,v]4#jd4bi4ic99;,,end99 ,,= ,,great] ,,?+s ,! /ory ( ,sa9t ,/anislaus ,ko/ka by ,william ,t4 ,kane1 ,s4,j4 ) a preface by ,james ,j4 ,daly1 ,s4,j4 ,,preface ,among ,*ri/ian evid5ces ! h]oic virtue & hol9ess ( ,ca?olic y\? mu/ n be ov]look$4 ,juv5ile & adolesc5t victories ( a conspicu\s k9d1 ov] ! fle%1 ! _w1 & ! devil1 c be f\nd 9 no l& & 9 no age1 except a ,*ri/ian l& & age1 & 9 no ,*ur* except ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*4 ,x is ( all excell5ces ! v r>e/ & mo/ difficult1 ?is triumphant ma/]y ov] human weakness & human pride4 ,x has defi$ ! life-long /riv+s ( m5 :om ! _w recognizes z be+s ( sup]ior wisdom & p[] ( w4 ,! philosoph]s :o h describ$ x mo/ beautifully & enc\rag$ its pursuit 9 ! mo/ gl[+ & impressive t]ms rema9 !mselves sad examples ( human futility 9 ! /ruggle to dis5gage ! _s f ! claws ( dragg+ & unclean influ5ces4 ,= ! =ces ( evil are inf9ite 9 _! v>iety1 insidi\s beyond ! ability ( natural %>pness to detect & gu>d aga9/1 & unsleep+ 9 ! pressure ( _! siege ^u ! he>t ( man4 ,:o w expla9 h[ x comes to pass t y\?1 ^: call[ness & inexp]i5ce are ! mock]y ( ! _w1 has laid pro/rate 9 s+le combat ?is giant ( evil & won fields :]e ! reputations ( ! _w's wise/ & noble/ & mo/ tri$ lie buri$8 ,x is a matt] ( idle curiosity ) u h[ an unbeliev+ g5]ation1 +5i\s 9 devis+ natural explanations 7:i* are mo/ unnatural7 ( sup]natural ph5om5a1 w\ld expla9 away ! wond] ( ! "y ,sa9t's life :i* is ! subject ( ! foll[+ pages4 ,x pres5ts to u a picture ( ,div9e ,condesc5sion guid+ & inspir+ & aid+ human ef=t1 s conv9c+ly cle> & transp>5t 9 its smalle/ details & 9 its g5]al effect z to seem outside ! pale ( all possible mutilation & mis9t]pretation by malice or skeptical analysis4 ,natural reaction aga9/ s9ful excess1 ?w>t$ ambitions1 disappo9t$ hopes1 meek con=mity ) environm5t1 ecclesia/ical manipulation ( pliant mat]ial1 tame acquiesc5ce 9 family traditions & arrangem5ts1 ^! & all ! o!r /ock explanations1 ) :i* a grovel+ _w seeks to pull d[n ! ,sa9ts to its own dre>y level1 _c be invok$ to dissipate ! my/]y & ! glory surr\nd+ ,/anislaus4 ,h[ did he come s e>ly 9 life1 & 9 a nobleman's family1 to set su* /ore ^u spiritual values8 ,h[ did 8 t5d] & immature m9d grasp ) su* swift sur5ess ! "o lesson ( all philosophies1 t life on its mat]ial side is an incid5t r ?an ! sum ( human exi/5ce & c nev] satisfy ! s\l's desires 8 ,h[ c\ld ?is m]e boy h develop$1 s "y1 an iron w :i* wr\ght t h>de/ ( all labori\s tasks1 namely1 ! con=mation ( conduct ) l(ty ideals8 ,!re are sup]natural answ]s to ^! & simil> que/ions :i* might be rais$ conc]n+ ! brief c>e] ( ,/4 ,/anislaus4 ,we "k ( no m]ely natural answ]s4 ,! lively & en]getic /yle adopt$ 9 ! pres5t biography may create a trace ( mild surprise 9 old] read]s4 ,sanctity1 x is true1 "s "o may say1 is a v beautiful a*ievem5t 9 a _w ( poor &1 at be/1 m$iocre p]=mance2 b1 aft] all1 ! bus9ess ( sanctity is a s]i\s bus9ess4 ,x calls = grit & endurance1 &1 z a picture1 is only sav$ f ! sordid by spiritual motives :i* are unse54 ,if all moral life is a monoton\s w>f>e1 ! life ( a ,sa9t is w>f>e 9 ! v fir/ ranks :]e ! tr5*es are fill$ ) wat] & ! %ells fall ?icke/ & ! g5]al discom=t & pett9ess are at _! maximum4 ,x is mislead+ & n 9 /rict accord ) kn[n realities1 to pa9t ! portrait ( a ,sa9t 9 rose color & sunlight1 diffus+ an iridesc5t atmosph]e ( *e]ful gayety & buoyancy4 ,! criticism is n )\t "s f\ndation2 b y\?ful read]s w n adopt x4 ,= y\? is g5]\s1 & age is crabb$4 ,& because ,sa9ts nev] become crabb$ we are "r 9 conclud+ t !y always rema9 y\?ful4 ,&1 to draw out our conclusion1 ! lives ( ,sa9ts1 contr>y to ! popul> belief1 are mu* m int]e/+ to ! *ild ?an !y are to ! man4 ,x is a pity t ,ca?olic p>5ts d n recognize ?is out/&+ tru?4 ,no ,sa9t's life is dull to ! av]age intellig5t *ild4 ,gr[n-ups are dull3 !y nev] yield to sublime impulses3 !y measure1 calculate1 practice a h>d-&-fa/ mod]ation1 r$uce ! spl5did possibilities ( life to a drab level ( safe actuality1 & pursue ideals at a canny & cauti\s pace4 ,n s ! ,sa9ts4 ,!y always reta9$ ! fre%ness & confid5ce & g5]\s impulses ( *ildhood4 ,if ,god spoke to _! inn] e> & bade !m leap boldly =? into ,8 ,inf9ite ,arms1 spurn+ irretrievably ! solid foot+ ( our sp9n+ globe1 )\t hesitation or "q !y took ! leap4 ,& e *ild c see ! wisdom ( x4 ,to ! *ild x is common s5se3 to 8 eld]s x is inspir$ h]oism or un9telligible h>dihood4 ,we h always ent]ta9$ a deep- seat$ suspicion t !re is no *ild :o does n ?9k x easy to be a ,sa9t1 s native is sanctity to ,ca?olic *ildhood4 ,c>d9al ,newman1 we believe1 exhort$ u all to make our sacrifices = ,god :ile we are "y be=e ! calculat+ selfi%ness ( old age gets hold ( u4 ,/ill x may n be q cle> to ! inquir+ m9d :y ! desp]ate difficulties ( sa9?ood c be tru?fully view$ 9 ! light ( a brea?less adv5ture4 ,le>n1 !n1 ! great secret4 ,! love ( ,god 9 ! he>t is ! magical light :i* t\*es ! dre>9ess & h>d%ip ( self-?w>t+ ) a spl5dor ( sublime ,romance4 ,y _c h hol9ess )\t love4 ,hol9ess c be ei!r great] nor less ?an ! love ( ,god4 ,let ?is love fa9t or gr[ cold1 !re is at once a loss ( hol9ess1 ev5 ?\gh x reta9 all its ext]nal ge>4 ,?is is a c>d9al tru?2 x is a key :i* w solve _m a puzzle4 ,x w expla9 :y fanatics & simil> oddities are n ,sa9ts1 ?\gh secul> hi/ory sometimes honors !m ) ! title4 ,m]ely conc$e t ! ,sa9t possesses love = ,god 9 an extraord9>y measure & degree1 & x is ! mo/ compreh5sible ?+ 9 ! _w t he w n only accept all te/s ( 8 love readily1 b w g =? 9 se>* ( !m ) eag] alacrity4 ,fir/ & la/ & always ! only ke5 satisfaction ( great love1 :e!r human or div9e1 is to welcome opportunities ( prov+ itself 9 "s h]oic =m ( c\rage & endurance4 ,dang]1 suff]+1 battl+ aga9/ odds1 disc\ragem5t1 ov]work1 pa9 ( m9d & body1 failure1 want ( recognition1 rebuffs1 contempt & p]secution1 are no long] ! subject matt] ( a /rong-jaw$ /oicism or a submissive pati5ce b r ! quick5+ bread & w9e ( an int5se & high-key$ life4 ,?is is :y ! ,sa9ts1 be ! provocation ev] s great1 nev] develop n]ves1 or exp]i5ce ^? melan*oly & humiliat+ reactions :i* are ! natural ebb-tide ( spiritual en]gies4 ,?is is :y ,sa9ts c fa/ & keep _! temp] sweet1 c we> hair-%irts )\t cultivat+ wry faces1 c be pass$ by 9 ! di/ribution ( honors )\t be+ s\r$1 c pray all night )\t robb+ ! day ( its due me$ ( *e]fulness1 c rise sup]ior to frailties & weaknesses )\t despis+ ^? :o _c1 c be s]i\s )\t be+ te/y & morose1 c live = ye>s 9 a cell or a des]t or a conv5t-close )\t p]i%+ ( ennui or be+ dev\r$ by re/lessness1 & c m+le ) life1 :]e all its curr5ts meet1 )\t los+ _! heads or sw]v+ a hairbread? f ! /raight l9e ( a mo/ uncommon & mo/ impressive k9d ( common s5se4 ,unless we keep be=e our eyes ?is ma9spr+ ( a ,sa9t's life1 t life w be z enigmatical to u z x is to ! _w4 ,jesus balk$ at no te/ ( ! love :i* ,he bore t[>ds u3 nay1 ,he devis$ te/s pass+ all human imag9+4 ,let ,him make trial ( our love = ,him6 ,we are unhappy till ,he does6 ,& ) ?is d>+ _s 9 8 he>t e ,sa9t ent]s ^u a c>e] ( ,romance 9 its sweete/ & highe/ =m4 ,&1 we submit1 to recur to ! lit]>y /yle ( ! foll[+ biography1 ,romance is light-he>t$1 light-/epp+1 *e]ful1 ) ! />light on its face & 9 its eyes4 ,james ,j4 ,daly1 ,s4,j4 ,,cont5ts ,*apt] ,i ,,on ,,! ,,road ,*apt] ,,ii ,,! ,,pursuit ,*apt] ,,iii ,,e>ly ,,days ,*apt] ,,iv ,,(f ,,to ,,vi5na ,*apt] ,v ,,s*ool ,,days ,*apt] ,,vi ,,9 ,,! ,,h\se ,,( ,,kimb]k] ,*apt] ,,vii ,,! ,,te/ ,,( ,,c\rage ,*apt] ,,viii ,,9 ,,dang] ,,( ,,dea? ,*apt] ,,ix ,,vocation ,*apt] ,x ,,! ,,runaway ,*apt] ,,xi ,,at ,,dillig5 ,*apt] ,,xii ,,! ,,road ,,to ,,rome ,*apt] ,,xiii ,,! ,,novice%ip ,*apt] ,,xiv ,,go+ ,,home ,*apt] ,,xv ,,aft]ma? ,,= ,,great] ,,?+s ,,*apt] ,i ,,on ,,! ,,road ,mid-,augu/ 9 ,vi5na1 ! ye> #aefg3 :5 ,%akespe>e 0 /ill a little boy2 tw5ty ye>s be=e ,philip ,,ii fitt$ out ! ,spani% ,armada2 =ty ye>s be=e ! fir/ ,engli% colony settl$ 9 ,am]ica4 ,! sun _h j well ris51 ! gates ( ,vi5na _h be5 op5$ b a few h\rs4 ,?r\gh ! great we/]n gate1 :i* ca/ its long %ad[ on ! road to ,augsburg1 came a /range-look+ boy4 ,he lack$ b a mon? or two ( sev5te5 ye>s1 0 "s five feet two or ?ree in*es 9 height1 _h an oval face ( rem>kable beauty & livel9ess1 jet black hair1 & eyes 9 :i* m]rim5t dwelt z 9 its home4 ,he 0 dress$ z became a noble ( ! "t1 & 9 app>el ( unusual spl5dor & co/l9ess2 plum$ bonnet1 sla%$ velvet d\blet1 tight silk5 hose1 jewel$ dagg] at 8 girdle4 ,b x 0 odd to see s brilliant a figure on foot 9 ! du/y highway2 /ill m odd t be c>ri$ a r\gh bundle slung on a /aff ov] 8 & t1 peasant fa%ion1 he mun*$ at a loaf ( bread z he trudg$ ! road4 ,by no means /alw>t-look+1 /ill he swung along ) an easy /ride & a confid5t /r5g? t _m a /\t] man might envy4 ,he 0 b\nd = ,augsburg1 #djj miles to ! we/1 & he set himself ?irty miles a day z 8 rate ( travel4 ,he wore spl5did clo!s1 because he 0 ,/anislaus1 ! son ( ,john ,ko/ka1 ,"l ( ,ko/kov1 ,s5ator1 & ,ca/ellan ( ,zakroczym 9 ! ,du*y ( ,mazovia1 ,pol&4 ,he ate 8 r\gh breakfa/1 l a peasant1 on ! road1 because he _h j be5 to ,mass & receiv$ ,holy ,communion at ! ,jesuit *ur* 9 ,vi5na4 ,he c>ri$ a bundle on 8 /aff1 because he laugh$ m]rily at f9e clo!s & _h 9 ! bundle a co>se tunic & a /\t pair ( brogans1 :i* he meant to put on z soon z he got well out ( ! city4 ,& 8 face & 8 eyes %one ) joy1 because he lov$ ,god mo/ wond]fully & 0 z happy a boy z ev] mov$ ?r\gh ?is dull _w4 ,e age has its adv5tur]s3 m5 :o = fame1 or = place1 or = money1 cross wide seas1 fight brave battles1 endure great h>d%ips4 ,! age 9 :i* ,/anislaus liv$ 0 fill$ ) !m4 ,all ! _w reads ) delight ! /ory ( su* m54 ,& e dec5t boy :o reads feels himself1 if only = ! mom5t1 _! fell[ 9 _s1 eag] to d :at !y did & z bravely z !y did4 ,b 0 !re ev] adv5ture f9] ?an ?is1 ev] _s m gayly d>+8 ,/anislaus ,ko/ka1 son ( a noble h\se1 a boy 9 ye>s1 />t+ )\t a copp] 9 8 pocket to cross half ( ,europe afoot6 ,& = :at8 ,n to h m5 say :at a brave *ap he 02 n to w9 a "n1 or rank1 or money3 b because ,god w\ld be pleas$ by 8 do+ x1 because ,god call$ him to d some?+ :i* he c\ld n d 9 ,vi5na4 ,he felt he _h a vocation to be a ,jesuit4 ,he knew 8 fa!r w\ld n cons5t4 ,he took six mon?s to ?9k x ov]1 to pray = light1 to make sure x 0 no m]e :im or fancy ( 8 own1 b ! v voice ( ,god4 ,& :5 he felt sure1 he left a lett] = 8 bro!r ,paul & 8 tutor1 ,bil9ski1 ) :om he _h be5 /udy+ 9 ,vi5na2 he gave 8 money to a c\ple ( begg>s2 he said1 ,if ,god wants me to d ?is1 ,he'll furni% ! means2 he put on 8 be/ attire1 ti$ up a r\gh suit 9 a clo?1 took a /\t /aff 9 8 h&1 & ) ,god's bless+ ^u him & ,8 ,eu*>i/ic ,pres5ce 9 8 he>t1 /epp$ out *e]fully on a j\rney t w\ld /agg] mo/ m54 ,t is ! /uff ( :i* h]oes are made4 ,if ,/anislaus _h done ?is = ! glory ( ! _w1 we %\ld h 8 praises 9 our hi/ories1 we %\ld h /ories wov5 ab\t him1 ! :ole _w w\ld cry ,bravo6 ,b he did x = ,god1 & ! _w _c und]/& him at all3 ! _w is sil5t4 ,an h\r or s ( t /eady1 tireless /ride c>ri$ him well away f ,vi5na4 ,he slipp$ (f 8 velvet & silk1 put on 8 co>se tunic - a %irt-l g>m5t t came bel[ 8 knees - gird$ himself ) a bit ( rope1 ti$ 8 /\t %oes on 8 feet1 & took ! road aga94 ,!re 7 folk apl5ty j\rney+ f ! c\ntryside to ,vi5na 9 ! e>ly morn+4 ,/anislaus pick$ out "o ( ! poore/-look+ peasants & h&$ him ! gala dress he _h j tak5 (f4 ,i c't c>ry ^! ) me1 fri5d1 he said4 ,won't y please take !m8 ,i h no use = !m1 & p]haps y c sell !m 9 ! city4 ,& he 0 gone be=e ! peasant1 gap+ 9 wond] at ! ri* g>m5ts & dagg] 9 8 h&s1 c\ld mu* m ?an cat* a glimpse ( t bright face & ^? laugh+ eyes4 ,he tramp$ all day1 & made 8 ?irty miles4 ,:5 he 0 hungry1 he ask$ "s "o he met = food4 ,x is n likely t any "o w\ld refuse ! smil+1 h&some boy1 f ^: face innoc5ce simply %one4 ,b if any "o _h refus$ him1 x w\ld n h annoy$ ,/anislaus4 ,8 good humor came f heav51 z well z f 8 own *e]y s\l - & y _c rebuff t k9d ( good humor4 ,night came d[n at la/1 & he 0 tir$ out4 ,he came to an inn & ask$ = %elt]4 ,i h no money1 he told ! l&lord1 smil+1 & ,i h no claim ^u y4 ,w y take me 98 ,! l&lord look$ at him %rewdly a little1 !n said ) respect3 ,b :at is y\r grace do+ 9 su* a g>b8 ,/anislaus ?\ght = a mom5t t he 0 recogniz$2 b he put on a bold front1 & laugh$ z he said3 ,i am n 'y\r grace4 ,i am :at y see me1 & ,i h a long j\rney to make4 ,9 ^? days x 0 n unusual = ev5 nobles to g1 r\ghly clad1 ^u pilgrimages ( devotion4 ,t ,/anislaus 0 a noble1 ! l&lord 0 q c]ta94 ,t he might be engag$ on "s su* pi\s bus9ess1 0 possible4 ,b :o ev] he>d ( a m]e boy go+ ^u pilgrimage8 ,! :ole affair puzzl$ ! l&lord m ?an a little4 ,h[ev]1 ! face ( ! boy reassur$ him4 ,at lea/ !re c\ld be no evil beh9d t frank1 brave c\nt5ance4 ,s he %ook 8 head1 say+3 ,i d n und]/&4 ,b come 94 ,y are welcome4 ,he gave ,/anislaus 8 supp] & a b$ to sleep 94 ,y %all n be ! poor] = ?is1 said ,/anislaus1 z he ?ank$ him4 ,y "k ,god makes x up to u = ev5 a cup ( cold wat] giv5 9 ,8 "n4 ,& z ! boy spoke1 ! l&lord saw 8 face gl[ :5 he spoke ( ,god & he 0 v glad at he>t t he _h giv5 %elt] & food1 to ?is /range boy4 ,/anislaus slept s\ndly4 ,b he 0 up ) ! sun1 wa%$ & dress$ quickly1 & w5t to ?ank 8 ho/ aga9 be=e sett+ out4 ,b y w h some?+ to eat be=e y g8 cri$ ! man1 z ,/anislaus /ood be=e him1 /aff 9 h&1 ready = ! road4 ,x is good ( y to (f] x1 ! boy answ]$4 ,b p]haps ,i %all f9d a *ur* be=e long1 & ,i mu/ g fa/+ to ,holy ,communion4 ,!n ! l&lord m>vell$ aga91 = at t p]iod ev5 good p did n g v (t5 to ,holy ,communion1 especially :5 !y 7 travel+ h>d1 z ,/anislaus evid5tly 04 ,& 8 admiration & lik+ grew = ?is boy ) ! m]ry face & ! he>t s ne> heav54 ,at lea/1 he said1 y mu/ take some?+ ) y = ! way4 ,& t ,/anislaus did n refuse1 b accept$ gratefully1 & s p>t$ f ! k9d l&lord1 leav+ him gaz+ 9 ! doorway ) wond] 9 8 eyes4 ,8 legs 7 a bit /iff & sore ?is second day4 ,b ! fir/ few miles wore t (f1 & he swung on 8 way z bravely & gayly z be=e4 ,,*apt] ,,ii ,,! ,,pursuit ,mean:ile1 !re 0 a hubbub 9 ,vi5na4 ,/anislaus _h liv$ 9 t city ab\t ?ree ye>s ) 8 bro!r ,paul1 :o 0 ab\t a ye> old] ?an he1 & 9 ! c>e ( a tutor1 a "y man nam$ ,bil9ski4 ,he _h left !m 9 ! e>ly morn+4 ,z ! day wore on & he did n return home1 !y became uneasy4 ,!y w5t ab\t all aft]noon1 inquir+ among/ _! fri5ds & acqua9tance if any _h se5 him4 ,only "o or two 7 9 ! secret1 & !y kept discreet sil5ce4 ,unable !re=e to get any trace ( ,/anislaus1 !y soon came to ! conclusion t he _h fl$4 ,&1 z we %all see1 !y _h good reason 9 _! own he>ts = guess+ t f ! fir/4 ,!y return$ to ! h\se ( ! ,s5ator ,kimb]k]1 :]e !y 7 all lodg+1 & tak+ ,kimb]k]1 :o 0 a ,lu!ran1 into _! confid5ce1 !y held a c\ncil ( w>4 ,x 0 decid$ t ,/anislaus mu/ h gone to ,augsburg4 ,paul recall$ some?+ t ,/anislaus _h said to him only ! day be=e1 :5 he _h ?reat5$ pla9ly to run away4 ,& !y _h he>d him say1 ano!r "t1 t at ,augsburg 0 ,pet] ,canisius1 ! ,prov9cial ( ! ,g]man ,jesuits4 ,( c\rse !y 7 go+ to foll[ him & br+ him back4 ,b night _h come on be=e _! inquiries & delib]ations 7 f9i%$4 ,!y mu/ wait till ! next day4 ,accord+ly1 bright & e>ly ! foll[+ morn+1 all ?ree1 ) "o ( ! ,ko/kas' s]vants1 drove out 9 a c>riage ov] ! ,augsburg road4 ,!y _h f\r good horses & !y told _! coa*man n to sp>e ! :ip4 ,!y came to ! inn :]e ,/anislaus _h sp5t ! night4 ,!y que/ion$ ! l&lord4 ,h y se5 a boy ( sev5te51 a ,poli% noble1 pass we/w>d along ?is road ye/]day or today8 ,b ! l&lord 0 %rewd1 & ?\gh ! :ole matt] 0 beyond him1 he fanci$ someh[ t ^! eag] folk 7 no great fri5ds ( ! boy :o _h lodg$ ) him4 ,& z he tru/$ t boy & c\ld sc>cely help be+ loyal to him1 he %rugg$ 8 %\ld]s & answ]$3 ,h[ %\ld ,i "k8 ,s _m travel ?is road4 ,!n ,bil9ski describ$ ,/anislaus & 8 d\blet ( velvet & hose ( silk & jewel$ dagg]4 ,b at t ! l&lord %ook 8 head 9 d5ial4 ,i h se5 no su* p]son z y\r graces describe1 he said4 ,bil9ski call$ out to ! coa*man3 ,drive on4 ,we h no?+ to le>n "h4 ,b ,paul said3 ,,nq let u turn back4 ,he _c h walk$ ?is f> 9 "o day4 ,we mu/ h pass$ him on ! road4 ,p]haps y c\ld n h walk$ s f>1 said ,bil9ski1 ) a sne]4 ,b ,/anislaus c\ld4 ,drive on6 ,=ty miles or m out ( ,vi5na1 !y saw a boy trudg+ ahead ( !m1 9 a r\gh tunic1 rope-girdl$1 ) a /aff 9 8 h&4 ,at ! noise ( ! hurry+ :eels ! boy glanc$ back1 !n quickly turn$ up a lane :i* !re ent]$ ! road4 ,he did n look 9 ! lea/ l a nobleman's son1 & ! c>riage pass$ ! bottom ( ! lane )\t s mu* z slack+ spe$4 ,/anislaus ran up ! lane until he came to :]e x end$ at a r\gh1 brawl+ /ream4 ,)\t a mom5t's hesitation he put (f 8 %oes1 tuck$ up 8 tunic1 & began wad+ 9 ! c\rse ( ! /ream4 ,! wat] 0 cold1 ! %>p /ones 9 ! b$ ( ! /ream bruis$ 8 feet1 at any mom5t he might fall into a deep hole & be dr[n$4 ,b he spla%$ & /umbl$ ahead1 z fa/ z he c\ld g1 pray+ to 8 gu>dian angel to h c>e ( him4 ,a little f>!r1 he knew1 ! highway cross$ ?is /ream by a bridge1 & !re he c\ld leave ! wat] & rega9 ! road4 ,! c>riage meantime kept on & came to ?is bridge4 ,b ,paul _h be5 ?9k+ ( ! "y fell[ :o took to ! lane :5 he saw ! c>riage approa* & a %rewd suspicion came into 8 head4 ,did y see t boy :o ran up ! lane8 he cri$ at l5g? to ,bil9ski4 ,i believe x 0 ,/anislaus4 ,b he 0 dress$ l a peasant1 said ,bil9ski4 ,& ,/anislaus _h on a h&some suit4 ,!y debat$ = a "t1 b ,paul prevail$4 ,r\nd !y turn$ & drove furi\sly back to ! lane4 ,b z ! driv] tri$ to turn 8 horses into x1 ! animals re>$ & balk$ & refus$ to ent]4 ,bl[s & curses 7 %[]$ on !m2 !y m]ely /ood & trembl$2 no ef=ts c\ld urge !m into ! lane4 ,!n ! driv] grew afraid1 & cri$ out3 ,my ,"l ,paul1 we _c g into ?is lane4 ,& be=e ,god1 ,i h fe> ^u me6 ,nev] h ! horses act$ ?is way4 ,& inde$ fe> seiz$ !m all4 ,!y saw ! h& ( ,god 9 ?is /range ob/9ancy ( _! bea/s4 ,ev5 ,kimb]k] cri$ ! pursuit4 ,fe> ,god6 he said4 ,= ?is is no common mi%ap6 ,& :5 !y turn$ ! horses' heads aga9 t[>d ,vi5na1 ! animals snort$ & pranc$ & w5t v will+ly4 ,& s1 :5 ,/anislaus came to ! bridge1 ! highway 0 cle>4 ,aft] a look ab\t1 he put on 8 %oes1 gripp$ 8 /aff afre%1 & took up aga9 *e]ily z ev] 8 ?irty miles a day to ,augsburg4 ,day aft] day1 tir$ & footsore1 he told (f ! long miles1 begg+ 8 food & lodg+ z he w5t2 fe>less & happy1 pray+ l an angel ( ,god z he walk$ along4 ,_m 7 k9d to him = ! brave1 bright _s t %one out 9 8 face4 ,_m rememb]$ ^? words ( our ,"l1 ,:atsoev] y h done unto ! lea/ ( ^! my bre?r51 y h done x unto me1 & will+ly %elt]$ ! boy & gave him to eat4 ,sometimes he turn$ into ! fields beside ! road & slept ?r\gh ! w>m ,augu/ night b5ea? ! op5 sky4 ,:5ev] he came to a *ur* 9 ! morn+1 he he>d ,mass & receiv$ ,holy ,communion1 = he />t$ out ea* morn+ fa/+4 ,& on ! f\rte5? day he rea*$ ,augsburg4 ,:at happ5$ !re1 we %all see 9 ano!r *apt]1 & h[ )9 ?ree weeks ?is smil+ boy turn$ 8 face s\?w>d & tramp$ ano!r eight hundr$ miles on foot to ,rome4 ,b j t w %[ y some?+ ( ! _s ( ,/anislaus1 ! _s ( a h]o4 ,all t a knight might d out ( love = 8 lady1 he did out ( love = ,god4 ,he really lov$ ,god ) a sort ( fi]ce int5sity4 ,& he want$ to %[ 8 love 9 de$s1 j z we want to %[ our love = a p]son by do+ some?+1 by giv+ some?+4 ,god _h giv5 him ev]y?+1 he w\ld give ,god ev]y?+3 t 0 ! :ole ( 8 life4 ,& ) t g5]osity w5t a f9e common s5se4 ,he 0 n ra% or headlong1 act+ fir/ & ?9k+ aft]w>d4 ,he reckon$ ?+s out calmly & s5sibly1 & !n w5t ahead ) a pluck & det]m9ation t no?+ 9 ! _w c\ld /op4 ,god ask$ a fe>fully h>d ?+ ( him2 to leave 8 p1 8 home2 to set out afoot on an enorm\s j\rney2 to und]go no end ( h>d%ips & humiliations2 to live 9 a /range l&1 among /range p4 ,& he did x1 did x smil+ly1 joyfully1 ) a simple1 quiet brav]y seldom if ev] mat*$ by any o!r boy 9 ! _w4 ,! "o ?+ t /agg]s u is 8 reason = do+ x1 8 great love = ,god4 ,& t is because we h n got1 :at we c\ld easily get1 8 secret4 ,he pray$1 he kept close 9 ?\ght to ,god always4 ,god & heav5 & our ,lady 7 z famili> to 8 m9d z ! sun & ! e>? & ! air are to our m9d's4 ,! e>? to him 0 only ! ante*amb] ( heav54 ,he look$ ^u life z "o looks ^u a little delay at a railway /ation be=e ! tra9 leaves2 ! only important ?+ is to cat* ! tra94 ,,*apt] ,,iii ,,e>ly ,,days ,bil9ski & ,paul ,ko/ka w5t back to ,vi5na1 mu* tr\bl$ at he>t4 ,!y really lov$ ,/anislaus1 = "o ?+1 ?\gh !y _h be5 pretty r\gh ) him4 ,& = ano!r1 !y _h to face ! ang] ( ! ,"l ,john ,ko/ka1 :5 he %\ld he> ( ,/anislaus' flight4 ,%ortly aft] !y _h got back1 a "y fri5d ( ! runaway came to !m & said3 ,if y look betwe5 ! leaves ( su*-&-su* a book1 y w f9d a lett] :i* ,/anislaus left = y4 ,!y look$ & f\nd ! lett]4 ,x 0 v simple & /raight=w>d1 a g5u9e boy's lett]4 ,he _h run away1 he said1 because he _h to4 ,he 0 call$ to ent] ! ,society ( ,jesus4 ,he _h to d :at ,god want$ ( him4 ,he knew !y w\ld prev5t him if !y c\ld4 ,& s he j w5t4 ,he left !m messages ( affectionate reg>d1 & begg$ !m to =w>d 8 lett] to 8 fa!r4 ,bil9ski s5t ?is lett] on at once4 ,paul also wrote1 z did ,kimb]k] & ev5 ! s]vant :o _h gone ) !m 9 ! c>riage4 ,ea* tri$ to %ift ! blame f himself1 told ( ! /range behavior ( ! horses1 expla9$ t ev]y?+ possible _h be5 done to ov]take ! fugitive4 ,& :5 _! lett]s came1 !re 0 high wra? 9 ,ko/kov4 ,! ,"l ,john rav$ & swore4 ,he blam$ ev]ybody1 b mo/ ( all ,/anislaus & ! tricky ,jesuits :o1 he said1 7 back ( ! :ole s*eme4 ,he wrote to ,c>d9al ,osius t he w\ld n re/ until he _h brok5 up ! ,jesuit college 9 ,pult[a & driv5 e s*em] ( !m out ( ,pol&4 ,z = ,/anislaus1 he w\ld foll[ him across ! _w1 if ne$ 71 & drag him back to ,ko/kov 9 *a9s4 ,he 0 a great "l1 ! ,"l ,john4 ,he lov$ 8 second son1 ,/anislaus1 mo/ de>ly1 & he lov$ de>ly ! honor ( 8 h\se1 :i* he ?\ght t son _h /a9$ by hi conduct4 ,a son ( 8 9 begg>'s g>b1 tramp+ ! highways ( ,europe1 begg+ 8 bread f door to door6 ,x ne>ly broke 8 he>t4 ,he _h pr9cely blood 9 8 ve9s1 he 0 a ,s5ator ( ,pol&1 he might ev5 become a k+4 ,8 de>e/ hopes 7 9 ,/anislaus1 8 second son4 ,paul1 ! elde/1 0 wild & un/eady4 ,& ?\gh !re 7 two o!r sons & a daught]1 none gave su* promise z ,/anislaus4 ,s t ! ,"l ,john look$ *iefly to him to c>ry on ! great "n & make x m glori\s /ill4 ,no wond] he rag$6 ,/anislaus _h figur$ all t out be=eh&4 ,x hurt him too1 hurt t]ribly4 ,b :at c "o d :5 ,god calls8 ,god _h made all ! ,ko/kas1 giv5 !m "n & rank4 ,god 0 ! ,"l ( ,lords4 ,x 0 he>t-break+ to ,/anislaus to leave 8 fa!r 9 ang]4 ,yet he tru/$ t s9ce t 0 ,god's w - well1 ,god w\ld f9d a way to br+ peace out ( all ?is tr\ble4 ,he put all 8 fe>s & he>ta*e away f him1 & w5t out to d :at ,god want$4 ,he _h always done t1 ev5 :5 he 0 a little tad 9 ! r\gh ca/le at ,ko/kov4 ,god _h taught him1 ,god _h help$ him wond]fully4 ,b m wond]ful /ill to our eyes is ! way ! boy li/5$ to ,god's tea*+ & obey$ x4 ,we ?9k ?+s come easy to ! sa9ts4 ,we read or he> ( wond]s 9 _! lives1 :i* are evid5tly ,god's do+2 & we say3 ,( c\rse ! sa9t 0 good & holy4 ,b x 0 all done = him4 ,god made ev]y?+ smoo?4 ,! sa9t 0 nev] 9 my boots = a m9ute4 ,& all ! "t we =get ! ?+s :i* ! sa9t himself did1 ! sup]b ef=ts he _h to make4 ,s ,/anislaus began to pray z soon z he well began to speak4 ,d y ?9k he w\ld n soon] h kept on ) 8 play8 ,d y ?9k he did n naturally hate ! ef=t j z any boy naturally hates ef=t8 ,he liv$ among/ r\gh m51 m5 us$ to ! ways ( camps & ! spee* ( soldi]s4 ,yet he n m]ely kept 8 own lips clean1 b he %rank1 z f a bl[1 f e co>se or indec5t spee* 9 o!rs4 ,he did n g ar\nd correct+ p4 ,he 0 too s5sible = t4 ,he 0 n a prig or a prude4 ,b he knew1 z we "k1 t vile spee* is hateful to ,god2 &1 z s _m ( u d n d1 he set 8 face aga9/ x4 ,did t co/ him no ef=t8 ,_h he no human respect to fight aga9/8 ,?9k ( h[ _m times y may h gr9n$1 c[>dly1 at a gross rem>k or %ady /ory ( a comrade - because y 7 n fight] en\gh to res5t x6 ,& !n give ?is ,/anislaus1 :o did res5t1 cr$it = 8 /\t] c\rage1 8 m manly _s4 ,8 biograph]s tell u t he 0 simply' free f temptations aga9/ purity4 ,t does n mean :at _m may ?9k x means3 t he 0 physically unlike o!r boys1 t he _h no animal desires1 t he _h no?+ to fight aga9/4 ,x means t he 0 su* a magnific5t fight] t he _h won ! battle almo/ f ! />t4 ,x means t he 0 n cont5t1 z s _m ( u are1 ) m]ely pu%+ a temptation a little aside1 & !n look+ ar\nd 9 surprise to f9d x /ill !re4 ,he 0 l a skillful box]1 :o w>ds (f e bl[ ( 8 adv]s>y1 s t he goes ?r\gh ! conte/ absolutely unt\*$4 ,he wat*$1 z we are too lazy to wat*2 he kept out ( dang]1 :]e we fooli%ly run into x2 he did n wait until temptation _h set ^u him & ne>ly batt]$ him d[n be=e he began to resi/2 he saw x com+ af> (f1 j z we c if we look out1 & he met x ) a ru% t s5t x aga9 beyond rea* or ev5 sight4 ,,( ,,c\rse he 0 ! same z o!r boys2 ,,( ,,c\rse he _h ! same incl9ations1 ! same prompt+s ( ! animal man2 b ) !m he _h m d>+1 m =ce & en]gy ( w to coop]ate ) ,god's grace4 ,y always f9d x t way4 ,! ?+s ! sa9ts seem to d ) ease are t]rifically h>d ?+s1 huge battles1 regul> slugg+ fights4 ,! ease1 if !re be any1 is n 9 ! ?+s !y did1 b 9 ! m5 :o did !m4 ,y h se5 skill$ piani/s sit d[n at _! in/rum5ts & run (f into brisk fl[+ music :at looks l a hopeless jumble ( notes4 ,y may h se5 an arti/ sket* 91 :il/ *att+ idly1 a swift1 /rik+ portrait4 ,well1 all really good m5 are arti/s too2 arti/s 9 fight+4 ,& ,/anislaus 0 "o ( ! clev]e/ & /ronge/ arti/s ( ! lot4 ,he began e>ly1 j z ! musician ,moz>t did1 j z ! pa9t] ,raffaele did2 & he /udi$ h>d at 8 art1 j z all great arti/s h done4 ,he began by say+ 8 pray]s well1 n m]e lip pray]s1 b he>t pray]s4 ,he began by gett+ on easy t]ms ) ,god1 ) our ,"l 9 ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t1 ) our ,bless$ ,lady4 ,he le>n$ to talk ) !m z we le>n to talk ) our fa!rs & mo!rs4 ,he told !m 8 tr\bles1 8 plans4 ,he talk$ ev]y?+ ov] ) !m4 ,& x no m made him que] or /iff or unpleasant ?an talk+ ?+s ov] ) y\r comrades or y\r p>5ts makes y que] or /iff or unpleasant4 ,if y believe 9 ,god1 x is ! mo/ natural ?+ 9 ! _w to try to take ,him into y\r confid5ce4 ,!n x is easy to see h[1 z ,/anislaus grew old]1 he lik$ to pray1 he lik$ to talk ab\t ,god & our ,lady4 ,y see1 he _h gr[n to "k !m4 ,!y 7 n remote1 f> away4 ,!y 7 z ne> to him z 8 own folk4 ,!y 7 8 own folk4 ,& x is easy to see h[1 keep+ 9 ,god's sight all ! "t1 he kept 8 s\l clean & 8 he>t m]ry4 ,,*apt] ,,iv ,,(f ,,to ,,vi5na ,9 ?is way ,/anislaus w5t on until he 0 ne>ly f\rte5 ye>s old & 8 bro!r ,paul 0 approa*+ fifte54 ,!n ! ,"l ,john ,ko/ka ?\ght 8 boys _h bett] cont9ue _! /udies1 n at home1 b at a regul> s*ool4 ,he pick$ out ,john ,bil9ski1 a "y man :o _h lately complet$ 8 college c\rse1 z tutor = !m4 ,he gave !m a c\ple ( s]vants1 m\nt$ !m all on good horses1 & s5t !m (f six hundr$ miles or m on horseback to ,vi5na4 ,y may be sure ,/anislaus enjoy$ ! long ride4 ,x w\ld be /range if he1 a nobleman ( ! f9e/ cavalry nation 9 ! _w1 7 n a good horseman4 ,he lov$ ! smell ( ! op5 fields1 he lov$ ! boi/]\s song ( ! m\nta9 torr5t4 ,! hills & ! pla9s 7 8 home1 = ! hills & ! pla9s 7 ne>] to ,god ?an ! h\ses ( m54 ,9 ^? days all travel 0 on foot or on horseback4 ,! weal?y & noble rode1 ! poor foot$ x4 ,great highways cut ,europe f end to end2 ?\gh !re 7 tracts 9 ,/anislaus' c\ntry :]e ! roadway 0 only ! broad /eppe1 :]e ! grasses wav$ & toss$ l ! sea1 :]e m5 7 few & _! dwell+s scatt]$ f> ap>t4 ,!y cross$ great riv]s1 !y climb$ ! foo?ills ( ! ,c>pa?ian m\nta9s4 ,_m a night ,paul & ,/anislaus1 ) _! p1 slept "u ! />s4 ,_m a wild1 r\gh bord] t[n !y pass$4 ,_m a great =e/ !y p5etrat$1 ! home ( ! wild bo> & ! auro*s4 ,& ! t> burn]s 9 ! =e/s look$ up f "u _! matt$ br[s at ! fair oval face ( ! ,poli% boy1 & said3 ,he is l a wild fl[] bl[n by ! w9d4 ,he is l ! violets t laugh 9 spr+ at ! sun4 ,& ! %aggy fight+-m5 ( ! fronti] villages wat*$ him ride ?r\gh _! /reets1 & ?\ght3 ,?is is an angel4 ,he looks t[>d heav5 because he sees 8 ,bro!rs !re4 ,!y cross$ !mselves pi\sly z he pass$4 ,& "s ( ! light & laught] ( 8 face gl[$ '= a mom5t 9 _! d>k lives1 z a gloomy gl5 9 ! =e/ is bright5$ up by a d>t+ ray ( sunlight4 ,he 0 wond]ful1 b he 0 always a boy4 ,he 0 glad to feel ! good horse "u him1 to grip ! ,t>t> saddle ) 8 knees1 to feel ! air ru% by 8 *eek4 ,sometimes !y met poor p /agg]+ we>ily afoot along ! road4 ,(t5 ,/anislaus *eck$ 8 horse & lightly dism\nt$4 ,get up1 get up1 old fa!r6 he w\ld cry4 ,my legs are /iff f ! saddle4 ,i want to walk4 ,& ?\gh a peasant might (t5 be afraid to accept ! favor f a noble1 or be surly & *urli%1 ! folk nev] 7 s ) ,/anislaus4 ,up climb$ ! old fa!r into ! saddle1 & ,/anislaus /epp$ out by 8 side4 ,god give y\r grace long ye>s6 said ! ?ankful old man4 ,long ye>s6 cri$ ,/anislaus4 ,i want m ?an t4 ,i want et]nity4 ,i 0 born = great] ?+s ?an long ye>s4 ,& ! old man w\ld und]/&2 = he 0 ( ! poor1 & ! poor "k m ( ?is long+ = heav5 ?an d ! ri*4 ,b he look$ almo/ ) awe at ?is ri*ly dress$ noble boy :o _h le>n$ ev5 n[ to value life s ju/ly4 ,!n x 0 easy = ,/anislaus to talk ( heav5 to ! old man4 ,old fa!r1 9 ! b>ony ( ! ,"l ,jesus !re is no pov]ty or old age or we>9ess4 ,nor is !re any diff]5ce ( rank !re z "h1 = we %all all be great lords & ca/ellans 9 heav54 ,aye1 b y\r grace w be a hetman surely 9 ! army ( ! ,"l ,jesus1 said ! old man4 ,:o kn[s6 cri$ ,/anislaus4 ,i %\ld love t de>ly4 ,?\gh ! g5]als 9 ,8 k+dom are n always f among/ ! nobles4 ,x may be t y w be hetman1 & ,i a common soldi]4 ,b x is good to be ev5 a common soldi] ) ,him4 ,i w5t aga9/ ! ,t>t>s 9 my y\?1 said ! old man4 ,p]haps we %all h a campaign aga9/ t dog-bro!r ,lucif]1 & ,sa9t ,mi*ael & ,sa9t ,w5ceslaus w lead u "u ! ,"l ,jesus2 & our ,lady ( ,yasna ,gora w look on :5 we come back victori\s6 ,& s !y talk$ on until x 0 "t to set ! old man d[n1 & ,/anislaus m\nt$ aga9 to cat* up ) 8 p>ty1 :i* _h gone ahead4 ,) ,god6 cri$ ! old man4 ,) ,god6 e*o$ ,/anislaus4 ',& if y g to heav5 be=e me1 fa!r1 d n =get to plead = me ) ! ,"l ,jesus & ) ,8 ,"m4 ,!n he clatt]$ along ! road1 & %ortly came up ) ,bil9ski & ,paul4 ,sometimes !y came to di/ricts infe/$ by robb]s1 & wait$ to jo9 !mselves to "s l>g] p>ty = protection4 ,sometimes !y made long /ret*es ( _m h\rs 9 ! saddle1 :5 ! inns 7 f> ap>t & !y c\ld get no food on ! road4 ,sometimes !y t>ri$ a day or two 9 a little t[n to re/ _! horses4 ,b ev]y:]e ,/anislaus ?\ght ( ,god1 & pray$1 & :5 occasion (f]$ spoke ( holy ?+s z only he c\ld speak4 ,bil9ski & ,paul (t5 laugh$ at him1 = !y 7 ( a diff]5t /amp4 ,b he did n m9d _! ridicule1 & he bore !m no grudge = x4 ,& s1 aft]4 _m days1 !y came at l5g? to ,vi5na1 on ,july #bf1 #aefd4 ,,*apt] ,v ,,s*ool ,,days ,vi5na ,,0 a great city1 ev5 9 ^? days1 s9ce = a long "t x _h be5 ! resid5ce ( ! ,roman ,emp]ors ( ! ,we/4 ,x 0 a ,ca?olic city1 ?\gh ev5 9 #aefd1 little m ?an =ty ye>s aft] ,lu!r's revolt1 ! ,lu!rans 9 ! city _h begun to be q num]\s4 ,! ,society ( ,jesus _h be5 f\nd$ 9 #aedj1 only t5 ye>s be=e ,/anislaus 0 born4 ,b x _h spread quickly4 ,= "s ye>s n[ !re _h be5 a ,jesuit h\se 9 ,vi5na4 ,9 i#efo1 f\r ye>s be=e ,/anislaus came to ,vi5na1 ! ,emp]or ,f]d9& ,i _h loan$ to ! ,vi5nese ,jesuits a l>ge h\se next to _! own1 :i* !y might use z a college4 ,! ,fa!rs built a connection betwe5 ! two h\ses1 s t !y became practically "o4 ,"h !y receiv$ boys f ! city1 f ! c\ntry r\nd ab\t1 ev5 f ,hung>y & f> ,pol&4 ,"h ,/anislaus took up 8 resid5ce4 ,x 0 a simpl]1 less =mal sort ( s*ool ?an we p]haps are accu/om$ to4 ,! ,fa!rs & ! boys liv$ toge!r1 almo/ z "o big family4 ,!y ate toge!r 9 "o l>ge d9+ hall4 ,!re 7 always "s ( ! ,fa!rs ) ! boys 9 _! games1 z well z 9 _! /udies4 ,x 0 a v pleasant place1 & a v good place4 ,9 ^? e>ly days ( ,prote/antism1 ,ca?olics1 ev5 ,ca?olic boys1 felt t !y 7 9 a fight+ situation4 ,! attacks ^u ! old fai? woke new c\rage & devotion 9 ^? :o rema9$ fai?ful to ! ,*ur* ( ! ages4 ,& s1 fill$ ) t _s ( loyalty1 t new e>ne/ness :i* ! times call$ =?1 & liv+ "u ! example ( ! simple manly piety ( _! ,jesuit tea*]s1 x is no wond] t ! boys 9 ! ,college ( ,vi5na 7 an unusually good set ( boys4 ,!y _h _! regul> classes1 9 languages1 ma!matics1 & su* sci5ce z ! age knew4 ,lat9 0 !n ! language ( all educat$ p 9 ,europe1 ! language ( c\rts1 ! common meet+ gr\nd ( all nations4 ,_m a "t1 bo? 9 ^? days & lat]2 a noble prov$ 8 rank & sav$ himself f mis*ance by ! m]e fact t he spoke ,lat94 ,x 0 n a dead language !n1 z x is n[4 ,x 0 9 curr5t use4 ,greek 0 comp>atively new 9 ,we/]n s*ools4 ,& ?\gh f _! beg9n+s ! ,jesuits 7 fam\s tea*]s1 we c h>dly suppose t 9 _! new & small college at ,vi5na ! boys 7 mu* tr\bl$ by ! spee* ( ,plato & ,demo/h5es4 ,( _! games x is h>d to "k mu* at ?is late day4 ,sword-play & b\ts ( a soldi]ly sort 7 common en\gh4 ,^! boys 7 almo/ all ( noble bir?2 mo/ ( !m p]haps look$ =-w>d to ! army = _! pr(ession4 ,s !y held mimic t\rnam5ts & play$ games 9 :i* !y hurl$ lances ?r\gh susp5d$ r+s2 !y %ot ) b[s & arr[s2 & ( c\rse !y _h mat*es 9 runn+1 jump+ & wre/l+4 ,we "k t ,/anislaus did uncommonly well 9 ! s*ools4 ,he 0 quick1 _h a good memory1 & 0 too s5sible to be lazy4 ,& ?\gh ! writ]s ( 8 life say no?+ ab\t x1 we are q sure t he excell$ 9 games & sports also4 ,= "o ?+1 he z a g5]al favorite1 e/eem$ by all 8 fell[s2 & t mu/ mean t he 0 "o ) !m 9 _! play4 ,= ano!r1 he 0 naturally no dream] or mop]1 b ! jollie/1 *e]ie/ sort ( boy4 ,& f9ally1 ! boy :o walk$ twelve hundr$ miles 9 a few weeks mu/ h be5 well accu/om$ to us+ 8 legs4 ,try ?irty miles a day on foot1 day aft] day1 y football play]s & baseball play]s1 y tra9$ a?letes1 & say :e!r x is ! "w ( a weakl+ or ( a boy :o nev] play$4 ,b x takes m ?an success 9 /udies & 9 games to acc\nt = 8 great popul>ity ) ! o!r college boys4 ,su* success may w9 a c]ta9 admiration & respect1 b x does n ( itself w9 fri5ds4 ,& ,/anislaus _h pretty ne>ly e "o = 8 fri5d4 ,to d t requires o!r gifts1 gifts ( "*4 ,ev]ybody lik$ him1 because he _h su* gifts4 ,he 0 pi\s1 b n m]ely pi\s2 mu* m ?an pi\s1 he 0 good4 ,t means he 0 unselfi%4 ,!re is only "o way to make p really love y1 & t is to love !m4 ,t is :at ,/anislaus did2 he lov$ ! p he liv$ )4 ,he 0 naturally good he>t$1 & big he>t$4 ,he _h kept away f petty meannesses4 ,he _h f\ght d[n 8 natural selfi%ness4 ,he _h le>n$ n to be always seek+ 8 own little advantage1 n to put himself =w>d = praise1 n to insi/ on 8 rights1 n to boa/ & c>ry a high h& ) 8 comrades1 n to talk a lot ab\t himself4 ,he _h le>n$ to =give little (f5ses1 & big ones1 too1 = t matt]4 ,he knew all ab\t h[ our ,"l _h suff]$ & put up ) ?+s & =giv5 ^? :o hurt ,him4 ,& he lov$ our ,"l s mu*1 0 s mu* at home ) ,him1 t almo/ )\t ef=t he act$ z our ,"l w\ld want him to act4 ,he _h pl5ty ( _s1 & a :ole _w ( pluck & d>+2 b he 0 n qu>relsome4 ,!n he 0 z *e]ful z sun%9e1 & he made e "o else *e]ful4 ,:y1 ! boys c\ld n help lov+ a boy l him4 ,sodalities 7 r>e 9 ^? days2 b ! college boys ( ,vi5na _h a sodality1 devot$ to ! honor ( our ,lady1 & "u ! patronage ( ,sa9t ,b>b>a4 ,at _! meet+s2 ! sodali/s 9 turn _h to address _! companions1 give a little talk ab\t ! ,bless$ ,virg91 or on "s virtue1 or ! l4 ,:5ev] ,/anislaus' turn came1 ! boys 7 all expectation4 ,he 0 no old] ?an mo/ ( !m2 inde$1 y\ng] p]haps4 ,b he _h an old] head4 ,he _h done m ?9k+ ?an !y1 & a deal m pray+4 ,he _h no false %ame or babyi% timidity4 ,if he _h any?+ to say1 he 0 n afraid to say x4 ,& he c]ta9ly _h some?+ to say4 ,x _h come to be z easy = him to talk ab\t our ,lady & heav5 z = o!r boys to talk ab\t _! mo!rs at home4 ,he _h treasur$ up /ories ( ! ,bless$ ,virg9's help1 ) :i* ,ca?olic ,pol& 0 fill$4 ,he spoke simply1 unaffect$ly1 ( our ,lady's love = u1 ( h] p[]1 h] will+ness to aid u4 ,& f him1 ?\gh simply _! s*ool mate1 ! boys he>d ^! ?+s eag]ly4 ,he seem$ well privileg$ to speak1 z inde$ he 04 ,to talk ab\t pi\s ?+s1 & d x acceptably1 is a mighty h>d matt]4 ,y h to "k h[4 ,& ! fir/ "p ( kn[+ h[ is to be at home ) pi\s ?+s1 to h ?\ght ab\t !m1 (t5 & long1 to h wov5 !m into y\r life z ,/anislaus _h done4 ,! tr\ble ) u is t we live s f> remov$ f ?\ghts ( ,god1 ( ,8 ,"m1 t !y nev] cease to be /range to u4 ,we g blund]+ly ab\t m5tion ( !m1 or we lack ! c\rage to speak at all4 ,b :y %\ld !y be /range or remote8 ,we are de/9$ to live =ev] 9 heav51 we are ! daily recipi5ts ( ,god's favors1 we are %elt]$1 protect$1 e way by our ,lady's lov+ c>e4 ,! ?+s t t\* u mo/ ne>ly are ! ?+s ( ! spiritual _w2 !y are ! mo/ ?rill+ly important2 !y are ! only really important ?+s4 ,we are n afraid to talk baseball1 or politics1 or bus9ess4 ,:y be afraid to talk ( ,god's p[]1 ,8 dom9ion ov] u1 ,8 love = u1 our duties to ,him1 ! helps ,he gives u1 ! rew>d ,he holds out to u8 ,!re is only "o answ]3 we don't ?9k en\gh ab\t ^! ?+s4 ,!re is only "o rem$y3 d ?+ ab\t !m1 z ,sa9t ,/anislaus did4 ,,*apt] ,,vi ,,9 ,,! ,,h\se ,,( ,,kimb]k] ,! h\se :i* ! ,jesuits 9 ,vi5na us$ = _! bo>d+ college 0 n !irs4 ,x belong$ to ! ,emp]or ,f]d9& ,i1 :o _h m]ely loan$ x to !m4 ,n[ ! ,emp]or ,f]d9& _h di$ on ,july #be1 #aefd1 ! day be=e ,paul & ,/anislaus came to ,vi5na4 ,! new ,emp]or1 ,maximilian ,,ii1 left ! h\se ) ! ,jesuits = a "t2 b 9 ,m>*1 #aefe1 )drew x f _! use4 ,( c\rse1 t meant ! break+ up ( ! bo>d+-s*ool4 ,! ,fa!rs /ill _h _! own resid5ce1 & !y c\ld tea* a small numb] ( day s*ol>s4 ,_m ( _! pupils w5t to _! homes :5 !y c\ld no long] live ) ! ,jesuits4 ,^? :o rema9$ _h to take lodg+s else:]e 9 ! city4 ,x 0 decid$ t ,paul & ,/anislaus %\ld be among/ ! latt] numb]4 ,at once ,bil9ski set out ) ! two to get a h\se4 ,9 ! ,platz ,kiem>k1 a fa%ionable qu>t] ( ! t[n1 !re 0 a spl5did mansion1 belong+ to a ,lu!ran noble1 ! ,s5ator ,kimb]k]4 ,x took ,paul's fancy imm5sely4 ,on inquiry1 !y f\nd t ,kimb]k] us$ less ?an half ( ! h\se1 = x 0 a huge build+ ) _m rooms1 & t he 0 m ?an will+ to r5t ! unus$ rooms to ! "y ,poles4 ,/anislaus felt a little ill at ease ov] liv+ ) a ,lu!ran4 ,b ,bil9ski & ,paul pooh- pooh$ at 8 fe>s1 & _h _! own way 9 ! matt]4 ,s 9 a few days !y mov$ 91 & fitt$ up a c\ple ( ! vacant rooms4 ,/anislaus 0 to live m ?an two ye>s 9 ?is h\se1 two ye>s fill$ ) a great deal ( annoyance & pa91 & yet bless$ 9 wond]ful ways4 ,8 difficulties began almo/ at once1 & !y 7 no slight difficulties4 ,( c\rse1 he & ,paul w5t daily = classes to ! ,jesuits' h\se1 & met daily ! few boys :o cont9u$ _! /udies 9 ,vi5na4 ,b ! old companion%ip1 ! old life ( ! boys 9 common1 0 gone4 ,only two or ?ree ( 8 be/ fri5ds rema9$1 & ^! 7 scatt]$ ?r\gh ! city4 ,he saw !m = a little :ile aft] classes1 he might n[ & !n g out ) !m on a holiday4 ,b = ! mo/ "p he 0 ?r[n back ^u ! company ( 8 tutor & 8 eld] bro!r4 ,bo? ,paul & ,bil9ski lik$ a good "t4 ,!y 7 f> remov$ f ! au?ority ( home4 ,bil9ski1 :o 0 9 *>ge1 0 only a few ye>s old] ?an ,paul2 & :il/ a good fell[ 9 ! ma91 0 little able1 or p]haps little will+1 to put mu* *eck ^u him4 ,& ,paul 0 a pretty gay blade4 ,r\gh1 boi/]\s1 wild 9 mann]1 he pick$ companions l himself4 ,kimb]k]' #e h\se soon became a noisy place4 ,!re 7 d9n]s at :i* ! w9e w5t r\nd v freely1 pl5ty ( c>ds & dice1 n[ & !n brawl+ qu>rels4 ,x did n suit ,/anislaus at all4 ,he 0 too mu* ( a g5tleman1 & too good1 to act unpleasantly or res5t ! r\gh company t ,paul br\ght home4 ,b he c\ld n mix freely ) !m1 he did n l _! talk or _! mann]s1 & he slipp$ quietly away f _! noisy ga!r+s z soon z he dec5tly c\ld4 ,& s he 0 left alone2 & lonesom5ess = a boy ( f\rte5 is a v unpleasant ?+4 ,he /ill did well 9 8 classes1 b he 0 no book-worm4 ,:5 he _h done 8 duty 9 /udy1 ! books _h no fur!r claim ^u him1 & no attraction 9 !mselves4 ,& yet he kept up 8 wond]ful brightness & *e]9ess all ! "t2 s t ,bil9ski (t5 wond]$ at him4 ,& x 0 wor? wond]+ at1 = !re is no?+1 z ev]ybody kn[s1 :i* soon] breaks d[n "o's spirits & br+s on ! blue devils ?an be+ left alone1 )\t fri5ds & companion%ip4 ,h[ did he d x8 ,! fact is1 he refus$ to be alone4 ,z 8 fri5ds 9 ,vi5na left him1 he simply turn$ m to 8 fri5ds 9 heav54 ,& heav5 came d[n to him4 ,any old vacant room 9 ! big1 half-empty h\se 0 8 *apel4 ,& ?r\gh ! long1 lonely days1 (t5 ?r\gh great "p ( ! night1 he pray$4 ,if y c\ld h se5 him pray6 ,imag9e any good-he>t$ boy :o has be5 away f home = a long /ret*1 say a c\ple ( ye>s1 & :o comes back & meets fa!r1 "m1 bro!rs1 si/]s4 ,he may n say mu*1 b he ,,looks a good deal1 & he feels m ?an any words c say4 ,t is ! way ,/anislaus pray$4 ,he j turn$ to ,god & 8 ,"m 9 heav51 ) all 8 love 9 8 eyes & imm5se happ9ess 9 8 he>t4 ,& if he spoke1 or said ?+s to !m 9 8 m9d1 he c\ld speak simply1 l a little *ild1 because no "o else w\ld he> him & he w\ld n ne$ be %y or ba%ful4 ,if y c\ld h se5 him pray1 y w\ld nev] ?9k1 z s _m d1 t pray+ is a gloomy bus9ess4 ,8 face 0 lit up1 8 eyes bright1 8 :ole body spoke ( peace & c\rage & joy4 ,he kept ?9k+ s mu* ab\t heav5 t he seem$ to live !re 9 advance4 ,ev]ybody kn[s h[1 :5 ! s*ool ye> is ne>ly ov] & vacations are at h&1 !re is a joyful atmosph]e ab\t ! days4 ,lessons d n seem s h>d1 ?\gh !y really are j ! same old lessons4 ,classes seem to h m life & _s 9 !m4 ,boys are 9 bett] temp]4 ,e detail ( "w & play is color$ by expectation1 z if ! relief ( vacation 7 already =eta/$4 ,/anislaus look$ =w>d j t way to ! ,great ,vacation1 to go+ ,home =ev]4 ,he knew t ev5 ! longe/ life4 ends soon1 t all its difficulties & tr\bles pass away & et]nity beg9s2 & he felt s light-he>t$ look+ ahead to t et]nity t no?+ happ5+ "h c\ld sadd5 him - except s91 & he kept away f t4 ,paul & 8 boi/]\s fell[s ?\ght t ,paul's y\ng] bro!r 0 a que] *ap4 ,b !y lik$ him1 j ! same1 because he 0 always pleasant & smil+4 ,he nev] said a ^w to !m ab\t _! conduct4 ,b :5 !y talk$ to him1 he naturally spoke ( ! ?+s he 0 always ?9k+ ab\t4 ,& !y did n l t4 ,su* talk t5d$ to /ir up _! consci5ces1 ev5 to fright5 !m4 ,& !y did n want _! con-sci5ces /irr$ up4 ,y c (t5 see t4 ,y may h notic$ 9 y\rself t1 if y are n liv+ z y ought to live1 any ^w ab\t ,god or dea? or heav5 or our ,bless$ ,lady irritates y1 makes y feel horribly uncom=table4 ,& s ,/anislaus became a puzzle to !m1 because !y w\ld n see4 ,& little by little !y left him alone1 or only spoke to him to tease him or make fun ( him4 ,,*apt] ,,vii ,,! ,,te/ ,,( ,,c\rage ,paul 0 ! wor/ at ?is teas+2 nor did x /op at m]e teas+4 ,he 0 n a really bad fell[1 b he 0 selfi%1 set ^u hav+ 8 own w 9 ev]y?+1 & _h a v quick & fi]ce temp]4 ,/anislaus' quiet refusal to jo9 9 ! noisy revels ( himself & 8 companions1 8 unaffect$ piety1 8 long h\rs ( pray]1 7 ?+s he c\ld n und]/&4 ,!y seem$ a sort ( /&+ rebuke to him1 & !y con/antly nettl$ him4 ,( c\rse he s\ght reasons to ju/ify himself1 z we all d :5 we are 9 ! wrong4 ,:5 !y 7 alone1 he & ,bil9ski fell to scold+ ,/anislaus4 ,y %ame u6 ,paul w\ld cry4 ,y d n act l a nobleman1 b l "s boori% peasant4 ,!n ,/anislaus w\ld be tr\bl$4 ,he knew he 0 9 ! "r4 ,he simply c\ld n /& ! free ways & fre] spee* ( ,paul & 8 companions4 ,b h[ c\ld he ju/ify himself8 ,h[ c\ld he def5d 8 own position )\t at lea/ seem+ to attack 8 bro!r's8 ,& t la/ he w\ld nev] d4 ,s#fmetimes he tri$ to smoo? matt]s ov] by say+3 ,we take diff]5t ways1 ,paul4 ,i d n condemn y\rs4 ,:y n let me alone 9 m9e8 ,b (t5e/ he c\ld only smile & say no?+4 ,& :e!r he answ]$ or kept sil5ce1 ,paul 0 sure to gr[ m irritat$4 ,!n ,bil9ski tri$ to ex]t 8 au?ority4 ,y\r fa!r gave y into my *>ge1 he w\ld say4 ,i ord] y to act l ! re/ ( u & n make y\rself odd & %ame u by y\r conduct4 ,b ,/anislaus knew well en\gh :at 7 ! limits ( ,bil9ski's au?ority & he 0 n at all ! sort ( boy to be easily bulli$ by a m]e assumption ( au?ority t did n exi/4 ,! result always 0 t ,/anislaus cont9u$ to d :at 8 own consci5ce urg$ him to d1 & t ,bil9ski & ,paul felt helpless 9 ! face ( 8 quiet1 fe>less p]si/5ce4 ,& t made !m ! m vex$ ) him4 ,!y nicknam$ him ,! ,jesuit1 !y mimick$ him1 !y sne]$ at him4 ,he _h a pretty hot temp] himself1 b he kept himself well 9 h&1 & 0 always k9d & pleasant ) ^! cross-gra9$ comrades4 ,he 0 n ! lea/ bit afraid4 ,:5ev] he ?\ght t speak+ w\ld d any good1 he spoke up )\t hesitation4 ,_m a "t1 :5 ,paul taunt$ him ) act+ 9 a way to br+ discr$it ^u 8 "n1 he answ]$3 ,no man %ames 8 "n by try+ to please ,god4 ,z = :at m5 may ?9k or say1 t does n matt] mu*4 ,d y ?9k we %all bo!r mu* ab\t t 9 et]nity8 ,!re 7 two c\s9s ( !irs :o (t5 /ay$ ) ! ,ko/kas2 "o ( !m 0 also call$ ,/anislaus1 ! o!r1 :o aft]w>ds rose to high rank 9 8 native c\ntry1 0 nam$ ,rozr>ewski4 ,^! sid$ ) ,paul & did _! be/ to help him 9 mak+ ,/anislaus' life mis]able4 ,x 0 n long be=e ,paul w5t on f words to bl[s4 ,"o day ,/anislaus quietly tri$ to answ] "s ( ,paul's sne]s4 ,paul sprang at him 9 a rage &1 /rik+ out savagely1 knock$ him d[n4 ,bil9ski int]f]$1 & :5 he _h drawn (f ,paul1 proce$$ to scold ,/anislaus z be+ ! cause ( all ! tr\ble4 ,su* meanness & inju/ice mu/ h made ! boy's blood boil4 ,b he ma/]$ himself & said no?+4 ,t aft]noon ,paul 0 go+ out rid+4 ,he c\ld n f9d 8 spurs4 ,take m9e1 said ,/anislaus1 pleasantly1 z if no?+ _h happ5$4 ,& ,paul took !m1 a little a%am$1 say+ to himself3 ,he's a dec5t little begg>1 aft] all - if only he w]5't s insuff]ably pi\s6 ,b ,paul1 ?\gh he might be t\*$ = ! mom5t by 8 bro!r's read9ess to =give1 cont9u$ to gr[ ev5 m irritat$ ) him4 ,_m & _m a "t he /ruck ,/anislaus2 & (t51 aft] knock+ him d[n1 kick$ him & !n tramp$ on him4 ,& ,bil9ski always took ! same l9e1 try+ to make peace by blam+ ev]y?+ on ,/anislaus4 ,n[ ,/anislaus 0 v ne>ly ,paul's equal 9 size1 & easily 8 mat* 9 /r5g?4 ,he liv$ simply & frugally1 kept himself 9 condition1 did n ov]-eat & ov]-dr9k z ,paul did4 ,he c\ld1 )\t mu* difficulty1 h met ,paul's brutality 9 k9d1 & v likely h giv5 him a good beat+4 ,& he knew well en\gh t if he did s1 ,paul w\ld let him alone4 ,= :5 0 !re ev] a bully :o 0 n also a c[>d8 ,& y may be sure he felt l do+ x4 ,he 0 9 ! "r1 & knew he 04 ,he 0 high-spirit$ & utt]ly )\t fe>4 ,& yet he nev] ev5 def5d$ himself4 lie let ,paul bully him & beat him4 ,he endur$ to h himself look$ ^u z a c[>d - al?\gh y may obs]ve t all ! "t he did n budge an in* f ! l9e ( conduct he _h *os54 ,& :y8 ,well1 = a lot ( reasons4 ,9 ! fir/ place1 he kept say+ to himself1 ,:at diff]5ce does x make = et]nity8 ,!n1 he knew 8 own high temp] & he w\ld n let himself g1 = fe> he %\ld commit a s9 - & he hat$ s9 ) all 8 s\l4 ,& !n he recall$ :at our ,"l _h suff]$ = him1 & he said3 ,if y w give me ! c\rage to /& x1 ,i'll be glad1 ,"l1 to suff] ?is mu* = ,y4 ,& t la/ 0 ! reason :y1 9 ! mid/ ( ?is real p]secution1 he nev] lo/ 8 *e]fulness4 ,m ?an t1 he nev] miss$ a *ance to d ,paul & 8 fri5ds a good turn4 ,he said3 ,:5 m5 7 treat+ our ,"l wor/1 ev5 kill+ ,him1 t 0 :5 ,he 0 op5+ heav5 = !m4 ,& ,i'm sure ,he w\ld l me to be k9d z ,he 0 k9d to ^? :o treat$ ,him meanly4 ,he did :at he c\ld to avoid annoy+ ,paul4 ,he kept out ( ev]ybody's way :5 he want$ to pray4 ,he us$ to wait at night till ! o!rs 7 asleep1 = !y all slept 9 "o great room toge!r1 & !n slip out ( b$ & on to 8 knees4 ,sometimes 8 c\s9s1 ?9k+ x a great joke1 w\ld pret5d to /umble ov] him 9 ! half-d>k1 & kick him z h>d z !y c\ld4 ,& ?is w5t on = two ye>s4 ,he c\ld h /opp$ ! :ole matt] ) no tr\ble at all1 by simply writ+ to 8 fa!r4 ,b he nev] s mu* z h9t$ to any "o at home ( ! way ,paul & ,bil9ski & 8 c\s9s treat$ him4 ,he 0 z plucky z he 0 g5tle & =giv+4 ,al?\gh1 = good reasons1 he w\ld n qu>rel1 he _h ! t5acity ( a bull-dog1 he held on to ! h>d purpose he _h =m$ & no?+ c\ld beat him (f4 ,& t is ! v highe/ sort ( c\rage1 ! c\rage t endures1 t has no %[ or h]oics ab\t x4 ,aga9 ,i say1 if he _h done all ?is1 put up ) all ?is1 to ga9 ri*es1 to make a "n = himself1 ! _w w\ld und]/& & w\ld praise him trem5d\sly4 ,x is 8 motive t leaves ! _w cold1 x is ! s\rce & reason ( 8 c\rage t ! _w _c und]/&4 ,yet he 0 n ob/9ate & pig-head$1 b\nd to d z he wi%$ j because he wi%$ x4 ,no1 he 0 v s5sible & did ev]y?+ ) reason4 ,he w\ld n /op say+ 8 pray]s :5 ,bil9ski & ,paul object$1 he w\ld n jo9 9 gay d9n]s & dr9k+-b\ts & gambl+1 he w\ld n sit & smile at %ady /ories or smutty wit4 ,he w\ld no8 d any?+ 8 consci5ce =bade4 ,b he 0 mo/ ready to d any?+ else !y want$4 ,= in/ance1 he _h be5 us$ to give 8 ri* clo!s away to ! poor1 & dress v simply4 ,bil9ski & ,paul insi/$ on 8 dress+ z became 8 rank1 & he yield$ readily4 ,bil9ski want$ him to take danc+ lessons1 & he took !m1 & le>n$ to dance v well4 ,he 0 n ke5 ab\t any ( ^! ?+s1 because he reckon$ !y w\ld n c\nt = mu* 9 et]nity4 ,b nei!r 0 he fooli%1 nor a fanatic1 nor "o :o saw evil :]e no evil 04 ,he 0 simply a level-head$ boy1 :o figur$ out ! bus9ess ( life cle>ly & conv9c+ly1 & :o _h ! c\rage ( a h]o 9 liv+ up to 8 convictions4 ,,*apt] ,,viii ,,9 ,,dang] ,,( ,,dea? ,two ye>s ( lonel9ess2 :5 8 bro!r & 8 c\s9s & 8 tutor1 :o %\ld h be5 8 comrades1 7 8 p]secutors2 two ye>s 9 :i* he 0 always "u a /ra91 always hav+ to control 8 ang]1 to be pati5t & sweet-temp]$ amid/ a ?\s& vexations2 two ye>s1 moreov]1 9 :i* ! bodily ex]cise he 0 us$ to1 & :i* he ne$$ z e gr[+ boy ne$s x1 0 cut d[n to a m9imum2 two su* ye>s w\ld h brok5 ! heal? ev5 ( a gr[n1 /rong man4 ,& ,/anislaus 0 n a gr[n1 /rong man1 b a boy ( sixte54 ,x is rem>kable t he %\ld h held out s long4 ,x %[s :at c\rage & goodness & tru/ 9 ,god c d4 ,b f9ally1 t[>ds ! end ( ,novemb]1 #aeff1 8 body & bra9 c\ld /& x no long]4 ,he fell sick1 ) fev]4 ,he 0 n a baby4 ,he did n compla91 or ev5 tell any "o t he felt unwell4 ,he kept to 8 feet = weeks1 try+ to g on z usual ) 8 "w & 8 pray]s4 ,! fea/ ( ,sa9t ,b>b>a1 :o _h be5 ! patroness ( ! boys' sodality 9 ,vi5na1 0 draw+ ne>4 ,/anislaus prep>$ = x ) p>ticul> c>e & devotion4 ,sa9t ,b>b>a 0 ! patroness ( a happy dea? & h] cli5ts always bes\ght ( h] ! special grace ( receiv+ ! ,holy ,viaticum :5 dy+4 ,decemb] #d?1 ! fea/ ( ! ,sa9t1 came & pass$4 ,/anislaus grew weak]1 8 fev] increas$4 ,ab\t ! middle ( ! mon? he _h to keep 8 b$1 & 8 condition quickly became s]i\s4 ,!n ,bil9ski & ,paul =got _! ang] aga9/ ! boy4 ,!y call$ 9 ! be/ physicians ( ! city1 !y sp>$ no pa9s or exp5se4 ,! s]vants1 :o _h always lov$ ?is g5tle ma/]1 7 all k9dness & att5tion4 ,b despite ! ef=ts ( all1 ,/anislaus became /eadily worse4 ,he 0 entirely at peace1 n at all afraid4 ,yet he felt t dea? 0 com+ ne>4 ,he pray$ :ole h\rs1 smil+ gladly 9 talk ) our ,"l1 ) ! ,bless$ ,virg91 ) 8 gu>dian angel4 ,he 0 ready1 ev5 eag]1 to g home4 ,! evil _s wond]$ at ?is boy ( sixte51 :o _h f\ght him (f s bravely ?r\gh 8 life & :o 0 dy+ n[ s fe>lessly4 ,"o day1 :5 8 p & ev5 ! s]vants _h left him = a little :ile1 ,/anislaus saw an enorm\s black dog ) gl>+ eyes & hide\s foam+ jaws ru% across ! room t[>d 8 b$4 ,! door 0 clos$4 ,x 0 impossible = ! bea/ to h ent]$ ! room 9 any ord9>y way4 ,/anislaus _h no notion h[ x c\ld h come !re4 ,b if he 0 fright5$ = ! mom5t1 he did n lose 8 wits4 ,) an ef=t1 he sat up 9 b$ & made ! sign ( ! cross4 ,9 ! "n ( ! ,fa!r1 ,son & ,holy ,gho/6 he cri$ al\d4 ,in/antly ! huge1 sn>l+ dog fell to ! floor ) a ?ud z if /ruck by a sword4 ,b aft] a few mom5ts he sprang up aga91 & fir/ circl+ ! room1 came cr\*+ to ! b$1 h[l+ z no mortal dog c\ld h[l1 mak+ ready to spr+ at ! sick boy4 ,aga9 ,/anislaus made ! sign ( ! cross4 ,aga9 ! t]rible dog 0 /rick5 to ! floor4 ,a ?ird "t he came1 only to be beat5 back 9 ! same way4 ,& !n1 /&+ ) bri/l+ hair & horrible cries 9 ! middle ( ! room1 he vani%$ f sight4 ,/anislaus fell back on ! b$1 fe>fully exhau/$1 & ) te>s 9 8 eyes ?ank$ ,god = 8 deliv]ance4 ,! %ock ( ?is dreadful incid5t pro/rat$ him4 ,he fail$ m & m4 ,! doctors1 com+ sev]al times a day1 %ook _! heads 9 despair4 ,we c d no m1 !y said1 ! end is n[ only a "q ( "t4 ,= sev5 days & nights ,bil9ski sat by 8 b$1 snat*+ only a few h\rs' sleep n[ & !n1 = he fe>$ t ,/anislaus might die any mom5t4 ,yet 9 all ?is long "t !y _h br\ght no prie/ to ! dy+ boy4 ,e day he begg$ !m e>ne/ly t he might receive ! ,holy ,viaticum4 ,b !y li$ to him4 ,bil9ski said3 ,y w soon be well4 ,! doctors w cure y4 ,don't ?9k ( dea? or g fright5+ y\rself4 ,i am n afraid1 said ,/anislaus4 ,b ,i "k ,i am dy+4 ,d n let me die )\t ,holy ,communion4 ,b ,bil9ski /ill put him (f1 & tri$ to tease him jok+ly ) *>ges ( c[>dice4 ,! fact 01 ,bil9ski & ,paul 7 afraid ( _! ,lu!ran l&lord1 ! ,s5ator ,kimb]k]4 ,8 anti-,ca?olic prejudice 0 int5se4 ,!y fe>$ he might put !m1 sick boy & all1 out ( 8 h\se1 if !y d>$ to br+ a prie/ & ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t into x4 ,t 0 a h>d trial = ,/anislaus4 ,b he met x z he _h met e difficulty1 bravely1 hopefully1 *e]fully4 ,he rememb]$ ,sa9t ,b>b>a1 ( :om he _h ask$ '! grace ( n dy+ )\t ! ,holy ,viaticum4 ,he r5ew$ 8 pray]s = h] int]cession4 ,he laid 8 :ole case ) confid5ce be=e ,god1 & ) confid5ce wait$4 ,bil9ski /ill sat by 8 b$1 wat*+ anxi\sly4 ,! day pass$1 ! light fail$1 d>kness & night came on4 ,/anislaus all ! "t _h la9 quiet1 8 face smil+ z ev]1 8 lips mov+ 9 pray]4 ,sudd5ly he turn$ to ,bil9ski1 radiant1 gl[+ ) joy4 ,kneel d[n1 kneel d[n6 he said1 9 a cle> b l[ voice4 ,two angels ( ,god are br++ ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t1 & ) !m comes ,sa9t ,b>b>a6 ,!n1 worn out ?\gh he 0 by 8 long sickness1 ,/anislaus rais$ himself1 knelt on ! b$1 & /ruck 8 brea/ z he ?ree times repeat$3 ,"l1 ,i am n wor?y6 ,!n he rais$ 8 face1 & op5+ 8 lips receiv$ 8 sacram5tal ,"l4 ,bil9ski look$ on ) awe & almo/ t]ror1 unable to say a ^w4 ,/anislaus1 :5 he _h receiv$ ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t1 lay d[n aga9 9 b$ & began 8 ?anksgiv+4 ,he 0 m ?an ev] ready = dea? n[4 ,b /ill dea? held (f4 ,all ! next day he pass$ 9 quiet4 ,! doctors said3 ,n[ is ! end4 ,he may die at any mom5t4 ,b he 0 n to die yet4 ,t[>d ev5+ our ,lady h]self came to him1 c>ry+ 9 h] arms ! ,infant ,jesus4 ,! sick boy look$ up 9 wond] & delight4 ,!re 0 8 ,"m1 smil+ at him1 & 9 h] arms ! laugh+ ,infant4 ,! div9e ,*ild /ret*$ out ,8 little h&s to ,/anislaus1 & ,/anislaus1 sitt+ up 9 8 b$1 took ,him into 8 arms4 ,:at pass$ 9 8 s\l !n1 :at joy fill$ 8 he>t1 we _c "k until we %all come to heav5 & ta/e = ourselves ( t joy4 ,& ! ,bless$ ,virg9 & ! ,*ild ,jesus spoke to him & com=t$ him4 ,b ,/anislaus 0 too ov]come to say any?+4 ,only te>s /ream$ d[n f 8 eyes z he press$ ! ,infant ,savior to 8 brea/4 ,our ,lady said to him3 ,y mu/ end y\r days 9 ! ,society t be>s my ,son's "n4 ,y mu/ be a ,jesuit4 ,b s soon z he _h tak5 ! ,infant into 8 arms1 ,/anislaus felt t ! fev] left him1 8 /r5g? came back1 ! blood c\rs$ ?r\gh 8 body ) a new s5se ( vigor & vitality4 ,!n our ,lady receiv$ h] ,*ild back f 8 h&s1 smil$ at him & bless$ him1 & s vani%$ f 8 sight4 ,/anislaus call$ = 8 clo!s1 dress$ & got up4 ,bil9ski & ,paul & ! doctors 7 a/\nd$4 ,x _c be6 !y cri$4 ,b y see t x is1 said ,/anislaus4 ,i am z well z ev]4 ,our ,lady & ! little ,jesus came & cur$ me4 ,& n[ ,i mu/ g to ! *ur* & ?ank !m4 ,nor did ! fev] return4 ,he 0 entirely recov]$4 ,! h\se 9 :i* ?is occurr$ is n[ a sanctu>y1 & 9 ! room 9 :i* ,/anislaus _h receiv$ su* favors f ,god an alt> /&s1 & above x a /atue ( ! ,sa9t4 ,,*apt] ,,ix ,,vocation ,:5 our ,lady came to cure ,/anislaus1 %e told him absolutely t he mu/ become a ,jesuit4 ,t 0 n ! fir/ idea ,/anislaus _h _h ( 8 vocation4 ,ev5 "s mon?s be=e 8 illness he _h felt himself drawn to ent] ! ,society ( ,jesus4 ,b n[1 all d\bts remov$1 he made a v[ 9 ?anksgiv+ to obey our ,lady's comm&4 ,he w5t to 8 confessor1 ! ,jesuit ,fa!r ,doni1 & told him ( ! vision ( ! ,bless$ ,virg9 & h] ord] to become a ,jesuit4 ,fa!r ,doni believ$ him readily en\gh1 b he said3 ,i c d no?+ myself 9 ! matt]4 ,y mu/ g to ! ,prov9cial1 = only he c admit y4 ,b ,i am afraid !re w be difficulties4 ,/anislaus 0 n m]ely afraid1 he 0 q c]ta91 !re w\ld be difficulties4 ,h[ev]1 he assur$ ,fa!r ,doni3 ,ev5 if !re be no end ( difficulties1 /ill ,i %all be a ,jesuit4 ,s9ce our ,lady has comm&$ me1 %e w f9d a way4 ,! ,prov9cial1 ,fa!r ,laur5ce ,maggi1 receiv$ ,/anislaus k9dly1 ( c\rse1 yet ) any?+ b enc\ragem5t4 ,!re _h be5 tr\ble = ! ,society %ortly be=e1 ?\gh 9 ano!r place1 because ( "s novices admitt$ )\t _! p>5ts' cons5t4 ,! ,prov9cial did n wi% to risk hav+ a l di/urbance br\ght ab\t 8 own e>s4 ,b ! ,bless$ ,virg9 w take c>e ( ! :ole bus9ess1 ,fa!r1 said ,/anislaus4 ,%e w quiet any opposition my fa!r may make4 ,well1 ! ,prov9cial 0 will+ to believe t too4 ,b he knew t ,god wants u to use our own common s5se & n to act ra%ly & !n rely ^u ,him1 or ^u our ,lady's int]cession ) ,him1 to get u out ( scrapes4 ,s he _h to give ! only answ] :i* prud5ce c\ld give1 to all ,/anislaus' petitions4 ,y mu/ ei!r get y\r fa!r's p]mission1 or y mu/ wait until y are ( age & y\r own ma/]4 ,n[1 ,/anislaus 0 q c]ta9 8 fa!r w\ld n he> = a mom5t ( 8 becom+ a ,jesuit4 ,on ! o!r h&1 he did n want to wait f\r or five ye>s until he %\ld come ( age4 ,he _h t peculi> c\rage1 :i* _m p _c und]/& at all1 ! c\rage to be afraid4 ,he 0 v mu* afraid1 afraid to trifle ) ,god's grace1 afraid le/ if he did n take ! favor n[ :5 x 0 (f]$ him1 x might n be (f]$ ano!r "t4 ,he ?\ght ( ano!r means ( p]suad+ ! ,prov9cial4 ,! ,apo/olic ,legate ( ,pope ,sa9t ,pius ,v to ! c\rt ( ! ,emp]or at ,vi5na 0 ,c>d9al ,comm5doni4 ,?is ,c>d9al _h be5 ,nuncio1 & aft]w>ds ,legate1 to ,pol&1 & _h come f ,pol& only a ye> or s be=e4 ,he 0 well acqua9t$ ) ! ,"l ,john ,ko/ka & ) ,/anislaus4 ,:5 he came to ,vi5na1 ,paul & ,/anislaus _h visit$ him1 & ,/anislaus _h made ! ,c>d9al1 z he did mo/ p1 8 fri5d4 ,s he w5t to ,c>d9al ,comm5doni4 ,he figur$ hopefully t1 z ! ,c>d9al 0 ! ,pope's repres5tative1 he c\ld easily impose 8 w on ! ,jesuit ,prov9cial2 & ( c\rse he w\ld d s z 8 fri5d4 ,comm5doni welcom$ ! boy1 li/5$ to him att5tively1 m>vell$ at 8 unaffect$ goodness & at ! heav5ly favors %[n him4 ,/anislaus told him ( ! di/ress+ ob/9acy ( ! ,prov9cial4 ,b h[ ab\t y\r fa!r8 ! ,c>d9al ask$4 ,oh1 my fa!r is m hopeless ?an ! ,prov9cial1 ,/anislaus answ]$4 ,if ,i s mu* z m5tion$ ! matt] to him1 he w\ld br+ me back to ,pol&1 & ,i %\ld h no *ance at all4 ,z ,comm5doni knew ! ,"l ,john pretty well1 he said no?+ to t4 ,b he ?\ght to himself t ,/anislaus 0 fairly accurate 9 8 =eca/4 ,aft] a mom5t's ?\ght1 he said3 ,y c]ta9ly h a "r to foll[ y\r vocation4 ,god's w comes be=e ev5 y\r fa!r's4 ,b x is n go+ to be easy4 ,h[ev]1 ,i %all speak to ! ,fa!r ,prov9cial1 & d :at ,i c4 ,/anislaus w5t away ) good hopes4 ,he 0 to return 9 a few days to he> ! result ( ,comm5doni's plea4 ,b :5 he came back to ! ,c>d9al1 he f\nd only ano!r disappo9tm5t4 ,! ,prov9cial n m]ely 0 z /ubborn z ev]1 he _h ev5 won ! ,c>d9al to 8 way ( ?9k+4 ,x 0 too risky to admit him1 x 0 altoge!r unwise4 ,mo/ boys might h giv5 up aft] t4 ,/anislaus did n give up4 ,he 0 q sure ( :at ,god want$1 & difficulties simply did n c\nt4 lie 0 call$ to be a ,jesuit1 & a ,jesuit he w\ld be4 ,if he c\ld n ga9 admission into ! ,society 9 ,vi5na1 well1 he w\ld try else:]e4 ,b ev5 ) 8 m9d fairly made up1 he s\ght m guidance4 ,a "y ,portuguese ,jesuit1 ,fa!r ,antoni1 _h lately come to ,vi5na z prea*] to ! ,empress ,m>ia4 ,e "o 0 talk+ ab\t 8 ability1 8 prud5ce1 8 zeal4 ,/anislaus w5t to him1 & laid 8 tr\bles be=e him4 ,fa!r ,antoni took "s little "t to ?9k x all ov]1 !n decid$ v def9itely4 ,he call$ ,/anislaus to him4 ,d y und]/&1 he ask$1 :at x w mean to g away1 to leave y\r p1 to live 9 a /range c\ntry8 ,/anislaus said1 yes1 he und]/ood p]fectly4 ,& t y are clos+ ! door on y\r return1 t 9 no case w y ev] be receiv$ aga9 at ,ko/kov8 ,yes1 ,/anislaus knew t too4 ,& t y w h to g an imm5se j\rney on foot1 ) pl5ty ( h>d%ips2 to f9d at ! end ( x a life t is n easy1 to live at ! beck & call ( ano!r1 to d m5ial "w1 to endure humiliations1 to sacrifice ev]y?+ t ! _w holds4 de>8 ,/anislaus smil$ at him4 ,he _h reckon$ x all out1 he _h c\nt$ ! co/ long be=e1 he 0 ready4 ,!n1 9 ,god's "n1 g6 said ,fa!r ,antonie ,& may ,god be ) y 9 all4 ,i'll give y lett]s to ,fa!r ,canisius1 ! ,prov9cial 9 ,augsburg1 & to ,fa!r ,francis ,borgia1 ! ,g5]al1 :o is 9 ,rome4 ,!n ,/anislaus 0 happy4 ,at la/ he 0 9 a fair way to obey ! comm& ( ,god1 :i* our ,lady h]self _h br\ght him4 ,fa!r ,antoni spoke ) him long]1 po9t$ out 9 detail _m ( ! difficulties t await$ him1 gave him c\nsel = ! road4 ,!n he w5t to write ! lett]s ( introduction1 & ,/anislaus w5t back to ,paul & ,bil9ski & _! bl[s & sne]s1 to get ready = 8 tramp4 ,,*apt] ,x ,,! ,,runaway ,he 0 go+ to run away4 ,b he 0 n go+ to sneak away4 ,he 0 j z k9d & =giv+ to ,paul z he _h always be54 ,he bore him no ill-w = 8 ?ree ye>s ( abuse1 n[ t he _h det]m9$ ^u a c\rse ( action1 :i* w\ld free him f a cont9uance ( x4 ,he _h (t5 felt angry ov] ,paul's treatm5t ( him1 b he _h kept d[n 8 ang] "u 8 vigor\s w4 ,b n[ he made up 8 m9d t ,paul w\ld receive some?+ ( a %ock ! next "t he _h resort to 8 n[ almo/ habitual amusem5t ( beat+ 8 y\ng] bro!r4 ,meantime1 he b\ght a peasant's tunic & a pair ( r\gh %oes t w\ld be s]viceable = 8 long m>*4 ,x 0 n long be=e some?+ or o!r ,/anislaus did or said woke ,paul's easily ar\s$ rage4 ,he began ) oa?s1 ( :i* he seem$ to possess a pretty /ock4 ,he work$ himself up into great] & great] heat ( temp] - a sub/itute = c\rage ) _m p4 ,f9ally he sprang at ,/anislaus4 ,=m]ly1 on su* occasions ,/anislaus 0 s busy hold+ 8 own temp] 9 *eck t he c\ld d little else1 he /ood almo/ l a /atue4 ,b ?is "t ,paul felt !re 0 some?+ wrong4 ,/anislaus 0 look+ /raight at him4 ,:5 he leap$ to /rike him1 ,/anislaus quietly & skillfully ?ru/ him aside4 ,paul /umbl$1 /agg]$1 recov]$ himself4 ,b :5 he look$ aga91 fe> took hold ( him4 ,he 0 afraid ( :at he saw 9 ,/anislaus' eyes4 ,! y\ng] boy spoke quietly1 coolly4 ,t w be ab\t en\gh1 he said2 ,i've put up ) y\r c[>dice & brutality = ?ree ye>s4 ,i'll /& x no long]4 ,s9ce ,i _c h peace "h1 well14 ,i'll look = x some:]e else4 ,y c answ] to our fa!r1 & tell him h[ x happ5$4 ,paul 0 /ill fright5$4 ,! situation 0 extremely novel to him4 ,! turn+ ( ! worm6 ,:at w\ld happ5 next6 ,he 0 afraid at fir/ t ,/anislaus 0 go+ to give him 8 long-due paym5t1 & he _h no /oma* to face ! reckon+4 ,he _h n notic$ be=e h[ wiry & /rong ,/anislaus look$4 ,b :5 he saw t ! boy made no movem5t1 only spoke 9 t quiet voice1 he pluck$ up a little c\rage4 ,he began to blu/] & swe>4 ,y'll g away1 w y8 he cri$4 ,:at ! devil d ,i c>e8 ,g1 & be hang$ to y6 - t 0 ! gi/ ( x1 only a trifle m ornam5tal4 ,don't =get6 said ,/anislaus4 ,s5d ^w to fa!r4 ,i'm c]ta9ly go+ away4 ,paul 0 wax+ eloqu5t aga91 b ,/anislaus turn$ on 8 heel & walk$ away4 ,nor did ! bully+ big bro!r v5ture to foll[ him4 ,he cont5t$ himself ) call+ him h>d names :i* he c\ld n he>1 & mutt]+ savagely to himself = "s "t4 ,b1 naturally1 he did n believe at all t ,/anislaus 0 really go+ to run away#i ,he look$ ^u ! words z an empty ?reat4 ,& s x 0 all ov]4 ,/anislaus sigh$ a sigh ( relief4 ,!re 0 no?+ ahead ( him n[ save ! road to ,augsburg4 ,he said 8 pray]s tranquilly & w5t to b$4 ,morn+ came1 or ! dawn t prec$es ! morn+4 ,/anislaus got up1 select$ 8 f9e/ suit ( clo!s1 & dress$4 ,8 fir/ c>e 0 to write ! lett] = ,paul & 8 fa!r4 ,?is he put betwe5 ! leaves ( a book4 ,! s]vants1 ( c\rse1 ev5 9 ! primitive h\sekeep+ ( ! ,ko/kas1 slept 9 ano!r room ?an ! big common ap>tm5t ( _! ma/]s4 ,/anislaus w5t to ! b$ ( "o ( !m1 nam$ ,pacifici1 :o 0 r p>ticul>ly devot$ to him1 & :o aft]w>ds became a ,franciscan4 ,he %ook ,pacifici & woke him4 ,! s]vant rubb$ 8 eyes sleepily1 !n gaz$ 9 a/oni%m5t at ! brilliant figure /&+ 9 ! half-light beside 8 b$4 ,:at 0 ! ,"l ,/anislaus do+1 dress$ 9 ?is unusual f9]y1 at su* an une>?ly h\r6 ,li/51 said ,/anislaus1 ,i am go+ out = ! day4 ,i h receiv$ an invitation :i* ,i mu/ accept4 ,i am go+ n[4 ,if ,bil9ski or ! ,"l ,paul ask = me1 tell !m t4 ,i w1 y\r grace1 ,i w1 said ,pacifici4 ,b he 0 almo/ too a/oni%$ to speak4 ,/anislaus left ! room & ! h\se4 ,he walk$ quickly to ! ,jesuit *ur*1 :]e he he>d ,mass & receiv$ ,holy ,communion4 ,at ,mass he met a "y ,hung>ian1 ) :om he _h be5 v intimate4 ,he beckon$ him aside & :isp]$3 ,wait = me a m9ute4 ,i j want to say a ^w to ,fa!r ,antoni4 ,!n he hurri$ away1 b 0 back %ortly at 8 fri5d's side1 eyes danc+1 lips smil+1 h& out/ret*$4 ,i h j bid ,fa!r ,antoni good-by1 he said1 ) a little excitem5t4 ,i am runn+ away4 ,i am go+ to ,augsburg' to ask admission into ! ,society ( ,jesus4 ,i told ,paul ye/]day t ,i %\ld n /ay ) him1 & ,i h writt5 a lett] & put x 9 a book4 ,d n tell any "o :at ,i tell y n[4 ,b aft] a few days1 please g & po9t out ! lett] to ,paul4 ,8 fri5d li/5$ ) wond]4 ,go+ away6' ,go+ to ,augsburg6 ,b h[8 he ask$4 ,n on foot8 ,on foot1 to be sure1 answ]$ ,/anislaus gayly4 ,d y ?9k ,i h a horse secret$ ab\t me8 ,or c\ld ,i take "o ( ours & wake ! h\se8 ,& y w be a ,jesuit1 & tea*1 & nev] ride a good horse aga91 & give up y\r p & y\r place 9 ! _w6 ,i %all be a ,jesuit1 if ,i c1 said ,/anislaus4 ,z = :at ,i %all give up1 well1 ,i'd h to give x up :5 dea? came1 w\ldn't ,i8 ,& s9ce ,god wants x1 ,i'd soon] give x up n[4 ,b he _h n mu* "t = talk4 ,day 0 gr[+2 he mu/ be (f4 ,he got 8 fri5d's promise ab\t ! lett]1 bade him good-by he>tily & *e]ily1 & turn$ 8 face t[>ds ! ,augsburg road4 ,:at happ5$ else t day we h already se51 & h[ ,paul & ,bil9ski foll[$ him1 & h[ he got away1 & h[ he did walk1 bravely1 gayly1 9 less ?an two weeks ! f\r hundr$ miles to ,augsburg4 ,,*apt] ,,xi ,,at ,,dillig5 ,x 0 well on 9 ! aft]noon ( ,augu/ #cj? or #ca/ :5 ,/anislaus arriv$ at ,augsburg4 ,! t[n 0 /range to him4 ,he _h to ask 8 way to ! ,jesuit h\se4 ,i want to see ,fa!r ,canisius1 he told ! port] at ! door4 ,i h a lett] ( introduction to him4 ,! port] 0 v sorry1 b ,fa!r ,canisius 0 n 9 ,augsburg4 ,/anislaus' he>t fell4 ,n 9 ,augsburg6 ,8 f\r hundr$ miles on foot = no?+6 ,x 0 a t]rible disappo9tm5t4 ,wait a mom5t1 said ! port]1 until ,i call "o ( ! ,fa!rs4 ,z ,/anislaus wait$1 he kept ask+ himself1 ,:at %all ,i d8 ,:at %all ,i d n[8 ,& = a little :ile he c\ld n ?9k cle>ly4 ,he felt almo/ sick4 ,b he 0 n ! k9d to be disc\rag$ long1 & be=e ! port] return$ ) ! ,fa!r he _h made up 8 m9d4 ,s9ce ,canisius is n 9 ,augsburg1 well1 ,i'll g to :atev] place he is 94 ,! ,fa!r :o came 0 all regrets4 ,canisius _h gone to ,dill+54 ,b w\ld n ,/anislaus come 91 & at lea/ re/ a few days be=e seek+ him fur!r8 ,no1 ,/anislaus 0 go+ on - at once4 ,h[ f> is x8 he ask$4 ,& c y po9t me out ! road8 ,x is ab\t ?irty-five miles1 ! ,fa!r answ]$4 ,b y c't g on ?is ev5+4 ,y mu/ be dreadfully tir$4 ,yes1 he 0 tir$1 b n s tir$ t he c\ld n g to ,dill+54 ,x is only a little way1 aft] all1 he said1 smil+ z he always smil$4 ,b he /opp$ to eat some?+ ) ! ,jesuits1 bo? because he 0 hungry1 & because x w\ld be disc\rte\s to refuse all _! k9d (f]s4 ,"o ( ! lay-bro!rs _h to g on bus9ess to ,dill+51 s he ha/5$ to accompany ,/anislaus4 ,x is f 8 te/imony t we "k :at happ5$ on ! way4 ,be=e ! sun _h q set1 he 0 on ! road once m4 ,he slept 9 a field t night4 ,he 0 up e>ly ! next morn+1 & /epp$ out bravely1 fa/+1 & hop+ = a *ance to g to ,holy ,communion4 ,! ev5+ be=e1 he _h left ,augsburg a good _m miles beh9d4 ,a few miles m 9 ! e>ly morn+ br\ght him to a little village4 ,f "s di/ance he saw ! spire ( its *ur*4 ,he ha/5$ 8 /eps1 le/ ,mass %\ld be ov] be=e he rea*$ ! place4 ,:5 he came to ! *ur*1 he saw ?r\gh its op5 door a scatt]$ little congregation at _! pray]s4 ,he ent]$ quickly1 sank to 8 knees1 & dropp+ 8 face betwe5 8 h&s began to pray4 ,b someh[ ! place felt /range4 ,aft] a bit he look$ ab\t him1 & saw ) a/oni%m5t t he 0 9 a ,lu!ran *ur*4 ,! ,lu!ran h]esy 0 /ill "y & kept up _m ,ca?olic practices4 ,x 0 easy to be deceiv$4 ,he felt a little %ock$4 ,he _h be5 prep>+ to receive ,holy ,communion1 & n[ he %\ld h to g )\t4 ,b z he look$ ab\t1 ! *ur* to 8 eyes gl[$ ) light4 ,out ( ! light came a troop ( bless$ angels & drew ne> to him4 ,he 0 fright5$1 delight$1 all at once4 ,!n he saw t "o ( ! angels bore ) deep rev]5ce ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t1 & t ,god _h grant$ 8 desire = ,holy ,communion4 ,he receiv$ ,x ) quiet joy1 b simply1 humbly1 = he knew t ?is miracle ( ,its com+ to him 0 z no?+ to ! miracle t !re %\ld be any ,bless$ ,sacram5t at all4 ,s9ce ,god _h /oop$ to leave u ,8 ,fle% & ,blood1 ! mann] 9 :i* ,he gave ,x 0 ( q second>y importance4 ,x w\ld h a/\nd$ u to be 9 8 place 9 ! little ,lu!ran *ur* t morn+4 ,we try to fancy h[ we %\ld feel1 if we too saw a ho/ ( angels approa* u4 ,yet e day we may avail ourselves ( t m wond]ful miracle1 be=e :i* ev5 visions ( angels pale - ! miracle ( hav+ ,god ,himself = our ,meat & ,dr9k4 ,t day br\ght him to ,dill+5 & ,pet] ,canisius1 ! ,wat*-dog ( ,g]many1 z he 0 call$1 = 8 vigilance aga9/ h]esy4 ,canisius read ! lett] ( ,fa!r ,antoni1 & li/5$ to ,/anislaus' /ory4 ,x 0 all q wond]ful4 ,z ! boy talk$1 ,canisius look$ at him & /udi$ him3 n q sev5te51 lively1 h&some1 full ( _s & d>+1 quick 9 spee*1 eag]1 affectionate1 pi\s4 ,y might call ,canisius a man ( w>1 an old vet]an4 ,8 hair _h gr[n gray 9 battles ( ! s\l1 9 fight+ back h]esy1 9 /r5g!n+ weak he>ts ?r\gh t age ( trial4 ,he knew ! value ( en?usiasm1 b he knew its weakness1 too4 ,a v tak+ lad1 he ?\ght to himself4 ,he fla%es l a rapi]4 ,b w 8 metal /& h>d use8 ,x 0 ! ?\ght ( common s5se4 ,he did n mi/ru/ ,/anislaus4 ,b1 on ! o!r h&1 :at did he "k ab\t him8 ,he _h n mu* to g by z yet2 only ,antoni's lett]1 & ! boy's engag+ pres5ce4 ,he w\ld take no def9ite /ep ab\t admitt+ ,/anislaus into ! ,society until he did "k m4 ,yon want to be a ,jesuit8 he said1 ) ?\ghtful br[s4 ,:58 ,x 0 on ,/anislaus' tongue to say1 ,n[1 at once4 ,b he hesitat$ a mom5t1 & said in/ead1 ,z soon z y ?9k fit4 ,y are a /rang] to u1 y "k1 ,canisius w5t on1 smil+ a little1 b pleasantly4 ,& be=e we admit m5 among/ u1 we ne$ to "k t !y h some?+ m ?an a m]e desire to jo9 u44 ,t takes "t to f9d out4 ,are y will+ to /op 9 ! college "h = a :ile8 ,/anislaus answ]$ promptly1 ,( c\rse ,i am4 ,n z a /ud5t1 said ,canisius4 ,b z a s]vant8 ,z any?+ y want1 ,/anislaus agre$4 ,well1 come ) me1 ,canisius said1 & he l$ ! way to ! kit*54 ,"h's a new cook1 he said to ! bro!r 9 *>ge4 ,at lea/1 he may h 9 him ! mak+s ( a cook4 ,c y give him some?+ to d8 ,x 0 n a v enc\rag+ reception1 al?\gh x 0 n s bad z x may s\nd1 cond5s$ z x is 9 ^! pages4 ,nei!r 0 x meant to be enc\rag+4 ,x 0 meant to te/4 ,/anislaus 0 z *e]ful z a l>k4 ,he roll$ up 8 sleeves1 smil$ at ! bro!r1 & wait$ ord]s4 ,! bro!r smil$ back1 & said3 ,fir/1 ,i ?9k y w h some?+ to eat4 ,!n we %all see ab\t "w4 ,! ,jesuit college at ,dill+51 ,sa9t ,j]ome's1 0 a big place & numb]$ _m /ud5ts4 ,_m /ud5ts mean _m cooks & s]v]s at table & s]vants ab\t ! h\se4 ,/anislaus took 8 place among/ a score ( su*4 ,he wa%$ di%es1 help$ prep>e food1 swept1 scrubb$ -:atev] he 0 told to d4 ,he ate ) ! s]vants1 took 8 recreations ) !m4 ,& he w5t ab\t x all z simply & naturally z if he _h be5 do+ no?+ else all 8 life4 ,8 joll9ess & k9dness won him fri5ds on all sides1 z !y _h always done4 ,he kept up 8 pray]s1 y may be sure2 ran 9 to visit our ,"l 9 ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t :5ev] he 0 free to d s2 made all he did into a pray]4 ,& ( c\rse t irritat$ "s ( ! o!r s]vants1 j z x _h irritat$ 8 bro!r ,paul4 ,& s he _h no lack ( teas+ & petty insults4 ,b he j smil$ 8 way ?r\gh !m & kept on4 ,he 0 p]fectly happy1 entirely confid5t t he 0 do+ ,god's w4 ,z = ! "w1 he *uckl$ to himself at ! idea t ,canisius ?\ght ?is a te/6 ,he w\ld will+ly d a ?\s& times h>d] ?+s ?an t = ,almighty ,god4 ,& aft] all1 he said1 x really 0 n s h>d4 ,_m a bett] man ?an he _h to "w mu* h>d]1 at mu* m unpleasant tasks4 ,& :at w\ld x matt] 9 et]nity1 if he scrubb$ pots & pans & floors & w9d[s all 8 life8 ,! only ?+ t matt]$ 0 to please ,god1 & j n[ ?is sort ( "w 0 :at pleas$ ,god4 ,,*apt] ,,xii ,,! ,,road ,,to ,,rome ,canisius kept ,/anislaus at 8 "w 9 ! kit*5 & ab\t ! h\se = a c\ple ( weeks4 ,he not$ 8 *e]fulness1 8 love ( pray]1 8 read9ess to d any sort ( "w1 & be/ ( all1 8 simplicity1 8 entire lack ( pose4 ,he saw t ?is ,s5ator's son made no virtue ( tak+ on himself su* l[ly tasks1 & he knew1 !re=e1 t he 0 really humble4 ,!n he call$ ! boy to him4 ,he said3 ,if ,i admit y into ! ,society "h1 y\r fa!r may /ill annoy y4 ,x is bett] y %\ld g to ,rome & become a novice !re4 ,i %all give y a lett] to ! ,fa!r ,g5]al1 ,francis ,borgia4 ,9 a few days two ( ours are to g to ,rome4 ,y c g ) !m4 ,/anislaus 0 delight$4 ,he 0 come into quiet wat]s at la/4 ,b ,canisius spoke fur!r3 ,fir/1 h[ev]1 y mu/ get "s dec5t clo!s4 ,y\r old tunic1 he said1 ) a tw9kle 9 8 eye1 might d well en\gh = a noble1 b n = a future ,jesuit4 ,s ! college tailor made ,/anislaus a simple1 neat suit ( clo!s4 ,& ab\t ,septemb] #bj? he set out = ,rome4 ,he w5t on foot1 ( c\rse2 9 ! company ( ,jacopo ,levanzio1 a ,g5oese1 & ,fabricius ,re9]1 ( ,lige4 ,!y /ruck s\? ?r\gh ,bav>ia to ! ,tyrolese ,alps4 ,by :at pass !y cross$ ! ,alps we d n "k4 ,b ,/anislaus saw fir/ f af> ! :ite peaks1 ) _! ev]la/+ sn[s1 %9+ 9 ! sun4 ,!n he w5t up & up1 into cool] & r>] air1 :]e "o's lungs exp& & "o's /ep is light & buoyant1 b :]e "o gets tir$ m easily ?an 9 ! pla9s4 ,high up 9 ! passes he felt ! cold ( ,w9t]1 al?\gh x 0 z yet e>ly ,autumn4 ,!n he came d[n ! s\!rn slopes ( ! great m\nta9-wall t locks 9 ,italy1 & ) him came ! headwat]s ( great riv]s4 ,he came d[n ?r\gh b>e rocks1 !n ?r\gh twi/$ m\nta9-p9es1 !n ?r\gh gre5 & lovely valleys1 & s into ! pla9s ( nor!rn ,italy4 ,he saw ! m\nta9 torr5ts leap & fla%1 & gr[ always bigg] & /rong]4 ,he saw !m slack _! spe$ & wid5 _! b$s 9 ! upl& valleys4 ,he saw !m gr[ sluggi%1 tawny ) mud1 9 ! pla94 ,he saw ! _m spires ( ,milan's wond]ful ca!dral z !y drew ne> ! city4 ,& :5 !y t>ri$ !re a little :ile = re/1 he saw ! fam\s armor made !re1 hung up = %[ 9 little %op- w9d[s4 ,he pass$ great cavalcades ( nobles & soldi]s1 & m>vell$ at _! /raight1 slim rapi]s1 s diff]5t f ! heavy ,poli% sab]4 ,he he>d ,italian spee* = ! fir/ "t1 & tri$ to get at its mean+ ?r\gh 8 ,lat94 ,b he & 8 companions _h n ov]-mu* "t = obs]v+4 ,!y 7 travel+ pretty swiftly4 ,f ,dill+5 to ,rome is a matt] ( ab\t eight hundr$ miles4 ,!y left ,dill+5 ,septemb] #bj?2 !y rea*$ ,rome ,octob] #be?4 ,t figures out to an av]age ( ab\t tw5ty-two miles ea* day4 ,!n1 if y rememb] t !y _h to climb m\nta9s ! fir/ "p ( ! way1 t !re 7 delays ent]+ t[ns1 delays ( devotion :5 !y came to great *ur*es1 y c see t _m a day !y mu/ h equal$ or surpass$ ,/anislaus' ?irty miles a day f ,vi5na4 ,b x 0 pleasant]4 = ,/anislaus ?an 8 fir/ great tramp4 ,n[ he _h two good companions1 ) :om he c\ld speak easily & famili>ly ( ! ?+s ne>e/ 8 he>t4 ,he _h none ( ! unc]ta9ty ab\t ! result ( ?is j\rney :i* he _h _h ab\t 8 =m] j\rney4 ,he f\nd %elt] & fri5d%ip 9 _m ,jesuit h\ses on ! way4 ,z ! ?ree w5t on !y light5$ ! road ) pi\s songs1 !y he>d ,mass & receiv$ ,holy ,communion :5ev] occasion (f]$1 !y knelt by _m a wayside %r9e1 a crucifix1 or /atue ( our ,lady1 scatt]$ ev]y:]e ?r\gh ,ca?olic ,italy4 ,x did n take ! two ,jesuits long to appreciate ,/anislaus & delight 9 8 company4 ,he 0 s light-he>t$1 s m]ry 9 all ! discom=ts & h>d%ips ( ! long road1 s ?or\ghly & simply good4 ,!y wond]$ at 8 physical endurance1 at ! ease & buoyancy ) :i* ! lad ( sev5te5 kept up t h>d m>*1 day aft] day4 ,! grasses ( ! ,campagna 7 br[n & brittle1 ! trees s]e & yell[ 9 ! ,autumn1 :5 !y came to ! ,et]nal ,city1 ! c5t] ( ! _w !n z n[4 ,! sa9tly ,g5]al ,francis ,borgia1 busy z he 0 ) ! c>es ( ! widespread ,society1 f\nd "t to welcome ! ?ree travel]s1 & to he> ,/anislaus' wond]ful /ory 9 full4 ,& ?is "t !re 0 no hesitation or delay4 ,/anislaus ent]$ 8 "n 9 ! book conta9+ ! regi/] ( ! novices1 on ,octob] #be1 #aefg4 ,?ree days lat] he receiv$ 8 cassock & ent]$ at once ^u 8 novice%ip4 ,!re 7 s _m novices 9 ,rome !n t no s+le h\se ( ! ,jesuits !re c\ld hold !m all4 ,s !y 7 scatt]$ ?r\gh ?ree h\ses1 ea* "o sp5d+ a "p ( 8 two ye>s' novice%ip successively 9 ea* h\se4 ,/anislaus w5t fir/ to ! ,pr(ess$ ,h\se1 !n call$ ,santa ,m>ia della ,/rada1 & aft]w>d ! site ( ! fam\s ,gesu1 "o ( ! notable *ur*es ( ,rome4 ,f !re he pass$ 9 "t to ! ,roman ,college1 !n to ! ,noviciate prop] at ,sant' ,&rea4 ,! ,society ( ,jesus 0 !n 9 its e>ly y\?1 9 ! mid/ ( t fir/ brilliant *>ge aga9/ ! ranks ( h]esy )\t1 & aga9/ ! huge sluggi% in]tia s /rik+ )9 ! ,*ur* itself4 ,he 0 fell[-novice ) ,claude ,acquaviva1 son ( ! ,duke ( ,atri1 & aft]w>ds "o ( ! greate/ ,g5]als ( ! ,society1 :i* he rul$ = ?irty ye>s4 ,) him 7 also ,claude's nephew1 ,rudolph ,acquaviva1 :o di$ a m>tyr2 ,torres1 a great !ologian2 ,pr&o1 ! fir/ philosoph] at ! ,univ]sity ( ,bologna2 ,fabio de' ,fabii1 :o trac$ 8 desc5t f ! great ,roman family ( t "n2 ! ,pole1 ,w>scewiski1 =m]ly ambassador to ! ,sultan & ,secret>y ( ,/ate 9 ,pol&1 :o fir/ wrote a life ( ,/anislaus2 & _m m1 di/+ui%$ = bir?1 le>n+1 hol9ess4 ,mo/ ( ^! 7 a great deal old]1 too1 ?an ,/anislaus4 ,_m ( !m _h already made _! names famili> to m54 ,yet ! boy ( sev5te51 :o came quietly & mode/ly among/ !m1 0 someh[ soon look$ up to by all4 ,!y felt ! =ce ( some?+ 9 him :i* made him _! sup]ior4 ,heav5 0 wond]fully ne> him4 ,he 0 n old-fa%ion$2 he 0 always a boy1 unconsci\s ( any?+ unusual 9 himself2 n solemn nor impressive nor au/]e 9 mann]4 ,all t he did1 he did ) p]fect naturalness2 = to him ! sup]natural _h become almo/ natural4 ,,*apt] ,,xiii ,,! ,,novice%ip ,mo/ ( u1 p]haps1 ?9k ( ! sa9ts z m5 & wom5 :o accompli%$ visibly great ?+s4 ,sa9t ,paul1 ,sa9t ,augu/9e1 ,sa9t ,patrick1 ,sa9t ,!resa1 ,sa9t ,philip ,n]i1 ,sa9t ,francis ,xavi]3 su* names z ^! come fir/ to our m9ds :5 we ?9k ( a sa9t4 ,yet ! fact is t ! great] numb] ( sa9ts are m5 & wom5 :o nev] did any?+ t ! _w w\ld consid] great or /rik+4 ,sa9t ,joseph 0 ( t sort4 ,ev5 ! ,bless$ ,virg9 liv$ & di$ 9 obscurity1 made no /ir 9 ! _w4 ,sanctity is measur$ n s mu* by :at "o does z by h[ "o does all ?+s4 ,ext]nally a sa9t may n diff] at all f o!r p4 ,x is 8 s\l t is diff]5t4 ,& s1 a visitor to ! ,pr(ess$ ,h\se 9 ,rome 9 #aefg1 meet+ ,/anislaus ,ko/ka1 w\ld see a h&some1 pleasant-look+ ,poli% boy ( sev5te51 ) 8 sleeves roll$ up above 8 elb[s1 ) an apron ov] 8 cassock1 c>ry+ wood = ! kit*5 fires1 wa%+ di%es1 s]v+ at table1 sweep+ corridors & rooms4 ,he got up at half pa/ f\r1 or five o'clock1 e morn+4 ,he sp5t half an h\r 9 m$itation1 9 ?9k+ ov] "s incid5t 9 our ,"l's life or "s great tru?1 z t dea? is ne> to ea* ( u1 t ?is life is only ! ve/ibule ( et]nity1 t our :ole bus9ess 9 life is to d :at ,god wants u to d1 or ! l4 ,aft] t came ,mass &1 once or twice a week1 ,holy ,communion & 8 ?anksgiv+4 ,!n breakfa/1 tak5 9 sil5ce4 ,he read 9 a spiritual book = half an h\r or s aft] breakfa/1 !n w5t to ! kit*5 or ! d9+ hall or ! scull]y1 :]e he set to "w "u ! ord]s ( ! cook4 ,9 ! c\rse ( ! morn+ !re might be a talk or in/ruction f ! prie/ 9 *>ge ( ! novices4 ,!re surely w\ld be "o or m visits to ! *apel4 ,:5 ! h\r = d9n] came1 ,/anislaus probably s]v$ at table1 tak+ 8 own meal lat]4 ,aft] d9n] !re 0 an h\r = recreation1 :5 ! novices walk$ & *att$ 9 ! g>d5 or ab\t ! h\se4 ,! aft]noon1 l ! morn+1 0 tak5 up ) l[ly "w1 ) pray]1 & a little read+ or in/ruction4 ,t[>d ev5+1 he aga9 sp5t half an h\r 9 m$itation4 ,!n came ! ev5+ meal1 ano!r h\r ( recreation1 a little read+ 9 prep>ation = next morn+'s m$itation1 & exam9ation ( consci5ce z to h[ ! day _h be5 sp5t1 & !n b$4 ,two or ?ree days a week1 ?is r\t9e 0 brok54 ,sometimes ! novices walk$ out into ! c\ntry to a villa1 :]e !y _h games & ate _! d9n]4 ,at o!r times !y left _! "w to g ) "o ( ! ,fa!rs to "s *ur* or o!r1 ^u bus9ess4 ,x 0 a quiet1 humble life1 full ( peace1 ne> to ,god1 hidd5 away f m54 ,9 ?is life ! novices _h to cont9ue = two ye>s1 be=e !y took ^u !mselves ! obligation ( v[s1 & be=e !y began ! long /udies t prep>e a ,jesuit = 8 "w4 ,dur+ ^? two ye>s !y te/$ _! vocation1 mak+ sure t ,god really call$ !m to t life2 & !y te/$ _! own wills to see if !y 7 ready to endure :at su* a life dem&$ ( !m4 ,/anislaus did j :at ! o!r novices did1 did no?+ out ( ! ord9>y4 ,yet1 ( c\rse1 he 0 diff]5t f ! o!rs2 he 0 a sa9t4 ,:at 0 ! diff]5ce8 ,j ?is3 !y did ?+s m or less well2 he did ?+s p]fectly4 ,if he pray$1 he put 8 :ole m9d & s\l into 8 pray]4 ,if he work$1 he obey$ ord]s absolutely1 because 9 do+ s he 0 obey+ ,god4 ,!re is 9 ! ,jesuit noviciate at ,ang]s a s]ies ( pa9t+s portray+ incid5ts 9 ! life ( ,/anislaus4 ,9 "o he is %[n c>ry+ on 8 arm two or ?ree bits ( wood t[>ds ! kit*54 ,und]nea? is writt51 ,he w err if he c>ry m4 ,! pa9t+ commemorates an occasion :5 ,/anislaus & ,claude ,acquaviva 7 put by ! cook to c>ry wood & told to c>ry only two or ?ree pieces at a "t4 ,acquaviva1 :5 ! two came to ! wood-pile1 said laugh+ly3 ,does ! cook ?9k we are babies8 ,:y1 we c ea* c>ry tw5ty or ?irty ( su* little pieces ( wood4 ,to be sure we c1 ,/anislaus answ]$4 ,b d y ?9k ,god wants u to c>ry tw5ty or ?irty pieces n[8 ,! cook said two or ?ree1 & ! cook j at pres5t takes ! place ( ,god to comm& u4 ,& s x 0 9 ev]y?+4 ,he /udi$ s+ly to see :at w\ld please ,god mo/1 & no matt] h[ trifl+ seem$ ! comm& he did j t1 ) all 8 he>t4 ,no "o ev] he>d a %>p ^w f him1 or saw him take (f5se at any?+1 or act 9 ! lea/ way out ( vanity or selfi%ness4 ,&1 ( c\rse1 he 0 entirely unconsci\s t he 0 diff]5t f ! re/4 ,he knew he 0 try+ to d 8 be/ 9 ev]y?+1 b he suppos$ e "o else 0 do+ ! same4 ,& ) all 8 e>ne/ness & exactness1 he 0 z simple & boyi% z he _h ev] be54 ,"o day ,c>d9al ,comm5doni1 ! ,legate to ,vi5na1 & a great fri5d ( ,/anislaus1 came to ,rome & hurri$ ov] to ! ,roman ,college to call ^u ,/anislaus4 ,/anislaus1 z soon z he he>d ( 8 arrival1 ran (f to meet him j z he 01 sleeves roll$ up1 apron on1 /raight f ! scull]y - j z any boy w\ld d4 ,he 0 9 ev]y?+ p]fectly at ease2 cont5t 9 8 little r\nd ( little tasks2 go+ ahead t[>d heav5 )\t any %[ or h]oics4 ,he 0 do+ j exactly ! little ?+s t ,god wants u to d1 & he 0 entirely happy 9 s do+4 ,x is true he _h nev] be5 really unhappy 9 8 :ole life4 ,p :o keep close to ,god nev] are4 ,!y h h>d ?+s to put up )2 !y may be poor1 or fall sick1 or lose _! relatives or fri5ds by dea?2 !y may h to fight v /rong temptations4 ,!y feel all ^! ?+s z ke5ly z o!rs feel !m4 ,b !y d n become unhappy4 ,we may say !y h a _w ( _! own to live 91 t _! inmo/ lives are sp5t 9 t _w1 v little t\*$ by ! *anges & accid5ts ( ! out] _w4 ,!y see t !re is an out] _w1 b !y *oose delib]ately to ignore x2 !y w n g into x4 ,y "k t if y g d[n deep into ! sea1 z m5 g 9 subm>9es1 y f9d calm !re always1 ev5 ?\gh a /orm be rag+ up above & ! waves toss ) angry viol5ce4 ,s if y once get inside y\r life1 "u ! surface1 9 ! he>t ( life :]e ,god is1 y w f9d calm !re also & a c]ta9 peace :i* is z ne> z we c come to entire happ9ess 9 ?is _w4 ,b ?\gh ,/anislaus _h le>n$ ?is secret1 & _h !re=e always kept 8 s\l m]ry1 he 0 happie/ ( all dur+ ! "t ( 8 novice%ip4 ,! v air ar\nd him brea!d ( ,god & heav54 ,8 life !re 0 really an unbrok5 pray]4 ,he 0 l a swimm] :o has be5 fight+ 8 way ?r\gh na/y1 *oppy1 little waves1 go+ ahead surely1 b ) great difficulty1 & :o comes at la/ into long1 quiet1 roll+ swells1 :]e 8 progress is delightful1 :]e he c make long1 easy /rokes & feel pleasure 9 ! v ef=t4 ,& z he 0 "y & ard5t1 he 0 9 dang] ( ov]do+ ?+s4 ,pray]1 ev5 :5 x is a joy1 is always h>d "w = u poor mortals4 ,/anislaus gave himself s he>tily n[ to pray+ t he ran risk ( los+ 8 /r5g? & heal?4 ,s 8 sup]iors1 be+ s5sible m51 /epp$ 9 & mod]at$ 8 en]gy4 ,he 0 made to "w m & pray less1 told to be prud5t1 to husb& 8 /r5g? = future "w4 ,&1 ( c\rse1 he did z he 0 told4 ,b ,god _h special designs on ,/anislaus4 ,he 0 nev] to use 8 heal? & en]gy 9 "w z a prie/ or tea*]4 ,inde$1 8 "w 0 ne>ly ov]1 ?\gh x _h be5 s brief4 ,he _h no long c>e] be=e him on ?is e>?2 he 0 go+ home1 & go+ soon4 ,,*apt] ,,xiv ,,go+ ,,home ,:5 ,/anislaus _h be5 a novice n9e mon?s1 ,pet] ,canisius came "o day to ,rome on bus9ess4 ,at ?is "t ,/anislaus 0 liv+ 9 ! noviciate prop]1 ,sant' ,&rea on ! ,quir9al4 ,( c\rse ! novices 7 all ke5 to see & he> ! great ,canisius1 ! man :o _h done su* sup]b "w 9 ,g]many4 ,& :atev] curiosity !y _h 0 satisfi$1 = ,canisius came to ! community at ,sant' ,&rea & gave a little s]mon or talk4 ,x 0 ! fir/ ( ,augu/1 ! mon? always mo/ dang]\s to heal? 9 ,rome4 ,j = t reason1 p]haps1 ! old ,romans _h made ! beg9n+ ( t mon? a "t ( fea/+ & boi/]\s holiday4 ,& an old prov]b _h come d[n1 ,f]r>e ,ago/o - ,give ,augu/ a jolly welcome ,canisius took ?is prov]b = 8 text1 b turn$ x to say1 ,give e mon? a jolly welcome1 = x may be y\r la/4 ,aft] ! talk1 ! novices1 accord+ to cu/om1 discuss$ among/ !mselves :at _h be5 said4 ,x came ,/anislaus' turn to speak4 ,he said3 ,:at ,fa!r ,canisius has j told u is a holy w>n+ = all1 ( c\rse4 ,b = me x is some?+ m1 because ?is mon? ( ,augu/ is to be really my la/ mon? '^u e>?4 ,to be sure1 no "o paid special att5tion to ?is /range rem>k4 ,novices (t5 say ?+s t w n be> too mu* analysis4 ,p>ticul>ly no "o w\ld look s]i\sly ^u :at ,/anislaus _h said1 s9ce he 0 at ! "t 9 p]fect heal?4 ,f\r days lat]1 ! fea/ ( our ,lady ( ! ,sn[s1 ,/anislaus _h occasion to g ) ! great !ologian1 ,fa!r ,emmanuel de ,sa1 to ! *ur* ( ,santa ,m>ia ,maggiore4 ,= !re ! beautiful fea/ is kept ) s+ul> c]emony1 z t *ur* is ! "o connect$ ) ! orig9 ( ! fea/4 ,ea* ye>1 dur+ ,vesp]s on ,augu/ #e?1 a %[] ( jasm9 leaves sifts d[n f ! high dome ( a *apel 9 ,santa ,m>ia ,maggiore1 to commemorate ! miracul\s sn[ 9 ,augu/ :i* m>k$ out ! spot :]e ! *ur* 0 to be built4 ,z !y w5t along1 de ,sa turn$ ! talk to ! com+ fea/ ( ! ,assumption ( our ,bless$ ,lady4 ,/anislaus spoke ) delight1 z he always spoke ( our ,lady4 ,:5 our ,lady ent]$ p>adise1 he said1 ,i ?9k ,god made a new glory = ,8 ,"m1 & all ! sa9ts made a c\rt ab\t h] & did rev]5ce to h] z we d to a k+4 ,& ,i hope1 he add$2 t ,i %all be up !re myself to enjoy ?is com+ fea/4 ,aga9 8 words 7 n tak5 at _! face value4 ,fa!r de ,sa ?\ght he spoke ( be+ 9 heav5 9 _s = ! fea/4 ,! practice1 n[ common1 0 new !n1 ( allot+ to ea* 9 ! community z special patron "s p>ticul> sa9t ^: fea/ occurr$ dur+ ! mon?4 ,/anislaus _h drawn ,sa9t ,lawr5ce = 8 patron4 ,! fea/ ( ! ,sa9t is celebrat$ on ,augu/ #aj?4 ,/anislaus1 :o _h cle> intimations ( 8 quickly approa*+ dea?1 & 0 eag] to g to heav51 ask$ ,sa9t ,lawr5ce to int]c$e = him t 8 home-go+ might be on ! ,fea/ ( ! ,assumption4 ,he got p]mission to practice "s p5ances 9 honor ( ! ,sa9t4 ,he prep>$ = ! fea/ ) unusual devotion4 ,on ! morn+ ( ! #aj? :5 he w5t to ,holy ,communion1 he c>ri$ on 8 brea/ a lett] he _h writt5 to our ,lady4 ,x 0 su* a lett] z a boy1 away f home1 & homesick1 might write to 8 "m1 ask+ h] to br+ him home4 ,aft] breakfa/1 ,/anislaus1 /ill 9 entire heal?1 0 s5t to "w 9 ! kit*51 :]e he sp5t ! re/ ( ! morn+1 wa%+ di%es1 c>ry+ wood = ! fire1 help+ ! cook g5]ally4 ,b by ev5+ he 0 decid$ly unwell4 ,to ! fell[-novice :o help$ him to b$ he said quietly1 ,i am go+ to die1 y "k1 9 a few days4 ,claude ,acquaviva hurri$ to him z soon z he le>n$ he 0 ail+4 ,fa!r ,fazio1 ! novice-ma/]1 also came4 ,/anislaus told ea* ( ! favor he _h begg$ f our ,lady1 & t he hop$ /rongly 8 reque/ w\ld be grant$4 ,t 0 on ! ev5+ ( ,w$nesday1 ! #aj?4 ,he appe>$ to be no bett] or worse on ,?ursday & ,friday4 ,b ,friday ev5+ he 0 mov$ f 8 ord9>y room to a quiet] place 9 a high] /ory ( ! h\se4 ,^? :o w5t ) him not$ t be=e he lay d[n1 he knelt on ! floor & pray$ a :ile & made ! sign ( ! cross ov] ! b$1 say+1 ,?is is my dea?b$4 ,n[ !y began to believe him & 7 fright5$ a little4 ,s ,/anislaus add$1 ) a smile1 ,i mean1 ( c\rse1 if x s please ,god4 ,he cont9u$ 9 ab\t ! same condition until ,sunday1 ,augu/ #ad?4 ,t day he said to ! laybro!r :o 0 tak+ c>e ( him3 ,bro!r1 ,i'm go+ to die to-night4 ,! bro!r laugh$ at him1 & said3 ,nons5se1 man6 ,:y1 x w\ld take a great] miracle to die ( s trifl+ a matt] ?an to be cur$ ( x4 ,b by noon ( t day ,/anislaus became unconsci\s4 ,fa!r ,fazio 0 ) him at once & adm9i/]$ re/oratives4 ,v soon ,/anislaus 0 himself aga91 bright & smil+ z ev]4 ,fa!r ,fazio began to joke ) him4 ,o man ( little he>t6 he said4 ,to give up c\rage 9 s slight a sickness6 ,/anislaus answ]$1 ,a man ( little he>t ,i admit ,i am4 ,b ! sickness1 ,fa!r1 is n s v slight1 s9ce ,i'm go+ to die ( x4 ,&1 inde$1 he began to fail rapidly4 ,by ev5+ ! dea?-sweat /ood out ^u him1 ! vital w>m? little by little )drew f h&s & feet to ! citadel ( 8 he>t4 ,:5 ! la/ light ( day 0 gone f ! sky1 he made 8 confession & receiv$ ! ,holy ,viaticum4 ,a great _m ( 8 fell[-novices 7 pres5t1 & "s wept4 ,he 0 a good comrade1 !y did n want to see him dep>t f !m4 ,!n he receiv$ ,extreme ,unction4 ,he made ! answ]s to ! pray]s himself4 ,aft]w>d he confess$ aga91 9 ord] to receive ! pl5>y indulg5ce grant$ = ! h\r ( dea?4 ,& aft] t he talk$ = a little "t1 k9dly & *e]fully1 to ^? ab\t him1 & bidd+ !m good-by1 turn$ 8 m9d & 8 he>t to heav54 ,?ree ,fa!rs /ay$ ) him ?r\gh ! sil5ce ( ! night1 :5 ! re/ _h gone to b$4 ,mo/ ( ! "t he pray$1 ei!r al\d ) 8 wat*]s1 or sil5tly by himself4 ,he left messages to 8 m intimate fri5ds1 & ask$ ! ,fa!rs to beg p>don = any (f5se he _h giv54 ,dur+ ! ev5+ he _h begg$ to be laid on ! b>e gr\nd1 t he might die z a p5it5t4 ,t[>d midnight1 z he /ill ask$ x1 !y lift$ him on ! little mattress ( 8 b$ & plac$ him on x ^u ! floor4 ,!re he lay1 v quiet1 :il/ midnight toll$ f ! great *ur*es ( ! city4 ,! ,fa!rs knelt beside him1 pray+ sil5tly ) him1 or giv+ him f "t to "t ! crucifix to kiss4 ,at l5g?1 ab\t ?ree o'clock 9 ! morn+1 he /opp$ pray+1 & a great joy %one 9 8 face4 ,he look$ ab\t him f side to side1 & seem$ ) 8 eyes to ask 8 companions to jo9 him 9 rev]5c+ "s "o :o 0 pres5t4 ,fa!r ,ruiz b5t ov] & ask$ him3 ,:at is x1 ,/anislaus8 ,our ,lady6 he :isp]$4 ,our ,lady has come1 j z 9 ,vi5na4 ,!n he seem$ to li/5 to voices !y c\ld n he>4 ,8 lips mov$ sil5tly1 =m+ inaudible words4 ,8 eyes 7 bright & joyful4 ,he /ret*$ out 8 arms1 fell back1 & di$ ) a smile ^u 8 lips4 ,our ,lady _h come = him1 & ) h] he w5t home4 ,dawn 0 break+ on ! ,fea/ ( ! ,assumption1 #aefh4 ,,*apt] ,,xv ,,aft]ma? ,/anislaus lack$ six or eight weeks ( be+ eighte5 ye>s old :5 he di$4 ,he _h n be5 a prea*] or writ] or engag$ 9 any public "w4 ,only a h&ful ( p 9 ,rome s mu* z knew ( 8 exi/5ce4 ,yet no soon] 0 he dead ?an cr[ds flock$ ab\t him z ab\t a dead sa9t4 ,! ,g5]al1 ,francis ,borgia1 ord]$ ! body to be put into a c(f91 :i* 0 an unusual ?+ at t "t1 & to be buri$ at ! "r h& ( ! high alt> 9 ! *ur*4 ,meantime ! ,"l ,john ,ko/ka /ill rag$ 9 ,pol&4 ,he _h writt5 a mo/ sev]e lett] to ,/anislaus %ortly aft] ,/anislaus arriv$ 9 ,rome3 a lett] full ( ?reats & ang]1 to :i* ,/anislaus _h repli$ k9dly & affectionately1 expla9+ to 8 fa!r t he _h to foll[ ,god's call at any co/ ,b ! ,"l ,john 0 n to be s easily put (f4 ,he ord]$ 8 elde/ son1 ,paul1 on to ,rome1 ) p[] to br+ back ,/anislaus to 8 home at ,ko/kov4 ,paul travel$ 9 "s /ate & ) no great ha/e4 ,he rea*$ ,rome 9 ! middle ( ,septemb]1 #aefh1 to f9d t ,god _h be5 be=eh& ) him1 & t ,/anislaus _h inde$ already gone home1 to heav54 ,he _h be5 greatly impress$ at ! "t ( ,/anislaus' flight f ,vi5na1 by ! incid5ts :i* seem$ to %[ ,god's direct guidance & protection 9 reg>d to 8 bro!r4 ,n[1 :5 ! ,fa!rs l$ him to ! /ill new tomb ( ,/anislaus1 he broke d[n utt]ly & cri$ l a *ild4 ,he /ay$ a "t beside ! tomb1 & :5 he came =? he 0 a diff]5t ,paul4 ,e "o 0 talk+ ) admiration ( ,/anislaus & ( ! m>vels t _h surr\nd$ 8 life & dea?4 ,paul hurri$ back to ,pol& ) 8 /ory1 at once sad & joyful4 ,! he>t ( ! old ,ca/ellan 0 mov$4 ,he _h lo/ a son1 b he _h ga9$ a sa9t4 ,a ye> lat] appe>$ two %ort ,lives ( ,/anislaus1 "o 9 ,poli% by ,fa!r ,w>scewiski1 8 fell[-novice1 ano!r 9 ,lat94 ,all ?r\gh ,pol& ! devotion to ! "y novice spread rapidly4 ,soon au?oritative processes t[>d 8 beatification 7 drawn up "u ! c>e ( ! bi%ops ( v>i\s places 9 :i* ,/anislaus _h sp5t 8 %ort ye>s4 ,?irty-six ye>s aft] 8 dea?1 ,pope ,clem5t ,,viii issu$ a brief 7,febru>y #ah1 #afjd7 9 :i* he decl>$ ,/anislaus ,bless$ & grant$ indulg5ces on ! anniv]s>y ( 8 dea?4 ,b long be=e ?is ! ,"l ,john _h di$1 & 8 y\nge/ son1 ,alb]t1 /ruck by sudd5 conge/ion ( ! lungs be=e 8 fa!r's body 0 laid to re/1 di$ also1 & 0 buri$ 9 ! same grave ) him4 ,( ! f\r sons only ,paul 0 left4 ,f ! day he /ood by ! tomb ( ,/anislaus1 he _h *ang$ entirely4 ,bitt] remembrance ( 8 h>%ness & brutality to ! dead sa9t 0 ) him always & urg$ him to a life ( p5ance & pray]4 ,he nev] m>ri$1 b pass$ 8 days l>gely at ! ca/le ( ,ko/kov 9 retirem5t ) 8 wid[$ "m4 ,he busi$ himself 9 con/ant works ( *>ity1 sp5d+ 8 great =tune 9 help+ ! poor & 9 e/abli%+ hospitals & build+ *ur*es4 ,he wore himself out 9 pray] & labor & fa/+4 ,m5 m>vel$ at him1 & _m sne]$ at him1 z he _h once sne]$ at ,/anislaus4 ,b ^? long1 h>d ye>s 7 n unhappy = him4 ,he & 8 "m1 ,m>g>et ,ko/ka1 _h le>n$ ,/anislaus' secret ( happ9ess1 & liv$ 9 _s 9 t bright home to :i* ,/anislaus _h gone4 ,!n ,m>g>et di$1 & ,paul 0 alone4 ,he _h wi%$ to )draw f ! _w altoge!r4 ,b he felt unwor?y to ask admission into a religi\s ord]4 ,h[ev]1 realiz+ at l5g? t 8 dea? c\ld n be f> di/ant1 & t he c\ld at wor/ be a burd5 = only a v %ort "t1 he wrote to ,claude ,acquaviva1 :o 0 !n ,g5]al ( ! ,society ( ,jesus1 & begg$ t he might at lea/ die 9 ! ,society to :i* ,/anislaus _h belong$4 ,acquaviva readily disp5s$ ) ! imp$im5t ( age & ord]$ ! ,prov9cial ( ,pol&1 ,fa!r ,/r9i5o1 to receive him4 ,paul ha/5$ to ! royal c\rt1 !n at ,pietscop1 to settle 8 worldly affairs be=e tak+ up 8 resid5ce 9 ! novice%ip4 ,b sc>cely _h he complet$ 8 arrangem5ts1 :5 fev] seiz$ him1 & he di$ aft] a few days' illness4 ,he di$ ,novemb] #ac1 #afjg3 ! v day ( ! mon? aft]w>ds fix$ z ! fea/ ( ,sa9t ,/anislaus4 ,bil9ski1 too1 ! tutor ( ,/anislaus1 %[$ 9 aft] life ! fruit ( ,/anislaus' pray]s4 ,he became ,canon ( ,pult[a & ,plock & liv$ holily4 ,x 0 8 privilege to be> te/imony to _m ev5ts 9 ! life ( ,/anislaus1 & he 0 a v valuable witness 9 ! processes = 8 pupil's beatification4 ,:5 dea? came1 ,/anislaus appe>$ to him 9 vision1 consol+ & enc\rag+ him1 & he di$ 9 great peace4 ,all ?is "t ! p ( ,pol& _h be5 eag] 9 _! devotion to ! ,bless$ ,/anislaus4 ,_m cures & miracles _h be5 wr\ght ?r\gh 8 int]cession4 ,9 #afba1 "u ! ,poli% k+1 ,sigismund ,,iii1 & aga9 9 #afgf1 "u ,yan ,sobieski1 ! ,poles won pron\nc$ victories ov] ,turki% armies :i* f> outnumb]$ _! own1 & attribut$ ^! pret]natural successes to ! pray]s ( ,/anislaus4 ,! :ole nation1 ?r\gh its k+s1 repeat$ly petition$ t ,/anislaus might be decl>$ _! ,patron4 ,?is 0 at fir/ refus$1 z only canoniz$ sa9ts 7 giv5 ! title ( ,patron ( a nation4 ,b ,clem5t x grant$ ! reque/ 9 #afga1 sett+ aside ! decree :i* =bade x4 ,! ,*ur* is sl[ 9 decl>+ any "o a sa9t4 ,x 0 n until ,decemb] #ac1 #agbf1 "o hundr$ & fifty-eight ye>s aft] ! dea? ( ,/anislaus1 t ,b5$ict ,,xiii solemnly celebrat$ 8 canonization 9 ! ,basilica ( ,/4 ,pet]4 ,x 0 a d\ble c]emony1 = x 0 also ! occasion ( ! canonization ( ,sa9t ,aloysius1 :o _h be5 born 9 ,m>* ( ! same ye> 9 :i* ,/anislaus di$4 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 ,?is little acc\nt has n done ju/ice to ! life ( ,/anislaus ,ko/ka2 &1 inde$1 x is v h>d to d ju/ice to x4 ,he 0 a mo/ human & lovable boy1 b he 0 besides a wond]ful1 bright be+ t eludes ! grip ( our common m9ds4 ,he 0 a citiz5 ( heav51 :o liv$ "h among/ u1 k9dly & companionable inde$1 dur+ eighte5 ye>s ( exile4 ,to try to describe him is l try+ to describe a /> 9 ! f> sky ( night4 ,t love = ,god1 ( :i* we speak s brok5ly1 :i* at its be/ 9 u is s small & cold1 0 ! s\l ( 8 s\l1 ! inn] core & sub/ance ( 8 life4 ,"h1 9 ! mi/y c\ntry ( fai?1 he _h some?+ ( t radiant & raptur\s union ) ,god :i* all ( u1 z we hope1 %all "o day h 9 heav54 ,all ! sweet & /rong tw9+ ( our he>ts ab\t fa!r & "m & relatives & de> fri5ds1 all t b9ds u 9 affection to ^? we love 9 life1 0 multipli$ & made _m times /rong] 9 8 r>e nature & lift$ up by ,god's grace to fix itself ^u ,god1 ! inf9ite ,goodness1 ! supreme ,beauty4 ,god 0 n a m]e ,"n or a ,p[] to him1 n ev5 ! m]e ,"l & ,ma/] ( all3 ,god 0 8 fri5d1 8 de>e/ intimate1 8 sure1 /rong1 pati5t1 lov+ c\nselor2 ^: pres5ce 0 ) him1 wak+ & sleep+2 ^: int]e/s 7 ne>e/ 8 he>t2 ^: comm&s x 0 a delight to obey2 ^: slighte/ wi% & beckon+ 0 eag]ly wat*$ = & joy\sly foll[$4 ,to cat* ! secret & true mean+ ( 8 life1 "o mu/ feel h[ t love = ,god ?rill$ ?r\gh him1 0 84 c\rage 9 action1 8 endurance 9 suff]+1 8 sweetness & k9dness 9 all deal+s ) o!r m54 ,x 0 8 life4 ,& :5 we h said & realiz$ t1 we h come ne>e/ to kn[+ :o & :at really 0 ,/anislaus ,ko/ka4 ,! ,project ,gut5b]g ,etext ( ,= ,great] ,?+s3 ,! /ory ( ,sa9t ,/anislaus ,ko/ka by ,william ,t4 ,kane1 ,s4,j4 999999 x-head] 999999