,! ,pursuit ( ,god ,!n %all we "k1 if we foll[ on to "k ! ,"l3 8 go+ =? is prep>$ z ! morn+4 ,,hosea #f3c by ,a4 ,w4 ,toz] introduction by ,dr4 ,samuel ,m4 ,zwem] ,,*ri/ian ,,publications1 ,,inc4 ,,h>risburg1 ,,pa4 ,,copyright ,,mcmxlviii ,,by ,,*ri/ian ,,publications1 ,,inc4 ,pr9t$ 9 ,unit$ ,/ates ,cont5ts ,introduction #e ,preface #g ,i ,foll[+ ,h>d aft] ,god #aa ,,ii ,! ,bless$ness ( ,possess+ ,no?+ #ba ,,iii ,remov+ ! ,veil #cc ,,iv ,appreh5d+ ,god #di ,v ,! ,univ]sal ,pres5ce #fa ,,vi ,! ,speak+ ,voice #gc ,,vii ,! ,gaze ( ! ,s\l #he ,,viii ,re/or+ ! ,creator-creature ,relation #ii ,,ix ,meekness & ,re/ #aji ,x ,! ,sacram5t ( ,liv+ #aag ,introduction ,"h is a ma/]ly /udy ( ! inn] life by a he>t ?ir/+ aft] ,god1 eag] to grasp at lea/ ! outskirts ( ,8 ways1 ! abyss ( ,8 love = s9n]s1 & ! height ( ,8 unapproa*able maje/y--& x 0 writt5 by a busy pa/or 9 ,*icago6 ,:o c\ld imag9e ,david writ+ ! tw5ty-?ird ,psalm on ,s\? ,hal/$ ,/reet1 or a m$ieval my/ic f9d+ inspiration 9 a small /udy on ! second floor ( a frame h\se on t va/1 flat *eck]-bo>d ( endless /reets ,:]e cross ! cr[d$ ways ( life ,:]e s\nd ! cries ( race & clan1 ,9 haunts ( wret*$ness & ne$1 ,on %ad[$ ?re%old d>k ) fe>s1 ,& pa?s :]e hide ! lures ( gre$ 444 ,b ev5 z ,dr4 ,frank ,mason ,nor?1 ( ,new ,york1 says 9 8 immortal poem1 s ,mr4 ,toz] says 9 ?is book3 ,above ! noise ( selfi% /rife ,we he> ,?y voice1 ,o ,son ( ,man4 ,my acqua9tance ) ! au?or is limit$ to brief visits & lov+ fell[%ip 9 8 *ur*4 ,!re ,i discov]$ a self-made s*ol>1 an omnivor\s read] ) a rem>kable libr>y ( !ological & devotional books1 & "o :o seem$ to burn ! midnight oil 9 pursuit ( ,god4 ,8 book is ! result ( long m$itation & mu* pray]4 ,x is n a collection ( s]mons4 ,x does n deal ) ! pulpit & ! pew b ) ! s\l a?ir/ = ,god4 ,! *apt]s c\ld be summ>iz$ 9 ,moses' pray]1 ,%[ me ?y glory1 or ,paul's exclamation1 ,o ! dep? ( ! ri*es bo? ( ! wisdom & k ( ,god6 ,x is !ology n ( ! head b ( ! he>t4 ,!re is deep insight1 sobriety ( /yle1 & a ca?olicity ( outlook t is refre%+4 ,! au?or has few quotations b he kn[s ! sa9ts & my/ics ( ! c5turies--,augu/9e1 ,ni*olas ( ,cusa1 ,?omas a ,kempis1 von ,huegel1 ,f9ney1 ,wesley & _m m4 ,! t5 *apt]s are he>t se>*+ & ! pray]s at ! close ( ea* are = closet1 n pulpit4 ,i felt ! ne>ness ( ,god :ile read+ !m4 ,"h is a book = e pa/or1 mission>y1 & dev\t ,*ri/ian4 ,x deals ) ! deep ?+s ( ,god & ! ri*es ( ,8 grace4 ,above all1 x has ! keynote ( s9c]ity & humility4 ,samuel ,m4 ,zwem] ,new ,york ,city ,preface ,9 ?is h\r ( all-b-univ]sal d>kness "o *e]+ gleam appe>s3 )9 ! fold ( cons]vative ,*ri/ianity !re are to be f\nd increas+ numb]s ( p]sons ^: religi\s lives are m>k$ by a gr[+ hung] aft] ,god ,himself4 ,!y are eag] = spiritual realities & w n be put (f ) words1 nor w !y be cont5t ) correct int]pretations ( tru?4 ,!y are a?ir/ = ,god1 & !y w n be satisfi$ till !y h drunk deep at ! ,f\nta9 ( ,liv+ ,wat]4 ,?is is ! only real h>b+] ( revival :i* ,i h be5 able to detect any:]e on ! religi\s horizon4 ,x may be ! cl\d ! size ( a man's h& = :i* a few sa9ts "h & !re h be5 look+4 ,x c result 9 a resurrection ( life = _m s\ls & a recapture ( t radiant wond] :i* %\ld accompany fai? 9 ,*ri/1 t wond] :i* has all b fl$ ! ,*ur* ( ,god 9 our day4 ,b ?is hung] mu/ be recogniz$ by our religi\s lead]s4 ,curr5t evangelicalism has 7to *ange ! figure7 laid ! alt> & divid$ ! sacrifice into p>ts1 b n[ seems satisfi$ to c\nt ! /ones & re>range ! pieces ) nev] a c>e t !re is n a sign ( fire ^u ! top ( l(ty ,c>mel4 ,b ,god be ?ank$ t !re are a few :o c>e4 ,!y are ^? :o1 :ile !y love ! alt> & delight 9 ! sacrifice1 are yet unable to reconcile !mselves to ! cont9u$ abs5ce ( fire4 ,!y desire ,god above all4 ,!y are a?ir/ to ta/e = !mselves ! pi]c+ sweetness ( ! love ( ,*ri/ ab\t ,:om all ! holy prophets did write & ! psalmi/s did s+4 ,!re is today no lack ( ,bible tea*]s to set =? correctly ! pr9ciples ( ! doctr9es ( ,*ri/1 b too _m ( ^! seem satisfi$ to tea* ! fundam5tals ( ! fai? ye> aft] ye>1 /rangely unaw>e t !re is 9 _! m9i/ry no manife/ ,pres5ce1 nor any?+ unusual 9 _! p]sonal lives4 ,!y m9i/] con/antly to believ]s :o feel )9 _! brea/s a long+ :i* _! tea*+ simply does n satisfy4 ,i tru/ ,i speak 9 *>ity1 b ! lack 9 our pulpits is real4 ,milton's t]rible s5t5ce applies to our day z accurately z x did to 83 ,! hungry %eep look up1 & are n f$4 ,x is a solemn ?+1 & no small sc&al 9 ! ,k+dom1 to see ,god's *ildr5 />v+ :ile actually seat$ at ! ,fa!r's table4 ,! tru? ( ,wesley's words is e/abli%$ be=e our eyes3 ,or?odoxy1 or "r op9ion1 is1 at be/1 a v sl5d] "p ( religion4 ,?\gh "r temp]s _c subsi/ )\t "r op9ions1 yet "r op9ions may subsi/ )\t "r temp]s4 ,!re may be a "r op9ion ( ,god )\t ei!r love or "o "r temp] t[>d ,him4 ,satan is a pro( ( ?is4 ,?anks to our spl5did ,bible societies & to o!r effective ag5cies = ! dissem9ation ( ! ,^w1 !re are today _m millions ( p :o hold "r op9ions1 probably m ?an ev] be=e 9 ! hi/ory ( ! ,*ur*4 ,yet ,i wond] if !re 0 ev] a "t :5 true spiritual wor%ip 0 at a l[] ebb4 ,to great sections ( ! ,*ur* ! art ( wor%ip has be5 lo/ entirely1 & 9 its place has come t /range & =eign ?+ call$ ! program4 ,?is ^w has be5 borr[$ f ! /age & appli$ ) sad wisdom to ! type ( public s]vice :i* n[ passes = wor%ip among u4 ,s\nd ,bible exposition is an imp]ative mu/ 9 ! ,*ur* ( ! ,liv+ ,god4 ,)\t x no *ur* c be a ,new ,te/am5t *ur* 9 any /rict mean+ ( t t]m4 ,b exposition may be c>ri$ on 9 su* way z to leave ! he>]s devoid ( any true spiritual n\ri%m5t :atev]4 ,= x is n m]e words t n\ri% ! s\l1 b ,god ,himself1 & unless & until ! he>]s f9d ,god 9 p]sonal exp]i5ce !y are n ! bett] = hav+ he>d ! tru?4 ,! ,bible is n an end 9 itself1 b a means to br+ m5 to an intimate & satisfy+ k ( ,god1 t !y may ent] into ,him1 t !y may delight 9 ,8 ,pres5ce1 may ta/e & "k ! inn] sweetness ( ! v ,god ,himself 9 ! core & c5t] ( _! he>ts4 ,?is book is a mode/ attempt to aid ,god's hungry *ildr5 s to f9d ,him4 ,no?+ "h is new except 9 ! s5se t x is a discov]y :i* my own he>t has made ( spiritual realities mo/ delightful & wond]ful to me4 ,o!rs be=e me h gone mu* f>!r into ^! holy my/]ies ?an ,i h done1 b if my fire is n l>ge x is yet real1 & !re may be ^? :o c light _! c&le at its flame4 ,a4 ,w4 ,toz] ,*icago1 ,ill4 ,june #af1 #aidh ,i ,foll[+ ,h>d aft] ,god ,my s\l foll[e? h>d aft] !e3 ?y "r h& upholde? me4--,psa4 #fc3h ,*ri/ian !ology tea*es ! doctr9e ( prev5i5t grace1 :i* briefly /at$ means ?is1 t be=e a man c seek ,god1 ,god mu/ fir/ h s\ght ! man4 ,be=e a s9ful man c ?9k a "r ?\ght ( ,god1 !re mu/ h be5 a "w ( enlight5m5t done )9 him2 imp]fect x may be1 b a true "w none!less1 & ! secret cause ( all desir+ & seek+ & pray+ :i* may foll[4 ,we pursue ,god because1 & only because1 ,he has fir/ put an urge )9 u t spurs u to ! pursuit4 ,no man c come to me1 said our ,"l1 except ! ,fa!r :i* ha? s5t me draw him1 & x is by ?is v prev5i5t draw+ t ,god takes f u e ve/ige ( cr$it = ! act ( com+4 ,! impulse to pursue ,god orig9ates ) ,god1 b ! outwork+ ( t impulse is our foll[+ h>d aft] ,him2 & all ! "t we are pursu+ ,him we are already 9 ,8 h&3 ,?y "r h& upholde? me4 ,9 ?is div9e uphold+ & human foll[+ !re is no contradiction4 ,all is ( ,god1 = z von ,huegel tea*es1 ,god is always previ\s4 ,9 practice1 h[ev]1 7t is1 :]e ,god's previ\s work+ meets man's pres5t response7 man mu/ pursue ,god4 ,on our "p !re mu/ be positive reciprocation if ?is secret draw+ ( ,god is to ev5tuate 9 id5tifiable exp]i5ce ( ! ,div9e4 ,9 ! w>m language ( p]sonal feel+ ?is is /at$ 9 ! ,=ty-second ,psalm3 ,z ! h>t pante? aft] ! wat] brooks1 s pante? my s\l aft] !e1 ,o ,god4 ,my s\l ?ir/e? = ,god1 = ! liv+ ,god3 :5 %all ,i come & appe> be=e ,god8 ,?is is deep call+ unto deep1 & ! long+ he>t w und]/& x4 ,! doctr9e ( ju/ification by fai?--a ,biblical tru?1 & a bless$ relief f /]ile legalism & unavail+ self-ef=t--has 9 our "t fall5 into evil company & be5 int]pret$ by _m 9 su* mann] z actually to b> m5 f ! k ( ,god4 ,! :ole transaction ( religi\s conv]sion has be5 made me*anical & spiritless4 ,fai? may n[ be ex]cis$ )\t a j> to ! moral life & )\t emb>rassm5t to ! ,adamic ego4 ,*ri/ may be receiv$ )\t creat+ any special love = ,him 9 ! s\l ( ! receiv]4 ,! man is sav$1 b he is n hungry nor ?ir/y aft] ,god4 ,9 fact he is specifically taught to be satisfi$ & enc\rag$ to be cont5t ) little4 ,! mod]n sci5ti/ has lo/ ,god amid ! wond]s ( ,8 _w2 we ,*ri/ians are 9 real dang] ( los+ ,god amid ! wond]s ( ,8 ,^w4 ,we h almo/ =gott5 t ,god is a ,p]son &1 z su*1 c be cultivat$ z any p]son c4 ,x is inh]5t 9 p]sonality to be able to "k o!r p]sonalities1 b full k ( "o p]sonality by ano!r _c be a*iev$ 9 "o enc\nt]4 ,x is only aft] long & lov+ m5tal int]c\rse t ! full possibilities ( bo? c be explor$4 ,all social int]c\rse betwe5 human be+s is a response ( p]sonality to p]sonality1 grad+ upw>d f ! mo/ casual bru% betwe5 man & man to ! fulle/1 mo/ intimate communion ( :i* ! human s\l is capable4 ,religion1 s f> z x is g5u9e1 is 9 ess5ce ! response ( creat$ p]sonalities to ! ,creat+ ,p]sonality1 ,god4 ,?is is life et]nal1 t !y might "k !e ! only true ,god1 & ,jesus ,*ri/1 :om ?\ ha/ s5t4 ,god is a ,p]son1 & 9 ! deep ( ,8 mighty nature ,he ?9ks1 wills1 enjoys1 feels1 loves1 desires & suff]s z any o!r p]son may4 ,9 mak+ ,himself kn[n to u ,he /ays by ! famili> patt]n ( p]sonality4 ,he communicates ) u ?r\gh ! av5ues ( our m9ds1 our wills & our emotions4 ,! cont9u\s & unemb>rass$ int]*ange ( love & ?\ght betwe5 ,god & ! s\l ( ! r$eem$ man is ! ?robb+ he>t ( ,new ,te/am5t religion4 ,?is int]c\rse betwe5 ,god & ! s\l is kn[n to u 9 consci\s p]sonal aw>5ess4 ,x is p]sonal3 t is1 x does n come ?r\gh ! body ( believ]s1 z su*1 b is kn[n to ! individual1 & to ! body ?r\gh ! individuals :i* compose x4 ,& x is consci\s3 t is1 x does n /ay bel[ ! ?re%old ( consci\sness & "w !re unkn[n to ! s\l 7z1 = in/ance1 infant baptism is ?\ght by "s to d71 b comes )9 ! field ( aw>5ess :]e ! man c "k x z he kn[s any o!r fact ( exp]i5ce4 ,y & ,i are 9 little 7our s9s except$7 :at ,god is 9 l>ge4 ,be+ made 9 ,8 image we h )9 u ! capacity to "k ,him4 ,9 our s9s we lack only ! p[]4 ,! mom5t ! ,_s has quick5$ u to life 9 reg5]ation our :ole be+ s5ses its k9%ip to ,god & leaps up 9 joy\s recognition4 ,t is ! heav5ly bir? )\t :i* we _c see ! ,k+dom ( ,god4 ,x is1 h[ev]1 n an end b an inception1 = n[ beg9s ! glori\s pursuit1 ! he>t's happy exploration ( ! inf9ite ri*es ( ! ,godhead4 ,t is :]e we beg91 ,i say1 b :]e we /op no man has yet discov]$1 = !re is 9 ! awful & my/]i\s dep?s ( ! ,triune ,god nei!r limit nor end4 ,%oreless ,ocean1 :o c s\nd ,!e8 ,?9e own et]nity is r\nd ,!e1 ,maje/y div9e6 ,to h f\nd ,god & /ill to pursue ,him is ! s\l's p>adox ( love1 scorn$ inde$ by ! too-easily-satisfi$ religioni/1 b ju/ifi$ 9 happy exp]i5ce by ! *ildr5 ( ! burn+ he>t4 ,/4 ,b]n>d /at$ ?is holy p>adox 9 a musical quatra9 t w be in/antly und]/ood by e wor%ipp+ s\l3 ,we ta/e ,!e1 ,o ,?\ ,liv+ ,bread1 ,& long to fea/ ^u ,!e /ill3 ,we dr9k ( ,!e1 ! ,f\nta9head ,& ?ir/ our s\ls f ,!e to fill4 ,come ne> to ! holy m5 & wom5 ( ! pa/ & y w soon feel ! heat ( _! desire aft] ,god4 ,!y m\rn$ = ,him1 !y pray$ & wre/l$ & s\ght = ,him day & night1 9 season & out1 & :5 !y _h f\nd ,him ! f9d+ 0 all ! sweet] = ! long seek+4 ,moses us$ ! fact t he knew ,god z an argum5t = kn[+ ,him bett]4 ,n[1 !re=e1 ,i pray !e1 if ,i h f\nd grace 9 ?y sight1 %[ me n[ ?y way1 t ,i may "k !e1 t ,i may f9d grace 9 ?y sight2 & f !re he rose to make ! d>+ reque/1 ,i besee* !e1 %[ me ?y glory4 ,god 0 frankly pleas$ by ?is display ( ardor1 & ! next day call$ ,moses into ! m\nt1 & !re 9 solemn procession made all ,8 glory pass be=e him4 ,david's life 0 a torr5t ( spiritual desire1 & 8 psalms r+ ) ! cry ( ! seek] & ! glad %\t ( ! f9d]4 ,paul confess$ ! ma9spr+ ( 8 life to be 8 burn+ desire aft] ,*ri/4 ,t ,i may "k ,him1 0 ! goal ( 8 he>t1 & to ?is he sacrific$ ev]y?+4 ,yea d\btless1 & ,i c\nt all ?+s b loss = ! excell5cy ( ! k ( ,*ri/ ,jesus my ,"l3 = :om ,i h suff]$ ! loss ( all ?+s1 & d c\nt !m b refuse1 t ,i may w9 ,*ri/4 ,hymnody is sweet ) ! long+ aft] ,god1 ! ,god :om1 :ile ! s+] seeks1 he kn[s he has already f\nd4 ,8 track ,i see & ,i'll pursue1 sang our fa!rs only a %ort g5]ation ago1 b t song is he>d no m 9 ! great congregation4 ,h[ tragic t we 9 ?is d>k day h _h our seek+ done = u by our tea*]s4 ,ev]y?+ is made to c5t] ^u ! initial act ( accept+ ,*ri/ 7a t]m1 incid5tally1 :i* is n f\nd 9 ! ,bible7 & we are n expect$ !reaft] to crave any fur!r revelation ( ,god to our s\ls4 ,we h be5 sn>$ 9 ! coils ( a spuri\s logic :i* insi/s t if we h f\nd ,him we ne$ no m seek ,him4 ,?is is set be=e u z ! la/ ^w 9 or?odoxy1 & x is tak5 = grant$ t no ,bible-taught ,*ri/ian ev] believ$ o!rwise4 ,?us ! :ole te/imony ( ! wor%ipp+1 seek+1 s++ ,*ur* on t subject is crisply set aside4 ,! exp]i5tial he>t-!ology ( a gr& army ( fragrant sa9ts is reject$ 9 favor ( a smug int]pretation ( ,scripture :i* w\ld c]ta9ly h s\nd$ /range to an ,augu/9e1 a ,ru!r=d or a ,bra9]d4 ,9 ! mid/ ( ?is great *ill !re are "s1 ,i rejoice to ackn[l$ge1 :o w n be cont5t ) %all[ logic4 ,!y w admit ! =ce ( ! argum5t1 & !n turn away ) te>s to hunt "s lonely place & pray1 ,o ,god1 %[ me ?y glory4 ,!y want to ta/e1 to t\* ) _! he>ts1 to see ) _! inn] eyes ! wond] t is ,god4 ,i want delib]ately to enc\rage ?is mighty long+ aft] ,god4 ,! lack ( x has br\ght u to our pres5t l[ e/ate4 ,! /iff & wood5 quality ab\t our religi\s lives is a result ( our lack ( holy desire4 ,complac5cy is a deadly foe ( all spiritual gr[?4 ,acute desire mu/ be pres5t or !re w be no manife/ation ( ,*ri/ to ,8 p4 ,he waits to be want$4 ,too bad t ) _m ( u ,he waits s long1 s v long1 9 va94 ,e age has its own *>act]i/ics4 ,"r n[ we are 9 an age ( religi\s complexity4 ,! simplicity :i* is 9 ,*ri/ is r>ely f\nd among u4 ,9 its /ead are programs1 me?ods1 organizations & a _w ( n]v\s activities :i* occupy "t & att5tion b c nev] satisfy ! long+ ( ! he>t4 ,! %all[ness ( our inn] exp]i5ce1 ! holl[ness ( our wor%ip1 & t s]vile imitation ( ! _w :i* m>ks our promotional me?ods all te/ify t we1 9 ?is day1 "k ,god only imp]fectly1 & ! peace ( ,god sc>cely at all4 ,if we w\ld f9d ,god amid all ! religi\s ext]nals we mu/ fir/ det]m9e to f9d ,him1 & !n proce$ 9 ! way ( simplicity4 ,n[ z always ,god discov]s ,himself to babes & hides ,himself 9 ?ick d>kness f ! wise & ! prud5t4 ,we mu/ simplify our approa* to ,him4 ,we mu/ /rip d[n to ess5tials 7& !y w be f\nd to be bless$ly few74 ,we mu/ put away all ef=t to impress1 & come ) ! guileless c&or ( *ildhood4 ,if we d ?is1 )\t d\bt ,god w quickly respond4 ,:5 religion has said its la/ ^w1 !re is little t we ne$ o!r ?an ,god ,himself4 ,! evil habit ( seek+ ,god-& effectively prev5ts u f f9d+ ,god 9 full revelation4 ,9 ! & lies our great woe4 ,if we omit ! & we %all soon f9d ,god1 & 9 ,him we %all f9d t = :i* we h all our lives be5 secretly long+4 ,we ne$ n fe> t 9 seek+ ,god only we may n>r[ our lives or re/rict ! motions ( our exp&+ he>ts4 ,! opposite is true4 ,we c well af=d to make ,god our ,all1 to conc5trate1 to sacrifice ! _m = ! ,"o4 ,! au?or ( ! qua9t old ,engli% classic1 ,! ,cl\d ( ,unkn[+1 tea*es u h[ to d ?is4 ,lift up ?9e he>t unto ,god ) a meek /irr+ ( love2 & mean ,himself1 & none ( ,8 goods4 ,& !reto1 look !e loa? to ?9k on aught b ,god ,himself4 ,s t n\ght "w 9 ?y wit1 nor 9 ?y w1 b only ,god ,himself4 ,?is is ! "w ( ! s\l t mo/ please? ,god4 ,aga91 he recomm5ds t 9 pray] we practice a fur!r /ripp+ d[n ( ev]y?+1 ev5 ( our !ology4 ,= x suffice? en\gh1 a nak$ int5t direct unto ,god )\t any o!r cause ?an ,himself4 ,yet und]nea? all 8 ?9k+ lay ! broad f\ndation ( ,new ,te/am5t tru?1 = he expla9s t by ,himself he means ,god t made !e1 & b\ght !e1 & t graci\sly call$ !e to ?y degree4 ,& he is all = simplicity3 ,if we w\ld h religion lapp$ & fold5 9 "o ^w1 = t ?\ %\ld/ h bett] hold !reupon1 take !e b a little ^w ( "o syllable3 = s x is bett] ?an ( two1 = ev5 ! %ort] x is ! bett] x accorde? ) ! "w ( ! ,_s4 ,& su* a ^w is ?is ^w ,,god or ?is ^w ,,love4 ,:5 ! ,"l divid$ ,canaan among ! tribes ( ,israel ,levi receiv$ no %>e ( ! l&4 ,god said to him simply1 ,i am ?y "p & ?9e inh]itance1 & by ^? words made him ri*] ?an all 8 bre?r51 ri*] ?an all ! k+s & rajas :o h ev] liv$ 9 ! _w4 ,& !re is a spiritual pr9ciple "h1 a pr9ciple /ill valid = e prie/ ( ! ,mo/ ,high ,god4 ,! man :o has ,god = 8 treasure has all ?+s 9 ,"o4 ,_m ord9>y treasures may be d5i$ him1 or if he is all[$ to h !m1 ! enjoym5t ( !m w be s temp]$ t !y w nev] be necess>y to 8 happ9ess4 ,or if he mu/ see !m g1 "o aft] "o1 he w sc>cely feel a s5se ( loss1 = hav+ ! ,s\rce ( all ?+s he has 9 ,"o all satisfaction1 all pleasure1 all delight4 ,:atev] he may lose he has actually lo/ no?+1 = he n[ has x all 9 ,"o1 & he has x purely1 legitimately & =ev]4 ,o ,god1 ,i h ta/$ ,?y goodness1 & x has bo? satisfi$ me & made me ?ir/y = m4 ,i am pa9fully consci\s ( my ne$ ( fur!r grace4 ,i am a%am$ ( my lack ( desire4 ,o ,god1 ! ,triune ,god1 ,i want to want ,!e2 ,i long to be fill$ ) long+2 ,i ?ir/ to be made m ?ir/y /ill4 ,%[ me ,?y glory1 ,i pray ,!e1 t s ,i may "k ,!e inde$4 ,beg9 9 m]cy a new "w ( love )9 me4 ,say to my s\l1 ,rise up1 my love1 my fair "o1 & come away4 ,!n give me grace to rise & foll[ ,!e up f ?is mi/y l[l& :]e ,i h w&]$ s long4 ,9 ,jesus' ,"n1 ,am54 ,,ii ,! ,bless$ness ( ,possess+ ,no?+ ,bless$ are ! poor 9 _s3 = !irs is ! k+dom ( heav54--,matt4 #e3c ,be=e ! ,"l ,god made man ^u ! e>? ,he fir/ prep>$ = him by creat+ a _w ( useful & pleasant ?+s = 8 su/5ance & delight4 ,9 ! ,g5esis acc\nt ( ! creation ^! are call$ simply ?+s4 ,!y 7 made = man's uses1 b !y 7 meant always to be ext]nal to ! man & subs]vi5t to him4 ,9 ! deep he>t ( ! man 0 a %r9e :]e none b ,god 0 wor?y to come4 ,)9 him 0 ,god2 )\t1 a ?\s& gifts :i* ,god _h %[]$ ^u him4 ,b s9 has introduc$ complications & has made ^? v gifts ( ,god a pot5tial s\rce ( ru9 to ! s\l4 ,our woes began :5 ,god 0 =c$ out ( ,8 c5tral %r9e & ?+s 7 all[$ to ent]4 ,)9 ! human he>t ?+s h tak5 ov]4 ,m5 h n[ by nature no peace )9 _! he>ts1 = ,god is cr[n$ !re no long]1 b !re 9 ! moral dusk /ubborn & aggressive usurp]s fight among !mselves = fir/ place on ! ?rone4 ,?is is n a m]e metaphor1 b an accurate analysis ( our real spiritual tr\ble4 ,!re is )9 ! human he>t a t\gh fibr\s root ( fall5 life ^: nature is to possess1 always to possess4 ,x covets ?+s ) a deep & fi]ce passion4 ,! pron\ns my & m9e look innoc5t en\gh 9 pr9t1 b _! con/ant & univ]sal use is significant4 ,!y express ! real nature ( ! old ,adamic man bett] ?an a ?\s& volumes ( !ology c\ld d4 ,!y are v]bal symptoms ( our deep disease4 ,! roots ( our he>ts h gr[n d[n into ?+s1 & we d>e n pull up "o rootlet le/ we die4 ,?+s h become necess>y to u1 a developm5t nev] orig9ally int5d$4 ,god's gifts n[ take ! place ( ,god1 & ! :ole c\rse ( nature is upset by ! mon/r\s sub/itution4 ,our ,"l ref]r$ to ?is tyranny ( ?+s :5 ,he said to ,8 disciples1 ,if any man w come aft] me1 let him d5y himself1 & take up 8 cross1 & foll[ me4 ,= :osoev] w save 8 life %all lose x3 & :osoev] %all lose 8 life = my sake %all f9d x4 ,break+ ?is tru? into fragm5ts = our bett] und]/&+1 x w\ld seem t !re is )9 ea* ( u an enemy :i* we tol]ate at our p]il4 ,jesus call$ x life & self1 or z we w\ld say1 ! self-life4 ,its *ief *>act]i/ic is its possessiv5ess3 ! words ga9 & pr(it sugge/ ?is4 ,to all[ ?is enemy to live is 9 ! end to lose ev]y?+4 ,to repudiate x & give up all = ,*ri/'s sake is to lose no?+ at la/1 b to pres]ve ev]y?+ unto life et]nal4 ,& possibly also a h9t is giv5 "h z to ! only effective way to de/roy ?is foe3 x is by ! ,cross4 ,let him take up 8 cross & foll[ me4 ,! way to deep] k ( ,god is ?r\gh ! lonely valleys ( s\l pov]ty & abnegation ( all ?+s4 ,! bless$ ones :o possess ! ,k+dom are !y :o h repudiat$ e ext]nal ?+ & h root$ f _! he>ts all s5se ( possess+4 ,^! are ! poor 9 _s4 ,!y h rea*$ an inw>d /ate p>allel+ ! outw>d circum/ances ( ! common begg> 9 ! /reets ( ,j]usalem2 t is :at ! ^w poor z ,*ri/ us$ x actually means4 ,^! bless$ poor are no long] slaves to ! tyranny ( ?+s4 ,!y h brok5 ! yoke ( ! oppressor2 & ?is !y h done n by fight+ b by surr5d]+4 ,?\gh free f all s5se ( possess+1 !y yet possess all ?+s4 ,!irs is ! k+dom ( heav54 ,let me exhort y to take ?is s]i\sly4 ,x is n to be und]/ood z m]e ,bible tea*+ to be /or$ away 9 ! m9d along ) an in]t mass ( o!r doctr9es4 ,x is a m>k] on ! road to gre5] pa/ures1 a pa? *isel$ aga9/ ! /eep sides ( ! m\nt ( ,god4 ,we d>e n try to by-pass x if we w\ld foll[ on 9 ?is holy pursuit4 ,we mu/ asc5d a /ep at a "t4 ,if we refuse "o /ep we br+ our progress to an end4 ,z is frequ5tly true1 ?is ,new ,te/am5t pr9ciple ( spiritual life f9ds its be/ illu/ration 9 ! ,old ,te/am5t4 ,9 ! /ory ( ,abraham & ,isaac we h a dramatic picture ( ! surr5d]$ life z well z an excell5t comm5t>y on ! fir/ ,beatitude4 ,abraham 0 old :5 ,isaac 0 born1 old en\gh inde$ to h be5 8 gr&fa!r1 & ! *ild became at once ! delight & idol ( 8 he>t4 ,f t mom5t :5 he fir/ /oop$ to take ! t9y =m awkw>dly 9 8 arms he 0 an eag] love slave ( 8 son4 ,god w5t out ( ,8 way to comm5t on ! /r5g? ( ?is affection4 ,& x is n h>d to und]/&4 ,! baby repres5t$ ev]y?+ sacr$ to 8 fa!r's he>t3 ! promises ( ,god1 ! cov5ants1 ! hopes ( ! ye>s & ! long messianic dream4 ,z he wat*$ him gr[ f babyhood to "y manhood ! he>t ( ! old man 0 knit clos] & clos] ) ! life ( 8 son1 till at la/ ! relation%ip bord]$ ^u ! p]il\s4 ,x 0 !n t ,god /epp$ 9 to save bo? fa!r & son f ! consequ5ces ( an uncleans$ love4 ,take n[ ?y son1 said ,god to ,abraham1 ?9e only son ,isaac1 :om ?\ love/1 & get !e into ! l& ( ,moriah2 & (f] him !re = a burnt-(f]+ ^u "o ( ! m\nta9s :i* ,i w tell !e (4 ,! sacr$ writ] sp>es u a close-up ( ! agony t night on ! slopes ne> ,be]%eba :5 ! ag$ man _h x out ) 8 ,god1 b respectful imag9ation may view 9 awe ! b5t =m & convulsive wre/l+ alone "u ! />s4 ,possibly n aga9 until a ,great] ?an ,abraham wre/l$ 9 ! ,g>d5 ( ,ge?semane did su* mortal pa9 visit a human s\l4 ,if only ! man himself might h be5 all[$ to die4 ,t w\ld h be5 easi] a ?\s& times1 = he 0 old n[1 & to die w\ld h be5 no great ordeal = "o :o _h walk$ s long ) ,god4 ,besides1 x w\ld h be5 a la/ sweet pleasure to let 8 dimm+ vision re/ ^u ! figure ( 8 /alw>t son :o w\ld live to c>ry on ! ,abrahamic l9e & fulfill 9 himself ! promises ( ,god made long be=e 9 ,ur ( ! ,*aldees4 ,h[ %\ld he slay ! lad6 ,ev5 if he c\ld get ! cons5t ( 8 w\nd$ & prote/+ he>t1 h[ c\ld he reconcile ! act ) ! promise1 ,9 ,isaac %all ?y se$ be call$8 ,?is 0 ,abraham's trial by fire1 & he did n fail 9 ! crucible4 ,:ile ! />s /ill %one l %>p :ite po9ts above ! t5t :]e ! sleep+ ,isaac lay1 & long be=e ! gray dawn _h begun to light5 ! ea/1 ! old sa9t _h made up 8 m9d4 ,he w\ld (f] 8 son z ,god _h direct$ him to d1 & !n tru/ ,god to raise him f ! dead4 ,?is1 says ! writ] to ! ,hebrews1 0 ! solution 8 a*+ he>t f\nd sometime 9 ! d>k night1 & he rose e>ly 9 ! morn+ to c>ry out ! plan4 ,x is beautiful to see t1 :ile he err$ z to ,god's me?od1 he _h correctly s5s$ ! secret ( ,8 great he>t4 ,& ! solution accords well ) ! ,new ,te/am5t ,scripture1 ,:osoev] w lose = my sake %all f9d4 ,god let ! suff]+ old man g ?r\gh ) x up to ! po9t :]e ,he knew !re w\ld be no retreat1 & !n =bade him to lay a h& ^u ! boy4 ,to ! wond]+ patri>* ,he n[ says 9 effect1 ,x's all "r1 ,abraham4 ,i nev] int5d$ t y %\ld actually slay ! lad4 ,i only want$ to remove him f ! temple ( y\r he>t t ,i might reign un*all5g$ !re4 ,i want$ to correct ! p]v]sion t exi/$ 9 y\r love4 ,n[ y may h ! boy1 s\nd & well4 ,take him & g back to y\r t5t4 ,n[ ,i "k t ?\ fe>e/ ,god1 see+ t ?\ ha/ n )held ?y son1 ?9e only son1 f me4 ,!n heav5 op5$ & a voice 0 he>d say+ to him1 ,by myself h ,i sworn1 sai? ! ,"l1 = because ?\ ha/ done ?is ?+1 & ha/ n )held ?y son1 ?9e only son3 t 9 bless+ ,i w bless !e1 & 9 multiply+ ,i w multiply ?y se$ z ! />s ( ! heav51 & z ! s& :i* is ^u ! sea %ore2 & ?y se$ %all possess ! gate ( 8 enemies2 & 9 ?y se$ %all all ! nations ( ! e>? be bless$2 because ?\ ha/ obey$ my voice4 ,! old man ( ,god lift$ 8 head to respond to ! ,voice1 & /ood !re on ! m\nt /rong & pure & gr&1 a man m>k$ out by ! ,"l = special treatm5t1 a fri5d & favorite ( ! ,mo/ ,high4 ,n[ he 0 a man :olly surr5d]$1 a man utt]ly ob$i5t1 a man :o possess$ no?+4 ,he _h conc5trat$ 8 all 9 ! p]son ( 8 de> son1 & ,god _h tak5 x f him4 ,god c\ld h begun out on ! m>g9 ( ,abraham's life & work$ inw>d to ! c5t]2 ,he *ose r to cut quickly to ! he>t & h x ov] 9 "o %>p act ( sep>ation4 ,9 deal+ ?us ,he practic$ an economy ( means & "t4 ,x hurt cruelly1 b x 0 effective4 ,i h said t ,abraham possess$ no?+4 ,yet 0 n ?is poor man ri*8 ,ev]y?+ he _h own$ be=e 0 8 /ill to enjoy3 %eep1 camels1 h]ds1 & goods ( e sort4 ,he _h also 8 wife & 8 fri5ds1 & be/ ( all he _h 8 son ,isaac safe by 8 side4 ,he _h ev]y?+1 b he possess$ no?+4 ,!re is ! spiritual secret4 ,!re is ! sweet !ology ( ! he>t :i* c be le>n$ only 9 ! s*ool ( r5unciation4 ,! books on sy/ematic !ology ov]look ?is1 b ! wise w und]/&4 ,aft] t bitt] & bless$ exp]i5ce ,i ?9k ! words my & m9e nev] _h aga9 ! same mean+ = ,abraham4 ,! s5se ( possession :i* !y connote 0 gone f 8 he>t4 ,?+s _h be5 ca/ out =ev]4 ,!y _h n[ become ext]nal to ! man4 ,8 inn] he>t 0 free f !m4 ,! _w said1 ,abraham is ri*1 b ! ag$ patri>* only smil$4 ,he c\ld n expla9 x to !m1 b he knew t he own$ no?+1 t 8 real treasures 7 inw>d & et]nal4 ,!re c be no d\bt t ?is possessive cl++ to ?+s is "o ( ! mo/ h>mful habits 9 ! life4 ,because x is s natural x is r>ely recogniz$ = ! evil t x is2 b its outwork+s are tragic4 ,we are (t5 h9d]$ f giv+ up our treasures to ! ,"l out ( fe> = _! safety2 ?is is especially true :5 ^? treasures are lov$ relatives & fri5ds4 ,b we ne$ h no su* fe>s4 ,our ,"l came n to de/roy b to save4 ,ev]y?+ is safe :i* we commit to ,him1 & no?+ is really safe :i* is n s committ$4 ,our gifts & tal5ts %\ld also be turn$ ov] to ,him4 ,!y %\ld be recogniz$ = :at !y are1 ,god's loan to u1 & %\ld nev] be consid]$ 9 any s5se our own4 ,we h no m "r to claim cr$it = special abilities ?an = blue eyes or /rong muscles4 ,= :o make? !e to diff] f ano!r8 & :at ha/ ?\ t ?\ did/ n receive8 ,! ,*ri/ian :o is alive en\gh to "k himself ev5 slightly w recognize ! symptoms ( ?is possession malady1 & w grieve to f9d !m 9 8 own he>t4 ,if ! long+ aft] ,god is /rong en\gh )9 him he w want to d some?+ ab\t ! matt]4 ,n[1 :at %\ld he d8 ,fir/ ( all he %\ld put away all def5se & make no attempt to excuse himself ei!r 9 8 own eyes or be=e ! ,"l4 ,:oev] def5ds himself w h himself = 8 def5se1 & he w h no o!r2 b let him come def5seless be=e ! ,"l & he w h = 8 def5d] no less ?an ,god ,himself4 ,let ! inquir+ ,*ri/ian trample "u foot e slipp]y trick ( 8 deceitful he>t & insi/ ^u frank & op5 relations ) ! ,"l4 ,!n he %\ld rememb] t ?is is holy bus9ess4 ,no c>eless or casual deal+s w suffice4 ,let him come to ,god 9 full det]m9ation to be he>d4 ,let him insi/ t ,god accept 8 all1 t ,he take ?+s out ( 8 he>t & ,himself reign !re 9 p[]4 ,x may be he w ne$ to become specific1 to "n ?+s & p by _! names "o by "o4 ,if he w become dra/ic en\gh he c %ort5 ! "t ( 8 travail f ye>s to m9utes & ent] ! good l& long be=e 8 sl[] bre?r5 :o coddle _! feel+s & insi/ ^u caution 9 _! deal+s ) ,god4 ,let u nev] =get t su* a tru? z ?is _c be le>n$ by rote z "o w\ld le>n ! facts ( physical sci5ce4 ,!y mu/ be exp]i5c$ be=e we c really "k !m4 ,we mu/ 9 our he>ts live ?r\gh ,abraham's h>% & bitt] exp]i5ces if we w\ld "k ! bless$ness :i* foll[s !m4 ,! anci5t curse w n g out pa9lessly2 ! t\gh old mis] )9 u w n lie d[n & die ob$i5t to our comm&4 ,he mu/ be torn out ( our he>t l a plant f ! soil2 he mu/ be extract$ 9 agony & blood l a too? f ! jaw4 ,he mu/ be expell$ f our s\l by viol5ce z ,*ri/ expell$ ! money *ang]s f ! temple4 ,& we %all ne$ to /eel ourselves aga9/ 8 pite\s begg+1 & to recognize x z spr++ out ( self-pity1 "o ( ! mo/ repreh5sible s9s ( ! human he>t4 ,if we w\ld inde$ "k ,god 9 gr[+ intimacy we mu/ g ?is way ( r5unciation4 ,& if we are set ^u ! pursuit ( ,god ,he w soon] or lat] br+ u to ?is te/4 ,abraham's te/+ 01 at ! "t1 n kn[n to him z su*1 yet if he _h tak5 "s c\rse o!r ?an ! "o he did1 ! :ole hi/ory ( ! ,old ,te/am5t w\ld h be5 diff]5t4 ,god w\ld h f\nd ,8 man1 no d\bt1 b ! loss to ,abraham w\ld h be5 tragic beyond ! tell+4 ,s we w be br\ght "o by "o to ! te/+ place1 & we may nev] "k :5 we are !re4 ,at t te/+ place !re w be no doz5 possible *oices = u2 j "o & an alt]native1 b our :ole future w be condition$ by ! *oice we make4 ,fa!r1 ,i want to "k ,!e1 b my c[>d he>t fe>s to give up its toys4 ,i _c "p ) !m )\t inw>d ble$+1 & ,i d n try to hide f ,!e ! t]ror ( ! p>t+4 ,i come trembl+1 b ,i d come4 ,please root f my he>t all ^? ?+s :i* ,i h *]i%$ s long & :i* h become a v "p ( my liv+ self1 s t ,?\ maye/ ent] & dwell !re )\t a rival4 ,!n %alt ,?\ make ! place ( ,?y feet glori\s4 ,!n %all my he>t h no ne$ ( ! sun to %9e 9 x1 = ,?yself wilt be ! light ( x1 & !re %all be no night !re4 ,9 ,jesus' ,"n1 ,am54 ,,iii ,remov+ ! ,veil ,hav+ !re=e1 bre?r51 boldness to ent] into ! holie/ by ! blood ( ,jesus4--,heb4 #aj3ai ,among ! fam\s say+s ( ! ,*ur* fa!rs none is bett] kn[n ?an ,augu/9e's1 ,?\ ha/ =m$ u = ,?yself1 & our he>ts are re/less till !y f9d re/ 9 ,!e4 ,! great sa9t /ates "h 9 few words ! orig9 & int]ior hi/ory ( ! human race4 ,god made u = ,himself3 t is ! only explanation t satisfies ! he>t ( a ?9k+ man1 :atev] 8 wild reason may say4 ,%\ld faulty education & p]v]se reason+ lead a man to conclude o!rwise1 !re is little t any ,*ri/ian c d = him4 ,= su* a man ,i h no message4 ,my appeal is address$ to ^? :o h be5 previ\sly taught 9 secret by ! wisdom ( ,god2 ,i speak to ?ir/y he>ts ^: long+s h be5 wak5$ by ! t\* ( ,god )9 !m1 & su* z !y ne$ no reason$ pro(4 ,_! re/less he>ts furni% all ! pro( !y ne$4 ,god =m$ u = ,himself4 ,! ,%ort] ,cate*ism1 ,agre$ ^u by ! ,rev]5d ,assembly ( ,div9es at ,we/m9/]1 z ! old ,new-,engl& ,prim] has x1 asks ! anci5t que/ions :at & :y & answ]s !m 9 "o %ort s5t5ce h>dly mat*$ 9 any un9spir$ "w4 ,"q3 ,:at is ! *ief ,end ( ,man8 ,answ]3 ,man's *ief ,end is to glorify ,god & enjoy ,him =ev]4 ,) ?is agree ! f\r & tw5ty eld]s :o fall on _! faces to wor%ip ,him t live? = ev] & ev]1 say+1 ,?\ art wor?y1 ,o ,"l1 to receive glory & hon\r & p[]3 = ?\ ha/ creat$ all ?+s1 & = ?y pleasure !y are & 7 creat$4 ,god =m$ u = ,8 pleasure1 & s =m$ u t we z well z ,he c 9 div9e communion enjoy ! sweet & my/]i\s m+l+ ( k9dr$ p]sonalities4 ,he meant u to see ,him & live ) ,him & draw our life f ,8 smile4 ,b we h be5 guilty ( t f\l revolt ( :i* ,milton speaks :5 describ+ ! rebellion ( ,satan & 8 ho/s4 ,we h brok5 ) ,god4 ,we h ceas$ to obey ,him or love ,him & 9 guilt & fe> h fl$ z f> z possible f ,8 ,pres5ce4 ,yet :o c flee f ,8 ,pres5ce :5 ! heav5 & ! heav5 ( heav5s _c conta9 ,him8 :5 z ! wisdom ( ,solomon te/ifies1 ! ,_s ( ! ,"l fille? ! _w8 ,! omnipres5ce ( ! ,"l is "o ?+1 & is a solemn fact necess>y to ,8 p]fection2 ! manife/ ,pres5ce is ano!r ?+ altoge!r1 & f t ,pres5ce we h fl$1 l ,adam1 to hide among ! trees ( ! g>d51 or l ,pet] to %r9k away cry+1 ,dep>t f me1 = ,i am a s9ful man1 ,o ,"l4 ,s ! life ( man ^u ! e>? is a life away f ! ,pres5ce1 wr5*$ loose f t blissful c5t] :i* is our "r & prop] dwell+ place1 our fir/ e/ate :i* we kept n1 ! loss ( :i* is ! cause ( our unceas+ re/lessness4 ,! :ole "w ( ,god 9 r$emption is to undo ! tragic effects ( t f\l revolt1 & to br+ u back aga9 into "r & et]nal relation%ip ) ,himself4 ,?is requir$ t our s9s be dispos$ ( satisfactorily1 t a full reconciliation be effect$ & ! way op5$ = u to return aga9 into consci\s communion ) ,god & to live aga9 9 ! ,pres5ce z be=e4 ,!n by ,8 prev5i5t work+ )9 u ,he moves u to return4 ,?is fir/ comes to our notice :5 our re/less he>ts feel a ye>n+ = ! ,pres5ce ( ,god & we say )9 ourselves1 ,i w arise & g to my ,fa!r4 ,t is ! fir/ /ep1 & z ! ,*9ese sage ,lao-tze has said1 ,! j\rney ( a ?\s& miles beg9s ) a fir/ /ep4 ,! int]ior j\rney ( ! s\l f ! wilds ( s9 into ! enjoy$ ,pres5ce ( ,god is beautifully illu/rat$ 9 ! ,old ,te/am5t tab]nacle4 ,! return+ s9n] fir/ ent]$ ! out] c\rt :]e he (f]$ a blood sacrifice on ! braz5 alt> & wa%$ himself 9 ! lav] t /ood ne> x4 ,!n ?r\gh a veil he pass$ into ! holy place :]e no natural light c\ld come1 b ! gold5 c&le/ick :i* spoke ( ,jesus ! ,light ( ! ,_w ?rew its s(t gl[ ov] all4 ,!re also 0 ! %ewbread to tell ( ,jesus1 ! ,bread ( ,life1 & ! alt> ( inc5se1 a figure ( unceas+ pray]4 ,?\gh ! wor%ipp] _h enjoy$ s mu*1 /ill he _h n yet ent]$ ! ,pres5ce ( ,god4 ,ano!r veil sep>at$ f ! ,holy ( ,holies :]e above ! m]cy seat dwelt ! v ,god ,himself 9 awful & glori\s manife/ation4 ,:ile ! tab]nacle /ood1 only ! high prie/ c\ld ent] !re1 & t b once a ye>1 ) blood :i* he (f]$ = 8 s9s & ! s9s ( ! p4 ,x 0 ?is la/ veil :i* 0 r5t :5 our ,"l gave up ! gho/ on ,calv>y1 & ! sacr$ writ] expla9s t ?is r5d+ ( ! veil op5$ ! way = e wor%ipp] 9 ! _w to come by ! new & liv+ way /raight into ! div9e ,pres5ce4 ,ev]y?+ 9 ! ,new ,te/am5t accords ) ?is ,old ,te/am5t picture4 ,ransom$ m5 ne$ no long] pause 9 fe> to ent] ! ,holy ( ,holies4 ,god wills t we %\ld pu% on into ,8 ,pres5ce & live our :ole life !re4 ,?is is to be kn[n to u 9 consci\s exp]i5ce4 ,x is m ?an a doctr9e to be held1 x is a life to be enjoy$ e mom5t ( e day4 ,?is ,flame ( ! ,pres5ce 0 ! beat+ he>t ( ! ,levitical ord]4 ,)\t x all ! appo9tm5ts ( ! tab]nacle 7 *>act]s ( "s unkn[n language2 !y _h no mean+ = ,israel or = u4 ,! greate/ fact ( ! tab]nacle 0 t ,jehovah 0 !re2 a ,pres5ce 0 wait+ )9 ! veil4 ,simil>ly ! ,pres5ce ( ,god is ! c5tral fact ( ,*ri/ianity4 ,at ! he>t ( ! ,*ri/ian message is ,god ,himself wait+ = ,8 r$eem$ *ildr5 to pu% 9 to consci\s aw>5ess ( ,8 ,pres5ce4 ,t type ( ,*ri/ianity :i* happ5s n[ to be ! vogue kn[s ?is ,pres5ce only 9 !ory4 ,x fails to /ress ! ,*ri/ian's privilege ( pres5t realization4 ,accord+ to its tea*+s we are 9 ! ,pres5ce ( ,god positionally1 & no?+ is said ab\t ! ne$ to exp]i5ce t ,pres5ce actually4 ,! fi]y urge t drove m5 l ,mc,cheyne is :olly miss+4 ,& ! pres5t g5]ation ( ,*ri/ians measures itself by ?is imp]fect rule4 ,ignoble cont5tm5t takes ! place ( burn+ zeal4 ,we are satisfi$ to re/ 9 our judicial possessions & = ! mo/ "p we bo!r ourselves v little ab\t ! abs5ce ( p]sonal exp]i5ce4 ,:o is ?is )9 ! veil :o dwells 9 fi]y manife/ations8 ,x is none o!r ?an ,god ,himself1 ,"o ,god ! ,fa!r ,almighty1 ,mak] ( heav5 & e>?1 & ( all ?+s visible & invisible1 & ,"o ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/1 ! only begott5 ,son ( ,god2 begott5 ( ,8 ,fa!r be=e all worlds1 ,god ( ,god1 ,light ( ,light1 ,v ,god ( ,v ,god2 begott51 n made2 be+ ( "o sub/ance ) ! ,fa!r1 & ! ,holy ,gho/1 ! ,"l & ,giv] ( life1 ,:o proce$e? f ! ,fa!r & ! ,son1 ,:o ) ! ,fa!r & ! ,son toge!r is wor%ipp$ & glorifi$4 ,yet ?is holy ,tr9ity is ,"o ,god1 = we wor%ip "o ,god 9 ,tr9ity1 & ,tr9ity 9 ,unity2 nei!r conf\nd+ ! ,p]sons1 nor divid+ ! ,sub/ance4 ,= !re is "o ,p]son ( ! ,fa!r1 ano!r ( ! ,son1 & ano!r ( ! ,holy ,gho/4 ,b ! ,godhead ( ! ,fa!r1 ( ! ,son1 & ( ! ,holy ,gho/1 is all "o3 ! glory equal & ! maje/y co-et]nal4 ,s 9 "p run ! anci5t cre$s1 & s ! inspir$ ,^w decl>es4 ,beh9d ! veil is ,god1 t ,god aft] ,:om ! _w1 ) /range inconsi/5cy1 has felt1 if haply !y might f9d ,him4 ,he has discov]$ ,himself to "s ext5t 9 nature1 b m p]fectly 9 ! ,inc>nation2 n[ ,he waits to %[ ,himself 9 ravi%+ fulness to ! humble ( s\l & ! pure 9 he>t4 ,! _w is p]i%+ = lack ( ! k ( ,god & ! ,*ur* is fami%+ = want ( ,8 ,pres5ce4 ,! in/ant cure ( mo/ ( our religi\s ills w\ld be to ent] ! ,pres5ce 9 spiritual exp]i5ce1 to become sudd5ly aw>e t we are 9 ,god & t ,god is 9 u4 ,?is w\ld lift u out ( our pitiful n>r[ness & cause our he>ts to be enl>g$4 ,?is w\ld burn away ! impurities f our lives z ! bugs & fungi 7 burn$ away by ! fire t dwelt 9 ! bu%4 ,:at a broad _w to roam 91 :at a sea to swim 9 is ?is ,god & ,fa!r ( our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,he is et]nal1 :i* means t ,he ant$ates "t & is :olly indep5d5t ( x4 ,"t began 9 ,him & w end 9 ,him4 ,to x ,he pays no tribute & f x ,he suff]s no *ange4 ,he is immutable1 :i* means t ,he has nev] *ang$ & c nev] *ange 9 any smalle/ measure4 ,to *ange ,he w\ld ne$ to g f bett] to worse or f worse to bett]4 ,he _c d ei!r1 = be+ p]fect ,he _c become m p]fect1 & if ,he 7 to become less p]fect ,he w\ld be less ?an ,god4 ,he is omnisci5t1 :i* means t ,he kn[s 9 "o free & ef=tless act all matt]1 all _s1 all relation%ips1 all ev5ts4 ,he has no pa/ & ,he has no future4 ,he is1 & none ( ! limit+ & qualify+ t]ms us$ ( creatures c apply to ,him4 ,love & m]cy & righte\sness are ,81 & hol9ess s ineffable t no comp>isons or figures w avail to express x4 ,only fire c give ev5 a remote conception ( x4 ,9 fire ,he appe>$ at ! burn+ bu%2 9 ! pill> ( fire ,he dwelt ?r\gh all ! long wild]ness j\rney4 ,! fire t gl[$ betwe5 ! w+s ( ! *]ubim 9 ! holy place 0 call$ ! %ek9ah1 ! ,pres5ce1 ?r\gh ! ye>s ( ,israel's glory1 & :5 ! ,old _h giv5 place to ! ,new1 ,he came at ,p5teco/ z a fi]y flame & re/$ ^u ea* disciple4 ,sp9oza wrote ( ! intellectual love ( ,god1 & he _h a measure ( tru? !re2 b ! highe/ love ( ,god is n intellectual1 x is spiritual4 ,god is _s & only ! _s ( man c "k ,him really4 ,9 ! deep _s ( a man ! fire mu/ gl[ or 8 love is n ! true love ( ,god4 ,! great ( ! ,k+dom h be5 ^? :o lov$ ,god m ?an o!rs did4 ,we all "k :o !y h be5 & gladly pay tribute to ! dep?s & s9c]ity ( _! devotion4 ,we h b to pause = a mom5t & _! names come troop+ pa/ u smell+ ( myrrh & aloes & cassia out ( ! ivory palaces4 ,fr$]ick ,fab] 0 "o ^: s\l pant$ aft] ,god z ! roe pants aft] ! wat] brook1 & ! measure 9 :i* ,god reveal$ ,himself to 8 seek+ he>t set ! good man's :ole life afire ) a burn+ adoration rival+ t ( ! s]aphim be=e ! ?rone4 ,8 love = ,god ext5d$ to ! ?ree ,p]sons ( ! ,godhead equally1 yet he seem$ to feel = ea* ,"o a special k9d ( love res]v$ = ,him alone4 ,( ,god ! ,fa!r he s+s3 ,only to sit & ?9k ( ,god1 ,oh :at a joy x is6 ,to ?9k ! ?\ght1 to brea! ! ,"n2 ,e>? has no high] bliss4 ,fa!r ( ,jesus1 love's rew>d6 ,:at rapture w x be1 ,pro/rate be=e ,?y ?rone to lie1 ,& gaze & gaze on ,!e6 ,8 love = ! ,p]son ( ,*ri/ 0 s int5se t x ?reat5$ to consume him2 x burn$ )9 him z a sweet & holy madness & fl[$ f 8 lips l molt5 gold4 ,9 "o ( 8 s]mons he says1 ,:]ev] we turn 9 ! *ur* ( ,god1 !re is ,jesus4 ,he is ! beg9n+1 middle & end ( ev]y?+ to u4444 ,!re is no?+ good1 no?+ holy1 no?+ beautiful1 no?+ joy\s :i* ,he is n to ,8 s]vants4 ,no "o ne$ be poor1 because1 if he *ooses1 he c h ,jesus = 8 own prop]ty & possession4 ,no "o ne$ be d[nca/1 = ,jesus is ! joy ( heav51 & x is ,8 joy to ent] into sorr[ful he>ts4 ,we c exagg]ate ab\t _m ?+s2 b we c nev] exagg]ate our obligation to ,jesus1 or ! compassionate abundance ( ! love ( ,jesus to u4 ,all our lives long we might talk ( ,jesus1 & yet we %\ld nev] come to an end ( ! sweet ?+s t might be said ( ,him4 ,et]nity w n be long en\gh to le>n all ,he is1 or to praise ,him = all ,he has done1 b !n1 t matt]s n2 = we %all be always ) ,him1 & we desire no?+ m4 ,& address+ our ,"l directly he says to ,him3 ,i love ,!e s1 ,i "k n h[ ,my transports to control2 ,?y love is l a burn+ fire ,)9 my v s\l4 ,fab]'s blaz+ love ext5d$ also to ! ,holy ,_s4 ,n only 9 8 !ology did he ackn[l$ge ,8 deity & full equality ) ! ,fa!r & ! ,son1 b he celebrat$ x con/antly 9 8 songs & 9 8 pray]s4 ,he lit]ally press$ 8 =ehead to ! gr\nd 9 8 eag] f]vid wor%ip ( ! ,?ird ,p]son ( ! ,godhead4 ,9 "o ( 8 great hymns to ! ,holy ,_s he sums up 8 burn+ devotion ?us3 ,o ,_s1 beautiful & dread6 ,my he>t is fit to break ,) love ( all ,?y t5d]ness ,= u poor s9n]s' sake4 ,i h risk$ ! t$ium ( quotation t ,i might %[ by po9t$ example :at ,i h set out to say1 viz41 t ,god is s va/ly wond]ful1 s utt]ly & completely delightful t ,he c1 )\t any?+ o!r ?an ,himself1 meet & ov]fl[ ! deepe/ dem&s ( our total nature1 my/]i\s & deep z t nature is4 ,su* wor%ip z ,fab] knew 7& he is b "o ( a great company :i* no man c numb]7 c nev] come f a m]e doctr9al k ( ,god4 ,he>ts t are fit to break ) love = ! ,godhead are ^? :o h be5 9 ! ,pres5ce & h look$ ) op5$ eye ^u ! maje/y ( ,deity4 ,m5 ( ! break+ he>ts _h a quality ab\t !m n kn[n to or und]/ood by common m54 ,!y habitually spoke ) spiritual au?ority4 ,!y _h be5 9 ! ,pres5ce ( ,god & !y report$ :at !y saw !re4 ,!y 7 prophets1 n scribes1 = ! scribe tells u :at he has read1 & ! prophet tells :at he has se54 ,! di/9ction is n an imag9>y "o4 ,betwe5 ! scribe :o has read & ! prophet :o has se5 !re is a diff]5ce z wide z ! sea4 ,we are today ov]run ) or?odox scribes1 b ! prophets1 :]e are !y8 ,! h>d voice ( ! scribe s\nds ov] evangelicalism1 b ! ,*ur* waits = ! t5d] voice ( ! sa9t :o has p5etrat$ ! veil & has gaz$ ) inw>d eye ^u ! ,wond] t is ,god4 ,& yet1 ?us to p5etrate1 to pu% 9 s5sitive liv+ exp]i5ce into ! holy ,pres5ce1 is a privilege op5 to e *ild ( ,god4 ,) ! veil remov$ by ! r5d+ ( ,jesus' fle%1 ) no?+ on ,god's side to prev5t u f ent]+1 :y d we t>ry )\t8 ,:y d we cons5t to abide all our days j outside ! ,holy ( ,holies & nev] ent] at all to look ^u ,god8 ,we he> ! ,bridegroom say1 ,let me see ?y c\nt5ance1 let me he> ?y voice2 = sweet is ?y voice & ?y c\nt5ance is comely4 ,we s5se t ! call is = u1 b /ill we fail to draw ne>1 & ! ye>s pass & we gr[ old & tir$ 9 ! out] c\rts ( ! tab]nacle4 ,:at do? h9d] u8 ,! answ] usually giv51 simply t we are cold1 w n expla9 all ! facts4 ,!re is some?+ m s]i\s ?an coldness ( he>t1 some?+ t may be back ( t coldness & be ! cause ( its exi/5ce4 ,:at is x8 ,:at b ! pres5ce ( a veil 9 our he>ts8 a veil n tak5 away z ! fir/ veil 01 b :i* rema9s !re /ill %utt+ out ! light & hid+ ! face ( ,god f u4 ,x is ! veil ( our fle%ly fall5 nature liv+ on1 unjudg$ )9 u1 uncrucifi$ & unrepudiat$4 ,x is ! close-wov5 veil ( ! self-life :i* we h nev] truly ackn[l$g$1 ( :i* we h be5 secretly a%am$1 & :i* = ^! reasons we h nev] br\ght to ! judgm5t ( ! cross4 ,x is n too my/]i\s1 ?is opaque veil1 nor is x h>d to id5tify4 ,we h b to look 9 our own he>ts & we %all see x !re1 sewn & pat*$ & repair$ x may be1 b !re nev]!less1 an enemy to our lives & an effective block to our spiritual progress4 ,?is veil is n a beautiful ?+ & x is n a ?+ ab\t :i* we commonly c>e to talk1 b ,i am address+ ! ?ir/+ s\ls :o are det]m9$ to foll[ ,god1 & ,i "k !y w n turn back because ! way leads tempor>ily ?r\gh ! black5$ hills4 ,! urge ( ,god )9 !m w assure _! cont9u+ ! pursuit4 ,!y w face ! facts h[ev] unpleasant & endure ! cross = ! joy set be=e !m4 ,s ,i am bold to "n ! ?reads out ( :i* ?is inn] veil is wov54 ,x is wov5 ( ! f9e ?reads ( ! self-life1 ! hyph5at$ s9s ( ! human _s4 ,!y are n some?+ we d1 !y are some?+ we are1 & !re9 lies bo? _! subtlety & _! p[]4 ,to be specific1 ! self-s9s are ^!3 self-righte\sness1 self-pity1 self-confid5ce1 self-suffici5cy1 self-admiration1 self-love & a ho/ ( o!rs l !m4 ,!y dwell too deep )9 u & are too mu* a "p ( our natures to come to our att5tion till ! light ( ,god is focus$ ^u !m4 ,! gross] manife/ations ( ^! s9s1 egotism1 exhibitionism1 self-promotion1 are /rangely tol]at$ 9 ,*ri/ian lead]s ev5 9 circles ( impeccable or?odoxy4 ,!y are s mu* 9 evid5ce z actually1 = _m p1 to become id5tifi$ ) ! gospel4 ,i tru/ x is n a cynical obs]vation to say t !y appe> ^! days to be a requisite = popul>ity 9 "s sections ( ! ,*ur* visible4 ,promot+ self "u ! guise ( promot+ ,*ri/ is curr5tly s common z to excite little notice4 ,"o %\ld suppose t prop] in/ruction 9 ! doctr9es ( man's depravity & ! necessity = ju/ification ?r\gh ! righte\sness ( ,*ri/ alone w\ld deliv] u f ! p[] ( ! self-s9s2 b x does n "w out t way4 ,self c live unrebuk$ at ! v alt>4 ,x c wat* ! ble$+ ,victim die & n be 9 ! lea/ affect$ by :at x sees4 ,x c fight = ! fai? ( ! ,re=m]s & prea* eloqu5tly ! cre$ ( salvation by grace1 & ga9 /r5g? by its ef=ts4 ,to tell all ! tru?1 x seems actually to fe$ ^u or?odoxy & is m at home 9 a ,bible ,conf]5ce ?an 9 a tav]n4 ,our v /ate ( long+ aft] ,god may af=d x an excell5t condition "u :i* to ?rive & gr[4 ,self is ! opaque veil t hides ! ,face ( ,god f u4 ,x c be remov$ only 9 spiritual exp]i5ce1 nev] by m]e in/ruction4 ,z well try to in/ruct leprosy out ( our sy/em4 ,!re mu/ be a "w ( ,god 9 de/ruction be=e we are free4 ,we mu/ invite ! cross to d its deadly "w )9 u4 ,we mu/ br+ our self-s9s to ! cross = judgm5t4 ,we mu/ prep>e ourselves = an ordeal ( suff]+ 9 "s measure l t ?r\gh :i* our ,savi\r pass$ :5 ,he suff]$ "u ,pontius ,pilate4 ,let u rememb]3 :5 we talk ( ! r5d+ ( ! veil we are speak+ 9 a figure1 & ! ?\ght ( x is poetical1 almo/ pleasant2 b 9 actuality !re is no?+ pleasant ab\t x4 ,9 human exp]i5ce t veil is made ( liv+ spiritual tissue2 x is compos$ ( ! s5ti5t1 quiv]+ /uff ( :i* our :ole be+s consi/1 & to t\* x is to t\* u :]e we feel pa94 ,to te> x away is to injure u1 to hurt u & make u ble$4 ,to say o!rwise is to make ! cross no cross & dea? no dea? at all4 ,x is nev] fun to die4 ,to rip ?r\gh ! de> & t5d] /uff ( :i* life is made c nev] be any?+ b deeply pa9ful4 ,yet t is :at ! cross did to ,jesus & x is :at ! cross w\ld d to e man to set him free4 ,let u bew>e ( t9k]+ ) our inn] life 9 hope ourselves to r5d ! veil4 ,god mu/ d ev]y?+ = u4 ,our "p is to yield & tru/4 ,we mu/ confess1 =sake1 repudiate ! self-life1 & !n reckon x crucifi$4 ,b we mu/ be c>eful to di/+ui% lazy acceptance f ! real "w ( ,god4 ,we mu/ insi/ ^u ! "w be+ done4 ,we d>e n re/ cont5t ) a neat doctr9e ( self-crucifixion4 ,t is to imitate ,saul & sp>e ! be/ ( ! %eep & ! ox54 ,insi/ t ! "w be done 9 v tru? & x w be done4 ,! cross is r\gh1 & x is deadly1 b x is effective4 ,x does n keep its victim hang+ !re =ev]4 ,!re comes a mom5t :5 its "w is f9i%$ & ! suff]+ victim dies4 ,aft] t is resurrection glory & p[]1 & ! pa9 is =gott5 = joy t ! veil is tak5 away & we h ent]$ 9 actual spiritual exp]i5ce ! ,pres5ce ( ! liv+ ,god4 ,"l1 h[ excell5t are ,?y ways1 & h[ devi\s & d>k are ! ways ( man4 ,%[ u h[ to die1 t we may rise aga9 to newness ( life4 ,r5d ! veil ( our self-life f ! top d[n z ,?\ did/ r5d ! veil ( ! ,temple4 ,we w\ld draw ne> 9 full assurance ( fai?4 ,we w\ld dwell ) ,!e 9 daily exp]i5ce "h on ?is e>? s t we may be accu/om$ to ! glory :5 we ent] ,?y heav5 to dwell ) ,!e !re4 ,9 ,jesus' "n1 ,am54 ,,iv ,appreh5d+ ,god ,o ta/e & see4--,psa4 #cd3h ,x 0 ,canon ,holmes1 ( ,india1 :o m ?an tw5ty-five ye>s ago call$ att5tion to ! inf]5tial "* ( ! av]age man's fai? 9 ,god4 ,to mo/ p ,god is an inf]5ce1 n a reality4 ,he is a d$uction f evid5ce :i* !y consid] adequate2 b ,he rema9s p]sonally unkn[n to ! individual4 ,he mu/ be1 !y say1 !re=e we believe ,he is4 ,o!rs d n g ev5 s f> z ?is2 !y "k ( ,him only by he>say4 ,!y h nev] bo!r$ to ?9k ! matt] out = !mselves1 b h he>d ab\t ,him f o!rs1 & h put belief 9 ,him into ! back ( _! m9ds along ) ! v>i\s odds & ends t make up _! total cre$4 ,to _m o!rs ,god is b an ideal1 ano!r "n = goodness1 or beauty1 or tru?2 or ,he is law1 or life1 or ! creative impulse back ( ! ph5om5a ( exi/5ce4 ,^! notions ab\t ,god are _m & v>i$1 b !y :o hold !m h "o ?+ 9 common3 !y d n "k ,god 9 p]sonal exp]i5ce4 ,! possibility ( intimate acqua9tance ) ,him has n ent]$ _! m9ds4 ,:ile admitt+ ,8 exi/5ce !y d n ?9k ( ,him z kn[able 9 ! s5se t we "k ?+s or p4 ,*ri/ians1 to be sure1 g fur!r ?an ?is1 at lea/ 9 !ory4 ,_! cre$ requires !m to believe 9 ! p]sonality ( ,god1 & !y h be5 taught to pray1 ,our ,fa!r1 :i* art 9 heav54 ,n[ p]sonality & fa!rhood c>ry ) !m ! idea ( ! possibility ( p]sonal acqua9tance4 ,?is is admitt$1 ,i say1 9 !ory1 b = millions ( ,*ri/ians1 nev]!less1 ,god is no m real ?an ,he is to ! non-,*ri/ian4 ,!y g ?r\gh life try+ to love an ideal & be loyal to a m]e pr9ciple4 ,ov] aga9/ all ?is cl\dy vagu5ess /&s ! cle> scriptural doctr9e t ,god c be kn[n 9 p]sonal exp]i5ce4 ,a lov+ ,p]sonality dom9ates ! ,bible1 walk+ among ! trees ( ! g>d5 & brea?+ fragrance ov] e sc5e4 ,always a liv+ ,p]son is pres5t1 speak+1 plead+1 lov+1 work+1 & manife/+ ,himself :5ev] & :]ev] ,8 p h ! receptivity necess>y to receive ! manife/ation4 ,! ,bible assumes z a self-evid5t fact t m5 c "k ,god ) at lea/ ! same degree ( imm$iacy z !y "k any o!r p]son or ?+ t comes )9 ! field ( _! exp]i5ce4 ,! same t]ms are us$ to express ! k ( ,god z are us$ to express k ( physical ?+s4 ,o ta/e & see t ! ,"l is good4 ,all ?y g>m5ts smell ( myrrh1 & aloes1 & cassia1 out ( ! ivory palaces4 ,my %eep he> my voice4 ,bless$ are ! pure 9 he>t1 = !y %all see ,god4 ,^! are b f\r ( c\ntless su* passages f ! ,^w ( ,god4 ,& m important ?an any pro( text is ! fact t ! :ole import ( ! ,scripture is t[>d ?is belief4 ,:at c all ?is mean except t we h 9 our he>ts organs by means ( :i* we c "k ,god z c]ta9ly z we "k mat]ial ?+s ?r\gh our famili> five s5ses8 ,we appreh5d ! physical _w by ex]cis+ ! faculties giv5 u = ! purpose1 & we possess spiritual faculties by means ( :i* we c "k ,god & ! spiritual _w if we w obey ! ,_s's urge & beg9 to use !m4 ,t a sav+ "w mu/ fir/ be done 9 ! he>t is tak5 = grant$ "h4 ,! spiritual faculties ( ! unreg5]ate man lie asleep 9 8 nature1 unus$ & = e purpose dead2 t is ! /roke :i* has fall5 ^u u by s94 ,!y may be quick5$ to active life aga9 by ! op]ation ( ! ,holy ,_s 9 reg5]ation2 t is "o ( ! immeasurable b5efits :i* come to u ?r\gh ,*ri/'s aton+ "w on ! cross4 ,b ! v ransom$ *ildr5 ( ,god !mselves3 :y d !y "k s little ( t habitual consci\s communion ) ,god :i* ! ,scriptures seem to (f]8 ,! answ] is our *ronic unbelief4 ,fai? enables our spiritual s5se to function4 ,:]e fai? is defective ! result w be inw>d ins5sibility & numbness t[>d spiritual ?+s4 ,?is is ! condition ( va/ numb]s ( ,*ri/ians today4 ,no pro( is necess>y to support t /atem5t4 ,we h b to conv]se ) ! fir/ ,*ri/ian we meet or ent] ! fir/ *ur* we f9d op5 to acquire all ! pro( we ne$4 ,a spiritual k+dom lies all ab\t u1 enclos+ u1 embrac+ u1 altoge!r )9 rea* ( our inn] selves1 wait+ = u to recognize x4 ,god ,himself is "h wait+ our response to ,8 ,pres5ce4 ,?is et]nal _w w come alive to u ! mom5t we beg9 to reckon ^u its reality4 ,i h j n[ us$ two words :i* dem& def9ition2 or if def9ition is impossible1 ,i mu/ at lea/ make cle> :at ,i mean :5 ,i use !m4 ,!y are reckon & reality4 ,:at d ,i mean by reality8 ,i mean t :i* has exi/5ce ap>t f any idea any m9d may h ( x1 & :i* w\ld exi/ if !re 7 no m9d any:]e to ent]ta9 a ?\ght ( x4 ,t :i* is real has be+ 9 itself4 ,x does n dep5d ^u ! obs]v] = its validity4 ,i am aw>e t !re are ^? :o love to poke fun at ! pla9 man's idea ( reality4 ,!y are ! ideali/s :o sp9 endless pro(s t no?+ is real outside ( ! m9d4 ,!y are ! relativi/s :o l to %[ t !re are no fix$ po9ts 9 ! univ]se f :i* we c measure any?+4 ,!y smile d[n ^u u f _! l(ty intellectual peaks & settle u to _! own satisfaction by fa/5+ ^u u ! reproa*ful t]m absoluti/4 ,! ,*ri/ian is n put out ( c\nt5ance by ?is %[ ( contempt4 ,he c smile "r back at !m1 = he kn[s t !re is only ,"o :o is ,absolute1 t is ,god4 ,b he kn[s also t ! ,absolute ,"o has made ?is _w = man's uses1 &1 :ile !re is no?+ fix$ or real 9 ! la/ mean+ ( ! words 7! mean+ z appli$ to ,god7 = e purpose ( human life we are p]mitt$ to act z if !re 74 ,& e man does act ?us except ! m5tally sick4 ,^! un=tunates also h tr\ble ) reality1 b !y are consi/5t2 !y insi/ ^u liv+ 9 accordance ) _! ideas ( ?+s4 ,!y are hone/1 & x is _! v hone/y t con/itutes !m a social problem4 ,! ideali/s & relativi/s are n m5tally sick4 ,!y prove _! s\ndness by liv+ _! lives accord+ to ! v notions ( reality :i* !y 9 !ory repudiate & by c\nt+ ^u ! v fix$ po9ts :i* !y prove are n !re4 ,!y c\ld e>n a lot m respect = _! notions if !y 7 will+ to live by !m2 b ?is !y are c>eful n to d4 ,_! ideas are bra9-deep1 n life-deep4 ,:]ev] life t\*es !m !y repudiate _! !ories & live l o!r m54 ,! ,*ri/ian is too s9c]e to play ) ideas = _! own sake4 ,he takes no pleasure 9 ! m]e sp9n+ ( gossam] webs = display4 ,all 8 beliefs are practical4 ,!y are ge>$ into 8 life4 ,by !m he lives or dies1 /&s or falls = ?is _w & = all "t to come4 ,f ! ins9c]e man he turns away4 ,! s9c]e pla9 man kn[s t ! _w is real4 ,he f9ds x "h :5 he wakes to consci\sness1 & he kn[s t he did n ?9k x into be+4 ,x 0 "h wait+ = him :5 he came1 & he kn[s t :5 he prep>es to leave ?is e>?ly sc5e x w be "h /ill to bid him good-bye z he dep>ts4 ,by ! deep wisdom ( life he is wis] ?an a ?\s& m5 :o d\bt4 ,he /&s ^u ! e>? & feels ! w9d & ra9 9 8 face & he kn[s t !y are real4 ,he sees ! sun by day & ! />s by night4 ,he sees ! hot lightn+ play out ( ! d>k ?und]cl\d4 ,he he>s ! s\nds ( nature & ! cries ( human joy & pa94 ,^! he kn[s are real4 ,he lies d[n on ! cool e>? at night & has no fe> t x w prove illusory or fail him :ile he sleeps4 ,9 ! morn+ ! firm gr\nd w be "u him1 ! blue sky above him & ! rocks & trees ar\nd him z :5 he clos$ 8 eyes ! night be=e4 ,s he lives & rejoices 9 a _w ( reality4 ,) 8 five s5ses he engages ?is real _w4 ,all ?+s necess>y to 8 physical exi/5ce he appreh5ds by ! faculties ) :i* he has be5 equipp$ by ! ,god :o creat$ him & plac$ him 9 su* a _w z ?is4 ,n[1 by our def9ition also ,god is real4 ,he is real 9 ! absolute & f9al s5se t no?+ else is4 ,all o!r reality is cont+5t ^u ,84 ,! great ,reality is ,god :o is ! ,au?or ( t l[] & dep5d5t reality :i* makes up ! sum ( creat$ ?+s1 includ+ ourselves4 ,god has objective exi/5ce indep5d5t ( & ap>t f any notions :i* we may h conc]n+ ,him4 ,! wor%ipp+ he>t does n create its ,object4 ,x f9ds ,him "h :5 x wakes f its moral slumb] 9 ! morn+ ( its reg5]ation4 ,ano!r ^w t mu/ be cle>$ up is ! ^w reckon4 ,?is does n mean to visualize or imag9e4 ,imag9ation is n fai?4 ,! two are n only diff]5t f1 b /& 9 %>p opposition to1 ea* o!r4 ,imag9ation projects unreal images out ( ! m9d & seeks to atta* reality to !m4 ,fai? creates no?+2 x simply reckons ^u t :i* is already !re4 ,god & ! spiritual _w are real4 ,we c reckon ^u !m ) z mu* assurance z we reckon ^u ! famili> _w ar\nd u4 ,spiritual ?+s are !re 7or r we %\ld say "h7 invit+ our att5tion & *all5g+ our tru/4 ,our tr\ble is t we h e/abli%$ bad ?\ght habits4 ,we habitually ?9k ( ! visible _w z real & d\bt ! reality ( any o!r4 ,we d n d5y ! exi/5ce ( ! spiritual _w b we d\bt t x is real 9 ! accept$ mean+ ( ! ^w4 ,! _w ( s5se intrudes ^u our att5tion day & night = ! :ole ( our lifetime4 ,x is clamor\s1 insi/5t & self-demon/rat+4 ,x does n appeal to our fai?2 x is "h1 assault+ our five s5ses1 dem&+ to be accept$ z real & f9al4 ,b s9 has s cl\d$ ! l5ses ( our he>ts t we _c see t o!r reality1 ! ,city ( ,god1 %9+ ar\nd u4 ,! _w ( s5se triumphs4 ,! visible becomes ! enemy ( ! invisible2 ! temporal1 ( ! et]nal4 ,t is ! curse inh]it$ by e memb] ( ,adam's tragic race4 ,at ! root ( ! ,*ri/ian life lies belief 9 ! invisible4 ,! object ( ! ,*ri/ian's fai? is unse5 reality4 ,our uncorrect$ ?9k+1 influ5c$ by ! bl9dness ( our natural he>ts & ! intrusive ubiquity ( visible ?+s1 t5ds to draw a contra/ betwe5 ! spiritual & ! real2 b actually no su* contra/ exi/s4 ,! anti!sis lies else:]e3 betwe5 ! real & ! imag9>y1 betwe5 ! spiritual & ! mat]ial1 betwe5 ! temporal & ! et]nal2 b betwe5 ! spiritual & ! real1 nev]4 ,! spiritual is real4 ,if we w\ld rise into t region ( light & p[] pla9ly beckon+ u ?r\gh ! ,scriptures ( tru? we mu/ break ! evil habit ( ignor+ ! spiritual4 ,we mu/ %ift our int]e/ f ! se5 to ! unse54 ,= ! great unse5 ,reality is ,god4 ,he t come? to ,god mu/ believe t he is1 & t he is a rew>d] ( !m t dilig5tly seek him4 ,?is is basic 9 ! life ( fai?4 ,f !re we c rise to unlimit$ heights4 ,ye believe 9 ,god1 said our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/1 believe also 9 me4 ,)\t ! fir/ !re c be no second4 ,if we truly want to foll[ ,god we mu/ seek to be o!r-worldly4 ,?is ,i say kn[+ well t t ^w has be5 us$ ) scorn by ! sons ( ?is _w & appli$ to ! ,*ri/ian z a badge ( reproa*4 ,s be x4 ,e man mu/ *oose 8 _w4 ,if we :o foll[ ,*ri/1 ) all ! facts be=e u & kn[+ :at we are ab\t1 delib]ately *oose ! ,k+dom ( ,god z our sph]e ( int]e/ ,i see no reason :y anyone %\ld object4 ,if we lose by x1 ! loss is our own2 if we ga91 we rob no "o by s do+4 ,! o!r _w1 :i* is ! object ( ?is _w's disda9 & ! subject ( ! drunk>d's mock+ song1 is our c>efully *os5 goal & ! object ( our holie/ long+4 ,b we mu/ avoid ! common fault ( pu%+ ! o!r _w into ! future4 ,x is n future1 b pres5t4 ,x p>allels our famili> physical _w1 & ! doors betwe5 ! two worlds are op54 ,ye are come1 says ! writ] to ! ,hebrews 7& ! t5se is pla9ly pres5t71 unto ,m\nt ,zion1 & unto ! city ( ! liv+ ,god1 ! heav5ly ,j]usalem1 & to an innum]able company ( angels1 to ! g5]al assembly & *ur* ( ! fir/born1 :i* are writt5 9 heav51 & to ,god ! ,judge ( all1 & to ! spirits ( j m5 made p]fect1 & to ,jesus ! m$iator ( ! new cov5ant1 & to ! blood ( spr9kl+1 t speake? bett] ?+s ?an t ( ,abel4 ,all ^! ?+s are contra/$ ) ! m\nt t might be t\*$ & ! s\nd ( a trumpet & ! voice ( words t might be he>d4 ,may we n safely conclude t1 z ! realities ( ,m\nt ,s9ai 7 appreh5d$ by ! s5ses1 s ! realities ( ,m\nt ,zion are to be grasp$ by ! s\l8 ,& ?is n by any trick ( ! imag9ation1 b 9 d[nright actuality4 ,! s\l has eyes ) :i* to see & e>s ) :i* to he>4 ,feeble !y may be f long disuse1 b by ! life-giv+ t\* ( ,*ri/ alive n[ & capable ( %>pe/ sight & mo/ s5sitive he>+4 ,z we beg9 to focus ^u ,god ! ?+s ( ! _s w take %ape be=e our inn] eyes4 ,ob$i5ce to ! ^w ( ,*ri/ w br+ an inw>d revelation ( ! ,godhead 7,john #ad3ba-bc74 ,x w give acute p]ception enabl+ u to see ,god ev5 z is promis$ to ! pure 9 he>t4 ,a new ,god consci\sness w seize ^u u & we %all beg9 to ta/e & he> & inw>dly feel ! ,god :o is our life & our all4 ,!re w be se5 ! con/ant %9+ ( ! light t lighte? e man t come? into ! _w4 ,m & m1 z our faculties gr[ %>p] & m sure1 ,god w become to u ! great ,all1 & ,8 ,pres5ce ! glory & wond] ( our lives4 ,o ,god1 quick5 to life e p[] )9 me1 t ,i may lay hold on et]nal ?+s4 ,op5 my eyes t ,i may see2 give me acute spiritual p]ception2 enable me to ta/e ,!e & "k t ,?\ art good4 ,make heav5 m real to me ?an any e>?ly ?+ has ev] be54 ,am54 ,v ,! ,univ]sal ,pres5ce ,:i!r %all ,i g f ?y _s8 or :i!r %all ,i flee f ?y pres5ce8--,psa4 #aci3g ,9 all ,*ri/ian tea*+ c]ta9 basic tru?s are f\nd1 hidd5 at times1 & r assum$ ?an ass]t$1 b necess>y to all tru? z ! prim>y colors are f\nd 9 & necess>y to ! f9i%$ pa9t+4 ,su* a tru? is ! div9e imman5ce4 ,god dwells 9 ,8 creation & is ev]y:]e indivisibly pres5t 9 all ,8 works4 ,?is is boldly taught by prophet & apo/le & is accept$ by ,*ri/ian !ology g5]ally4 ,t is1 x appe>s 9 ! books1 b = "s reason x has n sunk into ! av]age ,*ri/ian's he>t s z to become a "p ( 8 believ+ self4 ,*ri/ian tea*]s %y away f its full implications1 &1 if !y m5tion x at all1 mute x d[n till x has little mean+4 ,i w\ld guess ! reason = ?is to be ! fe> ( be+ *>g$ ) pan!ism2 b ! doctr9e ( ! div9e ,pres5ce is def9itely n pan!ism4 ,pan!ism's error is too palpable to deceive anyone4 ,x is t ,god is ! sum ( all creat$ ?+s4 ,nature & ,god are "o1 s t :oev] t\*es a leaf or a /one t\*es ,god4 ,t is ( c\rse to degrade ! glory ( ! incorruptible ,deity &1 9 an ef=t to make all ?+s div9e1 bani% all div9ity f ! _w entirely4 ,! tru? is t :ile ,god dwells 9 ,8 _w ,he is sep>at$ f x by a gulf =ev] impassable4 ,h[ev] closely ,he may be id5tifi$ ) ! "w ( ,8 h&s !y are & mu/ et]nally be o!r ?an ,he1 & ,he is & mu/ be antec$5t to & indep5d5t ( !m4 ,he is transc5d5t above all ,8 works ev5 :ile ,he is imman5t )9 !m4 ,:at n[ does ! div9e imman5ce mean 9 direct ,*ri/ian exp]i5ce8 ,x means simply t ,god is "h4 ,:]ev] we are1 ,god is "h4 ,!re is no place1 !re c be no place1 :]e ,he is n4 ,t5 million intellig5ces /&+ at z _m po9ts 9 space & sep>at$ by incompreh5sible di/ances c ea* "o say ) equal tru?1 ,god is "h4 ,no po9t is ne>] to ,god ?an any o!r po9t4 ,x is exactly z ne> to ,god f any place z x is f any o!r place4 ,no "o is 9 m]e di/ance any fur!r f or any ne>] to ,god ?an any o!r p]son is4 ,^! are tru?s believ$ by e in/ruct$ ,*ri/ian4 ,x rema9s = u to ?9k on !m & pray ov] !m until !y beg9 to gl[ )9 u4 ,9 ! beg9n+ ,god4 ,n matt]1 = matt] is n self-caus+4 ,x requires an antec$5t cause1 & ,god is t ,cause4 ,n law1 = law is b a "n = ! c\rse :i* all creation foll[s4 ,t c\rse _h to be plann$1 & ! ,plann] is ,god4 ,n m9d1 = m9d also is a creat$ ?+ & mu/ h a ,creator back ( x4 ,9 ! beg9n+ ,god1 ! uncaus$ ,cause ( matt]1 m9d & law4 ,!re we mu/ beg94 ,adam s9n$ &1 9 8 panic1 frantically tri$ to d ! impossible3 he tri$ to hide f ! ,pres5ce ( ,god4 ,david also mu/ h _h wild ?\ghts ( try+ to escape f ! ,pres5ce1 = he wrote1 ,:i!r %all ,i g f ?y _s8 or :i!r %all ,i flee f ?y pres5ce8 ,!n he proce$$ ?r\gh "o ( 8 mo/ beautiful psalms to celebrate ! glory ( ! div9e imman5ce4 ,if ,i asc5d up into heav51 ?\ art !re3 if ,i make my b$ 9 hell1 behold1 ?\ art !re4 ,if ,i take ! w+s ( ! morn+1 & dwell 9 ! utt]mo/ p>ts ( ! sea2 ev5 !re %all ?y h& lead me1 & ?y "r h& %all hold me4 ,& he knew t ,god's be+ & ,god's see+ are ! same1 t ! see+ ,pres5ce _h be5 ) him ev5 be=e he 0 born1 wat*+ ! my/]y ( unfold+ life4 ,solomon exclaim$1 ,b w ,god inde$ dwell on ! e>?8 behold ! heav5 & ! heav5 ( heav5s _c conta9 !e3 h[ mu* less ?is h\se :i* ,i h build$4 ,paul assur$ ! ,a!nians t ,god is n f> f any "o ( u3 = 9 him we live1 & move1 & h our be+4 ,if ,god is pres5t at e po9t 9 space1 if we _c g :]e ,he is n1 _c ev5 conceive ( a place :]e ,he is n1 :y !n has n t ,pres5ce become ! "o univ]sally celebrat$ fact ( ! _w8 ,! patri>* ,jacob1 9 ! wa/e h[l+ wild]ness1 gave ! answ] to t "q4 ,he saw a vision ( ,god & cri$ out 9 wond]1 ,surely ! ,"l is 9 ?is place2 & ,i knew x n4 ,jacob _h nev] be5 = "o small division ( a mom5t outside ! circle ( t all-p]vad+ ,pres5ce4 ,b he knew x n4 ,t 0 8 tr\ble1 & x is ours4 ,m5 d n "k t ,god is "h4 ,:at a diff]5ce x w\ld make if !y knew4 ,! ,pres5ce & ! manife/ation ( ! ,pres5ce are n ! same4 ,!re c be ! "o )\t ! o!r4 ,god is "h :5 we are :olly unaw>e ( x4 ,he is manife/ only :5 & z we are aw>e ( ,8 ,pres5ce4 ,on our "p !re mu/ be surr5d] to ! ,_s ( ,god1 = ,8 "w x is to %[ u ! ,fa!r & ! ,son4 ,if we co-op]ate ) ,him 9 lov+ ob$i5ce ,god w manife/ ,himself to u1 & t manife/ation w be ! diff]5ce betwe5 a nom9al ,*ri/ian life & a life radiant ) ! light ( ,8 face4 ,always1 ev]y:]e ,god is pres5t1 & always ,he seeks to discov] ,himself4 ,to ea* "o he w\ld reveal n only t ,he is1 b :at ,he is z well4 ,he did n h to be p]suad$ to discov] ,himself to ,moses4 ,& ! ,"l desc5d$ 9 ! cl\d1 & /ood ) him !re1 & proclaim$ ! "n ( ! ,"l4 ,he n only made a v]bal proclamation ( ,8 nature b ,he reveal$ ,8 v ,self to ,moses s t ! sk9 ( ,moses' face %one ) ! sup]natural light4 ,x w be a great mom5t = "s ( u :5 we beg9 to believe t ,god's promise ( self-revelation is lit]ally true3 t ,he promis$ mu*1 b promis$ no m ?an ,he int5ds to fulfill4 ,our pursuit ( ,god is successful j because ,he is =ev] seek+ to manife/ ,himself to u4 ,! revelation ( ,god to any man is n ,god com+ f a di/ance ^u a "t to pay a brief & mom5t\s visit to ! man's s\l4 ,?us to ?9k ( x is to misund]/& x all4 ,! approa* ( ,god to ! s\l or ( ! s\l to ,god is n to be ?\ght ( 9 spatial t]ms at all4 ,!re is no idea ( physical di/ance involv$ 9 ! concept4 ,x is n a matt] ( miles b ( exp]i5ce4 ,to speak ( be+ ne> to or f> f ,god is to use language 9 a s5se always und]/ood :5 appli$ to our ord9>y human relation%ips4 ,a man may say1 ,i feel t my son is com+ ne>] to me z he gets old]1 & yet t son has liv$ by 8 fa!r's side s9ce he 0 born & has nev] be5 away f home m ?an a day or s 9 8 entire life4 ,:at !n c ! fa!r mean8 ,obvi\sly he is speak+ ( exp]i5ce4 ,he means t ! boy is com+ to "k him m intimately & ) deep] und]/&+1 t ! b>ri]s ( ?\ght & feel+ betwe5 ! two are disappe>+1 t fa!r & son are becom+ m closely unit$ 9 m9d & he>t4 ,s :5 we s+1 ,draw me ne>]1 ne>]1 bless$ ,"l1 we are n ?9k+ ( ! ne>ness ( place1 b ( ! ne>ness ( relation%ip4 ,x is = increas+ degrees ( aw>5ess t we pray1 = a m p]fect consci\sness ( ! div9e ,pres5ce4 ,we ne$ nev] %\t across ! spaces to an abs5t ,god4 ,he is ne>] ?an our own s\l1 clos] ?an our mo/ secret ?\ghts4 ,:y d "s p]sons f9d ,god 9 a way t o!rs d n8 ,:y does ,god manife/ ,8 ,pres5ce to "s & let multitudes ( o!rs /ruggle along 9 ! half-light ( imp]fect ,*ri/ian exp]i5ce8 ,( c\rse ! w ( ,god is ! same = all4 ,he has no favorites )9 ,8 h\sehold4 ,all ,he has ev] done = any ( ,8 *ildr5 ,he w d = all ( ,8 *ildr54 ,! diff]5ce lies n ) ,god b ) u4 ,pick at r&om a score ( great sa9ts ^: lives & te/imonies are widely kn[n4 ,let !m be ,bible *>act]s or well kn[n ,*ri/ians ( po/-,biblical times4 ,y w be /ruck in/antly ) ! fact t ! sa9ts 7 n alike4 ,sometimes ! unlik5esses 7 s great z to be positively gl>+4 ,h[ diff]5t = example 0 ,moses f ,isaiah2 h[ diff]5t 0 ,elijah f ,david2 h[ unlike ea* o!r 7 ,john & ,paul1 ,/4 ,francis & ,lu!r1 ,f9ney & ,?omas a ,kempis4 ,! diff]5ces are z wide z human life itself3 diff]5ces ( race1 nationality1 education1 temp]am5t1 habit & p]sonal qualities4 ,yet !y all walk$1 ea* 9 8 day1 ^u a high road ( spiritual liv+ f> above ! common way4 ,_! diff]5ces mu/ h be5 incid5tal & 9 ! eyes ( ,god ( no significance4 ,9 "s vital quality !y mu/ h be5 alike4 ,:at 0 x8 ,i v5ture to sugge/ t ! "o vital quality :i* !y _h 9 common 0 spiritual receptivity4 ,some?+ 9 !m 0 op5 to heav51 some?+ :i* urg$ !m ,godw>d4 ,)\t attempt+ any?+ l a pr(\nd analysis ,i %all say simply t !y _h spiritual aw>5ess & t !y w5t on to cultivate x until x became ! bigge/ ?+ 9 _! lives4 ,!y diff]$ f ! av]age p]son 9 t :5 !y felt ! inw>d long+ !y did some?+ ab\t x4 ,!y acquir$ ! lifelong habit ( spiritual response4 ,!y 7 n disob$i5t to ! heav5ly vision4 ,z ,david put x neatly1 ,:5 ?\ said/1 ,seek ye my face2 my he>t said unto !e1 ,?y face1 ,"l1 w ,i seek4 ,z ) ev]y?+ good 9 human life1 back ( ?is receptivity is ,god4 ,! sov]eignty ( ,god is "h1 & is felt ev5 by ^? :o h n plac$ p>ticul> /ress ^u x !ologically4 ,! pi\s ,mi*ael ,angelo confess$ ?is 9 a sonnet3 ,my unassi/$ he>t is b>r5 clay1 ,t ( its native self c no?+ fe$3 ,( good & pi\s works ,?\ art ! se$1 ,t quick5s only :]e ,?\ saye/ x may3 ,unless ,?\ %[ to u ,?9e own true way ,no man c f9d x3 ,fa!r6 ,?\ mu/ lead4 ,^! words w repay /udy z ! deep & s]i\s te/imony ( a great ,*ri/ian4 ,important z x is t we recognize ,god work+ 9 u1 ,i w\ld yet w>n aga9/ a too-great preoccupation ) ! ?\ght4 ,x is a sure road to /]ile passivity4 ,god w n hold u responsible to und]/& ! my/]ies ( election1 pr$e/9ation & ! div9e sov]eignty4 ,! be/ & safe/ way to deal ) ^! tru?s is to raise our eyes to ,god & 9 deepe/ rev]5ce say1 ,o ,"l1 ,?\ kn[e/4 ,^? ?+s belong to ! deep & my/]i\s ,pr(\nd ( ,god's omnisci5ce4 ,pry+ into !m may make !ologians1 b x w nev] make sa9ts4 ,receptivity is n a s+le ?+2 x is a comp\nd r1 a bl5d+ ( sev]al elem5ts )9 ! s\l4 ,x is an aff9ity =1 a b5t t[>d1 a sympa!tic response to1 a desire to h4 ,f ?is x may be ga!r$ t x c be pres5t 9 degrees1 t we may h little or m or less1 dep5d+ ^u ! individual4 ,x may be increas$ by ex]cise or de/roy$ by neglect4 ,x is n a sov]eign & irresi/ible =ce :i* comes ^u u z a seizure f above4 ,x is a gift ( ,god1 inde$1 b "o :i* mu/ be recogniz$ & cultivat$ z any o!r gift if x is to realize ! purpose = :i* x 0 giv54 ,failure to see ?is is ! cause ( a v s]i\s breakd[n 9 mod]n evangelicalism4 ,! idea ( cultivation & ex]cise1 s de> to ! sa9ts ( old1 has n[ no place 9 our total religi\s picture4 ,x is too sl[1 too common4 ,we n[ dem& glam\r & fa/ fl[+ dramatic action4 ,a g5]ation ( ,*ri/ians re>$ among pu% buttons & automatic ma*9es is impati5t ( sl[] & less direct me?ods ( rea*+ _! goals4 ,we h be5 try+ to apply ma*9e-age me?ods to our relations ) ,god4 ,we read our *apt]1 h our %ort devotions & ru% away1 hop+ to make up = our deep inw>d bankruptcy by att5d+ ano!r gospel meet+ or li/5+ to ano!r ?rill+ /ory told by a religi\s adv5tur] lately return$ f af>4 ,! tragic results ( ?is _s are all ab\t u4 ,%all[ lives1 holl[ religi\s philosophies1 ! prepond]ance ( ! elem5t ( fun 9 gospel meet+s1 ! glorification ( m51 tru/ 9 religi\s ext]nalities1 quasi-religi\s fell[%ips1 salesman%ip me?ods1 ! mi/ak+ ( dynamic p]sonality = ! p[] ( ! ,_s3 ^! & su* z ^! are ! symptoms ( an evil disease1 a deep & s]i\s malady ( ! s\l4 ,= ?is great sickness t is ^u u no "o p]son is responsible1 & no ,*ri/ian is :olly free f blame4 ,we h all contribut$1 directly or indirectly1 to ?is sad /ate ( affairs4 ,we h be5 too bl9d to see1 or too timid to speak out1 or too self-satisfi$ to desire any?+ bett] ?an ! poor av]age diet ) :i* o!rs appe> satisfi$4 ,to put x diff]5tly1 we h accept$ "o ano!r's notions1 copi$ "o ano!r's lives & made "o ano!r's exp]i5ces ! model = our own4 ,& = a g5]ation ! tr5d has be5 d[nw>d4 ,n[ we h rea*$ a l[ place ( s& & burnt wire grass &1 wor/ ( all1 we h made ! ,^w ( ,tru? con=m to our exp]i5ce & accept$ ?is l[ plane z ! v pa/ure ( ! bless$4 ,x w require a det]m9$ he>t & m ?an a little c\rage to wr5* ourselves loose f ! grip ( our times & return to ,biblical ways4 ,b x c be done4 ,e n[ & !n 9 ! pa/ ,*ri/ians h _h to d x4 ,hi/ory has record$ sev]al l>ge-scale returns l$ by su* m5 z ,/4 ,francis1 ,m>t9 ,lu!r & ,george ,fox4 ,un=tunately !re seems to be no ,lu!r or ,fox on ! horizon at pres5t4 ,:e!r or n ano!r su* return may be expect$ be=e ! com+ ( ,*ri/ is a "q ^u :i* ,*ri/ians are n fully agre$1 b t is n ( too great importance to u n[4 ,:at ,god 9 ,8 sov]eignty may yet d on a _w-scale ,i d n claim to "k3 b :at ,he w d = ! pla9 man or woman :o seeks ,8 face ,i believe ,i d "k & c tell o!rs4 ,let any man turn to ,god 9 e>ne/1 let him beg9 to ex]cise himself unto godl9ess1 let him seek to develop 8 p[]s ( spiritual receptivity by tru/ & ob$i5ce & humility1 & ! results w exce$ any?+ he may h hop$ 9 8 lean] & weak] days4 ,any man :o by rep5tance & a s9c]e return to ,god w break himself out ( ! mold 9 :i* he has be5 held1 & w g to ! ,bible itself = 8 spiritual /&>ds1 w be delight$ ) :at he f9ds !re4 ,let u say x aga93 ,! ,univ]sal ,pres5ce is a fact4 ,god is "h4 ,! :ole univ]se is alive ) ,8 life4 ,& ,he is no /range or =eign ,god1 b ! famili> ,fa!r ( our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/ ^: love has = ^! ?\s&s ( ye>s enfold$ ! s9ful race ( m54 ,& always ,he is try+ to get our att5tion1 to reveal ,himself to u1 to communicate ) u4 ,we h )9 u ! ability to "k ,him if we w b respond to ,8 ov]tures4 7,& ?is we call pursu+ ,god67 ,we w "k ,him 9 increas+ degree z our receptivity becomes m p]fect by fai? & love & practice4 ,o ,god & ,fa!r1 ,i rep5t ( my s9ful preoccupation ) visible ?+s4 ,! _w has be5 too mu* ) me4 ,?\ ha/ be5 "h & ,i knew x n4 ,i h be5 bl9d to ,?y ,pres5ce4 ,op5 my eyes t ,i may behold ,!e 9 & ar\nd me4 ,= ,*ri/'s sake1 ,am54 ,,vi ,! ,speak+ ,voice ,9 ! beg9n+ 0 ! ,^w1 & ! ,^w 0 ) ,god1 & ! ,^w 0 ,god4--,john #a3a ,an intellig5t pla9 man1 untaught 9 ! tru?s ( ,*ri/ianity1 com+ ^u ?is text1 w\ld likely conclude t ,john meant to tea* t x is ! nature ( ,god to speak1 to communicate ,8 ?\ghts to o!rs4 ,& he w\ld be "r4 ,a ^w is a m$ium by :i* ?\ghts are express$1 & ! application ( t]m to ! ,et]nal ,son leads u to believe t self-expression is inh]5t 9 ! ,godhead1 t ,god is =ev] seek+ to speak ,himself out to ,8 creation4 ,! :ole ,bible supports ! idea4 ,god is speak+4 ,n ,god spoke1 b ,god is speak+4 ,he is by ,8 nature cont9u\sly articulate4 ,he fills ! _w ) ,8 speak+ ,voice4 ,"o ( ! great realities ) :i* we h to deal is ! ,voice ( ,god 9 ,8 _w4 ,! briefe/ & only satisfy+ cosmogony is ?is3 ,he spake & x 0 done4 ,! :y ( natural law is ! liv+ ,voice ( ,god imman5t 9 ,8 creation4 ,& ?is ^w ( ,god :i* br\ght all worlds into be+ _c be und]/ood to mean ! ,bible1 = x is n a writt5 or pr9t$ ^w at all1 b ! expression ( ! w ( ,god spok5 into ! /ructure ( all ?+s4 ,?is ^w ( ,god is ! brea? ( ,god fill+ ! _w ) liv+ pot5tiality4 ,! ,voice ( ,god is ! mo/ p[]ful =ce 9 nature1 inde$ ! only =ce 9 nature1 = all en]gy is "h only because ! p[]-fill$ ,^w is be+ spok54 ,! ,bible is ! writt5 ^w ( ,god1 & because x is writt5 x is conf9$ & limit$ by ! necessities ( ink & pap] & lea!r4 ,! ,voice ( ,god1 h[ev]1 is alive & free z ! sov]eign ,god is free4 ,! words t ,i speak unto y1 !y are _s1 & !y are life4 ,! life is 9 ! speak+ words4 ,god's ^w 9 ! ,bible c h p[] only because x corresponds to ,god's ^w 9 ! univ]se4 ,x is ! pres5t ,voice :i* makes ! writt5 ,^w all-p[]ful4 ,o!rwise x w\ld lie lock$ 9 slumb] )9 ! cov]s ( a book4 ,we take a l[ & primitive view ( ?+s :5 we conceive ( ,god at ! creation com+ into physical contact ) ?+s1 %ap+ & fitt+ & build+ l a c>p5t]4 ,! ,bible tea*es o!rwise3 ,by ! ^w ( ! ,"l 7 ! heav5s made2 & all ! ho/ ( !m by ! brea? ( 8 m\?4444 ,= he spake1 & x 0 done2 he comm&$1 & x /ood fa/4 ,?r\gh fai? we und]/& t ! worlds 7 fram$ by ! ^w ( ,god4 ,aga9 we mu/ rememb] t ,god is ref]r+ "h n to ,8 writt5 ,^w1 b to ,8 speak+ ,voice4 ,8 _w-fill+ ,voice is meant1 t ,voice :i* ant$ates ! ,bible by unc\nt$ c5turies1 t ,voice :i* has n be5 sil5t s9ce ! dawn ( creation1 b is s\nd+ /ill ?r\gh\t ! full f> rea*es ( ! univ]se4 ,! ,^w ( ,god is quick & p[]ful4 ,9 ! beg9n+ ,he spoke to no?+1 & x became some?+4 ,*aos he>d x & became ord]1 d>kness he>d x & became light4 ,& ,god said--& x 0 s4 ,^! tw9 phrases1 z cause & effect1 occur ?r\gh\t ! ,g5esis /ory ( ! creation4 ,! said acc\nts = ! s4 ,! s is ! said put into ! cont9u\s pres5t4 ,t ,god is "h & t ,he is speak+--^! tru?s are back ( all o!r ,bible tru?s2 )\t !m !re c\ld be no revelation at all4 ,god did n write a book & s5d x by mess5g] to be read at a di/ance by unaid$ m9ds4 ,he spoke a ,book & lives 9 ,8 spok5 words1 con/antly speak+ ,8 words & caus+ ! p[] ( !m to p]si/ across ! ye>s4 ,god brea!d on clay & x became a man2 ,he brea!s on m5 & !y become clay4 ,return ye *ildr5 ( m5 0 ! ^w spok5 at ! ,fall by :i* ,god decre$ ! dea? ( e man1 & no add$ ^w has ,he ne$$ to speak4 ,! sad procession ( mank9d across ! face ( ! e>? f bir? to ! grave is pro( t ,8 orig9al ,^w 0 en\gh4 ,we h n giv5 suffici5t att5tion to t deep utt]ance 9 ! ,book ( ,john1 ,t 0 ! true ,light1 :i* lighte? e man t come? into ! _w4 ,%ift ! punctuation ar\nd z we w & ! tru? is /ill !re3 ! ,^w ( ,god affects ! he>ts ( all m5 z light 9 ! s\l4 ,9 ! he>ts ( all m5 ! light %9es1 ! ,^w s\nds1 & !re is no escap+ !m4 ,some?+ l ?is w\ld ( necessity be s if ,god is alive & 9 ,8 _w4 ,& ,john says t x is s4 ,ev5 ^? p]sons :o h nev] he>d ( ! ,bible h /ill be5 prea*$ to ) suffici5t cl>ity to remove e excuse f _! he>ts =ev]4 ,:i* %[ ! "w ( ! law writt5 9 _! he>ts1 _! consci5ce also be>+ witness1 & _! ?\ghts ! mean :ile ei!r accus+ or else excus+ "o ano!r4 ,= ! invisible ?+s ( him f ! creation ( ! _w are cle>ly se51 be+ und]/ood by ! ?+s t are made1 ev5 8 et]nal p[] & ,godhead2 s t !y are )\t excuse4 ,?is univ]sal ,voice ( ,god 0 by ! anci5t ,hebrews (t5 call$ ,wisdom1 & 0 said to be ev]y:]e s\nd+ & se>*+ ?r\gh\t ! e>?1 seek+ "s response f ! sons ( m54 ,! eigh? *apt] ( ! ,book ( ,prov]bs beg9s1 ,do? n wisdom cry8 & und]/&+ put =? h] voice8 ,! writ] !n pictures wisdom z a beautiful woman /&+ 9 ! top ( ! high places1 by ! way 9 ! places ( ! pa?s4 ,%e s\nds h] voice f e qu>t] s t no "o may miss he>+ x4 ,unto y1 ,o m51 ,i call2 & my voice is to ! sons ( m54 ,!n %e pleads = ! simple & ! fooli% to give e> to h] words4 ,x is spiritual response = :i* ?is ,wisdom ( ,god is plead+1 a response :i* %e has always s\ght & is b r>ely able to secure4 ,! trag$y is t our et]nal welf>e dep5ds ^u our he>+1 & we h tra9$ our e>s n to he>4 ,?is univ]sal ,voice has ev] s\nd$1 & x has (t5 tr\bl$ m5 ev5 :5 !y did n und]/& ! s\rce ( _! fe>s4 ,c\ld x be t ?is ,voice di/ill+ l a liv+ mi/ ^u ! he>ts ( m5 has be5 ! undiscov]$ cause ( ! tr\bl$ consci5ce & ! long+ = immortality confess$ by millions s9ce ! dawn ( record$ hi/ory8 ,we ne$ n fe> to face up to ?is4 ,! speak+ ,voice is a fact4 ,h[ m5 h react$ to x is = any obs]v] to note4 ,:5 ,god spoke out ( heav5 to our ,"l1 self-c5t]$ m5 :o he>d x expla9$ x by natural causes3 !y said1 ,x ?und]$4 ,?is habit ( expla9+ ! ,voice by appeals to natural law is at ! v root ( mod]n sci5ce4 ,9 ! liv+ brea?+ cosmos !re is a my/]i\s ,some?+1 too wond]ful1 too awful = any m9d to und]/&4 ,! believ+ man does n claim to und]/&4 ,he falls to 8 knees & :isp]s1 ,god4 ,! man ( e>? kneels also1 b n to wor%ip4 ,he kneels to exam9e1 to se>*1 to f9d ! cause & ! h[ ( ?+s4 ,j n[ we happ5 to be liv+ 9 a secul> age4 ,our ?\ght habits are ^? ( ! sci5ti/1 n ^? ( ! wor%ipp]4 ,we are m likely to expla9 ?an to adore4 ,x ?und]$1 we exclaim1 & g our e>?ly way4 ,b /ill ! ,voice s\nds & se>*es4 ,! ord] & life ( ! _w dep5d ^u t ,voice1 b m5 are mo/ly too busy or too /ubborn to give att5tion4 ,ev]yone ( u has _h exp]i5ces :i* we h n be5 able to expla93 a sudd5 s5se ( lonel9ess1 or a feel+ ( wond] or awe 9 ! face ( ! univ]sal va/ness4 ,or we h _h a fleet+ visitation ( light l an illum9ation f "s o!r sun1 giv+ u 9 a quick fla% an assurance t we are f ano!r _w1 t our orig9s are div9e4 ,:at we saw !re1 or felt1 or he>d1 may h be5 contr>y to all t we _h be5 taught 9 ! s*ools & at wide v>iance ) all our =m] beliefs & op9ions4 ,we 7 =c$ to susp5d our acquir$ d\bts :ile1 = a mom5t1 ! cl\ds 7 roll$ back & we saw & he>d = ourselves4 ,expla9 su* ?+s z we w1 ,i ?9k we h n be5 fair to ! facts until we all[ at lea/ ! possibility t su* exp]i5ces may arise f ! ,pres5ce ( ,god 9 ! _w & ,8 p]si/5t ef=t to communicate ) mank9d4 ,let u n dismiss su* an hypo!sis too flippantly4 ,x is my own belief 7& "h ,i %all n feel bad if no "o foll[s me7 t e good & beautiful ?+ :i* man has produc$ 9 ! _w has be5 ! result ( 8 faulty & s9-block$ response to ! creative ,voice s\nd+ ov] ! e>?4 ,! moral philosoph]s :o dream$ _! high dreams ( virtue1 ! religi\s ?9k]s :o speculat$ ab\t ,god & immortality1 ! poets & arti/s :o creat$ out ( common /uff pure & la/+ beauty3 h[ c we expla9 !m8 ,x is n en\gh to say simply1 ,x 0 g5ius4 ,:at !n is g5ius8 ,c\ld x be t a g5ius is a man haunt$ by ! speak+ ,voice1 labor+ & /riv+ l "o possess$ to a*ieve ends :i* he only vaguely und]/&s8 ,t ! great man may h miss$ ,god 9 8 labors1 t he may ev5 h spok5 or writt5 aga9/ ,god does n de/roy ! idea ,i am advanc+4 ,god's r$emptive revelation 9 ! ,holy ,scriptures is necess>y to sav+ fai? & peace ) ,god4 ,fai? 9 a ris5 ,savi\r is necess>y if ! vague /irr+s t[>d immortality are to br+ u to re/ful & satisfy+ communion ) ,god4 ,to me ?is is a plausible explanation ( all t is be/ out ( ,*ri/4 ,b y c be a good ,*ri/ian & n accept my !sis4 ,! ,voice ( ,god is a fri5dly ,voice4 ,no "o ne$ fe> to li/5 to x unless he has already made up 8 m9d to resi/ x4 ,! blood ( ,jesus has cov]$ n only ! human race b all creation z well4 ,& hav+ made peace ?r\gh ! blood ( 8 cross1 by him to reconcile all ?+s unto himself2 by him1 ,i say1 :e!r !y be ?+s 9 e>?1 or ?+s 9 heav54 ,we may safely prea* a fri5dly ,heav54 ,! heav5s z well z ! e>? are fill$ ) ! good w ( ,him t dwelt 9 ! bu%4 ,! p]fect blood ( atonem5t secures ?is =ev]4 ,:oev] w li/5 w he> ! speak+ ,heav54 ,?is is def9itely n ! h\r :5 m5 take k9dly to an exhortation to li/51 = li/5+ is n today a "p ( popul> religion4 ,we are at ! opposite end ( ! pole f !re4 ,religion has accept$ ! mon/r\s h]esy t noise1 size1 activity & blu/] make a man de> to ,god4 ,b we may take he>t4 ,to a p caught 9 ! tempe/ ( ! la/ great conflict ,god says1 ,be /ill1 & "k t ,i am ,god1 & /ill ,he says x1 z if ,he means to tell u t our /r5g? & safety lie n 9 noise b 9 sil5ce4 ,x is important t we get /ill to wait on ,god4 ,& x is be/ t we get alone1 pref]ably ) our ,bible outspread be=e u4 ,!n if we w we may draw ne> to ,god & beg9 to he> ,him speak to u 9 our he>ts4 ,i ?9k = ! av]age p]son ! progression w be some?+ l ?is3 ,fir/ a s\nd z ( a ,pres5ce walk+ 9 ! g>d54 ,!n a voice1 m intelligible1 b /ill f> f cle>4 ,!n ! happy mom5t :5 ! ,_s beg9s to illum9ate ! ,scriptures1 & t :i* _h be5 only a s\nd1 or at be/ a voice1 n[ becomes an intelligible ^w1 w>m & intimate & cle> z ! ^w ( a de> fri5d4 ,!n w come life & light1 & be/ ( all1 ability to see & re/ 9 & embrace ,jesus ,*ri/ z ,savi\r & ,"l & ,all4 ,! ,bible w nev] be a liv+ ,book to u until we are conv9c$ t ,god is articulate 9 ,8 univ]se4 ,to jump f a dead1 imp]sonal _w to a dogmatic ,bible is too mu* = mo/ p4 ,!y may admit t !y %\ld accept ! ,bible z ! ,^w ( ,god1 & !y may try to ?9k ( x z su*1 b !y f9d x impossible to believe t ! words !re on ! page are actually = !m4 ,a man may say1 ,^! words are address$ to me1 & yet 9 8 he>t n feel & "k t !y are4 ,he is ! victim ( a divid$ psy*ology4 ,he tries to ?9k ( ,god z mute ev]y:]e else & vocal only 9 a book4 ,i believe t mu* ( our religi\s unbelief is due to a wrong conception ( & a wrong feel+ = ! ,scriptures ( ,tru?4 ,a sil5t ,god sudd5ly began to speak 9 a book & :5 ! book 0 f9i%$ laps$ back into sil5ce aga9 =ev]4 ,n[ we read ! book z ! record ( :at ,god said :5 ,he 0 = a brief "t 9 a speak+ mood4 ,) notions l t 9 our heads h[ c we believe8 ,! facts are t ,god is n sil5t1 has nev] be5 sil5t4 ,x is ! nature ( ,god to speak4 ,! second ,p]son ( ! ,holy ,tr9ity is call$ ! ,^w4 ,! ,bible is ! inevitable outcome ( ,god's cont9u\s spee*4 ,x is ! infallible decl>ation ( ,8 m9d = u put into our famili> human words4 ,i ?9k a new _w w arise out ( ! religi\s mi/s :5 we approa* our ,bible ) ! idea t x is n only a book :i* 0 once spok51 b a book :i* is n[ speak+4 ,! prophets habitually said1 ,?us sai? ! ,"l4 ,!y meant _! he>]s to und]/& t ,god's speak+ is 9 ! cont9u\s pres5t4 ,we may use ! pa/ t5se prop]ly to indicate t at a c]ta9 "t a c]ta9 ^w ( ,god 0 spok51 b a ^w ( ,god once spok5 cont9ues to be spok51 z a *ild once born cont9ues to be alive1 or a _w once creat$ cont9ues to exi/4 ,& ^? are b imp]fect illu/rations1 = *ildr5 die & worlds burn out1 b ! ,^w ( our ,god endure? =ev]4 ,if y w\ld foll[ on to "k ! ,"l1 come at once to ! op5 ,bible expect+ x to speak to y4 ,d n come ) ! notion t x is a ?+ :i* y may pu% ar\nd at y\r conv5i5ce4 ,x is m ?an a ?+1 x is a voice1 a ^w1 ! v ,^w ( ! liv+ ,god4 ,"l1 tea* me to li/54 ,! times are noisy & my e>s are we>y ) ! ?\s& rauc\s s\nds :i* cont9u\sly assault !m4 ,give me ! _s ( ! boy ,samuel :5 he said to ,!e1 ,speak1 = ?y s]vant he>e?4 ,let me he> ,!e speak+ 9 my he>t4 ,let me get us$ to ! s\nd ( ,?y ,voice1 t its tones may be famili> :5 ! s\nds ( e>? die away & ! only s\nd w be ! music ( ,?y speak+ ,voice4 ,am54 ,,vii ,! ,gaze ( ! ,s\l ,look+ unto ,jesus ! au?or & f9i%] ( our fai?4--,heb4 #ab3b ,let u ?9k ( our intellig5t pla9 man m5tion$ 9 *apt] six com+ = ! fir/ "t to ! read+ ( ! ,scriptures4 ,he approa*es ! ,bible )\t any previ\s k ( :at x conta9s4 ,he is :olly )\t prejudice2 he has no?+ to prove & no?+ to def5d4 ,su* a man w n h read long until 8 m9d beg9s to obs]ve c]ta9 tru?s /&+ out f ! page4 ,!y are ! spiritual pr9ciples beh9d ! record ( ,god's deal+s ) m51 & wov5 into ! writ+s ( holy m5 z !y 7 mov$ by ! ,holy ,gho/4 ,z he reads on he might want to numb] ^! tru?s z !y become cle> to him & make a brief summ>y "u ea* numb]4 ,^! summ>ies w be ! t5ets ( 8 ,biblical cre$4 ,fur!r read+ w n affect ^! po9ts except to enl>ge & /r5g!n !m4 ,our man is f9d+ out :at ! ,bible actually tea*es4 ,high up on ! li/ ( ?+s :i* ! ,bible tea*es w be ! doctr9e ( fai?4 ,! place ( weighty importance :i* ! ,bible gives to fai? w be too pla9 = him to miss4 ,he w v likely conclude3 ,fai? is all-important 9 ! life ( ! s\l4 ,)\t fai? x is impossible to please ,god4 ,fai? w get me any?+1 take me any:]e 9 ! ,k+dom ( ,god1 b )\t fai? !re c be no approa* to ,god1 no =giv5ess1 no deliv]ance1 no salvation1 no communion1 no spiritual life at all4 ,by ! "t our fri5d has rea*$ ! elev5? *apt] ( ,hebrews ! eloqu5t encomium :i* is !re pron\nc$ ^u fai? w n seem /range to him4 ,he w h read ,paul's p[]ful def5se ( fai? 9 8 ,roman & ,galatian epi/les4 ,lat] if he goes on to /udy *ur* hi/ory he w und]/& ! amaz+ p[] 9 ! tea*+s ( ! ,re=m]s z !y %[$ ! c5tral place ( fai? 9 ! ,*ri/ian religion4 ,n[ if fai? is s vitally important1 if x is an indisp5sable mu/ 9 our pursuit ( ,god1 x is p]fectly natural t we %\ld be deeply conc]n$ ov] :e!r or n we possess ?is mo/ preci\s gift4 ,& our m9ds be+ :at !y are1 x is inevitable t soon] or lat] we %\ld get ar\nd to inquir+ aft] ! nature ( fai?4 ,:at is fai?8 w\ld lie close to ! "q1 ,d ,i h fai?8 & w\ld dem& an answ] if x 7 any:]e to be f\nd4 ,almo/ all :o prea* or write on ! subject ( fai? h mu* ! same ?+s to say conc]n+ x4 ,!y tell u t x is believ+ a promise1 t x is tak+ ,god at ,8 ^w1 t x is reckon+ ! ,bible to be true & /epp+ out ^u x4 ,! re/ ( ! book or s]mon is usually tak5 up ) /ories ( p]sons :o h _h _! pray]s answ]$ z a result ( _! fai?4 ,^! answ]s are mo/ly direct gifts ( a practical & temporal nature su* z heal?1 money1 physical protection or success 9 bus9ess4 ,or if ! tea*] is ( a philosophic turn ( m9d he may take ano!r c\rse & lose u 9 a welt] ( metaphysics or sn[ u "u ) psy*ological j>gon z he def9es & re-def9es1 p>+ ! sl5d] hair ( fai? ?9n] & ?9n] till x disappe>s 9 gossam] %av+s at la/4 ,:5 he is f9i%$ we get up disappo9t$ & g out by t same door :]e 9 we w5t4 ,surely !re mu/ be some?+ bett] ?an ?is4 ,9 ! ,scriptures !re is practically no ef=t made to def9e fai?4 ,outside ( a brief f\rte5-^w def9ition 9 ,hebrews #aa3a1 ,i "k ( no ,biblical def9ition1 & ev5 !re fai? is def9$ functionally1 n philosophically2 t is1 x is a /atem5t ( :at fai? is 9 op]ation1 n :at x is 9 ess5ce4 ,x assumes ! pres5ce ( fai? & %[s :at x results 91 r ?an :at x is4 ,we w be wise to g j t f> & attempt to g no fur!r4 ,we are told f :5ce x comes & by :at means3 ,fai? is a gift ( ,god1 & ,fai? come? by he>+1 & he>+ by ! ^w ( ,god4 ,?is mu* is cle>1 &1 to p>aphrase ,?omas a ,kempis1 ,i _h r ex]cise fai? ?an "k ! def9ition !re(4 ,f "h on1 :5 ! words fai? is or _! equival5t occur 9 ?is *apt] ,i ask t !y be und]/ood to ref] to :at fai? is 9 op]ation z ex]cis$ by a believ+ man4 ,"r "h we drop ! notion ( def9ition & ?9k ab\t fai? z x may be exp]i5c$ 9 action4 ,! complexion ( our ?\ghts w be practical1 n !oretical4 ,9 a dramatic /ory 9 ! ,book ( ,numb]s fai? is se5 9 action4 ,israel became disc\rag$ & spoke aga9/ ,god1 & ! ,"l s5t fi]y s]p5ts among !m4 ,& !y bit ! p2 & mu* p ( ,israel di$4 ,!n ,moses s\ght ! ,"l = !m & ,he he>d & gave !m a rem$y aga9/ ! bite ( ! s]p5ts4 ,he comm&$ ,moses to make a s]p5t ( brass & put x ^u a pole 9 sight ( all ! p1 & x %all come to pass1 t ev]yone t is bitt51 :5 he looke? ^u x1 %all live4 ,moses obey$1 & x came to pass1 t if a s]p5t _h bitt5 any man1 :5 he beheld ! s]p5t ( brass1 he liv$ 7,num4 #ba3d-i74 ,9 ! ,new ,te/am5t ?is important bit ( hi/ory is int]pret$ = u by no less an au?ority ?an our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/ ,himself4 ,he is expla9+ to ,8 he>]s h[ !y may be sav$4 ,he tells !m t x is by believ+4 ,!n to make x cle> ,he ref]s to ?is incid5t 9 ! ,book ( ,numb]s4 ,z ,moses lift$ up ! s]p5t 9 ! wild]ness1 ev5 s mu/ ! ,son ( man be lift$ up3 t :osoev] believe? 9 him %\ld n p]i%1 b h et]nal life 7,john #c3ad-ae74 ,our pla9 man 9 read+ ?is w\ld make an important discov]y4 ,he w\ld notice t look & believe 7 synonym\s t]ms4 ,look+ on ! ,old ,te/am5t s]p5t is id5tical ) believ+ on ! ,new ,te/am5t ,*ri/4 ,t is1 ! look+ & ! believ+ are ! same ?+4 ,& he w\ld und]/& t :ile ,israel look$ ) _! ext]nal eyes1 believ+ is done ) ! he>t4 ,i ?9k he w\ld conclude t fai? is ! gaze ( a s\l ^u a sav+ ,god4 ,:5 he _h se5 ?is he w\ld rememb] passages he _h read be=e1 & _! mean+ w\ld come flood+ ov] him4 ,!y look$ unto him1 & 7 light5$3 & _! faces 7 n a%am$ 7,psa4 #cd3e74 ,unto !e lift ,i up m9e eyes1 ,o ?\ t dwelle/ 9 ! heav5s4 ,behold1 z ! eyes ( s]vants look unto ! h& ( _! ma/]s1 & z ! eyes ( a maid5 unto ! h& ( h] mi/ress2 s our eyes wait ^u ! ,"l our ,god1 until t he h m]cy ^u u 7,psa4 #abc3a-b74 ,"h ! man seek+ m]cy looks /raight at ! ,god ( m]cy & nev] takes 8 eyes away f ,him till m]cy is grant$4 ,& our ,"l ,himself look$ always at ,god4 ,look+ up to heav51 he bless$1 & brake1 & gave ! bread to 8 disciples 7,matt4 #ad3ai74 ,inde$ ,jesus taught t ,he wr\ght ,8 works by always keep+ ,8 inw>d eyes ^u ,8 ,fa!r4 ,8 p[] lay 9 ,8 cont9u\s look at ,god 7,john #e3ai-ba74 ,9 full accord ) ! few texts we h quot$ is ! :ole t5or ( ! inspir$ ,^w4 ,x is summ$ up = u 9 ! ,hebrew epi/le :5 we are in/ruct$ to run life's race look+ unto ,jesus ! au?or & f9i%] ( our fai?4 ,f all ?is we le>n t fai? is n a once-done act1 b a cont9u\s gaze ( ! he>t at ! ,triune ,god4 ,believ+1 !n1 is direct+ ! he>t's att5tion to ,jesus4 ,x is lift+ ! m9d to behold ! ,lamb ( ,god1 & nev] ceas+ t behold+ = ! re/ ( our lives4 ,at fir/ ?is may be difficult1 b x becomes easi] z we look /eadily at ,8 wondr\s ,p]son1 quietly & )\t /ra94 ,di/ractions may h9d]1 b once ! he>t is committ$ to ,him1 aft] ea* brief excursion away f ,him ! att5tion w return aga9 & re/ ^u ,him l a w&]+ bird com+ back to its w9d[4 ,i w\ld emphasize ?is "o committal1 ?is "o great volitional act :i* e/abli%es ! he>t's int5tion to gaze =ev] ^u ,jesus4 ,god takes ?is int5tion = our *oice & makes :at all[ances ,he mu/ = ! ?\s& di/ractions :i* beset u 9 ?is evil _w4 ,he kn[s t we h set ! direction ( our he>ts t[>d ,jesus1 & we c "k x too1 & com=t ourselves ) ! k t a habit ( s\l is =m+ :i* w become aft] a :ile a sort ( spiritual reflex requir+ no m consci\s ef=t on our "p4 ,fai? is ! lea/ self-reg>d+ ( ! virtues4 ,x is by its v nature sc>cely consci\s ( its own exi/5ce4 ,l ! eye :i* sees ev]y?+ 9 front ( x & nev] sees itself1 fai? is occupi$ ) ! ,object ^u :i* x re/s & pays no att5tion to itself at all4 ,:ile we are look+ at ,god we d n see ourselves--bless$ riddance4 ,! man :o has /ruggl$ to purify himself & has _h no?+ b repeat$ failures w exp]i5ce real relief :5 he /ops t9k]+ ) 8 s\l & looks away to ! p]fect ,"o4 ,:ile he looks at ,*ri/ ! v ?+s he has s long be5 try+ to d w be gett+ done )9 him4 ,x w be ,god work+ 9 him to w & to d4 ,fai? is n 9 itself a m]itori\s act2 ! m]it is 9 ! ,"o t[>d ,:om x is direct$4 ,fai? is a r$irect+ ( our sight1 a gett+ out ( ! focus ( our own vision & gett+ ,god into focus4 ,s9 has twi/$ our vision inw>d & made x self-reg>d+4 ,unbelief has put self :]e ,god %\ld be1 & is p]il\sly close to ! s9 ( ,lucif] :o said1 ,i w set my ?rone above ! ?rone ( ,god4 ,fai? looks out in/ead ( 9 & ! :ole life falls into l9e4 ,all ?is may seem too simple4 ,b we h no apology to make4 ,to ^? :o w\ld seek to climb into heav5 aft] help or desc5d into hell ,god says1 ,! ^w is nigh !e1 ev5 ! ^w ( fai?4 ,! ^w induces u to lift up our eyes unto ! ,"l & ! bless$ "w ( fai? beg9s4 ,:5 we lift our inw>d eyes to gaze ^u ,god we are sure to meet fri5dly eyes gaz+ back at u1 = x is writt5 t ! eyes ( ! ,"l run to & fro ?r\gh\t all ! e>?4 ,! sweet language ( exp]i5ce is ,?\ ,god see/ me4 ,:5 ! eyes ( ! s\l look+ out meet ! eyes ( ,god look+ 91 heav5 has begun "r "h on ?is e>?4 ,:5 all my endeav\r is turn$ t[>d ,!e because all ,?y endeav\r is turn$ t[>d me2 :5 ,i look unto ,!e alone ) all my att5tion1 nor ev] turn aside ! eyes ( my m9d1 because ,?\ do/ enfold me ) ,?y con/ant reg>d2 :5 ,i direct my love t[>d ,!e alone because ,?\1 :o art ,love's self ha/ turn$ ,!e t[>d me alone4 ,& :at1 ,"l1 is my life1 save t embrace :]e9 ,?y delightsome sweetness do? s lov+ly enfold me8#a ,s wrote ,ni*olas ( ,cusa f\r hundr$ ye>s ago4 ,i %\ld l to say m ab\t ?is old man ( ,god4 ,he is n mu* kn[n today any:]e among ,*ri/ian believ]s1 & among curr5t ,fundam5tali/s he is kn[n n at all4 ,i feel t we c\ld ga9 mu* f a little acqua9tance ) m5 ( 8 spiritual flavor & ! s*ool ( ,*ri/ian ?\ght :i* !y repres5t4 ,*ri/ian lit]ature1 to be accept$ & approv$ by ! evangelical lead]s ( our times1 mu/ foll[ v closely ! same tra9 ( ?\ght1 a k9d ( p>ty l9e f :i* x is sc>cely safe to dep>t4 ,a half-c5tury ( ?is 9 ,am]ica has made u smug & cont5t4 ,we imitate ea* o!r ) slavi% devotion & our mo/ /r5u\s ef=ts are put =? to try to say ! same ?+ t ev]yone ar\nd u is say+--& yet to f9d an excuse = say+ x1 "s little safe v>iation on ! approv$ !me or1 if no m1 at lea/ a new illu/ration4 ,ni*olas 0 a true foll[] ( ,*ri/1 a lov] ( ! ,"l1 radiant & %9+ 9 8 devotion to ! ,p]son ( ,jesus4 ,8 !ology 0 or?odox1 b fragrant & sweet z ev]y?+ ab\t ,jesus might prop]ly be expect$ to be4 ,8 conception ( et]nal life1 = in/ance1 is beautiful 9 itself &1 if ,i mi/ake n1 is ne>] 9 _s to ,john #ag3c ?an t :i* is curr5t among u today4 ,life et]nal1 says ,ni*olas1 is n\ght o!r ?an t bless$ reg>d :]e) ,?\ nev] cease/ to behold me1 yea1 ev5 ! secret places ( my s\l4 ,) ,!e1 to behold is to give life2 'tis unceas+ly to imp>t sweete/ love ( ,!e2 'tis to inflame me to love ( ,!e by love's imp>t+1 & to fe$ me by inflam+1 & by fe$+ to k9dle my ye>n+1 & by k9dl+ to make me dr9k ( ! dew ( gladness1 & by dr9k+ to infuse 9 me a f\nta9 ( life1 & by infus+ to make x increase & endure4#b ,n[1 if fai? is ! gaze ( ! he>t at ,god1 & if ?is gaze is b ! rais+ ( ! inw>d eyes to meet ! all-see+ eyes ( ,god1 !n x foll[s t x is "o ( ! easie/ ?+s possible to d4 ,x w\ld be l ,god to make ! mo/ vital ?+ easy & place x )9 ! range ( possibility = ! weake/ & poore/ ( u4 ,sev]al conclusions may fairly be drawn f all ?is4 ,! simplicity ( x1 = in/ance4 ,s9ce believ+ is look+1 x c be done )\t special equipm5t or religi\s p>aph]nalia4 ,god has se5 to x t ! "o life-&-dea? ess5tial c nev] be subject to ! caprice ( accid5t4 ,equipm5t c break d[n or get lo/1 wat] c leak away1 records c be de/roy$ by fire1 ! m9i/] c be delay$ or ! *ur* burn d[n4 ,all ^! are ext]nal to ! s\l & are subject to accid5t or me*anical failure3 b look+ is ( ! he>t & c be done successfully by any man /&+ up or kneel+ d[n or ly+ 9 8 la/ agony a ?\s& miles f any *ur*4 ,s9ce believ+ is look+ x c be done any "t4 ,no season is sup]ior to ano!r season = ?is sweete/ ( all acts4 ,god nev] made salvation dep5d ^u new moons nor holy days or sabba?s4 ,a man is n ne>] to ,*ri/ on ,ea/] ,sunday ?an he is1 say1 on ,saturday1 ,augu/ #c1 or ,monday1 ,octob] #d4 ,z long z ,*ri/ sits on ! m$iatorial ?rone e day is a good day & all days are days ( salvation4 ,nei!r does place matt] 9 ?is bless$ "w ( believ+ ,god4 ,lift y\r he>t & let x re/ ^u ,jesus & y are in/antly 9 a sanctu>y ?\gh x be a ,pullman b]? or a factory or a kit*54 ,y c see ,god f any:]e if y\r m9d is set to love & obey ,him4 ,n[1 someone may ask1 ,is n ?is ( :i* y speak = special p]sons su* z monks or m9i/]s :o h by ! nature ( _! call+ m "t to devote to quiet m$itation8 ,i am a busy work] & h little "t to sp5d alone4 ,i am happy to say t ! life ,i describe is = ev]yone ( ,god's *ildr5 reg>dless ( call+4 ,x is1 9 fact1 happily practic$ e day by _m h>d work+ p]sons & is beyond ! rea* ( none4 ,_m h f\nd ! secret ( :i* ,i speak &1 )\t giv+ mu* ?\ght to :at is go+ on )9 !m1 con/antly practice ?is habit ( inw>dly gaz+ ^u ,god4 ,!y "k t some?+ inside _! he>ts sees ,god4 ,ev5 :5 !y are compell$ to )draw _! consci\s att5tion 9 ord] to engage 9 e>?ly affairs !re is )9 !m a secret communion always go+ on4 ,let _! att5tion b be releas$ = a mom5t f necess>y bus9ess & x flies at once to ,god aga94 ,?is has be5 ! te/imony ( _m ,*ri/ians1 s _m t ev5 z ,i /ate x ?us ,i h a feel+ t ,i am quot+1 ?\gh f :om or f h[ _m ,i _c possibly "k4 ,i d n want to leave ! impression t ! ord9>y means ( grace h no value4 ,!y mo/ assur$ly h4 ,private pray] %\ld be practic$ by e ,*ri/ian4 ,long p]iods ( ,bible m$itation w purify our gaze & direct x2 *ur* att5dance w enl>ge our outlook & increase our love = o!rs4 ,s]vice & "w & activity2 all are good & %\ld be engag$ 9 by e ,*ri/ian4 ,b at ! bottom ( all ^! ?+s1 giv+ mean+ to !m1 w be ! inw>d habit ( behold+ ,god4 ,a new set ( eyes 7s to speak7 w develop )9 u enabl+ u to be look+ at ,god :ile our outw>d eyes are see+ ! sc5es ( ?is pass+ _w4 ,someone may fe> t we are magnify+ private religion out ( all proportion1 t ! u ( ! ,new ,te/am5t is be+ displac$ by a selfi% ,i4 ,has x ev] occurr$ to y t "o hundr$ pianos all tun$ to ! same =k are automatically tun$ to ea* o!r8 ,!y are ( "o accord by be+ tun$1 n to ea* o!r1 b to ano!r /&>d to :i* ea* "o mu/ individually b[4 ,s "o hundr$ wor%ipp]s met toge!r1 ea* "o look+ away to ,*ri/1 are 9 he>t ne>] to ea* o!r ?an !y c\ld possibly be 7 !y to become unity consci\s & turn _! eyes away f ,god to /rive = clos] fell[%ip4 ,social religion is p]fect$ :5 private religion is purifi$4 ,! body becomes /rong] z its memb]s become heal?i]4 ,! :ole ,*ur* ( ,god ga9s :5 ! memb]s t compose x beg9 to seek a bett] & a high] life4 ,all ! =ego+ presupposes true rep5tance & a full committal ( ! life to ,god4 ,x is h>dly necess>y to m5tion ?is1 = only p]sons :o h made su* a committal w h read ?is f>4 ,:5 ! habit ( inw>dly gaz+ ,godw>d becomes fix$ )9 u we %all be u%]$ onto a new level ( spiritual life m 9 keep+ ) ! promises ( ,god & ! mood ( ! ,new ,te/am5t4 ,! ,triune ,god w be our dwell+ place ev5 :ile our feet walk ! l[ road ( simple duty "h among m54 ,we w h f\nd life's summum bonum inde$4 ,!re is ! s\rce ( all delights t c be desir$2 n only c n\ght bett] be ?\ght out by m5 & angels1 b n\ght bett] c exi/ 9 mode ( be+6 ,= x is ! absolute maximum ( e rational desire1 ?an :i* a great] _c be4#c ,o ,"l1 ,i h he>d a good ^w invit+ me to look away to ,!e & be satisfi$4 ,my he>t longs to respond1 b s9 has cl\d$ my vision till ,i see ,!e b dimly4 ,be pleas$ to cleanse me 9 ,?9e own preci\s blood1 & make me inw>dly pure1 s t ,i may ) unveil$ eyes gaze ^u ,!e all ! days ( my e>?ly pilgrimage4 ,!n %all ,i be prep>$ to behold ,!e 9 full spl5dor 9 ! day :5 ,?\ %alt appe> to be glorifi$ 9 ,?y sa9ts & admir$ 9 all !m t believe4 ,am54 ,,footnotes3 #a ,ni*olas ( ,cusa1 ,! ,vision ( ,god1 ,e4 ,p4 ,dutton ,co41 ,inc41 ,new ,york1 #aibh4 ,?is & ! foll[+ quotations us$ by k9d p]mission ( ! publi%]s4 #b ,! ,vision ( ,god #c ,! ,vision ( ,god ,,viii ,re/or+ ! ,creator-creature ,relation ,be ?\ exalt$1 ,o ,god1 above ! heav5s2 let ?y glory be above all ! e>?4--,psa4 #eg3e ,x is a truism to say t ord] 9 nature dep5ds ^u "r relation%ips2 to a*ieve h>mony ea* ?+ mu/ be 9 its prop] position relative to ea* o!r ?+4 ,9 human life x is n o!rwise4 ,i h h9t$ be=e 9 ^! *apt]s t ! cause ( all our human mis]ies is a radical moral dislocation1 an upset 9 our relation to ,god & to ea* o!r4 ,= :atev] else ! ,fall may h be51 x 0 mo/ c]ta9ly a %>p *ange 9 man's relation to 8 ,creator4 ,he adopt$ t[>d ,god an alt]$ attitude1 & by s do+ de/roy$ ! prop] ,creator-creature relation 9 :i*1 unkn[n to him1 8 true happ9ess lay4 ,ess5tially salvation is ! re/oration ( a "r relation betwe5 man & 8 ,creator1 a br++ back to normal ( ! ,creator-creature relation4 ,a satisfactory spiritual life w beg9 ) a complete *ange 9 relation betwe5 ,god & ! s9n]2 n a judicial *ange m]ely1 b a consci\s & exp]i5c$ *ange affect+ ! s9n]'s :ole nature4 ,! atonem5t 9 ,jesus' blood makes su* a *ange judicially possible & ! work+ ( ! ,holy ,_s makes x emotionally satisfy+4 ,! /ory ( ! prodigal son p]fectly illu/rates ?is latt] phase4 ,he _h br\ght a _w ( tr\ble ^u himself by =sak+ ! position :i* he _h prop]ly held z son ( 8 fa!r4 ,at bottom 8 re/oration 0 no?+ m ?an a re-e/abli%+ ( ! fa!r-son relation :i* _h exi/$ f 8 bir? & _h be5 alt]$ tempor>ily by 8 act ( s9ful rebellion4 ,?is /ory ov]looks ! legal aspects ( r$emption1 b x makes beautifully cle> ! exp]i5tial aspects ( salvation4 ,9 det]m9+ relation%ips we mu/ beg9 some:]e4 ,!re mu/ be some:]e a fix$ c5t] aga9/ :i* ev]y?+ else is measur$1 :]e ! law ( relativity does n ent] & we c say ,,is & make no all[ances4 ,su* a c5t] is ,god4 ,:5 ,god w\ld make ,8 ,"n kn[n to mank9d ,he c\ld f9d no bett] ^w ?an ,i ,,am4 ,:5 ,he speaks 9 ! fir/ p]son ,he says1 ,i ,,am2 :5 we speak ( ,him we say1 ,he is2 :5 we speak to ,him we say1 ,?\ art4 ,ev]yone & ev]y?+ else measures f t fix$ po9t4 ,i am t ,i am1 says ,god1 ,i *ange n4 ,z ! sailor locates 8 position on ! sea by %oot+ ! sun1 s we may get our moral be>+s by look+ at ,god4 ,we mu/ beg9 ) ,god4 ,we are "r :5 & only :5 we /& 9 a "r position relative to ,god1 & we are wrong s f> & s long z we /& 9 any o!r position4 ,mu* ( our difficulty z seek+ ,*ri/ians /ems f our unwill+ness to take ,god z ,he is & adju/ our lives accord+ly4 ,we insi/ ^u try+ to modify ,him & to br+ ,him ne>] to our own image4 ,! fle% :imp]s aga9/ ! rigor ( ,god's inexorable s5t5ce & begs l ,agag = a little m]cy1 a little indulg5ce ( its c>nal ways4 ,x is no use4 ,we c get a "r />t only by accept+ ,god z ,he is & le>n+ to love ,him = :at ,he is4 ,z we g on to "k ,him bett] we %all f9d x a s\rce ( unspeakable joy t ,god is j :at ,he is4 ,"s ( ! mo/ raptur\s mom5ts we "k w be ^? we sp5d 9 rev]5t admiration ( ! ,godhead4 ,9 ^? holy mom5ts ! v ?\ght ( *ange 9 ,him w be too pa9ful to endure4 ,s let u beg9 ) ,god4 ,back ( all1 above all1 be=e all is ,god2 fir/ 9 sequ5tial ord]1 above 9 rank & /ation1 exalt$ 9 dignity & honor4 ,z ! self-exi/5t ,"o ,he gave be+ to all ?+s1 & all ?+s exi/ out ( ,him & = ,him4 ,?\ art wor?y1 ,o ,"l1 to receive glory & hon\r & p[]3 = ?\ ha/ creat$ all ?+s1 & = ?y pleasure !y are & 7 creat$4 ,e s\l belongs to ,god & exi/s by ,8 pleasure4 ,god be+ ,:o & ,:at ,he is1 & we be+ :o & :at we are1 ! only ?9kable relation betwe5 u is "o ( full lord%ip on ,8 "p & complete submission on ours4 ,we owe ,him e honor t x is 9 our p[] to give ,him4 ,our ev]la/+ grief lies 9 giv+ ,him any?+ less4 ,! pursuit ( ,god w embrace ! labor ( br++ our total p]sonality into con=mity to ,84 ,& ?is n judicially1 b actually4 ,i d n "h ref] to ! act ( ju/ification by fai? 9 ,*ri/4 ,i speak ( a volunt>y exalt+ ( ,god to ,8 prop] /ation ov] u & a will+ surr5d] ( our :ole be+ to ! place ( wor%ipful submission :i* ! ,creator-creature circum/ance makes prop]4 ,! mom5t we make up our m9ds t we are go+ on ) ?is det]m9ation to exalt ,god ov] all we /ep out ( ! _w's p>ade4 ,we %all f9d ourselves out ( adju/m5t to ! ways ( ! _w1 & increas+ly s z we make progress 9 ! holy way4 ,we %all acquire a new viewpo9t2 a new & diff]5t psy*ology w be =m$ )9 u2 a new p[] w beg9 to surprise u by its upsurg+s & its outgo+s4 ,our break ) ! _w w be ! direct outcome ( our *ang$ relation to ,god4 ,= ! _w ( fall5 m5 does n honor ,god4 ,millions call !mselves by ,8 ,"n1 x is true1 & pay "s tok5 respect to ,him1 b a simple te/ w %[ h[ little ,he is really honor$ among !m4 ,let ! av]age man be put to ! pro( on ! "q ( :o is above1 & 8 true position w be expos$4 ,let him be =c$ into mak+ a *oice betwe5 ,god & money1 betwe5 ,god & m51 betwe5 ,god & p]sonal ambition1 ,god & self1 ,god & human love1 & ,god w take second place e "t4 ,^? o!r ?+s w be exalt$ above4 ,h[ev] ! man may prote/1 ! pro( is 9 ! *oices he makes day aft] day ?r\gh\t 8 life4 ,be ?\ exalt$ is ! language ( victori\s spiritual exp]i5ce4 ,x is a little key to unlock ! door to great treasures ( grace4 ,x is c5tral 9 ! life ( ,god 9 ! s\l4 ,let ! seek+ man rea* a place :]e life & lips jo9 to say cont9ually ,be ?\ exalt$1 & a ?\s& m9or problems w be solv$ at once4 ,8 ,*ri/ian life ceases to be ! complicat$ ?+ x _h be5 be=e & becomes ! v ess5ce ( simplicity4 ,by ! ex]cise ( 8 w he has set 8 c\rse1 & on t c\rse he w /ay z if guid$ by an automatic pilot4 ,if bl[n (f c\rse = a mom5t by "s adv]se w9d he w surely return aga9 z by a secret b5t ( ! s\l4 ,! hidd5 motions ( ! ,_s are work+ 9 8 favor1 & ! />s 9 _! c\rses fight = him4 ,he has met 8 life problem at its c5t]1 & ev]y?+ else mu/ foll[ along4 ,let no "o imag9e t he w lose any?+ ( human dignity by ?is volunt>y sell-out ( 8 all to 8 ,god4 ,he does n by ?is degrade himself z a man2 r he f9ds 8 "r place ( high honor z "o made 9 ! image ( 8 ,creator4 ,8 deep disgrace lay 9 8 moral d]angem5t1 8 unnatural usurpation ( ! place ( ,god4 ,8 honor w be prov$ by re/or+ aga9 t /ol5 ?rone4 ,9 exalt+ ,god ov] all he f9ds 8 own highe/ honor upheld4 ,anyone :o might feel reluctant to surr5d] 8 w to ! w ( ano!r %\ld rememb] ,jesus' words1 ,:osoev] committe? s9 is ! s]vant ( s94 ,we mu/ ( necessity be s]vant to someone1 ei!r to ,god or to s94 ,! s9n] prides himself on 8 indep5d5ce1 completely ov]look+ ! fact t he is ! weak slave ( ! s9s t rule 8 memb]s4 ,! man :o surr5d]s to ,*ri/ ex*anges a cruel slave driv] = a k9d & g5tle ,ma/] ^: yoke is easy & ^: burd5 is light4 ,made z we 7 9 ! image ( ,god we sc>cely f9d x /range to take aga9 our ,god z our ,all4 ,god 0 our orig9al habitat & our he>ts _c b feel at home :5 !y ent] aga9 t anci5t & beautiful abode4 ,i hope x is cle> t !re is a logic beh9d ,god's claim to pre-em95ce4 ,t place is ,8 by e "r 9 e>? or heav54 ,:ile we take to ourselves ! place t is ,8 ! :ole c\rse ( our lives is out ( jo9t4 ,no?+ w or c re/ore ord] till our he>ts make ! great decision3 ,god %all be exalt$ above4 ,!m t hon\r me ,i w hon\r1 said ,god once to a prie/ ( ,israel1 & t anci5t law ( ! ,k+dom /&s today un*ang$ by ! pass+ ( "t or ! *anges ( disp5sation4 ,! :ole ,bible & e page ( hi/ory proclaim ! p]petuation ( t law4 ,if any man s]ve me1 him w my ,fa!r hon\r1 said our ,"l ,jesus1 ty+ 9 ! old ) ! new & reveal+ ! ess5tial unity ( ,8 ways ) m54 ,sometimes ! be/ way to see a ?+ is to look at its opposite4 ,eli & 8 sons are plac$ 9 ! prie/hood ) ! /ipulation t !y honor ,god 9 _! lives & m9i/rations4 ,?is !y fail to d1 & ,god s5ds ,samuel to ann\nce ! consequ5ces4 ,unkn[n to ,eli ?is law ( reciprocal honor has be5 all ! :ile secretly work+1 & n[ ! "t has come = judgm5t to fall4 ,hophni & ,ph9eas1 ! deg5]ate prie/s1 fall 9 battle1 ! wife ( ,hophni dies 9 *ildbir?1 ,israel flees be=e h] enemies1 ! ark ( ,god is captur$ by ! ,phili/9es & ! old man ,eli falls backw>d & dies ( a brok5 neck4 ,?us />k utt] trag$y foll[$ ^u ,eli's failure to honor ,god4 ,n[ set ov] aga9/ ?is almo/ any ,bible "* :o hone/ly tri$ to glorify ,god 9 8 e>?ly walk4 ,see h[ ,god w9k$ at weaknesses & ov]look$ failures z ,he p\r$ ^u ,8 s]vants grace & bless+ untold4 ,let x be ,abraham1 ,jacob1 ,david1 ,daniel1 ,elijah or :om y w2 honor foll[$ honor z h>ve/ ! se$4 ,! man ( ,god set 8 he>t to exalt ,god above all2 ,god accept$ 8 int5tion z fact & act$ accord+ly4 ,n p]fection1 b holy int5tion made ! diff]5ce4 ,9 our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/ ?is law 0 se5 9 simple p]fection4 ,9 ,8 l[ly manhood ,he humbl$ ,himself & gladly gave all glory to ,8 ,fa!r 9 heav54 ,he s\ght n ,8 own honor1 b ! honor ( ,god :o s5t ,him4 ,if ,i hon\r myself1 ,he said on "o occasion1 my hon\r is no?+2 x is my ,fa!r t hon\re? me4 ,s f> _h ! pr\d ,ph>isees dep>t$ f ?is law t !y c\ld n und]/& "o :o honor$ ,god at 8 own exp5se4 ,i hon\r my ,fa!r1 said ,jesus to !m1 & ye d di%on\r me4 ,ano!r say+ ( ,jesus1 & a mo/ di/urb+ "o1 0 put 9 ! =m ( a "q1 ,h[ c ye believe1 :i* receive hon\r "o ( ano!r1 & seek n ! hon\r t come? f ,god alone8 ,if ,i und]/& ?is correctly ,*ri/ taught "h ! al>m+ doctr9e t ! desire = honor among m5 made belief impossible4 ,is ?is s9 at ! root ( religi\s unbelief8 ,c\ld x be t ^? intellectual difficulties :i* m5 blame = _! inability to believe are b smoke scre5s to conceal ! real cause t lies beh9d !m8 ,0 x ?is gre$y desire = honor f man t made m5 into ,ph>isees & ,ph>isees into ,deicides8 ,is ?is ! secret back ( religi\s self-righte\sness & empty wor%ip8 ,i believe x may be4 ,! :ole c\rse ( ! life is upset by failure to put ,god :]e ,he belongs4 ,we exalt ourselves in/ead ( ,god & ! curse foll[s4 ,9 our desire aft] ,god let u keep always 9 m9d t ,god also ha? desire1 & ,8 desire is t[>d ! sons ( m51 & m p>ticul>ly t[>d ^? sons ( m5 :o w make ! once-=-all decision to exalt ,him ov] all4 ,su* z ^! are preci\s to ,god above all treasures ( e>? or sea4 ,9 !m ,god f9ds a !at] :]e ,he c display ,8 exce$+ k9dness t[>d u 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus4 ,) !m ,god c walk unh9d]$1 t[>d !m ,he c act l ! ,god ,he is4 ,9 speak+ ?us ,i h "o fe>2 x is t ,i may conv9ce ! m9d be=e ,god c w9 ! he>t4 ,= ?is ,god-above-all position is "o n easy to take4 ,! m9d may approve x :ile n hav+ ! cons5t ( ! w to put x into effect4 ,:ile ! imag9ation races ahead to honor ,god1 ! w may lag beh9d & ! man nev] guess h[ divid$ 8 he>t is4 ,! :ole man mu/ make ! decision be=e ! he>t c "k any real satisfaction4 ,god wants u all1 & ,he w n re/ till ,he gets u all4 ,no "p ( ! man w d4 ,let u pray ov] ?is 9 detail1 ?r[+ ourselves at ,god's feet & mean+ ev]y?+ we say4 ,no "o :o prays ?us 9 s9c]ity ne$ wait long = tok5s ( div9e acceptance4 ,god w unveil ,8 glory be=e ,8 s]vant's eyes1 & ,he w place all ,8 treasures at ! disposal ( su* a "o1 = ,he kn[s t ,8 honor is safe 9 su* consecrat$ h&s4 ,o ,god1 be ,?\ exalt$ ov] my possessions4 ,no?+ ( e>?'s treasures %all seem de> unto me if only ,?\ art glorifi$ 9 my life4 ,be ,?\ exalt$ ov] my fri5d%ips4 ,i am det]m9$ t ,?\ %alt be above all1 ?\gh ,i mu/ /& des]t$ & alone 9 ! mid/ ( ! e>?4 ,be ,?\ exalt$ above my com=ts4 ,?\gh x mean ! loss ( bodily com=ts & ! c>ry+ ( heavy crosses ,i %all keep my v[ made ?is day be=e ,!e4 ,be ,?\ exalt$ ov] my reputation4 ,make me ambiti\s to please ,!e ev5 if z a result ,i mu/ s9k into obscurity & my "n be =gott5 z a dream4 ,rise1 ,o ,"l1 into ,?y prop] place ( honor1 above my ambitions1 above my likes & dislikes1 above my family1 my heal? & ev5 my life itself4 ,let me decrease t ,?\ maye/ increase1 let me s9k t ,?\ maye/ rise above4 ,ride =? ^u me z ,?\ did/ ride into ,j]usalem m\nt$ ^u ! humble little bea/1 a colt1 ! foal ( an ass1 & let me he> ! *ildr5 cry to ,!e1 ,hosanna 9 ! highe/4 ,,ix ,meekness & ,re/ ,bless$ are ! meek3 = !y %all inh]it ! e>?4--,matt4 #e3e ,a fairly accurate description ( ! human race might be furni%$ "o unacqua9t$ ) x by tak+ ! ,beatitudes1 turn+ !m wrong side out & say+1 ,"h is y\r human race4 ,= ! exact opposite ( ! virtues 9 ! ,beatitudes are ! v qualities :i* di/+ui% human life & conduct4 ,9 ! _w ( m5 we f9d no?+ approa*+ ! virtues ( :i* ,jesus spoke 9 ! op5+ words ( ! fam\s ,s]mon on ! ,m\nt4 ,in/ead ( pov]ty ( _s we f9d ! ranke/ k9d ( pride2 in/ead ( m\rn]s we f9d pleasure seek]s2 in/ead ( meekness1 arrogance2 in/ead ( hung] aft] righte\sness we he> m5 say+1 ,i am ri* & increas$ ) goods & h ne$ ( no?+2 in/ead ( m]cy we f9d cruelty2 in/ead ( purity ( he>t1 corrupt imag9+s2 in/ead ( peacemak]s we f9d m5 qu>relsome & res5tful2 in/ead ( rejoic+ 9 mi/reatm5t we f9d !m fight+ back ) e weapon at _! comm&4 ,( ?is k9d ( moral /uff civiliz$ society is compos$4 ,! atmosph]e is *>g$ ) x2 we brea! x ) e brea? & dr9k x ) our "m's milk4 ,culture & education ref9e ^! ?+s slightly b leave !m basically unt\*$4 ,a :ole _w ( lit]ature has be5 creat$ to ju/ify ?is k9d ( life z ! only normal "o4 ,& ?is is ! m to be wond]$ at see+ t ^! are ! evils :i* make life ! bitt] /ruggle x is = all ( u4 ,all our he>ta*es & a great _m ( our physical ills spr+ directly out ( our s9s4 ,pride1 arrogance1 res5tfulness1 evil imag9+s1 malice1 gre$3 ^! are ! s\rces ( m human pa9 ?an all ! diseases t ev] afflict$ mortal fle%4 ,into a _w l ?is ! s\nd ( ,jesus' words comes wond]ful & /range1 a visitation f above4 ,x is well t ,he spoke1 = no "o else c\ld h done x z well2 & x is good t we li/54 ,8 words are ! ess5ce ( tru?4 ,he is n (f]+ an op9ion2 ,jesus nev] utt]$ op9ions4 ,he nev] guess$2 ,he knew1 & ,he kn[s4 ,8 words are n z ,solomon's 71 ! sum ( s\nd wisdom or ! results ( ke5 obs]vation4 ,he spoke out ( ! fulness ( ,8 ,godhead1 & ,8 words are v ,tru? itself4 ,he is ! only "o :o c\ld say bless$ ) complete au?ority1 = ,he is ! ,bless$ ,"o come f ! _w above to conf] bless$ness ^u mank9d4 ,& ,8 words 7 support$ by de$s mighti] ?an any p]=m$ on ?is e>? by any o!r man4 ,x is wisdom = u to li/54 ,z 0 (t5 s ) ,jesus1 ,he us$ ?is ^w meek 9 a brief crisp s5t5ce1 & n till "s "t lat] did ,he g on to expla9 x4 ,9 ! same book ( ,mat!w ,he tells u m ab\t x & applies x to our lives4 ,come unto me1 all ye t lab\r & are heavy lad51 & ,i w give y re/4 ,take my yoke ^u y1 & le>n ( me2 = ,i am meek & l[ly 9 he>t3 & ye %all f9d re/ unto y\r s\ls4 ,= my yoke is easy1 & my burd5 is light4 ,"h we h two ?+s /&+ 9 contra/ to ea* o!r1 a burd5 & a re/4 ,! burd5 is n a local "o1 peculi> to ^? fir/ he>]s1 b "o :i* is borne by ! :ole human race4 ,x consi/s n ( political oppression or pov]ty or h>d "w4 ,x is f> deep] ?an t4 ,x is felt by ! ri* z well z ! poor = x is some?+ f :i* weal? & idl5ess c nev] deliv] u4 ,! burd5 borne by mank9d is a heavy & a cru%+ ?+4 ,! ^w ,jesus us$ means a load c>ri$ or toil borne to ! po9t ( exhau/ion4 ,re/ is simply release f t burd54 ,x is n some?+ we d1 x is :at comes to u :5 we cease to d4 ,8 own meekness1 t is ! re/4 ,let u exam9e our burd54 ,x is altoge!r an int]ior "o4 ,x attacks ! he>t & ! m9d & rea*es ! body only f )94 ,fir/1 !re is ! burd5 ( pride4 ,! labor ( self-love is a heavy "o inde$4 ,?9k = y\rself :e!r mu* ( y\r sorr[ has n aris5 f someone speak+ slight+ly ( y4 ,z long z y set y\rself up z a little god to :i* y mu/ be loyal !re w be ^? :o w delight to (f] affront to y\r idol4 ,h[ !n c y hope to h inw>d peace8 ,! he>t's fi]ce ef=t to protect itself f e slight1 to %ield its t\*y honor f ! bad op9ion ( fri5d & enemy1 w nev] let ! m9d h re/4 ,cont9ue ?is fight ?r\gh ! ye>s & ! burd5 w become intol]able4 ,yet ! sons ( e>? are c>ry+ ?is burd5 cont9ually1 *all5g+ e ^w spok5 aga9/ !m1 cr++ "u e criticism1 sm>t+ "u ea* fanci$ slight1 toss+ sleepless if ano!r is pref]r$ be=e !m4 ,su* a burd5 z ?is is n necess>y to be>4 ,jesus calls u to ,8 re/1 & meekness is ,8 me?od4 ,! meek man c>es n at all :o is great] ?an he1 = he has long ago decid$ t ! e/eem ( ! _w is n wor? ! ef=t4 ,he develops t[>d himself a k9dly s5se ( humor & le>ns to say1 ,oh1 s y h be5 ov]look$8 ,!y h plac$ someone else be=e y8 ,!y h :isp]$ t y are pretty small /uff aft] all8 ,& n[ y feel hurt because ! _w is say+ ab\t y ! v ?+s y h be5 say+ ab\t y\rself8 ,only ye/]day y 7 tell+ ,god t y 7 no?+1 a m]e worm ( ! du/4 ,:]e is y\r consi/5cy8 ,come on1 humble y\rself1 & cease to c>e :at m5 ?9k4 ,! meek man is n a human m\se afflict$ ) a s5se ( 8 own inf]iority4 ,r he may be 9 8 moral life z bold z a lion & z /rong z ,samson2 b he has /opp$ be+ fool$ ab\t himself4 ,he has accept$ ,god's e/imate ( 8 own life4 ,he kn[s he is z weak & helpless z ,god has decl>$ him to be1 b p>adoxically1 he kn[s at ! same "t t he is 9 ! sight ( ,god ( m importance ?an angels4 ,9 himself1 no?+2 9 ,god1 ev]y?+4 ,t is 8 motto4 ,he kn[s well t ! _w w nev] see him z ,god sees him & he has /opp$ c>+4 ,he re/s p]fectly cont5t to all[ ,god to place ,8 own values4 ,he w be pati5t to wait = ! day :5 ev]y?+ w get its own price tag & real wor? w come into its own4 ,!n ! righte\s %all %9e =? 9 ! ,k+dom ( _! ,fa!r4 ,he is will+ to wait = t day4 ,9 ! meantime he w h atta9$ a place ( s\l re/4 ,z he walks on 9 meekness he w be happy to let ,god def5d him4 ,! old /ruggle to def5d himself is ov]4 ,he has f\nd ! peace :i* meekness br+s4 ,!n also he w get deliv]ance f ! burd5 ( pret5se4 ,by ?is ,i mean n hypocrisy1 b ! common human desire to put ! be/ foot =w>d & hide f ! _w our real inw>d pov]ty4 ,= s9 has play$ _m evil tricks ^u u1 & "o has be5 ! infus+ into u a false s5se ( %ame4 ,!re is h>dly a man or woman :o d>es to be j :at he or %e is )\t doctor+ up ! impression4 ,! fe> ( be+ f\nd out gnaws l rod5ts )9 _! he>ts4 ,! man ( culture is haunt$ by ! fe> t he w "s day come ^u a man m cultur$ ?an himself4 ,! le>n$ man fe>s to meet a man m le>n$ ?an he4 ,! ri* man sweats "u ! fe> t 8 clo!s or 8 c> or 8 h\se w sometime be made to look *eap by comp>ison ) ^? ( ano!r ri* man4 ,s-call$ society runs by a motivation n high] ?an ?is1 & ! poor] classes on _! level are little bett]4 ,let no "o smile ?is (f4 ,^! burd5s are real1 & little by little !y kill ! victims ( ?is evil & unnatural way ( life4 ,& ! psy*ology creat$ by ye>s ( ?is k9d ( ?+ makes true meekness seem z unreal z a dream1 z alo( z a />4 ,to all ! victims ( ! gnaw+ disease ,jesus says1 ,ye mu/ become z little *ildr54 ,= little *ildr5 d n comp>e2 !y receive direct enjoym5t f :at !y h )\t relat+ x to some?+ else or someone else4 ,only z !y get old] & s9 beg9s to /ir )9 _! he>ts d jeal\sy & envy appe>4 ,!n !y are unable to enjoy :at !y h if someone else has some?+ l>g] or bett]4 ,at t e>ly age does ! gall+ burd5 come d[n ^u _! t5d] s\ls1 & x nev] leaves !m till ,jesus sets !m free4 ,ano!r s\rce ( burd5 is artificiality4 ,i am sure t mo/ p live 9 secret fe> t "s day !y w be c>eless & by *ance an enemy or fri5d w be all[$ to peep into _! poor empty s\ls4 ,s !y are nev] relax$4 ,bright p are t5se & al]t 9 fe> t !y may be trapp$ into say+ some?+ common or /upid4 ,travel$ p are afraid t !y may meet "s ,m>co ,polo :o is able to describe "s remote place :]e !y h nev] be54 ,?is unnatural condition is "p ( our sad h]itage ( s91 b 9 our day x is aggravat$ by our :ole way ( life4 ,adv]tis+ is l>gely bas$ ^u ?is habit ( pret5se4 ,c\rses are (f]$ 9 ?is or t field ( human le>n+ frankly appeal+ to ! victim's desire to %9e at a p>ty4 ,books are sold1 clo!s & cosmetics are p$dl$1 by play+ cont9ually ^u ?is desire to appe> :at we are n4 ,artificiality is "o curse t w drop away ! mom5t we kneel at ,jesus' feet & surr5d] ourselves to ,8 meekness4 ,!n we w n c>e :at p ?9k ( u s long z ,god is pleas$4 ,!n :at we are w be ev]y?+2 :at we appe> w take its place f> d[n ! scale ( int]e/ = u4 ,ap>t f s9 we h no?+ ( :i* to be a%am$4 ,only an evil desire to %9e makes u want to appe> o!r ?an we are4 ,! he>t ( ! _w is break+ "u ?is load ( pride & pret5se4 ,!re is no release f our burd5 ap>t f ! meekness ( ,*ri/4 ,good ke5 reason+ may help slightly1 b s /rong is ?is vice t if we pu% x d[n "o place x w come up some:]e else4 ,to m5 & wom5 ev]y:]e ,jesus says1 ,come unto me1 & ,i w give y re/4 ,! re/ ,he (f]s is ! re/ ( meekness1 ! bless$ relief :i* comes :5 we accept ourselves = :at we are & cease to pret5d4 ,x w take "s c\rage at fir/1 b ! ne$$ grace w come z we le>n t we are %>+ ?is new & easy yoke ) ! /rong ,son ( ,god ,himself4 ,he calls x my yoke1 & ,he walks at "o end :ile we walk at ! o!r4 ,"l1 make me *ildlike4 ,deliv] me f ! urge to compete ) ano!r = place or pre/ige or position4 ,i w\ld be simple & artless z a little *ild4 ,deliv] me f pose & pret5se4 ,=give me = ?9k+ ( myself4 ,help me to =get myself & f9d my true peace 9 behold+ ,!e4 ,t ,?\ maye/ answ] ?is pray] ,i humble myself be=e ,!e4 ,lay ^u me ,?y easy yoke ( self-=getfulness t ?r\gh x ,i may f9d re/4 ,am54 ,x ,! ,sacram5t ( ,liv+ ,:e!r !re=e ye eat1 or dr9k1 or :atsoev] ye d1 d all to ! glory ( ,god4--,i ,cor4 #aj3ca ,"o ( ! greate/ h9drances to int]nal peace :i* ! ,*ri/ian enc\nt]s is ! common habit ( divid+ our lives into two areas1 ! sacr$ & ! secul>4 ,z ^! areas are conceiv$ to exi/ ap>t f ea* o!r & to be morally & spiritually incompatible1 & z we are compell$ by ! necessities ( liv+ to be always cross+ back & =? f ! "o to ! o!r1 our inn] lives t5d to break up s t we live a divid$ in/ead ( a unifi$ life4 ,our tr\ble spr+s f ! fact t we :o foll[ ,*ri/ inhabit at once two worlds1 ! spiritual & ! natural4 ,z *ildr5 ( ,adam we live our lives on e>? subject to ! limitations ( ! fle% & ! weaknesses & ills to :i* human nature is heir4 ,m]ely to live among m5 requires ( u ye>s ( h>d toil & mu* c>e & att5tion to ! ?+s ( ?is _w4 ,9 %>p contra/ to ?is is our life 9 ! ,_s4 ,!re we enjoy ano!r & high] k9d ( life2 we are *ildr5 ( ,god2 we possess heav5ly /atus & enjoy intimate fell[%ip ) ,*ri/4 ,?is t5ds to divide our total life into two dep>tm5ts4 ,we come unconsci\sly to recognize two sets ( actions4 ,! fir/ are p]=m$ ) a feel+ ( satisfaction & a firm assurance t !y are pleas+ to ,god4 ,^! are ! sacr$ acts & !y are usually ?\ght to be pray]1 ,bible read+1 hymn s++1 *ur* att5dance & su* o!r acts z spr+ directly f fai?4 ,!y may be kn[n by ! fact t !y h no direct relation to ?is _w1 & w\ld h no mean+ :atev] except z fai? %[s u ano!r _w1 an h\se n made ) h&s1 et]nal 9 ! heav5s4 ,ov] aga9/ ^! sacr$ acts are ! secul> ones4 ,!y include all ( ! ord9>y activities ( life :i* we %>e ) ! sons & daught]s ( ,adam3 eat+1 sleep+1 work+1 look+ aft] ! ne$s ( ! body & p]=m+ our dull & prosaic duties "h on e>?4 ,^! we (t5 d reluctantly & ) _m misgiv+s1 (t5 apologiz+ to ,god = :at we consid] a wa/e ( "t & /r5g?4 ,! up%ot ( ?is is t we are uneasy mo/ ( ! "t4 ,we g ab\t our common tasks ) a feel+ ( deep fru/ration1 tell+ ourselves p5sively t !re's a bett] day com+ :5 we %all sl\gh (f ?is e>?ly %ell & be bo!r$ no m ) ! affairs ( ?is _w4 ,?is is ! old sacr$-secul> anti!sis4 ,mo/ ,*ri/ians are caught 9 its trap4 ,!y _c get a satisfactory adju/m5t betwe5 ! claims ( ! two worlds4 ,!y try to walk ! tight rope betwe5 two k+doms & !y f9d no peace 9 ei!r4 ,_! /r5g? is r$uc$1 _! outlook confus$ & _! joy tak5 f !m4 ,i believe ?is /ate ( affairs to be :olly unnecess>y4 ,we h gott5 ourselves on ! horns ( a dilemma1 true en\gh1 b ! dilemma is n real4 ,x is a creature ( misund]/&+4 ,! sacr$-secul> anti!sis has no f\ndation 9 ! ,new ,te/am5t4 ,)\t d\bt a m p]fect und]/&+ ( ,*ri/ian tru? w deliv] u f x4 ,! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/ ,himself is our p]fect example1 & ,he knew no divid$ life4 ,9 ! ,pres5ce ( ,8 ,fa!r ,he liv$ on e>? )\t /ra9 f babyhood to ,8 dea? on ! cross4 ,god accept$ ! (f]+ ( ,8 total life1 & made no di/9ction betwe5 act & act4 ,i d always ! ?+s t please him1 0 ,8 brief summ>y ( ,8 own life z x relat$ to ! ,fa!r4 ,z ,he mov$ among m5 ,he 0 pois$ & re/ful4 ,:at pressure & suff]+ ,he endur$ grew out ( ,8 position z ! _w's s9 be>]2 !y 7 nev] ! result ( moral unc]ta9ty or spiritual maladju/m5t4 ,paul's exhortation to d all to ! glory ( ,god is m ?an pi\s idealism4 ,x is an integral "p ( ! sacr$ revelation & is to be accept$ z ! v ,^w ( ,tru?4 ,x op5s be=e u ! possibility ( mak+ e act ( our lives contribute to ! glory ( ,god4 ,le/ we %\ld be too timid to include ev]y?+1 ,paul m5tions specifically eat+ & dr9k+4 ,?is humble privilege we %>e ) ! bea/s t p]i%4 ,if ^! l[ly animal acts c be s p]=m$ z to honor ,god1 !n x becomes difficult to conceive ( "o t _c4 ,t monki% hatr$ ( ! body :i* figures s prom95tly 9 ! works ( c]ta9 e>ly devotional writ]s is :olly )\t support 9 ! ,^w ( ,god4 ,common mode/y is f\nd 9 ! ,sacr$ ,scriptures1 x is true1 b nev] prud]y or a false s5se ( %ame4 ,! ,new ,te/am5t accepts z a matt] ( c\rse t 9 ,8 inc>nation our ,"l took ^u ,him a real human body1 & no ef=t is made to /e] ar\nd ! d[nright implications ( su* a fact4 ,he liv$ 9 t body "h among m5 & nev] once p]=m$ a non-sacr$ act4 ,8 pres5ce 9 human fle% sweeps away =ev] ! evil notion t !re is ab\t ! human body some?+ innately (f5sive to ! ,deity4 ,god creat$ our bodies1 & we d n (f5d ,him by plac+ ! responsibility :]e x belongs4 ,he is n a%am$ ( ! "w ( ,8 own h&s4 ,p]v]sion1 misuse & abuse ( our human p[]s %\ld give u cause en\gh to be a%am$4 ,bodily acts done 9 s9 & contr>y to nature c nev] honor ,god4 ,:]ev] ! human w introduces moral evil we h no long] our innoc5t & h>mless p[]s z ,god made !m2 we h in/ead an abus$ & twi/$ ?+ :i* c nev] br+ glory to its ,creator4 ,let u1 h[ev]1 assume t p]v]sion & abuse are n pres5t4 ,let u ?9k ( a ,*ri/ian believ] 9 ^: life ! tw9 wond]s ( rep5tance & ! new bir? h be5 wr\ght4 ,he is n[ liv+ accord+ to ! w ( ,god z he und]/&s x f ! writt5 ,^w4 ,( su* a "o x may be said t e act ( 8 life is or c be z truly sacr$ z pray] or baptism or ! ,"l's ,supp]4 ,to say ?is is n to br+ all acts d[n to "o dead level2 x is r to lift e act up into a liv+ k+dom & turn ! :ole life into a sacram5t4 ,if a sacram5t is an ext]nal expression ( an inw>d grace ?an we ne$ n hesitate to accept ! above !sis4 ,by "o act ( consecration ( our total selves to ,god we c make e subsequ5t act express t consecration4 ,we ne$ no m be a%am$ ( our body--! fle%ly s]vant t c>ries u ?r\gh life--?an ,jesus 0 ( ! humble bea/ ^u :i* ,he rode into ,j]usalem4 ,! ,"l ha? ne$ ( him may well apply to our mortal bodies4 ,if ,*ri/ dwells 9 u we may be> ab\t ! ,"l ( glory z ! little bea/ did ( old & give occasion to ! multitudes to cry1 ,hosanna 9 ! highe/4 ,t we see ?is tru? is n en\gh4 ,if we w\ld escape f ! toils ( ! sacr$-secul> dilemma ! tru? mu/ run 9 our blood & condition ! complexion ( our ?\ghts4 ,we mu/ practice liv+ to ! glory ( ,god1 actually & det]m9$ly4 ,by m$itation ^u ?is tru?1 by talk+ x ov] ) ,god (t5 9 our pray]s1 by recall+ x to our m9ds frequ5tly z we move ab\t among m51 a s5se ( its wondr\s mean+ w beg9 to take hold ( u4 ,! old pa9ful duality w g d[n be=e a re/ful unity ( life4 ,! k t we are all ,god's1 t ,he has receiv$ all & reject$ no?+1 w unify our inn] lives & make ev]y?+ sacr$ to u4 ,?is is n q all4 ,long-held habits d n die easily4 ,x w take intellig5t ?\ght & a great deal ( rev]5t pray] to escape completely f ! sacr$-secul> psy*ology4 ,= in/ance x may be difficult = ! av]age ,*ri/ian to get hold ( ! idea t 8 daily labors c be p]=m$ z acts ( wor%ip acceptable to ,god by ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,! old anti!sis w crop up 9 ! back ( 8 head sometimes to di/urb 8 peace ( m9d4 ,nor w t old s]p5t ! devil take all ?is ly+ d[n4 ,he w be !re 9 ! cab or at ! desk or 9 ! field to rem9d ! ,*ri/ian t he is giv+ ! bett] "p ( 8 day to ! ?+s ( ?is _w & allott+ to 8 religi\s duties only a trifl+ portion ( 8 "t4 ,& unless great c>e is tak5 ?is w create confusion & br+ disc\ragem5t & heav9ess ( he>t4 ,we c meet ?is successfully only by ! ex]cise ( an aggressive fai?4 ,we mu/ (f] all our acts to ,god & believe t ,he accepts !m4 ,!n hold firmly to t position & keep insi/+ t e act ( e h\r ( ! day & night be includ$ 9 ! transaction4 ,keep rem9d+ ,god 9 our times ( private pray] t we mean e act = ,8 glory2 !n supplem5t ^? times by a ?\s& ?\ght-pray]s z we g ab\t ! job ( liv+4 ,let u practice ! f9e art ( mak+ e "w a prie/ly m9i/ration4 ,let u believe t ,god is 9 all our simple de$s & le>n to f9d ,him !re4 ,a concomitant ( ! error :i* we h be5 discuss+ is ! sacr$-secul> anti!sis z appli$ to places4 ,x is little %ort ( a/oni%+ t we c read ! ,new ,te/am5t & /ill believe 9 ! inh]5t sacr$ness ( places z di/+ui%$ f o!r places4 ,?is error is s widespread t "o feels all alone :5 he tries to combat x4 ,x has act$ z a k9d ( dye to color ! ?9k+ ( religi\s p]sons & has color$ ! eyes z well s t x is all b impossible to detect its fallacy4 ,9 ! face ( e ,new ,te/am5t tea*+ to ! contr>y x has be5 said & sung ?r\gh\t ! c5turies & accept$ z a "p ( ! ,*ri/ian message1 ! :i* x mo/ surely is n4 ,only ! ,quak]s1 s f> z my k goes1 h _h ! p]ception to see ! error & ! c\rage to expose x4 ,"h are ! facts z ,i see !m4 ,= f\r hundr$ ye>s ,israel _h dwelt 9 ,egypt1 surr\nd$ by ! crasse/ idolatry4 ,by ! h& ( ,moses !y 7 br\ght out at la/ & />t$ t[>d ! l& ( promise4 ,! v idea ( hol9ess _h be5 lo/ to !m4 ,to correct ?is1 ,god began at ! bottom4 ,he localiz$ ,himself 9 ! cl\d & fire & lat] :5 ! tab]nacle _h be5 built ,he dwelt 9 fi]y manife/ation 9 ! ,holy ( ,holies4 ,by innum]able di/9ctions ,god taught ,israel ! diff]5ce betwe5 holy & unholy4 ,!re 7 holy days1 holy vessels1 holy g>m5ts4 ,!re 7 wa%+s1 sacrifices1 (f]+s ( _m k9ds4 ,by ^! means ,israel le>n$ t ,god is holy4 ,x 0 ?is t ,he 0 tea*+ !m4 ,n ! hol9ess ( ?+s or places1 b ! hol9ess ( ,jehovah 0 ! lesson !y mu/ le>n4 ,!n came ! great day :5 ,*ri/ appe>$4 ,imm$iately ,he began to say1 ,ye h he>d t x 0 said by !m ( old "t--b ,i say unto y4 ,! ,old ,te/am5t s*ool+ 0 ov]4 ,:5 ,*ri/ di$ on ! cross ! veil ( ! temple 0 r5t f top to bottom4 ,! ,holy ( ,holies 0 op5$ to ev]yone :o w\ld ent] 9 fai?4 ,*ri/'s words 7 rememb]$1 ,! h\r come?1 :5 ye %all nei!r 9 ?is m\nta91 nor yet at ,j]usalem1 wor%ip ! ,fa!r4444 ,b ! h\r come?1 & n[ is1 :5 ! true wor%ipp]s %all wor%ip ! ,fa!r 9 _s & 9 tru?3 = ! ,fa!r seeke? su* to wor%ip ,him4 ,god is ,_s1 & !y t wor%ip him mu/ wor%ip him 9 _s & 9 tru?4 ,%ortly aft]1 ,paul took up ! cry ( lib]ty & decl>$ all meats clean1 e day holy1 all places sacr$ & e act acceptable to ,god4 ,! sacr$ness ( times & places1 a half-light necess>y to ! education ( ! race1 pass$ away be=e ! full sun ( spiritual wor%ip4 ,! ess5tial spirituality ( wor%ip rema9$ ! possession ( ! ,*ur* until x 0 sl[ly lo/ ) ! pass+ ( ! ye>s4 ,!n ! natural legality ( ! fall5 he>ts ( m5 began to introduce ! old di/9ctions4 ,! ,*ur* came to obs]ve aga9 days & seasons & times4 ,c]ta9 places 7 *os5 & m>k$ out z holy 9 a special s5se4 ,diff]5ces 7 obs]v$ betwe5 "o & ano!r day or place or p]son1 ,! sacram5ts 7 fir/ two1 !n ?ree1 !n f\r until ) ! triumph ( ,romanism !y 7 fix$ at sev54 ,9 all *>ity1 & ) no desire to reflect unk9dly ^u any ,*ri/ian1 h[ev] misl$1 ,i w\ld po9t out t ! ,roman ,ca?olic *ur* repres5ts today ! sacr$-secul> h]esy c>ri$ to its logical conclusion4 ,its deadlie/ effect is ! complete cleavage x introduces betwe5 religion & life4 ,its tea*]s attempt to avoid ?is sn>e by _m footnotes & multitud9\s explanations1 b ! m9d's in/9ct = logic is too /rong4 ,9 practical liv+ ! cleavage is a fact4 ,f ?is bondage re=m]s & puritans & my/ics h labor$ to free u4 ,today ! tr5d 9 cons]vative circles is back t[>d t bondage aga94 ,x is said t a horse aft] x has be5 l$ out ( a burn+ build+ w sometimes by a /range ob/9acy break loose f its rescu] & da% back into ! build+ aga9 to p]i% 9 ! flame4 ,by "s su* /ubborn t5d5cy t[>d error ,fundam5talism 9 our day is mov+ back t[>d spiritual slav]y4 ,! obs]vation ( days & times is becom+ m & m prom95t among u4 ,l5t & holy week & good ,friday are words he>d m & m frequ5tly ^u ! lips ( gospel ,*ri/ians4 ,we d n "k :5 we are well (f4 ,9 ord] t ,i may be und]/ood & n be misund]/ood ,i w\ld ?r[ into relief ! practical implications ( ! tea*+ = :i* ,i h be5 argu+1 i4e41 ! sacram5tal quality ( e day liv+4 ,ov] aga9/ its positive mean+s ,i %\ld l to po9t out a few ?+s x does n mean4 ,x does n mean1 = in/ance1 t ev]y?+ we d is ( equal importance ) ev]y?+ else we d or may d4 ,"o act ( a good man's life may diff] widely f ano!r 9 importance4 ,paul's sew+ ( t5ts 0 n equal to 8 writ+ ( an ,epi/le to ! ,romans1 b bo? 7 accept$ ( ,god & bo? 7 true acts ( wor%ip4 ,c]ta9ly x is m important to lead a s\l to ,*ri/ ?an to plant a g>d51 b ! plant+ ( ! g>d5 c be z holy an act z ! w9n+ ( a s\l4 ,aga91 x does n mean t e man is z useful z e o!r man4 ,gifts diff] 9 ! body ( ,*ri/4 ,a ,billy ,bray is n to be comp>$ ) a ,lu!r or a ,wesley = %e] usefulness to ! ,*ur* & to ! _w2 b ! s]vice ( ! less gift$ bro!r is z pure z t ( ! m gift$1 & ,god accepts bo? ) equal pleasure4 ,! layman ne$ nev] ?9k ( 8 humbl] task z be+ inf]ior to t ( 8 m9i/]4 ,let e man abide 9 ! call+ :]e9 he is call$ & 8 "w w be z sacr$ z ! "w ( ! m9i/ry4 ,x is n :at a man does t det]m9es :e!r 8 "w is sacr$ or secul>1 x is :y he does x4 ,! motive is ev]y?+4 ,let a man sanctify ! ,"l ,god 9 8 he>t & he c !reaft] d no common act4 ,all he does is good & acceptable to ,god ?r\gh ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,= su* a man1 liv+ itself w be sacram5tal & ! :ole _w a sanctu>y4 ,8 entire life w be a prie/ly m9i/ration4 ,z he p]=ms 8 nev] s simple task he w he> ! voice ( ! s]aphim say+1 ,holy1 ,holy1 ,holy1 is ! ,"l ( ho/s3 ! :ole e>? is full ( 8 glory4 ,"l1 ,i w\ld tru/ ,!e completely2 ,i w\ld be altoge!r ,?9e2 ,i w\ld exalt ,!e above all4 ,i desire t ,i may feel no s5se ( possess+ any?+ outside ( ,!e4 ,i want con/antly to be aw>e ( ,?y ov]%ad[+ ,pres5ce & to he> ,?y speak+ ,voice4 ,i long to live 9 re/ful s9c]ity ( he>t4 ,i want to live s fully 9 ! ,_s t all my ?\ght may be z sweet inc5se asc5d+ to ,!e & e act ( my life may be an act ( wor%ip4 ,!re=e ,i pray 9 ! words ( ,?y great s]vant ( old1 ,i besee* ,!e s = to cleanse ! int5t ( m9e he>t ) ! unspeakable gift ( ,?y grace1 t ,i may p]fectly love ,!e & wor?ily praise ,!e4 ,& all ?is ,i confid5tly believe ,?\ wilt grant me ?r\gh ! m]its ( ,jesus ,*ri/ ,?y ,son4 ,am54