurie said ?is almo/ involunt>ily1 ) a surpris$ tone4 ,i hat$ ! way 9 :i* p liv$ x1 s diff]5t f my fa!r's way4 ,i don't ?9k ,i ev] really disc>d$ ! book itself4 ,b ,i 0 a fool2 ,i don't m9d own+ t4 ,flossy br\ght !m back to ! subject4 ,b ab\t ?is "q1 %e said4 ,! ,bible 0 j :]e ,i w5t = help1 b ,i didn't f9d x2 ,i look$ 9 ! ,concordance = c>ds & = amusem5ts1 & = e ^w :i* ,i c\ld ?9k (1 t w\ld cov] x1 b ,i c\ldn't f9d any?+4 ,m>ion laugh$ aga94 ,?is little morsel's ignorance ( ! ,bible 0 to ?is girl1 :o _h be5 an av[$ infidel = m ?an a doz5 ye>s1 some?+ v /range4 ,! ,bible is a big book1 d>l+1 %e said1 /ill laugh+4 ,b1 aft] all1 ,i fancy y w f9d some?+ ab\t ! pr9ciple t gov]ns c>ds1 ev5 if y _c f9d ! ^w4 ,meantime ,ru? _h be5 = "s m9utes reg>d+ ,eurie's grave face & att5tive eyes1 ) no small a/oni%m5t 9 h] gaze4 ,at ?is po9t %e int]rupt$3 ,eurie ,mit*ell1 :at c be ! matt] ) y8 7 y ev] kn[n to be s quiet8 ,i hav5't he>d y speak on ?is !me1 or any o!r1 s9ce y came into ! room2 yet y look z ?\gh y _h "s ideas1 if y *ose to advance !m4 ,:]e d y /& on ?is c>d "q8 ,we nev] play c>ds at home1 ,eurie said1 quickly1 & we nev] g :]e we "k !y are to be play$4 ,flossy turn$ ^u h] ! mo/ surpris$ eyes4 ,dr4 ,mit*ell's family 0 ! mo/ decid$ly unconv5tional & free & easy ( any repres5t$ !re4 ,flossy _h suppos$ t !y1 ( all o!rs1 w\ld make c>ds a daily pa/ime4 ,:y n8 %e ask$1 briefly & e>ne/ly1 z "o eag] to le>n4 ,x is on ,nell's acc\nt1 ,eurie said1 /ill speak+ v gravely4 ,nell has b "o fault1 & t is c>d-play+2 he is j passionately fond ( x2 he is tempt$ ev]y:]e4 ,fa!r says ,gr&fa!r ,mit*ell 0 j s1 & ,nell inh]its ! ta/e4 ,x is a great temptation to him1 & we d n l to fo/] x at home4 ,b home c>d-play+ is s diff]5t2 t isn't gambl+4 ,?is f ,flossy1 que/ion+ly4 ,nell le>n$ to play at home1 ,eurie said1 quickly4 ,t is1 he le>n$ at ,gr&fa!r ,mit*ell's :5 he 0 a little boy4 ,we h no means ( kn[+ :e!r he w\ld h be5 l$ into gambl+ b = t e>ly education4 ,i "k t ,robbie %all nev] le>n if we c help x2 we nev] mean to all[ him to g :]e any sort ( c>ds are play$1 s long z we h him "u control4 ,all ?is 0 utt]ly new to ,flossy4 ,!n1 if y\r little ,robbie %\ld come1 ) o!r *ildr51 to see me1 & ,i %\ld tea* !m a game ( c>ds to amuse !m1 ,i might be do+ y a positive injury1 %e said1 ?\ghtfully4 ,i c]ta9ly %\ld s consid] x1 ,eurie said1 ) quickness & ) feel+4 ,girls1 ,i speak vehem5tly on ?is subject always2 hav+ "o s]i\s lesson at home makes p ?9k4 ,x is a "q :e!r we h any "r to indulge 9 an amusem5t t has ! p[] to lead p a/ray1 ,ru? said1 grave & ?\ghtful1 especially :5 x is impossible to tell :at boy may he gr[+ up "u t influ5ce to :om x w become a sn>e4 ,m>ion add$3 ,flossy1 d y beg9 to see8 ,i see 9 e direction1 ,flossy said4 ,!re is no tell+ :5 we may be do+ h>m4 ,b1 n[1 let me be p]sonal2 ,i play ) fa!r a great deal2 he is an old man1 & he has no special temptation1 c]ta9ly4 ,i h he>d him say he nev] play$ = any?+ ( m value ?an a p9 9 8 life4 ,:at h>m c !re possibly be 9 my sp5d+ an ev5+ ) him 9 su* an amusem5t1 if x re/s & ent]ta9s him8 ,imag9e "s ( y\r ,sunday-s*ool boys accept+ y\r invitation to call on y1 & f9d+ y play+ a social game ) y\r fa!r2 !n imag9e !m quot+ y 9 support ( _! game at ! billi>d saloon t same ev5+ a little lat]1 ,m>ion said1 quickly4 ,y see1 my little ,flossy1 we don't live 9 nut%ells or seal$ cans2 we are at all times liable to be brok5 9 ^u by p :om we may influ5ce & :om we may h>m4 ,i confess ,i don't want to d any?+ at home t w h to be pu%$ out ( sight 9 ha/e & confusion because "s "o happ5s to come 94 ,i want to be hone/1 ev5 9 my play4 ,ov] ?is ,flossy look$ absolutely agha/4 ,^? boys ( h]s1 !y 7 gett+ a /rong hold ^u h] already2 %e long$ to lead !m4 ,0 x possible t by h] v amusem5ts %e might lead !m a/ray6 ,ano!r po9t 01 t ,nellis ,mit*ell c\ld nev] be invit$ to jo9 !m 9 a game4 ,%e _h invit$ him (t51 & %e w9c$ at ! ?\ght4 ,did 8 si/] ?9k %e _h help$ him into temptation8 ,foll[+ ^! tra9s ( ?\ght1 %e 0 l$ into ano!r1 ov] :i* %e ?\ght al\d4 ,& suppose any ( !m %\ld ask me if ,i ev] play$ c>ds6 ,i %\ld h to say yes4 ,precisely1 said ,m>ion4 ,& don't y g to ?9k+ t y c ev] hide beh9d t fooli% little explanation1 ',i play simply = amusem5t2 ,i ?9k x is wrong to play = money4' ,x won't d3 x takes logical bra9s to see ! diff]5ce1 & "s ev5 ( ^? won't see x2 b !y c readily see t1 hav+ pl5ty ( money1 ( c\rse y h no temptation to play c>ds = x1 & !y see t ) !m x is diff]5t4 ,illu/ration ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,,xii4 ,,settl+ ,,que/ions4 ,,!re is ,bible = t doctr9e too4 ,:]e8 ,flossy ask$1 turn+ quickly to ,m>ion4 ,9 ?is v]se3 ',if meat make? my bro!r to (f5d1 ,i w eat no meat :ile ! _w /&s4' ,don't y see y nev] c "k :i* bro!r may be made to (f5d8 ,& x is ev5 ab\t s useful a ?+ z food1 said ,flossy1 look+ h] amazem5t2 %e _h nev] he>d t v]se be=e 9 h] life4 ,ab\t j t ?+2 & no?+ s really unnecess>y to a complete life z c>d-play+ may be4 ,col4 ,bak] sne]s at ! inconsi/5cy ( p :o h no?+ to d ) c>ds1 & :o play croquet1 ,eurie said ?is ) *eeks a little height5$ 9 color2 %e _h come 9 contact ) ,col4 ,bak] on ?is v "q4 ,ru? look$ up quickly f ! pap] on :i* %e 0 scribbl+4 ,i ?9k myself1 %e said1 t if x %\ld seem necess>y to me to give up c>ds entirely1 consi/5cy w\ld oblige me to include croquet1 & all o!r games ( t sort4 ,i %\ldn't feel oblig$ to d any su* ?+1 ,m>ion said1 promptly2 at lea/1 n until ,i _h become conv9c$ t p play$ croquet late into ! night1 9 rooms smell+ ( tobacco & liquor1 & 7 tempt$ to dr9k freely ( ! latt]1 & pawn _! coats1 if necess>y1 to get money en\gh to c>ry out ! game4 ,y see1 !re is a diff]5ce4 ,yet p c gamble 9 play+ croquet1 ,eurie said1 ?\ghtfully4 ,oh1 yes1 & p c gamble ) p9s1 or 9 toss+ up p5nies4 ,! po9t is1 !y are n 9 ! habit ( do+ x2 & p9s sugge/ no su* ?+ to p 9 g5]al2 nei!r d croquet balls2 :ile ! fact rema9s t ! ord9>y use ( c>ds1 is to gamble ) !m2 & comp>atively few ( ^? :o use !m habitually conf9e !mselves to quiet home games4 ,p are 9 dang] ( mak+ _! bro!rs (f5d by _! use2 we all "k t4 ,if t is true1 !n j t "o v]se f ! ,bible ought to settle ! :ole "q4 ,!re 0 no mi/ak+ ! quiet mean+ 9 ,flossy's voice2 x 0 z good z say+ t ! :ole "q 0 settl$ = h]4 ,m>ion reg>d$ h] ) evid5t satisfaction2 h] mann] 0 all ! m fasc9at+1 because %e 0 s entirely unconsci\s t ?is way ( look+ at que/ions1 r ?an ?is firm mann] ( settl+ que/ions1 0 n common1 ev5 among ,*ri/ians4 ,c y %[ me ! v]se 9 y\r ,bible8 %e pres5tly ask$4 ,i c d t same ) ! greate/ pleasure1 ,m>ion said1 br++ =w>d a new & %9+ concordance4 ,i really meant to h a new dress ?is fall2 ,i say t1 ,ru?ie1 = y\r special com=t2 b ! tru? is1 !re 0 an army ( ,bible v]ses t ,i le>n$ 9 my y\? troop+ up to me1 & ,i _h su* a desire to see ! connection1 & f9d out :at !y 7 all ab\t1 t ,i 0 actually oblig$ to sacrifice ! dress & get a concordance4 ,i h lots ( com=t ) x4 ,"h is ! v]se1 ,flossy4 ,flossy drew ! ,bible t[>d h] ) a little sigh4 ,i wi% ,i knew an army ( v]ses1 %e said4 ,seems to me ,i don't "k any at all4 ,!n %e w5t to read+4 ,i "k v]ses en\gh1 ,eurie said1 b !y seem to be 9 a great muddle 9 my bra94 ,i c't rememb] t any ( !m 7 ev] expla9$ to me2 & x isn't v (t5 t ,i f9d a place :]e any ( !m w fit 94 ,!y d fit 91 ?\gh1 & ) a/oni%+ clos5ess1 y w f9d1 z y gr[ us$ to !m4 ,i h be5 amaz$ at t feature ( ! ,bible4 ,"s ( ! v]ses t occur 9 ! selections = p>s+ are j wond]ful2 !y seem aim$ directly at me4 ,:at h y f\nd1 ,flossy8 ,wond]ful ?+s1 said ,flossy1 flu%+ & smil+4 ,y are read+ backw>d1 ar5't y8 ,i "k ^? v]ses2 j y let me read !m1 sub/itut+ ! object ab\t :i* we are talk+1 & see h[ !y w fit4 ,y see1 girls1 ?is a/oni%+ man1 ,paul by "n--d y happ5 to "k 8 hi/ory8--m wond]ful ?+s happ5$ to him ?an to any o!r mortal ,i v]ily believe4 ,well1 he 0 talk+ ab\t idols1 & advis+ 8 ,*ri/ian fri5ds n to eat ! food t _h be5 (f]$ to idols2 n t x w\ld hurt !m1 b because--well1 y'll see ! 'because' z ,i read4 ,i'll j put 9 our ^w1 = an illu/ration1 in/ead ( meat4 ',b c>ds comm5d u n to ,god3 = nei!r if we play are we ! bett]2 nei!r if we play n1 are we ! worse4 ,b take he$ le/ by any means ?is lib]ty ( y\rs become a /umbl+-block to !m t are weak2 = if any man see !e :i* ha/ k1 sit at c>ds1 %all n ! consci5ce ( him :i* is weak be embold5$ to sit at c>ds also8 ,& ?r\gh ?y k %all ! weak bro!r p]i% = :om ,*ri/ di$8 ,b :5 ye s9 s aga9/ ! bre?r5 & w\nd _! weak consci5ce1 ye s9 aga9/ ,*ri/4 ,:]e=e if c>ds make my bro!r to (f5d1 ,i w play no m c>ds :ile ! _w /&e?1 le/ ,i make my bro!r to (f5d4' ,doesn't t fit8 ,let me look at t1 said ,eurie1 sudd5ly1 draw+ ! ,bible to h]4 ,aft] all1 %e said1 aft] a mom5t1 :at "r h y to sub/itute ! ^w c>ds8 ,x is talk+ ab\t ano!r matt]4 ,n[1 ,eurie ,mit*ell1 y are too bright to make su* a rem>k z t6 ,if ! ,bible is = our help z well z = ,paul's1 we h surely ! "r to sub/itute ! n\n t fits our pres5t ne$s4 ,we h no idols n[adays2 at lea/ !y are n made out ( wood & /one2 & ! logic ( ! "q is z cle> z sunlight4 ,we h only to und]/& t ! matt] ( play+ c>ds is a sn>e & a dang] to "s p1 & we see our duty cle>ly en\gh1 because1 h[ are we ev] to be sure t ! v p]son :o w be tempt$ is n )9 ! rea* ( our influ5ce4 ,:at d y ?9k1 ,flossy8 ,is ! "q any cle>] to y8 ,:y1 yes1 ,flossy said1 sl[ly1 t eigh? v]se settles x3 ',= meat comm5de? u n to ,god1 = nei!r if we eat are we ! bett]1 nei!r if we eat n are we ! worse4' ,x c]ta9ly c d no "o any h>m if ,i let c>ds alone1 & x is equally c]ta9 t x may d h>m if ,i play !m4 ,i %\ld ?9k my duty 0 cle>4 ,i wond] :at ,col4 ,bak] w say to t duty8 qu]i$ ,eurie1 ?9k+ al\d r ?an speak+ to any "o4 ,he is v mu* giv5 ov] to ! amusem5t1 if ,i am n mi/ak54 ,flossy rais$ h] eyes & fix$ !m ?\ghtfully on ,eurie's face1 :ile a flu% spread all ov] h] own pretty "o4 ,0 x possible t %e _h help$ to fo/] ?is ta/e 9 ,col4 ,bak]4 ,h[ _m ev5+s %e _h sp5t ) him 9 ?is way4 ,0 he v mu* addict$ to ! use ( c>ds1 %e wond]$2 t is1 outside ( _! own p>lor8 ,eurie seem$ to "k some?+ ab\t x4 ,:at makes y ?9k s8 %e ask$1 at la/4 ,because ,i "k s4 ,he has a great deal to d ) ,nell's infatuation4 ,he 0 ! v fir/ "o ) :om ,nell ev] play$ = any?+ b fun4 ,flossy ,%ipley1 y surely "k t he d]ives a good deal ( 8 income 9 t way8 ,i c]ta9ly did n "k x1 ,flossy said1 ) an increas+ gl[ on h] *eeks4 ,! gl[ 0 caus$ by wond]+ h[ f> h] own bro!r1 ,*>lie1 _h be5 l$ by ?is man4 ,girls1 said ,m>ion1 conclud+ t a *ange ( subject w\ld be wise1 w\ldn't a ,bible read+ ev5+ be nice8 ,:at k9d ( an ev5+ c t be8 ,m>ion laugh$4 ,:y1 a read+ toge!r out ( ! ,bible ab\t a c]ta9 subject1 or subjects1 t int]e/$ u1 & ab\t :i* we want$ to in=m ourselves8 ,l ?is1 = in/ance4 ,i presume !re are doz5s ( texts t be> on ?is v "q4 ,x w\ld be nice to g ov] !m toge!r & talk !m up4 ,flossy's eyes bright5$4 ,i w\ld l t exce$+ly1 %e said4 ,i ne$ ! help ( y all4 ,i "k s v little ab\t ! ,bible4 ,we h musical ev5+s1 & lit]>y ev5+s2 :y n ,bible ev5+s8 ,let's d x4 ,apropos ( ! subject 9 h&1 be=e we take up a new "o1 :at d y ?9k ( ?is by way ( illu/ration8 ,ru? ask$1 z %e ?rew d[n on ! table a da9tily writt5 epi/le4 ,!re 0 an eag] grasp+ aft] x by ?is m]ry trio1 & ,eurie secur+ x1 read al\d4 ,x 0 an invitation = ! next ev5+ to a select ga!r+ ( *oice spirits = ! purpose ( enjoy+ a social ev5+ at c>ds4 ,:at d y propose to d ) x8 ,m>ion ask$1 z ,eurie balanc$ ! note on h] h& ) an amus$ face2 ! illu/ration fitt$ s rem>kably into ! talk4 ,decl9e x1 ,ru? said1 briefly4 ,& !n add$1 z an aft]-?\ght1 ,i nev] gave ! subject any att5tion 9 my life4 ,i am1 p]haps1 n entirely conv9c$ n[1 only ,i see z ,flossy does1 t ,i %all c]ta9ly d no h>m by decl9+2 :]eas x seems ,i may possibly d "s by accept+2 !re=e1 ( c\rse1 ! way is cle>4 ,%e said x ) ! utmo/ composure1 & x 0 evid5t t ! idea ( su* a c\rse be+ disagreeable to h]1 or ( h] consid]+ x a cross to decl9e1 _h n occurr$ to h]4 ,%e c>$ no?+ at all ab\t ^! matt]s1 & _h only be5 involv$ 9 !m z a sort ( necessity belong+ to society4 ,%e 0 m ?an will+ to be c\nt$ out4 ,z = ,flossy1 %e drew a little sigh ( envy4 ,%e w\ld h giv5 mu* to h be5 con/itut$ l ,ru? ,ersk9e4 ,%e knew t ! same l invitation w\ld probably come to h]1 & %e knew t %e w\ld decl9e x2 b1 aside f loss ( ! pleasure & excitem5t ( ! pretty toilet & ! pleasant ev5+ among h] fri5ds1 %e =esaw long & we>isome discussions ) ,col4 ,bak]1 ) ,*>lie1 ) h] fa!r2 s>ca/ic rem>ks f ,kitty & h] lov]1 & a long tra9 ( annoyances4 ,%e dread$ !m all2 x 0 s easy to slip along ) ! curr5t2 x 0 s h>d to /em x & insi/ on go+ ! o!r way4 ,z = ,m>ion ,wilbur1 %e envi$ !m bo?2 a *ance = !m to da% out into a new *annel & make "s headway1 n ! ev]la/+ humdrum sam5ess t fill$ h] life4 ,flossy 0 fasc9at$ ) ! ,bible words1 t 7 s new & fre% to h]4 ,^? v]ses cov] a great deal ( gr\nd1 %e said1 sl[ly read+ !m ov] aga94 ,i c ?9k ( a good _m ?+s :i* we call "r en\gh1 t1 measur$ by t te/1 w\ld h to be *ang$ or giv5 up4 ,b1 ,m>ion1 y spoke ( danc+ & !atre-go+4 ,i c't q see :at ! v]ses h to d ) ei!r ( ^? amusem5ts2 ,i mean n z we1 & ! p 9 our set1 h to d ) su* ?+s4 ,d y ?9k e =m ( danc+ is wick$8 ,:at :olesale que/ions y ask1 my morsel6 ,& y ask !m precisely z ?\gh ,i _h be5 made umpire & y mu/ abide by my decisions1 :atev] !y are4 ,n[1 d y "k ,i nev] believ$ 9 danc+8 ,i _h "s que]1 p]haps old-fa%ion$1 notions ab\t x all my life4 ,ev5 be=e !re 0 any su* ?+ z a consci5ti\s scruple ab\t x1 ,i %\ld n h danc$ if ,i _h _h a hundr$ *ances to m+le 9 j ! set t y d2 s1 p]haps1 ,i am n ! "o ( :om to ask t "q4 ,i %\ld ?9k y 7 j ! "o4 ,if y h exam9$ x1 & "k :y y ?9k s1 y c surely tell me1 & give me a *ance to see :e!r ,i ought to ?9k z y d or n4 ,i ne$ po/+1 decid$ly1 on t "q1 ,eurie said1 ?r[+ (f h] e>ne/ness & look+ amus$4 ,if !re is any "o ?+ above ano!r t ,i d ?or\ghly enjoy1 x is danc+2 & ,i give y all fair w>n+1 ,i don't mean to be coax$ out ( x v easily4 ,i %all fight h>d = t bit ( fun4 ,m>ion don't "k any?+ ab\t x1 = %e nev] danc$2 b ! re/ ( y "k j :at a delici\s ex]cise x is2 & ,i don't believe1 :5 x is indulg$ 9 reasonably1 & at prop] places1 !re is any h>m at all 9 x4 ,if ,i am to give x up1 y w h to %[ me /rong reasons :y ,i %\ld4 ,all ?is fits "r 9 ) my idea1 ,m>ion said4 ,no?+ c\ld be m suitable = our fir/ ,bible read+4 ,let u take an ev5+ = x1 & prep>e ourselves z well z we c be=eh&1 & exam9e into ! ,bible view ( x4 ,eurie1 y w be expect$ to be arm$ ) all ! ,scriptural argum5ts 9 its favor4 ,i'll try = ! o!r side4 ,n[1 ,ru? & ,flossy1 :i* side w y *oose8 ,nei!r1 ,ru? said1 promptly4 ,i am int]e/$ 9 ! subject1 & %all be glad to be in=m$ z to :at ! ,bible says ab\t x1 if any ( y are sm>t en\gh to f9d any?+ t w be> on ! subject2 b ,i believe ! ,bible left t1 z well z "s o!r ?+s1 to our common s5se1 & t ea* ( u h to decide ! matt] = ourselves4 ,all "r1 said ,m>ion1 we'll accept y on ! non-committal side4 ,only1 rememb] y are to try to prove f ! ,bible t x has left u to decide ?is matt] = ourselves4 ,i %all take e side t ,i f9d1 ,flossy said4 ,:at ,i want to "k is1 ! tru? ab\t ?+s4 ,)\t reg>d z to :e!r ! tru? is s =tunate z to agree ) y\r op9ion or n8 said ,m>ion4 ,y w1 probably1 be q z likely to f9d ! tru? z any ( u4 ,well1 ,i l ! plan2 !re is "w 9 x1 & x w am\nt to some?+4 ,:5 %all x be8 ,next ,friday1 said ,flossy4 ,no1 said ,ru?2 ,friday is ! night ( ,mrs4 ,g>l&'s lawn p>ty4 ,a danc+ p>ty1 said ,eurie4 ,good6 ,let u come toge!r on ,?ursday ev5+4 ,if !re is a danc+ p>ty j ahead1 x w make u all ! m zeal\s to prove our sides2 ,i %all be1 at lea/1 = ,i want to g to ,mrs4 ,g>l&'s4 ,illu/ration ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,,xiii4 ,,look+ ,,= ,,"w4 ,,dr4 ,,d5nis _h j gone into 8 /udy to make ready = ! ev5+ pray]-meet+1 :5 he he>d 8 door-bell r+4 ,he rememb]$ ) a %ade ( anxiety t 8 daught] 0 n yet out ( s*ool1 & t 8 si/] & h\sekeep] 0 n at home4 ,x 0 m ?an likely t he w\ld be int]rupt$4 ,:at is x1 ,hannah8 he ask$1 z t p]son appe>$ at 8 door4 ,x is ,miss ,ersk9e1 sir4 ,i told h] t ,miss ,d5nis 0 out ( t[n1 & ,miss ,grace 0 at s*ool1 & %e said x 0 ( no consequ5ce1 %e want$ to see ! m9i/] himself4 ,w ,i tell h] t y are engag$8 ,no1 said ,dr4 ,d5nis1 promptly4 ,! s5sation 0 /ill v new1 ?is desire on ! "p ( any ( ! "n ( ,ersk9e to see him4 ,8 prep>ation c\ld af=d to wait4 ,two m9utes m & ,ru? 0 9 ! /udy4 ,x 0 a place 9 :i* %e felt z ne>ly emb>rass$ z %e ev] approa*$ to t feel+4 ,%e _h a specific purpose 9 call+1 & words arrang$ :]e) to comm5ce h] topic2 b !y fl$ f h] z if %e _h be5 a s*ool girl in/ead ( a f9i%$ "y lady 9 society2 & %e answ]$ ! ,doctor's k9d enquiries z to ! heal? ( h] fa!r & h]self 9 an abs5t & con/ra9$ mann]4 ,at la/ ?is good man conclud$ to help h]4 ,is !re any ?+ special t ,i c d = y to-day8 he ask$1 ) a k9dly int]e/ 9 8 tone1 t sugge/$ ! feel+ t he 0 int]e/$ 9 h] plans1 :atev] !y 71 & w\ld be glad to help4 ,yes1 %e said1 surpris$ into frankness by 8 /raight=w>d way ( do+ ?+s2 or1 at lea/1 ,i hope y c4 ,dr4 ,d5nis1 ought n e ,*ri/ian to be at "w8 ,our great ,example said2 ',i mu/ "w ! works ( him t s5t me :ile x is day4' ,i "k x2 t v v]se set me to ?9k+ ab\t x4 ,t is :at ,i want help ab\t4 ,!re is no "w = me to d2 at lea/1 ,i c't f9d any4 ,i am do+ j no?+ at all1 & ,i don't 9 ! lea/ "k :i* way to turn4 ,i am n satisfi$ ) ?is /ate ( ?+s2 ,i c't settle back to my books & my music z ,i did be=e ,i w5t away2 ,i don't enjoy !m z ,i us$ to2 ,i mean1 !y don't absorb me2 !y seem to be ( no e>?ly use to anyone b myself1 & ,i don't feel absolutely c]ta9 t !y are ( any use to me2 anyway1 !y are n ,*ri/ian "w4 ,z to t1 y are n to be too c]ta9 ab\t x4 ,wond]ful ?+s c be done ) music2 & :5 "o is giv5 a m>k$ tal5t = x1 z ,i he> has be5 ! case ) y1 x is n to be hidd5 9 a napk94 ,i don't "k :at ,i c d ) music1 ,i am sure1 ,ru? said1 skeptically4 ,i suppose ,i mu/ h a good deal ( tal5t 9 t direction2 ,i h be5 told s ev] s9ce ,i c rememb]2 b beyond ent]ta9+ my fri5ds1 ,i see no o!r special use = x4 ,d y rememb] tell+ me ab\t ! songs :i* ,mr4 ,bliss sang at ,*autauqua1 & ! effect on ! audi5ce8 ,yes1 said ,ru?1 speak+ he>tily1 & h] *eeks gl[+ at ! recollection b he 0 wond]ful6 ,! same "w c be done 9 a small] way1 ,dr4 ,d5nis said1 smil+4 ,i hope to %[ y some?+ ( :at y may d to help 9 t way be=e ano!r w9t] passes2 b1 9 ! meantime1 m]e ent]ta9m5t ( fri5ds is n a bad motive = keep+ up "o's music4 ,!n !re is ! unc]ta9 future ev] be=e u4 ,:at if y %\ld be call$ ^u to tea* music "s day8 ,a vision ( h]self toil+ we>ily f h\se to h\se 9 all wea!rs1 & at all h\rs ( ! day1 z %e _h se5 music tea*]s d1 hov]$ ov] ,ru? ,ersk9e's bra91 & s utt]ly improbable & absurd did ! picture seem1 :5 %e imag9$ x z hav+ any ref]5ce to h]1 t %e laugh$ outright4 ,i don't believe ,i %all ev] tea* music1 %e said1 positively4 ,p]haps n2 & yet /rang] ?+s ?an t h happ5$ 9 ?is *angeful life4 ,b1 ,dr4 ,d5nis1 %e said1 ) sudd5 en]gy1 & %[+ a t\* ( annoyance at ! turn :i* ! talk 0 tak+1 my tr\ble is n an inability to employ my "t2 ,i d n belong to ! class ( "y ladies :o are afflict$ ) ennui4 ,& a s>ca/ic curve ( h] h&some lip made ,ru? look v l ! ,miss ,ersk9e t ,dr4 ,d5nis _h always kn[n4 ,%e despis$ p :o _h no res\rces )9 !mselves4 ,i c f9d pl5ty to d1 & ,i enjoy do+ x2 b ! po9t is1 ,i seem to be liv+ only = myself1 & t doesn't seem "r4 ,i want ,*ri/ian "w4 ,to tell ! tru? ,dr4 ,d5nis 0 puzzl$4 ,!re 0 s mu* "w to d1 8 h&s & he>t 7 always s full & runn+ ov]1 t x seem$ /range to him = anyone to come look+ = ,*ri/ian "w2 ! _w 0 teem+ ) x4 ,on ! o!r h& he confess$ to himself t he 0 utt]ly unaccu/om$ to he>+ p ask = "w2 or1 if ! facts be told1 to hav+ any "o d any "w4 ,ye>s ago he _h tri$ to set ! p ( ! ,fir/ ,*ur* to "w2 b !y _h />$ at him & misund]/ood him1 & he confess$ to himself t he _h giv5 ov] try+ to get "w out ( mo/ ( !m4 ,:ile ?is exp]i5ce 0 refre%+1 x 0 new1 & left him = ! mom5t bewild]$4 ,i und]/& y1 he said1 rally+4 ,!re is pl5ty ( ,*ri/ian "w4 ,d y want to take a class 9 ! ,sunday-s*ool8 ,!re is a vacancy4 ,ru? %ook h] head ) decision4 ,t is n at all my =te4 ,i h no faculty = tea*+ *ildr52 ,i am entirely unus$ to !m1 & h no special int]e/ 9 !m1 & no sort ( idea h[ !y are to be manag$4 ,"s p are specially fitt$ = su* "w2 ,i "k ,i am n4 ,(t5 we f9d our "w mu* ne>] home ?an we _h plann$1 ,dr4 ,d5nis said1 reg>d+ h] ) a ?\ghtful air4 ,h[ is x ) y\r fa!r1 ,miss ,ersk9e8 ,my fa!r8 %e repeat$2 & %e c\ld h>dly h look$ m bewild]$ if h] pa/or _h ask$ aft] ! welf>e ( ! man 9 ! moon4 ,are y try+ to w9 him ov] to ! ,"l's side8 ,utt] sil5ce & surprise on ,miss ,ersk9e's "p4 ,at la/ %e said3 ,i h>dly ev] see my fa!r2 we are nev] alone except :5 we are on our way to d9n]1 or to pay =mal calls on v =mal p4 ,!n we are always 9 a hurry4 ,i _c rea* my fa!r1 ,dr4 ,d5nis2 he is imm]s$ 9 bus9ess1 & has no "t nor he>t = su* matt]s4 ,i %\ld n 9 ! lea/ "k h[ to approa* him if ,i _h a *ance2 &1 inde$1 ,i am sure ,i c\ld d no good1 = he w\ld e/eem x an imp]t95ce to be que/ion$ by 8 daught] z to 8 ?\ghts on ^! matt]s4 ,yet y h an e>ne/ desire to see him a ,*ri/ian8 ,yes1 %e said1 speak+ sl[ly & hesitat+ly2 ( c\rse ,i h t4 ,to be v frank1 ,dr4 ,d5nis1 x is a hopeless sort ( desire2 ,i don't expect x 9 ! lea/2 my fa!r is peculi>ly unapproa*able2 ,i "k he consid]s himself suffici5t unto himself1 if y w all[ ! expression4 ,9 ?9k+ ( him1 ,i h felt t a great _m ye>s f n[1 :5 he is old1 & :5 bus9ess c>es & responsibilities h 9 a measure fall5 (f1 & giv5 him "t to ?9k ( himself1 he might !n feel 8 ne$ ( a ,fri5d & be won2 b ,i don't ev5 hope = x be=e t "t4 ,my de> fri5d1 y h really no "r to set a diff]5t "t f ! "o t y\r ,ma/] has set1 h] pa/or said1 e>ne/ly4 ,don't y "k t 8 "t is always n[8 ,h[ c y be sure t he w *oose to give y\r fa!r a long life1 & leisure 9 old age to help him to ?9k8 ,isn't t a t]rible risk8 ,ru? ,ersk9e %ook h] decid$ head4 ,i feel sure t my "w is n 9 t direction1 %e said4 ,i c\ld n d x2 y d n "k my fa!r z well z ,i d2 he w\ld nev] all[ me to approa* him4 ,! mo/ ,i c hope to d w be to hold :at he calls my new views s f> into ! backgr\nd t he w n positively =bid !m to me4 ,he is ! only p]son ,i ?9k ( :om ,i /& absolutely 9 awe4 ,!n ,i c\ldn't talk ) him4 ,8 life is a pure1 spotless "o1 conv9c+ by its v morality2 s he ?9ks t !re is no ne$ ( a ,savi\r4 ,i d pray = him2 ,i mean to z long z he & ,i live2 b ,i "k ,i c d no?+ else2 at lea/ n = _m a ye>4 ,h[ 0 ,dr4 ,d5nis to set to "w a lady :o knew s mu* t %e c\ld n "w8 ,?is 0 ! ?\ght t puzzl$ him4 ,b he knew h[ difficult x 0 = p to "w 9 *annels m>k$ out by o!rs4 ,s he said1 enc\rag+ly3 ,i c conceive ( "s ( y\r difficulties 9 t direction4 ,b y h o!r fri5ds :o are n ,*ri/ians8 ,?is be+ said inquir+ly1 ,ru?1 aft] a mom5t ( hesitation1 answ]$ x3 ,i h "o fri5d to :om ,i h tri$ to talk ab\t ?is matt]1 b ,i h _h no success4 ,he is v peculi> 9 8 views & feel+s4 ,he agrees to e ?+ t ,i say1 & admits ! wisdom & reasonabl5ess ( x all1 b he goes no fur!r4 ,!re are a great _m su* p1 ,dr4 ,d5nis said1 ) a quick sigh4 ,he met _m ( !m himself4 ,!y are ! h>de/ class to rea*4 ,does y\r fri5d believe 9 ! p[] ( pray]8 ,i h g5]ally f\nd ! safe/ & %orte/ way ) su* to be to use my influ5ce 9 induc+ !m to beg9 to pray4 ,if !y admit its p[] & its reasonabl5ess1 x is su* a v simple ?+ to d = a fri5d t !y c h>dly refuse4 ,i don't ?9k he ev] prays1 ,ru? said1 & ,i don't believe he w\ld4 ,he w\ld ?9k x hypocritical4 ,he says z mu* z t half ! pray+ mu/ be mock]y4 ,grant+ t to be ! case1 does he ?9k he %\ld !re=e n (f] real pray]8 ,t w\ld be a sad /ate4 ,because ,i h _m hypocrites 9 my family ^: words to me are mock]y1 !re=e no "o mu/ be a true fri5d4 ,i "k1 said ,ru?1 int]rupt+4 ,b ,i don't "k h[ to rea* su* p4 ,p]haps he may be y\r "w1 ,dr4 ,d5nis1 b ,i don't ?9k he is m9e4 ,i don't 9 ! lea/ "k :at to say to him4 ,i ref] to ,mr4 ,wayne4 ,i "k him1 ,dr4 ,d5nis said1 b he is n incl9$ to talk ) me4 ,i h n ! intimacy ) him t w\ld lead him to be famili>4 ,i %\ld be v c]ta91 if ,i 7 y1 t my "w did n lie 9 t direction be=e ,i turn$ f x4 ,i am c]ta91 ,ru? said1 ) a little laugh4 ,i don't "k h[ to talk to su* p4 ,i %\ld feel sure ( do+ m h>m ?an good4 ,b1 my de> ,miss ,ersk9e1 ,i beg y\r p>don = ! rem9d]1 b s9ce y are ?r[n mu* into 8 society1 w x n be necess>y = y1 z a ,*ri/ian1 to talk m or less ab\t ?is matt]8 ,%\ld n y\r talk be %ap$ 9 su* a way z to influ5ce him if y c8 ,i don't ?9k ,i und]/&1 ,ru? said1 d\btfully4 ,d y mean t p %\ld talk ab\t religion all ! "t !y are toge!r8 ,dur+ ?is "q ,dr4 ,d5nis _h drawn 8 ,bible t[>d him & be5 turn+ ov] ! leaves4 ,j let me read y a ^w f ! ,guide-book on ?is subject3 ',only let y\r conv]sation be z become? ! ,gospel ( ,*ri/4' ',z he :i* ha? call$ y is holy1 s be ye holy 9 all mann] ( conv]sation4' ',see+1 !n1 t all ^! ?+s %all be dissolv$1 :at mann] ( p]son ought ye to be1 9 all holy conv]sation & godl9ess8' ,:at %\ld y conclude z to ,*ri/ian duty 9 ! matt] ( daily conv]sation8 ,ru? made no answ] to ?is "q1 b sat ) e>ne/1 ?\ghtful look fix$ on h] pa/or's face4 ,:o foll[s t patt]n8 %e ask$1 at la/4 ,my de> fri5d1 is n our conc]n r to decide :e!r y & ,i %all try to d x 9 ! future8 ,someway ?is br\ght ! talk to a sudd5 lull4 ,ru? seem$ to h no m to say4 ,!re is ano!r way ( "w t ,i h be5 int5d+ to sugge/ to "s ( y "y ladies1 ,dr4 ,d5nis said1 aft] a ?\ghtful sil5ce4 ,x is some?+ v mu* neglect$ 9 our *ur*--t is ! social "q4 ,d y "k we h _m memb]s :o compla9 t !y are nev] call$ on1 nev] spok5 )1 nev] notic$ 9 any way8 ,i don't "k any?+ ab\t ! memb]s1 ,ru? said4 ,i don't ?9k ,i h a p]sonal acqua9tance ) tw5ty ( !m--a call+ acqua9tance1 ,i mean4 ,t is ! case ) a great _m1 & x is a /ate ( ?+s t %\ld n exi/4 ,! family ought to "k ea* o!r4 ,i beg9 to see y\r "w cle>]2 x is ! "y ladies1 to a l>ge ext5t1 :o mu/ rem$y ?is evil4 ,suppose y take up "s ( t "w1 n neglect+ ! o!r1 ( c\rse4 ',^! ought ye to h done1 & n to h left ! o!r undone1' ,i am afraid w be said to a good _m ( u4 ,b ?is is c]ta9ly "w ne$+ to be done1 & "w = :i* y h leisure4 ,he hop$ to see h] face bright51 b x did n4 ,in/ead %e said3 ,i hate call+4 ,i d>e say2 call+ t is aimless1 & 9 a s5se useless4 ,x mu/ be hateful "w4 ,b if y />t out ) an object 9 view1 a some?+ to accompli% t is wor? y\r :ile1 w x n make a great diff]5ce8 ,ru? only sigh$4 ,i h s _m calls to make ) fa!r1 %e said1 we>ily4 ,x is ! wor/ "w ,i d4 ,!y are ^u fa%ionable1 frivol\s p1 :o _c talk ab\t any?+4 ,x is worse m>tyrdom n[ ?an x us$ to be4 ,i ?9k ,i am peculi>ly unfitt$ = su* "w1 ,dr4 ,d5nis4 ,b ,i want y to try a diff]5t /yle ( calls4 ,g alone2 n ) y\r fa!r1 or ) anyone :o w trammel y\r tongue2 & g among a class ( p :o d n expect y1 & w be surpris$ & pleas$1 & help$1 p]haps4 ,come1 let me give y a li/ ( p]sons :om ,i w\ld l to h y call on at y\r e>lie/ opportunity4 ,?is is "w t ,i am really long+ to see done4 ,a prison] ab\t to receive s5t5ce c\ld h>dly h look$ m gloomy ?an did ,ru?4 ,%e 0 /ill = a few m9utes1 !n %e said3 ,dr4 ,d5nis1 d y really ?9k x is a p]son's duty to d t sort ( "w = :i* he or %e feels lea/ qualifi$1 & :i* is ! mo/ di/a/eful8 ,no1 said ,dr4 ,d5nis1 promptly4 ,my de> ,miss ,ersk9e1 w y be s k9d z to tell me ! "w = :i* y feel qualifi$1 & = :i* y h no di/a/e8 ,aga9 ,ru? hesitat$1 look$ confus$1 & !n laugh$4 ,%e began to see t %e 0 mak+ a v difficult task = h] pa/or4 ,i don't feel qualifi$ = any?+1 %e said1 at la/4 ,& ,i feel afraid to und]take any?+4 ,b at ! same "t1 ,i ?9k ,i ought to be at "w4 ,n[ we beg9 to see ! way cle>]1 he said1 smil+1 & ) enc\ragem5t 9 8 voice4 ,x may seem a /range ?+ to y1 b a s5se ( unfitness is sometimes "o ( ! v be/ qualifications = su* "w4 ,if x is /rong en\gh to drive u to ! bless$ ,fri5d :o has promis$ to make p]fect our weakness 9 ?is z 9 all o!r ef=ts1 & if we g out arm$ 9 ,8 /r5g? we are sure to conqu]4 ,try x4 ,take ?is = y\r motto3 ',z ye h opportunity4' ,&1 by ! way1 d y "k ! re/ ( t v]se8 ',especially to !m :o are ( ! h\sehold ( fai?4' ,x is memb]s ( ! h\sehold t ,i want y to call on1 rememb]4 ,ru? laugh$ aga91 & %ook h] head4 ,b %e took h] li/ & w5t away4 ,%e _h no m t %e want$ to say j !n2 b %e felt t %e _h food = ?\ght4 ,i may try x1 %e said1 z %e w5t out1 hold+ up h] li/1 b ,i feel t ,i %all blund]1 & d m h>m ?an good4 ,dr4 ,d5nis look$ aft] h] ) a face on :i* !re 0 no smile4 ,!re goes "o1 he said to himself1 :o ?9ks %e is will+ to be l$1 b1 on ! contr>y1 %e wants to lead4 ,%e is sav$1 b n subdu$4 ,i wond] :at means ! great ,ma/] w h to use to lead h] to re/ 9 8 h&s1 kn[+ no way b 88 ,illu/ration ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,,xiv ,,an ,,un>m$ ,,soldi]4 ,,_m ?+s int]v5$ to keep ,ru? ,ersk9e f hav+ mu* to d ) t li/ :i* h] pa/or _h giv5 h]4 ,%e read x ov] inde$1 & realiz$ t %e 0 n famili> ) a s+le "n4 ,:at an idea x w be = me to g blund]+ ?r\gh ! city1 hunt+ up p :om ,i %all n "k :5 ,i f9d4 ,?is %e said z %e read x ov]2 !n %e laid x aside1 & made ready to g out to d9n] ) h] fa!r1 to meet two judges & _! wives & daught]s :o 7 /opp+ 9 t[n4 ,dur+ t day %e ?\ght _m times ( ! s5t5ces t _h be5 read to h] out ( t pla9-look+1 mu*-worn ,bible on ,dr4 ,d5nis' /udy-table4 ,! only effect !y _h on h] 0 to make h] smile at ! ?\ght ( ! impossibility ( any?+ l a religi\s conv]sation 9 su* society z t6 ,h[ !y w\ld />e1 %e said to h]self1 if ,i %\ld ask !m ab\t a pray]-meet+6 ,i h half a m9d to try x4 ,if fa!r 7 n )9 he>+ ,i w\ld1 j to see :at ^! f9i%$ "y ladies w\ld say4 ,b %e did n try x2 & ! ev5+ pass$1 z s _m ev5+s _h1 )\t an attempt on h] "p to c>ry out any ( ! ?\ghts :i* tr\bl$ h]4 ,%e look$ =w>d to "o bit ( "w :i* %e expect$ to fall to h] %>e1 at lea/ %e lik$ to call x "w4 ,t c>d-p>ty to :i* %e _h be5 invit$2 %e w\ld be expect$ to att5d 9 company ) ,mr4 ,wayne2 %e meant to decl9e1 & h] fa!r w\ld be surpris$ & a trifle annoy$1 = x 0 at a place :]e1 n lik+ ! p well en\gh himself to be social1 he desir$ 8 daught] to atone = 8 defici5cy4 ,b %e w\ld /eadily refuse4 ,%e did n %r9k f ?is ef=t z ,flossy did2 on ! contr>y1 %e half enjoy$ ! ?\ght ( be+ a calm & compos$ m>tyr4 ,b1 q to h] discom=t1 ! m>tyrdom 0 n p]mitt$2 at lea/ x took a diff]5t =m4 ,mr4 ,wayne 0 oblig$ to be out ( t[n1 & s5t pr(use regrets1 assum+ t1 ( c\rse1 x w\ld be a sore disappo9tm5t to h]4 ,h] fa!r took suffici5t notice ( x to make "o or two ef=ts to agreeably supply 8 place1 & fail+ 9 t1 assur$ 8 daught] t r ?an h h] disappo9t$1 he w\ld h plann$ to accompany h] himself if he _h kn[n ( ,mr4 ,wayne's abs5ce 9 "t4 ,! actual cross t x w\ld h be5 to expla9 to h] fa!r t %e did n desire to g1 & ! reasons !re=1 %e did n take up2 b ! occurr5ce s]v$ to annoy h]4 ,two days aft]w>d %e 0 busy all ! morn+ ) h] dressmak]1 gett+ a special dress ready = a w$d+ among ! upp] circles4 ,%e _h be5 hurri$ & worri$1 & 0 z ne>ly out ( pati5ce z h] calmness ev] all[$ h] to be4 ,/ill %e rememb]$ t x 0 ! pray]-meet+ ev5+1 t %e %\ld see ,dr4 ,d5nis1 & t he w\ld be likely to ask h] ab\t ! p on t li/4 ,%e ought to g t aft]noon1 & try :at %e c\ld d4 ,once s9ce h] call on ,dr4 ,d5nis %e _h met him z he 0 go+ d[n ,cl9ton ,/reet1 & he _h turn$ & jo9$ h] = a few /eps1 :ile he said3 ,i h be5 ?9k+ ab\t ano!r fri5d ( y\rs1 t ,i %\ld be v glad to see influ5c$ 9 ! "r direction4 ,8 si/] is try+1 ,i presume2 b o!r p's si/]s "s times h an influ5ce4 ,"y ,mit*ell1 ! doctor's son1 is a "y man ( real promise2 he ought to be on ! ,"l's side4 ,y are mi/ak5 9 suppos+ him to be a fri5d ( m9e1 ,ru? said1 ) promptness & emphasis4 ,we h ! mo/ di/ant speak+ acqua9tance only1 & ,i h a dislike = him am\nt+ to absolute av]sion4 ,!re 0 t 9 ,ru? ,ersk9e's voice :5 %e *ose to let x appe> t said1 ,my av]sion is a v s]i\s & disagreeable ?+4 ,yes1 ! ,doctor said1 quietly1 z "o 9 no degree surpris$ or di/urb$2 yet he has a s\l to be sav$1 & ! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/ di$ to save him4 ,!re 0 no d5y+ ?is2 & c]ta9ly x w\ld n look well 9 h] to say t %e _h no desire to h "p 9 8 salvation2 s %e kept sil5ce4 ,b !re foll[$ h] a disagreeable remembrance ( hav+ negativ$ e proposition :]eby ! doctor _h hop$ to set h] at "w4 ,%e decid$1 disagreeable z x 01 to make a vigor\s assault on ^? families1 !reby %[+ him :at %e c\ld d4 ,to ?is end %e array$ h]self 9 immaculate call+ attire--) a ru/le ( silk & a s(tness ( ruffle1 & a da9t9ess ( glove t none b ! weal?y c assume1 &1 9 %ort1 ) t unmi/akable air ab\t e ?+ p]ta9+ to h] t m>ks ! lady ( fa%ion4 ,^! ?+s 7 z mu* a "p ( ,ru? ,ersk9e z h] hair & eyes 74 ,once ready1 h] dress1 p]haps1 gave h] z little ?\ght z h] eyes or hair did4 ,b %e look$ z ?\gh t mu/ h be5 ! sole object ( ?\ght & /udy 9 ord] to produce su* p]fect results4 ,h] prep>ation = h] new & untri$ "w _h be5 none ( ! be/4 ,z ,i said1 ! morn+ _h be5 giv5 to ! c>es ( ! dressmak] & ! deceitfulness ( trimm+s1 s mu* s t h] ,bible read+ ev5 _h be5 omitt$1 & only ! briefe/ & mo/ hurri$ ( pray]s1 wor?y ( ! days :5 pray] 0 no?+ to h] b a =mal b[+ ( ! head1 on prop] occasions1 _h m>k$ h] ne$ ( help f ! ,almighty ,h&4 ,^! ?\ghts tr\bl$ h] z %e w5t d[n ! ,/reet4 ,%e paus$ irresolutely be=e "o ( ! pr9cipal book/ores4 ,i ought to h "s tracts1 %e said1 d\btfully1 to h]self2 !y always take tracts :5 !y g di/rict visit+2 ,i "k t f he>+ ,mrs4 ,:ipple talk2 :at is ?is b a di/rict visit+2 only ,dr4 ,d5nis has put my di/rict all ov] ! city2 ,i wond] if he c\ld h scatt]$ ! /reets m if he _h tri$2 respectable /reets1 ?\gh1 all ( !m2 bett] ?an any ,mrs4 ,:ipple ev] told ab\t4 ,!n %e tri$ to select h] tracts2 b :5 "o has utt] ignorance ( su* lit]ature1 & a few m9utes at a cr[d$ c\nt] 9 :i* to make a selection1 x is n likely to be v select4 ,%e f9ally gave up any attempt at *oice1 beyond a few ^: titles seem$ invit+1 *ose a package at r&om1 & ha/5$ on h] way4 ,mrs4 ,c4 ,y4 ,sullivan 0 ! fir/ "n on h] li/1 &1 foll[+ h] directions1 %e came pres5tly to ! /reet & numb]4 ,a neat brick h\se1 ) a mod]n air ab\t x & its surr\nd+s2 a bird s++ 9 a cage be=e ! op5 w9d[1 & pots ( fl[]s bloom+ beh9d ta/efully loop$ :ite curta9s2 n at all ! sort ( a h\se t ,ru? _h imag9$ %e w\ld see4 ,x did n suit h] ideas ( di/rict visit+1 crude ?\gh ^? ideas 74 ,h[ev]1 %e rang ! bell4 ,hav+ comm5c$ ! task %e 0 n "o to draw back1 ?\gh %e admitt$ to h]self t %e nev] felt m emb>rass$ 9 h] life4 ,nor did ! emb>rassm5t less5 :5 %e 0 %[n into ! pretty1 ta/eful p>lor1 :]e pres5tly ,mrs4 ,sullivan jo9$ h]4 ,i am ,miss ,ersk9e1 ,ru? said1 ris+ z ,mrs4 ,sullivan1 a tall woman ( "s degree ( dignity aft] a slight b[1 wait$ z if %e w\ld "k h] err&4 ,un=tunately ,ru? _h no err&1 save t %e _h come out to d h] duty1 & make ! sort ( call t ,dr4 ,d5nis expect$ h] to make4 ,h] emb>rassm5t 0 excessive6 ,:at c\ld %e d or say next8 ,:y did n ,mrs4 ,sullivan take a *air1 in/ead ( /&+ !re & look+ at h] l an idiot8 ,d y get out to *ur* e ,sabba?8 %e ask$1 sudd5ly1 feel+ ! ne$ ( say+ some?+4 ,mrs4 ,sullivan look$ z ?\gh %e ?\ght %e _h sudd5ly come 9 contact ) a lunatic4 ,d ,i get out to *ur*8 %e repeat$4 ,t dep5ds on :e!r ,i decide to g or n4 ,may ,i ask :y y are int]e/$8 ,:at _h become ( ,ru?'s common s5se8 ,:y c\ldn't %e h said1 9 z natural a way z %e w\ld h talk$ ab\t go+ to a conc]t1 t %e 0 int]e/$ to "k :e!r %e enjoy$ su* a privilege8 ,:y c\ldn't %e h be5 h]self 9 talk+ ab\t ^! matt]s1 z well z at any o!r "t8 ,does anyone "k :y su* a s5se ( horrible emb>rassm5t creeps ov] "s p :5 _! conv]sation takes ! lea/ t+e ( religion--p :o are wond]fully self-possess$ on all o!r !mes8 ,well1 said ,ru?1 9 ha/e & confusion1 ,i m]ely inquir$2 ,i mean no (f5ce1 c]ta9ly2 w y h a tract8 ,& %e ha/ily seiz$ "o f h] package1 :i* happ5$ to be entitl$1 ,:y are y n a ,*ri/ian8 ,?ank y1 ,mrs4 ,sullivan said1 draw+ back1 ,i am n 9 special ne$ ( read+ matt]2 we keep ourselves suppli$ ) religi\s lit]ature ( a k9d t suits our ta/es4 ,z to tracts1 ,i always keep a package by me to di/ribute :5 ,i g among ! poor4 ,?is "o w\ld n be p>ticul>ly appropriate to me1 z ,i tru/ ,i am a ,*ri/ian4 ,de> me6 h[ /iff & prop] !y bo? 76 ,& 9 _! he>ts h[ indignant !y bo? felt4 ,:at ab\t8 ,c\ld ei!r ( !m h told8 ,i wond] :at e>?ly good t call did8 ,ru? ask$ h]self1 z ) gl[+ *eeks & rapid /eps1 %e made h] way d[n ! /reet4 ,:at c\ld h be5 ,dr4 ,d5nis' object 9 s5d+ me !re to call8 ,i ?\ght ,i 0 to call on ! poor4 ,he didn't say any ?+ ab\t :e!r !y 7 poor or n1 n[ ,i ?9k ( x2 b ,i suppos$1 ( c\rse1 t 0 :at he meant4 ,:y ne$ %e h be5 s disagreeable1 anyway8 ,i am sure ,i didn't insult h]4 ,& ,i tell y truly t ,miss ,ersk9e did n "k t %e _h seem$ disagreeable 9 ! extreme to ,mrs4 ,sullivan1 & t %e 0 at t mom5t rag+ ov] x 9 h] he>t4 ,extremely disgu/$ ) h] fir/ attempt1 & almo/ ready to decl>e t x %\ld be ! la/1 ,ru? /ill decid$ to make "o m v5ture--t inborn dislike :i* %e _h = giv+ up :at _h once be5 und]tak51 com+ to h] aid 9 ?is matt]4 ,ano!r pretty little h\se1 :ite & gre5 bl9ds1 & plant 9 bloom2 ! "n on ! door & on h] li/ 0 ,smi?4 ,t told h] v little4 ,%e 0 u%]$ into :at 0 evid5tly ! family sitt+-room1 & a pretty en\gh room x 02 occupi$ j n[ by ?ree m]ry girls1 :o hu%$ _! laugh z %e ent]$1 & by a matronly lady1 :om "o ( !m call$ "m4 ,ru? _h nev] made calls be=e :5 %e _h ! lea/ t+e ( emb>rassm5t4 ,if %e c\ld h dive/$ h]self ( ! idea t %e 0 a di/rict visitor out di/ribut+ tracts1 %e w\ld n h felt s n[2 b z x 01 ! feel+ grew ^u h] e in/ant4 ,pretty little ,miss ,smi? _h decid$ly ! advantage ( h]1 z %e said1 promptly3 ,good aft]noon1 ,miss ,ersk9e2 "m1 ?is is ,judge ,ersk9e's daught]2 & !n proce$$ to introduce h] fri5ds4 ,n[1 if ,ru? c\ld h become unpr(essional1 all might h be5 well2 b %e _h gone out ) a s9c]e desire to d h] duty2 s %e took ! (f]$ seat ne> ,mrs4 ,smi?1 & said3 ,i call$ ?is aft]noon1 at ,dr4 ,d5nis' reque/1 to see if !re 0 any?+ t ,i c\ld d = y4 ,mrs4 ,smi? look$ politely amaz$4 ,i don't ?9k ,i q und]/&1 %e said1 sl[ly2 :ile 9 ! daught]'s bright eyes !re gleam$ mir? & mis*ief4 ,i d1 %e said1 quickly4 ,dr4 ,d5nis is v k9d4 ,miss ,ersk9e1 ,i am v anxi\s to h a blue silk dress1 trimm$ 9 :ite lace1 to we> to ! p>ty next week2 c\ld y manage x = me1 d y ?9k8 ,c>ol9e6 spoke ,mrs4 ,smi?1 9 a surpris$ & reprov+ tone1 :ile ,ru? look$ h] indignant a/oni%m5t4 ,well1 "m1 %e said %e call$ to see if we want$ any?+1 & ,i c]ta9ly want t4 ,!re is "s mi/ake1 ,mrs4 ,smi? said1 speak+ k9dly1 & evid5tly pity+ ,ru?'s dreadful emb>rassm5t4 ,y h mi/ak5 ! h\se1 ,i presume2 our "n is su* a common "o4 ,y are out on an err& ( *>ity1 ,i presume8 ,we are glad to see y1 ( c\rse1 b we are n 9 ne$ ( any?+ b fri5ds4 ,i believe y att5d ! same *ur* ) ourselves2 we ought to "k ea* o!r1 ( c\rse4 ,s we %all pr(it by ! mi/ake aft] all4 ,my daught] is a wild little girl1 & lets h] s5se ( fun get ! bett] ( h] polit5ess sometimes2 ,i hope y w excuse h]4 ,:at 0 to be said8 ,:y c\ld n ,ru? get rid ( h] horrible emb>rassm5t & rally to meet ?is k9d & frank greet+8 ,9 va9 %e tri$ to comm& h] tongue2 to ?9k ( some?+ to say t w\ld be prop] "u ^! /range circum/ances4 ,h[ _h %e misund]/ood ,dr4 ,d5nis6 ,:y %\ld ^! p be call$ on8 ,:y %\ld !y feel t !y 7 be+ neglect$ :5 !y 7 9 ne$ ( no?+8 ,x 0 all a my/]y to h]2 & ! _w is full ( p :o d n und]/& a s5se ( lonel9ess1 ^: lives are s full ( fri5d%ips1 & engagem5ts1 & society1 t !y imag9e all o!r p are l !mselves except t class kn[n z ! poor1 :o ne$ old clo!s1 & cold pieces1 & tracts6 ,t 0 all t ,ru? ,ersk9e knew4 ,%e c\ld n recov] f h] a/oni%m5t & confusion2 %e made h] /ay v %ort1 inde$1 apologiz+ 9 :at %e 0 consci\s 0 an awkw>d way = h] intrusion1 & !n w5t directly t[>d home1 resolv+ 9 great firmness t %e _h made h] la/ calls on p select$ f t horrible li/4 ,%e 0 m ?an emb>rass$2 %e 0 utt]ly dismay$ & di%e>t5$4 ,0 !re1 !n1 no?+ = h] to d8 ,x _h be5 a real hone/ desire to be up & do+ :i* _h s5t h] to ,dr4 ,d5nis2 x _h be5 a real cross1 & "o ke5ly felt to take up ?is "w ab\t :i* %e _h />t$4 ,:at an utt] failure6 ,:at c\ld he h meant8 ,h[ 0 %e expect$ to help ^? p8 ,!y ne$$ no?+2 !y 7 ,*ri/ian p2 !y 7 pleasantly circum/anc$ 9 e way4 ,%e _h n ! lea/ idea h[ to be ( any help to !m4 ,!re 0 no?+ = h] to d4 ,%e felt humbl$ & sad4 ,yet t "y lady 0 jo9$ 9 a few m9utes by ,nellis ,mit*ell1 :o cordially volunte]$ to %ield h] da9ty summ] toilet f c]ta9 drops ( ra9 t began to fall1 & s walk$ six entire blocks by h] side1 pleasant & g5ial z usual1 & n a ^w said %e to him ab\t ! great topic to :i* h] life 0 consecrat$4 ,he ev5 help$ h] by himself ref]r+ to ! ev5+ meet+1 & say+ t he %\ld h to escort ,eurie z f> z ! door if ?is ra9 cont9u$1 & %e did n s mu* z ?9k to ask him to come f>!r & enjoy ! meet+ ) !m4 ,%e did n l ,nellis ,mit*ell1 y w rememb]4 ,also t same ev5+ %e sp5t an h\r aft] pray]-meet+ 9 conv]sation ) h] fri5d1 ,mr4 ,wayne1 & %e said n a s+le ^w to him ab\t ?is matt]4 ,%e c\ld n talk ) him1 %e told h]self2 he did n und]/& h]1 & x did no good4 ,"s "t1 :5 he 0 9 a less complaisant mood1 %e c\ld d some?+ = him1 b n n[4 ,%e 0 n v companionable1 h[ev]2 h] m9d 0 dwell+ on h] aft]noon disappo9tm5t4 ,x 0 ! mo/ horrid "t ,i ev] _h 9 my life6 %e told ,m>ion1 aft] go+ ov] an acc\nt ( ! exp]i5ce4 ,i %all n be caught 9 t way aga94 ,& ,m>ion1 unsympa!tic girl t %e 01 laugh$ mu* & long4 ,:at a creature y are6 %e said1 at la/4 ,i decl>e1 x is funny t p c live 9 ! _w & "k s little ab\t _! fell[-mortals z y & ,flossy d4 ,%e kn[s no m ab\t !m ?an a kitt5 does1 & y "k no m ?an ! moon4 ,y sail "r above all _! feel+s & ideas4 ,x s]v$ y "r1 ,i decl>e4 ,:at e>?ly "r _h y to g sail+ d[n on p 9 t maje/ic fa%ion1 & ask+ que/ions z if !y 7 ,roman ,ca?olics & y 7 ! prie/8 ,i don't see :at 9 ! _w y mean6 ,ru? said1 feel+ exce$+ly annoy$4 ,well1 my de> "y woman1 y ought to see2 y c't expect to get ?r\gh ! ,*ri/ian _w ev5 )\t hav+ a due reg>d = common s5se4 ,j suppose ! ,presid5t's wife %\ld come sweep+ into y\r p>lor1 ask+ y if y w5t to *ur*1 & if y w\ld h a tract4 ,i am afraid y w\ld be tempt$ to tell h] x 0 none ( h] bus9ess4 ,! cases are n at all p>allel1 ,ru? said1 flu%+ deeply4 ,i consid] myself on q an equal foot+ ) ! ,presid5t's wife or any o!r lady4 ,:]eupon ,m>ion laugh$ ) m ab&on ?an be=e4 ,n[1 ,ru? ,ersk9e1 %e said1 don't be a goose4 ,d use y\r common s5se2 y h "s1 ,i am sure4 ,:]e9 are ^! p :om y w5t to see on a l[] foot+ ?an y\rself8 ,grant+ t !y h less money ?an y d1 or ev51 p]haps1 less ?an ,i h1 are y ready to admit t money is ! "q t settles positions 9 society8 ,illu/ration ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,,xv4 ,,m>ion',s ,,plan4 ,,miss ,,wilbur6 ,miss ,wilbur6 c't we g 9 ,miss ,lily's class to-day1 our tea*] isn't "h8 ,miss ,wilbur1 !y are cr[d+ u (f ! seat2 !re isn't room = no m 9 ?is class4 ,miss ,wilbur1 si/] ,nellie c't come to-day2 %e has ! too?a*e4 ,c ,i g 9 ,kitty's class8 ,e "o ( ^! little voices spoke at once2 two ( ! own]s !re( twit*$ at h] dress1 & ano!r ( !m nudg$ h] elb[4 ,9 ! mid/ ( ?is little babel ( confusion ! door op5$ s(tly1 & ,dr4 ,d5nis came 94 ,m>ion turn$ t[>d him & laugh$--a p]plex$ laugh t might mean some?+ besides amusem5t4 ,:at is x8 he ask$1 answ]+ ! look in/ead ( ! laugh4 ,x is ev]y?+1 %e said1 quickly4 ,y mu/n't /ay a m9ute1 ,dr4 ,d5nis2 we are n 9 company trim to-day at all4 ,unless y w d ! "w1 we c't h y4 ,i came to he>1 n to "w1 he said1 smil+1 & at ! same "t look+ tr\bl$4 ,y w he> v little t w int]e/ y = ! next t5 m9utes at lea/2 ?\gh ,i don't "k b y w\ld bett] /ay2 x w\ld be a good introduction to ! talk t ,i want to h ) y e>ly 9 ! week4 ,i am com+ to-morr[ aft] s*ool1 if ,i may4 ,dr4 ,d5nis gave ! ass5t promptly1 nam$ ! h\r t he w\ld be at leisure1 & w5t away wond]+ :at !y 7 accompli%+ 9 ! prim>y class4 ,?is 0 ! introduction to ,m>ion's talk 9 ! /udy ) ,dr4 ,d5nis4 ,%e wa/$ no "t 9 prelim9>ies1 b _h h>dly seat$ h]self be=e ! subject on h] m9d 0 br\ght =w>d4 ,x is all ab\t t class1 ,dr4 ,d5nis4 ,i am go+ to prove a failure4 ,don't1 he said1 smil+ at h] words1 b look+ 8 di/urbance2 we h _h failures en\gh 9 t class to %ipwreck x2 x is q "t we _h a *ange = ! bett]4 ,:at is ! tr\ble8 ,! tr\ble is1 we d no?+4 ,two-?irds ( our "t is occupi$ 9 gett+ ready to d2 & ev5 !n we c't half accompli% x4 ,!n we don't /ay ready1 & h to beg9 ! "w all ov] aga94 ,ye/]day1 = in/ance1 !re 7 ?ree abs5ces among ! tea*]s2 t means confusion1 = ea* ( ^? tea*]s h sev5 *ildr5 :o are ?us ?r[n loose on ! _w4 ,?9k h[ mu* "t we mu/ consume 9 gett+ !m seat$ some:]e1 & "u "s "o's c>e2 & !n imag9e1 if y c1 ! am\nt ( "t t !y consume 9 say+1 ',our tea*] doesn't d s1 %e does s4' ,:at is ! reason t ! tea*]s 9 t room are s v irregul>8 ,:y1 !y are n irregul>2 t is z ,sunday-s*ool tea*]s rate regul>ity4 ,to be sure1 x w\ld nev] d to be tea*+ a grad$ s*ool1 = in/ance1 & be z c>eless z "s ( !m are ab\t regul>ity4 ,b t is a diff]5t matt]1 ( c\rse2 ?is is only a ,sunday-s*ool6 ,b = all t1 ,i ?9k !y d z well z ! av]age4 ,y see1 ,dr4 ,d5nis1 !re are tw5ty ( !m1 & if ea* "o ( !m is pres5t e ,sunday 9 ! ye> save ?ree1 t makes a good deal ( regul>ity on _! "p1 & yet av]ages abs5ces e ,sabba? to be look$ aft]4 ,don't y see8 ,i see1 he said1 smil+2 t is a ma!matical way ( putt+ x4 ,!re is reason 9 x1 too4 ,h[ 9 ! _w d y manage :5 !re are vacancies8 ,:i* is always1 ,m>ion said1 quickly4 ,!re has n be5 a ,sabba? s9ce ,i h _h *>ge :5 all ! tea*]s 7 pres5t2 & ,i h tak5 pa9s to inquire ( ! =m] sup]9t5d5t1 :o reports v mu* ! same4 ,isn't x s 9 all s*ools1 ,dr4 ,d5nis8 ,( c\rse !re mu/ ( necessity be "s det5tions2 b n s _m1 probably1 z !re actually are1 if we 7 9 ! habit ( be+ v consci5ti\s ab\t ^! matt]s2 /ill1 ,i don't "k t we are worse ?an o!rs4 ,b y hav5't told me h[ y manage8 ,i manage e way2 !re is no set way to d x4 ,i /& ar\nd 9 mu* ! same /ate ( p]plexity 9 :i* y f\nd me ye/]day4 ,! *ildr5 ea* h _! special fri5ds :o h be5 put 9 o!r classes1 & !y are on ! qui vive to be ) !m1 :i* adds n a little to ! g5]al confusion4 ,sometimes we h a regul> :irl ab\t ( seats1 enl>ge two or ?ree classes1 & cr[d "s seats mo/ uncom=tably1 leav+ o!rs empty2 sometimes we g out to ! ,bible-classes = volunte]s--&1 by ! way1 x is ne>ly impossible to f9d any4 ,i wi% y w\ld prea* a s]mon on t subject4 ,x is s easy to say1 ',oh1 please excuse me2' x requires s little c\rage to d x2 & is su* a com=table & unansw]able way ( dispos+ ( ! :ole matt]4 ,at ! same "t !re is "s degree ( excuse = ! refusals4 ,?9k ( ! folly ( sett+ a "y girl :o kn[s no?+ ab\t little *ildr51 & has made no prep>ation to tea* !m1 beside half a doz5 little re/less mortals1 & bidd+ h] int]e/ !m 9 ! lesson = t5 m9utes4 ,%e doesn't "k h[ to int]e/ !m1 & %e kn[s %e doesn't1 & ! fact emb>rasses h]4 ,be=e %e has fairly f\nd out :at %e is expect$ to d h] "t is gone2 = x takes a wond]ful am\nt ( "t to get ready to "w4 ,b ^! "y girls h only to tea* c]ta9 ,scripture v]ses1 & a pray] or a hymn1 or some?+ ( t sort h !y n8 ,"o w\ld ?9k !y might be equal to t )\t prep>ation4 ,d y ?9k s8 ,m>ion ask$1 a gleam ( fun 9 h] ke5 eyes4 ,i %\ld l to see y try x1 provid$ y h no bett] m5tal calib] to assi/ y ?an "s ( ! volunte]s h4 ,:y1 !re is a "r & wrong way ( tea*+ ev5 a ,bible v]se4 ,d y "k1 sir1 t y may repeat ov] words to *ildr5 l a li/ f a spell+ lesson1 & !y w get no m idea f x ?an if x 7 a ,fr5* s5t5ce1 & w be able to commit x ab\t z readily8 ,if ,i _h *ildr51 ,i %\ld rebel at _! be+ taught ev5 ,bible v]ses by novices4 ,:y1 x isn't all[$ 9 public s*ools4 ,! days h gone by :5 anybody is suppos$ to be sm>t en\gh to tea* *ildr5 to drawl ?r\gh ! alphabet4 ,we h ! be/ ( tra9$ tea*]s ev5 = t "w1 :y %\ld ! ,sunday-s*ool n ne$ !m ev5 m1 inf9itely m8 ,n[ t rem9ds me ( a difficulty :i* is pres5t ev5 :5 ! tea*]s are all !re4 ,!y are n ! "r sort ( tea*]s1 _m ( !m2 !y d j su* "w z w\ld n be tol]at$ on week-days by any bo>d ( tru/ees2 !y :isp] to ea* o!r2 sometimes ab\t ! music :i* !y are practic+1 sometimes ab\t ! p>ty t is to come (f to-morr[4 ,^! are ! exceptions1 ,i "k2 b !re are su* exceptions 9 our s*ool1 & human nature is mu* ! same ! _w ov]4 ,i presume !y are ev]y:]e2 at any rate1 we h to deal j n[ ) our s*ool1 & ,i "k !y are !re4 ,dr4 ,d5nis1 !re are at lea/ sev5 ( ^? tw5ty tea*]s 9 my room :o ought to be 9 good1 solid1 e>ne/ work+ ,bible classes1 gett+ fai? = help e ,sunday2 gett+ ideas t %all make !m ( use 9 ! _w1 in/ead ( fritt]+ _! "t away on :at at be/1 seems to !m b a v me*anical "w1 tea*+ "s little *ildr5 to repeat ! ,tw5ty-?ird ,psalm1 or to say ! ,"l's ,pray]4 ,! v fact t !y d n recognize ! dignity ( su* "w unfits !m = x2 & ! fact t !y h no lesson to tea*1 ,i mean no lesson :i* !y h to prep>e c>efully1 excuses !m f any attempt at ,bible /udy4 ,i believe y w\ld make an excell5t lectur]1 if y 7 to take ! field on a subject t int]e/$ y4 ,?is 0 ,dr4 ,d5nis' mo/ irrelevant answ] to ,m>ion's eag] words4 ,%e 0 n to be ?r[n (f h] !me4 ,!n ,i %all try x1 p]haps1 on ?is v subject1 = x c]ta9ly int]e/s me wond]fully4 ,inde$1 ,i am practic+ n[1 ) y = my audi5ce4 ,don't ?9k ,i am n int]e/$1 = ,i am1 he said1 return+ to gravity & anxiety on ! in/ant4 ,i see ! subject to be full ( p]plexities2 ! class has seem$ a bewild]+ "o2 ! idea ( putt+ ! babies away alone 9 _! own room fitt$ up = ! purpose1 & fe$+ !m ) milk until !y are old en\gh to be> /rong meat1 has be5 some?+ ( a hobby ) me4 ,i l x !oretically1 b ,i confess to y t ,i h nev] be5 able to enjoy its practical work+s 9 our s*ool4 ,i don't wond]1 ,m>ion said1 ) en]gy4 ,x works mo/ di/ress+ly4 ,i am com+ to ! v pi? ( my lecture n[1 :i* is ?is3 ,i h be5 tea*+ s*ool = m ?an sev5 ye>s4 ,i h taught all sorts & sizes ( pupils4 ,i _h a fancy t ,i c\ld manage almo/ any?+ 9 t l9e1 believ+ t ,i _h be5 ?r\gh exp]i5ces v>i$ en\gh to s]ve me 9 :atev] l9e ,i c\ld ne$1 b ,i h f\nd myself mi/ak52 ,i h f\nd a "w n[ t ,i c't accompli%4 ,m9d y1 ,i don't say t no "o c d x2 ,i am n q s egoti/ic z t4 ,if ,i d lecture1 ,i h only to say t my tea*+ 9 t room is a failure1 ,i c't d x1 & ,i mean to give x up4 ,don't1 ,dr4 ,d5nis said1 n]v\sly4 ,y w be ! ?ird "o 9 a ye>'s "t4 ,i don't wond]4 ,i wond] t !y are alive4 ,b1 ,miss ,wilbur1 y are a d>k & gloomy lectur]4 ,:5 y demoli% air ca/les1 h y no?+ to build up 9 _! places8 ,w\ld y s5d ! babies back into ! ma9 room aga91 to be worn out ) quiet & lack ( motion8 ,n a bit ( x4 ,i l ! baby-room plan z well z any mortal2 & ,i h a rem$y :i* x seems to me w\ld arrange ! :ole ?+4 ,( c\rse x seems s to me2 we always l our own ways4 ,! tru? is1 ,dr4 ,d5nis1 ,i l nurs]ies1 & ?9k !y ought to be ma9ta9$2 b ,i don't l ! idea ( too _m mo!rs !re4 ,j :at1 9 pla9 ,engli%1 w\ld y d1 my fri5d1 if y 7 comm&]-9-*ief ( ! :ole matt]1 & all we _h to d 0 to obey y8 ,x isn't at all mode/ to tell1 ,m>ion said1 laugh+1 b x is true4 ,i w\ld bani% e "o ( ^? tw5ty tea*]s1 & reign alone 9 my glory4 ,no ,i w\ldn't ei!r4 ,i w\ld pick out ! v be/ "o among !m1 & tra9 h] = an assi/ant4 ,& manage ! :ole numb] y\rself6 ,:y n8 ,!re are only a hundr$ ( !m1 & ,i h manag$ t numb] = six h\rs a day1 five days 9 a week1 )\t difficulty4 ,well1 n[1 let me see j :at y ?9k y ga94 ,x w\ld take too long to tell4 ,9 my own op9ion1 ,i ga9 almo/ ev]y?+4 ,b1 9 ! fir/ place1 let me suppose a case4 ,we h "o good tea*]1 we w say1 9 t class1 :o kn[s j :at %e is ab\t1 & comes prep>$ to be ab\t x4 ,%e has1 say1 two assi/ants1 ea* c>efully tra9$ to a c]ta9 "w2 ea* und]/&+ t 9 ! ev5t ( ! det5tion ( ! lead] "o ( !m w be call$ on to tea* ! class1 ea* pl$g+ h]self to notify ! o!r ( necess>y abs5ces4 ,don't y see t x w r>ely1 if ev]1 happ5 t "o ( ! ?ree _c be at h] po/8 ,! v s5se ( importance & responsibility atta*$ to _! (fice w less5 ! *ance ( abs5ce1 :ile "o tea*] 9 tw5ty is almo/ sure to be away4 ,!n we h ^? "y girls 9 _! places 9 ! ,bible class le>n+ to be tea*]s inde$4 ,b1 ,miss ,wilbur1 w\ld n su* a "w be v h>d = ! lead]8 ,:y h>d] ?an ! pres5t sy/em 9 our s*ool8 ,i ?9k1 m9d y1 t x w\ldn't be ne>ly s h>d4 ,b1 = ! sake ( ! argum5t1 ,i w say1 ,:y any h>d]8 ,:y _c h] "o assi/ant relieve h] 9 j ! same way t ! o!r tw5ty are suppos$ to d n[8 ,is !re any kn[n reason :y a hundr$ *ildr5 _c repeat ! ,"l's ,pray] toge!r z well z h a lesson taught !m toge!r8 ,*ildr5 l x1 ,i assure y2 !re is an en?usiasm 9 numb]s2 !y w\ld mu* r speak al\d & 9 beautiful unison1 z !y c be tra9$ to d1 ?an to speak s l[ t ! recitation loses half its beauty1 because !y mu/ n di/urb o!rs4 ,!n1 ,i don't "k h[ x is ) o!r tea*]s1 b1 !oretically1 y may plan out ! "w ( ^! "y tea*]s z mu* z y please1 &1 practically1 !y w d v mu* z !y please2 & x is a great deal h>d] = me to sit li/5+ to a sort ( tea*+ t ,i don't l1 & "k t ,i am oblig$ to be /ill & endure x1 ?an x is to d x myself4 ,! idea t "o h\r ( "w on ! ,sabba? is s fe>fully we>+1 is 9 my humble op9ion all nons5se2 ^? :o ?9k s1 h nev] be5 tea*]s ( grad$ s*ools six h\rs a day1 five days 9 ! week1 ,i don't believe4 ,h[ev]1 t is my op9ion1 y "k4 ,i may be q mi/ak5 z to !ory2 b ,i "k z mu* z ?is4 ,i am sure ,i c\ld d ! tea*+ alone1 & ,i am sure t ,i c't d x ) tw5ty help]s1 s ,i j want to give x up4 ,don't give up ! subject yet1 please2 ,i am int]e/$4 ,!re is an argum5t on ! o!r side t is v /rong1 ,i ?9k4 ,y hav5't t\*$ ^u x4 ,i h he>d a good deal said1 & ?\ght x a po9t well tak51 ab\t ! p]sonal influ5ce ( ea* tea*]4 ,a s5se ( own]%ip t tea*]s ( l>ge classes c h>dly call out because ( _! inability to visit _! s*ol>s1 & to be intimate ) _! little plans1 & ) _! home life4 ,m>ion did a v rude ?+ at ?is po9t--%e sat back 9 h] rock+-*air & laugh$4 ,!n %e said3 ,we are deal+1 y rememb]1 ) our s*ool4 ,n[1 y "k ! "y ladies 9 t class4 ,:at proportion ( !m1 %\ld y imag9e1 )\t kn[+ any?+ ab\t ! facts1 d really visit _! pupils dur+ ! week & keep !mselves po/$ z to ! family life ( any ( !m8 ,a fa9t attempt at a smile hov]$ ov] ,dr4 ,d5nis' face z he said3 ,n _m ,i am afraid4 ,inde$1 to be v tru?ful1 ,i don't believe !re are five4 ,i "k !re are n1 ,m>ion said1 decid$ly4 ,& my supposition is t our s*ool w av]age z well z o!rs4 ,!re are exceptions1 ( c\rse1 b we are talk+ ab\t ! av]age4 ,n[1 t item s\nds real well 9 a lecture1 or on pap]1 b :5 y come to ! practical "p !y simply don't d x4 ,"s ( !m "k no m h[ to d x ?an kitt5s w\ld1 or ?an ,ru? ,ersk9e kn[s h[ to call on ! second /ratum ( society 9 h] own *ur*4 ,:]eupon bo? pa/or & visitor laugh$4 ,dr4 ,d5nis _h he>d ( ,ru?'s attempt 9 t l9e4 ,we h to deal ) v common-place human be+s1 in/ead ( ) angels4 ,i ?9k t is ! tr\ble1 ,m>ion said1 return+ to ! *>ge4 ,we c make nice rules1 & !y look well & s\nd beautifully2 !n if we c c>ry !m out !y are delightful1 no d\bt4 ,b if we c't1 :y1 :at are we go+ to d ab\t x8 ,if ! ladies 9 "q 7 sal>i$ tea*]s 9 ! day-s*ool1 a bo>d ( tru/ees c\ld come toge!r & dismiss !m if !y did n obey ! laws4 ,:o ?9ks ( su* a ?+ 9 ! ,sunday-s*ool8 ,x is l call+ all ^! tea*]s toge!r = a tea*]s' meet+4 ,y c call !m to y\r he>t's cont5t2 ,i "k y c1 = ,i h tri$ x2 & if !re is n a conc]t1 or a tea-p>ty1 or a lecture1 or a too?a*e on ! ev5+ 9 "q "s ( !m w come1 & ! o!rs won't4 ,illu/ration ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,,xvi4 ,,!ory ,,v]sus ,,practice4 ,,dr4 ,,d5nis sat reg>d+ 8 call] ) a ?\ghtful air1 :ile %e sat back 9 ! rock] & fann$ h]self1 try+ to cool (f h] eag]ness some:at1 & feel+ t %e 0 exhibit+ h]self z a v eag] p]son inde$1 & ?is calm man probably ?\ght h] impetu\s4 ,%e resolv$ t ! next rem>k he call$ =? %\ld be made v quietly1 & 9 z indiff]5t a mann] z possible4 ,:y %\ld n ! prim>y room be classifi$ z well z ! ma9 dep>tm5t8 he ask$1 at la/4 ,to ,m>ion !re 0 s mu* t 0 absurd involv$ 9 ! "q t x put h] indiff]5ce to flight at once4 ,:y %\ld !re be a sep>ate room at all if !y are to be s classifi$8 ,:y n keep !m 9 ! regul> dep>tm5t1 "u ! sup]9t5d5t's eye1 & :]e !y c h ! b5efit ( ! pa/or's rem>ks8 ,because :ile !y are s "y !y ne$ m fre$om ?an c be giv5 !m 9 ! ma9 room4 ,!y ne$ to be all[$ to talk al\d1 & to s+ frequ5tly1 & to repeat 9 conc]t4 ,precisely2 & !y d n ne$ to be set d[n 9 corn]s1 to be :isp]$ at = a few m9utes4 ,besides1 ,dr4 ,d5nis1 don't y ?9k t if 9 ! s*ool prop]1 ! s*ol>s 7 all ( ne>ly ! same age & ! same m5tal abilities--,i mean if !y av]ag$ 9 t way--x w\ld be wis] to h v l>ge classes & v few tea*]s8 ,!re are reasons 9 favor ( t1 & reasons aga9/ x1 he said1 ?\ghtfully4 ,i am incl9$1 h[ev]1 to ?9k t ! argum5ts 9 favor ov]balance ! objections2 /ill1 ! s]i\s objection is1 t a fai?ful tea*] wants little p]sonal talks ) h] pupils1 & w contrive to be p]sonal 9 a way t %e _c d s well 9 a l>ge class4 ,t is true1 ,m>ion said1 z "o yields a po9t t is new to h]1 & t /rikes h] z be+ s5sible4 ,b ! same objection _c be made 9 ! prim>y classes1 because little *ildr5 are innoc5t & full ( fai? & frankness4 ,!re is no ne$ ( special privacy :5 y talk ) !m on religi\s topics2 !y w\ld j z soon h all ! _w "k t !y want to love & s]ve ,jesus z n2 !y are n a bit a%am$ ( x2 x is n until !y gr[ old]1 & ! influ5ces ( sil5t tongues on t subject all ar\nd !m h _h _! effect1 t !y ne$ to be approa*$ ) su* caution4 ,h[ is x t y are s mu* at home 9 ^! matt]s1 ,miss ,wilbur8 ,= "o :o has be5 a ,*ri/ian b a few weeks y amaze me4 ,m>ion laugh$ & flu%$1 & felt ! fir/ t+e ( emb>rassm5t t _h tr\bl$ h] s9ce ! talk began4 ,:y1 %e said1 hesitat+ly1 ,i suppose1 p]haps1 ,i h common s5se1 & see no reason :y x %\ld be smo!r$ :5 "o is talk+ ab\t su* matt]s4 ,p's bra9s are n made ov] :5 !y are conv]t$4 ,! same class ( rules apply to !m1 ,i suppose1 t appli$ be=e4 ,i %\ldn't wond] if a majority ( p ?\ght t common s5se _h no?+ to d ) religion1 he said1 laugh+2 & t is :at makes u silly & s5tim5tal :5 we try to talk ab\t x4 ,9 our ef=t to be solemn1 & suit our words to ! !me1 we are unnatural4 ,b y\r /atem5t ) reg>d to ! little *ildr5 is true2 ,i h (t5 obs]v$ x4 ,t o!r po9t1 ab\t visit+1 0 ! "o t tr\bl$ me1 ,m>ion said4 ,x doesn't annihilate x to say t tea*]s don't visit2 !y don't1 to be sure1 ) "h & !re a delightful exception4 ,my exp]i5ce on ?is matt]1 z well z on sev]al o!r matt]s connect$ ) ! subject1 rea*es beyond ^! few weeks ( p]sonal exp]i5ce4 ,i h _h my eyes v wide op52 ,i 0 alive to inconsi/5cies :]ev] ,i f\nd !m2 ! _w & ! *ur*1 & especially ! ,sunday-s*ool1 seem$ to me to be full ( pr(essions )\t any practice4 ,i r enjoy$ f9d+ su* flaws4 ,:y ,i ?\ght ! ?9 spots 9 o!r p's g>m5ts w\ld keep me any w>m]1 ,i am sure ,i don't "k2 b ,i 0 fond ( br++ !m to ! surface4 ,/ill1 because a duty isn't done is no sign t x _c be4 ,( c\rse a tea*] ) six pupils c\ld visit !m frequ5tly1 :ile "o ) a hundr$ c\ld d x b r>ely2 & yet1 sy/ematic ef=t w\ld accompli% a great deal 9 t direction1 x seems to me4 ,i don't "k :y we %\ld h m ?an fifty p 9 our *ur*es2 c]ta9ly ! pa/or c\ld visit !m mu* m frequ5tly1 & keep a bett] ov]sight1 ?an :5 he _h eight hundr$1 z y h2 yet we don't ?9k x ! be/ way aft] all4 ,we recognize ! en?usiasm ( numb]s & ! necessity = economiz+ good work]s s long z ! field = "w is s l>ge4 ,b ,i "k a way 9 :i* a /rong p]sonal influ5ce c\ld be kept ov] ev5 a hundr$ *ildr52 by keep+ wat* = ! sick & sorr[+ 9 _! homes1 & e/abli%+ an intimacy !re1 & by mak+ a ga!r+ ( "s sort1 say twice a ye>1 or (t5]1 if a p]son c\ld1 & giv+ ! day to !m2 &1 well1 9 a hundr$ diff]5t ways t ,i w n take y\r "t to speak (2 only we tea*]s ( day-s*ools "k t we c make our influ5ce f> rea*+1 ev5 :5 our numb]s are l>ge2 & we "k t !re is su* an influ5ce 9 numb]s & 9 discipl9$ action1 t1 o!r ?+s be+ equal1 we c tea* ma!matics to a class ( fifty bett] ?an we c to a class ( five2 & if ma!matics1 :y n ! ,"l's ,pray]8 ,n[ ,i h reliev$ my m9d on ?is subject1 %e add$1 laugh+1 z %e arose1 & ,i feel a good deal bett]4 ,m9d1 ,i hav5't said at all t ! pres5t sy/em _c be c>ri$ out successfully2 ,i only say t ,i c't d x4 ,i h tri$ x & fail$2 x is n accord+ to my way ( work+4 ,b ! rem$y1 my de> fri5d2 9 our class1 = in/ance4 ,suppose we want$ to reorganize1 :at w\ld we d ) ! tea*]s 9 rule at pres5t8 ,m>ion dropp$ back aga9 into h] *air ) a dismay$ little laugh & an expressive %rug ( h] %apely %\ld]s4 ,n[ y h t\*$ a vital difficulty1 %e said4 ,i don't pret5d to be able to help p out ( a scrape l t4 ,hav+ gott5 !mselves 91 !y mu/ get out ! be/ way !y c1 if !re is any way4 ,i am surpris$ t y d n sugge/ t !y be unc]emoni\sly in=m$ t _! s]vices are n ne$$1 & advise !m to jo9 a ,bible class1 ,dr4 ,d5nis said1 dryly4 ,t is ! practical & helpful way t ! subject is (t5 dispos$ ( 9 our conv5tions4 ,i (t5 wond] if ^? :o s sugge/ w\ld l to be ! pa/or ( ! *ur* :]e su* advice 0 adopt$1 & und]take to heal all ! sores t w\ld be ! result4 ,s long z human nature is made ( ! que] /uff t x is1 ,i (f] no su* rem$y1 ,m>ion said1 decid$ly4 ,x is v odd t ! p :o d ! lea/ "w 9 ?is _w are ! mo/ s5sitive z to position1 etc4 ,no1 ,i see ! tr\ble 9 ! way4 ,x c\ld be p>tly dispos$ ( 9 "t1 by s5d+ all ^! sub-classes out into ! o!r s*ool1 & organiz+ a new prim>y class out ( ! babies :o h n yet come 94 ,b !re w\ld be an inju/ice !re4 ,x w\ld s5d out _m babies :o ought to h ! privileges ( ! prim>y-room = "s "t yet4 ,& !re is ano!r difficulty2 x w\ld s5d out ^? "y girls z tea*]s ( ! *ildr51 & !y are n fit to tea*2 !y %\ld be /udy+4 ,aft] all1 he said1 go+ back to 8 own ?\ghts1 in/ead ( answ]+ h] la/ rem>k1 w\ldn't ! /yle ( tea*+ t y sugge/ = ?is "o woman & h] assi/ant involve an unusual degree ( tal5t1 & consecration1 & abnegation8 ,yes1 ,m>ion said1 quickly & e>ne/ly1 ,i ?9k x w\ld2 & ,i believe t !re is no tea*+ done 9 our ,sabba?-s*ool t is wor?y ( ! "n t does n involve all ( ^! requirem5ts2 especially is x ! case 9 tea*+ little *ildr5 div9e tru?s2 "o might tea* !m ! alphabet )\t positive m5tal injury if !y 7 n fully 9 sympa?y1 yet ,i d\bt t2 b "o _c tea* ! ,s]mon on ! ,m\nt 9 a way to rea* ! *ild-he>t unless "o is ?or\ghly & solemnly 9 e>ne/1 & loves ! s\ls ( ! little *ildr5 s mu* t %e c give up h] v self = !m4 ,?is is my !ory2 ,i want to "w t[>d x4 ,t is "o ( ! /rong reasons :y ,i ?9k two or ?ree tea*]s are bett] = a prim>y class ?an tw5ty2 because a *ur* c g5]ally furni% t numb] ( really consecrat$ work]s t %e c sp>e = ! prim>y class1 :ile to f9d tw5ty :o c be sp>$ = t room "o w\ld ne$ to g to p>adise ,i am afraid4 ,n[ ,i "k1 ,dr4 ,d5nis1 t su* talk s\nds z if ,i 7 insuff]ably conceit$2 b ,i don't believe ,i am2 ,i simply "k :at ,i am will+ to try to d2 &1 to a c]ta9 ext5t1 ,i "k :at ,i c d4 ,:y %\ld ,i n8 ,i h tri$ x a long "t4 ,if y are conceit$1 ,dr4 ,d5nis said1 smil+1 x is a real refre%+ =m = x to appe> 94 ,i am almo/ a conv]t to y\r !ory2 at lea/ s f> z ,i ne$ conv]t+4 ,if ,i %\ld tell y t some?+ l y\r idea has always be5 m9e1 y w\ld n consid] me a hypocrite1 w\ld y8 ,if y ?9k s1 :y h we ! pres5t sy/em 9 our s*ool8 ,my de> fri5d1 ,i did n manufacture ! s*ool2 x is z ,i f\nd x2 & !re are ^? "y ladies1 :o1 h[ev] unfai?ful !y are--& a few ( !m are j t--d n rea* ! only po9t :]e !y c\ld give positive help1 t ( resign+1 & giv+ u a *ance to d bett]4 ,besides1 !y are1 z y say1 s5sitive2 !y d n l to be call$ to acc\nt = occasional abs5ces2 9 fact1 !y d n l be+ controll$ 9 any way4 ,t is "o ( ! m>k$ difficulties1 ,m>ion said1 eag]ly4 ,n[ ,i h he>d p talk1 :o l$ y to inf] t x 0 ! easie/ ?+ 9 life to mold ^! "y tea*]s into ! requir$ %ape & =m2 t y _h only to sweetly sugge/ & advise & direct1 & !y sweetly succumb$4 ,n[1 don't _! mo!rs "k t "y ladies naturally d no su* ?+8 ,x is v difficult = !m to yield _! op9ions to "o ^: au?ority !y d n recognize2 & !y are n fond ( admitt+ au?ority ev5 :]e family life sanctions x4 ,oh1 ! :ole subject is j teem+ ) difficulties2 put x 9 any =m y w1 x seems to me to be a mi/ake4 ,:]e y give ^! "y ladies ! lesson to tea*1 ! div]se m9ds t are br\ght to be> on x make x almo/ impossible = ! lead] to give an intellig5t summ+ up4 ,h[ is %e to discov] :at special po9t has be5 tak5 up by ea* tea*]8 ,z a bit ( private exp]i5ce1 ,i ?9k %e w be a =tunate woman if %e f9ds t any po9t at all has be5 rea*$ 9 _m ( ! classes4 ,!re is only n[ & !n a tea*] :o believes t little *ildr5 are capable ( und]/&+ ! application ( a /ory4 ,i c't und]/& :y1 if t is ! be/ me?od ( manag+ a prim>y class1 p take ! tr\ble to h a sep>ate room & ano!r sup]9t5d5t4 ,:y don't !y /ay 9 ! ma9 dep>tm5t8 ,i always ?\ght t "o ( ! special values ( a sep>ate room 0 t ! lesson may be giv5 9 a di/9ct & natural tone ( voice1 & ) illu/rations & accompanim5ts t _c be us$1 :]e _m classes are toge!r1 )\t di/urb+ "s ( !m4 ,if1 on ! o!r h&1 ! sub-tea*]s are n expect$ to give ! lesson1 b only to tea* c]ta9 op5+ recitations1 !n y h ! spectacle ( employ+ a doz5 or tw5ty p]sons to d ! "w ( "o4 ,!n !re's ano!r ?+2 our room is n suit$ to ! plan ( subdivision1 & !re is only occasionally a room t has be5 built to ord]1 :i* is-- ,on ! :ole1 y d n at all believe 9 ! plan ( subdivision1 ,dr4 ,d5nis said1 laugh+4 ,& !n call]s came1 & ,m>ion took h] leave4 ,i am n q sure :e!r ,i l him or dislike him1 or :e!r ,i am afraid ( him j a trifle4 ,?is %e said to ! girls z !y w5t home f pray]-meet+4 ,he has a que] way ( bran*+ (f f ! subject entirely1 j :5 y suppose t y h int]e/$ him4 ,sometimes he int]rupts ) a s5t5ce t s\nds wond]fully z if he might be quizz+ y4 ,he is a trifle que] anyway4 ,i don't believe ,i love him ) all ! zeal t a p]son %\ld be/[ on a pa/or4 ,i am loyal on t subject !oretically1 b practically ,i /& 9 awe4 ,i don't see h[ y c ?9k him s>ca/ic1 ,flossy said4 ,!re is n ! lea/ t+e ( t elem5t 9 8 nature1 ,i ?9k2 at lea/ ,i h nev] se5 x4 ,i don't feel afraid ( him1 ei!r2 once ,i ?\ght ,i %\ld2 b he is s g5tle & pleasant1 & meets "o half way1 & und]/&s :at "o wants to tell bett] ?an !y und]/& !mselves4 ,oh1 ,i l him ev] s mu*4 ,he is n s>ca/ic to me4 ,m>ion look$ d[n ^u ! fair little girl at h] side ) a smile t _h a sort ( almo/ mo!rly t5d]ness 9 x1 z %e said1 g5tly3 ,"o w\ld be a v be> to ?9k ( quizz+ a humm+-bird1 y "k4 ,x w\ld be v silly 9 him to be s>ca/ic to y4 ,eurie int]rupt$ ! talk3 ,:at is ! matt] ) ! pray]-meet+s8 %e ask$4 ,d any ( y "k8 ,i d wi% we c\ld d some?+ to make !m less =lorn4 ,i am almo/ homesick e "t ,i g4 ,if !re 7 m p !re ! room w\ldn't look s desolate4 ,:y on e>? don't ! p come8 ,con/itutionally oppos$ to pray]-meet+s2 or x is too w>m1 or too damp1 or too some?+1 = mo/ ( !m to g out1 ,m>ion said4 ,& ,ru? add$3 ,x is n wond]ful t y f9d s>ca/ic p 9 ! _w1 ,m>ion4 ,! habit gr[s on y4 ,does x1 ,m>ion ask$1 speak+ ) sadness4 ,i am sorry to he> t4 ,i really ?\ght ,i 0 improv+4 ,! "q is1 c we d any?+ to improve matt]s8 ,eurie said4 ,c't we manage to smuggle "s m p into t *apel on ,w$nesday ev5+s8 ,invite !m to g1 d y mean8 ,flossy said1 & h] eyes bright5$4 ,i nev] ?\ght ( t4 ,we might get our fri5ds to g4 ,:o kn[s :at good might be done 9 t way8 ,:at if we try x8 ,ru? look$ gloomy4 ,?is way ( work+ 0 wond]fully di/a/eful to h]4 ,%e specially dislik$ :at %e call$ ?ru/+ unpopul> subjects on p's att5tion4 ,b %e reflect$ t %e _h nev] yet f\nd a way to "w :i* %e did l2 s %e 0 sil5t4 ,flossy1 accord+ to h] usual cu/om1 p]si/5tly foll[$ up ! new idea4 ,let u try x1 %e said4 ,suppose we pl$ge ourselves ea* to br+ ano!r to ! meet+ next week4 ,if we c1 ,m>ion said1 significantly4 ,well1 ( c\rse1 "s ( u c1 ,eurie answ]$4 ,y ought to be able to1 anyway4 ,!re y are 9 a s*ool-room1 surr\nd$ by hundr$s ( p :o ought to g2 & 9 a bo>d+-h\se1 com+ 9 contact ) doz5s ( ano!r /amp1 :o are 9 equal ne$4 ,i %\ld ?9k y _h opportunities en\gh4 ,i "k x1 ,m>ion said1 promptly4 ,if ,i 7 only situat$ z y are1 ) nobody b a fa!r & "m1 & a bro!r & a c\ple ( si/]s to ask--p :o are ( no special consequ5ce to y1 & ab\t :om x w make no p]sonal diff]5ce to y :e!r !y g to *ur* or n--x w\ld be "s excuse = n br++ anybody2 b a bo>d+-h\se full ( m5 & wom51 & a room full ( s*ool girls6--consid] y\r privileges1 ,m>ion ,wilbur4 ,eurie laugh$4 ,oh1 ,i c get ,nell to g1 %e said4 ,he ne>ly always does :at ,i want him to4 ,b ,i 0 ?9k+ h[ _m y h to "w among4 ,six p are z good to "w among z sixty1 until y get !m all1 ,m>ion answ]$1 quickly4 ,z = ,ru?1 x 0 only ! d>kness t hid h] curl+ lip4 ,%e someway c\ld n help dislik+ p :o1 l ,nellis ,mit*ell1 always did :at !y 7 ask$ to d1 j to oblige4 ,also1 %e dread$ ?is new plan4 ,%e _h no "o to ask1 no "o to influ5ce4 ,s %e said to h]self1 gloomily1 al?\gh 7kn[+ t x 0 untrue7 %e did n v5ture to say x al\d4 ,%e gave cons5t1 ( c\rse1 to ! proposition to try by p]sonal ef=t to increase ! numb] at pray]-meet+4 ,x w\ld be absurd to object to x4 ,%e did n c>e to own t %e %runk f p]sonal ef=t ( ?is sort2 x 0 a grief to h] v s\l t %e did s %r9k4 ,rememb]1 we /& pl$g$ to try = "o new face at ! pray]-meet+1 ,eurie said1 z %e bade !m good night4 ,pl$g$ to try1 y und]/&1 ,m>ion1 we c at lea/ d t1 ev5 if we don't succe$4 ,9 ! meantime1 rememb] t we h our ,bible ev5+ to-morr[1 ,m>ion return$4 ,y are to come bri/l+ ) texts f y\r /&po9t2 x w n d to =get t4 ,illu/ration ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,,xvii4 ,,! ,,discussion4 ,,m>ion w5t ab\t h] d+y room bru%+ (f a bit ( du/ "h1 sett+ a *air /raight !re1 try+ 9 :at ways %e might to bright5 its homel9ess4 ,%e 0 a trifle sore sometimes ov] ! contra/ betwe5 t room & ! homes ( h] ?ree fri5ds4 ,sometimes %e ?\ght x a wond] t !y c\ld endure to leave ! brightness & *e] t surr\nd$ _! home lives & seek h] out4 ,!re 7 times :5 %e 0 v mu* tempt$ to sp5d a l>ge portion ( h] n too l>ge sal>y 9 be/[+ little home-look+ ?+s on ?is corn] ( ! second-rate bo>d+-h\se2 a rock+-*air2 a cozy-look+1 bright-cov]$ old-fa%ion$ l\nge2 a t9y c5tre-table1 in/ead ( ! squ>e1 boxy-look+ ?+ t %e _h2 n v extravagant h] notions 71 j a sugge/ion ( com=t & a t\* ( brightness = h] beauty-lov+ eyes to dwell on2 b ^! home ?+s1 & ^! bright ?+s1 co/ money1 m money ?an %e felt at lib]ty to sp5d4 ,:5 h] necess>y exp5ses ( books & dress1 & a doz5 app>5tly trifl+ incid5tals 7 met1 !re 0 little en\gh left to s5d to t f>-away1 /ruggl+ uncle & aunt1 :o ne$$ h] help sadly en\gh1 & :o _h %>$ _! little ) h] 9 e>li] days4 ,!re 0 no special love ab\t ?is (f]+ ( h]s2 x 0 j a matt] ( h>d duty2 !y _h tak5 c>e ( h] 9 h] orphanhood1 a grave1 preoccupi$ sort ( c>e1 be/[+ little "t & no love on h] t %e c\ld discov]2 at ! same "t !y _h nev] ei!r ( !m be5 unk9d1 & !y _h f$ & clo!d h]1 & nev] said 9 h] pres5ce t !y grudg$ x2 !y _h nev] ask$ h] = any return1 nev] seem$ to expect any2 & !y 7 regul>ly surpris$ e half ye> :5 ! remittance came4 ,b s f> z t 0 conc]n$ ,m>ion did n "k x2 !y 7 a v undemon/rative p4 ,uncle ,reub5 _h told h] once t %e ne$ n d x1 t !y _h n expect$ x ( h]2 & ,aunt ,hannah _h add$1 ,no m !y didn't4 ,b ,m>ion _h hu%$ !m bo? by a decid$ s5t5ce1 to ! effect t x 0 no?+ m ?an ord9>y ju/ice & dec5cy4 ,& %e did n "k ev5 n[ t ! gratitude !y might h express$ 0 hu%$ back by h] cold1 bus9ess-l words4 ,/ill1 ! remittances always w5t2 x _h requir$ "s special scrimp+ to make ! *eck ! same z usual1 & yet br+ 9 ,*autauqua2 x _h be5 delay$ beyond its usual "t by ^! new dep>tures1 & x 0 on ?is p>ticul> ev5+ t %e 0 gett+ x ready = ! mail4 ,= sev5 ye>s1 twice a ye>1 %e _h regul>ly writt5 h] note3 ,,aunt ,,hannah3--,i inclose 9 ?is lett] a *eck = ----4 ,i hope y are z well z usual4 ,9 ha/e1 ,m4 ,j4 ,,wilbur4 ,?is1 or a k9dr$ s5t5ce z brief & z mu* to ! po9t4 ,to-night h] f+]s _h play$ ) ! p5 in/ead ( writ+1 & at la/1 ) a curi\s smile hov]+ ar\nd h] lip1 %e wrote ! unaccu/om$ words1 ,de> ,aunt4 ,x w\ld h tak5 v little to h made ! smile into a quiv]2 x seem$ j !n s /range t %e %\ld h no "o to write t ^w de> to2 t %e %\ld use x s r>ely t x actually look$ l a /rang] to h]4 ,!n ! writ+ w5t on ?us3 ,i hope ,i h n caus$ y discom=t by be+ some:at lat] ?an usual ) y\r *eck4 ,matt]s %ap$ !mselves 9 su* a way t ,i c\ld n s5d x be=e4 ,i hope x w be ( a little help & com=t to y4 ,i wi% x 7 l>g]4 ,give my re--love to ,uncle ,reub54 ,! re 0 ! beg9n+ ( ! ^w reg>ds1 b %e ?\ght bett] ( x & wrote love4 ,he 0 h] fa!r's bro!r1 & ! only relative %e _h4 ,!n ! p5 paus$ aga91 & ! writ] gnaw$ at ! pa9t$ hold]1 & mus$1 & look$ sob] fir/1 !n bright-fac$1 & f9ally %e da%$ d[n ?is l9e3 ,de> ,aunt ,hannah1 ,i h f\nd my fa!r's ,fri5d1 ev5 ! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,he is inde$ mighty to save1 z fa!r us$ to say t he 04 ,i h prov$ x1 = he has sav$ me4 ,i wi% y & ,uncle ,reub5 knew him4 ,y\rs truly1 ,,m>ion4 ,i suppose ,m>ion w\ld h be5 v mu* surpris$ _h %e kn[n :at ,i "k1 t ,aunt ,hannah & ,uncle ,reub5 %$ te>s ov] t lett]1 & put x 9 ! family ,bible4 ,&1 someway1 !y felt m ?ankful = ! *eck ?an !y _h ev] done be=e4 ,m>ion did n "k ?is1 b %e knew t h] own he>t felt light] ?an usual z %e hurri$ ab\t h] room4 ,! girls came be=e %e 0 fairly ?r\gh ) h] prep>ations--a bright trio1 ) en\gh ( beauty & grace & elegance ab\t !m to fairly make h] room gl[4 ,"h we are1 said ,eurie4 ,we h run ! gauntlet ( five calls & a conc]t1 & ,i don't "k h[ _m o!r ?+s 9 prospective1 = ! sake ( gett+ to y4 ,did y come alone8 ,no2 my bless$ ,nell came ) u to ! door1 & mo/ dreadfully did he want to come 94 ,i %\ld h let him 91 only ,i knew by ,ru?'s face %e ?\ght x awful2 b he w\ld h enjoy$ ! ev5+4 ,nell does enjoy new ?+s4 ,!re is no special s5sation ab\t ,bible v]ses4 ,i presume !y w\ld h pall$ on him be=e ! ev5+ 0 ov]4 ,?is 0 said 9 ,ru?'s colde/ tones4 ,y are mi/ak5 9 t1 my lady ,ru?4 ,i h f\nd sev]al v]ses 9 my se>* t h giv5 me a real s5sation4 ,besides :i*1 ,i h prov$ my side beyond ! %ad[ ( a reasonable d\bt1 & ,i am v anxi\s to beg94 ,m>ion laugh$4 ,i d>e say we h ea* prov$ our sides to our entire satisfaction1 %e said4 ,! "q is1 :i* side w be> ! te/ ( our comb9$ intellects be+ br\ght to be> on x8 ,did y br+ y\r ,bibles1 girls8 ,oh1 yes1 y are arm$4 ,flossy1 y\r ,bible is spl5did2 :5 ! mill5nium dawns ,i am go+ to h j su* a "o4 ,by ! way1 won't t be a blissful "t8 ,don't y want to live to see x8 ,eurie1 inasmu* z y are s anxi\s to beg91 y may d s4 ,let u 'c>ry on our inve/igations 9 a sci5tific way1' z ,pr(4 ,ea/on says4 ,give u y\r 'unansw]able argum5t1' & ,i w answ] x ) my unansw]able "o on ! o!r side2 !n if ,ru? c prove to u t we are bo? mi/ak51 & ea* c foll[ h] own judgm5t 9 ! matt]1 we w be qu5*$1 y see1 unless ,flossy c give a balanc+ vote4 ,well1 9 ! fir/ place1 ,eurie said1 ,i f\nd to my inf9ite a/oni%m5t1 &1 ( c\rse1 to my delight1 t ! ,bible actually /at$ t !re 0 a "t to dance4 ,n[1 if !re is a "t = x1 ( c\rse x is ! prop] ?+ to d2 t j settles ! :ole "q4 ,h[ absurd x w\ld be to put 9 ! ,bible a /atem5t t !re 0 a "t to dance1 & !n to tell u t x 0 wrong to dance6 ,eurie1 are y 9 e>ne/ or 9 sport8 ,m>ion ask$1 at la/1 look+ at h] ) a puzzl$ air1 & n sure :e!r to laugh or be disgu/$4 ,a little ( bo?1 ,eurie said1 break+ into a laugh4 ,b n[1 to be s]i\s1 !re really is su* a v]se2 did y "k x8 ,i am sure ,i didn't4 ,i 0 v mu* a/oni%$2 & ,i ?9k x does prove some?+4 ,x indicates t danc+ is a legitimate amusem5t1 & "o t 0 indulg$ 9 dur+ ^? times4 ,d y advocate its use "u ! same circum/ances 9 :i* x 0 us$ 9 ^? times8 ,i'm sure ,i don't "k4 ,0 !re any?+ peculi> 9 its use8 ,didn't y foll[ out ! ref]5ces z to danc+8 ,no1 inde$1 ,i didn't4 ,i wi% ,i _h4 ,does x give an acc\nt ( x8 ,t w\ld h be5 bett] yet4 ,x w\ld h enlight5$ y some:at1 ,m>ion said1 laugh+4 ,if y _h be5 on ! o!r side n[1 y w\ld h be5 sure to h foll[$ out ! connection z ,i did2 !n y w\ld h f\nd t to be true to y\r ,bible y mu/ dance 9 pray]-meet+1 or 9 *ur* on ! ,sabba?1 or at "s "t :5 y desir$ to express religi\s joy4 ,pooh6 said ,eurie1 ,n[ is t s8 ,( c\rse x's s4 ,j amuse y\rself by look+ up ! ref]5ces to ! ^w 9 ! concordance1 & ,i w read !m = our enlight5m5t4 ,well1 said ,eurie1 aft] sev]al read+s1 ,i admit t ,i am r glad t =m ( wor%ip is done away )4 ,i am fond ( danc+1 b ,i don't c>e to indulge :5 ,i g to pray]-meet+4 ,b1 aft] all1 t doesn't prove t danc+ is wrong4 ,nor "r8 ,ru? said1 que/ion+ly4 ,doesn't x simply prove no?+ at all8 ,t is j z ,i said2 we h to decide ^! que/ions = ourselves4 ,b1 ,eurie1 did y cont5t y\rself ) j "o text8 ,i ?\ght y 7 to h an army ( !m4 ,:at is ! use 9 t8 ,ru? ask$4 ,"o text is z good z a doz5 if x proves "o's position4 ,a multitude ( witnesses1 ,m>ion said1 significantly2 & add$1 girls1 ,ru? has b "o text 9 support ( h] position2 see if %e has4 ,well1 ,i h ano!r1 said ,eurie4 ,! wise/ man :o ev] liv$ said1 ',a m]ry he>t doe? good l a m$ic9e4' ,n[ ,i am sure t advocates bright1 *e]ful1 m]ry times1 j su* z "o has 9 danc+2 & !re are doz5s ( su* v]ses1 indicat+ t x is a duty we owe to society to h happy & m]ry times toge!r2 & a simpl] way ( do+ x ?an any ,i "k is to dance4 ,we are n gossip+1 nor say+ c5sori\s ?+s1 :5 we are danc+2 & we are hav+ a v pleasant "t = our fri5ds4 ',is any m]ry1 let him s+ psalms1' quot$ ,m>ion4 ,w\ld y l to indulge 9 t ent]ta9m5t at ! same "t y 7 danc+2 or d y ?9k ! same /ate ( m9d c\ld be express$ z well by ei!r danc+1 or psalm-s++1 z "o *ose8 ,eurie ,mit*ell1 y are j be+ nons5sical6 ,ru? said1 speak+ 9 a half-annoy$ tone4 ,y are n absurd en\gh to suppose t ei!r ( ^? v]ses are argum5ts 9 favor ( danc+1 or aga9/ danc+1 or inde$ h any?+ to d ) ! subject8 ,:at is ! use 9 try+ to make p ?9k y are a simpleton1 :5 y ar5't4 ,dreadful6 said ,eurie4 ,is t :at ,i'm do+8 ,n[1 ,i ?\ght ,i 0 prov+ ! subtle nature ( my argum5tative p[]s4 ,see "h1 ,i w be z sob] z a judge4 ,no1 ,i don't ?9k ^? v]ses h to d ) x2 at lea/ ! latt] hasn't4 ,i admit t ,i ?\ght ! fact t a "t to dance 0 m5tion$ 9 ! ,bible 0 an item 9 its favor z f> z x w5t2 b x seems ,i %\ld r h said z f> z ,i w5t1 = x w5t f>!r1 z ,m>ion has made me prove ) t dreadful concordance ( h]s4 ,we don't own su* a t]rible book z t1 & ,i h to g skimm+ ov] ! :ole ,bible 9 a di/ract+ mann]4 ,i j happ5$ on ! v]se t says '!re is a "t to dance1' & ,i didn't "k b !re might be a special provid5ce 9 x4 ,b n[1 frankly1 ,i am on ! side t ,ru? has tak54 ,x seems to be a "q t is left to individual judgm5t4 ,!re is no '?us sai? ! ,"l' ab\t x1 any m ?an !re is ab\t hav+ company1 & go+ out to tea1 & a doz5 o!r ?+s4 ,we are to d 9 ^! matt]s :at we ?9k is "r2 & t1 9 my op9ion1 is all !re is ab\t x4 ,!n y retire f ! li/s8 ,m>ion ask$4 ,n a bit ( x4 ,i am j z emphatically ( ! op9ion t !re is no h>m 9 danc+ z ,i ev] 04 ,:at ,i say is1 t ! ,bible is sil5t on t subject1 leav+ ea* to judge = h]self4 ',z he ?9ke? 9 8 he>t1 s is he1' quot$ ,ru?4 ,t is my v]se1 "o ( !m2 & ,i ?9k x is unansw]able4 ,if y1 ,m>ion1 ?9k x is wick$ to dance1 !n y w\ld be do+ a wrong ?+ to dance2 b1 ,eurie1 believ+ x to be "r & prop]1 has a "r to dance4 ,ea* p]son z he ?9ks 9 8 he>t4 ,!n1 if ,i ?9k 9 my he>t t x is "r to g skat+ on ,sunday1 x w be q "r = me to g8 ,is t ! reason+1 ,ru?8 ,no1 ( c\rse2 because 9 t in/ance y h ! direct comm&1 ',rememb] ! ,sabba? day1 to keep x holy4' ,b :o is go+ to prove to me 9 :at way ,i %\ld keep x holy8 ,i may skate ) v good ?\ghts 9 my he>t1 & feel t ,i am keep+ ! _s ( ! comm&2 &1 if ,i ?9k s 9 my he>t1 :y1 isn't x s8 ,y "k x isn't a p>allel case1 ,ru? said1 slightly nettl$4 ,flossy1 w\ld y speak = a doll>8 ,eurie ask$1 sudd5ly turn+ to h]4 ,%e _h be5 utt]ly grave & sil5t dur+ all ?is w> ( words1 b1 to judge f h] face1 by no means un9t]e/$4 ,%e %ook h] head n[1 ) a quiet smile4 ,i "k :at ,i ?9k1 %e said1 b ,i don't want to speak yet2 only ,i want to "k1 ,ru?1 ab\t t v]se2 ,i f\nd t1 & ?\ght ab\t x4 ,i c\ldn't see t x means :at y ?9k x does4 ,i us$ to ?9k 9 my v he>t t jo9+ ! *ur*1 & try+ to d ab\t "r1 0 all !re 0 ( religion2 b ,i h f\nd t ,i 0 wond]fully mi/ak54 ,c't p]sons be hone/1 & yet be v mu* 9 ! d>k because !y h n in=m$ !mselves8 ,:y1 de> me6 said ,m>ion1 only see1 ,ru?1 :]e y\r doctr9e w\ld lead y6 ,:at ab\t ! hea!n wom5 :o ?9k 9 _! he>ts t !y d a good de$ :5 !y give _! babies to ! crocodiles8 ,i f\nd t v]se ab\t ,paul p]secut+ all :o call$ on ! "n ( ,jesus1 & he says he v]ily ?\ght he 0 do+ ,god's s]vice4 ,?is 0 ,flossy's add$ ^w4 ,see "h1 said ,eurie1 we are n gett+ at x at all4 ,i hav5't any v]ses1 & y h demoli%$ ,ru?'s4 ,! way is = y & ,flossy to op5 y\r batt]ies on u1 & let u prove to y t !y don't any ( !m mean a s+le ^w !y say1 or y say2 or some?+1 any?+1 s t we w9 ! argum5t4 ,:at ,i want to "k is1 :at e>?ly h>m d p see 9 danc+8 ,i don't mean1 ( c\rse1 go+ to balls & m+l+ ) all sorts ( p & danc+ indec5t figures4 ,i mean ! way we girls h be5 9 ! habit ( x1 ,ru? & ,flossy & ,i4 ,we nev] w5t to a ball 9 our lives1 & we 7 nev] injur$ by danc+1 s f> z ,i c discov]1 & yet we h done a good deal ( x4 ,n[ ,i love to dance2 x is ! v pleasante/ amusem5t ,i c ?9k (2 & yet ,i hone/ly want to get at ! tru? ( ?is matt]2 ,i want to le>n2 ,i don't 9 ! lea/ "k :y *ur*es & ,*ri/ians ?9k su* danc+ is wrong4 ,i c\ldn't f9d a ?+ 9 ! ,bible t %[$ me ! reason4 ,to be sure ,i _h v little "t to look1 & a v ignorant bra9 to d x )1 & no helps4 ,b ,i am ready to be conv9c$1 if anybody has any?+ t w conv9ce me4 ,j let me ask y a "q1 ,m>ion said3 ,:y did y ?9k1 be=e y 7 conv]t$1 t x 0 wrong = ,*ri/ian p to dance8 ,h[ d y "k ,i did8 ask$ ,eurie1 flu%+ & laugh+4 ,nev] m9d h[ ,i "k2 ?\gh y mu/ h =gott5 "s ( ! rem>ks ,i h he>d y make ab\t o!rs1 to ask me4 ,b please tell me4 ,hone/ly1 !n1 ,i don't "k2 & x is t ?\ght1 or r t remembrance1 :i* di/urbs me n[4 ,i _h a feel+ t someway x 0 an inconsi/5t ?+ to d1 & t if ,i 0 conv]t$ ,i %\ld h to give x up1 & x 0 a real /umbl+-block 9 my way = "s days4 ,b ,i don't ?is m9ute "k a s+le def9ite reason :y ,i1 9 common ) ! re/ ( ! girls & ! "y m5 9 our set1 felt amus$ :5ev] we saw danc+ *ur*-memb]s4 ,i h ?\ght p]haps x 0 prejudice1 or a misund]/&+ ( ! ,*ri/ian life4 ,illu/ration ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,,xviii4 ,,! ,,result4 ,,n[1 :at ,i want1 said ,m>ion1 is to h y p :o are po/$ answ] a few que/ions4 ,y "k ,i am n a danc]2 ,i h only /ood aside & look$ on2 b ,i h z high a respect = common s5se z any ( y c h1 & ,i want to use "s ( x 9 ?is matt]2 s j tell me1 is x true or n t !re is a /yle ( danc+ t is consid]$ improp] 9 ! extreme8 ,:y1 yes1 ( c\rse !re is1 ,eurie said1 quickly4 ,is x ! /yle t is indulg$ 9 at our ord9>y balls1 :]e all sorts ( *>act]s are admitt$1 :]e1 9 fact1 anyone :o c buy a ticket & dress well is welcome8 ,y "k y 7 p>ticul> to /ate t none ( y w5t to balls2 are ^! "s ( ! reasons8 ,my pr9cipal reason is1 ,ru? said1 ) an upw>d curve ( h] haughty lip1 t ,i d n c>e to associate ) all sorts ( p1 ei!r 9 ! ball-room or any:]e else4 ,besides :i*1 y are reasonably p>ticul>1 :o ( y\r acqua9tances h ! privilege ( frequ5tly clasp+ y\r h& & plac+ an arm c>ess+ly ar\nd y\r wai/1 to say no?+ ( almo/ c>ry+ y ?r\gh ! room1 are y n8 ,ru? turn$ t[>d ! que/ion] fla%+ eyes1 :ile %e said3 ,t is v unusual language to address to u1 ,m>ion4 ,possibly we are q z high-ton$ 9 our feel+s z y\rself4 ,oh1 b n[1 ,i appeal to y\r reason & common s5se2 y say1 y\rself1 t ^! %\ld be our guide4 ,isn't x true t y1 z a danc]1 all[ famili>ity t y w\ld consid] positively insult+ "u o!r circum/ances8 ,am ,i mi/ak5 9 y\r op9ion z to ! prop] treatm5t t ladies %\ld receive f g5tlem5 at all o!r times save :5 !y are danc+8 ,x's a solemn fact1 said ,eurie1 laugh+ at ! folly ( h] position1 t ! man ) :om ,i dance has a privilege t if he %\ld und]take to assume at any o!r "t w\ld endang] 8 be+ knock$ d[n if my bro!r ,nell 0 )9 sight4 ,& x is true t !re are l5g?s to :i* danc]s g t y w\ld n p]mit "u any circum/ances8 ,und5iable1 ,eurie said aga94 ,yet ,i don't see :at t proves4 ,!re are l5g?s to :i* y c c>ry almo/ any amusem5t4 ,! po9t is1 we don't c>ry !m to any su* l5g?s4 ,t isn't ! :ole po9t1 ,eurie4 ,!re are _m amusem5ts :i* no "o c>ries to improp] l5g?s4 ,we d n he> ( _! be+ s p]v]t$2 b we d n he> ( !m 9 ! ball-room4 ,! "q is1 has danc+ su* a t5d5cy8 ,d impure p h dance-h\ses :i* x is a %ame = a p]son to ent]8 ,are "y m5 & "y wom51 our bro!rs & si/]s l$ a/ray 9 !m8 ,we mu/n't be too delicate to speak on ^! ?+s1 = !y exi/2 & !y are f\nd among p = :om ! ,"l di$1 & _m ( !m w be reclaim$ & be 9 heav5 ) u4 ,!y are our bre?r52 c !y be l$ away by ! influ5ces ( ! dance8 ,if we are all really 9 e>ne/ 9 ?is matt]1 w y ea* give y\r op9ion on ?is "o po9t8 ,i suppose x is unque/ionable1 ,ru? said1 t dance-h\ses are 9 exi/5ce1 & t !y are patroniz$ by ! l[e/ & vile/ ( human be+s2 b ! sort ( dance indulg$ 9 has no m lik5ess to ! dances ( cultivat$ society ?an-- ,?an ! drunk>d ly+ 9 ! gutt] be>s lik5ess to ! elegant "y man ( fa%ion :o takes 8 social sips f a silv] goblet l9$ ) gold at 8 "m's refre%m5t table1 ,m>ion said1 int]rupt+ h]1 & speak+ ) en]gy4 ,yet y w admit t ! "o may be1 & awfully (t5 is1 ! /epp+ /one to ! o!r4 ,x is true1 ,eurie said2 bo? are true4 ,i nev] ?\ght ( x be=e1 b !re is no d5y+ x4 ,z = ,flossy1 %e simply b[$ h] head1 z "o int]e/$ b n excit$4 ,!n may ,i br+ 9 "o ( my v]ses1 ',pure religion & undefil$ be=e ,god & ! ,fa!r is ?is1 to visit ! fa!rless & ! wid[ 9 _! affliction1 & to keep himself unspott$ f ! _w4' ,does t apply8 ,if ! _w c c>ry ?is amusem5t to su* dep?s ( degradation1 & if ! elegant p>lor dance is or c be 9 ! remote/ degree ! fir/ /ep !reto1 are we keep+ ourselves unspott$ if we h any?+ to d ) x1 c\nt5ance x 9 any way8 ,don't y see t ! "q1 aft] all1 is ! same 9 _m respects z ! c>d-play+ "o8 ,we h be5 ov] ?is gr\nd be=e4 ,suppose we grant1 = argum5t's sake1 t n "o ( y is 9 dang] ( be+ l$ away to any sort ( excess1 & ,i %\ld h>dly d>e to admit x 9 my own case1 because ( a v]se 9 ?is same old book1 ',let him t ?9ke? he /&e? take he$ le/ he fall2' b if x %\ld be s1 let me give y ano!r ( my selections--r1 let me read ! entire argum5t4 ,:]eupon %e turn$ to ! t5? *apt] ( ,fir/ ,cor9?ians & read ,/4 ,paul's argum5t ab\t eat+ meat (f]$ to idols1 paus+ ) special emphasis ov] ! words1 ,consci5ce1 ,i say1 n ?9e own1 b ( ! o!r4 ,did ,i und]/& y to say1 ,eurie1 t x is a v g5]al belief among danc]s t ,*ri/ians are inconsi/5t :o indulge 9 ?is amusem5t4 ,x is a provok+ tru? t !re is4 ,don't y "k1 ,ru?1 h[ we us$ to be m]ry ov] ! ,symonds girls & t "y ,w9t]s :o 7 *ur*-memb]s8 ,well1 !y made r great] pret5sions ) _! religion ?an "s o!rs did1 & t made u specially amus$ ov] !m4 ,!n1 ,eurie1 wasn't _! influ5ce un=tunate on y8 ,i am n on y\r side1 ,mi/ress ,wilbur4 ,y %\ld h m consci5ce ?an to keep me all ! "t condemn+ myself6 ,t is answ] en\gh1 ,m>ion said1 smil+4 ,i am only ask+ = in=mation1 y "k4 ,i nev] danc$4 ,b 9 ! light ( t confession1 he> ?is3 ',b if ?y bro!r be griev$ ) ?y meat1 n[ walke/ ?\ n *>itably4 ,de/roy n him ) ?y meat = :om ,*ri/ di$4 ,let n1 !n1 y\r good be evil spok5 (4' ,isn't t precisely :at y 7 do+ ( ! good 9 ^? *ur*-memb]s1 ,eurie8 ,n[ a sophi/ w\ld possibly say t ! argum5t ( ,paul _h ref]5ce to food (f]$ to idols1 & n to danc+2 b ,i ?9k "h is a *ance = u to ex]cise t judgm5t & common s5se :i* we are s fond ( talk+ ab\t4 ,! ma9 po9t seems to be n to de/roy ^? = :om ,*ri/ di$4 ,does x make any diff]5ce :e!r we d x ) our dige/ive organs or ) our feet8 ,b :at is ! sophi/ go+ to d ) ?is3 ',x is good nei!r to eat fle%1 nor to dr9k w9e1 nor any?+ :]eby ?y bro!r /umble?1 or is (f5d$1 or is made weak4' ,y see he may1 or may n1 be a fool = all[+ himself to be l$ a/ray4 ,/4 ,paul says no?+ ab\t t4 ,he simply directs z to ! ,*ri/ian's duty 9 ! matt]4 ,ru? made a movem5t ( impati5ce4 ,y are argu+1 ,m>ion1 on ! supposition t a great _m p are l$ a/ray by danc+2 :]eas ,i don't believe t to be ! case4 ,d y believe "o s\l ev] 08 ,:y1 yes1 ,i suppose s4 ,we ev5 "k "o1 ,eurie said1 speak+ l[1 & look+ v grave4 ,d y believe x is possible t ano!r s\l may 9 ! next million ye>s8 ,( c\rse x is possible4 ,!n ! "q is1 h[ mu* is "o s\l wor?8 ,i don't feel prep>$ to e/imate x1 d y8 ,to :i* "q ,ru? made no reply ,!re is ano!r po9t1 ,m>ion said4 ,y "y ladies talk ab\t be+ c>eful ) :om y dance4 ,don't y accept ! att5tions ( /range "y g5tlem51 :o h be5 introduc$ to y by y\r fa%ionable fri5ds8 ,take ,mr4 ,t[ns5d1 ! "y man :o came "h a /rang]1 & 0 introduc$ 9 society by ! ,wagn]s1 because !y met him :5 abroad4 ,didn't y dance ) him1 ,eurie ,mit*ell8 ,doz5s ( times1 said ,eurie1 promptly4 ,& ,flossy1 didn't y8 ,flossy nodd$ h] gold5 head4 ,well1 n[ y "k1 ,i suppose1 t he has prov$ to be a p]fect lib]t9e4 ,hone/ly1 w\ldn't y bo? feel bett] if he _h nev] _h 8 arm ar\nd y8 ,m>ion1 y\r way ( say+ t ?+ is simply disgu/+6 ,ru? said1 9 great heat4 ,is x my way ( say+ x1 or is x ! ?+ itself8 ,m>ion ask$1 coolly4 ,i tell y1 girls1 x is impossible to "k :e!r ! man :o dresses well1 & calls on y at /at$ int]vals1 look+ & talk+ l a g5tleman1 is n a v ,satan1 :o w lead away ! pretty guileless1 unsuspect+ "y girl :o is wor? 8 tr\ble2 & ! lead+ (t5 & (t5 comm5ces ) a dance2 & ! "y girl may nev] h be5 all[$ to dance ) him at all _h n /ately & entirely unexceptionable lead]s ( society1 l our ,ru? "h1 all[$ x fir/4 ,x is ! same "q aft] all1 & x n>r[s d[n to a f9e po9t4 ,a ?+ t c possibly lead "o to et]nal dea?1 a ,*ri/ian has no bus9ess to m$dle )1 ev5 if he kn[s ( b "o s\l 9 a million ye>s :o has be5 s wreck$4 ,9 all ?is we h n ev5 glanc$ at ! endless directions to 'r$eem ! "t1' to be 'in/ant 9 season & out ( season1 to '"w :ile ! day la/s1' 'to wat* & be sob]4' ,:at d all ^! v]ses mean8 ,are we obey+ !m :5 we sp5d half ! night 9 a :irl ( wild pleasure8 ,! fact rema9s t a majority ( p are n temp]ate 9 _! danc+2 !y d x night aft] night2 !y long aft] x1 & are mis]able if ! wea!r1 or ! c\gh1 keeps !m away4 ,i "k doz5s ( su* "y ladies2 ,i h !m z my pupils2 my he>t trembles = !m2 !y are j intoxicat$ ) danc+2 & !y quote y1 ,ru? ,ersk9e1 z an example :5 ,i try to talk ) !m2 ,i h he>d !m4 ,:e!r x is wrong = o!r p or n1 z true z ,i sit "h ,i c tell y ?is3 ,i h two girls 9 my class :o are kill+ !mselves ) ?is amusem5t1 c>ri$ to its lea/ damag+ extreme1 = !y /ill ?9k !y are v c>eful ) :om !y dance2 & y are 9 a measure1 at lea/1 responsible = _! folly4 ,y ne$n't say !y are simpletons2 ,i ?9k !y are1 b :at ( x8 ',%all ! weak bro!r p]i% = :om ,*ri/ di$8' ,nell made a rem>k t />tl$ me a little1 x 0 s que]4 ,eurie said ?is aft] ! />tl$ hu% t fell ov] !m at ! close ( ,m>ion's eag] s5t5ce _h 9 "p subsid$4 ,we 7 speak+ ( a p>ty :]e we _h be5 "o ev5+ & "s ( ! girls _h danc$ e set1 till !y 7 completely worn out4 ,"s ( !m _h be5 danc+ ) r que/ionable "y m51 too2 = ,i %all h to own t all ! g5tlem5 :o get admitt$ into fa%ionable p>lors are n angels by any means4 ,i "k !re are sev]al1 :o are suppos$ to be ( ! fir/ society1 t fa!r has =bidd5 me ev] to dance )4 ,we 7 talk+ ab\t "s ( ^!1 & ab\t ! extreme mann] 9 :i* ! danc+ 0 c>ri$ on1 :5 ,nell said3 ',i'll tell y :at1 ,eurie1 ,i hope my wife wasn't !re to-night4' ',de> me6' ,i said1 ',i didn't "k %e 0 9 exi/5ce4 ,:]e d y keep h]8' ,he 0 z sob] z a judge4 ',%e is on ! e>? some:]e1 ( c\rse1 if ,i am to h h]1' he said2 '& :at ,i say is1 ,i hope %e wasn't !re4 ,if ,i ?\ght %e 0 among ^? danc]s1 ,i w\ld g & knock ! fell[ d[n :o insult$ h] by sw++ h] ar\nd 9 t fa%ion4 ,i want my wife's h& to be kept = me to hold2 ,i don't ?ank anybody else = do+ t "p = me4' ,precisely6 ,m>ion said4 ,x is consid]$ unladylike1 ,i believe1 = p to talk ab\t love & m>riage4 ,i nev] c\ld see :y2 ,i'm sure nei!r ( !m is wick$4 ,b ,i suppose ea* ( u occasionally ?9ks ( ! possibility ( hav+ a fri5d z de> ev5 z a husb&4 ,h[ w\ld y l x1 girls1 to h him sp5d 8 ev5+s danc+ ) fir/ "o "y lady & !n ano!r1 (f]+ !m att5tions t1 "u any o!r circum/ances1 w\ld /amp him z a lib]t9e8 ,:i*ev] way y look at ?is "q x is a disagreeable "o to me4 ,i may nev] be m>ri$2 x is n at all likely t ,i ev] %all2 ,i ought to h be5 ?9k+ ab\t x long ago1 if ,i 0 ev] go+ to indulge 9 t sort ( life2 b if ,i %\ld1 ,i'm he>tily glad ( "o ?+--&1 m9d1 ,i mean x--t no man b my husb& %all ev] put 8 arm ar\nd me1 nor hold my h&1 unless x is to keep me f actual dang]2 fall+ ov] a precipice1 y "k1 or "s su* unusual matt] z t4 ,flossy hasn't op5$ h] lips ?is ev5+4 ,:y don't y talk1 *ild8 ,does ,m>ion ov]:elm y8 ,i don't wond]4 ,su* a tornado z %e has p\r$ out ^u u6 ,i nev] he>d ! l 9 my life4 ,x isn't all 9 ! ,bible2 t is "o com=t4 ,?\gh1 de> me6 ,i don't "k b ! _s ( x is4 ,:at d y ?9k ab\t x all8 ,sure en\gh1 ,m>ion said1 turn+ to ,flossy1 z ,eurie paus$4 ,little ,flossy1 :]e are y\r v]ses8 ,y 7 go+ to give u :atev] y f\nd 9 ! ,bible4 ,y 7 ! be/ witness ( all1 because y br\ght su* an unprejudic$ det]m9ation to ! se>*4 ,:at did y f9d8 ,my se>* didn't take ! =m ,i meant x %\ld1 ,flossy said4 ,i didn't look f> nor long1 & ,i did n decide ! "q = anybody else1 only = myself4 ,i f\nd only two v]ses1 two pieces ( v]ses2 ,i mean1 ,i /opp$ at ^?1 & ?\ght ab\t !m all ! re/ ( ! week4 ,^! are ! ones1 & ,flossy's s(t sweet voice repeat$ !m )\t turn+ to ! ,bible3 ',:atsoev] ye d1 9 ^w or de$1 d all 9 ! "n ( ! ,"l ,jesus2' ',:atsoev] ye d1 d x he>tily1 z to ! ,"l1 & n unto m54' ,^? v]ses j held me2 ,i ?\ght ab\t danc+1 ab\t all ! times 9 :i* ,i _h danc$1 & ! p ) :om ,i _h danc$1 & ! words we _h said to ea* o!r1 & ,i c\ld n see t 9 any possible way x c\ld be done 9 ! "n ( ! ,"l ,jesus1 or t x c\ld be done he>tily1 z unto ! ,"l4 ,i settl$ my own he>t ) ^? words2 t = me to dance aft] ,i knew t :atev] 9 ^w or de$ ,i did1 ,i 0 pl$g$ to d he>tily = ! ,"l1 w\ld be an impossibility4 ,an absolute hu% fell ^u !m all4 ,m>ion look$ f "o to ! o!r ( ! flu%$ & eag] faces1 & !n at ! sweet droop+ face ( _! little ,flossy4 ,we h sp5t our /r5g? va9ly1 %e said1 at la/4 ,x is our privilege to get up high]2 to look at all ^! ?+s f ! m\nt :]eon ,god w let u /& if we want to climb4 ,i ?9k little ,flossy has got !re4 ,aft] all1 ,eurie said1 t v]se w\ld cut (f a great _m ?+s t are consid]$ h>mless4 ,:at does t prove1 my belov$ ,eureka8 ,m>ion said1 quickly4 ',if ?y "r h& (f5d !e1 cut x (f & ca/ x f !e1' is ano!r ,bible v]se4 ,^! v]ses ( ,flossy's mean some?+1 surely4 ,:at d !y mean1 is ! "q left = u to decide8 ,aft] all1 ,ru?1 ,i agree ) y2 x is a "q t mu/ be left to our judgm5t & common s5se2 only we are b\nd to /r5g!n our common s5se & confirm our judgm5ts 9 ! light ( ! lamp t is promis$ z a guide to our feet4 ,almo/ no?+ 0 said among !m aft] t1 except ! commonplaces ( good-nights4 ,! next aft]noon1 z ,m>ion 0 work+ out a refractory example 9 algebra = ,gracie ,d5nis1 %e b5t l[] ov] h] slate1 & said3 ,miss ,wilbur1 did y "k t y\r fri5ds1 ,miss ,ersk9e1 ,miss ,%ipley & ,miss ,mit*ell1 _h all decl9$ ,mrs4 ,g>l&'s invitation1 & s5t h] an in=mal little note sign$ by !m all1 to ! effect t !y _h decid$ n to dance any m8 ,no1 said ,m>ion1 ! ri* blood m\nt+ to h] temples1 & h] face break+ into a smile4 ,h[ did y he>8 ,mrs4 ,g>l& told my fa!r2 %e said %e honor$ !m = _! consi/5cy1 & ?\ght m highly ( _! new dep>ture ?an %e ev] _h be=e4 ,x is r rem>kable s e>ly 9 _! ,*ri/ian life1 don't y ?9k8 ,r1 ,m>ion said1 ) a smile1 & %e foll[$ x by a s(t little sigh4 ,%e _h n be5 invit$ to ,mrs4 ,g>l&'s4 ,!re 0 no opportunity = h] to %[ :e!r %e 0 consi/5t or n4 ,illu/ration ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,,xix4 ,,keep+ ,,! ,,promise4 ,,x 0 curi\s h[ our f\r girls set ab\t enl>g+ ! pray]-meet+4 ,t idea _h tak5 hold ( !m z ! next ?+ to be done4 ,! wond] 01 ,eurie said1 t ,*ri/ian p _h n work$ at x be=e4 ,i am sure1 %e add$1 t if anyone _h invit$ me to att5d1 ,i %\ld h gone long ago1 j to please1 if x 0 "o t ,i c>$ to please4 ,& ,m>ion answ]$ ) a smile3 ,i am sure y w\ld1 too1 ) y\r pres5t feel+s4 ,/ill none ( !m d\bt$ b t !y w\ld h success4 ,!y saw little ( ea* o!r dur+ ! days t int]v5$1 & _! plan necess>ily involv$ ! go+ alone1 or ) :at company !y c\ld ga!r1 in/ead ( meet+ & keep+ ea* o!r company1 z !y _h done 9 ! fir/ days ( _! pray]-meet+ life4 ,m>ion came fir/1 & alone4 ,%e w5t =w>d to _! usual seat ) a v =lorn & desolate air4 ,%e _h ent]$ ^u ! "w ) en?usiasm1 & ) eag] desire & expectation ( success4 ,to be sure %e 0 a long "t decid+ :om to ask1 & sev]al times *ang$ h] plans4 ,at la/ h] he>t settl$ on ,miss ,banks1 ! fri5d ) :om %e _h almo/ be5 intimate be=e ^! new intimacies ga!r$ ar\nd h]4 ,latt]ly !y _h said little to ea* o!r4 ,miss ,banks _h seem$ to avoid ,m>ion s9ce t ra9y ,monday :5 !y came 9 contact s %>ply4 ,%e 0 n exactly rude1 nor 9 ! lea/ unk9d2 %e simply seem$ to feel t ! po9ts ( cong5iality betwe5 !m 7 brok51 & s avoid$ h]4 ,%e did ?is s successfully1 t1 ev5 aft] ,m>ion's ?\ght to invite h] to ! meet+ _h tak5 decid$ %ape1 x 0 difficult to f9d ! opportunity4 ,hav+ gott5 ! idea1 h[ev]1 %e 0 p]si/5t 9 x2 & at la/1 dur+ recess1 on ! v day ( ! meet+1 %e came across h] 9 ! libr>y1 look+ aimlessly ov] ! r[s ( books4 ,9 se>* ( wisdom1 or recreation8 ,m>ion ask$1 /opp+ beside h]1 & speak+ ) ! famili>ity ( =m] days4 ,9 se>* ( "s tiresome ref]5ces = my class 9 philosophy4 ,"s ( ! s*ol>s are provok+ly 9 e>ne/ 9 ! /udy1 & w n be satisfi$ ) ! platitudes ( ! text-book4 ,t is a refre%+ dep>ture f ! ord9>y /ate ( ?+s1 isn't x8 ,m>ion ask$1 laugh+ at ! way 9 :i* ! progress ( h] pupils 0 put4 ,!n1 )\t wait+ = an answ]1 & already feel+ h] resolution beg9n+ to cool1 %e plung$ into ! subject t int]e/$ h]4 ,i h be5 9 se>* ( y all ! morn+4 ,t's surpris+1 ,miss ,banks said1 coolly4 ,c\ldn't ,i be f\nd8 ,i h be5 no fur!r away ?an my s*ool-room8 ,well1 ,i mean look+ = y at a "t :5 y 7 n engag$1 or p]haps look+ =w>d to see+ y at su* a "t1 w\ld be a m prop] way ( putt+ x1 said ,m>ion1 try+ to smile1 & yet feel+ a trifle annoy$4 ,"o is apt to be some:at engag$ 9 a s*ool-room dur+ s*ool-h\rs1 especially if "o is a tea*]4 ,!y 7 n gett+ on at all4 ,m>ion decid$ to speak )\t try+ to br+ h]self gracefully to ! po9t4 ,i want to ask a favor ( y4 ,w y g to meet+ ) me to-night8 ,to meet+1 ,miss ,banks repeat$1 )\t turn+ f ! book-case4 ,:at meet+ is !re to-night8 ,:y1 ! pray]-meet+ at ! ,fir/ ,*ur*4 ,!re is always a meet+ !re on ,w$nesday nights4 ,miss ,banks turn$ h]self sl[ly away f ! book %e 0 exam9+ & fix$ h] cle>1 cold gray eyes on ,m>ion3 ,& s !re has be5 e ,w$nesday ev5+ dur+ ! five ye>s t we h be5 9 s*ool toge!r1 ,i presume4 ,to :at c ,i be indebt$ = su* an invitation at ?is late day8 ,x 0 v h>d = ,m>ion n to get angry4 ,%e knew ?is cold composure 0 int5d$ z a rebuke to h]self = presum+ to h )drawn f ! clique t _h hi!rto sp5t mu* "t toge!r4 ,:at is ! use ( ?is8 %e ask$2 a %ade ( impati5ce 9 h] voice1 ?\gh %e tri$ to control x4 ,y "k1 ,miss ,banks1 t ,i pr(ess to h made a discov]y dur+ ! la/ few weeks2 t ,i try to arrange all my actions ) a view to ! new revelations ( life & duty :i* ,i h c]ta9ly _h2 9 simple language y "k t1 :]eas1 ,i n long ago presum$ to sc(f at conv]sion1 & at ! idea ( a life abid+ 9 ,*ri/1 ,i believe n[ t ,i h be5 conv]t$1 & t ! ,"l ,jesus is my ,fri5d & ,bro!r2 ,i want to tell y t ,i h f\nd re/ & peace 9 him4 ,is x any wond] t ,i %\ld desire x = my fri5ds8 ,i d hone/ly crave = y ! same exp]i5ce t ,i h enjoy$1 & to t end ,i h ask$ y to att5d ! meet+ ) me to-night4 ,x is impossible to describe ! *anges on ,miss ,banks' face dur+ ?is s5t5ce4 ,!re 0 a t\* ( emb>rassm5t1 & m ?an a t\* ( incr$ulity1 & ov] all a look ( great amazem5t4 ,%e cont9u$ to survey ,m>ion f head to foot ) ^? cold1 gray eyes1 = z mu* z a m9ute aft] %e _h ceas$ speak+4 ,!n %e said1 speak+ sl[ly1 z if %e 7 measur+ e ^w3 ,i am sure ,i ought to be grateful = ! tr\ble y h tak52 ! m s z ,i _h n presum$ to ?9k t y _h any int]e/ 9 ei!r my body or my s\l4 ,b z ,i h _h no new & surpris+ revelations1 & "k no?+ ab\t ! ,fri5d & ,bro!r ( :om y speak1 ,i may be excus$ f covet+ ! l exp]i5ce ) y\rself1 h[ev] delightful y may h f\nd x4 ,z to ! meet+1 ,i w5t once to t *ur* to att5d a pray]-meet+1 too1 & if !re c be a m ref9$ & long drawn-out exhibition ( dullness ?an 0 pres5t$ to u !re1 ,i don't "k :]e to look = x4 ,i wond] :y ! s*ool-bell doesn't r+8 ,x is ?ree m9utes pa/ ! "t by my wat*4 ,m>ion1 )\t an attempt at a reply1 turn$ & w5t swiftly d[n ! hall4 ,%e 0 glad t j !n ! t>dy bell peal$ =?1 & t %e 0 oblig$ to g at once to ! recitation-room & involve h]self 9 ! intricacies ( algebra4 ,)\t ?is inc5tive to self-control1 %e felt t %e w\ld h giv5 way to ! hot disappo9t$ te>s t 7 *ok+ 9 h] ?roat4 ,h[ sad h] he>t 0 z %e sat !re alone 9 ! pray]-room4 ,x 0 e>ly & b few 7 pres5t4 ,%e _h nev] felt s mu* alone4 ,! companion%ip :i* _h be5 s close & s con/ant dur+ ! few weeks pa/ seem$ sudd5ly to h be5 remov$ f h]1 & :5 %e essay$ to g back to ! old fri5d1 %e _h /ood coldly & he>tlessly--aye1 worse ?an t--mock+ly alo(4 ,%e _h ov]he>d h]1 t v aft]noon1 detail+ to "o ( ! "u tea*]s1 fragm5ts ( ! conv]sation 9 ! libr>y4 ,m>ion's he>t 0 w\nd$ to its v dep?s4 ,p]haps x is little wond] t %e _h made no o!r attempt to secure company = ! ev5+4 ,!re 7 s*ool-girls by ! score t %e might h ask$2 d\btless "s "o ( ! numb] w\ld accept h] invitation1 b %e _h n ?\ght s4 ,%e _h %runk5 f any o!r ef=t1 9 mortal t]ror4 ,i am n fitt$ = su* "w1 %e said1 9 bitt]ness ( s\l2 n ev5 = su* "w2 :at c ,i d8 & !n1 despite ! class1 %e _h bru%$ away a te>4 ,s !re %e sat alone1 till sudd5ly ! door op5$ ) m =ce ?an usual1 & clos$ ) a little bang1 & ,eurie ,mit*ell1 ) a face on :i* !re gl[$ traces ( excitem5t1 came l a :iff ( w9d & ru/l$ into a seat beside h]1 alone l h]self4 ,y "h8 %e said1 & !re 0 surprise 9 h] :isp]4 ,?\ght y w\ld be late1 & n be alone4 ,i am glad ( x--,i mean ,i am almo/ glad4 ,don't y ?9k1 ,nell w\ldn't come ) me6 ,i c\nt$ on him z a matt] ( c\rse1 he is s oblig+--always will+ to take me :]ev] ,i want to g1 & (t5 dis>rang+ 8 own engagem5ts s t ,i ne$ n be disappo9t$4 ,i 0 j z sure ( him ,i ?\ght z ,i 0 ( myself1 & !n ,i coax$ him h>d] ?an ,i ev] did be=e 9 my life1 & he w\ldn't come 94 ,he came to ! door ) me1 & said ,i ne$n't be afraid b t he w\ld be on h& to see me home1 & he w\ld see safely home any numb] ( girls t ,i *ose to drum up1 b z = sitt+ 9 "h a :ole h\r wait+ = x to be "t to g home1 t 0 beyond him--too mu* = mortal pati5ce6 ,wasn't x j too bad6 ,i 0 s sure ( x1 too4 ,i told him ab\t our plans--ab\t our promise1 inde$1 & h[ ,i _h c\nt$ on him1 & all he said 03 ',don't y "k ! old prov]b1 sis3 ,nev] c\nt y\r *ick5s be=e !y are hat*$2 or1 a m elegant phras+ ( x1 ,nev] eat y\r fi% till y cat* him8 ,n[1 ,i'm n caught yet2 someway ! "r sort ( bait hasn't rea*$ me yet4' ,i 0 nev] s disappo9t$ 9 my life6 ,didn't y try to get "s "o to come8 ,yes1 said ,m>ion1 & fail$4 ,%e =c$ h]self to say t mu*4 ,h[ c\ld ,eurie g ?r\gh ) all ^! details8 ,if h] he>t _h a*$ z m9e does1 %e c\ldn't1 ,m>ion told h]self4 ,%e might h kn[n if %e _h us$ h] judgm5t t ,eurie's he>t 0 n ( ! sort t w\ld ev] a*e ov] any?+ z h]s c\ld2 & yet ,eurie 0 bitt]ly disappo9t$4 ,%e _h c\nt$ on ,nell1 & expect$ him1 _h high hopes = him2 & "h !y 7 da%$ into no?+ness6 ,:o knew t he c\ld be s ob/9ate ov] a trifle8 ,surely x 0 a trifle j to come to pray]-meet+ once6 ,%e knew %e w\ld h done x = him1 ev5 9 ! days :5 x w\ld h be5 a bore4 ,%e did n und]/& x at all4 ,meantime1 ,ru? _h be5 hav+ h] exp]i5ces4 ,?is promise ( h]s tr\bl$ h]4 ,p]haps y _c imag9e :at an exce$+ly disagreeable ?+ x seem$ to h] to g hunt+ up somebody to g to pray]-meet+ ) h]4 ,:]e c\ld %e turn8 ,!re 7 s few p ) :om %e came 9 contact t x w\ld n be absurd to ask4 ,h] fa!r %e put aside at once z entirely out ( ! "q4 ,x 0 simply an absurdity to ?9k ( ask+ him to g to pray]-meet+6 ,he r>ely w5t to *ur* ev5 on ! ,sabba?2 less (t5 n[ ?an he us$ to d4 ,x w\ld simply be annoy+ him & expos+ religion to 8 contempt2 s 8 daught] reason$4 ,%e sigh$ ov] x :ile %e reason$2 %e wi%$ mo/ e>ne/ly t x 7 n s2 %e pray$1 & %e ?\ght x 0 ) all h] he>t1 t ,god w\ld speak to h] fa!r 9 "s way1 by "s voice t he w\ld he$2 & yet %e all[$ h]self to be sure t 8 only & *]i%$ daught] _h ! "o voice t c\ld n hope to influ5ce him 9 ! lea/4 ,well1 !re 0 h] fri5d1 ,mr4 ,wayne4 ,i wond] if ,i c describe to y h[ impossible x seem$ to h] to ask him to g8 ,n t he w\ld n h accompani$ h]2 he w\ld 9 a m9ute2 he w\ld d almo/ any?+ %e ask$2 %e felt z sure t %e c\ld get him to occupy a seat 9 ! ,fir/ ,*ur* pray]-room t ev5+ z %e felt sure ( go+ !re h]self2 b %e ask$ h]self1 ( :at e>?ly use w\ld x be8 ,he w\ld g simply to please :at he w\ld suppose 0 a :im ( h]s2 he w\ld li/5 ) an amus$ smile1 slightly t+$ ) s>casm1 to all ! words t w\ld be spok5 t ev5+1 & he w\ld h ready a hundr$ mildly funny ?+s to say ab\t !m :5 ! meet+ clos$2 = weeks aft]w>d he w\ld be apt to br+ 9 nicely fitt+ quotations glean$ f t ev5+ ( wat*fulness1 fitt+ !m into absurd places1 & mak+ !m seem ! v]ie/ folly--t w\ld be ! fruit4 ,ru? %rank ) all h] s\l f su* a result2 ^! ?+s 7 sacr$ to h]2 %e did n see h[ x w\ld be possible to endure ! quizzical turn t w\ld be giv5 to !m4 ,i want y to notice t 9 all ?is reason+ %e did n see t %e _h und]tak5 n only h] own "w b ! ,"l's4 ,:5 "o attempts n only to drop ! se$1 b to make ! fruit t %all spr+ up1 no wond] "o /&s back appall$6 ,yet 0 %e n busy+ h] he>t ) ! results8 ,! end ( x 0 t %e decid$ :atev] else %e did1 to say no?+ to ,mr4 ,wayne ab\t ! meet+4 ,no1 ,i am mi/ak51 t 0 n ! end2 !re sudd5ly came 9 ) ^! mus+s a />tl+ ?\ght3 ,if ,i _c endure ! fooli%ness t w result f "o ev5+1 h[ am ,i to endure companion%ip = a lifetime8 ,t 0 a ?\ght t w\ld n slumb] aga94 ,b %e mu/ f9d "s "o :om %e 0 will+ to ask to g to pray]-meet+2 !re 0 h] mis]able promise h$g+ h] 94 ,:o 0 %e will+ to ask8 ,%e ran ov] h] li/ ( acqua9tances2 !re wasn't "o4 ,h[ /range x 06 ,%e c\ld ?9k ( ^? :om ,flossy might ask1 & !re 0 ,eurie surr\nd$ by a l>ge family2 & z = ,m>ion1 h] opportunities 7 unlimit$2 b = h] =lorn self1 9 all ! l>ge circle ( h] acqua9tance1 !re seem$ no "o to ask4 ,! tru? 01 ,ru? 0 %iv]+ly afraid ( ca/+ pe>ls be=e sw9e--n t %e put x 9 t way2 b %e w\ld r h be5 /ruck ?an to h be5 made an object ( ridicule4 ,& yet !re 7 times :5 %e wi%$ %e _h liv$ 9 ! days ( m>tyrdom6 ,! *ur* ( to-day is full ( j su* m>tyr spirits6 ,! result 0 precisely :at might h be5 expect$3 %e dalli$ ) h] mis]able c[>dice1 :i* %e did n call by t "n at all1 until !re really 0 no p]son )9 rea* to invite to ! meet+4 ,:o w\ld h suppos$ all ?is ( ,ru? ,ersk9e6 ,no "o w\ld h be5 less likely to h done s ?an h]self4 ,%e w5t alone to ! meet+ at a late h\r1 & ) a v mis]able1 sore1 sad he>t1 to :i* ,m>ion's 0 no?+ 9 comp>ison4 ,yet !re 0 some?+ accompli%$1 if %e _h b kn[n x4 ,%e 0 beg9n+ to und]/& h]self2 %e _h a mu* l[] op9ion ( ,ru? ,ersk9e z %e sat !re meet+ ! wond]+ gaze ( ,eurie1 & ! quick1 inquir+ glance ( ,m>ion ?an %e ev] _h felt 9 h] life4 ,i said %e 0 late1 b ,flossy 0 lat]4 ,somebody else mu/ h be5 at "w ab\t t meet+1 & h be5 m successful ?an our girls1 = ! room 0 full] ?an usual4 ,m>ion _h begun to gr[ anxi\s = ! little ,flossy t _h crept s ne> to _! he>ts1 & to make frequ5t turn+s ( ! head to see if %e 7 n com+4 ,:5 at la/ %e %imm]$ d[n ! aisle1 a s(t1 bright ra9b[1 = %e hadn't giv5 ov] we>+ h] favorite colors1 & %e c\ld no m help gett+ !m on becom+ly ?an a bird c help look+ graceful 9 its plumage4 7,:y %\ld ei!r ( !m try to help x87 ,b ,flossy 0 n alone2 !re 0 a tall portly =m1 & a spl5didly balanc$ head1 re/+ on firm %\ld]s1 t foll[$ h] d[n to ! seat :]e ! girls 7 wait+ = h]4 ,illu/ration ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,,xx4 ,,h[ ,,x ,,0 ,,done4 ,,flossy came q d[n ! broad aisle to ! seat :i* ! girls _h1 by tacit und]/&+1 *os5 = _! own1 h] face j radiant ) a sort ( surpris$ satisfaction1 & ! g5tleman :o foll[$ h] ) an assur$ & measur$ /ep 0 none o!r ?an ,judge ,ersk9e himself4 ,he may h be5 surpris$ at 8 own appe>ance 9 t place = pray]1 b no surprise ( 8 c\ld comp>e ) ! amazem5t ( 8 daught] ,ru?4 ,= once 9 h] life h] well-br$ composure =sook h]1 & h] look c\ld be call$ no?+ less ?an an absolute />e4 ,( ! f\r1 ,flossy only _h succe$$4 ,! way ( x 0 ?is3 ,hav+ become a reali/1 9 ! mo/ emphatic s5se ( t ^w1 to h promis$ to br+ "s "o ) h] to meet+ if %e possibly c\ld1 meant to h] j t1 & no?+ less ?an t4 ,( c\rse1 su* an und]/&+ ( a promise made x impossible to /op ) ! ask+ ( "o p]son1 or two1 or ?ree1 provid$ h] invitations met ) only refusals4 ,%e _h />t$ out z confid5t ( success z ,eurie2 %e felt ne>ly c]ta9 ( ,col4 ,bak]2 n because he 0 any m likely ( 8 own w to *oose ! pray]-meet+ ?an he _h be5 all 8 life ?us f>1 b because he 0 gr[+ e day m anxi\s to give pleasure to ,flossy4 ,hav+ "s dim s5se ( ?is 9 h] he>t1 ,flossy reason$ t x w\ld be "r to put ?is p[] ( h]s to ! good use ( w9n+ him to ! meet+1 = :o c\ld tell :at words f ,god's ,_s might rea* him :ile !re8 ,s %e ask$ him to g4 ,to h] surprise1 & to ,col4 ,bak]'s real annoyance1 he 0 oblig$ to refuse h]4 ,he 0 m ?an will+ to g1 ev5 to a pray]-meet+1 if !reby he c\ld take "o /ep =w>d t[>d ! place 9 h] life t he desir$ to fill4 ,!re=e 8 regrets 7 pr(use & s9c]e4 ,x 0 club night1 &1 mo/ unluckily1 !y 7 to meet ) him1 & he 0 to provide ! ent]ta9m5t4 ,"u almo/ any o!r circum/ances he c\ld h be5 excus$4 ,_h he ev5 _h ! remote/ idea t ,flossy w\ld h lik$ 8 company t ev5+1 he c\ld h made arrangem5ts = a *ange ( ev5+ = ! club2 t is1 _h he kn[n ( x e>li]4 ,b1 z x 01 %e w\ld see h[ impossible x w\ld be = him to get away4 ,quick-witt$ ,flossy took him at 8 ^w4 ,w\ld he rememb]1 !n1 %e ask$1 ) h] mo/ w9n+ smile1 t ( all places :]e %e c\ld possibly l to see him regul>ly1 ! ,w$nesday ev5+ pray]-meet+ at ! ,fir/ ,*ur* 0 ! place4 ,:at a bitt] pill an ev5+ pray]-meet+ w\ld be to ,col4 ,bak]6 ,b he did n tell h] s4 ,he 0 ev5 gr[+ to ?9k t he c\ld d t1 = a :ile at lea/4 ,f him ,flossy turn$ to h] bro!r2 b x 0 club night to him1 too1 & :ile he _h n ! excuse t ! ent]ta9] ( ! club c]ta9ly _h1 x s]v$ v well z an excuse1 ?\gh he 0 frank en\gh to add1 ,z = t1 ,i don't believe ,i %\ld g if ,i hadn't an engagem5t2 ,i won't be hypocrite en\gh to g to ! pray]-meet+4 ,su* /range ideas h "s o!rwise s5sible p on ?is subject ( hypocrisy6 ,x requir$ a good deal ( c\rage = ,flossy to ask h] "m1 b %e accompli%$ x1 & receiv$ 9 reply an a/oni%$ />e1 a half-emb>rass$ laugh1 & ! expression3 ,:at an absurd little fanatic y are gett+ to be1 ,flossy6 ,i am sure "o w\ldn't h look$ = x 9 a *ild l y6 ,me8 ,oh1 de>1 no6 ,i c't g2 ,i nev] walk s f> y "k2 at lea/ v r>ely1 & ,kitty w h ! c>riage 9 use = ,mrs4 ,wat]man's reception4 ,:y don't y g !re1 *ild8 ,x really isn't treat+ ,mrs4 ,wat]man well2 %e is su* an old fri5d4 ,^! 7 a few ( ! _m ef=ts :i* ,flossy made4 ,!y met ) l results1 until at la/ ! ev5+ 9 "q f\nd h] some:at belat$ & alone1 r++ at ,judge ,ersk9e's mansion4 ,t important p]sonage be+ 9 ! hall1 9 ! act ( go+ out to ! po/-(fice1 he op5$ ! door & met h] hurri$1 almo/ brea?less1 "q3 ,judge ,ersk9e1 is ,ru? gone8 ,oh1 excuse me4 ,good-ev5+4 ,i am 9 su* ha/e t ,i =got c\rtesy4 ,d y ?9k ,ru? is gone8 ,yes1 ,judge ,ersk9e knew t 8 daught] 0 out1 = %e /epp$ into ! libr>y to leave a message a few mom5ts ago1 & %e 0 !n dress$ = ! /reet1 & _h pass$ out a mom5t aft]w>d4 ,!n did he "k :e!r ,katie ,fl9n1 ! *amb]-maid1 0 98 ,( c\rse y won't "k1 %e add$1 blu%+ & smil+ at ! absurdity ( h] "q4 ,i mean c\ld y f9d out = me :e!r %e is 91 & c ,i speak to h] j a m9ute8 ,he 0 =tunately wis] to-night ?an %e gave him cr$it = be+1 ,judge ,ersk9e said1 ) a c\rtly b[ & smile4 ,x s happ5$ t j aft] 8 daught] dep>t$1 ,katie _h s\ght him1 ask+ p]mission to be out t ev5+ until n9e o'clock1 a p]mission t %e _h =gott5 to secure ( 8 daught]2 !re=e1 z a mo/ unusual circum/ance :i* mu/ h occurr$ = ,flossy's special b5efit1 he 0 po/$ ev5 z to ,katie's :]eab\ts4 ,he 0 unprep>$ = ! sudd5 flu%+ ( ,flossy's *eeks1 & quiv] ( h] almo/ baby *94 ,oh1 ,i am s sorry6 %e said1 & !re 7 actual te>s 9 h] blue eyes4 ,judge ,ersk9e saw !m1 & felt z if he 7 9 "s way a mon/]4 ,he ha/5$ to be sympa!tic4 ,if %e 0 alone & timid x w\ld af=d him no?+ b pleasure to see h] safely to any "p ( ! city %e *ose to m5tion4 ,he 0 go+ out simply = a /roll1 ) no bus9ess :atev]4 ,oh1 x isn't t1 ,flossy said1 ha/ily4 ,i am su* a little way f ! *apel1 & x is s e>ly ,i %all n be afraid2 b ,i am s disappo9t$4 ,y see1 ,judge ,ersk9e1 we girls 7 ea* to br+ "o ) u to ! meet+ to-night1 & ,i h tri$ s h>d1 ,i h ask$ almo/ a doz5 p1 & none ( !m c\ld g4 ,at la/ ,i happ5$ to ?9k ( y\r ,katie ,fl9n3 ,i knew %e 0 9 our ,sunday-s*ool1 & ,i ?\ght p]haps if ,i ask$ h] %e w\ld g ) me1 if ,ru? _h n done x be=e me4 ,%e 0 my la/ *ance1 & ,i am m disappo9t$ ?an ,i c tell y4 ,%all ,i try to describe to y :at a /range s5sation ,judge ,ersk9e felt 9 ! region ( 8 he>t z he /ood !re 9 ! hall ) t pretty blu%+ girl1 :o seem$ to him only a *ild1 & f\nd t h] quiv]+ *9 & swimm+ eyes meant simply t %e _h fail$ 9 secur+ ev5 8 *amb]maid to att5d ! pray]-meet+8 ,he nev] rememb]$ to h _h su* an a/oni%+ feel+1 nor su* a que] *ok+ s5sation 9 8 ?roat4 ,8 own daught] 0 dignifi$ & /ately2 ! v picture ( h] fa!r1 e "o said2 he _h no idea t %e c\ld %$ a te> any m ?an he c\ld himself2 b ?is timid1 flu%+1 trembl+ little girl seem$ made ( "s o!r mat]ial ?an j ! clay t he suppos$ himself to be compos$ (4 ,he /ood reg>d+ h] ) a sort ( pleas$ wond]4 ,9 common ) _m o!r /ately g5tlem51 he v mu* admir$ real1 unaffect$1 artless *ildhood4 ,x seem$ to him t a griev$ *ild /ood be=e him4 ,h[ c\ld he com=t h]8 ,if a doll1 n[1 ) curl+ hair & blue eyes c\ld d x1 h[ promptly %\ld x be b\ght & giv5 to ?is fle%-&-blood doll be=e him4 ,b no1 no?+ %ort ( "s "o to accompany h] to pray]-meet+ w\ld appease ?is little tr\bl$ bit ( humanity4 ,9 ! magnanimity ( 8 haughty he>t ! le>n$ judge took a sudd5 & almo/ ov]p[]+ resolution4 ,c\ld he g8 he ask$ h]4 ,to be sure1 he 0 n ,katie ,fl9n1 b he w\ld d 8 be/ to take ! place ( t p]sonage if %e w\ld k9dly let him g to ! said meet+ ) h]4 ,x 0 wor? a doz5 sitt+s ev5 9 pray]-meet+1 ,judge ,ersk9e ?\ght1 to see ! sudd5 cle>+ ( t te>ful face2 ! sudd5 radiant outlook f ^? wet eyes4 ,w\ld he g8 ,w\ld he really g8 ,c\ld any?+ be m spl5did6 ,&1 v]ily1 ,judge ,ersk9e ?\ght1 z he beheld h] %9+ face1 t !re h>dly c\ld4 ,he felt precisely z y d :5 y h be5 unselfi% t[>d a pretty *ild1 :o1 someway1 has won a w>m spot 9 y\r he>t4 ,he w5t to ! ,fir/ ,*ur* pray]-meet+ = ! fir/ "t ) no high] motive ?an t--nev] m9d1 he w5t4 ,flossy ,%ipley c]ta9ly 0 n responsible = ! motive ( 8 go+2 nei!r did x 9 any degree affect ! hone/1 e>ne/1 p]si/5t ef=t %e _h made t day4 ,h] acc\nt ( x 0 simple en\gh1 :5 ! girls met aft]w>d to talk ov] _! ef=ts4 ,:y1 y "k1 %e said1 ,i actually promis$ to br+ "s "o ) me if ,i possibly c\ld2 s !re 0 no?+ = x b to try 9 e possible way up to ! v la/ m9ute ( ! "t ,i _h4 ,b1 aft] all1 ,i br\ght ! "o :om ,i _h n ! lea/ idea ( ask+2 he ask$ himself4 ,well1 ,m>ion said1 aft] a p]iod ( amaz$ sil5ce1 ,i h made two discov]ies4 ,"o is1 t p may possibly h tri$ be=e ?is to enl>ge ! pray]-meet+2 possibly we may n1 aft] all1 be ! orig9ators ( t brilliant idea2 !y may h tri$1 & fail$ ev5 z we did2 = ,i h le>n$ t x is n s easy a matt] z x at fir/ appe>s2 x ne$s a p[] beh9d ! wills ( p to get !m to d ev5 s simple a ?+ z t4 ,! o!r important ?\ght is1 !re are two ways ( keep+ a promise2 "o is to make an attempt & fail1 say+ to our cont5t$ consci5ces1 ',!re6 ,i've done my duty1 & x is no use y see2' & ! o!r is to p]si/ 9 attempt aft] attempt1 until ! v p]t9acity ( our fai? accompli%es ! "w = u4 ,:at if we foll[ ! example ( our little ,flossy aft] ?is1 & let a promise mean some?+8 ,my example6 ,flossy said1 ) wide op5 eyes4 ,:y1 ,i only ask$ p1 j z ,i said ,i w\ld2 b !y w\ldn't come4 ,!re 0 "o "y lady :o walk$ home f t ev5tful pray]-meet+ ) a v unsatisfi$ consci5ce4 ,ru? ,ersk9e c\ld n get away f ! feel+ t %e 0 a %irk]2 all ! m s1 because ! p]son :o _h sat v ne> h] 0 h] fa!r6 n br\ght !re by any invitation f h]2 x 0 n t %e _h tri$ & fail$2 t =m ( x w\ld h be5 an inf9ite relief2 %e simply _h n tri$1 & %e made h]self hone/ly confess to h]self t ! tr\ble 01 %e c\ld n be satisfi$ ) "o :o 0 )9 ! rea* ( h] ask+4 ,yet consci5ce1 work+ all alone1 is a v uncom=table & disagreeable companion1 & (t5 accompli%es = ! "t be+ no?+ beyond mak+ 8 victim disagreeable4 ,?is 0 ,ru? to ! fulle/ ext5t ( h] p[]2 %e realiz$ x1 & 9 a measure felt a%am$ ( h]self1 & /ruggl$ a little = a bett] /ate ( m9d4 ,x seem$ ill paym5t = ! c\rtesy :i* _h made ,h>old ,wayne =sake ! club be=e supp] = ! purpose ( walk+ home ) h] f *ur*4 ,he 0 unusually k9d1 too1 & pati5t4 ,"p ( h] tr\ble1 be x kn[n1 0 h] det]m9ation 9 h] he>t n to be driv5 by t dreadful consci5ce into say+ a s+le p]sonal ^w to ,h>old ,wayne4 ,n t %e put x 9 t way2 bless y1 no6 ,satan r>ely blund]s en\gh to speak out pla9ly2 he has a doz5 smoo?-s\nd+ phrases t mean ! same ?+4 ,p ne$ to be approa*$ v c>efully on v special occasions1 :i* are n apt to occur2 !y ne$ to be approa*$ by j su* p]sons1 & 9 j su* well-*os5 words1 etc4 etc4 ,?\gh :y x %\ld require su* inf9ite tact & c>e & skill to say to a fri5d1 ,i wi% y 7 go+ to heav5 ) me1 :5 ! p]son w\ld say )\t ! slighte/ hesitation1 ,i wi% y 7 go+ to ,europe ) me1 & be acc\nt$ an idiot if he made talk ab\t tact & skill & caution1 ,i am sure ,i don't "k4 ,yet all ^! ?+s ,ru? said to h]self4 ,! reason ! ?\ght ruffl$ h] 0 because h] hone/ consci5ce knew !y 7 false1 & t %e _h a "r to say1 ,h>old1 ,i wi% y 7 a ,*ri/ian2 & _h no "r at all ) ! results4 ,%e simply c\ld n br+ h]self to say x2 %e did n really "k :y1 h]self2 probably ,satan did4 ,mr4 ,wayne 0 unusually quiet & grave2 he seem$ to be do+ :at he c\ld to lead ,ru? into s]i\s talk2 he ask$ ab\t ! meet+1 :e!r !re 7 _m out1 & :e!r %e enjoy$ x4 ,i sort ( l ,dr4 ,d5nis1 he said4 ,he is trem5d\sly 9 e>ne/2 b :y %\ldn't a man be 9 e>ne/ if he believes :at he is talk+ ab\t4 ,d y suppose he does1 ,ru?8 ,( c\rse1 ,ru? said1 %ortly1 almo/ crossly2 y "k he does4 ,:y d y ask su* a fooli% "q8 ,oh1 ,i don't "k2 half ! "t x seems to me z if ! religi\s p 7 try+ to humbug ! _w2 because1 y see1 !y don't act z if !y 7 9 dead e>ne/--v few ( !m d1 at lea/4 ,t is a v easy ?+ to say1 & p seem to be fond ( say+ x1 ,ru? said3 & !n %e simply w\ld n talk on t subject or any o!r2 %e 0 mis]ably unhappy2 an awak5$ consci5ce1 toy$ )1 is a v fruitful s\rce ( mis]y4 ,%e 0 glad :5 ! walk 0 conclud$4 ,%all ,i come 98 ,mr4 ,wayne ask$1 l+]+ on ! /ep1 half smil+1 half wi/ful4 ,:at d y advise1 %all ,i g back to ! club or call on y8 ,n[1 ,ru? hat$ t club2 %e 0 mu* afraid ( its influ5ce ov] h] fri5d2 %e _h det]m9$1 z soon z %e c\ld plan a l9e ( op]ation1 to set sy/ematically at "w to )draw him f its influ5ce2 b %e 0 n ready = x yet4 ,&1 among o!r ?+s t %e 0 n ready =1 0 a call f ,mr4 ,wayne2 x seem$ to h] t 9 h] pres5t mis]able1 unsettl$ /ate x w\ld be simply impossible to c>ry on a conv]sation ) him4 ,true to h] usually frank nature1 %e answ]$1 promptly3 ,i h c]ta9ly no desire = y to g to ! club1 ei!r on ?is ev5+ or any o!r2 b1 to be frank1 ,i w\ld r be alone ?is ev5+2 ,i want to ?9k ov] "s matt]s ( importance1 & to decide !m4 ,y w n ?9k /rangely ( me = say+ t1 w y8 ,oh1 no1 he said1 & he smil$ k9dly on h]2 yet he 0 v mu* disappo9t$2 he %[$ x 9 8 face4 ,_m a "t aft]w>d1 z ,ru? sat ?9k+ ov] ?is conv]sation1 recall+ e little detail ( x1 recall+ ! look on 8 face1 & ! peculi> sadness 9 8 eyes1 %e ?\ght )9 h]self1 ,if ,i _h said1 ',h>old1 ,i want y to come 92 ,i want to talk ) y2 ,i want y to decide n[ to live = ,*ri/1' ,i wond] :at he w\ld h answ]$4 ,b %e did n say x4 ,in/ead1 %e turn$ f him & w5t into ! h\se2 &--he w5t directly to 8 club3 an unacc\ntable gloom hung ov] him2 he mu/ h companion%ip2 if n ) 8 *os5 & promis$ wife1 !n ) ! club4 ,t 0 j :at ,ru? 0 to him2 & x 0 "o ( ! que/ions t torm5t$ h]4 ,!re 7 reasons :y ?\ght ab\t x _h =c$ itself ^u h] dur+ ! la/ few days4 ,%e 0 pl$g$ to him long be=e %e f\nd ?is new exp]i5ce4 ,! "q 01 ,c\ld %e fulfil ^? pl$ges8 ,_h !y a ?\ght 9 common n[8 ,c\ld %e live ) him ! sort ( life t %e _h promis$ to live1 & t %e solemnly meant to live8 ,if %e c\ld1 0 x "r to d s8 ,y see %e _h en\gh to torm5t h]2 only %e set ab\t ?9k+ ( x 9 s /range a mann]2 n at all z %e w\ld h ?\ght ab\t x if ! pl$ges %e _h giv5 him _h meant to h] all t !y mean to "s1 all t !y ought to mean to any "o :o makes !m4 ,?is phase ( x also tr\bl$ h]4 ,illu/ration ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,,xxi4 ,,ru? ,,& ,,h>old4 ,,!re _h be5 9 ,judge ,ersk9e's m9d a slight s5se ( wond]m5t z to h[ he %\ld meet 8 daught] ! morn+ aft] 8 a/\nd+ appe>ance at pray]-meet+4 ,su* a new & s+ul> dep>ture 0 x1 t he ev5 felt a slight %ade ( emb>rassm5t4 ,b1 be=e ! h\r ( meet+ h] arriv$1 8 ?\ghts 7 turn$ into an entirely new *annel4 ,he met h]1 look+ v grave1 & ) a t\* ( t5d]ness ab\t 8 mann] t 0 new to h]4 ,%e1 on h] "p1 0 n mu* m at re/ ?an %e _h be5 ! ev5+ be=e4 ,%e realiz$ t h] he>t 0 9 an actual /ate ( rebellion aga9/ any =m ( decid$ ,*ri/ian "w t %e c\ld plan4 ,cle>ly1 some?+ 0 wrong ) h]4 ,if %e _h be5 famili> ) a c]ta9 old ,*ri/ian1 %e might h borr[$ 8 language to express 9 "p h] feel+4 ,to w is pres5t ) me1 b h[ to p]=m t :i* is good ,i "k n4 ,n q t1 ei!r1 = :ile %e said1 ,i c't d ?is ?+1 or t ?+1 %e 0 cle>-m9d$ en\gh to see t x simply meant1 aft] all1 ,i w n4 ,! w 0 at fault1 & %e knew x4 ,%e did n fully compreh5d yet t %e _h set out to be a ,*ri/ian1 & at ! same "t to h h] own way 9 ! lea/ little ?+2 b %e _h a glimm]+ s5se t su* 0 ! tr\ble4 ,h] fa!r1 aft] tak+ surreptiti\s glances at h] pale face & tr\bl$ eyes1 decid$ f9ally t :at 0 to be said mu/ be said1 & ask$1 abruptly3 ,:5 did y see ,h>old1 my daught]8 ,ru? />t$1 & ! "q made ! blood ru% to h] face1 %e did n "k :y4 ,i saw him la/ ev5+1 aft] pray]-meet+1 ,i believe1 %e answ]$1 speak+ 9 h] usual quiet tone1 b fix+ an inquir+ look on h] fa!r4 ,did he speak ( n feel+ well8 ,no1 sir2 n at all4 ,:y8 ,i he> t he is q sick ?is morn+2 0 tak5 9 ! night4 ,some?+ l a fit1 ,i %\ld judge2 may be no?+ b a slight attack1 br\ght on by late supp]s4 ,he 0 at ! club la/ night4 ,i ?\ght ,i w\ld call aft] breakfa/1 & le>n ! ext5t ( ! illness4 ,if y want to s5d a message or note1 ,i c deliv] x4 ,t 0 ! beg9n+ ( dre>y days4 ,ru? prep>$ h] note--a t5d]1 com=t+ "o2 b x 0 br\ght back to h]2 & z h] fa!r h&$ x to h] he said3 ,he c't read x n[1 daught]4 ,i d>e say x w\ld com=t him if he c\ld2 b he is deliri\s2 didn't "k me2 hasn't kn[n any "o s9ce he 0 tak5 9 ! night4 ,keep ! lett] till ?is passes (f1 !n he w be ready = x4 ,v k9d & sympa!tic 7 ,ru?'s fri5ds4 ,! girls came to see h]1 & kiss$ h] wi/fully1 ) te>s 9 _! eyes1 b !y _h little to say4 ,!y knew j h[ sick h] fri5d 01 & !y felt z ?\gh !re 0 no?+ left to say4 ,h] fa!r neglect$ 8 bus9ess to /ay at home ) h]1 & 9 _m a little1 ?\ghtful way t\*$ h] heavy he>t1 z ! h\rs dragg$ by4 ,n _m h\rs to wait4 ,x 0 9 ! e>ly dawn ( ! ?ird morn+ aft] ! news _h rea*$ h]1 t ! door-bell peal$ %>ply ?r\gh ! h\se4 ,!re 0 b "o s]vant up2 %e answ]$ ! bell4 ,ru? 0 up & dress$1 & /ood 9 ! hall above1 li/5+ = :at t bell might br+ to h]4 ,%e he>d ! hurri$ voice at ! door2 he>d ! p]emptory ord]3 ,i want to see ,judge ,ersk9e "r away4 ,%e knew ! voice belong$ to ,nellis ,mit*ell1 & %e w5t d[n to him 9 ! libr>y4 ,he turn$ swiftly at ! op5+ ( ! door1 !n /ood /ill1 & a look ( blank dismay swept ov] 8 face4 ,x 0 y\r fa!r t ,i want$ to see1 he said1 quickly4 ,i "k1 %e answ]$1 speak+ 9 h] usual tone4 ,i he>d y\r message4 ,my fa!r has n yet ris54 ,he w be d[n pres5tly4 ,meantime1 ,i ?\ght y might possibly h news ( ,mr4 ,wayne's condition4 ,c y tell me :at y\r fa!r ?9ks ( him ?is morn+8 ,h[ v quiet & compos$ %e 06 ,x seem$ impossible to realize t %e 0 ! promis$ wife ( ! man = :om %e 0 ask+4 ,nellis ,mit*ell 0 di/ress$2 he did n "k :at to say or d4 ,8 di/ress %[$ itself pla9ly on 8 face4 ,y ne$ n be afraid to tell me1 %e said1 half smil+1 & speak+ m g5tly ?an %e 0 apt to speak to ?is "y man4 ,x almo/ seem$ t %e 0 try+ to su/a9 him1 & help him to tell 8 /ory4 ,i am n a *ild y "k1 %e add$1 /ill ) a smile4 ,y d n "k :at y are talk+ ab\t1 he said1 ho>sely4 ,ru?1 won't y please g up-/airs & tell y\r fa!r ,i want him z soon z possible8 ,%e turn$ f him half impati5tly4 ,my fa!r w be d[n z soon z possible1 %e said1 coldly4 ,he is n accu/om$ to keep g5tlem5 wait+ beyond :at is necess>y4 ,meantime1 if y "k1 w y be k9d en\gh to give me news ( ,mr4 ,wayne8 ,i beg y1 ,mr4 ,mit*ell1 to rememb] t ,i am n a silly *ild1 to :om y ne$ be afraid to give a message1 if y h "o4 ,he mu/ answ] h] n[2 !re 0 no escape4 ,he is1 he began1 & !n he /opp$4 ,& h] cle>1 cold1 grave eyes look$ "r at him & wait$4 ,8 next s5t5ce comm5c$ almo/ 9 a moan4 ,oh1 ,ru?1 y w make me tell y6 ,x is all ov]4 ,he has gone4 ,gone6 %e repeat$1 incr$ul\sly1 /ill />+ at him4 ,:]e is he gone8 ,:at an awful "q6 ,%e realiz$ x h]self almo/ ! in/ant x pass$ h] lips4 ,x made h] %udd] visibly4 ,b %e nei!r scream$ nor fa9t$1 nor 9 any way1 except t /range "o1 betray$ emotion4 ,in/ead1 %e said3 ,be seat$1 ,mr4 ,mit*ell1 & excuse me2 fa!r is com+4 ,!n %e turn$ & w5t back up-/airs4 ,he he>d h] firm /ep on ! /airs z %e w5t sl[ly up2 & ?is poor be>] ( fai?ful tid+s %ut 8 face into bo? 8 h&s & groan$ al\d = su* mis]y z c\ld n v5t itself 9 any natural way4 ,he und]/ood t !re 0 some?+ m ?an ord9>y sorr[ 9 ,ru?'s face4 ,x 0 z if %e _h be5 petrifi$4 ,?r\gh ! days t foll[$ ,ru? pass$ z "o 9 a dream4 ,ev]yone 0 v k9d4 ,h] fa!r %[$ a tal5t = pati5ce & g5tl5ess t no "o _h kn[n he possess$4 ,! girls came to see h]2 b %e w\ld n be se54 ,%e %rank f !m4 ,!y did n wond] at t2 !y 7 half reliev$ t x 0 s4 ,su* a pall seem$ to !m to h settl$ sudd5ly ov] h] life t !y felt at a loss :at to say1 h[ to meet h]4 ,s :5 %e s5t to !m1 f h] d>k5$ & gloomy room1 k9d messages ( ?anks = _! k9dness1 & ask$ !m to fur!r %[ _! sympa?y by all[+ h] to /ay utt]ly alone = a:ile1 !y drew reliev$ sighs & w5t away4 ,?is mu* !y und]/ood4 ,x 0 n a "t = words4 ,z = ,flossy1 %e %\ld n h be5 numb]$ among !m4 ,%e did n call at all2 %e s5t by ,nellis ,mit*ell a t9y b\quet ( lilies ( ! valley1 ly+ inside ( a cool1 broad gre5 lily leaf1 & on a slip ( pap] twi/$ 9 ) x 0 writt53 ,yea1 ?\gh ,i walk ?r\gh ! valley ( ! %ad[ ( dea?1 ,i w fe> no evil4 ,h[ ,ru? bless$ h] = t ^w6 ,v]ily %e felt t %e 0 walk+ ?r\gh ! v blacke/ ( ! %ad[s6 ,x rem9d$ h] t %e _h a fri5d4 ,sl[ly ! h\rs dragg$ on4 ,! gr& & solemn fun]al 0 plann$ & ! plans c>ri$ out4 ,mr4 ,wayne 0 among ! v weal?y ( ! city4 ,8 fa!r's mansion 0 %r\d$ 9 its appropriate crape1 ! rooms & ! halls & ! ri*1 d>k solemn c(f9 glitt]+ ) its solid silv] screws & h&les1 7 almo/ hidd5 9 r>e & co/ly fl[]s4 ,ru?1 9 ! deepe/ ( m\rn+ robes1 accompani$ by h] fa!r1 f ^: %\ld] swept long /ream]s ( crape1 sat 9 ! ,ersk9e c>riage & foll[$ directly aft] ! he>se1 *ief m\rn] 9 ! long & solemn tra94 ,9 e conceivable way t love c\ld devise & weal? c>ry out1 7 ! la/ tok5s ( respect paid to ! quiet clay t und]/ood n :at 0 pass+ ar\nd x4 ,! music 0 by ! qu>tette *oir ( ! ,fir/ ,*ur*1 & 0 l a wail ( angel voices 9 its wond]ful pa?os & t5d]ness4 ,! pa/or spoke a few words1 t5d]ly1 solemnly po9t+ ! m\rn]s to ,"o :o alone c\ld su/a91 e>ne/ly urg+ ^? :o knew no?+ ( ! love ( ,*ri/ to take refuge n[ 9 8 op5 arms & f9d re/ !re4 ,b alas1 alas6 n a s+le ^w c\ld he say ab\t ! s\l t _h gone out f t sil5t body be=e !m2 gone to live =ev]4 ,0 x possible = ^? hold+ su* belief z !irs to h a %ad[ ( hope t ! end ( su* a life z 8 _h be5 c\ld be bright8 ,n "o ( ^? :o und]/ood any?+ ab\t ?is matt] d>$ = an in/ant to hope x4 ,!y und]/ood ! awful solemn sil5ce ( ! m9i/]4 ,!re 0 no?+ = t grave b sil5ce4 ,hope = ! liv+1 & he po9t$ !m e>ne/ly to ! s\rce ( all hope2 b = ! dead1 sil5ce4 ,:at an awfully solemn task to conduct su* fun]al s]vices4 ,! pa/or may n read ! com=t+ words3 ,bless$ are ! dead :o die 9 ! ,"l1 because be=e !m lies "o :o did n die 9 ! ,"l1 & common s5se tells ! mo/ ?\ghtless t if ^? are bless$ :o die 9 ! ,"l !re mu/ be a rev]se side to ! picture1 else no s5se to ! /atem5t4 ,s ! v]se mu/ be pass$ by4 ,x is too late to help ! dead1 & x ne$ n te> ! he>ts ( ! liv+4 ,he c n read1 ,i %all g to him1 b he %all n return to me4 ,god =bid1 prays ! sad pa/or 9 8 he>t1 t "m or fa!r or fri5d %all s die z to g to ?is "o1 :o did n die 9 ! ,"l4 ,we c n ev5 hope = t4 ,all ! long l9e ( t5d]1 helpful v]ses1 gl[+ ) light = ! com+ morn+1 %9+ ) immortality & un5d+ union mu/ be pass$ by2 = ea* & e "o ( !m h a clause :i* %[s unmi/akably t ! immortality is glori\s only "u c]ta9 conditions1 & 9 ?is case !y h n be5 met4 ,!re mu/ 9 ^! v]ses1 too1 be a rev]se side1 or else !y mean no?+4 ,:at %all ! pa/or d8 ,cle>ly he c only say1 ,9 ! mid/ ( life we are 9 dea?4 ,t is true2 8 audi5ce feel x2 & he c only pray3 ,s tea* u to numb] our days t we may apply our he>ts unto wisdom4 ,b1 oh1 h[ c ! mo!rs /& by op5 graves :]e9 are laid _! sons or daught]s1 & endure ! ?\ght t x is a sep>ation t %all /ret* ?r\gh et]nity6 ,h[ wond]ful t any ( u are c>eless or ?\ghtless = a mom5t s long z we h a *ild or a fri5d unsafe6 ,dur+ all ?is "t ( trial ,ru?'s ?ree fri5ds 7 hov]+ ar\nd h]1 try+ by e possible att5tion & ?\ghtfulness to help or com=t h]1 & yet feel+ _! p[]lessness 9 su* a way t x almo/ made !m %r9k f try+4 ,words are su* a mock]y1 ,m>ion said to h] "o ev5+1 z !y sat toge!r4 ,sometimes ,i almo/ hate myself = try+ to speak to y at all4 ,:at c any human be+ say to "o :o is %r\d$ 9 an awful sorr[8 ,ru? %udd]$ visibly4 ,x is an 'awful' sorr[1 %e said2 y h us$ ! "r ^w ) :i* to express x2 b !re is a %ade to x t y d n und]/&4 ,i don't believe t by exp]i5ce y ev] w2 ,i pray ,god t y may n4 ,?9k ( bury+ a fri5d 9 ! grave )\t ! slighte/ hope ( ev] meet+ him 9 peace aga96 ,y h no?+ to d ) t1 ,ru?2 ,god is ! judge4 ,i don't ?9k y ought to all[ y\rself to ?9k ( x4 ,!re ,i ?9k y are mi/ak52 ,i believe ,i ought to ?9k ( x4 ,m>ion1 y "k1 & ,i "k1 t !re is simply no?+ at all on :i* to build a hope ( meet+ 9 peace ! man we buri$ la/ week4 ,y ?9k x almo/ %ock+ t ,i c speak ( him 9 t way2 ,i "k y d4 ,p are apt to hide beh9d ! v flimsie/ veil ( fanci$ hopes :5 !y talk ( su* ?+s4 ,p]haps a m]ciful ,god p]mits "s to hug a wor?less hope :5 !y ?9k ( _! dead treasures1 s9ce x c d no h>m to ^? :o are gone2 b ,i am n "o ( t class ( p4 ,besides1 ,i am appe>+ to y1 & ev]ybody1 9 a false light4 ,i am tir$ ( x4 ,m>ion1 ,mr4 ,wayne 0 n to me :at he ought to h be51 s9ce ,i 0 8 promis$ wife4 ,y "k h[ ,i h *ang$ ( late2 y "k !re 0 h>dly a ?\ght or feel+ ( m9e 9 :i* he c\ld sympa?ize2 b ! wor/ ( x is1 he nev] did sympa?ize ) me 9 ! true s5se2 he nev] fill$ my he>t4 ,my promise to him 0 "o ( ^? false /eps t p l me1 :o are rul$ by society1 take because x seems to be ! prop] ?+ to d next1 or because we feel x might z well be t z any?+2 p]haps because x w please "o's fa!r 9 a bus9ess po9t ( view1 or please "o's own s5se ( importance2 satisfy "o's desire to be =emo/ 9 ! fa%ionable _w4 ,i am humiliat+ myself to tell y1 pla9ly1 t my promise meant n mu* m ?an t4 ,i did n realize h[ empty x 0 till ,i f\nd t all my plans1 & aims1 & hopes 9 life 7 *ang$4 ,t1 9 %ort1 life _h come to seem m to me ?an a glitt]+ we>9ess1 t 0 to be borne ) ! be/ grace ,i c\ld assume4 ,?is 0 ne>ly all ,i _h f\nd 9 society1 or hop$ to f9d4 ,i foll[$ ,mr4 ,wayne to ! grave 9 ! position ( *ief m\rn]1 because ,i felt t x 0 a tok5 ( respect t ,i ow$ to ! memory ( ! man :om ,i _h wrong$1 & because ,i felt t ! _w _h no bus9ess ) our private affairs2 b he 0 n to me :at p ?9k he 01 & ,i feel z ?\gh ,i want$ y to "k x1 ev5 ?\gh x humiliates me beyond measure to make ! confession4 ,at ! same "t ,i h an awful sorr[1 too awful to be express$ 9 words4 ,m>ion1 ,i ?9k y w und]/& :at ,i mean :5 ,i say t ,i believe ,i h ! blood ( a lo/ s\l cl++ to my g>m5ts4 ,i "k z well z ,i sit "h to-night t ,i might h influ5c$ ,h>old ,wayne into ! "r way4 ,i "k 8 love = me 0 s s9c]e1 & s /rong1 t he w\ld h be5 will+ to try to d almo/ any?+ t ,i _h ask$4 ,i believe 9 my s\l t _h ,i urg$ ! matt] ( p]sonal salvation on 8 imm$iate att5tion1 he w\ld h giv5 x ?\ght4 ,b ,i nev] did--nev]4 ,m>ion1 ev5 on t la/ ev5+ ( 8 life--,i mean be=e he 0 sick--:5 he himself invit$ ! words1 ,i 0 sil5t4 ,i did n mean to cont9ue s2 ,i meant1 :5 ,i got ready1 to speak to him ab\t ?is matt]2 ,i meant to d ev]y?+ "r2 b ,i 0 det]m9$ to take my own "t = x1 & ,i took x1 & n[ he is gone6 ,m>ion1 y "k no?+ ab\t su* a sorr[ z t6 ,n[1 :y did ,i act 9 ?is insane way8 ,i "k ! reason1 "o ( !m at lea/2 & ! awful selfi%ness & c[>dice ( x only br&s me deep]4 ,x 0 because ,i 0 afraid to h him become a ,*ri/ian man6 ,i knew if he did ,i %\ld h no excuse = break+ ! pl$ges t _h pass$ betwe5 u2 9 pla9 words1 ,i w\ld h no excuse = n m>ry+ him2 & ,i did n want to d x6 ,i felt t m>riage v[s w\ld mean to me 9 ! future :at !y nev] meant 9 ! pa/1 & t !re 0 really no?+ 9 common betwe5 ,mr4 ,wayne & myself2 t ,i c\ld n ass5t to ! m>riage s]vice ) him1 & be guiltless be=e ,god4 ,s to sp>e myself1 to h :at look$ l a consci5ti\s excuse = break+ v[s t ought nev] to h be5 made1 ,i delib]ately sacrific$ 8 s\l6 ,m>ion ,wilbur1 ?9k ( t6 ,y didn't mean to d t6 ,m>ion said1 9 an awe-/rick5 voice2 %e 0 a/oni%$ & %ock$1 & bewild]$ z to :at to say4 ,ru? answ]$ h] almo/ fi]cely3 ,no1 ,i didn't mean to2 & z to t1 ,i nev] meant to d any?+ t 0 n j "r 9 my life2 b ,i meant to h j exactly my own way ( do+ ?+s1 & ,i tell y ,i took x4 ,n[1 ,m>ion1 :ile ,i blame myself z no o!r p]son ev] c1 ,i /ill blame o!rs4 ,i 0 nev] taught z ,i %\ld h be5 ab\t ! sacr$ness ( human loves1 & ! awfulness ( human v[s & pl$ges4 ,i 0 nev] taught t = girls to dally ) su* pl$ges1 to flirt ) !m1 be=e !y knew any?+ ab\t life or ab\t _! own he>ts 0 a s9 9 ! sight ( ,god4 ,i ought to h be5 s taught4 ,p]haps if ,i _h _h a "m to tea* me ,i %\ld h be5 diff]5t2 b ,i am n ev5 sure ( t4 ,mo!rs seem to me to all[ /range trifl+ ) ^! subjects1 ev5 if !y d n actually prep>e ! way4 ,b all ?is does n relieve me4 ,i h s9n$2 no "o b myself und]/&s h[ deeply1 & no "o b me kn[s ! bitt]ness ( x4 ,n[ ,i feel z ?\gh ! :ole ( ! re/ ( my life mu/ be giv5 to atone = ?is horrible fatal mi/ake4 ,i wa/$ ! la/ h\r ,i ev] _h ) a s\l1 & ,i h be=e me ! awful consci\sness t ,i might h sav$ x4 ,x is all done n[1 & c nev] be undone2 t is ! sadde/ "p ( x4 ,b !re is "o ?+ ,i c d2 ,i ne$ nev] live ?r\gh a l exp]i5ce aga92 ,i w give ! re/ ( my life to atone = ! pa/2 ,i w nev] aga9 be guilty ( com+ 9 contact ) a s\l1 unprep>$ = dea?1 )\t urg+ ^u t s\l1 z (t5 z ,i h opportunity1 ! necessity = prep>ation2 ,i see pla9ly t x is ! important ?+ 9 life4 ,!re hov]$ ov] ,m>ion's m9d1 :ile ^! la/ s5t5ces 7 be+ spok51 words some?+ l ^!3 ,! blood ( ,jesus ,*ri/ 8 ,son cleanse? f all s94 ,%e almo/ said to ,ru? t ev5 = ?is s9 ! atonem5t _h be5 made2 %e mu/ n try to make ano!r4 ,b ! error t only fa9tly glimm]$ 9 ,ru?'s s5t5ce 0 s mix$ ) solemn & helpful tru? t %e felt at a loss z to :e!r !re 0 error at all1 & s held h] peace4 ,illu/ration ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,,xxii4 ,,revival4 ,,z ! e>ly autumn mon?s slipp$ away1 & t\*es ( w9t] began to %[ ar\nd !m1 x became evid5t t a new feel+ 0 /irr+ 9 ! ,fir/ ,*ur*4 ,no ne$ n[ to "w = increas$ numb]s at ! pray]-meet+2 at lea/ !re 0 n ! ne$ t =m]ly exi/$2 ! room 0 full1 & ! meet+s solemn & e>ne/4 ,! ,_s ( ,god 0 hov]+ ov] ! place4 ,drops ( ! com+ %[] 7 already beg9n+ to fall4 ,:at 0 ! cause ( ! quick5$ he>ts8 ,:o knew save ! ,wat*] on ! t[] 9 ! et]nal city8 ,0 x because ( ! sudd51 & solemn1 & hopeless dea? occurr+ 9 ! v c5t] ( :at 0 call$ ! fir/ circles8 ,0 x ! _s develop$ app>5tly by ?is dea?1 %[+ itself 9 eag]1 indefatigable ef=t :]ev] ,ru? ,ersk9e w5t1 ) :omsoev] %e came 9 contact8 ,0 x ,m>ion ,wilbur's new way ( tea*+1 t includ$ n only ! intellect ( h] pupils1 b look$ beyond t1 ) lov+ ^w1 = ! empty s\l8 ,0 x ,eurie ,mit*ell's pati5t way ( tak+ up home "w & c>e1 t _h be5 di/a/eful to h]1 & t %e _h %unn$ 9 days gone by8 ,0 x ,flossy ,%ipley's way ( tea*+ ! ,sabba?-s*ool lessons to ^? boys ( h]s8 ,0 x ! quick5$ s5se :i* ?robb$ 9 ! almo/ disc\rag$ he>t ( ! pa/or :5ev] he came 9 contact ) ei!r ( ^! f\r8 ,0 x ! pati5t1 p]si/5t1 unassum+ "w ( ,john ,w>d5 z he w5t ab\t 9 ! %op among 8 fell[-workm51 dropp+ an e>ne/ ^w "h1 a press+ invitation !re8 ,:o %all tell :e!r ei!r1 or all ( ^! influ5ces1 comb9$ ) hundr$s ( o!rs1 set 9 motion by l causes1 7 ! beg9n+s ( ! solemn & bless$ h>ve/ "t1 t dawn$ at la/ on ^? :o _h be5 s[+ 9 te>s8 ,! fact 0 app>5t4 ,ev5 9 ! ,fir/ ,*ur*1 t model ( propriety & respectability1 t *ur* :i* _h s fe>$ excitem5t or unusual ef=ts ( any sort1 !re 0 a revival6 ,among ^? :o 7 com+1 & :o 7 gr[+ will+ to let o!rs "k t !y 7 awak5+ to a s5se ( ! importance ( ^! ?+s1 7 ,dr4 & ,mrs4 ,mit*ell1 ,eurie's fa!r & "m4 ,to !mselves !y did n hesitate to say t ! *ange 9 ,eurie 0 s m>k$ & s increas+ 9 its p[] ov] h] life1 t x oblig$ !m to ?9k s]i\sly ( ?is ?+4 ,among ! int]e/$ also 7 a score or m ( girls f ,m>ion's room 9 ! great s*ool2 & m came e day4 ,m>ion's face 0 %9+1 & %e ga!r$ h] brood ab\t h] z a "m w\ld ! *ildr5 ( h] love & long+4 ,among !m 7 f\r ( ,flossy's boys2 & half a doz5 boys1 fri5ds ( !irs1 :o 7 n ,flossy's1 & :o yet1 someway1 jo9$ h] tra9 & manag$ to be c\nt$ 94 ,among !m 0 ,judge ,ersk9e--,i mean among ^? :o cont9u$ to come to ! meet+s--com+ alone1 & be+ rev]5t & ?\ghtful dur+ ! s]vices1 b go+ away ) b[$ head1 & mak+ no sign3 !re 0 some?+ 9 ! way ) ,judge ,ersk9e t no "o und]/ood4 ,z = ,ru?--h[ %e work$ dur+ ^! days6 ,n ) a glad light 9 h] eyes1 su* z ,m>ion & ,flossy _h2 n ) a satisfi$ face z if ! "q ( some?+ to d t 0 wor? do+1 & t help$ h]1 _h be5 settl$1 su* z ,eurie ,mit*ell wore2 r ) a sad fev]i% impati5ce to accompli% results2 %r9k+ f no?+1 will+ to d any?+1 g any:]e1 yet meet+ ) f> less enc\ragem5t1 & see+ f> less fruits1 ?an any ( ! o!rs4 ,%e did n realize t %e 0 work+ ) a sort ( desp]ate int5tion ( ov]balanc+ ! mis*ief ( h] mi/akes by s mu* "w n[1 t !re w\ld be a sort ( ev5 balance at ! scales4 ,%e w\ld h be5 %ock$ _h %e und]/ood h] own he>t4 ,meantime1 :]e 0 ,satan8 ,cont5t to let ?is reap+ "t alone8 ,oh1 bless y1 no6 ,nev] busi]1 nev] m al]t1 & wat*ful1 & cauti\s1 & skillful ?an n[6 ,x 0 wond]ful1 too1 h[ _m help]s he f\nd ^: names 7 actually on ! roll ( ! ,fir/ ,*ur*6 ,!re 7 ^? :o _h _h 9 m9d all ! fall hav+ little ent]ta9m5ts1 j a few fri5ds1 y "k1 no?+ l a p>ty2 !y 7 sorry to be oblig$ to h !m j n[ :ile !re 7 meet+s2 b ,miss ,gilmore 0 9 t[n1 & w\ld be "h s %ort a "t1 !y mu/ invite h]2 x w\ld n be treat+ h] well to take no notice ( h] visit2 &1 really1 ! p :om !y propos$ to invite 7 ^? :o did n att5d *ur*1 s no h>m c\ld be done4 ,^! 7 "s ( ,satan's help]s4 ,!re 7 o!rs :o 7 m outspok54 ,!y did n believe 9 special ef=ts2 seasons ( excitem5t2 religi\s dissipations--no?+ else4 ,p %\ld be religi\s at all times1 n put x on = special occasions4 ,x 0 well en\gh to h a special season = p>ties1 & a special season = go+ to ! sea-side1 & a special season = do+ "o's dressmak+1 & a special season = clean+ h\se1 & a special season = ev]y?+ "u ! sun b religi\s meet+s2 ^! %\ld be conduct$--at all times4 ,0 t :at !y meant8 ,oh1 de>1 no6 ,!y %\ld n be conduct$ at all4 ,0 t :at !y meant8 ,:o %\ld tell :at !y did mean8 ,"o lady said3 ,! idea ( ! bell r++ e ev5+ = pray]-meet+6 ,x 0 too absurd6 ,p mu/ h a little "t = recreation2 ^! weeks j be=e ! holidays 7 always by common cons5t ! "t = fe/ivities ( all sorts2 x 0 d[nright folly to expect "y p to give up _! pleasures & g e ev5+ to meet+4 ,s %e issu$ h] c>ds = a p>ty1 & ga!r$ z _m ( ! "y p ab\t h] z %e c\ld4 ,& ?is woman 0 a memb] ( ! ,fir/ ,*ur*6 ,& ?is woman pr(ess$ to believe 9 ! v]se t read1 ,:e!r !re=e ye eat or dr9k1 or :atev] ye d1 d all to ! glory ( ,god6 ,!re 7 o!rs :o w5t to ^! p>ties1 hu%+ _! consci5ces meantime by ! explanation t ! social duties 7 important ones1 & t "o ^: he>t 0 "r c\ld s]ve ,god z well hav+ religi\s conv]sation at a p>ty1 z %e c\ld occupy+ a seat at a pray]-meet+4 ,p]haps !y really believ$ x4 ,:at m>vel8 ,satan himself is trans=m$ into an angel ( light4 ,! tr\ble ab\t ! s9c]ity 01 t ^? same p]sons 7 n unaw>e ( c]ta9 sne]+ rem>ks t 7 be+ made1 to ! effect t if *ur*-memb]s c\ld g to p>ties :5 !re 7 meet+s at _! own *ur*1 !y c\ld surely be excus$ f ! meet+s2 & !y c\ld n h be5 utt]ly ignorant ( ! v]se t read pla9ly1 ,let n y\r good be evil spok5 (4 ,!re 7 /ill o!rs :o compromis$ matt]s1 tak+ ! meet+s = ! fir/ h\r ( ! ev5+ & a p>ty = ! next ?ree2 & ! look]s-on said1 sne]+ly1 t !re 0 a /rife go+ on betwe5 ! s\l1 ! fle% & ! devil1 & !y wond]$ :i* w\ld conqu]6 ,s all ^! classes fl\ri%$ & work$ 9 _! diff]5t ways 9 ! ,fir/ ,*ur*2 j z !y always w "w1 until t day :5 ! :eat %all be =ev] sep>at$ f ! t>es4 ,! wond] is :y s _m bl9d$ eyes mu/ insi/ t because !re are t>es1 !re is !re=e no :eat4 ,! ,"l said1 ,let bo? gr[ toge!r until ! h>ve/4 ,i don't und]/& x1 ,ru? said "o day to ,m>ion1 z !y talk$ ! "w ov]1 & tri$ to lay plans = future helpfulness4 ,:y d y suppose x is t ,i seem able to d no?+ at all8 ,i try ) all my might2 my he>t is surely 9 x1 & ,i long ) a desire t seems almo/ z if x w\ld consume me1 to see "s fruit ( my "w1 & yet ,i don't4 ,:at c be ! difficulty8 ,i don't "k1 ,m>ion said1 speak+ hesitat+ly1 z "o :o w\ld l to say m if %e d>$4 ,i don't feel compet5t to answ] t "q1 & yet1 sometimes1 ,i h fe>$ t y might be try+ to compromise ) ! ,"l4 ,i don't und]/& y2 9 :at way d y mean8 ,i try to d my duty 9 e place t ,i c ?9k (4 ,i am n compromis+ on any subject1 s f> z ,i "k4 ,if ,i am1 ,i w c]ta9ly be grateful to anyone :o w po9t x out to me4 ,i am n sure t x is suffici5tly cle> to my own m9d to be able to po9t x out1 ,m>ion said1 /ill visibly emb>rass$4 ,b1 ,ru?1 x sometimes seems to me z if y _h said to y\rself1 ',n[ ,i w "w s mu* & pray s mu*1 & !n ,i ought to h re/ f ! pa9 t is goad+ me on1 & ,i ought to be able to feel t ,i h aton$ = pa/ mi/akes1 & ! acc\nt aga9/ me is squ>$4' ,ru? turn$ f h] impati5tly4 ,y are a /range com=t]1 %e said1 almo/ indignantly4 ,d y mean by t to intimate t y ?9k ,i ought nev] to look or hope = re/ ( m9d aga9 because ,i h made "o fe>ful mi/ake8 ,d y mean t ,i ought always to c>ry ) me ! s5se ( ! burd58 ,i mean no su* ?+4 ,y _c ?9k ,i s e/imate ! p[] ( ! sacrifice = s94 ,ru?1 ,i mean simply ?is3 ,no?+ t y or ,i c d c possibly make "o s9 :ite1 "o mi/ake z ?\gh x _h n be51 give "o mom5t ( re/ to a tr\bl$ he>t4 ,b ! blood ( ,jesus ,*ri/ c d all ?is1 & x does seem to me t y are ignor+ x1 & try+ to "w out y\r own re/4 ,ru? 0 ?\ghtful2 ! look ( vexation pass$ f h] face4 ,x may be s1 %e said1 aft] a long sil5ce4 ,i beg9 dimly to und]/& y\r mean+2 b ,i don't "k h[ to help x1 h[ to feel diff]5tly4 ,i surely ought to "w1 & surely ,i h a "r to expect results4 ,9 "o s5se1 yes1 & 9 ano!r ,i don't believe we h4 ,i beg9 to feel m & m t y & ,i h got 9 "s way to be made to und]/& t x is n our way1 b ! ,"l's1 t we mu/ be will+ to d1 or1 :at is h>d]1 to leave undone1 exactly :at he says1 d or n d4 ,i c't help feel+ t y are plann+ 9 y\r own he>t j :at ought to be done1 & !n all[+ y\rself to feel almo/ indignant & ill-us$ because ! "w is n accompli%$4 ,i don't "k h[ y h succe$$ 9 see+ s deeply into my he>t1 ,ru? said1 ) a wan smile4 ,i believe x is s1 ?\gh ,i am n sure t ,i ev] saw x be=e4 ,i "k :y ,i see x2 because x is my temptation z well z y\rs4 ,y & ,i are bo? /rong-will$2 we h bo? be5 us$ to hav+ our own way2 we want to cont9ue to h x2 we want to d ! "r ?+s provid$ we c h ! *oos+ ( !m4 ,flossy1 n[1 ) h] yield+ nature1 is will+ to be l$1 z y & ,i are n4 ,i h to fight aga9/ ?is t5d5cy to c>ry out my plans & look = my results all ! "t4 ,! fact is1 ,ru?1 we mu/ le>n to "w = ,*ri/1 & n set up bus9ess = ourselves1 & /ill expect him to give ! wages4 ,/ill1 said ,ru?1 ,i don't "k4 ,!re seems to me to be no?+ t ,i am n will+ to d4 ,i c't ?9k ( any?+ s h>d t ,i w\ld n unhesitat+ly d x4 ,i h *ang$ wond]fully 9 t respect4 ,a little :ile ago ,i 0 n will+ to d any?+4 ,n[ ,i am ready = any?+ t c be done4 ,are y8 ,m>ion ask$1 ) a visible %iv]4 ,ru?1 are y sure8 ,i c't say t2 ,i want to say x1 & ,i pray t ,i may be able2 yet ,i c ?9k ( s _m ?+s t ,i might be call$ on to d t ,i %r9k f4 ,i h giv5 up try+ to d !m1 & fall5 back on ! promise1 ',my grace is suffici5t1' only pray+1 ',"l1 give me ! ne$$ grace = to-day2 ,i w n rea* out = to-morr[4' ,&1 ,ru?1 ,i feel sure t nei!r y nor ,i mu/ try to cov] our pa/ errors ) pres5t usefulness4 ,no?+ b ! blood ( ,*ri/ c cov] any wrong2 we mu/ re/ on t1 & on t alone4 ,i believe ,i only und]/& 9 "p :at y mean4 ,i don't see h[ y ev] rea*$ s f> ahead ( me 9 fai? & 9 und]/&+4 ,b ,i believe y are f>!r4 ,/ill1 ,i c't ?9k ( any?+ t ,i am n will+ & ready to d4 ,i wi% ,i might be tri$2 ,i wi% ,he w\ld give me "s "w1 n ( my own plann+1 t ,he might see h[ will+ ,i am to d any?+4 ,?is 0 ,ru?'s la/ rem>k to h] fri5d t ev5+4 ,flossy & ,eurie bo? came 91 & !y w5t out to ! meet+ toge!r1 ,ru? ?9k+ /ill ( ! talk !y _h1 & feel+ sure t %e c\ld d :atev] %e f\nd1 & yet ! ,ma/] 0 plann+ a way = h] t v ev5+1 ! entrance to :i* %e _h nev] se51 nev] dream$ ( z possible4 ,s _m ways he has = lead+ u6 ,bless$ are ^? :o h come to ! exp]i5ce t makes !m will+ to be l$1 ev5 9 d>kness & bl9dness1 tru/+ to ! ,sun ( ,righte\sness = light4 ,illu/ration ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,,xxiii4 ,,! ,,/range ,,/ory4 ,,judge ,,ersk9e 0 9 8 libr>y1 pac+ sl[ly back & =?1 8 =ehead l9$ ) heavy wr9kles1 & 8 face we>+ ! expression ( "o involv$ 9 deep & tr\bl$ ?\ght4 ,he _h j come home f ! ev5+ meet+1 ! la/ meet+ ( ! s]ies t _h held ! att5tion ( s _m he>ts dur+ f\r weeks ( h>ve/ "t4 ,judge ,ersk9e _h be5 a sil5t & att5tive li/5]4 ,all ?r\gh ! solemnities ( ! s]mon1 t seem$ writt5 = 8 sake1 & to po9t "r at him1 he _h nev] mov$ 8 ke51 /eady eyes away f ! prea*]'s face4 ,! text ( t s]mon he 0 n likely to =get4 ,he _h look$ x up1 & read x1 ) its connections1 ! mom5t he rea*$ ! privacy ( 8 libr>y4 ,! h>ve/ is pa/1 ! summ] is end$1 & we are n sav$4 ,t 0 ! text4 ,judge ,ersk9e said x ov] & ov] to 8 own s\l4 ,x 0 true2 x fitt$ 8 condition z precisely z ?\gh x _h be5 writt5 = him4 ,! h>ve/ t w\ld tell = et]nity _h be5 reap$ all ar\nd him4 ,he _h look$1 & li/5$1 & resolv$2 & /ill he /ood outside1 ung>n]$4 ,moreov]1 "o portion ( ! solemn s]mon fitt$ him1 also4 ,:5 ,dr4 ,d5nis spoke ( ^? :o _h let ?is season pass1 unhelp$1 because !y _h an inn] life t w\ld n be> ! gaze ( ! public1 because !y 7 n will+ to drag out _! pa/ & ca/ x away f !m1 ,judge ,ersk9e _h />t$ & fix$ a /]n glance on ! prea*]4 ,did he "k 8 secret1 t _h be5 hidd5 away ) su* p]si/5t c>e8 ,:at sc\ndrel c\ld h enlight5$ him8 ,?is1 only = a mom5t2 !n he settl$ back & realiz$ 8 folly4 ,dr4 ,d5nis knew no?+ ( himself or 8 pa/4 ,!n came t o!r awfully solemn ?\ght--!re 0 ,"o :o did8 ,c\ld x be t 8 voice _h in/ruct$ ! pa/or :at special po9t to make 9 t s]mon1 ) su* emphasis & p[]8 ,0 ! ke5 eye ( ! ,et]nal ,god po9t+ 8 f+]1 n[1 at him1 & say+2 ,?\ art ! man8 ,he knew all ?is 0 true2 he knew t ! "w ( ! pa/ mon? _h greatly mov$ him2 he knew on ! ev5+ :5 ! text _h be51 ,almo/ ?\ p]suade/ me to be a ,*ri/ian1 t he _h felt himself almo/ p]suad$2 he knew !n1 z he did n[1 t b "o ?+ /ood 9 ! way ( 8 entire p]suasion4 ,z he walk$ up & d[n 8 libr>y on ?is ev5+1 he felt fully p]suad$ 9 8 own m9d t ! "t _h arriv$ :5 he 0 be+ call$ on p]si/5tly = a decision4 ,m ?an t1 he felt t ! decision 0 to be n only = "t1 b = et]nity2 t he mu/ settle ! "q ( 8 future !n & !re4 ,he _h lock$ ! door aft] him1 z he came into ! libr>y1 ) a sort ( grim det]m9ation to settle ! "q be=e he /epp$ into ! outside _w aga94 ,h[ w\ld x be settl$8 ,he did n "k himself4 ,he did n d>e to ?9k h[ x w\ld end2 he simply felt t ! conflict mu/ end4 ,meantime1 ,ru? 0 up-/airs on h] knees1 pray+ = h] fa!r4 ,h] he>t felt v heavy4 ,%e _h pray$ = ?is fa!r ) all h] s\l2 pray$1 ) :at %e felt 0 a degree ( fai?1 t ?is ev5+1 at ! meet+1 he might settle ! "q at issue1 & settle x =ev]4 ,%e _h felt a bitt]1 & almo/ an ov]:elm+1 disappo9tm5t t ! meet+ clos$ & left him j :]e he _h /ood = a mon?4 ,!re seem$ no?+ left to d4 ,%e _h n sp>$ h] words1 h] entreaties4 ,%e _h gott5 bravely ov] h] fe>s ( approa*+ h] fa!r4 ,b n[ x seem$ to h] t !re 0 no?+ left to say4 ,%e c\ld /ill pray1 & x 0 ) a half-despair+ cry t %e fell on h] knees1 realiz+ 9 h] v s\l t only ! p[] ( ,god c\ld conv]t h] fa!r4 ,into ! mid/ ( ?is long+1 cl++ cry = help !re came a knock4 ,judge ,ersk9e w\ld l to h y come to ! libr>y = a few m9utes1 if y h n retir$4 ,?is 0 ,katie ,fl9n's message4 ,& ,ru?1 z %e swiftly set ab\t obey+ ! summons1 said3 ,oh1 ,katie1 pray = fa!r6 = among ^? :o1 dur+ ! la/ few weeks1 _h le>n$ to pray 0 ,katie ,fl9n4 ,poor ,katie1 ) ! simple *ild-l fai? & lov+ he>t :i* %e br\ght to ! s]vice1 0 de/9$ to be a %9+ light 9 a d>k _w2 & ! glory !re( w\ld sp>kle =ev] 9 ,flossy ,%ipley's cr[n4 ,judge ,ersk9e turn$ z 8 daught] op5$ ! door1 & motion$ h] to a seat4 ,!n he cont9u$ 8 walk4 ,some?+ 9 8 face hu%$ into sil5ce ! words t 7 on h] lips2 b pres5tly he /opp$ be=e h]1 & 8 voice />tl$ h] ) its /rang5ess4 ,my daught]1 ,i h some?+ to tell y1 & some?+ to ask y4 ,i %all h to cause y great grief & %ame1 & ,i want to beg9 fir/ by ask+ y to =give y\r fa!r4 ,ru? felt h] face gr[+ pale4 ,:at c\ld he mean8 ,_h %e n always look$ up to him z above mo/ m51 ev5 ,*ri/ian m58--faultless 9 8 bus9ess transactions1 blameless 9 8 life8 ,%e attempt$ to speak1 & yet felt t %e did n "k :at to say4 ,app>5tly he expect$ no ^w f h]2 = he w5t on hurri$ly3 ,y h1 dur+ ^! few weeks pa/1 %[n a sort ( int]e/ 9 me1 t ,i nev] saw manife/$ be=e4 ,i h reason to ?9k t y h conclud$1 lately1 t ! mo/ e>ne/ desire y c h conc]n+ y\r fa!r1 is to see him a ,*ri/ian man8 ,i c consci5ti\sly tell y t ,i h felt ! necessity = ?is exp]i5ce z ,i nev] did be=e2 t ,i realize its importance1 & t ,i want x2 yet !re is some?+ 9 ! way1 some?+ t ,i mu/ d1 & confess1 & abide by = ! future1 t ,i %r9k f m on y\r acc\nt ?an my own4 ,my *ild1 d y want ?is ?+ en\gh to endure disgrace & humiliation1 & a cross1 heavy & hopeless1 all y\r life8 ,fa!r1 %e said1 half ris+1 & look+ at him ) a bewild]$ air1 a vague d\bt ( 8 sanity1 & a half fe> ( 8 pres5ce1 creep+ into h] he>t1 :at c y possibly mean8 ,h[ c disgrace1 or cross-be>+1 or tr\ble ( any sort1 be connect$ ) y8 ,i _c und]/& y4 ,i "k y c n4 ,y ?9k ,i am talk+ wildly1 & y are half afraid ( me2 b ,i am p]fectly sane4 ,i wi%1 ) all my s\l1 t a c]ta9 portion ( my life c\ld be call$ a wild dream ( a disord]$ bra92 b x is solemnly true4 ,ru?1 if ,i come out be=e ! _w & av[ myself a ,*ri/ian man1 ) ! det]m9ation to abide by ! tea*+s ( ! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/1 x involves my br++ to ?is h\se a woman :o w h to be recogniz$ z my wife1 & a girl :o w h to %>e ) y z my daught]2 a woman :om y w h to call "m1 & a girl :o is y\r si/]4 ,are y equal to t8 ,e trace ( blood left ,ru? ,ersk9e's face4 ,h] fa!r wat*$ h] n>r[ly1 ) 8 h& t\*+ ! bell-rope2 x seem$ z if %e mu/ fa9t2 b %e motion$ 8 h& away4 ,don't r+1 7 ! fir/ words %e said2 ,i am n go+ to fa9t4 ,fa!r1 tell me :at y mean4 ,! actual av[al made1 & ! fact e/abli%$ t 8 daught] 0 able to be> x1 & to /ill keep ! /ory betwe5 !mselves1 seem$ to quiet ,judge ,ersk9e4 ,8 int5se & almo/ uncontrollable excitem5t subsid$2 ! wild look 9 8 eyes calm$1 &1 draw+ a *air beside 8 daught]1 he began 9 a l[ /eady voice to tell h] ! /range /ory3 ,acts t involve a lifetime ( tr\ble c be told 9 a few words1 ,ru?4 ,:5 y\r "m di$ ,i 0 almo/ insane ) grief2 ,i c't tell y ab\t t "t2 ,i 0 "y & ,i 0 gay1 & full ( plans1 & aims1 & int5tions1 9 all ( :i* %e _h be5 involv$4 ,!n came ! sudd5 blank1 & x almo/ unsettl$ my reason4 ,!re 0 a "y woman bo>d+ at ! same h\se :]e ,i w5t1 :o 0 k9d to me1 :o befri5d$ me 9 v>i\s ways1 & tri$ to help me to endure my sorr[4 ,%e grew to be almo/ necess>y to my endurance ( myself4 ,aft] a little ,i m>ri$ h]4 ,i did n take ?is /ep till ,i f\nd t my fri5d%ip ) h]1 or1 r h]s ) me1 0 compromis+ h] 9 ! eyes ( o!rs4 ,let me hurry ov] x1 ,ru?4 ,we liv$ toge!r b a few weeks2 !n ,i 0 oblig$ to g abroad4 ,away f old sc5es & associations1 & plung$ into bus9ess c>es1 ,i gradually recov]$ my usual tone ( m9d4 ,b x 0 n till ,i came home aga9 t ,i discov]$ :at a fatal blund] ,i _h made4 ,t "y woman _h n a s+le idea 9 common ) my plans & aims 9 life2 %e 0 ignorant1 uncultur$1 &1 x seem$ to me1 un5durable4 ,h[ ,i ev] all[$ myself to be su* a fool ,i d n "k4 ,b up to ?is "t1 ,i _h at lea/1 n be5 a villa94 ,i didn't des]t h]1 ,ru?2 ,i made a delib]ate compromise ) h]2 %e 0 to take h] *ild & g away1 hundr$s ( miles away1 :]e ,i w\ld n be likely ev] to come 9 contact ) h] aga91 & ,i 0 to take y\r "m's *ild & g :]e ,i pleas$4 ,( c\rse ,i 0 to support h]1 & ,i h done s ev] s9ce2 t 0 eighte5 ye>s ago2 %e is /ill liv+1 & ! daught] is liv+4 ,i h always be5 c>eful to keep !m suppli$ ) money2 ,i h tri$ to h done = ! girl :at money c\ld d2 b ,i h nev] se5 _! faces s9ce t "t4 ,n[1 ,ru?1 y "k ! mis]able /ory4 ,!re are a hundr$ details t ,i c\ld give y1 t p]haps w\ld lead y to h m pity = y\r fa!r1 if x did n lead y to despise him m = 8 weakness4 ,x is h>d to be despis$ by "o's *ild4 ,i tell y truly1 ,ru?1 t ! bitt]e/ ( ?is bitt]ness is ! ?\ght ( y4 ,! pr\d man's lip quiv]$ & 8 voice trembl$1 j "h4 ,poor ,ru? ,ersk9e6 ,i am will+ to d any?+1 %e _h said to ,m>ion1 n two h\rs be=e2 & "h 0 a ?+1 ! possibility ( :i* %e _h nev] dream$1 />+ h] 9 ! face1 wait+ to be done1 & %e felt t %e c\ld n d x4 ,oh1 :y 0 x necess>y8 ,:y n let ev]y?+ be z x has be58 said t wily villa9 ,satan1 :isp]+ 9 h] e>s4 ,!y 7 false v[s2 !y are bett] brok5 ?an kept4 ,he does n love h]1 ?\gh he said he did4 ,& h[ c we ev] endure x1 ! %ame1 ! disgrace1 ! horrid explanations1 our "n1 ! ,ersk9e "n1 on ev]ybody's lips1 common loaf]s sne]+ at u8 ,& !n to h ! family *ang$2 myself to be only a back figure2 a "m :o is n1 & nev] 0 my "m1 tak+ my place2 & ! o!r "o-- ,oh1 x c n be possible t we mu/ endure ?is6 ,!re mu/ be "s o!r way4 ,!y are d\btless cont5t$1 :y c\ld x n rema9 z x is8 ,z if to answ] h] unspok5 ?\ghts1 ,judge ,ersk9e sudd5ly said3 ,i h canvass$ ! entire subject 9 all its be>+s1 y may be sure ( t4 ,i am liv+ a lie4 ,i am say+ my wife is dead1 :5 a woman to :om be=e ,god ,i gave t "n is liv+2 ,i am say+ t ,i h b "o *ild1 :5 !re is ano!r to :om ,i am z c]ta9ly fa!r z ,i am to y4 ,i am leav+ !m1 nay1 oblig+ !m1 to live a daily lie4 ,i h assur$ myself to a c]ta9ty t "o s9 c nev] be aton$ = by ano!r s92 !re is b "o atonem5t2 & ! ,s\rce ( all help says1 ',if we confess our s9s1 he is fai?ful & j to =give u our s9s2 & to cleanse u f all unrighte\sness4' ,i "k !re is only "o way ( cleans+1 daught]4 ,get !e beh9d me1 ,satan4 ,! only p]fect life gave t s5t5ce once1 n alone = ,himself2 ?ank ,god he has _m a "t s9ce enabl$ 8 weak *ildr5 ( ! fle% to repeat x 9 triumph4 ,! grace came !n & !re to ,ru? ,ersk9e4 ,%e rose up f h] *air1 & go+ ov] to h] fa!r did :at %e _h nev] rememb]$ do+ 9 h] life be=e4 ,%e b5t d[n & w\nd bo? arms ar\nd 8 neck & kiss$ him4 ,h] voice 0 l[ & /eady3 ,fa!r1 don't let ?is1 or any?+ e>?ly1 /& betwe5 y & ,*ri/4 ,y are n a s9n] above all o!rs4 ,x is only ! int]pos+ h& ( ,god t has kept me f tak+ s9ful v[s ^u my lips4 ,let u d j :at is "r4 ,s5d = !m to come home1 & ,i w try to be a daught] & a si/]2 & ,i w /& by y1 & help y 9 e possible way4 ,!re are h>d] trials ?an ours w be1 aft] all4 ,x 0 8 daught] :o f9ally & utt]ly broke ! pr\d1 haughty he>t4 ,judge ,ersk9e b[$ himself be=e h] & sobb$ l a *ild 9 ! bitt]ness & ! humiliation ( 8 s\l4 ,god bless y1 he said1 at la/1 9 brok5 utt]ance4 ,!re is an ,almighty ,savi\r2 ,i ne$ no?+ m ?an y\r words to conv9ce me ( ! tru? ( t4 ,if love to him c lead y\r he>t to su* =giv5ess z ?is1 :at mu/ 8 =giv5ess be8 ,ru?1 y h sav$ my s\l2 ,i w give up ! /ruggle2 ,i h tri$ to fight x out2 ,i h tri$ to say t ,i c\ld n2 = my own sake1 & = my own "n1 x seem$ impossible4 ,!n :5 ,i got beyond t1 & felt t = myself1 if ,i c\ld h re/ 9 ! love ( ,*ri/1 & c\ld feel t he =gave me1 ,i c>$ = no?+ else4 ,!n ,i said1 ',i c n d ?is1 = my *ild's sake2 ,i c nev] plunge h] into ?is dep? ( s9 & %ame4' ,!n1 my daught]1 !re came to me a message f ,god1 & ( all ^? t c\ld come to a mis]able man l me1 x 0 ?is3 ',he t love? son or daught] m ?an me1 is n wor?y ( me4' ,!n ,i saw t ,i mu/ be will+ ev5 to lose y\r love1 to make y despise me2 & t 0 ! bitt]e/ cup ( all4 ,b1 ?ank ,god1 he has sp>$ me ?is4 ,god bless y1 my daught]4 ,!re 0 some?+ almo/ t]rible to ,ru?1 9 see+ h] cold1 calm fa!r s mov$4 ,%e _h nev] realiz$ :at awfully solemn ?+s te>s 7 till %e saw !m on h] fa!r's *eeks1 & felt !m fall+ hot on h] head1 f eyes s unus$ to weep+4 ,! kisses %e gave him 7 v s(t & cl++--full ( t5d]1 soo?+ t\*es4 ,!n fa!r & daught] knelt toge!r1 & ! long1 long /ruggle ) s9 & pride & sil5ce 0 conclud$4 ,d y ?9k ?is 0 a la/+ victory = ,ru? ,ersk9e8 ,y d n und]/& ! p[] ( t old s]p5t1 ! ,devil1 if y c n ?9k h[ he came to h] aga9 & aga9 9 ! sil5ce ( h] own room1 ev5 into ! mid/ ( h] rejoic+s ov] ! newly-wa%$ s\l1 ev5 :ile ! joy 9 heav5 among ! angels 0 /ill r++ out ov] h] fa!r1 came :isp]+ to h] he>t to say3 ,oh1 ,i c't1 ,i c't4 ,?9k ( x6 ,! ,ersk9es6 ,h[ c we endure x8 ,is x possible t we mu/8 ,p]haps ! woman w\ld r live z %e is4 ,z if t _h any?+ to d ) ! "q ( "r & wrong6 ,! v next in/ant ,ru? curl$ h] lip sne]+ly ov] h] own folly4 ,%e nev] =got t night1 nor h[ ! conflict wag$4 ,%e tri$ to imag9e h]self say+ "m to "o :o really _h a nom9al "r to ! title4 ,n t x 0 an unfamili> ^w to h]4 ,! old aunt :o _h occupi$ ! "m's place 9 ! h\sehold s9ce ,ru? 0 a wee creature ( two ye>s1 %e _h le>n$ almo/ f ! in/9cts ( *ildhood to call mamma4 ,& z %e grew old] & 0 unus$ to any o!r "n = ,mrs4 ,:eel]1 ! wid[$ aunt1 %e ton$ x into ! famili> & com=table ^w "m1 & _h always spok5 to & ( h] 9 t "n4 ,yet %e knew v well h[ little ! title meant to h]4 ,%e _h lov$ ?is old lady ) a sort ( pity+1 patroniz+ love1 realiz+ ev5 v e>ly 9 h] life t %e1 h]self1 _h m self-reliance1 m executive ability1 9 h] little f+]1 ?an 0 spread all ov] ! placid lady :o e>ly le>n$ t ,ru?ie 0 to d precisely z %e pleas$4 ,su* a ciph] 0 ?is same old lady 9 ! h\sehold1 t :5 a long lo/ son appe>$ on ! surface1 dur+ ,ru?'s abs5ce at ,*autauqua1 prov+1 /urdy old ,cali=nian z he 01 to h a home & place = 8 "m1 & a he>t to take h] ) him1 h] dep>ture caus$ sc>cely a ripple 9 ! well-ord]$ h\sehold ( ! ,ersk9es4 ,%e _h be5 its nom9al head = eighte5 ye>s1 b ! real head :o 0 abs5t at ,*autauqua1 _h ?ree or f\r p]fectly tra9$ s]vants1 :o knew _! "y mi/ress' w s well1 t !y c\ld execute x 9 h] abs5ce z well z :5 %e 0 pres5t4 ,s :5 ,ru? took1 9 ! eyes ( ev]ybody1 ! position t _h really be5 h]s s long1 x made no sort ( *ange 9 h] plans or ways4 ,& beyond a c]ta9 l+]+ t5d]ness :5 %e spoke ( h] by t famili> title1 "m1 !re 0 no indication t ! woman :o _h _h s con/ant & intimate connection ) h] life 0 rememb]$4 ,b ?is "n appli$ to ano!r1 & t o!r1 "o :om %e _h nev] se5 9 h] life1 & :o yet 0 actually to occupy ! position ( head ( ! h\sehold--h] fa!r's wife1 9 ! eyes ( society h] "m1 spok5 ( z su*1 h]self ask$1 ,h[ is y\r "m8 or ,:at does y\r "m ?9k ( ?is8 ,w\ld anyone d>e to use t "n to h]8 ,no "o _h s spok5 ( h] aunt4 ,!y all knew %e 0 only h] aunt1 ?\gh %e *ose to pet h] by ! use ( t t5d] "n4 ,c\ld %e be> all ^! ?+s & a hundr$ o!rs t w\ld come up8 ,m>ion1 %e said ! next day z %e *anc$ to meet t "y lady on ! /reet1 ,i h some?+ to tell y4 ,i want to call on y to witness t ,i %all nev] aga9 be guilty ( t va+lori\s absurdity ( say+ t ,i am ready = any?+4 ,"o c nev] "k :e!r ?is is true or n2 at lea/ ,i am sure ,i nev] c4 ,:at ,i am to say 9 ! future is simply1 ',"l1 make me will+ to d :at !re is = me to d ?is day4' ,rememb] t 9 a few days y w und]/& :at ,i mean4 ,!n %e w5t on4 ,m>ion pond]$ ov] x4 ,%e did n und]/& x at all4 ,:at trial c\ld h come to ,ru? t _h br\ght h] ! k ( ! weakness ( h] own he>t8 ,%e wond]$ if x _h also br\ght h] peace4 ,illu/ration ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,,xxiv4 ,,lonel9ess4 ,i ,,suppose !re has nev] be5 an e>ne/ work]1 an en?usia/ on any subject1 9 ?is *angeful _w1 b has be5 a victim at "s "t to ! dismalness ( a reaction4 ,! mo/ =lorn little victim t c\ld be imag9$ 0 ,flossy ,%ipley on t ev5+ aft] ! meet+s1 on :i* h] s\l _h f$ s long1 7 clos$4 ,ev]y?+ 9 nature & 9 circum/ances conspir$ to s9k h] into h] desolate mood4 ,9 ! fir/ place x 0 ra9+4 ,n[ a ra9 clos+ 9 ^u a w>m & du/y summ] day is a positive delight2 "o c li/5 to ! patt]+ drops ) a s5se ( eag] satisfaction b a ra9 9 midw9t]1 aft] a day ( sunless mi/ & fog1 almo/ am\nt+ to ra91 :5 ! /reets are t mixture ( sn[ & wat] t c be kn[n only z slu%1 :5 e op5+ ( a door s5ds 9 gu/s ( damp air t *ill to "o's v bones1 ?is wea!r is a trial2 at lea/ x seem$ su* to poor little ,flossy4 ,%e %iv]$ ov] ! fire 9 ! coal grate4 ,x gl[$ brightly1 & ! room 0 w>m & bright1 yet to ,flossy !re 0 a s5se ( *ill 9 ev]y?+4 ,%e 0 all alone2 & ! circum/ances connect$ ) t lonel9ess 7 n calculat$ to bright5 ! ev5+ = h]4 ,! entire family _h gone out to a p>ty1 n "o ( ^? quiet little ent]ta9m5ts :i* p _h be5 s c>eful to expla9 & apologize = dur+ ! meet+s1 b a gr& display ( toilet & supp]1 & exp5diture ( all k9ds4 ,mrs4 ,we/]velt1 ! ho/ess1 be+ at all times not$ = ! display ( h] ent]ta9m5ts1 _h lavi%$ m ?an ! usual am\nt ( "t & money on ! pres5t ones1 & wait$ = ! meet+s to close ) ! mo/ exempl>y pati5ce1 9 ord] t %e might ga9 a v few among h] gue/s f ^? :o felt ! impropriety ( mix+ ?+s too mu*4 ,to be sure1 ! society 9 g5]al :i* 0 admitt$ to ,mrs4 ,we/]velt's p>lors 0 n f t class :o _h any scruples z to :at "t !y att5d$ p>ties1 b !re 7 two or ?ree notable exceptions1 & ^? ! lady _h be5 anxi\s to claim4 ,prom95t among !m _h be5 ! ,ersk9es1 x nev] seem+ to occur to ,mrs4 ,we/]velt's bra9s t !re c\ld be o!r excuse f\nd = n accept+ h] invitation save ! meet+s t ,ru? _h tak5 to att5d+ 9 su* a frantic mann]4 ,let me say1 9 pass+1 t nei!r ,ru? ,ersk9e nor h] fa!r honor$ ! invitation2 !y _h o!r matt]s to att5d to4 ,meantime1 ,flossy ,%ipley1 _h utt]ly disgu/$ h] "m1 & almo/ (f5d$ h] fa!r1 by giv+ a p]emptory & p]si/5t refusal4 ,su* a /orm ( talk z !re _h be5 ov] ?is matt] almo/ exhau/$ ! /r5g? ( poor little ,flossy1 :o did n l argum5t1 & :o yet c\ld p]si/ 9 a mo/ unacc\ntable firm mann] :5 occasion requir$4 ,su* an absurd idea6 h] si/] ,kitty said1 fla%+ contemptu\s eyes on h]4 ,i wond] :at y ?9k is go+ to become ( y1 ,flossy8 ,d y mean to mope at home all ! re/ ( ! w9t]8 ,i assure y t ,mrs4 ,we/]velt is n ! only "o :o int5ds to give a p>ty4 ,we are go+ to h an unusually gay season to revive u aft] s mu* bell-toll+4 ,don't y mean to appe> any:]e8 ,y might z well retire into a conv5t at once1 if t is ! case4 ,p w be say+ ( me1 z !y d ( ,mrs4 ,treslam1 soon1 t ,i d n all[ y to appe> 9 society :ile ,kitty is /ill a "y lady4 ,?is ,mrs4 ,%ipley said1 & h] tone1 if n z %>p z ,kitty's1 _h a note ( grievance 9 x t 0 h>d to be>4 ,!n ,*>lie _h tak5 up ! !me3 ,:at is ! use 9 turn+ mope1 ,sis8 ,i'm sure y c be z good z y l1 & g to a p>ty occasionally4 ,i don't mean to mope1 ,*>lie1 ,flossy said1 try+ to speak *e]fully1 b !re 7 te>s 9 h] eyes & a tremul\s s\nd 9 h] voice4 ,i am truly happi] at home ?an ,i am at ^? places2 ,i don't l to g4 ,x is n entirely because ,i feel ,i ought n2 x is because ,i don't want to4 ,%e has ris5 above su* follies1 ,kitty said1 & x is impossible to tell y :at a disagreeable inflection !re 0 to h] voice4 ,"m1 ,i am sorry t ! poor *ild has to associate ) su* volatile creatures z y & ,i4 ,%e ought to h "s k9dr$ _s4 ,i am sure ,i don't "k :]e %e w f9d any1 ,mrs4 ,%ipley said1 ) a sigh1 outside ( t trio ( girls1 :o among !m h contriv$ to make a p]fect little slave ( y4 ,i am sure ,i don't "k :o has any influ5ce ov] y4 ,i us$ to ?9k y reg>d$ y\r "m's wi%es a trifle1 b ,i f9d ,i am mi/ak54 ,oh1 "m6 ,flossy said1 & ?is "t ! te>s began to fall1 :y w y talk s8 ,i am sure ,i try to please y 9 e way t ,i c4 ,i did n "k t y c>$ to h me g to p>ties1 unless ,i want$ to g4 ,ei!r ! te>s or some?+ else made h] bro!r indignant4 ,:at a sc5e ab\t no?+1 he said1 irritably4 ,:y c't y let ,flossy g to p>ties or n1 z %e pleases8 ,p>ties are n su* delightful in/itutions t %e ne$ be expect$ to be 9 love ) !m4 ,i %\ld be delight$ if ,i nev] _h to appe> at ano!r4 ,:y n let p h _! fun 9 ?is _w :]e !y *oose to f9d x8 ,if ,flossy has lately discov]$ t h]s c only be f\nd 9 pray]-meet+1 ,i am sure x is a h>mless en\gh div]sion :ile ! fit la/s4 ,mrs4 ,%ipley laugh$4 ,h] son c\ld ne>ly always put h] into good humor4 ,besides1 %e didn't l to see te>s on h] baby's face2 t 0 h] pet "n = ,flossy4 ,oh1 ,i don't "k t x makes any s]i\s diff]5ce1 %e said2 n en\gh to spoil y\r eyes ov]1 ,flossy4 ,i don't want y to g out ) u unless y want to2 only x is r emb>rass+ to be con/antly arrang+ regrets = y4 ,besides1 ,i don't see :at x is all com+ to4 ,y w be a mop+1 =sak5 creature2 old be=e y\r "t1 if ?is cont9ues4 ,z = ,mr4 ,%ipley1 he ma9ta9$ a haughty sil5ce1 nei!r express+ an op9ion on t subject nor on any o!r1 :i* w\ld involve him 9 a conv]sation ) ,flossy4 ,%e knew t he 0 m s]i\sly displeas$ ) h] ?an 7 any ( ! o!rs2 n s mu* ab\t ! p>ties z ab\t o!r & grav] matt]s4 ,col4 ,bak] 0 ! son ( ,mr4 ,%ipley's old fri5d4 ,= ?is reason1 & = sev]al o!rs1 ,mr4 ,%ipley 0 v fond ( him4 ,x _h long be5 9 accordance ) 8 plans1 t ,flossy %\ld become1 at "s future "t1 ,mrs4 ,col4 ,bak]1 & t ! e/ates ( ! two families %\ld be ?us unit$4 ,:ile he 0 n at all ! sort ( man :o w\ld h int]f]$ to pu% su* an arrangem5t aga9/ ! pref]5ces ( ! p>ties conc]n$1 he _h look$ on ) great & increas+ satisfaction1 :ile ! plans ( ! "y p evid5tly t5d$ /rongly 9 t direction4 ,t 8 daught]1 aft] an abs5ce f home ( only two weeks1 %\ld h come 9 contact ) t :i* seem$ to *ange all h] ta/es & views & plans1 9 reg>d to o!r matt]s1 b :i* _h actually caus$ h] to turn1 ) a /eady & increas+ det]m9ation1 away f ! fri5d :o _h be5 h] ackn[l$g$ protector & att5dant ev] s9ce %e 0 a *ild1 0 a matt] t he did n und]/& nor approve4 ,i am n a tyrant1 he w\ld say sull5ly1 :5 ,mrs4 ,%ipley & himself talk$ ! matt] ov]2 :5 %e1 ) ! *>act]i/ics ( a "m1 ev5 :ile h] *ild annoy$ & vex$ h]1 yet /ruggl$ to speak a ^w = h] :5 a ?ird p]son came 9 to blame4 ,i nev] ord]$ ,flossy to be s exce$+ly intimate ) ,col4 ,bak] t _! names h be5 c\pl$ toge!r ev] s9ce %e 0 a baby4 ,i nev] insi/$ on h] accept+ 8 att5tions on all occasions4 ,x 0 h] own free w4 ,i own t ,i 0 pleas$ ) ! incl9ation %e display$1 & did :at ,i c\ld to make ! way pleasant = h]1 b ! ?+ is n ( my plann+4 ,:at ,i am displeas$ ) is ?is sudd5 *ange4 ,!re is no reason = x & no s5se 9 x4 ,x is j a m]e baby p]=mance1 a girli% freak1 v unpleasant = him & v disagreeable = u4 ,! *ild ought n to be upheld 9 x4 ,s !y did _! be/ n to uphold h]1 & succe$$ among !m 9 mak+ h] life v disagreeable to h]4 ,! matt] _h culm9at$ on ! ev5+ be=e ! p>ty 9 "q4 ,col4 ,bak]1 despite ! p]si/5t & pati5t ef=ts on ,flossy's "p to %[ him ! folly ( 8 c\rse1 _h insi/$ on oblig+ h] to speak a decid$ negative to 8 e>ne/ly press$ "q4 ,! result 01 an unusually unpleasant dome/ic sc5e1 & a g5]al air ( gloom & unhapp9ess4 ,mr4 ,%ipley _h n ord]$ 8 daught] to m>ry ,col4 ,bak]4 ,he w\ld h be5 %ock$ beyond measure at su* a proce$+ on ! "p ( a fa!r4 ,b he made h] s unhappy1 ) a s5se ( 8 disappo9tm5t & disapproval1 t m ?an once %e sigh$ we>ily1 & wi%$ 9 h] sad little he>t t all ?is liv+ 0 ov]4 ,f9ally1 !y all w5t (f to ,mrs4 ,we/]velt's p>ty1 & left h] alone4 ,%e _h nev] felt s mu* alone 9 h] life4 ,! bless$ meet+s1 :i* _h be5 su* a weal? ( delight & helpfulness to h] he>t1 7 clos$4 ,! sweet1 & holy1 & elevat+ influ5ces t _h surr\nd$ h] out] life = s long 7 )drawn4 ,%e miss$ !m bitt]ly4 ,x almo/ seem$ to h] z if ev]y?+ 7 )drawn f h]4 ,fa!r1 & "m1 si/]1 & ev5 h] w>m-he>t$ bro!r1 7 all m or less annoy$ at h] c\rse4 ,*>lie _h be5 betray$ into m positive %>pness ?an ?is favorite si/] _h ev] felt f him be=e4 ,he felt t 8 fri5d ,col4 ,bak] _h be5 ill-treat$4 ,!re 0 a v sore spot ab\t ?is matt] = ,flossy4 ,! tru? 01 %e c\ld n help see+ t 9 a s5se h] fa!r 0 "r2 %e _h br\ght x on h]self2 n lately1 n s9ce h] utt] *ange ( views & aims1 b long be=e t4 ,) :at satisfaction _h %e all[$ h] "n to be c\pl$ famili>ly ) t ( ,col4 ,bak]2 h[ mu* %e _h enjoy$ 8 exclusive att5tions2 n t %e really & he>tily lik$ him1 ) a lik+ t made h] will+ to ?9k ( him z belong+ to h] =ev]2 %e _h *os51 r1 n to all[ h]self to ?9k ( any su* "t2 %e _h cont5t$ h]self ) say+ t %e 0 too "y to ?9k ( su* ?+s2 t %e 0 n oblig$ to settle t "q till ! "t came4 ,b1 m9d y1 all ! "t %e *ose to all[1 & enjoy1 & enc\rage by h] smiles & h] evid5t pleasure 9 !m1 v special att5tions1 t gave o!r p lib]ty to speak ( !m almo/ z "o4 ,to call x by a v pla9 "n1 :i* ,flossy hat$1 & :i* made h] *eek gl[ z %e =c$ h]self to say x ( h]self1 %e _h be5 flirt+ ) ,col4 ,bak]4 ,x isn't a nice ^w2 ,i don't wond] t %e hat$ x4 ,yet s long z "y ladies cont9ue to be guilty ( ! sort ( conduct t c only be describ$ by t unpleasant & co>se s\nd+ ^w1 ,i am afraid x w be us$4 ,all t 0 ov] n[1 at lea/ x 0 ov] z mu* z ,flossy c\ld make x2 b !re rema9$ an uncom=table s5se t %e _h wrong$ a man :o hone/ly lov$ h]2 n int5tionally--no dec5t woman does t--b ?\ghtlessly2 s _m silly girls d t4 ,%e _h lo/ h] influ5ce ov] him n[2 r1 %e _h be5 oblig$ to put h]self 9 a position to lose all influ5ce4 ,%e might h be5 8 true1 fai?ful fri5d n[1 & help$ him up to a high] manhood1 only by h] =m] folly %e _h put x out ( h] p[]4 ,^! 7 n pleasant reflections4 ,!n !re 0 no d5y+ t %e felt v desolate4 ,a =lorn fri5dless creature1 h] "m _h said %e w\ld become1 or words to t effect4 ,! ?\ght l+]$ ) h]4 ,%e look$ ov] h] li/ ( fri5ds2 !re 0 always ^? ?ree girls1 gr[+ de>] by e day ( association2 yet _! lives necess>ily ran mu* ap>t2 x w\ld naturally gr[ m & m s z ! future came to !m4 ,!n1 too1 %e 0 equally intimate ) ea* ( !m2 !y 7 all equally de> to h]4 ,n[ a woman c n h ?ree fri5ds :o %all all fill t "o place 9 h] he>t :i* %e f9ds4 ,%e ?\ght ( h] home ties2 /rong !y c]ta9ly 72 gr[+ /rong] e day4 ,!re 7 few ?+s t %e did n feel will+ to d = h] fa!r2 b ! "o ?+ t he want$ j n[ 0 t %e %\ld m>ry ,col4 ,bak]2 %e c\ld n d t ev5 to please him4 ,he w\ld recov] f t /ate ( feel+1 ( c\rse2 b w\ld n o!r k9dr$ /ates ( feel+ con/antly arise1 bo? ) him & ) h] "m8 ,c\ld %e n =esee a con/ant diff]5ce ( op9ion on almo/ e imag9able topic8 ,!n !re 0 h] si/] ,kitty4 ,c\ld any two lives run m widely ap>t ?an h]s & ,kitty's 7 likely to8 ,_h !y a s+le ta/e 9 common8 ,z = ,*>lie1 ,flossy turn$ f t subject2 x 0 too sore & too t5d] a spot to be prob$4 ,%e trembl$ = ,*>lie2 he 0 walk+ 9 slipp]y places2 ! desc5t 0 gr[+ easi]2 %e felt t r ?an saw x2 &1 %e felt1 too1 t 8 fri5d ,col4 ,bak] 0 ! lead]2 & %e felt1 too1 t h] intimacy ) ,col4 ,bak] _h greatly /r5g!n$ 84 ,no wond] t ! spot 0 a sore "o4 ,gr\p+ all ^! ?+s toge!r & brood+ ov] !m1 ) no s\nd break+ ! sil5ce save ! ceaseless drip1 drip ( ! ra91 & ! :irls ( defiant w9d1 sitt+ !re 9 h] lonel9ess1 ! l>ge arm-*air 9 :i* %e cr\*$ be+ drawn up be=e t gl[+ fire1 is x any wond] t ! firelight reveal$ ! fact t great sil5t te>s 7 sl[ly foll[+ ea* o!r d[n ,flossy's r\nd smoo? *eek8 ,%e felt l a pitiful1 lonely1 =sak5 baby4 ,x 0 n t %e 0 utt]ly mis]able2 %e recogniz$ ev5 !n ! ?\ght t %e _h an almighty1 ev]la/+1 un*ang+ ,fri5d4 ,%e rejoic$ ev5 !n at ! ?\ght1 n z %e might h rejoic$1 n z x 0 h] privilege to d1 b ,i mean %e knew t all ^! trials1 & mi/akes1 & burd5s1 7 b = a mom5t4 ,%e knew t to-morr[1 :5 ! sun %one aga91 %e w\ld be able to come out f beh9d ^! cl\ds & grasp "s ( ! brightness ( h] life1 & endure ) pati5ce ! little annoyances t 7 to be borne2 rememb]+ t %e 0 /ill v "y1 & t !re 0 a *ance = a great deal ( brightness = h]1 ev5 on ?is side4 ,b1 9 ! meantime1 h] int5sely human he>t crav$ human companion%ip & sympa?y2 crav$ x to su* a degree1 t if x _h n be5 = ! ra9 & ! d>kness1 & ! gr[+ lat5ess ( ! h\r1 %e w\ld h gone out !n aft] "o ( ^? ?ree girls to %>e h] mood ) h]4 ,into ! mid/ ( ?is /ate ( dismal j\rney+ into ! valley ( gloom !re peal$ ! s\nd ( ! bell4 ,x did n />tle h]2 ! call]s 9 _! circle w\ld be sure to be engag$ at ! p>ty1 & to suppose t %e 04 ,besides1 x 0 h>dly an ev5+ = ord9>y call]s--some?+ z important z a p>ty 01 w\ld be expect$ to call out p to-night4 ,x 0 "s "o ) a bus9ess message = fa!r1 %e presum$2 & %e did n ar\se f h] curl$-up position among ! cu%ions ( t great *air4 ,half li/5+1 half giv+ att5tion to h] own ?\ghts1 %e 0 consci\s t a s]vant came to answ] ! bell1 t ! front door op5$ & %ut1 t !re 0 a "q ask$ & answ]$ 9 ! hall4 ,!n %e gave ov] att5d+ to ! matt]4 ,if %e 7 ne$$ ! girl knew %e 0 9 ! libr>y4 ,yes1 %e 0 to be summon$ = some?+1 to receive ! message probably1 = ! libr>y door quietly unclos$4 ,:at is x1 ,katie8 %e ask$1 9 a sort ( muffl$ und]tone1 to hide ! traces ( di/urbance 9 h] voice1 & n turn+ h] head 9 t direction2 %e knew !re 7 te>s on h] *eeks4 ,suppose x %\ld n be ,katie1 may any "o else come 9 & tell y :at x is8 ,?is 0 ! s5t5ce :]e) %e 0 answ]$4 ,:at a sudd5 spr++ up !re 0 f t *air6 ,ev5 ! te>s 7 =gott52 & :at a s+ul> r+ !re 0 to ,flossy's voice z %e :irl$ r\nd to full view ( ! intrud]1 & said1 ,oh1 ,mr4 ,rob]ts6 ,n[1 de> fri5ds ( ?is little lonely ,flossy1 are y s /upid t y ne$ to be told t 9 less ?an half an h\r f t mom5t %e believ$ t !re c\ld nev] aga9 come to h] an absolutely lonely h\r8 ,t :atev] might come betwe5 !m1 :e!r ( life or ( dea?1 !re w\ld be t = ea* to rememb] t w\ld make x impossible ev] to be desolate aga94 ,= !re is no desolation ( he>t to ^? :o "p at night to meet aga9 9 ! morn+2 !re may be lonel9ess & a rea*+ out aft]1 & sometimes an unutt]able long+ = ! morn+1 b to ^? :o are sure1 sure beyond ! possibility ( a d\bt1 t ! et]nal morn+ w dawn1 & dawn = !m1 !re is nev] aga9 a desolation4 ,illu/ration ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,,xxv4 ,,! ,,add$ ,,"n4 ,,t same ev5+ 0 fraught ) memorable associations to o!rs beside ,flossy ,%ipley4 ,x began 9 gloom & unusual depression ev5 to bright-fac$ ,m>ion4 ,! day _h be5 a h>d "o 9 s*ool4 ,^? ( ! s*ol>s :o _h be5 con/ant att5dants at ! meet+s felt ! inevitable s5se ( lonel9ess & loss t mu/ foll[ ! close ( su* unusual means ( help4 ,i h actually he>d "s ,*ri/ian p advance ?is fact1 t !re 0 a reaction ( lonel9ess aft] su* meet+s clos$1 z a good reason :y !y 7 unwise ef=ts1 demoraliz+ 9 _! results4 ,x is a curi\s fact1 t su* reason]s are nev] f\nd to advocate ! entire sep>ation ( family fri5ds on ! plea t a reunion foll[$ by a sep>ation is demoraliz+ 9 its results because x leaves an add$ s5se ( lonel9ess4 ,x is1 p]haps1 to be que/ion$ :e!r lonel9ess is1 aft] all1 demoraliz+ 9 its effects4 ,be t z x may1 _m ( ! s*ol>s felt x4 ,!n !re 7 "s among _! numb] :o _h p]si/5tly %unn$ ! meet+s & _! influ5ces1 :o1 n[ t ! opportunity 0 pass$1 felt ^? /+s ( consci5ce t are sure to foll[ enlight5$ m9ds1 :o h p]si/$ 9 go+ a wrong road4 ,also !re 7 ^? :o _h be5 almo/ p]suad$1 & :o yet1 s f> z _! salvation 0 conc]n$1 7 no ne>] x t day ?an ?\gh !y _h nev] ?\ght ( ! matt]1 = almo/ nev] saves a s\l4 ,all ^! influ5ces comb9$ s]v$ to make depression ! pr$om9ant feel+4 ,m>ion /ruggl$ ) x1 & tri$ to be *e]ful be=e h] pupils1 b sank into gravity & unusual sadness at e int]val betwe5 ! busy h\rs ( ! day4 ,late 9 ! aft]noon %e _h a conv]sation ) "o ( ! girls :i* did n s]ve to enc\rage h] he>t4 ,x 0 ! draw+ h\r4 ,l>ge numb]s ( ! "y ladies 9 h] room _h gone to ! /udio ) ! draw+ ma/]2 ^? few :o rema9$ 7 engag$ 9 copy+ _! ex]cises = ! next morn+'s class4 ,m>ion 0 at leisure1 h] only duty be+ to r5d] assi/ance 9 ! matt] ( copy+ :]ev] a rais$ h& indicat$ t help 0 ne$$4 ,answ]+ "o ( ^! calls %e f\nd h]self at ! extreme end ( ! l>ge room1 q ne> to ,grace ,d5nis' desk1 & 9 pass+ %e notic$ t ,gracie1 :ile h] book 0 be=e h] & h] p5 9 h&1 0 n writ+ at all1 b t h] left h& 0 %ad+ a face t look$ sad & pale1 & cov]+ eyes t might h te>s 9 !m4 ,aft] fulfill+ h] duty to ! ne$y s*ol> %e turn$ back to ,grace4 ,:at is x8 %e said1 s(tly1 tak+ ! vacant seat by ,grace's side1 & t\*+ t5d]ly ! cr[n ( hair t cov]$ ! droop+ head4 ,grace look$ up quickly ) a gleam ( sun%9e1 ?r\gh :i* %one a te>4 ,x is a fit ( ! blues1 ,i am almo/ afraid4 ,i am v mu* a%am$ ( myself2 ,i don't feel s v (t51 ,miss ,wilbur4 ,i ?9k ! feel+ mu/ be :at ! girls call blues2 ,i am n sure4 ,d y feel 9 any degree sure :at has caus$ su* a rem>kable disease to attack y8 ,m>ion ask$1 9 a l[1 t5d]1 yet *e]y & a half-amus$ tone4 ,! words made ,gracie laugh1 b ! t5d]ness 9 ! tone seem$ to />t ano!r te>4 ,y w be amus$ at me1 ,miss ,wilbur1 or a%am$ ( me1 ,i don't "k :i*4 ,i am a%am$ ( myself1 b ,i d feel s =lorn & lonely4 ,lonely6 ,m>ion e*o$1 ) a little />t4 ,%e realiz$ t %e h]self knew 9 its fulness :at t feel+ 01 b = ,gracie ,d5nis1 treasur$ z %e 0 9 an atmosph]e ( fa!rly love1 x 0 h>d to und]/& x4 ,if ,i _h my de> fa!r ,i don't ?9k ,i %\ld feel lonely1 %e said g5tly4 ,i "k1 ,grace answ]$2 he is ! de>e/ fa!r a girl ev] _h1 b !re is only a little bit ( him m9e1 ,miss ,wilbur4 ,i don't mean t ei!r2 ,i am n selfi%4 ,i "k he loves me ) all 8 he>t1 b ,i mean 8 "t is s v mu* occupi$ t he c only give me v little bits n[ & !n4 ,x has to be s2 x is n 8 fault4 ,i w\ld n h him any diff]5t1 ev5 9 ?is2 b !n if ,i _h a si/]1 don't y see h[ diff]5t x w\ld be8 or ev5 a bro!r1 or1 & "h ,gracie's head dropp$ l[1 & h] voice quiv]$4 ,miss ,wilbur1 if ,i _h a "m1 "o :o lov$ me1 & w\ld sympa?ize ) me & help me1 ,i ?9k ,i w\ld be ! happie/ girl 9 all ! _w4 ,!re 0 e appe>ance t1 ) a few m words ( t5d] sympa?y1 ?is "y girl w\ld lose all h] self-control & be t :i* %e s mu* %rank f1 an object ( g5]al wond]m5t & conv]sation4 ,m>ion felt t %e mu/ be/[ h] sympa?y sp>+ly4 ,i d>e say y w\ld give y\rself ov] to a he>ty /ruggle n to hate h] outright1 %e said1 9 a quiet1 matt]-(-fact tone4 ,! sobs :i* 7 %ak+ ! "y girl beside h] 7 sudd5ly *eck$4 ,pres5tly ,gracie look$ up1 a gleam half ( mir?1 half ( defiance 9 h] h&some eyes4 ,i mean a real "m1 %e said4 ,hav5't y "o8 ,doesn't %e love h] d>l+ & wat* ov] & wait = h] com+8 ,! voice _h tak5 on its t5d]ness aga94 ,!n1 aft] a mom5t1 ,m>ion add$3 ,x is h>d to realize1 ,i "k1 b ,i believe x1 & ,i look t[>d t ?\ght ) all my s\l4 ,y rememb]1 ,gracie1 t ,i h no?+ b t to fe$ on1 no e>?ly fri5d to help me realize x4 ,grace /ole a s(t h& into h] tea*]'s4 ,i wi% y w\ld love me v mu*1 %e said1 brightly4 ,i wi% y w\ld let me love y4 ,d y "k y help me e "t y speak to me8 & y d x 9 su* /range ways1 n at all 9 ! direction t ,i am look+ = help4 ,i d ?ank y s mu*4 ,!n suppose y prove x to me1 by %[+ :at an immaculate copy ( y\r ex]cise y c h& 9 to-morr[4 ,don't y "k x is by j su* common-place matt]s z t1 t p are p]mitt$ to %[ _! love & gratitude & all ^? delightful ?+s8 ,t is :at glorifies "w4 ,ano!r cl++ pressure ( h&s & tea*] & pupil w5t ab\t _! duties4 ,b ?\gh ,m>ion _h help$ ,gracie %e _h n help$ h]self1 except t 9 a tir$ sort ( way %e realiz$ t x 0 a great pleasure to be able to help anybody--mo/ ( all1 ?is favorite pupil4 ,/ill ! dre>9ess did n less54 ,x w5t home ) h] to h] d+y bo>d+-h\se1 foll[$ h] to ! gloomy d9+-room & ! un9vit+ supp]-table4 ,! mo/ t 0 ! tr\ble ) ,m>ion ,wilbur 01 t %e 0 tir$ 9 body & bra94 ,if p only realiz$ x1 a great _m m5tal tr\bles & trials result f ov]work$ bodies & n]ves4 ,/ill1 x mu/ be confess$ t !re 7 few1 if any1 outside influ5ces t 7 calculat$ to *e] ,m>ion ,wilbur's life4 ,y are to rememb] h[ v mu* alone %e 04 ,!re 7 no lett]s to be wat*$ = 9 ! daily mails1 no hopeful look+ =w>d if "o fail$ to come1 no *e]y say+ to "o's he>t1 ,nev] m9d1 x w surely come to-morr[4 ,?is /ate is inf9itely bett] ?an ! hopeless glance "o be/[s ^u ! po/man1 realiz+ he is no?+ to !m4 ,no fri5ds--fa!r & "m gone s long ago6 ,t ( "o !re 0 no recollection at all1 ( ! o!r1 t5d] *ildhood memories1 sweet & la/+ & incomp>ably preci\s1 b only memories4 ,no si/]1 no bro!r1 no c\s9s t _h tak5 ! place to h] ( si/]s2 only t old uncle & aunt1 :o 7 su* /aid & common & plodd+ p1 t sometimes ! v ?\ght ( !m tir$ ?is girl s full ( life & en]gy4 ,girl ,i call h]1 b %e _h pass$ ! days ( h] girlhood4 ,few knew x2 x 0 wond]ful h[ "y & fre% h] he>t _h kept4 ,t be+ ! case1 ( c\rse h] face _h tak5 ! same impress4 ,x 0 h>d = ,ru? ,ersk9e to realize t h] fri5d ,m>ion 0 really ?irte5 ye>s old] ?an h]self4 ,!re 7 times :5 ,m>ion h]self felt y\ng] ?an ,ru? did4 ,b ! ye>s 7 !re1 & 9 h] times ( depression1 ,m>ion realiz$ x4 ,s _m ( !m record$1 & yet no fri5ds to :om %e _h a "r1 feel+ sure t no?+ 9 human exp]i5ce ?is side ( dea? w\ld be likely to come 9 & take h] away f !m4 ,! v supp]-table at t bo>d+-h\se 0 suffici5t to add to h] s5se ( desolation4 ,x is a pitiful fact t we are su* dep5d5t creatures t ev5 ! crook$ lay+ ( a clo?1 & ! c(fee-/a9s & milk-/a9s & gravy-/a9s !reon1 c add to our s5se ( fri5dlessness4 ,!n1 :at is !re p>ticul>ly consol+ or *e]+ 9 a cup ( weak tea & a bit ( bread a trifle s\r1 spread ov] by butt] m ?an a trifle /rong2 ev5 ?\gh x is help$ d[n by "s v dry bits ( *ipp$ beef8 ,?is 0 ,m>ion's supp]4 ,! bo>d]s 71 "s ( !m1 cross1 "s ( !m simply sil5t & hurri$1 all ( !m damp1 = !y 7 e "o work]s out 9 ! damp1 dre>y _w2 ! mo/ ( !m1 9 fact1 ,i may say all ( !m1 7 v tir$2 yet _m ( !m _h "w to d t v ev5+4 ,m>ion ate h] supp] 9 sil5ce1 too2 at lea/ %e bit at h] bread & tri$ to swall[ h] simp]+ tea4 ,:5 h] he>t 0 bright & h] plans = ! ev5+ def9ite & satisfactory1 %e c\ld manage ! s\r bread & /rong butt] ev51 ) some?+ l a reli%1 b !re 0 no use 9 try+ !m to-night4 ,%e ev5 torm5t$ h]self ) ! plann+ ( a da9ty supp]1 accompani$ by exquisite table arrangem5ts su* z %e w\ld manage = a si/]1 say1 if %e _h "o--a si/] :o _h be5 9 s*ool all day & 0 wet & hungry & tir$1 if %e _h ! room1 & ! table1 & ! *9a1 & ! mat]ials out ( :i* to con/ruct ! supp]4 ,%e 0 reasonable en\gh to see t !re 7 _m ifs 9 ! way1 b ! picture did n make ! pres5t supp] reli%4 ,%e /ruggl$ to rally h] we>y p[]s4 ,%e ask$ ! cl]k next h] if x _h be5 a busy day1 & %e told ! sew+-girl at h] left ab\t a lovely b\quet ( fl[]s t "o ( ! girls br\ght to s*ool1 & t %e _h meant to br+ home to h]1 if x 0 pres5t$4 ,to be sure x 0 n4 ,b ! int5tion 0 ! same1 & ! he>t ( ! sew+-girl 0 *e]$4 ,f9ally ,m>ion gave ov] try+ to swall[ ! supp]1 & assur+ h]self ) ! det]m9ation to g e>ly to b$1 & s escape fa9tness1 %e w5t up ?ree flights ( /airs to h] room4 ,:5 ,i am ri* & a woman ( leisure1 ,i w build a h\se t %all h pleasant rooms & good bread & butt]1 & ,i w bo>d s*ool-tea*]s & sew+-girls & cl]ks = a song4 ,?is %e said al\d4 ,!n %e set ab\t mak+ a bit ( blaze1 or a great deal ( smoke 9 ! little imp ( a /ove4 ,! /ove 0 small & crack$ & ru/y1 & c\ld smoke l a furnace4 ,:at a contra/ to ! gl[+ coal-grate :]e ,flossy at ?is h\r toa/$ h] pretty *eeks4 ,yet ,m>ion1 9 h] way1 0 less dismal ?an ,flossy 9 h]s4 ,x 0 n 9 ,m>ion's nature to %$ any te>s2 in/ead1 %e humm$ a few notes ( a glori\s old tune triumphant 9 e note1 try+ ?is to rob h]self ( gloom & *eat h]self into ! belief t %e 0 n v lonely1 & t h] life did n /ret* out be=e h] z a desolate ?+4 ,%e did n mean to give h]self up to gloom+1 ?\gh %e did hov] ov] ! little /ove & lean h] *eek on h] h& & look at no?+ 9 p>ticul> = a few m9utes4 ,:at %e said :5 %e ralli$ f ! sil5ce 0 simply3 ,:at an abom9able smoke y c make to be sure1 ,m>ion ,wilbur1 :5 y try4 ,h>dly any "o c compete ) y 9 t l9e1 at lea/4 ,!n %e drew h] s*ool reports t[>d h]1 int5d+ to make !m out = ! week ?us f>1 b %e scribbl$ on ! fly-leaf ) h] p5cil in/ead4 ,%e wrote h] own "n1 ,m>ion ,j4 ,wilbur1 a pretty en\gh "n4 ,%e smil$ t5d]ly ov] ! initial ( ,j--nobody knew :at t 0 =4 ,suppose ! girls knew t x /ood = ,josiah1 h] fa!r's "n2 t he _h nam$ h]1 aft] ! "m 0 buri$1 ,m>ion--t aft] ! "m1 ,josiah--t aft] ! fa!r1 ,wilbur--! de> "n t belong$ to !m bo?2 9 ?is way fancy+ 9 8 g5tle he>t t he l9k$ ?is *ild to !m bo? 9 a way t w\ld be de> to h] to rememb]4 ,x 0 de>2 %e lov$ him = x2 %e ?or\ghly und]/ood ! feel+1 b h>dly any "o else w\ld4 ,s %e ?\ght %e _h nev] giv5 !m a *ance to smile ov] ! que] "n h] fa!r _h giv54 ,%e c\ld smile h]self1 b %e want$ no "o else to d s4 ,!n %e wrote ,grace ,l4 ,d5nis4 ,:at a pretty "n t 04 ,%e knew :at ! ,l 0 =--,lawr5ce1 ! family "n--,grace's "m's "n4 ,h] "m1 too1 _h di$ :5 %e 0 a wee baby4 ,gracie rememb]$ h]1 ?\gh1 & by t memory s mu* m did %e miss h]4 ,m>ion knew h[ t 0 by h] remembrance ( h] fa!r4 ,all ! same %e w\ld n h t blott$ out1 by s mu* ri*] 0 ,gracie ?an h]self1 & !n t liv+1 lov+ fa!r4 ,m>ion smil$ ov] ! folly ( ,grace ,d5nis consid]+ h] life a lonely "o4 ,yet1 ,i presume %e feels x1 poor d>l+1 %e said al\d1 & ) a sigh4 ,x 0 true t e he>t knew its own bitt]ness4 ,!n %e said1 ,i really mu/ g to "w at ^! reports4 ,i wond] :at ! girls are do+ ?is ev5+8 ,eurie is nurs+ h] "m1 ,i suppose4 ,bless$ ,eurie6 "m & fa!r bo? )9 ! fold1 br\ght !re by ,eurie's fai?ful life4 ,mrs4 ,mit*ell told me s1 h]self4 ,:at a sp>kle t w make 9 ,eurie's cr[n4 ,i wond] :at ,ru? meant ?is morn+8 ,poor *ild6 %e has tr\ble too2 diff]5t f m9e4 ,:y z to t1 ,i really hav5't any4 ,ru? ought to 'c\nt h] m>cies1' ?\gh1 z old ,d9ah says4 ,%e has a great deal t ,i hav5't4 ,yes1 inde$1 %e has6 ,i suppose little ,flossy is go+ ?r\gh tribulation ov] t tiresome p>ty4 ,i wond] :y "o-half ( ! _w h to exi/ by torm5t+ ! o!r half8 ,n[1 ,m>ion ,wilbur1 /op scribbl+ names & g to "w4 ,/eady scrat*+ f ! old /eel p5 a few m9utes1 !n a knock & a message3 ,dr4 ,d5nis want$ to see h] a few m9utes1 if %e _h leisure4 ,dr4 ,d5nis6 %e said1 ris+ quickly & pu%+ away h] pap]s4 ,oh1 de> me6 :]e is t class-book ( m9e8 ,he wants ^? names1 ,i d>e say1 & ,i hav5't !m ready4 ,i might h be5 copy+ !m :ile ,i 0 moon+ my "t away "h4 ,! fir/ words %e said to him z %e w5t d[n to ! /uffy bo>d+-h\se p>lor 71 ,i hav5't !m ready1 ,dr4 ,d5nis2 ,i'm real sorry1 & x's my fault1 too4 ,i _h "t to copy !m1 & ,i j didn't d x4 ,i hav5't come = !m1 he said smil+ & hold+ out 8 h&6 ,h[ d y d8 ,oh1 q well4 ,didn't y come = !m8 ,i am glad1 = ,i felt a%am$4 ,dr4 ,d5nis1 don't y see h[ well "o woman c d ! "w ( tw5ty8 ,don't y l ! way ! prim>y class is manag$8 ,oh1 by ! way1 y want t book1 don't y8 ,i meant to s5d x home by ,gracie4 ,i don't want x1 he said1 laugh+ ?is "t4 ,are y resolv$ t ,i may n call on y )\t a good & tangible reason8 ,if t be ! case1 ,i c]ta9ly h "o4 ,i want y to sit d[n "h1 :ile ,i tell y all ab\t x4 ,i'm n 9 ! mood = a scold+1 %e said1 try+ to speak gayly1 ?\gh !re 0 a curi\s little tremble to h] voice4 ,i h be5 away d[n 9 ! valley ( gloom to-day4 ,i believe ,i am a little demoraliz$4 ,dr4 ,d5nis1 ,i ?9k ,i ne$ a pray]-meet+ e ev5+2 ,i c\ld be happi] !n1 ,i "k4 ,a ,*ri/ian ought to be able to h "o1 he said1 quickly4 ,two s\ls ought to be able to come toge!r 9 communion ) ! ,ma/] e ev5+4 ,!re is a great deal ( wa/$ happ9ess 9 ?is _w4 ,i want to talk to y ab\t t v ?+4 ,dr4 ,d5nis 0 n giv5 to mak+ long calls on 8 p>i%ion]s2 !re 7 too _m ( !m1 & he _h too little "t2 b he made an unprec$5t$ly long "o on ,m>ion ,wilbur4 ,:5 %e w5t back to h] room t night1 ! fire 0 gone out utt]ly2 n ev5 a smoke rema9$4 ,%e light$ h] smoky little lamp--!re 0 no gas 9 ! ?ird /ory--& look$ at h] wat* ) an amaz$ air2 %e _h n imag9$ t x c\ld be ne>ly #aa o'clock6 ,!n %e pu%$ ! reports into a draw] & turn$ ! key2 no use to attempt reports = t ev5+4 ,z %e pick$ up h] class-book1 ! scribbl+ on ! fly-leaf caught h] eye aga94 ,%e smil$ a r>e1 ri*1 happy smile2 !n swiftly %e drew h] p5cil & add$ "o m "n to ! l9e4 ,m>ion ,wilbur--,m>ion ,j4 ,wilbur1 x read4 ,!re 0 j room on ! l9e = ano!r ^w2 !n x read--,m>ion ,j4 ,wilbur ,d5nis6 ,to be sure1 %e took h] rubb] quickly f h] pocket & oblit]at$ e trace ( t la/4 ,b :at ( x8 ,!re are words & de$s t c n s easily be oblit]at$2 & ,m>ion1 z %e laid h] grateful head on h] fluffy little pill[ t night1 0 ?ankful x 0 s1 & felt no desire to erase !m4 ,desolate8 ,n %e2 ,god 0 v graci\s4 ,! brightness t %e felt sure %e c\ld ?r[ ar\nd "s lives1 %e knew w\ld h a reflex brightness = h]4 ,!n1 que]ly en\gh1 ! v next ?+ %e ?\ght (1 0 t da9ty supp] %e plann$ = h]self1 t %e c\ld h prep>$ = a s*ool-tea*]1 wet1 hungry & tir$4 ,:y n = a s*ool-girl8 ,if %e _h no si/] to d x =1 :y n = a daught]8 ,de> little ,gracie6 %e said4 ,!n %e w5t to sleep4 ,meantime1 dur+ t ev5tful ev5+ ,ru? sat 9 h] room1 alone1 busy ) grave & solemn ?\ghts4 ,h] fa!r 0 already _m miles away4 ,he _h gone to see 8 wife & daught]4 ,eurie at t same h\r 0 b5d+ anxi\sly ov] a sick "m1 try+ to cat* ! feebly-:isp]$ direction1 ) su* a heavy1 heavy pa9 at h] he>t4 ,b ! same pati5t1 wise1 all-p[]ful ,fa!r 0 wat*+ ov] & direct+ ! ways ( ea* ( 8 f\r girls4 ,illu/ration ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,,xxvi4 ,,le>n]s4 ,,al?\gh ! s5se ( desolation 0 gone f ,flossy ,%ipley1 %e 0 n )\t some?+ to be tr\bl$ ov]4 ,z to t1 :5 "o sets out to be tr\bl$1 "o c ne>ly always f9d an excuse4 ,flossy lay awake ov] h]s = h\rs t night4 ,mr4 ,rob]ts 0 giv5 to keep+ m prop] h\rs ?an ^? 9 :i* p>ty go]s indulge4 ,s x happ5$ t ! libr>y 0 vacant :5 ! family return$1 ! gas turn$ l[1 & ! grate c>efully suppli$ ) coal to give !m a w>m greet+4 ,b ! easy *airs be=e ! bright fire told no tales ( all ! pleasant & helpful words t _h be5 spok5 !re t ev5+4 ,s f> z ! family knew1 ,flossy _h sp5t h] ev5+ 9 solitude4 ,b !y w\ld come to "k x2 w\ld h to be introduc$ to ,mr4 ,rob]ts2 !re w\ld h to be a prompt explanation ( _! int]e/ 9 ea* o!r4 ,flossy meant to h no delays1 nor *ances = mi/akes1 ?is "t4 ,! mom5t\s "q 01 h[ w\ld h] fa!r receive ! message1 :at ^w w\ld he h = ! /rang]8 ,%e c\ld almo/ h wi%$ t 8 com+ _h be5 delay$ = a few weeks m1 until ! sore sull5 feel+ ov] disappo9t$ plans _h _h "t to quiet4 ,b z x 01 s9ce ,mr4 ,rob]ts 0 to be 9 ! city & %e 0 to see him1 %e w\ld h no pret5se ( 8 be+ m]ely a *ance acqua9tance ( h] ,*autauqua life1 mak+ fri5dly calls2 at lea/ h] fa!r %\ld "k t !y bo? meant m ?an t4 ,:e!r he w\ld ignore ! claims !y made1 & *oose to treat ,mr4 ,rob]ts z a /rang]1 ,flossy did n "k2 x seem$ m ?an likely t he w\ld4 ,z to t1 %e c\ld n help own+ to h]self t he w\ld h v plausible reasons = s do+4 ,:at 0 %e suppos$ to "k ab\t ,mr4 ,evan ,rob]ts8 ,closely que/ion$1 %e w\ld h to admit t %e _h nev] he>d ( 8 exi/5ce till ^? gold5 ,*autauqua days2 t al?\gh %e walk$ & talk$ mu* ) him dur+ ^? two weeks1 !re _h be5 s mu* to talk ab\t1 su* vital int]e/s t press$ ^u !m1 s _m ?+s = h] to le>n1 t !y _h sp5t no "t at all 9 talk+ ab\t ea* o!r's pa/4 ,%e rememb]$ n[1 t /rangely en\gh %e _h no idea ev5 at ?is mom5t :at 8 bus9ess 01 except t f "s casual rem>k %e judg$ t he 0 famili> ) m]cantile life2 he might h "s money or he might be v poor1 %e _h n ! lea/ idea :i* x 02 he might be ( an old & honor$ family1 or 8 fa!r might h be5 a blacksmi?1 & 8 "m ev5 n[ a wa%]-woman4 ,%e admitt$ to h]self t %e knew no?+ at all ab\t x2 & %e 0 oblig$ also to admit t s f> z %e h]self 0 conc]n$ %e did n c>e4 ,b ,mr4 ,%ipley 0 v diff]5t4 ,mo/ assur$ly he w\ld c>e4 ,h[ c\ld he und]/& :y %e %\ld be able to feel su* p]fect tru/ 9 ?is /rang]8 ,if %e %\ld try to tell him ( ^? wond]ful pray]s %e _h he>d f ,mr4 ,rob]t's lips1 :at w\ld su* evid5ce be to him8 ,if %e %\ld try to tell him h[ by ?is man1 %e _h be5 l$ into ! light ( love & tru/ t gl[$ bright] & /rong] ) e day1 h[ little in=mation x w\ld give him6 ,:at an utt] my/]y w\ld su* language be to him6 ,z %e ?\ght ( all ^! puzzl+ ?+s1 :at wond] t %e turn$ h] pill[ _m times 9 se>* ( a spot to re/1 & gave a great _m long-drawn sighs8 ,x s happ5$ t ,mr4 ,rob]ts1 :ile he _h n tr\bl$ himself to enlight5 ,flossy z to 8 position1 & prospects1 _h by no means suppos$ t h] fa!r w\ld be z indiff]5t to ^! small matt]s z %e 02 he _h come arm$ ) cr$5tials1 & introductions4 ,ov]:elm+ ones !y 7 to ,mr4 ,%ipley4 ,he wait$ = no introductions nor explanations to come f ,flossy4 ,in/ead1 ! v next morn+1 at ! e>lie/ h\r t bus9ess etiquette w\ld all[1 he s\ght ,mr4 ,%ipley at 8 bus9ess (fice1 pres5t$ 8 c>d & lett]s1 & made kn[n 8 desire to transact m]cantile bus9ess ) him 9 ! "n ( 8 firm4 ,& ! ri* man1 ,mr4 ,%ipley1 arose & b[$ be=e him4 ,0 he n a repres5tative8 nay1 a junior p>tn] ( ! firm ( ,bo/wick1 ,smy!1 ,rob]ts ,co48 ,names _w-r5[n$ among m]cantile m54 ,c\ld human ambition rea* high] ?an to h flatt]+ (f]s ( bus9ess f t great ,h\se8 ?an to be actually s\ght out by ?is "y p>tn]1 s+l$ f among all ! m]*ant pr9ces ( ! city1 z ! "o to be tak5 into bus9ess confid5ce6 ,mr4 ,%ipley's ambiti\s dreams rea*$ no m dizzy height ?an ?is4 ,mr4 ,rob]ts 0 invit$1 urg$ to accept ! hospitalities ( 8 home1 to make ! acqua9tance ( 8 family1 to comm& 8 horses1 8 c>riage1 8 s]vants1 9 %ort1 to become "o ( _! family s long z he c\ld be prevail$ ^u to rema9 9 ! city4 ,b ,mr4 ,rob]ts _h m communications to make2 he frankly ann\nc$ t he 0 already acqua9t$ ) 8 family1 at lea/ ) t portion ( x1 :i* 0 ( en\gh importance to include all ! re/2 ( c\rse1 he did n say ?is to ! fa!r1 & yet 8 mann] impli$ x1 z he meant x %\ld4 ,mr4 ,rob]ts 0 frank by nature2 he no m believ$ 9 concealm5ts ( any sort1 ?an did ,flossy4 ,!n & !re1 he told ! /ory t ! two easy *airs 9 ! libr>y knew ab\t4 ,he ev5 apologiz$ e>ne/ly = seek+ ! daught] fir/4 ,x _h n be5 8 int5tion2 he _h meant to call on ! family2 b !y 7 abs5t1 & he f\nd ,miss ,flossy alone4 ,&--well1 if ,mr4 ,%ipley _h be5 p>ticul>1 z assur$ly he w\ld h be51 if ,mr4 ,rob]ts _h n be5 ( ! firm ( ,bo/wick1 ,smy!1 ,rob]ts ,co4 x might h be5 emb>rass+ to h expla9$ ! v precipitate result ( 8 call4 ,b1 z x 01 ,mr4 ,%ipley 0 s amaz$ & s bewild]$1 & s ov]:elm$1 ) delight$ pride1 t he w\ld almo/ h =giv5 ! ann\ncem5t t ,mr4 ,rob]ts 0 already 8 son-9-law1 )\t leave or lic5se f him4 ,z x 01 all ! caution _h to be on ,mr4 ,rob]t's side4 ,he ask$ t lett]s might be s5t to 8 bro!r-9-law1 ,mr4 ,smy!1 to 8 fa!r1 ,mr4 ,james ,rob]ts1 prov+1 n 8 f9ancial /&+1 ! unmi/akable k ( ! private affairs ( ! firm t _h e/abli%$ him !re1 b ( 8 moral "*1 & 8 /&+ 9 ! ,*ri/ian _w4 ,d y believe t ,mr4 ,%ipley felt ! necessity8 ,n he6 ,_h he n be5 will+ m ?an t1 anxi\s t 8 daught]'s =tune %\ld be l9k$ ) ,col4 ,bak]'s8 ,did he n "k :at 0 ,col4 ,bak]'s /&+ 9 ! moral & ,*ri/ian _w8 ,aft] all1 is x any wond]1 :5 !re are su* fa!rs t _m daught]s make %ipwreck ( _! lives8 ,z = ,mr4 ,rob]ts1 he 0 almo/ indignant3 ,! man w\ld actually sell h]1 if by t means he c\ld be recogniz$ 9 bus9ess by our h\se4 ,if x _h be5 any o!r "y man ?an himself1 :o 0 9 "q1 h[ 8 indignation w\ld h blaz$ at su* proce$+s6 ,b s9ce x 0 himself1 he decid$ to accept ! situation4 ,z = ,flossy1 %e did n look at ! matt] 9 t light2 :5 %e f\nd t all ! p]plexities & cl\ds _h be5 s sudd5ly & s /rangely smoo!d & cle>$ f be=e h] way1 %e ?\ght ( ^? h\rs ( wakeful anxiety t %e _h wa/$ ! night be=e2 & ( h[1 f9ally1 %e _h made h] he>t settle back on ! wat*ful c>e & love ( ! ,fa!r :o 0 s wise & s p[]ful1 & 9 ! quiet ( h] own room1 %e smil$1 z %e said al\d3 ',commit ?y way unto ! ,"l1 tru/ also 9 him1 & he %all br+ x to pass4' ,h[ mu* pleasant] x w\ld h be5 to h committ$ x 9 ! fir/ place1 be=e ,i we>i$ my he>t ) worry+ ov] :at ,i c\ld n lift my f+] to make diff]5t6 ,s 9 less "t ?an x has tak5 me to tell x1 ! r\gh places smoo!d sudd5ly be=e ,flossy ,%ipley's feet4 ,%e 0 free n[1 to g to p>ties1 or to pray]-meet+s1 or to /ay at home accord+ to h] own fancy1 = 0 %e n ! promis$ wife ( a p>tn] ( ! firm ( ,bo/wick1 ,smy!1 ,rob]ts ,co48 ,x transpir$ t ,mr4 ,rob]ts _h come to make a some:at ext5d$ /ay 9 ! city1 to look aft] c]ta9 bus9ess affairs connect$ ) ! firm1 & also to look aft] c]ta9 bus9ess int]e/s ( ! great ,ma/]1 ^: "w he labor$ at ) untir+ p]si/5ce1 always plac+ x above all o!r plans1 & work+ at x ) a zeal t %[$ 8 he>t 0 !re4 ,flossy1 dur+ ^! days1 took great /rides z a le>n] 9 ,*ri/ian "w4 ,among o!r ?+s1 %e 0 let into ! my/]ies ( "s ( ! great & sy/ematic *>ities ( ! city1 & f\nd :at wond]ful ?+s ,god's weal? c\ld d1 plac$ 9 ! h&s ( c>eful & consci5ti\s /ew>ds4 ,%e _h ?\ght at fir/ t x made no diff]5ce at all to h]1 :e!r ,mr4 ,rob]ts _h to "w = 8 daily bread1 or :e!r he _h means at 8 disposal2 b v e>ly 9 h] acqua9tance ) him %e le>n$ to ?ank ,god1 t great weal? _h be5 plac$ 9 8 h&s1 & s1 0 to be at h] disposal1 & t %e 0 le>n+ h[ to use x4 ,"s ( h] new exp]i5ces _h _! emb>rass+ side4 ,mr4 ,rob]ts _h be5 b a few days 9 ! city1 :5 he _h c]ta9 proteges :i* circum/ance _h ?r[n 9 8 way1 9 :om he became deeply int]e/$4 ,"o ( ^!1 he engag$ to take ,flossy to visit4 ,!y are v poor1 he _h said to h]1 suppos+ t !reby he enlight5$ h]4 ,n[ ,flossy _h small k 9 t direction4 ,!re 0 a c]ta9 old lady liv+ at ! extreme ea/ end :o _h once be5 a s]vant 9 _! family1 & ,flossy's nurse4 ,9 h]1 ,flossy 0 mu* int]e/$1 & _h be5 (t5 to see h]4 ,%e kept h\se 9 a bit ( a room t 0 always %9+ ) cleanl9ess2 h] floor 0 cov]$ ) bright rag c>pet+2 h] b$ 0 spread ) a gay cov]$ quilt1 & h] little cook /ove gli/5$1 & ! bright teakettle sputt]$ *e]ily4 ,?is 0 ,flossy's idea ( pov]ty4 ,!re=e1 :5 %e array$ h]self = a w9try walk ) ,mr4 ,rob]ts1 !re 0 to h] m9d no incongruity betwe5 ! ri* black silk1 ! velvet cloak1 ! elegant laces1 & co/ly furs1 & ! v poor family %e 0 ab\t to visit4 ,:y %\ld !re be8 ,%e _h trail$ t same silk ov] old ,auntie ,gre5's bright color$ rag c>pet a good _m times )\t exp]i5c+ any discom=t !refrom4 ,z = ,mr4 ,rob]ts1 he reg>d$ h] ) a half amus$ smile :i* %e did n obs]ve1 & said no?+4 ,probably he _h an idea t %e w\ld soon be wis] ?an %e 0 !n4 ,x is too f> to walk1 he said1 z !y rea*$ a po9t :]e /reet c>s div]g$ 9 _m directions2 s he hail$ a pass+ c>1 & dur+ ! talk t foll[$1 ,flossy 0 convey$ to a portion ( ! city %e n only _h nev] se5 be=e1 b t %e did n "k exi/$4 ,%e look$ ab\t h] 9 dismay z %e /epp$ d[n f ! c>1 & dur+ ! %ort rapid walk t foll[$1 _h all %e c\ld d to rescue h] silk5 robes f contact ) awful fil?1 & to keep h] da9ty h&k]*ief appli$ to h] poor little nose4 ,rapidly & sil5tly !y made _! way to a long1 high build+1 ^: fil?y outside /airs !y desc5d$ & f\nd !mselves 9 a cell> ! l ( :i* ,flossy _h nev] dream$ (4 ,a dreadful pile ( /raw cov]$ ov] by a tatt]$ & horribly dirty rag t _h once be5 a quilt1 on ?is b$ lay a *ild n yet t5 ye>s old1 ^: dea?ly pale face & glassy eyes told ! /ory ( hopeless sickness4 ,no pill[ on :i* to lay ! poor little head ) its tangl$ masses ( yell[ hair1 no?+ any:]e t told ( c>e be/[$ or necess>y wants att5d$ to4 ,ov] 9 ano!r corn] on ano!r fil?y heap ( /raw & rags1 lay ! "m1 sick too2 ) ! same abs5ce ( any?+ l dec5cy 9 ev]y?+ t p]ta9$ to h]4 ,utt] dismay seiz$ ^u ,flossy4 ,c\ld x be possible t human be+s1 be+s ) s\ls1 = ^: s\ls h] bless$ ,savi\r di$1 7 left to su* awful desolation ( pov]ty z ?is6 ,mr4 ,rob]ts promptly turn$ upside d[n an old tub t 0 us$ to do+ duty z a *air1 & seat$ h] !reon1 :ile he w5t =w>d to ! woman4 ,h y _h y\r d9n] to-day8 0 ! fir/ "q he ask$4 ,yes1 ,i h2 & ?ank y k9dly1 too1 %e add$ gratefully4 ,! woman took ! money & b\ght meat z y told h]1 & made a bro?1 & ,i & ! little girl _h "s2 x 0 good4 ,! little girl took q a few spoonfuls ( x & said x ta/$ good2 x did me m good to he> h] say t1 ?an x did to eat m9e1 ! poor "m said1 & a wi/ful mo!rly look w5t ov] to ! heap ( rags 9 ! corn]4 ,i am glad t %e c\ld eat x1 he said simply4 ,!n he fur!r told t he _h be5 arrang+ = "s ?+s to be br\ght to make bo? ( !m m com=table2 !y w\ld be "h soon1 c\ld ! woman :o made ! bro? come 9 & att5d to !m8 ,! sick woman %ook h] head4 ,%e 0 gone = ! day3 w\ld n be back till d>k1 !n w\ld h to get h] *ildr5's supp]1 & d h] wa%+ t v night4 ,%e's awful poor1 ! woman add$ ) a heavy sigh4 ,we are all ( u t2 if ,i c\ld get up aga91 ,i c\ld d some?+ = my little girl ,i mo/ "k ,i c\ld1 b1 z x is-- ,& !n !re 0 t hopeless sigh4 ,meantime ,flossy1 aft] sitt+ ) a di/ress$ & irresolute face = a few m9utes1 _h sudd5ly ris5 f h] tub & gone ov] to ! little girl4 ,b5d+ beside h] !y _h talk$ toge!r 9 a l[ voice1 & z ,mr4 ,rob]ts turn$ to see if %e _h endur$ ! sc5e z long z h] n]ves w\ld admit1 %e turn$ t[>ds him & !re 0 m decision 9 h] voice ?an he _h ev] he>d be=e4 ,mr4 ,rob]ts1 c y f9d "s clean wat] = ?is bas91 & hav5't y a l>ge h&k]*ief ) y8 ,?is poor *ild mu/ h h] face wa%$4 ,%e says h] head a*es v badly2 t w help x4 ,& ,mr4 ,rob]ts1 c't y g out imm$iately to ! /ore & get "s clo!s = ?is b$1 & a pill[1 don't !y h su* ?+s 9 /ores8 ,i h se5 to t1 he said2 !re w be "s b$ clo?+ "h1 & o!r necess>ies v soon2 b h[ c we manage to h ! b$s made up8 ,i h ord]$ b$/eads & mattresses1 & b$ clo?+ has be5 prep>$2 b ,i h fail$ ?us f> 9 gett+ anyone to help arrange !m8 ,c't y set up a b$/ead8 ask$ ,miss ,flossy4 ,:y1 ,i ?9k ,i c\ld1 he answ]$ h] meekly4 ,v well1 !n1 ,i c make ! b$s4 ,z = ! *ild1 %e mu/ h a ba? & a clean dress be=e %e is ready = any b$4 ,i c tell y j :at to d1 ,mr4 ,rob]ts2 y mu/ g d[n to ! ea/ end1 ,no4 #bag ,s\? ,b5$ict ,/reet & f9d my old ,auntie ,gre51 & tell h] t %e is ne$$ "h j z soon z %e c get "h2 tell h] ,i want h]2 x w be all "r !n4 ,9 ! meantime1 ?is *ild's face mu/ be wa%$ & h] hair comb$4 ,i see !re is a kettle beh9d t /ove1 c\ld y manage to fill x ) wat]1 & !n c\ld y make a bett] fire8 ,!n1 ,i c /ay "h & d a good _m ?+s :ile y are gone4 ,:ile our little ,flossy 0 talk+1 %e 0 remov+ h] lav5d> kid gloves1 & p9n+ up out ( sight h] lace ruffles4 ,!n %e produc$ f "s "o ( ! bewild]+ & da9ty pockets t trimm$ h] dress1 a pla91 hem/it*$ h&k]*ief1 :i* %e unc]emoni\sly dropp$ into ! t9 bas91 & ann\nc$ h]self all ready = ! wat]4 ,b1 ,flossy1 said h] emb>rass$ att5dant 9 dismay1 y c't d ^! ?+s1 y "k2 w\ldn't x be bett] to come ) me1 & we w g aft] ?is ,auntie ,gre5 & tell h] j :at to d1 & furni% ! means to d x )4 ,y "k y are n us$ to any?+ ( ?is k9d4 ,i "k x1 %e said quietly4 ,i nev] knew !re 0 any?+ l ?is 9 ! _w2 ,i am b[$ 9 ! v du/ ) %ame & dismay4 ,!re is v little t ,i "k h[ to d1 b ,i c wa% ?is poor1 neglect$ *ild's face4 ,g "r away1 please2 !re is no "t to lose ,i am sure4 ,:at swift deft f+]s %e _h to be sure4 ,he c\ld n help /opp+ = a mom5t 9 8 bewild]m5t to wat* h]2 !n he w5t1 & meekly & swiftly did h] bidd+4 ,!re 0 mu* done dur+ t aft]noon4 ,mr4 ,rob]ts quietly s9k+ into ! err& man :o 0 useful1 *iefly because he c\ld promptly d z he 0 told2 & he felt ) e additional direction & ) e pass+ mom5t an increas$ respect = ! executive abilities ( ! little girl1 :om he _h look$ =w>d to r\s+ by degrees to a s5se ( ! importance ( ?is "w1 & gradually to a p>ticipation 9 o!r ?an ! money *>ities ( ! day4 ,:5 !y w5t away f t door1 z !y asc5d$ ! fil?y /airs aga91 %e said3 ,:at an awful ?\ght t human be+s exi/ 9 su* places z ?is1 & t ,i did n "k x & h done no?+ = !m6 ,%e 0 c]ta9ly n exhau/$1 n ov]come ) ! /5* & ! fil?1 ?\gh !re 0 wat] dripp+ at t mom5t f h] ri* silk dress4 ,%e notic$ x1 & z %e bru%$ (f ! drops1 %e said3 ,evan1 if y knew1 ,i wond] t y did n tell me to we> my ,*autauqua dress4 ,i %all "k bett] next "t4 ,i mu/ h t poor little girl cur$2 !re are ev] s _m ?+s to d1 oh ,evan1 y mu/ tea* me h[4 ,y ne$ no tea*]1 he said s(tly1 almo/ rev]5tly1 o!r ?an ! div9e ,tea*] :om y h _h4 ,i am become a le>n]4 ,illu/ration ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,,xxvii4 ,,flossy',s ,,p>ty4 ,,m>ion on h] way f s*ool1 _h /opp$ 9 to le>n1 if %e c\ld1 :at %ad[ _h fall5 ov] ,ru?4 ,b be=e any?+ l confid5ce _h be5 rea*$1 ,flossy ,%ipley1 came1 full ( life & eag]ness4 ,i am s glad to f9d two ( y toge!r1 %e said1 x exp$ites matt]s s mu*4 ,:o d y ?9k c be go+ to give a p>ty next8 ,a p>ty6 said ,m>ion1 ,i am sure ,i don't "k4 ,i am prep>$ = any sort ( news on t subject2 "o w\ld ?9k !re _h be5 a p>ty fam9e = ye>s1 & lo/ "t 0 to be made up1 to see ! mann] 9 :i* "o ent]ta9m5t cr[ds aft] ano!r1 s9ce ! meet+s clos$4 ,x is a m]cy t ,i am nev] invit$1 x w\ld take all my leisure1 & a great deal ( note pap] to prep>e regrets4 ,:o is x8 ,i hav5't ! lea/ idea t y c\ld guess1 s ,i am go+ to tell y2 x's j myself4 ,bo? ( h] li/5]s look$ incr$ul\s4 ,i am1 %e said1 gleefully4 ,i am at "w on ! arrangem5ts n[ z h>d z ,i c be2 & ,m>ion ,wilbur1 y ne$n't g to talk+ ab\t note pap] & regrets2 y are to come4 ,i %all h to give up ,eurie1 & ,i am sorry too1 %e w\ld h help$ along s mu*2 b ( c\rse %e _c leave h] "m4 ,h[ is h] "m8 ask$ bo? girls at once4 ,oh1 bett]2 ,nellis says ! doctor feels v hopeful1 n[2 b ( c\rse1 ,eurie doesn't leave h]1 & _c = a long "t4 ,nellis ,mit*ell is a spl5did fell[4 ,h[ /range x is t 8 int]e/ 9 religi\s matt]s %\ld h comm5c$ ) t lett] :i* ,eurie s5t him f ,*autauqua1 be=e %e _h mu* int]e/ h]self4 ,nobody suppos$ t he _h1 ,i am sure1 ,ru? said2 ,i ?\ght him ! mo/ indiff]5t ( mortals4 ,s did ,i1 & w\ld nev] h ?\ght to pray = him at all1 if ,eurie _h n ask$ me to1 specially4 ,did y "k he l$ ! "y p's meet+ la/ ev5+8 ,did spl5didly1 ,grace ,d5nis said4 ,by ! way1 isn't ,grace ,d5nis lovely8 ,m>ion1 don't y ?9k %e is ! mo/ int]e/+ "y lady 9 y\r room8 ,i ?9k y don't enlight5 u mu* 9 reg>d to t p>ty1 ,m>ion said1 h] *eeks gr[+ r$ "u t la/ "q4 ,i ought to be on my way2 my tea w be cold] ?an usual if ,i don't ha/52 :at s*eme h y n[1 ,flossy1 & :at d y want to d ) x8 ,ev] s _m ?+s2 y "k my boys8 ,well1 !y are really "y m52 & anyone c see h[ !y h improv$4 ,"s ( !m h real good homes1 to be sure2 b ! mo/ ( !m are fri5dless sort ( boys4 ,n[1 ,i want to get !m acqua9t$2 n ) ! fripp]y p :o w\ld h no?+ to d ) !m1 b ) "s ( our real spl5did boys & girls :o w enjoy help+ !m4 ,i'm go+ to h ! nice/ little p>ty ,i ev] _h 9 my life2 ,i mean to h "s ( ! v be/ p !re2 !n ,i %all h "s ( ! silly ones1 ( c\rse2 p>tly because ,i c't help x1 & p>tly because ,i want to %[ !m :at a nice "t reasonable be+s c h toge!r1 if !y *oose4 ,nellis ,mit*ell is enli/$ to help me 9 ev] s _m ways1 & ,mr4 ,rob]ts w d :at he c1 b y "k he is a /rang]4 ,my great dep5d5ce is on y two4 ,i want y to see to x1 t my boys don't feel lonely or out ( place "o s+le m9ute dur+ ! entire ev5+4 ,b ,i am afraid ,i %all feel lonely1 & out ( place1 ,m>ion said2 y "k ,i am nev] invit$ to p>ties4 ,flossy laugh$4 ,w\ldn't x be a /range sight to see y feel+ out ( place8 %e ask$1 gaily4 ,m>ion1 ,i c't conceive ( a place to :i* y w\ldn't d cr$it4 ,:]eupon ,m>ion arose & made a l[ c\rtesy4 ,?ank y1 %e said1 9 mock gravity4 ,i nev] _h a complim5t be=e 9 my life2 ,i %all c]ta9ly come2 !re is no?+ l a little flatt]y to w9 p4 ,don't be nons5sical1 plead$ ,flossy2 ,i am really 9 e>ne/4 ,ru?1 ,i may dep5d ^u y8 ,i "k y are n go+ to ent]ta9m5ts ?is w9t]1 b m9e is to be a small "o1 comp>$ ) ! o!rs2 & y "k x w be unlike any t we h _h at our h\se4 ,ru? hesitat$4 ,:5 is x to be8 %e ask$1 h] *eeks gl[+ ov] h] own ?\ghts4 ,i %all be engag$ on ,friday ev5+ ( next week4 ,x is to be on ,w$nesday4 ,!n ,i w come4 ,& if ,i play1 ,m>ion1 w y s+ to ent]ta9 ! unusual gue/s8 ,( c\rse1 ,m>ion said1 promptly4 ,i nev] sang 9 company 9 my life2 b d y suppose !re is any?+ ,i w n d = ,flossy's gue/s1 aft] :at %e has j said8 ,only1 ,flossy1 ,i %all h to we> my black ca%m]e4 ,we> y\r br[n calico1 if y *oose2 y look royal 9 x1 ,flossy said1 turn+ a beam+ face on ,m>ion4 ,%e _h he>d h] s+1 %e knew :at a r>e musical treat x w\ld be to ^? boys ( h]s4 ,s ?is 0 ,flossy's la/ dep>ture f ! beat5 track4 ,^? :o are famili> ) ! imp]ative laws & l9es :i* circumscribe ! fa%ionable _w w realize j h[ m>k$ a dep>ture x 04 ,x 0 a rem>kable p>ty4 ,! v highe/ & mo/ s\ght aft] ( ! fa%ionable _w 7 !re1 a few ( !m1 & ,john ,w>d5 0 !re 9 8 new bus9ess suit ( grey1 look+ & feel+ l a man4 ,flossy's boys 7 all pres5t1 & ^? :o knew ( !m & _! associations & advantages1 m>vell$ mu* at _! ease ( mann] & p]fect propriety ( behavi\r4 ,h[ c\ld !y h le>n$ s mu*8 ,flossy did n "k1 h]self1 b ! boys did4 ,h] exquisite grace ( mann]1 h] p]fect obs]vance ( all ! rules & c\rtesies ( polite society 9 h] int]c\rse ) !m1 _h produc$ its legitimate fruit2 _h in/9ctively incl9$ !m to be able to treat h] ) ! same sort ( grace :i* %e freely & ev]y:]e be/[$ on !m4 ,_h %e n met !m on ! /reet1 9 ! v he>t ( ,broadway :5 %e 0 walk+ ) "s ( h] fa%ionable fri5ds8 ,_h %e n tak5 pa9s to recognize !m ) a specially cordial b[1 & if ne> en\gh1 ) a delib]ate speak+ ( _! names1 be+ sure to slightly emphasize ! unusual prefix ,mr4 ,^! & a hundr$ o!r k9dr$ trifles1 s small t !y are n not$ among ! qualifications = ,sabba?-s*ool tea*]s1 s p[]ful = good1 t !y (t5 turn ! curr5t ( a human life1 _h be5 c>efully reg>d$ by ,flossy1 & to-night %e 0 triumphant ov] h] success4 ,%e _h n only help$ h] boys to be true to _! convictions ( "r & dignity1 n only to take on true manl9ess ( decision 9 reg>d to ! all important "q ( p]sonal religion1 %e _h help$ !m to be g5tlem54 ,!re is _m a fai?ful tea*] to :om1 ?9k+ ( ^! m9or matt]s1 x might be said3 ,^! ought ye to h done1 & n to h left ! o!r undone4 ,f fir/ to la/1 ,flossy's p>ty 0 a success4 ,to ,ru? & ,m>ion x 0 a /udy1 develop+ c]ta9 curi\s features :i* !y nev] =got4 ,m>ion _h h] own private bit ( int]e/ t n ano!r pres5t1 save ,gracie ,d5nis knew ab\t4 ,%e 0 n a p>ty go]4 ,ev5 s small a ga!r+ z ?is1 0 new to h]4 ,%e look$ ^u all ^! p ) a ke5 int]e/2 _m ( !m %e 0 meet+ = ! fir/ "t4 ,t is1 %e 0 be+ introduc$ to !m1 & receiv+ _! k9dly greet+s2 = ,flossy _h succe$$ 9 ga!r+ only ^?1 :o :atev] !y might ?9k ( h] *oice ( gue/s1 7 mu* too well br$ to exhibit o!r ?an pleasure :ile !y 7 h] gue/s4 ,b only ,m>ion knew t %e 0 de/9$ to meet ^! p aga91 & probably (t51 "u diff]5t circum/ances2 ! probability 0 t _m ( !m w\ld be h] own gue/s1 w\ld receive & return h] calls1 w\ld fall into ! habit ( consult+ h] 9 reg>d to ?is or t matt] ( *ur* int]e/ t w\ld come up2 n "o ( !m dream$ ( su* a ?+2 & :5 %e tri$ to lead !m into conv]sation on matt]s p]ta9+ to ! *ur* int]e/s1 !y look$ _! surprise t %e %\ld h su* intellig5t k conc]n+ ^! matt]s4 ,altoge!r x 0 an ev5+ full ( private fun on h] "p4 ,!re 0 to be su* a curi\s turn ab\t ( position1 %e realiz$ s fully t x w\ld be su* unutt]able surprise to ! p1 t x 0 impossible n to feel amus$1 & to treasure up c]ta9 words & phrases t w\ld s\nd v que]ly to ! speak]s !re(1 if !y rememb]$ !m :5 ^? said *anges became manife/ to ! eyes ( ! _w4 ,!re 0 m ?an fun to be gott5 out ( ! ev5+2 %e wat*$ ! "y p ) eag] int]e/4 ,%e 0 to be a great deal to ^! "y p2 %e mu/ try to und]/& !m1 to w9 !m4 ,%e want$ to be a help1 a com=t1 a guide4 ,%e _h wond]ful plans & aims4 ,%e bless$ ,flossy 9 h] he>t = ?is opportunity to /udy h] lesson be=e x %\ld be "t to practise x4 ,t same ,flossy af=d$ h] help 9 ano!r direction4 ,!re 0 no hid+ ! hold t %e _h gott51 n only on ^? "y m5 ( h] class1 b ^? ( _! fri5ds t !y _h br\ght )9 h] influ5ce4 ,!re 0 no disguis+ ! fact1 t among ! "y ladies %e 0 a favorite2 "o :om !y lik$ to h among !m1 :om !y lik$ to please4 ,h[ _h %e done x all8 ,i c nev] be ,flossy1 ,m>ion said to h]self1 an amus$ smile hov]+ ar\nd h] lips mean:ile1 at ! ?\ght t %e %\ld h a %ad[ ( desire to become _! little ,flossy4 ,b x is wor? :ile to /eal h] secret ( success1 if ,i c1 & practise x4 ,close wat*+ reveal$ a good deal ( ! secret2 z mu* ( x at lea/ z c\ld be put into words4 ,evid5tly ! little lady _h ! p[] ( mak+ o!r p's int]e/s h] own = ! "t be+2 ( impress+ ! "o ) :om %e came 9 contact1 ) a s5se ( 8 own importance1 9 h] eyes2 at lea/ %e 0 int]e/$ 9 :at he said & did1 & 9 :at int]e/$ him4 ,%e c\ld ent] into ! m9ute details ( a matt] :i* did n conc]n h] 9 ! lea/1 ) su* app>5t int]e/ & desire to "k all t 0 to be kn[n ab\t x1 t "o c\ld h>dly help ! feel+ t c]ta9ly ! subject 0 wor?y ( att5tion4 ,!n h] face spoke = h]2 x c\ld cl\d 9 an in/ant 9 sympa?y ) any sort ( tr\ble or anxiety1 & sp>kle ) happy smiles 9 ! v next second ov] "s bit ( brightness t 0 m5tion$4 ,%e is a bless$ little hypocrite1 & t is ! :ole ( x1 0 ,m>ion's m5tal comm5t4 ,t sort ( hypocrisy is wor? /udy+4 ,x is z natural to ,flossy z t lovely p9k on h] *eek2 b ,i am afraid ,i %\ld h to acquire x2 ,i don't feel int]e/$ 9 o!r p's affairs2 n[1 t is a fact4 ,:y %\ld %e8 ,9 ! fir/ place1 ,i "k x is natural = h] to l to please p2 t is ! beg9n+ ( x2 %e has t advantage ov] me1 = %e 0 always s1 & ,i always wasn't s4 ,b %e has some?+ else2 %e did n c>e once to please su* z ^! r\gh boys ( h]s1 at lea/ !y 7 r\gh :5 %e />t$ ! ref9+ process2 h[ %e _h work$ = !m2 ,i nev] realiz$ x s mu* z to-night4 ,x is j ?is3 %e has sanctifi$ h] p[] ( pleas+1 & put x to a gr& use 9 fi%+ = s\ls4 ,meantime1 ,i h "s degree ( p[] ( t k9d1 ?\gh x doesn't %[ 9 ! same way4 ,b ,i am n sure ,i h ?\ght ( x1 ) a view to us+ x = su* "w2 also1 ,i d>e say "o c cultivate an int]e/ 9 o!r p if !y try4 ,i mean to try4 ,i "k "o way 9 :i* ,i c please p1 ,i c s+4 ,:]eupon %e imm$iately s\ght ,ru? & propos$ music1 h]self go+ aft] ,ri*4 ,johnson to come & s+ t5or1 & bidd+ him br+ a fri5d to s+ bass4 ,!n su* music z !y _h t ev5+1 0 c]ta9ly nev] he>d at a p>ty at ,mr4 ,%ipley's h\se be=e4 ,! music room 0 a little b[] ( a spot at ! left ( ! p>lors4 ,x 0 n only ! music room b ! fl[] room2 at lea/ !re 7 v9es & plants & bloom+ fl[]s 9 ! w9d[s1 fe/oon+ ! curta9s1 hang+ f lovely wire baskets1 a pr(usion ev]y:]e4 ,?i!r w5t ,ru?1 ,m>ion1 & ! two "y m5 :o w5t 9 sil5ce f v a/oni%m5t ov] ?is new invitation4 ,9 sil5ce & emb>rassm5t1 believ+ 9 _! he>ts t !y c\ld n s+ at all4 ,z = ,m>ion1 %e knew bett]4 ,%e _h /ood ne> !m 9 ,sunday-s*ool4 ,ru? swept ! piano cle> ( all %eet music & sub/itut$ ! ,bliss & ,sankey ,gospel hymns1 & ,m>ion pass$ a book to ea*1 nam+ a page1 & in/antly h] full1 gr& voice jo9$ ,ru?'s music4 ,v fa9t 7 ! t5or & bass accompanim5ts2 b z ! fir/ v]se clos$ & !y ent]$ ^u ! second1 ! melody _h gott5 possession ( _! he>ts1 & !y let out _! voices )\t kn[+ x1 s t :5 ! piece 0 end$1 ,m>ion turn$ ) a bright face1 & said3 ,i hav5't enjoy$ a song s mu* 9 ye>s4 ,:at a spl5did t5or y s+1 ,mr4 ,johnson4 ,to h]self %e said3 ,!re6 ,i'm improv+2 ,i hone/ly ?9k t4 ,b tw5ty-f\r h\rs ago1 ,i %\ld h kept x to myself4 ,x isn't hypocrisy1 aft] all3 x is s9c]ity4 ,ano!r1 & ano!r piece 0 tri$1 ! music room meantime fill+2 = ,flossy _h br\ght 9 h] tra9 o!rs ( ! boys4 ,& at la/1 z ! la/ v]se ( ,hold ! ,=t rang out1 ,m>ion turn$ f ! piano to discov] t utmo/ sil5ce prevail$ 9 ! rooms :]e *att] _h be5 be=e1 & e available place 9 & ab\t ! music room 0 fill$ ) hu%$ li/5]s1 :ile ^? :o c\ld n get 91 sat or /ood outside 9 sil5ce & wrapt att5tion4 ,su* music z t at a p>ty !y _h nev] he>d be=e4 ,y & ,i are a success1 ,i ?9k1 ,m>ion said brightly1 z %e l9k$ h] h& 9 ,ru?'s arm1 :5 !y left ! piano4 ,we are do+ our duty beautifully4 ,are y complim5t+ y\rself because y are afraid no "o w p]=m t (fice8 ,ru? ask$1 laugh+4 ,no1 ,i'm do+ x because ,i h begun to be s9c]e4 ,i've made a discov]y to-night4 ,ru?1 x is y & ,i :o are hypocritical1 9 refus+ to say :at we ?9k ab\t p1 :5 x w\ld s\nd real nicely1 & w\ld d\btless make !m feel pleasant] & happi]4 ,meantime1 ,ru? _h h] lesson also t %e _h be5 le>n+4 ,:at a trial p>ties _h always be5 to h]6 ,h[ haughtily %e _h /ood alo( endur+ ) annoy$ he>t1 & (t5times ) curl+ lip1 sill9esses t %e c\ld n avoid1 li/5+ to conv]sations & jo9+ 9 monosyllables :5 oblig$ to d s1 t drove h] to ! v v]ge ( pati5ce1 n once imag9+ t !re 0 any help = h]1 any hope ( /emm+ ! curr5t1 or 9 any way *ang+ ! accept$ c\rse ( ?+s4 ,%e 0 le>n+4 ,sev]al times dur+ ! ev5+ x _h be5 h] =tune to /& ne> ,evan ,rob]ts & jo9 9 ! conv]sation :i* he 0 c>ry+ on4 ,ea* "t %e 0 amaz$ & ?rill$ to see ) :at consummate skill & tact he turn$ ! curr5t ( ?\ght t[>ds ! vital "q ( p]sonal religion4 ,always ) an easy famili>ity ( expression t made "o feel & realize t to him x 0 a matt] ( c\rse1 & z natural to be talk$ ab\t1 z ! sun%9e or ! moonlight4 ,wond]+ ov] ?is peculi>ity ( 81 once z !y talk$ toge!r %e ref]r$ to x4 ,i c conceive ( p>ties be+ less ( a trial to y ?an to _m ( u1 because ( ! ability y h ( turn+ ! conv]sation to "s acc\nt4 ,he smil$ brightly4 ,!y are n1 he said4 ,i h (t5 look$ =w>d to an ev5+ ga!r+ ) eag] int]e/ & ?ankfulness1 because ( ! opportunity = meet+ "s !re :om ,i c\ld n cat* else:]e & say+ a ^w = my ,ma/]4 ,b1 ,miss ,ersk9e1 y speak ( 'ability1' ,i simply use my tongue on t subject z on any o!r wor?y ( ?\ght4 ,b don't y ?9k x requires a peculi> sort ( tact to be able to br+ 9 su* subjects 9 a mann] calculat$ to d any good8 ,he %ook 8 head1 ,i %\ld say r1 x requir$ a s9c]e he>t1 & an e>ne/ desire to int]e/ a s\l4 ,we dep5d too mu* on tact & too little on ,god's _s4 ',op5 ?y m\? & ,i w fill x1' is a promise t applies to m places ?an a pray]-meet+1 ,i ?9k4 ,:at we ne$ mo/ to ov]come is ! idea t !re is any?+ wick$ 9 talk+ ab\t religion 9 an ev]yday tone1 z we talk ab\t o!r topics ( absorb+ int]e/4 ,!re are diff]5t ways ( go+ to p>ties1 ,ru? said to h]self 9 a mus+ tone z %e turn$ f him1 & %e wond]$ if %e c\ld ev] get to feel t %e might ev5 g to a p>ty occasionally1 ) ! glory ( ,god 9 view4 ,?is />t$ a tra9 ( ?\ght t made h] turn sudd5ly back to ,mr4 ,rob]ts ) a "q4 ,t doctr9e w\ldn't lead y to be a con/ant frequ5t] ( p>ties1 w\ld x8 ,he %ook 8 head4 ,by no means4 ,& !re are p>ties _m ( !m1 :i*1 z a ,*ri/ian man1 ,i c\ld n att5d at all4 ,we mu/ gu>d aga9/ a temptation to d evil1 t good may come4 ,illu/ration ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,,xxviii4 ,a ,,p>t+ ,,glance4 ,,dr4 ,,d5nis & 8 fri5d1 ! ,rev4 ,mr4 ,h>rison met aga9 at ! /reet corn]2 !y /opp$ & %ook h&s1 z !y always did1 ev5 if !y *anc$ to meet ?ree times 9 "o day4 ,meet+s clos$8 que/ion$ ,mr4 ,h>rison1 aft] ! prelim9>y words _h be5 spok54 ,:at a glori\s "t y h _h6 ,su* a pity t our flocks are s f> ap>t6 ,if we c\ld h unit$ ) y 9 regul> att5dance1 x w\ld h be5 a great bless+2 z x 01 _m a drop came to u4 ,yes1 ,dr4 ,d5nis said1 we h _h a great bless+2 & ,i ne$ n use ! pa/ t5se1 ! "w is go+ on yet1 al?\gh ! meet+s d n cont9ue4 ,! "w w cont9ue =ev]1 ,i believe2 ! tru? is1 we h _h a new baptism1 ! memb]s :o came to u e>ly 9 ! fall1 came fill$ ) ! ,_s1 & h work$ z no o!r memb]s ( m9e ev] did4 ,y mean y\r ,*autauqua re9=cem5t1 don't y8 ,inde$ ,i d2 ,i ?ank ,god = ,*autauqua e day ( my life4 ,:at a dreadful blund] ,i made :5 ,i limit$ ! p[] ( ,god 9 ! way ,i did :5 we talk$ t matt] ov]6 y rememb]8 ,i rememb]1 ,mr4 ,h>rison said ) a peculi> laugh2 ,x 0 a wond]ful meet+1 b !n1 aft] all1 7 !y n r peculi> "y ladies8 ,x isn't e lady :o ev5 aft] %e is conv]t$1 lives j ! sort ( life t !y are liv+4 ,i "k1 ,dr4 ,d5nis said2 ,yes1 !y are unusual1 ,i ?9k2 especially "o ( !m1 0 8 m5tal addition4 ,especially "o ( !m1 murmur$ ,mr4 ,h>rison 9 8 he>t2 & ea* g5tleman smil$ consci\sly1 nei!r hav+ ! slighte/ idea :at ! o!r meant by ! smile4 ,m>ion ,wilbur came d[n ! /reet ) h] h&s full ( s*ool books4 ,good-ev5+1 said ,dr4 ,d5nis2 ,h[ d y d ?is ev5+8 ,mr4 ,h>rison1 d y "k ?is lady8 ,%e is "o ( my flock4 ,no1 ,mr4 ,h>rison did n "k h]2 & introductions foll[$4 ,aft] %e pass$ by1 ,mr4 ,h>rison said1 ,i ?9k y told me once t %e _h be5 an infidel8 ,x 0 a mi/ake1 ,dr4 ,d5nis said1 ha/ily4 ,%e _h peculi> views1 & ,i ?9k %e imag9$ h]self at "o "t an unbeliev]2 b %e is really wond]fully well gr\nd$ 9 ! doctr9es ( ! *ur*2 %e is l an old ,*ri/ian4 ,_m ( ,dr4 ,d5nis' p 7 abroad2 ! next pass] by 0 ,eurie ,mit*ell2 ! doctor /opp$ h]4 ,"o m9ute1 ,miss ,eurie1 h[ is y\r "m to-night8 ,mr4 ,h>rison1 d y "k ,miss ,mit*ell1 ! doctor's daught]8 ,yes1 ,mr4 ,h>rison _h met ,miss ,mit*ell be=e4 ,9 ! fa/ com+ dusk1 ,dr4 ,d5nis fail$ to see ! flu% ( emb>rassm5t on 8 fri5d's *eek1 z he ackn[l$g$ ! introduction4 ,%e is a gr& girl1 ,dr4 ,d5nis said1 look+ aft] h]4 ,h] developm5t is wond]ful2 m m>k$ ( late1 ,i ?9k1 ?an be=e4 ,well1 z y say1 !y 7 unusual girls1 b ,i tell y1 we z pa/ors h reason to say3 ',god bless ,*autauqua4' ,am51 said ,mr4 ,h>rison1 & ,dr4 ,d5nis ?\ght him unusually e>ne/ & int5se1 especially :5 he add$3 ,i propose we g next ye>1 & take ) u z _m ( our respective flocks z we c beguile into x4 ,aye1 t we w1 ,dr4 ,d5nis answ]$2 !n ! two g5tlem5 w5t on _! respective ways4 ,x 0 a l>ge city1 & !y 7 bo? busy m9i/]s1 & liv$ f> ap>t1 & met b seldom1 except 9 _! m9i/]ial meet+s2 !re 0 *ance = ea* to h int]e/s t ! o!r knew no?+ ab\t4 ,m>ion rea*$ home j 9 "t = supp]2 ! table appo9tm5ts at t home 7 n improv+2 inde$1 !re 7 ^? :o said1 t ! bread grew s\r] e week2 ?is week1 x _h add$ to its s\rness1 /ick9ess1 t 0 horrible to "o's f+]s & ?roat4 ,! dri$ fruit t _h be5 half /ew$1 0 sweet5$ ) br[n sug>1 & ! look+ ov] process1 s necess>y to dri$ fruit1 _h be5 :olly neglect$4 ,b ,m>ion ate h] supp]1 almo/ entirely unconsci\s ( ^! little defects2 t is1 %e accept$ !m z a matt] ( c\rse & look$ s]5e ov] x4 ,?+s 7 n z !y _h be5 on t ra9y ev5+1 :5 x _h seem$ to h] t %e c\ld nev]1 no nev] eat ano!r supp] 9 t h\se2 !n1 x seem$ probable t 9 t h\se1 or "o l unto x1 %e w\ld h to eat all ! supp]s t ?is dre>y life _h 9 /ore = h]2 b n[1 ! days 7 gr[+ few] 9 :i* ?is h\se w\ld be call$ h] home4 ,no "o knew x2 at lea/1 no "o b h]self & two o!rs4 ,%e look$ ar\nd on h] fell[ bo>d]s ) a pity+ smile2 t little sew+-girl at h] left1 h[ _m su* supp]s w\ld %e h to eat6 ,%e %all h a nice "o e n[ & !n1 see if %e doesn't1 0 ,m>ion's m5tal conclusion1 ) a nod ( h] glad head2 !re 7 s _m nice ?+s to be done6 ,life 0 s bright4 ,hadn't ,gracie ,d5nis :isp]$ to h] ?is v aft]noon3 ,miss ,wilbur1 "o ( ^! days ,i %all hate to come to s*ool1 ,i %all want to /ay at home4 ,& %e answ]$ s(tly1 surreptiti\sly kiss+ ! gl[+ *eek mean:ile3 ,! tea*] :o reigns "h %all be y\r special fri5d4 ,& y are to br+ h] home ) y to lovely little teas t %all be wait+ = y4 ,?is matt] ( teas _h gott5 a /rong hold on ,m>ion4 ,p]haps1 because 9 no o!r way _h a s5se ( unhomelike lonel9ess press$ ^u h]1 z at t "t :5 families g5]ally ga!r$ toge!r 9 pretty homes4 ,%e w5t up1 pres5tly1 to h] d+y room4 ,j e :it z d+y n[1 z x _h be5 on t ra9y ev5+1 b %e gave no ?\ght at all to x4 ,%e light$ h] fire1 & sat d[n to h] writ+2 n reports to-night4 ,%e mu/ write a lett] to ,aunt ,hannah2 a brief lett] x 01 b conta9+ a great deal4 ,?is 0 x3 ,,de> ,,aunt ,,hannah3-- ,don't y ?9k1 ,i am go+ to be m>ri$6 ,n[1 y nev] expect$ t ( me1 did y8 ,nei!r did ,i1 b t is ! way ! matt] /&s4 ,n[1 ! "q is3 ,may ,i come home to ! w$d+8 ,! old f>m-h\se is all ! home ,i h1 y "k4 ,i hope y w let u come2 ,i am giv+ y pl5ty ( notice2 we %all n want to come until aft] ! spr+ t]m2 "o ( u wants to be !re by ! sev5te5? ( ,june1 ,i ?\ght ,i ought to tell y be=e ! spr+ h\se-clean+4 ,let me he> f y z soon z y c1 s t ,i may "k h[ to plan4 ,i c\ld be m>ri$ 9 ! *ur*1 ,i presume1 b ,i feel1 & ! o!r "o conc]n$ feels s too1--t ,i w\ld l to g back to ! old f>m-h\se4 ,we won't make mu* tr\ble1 nor h any fuss1 y "k4 ,de> ,aunt ,hannah1 ,i am s glad ! money gave y com=t4 ,!n ,i am s v glad t y ?\ght ab\t t o!r matt] ( :i* ,i wrote2 t is ! greate/ & be/ ?+ to h 9 ! _w4 ,i ?9k s n[1 :5 ,i am on ! eve ( o!r bless+s2 t "o /&s be=e !m all4 ,! g5tleman :om ,i am to m>ry is a m9i/]4 ,he is v good4 ,aunt ,hannah ,i %all want y\r advice ab\t all sorts ( sew+ :5 ,i come home4 ,i %all come 9 ,may1 t is1 if y let me come at all4 ,i hope y w4 ,give my love to ,uncle ,reub54 ,my fri5d s5ds 8 respects to y bo?4 ,lov+ly1 ,m>ion ,j ,wilbur4 ,%e _h a fondness dur+ ^? days1 = writ+ out t "n 9 full4 ,a g5tle tap at ! door be+ answ]$1 admitt$ ,flossy ,%ipley4 ,y d>l+6 said ,m>ion1 brightly1 z %e gave h] eag] greet+4 ,h[ nice ( y to come & see me :5 y h s mu* to ?9k (4 ,flossy :]e is ,mr4 ,rob]ts8 ,:y don't y br+ him to call on me8 ,he hasn't "t to call on anybody1 ,flossy said1 ) a mixture ( pride1 & a sort ( comic petti%ness4 ,he has s _m poor families on 8 h&s2 he & ,i h be5 out all day4 ,m>ion y h no idea at all ( ! places :]e we h be56 ,i d ?9k !re ought to be an organiz$ sy/em ( *>ity 9 our *ur*2 some?+ diff]5t f ! hap-haz>d way ( do+ ?+s t we h4 ,mr4 ,rob]ts says1 t 9 ,new ,york1 _! *ur* is p]fectly organiz$ to look aft] c]ta9 localities1 & t no su* ?+ z utt] de/itution c prevail 9 _! section4 ,don't y ?9k ,dr4 ,d5nis w\ld be int]e/$ 9 su* an ef=t4 ,he w be int]e/$ 9 any?+ t is good1 ,m>ion said1 ) unusual en]gy ev5 = h]4 ,flossy turn$ h] pretty head t[>ds h]1 & ey$ h] curi\sly4 ,y l him bett] ?an y did2 don't y1 ,m>ion8 ,didn't ,i always l him1 ,m>ion ask$1 ) av]t$ face & a laugh 9 h] voice4 ,oh1 y us$ to ?9k him /iff1 & said y felt all %ut up 9 8 pres5ce4 ,don't y rememb] our fir/ call at 8 /udy8 ,i ?9k ,i d1 ,m>ion answ]$1 bur/+ into a m]ry laugh4 ,ev] s _m ?+s h happ5$ s9ce !n1 little ,flossy6 ,hav5't !re6 said innoc5t ,flossy4 ,x has be5 su* a wond]ful ye>6 dat+ f t day :5 x ra9$ & y made me g1 d y rememb]1 ,m>ion8 ,d y ev] get to wond]+ :at w\ld h be51 if we _h j /ay$ on "h at home1 go+ to our p>ties & gett+ up fe/ivals1 & all t1 & pay+ no att5tion to ! ,*autauqua meet+s8 ,i don't want to ?9k ab\t any su* horrid retrospect z t6 ,m>ion said1 ) a %rug ( h] h&some %\ld]s1 & a g5u9e %iv]4 ,flossy laugh$4 ,b y "k x is only some?+ to ?9k (1 to make u m grateful4 ,x c nev] be1 nev]4 ,by ! way1 ,i suppose x is e>ly to beg9 to make plans = ! summ]1 at lea/ = ^? :o h no occasion to talk ab\t summ] yet2--?is la/ ) a consci\s little laugh--,b don't y mean to g to ,*autauqua next summ]8 ,mr4 ,rob]ts & ,i are go+2 we w\ld r give up a j\rney to ,europe ?an t4 ,c't we all contrive to meet !re toge!r8 ,yes1 said ,m>ion1 we--,i mean to g4 ,dr4 ,d5nis is go+1 ,flossy said1 ?\gh :y t _h any?+ to d ) ! matt]1 or :y x occurr$ to h] j !n1 ,flossy did n "k4 ,he told ,mr4 ,rob]ts t he meant to be !re1 & to take ) him z _m ( 8 p z he c\ld4 ,& ,eurie told me la/ night t 8 fri5d1 ,mr4 ,h>rison1 ( ! ,f\r? *ur* 0 go+4 ,i don't "k h[ ,eurie he>d t1 ?r\gh ,nellis1 ,i suppose4 ,isn't ,nellis spl5did n[adays8 ,i %\ldn't wond] if q a l>ge company w5t f "h4 ,i wond] if ,dr4 ,d5nis w take 8 daught] ,grace4 ,i ?9k %e is j lovely1 don't y8 ,v1 said ,m>ion2 & j "h ,flossy r\s$ to ! fact t %e 0 do+ mo/ ( ! talk+1 & t ,m>ion's answ]s 7 (t5 9 monosyllables4 ,i d>e say ,i am tir+ y1 %e said1 ris+4 ,i =get t y h to talk all day 9 t s*ool-room1 ,m>ion4 ,are y sure y love to tea* well en\gh to keep at x1 ye> aft] ye>8 ,no1 said ,m>ion1 laugh+4 ,i "k ,i don't2 ,i don't mean to d x2 ,i mean to get a situation z somebody's h\sekeep]4 ,d y und]/& h\sekeep+8 ask$ innoc5t little ,flossy1 ) wide op5 eyes4 ,oh1 ,m>ion6 are y sure x w be ev5 z pleasant z s*ool tea*+8 ,i ?9k s1 ,m>ion answ]$ ) grave face4 ,at lea/1 ,i mean to try4 ,x dep5ds on ^: h\se y get into1 y "k4 ,flossy's sob] face cle>$ 9 an in/ant4 ,s x does1 %e said4 ,m>ion1 ,i h a nice plan1 b ,i %all n tell y a bit ab\t x to-night4 ,good-bye4 ,oh1 ! de> bless$ little goosie6 ,m>ion said1 laugh+ immod]ately z ! door clos$ aft] ,flossy4 ,n[1 ,i "k z well z if %e told me1 t %e is go+ to beguile ,mr4 ,rob]ts into (f]+ me a situation 9 _! dove cote1 :5 !y set x up4 ,bless$ little d>l+6 & "h1 ! laugh *ang$ into a bright te>4 ,i "k j :at a sweet & happy home %e w\ld make = me4 ,if ,i _h only t to look =w>d to1 if x _h j op5$ z my escape f ?is bo>d+ h\se1 h[ v ?ankful ,i %\ld be6 ,h[ glad ! de> *ild w be to "k t my home is z ne>ly 9 view z h] own4 ,z = ,flossy1 %e w5t d[n ! walk1 say+3 ,:at a dismal room t is8 ,x is too bad = our bright ,m>ion to h to live 9 x1 ,i "k my plan w "w4 ,h[ nice ( h] to h put x 9 my head6 my head mu/ be = ! purpose ( c>ry+ out nice ?+s t somebody else proposes4 ,oh de>6 !re are s _m desolate homes "h1 on e>?6 ,a cl\d ov] ! bright face = a m9ute1 !n x cle>$ z %e said1 s(tly3 ,9 my ,fa!r's h\se are _m mansions2 ,i g to prep>e a place = y4 ,aft] all1 t 0 ! place = brightness4 ,?is 0 only a way /ation2 nev] m9d ! discom=ts1 s t _m 7 help$ to ! 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