,an ,int]pretation ( ,fri5ds ,wor%ip ,,by ,n4 ,,jean ,,toom] ,device ,publi%$ by ,,! ,,committee ,,on ,,religi\s ,,education ,,( ,,fri5ds ,,g5]al ,,conf]5ce #aeae ,*]ry ,/reet1 ,philadelphia #b1 ,pa4 ,price tw5ty-five c5ts ,,cont5ts ,introduction #c ,wor%ip & ,love #g ,! ,basis ( ,fri5ds ,wor%ip & ,o!r ,inw>d ,practices #aa ,:at to ,d 9 ! ,meet+ = ,wor%ip #bj ,que/ions & ,answ]s #bh ,= ,fur!r ,read+ #ce ,copyright #aidg ,fri5ds ,g5]al ,conf]5ce ,transcrib]'s ,note3 ,ext5sive rese>* did n uncov] any evid5ce t ! ,u4,s4 copyright on ?is publication 0 r5ew$4 ,m9or spell+ & typographical errors h be5 correct$ )\t note4 ,,introduction ,i 0 n m ?an t5 ye>s old :5 ,i fir/ he>d m5tion ( ! ,quak]s4 ,! gr[n-ups ( my family 7 talk+ among !mselves1 speak+ ( an uncle ( m9e :o liv$ 9 ,philadelphia & op]at$ a ph>macy ne> ! univ]sity4 ,i _h nev] se5 ?is uncle & 0 curi\s ab\t him1 s my e>s 7 op54 ,pres5tly a ref]5ce to ! ,quak]s caught my att5tion4 ,i want$ to "k :o ! ,quak]s 74 ,:at 0 told me !n ,i h rememb]$ ev] s9ce4 ,! ,quak]s1 ,i 0 told1 are p :o wait = ! _s to move !m4 ,a picture =m$ 9 my m9d4 ,_m a "t ,i _h se5 my gr&mo!r sitt+ quietly1 an aura ( peace ar\nd h] z %e sew$ or cro*et$ or did h] beautiful embroid]y "w4 ,s ,i pictur$ old] p1 mo/ ( !m ) :ite hair l my gr&p>5ts1 all ) k9dly faces1 ga!r$ 9 sil5t assembly1 heads b5t slightly =w>d1 wait+ to be mov$4 ,x nev] occurr$ to me t "y p1 boys & girls ( my age & ev5 y\ng]1 might be pres5t & p>ticipat+4 ,z ! ^w _s meant no?+ def9ite to me1 ,i c\ld h no idea ( j :at w\ld move ! ,quak]s1 b ,i _h a s5se t x w\ld be some?+ )9 !m1 p]haps l ! /irr+s t sometimes mov$ me1 & ,i may h _h a vague notion t ?is some?+ )9 !m 0 someh[ relat$ to :at p call$ ,god4 ,i nev] ?\ght to ask :at ! ,quak]s might d aft] !y 7 mov$4 ,_h ,i be5 invit$ 9 ^? days to att5d a ,fri5ds meet+ = wor%ip ,i w\ld h gladly gone4 ,i w\ld h gone because my pictur+s _h giv5 me good feel+s ab\t ! ,quak]s4 ,i w\ld h gone because1 "y ?\gh ,i 01 ,i lik$ to be sil5t n[ & aga94 ,sometimes my be/ fri5d & ,i w\ld sit quietly toge!r1 happy t we 7 toge!r b n want+ to talk4 ,sometimes ,i w\ld g (f by myself on walks to look at ! wond]s ( nature1 to ?9k my own ?\ghts1 to dream1 to feel some?+ /irr+ 9 me = :i* ,i _h no "n4 ,or ,i might )draw = a "t f ! activities ( ! boys & girls & sit on ! por* ( our h\se1 my outw>d eyes wat*+ !m at play1 my inw>d eyes turn$ to an inn] life t 0 z real to me1 & sometimes m wond]ful ?an my life ) ! gr\p4 ,c]ta9 exp]i5ces ,i _h :5 alone1 c]ta9 exp]i5ces ,i _h ) my "y fri5ds1 attitudes & feel+s t w\ld sudd5ly arise 9 me at any "t or place--^! made up ! ma9/ream ( my religi\s life4 ,su* religion z ,i _h 0 life-c5t]$1 n book-c5t]$1 n *ur*-c5t]$4 ,x arose f ! well ( life )9 me1 & )9 my fri5ds & p>5ts4 ,x arose f ! well ( life )9 nature & ! human _w4 ,x consi/$ 9 my response to fl[]s1 trees1 birds1 sn[1 ! smell ( ! e>? aft] a spr+ ra91 sunsets & ! />ry sky4 ,x consi/$ 9 my devotion to pet rabbits & dogs1 & to "s int]e/ or project t caught my imag9ation4 ,i _h be5 taught sev]al =mal pray]s4 ,"o ( ^! ,i said e night1 regul>ly1 be=e gett+ into b$4 ,b ,i am ?9k+ ( ! un=m$ pray]s t well$ up 9 me :5ev] ,i _h ne$ ( !m4 ,i _h be5 read "s /ories f ! ,bible & "s ( ! psalms1 & f ^! ,i _h d\btless ga9$ attitudes ( rev]5ce4 ,b ,i am ?9k+ ( ! wor%ip t spontane\sly arose z ,i beheld ! wond]s ( ! _w :i* ,god creat$4 ,"y eyes are new eyes1 & to new eyes all ?+s are fre%1 vivid1 orig9al4 ,x is sometimes ask$ if *ildr5 & "y p are capable ( ! religi\s life4 ,c]ta9ly !y are n capable ( su/a9$ ef=t t[>ds an unsw]v+ aim4 ,c]ta9ly !y _c hold !mselves to a consi/5t discipl9e4 ,!y _c engage 9 ! religi\s life z a consci\s way ( liv+4 ,^! abilities come only z we gr[ up & subject ourselves to tra9+4 ,b1 j z c]ta9ly1 "y p d h religi\s exp]i5ces1 & ^! (t5 are m vivid & gl[+ ?an ^? ( ! eld]s4 ,t is x--*ildr5 c gl[4 ,!y c light up4 ,?is capacity to gl[ is at ! v he>t ( :at we are talk+ ab\t4 ,to be sure1 p "y & old ne$ in/ruction4 ,we ne$ in/ruction 9 ! ,bible1 9 poetry1 9 all lit]ature t conta9s tru? & beauty4 ,we ne$ to be help$ to /ruggle aga9/ our faults1 to ov]come our imp]fections4 ,& we ne$ to be curb$ on occasion1 z ! only way 9 :i* we may ev5tually become able to curb ourselves4 ,b x %\ld n be =gott5 t all p1 especially "y p1 h poetry 9 !m4 ,&1 m ?an t1 accord+ to ! fai? ( ! ,fri5ds all p h )9 !m some?+ ( ! v _s t creat$ ! scriptures4 ,religi\s education1 x seems to me1 is on ! wrong track if x assumes t religion is some?+ t mu/ be drill$ into p4 ,x is on ! "r track if x recognizes t ! s\rce ( religion is )9 u z a native end[m5t1 & t ! function ( education is to call ?is end[m5t =?1 supply x ) ! n\ri%m5t x ne$s 9 ord] to gr[1 & guide x 9 ways t promote matur+4 ,p %\ld h reason to be assur$ t =mal religion is n contr>y to ! spr+s ( innate religi\s exp]i5ce & long+1 b is 9 accord ) ! life & light )91 & simply seeks to direct & develop ?is spiritual life4 ,_h a ,fri5d approa*$ me 9 ^? days ) "s su* und]/&+ & assurance1 & _h ,i be5 able to und]/& :at he said1 ,i w\ld h _h /ill ano!r reason1 & ?is a compell+ "o1 = att5d+ a meet+ = wor%ip4 ,& s ,i w\ld h gone4 ,i'd h sat !re ) ! o!rs1 feel+ mu* at home1 p]haps feel+ ,i 0 9 a holy place4 ,i'd h sat z quietly z any = ! fir/ t5 or fifte5 m9utes4 ,i w\ld n h wor%ip$ 9 any =mal s5se1 = ,i _h n be5 taught any =m4 ,b ,i w\ld h practic$ my k9d ( inw>dness1 ?9k+ my own ?\ghts z ,i did :5 alone1 dream+ wond]ful dreams1 feel+ a life /ir )9 me4 ,_h !re be5 a spok5 message or two1 ,i w\ld h li/5$ att5tively1 tri$ to und]/&1 & hone/ly respond$4 ,pres5tly1 h[ev]1 ,i w\ld h begun to fidget4 ,n kn[+ :at ,i %\ld try to d 9 a meet+ = wor%ip1 ,i w\ld h _h no?+ to fall back on :5 my ?\ghts ran out1 no purpose = curb+ my increas+ re/lessness4 ,?r\gh ! w9d[s my eyes w\ld h caught sight ( ! _w outdoors1 & ,i'd h wi%$ ,i 7 out !re hav+ fun ) ! boys4 ,"t w\ld h dragg$4 ,i'd h ask$ myself1 ,w ! meet+ nev] end8 ,& :5 f9ally x did end1 ,i'd h be5 z glad = ! end+ z ,i _h be5 = ! beg9n+4 ,:at %\ld we try to d 9 a meet+ = wor%ip8 ,:at d we hope to atta9 ?r\gh x8 ,:y is sil5ce desirable8 ,:at is ! ma9 idea beh9d ! ,fri5ds mann] ( wor%ip8 ,x is true t ,quak]s wait = ! _s to move !m4 ,:y wait8 ,w\ldn't x be bett] j to g ahead8 ,besides wait+1 :at m is to be done8 ,c we n pray & wor%ip :5 we are alone1 or z we g ab\t our daily affairs8 ,:y is x necess>y to meet toge!r8 ,:at is wor%ip8 ,^! are n que/ions t y answ] once & = all4 ,y cont9ue to ?9k ab\t !m & cont9ue to increase y\r und]/&+4 ,b x helps u to ?9k if we put our ?\ghts 9 ord] & /udy ! ?\ghts ( o!rs4 ,s ,i am go+ to write d[n "s ( ! ?\ghts t h come to me4 ,we %all ?9k ab\t wor%ip & ! c5tral fai? ( ! ,fri5ds1 & let ! answ]s come z !y may4 ,,wor%ip ,,& ,,love ,wor%ip is ! action ( ! _s4 ,x spr+s up f our dep?s1 z love does4 ,x is a =m ( love1 & j z desirable1 & j z necess>y to human life at its fulle/ & highe/4 ,to wor%ip is an innate ne$ ( man4 ,x is n impos$ ^u u f ! outside1 ?\gh ! way we sometimes g ab\t x may make x seem an imposition4 ,suppose y are hungry4 ,no "o has to tell y to eat4 ,no "o has to =ce y to take food4 ,suppose y are 9 love4 ,mu/ y be told to ?9k ( ! p]son y are 9 love )8 ,mu/ y be =c$ to ye>n = ! lov$ "o8 ,wor%ip is a hung] ( ! human s\l = ,god4 ,:5 x really occurs1 x is z compell+ z ! hung] = food4 ,x is z spontane\s z ! love ( boy = girl4 ,if we feel x1 no "o ne$s tell u we %\ld wor%ip4 ,no "o has to try to make u d x4 ,if we d n feel x1 or h no desire to feel x1 no am\nt ( urg+ or =c+ w d any good4 ,we simply _c be =c$1 f ! outside1 to wor%ip4 ,only ! p[] )9 u1 ! life )91 c move u to x4 ,b o!rs c guide our prelim9>y ef=ts4 ,!y c help u to prep>e to wor%ip4 ,su* prep>ation1 z ,rufus ,jones has said1 is ! mo/ important bus9ess 9 ! _w4 ,o!rs c provide conditions1 su* z ! ,fri5ds meet+ = wor%ip1 ?anks to :i* ! desire to wor%ip may spr+ up & gr[4 ,! meet+ = wor%ip came into exi/5ce because ! e>ly ,fri5ds 7 p[]fully mov$ to wor%ip toge!r & meet ! spiritual ne$s ( "o ano!r4 ,i use ! ^w ne$s4 ,_! spiritual ne$s 7 m dynamic ?an ours--or !irs--= food & %elt]4 ,nei!r ?reats ( viol5ce nor active p]secution c\ld keep !m away f _! meet+s4 ,:y is x t "s ( u w\ld r g to a movie1 or li/5 to ! radio1 or see a ball game1 or read an excit+ book8 ,"o reason1 x mu/ be ackn[l$g$1 is because our meet+s today are sometimes dull & unliv+4 ,we assemble 9 our meet+ h\ses1 b no?+ happ5s4 ,a relat$ reason is t _m ( u h n yet awak5$ spiritually4 ,our bodies are active4 ,our m9ds are al]t4 ,b n our spirits4 ,su* awak5+1 h[ev]1 w come 9 due "t1 if we enc\rage x1 if we d our "p to prep>e = x1 if we live hone/ly & are true to ourselves1 face life ) cle> eyes1 & cont9ue gr[+4 ,! ma9 reason :y we d n wor%ip1 or d n want to1 is t ,god is n yet suffici5tly real to u4 ,he is n z real to u z our human fa!r4 ,8 p[] is n z real to u z ! p[] ( man's bra9 & muscles1 z /eam p[]1 z electricity4 ,wor%ip expresses man's relation%ip to ,god4 ,h[ !n c we wor%ip if we are n aw>e ( ?is relation%ip1 if ! ma9 p>ty to x is unreal to u8 ,"s p speak ( wor%ip+ ?+s t are n ( ,god4 ,god be+ unreal to !m1 _! relation to ,him be+ unrecogniz$1 !y turn to :at is real to !m1 & engage 9 v>i\s s-call$ wor%ips3 money-wor%ip1 h]o-wor%ip1 ance/or-wor%ip1 ! wor%ip ( mat]ial p[] & ma*9es1 ! wor%ip ( political ,/ates & _! rul]s4 ,^! are false wor%ips4 ,god is ! sole object ( g5u9e wor%ip--,god & ,8 p[] :i* ,he manife/s to u z love1 light1 & wisdom4 ,all =ms ( true wor%ip arise f an exp]i5ce ( ! fact ( ,god1 f ! realization t ,god is4 ,m5 su* z ,george ,fox & ,john ,woolman _h _! fir/ exp]i5ces ( ,god e>ly 9 life4 ,mo/ ( u come to ! exp]i5ce gradually & lat] on1 if at all4 ,:at are we to d mean:ile8 ,mo/ religions (f] =mal (ficial /atem5ts ( :at !y believe ,god to be4 ,!y say :at ,god's nature is1 & set =? ,8 attributes4 ,fri5ds make no su* pron\ncem5t2 & ,i1 = "o1 am glad !re is none4 ,man's words ab\t ,god _c sub/itute = a fir/-h& exp]i5ce ( ! liv+ reality4 ,fri5ds are direct$ to seek = ! reality )9 !mselves4 ,mean:ile1 we are call$ ^u to h fai? t ,god exi/s & t x is possible = u to meet ) ,him4 ,we are call$ ^u to prep>e ourselves = ?is supreme exp]i5ce4 ,we are urg$ to try to s5se ,god's pres5ce1 daily to practice ,8 pres5ce4 ,by su* practice1 if we p]sev]e1 we %all surely come to h a conv9c+ exp]i5ce4 ,wor%ip is our response to ,god's reality1 a reality :i* is1 to be sure1 )9 m51 b :i* also is ! radiant f\ndation ( ! entire univ]se4 ,9 try+ to wor%ip1 we turn ourselves ,godw>ds4 ,we ye>n = ,him & endeavor to "k ,8 w4 ,our lives are po9t$ t[>d ,him4 ,if1 & z we succe$1 we make contact ) ,god1 & by ?is contact ,he is made real to u4 ,:5 ,he becomes real to u we spontane\sly love ,him4 ,c we see a sunset )\t respond+ to its beauty8 ,c we witness ^? we love1 9 _! goodness to u1 )\t be+ t\*$ & mov$8 ,c we he> ! voice ( our be/ fri5d on ! phone )\t eag]ly li/5+ & eag]ly reply+8 ,be sure1 !n1 t :5 we come into ,god's pres5ce we w be t\*$ & mov$ beyond our greate/ expectation4 ,no?+ s det]s u f want+ to wor%ip z ! notion t wor%ip is unliv+4 ,if x is unliv+ x is n wor%ip4 ,if x seems dull1 t$i\s or difficult1 x is because we are n truly wor%ip+4 ,we are1 p]haps1 prep>+ ourselves to wor%ip4 ,!re are difficulties to be ov]come 9 ! prep>atory /ages4 ,or1 we are b assum+ ! appe>ance ( wor%ip1 !re be+ no life1 no ye>n+ )91 we be+ m dead ?an alive inside4 ,inde$ x is dull & t$i\s to hold ! po/ure1 if x is n back$ up by a quick5+ life ( ! _s4 ,true wor%ip is a liv+ exp]i5ce4 ,by & ?r\gh x we ent] into a life s vital1 s vivid1 s l>ge & glori\s t1 by comp>ison1 our life ( ord9>y activities seems n>r[1 dull1 dead4 ,by bodily action ! body comes alive4 ,by m5tal action ! m9d comes alive4 ,s by spiritual action ! _s comes alive4 ,wor%ip is spiritual action4 ,by means ( x our spirits awake1 mature1 & gr[ up to ,god4 ,all human be+s1 except ^? :o h be5 badly damag$ by man's inhumanity to man1 are mov$ to love4 ,"s love animals1 "s fl[]s4 ,o!rs love ! sea or f>m l&s or m\nta9s4 ,"s love tru?1 "s love beauty4 ,all ( u want & ne$ to love & to be lov$ by our families & fri5ds1 & we w\ld be happy 7 we able to love all p ev]y:]e4 ,to love & be lov$ is a univ]sal human urge4 ,is x any wond]1 !n1 t we are mov$ to seek ,god's love8 ,x is inevitable t we %\ld desire ?is supreme =m ( love4 ,! ,fir/ ,comm&m5t expresses our inn]mo/ desire z well z ,god's w4 ,!re is no?+ incr$ible ab\t our want+ to love & to be lov$ by ,god4 ,! incr$ible fact is t x c actually happ51 does happ54 ,"s day we w exp]i5ce x4 ,!n our d\bts w end4 ,!n we w wor%ip ,god ?r\gh love ( ,him4 ,"h is :at two religi\s m5 ( advanc$ spiritual developm5t _h to say ( _! exp]i5ces4 ,george ,fox wrote1 ,! ^w ( ! ,"l came to me1 say+1 ',my love 0 always to !e1 & ?\ art 9 my love4' ,& ,i 0 ravi%$ ) ! s5se ( ! love ( ,god4 ,bro!r ,lawr5ce wrote1 ,y mu/ "k t ! b5evol5t & c>ess+ light ( ,god's c\nt5ance k9dles ins5sibly )9 ! s\l1 :i* ard5tly embraces x1 a div9e & consum+ flame ( love1 s raptur\s t "o puts curbs ^u ! outw>d expression ( x4 ,x is to ?is div9e love t we are call$4 ,?is is ! high promise ( man's life4 ,we are call$ away f indiff]5ce1 f meanness1 malice1 prejudice & hate4 ,we are call$ above ! e>?ly loves t come & g1 & are unsure4 ,we are call$ into ! deep endur+ love ( ,god & man & all creation4 ,wor%ip is a door into t love4 ,once we h ent]$ x1 our e act is a pray]1 our :ole life a cont9u\s wor%ip4 ,,! ,,basis ,,( ,,fri5ds ,,wor%ip ,,& ,,o!r ,,inw>d ,,practices ,"s p believe t :]eas ,god's nature is div9e1 man's nature is deprav$4 ,god is good1 b m5 are evil4 ,god1 accord+ to ?is view1 exi/s 9 heav51 remote f u4 ,we exi/ 9 s91 remote f ,him1 9 hell or next door to x4 ,human be+s are completely sep>at$ f ! ,div9e ,be+4 ,! only possible connection betwe5 m5 & ,god is t br\ght ab\t by ! m$iation ( ! *ur* & its au?oriz$ (ficials4 ,fri5ds h nev] held ?is view4 ,fri5ds1 beg9n+ ) ,george ,fox1 realiz$ t some?+ ( ,god dwells )9 ea* & e human be+1 & t1 !re=e1 ,he is rea*able by u ?r\gh direct contact1 & we are )9 ,8 rea*1 subject to ,8 imm$iate influ5ce4 ,?is is ! well-kn[n basis ( ,fri5ds wor%ip4 ,s9ce ,god is )9 u1 ,fri5ds turn inw>d to f9d ,him4 ,?is is n a matt] ( *oice or incl9ation2 x is a matt] ( necessity4 ,turn+ inw>d1 we turn away f all ext]nals4 ,fri5ds practice inw>dness4 ,rufus ,jones writes1 ,! religion ( ! ,quak] is prim>ily conc]n$ ) ! culture & developm5t ( ! inw>d life & ) direct correspond5ce ) ,god4 ,"s numb] ( ,fri5ds 9 ! e>ly days ( ! movem5t n only s\ght ,god b f\nd him1 ?\gh x w\ld p]haps be bett] to say 7 f\nd by him4 ,x 0 because !y f\nd ,god t !y _h su* liv+ wor%ip1 su* vital meet+s4 ,x 0 because !y truly wor%ip$ & _h vital meet+s t !y progressively discov]$ ,god & came increas+ly )9 8 p[]4 ,! "o l$ to ! o!r4 ,)\t ! "o we _c h ! o!r4 ,t !re is t ( ,god 9 e man 01 z already impli$1 m ?an a belief or a concept ) ! e>ly ,fri5ds4 ,x 0 an exp]i5ce4 ,x 0 a recov]y ( ! liv+ ,deity4 ,z he made & cont9u$ to make ?is recov]y 9 himself1 ,george ,fox w5t ab\t 8 apo/olic "w & laid ! f\ndation ( :at came to be ! ,society ( ,fri5ds4 ,:at did ,fox aim =8 ,h[ did he reg>d 8 m9i/ry8 ,let him answ] 9 8 own words4 ,i exhort$ ! p to come (f f all ^! ?+s 7f *ur*es1 temples1 prie/s1 ti!s1 argum5tation1 ext]nal c]emonies & dead traditions71 & direct$ !m to ! _s & grace ( ,god 9 !mselves1 & to ! light ( ,jesus 9 _! own he>ts1 t !y might come to "k ,*ri/1 _! free ,tea*]4 ,po9t+ z !y d to ! basis ( ,fri5ds wor%ip1 ^! sev]al consid]ations d n1 ( !mselves1 ?r[ light on ! reason = c]ta9 o!r inw>d practices4 ,! basis ( ^! o!r practices is1 un=tunately1 less simple & less well-kn[n4 ,:y is !re ne$ ( p>ticul> occasions = pray] & wor%ip8 ,:y ne$ we ga!r toge!r & sit quietly8 ,:y practice wait+ be=e ,god8 ,if ,he is 9 u1 :y does ,he n manife/ to u cont9ually1 :y does ,8 p[] n always motivate our actions8 ,:y d we h to practice ,8 pres5ce1 & :y is ?is practice s difficult8 ,to answ] ^! que/ions we are =c$ to adopt a some:at complex & non-habitual view ( ! situation4 ,suppose we are approa*$ by a p]son ( inquir+ m9d :o says1 ,y say t !re is t ( ,god 9 e man4 ,all "r1 ,i am prep>$ to accept t z tru?4 ,b precisely :]e 9 u does ! div9e sp>k exi/8 ,is x 9 our bodies8 ,is x 9 our ord9>y m9ds & ev]yday ?\ghts & emotions8 ,d y mean to say t ,god exi/s 9 ignorance1 9 man's prejudices & hatr$s1 9 human evil8 ,h[ w we reply8 ,obvi\sly ,god does n exi/ 9 our trivial actions1 nor 9 our godless ?\ghts & feel+s4 ,c]ta9ly ,he does n exi/ 9 our ignorance & evil4 ,b ^! ?+s exi/ 9 u4 ,!y con/itute a "p ( u4 ,?is "p ( u1 !n1 is sep>at$ f ,god1 :ile ano!r "p is relat$ to ,him4 ,ins(> z we id5tify ) ! sep>at$ "p & believe x to be ourselves1 we exi/ divorc$ f t ( ,god 9 u4 ,! attitude1 9 brief1 is ?is4 ,!re is t ( ,god 9 e man4 ,!re=e man1 9 8 entirety1 is n sep>at$ f ,god4 ,b man is divid$ )91 & aga9/1 himself1 into two diff]5t & oppos+ aspects1 & "o ( ^! aspects is sep>at$ f ,god4 ,?is is my view ( ! situation4 ,if ,i und]/& ! writ+s ( ! e>ly ,fri5ds1 ?is 0 _! view ( ! situation4 ,! e>ly ,fri5ds _h names = ! "p ( u t is sep>at$ f ,god4 ,!y call$ x ! natural man1 ! e>?ly man4 ,i %all sometimes ref] to x z ! body-m9d or ! sep>at$ self4 ,! e>ly ,fri5ds call$ ! "p ( u t is relat$ to ,god & 9 :i* ,god dwells ! spiritual man1 ! new bir?1 ! new creation4 ,i %all sometimes call x ! inn] be+1 ! spiritual self4 ,x is ( c\rse ! sep>at$ self t pres5ts ! problem4 ,x ob/ructs our attempts to relate ourselves to ,god & to our fell[ m54 ,x int]f]es ) wor%ip z well z ) love4 ,x is because ( ?is self t we d n pray & love z naturally z we brea!4 ,! sep>at$ self /&s 9 ! way4 ,!re=e x mu/ be ov]come4 ,= div9e z well z g5u9ely human purposes x mu/ be subdu$ & ev5tually left beh9d4 ,e real religi\s practice1 :e!r ( ,fri5ds or ( o!rs1 ei!r directly or indirectly aims to enable human be+s to transc5d ! sep>at$ self 9 ord] t we may be unit$ ) ! spiritual self or be+ :i* is ne> ,god because ,he dwells !re94 ,9 ! light ( ^! facts we c und]/& ! ne$ & ! purpose ( c]ta9 specific inw>d practices1 su* z ! practice ( cont5d+ ) oneself 7,isaac ,p5+ton call$ x lawful w>r+7 & ! practice ( ga!r+ sil5tly & wait+ ^u ,god4 ,s9ce ! sep>at$ self exi/s1 & is an ob/ruction1 we mu/ cont5d ) x4 ,we cont5d ) x s z to remove x &1 at ! same "t1 activate ! spiritual nature4 ,ga!r+ 9 sil5ce & wait+ ^u ,god is necess>y = ! same reason1 & is ano!r means to ! same end4 ,m w be said ( ?is pres5tly4 ,! e>ly ,fri5ds1 :ile proclaim+ ! good news t !re is a spiritual man 9 ea* & all ( u1 t ,god dwells 9 ?is "p ( human be+s & is1 = ?is v reason1 close ev5 to ! e>?ly man1 reg>d$ ! e>?ly man z unreg5]ate1 s9ful1 bl9d & dead to ! ?+s ( ! _s4 ,only by ris+ above ! e>?ly aspect ( ourselves c we pass f s9 into righte\sness1 f dea? to life1 f t :i* exi/s ap>t f ,god into t :i* exi/s z "p ( ,god4 ,only by yield+ to ,god's p[] c ! e>?ly man be reg5]at$4 ,to ! degree t ?is happ5s1 we are unifi$ ) our spiritual natures4 ,?us we are m5d$ & made :ole4 ,:at =m]ly 0 a sep>at$ & contr>y "p1 becomes ! in/rum5t ( expression ( ! resurrect$ spiritual be+4 ,if ! e>?ly man is dead to ! ?+s ( ! _s1 !n1 z long z he rema9s s1 he obvi\sly c nei!r truly pray nor truly wor%ip4 ,nor c we1 z long z we rema9 id5tifi$ ) him4 ,%\ld he try to pray1 he b prays accord+ to 8 own ignorant & faulty notions4 ,%\ld he try to wor%ip1 he b wor%ips 9 8 own w1 n accord+ to ! w ( ,god4 ,rob]t ,b>clay call$ ?is k9d ( wor%ip w-wor%ip4 ,w-wor%ip 0 :at ! ,fri5ds condemn$ & tri$ to avoid4 ,!y aim$ = true spiritual wor%ip4 ,!y want$ to wor%ip ,god by & ?r\gh ! work+s ( ,8 _s & p[] 9 _! spiritual be+s4 ,h[ 7 !y to fulfill ?is aim8 ,:at1 specifically1 7 !y to d8 ,try1 by all available means1 to quiet & subdue ! e>?ly man1 to lay d[n 8 w1 to turn ! m9d to ,god4 ,b1 hav+ done ?is1 !y f\nd t some?+ m 0 want$4 ,!y discov]$1 z y & ,i h or w1 t x is "o ?+ to /ill our habitual ?\ghts & motions1 b q ano!r to cause ! spiritual self to arise4 ,by our own ef=ts we c subdue ! body-m9d to "s ext5t4 ,few ( u1 by our ef=ts alone1 c activate our spiritual natures 9 a vital & creative way4 ,we ne$ ,god's help4 ,we ne$ ! help ( "o ano!r4 ,b ,god's help may n come at once4 ,our help to ea* o!r1 ev5 ?\gh we are ga!r$ 9 a meet+ = wor%ip or actively s]v+ our fell[ m5 outside ( ! meet+1 may be & (t5 is delay$ z reg>ds our k9dl+ "o ano!r spiritually4 ,:at are we to d 9 ?is case8 ,!re is only "o ?+ we c d--wait4 ,hav+ done our "p to ov]come ! sep>at$ self1 we c b wait = ! spiritual self to arise & take comm& ( our lives4 ,hav+ br\ght ourselves z close z we c to ,god1 we c b hold ourselves 9 an attitude ( wait+ = ,him to "w ,8 w 9 u1 to draw u fully into ,8 pres5ce4 ,s ! e>ly ,fri5ds engag$ 9 sil5t wait+1 humble yet expectant wait+1 rev]5t wait+ ^u ! ,"l1 t !y might be emp[]$ by ,him to help "o ano!r & to r5d] to ,him ! honor & ! adoration :i*1 z ,rob]t ,b>clay said1 *>act]izes true wor%ip2 t ,8 p[] might come ov] !m & cov] ! meet+2 t ,he might br+ ab\t ! dea? ( ! old1 ! bir? ( ! new man4 ,fri5ds wait$1 bo? 9 & out ( meet+4 ,!y wait$ = ,god to move !m1 quick5 !m to life1 make !m ,8 in/rum5ts4 ,!y wait$ = ! p[] ( ,god to d its wond]-"w1 lift+ up ! "p ( !m t 0 ak9 to ,him1 grac+ !m ) ! miracle ( resurrection4 ,wait+ prec$$ wor%ip4 ,wait+ prep>$ = wor%ip1 & ! spr++ up ( new life4 ,by wait+ !y began wor%ip+4 ,! /illness ( ! meet+ h\se1 ! sil5ce ( ! lips1 ! clos$ eyes & compos$ faces 7 ! tangible signs ( ! prelim9>y p]iod ( wait+4 ,x is in/ructive & reassur+ to note h[ frequ5tly1 among ! e>ly ,fri5ds1 ! practice ( wait+ did h ! desir$ sequel4 ,?is seem+ inactivity l$ to spiritual action4 ,out ( ?is *rysalis :at a life 0 born6 ,god f\nd !m 9 ! sil5ce4 ,bless$ & r5ew+ exp]i5ces came to ,fri5ds1 exp]i5ces :i* enabl$ !m to be ag5ts ( ! div9e _s 9 e situation ( human life4 ,x is in/ructive because x po9ts u1 ( ?is day1 to a religi\s practice t is effective4 ,x is reassur+ because f x we may h s\nd hope t1 if we rightly & fai?fully engage 9 ?is & o!r inw>d practices1 we may rea* & ev5 surpass ! high level ( religi\s exp]i5ce & s]vice atta9$ by ,fri5ds 9 ! days :5 ! ,quak] movem5t really mov$4 ,9 our pres5t-day lives & meet+s !re c be s\l-%ak+ ev5ts4 ,! ,light c invade u4 ,tru? c take hold ( u4 ,love may ga!r u4 ,above all1 ,god himself may become real to u z ! supreme ,fact ( ! entire univ]se4 ,we ( ?is mod]n age are incl9$ to be m l5i5t 9 our views ( ! e>?ly man4 ,we are dispos$ to consid] him a mod]ately dec5t fell[ except :5 "u ! active p[] ( evil4 ,?is makes u m tol]ant1 less int5se4 ,x makes u m likely to indulge our fondness = ! e>?ly _w & its ?+s & pleasures1 less mov$ to seek ,god & ,8 ,k+dom4 ,nev]!less if we exam9e our exp]i5ce we %all recognize *>act]i/ics ( ! e>?ly man t are simil> to ^? se5 by ! e>ly ,fri5ds4 ,! outside _w has *ang$ consid]ably 9 ?ree hundr$ ye>s1 b man's con/itution is mu* ! same n[ z !n 9 all ess5tial respects4 ,! e>?ly man1 :e!r we reg>d him z good1 bad1 or indiff]5t1 is evid5tly an exile f ,god's k+dom4 ,our body-m9ds1 namely our ev]yday p]sons1 are out ( t\* ) our spiritual natures mo/ ( ! "t1 h5ce out ( t\* ) ,god4 ,we1 z ord9>y p1 are n by incl9ation turn$ t[>ds ,god1 b1 on ! contr>y1 are turn$ away f ,him4 ,day 9 & day out we d n ev5 ?9k ( ! possibility ( lov+ ,god & do+ ,8 w1 b ?9k ( ourselves1 & are b5t to enact our own wills1 h our own way4 ,:e!r we1 z e>?ly m51 c truly pray & wor%ip is a "q ab\t :i* !re is likely to be disagreem5t4 ,b :o w d5y t :5 we are absorb$ 9 our affairs1 z we are mo/ ( ! "t1 we d n pray or wor%ip8 ,recognition ( ^! sev]al facts w lead u to a position simil> to t ( ! e>ly ,fri5ds1 & po9t u to ! same ne$s z reg>ds :at we mu/ d if we w\ld truly pray & wor%ip1 &1 inde$1 truly live4 ,we too mu/ endeavor to subdue ! body-m9d & turn ! m9d ,godw>ds4 ,we too mu/ try to ov]come ! sep>at$ self & re-connect ) our spiritual natures4 ,we too mu/ practice wait+4 ,we too mu/ /rive to atta9 ! ,quak] ideal s well express$ by ,d\glas ,/e]e1 to live f ! inside outw>ds1 z :ole m54 ,:5 comp>$ ) bodily action1 :at c\ld seem m inactive ?an wait+ ^u ,god8 ,! mod]n _w asks1 ,:]e w t get y8 ,"y p say1 ,we want action4 ,yet1 z we h se51 x 0 precisely ?r\gh ?is & o!r app>5tly inactive means t ! e>ly ,fri5ds came into a p[] ( :ole action t surpasses any?+ t we exp]i5ce today4 ,we say we are activi/s1 b (t5 lack ! spiritual =ce to act effectively4 ,!y said !y 7 wait]s1 & frequ5tly act$ z mov$ by ,god's light & love4 ,i ?9k t we 9 ?is age ( decreas+ inn]-action1 ( ev] increas+ out] activity1 h a pr(\nd lesson to le>n f ! e>ly ,fri5ds4 ,we _h be/ le>n x n[1 & quickly1 le/ ! fai? & practices ( ! ,fri5ds become s wat]$ t !y lose _! "* & fl[ into ! activities ( :i* ! _w is full1 & are absorb$ by !m1 & ,fri5ds cease to be ,fri5ds4 ,i d n say we %\ld g back to ! old days4 ,t is impossible4 ,let u move =w>d1 z we mu/ if we are to move at all4 ,b let u build ^u ^? f\ndations1 n scrap !m4 ,let ^? pa/ summits %[ u h[ high m5 c g1 ) ,god's help4 ,fri5ds are by no means ! only ones :o realize t ! body-m9d pres5ts a problem2 t1 9 its usual /ate1 x is an ob/acle to wor%ip & to all =ms ( ! religi\s life4 ,fri5ds are n alone 9 recogniz+ t :5 ! sep>at$ self is upp]mo/ & active1 ! spiritual self is subm]g$ & passive1 & t we are call$ ^u to rev]se ?is4 ,all g5u9e religi\s p1 :atev] ! religion1 h recogniz$ ! problem & h endeavor$ to solve x 9 "o way or ano!r4 ,g5]ally speak+1 !re are two ways ( deal+ ) ! situation4 ,"o way consi/s ( ! attempt to lift ! body-m9d above its usual condition1 s t x may be includ$ 9 ! act ( wor%ip4 ,! body-m9d is pres5t$ ) sight ( religi\s symbols4 ,x is giv5 s\nd ( religi\s music & ( specially tra9$ speak]s call$ prie/s or m9i/]s4 ,x p>ticipates 9 rituals1 c]emonies1 sacram5ts4 ,?is way may be effective4 ,:5 x is1 ! body-m9d actually is lift$ above its usual /ate1 ! spiritual nature is evok$4 ,b :5 ?is way is n effective x m]ely results 9 excit+ ! body-m9d & gives p ! illusion t ?is excitation is true wor%ip4 ,or x may result 9 a /]ile enactm5t ( outw>d =ms4 ,! o!r way is j ! opposite4 ,x consi/s ( ! ef=t to r$uce ! body-m9d bel[ its usual /ate1 s t x w n int]f]e ) wor%ip4 ,all ext]nals are disp5s$ )4 ,no religi\s symbols are 9 view4 ,no music is provid$1 no rituals1 no appo9t$ speak]s4 ,! ext]nal sett+ is z pla9 z possible1 s t ! body-m9d may be m readily quiet$4 ,int]nally1 too1 ! attempt is to remove all causes ( excitem5t1 all ( ! ord9>ily /imulat+ ?\ghts1 images1 desires4 ,! "o ?\ght t %\ld be pres5t is ! ?\ght ( turn+ ,godw>d1 seek+ ,him1 wait+ be=e ,him4 ,?is way may be effective4 ,:5 x is1 ! body-m9d is subord9at$ & ceases to exi/ z ! pr9cipal "p ( man4 ,! spiritual nature is activat$ & lift$ up4 ,:51 h[ev]1 ?is way is n effective1 x m]ely produces deadness4 ,9 bo? cases ! te/ is ?is3 ,does ! spiritual nature arise8 ,fri5ds h *os5 ! way ( subdu+ ! body-m9d1 ( exclud+ x f wor%ip except ins(> z x may act z an organ ( expression ( ! ris5 _s4 ,hav+ *os5 ?is way1 we are call$ ^u to d x effectively1 creatively4 ,if we succe$--& we sometimes d--our inn] life is resurrect$1 ! :ole man is reg5]at$1 & a liv+ wor%ip connects man ) ,god4 ,b if we fail--& we (t5 d--! spiritual nature rema9s z if dead1 &1 on top ( ?is1 we pile a dead5$ body-m9d4 ,:at %\ld be a meet+ = wor%ip1 a place :]e man & ,god come toge!r1 becomes a void4 ,!re is no life1 only a /]ile quietism4 ,/]ile quietism is z bad z /]ile ritualism4 ,/]ility1 9 :atev] =m1 is :at we want to avoid4 ,creativity is :at we mu/ recov]--aliv5ess1 gr[?1 mov+1 wond]1 rev]5ce1 a s5se ( be+ relat$ to ! va/ motions ( t ocean ( light & love4 ,,:at ,,to ,,d ,,9 ,,! ,,meet+ ,,= ,,wor%ip ,def9ite p]iods = wor%ip %\ld be e/abli%$ because1 con/itut$ z we are1 wor%ip does n occur z naturally z x might1 & at all times4 ,unless we set aside regul>ly recurr+ times1 _m ( u are n likely to wor%ip at any "t4 ,we appo9t times & places s t we may d :at some?+ deep 9 u ye>ns to d1 yet :i* we all too r>ely engage 9 because mo/ (t5 we are caught up 9 ! curr5t ( contr>y or irrelevant ev5ts4 ,set times ( wor%ip n only aid u to wor%ip at ^? times b at o!rs too2 &1 ( c\rse1 ! m (t5 we try to wor%ip at o!r times1 ! m able we become to make good use ( ! e/abli%$ occasions4 ,among ! p ( our day1 ,mahatma ,g&hi is an out/&+ example ( appli$ religion4 ,x might seem t he1 ( all p1 w\ld feel no ne$ ( special times ( pray]2 yet ?is is n ! case4 ,!re are appo9t$ times ea* day :5 he & ^? ar\nd him engage 9 pray]4 ,:5ev] possible he att5ds a ,fri5ds meet+ = wor%ip4 ,! foll[+ quotation f ! ,fri5ds ,intellig5c] gives 8 view ( ?is matt]4 ,discuss+ ! "q :e!r "o's :ole life c\ld n be a hymn ( praise & pray] to "o's ,mak]1 s t no sep>ate "t ( pray] is ne$$1 ,g&hi obs]v$1 ',i agree t if a man c\ld practice ! pres5ce ( ,god all ! tw5ty-f\r h\rs1 !re w\ld be no ne$ = a sep>ate "t ( pray]4' ,b mo/ p1 he po9t$ out1 f9d t impossible4 ,= !m sil5t communion1 = ev5 a few m9utes a day1 w\ld be ( inf9ite use4 ,ea* ( u individually %\ld daily prep>e = wor%ip &1 n[ & aga91 g (f by himself 9 solitude4 ,fre% /imulus & *all5ge are exp]i5c$ :5 a man puts himself utt]ly on 8 own & seeks to come face to face ) 8 ,god4 ,alon5ess may release ! _s4 ,s may g5u9e toge!rness4 ,gr\p or corporate wor%ip is also necess>y because1 z already m5tion$1 we ne$ ea* o!r's help to quiet ! body-m9d1 to lay d[n ! ord9>y self1 to lift up ! spiritual nature4 ,_m a p]son f9ds x possible to become /ill 9 a meet+ = wor%ip z n[h]e else4 ,peace settles ov] u4 ,_m a p]son is inw>dly k9dl$ 9 a meet+ = wor%ip z n[h]e else4 ,! creative =ces beg9 to /ir4 ,:5 a numb] ( p assemble rev]5tly1 & all engage 9 simil> inw>d practices ) ! same aim & expectancy1 life-curr5ts pass betwe5 !m2 a spiritual atmosph]e is =m$2 & 9 ?is atmosph]e ?+s are possible t are impossible )\t x4 ,m p>ticul>ly1 we may h opportunity 9 a meet+ = com+ close to a p]son m quick5$ ?an we are4 ,by proximity ) him or h] we are quick5$4 ,x is true t 9 a ,fri5ds meet+ ! responsibility = wor%ip & m9i/ry re/s ^u ea* & e memb]2 b x is also true t ,fri5ds1 l o!rs1 mu/ some:at rely = _! awak5+ ^u ^? :o are m 9 ,god's _s & p[] ?an ! av]age4 ,we m9imize an ess5tial feature ( our meet+s if we fail to recognize ! role ( ! %e] pres5ce ( m5 & wom5 :o are spiritually m advanc$ ?an mo/ & are able to act z leav54 ,! meet+ = wor%ip %\ld beg9 outside ( ! meet+ h\se1 on our way to x4 ,z we ent] ! h\se1 we w\ld d well to rem9d ourselves ( ! mean+ ( wor%ip1 ! significance ( corporate wor%ip1 ! possibility ( meet+ ) ,god4 ,be expectant t ?is may happ5 9 ?is v ga!r+4 ,lift up ! m9d & he>t to ! ,et]nal ,be+ 9 :om we h bro!rhood4 ,! hope is t by ^! initial acts we w put ourselves 9 ! mood ( wor%ip & k9dle a w>m? ( inn] life t w cont9ue ?r\gh\t ! meet+ & give spiritual mean+ to all subsequ5t ef=ts4 ,settle into y\r place z an anonym\s memb] ( an anonym\s gr\p4 ,if y h come to h a reputation among p1 =get ?is & become anonym\s4 ,if y h n made a "n = y\rself1 =get ?is4 ,! opportunity to practice anonymity is a preci\s "o4 ,! meet+ = wor%ip w\ld be ( great value if x did no m ?an make ?is practice possible4 ,if y are accu/om$ to feel y\rself important 9 ! eyes ( m51 lay x d[n & feel only t y & o!rs may h "s importance 9 ! eyes ( ,god4 ,if y feel unimportant1 lay ?is d[n4 ,if articulate or in>ticulate1 =get ?is4 ,lay aside all y\r worldly relation%ips & y\r ev]yday int]ior /ates4 ,9 f9e1 =get y\rself4 ,surr5d] y\rself4 ,imm]se y\rself 9 ! life ( ! gr\p4 ,?is is our *ance to lose ourselves 9 a unifi$ & great] life4 ,x is our opportunity to die z sep>at$ individuals & be born anew 9 ! life & p[] ( ! _s4 ,seek1 9 ! words ( ,?omas ,kelly1 to w y\r w into ! w ( ,god4 ,quiet & relax ! body4 ,we %\ld try to quiet its habitual activity1 to relax x f /ra91 yet n ov]-relax x4 ,?\gh relax$ x %\ld n become limp or dr[sy4 ,x mu/ be kept upright1 al]t1 wakeful4 ,:at we desire is a body s pois$ & at re/ t x is cont5t to sit !re1 tak+ c>e ( itself1 & we c =get x4 ,/ill ! m9d1 ga!r x1 turn x /eadfa/ly t[>ds ,god4 ,?is is m difficult4 ,x is contr>y to ! m9d's nature to be /ill4 ,x is aga9/ its gra9 to turn ,godw>ds4 ,left to itself x goes on & on "u its own mom5tum1 roam+1 w&]+4 ,x ?9ks & pictures & dreams ( ev]y?+ on e>? except ,god & ! practice ( ,8 pres5ce4 ,ev5 ^? :o develop$ great aptitude = tak+ hold ( ! m9d & turn+ x to ,god f\nd x difficult & ev5 pa9ful 9 ! beg9n+4 ,if we expect x to be easy & pleasant we %all be easily disc\rag$ aft] a few trials4 ,bro!r ,lawr5ce w>ns u t ?is practice may ev5 seem repugnant to u at fir/4 ,! m9d ( an adult is m re/ive & all ov] ! place ?an ! body ( a *ild4 ,h[ are we to curb its incessant re/lessness & /ay x ^u pray] & wor%ip8 ,h[ re/ra9 its w&]+s & po9t x to ! m>k8 ,h[ take x away f its automatic /ream ( ?\ghts & focus x on ,god8 ,only by ef=t1 practice1 repeat$ ef=t1 regul> practice4 ,x requires life-long prep>ation & tra9+4 ,we _c hope to make mu* progress if we attempt to /ay ! m9d only on ,fir/-days dur+ meet+4 ,we mu/ make ef=t ?r\gh\t ! week1 daily1 h\rly4 ,x is by /ill+ ! body-m9d t we c5t] d[n4 ,put ! o!r way1 x is by c5t]+ d[n t we /ill ! body-m9d4 ,i w\ld judge t all ,fri5ds h 9 common ! practice ( c5t]+ d[n4 ,?is is our common prep>ation = wor%ip4 ,f "h on1 h[ev]1 ea* ( u is likely to g 8 individual way1 no two ways be+ alike4 ,?is is ! fre$om ( wor%ip :i* has ev] be5 an integral "p ( ! ,fri5ds religion4 ,we are n call$ ^u to foll[ any fix$ proc$ure4 ,?is is creative4 ,! individual _s is set free to f9d its way1 9 its own mann]1 to ,god4 ,yet x leaves "s ( u at a loss to "k :at to d next4 ,"s ( u are n yet able to press on4 ,we are unsure ( ! inw>d way1 & our available res\rces are n yet adequate to ?is type ( exploration4 ,we ne$ h9ts f o!rs1 sugge/ions1 guides4 ,to meet ?is ne$1 a numb] ( ,fri5ds h writt5 ( :at !y d aft] !y c5t] d[n4 ,among ^! writ+s may be m5tion$ ,d\glas ,v4 ,/e]e's ,a ,quak] ,meet+ = ,wor%ip1 & ,h[>d ,e4 ,colli]'s ,! ,quak] ,meet+4 ,9 ! same _s ,i w\ld l to indicate :at ,i d4 ,once ,i h c5t]$ d[n ,i try to op5 myself1 to let ! light 94 ,i try to op5 myself to ,god's p[]4 ,i try to op5 myself to ! o!r memb]s ( ! meet+1 to ga9 a vital aw>5ess ( !m1 to s5se ! spiritual /ate ( ! ga!r+4 ,i try s to re=m myself inw>dly t1 z a result ( ?is meet+1 ,i w !reaft] be j a little less con=m$ to ! unreg5]ate ways ( ! _w1 j a little m con=m$ to ! d$icat$ way ( love4 ,i enc\rage a feel+ ( expectancy4 ,i invite ! expectation t "h1 9 ?is v meet+1 be=e x is ov]1 ! ,"l's p[] w spr+ up 9 u1 cov] ! meet+1 ga!r u to ,him & to "o ano!r4 ,?\gh meet+s come & g1 & weeks & ev5 ye>s pass1 & x does n happ51 nev]!less ,i r5ew ?is expectation at e meet+4 ,i h fai? t "s day x w be fulfill$4 ,we %\ld be bold 9 our expectations1 look =w>d to mom5t\s ev5ts4 ,we %\ld n be timid or small b l>ge ) expectancy1 &1 at ! same "t humble1 s t !re is no egotism 9 x4 ,i k9dle ! hope t1 %\ld ! l>ge ev5ts n be = me & = u ?is day1 "s true pray] w arise f our dep?s1 "s act ( g5u9e wor%ip4 ,i hope t at ! lea/ ,i w />t "s exploration or cont9ue "o already begun1 make "s small discov]y1 feel my inw>d life /ir creatively & exp& to ^? ar\nd me4 ,hav+ ar\s$ my expectancy1 ,i wait4 ,i wait be=e ! ,"l1 =gett+ ! words 9 :i* ,i clo!d my expectations1 if possible =gett+ myself & my desires1 lay+ d[n my w1 ask+ only t ,8 w be done4 ,9 attitude or sil5t words ,i may say1 ,i am be=e !e1 ,"l4 ,if x be ?y w1 "w ?y love 9 me1 "w ?y love 9 u4 ,o wait1 wrote ,isaac ,p5+ton1 wait ^u ,god4 ,be /ill a :ile4 ,wait 9 true humility1 & pure subjection ( s\l & _s1 ^u ,him4 ,wait = ! %utt+ ( ?y own eye1 & = ! op5+ ( ! eye ( ,god 9 !e1 & = ! sight ( ?+s !re)1 z !y are f ,him4 ,sometimes1 :ile wait+1 a gl[ /eals ov] me1 a w>m? spreads f my he>t4 ,i h a *ance to welcome ! well+ up ( rev]5ce1 ! s5se t ,i am 9 ! pres5ce ( ! sacr$4 ,sometimes1 ?\gh r>ely1 ! practice ( wait+ is invad$ by an unexpect$ s]ies ( inn] ev5ts :i* c>ry me by _! action ?r\gh ! meet+ to ! end4 ,i feel ,god's _s mov+ 9 me1 my _s awak5+ to ,him4 ,m (t5 ,i come to h ! s5se t ,i h wait$ long en\gh = ?is "t4 ,to =e/all ! possibility ( fall+ into dead passivity1 ,i volunt>ily discont9ue ! practice ( wait+ & turn my att5tion to o!r conc]ns4 ,i may summon to m9d a vital problem t confronts me or "o ( my fri5ds1 try+ to see ! problem by ! inw>d light1 seek+ ! decision t w\ld be be/4 ,i may br+ into consci\sness someone ,i "k to be suff]+4 ,?is may be a p]sonal acqua9tance or someone ^: plight ,i h le>n$ ( ?r\gh o!rs1 or p 9 di/ress br\ght to my att5tion by an article 9 a newspap] or a magaz9e4 ,i call to him or !m 9 my _s1 & suff] ) !m1 & pray ,god t ?r\gh _! suff]+ !y w be turn$ to ,him1 t by _! v pa9 !y may gr[ up to ,him4 ,h>dly a meet+ passes b :at ,i pray t ,i & ! memb]s ( ! meet+ & p ev]y:]e may h ?is exp]i5ce3 t our wills be ov]come by ,god's w1 t our p[]s be ov]p[]$ by ,8 light & love & wisdom4 ,& sometimes1 ?\gh aga9 r>ely1 ,i f9d x possible to hold my att5tion1 or1 r1 to h my he>t held1 )\t wav]+1 ^u ! "o supreme reality1 ! %e] fact ( ,god4 ,^! are ! mom5ts t ,i feel to be true wor%ip4 ,^! are ! times :5 ! ef=t to h fai? is sup]s$$ by an ef=tless assurance born ( actual exp]i5ce4 ,god's reality is felt 9 e fibre ( ! s\l & br+s conv9cem5t ev5 to ! body-m9d4 ,i w\ld n give ! impression t :at ,i h describ$ takes place 9 j ?is way e "t1 or t x happ5s )\t disruptions1 lapses1 roam+s ( ! m9d1 day-dreams4 ,frequ5tly ,i mu/ recall myself1 aga9 /ill ! m9d & turn x ,godw>ds1 aga9 practice wait+4 ,all too (t5 ,i awake to f9d1 no1 n t ,i h be5 actually sleep+1 b t ,i might z well h be51 s f> h ,i /ray$ f ! pa? t leads to ,god & bro!rhood4 ,& ,i mu/ confess1 too1 t dur+ "s meet+s ,i h be5 buri$ "u in]tia & deadness & unable to ov]come !m4 ,hav+ meant no?+ to myself1 x is n likely t my pres5ce meant any?+ to ! o!rs4 ,my body 0 b an object1 unliv+1 fill+ space on a b5*4 ,x w\ld h be5 bett] = o!rs _h ,i /ay$ away4 ,a dead body gives (f no life2 x b absorbs life f o!rs1 r$uc+ ! life-level ( ! meet+4 ,z ,i am "o ( ^? :o are sometimes mov$ to speak 9 meet+s1 ,i may indicate h[ ?is happ5s 9 my case4 ,fir/ let me say :at ,i d n d4 ,i nev] try to ?9k up some?+ to say4 ,i am q cont5t to be sil5t1 unless some?+ comes into my m9d & ,i am mov$ to say x1 or unless ,i s5se t ! meet+ w\ld l to he> a few liv+ words4 ,9 ?is latt] case1 ,i may se>* myself to see :at may be f\nd2 & by ?is se>*+ ,i may set 9 motion ! processes :i* discov] hidd5 messages4 ,i nev] g to ! meet+ ) an it* to speak1 ?\gh x sometimes happ5s to me1 z to o!rs1 t ,i am mov$ to speak be=e arriv+ at ! meet+ h\se4 ,ev5 s1 ,i usually re/ra9 ! urge until we h _h at lea/ a %ort p]iod ( sil5t wait+ be=e ,god4 ,"o is va9 inde$ if he ?9ks t 8 words are m important ?an ?is wait+4 ,if ,i h n be5 mov$ to speak be=e arriv+1 su* an impulse1 if x comes at all1 is likely to arise aft] ,i h be5 wait+ a :ile4 ,x arises )9 my sil5ce4 ,an insight or und]/&+ fla%es into my m9d4 ,a pray] or a plead+ or a brief exhortation comes ^u me4 ,i hold x 9 m9d & look at x1 & at myself4 ,i exam9e x4 ,is ?is a g5u9e mov+ t des]ves expression 9 a meet+ = wor%ip1 or _h ,i be/ curb & =get x8 ,may x h "s real mean+ = o!rs1 & is x suit$ to ! condition ( ?is meet+8 ,c ,i phrase x cle>ly & simply8 ,if x passes ^! te/s1 ,i reg>d x z some?+ to be said b ,i am n yet sure x %\ld be said "h & n[4 ,to f9d out h[ urg5t x is1 ,i press x d[n & try to =get x4 ,if "t passes & x does n take hold ( me ) increas$ /r5g?1 ,i conclude t x is n to be spok5 ( at ?is "t4 ,if1 on ! o!r h&1 x w n be d[n$1 if x reb\nds & insi/s & w n leave me alone1 ,i give x expression4 ,if x turns out t ! words 7 spok5 m 9 my own w ?an 9 ! p[]1 ,i feel t egoti/ical-,i has done x1 & t ?is self-do+ has set me ap>t f ! o!r memb]s ( ! meet+4 ,i am dissatisfi$ until aga9 imm]s$ 9 ! life ( ! gr\p4 ,b if x seems t ,i h be5 an in/rum5t ( ! p[]1 ,i h ! feel+ t ! p[] has done x & has1 by ?is v act1 jo9$ ^? assembl$ ev5 clos]4 ,hav+ spok51 ,i feel at peace once aga91 w>m$ & made gl[+ by ! passage ( a liv+ curr5t ?r\gh me to my fell[s4 ,) a height5$ s5se ( fell[%ip ) man & ,god1 ,i resume my sil5t practices4 ,i nev] speak if1 9 my s5se ( x1 spok5 words w\ld break a liv+ sil5ce & disrupt ! life t is ga!r+ und]nea?4 ,b ,i h on occasion spok5 9 ! hope ( break+ a dead sil5ce4 ,spok5 words %\ld arise by common cons5t4 ,! sil5ce %\ld accept !m4 ,! invisible life %\ld sanction !m4 ,! memb]s ( ! meet+ %\ld welcome !m & be unable to m>k exactly :5 ! message began & :5 x ends4 ,! message %\ld =m ) ! sil5ce a seamless :ole4 ,if ! message be a g5u9e "o1 ! long] ,i re/ra9 x ! bett] %ap$ x becomes 9 my m9d & ! /rong] ! impulse to express x4 ,a =ce ga!rs beh9d x4 ,pres5tly1 h[ev]1 ,i mu/ ei!r voice x or put x f my m9d completely1 le/ x dom9ate my consci\sness ov]long & rule out ! o!r conc]ns :i* %\ld engage u 9 a meet+ = wor%ip4 ,x is good :5 a message possesses u4 ,our meet+s ne$ compell+ utt]ances4 ,b x is n good :5 a message obsesses u to ! exclusion ( all else4 ,?is is a dang] :i* articulate p1 p>ticul>ly ^? l myself :o h mu* deal+ ) words1 mu/ avoid4 ,we miss our *ance if we d n use ! meet+ = wor%ip z an opportunity to dwell 9 ! dep?s ( life f> bel[ ! level ( words1 ris+ to ! surface only :5 we are =c$ to by an up?ru/ ( ! _s :i* seeks to unite ! surface ) ! dep?s & ga!r ^? assembl$ into a quick5$ s5se ( creative :ol5ess--ea* 9 all & all 9 ,god4 ,,que/ions ,,& ,,answ]s ,,:at ,,moves ,,u ,,to ,,pray ,,& ,,wor%ip8 ,sometimes we are mov$ by a quick5$ s5se ( a sacr$ ,pres5ce4 ,pray] & wor%ip are our spontane\s responses z we awak5 to ,god's unutt]able radiance & wond]4 ,sometimes we are mov$ by a realization t1 left to ourselves1 we are inadequate1 t ap>t f ,god we are insuffici5t4 ,realiz+ t our k is insuffici5t1 we turn to ,god's light & wisdom4 ,& !re are ^? :o pray & wor%ip z a consci\s means ( gr[+ up to ,god & becom+ firmly e/abli%$ 9 ,8 k+dom4 ,,:y ,,d ,,n ,,m ,,p ,,pray8 ,:y d n all ( u wor%ip m (t58 ,_m lack a quick5$ s5se ( a sacr$ ,pres5ce4 ,?\gh aw>e ( mat]ial ?+s1 !y are in]t to ! ?+s ( ! _s4 ,!y wait to be spiritually awak5$4 ,mo/ ( u p]si/ 9 feel+ t we are self-suffici5t4 ,we feel we are adequate = all ord9>y affairs1 & x is only :5 we f9d ourselves 9 ov]p[]+ situations t we recognize we are n self-suffici5t1 & may !n turn to ,god4 ,b :5 ! crisis passes we are likely to lapse into an assumption ( self-suffici5cy4 ,,:y ,,d ,,n ,,! ,,lead]s ,,( ,,nations ,,turn ,,to ,,god8 ,did n ! rec5t w>1 does n ! pres5t *aos ( ! _w %[ !m t _! p[]s & k are inadequate8 ,x w\ld seem t ! lead]s1 despite all evid5ce to ! contr>y1 /ill believe t _! own p[]s & politics are en\gh to prev5t w> & to secure an ord]$ & peaceful _w4 ,,:5 ,,w ,,! ,,p ,,le>n8 ,,:5 ,,w ,,! ,,lead]s ,,le>n8 ,i d n "k1 b = ! sake ( mank9d ,i hope we le>n soon4 ,! p ( all nations w\ld d well to susp5d _! ord9>y affairs = an h\r ea* day1 &1 9 conc]t1 turn _! m9ds & he>ts /eadfa/ly t[>ds ,god4 ,! purpose ( reg5]ation w\ld be bett] s]v$ 9 ?is "o h\r ?an 9 all ! o!r h\rs ( ! day4 ,,is ,,! ,,meet+ ,,= ,,wor%ip ,,bas$ ,,on ,,sil5ce8 ,no4 ,fri5ds "k t x is n1 yet "s ,fri5ds h fall5 into ! habit ( say+ t x is4 ,jane ,ru%more br\ght out ?is po9t 9 "o ( our meet+s ( ,m9i/ry & ,c\nsel4 ,%e rem9d$ u t ! meet+ = wor%ip is bas$ on ! conviction t we c directly communicate ) ,god1 & ,he ) u4 ,sil5ce1 we believe1 is a necess>y means to su* communion4 ,= if we are busy ) our own talk1 ,god w n speak to u4 ,/illness is a necess>y condition = practic+ ! pres5ce ( ,god4 ,= if we /ir ab\t 9 our own wills1 ,god w n move u4 ,9 ! meet+ = wor%ip we try to obey ! comm&1 ,be /ill1 & "k t ,i am ,god4 ,god is ! goal4 ,a liv+ sil5ce is a means !reto4 ,rec5tly ,i 0 visit$ by ?ree "y ,fri5ds1 ?irte5 ye>s ( age4 ,!y _h "s problems to talk ov]4 ,i ask$ if !y felt !y knew :at to d 9 ! meet+ = wor%ip4 ,_! happy confid5ce t !y did "k 0 a pleasant surprise1 z ,i h f\nd _m ,fri5ds1 "y & old1 :o are 9 ne$ ( sugge/ions & guides4 ,i ask$ ^! ?ree :at !y did 9 ! sil5ce4 ,aft] "s hesitancy1 "o bright5$ & repli$1 ,i talk ov] my problems ) ,god4 ,i told h] t 0 a spl5did ?+ to d4 ,= "y p ( ?irte5 or !reab\ts1 x is en\gh t !y talk ov] _! problems ) ,god1 or engage 9 "s o!r simple & s9c]e ex]cise4 ,= "s old] p "o or two simple practices are en\gh4 ,i am 9 sympa?y ) ^? :o w\ld wor%ip 9 simplicity ( m9d & he>t4 ,b o!rs are 9 ne$ ( m1 & ! prec$+ *apt] tries to speak to ?is ne$4 ,:atev] ! means us$1 ! important ?+ is t we spiritually awake & come alive dur+ ! meet+ = wor%ip ev5 m ?an at o!r times4 ,,:o ,,%\ld ,,speak ,,9 ,,! ,,meet+ ,,= ,,wor%ip8 ,anyone :o is g5u9ely mov$ to4 ,age has no?+ to d ) x1 ?\gh old] p may be m able because ( long] practice4 ,education has no?+ to d ) x1 ?\gh education may facilitate v]bal expression4 ,! ess5tial matt] is ! inw>d prompt+1 "u ,god's guidance4 ,! ,book ( ,discipl9e says1 ,our conviction is t ! ,_s ( ,god is 9 all1 & t vocal utt]ance comes :5 ?is ,_s works )9 u4 ,! v>y+ ne$s ( a meet+ c be be/ suppli$ by diff]5t p]sonalities1 & a meet+ is enri*$ by ! %>+ ( any liv+ exp]i5ce ( ,god4 ,,:at ,,are ,,we ,,to ,,d ,,if ,,we ,,feel ,,g5u9ely ,,mov$ ,,to ,,speak ,,b ,,are ,,inhibit$ ,,by ,,! ,,fe> ,,( ,,n ,,express+ ,,ourselves ,,well8 ,att5d to :at y h to say4 ,put y\r m9d on t1 & take x (f y\rself4 ,d n be conc]n$ t y\r spee* may be halt+ & imp]fect4 ,d n comp>e y\rself ) o!rs1 ?9k+ t !y speak flu5tly1 y poorly4 ,be conc]n$ to communicate4 ,summon up y\r c\rage & break ! ice4 ,try4 ,if y c once ov]come an inhibition1 y h brok5 its hold4 ,x w /ill be !re1 b y c ov]come x m readily ! next "t4 ,keep try+4 ,x is true t "s p seem born ) ! facility to speak1 b x is also true t ! ability1 l o!r abilities1 is develop$ by practice4 ,mo/ ( ^? :o speak well n[1 began ) emb>rassm5t1 self-consci\sness1 & an imp]fect comm& ( words4 ,fri5ds c be c\nt$ on to und]/& if at fir/ y\r ?\ghts & feel+s are n express$ z well z !y might be4 ,!y w att5d m to :at y are try+ to say ?an to h[ y say x4 ,"h aga9 ! ,book ( ,discipl9e gives wise c\nsel4 ,"o :o is timid or unaccu/om$ to speak %\ld h fai? t ,god w /r5g!n him to give 8 message4 ,,:5 ,,%\ld ,,we ,,speak ,,9 ,,! ,,meet+ ,,= ,,wor%ip8 ,:5ev] we are mov$ to4 ,we may be mov$ to speak ne> ! beg9n+1 midway1 or t[>ds ! end4 ,! important ?+ is n ! "t b ! mov+4 ,h[ev]1 z ,rufus ,jones once po9t$ out1 x sometimes helps if1 once we are really settl$1 some?+ is said t lifts ! _s1 t raises u above our worldly problems & gives impetus to our se>* = ! indwell+ div9ity4 ,,:at ,,%\ld ,,be ,,spok5 ,,( ,,9 ,,! ,,meet+ ,,= ,,wor%ip8 ,?is "q w be answ]$ = u1 inw>dly1 if we are 9 ! _s ( ! meet+1 if ! meet+ is 9 ,god's _s4 ,we may speak ( spiritual ?+s4 ,we may speak ( daily affairs & ev5ts1 if ^! are giv5 a spiritual int]pretation4 ,we may speak ( _w problems1 if ^! are se5 9 ! light ( religion4 ,any?+ t comes f ! he>t is prop] & acceptable4 ,we w n g wrong if we keep 9 m9d ! c5tral purpose ( ! meet+ = wor%ip1 & are /riv+ to fulfill ?is purpose4 ,let y\r he>t respond to ! ne$ ( our meet+s = a vital m9i/ry4 ,op5 y\rself & accept1 %\ld x come to y1 ! call to an inspir$ m9i/ry4 ,,%\ld ,,messages ,,come ,,"o ,,aft] ,,! ,,o!r ,,9 ,,rapid ,,succession8 ,no4 ,!re %\ld be a due int]val betwe5 !m1 a liv+ sil5ce 9 :i* ! _s works deep bel[ ! level ( words4 ,messages %\ld arise f ! sil5ce & return to x4 ,( c\rse !re are times :5 "o message arises f ano!r4 ,ev5 s1 !re %\ld be pauses betwe5 !m dur+ :i* ! creative =ces may op]ate 9 unexpect$ ways4 ,re/ra9t ( spee* improves bo? ! spee* & ! sil5ce4 ,read :at ,?omas ,kelly has to say ( spok5 words 9 8 pamphlet1 ,! ,ga!r$ ,meet+4 ,b m frequ5tly "s words are spok54 ,i h 9 m9d ^? meet+ h\rs :i* are n dom9at$ by a s+le s]mon1 a s+le tw5ty-m9ute address1 well-r\nd$ out1 ) all ! edges tuck$ 9 s !re is no?+ m to say4 ,9 "s ( our meet+s we may h too _m poli%$ examples ( homiletic p]fection :i* lead ! re/ to sit back & admire b :i* close ! "q consid]$1 r ?an op5 x4 ,p>ticipants are conv]t$ into spectators2 active wor%ip on ! "p ( all drifts into passive reception ( ext]nal in/ruction4 ,to be sure1 !re are ga!r$ meet+s1 :i* arise ab\t a s+le t[]+ m\nta9 peak ( a s]mon4 ,"o k9dl$ s\l may be ! ag5t :]eby ! slumb]+ emb]s )9 are quick5$ into a liv+ flame4 ,b ,i h m p>ticul>ly 9 m9d ^? h\rs ( wor%ip 9 :i* no "o p]son1 no "o spee* /&s out z ! "o t made ! meet+1 ^? h\rs :]e9 ! p]sonalities t take "p v]bally are n enhanc$ z individuals 9 ! eyes ( o!rs1 b are subdu$ & s(t5$ & lo/ sight ( because 9 ! language ( ,fox1 ,! ,"l's p[] 0 ov] all4 ,brevity1 e>ne/ness1 s9c]ity--& frequ5tly a lack ( poli%--*>act]izes ! be/ ,quak] speak+4 ,! words %\ld rise l a %aggy crag up?ru/ f ! surface ( sil5ce1 "u ! pressure ( riv] p[] & ye>n+1 contrition & wond]4 ,b on ! o!r h& ! words %\ld n rise up l a %aggy crag4 ,!y %\ld n break ! sil5ce1 b cont9ue x4 ,= ! ,div9e ,life :o 0 m9i/]+ ?r\gh ! m$ium ( sil5ce is ! same ,life z is n[ m9i/]+ ?r\gh words4 ,& :5 su* words are truly spok5 9 ! ,life1 !n :5 su* words cease ! un9t]rupt$ sil5ce & wor%ip cont9ue1 = sil5ce & words h be5 ( "o texture1 "o piece4 ,second & ?ird speak]s only cont9ue ! enhancem5t ( ! mov+ ,pres5ce1 until a climax is rea*$1 & ! disc]n+ head ( ! meet+ kn[s :5 to break x4 ,,:at ,,are ,,we ,,to ,,d ,,if ,,"s ,,fri5ds ,,are ,,sometimes ,,ov]-,,vocal ,,ab\t ,,matt]s ,,t ,,are ,,h>dly ,,! ,,prop] ,,conc]n ,,= ,a ,,meet+ ,,= ,,wor%ip8 ,h[ are we to reg>d ^? :o d n always speak acceptably to u1 or are ov]long 9 _! words1 or :o get up & repeat :at we h he>d !m say aga9 & aga98 ,in/ead ( view+ !m z objects ( criticism1 sep>at$ f y1 try to feel !m z be+ toge!r ) y 9 a common life1 & pray t ! ,creator ( ?is life may make all expressions liv+ expressions4 ,d n let y\r res5tm5t build up1 b increase y\r humility by recogniz+ t ! faults t o!rs display may well be y\r own4 ,,h[ ,,are ,,we ,,to ,,manage ,,! ,,occasional ,,ru/l+s ,,& ,,noises1 ,,)9 ,,& ,,)\t ,,! ,,meet+1 ,,t ,,?reat5s ,,to ,,di/ract ,,u ,,& ,,draw ,,u ,,away ,,f ,,wor%ip8 ,"h ,d\glas ,/e]e has a helpful practice4 ,try to include ^! di/ractions 9 "o's wor%ip4 ,in/ead ( attempt+ to exclude !m1 weave !m into y\r ef=ts to practice ! pres5ce ( ,god4 ,read :at ,d\glas ,/e]e has to say ( ?is 9 ,a ,quak] ,meet+ = ,wor%ip4 ,b aga9 & aga9 be=e ,i get ?r\gh ?is f> 9 pray] my m9d has be5 drawn away by "s di/raction4 ,someone has come 9 late4 ,two adorable little girls :o are sitt+ on opposite sides ( _! 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