,,man ,,made ,by ,,alb]t ,r4 ,,tei*n] ,a /ory t comes to grips ) an age-old "q--:at is s\l8 & :]e8--& po/ulates an age-new answ]4 ,if ,i li/$ e tr\ble ,i've accumulat$ 9 a m]e two hundr$ odd ye>s y might be incl9$ to laugh4 ,:5 a tale ( woe piles up too _m details x looks ridicul\s1 unreal4 ,s "h1 at ! outset1 ,i want to say my life has n be5 a tragic "o--^: life is 9 ?is day ( advanc$ te*niques & univ]sal good w8--b t1 on ! contr>y1 ,i h enjoy$ ?is ,e>? & ,sol> ,sy/em & all ! abundant int]e/s t x has (f]$ me4 ,if1 ly+ "h b5ea? ^! great lights1 ,i c\ld only be z sure ( joy 9 ! future4444 ,my "n is ,treb ,hawley4 ,z f> back z ,i c rememb] 9 my *ildhood1 ,i 0 always int]e/$ 9 a/ronautics4 ,f ! age ( t5 ,i specializ$ 9 t subject1 nev] = a mom5t regrett+ ! *oice4 ,:5 ,i 0 /ill a *ild ( tw5ty-f\r ,i took "p 9 ! ,n9? ,jupit] ,exp$ition & aft] t !re 7 _m m4 ,i _h a precoci\s m>riage at ?irty & my boys1 ,rob]t & ,neil1 7 born )9 a few ye>s aft] ,m>la & ,i w$4 ,x 0 =tunate t ,i f\ght = gov]nm5t p]mission t e>ly2 aft] ! accid5t1 despite my high rat+1 ,i w\ld h be5 d5i$ ! r>e privilege ( p>5?ood4 ,t accid5t1 ! fir/ "o1 took place :5 ,i 0 fifty4 ,on ,planet #ab ( ! ,c5tauri ,sy/em ,i 0 attack$ by a six-limb$ primate & 0 badly mangl$ on ! left side be=e break+ loose to de/roy x4 ,surgical ,corps op]at$ )9 an h\r4 ,al?\gh !y did an excell5t pro/hetic job aft] remov+ my left leg & arm1 ! sub/itut$ limbs _h _! limitations4 ,:ile !y p]mitt$ me to d all my jobs1 phantom pa9 0 a con/ant problem4 ,!re 7 new me?ods ( pro/hesis to elim9ate ?is weird effect b ^! 7 only available back on ! home planets4 ,i _h to wait "o ye> = ?is release4 ,mean:ile ,i _h pl5ty ( "t to contemplate my my/]i\s affliction2 ! my/]y ( x 0 s great t ,i _h little *ance to notice h[ pa9ful x actually 04 ,!re is en\gh /rang5ess 9 feel+ ) absolute c]ta9ty t a limb exi/s :]e actually !re is no?+1 b ! /rang5ess is comp\nd$ :5 y look d[n & discov] t n only is ! leg gone b t ano!r1 me*anical "o has tak5 its place4 ,dr4 ,erics1 :o _h p]=m$ ! op]ation1 said ?is difficulty w\ld ultimately prove a bless+ b ,i (t5 _h my d\bts4 99 99 99 99 99 ,he 0 "r4 ,^u my return to ,e>?1 ! s]i\s op]ations took place1 ^? giv+ me pla/ic limbs t w\ld become liv+ p>ts ( my organic /ructure4 ,! same outw>d pu% ( ! bra9 & n]v\s sy/em t _h creat$ phantom pa9 n[ made :at 0 artificial seem real4 ,n only did my own blood c\rse ?r\gh ! protopla/ic b ,i c\ld feel x do+ s4 ,! adju/m5t took less ?an a week & x 0 a complete "o4 ,=tunately ! "t 0 already pa/ :5 protopla/ pati5ts 7 look$ ^u z some?+ mildly freaki% & to be piti$4 ,artificial noses1 e>s & limbs 7 becom+ q common4 ,:e!r !re 0 "s ju/ification = ! e>li] reaction ( pity1 h[ev]1 /ill rema9s to be se54 ,my c>e] resum$ & ,i 0 accept$ = ! next ,c5tauri ,exp$ition )\t any que/ions be+ ask$4 ,z a matt] ( fact1 ,plann+ ,c5t] pref]r$ p 9 my condition2 protopla/ limbs 7 m durable ?an ! real--no1 let u say ! orig9al--?+4 ,at home & at ! bea* no "o bo!r$ to notice my recon/ruct$ arm & leg4 ,!y look$ too natural = ! idea to occur to p :o did n "k me4 ,& ,m>la treat$ ! :ole ?+ l a big joke4 ,y're bett] ?an new1 %e us$ to tell me & ! kids want$ to "k :5 !y c\ld h second matt] limbs ( _! own4 ,life 0 good to me4 ,! "o-ye> p]iods away f home pass$ quickly & ! five-ye> lay(fs on ,e>? p]mitt$ me to devote myself to my hobbies1 music & ma!matics1 )\t tak+ any "t away f my family4 ,ev5tually1 ( c\rse1 my condition became an extremely common "o4 ,:o is !re today among my read]s :o has all ! p>ts ) :i* he 0 born8 ,if any su* p]son pa/ ! *ildhood sixty ye>s did1 he w\ld be ! freak4 ,!n at n9ety new difficulties arose4 ,a new ,c5taurian subvirus attack$ my *e/ m>r[4 ,z is /ill true 9 ?is infection1 ! virus prov$ to be in]adicable4 ,my ribs w]5't1 ?\gh1 & a protopla/ic cas+1 exactly l ! ?oracic cavity1 0 sub/itut$4 ,x 0 discov]$ t ! infection _h spread to my "r radius & ulna s "h too a simple sub/itution 0 made4 ,( c\rse1 su* a radical infection meant my circulatory sy/em 0 contam9at$ & syn!tically creat$ liv+ hemopla/ 0 pump$ 9 z soon z all ! blood 0 remov$4 ,?is did attract att5tion4 ,at ! "t ! proc$ure 0 /ill new & "s m$ical p w>n$ x w\ld n take4 ,!y 7 "r only to ?is ext5t3 ! old c>dio>t]ial organs occasionally hunt$ into defective fe$back t requir$ sy/ole-dia/ole adju/m5ts4 ,protopla/ic circulatory sub/itutes correct$ ! defici5cy &1 j to avoid ! slight possibility ( fur!r complications1 ! v5\s sy/em 0 also replac$4 ,s9ce ! *angeov] !re hasn't be5 ! lea/ tr\ble 9 t sector4 ,by !n ,m>la _h a p]fect artificial e> & bo? ( my sons _h lo/ _! cong5itally diseas$ liv]s4 ,!re 0 no?+ extraord9>y ab\t our family2 only 9 my case 7 replacem5ts some:at above ! _w av]age4 ,i am pr\d to say t ,i 0 among ! fir/ ?\s& :o made ! pione] voyage on hyp]drive to ! /> gr\p beyond ,c5taurus4 ,we return$ 9 triumph ) our fanta/ic b true tales ( ! organic planet ,vita & ! contemplative humanoids ( ,nirva :o w consci\sness into subjectively grasp+ ! life & beauty ( subatomic space4 ,! k we br\ght back assur$ t ! fatal disease ( ennui c\ld nev] aga9 attack man ?\gh !y liv$ to ,aleph ,null4 ,on ! second voyage ,m>la1 ,rob]t & ,neil w5t ) me4 ,?is took a little political wrangl+ b x 0 wor? ?r[+ my m]it ar\nd to see !m b5efit f ,nirvan discov]ies ev5 be=e ! re/ ( humanity4 ,planet>y ,c\ncil agre$ my s]vices entitl$ me to ?is special consid]ation4 ,truly ,i c\ld feel among ! bless$4 ,!n ,i volunte]$ = ! small exp$ition>y =ce to ! #ch? moon t ! ,nirvans !mselves refus$ to visit4 ,!y tri$ to dissuade u b1 be+ ( a mu* y\ng] species1 we 7 less plagu$ by caution & w5t anyway4 ,! m\nta9s ( ?is little moon are up to fifte5 miles high1 caus+ a /ate ( in/ability t is *ronic4 ,walk+ d[n ^? alaba/] valleys 0 a m awesome exp]i5ce ?an any galactic vi/a ,i h ev] enc\nt]$4 ,our ae/hetic s5se prov$ /rong] ?an common s5se al]tness & sev5 ( u 7 buri$ 9 a rock slide4 99 99 99 99 99 ,=tunately ! great rocks =m$ a cav]n above u4 ,aft] two days we 7 rescu$4 ,! o!rs _h suff]$ su* m9or injuries t !y 7 repair$ be=e our craft l&$ on ,nirva4 ,i1 ?\gh1 unconsci\s & fev]i%1 0 9 s]i\s condition f sk9 abrasions & a comm9ut$ cranium4 ,dr4 ,erics made ! only possible prognosis4 ,my skull _h to be remov$ & a completely new protosk9 _h to be suppli$ also4 99 99 99 99 99 ,:5 ,i came out ( coma ,m>la 0 /&+ at my b$side1 smil+ d[n at me4 ,d y feel1 %e /umbl$1 d>l+1 ,i mean1 d y feel ! way y did8 ,i 0 puzzl$4 ,sure1 ,i'm ,treb ,hawley1 ,i'm y\r husb&1 & ,i rememb] an awful fall ( rocks b n[ ,i feel exactly ! way ,i always h4 ,i did n ev5 realize t fur!r sub/itutions _h be5 made & did n believe !m :5 !y told me ab\t x4 ,n[ ,i 0 an object ( curiosity4 ,^u our return to ,e>? ! newspla/ics hail$ me z "o ( ! mo/ highly re9tegrat$ individuals any:]e4 ,9 all ! teem+ doma9 ( man !re 7 only sev5 hundr$ :o _h gone ?r\gh z _m sub/itutions z ,i _h4 ,:]e1 !y philosophis$ 9 pass+1 w\ld a man cease to be a man 9 ! sequ5ce ( sub/itutions8 ,philosophy _h nev] be5 an important preoccupation ( m9e4 ,x 0 ! only discipl9e no fur!r ahead 9 its really ess5tial que/ions ?an ! ,greeks ( f\r ?\s& ye>s ago4 ,oh c]ta9ly1 !re _h be5 lots ( te*nical improvem5ts t 7 fasc9at+ b ^! 7 p]iph]al po9ts2 ! basic issues c\ld n be exp]im5tally te/$ s !y _h to rema9 on ! level ( accept$ or reject$ axioms4 ,i wasn't ab\t to devote mu* "t to !m :5 ! :ole fasc9at+ field ( subatomic mirror numb]s 0 j op5+ up2 c]ta9ly n because a few s5sational j\rnali/s 7 toy+ ) dead-end notions4 ,= t matt] ! newspla/ics w]5't ei!r & quickly w5t back to ! regul> ma!matical reportage !y d s well4 ,a few decades lat]1 h[ev]1 ,i wasn't s cocksure4 ,! old ,c5taurian virus _h reappe>$ 9 my bra9 ( all places & ,i />t$ to h a peculi> feel+ ab\t :]e ! end po9t 9 all ?is re9tegrat+ r\t9e w\ld lie4 ,n t ! bra9 op]ation 0 a risk2 ?\s&s ( p _h already gone ?r\gh x & ! sub/itute organisms _h made no fundam5tal *ange 9 !m4 ,x didn't 9 my case ei!r4 ,b n[ ,i 0 m second matt] ?an any man 9 hi/ory4 ,x's ! old "q ( ,a*illes' ,%ip1 ,dr4 ,erics told me4 ,nev] he>d ( x1 ,i said4 ,x's a p>able1 ,treb1 ab\t concretis$ =ms ( a cont9uum 9 its discrete aspects4 ,i see ! !oretical "q b :at has ,a*illes' ,%ip to d ) x8 ,he furr[$ 8 protopla/ br[ t look$ z y\?ful z x _h a c5tury ago4 ,?is %ip consi/$ ( sev]al hundr$ planks1 mo/ ( !m =m+ ! hull1 "s 9 ! =m ( b5*es & o>s & a ma9ma/4 ,x s]v$ its primitive purpose well b ev5tually sprang a leak4 ,"s ( ! hull planks _h to be replac$ aft] :i* x 0 z good z new4 ,ano!r ye> ( h>d use br\ght fur!r hull tr\bles & "s m planks 7 remov$ = new ones4 ,!n ! ma/ collaps$ & a new "o 0 put 94 ,aft] t ! %ip 0 9 su* good %ape t x c\ld outrace mo/ ( ^? j (f ! ways4 ,i _h an uneasy feel+ ab\t :]e ?is p>able 0 lead+ u b my m9d %i$ away f ! ess5tial po9t & ,erics w5t rel5tlessly on4 ,z ! ye>s pass$ m repairs 7 made--fir/ a new set ( o>s1 !n "s m planks1 /ill new] o>s1 /ill m planks4 ,ev5tually ,a*illes1 an un?9k+ man ( action :o /ill tri$ to be aw>e ( :at happ5$ to ! in/rum5ts ( action he ne$$ mo/1 realiz$ t n "o spl9t] ( ! orig9al %ip rema9$4 ,0 ?is1 !n1 a new %ip8 ,at fir/ he 0 incl9$ to say yes4 ,b ?is only evok$ ! fur!r "q3 :5 _h x become ! new %ip8 ,0 x :5 ! la/ plank 0 replac$ or :5 half _h be58 ,8 confid5tly /at$ answ] collaps$4 ,yet h[ c\ld he say x 0 ! old %ip :5 ev]y?+ ab\t x 0 a sub/itution8 ,! "q 0 too mu* = him4 ,:5 he came to ,a!ns he turn$ ! problem ov] to ! wise m5 ( t city1 refus+ ev] to ?9k ab\t x aga94 99 99 99 99 99 ,my m9d 0 n[ 9 turmoil4 ,:at1 ,i dem&$1 :at did !y decide8 ,erics fr[n$4 ,no?+4 ,!y c\ld n answ] ! "q4 ,e available answ] 0 equally "r & prov$ e o!r "r answ] wrong4 ,z y "k1 philosophy does n progress 9 its ess5tials4 ,x m]ely cont9ues to cl>ify :at ! problems are4 ,i pref] to die next "t6 ,i %\t$4 ,i want to be a live human be+ or a dead "o1 n a ma*9e4 ,maybe y won't be a ma*9e4 ,no?+ exactly l ?is has happ5$ be=e to a liv+ organic be+4 ,i knew ,i _h to be on my gu>d4 ,:at peculi> s*eme 0 afoot8 ,y're try+ to say some?+'s /ill wrong ) me4 ,x isn't true4 ,i feel z well z ,i ev] h4 ,y\r 'feel+' is a dang]\s illusion4 ,8 face 0 space-du/ grey & ,i realiz$ ) horror t he meant all ( x4 ,i _h to tell y ! p>able & %[ ! possible alt]natives cle>ly4 ,treb1 y're riddl$ ) ,c5taurian ,z$ virus4 ,unless we remove almo/ all ! rema9+ fir/ gr[? organisms y w be dead )9 six mon?s4 ,i didn't c>e any m :e!r he meant x or n2 ! idea 0 too ridicul\s4 ,dea? is too r>e & ana*roni/ic a ph5om5on today4 ,y're ! "o :o ne$s treatm5t1 ,doctor4 ,ov]work1 too mu* /udy1 "o idea on ! bra9 too mu*4 ,resign$1 he %rugg$ 8 %\ld]s4 ,all ! fir/ matt] %\ld be remov$ except = ! sp9al *ord & ! v]tebrae4 ,y'd /ill h t4 ,v k9d ( y1 ,i said1 & walk$ away1 det]m9$ to h no m ( 8 lectures n[ or 9 ! future4 ,m>la want$ to "k :y ,i seem$ s jumpy4 ,seems is j ! ^w1 ,i snapp$4 ,nev] felt bett] 9 my life4 ,t's j :at ,i mean1 %e said4 ,jumpy4 ,i let h] h ! la/ ^w b det]m9$ to be calm] f !n on4 ,i 04 ,&1 z ! weeks pass$1 ! mask ,i put on sank deep] & deep] until t 0 ! way ,i really felt4 ',:5 y c face dea? s]5ely y w n h to face x4' ,t is :at ,sophilus1 "o ( our lead+ philosoph]s1 has said4 ,i 0 liv+ ?is tru?4 ,my "w on inf9ite s]ies w5t m smoo?ly & swiftly ?an any ma!matical rese>* ,i _h engag$ 9 be=e & my s5ses respond$ to liv+ ) great] ze/ ?an ev]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,five mon?s lat]1 :ile walk+ ?r\gh ,hydroponic ,p>k1 ,i felt ! fir/ awful tremor ?r\gh my body4 ,x 0 z if ! e>? b5ea? my feet 7 %ak+1 l t awful aft]noon on ,nirva's moon4 ,b no rocks fell f ?is sky & o!r /roll]s mov$ across my vision z if ! _w ( five m9utes ago _h n collaps$4 ,! horror 0 only inside me4 ,i w5t to ano!r doctor & ask$ = ,/abiliz9e4 ,p]haps y ne$ a *eckup1 he sugge/$4 ,t 0 ! la/ ?+ ,i want$ & ,i said s4 ,he1 too1 %rugg$ resign$ly & made out my prescription = ! h>mless drug4 ,aft] t ! hamm] ( pa9 did n /rike aga9 b (t5 ,i c\ld feel x bru% by me4 ,ea* "t my self-adm9i/]$ dosage _h to be increas$4 ,ev5tually my equations /opp$ ty+ toge!r 9 my m9d4 ,i w\ld />e at ! calculation %eets = h\rs at a "t1 ask+ myself :y x %\ld be "h or integral op]ation !re4 ,! tru? c\ld n be avoid$3 my m9d c\ld no long] grasp tru?4 ,i w5t1 9 grudg+ defeat1 to ,erics4 ,y h to w91 ,i said & describ$ my exp]i5ces4 ,"s ?+s are inevitable1 he nodd$ solemnly1 & "s are n4 ,?is may solve all y\r problems4 ,n all1 ,i hop$ al\d4 ,m>la w5t ) me to hospital4 ,%e realiz$ ! dang] ,i 0 9 b put ! be/ possible face on x4 ,h] c\rage & support made all ! diff]5ce & ,i w5t into ! second matt] *amb]1 ready = :atev] fate await$ me4 ,no?+ happ5$4 ,i came out ( ! *amb] all protopla/ except = ! sp9al zone4 ,yet ,i 0 /ill ,treb ,hawley4 ,z ! coma fad$ away1 ! la/ equation fad$ 91 completely mean+ful & soon foll[$ by all ! leads ,i c\ld h&le = ! next few ye>s4 ,psy*ophysiology 0 9 an upro> ov] my success4 ,man c n[ be all protopla/1 "s said4 ,o!rs z vehem5tly insi/$ "s t9y b tangible *romosome-organ l9k to ! pa/ mu/ rema94 ,= my "p x all s\nd$ v academic2 ,i 0 well aga94 ,!re 0 "o unhappy mom5t :5 ,i appli$ = ! new ,c5tauri ,exp$ition4 ,too mu* ( a risk1 ! ,consult+ ,bo>d told me4 ,n t y ar5't 9 p]fect condition b !re are unkn[n1 unte/$ factors & out 9 space !y might--m9d y1 we j say might--prove disadvantage\s4 ,!y all look$ emb>rass$ & kept _! eyes (f me1 pref]r+ to conc5trate on ! m$als l9$ up across ! table t 7 to be my consolation prize4 ,i 0 disconsolate at fir/ & w\ld look long+ly up at ! />s :i* 7 n[1 p]haps =ev]1 beyond my rea*4 ,b my sons 7 go+ out !re &1 = "s inexplicable reason1 t gave me great solace4 ,!n1 too1 ,e>? 0 /ill "y & beautiful & s 0 ,m>la4 ,i /ill _h ! full capacity to enjoy ^! bless+s4 99 99 99 99 99 ,n = long4 ,:5 we saw ! boys (f to ,c5tauri ,i _h a dizzy spell & only ) ! greate/ ef=t hid my di/ress until ! long tra9 ( %ips _h ris5 out ( sight4 ,!n ,i lay d[n 9 ! ,visitors ,l\nge f :]e ,i c\ld n be mov$ = sev]al h\rs4 ,great waves ( pa9 fla%$ up & d[n my sp9e z if massive voltages 7 be+ releas$ )9 me4 ,! re/ ( my body /ood up well to ?is assault b e few seconds ,i _h ! e]ie s5sation t ,i 0 back 9 my old body1 a gho/ly sup]imposition on ! liv+ protopla/1 z ! sp9al *ord project$ its agony outw>d4 ,f9ally ! pa9 subsid$1 succe$$ by a blank numbness4 ,i 0 c>ri$ on gravito-cu%ions to ,erics' (fice4 ,x _h to be1 he sigh$4 ,i didn't h ! he>t to tell y aft] ! la/ op]ation4 ,! subvirus is attack+ ! int]nuncial neurones4 ,i knew :at t meant b 0 pa/ c>+4 ,we're n immortal--n yet1 ,i said4 ,i'm ready = ! end4 ,we c /ill try1 he said4 ,i /ruggl$ to laugh b ev5 gave up t little ge/ure4 ,ano!r op]ation8 ,no1 x c't make any diff]5ce4 ,x might4 ,we don't "k4 ,h[ c\ld x8 ,suppose1 ,treb1 j suppose y d come out ( x all "r4 ,y'd be ! fir/ man to be completely ( second matt]6 ,erics1 x c't "w4 ,=get x4 ,i won't =get x4 ,y said we're n immortal b1 ,treb1 y\r survival w\ld be ano!r /ep 9 t direction4 ,! s\l's immortality has to be tak5 on fai? n[--if x's tak5 at all4 ,y c\ld be ! fir/ sci5tific pro( t ! develop+ s\l has ! mom5tum to c>ry pa/ ! body 9 :i* x gr[s4 ,at ! lea/ y w\ld repres5t a /ep 9 ! direction ( s\l fre$ f matt]4 ,i c\ld take no m ( su* talk4 ,g ahead1 ,i said1 d :at y want4 ,i give my cons5t4 ,! la/ few days h be5 ! mo/ hectic ( my life4 ,doz5s ( great physicians1 fl[n 9 f e sector ( ! ,sol> ,sy/em1 h exam9$ me4 ,i'm leav+ my body to sci5ce1 ,i told "o p>ticul>ly prodd+ gr\p1 b y're n giv+ x a *ance to die6 ,x is easy = me to die n[2 :5 y h truly resign$ y\rself to dea? no?+ 9 life c di/urb y4 ,i h at long la/ rea*$ t completely /oical mom5t4 ,t is :y ,i h record$ ?is hi/ory ) z mu* objectivity z cont9u+ vitality c p]mit4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! op]at+ !atre 0 cr[d$ = my f9al p]=mance & sev]al ,tri-,d video cam]as />$ d[n at me4 ,pupils1 lights & l5ses1 all came to a glitt]+ focus on me4 ,i sl[ly clos$ my eyes to blot ! hypnotic horror out4 ,b :5 ,i op5$ !m ev]y?+ 0 /ill !re z be=e4 ,!n ,erics' head1 gr[+ z he inspect$ my face m closely1 cov]$ ev]y?+ else up4 ,:5 are y go+ to beg98 ,i dem&$4 ,we h f9i%$1 he answ]$ 9 awe t v]g$ ^u rev]5ce4 ,y are ! new ,adam6 ,!re 0 a m\nt+ bur/ ( applause z ! view]s le>n$ :at ,i _h said4 ,my m9d 0 work+ m cle>ly ?an x _h 9 a long "t &1 ) all ! wisdom ( h9dsight1 ,i wond]$ h[ anyone c\ld h ev] d\bt$ ! outcome4 ,we _h kn[n all along t e bit ( atomic matt] 9 ea* cell is replac$ _m times 9 "o lifetime1 electron by electron1 )\t ! cell's ov]all =m disappe>+4 ,n[1 by equally gradual /eps1 x _h happ5$ 9 ! va/] ar5a ( ,newtonian liv+ matt]4 ,i sat up sl[ly1 look+ ) r5ew$ wond] on ev]y?+ f ! magnetic screw 9 ! light above my head to ! nail on ! wriggl+ toe ( my left foot4 ,i 0 m ?an ,a*illes' ,%ip4 ,i 0 a liv+ be+ at ^: c5t] lay a /ill yet turn+ po9t t c\ld nei!r be new nor old b only immortal4 ,,! ,,end ,transcrib]'s ,note3 ,?is etext 0 produc$ f ,amaz+ ,sci5ce ,fiction ,/ories ,janu>y #aifj4 ,ext5sive rese>* did n uncov] any evid5ce t ! ,u4,s4 copyright on ?is publication 0 r5ew$4 ,m9or spell+ & typographical errors h be5 correct$ )\t note4