,,live ,,to ,,be ,,useful ,,or1 ,,the ,,story ,,of ,,annie ,,lee ,,and ,,her ,,irish ,,nurse4 ,decoration ,,thomas ,,nelson ,,and ,,sons ,london1 ,edinburgh1 ,dublin1 and ,new ,york #aiac ,illustration3 ,annorah turned1 and saw the shadow of a man on the sloping rock4 ,page #be4 ,,live ,,to ,,be ,,useful4 ,,chapter ,i4 ,,annie',s ,,plan4 ,annie ,lee was a cripple4 ,until her eighth summer she had been strong and well1 like most other children2 but then disease began to appear1 and although she had skilful doctors and kind nurses1 it was soon too plain that she was never to be well again4 ,five years of pain and weakness had been her portion at the time our story commences4 ,so accustomed had she become to her sad situation1 that it seemed like a delusive dream when she remembered the sportive hours of her earlier childhood4 ,like other sick children1 she was far more thoughtful than was quite natural at her age1 and very seldom in her easiest moments laughed aloud4 ,but she was not an unhappy child4 ,as soon as she was old enough to understand that she had a sinful heart and needed salvation1 she had earnestly sought the ,saviour of sinners1 and had been graciously received by him1 and made a lamb of his flock4 ,in the school of ,christ she learned to bear pain without murmuring1 and to submit with cheerfulness to her lot in life4 ,instead of requiring comfort from her parents1 who seemed to realize her misfortune more fully than she did herself1 she became their consoler1 and rarely failed in her efforts to lighten their sorrow on her account4 ,it might have been so much worse1 mamma1 she said one day1 when ,mrs4 ,lee was lamenting her condition4 ,only think of poor lame ,phelim1 ,biddy ,dillon's little boy4 ,what is the matter with him8 asked her mother4 ,have you not seen him8 ,he is often in the back-yard when ,biddy comes to wash in the kitchen4 ,i've watched him often4 ,i think it was before he came to this country--but ,i'm not sure--that a large stone1 falling from a wall1 so mangled his poor limbs that one of them had to be cut off4 ,i never see him limping about on his crutches while ,biddy is washing without thanking ,god for my happier fate4 ,why1 ,annie1 it is not probable that he suffers one-half as much as you do4 ,as much pain1 do you mean1 mamma8 ,yes4 ,i wasn't thinking of that4 ,they are very poor2 and if he lives to be a man1 how can he earn the comforts of life8 ,i need have no care on that account4 ,i daresay he has none4 ,there are several trades that he might learn which require a sitting posture2 he might be a shoemaker1 for instance4 ,do not fret on his account1 ,annie4 ,it seems to me1 mamma1 replied ,annie1 with a thoughtful air1 that his only prospect for the future is to be pushed about here and there in the crowd1 until at last he finds a refuge in the grave4 ,what foolish fancies6 said ,mrs4 ,lee1 rising1 as a noise in the yard below attracted her to the window4 ,we know nothing about the future1 and it is not quite right to make ourselves sad about it4 ,it is hardly like your usual trust in ,god1 to be thus imagining trouble4 ,there's a little lame boy in the yard1 who1 ,i suppose1 is ,phelim2 he seems happy enough4 ,hark6 don't you hear him sing8 ,he is sitting on the bench behind the clothes-frame1 and his mother is hanging out the clothes to dry4 ,don't you hear her laugh at what he is singing8 ,what is it1 mamma8 ,can you hear the words8 asked ,annie1 brightening up1 and raising herself on her elbow as she lay on her low couch4 ,i hear them very well2 but his ,irish gibberish is as ,greek to me4 ,all that ,i can make out is what seems to be the chorus3 ',o ,ireland1 green ,ireland1 ,swate gem o' the sae6' ,mamma1 said ,annie1 after listening with smiling interest a while1 it troubles me very often because ,phelim knows nothing about our ,saviour4 ,he has a sister1 two years older than ,i am1 who cannot read4 ,she never went to school2 and none of the family can read a word4 ,how did you learn this8 ,from ,phelim4 ,i speak to him sometimes when he plays under the window4 ,well1 ,i don't know how we can help them4 ,if we should offer to teach them1 they would not be willing to learn4 ,are you sure of it1 mamma8 ,not quite so sure1 perhaps1 as if ,i had tried to instruct them2 but ,i know that they regard a book as a sort of ,protestant trap1 made on purpose to catch them1 soul and body4 ,it is an evil that we cannot remedy4--,have you more pain than usual1 my dear8 said ,mrs4 ,lee1 appearing a little startled1 and bending anxiously over ,annie's couch as she observed an unusual flush on her pale cheek4 ,no1 mamma2 but ,i was thinking of a plan that ,i have had for some weeks1 and hoping that you would not object to it4 ,object6 ,you shall have whatever you like1 if it can be procured4 ,what is it1 ,annie8 ,oh1 dear mamma1 said ,annie1 ,i do so long to do some good6 ,i cannot bear to live such a useless life4 ,every day1 when ,i feel the goodness of ,god and his great love to me1 ,i long to do something for him4 ,and ,i think1 mamma1 that ,i have planned a way to do good without getting off my sofa4 ,you are always doing good1 ,annie4 ,do you suppose that your patience under suffering is not a lesson to us in our smaller trials8 ,there are many ways in which you are a blessing to us all2 so do not weary yourself with new schemes4 ,if ,god had required active service from you1 he would have given you health and strength4 ,but ,i can do something1 mamma4 ,please to hear my plan4 ,i want to tell you something more about ,phelim's sister4 ,she has been ,mrs4 ,green's servant1 and her business was to assist in the nursery4 ,she would have done nicely1 ,phelim says1 but for her violent temper4 ,last week one of the children was cross and provoking1 and the girl got angry and pushed him down-stairs4 ,he was much bruised2 and1 of course1 she was dismissed at once4 ,i should hope so4 ,but your plan1 ,annie8 ,the poor girl has no place1 mamma1 and1 with such a dreadful temper1 is not likely to get one soon4 ,and they are very poor4 ,i know that since ,jessie left us1 you are too closely confined here with me2 and my plan is to have this poor girl to wait on me1 and-- ,why1 ,annie1 what a wild project6 interrupted her mother4 ,you must not think of it4 ,she would be throwing you out of the window1 or beating you to a jelly1 in her first fit of ill-temper4 ,oh no1 she won't1 mamma1 urged ,annie4 ,she will not be so easily vexed here1 and no one is ever angry with me4 ,please to try her4 ,are you really in earnest1 ,annie8 ,yes2 and very anxious to be indulged in my strange plan4 ,have you thought how awkward she will be in assisting you8 ,i have thought of it all1 over and over1 replied ,annie1 and ,i think she will make a good nurse for me4 ,mrs4 ,lee hesitated a long time4 ,she could not bear to deny ,annie1 and could not overcome her dislike to the proposed arrangement4 ,but ,annie's pleading look at length decided her4 ,you wish very much to try this wild-goose plan6 she said1 resuming the conversation4 ,very much1 mamma1 replied ,annie4 ,well1 you shall have your own way about it4 ,it will last but a few days1 ,i am sure2 and the change will interest you at any rate1 poor thing6 ,then going to the window1 she looked down into the yard1 and said1 ,mrs4 ,dillon1 come up to ,miss ,annie's room1 will you8 ,in a minute the woman made her appearance at the door1 with the suds still lingering in foamy flakes upon her arms and along the folds of her apron4 ,you have a daughter1 ,i believe8 said ,mrs4 ,lee4 ,two of them1 an' ye plaze1 ma'am1 replied ,biddy1 wiping her arms as she spoke4 ,are they both at home8 ,it's ,bessie that is in service2 and it's only ,annorah that's at home1 shure4 ,what is ,annorah doing8 inquired ,mrs4 ,lee4 ,doing8 repeated ,biddy wonderingly4 ,i mean1 how does she get her living8 ,at service too1 ma'am1 when it is to be had4 ,but1 shure1 it's a bad timper she has1 and will sthrike and scold whin her blood is up4 ,an' she has lost the fine1 comfortable place she had with ,mrs4 ,green1 jist for a thrifle of spaach4 ,that is unfortunate4 ,oh1 thin1 ye may well say that4 ,anither mouth in a family like me own is far from convenient whin the cost of the mate and the flour is beyond raach intirely4 ,well1 ,biddy1 ,miss ,annie wants some one to wait on her in the place of ,jessie1 who has gone4 ,she has taken a fancy to try your girl4 ,when can she come8 ,coom6 ,why1 this very hour1 an' ye like4 ,a blessin' on yer swate1 pale face6 said ,biddy1 looking pityingly towards ,annie4 ,she must be gentler here1 said ,mrs4 ,lee2 she must govern her temper4 ,miss ,annie must not be excited and made worse by your girl's fits of ill-humour4 ,leave her to me1 mamma1 said ,annie4 ,i think1 ,mrs4 ,dillon1 that there will be no trouble4 ,what did you say is her name8 ,annorah1 an' ye plaze1 miss4 ,annorah8 ,very well4 ,when shall she come1 mamma8 ,not until ,monday1 ,i think1 replied ,mrs4 ,lee4 ,then turning to ,mrs4 ,dillon1 she added1 ,you may send her on ,monday4 ,an' she gets a mad streak along o' that pritty crathur1 said ,mrs4 ,biddy1 as she went down-stairs1 she desarves the warm bating she'll get from her own mother at home4 ,,chapter ,,ii4 ,,annorah',s ,,first ,,appearance ,,in ,,the ,,sick-,,room4 ,monday came1 and ,annorah came too4 ,it was with a doubting heart and a troubled look that ,mrs4 ,lee introduced her into her daughter's chamber4 ,it would be difficult to find a plainer-looking or a more awkward girl4 ,mrs4 ,lee looked at the monstrous foot in its heavy shoe1 and at the thick1 freckled hands1 that seemed incapable of the gentle services that ,annie's helplessness required1 and wondered at her own folly in indulging the singular caprice of her daughter4 ,but a single look at ,annie assured her that she1 at least1 felt no misgivings4 ,still1 she did not like to leave them by themselves until she had tested the new attendant's ability4 ,annorah1 she said1 what sort of work can you do8 ,i'm afraid you are not used to such services as ,miss ,annie will require4 ,i can do most anything1 ma'am1 answered the girl resolutely4 ,indeed6 ,well1 let me see how you would manage to place ,annie on the bed when she is tired of the sofa4 ,the words were scarcely out of her mouth before ,annorah had lifted the frail form of the invalid in her arms and deposited her in the middle of the bed4 ,annie burst into such a laugh as she had not indulged in for a year4 ,i think you may be satisfied1 mamma1 she said2 ,i never was moved easier4 ,mrs4 ,lee began to think better of ,annie's plan1 and joined quite cordially in her daughter's mirth4 ,and if she were too tired to rest in any position1 what would you do8 ,carry her to the windows1 or out in the air1 for a change4--,will ye plaze to thry it1 ,miss ,annie8 ,not now1 ,annorah4 ,then looking towards her mother1 she said1 ,mamma1 you may be easy2 ,annorah and ,i shall get on famously together4 ,thus assured1 ,mrs4 ,lee left them1 and went down-stairs with a better opinion of the rough ,irish girl than she had thought it possible to entertain an hour previous4 ,left by themselves1 the two girls began to form an acquaintance with each other4 ,two persons more unlike could not have been brought together4 ,annorah was evidently much interested in her young charge1 and felt the most unbounded sympathy in her sufferings4 ,annie spoke first4 ,please draw my couch nearer the window1 ,annorah4 ,that will do4 ,now1 sit down on this low stool1 and tell me how long it is since you left ,ireland4 ,it's two years1 miss1 coom ,april4 ,so lately8 ,then you remember all about the old country8 ,remember6 ,an' it's me that'll niver forget that same4 ,the beautiful counthree it is6 ,pleasanter than this1 do you think8 ,a thousand times4 ,there is no place in the world like it2 the dear ould counthree6 ,why1 then1 did you leave it1 ,annorah8 ,bad luck we had1 miss2 and a worse luck intirely here1 the mane town that this is4 ,tell me all about it4 ,what for8 ,that ye1 too1 may laugh like the rest1 and call us the mane1 dirty set of ,irish vagabonds8 asked the girl1 her small eyes kindling with a sense of imaginary insult4 ,no1 no1 ,annorah4 ,you don't think ,i would say such things1 do you8 ,but you need not tell me a word if you had rather not4 ,i only thought it would make me forget my pain for a little time2 and1 besides1 ,i love dearly to hear about ,ireland1 or any place where ,i have never been1 said ,annie1 with a tone of voice so calm and earnest that the girl could not doubt her sincerity4 ,do you1 in truth8 ,why1 thin1 it's me that'll talk till ,i hoarse meself dumb for yer good4 ,it was the famine1 miss1 that came first1 and stole the bit o' food that was saved4 ,the praties were rotten in the field2 and the poor pigs starved that should have helped us out wi' the rint4 ,och1 but it was a sore time o' grief whin sorra a mouthful were left for the bit childer and the ould people who were weak before wi' ould age6 ,in the worst time o' all1 whin the need was the sorest1 our ,bessie got into disgrace1 and came home from service wi' niver a penny to help herself or us4 ,there was nought to do and nought to eat at all4 ,the neighbours were faint wi' the hoonger2 and so1 before the worst came1 we left all that was dear and came here4 ,how many of you came1 ,annorah8 ,nine1 miss1 if we consider our uncles and cousins4 ,we did not come altogether2 brother ,john1 who is dead1 and uncle ,mike1 came first4 ,and a fine chance to work they got directly1 miss2 and then they sent money to pay the old folk's passage4 ,our hearts gathered coorage and strength at once1 miss1 and we thought1 shure1 the great throubles were over4 ,but the next vessel brought the bad news for us1 and we forgot the glimmer of hope we had2 for it was our own father dear who was dead o' the cholera4 ,poor ,annorah6 exclaimed ,annie pityingly4 ,poor indade6 ,but soon came the money for the rest2 and much as we feared the deep wathers1 the hoonger still pressed on us1 and the sickness was every day striking down the stoutest1 and so we all left ,ireland but ,bessie4 ,did you like the passage across from ,ireland8 ,no1 indade4 ,were you sea-sick8 ,no1 miss4 ,but we came in the steerage2 and a crowded1 dirthy place it was4 ,the dirt was not so bad1 for in the ould counthree it ofttimes gets the betther o' us2 but the men were either drunk or ill-nathured1 and the women quarrelled1 and the young ones were aye cross or sick2 and a bad time they made of it all4 ,did you come directly here8 ,no2 we stayed where we landed for seven weeks1 till we got word to our cousin4 ,and since you have been here1 ,annorah1 what have you been doing8 ,have you been to school8 ,no2 the praste forbade4 ,poor thing6 ,then you cannot read8 ,how should ,i know reading1 ,i'd like to know8 ,who would teach me that same8 ,many good people would like to do it1 if you would like to learn4 ,i'm ower knowin' for that1 miss1 replied ,annorah1 with a glance which betrayed that she was rather suspicious of ,annie's good intentions4 ,it's a mighty pity that readin' was contrived at all1 for it's the books that makes the black heretics o' us4 ',let alone the books and the readin'1' said ,father ,m',clane to me last evening1 'and confess to me faithfully all that ye hear in the grand ,protestant family1 an' all will go well wi' ye1 ,annorah1' says he1 'now and for evermore4' ,annie laughed pleasantly4 ,and so you are to play the spy and the tattler2 and however kindly we may treat you1 you are to report all our sayings and doings to the priest8 ,i don't believe1 ,annorah1 that you can be mean enough for that1 if you try4 ,i thought the ,irish people were too generous to act so low a part4 ,an' so we are1 shure4 ,sorra a bit will the praste get from me about you here4 ,if he were a good man1 a noble1 honourable man1 said ,annie1 do you think he would ask you-- ,he's the praste6 interrupted ,annorah1 her eyes flashing2 the praste1 is ,father ,m',clane4 ,an' ye mind to spake well o' him1 it's nought ,i've to say2 an' the tongue is a heretic's that would spake ill o' him1 and he laving the ould counthree to stay for our good in this haythen land4 ,an' the books an' the readin' were for the like o' us1 would he not be the first to bid us welcome to the same8 ,och1 it's a good man and a holy is ,father ,m',clane1 say what ye will1 miss4 ,i have not called him otherwise1 said ,annie1 much amused by the ,irish girl's warmth4 ,i only asked you1 or tried to ask you1 if he would be likely to require you to tattle and to be a tell-tale1 if he were so good as you describe him8 ,it were jist putting before me eyes the maneness of the man4 ,is that nothing at all1 and he a praste8 ,well1 well1 ,annorah1 we will say no more about him now4 ,i am tired1 and must rest4 ,you won't mind being still a while8 ,poor little thing6 said ,annorah2 ye're pale as a lily4 ,is there a dhrap o' anything ye would like1 and then slape a bit8 ,i will try to sleep4 ,but ye cannot kape still4 ,the pain is shure too great4 ,let me carry you about a little4 ,no1 no2 it would tire you1 said ,annie1 who in her spasm of pain really longed for so novel a method of changing her position4 ,at least1 let me thry it for once1 urged the girl1 whose ,irish sympathies were powerfully awakened by her young mistress's evident suffering2 jist for once1 darlin'4 ,annie offered no further resistance1 and1 as ,annorah bore her light form carefully up and down the room1 experienced a feeling of relief that inspired her with warm gratitude toward her uncouth attendant4 ,ye're light as down1 honey1 said ,annorah1 as she met ,annie's anxious1 inquiring look4 ,satisfied at last that she was really no heavy burden1 the weary invalid soon dropped asleep1 with her head on the ,irish girl's shoulder4 ,mrs4 ,lee opened the door and looked in4 ,whist6 said ,annorah1 in a low1 impatient whisper4 ,kape quiet1 will ye1 and let the poor lamb slape6 ,mrs4 ,lee hardly knew whether to be amused or provoked as she1 the mistress of the house1 obeyed ,annorah's imperative gesture1 and withdrew softly from the apartment4 ,,chapter ,,iii4 ,,annorah ,,learns ,,to ,,read4 ,in a very few days ,annie was intrusted to the sole care of her young ,irish nurse1 who served her with the most affectionate attention4 ,mrs4 ,lee often came to sit with her suffering child1 but ,annorah alone performed the tender offices of the sick-room4 ,rough and uncouth as she was1 she readily adapted herself to the services required2 and no power on earth could have persuaded her that ,annie could be so well taken care of by any one else4 ,it naded a dale o' contrivance1 to be shure1 she said to her mother one afternoon1 when1 ,annie being asleep1 she ran home to ask after the family1 or ,i would be well bothered with all her pretty talk o' books1 and taching me to read and write2 but she1 poor darlin'1 shall say whatever she plazes to me4 ,an' if she spake ill o' the praste and the holy ,church1 how then1 ,annorah8 asked ,mrs4 ,dillon1 eying her daughter rather curiously4 ,blessed little good can we say o' ,father ,m',clane1 whin we spake truth1 as ye know1 mother dear2 and it's not to be expected o' her to tell lies for his sake4 ,does she spake o' the ,catholic ,church ,norah8 asked her mother4 ,never at all1 mother2 so make yer heart aisy4 ,she spakes to me o' meself1 and the wickedness in me heart2 and when she leans so lovingly on me shoulder1 and raises her clear eyes to the blue sky1 or watches the bright sunset1 and spakes so softly to me o' the beauty o' a holy life1 ,i feel all the betther and patienter meself for hearing the good words4 ,she says1 mother dear1 as how it is depravity that makes me so often angered and wrong2 and how that ,jesus ,christ1 the ,son o' ,god himself1 died to save us and cure us o' our sin4 ,it would do yer own heart good1 could ye hear her2 and there's nought wrong in it at all1 ye see4 ,annie's influence grew stronger and stronger1 and not a day passed without some precious truth from her lips finding a place in the heart of her attendant4 ,it was many weeks before ,annorah yielded to her persuasions1 and commenced learning to read4 ,the pleasant summer days had come1 and they were often abroad in the fresh air together1 ,annie in her low carriage1 which was easily drawn by her young nurse4 ,down in the valley behind ,mr4 ,lee's house there was an old mill1 long since deserted and unused4 ,this was a favourite resort of ,annie's1 and it was here that she taught ,annorah to read1 during the long summer afternoons4 ,at first ,annorah was listless1 indifferent1 and often suspicious that all this attention to her education boded no good to her old religious prejudices4 ,but she could deny ,annie nothing2 and after a time1 as her confidence in the piety of her gentle teacher increased1 she began to feel a deep interest in the truths taught4 ,in her anxiety to please her invalid charge1 she made rapid progress in reading1 and before the end of the summer could write a few plain sentences4 ,she began to love knowledge for its own sake2 and many a pleasant hour did she spend1 when ,annie was asleep or weary1 in reading the easy lessons selected for her4 ,but she was careful that neither her mother nor the priest should suspect her progress in learning1 and as she still went regularly to confession1 it was easy to keep her secret from them4 ,annie was often not a little puzzled to know how she managed to elude the vigilance of the priest4 ,it was a beautiful autumn afternoon1 when the air was just cool enough to be refreshing1 that1 with ,mrs4 ,lee's permission1 ,annie and her nurse sought their favourite seat by the mill-stream4 ,annie had been thinking more than usual about ,annorah's progress in religious knowledge1 and wondering how1 with the light and wisdom she had received1 she could still cling to her old superstitions4 ,a great change had taken place in her temper1 which was now usually controlled2 her manners had gradually become more gentle2 but the radical change of heart that ,annie so longed to witness1 did not yet show itself4 ,tell me1 ,annorah1 she said1 after the usual time had been spent in reading1 does ,father ,m',clane know that you can read yet8 ,not he1 indade4 ,does he not question you8 ,not exactly4 ,he says ,i spake better ,english1 and that shure it is because ,i live where it is well spoken4 ,what did you say to that8 ,i said4 ',true1 your riverence4' ,i'm afraid that is hardly the truth1 ,annorah4 ,if anything has improved your language1 it is your reading4 ,to be shure4 ,but is it not because ,i am with those who spake ,english well1 that ,i'm learning to read8 ,so it was the truth1 after all4 ,not the whole truth1 ,annorah4 ,just then ,annorah turned1 and saw the shadow of a man on the sloping rock at the left hand4 ,her first impulse was to cry out1 but the fear of alarming ,annie1 and her own natural courage1 prevented her2 and she soon thought she could detect in the shadowy outline a resemblance to ,father ,m',clane4 ,och1 then1 the murder's out1 she thought2 the mane creature has been listening1 and faith now he shall have a pill that will settle his stomach intirely4--,what were you saying1 ,miss ,annie8 she asked aloud1 turning towards ,annie's carriage4 ,i said that you did not tell him the whole truth4 ,small matter for that4 ,it was all he asked for1 and it's better plazed he is than if it were more4 ,he's a lying ould thing himself1 any way6 ,why1 ,annorah8 ,ye may well open yer eyes4 ,did he not tell me last ,sunday that you1 miss1 with your sweet voice and comforting ways1 were jist a temptation placed in me way1 by the ould inimy himself8 ,i1 ,annorah8 ,what does he know of me8 ,nothing at all1 savin' that ye are a saint1 and he an ould-- ,stop1 stop1 ,annorah4 ,we must not speak evil of any one4 ,i hope that you were civil in your reply4 ,civil6 indade ,i was4 ,i said1 ',ye should teach your flock better than to tempt honest people4' ',it's gettin' impudent ye are1' says he2 'ye'll be turnin' heretic next4 ,you must be seen to and taken care of1' says he4 ',bad luck to ye6' says ,i2 'when ye sees me two eyes light me to confession again1 ye may take care o' me and welcome4' ,and shall you not go again8 ,never again4 ,annorah saw the shadow raise its hand threateningly4 ,no1 indade4 ,where's the use o' telling all ye know to an ould creature like him8 ,doesn't the blessed ,book say that no man can come to the ,father but only through ,jesus ,christ8 ,an' shure1 the great ,father in heaven is angered to see me kneel down before that biggest o' scamps1 when ,i should be praying to himself4 ,i'll do it no more4 ,i am glad to hear you say so1 ,annorah2 ,i do so hope1 said ,annie1 as the affectionate tears stole down her thin cheek1 that you are beginning to learn in the school of ,christ4 ,but1 my poor girl1 you will meet much opposition4 ,i am afraid that your family will join with the priest in opposing you4 ,let them4 ,i'll fight them all with pleasure--more especially the praste4 ,but fighting is not the way to make them think well of the religion of ,jesus4 ,he was mild and gentle1 patient under abuse and persecution2 and he must be your pattern1 if you desire to please ,god4 ,you must pray to him1 ,annorah1 for a new heart1 so that none of these angry feelings will trouble you4 ,is it the new heart1 miss1 that makes you so sweet and patient8 ,if ,i have any goodness1 ,annorah1 it is because ,god has changed my old heart1 and made it better4 ,it is his grace that enables me to suffer without complaining2 and it is his love1 which ,i feel in my heart1 that makes me calm and happy in my greatest pain4 ,then ,i am sure1 said the girl earnestly1 forgetting for a moment that she was overheard4 ,i will never rest a day at all1 till ,i get that same done for me4 ,but mayhap he will not be so willing to look upon me4 ,in his holy ,book we read that he is no respecter of persons1 and that whosoever cometh unto him he will in no wise cast out4 ,why1 then1 ,i can coom as soon as the grandest4 ,how shall ,i coom8 ,i will tell you how ,i came to him4 ,i studied his holy ,word to learn his will1 and ,i prayed often that he would give me his ,spirit to teach me the way to him4 ,an' did he8 ,yes4 ,in a little time ,i began to know more about myself1 and to see how much ,i needed a ,saviour2 and then ,i saw how willing ,jesus must be to save me1 having died for me as well as for others2 and so1 in a way that ,i can't explain1 ,i was led to give myself to him1 and ,i soon found peace in believing4 ,he will teach you1 ,annorah1 and lead you right1 if you earnestly seek him4 ,look at the sunset clouds4 ,did you ever see such gold1 and crimson1 and purple before8 ,but the sunset is not half so bright and beautiful as the true ,christian's prospects4 ,looking at the sunset reminded ,annorah that it was late for her charge to be out4 ,a very slight rustle in the bushes behind her1 recalled what she had strangely forgotten1 in her interest in the conversation4 ,she took up a large stone and threw it among the bushes4 ,what is there1 ,annorah8 asked ,annie1 in alarm4 ,only a sarpint1 miss4 ,well1 let us hasten home4 ,mamma will be anxious4 ,after they left1 the dark form of a man rose from behind the green knoll where they had been sitting1 and moved slowly along the bank of the stream1 down the valley4 ,it was ,father ,m',clane4 ,,chapter ,,iv4 ,,the ,,priest ,,meets ,,annorah ,,at ,,her ,,mother',s ,,cottage4 ,biddy ,dillon had just finished a large ironing for one of the families in the village1 and having placed the clothes-frame where the dust from the open fire-place could not fall on the fine starched linens and muslins1 she began to set her table for tea1 at the same time counting over the gains of the week4 ,not a trifle in her calculations were the wages of ,annorah1 who came regularly every ,saturday evening to add her contribution to the family fund4 ,it's a good child she is gettin' to be1 and a pleasant-tempered one1 too1 said ,mrs4 ,dillon to herself2 it's made over intirely1 she is1 our ,lady be praised6 ,she began to sing the burden of an ,irish ditty1 but the broken-nosed tea-kettle over the fire beginning to sing too1 she commenced talking again4 ,heaven send it mayn't be thrue1 but it does look like the heretic's doings4 ,she were like a brimstone match1 or like gunpowder itself1 at home1 and tender-hearted as a young baby besides4 ,shure1 it's a mighty power1 any way1 that has so changed her4 ,i can't jist feel aisy about it1 for it's ,father ,m',clane will find out the harm of her good spaches and doings4 ,the words were hardly out of her mouth when the priest entered4 ,the storm on his brow was not unnoted by ,biddy1 but she respectfully set a chair for him in the cleanest part of the room4 ,she was not quite so easily terrified by priestly wrath and authority as she had been in her own country2 for she had the sense to know that the ghostly father's malediction did not1 as in ,ireland1 entail a long course of temporal misfortunes upon the poor victims of his displeasure4 ,but she had not yet acknowledged to herself the doubts that really existed in her mind in regard to the truth of the ,romish faith2 she still clung to the errors in which she had been brought up1 and feared the effect on her eternal happiness of ,father ,m',clane's displeasure4 ,so it was with a beating heart that she awaited his time to address her4 ,do you know that your daughter is a heretic8 was his first question4 ,indade1 no1 yer riverence1 replied ,biddy4 ,an' what sort o' a mother are you1 ,biddy ,dillon1 to stand still and look on while the wolf stales the best o' yer flock8 ,you might have known that heretic family would lave not a stone unturned to catch her at last4 ,and so she can read-- ,read6 interrupted the astonished woman4 ,yes1 read6 ,and it's the heretics' ,bible she has read1 too1--and all through your fault4 ,mighty proud ye have been o' all the fine housekeeping ways she has learned1 and very thankful1 no doubt1 for the bits o' could victuals from the big house2 but where's the good now8 ,ye may thank yourself that she will lose her sowl for ever4 ,mrs4 ,dillon started and turned pale as the door softly opened1 and ,annorah herself1 unobserved by the priest1 came in4 ,he went on3 ,do you call her better1 the pestilent crather1 when1 from her first going to the grand place on the hill1 never a word about them has been got from her at confession8 ,the obstinate crather6 ,i came to your riverence for spiritual good1 said ,annorah1 now coming forward and laying a fat chicken and sundry paper parcels beside her week's wages on the little table by her mother's side4 ,i came for spiritual good1 and ye thried to teach me to tattle4 ,it's a mane trade intirely1 lettin' alone the maneness of sich as teach it4 ,annorah6 exclaimed her mother1 do you dare to spake in that way o' the praste himself8 ,i mean no harm1 mother4 ,no harm6 repeated ,father ,m',clane1 turning fiercely toward her4 ,you won't cheat me with words like these4 ,annorah tossed her head scornfully and sat down opposite the priest1 who on his part seemed far less desirous to carry on the war since her arrival4 ,the cottage that he occupied belonged to ,mr4 ,lee1 and judging that gentleman by his own heart1 he feared that an unfavourable representation of the case to him might either increase his rent or turn him out altogether4 ,besides1 he was not unlike blusterers1 and could denounce the erring with greater ease when they stood in awe of him4 ,that ,annorah felt neither fear nor reverence for him1 it was easy to see4 ,so1 smothering his wrath1 he began1 to the great surprise of ,mrs4 ,dillon1 to address the girl in his most coaxing tones4 ,come1 come1 ,annorah1 he said1 let us be friends4 ,it's me that's ould enough1 and willing too1 to be to you in place o' yer own father1 ,heaven rest his sowl2 but he's gone to a better counthree than this sinful world4 ,an' yer own good1 child1 is what ,i think on in spaking to you of ,miss ,annie and the heretics generally4 ,it's not for meself1 shure1 that me prayers go up at the could midnight hour whin ye're all sleeping in quiet4 ,it's not me own throubles that make me dream o' ,heaven's wrath1 but it's me care for yer sowl1 ,annorah1 and for the sake o' yer gettin' saved at last4 ,hear that1 ,norah1 child1 said her mother4 ,who else ever fretted themselves for yer good8 ,what would become o' ye1 an' ,father ,m',clane gave ye up entirely8 ,your riverence must stay till ,i draw the tae and fry a bit o' the chicken1 added ,biddy1 as the priest rose to take his leave4 ,no1 thank you1 he replied2 ,i must not sit down at ease4 ,small rest is there for me when the wolf is in the fold1 and the flock is in danger4 ,he took leave quite cordially1 but when he was gone1 ,biddy turned1 with a shadow on her round face1 to speak to her daughter4 ,an' what's this ye've been doing1 child8 ,is it me own ears that have heard o' yer ,bible-reading and railing at the praste8 ,what's coom to ye now8 ,didn't ,i warn ye against their heretic ways8 ,an' ye've been and fallen into the dape pit as aisy as a blind sheep4 ,och6 for shame1 ,annorah ,dillon6 ,why do ye not spake8 ,what can ye say for yourself8 ,mother1 said ,annorah1 how often you've said1 when ,larry ,o',neale's good luck has been tould of1 that it was the larnin'1 shure1 that did it all6 ,an' when we were over the great water1 you said1 ',how nice and comfortable would it be an' we had one in the family like ,larry himself1 to send back the news to ould friends1 when we got safe here4' ,do ye not mind1 mother dear1 how often you've said that same since8 ,well1 now1 ,i've been and learned what ye wanted so much2 and first cooms the praste and makes a big fuss1 and then you1 mother1 spake as if ,i had thried to anger in the room o' plasing ye4 ,i'm sure ,i've thried to plase you all ,i could4 ,so ye have1 mavourneen2 so ye have1 said ,biddy1 her voice softening as she turned to look at the chicken and other things that ,annorah had brought4 ,it's not yer mother1 honey1 that has a word to say against you2 but when ,father ,m',clane talks o' yer being a heretic1 it angers me4 ,this ,bible that he frets about1 what is it1 ,norah8 ,it's ,god's truth1 mother1 that he has given to teach us all2 and a brave book it is4 ,father ,m',clane has one himself2 and what frets him is1 that the heretics1 as he calls them1 can read it for themselves and find out ,god's will2 for only the praste has it with us4 ,well1 then1 an' the praste tells us the same1 it saves us a world o' bother1 shure4 ,but if the praste is not a good man1 he can tell us whatever he likes2 and how do we know what is ,god's ,word8 ,now1 mother1 in all ,god's ,word there is never a bit about confessing to a praste1 but a great deal about praying and confessing to ,god himself4 ,but1 you see1 if all our people knew that same1 sorra a bit o' money would go to the praste's pocket in comparison to what he gets now4 ,it's that1 mother dear1 that makes him so afraid we shall learn4 ,he can't get the money from those who can read ,god's ,word for themselves4 ,are you sure it's all thrue8 asked ,biddy1 her eyes wide open with astonishment4 ,it is the truth of ,god4 ,an' it's this same learning that's got out of the holy ,book that makes the difference between ,protestants and ,catholics4 ,they go to the ,word itself1 an' we take on hearsay whatever the praste tells us4 ,an' there is no word in all the ,book1 mother1 about praying to ,mary the mother of ,jesus1 or to any of the saints4 ,everybody is invited to pray straight up to ,god himself4 ,the girl's downright heresy1 and her contempt for the mummeries of the ,romish communion1 troubled her mother4 ,but what could she do8 ,the change for the better in the child's temper had prepared her to look favourably upon the change in her religion4 ,she listened to ,annorah's continued account of what she had learned from the ,bible with the greatest interest1 feeling every moment more and more disposed to accept its teaching1 and less and less disposed to blindly submit to the priest4 ,annorah stayed till a late hour with her mother1 repeating over and over again the truths so interesting to herself1 and obtaining permission at last to bring the ,bible itself on her next visit4 ,she was strictly cautioned1 however1 to bring it privately1 lest ,father ,m',clane should hear of it1 and1 in ,biddy's language1 kick up a scrimmage4 ,there were more ideas in the old woman's head than had ever found room there before1 when1 after ,annorah had gone1 she sat down by herself before the fire4 ,she was both ambitious and imaginative1 and long vistas of future greatness opened before her1 all commencing with the wonderful fact that her child could read and write4 ,an' it's not all a queer drame1 she said2 ,i'll hear her for meself coom next ,saturday ,och6 what a row it will make an' ,father ,m',clane1 and ,teddy ,muggins1 and ,mike ,murphy get wind o' a heretic ,bible being brought to the place6 ,but ,i'll hear and judge for meself1 that ,i will2 an' if the praste be right1 small harm is there to be shure2 and if he be wrong1 the better for me poor sowl1 and a saving o' money4 ,,chapter ,v4 ,,phelim ,,brings ,,bad ,,tidings ,,to ,,annorah4 ,annorah's troubles were not ended by the unexpected encouragement received from her mother4 ,her brothers and sister1 and ,irish acquaintance generally1 soon heard that she no longer went to mass or to confession2 and great was the uproar among them4 ,the unsparing rebukes of ,father ,m',clane1 whenever he met with any one supposed to have any influence over her1 soon fanned into life not only a vehement hatred of the ,protestants1 but a bitter feeling of enmity toward the poor girl herself4 ,those who had been most cordial now either passed her in sullen silence1 or openly taunted her upon her defection2 and the very children in the lane hooted after her1 when she made her usual weekly visit to her mother4 ,annorah often found these things very hard to bear4 ,her quick ,irish blood was up with the first insulting word2 but she sought for strength from above to control it1 and no outbreak of passion was suffered to mar the sweet lesson that her patience and kindness toward all was insensibly teaching4 ,she was getting ready for her usual ,saturday evening's visit to her mother's cottage1 when her attention was attracted by the low whistling of a familiar ,irish air in the yard below4 ,looking out1 she observed her lame brother1 ,phelim1 making signs for her to come out4 ,a little alarmed lest some evil had befallen her mother she hurried out to meet him4 ,what is it1 ,phelim8 ,what is the matther1 dear8 ,matther1 do you ask8 ,well1 the matther is1 that ye're not to coom home till ye're sent for4 ,are ye not ashamed to make such a row8 ,i don't know what you mean4 ,sit down1 ,phelim dear2 you're over weak to keep standin' so4 ,does the new liniment no help ye at all8 ,and ye must carry home the money to mother1 and the tea1 and the sugar1 and some nice warm woollen stockings that ,mrs4 ,lee showed me how to knit for yerself1 darlin'2 and ,heaven grant that it's no a bad turn o' pain ye will get in yer bones by cooming to tell me4 ,there's a cranberry-pie that ,mrs4 ,lee was to send for your own self1 ,phelim dear2 it will relish better than our mother's plain cooking4 ,the thought of eating the dainty so thoughtfully provided1 produced a choking sensation in the boy's throat1 as if it had there come into a collision with his wrath against heretics4 ,but he said nothing1 and ,annorah went on3-- ,i've been making some caps for mother2 but ye're no able to carry so many things at once1 poor fellow4 ,still ,phelim did not speak1 but he gazed earnestly into her face4 ,the moon was up1 and he could plainly see the traces of tears on her cheek1 and the sad but loving expression of her eyes as she returned his gaze4 ,an' it's the ,protestant religion that makes you so good and kind1 ,norah1 he said at length2 our ,lady help me1 and ,i could just be a heretic wi' ye6 ,it's little ,i know yet o' the truth1 but1 ,o ,phelim1 it's a lovely way to heaven2 and the swate1 blessed feeling that fills up the heart when ,i pray straight up to the ,lord ,jesus ,christ himself1 is better than to have all the diamonds in a queen's crown4 ,it makes me so light and happy2 so contented intirely4 ,it quiets the bad temper into perfect peace2 and ,i love1 as ,i never dreamed of doing before1 all my friends and enemies too4 ,it's little ,i know yet1 ,phelim1 but all the gould in the world1 and all the world's hate too1 shall not hinder me from learning more o' ,god's wonderful way to save sinners4 ,but hurry home now1 ,phelim1 mavourneen2 the raw night air is no good for ye4 ,they may say what they will1 ,norah1 said the boy1 but ,i'm sure ,i will love ye for ever4 ,an' ye'll tache me to get those heavenly feelings1 ,i'll jist follow the road ye have taken4 ,i've plenty o' time1 as ye know4 ,do ye mean1 will ,i teach you to read8 ,yes4 ,i'll speak to ,miss ,annie about it4 ,hurry home as fast as you can4 ,good-night1 and ,god bless you4 ,with an affectionate kiss they parted2 and ,annorah went slowly back to her young mistress's room4 ,how is this1 ,annorah8 asked ,mrs4 ,lee1 as she entered4 ,how happened you to return so soon8 ,i have not been home1 an' ye please1 ma'am4 ,are you not going to-night8 asked ,annie1 raising her head from her pillow1 and noticing1 with a little anxiety1 the unusual expression of her attendant's face4 ,it's ,phelim1 my brother1 miss1 has been here1 and it's a house full o' company there is at home4 ,and they want you to spend the holy ,sabbath to-morrow in visiting them1 ,i suppose4 ,no1 ,miss ,annie4 ,what then8 asked ,mrs4 ,lee1 after a moment's silence4 ,nothing to speak of1 ma'am4 ,leastways nothing to trouble ye about4 ,but ,i can see that it is something that troubles you1 ,norah1 said ,annie1 taking the rough hand of ,annorah in hers1 and drawing her nearer4 ,is it something that you would rather ,i should not know8 ,indeed no4 ,but it's loath ,i am to add my bit troubles to yours1 when ye suffer yer own so patiently4 ,it's only that all my relatives1 and the praste1 and the ,catholic neighbours1 are waiting for me to come home1 to bring me back to the ould ,church by force4 ,an' ,phelim1 poor boy1 came to tell me to keep away4 ,it's worse he'll be for the damp air2 and it's angry they'll be for my staying away4 ,ah6 ,annorah1 my dear nurse1 ,i was afraid that rougher times awaited you4 ,i was afraid they would persecute you4 ,but they haven't yet1 ,miss ,annie4 ,perhaps it is not what you would call persecution1 but it is sad to have those we love turn against us4 ,you must trust in ,god1 my poor girl4 ,he will give you grace to bear it all4 ,,chapter ,,vi4 ,,the ,,confessional--,,an ,,irish ,,frolic4 ,great was the uproar in ,biddy ,dillon's cottage when it was found that ,annorah was not coming to make her usual ,saturday evening visit to her mother4 ,preparations had been made by ,father ,m',clane for holding a regular confessional2 and an hour before sunset1 he had taken his seat in the little darkened chamber1 behind a table on which four tallow-candles were burning1 with an uncertain1 flickering light4 ,it had been decided in the council of relatives and friends that ,annorah's only chance of salvation lay in speedy confession1 and it was very reasonably supposed1 that could she be brought back to that ,popish duty1 a great point would be gained in the way to her perfect restoration4 ,it was1 therefore1 no affectionate1 loving circle that had now assembled to bear a hand in ,annorah's restoration to the faith4 ,one after another went reverently on their knees up the short1 steep stairway1 and came down lighter in purse1 and1 as the priest wickedly taught them1 absolved of all offences1 but swelling with wrath against the poor girl whose coming was so long delayed4 ,and when1 at last1 it became apparent that she would not come1 a storm of abuse was poured upon ,biddy1 who1 it was evident to all1 did not cordially join in their violent measures4 ,now1 ,biddy ,dillon had too much of the national character to sit down quietly and receive their abuse1 and soon a regular quarrel ensued1 which would have speedily become a fight1 but for the descent of ,father ,m',clane into their midst1 and his imperative command that each one should sit down quietly and hould his tongue4 ,whisht6 whisht6 ,of what are ye thinking1 ye silly gossoons8 ,will ye bring down the peace officers upon ye1 and take out the bit o' the night in the prison1 instead o' drinking me health1 as ye may1 and me helping to do that same8 ,arrah6 ,why should ye glower and snarl at each other1 like a kennel o' mad puppies1 when it's the brave frolic ye may have together8 ,it's the soft looks and the fine words ye must use1 an' ye would win the young heretic back2 ye may fight over her till the great day o' all1 and it will be but a sorrowful waste o' the powther1 barrin' the swate chance ye are losing now o' a comfortable frolic4 ,arrah1 now1 ,dennis darlin'1 a sup o' the whisky for me1 a thrifle sthrong1 an' ye plaze4 ,it's a could night to be out wi' an empty stoomach4 ,stay till the morning1 father1 said ,biddy1 coming up to him with an anxious face2 we cannot kape peace an' ye do not bide wi' us2 the frolic will be all the better an' ye stay to the orderin' o' it1--and the best bed is waitin' yer riverence's convanience4 ,there's ,sandy and ,mike will fight an' ye lave1 and ,katy there is ready to tear out the eyes o' big ,nelly ,murphy4 ,it's quarrelling they've been the whole blessed day4 ,bide with us1 lest the dear childer who is the cause o' it all should be kilt and murdered intirely1 an' she sthrays home to-night4 ,she spoke in a low voice1 and he replied in the same tone1 drawing her back from the crowd1 who were all talking together4 ,look here1 ,biddy ,dillon1 he said2 the girl must lave that grand house and come home to live here with you4 ,lave ,miss ,annie1 do ye mane1 sir8 ,small hope for her sowl an' she do not4 ,and few are the pennies ,i can bring to yer riverence when the child has no wages to bring home o' a ,saturday4 ,sorra a hap'orth to spare will ,i find2 it's no me two hands alone can find bread for the mouths o' all1 and-- ,stuff and nonsense6 interrupted the priest2 there's many another place can be had for a sthrong1 likely lass like her4 ,good servants are not over plenty1 and she can be better placed4 ,but where1 ,i would like ye to tell8 ,it's in a ,protestant family she must be1 an' she goes out to service at all4 ,yes2 but they'll let her alone in some houses4 ,sorra a bit do the most o' them care what becomes o' the sowl1 an' the work be done to their liking4 ,our ,lady be praised6 it's to the far counthrees that the ,protestant missionaries are sent1 and the silver is given2 for one-half o' the pains taken wi' the poor crathurs who work in their kitchens would have ruined us all4 ,yer riverence spakes thrue1 to be shure1 said ,biddy2 but for all that1 it will never be a bit o' use to thry to make a good ,catholic o' ,norah1 now that she can read the big books and talk so bravely herself4 ,an' it were to be the savin' o' her life1 she would never confess to a praste again1 or take the holy wafer from his hands4 ,but if ye would take it aisy and lave it to me1 and persuade these meddlesome boobies to mind their own particular business1 and throuble us no more1 it's meself would be sure to bring the handsome sum to yer riverence when ,i come to confession4 ,contrariwise1 you see1 and you kape fussing1 and they kape fussing1 it's all loss it is to ye1 and no gain4 ,the priest's countenance brightened perceptibly4 ,he seemed much impressed with ,biddy's view of the case1 and was not slow to perceive its worldly wisdom4 ,so1 after addressing the waiting company to some purpose1 he left them4 ,but ,biddy sat thoughtfully in a corner1 with her lame boy4 ,she had1 in her conversation with the priest1 cunningly hit on an expedient to propitiate him for a time1 but she was ill at ease4 ,she could not at once throw off the chains of teaching that had bound her all her life2 and so dim was the light that she had received1 that she dared not yet follow it4 ,oh1 then1 it's a jewel she is1 core o' me heart1 ,norah dear6 ,the last two words were whispered so loud that ,phelim heard them1 and he said1 ,i've seen her to-night1 mother4 ,who8 ,spake aisy1 mavourneen4 ,our ,norah4 ,when8 questioned his mother1 with an anxious glance at the unheeding revellers4 ,afther dusk4 ,i thought ye would like her to kape away to-night4 ,now blessings on ye for a handy callant as ye are1 said ,biddy1 patting his shoulder approvingly4 ,an' how is she8 ,well as ever1 mother1 and kind-tempered and good too4 ,a power of good things she has sent1 and they're safe hid in the cellar4 ,the money is in me coat pocket1 mother4 ,shall ,i give it ye8 ,not now4 ,kape it till all be gone4 ,was she sorry or mad1 ,phelim8 ,mad8 ,not at all4 ,sorry8 ,i don't know at all4 ,her voice was all courage and kindness2 but ,i saw big tears on her cheek1 for all that4 ,the mother and son sat silently looking into the fire for a few moments4 ,at last ,phelim spoke4 ,mother1 said the boy1 ye'll not have them abuse her and torment her1 just for changing into such a dear crathur8 ,she's a heretic1 lad4 ,what o' that8 ,she's good1 any way1 said ,phelim stoutly4 ,i would ,i were a big man4 ,we'd see who would throuble her then4 ,it's a thrashin' they'd get1 an' it's manners they'd learn1 and no charges made for the teaching4 ,whisht1 lad6 it's careful and sly we must be4 ,an' do ye not bother yer poor head wi' yer sister's new notions4 ,it's a nation o' throuble ,i'd have with a pair o' ye at once2 and ye're no earning money1 ,phelim1 boy1 to buy off the praste4 ,kape a still tongue1 lad1 an' ye bite it in two2 an' don't go for to meddle wi' matters concerning yer sowl4 ,the praste an' yer poor mother will kape a sharp look-out2 an' it will go hard1 shure1 if between us ye are not saved at last4 ,but1 mother1 where is the harm if ,i look for meself a bit8 ,who can see ,norah1 so gentle and loving1 so careful o' you and me1 so pleasant to every one1 and not want to know more o' the way she has taken8 ,yes1 yes1 lad2 but have ye no sense at all8 ,what if ye have been tould a secret1 can ye not kape it the same8 ,now mind1 once for all2 ye're not to know it at all1 if ,norah brings home the ,word o' the ,lord to read to her ould ignorant mother 7it's a swate voice she has71 and ye shall hear the big ,book as well2 only mind1 ,phelim1 acushla1 ye're to know nothing at all1 let who will spake to ye o' the same4 ,yes2 but1 mother1 what if ,i myself learn to-- ,hush6--,is it o' me ye are spaking8 asked ,biddy1 turning to a cluster of people who had drawn near them4 ,it's no hearty ,i feel to-night1 and poor lame ,phelim is kaping me company4 ,is it room for the dance ye are wanting8 ,the other is the roomiest1 and the floor is the plainest4 ,hurrying out with ready good-will to assist in the needful preparations1 ,biddy soon removed any suspicions that might have been entertained in the minds of any of her neighbours of any leaning on her part toward heresy4 ,,chapter ,,vii4 ,,biddy ,,dillon ,,becomes ,a ,,heretic4 ,several months passed quietly by4 ,it was winter1 and the heaviest snow that had fallen within the memory of that personage so universally known and respected--namely1 the oldest inhabitant--now lay upon the ground2 and all in town and country who were partial to the exercise of skating could enjoy it freely4 ,but the severe cold confined the delicate invalids to their heated rooms1 and fair ,annie ,lee again found herself shut up to the tiresome routine of sick-room pleasures1 only varied by intervals of suffering4 ,the pleasure1 however1 predominated4 ,she seemed almost to forget her pain and increasing languor in her unceasing efforts to instruct her young nurse4 ,annorah1 on her part1 thirsted for knowledge1 especially for the wisdom that cometh from above4 ,she improved1 too1 rapidly enough to satisfy a less partial teacher4 ,in the varied arts of housewifery1 and in the more intricate use of the needle1 she had also become quite expert1 and1 to use ,mrs4 ,lee's own words1 was quite a treasure in every part of the house4 ,little lame ,phelim came for an hour each afternoon to ,miss ,annie's room to be made a schollard1 shure2 and every ,saturday evening found ,annorah1 with her ,bible1 seated by her mother's fireside1 reading1 and in her own earnest but uncouth manner expounding the truths she read4 ,one ,sabbath evening in ,march1 ,father ,m',clane set out for a walk to ,mrs4 ,dillon's cottage4 ,his prospects and reflections had been of a grave and sad character throughout the day1 and his threadbare coat and lean purse had been more than usually suggestive of the great truth1 that all earthly comforts are fleeting and transitory4 ,for the first time ,biddy had that day absented herself from the ,catholic chapel4 ,annorah had lately added to her ,scripture reading1 ,kirwan's ,letters to ,archbishop ,hughes4 ,she read it to her mother whenever a spare hour enabled her to run home4 ,biddy had been greatly interested in the appeals and arguments of her talented countryman1 and deeply impressed by his life-like delineation of the follies and superstitions of the ,romish ritual4 ,it's rasonable he is intirely1 she said1 and a bright son o' the ould counthree1 blessin's on it6 ,it's him who spakes well o' the poor ruined crathers1 and praises us all for the natural generous-sowled people we are4 ,he knows us intirely1 ,norah dear4 ,shure he's a wonderful man and a bould1 let alone the thrue son o' ould ,ireland1 for doing the beautiful thing4 ,read us one more letther1 mavourneen1 before ye are off1 and lave the book here4 ,mayhap ,phelim will spell out a morsel or so when the ,sabbath even is coom4 ,you will not go to confession to-morrow1 dear mother8 said ,annorah4 ,not ,i1 replied ,biddy firmly4 ,it goes to my heart1 mother1 that the money we earn so hardly1 and which should be kept to comfort your old age1 should go for nothing1 or worse4 ,i will do it no more4 ,make yer heart aisy1 honey4 ,never a penny o' mine will the praste hould in his hand again4 ,he will visit you1 mother4 ,an' what o' that8 ,let him coom4 ,he is welcome an' he minds his own business1 and only dhraps in for a bit o' gossip2 but an' he interferes in me private consarns1 it's soon he'll find himself relaved o' all throuble on account o' us4 ,annorah saw that there was no reason now to fear that her mother would be overawed by the priest2 but she still lingered anxiously4 ,her mother saw the shade on her face1 and asked1-- ,what is it1 ,norah8 ,are you in throuble8 ,do not quarrel with him1 mother1 replied the daughter4 ,let him be dacent1 and it's ceevil treatment he'll get2 but no man shall browbeat me on me own floor1 said ,biddy1 in a tone which declared the firmness of her purpose4 ,it was on the night succeeding this conversation1 that ,father ,m',clane visited the cottage4 ,as he approached the house he paused at the unusual sound of a voice reading4 ,it was ,phelim imperfectly spelling out to his mother and a few of the neighbours one of the letters of ,kirwan4 ,the priest1 who was not remarkably well versed in the books of the day1 did not know the work1 but supposed that it was the ,bible to which they were so profoundly listening4 ,his face grew as dark as the night shades around him4 ,i've caught ye at last6 he exclaimed1 as1 without ceremony1 he burst into the room4 ,this tells the story4 ,it's not that ye are ill in bed1 or hindered by the rain1 or the could2 it's because ye are heretics all1 that ye shun the confession and the holy mass4 ,do ye know what the ,church has power to do wi' the like o' ye8 ,arrah6 it was the heavenly and not the mortal wisdom that made the hot fires o' purgatory for such4 ,small help will ye get from me when the flames are scorching ye4 ,never a mass shall be said for a sowl o' ye1 unless ye repent at once4 ,and what call have ye to spake the like o' that1 said ,biddy1 and me sitting peaceably by me own fire wi' the neighbours8 ,she spoke in a low1 uncertain tone1 for his sudden appearance had startled her4 ,a hush had fallen on the little assembly1 and signs of terror flitted across the faces of the most timid1 as the familiar voice of the priest recalled their old ,popish fears4 ,he was not slow to perceive this1 or to take advantage of it4 ,and who taught yer lame boy to read at all8 ,who brought the heretic ,bible into yer house8 ,and who gathered the poor neighbours together to hear the false words that lead to perdition8 ,answer me that1 ,misthress ,dillon1 said the priest in a tone of anger4 ,biddy did not reply1 though she had quite regained her usual courage4 ,i'll ask ye a plain question1 ,biddy ,dillon1 and ,i want a straight answer4 ,will ye1 or will ye not1 give up these heretic doings1 and stay in the communion o' the holy ,church8 ,an' it plaze yer riverence1 replied ,biddy1 no ways disconcerted1 yer blessed saints are nothing to me2 an' ,i shall do as ,i plaze4 ,hear the woman6 ,do you hear the bould blasphemer8 he exclaimed4 ,an' what if they do hear8 ,it were a sore pity they should be sthruck deaf to plaze ye1 replied ,biddy1 her eyes flashing with excitement4 ,i would ye were in ould ,ireland1 or1 for the matther o' that1 in purgatory itself4 ,we would-- said the priest4 ,no doubt o' it4 ,but it's here ,i am1 at yer service1 interrupted ,biddy4 ,yes1 and it's here ye've been bought for a wee pinch o' tae and a few poor1 lean chickens4 ,sowl and body ye've been bought1 and a mighty poor bargain have the blind purchasers made o' it4 ,plazing yer riverence1 ye know nought o' what ye are saying1 and small throuble ye'll make wi' yer idle words4 ,it's not a turkey1 duck1 or hen could buy ,biddy ,dillon4 ,ye've tried it yerself1 father1 and so ye know4 ,it's a black heart ye have1 said the priest1 whose courage was hardly equal to his anger1 and whose valour speedily cooled before resolute opposition4 ,it's blacker than ink ye are1 ,biddy ,dillon1 with the wicked heresy4 ,like most ,irish women1 ,biddy was well skilled in the art of scolding1 and among her neighbours was considered rather more expert in the business than themselves4 ,when angry1 abusive epithets seemed to fall as naturally from her tongue as expressions of endearment when she was pleased4 ,a black heart1 did ye say8 she cried1 rising and facing the priest1 who involuntarily retired a step from her2 the same to yerself6 ,an' ye were bathed in ,lough ,ennel1 and rinsed in the ,shannon at ,athlone1 it would not half clane out the vile tricks ye are so perfect in4 ,a black heart has ,biddy ,dillon8 ,an' ye were ducked and soaked over night in the ,liffey mud at ,dublin1 ye were claner than now8 ,a black heart8 ,an' yerself an ould penshioner1 idle and mane1 stirrin' up a scrimmage in an honest woman's house1 and repeating yer haythenish nonsense1 an' ye able and sthrong to take hould o' the heaviest end o' the work6 ,are ye not ashamed8 ,what are ye good for8 ,the saints preserve us6 what a tongue the woman has6 exclaimed ,father ,m',clane1 making a futile effort to smile1 as he turned his face1 now pale as death1 toward the company4 ,but ,i have no time to stay longer4 ,i warn ye all1 my friends1 to kape away from this accursed house1 and to turn a deaf ear to all that is said to ye here4 ,your souls are in peril4 ,ye are almost caught in the snare4 ,ye should run for yer lives before ye perish entirely4 ,i shall remember you1 ,biddy ,dillon4 ,in course ye will4 ,an' ye show yerself here again1 barrin' as a peaceable frind or ould acquaintance1 ye'll find yerself remimbered too1 honey4 ,there was a silence of some minutes after the priest left the house4 ,it was broken by the most timid of the party4 ,afther all1 ,biddy1 my heart misgives me4 ,of what use are all the prayers on the beads1 the ,hail ,marys1 and the penance1 the fasting from meat on ,fridays1 or even the blessed salt o' our baptism1 if we anger the praste1 and he refuse to give us the holy oil at the last8 ,what will become o' us then8 ,what can a wicked ould praste do to help us8 ,it's ,god alone can strengthen us then4 ,i wouldn't give a penny for the oil4 ,it's a betther way1 darlin'1 that ,god has provided for us4 ,it's a brave story that ,phelim is waiting to read to us4 ,there's thruth and sense in it1 too1 ye will find4--,it's a fine counthree is this1 ,masther ,barry1 and a free1 added ,biddy1 turning to a stout man1 who1 with scarcely a whole article in his apparel1 was lounging in the shade of a corner4 ,thrue for ye1 he replied1--though it's little ,i get out of it1 barrin' the sup o' whisky wi' my supper4 ,but ye might--the more shame it is4 ,ye are weel-conditioned and hearty4 ,it's no the counthree is to blame1 neighbour1 nor ,katy indade4 ,she works night and day for ye an' the childer4 ,ye are better here than over the sae4 ,oh1 then1 ,i don't know4 ,when ,i came to this counthree1 ,i had never a rag to me back1 an' now1 faith1 ,i'm nothing but rags4 ,a fine1 illigant counthree6 ,lave the liquor alone1 ,peter ,barry1 and ye may have the best of the land for yerself4 ,an' ye would give up the dhrinking1 a better lad could not be found1 nor a handsomer4 ,it's too sthrong for me4 ,it's many a day have ,i given it up for ever1 and been drunk as a beast in an hour4 ,but to-night1 says ,katy to me1 ',it's the heretic ,bible as is read at ,mrs4 ,dillon's has a cure in it for weak sinners like you1 ,peter dear4' ,so ,i came to hear a bit o' the ,bible1 an' ye plaze4 ,so ,kirwan's ,letters were laid aside1 and a ,new ,testament brought out4 ,phelim read very poorly1 and was often obliged to spell over the long words1 and did not always succeed in giving the correct pronunciation2 but no fault was found by his eager listeners4 ,he read how ,christ healed the leper1 and poor ,peter ,barry found in the story a word of encouragement for him4 ,he read of the ,saviour's gracious compassion for the hungering multitude2 and his ignorant auditors praised the divine ,being who so sympathized with mortal infirmities4 ,phelim was often interrupted by remarks or approving comments1 but these in no way diminished the interest of the sacred story4 ,,chapter ,,viii4 ,,annie',s ,,death--,,annorah',s ,,prospects4 ,on every pleasant evening ,biddy ,dillon's cottage was thronged by those who came to listen to the ,word of ,god4 ,it was in vain that ,father ,m',clane opposed these meetings4 ,his threats and arguments1 once so potent1 seemed now but to lessen his power4 ,he even secured the services of a neighbouring priest1 and with him visited each ,irish family in succession1 coaxing and flattering where his authority was not acknowledged4 ,but1 alas for him and his prospects6 he could do nothing with the people4 ,the ,protestant clergyman of the village1 when he heard of the interest felt in lame ,phelim's reading1 readily came to their assistance1 and joyfully read and explained the divine lessons4 ,as their knowledge of the right way increased1 their impressions of its importance to them personally were deepened1 and ,annorah soon had the happiness of seeing not only her mother and brother bowing at the foot of the cross of ,christ1 but many others earnestly seeking the salvation of their souls4 ,the little ,irish neighbourhood had been named ,new ,dublin4 ,it stood quite by itself1 a thick belt of wood and the narrow mill-stream isolating it from the large village1 where ,mr4 ,lee's residence stood4 ,nothing but the smoke1 which in summer as well as in winter is ever pouring from ,irish chimneys1 revealed to a visitor the existence of their pleasant hamlet4 ,still it was not so far retired but that1 when a wake was held for the dead1 the noise of the revelry seriously disturbed their quieter neighbours2 and when a row ensued1 as was often the case1 the distant uproar alarmed as well as annoyed the timid women and children4 ,but no one thought of interfering4 ,the wealthy owners of the iron-works and factories in the vicinity were glad to secure their labour1 because of its cheapness1 and never troubled themselves about an occasional noise1 if the general interests of their business were not neglected4 ,there were not wanting those who pitied their low estate1 and who would have sincerely rejoiced in their elevation2 but until poor invalid ,annie ,lee began to instruct ,annorah1 no one had dreamed of winning them1 by self-sacrifice and kindness1 to a knowledge of the truth4 ,annie herself1 while patiently explaining over and over again what seemed to her as simple and plain as possible1 little imagined the glorious results that were indirectly to grow out of her feeble efforts4 ,but ,god watches the least attempt to do good1 and fosters the tiniest seed sown2 and ,annie1 without knowing it1 was sowing seed for a plenteous harvest4 ,but while the good work prospered1 she herself was rapidly ripening for heaven4 ,she knew that she was hastening to a better land1 even a heavenly2 and she strove to improve every moment of the time that remained1 in efforts to give stability to ,annorah's religious feelings4 ,many were the conversations that they had together on the condition of the poor ,irish people1 and countless almost were the directions that ,annorah received in regard to the best methods of winning their love and confidence4 ,young as she was1 ,annie had learned that all efforts to benefit the unfortunate or ignorant are vain so long as the cold shoulder is turned towards them4 ,she had proved in ,annorah's case the magic effect of loving words and sympathy4 ,as the spring advanced1 ,annie grew weaker4 ,the mild air seemed to enervate rather than to brace her system1 and she grew daily more emaciated4 ,her paroxysms of pain were less frequent1 and she suffered most from languor and drowsiness4 ,it was apparent to all but her fond parents that her days were numbered4 ,they watched over her with the tenderest affection1 hoping when there was no hope1 and persuading themselves and each other that she would rally again when the ripe summer brought its gentle breezes and beautiful blossoms4 ,she is so fond of flowers and of the open air1 said ,mrs4 ,lee to ,annorah1 when1 after an unusually restless and painful day1 ,annie had fallen asleep at last1 and both left the room to breathe the fresh evening air4 ,when the weather gets settled so that she can let you draw her little carriage down by the mill-stream again1 she will brighten up and get stronger4 ,it is enough to make a well person ill1 to be shut up so long4 ,ye know best1 shure1 said ,annorah1 in her grief resuming her national accent and brogue--,ye know best1 but it's thinner and weaker she's getting1 and is a baby for weight in me arms4 ,och6 the dark day it will be for poor ,norah when she looks her last on that swate angel face6 ,and the poor girl burst into tears1 and covered her face with her apron4 ,after a few moments she went on to say1--,it'll go hard wi' ye all1 ,mrs4 ,lee3 ye'll miss her dear ways an' her heavenly smiles2 she is yer own blood1 were she not an angel intirely4 ,but oh1 ma'am1 she's been to me what no words can tell2 and the short life o' me will seem without end till ,i go to wait on her above4 ,oh1 what'll ,i do without her1 when the whole world is dark as night8 ,mrs4 ,lee could not reply1 for she1 too1 was weeping4 ,there was something in ,annorah's desolate tone that went to her heart1 and inspired a pitying affection for the plain-looking girl by her side1 which she would once have thought impossible4 ,she began to comprehend the mystery of ,annie's caressing manner to her young nurse4 ,annorah1 my poor girl1 she faltered at length4 ,ah1 ma'am1 in all me troubles1 and when ,i was wickedest1 was it not her voice that was full and sweet with the pleasant encouragement8 ,oh1 core o' me heart1 acushla1 what'll ,i do8 what'll ,i do8 ,we must trust in ,god1 ,annorah4 ,if he takes her from us1 it will be for the best1 and we must learn to say1 ',his will be done4' ,she will leave us her lovely example to guide us1 and we shall not forget how she strove to do good4 ,we shall be lonely2 but is it not selfish in us to wish her to stay here and suffer8 ,god knows what is best for us all4 ,it was but a little time that they were permitted to hope4 ,fair ,annie ,lee's appointed work was done1 her mission of love was accomplished1 and she was ready to depart4 ,shut up by her protracted illness from all the ordinary paths of usefulness1 she had found out a way to work in her ,saviour's service4 ,long will it be ere her gentle acts of kindness will be forgotten1 or her precious influence cease to be felt by those who knew her4 ,she died suddenly1 perhaps unconsciously at last4 ,annorah had placed her couch so that she could see the beautiful changes in the rich ,june sunset2 and when she returned after a moment's absence to her side1 she found that1 with a sweet smile of joyous triumph on her lips1 she had fallen asleep in ,jesus4 99 99 99 99 99 ,annorah1 although greatly refined by reading and association with educated people1 and especially improved by the happy influence of true religion1 yet retains enough of the characteristics of her nation to make her an acceptable visitor in the humblest cottage in ,new ,dublin4 ,it was long after the death of her young mistress before she regained her usual cheerfulness4 ,but time1 the great healer of sorrow1 has gradually softened her grief1 and made her cherished memories of ,miss ,annie1 like beautiful pictures1 very pleasant to look upon4 ,,finis ,transcriber's ,note ,minor typographic punctuation errors have been corrected without note4 ,the frontispiece illustration has been moved to follow the title page4 ,there is a large amount of dialect in this book1 which all remains as printed in the original text4 ,this includes some variable spelling1 e4g4 crather--crathur1 plase--plaze4 ,page #ee--,sharron amended to ,shannon--444 and rinsed in the ,shannon at ,athlone 444