---------------------------------------- ----------------- ,transcriber's ,note3 ,obvious typographical errors have been corrected in this text4 ,for a complete list1 please see the end of this document4 ---------------------------------------- ----------------- ,,the ,,form ,,of ,,perfect ,,living ,,and ,,other ,,prose ,,treatises4 by ,,richard ,,rolle1 ,,of ,,hampole1 ,a4,d4 #acjj-acdi4 ,rendered into ,modern ,english by ,geraldine ,e4 ,hodgson1 ,d4,litt41 ,lecturer in ,education in the ,university of ,bristol4 ,london3 ,thomas ,baker1 #gb1 ,newman ,street1 ,w4 #aiaj4 ,printed ,by ,w4 ,c4 ,hemmons1 ,st4 ,stephen ,street1 ,bristol4 ,love is a life1 joining together the loving and the loved4 ,truth may be without love1 but it cannot help without it4 ,,richard ,,rolle 7,the ,form of ,perfect ,living1 ch4 x474 ,preface4 ,this book is not intended for those who are acquainted with ,anglo-,saxon and ,middle ,english2 but for those who care for the thought1 specially the religious and devotional thought1 of our forefathers4 ,my one aim has been to make a portion of that thought accurately intelligible to modern readers1 with the greatest possible saving of trouble to them4 ,when ,i could use the old word or phrase1 with certainty of its being understood1 ,i have done so4 ,when ,i could not1 ,i have replaced it with the best modern equivalent ,i could find or invent4 ,in extenuation of the occasional use of ,rolle's expression1 by their lone1 ,i may urge its expressiveness1 the absence of an equivalent1 and the fact that it may still be heard in remote places4 ,where possible1 ,i have retained the archaic order of the original ,text4 ,such irregular constructions1 as e4g41 the use of a singular pronoun in the first half of a sentence1 and of a plural in the second half1 ,i have left unaltered2 for the meaning was perfectly clear4 ,in short1 ,i have endeavoured to make ,richard ,rolle as he was as significant as possible to ,english men and women of to-day as they are1 when they are not professed students of ,english language4 ,in such an undertaking1 it is obvious that ,i must have presented endless vulnerable places to the learned4 ,i can only repeat that the book was never meant for them1 but for those who will perhaps forgive me if ,i describe them as specialists in religious thought rather than in ,english ,language4 ,the rendering is made from the texts printed by ,professor ,horstman in his ,library of ,early ,english ,writers3 ,richard ,rolle of ,hampole an ,english ,father of the ,church4 ,,geraldine ,e4 ,,hodgson4 ,the ,university1 ,bristol1 ,s4 ,mary ,magdalene1 #aiaj4 ,contents4 ,,page4 ,preface vii4 ,introduction xi4 ,the ,form of ,perfect ,living #a ,our ,daily ,work 7a ,mirror of ,discipline74 7,from the ,arundel ,,ms47 #hc ,on ,grace4 7,from the ,arundel ,,ms47 #afi ,an ,epistle on ,charity #ahe ,contrition #aij ,scraps from the ,arundel ,,ms4 #aib ,introduction4 ,richard ,rolle of ,hampole is the earliest in time of our famous ,english ,mystics4 ,born in or about #acjj1 he died in #acdi1 seven years after ,mother ,julian of ,norwich was born4 ,walter ,hilton died in #acib4 ,an exhaustive account of ,rolle's life is given in ,vol4 ii4 of ,professor ,horstman's ,edition of his works1 a book unfortunately out of print4 ,the main facts are recorded in a brief ,life appended to ,fr4 ,r4 ,hugh ,benson's ,a ,book of the ,love of ,,jesus4 ,therefore1 it will suffice to say here that ,richard ,rolle seems to have been born at ,thornton1 near ,pickering1 in ,yorkshire1 in or about #acjj2 that1 finding the atmosphere of ,oxford ,university uncongenial1 he left it1 and for some four years was supported1 as a hermit1 by the ,dalton ,family4 ,by the end of that time1 through prayer1 contemplation and self-denial1 he had attained the three stages of mystical life which he describes as calor1 dulcor1 canor2 7heat1 sweetness1 melody47 ,the next period of his life was less easy4 ,having left the protection of the ,daltons1 and being without those means of subsistence which are within the reach of priest or monk1 this hermit depended for his daily bread on other men's kindness4 ,not that he was a useless person3 apart from the utility of a life of ,prayer1 he could point to counsel and exhortation given2 to the existence of converts consequent upon his ministrations4 ,to add to his difficulties1 he preached a doctrine of high pure selflessness with which1 the average man1 in all times1 seems to have no abundant sympathy3 and to crown all he was endowed by nature with a sensitive temper4 ,his remarkable gifts forced him into public notice2 his cast of thought and his temperament were not calculated to win him ease or popularity4 ,professor ,horstman is peculiarly severe to those among his enemies and detractors who called themselves followers and disciples of ,christ4 ,the insertion here of this painful passage would introduce a jarring note2 moreover1 the raked embers of past controversy seldom tend to the spiritual improvement of the present4 ,an interesting judgment by ,professor ,horstman on ,rolle's place in mysticism is too long for quotation2 but the following sentence may be taken as the pith of it3--,his position as a mystic was mainly the result of the development of scholasticism4 ,the exuberant luxuriant growth of the brain in the system of ,scotus called forth the reaction of the heart1 and this reaction is embodied in ,richard ,rolle1 who as exclusively represents the side of feeling as ,scotus that of reason and logical consequence2 either lacking the corrective of the other element4 ,it is consoling to know that ,rolle's last years were passed in peace1 in a cell1 near a monastery of ,cistercian nuns at ,hampole1 where the nuns supported him1 while he acted as their spiritual adviser4 ,in the book mentioned above1 ,fr4 ,hugh ,benson has translated some of ,richard ,rolle's ,poems1 and certain devotional ,meditations4 ,in this ,volume1 four of his ,prose ,treatises have been selected from the rest of his works1 in the belief that they may supplement those parts of ,rolle's writings with which1 those who are interested in these phases of thought1 are already familiar4 ,the first1 ,the ,form of ,perfect ,living1 is a ,rule of ,life which he wrote for a nun of ,anderby1 ,margaret ,kirkby1 of whom ,professor ,horstman writes3 ,she seems to have been his good angel1 and perhaps helped to smooth down his ruffled spirits4 ,this friendship was lasting--it lasted to their lives' ends4 ,this treatise was written of course to meet the requirements of the religious life4 ,it has seemed expedient1 because supplementary1 then1 to put next to it his work on ,our ,daily ,life1 which was meant for those who are in the world2 and which may give pause to some who might otherwise criticise the first hastily1 perhaps condemning it as unpractical1 or even objectionable in a world where1 after all1 men must eat and drink and live1 and where some1 therefore must provide the necessary means4 ,most intensely practical is this second treatise1 and perhaps nowhere more so than when it meets the needs of those who are inclined to split straws over the definition of the word good4 ,what is a good action8--such people love to inquire1 and like jesting ,pilate1 sometimes do not stay for an answer4 ,richard ,rolle has no manner of doubt about his reply4 ,an action must be good in itself1 i4e41 so he would tell us1 pleasing to ,god in its own nature4 ,but the matter by no means ends there for him4 ,this good action must be performed1--and it is this which is1 now palpably1 now subtly1 hard--entirely for the sake of goodness1 without the slightest taint of self-seeking1 of vanity1 of secret satisfaction that we are not as other men are1 not even as this ,pharisee or this ,publican4 ,such a motive1 inspiring each person's whole work1 would surely go far to remove what is known as the ,social ,problem4 ,it would make many a house the dwelling of peace1 many a business-place an abode of honour4 ,if we could get back to ,richard ,rolle's simplicity and to his unmovable faith1 then1 his goal1 even the acquisition of perfect love1 might seem to all of us less distressingly remote4 ,the present rendering has been taken from the longer and more elaborate of the two ,,mss4 containing the ,treatise4 ,the shorter form of his work ,on ,grace and the ,epistle have been added in the hope that they may meet the need of all1 contemplative or active as they may chance to be4 ,there is1 among his voluminous writings1 a curious and interesting ,revelation concerning ,purgatory1 purporting to be a woman's dream about one1 ,margaret1 a soul in ,purgatory4 ,amidst much natural horror1 not however exceeding that described by ,dante1 there are many quaint side-lights thrown upon our forefathers' ways of thought2 as e4g41 when ,margaret's soul is weighed in one scale1 against the fiend1 and a great long worm with him1 in the other2 the worm of conscience1 in fact4 ,but the work has not been included in this volume1 lest it should prove wholly unprofitable to a generation which if it be not readily disturbed by sin1 is easily and quickly shocked by crude suggestions concerning its possible consequences and reward4 ,they will find enough1 perhaps1 in the treatise on ,daily ,work4 ,if any one should think that there1 and in one portion of the treatise on ,grace1 ,rolle has dwelt harshly on considerations of fear1 rather than on those of love1 he must not make the mistake of concluding that these admonitions represent the whole of ,catholic teaching on the point4 ,men's temperaments differ1 and teachers1 meeting these various tempers1 differ in their modes of helping them4 ,side by side with ,richard ,rolle may be put the words of ,s4 ,francis ,xavier1 in what is perhaps the most beautiful of ,christian hymns3-- ,my ,,god1 ,i love ,thee2 not because ,i hope for heaven thereby1 ,nor yet because who love ,thee not ,are lost eternally4 4 4 4 4 4 4 ,not for the hope of gaining aught1 ,not seeking a reward2 ,but as ,thyself hast loved me1 ,o ever-loving ,lord6 ,moreover1 no reader of the ,epistle on ,charity can entertain any doubt as to whether our ,english ,mystic understood the mystery of limitless love4 ,it is no doubt1 easy to complain1 as we read certain passages1 that ,richard ,rolle's recommendations are neither new nor original3 but if instead of dismissing them as familiar1 we tried to put them into practice1 we should perhaps have less leisure for idle criticism of others1 and ourselves be less evil and tiresome people4 ,on the other hand1 the accusation may be brought that he proposes an impossibly high aim4 ,no doubt1 in such a pitch of devotion as is suggested1 e4g41 in ch4 viii4 of ,the ,form of ,perfect ,living1 some may think they find extravagance3 but no doubt it was this same spirit which inspired ,,ss4 ,peter and ,paul1 and the other ,apostles2 which built up the ,early ,church2 which made ,saints1 ,martyrs and ,confessors2 which suggested such apparently forlorn hopes as that of ,s4 ,augustine of ,canterbury1 when1 to bring them the ,gospel of ,,jesus ,christ1 he bearded the rough ,men of ,kent1 and 7according to ,robert of ,brunne7 reaped1 as his immediate reward1 a string of fishtails hung on his habit1 though later1 the conversion of these sturdy pagans4 ,it was doubtless1 too1 the spirit which inspired the best men and women in the ,english ,church1 before they began to confuse the spheres of ,faith and ,reason1 and to disregard ,s4 ,hilary's warning about the difficulty of expressing in human language that which is truly incomprehensible1--incomprehensible in the old sense1 as in the ,athanasian ,symbol1 ,immensus ,pater1 immensus ,filius1 immensus ,spiritus sanctus2 till1 indeed1 men forgot1 for all practical purposes that infinity transcends the grasp of finite minds 7in fact1 as well as in placidly accepted and then immediately neglected theory72 and can be apprehended only1 and that imperfectly1 by the best aspirations of a heart1 set of fixed purpose on that high goal4 ,to the modern ,englishman1 immersed in business anxieties1 imperial interests and domestic cares1 the invitation repeated so often by ,richard ,rolle1 to love ,,god supremely1 may seem incalculably unreal and remote1 even though he might hesitate to confess it baldly4 ,but what if the ,englishman who so loved ,,god1 were also the greater ,englishman8 ,and what answer does history return to that plain question8 ,richard ,rolle1 ,professor ,horstman does not hesitate to write was one of the most remarkable men of his time1 yea1 of history4 ,it is a strange and not very creditable fact that one of the greatest of ,englishmen has hitherto been doomed to oblivion4 ,in other cases1 the human beast first crucifies1 and then glorifies or deifies the nobler minds1 who swayed by the ,spirit1 do not live as others live1 in quest of higher ideals by which to benefit the race2 he1 one of the noblest champions of humanity1 a hero1 a saint1 a martyr in this cause has never had his resurrection yet--a forgotten brave4 ,and yet1 he has rendered greater service to his country1 and to the world at large1 than all the great names of his time4 ,he rediscovered ,love1 the principle of ,christ4 ,he reinstalled feeling1 the spring of life which had been obliterated in the reign of scholasticism4 ,he re-opened the inner eye of man1 teaching contemplation in solitude1 an unworldly life in abnegation1 in chastity1 in charity4444 ,he broke the hard crust that had gathered round the heart of ,christianity1 by formalism and exteriority1 and restored the free flow of spiritual life4 ,this passage1 to those who feel that there has been no age since the ,birth of ,christ when the great principles of religious life have been wholly lost1 and who remember that ,richard ,rolle lived in the age of ,dante1 may seem overstated4 ,but it shews sufficiently at least1 and for that reason is quoted here1 what a great ,englishman he was1 and what a debt his unaware countrymen owe him2 a debt which they could pay in the way most grateful to him1 by listening to his words4 ,it may be remarked1 by the way1 that ,rolle is not inclined to substitute individualism for the authority of the ,church2 a change which has been brought against some mystics4 ,there is immense emphasis laid1 all through his writings1 on the importance of conduct4 ,the penetrating analysis1 in ch4 vi1 of ,the ,form of ,perfect ,living1 of the possible sins humanity can commit on its journey through the wilderness of this world1 hardly leaves a corner of the heart unlighted2 lets not one possible shift1 twist or excuse of the human conscience go free4 ,but it all has the ,church as its immediate background2 the ,mystical ,body1 not the individual soul in isolation1 is everywhere taken for granted4 ,man lives not to himself nor dies to himself1 even though he be ,richard ,rolle the hermit1 or ,margaret ,kirkby the recluse1 that is the plain teaching of these plain-speaking pages4 ,and all through them too is a tough common sense1 and an unusually alert power of observation2 and there is perhaps an element of that business capacity1 which some of the ,saints and ,mystics have shewn1 in his inclusion among sins of deed of beginning a thing that is above our might2 for in that there is not only pride1 but a kind of stupid incapacity surely4 ,it is quite possible that ,rolle's tendency to repetition may tire any one who reads him straight on1 as the phrase is4 ,but it is doubtful whether that be the best means of approach4 ,if he be read in bits1 he will prove far more effective3 and his ability to hit the right nail on the head1 and to hit it wonderfully hard1 may occasionally bring his words home to our immediate circumstances with an appositeness that may be more than a coincidence4 ,in the past1 the learned and ignorant alike have been guilty of the operation which may be described as cutting man up into parts3 i4e41 they have been inclined to treat him now as if he were all intellect1 then as if he were all feeling2 while to the will a kind of intermediate part has generally been allotted1 as if it were the handmaid instead of the master of the other two4 ,and there is still1 in some quarters1 a tendency to relegate the will and the feelings to an inferior plane1 if indeed they be allowed any place at all4 ,in other quarters1 the onslaught is made on intellect4 ,men are bidden to be humble1 to become as little children2 as if there were any humility in thinking incorrectly or not at all2 as if the odd1 though suppressed1 assumption that children have no intellects had any ground in fact4 ,it is surely a true apostrophe-- ,,god6 ,thou art mind6 ,unto the master-mind1 ,mind should be precious4 ,the ,angelic ,doctor himself paid a tribute to the importance and special difficulties of intellect1 and also to the necessity of uniting it with will3--the martyrs had greater merit in faith1 not receding from the faith for persecutions2 and likewise men of learning have greater merit of faith1 not#a receding from the faith for the reasons of philosophers or heretics alleged against it4 ,richard ,rolle1 following on the same lines as ,s4 ,thomas ,aquinas1 has nothing of this spirit of division3 the whole being is what he would fain see offered to ,,god1 whether it be so by ,margaret ,kirkby1 or by those who are in the world1 for whom ,our ,daily ,work was written4 ,in the image of ,,god was man made1 and therefore ,,god suffices for all the needs of man's nature3 that1 at least seems to be the underlying idea when ,rolle writes3--,,god is light and burning4 ,light clarifies our reason1 burning kindles our will4 ,may we not say here too8--,what ,,god has joined together1 that let not man put asunder4 ,above all things1 ,rolle aims at a perfect balance1 culminating in a harmony ruled by one power1 and that the greatest in the world1 ,love4 ,real love1 he asks2 not the degraded things to which men give that great name1 as to every passing gust of feeling1 to every unworthy untamed emotion3 but the divine quality1 when to the lastingness1 which he requires1 is also joined that which is the inner essence of ,love1 viz41 sacrifice4 ,love is a life1 he writes1 joining together the loving and the loved4 ,and then he remembers the other great gift to men1 intellectual sincerity1 which has inspired all who follow ,truth along her star-paved way2 and he gives to that its place and due3 ,truth may be without love3 but it cannot help without it4 ,even then1 the whole tale is not complete2 the way of the ,saints is not ,primrosed and hung with shade4 ,love1 with ,rolle1 is no easy sentimentality3 it involves definite sacrifice in more directions than one2 it demands thought1 perseverance1 supernatural strength1 natural strenuousness2 it is not a selfish enjoyment of a circumambient atmosphere wrapping humanity1 without responsibility or effort of its own3 ,love is a ,life4 ,love1 he writes1 is a perfection of learning2 virtue of prophecy2 fruit of truth2 help of sacraments2 establishing of wit and knowledge2 riches of pure men3 life of dying men4 ,so1 how good love is4 ,if we suffer to be slain2 if we give all that we have 7down7 to a beggar's staff3 if we know as much as men may know on earth1 all this is naught but ordained sorrow and torment4 ,then1 with that sound sense1 which is not the least element in the sum of his attractiveness1 he utters a subtle warning against that all too common sin1 judging one another3 ,if thou wilt ask how good is he or she1 ask how much he or she loves3 and that no man can tell4 ,for ,i hold it folly to judge a man's heart1 that none knows save ,,god4 ,after this it cannot be necessary to say that ,rolle is a true mystic4 ,many1 so he tells us in this same chapter x41 ,many speak and do good1 and love not ,,god4 ,but that will not suffice his exacting demands4 ,a man is not good until his interior disposition be all filled and taken up with pure love of ,,god4 ,and as he analyses the ,christian ,character1 there is a pleasant blunt directness about this holy man3--he that says he loves ,,god and will not do what is in him to shew love1 tell him that he lies4 ,it is possible that the alarming list of sins of the heart1 in chapter vi41 may give the heedless and even the heedful matter for grave thought1 as each one finds himself ejaculating with spontaneous fear--,who can tell how oft he offendeth8 ,cleanse thou me from my secret faults4 ,surely no one need fear that the outcome of a study of ,richard ,rolle will be effeminacy4 ,not that that indeed is the special temptation of the ,english3 a chill commonplace acquiescence in a convenient1 if baseless1 hope that somehow things will come all right1 is far more likely to lead them astray than any burning yearning to ,,god with a wonderful delight and certainty4 ,is not ,george ,herbert's cry apposite still8 ,o ,england1 full of sin1 but most of sloth6 ,nor can any one argue fairly that this absorption of the mystic is just selfish idleness4 ,it is1 so it seems1 as we read ,rolle's injunctions1 of the nature of hard exacting toil4 ,no doubt1 there must be those who do the material work of the world2 who gain1 among other things1 those goods which go to support the ,mystics4 ,but there will be no lack of such workers1 through the inroads of religion2 the broad ways of daily life are in no danger of contracting suddenly in to the path to the strait gate4 ,moreover1 natural life itself is a poor thing unsupported by an unseen stream of spiritual refection4 ,here1 as elsewhere in the ordered economy of things1 two forms of life are found to be complementary4 ,it is true1 as ,dr4 ,bigg once wrote3--,if ,society is to be permeated by religion1 there must be reservoirs of religion like those great storage places up among the hills which feed the pipes by which water is carried to every home in the city4 ,we shall need a special class of students of ,,god1 men and women whose primary and absorbing interest it is to work out the spiritual life in all its purity and integrity4#b ,it is indeed the idlest of criticism that condemns such people as slothful or selfish4 ,there is one charm in our own ,mystics which we may miss in ,s4 ,john of the ,cross or ,s4 ,teresa for example2 viz41 that with all their zeal1 there is also an amazing reality and simplicity down at the bottom of it1 which may seem to us not present in the rhapsodies of more southern lovers2 though in all probability such seeming is purely racial4 ,nevertheless1 we may be thankful if we find the antidote to our national prosaic ways in the sane zeal of others of our nation4 ,lastly1 as men read1 they may be overcome perhaps by despair4 ,this pure untainted selflessness of which ,richard ,rolle writes almost glibly1 how can it be possible here and now8 ,how can men and women1 fixed in and condemned to the dusty ways of common life1 unable as they are to leave the world even if they would1 how can they so much as dream of such unattainable heights8 ,is there no help for them in the often quoted lines of a later ,english ,mystic8-- ,who aimeth at the sky ,shoots higher much than he who means a tree4 ,for plain men and women1 the key to the problem may lie in the question put by ,robert ,browning into the mouth of ,innocent ,,xii43-- ,is this our ultimate stage1 or starting place ,to try man's foot1 if it will creep or climb1 ',mid obstacles in seeming1 points that prove ,advantage for who vaults from low to high1 ,and makes the stumbling-block a stepping-stone8 ,even though the goal be not reached1 to have willed deliberately here the first step may prove to have been not wholly unavailing4 ,,footnotes3 #a ,quoted by ,fr4 ,joseph ,rickaby1 ,s4,j41 in ,scholasticism1 p4 #aba4 #b ,wayside ,sketches1 p4 #ace4 ,the ,form of ,perfect ,living4 ,the ,form of ,perfect ,living by ,richard ,rolle4 ,,chapter ,i4 ,in every sinful man and woman that is bound in deadly sin1 are three wretchednesses1 the which bring them to the death of hell4 ,the first is3 ,default of ghostly strength4 ,that they are so weak within their heart1 that they can neither stand against the temptations of the fiend1 nor can they lift their will to yearn for the love of ,,god and follow thereto4 ,the second is3 ,use of fleshly desires3--for they have no will nor might to stand1 they fall into lusts and likings of this world2 and because they think them sweet1 they dwell in them still1 many till their lives' end1 and so they come to the third wretchedness4 ,the third is1 ,exchanging a lasting good for a passing delight3 as who say they give endless joy for a little joy of this life4 ,if they will turn them and rise to penance1 ,,god will ordain their dwelling with angels and with holy men4 ,but because they choose the vile sin of this world1 and have more delight in the filth of their flesh than in the fairness of heaven1 they lose both the world and heaven4 ,for he that hath not ,,jesus ,christ loses all that he hath1 and all that he is1 and all that he might get4 ,for he is not worthy of life1 nor to be fed with swine's-meat4 ,all creatures shall be stirred in ,his vengeance in the day of ,doom4 ,these wretchednesses that ,i have told you of are not only in worldly men and women1 who use gluttony1 lust1 and other open sins3 but they are also in others who seem in penance and godly life4 ,for the devil that is enemy to all mankind1 when he sees a man or a woman among a thousand1 turn wholly to ,,god1 and forsake all the vanities and riches that men who love this world covet1 and seek lasting joy1 a thousand wiles he has in what manner he may destroy them4 ,and when he can not bring them into such sins which might make all men wonder at them who knew them1 he beguiles many so privily that they cannot oftentimes feel the trap that has taken them4 ,some he takes with error that he puts them in4 ,some with singular wit1 when he makes them suppose that the thing that they say or do is best2 and therefore they will have no counsel of another who is better and abler than they2 and this is a foul stinking pride2 for such man would set his wit before all other4 ,some1 the devil deceives through ,vain-glory1 that is idle joy2 when any have pride and delight in themselves1 of the penance that they suffer1 of good deeds that they do1 of any virtue that they have2 are glad when men praise them1 sorry when men blame them1 have envy of them who are spoken better of than they4 ,they consider themselves so glorious1 and so far surpassing the life that other men lead1 that they think that none should reprehend them in anything that they do or say2 and despise sinful men1 and others who will not do as they bid them4 ,how mayst thou find a sinfuller wretch than such a one8 ,and so much the worse is he because he knows not that he is evil1 and is considered and honoured of men as wise and holy4 ,some are deceived by over-great lust and liking in meat and drink1 when they pass measure and come into excess1 and have delight therein2 and they know not that they sin1 and therefore they amend them not1 and so they destroy virtues of soul4 ,some are destroyed with over-great abstinence of meat and drink and sleep4 ,that is often temptation of the devil1 for to make them fall in the midst of their work1 so that they bring it to no ending as they should have done1 had they known reason and had discretion2 and so they lose their merit for their frowardness4 ,this snare our enemy lays to take us with when we begin to hate wickedness1 and turn us to ,,god4 ,then many begin a thing that they can never more bring to an end3 then they suppose that they can do whatsoever their heart is set on4 ,but oftentimes they fall or ever they come midway2 and that thing which they supposed was for them is hindering to them4 ,for we have a long way to heaven1 and as many good deeds as we do1 as many prayers as we make1 and as many good thoughts as we think in truth and hope and charity1 so many paces go we heavenwards4 ,then1 if we make us so weak and so feeble that we can neither work nor pray as we should do1 nor think1 are we not greatly to blame that fail when we had most need to be stalwart8 ,and well ,i wot that it is not ,,god',s will that we so do4 ,for the prophet says3 ,lord1 ,i shall keep my strength to ,thee1 so that he might sustain ,,god',s service till his death-day1 and not in a little and a short time waste it1 and then lie wailing and groaning by the wall4 ,and it is much more peril than men suppose4 ,for ,s4 ,jerome says that he makes an offering of robbery who outrageously torments his body by over-little meat or sleep4 ,and ,s4 ,bernard says3 ,fasting and waking hinder not spiritual goods1 but help1 if they be done with discretion2 without that1 they are vices4 ,wherefore1 it is not good to torture ourselves so much1 and afterwards to have displeasure at our deed4 ,there have been many1 and are who suppose it is naught all that they do unless they be in so great abstinence and fasting that all men speak of them who know them4 ,but oftentimes it befalls that the more outward joy or wondering they have 7on account7 of the praising of men1 the less joy they have within of the love of ,,god4 ,by my judgment1 they should please ,,jesus ,christ much more if they accepted for ,his sake--in thanking and praising ,him1 to sustain their body in ,his service and to withhold themselves from great speech of men--whatsoever ,,god sent them in time and place1 and gave themselves since entirely to the love and the praising of that ,lord ,,jesus ,christ3 ,who will stalwartly be loved1 and lastingly be served1 so that their holiness were more seen in ,,god',s eye than in man's4 ,for all the better thou art1 and the less speech thou hast of men1 the more is thy joy before ,,god4 ,ah6 how great it is to be worthy of love1 and to be not loved4 ,and what wretchedness it is1 to have the name and the habit of holiness1 and be not so2 but to cover pride1 ire or envy under the clothes of ,christ's childhood4 ,a foul thing it is to have liking and delight in the words of men who can no more deem what we are in our soul than they wot what we think4 ,for ofttimes they say that he or she is in the higher degree that is in the lower2 and whom they say is in the lower1 is in the higher4 ,therefore ,i hold it to be but madness to be gladder or sorrier whether they say good or ill4 ,if we be trying to hide us from speech and praise of this world1 ,,god will shew to us ,his praise1 and our joy4 ,for that is ,his joy when we are strength-full to stand against the privy and open temptation of the devil1 and to seek nothing but the honour and praise of ,him1 and that we might entirely praise ,him4 ,and that ought to be our desire1 our prayer and our intent1 night and day1 that the fire of ,his love kindle our hearts1 and the sweetness of ,his grace be our comfort and our solace in weal and woe4 ,thou hast now heard a part how the fiend deceives1 with his subtle craft1 unknowing men and women4 ,and if thou wilt do by good counsel and follow holy teaching1 as ,i hope that thou wilt1 thou shall destroy his traps1 and burn in love's fire all the bands that he would bind thee with2 and all his malice shall turn thee to joy1 and him to more sorrow4 ,,god suffers him to tempt good men for their profit1 that they may be the higher crowned1 when they1 through ,his help1 have overcome so cruel an enemy1 that oftentimes1 both in body and soul1 confounds many men4 ,in three manners1 the devil has power to be in a man4 ,in one manner1 hurting the good they have by nature1 as in dumb men1 and in others1 staining their thoughts4 ,in another manner1 snatching away the good that they have of grace3 and so he is in sinful men whom he has deceived through delight of the world and of their flesh1 and leads them with him to hell4 ,in the third manner1 he torments a man's body1 as we read that he has done 7to7 ,job4 ,but wit thee well1 if he beguile thee not within1 thou needst not dread what he may do to thee without1 for he may do no more than ,,god gives him leave to do4 ,,chapter ,,ii4 ,because thou hast forsaken the solace and the joy of this world1 and taken thee to solitary life1 for ,,god',s sake to suffer tribulation and anguish here1 and afterwards to come to that bliss which never more ceases1 ,i trow truly that the comfort of ,,jesus ,christ1 and the sweetness of ,his love1 with the fire of the ,holy ,ghost1 that purges all sin1 shall be in thee1 and with thee1 leading thee and teaching thee how thou shalt think1 how thou shalt pray1 what thou shalt work1 so that in a few years thou shalt have more delight to be by thy lone1 and to speak to thy ,love and thy ,spouse ,,jesus ,christ1 ,who is high in heaven1 than if thou wert lady here of a thousand worlds4 ,men suppose that we are in torture and in penance great2 but we have more joy and more very delight in a day than they have in the world all their life4 ,they see our body3 but they see not our heart where our solace is4 ,if they saw that1 many of them would forsake all that they have1 for to follow us4 ,therefore1 be comforted and stalwart1 and dread no annoy or anguish3 but fasten all thine intent in ,,jesus1 that thy life be good and convenient2 and look that there be nothing in thee that should be displeasing to ,him that thou dost not soon amend it4 ,the state which thou art in1 which is solitude1 is most able of all other to revelation of the ,holy ,ghost4 ,for when ,s4 ,john was in the ,isle of ,patmos1 then ,,god shewed him ,his secrets4 ,the goodness of ,,god it is that ,he comforts them wonderfully that have no comfort of the world1 if they give their heart entirely to ,him1 and covet not nor seek but ,him3 then ,he gives ,himself to them in sweetness and delight1 in burning of love1 and in joy and melody and dwells aye with them1 in their soul1 so that the comfort of ,him departs never from them4 ,and if they any time begin to err1 through ignorance or frailty2 soon ,he shews them the right way2 and all that they have need of1 ,he teaches them4 ,no man to such revelation and grace on the first day may come2 but through long travel and carefulness to love ,,jesus ,christ1 as thou shall here-afterward4 ,nevertheless1 then he suffers them to be tempted in sore manners1 both waking and sleeping4 ,for aye the more temptations and the grievouser they stand against and overcome1 the more they shall joy in ,his love when they are passed4 ,waking1 they are sometimes tempted with foul thoughts1 vile lusts1 wicked delights1 with pride1 ire1 envy1 despair1 presumption and other many4 ,but their remedy shall be3 ,prayer3 ,weeping3 ,fasting3 ,waking4 ,these things1 if they be done with discretion1 they put away sin and filth from the soul1 and make it clean to receive the love of ,,jesus ,christ1 ,who may not be loved1 but in cleanness4 ,also1 sometimes the fiend tempts men and women1 who are solitary1 by their love in a quaint manner and a subtle3 he transfigures himself in the likeness of an angel of light1 and appears to them1 and says he is one of ,,god',s angels come to comfort them1 and so he deceives fools4 ,but they that are wise and will not quickly trust to all spirits1 but ask counsel of knowing men1 he can not beguile them4 ,also1 ,i find written of a recluse1 that was a good woman1 to whom the ill-angel oft-times appeared in the form of a good angel1 and said that he was come to bring her to heaven4 ,wherefore1 she was right glad and joyful4 ,but nevertheless1 she told it to her ,shrift-father1 and he1 as a wise man and wary1 gave her this counsel4 ,when he comes1 he said1 bid him that he shew thee our ,lady1 ,s4 ,mary4 ,when he has done so1 say ,ave ,maria4 ,she did so4 ,the fiend said3 ,thou hast no need to see her2 my presence suffices to thee4 ,and she said by all means she would see her4 ,he saw that it behoved him either to do her will1 or she would despise him3 so quickly1 he brought forth the fairest woman that might be as to her sight1 and shewed to her4 ,and she set her on her knees and said1 ,ave ,maria4 ,and so quickly all vanished away1 and for shame never after came he to her4 ,this ,i say not1 because ,i hope he shall have leave to tempt thee in this manner1 but because ,i will that thou beware1 if any such temptation befall thee sleeping or waking1 that thou trust not over quickly till thou knowest the truth4 ,more privily he transfigures himself into an angel of light--that commonly all men are tempted with--when he hides ill under the likeness of good4 ,and that is in two manners4 ,one is1 when he eggs us on to over-great ease and rest of body1 and softness to our flesh1 for need to sustain our nature4 ,for such thoughts he puts in us3 that unless we eat well1 and drink well1 and sleep well1 and lie soft and sit warm1 we can not serve ,,god1 nor last in the labour that we have begun4 ,but he thinks to bring us to over-great pleasure4 ,another is1 when under the likeness of ghostly good1 he entices us to sharp and over-great penance1 for to destroy ourselves2 and says thus3 ,thou wot'st well that he who suffers most penance for ,,god',s love1 he shall have most meed4 ,therefore eat little1 and feeble meat2 and drink less1 the thinnest drink is good enough to thee4 ,reck not of sleep3 wear the hair-shirt and the habergeon4 ,all thing that is affliction for thy flesh1 do it2 so that there may be none that can pass thee in penance4 ,he that speaks thee thus1 is about to slay thee with over-great abstinence2 as he that said the other to slay thee with over-little4 ,therefore1 if we will be rightly disposed1 it behoves us to set ourselves in a good mean1 and that we may destroy our vices and hold our flesh under1 and nevertheless that it should be stalwart in the service of ,,jesus ,christ4 ,also1 our enemy will not suffer us to be in rest when we sleep1 but then he is about to beguile us in many manners4 ,sometimes1 with ugly images1 for to make us afraid and to make us hateful of our state3 sometimes with fair images1 fair sights and that seem comfortable2 for to make us glad in vain1 and make us think we are better than we are4 ,sometimes1 tells us we are holy and good1 for to bring us into pride2 sometimes says we are wicked and sinful for to make us fall into despair4 ,but ,he ,who is ,ordainer of all things1 suffers not that our sleep be without reward to us1 if we dress our life to ,his ,will4 ,and wit thou well1 thou sinnest not sleeping1 if waking thou beest evermore without excess of meat and drink1 and without ill-thoughts4 ,but many a one the devil has deceived1 through dreams1 when he has made them set their heart on them4 ,for he has shewn them some truth1 but afterwards beguiled them with one that was false4 ,therefore says the wise man that many cares follow dreams2 and they fell that hoped in them4 ,wherefore that thou beest not beguiled with them1 ,i will that thou wit that there are six manners of dreams4 ,two are1 that no man1 holy or other1 may escape3 they are1 if their stomach be over-empty or over-full2 then many vanities1 in sore manners1 befall them sleeping4 ,the third is of illusions of our enemy4 ,the fourth is1 of thought before and of illusions following4 ,and the fifth through the revelation of the ,holy ,ghost1 that is done in many a manner4 ,the sixth is1 of thoughts before that are due to ,christ or ,holy ,church1 revelation coming after4 ,in thus many manners1 the image of dreams touches men when they sleep4 ,but so much the less shall we give faith to any dream1 because we can not wit which is truth1 which is false2 which is of our enemy1 which is of the ,holy ,ghost4 ,for where many dreams are1 there are many vanities4 ,and many they may make to err1 for they set up unwise men1 and so deceive them4 ,,chapter ,,iii4 ,i know that thy life is given to the service of ,,god4 ,then is it shame to thee1 unless thou beest as good1 or better1 within thy soul1 as thou art seeming in the sight of men4 ,turn therefore thy thoughts perfectly to ,,god1 as it seems that thou hast done thy body4 ,for ,i will not that thou shouldest ween that all are holy that have the habit of holiness1 and are not occupied with the world4 ,nor that all are ill who discourse of earthly business4 ,but they only are holy1 what state or degree they be in1 the which despise all earthly things1 that is to say1 love it not2 and burn in the love of ,,jesus ,christ2 and all their desires are set to the joy of heaven1 and hate all sin1 and cease not from good works1 and feel a sweetness in their heart of the love without end3 and nevertheless1 they think themselves vilest of all1 and hold themselves wretchedest1 least and lowest4 ,this is holy men's life2 follow it and be holy4 ,and if thou wilt be in the ,apostles' reward1 think not what thou forsookest1 but what thou despisest4 ,for they who follow ,,jesus ,christ in willing poverty1 and in meekness1 and in charity1 and in patience1 forsake as much as they can covet who follow ,him not4 ,and consider with how great and how good will thou presentest thy vows before ,him3 for on that ,he has set ,his eyes1 and if thou with great desire offerest thy prayers1 with great fervour desirest to see ,him1 and seekest no earthly comfort1 but the savour of ,heaven1 and in contemplation thereof hast thy delight4 ,wonderfully ,,jesus works in ,his lovers1 those whom he reaves from the pleasure of flesh and blood through tender love4 ,he makes them to will no earthly thing1 and makes them rise to the solace of ,him1 and to forget vanities and fleshly loves of the world1 and to dread no sorrow that may fall3 to diminish over-great bodily ease3 to suffer for ,his love1 seems to them joy2 and to be solitary they have great comfort3 so that they be not hindered of that devotion4 ,now mayst thou see that many are worse than they seem1 and many are better than they seem1 and namely among those that have the habit of holiness4 ,therefore force thyself1 in all that thou mayest1 that thou mayest be no worse than thou seemest4 ,and if thou wilt do as ,i teach thee in this short form of living1 ,i hope1 through the grace of ,,god1 that if men hold thee to be good1 thou shalt be well better4 ,,chapter ,,iv4 ,at the beginning then1 bow thee entirely to thy ,lord ,,jesus ,christ4 ,that turning to ,,jesus is naught else but turning from all the covetousness and the liking and the occupations and business of worldly things and of fleshly lust and of vain love3 so that thy thought1 that was ever downward1 burrowing in the earth1 whilst thou wert in the world1 now should be aye upward like fire2 seeking the highest place in heaven1 right to thy ,spouse1 where ,he sits in ,his bliss4 ,to ,him thou art turned1 when ,his grace illumines thine heart2 and forsakes all vices1 and conforms it to virtues and good manners1 and to all manner of compliance and debonairness4 ,and that thou mayst last and grow in the goodness that thou hast begun without slowness1 and sorriness1 and irking of thy life2 four things shalt thou have in thy thought1 till thou beest in perfect love4 ,for when thou art come thereto1 thy joy and desire will aye be burning in ,christ4 ,one is3 the measure of thy life here1 that it is so short that scarcely is it anything4 ,for we live but in a point--that is the least thing that may be4 ,and soothly1 our life is less than a point1 if we liken it to the life that lasts aye4 ,another is3 uncertainty of our ending4 ,for we wot never when we shall die1 nor where we shall die1 nor how we shall die1 nor whither we shall go when we are dead2 and that ,,god wills that this be uncertain to us1 for ,he wills that we be aye ready to die4 ,the third is3 that we shall answer before the righteous ,judge1 for all the time that we have been here1 how we have lived1 what our occupation has been and why1 and what good we might have done when we have been idle4 ,therefore said the prophet3 ,he has called thee times again1 that is every day ,he has lent us here for to spend in good use1 and in penance1 and in ,,god',s service4 ,if we waste it in earthly love and in vanities1 full grievously must we be condemned and punished2 for that is one of the greatest sorrows that may be3 unless we try manfully in the love of ,,god1 and do good to all that we may1 while our short time lasts4 ,and every time that we think not on ,god we may count it as the thing that we have lost4 ,the fourth is3 that we think how great the joy is that they have who last in ,,god',s love to their ending4 ,for they shall be brethren and fellows with angels and holy men1 loving and thanking1 praising and seeing the ,king of ,joy in the beauty and in the shining of ,his majesty4 ,the which sight shall be reward and food1 and all delights that any creature may think1 and more than any can tell1 to all ,his lovers1 without end4 ,it is much easier to come to that bliss than to describe it4 ,also think what pain and what sorrow and tormenting they shall have who love not ,,god above all things that one sees in this world1 but defile their body in the pleasures and lusts of this life1 in pride and greed and other sins2 they shall burn in the fire of hell with the devil whom they served1 as long as ,,god is in heaven with ,his servants1 that is evermore4 ,,chapter ,v4 ,i will that thou beest aye climbing to ,,jesus-ward1 and increasing thy love and thy service to ,him2 not as fools do2 they begin in the highest degree and come down to the lowest4 ,i say not that if thou hast begun unreasonable abstinence that thou hold it2 but for many who were burning at the beginning and able to 7capable of7 the love of ,,jesus ,christ1 through over-great penance they have hindered themselves1 and made themselves so feeble that they cannot love ,,god as they should4 ,in the which love that thou mayest wax aye more and more is my coveting and my admonition4 ,i consider thee never of the less merit if thou beest not in so great abstinence2 but if thou set all thy thought how thou mayest love thy ,spouse ,,jesus ,christ more than thou hast done1 then dare ,i say that thy reward is waxing not waning4 ,,chapter ,,vi4 ,wherefore1 that thou may'st be rightly disposed both for thy soul and thy body1 thou shalt understand four things4 ,the first thing is3 what thing defiles a man4 ,the second thing3 what makes him clean4 ,the third3 what holds him in cleanness4 ,the fourth3 what thing draws him for to ordain his will entirely at ,,god',s will4 ,for the first1 wit thou that we sin in three things that make us foul3 that is with heart and mouth and deed4 ,the sins of the heart are these3 ,ill-thought3 ill delight3 assent to sin3 desire of ill2 wicked will3 ill suspicion3 undevotion3 if thou lettest thine heart any time be idle1 without occupation of the love1 of the praising of ,,god3 ill dread3 ill love3 error3 fleshly affection to thy friends or to other that thou lovest3 joy in any man's ill-faring1 whether they be enemy or none3 contempt of poor or sinful men3 to honour rich men for their riches3 unsuitable joy in any world's vanity3 sorrow of the world3 impatience3 perplexity1 that is doubt what to do and what not1 for every man ought to be secure 7about7 what he shall do and what he shall leave3 obstinacy in ill3 annoyance 7at having7 to do good3 sorrow that he did no more ill1 or that he did not have that pleasure or that will of his flesh which he might have done3 unstableness of thought3 pain at penance3 hypocrisy3 love to please men3 dread to displease them3 shame of good deed3 joy of ill deed3 singular wit3 desire for honour or dignity1 or to be holden better than another1 or richer1 or fairer1 or more to be dreaded3 vain glory of any good of nature1 of happening1 or of grace3 shame of poor friends3 pride of rich or of gentle kin1 for all we alike are free before ,,god',s face1 unless our deeds make any better or worse than another1 in spite of good counsel and of good teaching4 ,the sins of the mouth are these3 to swear oftentimes3 forswearing3 slander of ,christ or of any of ,his ,saints2 to name ,his name without reverence2 gainsaying and strife against truthfulness2 murmuring against ,,god for any anguish or trouble or tribulation that may befall on earth3 to say ,,god',s ,service undevoutly and without reverence3 backbiting2 flattering3 lying3 abusing3 cursing3 defaming3 quarrelling3 threatening3 sowing of discord3 treason3 false-witness3 ill counsel3 scorn3 unbuxomness in speech3 to turn good deeds to ill3 to make them be holden ill who do them3 7we ought to wrap up our neighbours' deeds in the best not the worst72 exciting any man to ire3 reprehending in another what one does one's self3 vain speech3 much speech3 foul speech3 to speak idle words3 or to speak words not needful3 praising3 polishing of words3 defending sin3 shouting with laughter3 making grimaces at any man3 to sing secular songs and to love them3 to praise ill-deeds3 to sing more for the glory of men than of ,,god4 ,the sins of deed are these3 gluttony3 lechery3 drunkenness3 simony3 witch-craft3 breaking of the holy-days3 sacrilege3 to receive ,,god',s ,body in deadly sin3 breaking of vows3 apostacy3 dissipation in ,,god',s service3 to set example of ill deeds3 to hurt any man in his body1 or in his goods1 or in his fame3 theft3 rapine3 usury3 deceit3 selling of righteousness3 to hearken ill3 to give to harlots3 to withhold necessaries from the body1 or to give it to excess3 to begin a thing that is above our might3 custom to sin3 falling often into sin3 feigning of more good than we have3 for to seem holier1 more learned and wiser than we are3 to hold office that we do not suffice to3 or to hold one that cannot be held without sin3 to lead dances3 to bring up new fashions3 to be rebellious against one's ,sovereign3 to insult those who are less3 to sin in sight1 in hearing1 in smelling1 in touching1 in handling1 in swallowing3 in means3 in signs3 in beggings3 writings4 ,to receive the circumstances1 that is to say time1 place1 manner1 number1 person1 dwelling1 knowledge1 age1 that makes thee sin more or less4 ,to desire a sin or to be tempted3 to constrain one to sin4 ,other many sins there are of omission1 that is1 of leaving good undone3 when men leave the good they should do4 ,not thinking about ,,god1 nor dreading1 nor praising ,him1 nor thanking ,him for ,his gifts3 to do not all that one does for love of ,,god3 to sorrow not for one's sins as one should do3 not to dispose one's self to receive grace4 ,and if one have taken grace1 not to use it as one ought2 not to keep it3 to turn not to the inspiration of ,,god3 to conform not one's will to ,,god',s will3 to give not attention to one's prayers1 but mutter on and never reck save that they be said2 to do negligently what one was bound by vow to do1 or by command1 or else enjoined in penance3 to draw out at length what should be done soon3 having no joy at one's neighbour's profit as at one's own2 not sorrowing at his ill-faring3 standing not against temptations3 forgiving not those who have done one harm3 keeping not faith with one's neighbour as one would that he did to one's self3 and yielding not a good deed for another if one can4 ,amending not those sins before one's eyes3 not appeasing strifes3 not teaching them that are unlearned3 not comforting them that are in sorrow1 or in sickness1 or in poverty1 or in penance1 or in prison4 ,these sins1 and many others make men foul4 ,the things that cleanse us of that filth1 are three1 against these three manners of sins4 ,the first is3 sorrow of heart against the sin of thought3 and that it behoves 7thee to7 be so perfect that thou beest in full will never to sin more4 ,and that thou mayest have sorrow for all thy sins4 ,and that all joy and solace1 except of ,,god and in ,,god1 be put out of thine heart4 ,the second is3 shrift of mouth2 against the sin of mouth4 ,and that shall be hasty1 without delaying4 ,naked1 without excusing4 ,whole1 without parting4 ,also 7not7 for to tell one sin to one priest and another to another4 ,say all that thou wottest to one1 or else thy shrift is not worth4 ,the ,third is1 ,satisfaction2 that has three parts1 ,fasting1 ,prayer1 and ,alms-,deed4 ,not only to give poor men meat and drink3 but to forgive them that do thee wrong and pray for them3 and inform them who are at the point to perish what they shall do4 ,for the third thing1 thou shalt wit that cleanness behoves to be kept in heart1 in mouth and in work4 ,cleanness of heart1 three things keep3 one is1 watchful thought and stable about ,,god4 ,another is1 care to keep thy five wits1 so that all the wicked stirrings of them be closed out of the flesh4 ,the third1 honest and profitable occupation4 ,also1 cleanness of mouth1 three things keep3 one is that thou should'st bethink thee before thou speakest4 ,another is that thou beest not of great but of little speech2 and specially ever till thine heart be established in the love of ,,jesus ,christ3 so that men think thou ever lookest on ,him1 whether thou speakest or not4 ,but such a grace may'st thou not have on the first day3 but with long travel and great care to love ,him from habit1 so that the eye of thine heart be aye upward1 shalt thou come thereto4 ,the third1 that thou for nothing1 not even for meekness1 shalt lie to any man4 ,for every lie is sin and ill3 and not ,,god',s will4 ,thou needest not tell all the truth always1 unless thou willest4 ,but hate all lies4 ,if thou sayest a thing of thyself that seems to thy praise1 but thou sayst it to the praise of ,,god and help of another1 thou dost not unwisely for thou speakest truth4 ,but if thou will have aught private1 tell it to none but such a one that thou beest secure that it should not be shewed 7disclosed7 but only to the praise of ,,god1 of whom is all goodness1 and who makes some better than others1 and gives them special grace1 not only for themselves1 but also for them that will do well after their example4 ,cleanness of work1 three things keep4 ,one is3 a careful thought of death3 for the wise man says2 ,bethink thee of thy last ending1 and thou shalt not sin4 ,the second3 flee from ill fellowship1 that gives more example to love the world than ,,god1 earth than heaven1 filth of body than cleanness of soul4 ,the third is3 temperance and discretion in meat and drink3 that it be neither to excess1 nor beneath suitable sustenance for thy body4 ,for both come to one end3 excess and over-great fasting3 for neither is ,,god',s will--and that many will not suppose1 for anything one may say4 ,if you take sustenance of such good as ,,god sends for the time and the day1 whatever it be1 ,i take out no manner of meat that ,christian men use2 with measure and discretion1 thou dost well2 for so did ,christ and ,his ,apostles4 ,if you leave many meats that men have1 not despising the meat that ,,god has made for man's help1 but because thou thinkest thou hast no need thereof1 thou dost well3 if thou seest that thou art stalwart to serve ,,god1 and that it breaks not thy stomach4 ,for if thou hast broken it with over-great abstinence1 appetite for meat is reft from thee3 and often shalt thou be in tremblings1 as if thou wert ready to give up the ghost4 ,and wit thou well1 thou didst sin that deed4 ,and thou may'st not wit soon whether thine abstinence be against thee1 or with thee4 ,for the time thou art going1 ,i counsel thee that thou should'st eat better and more1 as it comes1 that thou beest not beguiled4 ,and afterward1 when thou hast proved many things1 and overcome many temptations1 and knowest better thyself and ,,god than thou didst1 then if thou seest that it be to be done1 thou mayst take to greater abstinence4 ,and meanwhile thou mayst do privy penance which all men need not know4 ,righteousness is not all in fasting or in eating4 ,but thou art righteous1 if contempt and praise1 poverty and riches1 hunger and need or delights and dainties be all alike to thee4 ,if thou takest these with love of ,,god1 ,i hold thee blessed and high before ,,jesus4 ,men who come to thee1 they love thee because they see thy great abstinence1 and because they see thee enclosed3 but ,i may not love thee so lightly for anything ,i see thee do without1 but if thy will be conformed entirely to ,,god',s will4 ,and set not by their praise and blame1 and never give thou heed if they speak less good of thee than they did2 but that thou shouldest be more burning in ,,god',s love than thou wert4 ,for one thing ,i warn thee3 ,i hope that ,,god has no perfect servant in earth without enemies of some men--,for only wretchedness has no enemy4 ,for to draw us that we conform our will to ,,god',s will3 are three things4 ,one is1 example of holy men and women1 who were intent1 night and day1 to serve ,,god1 and dread ,him and love ,him4 ,if we follow them on earth1 we must be with them in heaven4 ,another is the goodness of our ,lord1 which despises none1 but gladly receives all that come to ,his mercy3 and ,he is homelier to them than brother or sister1 or any friend that they most love1 or most trust in4 ,the third is the wonderful joy of the kingdom of heaven1 which is more than tongue may tell1 or heart may think1 or eye may see1 or ear may hear4 ,it is so great that1 as in hell nothing might live for great pain but that the might of ,,god suffers them not to die2 so the joy in the sight of ,,jesus in ,his ,,god-head is so great that they must die of joy1 if it were not for ,his goodness1 who wills that ,his lovers should be living aye in bliss3 also ,his righteousness wills that all who loved ,him not1 be aye living in fire1 which is horrible to any man that thinks3 look then what it is to feel4 ,but they who will not think of it and dread it now1 they shall suffer it evermore4 ,now hast thou heard how thou mayst dispose thy life1 and rule it to ,,god',s will4 ,but ,i wot well that thou desirest to hear some special point of the love of ,,jesus ,christ1 and of contemplative life1 which thou hast taken to thee in all men's sight4 7,according7 ,as ,i have grace and knowledge1 ,i will teach thee4 ,,chapter ,,vii4 ,amore langueo4 ,these two words are written in the ,book of ,love1 that is called the ,song of ,love1 or the ,song of ,songs4 ,for he that loves greatly1 lists often to sing of his love1 for joy that he or she has when they think on that they love1 specially if their love be true and loving4 ,and this is the ,english of these two words3 ,i languish for love4 ,separate men on earth have separate gifts and graces of ,,god1 but the special gift of those who lead the solitary life1 is for to love ,,jesus ,christ4 ,thou sayest to me1 ',all men love ,him who keep ,his commandments4' ,that is ,truth4 ,but all men who keep ,his bidding keep not also ,his ,counsel4 ,and all that do ,his ,counsel are not all fulfilled by the sweetness of ,his love1 nor feel the fire of burning love of heart4 ,therefore1 the diversity of love makes the diversity of holiness and of need4 ,in heaven1 the angels who are most burning in love1 are nearest to ,,god4 ,also1 men and women that have most of ,,god',s love1 whether they do penance or none2 they shall be in the highest degree in heaven3 they who love ,him less1 in the lower order4 ,if thou lovest ,him much1 great joy and sweetness and burning thou feelest in ,his love1 that is thy comfort and strength night and day4 ,if thy love be not burning in ,him3 little is thy delight4 ,for ,him may no man feel in joy and sweetness1 unless they be clean and filled with ,his love2 and thereto shalt thou come with great travail in prayer and thanking1 having such meditations as are all on the love and the praising of ,,god4 ,and when thou art at thy meal1 ever love ,,god in thy thought1 at each moment1 and say thus in thine heart3 ,loved be ,thou1 ,king3 and thanked be ,thou1 ,king1 and blessed be ,thou1 ,king1 ,,jesu all my joying1 of all ,thy good gifts3 ,who for me spilt ,thy blood1 and died on the rood4 ,do ,thou give me grace to sing the song of ,thy praise4 ,and think it not only whiles thou eatest1 but both before and after1 and ever when thou prayest or speakest4 ,or if thou hast other thoughts1 that thou hast more sweetness in and devotion than in those that ,i teach thee1 thou may'st think them4 ,for ,i hope that ,,god will put such thoughts in thine heart1 as ,he is pleased with1 and as thou art ordained for4 ,when thou prayest1 look not how much thou sayest1 but how well3 that the love of thine heart be aye upward1 and thy thought on what thou sayst as much as thou canst4 ,if thou beest in prayers and meditations all the day1 ,i wot well that thou must wax greatly in the love of ,,jesus ,christ1 and feel much of delight1 and within short time4 ,,chapter ,,viii4 ,three degrees of love ,i shall tell thee1 for ,i would that thou mightest win to the highest4 ,the first degree is called ,insuperable4 ,the second ,inseparable4 ,the third is1 ,singular4 ,thy love is ,insuperable1 when nothing that is contrary to ,,god',s love overcomes it3 but it is stalwart against all temptations2 and stable1 whether thou beest in ease or in anguish1 or in health or in sickness3 so that men think that thou wouldest not1 even to have all the world without end1 make ,,god angry at any time3 and thou wert liefer1 if so it should be1 to suffer all the pain and woe that might come to any creature1 before thou wouldst do the thing that should displease ,him4 ,in this manner shall thy love be ,insuperable that nothing can bring it down1 but it may aye spring on high4 ,blessed is he or she who is in this degree3 but yet are they blesseder who might hold to this degree and turn to the other1 that is to ,inseparable4 ,inseparable is thy love1 when all thine heart1 and thy thought1 and thy might is so wholly1 so entirely and so perfectly fastened1 set and established in ,,jesus ,christ1 that thy thought comes never from ,him1 never departs from ,him1 sleeping excepted3 and as soon as thou awakest1 thine heart is on ,him1 saying ,ave ,maria1 or ,gloria ,tibi1 ,domine1 or ,pater ,noster1 or ,miserere mei1 ,,deus1 if thou hast been tempted in thy sleep2 or thinking on ,his love and ,his praise as thou didst waking4 ,when thou canst at no time forget ,him1 waking or sleeping1 whatso thou dost or sayst1 then is thy love ,inseparable4 ,full great grace have they that be in this degree of love4 ,and methinks that thou1 who hast nothing else to do but for to love ,,god1 mayst come thereunto if any may get it4 ,the third degree is highest and most wondrous to win4 ,that is called ,singular1 for it has no peer4 ,singular love is when all comfort and solace is closed out of thine heart1 but of ,,jesus ,christ alone4 ,other joy it delights not in4 ,for the sweetness of ,him in this degree is so comforting1 and lasting in ,his love1 so burning and gladdening1 that he or she who is in this degree can as well feel the fire of love burning in their soul1 as thou canst feel thy finger burn if thou puttest it in the fire4 ,but that fire1 if it be hot1 is so delectable and so wonderful1 that ,i cannot tell it4 ,then1 thy soul is loving ,,jesus1 thinking of ,,jesus1 desiring ,,jesus2 in covetousness of ,him breathing2 to ,him singing3 of ,him burning2 in ,him resting4 ,then the song of praise and of love has come4 ,then1 thy thought turns into song and into melody4 ,then it behoves thee to sing the psalms which before thou said'st4 ,then must thou be long over a few psalms4 ,then1 thou wilt think death sweeter than honey1 for then thou art full of sighs to see ,him whom thou lovest4 ,then mayst thou boldly say ,i languish for love4 ,then mayst thou say ,i sleep1 and my heart wakes4 ,in the first degree1 men may say ,i languish for love1 or ,i long in love4 ,and in the second degree also3 for languishing is when men fail for sickness1 and they who are in these two degrees fail from all the covetousness of this world1 and from lust and liking of sinful life1 and set their will and their heart to the love of ,,god--therefore they may say ,i languish for love1 and much more that are in the second degree than in the first4 ,but the soul that is in the third degree is all burning fire1 and like the nightingale that loves song and melody1 and fails for great love3 so that the soul is only comforted in praising and loving ,,god2 and till ,death come1 is singing ghostly to ,,jesus1 and in ,,jesus1 and ,,jesus2 not crying bodily with the mouth--of that manner of singing ,i speak not1 for both good and evil have that song4 ,and this manner of song have none unless they be in this third degree of love3 to the which degree it is impossible to come1 but in a great multitude of love4 ,therefore1 if thou wilt wot what kind of joy that song has1 ,i tell thee1 that no man wots1 save he or she who feels it1 who has it1 and who loves ,,god singing therewith4 ,one thing tell ,i thee1 it is of heaven1 and ,,god gives it to whom ,he will1 but not without great grace coming before4 ,who has it1 he thinks all the song and all the minstrelsy of earth naught but sorrow and woe 7compared7 thereto4 ,in sovereign rest shall they be who get it4 ,wanderers and brawlers1 and keepers of comers and goers early and late night and day1 or any who are seized with any sin witfully and willingly1 or who have delight in any earthly thing1 they are also farther therefrom than heaven is from earth4 ,in the first degree1 are many3 in the second degree are full few2 but in the third degree are scarcely any3 for aye the greater is the perfection the fewer followers it has4 ,in the first degree1 men are likened to the stars1 in the second to the moon1 in the third to the sun4 ,therefore says ,s4 ,paul3 ,others of the sun1 others of the moon1 others of the stars1 so it is of the lovers of ,,god4 ,in this third degree1 if thou mayst win thereto1 thou shalt know of more joy than ,i have told thee yet4 ,and among other affections and songs1 thou mayst1 in thy longing1 sing this in thine heart to thy ,lord ,,jesus1 when thou dost covet ,his coming and thy going3 ,when wilt ,thou come to comfort me3 and bring me out of care1 and give me ,thee1 ,whom ,i may see1 having evermore8 ,my heart when shall it burst8 for love then languished ,i no more4 ,for love my thought has fast1 and ,i am fain to fare away4 ,i stand still mourning for the loveliest of lore2 444#c is love-longing2 it draws me to my day2 ,the brand of sweet burning for it holds me aye3 ,from place and from playing3 till ,i may get sight of my sweet ,one1 ,who never wends away4 ,in wealth be our waking1 without hurt or night4 ,my love is everlasting1 and longs unto that sight4 ,,chapter ,,ix4 ,if thou wilt be well with ,,god1 and have grace to rule thy life1 and come to the joy of love3 this name ,,jesus1 fasten it so fast in thy heart that it come never out of thy thought4 ,and when thou speakest to ,him1 and through custom sayst1 ,,jesus1 it shall be in thine ear1 joy2 in thy mouth1 honey2 and in thine heart1 melody3 for men shall think joy to hear that name be named1 sweetness to speak it1 mirth and song to think it4 ,if thou thinkest 7on7 ,,jesus continually1 and holdest it firmly1 it purges thy sin1 and kindles thine heart2 it clarifies thy soul1 it removes anger and does away slowness4 ,it wounds in love and fulfils charity4 ,it chases the devil1 and puts out dread4 ,it opens heaven1 and makes a contemplative man4 ,have ,,jesus in mind1 for that puts all vices and phantoms out from the lover4 ,and often hail ,mary1 both day and night4 ,much love and joy shalt thou feel1 if thou wilt do after this teaching4 ,thou need'st not covet greatly many books3 hold love in thine heart and work1 and thou hast all that we can say or write3 for fulness of the law is charity3 on that hangs everything4 ,,chapter ,x4 ,but now1 thou mayst ask me and say1 ,thou speakest so much of love2 tell me--,what is love1 and where is love4 ,and how ,i shall love ,,god verily4 ,and how that ,i may know that ,i love ,him4 ,and in what state ,i may most love ,him4 ,these are hard questions to teach1 to a feeble man and fleshly as ,i am4 ,but nevertheless therefore1 ,i shall not delay that ,i shall not shew my wit1 and as ,i think it may be4 ,for ,i hope in the help of ,,jesus1 who is the well of love and peace and sweetness4 ,thy first asking is3 ,what is love8 ,and ,i answer3 ,love is a burning yearning after ,,god1 with a wonderful delight and certainty4 ,,god is light and burning4 ,light clarifies our reason2 burning kindles our will1 that we desire naught but ,him4 ,love is a life1 joining together the loving and the loved4 ,for meekness makes us sweet to ,,god4 ,purity joins us to ,,god4 ,love makes us one with ,,god4 ,love is the beauty of all virtues4 ,love is the thing through which ,,god loves us1 and we ,him1 and each one of us loves others4 ,love is the desire of the heart1 aye thinking on that it loves2 and when it has that it loves1 then it joys and nothing can make it sorry4 7,love is yearning between two1 with lastingness of thoughts47 ,love is a stirring of the soul for to love ,,god for ,himself1 and all other things for ,,god2 the which love1 when it is ordained in ,,god1 it does away all inordinate love in anything that is not good4 ,but all deadly sin is inordinate love for a thing that is naught3 then love puts out all deadly sin4 ,love is a virtue which is the rightest affection of man's soul4 ,truth may be without love3 but it cannot help without it4 ,love is a perfection of learning1 virtue of prophecy1 fruit of truth1 help of sacraments1 establishing of wit and knowledge2 riches of pure men2 life of dying men4 ,so1 how good love is4 ,if we suffer to be slain2 if we give all that we have1 7down7 to a beggar's staff2 if we know as much as men may know on earth1 all this is naught but ordained sorrow and torment4 ,if thou wilt ask how good is he or she1 ask how much he or she loves2 and that no man can tell4 ,for ,i hold it folly to judge a man's heart2 that none knows save ,,god4 ,love is a righteous turning from all earthly things1 and is joined to ,,god1 without departing1 and kindled with the fire of the ,holy ,ghost3 far from defiling1 far from corruption1 bound to no vice of this life4 ,high above all fleshly lusts1 aye ready and greedy for the contemplation of ,,god4 ,in all things not overcome4 ,the sum of all good affections4 ,health of good manners2 goal of the commandments of ,,god2 death of sins2 life of virtues4 ,virtue whilst fighting lasts1 crown of over-comers4 ,mirth#d to holy thoughts4 ,without that1 no man may please ,,god2 with that1 no man sins4 ,for if we love ,,god in all our heart1 there is nothing in us through which we serve sin4 ,very love cleanses the soul1 and delivers it from the pain of hell1 and from the foul service of sin1 and from the ugly fellowship of the devils2 and 7out7 of the fiend's son1 makes ,,god',s son1 and partner of the heritage of heaven4 ,we shall force ourselves to clothe us in love1 as iron or coal does in the fire1 as the air does in the sun1 as the wool does in the dye4 ,the coal so clothes itself in fire that it is fire4 ,the air so clothes itself in the sun that it is light4 ,and the wool so substantially takes the dye that it is like it4 ,in this manner shall a true lover of ,,jesus ,christ do3 his heart shall so burn in love1 that it shall be turned into the fire of love1 and be as it were all fire2 and he shall so shine in virtues that no part of him shall be murky in vices4 ,the second asking is3 ,where is love8 ,and the answer3 love is in thine heart1 and in the will of man2 not in his hand1 nor in his mouth3 that is to say1 not in his work1 but in his soul1 ,for many speak good and do good1 and love not ,,god3 as hypocrites1 who suffer great penance1 and seem holy in man's sight4 ,but because they seek praise and honour of men1 and favour1 they have lost their meed3 and in the sight of ,,god1 they are devil's sons1 and ravishing wolves4 ,but if a man give alms-deed1 and take him to poverty and do penance1 it is a sign that he loves ,,god3 but therefore loves he ,him not1 save when he forsakes the world only for ,,god',s love1 and sets all his thought on ,,god1 and loves all men as himself3 and all the good deeds that he may do1 he does them with intent to please ,,jesus ,christ1 and to come to the rest of heaven4 ,then he loves ,,god3 and that love is in his soul1 and so his deeds shew without4 ,if thou speakest good and doest good1 men suppose that thou lovest good3 therefore look well that thy thought be in ,god1 or else thou deceivest thyself1 and deceivest men4 ,nothing that ,i do without 7outside7 proves that ,i love ,,god4 ,for a wicked man might do as much penance in body1 as much waking and fasting as ,i do4 ,how may ,i then ween that ,i love1 or hold myself better1 on account of that which any man may do8 ,certainly1 my heart1 whether it loves my ,,god or not1 wots no one but ,,god1 for nought that they may see me do4 ,wherefore1 love is in will verily1 not in work1 but in a sign of love4 ,for he that says he loves ,,god1 and will not do what is in him to shew love1 tell him that he lies4 ,love will not be idle1 it is working some good evermore4 ,if it cease working1 wit thou that it cools and goes away4 ,the third asking is3 ,how shall ,i verily love ,,god8 ,i answer2 ,very love is to love ,him with all thy might1 stalwartly3 in all thine heart1 wisely3 in all thy soul1 devoutly and sweetly4 ,stalwartly can no man love ,him save he be stalwart4 ,he is stalwart1 who is meek2 for all ghostly strength comes of meekness2--on whom rests the ,holy ,ghost8 in a meek soul4 ,meekness governs us and keeps us in all our temptations1 so that they overcome us not4 ,but the devil deceives many that are meek1 through tribulations1 and reproofs1 and back-bitings994 ,but if thou beest wroth for any anguish of this world1 or for any word that men say of thee1 or for aught that men say to thee1 thou art not meek1 nor mayst thou love ,,god stalwartly4 ,for love is stalwart as death1 which slays every living thing on earth1 and hard as hell that spares not them that are dead4 ,and he who loves ,,god perfectly grieves ,him not1 whatever shame or anguish he may suffer2 but he has delight and covets that he might be worthy for to suffer torment and pain for ,christ's love3 and he has joy that men reprove him and speak ill of him4 ,like a dead man1 what so men do or say1 he answers not4 ,right-so1 whoso loves ,,god perfectly1 they are not stirred for any word that man may say4 ,for he or she cannot love1 that cannot suffer pain or anger for their friend's love4 ,for whoso loves1 they have no pain4 ,proud men or women love not stalwartly1 for they are so weak1 and they fall at every stirring of the wind that is temptation4 ,they seek a higher place than ,christ2 for they will have their will done1 whether it be with right or with wrong3 and ,christ wills that nothing but well be done1 and without harm to other men4 ,but who is verily meek1 they will not have their will in this world1 but that they may have it in the other fully4 ,in nothing may men sooner overcome the devil than in ,meekness1 which he much hates4 ,for he may wake1 and fast and suffer pain more than any other creature may3 but meekness and love may he not have4 ,also1 it behoves thee to love ,,god wisely1 and that thou canst not do save thou beest wise4 ,thou art wise1 when thou art poor without desire of this world1 and despisest thyself for love of ,christ3 and expendest all thy wit and all thy might in ,his service4 ,for some who seem wise are most fools1 for all their wisdom they spill in covetousness and care about the world4 ,if thou sawest a man have precious stones wherewith he might buy a kingdom1 if he gave them for an apple1 as a child will do1 rightly mightest thou say that he was not wise but a great fool4 ,just so1 if we will1 we have precious stones3 ,poverty and penance and ghostly travail1 with the which we may buy the kingdom of heaven4 ,for1 if thou lovest poverty and despisest riches and delights of this world1 and holdest thyself vile and poor1 and thinkest thou hast naught of thyself save sin3 for this poverty1 thou shalt have riches without end4 ,and if thou hast sorrow for thy sins1 and because thou art so long in exile out of thy country1 and forsakest the solace of this life3 thou shalt have for this sorrow the joy of heaven4 ,and if thou beest in travail1 and punishest thy body reasonably and wisely1 by wakings1 fastings1 and in prayers and meditations1 and sufferest heat and cold1 hunger and thirst1 privation and anguish for the love of ,,jesus ,christ2 for this travail thou shalt come to rest that lasts aye1 and sit on a settle of joy with angels4 ,but some there are who love not wisely1 like children who love an apple1 more than a castle4 ,so do many2 they give the joy of heaven for a little delight of their flesh1 that is not worth a plum4 ,now canst thou see1 that whoso will love wisely1 it behoves him to love lasting things1 lastingly2 and passing things1 passingly2 so that his heart be settled and fastened on nothing but ,,god4 ,and if thou wilt love ,,jesus verily1 thou shalt not only love ,him stalwartly and wisely1 but also devoutly and sweetly4 ,sweet love is when thy body is chaste and thy thought clean4 ,devout love is2 when thou offerest thy prayers and thy thoughts to ,,god with ghostly joy1 and burning heart in the heat of the ,holy ,ghost2 so that men think that thy soul is as it were drunken for delight and solace of the sweetness of ,,jesus2 and thy heart conceivest so much of ,,god',s help that men think thou mayst never be departed from ,him3 and then thou comest into such rest and peace in soul1 and quiet1 without thoughts of vanity1 7or7 of vices1 as if thou wert in silence and sleep1 and set in ,noe's ship1 so that nothing may hinder thee from devotion and sweet love4 ,for thou hast gotten ,his love3 all thy life1 until death come1 in joy and comfort3 and thou art verily ,christ's lover3 and he rests in peace whose place is made in peace4 ,the fourth asking was3 how thou mightest know that thou wast in love and charity4 ,i answer3 that no man wots on earth that they are in charity2 save it be through any privilege or special grace that ,,god has given to any man or woman3 that all others may not take example by4 ,holy men and women trow that they have truth and hope and charity3 and in that do as well as they may1 and hope certainly that they shall be safe2 they wot it not so quickly2 for if they wish1 their merit were the less4 ,and ,solomon says it is so with righteous men and wise men1 and that their works are in ,,god',s hand4 ,and nevertheless1 a man wots not whether he be worthy hatred or love2 but all is reserved uncertain for another world4 ,nevertheless1 if any had grace that he might win to the third degree of love1 which is called ,singular1 he should know that he was in love4 ,but in such manner were the knowing1 that he might never bear himself the higher1 nor be in less care to love ,,god2 but so much the more that he is secure of love1 will he be busy to love ,him and dread ,him1 ,who has made him so1 and done that goodness to ,him2 and he that is so high1 he will not hold himself worthier than the sinfullest man that goes on earth4 ,also seven experiments are there1 that a man be in charity4 ,the first is2 when all covetousness of earthly things is quenched in him4 ,for whereso covetousness is1 is no love of ,christ4 ,then1 if he have no covetousness1 sign is that he has love4 ,the second is1 burning yearning for heaven4 ,for when men have felt aught of that savour1 the more they love1 the more they covet3 and he that has not felt1 he desires not4 ,therefore1 when anyone is given so much1 till he love thereof 7so7 that he can find no joy in his life3 token has he that he is in charity4 ,the third is2 if his tongue be changed1 that was wont to speak of earth2 now speaks of ,,god1 and of the life that lasts aye4 ,the fourth is3 exercise of ghostly profit4 ,as if any man or woman give themselves entirely to ,,god',s services1 and meddle with no earthly business4 ,the fifth is3 when the thing that is hard of itself seems light for to do2 the which love makes4 ,for as ,austin says3 ,love it is which brings the far thing near-to-hand1 and the impossible to the openly possible4 ,the sixth is3 hardness of thought to suffer all anguish and hurt that comes--without this1 all the other suffices not4 ,for whatso befalls him shall not make a righteous man sorry4 ,for he who is righteous1 hates naught but sin2 he loves naught but ,,god1 before ,,god3 he dreads naught but to anger ,,god4 ,the seventh is3 delectability in soul1 when he is in tribulation1 and makes praise to ,,god in the anger that he suffers4 ,and this shews well that he loves ,,god1 when no sorrow can bring him down4 ,for many love ,,god while they are at ease2 and in adversity they grumble1 and fall into so great sorriness1 that scarcely may any man comfort them3 and so slander they ,,god1 striving and fighting against ,his judgments4 ,and that is caitiff praise that any wealth of the world makes3 but that praise is of great price that no violence of sorrow can do away4 ,the fifth asking was3 ,in what state men may most love ,,god8 ,i answer1 in such state as it be that men are in most rest of body and soul1 and least occupied with any needs or business of this world4 ,for the thought of the love of ,,jesus ,christ1 and of the joy that lasts aye1 seeks outward rest1 so that it be not hindered by comers and goers1 and occupation of worldly things2 and it seeks within great silence from the annoyances of desires1 and of vanities1 and of earthly thoughts4 ,and especially1 all who love contemplative life they seek rest in body and soul4 ,for a great ,doctor says3 ,they are ,,god',s throne who dwell still in one place1 and are not running about1 but in sweetness of ,christ's love are fixed4 ,and ,i have loved for to sit3 for no penance1 nor fantasy1 nor that ,i wished men to talk of me1 nor for no such thing3 but only because ,i knew that ,i loved ,,god more1 and longer lasted within the comfort of love3 than going1 or standing1 or kneeling4 ,for sitting am ,i in most rest1 and my heart most upward4 ,but therefore1 peradventure1 it is not best that another should sit1 as ,i did and will do to my death1 save he were disposed in his soul1 as ,i was4 ,,chapter ,,xi4 ,seven gifts of the ,holy ,ghost are in men and women who are ordained to the joy of heaven and lead their life in this world righteously4 ,these they are3 ,wisdom3 ,understanding3 ,counsel3 ,strength3 ,knowledge3 ,pity and the ,fear of ,,god4 ,begin we at ,counsel1 for thereof is most need at the beginning of our works1 which we dislike not afterwards4 ,with these seven gifts1 the ,holy ,ghost touches separate men separately4 ,counsel is doing away with the world's riches1 delights1 and all things with which men may be ensnared in thought or deed3 and therewith 7i4e4 ,counsel7 be drawn inwardly to contemplation of ,,god4 ,understanding is1 to know what is for to do1 and what to leave 7undone73 and that which shall be given1 to give it to them that have need1 not to others that have no need4 ,wisdom is forgetting of earthly things1 and thinking of heaven1 with discretion in all men's deeds4 ,in this gift1 shines contemplation1 that is1 as ,s4 ,austen says ,a ghostly death of fleshly affection through the joy of a raised thought4 ,strength is2 enduring to fulfil good purpose1 that it be not left1 neither for weal nor for woe4 ,pity is3 that a man be mild3 and gainsay no holy ,writ when it smites his sins1 whether he understand it or not2 but with all his might that he purge the vileness of sin1 in himself and in others4 ,knowledge is that 7which7 makes a man in good hope1 not making him quake for his righteousness1 but sorrowing for his sin2 and that a man gather earthly good only to the honour of ,,god1 and to other men's advantage more than to his own4 ,the ,fear of ,god is3 that we turn not again to our sin for any egging on3 and then is fear perfect in us and holy1 when we dread to anger ,,god in the least sin that we can know1 and flee it as poison4 ,,chapter ,,xii4 ,two lives there are that ,christian men live4 ,one is called ,active life1 for it is more in bodily work4 ,another1 contemplative life1 for it is in more ghostly sweetness4 ,active life is greatly outward1 and in more travail and in more peril1 because of the temptations that are in the world4 ,contemplative life is largely inward1 therefore it is more enduring and more certain1 restfuller1 more delectable1 lovelier and more rewarding4 ,for1 it has joy in ,,god',s love1 and savour in the life that lasts aye1 in this present time1 if it be rightly led4 ,and that feeling of joy in the love of ,,jesus passes all other merits in earth4 ,for it is so hard to come to1 because of the frailty of our flesh1 and the many temptations that we are beset with1 which hinder us night and day3 all other things that come are light in regard thereof2 for that may no man deserve1 but only it is given of ,,god',s goodness to them who verily give themselves to contemplation and to quiet for ,christ's love4 ,to men and women who betake themselves to active life1 two things befall4 ,one3 to appoint their household in fear and in the love of ,,god1 and to find them in necessaries1 and themselves keep ,,god',s commandments entirely4 ,doing to their neighbours as they will that they do to them4 ,another is that they do1 so far as they can1 the seven works of mercy4 ,the which are3 to feed the hungry3 to give the thirsty a drink2 to clothe the naked3 to harbour them that have no housing3 to visit the sick1 to comfort them that are in prison2 to bury dead men4 ,all that can and who have property1 they may not be quit with one or two of these2 but it behoves them to do them all1 if they will on ,dooms-,day have the benison that ,,jesus shall give to all who do them4 ,or else they may dread the malison that all men have who will not do them1 when they had goods to do them with4 ,contemplative life has two parts3 a lower and a higher4 ,the lower part is meditation of holy writing1 that is ,,god',s word1 and in other good thoughts and sweet that men have of the grace of ,,god1 about the love of ,,jesus ,christ1 and also in praising ,,god in psalms and hymns and in prayers4 ,the higher part of contemplation is beholding and yearning after the things of heaven1 and joy in the ,holy ,ghost3 that men have oft1 although it be so that they be not praying with the mouth1 but only thinking of ,,god1 and of the beauty of angels1 and of holy souls4 ,then may ,i say that contemplation is a wonderful joy of ,,god',s love2 the which joy is praising ,,god1 that cannot be told2 and that wonderful praising is in the soul3 and for abundance of joy and sweetness1 it ascends into the mouth2 so that the heart and the tongue agree in one1 and body and soul joy1 living in ,,god4 ,a man or woman that is appointed to contemplative life1 first ,,god inspires them to forsake this world1 and all the vanity and covetousness and vile lust thereof4 ,afterwards ,he leads them by their lone and speaks to their heart1 and as the prophet says ,he gives them to suck of the sweetness of the beginning of love3 and then ,he sets them in the will to give themselves wholly to prayers and meditations and tears4 ,afterwards1 when they have suffered many temptations1 and when the foul annoyances of thoughts that are idle1 and of vanities which will encumber those who cannot destroy them1 are passing away1 ,he makes them gather up their heart to them and fasten it only in ,him1 and opens to the eye of their souls the gates of heaven3 and then the fire of love verily lies in their heart1 and burns therein1 and makes it clean from all earthly filth1 and afterwards they are contemplative men1 and ravished in love4 ,for contemplation is a sight2 and they see into ,heaven with their ghostly eye4 ,but thou shalt wit that no man has perfect sight of heaven1 whilst they are living bodily here4 ,but as soon as they die1 they are brought before ,,god1 and see ,him face to face1 and eye to eye1 and dwell with ,him without end4 ,for ,him they sought1 and ,him they coveted1 and ,him they loved1 with all their might4 ,lo1 ,margaret1 ,i have told thee shortly the ,form of ,living1 and how thou mayst come to perfection1 and to love ,him whom thou hast taken thee to4 ,if it do thee good and profit to thee1 thank ,,god1 and pray for me4 ,the grace of ,,jesus ,christ be with thee1 and keep thee4 ,amen4 ,here endeth ,the ,form of ,perfect ,living4 ,,footnotes3 #c ,the text is imperfect here4 #d ,two ,,mss4 substitute arms for mirth4 ,our ,daily ,work4 7,a ,mirror of ,discipline47 ,our ,daily ,work4 7,a ,mirror of ,discipline47 ,three things are needful to every man2 to increase his reward1 through ,,god',s grace helping1 ,who shall lead him4 ,the first2 that man be in honest work1 without losing of his time4 ,the second2 that he do his work with a freedom of spirit1 in place and in time1 as work falls to each4 ,the third2 that his outward bearing1 wheresoever he come1 be so honest and fair1 that praise is 7given7 to ,,god1 a stirring up of good to all who see him1 as the ,apostle bids3 ,omnia in vobis honesti et secundum ordinem fiant1 that is ,that ye do3 be it done honestly and in order4 ,,first ,,part ,,of ,,the ,,book4 ,at the first3 man shall look that he lose not his short time1 nor spend it wrongly1 nor in idleness let it pass away4 ,,god has lent man his time1 to serve ,,god in1 and to gather grace with good works1 to buy heaven with4 ,not only this short time flies from us1 but also the time of our life1 as the wise man says3 ,our life-time passes away4 ,and ,s4 ,gregory says3--,our life is like a man in a ship2 sit he1 stand he1 sleep he1 wake he1 ever he gets thitherward where the ship is driving with the force of the weather4 ,so we1 in this short time1 whatsoever we do1 we drive ever to our end4 ,and our enemy1 ,death1 follows us ever at our back1 with a sharp spear to stick us through1 therefore says ,seneca1 life flies1 death follows4 ,and ,s4 ,augustine says ,life is nothing else but a swift running to death4 ,therefore1 there is naught to tell by1 how long man lives3 save how well4 ,yet this short life is uncertain3 wherefore says ,job3--,i know not how long ,i may endure1 and whether after a short space my ,maker may take me away4 ,and ,s4 ,gregory says3 ,i wot not the time ,i shall dwell1 nor when ,i shall be taken hence and led to doom4 ,and ,s4 ,jerome says3--,nothing so much beguiles man1 as that he knows not the time of his life1 that to him is uncertain4 ,and yet hopes he for long life for himself1 as if he might1 at his will1 drive ,death back4 ,thus was the rich man deceived of whom speaks the ,gospel of ,s4 ,luke xvi4 ,therefore saith the psalm3 if riches increase1 set not your heart upon them4 ,for riches fail and last not with man1 but glide away like a phantom4 ,but when men have got goods together1 with right1 or with wrong and poor men's curses1 then suddenly1 they go from their goods1 or else their goods from them4 ,and ,holy ,writ says ,the world passeth away and the lust thereof4 ,a man that is fallen in the water1 and through the force of the water is borne forth and torn from the ground2 if he may get anything that has good fastening like a root or a stake1 he may hinder the water from carrying him away2 but by anything that fleets as he does himself1 he cannot fasten himself3 and soothly1 willy nilly1 in this life1 as if in water1 we are ever passing with the goods of this world2 and there is naught in this world to fasten by1 so that we shall not pass3 for the ,wise ,man saith1 ,we shall all die1 and like water slip away into the ,earth4 ,and therefore ,job speaks1 as if he said ,riches and friends had ,i many1 but they all could not hinder me from going forth and not coming again4 ,and by what path1 man shall go1 the prophet shews3 ,all flesh is grass1 and all the glory of it as the flower of the field4 ,man's flesh is as hay1 and all his joy and splendour as the flower of the meadow4 ,hay is first green grass1 and soon after brings forth flowers3 and a while after1 the flowers dry and fall2 after it is mown down with the scythe1 and dried and taken to a house to be beasts' food4 ,thus it befalls man3 in his childhood he springs and grows as the grass does2 after1 he comes to manhood and flowers in fairness and strength and wit and having of goods2 afterwards3 he draws to age1 and then his flowers fall1 that are his virtue1 fairness1 strength1 wit and other power2 afterwards1 he is stricken down with the scythe of ,death1 afterwards taken to a house to beasts' food1 that is1 dug into the earth to feed worms4 ,therefore says the holy man2 when a man dies1 he shall dwell with serpents and beasts4 ,a dead man is so disgusting to the world1 that one cannot let him be in his house three days together2 but bears him forth1 that he harm none with the odour4 ,therefore1 it is now time to work2 for in the time to come there is no time to work1 but to receive rewards for deeds done erewhile4 ,and this the angel affirms with oath and says1 ,for the angel has sworn that there will be no further time4 ,do we then as the ,apostle says3 ,while we have time1 let us work good to all4 ,and as the ,apostle counsels us1 he did himself3 for from the first hour of the day until the fifth1 he worked with his hands to win his food3 and from the fifth to the tenth1 he preached to the people3 from the tenth to even he served the poor and pilgrims with such goods as he had2 by night he was praying1 and thus spent he his time4 ,in three ways1 man loses his time3 in idleness2 or in works that no good comes of2 or in good works1 but not ordained as they should be4 ,against idleness1 ,solomon says--,idleness teaches much evil2 and ,holy ,writ says ,whoso followeth idleness1 is most foolish4 ,a great fool he is who forbears not from the thing that harms him4 ,more fool he is1 because he wins himself no reward3 most fool he is1 because he wins himself pain4 ,therefore ,,god blames the idle3 and says ,why standest thou all the day idle8 ,idleness wastes the goods that are prudently gotten1 and entices the fiend to the house3 for as by good works the fiend is hindered from entering man's heart1 so idleness draws him thereto4 ,and ,seneca says3 he lives not to himself who lives for his stomach and the ease of his flesh whenever he can4 ,for ,job says ,man is born to labour4 ,to work was man bound after he had sinned1 through ,,god',s bidding1 ,who said to him3 ,in the sweat of thy face shalt thou eat thy bread1 till thou returnest unto the ground from whence thou wast taken2 because from the ground thou art1 and into the ground thou shalt go4 ,thou shalt work stalwartly and not faintly1 for ,he bids thee work1 with sweat of thy face1 even till thou returnest to the earth2 that is1 all thy life time that thou losest no time in idleness4 ,idleness smites a man as if he were in a paralysis1 and makes his limbs dry that he cannot work4 ,therefore says the ,psalmist3 ,they have hands and handle not2 feet have they but they walk not2 mouths have they but they speak not2 eyes have they and see not2 ears have they and hear not2 for their limbs are so bound in sin1 that to all good things1 they are as dead2 and to evil1 they are easy4 ,idleness is nurse to all vices1 and makes a man reckless about not doing what he is bound to do4 ,and when the fiend finds a man idle1 he puts in his heart foul thoughts of fleshly filth1 and other follies that may bring him to sin2 afterwards1 he eggs him on to do them indeed1 and thus he does against the ,apostle's bidding3 ,will not to give place to the devil4 ,the idle man makes himself unworthy to dwell in any place but hell4 ,in heaven he cannot dwell2 for heaven is full reward to those who here spend their time in works that they hope are pleasing to ,christ4 ,in purgatory the idle may not dwell2 for there only the good are purged in that cleansing fire1 till they be as clean of sin as when they were christened3 therefore saith the ,psalm-wright3--,in labore hominum non sunt et cum hominibus non flagellabuntur3 that is thus for to say2 ,the idle work not with men2 therefore in purgatory they shall not be pained with those men who are on the way to heaven4#e ,great shame it is to be idle in this time of grace1 in the which we are hired to work2 and if we work as we ought1 great reward awaits us4 ,,god gives us an example of work1 by ,himself1 as the ,apostle says3 ,he emptied ,himself1 and took upon ,him the form of a servant1 and was made in the likeness of men2 and being found in fashion as a man1 he humbled ,himself1 and became obedient unto death1 even the death of the cross3 wherefore ,,god hath also highly exalted ,him1 and given ,him a name which is above every name1 that at the name of ,,jesus1 every knee should bow1 of things in heaven1 and things in earth1 and things under the earth2 and that every tongue should confess that ,,jesus ,christ is ,lord1 to the glory of ,,god the ,father4 ,over-proud then1 and over-delicate is the servant1 who rests in battle1 and sees ,his ,lord assailed and evil-wounded by ,his enemies4 ,also1 we ought to work in this time of grace2 for we are ,,god',s bought thralls1 with the price of ,his dear-worthy ,blood1 to work in ,his vine-yard3 and yet ,he doth promise us reward1 if we do with good-will that which1 as a debt1 we ought to do4 ,to ,his private friends1 before the time of grace1 ,,god promised only earthly goods1 if they did well2 to us the bliss of ,heaven1 if we do well4 ,it was long after1 before they might come thereto2 for they went to hell and abode there1 some a thousand years1 some two1 some three1 before they came to heaven4 ,but now may men in a little time win heaven1 as1 if any die soon after he is christened1 or if he have done full penance for his misdeeds2 or be martyred for ,,god',s love4 ,the time of supper that the gospel of ,s4 ,luke speaks of1 to the which ,,god bade ,his servants call all that were bidden1 is the time of grace2 which is now1 in the which all is ready2 so that there is naught else to do but wash and go to meat1 that is cleanse them of all their sins that they have done since they were born4 ,what losing of time it is to travail about things that no profit comes of4 ,man ought to travail only to the worship of ,,god1 and his soul-health4 ,thou shalt not deem the man has lived long though he go with a staff stooping1 and be grey-haired2 but deem him so old as he has lived well4 ,therefore answered ,barlaham to ,josaphath1 his disciple1 when he asked him how old he was3 ,i am1 quoth he1 of #de years4 ,master1 quoth ,josaphath1 methinks thou art of #fj years and more4 ,then said ,barlaham1 ,since ,i was born has been #fj years2 but those years that ,i spent in idleness and sin before ,i took me to this life1 ,i hold as years of death4 ,but all those ,i call years of life that ,i have served ,,jesus ,christ my ,lord in1 through ,his dear-worthy grace4 ,whoso would bethink himself what time steals from him in long eating and drinking1 in excess and useless works1 idle speech1 and idle and foul thoughts1 useless jests and other vanities that men delight them in1 he may soothly understand that though he be old in years1 that he has lived little time in the manner that he ought to have lived2 for he lived not to his profit1 nor won him reward1 but peradventure pain for losing time4 ,it were a wonderful thing if the man who gives himself to business of the world more than he need1 had no hindrance in prayer1 in rest of heart1 in soothfastness of words1 in perfection of good works1 in love to ,,god and all ,christian men4 ,therefore1 holy men1 before now1 who knew their hindrances1 they fled the world with all its vanities1 as if it had been accursed2 for it seemed to them that they could not live a righteous life therein2 and therefore went they into the wilderness1 where they trowed to serve ,,god in peace4 ,therefore says ,seneca1 ,i have become more avaricious1 and more cruel1 and more inhuman because ,i was among men4 ,three manners of occupations there are3 as1 various and much brawling2 raking about2 and much caring about earthly things4 ,against much brawling1 ,solomon says ,the beginning of strife is as when one letteth out water4 ,let the water out1 that is1 let the tongue fleet out in quarrelling4 ,but to the knowledge of ,,god or of himself may no one come1 who lets his heart fleet out with much useless speech3 for he makes a way in himself for the fiend4 ,therefore ,solomon likens such to a city without a wall3 ,he that hath no rule over his own spirit is like a city that is broken down and without walls4 ,and because so much hindrance of good is in much speech1 the philosopher binds his disciples with silence 7during7 their first five years4 ,also1 ,abbot ,agathon bore a stone in his mouth for three years to teach him to hold still4 ,against those who are ever raking about to feed their wits with vanities and lusts is the teaching of the angel1 who taught holy ,abbot ,arsenius and said3--,arsenius1 flee the world and its yearnings3 keep thee in rest1 bridle thy tongue1 that it fleet not out in quarrelling nor idle speech4 ,where these three are is a way to ,,god1 and withdrawing from evil4 ,it tells of an ,abbot who 7for7 fully #bj years sat in his school1 and never lifted up his head to see the school-roof4 ,against those who care over-much about worldly goods1 ,solomon says this3--,vain is their hope1 and their labour without fruit1 because they can carry away nothing of all their labour4 ,this is seen every day1 by the dead1 who1 be they never so rich bear with them but a winding cloth4 ,the third manner of men are they that have a liking to do good1 but because they do it not in the manner they should do it in1 they lose their reward2 for when good intent fails in any deed1 the reward that should fall to the good work fails4 ,and that may be in four ways2 first1 for the wickedness of the working2 as the offering of ,cain1 that though he offered to ,,god of the fruit that was new1 ,,god would not look thereon3 but to the offering of ,abel his brother1 ,,god looked4 ,therefore says ,s4 ,gregory3 ,by the heart's will of him that offers is the gift received of ,,god or rejected3 and ,,god was not pleased with ,abel for the offering1 but pleased with the offering for ,abel1 who in all his works was true and good2 but to ,cain and to his offering ,,god would not look1 for he who made the offering displeased ,,god greatly4 ,and why our offering1 or what we do that is in its nature good1 displeases ,,god1 the prophet says3--,when ye make many prayers1 ,i will not hear3 because your hands are full of blood4 ,the second that reaves away a man's reward for his good deed1 is vanity1 which stirs man to do the good because he would be praised4 ,for vain-glory makes evil of good3 as if alms-deed that is good in nature be done for praising1 it wins only sin4 ,the third that snatches a reward from a good deed is boasting by him that does the good deed1 as the ,pharisee did1 of whom ,,god said to the folk that stood before ,him1 ,soothly1 this man has lost his reward for all his good deed4 ,needful it is therefore that a man do what good he can1 and do not pride himself thereof in thought or in word2 for he has not the doing of a good deed of himself1 nor of his own desiring4 ,the fourth that snatches from a man his reward for a good deed 7is7 when he does it with the intent to be holden better than others1 or to lessen the good deed of others1 or to outdo it if he can4 ,of such1 ,s4 ,gregory tells a tale in his dialogues3 ,that once on a time the holy ,bishop ,fortunatus1 chased the fiend out of a man in one evening2 and the fiend1 when he was chased out1 put on the likeness of a pilgrim1 and went through the city where the ,bishop lived1 weeping and yelling like a poor wretch1 who was anxious for lodging that night1 and thus he said2 ,lo1 what your ,bishop1 whom ye consider so good1 has done to me3 he came to the house where ,i had taken my lodging1 and put me out by force3 and now like a poor wretch1 of lodging am ,i desirous2 over all1 ,i seek lodging1 and none will have ruth on me4 ,a man of that city who heard him1 took him into his house1 and set him by the fire and eased him1 as he wished4 ,when the man had inquired of him of far-off things1 as men do to pilgrims1 the fiend leaped at the child in the cradle1 and wrung its neck in two1 and cast it into the fire1 and vanished away4 ,of this ,s4 ,gregory speaks and says1 ,many deeds seem good1 and are not good1 because they are not done with a good will4 ,and this man harboured the pilgrim for no pity of him1 but because he spake evil of the ,bishop1 and in order that he 7the man7 should be held better and of more pity than the ,bishop4 ,yet a good deed is lost1 if a man covet by it to have of man1 riches1 or position1 or honours or any worldly good4 ,yet through sin defiling1 the good deed is lost2 and here-unto accords ,holy ,writ that says1 who sinneth in one thing1 loses many good things1 which is1 he that in a deadly thing sins1 he loses many goods1 save he amend him with shrift1 and do penance therefor4 ,,second ,,part ,,of ,,the ,,book4 ,the second part of this book teaches man to do his good work with freedom of spirit1 in place and in time1 as falls to each work3 not compelled thereto1 nor to do it with anger1 nor with a dead heart4 ,for ,holy ,writ says3 ,,god loves a cheerful giver1 or ,,god loves him who gives ,him aught with a glad heart3 and certainly the works that turn out to the praise of ,god1 and the health of man's soul1 like prayers and holy thoughts1 and a clear mind about ,,god1 and ,,god',s deeds2 these and others like them will allow of little rest1 if they be well 7done74 ,prayer is a sacrifice that greatly pleases ,,god1 if it be made in the manner it ought to be3 therefore ,,god asks it of us as a debt1 when ,he says this3--,,god created the peoples for ,his praise and ,his glory2 and the ,sacrifice of praise shall honour ,me4 ,and the ,apostle1 we ought always to pray and not to faint4 ,therefore1 it behoves man ever to pray and never to fail4 ,he is ever praying1 who is doing good4 ,and certainly men of religion are bound to worship ,,god with prayer1 and men of ,holy ,church2 for they live by alms and tenths3 for all the world labours to bring them what they need close at hand1 so that they may serve ,,god in rest1 and with their holy prayers make reconciliation between ,,god and man4 ,and also maidens and widows who have taken the oath of chastity1 all these1 more than others1 are bound to pray4 ,he that will please ,,god with prayer will offer it to ,,god with a free will and loving heart1 and will prepare himself before1 as ,solomon counsels3 ,before prayer1 prepare thy soul1 and be not as one that tempteth ,,god4 ,he tempts ,,god who yearns not to win that for which he prays3 or despairs to speed well therein2 and who makes sin and evil life3 such a man thinks not he loves4 ,of such ,s4 ,gregory speaks3--,what wonder if tardily our prayers are heard by the ,lord1 when we tardily or not at all hear the ,lord when ,he commands8 ,and ,isidore3--,he cannot have assured confidence in his prayers who even thus far in the commands of ,,god is slothful1 and whom the remembrance of sinful doing delights4 ,whoever will speed of his prayer1 let him do what good he can2 flee sin1 call his heart from the world1 and keep it at home as the ,gospel teaches2 ,when thou prayest1 enter into thy closet1 and shut thy door1 and pray to thy ,father4 ,enter1 he says1 thy bed1 that is1 call thine heart home1 and then fasten thy door2 i4e41 hold thy wits in thee1 that none go out4 ,for it is but folly to pray to ,,god to come to us1 poor needy wretches1 to give us alms of ,his dear-worthy grace1 and not abide ,his coming1 but turn our back on ,him4 ,s4 ,isidore says that the soul must be cleansed from the stain of sin1 and the heart be withdrawn from the provocations of the world1 in order that prayer may rise without hindrance to ,,god4 ,for far is that man from ,,god1 pray he never so much1 whose prayers are mixed with worldly thoughts3 therefore says the ,psalm ,be still1 and see that ,i am ,,god4 ,this ought to stir us up to pray with great dread and consideration for we speak with ,almighty-,,god1 when we are naught but unworthy wretches4 ,for so did ,abraham1 ,,god',s private friend1 who said3--,i speak to my ,lord which am but dust and ashes4 ,and ,isidore says3--we ought to pray with sighings and tears1 and remembrance of our grimly sins1 and of the many pains and bitter we shall endure for them1 unless we amend us1 and ,he have pity on us4 ,also1 he who prays shall hope to speed well in that for which he prays2 for ,christ ,himself said1 ,all things are possible to the believing3 therefore we shall pray to ,,god as to our ,father in that for which we pray1 if we love ,him as our ,father1 and be ,his children4 ,for ,he says to all ,his4444 ,he says#f ,whatsoever ye shall ask the ,father in ,my ,name1 ,he shall give it to you4 ,there are six things to know in prayer3 first1 how a man shall prepare himself before4 ,the second1 to whom he shall pray3 the third1 for whom he shall pray3 the fourth1 what he shall ask in prayer3 the fifth1 what hinders prayer3 the sixth1 what might and virtue prayer is of4 ,the first is written already1 and begins at1 ,before prayer1 prepare thy soul1 and lasts as far as here4 ,the second1 to whom shalt thou pray8 ,soothly1 before all others1 to ,,god ,almighty1 as the prophet bids1 ,be subject to ,,god and pray to ,him4 ,and in the ,gospel1 ,,god says1 ,thou shalt adore the ,lord thy ,,god4 ,saints we honour and pray to1 not as givers of goodness1 but as ,,god',s friends to help us to win from ,him that we pray after4 ,therefore1 let us believe in ,,god with all our heart1 and certain hope1 and perfect charity3 our ,lord ,,god is to be loved4 ,the third1 for whom shall men pray8 ,a great clerk says1 ,every ,christian man is a living member of ,holy ,church1 therefore is he bound to pray for all1 but specially for men of ,holy ,church1 as the ,pope1 ,cardinals1 ,bishops1 all who have cure of men's souls3 also for our foes and our friends2 and all who are in deadly sin1 that they1 through grace1 may rise3 for all who are in ,purgatory1 whom ,,god',s mercy awaits2 and after1 all who have occupations1 both quick and dead4 ,and ,s4 ,gregory says that he who prays for all1 the sooner shall be heard and sped of his prayer3 and ,s4 ,ambrose2 ,if thou prayest for all1 all will pray for thee4 ,and ,s4 ,jerome2 ,necessity binds a man to pray for himself1 but charity of brotherhood stirs him to pray for all3 and charity1 more than necessity1 stirs ,,god to hear4 ,the fourth1 what shall men ask in prayer8 ,certainly1 grace in this life1 and endless joy in the other2 for so ,,god teaches us and says3 ,seek first the kingdom of ,,god and ,his justice1 and all these things shall be added unto you4 ,,god is debtor to those who are righteous1 to find them what they need of earthly goods3 for righteousness makes men ,,god',s children1 and a father by his nature is bound to find for his children4 ,earthly goods are not to be asked in prayer1 for they have done harm to many1 therefore ,solomon says ,how long1 ye fools1 will ye desire those things which are hurtful to you8 ,therefore1 every man should ask of ,,god with fear1 that he ask and pray his ,lord that if ,he see that his prayer be necessary and reasonable1 that ,he will fulfil it3 and if it be not necessary and reasonable1 that ,he will withdraw it2 for what may help and what may harm1 the ,leech knows better than the sick man4 ,but one of these two shall we trust to have through prayer2 either1 that we pray for1 or that which is better for us4 ,the fifth1 what hinders our prayer from being heard by ,god8 ,six things3 the first is the sin of him who prays2 as ,,god says through the prophet1 when ye make many prayers1 ,i will not hear2 because your hands are full of blood4 ,and ,david3 ,if ,i have looked upon iniquity with my heart1 the ,lord will not hear4 ,and the prophet2 ,our sins have hid ,his face from us4 ,and the ,gospel3 ,because we know ,,god does not hear ,sinners4 ,the second is the unworthiness of that for which men pray1 and that ,,god1 through the prophet1 forbids them to pray for3 ,pray not for this people1 neither lift up 7praise7 nor prayer for them2 for ,i will not hear4 ,it tells in the life of the holy ,fathers that one who was bound in sin came to the holy ,abbot1 ,s4 ,anthony1 and said1 holy ,father1 have mercy on me and pray for me3 to whom the holy ,abbot said2 ,i will have no mercy on thee1 unless thou helpest thyself and leavest thy sin4 ,the third is foul and idle thoughts1 that hinder us from thinking on our prayers4 ,of such false prayers1 ,god says through ,his prophet3 ,this people honour ,,me with their lips1 but their heart is far from ,,me4 ,it is great wickedness of us unworthy wretches that when we speak with prayer to ,almighty ,,god1 we also unwittingly hearken not to what we say4 ,soothly1 great displeasure we do to ,,god when we pray ,him to hear our prayer1 and we will not hear it ourselves3 but it is worse to waste our time in foul and idle thoughts4 ,abraham1 when he made a sacrifice to ,,god1 fowls of the air lighted thereon1 and would have defiled it2 and he cleared those birds away1 so that none durst come nigh it1 till all the time were passed1 and the sacrifice made4 ,let us do so with these flying thoughts1 which defile the sacrifice of our prayer4 ,this sacrifice is agreeable to ,,god1 when it comes from a clean and loving heart4 ,,god bids3 send prayer to ,,me1 and ,i shall send grace to thee2 and whatso thou dost for ,,me1 ,i forget it not4 ,the fourth1 that hinders our prayer from being heard1 is hardness of heart2 and that is in two manners2 first hardness of heart against the poor2 and thereof the prophet says who shuts his ear to the cry of the poor1 he may call and ,i will not hear him4 ,the other is the hardness of those who will not forgive to those who have misdone them3 to such1 ,solomon says3--,forgive thy neighbour who has injured thee while he prays to thee1 and thy sins shall be forgiven4 ,and the ,gospel says3 ,as thou standest praying1 forgive if thou hast aught against any1 and your ,father which is in heaven will forgive your sins4 ,the fifth1 that hinders our prayer from being heard1 is little yearning after the things that men pray for3 and ,s4 ,augustine says3 ,,god stores this up for thee1 that with thy whole heart it may be desired2 for ,he will not to give to ,thee hastily1 that so thou mayst learn great things greatly to desire4 ,and ,s4 ,gregory says3 if with our mouth we pray after the bliss of heaven1 and do not yearn for it in our heart1 we are crying still4 ,the sixth1 that hinders our prayer2 is foul and idle speech1 that we fill our lips with2 for if thou givest a great lord drink in a slutty cup1 were the drink never so good1 he would feel disgust therewith1 and bid throw it away1 were his thirst never so sore3 so ,,god does with a prayer that comes from a foul mouth2 ,he esteems it not1 but turns therefrom4 ,therefore says ,s4 ,gregory3 ,the more our lips are defiled with foolish talking1 so much the less are they heard by ,,god in prayer4 ,the sixth1 what might and virtue prayer is of4 ,men who were before this age1 who kept themselves in soothfastness1 and spoke nothing idle1 won from ,,god what they prayed for3 and that was shewn to a holy hermit ,florentius1 who dwelt in a wilderness unknown of men4 ,so much vermin was there about this hermitage1 that none durst come thither by a long way4 ,a deacon was in that land1 who heard of this hermit1 and he came at the last to the place where this hermit was dwelling2 but he saw so much vermin about that he durst not come near3 but cried out for help in fear4 ,the holy man came out to know who it was that cried2 and he saw a man standing there1 and inquired what he would have4 ,and the deacon said2 holy ,father1 ,i have sought thee from far1 and now ,i have found thee1 ,i should have joy enough if ,i might come to thee1 but ,i cannot for these venomous beasts that are here so many4 ,when the holy man heard this1 he fell down on his knees1 and prayed ,,god that ,he would destroy those worms3 and all soon a grisly storm arose with a thunder1 and slew all the worms4 ,then said the hermit to our ,lord2 ,lord1 these beasts lie here so thickly1 that ,i cannot come to him nor he to me1 save we be poisoned by them4 ,lo1 ,lord1 they lie here dead1 but who shall lift them away8 ,at his word1 many birds came1 and carried them all clean away4 ,hereof speaks ,s4 ,gregory3--,because ,,god',s servants withdraw themselves from the world and its works1 uselessly they cannot speak3 so they bind them to silence that they dare say no word save it be teaching others or praising ,,god3 and therefore1 when they ask ,,god aught1 ,he grants it at once4 ,but we1 woful wretches1 who deal with the world1 that chatter all the day like magpies2 now lie1 now twist1 now speak evil1 now quarrel1 now backbite1 now swear great oaths1 these defile our prayer and hinder it1 that it is not heard2 for our mouth is as far from praying ,,god1 as it is near the world with idle speech4 ,prayer is so mightful if it have its right1 that it masters the fiend1 and hinders him from doing his will4 ,for so it did the fiend whom ,julian the ,emperor commanded to go to the other side of the world to bring him tidings how it was there4 ,when he had flown ten days' journey thitherward1 he came over the place that ,publius the hermit dwelled in1 who was praying at that time4 ,and his prayer overtook the fiend1 and held him there fast fully ten days--for all that time1 the hermit was in prayer3 and when he ceased1 the fiend turned back1 for he could no further go1 since prayer hindered him4 ,when thou hast gathered home thine heart and its wits1 and hast destroyed the things that might hinder thee from praying1 and won to that devotion which ,,god sends to thee through ,his dear-worthy grace1 quickly rise from thy bed at the bell-ringing3 and if no bell be there1 let the cock be thy bell3 if there be neither cock nor bell1 let ,,god',s love wake thee1 for that most pleases ,,god4 ,and zeal1 rooted in love1 wakens before both cock and bell1 and has washed her face with sweet love-tears2 and her soul within has joy in ,,god with devotion1 and liking1 and bidding ,him good-morning1 and with other heavenly gladness which ,,god sends to ,his lovers4 ,blessed are they above others whom ,,god wakens1 for they have many joys while others sleep1 for they find that gladness before them1 rise they never so soon2 for ,,god ,himself thus says3 he that early wakens to ,,me1 he shall find ,,me to speak with him1 and shall rejoice himself in ,,me1 and have ,,me at his will4 ,be then a waker1 and rise quickly1 and thank heartily thy ,lord ,,god1 for the rest thou hast had1 and for the care of angels4 ,since a knight has great liking to be called to come and speak with the king1 when he knows it is for his great profit3 with greater reason1 ought ,,god',s knight1 that is every ,christian man1 to be ready at the calling of his ,lord1 ,who calls him for his great profit1 and for nothing else4 ,soberly1 rise thou with a good cheer1 and think that thou hearest ,,god call thee with these words3 ,arise ,my love1 ,my fair one1 and come and shew ,me thy face3 ,i yearn that the voice of thy prayer may ring in ,mine ears4 ,think in thy rising1 how that night many men perished in life1 and some in soul1 and some in body and soul3 some burned1 some drowned1 some suddenly dead without repentance or shrift1 and their souls drawn by fiends to hell2 some fallen into deadly sin1 as lust1 gluttony1 theft1 envy1 manslaughter1 and other several sins4 ,and from all these perils1 thy good ,,god hath delivered thee1 of ,his goodness not of thy desert4 ,what hast thou done to ,,god that ,he should care for thee so1 and suffer so many others to be lost8 and peradventure thou hast done worse than they have done4 ,if thou lookest well at what ,,god has done for thee though thou hast not served ,him1 thou mayst find that ,,god is as busy to do thee profit as if ,he had naught else to do1 and as if ,he had forgotten this whole world1 and thought only on thee4 ,when thou hast this thought1 lift up thine heart to ,,god and say3--,i thank ,thee1 dear-worthy ,lord1 with all my heart1 ,who hast thus cared this night for me1 a so unworthy wretch1 and hast suffered me that with life and health ,i thus abide this day4 ,i thank ,thee1 ,lord1 for this great good1 and many others that ,thou hast done to me1 a so unkind and unworthy wretch1 more than all others3 that ,thou shewest me such kindness against my evil deeds4 ,and put thyself and all thy friends in ,,god',s hands1 and say thus3 ,into ,thy dear-worthy hands1 my ,lord1 ,i yield my soul and body1 and all my friends1 kindred and stranger3 and all who have done me good bodily or ghostly1 and all who have received ,christianity3 that ,thou1 for the love of ,thy ,mother1 that dear-worthy ,maiden1 and the beseeching of ,thy ,saints defend us this day or this night from all perils of body and soul1 and from all deadly sins1 from temptation of the devil1 and sudden death1 and from the pains of hell1 and make us dread them4 ,do ,thou hallow our hearts with grace of ,thy ,holy ,ghost1 and make us1 whatsoever we do here1 do ,thy will1 that we never separate from ,thee1 dear ,lord4 ,amen4 ,when thou hast done1 go to the ,church or ,oratory3 and if thou canst win to none1 make thy chamber thy ,church4 ,in the church is most devotion to pray1 for then is ,,god on the altar to hear those that to ,him pray1 and grant them what they ask or what is better3 and in presence of ,saints1 and in worship of churches that are hallowed1 protection of angels who are there to serve their ,lord and thee--for their office is to receive thy prayer1 and bear it to ,,god1 and bring thee grace from ,him1 as ,s4 ,bernard says3 ,rise then quickly1 at ,,god',s call1 and put all heaviness from thee1 and answer thy ,lord with the words which ,samuel said to ,,god ,who called him in the night3 ',speak ,lord1 for ,thy servant heareth4' ,for eight things we ought to wake and ever be doing good3 this short life3 the strait way we have to go3 our good deeds that are so few3 our sins that are so many3 death that we are sure of and wot not when3 the strait and so hard doom of ,doom's-day1 for every idle thought shall be shewed there1 then shall every foul word and sinful work be greatly pressed1 for ,,god says ,for every careless word1 etc43 and ,s4 ,anselm1 what wilt thou do in that day when all the time expended is required of thee2 how it has been laid out by thee1 even to the minutest thought4 ,the seventh thing is the strong pain of hell3 the eighth1 is the joy of heaven4 ,after thine uprising1 pray for the souls that are in pain of ,purgatory1 and think that thou hearest them cry on thee the words of ,job3 ,have mercy on me1 have mercy on me1 my friends1 for the hand of ,,god is laid upon me1 and help them with ,de ,profundis1 and ,absolve4 ,after1 greet our ,lady1 with ,salve ,regina1 on thy knees4 ,go then to the ,church1 and bid thy vain thoughts and business of the world keep outside thereof3 and at thine incoming1 say to thy soul1 ,enter thou into the joy of thy ,lord1 and thou shalt hear ,his ,voice1 and behold ,his temple4 ,holy ,church is the entrance and gate of ,heaven4 ,after1 fall down before the ,cross1 and honour ,him because ,he was slain on the ,cross1 and say ,we adore ,thee1 ,o ,christ1 and bless ,thee1 because by ,thy holy ,cross ,thou didst redeem the world4 ,and then before thou uprisest1 have in thy mind how hotly ,his love burned1 ,that died for thee on the ,cross4 ,after1 begin thy matins1 but first cross thy lips and say ,o ,lord1 open my lips3 i4e41 ,lord1 open my lips that all night have been shut from praising ,thee1 and ,i cannot open them1 except ,thou help me4 ,and then say1 ,,deus in adjutorium1 with these words1 pour out thine heart before ,,god and say2 ,lord1 as my ,doom's-,man1 before ,thee ,i stand3 do ,thou avenge me of my foes1 which hinder me from serving ,thee1 and they assail me keenly so that ,i be soon overcome unless ,thou dost help me4 ,and at ,gloria ,patri1 bow down and say with thine heart1 ,lord1 of ,thy blessing1 ,i beseech ,thee4 ,turn thee to the angels who stand about to thy comfort and help1 and as thy wardens to keep thee from thy foes1 and thus say to them ,venite exultemus1 ,domino4 ,afterwards1 cast thine eye on somewhat1 and keep it there while thou makest thy prayers1 for this helps much to the stabling of thine heart2 and paint there1 thy ,lord1 as ,he was on the cross2 think on ,his feet and hands that were nailed to the tree2 and on the wide wound in ,his side1 through the which way is made to thee1 to win ,his heart2 thank thy ,lord thereof1 and love ,him therefor3 for these1 they who thither may win1 find treasure of love4 ,think thou seest ,his wounds streaming of blood1 and falling down on the earth2 and fall thou down and lick up that blood sweetly1 with tears kissing the earth1 with remembrance for that rich treasure1 which for thy sins was shed1 and say thus with thine heart3--,why lieth this blood here as if lost1 and ,i perish for thirst8 ,why drink ,i not of this rich payment that my ,lord gives me to drink and cool my tongue1 and hear what ,,god says to me3 ,he who is thirsty1 let him come and drink4 ,thou shalt taste and see how pleasant the ,lord is2 how sweet1 how mild1 how merciful4 ,with such meditations1 angels come to thy soul1 and ,,god is there1 and says to ,his lover3--,what wouldest thou that ,i should do for thee8 and thou dost answer2 ,lord it is enough for me1 a sinful wretch and outcast of ,thy people1 to praise ,thee and love ,thee1 if ,i could1 for so ,i well ought4 ,if thou canst win to such thinkings in thy prayers1 thou shalt have such joys that it shall be a pain to thee to think of aught else4 ,s4 ,bernard1 for the liking that he had for such stirrings desired that matins-time might last till ,dooms-day4 ,think1 when thou standest or kneelest in prayer1 that thou seest ,,jesus ,christ come with angels and holy ,saints on each side1 and angels carrying before ,him basketsfull of help which is left from the feasts of ,saints who dwell with ,,god in heaven3 that ,,god bade them gather up to help the poor with1 that naught might be lost4 ,this help is meat to us poor wretches1 who would perish in default of it1 unless ,,god had pity on us4 ,think thou hearest ,,god cry3 ,whoso has need of meat1 put forth thine hand1 and have4 ,and bow thou with thine head to ,,god1 and lament thy poverty to ,him and say ,there is no bread in mine house2 and also say1 ,lord1 so long meatless have ,i been1 that ,i die of hunger save ,thou takest pity on me2 and naught can hold my life in me1 save meat that ,thou givest4 ,stir thyself up with such recollections1 and by others that may kindle thy devotion and raise it to ,him1 even until thou thinkest thou hearest ,him say to thee1 ,open thy mouth wide1 and ,i will fill it4 ,and then1 through ,,god',s grace1 shalt thou feel something of that heavenly food that feeds all ,hallows1 that thou mayest with liking sing the ,maiden's ,song1 that is ,,god',s ,mother's1 ,magnificat anima mea dominum et exultavit spiritus meus in ,,deo salutari meo4 ,when ,,god1 through ,his grace1 sends thee such likings1 turn thou kindly to the angels who stand before thee1 and to them say3 ,i pray you as my keepers whom ,,god has sent to me1 that ye thank your good ,lord for me4 ,and turn thou then to the altar1 where ,,god truly is1 and say1 ,truly1 ,o ,,god1 great is ,thy mercy towards me1 that is1 ,soothly ,lord1 great is ,thy mercy that ,thou shewest to me4 ,with such love-stirrings1 ,,god comes to ,his lovers3 and waits not till the prayer be made1 but presses in to the midst1 and softens the languishing soul1 with a bedewing of heavenly sweetness3 and tears and sighings are messengers of ,,god',s coming4 ,blessed are they who thus mourn and languish to ,,god1 for they shall never separate from ,,god1 but have ,him ever at their will4 ,how ,,god comes to ,his lovers2 and how sometimes ,he departs from them4 ,,god1 when ,he comes to ,his lovers gives them to taste how sweet ,he is2 and before they can fully feel1 ,he goes from them1 and1 as an ,eagle1 spreads ,his wings1 and rises above them1 as if ,he said3 ,some part mayst thou feel how sweet ,i am3 but if ye will feel this sweetness to the full1 fly up after ,me1 and lift your hearts up to ,me1 where ,i am sitting on ,my ,father's right hand1 and there ye shall be fulfilled in joy of ,me4 ,,god comes to ,his lovers to comfort them2 he departs from them so that they should humble themselves1 and that they should not over-much pride themselves for the joy that they have of ,his coming3 for if thy spouse were aye with thee1 thou wouldest esteem thyself over well and despise others3 and if ,he were aye with thee thou wouldest impute it to nature and not to ,grace4 ,therefore1 through ,his grace1 ,he comes when ,he will1 and to whom ,he will1 and departs when ,he will3 so that ,his long dwelling makes one not more unworthy2 but that after ,his departing1 ,he be more yearned for and sought with zealous love and sighings and tears4 ,but beware thou1 ,,god',s lover1 though thy ,spouse withdraw ,himself from thee for a while1 ,he sees all thy deeds1 and thou canst hide nothing from ,him3 and if ,he wit thou lovest any but ,him1 unless it be for love of ,him1 or if thou makest any love-semblance to other than ,him1 so soon ,he departs from thee4 ,jealous is thy ,spouse1 delicate1 noble and rich2 seven times brighter than the sun2 in fairness and might all others ,he surpasses1 and what so ,he wills is done in heaven and earth and hell4 ,if ,he sees any stain of filth in one who should be ,his dear1 ,he turns from him soon1 for uncleanness can ,he see none4 ,therefore1 be thou chaste1 shame-full1 and mild of heart1 and with love-longing yearn for ,him above all things4 ,and when ,,god withdraws this heavenly likeness and sweetness from thee1 as sometimes need be in this deadly life1 give not thyself to fleshly lusts and likings of the world2 but to prayer and meditation1 reading of ,holy ,writ1 or honest work4 ,and ever mourn thou after thy love1 as a young child who misses his ,mother4 ,for he that1 after such knowing of ,,god and tasting of ,his sweetness1 turns him back and gives him to sin1 he has no defence for his sin against ,,god4 ,an unhappy chance it is and full of care to love the fellowship of ,,god and of ,his angels and ,saints and to serve the fiend and follow his counsel with lusts and likings and works of sin3 that heart which was hallowed through the ,holy ,ghost to be ,,god',s temple1 that was raised here above his nature to have heavenly likings and joy with ,,god1 all soon makes itself loathly and foul with foul thoughts3 those ears that heard the words that it is allowable to speak to none1 open themselves to hear back-bitings and lyings and other idle speech2 those eyes that just now were baptized with tears1 open themselves to see vanities3 that tongue that just now spake to ,,god in prayer1 all soon with that dirty tongue1 forswears1 backbites1 and speaks foul words4 ,pray we to ,,god that of ,his goodness ,he keep us from these vices4 ,of ,,god',s coming men may know by this that ,s4 ,bernard says3 ,when thou art stirred of man in outer or inner spirit to care for righteousness and stand up for it1 to be meek and patient1 to love thy brothers in ,,god1 to be buxom to thy superiors1 to love chastity and cleanness in body and soul1 token is it that ,almighty ,,god comes to visit thy soul4 ,if thou takest godly chastening from thy friend for thy sin1 or words that stir thee to virtues and good ways1 this makes way for and token of ,,god',s coming4 ,then if thou puttest from thee slowness and heaviness1 and with a love-yearning likest such words2 then dear-worthy ,,god thy ,lord hastes ,him to thee1 for the desire that ,,god has to thee2 kindles thy desires to have likings for such words1 and makes thee bitterly repent thy sin and amend thy life4 ,for1 at ,his incoming1 ,he wakens the soul1 stirs it and softens it1 and washes its wounds with wine1 and softens them with oil2 that is1 stirs it to repent bitterly what it has misdone1 and softens it with hope of mercy and forgiveness of sins4 ,he rives sin up by the roots1 as a gardener does evil weeds1 and grafts good trees1 and sows good seed1 where the weeds grew4 ,so does ,,god1 who is called a gardener while ,he is in man's soul3 ,he rives up sins by the roots1 and grafts in that soul virtues and good ways3 what was dry ,he bedews it with grace3 what was black and mirk1 ,he makes it white3 what was bound1 ,he looses3 what was cold1 ,he makes warm with love4 ,by these stirrings1 mayst thou know thy ,lord is come2 by stirring of thy heart1 destroying of vices1 withdrawing from lusts1 amending of life1 repenting misdeeds1 beginning of a new man in ,,god1 every day more and more4 ,and by this mayst thou wit1 when ,he goes from thee2 the gladness wanes1 slow thou waxest dry and heavy1 as a stone2 love cools in thee like a pot that had been welded1 and the fire was withdrawn therefrom4 ,but then needs the soul to mourn sorely until ,he come again4 ,if foul thoughts egg thee on to leave the ,lord thy ,,god1 say this ,whose is this image and superscription8 if he says ,caesar's1 that is the prince of this world1 that is the fiend of hell1 say to him1 ,go again thou foul fiend with thy false money3 bear it again with thee to hell2 for my gates are shut1 and my ,lord dwells herein1 therefore have ,i no time to deal with thee4 ,think on that holy greeting that ,gabriel made to that maiden1 ,mary in ,nazareth1 how joyful she was in body and soul in that time2 through that quieting1 with her assent1 she was fulfilled of grace1 so that she won might and power1 in heaven1 and earth1 and hell2 and on her hangs all the world's health and restoring of those that fell4 ,think on the birth of her ,child1 how she bare ,him without sorrow and grief that all other women have naturally in time of birth2 and she clean maiden after4 ,think when ,he was born1 they laid ,him in a crib before an ox and an ass1 other cradle had ,he none4 ,there was none to serve ,him with the light of torches as men do before great lords3 therefore there came a fire from heaven that lighted the house ,he was in1 and ,bethlehem2 and angels came from heaven to sing the child asleep with a merry voice4 ,think how ,three ,kings came from far lands through knowing of a star1 and offered ,him gold1 incense and myrrh3 think how sweetly the child smiled on them1 and with ,his lovely eyes sweetly looked on them4 ,think how poorly ,his ,mother was clad when the ,kings kneeled before her3 for on her she had but a white smock as the clerks say1 more to cover herself with than for shewing of pride4 ,think how ,his ,mother came with ,him to the ,temple to make her offering of cleansing1 and bowed to fulfil the ,law as if they were sinful4 ,think how the old priest ,symeon took the ,child in his arms1 and blessed ,,god3 for there1 through the stirring of the ,holy ,ghost1 he saw the ,saviour of all this world between ,his hands1 and prayed that he might pass out of this world1 for mine eyes have seen ,him ,who saves the folk4 ,think of that sorrow ,his ,mother had when she missed ,him and sought ,him three days1 and then found ,him among the ,masters1 hearing and inquiring of points of the ,law4 ,think how ,he came to be christened of ,s4 ,john3 how the ,holy ,ghost lighted then on ,him in the likeness of a ,dove1 the ,father there with voice recorded that ,he was ,his ,son4 ,think how ,he hallowed wedlock in the house of the ,ruler of the ,feast1 and there1 to show that ,he was ,almighty ,,god changed water into wine4 ,in the wilderness1 how he fasted #dj days without meat2 how ,he overcame the fiend that tempted ,him with three3 with gluttony1 and covetousness1 and vain-glory1 and of the wonder men had of ,his preaching1 for all the words ,he spake to them were full of grace4 ,how ,he healed the sick1 raised the dead1 gave sight to the blind1 speech to the dumb1 health to the leper1 with touching of ,his hands3 and many other sicknesses that were in their nature incurable1 ,he healed through the might of ,his words1 for ,he could do more than ,nature4 ,how ,he was weary of much going2 rested ,him at the well2 and then ,he bade give ,him water to drink for ,he thirsted sore4 ,then1 open thine heart with sore sighings1 and think on the passion and pains that ,,jesus ,christ suffered1 as they are written before on the xviii leaf4#g ,he may ask grace of ,,god1 and certainly trust to speed1 who here stirs himself up with good works1 and with devotion and likings3 flavours them so that they may be savoury to his dear ,lord4 ,works of penance1 as fasting1 waking1 hard fighting1 forbearing of fleshly lusts1 prayers1 alms-deed1 and other things that we do with devotion and likings in ,,god1 it behoves that so they be done with a glad heart1 and with a freedom of spirit4 ,devotion is a worthy affection that ,,god sends to the heart to gladden it with3 but unworthy is he to have this gift1 that will make no dwelling-place in his heart for it4 ,we seek with our belief what is above us1 but it savours us not1 for we are so full of earth that we have lost our taste4 ,why do so many men feel the stirrings that the fiend forges1 and suffer his enemy so often to overthrow him8 ,i see nothing that does this1 save lack of grace4 ,among all other 7things7 ,i trow we grieve ,,god most1 because we will not labour to win this grace of ,,god3 and ,,god promises ,his grace to all that will to receive1 if that their vessel be clean and empty to receive it in4 ,but ,s4 ,bernard says3 ,the heart that is loaded with covetousness of the world1 it can have neither devotion nor liking in ,,god2 for soothfastness and vanity1 a lasting and a failing thing1 a ghostly thing and a bodily cannot be brought together at any time4 ,so worthy a thing is the comfort of ,,god that it will not rest in a breast where other comfort is4 ,so delicious is the liking in ,him1 that with no other liking can it accord4 ,whoso yearns after other comfort to glad himself with1 witnesses against himself that he withstands ,,god',s grace3 unless it be honest comfort betimes that he may thereby glad his nature with1 and better serve ,,god4 ,after thou hast spent thy time in prayers1 and holy thoughts and good works1 in ,,god',s holy dread1 prepare thyself for food to strengthen thy nature which would else fail4 ,and to this intent shall every ,christian man clothe and feed his body2 that it may the better serve his ,lord1 in whatsoever he does4 ,in the morning1 thou shalt go to thy meat1 with soberness and measure2 care for thy self in thy meat-time2 and after meat1 make thou praising to thy ,lord that ,he has fed thee1 and also before meat1 and for all the good deeds that ,he has done to thee4 ,first1 or ever thou goest to meat1 thou shalt mourn as holy ,job did1 who thus says1 ,before ,i eat ,i sigh1 because my nature is made weak and feeble for ,adam's sin2 and every day needs bodily meat to uphold the nature that else would fail in a little time4 ,and1 as it tells in the life of the holy ,fathers2 ,isidore that holy man1 when he ate1 he wept sore and said1 ,i am ashamed of myself for ,i live by beastly meat as other beasts do that have no reason by nature2 and ,i1 ,,god',s reasonable creature1 made like to ,himself1 that should have dwelt in ,paradise1 and there have been fed with heavenly food4 ,when thou findest delight or savour in meat and drink1 think on the heavenly ,saints whom all likings pass by1 and we be never satisfied till we feel thereof4 ,men of religion hear lessons of holy men's lives at their meat1 so that as the body is fed with bodily food1 so the soul be fed with holy words4 ,man's body is as a burning furnace1 and specially in the young2 and delicious and hot meats and drinks make that fire to burn hotter3 therefore says ,s4 ,john3--,plenty in time of youth is double fire4 ,therefore all that kindles sin in the flesh is to be fled from4 ,the wise man says1 ,if thou wilt abate the flame1 abate the brands4 ,and ,s4 ,john2 ,flesh-meat and wine are kindling of fleshly stirrings4 ,and ,s4 ,austin2 the flesh is as a wild colt1 which is to be tamed with bridle and hunger4 ,and ,solomon2 ,rod and burden fall to the ass1 that betokens our flesh4 ,wisely should a man consider the meat that comes before him1 and take of them in such measure that they grieve him not1 but that through them1 he may serve ,,god better4 ,therefore ,s4 ,john bids3--,ever when thou eatest1 ever hunger thou1 that after meat thou mayst read and pray and serve ,,god better4 ,holy men who have been before us enjoyed strong sharp meat1 more to abate hunger than for pleasure4 ,some lived by grass1 some by roots1 some by spices and herbs and fruit that the earth bore2 and in whatso they ate they destroyed all taste that might stir them to pleasure4 ,also1 ,s4 ,germanus mixed ashes with his bread1 that he should feel no pleasure in his meat-time4 ,other sauce than hunger1 they took none4 ,s4 ,gregory says3 bread made of bran and water1 with cold or other simple pottage is good food to the well-taught stomach1 with sauce of ,,god',s love if he have it therewith3 without this sauce1 no sustenance has savour that man enjoys4 ,some eat no meat before the night2 some only every other day2 some fast three days together4 ,machari fasted all the ,lenten-tide1 save ,sundays1 and ate naught but raw leaves4 ,some take no heed when they eat1 nor what they eat1 flesh or fish3 all tasted alike to them1 so that afterwards1 they wist not what they ate4 ,some1 when they were set down to meat1 and meat was brought before them1 they forgot to eat1 for so they spent the day and the night in holy speech1 that they thought of naught else1 till the undern-tide#h of the second day1 so that the brethren came to them and asked why they could not eat3 and then1 for the first time1 thought they of meat1 and they ate then as they thought good1 in ,,god',s holy fear4 ,when thou art set to thy meat1 make before thee a cross on the board with five crumbs to stir thee up to think on ,him who died for thee on the ,cross2 and think1 here lies ,his head that was crowned with thorns1 there ,his hands1 there ,his feet that were nailed full fast2 there was ,his sweet side that was opened with the spear1 from which came both blood and water to heal my dirty wounds4 ,when thou hast so done if thou canst1 take part of thy bread and of thy fish1 and lay it by itself1 and say thus quietly in thine heart1 ,lord1 what wilt ,thou give me for this pittance ,i make to ,thee8 how many tears1 how many love-yearnings and longings after ,thee8 how many comforts of the ,holy ,ghost1 how many stirrings to good things1 how many lookings towards me with ,thy lovely eyes8 ,lord1 wilt ,thou for this meat that the poor hungry man shall have for ,thy sake1 give me the love of ,thee8 ,when thou hast eaten what thou thinkest good1 thank thy ,lord that ,he hath fed thee4 ,after meat1 be thou worthy1 and keep thee from much speech and idle games1 and hold thy wits inward in fear of ,,god4 ,seemly it is to man1 and pleasing to ,,god1 that his bearing be more honourable and temperate after meat than before3 that no taking of excess be seen in him1 that the flesh may serve the soul better in reading1 praying and other ghostly works1 that may help to good things4 ,then ,even-song say1 with the devotion that ,,god sends thee1 in ,church or ,oratory1 or wheresoever thou mayst say it best1 away from the noise and throng of the world4 ,after1 if thou needest1 go sup3 and short be thy supper time3 so in measure take thou meat and drink that it be no burden nor grievance to thy nature1 nor hindrance to serve thy ,lord2 or in time of rest reave from thee thy sleep2 or the fiend defile thee with foul temptations in thy sleep1 as he often does him who goes to bed with a full stomach4 ,every man eat1 as ,s4 ,john says1 according as he is strong or old1 or according as his body is greater or less1 or whole or sick2 take what is needful for sustenance of nature1 and not as pleasure asks4 ,after supper1 go to the ,church or other place1 where thou mayst be most at rest1 and say thy ,compline1 for in this time as ,s4 ,ambrose saith1 birds in their language praise their ,lord1 and thank ,him after their kind1 for the goods ,he has sent them4 ,call thou then on thy ,,god and say ,converte nos ,,deus salutaris noster1 as if he said1 ,lord1 ,i have been this day hindered by the world1 that has greatly hindered me from serving ,thee2 through temptation of the fiend and of my flesh oft this day have ,i done amiss2 therefore1 my ,lord1 turn me now from the world1 and from all that may hinder me from praising ,thee with a pure heart and with all my wits1 so that they be intent on ,thee to work ,thy will1 ,and then1 say forth thy ,compline1 and after1 other prayers with the devotion that ,,god sends thee4 ,and after1 before thou goest to bed1 hold a chapter with thine heart1 and ask it in what things it is better than it was4 ,hast thou shriven thee of that sin that thou didst then and there8 of the words that thou spakest there8 of that evil will that was in thee then8 of that wrong that thou didst and saidst there to him8 of that handling8 of that blame8 of that foul thought8 of that thing left undone that thou should'st have done8 art thou willing to leave off such vices8 ,what temptations withstood'st thou this day8 in what art thou meeker than thou wast8 in what more chaste1 more sober1 more patient1 more temperate1 more loving thy ,,god in thy brother1 or more liking in ,,god hast thou than thou hadst8 ,hast left that sin that thou1 through habit1 fallest into so oft8 and other many vices that thou hast done and pleased the fiend with3 and grieved thy good ,,god1 and hast barred thyself against the grace that should help thee4 ,and then1 with a repenting of those sins that bite thy conscience1 knock on thy breast and say a ,pater noster with ,ave ,maria1 on thy knees1 and soon in the morning shrive thee of those sins4 ,and if thou doest thus1 ,i hope the fiend shall be afeared to tempt thee1 for thou art under ,,god',s ward1 whilst thou bearest thee thus4 ,after this reckoning1 where-through thy soul is raised to a blessed hope to the ,father of mercy1 and thy flesh waxes heavy1 go to thy rest3 for if thou hinderest thy flesh of its necessity1 and work it beyond its might1 faintly will it help thee1 or hinder thee withal4 ,and or ever thou goest to rest commit thyself and thy friends into ,,god',s hands1 who for us was nailed to the tree1 and beseech ,him1 for ,his mercy1 that ,he guard thee from all perils of body and soul1 and arm thee with the token of the cross2 for where the fiend sees this mark soon he flies4 ,of this mark1 it is written in the life of ,s4 ,edmund3 that as he went one time alone1 a child appeared to him who was wonderfully fair1 and said1 ,hail1 my friend1 whom ,i love in ,,god4 ,s4 ,edmund was surprised at this greeting1 and the child said to him1 knowest thou me not8 ,and ,s4 ,edmund said to the child1 ,how should ,i know thee8 ,i never saw thee before4 ,and the child said to him1 ,when thou didst learn in school1 ,i sat ever by thy side2 and ever since ,i have been with thee1 wheresoever thou hast dwelt2 for so my ,lord has fastened me to thee1 that ,i might never part from thee1 such is my ,lord's will4 ,but behold on my forehead1 and read what thou seest there4 ,he looked as he told him1 and with heavenly letters1 these four words1 he saw there written1 ,,jesus ,nazarenus ,rex iudeorum4 ,then said the child1 ,this is my ,lord's name1 thou seest thus written4 ,this name ,i will that thou have in mind1 and print it in thy soul1 and cross thy front with this name2 before thou goest to sleep2 and from harassings of the fiend1 it shall protect thee that night1 and from sudden death1 and all who thus by night cross themselves therewith4 ,and when he had spoken these words1 he vanished away4 ,carry some holy thoughts to bed with thee1 and say thy prayers1 till sleep fall on thee4 ,to have soft sleep and sweet1 a sovereign help is measure and soberness in meat and drink3 with recollection of ,,god',s law and ,holy ,writ2 as ,,god says through the prophet1 ,keep ,my law and ,my counsel1 and if thou sleepest thou shalt not be afraid2 if thou dost rest thy sleep shall be sweet4 ,and ever1 as thou wakenest1 lift thine heart to ,,god1 with some holy thought1 and rise and pray to thy ,lord that ,he grant release from pains to the dead1 and grace to the living1 and life without end4 ,if temptation of lust stir thee in bed1 think that thy good ,lord hung on the ,rood for thee2 think on ,his five wounds that streamed down of blood3 think that ,his bed was the hard knotty tree1 and instead of a pillow ,he had a crown of thorns4 ,and say then1 with sore sighing1 till thy desire cool1 ,my dear-worthy ,lord hanged on the ,rood for me2 and ,i lie in this soft bed1 and welter me in sin1 like a foul swine that loves but filth4 ,rise then quickly1 and hold thee with prayers1 love-sighings and tears4 ,of three points beware4 ,the first1 that the devotions thou hast through grace stirring1 be not known of others3 hide them1 so far as thou mayest with will and deed for fear of vain glory4 ,the second1 that thou thinkest not it is in thy power to have such devotions and stirrings when thou wilt3 but only through ,,god',s grace when ,he will send them4 ,the third1 that thou thinkest not over-well of thyself for such stirrings2 nor thinkest thou art therefore dear to ,,god2 nor deem another more unworthy who does not as thou dost2 but when thou hast done all well1 think soothly by thyself1 and grant it in words2 ,it is nothing worth ,i do1 ,lord3 for ,i am but a useless thrall4 ,if thou wilt lose no reward1 deem none other1 but hold thyself most unworthy2 for if thou fastest or prayest more than another1 perchance another surpasses thee in meekness1 and patience and loving4 ,therefore think of what thou lackest1 and not only of what thou hast4 ,nevertheless1 ,,god wills that thou should'st think on those graces and goods ,he has done for thee1 to stir thee up to know thyself indebted to ,him for them1 and serve ,him and love ,him the more2 or if thou beest in grief to glad thee with4 ,sometimes1 it falls out that in ,,god',s doom1 one is better whom men deem evil than some that men deem good4 ,many are worthy without and unclean within4 ,some worldly and dissolute1 and ,,god',s private friends within4 ,and some1 in man's sight bear themselves like angels2 and in ,,god',s sight1 they stink as sinful wretches4 ,and some seem sinful to men's doom1 and are full dear to ,,god ,almighty1 for their inward bearing is heavenly in ,,god',s bright sight4 ,therefore1 judge we none other save ourselves4 ,and pray we for ourselves and all others to ,,jesus ,christ1 ,mary's ,son1 ,who for us was nailed on the ,rood1 that whoso is bound in deadly sin1 ,he loose them2 and they who are in good life1 that ,he grant them end therein4 ,two messengers are come to thee to bring thee tidings4 ,the one is called ,fear1 who comes from hell to warn thee of thy danger3 the other is called ,hope that comes from ,heaven to tell thee of bliss thou shalt have if thou doest well4 ,fear says he saw so many betortured in hell1 that if all the wits of men were in one1 he could not tell them3 of gluttons1 unchaste1 robbers1 thieves1 rich men with their servants who harmed the poor3 judges who would not give judgment except for reward3 treasurers who by subtilty maintained injustice3 deemsters who condemned loyal men and delivered stark thieves2 workmen who worked dishonestly and took full hire2 tillers of the soil who tilled badly2 prelates1 with the care of men's souls1 who neither punished nor taught them2 of all sorts of men who have wrongly wrought2 then ,i saw that every one bought it bitterly4 ,for there ,i saw want of all good1 and plenty of pain and sorrow2 as hot fire burning ever1 brimstone stinking3 grisly devils like dragons gaping ever2 hunger and thirst for ever lasting1 adders and toads gnawing on the sinful4 ,such sorrow and yelling and gnashing of teeth1 ,i heard there1 that nearly1 for fear1 ,i lost my wits4 ,such mirkness there was1 that ,i could grip it2 and so bitter was the smoke that it made the woe-ful wretches shed glowing tears2 and bitterly ,i heard them ban the day when they were born4 ,now1 they long to die1 and cannot4 ,death1 which1 sometime they hated1 were liefer to them now than all the good of this world4 ,and therefore ,i warn thee that thou amend thee of thy sins with shrift and penance1 and have a steadfast will to leave them for ever3 a seat ,i saw made for thee in hell of burning fire1 where devils should pain thee ever unendingly4 ,that other messenger1 who is called ,hope says he is come from ,heaven to tell thee of that untellable great joy that rules ,,god',s friends2 to tell thereof as it is may no earthly man speak though his tongue were of steel4 ,for there is a gracious fellowship of all ,,god',s friends1 orders of angels1 and of holy saints1 and ,almighty ,,god above1 ,who gladdens them all4 ,of all goodness1 ,i saw plenty2 beauty and riches that last for ever2 honour and power that never shall fail2 wisdom and love and everlasting joy4 ,then ,i heard melody and song of bright angels4 ,so worthy is that joy and so great withal1 that whoso might taste of it a blessed drop1 he should be so ravished in liking of ,,god1 and such yearning he should have to win thither1 that all joys of the world were pain to him4 ,with so great a love he should be overtaken in yearning to win to that bliss1 that by a hundred times it should more stir him to love virtue and flee sin than any fear he might have of the pain of hell4 ,and ,i tell thee for sooth1 if thou wilt leave sin1 and do ,,god',s bidding1 and love ,him as thou oughtest1 a rich and a fair seat ,,god has made for thee wherein thou shalt dwell with ,him unendingly4 ,,third ,,part ,,of ,,the ,,book4 ,the third and the last part of this book teaches a man to bear himself1 wheresoever he comes1 and whatsoever he does3 that it be to the praise of ,,god1 and an example of good to all who see him3 for thus the ,apostle counsels3 ,let everything be done honestly and in order2 that is all that ye do1 look ye do it honestly and orderly4 ,then at the first1 let every lover of ,,god see that ye yearn not to mingle with the world1 that hinders and deceives all who deal with it1 and hinders them from the many good deeds they might do4 ,and the man who will nowhere rest but aye rake about2 their eyes see many things1 that the eye sends to the heart1 and such come not out easily when they are once imprinted4 ,s4 ,bernard complains of the harms that he felt in the world whilst he was therein1 and says the world surrounded me and weighed me down3 that is ,the world has besieged me on every side2 and through the gates of my five wits it shot at me and wounded me full sore2 and through the wounds1 death presses in1 to slay my sorry soul4 ,mine eyes look1 and my thought changes and kindles me in sin4 ,mine ears hear and my heart bows me thereto4 ,i smell with my nose1 and it pleases my thoughts4 ,with my mouth ,i speak1 and in my speech ,i please or beguile others3 and with a little over-soft feeling1 lust kindles in my flesh2 and the fiend1 my foe1 whom ,i cannot see1 stands ever against me with his bow bent4 ,therefore1 if necessity make man to go into this world1 where are so many stirrings to sin1 with great fear shall he go1 as into a battle to fight his foes4 ,it needs he be well armed against the arrows of his foe1 that severely shoots at him2 and the more may he dread him because he cannot see him3 with foot-traps and snares is the way set full4 ,therefore1 let him who shall go forth1 arm him with ,,god',s holy fear4 ,,god warned ,his disciples to be wary in the world when ,he said thus3 ,soothly the world shall withstand you with temptations4 ,therefore1 if thou must go out1 for thine own profit or that of others1 colour not thy going with any false hue1 to feign for thyself an occasion to dally with the world1 for pleasure or command1 or to be known with praise before others4444 ,and therefore they make a show with words and feign as they can1 to be holden holy of all who see them1 that give themselves to dalliance with the world1 more than needs1 as to buying1 selling or quarrelling about earthly things4 ,and all their outward bearing so accords with the world that ,david says3 ,they have mixed themselves with the peoples2 they partake of their works3 that is1 they mingle them with the folk of the world1 who have no knowledge of ,,god1 and such works as they see them do1 such works they do4 ,therefore1 when thou needest to go forth1 cross thyself with the holy name of ,,jesus1 ,mary's ,son1 who died on the ,rood for thee1 for then thou art more secure1 whithersoever thou goest1 as ,s4 ,austin said to his brother1 when they went forth4 ,and ,s4 ,john says3 ,whitherso thou goest1 and whatsoever thou doest1 thy forehead and thy breast mark thou with the cross2 for there is no other mark the fiend so greatly dreads4 ,see that thine outer-clothing be not over-loathsome1 nor over-curious1 in shape nor in hue4 ,keep thy limbs to their business1 to which they were made1 and do not cast thine eyes about like a child2 flourish not thine hands1 and leap not with thy feet4 ,when the heart of man is out of ward1 the limbs sometimes fail in their office4 ,and1 as thou orderest thine outward bearing when thou goest forth1 also look thou that thou beest devout within1 and specially in praying to and praising the ,lord4 ,if in going out1 thou canst not rest in saying thy prayers1 go the softlier4 ,many things hinder thee in toiling to pray2 weariness of limbs2 men thou meetest who speak to thee2 then thy five wits fleet out of ward1 and then the devotion of him who prays1 cools4 ,when walking thou hast said thy prayers that thou art bound to say1 lift up thy heart to ,,god1 and pray to ,him in thy thoughts in a blessed recollection3 think on the good things ,,god has done for thee1 and shall do if thou truly servest ,him3 think on ,his biddings and do them indeed according to thy might1 for so ,,god bids thee when ,he thus says3--,the words which ,i command thee shall be in thine heart1 and thou shalt relate them to thy sons3 and thou shall meditate on them1 sitting in thine house1 and walking on thy journey1 sleeping and arising4 ,or in working1 tell fair tales to thy fellows1 or something from ,holy ,writ that may soften your way1 or glad you in ,,god4 ,and sometimes say the ,seven ,psalms for the quick and the dead1 that ,,god give grace to the quick and rest to the dead4 ,when thou comest to the town to ease thy body1 seek where thou mayst most worthily dwell for thy condition and in most peace3 and where thou mayst most profit to thyself and others4 ,let flesh-lust and vanity entice thee to no place3 but inquire where any is who most loves ,,god1 and thither draw thou4 ,seek not where thou mayst be fed best1 for there peradventure are many stirrings to sin4 ,harbour thee with no woman unless thou knowest good of them for a long time4 ,when thou art come to the house thou shalt rest in1 hold thy wits inward in ,,god',s holy fear2 so that thine outer bearing be so ruled with grace that thou mayst stir to good all whom thou seest1 and through ,,god',s grace destroy mirkness of sin1 and so fulfil ,,god',s teaching1 who says thus1 ,so let your light shine before men1 that they seeing your good works may glorify your ,father ,who is in heaven4 ,and ,s4 ,gregory says3 ,neither is it greatly praiseworthy to be good with the good1 but to be good with the evil2 for even as it is of more heinous guilt not to be good among the good1 so is it of unwearied honour to have stood for the good among the evil4 ,keep well thine eyes when thou art come to harbour1 from all things that may kindle sin and make thine eyes forward1 as ,job did1 who said ,i make a covenant with mine eyes lest ,i should think upon a maid4 ,after sight1 comes thought1 and thereafter deed1 and therefore said the prophet ,jeremiah1 ,mine eye hath laid waste my soul4 ,when so holy a prophet lamented him of his eyesight1 sorely may another complain who oft sins therewith4 ,augustine3 ,shameless eye is the messenger of shameless heart4 ,gregory3 ,it is not lawful to look after that which it is not lawful to desire4 ,david3 ,turn away mine eyes that they may not see vanity4 ,look also that thou hearest nothing that may stir thee to sin1 as unclean words1 backbiting1 false judgments1 great oaths1 controversy1 striving and other such vices4 ,also at thy meat1 bear thyself orderly1 and hold thee in measure1 and seek after no dainties1 but be pleased with common meats4 ,consider in speaking1 to whom1 what1 when1 how1 of whom1 and where3 and have thyself so orderly that thou beest not like other worldly men1 but fulfil the ,apostle's words2 ,be not conformed to this world1 because your conversation is in heaven4 ,though our body be in this world as a clot of earth1 it is needful that our spirit which was bought with the dear-worthy blood of ,,god ,almighty be with mind and will in heaven1 not soil itself here with sin1 as swine do in a ditch4 ,and whatsoever thou doest1 and wheresoever thou comest1 do as the ,apostle teaches3 ,shew thyself to all men as an example of good works1 for through a good example ,,god is worshipped and praised1 men are helped and taught and strengthened in their belief4 ,bear thee so that men who dwell with you may say of you as was said of the ,apostles ,paul and ,barnabas1 ,the gods are made like men1 and have come down to us4 ,,deo gracias4 ,,footnotes3 #e ,rolle's free rendering of the ,latin is added here from the ,thornton ,,ms4 ,it does not occur in the ,arundel ,,ms4 #f ,the ,,ms4 is defective4 #g ,on the #ahth leaf of the ,,ms4 containing ,our ,daily ,work begins ,richard ,rolle's ,meditations on the ,passion4 ,a rendering of this is given in ,fr4 ,r4 ,h4 ,benson's ,a ,book of the ,love of ,,jesus4 #h ,a meat-time between sunrise and noon1 or between noon and sunset4 ,on ,grace4 ,on ,grace4 ,three degrees of grace there are4 ,the first ,,god gives to all creatures1 to uphold them with2 and this is called ,,god',s help freely given to all creatures2 and without this gift of grace1 creatures cannot do1 nor last in their kind2 for as water is made hot through fire and becomes cold again if the fire be withdrawn1 so1 as ,s4 ,austin says1 ,all creatures that are made of naught1 so are they worth naught in a little time1 unless ,,god upholds them with ,his grace4 ,therefore says the ,apostle ,through the grace of ,,god1 ,i am what ,i am4 ,as if he said1 ,that ,i live1 that ,i feel1 that ,i speak or hear or see1 and all that ,i am3 all this ,i have only through ,,god',s grace4 ,the second degree of grace is more special3 that ,,god gives freely to every man who is a good and reasonable creature3 and this grace stands ever at the gates of our hearts1 and knocks on our free-will1 and bids it let it in4 ,this1 ,,god says that ,he does3 ,behold1 ,i stand at the door knocking1 that is1 ,i stand at the door of thine heart and knock2 let ,me in4 ,and this grace is given freely to man before he deserves it4 ,then let every man make himself worthy and ready to receive ,his gift of the ,holy ,ghost1 ,who ever stirs man's free-will to good1 and calls it from evil4 ,two things are needful to the health of man's soul4 ,the first is this grace that ,i speak of3 the second1 is man's free-will according thereto4 ,and without these two1 no man can do thoroughly what he ought1 that should help him to health of his soul2 for neither free-will1 without this grace stirring1 nor this grace without free-will assenting1 can do aught that pleases ,,god4 ,therefore1 says ,s4 ,austin1 ,he ,who made thee without thee1 will not justify thee without thee2 that is1 ,he ,who made thee without thee1 will not make thee righteous1 save thou helpest thereunto4 ,and though the free-will of man cannot make the grace of ,,god in man1 nevertheless1 let man do what is in him1 and prepare himself1 that he may be ready and able to receive the grace1 when it comes4 ,if thou wert in a mirk house one day1 and doors and windows shut3 if thou wouldest not let the sun come in1 who was to blame if the house were mirk4 ,also blame none save thyself1 if thy grace be less4 ,for ,s4 ,anselm says1 ,man lacks not this grace1 for ,,god gives it to him2 but he has it not1 because he does not make himself ready to receive this grace as he should4 ,,god is not stingy of ,his grace1 for ,he has enough thereof2 for though ,he deal it out never so far1 and to so many1 ,he never has the less2 for ,he only wants clean vessels1 to put ,his grace in4 ,therefore says ,s4 ,austin2 ,,god by vast freedom and abundance fills all creatures according to their capacity3 that is1 ,,god through ,his great freedom of ,his great grace fulfils all creatures according as they are able to receive ,his grace4 ,if man opened his heart to this grace when ,,god sends it to him1 he would shew it in works2 for the ,apostle1 when he had won it1 said1 ,his grace in me was not in vain1 that is the grace that ,,god has given me1 is not useless in me2 for he enjoyed it ever in work4 ,we unite with ,,god in ,his grace1 as merchants do together3 for ,,god sets ,his grace against our work2 but for ,his grace and ,his death1 ,he wills 7to have7 naught but our praising and thanking1 and ,he wills that man should have all the profit that may arise thereof4 ,but they try to reave from ,,god1 ,his part1 who would be praised of men for good deeds4 ,against them1 ,,god says1 ,i will not give ,my glory to another2 that is1 ,praising and worship that belong to ,me1 ,i will give to no other4 ,thou shalt understand1 that free-will of man is to turn freely to good or ill4 ,three states there are of man2 before sin1 after man's sin1 and after man is confirmed1 that is1 after man is departed out of this deadly life1 and come to that joy that shall never end4 ,in the first place1 before man sinned1 was man's will so free1 that he could sin or not sin3 in his free-will it was1 to do good or ill4 ,in the last state1 that is confirmed1 shall man sin no more4 ,in the second state1 in which he may sin1 and may not but sin1 man's will is free to ill1 till it be strengthened with grace3 and when grace leads the will1 then it is free to work the good4 ,before man sinned1 no hindering had he from doing good1 nor no need to do ill3 but now has sin joined with our flesh1 and bred what ,s4 ,paul calls the law of the flesh1 so that it is master of the flesh1 and withstands ,,god',s law in all that it can4 ,this hinders our will from assenting to good2 and stirs it to ill so that it may not work good1 unless grace helps and accustoms him away from sin4 ,every man before he sins1 has a free will to do good or ill1 but when he is bound to the fiend1 through works of sin1 he may through no power of himself come out of his bonds3 and then he fares like a ship that in a tempest has lost all that could help it1 and is cast from wave to wave whither the tempest drives it4 ,right so1 a man who lacks ,,god',s grace1 because he be fallen into deadly sin1 he does not what he would1 but aye wavers from hand to hand1 at the fiend's will1 and unless ,,god give him grace to rise out of his sin1 he shall be in sin to his life's end1 and after1 be lost body and soul1 and damned to endless pain4 ,if the folk or the common people choose them a king1 and he be confirmed in his kingdom1 he be never so ill to them1 they can do naught to him1 unless it be through some other1 who has more power than he3 and so1 it behoves them suffer1 do he them never so much ill4 ,right so1 man before he sins1 has a free will to choose whether he will be under ,,god or the fiend2 and when1 with his will1 he chooses to serve the fiend1 he cannot after1 when he would1 come out of his bonds4 ,and therefore1 worldly men who are bound in sin say to them who counsel them to amend their lives1 fain would we rise1 but we cannot4 ,no1 they cannot through might of themselves1 but through ,,god',s grace helping them they can4 ,the third grace is most special2 for it is given only to those who receive the second grace2 and with their free-will fulfil it in deed1 and can say as ,s4 ,paul said1 ,the grace of ,,god was not in vain in me4 ,and ,s4 ,austin says2 ,,god1 working with us1 fulfils that which ,he1 through grace stirring1 began in us4 ,for neither without ,his helping can we do good to ourselves1 nor please ,him3 as ,,god says ,himself without ,me1 thou canst no nothing4 ,,god',s grace stirring1 goes before good will1 and stirs it to do the good and leave the ill4 ,grace1 when it comes first to visit man's soul1 wakens him as out of a slumbering and inquires of him with those sharp words3 ,where art thou8 ,whence comest thou8 ,whither shalt thou8 ,first he says1 ,where art thou8 as if he said1 ,bethink thee1 unhappy wretch1 how foul thou art cast down1 and what peril thou art in4 ,for1 for thy sin thou art fallen into the enemy's hands1 who above all things dost covet to work thy woe2 and naught may deliver thee out of the foe's hands1 but ,almighty ,,god1 thy good ,lord1 ,whom thou hast forsaken4 ,after he says3 ,whence comest thou8 as if he said1 thou wretch1 behold how thou hast wasted thy life in sin2 thou comest from the fiend's tavern--,where are all the goods that ,,god has given thee to help thee with1 and to worship ,him8 ,sorrily hast thou lost them4 ,thy ,lord made thee rich1 and thou art become a poor wretch4 ,after1 he inquires1 ,whither wendest thou8 ,woeful wretch thou wendest to the woeful doom1 that ,,god dooms men to2 for as thou hast served so shalt thou be judged4 ,so awful shalt thou see ,,god there1 that thou shalt for fear be out of thy wits2 and to the mountains and hills thou shalt cry with a grisly noise1 and pray them to fall on thee and hide thee1 that thou see ,him not4 ,woeful wretch1 thou wendest to hell1 if thou dost forth as thou hast begun1 where thou shalt find fire so hot and so raging1 that all the water in the sea1 though it ran through it1 should not slake a spark thereof4 ,and because thou stinkest here to ,,god1 for thy foul sin1 there thou shalt feel everlasting stink3 and because thou lovedst mirkness here1 for aye to be in sin1 there shalt thou feel such thick mirkness that thou canst grip it2 and because here thou didst rest thyself in sin against ,,god',s will1 there shalt thou shed more tears than there are motes in a sunbeam4 ,thou shalt suffer pain ever after pain1 ever to renew thy woe4 ,when ,,god',s grace has stirred man and wakened him with these three1 and has made him to know the peril he is in1 then he conceives a terror of ,,god',s awful doom3 and therethrough1 he begins to repent whatever he did ill1 and covets to amend himself through ,,god',s grace1 that stirs him to flee ill and give himself to good3 and then comes grace following1 to help the goodwill of man to fulfil it in deed4 ,for though man have a good will to do the good1 through grace before stirring the good will1 yet can he not do indeed without ,,god',s grace following and helping3 and this the ,apostle affirms of himself when he says2 ,but not ,i1 but the grace of ,,god in me2 that is1 the good which ,i do is naught1 but ,,god',s grace does it with me2 as if he had said1 ,i can do no good1 unless ,,god',s grace help me4 ,,god',s will is also a handmaiden to grace1 to work all her will4 ,,god',s grace1 wherever it be1 will not be useless1 but ever working and growing more and more1 to increase thy reward4 ,therefore do we as the ,apostle counsels us1 ,we exhort you1 brethren1 that ye receive not the grace of ,,god in vain2 that is1 ,i pray you and bid you1 my brothers in ,,god1 that ye receive not ,,god',s grace in vain4 ,he receives ,,god',s grace in vain1 that enjoys it not in good1 when ,,god sends it to him2 and therefore perhaps1 he shall never after win thereto4 ,isidore tells of a little fly that is called ,saura1 and this fly betokens grace stirring beforehand4 ,this kind of fly is said to be the enemy of all venomous worms1 so that when he sees any worm 7going7 toward man to sting him when he sleeps in the wilderness2 he flies before to the man1 and lights upon his face1 and bites him a little2 and therethrough he wakes before the beast comes to sting him4 ,by this ,saura is understood grace that ,,god sends to man against the temptations of the fiend1 who often stings venomously3 it cries unto thee1 as the ,apostle says2 ,awake1 thou that sleepest1 and rise from the dead1 and ,christ shall give thee light4 ,but the unthankful act against this grace1 and ruin it3 as ,virgil did with this little fly that saved him from death4 ,he lay asleep1 and an adder came toward him3 but this fly ,saura flew before1 and lighted on his forehead1 and pricked him a little1 and therewith he wakened2 also the adder came2 but this ,virgil1 in his waking1 felt his forehead smart1 and smote himself on the face2 and so he slew the fly1 and so repaid him for his service1 who saved his life4 ,therefore do thou not ruin ,,god',s grace when it comes to thee1 to warn thee of harm and stir thee to good4 ,glad ought man to be of ,,god',s grace1 when ,,god sends it to him1 and to take care full warily of so rich a gift3 for grace is earnest-money of that lasting joy which is to come1 as the ,apostle says3 the grace of ,,god is eternal life2 that is1 ,,god',s grace is like a help and way to everlasting life4 ,therefore1 ,he sets grace before us as the way that leads to everlasting joy3 and also a pledge1 if we keep it well1 to make in us certainty of endless joy2 as the ,apostle says1 ,who gave us ,his ,spirit as a pledge in our bodies1 that is ,,god has given us the ,holy ,ghost as pledge of endless joy4 ,hold we then this heavenly pledge2 and enjoy we it well in work2 for it is well for us in this life1 if ,,god',s grace lead us2 and when grace leaves us1 we fail of that welfare4 ,therefore1 through help of grace let us destroy in ourselves everything that is against grace1 be it less or more1 that our reason says is against ,,god',s will1 that is1 all that is sin1 or may stir to sin3 and let us have repentance in our heart1 shrift in mouth1 and withstanding1 with will never to turn again4 ,an ,epistle on ,charity4 ,on ,charity4 ,by what tokens thou shalt know if thou lovest thine enemy3 and what example thou shalt take from ,christ to love him4 ,and if thou beest not stirred against the person by anger or fell outward cheer1 and have no privy hate in thine heart for to despise him1 or judge him1 or for to set him at naught3 and the more shame and villany he does to thee in word or in deed1 the more pity and compassion thou hast of him as thou wouldest have of a man who was out of his mind1 and thou thinkest thou canst not find in thine heart to hate him1 for love is so good in itself1 but prayest for him1 and helpest him1 and desirest his amending1 not only with thy mouth as hypocrites do1 but with thy affection of love in thine heart1 then hast thou perfect charity to thy fellow-,christian4 ,this charity had ,s4 ,stephen1 perfectly1 when he prayed for them who stoned him to death4 ,this charity1 ,christ counselled to all who would be ,his perfect followers1 when ,he said thus3 ,love your enemies1 do good to them that hate you1 pray for those who persecute and calumniate you4 ,and therefore1 if thou wilt follow ,christ1 be like ,him in power4 ,learn to love thine enemies1 and sinful men1 for all those are thy fellow-,christians4 ,look and bethink thee how ,christ loved ,judas1 who was both ,his bodily enemy and a sinful caitiff3 how goodly ,christ was to him2 how benign2 how courteous2 how humble to him whom ,he knew to be damnable2 and nevertheless1 ,he chose him for ,his ,apostle1 and sent him to preach with the other ,apostles2 ,he gave him power to work miracles3 ,he shewed to him the same good cheer in word and deed2 also with ,his precious ,body2 and preached to him as ,he did to the other ,apostles3 ,he condemned him not openly1 nor abused1 nor despised him1 nor ever spake evil of him3 and yet even though ,he had done all that1 ,he would but have said the truth6 ,and above all1 when ,judas took ,him1 ,he kissed him and called him ,his friend4 ,all this charity1 ,christ shewed to ,judas whom ,he knew to be damnable4 ,in no manner of feigning or flattering1 but in soothfastness of good love and clean charity4 ,for though it were truth that ,judas was unworthy to have any gift of ,,god1 or any sign of love1 because of his wickedness2 nevertheless1 it was worthy and reasonable that our ,lord should appear as ,he is4 ,he is love and goodness1 and therefore it belongs to ,him to shew love and goodness to all ,his creatures1 as ,he did to ,judas4 ,follow after1 somewhat if thou canst2 for though thou beest shut in a house with thy body1 nevertheless in thine heart1 where the place of love is1 thou shalt be able to have part of such a love to thy fellow ,christians as ,i speak of4 ,whoso deems himself to be a perfect follower of ,,jesus ,christ's teaching and living1 as some men deem that they be1 inasmuch as one teaches and preaches1 and is poor in worldly goods as ,christ was1 and cannot follow ,christ in ,his love and charity1 to love his fellow-,christians1 every man1 good and ill1 friends and foes1 without feigning1 flattering1 despising in heart1 angriness and melancholious reproving1 soothly1 he beguiles himself3 the dearer he deems himself to be1 the further he is4 ,for ,christ said to those who would be ,his followers1 thus3 ,this is ,my commandment1 that ye love mutually as ,i have loved you4 ,this is ,my bidding1 that ye love together as ,i love you1 for if ye love as ,i loved1 then are ye ,my disciples4 ,he that is meek soothfastly1 or would be meek1 can love his fellow-,christians3 and none save he4 ,contrition4 ,richard ,hermit rehearses a 444 tale of perfect contrition that the same clerk ,cesarius tells4 ,he tells that a scholar at ,paris had done full many sins of which he was ashamed to shrive him4 ,at the last1 great sorrow of heart overcame his shame1 and when he was ready to shrive him to the ,prior of the ,abbey of ,s4 ,victor1 so great contrition was in his heart1 sighing in his breast1 sobbing in his throat that he could not bring one word forth4 ,then the ,prior said to him1 ,go and write thy sins4 ,he did so and came again to the ,prior1 and gave him what he had written1 for still he could not shrive himself with his mouth4 ,the ,prior saw the sins were so great1 that with the scholar's leave1 he shewed them to the ,abbot to have his counsel4 ,the ,abbot took the writing wherein they were written1 and looked thereon4 ,he found nothing written1 and said to the ,prior1 ,what can here be read where naught is written8 ,then saw the ,prior and wondered greatly1 and said ,wit ye that his sins were here written1 and ,i read them3 but now ,i see that ,,god has seen his contrition and has forgiven him all his sins4 ,this the ,abbot and the ,prior told the scholar1 and he1 with great ,joy1 thanked ,,god4 ,scraps from the ,arundel ,,ms4 ,sinful man look up and see1 how ruefully ,i hung on rood2 ,and of my penance have pity with sorrowful heart and dreary mood3 ,all this1 man1 ,i suffered for thee3 ,my flesh was riven1 all spilt ,my blood2 ,lift up thine heart1 call thou on ,me1 forsake thy sin3 have mercy1 ,,god4 99 99 99 99 99 ,think oft with sore heart of thy foul sins1 ,think oft of hell-woe1 of heaven-kingdom's wins2#i ,think of thine own death1 of ,,god',s death on rood1 ,the grim doom of ,doom's-day have thou oft in mood3 ,think how false is this world1 and what its reward1 ,think what1 for ,his good death1 thou owest thy ,lord4 ,,richard ,,rolle4 ,,footnotes3 #i ,wins joys4 ---------------------------------------- ---------------------- ,transcriber's ,notes3 ,page #af3 ,the speech that starts on this page with ,thou wot'st4444 has no closing quotes 7sic7 ,page #ei3 ,the speech that starts on this page with ,for not many4444 has no closing quotes 7sic7 ,page #aae3 ,closing quotes following idle speech removed4 ,page #abd3 ,the speech that starts on this page with ,why lieth this blood4444 has no closing quotes 7sic7 ,page #ada3 ,closing quote added after 444 serve ,,god better4 ,page #aee3 ,the speech that starts on this page with to tell thereof4444 has no closing quotes 7sic7 ,page #agg3 ,single closing quote following wretch amended to double quotes ,unless noted above1 punctuation has been retained as it is in the original book4 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