,,war ,,and ,,the ,,weird ,,by ,,forbes ,,phillips ,,and ,r4 ,,thurston ,,hopkins ,,london3 ,,simpkin1 ,,marshall1 ,,hamilton1 ,,kent ,,co41 ,,ltd4 ,copyright ,all rights reserved #aiaf ,transcriber's ,note3 ,minor typographical errors have been corrected without note4 ,punctuation has been normalised4 ,dialect spellings have been retained4 ,the oe ligature is shown as oe4 ,,contents ,,introduction ,,page ,i4 ,,the ,,uncanny ,,under ,,fire #aa ,,ii4 ,,war ,,the ,,revealer #ag ,,iii4 ,,the ,,soul',s ,,boundary ,,line #ba ,,iv4 ,,the ,,spiritual ,,entity #bg ,v4 ,,angels #ca ,,vi4 ,,fellowship ,,with ,,the ,,unseen #ce ,,vii4 ,,the ,,white ,,comrade #ci ,,five ,,sketches ,i4 ,,ombos #di ,,ii4 ,,the ,,de ,,gamelyn ,,traditions #aja ,,iii4 ,,the ,,mills ,,of ,,god #abg ,,iv4 ,,the ,,story ,,of ,a ,,spy #acg ,v4 ,,through ,,the ,,furnace #afa ,,introduction ,,by ,,forbes ,,phillips ,i ,,the ,,uncanny ,,under ,,fire ,do you think there is anything in it8 ,he was a clean-set six-foot specimen of ,english manhood1 an officer of the ,r4,f4,a4 wounded at ,mons1 who spoke4 ,i mean ,i haven't studied these subjects much--in fact1 ,i haven't studied them at all4 ,sport is more in my line than spiritualism and that kind of thing1 but when you have experiences brought under your very nose again and again1 you cannot help thinking there must be something in such things4 ,he had just told me that in the last few minutes' sleep he managed to get on the march to ,mons he dreamt that he was unable to sit his horse4 ,the next day he was wounded inside his right knee1 not seriously1 but sufficient to stop him riding for a week or two4 ,i should never have thought anything more of it--,i mean1 connecting the dream with the ill-luck--but in the ,south ,african campaign there were quite remarkable instances4 ,you see1 at such times when you are playing hide-and-seek with shrapnel1 officers and men get very chummy when we do get a spell for a talk4 ,the ,tommies give us their confidences1 and ask us all kinds of strange questions about religious and super-natural things4 ,take premonitions1 for example4 ,how shall we account for the ,british soldier's actual versions of the matter8 ,there are countless stories in this war1 in every war1 of men having a warning1 a sub-conscious certainty of death4 ,the battlefield is armed with a full battery of shot1 which thrill with human interest and have around them a halo of something uncanny1 supernormal4 ,it may be that in the stress and shock of battle the strings--some of the strings--of the human instrument get broken2 that poor ,tommy1 gazing into the night of the long silence1 becomes a prey to morbid fancies1 which presently are worked up into premonitions4 ,there may be something in this1 but the men of inaction are more prone to fancies than men on active service4 ,another theory suggests that the same power within which questions1 supplies an answer4 ,it may be so2 but no one is anxious for the answer ,death brings4 ,one can only smile at the crass stupidity of most of the explanations given by those who deny the existence of super-natural agencies and powers4 ,the region of spiritual dynamics is destined to be the science of the future4 ,in a somewhat sceptical age it is worth while noticing that from the earliest dawn of history1 under varying forms of government and civilisation with which we are acquainted1 the belief in premonitions was unchallenged4 ,the old ,greeks and ,latins were the keenest thinkers the world so far has seen2 yet they believed in ghosts1 omens1 and premonitions4 7,they would smile in lofty scorn at some of the superstitions to-day taught under the ,elementary ,education ,act of #ahgj47 ,unbelief in such things super-natural1 therefore1 cannot be accepted as a sign of lofty mentality4 ,a journalistic friend was staying with me some few months ago4 ,we were sitting smoking rather late after dinner4 ,do you believe in ghosts8 ,i asked4 ,don't be so absurdly foolish6 he cried angrily4 ,that's all right1 ,i remarked quietly4 ,now ,i know you won't mind sleeping in our haunted room2 many foolish people do object4 ,great ,scott6 he ejaculated1 no haunted room for me6 ,nor would he even look at it4 ,he would not face the logical sequence of his dogmatic unbelief4 ,only a brave man dare express all he believes4 ,now it is well known that every advance in scientific knowledge is greeted with mocking laughter4 ,we know the jeers with which even clever men greeted the ,marconi claims4 ,it is not so many years ago that a distinguished member of the ,french ,academy of ,science rose up amongst his colleagues and pronounced the ,edison phonograph to be nothing more than an acoustical illusion4 ,so we are told that soldiers' visions are optical illusions4 ,that is no answer4 ,call them optical delusions if you like1 then the query arises what causes these optical delusions1 of which we have countless instances1 which inform a man of the hour1 and sometimes the manner1 of his death8 ,to call an effect by another name does not dispose of the cause of such effect1 nor is it any solution of the mystery4 ,few thinkers now1 worthy of the name1 seriously dispute the existence of super-natural forces and influences4 ,the whole system of ,christianity1 of belief in all ages1 is founded upon such things4 ,to-day front-rank men are investigating in avenues of research where once they sneered4 ,there is much fraud and cheap talk in ordinary life1 but not under fire4 ,men are not cheap then1 nor are they paltry4 ,strange that where death is busiest the evidence of life beyond and above it all should abound4 ,the invisible1 full of awe1 is also full of teaching1 it is pregnant with whispers4 ,the mind1 tuned up to a new tension1 receives all kinds of ,marconi-like messages4 ,what sends such whispers8 ,is it that in the moment of supreme self-sacrifice and splendid devotion to duty that spiritual perceptions are sharpened8 ,who shall say8 ,he was hit1 and he rushed forward shouting1 ',why1 there's my----' then he dropped dead1 but he saw someone1 of that ,i am sure4 ,so spoke a man of the ,a4,s4,c41 who saw his comrade die4 ,deep calls to deep1 and if we put our ear to the call we may hear the message4 ,on the battlefield1 as in no other place1 there is the call of soul to soul1 of heart to heart1 intensified by all our powers of emotion1 which duty calls forth at their best4 ,tommy ,atkins stares more fixedly into the dim future1 the greater the gloom the more he searches for the gleam1 and sometimes it is vouchsafed to him4 ,there is no doubt that mind calls to mind4 ,after all1 time and space are artificial things4 ,they cannot be spiritual barriers4 ,why should a mother1 thinking of her lad at the front in a supreme moment of affection and deep yearning1 not be able to do what frequently happens unconsciously among ordinary acquaintances8 ,often a thought will pass from one mind to another in a moment of silence4 ,the uncanny under fire must take its place among things to be investigated1 the evidence is too convincing to be pooh-poohed4 ,science and philosophy are now boldly entering the dim regions of the occult in search of its laws2 on the battlefield ,tommy ,atkins is already there thinking over weird things and he comes to conclusions1 finding the lights by which he steers4 ,this chapter could not be complete without mentioning another mystery of the battlefield3 it is this--the number of instances in which the ,germans have savagely pounded a church with their artillery1 only to find on entering the ruin that the cross was still there erect and intact4 ,one ,uhlan soldier climbed upon an altar to smash a crucifix1 slipped and put his ankle out4 ,that may be a coincidence4 ,next moment a shell killed him and one of his comrades1 the crucifix remained uninjured4 ,soldiers1 ,french and ,british1 talk of these uncanny things1 interpreting them in several ways1 but each of these ways is the pathway of the spirit--perhaps part of the altar steps on which men climb up through the darkness to ,god4 ,,ii ,,war ,,the ,,revealer ,war is not only the ,great ,educator1 it is the ,great ,revealer4 ,its marches and bivouacs1 its battles1 its commonplaces and surprises1 its trials and its triumphs1 are a singular school of experience4 ,the various impacts upon man's psychological anatomy produce strange results4 ,they seem like the blows of some ,invisible ,sculptor1 producing out of commonplace material a hero and it may be a demi-god4 ,the opening orchestra of shot and shell braces up the mind of the soldier and attunes it up to receive new sensitiveness4 ,the bullets play strange dirges on the strings of life before they break them1 and each dirge has its theme1 some song of spiritual things4 ,his gaze is towards the sky line and he sees strange things1 a whole battery of lights each of which is in its way a revelation4 ,the battle chorus crying to the night of long silence becomes a prayer1 and the response is ever helpful4 ,the individual amid the thunder of his surroundings in the red surge of battle somehow never allows his soul to become obscured4 ,it is taking impressions which later in the day as he sits by the camp fire cause him to think and to reach conclusions which leave him a different man from what he has been4 ,we see this in the glow of the soldiers' letters to those he loves3 he has come within the shadow of the ,divine ,reality as the wondrous book of ,life and ,death opens on the battlefield4 ,the result is the ,soldier's ,gospel4 ,it would cause the devotees of little ,bethel to faint with its crude superstitions and absence of meaningless and stupid dogma yet its grip of spiritual things and ,divine ,aid would make the ordinary go to meeting ,christian gape with astonishment4 ,the soldier's simple faith1 his willing endurance1 his quiet heroisms1 his silent self-sacrifice1 though they call for no louder name than duty1 are just those chords which link him to the ,great ,heroism which saw its culmination in ,calvary4 ,after all1 deeds only are the words of love4 ,the ,soldier's ,gospel is a wonderful revelation3 the world grows gratefully small as it appreciates its work1 worth and effect upon the man4 ,all the lights by which he steers sum up good citizenship rather than sectarianship4 ,we had long ceased to cultivate the former4 ,there goes a hospital ship1 and a ,commander of one of ,h4,m4 ,patrols pointed out to me a transport full of wounded4 ,we thought in pity of that array of maimed men1 of silent suffering1 of bandages1 slings1 crutches and artificial limbs1 but suddenly there arose from the transport a mighty cheer of greeting and salutation to the white ensign4 ,that was the reply of war's wreckage to those who pitied4 ,it is a wonderful ,gospel that produces this4 ,but the invisible1 while full of awe1 does not daunt him1 the soldier reaches out towards the rather unknown searching for light and finding it4 ,under fire means so much1 it is filled up with so many experiences1 you march through a lifetime in a few seconds1 you get new views of the past years from another angle of vision4 ,shadow and darkness and doubt are lifted1 the soldier is frank and honest1 he is not hide-bound by petty superstitions1 he is willing fairly to consider and weigh all sensations1 visions and inner illuminations4 ,he is not blinded with the dogma of either agnosticism or sectarianism1 while his sense of humour saves him from many of the errors of the various ,christian brotherhoods4 ,curious enough1 the people who object to duty1 who are unwilling to strike a blow for righteousness1 invariably belong to some of the freak sects and are devotees of sectarianism in its narrowest meaning4 ,no doubt ,vicarious ,suffering the root doctrine of many sects in this country is responsible for the general shirking of duty on the part of so many men to-day4 ,men look to the ballot box for their meat in due season4 ,they want all the privileges of citizenship without the responsibilities4 ,the sects of to-day in teaching that the historic ,christ took all our sins upon ,his shoulder have produced a type of sentimental immoralist who creeps under the shelter of the ,cross1 content that ,christ should suffer in his place4 ,so long as the ,cross does not offend his eyesight1 he is willing to find refuge in its shadow4 ,where selfishness reigns there is no vision4 ,the gaze is upon gain1 personal comfort1 things entirely earthly4 ,a man who is always looking at mud thinks in terms of mud4 ,just as a great naturalist confesses a loss of the finer sense of music1 so there is the loss of the spiritual vision1 for the spiritual sense is just as real as any other sense1 but it can become useless and drop out of our life1 if we do not value it and no longer use it4 ,there are people with an artistic sense4 ,there are more without it4 ,the doctrine of the atonement is used to promote the crude idea that to put our responsibilities upon others is more religious than facing them oneself4 ,christ's atonement is no isolated fact in history to make men cowards1 but a sustained attitude of devotion in which every man and woman is to take a part4 ,instead of thanking ,christ for hanging there upon the ,cross in our place we should strive for the same courage1 the same endurance1 the supreme devotion to duty and the vision of ,divine ,aid will be ours perhaps in ,angel form4 ,to the brave in all ages has come the vision of higher things4 ,,iii ,,the ,,soul',s ,,boundary ,,line ,i never was religious1 but this business is changing me and many thousands more1 so writes a soldier4 ,from another soldier's letter we get1 ,war is the most sobering influence ,i know 444 it sobers their every day4 ,they listen more attentively to the religious services4 ,sometimes ,i wish for the sake of the morals of our army that we were always at war4 ,when ,i was in ,northern ,france ,i came in contact with many wounded ,french soldiers1 men who had gone to the front as atheists and returned firm believers4 ,thank the good ,god ,i have really seen4 ,i fell wounded in twenty-three places they tell me4 ,i fell cursing a ,god ,i did not believe in3 then a cold hand was laid upon my brow4 ,i looked up and saw--ah6 my ,god6 how beautiful a ,being4 ,now ,i do not want1 ,i do not care to live for ,i want to see that beautiful ,being again4 ,i know ,i shall4 ,leave me4 ,see to the others4 ,this was a voluntary statement of a ,french soldier who called me to his side simply to light a cigarette for him4 ,i left him perfectly happy and it was quite true about his number of wounds4 ,he lived only a few hours and he knew that he was dying4 ,men do not usually tell lies on their death beds4 ,wonderful is the warp and woof of life under fire4 ,it is the parade of the living1 the dead and those on the borderland4 ,men go through the whole gamut of emotions4 ,war is an object lesson of laughter and tears playing hide and seek with each other4 ,the tragedy and the comedy follow close on each other's heels4 ,deep calls not only to deep but to shallow as well1 and in the end all notes harmonize4 ,where the swathe of the scythe is wide men's souls expand in heart qualities4 ,amidst the wreckage of a battlefield he picks up all kinds of things1 every faculty picks up something and they become contributions to soul force4 ,the greater the gloom the more the soldier searches for the gleam4 ,religion and resolution meet in the soldier and give him deeper vision4 ,he hears his comrade say1 ,i shall be taken to-day1 give this to ----4 ,examples of this premonition abound4 ,he enters a bombarded village1 the only thing standing intact frequently is a figure of ,christ crucified1 or the ,madonna looking down upon a mass of crumbling ruin4 ,these facts are again and again verified by photographs4 ,often the talk of the camp as the men settle down by the fire is of the weird and the uncanny that has happened during the day2 and there are pauses when the soldiers stare into the embers and forget to suck their pipes4 ,to explain the book of life1 one would require the scrolls of eternity4 ,war throws light on some of its stray pages as they flutter for a second on the wings of time and then disappear1 but not before it has flung its cressets of light upon the black pall of doubt4 ,everyone now talks of psychic phenomena4 ,in a paltry generation of superficial thinking the subject was one for jest1 but there is far more in it than jesters are likely to discover4 ,mocking laughter never discovered anything except the vacuous fool4 ,the appearances of spiritual beings give but scant opportunity for examination but serious investigation has now taken the place of cheap sneering4 ,after all religion is founded upon a philosophy of apparitions4 ,the vision of angels at ,mons is no new thing4 ,catholicism is founded on such visions and no religion worthy of the name is without its story of angels4 ,new aspects of matter have laid many materialistic theories in the dust1 the mysterious potencies of matter which the latest science is revealing1 the energy of electrons1 and radium are giving us a new science of super-sensual physics and with it new vistas of thought4 ,it is no longer necessary to apologize for the work of psychic research1 that is among intelligent people4 ,light is gaining on the darkness4 ,i felt another hand assisting me to steer1 said a sailor man to me who vainly tried to explain how he kept his boat from what appeared certain destruction4 ,he would scorn to be called a religious man4 ,there is nothing of the ranter in me--you know sir1 and he used uncomplimentary remarks which ,i omit4 ,but there sir1 it was no skill of mine4 ,all ,i saw was death and destruction for me and my mates1 yet ,i knew we should pull through all right4 ,there was another that shipped as passenger in the darkness4 ,the question of immortality and of the existence of spiritual entities which had been relegated to the limits of illusions and dreams in ,victorian times by the fumbling amateur philosophers of that day1 can now be discussed with quiet in the old philosophic vein which characterized the great age of thought when ,greek sages argued in the ,gardens of ,athens4 ,this fact alone justifies a book of the present character4 ,the bumptious and dull ass who announces ,miracles do not happen1 is now seen in true perspective and he cuts a poor figure4 ,apparitions1 telepathy and clairvoyance are not explanations1 but names for facts demanding separate explanations4 ,in regard to such the ecclesiastical damn and the scientific damn have been freely used4 ,if men have been hypnotized by ghost stories1 they certainly have been deluded by stories of unnatural science4 ,to deny activities of life natural and super-natural is rather silly considering no man has solved the life principle4 ,the atoms forming the material of the brain may be proved ultimately to be identical with those that compose a jelly-fish or a jar of margarine1 and brain appears to be the organ of mind1 but it is mind that grasps things1 places things1 and thinks4 ,life is concerned with thought as well as atoms4 ,it receives thoughts from all sides1 sometimes it claims to detect the thought giver--and that is to have a fuller vision4 ,men think quickly on the field of battle4 ,they are not constrained by a narrow education and a narrower conventionalism to limit their thoughts to what others think in their own circle4 ,,iv ,,the ,,spiritual ,,entity ,why is it that men in all ages1 the best of men1 the most gifted of men1 with the evidence of the senses so strongly against them1 have believed that a spiritual personal entity survives death's disaster8 ,that men do so is seen in all literature and witnessed to in all lands4 ,vedic hymns1 #c1ejj years old sing of a spiritual body with as clear a vision as ,s4 ,paul4 ,we are collecting the evidence that has floated down the ages and examining it with a new criticism4 ,the attitude of ,pooh6 ,bah6 of ,early ,victorian times is no longer the mark of superiority4 ,it is now1 as it was then1 the mark not only of ignorance but stupid dullness4 ,the frame of mind which used to dismiss everything with the word impossible is now recognized not as science but ignorance4 ,the researches of a ,crookes1 of a ,sir ,oliver ,lodge1 ,myers1 ,gurney1 ,rochas1 ,gabriel ,delanne1 ,lombroso1 in the region of the occult command serious attention4 ,swedenborg communicated messages from people who had long passed to their relatives on matters of fact which were found accurate in every detail4 ,m4 ,rochas speaks of an externalized consciousness which feels a touch4 ,within man is the plant and machinery of all kinds of faculties1 one is the perception of the spiritual4 ,had it been trained like his sense of music1 we should no longer be in the dark of despair over our dead4 ,the trend of thought to-day is to show man a spiritual being in a spiritual universe1 that death is merely transition4 ,if not1 then ,god is the ,cosmic ,murderer4 ,the spiritual sense of man is his faculty of response to the spiritual world around him1 just as his musical sense is his measure of response and his reception of the world of music around him4 ,by some magic in the red surge of war1 this spiritual response is sharpened and quickened as every other sense is1 and the soldier sees visions4 ,man working within time and space is influenced by what is beyond the one and the other1 the full significance of this world would seem to be in another scheme of things to which this is only the vestibule4 ,the soul's wave movements have their laws4 ,in that soul is some fine ,marconi-like instrument which registers impressions1 and from time to time receives spiritual warnings and perceives spiritual beings4 ,serious men are now boldly investigating4 ,little help comes from the sectarians who seem to begrudge ,god his universe2 everything has to be cheapened to the worm's-eye view of little ,bethel1 which steeped in politics has long lost sense of the spiritual4 ,the old ,greeks and ,latins were acute thinkers1 yet they believed in spiritual beings and their appearances4 ,it was only in the days of cheap thinking that it required a special valour to express belief in the super-natural4 ,the fact is1 most people are like the devils of scripture who believe and tremble without admitting the authority of their belief4 ,it is refreshing to find a writer like ,mr4 ,w4 ,s4 ,lilley in the ,nineteenth ,century professing his absolute belief in ghosts4 ,to man1 and it would appear to man alone on this plane1 it is given to explore the unknown and to establish the communion of soul with soul4 ,after all it is a question of evidence4 ,if a man say ,i won't believe in anything super-natural whatever the evidence may be1 it is best to leave him to his folly4 ,if he will accept the evidence that would pass muster in a court of law1 then you have a common ground1 you can weigh evidence4 ,to me the evidence for spiritual appearances is overwhelming looking at it from the strictly legal angle of vision4 ,in years gone by the scientific genius began with the assertion that everything must have had a beginning1 and to assert that there was a spiritual ,being with no beginning was nonsense4 ,to the dim indistinct crowd such appeared to be clever reasoning4 ,but our very consciousness insists that there is something which had no beginning1 and ,reason adds1 else there could be nothing now4 ,for example1 ,space could not have had a beginning1 that ,duration could not1 that ,truth could not1 that somehow1 somewhere these ,three ,eternals must have been co-eternal1 incomprehensible4 ,and in this ,trinity none is afore or after the other1 which recalls the ,athanasian ,creed4 ,i cannot prove that ,truth had no beginning1 yet my consciousness tells me at no period was it laid down as something new1 that the shortest distance between two points would be a straight line4 ,no mathematician has ever proved that there is no boundary to space1 but something within me tells me that there can be no such boundary4 ,even ,reason tells me that an impassable boundary would only serve to indicate the unlimited extension beyond4 ,in all ages we have the mystic4 ,now the mystic is common to all religions4 ,he is the man who has felt the touch of spiritual beings1 the call of ,heavenly things1 and we have to explain him4 ,in seeking to do this we shall realize some of the truth of the things soldiers see which we have called ,the ,weird in ,war4 ,v ,,angels ,the evidence for the existence and the appearance of angels does not rest on the testimony merely of men who fought at ,mons4 ,but even that evidence which is accepted by the talented author of ,the ,bowmen requires some explaining away and he admits that there is a difficulty in ignoring it4 ,but there is the accumulating evidence of the ages4 ,when we have explained away the soldiers' delusions1 we have to confront those of the world's wisest sons--giants in thought4 ,we have to confront the fact that all great religions have the theory of angels4 ,after all1 every good thought may be the whisper of an angel1 every beautiful prospect may be but the glint of the wing1 every ray of light and heat but the waving of the robes of those higher spiritual intelligences which rush hither and thither on ,god's service1 whose faces see ,god in ,heaven4 ,such a belief is just as sound1 and far more philosophical than any of the guesses ,i have read so far1 given us as explanation of such phenomena4 ,i am in hearty agreement with much that ,mr4 ,arthur ,machen writes in his book ,the ,bowmen4 ,it is a book everyone should read4 ,that splendid story of failure and triumph1 the ,retreat from ,mons1 prompted him to write a story on an ,angelic ,host coming to the aid of the ,british force4 ,he wrote it after the manner of the journalist who is an eye-witness of the event4 ,many people still believe what they read in the newspapers2 and many people believed his story4 ,but he is altogether wrong when he imagines that he is the author of the belief in ,angelic visions4 ,i was in ,france hearing stories of angelic intervention long before ,mr4 ,machen wrote his delightful yarn4 ,a frog might as well imagine that his croak is responsible for the whole world of music1 as to postulate that his story gave rise to the theory of ,angels4 ,men had visions of such long before the first stone of our venerable shrine at ,westminster was laid1 before the ,romans built their first mud huts in the valley of the ,tiber1 before the ,pyramids raised their terrific greatness to the heavens4 ,so ,mr4 ,machen need not concern himself on that score4 ,the ,anglican ,church has failed dismally to keep before people the teaching of the ,church in regard to ,angels and ,angelic intervention in the affairs of men4 ,there ,i am in entire agreement with ,mr4 ,machen4 ,soldiers tell their stories of angels and a few bishops cackle2 but not one of them dares to speak of the fuller belief of the ,church in angels and the soul-inspiring mystery of the ,communion of ,saints1 the inter-relationship between those on the earth-plane and those who have passed to the higher life4 ,the hardworking priest in the slums fearlessly proclaims this one sacrament of life with the ,divine ,life1 his belief in angels and their help1 in saints and their prayers1 and because he believes he is able to work under conditions which make life for a cultured man almost intolerable4 ,but he works1 thankful to be left alone by his bishop3 for war has declared a close time for ritualistic curates4 ,but the soldier whose patriotism he has nurtured writes home to him telling frankly his experiences1 his dreams1 his visions4 ,i have seen many of these letters4 ,the writers are not liars nor are they hysterical subjects1 but fine specimens of healthy manhood4 ,here and there a dissenting divine has raised his voice to declare there may be something in these stories of angels1 but the dissenting pulpit is under the despotism of the pew and cry of ,rome is enough4 ,honest doubt is always sure of a sympathetic audience1 honest belief is greeted with the cry of superstition or the cuckoo cry of ,popery4 ,a soldier sees something super-natural4 ,some one says ,i know a hundred or a thousand soldiers who did not see it4 ,a man may witness a murder4 ,his evidence is accepted in the law courts4 ,they do not call the hundred thousand people who did not see it in proof that no murder was perpetrated4 ,few people know the fundamental principles of evidence4 ,more people misuse it4 ,,vi ,,fellowship ,,with ,,the ,,unseen ,religion is man's fellowship with the ,unseen1 and it would seem that bishops and various crank divines are determined that such a belief shall be discouraged4 ,man's nature has upon it the ,hall ,marks of ,heaven4 ,woven into man's anatomical texture we find faculties that transcend this world1 that are for ever intent upon the waves that beat upon us from another shore4 ,he sees the coastline of another world to which he commits his dead4 ,we call such people ,mystics1 ,catholics1 ,seers1 etc4 ,they are the people who have had touch with the ,unseen4 ,after all1 the people with actual personal experience of spiritual power1 who shape their lives by their experience are the real assets of belief4 ,man may or may not be sprung from the beast1 he may or may not have been raised from slime4 ,man's spirit did not arise in slime1 that at all events came from a race of flame4 ,dust will not account for everything4 ,the ,church in its greatest office of all1 the ,communion ,service1 claims to worship in union with ,angels and ,archangels and with all the ,company of ,heaven4 ,having proclaimed this tremendous fact the ,church1 for the most part leaves it1 and bishops view any further annunciation of the fact with suspicion and sometimes with threats4 ,on one solemn day in the year the ,church invokes ,s4 ,michael and all ,angels4 ,s4 ,michael's ,mass as it is still called4 ,the old teaching of the ,church bids us lift our eyes to behold those more intimate intelligences which stand nearer the ,great and ,central ,mystery4 ,when a soldier stumbles by chance upon one of those higher beings he is regarded as the victim of hallucination1 of superstition or drink or all of them4 ,a chaplain with dull ,german ,protestantism obscuring his view of spiritual things treats him as some unclean thing4 ,dissent in ,england for years has been synonymous with pro-,germanism4 ,it has been at war with the historic creed of ,christendom4 ,it was better for their aims that angels should not exist4 ,before dull ,german ,protestantism with its gross materialism raised the plentiful crop of sects in ,england1 our country was known through ,europe as ,merrie ,england4 ,our people loved the festival of ,s4 ,michael4 ,s4 ,michael's ,mass was a red letter day4 ,the ,communion and ,inter-,communion of earth with heaven was emphasized4 ,families met that day to pray and feast1 lovers plighted their troth1 gatherings of relatives and friends was the rule1 joy was the key-note4 ,then dissent raised its ugly head1 dissent that had its birth in ,germany4 ,these kill-joys got the upper hand4 ,the recognition of the ,christ-,mass1 ,christmas and the ,michael-,mass1 ,michaelmas1 was put down by law4 ,dissent has never hesitated to use compulsion when it lay ready to hand to enforce materialism4 ,so belief in angels well nigh ceased to exist4 ,to-day the revival comes from actual experience rather than from church teaching4 ,the antagonism to such belief amounts to unreasonable heights of folly4 ,luther has so long occupied the place of ,christ that dissent has forgotten what ,christ taught us in regard to angels4 ,we ignore the fact that ,he claimed to have seen angels1 and to have had their help and ministration4 ,when politics mix with religion1 spirituality dies1 there is no vision1 for there is little belief and less sincerity4 ,no wonder the soldier's vision of angels strikes them as something altogether beyond the pale of belief4 ,it is time that our spiritual fathers and other stepfathers began to give us a lead in spiritual things4 ,we are burdened with bishops who play to the gallery and the cheaper press1 who would rather take a confirmation service in a coal-pit than in a consecrated shrine of prayer1 for the simple reason that ,confirmation in a ,coal-pit gets a flaming advertisement in every paper4 ,their vision is set on notoriety3 the spiritual vision recedes4 ,how can they have sympathy with those who pierce the boundary line that separates this world from a higher plane8 ,men who have spent their lives on office seeking can never be seers or priests4 ,parsons who beat the political drum may rise to power political1 never to the power spiritual4 ,the vision glorious is to those who face duty1 self-sacrifice1 and see in them the ,divine ,call1 who believe in the sacrifice of the ,gospel rather than its comfort4 ,the charlatan must not dominate the ,christian in our spiritual pastors1 if it do1 then such are not qualified to minister in spiritual things4 ,,vii ,,the ,,white ,,comrade ,the story that angels fought on the side of the ,allies in the battle of ,mons must rest upon evidence1 coupled with experience4 ,if we begin by assuming that there can be no intelligences in the universe unless they are clothed in the regulated fashion1 then no amount of evidence will suffice4 ,it is a worm's-eye view that regards man as the last word in mind4 ,meanwhile ,france is pursuing the evidence for another story exclusively of ,french origin and vouched for by men to whom the belief in spiritual beings is repugnant1 viz41 the apparition of ,le ,camarade ,blanc1 of whom at ,nancy1 in the ,argonne1 at ,soissons and ,ypres men talked with hushed voices but with the quiet assurance of men who had seen4 ,it must be something arresting which changes an atheist into a mystic4 ,again and again the ,french wounded speak of a man in white bending over them as they lay on the field helpless1 and ministering relief4 ,the mysterious one whom our allies call the ,comrade in ,white appears simultaneously on different parts of the battlefield4 ,his mission ever is one of mercy4 ,the ,living ,church reprints from ,work and ,life an article giving a full account of ,the ,white ,comrade1 furnished by a wounded soldier4 ,all accounts agree in the main facts4 ,he is generally observed after severe fighting1 he appears where death is busiest1 he ignores shot and shell1 he is ever calm1 collected1 and brings with him an atmosphere of peace4 ,men of the #hgth and #abhth ,french ,infantry who have been fighting in the ,argonne1 have seen him1 and on several occasions he has been seen in the trenches4 ,the soldier's account which appeared in ,the ,living ,church is worth reading4 ,it is not conclusive evidence1 but the number of such experiences has value on the great subject of ,spiritual ,intervention4 ,religion pledges itself to such a belief4 ,this is the soldier's story1 one of many similar stories3 ,it was the next day4 ,at noon we got word to take the trenches in front of us4 ,they were two hundred yards away1 and we weren't well started till we knew that the big guns had failed in their work of preparation4 ,we had advanced #aej yards when we found it was no good4 ,our captain called to us to take cover1 and just then ,i was shot through both legs4 ,i fell into a hole of some sort4 ,i suppose ,i fainted1 for when ,i opened my eyes ,i was all alone4 ,the pain was horrible1 but ,i didn't dare to move lest the ,germans should see me1 for they were only fifty yards away1 and ,i did not expect mercy4 ,i was glad when the twilight came4 ,there were men in my own company who would run any risk in the darkness if they thought a comrade was still alive4 ,the night fell1 and soon ,i heard a step1 not stealthy1 as ,i expected1 but quiet and firm1 as if neither darkness nor death could check those untroubled feet4 ,so little did ,i guess what was coming that1 even when ,i saw the gleam of white in the darkness ,i thought it was a peasant in a white smock1 or perhaps a woman deranged4 ,suddenly ,i guessed that it was ',the ,comrade in ,white4' ,at that very moment the ,german rifles began to shoot4 ,the bullets could scarcely miss such a target1 for he flung out his arms as though in entreaty1 and then drew them back till he stood like one of those wayside crosses that we saw so often as we marched through ,france4 ,and he spoke4 ,the words sounded familiar1 but all ,i remember was the beginning1 ',if thou hadst known1' and the ending1 'but now they are hid from thine eyes4' ,and then he stooped and gathered me into his arms--me1 the biggest man in the regiment--and carried me as if ,i had been a child4 ,i must have fainted again1 for ,i awoke to consciousness in a little cave by a stream1 and ',the ,comrade in ,white' was washing my wounds and binding them up4 ,i wanted to know what ,i could do for my friend to help him or to serve him4 ,he was looking toward the stream and his hands were clasped in prayer2 and then ,i saw that he1 too1 had been wounded4 ,i could see1 as it were1 a shot-wound in his hand1 and as he prayed a drop of blood gathered and fell to the ground4 ,i cried out4 ,i could not help it1 for that wound of his seemed to be a more awful thing than any that bitter war had shown me4 ',you are wounded1 too1' ,i said4 ,perhaps he heard me1 perhaps it was the look on my face1 but he answered gently3 ',this is an old wound1 but it has troubled me of late4' ,and then ,i noticed sorrowfully that the same cruel mark was on his feet4 ,you will wonder that ,i did not know sooner4 ,i wonder myself4 ,but it was only when ,i saw his feet that ,i knew him4 ,an incident which left a great impression upon me occurred at a hospital in ,north ,west ,france in ,september #aiad quite early in the war4 ,i was visiting some wounded ,english and ,french soldiers4 ,one poor fellow1 a ,parisian1 called me to his side4 ,come close1 monsieur1 for ,i would talk in a whisper4 ,you are ,english--yes3 and you ,english are common sense1 practical--tell me--do you believe in ,god and angels1 such things as priests teach children and women8 ,my measure of experience in life has compelled my belief in angels or spiritual beings1 and common sense demands my belief in a ,supreme ,mind which ,i call ,god1 the one ,basic ,fact1 ,i replied4 ,monsieur ,i would talk with you4 ,do you believe that this ,god has priests to reveal such things to us8 ,the ,great ,supreme ,mind has priests1 leaders1 prophets1 in all departments of knowledge1 music1 mathematics1 chemistry1 navigation or engineering--why should ,he not have chosen instruments to reveal theological truth8 ,he lay some time quiet1 then he said1 ,it is good2 now ,i feel ,i can tell you1 for you will not smile4 ,for years1 ever since ,i could think1 ,i have been an atheist4 ,i went into this war an atheist4 ,a few days ago a shell burst near me and ,i was wounded in twenty-nine places4 7,this statement was subsequently substantiated by the doctor and a nursing sister of mercy47 ,monsieur1 ,i was in great pain3 then suddenly a kind face was looking into mine1 something touched my brow1 the awful pain ceased4 ',you called me1' a soft voice said4 ,then ,i remembered that when ,i was wounded ,i had cried1 ',oh1 my ,god6' and ,i laughed1 monsieur1 for ,i was an atheist4 ,then ,i lost consciousness with that kind face still bending over me4 ,now ,i lie and think of that kind face4 ,the doctors say maybe ,i shall recover1 and the sisters here say to me that it is all in the ,good ,god's hands and ,i am content4 ,i say it is all in the ,good ,god's hands4 ,when that kind face was looking into mine ,i cried out ',i am an atheist1' and he just smiled and said ',but you called me4' ,i offered to get a priest for the poor fellow1 but he shook his head4 ,no1 monsieur4 ,i have been an enemy of priests all my life--an enemy of religion--the ,church4 ,to offer the remaining days of my wreckage to ,god--no--,i have but a few hours to live1 and ,i would think of that kind face1 and when ,i think of it the pain ceases4 ,ah1 monsieur1 ,i had wonderful arguments to show that there was no ,god1 and that the clerics are the people's enemies--yet when ,i was struck down ,i called ',oh1 my ,god6' ,it is comical4 ,that is why the kind face smiled4 ,another wounded ,french soldier said to me3 ,when ,i go back to ,toulon ,i shall have something to say to my comrades4 ,i always thought priests were only half men1 but my ,god6 ,i have seen them fight4 ,it is magnificent4 ,a priest led us when we hesitated1 ,i got my two wounds following him--a priest4 ,oh6 it is truly unbelievable to think that ,i should follow a priest4 ,he led us to triumph4 ,he led me to something more4 ,that day ,i knew religion was true4 ,i saw something in his face4 ,i saw it again when he fell wounded1 and ,i was wounded but ,i could only think of him4 ,ah1 life is droll--,now ,i go back to ,toulon with two bad wounds and a religion4 ,priests--,i have seen them fight1 and ,i lie and laugh at myself and my comrades as fools for we thought of them as mere amusements for women and children4 ,i saw priests go forward where my noble comrades held back--my noble comrades who sneer at priests4 ,it is droll4 ,,five ,,sketches ,,by ,r4 ,,thurston ,,hopkins ,i ,,ombos ,we were talking at the club about spirit manifestations1 and retailing the usual second or third-hand accounts of family spooks and deceased aunts showing themselves to their sorrowing relatives4 ,it is strange the tricks which our brains will sometimes play us1 said ,barton4 ,i remember once seeing a ghost myself1 and ,i can tell you that the sensation is a very curious one4 ,it was a good many years ago1 when ,i was out in ,bombay in the ,national ,indian ,bank1 and ,i had been sitting up until the early hours trying to trace some fraudulent entries in the bank's books by one of our clerks who had absconded with a considerable sum of money4 ,everybody in the bank building had long since gone home or to bed1 where ,i ought to have been myself1 so ,i was vastly astonished when ,i looked up from the ledger to see somebody sitting at the desk where ,i myself had been writing a few moments before4 ,i felt quite upset for a moment1 until ,i recognised the intruder4 ,he was nebulous1 but ,i could see plainly enough who it was4 ,a member of your family in ,england8 asked ,duckford1 who was a firm believer in the good old-fashioned second sight of the ,scotch ,highlanders4 ,barton answered in his peculiarly quiet way4 ,no1 it was myself4 ,the appearance of seeing an image of one's self is not altogether unusual1 ,i believe4 ,but1 of course1 such a thing is really all nonsense 444 a matter of nerves4 ,now1 ,i do not think it is fair of you to put all such things down to nerves1 said ,captain ,crabbe1 who had returned wounded from ,france after being in the field since the outbreak of the ,great ,war4 ,if one cannot always explain1 one need not therefore ridicule4 ,crabbe made this remark with a gravity that was somewhat unusual with him4 ,bless my soul1 boy1 you haven't been seeing the ,angels of ,mons or the ,agincourt ,bowmen over there in ,flanders1 have you8 asked ,duckford1 regarding ,crabbe with a keen eye1 and scenting something savouring of the mysterious1 the super-natural4 ,do you believe in these stories8 ,i mean--superstitions8 ,captain ,crabbe shook his head4 ,not greatly1 he said smiling4 ,but ,i am not one of those who thoughtlessly laugh at that which is out of the common1 merely because it cannot be explained on ordinary grounds4 ,not since ,i have spent nearly twelve months over in ,france1 at any rate4 ,are you interested in the weird8 ,i'd be a fool if ,i wasn't1 said ,duckford1 selecting a cigar from his case4 ,what's your story about--,i see you have one to tell4 ,i am not inquisitive as a rule2 but1 somehow your manner has warned me that you have something singularly interesting to tell4 ,crabbe remained silent a short time4 ,then1 looking at ,duckford very earnestly1 he answered3 ,well1 perhaps ,i may tell you my story1 though ,i would not tell it to all these heretics around me4 ,indeed1 only two or three other people have ever heard it4 ,i hate--ah6 more than ,i can convey to any living soul--even to think about it4 ,but to you it may be of special interest4 ,you know that ,i look upon all such things from the point of a simple1 unbiassed inquirer1 returned ,duckford4 ,come along1 ,crabbe4 ,a good cigar in front of the card room fire1 and your story1 eh8 ,duckford led the way up to the snug card room where a cheerful fire was blazing4 ,sit down4 ,where is that dashed waiter8 ,oh1 you there1 ,griggs4 ,come along with some whisky and soda4 ,crabbe sat down in a deep chair by the fire1 and stretched his feet to the flame4 ,duckford said nothing2 only pulled at his cigar and patiently waited for what he knew was soon coming4 ,do you know--but1 no1 of course you don't1 he began presently4 ,but can you imagine how it can be that a man could pass all his force into a bronze statue and make it live4444 ,you've heard these literary men and artists talk about putting their souls into their work1 ,duckford8 ,duckford pursed his lips4 ,everything lives--even a bronze statue1 he said seriously4 ,if it was not so it would atrophy1 it would crumble and disappear4 ,look at the case of---- ,that's just what old ,ombos said4 ,and if he didn't understand all about those things1 ,i should jolly well like to be led to the man who did4 ,ombos told me hundreds of times that a man walked about this earth throwing his force into everything he came in contact with--scattering some kind of power2 and of course that power is picked up by stones and houses and 444 statues1 or anything4 ,ombos misused it2 that was disastrous4 ,it seems to me that it is safe to use this god-energy only in its own proper sphere4 ,you have very likely heard of men who have tried to pass themselves into inanimate objects8 ,well1 what would you say if ,i tell you that ,i even ,i--who sit now so soberly before you1 whom before the war you knew to be ordinarily1 a quiet1 peaceably-disposed1 sport-loving ,english fellow--had once been under the spell of a bronze statue that somebody had passed clean into8 ,you were under the hypnotic influence of your friend ,ombos1 probably1 ,i suggested4 ,you may think so1 now2 but you just wait till ,i have told you all about ,ombos1 and the bronze statue4 ,then you'll be able to decide if it was trickery4444 ,it would be different if you could have seen the statue4 ,then ,crabbe proceeded to unfold his strange tale4 ,you know that when the war first broke out ,i was attached to the ,loamshires1 and we were one of the first ,british ,regiments to start for the land across the water4 ,after six months' fighting1 during which every day was crowded with enough incident to provide a three-reel thriller for a cinema-man1 ,i found myself quartered at ,ypres4 ,have you ever been to ,ypres8 ,if you have1 it will act as a kind of antidote to those wretched picture post-cards which show it in its last phase--a heap of senseless wreckage4 ,the ',coal ,boxes1' ',jack ,johnsons' and other varied presents from ,krupp's had not fallen on the town with such lavishness at the time my regiment found shelter there4 ,it was a ,june afternoon when ,i first found my way there4 ,a mellow drowsiness hung over the ,cloth ,hall and ,cathedral4 ,it was indeed a very pleasant little town4 ,the old houses of the square1 the ,prior's ,gate1 the noble trees1 the stretch of green turf1 all shared in the dream-like repose4 ,in the ,rue ,bar-le-,duc1 as everybody knows1 just where it winds around to the fine gateway of the ,cathedral1 there is a row of little shops with bulging leaded windows1 dusty and delightful4 ,the one that took my eye was an antique shop4 ,i had a whole regiment of aunts and uncles at home who in every letter demanded souvenirs1 and here was the chance to lodge a shipping order1 with about a hundred labels1 and leave the old antiquarian fogey to send 'em off4 ,it was inside that ,i met ,ombos for the first time4 ,i selected the souvenirs1 and wrote labels2 but old ,ombos made a devil of a muddle over sending them off1 and a very prim maiden aunt received a snuff box adorned with a young ,french lady in very scanty attire4444 ,by the way1 you don't know my aunt ,sylvia1 do you8 ,crabbe laughed heartily for the first time that evening4 ,i spent some hours in the bulging window of that old shop examining the wonderful collection of beautiful old things1 and staggering about on piles of andirons and copper warming pans1 old ,ombos watching me all the time with an amused smile4 ,i can still see ,ombos standing like a figure carved in old ivory1 with one skinny yellow hand resting on the edge of a black oak table4 ',i call all this stuff here rubbish2 not worth looking at4 ,but people do not understand real good stuff if ,i show it to 'em1' he said1 and smiled a remotely contemptuous smile4 ',now if you really want to see some choice antiques 444' ,he motioned me to follow1 and taking a lighted taper1 led the way into a room at the back of his shop4 ,ombos pottered about with the taper on the end of a rod2 suddenly a big overhead chandelier burst into light and ,i stood blinking in amazement4 ,it was one of the most gorgeously furnished oak-panelled rooms ,i have ever seen4 ,the floor was of black polished ebony1 and strewn on the floor were priceless leopard skins and ,persian rugs4 ,there were heavy ,chinese tapestries worked in crimson and gold1 ,tibetan devil-masks1 gold candelabra1 armour richly inlaid with precious stones1 wondrous black oak furniture4444 ,but ,i can assure you1 ,i could continue indefinitely describing the contents of that room without giving you any adequate idea of what it was like6 ',hardly what you expected to see1 eh8' ,ombos said1 and there was a faint trace of mockery in his tone4 ,i looked around me helplessly4 ',no6' ,i said1 sinking into a most luxurious silk-cushioned divan4 ',trenches1 and this6 ,i suppose ,i'll wake up soon4' ',would you like to see my bronze statue of ,albert of ,cologne8 ,it's the gem of my collection1 and has a world-wide reputation6' ',it's rather different1 you may say4' ,he looked full over my head as ,i spoke1 and following the direction of his eyes1 ,i turned4 ,in a dark recess in that part of the room stood a bronze statue1 some six feet in height4 ,it portrayed the great mystic in a long habit fashioned after a monkish cowl1 and his hair and face reminded me of a bust of ,nero ,i had once seen in the gallery of the ,louvre4 ,ombos told me that the life of ,albert ,magnus had been written by ,dr4 ,sighart4 ,this ,dominican1 magnus in magia1 major in philosophia1 maximus in theologia1 was distinguished alike for his knowledge of the black art and his great virtue1 for austerity of regimen1 and dislike of any form of society4 ,for other details of this philosopher ,i must refer you to ,sighart's excellent monograph and ,mr4 ,james ,mew's work on ,the ,black ,art from which we learn that ,albert of ,cologne was accused by the vulgar of holding illicit commerce with the devil4 ,they believed as a matter of course that he was aided by ,beelzebub4 ,and legends grew about him in wild luxuriance4 ,in particular he is credited with the creation of an android1 homunculus1 or1 as some say1 a fair maiden--an idea which ,goethe may have copied in his celebrated play--able1 according to some1 to say only ',salve1' but1 according to others1 to predict with the unerring accuracy of a ,zadkiel a change of government1 or the advent of a pestilence1 a royal marriage or a royal death4 ,but all agree that this automaton was smashed by his pupil ,thomas ,aquinas1 who ought to have known better than to believe it a device of the ,evil ,one4 ,this story of the speaking statue may go with those other marvels of his vision of the ,holy ,virgin to encourage him in theological study1 and his stupendous garden of flowers and birds and fountains in mid-winter for ,william of ,holland1 and that gracious scent which arose after a longer time than four days out of his sacred sepulchre1 and his vision of ,st4 ,dominic1 who himself revealed to him the secret of the stone1 whereby he discharged all the debts of his bishopric4 ,these bald facts about our friend ,magnus must suffice4 ,old ,ombos had a splendid edition of his works1 lately published in ,paris under the direction of a certain ,august ,borguet2 twenty large folios on all imaginable subjects4 ,they included chapters on hawks and adhering to ,god1 on meteors and the mystery of the ,mass1 on the healing of the leper and the eau de vie4 ,i was a gross ,philistine in those days--still am1 as a matter of fact--and ,i could not appreciate the statue4 ,a strenuous life with my ,regiment had stifled what little appreciation for such things a more leisured existence might have fostered4 ,i could not appreciate nor understand the things that ,ombos was saying about the bronze statue and the strange ,master of the ,masters it portrayed4 ,old ,ombos--you could not help but think that he had grown very much like the statue himself2 or had the statue grown like him8--held up a candelabra which threw the details of the bronze figure into relief and cast flickering reflections on the dark oak panelling of the recess4 ',it's an exquisite thing1' said ,ombos4 ',see how he rears himself on his black granite plinth4 ,a noble pile of mellow bronze1 irregular yet graceful4' ,ombos regarded it smilingly1 yet with one of his queer1 sinister looks4 ,it would have been hard to know what he was thinking4 ,he was one of those tall1 emaciated chaps1 that make us men of ordinary stature feel dwarfish2 and as ,i looked at his skull-like face ,i wondered at first where his eyes were hidden 444 they seemed so far back in the dark hollows on each side of his nose4 ,i placed myself before ,albert of ,cologne--to try and appreciate it1 you know4 ,well1 ,i didn't think a great deal of it1 but of course ,i was a ,philistine4 ,i had seen many great1 heavy bronzes in the ,british ,museum1 and they hadn't even stirred my heart1 so it is not surprising that this one failed to affect me4 ,i told ,ombos1 merely to please him1 that ,i thought it was an extraordinary piece of work4 ,but he very soon saw that ,i was not able to appreciate old ,magnus1 and he drew a heavy plush curtain back in front of him4 ',come back6 ,come away6' he said4 ',you have not yet the understanding4 ,oh1 it's big6 ,it's a big god1 ,i tell you4' ,ombos was very patient with me1 but as he walked up and down the room kicking the leopard skin rugs ,i knew he was thinking what an idiot ,i was1 and ,i just waited4 ',you have not yet the understanding1' he muttered4 ',it may come to you one day 444 the doors of life and death are left ajar from time to time1 and the light of ,al ,tughrai's lamp of wisdom shines out upon us for a moment between the opening and closing4' ,the carved ivory face of old ,ombos seemed softer when he said that4 ',did my brother care for the old bronze8 ,did he love it as ,i do1 every curve in the lean and corded neck 444' ,and then all of a sudden he walked over to me6 ',come6' he said1 putting his hand on my shoulder and speaking in a voice which he had the trick of making wonderfully amiable4 ',dear me1 dear me6 ,how ,i must bore you with my old relics4 ,you want some tea and muffins or something of the kind1 eh8 ,will you do me the honour of taking tea with me8' he said1 leading me through a door in a recess and a wilderness of corridors to a small room1 where a charming ,french girl presided over a steaming tea-pot of massive silver4 ',this is ,captain ,crabbe1' said ,ombos introducing me to her4 ,he turned to me4 ',this is ,margot1 my niece1' he said with a smile4 ,i made a step forward and bowed slightly2 she was very pretty1 this girl1 as she stood there with the rich red light from the silk lamp shades behind her4 ,she was one of those dark1 seductive women that look their best in a warm light2 and that evening her face and figure seemed instinct with the joy of youth4 ,never before have ,i tasted such hot-cakes and sandwiches1 and muffins 444 there could be nothing like them1 nor any hot-cakes to set above them in all ,europe4 ,the sinister look had now quite passed from my host's face as he sat before me stirring tea and munching muffins comfortably2 he seemed goodheartedness embodied4 ,on the table were some wonderful lucid china bowls filled with cigarettes1 ,parascho and caporal ordinaire1 ,egyptian and every imaginable kind4 ,after tea we pushed back our chairs and smoked4 ,his conversation was delightful1 and showed me at once that he was a man of brilliant gifts1 yet an eccentric4 ,i felt much as ,mark ,twain must have felt when he first met ,rudyard ,kipling2 ,twain has summed up1 in that inimitable way of his1 the feeling of being in the presence of an overwhelming personality4 ',i believed that he knew more than any person ,i had met before1 and ,i knew that he knew that ,i knew less than any person he had met before--though he did not say it1 and ,i was not expecting that he would4'444 ,that was exactly how ,i felt when ,i was talking tea with ,ombos 444 his conversation was as exhilarating as wine2 his presence diffused a stimulating atmosphere2 ,i felt exalted by his joyous enthusiasm4 ,well 7to get on71 after ,i left him at the door of his old shop 7which was such a dingy entrance to all the luxury of the interior of the place71 and ,i think we were loth to part1 it was agreed between us that1 should ,i remain in the town1 we were to meet again4 ,as ,i walked down the little pave street something ,i couldn't account for began to sweep over me2 it was not merely that the presence of ,ombos had fascinated me2 there was something else4 ,there was something that stirred in my heart--a thing which you will not understand4 ,if you had known ,ombos you might have understood4 ,i wanted to go back and have another look at that bronze statue2 ,i was becoming desperately afraid that ,i had been too hasty in my inspection of it--that ,i had under-estimated it4 ,i was very young1 heedless1 self-esteemed and smug1 and had hardly paused to pay a moment's tribute to it4 ,i felt that ,albert of ,cologne was standing there1 absorbed1 proud1 erect1 and defiant1 waiting for me to find my true eyes4 99 99 99 99 99 ,of course1 ,i did see the bronze statue again1 or ,i shouldn't be sitting here wasting your time and patience4 ,within a few days ,i went round again to the old shop1 and old ,ombos was standing there amid his ,queen ,anne candlesticks and piles of books just as if he had been waiting for me4 ',come in1 come in6' he said1 speaking in a voice that made me feel honestly welcome4 ',dear me1 dear me6 ,i am very glad you have not forgotten me4' ',no1' ,i said4 ',not forgotten you or the bronze statue4 ,it was the only thing in your place that did not interest me when ,i first walked in4' ,i paused1 and ,ombos prompted me half unconsciously3 ',yes8' ',now6' ,i said1 meeting his eyes misting my own in doing so1 'it is the only thing ,i should like to see4' ',ah6' he said4444 ',well1 ,i told you that he might come over you slowly2 but the gods direct rightly whom they will4 ,i tell you that such things as the ,keys of ,mercy and the ,lamps of ,wisdom are not gained in one swift breath4 ,what's gained in a few moments is not worth having4 ,all those who have through toil and pain entered into citizenship in the ,celestial ,city will tell you that4 ,gods do not grow in one night like mushrooms4 ,every great masterpiece is an evolution1 be it a statue1 a poem1 a painting1 a man--or a god4 ,if it is ever given to you to see my ,albert of ,cologne as ,i see him you will understand what ,i mean4' ,he turned round to me and ,i gave a start1 ,i can tell you4 ,never have ,i seen such lurid gleams of light as those that danced from those two deep-set eyes6 ,i say 'lurid1' for at times1 the colour of them took a blood red hue1 and changed quickly again to a glittering green4 ,as ,i stared at him--it was all over in a few seconds--the baleful glare seemed to grow in intensity1 till ,i felt as though ,i were enduring the mocking gaze of ,albert of ,cologne himself2 and verily1 ,i half expected any moment to see ,ombos change into a mighty bronze demon or some appalling1 devilish shape from the under-world4 ',er--shall we go and have a look at the statue8' ,i said1 with a half-conscious determination to see whether it really ever had existed 7,i was beginning to think that ,ombos had been using a kind of hypnotic influence on me1 thus inducing me to see visions72 and also1 as ,i believe1 with some vague wish to shut out the sight of those rolling1 glittering eyes4 ,for the first time ,i felt towards him a fierce anger1 and ,i found myself making a resolution never to return to see him again when once ,i was free of the place4 ',ah6' he said1 ',i thought you'd want to come back and see ,albertus ,magnus2 ,i want you to have a good look at him this time and tell me if he looks quite as commonplace as he did before4 ,such things can only trickle slowly into the soul1 but presently1 ah6 they get right hold of one--they permeate one1 and then there comes a time 444' ,ombos snatched at the heavy curtain1 and the rings screeched on the brass rod4 ,clothed in his monkish garb1 his face furrowed and seamed2 the lustre of his eyes dimmed by the tears of centuries--there stood ,albertus4 ,the sunken cheeks spoke of years of study and aspiration1 but the swelling muscles of his arms1 the deep chest1 the wonderful hands--big1 bony1 horrible hands--spoke of one from whom age has taken little toll4 ,here was age1 wisdom1 mysticalness1 a subtle sense of pensive melancholy1 and a persistence that never tires4 ',well1 how do you like my statue this time8' asked ,ombos4 ',splendid6' ,i breathed4 ',yes1' he said looking hard at me4 ',the best of it is ,albertus asks for nothing4 ,you can neither bribe nor buy him2 your flattery will not move him2 your approbation or blame alike are vain 444 he has the self-sufficiency of the ,master of ,masters4' ',yes1' ,i found myself saying eagerly4 ',he is the ,master of ,masters4' ,suddenly he turned and threw the curtain back and took me by the arm and led me away4 ',my force is all going into ,albertus--but ,i must not overdo it4 ,if ,i stand too long before him he drains me of all my god-energy1 you know 444 that leaves me sick and exhausted4 ,you've heard about how ,michael ,angelo put all his power into his marble statue of ,moses8 ,you've read about such things8 ,you know the kind of gush4 ,i met a poor1 half-crazed1 devil-driven poet-fellow in ,paris some years ago who told me he had written a great poem2 he had lured the crucified soul of a murderer into his verses4 ,confoundedly conceited about it1 too1 he was 444 called it ,the ,ballad of ,reading ,gaol4 ,bah6 ,it would have taken him a lifetime to put a murderer's socks into a poem4 ,he was a mountebank 444 a posturer6 ,and what is this winged thing men name the soul8 ,and who did make the stars8' ,ombos turned demon-like eyes on me1 and his whole face seemed lit up with an appalling mirth4 ',believe them not1 for they are not miraculous ones4 ,they will be lost for ever2 they will die4 ,their books and statues may live1 but they will die1 as sure as the grass grows over graves4 ,my force and body and soul is passing into the ,master of ,masters4444 ,i shall live and be a god1 ,i shall stand oblivious and indifferent to the centuries as they stalk by4' ',you don't mean to tell me 444' ,ombos looked up1 his red-green eyes gleaming as he answered1 ',most certainly ,i do 444 my soul will pass into that bronze statue when ,i am ready to give it up4' ',the war1 ,mr4 ,ombos1' ,i thought as ,i looked at his shrivelled fearsome figure1 'has turned your head4 ,there are certainly a few bats in your belfry4 ,you will find your way into an asylum before many weeks have passed4' ,you must understand1 ,i didn't realize what kind of a chap ,i was dealing with then1 ,i didn't know that he was all cold and calm and apart from life 444 very clever and--philosophical1 but not human4 ',nonsense6 ,how can a man's soul pass into a bronze statue8' ,i asked rather testily4 ',good heavens1 man1 do you realize that you're trying to make me believe that which is beyond the pale of all human possibility6' ',human possibility6 ,what is human possibility8 ,i tell you that all this is fact2 simply4' ,ombos rose and began to pace to and fro over the ,persian rugs like a tiger4 ',i'm not given to imagining things4' ',bah6' he grunted4 ',every child will tell you that the tendency of spirits to return to the old haunts of bodily life is almost universal4 ,the universal laws apply 444 there is no escape from the great law1 the attraction of environment4' ',the rest is merely every-day knowledge4 ,have you ever heard of ancient formula by which the grosser factors of the body may be eliminated1 leaving the ethereal portions to retain the spirit8 ,do you not understand that the body may be preserved from absolute disintegration8 ,the old alchemists all knew that death could be indefinitely deferred in this way4 ,professor ,vaini left among his papers a work of two thousand pages in which he clearly demonstrated that it was possible for a spiritualized body to retain a modified life practically for ever4 ,any doctor will tell you the hair and nails of a dead person will often grow for years after4444' ,ombos turned his glittering eyes on me a moment inquisitively4 ',oh1 tell me all that kind of stuff if you like1' ,i protested good-humouredly4 ',it makes no impression on me4 ,i'm a normal man1 ,ombos1 and ,i object to having my free imagination harrowed over things that don't count4 ,behind that curtain is a bronze statue1 and it never can or will be anything else but a bronze statue1 and that's about the sum and total of it all4' ',i was merely telling you a few cold and scientific facts1' returned ,ombos argumentatively4 ',now1 if ,i wished to impress you it would be easy enough4 ,i would like to test that sensitiveness which you boast that you don't possess4 ,i think ,i could give you a severe shaking-up6 ,and ,i will begin by telling you that ,i will employ mere vulgar trickery 444 the trickery of any mountebank who fools people at a country fair6' ,he looked at me with that slow smile of his--the smile of the mystic--mocking1 mysterious4 ,i answered him with a weak laugh4 ',you may try some of your tricks1 wizard2 but you will fail to impress me1 ,i think6' ',i make it a habit not to fail4' ,his keen eyes flamed1 and his brow was dark and hot4 ,he started up and walked over to the small oak escritoire4 ,bending down he produced a small glass lamp1 and put a light to it4 ,it burnt with the imperceptible flame of pure spirit of wine4 ,he took it and vanished a moment4 ,when he returned1 and set it before me1 it gave out a keen white glare and heavily-scented smoke4 ,he took me by the arm and pointed to the black velvet curtain which hid the bronze statue4 ',see1 there3 behind--through the curtain4 ,who is that8' ,while ,i looked1 ,ombos gave a strange rasping sound4 ,then1 in a tone of weird intensity3 ',see6 ,see6' and he laid his hand on mine 444 the curtain was no longer there1 and some vague thing gathered--the statue was dim behind it--the form of a man4 ',the veil is drawn1' said the voice of ,ombos4 ',master1 the veil is drawn4 ,see1 if you will4 ,see6' ,in a fluid light the form darkened4 ,i saw ,ombos seated before a table with his head bowed down over a folio volume1 quiet and still4 ,the head was ill to look at1 and ,i knew he was dead4444 ,all grew misty and faded into light again4 ',the veil is drawn1' he droned4 ',look again6' ,again a film gathered in the light and ,i saw the ,albertus ,magnus for a moment4 ,then it changed to ,ombos1 himself4444 ,a lean and grim form with dim mocking features1 and yellow eyes that glittered and flickered4444 ,and again the vision blurred and faded into light4 ,then ,ombos dashed the lamp aside1 and the room was in red darkness 444 the silence and darkness seemed to endure for an eternity4 ,i heard the hiss of a quick indrawn breath at last 444 it was my own breathing4444 ,i opened my eyes4 ,i was in the small room where ,i had taken tea with ,ombos and ,margot some weeks before4 ,supper was laid on a superb octagon table4 ',they were good tricks1 were they not8' said ,ombos1 with an easy laugh4 ,his keen eyes smote keen into mine4 ',now you will in truth be able to go away and tell people how ,i tricked you1 how it was plainly all a cheat4' ,at that moment ,margot came in with a big apron tied about her4 ,she greeted me pleasantly1 setting a tray down on the table4 ',we do our own work here1 ,captain ,crabbe1' she said4 ',do you want to make yourself useful8' ,i rose promptly4 ,my little adventure into the occult world with ,ombos had been rather exhilarating4 ,i was glad when she told me to follow her out1 through a long corridor into the kitchen1 where she gave me a can-opener and a tin of sardines4 ',open those up and turn them into this little dish1 please4 ,and if you have any hygienic aversion to tinned things1 please forget it4 ,otherwise you will have to eat some of my hot teacakes4' ,margot was standing at the table1 cleaning a crisp head of celery4 ,the position showed me her profile1 with a little wisp of black hair escaping near one ear4 ,we sat down to one of the most cheerful meals three people have ever enjoyed4 ,we sat chatting there for nearly an hour4 ,all the while ,i was trying to reconcile this man ,ombos who sat talking boyishly with the student of occultism and black magic ,i had talked with an hour or so before4 ,if ,i had felt any resentment of the tricks he had played on me it would have vanished utterly4 ,afterwards ,margot made real ,turkish coffee over a dainty spirit lamp 444 once--in a critical stage in the coffee-making1 too--she looked up and her eyes sought mine2 then her red lips parted in a smile4 ,she poured out the coffee deftly1 blowing out the lamp1 and put the little copper pot on a plate4 ,ombos surveyed his coffee with the air of a connoisseur1 his head turned on one side4 ,margot produced the bowls of cigarettes and reached over my shoulder to offer me one4 ',you want ,egyptian8' she said smiling4 ',you see ,i have a good memory--you smoked them last time4' ,a warm faint perfume came from her hair4 ,it was ten o'clock when ,i rose to leave1 ,ombos and ,margot came out to the front to say good night3 my last glimpse1 as ,i walked down the pave street1 was of ,margot--a bare-headed figure1 with wistful grey eyes1 calm with the mysterious wisdom of pure womanhood4 ,she waved her dainty lace handkerchief to me4 ,that was the last of ,ombos in the flesh4 ,the next day1 after ,german shells had poured on ,ypres for six hours without cessation1 my regiment left the town1 and we went out a mile or two to take over some trenches4 ,a month later my duty took me back to ,ypres1 and ,i found myself walking up the ,rue ,bar-le-,duc towards the little antique shop4 ,overhead the shells whistled without cessation4 ,it was now a city of the dead--one could not realize that it was the same pleasant little town where ,i had met with so strange an experience a few weeks back4 ,men1 children and horses were lying dead in every gutter4 ,in due course ,i arrived at the shop4 ,a large hole had been ripped in the pave road before the door1 and ,i had to step over a dead and twisted soldier to gain an entrance4 ,of course the place was empty4 ,ombos1 ,albertus ,magnus and all the wonderful contents of the spacious old rooms had disappeared4 ,i made a search of the house1 and it was not without a curious sensation in my heart that ,i entered the room where the ,master of ,masters had towered in his niche4 ,silence--only the faint boom of a gun far away in the ,french trenches--awful1 ghastly silence4 ,then a deafening roar and a falling of masonry as ,krupp's marked down another house in the town of sorrow4 ,the horror of it6 ,i turned dismally away1 out into the ,rue ,bar-le-,duc1 and along the square4 ,a few scattered lights shone feebly through the evening mist1 and over towards the ,norman bridge the yellow flames from a burning house lit up the sky with a lurid glow4 ,at nearly every street corner little groups of civilians had collected and were talking and gesticulating in a terrified manner4 ,when a big shell came with a hoarse1 rattling noise through the air1 like a racing motor cycle on the track at ,brooklands1 they would rush into their homes1 panic-smitten4 ,if death winked1 and passed them over1 out they would creep again4 ,and so they lived in an inferno of shells for weeks on end4 ,an ambulance wagon overturned in the middle of the road attracted my attention4 ,i could not repress a shudder as ,i looked on the shell-shattered wreck4444 ,it was the old type of four-horse ambulance used by the army in ,south ,africa2 possibly it had jolted into the shell-swept death-trap of ,spion ,kop1 or carried men into the reeking enteric camps of ,ladysmith4 ,well1 it had made its last journey this time6 ,the four dead horses had not been cut away from the traces1 and from underneath the huddled and twisted heap stuck out an arm1 and in the hand was clutched one of those short1 stumpy whips which are used by the lead driver of a gun4 ,i can see that poor chap in my mind thrashing and urging his team of horses into a gallop1 for it was not reckoned wise to meander about the streets of ,ypres1 and then--one blinding crash4 ,i swung round with a great desire to get away from the appalling scene1 and as ,i did so1 ,i noticed a girl in a doorway struggling in the grip of a powerful1 swarthy-faced man of middle age4 ,in the fading light ,i caught a glimpse of her face1 and ,i was out of the shadow and by her side like a sky-rocket4 ',let her go6' ,i said shortly4 ',before ,i mop out the gutter with you4' ,the man turned on me4 ',who the devil----' ',that's enough6' ,a ,red ,cap--a corporal in the ,military ,police--loomed into view1 and with an imprecation the rough backed away from the girl1 turned1 and in a moment was lost in the gloom4 ,i brought my eyes back to the girl who had confronted me in the red light of sunset1 and ,i stood gazing at her dumbly1 fascinated1 but with never a word to say4 ,she was burning with anger and shame1 trembling like an aspen1 too4 ,it was ,margot6 ,the girl glanced up at me1 a look that set my heart throbbing4 ,it was my first real sight of her since ,i had seen her that afternoon with ,ombos4 ,i had thought her pretty then1 but there is a distinct gap between a pretty woman and a lovely woman1 and she was as beautiful as a ,greek marble4 ,indeed1 but for the carmine of her lips1 and long dark eyelashes1 she might have been chiselled out of pellucid stone1 for her skin was dead white4 ,she was--or had been--beautifully and expensively dressed1 and there was breeding and refinement in every line of her face4 ',don't you know me8' ,i said4 ,the girl looked at me intently4 ',i know you1 of course1' she said4 ,i won't waste time in trying to tell you what my thoughts and sensations were4 ,rather ,i will tell you instead1 what ,i did4 ,it was some minutes later1 and already we had started to walk slowly back in the direction of the ,rue ,bar-le-,duc4 ',and now you want to know--' she said4 ',yes--that's it--what's become of ,ombos 444 and the bronze statue8' ,margot looked up at me1 and a strange melancholy transformed her face4444 ,she was at a loss for words4444 ',poor ,ombos--oh1 poor1 cranky ,ombos1' she muttered4 ',one morning ,i found him dead in his room1 with all his wonderful1 brown1 powdery-looking books4 ,he was leaning on a table over an old volume that he was fond of4444 ,and then the doctors came4 ,he had died1 they afterwards said1 of failure of the heart's action4' ',dead1' ,i murmured mechanically4444 ',then everything was very uncomfortable4 ,but ,i saved a good sum of money1 and ,i sent most of the valuable things to ,paris to be sold--no living soul coming forward to make any claims4 ,ombos left everything to me 444 bonds1 securities1 and all4 ,come this way--,i have a little room up the side-street4 ',he left me well provided for4 ,he----' ',yes2 but why on earth do you stay in this dead city1' ,i broke in4 ',sssh6444 ,don't interrupt unless ,i ask you questions4 ',i'll tell you all about everything4 ,it's extraordinarily difficult4444' ,i waited4 ',you see1' she picked her words carefully1 ',ombos was so--queer about that horrible ,albertus ,magnus of his4 ,he had made me promise never to part with it and it seemed to me--stupidly perhaps--that ,i owed him that--to see that his only wish was carried out to the letter4 ,otherwise ,i should never dare to have stayed here4 ,you couldn't expect me to move about with a gigantic bronze figure without making ample preparations4' ',ah6'444 ',this is where ,i live1' she said in a low voice4 ,margot had halted in front of an alley leading over rough cobbles1 into a small square of what appeared to be old oak-fronted houses4 ,a narrow passage-way ran down by one side of the end house4 ',won't you come inside1 and--see ,albertus8 ,this way1' she said4 ',it's rather dark1 ,i'm afraid4' ,in pitch-black darkness1 guided by ,margot's hand1 ,i stumbled through a doorway into a spacious hall--a mysterious1 fusty-smelling cavern of a place--along a passage1 and then up a flight of worn stone stairs4 ,it was one of those old houses where one could feel the silence and hear the shadows4 ,the steps came out upon a bare landing with oak-lined walls1 lit only by a solitary flickering candle1 and ,margot1 halting before a locked door1 opened it and motioned me to enter4 ,the room was in darkness1 and ,i knew not what fear1 akin to that little grey shadow of a fear1 was to be found in the darkness there4 ,at first ,i hesitated4 ,then ,margot came with the candle1 and as it guttered1 the flame threw distorted shadows2 at one moment lighting up a dark spot with a sudden flash1 and then sending queer1 erratic reflections chasing across the oak panelling4 ,then a flicker displayed the unmade bed on which ,margot had lain4444 ,she coloured deeply4 ',you have stored the bronze statue in some other part of the house1' ,i said at a venture4 ,she looked at me1 as ,i thought1 a little uneasily4 ',you aren't afraid of that old statue8' she exclaimed4 ',we might at least light up the candles1' she added1 as ,i made no reply2 and she turned and put a burning taper to the candelabra4 ,as ,margot spoke the candles flared up1 and then1 with a sudden start of unexplained dismay1 ,i saw in a corner by the bed stood the bronze figure4 ,as ,i looked at it ,i felt the horror of nightmare seize me1 for it bore a striking resemblance to ,ombos4 ,a dreadful exuberance and vitality seemed to shine through the thing1 an exuberance wholly malign1 a vitality that foamed and frothed with unimaginable evil4 ,evil beamed from the deep cavernous eyes2 it leered in the demon-like mouth4444 ,ugh6-- ,margot walked up to me and patted my shoulder4 ',well1 and are you really afraid of that thing1' she said1 pointing to the statue4 ',but1 don't you see8' said ,i4 ',it's scarcely the face of a bronze figure4 ,it's almost human4 ,no2 it isn't even human4 ,it's the face of some devil4' ,margot laughed4 ',yes3 he isn't very cheerful1' she said4 ',scarcely a boudoir ornament1 eh8 ,i'll throw a blanket over ,albertus if you like4' ',i really wish you would1' ,i said1 ',i don't care so long as he can't grin at me4' ,somehow1 with the bronze figure covered up1 ,i felt much lighter and happier4 ,i think that ,margot--that ,margot must have been rather overstrained after the struggle with that brute4 ,she seemed to be all nerves--upset3 insisted in putting her little white hand on mine in a very solemn way1 and thanking me for all sorts of imaginary favours4444 ,got 'a wheeze' into her head1 among other rot1 that ,i had saved her life4 ',look here1' ,i said4 ',i wish you wouldn't talk so jolly silly4 ,i'm not a bit unselfish1 ,i'm a novelist4 ,there was nothin' doin' with my crowd--regiment ,i mean--and so ,i came here to look for copy4 ,that was why ,i persisted in seeing you home here4 ,it was all just a matter of copy to me--at the start4' ,i paused1 and ,margot turned her tourmaline eyes full on me4 ,had you asked me after my first visit to old ,ombos what ,margot's eyes were like ,i could not have told you the colour to save my life4 ,if ,i had been forced to weigh out a guess ,i might have said they were a shade of grey4 ,grey8 ,name of a little dog6 ,yes1 ,i should have called 'em grey1 but that would have been like describing the ,pyramids by saying they were stone4 ,however can ,i describe the wonder that ,i found 444 ,a sort of flush appeared on ,crabbe's boyish face4 ,i--,i'm afraid ,i have run off the track of my story a bit1 he stammered1 but ,i may as well tell you all of it4 ,take a drink of whiskey2 said ,duckford slowly1 and take your own time4 ,margot looked at me1 her lips quivering4 ',you've not found much copy ,i'm afraid1' she answered despondently4 ',now1' ,i said1 meeting her eyes1 'copy matters not at all 444 you are all that matters4' ,it does not in the least concern you or the story to know what manner of a woman ,margot is4 ,but ,i might say that she is in fulness a woman--not a fribble1 or one of those pick-me-up-and-carry-me women4 ,so when ,i said plain words to her she did not pretend to misunderstand4 ',don't let us be conventional1' ,i went on1 ',it wouldn't fit in with these wonderful days a bit4 ,perhaps ,i've no right to talk to you like this--but ,ombos is dead and you seem to have no friend in the world4 ,we have got caught up1 you and ,i1 in one of the marvellous tangles of this great conflict1 and ,god knows how it's all going to end4 ,but it seems to have been written in the book of fate that we should meet1 and whether ,ombos and his bronze statue haunts me to the end of my days or he doesn't1 ,i'm glad ,i have met you1 and to know for just one swift hour ,i've used these hands of mine in your service4 ,i wouldn't take back one minute of these great days6' ,margot was regarding me with her wide eyes1 a little startled1 but ,i saw beyond those rounds of tourmaline a soft light4 ',how is it8' said ,margot calmly4 ',a few hours ago you hadn't spoken more than a few words to me 444 you don't know me4' ',in times of war1' ,i reminded her1 'we live a year in a day4' ,margot rested her chin on her hands4 ',what a strange world it is1' she murmured4 ',confoundedly strange1' ,i agreed4 ',i can't help thinking even now that my meeting with ,ombos in that weird den in the ,rue ,bar-le-,duc was all a dream1 and ,i'm going to wake up soon4' ',i didn't mean that1' ,margot said quietly4 ',that didn't seem so strange to me4 ,perhaps it's because ,i lived with ,ombos for nearly four years4' ',it was just like a page torn from the ,arabian ,nights to me1' ,i said4 ,she smiled at me wanly4 ',the only other home ,i've known was with foster-parents in ,paris when ,i was quite a child1' she said4 ',i was brought here straight from a convent school in ,brussels4 ,ombos was my guardian4 ,he'--she hesitated1 shivering--',i don't think he was quite--sane1 but he was always very kind to me4' ',margot1' ,i stammered as ,i imprisoned her hands in mine1 ',i'm going to take you out of this mudhole of a place4444 ,i'm going to send you over to ,england4 ,i'll stay here and look after you to-night1 and to-morrow ,i'll see you on your way4' ,she dragged her hands away suddenly4 ',but are you sure8' ,margot said1 half sobbing4 ',please reflect 444 you are in too much of a hurry4 ,when an idea comes to you--the idea1 that you want me for instance--what do you do8 ,instead of taking the idea for a long1 cool walk1 you sit down here to work it up 444 it is the eternal boyishness of the ,englishman4 ,you must first think of your future4' ',but do you think that the future holds anything for me now that ,i wouldn't throw away with both hands for you8' ,i said1 and the passion of my voice whipped the blood up into that alabaster face 444 she put out her hands with a little pleading movement4 ',don't1' she said again4 ',i must1' ,i said stubbornly4 ',there's nothing in the world powerful enough to take you from me 444 if you will have me4 ,margot1 you must believe me 444 you shall believe me6' ,i added almost savagely1 and my hands closed round her waist as she leaned against the back of a huge old divan4 ,margot closed her eyes for a moment and her head dropped gently on my shoulder4 ,her hair brushed my face1 and the faint musky scent that came from it is woven into all my after memories of that moment1 ,i drew her closer and she sighed for very happiness1 while life drifted past in uncounted minutes or hours4 ,it was the next evening that ,i arranged to have one of the ,a4,s4,c4 cars1--then running between ,ypres and ,st4 ,omer1--wait for us outside ,margot's rooms4 ,under cover of darkness ,i bundled ,margot into the motor-lorry1 got the bronze statue in1 and jumped up on the driver's seat beside her1 and sank down with a gasp of relief4 ,one last glimpse of the little bulgy window of the shop as the lorry rounded the corner1 and then ,i turned and looked at the girl4 ,tears glittered in her eyes1 and her lips were quivering4 ,i put my hand out and closed over her ice-cold fingers4 ',margot6' ,i said1 ',i'm taking you to ,boulogne and then you will go to ,england to my home4 ,my people will look after you4444' ',but--' she hesitated4 ',there are no buts1' ,i said firmly1 ',you are coming with me4 ,you can't stay in this infernal hole1 like a rat in a trap4' ,margot gave a weary little sigh and leaned closer to me1 giving herself into my care as trustfully as a child4 ,until that time she had been just a figure in the great war game that might provide me with something to 'write up' into a book4 ,that had been my principal thought4 ,now1 all in a few moments1 her beauty1 the frightened look which had shone in her great grey eyes1 her distress made me forget all that1 drove all thoughts of traffic with publishers from my mind4 ,i knew only that it was good to help her4 ,then ,i set about thinking how ,i could get ,margot and ,albertus ,magnus to ,england4 ,it was going to be a difficult game4 ,i went carefully over all the good fellows ,i knew who could help me4 ,there was old ,longden of the ,a4,s4,c4 depot at ,st4 ,omer1 there was ,captain ,chester1 the transport officer at ,boulogne1 and ,orgles of ammunition supply at ,cassel1 which is a small place where the strings of motors from the base unload4 ,well1 7to get on17 we arrived late that night at ,st4 ,omer1 and by a vast amount of bribery and cajolery ,i got some ,a4,s4,c4 men to knock up a strong case for the ,albertus ,magnus and--but enough4 ,it is sufficient to say that an officer who was going home on leave was kind enough to see ,margot as far as ,boulogne1 and in the fullness of time both ,albertus ,magnus and the girl came safely to ,england4 ,i have endeavoured to give you the facts of my strange story up to this point1 without omission or exaggeration4 ,i have been careful not to miss out the slightest items4 ,if ,i have failed1 it must not be put down to forgetfulness3 for ,i do not think there is a single thing about old ,ombos that has not been permanently fixed in my mind4 ,even now ,i have but to shut my eyes to see the leering face of ,albertus1 to stand once more trembling with terror and see that green shadow jump into the dusk with hellish glee and frolicsome skippings and toppings gallop away1 to walk into the old library at home and see poor ,price with his knees drawn up and eyes fixed open in extreme terror--,but enough4 ,i do not exaggerate4 ,and now ,i must come to what you'll call the second part of the story--though it was all one long connected nightmare to me4 ,i returned from ,france1 as you know1 six months ago1 with a bullet in my leg1 and thought myself in the best of luck to get a 'blighty' one2 ,i mean a slight wound which necessitated me being sent back to ,england4 ,i went down to a charming old house at ,monk's ,ely which my father had lately moved into1 and soon drifted into peaceful ways of country life4 ,the trivial little objects and customs of rustic life--those simple things that are best of all--attracted me surprisingly4 ,a delightful room full of my books and pictures had been prepared on the ground floor of the house1 but ,i was not often in it4 ,still1 ,i accorded to my bronze statue a prominent corner in the room1 where he frowned upon all my other possessions with that great look of disinterestedness which only bronze or death can typify4 ,a week or two passed without incident1 except that again and again a curious feeling that sometimes ,i was not alone was present in my mind4 ,in a way ,i got used to it1 because after being in the trenches and looking in the face of death as a kind of hobby the feeling of release and lightness that comes over one drives all other troubles clean away4 ,but after a while this feeling seemed to be growing in poignancy4 ,in fact at the end of the first fortnight ,i mentioned it to my father4 ',strange you should have felt like that1' he said one night after dinner1 'because for the last day or so1 the same sensation has been creeping over me4 ,when is it that you have your ghostly visitor8 ,have you any feeling now of such a thing1 for instance8' ,we were having a smoke on the lawn 444 it was a beautiful evening of stars1 and as he spoke ,i felt the unseen presence with terrific intensity4 ,at that moment the door that led from the library quietly swung open1 and just as quietly closed again1 as if someone had passed out into the garden4 ',did you see that8' ,i said4 ',there is not a breath of wind stirring3 odd thing that a door should play those kind of tricks4' ,my father was silent a moment4 ',you felt it then1' he said4 ',frightfully6' ,i breathed4 ',let's get back to the dining-room1' my father urged4 ,just as we got up to the house door 7not the library door which opened on the path71 ,i saw1 as ,i thought1 a figure move in the bushes near the library4 ,perhaps it would be better to describe it as a shadow 444 but ,i could swear that it was of a greenish colour4 ,for one moment1 from sheer terror of the unseen1 ,i stood frozen to the doorstep1 and then my father touched my arm and we walked in together4 ,that evening1 my friend ,price1 after his wont1 dropped in4 ,i had just run the car round to the front door and was about to run into the village to bring the vicar back to stay with us over the week-end--besides ,i badly wanted to get away from those infernal gusts of depression that swept the place4 ,i did not scruple to keep to my arrangements and told ,price to make himself comfortable in the library till my return4 ',you'll find cigars1 spirits--and the spirit1' ,i said jokingly4 ,he nodded and laughed1 and ,i jumped into the car1 and quickly put a mile between myself and--the bronze statue1 for ,i was convinced that ,albertus of ,cologne was connected in some unearthly way with the face of ,fear that often turned full on me4 ,a half-hour afterwards ,i had pulled up at the vicarage1 and was hanging on to the bell which gave forth a mighty clamour4 ,i was impatient to get inside for a moment and behold the good genial face of the vicar4 ,somehow1 wherever the vicar went1 he had a wonderful way of cheering things up2 his presence diffused an atmosphere of merriment4 ,the door suddenly opened and ,i was face to face with him3 ',my dear boy1' cried the vicar1 ',i am glad to see you4' ,then he stared at me in amazement4 ',what have you done to yourself8 ,you have aged years since ,i saw you last week4' ',ah1 ,i have things to tell you1' ,i said1 ',things that will make you think ,i am off my head1 but ,i shall convince you----' ,the vicar took my arm and walked me up to his sanctum1 a fine spacious chamber1 beautified with that simplicity which throws a wonderful dignity over all1 and tends to show how in omission so much more refinement is to be discovered than in ornament4 ,touches of the vicar's keen discernment of those things which are worthy and noble were revealed on every hand--knowledge of this sort is older than ten thousand years4 ,the room received one like a friend4 ,the alcoves were filled with well-bound books1 there was a superb ,persian carpet1 old gate-legged tables--oak was there everywhere2 in the beams and the shelves and the mighty writing desk4 ,the servant had brought in a small table with syphons and spirits1 and had set a lamp upon it4 ',help yourself1' said the vicar4 ,i poured out a dose of whisky and was lifting it for a squirt of soda when all at once ,i saw ,fear2 not apprehension1 not foreboding1 but ,,fear--the glass fell from my hand and my fingers sagged on the handle of the syphon4 ,i saw my reflection in a long glass1 and my face was bleached to an unhealthy dull whiteness4 ,suddenly like a shot1 right in the middle of things1 ,i found myself wondering about poor ,price4 ,and ,i wasn't only wondering somehow ,i was horribly uneasy about him4 ,it came to me that ,i had been heartless to leave him all alone with the statue4 ,at last ,i couldn't stand the strain any longer4 ,i got up4 ',vicar1' ,i said1 ',i'm going back to see if ,price is all right4 ,it will sound quite mad to you1 ,i expect1 but if you want to know the sober truth1 ,i will tell you that ,i have just seen him in a vision3 he was in trouble1 ,i know4 ,but come1 let us get into the car4 ,i have never told anyone my whole story yet1 but ,i shall like to tell you about ,ombos and his statue4 ,i will tell you on the way back to ,abbot's ,ely4 ,it is about time1 in fact1 that ,i tried to classify what ,i have learned4' ,i then briefly related the story of ,ombos and our acquaintance4 ,i concealed nothing1 dwelling on the irresistible alluring influence of the bronze statue4 ,i described the depression1 the despair1 the overpowering moral weakness which seemed to follow me since the ,albertus ,magnus had become one of my possessions4 ,in short1 ,i lifted the curtain1 for the first time1 and showed the vicar a true picture of the strange world ,i had moved in for the last few weeks4 ,when we had returned and backed the car into the coach house we walked across the lawn to the back door4 ,here we met ,clayton1 the butler4 ,he appeared to be frightened1 and told me that he had heard a kind of quivering1 sobbing voice coming from the library4 ,he thought ,mr4 ,price was ill4 ,we went to the door4 ,it was locked1 and an application of a spare key proved that the other key had been left in the lock inside4 ,we knocked loudly1 and called4 ,there was no reply4 ,clayton's conviction that 'something had happened' worked on my nerves frightfully1 and in the end the vicar and ,i forced open the door with some gardening tools4 ,something had happened4 ,the room was in complete darkness1 and at first nothing could be discerned at all4 ,a slight wind had got up in the last half an hour2 and it rustled the trailers of ivy against the opened windows4 ,the heavy curtains moved carelessly in the draught1 and the trees creaked faintly4 ,but beyond these inevitable noises1 the room was quiet4 ,then gradually1 the outline of the room became visible and the framework of the window began to shape itself dimly before my eyes4 ,in the hazy light from the glass doors1 and the vague light of a lamp in the hall1 ,i saw that the chesterfield in the window bay where ,price so often lounged was tenanted4 ,a gleam of his light tweed suit showed there and across that4444 ,oh1 ,i fully expected to see the other thing6 ,across that there was an obscure greenish shadow4 ,i walked towards it1 when suddenly the shadow shot upwards and was lost to sight4 ,then the springs of the chesterfield creaked and wheezed1 the same as they will when suddenly released from pressure4 ,clayton came in at that moment holding a candelabra aloft and the feeble flames disclosed poor old ,price4 ,he was on his back1 his knees slightly drawn up4 ,the face was not the face of a man at all--it was a horrible mask of contorted terror4 ,his eyes were opened and fixed2 the mouth was twisted in a gape of fearful wonder4 ',run1 ,clayton1' said ,i2 'a doctor and a policeman6' ,clayton placed the candelabra on the table and bounced out and down the front steps4 ,price was dead without a doubt4 ,he had been strangled1 the doctor thought from the greenish-black marks on his neck and other circumstances4 ,the savage deed had been accomplished with frightful ferociousness and strength4 ,soon the room was in the possession of the police1 and the vicar and ,i turned out4 ,there was little evidence at the inquest4 ,the cries of poor ,price had been heard by my man1 the body had been found--that was the practical summing-up of the whole matter4 ,the doctor gave his evidence as to the probability of murder1 and the police evidence tended in the same direction4 ,it was affirmed that 7some would say7 he had been baffled by ,price in an attempt to rob the house1 had sacrificed the poor fellow to the fury of his checked greed1 and had afterwards escaped by the window4 ,the jury found that ,price had died by the hand of some person unknown4 ',well1 vicar1' ,i asked afterwards1 'what do you think of the verdict8' ,he told me that from his point of view it seemed to be the most reasonable one that could be given2 and to agree with the laws of common-sense4 ',yes1' ,i replied1 'perhaps you are right from the common-sense point of view4 ,nevertheless1 ,i know that ,price did not die by any human agency4 ,it is too ghastly2 ,i can still see that green shadow hovering above his body on the couch4 ,the huge shadow1 the ,elemental1 the spirit of ,ombos--whatever you like to call it--was there in that room with ,price4 ,it was there in a form that could be seen and felt4 ,it is something more substantial than an ordinary shadow 444 it is a thing of hellish terror1 and it comes from that infernal bronze statue4' ,thence forward1 as day followed day1 the ghastly memory of the murder of ,price seemed to recede from my mind4 ,i neither heard nor saw anything1 nor did that sense of the unseen presence lurking about the house1 come to me4 ,i was beginning to hope that the spell of the bronze statue had passed away for good4 ,but one night after this interval ,i again felt fear looking whitely on me again4 ,if ,i were to describe all the incidents of the next few days in their order my story would never come to an end1 and your patience would be exhausted4 ,wherever ,i went after dark had fallen the shadow of the unseen followed me4 ,i had a passion for inviting people to stay with me1 and ,i longed for companionship of my kind which ,i had never known before2 ,i was eager to throw myself into the realities of life4 ,the sense of a certain kind of separateness is hell6 ,just you ask anybody who knows4 ,i called on people1 lived in my car1 and dined out on the slightest provocation4 ,i remember ,i spent one evening1 7after my desperate efforts to find some good ,samaritan to bear me company71 with a party of road-menders2 ,i helped them break up the stones and all that kind of thing4 ,but after they had packed up their tools and tea cans and bid me 'thanks and good night1' ,i met fear on the homeward road--a shadow among shadows4 ,it would be almost impossible to describe the swerves that my mind took from that time till the end4 ,the presence of the ,albertus ,magnus filled me by turns with dread1 blind fear1 an overshadowed sort of pleasure1 and utter hopelessness4 ,i dare not have it taken away2 and ,i knew that its presence was driving me mad4 ,the vicar told me that if ,i could make up my mind to have the statue removed or destroyed1 it might dispel all my troubles4 ,i ought to make an application to the authority on bronzes at the ,british ,museum1 who would be only too pleased to accept it4 ,an application to escape the company of ,albertus ,magnus6 ,a request that the ,british ,museum would graciously take over a bronze statue1 the soul of departed ,ombos1 and a blind terror that walked at twilight6 ,the vicar's proposal sent me into a paroxysm of hysterical laughter4 ,i'd gone into the library one afternoon about four1 as ,i had heavy arrears of letter-writing to make up4 ,it was surprising that ,i should choose that room where ,albertus ,magnus towered in his corner--and 7,i don't know why7 ,i felt vaguely unhappy when ,i had been separated too long from him4 ,by half past six ,i had finished4 ,i went to the door to ring for ,clayton to post my letters1 and turned to light up the candelabra 7,i forgot to say that it was a fad of my father's all through his life to use candelabra in preference to electric light or gas71 when ,i heard1 ,i thought ,i heard a chuckle behind me--low1 faint1 but unmistakably malicious4 ,the fate of poor ,price flashed into my mind1 and at the same time1 ,i myself was watching myself fight on that same chesterfield with something horrible1 unclean1 intangible4 ,i turned round instantaneously1 feeling that the ,albertus ,magnus was at his hellish game again4 ,with sudden horror ,i saw where the chuckle had come from4 ,the statue had changed from the bronze-green to a fleshy-green4 ,it was alive1 and the great muscles were twitching and quivering4 ,to my unutterable horror1 ,i perceived it was not ,albertus ,magnus4444 ,it was ,ombos6 ,his breath came in horrid little flutters1 with seconds between each one1 as if he had just come to life and was not quite used to it4 ,a dreadful viciousness and vitality shone from his green eyes1 and his demon-like mouth was twisted into a grin of unimaginable evil4 ',gods don't grow in one night like mushrooms1' he said with a leer4 7,there was no mistake about his voice--it was ,ombos2 the words rang through my brain as if they had been shouted47 ',you can't expect a statue to turn into a god in a breath1 or to come down and skip about 444 it takes time and faith4' ,at that moment ,i must have gone mad4 ,i snatched the heavy candelabra and with a howl of rage ,i hurled it with all my force at his narrow leering eyes4 ,it struck the solid bronze with a terrific crash and fell at the base of the pedestal whereon ,ombos had stood a moment before4 ,clayton rushed in at this juncture1 and we went into the sitting-room4 ,i saw him wipe his forehead with the back of his hand4 ',he's been here again1 sir1' he said4 ',i was standing on the gravel path by the library1 a minute ago1 when ,i saw him close by me in the bushes4 ,he came across the water-meadow1 ,i think4 ,and any way he made off back that way when ,i shouted at him4 ,begad1 though1 it'll be worth a trifle to see who this rascal is1 sir4 ,i wonder what he's after4 ,not the common kind of assassin4 ,what8' 99 99 99 99 99 ,this was the climax2 ,i felt that another such encounter would drive me raving mad4 ,somewhere there must be a natural explanation2 it was only a question of finding it4 ,among other things it occurred to me that someone1 for reason unknown1 might be playing a series of practical jokes upon me1 but it was hard to believe a hoax of such malignant and serious intent4 ,besides1 it did not explain the death of ,price which1 ,i felt more and more convinced1 was in some way connected with the bronze statue4 ,i felt it would be my own fault if ,i did not get some part of the mystery cleared up soon4 ,it was plain1 too1 that ,i must virtually act alone4 ,the first thing was to find a helper1 and after casting about me ,i thought of a member of my company1 ,john ,travers1 who had lost two fingers at ,charleroi at the first stage of the war4 ,he was a giant in stature1 his muscular force would have warranted him in contesting a fall or two with a full-grown lion4 ,i wrote to ,travers the same evening and his answer came a couple of days later1 saying that he would be down by the first train that he could catch4 ,i said nothing in my letter about the bronze statue1 but merely mentioned that ,i feared a gang of thieves had marked my house down1 and ,i wanted his help to guard the place for a week or so4 ,well1 ,travers arrived4 ,armed with two new service rifles1 we each in turn kept watch over the statue1 agreeing that a shot out of the window should warn the other1 were any sudden danger to arise4 ,on the second night of our vigil ,i retired to bed hugely sleepy4 ,i had left ,travers on guard in the library4 ,he was seated in an armchair under my ,albertus ,magnus1 with his rifle over his knees4 ,i did not take off my clothes1 but threw myself1 dressed as ,i was1 upon the bed4 ,determining to make sure of some rest ,i took a stiff glass of hot brandy4 ,i slept--,i could scarcely help sleeping--but not for long1 for ,i suddenly awoke from a tumultuous dream1 my limbs atremble1 and my forehead sticky with cold sweat4 ,it seemed as though somebody was calling my name from a vast distance4 ,the room was full of whisperings and moanings and strange uncanny things4 ,something was evidently at work in my sub-consciousness4 ,nothing was wrong with ,travers or ,i should have heard the report of his rifle4 ,yet something was wrong6 ,the conviction grew stronger and stronger within me4 ,then came the faint sound of rattling at the brass knob1 and with sudden horror ,i saw the door open a couple of inches4 ,a pause of some seconds and it was pushed open still farther4 ,for a space of five seconds my heart seemed to stop beating1 and then the worst came4 ,you will think ,i was beside myself2 but as the door was pushed open a face peeped round behind it1 and ,i saw two green eyes looking at me6 ,i had at once recognised the face1 and the face was that of ,ombos6 ,he appeared to smile at me1 but it was a leer of inscrutable evil and malevolence1 and ,i took up my rifle and fired at a venture4 ,a howl of pain1 hoarse with anger1 rent the air1 and the face vanished4444 ,i rushed downstairs and into the library4 ,as ,i entered1 the body of ,travers came twisting across the room like a penny whirligig4 ,his head struck the marble fire-place with a frightful dull thud1 and he fell a motionless heap on the floor4 ,i struck straight in front of me with a rifle--and hit something--something that pushed past me4 ,then the front door opened and shut with a deafening clang4 ,a sudden qualm of real fear took hold of my heart1 but1 mastering it as best ,i could1 ,i opened the front door and tore madly down the drive4 ,i looked down the hushed street4 ,past the lamp-posts1 skipping from the gloom into the light and from light into shadow1 with a series of bounds1 sped a horrible apish form4 ,it bounded along with incredible fleetness1 and was soon lost to view in the distant gloom4 ,just at that moment ,clayton came down the drive4 ,i could not speak4 ,i pointed to the library4444 ,i beckoned him to follow4 ,on the floor lay the dead body of ,john ,travers4 ,the statue of ,albertus ,magnus had vanished6 ,and there the story ends4 ,i can give no explanation whatever1 beyond what ,i have related4 ,the bronze figure has never1 so far as ,i know1 been seen again1 nor has the restless spirit of poor ,ombos walked again in our garden and library4 ,but1 taking the circumstances into consideration1 the whole train of events points to the fact that ,ombos had in some occult way passed his ethereal body into that statue1 and for that very reason he was unable to rest quietly in his grave4 ,you will continue to live in the house at ,abbot's ,ely1 of course1 said ,duckford4 ,crabbe shook his head4 ,never6 ,i wrote a week ago putting it in the agent's hands for sale4 ,there may be nothing in it1 but ,i hardly want to make any new experiments now4 ,the bronze statue has disappeared4 ,i should like to think it was stolen by a gang of burglars4 ,but ,i remember that chuckle--the malicious mirth of some unearthly thing1 it seemed4 ,and ,i remember 444 let us leave it at that4 ,i want to forget1 to walk in the ,sunshine1 in the crowded ,strand1 away from the darknesses and silences4 ,as ,i say1 there the story ends4444 ,i have told you all of it4 99 99 99 99 99 ,but ,captain ,crabbe did not tell it all4 ,the best part was strictly private4 ,he married ,margot at half-past ten on the following ,saturday morning but one1 at ,st4 ,george's1 ,hart ,street1 ,bloomsbury4 ,,ii ,,the ,,de ,,gamelyn ,,traditions ,he was just an ,irish soldier's son2 a real boy in real life1 and his name was ,tim1 and that was the only name he had besides his surname which was ,gamelyn4 ,and somehow he was perfectly happy4 ,but one day he found an old book and read about a boy whose name was ,victor2 and the more he read about ,victor the more ardent was his wish to be like ,victor1 and he wished that he had been called ,victor--for ,victor was a genius and a gentleman1 and all things which ,victor put his hands to were crowned with success4 ,but ,tim's name was ,tim ,gamelyn1 which was unfortunate2 and when he went to an ,english school at ,margate they called him1 because his hair was red1 ,carrots which was heartbreaking4 ,in the book nobody had ever jeered at ,victor or called him nicknames2 they would have been dealt with very severely1 besides they would not have dared2 he was far too heroic4 ,so ,tim became very furious when the other fellows called him ,carrots4 ,but the more he showed his dislike for this name the more the boys made use of it1 also when they had time to spare--they warmed their hands in the imaginary heat radiated by his ruddy hair4 ,it was impossible to uphold any dignity under the circumstances1 and he began to wonder what ,victor would have done in a like predicament4 ,but then ,victor's hair was rich and brown and curly1 and no one could have said a word against it2 ,tim's was red and of the kind that fate keeps in stock of the humble and low1 and it made a little lump come up in his throat when he realized it4 ,then the football season on1 ,victor1 ,tim well remembered1 had gone in for every kind of athletic sport4 ,when he had first arrived at a strange boarding school he had refused1 with a heedless laugh1 to say whether he could play or not4 ,victor did not even deign to go near the football field for a month4 ,but ten minutes before the ,match of the year commenced he suddenly made up his mind to play4 ,during the first half of the game ,victor had laid low2 he was waiting4 ,then his eyes flashed1 and his lithe1 active figure flashed up the field sending the ball into the posts like a shot from a gun1 thus scoring the first and only goal4 ,he had then fainted away2 and a beautiful girl had exclaimed ,a-a-a-a-a-h1 and had hurried to him with a smelling-bottle and much sympathy4 ,when he recovered1 he sat up and made an apology for stopping the game and was loudly cheered by both teams4 ,this was the model which ,tim had to keep in his mind's eye4 ,in one or two ways he succeeded1 and in others he failed--failed dismally4 ,when ,tim came to ask questions about football at ,thetford ,grammar ,school he found it was quite another thing4 ,in the first place the boys all spoke to him in that specially offensive you're-only-a-little-kid sort of way4 ,they also took it for granted that he had never seen a football in his life4 ,he found it impossible to refuse 7with a careless laugh7 to say whether he had ever kicked a ball before4 ,he was told that he would have to play in the next school practice match1 and that if he could kick a ball1 he might be allowed to play in a real match one fine day4 ,when the first practice game commenced1 ,tim remembered that an enthusiastic crowd had run by ,victor's side1 shouting wildly3 ,hurrah6 hurrah for ,victor4 ,it is true that a few of the smaller boys shouted at him4 ,but what they shouted was3 ,put a bit of life into it1 old ,carrots6 and ,go it1 ,rufus6 ,you'll never score a goal if you kick the ball in that mother-may-,i-have-an-orange style4 ,during the first part of the game ,tim was rather quiet--he was waiting for a golden opportunity1 just as ,victor had waited4 ,it came when the forwards were in full movement1 and the ball came travelling neatly along the line on the right wing4 ,it finally came to rest at ,tim's feet1 and he1 avoiding a man who darted at him1 raced forward a few yards4 ,then something1 which came through the air like a ,whitehead ,torpedo1 sent him spinning backwards on the grass4 ,amidst roars of laughter from the other fellows1 the ,whitehead ,torpedo1 7who was a boy and smaller than ,tim71 spun round1 ran the ball a few dozen yards1 and sent it soaring away with a vent kick straight for the goal4 ,there was a moment of silence4 ,the ball pitched fair and square on the top bar1 and then trickled gently between the posts4 ,a howl of joy went up from the small fry who had been ragging ,tim all the time4 ,tim sat up and looked about him4 ,he had not fainted1 but he felt very sick and dizzy1 and nobody sympathised with him4 ,a small freckle-faced boy was standing over him4 ,the ground is slippery to-day1 he grinned1 extending a hand to the unfortunate ,tim1 who lay on the sludgy1 squdgy mud gasping like a recently-landed trout4 ,tim accepted1 and scrambled painfully to his feet4 ,the pomp of battle had departed from him4 ,a few weeks afterwards1 as ,tim was walking across the water meadows1 he saw a youth of serious and agricultural appearance throwing a poor1 defenceless little terrier into the mill stream4 ,every time the miserable little animal crawled up on to the river bank the youth hurled it into the deep water again4 ,now1 that was the kind of thing that ,victor was very down on4 ,in every chapter ,victor punished people for cruelty to animals4 ,victor's blood always boiled at such a sight--moreover1 his strong arm always shot out1 his eyes always flashed1 and the great hulking coward always lay prone at his feet begging for mercy with clasped hands4 ,so ,tim gathered together his recollections of ,victor's stock phrases1 and advanced on the stolid youth3 ,you cowardly ruffian6 ,have you no feelings that you ill-treat a man's best friend in that way8 ,the stolid-looking youth seemed slightly astonished4 ,he thrust his face forward and shook his fist under ,tim's nose4 ,not your blooming business1 he said4 ,you shift4 ,you've got no right1 began ,tim4 ,right6 ,the youth's note was fierce4 ,then he took poor ,tim by the scruff of his neck1 and observed that he had been teaching the pup to swim because he was water-shy1 and that it was good for all kinds of pups to know how to swim4 ,then he pushed ,tim into the water after the pup in order to teach him to keep his mouth shut and mind his own business4 ,tim went away with the idea 7perfectly correct7 that the stolid-looking youth's hands that had gripped his neck and the seat of his knickers were very strong1 and another impression that even ,victor would not have stood an earthly chance against such a fellow4 ,and it was just then that he was aware of a little grey idea floating in the background of his mind that ,victor was a bit of a prig--also a fraud4 ,it annoyed him that any such notion should occur to him that the glory of his hero was an illusion1 and he shook his head to get rid of it4 ,then his brain sent a wireless that ,victor might be all right in a little toy world of his own1 peopled entirely by heroes and scoundrels1 and with all the scoundrels physically contemptible2 but that he would have done less brilliantly in the mixed-up old world that we have got at present4 ,suddenly1 as from a clear sky1 came a bolt of common-sense to ,tim1 and he realized he had been a fond and foolish jay4 ,and that was why1 when he had finished prep that evening1 he exchanged a copy1 bound in calf1 of ,victor the ,valiant for two oranges and a catapult4 ,of course1 the reaction set in4 ,tim was sent up to the station to bring home a new bicycle for the head master1 and he was especially warned not to ride it--just to walk it4 ,of course he tried to ride it down ,castle ,hill1 and collided violently with a milk cart4 ,he returned with what had been a new machine4 ,so the ,head made him write out one hundred times3 ,and since he cannot spend or use aright ,the little time here given in his trust2 ,but wasteth it in weary underlight ,of foolish toil and trouble1 strife and lust1 ,he naturally clamours to inherit ,the ,everlasting ,future that his merit ,may have full scope--as surely is most just4 ,and ,tim muttered1 ,all right1 keep your hair on1 ,ben6 ,h'm2 said the ,head1 overhearing ,tim4 ,write it out two hundred times for your insolent conduct4 ,that was the start of his demoralisation4 ,according to the laws of the ,medes and ,persians1 and the laws of ,victor the ,valiant1 disaster and dishonour would be the end of this6 ,it was not at all the way ,victor would have behaved4 ,as a matter of fact on one occasion when a master had been idiotic enough to give ,victor a hundred lines1 the valiant one had replied3 ,pardon me1 sir1 but if ,i may be so presumptuous ,i think ,i can call your attention to the fact that you--unintentionally1 of course--are treating me too severely4 ,and the master had at once seen the error of his ways and relieved ,victor of the imposition4 ,tim failed to get the verse written out in the stipulated time and the imposition was trebled4 ,also he gathered up another hundred lines for failure to attend prayers and this placed him in a state of hopeless bankruptcy4 ,when he wrote home to his mother4 ,here is what he said3 ,,dearest ,,mother3 ,i got two hundred lines for breaking the ,head's bicycle yesterday4 ,give my love to ,dad4 ,i got another hundred lines to-day for not being present at prayers4 ,but don't you worry--,i am not really bad--,god has forgotten me1 that is all4 ,your loving ,son1 ,,tim4 ,and ,tim--such was his natural depravity--did not much care4 ,so callous and indifferent did he become that he ceased to be hurt when the boys called him ,carrots4 ,in fact he laughed4 ,and as he no longer objected when he was called ,carrots the boys dropped that name1 and the shortest one survived4 ,the boys started to call him ,tims and in a few months he had won their affection from the lowest fag to the highest lad in the school4 ,two years afterwards1 by dint of practice and pluck he had so far advanced that he ran second in the quarter-mile at the ,sports4 ,of course this was not very heroic4 ,he was rewarded for this feat of strength with a patent egg-boiler1 which was of no sort of use to him1 and1 as he discovered afterwards1 of no use to anybody else4 ,but he was exceedingly proud of the thing and also exceedingly careful to conceal this fact from the other boys4 ,he became1 to sum up his attitude1 less and less like ,victor4 ,but it is not to be presumed that he was sinking into mental nothingness4 ,he was not perhaps quite so refined in his language as he might have been1 he used slang1 and sometimes was inclined to hang his hat on the floor and talk back4 ,he was rather untidy in his dress4 ,but certain compensating qualities of the highest value were appearing in ,tim4 ,he had gathered to himself a plentiful supply of gumption--genius is all right1 but if it comes to a slow-down gumption is better4 ,his hatred of swank reached the point of unreasoning prejudice4 ,he made many mistakes2 but depend upon this3 the man who has never made a mistake has never made anything else worth having4 ,and ,tim never became a great soldier1 or a great sailor1 or anything great4 ,but he had good spirits1 and he concealed about his person a heart of gold2 and after he left ,thetford ,grammar ,school1 boys found that somehow the games in the old playground seemed flat and spiritless4 ,they said that things weren't as they used to be in ,tim's time4 ,i have told the reader that ,tim ,gamelyn's father was a retired non-commissioned officer who lived near ,dublin on a small private income and a pension4 ,it will be seen that ,tim's people did not roll in wealth any to speak of4 ,they owned a small farm with five cows1 twenty pigs and a flock of hens4 ,there was beer always in the cellar1 bacon hanging up in the kitchen and a bucket of soft soap in the out-house4 ,in the top lean-to room where ,tim slept1 in the winter time the rain and sleet drifted cheerily in through the cracks and covered the army blankets which covered him4 ,but he didn't lie awake thinking about it--boys like ,tim who help on farms start playing shut-eye as soon as they hit the pillow4 ,old ,sergeant ,gamelyn came of an ancestry which1 somebody or other of distinction once said--and very truly--is the backbone of the ,british ,army4 ,to put it briefly1 if not gracefully1 what old ,gamelyn didn't know about soldiering weren't worth knowin'6 ,he had the ten thousand and ten commandments of the ,king's ,regulations always at his finger tips1 and he and his people had served in the same battalion1 under the same officers or descendants for generations4 ,there was ,michael ,gamelyn who fell at ,malplaquet2 there was another ,gamelyn who had served at ,minden2 four ,gamelyns served through the ,peninsular4 ,but only one came through to ,waterloo4 ,balaclava1 the ,indian ,mutiny and ,spion ,kop each claimed a ,gamelyn1 and when the ,british troops returned from ,lhasa in #aijd they left one ,sergeant ,royden ,gamelyn--resting in peace ten paces to the rear of the ,pargo ,keeling ,gate4 ,of course ,tim ,gamelyn grew up in the shadow of these things4 ,there was an old book in his father's oak kit box which ,tim loved4 ,in it he read about forgotten drill and manual exercises1 the uncomfortable and graceless manoeuvres of the rigid but redoubtable men who fought at ,waterloo4 ,also there were pictures in colour of warriors in three-cornered hats1 high stocks and powdered wigs4 ,these men ,tim worshipped4 ,he had by heart the quaint words of command in which ,wellington's men were told to charge a musket with powder and ball4 ,and ,i doubt not that he could have taken a brigade and marched them to the attack with the best of the old-time sergeants4 ,then in ,august #aiad came the great war1 and when ,tim suggested going into ,dublin to see ,colonel ,arbuthnot about joining up to that battalion through which all the best of the ,gamelyn men had passed1 his mother tried to laugh4 ,but ,tim saw the tears running down her cheeks1 as she threw her apron over her head and went out to bring the clothes in off the line4 ,his father then flung out his hand to him and said3 ,good boy1 ,i thought 'twas in you4 ,good luck4 ,but when ,tim joined his regiment soldiering had taken many new turns4 ,the modern rifle would not allow men to march into battle with colours flying and bands playing3 the old brave way was impossible in the face of machine guns4 ,the pomp and pageantry of battle had departed and there was nothing left but for the attacking party to crawl in a most inelegant fashion upon the ground4 ,down6 cried the sergeant-instructor to poor ,tim1 who started his lessons in field training with some vague idea about marching on the foe with head and eyes erect and with pace unfaltering and slow4 ,when you get out to ,flanders you will have to get right down on your belly if you want to live a little longer than ten minutes4 ,extend to five-six-ten paces and get as close to old mother earth as possible and hide your bloomin' selves6 ,hide yourselves6 thought ,tim4 ,not thus is it written in my father's book of drill6 ,it plainly said therein that the duty of a soldier was to learn how to die1 not to hide from death4 ,crushed and dejected he returned that morning to breakfast to wolf a chunk of bread and butter1 washed down by dishwater1 misnamed tea4 ,after breakfast he retired to a corner and thought it all out4 ,the words of the ,sergeant came back to him3 ,hide yourself if yer want to live6 ,these words stuck in his memory1 as words which bring a new light on an outlook will4 ,that was the start of his demoralisation4 ,he was the first of all his line who had been told to hide himself from death4 ,no more the worsted bravery1 the pipeclay1 lace and scarlet4 ,no more the old military swagger4 ,no more the drummer boy with a waist like a ,french dancing girl1 wrists like ,bombardier ,wells1 and shoulders like a wooden man out of a ,noah's ,ark4 ,no more the throbbing and growling of the drums2 the staccato detonations and the insolent crescendoes of the drums4 ,no more the wild music that the bands played to the men who fought at ,minden1 ,malplaquet and ,wynendael4 ,no more the brushing of a comrade's arm one's own1 inspiring boldness2 no more a thousand red coats marching on the enemy with slow and unfaltering pace4 ,tim could see the men of his dreams now1 in his mind's eye1 marching with heads and eyes erect 444 see1 too1 the smoke of continuous volleys bursting out along the steady lines as they fired by sections and companies on their foes4 ,well1 it was all a thing of the past now4 ,it was plainly his duty not to be reckless4 ,do not be dashing1 do not expose yourself1 do not cheer and make a noise1 they said2 creep along like a worm in the grass2 be crafty1 be wary--and fall down on the face before death4 ,it did not stop there4 ,lastly and worst they took away the officers of his dreams4 ,they even dressed them like privates and some were armed with rifles4 ,there were no flashing swords to follow4 ,not once did he see an officer anything like his father's picture of the ,duke of ,wellington on the white horse pointing a curly sword to the skies and waving a cocked hat4 ,then there came the day when ,tim made his first acquaintance with field training1 and beheld a loose and disorderly scramble which men called an advance4 ,to him it seemed just a mob of masterless men1 crawling and crouching on the grass1 firing as they passed1 and bowing cringingly before death4 ,it was a sight he could hardly endure--an exhibition offensive to any soldier whose forbears had learnt to achieve the impossible as a matter of routine and had held firm for half a day at ,quatre ,bras with never so much as the flicker of an eye-lid4 ,gad6 there could only be one end to this kow-towing to death1 and that would be disaster and disgrace4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the long dull plains of northern ,europe stretched before ,tim's gaze--great undulations of hard1 hot earth and waving grass4 ,he'd been marching all day1 and it was hot4 ,hot6444 ye ,gods6444 ,on those plains it was like a ,turkish bath4 ,then down came the order1 and the battalion flung itself to the ground4 ,oh1 but it was good to rest6 ,towards sunset the clouds piled up blacker and blacker1 and some hung frothy over the ridge in the distance4 ,as the sun dropped1 the west turned red--all blood red--and he heard the order to march4 ,he heard the word passed down the line in half whispers1 and the impressive sound of regiments getting under arms came to his ears4 ,another five miles they marched and halted for tea4 ,then all the men became very silent--and while they rested they talked in whispers as they watched the awful sky4 ,when it grew dark the flick-flack of lightening played across the sky and it showed the men's faces white and drawn4 ,presently ,tim's ,company lieutenant came up with the news that they would not be able to rest until morning as they had anticipated4 ,there could be no stopping1 for the regiment had to reach the rendezvous at daybreak4 ,as the storm rolled nearer1 the wind got up1 in puffs--first warm and then cold1 and a few drops of rain fell--great drops that fell flop-flop-flop--on ,tim's face4 ,with a flash that leapt crackling over the plain1 the storm loosed itself4 ,the lightning turned the rain into sheets of glittering silver1 and the hot ground fairly boiled4 ,tim1 with a thousand others drenched1 and blinded1 struggled over the slippery turf4 ,that was a storm4 ,tim could have seen to read2 and the thunder wrestled in the low churning clouds like a million devils1 and through it all ran the chorus of wind and lashing rain4 ,presently the storm lessened and died away1 and the rain settled to pour down on them for an hour or so4 ,the squelch-squelch of soaking boots and the creaking of leather equipment was all he heard4 ,they halted for breakfast1 and ,tim chewed his rations sitting on the sodden ground in sodden clothes2 and as he sipped his lukewarm coffee1 he shivered in the coming dawn4 ,almost immediately they went on again4 ,right before them1 at the head of a valley1 rose a ridge4 ,in the creepy light it looked miles high and a million spitting points of fire flashed from it4 ,the ,british guns in the woods at the back then began1 and they seemed to have no relation to the unvarying plumes of smoke bursting above the long lines of fresh-turned earth two thousand yards away--no connection with the screeching of the shells overhead4 ,extended order6 came the command1 and ,tim with his regiment stumbled forward4 ,his breath came and went in little painful gasps4 ,from the right came a curious gasping choke1 and looking1 he saw the man next to him throw up his arms and pitch forward on his face4 ,suddenly he became aware of a peculiar wailing above him1 as if the air itself was in torture4 ,again a long line of fire flashed out ahead of him and again came the wailing sound4 ,a ,boche machine-gun loosed a few belts of cartridges in the spasmodic style of her kind4 ,there was no mistake about it this time--massed infantry were sweeping the plain with rifle fire1 and the quick-firers were feeling for an opening4 ,another man was hit--close to ,tim4 ,he squealed like a girl2 and a fellow near turned a dirty white1 stumbled1 with a clatter fell in a fainting fit4 ,tardily the men advanced1 and any acute observer would have seen they had little heart in the business4 ,some hung behind almost unconsciously1 and had to be hurried up by the sergeants4 ,the bullets became more thick4 ,a man started to blubber behind4 ,gawd 'ave mercy6 ,i 444 ,i can't stand it6 ,i won't go on6 he whined4 ,it turned out to be a sergeant1 who had broken down too4 ,he'd had little rest1 poor chap1 through shepherding his company 444 and now he had knocked under4 ,the company swayed and hesitated4 ,some of them faced round4 ,it was touch and go4 ,steady there6 ,steady6 ,come on1 men2 said ,stansfield1 the little company lieutenant1 as the men wavered on the grey edge of collapse4 ,steady that company2 what in hell's the matter with 'em4 ,keep your men up and going1 ,sir6 shouted a captain rushing over4 ,but the company had gone all to pieces4 ,the fire of battle had departed from them1 and it flung itself on the ground4 ,and soon the whole battalion was taking cover in the same way4 ,a captain called on ,tim's company to advance4 ,two men obeyed and one of them was ,tim4 ,but the enemy's fire redoubled and the other man was shot1 and so ,tim at once took cover again4 ,the saying of his sergeant-instructor in ,england came to his mind1 that a man must lie down and hide if he wished to live1 and he felt quite justified in hugging the earth4 ,tim ached in every inch of his body4 ,surely something was snapping in his brain1 for those dusty khaki figures on the ground1 the sky1 the earth all seemed to be dancing madly about him4 ,it was not yet light and ,tim strained his eyes to pierce the darkness4 ,then he made a discovery4 ,a dark mass1 like some prehistoric monster1 was gradually approaching4 ,tim spoke to a man next to him who was softly swearing and bandaging a shattered hand4 ,he peered through the light and half-light of dawn1 and then started to laugh in a nervous way4 ,hell1 mate2 he said1 the whole ,german race are advancing against us2 it's all up with us4 ,look1 they are coming on like a solid wall 444 springing out of the earth just solid 444 no end to 'em4 ,it was just about that time that ,tim observed a light mist rising in front of him4 ,it seemed to scintillate and sparkle as it rose1 and curled in a sort of pillar or spiral4 ,great ,heaven6 he whispered to himself1 the thing is taking shape4 ,and true enough1 in a very few moments he saw standing erect in front of him a tall man--and he was dressed in shining armour2 that was the strange thing about him4 ,a strange-looking fellow this6 ,he was more like a ,spaniard than an ,englishman1 with black eyes and olive complexion4 ,his expression was lofty and noble1 and his tall lithe figure was in strict accordance with ,british traditions4 ,so were the bold features1 which were rather marred by a white scar which stretched from his left nostril to the angle of his jaw4 ,but the jet-black hair and the eyes--the deep1 dark1 challenging eyes--were those of ,seville4 ,a straight sword by his side and a painted long-bow at his shoulder proclaimed him a bowman4 ,a white surcoat with the red lion of ,st4 ,george upon it covered his broad chest1 while a sprig of new-plucked furze at the side of his steel cap gave a touch of gaiety to his grim war-worn clothes4 ,no sooner had ,tim looked up than a deep rich voice exclaimed3 ,corpus ,domini6 do you need a leader8 ,tim was not a man to be easily startled1 and with the bullets whining and ping-thudding all around him1 it was no manner of a time to be easily startled4 ,but the voice1 on account of its unearthly sound1 fairly made him jump4 ,he picked up his rifle1 and stood upright4 ,come along6 ,come along6 the voice went on4 ,why dost stand there1 ,de ,gamelyn8 ,oh1 my ,god6 ,i 444 ,i can't stand it6 ,the loss of blood and the marching has done for me6 ,so6 coming into the fight like a lion1 you go out like a lamb4 ,by ,saint ,paul6 this is not in accordance with the ,de ,gamelyn traditions4 ,take up thy arms6 ,come along6 said the stranger tapping him on the shoulder with a barbed shaft trimmed with grey goose feather4 ,oh6 please 444 please4444 ,i'm so tired6 said ,tim1 like a child speaking to its nurse4 ,the bowman saw that the boy's lips and tongue were black with thirst1 and his eyes were blood-shot4 ,and when ,tim staggered over to him all his body heaved and trembled like an overdriven horse4 ,sick and dizzy with pain1 he cast himself to earth again1 and waited for death4 ,why don't they hit me8444 ,i've tried1--oh1 so hard6 he sobbed4 ,steady there6 ,steady1 ,de ,gamelyn6 ,take this1 said the bowman1 and drew something from his side and handed it to him4 ,it was a sword1 if swords be made of fire1 of lightning1 of dazzling lights2 and the moment ,tim grasped it all his pain and dizziness fell from him4 ,what is this8 he asked4 ,the ,sword of ,life and ,death1 said the bowman4 ,who the blazes are you8 ,tim asked sceptically4 ,it was with a touch of the ,irish brogue that a cheery voice answered4 ,a friend to a friend1 said the bowman1 and the devil to a foe4 ,irish8 ,tim questioned4 ,citizen of the world in time past 444 now a citizen of heaven4 ,tim gazed at the strange man in earnest scrutiny4 ,he appeared quite at his ease with bullets whining around him and he unslung a jack of wine and drank4 ,may a parched man claim a drink of your wine8 ,tim cried4 ,give what you have1 ask what you need4 ,that is the ,de ,gamelyn code of law1 said the man1 and handed ,tim the flagon4 ,you are cheerful1 sir1 said ,tim1 his blood somewhat warmed by the wine4 ,in the name of the devil1 who are you1 and of what country8 ,my name is ,nigel ,de ,gamelyn4 ,my ,mother1 dear soul1 was ,french4 ,my father was wise enough to be an ,irishman4 ,so much for my blood1 which unites happily the practical and the dreamer fluids4 ,i am of no country but ,i know all places from the ,king's tombs at ,rome to the old inns that stand about the upper ,arun4 ,i have marched with armies over this territory aforetime4 ,there is no shadow1 ,i believe1 on my soul1 has such strength in him as ,i1 and ,i rest content to be nothing to myself and all things to every man4 ,that being bliss4 ,as the bowman spoke1 a bullet kicked up a cloud of dust at his feet4 ,hola1 by my hilt6 it is time that we were stirring1 he said4 ,leave these fellows to grovel and remove yourself4 ,follow3 who follows ,nigel de ,gamelyn8 ,he hitched up his belt and strode forward with his great bow1 and ,tim saw him send a shaft with a twanging noise five hundred and thirty paces4 ,one of the ,german officers1 towering above the other men1 stood out distinctly1 and then he dropped4 ,i'd like to take a look at that knave1 the bowman remarked1 drawing a fresh arrow from his sheaf4 ,by the twang of string6 ,i'll swear ,i drilled him clean between his eyes4 ,the enemy were getting closer now1 and from the men lying around them broke a violent fusillade4 ,it was quite useless1 but it relieved their nerves4 ,some were discharging their shots into the turf a few yards in front of them4 ,others were shooting at aeroplanes4 ,then suddenly there came upon ,tim a great anger4 ,a bullet striking him brought him to his senses1 and he saw the men sprawling belly-flat about him4 ,this was not war1 this ignominious crawling1 this grovelling in the soil1 this halting6 ,the spirit of his fathers spoke to him4 ,he remembered one of his father's favourite sayings3 ,the duty of a man of the line is to fight1 and if needs be1 die1 not to avoid dying4 ,his anger grew--damn them for a pack of cringing1 footling cowards3 he1 ,tim ,gamelyn1 descendant of the ,de ,gamelyns who fought in a hundred battles1 would teach them how men of his father's house went into battle4 ,a senior officer called on those nearest to ,tim to advance4 ,and men rose up4 ,d4 ,company1 fix bayonets6 ,close in6 came the order4 ,tim gripped his sword and strode over to the ,bowman4 ,then the advancing ,germans poured a blasting volley on them4 ,the ,old ,battalion--charge6 came the stentorian voice of a senior4 ,the men scrambled to their feet1 and ,tim following the ,bowman sprang ahead of the ,battalion4 ,the men leapt across the blood-smeared grass after them with the speed of a winged fury1 but they struck the ,germans a dozen yards ahead of the battalion4 ,the bowman had hurled aside his long bow and was using a short battle mace with terrific effect4 ,as for ,tim3 all he wanted to do was to slash2 stab and slash again with that wonderful sword4 ,there followed a nightmare of drawn1 grinning faces1 of fierce yells and groans4 ,the mud-stained grey figures struck at him wildly1 futilely4 ,on and on ,tim went1 his glittering blade now at a white face1 now at a throat1 now at a chest1 still stabbing and thrusting to pass through the wall of men which barred his way4 ,the man with the bow ranged up alongside him3 ,on1 man1 on1 in the name of ,god1 march forward4444 ,by ,st4 ,george and ,our ,lady6 we are breaking up their front2 he muttered4 ,strike me crimson6 bellowed a man near to ,tim1 but you're a blooming marvel6 ,those ,german beggars are going down for twenty yards around your 7decorated7 sword without being hit at all4 ,look6 ,look6 there goes another ,hun down4 ,let me come over near you1 mate6 ,but ,tim knew that ,de ,gamelyn the ,bowman had summoned to their help the armies of the unconquered dead4 ,they came1 the ,de ,gamelyns of all generations from ,crecy to ,waterloo3 they fought by his side1 and the machine gun bullets1 which fell upon the dusty earth like tropical rain1 hurt them not4 ,again and again the ,bowman's mace smashed and lashed out before him1 and ,tim thrust1 and thrust yet again with his sword4 ,he heard the deep-throated roar of the bowman's singing ,the ,song of the ,bow4 ,what of the shaft8 ,the shaft was cut in ,england3 ,a long shaft1 a strong shaft1 ,barbed and trim and true2 ,so we'll drink all together ,to the grey goose feather ,and the land where the grey goose flew4 ,suddenly a yell1 horrible and fierce1 uprose from the soldiers1 and he heard the bowman's voice no more4 ,they're on the run1 by ,gawd1 they've got it right in the neck this journey1 bellowed a soldier as the ,german infantry broke and tailed away4 ,then something took ,tim in the chest1 something wet and red1 that went through him4 ,the man next to ,tim saw the long bayonet stand out beyond his back1 saw ,tim sway1 laughing1 and snap the steel short as he fell upon it4 ,a body of kilted men suddenly swept from the right of the hard-pressed battalion1 swept by in silence1 and in silence swept the remaining ,boches up one side of the ridge and down the other into eternity4 ,two days later ,colonel ,arbuthnot inquired after the welfare of ,private ,tim ,gamelyn at the field hospital4 ,he was admitted suffering from sunstroke1 and a terrible bayonet wound4 ,he died early in the morning1 said the doctor4 ,is it true that he saved the battalion by urging our fellows on at the critical moment8 ,yes1 said ,colonel ,arbuthnot1 but do you happen to know if he had an officer's sword with him by chance when he was carried in here8 ,all my men speak of a 'sword of flame' with which he drove the ,huns before him4 ,even hardened soldiers who have been through many campaigns have been babbling all sorts of nonsense of ghostly regiments of bowmen who helped to turn the ,german attack6 ,the doctor walked over to a shelf1 and1 taking down a rusty old sword1 placed it on the table4 ,perhaps that is what you refer to1 ,colonel1 he said4 ,where the fellow picked it up is a mystery to me4 ,it must be some hundreds of years old4 ,colonel ,arbuthnot took it in his hands and read this inscription on the blade3 ,,nigel ,,de ,,gamelyn 444 ,,adsum 444 ,,iii ,,the ,,mills ,,of ,,god ,they were putting little ,boudru to bed--the ,r4,h4,a4 and the ,corps of ,royal ,engineers and ,stansfield1 the big fat ,infantry ,sergeant4 ,his little sister1 already tucked up in bed1 was nearly asleep4 ,boudru had been allowed to stay up till ,sergeant ,stansfield had come in from duty4 ,the special privilege had been accorded to the little ,french boy on this1 the last night that the ,british troops were to spend in the village4 ,boudru's home was in a portion of our line in which the defence trenches were of the semi-detached type--they did not join up with the other part of the line1 and at times the place was distinctly unhealthy4 ,sometimes it was in the hands of the ,huns1 sometimes the ,british rushed it1 and held on for a few weeks2 there had been times when it had been occupied by both1 at other times it was written on the squared official maps as no man's land4 ,it was a spot in which there was always a feeling of something dreadful being close at hand2 there was an air of expectancy about it and one felt there was a marked atmosphere of nerves about4 ,you might be sniped from the house opposite1 or blown out of the windows by a seventeen-inch shell4 ,you never know4 ,the man who sold you tobacco the day before might be lying stiff in the gutter next day1 or more probably still1 he might be dining with the ,german ,staff a mile and a half away4 ,all this uncertainty1 coupled with the fact that the place was full of spies1 and that valuable information had been finding its way through to the ,german lines1 made the ,general decide to withdraw his troops and take up some trenches behind it4 ,boudru sat on the big armchair and swung his white bare legs defiantly4 ,perhaps it had better be explained that my lord ,boudru was five years old4 ,boudru going to shut eye8 said the fat infantry sergeant suggestively4 ,the cots are down and the beds unrolled1 said the ,r4,h4,a4 man falling into the diction of the barrack-room4 ,no1 said ,boudru4 ,you must tell me for the last time the story about the wicked ,german baby killer who was turned into a pig4 ,the man of the guns must tell it1 and the fat man of the infantry shall hide beneath the bed and make pig shrieks--many pig shrieks--at the time when he is killed4 ,but we shall disturb little sister ,elise1 said the fat sergeant with visions of a dismal ten minutes wedged beneath the small cot and the floor4 ,elise is not bye-o yet1 piped a thin voice from where two eyes were sparkling elfishly from a tangle of golden locks4 ,go on1 my ,english man--,there was once a big fat baby killer who lived in ,potsdam 444 ,then the ,r4,h4,a4 man 7a journalist by profession1 a duke by inclination1 and now by destiny a very clever gunner7 began the famous story4 ,never before had the telling of that tale been given with such splendour of effect4 ,the fat sergeant had made pig-noises with multitudinous yells in at least fifteen different keys1 and the little cross-eyed driver of the ,engineers had dressed up in a real ,hun helmet and grey coat4 ,the grand finale in which the ,engineer had turned into a pig on all fours and had been mercilessly put to death with the fat sergeant's bayonet1 had filled ,boudru's soul with joy4 ,he reflected and gloated on the scene far into the night4 ,then he fell fast asleep and met with most dazzling adventures with a ,german soldier who had been hiding in the ,jacobean oak chest with the fleur-de-lis carved on the side1 which stands beneath the bulgy leaded window4 ,as a grey and wretched dawn came in with a cold and dispiriting rain there came to the ears of little ,boudru the steady champing of marching feet in the street below4 ,slush1 slush1 slush went all those feet1 beating the muddy road1 and then the noise of metal on metal woke the silent village streets as the guns went by4 ,the soldiers6 ,the soldiers6 exclaimed ,boudru as he bounded over and jumped on to the ,jacobean chest to watch them pass4 ,it was fated that they were the last ,english soldiers that ,boudru would ever see4 ,some weeks later ,boudru's mother was busy with odd jobs in the kitchen garden and the children were playing in the front room1 there was a ring at the door and the sound of a butt-end of a rifle1 as it grounded on the cobble stones4 ,when ,boudru on tiptoe lifted the latch1 the door swung open1 and a big man in a greenish uniform stood before him4 ,there was no sign of cap-badge or title on his shoulder straps1 and he was horribly dirty4 ,he carried two ,english ration bags1 besides his own rucksack1 and they were all filled to bursting with loot4 ,evil beamed from his narrow1 leering eyes2 and when he smiled at ,boudru it twirled his demon-like mouth into a grotesque shape4 ,he looked both depraved and suspicious1 a disreputable scoundrel with a gun1 and that1 you will find in the fullness of time1 was just what he was4 ,let us shut the door1 said ,elise4 ,this is not a pretty man4 ,but the man from ,stettin pushed past4 ,brat2 said he1 drink4 ,boudru's mother had hurried up to the door as fast as her bulk and her stout legs would permit4 ,every day she had expected a visit from the ,huns4 ,it was useless to argue with such a man1 so she took the ,german in4 ,brandy1 said the man4 ,there is only a little left 444 it is over there1 on the sideboard4 ,the soldier walked over1 finished half a bottle1 and announced that it was like water4 ,more1 he ordered1 ,shoot you if no find4 ,the woman at last managed to unearth a bottle of good ,burgundy and another bottle of brandy4 ,he drank both the bottles1 and when he had finished1 he asked for more like every other ,boche will do4 ,then he chose the front bedroom and threw himself down on the bed in a drunken sleep4 ,when the next morning broke the ,french woman went to awaken the thief and while the latter was making his toilet little ,boudru entered4 ,he regarded the ,hun with gravity for at least five minutes and then delivered himself of his opinion4 ,i don't like you1 he said slowly1 regarding the ,hun1 with his elfish eyes4 ,i don't like you4 ,i think you may be like the man in the ,english soldiers' story1 who turned into a pig--a baby killer perhaps4 ,it is because of your red hair that ,i think you may turn 444 ,the man from ,stettin who had been trying to drag a comb through his horrible beard and hair1 turned1 and he looked like a big red devil1 the sun being on his head1 and red beard and all4 ,what's that8 he said1 as he lurched ominously across the room4 ,he had swallowed the contents of a flask of ,benedictine which he had taken from his rucksack1 and the repeated drinks were taking effect4 ,i'll sweep the house1 so there isn't a bug in a blanket left--you damned brat6 ,he was bellowing like a bull1 chewing his red beard and muttering to himself4 ,as he passed a table1 he knocked the empty flask on the floor4 ,it did not break1 and he viciously stamped his feet on it1 smashing it to pieces4 ,he began to go mad from that moment4 ,as he kicked the wreckage about the room1 his glance fell upon his rifle with the fixed bayonet4 ,and then the swine-dog ran amok4 ,boudru stood with his back to the door3 the blood froze in his veins1 and his little body stiffened into absolute rigidity4 ,turn into a pig6 shrieked the ,hun4 ,what did you say8 ,turn into 444 ,the bayonet flashed1 and little ,boudru--but what followed shall not be printed4 ,it would be passing the decent bounds of descriptive writing to put it in black and white4 ,it is sufficient to say that some minutes later the ,hun prised the floor-boards up with his bayonet1 and ,boudru1 from that moment1 without warning1 or leaving any trace1 disappeared from the world4 ,he returned in the fullness of time4 ,and this was the way of it4 ,for the hundredth time that day1 the ,hun had gone into the bedroom to look out of the bulgy bedroom window4 ,fear began to come over him without any warning1 and he was thinking of little ,boudru down there in the dark4 ,the thing within him that served him for a heart was beating queer rhythms 444 the beating sounded like a regiment of ,british ,infantry on the march4 ,look1 said he to the housewife1 look out on the road4 ,do you see soldiers8 ,the good woman1 distraught between suspense and hope for her little one1 who had been missing for six long hours1 blinked away a tear on her lashes and peered through the diamond panes4 ,no one was to be seen4 ,but between three and four in the morning the first faint champing of marching feet could be heard and the ,hun came down from the bedroom looking as pale as death4 ,he opened the door and stood there listening4 ,the insolent crunch1 crunch1 crunch of heavy nail-studded service boots came nearer1 and a khaki column appeared on the winding road4 ,the housewife1 whose aching eyes had searched the road for ,boudru all day1 saw them too4 ,look1 she cried1 look6 ,the ,english soldiers are coming4 ,do you see8 ,they were coming6 ,the man from ,stettin rushed up to the bedroom1 and jumped into the oak chest4 ,not tell the ,english6 ,not tell6 ,fifteen or twenty soldiers were to be heard grounding rifles and throwing off their equipment in front of the house4 ,entered here ,sergeant ,stansfield1 and shouted gaily to the housewife1 but the moment he looked into her pale and worn face he understood that some sorrow had befallen her4 ,before he could hold her she had slid silently down on the floor1 at his feet1 and covered her face4 ,ah1--ah1--ah6 ,o ,god1 help and pity me6 ,they have taken my little son1 she cried4 ,at this moment a soldier rushed in at the door4 ,i think there is a man who looks like a ,boche trying to get out of the bedroom window6 he said4 ,will you come1 ,sergeant8 ,quick6 ,the sergeant went quickly1 and returned with some men with fixed bayonets and led them up to the bedroom3 ,he told them to break in4 ,the man was on his knees1 with his horrible hands lifted up in supplication4 ,the soldiers kicked the man up and made him go downstairs into the front room4 ,see6 said a soldier1 who held his bayonet ready1 there is blood on his sleeve4 ,the ,hun cursed within his heart4 ,it was none of my shedding1 he whimpered4 ,i had not said so1 returned the sergeant quietly4 ,we are here to find that out4 ,perhaps you know something about the lost child8 ,i had no hand in it1 ,god strike me dead6 the ,hun answered fervently4 ,at that moment there was a sort of earthquake upstairs1 a clash of falling bricks and slates1 a crashing pandemonium that sent everyone's heart to his mouth4 ,a shell had struck the roof4 ,then the ceiling above bulged like a stuffed sack and burst in a cloud of pink-yellow dust4 ,something dropped with a dead thud fair and square in the centre of the fine oak refectory table4 ,sergeant ,stansfield bent forward1 looked1 and then started back4 ,he gave a cry and turned sickly white4 ,on the table lay the little huddled form of ,boudru4 ,the morning sun that had been paling the candles in the sconces1 struck the golden hair and staring eyes1 that had a few hours before1 held all the spring-time2 struck1 too1 a heavy scarlet patch on the little overall1 as the sergeant tenderly turned the little body over4444 ,oh6 ,god of ,mercy6444 ,how horrible6 ,a bayonet through his heart 444 he muttered4 ,the ,hun's sleeve spotted with blood came back to his mind1 and filled him with blind1 unreasoning rage4 ,you swine1 he said4 ,i'll---- ,the man from ,stettin suddenly felt his heart stop beating4 ,he stood petrified for a moment2 then he clutched the table with one feverish movement2 and when he saw the pale cherub face1 he became covered at once with perspiration4 ,then the terror1 which had paralyzed him a second or so1 gave way to the wild instinct of self-preservation4 ,he hit out wildly with both arms1 kicking out at the same moment4 ,in a second he was out in the hall1 and had locked the door behind him4 ,a door opened somewhere outside1 and they heard him running down the garden4 ,some of the men snatched their rifles1 rushed to the window1 and threw it open4 ,four or five shots rang out simultaneously1 and the stench of cordite was wafted back on the sharp morning air as the man from ,stettin fell in a crumpled heap1 his face buried in a clump of violets4 ,the sergeant went into the garden4 ,hum6 he remarked after an instant1 dead1 did you say8 ,he's as dead as a doornail 444 anyway1 it's nothing to do with us6 ,if ever a soul went straight to hell1 he muttered to himself1 it was that red devil's4 ,,iv ,,the ,,story ,,of ,a ,,spy ,donald ,mc,nab1 private 7and distinguished ornament7 of the ,london ,regiment1 leaned his elbows on the little oak table in the bar of the ,three ,nuns1 and eyed me with withering contempt4 ,from a corner of the settle ,i stared--with a wholly unsuccessful attempt to look unconcerned--at a quaint old painting of ,sergeant ,broughton who first taught ,englishmen to box scientifically4 ,when the great are really wrathful it ill becomes pigmy people to jabber or argue4 ,so ,i waited with bent head and respectful silence to which the passing moods of such an erratic genius are entitled4 ,when ,mc,nab and ,i had met an hour or so before we had been on the most friendly terms4 ,we had both ordered our pint of beer1 filled our pipes1 and retired to a corner in the bar parlour feeling at peace with the world--barring of course the ,german ,empire and their allied forces4 ,everything1 in fact1 made for peace and goodwill between us2 yet1 because ,i had spoken with some levity about our incomplete spy system1 ,mc,nab's wrath had come down on my head like the proverbial hundred of bricks4 ,it seems strange1 ,i had remarked to him1 that the ,huns can always forestall our most carefully-prepared plans through their almost perfect spy system4 ,our fellows must be dead stupid at the game4 ,why aren't these ,german vipers ever nabbed8 ,dead stupid6 ,mc,nab had exclaimed1 after gazing at me for a minute in dazed stupefaction at my unspeakable temerity in challenging the proficiency of the ,british ,army4 ,get under your ,blanco pot6 ,now1 when ,mc,nab used this picturesque term to me ,i knew that there was a storm brewing4 ,he only used the expression when he wished to be particularly cutting1 and ,i received his reproof with1 ,i hope1 a correct realisation of my own insignificance4 ,the old world had rolled along for another twenty minutes ere ,mc,nab shifted his legs1 cleared his throat1 and interfered with what was left in his tankard4 ,i wonder1 he said musingly to himself1 if these poor yobs over here will ever know the true 'istory of this bloomin' war8 ,then back came a smile to his face and he shook his head1 indicating1 perhaps1 that he had answered the question to his complete satisfaction4 ,the joyousness at the thought of some of those unrecorded slices of military history caused my friend to drop again into a contemplative mood1 and he started humming a little tune under his breath3 ,hello6 ,hello6 who's your lady friend8 ,who's the little girlie by your side8 ,i've seen you with a girl or two1 ,oh1 oh1 oh1 ,i ,,am surprised at you6 ,hello6 ,hello6 what's your little game8 ,don't you think it's time your ways to mend8 ,that's not the gal ,i saw you with at ,brighton1 ,oh1 oh1 oh1 who's your lady friend8 ,if it is not a rude question1 ,i ventured1 after another few moments1 did you ever see the capture of a ,german spy over in ,france1 ,mr4 ,mc,nab8 ,who are you getting at 444 trying to pull my leg8 he demanded1 with increased suspicion4 ,come1 come1 ,i laughed1 let us agree to differ about our--er--inferior spy system4 ,superior1 he insisted4 ,i surrendered before the gleam of his eye4 ,fool that ,i had been1 ever to have imagined that ,i could conquer ,mc,nab's steely glance6 ,superior then1 if you prefer it4 ,mc,nab's eyes1 which had glared with indignation1 lost their fire and assumed their normal expression of calm and relentless despotism1 and the red flag of agitated displeasure disappeared from his tanned face4 ,he seized with alacrity the olive branch 7also another tankard of beer7 which ,i held out to him4 ,the history of the ,british ,army1 he observed as he blew at his ale 'minds me of a married soldier's letter to his wife4 ,the most interesting parts are all left out 444 do you get me8 ,mc,nab tilted his hat at a perilous angle on one side of his head1 and thrust his hands deep into his pockets4 ,touching upon some of those unwritten exploits of the ,army1 ,i darkly hinted3 ,i'll bet ,i can find a brilliant historiographer not a hundred miles away from the ',three ,nuns' who could dictate a few of 'em that would fairly make the ,daily ,mail turn green with envy--eh1 ,mc,nab8 ,i know the brilliant bloke you mean1 my friend conceded modestly1 though calling me 'orrible names like that would brand you as a swanker or a gentleman wot had left his manners in the hall in any barrack room from here to ,hindustan4 ,when we were resting at ,quality ,street near ,loos1 for example--he paused a moment1 and with a playful dig from his banana-like thumb nearly knocked me on the floor--why1 name of a dog6 ,there you have a case in point6 ,a case of a swanker8 ,a case of one of those spies4 ,we caught the perisher4 ,begad1 we did6 ,mc,nab put the red-hot end of a cigarette into his mouth1 stammered with wrath in a medley of international profanity at the unexpected warmth1 and would not be comforted till his favourite barmaid had placed a slice of cooling lemon on his tongue4 ,my first introduction to the entertaining sport of spy tracking1 he mumbled1 was at ,loos1 where ,i was sent with several hundred other chaps to help push the ,huns out of the ,hohenzollern ,redoubt4 ,at the present moment1 as you know 7or ought to by this time71 ,i am a military genius 'ighly thought of at the ,war ,office1 a strategist ,kitchener has his eye on1 and a model soldier quoted every day by my colonel as a shining light to the regiment4 ,but of course you must remember that a few months ago ,i was practically a yob at the game1 and now of the fame 7and the extreme shyness that seems to come with it7 of my later avatar4 ,we took over some temporary billets at a shady little spot not far behind the ,british trenches which was then known as ',quality ,street1' he continued1 and1 as ,i not unreasonably supposed that the smartest and most intelligent bloke in the regiment would be sent to 'elp the colonel1 ,i requested the ,dog's ,leg 7,anglice--lance-corporal7 to point out his abode to me4 ',ask the ,quarter ,bloke over along in the end cottage1 old sport1' he said with a grin1 'he'll be most 'appy1 ,i've no doubt to personally conduct to the old pot-an-pan1 and while you're there just ask him to let you have that jug of defaulters' extra milk for me4' ,it was a 'wheeze' among the boys to send a poor innocent bloke off for this milk4 ,the point of the 'wheeze' is in the fact that as defaulters are chaps doing jankers 7,anglice--punishment7 they are hardly likely to get any extra milk dished out to them4 ,i did not see the joke at first2 but on application to that autocratic beggar--,quartermaster ,king was his tally--he fully explained things to me in that witheringly sarcastic manner peculiar to sergeant-majors and quarter-blokes4 ',defaulter's milk8' echoed he4 ',why1 you lop-eared leper1 you've got corpuscular fool wrote as plain as a motor lorry number all over your ugly face4 ,if ,i wasn't sure that you was not more of a born idiot than a ruddy knave1 etc41 etc41 etc41 ,i would have you slick in mush before your feet could touch the ground6' ,much crest-fallen1 and terribly mortified1 ,i returned to the cottage which had been selected to shelter me noble self1 only to be met there with a volley of derisive laughter1 repeated demands for the jug of ,defaulter's milk1 and questions about the quarter bloke's health4 ',a cat may look at a ,king1' said the ,dog's ,leg1 and fell backwards out of the open window at his own joke1 breaking 'is collar bone4 ,one should never forget1 at every time1 as the ,scriptures say1 that pride allus goes before a fall1 and that all the ,king's 'orses and all the ,king's men can't not even pick 'im up again6 ,my murmured compliments on his amazing aptness in the knowledge of ,holy ,writ were checked by a sudden discovery that my best silver cigarette case had vanished from the table4 ,which of you civilians has stole the gentleman's silver case8 ,this question1 uttered not in the friendliest possible terms1 was addressed to a young gentleman with a very pimply face1 and kaleidoscopic coloured socks1 of the genus ,slacker1 who had suddenly found the painting of ,sergeant ,broughton an object of absorbing interest4 ,this inquiry meeting with no response from the ,slimy ,slacker1 7to use ,mc,nab's expressive name for him71 he gave utterance to a sigh of resignation4 ,i believe1 sir1 suggested an old gentleman who was warming his toes at the fire1 that you deposited the gentleman's cigarette case--er--inadvertently in your own pocket6 ,why1 strike me crimson6 cried ,mc,nab1 diving his beef-steakish hands into his tunic pockets4 ,why1 so ,i did6 ,i'm the biggest giddy fool at that kind of wheeze that ever lived4 ,it's a knock-out1 ain't it8 ,never mind--'honi soit qui mal y eighteen pence1' as the ,french poet bloke said6 ,it so happened that on the very next day our old man's servant went sick1 and in spite of my extreme youth and innocence1 ,i was selected from the crowd to fill the vacant billet4 ,and then it was that the ,colonel realised that fate had dropped a heaven-sent blessing on his knees in the shape of a--well1 in the shape of an ingenious bloke like me4 ,he lifted up his voice in thanksgiving for that the ,british ,army held warriors so wise1 and then looked up his whiskey and cigars4 ,at one end of ,quality ,street there stood a ,y4,m4,c4,a4 hut4 ,on the next day when ,i pushed the door of this ,bun-,wallah's paradise open1 the first person ,i saw was old ,tommy--,tommy wot had fought up and down the ,godforsaken veldt with me for three years on end1 ,tommy who had always the knack of droppin' out of the blue from nowhere4 ',well1 'ere's a go6' he cried dropping half a cup of boiling coffee down another chap's neck1 as 'is smile broadened1 'it's a 'ell of a time since ,i struck you4' ,i saw the dawn of recognition on his ugly mug2 and ,i could have guessed to a word the joyful expressions of welcome that were springing to his lips4 ,mc,nab paused4 ,quite so1 ,i prompted1 seeing the change that took place in my friend's face4 ,i am afraid ,i should have guessed dead wrong1 continued ,mc,nab with his eyes downcast4 ,however1 what he did spit out was3 'strike me up a gum-tree if it ain't the bloke what borrowed 'alf a crown off me when ,i was quartered at the ,shot in '#ih4' ,i was pretty well worked up at this remark2 but ,i said to him with quiet dignity3 ',i believe1 ,tommy1 that ,i sent it back by post4' ',you sent me back a threepenny bit1' he says1 with a very naughty word1 'and told me it was my 'alf crown worn down4' ',come1 come1 old chum6' ,i laughed1 'let us forget all about that1 such a thing is really only very small beer indeed4' ',humph6' grunted ,tommy4 ',it was a blighted small 'alf crown1 too4' ',sit down1' he continued1 clutching me by the wrist and dragging me into a vacant chair4 ,it was not in champagne1 of course1 that we drank each other's health4 ,but you can always trust old ,tommy to have a little pig's ear hidden somewhere4 ',what's the matter with a bottle of ,bass8' says he to me4 '',tis against ole ,kitchener's wishes1' says ,i4 ',of course it is1' says ,tommy2 'and wot is more1 it's the ruin of dear ole ,england--,god bless it6' ',rot yar innards--let's go and 'ave some1' ,i says bein' always one to reason out matters to a logical conclusion4 ,there is a large slag heap in the neighbourhood of ,quality ,street where the ,french and ,germans met early in the war4 ,they wanted each other's company exclusive on this here heap4 ,well1 they met1 and fell to arguin' whether the ,french should 'ave it as a mounting for a few machine-guns or the ,germans should keep it for sniping purposes4 ,hence the air was soon clouded with shells1 shrapnel1 and all other deadly diseases4 ,seeing the children had got over their shyness in this little fright and had really played quite a good game1 this particular slag heap was bearing abundant fruit in the way of trophies4 ,furthermore1 ,tommy suggested that it would be indeed nice if we could make our way there one evening and collect a few ,german helmets1 bayonets1 and other curiosities for the old people at home4 ,as a result of our confabulation we found ourselves about ten that night crawling up a hedge towards the slag heap in question4 ,when we did get there we went and lost our blighted selves4 ,how long we were crawling and twisting about that ,gawd-forsaken heap or which way our lines lay ,i'd no means of knowing4 ,but poor old ,tommy rolled down a bank with an armful of ,german helmets and other trophies1 making a noise like a fire engine galloping up the ,mile ,end ,road4 ,then suddenly one of those ,german flares fell on the ground about a hundred yards away1 and all things1 including ,tommy and ,i1 shone out in their naked splendour4 ,then you can take it from me we did see where we were4 ,i thought ,tommy was having a bad attack of epileptic fits for a moment1 till it transpired that he had flumped down on a dead ,boche in endeavouring to escape the searching glare of the flare4 ,after the thing had burnt its giddy self out ,tommy crawled crab-fashion over into the providential cutting in which ,i had taken shelter4 ,he was wiping his forehead with the back of his hand1 and he looked very solemn and rather frightened4 ',did you spot that chap crouching in that ,v-shaped cutting down there8' he said4 ',i thought he was one of our old crowd at first1 but what with that cursed light and the excitement ,i could not be certain4' ',i saw nothing4' ',just before the flare went up ,i noticed a flash lamp2 one of those things used to give signals with4 ,i got an awful turn then4' ',rot1' ,i said3 ',i don't believe a word of it4' ',do you mind coming over this way then8' said ,tommy4 ,in the pitch-black darkness1 guided by ,tommy1 ,i stumbled up a path which ,i'll swear was all of a one in three gradient4 ,we came out upon a little ledge overlooking what we now knew to be the ,german lines4 ,tommy motioned me to keep my eye on the ,v-shaped cutting in the slag below us4 ',i think the beggar is down in the extreme angle of the ,v1' he whispered as he crawled beside me4 ,then ,i overbalanced1 fell over the ridge1 and dropped clean on to something soft and yielding below4 ,red specks dotted the blackness before my eyes for a few moments as ,i bounced on the hard stones4 ,i jumped up with a jerk and spun round to find1 blocking my path1 a menacing figure regarding me over the barrel of a ,browning pistol4 ,in the other hand he held an electric torch4 ',don't move1' he said in good ,english4 ,his tone was quiet and crisp1 an' his face showed me that 'e was out for blood4 ',i have it in my mind almost to be sorry for you1 ,british ,tommy1' he said calmly1 ',you know too much4 ,i am going to decide on the best way to dis----' ,he got as far as 'dis'--when something leaped out of the shadows and he was hurled back with a sudden rush4 ,it was ,tommy1 and he swung his heavy ,boche rifle and stove the man down with terrific force4 ,there was a dreadful half-choked1 whimper and then silence4 ,tommy stood regarding the still form with a bleached face4 ,he then bent over him1 but without touching1 looked up at me4 ',saved a firing party the trouble1' he said4 ',he's dead all right4' ,he straightened himself up4 ',what the devil shall we do with it1 ,mc,nab8' '',tis a spy he was1' ,i answered1 'and it's ten to one that he has a code or some kind of papers tucked away on him4 ,just run through his pockets before we leave him4' ',no1 no1' ,tommy said1 ',i can't touch him he'll haunt me1 sure4' ,the man was quite dead when ,i rolled him over4 ,i took from his pockets a leather bound code book1 ,english1 ,french and ,german bank notes1 and a gold stop watch4 ',no good stayin' here1' said ,tommy1 ',i vote we crawl back and talk it over4 ,this is a crummy old place4' ,when we got back to billets and examined our loot1 it was a sure enough ,german spy's code book1 and it contained a rough sketch of all our trenches and what not1 quite sufficient to use in conjunction with the squared map he carried4 ,the book was printed in ,german4 ',you know1' said ,tommy1 'we must report this to the ,colonel as soon as we can4' ',an' be collared for being out at night without a pass first thing8 ,not much1' said ,i4 ',we must hide this loot4 ,they may search us when they find him out there1' said ,tommy1 looking to the future4 ',hide away1 then1' ,i said1 but my mind was elsewhere1 for all of a sudden1 ,i had been hit in the eye with a brilliant inspiration4 ,the following morning1 when ,i took our ole man his early tea1 ,i found 'im sitting up in bed sucking a fat cigar and bewilderin' himself with the brigade orders4 ',i beg your pardon1 sir6' ,i says1 'but may ,i have a word with you8' ',you know1 ,mc,nab1' he says1 screwing his eye-glass into his eye with a smile--'you know that ,i am at any hour of the day or night glad to have a talk to a man of understanding like yourself4' ',that's good of you1 ,colonel1' ,i says1 'to meet me with such kindness4 ,but ,i think1 as you say1 that ,i have just a little more than the usual share of intellec' under my hat1 but what ,i have come to lay before your notice is this3 ,i have discovered why the ,boche guns always register on our artillery positions the moment they are taken up1 and the source of the leakage of information4' ',oh1 you have1 have you8' says he4 '',tis a spy1 sir1' says ,i1 'and it's signalling to the ,huns he was when ,i caught him4' ',another blessed spy legend1' he yawned1 ',i really thought that you1 ,mc,nab1 would be the last man to become afflicted with the spy craze4 ,i have arrested half a dozen so-called spies this week already only to find they were harmless rustics--' ',i beg your pardon1 ,colonel1' ,i returns1 with that chilling dignity which has at times even made generals falter1 'but there is no legend about ,private ,mc,nab's spy4' ',then trot out your spy1' he says1 'and ,i'll come and look 'im over4' ',i not only caught him red-handed at his nefarious trafficking 7them was the very words ,i used7 444 ,i not only caught the blighter1 but ,i put his light out4' ',what8' he shouts1 clutching my arm1 'you killed the poor brute4' ',we did--me and ,tommy1 and we found this here code in his fob1' said ,i4 ,with that ,i threw the little code book on the bed1 and the old man1 after looking through it carefully 7he could read ,german1 our old man71 got out of bed and started dressing in a businesslike way4 ',shut that door1 ,mc,nab1' says he1 'and let me have the benefit of your invaluable advice4' ,all of a sudden ,i was struck with a brilliant inspiration1 and ,i let the old ,colonel have it for what it was worth4 ,as it happened the old man thought a mighty lot of it--such a lot1 in fact1 that by one o'clock that day he started to imagine the inspiration had come from his own fertile brain4 ,he liked to think that it was his1 and1 ,lord bless 'im1 ,i don't grudge him the glory4 ,after laying our heads together1 the ,colonel went back to the artillery lines and spent three hours talking to the ,battery ,major1 and ,i looted a dozen three-pounder rockets of var-i-ous colours out of the stores4 ,in the afternoon the ,colonel called all his officers together1 and kept the blighted motorcycle dispatch riders busy buzzing up and down the line with messages1 till late in the evening4 ',i have called you gentlemen together1' he says to his officer1 'in order to ask you to corporate with me4 ,i shall fire some rockets from the slag heap to-night about ten o'clock4 ,on the first of these signals the ,germans will open a very heavy cannonade on our trenches4 ,i'll trouble you to have your men all in the dug-outs1 and under cover at a quarter to ten6' ,that night1 soon after the ,colonel1 ,tommy and ,i started off for the slag heap in the dark1 taking with us a bundle of rockets4 ,my idea was at last going to be tested--what do you think it was1 ,sir8 ,i discreetly pretended my utter inability to guess4 ,why1 nothing more or less than to hoist these ,german blokes with their own petard1 so to speak4 ,we were going to fool them by giving them signals in their own code4 ,well1 after stumbling and groping about for half an hour1 ,mc,nab continued1 we arrived at the spot near where we had overlooked the spy4 ',i think this is the ledge from which ,i fell1' ,tommy whispered as we crawled on4 ,the next instant the ,colonel disappeared1 and the little procession came to an abrupt standstill4 ,a crashing noise was heard as the old man with a quarter of a ton of slag went tobogganing down the stone-shod slope4 ',this is the spot1' ,tommy said tersely4 ,and up to us came hoarse whispered curses as our ole man tongue-lashed us for a full minute in gross and detail4 ',lie quite still1 ,colonel1' ,i whispered1 'the ,hun swine-dogs may send up a flare if they hear us4' ,but no flare flared1 and no sniper sniped4 ',this game gives me the blooming creeps1' old ,tommy muttered shudderingly1 thinking of ,huns and guns three miles deep all round4 ,after that the ,colonel struggled clear of the 'alf ton of slag atop o' him4 ,tommy and ,i wandered a little more until we got down to the old man4 ,here we halted4 ',here's the place where we left the dead spy1' said ,tommy1 his eyes peering into the darkness of the ,v-shaped cutting4 ',i can still see ,fritz lying in the corner4 ,we had better get right over this side4 ,come on6' ',i see1' said the ,colonel4 ',this is the key of the position4 ,it overlooks the ,german trenches and when the spy was using his flash lamp he could not be observed by the men in our lines4' ',good thing we short-circuited his little game1' reflected ,tommy hugging an arm full of rockets4 ',ah6' says he1 fingering the electric torch4 ',how this game of war makes one think4 ,my 'orizon has indeed broadened4 ,just to think that a few flashes from this little chap will mean more than all those glittering stars above to the ,german fellows in the trenches over there4 ,it's simply ridiculous to waste our little concert on a few ,huns in the trenches to-night4 ,we must socialise the whole blooming show4 ,we must get the head up of all the ,huns for miles around4 ,let us consult the code book1' he said1 and then opening it he read out some of the rocket codes4 ,they all seemed simple enough4 ,but he had some difficulty in finding the one he wanted1 having first of all of course to translate them into ,english2 but presently he seized upon the one he wanted1 he repeated it over with delight3 ',two green rockets in rapid succession mean3 ,enemy making active preparations for offensive movement and when followed after a suitable interval by a single red rocket1 mean3 ,enemy will attack without delay4' ',touch off two green rockets1 ,mc,nab1 if you please1' said the ,colonel with a tremor in his voice4 ,i touched off two three-pounders which rose several thousand yards1 and burst into bunches of gorgeous stars4 ,a faint clattering noise came to us from the ,hun trenches1 and we all hugged the earth fairly closely as a rapid fusillade broke out from all quarters4 ,rifles cracked all around us to the extent of thousands1 and with that a most impressive humming noise1 which ,i had never had the pleasure of hearing before1 because being a soldier ,i had always formed a part of it--the noise of whole armies turning out to meet an attack4 ',colonel1' ,i says1 'it may have escaped you that the angry and 'ighly intelligent ,boche on our front will soon be sending up their rockets to confuse our own men4 ,might ,i recommend a red rocket before they open their part of the ball1 and bend the lights6 ,that will spell to 'em3 ,enemy will attack without delay1 and it will also expedite their artillery just a leetle4' ,the ,colonel laid his hand on my shoulder4 ',mc,nab1' says he1 'there's worse blokes than you sitting on thrones4 ,they shall 'ave that red rocket4 ,none the less1' he remarked1 'the situation is undeniably getting a bit feverish4 ,trot out ,red ,rufus6' ,i rightly took the command to read3 ',send up a red rocket4' ,rufus soared up into the sky and burst into a red glare that simply shouted3 ',here they come after you' to the ,huns4 ',oh-h-h-h-h6' exclaimed old ,tommy as the twirly-whirly red stars fell through the sky4 ',silence6' said the old man4 ',this is the sanguinary ,british ,expeditionary ,force1 not a 7decorated7 ,brock's ,benefit at the ,crystal ,palace4 ,what in ,hong-,kong are you jumping about like a richly decorated organ-grinder's monkey for8' ,the ,huns grasped the meaning of their dead spy's signal as soon as it showed in the heavens1 so to speak4 ,we lay belly-flat and held our breaths for a moment or so in silence1 but we were about the only silent things for a hundred miles4 ,flares went up by the thousand and searchlights cut up the sky in every direction4 ,all kinds of mysterious guns got into action and all the batteries for a hundred miles must have let drive as well4 ,from then on1 for at least two hours1 the shells poured excruciating-wise into our deserted trenches without cessation1--shrapnel1 high explosive1 six inch1 twelve inch--thousands of pounds the ,huns wasted that night4 ,i wish you could have seen ,tommy bowing to right and left of the ,german trenches acknowledging the applause which the ,huns would have given him if they'd known the facts4 ,on the other hand1 as the ,colonel observed1 they might 'ave killed him4 ',they'll have to pull up their socks at ,krupp's to replace the shells they have blazed away in this little pantomime1' said ,tommy pressing his hands to his sides4 ',star programme--heap big star programme6 ,phew6 ,oh1 ,i wish ,i could stop laughing1 ,i ain't 'ad such a laugh for years6' ',and in this little code book here1' said the old man1 a hand on each of our shoulders1 'there are hundreds of little love messages we can be getting ready to surprise 'em with4 ,presently we'll begin to send 'em instructions to concentrate their fire on empty houses--tell 'em they are chock-full of ,british troops4 ,then they'll fairly let loose the bow-yows of war4 ,damme1 how their gunners will gun6 ,oblige me by thinking of four hundred guns1 pumping val-u-able shells into an empty house4' ,the exquisite humour of it brought us down screaming with laughter in a tangle on the slag-heap4 ,a searchlight broke out from the back of the ,hun trenches and began searching our lines4 ',they're looking for our attacking party1 or the ,angels of ,mons1' panted the old man1 his knees in a shell hole and his face in the grass4 ',well1 let's get our things packed and hurry back4 ,i think they have sent back for a fresh supply of shells4 ,the sooner we get out of it the better4 ,sufficient unto the day--or night1 perhaps one should say4' ,well1 it's dry work talking1 said ,mc,nab1 wistfully surveying the interior of his empty mug4 ,i took measures--pint measures--to allay his thirst4 ,let me see now1 he said2 let me see4 ,and did you do any signalling with the flash lamp the next night8 ,i timidly hinted1 ,i believe you mentioned that it was your intention4 ,yes1 we did have some fun1 ,i can tell you1 and 'twas better still next night4 ,once more we returned1 to the slag-heap1 then1 ,mc,nab swept on1 we started to flash a few messages over to the ,german lines4 ,they soon picked up our signals and after a brief interrogation they replied4 ,then they started to ask questions4 ',at which part of the ,british line would it be wise to launch an attack8' they flashed4 ,and our old man flashed back a trench that was fairly bristly with machine guns4 ,then they asked other questions1 but we did not reply4 ,we laid low and said nothing1 for you can take it from me1 mister1 that a real spy is a man of few words1 and playing with a flashlight in enemy lines is not exactly a healthy game4 ,had we have signalled too freely the ,huns would have soon become suspicious1 for1 mark you1 the flares that we had popped off at 'em the night before had left 'em with an uncomfortable feeling that their spy was taking quite unreasonable risks4 ,it is of course most unusual for a spy to make use of rocket signals4 ,do ,i make myself comprehensible8 ,perfectly4 ,did the ,huns attack8 ,i asked4 ,mc,nab nodded4 ,they attacked us three days afterwards at five o'clock in the morning4 ,it was like a nightmare4 ,the ,germans came on1 evidently thinking they were on a soft job1 and you can realize what a wonderful target they made for the gunners who had been waiting for 'em4 ,such a target that gunners dream about but never see4 ,we had some eighteen-and-a-'arf-pounders not five hundred yards away1 and they let go right into the thick of 'em4 ,and each case shot with its four hundred bullets swept and tore their ranks4 ,with a mighty gasp and something like a groan the ,huns staggered1 recovered1 and with wild yells came charging on to a hundred machine guns4 ,and all the time the shells came over at them and tore wide swathes in their closely-packed ranks4 ,then our boys got into 'em and swept the remaining ,huns into eternity6 ,unless this story had come from such a highly-reliable fountain-head1 ,mc,nab1 ,i murmured1 after a moment or so1 ,i would never have believed that the whole thing was not a fabrication4 ,mc,nab removed his pot of beer on one side1 and leaned across the table4 ,i moved my chair back quickly1 just missing another vigorous stab from his huge index-finger4 ,the history of this war1 he observed impressively1 will be interwoven with extraordinary things like this 'ere tale ,i have been telling you4 ,and you may lay to it1 mister1 that the most extraordinary things of all will never see the light of day in the printed page4 ,i can quite understand that1 ,i said pointedly2 for1 although a student of military history of this war myself1 ,i cannot recall a single reference to any of the remarkable events which occurred in the trenches during the eight months you were with your regiment over there6 ,mc,nab regarded me for a full minute with rapidly-rising choler4 ,then he shifted his stare from me to an old gentleman who was warming his toes at the fire4 ,the yarn ,i have told you is as true as the drill book1 though you need not believe it if you have conscientious objections4 ,i have been recounting real slices of history4 ,leastways1 when ,i say history ,i may be wrong1 because they will never appear in history4 ,but they 'appened1 ,mister--'appened as surely as ,i am sitting here with an empty pot in front o' me4 ,an'--an'---- ,mc,nab stammered in his excitement--if any bloke says they didn't1 be jabers1 ,i'll--,i'll drink his beer6 ,but neither the old gentleman nor any member of the company wished to disagree with him1 and he rose up from the chair with a mug to order his final half-pint4 ,he returned 7a trifle unsteadily1 perhaps7 with his beer and a particularly vile cigar in his mouth4 ,whether it was the effect of the heat or the--er--beer ,i cannot say1 but he blundered over my legs1 causing me a sharp twinge of pain4 ,what an awkward beggar you are that you can't see to walk straight1 ,i said4 ,mc,nab looked down at my legs after giving them another stirring up with his foot4 ,why1 ,go' bless my soul1 he said1 it's quite true1 ,i am an awkward devil4 ,i certainly should have seen those feet4 ,however did you get 'em into the bar8 ,v ,,through ,,the ,,furnace ,give us our rest1 ,o ,father1 in thine own appointed time and of thy gracious olden fashion4 ,lay thy annulling seal upon the o'erlabored heart3 drop thy healing nepenthe into the weary brain4 ,teach us not to fear that which brings us nearer to ,thee4 ,suffer us to go to sleep with no more consciousness than the flowers that take no care for their awakening4 ,give us this last and best of all thy gifts--,parva domus1 magna quies6 ,hilaire ,o',hagan sat in the ,september sunshine on the grass that skirted the roadside4 ,for some time he had been examining with a stare of melancholy interest the worn toes of his boots4 ,on his head was a dingy straw hat2 to his form and limbs there hung a faded and creased coat and a pair of shiny black trousers2--he held in his hand five shillings which had been thrust into his hand when the prison gates had opened to him that morning4 ,he had taken the money and swaggered out with a parting gibe at the constable who closed the doors behind him4 ,o',hagan was an incorrigible rascal4 ,some years before1 when he stood in the ,assize ,court1 a venerable judge had told him so4 ,o',hagan1 said the judge grimly1 you are what ,i should term an incorrigible rogue1 and ,i shall send you to prison for two years with hard labour4 ,you have run across my path many times before4 ,when you gain your liberty it will be very much to your advantage if you keep out of my way for good and all4 ,o',hagan had received the sentence with the same impertinent smirk on his face as he had received many similar sentences4 ,now he was a free man4 ,he was powerful1 full of health1 and--lazy4 ,he reflected aloud1 with evident enjoyment 7and in the speech of a lettered gentleman71 ,this is indeed one of those days when it is good to be alive6 ,o',hagan6 came a sudden voice1 harsh and authoritative1 from behind him3 ,he rose to his feet and faced about4 ,in the roadway appeared the constable to whom he had addressed some not over polite remarks on his way out of prison4 ,well8 said ,o',hagan4 ,the constable snorted4 ,didn't you hear me tell you to move on8 ,we don't want any habitual criminals hanging about here4 ,o',hagan dived his hands deep into the pockets of his shiny trousers and slouched along towards the next village4 ,about a mile ahead was an inn he knew of where he might enjoy a great refreshment1 and drink the waters of ,lethe4 ,he jingled the silver in his pocket and reflected that for one night at least he could eat strongly1 and drink largely1 and sleep deeply4 99 99 99 99 99 ,outside a house screened by a mysterious ten foot wall full of the plain dignity of unpretending age1 a long grey motor car was standing4 ,o',hagan turned and surveyed it1 and his quick eye rested upon a leather hand case on a rug beneath the seat4 ,it did not take him a moment to snatch it and hide it swiftly beneath his coat4 ,for a second or so he stood back against the wall4 ,at that moment a girl came out of the house1 in company with an elderly gentleman1 and walked towards the car4 ,o',hagan looked at the girl swiftly4 ,at the same time she glanced at him1 and their eyes met4 ,things looked unhealthy for ,o',hagan4 ,but fate was altogether with him1 and the motor moved off and left him standing there with the case under his coat4 ,no glorious figure1 this man1 but one of those whom specialists now place amongst the doomed as cursed with the criminal instinct1 with the vices that require lavish means to feed them--a man who only feels a thrill in life when he is preying on his fellows1 or eluding the hand of justice4 99 99 99 99 99 ,o',hagan walked down the road a little way with his hand resting lovingly on the leather case4 ,he turned a corner1 cut through the hedge1 and took a track across a field4 ,in the shelter of a clump of bushes he sat leisurely on the grass and went over the contents4 ,among the various odds and ends was a leather purse4 ,he opened it with trembling fingers4 ,there was a sovereign1 five one pound notes folded up1 eight shillings in silver1 and a small silver cross hanging on a black silk riband4 ,he dropped the silver with a sigh of satisfaction into his trousers pocket1 and the notes he stored in the lining of his hat4 ,he took up the little cross and was about to thrust it into the thick grass1 when he paused for a moment1 and was aware of an oppressive feeling4 ,on a sudden1 in the midst of men and day1 ,and while he sat and looked around1 ,he seemed to be in a bygone age1 ,and feel himself the shadow of a dream4 ,o',hagan felt that his body was decreasing1 sinking under the green turf1 falling down1 down1 down1 and yet ,he was still above1 gazing1 wondering1 open-eyed1 open-mouthed1 as it were4 ,gradually1 but none the less surely1 he was being crowded round by many moving 8's which never seemed to grow distinct4 ,he seemed to know at once he was back in the days long past4 ,he shut his eyes against a burning that felt like tears4 ,when he opened them again he was looking at his own name1 fairly carved in on the silver cross in quaint old ,english letters3 ,hilaire ,o',hagan ,the clump of bushes before him was now obscured by a thin white cloud4 ,as he watched he was aware of a figure that stood out distinctly before him4 ,he was a man of his own height1 thick-set1 serious-looking1 in a monk's mantle and hood4 ,o',hagan gave a hurried glance1 and as hurriedly turned his head away again4 ,the face of the man exactly resembled his own4 ,but it was an honest face1 without the look of dissipation1 and the secret furtive air1 which he knew marred his own features4 ,he also thought he could see a faint nimbus round his head--but this may have been illusion4 ,o',hagan moved away as if he had no wish to see him2 but the stranger was not to be put off by any such trick4 ,he touched ,o',hagan's arm1 and brought him to a standstill4 ,brother6 he said in a gentle voice4 ,o',hagan pulled himself up sharply4 ,for a moment it seemed as if he would have refused to stay1 but the next he realized that it would be of no use4 ,what do you want with me8 he began4 ,i know ,i'm a thief and a drunkard4 ,do you want to hand me a ,sunday ,school tract8 ,if so get it over4 ,the stranger's hand tightened on his arm1 and he began to speak in a calm but strangely thrilling voice4 ,it is written there3 'men do not despise a thief1 if he steal to satisfy his soul when he is hungry4' ,well8 said ,o',hagan1 trying to hold a countenance of little concern4 ,well8 said the stranger1 for why did you steal8 ,o',hagan coughed and held down his head4 ,a man without scruple and without heart1 the stranger remarked to himself4 ,o',hagan looked up with a start4 ,look here1 he began4 ,you've no right to---- ,then of a sudden the mist began to rise from the clump of bushes and the stranger vanished4 ,o',hagan was back in the flesh4 ,he stood there dazed for the moment1 with the little cross clutched in his hand4 ,he sat down again and tried to force his spirit back to the other scene1 but in vain4 ,he felt that he had been thrilled through and through4 ,the oppression1 however1 unlike the stern-faced monk1 did not vanish1 it deepened4 ,a throbbing headache came on1 which refused to be shaken off1 and eventually sent ,o',hagan to the ,bell ,inn to drink still deeper of the waters of oblivion4 ,the day was already falling when he walked1 jingling his silver1 into the sanded bar of the ,bell ,inn1 and an hour or so later1 when it began to fill with drovers and country folk1 ,o',hagan had looked much on the good brown ale4 ,he was in fact becoming very noisy4 ,seated in a corner1 he sang ,nell and ,roger at the ,wake in a hoarse voice4 ,the country folk grinned and looked at him curiously4 ,shut your gab1 old sport1 said a rough-looking drover at last1 that song is not fit for decent folk to hear4 ,o',hagan swore like any trooper1 and reached his hand out to a large spirit bottle at his elbow1 and for a moment the drover thought he would get it thrown at his head4 ,however1 ,o',hagan rose to his feet1 made a bow to the company1 and made an apology to the drover4 ,he stood there1 a blackguard on the face of him1 but a gentleman in spite of that undefinable and vaguely repulsive smirk which played about his straight and refined mouth4 ,he slunk away into the night4 ,as ,o',hagan walked the night deepened in throbs of gathering darkness4 ,the sense of uneasiness that had been with him ever since the priest in the cassock had appeared to him was not to be easily thrown off4 ,he set himself to argue down the uneasiness for which there was no more foundation than a bad attack of nerves after the gloomy life in prison4 ,he told himself1 till he believed it1 that a man--just a human man--had been crossing the fields1 and that being smitten with religious fervour he had quoted the ,scripture aloud1 as he had often heard such people do4 ,he told himself it was mere fancy that was the cause of the belief that something was shining around the man's head4 ,as he argued these things away1 and banished the face of his visitor1 a certain sort of reason usurped his place4 ,but he did not feel comfortable1 however1 he fell short of any form of fear4 ,it was ,o',hagan's whole business to find desolate corners1 where he could sleep without the fear of interruption by the police2 and hence being in a part of the country that he knew well1 he bethought himself suddenly of the great barn next to the mansion house at ,tilney ,st4 ,lawrence4 ,it was always full of good hay1 as large as a barrack and no thoroughfare passed within a quarter of a mile of it4 ,in such a place1 and with the scent of the hay to lull him1 ,o',hagan threw his tired body down1 and soon lost all the cares of the world in complete repose4 ,all his life ,o',hagan had been a habitual dreamer2 the nights were few1 that is to say1 when on awakening he did not find that some mental traffics and discoveries had been his1 and at times1 the whole night through he would meet with most dazzling adventures4 ,in prison his dreams had been a great solace to him1 and each night he had settled down to devote the dark hours to the cultivation of joyous dreams4 ,he was one of those men who went to sleep fair and square1 and looked for dreams4 ,but as ,o',hagan stretched in the hay1 things were revealed to him that were beyond all dreams1 and of course he could not keep the strange priest out of the vision4 ,it opened with finding himself in front of the doors of an old church1 where1 he understood1 he was going to hide from someone who wanted to kill him4 ,he knocked on the door and the man who opened the door was the very priest he had seen in the afternoon4 ,he asked him to step in and instantly turned round and walked up the dimly lit aisle1 and ,o',hagan understood that he had to follow4 ,in silence they passed through a small arch in the chancel and mounted a narrow oak staircase with many corners and tortuous turns and arrived at a small landing with a studded door set in it4 ,quite inexplicably ,o',hagan's heart sank at the sight of it4 ,however1 the priest unlocked and opened it1 and held it open for him to enter1 and without coming in himself1 closed it4 ,it was a small oak room with a stone floor1 and a curious smell at once attracted his notice4 ,it was there--there1 close to him--under his very nose--the strong1 acrid odour of decay--the nauseating smell of the grave4 ,looking about he saw the floor was paved with grave stones4 ,in one corner stood a fine seventeenth century lead coffin4 ,a curious greyish light shone from it4 ,o',hagan's conjecture had been right3 there was something awful in the room1 and with the terror of nightmare seizing him swiftly by the throat and throttling him1 he awoke in a spasm of terror4 ,o',hagan was sitting bolt upright with the impression that someone had flashed a lantern in his face1 though the barn was absolutely pitch dark4 ,i've had a most diabolical nightmare4 ,it was the drink1 he said to himself1 and decided to go to sleep again4 ,but the excessive heat of the barn would let him rest no longer4 ,the atmosphere seemed to be hot and pungent1 and he groped about and opened the door to let in some air4 ,almost at the same moment someone cried ,fire6 and shapes of things began to define in a soft grey glimmering2--and the gloom was broken up by a red and angry spurt of flame from a wing of the old manor house4 ,again cries of ,fire6 came to his ears1 and grew and multiplied4 ,o',hagan was fully awake in an instant1 and running at top speed towards the old mansion4 ,when he reached it the whole sky about was illuminated by a red and angry light4 ,almost at the moment of his arrival a tower of smoke arose in front of the porch window1 and with a tingling report1 a pane fell outwards at his feet4 ,a crowd of cowed and white-faced country folk drew back when he rushed up4 ,then he looked up at the porch window and saw what it was that made the people go4 ,he saw a girl's terrified face at the window4 ,the girl ,i lifted the bag from1 he said aloud4 ,she'll be burnt to death4 ,the heavy hall doors were surrounded by the inmates of the house who had escaped and ,o',hagan pushed through them1 and sprang up the broad stairway mid choking volumes of smoke4 ,when reached the room above the porch the heat was fierce1 and the roaring of the fire filled his ears1 and he had scarce carried the terrified girl out of the room when a side door fell in1 and a branch of flame shot brandishing through the aperture1 and the head of the stairs became lit up with a dreadful and fluctuating glare4 ,he carried her swiftly down the stairs1 he feared every moment that they would crumple and fall in4 ,but he fought his way grimly1 and his jerky swear words were lost in the roaring of the fire4 ,another moment and they were in the open4 ,firelight and moonlight illuminating the country around with confused and violent lustre1 and banked against the stars and the sky they could see a glowing track of smoke4 ,that was a near thing1 ,miss4 ,i thought my end had come6 she said1 the colour returning slowly to her face4 ,there would have been no chance at all if you had not come up for me1 as ,i was then almost suffocated4 ,it was a very brave act6 ,she did not thank him--she couldn't have spoken plain words of thanks to save her life--but ,o',hagan knew what she thought--,don't say any more about it1 ,miss1 ,i am really a coward at heart4 ,i'm sure ,i owe my life to you1 she said earnestly4 ,i know there are some things for which thanks are an insult1 but you will not mind if ,i offer you a little token of gratitude8 ,o',hagan's hand was resting on a small silver cross in his pocket1 and in another moment he solemnly handed the girl the money and notes he had stolen4 ,why1 whatever is this8 asked the girl1 staring at ,o',hagan in bewildered amazement4 ,that's yours1 he said by way of assistance4 ,but ,i don't understand6 she cried1 greatly puzzled4 ,well1 ,miss1 ,i suppose it does require some elucidation1 ,o',hagan replied somewhat nervously4 ,you see1 it's only a return of stolen goods4 ,you remember visiting a house in the big grey motor car yesterday1 ,miss8 ,yes4 ,well1 ,i stole your bag from under the seat4 ,i have given you back again all that ,i have left4 ,but ,i will take this little cross as a token4 ,he dangled the little silver charm before her face1 and before she had time to take in the situation ,o',hagan had disappeared4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the long plains of ,northern ,europe stretched before the gaze of a regiment of ,british infantry--great undulations of sodden earth left by the winter rains and thaws4 ,there1 in the piercing cold that froze the feet1 they waited the signal to advance4 ,stray bullets whined and pinged as they struck the wire and sand bags on the top of the trenches2 occasionally a man fell on his face2 and the ghastly change in the faces of the troops bore testimony to the effects4 ,hilaire ,o',hagan lay stretched upon his face1 occasionally looking towards his officer4 ,his heart beat like the pulsing of a motor car4 ,his throat felt dry1 his cheeks were burning4 ,at times a cold shiver passed right through his frame4 ,he fidgeted and lolled from one side1 to the other4 ,it seemed to him that he had waited hours for the signal to get over the trenches4 ,he tried to strike a match for his pipe2 his hand was trembling furiously4 ,it occurred to him that after having passed through the gory awfulness of six months' incessant fighting1 he was beginning to lose his nerve4 ,he was no longer master of himself4 ,he was afraid4 ,every man has the instinct that prompts fear1 for upon that instinct the whole foundation of life-preservation is founded4 ,but over and above this instinct1 common to all of us1 ,o',hagan had imagination--the graphic1 vivid imagination that always lurks in ,irish blood4 ,is not the entire history of the ,celt a rejection of the things of this world for the ,shadow and the dream8 ,upon this basis of fear and imagination ,o',hagan started to build1 building and building until he had created a grand structure of blind terror which yielded a most exquisite torture to his mind4 ,a whistle sounded and a shudder traversed the men all down the trench4 ,the officer called to his men4 ,he mounted the parapet and jumped over4 ,there was a sound like the rushing of a river as the regiment poured itself over the trench4 ,the men advanced slowly and dazedly4 ,now any acute observer would note that the men were bewildered and had little heart in the fight4 ,their faces worked2 and they struggled to walk on1 but it seemed useless4 ,the bullets were pattering all around and taking heavy toll4 ,then a few yards in front a shrapnel shell kicked up the mud4 ,the ,german guns had found the range4 ,someone shouted out the fatal words ,lie down4 ,the regiment was soon hugging the earth1 which was about the best thing they could have done4 ,great showers of shrapnel burst over them1 and the bullets struck down on them in a continuous shower4 ,some men rose to their feet1 and the shrapnel withered them4 ,suddenly one shell burst over ,o',hagan1 blotting out all around him in smoke and dust1 and brutally jerking his mind to fullest tension4 ,this shell fire was hell6 ,with the crash imagination and fear began to work together in his overworked brain--both at once in the queerest jumbling manner4 ,in a few moments ,o',hagan was on his feet running away--racing as if not merely for his life1 but his soul4 ,when ,o',hagan's brain cooled and his sight cleared he found himself in the doorway of a little wrecked church4 ,the ,german shells had gashed and ripped the sides and roof1 so that birds flew in and out at will4 ,hundreds of sparrows chirped in the oak beams above4 ,the shells had pitted1 starred and jerked up the blue flagstones in the porch on which ,o',hagan stood4 ,parts of the old church had been shelled nearly level2 little twisted fragments of beautiful leaded windows had been swept up in a pile outside with other wreckage4 ,as ,o',hagan walked up the aisle a feeling came over him that he knew much of the old place4 ,a quintessence and distillation of peace and comradeship seemed to inhabit the soft gloam of its chancel4 ,he found himself drifting back to past days and seeing dimly in a thin white cloud faces that seemed familiar and yet were unnameable4 ,then one face stood out distinctly1 and ,o',hagan watched it with breathless wonder and fascination4 ,he moved closer up to it2 he would have given much not to have done so1 but he could not help himself--he looked closer1 and it was--the face of the monk who had appeared to him once before4 ,when the cloud had cleared a little1 the outline of the monk wearing a hood and cowl became visible4 ,then was there a voice that he identified at once despite the lapse of two years since he had last heard it4 ,i have been wanting to speak to you1 brother1 for many hours1 but something ,i cannot explain to mortal man has prevented me4 ,the priest instantly turned round and ,o',hagan understood that he meant him to follow4 ,his heart sank at once1 and he experienced a sense of dreadful oppression and foreboding1 and with a sudden thrill1 partly of fear1 and partly of curiosity he followed4 ,they passed up the aisle and a perfectly familiar staircase4 ,then he opened a door1 and went in1 and at the same moment1 sheer unreasoning terror seized him4 ,he was afraid1 but did not know why3 he was simply afraid4 ,then like a sudden recollection1 when one remembers some trivial adventure of childhood1 ,o',hagan looked for the old lead coffin4 ,he cast his eyes about with a certain air of proprietorship1 and compared the room with the room of his dreams4 ,nothing had changed4 ,and then1 with a sudden start of unexplained dread1 he saw that the coffin was in the corner--the same leaden coffin that he knew so well with the same curious greyish light coming from it4 ,there was lettering on the lid4 ,what's written there8 ,what's there8 ,who's there8 he called4 ,he called and continued to call2 then another terror1 the terror of the sound of his own voice seized him2 he did not dare to call again2 he whispered4 ,there was something written on the coffin that his mind reeled to entertain4 ,without quite knowing how he came to be there1 ,o',hagan found himself bending over the coffin4 ,he read the lettering1 and it was3 ,hilaire ,o',hagan ob4 #afif aetat #ce4 ,parva domus1 magna quies4 ,he sank down on his knees with a childish sob4 ,sometimes the old church seemed absolutely still1 and the only sound to be heard was the sighing of the night breeze below him in the pines1 but sometimes the place seemed full of muffled movements1 and once ,o',hagan could have sworn that the large carved handle of the door turned4 ,even as he stood there he heard steps just outside1 and with a sudden horror1 he saw the heavy door slowly open4 ,a priest stood in the open doorway with an inscrutable smile on his lips--the same clean-shaven man with a long aquiline nose and singularly square chin1 that he had seen before in his dreams4 ,brother1 he said1 in a moved voice4 ,you must go back and help your comrades4 ,there is no peace for you yet4 ,yes1 brother1 ,i know it is written that we shall rest from our labours--but the beginning of our rest is not yet4 ,we must go and help them in the firing line yonder---- ,no1 no1 holy man6 ,o',hagan pleaded4 ,i have had enough4444 ,there is hell over there4 ,they are calling us1 don't you hear them--the living and the dead---- ,o',hagan could see those great green flashes that burst in the sky so near to him4 ,he could almost hear the angry zipping of high explosive shrapnel close over his head4 ,god6 how he hated it all6 ,how hard it is1 ,father1 to make these children understand6 came softly from the priest's lips4 ,o',hagan's regiment had retired to their trenches in good order4 ,they were some of those trenches round about ,ypres1 and all the world has read how the ,germans battered and delivered terrific infantry attacks on this part of our line without cessation4 ,a certain morning1 about six o'clock1 the ,huns decided to deliver a sharp attack1 and there was considerable artillery activity on the part of the ,german guns4 ,such activity was spoken of in the trenches as raising the lid off ,hell4 ,there was a lull after about an hour's rain of every kind of missile that man has invented to batter his brother with4 ,then the ,huns came on in earnest4 ,some reached the trenches only to be met with a murderous fire3 they fell in little huddled heaps in the blood and the mud and the slime of the trenches4 ,but the whole ,german race seemed to be flowing in on the ,british1 and they fairly got into the trenches1 though they were twice driven out4 ,yard by yard the battalion retired4 ,the next moment an unearthly1 fluorescent light shot and flooded along the trenches4 ,the troops gasped for a moment1 and then started back4 ,standing on a traverse in full view of ,germans and ,englishmen was a tall man with yellow hair1 in a priest's cassock4 ,he was brandishing a sword that flashed like a tongue of flame1 and crying ,turn back6 turn back6 advance6 ,private ,hilaire ,o',hagan1 the deserter1 stood beside him holding a massive brass altar cross above his head4 ,from that moment ,o',hagan behaved like one possessed4 ,he hurled himself over the traverse into the green of the ,german regiment1 and started hacking and stabbing with the pointed end of the cross4 ,the ,huns did not like the look of such a wild apparition and refused to face him4 ,bit by bit they retired and ,o',hagan took advantage of a moment to take a green silk ,irish flag1 with a crownless harp1 from his pocket1 and attach it to the spike of the cross4 ,then1 roaring like a lion and brandishing his strange weapon1 he fell on them once more--and as they broke he saw the hooded priest driving them before him with his flaming sword4 ,a great joy seemed to burn up in his soul4 ,men who watched him said he ran amok4 ,his great voice rose high above the chattering machine guns in a beautiful ,franciscan chant and the voice of the priest joined in4 ,what ,o',hagan1 bearing his mighty cross1 must have looked like in the eerie dawn mist1 ,heaven knows4 ,but seeing such an apparition and hearing the strange chant1 it is possible the ,huns thought the devil had joined in the fight4 ,then a man in the rear trench pointed to the west1 where a great image of the cross was shining against a blood red sky1 and a voice cried ,forward4 ,it passed from man to man1 and the regiment advanced1 howling1 with ,o',hagan4 ,they drove the ,germans before them like chaff before a fan1 and fell back1 in triumph1 to their lost trenches4 ,they saw ,o',hagan stagger a little and then turn round to where the regiment boiled with joy in the trenches4 ,you are back1 my children1 he shouted4 ,it is well1 for my poor soul desires rest4444 ,aye1 rest indeed6 ,a great peace settled on ,o',hagan's face1 as he slowly collapsed and lay very still4 ,not long after this a country parson received a letter from a hare-brained member of his flock1 who for many years had been good enough to keep him in touch with his doings in far lands4 ,the old vicar had heard that the young scoundrel1 as he called him1 had joined a volunteer regiment1 and was in the thick of the fighting around ,ypres4 ,the letter was written in pencil on leaves torn from a note-book4 ,the portion that will interest the reader of this story most is here quoted4 ,on ,monday ,i came across an old friend 787 of ours--,hilaire ,o',hagan4 ,we had a brush with about five thousand ,huns1 and we had under-estimated their strength4 ,they rushed us in the dawning--a living1 greenish-grey wave rolled over our trenches1 shooting and hacking at the heart of what had once been a regiment of ,british ,infantry4 ,when the second wave lapped over1 our men were overborne but they were trying1 by common instinct1 to reach the second line trenches where they could re-form4 ,then ,i saw ,o',hagan who had dropped from ,god knows where1 standing silhouetted against the red of dawn on the front line trench4 ,he was waving a brass cross and the bullets were pattering around him and making a noise like rats skipping about an empty house4 ,my ,god6 ,pluck6 ,i never thought ,o',hagan had it in him4 ,i tell you1 he hurled himself down on the rifles of a thousand ,huns1 and 'drove them hence' with his mighty brass cross4 ,our men were soon rallying on the lost trench4 ,the stragglers clutched at each other1 and pointed to where the cross flashed and reeled in the seething mass4 ,under cover of night our bearer party brought in ,o',hagan stone dead with over twenty bullet wounds in him4 ,i know1 vicar1 when you read this1 it will flash into your mind that poor ,o',hagan had been drinking again4 ,you may banish any such thought 444 there was a different look in ,o',hagan's eyes4 ,he had seen the 'immortal light1 all young and joyful1 million-orbed1 million-coloured1 as on the first morning4' ,we carried him and his cross over to an old monastery where we found one of those quaint lead coffins--like the one in the crypt in our old church--and laid him at rest beneath the cool blue flagstones outside the chancel door4 ,one of our men1 a stone-mason in times of peace1 roughly graved his name on the slab above him4 ,as ,i walked back to the trenches ,i turned back to have a last look at the grave4 ,a priest was standing over it with hands outstretched to bless4444 ,,the ,,end 99 99 99 99 99 ,printed in ,great ,britain by ,hazell1 ,watson ,viney1 ,ld41 ,london and ,aylesbury1 for ,simpkin1 ,marshall1 ,hamilton1 ,kent ,co41 ,ltd4