,libr>ies7 ,,loss ,,& ,,ga93 ,,! ,,/ory ,,( ,a ,,conv]t4 ,,by ,,john ,,h5ry ,,newman1 ,,( ,,! ,,oratory4 ,,adhuc ,,modicum ,,aliquantulum1 ,,qui ,,v5turus ,,e/1 ,,v5iet1 ,,et ,,non ,,t>dabit4 ,,ju/us ,,autem ,,meus ,,ex ,,fide ,,vivit4 ,eigh? ,edition4 ,,london3 ,,burns ,,& ,,oates4 #ahha4 ,,to ,,! ,,v ,,rev4 ,,*>les ,w4 ,,russell1 ,d4,d41 ,,presid5t ,,( ,,/4 ,,patrick',s ,,college1 ,,maynoo?1 c4 c4 ,my de> ,dr4 ,russell1--,n[ t at l5g? ,i take ! /ep ( pr9t+ my "n 9 ! ,title-,page ( ?is ,volume1 ,i tru/ ,i %all n be encroa*+ on ! k9dness y h s long %[n to me1 if ,i v5ture to foll[ x up by plac+ y\rs 9 ! page :i* comes next1 ?us associat+ myself ) y1 & recomm5d+ myself to my read]s by ! association4 ,n t ,i am dream+ ( br++ d[n ^u y1 9 :ole or "p1 ! criticisms1 j or unju/1 :i* lie aga9/ a lit]>y attempt :i* has 9 "s qu>t]s be5 ?\ght out ( keep+ ) my antec$5ts & my position2 b ! w>m & sympa!tic int]e/ :i* y took 9 ,ox=d matt]s ?irty ye>s ago1 & ! b5efits :i* ,i d]iv$ p]sonally f t int]e/1 are reasons :y ,i am desir\s ( prefix+ y\r "n to a ,tale1 :i*1 :atev] its faults1 at lea/ is a m intelligible & exact repres5tation ( ! ?\ghts1 s5tim5ts1 & aspirations1 !n & !re prevail+1 ?an 0 to be f\nd 9 ! anti-,ca?olic pamphlets1 *>ges1 s]mons1 reviews1 & /ory-books ( ! day4 ,^! reasons1 too1 mu/ be my apology1 %\ld ,i seem to be ask+ y\r acceptance ( a ,volume1 :i*1 ov] & above its intr9sic defects1 is1 9 its v subject & /yle1 h>dly comm5surate ) ! !ological reputation & ! ecclesia/ical /ation ( ! p]son to :om x is pres5t$4 ,i am1 my de> ,dr4 ,russell1 ,y\r affectionate fri5d1 ,,john ,h4 ,,newman4 ,,! ,,oratory1 ,feb4 #ba1 #ahgd4 ,,adv]tisem5t4 ,! foll[+ tale is n int5d$ z a "w ( controv]sy 9 behalf ( ! ,ca?olic ,religion2 b z a description ( :at is und]/ood by few1 viz4 ! c\rse ( ?\ght & /ate ( m9d1--or r "o su* c\rse & /ate1--:i* issues 9 conviction ( its ,div9e orig94 ,nor is x f\nd$ on fact1 to use ! common phrase4 ,x is n ! hi/ory ( any individual m9d among ! rec5t conv]ts to ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*4 ,! pr9cipal *>act]s are imag9>y2 & ! writ] wi%es to disclaim p]sonal allusion 9 any4 ,x is ) ?is view t he has feign$ ecclesia/ical bodies & places1 to avoid ! *ance1 :i* might o!rwise occur1 ( un9t5tionally sugge/+ to ! read] real individuals1 :o 7 f> f 8 ?\ghts4 ,at ! same "t1 free use has be5 made ( say+s & do+s :i* 7 *>act]i/ic ( ! "t & place 9 :i* ! sc5e is laid4 ,&1 moreov]1 :51 z 9 a tale1 a g5]al tru? or fact is exhibit$ 9 individual specim5s ( x1 x is impossible t ! ideal repres5tation %\ld n m or less co9cide1 9 spite ( ! au?or's endeav\r1 or ev5 )\t 8 recognition1 ) its exi/+ in/ances or *ampions4 ,x mu/ also be add$1 to prev5t a f>!r misconception1 t no prop] repres5tative is int5d$ 9 ?is tale1 ( ! religi\s op9ions :i* _h lately s mu* influ5ce 9 ! ,univ]sity ( ,ox=d4 ,feb4 #ba1 #ahdh4 ,,adv]tisem5t ,,to ,,! ,,six? ,,edition4 ,a tale1 direct$ aga9/ ! ,ox=d conv]ts to ! ,ca?olic ,fai?1 0 s5t f ,engl& to ! au?or ( ?is ,volume 9 ! summ] ( #ahdg1 :5 he 0 resid5t at ,santa ,croce 9 ,rome4 ,its cont5ts 7 z wantonly & prepo/]\sly fanciful1 z !y 7 injuri\s to ^? ^: motives & actions x pr(ess$ to repres5t2 b a =mal criticism or grave notice ( x seem$ to him out ( place4 ,! suitable answ] lay r 9 ! publication ( a second tale2 drawn up ) a /rict] reg>d to tru? & probability1 & ) at lea/ "s p]sonal k ( ,ox=d1 & "s p]ception ( ! v>i\s aspects ( ! religi\s ph5om5on1 :i* ! "w 9 "q h&l$ s rudely & s unskilfully4 ,especially 0 he desir\s ( dissipat+ ! fog ( pomposity & solemn pret5ce1 :i* its writ] _h ?r[n ar\nd ! p]sonages introduc$ into x1 by %[+1 z 9 a specim51 t ^? :o 7 smitt5 ) love ( ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*1 7 nev]!less z able to write common-s5se prose z o!r m54 ,"u ^! circum/ances ,loss & ,ga9 0 giv5 to ! public4 ,feb4 #ba1 #ahgd4 ,,loss ,,& ,,ga94 ,"p ,i4 ,,*apt] ,i4 ,*>les ,r$+ 0 ! only son ( a cl]gyman1 :o 0 9 possession ( a valuable b5efice 9 a midl& c\nty4 ,8 fa!r int5d$ him = ord]s1 & s5t him at a prop] age to a public s*ool4 ,he _h long revolv$ 9 8 m9d ! respective advantages & disadvantages ( public & private education1 & _h decid$ 9 fav\r ( ! =m]4 ,seclusion1 he said1 is no security = virtue4 ,!re is no tell+ :at is 9 a boy's he>t3 he may look z op5 & happy z usual1 & be z k9d & att5tive1 :5 !re is a great deal wrong go+ on )94 ,! he>t is a secret ) its ,mak]2 no "o on e>? c hope to get at x or to t\* x4 ,i h a cure ( s\ls2 :at d ,i really "k ( my p>i%ion]s8 ,no?+2 _! he>ts are seal$ books to me4 ,& ?is de> boy1 he comes close to me2 he ?r[s 8 arms r\nd me1 b 8 s\l is z mu* out ( my sight z if he 7 at ! antipodes4 ,i am n accus+ him ( res]ve1 de> fell[3 8 v love & rev]5ce = me keep him 9 a sort ( *>m$ solitude4 ,i _c expect to get at ! bottom ( him4 ',ea* 9 8 hidd5 sph]e ( bliss or woe1 ,our h]mit spirits dwell4' ,x is our lot "h bel[4 ,no "o on e>? c "k ,*>les's secret ?\ghts4 ,did ,i gu>d him "h at home ev] s well1 yet1 9 due "t1 x w\ld be f\nd t a s]p5t _h crept into ! he>t ( 8 innoc5ce4 ,boys d n fully "k :at is good & :at is evil2 !y d wrong ?+s at fir/ almo/ innoc5tly4 ,novelty hides vice f !m2 !re is no "o to w>n !m or give !m rules2 & !y become slaves ( s91 :ile !y are le>n+ :at s9 is4 ,!y g to ! ,univ]sity1 & sudd5ly plunge into excesses1 ! great] 9 proportion to _! inexp]i5ce4 ,&1 besides all ?is1 ,i am n equal to ! task ( =m+ s active & inquisitive a m9d z 84 ,he already asks que/ions :i* ,i "k n h[ to answ]4 ,s he %all g to a public s*ool4 ,!re he w get discipl9e at lea/1 ev5 if he has m ( trial3 at lea/ he w ga9 habits ( self-comm&1 manl9ess1 & circumspection2 he w le>n to use 8 eyes1 & w f9d mat]ials to use !m ^u2 & ?us w be gradually tra9$ = ! lib]ty :i*1 any h[1 he mu/ h :5 he goes to college4 ,?is 0 ! m necess>y1 because1 ) _m high excell5ces1 ,*>les 0 naturally timid & retir+1 ov]-s5sitive1 &1 ?\gh lively & *e]ful1 yet n )\t a t+e ( melan*oly 9 8 "*1 :i* sometimes deg5]at$ into mawki%ness4 ,to ,eton1 !n1 he w5t2 & !re _h ! good =tune to fall into ! h&s ( an excell5t tutor1 :o1 :ile he in/ruct$ him 9 ! old ,*ur*-(-,engl& pr9ciples ( ,mant & ,doyley1 gave 8 m9d a religi\s impression1 :i* secur$ him aga9/ ! allurem5ts ( bad company1 :e!r at ! s*ool itself1 or aft]w>ds at ,ox=d4 ,to t celebrat$ seat ( le>n+ he 0 9 due "t transf]r$1 be+ ent]$ at ,/4 ,savi\r's ,college2 & he is 9 8 six? t]m f matriculation1 & 8 f\r? ( resid5ce1 at ! "t our /ory op5s4 ,at ,ox=d1 x is ne$less to say1 he _h f\nd a great numb] ( 8 s*oolfell[s1 b1 x s happ5$1 _h f\nd v few fri5ds among !m4 ,"s 7 too gay = him1 & he _h avoid$ !m2 o!rs1 ) :om he _h be5 intimate at ,eton1 hav+ high connections1 _h fairly cut him on com+ into resid5ce1 or1 be+ ent]$ at o!r colleges1 _h lo/ sight ( him4 ,almo/ ev]y?+ dep5ds at ,ox=d1 9 ! matt] ( acqua9tance1 on proximity ( rooms4 ,y *oose y\r fri5d1 n s mu* by y\r ta/es1 z by y\r /aircase4 ,!re is a /ory ( a ,london tradesman :o lo/ cu/om aft] beautify+ 8 premises1 because 8 entrance w5t up a /ep2 & we all "k h[ great is ! diff]5ce betwe5 op5 & %ut doors :5 we walk along a /reet ( %ops4 ,9 a univ]sity a y\?'s h\rs are portion$ out to him4 ,a regul> man gets up & goes to *apel1 breakfa/s1 gets up 8 lectures1 goes to lecture1 walks1 d9es2 !re is little to induce him to m\nt any /aircase b 8 own2 & if he does s1 t5 to "o he f9ds ! fri5d f home :om he is seek+2 n to say t fre%m51 :o naturally h common feel+s & int]e/s1 z naturally are allott$ a /aircase 9 common4 ,& ?us x 0 t ,*>les ,r$+ 0 br\ght across ,william ,%effield1 :o _h come into resid5ce ! same t]m z himself4 ,! m9ds ( "y p are pliable & ela/ic1 & easily accommodate !mselves to any "o !y fall 9 )4 ,!y f9d gr\nds ( attraction bo? :]e !y agree ) "o ano!r & :]e !y diff]2 :at is cong5ial to !mselves creates sympa?y2 :at is correlative1 or supplem5tal1 creates admiration & e/eem4 ,& :at is ?us begun is (t5 cont9u$ 9 aft]-life by ! =ce ( habit & ! claims ( memory4 ,?us1 9 ! *oice ( fri5ds1 *ance (t5 does = u z mu* z ! mo/ c>eful selection c\ld h effect$4 ,:at 0 ! "* & degree ( t fri5d%ip :i* sprang up betwe5 ! fre%m5 ,r$+ & ,%effield1 we ne$ n "h m9utely expla93 x w be en\gh to say1 t :at !y _h 9 common 0 fre%man%ip1 good tal5ts1 & ! back /aircase2 & t !y diff]$ 9 ?is--t ,%effield _h liv$ a good deal ) p old] ?an himself1 _h read mu* 9 a desultory way1 & easily pick$ up op9ions & facts1 especially on controv]sies ( ! day1 )\t lay+ any?+ v mu* to he>t2 t he 0 ready1 cle>-sight$1 unemb>rass$1 & some:at =w>d3 ,*>les1 on ! o!r h&1 _h little k z yet ( pr9ciples or _! be>+s1 b und]/ood m deeply ?an ,%effield1 & held m practically1 :at he _h once receiv$2 he 0 g5tle & affectionate1 & easily l$ by o!rs1 except :5 duty cle>ly int]f]$4 ,x %\ld be add$1 t he _h fall5 9 ) v>i\s religi\s d5om9ations 9 8 fa!r's p>i%1 & _h a g5]al1 ?\gh n a sy/ematic1 k ( _! t5ets4 ,:at !y 7 besides1 w be se5 z our n>rative advances4 ,,*apt] ,,ii4 ,x 0 a little pa/ "o ,p4,m4 :5 ,%effield1 pass+ ,*>les's door1 saw x op54 ,! college s]vant _h j ent]$ ) ! usual half-commons = lun*eon1 & 0 employ$ 9 mak+ up ! fire4 ,%effield foll[$ him 91 & f\nd ,*>les 9 8 cap & g[n1 l\ng+ on ! arm ( 8 easy-*air1 & eat+ 8 bread & *eese4 ,%effield ask$ him if he slept1 z well z ate & drank1 acc\tr$ z he 04 ,i am j go+ = a turn into ! mead[1 said ,*>les2 ?is is to me ! be/ "t ( ! ye>3 nunc =mosissimus annus2 ev]y?+ is beautiful2 ! laburnums are out1 & ! may4 ,!re is a great] v>iety ( trees !re ?an 9 any o!r place ,i "k h]eab\ts2 & ! planes are s t\*+ j n[1 ) _! small multitud9\s gre5 h&s half-op5$2 & !re are two or ?ree su* f9e d>k will[s /ret*+ ov] ! ,*]well2 ,i ?9k "s dryad inhabits !m3 &1 z y w9d along1 j ov] y\r "r %\ld] is ! ,long ,walk1 ) ! ,ox=d build+s se5 betwe5 ! elms4 ,!y say !re are dons "h :o recollect :5 ! foliage 0 unbrok51 nay1 :5 y might walk "u x 9 h>d ra91 & get no wet4 ,i "k ,i got dr5*$ !re ! o!r day4 ,%effield laugh$1 & said t ,*>les mu/ put on 8 beav]1 & walk ) him a diff]5t way4 ,he want$ a good walk2 8 head 0 /upid f 8 lectures2 t old ,j5n+s pros$ s awfully ^u ,paley1 x made him q ill4 ,he _h talk$ ( ! ,apo/les z nei!r deceiv]s nor deceiv$1 ( _! s5sible miracles1 & ( _! dy+ = _! te/imony1 till he did n "k :e!r he himself 0 an ens physiologicum or a totum metaphysicum1 :5 ,j5n+s _h cruelly ask$ him to repeat ,paley's argum5t2 & because he _h n giv5 x 9 ,j5n+s' words1 fri5d ,j5n+s _h purs$ up 8 lips1 & gone ?r\gh ! :ole aga92 s int5t1 9 8 wood5 en?usiasm1 on 8 own analysis ( x1 t he did n he> ! clock /rike ! h\r2 &1 9 spite ( ! m5's %uffl+ _! feet1 bl[+ _! noses1 & look+ at _! wat*es1 on he _h gone = a good tw5ty m9utes pa/ ! "t2 & w\ld h be5 go+ on ev5 !n1 he v]ily believ$1 b = an int]position only equall$ by t ( ! geese at ! ,capitol4 ,= t1 :5 he _h got ab\t half ?r\gh 8 recapitulation1 & 0 /opp+ at ! end ( a s5t5ce to see ! impression he 0 mak+1 t unc\? fell[1 ,lively1 mov$ by :at happy inspiration he did n "k1 sudd5ly broke 91 apropos ( no?+1 nodd+ 8 head1 & speak+ 9 a cle> cackle1 )1 ,pray1 sir1 :at is y\r op9ion ( ! infallibility ( ! ,pope8 ,^u :i* e "o b ,j5n+s did laugh out3 b he1 au contraire1 began to look v black2 & no "o c tell :at w\ld h happ5$1 _h he n ca/ 8 eyes by accid5t on 8 wat*1 on :i* he col\r$1 clos$ 8 book1 & in/ant] s5t ! :ole lecture out ( ! room4 ,*>les laugh$ 9 8 turn1 b add$1 ,yet1 ,i assure y1 ,%effield1 t ,j5n+s1 /iff & cold z he seems1 is1 ,i d believe1 a v good fell[ at bottom4 ,he has be=e n[ spok5 to me ) a good deal ( feel+1 & has gone out ( 8 way to d me fav\rs4 ,i see poor bodies com+ to him = *>ity cont9ually2 & !y say t 8 s]mons at ,holy ,cross are excell5t4 ,%effield said he lik$ p to be natural1 & hat$ t donni% mann]4 ,:at good c\ld x d8 & :at did x mean8 ,t is :at ,i call bigotry1 answ]$ ,*>les2 ,i am = tak+ e "o = :at he is1 & n = :at he is n3 "o has ?is excell5ce1 ano!r t2 no "o is ev]y?+4 ,:y %\ld we n drop :at we don't l1 & admire :at we l8 ,?is is ! only way ( gett+ ?r\gh life1 ! only true wisdom1 & surely our duty into ! b>ga94 ,%effield ?\ght ?is regul> prose1 & unreal4 ,we mu/1 he said1 h a /&>d ( ?+s1 else "o good ?+ is z good z ano!r4 ,b ,i c't /& "h all day1 he cont9u$1 :5 we ought to be walk+4 ,& he took (f ,*>les's cap1 &1 plac+ 8 hat on him in/ead1 said1 ,come1 let u be go+4 ,!n mu/ ,i give up my mead[8 said ,*>les4 ,( c\rse y mu/1 answ]$ ,%effield2 y mu/ take a beav] walk4 ,i want y to g z f> z ,oxley1 a village "s little way out1 all ! vic>s ( :i*1 soon] or lat]1 are made bi%ops4 ,p]haps ev5 walk+ !re may d u "s good4 ,! fri5ds set out1 f hat to boot 9 ! mo/ approv$ ,ox=d b&box-cut ( trimness & prett9ess4 ,%effield 0 turn+ into ! ,high ,/reet1 :5 ,r$+ /opp$ him3 ,x always annoys me1 he said1 to g d[n ,high ,/reet 9 a beav]2 "o is sure to meet a proctor4 ,all ^? ,univ]sity dresses are great fudge1 answ]$ ,%effield2 h[ are we ! bett] = !m8 ,!y are m]e outside1 & no?+ else4 ,besides1 our g[n is s hide\sly ugly4 ,well1 ,i don't g along ) y\r sweep+ condemnation1 answ]$ ,*>les2 ?is is a great place1 & %\ld h a dress4 ,i decl>e1 :5 ,i fir/ saw ! procession ( ,heads at ,/4 ,m>y's1 x 0 q mov+4 ,fir/---- ,( c\rse ! pok]s1 int]rupt$ ,%effield4 ,fir/ ! organ1 & e "o ris+2 !n ! ,vice-,*ancellor 9 r$1 & 8 b[ to ! prea*]1 :o turns to ! pulpit2 !n all ! ,heads 9 ord]2 & la/ly ! ,proctors4 ,mean:ile1 y see ! head ( ! prea*] sl[ly m\nt+ up ! /eps2 :5 he gets 91 he %uts-to ! door1 looks at ! organ-l(t to cat* ! psalm1 & ! voices /rike up4 ,%effield laugh$1 & !n said1 ,well1 ,i confess ,i agree ) y 9 y\r in/ance4 ,! prea*] is1 or is suppos$ to be1 a p]son ( tal5t2 he is ab\t to hold =?2 ! div9es1 ! /ud5ts ( a great ,univ]sity1 are all !re to li/54 ,! pageant does b fitly repres5t ! great moral fact :i* is be=e u2 ,i und]/& ?is4 ,i don't call ?is fudge2 :at ,i mean by fudge is1 outside )\t inside4 ,n[ ,i mu/ say1 ! s]mon itself1 & n ! lea/ ( all ! pray] be=e x--:at d !y call x8 ,! bidd+ pray]1 said ,r$+4 ,well1 bo? s]mon & pray] are (t5 arrant fudge4 ,i don't (t5 g to ,univ]sity s]mons1 b ,i h gone (t5 en\gh n to g aga9 )\t compulsion4 ,! la/ prea*] ,i he>d 0 f ! c\ntry4 ,oh1 x 0 wond]ful6 ,he began at ! pit* ( 8 voice1 ',ye %all pray4' ,:at /uff6 ',ye %all pray2' because old ,latim] or ,jewell said1 ',ye %all praie1' !re=e we mu/ n say1 ',let u pray4' ,pres5tly he br\ght out1 cont9u$ ,%effield1 assum+ a pomp\s & up-&-d[n tone1 'especially = t pure & apo/olic bran* ( x e/abli%$1'--"h ! man rose on 8 toes1 'e/abli%$ 9 ^! dom9ions4' ,next came1 '= our ,sov]eign ,lady ,victoria1 ,que51 ,def5d] ( ! ,fai?1 9 all causes & ov] all p]sons1 ecclesia/ical z well z civil1 )9 ^! h] dom9ions1 supreme'--an awful pause1 ) an audible fall ( ! s]mon-case on ! cu%ion2 z ?\gh nature did n conta91 z if ! human m9d c\ld n su/a91 a bigg] ?\ght4 ,!n foll[$1 '! pi\s & munific5t f\nd]1' 9 ! same twang1 '( ,all ,sa9ts' & ,leice/] ,colleges1' ,b 8 *ef-d'oeuvre 0 8 emphatic recognition ( 'all ! doctors1 bo? ! proctors'1 z if ! num]ical anti!sis _h a graphic p[]1 & ?rew ^? excell5t p]sonages into a *>m+ tableau vivant4 ,*>les 0 amus$ at all ?is2 b he said 9 answ]1 t he nev] he>d a s]mon b x 0 8 own fault if he did n ga9 good f x2 & he quot$ ! words ( 8 fa!r1 :o1 :5 he "o day ask$ him if s-&-s _h n prea*$ a v good s]mon1 ,my de> ,*>les1 8 fa!r _h said1 all s]mons are good4 ,! words1 simple z !y 71 _h reta9$ a hold on 8 memory4 ,mean:ile1 !y _h proce$$ d[n ! =bidd5 ,high ,/reet1 & 7 cross+ ! bridge1 :51 on ! opposite side1 !y saw be=e !m a tall1 upright man1 :om ,%effield _h no difficulty 9 recogniz+ z a ba*elor ( ,nun's ,hall1 & a bore at lea/ ( ! second magnitude4 ,he 0 9 cap & g[n1 b w5t on 8 way1 z if int5d+1 9 t extraord9>y guise1 to take a c\ntry walk4 ,he took ! pa? :i* !y 7 go+ !mselves1 & !y tri$ to keep beh9d him2 b !y walk$ too briskly1 & he too leisurely1 to all[ ( t4 ,x is v difficult duly to del9eate a bore 9 a n>rative1 = ! v reason t he is a bore4 ,a tale mu/ aim at cond5sation1 b a bore acts 9 solution4 ,x is only on ! long-run t he is asc]ta9$4 ,!n1 inde$1 he is felt2 he is oppressive2 l ! sirocco1 :i* ! native detects at once1 :ile a =eign] is (t5 at fault4 ,t5et occiditque4 ,did y he> him make b "o spee*1 p]haps y w\ld say he 0 a pleasant1 well-in=m$ man2 b :5 he nev] comes to an end1 or has "o & ! same prose e "t y meet him1 or keeps y /&+ till y are fit to s9k1 or holds y fa/ :5 y wi% to keep an engagem5t1 or h9d]s y li/5+ to important conv]sation1--!n !re is no mi/ake1 ! tru? bur/s on y1 app>5t dir facies1 y are 9 ! clut*es ( a bore4 ,y may yield1 or y may flee2 y _c conqu]4 ,h5ce x is cle> t a bore _c be repres5t$ 9 a /ory1 or ! /ory w\ld be ! bore z mu* z he4 ,! read]1 !n1 mu/ believe ?is upright ,mr4 ,bateman to be :at o!rwise he might n discov]1 & ?ank u = our consid]ation 9 n prov+ z well z ass]t+ x4 ,%effield b[$ to him c\rte\sly1 & w\ld h proce$$ on 8 way2 b ,bateman1 z became 8 nature1 w\ld n suff] x2 he seiz$ him4 ,are y dispos$1 he said1 to look into ! pretty *apel we are re/or+ on ! common8 ,x is q a gem--9 ! pure/ /yle ( ! f\rte5? c5tury4 ,x 0 9 a mo/ fil?y condition1 a m]e c[-h\se2 b we h made a subscription1 & set x to rights4 ,we are b\nd = ,oxley1 ,%effield answ]$2 y w\ld be tak+ u out ( our way4 ,n a bit ( x1 said ,bateman2 x's n a /one's ?r[ f ! road2 y mu/ n refuse me4 ,i'm sure y'll l x4 ,he proce$$ to give ! hi/ory ( ! *apel--all x _h be51 all x might h be51 all x 0 n1 all x 0 to be4 ,x is to be a real specim5 ( a ,ca?olic *apel1 he said2 we mean to make ! attempt ( gett+ ! ,bi%op to d$icate x to ! ,royal ,m>tyr--:y %\ld n we h our ,/4 ,*>les z well z ! ,romani/s8--& x w be q sweet to he> ! vesp]-bell toll+ ov] ! sull5 moor e ev5+1 9 all wea!rs1 & amid all ! *anges & *ances ( ?is mortal life4 ,%effield ask$ :at congregation !y expect$ to collect at t h\r4 ,t's a l[ view1 answ]$ ,bateman2 x does n signify at all4 ,9 real ,ca?olic *ur*es ! numb] ( ! congregation is no?+ to ! purpose2 s]vice is = ^? :o come1 n = ^? :o /ay away4 ,well1 said ,%effield1 ,i und]/& :at t means :5 a ,roman ,ca?olic says x2 = a prie/ is suppos$ to (f] sacrifice1 :i* he c d )\t a congregation z well z ) "o4 ,&1 aga91 ,ca?olic *apels (t5 /& ov] ! bodies ( m>tyrs1 or on "s place ( miracle1 z a record2 b our s]vice is ',common ,pray]1' & h[ c y h t )\t a congregation8 ,bateman repli$ t1 ev5 if memb]s ( ! ,univ]sity did n drop 91 :i* he expect$1 at lea/ ! bell w\ld be a mem5to f> & ne>4 ,ah1 ,i see1 retort$ ,%effield1 ! use w be ! rev]se ( :at y said j n[2 x is n = ^? t come1 b = ^? :o /ay away4 ,! congregation is outside1 n inside2 x's an outside conc]n4 ,i once saw a tall *ur*-t[]--s x appe>$ f ! road2 b on ! sides y saw x 0 b a ?9 wall1 made to look l a t[]1 9 ord] to give ! *ur* an impos+ effect4 ,d run up su* a bit ( a wall1 & put ! bell 9 x4 ,!re's ano!r reason1 answ]$ ,bateman1 = re/or+ ! *apel1 q indep5d5t ( ! s]vice4 ,x has be5 a *apel f "t immemorial1 & 0 consecrat$ by our ,ca?olic =efa!rs4 ,%effield argu$ t ?is w\ld be z good a reason = keep+ up ! ,mass z = keep+ up ! *apel4 ,we d keep up ! ,mass1 said ,bateman2 we (f] our ,mass e ,sunday1 accord+ to ! rite ( ! ,engli% ,cyprian1 z hone/ ,pet] ,heyl9 calls him2 :at w\ld y h m8 ,:e!r ,%effield und]/ood ?is or no1 at lea/ x 0 beyond ,*>les4 ,0 ! ,common ,pray] ! ,engli% ,mass1 or ! ,communion-s]vice1 or ! ,litany1 or ! s]mon1 or any "p ( ^!8 or 7 ,bateman's words really a confession t !re 7 cl]gym5 :o actually said ! ,popi% ,mass once a week8 ,bateman's precise mean+1 h[ev]1 is lo/ to po/]ity2 = !y _h by ?is "t arriv$ at ! door ( ! *apel4 ,x _h once be5 ! *apel ( an alm%\se2 a small f>mh\se /ood ne>2 b1 = population1 x 0 pla9 no *ur* accommodation 0 want$4 ,be=e ent]+1 ,*>les hung back1 & :isp]$ to 8 fri5d t he did n "k ,bateman4 ,an introduction1 9 consequ5ce1 took place4 ,r$+ ( ,/4 ,savi\r's--,bateman ( ,nun's ,hall2 aft] :i* c]emony1 9 place ( holy wat]1 !y manag$ to ent] ! *apel 9 company4 ,x 0 z pretty a build+ z ,bateman _h l$ !m to expect1 & v prettily done up4 ,!re 0 a /one alt> 9 ! be/ /yle1 a cr$5ce table1 a pisc9a1 :at look$ l a tab]nacle1 & a c\ple ( h&some brass c&le/icks4 ,*>les ask$ ! use ( ! pisc9a--he did n "k its "n--& 0 told t !re 0 always a pisc9a 9 ! old *ur*es 9 ,engl&1 & t !re c\ld be no prop] re/oration )\t x4 ,next he ask$ ! mean+ ( ! beautifully wr\ght closet or recess above ! alt>2 & receiv$ = answ]1 t our si/] *ur*es ( ! ,roman ob$i5ce always _h a tab]nacle = res]v+ ! consecrat$ bread4 ,"h ,*>les 0 br\ght to a /&3 on :i* ,%effield ask$ ! use ( ! ni*es2 & 0 told by ,bateman t images ( sa9ts 7 =bidd5 by ! canon1 b t 8 fri5ds1 9 all ^! matt]s1 did :at !y c\ld4 ,la/ly1 he ask$ ! mean+ ( ! c&le/icks2 & 0 told t1 ,ca?olicly-m9d$ z _! ,bi%op 01 !y _h "s fe> le/ he w\ld object to alt> lights 9 s]vice--at lea/ at fir/3 b x 0 pla9 t ! use ( ! c&le/icks 0 to hold c&les4 ,hav+ _h _! fill ( gaz+ & admir+1 !y turn$ to proce$ on _! walk1 b c\ld n get (f an invitation to breakfa/1 9 a few days1 at ,bateman's lodg+s 9 ! ,turl4 ,,*apt] ,,iii4 ,nei!r ( ! fri5ds _h :at are call$ views 9 religion2 by :i* expression we d n "h signify t nei!r _h tak5 up a c]ta9 l9e ( op9ion1 ?\gh ?is 0 ! case also2 b t nei!r ( !m--h[ c\ld !y at _! age8--_h plac$ 8 religion on an intellectual basis4 ,x may be z well to /ate m di/9ctly :at a view is1 :at x is to be viewy1 & :at is ! /ate ( ^? :o h no views4 ,:51 !n2 m5 = ! fir/ "t look ^u ! _w ( politics or religion1 all t !y f9d !re meets _! m9d's eye z a l&scape addresses itself = ! fir/ "t to a p]son :o has j ga9$ 8 bodily sight4 ,"o ?+ is z f> (f z ano!r2 !re is no p]spective4 ,! connection ( fact ) fact1 tru? ) tru?1 ! be>+ ( fact ^u tru?1 & tru? ^u fact1 :at leads to :at1 :at are po9ts prim>y & :at second>y1--all ?is !y h yet to le>n4 ,x is all a new sci5ce to !m1 & !y d n ev5 "k _! ignorance ( x4 ,moreov]1 ! _w ( to-day has no connection 9 _! m9ds ) ! _w ( ye/]day2 "t is n a /ream1 b /&s be=e !m r\nd & full1 l ! moon4 ,!y d n "k :at happ5$ t5 ye>s ago1 mu* less ! annals ( a c5tury2 ! pa/ does n live to !m 9 ! pres5t2 !y d n und]/& ! wor? ( conte/$ po9ts2 names h no associations = !m1 & p]sons k9dle no recollections4 ,!y he> ( m51 & ?+s1 & projects1 & /ruggles1 & pr9ciples2 b ev]y?+ comes & goes l ! w9d1 no?+ makes an impression1 no?+ p5etrates1 no?+ has its place 9 _! m9ds4 ,!y locate no?+2 !y h no sy/em4 ,!y he> & !y =get2 or !y j recollect :at !y h once he>d1 !y c't tell :]e4 ,?us !y h no consi/5cy 9 _! argum5ts2 t is1 !y argue "o way to-day1 & n exactly ! o!r way to-morr[1 b indirectly ! o!r way1 at r&om4 ,_! l9es ( argum5t div]ge2 no?+ comes to a po9t2 !re is no "o c5tre 9 :i* _! m9d sits1 on :i* _! judgm5t ( m5 & ?+s proce$s4 ,?is is ! /ate ( _m m5 all ?r\gh life2 & mis]able politicians or ,*ur*m5 !y make1 unless by good luck !y are 9 safe h&s1 & rul$ by o!rs1 or are pl$g$ to a c\rse4 ,else !y are at ! m]cy ( ! w9ds & waves2 &1 )\t be+ ,radical1 ,:ig1 ,tory1 or ,cons]vative1 ,high ,*ur* or ,l[ ,*ur*1 !y d ,:ig acts1 ,tory acts1 ,ca?olic acts1 & h]etical acts1 z ! fit takes !m1 or z ev5ts or p>ties drive !m4 ,& sometimes1 :5 _! self-importance is hurt1 !y take refuge 9 ! idea t all ?is is a pro( t !y are unfett]$1 mod]ate1 dispassionate1 t !y obs]ve ! mean1 t !y are no p>ty m52 :5 !y are1 9 fact1 ! mo/ helpless ( slaves2 = our /r5g? 9 ?is _w is1 to be ! subjects ( ! reason1 & our lib]ty1 to be captives ( ! tru?4 ,n[ ,*>les ,r$+1 a y\? ( tw5ty1 c\ld n be suppos$ to h mu* ( a view 9 religion or politics2 b no clev] man all[s himself to judge ( ?+s simply at hap-haz>d2 he is oblig$1 f a sort ( self-respect1 to h "s rule or o!r1 true or false2 & ,*>les 0 v fond ( ! maxim1 :i* he has already enunciat$1 t we mu/ measure p by :at !y are1 & n by :at !y are n4 ,he _h a great notion ( lov+ e "o--( look+ k9dly on e "o2 he 0 pi]c$ ) ! s5tim5t :i* he _h se5 9 a popul> volume ( poetry1 t-- ,*ri/ian s\ls1 444 ,?\gh worn & soil'd ) s9ful clay1 ,are yet1 to eyes t see !m true1 ,all gli/5+ ) baptismal dew4 ,he lik$1 z he walk$ along ! road1 & met lab\r] or horseman1 g5tleman or begg>1 to say to himself1 ,he is a ,*ri/ian4 ,& :5 he came to ,ox=d1 he came !re ) an en?usiasm s simple & w>m z to be almo/ *ildi%4 ,he rev]5c$ ev5 ! velvet ( ! ,pro42 nay1 ! cock$ hat :i* prec$$ ! ,prea*] _h its claim on 8 def]5tial reg>d4 ,)\t be+ himself a poet1 he 0 9 ! season ( poetry1 9 ! sweet spr+-"t1 :5 ! ye> is mo/ beautiful1 because x is new4 ,novelty 0 beauty to a he>t s op5 & *e]ful z 82 n only because x 0 novelty1 & _h its prop] *>m z su*1 b because :5 we fir/ see ?+s1 we see !m 9 a gay confusion1 :i* is a pr9cipal elem5t ( ! poetical4 ,z "t goes on1 & we numb] & sort & measure ?+s--z we ga9 views--we advance t[>ds philosophy & tru?1 b we rec$e f poetry4 ,:5 we ourselves 7 "y1 we once on a "t walk$ on a hot summ]-day f ,ox=d to ,new+ton--a dull road1 z any "o :o has gone x kn[s2 yet x 0 new to u2 & we prote/ to y1 read]1 believe x or n1 laugh or n1 z y w1 to u x seem$ on t occasion q t\*+ly beautiful2 & a s(t melan*oly came ov] u1 ( :i* ! %ad[s fall ev5 n[1 :5 we look back on t du/y1 we>y j\rney4 ,& :y8 because e object :i* met u 0 unkn[n & full ( my/]y4 ,a tree or two 9 ! di/ance seem$ ! beg9n+ ( a great wood1 or p>k1 /ret*+ endlessly2 a hill impli$ a vale beyond1 ) t vale's hi/ory2 ! bye-lanes1 ) _! gre5 h$ges1 w\nd & vani%$1 yet 7 n lo/ to ! imag9ation4 ,su* 0 our fir/ j\rney2 b :5 we _h gone x sev]al times1 ! m9d refus$ to act1 ! sc5e ceas$ to en*ant1 /]n reality alone rema9$2 & we ?\ght x "o ( ! mo/ tiresome1 odi\s roads we ev] _h occasion to trav]se4 ,b to return to our /ory4 ,su* 0 ,r$+4 ,b ,%effield1 on ! o!r h&1 )\t possess+ any real view ( ?+s m ?an ,*>les1 01 at ?is "t1 fond] ( hunt+ = views1 & m 9 dang] ( tak+ up false ones4 ,t is1 he 0 viewy1 9 a bad s5se ( ! ^w4 ,he 0 n satisfi$ intellectually ) ?+s z !y are2 he 0 critical1 impati5t to r$uce ?+s to sy/em1 pu%$ pr9ciples too f>1 0 fond ( argum5t1 p>tly f pleasure 9 ! ex]cise1 p>tly because he 0 p]plex$1 ?\gh he did n lay any?+ v mu* to he>t4 ,!y nei!r ( !m felt any special int]e/ 9 ! controv]sy go+ on 9 ! ,univ]sity & c\ntry ab\t ,high & ,l[ ,*ur*4 ,%effield _h a sort ( contempt = x2 & ,r$+ felt x to be bad ta/e to be unusual or prom95t 9 any?+4 ,an ,eton acqua9tance _h ask$ him to g & he> "o ( ! pr9cipal prea*]s ( ! ,ca?olic p>ty1 & (f]$ to introduce him2 b he _h decl9$ x4 ,he did n l1 he said1 mix+ himself up ) p>ty2 he _h come to ,ox=d to get 8 degree1 & n to take up op9ions2 he ?\ght 8 fa!r w\ld n reli% x2 &1 moreov]1 he felt "s little repugnance to su* op9ions & su* p1 "u ! notion t ! au?orities ( ! ,univ]sity 7 oppos$ to ! :ole movem5t4 ,he c\ld n help look+ at its lead]s z demagogues2 & t[>ds demagogues he felt an unmeasur$ av]sion & contempt4 ,he did n see :y cl]gym51 h[ev] respectable1 %\ld be collect+ und]graduates ab\t !m2 & he he>d /ories ( _! way ( go+ on :i* did n please him4 ,moreov]1 he did n l ! specim5s ( _! foll[]s :om he fell 9 )2 !y 7 =w>d1 or !y talk$ /rong1 z x 0 call$2 did ridicul\s1 extravagant acts2 & sometimes neglect$ _! college duties = ?+s :i* did n conc]n !m4 ,he 0 un=tunate1 c]ta9ly3 = ?is is a v unfair acc\nt ( ! mo/ exempl>y m5 ( t day1 :o d\btless are /ill1 z cl]gym5 or laym51 ! /r5g? ( ! ,anglican ,*ur*2 b 9 all collections ( m51 ! /raw & rubbi% 7z ,"l ,bacon says7 float on ! top1 :ile gold & jewels s9k & are hidd54 ,or1 :at is m apposite /ill1 _m m51 or mo/ m51 are a comp\nd ( preci\s & wor?less toge!r1 & _! wor?less swims1 & _! preci\s lies at ! bottom4 ,,*apt] ,,iv4 ,bateman 0 "o ( ^! composite *>act]s3 he _h mu* good & mu* clev]ness 9 him2 b he 0 absurd1 & he af=d$ a subject ( conv]sation to ! two fri5ds z !y proce$$ on _! walk4 ,i wi% !re 0 less ( fudge & humbug ev]y:]e1 said ,%effield2 "o might %ovel (f c>tloads f ?is place1 & n miss x4 ,if y _h y\r way1 answ]$ ,*>les1 y w\ld scrape (f ! roads till !re 0 no?+ to walk on4 ,we are =c$ to walk on :at y call humbug2 we put x "u our feet1 b we use x4 ,i _c ?9k t2 x's l do+ evil t good may come4 ,i see %ams ev]y:]e4 ,i g into ,/4 ,m>y's1 & ,i he> m5 sp\t+ out commonplaces 9 a deep or a %rill voice1 or ) sl[1 cle>1 quiet emphasis & significant eyes--z t ,bampton prea*] n long ago1 :o assur$ u1 apropos ( ! resurrection ( ! body1 t 'all attempts to resuscitate ! inanimate corpse by natural me?ods _h hi!rto be5 exp]im5tally abortive4' ,i g into ! place :]e degrees are giv5--! ,convocation1 ,i ?9k--& !re "o he>s a deal ( unmean+ ,lat9 = h\rs1 graces1 disp5sations1 & proctors walk+ up & d[n = no?+2 all 9 ord] to keep up a sort ( gho/ ( ?+s pass$ away = c5turies1 :ile ! real "w might be done 9 a qu>t] ( an h\r4 ,i fall 9 ) ?is ,bateman1 & he talks to me ( rood-l(ts )\t roods1 & pisc9 )\t wat]1 & ni*es )\t images1 & c&le/icks )\t lights1 & masses )\t ,pop]y2 till ,i feel1 ) ,%akespe>e1 t 'all ! _w's a /age4' ,well1 ,i g to ,%aw1 ,turn]1 & ,br[n1 v diff]5t m51 pupils ( ,dr4 ,gl\ce/]--y "k :om ,i mean--& !y tell u t we ought to put up crucifixes by ! wayside1 9 ord] to excite religi\s feel+4 ,well1 ,i really ?9k y are h>d on all ^! p1 said ,*>les2 x is all v mu* l declamation2 y w\ld de/roy ext]nals ( e k9d4 ,y are l ! man 9 "o ( ,miss ,edgewor?'s novels1 :o %ut 8 e>s to ! music t he might laugh at ! danc]s4 ,:at is ! music to :i* ,i close my e>s8 ask$ ,%effield4 ,to ! mean+ ( ^? v>i\s acts1 answ]$ ,*>les2 ! pi\s feel+ :i* accompanies ! sight ( ! image is ! music4 ,to ^? :o h ! pi\s feel+1 c]ta9ly1 said ,%effield2 b to put up images 9 ,engl& 9 ord] to create ! feel+ is l danc+ to create music4 ,i ?9k y are h>d ^u ,engl&1 repli$ ,*>les2 we are a religi\s p4 ,well1 ,i w put x diff]5tly3 d y l music8 ,y ought to "k1 said ,*>les1 :om ,i h fright5$ s (t5 ) my fiddle4 ,d y l danc+8 ,to tell ! tru?1 said ,*>les1 ,i don't4 ,nor d ,i1 said ,%effield2 x makes me laugh to ?9k :at ,i h done1 :5 a boy1 to escape danc+2 !re is some?+ s absurd 9 x2 & "o _h to be civil & to duck to "y girls :o 7 ei!r prim or p]t4 ,i h behav$ q rudely to !m sometimes1 & !n h be5 annoy$ at my ung5tlemanlik5ess1 & n kn[n h[ to get out ( ! scrape4 ,well1 ,i didn't "k we 7 s l ea* o!r 9 any?+1 said ,*>les2 oh1 ! mis]y ,i h endur$1 9 hav+ to /& up to dance1 & to walk ab\t ) a p>tn]6--ev]ybody look+ at me1 & ,i s awkw>d4 ,x has be5 a torture to me days be=e & aft]4 ,!y _h by ?is "t come up to ! foot ( ! r\gh ris+ gr\nd :i* leads to ! sort ( table-l& on ! edge ( :i* ,oxley is plac$2 & !y /ood /ill a:ile to see "s eque/rians take ! hurdles4 ,!y !n m\nt$ ! hill1 & look$ back ^u ,ox=d4 ,p]haps y call ^? beautiful spires & t[]s a %am1 said ,*>les1 because y see _! tops & n _! bottoms8 ,:]eab\ts 7 we 9 our argum5t8 said ! o!r1 rem9d$ t !y _h be5 w&]+ f x = ! la/ t5 m9utes4 ,oh1 ,i recollect2 ,i "k :at ,i 0 at4 ,i 0 say+ t y lik$ music1 b didn't l danc+2 music leads ano!r p]son to dance1 b n y2 & danc+ does n increase b dim9i%es ! int5sity ( ! pleasure y f9d 9 music4 ,9 l mann]1 x is a m]e piece ( p$antry to make a religi\s nation1 l ! ,engli%1 m religi\s by plac+ images 9 ! /reets2 ?is is n ! ,engli% way1 & only (f5ds u4 ,if x 7 our way1 x w\ld come naturally )\t any "o tell+ u4 ,z music incites to danc+1 s religion w\ld lead to images2 b z danc+ does n improve music to ^? :o d n l danc+1 s c]emonies d n improve religion to ^? :o d n l c]emonies4 ,!n d y mean1 said ,*>les1 t ! ,engli% ,romani/s are %ams1 because !y use crucifixes8 ,/op !re1 said ,%effield2 n[ y are gett+ ^u a diff]5t subject4 ,!y believe t !re is virtue 9 images2 t inde$ is absurd 9 !m1 b x makes !m q consi/5t 9 hon\r+ !m4 ,!y d n put up images z outw>d %[s1 m]ely to create feel+s 9 ! m9ds ( behold]s1 z ,gl\ce/] w\ld d1 b !y 9 good1 d[nright e>ne/ wor%ip images1 z be+ m ?an !y seem1 z be+ n a m]e outside %[4 ,!y pay !m a religi\s wor%ip1 z hav+ be5 h&l$ by great sa9ts ye>s ago1 z hav+ be5 us$ 9 pe/il5ces1 z hav+ wr\ght miracles1 z hav+ mov$ _! eyes or b[$ _! heads2 or1 at lea/1 z hav+ be5 bless$ by ! prie/1 & be5 br\ght into connection ) invisible grace4 ,?is is sup]/iti\s1 b x is real4 ,*>les 0 n satisfi$4 ,an image is a mode ( tea*+1 he said2 d y mean to say t a p]son is a %am m]ely because he mi/akes ! p>ticul> mode ( tea*+ be/ suit$ to 8 own c\ntry8 ,i did n say t ,dr4 ,gl\ce/] 0 a %am1 answ]$ ,%effield2 b t mode ( tea*+ ( 8 0 among ,prote/ants a %am & a humbug4 ,b ?is pr9ciple w c>ry y too f>1 & de/roy itself1 said ,*>les4 ,don't y recollect :at ,?ompson quot$ ! o!r day out ( ,ari/otle1 :i* he _h lately begun 9 lecture ) ,v9c5t1 & :i* we ?\ght s acute--t habits are creat$ by ^? v acts 9 :i* !y manife/ !mselves :5 creat$8 ,we le>n to swim well by try+ to swim4 ,n[ ,bateman1 d\btless1 wi%es to introduce pisc9 & tab]nacles2 & to wait1 be=e beg9n+1 till !y are receiv$1 is l n go+ into ! wat] till y c swim4 ,well1 b :at is ,bateman ! bett] :5 8 pisc9 are univ]sal8 ask$ ,%effield2 :at does x mean8 ,9 ! ,romi% ,*ur* x has a use1 ,i "k--,i don't "k :at--b x comes into ! ,mass4 ,b if ,bateman makes pisc9 univ]sal among u1 :at has he a*iev$ b ! reign ( a univ]sal humbug8 ,b1 my de> ,%effield1 answ]$ ,r$+1 consid] h[ _m ?+s !re are :i*1 9 ! c\rse ( "t1 h alt]$ _! orig9al mean+1 & yet h a mean+1 ?\gh a *ang$ "o1 /ill4 ,! judge's wig is no %am1 yet x has a hi/ory4 ,! ,que51 at h] coronation1 is said to we> a ,roman ,ca?olic ve/m5t1 is t a %am8 ,does x n /ill typify & impress ^u u ! 'div9ity t do? h$ge a k+1' ?\gh x has lo/ ! v mean+ :i* ! ,*ur* ( ,rome gave x8 ,or are y ( ! numb] ( ^?1 :o1 accord+ to ! witticism1 ?9k maje/y1 :5 depriv$ ( its ext]nals1 a je/8 ,!n y def5d ! introduction ( unmean+ pisc9 & c&le/icks8 ,i ?9k1 answ]$ ,*>les1 t !re's a great diff]5ce betwe5 reviv+ & reta9+2 x may be natural to reta91 ev5 :ile ! use fails1 unnatural to revive :5 x has fail$2 b ?is is a "q ( discretion & judgm5t4 ,!n y give x aga9/ ,bateman8 said ,%effield4 ,a slight pause ensu$2 !n ,*>les add$1 ,b p]haps ^! m5 actually d wi% to introduce ! realities z well z ! ext]nals3 p]haps !y wi% to use ! pisc9a z well z to h x 444 ,%effield1 he cont9u$ abruptly1 :y are n canonicals a %am1 if pisc9 are %ams8 ,canonicals1 said ,%effield1 z if ?9k+ ab\t !m2 no1 canonicals are no %am2 = prea*+1 ,i suppose1 is ! highe/ ord9ance 9 our ,*ur*1 & has ! ri*e/ dress4 ,! robes ( a great prea*] co/1 ,i "k1 _m p\nds2 = !re 0 "o ne> u :o1 on leav+1 _h a pres5t f ! ladies ( an entire set1 & a doz5 pair ( work$ slipp]s into ! b>ga94 ,b x's all fitt+1 if prea*+ is ! great (fice ( ! cl]gy4 ,next comes ! ,sacram5t1 & has ! surplice & hood4 ,& hood1 he repeat$1 mus+2 :at's t =8 no1 x's ! sc>f4 ,! hood is worn 9 ! ,univ]sity pulpit2 :at is ! sc>f8--x belongs to *apla9s1 ,i believe1 t is1 to p]sons2 ,i c't make a view out ( x4 ,my de> ,%effield1 said ,*>les1 y h cut y\r own ?roat4 ,"h y h be5 try+ to give a s5se to ! cl]ical dress1 & _c2 are y !n prep>$ to call x a %am8 ,answ] me ?is s+le "q--,:y does a cl]gyman we> a surplice :5 he reads pray]s8 ,nay1 ,i w put x m simply--,:y c only a cl]gyman read pray]s 9 *ur*8--,:y _c ,i8 ,%effield hesitat$1 & look$ s]i\s4 ,d y "k1 he said1 y h j pit*$ on ,j]emy ,b5?am's objection4 ,9 8 ',*ur* ( ,engl&ism' he proposes1 if ,i recollect rightly1 t a p>i%-boy %\ld be taught to read ! ,liturgy2 & he asks1 ,:y s5d a p]son to ! ,univ]sity = ?ree or f\r ye>s at an enorm\s exp5se1 :y tea* him ,lat9 & ,greek1 on purpose to read :at any boy c\ld be taught to read at a dame's s*ool8 ,:at is ! virtue ( a cl]gyman's read+8 ,some?+ ( ?is k9d1 ,b5?am says2 &1 he add$1 sl[ly1 to tell ! tru?1 ,i don't "k h[ to answ] him4 ,r$+ 0 surpris$1 & %ock$1 & puzzl$ too2 he did n "k :at to say2 :5 ! conv]sation 01 p]haps =tunately1 int]rupt$4 ,,*apt] ,v4 ,e ye> br+s *anges & re=ms4 ,we d n "k :at is ! /ate ( ,oxley ,*ur* n[2 x may h rood-l(t1 pisc9a1 s$ilia1 all new2 or x may be re=m$ backw>ds1 ! seats on pr9ciple turn+ f ! ,communion-table1 & ! pulpit plant$ 9 ! middle ( ! aisle2 b at ! "t :5 ^! two "y m5 walk$ ?r\gh ! *ur*y>d1 !re 0 no?+ v good or v bad to attract !m )9 ! build+2 & !y 7 pass+ on1 :5 !y obs]v$1 com+ out ( ! *ur*1 :at ,%effield call$ an eld]ly don1 a fell[ ( a college1 :om ,*>les knew4 ,he 0 a man ( family1 & _h "s little prop]ty ( 8 own1 _h be5 a contempor>y ( 8 fa!r's at ! ,univ]sity1 & _h f "t to "t be5 a gue/ at ! p>sonage4 ,*>les _h1 9 consequ5ce1 kn[n him f a boy2 & n[1 s9ce he came into resid5ce1 he _h1 z 0 natural1 receiv$ _m small att5tions f him4 ,once1 :5 he 0 late = 8 own hall1 he _h giv5 him 8 d9n] 9 8 rooms2 he _h tak5 him out on a fi%+ exp$ition t[>ds ,f>+don2 & _h promis$ him tickets = "s ladies1 lionesses ( 81 :o 7 com+ up to ! ,commemoration4 ,he 0 a %rewd1 easy-temp]$1 free-spok5 man1 ( small desires & no ambition2 ( no v ke5 s5sibilities or romantic delicacies1 & v little religi\s pret5sion2 t is1 ?\gh unexceptionable 9 8 deportm5t1 he hat$ ! %[ ( religion1 & 0 impati5t at ^? :o affect$ x4 ,he _h kn[n ! ,univ]sity = ?irty ye>s1 & =m$ a "r e/imate ( mo/ ?+s 9 x4 ,he _h come out to ,oxley to take a fun]al = a fri5d1 & 0 n[ return+ home4 ,he halloo$ to ,*>les1 :o1 ?\gh feel+ at fir/ awkw>d on f9d+ himself ) two su* diff]5t fri5ds & 9 two su* diff]5t relations1 01 aft] a "t1 p>tially re/or$ to himself by ! unconc]n ( ,mr4 ,malcolm2 & ! ?ree walk$ home toge!r4 ,yet1 ev5 to ! la/1 he did n q "k h[ & :]e to walk1 & h[ to c>ry himself1 p>ticul>ly :5 !y got ne> ,ox=d1 & he fell 9 ) v>i\s p>ties :o greet$ him 9 pass+4 ,*>les1 by way ( rem>k1 said !y _h be5 look+ 9 at a pretty little *apel on ! common1 :i* 0 n[ 9 ! c\rse ( repair4 ,mr4 ,malcolm laugh$4 ,s1 ,*>les1 he said1 y're bit ) ! new fa%ion4 ,*>les col\r$1 & ask$1 ,:at fa%ion8 add+1 t a fri5d1 by accid5t1 _h tak5 !m 94 ,y ask :at fa%ion1 said ,mr4 ,malcolm2 :y1 ! newe/1 late/ fa%ion4 ,?is is a place ( fa%ions2 !re h be5 _m fa%ions 9 my "t4 ,! great] "p ( ! resid5ts1 t is1 ! boys1 *ange once 9 ?ree ye>s2 ! fell[s & tutors1 p]haps1 9 half a doz52 & e g5]ation has its own fa%ion4 ,!re is no pr9ciple ( /ability 9 ,ox=d1 except ! ,heads1 & !y are always ! same1 & always w be ! same to ! end ( ! *apt]4 ,:at is 9 n[1 he ask$1 among y y\ng/]s--dr9k+ or cig>s8 ,*>les laugh$ mode/ly1 & said he hop$ dr9k+ _h gone out ev]y:]e4 ,worse ?+s may come 91 said ,mr4 ,malcolm2 b !re are fa%ions ev]y:]e4 ,!re 0 once a sp\t+ club1 p]haps x is 9 fav\r /ill2 be=e x 0 ! music-room4 ,once geology 0 all ! rage2 n[ x is !ology2 soon x w be ar*itecture1 or m$ieval antiquities1 or editions & codices4 ,ea* we>s out 9 its turn2 all dep5ds on "o or two active m52 b ! secret>y takes a wife1 or ! pr(essor gets a /all2 & !n ! meet+s are call$ irregul>ly1 & no?+ is done 9 !m1 & s gradually ! affair dw9dles & dies4 ,%effield ask$ :e!r ! pres5t movem5t _h n spread too widely ?r\gh ! c\ntry = su* a t]m9ation2 he did n "k mu* ab\t x himself1 b ! pap]s 7 full ( x1 & x 0 ! talk ( e neighb\rhood2 x 0 n conf9$ to ,ox=d4 ,i don't "k ab\t ! c\ntry1 said ,mr4 ,malcolm1 t is a l>ge "q2 b x has n ! elem5ts ( /ability "h4 ,^! g5tlem5 w take liv+s & m>ry1 & t w be ! end ( ! bus9ess4 ,i am n speak+ aga9/ !m2 !y are1 ,i believe1 v respectable m52 b !y are rid+ on ! spr+-tide ( a fa%ion4 ,*>les said x 0 a nuisance to see ! p>ty-_s x introduc$4 ,ox=d ought to be a place ( quiet & /udy2 peace & ! ,muses always w5t toge!r2 :]eas !re 0 talk1 talk1 9 e qu>t]4 ,a man c\ld n g ab\t 8 duties 9 a natural way1 & take e "o z he came1 b 0 oblig$ to take "p 9 que/ions1 & to consid] po9ts :i* he might wi% to put f him1 & mu/ sport an op9ion :5 he really _h none to give4 ,mr4 ,malcolm ass5t$ 9 a half-abs5t way1 look+ at ! view be=e him1 & seem+ly enjoy+ x4 ,p call ?is c\nty ugly1 said he1 & p]haps x is2 b :e!r ,i am us$ to x or no1 ,i always am pleas$ ) x4 ,! lights are always new2 & ?us ! l&scape1 if x des]ves ! "n1 is always pres5t$ 9 a new dress4 ,i h kn[n ,%otov] !re take ! mo/ opposite hues1 sometimes purple1 sometimes a bright saffron or tawny orange4 ,"h he /opp$3 ,yes1 y speak ( p>ty-_s2 v true1 !re's a good deal ( x4444 ,no1 ,i don't ?9k !re's mu*1 he cont9u$1 r\s+2 c]ta9ly !re is m division j at ?is m9ute 9 ,ox=d1 b !re always is division1 always rivalry4 ,! sep>ate societies h _! own int]e/s & hon\r to ma9ta91 & qu>rel1 z ! ord]s d 9 ! ,*ur* ( ,rome4 ,no1 t's too gr& a comp>ison2 r1 ,ox=d is l an alm%\se = cl]gym5's wid[s4 ,self-importance1 jeal\sy1 tittle-tattle are ! ord] ( ! day4 ,x has always be5 s 9 my "t4 ,two great ladies1 ,mrs4 ,vice-,*ancellor & ,mrs4 ,div9ity-,pr(essor1 c't agree1 & h foll[+s respectively3 or ,vice-,*ancellor himself1 be+ a new broom1 sweeps all ! "y ,ma/]s clean out ( ,convocation ,h\se1 to _! great indignation3 or ,mr4 ,slaney1 ,dean ( ,/4 ,pet]'s1 does n scruple to say 9 a /age-coa* t ,mr4 ,wood is no s*ol>2 on :i* ! said ,wood calls him 9 return 'sl&]\s ,slaney2' or ! eld]ly ,mr4 ,b>ge1 late ,s5ior ,fell[ ( ,/4 ,mi*ael's1 ?9ks t 8 pretty bride has n be5 receiv$ ) due hon\rs2 or ,dr4 ,crot*et is = ye>s kept out ( 8 de/9$ bi%opric by a s9i/] influ5ce2 or ,mr4 ,pr(essor ,c>raway has be5 infam\sly %[n up1 9 ! ,ed9burgh1 by an idle fell[ :om he pluck$ 9 ! s*ools2 or 7majora movemus7 ?ree colleges int]*ange a mortal v[ ( opposition to a f\r?2 or ! "y work+ ,ma/]s conspire aga9/ ! ,heads4 ,n[1 h[ev]1 we are improv+2 if we mu/ qu>rel1 let x be ! rivalry ( intellect & consci5ce1 r ?an ( int]e/ or temp]2 let u cont5d = ?+s1 n = %ad[s4 ,%effield 0 pleas$ at ?is1 & v5tur$ to say t ! pres5t /ate ( ?+s 0 m real1 & !re=e m heal?y4 ,mr4 ,malcolm did n seem to he> him1 = he did n reply2 &1 z !y 7 n[ approa*+ ! bridge aga91 ! conv]sation /opp$4 ,%effield look$ slily at ,*>les1 z ,mr4 ,malcolm proce$$ ) !m up ,high ,/reet2 & bo? ( !m _h ! triumph & ! amusem5t ( be+ convoy$ safely pa/ a proctor1 :o 0 patroll+ x1 "u ! protection ( a ,ma/]4 ,,*apt] ,,vi4 ,! walk to ,oxley _h n be5 ! fir/ or ! second occasion on :i* ,*>les _h1 9 "o %ape or o!r1 enc\nt]$ ,%effield's views ab\t realities & %ams2 & 8 prea*m5ts _h begun to make an impression on him2 t is1 he felt t !re 0 tru? 9 !m at bottom1 & a tru? new to him4 ,he 0 n a p]son to let a tru? sleep 9 8 m9d2 ?\gh x did n vegetate v quickly1 x 0 sure ultimately to be pursu$ into its consequ5ces1 & to affect 8 exi/+ op9ions4 ,9 ! in/ance be=e u1 he saw ,%effield's pr9ciple 0 m or less antagoni/ic to 8 own fav\rite maxim1 t x 0 a duty to be pleas$ ) e "o4 ,contradictions c\ld n bo? be real3 :5 an affirmative 0 true1 a negative 0 false4 ,all doctr9es c\ld n be equally s\nd3 !re 0 a "r & a wrong4 ,! !ory ( dogmatic tru?1 z oppos$ to latitud9>ianism 7he did n "k _! names or _! hi/ory1 or suspect :at 0 go+ on )9 him71 _h 9 ! c\rse ( ^! 8 fir/ t]ms1 gradually begun to en]gise 9 8 m9d4 ,let him b see ! absurdities ( ! latitud9>ian pr9ciple1 :5 c>ri$ out1 & he is likely to be /ill m oppos$ to x4 ,bateman1 among 8 peculi>ities1 _h a notion t br++ p]sons ( contr>y s5tim5ts toge!r 0 ! likelie/ way ( mak+ a p>ty agreeable1 or at lea/ useful4 ,he _h done 8 be/ to give 8 breakfa/1 to :i* our fri5ds 7 invit$1 ?is elem5t ( p]fection2 n1 h[ev]1 to 8 own satisfaction2 = ) all 8 ef=ts1 he _h b pick$ up ,mr4 ,freeborn1 a "y ,evangelical ,ma/]1 ) :om ,%effield 0 acqua9t$2 a %>p1 b n v wise fre%man1 :o1 hav+ be5 spoil$ at home1 & hav+ pl5ty ( money1 pr(ess$ to be /hetic1 & kept 8 college au?orities 9 a p]petual fidget le/ he %\ld "s morn+ wake up a ,papi/2 & a fri5d ( 81 a nice1 mode/-look+ y\?1 :o1 l a m\se1 _h ke5 d>t+ eyes1 & ate 8 bread & butt] 9 absolute sil5ce4 ,!y _h h>dly seat$ !mselves1 & ,%effield 0 p\r+ out c(fee1 & a plate ( muff9s 0 go+ r\nd1 & ,bateman 0 engag$1 saucepan 9 h&1 9 ! op]ation ( l&+ 8 eggs1 n[ boil$1 ^u ! table1 :5 our flighty y\?1 ^: "n 0 ,:ite1 obs]v$ h[ beautiful ! ,ca?olic cu/om 0 ( mak+ eggs ! emblem ( ! ,ea/]-fe/ival4 ,x is truly ,ca?olic1 said he2 = x is reta9$ 9 p>ts ( ,engl&1 y h x 9 ,russia1 & 9 ,rome itself1 :]e an egg is s]v$ up on e plate ?r\gh ! ,ea/]-week1 aft] be+1 ,i believe1 bless$2 & x is z expressive & significant z x is ,ca?olic4 ,beautiful inde$6 said _! ho/2 s pretty1 s sweet2 ,i wond] :e!r our ,re=m]s ?\ght ( x1 or ! pr(\nd ,hook]1--he 0 full ( types--or ,jewell4 ,y recollect ! /aff ,jewell gave ,hook]3 t 0 a type4 ,x 0 l ! s5d+ ( ,eli%a's /aff by 8 s]vant to ! dead *ild4 ,oh1 my de>1 de> ,bateman1 cri$ ,%effield1 y are mak+ ,hook] ,gehazi6 ,t's j ! up%ot ( su* trifl+1 said ,mr4 ,freeborn2 y nev] "k :]e to f9d x2 x proves any?+1 & disproves any?+4 ,t is only till x's sanction$1 said ,:ite2 ,:5 ! ,ca?olic ,*ur* sanctions x1 we're safe4 ,yes1 we're safe1 said ,bateman2 x's safe :5 x's ,ca?olic4 ,yes1 cont9u$ ,:ite1 ?+s *ange _! nature altoge!r :5 !y are tak5 up by ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*3 t's h[ we are all[$ to d evil t good may come4 ,:at's t8 said ,bateman4 ,:y1 said ,:ite1 ! ,*ur* makes evil good4 ,my de> ,:ite1 said ,bateman gravely1 t's go+ too f>2 x is inde$4 ,mr4 ,freeborn susp5d$ 8 breakfa/ op]ations1 & sat back 9 8 *air4 ,:y1 cont9u$ ,:ite1 is n idolatry wrong--yet image-wor%ip is "r8 ,mr4 ,freeborn 0 9 a /ate ( collapse4 ,t's a bad in/ance1 ,:ite1 said ,%effield2 !re are p 9 ! _w :o are unca?olic en\gh to ?9k image-wor%ip is wrong1 z well z idolatry4 ,a m]e ,jesuitical di/9ction1 said ,freeborn ) emotion4 ,well1 said ,:ite1 :o did n seem 9 great awe ( ! "y ,m4,a41 ?\gh "s ye>s1 ( c\rse1 8 s5ior1 ,i w take a bett] in/ance3 :o does n "k t baptism gives grace8 yet !re 7 hea!n baptismal rites1 :i*1 ( c\rse1 7 devili%4 ,i %\ld n be dispos$1 ,mr4 ,:ite1 to grant y s mu* z y w\ld wi%1 said ,freeborn1 ab\t ! virtue ( baptism4 ,n ab\t ,*ri/ian baptism8 ask$ ,:ite4 ,x is easy1 answ]$ ,freeborn1 to mi/ake ! sign = ! ?+ signifi$4 ,n ab\t ,ca?olic baptism8 repeat$ ,:ite4 ,ca?olic baptism is a m]e deceit & delusion1 retort$ ,mr4 ,freeborn4 ,oh1 my de> ,freeborn1 int]pos$ ,bateman1 n[ y are go+ too f>2 y are inde$4 ,ca?olic1 ,ca?olic--,i don't "k :at y mean1 said ,freeborn4 ,i mean1 said ,:ite1 ! baptism ( ! "o ,ca?olic ,*ur* ( :i* ! ,cre$ speaks3 x's q intelligible4 ,b :at d y mean by ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*8 ask$ ,freeborn4 ,! ,anglican1 answ]$ ,bateman4 ,! ,roman1 answ]$ ,:ite2 bo? 9 ! same brea?4 ,!re 0 a g5]al laugh4 ,!re is no?+ to laugh at1 said ,bateman2 ,anglican & ,roman are "o4 ,"o6 impossible1 cri$ ,%effield4 ,mu* worse ?an impossible1 obs]v$ ,mr4 ,freeborn4 ,i %\ld make a di/9ction1 said ,bateman3 ,i %\ld say1 !y are "o1 except ! corruptions ( ! ,romi% ,*ur*4 ,t is1 !y are "o1 except :]e !y diff]1 said ,%effield4 ,precisely s1 said ,bateman4 ,r1 ,i %\ld say1 object$ ,mr4 ,freeborn1 two1 except :]e !y agree4 ,t's j ! issue1 said ,%effield2 ,bateman says t ! ,*ur*es are "o except :5 !y are two2 & ,freeborn says t !y are two except :5 !y are "o4 ,x 0 a relief at ?is mom5t t ! cook's boy came 9 ) a di% ( hot sausages2 b ?\gh a relief1 x 0 n a div]sion2 ! conv]sation proce$$4 ,two p]sons did n l x2 ,freeborn1 :o 0 simply disgu/$ at ! doctr9e1 & ,r$+1 :o ?\ght x a bore2 yet x 0 ! bad luck ( ,freeborn =?) to set ,*>les aga9/ him1 z well z ! re/1 & to remove ! repugnance :i* he _h to engage 9 ! dispute4 ,freeborn1 9 fact1 ?\ght !ology itself a mi/ake1 z sub/itut+1 z he consid]$1 wor?less intellectual notions = ! vital tru?s ( religion2 s he n[ w5t on to obs]ve1 putt+ d[n 8 knife & =k1 t x really 0 to him inconceivable1 t real religion %\ld dep5d on metaphysical di/9ctions1 or outw>d obs]vances2 t x 0 q a diff]5t ?+ 9 ,scripture2 t ,scripture said mu* ( fai? & hol9ess1 b h>dly a ^w ab\t ,*ur*es & =ms4 ,he proce$$ to say t x 0 ! great & evil t5d5cy ( ! human m9d to int]pose betwe5 itself & its ,creator "s self-inv5t$ m$iator1 & x did n matt] at all :e!r t human device 0 a rite1 or a cre$1 or a =m ( pray]1 or good works1 or communion ) p>ticul> ,*ur*es--all 7 b flatt]+ unctions to ! s\l1 if !y 7 consid]$ necess>y2 ! only safe way ( us+ !m 0 to use !m ) ! feel+ t y might disp5se ) !m2 t none ( !m w5t to ! root ( ! matt]1 = t fai?1 t is1 firm belief t ,god _h =giv5 y1 0 ! "o ?+ ne$ful2 t :]e t "o ?+ 0 pres5t1 ev]y?+ else 0 sup]flu\s2 t :]e x 0 want+1 no?+ else avail$4 ,s /rongly did he hold ?is1 t 7he confess$ he put x po9t$ly1 b /ill n untruly71 :]e true fai? 0 pres5t1 a p]son might be any?+ 9 pr(ession2 an ,arm9ian1 a ,calv9i/1 an ,episcopalian1 a ,presbyt]ian1 a ,sw$5borgian--nay1 a ,unit>ian--he w\ld g fur!r1 look+ at ,:ite1 a ,papi/1 yet be 9 a /ate ( salvation4 ,freeborn came out r m /rongly ?an 9 8 sob] mom5ts he w\ld h approv$2 b he 0 a little irritat$1 & wi%$ to h 8 turn ( speak+4 ,x 0 altoge!r a great te/ification4 ,?ank y = y\r lib]ality to ! poor ,papi/s1 said ,:ite2 x seems !y are safe if !y are hypocrites1 pr(ess+ to be ,ca?olics1 :ile !y are ,prote/ants 9 he>t4 ,unit>ians1 too1 said ,%effield1 are debtors to y\r lib]ality2 x seems a man ne$ n fe> to believe too little1 s t he feels a good deal4 ,r1 said ,:ite1 if he believes himself =giv51 he ne$ n believe any?+ else4 ,r$+ put 9 8 ^w2 he said t 9 ! ,pray] ,book1 belief 9 ! ,holy ,tr9ity 0 repres5t$1 n z an accid5t1 b z be=e all ?+s necess>y to salvation4 ,t's n a fair answ]1 ,r$+1 said ,%effield2 :at ,mr4 ,freeborn obs]v$ 01 t !re's no cre$ 9 ! ,bible2 & y answ] t !re is a cre$ 9 ! ,pray] ,book4 ,!n ! ,bible says "o ?+1 & ! ,pray] ,book ano!r1 said ,bateman4 ,no1 answ]$ ,freeborn2 ,! ,pray] ,book only d$uces f ,scripture2 ! ,a?anasian ,cre$ is a human inv5tion2 true1 b human1 & to be receiv$1 z "o ( ! ,articles expressly says1 because 'f\nd$ on ,scripture4' ,cre$s are useful 9 _! place1 s is ! ,*ur*2 b nei!r ,cre$ nor ,*ur* is religion4 ,!n :y d y make s mu* ( y\r doctr9e ( 'fai? only'8 said ,bateman2 = t is n 9 ,scripture1 & is b a human d$uction4 ,my doctr9e6 cri$ ,freeborn2 :y x's 9 ! ,articles2 ! ,articles expressly say t we are ju/ifi$ by fai? only4 ,! ,articles are n ,scripture any m ?an ! ,pray] ,book1 said ,%effield4 ,nor d ! ,articles say t ! doctr9e !y prop\nd is necess>y = salvation1 add$ ,bateman4 ,all ?is 0 v unfair on ,freeborn1 ?\gh he _h provok$ x4 ,"h 7 f\r p]sons on him at once1 & ! sil5t fif? app>5tly a sympa?is]4 ,%effield talk$ ?r\gh malice2 ,:ite f habit2 ,r$+ came 9 because he c\ld n help x2 & ,bateman spoke on pr9ciple2 he _h a notion t he 0 improv+ ,freeborn's views by ?is process ( badg]+4 ,at lea/ he did n improve 8 temp]1 :i* 0 suff]+4 ,mo/ ( ! p>ty 7 und]graduates2 he 7,freeborn7 0 a ,ma/]2 x 0 too bad ( ,bateman4 ,he f9i%$ 9 sil5ce 8 sausage1 :i* _h got q cold4 ,! conv]sation flagg$2 !re 0 a rise 9 toa/ & muff9s2 c(fee-cups 7 put aside1 & tea fl[$ freely4 ,,*apt] ,,vii4 ,freeborn did n l to be beat52 he began aga94 ,religion1 he said1 0 a matt] ( ! he>t2 no "o c\ld int]pret ,scripture rightly ^: he>t 0 n "r4 ,till our eyes 7 enlight5$1 to dispute ab\t ! s5se ( ,scripture1 to attempt to d$uce f ,scripture1 0 beat+ ab\t ! bu%3 x 0 l ! bl9d disput+ ab\t col\rs4 ,if ?is is true1 said ,bateman1 no "o ought to argue ab\t religion at all2 b y 7 ! fir/ to d s1 ,freeborn4 ,( c\rse1 answ]$ ,freeborn1 ^? :o h f\nd ! tru? are ! v p]sons to argue1 = !y h ! gift4 ,& ! v la/ p]sons to p]suade1 said ,%effield2 = !y h ! gift all to !mselves4 ,!re=e true ,*ri/ians %\ld argue ) ea* o!r1 & ) no "o else1 said ,bateman4 ,b ^? are ! v p]sons :o don't want x1 said ,%effield2 reason+ mu/ be = ! unconv]t$1 n = ! conv]t$4 ,x is ! means ( seek+4 ,freeborn p]si/$ t ! reason ( ! unconv]t$ 0 c>nal1 & t su* c\ld n und]/& ,scripture4 ,i h always ?\ght1 said ,r$+1 t reason 0 a g5]al gift1 ?\gh fai? is a special & p]sonal "o4 ,if fai? is really rational1 all ought to see t x is rational2 else1 f ! nature ( ! case1 x is n rational4 ,b ,/4 ,paul says1 answ]$ ,freeborn1 t 'to ! natural man ! ?+s ( ! ,_s are fooli%ness4' ,b h[ are we to arrive at tru? at all1 said ,r$+1 except by reason8 ,x is ! appo9t$ me?od = our guidance4 ,brutes g by in/9ct1 m5 by reason4 ,!y _h fall5 on a difficult subject2 all 7 some:at puzzl$ except ,:ite1 :o _h n be5 att5d+1 & 0 simply we>i$2 he n[ int]pos$4 ,x w\ld be a dull _w1 he said1 if m5 w5t by reason3 !y may ?9k !y d1 b !y don't4 ,really1 !y are l$ by _! feel+s1 _! affections1 by ! s5se ( ! beautiful1 & ! good1 & ! holy4 ,religion is ! beautiful2 ! cl\ds1 sun1 & sky1 ! fields & ! woods1 are religion4 ,?is w\ld make all religions true1 said ,freeborn1 good & bad4 ,no1 answ]$ ,:ite1 hea!n rites are bloody & impure1 n beautiful2 & ,mahometanism is z cold & z dry z any ,calv9i/ic meet+4 ,! ,mahometans h no alt>s or prie/s1 no?+ b a pulpit & a prea*]4 ,l ,/4 ,m>y's1 said ,%effield4 ,v l1 said ,:ite2 we h no life or poetry 9 ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&2 ! ,ca?olic ,*ur* alone is beautiful4 ,y w\ld see :at ,i mean if y w5t into a =eign ca!dral1 or ev5 into "o ( ! ,ca?olic *ur*es 9 our l>ge t[ns4 ,! celebrant1 deacon1 & subdeacon1 acolytes ) lights1 ! inc5se1 & ! *ant+--all comb9e to "o end1 "o act ( wor%ip4 ,y feel x is really a wor%ipp+2 e s5se1 eyes1 e>s1 smell1 are made to "k t wor%ip is go+ on4 ,! laity on ! floor say+ _! beads1 or mak+ _! acts2 ! *oir s++ out ! ,kyrie2 & ! prie/ & 8 assi/ants b[+ l[1 & say+ ! ,confiteor to ea* o!r4 ,?is is wor%ip1 & x is f> above reason4 ,?is 0 spok5 ) all 8 he>t2 b x 0 q out ( keep+ ) ! conv]sation :i* _h prec$$ x1 & ,:ite's poetry 0 almo/ z disagreeable to ! p>ty z ,freeborn's prose4 ,:ite1 y %\ld turn ,ca?olic out & out1 said ,%effield4 ,my de> good fell[1 said ,bateman1 ?9k :at y are say+4 ,y c't really h gone to a s*ismatical *apel4 ,oh1 = %ame6 ,freeborn obs]v$1 gravely1 t if ! two ,*ur*es 7 "o1 z _h be5 ma9ta9$1 he c\ld n see1 d :at he w\ld1 :y x 0 wrong to g to & fro f "o to ! o!r4 ,y =get1 said ,bateman to ,:ite1 y h1 or might h1 all ?is 9 y\r own ,*ur*1 )\t ! ,romi% corruptions4 ,z to ! ,romi% corruptions1 answ]$ ,:ite1 ,i "k v little ab\t !m4 ,freeborn groan$ audibly4 ,i "k v little ab\t !m1 repeat$ ,:ite eag]ly1 v little2 b :at is t to ! purpose8 ,we mu/ take ?+s z we f9d !m4 ,i don't l :at is bad 9 ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*1 if !re is bad1 b :at is good4 ,i d n g to x = :at is bad1 b = :at is good4 ,y c't d5y t :at ,i admire is v good & beautiful4 ,only y try to introduce x into y\r own ,*ur*4 ,y w\ld give y\r e>s1 y "k y w\ld1 to he> ! ,dies ir4 ,"h a g5]al bur/ ( laught] took place4 ,:ite 0 an ,iri%man4 ,x 0 a happy int]ruption2 ! p>ty rose up f table1 & a tap at t m9ute1 :i* s\nd$ at ! door1 succe$$ 9 sev]+ ! ?read ( ! conv]sation4 ,x 0 a pr9tsell]'s man ) a l>ge book ( plates4 ,well tim$1 said ,bateman2--put !m d[n1 ,bak]3 or r give !m to me2--,i c take ! op9ion ( y m5 on a po9t ,i h mu* at he>t4 ,y "k ,i want$ y1 ,freeborn1 to g ) me to see my *apel2 ,%effield & ,r$+ h look$ into x4 ,well n[1 j see "h4 ,he op5$ ! portfolio2 x conta9$ views ( ! ,campo ,santo at ,pisa4 ,! leaves 7 sl[ly turn$ ov] 9 sil5ce1 ! spectators p>tly admir+1 p>tly n kn[+ :at to ?9k1 p>tly wond]+ at :at 0 com+4 ,:at d y ?9k my plan is8 he cont9u$4 ,y twitt$ me1 ,%effield1 because my *apel w\ld be useless4 ,n[ ,i mean to get a cemet]y atta*$ to x2 !re is pl5ty ( l&2 & !n ! *apel w become a *antry4 ,b n[1 :at w y say if we h a copy ( ^! spl5did m$ieval monum5ts r\nd ! burial-place1 bo? sculpture & pa9t+8 ,n[1 ,%effield1 ,mr4 ,critic1 :at d y say to t8 ,a mo/ admirable plan1 said ,%effield1 & q removes my objections4444 ,a *antry6 :at is t8 ,don't !y say ,mass 9 x = ! dead8 ,oh1 no1 no1 no1 said ,bateman1 9 fe> ( ,freeborn2 we'll h none ( y\r ,pop]y4 ,x w be a simple1 guileless *apel1 9 :i* ! ,*ur* ,s]vice w be read4 ,mean:ile ,%effield 0 sl[ly turn+ ov] ! plates4 ,he /opp$ at "o4 ,:at w y d ) t figure8 he said1 po9t+ to a ,madonna4 ,oh1 x w be be/1 mo/ prud5t1 to leave x out2 c]ta9ly1 c]ta9ly4 ,%effield soon began aga93 ,b look "h1 my good fell[1 :at d y d ) ^! sa9ts & angels8 d see1 :y "h's a complete leg5d2 d y mean to h ?is8 ,"h's a set ( miracles1 & a woman invok+ a sa9t 9 heav54 ,bateman look$ cauti\sly at !m1 & did n answ]4 ,he w\ld h %ut ! book1 b ,%effield wi%$ to see "s m4 ,mean:ile he said1 ,oh yes1 true1 !re are "s ?+s2 b ,i h an exp$i5t = all ?is2 ,i mean to make x all allegorical4 ,! ,bless$ ,virg9 %all be ! ,*ur*1 & ! sa9ts %all be c>d9al & o!r virtues2 & z to t sa9t's life1 ,/4 ,rani]i's1 x %all be a ,ca?olic ',pilgrim's ,progress4' ,good6 !n y mu/ drop all ^! popes & bi%ops1 copes & *alices1 said ,%effield2 & h _! names writt5 "u ! re/1 t p mayn't take !m = sa9ts & angels4 ,p]haps y _h bett] h scrolls f _! m\?s1 9 old ,engli%4 ,?is ,/4 ,?omas is /\t2 make him say1 ',i am ,mr4 ,dreadn\ght1' or ',i am ,giant ,despair2' &1 s9ce ?is beautiful sa9t be>s a sort ( di%1 make h] ',mrs4 ,creature ,com=t4' ,b look "h1 he cont9u$1 a :ole set ( devils2 are ^! to be pa9t$ up8 ,bateman attempt$ =cibly to %ut ! book2 ,%effield w5t on3 ,/4 ,an?ony's temptations2 :at's ?is8 ,"h's ! fi5d 9 ! %ape ( a cat on a w9e-b>rel4 ,really1 really1 said ,bateman1 disgu/$1 & gett+ possession ( x1 y are q (f5sive1 q4 ,we w look at !m :5 y are m s]i\s4 ,%effield inde$ 0 v provok+1 & ,bateman m good-hum\r$ ?an _m p]sons w\ld h be5 9 8 place4 ,mean:ile ,freeborn1 :o _h _h 8 g[n 9 8 h& ! la/ two m9utes1 nodd$ to 8 ho/1 & took 8 dep>ture by himself2 & ,:ite & ,willis soon foll[$ 9 company4 ,really1 said ,bateman to ,%effield1 :5 !y 7 gone1 y & ,:ite1 ea* 9 8 own way1 are s v ra% 9 y\r mode ( speak+1 & be=e o!r p1 too4 ,i wi%$ to tea* ,freeborn a little good ,ca?olicism1 & y h spoilt all4 ,i hop$ some?+ w\ld h come out ( ?is breakfa/4 ,b only ?9k ( ,:ite6 x w all out4 ,freeborn w tell x to 8 set4 ,x is v bad1 v bad inde$4 ,& y1 my fri5d1 are n mu* bett]2 nev] s]i\s4 ,:at c\ld y mean by say+ t our ,*ur* is n "o ) ! ,romi%8 ,x 0 giv+ ,freeborn su* an advantage4 ,%effield look$ provok+ly easy2 &1 lean+ ) 8 back aga9/ ! mantelpiece1 & 8 coat-tail almo/ play+ ) ! sp\t ( ! kettle1 repli$1 ,y _h a mo/ awkw>d team to drive4 ,!n he add$1 look+ sideways at him1 ) 8 head back1 ,& :y _h y1 ,o mo/ correct ( m51 ! audacity to say t ! ,engli% ,*ur* & ! ,romi% ,*ur* 7 "o8 ,x mu/ be s1 answ]$ ,bateman2 !re is b "o ,*ur*--! ,cre$ says s2 w\ld y make two8 ,i don't speak ( doctr9e1 said ,%effield1 b ( fact4 ,i didn't mean to say t !re 7 two ,*ur*es2 nor to d5y t !re 0 "o ,*ur*4 ,i b d5i$ ! fact1 t :at are evid5tly two bodies 7 "o body4 ,bateman ?\ght a:ile2 & ,*>les employ$ himself 9 scrap+ d[n ! soot f ! back ( ! *imney ) ! pok]4 ,he did n wi% to speak1 b he 0 n sorry to li/5 to su* an argum5t4 ,my good fell[1 said ,bateman1 9 a tone ( in/ruction1 y are mak+ a di/9ction betwe5 a ,*ur* & a body :i* ,i don't q compreh5d4 ,y say t !re are two bodies1 & yet b "o ,*ur*4 ,if s1 ! ,*ur* is n a body1 b some?+ ab/ract1 a m]e "n1 a g5]al idea2 is t y\r mean+8 if s1 y are an hone/ ,calv9i/4 ,y are ano!r1 answ]$ ,%effield2 = if y make two visible ,*ur*es1 ,engli% & ,romi%1 to be "o ,*ur*1 t "o ,*ur* mu/ be invisible1 n visible4 ,?us1 if ,i hold an ab/ract ,*ur*1 y hold an invisible "o4 ,i d n see t1 said ,bateman4 ,prove ! two ,*ur*es to be "o1 said ,%effield1 & !n ,i'll prove some?+ else4 ,"s p>adox8 said ,bateman4 ,( c\rse1 answ]$ ,%effield1 a huge "o2 b y\rs1 n m9e4 ,prove ! ,engli% & ,romi% ,*ur*es to be 9 any s5se "o1 & ,i w prove by p>allel argum5ts t 9 ! same s5se we & ! ,wesleyans are "o4 ,?is 0 a fair *all5ge4 ,bateman1 h[ev]1 sudd5ly put on a demure look1 & 0 sil5t4 ,we are on sacr$ subjects1 he said at l5g? 9 a subdu$ tone1 we are on v sacr$ subjects2 we mu/ be rev]5t1 & he drew a v long face4 ,%effield laugh$ out1 nor c\ld ,r$+ /& x4 ,:at is x8 cri$ ,%effield2 don't be h>d on me8 ,:at h ,i done8 ,:]e did ! sacr$ness beg98 ,i eat my words4 ,oh1 he meant no?+1 said ,*>les1 inde$ he did n2 he's m s]i\s ?an he seems2 d answ] him2 ,i am int]e/$4 ,really1 ,i d wi% to treat ! subject gravely1 said ,%effield2 ,i w beg9 aga94 ,i am v sorry1 inde$ ,i am4 ,let me put ! objection m rev]5tly4 ,bateman relax$3 ,my good ,%effield1 he said1 ! ?+ is irrev]5t1 n ! mann]4 ,x is irrev]5t to lik5 y\r holy "m to ! ,wesleyan s*ismatics4 ,i rep5t1 ,i d inde$1 said ,%effield2 x 0 a wav]+ ( fai?2 x 0 v unseemly1 ,i confess x4 ,:at c ,i say m8 ,look at me2 won't ?is d8 ,b n[ tell me1 d tell me1 h[ are we "o body ) ! ,romani/s1 yet ! ,wesleyans n "o body ) u8 ,bateman look$ at him1 & 0 satisfi$ ) ! expression ( 8 face4 ,x's a /range "q = y to ask1 he said2 ,i fanci$ y 7 a %>p] fell[4 ,don't y see t we h ! apo/olical succession z well z ! ,romani/s8 ,b ,romani/s say1 answ]$ ,%effield1 t t is n en\gh = unity2 t we ought to be 9 communion ) ! ,pope4 ,t's _! mi/ake1 answ]$ ,bateman4 ,t's j :at ! ,wesleyans say ( u1 retort$ ,%effield1 :5 we won't ackn[l$ge _! succession2 !y say x's our mi/ake4 ,_! succession6 cri$ ,bateman2 !y h no succession4 ,yes1 !y h1 said ,%effield2 !y h a m9i/]ial succession4 ,x isn't apo/olical1 answ]$ ,bateman4 ,yes1 b x is evangelical1 a succession ( doctr9e1 said ,%effield4 ,doctr9e6 ,evangelical6 cri$ ,bateman2 :oev] he>d6 t's n en\gh2 doctr9e is n en\gh )\t bi%ops4 ,& succession is n en\gh )\t ! ,pope1 answ]$ ,%effield4 ,!y act aga9/ ! bi%ops1 said ,bateman1 n q see+ :i!r he 0 go+4 ,& we act aga9/ ! ,pope1 said ,%effield4 ,we say t ! ,pope isn't necess>y1 said ,bateman4 ,& !y say t bi%ops are n necess>y1 return$ ,%effield4 ,!y 7 out ( brea?1 & paus$ to see :]e !y /ood4 ,pres5tly ,bateman said1 ,my good sir1 ?is is a "q ( fact1 n ( argum5tative clev]ness4 ,! "q is1 :e!r x is n true t bi%ops are necess>y to ! notion ( a ,*ur*1 & :e!r x is n false t ,popes are necess>y4 ,no1 no1 cri$ ,%effield1 ! "q is ?is1 :e!r ob$i5ce to our bi%ops is n necess>y to make ,wesleyans "o body ) u1 & ob$i5ce to _! ,pope necess>y to make u "o body ) ! ,romani/s4 ,y ma9ta9 ! "o1 & d5y ! o!r2 ,i ma9ta9 bo?4 ,ma9ta9 bo?1 or d5y bo?3 ,i am consi/5t2 y are inconsi/5t4 ,bateman 0 puzzl$4 ,9 a ^w1 ,%effield add$1 succession is n unity1 any m ?an doctr9e4 ,n unity8 ,:at !n is unity8 ask$ ,bateman4 ,on5ess ( polity1 answ]$ ,%effield4 ,bateman ?\ght a:ile4 ,! idea is prepo/]\s1 he said3 "h we h possession2 "h we are e/abli%$ s9ce ,k+ ,lucius's "t1 or s9ce ,/4 ,paul prea*$ "h2 fill+ ! isl&2 "o cont9u\s ,*ur*2 ) ! same t]ritory1 ! same succession1 ! same hi]>*y1 ! same civil & political position1 ! same *ur*es4 ,yes1 he proce$$1 we h ! v same fabrics1 ! memorials ( a ?\s& ye>s1 doctr9e /amp$ & p]petuat$ 9 /one2 all ! my/ical tea*+ ( ! old sa9ts4 ,:at h ! ,me?odi/s to d ) ,ca?olic rites8 ) alt>s1 ) sacrifice1 ) rood-l(ts1 ) fonts1 ) ni*es8--!y call x all sup]/ition4 ,don't be angry ) me1 ,bateman1 said ,%effield1 &1 be=e go+1 ,i w put =? a p>able4 ,"h's ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&1 z l a ,prote/ant ,e/abli%m5t z x c />e2 bi%ops & p1 all b a few l y\rselves1 call x ,prote/ant2 ! liv+ body calls itself ,prote/ant2 ! liv+ body abjures ,ca?olicism1 fl+s (f ! "n & ! ?+1 hates ! ,*ur* ( ,rome1 laughs at sacram5tal p[]1 despises ! ,fa!rs1 is jeal\s ( prie/craft1 is a ,prote/ant reality1 is a ,ca?olic %am4 ,?is exi/+ reality1 :i* is alive & no mi/ake1 y wi% to top ) a filagree-"w ( scre5s1 dorsals1 pa/oral /affs1 crozi]s1 mitres1 & ! l4 ,n[ mo/ excell5t ,bateman1 w y he> my p>able8 w y be (f5d$ at x8 ,sil5ce gave cons5t1 & ,%effield proce$$4 ,:y1 once on a "t a negro boy1 :5 8 ma/] 0 away1 /ole into 8 w>drobe1 & det]m9$ to make himself f9e at 8 ma/]'s exp5se4 ,s he 0 pres5tly se5 9 ! /reets1 nak$ z usual1 b /rutt+ up & d[n ) a cock$ hat on 8 head1 & a pair ( :ite kid gloves on 8 h&s4 ,away ) y6 get out1 y graceless1 hopeless fell[6 said ,bateman1 dis*>g+ ! s(a-bol/] at 8 head4 ,mean:ile ,%effield ran to ! door1 & quickly f\nd himself ) ,*>les 9 ! /reet bel[4 ,,*apt] ,,viii4 ,%effield & ,*>les may g _! way2 b we mu/ foll[ ,:ite & ,willis out ( ,bateman's lodg+s4 ,x 0 a ,sa9t's day1 & !y _h no lectures2 !y walk$ arm-9-arm along ,broad ,/reet1 evid5tly v intimate1 & ,willis f\nd 8 voice3 ,i c't be> t ,freeborn1 said he1 he's su* a prig2 & ,i l him ! less because ,i am oblig$ to "k him4 ,y knew him 9 ! c\ntry1 ,i ?9k8 said ,:ite4 ,9 consequ5ce1 he has sev]al times _h me to 8 spiritual tea-p>ties1 & has introduc$ me to old ,mr4 ,grimes1 a good1 k9d-he>t$ old fogie1 b an awful evangelical1 & 8 wife worse4 ,grimes is ! old orig9al religi\s tea-man1 & ,freeborn imitates him4 ,!y get toge!r z _m m5 z !y c1 p]haps tw5ty fre%m51 ba*elors1 & ma/]s1 :o sit 9 a circle1 ) cups & sauc]s 9 _! h&s & hassocks at _! knees4 ,"s insuff]able p]son ( ,capel ,hall or ,/4 ,m>k's1 :o h>dly speaks ,engli%1 "u pret5ce ( ask+ ,mr4 ,grimes "s div9ity "q1 holds =? on orig9al s91 or ju/ification1 or assurance1 monopoliz+ ! conv]sation4 ,!n tea-?+s g1 & a portion ( ,scripture comes in/ead2 & old ,grimes exp\nds2 v good x is1 d\btless1 ?\gh he is a layman4 ,he's a good old s\l2 b no "o 9 ! room c /& x2 ev5 ,mrs4 ,grimes nods ov] h] knitt+1 & "s ( ! de> bro!rs brea! v audibly4 ,mr4 ,grimes1 h[ev]1 he>s no?+ b himself4 ,at l5g? he /ops2 8 he>]s wake up1 & ! hassocks beg94 ,!n we g2 & ,mr4 ,grimes & ! ,/4 ,m>k's man call x a pr(itable ev5+4 ,i c't make out :y any "o goes twice2 yet "s m5 nev] miss4 ,!y all g on fai?1 said ,:ite3 fai? 9 ,mr4 ,grimes4 ,fai? 9 old ,grimes1 said ,willis2 an old half-pay lieut5ant6 ,"h's a *ur* op51 said ,:ite2 t's odd2 let's g 94 ,!y ent]$2 an old woman 0 du/+ ! pews z if = s]vice4 ,t w be all set "r1 said ,willis2 we mu/ h no wom51 b sacri/ans & s]v]s4 ,!n1 y "k1 all ^! pews w g to ! "r ab\t4 ,did y ev] see a f9] *ur* = a function8 ,:]e w\ld y put ! sacri/y8 said ,willis2 t closet is meant = ! ve/ry1 b w\ld nev] be l>ge en\gh4 ,t dep5ds on ! numb] ( alt>s ! *ur* admits1 answ]$ ,:ite2 ea* alt> mu/ h its own dress] & w>drobe 9 ! sacri/y4 ,"o1 said ,willis1 c\nt+1 :]e ! pulpit /&s1 t'll be ! high alt>2 "o q beh9d1 t may be ,our ,lady's2 two1 "o on ea* side ( ! *ancel--f\r already2 to :om d y d$icate !m8 ,! *ur* is n wide en\gh = ^? side ones1 object$ ,:ite4 ,oh1 b x is1 said ,willis2 ,i h se51 abroad1 alt>s ) only "o /ep to !m1 & !y ne$ n be v broad4 ,i ?9k1 too1 ?is wall admits ( an ar*--look at ! dep? ( ! w9d[2 t w\ld be a ga9 ( room4 ,no1 p]si/$ ,:ite2 ! *ancel is too n>r[2 & he began to measure ! floor ) 8 pocket-h&k]*ief4 ,:at w\ld y say is ! dep? ( an alt> f ! wall8 he ask$4 ,on look+ up he saw "s ladies 9 ! *ur* :om he & ,willis knew--! pretty ,miss ,boltons--v ,ca?olic girls1 & really k9d1 *>itable p]sons into ! b>ga94 ,we _c add1 t !y 7 mu* wis] at t "t ?an ! two "y g5tlem5 :om !y n[ enc\nt]$2 & if any fair read] ?9ks our acc\nt ( !m a reflection on ,ca?olic-m9d$ ladies g5]ally1 we beg di/9ctly to say1 t we by no means put !m =? z a type ( a class2 t among su* p]sons 7 to be f\nd1 z we "k well1 ! g5tle/ spirits & ! t5d]e/ he>ts2 & t no?+ %ort ( sev]e fidelity to hi/orical tru? keeps u f adorn+ ^! two "y p]sons 9 p>ticul> ) t prud5ce & good s5se ) :i* s _m su* ladies 7 end[$4 ,^! two si/]s _h op5 h&s1 if !y _h n wise heads2 & _! object 9 ent]+ ! *ur* 7:i* 0 n ! *ur* ( _! own p>i%7 0 to see ! old woman1 :o 0 at once a subject & in/rum5t ( _! b\nty1 & to say a ^w ab\t h] little gr&*ildr51 9 :om !y 7 int]e/$4 ,z may be suppos$1 !y did n "k mu* ( matt]s ecclesia/ical1 & !y knew less ( !mselves2 & ! latt] defect ,:ite c\ld n supply1 ?\gh he 0 do+1 & _h done1 8 be/ to rem$y ! =m] defici5cy2 & e meet+ did a little4 ,! two p>ties left ! *ur* toge!r1 & ! g5tlem5 saw ! ladies home4 ,we 7 imag9+1 ,miss ,bolton1 ,:ite said1 walk+ at a respectful di/ance f h]1 we 7 imag9+ ,/4 ,james's a ,ca?olic *ur*1 & try+ to arrange ?+s z !y ought to be4 ,:at 0 y\r fir/ re=m8 ask$ ,miss ,bolton4 ,i fe>1 answ]$ ,:ite1 x w\ld f>e h>d ) y\r protge1 ! old lady :o du/s out ! pews4 ,:y1 c]ta9ly1 said ,miss ,bolton1 because !re w\ld be no pews to du/4 ,b n only 9 (fice1 b 9 p]son1 or r 9 "*1 %e mu/ make h] exit f ! *ur*1 said ,:ite4 ,impossible1 said ,miss ,bolton2 are wom51 !n1 to rema9 ,prote/ants8 ,oh1 no1 answ]$ ,:ite1 ! good lady w reappe>1 only 9 ano!r "*2 %e w be a wid[4 ,& :o w take h] pres5t place8 ,a sacri/an1 answ]$ ,:ite2 a sacri/an 9 a cotta4 ,d y l ! %ort cotta or ! long8 he cont9u$1 turn+ to ! y\ng] lady4 ,i8 answ]$ ,miss ,*>lotte2 ,i always =get1 b ,i ?9k y told u ! ,roman 0 ! %ort "o2 ,i'm = ! %ort cotta4 ,y "k1 ,*>lotte1 said ,miss ,bolton1 t !re's a great re=m go+ on 9 ,engl& 9 ecclesia/ical ve/m5ts4 ,i hate all re=ms1 answ]$ ,*>lotte1 f ! ,re=mation d[nw>ds4 ,besides1 we h got "s way 9 our cope2 y h se5 x1 ,mr4 ,:ite8 x's su* a sweet patt]n4 ,h y det]m9$ :at to d ) x8 ask$ ,willis4 ,"t en\gh to ?9k ( t1 said ,*>lotte2 x'll take f\r ye>s to f9i%4 ,f\r ye>s6 cri$ ,:ite2 we %all be all real ,ca?olics by !n2 ,engl& w be conv]t$4 ,x w be done j 9 "t = ! ,bi%op1 said ,*>lotte4 ,oh1 x's n good en\gh = him6 said ,miss ,bolton2 b x may d 9 *ur* = ! ,asp]ges4 ,h[ diff]5t all ?+s w be6 cont9u$ %e2 ,i don't q l1 ?\gh1 ! idea ( a c>d9al 9 ,ox=d4 ,mu/ we be s v ,roman8 ,i don't see :y we might n be q ,ca?olic )\t ! ,pope4 ,oh1 y ne$ n be afraid1 said ,:ite sagely2 ?+s don't g s apace4 ,c>d9als are n s *eap4 ,c>d9als h s mu* /ate & /iffness1 said ,miss ,bolton3 ,i he> !y nev] walk )\t two s]vants beh9d !m2 & !y always leave ! room directly danc+ beg9s4 ,well1 ,i ?9k ,ox=d mu/ be j cut out = c>d9als1 said ,miss ,*>lotte2 c any?+ be dull] ?an ! ,presid5t's p>ties8 ,i c fancy ,dr4 ,bone a c>d9al1 z he walks r\nd ! p>ks4 ,oh1 x's ! g5ius ( ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*1 said ,:ite2 y w und]/& x bett] 9 "t4 ,no "o is 8 own ma/]2 ev5 ! ,pope _c d z he w2 he d9es by himself1 & speaks by prec$5t4 ,( c\rse he does1 said ,*>lotte1 = he is infallible4 ,nay1 if he makes mi/akes 9 ! functions1 cont9u$ ,:ite1 he is oblig$ to write !m d[n & confess !m1 le/ !y %\ld be drawn into prec$5ts4 ,& he is oblig$1 dur+ a function1 to obey ! ma/] ( c]emonies1 aga9/ 8 own judgm5t1 said ,willis4 ,didn't y say ! ,pope confess$1 ,mr4 ,:ite8 ask$ ,miss ,bolton2 x has always puzzl$ me :e!r ! ,pope 0 oblig$ to confess l ano!r man4 ,oh1 c]ta9ly1 answ]$ ,:ite1 e "o confesses4 ,well1 said ,*>lotte1 ,i c't fancy ,mr4 ,hur/ ( ,/4 ,pet]'s1 :o comes "h to s+ glees1 confess+1 or "s ( ! grave heads ( h\ses1 :o b[ s /iffly4 ,!y w all h to confess1 said ,:ite4 ,all8 ask$ ,miss ,bolton2 y don't mean conv]ts confess8 ,i ?\ght x 0 only old ,ca?olics4 ,!re 0 a little pause4 ,& :at w ! heads ( h\ses be8 ask$ ,miss ,*>lotte4 ,abbots or sup]iors1 answ]$ ,:ite2 !y w be> crosses2 & :5 !y say ,mass1 !re w be a light$ c&le 9 addition4 ,:at a good portly abbot ! ,vice-,*ancellor w make6 said ,miss ,bolton4 ,oh1 no2 he's too %ort = an abbot1 said h] si/]2 b y h left out ! ,*ancellor himself3 y seem to h provid$ = e "o else2 :at w become ( him8 ,! ,*ancellor is my difficulty1 said ,:ite gravely4 ,make him a ,knight-,templ>1 said ,willis4 ,! ,duke's a que] h&1 said ,:ite1 /ill ?\ghtfully3 !re's no kn[+ :at he'll come to4 ,a ,knight-,templ>--yes2 ,malta is n[ ,engli% prop]ty2 he might revive ! ord]4 ,! ladies bo? laugh$4 ,b y h n complet$ y\r plan1 ,mr4 ,:ite1 said ,miss ,bolton3 ! heads ( h\ses h got wives2 h[ c !y become monks8 ,oh1 ! wives w g into conv5ts1 said ,:ite3 ,willis & ,i h be5 mak+ inquiries 9 ! ,high ,/reet1 & !y are mo/ satisfactory4 ,"s ( ! h\ses !re 7 once univ]sity-halls & inns1 & w easily turn back into conv5ts3 all t w be want$ is grat+ to ! w9d[s4 ,h y any notion :at ord] !y ought to jo98 said ,miss ,*>lotte4 ,t dep5ds on !mselves1 said ,:ite3 no compulsion :atev] mu/ be put on !m4 ,!y are ! judges4 ,b x w\ld be useful to h two conv5ts--"o ( an active ord]1 & "o contemplative3 ,ursul9e = in/ance1 & ,c>melite ( ,/4 ,!resa's re=m4 ,hi!rto _! conv]sation _h be5 on ! v]ge ( je/ & e>ne/2 n[ x took a m p5sive tone4 ,! nuns ( ,/4 ,!resa are v /rict1 ,i believe1 ,mr4 ,:ite1 said ,miss ,bolton4 ,yes1 he made reply2 ,i h fe>s = ! ,mrs4 ,w>d5s & ,mrs4 ,pr9cipals :o at _! age und]take x4 ,!y _h got home1 & ,:ite politely rang ! bell4 ,y\ng] p]sons1 said he t5d]ly1 are too delicate = su* a sacrifice4 ,l\isa 0 sil5t2 pres5tly %e said1 ,& :at w y be1 ,mr4 ,:ite8 ,i "k n1 he answ]$2 ,i h ?\ght ( ! ,ci/]cians2 !y nev] speak4 ,oh1 ! de> ,ci/]cians6 %e said2 ,/4 ,b]n>d wasn't x8--sweet1 heav5ly man1 & s "y6 ,i h se5 8 picture3 su* eyes6 ,:ite 0 a good-look+ man4 ,! nun & ! monk look$ at ea* o!r v respectfully1 & b[$2 ! o!r pair w5t ?r\gh a simil> c]emony2 !n x 0 p]=m$ diagonally4 ,! two ladies ent]$ _! home2 ! two g5tlem5 retir$4 ,we mu/ foll[ ! =m] up/airs4 ,:5 !y ent]$ ! draw+-room !y f\nd _! "m sitt+ at ! w9d[ 9 h] bonnet & %awl1 dipp+ into a *ance volume 9 t unsettl$ /ate :i* implies t a p]son is occupi$1 if x may be s call$1 9 wait+1 m ?an 9 any?+ else4 ,my de> *ildr51 %e said z !y ent]$1 :]e h y be58 ! bells h /opp$ a good qu>t] ( an h\r3 ,i fe> we mu/ give up go+ to *ur* ?is morn+4 ,impossible1 de> mamma1 answ]$ ,miss ,bolton2 we w5t out punctually at half-pa/ n9e2 we did n /op two m9utes at y\r wor/$-%op2 & "h we are back aga94 ,! only ?+ we did besides1 said ,*>lotte1 0 to look 9 at ,/4 ,james's1 z ! door 0 op51 to say a ^w or two to poor old ,wigg9s4 ,mr4 ,:ite 0 !re1 & 8 fri5d ,mr4 ,willis2 & !y saw u home4 ,oh1 ,i und]/&1 answ]$ ,mrs4 ,bolton2 t is ! way :5 "y g5tlem5 & ladies get toge!r3 b at any rate we are late = *ur*4 ,oh1 no1 said ,*>lotte1 let u set out directly1 we %all get 9 by ! fir/ lesson4 ,my de> *ild1 h[ c y propose su* a ?+8 said h] "m3 ,i w\ld n d s = any consid]ation2 x is s v disgraceful4 ,bett] n g at all4 ,oh1 de>e/ mamma1 said ! eld] si/]1 ?is c]ta9ly is a prejudice4 ,:y always come 9 at "o "t8 !re is some?+ s =mal 9 p com+ 9 all at once1 & wait+ = ea* o!r4 ,x is surely m reasonable to come 9 :5 y c3 s _m ?+s may h9d] p]sons4 ,well1 my de> ,l\isa1 said h] "m1 ,i l ! old way4 ,x us$ always to be said to u1 ,be 9 y\r seats be=e ',:5 ! wick$ man1' & at late/ be=e ! ',de>ly ,belov$4' ,t's ! good old-fa%ion$ way4 ,& ,mr4 ,jones & ,mr4 ,pe>son us$ always to sit at lea/ five m9utes 9 ! desk to give u "s law1 & us$ to look r\nd be=e beg9n+2 & ,mr4 ,jones us$ frequ5tly to prea* aga9/ late com]s4 ,i c't argue1 b x seems to me reasonable t good ,*ri/ians %\ld he> ! :ole s]vice4 ,!y might z well g out be=e x's ov]4 ,well1 b1 mamma1 said ,*>lotte1 s x is abroad3 !y come 9 & g out :5 !y please4 ,x's s devotional4 ,my de> girl1 said ,mrs4 ,bolton1 ,i am too old to und]/& all ?is2 x's beyond me4 ,i suppose ,mr4 ,:ite has be5 say+ all ?is to y4 ,he's a good "y man1 v amiable & att5tive4 ,i h no?+ to say aga9/ him1 except t he is "y1 & he'll *ange 8 view ( ?+s :5 he gets old]4 ,:ile we talk1 "t's go+1 said ,l\isa2 is x q impossible we %\ld /ill g to *ur*8 ,my de> ,l\isa1 ,i w\ld n walk up ! aisle = ! _w2 positively ,i %\ld s9k into ! e>?3 su* a bad example6 ,h[ c y dream ( su* a ?+8 ,!n ,i suppose no?+'s to be done1 said ,l\isa1 tak+ (f h] bonnet2 b really x is v sad to make wor%ip s cold & =mal a ?+4 ,twice z _m p w\ld g to *ur* if !y might be late4 ,well1 my de>1 all ?+s are *ang$ n[3 9 my y\ng] days ,ca?olics 7 ! =mal p1 & we 7 ! devotional2 n[ x's j ! rev]se4 ,b isn't x s1 de> mamma8 said ,*>lotte1 isn't x some?+ mu* m beautiful1 ?is cont9u$ conc\rse1 fl[+ & ebb+1 *ang+ yet full1 ?an a way ( pray+ :i* is z wood5 z ! read+-desk8--x's s free & natural4 ,free & easy1 ,i ?9k1 said h] "m2 = %ame1 ,*>lotte6 h[ c y speak aga9/ ! beautiful ,*ur* ,s]vice2 y pa9 me4 ,i don't1 answ]$ ,*>lotte2 x's a m]e puritanical cu/om1 :i* is no m "p ( our ,*ur* ?an ! pews are4 ,common ,pray] is (f]$ to all :o c come1 said ,l\isa2 ,*ur* %\ld be a privilege1 n a m]e duty4 ,well1 my de> love1 ?is is m ?an ,i c foll[4 ,!re 0 "y ,george ,a%ton--he always left be=e ! s]mon2 & :5 tax$ ) x1 he said he c\ld n be> an h]etical prea*]2 a boy ( eighte56 ,b1 de>e/ mamma1 said ,*>lotte1 :at is to be done :5 a prea*] is h]etical8 :at else c be done8--x's s di/ress+ to a ,ca?olic m9d4 ,ca?olic1 ,ca?olic6 cri$ ,mrs4 ,bolton1 r vex$2 give me good old ,george ! ,?ird & ! ,prote/ant religion4 ,^? 7 ! times6 ,ev]y?+ w5t on quietly !n4 ,we _h no disputes or divisions2 no diff]5ces 9 families4 ,b n[ x is all o!rwise4 ,my head is turn$1 ,i decl>e2 ,i he> s _m /range1 out-(-!-way ?+s4 ,! "y ladies did n answ]2 "o look$ out ( ! w9d[1 ! o!r prep>$ to leave ! room4 ,well x's a disappo9tm5t to u all1 said _! "m2 y fir/ h9d]$ me go+1 !n ,i h h9d]$ y4 ,b ,i suspect1 de> ,l\isa1 m9e is ! great] disappo9tm5t ( ! two4 ,l\isa turn$ r\nd f ! w9d[4 ,i value ! ,pray] ,book z y _c d1 my love1 %e cont9u$2 = ,i h kn[n :at x is to "o 9 deep affliction4 ,may x be long1 de>e/ girls1 be=e y "k x 9 a simil> way2 b if affliction comes on y1 dep5d on x1 all ^! new fancies & fa%ions w vani% f y l ! w9d1 & ! good old ,pray] ,book alone w /& y 9 any /ead4 ,!y 7 bo? t\*$4 ,come1 my de>s2 ,i h spok5 too s]i\sly1 %e add$4 ,g & take y\r ?+s (f1 & come & let u h "s quiet "w be=e lun*eon-"t4 ,,*apt] ,,ix4 ,"s p]sons fidget at intellectual difficulties1 &1 successfully or n1 are ev] try+ to solve !m4 ,*>les 0 ( a diff]5t ca/ ( temp]2 a new idea 0 n lo/ on him1 b x did n di/ress him1 if x 0 obscure1 or conflict$ ) 8 habitual view ( ?+s4 ,he let x "w its way & f9d its place1 & %ape itself )9 him1 by ! sl[ spontane\s action ( ! m9d4 ,yet p]plexity is n 9 itself a pleasant /ate2 & he w\ld h ha/5$ its removal1 _h he be5 able4 ,by means ( conv]sations su* z ^? :i* we h relat$ 7to :i* _m o!rs might be add$1 :i* we sp>e ! read]'s pati5ce71 & f ! div]sities ( view :i* he met ) 9 ! ,univ]sity1 he _h n[ come1 9 ! c\rse ( a ye>1 to "o or two conclusions1 n v novel1 b v important3--fir/1 t !re are a great _m op9ions 9 ! _w on ! mo/ mom5t\s subjects2 secondly1 t all are n equally true2 ?irdly1 t x is a duty to hold true op9ions2 &1 f\r?ly1 t x is uncommonly difficult to get hold ( !m4 ,he _h be5 accu/om$1 z we h se51 to fix 8 m9d on p]sons1 n on op9ions1 & to det]m9e to l :at 0 good 9 e "o2 b he _h n[ come to p]ceive t1 to say ! lea/1 x 0 n respectable 9 any great "q to hold false op9ions4 ,x did n matt] t su* false op9ions 7 s9c]ely held1--he c\ld n feel t respect = a p]son :o held :at ,%effield call$ a %am1 ) :i* he reg>d$ him :o held a reality4 ,:ite & ,bateman 7 cases 9 po9t2 !y 7 v good fell[s1 b he c\ld n endure _! unreal way ( talk+1 ?\gh !y did n feel x to be unreal !mselves4 ,9 l mann]1 if ! ,roman ,ca?olic sy/em 0 untrue1 s f> 0 pla9 7putt+ aside high] consid]ations71 t a p]son :o believ$ 9 ! p[] ( sa9ts1 & pray$ to !m1 0 an actor 9 a great %am1 let him be z s9c]e z he w\ld4 ,he mi/ook words = ?+s1 & s f> =?1 he c\ld n respect him m ?an he respect$ ,:ite or ,bateman4 ,& s ( a ,unit>ian2 if he believ$ ! p[] ( unaid$ human nature to be :at x 0 n2 if by bir? man is fall51 & he ?\ght him upright1 he 0 hold+ an absurdity4 ,he might r$eem & cov] ?is blot by a ?\s& excell5ces1 b a blot x w\ld rema92 j z we %\ld feel a h&some man disfigur$ by ! loss ( an eye or a h&4 ,& s1 aga91 if a pr(ess+ ,*ri/ian made ! ,almighty a be+ ( simple b5evol5ce1 & ,he 01 on ! contr>y1 :at ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& tea*es1 a ,god :o puni%es = ! sake ( ju/ice1 su* a p]son 0 mak+ an idol or unreality ! object ( 8 religion1 & 7ap>t f m s]i\s ?\ghts ab\t him7 s f> he c\ld n respect him4 ,?us ! pr9ciple ( dogmatism gradually became an ess5tial elem5t 9 ,*>les's religi\s views4 ,gradually1 & imp]ceptibly to himself2 = ! ?\ghts :i* we h be5 trac+ only came on him at sp>e times1 & 7 tak5 up at int]vals f ! po9t at :i* !y 7 laid d[n4 ,8 lectures & o!r duties ( ! place1 8 fri5ds & recreations1 7 ! /aple ( ! day2 b !re 0 ?is und]curr5t ev] 9 motion1 & s\nd+ 9 8 m5tal e> z soon z o!r s\nds 7 hu%$4 ,z he dress$ 9 ! morn+1 z he sat "u ! bee*es ( 8 college-g>d51 :5 he /roll$ into ! mead[1 :5 he w5t into ! t[n to pay a bill or make a call1 :5 he ?rew himself on 8 s(a aft] %utt+ 8 oak at night1 ?\ghts cognate ) ^? :i* h be5 describ$ 7 busy )9 him4 ,discussions1 h[ev]1 & inquiries1 z f> z ,ox=d c\ld af=d matt] = !m1 7 = a :ile draw+ to an end2 = ,tr9ity ,sunday 0 n[ pa/1 & ! ,commemoration 0 close at h&4 ,on ! ,sunday be=e x1 ! ,univ]sity s]mon happ5$ to be prea*$ by a di/+ui%$ p]son1 :om t solemnity br\ght up to ,ox=d2 no less a man ?an ! ,v ,rev4 ,dr4 ,br[nside1 ! new ,dean ( ,nott+ham1 "s "t ,hunt+donian ,pr(essor ( ,div9ity1 & "o ( ! acute/1 if n s\nde/ academical ?9k]s ( ! day4 ,he 0 a little1 prim1 smirk+1 be-spectacl$ man1 bald 9 front1 ) curly black hair beh9d1 some:at pomp\s 9 8 mann]1 ) a cle> musical utt]ance1 :i* enabl$ "o to li/5 to him )\t ef=t4 ,z a div9e1 he seem$ nev] to h _h any difficulty on any subject2 he 0 s cle> or s %all[1 t he saw to ! bottom ( all 8 ?\ghts3 or1 s9ce ,dr4 ,johnson tells u t all %all[s are cle>1 we may p]haps di/+ui% him by bo? epi!ts4 ,revelation to him1 in/ead ( be+ ! abyss ( ,god's c\nsels1 ) its dim outl9es & broad %ad[s1 0 a flat1 sunny pla91 laid out ) /raight macadamis$ roads4 ,n1 ( c\rse1 t he d5i$ ! ,div9e incompreh5sibility itself1 ) c]ta9 h]etics ( old2 b he ma9ta9$ t 9 ,revelation all t 0 my/]i\s _h be5 left out1 & no?+ giv5 u b :at 0 practical1 & directly conc]n$ u4 ,x 01 moreov]1 to him a m>vel1 t e "o did n agree ) him 9 tak+ ?is simple1 natural view1 :i* he ?\ght almo/ self-evid5t2 & he attribut$ ! ph5om5on1 :i* 0 by no means uncommon1 to "s want ( cle>ness ( head1 or twi/ ( m9d1 z ! case might be4 ,he 0 a popul> prea*]2 t is1 ?\gh he _h few foll[]s1 he _h num]\s he>]s2 & on ?is occasion ! *ur* 0 ov]fl[+ ) ! "y m5 ( ! place4 ,he began 8 s]mon by obs]v+1 t x 0 n a little rem>kable t !re 7 s few good reason]s 9 ! _w1 consid]+ t ! discursive faculty 0 "o ( ! *>act]i/ics ( man's nature1 z contra/$ ) brute animals4 ,x _h inde$ be5 said t brutes reason$2 b ?is 0 an analogical s5se ( ! ^w reason1 & an in/ance ( t v ambiguity ( language1 or confusion ( ?\ght1 on :i* he 0 animadv]t+4 ,9 l mann]1 we say t ! reason :y ! w9d bl[s is1 t !re is a *ange ( temp]ature 9 ! atmosph]e2 & ! reason :y ! bells r+ is1 because ! r+]s pull !m2 b :o w\ld say t ! w9d reasons or t bells reason8 ,!re 01 he believ$1 no well-asc]ta9$ fact 7an emphasis on ! ^w fact7 ( brutes reason+4 ,x _h be5 said1 inde$1 t t sagaci\s animal1 ! dog1 if1 9 track+ 8 ma/]1 he met ?ree ways1 aft] smell+ ! two1 boldly pursu$ ! ?ird )\t any su* previ\s inve/igation2 :i*1 if true1 w\ld be an in/ance ( a disjunctive hypo!tical syllogism4 ,also ,dugald ,/ew>t spoke ( ! case ( a monkey crack+ nuts beh9d a door1 :i*1 n be+ a /rict imitation ( any?+ :i* he c\ld h actually se51 impli$ an op]ation ( ab/raction1 by :i* ! clev] brute _h fir/ asc5d$ to ! g5]al notion ( nut-crack]s1 :i* p]haps he _h se5 9 a p>ticul> in/ance1 9 silv] or 9 /eel1 at 8 ma/]'s table1 & !n desc5d+1 _h embodi$ x1 ?us obta9$1 9 ! %ape ( an exp$i5t ( 8 own devis+4 ,?is 0 :at _h be5 said3 h[ev]1 he might assume on ! pres5t occasion1 t ! faculty ( reason+ 0 *>act]i/ic ( ! human species2 &1 ?is be+ ! case1 x c]ta9ly 0 rem>kable t s few p]sons reason$ well4 ,aft] ?is introduction1 he proce$$ to attribute to ?is defect ! numb] ( religi\s diff]5ces 9 ! _w4 ,he said t ! mo/ celebrat$ que/ions 9 religion 7 b v]bal ones2 t ! disputants did n "k _! own mean+1 or t ( _! oppon5ts2 & t a spice ( good logic w\ld h put an end to diss5sions1 :i* _h tr\bl$ ! _w = c5turies1--w\ld h prev5t$ _m a bloody w>1 _m a fi]ce ana!ma1 _m a savage execution1 & _m a pond]\s folio4 ,he w5t on to imply t 9 fact !re 0 no tru? or falsehood 9 ! receiv$ dogmas 9 !ology2 t !y 7 modes1 nei!r good nor bad 9 !mselves1 b p]sonal1 national1 or p]iodic1 9 :i* ! intellect reason$ ^u ! great tru?s ( religion2 t ! fault lay1 n 9 hold+ !m1 b 9 insi/+ on !m1 :i* 0 l insi/+ on a ,h9doo dress+ l a ,f91 or a regim5t ( dragoons us+ ! boom>ang4 ,he proce$$ to obs]ve1 t f :at he _h said1 x 0 pla9 9 :at po9t ( view ! ,anglican =mul>ies 7 to be reg>d$2 viz4 !y 7 our mode ( express+ ev]la/+ tru?s1 :i* might be z well express$ 9 o!r ways1 z any correct ?9k] w\ld be able to see4 ,no?+1 !n1 0 to be alt]$ 9 !m2 !y 7 to be reta9$ 9 _! integrity2 b x 0 ev] to be borne 9 m9d t !y 7 ,anglican !ology1 n !ology 9 ! ab/ract2 & t1 ?\gh ! ,a?anasian ,cre$ 0 good = u1 x did n foll[ t x 0 good = our neighb\rs2 r1 t :at seem$ ! v rev]se might suit o!rs bett]1 might be _! mode ( express+ ! same tru?s4 ,he conclud$ ) "o ^w 9 fav\r ( ,ne/orius1 two = ,abel>d1 ?ree = ,lu!r1 t great m9d1 z he word$ x1 :o saw t *ur*es1 cre$s1 rites1 p]sons1 7 n\ght 9 religion1 & t ! inw>d _s1 fai?1 z he himself express$ x1 0 all 9 all2 & ) a h9t t no?+ w\ld g well 9 ! ,univ]sity till ?is great pr9ciple 0 s f> admitt$1 z to lead its memb]s--n1 inde$1 to give up _! own di/9ctive =mul>ies1 no--b to consid] ! direct contradictories ( !m equally pleas+ to ! div9e ,au?or ( ,*ri/ianity4 ,*>les did n und]/& ! full drift ( ! s]mon2 b he und]/ood en\gh to make him feel t x 0 diff]5t f any s]mon he _h he>d 9 8 life4 ,he m ?an d\bt$1 :e!r1 if 8 good fa!r _h he>d x1 he w\ld n h made x an exception to 8 fav\rite dictum4 ,he came away m>vell+ ) himself :at ! prea*] c\ld mean1 & :e!r he _h misund]/ood him4 ,did he mean t ,unit>ians 7 only bad reason]s1 & might be z good ,*ri/ians z or?odox believ]s8 ,he c\ld mean no?+ else4 ,b :at if1 aft] all1 he 0 "r8 ,he indulg$ ! ?\ght a:ile4 ,!n e "o is :at ,%effield calls a %am1 m or less2 & !re 0 no reason = be+ annoy$ at any "o4 ,!n ,i 0 "r orig9ally 9 wi%+ to take e "o = :at he 04 ,let me ?9k2 e "o a %am 444 %ams are respectable1 or r no "o is respectable4 ,we c't d )\t "s outw>d =m ( belief2 "o is n tru] ?an ano!r2 t is1 all are equally true4444 ,all are true4444 ,t is ! bett] way ( tak+ x2 none are %ams1 all are true4444 ,all are true6 impossible6 "o z true z ano!r6 :y !n x is z true t our ,"l is a m]e man1 z t ,he is ,god4 ,he c\ld n possibly mean ?is2 :at did he mean8 ,s ,*>les w5t on1 pa9fully p]plex$1 yet out ( ?is p]plexity two convictions came ^u him1 ! fir/ ( !m pa9ful too2 t he c\ld n take = gospel ev]y?+ t 0 said1 ev5 by au?orities ( ! place & div9es ( "n2 & next1 t 8 =m] amiable feel+ ( tak+ e "o = :at he 01 0 a dang]\s "o1 lead+ ) little difficulty to a suff]ance ( e sort ( belief1 & legitimately t]m9at+ 9 ! s5tim5t express$ 9 ,pope's ,univ]sal ,pray]1 :i* 8 fa!r _h always held up to him z a patt]n specim5 ( %all[ philosophism3-- ,fa!r ( all1 9 e age1 ,9 e clime ador$1 ,by sa9t1 by savage1 & by sage1 ,jehovah1 ,jove1 or ,"l4 ,,*apt] ,x4 ,*>les w5t up ?is t]m = 8 fir/ exam9ation1 & ?is caus$ him to rema9 9 ,ox=d "s days aft] ! und]graduate "p ( 8 college _h left = ! ,long ,vacation4 ,?us he came across ,mr4 ,v9c5t1 "o ( ! junior tutors1 :o 0 k9d en\gh to ask him to d9e 9 ,common-room on ,sunday1 & on sev]al morn+s made him take "s turns ) him up & d[n ! ,fell[s' walk 9 ! college g>d54 ,a few ye>s make a great diff]5ce 9 ! /&+ ( m5 at ,ox=d1 & ?is made ,mr4 ,v9c5t :at is call$ a don 9 ! eyes ( p]sons :o 7 v little y\ng] ?an himself4 ,besides1 ,v9c5t look$ mu* old] ?an he really 02 he 0 ( a full habit1 ) a florid complexion & l>ge blue eyes1 & %[$ a deal ( l95 at 8 bosom1 & full wri/b&s at 8 cuffs4 ,?\gh a clev] man1 & a h>d read] & work]1 & a capital tutor1 he 0 a good fe$] z well2 he ate & drank1 he walk$ & rode1 ) z mu* he>t z he lectur$ 9 ,ari/otle1 or cramm$ 9 ,greek plays4 ,:at is /rang] /ill1 ) all ?is he 0 some?+ ( a valetud9>ian4 ,he _h come (f f s*ool on a f\ndation fell[%ip1 & _h ! reputation bo? at s*ool & 9 ! ,univ]sity ( be+ a fir/-rate s*ol>4 ,he 0 a /rict discipl9>ian 9 8 way1 _h ! und]graduates "u 8 ?umb1 & hav+ "s bonhomie 9 8 composition1 0 reg>d$ by !m ) m+l$ feel+s ( fe> & good w4 ,!y laugh$ at him1 b c>efully obey$ him4 ,besides ?is he prea*$ a good s]mon1 read pray]s ) unction1 & 9 8 conv]sation sometimes _h ev5 a t\* ( evangelical spirituality4 ,! "y m5 ev5 decl>$ !y c\ld tell h[ mu* port he _h tak5 9 ,common-room by ! dev\tness ( 8 responses 9 ev5+-*apel2 & x 0 on record t once1 dur+ ! ,confession1 he _h1 9 ! heat ( 8 contrition1 %ov$ ov] ! huge velvet cu%ion 9 :i* 8 elb[s 7 imb$d$ ^u ! heads ( ! g5tlem5 common]s :o sat "u him4 ,he _h j s mu* orig9ality ( m9d z gave him an excuse = be+ 8 own p>ty 9 religion1 or :at he himself call$ be+ no p>ty man2 & j s little t he 0 ev] mi/ak+ %ams = tru?s1 & conv]t+ pomp\s no?+s into oracles4 ,he 0 oracul> 9 8 mann]1 d5\nc$ p>ties & p>ty-_s1 & ?\ght to avoid ! "o & ! o!r by es*ew+ all p]sons1 & hold+ all op9ions4 ,he _h a great idea ( ! via m$ia be+ ! tru?2 & to obta9 x1 ?\ght x en\gh to flee f extremes1 )\t hav+ any v def9ite mean to flee to4 ,he _h n cle>ness ( intellect en\gh to pursue a tru? to its limits1 nor boldness en\gh to hold x 9 its simplicity2 b he 0 always say+ ?+s & unsay+ !m1 balanc+ 8 ?\ghts 9 impossible attitudes1 & gu>d+ 8 words by un9telligible limitations4 ,z to ! m5 & op9ions ( ! day & place1 he w\ld 9 ! ma9 h agre$ ) !m1 _h he let himself alone2 b he 0 det]m9$ to h an intellect ( 8 own1 & ?is put him to great %ifts :5 he w\ld di/+ui% himself f !m4 ,_h he be5 old] ?an !y1 he w\ld h talk$ ( "y heads1 hot heads1 & ! l2 b s9ce !y 7 grave & cool m51 & outran him by f\rte5 or fifte5 ye>s1 he f\nd no?+ bett] ?an to %ake 8 head1 mutt] aga9/ p>ty-_s1 refuse to read _! books1 le/ he %\ld be oblig$ to agree ) !m1 & make a boa/ ( avoid+ _! society4 ,at ! pres5t mom5t he 0 on ! po9t ( />t+ = a cont95tal t\r to recruit himself aft] ! lab\rs ( an ,ox=d ye>2 mean:ile he 0 keep+ hall & *apel op5 = su* m5 z 7 wait+ ei!r = ,responsions1 or = _! battel money2 & he took notice ( ,r$+ z a clev]1 mode/ y\? ( :om some?+ might be made4 ,"u ?is view ( him1 he _h1 among o!r civilities1 ask$ him to breakfa/ a day or two be=e he w5t d[n4 ,a tutor's breakfa/ is always a difficult affair bo? = ho/ & gue/s2 & ,v9c5t piqu$ himself on ! tact ) :i* he manag$ x4 ,! mat]ial "p 0 easy en\gh2 !re 7 rolls1 toa/1 muff9s1 eggs1 cold lamb1 /rawb]ries1 on ! table2 & 9 due season ! college-s]vant br\ght 9 mutton-cutlets & broil$ ham2 & e "o ate to 8 he>t's1 or r 8 appetite's1 cont5t4 ,x 0 a m ardu\s und]tak+ to provide ! runn+ accompanim5t ( ?\ght1 or at lea/ ( words1 )\t :i* ! breakfa/ w\ld h be5 little bett] ?an a pig-tr\gh4 ,! conv]sation or r mono-polylogue1 z "s great p]=m] calls x1 ran 9 some:at ( ! foll[+ /ra93 ,mr4 ,bruton1 said ,v9c5t1 :at news f ,/af=d%ire8 ,are ! pott]ies pretty quiet n[8 ,our pott]ies gr[ 9 importance4 ,y ne$ n look at ! cup & sauc] be=e y1 ,mr4 ,catley2 ^? came f ,d]by%ire4 ,b y f9d ,engli% crock]y ev]y:]e on ! ,cont95t4 ,i myself f\nd half a will[-patt]n sauc] 9 ! crat] ( ,vesuvius4 ,mr4 ,sikes1 ,i ?9k y h be5 9 ,italy8 ,no1 sir1 said ,sikes2 ,i 0 ne> go+2 my family set (f a =tnight ago1 b ,i 0 kept "h by ^! conf\nd$ smalls4 ,y\r ,responsiones1 answ]$ ! tutor 9 a tone ( rebuke2 an un=tunate delay = y1 = x is to be an unusually f9e season1 if ! meteorologi/s ( ! si/] ,univ]sity are "r 9 _! pr$ictions4 ,:o is 9 ! ,responsion s*ools1 ,mr4 ,sikes8 ,butson ( ,leice/] is ! /rict "o1 sir2 he plucks "o man 9 ?ree4 ,he pluck$ la/ week ,pat* ( ,/4 ,george's1 & ,pat* has tak5 8 oa? he'll %oot him2 & ,butson has walk$ ab\t ev] s9ce ) a bulldog4 ,^! are reports1 ,mr4 ,sikes1 :i* (t5 flit ab\t1 b mu/ n be tru/$4 ,mr4 ,pat* c\ld n h giv5 a bett] pro( t 8 rejection 0 des]v$4 ,a pause--dur+ :i* poor ,v9c5t ha/ily gobbl$ up two or ?ree m\?fuls ( bread & butt]1 ! knives & =ks mean:ile cl9k+ ^u 8 gue/s' plates4 ,sir1 is x true1 began "o ( 8 gue/s at l5g?1 t ! old ,pr9cipal is go+ to be m>ri$8 ,^! are matt]s1 ,mr4 ,atk9s1 answ]$ ,v9c5t1 :i* we %\ld always inquire ab\t at ! f\nta9-head2 antiquam exquirite matrem1 or r patrem2 ha1 ha6 ,take "s m tea1 ,mr4 ,r$+2 x won't hurt y\r n]ves4 ,i am r *oice 9 my tea2 ?is comes ov]l& ?r\gh ,russia2 ! sea-air de/roys ! flav\r ( our common tea4 ,talk+ ( air1 ,mr4 ,t5by1 ,i ?9k y are a *emi/4 ,h y paid att5tion to ! rec5t exp]im5ts on ! composition & resolution ( air8 ,n8 ,i am surpris$ at x2 !y are well wor? y\r mo/ s]i\s consid]ation4 ,x is n[ pretty well asc]ta9$ t inhal+ gases is ! cure = all k9ds ( diseases4 ,p are beg9n+ to talk ( ! gas-cure1 z !y did ( ! wat]-cure4 ,! great =eign *emi/1 ,pr(essor ,sc>am\*1 has ! cr$it ( ! discov]y4 ,! effects are a/\nd+1 q a/\nd+2 & !re are sev]al rem>kable co9cid5ces4 ,y "k m$ic9es are always unpleasant1 & s ^! gases are always fetid4 ,! ,pr(essor cures by /5*es1 & has br\ght 8 sci5ce to su* p]fection t he actually c classify !m4 ,!re are six elem5t>y /5*es1 & ^! spread into a v>iety ( subdivisions8 ,:at d y say1 ,mr4 ,r$+8 ,di/9ctive8 ,yes1 !re is some?+ v di/9ctive 9 smells4 ,b :at is mo/ gratify+ ( all1 & is ! great co9cid5ce ,i spoke (1 8 ultimate resolution ( fetid gases assigns to !m ! v same precise numb] z is giv5 to exi/+ compla9ts 9 ! late/ treatises on pa?ology4 ,ea* compla9t has its gas4 ,&1 :at is /ill m s+ul>1 an exhau/$ receiv] is a specific = c]ta9 desp]ate disord]s4 ,= in/ance1 x has effect$ sev]al cures ( hydrophobia4 ,mr4 ,seaton1 he cont9u$ to a fre%man1 :o1 8 breakfa/ f9i%$1 0 sitt+ uncom=tably on 8 *air1 look+ d[n & play+ ) 8 knife--,mr4 ,seaton1 y are look+ at t picture--x 0 almo/ beh9d ,seaton's back--,i don't wond] at x2 x 0 giv5 me by my good old "m1 :o di$ _m ye>s ago4 ,x repres5ts "s beautiful ,italian sc5]y4 ,v9c5t /ood up1 & 8 p>ty aft] him1 & all cr[d$ r\nd ! picture4 ,i pref] ! gre5 ( ,engl&1 said ,r$+4 ,engl& has n t brilliant v>iety ( col\r1 said ,t5by4 ,b !re is some?+ s soo?+ 9 gre54 ,y "k1 ( c\rse1 ,mr4 ,r$+1 said ! tutor1 t !re is pl5ty ( gre5 9 ,italy1 & 9 w9t] ev5 m ?an 9 ,engl&2 only !re are o!r col\rs too4 ,b ,i c't help fancy+1 said ,*>les1 t t mixture ( col\rs takes (f f x ! repose ( ,engli% sc5]y4 ,! repose1 = in/ance1 said ,t5by1 ( ,b9sey ,common1 or ,port ,mead[ 9 w9t]4 ,say 9 summ]1 said ,r$+2 if y *oose place1 ,i w *oose "t4 ,i ?9k ! ,univ]sity goes d[n j :5 ,ox=d beg9s to be mo/ beautiful4 ,! walks & mead[s are s fragrant & bright n[1 ! hay half c>ri$1 & ! %ort new grass appe>+4 ,r$+ ought to live "h all ?r\gh ! ,long1 said ,t5by3 does any "o live ?r\gh ! ,vacation1 sir1 9 ,ox=d8 ,d y mean !y die be=e ! end ( x1 ,mr4 ,t5by8 ask$ ,v9c5t4 ,x c't be d5i$1 he cont9u$1 t _m1 l ,mr4 ,r$+1 ?9k x a mo/ pleasant "t4 ,i am fond ( ,ox=d2 b x is n my habitat out ( t]m-"t4 ,well1 ,i ?9k ,i %\ld l to make x s1 said ,*>les1 b1 ,i suppose1 und]graduates are n all[$4 ,mr4 ,v9c5t answ]$ ) m ?an necess>y gravity1 ,no2 x re/$ ) ! ,pr9cipal2 b he conceiv$ t he w\ld n cons5t to x4 ,v9c5t add$ t c]ta9ly !re 7 p>ties :o rema9$ 9 ,ox=d ?r\gh ! ,long ,vacation4 ,x 0 said my/]i\sly4 ,*>les answ]$ t1 if x 0 aga9/ college rules1 !re 0 no help = x2 else1 7 he read+ = 8 degree1 he %\ld l no?+ bett] ?an to pass ! ,long ,vacation 9 ,ox=d1 if he might judge by ! pleasantness ( ! la/ t5 days4 ,t is a complim5t1 ,mr4 ,r$+1 to y\r company1 said ,v9c5t4 ,at ?is mom5t ! door op5$1 & 9 came ! manciple ) ! d9n] pap]1 :i* ,mr4 ,v9c5t _h =mally to run 8 eye ov]4 ,watk9s1 he said1 giv+ x back to him1 ,i almo/ ?9k to-day is "o ( ! ,fa/s ( ! ,*ur*4 ,g & look1 ,watk9s1 & br+ me ^w4 ,! a/oni%$ manciple1 :o _h nev] be5 s5t on su* a commission 9 8 :ole c>e] be=e1 ha/5$ out ( ! room1 to task 8 wits h[ be/ to fulfil x4 ,! "q seem$ to /rike ! company z =cibly1 = !re 0 a sudd5 sil5ce1 :i* 0 succe$$ by a %uffl+ ( feet & a leave-tak+2 z if1 ?\gh !y _h secur$ _! ham & mutton at breakfa/1 !y did n l to risk _! d9n]4 ,watk9s return$ soon] ?an c\ld h be5 expect$4 ,he said t ,mr4 ,v9c5t 0 "r2 to-day he _h f\nd 0 ! fea/ ( ! ,apo/les4 ,! ,vigil ( ,/4 ,pet]1 y mean1 ,watk9s1 said ,mr4 ,v9c5t2 ,i ?\ght s4 ,!n let u h a pla9 beef/eak & a saddle ( mutton2 no ,portugal onions1 ,watk9s1 or currant-jelly2 & "s simple pudd+1 ,*>lotte pudd+1 ,watk9s--t w d4 ,watk9s vani%$4 ,by ?is "t1 ,*>les f\nd himself alone ) ! college au?ority2 :o began to speak to him 9 a m confid5tial tone4 ,mr4 ,r$+1 said he1 ,i did n l to "q y be=e ! o!rs1 b ,i conceive y _h no p>ticul> mean+ 9 y\r praise ( ,ox=d 9 ! ,long ,vacation8 ,9 ! m\?s ( "s x w\ld h be5 suspici\s4 ,*>les 0 all surprise4 ,to tell ! tru?1 ,mr4 ,r$+1 z ?+s /&1 he proce$$1 x is (t5 a m>k ( p>ty1 ?is resid5ce 9 ! ,vacation2 ?\gh1 ( c\rse1 !re is no?+ 9 ! ?+ itself b :at is p]fectly natural & "r4 ,*>les 0 all att5tion4 ,my good sir1 ! tutor proce$$1 avoid p>ties2 be sure to avoid p>ty4 ,y are "y 9 y\r c>e] among u4 ,i always feel anxi\s ab\t "y m5 ( tal5t2 !re is ! greate/ dang] ( ! tal5t ( ! ,univ]sity be+ absorb$ 9 p>ty4 ,r$+ express$ a hope t no?+ he _h done _h giv5 cause to 8 tutor's rem>k4 ,no1 repli$ ,mr4 ,v9c5t1 no2 yet ) "s slight hesitation2 no1 ,i don't "k t x has4 ,b ,i h ?\ght "s ( y\r rem>ks & que/ions at lecture 7 l a p]son pu%+ ?+s too f>1 & wi%+ to =m a sy/em4 ,*>les 0 s mu* tak5 aback by ! *>ge1 t ! unexpla9$ my/]y ( ! ,long ,vacation w5t out ( 8 head4 ,he said he 0 v sorry1 & oblig$2 & tri$ to recollect :at he c\ld h said to give gr\nd to ,mr4 ,v9c5t's rem>k4 ,n be+ able at ! mom5t to recollect1 he w5t on4 ,i assure y1 sir1 ,i "k s little ( p>ties 9 ! place1 t ,i h>dly "k _! lead]s4 ,i h he>d p]sons m5tion$1 b1 if ,i tri$1 ,i ?9k ,i %\ld1 9 "s cases1 mismat* names & op9ions4 ,i believe x1 said ,v9c5t2 b y are "y2 ,i am caution+ y aga9/ t5d5cies4 ,y may sudd5ly f9d y\rself absorb$ be=e y "k :]e y are4 ,*>les ?\ght ?is a good opportunity ( ask+ "s que/ions 9 detail1 ab\t po9ts :i* puzzl$ him4 ,he ask$ :e!r ,dr4 ,br[nside 0 consid]$ a safe div9e to foll[4 ,i hold1 d'ye see1 answ]$ ,v9c5t1 t all errors are c\nt]feits ( tru?4 ,clev] m5 say true ?+s1 ,mr4 ,r$+1 true 9 _! sub/ance1 b1 s9k+ 8 voice to a :isp]1 !y g too f>4 ,x might ev5 be %[n t all sects are 9 "o s5se b p>ts ( ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*4 ,i don't say true p>ts1 t is a fur!r "q2 b !y embody great pr9ciples4 ,! ,quak]s repres5t ! pr9ciple ( simplicity & evangelical pov]ty2 !y ev5 h a dress ( _! own1 l monks4 ,! ,indep5d5ts repres5t ! rights ( ! laity2 ! ,wesleyans *]i% ! devotional pr9ciple2 ! ,irv+ites1 ! symbolical & my/ical2 ! ,high ,*ur* p>ty1 ! pr9ciple ( ob$i5ce2 ! ,lib]als are ! gu>dians ( reason4 ,no p>ty1 !n1 ,i conceive1 is entirely "r or entirely wrong4 ,z to ,dr4 ,br[nside1 !re c]ta9ly h be5 v>i\s op9ions ent]ta9$ ab\t 8 div9ity2 /ill1 he is an able man1 & ,i ?9k y w ga9 good1 ga9 good f 8 tea*+4 ,b m9d1 ,i don't recomm5d him2 yet ,i respect him1 & ,i consid] t he says _m ?+s v well wor? y\r att5tion4 ,i w\ld advise y1 !n1 to accept ! good :i* 8 s]mons (f]1 )\t committ+ y\rself to ! bad4 ,t1 dep5d ^u x1 ,mr4 ,r$+1 is ! gold5 ?\gh ! obvi\s rule 9 ^! matt]s4 ,*>les said1 9 answ]1 t ,mr4 ,v9c5t 0 ov]rat+ 8 p[]s2 t he _h to le>n be=e he c\ld judge2 & t he wi%$ v mu* to "k :e!r ,v9c5t c\ld recomm5d him any book1 9 :i* he might see at once :at ! true ,*ur*-(-,engl& doctr9e 0 on a numb] ( po9ts :i* p]plex$ him4 ,mr4 ,v9c5t repli$1 he mu/ be on 8 gu>d aga9/ dissipat+ 8 m9d ) su* read+1 at a "t :5 8 ,univ]sity duties _h a def9ite claim ^u him4 ,he ought to avoid all controv]sies ( ! day1 all au?ors ( ! day4 ,he w\ld advise him to read no liv+ au?ors4 ,read dead au?ors alone1 he cont9u$2 dead au?ors are safe4 ,our great div9es1 & he /ood upright1 7 models2 '!re 7 giants on ! e>? 9 ^? days1' z ,k+ ,george ! ,?ird _h once said ( !m to ,dr4 ,johnson4 ,!y _h t dep?1 & p[]1 & gravity1 & fulness1 & erudition2 & !y 7 s racy1 always racy1 & :at might be call$ ,engli%4 ,!y _h t ri*ness1 too1 su* a m9e ( ?\ght1 su* a _w ( op9ion1 su* activity ( m9d1 su* inexhau/ible res\rce1 su* div]sity1 too4 ,!n !y 7 s eloqu5t2 ! maje/ic ,hook]1 ! imag9ative ,taylor1 ! brilliant ,hall1 ! le>n+ ( ,b>r[1 ! /rong s5se ( ,s\?1 ! ke5 logic ( ,*ill+wor?1 good1 hone/ old ,burnet1 etc41 etc4 ,!re did n seem mu* reason :y he %\ld /op at "o mom5t m ?an ano!r2 at l5g?1 h[ev]1 he did /op4 ,x 0 prose1 b x 0 pleasant prose to ,*>les2 he knew j en\gh ab\t ^! writ]s to feel int]e/$ 9 he>+ !m talk$ ab\t1 & to him ,v9c5t seem$ to be say+ a good deal1 :5 9 fact he 0 say+ v little4 ,:5 he /opp$1 ,*>les said he believ$ t !re 7 p]sons 9 ! ,univ]sity :o 7 promot+ ! /udy ( ^! au?ors4 ,mr4 ,v9c5t look$ grave4 ,x is true1 he said2 b1 my "y fri5d1 ,i h already h9t$ to y t indiff]5t ?+s are p]v]t$ to ! purposes ( p>ty4 ,at ?is mom5t ! names ( "s ( our greate/ div9es are little bett] ?an a wat*word by :i* ! op9ions ( liv+ individuals are signifi$4 ,:i* op9ions1 ,i suppose1 ,*>les answ]$1 are n to be f\nd 9 ^? au?ors4 ,i'll n say t1 said ,mr4 ,v9c5t4 ,i h ! greate/ respect = ! individuals 9 "q1 & ,i am n d5y+ t !y h done good to our ,*ur* by draw+ att5tion 9 ?is lax day to ! old ,*ur*-(-,engl& div9ity4 ,b x is "o ?+ to agree ) ^! g5tlem52 ano!r1 lay+ 8 h& on ,*>les's %\ld]1 ano!r to belong to _! p>ty4 ,d n make man y\r ma/]2 get good f all2 ?9k well ( all p]sons1 & y w be a wise man4 ,r$+ inquir$1 ) "s timidity1 if ?is 0 n some?+ l :at ,dr4 ,br[nside _h said 9 ! ,univ]sity pulpit2 b p]haps ! latt] advocat$ a tol]ation ( op9ions 9 a diff]5t s5se8 ,mr4 ,v9c5t answ]$ r %ortly1 t he _h n he>d ,dr4 ,br[nside's s]mon2 b1 = himself1 he _h be5 speak+ only ( p]sons 9 our own communion4 ,our ,*ur*1 he said1 admitt$ ( great lib]ty ( ?\ght )9 h] pale4 ,ev5 our greate/ div9es diff]$ f ea* o!r 9 _m respects2 nay1 ,bi%op ,taylor diff]$ f himself4 ,x 0 a great pr9ciple 9 ! ,engli% ,*ur*4 ,h] true *ildr5 agree to diff]4 ,9 tru?1 he cont9u$1 !re is t robu/1 mascul9e1 noble indep5d5ce 9 ! ,engli% m9d1 :i* refuses to be ti$ d[n to artificial %apes1 b is l1 ,i w say1 "s great & beautiful production ( nature1--a tree1 :i* is ri* 9 foliage & fanta/ic 9 limb1 no sickly d5iz5 ( ! ho?\se1 or helpless dep5d5t ( ! g>d5 wall1 b 9 c>eless magnific5ce %$s its fruits ^u ! free e>?1 = ! bird ( ! air & ! bea/ ( ! field1 & all sorts ( cattle1 to eat !re( & rejoice4 ,:5 ,*>les came away1 he tri$ to ?9k :at he _h ga9$ by 8 conv]sation ) ,mr4 ,v9c5t2 n exactly :at he _h want$1 "s practical rules to guide 8 m9d & keep him /eady2 b /ill "s useful h9ts4 ,he _h already be5 av]se to p>ties1 & (f5d$ at :at he saw ( individuals atta*$ to !m4 ,v9c5t _h confirm$ him 9 8 resolution to keep alo( f !m1 & to att5d to 8 duties 9 ! place4 ,he felt pleas$ to h _h ?is talk ) him2 b :at c\ld he mean by suspect+ a t5d5cy 9 himself to pu% ?+s too f>1 & !reby to implicate himself 9 p>ty8 ,he 0 oblig$ to resign himself to ignorance on ! subject1 & to be cont5t ) keep+ a wat* ov] himself 9 future4 ,,*apt] ,,xi4 ,no opportunity has occurr$ ( in=m+ ! read] t1 dur+ ! la/ week or two1 ,*>les _h accid5tally be5 a good deal ?r[n across ,willis1 ! umbra ( ,:ite at ,bateman's breakfa/-p>ty4 ,he _h lik$ 8 looks on t occasion1 :5 he 0 dumb2 he did n l him s mu* :5 he he>d him talk2 /ill he c\ld n help be+ int]e/$ 9 him1 & n ! lea/ = ?is reason1 t ,willis seem$ to h tak5 a great fancy to himself4 ,he c]ta9ly did c\rt ,*>les1 & seem$ anxi\s to /& well ) him4 ,*>les1 h[ev]1 did n l 8 mode ( talk+ bett] ?an he did ,:ite's2 & :5 he fir/ saw 8 rooms1 !re 0 mu* 9 !m :i* %ock$ bo? 8 good s5se & 8 religi\s pr9ciples4 ,a l>ge ivory crucifix1 9 a glass case1 0 a conspicu\s ornam5t betwe5 ! w9d[s2 an engrav+1 repres5t+ ! ,bless$ ,tr9ity1 z is usual 9 ,ca?olic c\ntries1 hung ov] ! fireplace1 & a picture ( ! ,madonna & ,/4 ,dom9ic 0 opposite to x4 ,on ! mantelpiece 7 a ros>y1 a ?uribulum1 & o!r tok5s ( ,ca?olicism1 ( :i* ,*>les did n "k ! uses2 a missal1 ritual1 & "s ,ca?olic tracts1 lay on ! table2 &1 z he happ5$ to come on ,willis unexpect$ly1 he f\nd him sitt+ 9 a ve/m5t m l a cassock ?an a read+-g[n1 & engag$ ^u "s portion ( ! ,brevi>y4 ,virgil & ,sophocles1 ,h]odotus & ,cic]o seem$1 z impure pagans1 to h hid !mselves 9 corn]s1 or flitt$ away1 be=e ! awful pres5ce ( ! ,anci5t ,*ur*4 ,*>les _h tak5 ^u himself to prote/ aga9/ "s ( ^! s+ul>ities1 b )\t success4 ,on ! ev5+ be=e 8 dep>ture = ! c\ntry he _h occasion to g t[>ds ,folly ,bridge to pay a bill1 :5 he 0 />tl$1 z he pass$ :at he _h ev] tak5 = a diss5t+ *apel1 to see ,willis come out ( x4 ,he h>dly c\ld believe he saw correctly2 he knew1 inde$1 t ,willis _h be5 deta9$ 9 ,ox=d1 z he _h be5 himself2 b :at _h compell$ him to a visit s extraord9>y z t :i* he _h j made1 ,*>les _h no means ( det]m9+4 ,willis6 he cri$1 z he /opp$4 ,willis col\r$1 & tri$ to look easy4 ,d come a few paces ) me1 said ,*>les4 ,:at 9 ! _w has tak5 y !re8 ,is x n a diss5t+ meet+8 ,diss5t+ meet+6 cri$ ,willis1 surpris$ & (f5d$ 9 8 turn3 :at on e>? c\ld make y ?9k ,i w\ld g to a diss5t+ meet+8 ,well1 ,i beg y\r p>don1 said ,*>les2 ,i recollect n[3 x's ! exhibition room4 ,h[ev]1 once x 0 a *apel3 t's my mi/ake4 ,isn't x :at is call$ '! ,old ,me?odi/ ,*apel8' ,i nev] 0 !re2 !y %[$ !re ! ,dio-a/ro-doxon1 s ,i ?9k !y call$ x4 ,*>les talk$ on1 to cov] 8 own mi/ake1 = he 0 a%am$ ( ! *>ge he _h made4 ,willis did n "k :e!r he 0 9 je/ or e>ne/4 ,r$+1 he said1 don't g on2 y (f5d me4 ,well1 :at is x8 said ,*>les4 ,y "k well en\gh1 answ]$ ,willis1 ?\gh y wi% to annoy me4 ,i don't inde$4 ,x's ! ,ca?olic *ur*1 said ,willis4 ,r$+ 0 sil5t a mom5t2 !n he said1 ,well1 ,i don't ?9k y h m5d$ ! matt]2 x is a diss5t+ meet+1 call x :at y w1 ?\gh n ! k9d ( "o ,i meant4 ,:at c y mean8 ask$ ,willis4 ,r1 :at mean y by go+ to su* places8 retort$ ,*>les2 :y1 x is aga9/ y\r oa?4 ,my oa?6 :at oa?8 ,!re's n an oa? n[2 b !re 0 an oa? till lately1 said ,r$+2 & we /ill make a v solemn engagem5t4 ,don't y recollect y\r matriculation at ! ,vice-,*ancellor's1 & :at oa?s & decl>ations y made8 ,i don't "k :at ,i made3 my tutor told me no?+ ab\t x4 ,i sign$ a book or two4 ,y did m1 said ,r$+4 ,i 0 told mo/ c>efully4 ,y solemnly engag$ to keep ! /atutes2 & "o /atute is1 n to g into any diss5t+ *apel or meet+ :atev]4 ,ca?olics are n ,diss5t]s1 said ,willis4 ,oh1 don't speak s1 said ,*>les2 y "k x's meant to include !m4 ,! /atute wi%es u to keep f all places ( wor%ip :atev] b our own4 ,b x is an illegal decl>ation or v[1 said ,willis1 & s n b9d+4 ,:]e did y f9d t get-(f8 said ,*>les2 ! prie/ put t into y\r head4 ,i don't "k ! prie/2 ,i nev] spoke a ^w to him1 answ]$ ,willis4 ,well1 any h[1 x's n y\r own answ]1 said ,r$+2 & does n help y4 ,i am no casui/2 b if x is an illegal engagem5t y %\ld n cont9ue to enjoy ! b5efit ( x4 ,:at b5efit8 ,y\r cap & g[n2 a univ]sity education2 ! *ance ( a s*ol>%ip or fell[%ip4 ,give up ^!1 & !n plead1 if y w1 & lawfully1 t y are quit ( y\r engagem5t2 b don't sail "u false col\rs3 don't take ! b5efit & break ! /ipulation4 ,y take x too s]i\sly2 !re are half a hundr$ /atutes y don't keep1 any m ?an ,i4 ,y are mo/ inconsi/5t4 ,well1 if we don't keep !m1 said ,*>les1 ,i suppose x is 9 po9ts :]e ! au?orities don't en=ce !m2 = in/ance1 !y don't mean u to dress 9 br[n1 ?\gh ! /atutes ord] x4 ,b !y d mean to keep y f walk+ d[n ,high ,/reet 9 beav]1 answ]$ ,willis2 = ! ,proctors m>* up & d[n1 & s5d y back1 if !y cat* y4 ,b ?is is a diff]5t matt]1 said ,r$+1 *ang+ 8 gr\nd2 ?is is a matt] ( religion4 ,x c't be "r to g to /range places ( wor%ip or meet+s4 ,:y1 said ,willis1 if we are "o ,*ur* ) ! ,roman ,ca?olics1 ,i c't make out = ! life ( me h[ x's wrong = u to g to !m or !m to u4 ,i'm no div9e1 ,i don't und]/& :at is meant by "o ,*ur*1 said ,*>les2 b ,i "k well t !re's n a bi%op1 n a cl]gyman1 n a sob] *ur*man 9 ! l& b w\ld give x aga9/ y4 ,x's a %e] absurdity4 ,don't talk 9 t way1 answ]$ ,willis1 please don't4 ,i feel all my he>t drawn to ! ,ca?olic wor%ip2 our own s]vice is s cold4 ,t's j :at e /iff ,diss5t] says1 answ]$ ,*>les2 e poor cottag]1 too1 :o kn[s no bett]1 & goes aft] ! ,me?odi/s--aft] h] de> ,mr4 ,sp\taway or ! prea*+ cobbl]4 ,%e says 7,i h he>d !m71 ',oh1 sir1 ,i suppose we ought to g :]e we get mo/ good4 ,mr4 ,s-&-s goes to my he>t--he goes ?r\gh me4' ,willis laugh$2 ,well1 n a bad reason1 z times g1 ,i ?9k1 said he3 poor s\ls1 :at bett] means ( judg+ h !y8 h[ c y hope !y w l '! ,scripture move? u'8 ,really y are mak+ too mu* ( x4 ,?is is only ! second "t ,i h be5 !re1 &1 ,i tell y 9 e>ne/1 ,i f9d my m9d fill$ ) awe & devotion !re2 z ,i ?9k y w\ld too4 ,i really am bett] = x2 ,i _c pray 9 *ur*2 !re's a bad smell !re1 & ! pews hide ev]y?+2 ,i c't see ?r\gh a deal bo>d4 ,b "h1 :5 ,i w5t 91 ,i f\nd all /ill1 & calm1 ! space op51 &1 9 ! twilight1 ! ,tab]nacle j visible1 po9t$ out by ! lamp4 ,*>les look$ v uncom=table4 ,really1 ,willis1 he said1 ,i don't "k :at to say to y4 ,heav5 =bid t ,i %\ld speak aga9/ ! ,roman ,ca?olics2 ,i "k no?+ ab\t !m4 ,b ?is ,i "k1 t y are n a ,roman ,ca?olic1 & h no bus9ess !re4 ,if !y h su* sacr$ ?+s among !m z ^? y allude to1 /ill ^! are n y\rs2 y are an intrud]4 ,i "k no?+ ab\t x2 ,i don't l to give a judgm5t1 ,i am sure4 ,b x's a tamp]+ ) sacr$ ?+s2 runn+ "h & !re1 t\*+ & ta/+1 tak+ up1 putt+ d[n4 ,i don't l x1 he add$1 ) vehem5ce2 x's tak+ lib]ties ) ,god4 ,oh1 my de> ,r$+1 please don't speak s v sev]ely1 said poor ,willis2 n[ :at h ,i done m ?an y w\ld d y\rself1 7 y 9 ,france or ,italy8 ,d y mean to say y w\ldn't ent] ! *ur*es abroad8 ,i w only decide ab\t :at is be=e me1 answ]$ ,r$+2 :5 ,i g abroad1 !n w be ! "t to ?9k ab\t y\r "q4 ,x is q en\gh to "k :at we ought to d at ! mom5t1 & ,i am cle> y h be5 do+ wrong4 ,h[ did y f9d y\r way !re8 ,:ite took me4 ,!n !re is "o man 9 ! _w m ?\ghtless ?an y3 d _m ( ! g[nsm5 g !re8 ,n t ,i "k (2 "o or two h gone f curiosity2 !re is no practice ( go+1 at lea/ ?is is :at ,i am told4 ,well1 said ,*>les1 y mu/ promise me y w n g aga94 ,come1 we won't "p till y d4 ,t is too mu*1 said ,willis1 g5tly2 !n1 dis5gag+ 8 arm f ,r$+'s1 he sudd5ly d>t$ away f him1 say+1 ,good-bye1 good-bye2 to our next m]ry meet+--au revoir4 ,!re 0 no help = x4 ,*>les walk$ sl[ly home1 say+ to himself3 ,:at if1 aft] all1 ! ,roman ,ca?olic ,*ur* is ! true ,*ur*8 ,i wi% ,i knew :at to believe2 no "o w tell me :at to believe2 ,i am s left to myself4 ,!n he ?\ght3 ,i suppose ,i "k q en\gh = practice--m ?an ,i d practise2 & ,i ought surely to be cont5t$ & ?ankful4 ,,*apt] ,,xii4 ,*>les 0 an affectionate son1 & ! ,long ,vacation pass$ v happily at home4 ,he 0 up e>ly1 & read /eadily till lun*eon1 & !n he 0 at ! s]vice ( 8 fa!r1 "m1 & si/]s = ! re/ ( ! day4 ,he lov$ ! calm1 quiet c\ntry2 he lov$ ! monoton\s fl[ ( "t1 :5 ea* day is l ! o!r2 &1 aft] ! excitem5t ( ,ox=d1 ! seclud$ p>sonage 0 l a hav5 beyond ! toss+ ( ! waves4 ,! :irl ( op9ions & p]plexities :i* _h encircl$ him at ,ox=d n[ 7 l ! di/ant s\nd ( ! ocean--!y rem9d$ him ( 8 pres5t security4 ,! undulat+ mead[s1 ! gre5 lanes1 ! op5 hea?1 ! common ) its wide-spread+ dusky elms1 ! high timb] :i* fr+$ ! level pa? f village to village1 ev] & anon brok5 & ?r[n into gr\ps1 or los+ itself 9 copses--ev5 ! gate1 & ! /ile1 & ! turnpike-road _h ! *>m1 n ( novelty1 b ( long famili> use2 !y _h ! poetry ( _m recollections4 ,nor 0 ! dilapidat$1 de=m$ *ur*1 ) its outside /aircases1 its unsightly gall]ies1 its wide intrud$ w9d[s1 its unc\? pews1 its l[ nunt+ table1 its =lorn ve/ry1 & its damp e>?y smell1 )\t its pleasant associations to ! inn] man2 = !re x 0 t = _m a ye>1 ,sunday aft] ,sunday1 he _h he>d 8 de> fa!r read & prea*2 !re 7 ! old monum5ts1 ) ,lat9 inscriptions & /range devices1 ! black bo>ds ) :ite lett]s1 ! ,resurgams & gr9n+ skulls1 ! fire-buckets1 ! fad$ militia-col\rs1 &1 almo/ z mu* a fixture1 ! old cl]k1 ) a ,wel% wig ov] 8 e>s1 %\t+ ! responses out ( place--:i* _h arre/$ 8 imag9ation1 & aw$ him :5 a *ild4 ,& !n !re 0 8 home itself2 its well-kn[n rooms1 its pleasant r\t9e1 its ord]1 & its com=t--an old & true fri5d1 ! de>] to him because he _h made new ones4 ,:]e ,i %all be 9 "t to come ,i "k n1 he said to himself2 ,i am b a boy2 _m ?+s :i* ,i h n a dream (1 :i* my imag9ation _c compass1 may come on me be=e ,i die--if ,i live2 b "h at lea/1 & n[1 ,i am happy1 & ,i w enjoy my happ9ess4 ,"s say t s*ool is ! pleasante/ "t ( "o's life2 ?is does n exclude college4 ,i suppose c>e is :at makes life s we>+4 ,at pres5t ,i h no c>e1 no responsibility2 ,i suppose ,i %all feel a little :5 ,i g up = my degree4 ,c>e is a t]rible ?+2 ,i h _h a little ( x at times at s*ool4 ,:at a /range ?+ to fancy1 ,i %all be "o day tw5ty-five or ?irty6 ,h[ ! weeks are fly+ by6 ! ,vacation w soon be ov]4 ,oh1 ,i am s happy1 x q makes me afraid4 ,yet ,i %all h /r5g? = my day4 ,sometimes1 h[ev]1 8 ?\ghts took a sadd] turn1 & he anticipat$ ! future m vividly ?an he enjoy$ ! pres5t4 ,mr4 ,malcolm _h come to see !m1 aft] an abs5ce f ! p>sonage = sev]al ye>s3 8 visit 0 a great pleasure to ,mr4 ,r$+1 & n mu* less to himself1 to :om a gre5 home & a family circle 7 agreeable sights1 aft] 8 ba*elor-life at college4 ,he _h be5 a great fav\rite ) ,*>les & 8 si/]s z *ildr51 ?\gh n[ 8 popul>ity ) !m = ! mo/ "p re/$ on ! memory ( ! pa/4 ,:5 he told !m amus+ /ories1 or all[$ !m to climb 8 knee & take (f 8 spectacles1 he did all t 0 necess>y to ga9 _! *ildi% he>ts2 m is necess>y to conciliate ! affection ( "y m5 & wom52 & ?us x is n surpris+ t he liv$ 9 _! m9ds pr9cipally by prescription4 ,he nei!r knew ?is1 nor w\ld h ?\ght mu* ab\t x if he _h2 =1 l _m p]sons ( advanc+ ye>s1 he made himself v mu* 8 own c5tre1 did n c>e to ent] into ! m9ds ( o!rs1 did n consult = !m1 or f9d 8 happ9ess 9 !m4 ,he 0 k9d & fri5dly to ! "y p1 z he w\ld be k9d to a can>y-bird or a lap-dog2 x 0 a sort ( ext]nal love2 &1 ?\gh !y got on capitally ) him1 !y did n miss him :5 gone1 nor w\ld h be5 mu* tr\bl$ to "k t he 0 nev] to come aga94 ,*>les drove him ab\t ! c\ntry1 /amp$ 8 lett]s1 secur$ him 8 newspap]s f ! neighb\r+ t[n1 & li/5$ to 8 /ories ab\t ,ox=d & ,ox=d m54 ,he really lik$ him1 & wi%$ to please him2 b1 z to consult+ him 9 any s]i\s matt]1 or go+ to him = com=t 9 affliction1 he w\ld z soon h ?\ght ( betak+ him to ,dan ! p$l>1 or old ,isaac :o play$ ! ,sunday bassoon4 ,h[ h y\r pea*es be5 ?is ye>1 ,malcolm8 said ,mr4 ,r$+ "o day aft] d9n] to 8 gue/4 ,y ought to "k t we h no pea*es 9 ,ox=d1 answ]$ ,mr4 ,malcolm4 ,my memory plays me false1 !n3 ,i _h a vision (1 at lea/1 ,octob] pea*es on "o occasion1 & f9e ones too4 ,ah1 y mean at old ,tom ,sp9dle's1 ! jockey's1 answ]$ ,mr4 ,malcolm2 x's true1 he _h a bit ( a brick wall1 & 0 pr\d ( x4 ,b pea*es come :5 !re is no "o 9 ,ox=d to eat !m2 s ei!r ! tree1 or at lea/ ! fruit1 is a great r>ity !re4 ,ox=d wasn't s empty once2 y h old mulb]ry-trees !re 9 record ( bett] days4 ,at t "t1 too1 said ,*>les1 ,i suppose1 ! m exp5sive fruits 7 n cultivat$4 ,mulb]ries are ! witness1 n only ( a full college1 b ( simple ta/es4 ,*>les is secretly cutt+ at our ho?\se "h1 said ,mr4 ,r$+2 z if our fir/ fa!r did n pref] fruits & fl[]s to beef & mutton4 ,no1 inde$1 said ,*>les1 ,i ?9k pea*es capital ?+s2 & z to fl[]s1 ,i am ev5 too fond ( sc5ts4 ,*>les has "s !ory1 !n1 ab\t sc5ts1 ,i'll be b\nd1 said 8 fa!r2 ,i nev] knew a boy :o s plac$ 8 lik+s & dislik+s on fancies4 ,he began to eat olives directly he read ! ,o,edipus ( ,sophocles2 &1 ,i v]ily believe1 w soon give up oranges f 8 dislike to ,k+ ,william4 ,e "o does s1 said ,*>les3 :o w\ld n be 9 ! fa%ion8 ,!re's ,aunt ,kitty1 %e calls a bonnet1 'a sweet' "o ye>1 :i* makes h] 'a p]fect fright' ! next4 ,y're "r1 papa1 9 ?is in/ance1 said 8 "m2 ,i "k he has "s good reason1 ?\gh ,i nev] c recollect x1 :y he smells a rose1 or di/ils lav5d]4 ,:at is x1 my de> ,m>y8 ',relics ye are ( ,ed5's b[]s1' said %e4 ,:y1 sir1 t 0 precisely y\r own reason j n[1 said ,*>les to 8 fa!r4 ,!re's m ?an t1 said ,mrs4 ,r$+1 if ,i knew :at x 04 ,he ?9ks ! sc5t m intellectual ?an ! o!r s5ses1 said ,m>y1 smil+4 ,su* a boy = p>adoxes6 said 8 "m4 ,well1 s x is 9 a c]ta9 way1 said ,*>les1 b ,i c't expla94 ,s\nds & sc5ts are m e!real1 less mat]ial2 !y h no %ape--l ! angels4 ,mr4 ,malcolm laugh$4 ,well1 ,i grant x1 ,*>les1 he said2 !y are l5g? )\t bread?6 ,did y ev] he> ! l8 said ,mrs4 ,r$+1 laugh+ too2 don't enc\rage him1 ,mr4 ,malcolm2 y are worse ?an he4 ,angels l5g? )\t bread?6 ,!y pass f place to place1 !y come1 !y g1 cont9u$ ,mr4 ,malcolm4 ,!y conjure up ! pa/ s vividly1 said ,*>les4 ,b s\nds surely m ?an sc5ts1 said ,mr4 ,malcolm4 ,p>don me2 ! rev]se z ,i ?9k1 answ]$ ,*>les4 ,t is a p>adox1 ,*>les1 said ,mr4 ,malcolm2 ! smell ( roa/-beef nev] w5t fur!r ?an to rem9d a man ( d9n]2 b s\nds are pa!tic & inspir+4 ,well1 sir1 b ?9k ( ?is1 said ,*>les1 sc5ts are complete 9 !mselves1 yet d n consi/ ( p>ts4 ,?9k h[ v di/9ct ! smell ( a rose is f a p9k1 a p9k f a sweet-pea1 a sweet-pea f a /ock1 a /ock f lilac1 lilac f lav5d]1 lav5d] f jasm9e1 jasm9e f honeysuckle1 honeysuckle f haw?orn1 haw?orn f hyac9?1 hyac9?---- ,sp>e u1 int]rupt$ ,mr4 ,malcolm2 y are go+ ?r\gh ! index ( ,l\don6 ,& ^! are only ! sc5ts ( fl[]s2 h[ diff]5t fl[]s smell f fruits1 fruits f spices1 spices f roa/-beef or pork-cutlets1 & s on4 ,n[1 :at ,i 0 com+ to is ?is--^! sc5ts are p]fectly di/9ct f ea* o!r1 & sui g5]is2 !y nev] c be confus$2 yet ea* is communicat$ to ! appreh5sion 9 an in/ant4 ,sights take up a great space1 a tune is a succession ( s\nds2 b sc5ts are at once specific & complete1 yet indivisible4 ,:o c halve a sc5t8 !y ne$ nei!r "t nor space2 ?us !y are immat]ial or spiritual4 ,*>les hasn't be5 to ,ox=d = no?+1 said 8 "m1 laugh+ & look+ at ,m>y2 ?is is :at ,i call *opp+ logic6 ,well done1 ,*>les1 cri$ ,mr4 ,malcolm2 & n[1 s9ce y h su* cle> notions ( ! p[] ( smells1 y ought1 l ! man 9 ! /ory1 to be satisfi$ ) smell+ at y\r d9n]1 & gr[ fat ^u x4 ,x's a %ame y sit d[n to table4 ,well1 sir1 answ]$ ,*>les1 "s p d seem to ?rive on snuff at lea/4 ,= %ame1 ,*>les6 said ,mr4 ,malcolm2 y h se5 me use ! common-room snuff-box to keep myself awake aft] d9n]2 b no?+ m4 ,i keep a box 9 my pocket m]ely z a bauble--x 0 a pres5t4 ,y %\ld h liv$ :5 ,i 0 "y4 ,!re 0 old ,dr4 ,tr\ghton ( ,nun's ,hall1 he c>ri$ 8 snuff loose 9 8 pocket2 & old ,mrs4 ,vice-,pr9cipal ,daffy us$ to lay a tra9 along h] arm1 & fire x ) h] nose4 ,doctors ( m$ic9e took x z a pres]vative aga9/ infection1 & doctors ( div9ity aga9/ dr[s9ess 9 *ur*4 ,!y take w9e aga9/ infection n[1 said ,mr4 ,r$+2 x's a mu* sur] protective4 ,w9e8 cri$ ,mr4 ,malcolm2 oh1 !y didn't take less w9e !n1 z y & ,i "k4 ,on c]ta9 solemn occasions !y made a po9t ( gett+ drunk1 ! :ole college1 f ! ,vice-,pr9cipal or ,sub-,w>d5 d[n to ! sc\ts4 ,heads ( h\ses 7 kept 9 ord] by _! wives2 b ,i assure y ! jolly god came v ne> ,mr4 ,vice-,*ancellor himself4 ,!re 0 old ,dr4 ,/urdy ( ,/4 ,mi*ael's1 a great m>t9et 9 8 "t4 ,"o day ! ,k+ pass$ ?r\gh ,ox=d2 ,/urdy1 a tall1 upright1 iron-fac$ man1 _h to meet him 9 procession at ,magdal5 ,bridge1 & walk$ d[n ) 8 pok]s be=e him1 gold & silv]1 v]g]s1 cock$ hats1 & ! re/4 ,!re wasn't "o ( !m t wasn't 9 liquor4 ,?9k ( ! good old man's horror1 ,maje/y 9 ! di/ance1 & 8 own p sway+ to & fro "u 8 v nose1 & promis+ to leave him = ! gutt] be=e ! m>* 0 end$4 ,no "o c get tipsy ) snuff1 ,i grant1 said ,mr4 ,r$+2 b if w9e has done "s m5 h>m x has done o!rs a deal ( good4 ,hair-p[d] is z bad z snuff1 said ,m>y1 pref]r+ ! =m] subject2 !re's old ,mr4 ,butl] ( ,cool+1 8 wig is s l>ge & full ( p[d] t :5 he nods 8 head ,i am sure to sneeze4 ,ah1 b all ^! are accid5ts1 "y lady1 said ,mr4 ,malcolm1 put out by ?is block to ! conv]sation1 & runn+ (f some:at te/ily 9 ano!r direction2 accid5ts aft] all4 ,old p are always ! same2 s are "y4 ,ea* age has its own fa%ion3 if ,mr4 ,butl] wore no wig1 /ill !re w\ld be some?+ ab\t him odd & /range to "y eyes4 ,*>les1 don't y be an old ba*elor4 ,no "o c>es = old p4 ,m>ry1 my de> boy2 look out betimes = a virtu\s "y woman1 :o w make y an att5tive wife4 ,*>les slightly col\r$1 & 8 si/] laugh$ z if !re 0 "s und]/&+ betwe5 !m4 ,mr4 ,malcolm cont9u$3 ,don't wait till y want "s "o to buy flannel = y\r rheumatism or g\t2 m>ry betimes4 ,y w let me take my degree fir/1 sir8 said ,*>les4 ,c]ta9ly1 take y\r ,m4,a4's if y w2 b don't become an old ,fell[4 ,don't wait till =ty2 p make ! /range/ mi/akes4 ,de> ,*>les w make a k9d & affectionate husb&1 ,i am sure1 said 8 "m1 :5 ! "t comes2 & come x w1 ?\gh n j yet4 ,yes1 my de> boy1 %e add$1 nodd+ at him1 y w n be able to escape y\r de/9y1 :5 x comes4 ,*>les1 y mu/ "k1 said ,mr4 ,r$+ to 8 gue/1 is romantic 9 8 notions j n[4 ,i believe x is t he ?9ks no "o good en\gh = him4 ,oh1 my de> ,*>lie1 don't let me pa9 y1 ,i meant no?+ s]i\s2 b someh[ he has n hit x (f v well ) "s "y ladies "h1 :o expect$ m att5tion ?an he c>$ to give4 ,i am sure1 said ,m>y1 ,*>les is mo/ att5tive :5ev] !re is occasion1 & always has 8 eyes ab\t him to d a s]vice2 only he's a bad h& at small-talk4 ,all w come 9 "t1 my de>1 said 8 "m2 a good son makes a good husb&4 ,& a v lov+ papa1 said ,mr4 ,malcolm4 ,oh1 sp>e me1 sir1 said poor ,*>les2 h[ h ,i des]v$ ?is8 ,well1 proce$$ ,mr4 ,malcolm1 & "y ladies ought to m>ry betimes too4 ,come1 ,m>y1 y\r turn is com+1 cri$ ,*>les2 & tak+ 8 si/]'s h&1 he ?rew up ! sa%1 & escap$ ) h] into ! g>d54 ,!y cross$ ! lawn1 & took refuge 9 a %rubb]y4 ,h[ /range x is6 said ,m>y1 z !y /roll$ along ! w9d+ walk2 we us$ to l ,mr4 ,malcolm s1 z *ildr52 b n[--,i l him /ill1 b he is n ! same4 ,we are old]1 said h] bro!r2 diff]5t ?+s take u n[4 ,he us$ to be s k9d1 cont9u$ %e2 :5 he 0 com+1 ! day 0 look$ out =2 & mamma said1 ',take c>e y be good :5 ,mr4 ,malcolm comes4' ,& he 0 sure to br+ a twelf?-cake1 or a ,noah's ark1 or some?+ ( ! sort4 ,& !n he romp$ ) u1 & let u make fun ( him4 ,inde$ x isn't he t is *ang$1 said ,*>les1 b we2 we are 9 ! "t ( life to *ange2 we h *ang$ already1 & %all *ange /ill4 ,:at a m]cy x is1 said 8 si/]1 t we are s happy among ourselves z a family6 ,if we *ange1 we %all *ange toge!r1 z apples ( "o /ock2 if "o fails1 ! o!r does4 ,?us we are always ! same to ea* o!r4 ,x is a m]cy1 inde$1 said ,*>les2 we are s ble/ t ,i am sometimes q fright5$4 ,8 si/] look$ e>ne/ly at him4 ,he laugh$ a little to turn (f ! edge ( 8 s]i\sness4 ,y w\ld "k :at ,i mean1 de> ,m>y1 if y _h read ,h]odotus4 ,a ,greek tyrant fe>$ 8 own excessive prosp]ity1 & !re=e made a sacrifice to =tune4 ,i mean1 he gave up some?+ :i* he held mo/ preci\s2 he took a r+ f 8 f+] & ca/ x into ! sea1 le/ ! ,deity %\ld afflict him1 if he did n afflict himself4 ,my de> ,*>les1 %e answ]$1 if we d b enjoy ,god's gifts ?ankfully1 & take c>e n to set our he>ts on !m or to abuse !m1 we ne$ n fe> = _! cont9uance4 ,well1 said ,*>les1 !re's "o text :i* has ev] dwelt on my m9d1 ',rejoice ) trembl+4' ,i c't take full1 unre/ra9$ pleasure 9 any?+4 ,:y n1 if y look at x z ,god's gift8 ask$ ,m>y4 ,i don't def5d x1 he repli$2 x's my way2 x may be a selfi% prud5ce1 = :at ,i "k2 b ,i am sure t1 did ,i give my he>t to any creature1 ,i %\ld be )draw+ x f ,god4 ,h[ easily c\ld ,i idolize ^! sweet walks1 :i* we h kn[n = s _m ye>s6 ,!y walk$ on 9 sil5ce4 ,well1 said ,m>y1 :atev] we lose1 no *ange c affect u z a family4 ,:ile we are we1 we are to ea* o!r :at no?+ ext]nal c be to u1 :e!r z giv5 or z tak5 away4 ,*>les made no answ]4 ,:at has come to y1 de> ,*>les8 %e said1 /opp+ & look+ at him2 !n1 g5tly remov+ 8 hair & smoo?+ 8 =ehead1 %e said1 y are s sad to-day4 ,de>e/ ,m>y1 he made answ]1 no?+'s ! matt]1 inde$4 ,i ?9k x is ,mr4 ,malcolm :o has put me out4 ,x's s /upid to talk ( ! prospects ( a boy l me4 ,don't look s1 ,i mean no?+2 only x annoys me4 ,m>y smil$4 ,:at ,i mean is1 cont9u$ ,*>les1 t we c rely on no?+ "h1 & are fools if we build on ! future4 ,we c rely on ea* o!r1 %e repeat$4 ,ah1 de> ,m>y1 don't say s2 x fright5s me4 ,%e look$ r\nd at him surpris$1 & almo/ fright5$ h]self4 ,de>e/1 he cont9u$1 ,i mean no?+2 only ev]y?+ is s unc]ta9 "h bel[4 ,we are sure ( ea* o!r1 ,*>les4 ,yes1 ,m>y1 & he kiss$ h] affectionately1 x is true1 mo/ true2 !n he add$1 all ,i meant 0 t x seems presumptu\s to say s4 ,david & ,jona?an 7 p>t$2 ,/4 ,paul & ,/4 ,b>nabas4 ,te>s /ood 9 ,m>y's eyes4 ,oh1 :at an ass ,i am1 he said1 = ?us teas+ y ab\t no?+2 no1 ,i only mean t !re is ,"o only :o _c die1 :o nev] *anges1 only ,"o4 ,x c't be wrong to rememb] ?is4 ,d y recollect ,c[p]'s beautiful l9es8 ,i "k !m )\t hav+ le>n$ !m--!y /ruck me s mu* ! fir/ "t ,i read !m2 & he repeat$ !m3-- ,?\ art ! s\rce & c5tre ( all m9ds1 ,_! only po9t ( re/1 ,et]nal ,^w4 ,f ,!e dep>t+1 !y are lo/1 & rove ,at r&om1 )\t hon\r1 hope1 or peace4 ,f ,!e is all t soo!s ! life ( man1 ,8 high endeav\r & 8 glad success1 ,8 /r5g? to suff] & 8 w to s]ve4 ,b oh1 ,?\ ,sov]eign ,giv] ( all good1 ,?\ art ( all ,?y gifts ,?yself ! cr[n2 ,give :at ,?\ can/1 )\t ,!e we are poor1 ,& ) ,!e ri*1 take :at ,?\ wilt away4 ,,*apt] ,,xiii4 ,octob] came at l5g?1 & ) x ,*>les's ?\ghts 7 turn$ aga9 to ,ox=d4 ,"o or two weeks pass$ by2 !n a few days2 & x 0 "t to be pack+4 ,8 fa!r p>t$ ) him ) ev5 great] emotion ?an :5 he fir/ w5t to s*ool4 ,he w\ld himself drive him 9 ! phaeton to ! neighb\r+ t[n1 f :i* ! omnibus ran to ! railroad1 ?\gh he _h ! g\t fly+ ab\t him2 & :5 ! mom5t = p>t+ came he c\ld n get himself to give up 8 h&1 z if he _h some?+ to say :i* he c\ld n recollect or ma/]4 ,well1 ,*ri/mas w soon come1 he said2 we mu/ "p1 x's no use delay+ x4 ,write to u soon1 de> boy2 & tell u all ab\t y\rself & y\r matt]s4 ,tell u ab\t y\r fri5ds2 !y are nice "y m5 app>5tly3 b ,i h great confid5ce 9 y\r prud5ce2 y h m prud5ce ?an "s ( !m4 ,y\r tutor seems a valuable man1 f :at y tell me1 he w5t on repeat+ :at _h pass$ betwe5 him & ,*>les _m times be=e2 a s\nd1 well-judg+ man1 t ,mr4 ,v9c5t4 ,%effield is too clev]2 he is "y2 y h an old] head4 ,x's no good my go+ on2 ,i h said all ?is be=e2 & y may be late = ! tra94 ,well1 ,god bless y1 my de>e/ ,*>lie1 & make y a bless+4 ,may y be happi] & bett] ?an y\r fa!r6 ,i h ev] be5 ble/ all my life long--wond]fully ble/4 ,bless+s h be5 p\r$ on me f my y\?1 f> above my des]ts2 may !y be d\bl$ ^u y6 ,good-bye1 my belov$ ,*>les1 good-bye6 ,*>les _h to pass a day or two at ! h\se ( a relative :o liv$ a little way out ( ,london4 ,:ile he 0 !re a lett] arriv$ = him1 =w>d$ f home2 x 0 f ,willis1 dat$ f ,london1 & ann\nc$ t he _h come to a v important decision1 & %\ld n return to ,ox=d4 ,*>les 0 fairly 9 ! _w aga91 plung$ into ! :irl ( op9ions3 h[ sad a contra/ to 8 tranquil home6 ,!re 0 no mi/ak+ :at ! lett] meant2 & he set out at once ) ! *ance ( f9d+ ! writ] at ! h\se f :i* he dat$ x4 ,x 0 a lodg+ at ! we/-end ( t[n2 & he rea*$ x ab\t noon4 ,he f\nd ,willis 9 company ) a p]son app>5tly two or ?ree ye>s old]4 ,willis />t$ on see+ him4 ,:o w\ld h ?\ght6 :at br+s y "h8 he said2 ,i ?\ght y 7 9 ! c\ntry4 ,!n to 8 companion1 ,?is is ! fri5d ,i 0 speak+ to y ab\t1 ,morley4 ,a happy meet+2 sit d[n1 de> ,r$+2 ,i h mu* to tell y4 ,*>les sat d[n all susp5se1 look+ at ,willis ) su* ke5 anxiety t ! latt] 0 =c$ to cut ! matt] %ort4 ,r$+1 ,i am a ,ca?olic4 ,*>les ?rew himself back 9 8 *air1 & turn$ pale4 ,my de> ,r$+1 :at is ! matt] ) y8 :y don't y speak to me8 ,*>les 0 /ill sil5t2 at la/1 /oop+ =w>d1 ) 8 elb[s on 8 knees1 & 8 head on 8 h&s1 he said1 9 a l[ voice1 ,o ,willis1 :at h y done6 ,done8 said ,willis2 :at y %\ld d1 & half ,ox=d besides4 ,o ,r$+1 ,i'm s happy6 ,alas1 alas6 said ,*>les2 b :at is ! good ( my /ay+8--all good att5d y1 ,willis2 good-bye6 ,no1 my good ,r$+1 y don't leave me s soon1 hav+ f\nd me s unexpect$ly2 & y h _h a long walk1 ,i d>e say2 sit d[n1 !re's a good fell[2 we %all h lun*eon soon1 & y mu/ n g )\t tak+ y\r "p 9 x4 ,he took ,*>les's hat f him1 z he spoke2 & ,*>les1 9 a mixture ( feel+s1 let him h 8 way4 ,o ,willis1 s y h sep>at$ y\rself f u = ev]6 he said2 y h tak5 y\r c\rse1 we keep ours3 our pa?s are diff]5t4 ,n s1 said ,willis2 y mu/ foll[ me1 & we %all be "o /ill4 ,*>les 0 half (f5d$2 ,really ,i mu/ g1 he said1 & he rose2 y mu/ n talk 9 t mann]4 ,pray1 =give me1 answ]$ ,willis2 ,i won't d s aga92 b ,i c\ld n help x2 ,i am n 9 a common /ate1 ,i'm s happy6 ,a ?\ght /ruck ,r$+4 ,tell me1 ,willis1 he said1 y\r exact position2 9 :at s5se are y a ,ca?olic8 ,:at is to prev5t y\r return+ ) me to ,ox=d8 ,8 companion int]pos$3 ,i am tak+ a lib]ty p]haps1 he said2 b ,mr4 ,willis has be5 regul>ly receiv$ into ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*4 ,i h n introduc$ y1 said ,willis4 ,r$+1 let me introduce ,mr4 ,morley2 ,morley1 ,mr4 ,r$+4 ,yes1 ,r$+1 ,i owe x to him t ,i am a ,ca?olic4 ,i h be5 on a t\r ) him abroad4 ,we met ) a good prie/ 9 ,france1 :o cons5t$ to receive my abjuration4 ,well1 ,i ?9k he might pr(itably h exam9$ into y\r /ate ( m9d a little be=e he did s1 said ,r$+2 y are n ! p]son to become a ,ca?olic1 ,willis4 ,:at d y mean8 ,because1 answ]$ ,r$+1 y are m ( a ,diss5t] ?an a ,ca?olic4 ,i beg y\r p>don1 he add$1 see+ ,willis look up %>ply1 let me be frank ) y1 pray d4 ,y 7 atta*$ to ! ,*ur* ( ,rome1 n z a *ild to a "m1 b 9 a wayw>d rov+ way1 z a matt] ( fancy or lik+1 or 7excuse me7 z a gre$y boy to some?+ nice2 & y pursu$ y\r object by disobey+ ! au?orities set ov] y4 ,x 0 z mu* z ,willis c\ld be>2 he said1 he ?\ght he recollect$ a text ab\t obey+ ,god r ?an m54 ,i see y h disobey$ m51 retort$ ,*>les2 ,i tru/ y h be5 obey+ ,god4 ,willis ?\ght him rude1 & w\ld n speak4 ,mr4 ,morley began3 ,if y knew ! circum/ances bett]1 he said1 y w\ld d\btless judge diff]5tly4 ,i consid] ,mr4 ,willis to be j ! v p]son on :om x 0 incumb5t to jo9 ! ,*ur*1 & :o w make an excell5t ,ca?olic4 ,y mu/ blame1 n ! v5]able prie/ :o receiv$ him1 b me4 ,! good man saw 8 devotion1 8 te>s1 8 humility1 8 e>ne/ desire2 b ! /ate ( 8 m9d he le>n$ ?r\gh me1 :o speak ,fr5* bett] ?an ,mr4 ,willis4 ,h[ev]1 he _h q en\gh conv]sation ) him 9 ,fr5* & ,lat94 ,he c\ld n reject a po/ulant = salvation2 x 0 impossible4 ,_h y be5 he1 y w\ld h done ! same4 ,well1 sir1 p]haps ,i h be5 unju/ to him & y1 said ,*>les2 h[ev]1 ,i _c augur well ( ?is4 ,y are judg+1 sir1 answ]$ ,mr4 ,morley1 let me say x1 ( ?+s y d n "k4 ,y d n "k :at ! ,ca?olic religion is1 y d n "k :at its grace is1 or ! gift ( fai?4 ,! speak] 0 a layman2 he spoke ) e>ne/ness ! m int5se1 because quiet4 ,*>les felt himself reprov$ by 8 mann]2 8 good ta/e sugge/$ to him t he _h be5 too vehem5t 9 ! pres5ce ( a /rang]2 yet he did n feel ! less confid5ce 9 8 cause4 ,he paus$ be=e he answ]$2 !n he said briefly1 t he 0 aw>e t he did n "k ! ,roman ,ca?olic religion1 b he knew ,mr4 ,willis4 ,he c\ld n help giv+ 8 op9ion t good w\ld n come ( x4 ,i h ev] be5 a ,ca?olic1 said ,mr4 ,morley2 s f> ,i _c judge ( memb]s ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&2 b ?is ,i "k1 t ! ,ca?olic ,*ur* is ! only true ,*ur*4 ,i may be wrong 9 _m ?+s2 ,i _c be wrong 9 ?is4 ,?is too ,i "k1 t ! ,ca?olic fai? is "o1 & t no o!r ,*ur* has fai?4 ,! ,*ur* ( ,engl& has no fai?4 ,y1 my de> sir1 h n fai?4 ,?is 0 a home-?ru/2 ! controv]sies ( ,ox=d pass$ be=e ,r$+'s m9d2 b he in/antly recov]$ himself4 ,y _c expect1 said he1 smil+1 t ,i1 almo/ a boy1 %\ld be able to argue ) y\rself1 or to def5d my ,*ur* or to expla9 h] fai?4 ,i am cont5t to hold t fai?1 to hold :at %e holds1 )\t pr(ess+ to be a div9e4 ,?is is ! doctr9e :i* ,i h be5 taught at ,ox=d4 ,i am "u tea*+ !re1 ,i am n yet taught4 ,excuse me1 !n1 if ,i decl9e an argum5t ) y4 ,) ,mr4 ,willis1 x is natural t ,i %\ld argue2 we are equals1 & und]/& ea* o!r2 b ,i am no !ologian4 ,"h ,willis cri$ out1 ,o my de> ,r$+1 :at ,i say is1 ',come & see4' ,don't /& at ! door argu+2 b ent] ! great home ( ! s\l1 ent] & adore4 ,b1 said ,r$+1 surely ,god wills u to be guid$ by reason2 ,i don't mean t reason is ev]y?+1 b x is at lea/ some?+4 ,surely we ought n to act )\t x1 aga9/ x4 ,b is n d\bt a dreadful /ate8 said ,willis2 a mo/ p]il\s /ate8 ,no /ate is safe b t ( fai?4 ,c x be safe to be )\t fai?8 ,n[ h y fai? 9 y\r ,*ur*8 ,i "k y well en\gh to "k y h n2 :]e1 !n1 are y8 ,willis1 y h misund]/ood me mo/ extraord9>ily1 said ,*>les3 t5 ?\s& ?\ghts pass ?r\gh ! m9d1 & if x is safe to note d[n & br+ aga9/ a man 8 /ray words1 ,i suppose !re's no?+ he mayn't be accus$ ( hold+4 ,y mu/ be allud+ to "s half-s5t5ce or o!r ( m9e1 :i* ,i h =gott51 & :i* 0 no real sample ( my s5tim5ts4 ,d y mean ,i h no wor%ip8 & does n wor%ip presuppose fai?8 ,i h mu* to le>n1 ,i am consci\s2 b ,i wi% to le>n x f ! ,*ur* "u ^: %ad[ my lot is ca/1 & ) :om ,i am cont5t4 ,he confesses1 said ,willis1 t he has no fai?2 he confesses t he is 9 d\bt4 ,my de> ,r$+1 c y s9c]ely plead t y are 9 inv9cible ignorance aft] :at has pass$ betwe5 u8 n[1 suppose = an in/ant t ,ca?olicism is true1 is x n c]ta9 t y n[ h an opportunity ( embrac+ x8 & if y d n1 are y 9 a /ate to die 98 ,r$+ 0 p]plex$ h[ to answ]2 t is1 he c\ld n ) ! necess>y quickness analyze & put into words ! answ] :i* 8 reason sugge/$ to ,willis's rapid int]rogatories4 ,mr4 ,morley _h kept sil5ce1 le/ ,*>les %\ld h two ^u him at once2 b :5 ,willis paus$1 & ,*>les did n reply1 he int]pos$4 ,he said t all ! calls 9 ,scripture 7 obey$ ) promptitude by ^? :o 7 call$2 & t our ,"l w\ld n suff] "o man ev5 to g & bury 8 fa!r4 ,r$+ answ]$1 t 9 ^? cases ! voice ( ,*ri/ 0 actually he>d2 ,he 0 on e>?1 9 bodily pres5ce2 n[1 h[ev]1 ! v "q 01 :i* 0 ! voice ( ,*ri/2 & :e!r ! ,*ur* ( ,rome did or did n speak ) ! voice ( ,*ri/2--t surely we ought to act prud5tly2 t ,*ri/ c\ld n wi% u to act o!rwise2 t1 = himself1 he _h no d\bt t he 0 9 ! place :]e ,provid5ce wi%$ him to be2 b1 ev5 if he _h any d\bts :e!r ,*ri/ 0 call+ him else:]e 7:i* he _h n71 b if he _h1 he %\ld c]ta9ly ?9k t ,*ri/ call$ him 9 ! way & me?od ( c>eful exam9ation1--t prud5ce 0 ! div9ely appo9t$ means ( com+ at ! tru?4 ,prud5ce6 cri$ ,willis1 su* prud5ce z ,/4 ,?omas's1 ,i suppose1 :5 he det]m9$ to see be=e believ+4 ,*>les hesitat$ to answ]4 ,i see x1 cont9u$ ,willis2 &1 />t+ up1 he seiz$ 8 arm2 come1 my de> fell[1 come ) me directly2 let u g to ! good prie/ :o lives two /reets (f4 ,y %all be receiv$ ?is v day4 ,on ) y\r hat4 ,&1 be=e ,*>les c\ld %[ any resi/ance1 he 0 half out ( ! room4 ,he c\ld n help laugh+1 9 spite ( 8 vexation2 he dis5gag$ 8 arm1 & delib]ately sat d[n4 ,n s fa/1 he said2 we are n q ?is sort ( p]son4 ,willis look$ awkw>d = a mom5t2 !n he said1 ,well1 at lea/ y mu/ g into a retreat2 y mu/ g =?)4 ,morley1 d y "k :5 ,mr4 de ,m[bray or ,fa!r ,ago/9o gives 8 next retreat8 ,r$+1 x is j :at y want1 j :at all ,ox=d m5 want2 ,i ?9k y w n refuse me4 ,*>les look$ up 9 8 face1 & smil$4 ,x is n my l9e1 he said at l5g?4 ,i am on my way to ,ox=d4 ,i mu/ g4 ,i came "h to be ( use to y2 ,i c be ( none1 s ,i mu/ g4 ,w\ld ,i c\ld be ( s]vice2 b x is hopeless4 ,oh1 x makes my he>t a*e6 ,& he w5t on bru%+ 8 hat ) 8 glove1 z if on ! po9t ( ris+1 yet lo? to rise4 ,morley n[ /ruck 93 he spoke all along l a g5tleman1 & a man ( real piety1 b ) a great ignorance ( ,prote/ants1 or h[ !y 7 to be treat$4 ,excuse me1 ,mr4 ,r$+1 he said1 if be=e y g1 ,i say "o ^w4 ,i feel v mu* = ! /ruggle :i* is go+ on 9 y\r m9d2 & ,i am sure x is n = su* z me to speak h>%ly or unk9dly to y4 ,! /ruggle betwe5 conviction & motives ( ?is _w is (t5 long2 may x h a happy t]m9ation 9 y\r case6 ,d n be (f5d$ if ,i sugge/ to y t ! de>e/ & close/ ties1 su* z y\r connexion ) ! ,prote/ant ,*ur* involves1 may be on ! side ( ! _w 9 c]ta9 cases4 ,x is a sort ( m>tyrdom to h to break su*2 b !y :o d s h a m>tyr's rew>d4 ,&1 !n1 at a ,univ]sity y h s _m inducem5ts to fall 9 ) ! prevail+ tone ( ?\ght2 prospects1 success 9 life1 good op9ion ( fri5ds--all ^! ?+s are aga9/ y4 ,!y are likely to *oke ! good se$4 ,well1 ,i c\ld h wi%$ t y _h be5 able to foll[ ! dictates ( consci5ce at once2 b ! conflict mu/ cont9ue its appo9t$ "t2 we w hope t all w end well4 ,i c't p]suade ^! good p1 ?\ght ,*>les1 z he clos$ ! /reet-door aft] him1 t ,i am n 9 a /ate ( conviction1 & /ruggl+ aga9/ x2 h[ absurd6 ,"h ,i come to reclaim a des]t]1 & ,i am seiz$ ev5 bodily1 & aga9/ my w all b hurri$ into a pr(ession ( fai?4 ,d ^! ?+s happ5 to p e day8 or is !re "s p>ticul> fate ) me ?us to be br\ght across religi\s controv]sies :i* ,i am n up to8 ,i a ,roman ,ca?olic6 :at a contra/ all ?is ) quiet ,h>tley6 nam+ 8 home4 ,z he cont9u$ to ?9k on :at _h pass$ he 0 /ill less satisfi$ ) x or ) himself4 ,he _h gone to lecture1 & he _h be5 lectur$2 & he _h let out 8 secret /ate ( m9d3 no1 n let out1 he _h no?+ to let out4 ,he _h inde$ impli$ t he 0 inquir+ aft] religi\s tru?1 b e ,prote/ant inquires2 he w\ld n be a ,prote/ant if he did n4 ,( c\rse he 0 seek+ ! tru?2 x 0 8 duty to d s2 he recollect$ di/9ctly 8 tutor lay+ d[n1 on "o occasion1 ! duty ( private judgm5t4 ,?is 0 ! v diff]5ce betwe5 ,prote/ants & ,ca?olics2 ,ca?olics beg9 ) fai?1 ,prote/ants ) inquiry2 & he ought to h said ?is to ,willis4 ,he 0 provok$ he _h n said x2 x w\ld h simplifi$ ! "q1 & %[n h[ f> he 0 f be+ unsettl$4 ,unsettl$6 x 0 mo/ extravagant4 ,he wi%$ ?is _h b /ruck him dur+ ! conv]sation1 b x 0 a relief t x /ruck him n[2 x reconcil$ him to 8 position4 ,,*apt] ,,xiv4 ,! fir/ day ( ,mi*aelmas t]m is1 to an und]graduate's furniture1 ! brighte/ day ( ! ye>4 ,mu* z ,*>les regrett$ home1 he rejoic$ to see old ,ox=d aga94 ,! port] _h ackn[l$g$ him at ! gate1 & ! sc\t _h smil$ & b[$1 z he ran up ! worn /aircase & f\nd a blaz+ fire to welcome him4 ,! coals crackl$ & split1 & ?rew up a :ite flame 9 /rong contra/ ) ! newly-black5$ b>s & hobs ( ! grate4 ,a %9+ copp] kettle hiss$ & groan$ "u ! int]nal torm5t ( wat] at boil+ po9t4 ,! *imney-glass _h be5 clean$1 ! c>pet beat51 ! curta9s fre% glaz$4 ,a tea-tray & tea commons 7 plac$ on ! table2 besides a battel pap]1 two or ?ree c>ds f tradesm5 :o desir$ 8 patronage1 & a note f a fri5d ^: t]m _h already comm5c$4 ,! port] came 9 ) 8 luggage1 & _h j receiv$ 8 too ample remun]ation1 :51 ?r\gh ! clos+ door1 9 ru%$ ,%effield 9 8 travell+ dress4 ,well1 old fell[1 h[ are y8 he said1 %ak+ bo? ( ,*>les's h&s1 or r arms1 ) all 8 might2 "h we are all aga92 ,i am j come l y4 ,:]e h y be5 all ?is "t8 ,come1 tell u all ab\t y\rself4 ,give me "s tea1 & let's h a good jolly *at4 ,*>les lik$ ,%effield1 he lik$ ,ox=d1 he 0 pleas$ to get back2 yet he _h "s rema9s ( home-sickness on him1 & 0 n q 9 cue = ,%effield's good-natur$ boi/]\sness4 ,willis's matt]1 too1 0 /ill on 8 m9d4 ,h y he>d ! news8 said ,%effield2 ,i h be5 long en\gh 9 college to pick x up4 ,! kit*5-man 0 full ( x z ,i pass$ along4 ,jack's a p>ticul> fri5d ( m9e1 a good hone/ fell[1 & has all ! gossip ( ! place4 ,i don't "k :at x means1 b ,ox=d has j n[ a v bad inside4 ,! report is1 t "s ( ! m5 h turn$ ,romans2 & !y say t !re are /rang]s go+ ab\t ,ox=d :om no "o kn[s any?+ (4 ,jack1 :o is a bit ( a div9e himself1 says he he>d ! ,pr9cipal say t1 = c]ta91 !re 7 ,jesuits at ! bottom ( x2 & ,i don't "k :at he means1 b he decl>es he saw ) 8 own eyes ! ,pope walk+ d[n ,high ,/reet ) ! prie/4 ,i ask$ him h[ he knew x2 he said he knew ! ,pope by 8 sl\*+ hat & 8 long be>d2 & ! port] told him x 0 ! ,pope4 ,! ,dons h met sev]al times2 & sev]al tutors are to be discommon$1 & _! names /uck up aga9/ ! butt]y-door4 ,mean:ile ! ,m>%al1 ) two bulldogs1 is keep+ gu>d be=e ! ,ca?olic *apel2 &1 to complete x1 t old drunk5 fell[ ,topham is report$1 out ( malice1 :5 call$ 9 to cut ! ,w>d5 ( ,/4 ,m>y's hair1 to h made a clean :ite tonsure atop ( him4 ,my de> ,%effield1 h[ y run on6 said ,r$+4 ,well1 d y "k1 ,i c tell y a piece ( real news be>+ on ^! reports1 & n ( ! pleasante/4 ,did y "k ,willis ( ,/4 ,george's8 ,i ?9k ,i once saw him at w9e 9 y\r rooms2 a mode/1 nice-look+ fell[1 :o nev] spoke a ^w4 ,ah1 ,i assure y1 he has a tongue 9 8 head :5 x suits him1 answ]$ ,*>les3 yet ,i d ?9k1 he add$1 mus+ly1 he's v mu* *ang$1 & n = ! bett]4 ,well1 :at's ! up%ot8 ask$ ,%effield4 ,he has turn$ ,ca?olic1 said ,*>les4 ,:at a fool6 cri$ ,%effield4 ,!re 0 a pause4 ,*>les felt awkw>d3 !n he said1 ,i c't say ,i 0 surpris$2 yet ,i %\ld h be5 less surpris$ at ,:ite4 ,oh1 ,:ite won't turn ,ca?olic1 said ,%effield2 he hasn't x 9 him4 ,he's a c[>d4 ,fools & c[>ds6 answ]$ ,*>les3 ?us y divide ! _w1 ,%effield8 ,poor ,willis6 he add$2 "o mu/ respect a man :o acts accord+ to 8 consci5ce4 ,:at c he "k ( consci5ce8 said ,%effield2 ! idea ( 8 swall[+1 ( 8 own free-w1 ! heap ( rubbi% :i* e ,ca?olic has to believe6 9 cold blood ty+ a coll> r\nd 8 neck1 & politely putt+ ! *a9 into ! h&s ( a prie/6444 ,& !n ! ,confessional6 ',tis m>vell\s6 & he began to break ! coals ) ! pok]4 ,x's v well1 he cont9u$1 if a man is born a ,ca?olic2 ,i don't suppose !y really believe :at !y are oblig$ to pr(ess2 b h[ an ,engli%man1 a g5tleman1 a man "h at ,ox=d1 ) all 8 advantages1 c s eat dirt1 scrap+ & pick+ up all ! dead lies ( ! d>k ages--x's a miracle6 ,well1 if !re is any?+ t recomm5ds ,romanism to me1 said ,*>les1 x is :at y s mu* dislike3 ,i'd give twop5ce1 if "s "o1 :om ,i c\ld tru/1 w\ld say to me1 ',?is is true2 ?is is n true4' ,we %\ld be sav$ ?is et]nal wrangl+4 ,w\ldn't y be glad if ,/4 ,paul c\ld come to life8 ,i've (t5 said to myself1 ',oh1 t ,i c\ld ask ,/4 ,paul ?is or t6' ,b ! ,ca?olic ,*ur* isn't ,/4 ,paul q1 ,i guess1 said ,%effield4 ,c]ta9ly n2 b suppos+ y did ?9k x _h ! inspiration ( an ,apo/le1 z ! ,roman ,ca?olics d1 :at a com=t x w\ld be to "k1 beyond all d\bt1 :at to believe ab\t ,god1 & h[ to wor%ip & please ,him6 ,i mean1 y said1 ',i c't believe ?is or t2' n[ y ought to h said1 ',i c't believe ! ,pope has p[] to decide ?is or t4' ,if he _h1 y ought to believe x1 :atev] x is1 & n to say1 ',i c't believe4' ,%effield look$ h>d at him3 ,we %all h y a papi/ "s ( ^! f9e days1 said he4 ,nons5se1 answ]$ ,*>les2 y %\ldn't say su* ?+s1 ev5 9 je/4 ,i don't je/2 ,i am 9 e>ne/3 y are pla9ly on ! road4 ,well1 if ,i am1 y h put me on x1 said ,r$+1 wi%+ to get away f ! subject z quick z he c\ld2 = y are ev] talk+ aga9/ %ams1 & laugh+ at ,k+ ,*>les & ,laud1 ,bateman1 ,:ite1 rood-l(ts1 & pisc9as4 ,n[ y are a ,puseyite1 said ,%effield 9 surprise4 ,y give me ! "n ( a v good man1 :om ,i h>dly "k by sight1 said ,r$+2 b ,i mean1 t nobody kn[s :at to believe1 no "o has a def9ite fai?1 b ! ,ca?olics & ! ,puseyites2 no "o says1 ',?is is true1 t is false2 ?is comes f ! ,apo/les1 t does n4' ,!n w\ld y believe a ,turk1 ask$ ,%effield1 :o came to y ) 8 ',"o ,allah1 & ,mahomet 8 ,prophet'8 ,i did n say a cre$ 0 ev]y?+1 answ]$ ,r$+1 or t a religion c\ld n be false :i* _h a cre$2 b a religion c't be true :i* has none4 ,well1 someh[ t doesn't /rike me1 said ,%effield4 ,n[ !re 0 ,v9c5t at ! end ( t]m1 aft] y _h gone d[n1 cont9u$ ,*>les2 y "k ,i /ay$ up = ,littlego2 & he 0 v civil1 v civil inde$4 ,i _h a talk ) him ab\t ,ox=d p>ties1 & he pleas$ me v mu* at ! "t2 b aft]w>ds1 ! m ,i ?\ght ( :at he said1 ! less 0 ,i satisfi$2 t is1 ,i _h got no?+ def9ite f him4 ,he did n say1 ',?is is true1 t is false2' b ',be true1 be true1 be good1 be good1 don't g too f>1 keep 9 ! mean1 h y\r eyes ab\t y1 es*ew p>ties1 foll[ our div9es1 all ( !m2'--all :i* 0 b putt+ salt on ! bird's tail4 ,i want "s practical direction1 n ab/ract tru?s4 ,v9c5t is a humbug1 said ,%effield4 ,dr4 ,pusey1 on ! o!r h&1 cont9u$ ,*>les1 is said always to be decisive4 ,he says1 ',?is is ,apo/olic1 t's 9 ! ,fa!rs2 ,/4 ,cyprian says ?is1 ,/4 ,augu/9e d5ies t2 ?is is safe1 t's wrong2 ,i bid y1 ,i =bid y4' ,i und]/& all ?is2 b ,i don't und]/& hav+ duties put on me :i* are too mu* = me4 ,i don't und]/&1 ,i dislike1 hav+ a w ( my own1 :5 ,i h n ! means to use x ju/ly4 ,9 su* a case1 to tell me to act ( myself1 is l ,ph>aoh sett+ ! ,israelites to make bricks )\t /raw4 ,sett+ me to inquire1 to judge1 to decide1 =soo?6 x's absurd2 :o has taught me8 ,b ! ,puseyites are n always s di/9ct1 said ,%effield2 !re's ,smi?1 he nev] speaks decid$ly 9 difficult que/ions4 ,i "k a man :o 0 go+ to rema9 9 ,italy = "s ye>s1 at a di/ance f any ,engli% *apel1--he c\ld n help x1--& :o came to ask him if he might communicate 9 ! ,ca?olic *ur*es2 he c\ld n get an answ] f him2 he w\ld n say yes or no4 ,!n he won't h _m foll[]s1 t's all1 said ,*>les4 ,b he has m ?an ,dr4 ,pusey1 answ]$ ,%effield4 ,well1 ,i c't und]/& x1 said ,*>les2 he ought n2 p]haps !y won't /ay4 ,! tru? is1 said ,%effield1 ,i suspect he is m ( a sceptic at bottom4 ,well1 ,i hon\r ! man :o builds up1 said ,r$+1 & ,i despise ! man :o breaks d[n4 ,i am incl9$ to ?9k y h a wrong notion ( build+ up & pull+ d[n1 answ]$ ,%effield2 ,cov5try1 9 8 ',diss]tations1' makes x q cle> t ,*ri/ianity is n a religion ( doctr9es4 ,:o is ,cov5try8 ,n "k ,cov5try8 he is "o ( ! mo/ orig9al writ]s ( ! day2 he's an ,am]ican1 &1 ,i believe1 a congregationali/4 ,oh1 ,i assure y1 y %\ld read ,cov5try1 al?\gh he is wrong on ! "q ( ,*ur*-gov]nm5t3 y are n well au c\rant ) ! lit]ature ( ! day unless y d4 ,he is no p>ty man2 he is a correspond5t ( ! fir/ m5 ( ! day2 he /opp$ ) ! ,dean ( ,ox=d :5 he 0 9 ,engl&1 :o has publi%$ an ,engli% edition ( 8 ',diss]tations1' ) a ,preface2 & he & ,"l ,newlights 7 said to be ! two mo/ witty m5 at ! meet+ ( ! ,briti% ,association1 two ye>s ago4 ,i don't l ,"l ,newlights1 said ,*>les1 he seems to me to h no pr9ciple2 t is1 no fix$1 def9ite religi\s pr9ciple4 ,y don't "k :]e to f9d him4 ,?is is :at my fa!r ?9ks2 ,i h (t5 he>d him speak ( him4 ,x's curi\s y %\ld use ! ^w pr9ciple1 said ,%effield2 = x is t :i* ,cov5try lays su* /ress on4 ,he says t ,*ri/ianity has no cre$2 t ?is is ! v po9t 9 :i* x is di/+ui%$ f o!r religions2 t y w se>* ! ,new ,te/am5t 9 va9 = a cre$2 b t ,scripture is full ( pr9ciples4 ,! view is v +5i\s1 & seem$ to me true1 :5 ,i read ! book4 ,accord+ to him1 !n1 ,*ri/ianity is n a religion ( doctr9es or my/]ies2 & if y are look+ = dogmatism 9 ,scripture1 x's a mi/ake4 ,*>les 0 puzzl$4 ,c]ta9ly1 he said1 at fir/ sight !re is no cre$ 9 ,scripture4--,no cre$ 9 ,scripture1 he said sl[ly1 z if ?9k+ al\d2 no cre$ 9 ,scripture1 !re=e !re is no cre$4 ,b ! ,a?anasian ,cre$1 he add$ quickly1 is t 9 ,scripture8 ,x ei!r is 9 ,scripture1 or x is n4 ,let me see1 x ei!r is !re1 or x is n4444 ,:at 0 x t ,freeborn said la/ t]m8444 ,tell me1 ,%effield1 w\ld ! ,dean ( ,ox=d say t ! ,cre$ 0 9 ,scripture or n8 p]haps y d n fairly expla9 ,cov5try's view2 :at is y\r impression8 ,:y1 ,i w tell y frankly1 my impression is1 judg+ f 8 ,preface1 t he w\ld n scruple to say t x is n 9 ,scripture1 b a s*ola/ic addition4 ,my de> fell[1 said ,*>les1 d y mean t he1 a dignit>y ( ! ,*ur*1 w\ld say t ! ,a?anasian ,cre$ 0 a mi/ake1 because x repres5t$ ,*ri/ianity z a revelation ( doctr9es or my/]ies to be receiv$ on fai?8 ,well1 ,i may be wrong1 said ,%effield1 b s ,i und]/ood him4 ,aft] all1 said ,*>les sadly1 x's n s mu* m ?an t o!r ,dean1 ,i =get 8 "n1 said at ,/4 ,m>y's be=e ! ,vacation2 x's "p ( ! same sy/em4 ,oh1 x 0 aft] y w5t d[n1 or j at ! end ( t]m3 y don't g to s]mons2 ,i'm incl9$ n to g ei!r4 ,i c't ent] ^u ! ,dean's argum5t2 x's n wor? :ile4 ,well1 he add$1 /&+ up & /ret*+ himself1 ,i am tir$ ) ! day1 yet x has n be5 a fatigu+ "o ei!r2 b ,london is s bu/l+ a place4 ,y wi% me to say good-night1 said ,%effield4 ,*>les did n d5y ! *>ge2 & ! fri5ds p>t$4 ,,*apt] ,,xv4 ,!re c\ld n h be5 a lecture m unfav\rable = ,*>les's peace ( m9d ?an t 9 :i* he f\nd himself ?is t]m plac$2 yet1 s bl9d are we to ! future1 he hail$ x ) great satisfaction1 z if x 0 to br+ him an answ] to ! p]plexities into :i* ,%effield1 ,bateman1 ,freeborn1 ,:ite1 ,willis1 ,mr4 ,morley1 ,dr4 ,br[nside1 ,mr4 ,v9c5t1 & ! g5]al /ate ( ,ox=d1 _h all1 9 "o way or o!r1 conspir$ to ?r[ him4 ,he _h %[n su* abilities 9 ! =m] "p ( ! ye>1 & 0 read+ s dilig5tly1 t 8 tutors put him prematurely into ! lecture ^u ! ,articles4 ,x 0 a capital lecture s f> z ?is1 t ! tutor :o gave x _h got up 8 subject completely4 ,he knew ! :ole hi/ory ( ! ,articles1 h[ !y grew into _! pres5t %ape1 ) :at =tunes1 :at _h be5 add$1 & :51 & :at omitt$4 ,) ?is1 ( c\rse1 0 jo9$ an explanation ( ! text1 z d$uc$1 z f> z c\ld be1 f ! hi/orical acc\nt ?us giv54 ,n only ! ,briti%1 b ! =eign ,re=m]s 7 introduc$2 & no?+ 0 want+1 at lea/ 9 ! int5tion ( ! lectur]1 = =tify+ ! "y inquir] 9 ! doctr9e & discipl9e ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&4 ,x did n produce ?is effect on ,r$+4 ,:e!r he _h expect$ too mu*1 or :atev] 0 ! cause1 s x 0 t he did b feel m vividly ! s5tim5t ( ! old fa!r 9 ! com$y1 aft] consult+ ! lawy]s1 ,inc]tior sum multo quam ante4 ,he saw t ! pr(ession ( fai? conta9$ 9 ! ,articles 0 b a pat*work ( bits ( or?odoxy1 ,lu!ranism1 ,calv9ism1 & ,zu+lism2 & ?is too on no pr9ciple2 t x 0 b ! "w ( accid5t1 if !re be su* a ?+ z accid5t2 t x _h come d[n 9 ! p>ticul> %ape 9 :i* ! ,engli% ,*ur* n[ receives x1 :5 x might h come d[n 9 any o!r %ape2 t x 0 b a toss-up t ,anglicans at ?is day 7 n ,calv9i/s1 or ,presbyt]ians1 or ,lu!rans1 equally well z ,episcopalians4 ,?is hi/orical fact did b cl5* ! difficulty1 or r impossibility1 ( say+ :at ! fai? ( ! ,engli% ,*ur* 04 ,on almo/ e po9t ( dispute ! au?oritative /&>d ( doctr9e 0 vague or inconsi/5t1 & !re 0 an impos+ weight ( ext]nal te/imony 9 fav\r ( opposite int]pretations4 ,he /opp$ aft] lecture once or twice1 & ask$ in=mation ( ,mr4 ,upton1 ! tutor1 :o 0 q ready to give x2 b no?+ came ( ^! applications z reg>ds ! object :i* l$ him to make !m4 ,"o difficulty :i* ,*>les exp]i5c$ 0 to "k :e!r1 accord+ to ! ,articles1 ,div9e tru? 0 directly giv5 u1 or :e!r we _h to seek x = ourselves f ,scripture4 ,sev]al ,articles l$ to ?is "q2 & ,mr4 ,upton1 :o 0 a ,high ,*ur*man1 answ]$ him t ! sav+ doctr9e nei!r 0 giv5 nor 0 to be s\ght1 b t x 0 propos$ by ! ,*ur*1 & prov$ by ! individual4 ,*>les did n see ?is di/9ction betwe5 seek+ & prov+2 = h[ c we prove except by seek+ 79 ,scripture7 = reasons8 ,he put ! "q 9 ano!r =m1 & ask$ if ! ,*ri/ian ,religion all[$ ( private judgm5t8 ,?is 0 no ab/ruse "q1 & a v practical "o4 ,_h he ask$ a ,wesleyan or ,indep5d5t1 he w\ld h _h an unconditional answ] 9 ! affirmative2 _h he ask$ a ,ca?olic1 he w\ld h be5 told t we us$ our private judgm5t to f9d ! ,*ur*1 & !n 9 all matt]s ( fai? ! ,*ur* sup]s$$ x2 b f ?is ,ox=d div9e he c\ld n get a di/9ct answ]4 ,fir/ he 0 told t d\btless we mu/ use our judgm5t 9 ! det]m9ation ( religi\s doctr9e2 b next he 0 told t x 0 s9 7z x und\bt$ly is7 to d\bt ! dogma ( ! ,bless$ ,tr9ity4 ,yet1 :ile he 0 told t to d\bt ( t doctr9e 0 a s91 he 0 told 9 ano!r conv]sation t our highe/ /ate "h is "o ( d\bt4 ,:at did ?is mean8 ,surely c]ta9ty 0 simply necess>y on "s po9ts1 z on ! ,object ( wor%ip2 h[ c\ld we wor%ip :at we d\bt$ (8 ,! two acts 7 contra/$ by ! ,evangeli/2 :5 ! disciples saw our ,"l aft] ! resurrection1 !y wor%ipp$ ,him1 b "s d\bt$2 yet1 9 spite ( ?is1 he 0 told t !re 0 impati5ce 9 ! v idea ( desir+ c]ta9ty4 ,at ano!r "t he ask$ :e!r ! ana!mas ( ! ,a?anasian ,cre$ appli$ to all its clauses2 = in/ance1 :e!r x is necess>y to salvation to hold t !re is unus t]nus z ! ,lat9 has x2 or su* z ! ,fa!r1 444 su* ! ,holy ,gho/2 or t ! ,holy ,gho/ is by ,himself ,god & ,"l2 or t ,*ri/ is "o by ! tak+ ( ! manhood into ,god8 ,he c\ld get no answ]4 ,mr4 ,upton said t he did n l extreme que/ions2 t he c\ld n & did n wi% to answ] !m2 t ! ,cre$ 0 writt5 aga9/ h]esies1 :i* no long] exi/$1 z a sort ( prote/4 ,r$+ ask$ :e!r ?is meant t ! ,cre$ did n conta9 a di/9ctive view ( its own1 :i* alone 0 safe1 b 0 m]ely a negation ( error4 ,! clauses1 he obs]v$1 7 positive1 n negative4 ,he c\ld get no answ] f>!r ?an t ! ,cre$ taught t ! doctr9es ( ! ,tr9ity & ! ,inc>nation 7 necess>y to salvation1 x be+ app>5tly left unc]ta9 :at ^? doctr9es consi/$ 94 ,"o day he ask$ h[ griev\s s9s 7 to be =giv5 :i* 7 committ$ aft] baptism1 :e!r by fai?1 or n at all 9 ?is life4 ,he 0 answ]$ t ! ,articles said no?+ on ! subject2 t ! ,romi% doctr9e ( p>don & purgatory 0 false2 & t x 0 well to avoid bo? curi\s que/ions & subtle answ]s4 ,ano!r "q turn$ up at ano!r lecture1 viz4 :e!r ! ,real ,pres5ce meant a ,pres5ce ( ,*ri/ 9 ! elem5ts1 or 9 ! s\l1 i4e4 9 ! fai? ( ! recipi5t2 9 o!r words1 :e!r ! ,pres5ce 0 really su*1 or a m]e "n4 ,mr4 ,upton pron\nc$ x an op5 "q4 ,ano!r day ,*>les ask$ :e!r ,*ri/ 0 pres5t 9 fact1 or only 9 effect4 ,mr4 ,upton answ]$ decid$ly 9 effect1 :i* seem$ to ,r$+ to mean no real pres5ce at all4 ,he _h _h "s difficulty 9 receiv+ ! doctr9e ( et]nal puni%m5t2 x _h seem$ to him ! h>de/ doctr9e ( ,revelation4 ,!n he said to himself1 ,b :at is fai? 9 its v notion b an acceptance ( ! ^w ( ,god :5 reason seems to oppose x8 ,h[ is x fai? at all if !re is no?+ to try x8 ,?is ?\ght fully satisfi$ him4 ,! only "q 01 ,is x "p ( ! reveal$ ^w8 ,i c believe x1 he said1 if ,i "k = c]ta9 t ,i ought to believe x2 b if ,i am n b\nd to believe x1 ,i c't believe x4 ,accord+ly he put ! "q to ,mr4 ,upton :e!r x 0 a doctr9e ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&2 t is1 :e!r x came "u ! subscription to ! ,articles4 ,he c\ld obta9 no answ]4 ,yet if he did n believe ?is doctr9e1 he felt ! :ole fabric ( 8 fai? %ake "u him4 ,close ^u x came ! doctr9e ( ! ,atonem5t4 ,x is difficult to give in/ances ( ?is k9d1 )\t produc+ ! impression on ! read]'s m9d t ,*>les 0 =w>d & capti\s 9 8 inquiries4 ,c]ta9ly ,mr4 ,upton _h 8 own ?\ghts ab\t him1 b he nev] ?\ght 8 mann] inconsi/5t ) mode/y & respect t[>ds himself4 ,*>les naturally 0 full ( ! subject1 & w\ld h disclos$ 8 p]plexities to ,%effield1 _h he n _h a /rong anticipation t ?is w\ld h be5 mak+ matt]s worse4 ,he ?\ght ,bateman1 h[ev]1 might be ( "s s]vice1 & he disburd5$ himself to him 9 ! c\rse ( a c\ntry walk4 ,:at 0 he to d8 = on 8 entrance he _h be5 told t :5 he took 8 degree he %\ld h to sign ! ,articles1 n on fai? z !n1 b on reason2 yet !y 7 un9telligible2 & h[ c\ld he prove :at he c\ld n con/rue8 ,bateman seem$ unwill+ to talk on ! subject2 at la/ he said1 ,oh1 my de> ,r$+1 y really are 9 an excit$ /ate ( m9d2 ,i don't l to talk to y j n[1 = y w n see ?+s 9 a /raight=w>d way & take !m naturally4 ,:at a bug-be> y are conjur+ up6 ,y are 9 an ,article lecture 9 y\r second ye>2 & h>dly h y comm5c$1 b y beg9 to fancy :at y w1 or w n ?9k at ! end ( y\r "t4 ,don't ask ab\t ! ,articles n[2 wait at lea/ till y h se5 ! lecture ?r\gh4 ,x really is n my way to be fuss$ or to fidget1 said ,*>les1 ?\gh ,i own ,i am n s quiet z ,i ought to be4 ,i he> s _m diff]5t op9ions 9 conv]sation2 !n ,i g to *ur*1 & "o prea*] deals 8 bl[s at ano!r2 la/ly1 ,i betake myself to ! ,articles1 & really ,i _c make out :at !y w\ld tea* me4 ,= in/ance1 ,i _c make out _! doctr9e ab\t fai?1 ab\t ! sacram5ts1 ab\t pr$e/9ation1 ab\t ! ,*ur*1 ab\t ! inspiration ( ,scripture4 ,& _! tone is s unlike ! ,pray] ,book4 ,upton has br\ght ?is out 9 8 lectures mo/ cle>ly4 ,n[1 my mo/ respectable fri5d1 said ,bateman1 d ?9k = a mom5t :at m5 h sign$ ! ,articles4 ,p]haps ,k+ ,*>les himself2 c]ta9ly ,laud1 & all ! great ,bi%ops ( 8 day1 & ( ! next g5]ation4 ,?9k ( ! mo/ or?odox ,bull1 ! s+ul>ly le>n$ ,pe>son1 ! eloqu5t ,taylor1 ,montague1 ,b>r[1 ,?orndike1 good de> ,bi%op ,horne1 & ,jones ( ,nayl&4 ,c't y d :at !y did8 ,! argum5t is a v /rong "o1 said ,*>les2 ,i h felt x3 y mean1 !n1 ,i mu/ sign on fai?4 ,yes1 c]ta9ly1 if necess>y1 said ,bateman4 ,& h[ am ,i to sign z a ,ma/]1 & :5 ,i am orda9$8 ask$ ,*>les4 ,t's :at ,i mean by fidget+1 answ]$ ,bateman4 ,y are n cont5t ) y\r day2 y are rea*+ =w>d to live ye>s h5ce4 ,*>les laugh$4 ,x isn't q t1 he said1 ,i 0 b te/+ y\r advice2 h[ev]1 !re's "s tru? 9 x4 ,& he *ang$ ! subject4 ,!y talk$ a:ile on indiff]5t matt]s2 b on a pause ,*>les's ?\ghts fell back aga9 to ! ,articles4 ,tell me1 ,bateman1 he said1 z a m]e matt] ( curiosity1 h[ y subscrib$ :5 y took y\r degree4 ,oh1 ,i _h no difficulty at all1 said ,bateman2 ! examples ( ,bull & ,pe>son 7 en\gh = me4 ,!n y sign$ on fai?4 ,n exactly1 b x 0 t ?\ght :i* smoo!d all difficulties4 ,c\ld y h sign$ )\t x8 ,h[ c y ask me ! "q8 ( c\rse4 ,well1 d tell me1 !n1 :at 0 y\r gr\nd8 ,oh1 ,i _h _m gr\nds4 ,i c't recollect 9 a mom5t :at happ5$ "s "t ago4 ,oh1 !n x 0 a matt] ( difficulty2 inde$1 y said s j n[4 ,n at all3 my only difficulty 01 n ab\t myself1 b h[ to /ate ! matt] to o!r p4 ,:at6 "s "o suspect$ y8 ,no1 no2 y are q mi/ak54 ,i mean1 = in/ance1 ! ,article says t we are ju/ifi$ by fai? only2 n[ ! ,prote/ant s5se ( ?is /atem5t is po9t blank opposite to our /&>d div9es3 ! "q 01 :at ,i 0 to say :5 ask$ my s5se ( x4 ,i und]/&1 said ,*>les2 n[ tell me h[ y solv$ ! problem4 ,well1 ,i don't d5y t ! ,prote/ant s5se is h]etical1 answ]$ ,bateman2 & s is ! ,prote/ant s5se ( _m o!r ?+s 9 ! ,articles2 b !n we ne$ n take !m 9 ! ,prote/ant s5se4 ,!n 9 :at s5se8 ,:y1 fir/1 said ,bateman1 we ne$ n take !m 9 any s5se at all4 ,don't smile2 li/54 ,great au?orities1 su* z ,laud or ,bramhall1 seem to h consid]$ t we only sign ! ,articles z articles ( peace2 n z really hold+ !m1 b z n oppos+ !m4 ,!re=e1 :5 we sign ! ,articles1 we only engage n to prea* aga9/ !m4 ,r$+ ?\ght2 !n he said3 ,tell me1 ,bateman1 w\ld n ?is view ( subscription to ! ,articles let ! ,unit>ians into ! ,*ur*8 ,bateman all[$ x w\ld1 b ! ,liturgy w\ld /ill keep !m out4 ,*>les !n w5t on to sugge/ t !y w\ld take ! ,liturgy z a ,liturgy ( peace too4 ,bateman began aga94 ,if y want "s tangible pr9ciple1 he said1 = int]pret+ ,articles & ,liturgy1 ,i c give y "o4 ,y "k1 he cont9u$1 aft] a %ort pause1 :at x is we hold8 ,:y1 we give ! ,articles a ,ca?olic int]pretation4 ,*>les look$ inquisitive4 ,x is pla91 cont9u$ ,bateman1 t no docum5t c be a dead lett]2 x mu/ be ! expression ( "s m9d2 & ! "q "h is1 ^: is :at may be call$ ! voice :i* speaks ! ,articles4 ,n[1 if ! ,bi%ops1 ,heads ( h\ses1 & o!r dignit>ies & au?orities 7 unanim\s 9 _! religi\s views1 & "o & all said t ! ,articles meant ?is & n t1 !y1 z ! impon5ts1 w\ld h a "r to int]pret !m2 & ! ,articles w\ld mean :at ^? great m5 said !y meant4 ,b !y d n agree toge!r2 "s ( !m are diametrically oppos$ to o!rs4 ,"o cl]gyman d5ies ,apo/olical ,succession1 ano!r affirms x2 "o d5ies ! ,lu!ran ju/ification1 ano!r ma9ta9s x2 "o d5ies ! inspiration ( ,scripture1 a second holds ,calv9 to be a sa9t1 a ?ird consid]s ! doctr9e ( sacram5tal grace a sup]/ition1 a f\r? takes "p ) ,ne/orius aga9/ ! ,*ur*1 a fif? is a ,sabellian4 ,x is pla91 !n1 t ! ,articles h no s5se at all1 if ! collective voice ( ,bi%ops1 ,deans1 ,pr(essors1 & ! l is to be tak54 ,!y _c supply :at s*oolm5 call ! =m ( ! ,articles4 ,b p]haps ! writ]s !mselves ( ! ,articles w supply x8 ,no2 =1 fir/1 we don't "k = c]ta9 :o ! writ]s 72 & next1 ! ,articles h gone ?r\gh s _m h&s1 & s _m m5d+s1 t "s at lea/ ( ! orig9al au?ors w\ld n l to be responsible = !m4 ,well1 let u g to ! ,convocations :i* ratifi$ !m3 b !y1 too1 7 ( diff]5t s5tim5ts2 ! sev5te5? c5tury did n hold ! doctr9e ( ! sixte5?4 ,su* is ! /ate ( ! case4 ,on ! o!r h&1 we say t if ! ,anglican ,*ur* be a "p ( ! "o ,*ur* ,ca?olic1 x mu/1 f ! necessity ( ! case1 hold ,ca?olic doctr9e4 ,!re=e1 ! :ole ,ca?olic ,cre$1 ! ackn[l$g$ doctr9e ( ! ,fa!rs1 ( ,/4 ,ignatius1 ,/4 ,cyprian1 ,/4 ,augu/91 ,/4 ,ambrose1 is ! =m1 is ! "o true s5se & int]pretation ( ! ,articles4 ,!y may be ambigu\s 9 !mselves2 !y may h be5 word$ ) v>i\s int5tions by ! individuals conc]n$ 9 _! composition2 b ^! are accid5ts2 ! ,*ur* kn[s no?+ ( individuals2 %e int]prets h]self4 ,r$+ took "s "t to ?9k ov] ?is4 ,all ?is1 he said1 proce$s on ! fundam5tal pr9ciple t ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& is an integral "p ( t visible body ( :i* ,/4 ,ignatius1 ,/4 ,cyprian1 & ! re/ 7 ,bi%ops2 accord+ to ! words ( ,scripture1 '"o body1 "o fai?4' ,bateman ass5t$2 ,*>les proce$$3 ,!n ! ,articles mu/ n be consid]$ prim>ily z tea*+2 !y h no "o s5se 9 !mselves2 !y are confess$ly ambigu\s3 !y are compil$ f het]og5e\s s\rces2 b all ?is does n matt]1 = all mu/ be int]pret$ by ! tea*+ ( ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*4 ,bateman agre$ 9 ! ma91 except t ,r$+ _h /at$ ! case r too /rongly4 ,b :at if _! lett] contradicts a doctr9e ( ! ,fa!rs8 am ,i to =ce ! lett]8 ,if su* a case actually happ5$1 ! !ory w\ld n hold1 answ]$ ,bateman2 x w\ld only be a gross quibble4 ,y c 9 no case sign an ,article 9 a s5se :i* its words w n be>4 ,b1 =tunately1 or r provid5tially1 ?is is n ! case2 we h m]ely to expla9 ambiguities1 & h>monize discrepancies4 ,! ,ca?olic int]pretation does no great] viol5ce to ! text ?an any o!r rule ( int]pretation w be f\nd to d4 ,well1 b ,i "k no?+ ( ! ,fa!rs1 said ,*>les2 o!rs too are 9 ! same condition2 h[ am ,i to le>n practically to int]pret ! ,articles8 ,by ! ,pray] ,book2 ! ,pray] ,book is ! voice ( ! ,fa!rs4 ,h[ s8 ,because ! ,pray] ,book is confess$ly anci5t1 :ile ! ,articles are mod]n4 ,*>les kept sil5ce aga94 ,x is v plausible1 he said2 he ?\ght on4 ,pres5tly he ask$3 ,is ?is a receiv$ view8 ,no view is receiv$1 said ,bateman2 ! ,articles !mselves are receiv$1 b !re is no au?oritative int]pretation ( !m at all4 ,t's :at ,i 0 say+ j n[2 ,bi%ops & ,pr(essors don't agree toge!r4 ,well1 said ,*>les1 is x a tol]at$ view8 ,x has c]ta9ly be5 /rongly oppos$1 answ]$ ,bateman2 b x has nev] be5 condemn$4 ,t is no answ]1 said ,*>les1 :o saw by ,bateman's mann] h[ ! tru? lay4 ,does any "o ,bi%op hold x8 did any "o ,bi%op ev] hold x8 has x ev] be5 =mally admitt$ z t5able by any "o ,bi%op8 is x a view got up to meet exi/+ difficulties1 or has x an hi/orical exi/5ce8 ,bateman c\ld give b "o answ] to ^! que/ions1 z !y 7 successively put to him4 ,i ?\ght s1 said ,*>les1 :5 he _h made 8 answ]3 ,i "k1 ( c\rse1 ^: view y are putt+ be=e me1 ?\gh ,i nev] he>d x drawn out be=e4 ,x is speci\s1 c]ta9ly3 ,i don't see b x might h done1 _h x be5 tol]ably sanction$2 b y h no sanction to %[ me4 ,x is1 z x /&s1 a m]e !ory /ruck out by individuals4 ,our ,*ur* might h adopt$ ?is mode ( int]pret+ ! ,articles2 b f :at y tell me1 x c]ta9ly has n done s4 ,i am :]e ,i 04 ,,*apt] ,,xvi4 ,! ?\ght came across ,r$+ :e!r p]haps1 aft] all1 :at is call$ ,evangelical ,religion 0 n ! true ,*ri/ianity3 its pr(essors1 he knew1 7 active & influ5tial1 & 9 pa/ times _h be5 mu* p]secut$4 ,freeborn _h surpris$ & (f5d$ him at ,bateman's breakfa/-p>ty be=e ! ,vacation2 yet ,freeborn _h a s]i\s mann] ab\t him1 & p]haps he _h misund]/ood him4 ,! ?\ght1 h[ev]1 pass$ away z sudd5ly z x came1 & p]haps w\ld n h occurr$ to him aga91 :5 an accid5t gave him "s data = det]m9+ ! "q4 ,"o aft]noon he 0 l\ng+ 9 ! ,p>ks1 gaz+ ) surprise on "o ( ^? extraord9>y lights = :i* ! neighb\rhood ( ,ox=d is at t season celebrat$1 & :i*1 z ! sun w5t d[n1 0 col\r+ ,m>/on1 ,elsfield1 & _! half-d5ud$ groves ) a pale gold-&-br[n hue1 :5 he f\nd himself ov]tak5 & address$ by ! said ,freeborn 9 propri p]son4 ,freeborn lik$ a tte--tte talk mu* bett] ?an a dispute 9 a p>ty2 he felt himself at m advantage 9 long leisurely spee*es1 & he 0 soon put out ( brea? :5 he _h to bolt-out or edge-9 8 words amid ! ev]-v>y+ voices ( a breakfa/-table4 ,he ?\ght ! pres5t might be a good opportunity ( do+ good to a poor y\? :o did n "k *alk f *eese1 & :o1 by 8 means1 might be1 z he w\ld ^w x1 sav+ly conv]t$4 ,s !y got into conv]sation1 talk$ ( ,willis's /ep1 :i* ,freeborn call$ awful2 &1 be=e ,*>les knew :]e he 01 he f\nd himself ask+ ,freeborn :at he meant by fai?4 ,fai?1 said ,freeborn1 is a ,div9e gift1 & is ! in/rum5t ( our ju/ification 9 ,god's sight4 ,we are all by nature displeas+ to ,him1 till ,he ju/ifies u freely = ,*ri/'s sake4 ,fai? is l a h&1 appropriat+ p]sonally ! m]its ( ,*ri/1 :o is our ju/ification4 ,n[1 :at c we want m1 or h m1 ?an ^? m]its8 ,fai?1 !n1 is ev]y?+1 & does ev]y?+ = u4 ,y see1 !n1 h[ important x is to h a "r view ab\t ju/ification by fai? only4 ,if we are s\nd on ?is capital po9t1 ev]y?+ else may take its *ance2 we %all at once see ! folly ( cont5d+ ab\t c]emonies1 ab\t =ms ( ,*ur*-gov]nm5t1 ab\t1 ,i w ev5 say1 sacram5ts or cre$s4 ,ext]nal ?+s w1 9 t case1 ei!r be neglect$1 or w f9d a subord9ate place4 ,r$+ obs]v$ t ( c\rse ,freeborn did n mean to say t good works 7 n necess>y = obta9+ ,god's fav\r2 b if !y 71 h[ 0 ju/ification by fai? only8 ,freeborn smil$1 & said t he hop$ ,r$+ w\ld h cle>] views 9 a little "t4 ,x 0 a v simple matt]4 ,fai? n only ju/ifi$1 x reg5]at$ also4 ,x 0 ! root ( sanctification1 z well z ( ,div9e acceptance4 ,! same act1 :i* 0 ! means ( br++ u into ,god's fav\r1 secur$ our be+ meet = x4 ,?us good works 7 secur$1 because fai? w\ld n be true fai? unless x 7 su* z to be c]ta9 ( br++ =? good works 9 due "t4 ,r$+ ?\ght ?is view simple & cle>1 ?\gh x unpleasantly rem9d$ him ( ,dr4 ,br[nside4 ,freeborn add$ t x 0 a doctr9e suit$ to ! poor1 t x put all ! gospel into a nut%ell1 t x disp5s$ ) criticism1 primitive ages1 tea*]s--9 %ort1 ) au?ority 9 :atev] =m4 ,x swept !ology clean away4 ,!re 0 no ne$ to m5tion ?is la/ consequ5ce to ,*>les2 b he pass$ x by1 wi%+ to try ! sy/em on its own m]its4 ,y speak ( true fai?1 he said1 z produc+ good works3 y say t no fai? ju/ifies b true fai?1 & true fai? produces good works4 ,9 o!r words1 ,i suppose1 fai?1 :i* is c]ta9 to be fruitful1 or fruitful fai?1 ju/ifies4 ,?is is v l say+ t fai? & works are ! jo9t means ( ju/ification4 ,oh1 no1 no1 cri$ ,freeborn1 t is deplorable doctr9e3 x is q oppos$ to ! gospel1 x is anti-,*ri/ian4 ,we are ju/ifi$ by fai? only1 ap>t f good works4 ,i am 9 an ,article lecture j n[1 said ,*>les1 & ,upton told u t we mu/ make a di/9ction ( ?is k9d2 = in/ance1 ! ,duke ( ,well+ton is ,*ancellor ( ! ,univ]sity1 b1 ?\gh he is z mu* ,*ancellor z ,duke1 /ill he sits 9 ! ,h\se ( ,lords z ,duke1 n z ,*ancellor4 ,?us1 al?\gh fai? is z truly fruitful z x is fai?1 yet x does n ju/ify z be+ fruitful1 b z be+ fai?4 ,is ?is :at y mean8 ,n at all1 said ,freeborn2 t 0 ,melanc?on's doctr9e2 he expla9$ away a c>d9al tru? into a m]e matt] ( words2 he made fai? a m]e symbol1 b ?is is a dep>ture f ! pure gospel3 fai? is ! in/rum5t1 n a symbol ( ju/ification4 ,x is1 9 tru?1 a m]e appreh5sion1 & no?+ else3 ! seiz+ & cl++ :i* a begg> might v5ture on :5 a k+ pass$ by4 ,fai? is z poor z ,job 9 ! a%es3 x is l ,job /ripp$ ( all pride & pomp & good works3 x is cov]$ ) fil?y rags3 x is )\t any?+ good3 x is1 ,i repeat1 a m]e appreh5sion4 ,n[ y see :at ,i mean4 ,i c't believe ,i und]/& y1 said ,*>les3 y say t to h fai? is to seize ,*ri/'s m]its2 & t we h !m1 if we w b seize !m4 ,b surely n e "o :o seizes !m1 ga9s !m2 because dissolute m51 :o nev] h a dream ( ?or\gh rep5tance or real hatr$ ( s91 w\ld gladly seize & appropriate !m1 if !y might d s4 ,!y w\ld l to get to heav5 = no?+4 ,fai?1 !n1 mu/ be "s p>ticul> k9d ( appreh5sion2 :at k9d8 good works _c be mi/ak51 b an 'appreh5sion' may4 ,:at1 !n1 is a true appreh5sion8 :at is fai?8 ,:at ne$1 my de> fri5d1 answ]$ ,freeborn1 ( kn[+ metaphysically :at true fai? is1 if we h x & enjoy x8 ,i d n "k :at bread is1 b ,i eat x2 d ,i wait till a *emi/ analyzes x8 ,no1 ,i eat x1 & ,i feel ! good effects aft]w>ds4 ,& s let u be cont5t to "k1 n :at fai? is1 b :at x does1 & enjoy our bless$ness 9 possess+ x4 ,i really don't want to introduce metaphysics1 said ,*>les1 b ,i w adopt y\r own image4 ,suppose ,i suspect$ ! bread be=e me to h ars5ic 9 x1 or m]ely to be un:olesome1 w\ld x be wond]ful if ,i tri$ to asc]ta9 h[ ! fact /ood8 ,did y d s ?is morn+ at breakfa/8 ask$ ,freeborn4 ,i did n suspect my bread1 answ]$ ,*>les4 ,!n :y suspect fai?8 ask$ ,freeborn4 ,because x is1 s to say1 a new sub/ance1--,freeborn sigh$1--because ,i am n us$ to x1 nay1 because ,i suspect x4 ,i mu/ say suspect x2 because1 ?\gh ,i don't "k mu* ab\t ! matt]1 ,i "k p]fectly well1 f :at has tak5 place 9 my fa!r's p>i%1 :at excesses ?is doctr9e may lead to1 unless x is gu>d$4 ,y say t x is a doctr9e = ! poor2 n[ !y are v likely to mi/ake "o ?+ = ano!r2 s inde$ is e "o4 ,if1 !n1 we are told1 t we h b to appreh5d ,*ri/'s m]its1 & ne$ n tr\ble ourselves ab\t any?+ else2 t ju/ification has tak5 place1 & works w foll[2 t all is done1 & t salvation is complete1 :ile we d b cont9ue to h fai?2 ,i ?9k we ought to be pretty sure t we h fai?1 real fai?1 a real appreh5sion1 be=e we %ut up our books & make holiday4 ,freeborn 0 secretly annoy$ t he _h got into an argum5t1 or pa9$1 z he w\ld express x1 at ! pride ( ,*>les's natural man1 or ! bl9dness ( 8 c>nal reason2 b !re 0 no help = x1 he mu/ give him an answ]4 ,!re are1 ,i "k1 _m k9ds ( fai?1 he said2 & ( c\rse y mu/ be on y\r gu>d aga9/ mi/ak+ false fai? = true fai?4 ,_m p]sons1 z y mo/ truly say1 make ?is mi/ake2 & mo/ important is x1 all important ,i %\ld say1 to g "r4 ,fir/1 x is evid5t t x is n m]e belief 9 facts1 9 ! be+ ( a ,god1 or 9 ! hi/orical ev5t t ,*ri/ has come & gone4 ,nor is x ! submission ( ! reason to my/]ies2 nor1 aga91 is x t sort ( tru/ :i* is requir$ = ex]cis+ ! gift ( miracles4 ,nor is x k & acceptance ( ! cont5ts ( ! ,bible4 ,i say1 x is n k1 x is n ass5t ( ! intellect1 x is n hi/orical fai?1 x is n dead fai?3 true ju/ify+ fai? is none ( ^!--x is seat$ 9 ! he>t & affections4 ,he paus$1 !n add$3 ,n[1 ,i suppose1 = practical purposes1 ,i h describ$ pretty well :at ju/ify+ fai? is4 ,*>les hesitat$3 ,by describ+ :at x is n1 y mean1 said he2 ju/ify+ fai?1 !n1 is1 ,i suppose1 liv+ fai?4 ,n s fa/1 answ]$ ,freeborn4 ,:y1 said ,*>les1 if x's n dead fai?1 x's liv+ fai?4 ,x's nei!r dead fai? nor liv+1 said ,freeborn1 b fai?1 simple fai?1 :i* ju/ifies4 ,lu!r 0 displeas$ ) ,melanc?on = say+ t liv+ & op]ative fai? ju/ifi$4 ,i h /udi$ ! "q v c>efully4 ,!n d y tell me1 said ,*>les1 :at fai? is1 s9ce ,i d n expla9 x correctly4 ,= in/ance1 if y said 7:at y don't say71 t fai? 0 submission ( ! reason to my/]ies1 or acceptance ( ,scripture z an hi/orical docum5t1 ,i %\ld "k p]fectly well :at y meant2 t is in=mation3 b :5 y say1 t fai? :i* ju/ifies is an appreh5sion ( ,*ri/1 t x is n liv+ fai?1 or fruitful fai?1 or op]ative1 b a some?+ :i* 9 fact & actually is di/9ct f ^!1 ,i confess ,i feel p]plex$4 ,freeborn wi%$ to be out ( ! argum5t4 ,oh1 he said1 if y really once exp]i5c$ ! p[] ( fai?--h[ x *anges ! he>t1 enlight5s ! eyes1 gives a new spiritual ta/e1 a new s5se to ! s\l2 if y once knew :at x 0 to be bl9d1 & !n to see1 y w\ld n ask = def9itions4 ,/rang]s ne$ v]bal descriptions2 ! heirs ( ! k+dom enjoy4 ,oh1 if y c\ld b be p]suad$ to put (f high imag9ations2 to /rip y\rself ( y\r pr\d self1 & to exp]i5ce 9 y\rself ! wond]ful *ange1 y w\ld live 9 praise & ?anksgiv+1 in/ead ( argum5t & criticism4 ,*>les 0 t\*$ by 8 w>m?2 ,b1 he said1 we ought to act by reason2 & ,i don't see t ,i h m1 or s mu*1 reason to li/5 to y1 z to li/5 to ! ,roman ,ca?olic1 :o tells me ,i _c possibly h t c]ta9ty ( fai? be=e believ+1 :i* on believ+ w be div9ely giv5 me4 ,surely1 said ,freeborn1 ) a grave face1 y w\ld n comp>e ! spiritual ,*ri/ian1 su* z ,lu!r1 hold+ 8 c>d9al doctr9e ab\t ju/ification1 to any su* =mal1 legal1 sup]/iti\s devotee z ,pop]y c make1 ) its c>nal rites & quack rem$ies1 :i* nev] really cleanse ! s\l or reconcile x to ,god8 ,i don't l y to talk s1 said ,r$+2 ,i "k v little ab\t ! real nature ( ,pop]y2 b :5 ,i 0 a boy ,i 0 once1 by *ance1 9 a ,roman ,ca?olic *apel2 & ,i really nev] saw su* devotion 9 my life--! p all on _! knees1 & mo/ e>ne/ly att5tive to :at 0 go+ on4 ,i did n und]/& :at t 02 b ,i am sure1 _h y be5 !re1 y nev] w\ld h call$ _! religion1 be x "r or wrong1 an outw>d =m or c>nal ord9ance4 ,freeborn said x deeply pa9$ him to he> su* s5tim5ts1 & to f9d t ,*>les 0 s ta9t$ ) ! errors ( ! day2 & he began1 n ) mu* tact1 to talk ( ! ,papal ,anti*ri/1 & w\ld h got (f to prophecy1 _h ,*>les said a ^w to af=d fuel = discussion4 ,z he kept sil5ce1 ,freeborn's zeal burnt out1 & !re 0 a break 9 ! conv]sation4 ,aft] a "t1 ,r$+ v5tur$ to beg9 aga94 ,if ,i und]/& y1 he said1 fai? c>ries its own evid5ce ) x4 ,j z ,i eat my bread at breakfa/ )\t hesitation ab\t its :olesom5ess1 s1 :5 ,i h really fai?1 ,i "k x beyond mi/ake1 & ne$ n look out = te/s ( x8 ,precisely s1 said ,freeborn2 y beg9 to see :at ,i mean2 y gr[4 ,! s\l is enlight5$ to see t x has real fai?4 ,b h[1 ask$ ,*>les1 are we to rescue ^? f _! dang]\s mi/ake1 :o ?9k !y h fai?1 :ile !y h n8 ,is !re no way 9 :i* !y c f9d out t !y are "u a delusion8 ,x is n wond]ful1 said ,freeborn1 ?\gh !re be no way4 ,!re are _m self-deceiv]s 9 ! _w4 ,"s m5 are self-righte\s1 tru/ 9 _! works1 & ?9k !y are safe :5 !y are 9 a /ate ( p]dition2 no =mal rules c be giv5 by :i* _! reason might = c]ta9 detect _! mi/ake4 ,& s ( false fai?4 ,well1 x does seem to me wond]ful1 said ,*>les1 t !re is no natural & obvi\s w>n+ provid$ aga9/ ?is delusion2 wond]ful t false fai? %\ld be s exactly l true fai? t !re is no?+ to det]m9e _! diff]5ces f ea* o!r4 ,effects imply causes3 if "o appreh5sion ( ,*ri/ leads to good works1 & ano!r does n1 !re mu/ be some?+ 9 ! "o :i* is n 9 ! o!r4 ,:at is a false appreh5sion ( ,*ri/ want+ 91 :i* a true appreh5sion has8 ,! ^w appreh5sion is s vague2 x conveys no def9ite idea to me1 yet ju/ification dep5ds on x4 ,is a false appreh5sion1 = in/ance1 want+ 9 rep5tance & am5dm5t8 ,no1 no1 said ,freeborn2 true fai? is complete )\t conv]sion2 conv]sion foll[s2 b fai? is ! root4 ,is x ! love ( ,god :i* di/+ui%es true fai? f false8 ,love8 answ]$ ,freeborn2 y %\ld read :at ,lu!r says 9 8 celebrat$ comm5t on ! ,galatians4 ,he calls su* a doctr9e 'pe/il5s figm5tum1' 'diaboli port5tum2' & cries out aga9/ ! ,papi/s1 ',p]eant sophi/ cum su mal$ict gloss6' ,!n x diff]s f false fai? 9 no?+4 ,n s1 said ,freeborn2 x diff]s f x 9 its fruits3 ',by _! fruits ye %all "k !m4' ,?is is com+ r\nd to ! same po9t aga91 said ,*>les2 fruits come aft]2 b a man1 x seems1 is to take com=t 9 8 ju/ification be=e fruits come1 be=e he kn[s t 8 fai? w produce !m4 ,good works are ! necess>y fruits ( fai?1 said ,freeborn2 s says ! ,article4 ,*>les made no answ]1 b said to himself1 ,my good fri5d "h c]ta9ly has n ! cle>e/ ( heads2 !n al\d1 ,well1 ,i despair ( gett+ at ! bottom ( ! subject4 ,( c\rse1 answ]$ ,freeborn1 ) an air ( sup]iority1 ?\gh 9 a mild tone1 x is a v simple pr9ciple1 ',fides ju/ificat ante et s9e *>itate2' b x requires a ,div9e light to embrace x4 ,!y walk$ a:ile 9 sil5ce2 !n1 z ! day 0 n[ clos+ 91 !y turn$ homew>ds1 & p>t$ company :5 !y came to ! ,cl>5don4 ,,*apt] ,,xvii4 ,freeborn 0 n ! p]son to let g a "y man l ,*>les )\t ano!r ef=t to ga9 him2 & 9 a few days he invit$ him to take tea at 8 lodg+s4 ,*>les w5t at ! appo9t$ "t1 ?r\gh ! wet & cold ( a dre>y ,novemb] ev5+1 & f\nd five or six m5 already assembl$4 ,he _h got into ano!r _w2 faces1 mann]s1 spee*es1 all 7 /range1 & sav\r$ nei!r ( ,eton1 :i* 0 8 own s*ool1 nor ( ,ox=d itself4 ,he 0 introduc$1 & f\nd ! awkw>dness ( a new acqua9tance little reliev$ by ! conv]sation :i* w5t on4 ,x 0 a dropp+ fire ( s]i\s rem>ks2 ) pauses1 reliev$ only by occasional ahems1 ! sipp+ ( tea1 ! s\nd ( spoons fall+ aga9/ ! sauc]s1 & ! bl9d %ift+ ( *airs z ! flurri$ s]vant-maid ( ! lodg+s sudd5ly came ^u !m f beh9d1 ) ! kettle = ! teapot1 or toa/ = ! table4 ,!re 0 no nature or ela/icity 9 ! p>ty1 b a great int5tion to be pr(itable4 ,h y se5 ! la/ ,spiritual ,j\rnal8 ask$ ,no4 #a ( ,no4 #b 9 a l[ voice4 ,no4 #b _h j read x4 ,a v rem>kable article t1 said ,no4 #a1 ^u ! dea?b$ ( ! ,pope4 ,no "o is beyond hope1 answ]$ ,no4 #b4 ,i h he>d ( x1 b n se5 x1 said ,no4 #c4 ,a pause4 ,:at is x ab\t8 ask$ ,r$+4 ,! late ,pope ,sixtus ! ,sixte5?1 said ,no4 #c2 he seems to h di$ a believ]4 ,a s5sation4 ,*>les look$ z if he wi%$ to "k m4 ,! ,j\rnal gives x on excell5t au?ority1 said ,no4 #b2 ,mr4 ,o',nigg9s1 ! ag5t = ! ,roman ,prie/ ,conv]sion ,bran* ,tract ,society1 0 9 ,rome dur+ 8 la/ illness4 ,he solicit$ an audi5ce ) ! ,pope1 :i* 0 grant$ to him4 ,he at once began to address him on ! necessity ( a *ange ( he>t1 belief 9 ! "o ,hope ( s9n]s1 & ab&onm5t ( all creature m$iators4 ,he ann\nc$ to him ! glad tid+s1 & assur$ him !re 0 p>don = all4 ,he w>n$ him aga9/ ! figm5t ( baptismal reg5]ation2 & !n1 proce$+ to apply ! ^w1 he urg$ him1 ?\gh 9 ! elev5? h\r1 to receive ! ,bible1 ! :ole ,bible1 & no?+ b ! ,bible4 ,! ,pope li/5$ ) m>k$ att5tion1 & display$ consid]able emotion4 ,:5 x 0 end$1 he answ]$ ,mr4 ,o',nigg9s t x 0 8 f]v5t hope t !y two w\ld n die )\t f9d+ !mselves 9 "o communion1 or some?+ ( ! sort4 ,he decl>$ moreov]1 :at 0 a/oni%+1 t he put 8 sole tru/ 9 ,*ri/1 '! s\rce ( all m]it1' z he express$ x--a rem>kable phrase4 ,9 :at language 0 ! conv]sation c>ri$ on8 ask$ ,r$+4 ,x is n /at$1 answ]$ ,no4 #b2 b ,i am pretty sure ,mr4 ,o',nigg9s is a good ,fr5* s*ol>4 ,x does n seem to me1 said ,*>les1 t ! ,pope's admissions are great] ?an ^? made cont9ually by c]ta9 memb]s ( our own ,*ur*1 :o are nev]!less accus$ ( ,pop]y4 ,b !y are extort$ f su* p]sons1 said ,freeborn1 :ile ! ,pope's 7 volunt>y4 ,! "o p>ty g back into d>kness1 said ,no4 #c2 ! ,pope 0 com+ =w>d into light4 ,"o ought to int]pret ev]y?+ = ! be/ 9 a real ,papi/1 said ,freeborn1 & ev]y?+ = ! wor/ 9 a ,puseyite4 ,t is bo? *>ity & common s5se4 ,?is 0 n all1 cont9u$ ,no4 #b2 he call$ toge!r ! ,c>d9als1 prote/$ t he e>ne/ly desir$ ,god's glory1 said t inw>d religion 0 all 9 all1 & =ms 7 no?+ )\t a contrite he>t1 & t he tru/$ soon to be 9 ,p>adise--:i*1 y "k1 0 a d5ial ( ! doctr9e ( ,purgatory4 ,a br& f ! burn+1 ,i d hope1 said ,no4 #c4 ,x has frequ5tly be5 obs]v$1 said ,no4 #d1 nay x has /ruck me myself1 t ! way to conv]t ,romani/s is fir/ to conv]t ! ,pope4 ,x is a sure way1 at lea/1 said ,*>les timidly1 afraid he 0 say+ too mu*2 b 8 irony 0 n discov]$4 ,man _c d x1 said ,freeborn2 x's ! p[] ( fai?4 ,fai? c be v\*saf$ ev5 to ! greate/ s9n]s4 ,y see n[1 p]haps1 he said1 turn+ to ,*>les1 bett] ?an y did1 :at ,i meant by fai? ! o!r day4 ,?is poor old man c\ld h no m]it2 he _h pass$ a long life 9 oppos+ ! ,cross4 ,d y\r difficulties cont9ue8 ,*>les _h ?\ght ov] _! =m] conv]sation v c>efully sev]al times1 & he answ]$1 ,:y1 ,i don't ?9k !y d to ! same ext5t4 ,freeborn look$ pleas$4 ,i mean1 he said1 t ! idea hangs toge!r bett] ?an ,i ?\ght x did at fir/4 ,freeborn look$ puzzl$4 ,*>les1 slightly col\r+1 0 oblig$ to proce$1 amid ! pr(\nd sil5ce ( ! :ole p>ty4 ,y said1 y "k1 t ju/ify+ fai? 0 )\t love or any o!r grace besides itself1 & t no "o c\ld at all tell :at x 01 except aft]w>ds1 f its fruits2 t !re 0 no te/ by :i* a p]son c\ld exam9e himself1 :e!r or n he 0 deceiv+ himself :5 he ?\ght he _h fai?1 s t good & bad might equally be tak+ to !mselves ! promises & ! privileges peculi> to ! gospel4 ,i ?\ght ?is a h>d doctr9e c]ta9ly at fir/2 b1 !n1 aft]w>ds x /ruck me t fai? is p]haps a result ( a previ\s /ate ( m9d1 a bless$ result ( a bless$ /ate1 & !re=e may be consid]$ ! rew>d ( previ\s ob$i5ce2 :]eas %am fai?1 or :at m]ely looks l fai?1 is a judicial puni%m5t4 ,9 proportion z ! drift ( ! =m] "p ( ?is spee* 0 unc]ta91 s 0 ! conclusion v di/9ct4 ,!re 0 no mi/ake1 & an audible emotion4 ,!re is no su* ?+ z previ\s m]it1 said ,no4 #a2 all is ( grace4 ,n m]it1 ,i "k1 said ,*>les1 b---- ,we mu/ n br+ 9 ! doctr9e ( de condigno or de congruo1 said ,no4 #b4 ,b surely1 said ,*>les1 x is a cruel ?+ to say to ! unle>n$ & ! multitude1 ',believe1 & y are at once sav$2 d n wait = fruits1 rejoice at once1' & nei!r to accompany ?is ann\ncem5t by any cle> description ( :at fai? is1 nor to secure !m by previ\s religi\s tra9+ aga9/ self-deception6 ,t is ! v glori\sness ( ! doctr9e1 said ,freeborn1 t x is prea*$ to ! wor/ ( mank9d4 ,x says1 ',come z y are2 don't attempt to make y\rselves bett]4 ,believe t salvation is y\rs1 & x is y\rs3 good works foll[ aft]4' ,on ! contr>y1 said ,*>les1 cont9u+ 8 argum5t1 :5 x is said t ju/ification foll[s ^u baptism1 we h an intelligible some?+ po9t$ out1 :i* e "o c asc]ta94 ,baptism is an ext]nal unequivocal tok52 :]eas t a man has ?is secret feel+ call$ fai?1 no "o b himself c be a witness1 & he is n an unbiass$ "o4 ,r$+ _h at l5g? succe$$ 9 ?r[+ t dull tea-table into a /ate ( great excitem5t4 ,my de> fri5d1 said ,freeborn1 ,i _h hop$ bett] ?+s2 9 a little :ile1 ,i hope1 y w see ?+s diff]5tly4 ,baptism is an outw>d rite2 :at is !re1 c !re be1 spiritual1 holy1 or heav5ly 9 baptism8 ,b y tell me fai? too is n spiritual1 said ,*>les4 ,i tell y6 cri$ ,freeborn1 :58 ,well1 said ,*>les1 some:at puzzl$1 at lea/ y d n ?9k x holy4 ,freeborn 0 puzzl$ 9 8 turn4 ,if x is holy1 cont9u$ ,*>les1 x has some?+ good 9 x2 x has "s wor?2 x is n fil?y rags4 ,all ! good comes aft]w>ds1 y said4 ,y said t its fruits 7 holy1 b t x 0 no?+ at all itself4 ,!re 0 a mom5t>y sil5ce1 & "s agitation ( ?\ght4 ,oh1 fai? is c]ta9ly a holy feel+1 said ,no4 #a4 ,no1 x is spiritual1 b n holy1 said ,no4 #b2 x is a m]e act1 ! appreh5sion ( ,*ri/'s m]its4 ,x is seat$ 9 ! affections1 said ,no4 #c2 fai? is a feel+ ( ! he>t2 x is tru/1 x is a belief t ,*ri/ is my ,savi\r2 all ?is is di/9ct f hol9ess4 ,hol9ess introduces self-righte\sness4 ,fai? is peace & joy1 b x is n hol9ess4 ,hol9ess comes aft]4 ,no?+ c cause hol9ess b :at is holy2 ?is is a sort ( axiom1 said ,*>les2 if ! fruits are holy1 fai?1 :i* is ! root1 is holy4 ,y might z well say t ! root ( a rose is r$1 & ( a lily :ite1 said ,no4 #c4 ,p>don me1 ,r$+1 said ,freeborn1 x is1 z my fri5d says1 an appreh5sion4 ,an appreh5sion is a seiz+2 !re is no m hol9ess 9 ju/ify+ fai?1 ?an 9 ! h&'s seiz+ a sub/ance :i* comes 9 its way4 ,?is is ,lu!r's great doctr9e 9 8 ',comm5t>y' on ! ,galatians4 ,x is no?+ 9 itself--x is a m]e in/rum5t2 ?is is :at he tea*es1 :5 he s vehem5tly resi/s ! notion ( ju/ify+ fai? be+ accompani$ by love4 ,i _c ass5t to t doctr9e1 said ,no4 #a2 x may be true 9 a c]ta9 s5se1 b x ?r[s /umbl+-blocks 9 ! way ( seek]s4 ,lu!r c\ld n h meant :at y say1 ,i am conv9c$4 ,ju/ify+ fai? is always accompani$ by love4 ,t is :at ,i ?\ght1 said ,*>les4 ,t is ! ,romi% doctr9e all ov]1 said ,no4 #b2 x is ! doctr9e ( ,bull & ,taylor4 ,lu!r calls x1 'v55um inf]nale1' said ,freeborn4 ,x is j :at ! ,puseyites prea* at pres5t1 said ,no4 #c4 ,on ! contr>y1 said ,no4 #a1 x is ! doctr9e ( ,melanc?on4 ,look "h1 he cont9u$1 tak+ 8 pocketbook out ( 8 pocket1 ,i h got 8 words d[n z ,%uffleton quot$ !m 9 ! ,div9ity-s*ool ! o!r day3 ',fides significat fiduciam2 9 fiducid ine/ dilectio2 ergo etiam dilectione sumus ju/i4' ,?ree ( ! p>ty cri$ ,impossible6 ,! pap] 0 h&$ r\nd 9 solemn sil5ce4 ,calv9 said ! same1 said ,no4 #a triumphantly4 ,i ?9k1 said ,no4 #d1 9 a sl[1 smoo?1 su/a9$ voice1 :i* contra/$ ) ! animation :i* _h sudd5ly inspir$ ! conv]sation1 t ! con-tro-v]-sy1 ahem1 may be easily arrang$4 ,x is a "q ( words betwe5 ,lu!r & ,melanc?on4 ,lu!r says1 ahem1 'fai? is )\t love1' mean+1 'fai? )\t love ju/ifies4' ,melanc?on1 on ! o!r h&1 says1 ahem1 'fai? is ) love1' mean+1 'fai? ju/ifies ) love4' ,n[ bo? are true3 =1 ahem1 fai?-)\t-love ju/ifies1 yet fai? ju/ifies n-)\t-love4 ,!re 0 a pause1 :ile bo? p>ties dige/$ ?is explanation4 ,on ! contr>y1 he add$1 x is ! ,romi% doctr9e t fai?-)-love ju/ifies4 ,freeborn express$ 8 diss5t2 he ?\ght ?is ! doctr9e ( ,melanc?on :i* ,lu!r condemn$4 ,y mean1 said ,*>les1 t ju/ification is giv5 to fai? ) love1 n to fai? & love4 ,y h express$ my mean+1 said ,no4 #d4 ,& :at is consid]$ ! diff]5ce betwe5 ) & &8 ask$ ,*>les4 ,no4 #d repli$ )\t hesitation1 ,fai? is ! in/rum5t1 love ! s9e qu non4 ,nos4 #b & #c int]pos$ ) a prote/2 !y ?\ght x legal to introduce ! phrase s9e qu non2 x 0 introduc+ conditions4 ,ju/ification 0 unconditional4 ,b is n fai? a condition8 ask$ ,*>les4 ,c]ta9ly n1 said ,freeborn2 'condition' is a legal ^w4 ,h[ c salvation be free & full1 if x is conditional8 ,!re are no conditions1 said ,no4 #c2 all mu/ come f ! he>t4 ,we believe ) ! he>t1 we love f ! he>t1 we obey ) ! he>t2 n because we are oblig$1 b because we h a new nature4 ,is !re no obligation to obey8 said ,*>les1 surpris$4 ,no obligation to ! reg5]ate1 answ]$ ,no4 #c2 !y are above obligation2 !y are 9 a new /ate4 ,b surely ,*ri/ians are "u a law1 said ,*>les4 ,c]ta9ly n1 said ,no4 #b2 ! law is done away 9 ,*ri/4 ,take c>e1 said ,no4 #a2 t bord]s on ,ant9omianism4 ,n at all1 said ,freeborn2 an ,ant9omian actually holds t he may break ! law3 a spiritual believ] only holds t he is n b\nd to keep x4 ,n[ !y got into a fre% discussion among !mselves2 &1 z x seem$ z int]m9able z x 0 un9t]e/+1 ,r$+ took an opportunity to wi% 8 ho/ a good night1 & to slip away4 ,he nev] _h mu* lean+ t[>ds ! evangelical doctr9e2 & ,freeborn & 8 fri5ds1 :o knew :at !y 7 hold+ a great deal bett] ?an ! run ( _! p>ty1 satisfi$ him t he _h n mu* to ga9 by inquir+ into t doctr9e f>!r4 ,s !y w vani% 9 consequ5ce f our pages4 ,,*apt] ,,xviii4 ,:5 ,*>les got to 8 room he saw a lett] f home ly+ on 8 table2 &1 to 8 al>m1 x _h a deep black edge4 ,he tore x op54 ,alas1 x ann\nc$ ! sudd5 dea? ( 8 de> fa!r6 ,he _h be5 ail+ "s weeks ) ! g\t1 :i* at l5g? _h attack$ 8 /oma*1 & c>ri$ him (f 9 a few h\rs4 ,o my poor de> ,*>les1 ,i sympa?ize ) y ke5ly all t long night1 & 9 t indescribable wak+ 9 ! morn+1 & t dre>y day ( travel :i* foll[$ x6 ,by ! aft]noon y 7 at home4 ,o pi]c+ *ange6 x 0 b six or sev5 weeks be=e t y _h pass$ ! same objects ! rev]se way1 ) :at diff]5t feel+s1 & oh1 9 :at company1 z y made = ! railway omnibus6 ,x 0 a grief n to be put into words2 & to meet "m1 si/]s--& ! ,dead6444 ,! fun]al is ov] by "s days2 ,*>les is to rema9 at home ! rema9d] ( ! t]m1 & does n return to ,ox=d till t[>ds ! end ( ,janu>y4 ,! signs ( grief h be5 put away2 ! h\se looks *e]ful z be=e2 ! fire z bright1 ! mirrors z cle>1 ! furniture z ord]ly2 ! pictures are ! same1 & ! ornam5ts on ! mantelpiece /& z !y h /ood1 & ! ,fr5* clock tells ! h\r1 z x has told x1 = ye>s pa/4 ,! inmates ( ! p>sonage we>1 x is mo/ true1 ! signs ( a heavy b]eavem5t2 b !y conv]se z usual1 & on ord9>y subjects2 !y pursue ! same employm5ts1 !y "w1 !y read1 !y walk 9 ! g>d51 !y d9e4 ,!re is no *ange except 9 ! inw>d consci\sness ( an ov]:elm+ loss4 ,he is n !re1 n m]ely on ?is day or t1 = s x well might be2 he is n m]ely away1 b1 z !y "k well1 he is gone & w n return4 ,t he is abs5t n[ is b a tok5 & a memorial to _! m9ds t he w be abs5t always4 ,b especially at d9n]2 ,*>les _h to take a place :i* he _h sometimes fill$1 b !n z ! deputy1 & 9 ! pres5ce ( him :om n[ he succe$$4 ,8 fa!r1 be+ n mu* m ?an a middle-ag$ man1 _h be5 accu/om$ to c>ve himself4 ,& :5 at ! meal ( ! day ,*>les look$ up1 he _h to enc\nt] ! tr\bl$ look ( "o1 :o1 f h] place at table1 _h be=e h] eyes a /ill m vivid mem5to ( _! common loss2--aliquid desid]av]unt oculi4 ,mr4 ,r$+ _h left 8 family well provid$ =2 & ?is1 ?\gh a real alleviation ( _! loss 9 ! ev5t1 p]haps augm5t$ ! pa9 ( x at ! mom5t4 ,he _h ev] be5 a k9d indulg5t fa!r4 ,he 0 a mo/ respectable cl]gyman ( ! old s*ool2 pi\s 9 8 s5tim5ts1 a g5tleman 9 8 feel+s1 exempl>y 9 8 social relations4 ,he 0 no read]1 & nev] _h be5 9 ! way to ga9 !ological k2 he s9c]ely believ$ all t 0 9 ! ,pray] ,book1 b 8 s]mons 7 v r>ely doctr9al4 ,!y 7 s5sible1 manly disc\rses on ! moral duties4 ,he adm9i/]$ ,holy ,communion at ! ?ree great fe/ivals1 saw 8 ,bi%op once or twice a ye>1 0 on good t]ms ) ! c\ntry g5tlem5 9 8 neighb\rhood1 0 *>itable to ! poor1 hospitable 9 8 h\sekeep+1 & 0 a /aun* ?\gh n a viol5t support] ( ! ,tory int]e/ 9 8 c\nty4 ,he 0 incapable ( any?+ h>%1 or petty1 or l[1 or unc\rte\s2 & di$ e/eem$ by ! great h\ses ab\t him1 & lam5t$ by 8 p>i%ion]s4 ,x 0 ! fir/ great grief poor ,*>les _h ev] _h1 & he felt x to be real4 ,h[ did ! small anxieties :i* _h ( late teas$ him1 vani% be=e ?is tangible calamity6 ,he !n und]/ood ! diff]5ce betwe5 :at 0 real & :at 0 n4 ,all ! d\bts1 inquiries1 surmises1 views1 :i* _h ( late haunt$ him on !ological subjects1 seem$ l s _m %ams1 :i* flitt$ be=e him 9 sun-bright h\rs1 b _h no root 9 8 inw>d nature1 & fell f him1 l ! helpless ,decemb] leaves1 9 ! h\r ( 8 affliction4 ,he felt n[ :]e 8 he>t & 8 life lay4 ,8 bir?1 8 p>5tage1 8 education1 8 home1 7 great realities2 to ^! 8 be+ 0 unit$2 out ( ^! he grew4 ,he felt he mu/ be :at ,provid5ce _h made him4 ,:at is call$ ! pursuit ( tru?1 seem$ an idle dream4 ,he _h great tangible duties to 8 fa!r's memory1 to 8 "m & si/]s1 to 8 position2 he felt sick ( all !ories1 z if !y _h tak5 him 92 & he secretly resolv$ nev] m to h any?+ to d ) !m4 ,let ! _w g on z x might1 happ5 :at w\ld to o!rs1 8 own place & 8 own pa? 7 cle>4 ,he w\ld g back to ,ox=d1 att5d /eadily to 8 books1 put aside all di/ractions1 avoid bye-pa?s1 & d 8 be/ to acquit himself well 9 ! s*ools4 ,! ,*ur* ( ,engl& z x 01 its ,articles1 bi%ops1 prea*]s1 pr(essors1 _h suffic$ = mu* bett] p]sons ?an he 02 !y 7 good en\gh = him4 ,he c\ld n d bett] ?an imitate ! life & dea? ( 8 belov$ fa!r2 quiet ye>s 9 ! c\ntry at a di/ance f all excitem5ts1 a r\nd ( pi\s1 useful works among ! poor1 ! c>e ( a village s*ool1 & at l5g? ! dea? ( ! righte\s4 ,at ! mom5t1 & = "s "t to come1 he _h special duties t[>ds 8 "m2 he wi%$1 z f> z might be1 to supply to h] ! place ( him %e _h lo/4 ,%e _h great trials be=e h] /ill2 if x 0 a grief to himself to leave ,h>tley1 :at w\ld x be to h]8 ,n _m mon?s w\ld pass be=e %e w\ld h to quit a place ev] de>1 & n[ sacr$ 9 h] ?\ghts2 !re 0 9 /ore = h] ! angui% ( dismantl+ ! home ( _m ye>s1 & ! toil & :irl ( pack+2 a we>i$ head & an a*+ he>t at a "t :5 %e w\ld h mo/ ne$ ( self-possession & en]gy4 ,su* 7 ! ?\ghts :i* came ^u him aga9 & aga9 9 ^? sorr[ful weeks4 ,a leaf _h be5 turn$ ov] 9 8 life2 he c\ld n be :at he _h be54 ,p come to man's e/ate at v diff]5t ages4 ,y\nge/ sons 9 a family1 l monks 9 a conv5t1 may rema9 *ildr5 till !y h rea*$ middle age2 b ! eld]1 %\ld _! fa!r die prematurely1 are sudd5ly rip5$ into manhood1 :5 !y are almo/ boys4 ,*>les _h left ,ox=d a clev] un=m$ y\?2 he return$ a man4 ,"p ,,ii4 ,,*apt] ,i4 ,ab\t ?ree miles f ,ox=d a ?ickly-wood$ village lies on ! side ( a /eep1 long hill or *9e1 look+ ov] ! ,b]k%ire woods1 & comm&+ a view ( ! _m-turret$ city itself4 ,ov] its broad summit once /ret*$ a *e/nut =e/2 & n[ x is cov]$ ) ! roots ( trees1 or furze1 or s(t turf4 ,! r$ s& :i* lies und]nea? contra/s ) ! gre51 & adds to its brilliancy2 x dr9ks 91 too1 ! ra9 gre$ily1 s t ! wide common is ne>ly always fit = walk+2 & ! air1 unlike ! heavy atmosph]e ( ! ,univ]sity b5ea? x1 is fre% & brac+4 ,! gorse 0 /ill 9 bloom1 9 ! latt] end ( ! mon? ( ,june1 :5 ,r$+ & ,%effield took up _! abode 9 a small cottage at ! upp] end ( ?is village--s hid ) trees & girt 9 ) mead[s t = ! /rang] x 0 h>d to f9d--!re to pass _! ?ird & la/ ,long ,vacation be=e go+ into ! s*ools4 ,a ye> & a half _h pass$ s9ce ,*>les's great affliction1 & ! "t _h n be5 unpr(itably sp5t ei!r by himself or 8 fri5d4 ,bo? _h read v regul>ly1 & ,%effield _h ga9$ ! ,lat9 v]se into ! b>ga94 ,*>les _h put all religi\s p]plexities aside2 t is1 he knew ( c\rse _m m p]sons ( all p>ties ?an he did be=e1 & became bett] acqua9t$ ) _! t5ets & _! *>act]s1 b he did n dwell ^u any?+ :i* he met )1 nor attempt to det]m9e ! m]its or solve ! difficulties ( ?is or t "q4 ,he took ?+s z !y came2 &1 :ile he gave 8 m9d to 8 books1 he ?ankfully avail$ himself ( ! religi\s privileges :i* ! ,college sy/em af=d$ him4 ,ne>ly a ye> /ill rema9$ be=e 8 exam9ation2 &1 z ,mrs4 ,r$+ _h n z yet fully arrang$ h] plans1 b 0 /ill1 ) h] daught]s1 pass+ f fri5d to fri5d1 he _h li/5$ to ,%effield's proposal to take a tutor = ! ,vacation1 & to f9d a site = _! /udies 9 ! neighb\rhood ( ,ox=d4 ,!re 0 e prospect ( _! bo? obta9+ ! highe/ hon\rs :i* ! s*ools aw>d3 !y bo? 7 good s*ol>s1 & clev] m52 !y _h read regul>ly1 & _h _h ! advantage ( able lectures4 ,! side ( ! hill =ms a l>ge1 sweep+ holl[ or !atre j on "o side ( ! village ( ,horsley4 ,! two extreme po9ts may be half a mile across2 b ! di/ance is increas$ to "o :o foll[s ! pa? :i* w9ds ?r\gh ! furze & f]n along ! ridge4 ,_! tutor _h be5 unable to f9d lodg+s 9 ! village2 &1 :ile ! two "y m5 liv$ on "o extremity ( ! sweep we h be5 describ+1 ,mr4 ,c>lton1 :o 0 n above ?ree ye>s old] ?an !y1 _h plant$ himself at a f>mh\se ^u ! o!r4 ,besides1 ! f>mh\se suit$ him bett]1 z be+ ne>] to a hamlet :i* he 0 s]v+ dur+ ! ,vacation4 ,i don't ?9k y l ,c>lton z well z ,i d1 said ,r$+ to ,%effield1 z !y lay on ! gre5 sw>d ) "s light] classic 9 _! h&s1 wait+ = d9n]1 & wat*+ _! fri5d z he approa*$ !m f 8 lodg+s4 ,he is to me s tak+ a man2 s equable1 s g5tle1 s consid]ate--he br+s p toge!r1 & fills !m ) confid5ce 9 himself & fri5dly feel+ t[>ds ea* o!r1 m ?an any p]son ,i "k4 ,y are wrong1 said ,%effield1 if y ?9k ,i don't value him extremely1 & love him too2 x's impossible n to love him4 ,b he's n ! p]son q to get influ5ce ov] me4 ,he's too mu* ( an ,anglican = y1 said ,r$+4 ,n at all1 said ,%effield1 except indirectly4 ,my qu>rel ) him is1 t he has _m orig9al ?\ghts1 & holds _m pr(\nd tru?s 9 detail1 b is q unable to see h[ !y lie to ea* o!r1 & equally unable to draw consequ5ces4 ,he nev] sees a tru? until he t\*es x2 he is ev] grop+ & feel+1 &1 z 9 hide-&-seek1 cont9ually burns )\t discov]+4 ,i "k !re are t5 ?\s& p]sons :o _c see an in* be=e _! nose1 & :o c com=tably dige/ contradictions2 b ,c>lton is really a clev] man2 he is no common ?9k]2 ?is makes x s provok+4 ,:5 ,i write an essay = him--,i "k ,i write obscurely1 & (t5 d n br+ out ! sequ5ce ( my ideas 9 due ord]1 b1 s x is--he is sure to cut out ! v ?\ght or /atem5t on :i* ,i especially pride myself1 on :i* ! :ole argum5t re/s1 :i* b9ds e "p toge!r2 & he coolly tells me t x is extravagant or f>-fet*$--n see+ t by leav+ x out he has made nons5se ( ! re/4 ,he is a man to rob an ar* ( its key/one1 & !n quietly to build 8 h\se ^u x4 ,ah1 y\r old fail+ aga91 said ,r$+2 a crav+ aft] views4 ,n[1 :at ,i l 9 ,c>lton1 is t repose ( 82--always say+ en\gh1 nev] too mu*2 nev] bor+ y1 nev] tax+ y2 always practical1 nev] 9 ! cl\ds4 ,save me f a viewy man2 ,i c\ld n live ) him = a week1 pres5t company always except$4 ,n[1 consid]+ h[ h>d ,i h read1 & h[ little ,i h talk$ ?is ye> pa/1 t is h>d on me1 said ,%effield4 ,did n ,i g to be "o ( old ,?ru/on's sixte5 pupils1 la/ ,long8 ,he gave u capital fe$s1 smok$ ) u1 & coa*$ u 9 ,e?ics & ,agamemnon4 ,he kn[s 8 books by he>t1 c repeat 8 plays backw>ds1 & weighs out 8 ,ari/otle by gra9s & p5nyweights2 b1 = g5]alizations1 ideas1 poetry1 oh1 x 0 desolation--x 0 a d>kness :i* c\ld be felt6 ,& y /ay$ !re j six weeks out ( f\r mon?s1 ,%effield1 answ]$ ,r$+4 ,c>lton _h n[ jo9$ !m1 &1 aft] introductory greet+s on bo? sides1 he too ?rew himself ^u ! turf4 ,%effield said3 ,r$+ & ,i 7 disput+ j n[ :e!r ,nicias 0 a p>ty man4 ,( c\rse y fir/ def9$ y\r t]ms1 said ,c>lton4 ,well1 said ,%effield1 ,i mean by a p>ty man1 "o :o n only belongs to a p>ty1 b :o has ! animus ( p>ty4 ,nicias did n make a p>ty1 he f\nd "o made4 ,he f\nd himself at ! head ( x2 he 0 no m a p>ty man ?an a pr9ce :o 0 born ! head ( 8 /ate4 ,i %\ld agree ) y1 said ,c>lton2 b /ill ,i %\ld l to "k :at a p>ty is1 & :at a p>ty man4 ,a p>ty1 said ,%effield1 is m]ely an extra-con/itutional or extra-legal body4 ,p>ty action1 said ,*>les1 is ! ex]tion ( influ5ce in/ead ( law4 ,b suppos+1 ,r$+1 !re is no law exi/+ 9 ! qu>t] :]e influ5ce ex]ts itself8 ask$ ,c>lton4 ,*>les _h to expla93 ,c]ta9ly1 he said1 ! ,/ate did n legislate = all possible cont+5cies4 ,= in/ance1 cont9u$ ,c>lton1 a prime m9i/]1 ,i h und]/ood1 is n ackn[l$g$ 9 ! ,con/itution2 he ex]ts influ5ce beyond ! law1 b n1 9 consequ5ce1 aga9/ any exi/+ law2 & x w\ld be absurd to talk ( him z a p>ty man4 ,p>liam5t>y p>ties1 too1 are recognis$ among u1 said ,%effield1 ?\gh extra-con/itutional4 ,we call !m p>ties2 b :o w\ld call ! ,duke ( ,devon%ire or ,"l ,john ,russell1 9 a bad s5se1 a p>ty man8 ,x seems to me1 said ,c>lton1 t ! =mation ( a p>ty is m]ely a recurr5ce to ! orig9al mode ( =m+ into society4 ,y recollect ,deioces2 he =m$ a p>ty4 ,he ga9$ influ5ce2 he laid ! f\ndation ( social ord]4 ,law c]ta9ly beg9s 9 influ5ce1 said ,r$+1 = x presupposes a lawgiv]2 aft]w>ds x sup]s$es influ5ce2 f t "t ! ex]tion ( influ5ce is a sign ( p>ty4 ,too broadly said1 z y y\rself j n[ all[$1 said ,c>lton3 y %\ld say t law beg9s to sup]s$e influ5ce1 & t 9 proportion z x sup]s$es x1 does ! ex]tion ( influ5ce involve p>ty action4 ,= in/ance1 has n ! ,cr[n an imm5se p]sonal influ5ce8 we talk ( ! ,c\rt p>ty2 yet x does n int]f]e ) law1 x is int5d$ to conciliate ! p to ! law4 ,b x is recogniz$ by law & con/itution1 said ,*>les1 z 0 ! ,dictator%ip4 ,well1 !n1 take ! influ5ce ( ! cl]gy1 answ]$ ,c>lton2 we make mu* ( t influ5ce z a pr9ciple supplem5tal to ! law1 & z a support to ! law1 yet n creat$ or def9$ by ! law4 ,! law does n recognize :at "s "o calls truly a 'resid5t g5tleman' 9 e p>i%4 ,influ5ce1 !n1 in/ead ( law is n necess>ily ! action ( p>ty4 ,s aga91 national "* is an influ5ce di/9ct f ! law1 said ,%effield1 accord+ to ! l9e1 ',quid leges s9e moribus8' ,law1 said ,c>lton1 is b gradually =m$ & ext5d$4 ,well1 !n1 s f> z !re is no law1 !re is ! reign ( influ5ce2 !re is p>ty )\t ( necessity p>ty action4 ,?is is ! ju/ification ( ,:igs & ,tories at ! pres5t day2 to supply1 z ,ari/otle says on ano!r subject1 ! defects ( ! law4 ,*>les ,i4 ex]t$ a regal1 ,walpole a m9i/]ial influ5ce2 b influ5ce1 n law1 0 ! op]at+ pr9ciple 9 bo? cases4 ,! object or ! means might be wrong1 b ! process c\ld n be call$ p>ty action4 ,y w\ld ju/ify1 !n1 said ,*>les1 ! associations or confrat]nities :i* exi/$1 = in/ance1 9 ,a!ns2 n1 t is1 if !y 'took ! law into _! own h&s1' z ! phrase goes1 b if !re 0 no law to take1 or if !re 0 no con/itut$ au?ority to take x ( "r4 ,x 0 a recurr5ce to ! prec$5t ( ,deioces4 ,manzoni gives a /rik+ in/ance ( ?is 9 ! beg9n+ ( 8 ,promessi ,sposi1 said ,%effield1 :5 he describes t protection1 :i* law ought to give to ! weak1 z be+ 9 ! sixte5? c5tury s\ght & f\nd almo/ exclusively 9 factions or companies4 ,i don't recollect p>ticul>s1 b he describes ! cl]gy z busy 9 ext5d+ _! immunities1 ! nobility _! privileges1 ! army _! exemptions1 ! trades & artisans _! guilds4 ,ev5 ! lawy]s =m$ a union1 & m$ical m5 a corporation4 ,?us con/itutions are gradually m\ld$ & p]fect$1 said ,c>lton1 by extra-con/itutional bodies1 ei!r com+ "u ! protection ( law1 or else be+ sup]s$$ by ! law's provid+ = _! objects4 ,9 ! middle ages ! ,*ur* 0 a va/ extra-con/itutional body4 ,! ,g]man & ,anglo-,norman sov]eigns s\ght to br+ its op]ation "u ! law2 mod]n p>liam5ts h sup]s$$ its op]ation by law4 ,!n ! ,/ate wi%$ to ga9 ! "r ( inve/itures2 n[ ! ,/ate m>ries1 regi/]s1 manages ! poor1 ex]cises ecclesia/ical jurisdiction in/ead ( ! ,*ur*4 ,?is w make o/racism p>allel to ! ,re=mation or ! ,revolution1 said ,%effield2 !re is a battle ( influ5ce aga9/ influ5ce1 & "o gets rid ( ! o!r2 law or con/itution does n come into "q1 b ! w ( ! p or ( ! c\rt ejects1 :e!r ! too-gift$ individual1 or ! mon>*1 or ! religion4 ,:at 0 n "u ! law c\ld n be dealt )1 _h no claim to be dealt )1 by ! law4 ,a ?\ght has sometimes /ruck me1 said ,r$+1 :i* falls 9 ) :at y h be5 say+4 ,9 ! la/ half-c5tury !re has be5 a gradual =mation ( ! popul> p>ty 9 ! ,/ate1 :i* n[ t5ds to be ackn[l$g$ z con/itutional1 or is already s ackn[l$g$4 ,my fa!r nev] c\ld endure newspap]s--,i mean ! sy/em ( newspap]s2 he said x 0 a new p[] 9 ! ,/ate4 ,i am sure ,i am n def5d+ :at he 0 ?9k+ (1 ! _m bad proce$+s1 ! wret*$ pr9ciples1 ! arrogance & tyranny ( newspap] writ]s1 b ,i am try+ ! subject by ! te/ ( y\r !ory4 ,! great body ( ! p are v imp]fectly repres5t$ 9 p>liam5t2 ! ,commons are n _! voice1 b ! voice ( c]ta9 great int]e/s4 ,consequ5tly ! press comes 9--to d t :i* ! con/itution does n d--to =m ! p into a va/ mutual-protection association4 ,& ?is is done by ! same "r t ,deioces _h to collect p ab\t him2 x does n int]f]e ) ! exi/+ t]ritory ( ! law1 b builds :]e ! con/itution has n made provision4 ,x t5ds1 !n1 ultimately to be recognis$ by ! con/itution4 ,!re is ano!r rem>kable ph5om5on ( a simil> k9d n[ 9 process ( developm5t1 said ,c>lton1 & t is1 ! influ5ce ( agitation4 ,i really am n politician en\gh to talk ( x z good or bad2 "o's natural in/9ct is aga9/ x2 b x may be necess>y4 ,h[ev]1 agitation is gett+ to be recognis$ z ! legitimate in/rum5t by :i* ! masses make _! desires kn[n1 & secure ! accompli%m5t ( !m4 ,j z a bill passes 9 p>liam5t1 aft] c]ta9 read+s1 discussions1 spee*es1 vot+s1 & ! l1 s ! process by :i* an act ( ! popul> w becomes law is a long agitation1 issu+ 9 petitions1 previ\s to & concurr5t ) ! p>liam5t>y process4 ,! fir/ in/ance ( ?is 0 ab\t fifty or sixty ye>s ago1 :5 444 ,hallo6 he cri$1 :o is ?is cant]+ up to u8 ,i decl>e x is old ,v9c5t1 said ,%effield4 ,he is to come to d9e1 said ,*>les1 j 9 "t4 ,h[ are y1 ,c>lton8 cri$ ,v9c5t4 ,h[ d'ye d1 ,mr4 ,%effield8 ,mr4 ,r$+1 h[ d'ye d8 act+ up to y\r "n1 ,i suppose1 = y 7 ev] a read+ man4 ,= myself1 he cont9u$1 ,i am j n[ an eat+ man1 & am come to d9e ) y1 if y w let me4 ,h y a place = my horse8 ,!re 0 a f>m] ne> :o c\ld l5d a /able2 s ! horse 0 l$ (f by ,*>les2 & ! rid]1 )\t any delay--= ! h\r did n admit x--ent]$ ! cottage to make 8 brief prep>ation = d9n]4 ,,*apt] ,,ii4 ,9 a few m9utes all met toge!r at table 9 ! small p>l\r1 :i* 0 room ( all "w 9 ! cottage4 ,!y _h n ! :ole h\se1 limit$ z 7 its res\rces2 = x 0 also ! habitation ( a g>d5]1 :o took 8 vegetables to ! ,ox=d m>ket1 & ^: wife 7:at is call$7 did = 8 lodg]s4 ,d9n] 0 suit$ to ! ap>tm5t1 ap>tm5t to ! d9n]4 ,! book-table _h be5 ha/ily cle>$ = a clo?1 n ov] :ite1 &1 9 consequ5ce1 ! sole rema9+ table1 :i* act$ z sidebo>d1 display$ a relay ( plates & knives & =ks1 9 ! mid/ ( octavos & duodecimos1 b\nd & unb\nd1 pil$ up & ?r[n ab\t 9 great v>iety ( %apes4 ,! o!r ornam5ts ( ?is side-table 7 an ink-glass1 "s quires ( l>ge pap]1 a /raw hat1 a gold wat*1 a clo!s-bru%1 "s bottles ( g+]-be]1 a pair ( gloves1 a case ( cig>s1 a neck-h&k]*ief1 a %oe-horn1 a small slate1 a l>ge clasp-knife1 a hamm]1 & a h&some inlaid writ+-desk4 ,i l ^! rides into ! c\ntry1 said ,v9c5t1 z !y began eat+1 ! c\ntry loses its effect on me :5 ,i live 9 x1 z y d2 b x is exquisite z a ze/4 ,visit x1 d n live 9 x1 if y w\ld enjoy x4 ,c\ntry air is a /imulus2 /imulants1 ,mr4 ,r$+1 %\ld n be tak5 too (t54 ,y are ( ! c\ntry p>ty4 ,i am ( no p>ty4 ,i g "h & !re--l ! bee--,i ta/e ( ev]y?+1 ,i dep5d on no?+4 ,%effield said t ?is 0 r belong+ to all p>ties ?an to none4 ,t is impossible1 answ]$ ,v9c5t2 ,i hold x to be altoge!r impossible4 ,y c't belong to two p>ties2 !re's no fe> ( x2 y might z well attempt to be 9 two places at once4 ,to be connect$ ) bo? is to be unit$ ) nei!r4 ,dep5d on x1 my "y fri5d1 antagoni/ pr9ciples correct ea* o!r4 ,x's a piece ( philosophy :i* "o day y w ?ank me =1 :5 y are old]4 ,i h he>d ( an ,am]ican illu/ration ( ?is1 said ,%effield1 :i* c]ta9ly confirms :at y say1 sir4 ,pr(essors 9 ! ,unit$ ,/ates are sometimes ( two or ?ree religions at once1 accord+ z we reg>d !m hi/orically1 p]sonally1 or (ficially4 ,9 ?is way1 p]haps1 !y hit ! mean4 ,v9c5t1 ?\gh he s (t5 excit$ a smile 9 o!rs1 _h no hum\r himself1 & nev] c\ld make out ! diff]5ce betwe5 irony & e>ne/4 ,accord+ly he 0 br\ght to a /&4 ,*>les came to 8 relief4 ,be=e d9n]1 he said1 we 7 sport+ :at y w consid] a great p>adox1 ,i am afraid2 t p>ties 7 good ?+s1 or r necess>y ?+s4 ,y don't d me ju/ice1 answ]$ ,v9c5t1 if ?is is :at y ?9k ,i d5y4 ,i halve y\r words2 p>ties are n good1 b necess>y2 l snails1 ,i nei!r envy !m _! small h\ses1 nor try to lodge 9 !m myself4 ,y mean1 said ,c>lton1 t p>ties d our dirty "w2 !y are our bea/s ( burd52 we c\ld n get on )\t !m1 b we ne$ n id5tify ourselves ) !m2 we may keep alo(4 ,t1 said ,%effield1 is some?+ l ^? religi\s pr(essors :o say t x is s9ful to engage 9 worldly ?\gh necess>y occupations2 b t ! reprobate und]take !m1 & "w = ! elect4 ,!re w always be p]sons en\gh 9 ! _w :o l to be p>ty m51 )\t be+ told to be s1 said ,v9c5t2 x's our bus9ess to turn !m to acc\nt1 to use !m1 b to keep alo(4 ,i take x1 all p>ties are p>tly "r1 only !y g too f>4 ,i borr[ f ea*1 ,i co-op]ate ) ea*1 z f> z ea* is "r1 & no fur!r4 ,?us ,i get good f all1 & ,i d good to all2 = ,i c\nt5ance ea*1 s f> z x is true4 ,mr4 ,c>lton meant m ?an t1 sir1 said ,%effield2 he meant t ! exi/5ce ( p>ties 0 n only necess>y & useful1 b ev5 "r4 ,mr4 ,c>lton is n ! man to make p>adoxes1 said ,v9c5t2 ,i suspect he w\ld n def5d ! extreme op9ions1 :i*1 alas1 exi/ among u at pres5t1 & are progress+ e day4 ,i 0 speak+ ( political p>ties1 said ,c>lton1 b ,i am dispos$ to ext5d :at ,i said to religi\s also4 ,b1 my good ,c>lton1 said ,v9c5t1 ,scripture speaks aga9/ religi\s p>ties4 ,c]ta9ly ,i don't wi% to oppose ,scripture1 said ,c>lton1 & ,i speak "u correction ( ,scripture2 b ,i say ?is1 t :5ev] & :]ev] a *ur* does n decide religi\s po9ts1 s f> does x leave ! decision to individuals2 &1 s9ce y c't expect all p to agree toge!r1 y mu/ h diff]5t op9ions2 & ! expression ( ^? diff]5t op9ions1 by ! v>i\s p]sons :o hold !m1 is :at is call$ a p>ty4 ,mr4 ,c>lton has be5 great1 sir1 on ! g5]al subject be=e d9n]1 said ,%effield1 & n[ he draws ! coroll>y1 t :5ev] !re are p>ties 9 a *ur*1 a *ur* may ?ank itself = !m4 ,!y are ! c]ta9 effect ( private judgm5t2 & ! m private judgm5t y h1 ! m p>ties y w h4 ,y are r$uc$1 !n1 to ?is alt]native1 no tol]ation or else p>ty2 & y mu/ recognise p>ty1 unless y refuse tol]ation4 ,%effield words x m /rongly ?an ,i %\ld d1 said ,c>lton2 b really ,i mean pretty mu* :at he says4 ,take ! case ( ! ,roman ,ca?olics2 !y h decid$ _m po9ts ( !ology1 _m !y h n decid$2 & :]ev] !re is no ecclesia/ical decision1 !re !y h at once a p>ty1 or :at !y call a 's*ool2' & :5 ! ecclesia/ical decision at l5g? appe>s1 !n ! p>ty ceases4 ,?us y h ! ,dom9icans & ,franciscans cont5d+ ab\t ! ,immaculate ,conception2 !y w5t on cont5d+ because au?ority did n at once decide ! "q4 ,on ! o!r h&1 :5 ,jesuits & ,jans5i/s disput$ on ! "q ( grace1 ! ,pope gave x 9 fav\r ( ! ,jesuits1 & ! controv]sy at once came to an end4 ,surely1 said ,v9c5t1 my good & wor?y fri5d1 ! ,rev4 ,*>les ,c>lton1 ,fell[ ( ,leice/]1 & sometime ,irel& ,essayi/1 is n pref]r+ ! ,*ur* ( ,rome to ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&8 ,c>lton laugh$2 ,y won't suspect me ( t1 ,i ?9k1 he answ]$2 no2 all ,i say is1 t our ,*ur*1 f its con/itution1 admits1 approves ( private judgm5t2 & t private judgm5t1 s f> =? z x is admitt$1 necess>ily involves p>ties2 ! sl5d] private judgm5t all[$ 9 ! ,*ur* ( ,rome admitt+ occasional or local p>ties1 & ! ample private judgm5t all[$ 9 our ,*ur* recogniz+ p>ties z an elem5t ( ! ,*ur*4 ,well1 well1 my good ,c>lton1 said ,v9c5t1 fr[n+ & look+ wise1 yet )\t f9d+ any?+ p>ticul> to say4 ,y mean1 said ,%effield1 if ,i und]/& y1 t x is a piece ( mawki% hypocrisy to %ake ! head & ?r[ up ! eyes at ,mr4 ?is or t = be+ ! head ( a religi\s p>ty1 :ile we return ?anks = our pure & re=m$ ,*ur*2 because purity1 re=mation1 apo/olicity1 tol]ation1 all ^! boa/s & glories ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&1 e/abli% p>ty action & p>ty _s z a cognate bless+1 = :i* we %\ld be ?ankful also4 ,p>ty is "o ( our greate/ ornam5ts1 ,mr4 ,v9c5t4 ,a s5tim5t or argum5t does n lose 9 y\r h&s1 said ,c>lton2 b :at ,i meant 0 simply t p>ty lead]s are n di%on\rable 9 ! ,*ur*1 unless ,"l ,john ,russell or ,sir ,rob]t ,peel hold a di%on\rable po/ 9 ! ,/ate4 ,my "y fri5d1 said ,v9c5t1 f9i%+ 8 mutton1 & pu%+ 8 plate f him1 my two "y fri5ds--= ,c>lton is n mu* old] ?an ,mr4 ,%effield--may y le>n a little m judgm5t4 ,:5 y h liv$ to my age 7viz4 two or ?ree ye>s beyond ,c>lton's7 y w le>n sobriety 9 all ?+s4 ,mr4 ,r$+1 ano!r glass ( w9e4 ,see t poor *ild1 h[ %e tott]s "u ! gooseb]ry-pudd+2 up1 ,mr4 ,%effield1 & help h]4 ,! old woman cooks bett] ?an ,i _h expect$4 ,h[ d y get y\r but*]'s meat "h1 ,c>lton8 ,i %\ld h made ! attempt to br+ y a f9e jack ,i saw 9 our kit*51 b ,i ?\ght y w\ld h no means ( cook+ x4 ,d9n] ov]1 ! p>ty rose1 & /roll$ out on ! gre54 ,ano!r subject comm5c$4 ,0 n ,mr4 ,willis ( ,/4 ,george's a fri5d ( y\rs1 ,mr4 ,r$+8 ask$ ,v9c5t4 ,*>les />t$2 ,i knew him a little 444 ,i h se5 him sev]al times4 ,y "k he left u1 cont9u$ ,v9c5t1 & jo9$ ! ,*ur* ( ,rome4 ,well1 x is cr$ibly report$ t he is return+4 ,a melan*oly hi/ory1 anyh[1 answ]$ ,*>les2 mo/ melan*oly1 if ?is is true4 ,r1 said ,v9c5t1 sett+ him "r1 z if he _h simply made a v]bal mi/ake1 a mo/ happy t]m9ation1 y mean2 ! only ?+ t 0 left = him to d4 ,y "k he w5t abroad4 ,any "o :o is incl9$ to ,romanize %\ld g abroad2 ,c>lton1 we %all be s5d+ y soon4 ,"h ?+s are s(t5$ d[n2 !re y see ! ,*ur* ( ,rome z x really is4 ,i h be5 abroad1 & %\ld "k x4 ,su* heaps ( begg>s 9 ! /reets ( ,rome & ,naples2 s mu* squalidness & mis]y2 no cleanl9ess2 an utt] want ( com=t2 & su* sup]/ition2 & su* an abs5ce ( all true & evangelical s]i\sness4 ,!y pu% & fight :ile ,mass is go+ on2 !y jabb] _! pray]s at railroad spe$2 !y wor%ip ! ,virg9 z a goddess2 & !y see miracles at ! corn] ( e /reet4 ,_! images are awful1 & _! ignorance prodigi\s4 ,well1 ,willis saw all ?is2 & ,i h x on good au?ority1 he said my/]i\sly1 t he is ?or\ghly disgu/$ ) ! :ole affair1 & is com+ back to u4 ,is he 9 ,engl& n[8 ask$ ,r$+4 ,he is said to be ) 8 "m 9 ,devon%ire1 :o1 p]haps y "k1 is a wid[2 & he has be5 too mu* = h]4 ,poor silly fell[1 :o w\ld n take ! advice ( old] heads6 ,a fri5d once s5t him to me2 ,i c\ld make no?+ ( him4 ,i c\ldn't und]/& 8 argum5ts1 nor he m9e4 ,x 0 no good2 he w\ld make trial himself1 & he has caught x4 ,!re 0 a %ort pause 9 ! conv]sation2 !n ,v9c5t add$1 ,b su* p]v]sions1 ,c>lton1 ,i suppose1 ?9ks to be z necess>y z p>ties 9 a pure ,prote/ant ,*ur*4 ,i c't say y satisfy me1 ,c>lton1 said ,*>les2 & ,i am happy to h ! sanction ( ,mr4 ,v9c5t4 ,did political p>ty make m5 rebels1 !n w\ld political p>ty be indef5sible2 s is religi\s1 if x leads to apo/asy4 ,y "k ! ,:igs 7 accus$ 9 ! la/ w>1 said ,%effield1 ( sid+ ) ,bonap>te2 accid5ts ( ?is k9d don't affect g5]al rules or /&+ cu/oms4 ,well1 indep5d5t ( ?is1 answ]$ ,*>les1 ,i _c ?9k religi\s p>ties def5sible on ! consid]ations :i* ju/ify political4 ,!re is1 to my feel+s1 some?+ despicable 9 head+ a religi\s p>ty4 ,0 ,loyola despicable1 ask$ ,%effield1 or ,/4 ,dom9ic8 ,!y _h ! sanction ( _! sup]iors1 said ,*>les4 ,y are h>d on p>ties surely1 ,r$+1 said ,c>lton2 a man may individually write1 prea*1 & publi% :at he believes to be ! tru?1 )\t (f5ce2 :y1 !n1 does x beg9 to be wrong :5 he does s toge!r ) o!rs8 ,p>ty tactics are a degradation ( ! tru?1 said ,*>les4 ,we h he>d1 ,i believe1 be=e n[1 said ,c>lton1 ( ,a?anasius aga9/ ! :ole _w1 & ! :ole _w aga9/ ,a?anasius4 ,well1 answ]$ ,*>les1 ,i w b say ?is1 t a p>ty man mu/ be v mu* above p> or bel[ x4 ,!re1 aga91 ,i don't agree1 said ,c>lton2 y are suppos+ ! lead] ( a p>ty to be consci\s ( :at he is do+2 &1 be+ consci\s1 he may be1 z y say1 ei!r mu* above or bel[ ! av]age2 b a man ne$ n realise to himself t he is =m+ a p>ty4 ,t's m difficult to conceive1 said ,v9c5t1 ?an any /atem5t :i* has be5 haz>d$ ?is aft]noon4 ,n at all difficult1 answ]$ ,c>lton3 d y mean t !re is only "o way ( ga9+ influ5ce8 surely !re is su* a ?+ z unconsci\s influ5ce8 ,i'd z easily believe1 said ,v9c5t1 t a beauty does n "k h] *>ms4 ,t's n>r[-m9d$1 retort$ ,c>lton3 a man sits 9 8 room & writes1 & does n "k :at p ?9k ( him4 ,i'd believe x less1 p]si/$ ,v9c5t3 beauty is a fact2 influ5ce is an effect4 ,effects imply ag5ts1 ag5cy1 w & consci\sness4 ,!re are diff]5t modes ( influ5ce1 int]pos$ ,%effield2 influ5ce is (t5 spontane\s & almo/ necess>y4 ,l ! light on ,moses' face1 said ,c>lton4 ,bonap>te is said to h _h an irresi/ible smile1 said ,%effield4 ,:at is beauty itself1 b a spontane\s influ5ce8 add$ ,c>lton2 don't y recollect '! lovely "y ,lav9ia' 9 ,?omson8 ,well1 g5tlem51 said ,v9c5t1 :5 ,i am ,*ancellor ,i w give a prize essay on ',moral ,influ5ce1 its ,k9ds & ,causes1' & ,mr4 ,%effield %all get x2 & z to ,c>lton1 he %all be my ,poetry ,pr(essor :5 ,i am ,convocation4 ,y w say1 good read]1 t ! p>ty took a v %ort /roll on ! hill1 :5 we tell y t !y 7 n[ /oop+ _! heads at ! l[ly door ( ! cottage2 b ! t]se litt]a scripta abridges wondr\sly ! rambl+ vox emissa2 & !re might be o!r ?+s said 9 ! c\rse ( ! conv]sation :i* hi/ory has n condesc5d$ to record4 ,anyh[1 we are oblig$ n[ to u%] !m aga9 into ! room :]e !y _h d9$1 & :]e !y f\nd tea ready laid1 & ! kettle spe$ily =?com+4 ,! bread & butt] 7 excell5t2 & ! p>ty did ju/ice to !m1 z if !y _h n lately d9$4 ,i see y keep y\r tea 9 t9 cases1 said ,v9c5t2 ,i am = glass4 ,don't sp>e ! tea1 ,mr4 ,r$+2 ,ox=d m5 d n commonly fail on t head4 ,"l ,bacon says ! fir/ & be/ juice ( ! grape1 l ! prim>y1 pure/1 & be/ comm5t on ,scripture1 is n press$ & =c$ out1 b consi/s ( a natural exudation4 ,?is is ! case 9 ,italy at ?is day2 & !y call ! juice 'lagrima4' ,s x is ) tea1 & ) c(fee too4 ,put 9 a l>ge quantity1 p\r on ! wat]1 turn (f ! liquor2 turn x (f at once--don't let x /&2 x becomes poison\s4 ,i am a great patron ( tea2 ! poet truly says1 ',x *e]s1 b n inebriates4' ,x has sometimes a s+ul> effect ^u my n]ves2 x makes me :i/le--s p tell me2 ,i am n consci\s ( x4 ,sometimes1 too1 x has a dyspeptic effect4 ,i f9d x does n d to take x too hot2 we ,engli% dr9k our liquors too hot4 ,x is n a ,fr5* fail+2 no1 inde$4 ,9 ,france1 t is1 9 ! c\ntry1 y get no?+ = breakfa/ b acid w9e & grapes2 ?is is ! o!r extreme1 & has be=e n[ affect$ me awfully4 ,yet acids1 too1 h a soo?+ s$ative effect ^u "o2 lemonade especially4 ,b no?+ suits me s well z tea4 ,c>lton1 he cont9u$ my/]i\sly1 d y "k ! late ,dr4 ,baillie's prev5tive ( ! flatul5cy :i* tea produces8 ,mr4 ,%effield1 d y8 ,bo? gave up4 ,camomile fl[]s2 a little camomile1 n a great deal2 "s p *ew rhub>b1 b a little camomile 9 ! tea is n p]ceptible4 ,don't make faces1 ,mr4 ,%effield2 a little1 ,i say2 a little ( ev]y?+ is be/--ne quid nimis4 ,avoid all extremes4 ,s x is ) sug>4 ,mr4 ,r$+1 y are putt+ too mu* into y\r tea4 ,i lay d[n ?is rule3 sug> %\ld n be a sub/antive +r$i5t 9 tea1 b an adjective2 t is1 tea has a natural r\ghness2 sug> is only int5d$ to remove t r\ghness2 x has a negative (fice2 :5 x is m ?an ?is1 x is too mu*4 ,well1 ,c>lton1 x is "t = me to be see+ aft] my horse4 ,i fe> he has n _h s pleasant an aft]noon z ,i4 ,i h enjoy$ myself mu* 9 y\r suburban villa4 ,:at a beautiful moon6 b ,i h "s v r\gh gr\nd to pass ov]4 ,i d>5't cant] ov] ! ruts ) ! gravel-pits close be=e me4 ,mr4 ,%effield1 d me ! fav\r to %[ me ! way to ! /able4 ,good-bye to y1 ,c>lton2 good night1 ,mr4 ,r$+4 ,:5 !y 7 left to !mselves ,*>les ask$ ,c>lton if he really meant to acquit ( p>ty _s ! pres5t p>ty lead]s 9 ,ox=d4 ,y mu/ n misund]/& me1 answ]$ he2 ,i d n "k mu* ( !m1 b ,i "k !y are p]sons ( great m]it & high "*1 & ,i wi% to ?9k ! be/ ( !m4 ,!y are mo/ unfairly attack$1 t is c]ta92 h[ev]1 !y are accus$ ( wi%+ to make a display1 ( aim+ at influ5ce & p[]1 ( lov+ agitation1 & s on4 ,i _c d5y t "s ?+s !y h done h an unpleasant appe>ance1 & give plausibility to ! *>ge4 ,i wi% !y _h1 at c]ta9 times1 act$ o!rwise4 ,mean:ile1 ,i d ?9k x b fair to keep 9 view t ! exi/5ce ( p>ties is no fault ( !irs4 ,!y are b claim+ _! bir?right z ,prote/ants4 ,:5 ! ,*ur* does n speak1 o!rs w speak in/ead2 & le>n$ m5 h ! be/ "r to speak4 ,aga91 :5 le>n$ m5 speak1 o!rs w att5d to !m2 & ?us ! =mation ( a p>ty is r ! act ( ^? :o foll[ ?an ( ^? :o lead4 ,,*apt] ,,iii4 ,%effield _h "s fri5ds resid+ at ,*alton1 a neighb\r+ village1 ) a s*ol> ( ,/4 ,mi*ael's1 :o _h a small cure ) a h\se on x4 ,"o ( !m1 inde$1 0 kn[n to ,r$+ also1 be+ no o!r ?an our fri5d ,:ite1 :o 0 go+ into ! s*ools1 & dur+ ! la/ six mon?s _h be5 try+ to make up = ! "t he _h wa/$ 9 ! fir/ ye>s ( 8 resid5ce4 ,*>les _h lo/ sight ( him1 or ne>ly s1 s9ce he fir/ knew him2 & at _! "t ( life s consid]able an int]val c\ld n elapse )\t *anges 9 ! "* = good or evil1 or = bo?4 ,c>lton & ,*>les1 :o 7 a good deal ?r[n toge!r by ,%effield's frequ5t engagem5ts ) ! ,*alton p>ty1 7 j turn+ homew>ds 9 _! walk "o ev5+ :5 !y fell 9 ) ,:ite1 :o _h be5 call+ at ,mr4 ,bolton's 9 ,ox=d1 & 0 return+4 ,!y _h n proce$$ v f> be=e !y 7 jo9$ by ,%effield & ,mr4 ,b>ry1 ! curate ( ,*alton2 & ?us ! p>ty 0 swell$ to five4 ,s y are go+ to lose ,upton8 said ,b>ry to ,r$+2 a capital tutor2 y c ill sp>e him4 ,:o comes into 8 place8 ,we don't "k1 answ]$ ,*>les2 ! ,pr9cipal w call up "o ( ! ,junior ,fell[s f ! c\ntry1 ,i believe4 ,oh1 b y won't get a man l ,upton1 said ,c>lton2 he knew 8 subject s ?or\ghly4 ,8 lecture 9 ! ,agricola1 ,i've he>d y\r m5 say1 might h be5 publi%$4 ,x 0 a ma/]ly1 m9ute runn+ comm5t on ! text1 q exhau/+ x4 ,yes1 x 0 8 =te1 said ,*>les2 yet he nev] load$ 8 lectures2 ev]y?+ he said _h a mean+1 & 0 want$4 ,he has got a capital liv+1 said ,b>ry2 a sub/antial mod]n h\se1 & by ! rail only an h\r f ,london4 ,& #ejjl4 a ye>1 said ,:ite2 ,mr4 ,bolton w5t ov] ! liv+1 & told me s4 ,x's 9 my future neighb\rhood2 a v beautiful c\ntry1 & a numb] ( good families r\nd ab\t4 ,!y say he's go+ to m>ry ! ,dean ( ,selsey's daught]1 said ,b>ry2 d y "k ! family8 ,miss ,juliet1 ! ?irte5?1 a v pretty girl4 ,yes1 said ,:ite1 ,i "k !m all2 a mo/ delightful family2 ,mrs4 ,bl& is a *>m+ woman1 s v ladylike4 ,x's my good luck to be "u ! ,dean's jurisdiction2 ,i ?9k ,i %all pull ) him capitally4 ,he's a clev] man1 said ,b>ry2 8 *>ges are always well writt52 he _h a high "n 9 8 day at ,cambridge4 ,hasn't he be5 lately writ+ aga9/ y\r fri5ds "h1 ,:ite8 said ,%effield4 ,my fri5ds6 said ,:ite2 :om c y mean8 ,he has writt5 aga9/ p>ties & p>ty lead]s2 & ) reason1 ,i ?9k4 ,oh1 yes2 he allud$ to poor ,willis & "s o!rs4 ,x 0 m t t1 insi/$ ,%effield2 he *>g$ aga9/ c]ta9 say+s & do+s at ,/4 ,m>y's4 ,well1 ,i = "o _c approve ( all t is utt]$ f ! pulpit !re1 said ,:ite2 ,i "k = a fact t ,willis ref]s ) great satisfaction to :at he he>d !re z incl9+ him to ,romanism4 ,i wi% prea*]s & he>]s w\ld all g ov] toge!r at once1 & !n we %\ld h "s quiet "t = prop] ,univ]sity /udies1 said ,b>ry4 ,take c>e :at y are say+1 ,b>ry1 said ,%effield2 y mean pres5t company except$4 ,y1 ,:ite1 ,i ?9k1 come "u ! d5om9ation ( he>]s8 ,i6 said ,:ite2 no su* ?+4 ,i h be5 to he> him be=e n[1 z mo/ m5 h2 b ,i ?9k him (t5 v injudici\s1 or worse4 ,! t5d5cy ( 8 prea*+ is to make "o dissatisfi$ ) "o's own ,*ur*4 ,well1 said ,%effield1 "o's memory plays "o tricks1 or ,i %\ld say t a fri5d ( m9e _h said t5 times z /rong ?+s aga9/ our ,*ur* z any prea*] 9 ,ox=d ev] did4 ,y mean me1 said ,:ite1 ) e>ne/ness2 y h misund]/ood me griev\sly4 ,i h ev] be5 mo/ fai?ful to ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&4 ,y nev] he>d me say any?+ inconsi/5t ) ! w>me/ atta*m5t to x4 ,i h nev]1 inde$1 d5i$ ! claims ( ! ,romi% ,*ur* to be a bran* ( ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*1 nor w ,i1--t's ano!r ?+ q2 !re are _m ?+s :i* we might borr[ ) great advantage f ! ,romani/s4 ,b ,i h ev] lov$1 & hope ,i %all ev] v5]ate1 my own ,"m1 ! ,*ur* ( my baptism4 ,%effield made an odd face1 & no "o spoke4 ,:ite cont9u$1 attempt+ to pres]ve an unconc]n$ mann]3 ,x is rem>kable1 he said1 t ,mr4 ,bolton--:o1 ?\gh a layman1 & no div9e1 is a s5sible1 practical1 %rewd man--nev] lik$ t pulpit2 he always prophesi$ no good w\ld come ( x4 ,! sil5ce cont9u+1 ,:ite pres5tly fell ^u ,%effield4 ,i defy y1 he said1 ) an attempt to be jocul>1 to prove :at y h be5 h9t+2 x is a great %ame4 ,x's s easy to speak aga9/ m51 to call !m injudici\s1 extravagant1 & s on4 ,y are ! only p]son-- ,well1 well1 ,i "k x1 ,i "k x1 said ,%effield2 we're only canoniz+ y1 & ,i am ! devil's advocate4 ,*>les want$ to he> some?+ ab\t ,willis2 s he turn$ ! curr5t ( ,:ite's ?\ghts by com+ up & ask+ him :e!r !re 0 any tru? 9 ! report he _h he>d f ,v9c5t sev]al weeks be=e2 _h ,:ite he>d f him lately8 ,:ite knew v little ab\t him def9itely1 & 0 n able to say :e!r ! report 0 true or n4 ,s f> 0 c]ta91 t he _h return$ f abroad & 0 liv+ at home4 ,?us he _h n committ$ himself to ! ,*ur* ( ,rome1 :e!r z a !ological /ud5t or z a novice2 b he c\ld n say m4 ,yes1 he _h he>d "o ?+ m2 & ! subject ( a lett] :i* he _h receiv$ f him corroborat$ x--t he 0 v /rong on ! po9t t ,romanism & ,anglicanism 7 two religions2 t y c\ld n amalgamate !m2 t y mu/ be ,roman or ,anglican1 b c\ld n be ,anglo-,roman or ,anglo-,ca?olic4 ,?is is :at a fri5d told me4 ,9 8 lett] to myself1 ,:ite cont9u$1 ,i don't "k q :at he meant1 b he spoke a good deal ( ! necessity ( fai? 9 ord] to be a ,ca?olic4 ,he said no "o %\ld g ov] m]ely because he ?\ght he %\ld l x bett]2 t he _h f\nd out by exp]i5ce t no "o c\ld live on s5tim5t2 t ! :ole sy/em ( wor%ip 9 ! ,romi% ,*ur* 0 diff]5t f :at x is 9 our own2 nay1 ! v idea ( wor%ip1 ! idea ( pray]s2 t ! doctr9e ( int5tion itself1 view$ 9 all its p>ts1 con/itut$ a new religion4 ,he did n speak ( himself def9itely1 b he said g5]ally t all ?is might be a great disc\ragem5t to a conv]t1 & ?r[ him back4 ,on ! :ole1 ! tone ( 8 lett] 0 l a p]son disappo9t$1 & :o might be reclaim$2 at lea/1 s ,i ?\ght4 ,he is a wis]1 ev5 if he is a sadd] man1 said ,*>les3 ,i did n "k he _h s mu* 9 him4 ,!re is m reflection 9 all ?is ?an s excitable a p]son1 z he seem$ to me1 is capable ( ex]cis+4 ,at ! same "t !re is no?+ 9 all ?is to prove t he is sorry = :at he has done4 ,i h grant$ ?is1 said ,:ite2 /ill ! effect ( ! lett] 0 to keep p back f foll[+ him1 by putt+ ob/acles 9 _! way2 & !n we mu/ c\ple ?is ) ! fact ( 8 go+ home4 ,*>les ?\ght a:ile4 ,v9c5t's te/imony1 he said1 is ei!r a confirmation or a m]e exagg]ation ( :at y h told me1 accord+ z x is indep5d5t or n4 ,!n he said to himself1 ,:ite1 too1 has m 9 him ?an ,i ?\ght2 he really has spok5 ab\t ,willis v s5sibly3 :at has come to him8 ,! pa?s soon divid$2 & :ile ! ,*alton pair took ! "r h&1 ,c>lton & 8 pupils turn$ to ! left4 ,soon ,c>lton p>t$ f ! two fri5ds1 & !y rea*$ _! cottage j 9 "t to see ! sett+ sun4 ,,*apt] ,,iv4 ,a few days lat]1 ,c>lton1 ,%effield1 & ,r$+ 7 talk+ toge!r aft] d9n] out ( doors ab\t ,:ite4 ,h[ he is alt]$1 said ,*>les1 s9ce ,i fir/ knew him6 ,alt]$6 cri$ ,%effield2 he 0 a playful kitt5 once1 & n[ he is "o ( ! dulle/ old tabbies ,i ev] came across4 ,alt]$ = ! bett]1 said ,*>les2 he has n[ a /eady s5sible way ( talk+2 b he 0 n a v wise p]son two ye>s ago2 he is read+1 too1 really h>d4 ,he has "s reason1 said ,%effield1 = he is sadly beh9dh&2 b !re is ano!r cause ( 8 /ead9ess :i* p]haps y "k4 ,i6 no inde$1 answ]$ ,*>les4 ,i ?\ght ( c\rse y knew x1 said ,%effield2 y don't mean to say y h n he>d t he is engag$ to "s ,ox=d girl8 ,engag$6 cri$ ,*>les1 h[ absurd6 ,i don't see t at all1 my de> ,r$+1 said ,c>lton4 ,x's n z if he c\ld n af=d x2 he has a good liv+ wait+ = him2 &1 moreov]1 he is ?us los+ no "t1 :i* is a great ?+ 9 life4 ,mu* "t is (t5 lo/4 ,:ite w soon f9d himself settl$ 9 e s5se ( ! ^w1 9 m9d1 9 life1 9 occupation4 ,*>les said t !re 0 "o ?+ :i* c\ld n help surpris+ him1 namely1 t :5 ,:ite fir/ came up he 0 s /rong 9 8 advocacy ( cl]ical celibacy4 ,c>lton & ,%effield laugh$4 ,& d y ?9k1 said ! =m]1 t a y\? ( eighte5 c h an op9ion on su* a subject1 or kn[s himself well en\gh to make a resolution 9 8 own case8 ,d y really ?9k x fair to hold a man committ$ to all ! r&om op9ions & extravagant say+s into :i* he 0 betray$ :5 he fir/ left s*ool8 ,he _h read "s ultra-book or o!r1 said ,%effield2 or _h se5 "s beautiful nun sculptur$ on a *ancel-scre51 & 0 c>ri$ away by romance--z o!rs h be5 & are4 ,don't y suppose1 said ,c>lton1 t ^? good fell[s :o n[ are s full ( 'sac]dotal purity1' 'angelical bless$ness1' & s on1 w "o & all be m>ri$ by ?is "t t5 ye>s8 ,i'll take a bet ( x1 said ,%effield3 "o w give 9 e>ly1 "o late1 b !re is a "t de/9$ = all4 ,pass "s t5 or twelve ye>s1 z ,c>lton says1 & we %all f9d ,a4,b4 on a curacy1 ! happy fa!r ( t5 *ildr52 ,c4,d4 we>+ on a long c\rt%ip till a liv+ falls2 ,e4,f4 9 8 honeymoon2 ,g4,h4 lately pres5t$ by ,mrs4 ,h4 ) tw9s2 ,i4,k4 full ( joy1 j accept$2 ,l4,m4 may rema9 :at ,gibbon calls 'a column 9 ! mid/ ( ru9s1' & a v tott]+ column too4 ,d y really ?9k1 said ,*>les1 t p mean s little :at !y say8 ,y take matt]s too s]i\sly1 ,r$+1 answ]$ ,c>lton2 :o does n *ange 8 op9ions betwe5 tw5ty & ?irty8 ,a "y man ent]s life ) 8 fa!r's or tutor's views2 he *anges !m = 8 own4 ,! m mode/ & diffid5t he is1 ! m fai? he has1 s mu* ! long] does he speak ! words ( o!rs2 b ! =ce ( circum/ances1 or ! vig\r ( 8 m9d1 infallibly obliges him at la/ to h a m9d ( 8 own2 t is1 if he is good = any?+4 ,b ,i suspect1 said ,r$+1 t ! la/ g5]ation1 :e!r ( fa!rs or tutors1 _h no v exalt$ ideas ( cl]ical celibacy4 ,accid5ts (t5 clo! u ) op9ions :i* we we> = a "t1 said ,c>lton4 ,well1 ,i hon\r p :o we> _! family suit2 ,i don't hon\r ^? at all :o beg9 ) =eign fa%ions & !n ab&on !m4 ,a few ye>s m ( life1 said ,c>lton1 smil+1 w make y\r judgm5t k9d]4 ,i don't l talk]s1 cont9u$ ,*>les2 ,i don't ?9k ,i ev] %all2 ,i hope n4 ,i "k bett] :at's at ! bottom ( x1 said ,%effield2 b ,i c't /ay2 ,i mu/ g 9 & read2 ,r$+ is too fond ( a gossip4 ,:o talks s mu* z y1 ,%effield8 said ,*>les4 ,b ,i talk fa/ :5 ,i talk1 answ]$ he1 & get ?r\gh a great deal ( "w2 !n ,i give ov]3 b y prose1 & muse1 & sigh1 & prose aga94 ,& s he left !m4 ,:at does he mean8 ask$ ,c>lton4 ,*>les slightly col\r$ & laugh$3 ,y are a man ,i say ?+s to1 ,i don't to o!rs1 he made answ]2 z to ,%effield1 he fancies he has f\nd x out ( himself4 ,c>lton look$ r\nd at him %>ply & curi\sly4 ,i am a%am$ ( myself1 said ,*>les1 laugh+ & look+ confus$2 ,i h made y ?9k t ,i h some?+ important to tell1 b really ,i h no?+ at all4 ,well1 out ) x1 said ,c>lton4 ,:y1 to tell ! tru?1--no1 really1 x is too absurd4 ,i h made a fool ( myself4 ,he turn$ away1 !n turn$ back1 & resum$3 ,:y1 x 0 only ?is1 t ,%effield fancies ,i h "s sneak+ k9dness = 444 celibacy myself4 ,k9dness = :om8 said ,c>lton4 ,k9dness = celibacy4 ,!re 0 a pause1 & ,c>lton's face some:at *ang$4 ,oh1 my de> good fell[1 he said k9dly1 s y are "o ( !m2 b x w g (f4 ,p]haps x w1 said ,*>les3 oh1 ,i am lay+ no /ress ^u x4 ,x 0 ,%effield :o made me m5tion x4 ,a real diff]5ce ( m9d & view _h evid5tly be5 /ruck ^u by two fri5ds1 v cong5ial & v fond ( ea* o!r4 ,!re 0 a pause = a few seconds4 ,y are s s5sible a fell[1 ,r$+1 said ,c>lton1 x surprises me t y %\ld take up ?is notion4 ,x's no new notion tak5 up1 answ]$ ,*>les2 y w smile1 b ,i _h x :5 a boy at s*ool1 & ,i h ev] s9ce fanci$ t ,i %\ld nev] m>ry4 ,n t ! feel+ has nev] int]mitt$1 b x is ! habit ( my m9d4 ,my g5]al ?\ghts run 9 t "o way1 t ,i %all nev] m>ry4 ,if ,i did1 ,i %\ld dread ,?alaba's puni%m5t4 ,c>lton put 8 h& on ,r$+'s %\ld]1 & g5tly %ook him to & fro2 ,well1 x surprises me1 he said2 !n1 aft] a pause1 ,i h be5 accu/om$ to ?9k bo? celibacy & m>riage good 9 _! way4 ,9 ! ,*ur* ( ,rome great good1 ,i see1 comes ( celibacy2 b dep5d on x1 my de> ,r$+1 y are mak+ a great blund] if y are = introduc+ celibacy into ! ,anglican ,*ur*4 ,!re's no?+ aga9/ x 9 ,pray] ,book or ,articles1 said ,*>les4 ,p]haps n2 b ! :ole g5ius1 /ructure1 work+ ( our ,*ur* goes ! o!r way4 ,= in/ance1 we h no mona/]ies to relieve ! poor2 & if we _h1 ,i suspect1 z ?+s are1 a p>son's wife w\ld1 9 practical sub/antial usefulness1 be inf9itely sup]ior to all ! monks t 7 ev] %av54 ,i decl>e1 ,i ?9k ! ,bi%op ( ,ipswi* is almo/ ju/ifi$ 9 giv+ out t none b m>ri$ m5 h a *ance ( pref]m5t f him2 nay1 ! ,bi%op ( ,ab+don1 :o makes a rule ( be/[+ 8 be/ liv+s z m>riage portions to ! mo/ virtu\s "y ladies 9 8 diocese4 ,c>lton spoke ) m en]gy ?an 0 usual ) him4 ,*>les answ]$1 t he 0 n look+ to ! exp$i5cy or feasibility ( ! ?+1 b at :at seem$ to him be/ 9 itself1 & :at he c\ld n help admir+4 ,i said no?+ ab\t ! celibacy ( cl]gy1 he obs]v$1 b ( celibacy g5]ally4 ,celibacy has no place 9 our idea or our sy/em ( religion1 dep5d on x1 said ,c>lton4 ,x is no?+ to ! purpose1 :e!r !re is any?+ 9 ! ,articles aga9/ x2 x is n a "q ab\t =mal enactm5ts1 b :e!r ! g5ius ( ,anglicanism is n utt]ly at v>iance ) x4 ,! exp]i5ce ( ?ree hundr$ ye>s is surely abundant = our purpose2 if we don't "k :at our religion is 9 t "t1 :at "t w be long en\gh8 !re are =ms ( religion :i* h n la/$ s long f fir/ to la/4 ,n[ enum]ate ! cases ( celibacy = celibacy's sake 9 t p]iod1 & :at w be ! sum total ( !m8 ,"s in/ances !re are2 b ev5 ,hammond1 :o di$ unm>ri$1 0 go+ to m>ry1 :5 8 "m wi%$ x4 ,on ! o!r h&1 if y look out = types ( our ,*ur* c y f9d tru] ?an ! m>ri$ excell5ce ( ,hook] ! pr(\nd1 ,taylor ! devotional1 & ,bull ! polemical8 ,! v fir/ re=m$ primate is m>ri$2 9 ,pole & ,p>k]1 ! two sy/ems1 ,roman & ,anglican1 come into /rong contra/4 ,well1 x seems to me z mu* a yoke ( bondage1 said ,*>les1 to compel m>riage z to compel celibacy1 & t is :at y are really driv+ at4 ,y are tell+ me t any "o is a black %eep :o does n m>ry4 ,n a v practical difficulty to y at ?is mom5t1 said ,c>lton2 no "o is ask+ y to g ab\t on ,coelebs' mission j n[1 ) ,ari/otle 9 h& & ! class-li/ 9 view4 ,well1 excuse me1 said ,*>les1 if ,i h said any?+ v fooli%2 y don't suppose ,i argue on su* subjects ) o!rs4 ,,*apt] ,v4 ,!y _h by ?is "t /roll$ z f> z ,c>lton's lodg+s1 :]e ! books happ5$ to be on :i* ,*>les 0 at t "t m imm$iately employ$2 & !y took two or ?ree turns "u "s f9e bee*es :i* /ood 9 front ( ! h\se be=e ent]+ x4 ,tell me1 ,r$+1 said ,c>lton1 = really ,i don't und]/&1 :at are y\r reasons = admir+ :at1 9 tru?1 is simply an unnatural /ate4 ,don't let u talk m1 my de> ,c>lton1 answ]$ ,r$+2 ,i %all g on mak+ a fool ( myself4 ,let well alone1 or bad alone1 pray d4 ,x 0 evid5t t !re 0 "s /rong feel+ irritat+ him inw>dly2 ! mann] & words 7 too s]i\s = ! occasion4 ,c>lton1 too1 felt /rongly ^u :at seem$ at fir/ sight a v second>y "q1 or he w\ld h let x alone1 z ,*>les ask$ him4 ,no2 z we are on ! subject1 let me get at y\r view1 said he4 ,x 0 said 9 ! beg9n+1 ',increase & multiply2' !re=e celibacy is unnatural4 ,sup]natural1 said ,*>les1 smil+4 ,is n t a ^w )\t an idea8 ask$ ,c>lton4 ,we are taught by ,butl] t !re is an analogy betwe5 nature & grace2 else y might p>allel paganism to nature1 & :]e paganism is contr>y to nature1 say t x is sup]natural4 ,! ,wesleyan convulsions are pret]natural2 :y n sup]natural8 ,i really ?9k t our div9es1 or at lea/ "s ( !m1 are on my side "h1 said ,*>les--,j]emy ,taylor1 ,i believe4 ,y h n told me :at y mean by sup]natural1 said ,c>lton2 ,i want to get at :at y ?9k1 y "k4 ,x seems to me1 said ,*>les1 t ,*ri/ianity1 be+ ! p]fection ( nature1 is bo? l x & unlike x2--l x1 :]e x is ! same or z mu* z nature2 unlike x1 :]e x is z mu* & m4 ,i mean by sup]natural ! p]fection ( nature4 ,give me an in/ance1 said ,c>lton4 ,:y1 consid]1 ,c>lton2 our ,"l says1 ',ye h he>d t x has be5 said ( old "t1--b ,i say unto y2' t contra/ d5otes ! m p]fect way1 or ! gospel 444 ,he came n to de/roy1 b to fulfil ! law 444 ,i c't recollect ( a sudd52 444 oh1 = in/ance1 ?is is a case 9 po9t2 ,he aboli%$ a p]mission :i* _h be5 giv5 to ! ,jews because ( ! h>dness ( _! he>ts4 ,n q 9 po9t1 said ,c>lton1 = ! ,jews1 9 _! divorces1 _h fall5 bel[ nature4 ',let no man put asund]1' 0 ! rule 9 ,p>adise4 ,/ill1 surely ! idea ( an ,apo/le1 unm>ri$1 pure1 9 fa/ & nak$ness1 & at l5g? a m>tyr1 is a high] idea ?an t ( "o ( ! old ,israelites sitt+ "u 8 v9e & fig-tree1 full ( temporal goods1 & surr\nd$ by sons & gr&sons4 ,i am n d]ogat+ f ,gideon or ,caleb2 ,i am add+ to ,/4 ,paul4 ,/4 ,paul's is a v p>ticul> case1 said ,c>lton4 ,b he himself lays d[n ! g5]al maxim1 t x is 'good' = a man to cont9ue z he 04 ,!re we come to a "q ( criticism1 :at 'good' means3 ,i may ?9k x means 'exp$i5t1' & :at he says ab\t ! 'pres5t di/ress' confirms x4 ,well1 ,i won't g to criticism1 said ,*>les2 take ! text1 '9 s9 ha? my "m conceiv$ me4' ,d n ^! words %[ t1 ov] & above ! doctr9e ( orig9al s91 !re is 7to say ! lea/7 great risk ( m>riage lead+ to s9 9 m>ri$ p8 ,my de> ,r$+1 said ,c>lton1 a/oni%$1 y are runn+ into ,gno/icism4 ,n kn[+ly or will+ly1 answ]$ ,*>les2 b und]/& :at ,i mean4 ,x's n a subject ,i c talk ab\t2 b x seems to me1 )\t ( c\rse say+ t m>ri$ p]sons mu/ s9 7:i* w\ld be ,gno/icism71 t !re is a dang] ( s94 ,b don't let me say m on ?is po9t4 ,well1 said ,c>lton1 aft] ?9k+ a:ile1 ,i h be5 accu/om$ to consid] ,*ri/ianity z ! p]fection ( man z a :ole1 body1 s\l1 & _s4 ,don't misund]/& me4 ,pan!i/s say body & intellect1 leav+ out ! moral pr9ciple2 b ,i say _s z well z m9d4 ,_s1 or ! pr9ciple ( religi\s fai? & ob$i5ce1 %\ld be ! ma/] pr9ciple1 ! hegemonicon4 ,to ?is bo? intellect & body are subs]vi5t2 b z ?is supremacy does n imply ! ill-usage1 ! bondage ( ! intellect1 nei!r does x ( ! body2 bo? %\ld be well treat$4 ,well1 ,i ?9k1 on ! contr>y1 x does imply 9 "o s5se ! bondage ( intellect & body too4 ,:at is fai? b ! submission ( ! intellect8 & z 'e high ?\ght is br\ght into captivity1' s are we expressly told to br+ ! body into subjection too4 ,!y are bo? well treat$1 :5 !y are treat$ s z to be made fit in/rum5ts ( ! sov]eign pr9ciple4 ,t is :at ,i call unnatural1 said ,c>lton4 ,& x is :at ,i mean by sup]natural1 answ]$ ,r$+1 gett+ a little too e>ne/4 ,h[ is x sup]natural1 or add+ to nature1 to de/roy a "p ( x8 ask$ ,c>lton4 ,*>les 0 puzzl$4 ,x 0 a way1 he said1 t[>ds p]fection2 b he ?\ght t p]fection came aft] dea?1 n "h4 ,our nature c\ld n be p]fect ) a corruptible body2 ! body 0 treat$ n[ z a body ( dea?4 ,well1 ,r$+1 answ]$ ,c>lton1 y make ,*ri/ianity a v diff]5t religion f :at our ,*ur* consid]s x1 ,i really ?9k2 & he paus$ a:ile4 ,look "h1 he proce$$1 h[ c we rejoice 9 ,*ri/1 z hav+ be5 r$eem$ by ,him1 if we are 9 ?is sort ( gloomy p5it5tial /ate8 ,h[ mu* is said 9 ,/4 ,paul ab\t peace1 ?anksgiv+1 assurance1 com=t1 & ! l6 ,old ?+s are pass$ away2 ! ,jewi% law is de/roy$2 p>don & peace are come2 t is ! ,gospel4 ,don't y ?9k1 !n1 said ,*>les1 t we %\ld grieve = ! s9s into :i* we are daily betray$1 & = ! m s]i\s (f5ces :i* f "t to "t we may h committ$8 ,c]ta9ly2 we d s 9 ,morn+ & ,ev5+ ,pray]1 & 9 ! ,communion ,s]vice4 ,well1 b suppos+ a y\?1 z is s (t5 ! case1 has neglect$ religion altoge!r1 & has a :ole load ( s9s1 & v he9\s ones1 all ^u him1--d y ?9k t1 :5 he turns ov] a new leaf1 & comes to ,communion1 he is1 on say+ ! ,confession 7say+ x ) t contrition ) :i* su* p]sons ought to say x71 p>don$ at once1 & has no?+ m to fe> ab\t 8 pa/ s9s8 ,i %\ld say1 ',yes1' answ]$ ,c>lton4 ,really1 said ,*>les ?\ghtfully4 ,( c\rse1 said ,c>lton1 ,i suppose him truly sorry or p5it5t3 :e!r he is s or n 8 future life w %[4 ,well1 someh[1 ,i _c ma/] ?is idea1 said ,*>les2 ,i ?9k mo/ s]i\s p]sons1 ev5 = a little s91 w\ld g on fidget+ !mselves1 & w\ld n suppose !y ga9$ p>don directly !y ask$ = x4 ,c]ta9ly1 answ]$ ,c>lton2 b ,god p>dons ^? :o d n p>don !mselves4 ,t is1 said ,*>les1 :o don't at once feel peace1 assurance1 & com=t2 :o don't feel ! p]fect joy ( ! ,gospel4 ,su* p]sons grieve1 b rejoice too1 said ,c>lton4 ,b tell me1 ,c>lton1 said ,r$+2 is1 or is n1 _! n =giv+ !mselves1 _! sorr[ & tr\ble1 pleas+ to ,god8 ,surely4 ,?us a c]ta9 self-infliction = s9 committ$ is pleas+ to ,him2 &1 if s1 h[ does x matt] :e!r x is inflict$ on m9d or body8 ,x is n prop]ly a self-infliction1 answ]$ ,c>lton2 self-infliction implies int5tion2 grief at s9 is some?+ spontane\s4 ,:5 y afflict y\rself on purpose1 !n at once y pass f pure ,*ri/ianity4 ,well1 said ,*>les1 ,i c]ta9ly fanci$ t fa/+1 ab/95ce1 lab\rs1 celibacy1 might be tak5 z a make-up = s94 ,x is n a v f>-fet*$ idea4 ,y recollect ,dr4 ,johnson's /&+ 9 ! ra9 9 ! m>ket-place at ,li*field :5 a man1 z a p5ance = "s disob$i5ce to 8 fa!r :5 a boy8 ,b1 my de> ,r$+1 said ,c>lton1 let me br+ y back to :at y said orig9ally1 & to my answ] to y1 :i* :at y n[ say only makes m apposite4 ,y began by say+ t celibacy 0 a p]fection ( nature1 n[ y make x a p5ance2 fir/ x is good & glori\s1 next x is a m$ic9e & puni%m5t4 ,p]haps our highe/ p]fection "h is p5ance1 said ,*>les2 b ,i don't "k2 ,i don't pr(ess to h cle> ideas ^u ! subject4 ,i h talk$ m ?an ,i l4 ,let u at l5g? give ov]4 ,!y did1 9 consequ5ce1 pass to o!r subjects connect$ ) ,*>les's read+2 !n !y ent]$ ! h\se1 & set to ^u ,polybius2 b x c\ld n be d5i$ t = ! re/ ( ! day ,c>lton's mann] 0 n q 8 own1 z if some?+ _h annoy$ him4 ,next morn+ he 0 z usual4 ,,*apt] ,,vi4 ,x is impossible to /op ! gr[? ( ! m9d4 ,"h 0 ,*>les ) 8 ?\ghts turn$ away f religi\s controv]sy = two ye>s1 yet ) 8 religi\s views progress+1 unkn[n to himself1 ! :ole "t4 ,x c\ld n h be5 o!rwise1 if he 0 to live a religi\s life at all4 ,if he 0 to wor%ip & obey 8 ,creator1 intellectual acts1 conclusions1 & judgm5ts1 mu/ accompany t wor%ip & ob$i5ce4 ,he might n realize 8 own belief till que/ions _h be5 put to him2 b !n a s+le discussion ) a fri5d1 su* z ! above ) ,c>lton1 w\ld br+ out :at he really did hold to 8 own appreh5sion--w\ld asc]ta9 = him ! limits ( ea* op9ion z he held x1 & ! int]-relations ( op9ion ) op9ion4 ,he _h n yet giv5 names to ^! op9ions1 mu* less _h !y tak5 a !ological =m2 nor c\ld !y1 "u 8 circum/ances1 be express$ 9 !ological language2 b "h he 01 a "y man ( tw5ty-two1 pr(ess+ 9 an h\r's conv]sation ) a fri5d1 :at really 7 ! ,ca?olic doctr9es & usages ( p5ance1 purgatory1 c\ncils ( p]fection1 mortification ( self1 & cl]ical celibacy4 ,no wond] t all ?is annoy$ ,c>lton1 ?\gh he no m ?an ,*>les p]ceiv$ t all ?is ,ca?olicism did 9 fact lie hid "u 8 pr(essions2 b he felt1 9 :at ,r$+ put out1 ! pres5ce ( some?+1 z he express$ x1 v unlike ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&2 some?+ new & unpleasant to him1 & )al some?+ :i* _h a body 9 x1 :i* _h a mom5tum1 :i* c\ld n be pass$ ov] z a vague1 sudd5 s\nd or transitory cl\d1 b :i* _h mu* beh9d x1 :i* made itself felt1 :i* /ruck heavily4 ,& "h we see :at is meant :5 a p]son says t ! ,ca?olic sy/em comes home to 8 m9d1 fulfils 8 ideas ( religion1 satisfies 8 sympa?ies1 & ! l2 & !reupon becomes a ,ca?olic4 ,su* a p]son is (t5 said to g by private judgm5t1 to be *oos+ 8 religion by 8 own /&>d ( :at a religion ought to be4 ,n[ x ne$ n be d5i$ t ^? :o are ext]nal to ! ,*ur* mu/ beg9 ) private judgm5t2 !y use x 9 ord] ultimately to sup]s$e x2 z a man out ( doors uses a lamp 9 a d>k night1 & puts x out :5 he gets home4 ,:at w\ld be ?\ght ( 8 br++ x into 8 draw+-room8 :at w\ld ! goodly company !re assembl$ be=e a g5ial he>? & "u glitt]+ *&eli]s1 ! bright ladies & ! well-dress$ g5tlem51 say to him if he came 9 ) a great-coat on 8 back1 a hat on 8 head1 an umbrella "u 8 arm1 & a l>ge /able-lant]n 9 8 h&8 ,yet :at w\ld be ?\ght1 on ! o!r h&1 if he precipitat$ himself into ! inhospitable night & ! w> ( ! elem5ts 9 8 ball-dress8 ,:5 ! k+ came 9 to see ! gue/s1 he saw a man :o _h n on a w$d+-g>m5t2 he saw a man :o det]m9$ to live 9 ! ,*ur* z he _h liv$ out ( x1 :o w\ld n use 8 privileges1 :o w\ld n ex*ange reason = fai?1 :o w\ld n accommodate 8 ?\ghts & do+s to ! glori\s sc5e :i* surr\nd$ him1 :o 0 grop+ = ! hidd5 treasure & digg+ = ! pe>l ( price 9 ! high1 lu/r\s1 all-jewell$ ,temple ( ! ,"l ( ,ho/s2 :o %ut 8 eyes & speculat$1 :5 he might op5 !m & see4 ,!re is no absurdity1 !n1 or inconsi/5cy 9 a p]son fir/ us+ 8 private judgm5t & !n d5\nc+ its use4 ,circum/ances *ange duties4 ,b /ill1 aft] all1 ! p]son 9 "q does n1 /rictly speak+1 judge ( ! ext]nal sy/em pres5t$ to him by 8 private ideas1 b he br+s 9 ! dicta ( t sy/em to confirm & to ju/ify c]ta9 private judgm5ts & p]sonal feel+s & habits already exi/+4 ,r$+1 = in/ance1 felt a difficulty 9 det]m9+ h[ & :5 ! s9s ( a ,*ri/ian are =giv52 he _h a great notion t celibacy 0 bett] ?an m>ri$ life4 ,he 0 n ! fir/ p]son 9 ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& :o _h _h su* ?\ghts2 to numb]s1 d\btless1 be=e him !y _h occurr$2 b ^! numb]s _h look$ abroad1 & se5 no?+ ar\nd !m to ju/ify :at !y felt1 & _! feel+s _h1 9 consequ5ce1 ei!r fe/]$ )9 !m1 or )]$ away4 ,b :5 a man1 ?us con/itut$ )91 falls "u ! %ad[ ( ,ca?olicism )\t1 !n ! mighty ,cre$ at once produces an influ5ce ^u him4 ,he see t x ju/ifies 8 ?\ghts1 expla9s 8 feel+s2 he und]/&s t x numb]s1 corrects1 h>monizes1 completes !m2 & he is l$ to ask :at is ! au?ority ( ?is =eign tea*+2 & !n1 :5 he f9ds x is :at 0 once receiv$ 9 ,engl& f nor? to s\?1 9 ,engl& f ! v "t t ,*ri/ianity 0 introduc$ "h2 t1 z f> z hi/orical records g1 ,*ri/ianity & ,ca?olicism are synonym\s2 t x is /ill ! fai? ( ! l>ge/ section ( ! ,*ri/ian _w2 & t ! fai? ( 8 own c\ntry is held n[h]e b )9 h] own limits & ^? ( h] own colonies2 nay1 fur!r1 t x is v difficult to say :at fai? %e has1 or t %e has any1--!n he submits himself to ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*1 n by a process ( criticism1 b z a pupil to a tea*]4 ,9 say+ ?is1 ( c\rse x is n d5i$1 on ! "o h&1 t !re may be p]sons :o come to ! ,ca?olic ,*ur* on imp]fect motives1 or 9 a wrong way2 :o *oose x by criticism1 & :o1 unsubdu$ by its maje/y & its grace1 g on criticiz+ :5 !y are 9 x2 & :o1 if !y p]si/ & d n le>n humility1 may criticize !mselves out ( x aga94 ,nor is x d5i$1 on ! o!r h&1 t "s :o are n ,ca?olics may possibly *oose 7= in/ance7 ,me?odism1 9 ! above moral way1 viz4 because x confirms & ju/ifies ! inw>d feel+ ( _! he>ts4 ,?is is c]ta9ly possible 9 idea1 ?\gh :at !re is v5]able1 awful1 sup]human1 9 ! ,wesleyan ,conf]5ce to p]suade "o to take x z a prophet1 is a p]plex+ problem2 yet1 aft] all1 ! matt] ( fact we conceive to lie ! o!r way1 viz4 t ,wesleyans & o!r sect>ies put !mselves above _! sy/em1 n bel[ x2 & ?\gh !y may 9 bodily position sit "u _! prea*]1 yet 9 ! position ( _! s\ls & spirits1 m9ds & judgm5ts1 !y are exalt$ high above him4 ,b to return to ! subject ( our n>rative4 ,:at a my/]y is ! s\l ( man6 ,"h 0 ,*>les1 busy ) ,ari/otle & ,euripides1 ,?ucydides & ,lucretius1 yet all ! :ile gr[+ t[>ds ! ,*ur*1 to ! measure ( ! age ( ! fulness ( ,*ri/4 ,8 "m _h said to him t he c\ld n escape 8 de/9y2 x 0 true1 ?\gh x 0 to be fulfill$ 9 a way :i* %e1 affectionate he>t1 c\ld n compass1 did n dream (4 ,he c\ld n escape ! de/9y ( be+ "o ( ! elect ( ,god2 he c\ld n escape t de/9y :i* ! grace ( 8 ,r$eem] _h /amp$ on 8 s\l 9 baptism1 :i* 8 good angel _h se5 writt5 !re1 & _h done 8 zeal\s "p to keep inviolate & bright1 :i* 8 own co-op]ation ) ! influ5ces ( ,heav5 _h confirm$ & secur$4 ,he c\ld n escape ! de/9y1 9 due "t1 9 ,god's "t--?\gh x might be long1 ?\gh angels might be anxi\s1 ?\gh ! ,*ur* might plead z if defraud$ ( h] promis$ increase ( a /rang]1 yet a son2 yet come x mu/1 x 0 writt5 9 ,heav51 & ! sl[ :eels ( "t ea* h\r br\ght x ne>]--he c\ld n ultimately escape 8 de/9y ( becom+ a ,ca?olic4 ,& ev5 be=e t bless$ h\r1 z an op5+ fl[] scatt]s sweets1 s ! /range unkn[n od\r1 pleas+ to "s1 odi\s to o!rs1 w5t abroad f him ^u ! w9ds1 & made !m m>vel :at c\ld be ne> !m1 & make !m look curi\sly & anxi\sly at him1 :ile he 0 unconsci\s ( 8 own condition4 ,let u be pati5t ) him1 z 8 ,mak] is pati5t1 & be> t he %\ld d a "w sl[ly :i* he w d well4 ,alas6 :ile ,*>les _h be5 gr[+ 9 "o direction1 ,%effield _h be5 gr[+ 9 ano!r2 & :at t gr[? _h be5 w appe> f a conv]sation :i* took place betwe5 ! two fri5ds1 & :i* %all be relat$ 9 ! foll[+ *apt]4 ,,*apt] ,,vii4 ,c>lton _h op5$ ! small *ur* he 0 s]v+ = ,sa9ts'-day s]vices dur+ ! ,long ,vacation2 & n be+ 9 ! way to h any congregation1 & ! *ur* at ,horsley be+ clos$ except on ,sundays1 he _h ask$ 8 two pupils to help him 9 ?is matt]1 by walk+ ov] ) him on ,/4 ,mat!w's day1 :i*1 z ! season 0 f9e1 & ! walk f> f a dull "o1 !y 7 v glad to d4 ,:5 *ur* 0 ov] ,c>lton _h to att5d a sick call :i* lay /ill f>!r f ,horsley1 & ! two "y m5 walk$ back toge!r4 ,i did n "k t ,c>lton 0 s mu* ( a p>ty man1 said ,%effield2 did n 8 read+ ! ,a?anasian ,cre$ /rike y8 ,t's no m>k ( p>ty1 surely1 answ]$ ,*>les4 ,to read x on days l ^!1 ,i ?9k1 is a m>k ( p>ty2 x's go+ out ( ! way4 ,*>les did n see h[ obey+ 9 s pla9 a matt] ! cle> direction ( ! ,pray] ,book c\ld be a p>ty act4 ,direction6 said ,%effield1 z if ! "q 7 n1 is t direction n[ b9d+8 ! s5se1 ! und]/&+ ( ! ,*ur* ( ?is day det]m9es its obligation4 ,! prima facie view ( ! matt]1 said ,*>les1 is1 t !y :o d b foll[ :at ! ,pray] ,book enjo9s are ( all p f>!/ f be+ a p>ty4 ,n at all1 said ,%effield2 rigid adh]5ce to old cu/oms surely may be ! badge ( a p>ty4 ,n[ consid]2 t5 ye>s ago1 be=e ! /udy ( ,*ur*-hi/ory 0 reviv$1 nei!r ,arianism nor ,a?anasianism 7 ?\ght ( at all1 or1 if ?\ght (1 !y 7 consid]$ z que/ions ( words1 at lea/ z held by mo/ m9ds--"o z good z ! o!r4 ,i %\ld say s1 too1 9 "o s5se1 said ,*>les1 t is1 ,i %\ld hope t numb]s ( p]sons1 = in/ance1 ! unle>n$1 :o 7 9 ,arian communities spoke ,arian language1 & yet did n mean x4 ,i ?9k ,i h he>d t "s anci5t mission>y ( ! ,go?s or ,huns 0 an ,arian4 ,well1 ,i w speak m precisely1 said ,%effield3 an ,ox=d man1 "s t5 ye>s s9ce1 0 go+ to publi% a hi/ory ( ! ,nic5e ,c\ncil1 & ! booksell] propos$ to him to prefix an engrav+ ( ,/4 ,a?anasius1 :i* he _h f\nd 9 "s old volume4 ,he 0 /rongly dissuad$ f do+ s by a bro!r cl]gyman1 n f any feel+ ( 8 own1 b because ',a?anasius 0 a v unpopul> "n among u4' ,"o swall[ does n make a spr+1 said ,*>les4 ,?is cl]gyman1 cont9u$ ,%effield1 0 a fri5d ( ! mo/ ,high-,*ur* writ]s ( ! day4 ,( c\rse1 said ,r$+1 !re has always be5 a het]odox s*ool 9 our ,*ur*--,i "k t well en\gh--b x nev] has be5 p[]ful4 ,y\r lax fri5d 0 "o ( !m4 ,i believe n1 inde$1 answ]$ ,%effield2 he liv$ out ( controv]sy1 0 a lit]>y1 accompli%$ p]son1 & a man ( piety to boot4 ,he did n express any feel+ ( 8 own2 he did b witness to a fact1 t ! "n ( ,a?anasius 0 unpopul>4 ,s little 0 kn[n ab\t hi/ory1 said ,*>les1 ?is is n surpris+4 ,/4 ,a?anasius1 y "k1 did n write ! ,cre$ call$ aft] him4 ,x is possible to ?9k him intemp]ate1 )\t ?9k+ ! ,cre$ wrong4 ,well1 !n1 aga92 !re's ,beatson1 ,div9ity ,pr(essor2 no "o w call him 9 any s5se a p>ty man2 he 0 put 9 by ! ,tories1 & nev] has committ$ himself to any lib]al !ories 9 !ology4 ,n[1 a man :o att5d$ 8 private lectures assures me t he told ! m51 ',d'ye see1' said he1 ',i take x1 t ! old ,*ur*-(-,engl& mode ( h&l+ ! ,cre$ w5t out ) ,bull4 ,aft] ,locke wrote1 ! old or?odox phraseology came into disrepute4' ,well1 p]haps he meant1 said ,*>les1 t le>n+ di$ away1 :i* 0 ! case4 ,! old !ological language is pla9ly a le>n$ language2 :5 fa!rs & s*oolm5 7 n read1 ( c\rse x w\ld be 9 abeyance2 :5 !y 7 read aga91 x has reviv$4 ,no1 no1 answ]$ ,%effield1 he said mu* m on ano!r occasion4 ,speak+ ( ,cre$s1 & ! l1 ',i hold1' he said1 't ! majority ( ! educat$ laity ( our ,*ur* are ,sabellians4' ,*>les 0 sil5t1 & h>dly knew :at reply to make4 ,%effield w5t on3 ,i 0 pres5t "s ye>s ago1 :5 ,i 0 q a boy1 :5 a sort ( tutor ( m9e 0 talk+ to "o ( ! mo/ le>n$ & or?odox div9es ( ! day1 a man ^: "n has nev] be5 associat$ ) p>ty1 & ! ne> relation & connexion ( high dignit>ies1 ab\t a plan ( 8 own = writ+ a hi/ory ( ! ,c\ncils4 ,?is good & able man li/5$ ) polit5ess1 applaud$ ! project2 !n add$1 9 a laugh+ way1 ',y "k y h *os5 j ! dulle/ subject 9 ,*ur*-hi/ory4 ,n[ ! ,c\ncils beg9 ) ! ,nic5e ,cre$1 & embrace ne>ly all doctr9al subjects :atev]4' ,my de> ,%effield1 said ,*>les1 y h fall5 9 ) a p>ticul> set or p>ty ( m5 y\rself2 v respectable1 good m51 ,i don't d\bt1 b no fair specim5s ( ! :ole ,*ur*4 ,i don't br+ !m z au?orities1 answ]$ ,%effield1 b z witnesses4 ,/ill1 said ,*>les1 ,i "k p]fectly well1 t !re 0 a controv]sy at ! end ( ! la/ c5tury betwe5 ,bi%op ,horsley & o!rs1 9 :i* he br\ght out di/9ctly "o "p at lea/ ( ! ,a?anasian doctr9e4 ,8 controv]sy 0 n a def5ce ( ! ,a?anasian ,cre$1 ,i "k well1 said ,%effield2 = ! subject came into ,upton's ,article-lecture2 x 0 ) ,prie/ley2 b1 :atev] x 01 div9es w\ld only ?9k x all v f9e1 j z 8 ',s]mons on ,prophecy4' ,x is ano!r "q :e!r !y w\ld recognize ! wor? ei!r ( ! "o or ( ! o!r4 ,!y receive ! s*ola/ic t]ms ab\t ! ,tr9ity j z !y receive ! doctr9e t ! ,pope is ,anti*ri/4 ,:5 ,horsley says ! latt]1 or some?+ ( ! k9d1 good old cl]gym5 say1 ',c]ta9ly1 c]ta9ly1 oh yes1 x's ! old ,*ur*-(-,engl& doctr9e1' ?9k+ x "r1 inde$1 to be ma9ta9$1 b n c>+ !mselves to ma9ta9 x1 or at mo/ pr(ess+ x j :5 m5tion$1 b n really ?9k+ ab\t x f "o ye>'s end to ! o!r4 ,& s ) reg>d to ! doctr9e ( ! ,tr9ity1 !y say1 '! great ,horsley1' '! p[]ful ,horsley2' !y don't inde$ dispute 8 doctr9e1 b !y don't c>e ab\t x2 !y look on him z a d\ghty *ampion1 arm$ cap--pie1 :o has put d[n diss5t1 :o has cut (f ! head ( "s impud5t non-protectioni/1 or insane *>ti/1 or sp\t] 9 a ve/ry1 :o1 "u cov] ( !ology1 _h run a tilt aga9/ ti!s & *ur*-rates4 ,i c't ?9k s badly ( our pres5t div9es1 said ,*>les2 ,i "k t 9 ?is v place !re are v>i\s or?odox writ]s1 :om no "o w\ld call p>ty m54 ,/op1 said ,%effield1 und]/& me1 ,i 0 n speak+ aga9/ !m4 ,i 0 b say+ t ^! anti-,a?anasian views 7 n unfrequ5t4 ,i h be5 9 ! way ( he>+ a good deal on ! subject at my private tutor's1 & h kept my eyes ab\t me s9ce ,i h be5 "h4 ,! ,bi%op ( ,d]by 0 a fri5d ( ,%e5's1 my private tutor1 & got 8 promotion :5 ,i 0 ) ! latt]2 & ,%e5 told me t he wrote to him on t occasion1 ',:at %all ,i read8 ,i don't "k any?+ ( !ology4' ,i r ?9k he 0 recomm5d$1 or propos$ to read ,scott's ,bible4 ,x's easy to br+ in/ances1 said ,*>les1 :5 y h all y\r own way2 :at y say is evid5tly all an ex-p>te /atem5t4 ,take aga9 ,%ipton1 :o di$ lately1 cont9u$ ,%effield2 :at a high position he held 9 ! ,*ur*2 yet x is p]fectly well kn[n t he ?\ght x a mi/ake to use ! ^w ',p]son' 9 ! doctr9e ( ! ,tr9ity4 ,:at makes ?is /rang] is1 t he 0 s v sev]e on cl]gym5 7,tract>ians1 = in/ance7 :o evade ! s5se ( ! ,articles4 ,n[ he 0 a s+ul>ly hone/1 /raight=w>d man2 he despis$ money2 he c>$ no?+ = public op9ion2 yet he 0 a ,sabellian4 ,w\ld he h eat5 ! bread ( ! ,*ur*1 z x is call$1 = a day1 unless he _h felt t 8 op9ions 7 n inconsi/5t ) 8 pr(ession z ,dean ( ,ba?1 & ,preb5d>y ( ,dor*e/]8 ,is x n pla9 t he consid]$ ! practice ( ! ,*ur* to h modifi$1 to h re-int]pret$ its docum5ts8 ,:y1 said ,*>les1 ! practice ( ! ,*ur* _c make black :ite2 or1 if a s5t5ce means yes1 make x mean no4 ,i won't d5y t words are (t5 vague & unc]ta9 9 _! s5se1 & frequ5tly ne$ a comm5t1 s t ! tea*+ ( ! day has great influ5ce 9 det]m9+ _! s5se2 b ! "q is1 :e!r ! c\nt]-tea*+ ( e dean1 e preb5d>y1 e cl]gyman1 e bi%op 9 ! :ole ,*ur*1 c\ld make ! ,a?anasian ,cre$ ,sabellian2 ,i ?9k n4 ,c]ta9ly n1 answ]$ ,%effield2 b ! cl]gym5 ,i speak ( simply say t !y are n b\nd to ! details ( ! ,cre$1 only to ! great outl9e t !re is a ,tr9ity4 ,great outl9e6 said ,*>les1 great /uff6 an ,unit>ian w\ld n d5y t4 ,he1 ( c\rse1 believes 9 ,fa!r1 ,son1 & ,holy ,_s2 ?\gh he ?9ks ! ,son a creature1 & ! ,_s an influ5ce4 ,well1 ,i don't d5y1 said ,%effield1 t if ,dean ,%ipton 0 a s\nd memb] ( ! ,*ur*1 ,dr4 ,prie/ley might h be5 also4 ,b my d\bt is1 :e!r1 if ! ,tract>ian s*ool _h n ris51 ,prie/ley might n h be51 _h he liv$ to ?is "t1 ,i w n say a positively s\nd memb]1 b s\nd en\gh = pref]m5t4 ,if ! ,tract>ian s*ool _h n ris56 t is b say+ if our ,*ur* 0 o!r ?an x is4 ,:at is t s*ool b a bir?1 an (fspr+ ( ! ,*ur*8 & if ! ,*ur* _h n giv5 bir? to "o p>ty ( m5 = its def5ce1 x w\ld h giv5 bir? to ano!r4 ,no1 no1 said ,%effield1 ,i assure y ! old s*ool ( doctr9e 0 all b run out :5 !y began2 & ,i decl>e ,i wi% !y _h let ?+s alone4 ,!re 0 ! doctr9e ( ! ,apo/olical ,succession2 a few good old m5 7 its sole rema9+ pr(essors 9 ! ,*ur*2 & a great ecclesia/ical p]sonage1 on "o occasion1 q sc(f$ at _! p]si/+ to hold x4 ,he ma9ta9$ ! doctr9e w5t out ) ! non-jurors4 ',y are s few1' he said1 't we c c\nt y4' ,*>les 0 n pleas$ ) ! subject1 on v>i\s acc\nts4 ,he did n l :at seem$ to him an attack ( ,%effield's ^u ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&2 &1 besides1 he began to feel uncom=table misgiv+s & d\bts :e!r t attack 0 n well f\nd$1 to :i* he did n l to be expos$4 ,accord+ly he kept sil5ce1 &1 aft] a %ort int]val1 attempt$ to *ange ! subject2 b ,%effield's h& 0 91 & he w\ld n be balk$2 s he pres5tly began aga94 ,i h be5 speak+1 he said1 ( ! lib]al section ( our ,*ur*4 ,!re are f\r p>ties 9 ! ,*ur*4 ,( ^! ! old ,tory1 or c\ntry p>ty1 :i* is out-&-out ! l>ge/1 has no op9ion at all1 b m]ely takes up ! !ology or no-!ology ( ! day1 & _c prop]ly be said to 'hold' :at ! ,cre$ calls '! ,ca?olic fai?4' ,x does n d5y x2 x may n kn[+ly disbelieve x2 b x gives no signs ( actually hold+ x1 beyond ! fact t x treats x ) respect4 ,i w v5ture to say1 t n a c\ntry p>son ( !m all1 f ye>'s end to ye>'s end1 makes once a ye> :at ,ca?olics call 'an act ( fai?' 9 t special & v di/9ctive my/]y conta9$ 9 ! clauses ( ! ,a?anasian ,cre$4 ,!n1 see+ ,*>les look$ r hurt1 he add$1 ,i am n speak+ ( any p>ticul> cl]gyman "h or !re1 b ( ! great majority ( !m4 ,aft] ! ,tory p>ty comes ! ,lib]al2 :i* also dislikes ! ,a?anasian ,cre$1 z ,i h said4 ,?irdly1 z to ! ,evangelical2 ,i "k y h "o ( ! ,nos4 ( ! ',tracts = ! ,times' ab\t objective fai?4 ,n[ t tract seems to prove t ! ,evangelical p>ty is implicitly ,sabellian1 & is t5d+ to av[ t belief4 ,?is too has be5 already ! actual c\rse ( ,evangelical doctr9e bo? on ! ,cont95t & 9 ,am]ica4 ,! ,prote/ants ( ,g5eva1 ,holl&1 ,ul/]1 & ,bo/on h all1 ,i believe1 become ,unit>ians1 or ! l4 ,dr4 ,adam ,cl>ke too1 ! celebrat$ ,wesleyan1 held ! di/+ui%+ ,sabellian t5et1 z ,doddridge is said to h done be=e him4 ,all ?is consid]$1 ,i d ?9k ,i h made out a good case = my orig9al ass]tion1 t at ?is "t ( day x is a p>ty ?+ to g out ( ! way to read ! ,a?anasian ,cre$4 ,i don't agree ) y at all1 said ,*>les2 y say a great deal m ?an y h a w>rant to d1 & draw sweep+ conclusions f sl5d] premisses4 ,?is1 at lea/1 is :at x seems to me4 ,i wi% too y w\ld n s speak ( 'mak+ out a case4' ,x is z if ^! ?+s 7 m]e topics = disputation4 ,& ,i don't l y\r tak+ ! wrong side2 y are r fond ( do+ s4 ,r$+1 answ]$ ,%effield1 ,i speak :at ,i ?9k1 & ev] w d s2 ,i w be no p>ty man4 ,i don't attempt1 l ,v9c5t1 to unite opposites4 ,he is ( all p>ties1 ,i am ( none4 ,i ?9k ,i see pretty well ! holl[ness ( all4 ,o my de> ,%effield1 cri$ ,*>les1 9 di/ress1 ?9k :at y are say+2 y don't mean :at y say4 ,y are speak+ z if y ?\ght t belief 9 ! ,a?anasian ,cre$ 0 a m]e p>ty op9ion4 ,%effield fir/ 0 sil5t2 !n he said1 ,well1 ,i beg y\r p>don1 if ,i h said any?+ to annoy y1 or h express$ myself intemp]ately4 ,b surely "o has no ne$ to believe :at s _m p ei!r disbelieve or disreg>d4 ,! subject !n dropp$2 & pres5tly ,c>lton ov]took !m on ! f>m]'s pony1 :i* he _h borr[$4 ,,*apt] ,,viii4 ,r$+ _h = ne> two ye>s put aside 8 d\bts ab\t ! ,articles2 b x 0 l putt+ (f ! paym5t ( a bill--a respite1 n a deliv]ance4 ,! two conv]sations :i* we h be5 record+1 br++ him to issue on mo/ important subjects fir/ ) "o1 !n ) ano!r1 ( two intimate fri5ds1 :o 7 b\nd by ! ,articles z well z he1 uncom=tably rem9d$ him ( 8 debt to ! ,univ]sity & ,*ur*2 & ! ne>] approa* ( 8 exam9ation & degree inflict$ on him ! ?\ght t ! "t 0 com+ :5 he mu/ be prep>$ to dis*>ge x4 ,"o day1 :5 he 0 /roll+ out ) ,c>lton1 t[>d ! end ( ! ,vacation1 he _h be5 l$ to speak ( ! numb] ( religi\s op9ions & p>ties 9 ,ox=d1 :i* _h s _m bad effects1 mak+ s _m talk1 s _m criticise1 & n a few p]haps d\bt ab\t tru? altoge!r4 ,!n he said t1 evil z x 0 9 a place ( education1 yet he fe>$ x 0 unavoidable1 if ,c>lton's doctr9e ab\t p>ties 7 correct2 = if !re 0 a place :]e diff]5ces ( religi\s op9ions w\ld %[ !mselves1 x w\ld be 9 a univ]sity4 ,i am f> f d5y+ x1 said ,c>lton2 b all sy/ems h _! defects2 no polity1 no !ology1 no ritual is p]fect4 ,"o only came directly & simply f ,heav51 ! ,jewi%2 & ev5 t 0 remov$ because ( its unpr(itabl5ess4 ,?is is no d]ogation f ! p]fection ( ,div9e ,revelation1 = x arises f ! subject-matt] on & ?r\gh :i* x op]ates4 ,!re 0 a pause2 !n ,c>lton w5t on3 ,x is ! fault ( mo/ "y ?9k]s to be impati5t1 if !y d n f9d p]fection 9 ev]y?+2 !y are 'new brooms4' ,ano!r pause2 he w5t on aga93 ,:at =m ( religion is less objectionable ?an ours8 ,y see ! inconv5i5ces ( y\r own sy/em1 = y exp]i5ce !m2 y h n felt1 & _c "k1 ^? ( o!rs4 ,*>les 0 /ill sil5t1 & w5t on pluck+ & *ew+ leaves f ! %rubs & bu%es ?r\gh :i* _! pa? w9d$4 ,at l5g? he said1 ,i %\ld n l to say x to any "o b y1 ,c>lton1 b1 d y "k1 ,i 0 v uncom=table ab\t ! ,articles1 go+ on = two ye>s s9ce2 ,i really c\ld n und]/& !m1 & _! hi/ory makes matt]s worse4 ,i put ! subject f me altoge!r2 b n[ t my exam9ation & degree are com+ on1 ,i mu/ take x up aga94 ,y mu/ h be5 put into ! ,article-lecture e>ly1 said ,c>lton4 ,well1 p]haps ,i 0 n up to ! subject1 answ]$ ,*>les4 ,i didn't mean t1 said ,c>lton2 b z to ! ?+ itself1 my de> fell[1 x happ5s e day1 & especially to ?\ghtful p l y\rself4 ,x %\ld n annoy y4 ,b my fidget is1 said ,*>les1 le/ my difficulties %\ld return1 & ,i %\ld n be able to remove !m4 ,y %\ld take all ^! ?+s calmly1 said ,c>lton2 all ?+s1 z ,i h said1 h _! difficulties4 ,if y wait till ev]y?+ is z x %\ld be or might be conceivably1 y w d no?+1 & w lose life4 ,! moral & social _w is n an op5 c\ntry2 x is already m>k$ & mapp$ out2 x has its roads4 ,y c't g across c\ntry2 if y attempt a /eeple-*ase1 y w break y\r neck = y\r pa9s4 ,=ms ( religion are facts2 !y h ea* _! hi/ory4 ,!y exi/$ be=e y 7 born1 & w survive y4 ,y mu/ *oose1 y _c make4 ,i "k1 said ,r$+1 ,i c't make a religion1 nor c ,i p]haps f9d "o bett] ?an my own4 ,i don't want to d s2 b ?is is n my difficulty4 ,take y\r own image4 ,i am jogg+ along my own old road1 & lo1 a high turnpike1 fa/ lock$2 & my poor pony c't cle> x4 ,i don't compla92 b !re's ! fact1 or at lea/ may be4 ,! pony mu/1 answ]$ ,c>lton2 or if n1 !re mu/ be "s way ab\t2 else :at is ! good ( a road8 ,9 religion all roads h _! ob/acles2 "o has a /rong gate across x1 ano!r goes ?r\gh a bog4 ,is no "o to g on8 ,is religion to be at a deadlock8 ,is ,*ri/ianity to die out8 ,:]e else w y g8 ,n surely to ,me?odism1 or ,plym\?-bro!rism4 ,z to ! ,romi% ,*ur*1 ,i suspect x has m difficulties ?an we h4 ,y mu/ sacrifice y\r private judgm5t4 ,all ?is is v good1 answ]$ ,*>les2 b :at is v exp$i5t /ill may be v impossible4 ,! f9e/ words ab\t ! necessity ( gett+ home be=e nightfall w n enable my poor little pony to take ! gate4 ,c]ta9ly n1 said ,c>lton2 b if y _h a comm& f a b5evol5t ,pr9ce1 y\r own ,sov]eign & ,b5efactor1 to g along ! road /eadily till ev5+1 & he w\ld meet y at ! end ( y\r j\rney1 y w\ld be q sure t he :o _h appo9t$ ! end _h also assign$ ! means4 ,&1 9 ! difficulty 9 "q1 y ought to look out = "s mode ( op5+ ! gate1 or "s gap 9 ! h$ge1 or "s p>allel cut1 "s way or o!r1 :i* w\ld enable y to turn ! difficulty4 ,*>les said t someh[ he did n l ?is mode ( argu+2 x seem$ dang]\s2 he did n see :i!r x w5t1 :]e x end$4 ,pres5tly he said1 abruptly1 ,:y d y ?9k !re are m difficulties 9 ! ,*ur* ( ,rome8 ,cle>ly !re are1 answ]$ ,c>lton2 if ! ,articles are a cru/1 is n ,pope ,pius's ,cre$ a bone8 ,i don't "k ,pope ,pius's ,cre$1 said ,*>les2 ,i "k v little ab\t ! /ate ( ! case1 c]ta9ly4 ,:at does x say8 ,oh1 x includes transub/antiation1 purgatory1 sa9t-wor%ip1 & ! re/1 said ,c>lton2 ,i suppose y c\ld n q subscribe ^!8 ,x dep5ds1 answ]$ ,*>les sl[ly1 on ?is--on :at au?ority !y came to me4 ,he /opp$1 & !n w5t on3 ,( c\rse ,i c\ld1 if !y came to me on ! same au?ority z ! doctr9e ( ! ,bless$ ,tr9ity comes4 ,n[1 ! ,articles come on no au?ority2 !y are ! views ( p]sons 9 ! #af? c5tury2 &1 aga91 x is n cle> h[ f> !y are1 or are n1 modifi$ by ! unau?oritative views ( ! #ai?4 ,i am oblig$1 !n1 to ex]cise my own judgm5t2 & ,i c&idly decl>e to y1 t my judgm5t is unequal to s great a task4 ,at lea/1 ?is is :at tr\bles me1 :5ev] ! subject rises 9 my m9d2 = ,i h put x f me4 ,well1 !n1 said ,c>lton1 take !m on fai?4 ,y mean1 ,i suppose1 said ,*>les1 t ,i mu/ consid] our ,*ur* infallible4 ,c>lton felt ! difficulty2 he answ]$1 ,no1 b y mu/ act z if x 7 infallible1 f a s5se ( duty4 ,*>les smil$2 !n he look$ grave2 he /ood /ill1 & 8 eyes fell4 ,if ,i am to make a ,*ur* infallible1 he said1 if ,i mu/ give up private judgm5t1 if ,i mu/ act on fai?1 !re is a ,*ur* :i* has a great] claim on u all ?an ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&4 ,my de> ,r$+1 said ,c>lton1 ) "s emotion1 :]e did y get ^! notions8 ,i don't "k1 answ]$ ,*>les2 somebody has said t !y 7 9 ! air4 ,i h talk$ to no "o1 except "o or two argum5ts ,i _h ) diff]5t p]sons 9 my fir/ ye>4 ,i h driv5 ! subject f me2 b :5 ,i once beg91 y see x w out4 ,!y walk$ on a:ile 9 sil5ce4 ,d y really mean to say1 ask$ ,c>lton at l5g?1 t x is s difficult to und]/& & receive ! ,articles8 ,to me !y are q cle> en\gh1 & speak ! language ( common s5se4 ,well1 !y seem to me1 said ,r$+1 sometimes inconsi/5t ) !mselves1 sometimes ) ! ,pray] ,book2 s t ,i am suspici\s ( !m2 ,i don't "k :at ,i am sign+ :5 ,i sign1 yet ,i ought to sign ex-animo4 ,a bl9d submission ,i c\ld make2 ,i _c make a bl9d decl>ation4 ,give me "s in/ances1 said ,c>lton4 ,= example1 said ,*>les1 !y di/9ctly receive ! ,lu!ran doctr9e ( ju/ification by fai? only1 :i* ! ,pray] ,book virtually opposes 9 e "o ( its ,(fices4 ,!y ref] to ! ,homilies z au?ority1 yet ! ,homilies speak ( ! books ( ! ,apocrypha z inspir$1 :i* ! ,articles implicitly d5y4 ,! ,articles ab\t ,ord9ation are 9 _! _s contr>y to ! ,ord9ation ,s]vice4 ,"o ,article on ! ,sacram5ts speaks ! doctr9e ( ,melanc?on1 ano!r t ( ,calv94 ,"o ,article speaks ( ! ,*ur*'s au?ority 9 controv]sies ( fai?1 yet ano!r makes ,scripture ! ultimate appeal4 ,^! are :at occur to me at ! mom5t4 ,surely1 _m ( ^! are b v]bal difficulties1 at ! v fir/ glance1 said ,c>lton1 & all may be surm\nt$ ) a little c>e4 ,on ! o!r h&1 x has /ruck me1 cont9u$ ,*>les1 t ! ,*ur* ( ,rome is und5iably consi/5t 9 h] =mul>ies2 ?is is ! v *>ge "s ( our writ]s make ^u h]1 t %e is s sy/ematic4 ,x may be a h>d1 iron sy/em1 b x is consi/5t4 ,c>lton did n wi% to int]rupt him1 ?9k+ x be/ to he> 8 :ole difficulty2 s ,*>les proce$$3 ,:5 a sy/em is consi/5t1 at lea/ x does n condemn itself4 ,consi/5cy is n tru?1 b tru? is consi/5cy4 ,n[1 ,i am n a fit judge :e!r or n a c]ta9 sy/em is true1 b ,i may be q a judge :e!r x is consi/5t ) itself4 ,:5 an oracle equivocates x c>ries ) x its own condemnation4 ,i almo/ ?9k !re is some?+ 9 ,scripture on ?is subject1 comp>+ 9 ?is respect ! pagan & ! inspir$ prophecies4 ,& ?is has /ruck me1 too1 t ,/4 ,paul gives ?is v acc\nt ( a h]etic1 t he is 'condemn$ ( himself1' be>+ 8 own condemnation on 8 face4 ,moreov]1 ,i 0 once 9 ! company ( ,freeborn 7,i don't "k if y are acqua9t$ ) him7 & o!rs ( ! ,evangelical p>ty1 & !y %[$ pla9ly1 if !y 7 to be tru/$1 t ,lu!r & ,melanc?on did n agree toge!r on ! prime po9t ( ju/ification by fai?2 a circum/ance :i* _h n come into ! ,article-lecture4 ,also ,i h read some:]e1 or he>d 9 "s s]mon1 t ! anci5t h]etics always 7 inconsi/5t1 nev] c\ld /ate pla9ly _! mean+1 mu* less agree toge!r2 & ?us1 :e!r !y w\ld or no1 c\ld n help giv+ to ! simple a w>n+ ( _! true "*1 z if by _! rattle4 ,*>les /opp$2 pres5tly he cont9u$3 ,?is too has /ruck me2 t ei!r !re is no prophet ( ! tru? on e>?1 or ! ,*ur* ( ,rome is t prophet4 ,t !re is a prophet /ill1 or apo/le1 or mess5g]1 or tea*]1 or :atev] he is to be call$1 seems evid5t by our believ+ 9 a visible ,*ur*4 ,n[ common s5se tells u :at a mess5g] f ,god mu/ be2 fir/1 he mu/ n contradict himself1 z ,i h j be5 say+4 ,aga91 a prophet ( ,god c all[ ( no rival1 b d5\nces all :o make a sep>ate claim1 z ! prophets d 9 ,scripture4 ,n[1 x is impossible to say :e!r our ,*ur* ackn[l$ges or n ,lu!ranism 9 ,g]many1 ,calv9ism 9 ,switz]l&1 ! ,ne/orian & ,monophysite bodies 9 ! ,ea/4 ,nor does x cle>ly tell u :at view x takes ( ! ,*ur* ( ,rome4 ,! only place :]e x recognizes its exi/5ce is 9 ! ,homilies1 & !re x speaks ( x z ,anti*ri/4 ,nor has ! ,greek ,*ur* any intelligible position 9 ,anglican doctr9e4 ,on ! o!r h&1 ! ,*ur* ( ,rome has ?is prima facie m>k ( a prophet1 t1 l a prophet 9 ,scripture1 x admits no rival1 & ana!matizes all doctr9e c\nt] to its own4 ,!re's ano!r ?+3 a prophet ( ,god is ( c\rse at home ) 8 message2 he is n helpless & d-no?+ 9 ! mid/ ( errors & 9 ! w> ( op9ions4 ,he kn[s :at has be5 giv5 him to decl>e1 h[ f> x ext5ds2 he c act z an umpire2 he is equal to em]g5cies4 ,?is aga9 tells 9 fav\r ( ! ,*ur* ( ,rome4 ,z age aft] age comes %e is ev] on ! al]t1 que/ions e new com]1 s\nds ! note ( al>m1 hews d[n /range doctr9e1 claims & locates & p]fects :at is new & true4 ,! ,*ur* ( ,rome inspires me ) confid5ce2 ,i feel ,i c tru/ h]4 ,x is ano!r ?+ :e!r %e is true2 ,i am n pret5d+ n[ to decide t4 ,b ,i d n feel ! l tru/ 9 our own ,*ur*4 ,i love h] m ?an ,i tru/ h]4 ,%e leaves me )\t fai?4 ,n[ y see ! /ate ( my m9d4 ,he fet*$ a deep1 %>p sigh1 z if he _h got a load (f him4 ,well1 said ,c>lton1 :5 he _h /opp$1 ?is is all v pretty !ory2 :e!r x holds 9 matt] ( fact1 is ano!r "q4 ,we h be5 accu/om$ hi!rto to ?9k ,*ill+wor? "r1 :5 he talks ( popes aga9/ popes1 c\ncils aga9/ c\ncils1 & s on4 ,c]ta9ly y w n be all[$ by ,prote/ant controv]siali/s to assume ?is p]fect consi/5cy 9 ,romi% doctr9e4 ,! tru? is1 y h read v little2 & y judge ( tru?1 n by facts1 b by notions2 ,i mean1 y ?9k x en\gh if a notion hangs toge!r2 ?\gh y disav[ x1 /ill1 9 matt] ( fact1 consi/5cy is tru? to y4 ,:e!r facts answ] to !ories y _c tell1 & y don't inquire4 ,n[ ,i am n well read 9 ! subject1 b ,i "k en\gh to be sure t ,romani/s w h m "w to prove _! consi/5cy ?an y anticipate4 ,= in/ance1 !y appeal to ! ,fa!rs1 yet put ! ,pope above !m2 !y ma9ta9 ! infallibility ( ! ,*ur*1 & prove x by ,scripture1 & !n !y prove ,scripture by ! ,*ur*4 ,!y ?9k a ,g5]al ,c\ncil infallible1 :51 b n be=e1 ! ,pope has ratifi$ x2 ,bell>m9e1 ,i ?9k1 gives a li/ ( ,g5]al ,c\ncils :i* h err$4 ,& ,i nev] h be5 able to make out ! ,romi% doctr9e ( ,indulg5ces4 ,*>les ?\ght ov] ?is2 !n he said1 ,p]haps ! case is z y say1 t ,i ought to "k ! matt] ( fact m exactly be=e attempt+ to =m a judgm5t on ! subject2 b1 my de> ,c>lton1 ,i prote/ to y1 & y may ?9k ) :at di/ress ,i say x1 t if ! ,*ur* ( ,rome is z ambigu\s z our own ,*ur*1 ,i %all be 9 ! way to become a sceptic1 on ! v gr\nd t ,i %all h no compet5t au?ority to tell me :at to believe4 ,! ,e?iopian said1 ',h[ c ,i "k1 unless "s man d tea* me8' & ,/4 ,paul says1 ',fai? come? by he>+4' ,if no "o claims my fai?1 h[ c ,i ex]cise x8 ,at lea/ ,i %all run ! risk ( becom+ a ,latitud9>ian2 = if ,i g by ,scripture only1 c]ta9ly !re is no cre$ giv5 u 9 ,scripture4 ,our bus9ess1 said ,c>lton1 is to make ! be/ ( ?+s1 n ! wor/4 ,d keep ?is 9 m9d2 be on y\r gu>d aga9/ a /ra9$ & morbid view ( ?+s4 ,be *e]ful1 be natural1 & all w be easy4 ,y are always k9d & consid]ate1 said ,*>les2 b1 aft] all--,i wi% ,i c\ld make y see x--y h n a ^w to say by way ( meet+ my orig9al difficulty ( subscription4 ,h[ am ,i to leap ov] ! wall8 ,x's no?+ to ! purpose t o!r communions h _! walls also4 ,!y n[ ne>$ home1 & conclud$ _! walk 9 sil5ce1 ea* be+ fully occupi$ ) ! ?\ghts :i* ! conv]sation _h sugge/$4 ,,*apt] ,,ix4 ,! ,vacation pass$ away sil5tly & happily4 ,day succe$$ day 9 quiet r\t9e employm5ts1 br++ ins5sible b sure accessions to ! /ock ( k & to ! intellectual pr(ici5cy ( bo? our /ud5ts4 ,hi/orians & orators 7 read = a la/ "t1 & laid aside2 sci5ces 7 dige/$2 comm5t>ies 7 run ?r\gh2 & analyses & ab/racts complet$4 ,x 0 emphatically a sil5t toil4 ,:ile o!rs might be /eam+ f ,london to ,bombay or ! ,havannah1 & mon?s 9 ! retrospect might look l ye>s1 ) ,r$+ & ,%effield ! week _h sc>cely begun :5 x 0 f\nd to be end+2 & :5 ,octob] came1 & !y saw _! ,ox=d fri5ds aga91 at fir/ !y ?\ght !y _h a good deal to say to !m1 b :5 !y tri$1 !y f\nd x did b conc]n m9ute po9ts ( _! own read+ & p]sonal matt]s2 & !y 7 r$uc$ to sil5ce ) ! wi% to speak4 ,! season _h *ang$1 & rem9d$ !m t ,horsley 0 a place = summ] soj\rn1 n a dwell+4 ,!re 7 heavy raw fogs hang+ ab\t ! hills1 & /orms ( w9d & ra94 ,! grass no long] af=d$ !m a seat2 & :5 !y betook !mselves indoors x 0 discov]$ t ! doors & w9d[s did n %ut close1 & t ! *imney smok$4 ,!n came ^? fruits1 ! fun]al fea/ ( ! ye>1 mulb]ries & walnuts2 ! ta/eless1 juiceless walnut2 ! d>k mulb]ry1 juicy b sev]e1 & m\ldy )al1 z ga!r$ n f ! tree1 b f ! damp e>?4 ,& ?us t gre5 spot itself wean$ !m f ! love ( x4 ,*>les look$ ar\nd him1 & rose to dep>t z a conviva satur4 ,edi/i satis1 tempus abire seem$ writt5 ^u all4 ,! swall[s _h tak5 leave2 ! leaves 7 pal+2 ! light broke late1 & fail$ soon4 ,! hopes ( spr+1 ! peace & calm ( summ]1 _h giv5 place to ! sad realities ( autumn4 ,he 0 hurry+ to ! _w1 :o _h be5 up on ! m\nt2 he _h liv$ )\t j>s1 )\t di/ractions1 )\t disappo9tm5ts2 & he 0 n[ to take !m z 8 portion4 ,= he 0 b a *ild ( ,adam2 ,horsley _h be5 b a respite2 & he _h vividly pres5t$ to 8 memory ! sad rev]se :i* came ^u him two ye>s be=e--:at a happy summ]--:at a =lorn autumn6 ,) ^! ?\ghts1 he put up 8 books & pap]s1 & turn$ 8 face t[>ds ,/4 ,savi\r's4 ,ox=d1 too1 0 n q :at x _h be5 to him2 ! fre%ness ( 8 admiration = x 0 ov]2 he n[ saw defects :]e at fir/ all 0 excell5t & good2 ! romance ( places & p]sons _h pass$ away4 ,& !re 7 *anges too3 ( 8 contempor>ies "s _h already tak5 _! degrees & left2 o!rs 7 read+ 9 ! c\ntry2 o!rs _h gone (f to o!r ,colleges on ,fell[%ips4 ,a ho/ ( y\ng] faces _h sprung up 9 hall & *apel1 & he h>dly knew _! names4 ,rooms :i* =m]ly _h be5 8 famili> l\nge 7 n[ t5ant$ by /rang]s1 :o claim$ to h t "r 9 !m :i*1 to 8 imag9ation1 c\ld only atta* to ^? :o _h possess$ !m :5 he himself came into resid5ce4 ,! ,college seem$ to h det]iorat$2 !re 0 a r[+ set1 :i* _h n be5 !re be=e1 a numb] ( boys1 & a l>ge proportion ( snobs4 ,b1 :at 0 a real tr\ble to ,*>les1 x got cle>] & cle>] to 8 appreh5sion t 8 intimacy ) ,%effield 0 n q :at x _h be54 ,!y _h1 inde$1 pass$ ! ,vacation toge!r1 & saw ( ea* o!r m ?an ev]3 b _! sympa?ies 9 ea* o!r 7 n z /rong1 !y _h n ! same lik+s & dislik+s2 9 %ort1 !y _h n su* cong5ial m9ds z !y fanci$ :5 !y 7 fre%m54 ,!re 0 n s mu* he>t 9 _! conv]sations1 & !y m easily endur$ to miss ea* o!r's company4 ,!y 7 bo? read+ = hon\rs--read+ h>d2 b ,%effield's :ole he>t 0 9 8 "w1 & religion 0 b a second>y matt] to him4 ,he _h no d\bts1 difficulties1 anxieties1 sorr[s1 :i* mu* affect$ him4 ,x 0 n ! c]ta9ty ( fai? :i* made a sun%9e to 8 s\l1 & dri$ up ! mi/s ( human weakness2 r1 he _h no p]ceptible ne$ )9 him ( t vision ( ! ,unse5 :i* is ! ,*ri/ian's life4 ,he 0 unblemi%$ 9 8 "*1 exempl>y 9 8 conduct2 b he 0 cont5t ) :at ! p]i%able _w gave him4 ,*>les's *>act]i/ic1 p]haps above any?+ else1 0 an habitual s5se ( ! ,div9e ,pres5ce2 a s5se :i*1 ( c\rse1 did n insure un9t]rupt$ con=mity ( ?\ght & de$ to itself1 b /ill !re x 0--! pill> ( ! cl\d be=e him & guid+ him4 ,he felt himself to be ,god's creature1 & responsible to ,him--,god's possession1 n 8 own4 ,he _h a great wi% to succe$ 9 ! s*ools2 a ?rill came ov] him :5 he ?\ght ( x2 b ambition 0 n 8 life2 he c\ld h reconcil$ himself 9 a few m9utes to failure4 ,?us dispos$1 ! only subjects on :i* ! two fri5ds freely talk$ toge!r 7 connect$ ) _! common /udies4 ,!y read toge!r1 exam9$ ea* o!r1 us$ & correct$ ea* o!r's pap]s1 & solv$ ea* o!r's difficulties4 ,p]haps x sc>cely came home to ,%effield1 %>p z he 01 t !re 0 any flagg+ ( _! intimacy4 ,religi\s controv]sy _h be5 ! food ( 8 active intellect :5 x 0 novel2 n[ x _h lo/ its int]e/1 & 8 books took its place4 ,b x 0 f> diff]5t ) ,*>les2 he _h felt int]e/ 9 religi\s que/ions = _! own sake2 & :5 he _h depriv$ himself ( ! pursuit ( !m x _h be5 a self-d5ial4 ,n[1 !n1 :5 !y seem$ =c$ on him aga91 ,%effield c\ld n help him1 :]e he mo/ want$ ! assi/ance ( a fri5d4 ,a /ill m tangible trial 0 com+ on him4 ,! read] has to be told t !re 0 at t "t a sy/em ( espionage prosecut$ by v>i\s well-mean+ m51 :o ?\ght x w\ld be do+ ! ,univ]sity a s]vice to po9t out su* ( its junior memb]s z 7 :at is call$ papi/ically incl9$4 ,!y did n p]ceive ! dang] su* a c\rse involv$ ( dispos+ "y m5 t[>ds ,ca?olicism1 by atta*+ to !m ! bad report ( x1 & ( =c+ !m f>!r by inflict+ on !m ! inconsi/5cies ( _! position4 ,ideas :i* w\ld h la9 dormant or dw9dl$ away 9 _! m9ds 7 ?us fix$1 def9$1 locat$ )9 !m2 & ! fe> ( ! _w's c5sure no long] s]v$ to det]1 :5 x _h be5 actually incurr$4 ,:5 ,*>les att5d$ ! tea-p>ty at ,freeborn's he 0 on 8 trial2 he 0 introduc$ n only into a s*ool1 b into an inquisition2 & s9ce he did n promise to be a subject = spiritual impression1 he 0 =?) a subject = spiritual c5sure4 ,he became a m>k$ man 9 ! circles ( ,capel ,hall & ,/4 ,m>k's4 ,8 acqua9tance ) ,willis2 ! que/ions he _h ask$ at ! ,article-lecture2 /ray rem>ks at w9e-p>ties--7 treasur$ up1 & /r5g!n$ ! case aga9/ him4 ,"o "t1 on com+ into 8 rooms1 he f\nd ,freeborn1 :o _h ent]$ to pay him a call1 pry+ into 8 books4 ,a volume ( s]mons1 ( ! s*ool ( ! day1 borr[$ ( a fri5d = ! sake ( illu/rat+ ,ari/otle1 lay on 8 table2 & 9 8 book%elves "o ( ! m philosophical ( ! ,tracts = ! ,times 0 /uck 9 betwe5 a ,h]mann ,de ,metris & a ,?ucydides4 ,ano!r day 8 b$room door 0 op51 & ,no4 #b ( ! tea-p>ty saw "o ( ,ov]beck's sacr$ pr9ts p9n$ up aga9/ ! wall4 ,facts l ^! 71 9 mo/ cases1 delat$ to ! ,head ( ! ,h\se to :i* a "y man belong$2 :o1 z a vigilant gu>dian ( ! purity ( 8 und]graduates' ,prote/antism1 receiv$ ! in=mation ) ?ankfulness1 & p]haps ask$ ! in=m] to d9n]4 ,x _c be d5i$ t 9 "s cases ?is c\rse ( action succe$$ 9 fright5+ & sob]+ ! p>ties t[>ds :om x 0 direct$4 ,:ite 0 ?us reclaim$ to be a devot$ son & useful m9i/] ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&2 b x 0 a kill-or-cure rem$y1 & n likely to answ] ) ! m noble or ! m able m9ds4 ,:at effect x _h ^u ,*>les1 or :e!r any1 mu/ be det]m9$ by ! sequel2 "h x w suffice to relate int]views :i* took place betwe5 him & ! ,pr9cipal & ,vice-,pr9cipal ( 8 ,college 9 consequ5ce ( x4 ,,*apt] ,x4 ,:5 ,r$+ pres5t$ himself to ! ,vice-,pr9cipal1 ! ,rev4 ,jo%ua ,j5n+s1 to ask = leave to reside 9 lodg+s = ! two t]ms previ\s to 8 exam9ation1 he 0 met ) a c\rte\s b decid$ refusal4 ,x took him altoge!r by surprise2 he _h consid]$ ! reque/ z a m]e matt] ( =m4 ,he sat half a m9ute sil5t1 & !n rose to take 8 dep>ture4 ,! col\r came to 8 *eek2 x 0 a repulse inflict$ only on idle m5 :o c\ld n be tru/$ beyond ! eye ( ! ,dean ( ! ,college4 ,! ,vice-,pr9cipal seem$ to expect him to ask ! reason ( 8 proce$+2 z ,*>les1 9 8 confusion1 did n seem likely to d s1 he condesc5d$ to op5 ! conv]sation4 ,x 0 n meant z any reflection1 he said1 on ,mr4 ,r$+'s moral conduct2 he _h ev] be5 a well-conduct$ "y man1 & _h q c>ri$ out ! "* ) :i* he _h come f s*ool2 b !re 7 duties to be obs]v$ t[>ds ! community1 & its und]graduate portion mu/ be protect$ f ! contagion ( pr9ciples :i* 7 too rife at ! mom5t4 ,*>les 01 if possible1 /ill m surpris$1 & sugge/$ t !re mu/ be "s misund]/&+ if he _h be5 repres5t$ to ! ,vice-,pr9cipal z connect$ ) any s-call$ p>ty 9 ! place4 ,y don't mean to d5y t !re is a p>ty1 ,mr4 ,r$+1 answ]$ ! ,college au?ority1 by t =m ( expression8 ,he 0 a lean1 pale p]son1 ) a l>ge hook-nose & spectacles2 & seem$1 ?\gh a lib]al 9 cre$1 to be really a nursl+ ( t e>ly age :5 ,anabapti/s f$ ! fires ( ,smi?field4 ,f 8 ye>s1 practis$ tal5t1 & position1 he 0 well able to br[beat an unhappy juv5ile :o incurr$ 8 displeasure2 &1 ?\gh he really 0 a k9d-he>t$ man at bottom1 he n unfrequ5tly misus$ 8 p[]4 ,*>les did n "k h[ to answ] 8 "q2 & on 8 sil5ce x 0 repeat$4 ,at l5g? he said t really he 0 n 9 a condition to speak aga9/ any "o2 & if he spoke ( a s-call$ p>ty1 x 0 t he might n seem disrespectful to "s :o might be bett] m5 ?an himself4 ,mr4 ,vice 0 sil5t1 b n f be+ satisfi$4 ,:at w\ld y call a p>ty1 ,mr4 ,r$+8 he said at l5g?2 :at w\ld be y\r def9ition ( x8 ,*>les paus$ to ?9k2 at la/ he said3 ,p]sons :o b& toge!r on _! own au?ority = ! ma9t5ance ( views ( _! own4 ,& w y say t ^! g5tlem5 h n views ( _! own8 ask$ ,mr4 ,j5n+s4 ,*>les ass5t$4 ,:at is y\r view ( ! ,?irty-n9e ,articles8 said ! ,vice-,pr9cipal abruptly4 ,my view6 ?\ght ,*>les2 :at c he mean8 my view ( ! ,articles6 l my op9ion ( ?+s 9 g5]al4 ,does he mean my 'view' :e!r !y are ,engli% or ,lat91 long or %ort1 good or bad1 exp$i5t or n1 ,ca?olic or n1 ,calv9i/ic or ,era/ian8 ,mean:ile ,j5n+s kept /eadily reg>d+ him1 & ,*>les got m & m confus$4 ,i ?9k1 he said1 mak+ a desp]ate snat* at au?oritative words1 ,i ?9k t ! ,articles 'conta9 a godly & :olesome doctr9e1 & necess>y = ^! times4' ,t is ! ,second ,book ( ,homilies1 ,mr4 ,r$+1 n ! ,articles4 ,besides1 ,i want y\r own op9ion on ! subject4 ,he proce$$1 aft] a pause3 ,:at is ju/ification8 ,ju/ification1 444 said ,*>les1 repeat+ ! ^w1 & ?9k+2 !n1 9 ! words ( ! ,article1 he w5t on3 ,we are acc\nt$ righte\s be=e ,god1 b only = ! m]it ( our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/1 by fai?1 & n by our own works & des]v+s4 ,"r1 said ,j5n+s2 b y h n answ]$ my "q4 ,:at is ju/ification8 ,?is 0 v h>d1 = x 0 "o ( ,*>les's puzzles :at ju/ification 0 9 itself1 = ! ,articles d n def9e x any m ?an fai?4 ,he answ]$ to ?is effect1 t ! ,articles did n def9e x4 ,! ,vice-,pr9cipal look$ dissatisfi$4 ,c ,g5]al ,c\ncils err8 ,yes1 answ]$ ,*>les4 ,?is 0 "r4 ,:at d ,romani/s say ab\t !m8 ,!y ?9k !y err1 too4 ,?is 0 all wrong4 ,no1 said ,j5n+s1 !y ?9k !m infallible4 ,*>les 0 sil5t2 ,j5n+s tri$ to =ce 8 decision ^u him4 ,at l5g? ,*>les said t ,only "s ,g5]al ,c\ncils 7 admitt$ z infallible by ! ,romani/s1 & he believ$ t ,bell>m9e gave a li/ ( ,g5]al ,c\ncils :i* _h err$4 ,ano!r pause1 & a ga!r+ cl\d on ,j5n+s' br[4 ,he return$ to 8 =m] subject4 ,9 :at s5se d y und]/& ! ,articles1 ,mr4 ,r$+8 he ask$4 ,t 0 m ?an ,*>les c\ld tell2 he wi%$ v mu* to "k ! "r s5se ( !m2 s he beat ab\t = ! receiv$ answ]4 ,9 ! s5se ( ,scripture1 he said4 ,?is 0 true1 b nugatory4 ,r1 said ,j5n+s1 y und]/& ,scripture 9 ! s5se ( ! ,articles4 ,*>les ass5t$ = peace-sake4 ,b 8 concession avail$ n2 ! ,vice-,pr9cipal pursu$ 8 advantage4 ,!y mu/ n int]pret ea* o!r1 ,mr4 ,r$+1 else y revolve 9 a circle4 ,let me repeat my "q4 ,9 :at s5se d y int]pret ! ,articles8 ,i wi% to take !m1 ,r$+ answ]$1 9 ! g5]al & receiv$ s5se ( our ,*ur*1 z all our div9es & pres5t ,bi%ops take !m4 ,! ,vice-,pr9cipal look$ pleas$4 ,*>les c\ld n help be+ c&id1 & said 9 a l[] tone1 z if words ( c\rse1 ,t is1 on fai?4 ,?is put all wrong aga94 ,j5n+s w\ld n all[ ?is2 x 0 a bl9d1 ,popi% reliance2 x 0 v well1 :5 he fir/ came to ! ,univ]sity1 be=e he _h read ! ,articles1 to take !m on tru/2 b a "y man :o _h _h ! advantages ( ,mr4 ,r$+1 :o _h be5 ?ree ye>s at ,/4 ,savi\r's ,college1 & _h att5d$ ! ,article-lectures1 ought to hold ! receiv$ view1 n only z be+ receiv$1 b z 8 own1 ) a free intellectual ass5t4 ,he w5t on to ask him by :at texts he prov$ ! ,prote/ant doctr9e ( ju/ification4 ,*>les gave two or ?ree ( ! usual passages ) su* success1 t ! ,vice-,pr9cipal 0 secretly beg9n+ to rel5t1 :51 unhappily1 on ask+ a la/ "q z a matt] ( c\rse1 he receiv$ an answ] :i* confirm$ all 8 =m] surmises4 ,:at is our ,*ur*'s doctr9e conc]n+ ! int]cession ( ,sa9ts8 ,*>les said t he did n recollect t x _h express$ any op9ion on ! subject4 ,j5n+s bade him ?9k aga92 ,*>les ?\ght 9 va94 ,well1 :at is y\r op9ion ( x1 ,mr4 ,r$+8 ,*>les1 believ+ x to be an op5 po9t1 ?\ght he %\ld be safe 9 imitat+ our ,*ur*'s mod]ation4 ,!re are diff]5t op9ions on ! subject1 he said3 "s p]sons ?9k !y int]c$e = u1 o!rs1 t !y d n4 ,x is easy to g into extremes2 p]haps bett] to avoid su* que/ions altoge!r2 bett] to g by ,scripture2 ! book ( ,revelation speaks ( ! int]cession ( ,sa9ts1 b does n expressly say t !y int]c$e = u1 c41 c4 ,j5n+s sat upright 9 8 easy-*air1 ) indignation m\nt+ into 8 =ehead4 ,at l5g? 8 face became l night4 ,t is y\r op9ion1 ,mr4 ,r$+4 ,*>les began to be fright5$4 ,please to take up t ,pray] ,book & turn to ! #bbnd ,article4 ,n[ beg9 read+ x4 ,! ,romi% doctr9e1 said ,*>les1--! ,romi% doctr9e conc]n+ purgatory1 p>don1 wor%ipp+ & adoration z well ( images z ( relics1 & also invocation ( ,sa9ts---- ,/op !re1 said ! ,vice-,pr9cipal2 read ^? words aga94 ,& also invocation ( ,sa9ts4 ,n[1 ,mr4 ,r$+4 ,*>les 0 puzzl$1 ?\ght he _h made "s blund]1 c\ld n f9d x1 & 0 sil5t4 ,well1 ,mr4 ,r$+8 ,*>les at l5g? said t he ?\ght ,mr4 ,j5n+s _h spok5 ab\t int]cession4 ,s ,i did1 he made answ]4 ,& ?is1 said ,*>les timidly1 speaks ( invocation4 ,j5n+s gave a little />t 9 8 arm-*air1 & slightly col\r$4 ,eh8 he said2 give me ! book4 ,he sl[ly read ! ,article1 & !n ca/ a cauti\s eye ov] ! page be=e & aft]4 ,!re 0 no help = x4 ,he began aga94 ,& s1 ,mr4 ,r$+1 y actually mean to %elt] y\rself by t subtle di/9ction betwe5 invocation & int]cession2 z if ,papi/s did n invoke 9 ord] to ga9 ! ,sa9ts' int]cession1 & z if ! ,sa9ts 7 n suppos$ by !m to int]c$e 9 answ] to invocation8 ,! t]ms are correlative4 ,int]cession ( ,sa9ts1 in/ead ( be+ an extreme only1 z y consid]1 is a ,romi% abom9ation4 ,i am a%am$ ( y1 ,mr4 ,r$+2 ,i am pa9$ & hurt t a "y man ( y\r promise1 ( good ability1 & excell5t morals1 %\ld be guilty ( s gross an evasion ( ! au?oritative docum5ts ( our ,*ur*1 su* an outrage ^u common s5se1 s indec5t a violation ( ! t]ms on :i* alone he 0 all[$ to place 8 "n on ! books ( ?is society4 ,i c\ld n h a cle>] pro( t y\r m9d has be5 p]v]t$--,i fe> ,i mu/ use a /rong] t]m1 debau*$--by ! sophi/ries & jesui/ries :i* unhappily h f\nd entrance among u4 ,good morn+1 ,mr4 ,r$+4 ,s x 0 a ?+ settl$3 ,*>les 0 to be s5t home1--an endurable bani%m5t4 ,be=e he w5t d[n he paid a visit ( =m to ! old ,pr9cipal--a wor?y man 9 8 g5]ation1 :o be=e n[ _h be5 a good p>i% prie/1 _h in/ruct$ ! ignorant & f$ ! poor2 b n[ 9 ! end ( 8 days1 fall+ on evil times1 0 p]mitt$1 = inscrutable purposes1 to give evid5ce ( t evil puritanical leav5 :i* 0 a secret elem5t ( 8 religion4 ,he _h be5 k9d to ,*>les hi!rto1 :i* made 8 alt]$ mann] m di/ress+ to him4 ,we _h hop$1 he said1 ,mr4 ,r$+1 t s good a "y man z y once 7 w\ld h ga9$ a place on "s f\ndation1 & be5 settl$ "h1 & be5 a useful man 9 8 g5]ation1 sir2 & a column1 a buttress ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&1 sir4 ,well1 sir1 "h are my be/ wi%es = y1 sir4 ,:5 y come up = y\r ,ma/]'s degree1 sir--no1 ,i ?9k x is y\r ,ba*elor's--:i* is x1 ,mr4 ,r$+1 are y yet a ,ba*elor8 oh1 ,i see y\r g[n4 ,*>les said he _h n yet be5 into ! s*ools4 ,well1 sir1 :5 y come up to be exam9$1 ,i %\ld say--to be exam9$--we w hope t 9 ! int]val1 reflection1 & /udy1 & abs5ce p]haps f dang]\s companions1 w h br\ght y to a sob]] /ate ( m9d1 ,mr4 ,r$+4 ,*>les 0 %ock$ at ! language us$ ab\t him4 ,really1 sir1 he said1 if y knew me bett]1 y w\ld feel t ,i am likely nei!r to receive nor d h>m by rema9+ "h betwe5 ?is & ,ea/]4 ,:at6 rema9 "h1 sir1 ) all ! "y m5 ab\t8 ask$ ,dr4 ,bluett1 ) a/oni%m5t1 ) all ! "y m5 ab\t y1 sir8 ,*>les really _h n a ^w to say2 he did n "k himself 9 s novel a position4 ,i _c conceive1 sir1 he said1 at la/1 :y ,i %\ld be unfit company = ! g5tlem5 ( ! ,college4 ,dr4 ,bluett's jaw dropp$1 & 8 eyes assum$ a holl[ aspect4 ,y w corrupt _! m9ds1 sir1 he said1--y w corrupt _! m9ds4 ,!n he add$1 9 a sepul*ral tone1 :i* came f ! v dep?s ( 8 inside3 ,y w introduce !m1 sir1 to "s subtle ,jesuit--to "s subtle ,jesuit1 ,mr4 ,r$+4 ,,*apt] ,,xi4 ,mrs4 ,r$+ 0 by ?is "t settl$ 9 ! neighb\rhood ( old fri5ds 9 ,devon%ire2 & !re ,*>les sp5t ! w9t] & e>ly spr+ ) h] & 8 ?ree si/]s1 ! elde/ ( :om 0 two ye>s old] ?an himself4 ,come1 %ut y\r dull books1 ,*>les1 said ,c>ol9e1 ! y\nge/1 a girl ( f\rte52 make way = ! tea2 ,i am sure y h read en\gh4 ,y sometimes don't speak a ^w = an h\r toge!r2 at lea/1 y might tell u :at y are read+ ab\t4 ,my de> ,c>ry1 y w\ld n be mu* ! wis] if ,i did1 answ]$ ,*>les2 x is ,greek hi/ory4 ,oh1 said ,c>ol9e1 ,i "k m ?an y ?9k2 ,i h read ,goldsmi?1 & good "p ( ,roll91 besides ,pope's ,hom]4 ,capital6 said ,*>les2 well1 ,i am read+ ab\t ,pelopidas--:o 0 he8 ,pelopidas6 answ]$ ,c>ol9e1 ,i ought to "k4 ,oh1 ,i recollect1 he _h an ivory %\ld]4 ,well said1 ,c>ry2 b ,i h n yet a di/9ct idea ( him ei!r4 ,0 he a /atue1 or fle% & blood1 ) ?is %\ld] ( 88 ,oh1 he 0 alive2 somebody ate him1 ,i ?9k4 ,well1 0 he a god or a man8 said ,*>les4 ,oh1 x's a mi/ake ( m9e1 said ,c>ol9e2 he 0 a goddess1 ! ivory-foot$--no1 t 0 ,!tis4 ,my de> ,c>ol9e1 said h] "m1 d n talk s at r&om2 ?9k be=e y speak2 y "k bett] ?an ?is4 ,%e has1 ma'am1 said ,*>les1 :at ,mr4 ,j5n+s w\ld call 'a v inaccurate m9d4' ,i recollect p]fectly n[1 said ,c>ol9e1 he 0 a fri5d ( ,epam9ondas4 ,:5 did he live8 ask$ ,*>les4 ,c>ol9e 0 sil5t4 ,oh1 ,c>ry1 said ,eliza1 don't y recollect ! memoria te*nica8 ,i nev] c\ld le>n x1 said ,c>ol9e2 ,i hate x4 ,nor c ,i1 said ,m>y2 give me good native numb]s2 !y are sweet & k9dly1 l fl[]s 9 a b$2 b ,i don't l y\r artificial fl[]-pots4 ,b surely1 said ,*>les1 a memoria te*nica makes y recollect a great _m dates :i* y o!rwise c\ld n8 ,! crabb$ names are m difficult ev5 to pron\nce ?an ! numb]s to le>n1 said ,c>ol9e4 ,t's because y h v few dates to get up1 said ,*>les2 b common writ+ is a memoria te*nica4 ,t's beyond ,c>ol9e1 said ,m>y4 ,:at are words b artificial signs = ideas8 said ,*>les2 !y are m musical1 b z arbitr>y4 ,!re is no m reason :y ! s\nd 'hat' %\ld mean ! p>ticul> ?+ s call$1 :i* we put on our heads1 ?an :y 'abul-di/(' %\ld /& = #aebj4 ,oh1 my de> *ild1 said ,mrs4 ,r$+1 h[ y run on6 ,don't be p>adoxical4 ,my de> "m1 said ,*>les1 com+ r\nd to ! fire1 ,i don't want to be p>adoxical2 x's only a g5]alization4 ,keep x1 !n1 = ! s*ools1 my de>2 ,i d>e say x w d y good !re1 cont9u$ ,mrs4 ,r$+1 :ile %e cont9u$ h] hemm+2 poor ,c>ol9e w be z mu* put to x 9 logic z 9 hi/ory4 ,i am 9 a dilemma1 said ,*>les1 z he seat$ himself on a little /ool at 8 "m's feet2 = ,c>ry calls me /upid if ,i am sil5t1 & y call me p>adoxical if ,i speak4 ,good s5se1 said 8 "m1 is ! gold5 mean4 ,& :at is common s5se8 said ,*>les4 ,! silv] mean1 said ,eliza4 ,well done1 said ,*>les2 x is small *ange = e h\r4 ,r1 said ,c>ol9e1 x is ! copp] mean1 = we want x1 l alms = ! poor1 to give away4 ,p are always ask+ me = x4 ,if ,i c't tell :o ,isaac's fa!r 01 ,m>y says1 ',o ,c>ry1 :]e's y\r common s5se8' ,if ,i am go+ out ( doors1 ,eliza runs up1 ',c>ry1' %e cries1 'y hav5't common s5se2 y\r %awl's all p9n$ awry4' ,& :5 ,i ask mamma ! %orte/ way across ! fields to ,dalton1 %e says1 ',use y\r common s5se1 my de>4' ,no wond] y h s little ( x1 poor de> *ild1 said ,*>les2 no bank c\ld /& su* a run4 ,no su* ?+1 said ,m>y2 x fl[s into h] bank t5 times z fa/ z x comes out4 ,%e has pl5ty ( x f u2 & :at %e does ) x no "o c make out2 %e ei!r ho>ds or %e speculates4 ',l ! great ocean1' said ,*>les1 ':i* receives ! riv]s1 yet is n full4' ,t's some:]e 9 ,scripture1 said ,eliza4 ,9 ! ',prea*]1' said ,*>les1 & he cont9u$ ! quotation2 ',all ?+s are full ( lab\r1 man _c utt] x2 ! eye is n satisfi$ ) see+1 nor ! e> fill$ ) he>+4' ,8 "m sigh$2 ,take my cup1 my love1 %e said2 no m4 ,i "k :y ,*>les is s fond ( ! ',prea*]1' said ,m>y2 x's because he's tir$ ( read+2 'mu* /udy is a we>9ess to ! fle%4' ,i wi% we c\ld help y1 de> ,*>les4 ,my de> boy1 ,i really ?9k y read too mu*1 said 8 "m2 only ?9k h[ _m h\rs y h be5 at x to-day4 ,y are always up "o or two h\rs be=e ! sun2 & ,i don't ?9k y h _h y\r walk to-day4 ,x's s dismal walk+ alone1 my de> "m2 & z to walk+ ) y & my si/]s1 x's pleasant en\gh1 b no ex]cise4 ,b1 ,*>lie1 said ,m>y1 t's absurd ( y2 ^! nice sunny days1 :i* y c\ld n expect at ?is season1 are j ! "t = long walks4 ,:y don't y resolve to make /raight = ! plantations1 or to m\nt ,h>t ,hill1 or g "r ?r\gh ,dun ,wood & back8 ,because all woods are dun & d+y j n[1 ,m>y1 & n gre54 ,x's q melan*oly to see !m4 ,j ! f9e/ "t ( ! ye>1 said 8 "m2 x's univ]sally all[$2 all pa9t]s say t ! autumn is ! season to see a l&scape 94 ,all gold & russet1 said ,m>y4 ,x makes me melan*oly1 said ,*>les4 ,:at6 ! beautiful autumn make y melan*oly8 ask$ 8 "m4 ,oh1 my de> "m1 y mean to say t ,i am p>adoxical aga92 ,i _c help x4 ,i l spr+2 b autumn sadd5s me4 ,*>les always says s1 said ,m>y2 he ?9ks no?+ ( ! ri* hues into :i* ! sob] gre5 *anges2 he likes ! dull uni=m ( summ]4 ,no1 x is n t1 said ,*>les2 ,i nev] saw any?+ s gorge\s z ,magdal5 ,wat]-walk1 = in/ance1 9 ,octob]2 x is q wond]ful1 ! v>iety ( col\rs4 ,i admire1 & am a/oni%$2 b ,i _c love or l x4 ,x is because ,i c't sep>ate ! look ( ?+s f :at x port5ds2 t ri* v>iety is b ! tok5 ( disease & dea?4 ,surely1 said ,m>y1 col\rs h _! own intr9sic beauty2 we may l !m = _! own sake4 ,no1 no1 said ,*>les1 we always g by association2 else :y n admire raw beef1 or a toad1 or "s o!r reptiles1 :i* are z beautiful & bright z tulips or *]ries1 yet revolt+1 because we consid] :at !y are1 n h[ !y look8 ,:at next8 said 8 "m1 look+ up f h] "w2 my de> ,*>les1 y are n s]i\s 9 comp>+ *]ries to raw beef or to toads8 ,no1 my de> "m1 answ]$ ,*>les1 laugh+1 no1 ,i only say t !y look l !m1 n are l !m4 ,a toad look l a *]ry1 ,*>les6 p]si/$ ,mrs4 ,r$+4 ,oh1 my de> "m1 he answ]$1 ,i c't expla92 ,i really h said no?+ out ( ! way4 ,m>y does n ?9k ,i h4 ,b1 said ,m>y1 :y n associate pleasant ?\ghts ) autumn8 ,x is impossible1 said ,*>les2 x is ! sick season & ! dea?b$ ( ,nature4 ,i _c look ) pleasure on ! decay ( ! "m ( all liv+4 ,! _m hues ^u ! l&scape are b ! spots ( dissolution4 ,?is is a /ra9$1 unnatural view1 ,*>les1 said ,m>y2 %ake y\rself1 & y w come to a bett] m9d4 ,don't y l to see a ri* sunset8 yet ! sun is leav+ y4 ,*>les 0 = a mom5t pos$2 !n he said1 ,yes1 b !re 0 no autumn 9 ,ed52 suns rose & set 9 ,p>adise1 b ! leaves 7 always gre51 & did n )]4 ,!re 0 a riv] to fe$ !m4 ,autumn is ! 'fall4' ,s1 my de>e/ ,*>les1 said ,mrs4 ,r$+1 y don't g out walk+ ^! f9e days because !re 0 no autumn 9 ! g>d5 ( ,ed58 ,oh1 said ,*>les1 laugh+1 x is cruel to br+ me s to book4 ,:at ,i meant 01 t my read+ 0 a direct ob/acle to walk+1 & t ! f9e wea!r did n tempt me to remove x4 ,i am glad we h y "h1 my de>1 said 8 "m1 = we c =ce y out n[ & !n2 at ,college ,i suspect y nev] walk at all4 ,x's only = a "t1 ma'am1 said ,*>les2 :5 my exam9ation is ov]1 ,i w take z long walks z ,i did ) ,edw>d ,g&y t w9t] aft] ,i left s*ool4 ,ah1 h[ m]ry y 7 !n1 ,*>les6 said ,m>y2 s happy ) ! ?\ghts ( ,ox=d be=e y6 ,ah1 my de>1 said ,mrs4 ,r$+1 y'll !n walk too mu*1 z y n[ walk too little4 ,my good boy1 y are s e>ne/ ab\t ev]y?+4 ,x's a %ame to f9d fault ) him = be+ dilig5t1 said ,m>y3 y l him to read = hon\rs1 ,i "k1 mamma2 b if he is to get !m he mu/ read a great deal4 ,true1 my love1 answ]$ ,mrs4 ,r$+2 ,*>les is a de> good fell[1 ,i "k4 ,h[ glad we all %all be to h him orda9$1 & settl$ 9 a curacy6 ,*>les sigh$4 ,come1 ,m>y1 he said1 give u "s music1 n[ ! urn has gone away4 ,play me t beautiful air ( ,bee?ov51 ! "o ,i call ',! ,voice ( ! ,dead4' ,oh1 ,*>les1 y d give su* melan*oly names to ?+s6 cri$ ,m>y4 ,! o!r day1 said ,eliza1 we _h a mo/ beautiful sc5t waft$ across ! road z we 7 walk+1 & he call$ x '! ,gho/ ( ! ,pa/2' & he says t ! s\nd ( ! ,eolian h>p is 'remorseful4' ,n[1 y'd ?9k all t v pretty1 said ,*>les1 if y saw x 9 a book ( poems2 b y call x melan*oly :5 ,i say x4 ,oh1 yes1 said ,c>ol9e1 because poets nev] mean :at !y say1 & w\ld n be poetical unless !y 7 melan*oly4 ,well1 said ,m>y1 ,i play to y1 ,*>les1 on ?is "o condition1 t y let me give y "s morn+ a s]i\s lecture on t melan*oly ( y\rs1 :i*1 ,i assure y is gr[+ on y4 ,,*apt] ,,xii4 ,*>les's p]plexities rapidly took a def9ite =m on 8 com+ into ,devon%ire4 ,! v fact ( 8 be+ at home1 & n at ,ox=d :]e he ought to h be51 br\ght !m be=e 8 m9d2 & ! ne> prospect ( 8 exam9ation & degree ju/ifi$ ! consid]ation ( !m4 ,no addition inde$ 0 made to _! sub/ance1 z already describ$2 b !y 7 no long] vague & indi/9ct1 b ?or\ghly appreh5d$ by him2 nor did he make up 8 m9d t !y 7 insurm\ntable1 b he saw cle>ly :at x 0 t _h to be surm\nt$4 ,! p>ticul> =m ( argum5t into :i* !y happ5$ to fall 0 det]m9$ by ! circum/ances 9 :i* he f\nd himself at ! "t1 & 0 ?is1 viz4 h[ he c\ld subscribe ! ,articles ex animo1 )\t fai?1 m or less1 9 8 ,*ur* z ! impon5t2 & next1 h[ he c\ld h fai? 9 h]1 h] hi/ory & pres5t condition be+ :at !y 74 ,! fact ( ^! difficulties 0 a great s\rce ( di/ress to him4 ,x 0 aggravat$ by ! circum/ance t he _h no "o to talk to1 or to sympa?ize ) him "u !m4 ,& x 0 complet$ by ! necessity ( c>ry+ ab\t ) him a secret :i* he d>$ n tell to o!rs1 yet :i* he =ebod$ mu/ be told "o day4 ,all ?is 0 ! secret ( t depression ( spirits :i* 8 si/]s _h obs]v$ 9 him4 ,he 0 "o day sitt+ ?\ghtfully ov] ! fire ) a book 9 8 h&1 :5 ,m>y ent]$4 ,i wi% y w\ld tea* me ! art ( read+ ,greek 9 live coals1 %e said4 ,s]mons 9 /ones1 & good 9 ev]y?+1 answ]$ ,*>les4 ,y d well to lik5 y\rself to ! melan*oly ,jaques1 %e repli$4 ,n s1 said he1 b to ! good ,duke ,*>les1 :o 0 bani%$ to ! gre5 =e/4 ,a great grievance1 answ]$ ,m>y1 we be+ ! wild ?+s ) :om y are =c$ to live4 ,my de> ,*>les1 %e cont9u$1 ,i hope ! tittle-tattle t drove y "h does n /ill dwell on y\r m9d4 ,:y1 x is n v pleasant1 ,m>y1 aft] hav+ be5 on ! be/ t]ms ) ! :ole ,college1 & 9 p>ticul> ) ! ,pr9cipal & ,j5n+s1 at la/ to be s5t d[n1 z a r[+-man might be ru/icat$ = t&em-driv+4 ,y h no notion h[ /rong ! old ,pr9cipal 01 & ,j5n+s too4 ,well1 my de>e/ ,*>les1 y mu/ n brood ov] x1 said ,m>y1 z ,i fe> y are do+4 ,i don't see :]e x is to end1 said ,*>les2 ! ,pr9cipal expressly said t my prospects at ! ,univ]sity 7 knock$ up4 ,i suppose !y w\ld n give me a te/imonial1 if ,i wi%$ to /& = a fell[%ip any:]e4 ,oh1 x is a tempor>y mi/ake1 said ,m>y2 ,i d>e say by ?is "t !y "k bett]4 ,& x's "o great ga9 to h y ) u2 we1 at lea/1 ought to be oblig$ to !m4 ,i h be5 s v c>eful1 ,m>y1 said ,*>les2 ,i h nev] be5 to ! ev5+-p>ties1 or to ! s]mons :i* are talk$ ab\t 9 ! ,univ]sity4 ,x's q amaz+ to me :at c h put x into _! heads4 ,at ! ,article-lecture ,i n[ & !n ask$ a "q1 b x 0 really because ,i wi%$ to und]/& & get up ! diff]5t subjects4 ,j5n+s fell on me ! mom5t ,i ent]$ 8 room4 ,i c call x no?+ else2 v civil at fir/ 9 8 mann]1 b !re 0 some?+ 9 8 eye be=e he spoke :i* told me at once :at 0 com+4 ,x's odd a man ( su* self-comm& z he %\ld n bett] hide 8 feel+s2 b ,i h always be5 able to see :at ,j5n+s 0 ?9k+ ab\t4 ,dep5d on x1 said 8 si/]1 y w ?9k no?+ ( x :atev] ?is "t next ye>4 ,x w be l a summ]-cl\d1 come & gone4 ,& !n x damps me1 & int]rupts me 9 my read+4 ,i fall back ?9k+ ( x1 & _c give my m9d to my books1 or ex]t myself4 ,x is v h>d4 ,m>y sigh$2 ,i wi% ,i c\ld help y1 %e said2 b wom5 c d s little4 ,come1 let me take ! frett+1 & y ! read+2 t'll be a fair division4 ,& !n my de> "m too1 he cont9u$2 :at w %e ?9k ( x :5 x comes to h] e>s8 & come x mu/4 ,nons5se1 said ,m>y1 don't make a m\nta9 ( a mole-hill4 ,y w g back1 take y\r degree1 & nobody w be ! wis]4 ,no1 x c't be s1 said ,*>les s]i\sly4 ,:at d y mean8 ask$ ,m>y4 ,^! ?+s don't cle> (f 9 t way1 said he2 x is no summ]-cl\d2 x may turn to ra91 = :at !y "k4 ,m>y look$ at him ) "s surprise4 ,i mean1 he said1 t ,i h no confid5ce t !y w let me take my degree1 any m ?an let me reside !re4 ,t is v absurd1 said %e2 x's :at ,i meant by brood+ ov] ?+s1 & mak+ m\nta9s ( mole-hills4 ,my sweet ,m>y1 he said1 affectionately tak+ h] h&1 my only real confidant & com=t1 ,i w\ld tell y some?+ m1 if y c\ld be> x4 ,m>y 0 fright5$1 & h] he>t beat4 ,*>les1 %e said1 )draw+ h] h&1 any pa9 is less ?an to see y ?us4 ,i see too cle>ly t some?+ is on y\r m9d4 ,*>les put 8 feet on ! f5d]1 & look$ d[n4 ,i c't tell y1 he said1 at l5g?1 ) vehem5ce2 !n1 see+ by h] face h[ mu* he 0 di/ress+ h]1 he said1 half-laugh+1 z if to turn ! edge ( 8 words1 ,my de> ,m>y1 :5 p be> witness aga9/ "o1 "o c't help fe>+ t !re is1 p]haps1 some?+ to be> witness aga9/4 ,impossible1 ,*>les6 y corrupt o!r p6 y falsify ! ,pray] ,book & ,articles6 impossible6 ,m>y1 :i* d y ?9k w\ld be ! be/ judge :e!r my face 0 dirty & my coat %abby1 y or ,i8 ,well1 !n1 p]haps ,j5n+s1 or at lea/ common report1 kn[s m ab\t me ?an ,i d myself4 ,y mu/ n speak 9 ?is way1 said ,m>y1 mu* hurt2 y really d pa9 me n[4 ,:at c y mean8 ,*>les cov]$ 8 face ) 8 h&s1 & at l5g? said3 ,x's no good2 y c't assi/ me "h2 ,i only pa9 y4 ,i ought n to h begun ! subject4 ,!re 0 a sil5ce4 ,my de>e/ ,*>les1 said ,m>y t5d]ly1 come1 ,i w be> any?+1 & n be annoy$4 ,any?+ bett] ?an to see y g on 9 ?is way4 ,b really y fright5 me4 ,:y1 he answ]$1 :5 a numb] ( p tell me t ,ox=d is n my place1 n my position1 p]haps !y are "r2 p]haps x isn't4 ,b is t really all8 %e said2 :o wants y to lead an ,ox=d life8 n we4 ,no1 b ,ox=d implies tak+ a degree--tak+ ord]s4 ,n[1 my de> ,*>les1 speak out2 don't drop h9ts2 let me "k2 & %e sat d[n ) a look ( great anxiety4 ,well1 he said1 mak+ an ef=t2 yet ,i don't "k :]e to beg92 b _m ?+s h happ5$ to me1 9 v>i\s ways1 to %[ me t ,i h n a place1 a position1 a home1 t ,i am n made =1 t ,i am a /rang] 91 ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&4 ,!re 0 a dreadful pause2 ,m>y turn$ v pale2 !n1 d>t+ at a conclusion ) precipitancy1 %e said quickly1 ,y mean to say1 y are go+ to jo9 ! ,*ur* ( ,rome1 ,*>les4 ,no1 he said1 x is n s4 ,i mean no su* ?+2 ,i mean j :at ,i say2 ,i h told y ! :ole2 ,i h kept no?+ back4 ,x is ?is1 & no m--t ,i feel out ( place4 ,well1 !n1 %e said1 y mu/ tell me m2 =1 to my appreh5sion1 y mean j :at ,i h said1 no?+ %ort ( x4 ,i c't g ?r\gh ?+s 9 ord]1 he said2 b :]ev] ,i g1 :omev] ,i talk )1 ,i feel him to be ano!r sort ( p]son f :at ,i am4 ,i c't convey x to y2 y won't und]/& me2 b ! words ( ! ,psalm1 ',i am a /rang] ^u e>?1' describe :at ,i always feel4 ,no "o ?9ks or feels l me4 ,i he> s]mons1 ,i talk on religi\s subjects ) fri5ds1 & e "o seems to be> witness aga9/ me4 ,& n[ ! ,college be>s its witness1 & s5ds me d[n4 ,oh1 ,*>les1 said ,m>y1 h[ *ang$ y are6 & te>s came into h] eyes2 y us$ to be s *e]ful1 s happy4 ,y took su* pleasure 9 e "o1 9 ev]y?+4 ,we us$ to laugh & say1 ',all ,*>lie's geese are swans4' ,:at has come ov] y8 ,%e paus$1 & !n cont9u$3 ,don't y recollect ^? l9es 9 ! ',*ri/ian ,ye>'8 ,i c't repeat !m2 we us$ to apply !m to y2 some?+ ab\t hope or love 'mak+ all ?+s bright ) h] own magic smile4' ,*>les 0 t\*$ :5 he 0 rem9d$ ( :at he _h be5 ?ree ye>s be=e2 he said3 ,i suppose x is com+ out ( %ad[s into realities4 ,!re has be5 mu* to sadd5 y1 %e add$1 sigh+2 & n[ ^! na/y books are too mu* = y4 ,:y %\ld y g up = hon\rs8 :at's ! good ( x8 ,!re 0 a pause aga94 ,i wi% ,i c\ld br+ home to y1 said ,*>les1 ! numb] ( intimations1 z x 71 :i* h be5 giv5 me ( my uncong5iality1 z x may be call$1 ) ?+s z !y are4 ,:at p]haps mo/ affect$ me1 0 a talk ,i _h ) ,c>lton1 :om ,i h lately be5 read+ )2 =1 if ,i c\ld n agree ) him1 or r1 if he bore witness aga9/ me1 :o c\ld be expect$ to say a ^w = me8 ,i _c be> ! pomp & pret5ce :i* ,i see ev]y:]e4 ,i am n speak+ aga9/ individuals2 !y are v good p]sons1 ,i "k2 b1 really1 if y saw ,ox=d z x is6 ,! ,heads ) su* l>ge incomes2 !y are inde$ v lib]al ( _! money1 & _! wives are (t5 simple1 self-d5y+ p]sons1 z e "o says1 & d a great deal ( good 9 ! place2 b ,i speak ( ! sy/em4 ,"h are m9i/]s ( ,*ri/ ) l>ge incomes1 liv+ 9 f9ely furni%$ h\ses1 ) wives & families1 & /ately butl]s & s]vants 9 liv]y1 giv+ d9n]s all 9 ! be/ /yle1 condesc5d+ & graci\s1 wav+ _! h&s & m9c+ _! words1 z if !y 7 ! cream ( ! e>?1 b )\t any?+ to make !m cl]gym5 b a black coat & a :ite tie4 ,& !n ,bi%ops or ,deans come1 ) wom5 tuck$ "u _! arm2 & !y c't ent] *ur* b a f9e p[d]$ man runs fir/ ) a cu%ion = !m to sit on1 & a w>m %eepsk9 to keep _! feet f ! /ones4 ,m>y laugh$3 ,well1 my de> ,*>les1 %e said1 ,i did n ?9k y _h se5 s mu* ( ,bi%ops1 ,deans1 ,pr(essors1 & ,heads ( h\ses at ,/4 ,savi\r's2 y h kept good company4 ,i h my eyes ab\t me1 said ,*>les1 & h _h q opportunities en\gh2 ,i c't g into p>ticul>s4 ,well1 y h be5 h>d on !m1 ,i ?9k1 said ,m>y2 :5 a poor old man has ! rheumatism1 & %e sigh$ a little1 x is h>d he mayn't h 8 feet kept f ! cold4 ,ah1 ,m>y1 ,i c't br+ x home to y6 b y mu/1 please1 ?r[ y\rself into :at ,i say1 & n criticize my in/ances or my t]ms4 ,:at ,i mean is1 t !re is a worldly air ab\t ev]y?+1 z unlike z possible ! _s ( ! ,gospel4 ,i don't impute to ! dons ambition or av>ice2 b /ill1 :at ,heads ( h\ses1 ,fell[s1 & all ( !m evid5tly put be=e !m z an end is1 to enjoy ! _w 9 ! fir/ place1 & to s]ve ,god 9 ! second4 ,n t !y don't make x _! f9al object to get to heav52 b _! imm$iate object is to be com=table1 to m>ry1 to h a fair income1 /ation1 & respectability1 a conv5i5t h\se1 a pleasant c\ntry1 a sociable neighb\rhood4 ,!re is no?+ high ab\t !m4 ,i decl>e ,i ?9k ! ,puseyites are ! only p]sons :o h high views 9 ! :ole place2 ,i %\ld say1 ! only p]sons :o pr(ess !m1 = ,i don't "k !m to speak ab\t !m4 ,he ?\ght ( ,:ite4 ,well1 y are talk+ ( ?+s ,i don't "k ab\t1 said ,m>y2 b ,i c't ?9k all ! "y clev] m5 ( ! place are look+ out = ease & com=t2 nor c ,i believe t 9 ! ,*ur* ( ,rome money has always be5 put to ! be/ ( purposes4 ,i said no?+ ab\t ! ,*ur* ( ,rome1 said ,*>les2 :y d y br+ 9 ! ,*ur* ( ,rome8 t's ano!r ?+ altoge!r4 ,:at ,i mean is1 t !re is a worldly smell ab\t ,ox=d :i* ,i c't abide4 ,i am n us+ 'worldly' 9 its worse s5se4 ,p are religi\s & *>itable2 b--,i don't l to m5tion names--b ,i "k v>i\s dons1 & ! notion ( evangelical pov]ty1 ! dang] ( ri*es1 ! giv+ up all = ,*ri/1 all ^? ideas :i* are fir/ pr9ciples 9 ,scripture1 z ,i read x1 don't seem to ent] into _! idea ( religion4 ,i decl>e1 ,i ?9k t is ! reason :y ! ,puseyites are s unpopul>4 ,well1 ,i c't see1 said ,m>y1 :y y mu/ be disgu/$ ) ! _w1 & ) y\r place & duties 9 x1 because !re are worldly p 9 x4 ,b ,i 0 speak+ ( ,c>lton1 said ,*>les2 d y "k1 good fell[ z he is--& ,i love1 admire1 & respect him exce$+ly--he actually laid x d[n almo/ z an axiom1 t a cl]gyman ( ! ,engli% ,*ur* ought to m>ry8 ,he said t celibacy might be v well 9 o!r communions1 b t a man made himself a fool1 & 0 out ( jo9t ) ! age1 :o rema9$ s+le 9 ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&4 ,poor ,*>les 0 s s]i\s1 & ! proposition :i* he relat$ 0 s mon/r\s1 t ,m>y1 9 spite ( h] real di/ress1 c\ld n help laugh+ out4 ,i really _c help x1 %e said2 well1 x really 0 a mo/ extraord9>y /atem5t1 ,i confess4 ,b1 my de> ,*>lie1 y are n afraid t he w c>ry y (f aga9/ y\r w1 & m>ry y to "s fair lady be=e y "k :]e y are8 ,don't talk 9 t way1 ,m>y1 said ,*>les2 ,i c't be> a joke j n[4 ,i mean1 ,c>lton is s s5sible a man1 & takes s j a view ( ?+s1 t ! conviction fla%$ on my m9d1 t ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& really 0 :at he impli$ x to be--a =m ( religion v unlike t ( ! ,apo/les4 ,?is sob]$ ,m>y inde$4 ,alas1 %e said1 we h got ^u v diff]5t gr\nd n[2 n :at our ,*ur* ?9ks ( y1 b :at y ?9k ( our ,*ur*4 ,!re 0 a pause4 ,i ?\ght ?is 0 at ! bottom1 %e said2 ,i nev] c\ld believe t a p>cel ( p1 "s ( :om y c>$ no?+ =1 tell+ y t y 7 n 9 y\r place1 w\ld make y ?9k s1 unless y fir/ felt x y\rself4 ,t's ! real tru?2 & !n y int]pret :at o!rs say 9 y\r own way4 ,ano!r uncom=table pause4 ,!n %e cont9u$3 ,i see h[ x w be4 ,:5 y take up a ?+1 ,*>les1 ,i "k well y don't lay x d[n4 ,no1 y h made up y\r m9d already4 ,we %all see y a ,roman ,ca?olic4 ,d y !n be> witness aga9/ me1 ,m>y1 z well z ! re/8 said he sorr[fully4 ,%e saw h] mi/ake4 ,no1 %e answ]$2 all ,i say is1 t x re/s ) y\rself1 n ) o!rs4 ,if y h made up y\r m9d1 !re's no help = x4 ,x is n o!rs :o drive y1 :o be> witness aga9/ y4 ,de> ,*>les1 don't mi/ake me1 & don't deceive y\rself4 ,y h a /rong w4 ,at ?is mom5t ,c>ol9e ent]$ ! room4 ,i c\ld n ?9k :]e y 71 ,m>y1 %e said2 "h ,p]k9s has be5 cry+ aft] y ev] s long4 ,x's some?+ ab\t d9n]2 ,i don't "k :at4 ,we h hunt$ high & l[1 & nev] guess$ y 7 help+ ,*>les at 8 books4 ,m>y gave a deep sigh1 & left ! room4 ,,*apt] ,,xiii4 ,nei!r to bro!r nor to si/] _h ! conv]sation be5 a satisfaction or relief4 ,i c g n[h]e = sympa?y1 ?\ght ,*>les2 de> ,m>y does n und]/& me m ?an o!rs4 ,i c't br+ out :at ,i mean & feel2 & :5 ,i attempt to d s1 my /atem5ts & argum5ts seem absurd to myself4 ,x has be5 a great ef=t to tell h]2 & 9 "o s5se x is a ga91 = x is a trial ov]4 ,else ,i h tak5 no?+ by my move1 & might z well h held my tongue4 ,i h simply pa9$ h] )\t reliev+ myself4 ,by-!-bye1 %e has gone (f believ+ ab\t twice z mu* z ! fact4 ,i 0 go+ to set h] "r :5 ,c>ry came 94 ,my only difficulty is ab\t tak+ ord]s2 & %e ?9ks ,i am go+ to be a ,roman ,ca?olic4 ,h[ absurd6 b wom5 w run on s2 give an in*1 & !y take an ell4 ,i "k no?+ ( ! ,roman ,ca?olics4 ,! simple "q is1 :e!r ,i %\ld g to ! ,b> or ! ,*ur*4 ,i decl>e1 ,i ?9k ,i h made va/ly too mu* ( x myself4 ,i ought to h begun ?is way ) h]1--,i ought to h said1 ',d'y "k1 ,i h s]i\s ?\ghts ( read+ law8' ,i've made a ha% ( x4 ,poor ,m>y1 on ! o!r h&1 0 9 a confusion ( ?\ght & feel+ z pa9ful z x 0 new to h]2 ?\gh = a "t h\sehold matt]s & necess>y duties t[>ds h] y\ng] si/]s occupi$ h] m9d 9 a diff]5t direction4 ,%e _h be5 inde$ tak5 at h] ^w2 little _h %e expect$ :at w\ld come on h] :5 %e engag$ to take ! frett+1 :ile he took ! read+4 ,%e _h kn[n :at grief 01 n s long ago2 b n till n[ _h %e kn[n anxiety4 ,*>les's /ate ( m9d 0 a matt] ( simple a/oni%m5t to h]4 ,at fir/ x q fright5$ & %ock$ h]2 x 0 z if ,*>les _h lo/ 8 id5tity1 & _h turn$ out "s "o else4 ,x 0 l a great brea* ( tru/4 ,%e _h se5 !re 0 a good deal 9 ! newspap]s ab\t ! ,ox=d p>ty & _! do+s2 & at diff]5t places1 :]e %e _h be5 on visits1 %e _h he>d ( *ur*es be+ done up 9 ! new fa%ion1 & cl]gym5 be+ accus$1 9 consequ5ce1 ( ,pop]y--a *>ge :i* %e _h laugh$ at4 ,b n[ x 0 actually br\ght home to h] door t !re 0 some?+ 9 x4 ,yet x 0 to h] incompreh5sible1 & %e h>dly knew :]e %e 04 ,& t1 ( all p]sons 9 ! _w1 h] bro!r1 h] own ,*>les1 ) :om %e _h be5 "o he>t & s\l all _! lives--"o s *e]ful1 s religi\s1 s good1 s s5sible1 s cauti\s1--t he %\ld be ! fir/ specim5 t cross$ h] pa? ( ! new op9ions1--x bewild]$ h]4 ,& :]e _h he got 8 notions8--,notions6 %e c\ld n call !m notions2 he _h no?+ to say = himself4 ,x 0 an infatuation2 he1 s clev]1 s %>p-sight$1 c\ld say no?+ bett] 9 def5ce ( himself ?an t ,mrs4 ,bi%op ( ,monm\? 0 too pretty1 & t old ,dr4 ,/ock sat ^u a cu%ion4 ,oh1 sad1 sad inde$6 ,h[ 0 x he c\ld be s ins5sible to ! bless+s he ga9$ f 8 ,*ur*1 & _h enjoy$ all 8 life8 ,:at c\ld he ne$8 ,%e _h no ne$ at all3 go+ to *ur* 0 a pleasure to h]4 ,%e lik$ to he> ! ,lessons & ! ,collects1 com+ r\nd ye> aft] ye>1 & m>k+ ! seasons4 ,! hi/orical books & prophets 9 summ]2 !n ! /ir-up ,collect j be=e ,adv5t2 ! beautiful ,collects 9 ,adv5t itself1 ) ! ,lessons f ,isaiah rea*+ on ?r\gh ,epiphany2 !y 7 q music to ! e>4 ,!n ! ,psalms1 v>y+ ) e ,sunday2 !y 7 a p]petual solace to h]1 ev] old yet ev] new4 ,! occasional additions1 too--! ,a?anasian ,cre$1 ! ,b5$ictus1 ,deus mis]eatur1 & ,omnia op]a1 :i* h] fa!r _h be5 us$ to read at c]ta9 great fea/s2 & ! beautiful ,litany4 ,:at c\ld he want m8 :]e c\ld he f9d s mu*8 ,well1 x 0 a my/]y to h]2 & %e c\ld only feel ?ankful t %e 0 n expos$ to ! temptations1 :atev] !y 71 :i* _h act$ on ! p[]ful m9d ( h] bro!r4 ,!n1 %e _h anticipat$ h[ pleasant x w\ld be :5 ,*>les 0 a cl]gyman1 & %e %\ld he> him prea*2 :5 !re w\ld be "o :om %e w\ld h a "r to ask que/ions & to consult :5ev] %e wi%$4 ,?is prospect 0 at an end2 %e c\ld no long] tru/ him3 he _h giv5 a %ake to h] confid5ce :i* x nev] c\ld recov]2 x 0 gone = ev]4 ,!y 7 all ( !m wom5 b he2 he 0 _! only /ay1 n[ t h] fa!r _h be5 tak5 away4 ,:at 0 n[ to become ( !m8 ,to be ab&on$ by h] own bro!r6 oh1 h[ t]rible6 ,& h[ 0 %e to break x to h] "m8 = brok5 x mu/ be soon] or lat]4 ,%e c\ld n deceive h]self2 %e knew h] bro!r well en\gh to feel sure t1 :5 he _h really got hold ( a ?+1 he w\ld n let x g aga9 )\t conv9c+ reasons2 & :at reasons !re c\ld be = lett+ x g %e c\ld n conceive1 if !re c\ld be reasons = tak+ x up4 ,! tak+ x up baffl$ all reason1 all calculation4 ,well1 b h[ 0 h] "m to be told ( x8 ,0 x bett] to let h] suspect x fir/1 & s break x to h]1 or to wait till ! ev5t happ5$8 ,! problem 0 too difficult = ! pres5t1 & %e mu/ leave x4 ,?is 0 h] /ate = sev]al days1 till h] fev] ( m9d gradually subsid$ into a /ate ( :i* a dull anxiety 0 a lat5t b habitual elem5t1 leav+ h] z usual at ord9>y times1 b e n[ & !n betray+ itself by sudd5 %>p sighs or w&]+s ( ?\ght4 ,nei!r bro!r nor si/]1 lov+ ea* o!r really z mu* z ev]1 _h q ! same sweetness & ev5ness ( temp] z 0 natural to !m2 self-control became a duty1 & ! ev5+ circle 0 dull] ?an be=e1 )\t any "o be+ able to say :y4 ,*>les 0 m att5tive to 8 "m2 he no m br\ght 8 books into ! draw+-room1 b gave himself to h] company4 ,he read to !m1 b he _h little to talk ab\t2 & ,eliza & ,c>ol9e bo? wi%$ 8 /upid exam9ation1 pa/ & ov]1 t he might be re/or$ to 8 natural livel9ess4 ,z to ,mrs4 ,r$+1 %e did n obs]ve m ?an t h] son 0 a v h>d /ud5t1 & grudg$ himself a walk or ride1 let ! day be ev] s f9e4 ,%e 0 a mild1 quiet p]son1 ( ke5 feel+s & precise habits2 n v quick at obs]vation2 &1 hav+ liv$ all h] life 9 ! c\ntry1 & till h] late loss hav+ sc>cely kn[n :at tr\ble 01 %e 0 s+ul>ly unable to compreh5d h[ ?+s c\ld g on 9 any way b "o4 ,*>les _h n told h] ! real cause ( 8 sp5d+ ! w9t] at home1 ?9k+ x w\ld be a ne$less vexation to h]2 mu* less did he contemplate h>ass+ h] ) ! recital ( 8 own religi\s difficulties1 :i* 7 n appreciable by h]1 & issu$ 9 no def9ite result4 ,to 8 si/] he did attempt an explanation ( 8 =m] conv]sation1 ) a view ( s(t5+ ! extreme misgiv+s :i* x _h creat$ 9 h] m9d4 ,%e receiv$ x ?ankfully1 & pr(ess$ to be reliev$ by x2 b ! bl[ 0 /ruck1 ! suspicion 0 lodg$ deep 9 h] m9d--he 0 /ill ,*>les1 de> to h] z ev]1 b %e nev] c\ld rid h]self ( ! anticipation :i* on t occasion %e _h express$4 ,,*apt] ,,xiv4 ,"o morn+ he 0 told t a g5tleman _h ask$ = him1 & be5 %[n into ! d9+-room4 ,desc5d+1 he saw ! tall sl5d] figure ( ,bateman1 n[ a cl]gyman1 & lately appo9t$ curate ( a neighb\r+ p>i%4 ,*>les _h n se5 him = a ye> & a half1 & %ook h&s ) him v w>mly1 complim5t+ him on 8 :ite neckclo?1 :i* someh[1 he said1 alt]$ him m ?an he c\ld h expect$4 ,bateman's mann] c]ta9ly 0 alt]$2 x might be ! accid5t ( ! day1 b he did n seem q at 8 ease2 x might be t he 0 9 a /range h\se1 & 0 likely soon to be precipitat$ into ! company ( ladies1 to :i* he _h nev] be5 us$4 ,if s1 ! trial 0 on ! po9t ( beg9n+1 = ,*>les said in/antly t he mu/ come & see 8 "m1 & ( c\rse meant to d9e ) !m2 ! sky 0 cle>1 & !re 0 an excell5t footpa? betwe5 ,b\ghton & ,mel=d4 ,bateman c\ld n d ?is1 b he w\ld h ! greate/ pleasure 9 be+ introduc$ to ,mrs4 ,r$+2 s he /umbl$ aft] ,*>les into ! draw+-room1 & 0 soon conv]s+ ) h] & ! "y ladies4 ,a *>m+ prospect y h "h1 ma'am1 said ,bateman1 :5 y are once inside ! h\se4 ,x does n promise outside s ext5sive a view4 ,no1 x is %ut 9 ) trees1 said ,mrs4 ,r$+2 & ! br[ ( ! hill *anges its direction s mu* t at fir/ ,i us$ to ?9k ! prospect ought to be f ! opposite w9d[s4 ,:at is t high hill8 said ,bateman4 ,x is ,h>t ,hill1 said ,*>les2 !re's a ,roman camp atop ( x4 ,we c see eight /eeples f our w9d[s1 said ,mrs4 ,r$+2--r+ ! bell = lun*eon1 my de>4 ,ah1 our ance/ors1 ,mrs4 ,r$+1 said ,bateman1 ?\ght m ( build+ *ur*es ?an we d2 or r ?an we h done1 ,i %\ld say1 = n[ x is a/oni%+ :at ef=ts are made to add to our ecclesia/ical /ructures4 ,our ance/ors did a good deal too1 said ,mrs4 ,r$+2 h[ _m *ur*es1 my de>1 7 built 9 ,london 9 ,que5 ,anne's "t8 ,/4 ,m>t9's 0 "o ( !m4 ,fifty1 said ,eliza4 ,fifty 7 int5d$1 said ,*>les4 ,yes1 ,mrs4 ,r$+1 said ,bateman2 b by ance/ors ,i meant ! holy ,bi%ops & o!r memb]s ( our ,ca?olic ,*ur* previ\sly to ! ,re=mation4 ,=1 ?\gh ! ,re=mation 0 a great bless+ 7a glance at ,*>les71 yet we mu/ n1 9 ju/ice1 =get :at 0 done by ,engli% ,*ur*m5 be=e x4 ,ah1 poor creatures1 said ,mrs4 ,r$+1 !y did "o good ?+ 9 build+ *ur*es2 x has sav$ u mu* tr\ble4 ,is !re mu* *ur*-re/oration go+ on 9 ^! p>ts8 said ,bateman1 tak5 r aback4 ,my "m has b lately come "h1 l y\rself1 said ,*>les2 yes1 !re is "s2 ,b>ton ,*ur*1 y "k1 appeal+ to ,m>y4 ,h y\r walks ext5d$ s f> z ,b>ton8 said ,m>y to ,bateman4 ,n yet1 ,miss ,r$+1 n yet1 answ]$ he2 ( c\rse !y are de/roy+ ! pews4 ,!y are to put 9 seats1 said ,*>les1 & ( a v good patt]n4 ,pews are intol]able1 said ,bateman2 yet ! la/ g5]ation ( incumb5ts cont5t$ly bore !m2 x is wond]ful6 ,a n unnatural sil5ce foll[$ ?is spee*4 ,*>les broke x by ask+ if ,bateman int5d$ to d any?+ 9 ! improvem5t l9e at ,mel=d4 ,bateman look$ mode/4 ,no?+ ( any consequ5ce1 he said2 "s few ?+s 7 done2 b he _h a rector ( ! old s*ool1 poor man1 :o 0 an enemy to t sort ( ?+4 ,x 0 ) "s malici\s feel+1 9 consequ5ce ( 8 attack on cl]gym5 ( ! pa/ age1 t ,*>les press$ 8 visitor to give an acc\nt ( 8 own re=ms4 ,:y1 said ,bateman1 mu* discretion is necess>y 9 ^! matt]s1 or y d z mu* h>m z good2 y get into hot wat] ) *ur*w>d5s & ve/ries1 z well z ) old rectors1 & aga9 ) ! g5try ( ! place1 & please no "o4 ,= ?is reason ,i h made no attempt to introduce ! surplice into ! pulpit except on ! great fe/ivals1 int5d+ to famili>ize my p>i%ion]s to x by little & little4 ,h[ev]1 ,i we> a sc>f or /ole1 & h tak5 c>e t x %\ld be two in*es broad] ?an usual2 & ,i always we> ! cassock 9 my p>i%4 ,i hope y approve ( ! cassock1 ,mrs4 ,r$+8 ,x is a v cold dress1 sir--t's my op9ion--:5 made ( silk or bombaze52 & v unbecom+ too1 :5 worn by itself4 ,p>ticul>ly beh9d1 said ,*>les2 x is q un%apely4 ,oh1 ,i h rem$i$ t1 said ,bateman2 y h notic$1 ,miss ,r$+1 ,i d>e say1 ! ,bi%op's %ort cassock4 ,x comes to ! knees1 & looks mu* l a cont9uation ( a wai/coat1 ! /raight-cut coat be+ worn z usual4 ,well1 ,miss ,r$+1 ,i h adopt$ ! same plan ) ! long cassock2 ,i put my coat ov] x4 ,m>y _h difficulty to keep f smil+2 ,*>les laugh$ out4 ,impossible1 ,bateman1 he said2 y don't mean y we> y\r tail$ ,fr5* coat ov] y\r long /raight cassock rea*+ to y\r ankles8 ,c]ta9ly1 said ,bateman gravely2 ,i ?us consult = w>m? & appe>ance too2 & all my p>i%ion]s are sure to "k me4 ,i ?9k ?is a great po9t1 ,miss ,r$+3 ,i he> ! little boys z ,i pass say1 ',t's ! p>son4' ,i'll be b\nd !y d1 said ,*>les4 ,well1 said ,mrs4 ,r$+1 surpris$ out ( h] propriety1 did "o ev] he> ! l6 ,bateman look$ r\nd at h]1 />tl$ & fright5$4 ,y 7 go+ to speak ( y\r improvem5ts 9 y\r *ur*1 said ,m>y1 wi%+ to div]t 8 att5tion f h] "m4 ,ah1 true1 ,miss ,r$+1 true1 said ,bateman1 ?ank y = rem9d+ me2 ,i h digress$ to improvem5ts 9 my own dress4 ,i %\ld h lik$ to h pull$ d[n ! gall]ies & l[]$ ! high pews2 t1 h[ev]1 ,i c\ld n d4 ,s ,i h l[]$ ! pulpit "s six feet4 ,n[ by do+ s1 fir/ ,i give a patt]n 9 my own p]son ( ! k9d ( condesc5sion or l[l9ess to :i* ,i w\ld p]suade my p4 ,b ?is is n all2 = ! consequ5ce ( l[]+ ! pulpit is1 t no "o 9 ! gall]ies c see or he> me prea*2 & ?is is a bonus on ^? :o are bel[4 ,x's a broad h9t1 c]ta9ly1 said ,*>les4 ,b x's a h9t = ^? bel[ also1 cont9u$ ,bateman2 = no "o c see or he> me 9 ! pews ei!r1 till ! sides are l[]$4 ,"o ?+ only is want+ besides1 said ,*>les1 smil+ & look+ amiable1 le/ he %\ld be say+ too mu*2 s9ce y are full tall1 y mu/ kneel :5 y prea*1 ,bateman1 else y w undo y\r own alt]ations4 ,bateman look$ pleas$4 ,i h anticipat$ y1 he said2 ,i prea* sitt+4 ,x is m com=mable to antiquity & to reason to sit ?an to /&4 ,) ^! precautions1 said ,*>les1 ,i really ?9k y might h v5tur$ on y\r surplice 9 ! pulpit e ,sunday4 ,are y\r p>i%ion]s cont5t$8 ,oh1 n at all1 f> f x1 cri$ ,bateman2 b !y c d no?+4 ,! alt]ation is s simple4 ,no?+ besides8 ask$ ,*>les4 ,no?+ 9 ! ar*itectural way1 answ]$ he2 b "o ?+ m 9 ! way ( obs]vances4 ,i h =tunately pick$ up a v fair copy ( ,jewell1 black-lett]2 & ,i h plac$ x 9 *ur*1 secur+ x ) a *a9 to ! wall1 = any poor p]son :o wi%es to read x4 ,our *ur* is emphatically ! 'poor man's *ur*1' ,mrs4 ,r$+4 ,well1 said ,*>les to himself1 ,i'll back ! old p>sons aga9/ ! "y ones any day1 if ?is is to be _! cut4 ,!n al\d3 ,come1 y mu/ see our g>d52 take up y\r hat1 & let's h a turn 9 x4 ,!re's a v nice t]race-walk at ! upp] end4 ,bateman accord+ly1 hav+ be5 ?us trott$ out = ! amusem5t ( ! ladies1 0 n[ l$ (f aga91 & 0 soon 9 ! a=esaid t]race-walk1 pac+ up & d[n 9 e>ne/ conv]sation ) ,*>les4 ,r$+1 my good fell[1 said he1 :at is ! mean+ ( ?is report conc]n+ y1 :i* is ev]y:]e ab\t8 ,i h n he>d x1 said ,*>les abruptly4 ,:y1 x is ?is1 said ,bateman2 ,i wi% to approa* ! subject ) z great delicacy z possible3 don't tell me if y don't l x1 or tell me j z mu* z y l2 yet y w excuse an old fri5d4 ,!y say y are go+ to leave ! ,*ur* ( y\r baptism = ! ,*ur* ( ,rome4 ,is x widely spread8 ask$ ,*>les coolly4 ,oh1 yes2 ,i he>d x 9 ,london2 h _h a lett] m5tion+ x f ,ox=d2 & a fri5d ( m9e he>d x giv5 out z positive at a visitation d9n] 9 ,wales4 ,s1 ?\ght ,*>les1 y are br++ y\r witness aga9/ me z well z ! re/4 ,well b1 my good ,r$+1 said ,bateman1 :y are y sil5t8 is x true--is x true8 ,:at true8 t ,i am a ,roman ,ca?olic8 ,oh1 c]ta9ly2 don't y und]/&1 t's :y ,i am read+ s h>d = ! s*ools8 said ,*>les4 ,come1 be s]i\s = a mom5t1 ,r$+1 said ,bateman1 d be s]i\s4 ,w y emp[] me to contradict ! report1 or to negative x to a c]ta9 po9t1 or 9 any respect8 ,oh1 to be sure1 said ,*>les1 contradict x1 by all means1 contradict x entirely4 ,may ,i give x a pla91 unqualifi$1 unconditional1 categorical1 flat d5ial8 ask$ ,bateman4 ,( c\rse1 ( c\rse4 ,bateman c\ld n make him out1 & _h n a dream h[ he 0 teas+ him4 ,i don't "k :]e to f9d y1 he said4 ,!y pac$ d[n ! walk 9 sil5ce4 ,bateman began aga94 ,y see1 he said1 x w\ld be su* a wond]ful bl9dness1 x w\ld be s utt]ly inexcusable 9 a p]son l y\rself1 :o _h kn[n :at ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& 02 n a ,diss5t]1 n an unlett]$ layman2 b "o :o _h be5 at ,ox=d1 :o _h come across s _m excell5t m51 :o _h se5 :at ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& c\ld be1 h] grave beauty1 h] ord]ly & dec5t activity2 :o _h se5 *ur*es decorat$ z !y %\ld be1 ) c&le/icks1 ciboriums1 fald/ools1 lect]ns1 antep5diums1 pisc9as1 rood-l(ts1 & s$ilia2 :o1 9 fact1 _h se5 ! ,*ur* ,s]vice c>ri$ out1 & c\ld desid]ate no?+2--tell me1 my de> good ,r$+1 tak+ hold ( 8 button-hole1 :at is x y want--:at is x8 "n x4 ,t y w\ld take y\rself (f1 ,*>les w\ld h said1 _h he spok5 8 m9d2 he m]ely said1 h[ev]1 t really he desid]at$ no?+ b to be believ$ :5 he said t he _h no int5tion ( leav+ 8 own ,*ur*4 ,bateman 0 incr$ul\s1 & ?\ght him close4 ,p]haps y are n aw>e1 he said1 h[ mu* is kn[n ( ! circum/ances ( y\r be+ s5t d[n4 ,! old ,pr9cipal 0 full ( ! subject4 ,:at6 ,i suppose he told p "r & left1 said ,r$+4 ,oh1 yes1 answ]$ ,bateman2 a fri5d ( m9e kn[s him1 & happ5+ to call on him soon aft] y w5t d[n1 _h ! :ole /ory f him4 ,he spoke mo/ k9dly ( y1 & 9 ! highe/ t]ms2 said t x 0 deplorable h[ mu* y\r m9d 0 w>p$ by ! preval5t op9ions1 & t he %\ld n be surpris$ if x turn$ out y 7 a ,romani/ ev5 :ile y 7 at ,/4 ,savi\r's2 anyh[1 t y w\ld be "o day a ,romani/ = c]ta91 = t y held t ! sa9ts reign+ ) ,*ri/ int]c$$ = u 9 heav54 ,b :at 0 /rong]1 :5 ! report got ab\t1 ,%effield said t he 0 n surpris$ at x1 t he always prophesi$ x4 ,i am mu* oblig$ to him1 said ,*>les4 ,h[ev]1 y w>rant me1 said ,bateman1 to contradict x--s ,i und]/& y--to contradict x p]emptorily2 t's en\gh = me4 ,x's a great relief2 x's v satisfactory4 ,well1 ,i mu/ be go+4 ,i don't l to seem to drive y away1 said ,*>les1 b really y mu/ be go+ if y want to get home be=e nightfall4 ,i hope y don't feel lonely or ov]work$ :]e y are4 ,if y are s at any "t1 don't scruple to drop 9 to d9n] "h2 nay1 we c take y 9 = a night1 if y wi% x4 ,bateman ?ank$ him1 & !y proce$$ to ! hall-door toge!r2 :5 !y 7 ne>ly p>t+1 ,bateman /opp$ & said1 ,d y "k1 ,i %\ld l to l5d y "s books to read4 ,let me s5d up to y ,bramhall's ,works1 ,?orndike1 ,b>r[ on ! ,unity ( ! ,*ur*1 & ,leslie's ,dialogues on ,romanism4 ,i c\ld "n o!rs1 b cont5t myself ) ^! at pres5t4 ,!y p]fectly settle ! matt]2 y c't help be+ conv9c$4 ,i'll n say a ^w m2 good-bye to y1 good-bye4 ,,*apt] ,,xv4 ,mu* z ,*>les lov$ & priz$ ! company ( 8 "m & si/]s he 0 n sorry to h g5tlem5's society1 s he accept$ ) pleasure an invitation :i* ,bateman s5t him to d9e ) him at ,mel=d4 ,also he wi%$ to %[ ,bateman1 :at no prote/ation c\ld effect1 h[ absurdly exagg]at$ 7 ! reports :i* 7 circulat$ ab\t him4 ,& z ! said ,bateman1 ) all 8 want ( common s5se1 0 really a well-in=m$ man1 & well read 9 ,engli% div9es1 he ?\ght he might incid5tally he> some?+ f him :i* he c\ld turn to acc\nt4 ,:5 he got to ,mel=d he f\nd a ,mr4 ,campbell _h be5 ask$ to meet him2 a "y ,cambridge rector ( a neighb\r+ p>i%1 ( ! same religi\s s5tim5ts on ! :ole z ,bateman1 &1 ?\gh a little positive1 a man ( cle> head & vigor\s m9d4 ,!y _h be5 go+ ov] ! *ur*2 & ! conv]sation at d9n] turn$ on ! revival ( ,go?ic ar*itecture--an ev5t :i* gave unmix$ satisfaction to all p>ties4 ,! subject w\ld h di$ out1 almo/ z soon z x 0 />t$1 = want ( a diff]5ce ^u x1 _h n ,bateman happily gone on boldly to decl>e t1 if he _h 8 w1 !re %\ld be no ar*itecture 9 ! ,engli% *ur*es b ,go?ic1 & no music b ,gregorian4 ,?is 0 a good !sis1 di/9ctly put1 & gave scope = a v pretty qu>rel4 ,r$+ said t all ^! adjuncts ( wor%ip1 :e!r music or ar*itecture1 7 national2 !y 7 ! mode 9 :i* religi\s feel+ %[$ itself 9 p>ticul> times & places4 ,he did n mean to say t ! outw>d expression ( religion 9 a c\ntry might n be guid$1 b x c\ld n be =c$2 t x 0 z prepo/]\s to make p wor%ip 9 "o's own way1 z be m]ry 9 "o's own way4 ,! ,greeks1 he said1 cut ! hair 9 grief1 ! ,romans let x gr[2 ! ,ori5tals veil$ _! heads 9 wor%ip1 ! ,greeks uncov]$ !m2 ,*ri/ians take (f _! hats 9 a *ur*1 ,mahometans _! %oes2 a long veil is a sign ( mode/y 9 ,europe1 ( immode/y 9 ,asia4 ,y may z well try to *ange ! size ( p1 z _! =ms ( wor%ip4 ,bateman1 we mu/ cut y d[n a foot1 & !n y %all beg9 y\r ecclesia/ical re=ms4 ,b surely1 my wor?y fri5d1 answ]$ ,bateman1 y don't mean to say t !re is no natural connexion betwe5 int]nal feel+ & outw>d expression1 s t "o =m is no bett] ?an ano!r8 ,f> f x1 answ]$ ,*>les2 b let ^? :o conf9e _! music to ,gregorians put up crucifixes 9 ! highways4 ,ea* is ! repres5tative ( a p>ticul> place or "t4 ,t's :at ,i say ( our good fri5d's %ort coat & long cassock1 said ,campbell2 x is a confusion ( diff]5t times1 anci5t & mod]n4 ,or ( diff]5t ideas1 said ,*>les1 ! cassock ,ca?olic1 ! coat ,prote/ant4 ,! rev]se1 said ,bateman2 ! cassock is old ,hook]'s ,anglican habit3 ! coat comes f ,ca?olic ,france4 ,anyh[1 x is :at ,mr4 ,r$+ calls a mixture ( ideas1 said ,campbell2 & t's ! difficulty ,i f9d 9 unit+ ,go?ic & ,gregorians4 ,oh1 p>don me1 said ,bateman1 !y are "o idea2 !y are bo? em95tly ,ca?olic4 ,y c't be m ,ca?olic ?an ,rome1 ,i suppose1 said ,campbell2 yet !re's no ,go?ic !re4 ,rome is a peculi> place1 said ,bateman2 besides1 my de> fri5d1 if we d b consid] t ,rome has corrupt$ ! pure apo/olic doctr9e1 c we wond] t x %\ld h a corrupt ar*itecture8 ,:y1 !n1 g to ,rome = ,gregorians8 said ,campbell2 ,i suspect !y are call$ aft] ,gregory ,i4 ,bi%op ( ,rome1 :om ,prote/ants consid] ! fir/ specim5 ( ,anti*ri/4 ,x's no?+ to u :at ,prote/ants ?9k1 answ]$ ,bateman4 ,don't let u qu>rel ab\t t]ms1 said ,campbell2 bo? y & ,i ?9k t ,rome has corrupt$ ! fai?1 :e!r %e is ,anti*ri/ or n4 ,y said s y\rself j n[4 ,x is true1 ,i did1 said ,bateman2 b ,i make a little di/9ction4 ,! ,*ur* ( ,rome has n corrupt$ ! fai?1 b has admitt$ corruptions among h] p4 ,x won't d1 answ]$ ,campbell2 dep5d on x1 we c't /& our gr\nd 9 controv]sy unless we 9 our he>ts ?9k v sev]ely ( ! ,*ur* ( ,rome4 ,:y1 :at's ,rome to u8 ask$ ,bateman2 we come f ! old ,briti% ,*ur*2 we don't m$dle ) ,rome1 & we wi% ,rome n to m$dle ) u1 b %e w4 ,well1 said ,campbell1 y b read a bit ( ! hi/ory ( ! ,re=mation1 & y w f9d t ! doctr9e t ! ,pope is ,anti*ri/ 0 ! life ( ! movem5t4 ,) ,ultra-,prote/ants1 n ) u1 answ]$ ,bateman4 ,su* ,ultra-,prote/ants z ! writ]s ( ! ,homilies1 said ,campbell2 b1 ,i say aga91 ,i am n cont5d+ = names2 ,i only mean1 t z t doctr9e 0 ! life ( ! ,re=mation1 s a belief1 :i* ,i h & y too1 t !re is some?+ bad1 corrupt1 p]il\s 9 ! ,*ur* ( ,rome--t !re is a _s ( ,anti*ri/ liv+ 9 h]1 en]giz+ 9 h]1 & rul+ h]--is necess>y to a man's be+ a good ,anglican4 ,y mu/ believe ?is1 or y ought to g to ,rome4 ,impossible6 my de> fri5d1 said ,bateman2 all our doctr9e has be5 t ,rome & we are si/] ,*ur*es4 ,i say1 said ,campbell1 t )\t ?is /rong repulsion y w n )/& ! great claims1 ! ov]com+ attractions1 ( ! ,*ur* ( ,rome4 ,%e is our "m--oh1 t ^w '"m6'--a mighty "m6 ,%e op5s h] arms--oh1 ! fragrance ( t bosom6 ,%e is full ( gifts--,i feel x1 ,i h long felt x4 ,:y don't ,i ru% into h] arms8 ,because ,i feel t %e is rul$ by a _s :i* is n %e4 ,b did t di/ru/ ( h] g f me1 0 t c]ta9ty :i* ,i h ( h] corruption disprov$1 ,i %\ld jo9 h] communion to-morr[4 ,?is is n v edify+ doctr9e = ,r$+1 ?\ght ,bateman4 ,oh1 my good ,campbell1 he said1 y are p>adoxical to-day4 ,n a bit ( x1 answ]$ ,campbell2 our ,re=m]s felt t ! only way 9 :i* !y c\ld break ! tie ( allegiance :i* b\nd u to ,rome 0 ! doctr9e ( h] s]i\s corruption4 ,& s x is ) our div9es4 ,if !re is "o doctr9e 9 :i* !y agree1 x is t ,rome is ,anti*ri/1 or an ,anti*ri/4 ,dep5d ^u x1 t doctr9e is necess>y = our position4 ,i don't q und]/& t language1 said ,r$+2 ,i see x is us$ 9 v>i\s publications4 ,x implies t controv]sy is a game1 & t disputants are n look+ out = tru?1 b = argum5ts4 ,y mu/ n mi/ake me1 ,mr4 ,r$+1 answ]$ ,campbell2 all ,i mean is1 t y h no leave to trifle ) y\r conviction t ,rome is anti*ri/ian1 if y ?9k s4 ,= if x is s1 x is necess>y to say s4 ,a poet says1 ',speak g5tly ( our si/]'s fall3' no1 if x is a fall1 we mu/ n speak g5tly ( x4 ,at fir/ "o says1 ',s great a ,*ur*6 :o am ,i1 to speak aga9/ h]8' ,yes1 y mu/1 if y\r view ( h] is true3 ',tell tru? & %ame ! ,devil4' ,recollect y don't use y\r own words2 y are sanction$1 protect$ by all our div9es4 ,y mu/1 else y c give no suffici5t reason = n jo9+ ! ,*ur* ( ,rome4 ,y mu/ speak out1 n :at y don't ?9k1 b :at y d ?9k1 if y d ?9k x4 ,"h's a doctr9e6 ?\ght ,*>les2 :y x's putt+ ! controv]sy into a nut%ell4 ,bateman int]pos$4 ,my de> ,campbell1 he said1 y are beh9d ! day4 ,we h giv5 up all t abuse aga9/ ,rome4 ,!n ! p>ty is n s clev] z ,i give !m cr$it = be+1 answ]$ ,campbell2 be sure ( ?is1--^? :o h giv5 up _! prote/s aga9/ ,rome1 ei!r are look+ t[>ds h]1 or h no eyes to see4 ,all we say1 answ]$ ,bateman1 is1 z ,i said be=e1 t we don't wi% to int]f]e ) ,rome2 we don't ana!matize ,rome--,rome ana!matizes u4 ,x won't d1 said ,campbell2 ^? :o resolve to rema9 9 our ,*ur*1 & are us+ sweet words ( ,romanism1 w be =c$ back ^u _! prop] gr\nd 9 spite ( !mselves1 & w get no ?anks = _! pa9s4 ,no man c s]ve two ma/]s2 ei!r g to ,rome1 or condemn ,rome4 ,= me1 ! ,romi% ,*ur* has a great deal 9 x :i* ,i c't get ov]2 & ?9k+ s1 mu* z ,i admire x 9 p>ts1 ,i c't help speak+1 ,i c't help x4 ,x w\ld n be hone/1 & x w\ld n be consi/5t4 ,well1 he has end$ bett] ?an he began1 ?\ght ,bateman2 & he *im$ 91 ,oh yes1 true1 too true2 x's pa9ful to see x1 b !re's a great deal 9 ! ,*ur* ( ,rome :i* no man ( pla9 s5se1 no read] ( ! ,fa!rs1 no ,scripture /ud5t1 no true memb] ( ! ,anglo-,ca?olic ,*ur* c possibly /oma*4 ,?is put a corona on ! discussion2 & ! re/ ( ! d9n] pass$ (f pleasantly inde$1 b n v intellectually4 ,,*apt] ,,xvi4 ,aft] d9n] x occurr$ to !m t ! subject ( ,gregorians & ,go?ic _h be5 left 9 ! lur*4 ,h[ 9 ! _w did we get (f x8 ask$ ,*>les4 ,well1 at lea/1 we h f\nd x1 said ,bateman2 & ,i really %\ld l to he> :at y h to say ^u x1 ,campbell4 ,oh1 really1 ,bateman1 answ]$ he1 ,i am q sick ( ! subject2 e "o seems to me to be go+ into extremes3 :at's ! good ( argu+ ab\t x8 y won't agree ) me4 ,i don't see t at all1 answ]$ ,bateman2 p (t5 ?9k !y diff]1 m]ely because !y h n c\rage to talk to ea* o!r4 ,a good rem>k1 ?\ght ,*>les2 :at a pity t ,bateman1 ) s mu* s5se1 %\ld h s little common s5se6 ,well1 !n1 said ,campbell1 my qu>rel ) ,go?ic & ,gregorians1 :5 c\pl$ toge!r1 is1 t !y are two ideas1 n "o4 ,h figur$ music 9 ,go?ic *ur*es1 keep y\r ,gregorian = basilicas4 ,my good ,campbell1 said ,bateman1 y seem oblivi\s t ,gregorian *ants & hymns h always accompani$ ,go?ic aisles1 ,go?ic copes1 ,go?ic mitres1 & ,go?ic *alices4 ,our ance/ors did :at !y c\ld1 answ]$ ,campbell2 !y 7 great 9 ar*itecture1 small 9 music4 ,!y c\ld n use :at 0 n yet inv5t$4 ,!y sang ,gregorians because !y _h n ,pale/r9a4 ,a p>adox1 a p>adox6 cri$ ,bateman4 ,surely !re is a close connexion1 answ]$ ,campbell1 betwe5 ! rise & nature ( ! basilica & ( ,gregorian unison4 ,bo? exi/$ be=e ,*ri/ianity2 bo? are ( ,pagan orig92 bo? 7 aft]w>ds consecrat$ to ! s]vice ( ! ,*ur*4 ,p>don me1 int]rupt$ ,bateman1 ,gregorians 7 ,jewi%1 n ,pagan4 ,be x s1 = argum5t sake1 said ,campbell2 /ill1 at lea/1 !y 7 n ( ,*ri/ian orig94 ,next1 bo? ! old music & ! old ar*itecture 7 in>tificial & limit$1 z me?ods ( exhibit+ _! respective arts4 ,y c't h a l>ge ,grecian temple1 y c't h a long ,gregorian ,gloria4 ,n a long "o6 said ,bateman2 :y !re's poor ,willis us$ to compla9 h[ t$i\s ! old ,gregorian compositions 7 abroad4 ,i don't expla9 myself1 answ]$ ,campbell2 ( c\rse y may produce !m to any l5g?1 b m]ely by addition1 n by c>ry+ on ! melody4 ,y c put two toge!r1 & !n h "o twice z long z ei!r4 ,b ,i speak ( a musical piece1 :i* mu/ ( c\rse be ! natural developm5t ( c]ta9 ideas1 ) "o "p dep5d+ on ano!r4 ,9 l mann]1 y might make an ,ionic temple twice z long or twice z wide z ! ,p>!non2 b y w\ld lose ! beauty ( proportion by do+ s4 ,?is1 !n1 is :at ,i meant to say ( ! primitive ar*itecture & ! primitive music1 t !y soon come to _! limit2 !y soon are exhau/$1 & c d no?+ m4 ,if y attempt m1 x's l tax+ a musical in/rum5t beyond its p[]s4 ,y b try1 ,bateman1 said ,r$+1 to make a bass play quadrilles1 & y w see :at is meant by tax+ an in/rum5t4 ,well1 ,i h he>d ,l9dley play all sorts ( quick tunes on 8 bass1 said ,bateman1 & mo/ wond]ful x is4 ,wond]ful is ! "r ^w1 answ]$ ,r$+2 x is v wond]ful4 ,y say1 ',h[ c he manage x8' & ',x's v wond]ful = a bass2' b x is n pleasant 9 itself4 ,9 l mann]1 ,i h always felt a disgu/ :5 ,mr4 ,s-&-s comes =w>d to make 8 sweet flute bleat & bray l a hautbois2 x's =c+ ! poor ?+ to d :at x 0 nev] made =4 ,?is is lit]ally true z reg>ds ,gregorian music1 said ,campbell2 in/rum5ts did n exi/ 9 primitive times :i* c\ld execute any o!r4 ,b ,i am speak+ "u correction2 ,mr4 ,r$+ seems to "k m ab\t ! subject ?an ,i d4 ,i h always und]/ood1 z y say1 answ]$ ,*>les1 mod]n music did n come into exi/5ce till aft] ! p[]s ( ! viol9 became kn[n4 ,corelli himself1 :o wrote n two hundr$ ye>s ago1 h>dly v5tures on ! %ift4 ,! piano1 aga91 ,i h he>d1 has almo/ giv5 bir? to ,bee?ov54 ,mod]n music1 !n1 c\ld n be 9 anci5t times1 = want ( mod]n in/rum5ts1 said ,campbell2 &1 9 l mann]1 ,go?ic ar*itecture c\ld n exi/ until vault+ 0 br\ght to p]fection4 ,great me*anical inv5tions h tak5 place1 bo? 9 ar*itecture & 9 music1 s9ce ! age ( basilicas & ,gregorians2 & ea* sci5ce has ga9$ by x4 ,x is curi\s en\gh1 said ,r$+1 "o ?+ ,i h be5 accu/om$ to say1 q falls 9 ) ?is view ( y\rs4 ,:5 p :o are n musicians h accus$ ,h&el & ,bee?ov5 ( n be+ simple1 ,i h always said1 ',is ,go?ic ar*itecture simple8' ,a ca!dral expresses "o idea1 b x is indef9itely v>i$ & elaborat$ 9 its p>ts2 s is a symphony or qu>tett ( ,bee?ov54 ,c]ta9ly1 ,bateman1 y mu/ tol]ate ,pagan ar*itecture1 or y mu/ 9 consi/5cy exclude ,pagan or ,jewi% ,gregorians1 said ,campbell2 y mu/ tol]ate figur$ music1 or reprobate trac]y w9d[s4 ,& :i* are y =1 ask$ ,bateman1 ,go?ic ) ,h&el1 or ,roman ) ,gregorians8 ,= bo? 9 _! place1 answ]$ ,campbell4 ,i exce$+ly pref] ,go?ic ar*itecture to classical4 ,i ?9k x ! "o true *ild & developm5t ( ,*ri/ianity2 b ,i won't1 = t reason1 disc>d ! ,pagan /yle :i* has be5 sanctifi$ by eighte5 c5turies1 by ! exclusive love ( _m ,*ri/ian c\ntries1 & by ! sanction ( a ho/ ( sa9ts4 ,i am = tol]ation4 ,give ,go?ic an asc5dancy2 be respectful t[>ds classical4 ,! conv]sation slack5$4 ,mu* z ,i l mod]n music1 said ,*>les1 ,i c't q g ! l5g? to :i* y\r doctr9e w\ld lead me4 ,i _c1 inde$1 help lik+ ,moz>t2 b surely 8 music is n religi\s4 ,i h n be5 speak+ 9 def5ce ( p>ticul> compos]s1 said ,campbell2 figur$ music may be "r1 yet ,moz>t or ,bee?ov5 inadmissible4 ,9 l mann]1 y don't suppose1 because ,i tol]ate ,roman ar*itecture1 t !re=e ,i l nak$ cupids to /& = *]ubs1 & sprawl+ wom5 = ! c>d9al virtues4 ,he paus$4 ,besides1 he add$1 z y 7 say+ y\rself j n[1 we mu/ consult ! g5ius ( our c\ntry & ! religi\s associations ( our p4 ,well1 said ,bateman1 ,i ?9k ! p]fection ( sacr$ music is ,gregorian set to h>monies2 !re y h ! glori\s old *ants1 & j a little mod]n ri*ness4 ,& ,i ?9k x j ! wor/ ( all1 answ]$ ,campbell2 x is a mixture ( two ?+s1 ea* good 9 itself1 & incongru\s toge!r4 ,x's a mixture ( ! fir/ & second c\rses at table4 ,x's l ! ar*itecture ( ! faade at ,milan1 half ,go?ic1 half ,grecian4 ,x's :at is always us$1 ,i believe1 said ,*>les4 ,oh yes1 we mu/ n g aga9/ ! age1 said ,campbell2 x w\ld be absurd to d s4 ,i only spoke ( :at 0 "r & wrong on ab/ract pr9ciples2 &1 to tell ! tru?1 ,i c't help lik+ ! mixture myself1 ?\gh ,i c't def5d x4 ,bateman rang = tea2 8 fri5ds wi%$ to return home soon2 x 0 ! mon? ( ,janu>y1 & no season = aft]-d9n] /rolls4 ,well1 he said1 ,campbell1 y are m l5i5t to ! age ?an to me2 y yield to ! age :5 x sets a figur$ bass to a ,gregorian tone2 b y laugh at me = sett+ a coat ^u a cassock4 ,x's no hon\r to be ! au?or ( a mongrel type1 said ,campbell4 ,a mongrel type8 said ,bateman2 r x is a transition /ate4 ,:at are y pass+ to8 ask$ ,*>les4 ,talk+ ( transitions1 said ,campbell abruptly1 d y "k t y\r man ,willis--,i don't "k 8 college1 he turn$ ,romani/--is liv+ 9 my p>i%1 & ,i h hopes he is mak+ a transition back aga94 ,h y se5 him8 said ,*>les4 ,no2 ,i h call$1 b 0 un=tunate2 he 0 out4 ,he /ill goes to mass1 ,i f9d4 ,:y1 :]e does he f9d a *apel8 ask$ ,bateman4 ,at ,seaton4 ,a good sev5 miles f y1 said ,*>les4 ,yes1 answ]$ ,campbell2 & he walks to & fro e ,sunday4 ,t is n l a transition1 except a physical "o1 obs]v$ ,r$+4 ,a p]son mu/ g some:]e1 answ]$ ,campbell2 ,i suppose he w5t to *ur* up to ! week he jo9$ ! ,romani/s4 ,v awful1 ^! defections1 said ,bateman2 b v satisfactory1 a melan*oly satisfaction1 ) a look at ,*>les1 t ! victims ( delusions %\ld be at l5g? recov]$4 ,yes1 said ,campbell2 v sad inde$4 ,i am afraid we mu/ expect a numb] m4 ,well1 ,i don't "k h[ to ?9k x1 said ,*>les2 ! hold our ,*ur* has on ! m9d is s p[]ful2 x is su* a wr5* to leave x1 ,i _c fancy any p>ty-tie /&+ aga9/ x4 ,humanly speak+1 !re is f>1 f> m to keep !m fa/ ?an to c>ry !m away4 ,yes1 if !y mov$ z a p>ty1 said ,campbell2 b t is n ! case4 ,!y don't move simply because o!rs move1 b1 poor fell[s1 because !y c't help x4--,bateman1 w y let my *aise be br\ght r\nd8--,h[ c !y help x8 cont9u$ he1 /&+ up ov] ! fire2 _! ,ca?olic pr9ciples lead !m on1 & !re's no?+ to drive !m back4 ,:y %\ld n _! love = _! own ,*ur*8 ask$ ,bateman2 x is deplorable1 unp>donable4 ,!y w keep go+ "o aft] ano!r1 z !y rip51 said ,campbell4 ,did y he> ! report--,i did n ?9k mu* ( x myself1 said ,r$+1--t ,smi? 0 mov+8 ,n impossible1 answ]$ ,campbell ?\ghtfully4 ,impossible1 q impossible1 cri$ ,bateman2 su* a triumph to ! enemy2 ,i'll n believe x till ,i see x4 ,n impossible1 repeat$ ,campbell1 z he button$ & fitt$ 8 great-coat ab\t him2 he has %ift$ 8 gr\nd4 ,8 c>riage 0 ann\nc$4 ,mr4 ,r$+1 ,i believe ,i c take y "p ( y\r way1 if y w accept ( a seat 9 my pony-*aise4 ,*>les accept$ ! (f]2 & ,bateman 0 soon des]t$ by 8 two gue/s4 ,,*apt] ,,xvii4 ,campbell put ,*>les d[n ab\t half-way betwe5 ,mel=d & 8 home4 ,x 0 bright moonlight2 &1 aft] ?ank+ 8 new fri5d = ! lift1 he b\nd$ ov] ! /ile at ! side ( ! road1 & 0 at once buri$ 9 ! %ade ( ! copse along :i* 8 pa? lay4 ,soon he came 9 sight ( a tall wood5 ,cross1 :i*1 9 bett] days1 _h be5 a religi\s emblem1 b _h s]v$ 9 latt] times to m>k ! b\nd>y betwe5 two contigu\s p>i%es4 ,! moon 0 beh9d him1 & ! sacr$ symbol rose awfully 9 ! pale sky1 ov]hang+ a pool1 :i* 0 /ill v5]at$ 9 ! neighb\rhood = its report$ miracul\s virtue4 ,*>les1 to 8 surprise1 saw di/9ctly a man kneel+ on ! little m\nd out ( :i* ! ,cross grew2 nay1 he>d him1 = 8 %\ld]s 7 b>e1 & he 0 us+ ! discipl9e ^u !m1 :ile he repeat$ :at appe>$ to be "s =m ( devotion4 ,*>les /opp$1 unwill+ to int]rupt1 yet n kn[+ h[ to pass2 b ! /rang] _h caught ! s\nd ( feet1 & 9 a few seconds vani%$ f 8 view4 ,he 0 ov]come ) a sudd5 emotion1 :i* he c\ld n control4 ,o happy times1 he cri$1 :5 fai? 0 "o6 ,o bless$ p5it5t1 :oev] y are1 :o "k :at to believe1 & h[ to ga9 p>don1 & c beg9 :]e o!rs end6 ,"h am ,i1 9 my tw5ty-?ird ye>1 unc]ta9 ab\t ev]y?+1 because ,i h no?+ to tru/4 ,he drew ne> to ! ,cross1 took (f 8 hat1 knelt d[n & kiss$ ! wood1 & pray$ a:ile t :atev] might be ! consequ5ces1 :atev] ! trial1 :atev] ! loss1 he might h grace to foll[ :i!rsoev] ,god %\ld call him4 ,he !n rose & turn$ to ! cold well2 he took "s wat] 9 8 palm & drank x4 ,he felt z if he c\ld h pray$ to ! ,sa9t :o own$ t pool--,/4 ,?omas ! ,m>tyr1 he believ$--to plead = him1 & to aid him 9 8 se>* aft] ! true fai?2 b some?+ :isp]$1 ,x is wrong2 & he *eck$ ! wi%4 ,s1 rega9+ 8 hat1 he pass$ away1 & pursu$ 8 homew>d pa? at a brisk pace4 ,! family _h retir$ = ! night1 & he w5t up )\t delay to 8 b$room4 ,pass+ ?r\gh 8 /udy1 he f\nd a lett] ly+ on 8 table1 )\t po/-m>k1 :i* _h come = him 9 8 abs5ce4 ,he broke ! seal2 x 0 an anonym\s pap]1 & began z foll[s3-- ,que/ions = "o :om x conc]ns4 #a4 ,:at is meant by ! ,"o ,*ur* ( :i* ! ,cre$ speaks8 ,?is is too mu* = to-night1 ?\ght ,*>les1 x is late already2 & he fold$ x up aga9 & ?rew x on 8 dress+-table4 ,"s well-mean+ p]son1 ,i d>e say1 :o ?9ks he kn[s me4 ,he w\nd up 8 wat*1 gave a yawn1 & put on 8 slipp]s4 ,:o c !re be 9 ?is neighb\rhood to write x8 ,he op5$ x aga94 ,x's c]ta9ly a ,ca?olic's writ+1 he said4 ,8 m9d glanc$ to ! p]son :om he _h se5 "u ! ,cross2 p]haps x glanc$ fur!r4 ,he sat d[n & began read+ 9 ext5so3-- ,que/ions = "o :om x conc]ns4 #a4 ,:at is meant by ! ,"o ,*ur* ( :i* ! ,cre$ speaks8 #b4 ,is x a g5]alization or a ?+8 #c4 ,does x belong to pa/ hi/ory or to ! pres5t "t8 #d4 ,does n ,scripture speak ( x z a k+dom8 #e4 ,& a k+dom :i* 0 to la/ to ! end8 #f4 ,:at is a k+dom8 & :at is meant :5 ,scripture calls ! ,*ur* a k+dom8 #g4 ,is x a visible k+dom1 or an invisible8 #h4 ,c a k+dom h two gov]nm5ts1 & ^! act+ 9 contr>y directions8 #i4 ,is id5tity ( in/itutions1 op9ions1 or race1 suffici5t to make two nations "o k+dom8 #aj4 ,is ! ,episcopal =m1 ! hi]>*y1 or ! ,apo/les' ,cre$1 suffici5t to make ! ,*ur*es ( ,rome & ( ,engl& "o8 #aa4 ,:]e !re are p>ts1 does n unity require union1 & a visible unity require a visible union8 #ab4 ,h[ c two religions be ! same :i* h utt]ly di/9ct wor%ips & ideas ( wor%ip8 #ac4 ,c two religions be "o1 if ! mo/ sacr$ & peculi> act ( wor%ip 9 ! "o is call$ 'a blasphem\s fable & dang]\s deceit' 9 ! o!r8 #ad4 ,has n ! ,"o ,*ur* ( ,*ri/ "o fai?8 #ae4 ,c a ,*ur* be ,*ri/'s :i* has n "o fai?8 #af4 ,:i* is contradictory to itself 9 its docum5ts8 #ag4 ,& 9 diff]5t c5turies8 #ah4 ,& 9 its docum5ts contra/$ ) its div9es8 #ai4 ,& 9 its div9es & memb]s "o ) ano!r8 #bj4 ,:at is ! fai? ( ! ,engli% ,*ur*8 #ba4 ,h[ _m ,c\ncils does ! ,engli% ,*ur* admit8 #bb4 ,does ! ,engli% ,*ur* consid] ! pres5t ,ne/orian & ,jacobite ,*ur*es "u an ana!ma1 or "p ( ! visible ,*ur*8 #bc4 ,is x necess>y1 or possible1 to believe any "o b a pr(ess$ mess5g] f ,god8 #bd4 ,is ! ,engli% ,*ur*1 does %e claim to be1 a mess5g] f ,god8 #be4 ,does %e imp>t ! tru?1 or bid u seek x8 #bf4 ,if %e leaves u to seek x1 d memb]s ( ! ,engli% ,*ur* seek x ) t e>ne/ness :i* ,scripture enjo9s8 #bg4 ,is a p]son safe :o lives )\t fai?1 ev5 ?\gh he seems to h hope & *>ity8 ,*>les got v sleepy be=e he rea*$ ! tw5ty-sev5?ly4 ,x won't d1 he said2 ,i am only los+ my "t4 ,!y seem well put2 b !y mu/ /& ov]4 ,he put ! pap] f him1 said 8 pray]s1 & 0 soon fa/ asleep4 ,next morn+1 on wak+1 ! subject ( ! lett] came into 8 m9d1 & he lay = "s "t ?9k+ ov] x4 ,c]ta9ly1 he said1 ,i d wi% v mu* to be settl$ ei!r 9 ! ,engli% ,*ur* or some:]e else4 ,i wi% ,i knew :at ,*ri/ianity 02 ,i am ready to be at pa9s to seek x1 & w\ld accept x eag]ly & ?ankfully1 if f\nd4 ,b x's a "w ( "t2 all ! pap]-argum5ts 9 ! _w are unequal to giv+ "o a view 9 a mom5t4 ,!re mu/ be a process2 !y may %ort5 x1 z m$ic9e %ort5s physical processes1 b !y c't sup]s$e its necessity4 ,i recollect h[ all my religi\s d\bts & !ories w5t to flight on my de> fa!r's dea?4 ,!y w]5't "p ( me1 & c\ld n su/a9 r\gh wea!r4 ,conviction is ! eyesight ( ! m9d1 n a conclusion f premises2 ,god works x1 & ,8 works are sl[4 ,at lea/ s x is ) me4 ,i c't believe on a sudd52 if ,i attempt x1 ,i %all be us+ words = ?+s1 & be sure to rep5t x4 ,or if n1 ,i %all g "r m]ely by haz>d4 ,i mu/ move 9 :at seems ,god's way2 ,i c b put myself on ! road2 a high] p[] mu/ ov]take me1 & c>ry me =w>d4 ,at pres5t ,i h a direct duty ^u me1 :i* my de> fa!r left me1 to take a good class4 ,?is is ! pa? ( duty4 ,i won't put (f ! inquiry1 b ,i'll let x proce$ 9 t pa?4 ,god c bless my read+ to my spiritual illum9ation1 z well z any?+ else4 ,saul s\ght 8 fa!r's asses1 & f\nd a k+dom4 ,all 9 good "t4 ,:5 ,i h tak5 my degree ! subject w prop]ly come on me4 ,he sigh$4 ,my degree6 ^? odi\s ,articles6 r1 :5 ,i h pass$ my exam9ation4 ,well1 x's no good ly+ "h2 & he jump$ up1 & sign$ himself ) ! ,cross4 ,8 eye caught ! lett]4 ,x's well writt5--bett] ?an ,willis c\ld write2 x's n ,willis's4 ,!re's some?+ ab\t t ,willis ,i don't und]/&4 ,i wond] h[ he & 8 "m get on toge!r4 ,i don't ?9k he has any si/]s4 ,,*apt] ,,xviii4 ,campbell _h be5 mu* pleas$ ) ,r$+1 & 8 int]e/ 9 him 0 n less5$ by a h9t f ,bateman t 8 allegiance to ! ,engli% ,*ur* 0 9 dang]4 ,he call$ on him 9 no long "t1 ask$ him to d9n]1 &1 :5 ,*>les _h return$ 8 invitation1 & ,campbell _h accept$ x1 ! beg9n+ ( an acqua9tance 0 =m$ betwe5 ! rectory at ,sutton & ! family at ,b\ghton :i* grew into an intimacy z "t w5t on4 ,campbell 0 a g5tleman1 a travell$ man1 ( cle> head & ard5t m9d1 c&id1 well-read 9 ,engli% div9ity1 a devot$ ,anglican1 & ! incumb5t ( a liv+ s well end[$ z almo/ to be a dignity4 ,m>y 0 pleas$ at ! introduction1 z br++ h] bro!r "u ! influ5ce ( an intellect :i* he c\ld n make light (2 &1 z ,campbell _h a c>riage1 x 0 natural t he %\ld wi% to save ,*>les ! loss ( a day's read+ & ! tr\ble ( a muddy walk to ! rectory & back by com+ ov] himself to ,b\ghton4 ,accord+ly x s happ5$ t he saw ,*>les twice at 8 "m's = once t he saw him at ,sutton4 ,b :atev] came ( ^! visits1 no?+ occurr$ :i* p>ticul>ly be>s ^u ! l9e ( our n>rative2 s let !m pass4 ,"o day ,*>les call$ ^u ,bateman1 &1 on ent]+ ! room1 0 surpris$ to see him & ,campbell at lun*eon1 & 9 conv]sation ) a ?ird p]son4 ,!re 0 a mom5t's surprise & hesitation on see+ him be=e !y rose & welcom$ him z usual4 ,:5 he look$ at ! /rang] he felt a slight awkw>dness himself1 :i* he c\ld n control4 ,x 0 ,willis2 & app>5tly submitt$ to ! process ( reconv]sion4 ,*>les 0 evid5tly de trop1 b !re 0 no help = x2 s he %ook h&s ) ,willis1 & accept$ ! press+ call ( ,bateman to seat himself at table1 & to %>e _! bread & *eese4 ,*>les sat d[n opposite ,willis1 & = a :ile c\ld n keep 8 eyes f him4 ,at fir/ he _h "s difficulty 9 believ+ he _h be=e him ! impetu\s y\? he _h kn[n two ye>s & a half be=e4 ,he _h always be5 sil5t 9 g5]al company2 b 9 t he 0 *ang$1 z 9 ev]y?+ else4 ,n t he talk$ m ?an 0 natural1 b he talk$ freely & easily4 ,! great *ange1 h[ev]1 0 9 8 appe>ance & mann]4 ,he _h lo/ 8 bloom & y\?fulness2 8 expression 0 sweet] inde$ ?an be=e1 & v placid1 b !re 0 a ?9 l9e d[n 8 face on ea* side ( 8 m\?2 8 *eeks 7 want+ 9 fulness1 & he _h ! air ( a man ( ?irty4 ,:5 he ent]$ into conv]sation1 & became animat$1 8 =m] self return$4 ,i suppose we may all admire ?is cream at ?is season1 said ,*>les1 z he help$ himself1 = we are none ( u ,devon%ire m54 ,x's n peculi> to ,devon%ire1 answ]$ ,campbell2 t is1 !y h x abroad4 ,at ,rome !re is a sort ( cream or *eese v l x1 & v common4 ,w butt] & cream keep 9 s w>m a climate8 ask$ ,*>les2 ,i fanci$ oil 0 ! sub/itute4 ,rome is n s w>m z y fancy1 said ,willis1 except dur+ ! summ]4 ,oil8 s x is1 said ,campbell2 ?us we read 9 ,scripture ( ! multiplication ( ! oil & meal1 :i* seems to answ] to bread & butt]4 ,! oil 9 ,rome is excell5t1 s cle> & pale2 y c eat x z milk4 ,! ta/e1 ,i suppose1 is peculi>1 obs]v$ ,*>les4 ,j at fir/1 answ]$ ,campbell2 b "o soon gets us$ to x4 ,all su* sub/ances1 milk1 butt]1 *eese1 oil1 h a p>ticul> ta/e at fir/1 :i* use alone gets ov]4 ,! ri* ,gu]nsey butt] is too mu* = /rang]s1 :ile ,russians reli% :ale-oil4 ,mo/ ( our ta/es are 9 a measure artificial4 ,x is c]ta9ly s ) vegetables1 said ,willis2 :5 ,i 0 a boy ,i c\ld n eat beans1 sp9a*1 asp>agus1 p>snips1 & ,i ?9k "s o!rs4 ,!re=e y\r h]mit's f>e is n only ! mo/ natural1 b ! only naturally palatable1 ,i suppose1--a cru/ ( bread & a draught f ! /ream1 repli$ ,campbell4 ,or ! ,cl]k ( ,copmanhur/'s dry peas1 said ,*>les4 ,! mac>oni & grapes ( ! ,neapolitans are z natural & m palatable1 said ,willis4 ,r !y are a luxury1 said ,bateman4 ,no1 answ]$ ,campbell1 n a luxury2 a luxury is 9 its v idea a some?+ re*]*4 ,?us ,horace speaks ( ! 'p]egr9a lagois4' ,:at nature yields sponte su ar\nd y1 h[ev] delici\s1 is no luxury4 ,wild ducks are no luxury 9 y\r old neighb\rhood1 amid y\r ,ox=d f5s1 ,bateman2 nor grapes at ,naples4 ,!n ! old wom5 "h are luxuri\s ov] _! sixp5n'r? ( tea1 said ,bateman2 = x comes f ,*9a4 ,campbell 0 pos$ = an in/ant4 ,someh[ nei!r he nor ,bateman 7 q at _! ease1 :e!r ) !mselves or ) ea* o!r2 x might be ,*>les's sudd5 intrusion1 or some?+ :i* _h happ5$ be=e x4 ,campbell answ]$ at l5g? t /eam]s & railroads 7 mak+ /range *anges2 t "t & place 7 vani%+1 & price w\ld soon be ! only measure ( luxury4 ,?is seems ! measure also ( grasso & magro food 9 ,italy1 said ,willis2 = ,i ?9k !re are disp5sations = but*]'s meat 9 ,l5t1 9 consequ5ce ( ! de>ness ( bread & oil4 ,?is seems to %[ t ! age = ab/95ces & fa/+s is pa/1 obs]v$ ,campbell2 = x's absurd to keep ,l5t on beef & mutton4 ,oh1 ,campbell1 :at are y say+8 cri$ ,bateman2 pa/6 are we b\nd by _! lax ways 9 ,italy8 ,i d c]ta9ly ?9k1 answ]$ ,campbell1 t fa/+ is unsuitable to ?is age1 9 ,engl& z well z 9 ,rome4 ,take c>e1 my f9e fell[s1 ?\ght ,*>les2 keep y\r ranks1 or y won't secure y\r prison]4 ,:at1 n fa/ on ,friday6 cri$ ,bateman2 we always did s mo/ rigidly at ,ox=d4 ,x does y cr$it1 answ]$ ,campbell2 b ,i am ( ,cambridge4 ,b :at d y say to ,rubrics & ! ,cal5d>8 insi/$ ,bateman4 ,!y are n b9d+1 answ]$ ,campbell4 ,!y are1 b9d+1 said ,bateman4 ,a pause1 z betwe5 ! r\nds ( a box+-mat*4 ,r$+ int]pos$3 ,bateman1 cut me1 please1 a bit ( y\r capital bread--home-made1 ,i suppose8 ,a ?\s& p>dons6 said ,bateman3--n b9d+8--,pass x to him1 ,willis1 if y please4 ,yes1 x comes f a f>m]1 next door4 ,i'm glad y l x4--,i repeat1 !y are b9d+1 ,campbell4 ,an odd sort ( b9d+1 :5 !y h nev] b\nd1 answ]$ ,campbell2 !y h exi/$ two or ?ree hundr$ ye>s2 :5 7 !y ev] put 9 =ce8 ,b !re !y are1 said ,bateman1 9 ! ,pray] ,book4 ,yes1 & !re let !m lie & nev] get out ( x1 retort$ ,campbell2 !re !y w /ay till ! end ( ! /ory4 ,oh1 = %ame6 cri$ ,bateman2 y %\ld aid y\r "m 9 a difficulty1 & n be l ! prie/ & ! ,levite4 ,my "m does n wi% to be aid$1 cont9u$ ,campbell4 ,oh1 h[ y talk6 ,:at %all ,i d8 ,:at c be done8 cri$ poor ,bateman4 ,done6 no?+1 said ,campbell2 is !re no su* ?+ z ! desuetude ( a law8 ,does n a law cease to be b9d+ :5 x is n en=c$8 ,i appeal to ,mr4 ,willis4 ,willis1 ?us address$1 answ]$ t he 0 no moral !ologian1 b he _h att5d$ "s s*ools1 & he believ$ x 0 ! ,ca?olic rule t :5 a law _h be5 promulgat$1 & 0 n obs]v$ by ! majority1 if ! legislator knew ! /ate ( ! case1 & yet kept sil5ce1 he 0 consid]$ ipso facto to revoke x4 ,:at6 said ,bateman to ,campbell1 d y appeal to ! ,romi% ,*ur*8 ,no1 answ]$ ,campbell2 ,i appeal to ! :ole ,ca?olic ,*ur*1 ( :i* ! ,*ur* ( ,rome happ5s 9 ?is p>ticul> case to be ! expon5t4 ,x is pla9 common s5se1 t1 if a law is n en=c$1 at l5g? x ceases to be b9d+4 ,else x w\ld be q a tyranny2 we %\ld n "k :]e we 74 ,! ,*ur* ( ,rome does b give expression to ?is common-s5se view4 ,well1 !n1 said ,bateman1 ,i w appeal to ! ,*ur* ( ,rome too4 ,rome is "p ( ! ,ca?olic ,*ur* z well z we3 s9ce1 !n1 ! ,romi% ,*ur* has ev] kept up fa/+s ! ord9ance is n aboli%$2 ! 'great] "p' ( ! ,ca?olic ,*ur* has always obs]v$ x4 ,b x has n1 said ,campbell2 x n[ disp5ses ) fa/s1 z y h he>d4 ,willis int]pos$ to ask a "q4 ,d y mean !n1 he said to ,bateman1 t ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& & ! ,*ur* ( ,rome make "o ,*ur*8 ,mo/ c]ta9ly1 answ]$ ,bateman4 ,is x possible8 said ,willis2 9 :at s5se ( ! ^w "o8 ,9 e s5se1 answ]$ ,bateman1 b t ( int]communion4 ,t is1 ,i suppose1 said ,willis1 !y are "o1 except t !y h no int]c\rse ) ea* o!r4 ,bateman ass5t$4 ,willis cont9u$3 ,no int]c\rse2 t is1 no social deal+s1 no consult+ or arrang+1 no ord]+ & obey+1 no mutual support2 9 %ort1 no visible union4 ,bateman /ill ass5t$4 ,well1 t is my difficulty1 said ,willis2 ,i c't und]/& h[ two p>ts c make up "o visible body if !y are n visibly unit$2 unity implies union4 ,i don't see t at all1 said ,bateman2 ,i don't see t at all4 ,no1 ,willis1 y mu/ n expect ,i %all give t up to y2 x is "o ( our po9ts4 ,!re is only "o visible ,*ur*1 & !re=e ! ,engli% & ,romi% ,*ur*es are bo? p>ts ( x4 ,campbell saw cle>ly t ,bateman _h got into a difficulty1 & he came to ! rescue 9 8 own way4 ,we mu/ di/+ui%1 he said1 ! /ate ( ! case m exactly4 ,a k+dom may be divid$1 x may be di/ract$ by p>ties1 by diss5sions1 yet be /ill a k+dom4 ,t1 ,i conceive1 is ! real condition ( ! ,*ur*2 9 ?is way ! ,*ur*es ( ,engl&1 ,rome1 & ,greece are "o4 ,i suppose y w grant1 said ,willis1 t 9 proportion z a rebellion is /rong1 s is ! unity ( ! k+dom ?reat5$2 & if a rebellion is successful1 or if ! p>ties 9 a civil w> manage to divide ! p[] & t]ritory betwe5 !m1 !n =?)1 in/ead ( "o k+dom1 we h two4 ,t5 or fifte5 ye>s s9ce1 ,belgium 0 "p ( ! k+dom ( ! ,ne!rl&s3 ,i suppose y w\ld n call x "p ( t k+dom n[8 ,?is seems ! case ( ! ,*ur*es ( ,rome & ,engl&4 ,/ill1 a k+dom may be 9 a /ate ( decay1 repli$ ,campbell2 consid] ! case ( ! ,turki% ,empire at ?is mom5t4 ,! ,union betwe5 its sep>ate portions is s languid1 t ea* sep>ate ,pa%a may almo/ be t]m$ a sep>ate sov]eign2 /ill x is "o k+dom4 ,! ,*ur*1 !n1 at pres5t1 said ,willis1 is a k+dom t5d+ to dissolution8 ,c]ta9ly x is1 answ]$ ,campbell4 ,& w ultimately fail8 ask$ ,willis4 ,c]ta9ly1 said ,campbell2 :5 ! end comes1 accord+ to our ,"l's say+1 ',:5 ! ,son ( man come?1 %all ,he f9d fai? on ! e>?8' j z 9 ! case ( ! *os5 p1 ! sceptre fail$ f ,judah :5 ! ,%iloh came4 ,surely ! ,*ur* has fail$ already be=e ! end1 said ,willis1 accord+ to ! view y take ( fail+4 ,h[ c any sep>ation be m complete ?an exi/s at pres5t betwe5 ,rome1 ,greece1 & ,engl&8 ,!y might excommunicate ea* o!r1 said ,campbell4 ,!n y are will+1 said ,willis1 to assign be=eh& some?+ def9ite1 ! occurr5ce ( :i* w con/itute a real sep>ation4 ,don't d s1 said ,r$+ to ,campbell2 x is dang]\s2 don't commit y\rself 9 a moral "q2 = !n1 if ! ?+ specifi$ did occur1 x w\ld be difficult to see our way4 ,no1 said ,willis2 y c]ta9ly w\ld be 9 a difficulty2 b y w\ld f9d y\r way out1 ,i "k4 ,9 t case y w\ld *oose "s o!r ultimatum z y\r te/ ( s*ism4 ,!re w\ld be1 he add$1 speak+ ) "s emotion1 '9 ! l[e/ dep? a l[] /ill4' ,! conclud+ words 7 out ( keep+ ) ! tone ( ! conv]sation hi!rto1 & fairly excit$ ,bateman1 :o1 = "s "t1 _h be5 an impati5t li/5]4 ,t's a dang]\s l9e1 ,campbell1 he said1 x is inde$2 ,i c't g along ) y4 ,x w nev] d to say t ! ,*ur* is fail+2 no1 x nev] fails4 ,x is always /rong1 & pure1 & p]fect1 z ! ,prophets describe x4 ,look at its ca!drals1 abbey-*ur*es1 & o!r sanctu>ies1 ^! fitly typify x4 ,my de> ,bateman1 answ]$ ,campbell1 ,i am z will+ z y to ma9ta9 ! fulfilm5t ( ! prophecies made to ! ,*ur*1 b we mu/ all[ ! fact t ! bran*es ( ! ,*ur* are divid$1 :ile we ma9ta9 ! doctr9e1 t ! ,*ur* %\ld be "o4 ,i don't see t at all1 answ]$ ,bateman2 no1 we ne$ n all[ x4 ,!re's no su* ?+ z ,*ur*es1 !re's b "o ,*ur* ev]y:]e1 & x is n divid$4 ,x is m]ely ! outw>d =ms1 appe>ances1 manife/ations ( ! ,*ur* t are divid$4 ,! ,*ur* is "o z mu* z ev] x 04 ,t w nev] d1 said ,campbell2 & he /ood up be=e ! fire 9 a /ate ( discom=t4 ,nature nev] int5d$ y = a controv]siali/1 my good ,bateman1 he add$ to himself4 ,x is z ,i ?\ght1 said ,willis2 ,bateman1 y are describ+ an invisible ,*ur*4 ,y hold ! indefectibility ( ! invisible ,*ur*1 n ( ! visible4 ,!y are 9 a fix1 ?\ght ,*>les1 b ,i w d my be/ to t[ old ,bateman out2 s he began3 ,no1 he said1 ,bateman only means t "o ,*ur* pres5ts1 9 "s p>ticul> po9t1 a diff]5t appe>ance f ano!r2 b x does n foll[ t1 9 fact1 !y h n a visible agreem5t too4 ,all diff]5ce implies agreem5t2 ! ,engli% & ,roman ,*ur*es agree visibly & diff] visibly4 ,?9k ( ! diff]5t /yles ( ar*itecture1 & y w see1 ,willis1 :at he means4 ,a *ur* is a *ur* all ! _w ov]1 x is visibly "o & ! same1 & yet h[ diff]5t is *ur* f *ur*6 ,our *ur*es are ,go?ic1 ! s\!rn *ur*es are ,palladian4 ,h[ diff]5t is a basilica f ,york ,ca!dral6 yet !y visibly agree toge!r4 ,no "o w\ld mi/ake ei!r = a mosque or a ,jewi% temple4 ,we may qu>rel :i* is ! bett] /yle2 "o likes ! basilica1 ano!r calls x pagan4 ,t ,i d1 said ,bateman4 ,a little extreme1 said ,campbell1 a little extreme1 z usual4 ,! basilica is beautiful 9 its place4 ,!re are two ?+s :i* ,go?ic _c %[--! l9e or =e/ ( r\nd poli%$ columns1 & ! graceful dome1 circl+ above "o's head l ! blue heav5 itself4 ,all p>ties 7 glad ( ?is div]sion f ! religi\s dispute2 s !y cont9u$ ! light] conv]sation :i* _h succe$$ x ) consid]able e>ne/ness4 ,i fe> ,i mu/ confess1 said ,willis1 t ! *ur*es at ,rome d n affect me l ! ,go?ic2 ,i rev]5ce !m1 ,i feel awe 9 !m1 b ,i love1 ,i feel a s5sible pleasure at ! sight ( ! ,go?ic ar*4 ,!re are o!r reasons = t 9 ,rome1 said ,campbell2 ! *ur*es are s unf9i%$1 s untidy4 ,rome is a city ( ru9s6 ! ,*ri/ian temples are built on ru9s1 & !y !mselves are g5]ally dilapidat$ or decay$2 ?us !y are ru9s ( ru9s4 ,campbell 0 on an easi] subject ?an t ( ,anglo-,ca?olicism1 &1 no "o int]rupt+ him1 he proce$$ fl[+ly3 ,9 ,rome y h huge high buttresses 9 ! place ( columns1 & ^! n cas$ ) m>ble1 b ( cold :ite pla/] or pa9t4 ,!y imp>t an indescribable =lorn look to ! *ur*es4 ,willis said he (t5 wond]$ :at took s _m =eign]s1 t is1 ,prote/ants1 to ,rome2 x 0 s dre>y1 s melan*oly a place2 a numb] ( old1 crumbl+1 %apeless brick masses1 ! gr\nd unlevell$1 ! /raight causeways f5c$ by high monoton\s walls1 ! po9ts ( attraction /raggl+ ov] broad solitudes1 fad$ palaces1 trees univ]sally poll>d$1 /reets ankle deep 9 fil? or eyes-&-m\? deep 9 a cl\d ( :irl+ du/ & /raws1 ! climate mo/ caprici\s1 ! ev5+ air mo/ p]il\s4 ,naples 0 an e>?ly p>adise2 b ,rome 0 a city ( fai?4 ,to seek ! %r9es t x conta9$ 0 a v]itable p5ance1 z 0 fitt+4 ,he und]/ood ,ca?olics go+ !re2 he 0 p]plex$ at ,prote/ants4 ,!re is a spell ab\t ! lim9a ,apo/olorum1 said ,*>les2 ,/4 ,pet] & ,/4 ,paul are n !re = no?+4 ,!re is a m tangible reason1 said ,campbell2 x is a place :]e p]sons ( all nations are to be f\nd2 no society is s v>i$ z ! ,roman4 ,y g to a ballroom2 y\r ho/1 :om y b[ to 9 ! fir/ ap>tm5t1 is a ,fr5*man2 z y advance y\r eye cat*es ,mass5a's gr&daught] 9 conv]sation ) ,mu/apha ,pa%a2 y soon f9d y\rself seat$ betwe5 a ,yankee *>g d'affaires & a ,russian colonel2 & an ,engli%man is play+ ! fool 9 front ( y4 ,"h ,campbell look$ at 8 wat*1 & !n at ,willis1 :om he _h driv5 ov] to ,mel=d to return ,bateman's call4 ,x 0 "t = !m to be go+1 or !y w\ld be ov]tak5 by ! ev5+4 ,bateman1 :o _h rema9$ 9 a /ate ( great dissatisfaction s9ce he la/ spoke1 :i* _h n be5 = a qu>t] ( an h\r pa/1 did n f9d himself 9 spirits to try mu* to deta9 ei!r !m or ,r$+2 s he 0 spe$ily left to himself4 ,he drew 8 *air to ! fire1 & = a :ile felt no?+ m ?an a heavy load ( disgu/4 ,aft] a "t1 h[ev]1 8 ?\ghts began to draw !mselves out into s]ies1 & took ! foll[+ =m3 ,x's too bad1 too bad1 he said2 ,campbell is a v clev] man--f> clev]] ?an ,i am2 a well-read man1 too2 b he has no tact1 no tact4 ,x is deplorable2 ,r$+'s com+ 0 "o mis=tune2 h[ev]1 we might h got ov] t1 we might h ev5 turn$ x to an advantage2 b to use su* argum5ts z he did6 h[ c\ld he hope to conv9ce him8 he made u bo? a m]e laugh+-/ock4444 ,h[ did he ?r[ (f8 ,oh1 he said t ! ,rubrics 7 n b9d+4 ,:o ev] he>d su* a ?+--at lea/ f an ,anglo-,ca?olic8 ,:y pret5d to be a good ,ca?olic ) su* views8 bett] call himself a ,prote/ant or ,era/ian at once1 & "o w\ld "k :]e to f9d him4 ,su* a bad impression x mu/ make on ,willis2 ,i saw x did2 he c\ld h>dly keep f smil+3 b ,campbell has no tact at all4 ,he goes on1 on1 8 own way1 br++ out 8 own ?\ghts1 :i* are v clev]1 orig9al c]ta9ly1 b nev] consid]+ 8 company4 ,& he's s positive1 s knock-me-d[n2 x is q unpleasant1 ,i don't "k h[ to sit x sometimes4 ,oh1 x is a cruel ?+ ?is--! effect mu/ be wret*$4 ,poor ,willis6 ,i decl>e ,i don't ?9k we h mov$ him "o in*1 ,i really don't4 ,i fanci$ at "o "t he 0 ev5 laugh+ at me4444 ,:at 0 x he said aft]w>ds8 !re 0 some?+ else1 ,i "k4 ,i recollect2 t ! ,ca?olic ,*ur* 0 9 ru9s1 _h brok5 to pieces4 ,:at a p>adox6 :o'll believe t b he8 ,i decl>e ,i am s vex$ ,i don't "k :at to be at4 ,he jump$ up & began walk+ to & fro4 ,b all ?is is because ! ,bi%ops won't int]f]e2 "o c't say x1 t's ! wor/1 b !y are at ! bottom ( ! evil4 ,!y h b to put out _! little f+] & en=ce ! ,rubrics1 & !n ! :ole controv]sy w\ld be at an end4444 ,i knew !re 0 some?+ else1 yes6 ,he said we ne$ n fa/6 ,b ,cambridge m5 are always peculi>1 !y always h "s :im or o!r2 he ought to h be5 at ,ox=d1 & we %\ld h made a man ( him4 ,he has _m good po9ts1 b he runs !ories1 & rides hobbies1 & drives consequ5ces1 to dea?4 ,"h he 0 int]rupt$ by 8 cl]k1 :o told him t ,john ,tims _h tak5 8 oa? t 8 wife %\ld n be *ur*$ be=e ! congregation1 & 0 half-m9d$ to take 8 infant to ! ,me?odi/s = baptism2 & 8 ?\ghts took a diff]5t direction4 ,,*apt] ,,xix4 ,! w9t] _h be5 on ! :ole dry & pleasant1 b 9 ,febru>y & ,m>* ! ra9s 7 s pr(use1 & ! w9ds s high1 t ,bateman saw v little ( ei!r ,*>les or ,willis4 ,he did n ab&on 8 designs on ! latt]1 b x 0 an anxi\s "q h[ be/ to conduct !m4 ,z to ,campbell1 he 0 resolv$ to exclude him f any p>ticipation 9 !m2 b he hesitat$ ab\t ,r$+4 ,he _h f\nd him f> less def9itely ,roman ?an he expect$1 & he conjectur$ t1 by mak+ him 8 confidant & employ+ him aga9/ ,willis1 he really might succe$ 9 giv+ him an ,anglican direction4 ,accord+ly1 he told him ( 8 anxiety to re/ore ,willis to ! ,*ur* ( 8 baptism2 & n disc\rag$ by ,*>les's advice to let well alone1 = he might succe$ 9 draw+ him f ,rome )\t reclaim+ him to ,anglicanism1 ! wea!r hav+ improv$1 he ask$ ! two to d9n] on "o ( ! lat] ,sundays 9 ,l5t4 ,he det]m9$ to make a field-day ( x2 &1 ) t view1 he c>efully got up "s ( ! mo/ popul> works aga9/ ! ,*ur* ( ,rome4 ,aft] mu* ?\ght he det]m9$ to direct 8 attack on "s ( ! practical evils1 z he consid]$ !m1 ( ,romanism2 z be+ m easy ( pro( ?an po9ts ( doctr9e & hi/ory1 9 :i*1 too1 = :at he knew1 ,willis might by ?is "t be bett] read ?an himself4 ,he consid]$1 too1 t1 if ,willis _h be5 at all %ak5 9 8 new fai? :5 he 0 abroad1 x 0 by ! practical exemplification :i* he _h be=e 8 eyes ( ! issue ( its peculi> doctr9es :5 freely c>ri$ out4 ,moreov]1 to tell ! tru?1 our good fri5d _h n a v cle> appreh5sion h[ mu* doctr9e he held 9 common ) ! ,*ur* ( ,rome1 or :]e he 0 to /op 9 ! sev]al details ( ,pope ,pius's ,cre$2 9 consequ5ce1 x 0 evid5tly saf] to conf9e 8 attack to matt]s ( practice4 ,y see1 ,willis1 he said1 z !y sat d[n to table1 ,i h giv5 y ab/95ce food1 n kn[+ :e!r y avail y\rself ( ! disp5sation4 ,we %all eat meat ourselves2 b don't ?9k we don't fa/ at prop] times2 ,i don't agree ) ,campbell at all2 we don't fa/1 h[ev]1 on ,sunday4 ,t is our rule1 &1 ,i take x1 a primitive "o4 ,willis answ]$ t he did n "k h[ ! primitive usage lay1 b he suppos$ t bo? ( !m all[$ t matt]s ( discipl9e might be alt]$ by ! prop] au?ority4 ,c]ta9ly1 answ]$ ,bateman1 s t ev]y?+ is done consi/5tly ) ! inspir$ text ( ,scripture2--he /opp$1 it*+1 if he c\ld1 to br+ 9 "s great subject1 b n see+ h[4 ,he saw he mu/ ru% 9 m$ias res2 s he add$1--) :i* inspir$ text1 ,i presume1 :at "o sees 9 =eign *ur*es is n v consi/5t4 ,:at8 ,i suppose y mean antep5dia1 r]e-dosses1 /one alt>s1 copes1 & mitres1 said ,willis innoc5tly2 :i* c]ta9ly are n 9 ,scripture4 ,true1 said ,bateman2 b ^!1 ?\gh n 9 ,scripture1 are n inconsi/5t ) ,scripture4 ,!y are all v "r2 b ! wor%ip ( ,sa9ts1 especially ! ,bless$ ,virg91 & ( relics1 ! gabbl+ ov] pray]s 9 an unkn[n tongue1 ,indulg5ces1 & infrequ5t communions1 ,i suspect are directly unscriptural4 ,my de> ,bateman1 said ,willis1 y seem to live 9 an atmosph]e ( controv]sy2 s x 0 at ,ox=d2 !re 0 always argum5t go+ on 9 y\r rooms4 ,religion is a ?+ to enjoy1 n to qu>rel ab\t2 give me a slice m ( t leg ( mutton4 ,yes1 ,bateman1 said ,r$+1 y mu/ let u enjoy our meat4 ,willis des]ves x1 = ,i believe he has _h a fair walk to-day4 ,h y n walk$ a good "p ( ! way to ,seaton & back8 a matt] ( f\rte5 miles1 & hilly gr\nd2 x c't be dry1 too1 9 p>ts yet4 ,true1 said ,bateman2 take a glass ( w9e1 ,willis2 x's good ,madeira2 an aunt ( m9e s5t x me4 ,he puts u to %ame1 said ,*>les1 :o h /epp$ into *ur* f our b$room2 he has trudg$ a pilgrimage to 84 ,i'm n say+ a ^w aga9/ our de> fri5d ,willis1 said ,bateman2 x 0 m]ely a po9t on :i* ,i ?\ght he w\ld agree ) me1 t !re 7 _m corruptions ( wor%ip 9 =eign *ur*es4 ,at la/1 :5 8 sil5ce 0 obs]vable1 ,willis said t he suppos$ t p]sons :o 7 n ,ca?olics c\ld n tell :at 7 corruptions & :at n4 ,"h ! subject dropp$ aga92 = ,willis did n seem 9 hum\r--p]haps he 0 too tir$--to cont9ue x4 ,s !y ate & drank1 ) no?+ b v commonplace rem>ks to season _! meal )al1 till ! clo? 0 remov$4 ,! table 0 !n %ov$ back a bit1 & ! ?ree "y m5 got ov] ! fire1 :i* ,bateman made burn brightly4 ,two ( !m at lea/ _h des]v$ "s relaxation1 & !y 7 ! two :o 7 to be oppon5t & respond5t 9 ! approa*+ argum5t--"o _h _h a long walk1 ! o!r _h _h two full s]vices1 a baptism1 & a fun]al4 ,! armi/ice cont9u$ a good qu>t] ( an h\r1 :i* ,*>les & ,willis sp5t 9 easy conv]sation2 till ,bateman1 :o _h be5 prim+ himself ! :ile ) 8 controv]sial po9ts1 f\nd himself ready = ! assault1 & op5$ x 9 =m4 ,come1 my de> ,willis1 he said1 ,i c't let y (f s2 ,i am sure :at y saw abroad sc&aliz$ y4 ,?is 0 almo/ rudely put4 ,willis said t1 _h he be5 a ,prote/ant1 he might h be5 easily %ock$2 b he _h be5 a ,ca?olic2 & he drew an almo/ imp]ceptible sigh4 ,besides1 _h he _h a temptation to be %ock$1 he %\ld h recollect$ t he 0 9 a ,*ur* :i* 9 all great] matt]s c\ld n err4 ,he _h n come to ! ,*ur* to criticize1 he said1 b to le>n4 ,i don't "k1 he said1 :at is meant by say+ t we ought to h fai?1 t fai? is a grace1 t fai? is ! means ( our salvation1 if !re is no?+ to ex]cise x4 ,fai? goes aga9/ sight2 well1 !n1 unless !re are sights :i* (f5d y1 !re is no?+ = x to g aga9/4 ,bateman call$ ?is a p>adox2 ,if s1 he said1 :y don't we become ,mahometans8 we %\ld h en\gh to believe !n4 ,:y1 j consid]1 said ,willis2 suppos+ y\r fri5d1 an hon\rable man1 is accus$ ( !ft1 & appe>ances are aga9/ him1 w\ld y at once admit ! *>ge8 ,x w\ld be a fair trial ( y\r fai? 9 him2 & if he 7 able 9 ! ev5t satisfactorily to rebut x1 ,i don't ?9k he w\ld ?ank y1 %\ld y h wait$ = 8 explanation be=e y took 8 "p1 in/ead ( kn[+ him too well to suspect x4 ,if1 !n1 ,i come to ! ,*ur* ) fai? 9 h]1 :atev] ,i see !re1 ev5 if x surprises me1 is b a trial ( my fai?4 ,t is true1 said ,*>les2 b !re mu/ be "s gr\nd = fai?2 we d n believe )\t reason2 & ! "q is1 :e!r :at ! ,*ur* does1 z 9 wor%ip1 is n a fair matt] to =m a judgm5t ^u1 = or aga9/4 ,a ,ca?olic1 said ,willis1 z ,i 0 :5 ,i 0 abroad1 has already f\nd 8 gr\nds1 = he believes2 b = "o :o has n--,i mean a ,prote/ant--,i c]ta9ly consid] x is v unc]ta9 :e!r he w take ! view ( ,ca?olic wor%ip :i* he ought to take4 ,x may easily happ5 t he w n und]/& x4 ,yet p]sons h be=e n[ be5 conv]t$ by ! sight ( ,ca?olic wor%ip1 said ,r$+4 ,c]ta9ly1 answ]$ ,willis3 ,god works 9 a ?\s& ways2 !re is mu* 9 ,ca?olic wor%ip to /rike a ,prote/ant1 b !re is mu* :i* w p]plex him2 = in/ance1 :at ,bateman has allud$ to1 our devotion to ! ,bless$ ,virg94 ,surely1 said ,bateman1 ?is is a pla9 matt]2 x is q impossible t ! wor%ip paid by ,roman ,ca?olics to ! ,bless$ ,m>y %\ld n int]f]e ) ! supreme adoration due to ! ,creator alone4 ,?is is j an in/ance 9 po9t1 said ,willis2 y see y are judg+ priori2 y "k no?+ ( ! /ate ( ! case f exp]i5ce1 b y say1 ',x mu/ be2 x c't be o!rwise4' ,?is is ! way a ,prote/ant judges1 & comes to "o conclusion2 a ,ca?olic1 :o acts1 & does n speculate1 feels ! tru? ( ! contr>y4 ,"s ?+s1 said ,bateman1 are s l axioms1 z to sup]s$e trial4 ,on ! o!r h&1 famili>ity is v likely to hide f p ! real evil ( c]ta9 practices4 ,h[ /range x is1 answ]$ ,willis1 t y don't p]ceive t ?is is ! v argum5t :i* v>i\s sects urge aga9/ y ,anglicans6 ,= in/ance1 ! ,unit>ian says t ! doctr9e ( ! ,atonem5t mu/ lead to our look+ at ! ,fa!r1 n z a ,god ( love1 b ( v5geance only2 & he calls ! doctr9e ( et]nal puni%m5t immoral4 ,& s1 ! ,wesleyan or ,bapti/ decl>es t x is an absurdity to suppose any "o c hold ! doctr9e ( baptismal reg5]ation1 & really be spiritual2 t ! doctr9e mu/ h a numb+ effect on ! m9d1 & de/roy its simple reliance on ! atonem5t ( ,*ri/4 ,i w take ano!r in/ance3 _m a good ,ca?olic1 :o nev] came across ,anglicans1 is z utt]ly unable to realize y\r position z y are to realize 84 ,he _c make out h[ y c be s illogical z n to g =w>d or backw>d2 nay1 he pron\nces y\r pr(ess$ /ate ( m9d impossible2 he does n believe 9 its exi/5ce4 ,i may deplore y\r /ate2 ,i may ?9k y illogical & worse2 b ,i "k x is a /ate :i* does exi/4 ,z1 !n1 ,i admit t a p]son c hold "o ,ca?olic ,*ur*1 yet )\t believ+ t ! ,roman ,communion is x1 s ,i put x to y1 ev5 z an argum5tum ad hom9em1 :e!r y ought n to believe t we c hon\r our ,bless$ ,lady z ! fir/ ( creatures1 )\t int]f]+ ) ! hon\r due to ,god8 ,at mo/1 y ought to call u only illogical1 y ought n to d5y t we d :at we say we d4 ,i make a di/9ction1 said ,bateman2 x is q possible1 ,i fully grant1 = an educat$ ,romani/ to di/+ui% betwe5 ! devotion paid by him to ! ,bless$ ,virg91 & ! wor%ip ( ,god2 ,i only say t ! multitude w n di/+ui%4 ,i "k y say s1 answ]$ ,willis2 & /ill1 ,i repeat1 n f exp]i5ce1 b on an priori gr\nd4 ,y say1 n 'x is s1' b 'x mu/ be s4' ,!re 0 a pause 9 ! conv]sation1 & !n ,bateman recomm5c$ x4 ,y may give u "s tr\ble1 said he1 laugh+1 b we are resolv$ to h y back1 my good ,willis4 ,n[ consid]1 y are a lov] ( tru?3 is t ,*ur* f heav5 :i* tells untru?s8 ,willis laugh$ too2 ,we mu/ def9e ! words tru? & untru?1 he said2 b1 subject to t def9ition1 ,i h no hesitation 9 enunciat+ ! truism1 t a ,*ur* is n f heav5 :i* tells untru?s4 ,( c\rse1 y c't d5y ! proposition1 said ,bateman2 well1 !n1 is x n q c]ta9 t 9 ,rome itself !re are relics :i* all le>n$ m5 n[ give up1 & :i* yet are v5]at$ z relics8 ,= in/ance1 ,campbell tells me t ! reput$ heads ( ,/4 ,pet] & ,/4 ,paul1 9 "s great ,roman basilica1 are c]ta9ly n ! heads ( ! ,apo/les1 because ! head ( ,/4 ,paul 0 f\nd ) 8 body1 aft] ! fire at 8 *ur* "s ye>s s9ce4 ,i don't "k ab\t ! p>ticul> in/ance1 answ]$ ,willis2 b y are op5+ a l>ge "q :i* _c be settl$ 9 a few words4 ,if ,i mu/ speak1 ,i %\ld say ?is3 ,i %\ld beg9 ) ! assumption t ! exi/5ce ( relics is n improbable2 d y grant t8 ,i grant no?+1 said ,bateman2 b g on4 ,:y y h pl5ty ( hea!n relics1 :i* y admit4 ,:at is ,pompeii1 & all t is f\nd !re1 b "o va/ hea!n relic8 :y %\ld !re n be ,*ri/ian relics 9 ,rome & else:]e z well z pagan8 ,( c\rse1 ( c\rse1 said ,bateman4 ,well1 & relics may be id5tifi$4 ,y h ! tomb ( ! ,scipios1 ) _! names on !m4 ,did y f9d a%es 9 "o ( !m1 ,i suppose y w\ld be pretty c]ta9 t !y 7 ! a%es ( a ,scipio4 ,to ! po9t1 cri$ ,bateman1 quick]4 ,/4 ,pet]1 cont9u$ ,willis1 speaks ( ,david1 '^: sepul*re is ) y unto ?is day4' ,!re=e x's no?+ wond]ful t a religi\s relic %\ld be pres]v$ elev5 hundr$ ye>s1 & id5tifi$ to be su*1 :5 a nation makes a po9t ( pres]v+ x4 ,?is is beat+ ab\t ! bu%1 cri$ ,bateman impati5tly2 get on quick]4 ,let me g on my own way1 said ,willis--!n !re is no?+ improbable1 consid]+ ,*ri/ians h always be5 v c>eful ab\t ! memorials ( sacr$ ?+s-- ,y've n prov$ t1 said ,bateman1 fe>+ t "s manoeuvre1 he c\ld n tell :at1 0 9 progress4 ,well1 said ,willis1 y don't d\bt x1 ,i suppose1 at lea/ f ! f\r? c5tury1 :5 ,/4 ,hel5a br\ght f ! ,holy ,l& ! memorials ( our ,"l's passion1 & lodg$ !m at ,rome 9 ! ,basilica1 :i* 0 !reupon call$ ,santa ,croce4 ,z to ! previ\s times ( p]secution1 ,*ri/ians1 ( c\rse1 _h few] opportunities ( %[+ a simil> devotion1 & hi/orical records are less copi\s2 yet1 9 spite ( ?is1 its exi/5ce is z c]ta9 z any fact ( hi/ory4 ,!y collect$ ! bones ( ,/4 ,polyc>p1 ! imm$iate disciple ( ,/4 ,john1 aft] he 0 burnt2 z ( ,/4 ,ignatius be=e him1 aft] 8 exposure to ! bea/s2 & s 9 l mann] ! bones or blood ( all ! m>tyrs4 ,no "o d\bts x2 ,i nev] he>d ( any "o :o did4 ,s ! disciples took up ! ,bapti/'s body--x w\ld h be5 /range if !y _h n--& buri$ x '9 ! sepul*re1' z ! ,evangeli/ says1 speak+ ( x z kn[n4 ,n[1 :y %\ld !y n 9 l mann]1 & ev5 ) great] reason1 h rescu$ ! bodies ( ,/4 ,pet] & ,/4 ,paul1 if x 7 only = dec5t burial8 ,is x !n wond]ful1 if ! bodies 7 rescu$1 t !y %\ld be aft]w>ds pres]v$8 ,b !y c't be 9 two places at once1 said ,bateman4 ,b he> me1 answ]$ ,willis2 ,i say !n if !re is a tradition t 9 a c]ta9 place !re is a relic ( an apo/le1 !re is at fir/ sight a probability t x is !re2 ! presumption is 9 its fav\r4 ,c y d5y x8 ,well1 if ! same relic is report$ to be 9 two places1 !n "o or ! o!r tradition is errone\s1 & ! prim facie =ce ( bo? traditions is weak5$2 b ,i %\ld n actually disc>d ei!r at once2 ea* has its =ce /ill1 ?\gh nei!r s great a =ce4 ,n[1 suppose !re are circum/ances :i* confirm ! "o1 ! o!r is weak5$ /ill fur!r1 & at l5g? ! probability ( its tru? may become evanesc5t2 & :5 a fair int]val has pass$1 & !re is no *ange ( evid5ce 9 its fav\r1 !n x is at l5g? giv5 up4 ,b all ?is is a "w ( "t2 mean:ile1 x is n a bit m ( an objection to ! doctr9e & practice ( relic-v5]ation t a body is said to lie 9 two places1 ?an to pr(ane hi/ory t ,*>les ,i4 0 report$ by "s au?orities to be buri$ at ,w9dsor1 by o!rs at ,we/m9/]2 :i* "q 0 decid$ j be=e our times4 ,x is a "q ( evid5ce1 & mu/ be treat$ z su*4 ,b if ,/4 ,paul's head 0 f\nd "u 8 own *ur*1 said ,bateman1 x's pretty cle> x is n pres]v$ at ! o!r basilica4 ,true1 answ]$ ,willis2 b grave que/ions ( ?is k9d _c be decid$ 9 a mom5t4 ,i don't "k myself ! circum/ances ( ! case1 & d b take y\r acc\nt ( x4 ,x has to be prov$1 !n1 ,i suppose1 t x 0 ,/4 ,paul's head :i* 0 f\nd ) 8 body2 =1 s9ce he 0 behead$1 x w\ld n be atta*$ to x4 ,?is is "o "q1 & o!rs w\ld arise4 ,x is n easy to settle a "q ( hi/ory4 ,que/ions :i* seem settl$ revive4 ,x is v well = secul> hi/orians to give up a tradition or te/imony at once1 & = a g5]ation to oh-oh x2 b ! ,*ur* _c d s2 %e has a religi\s responsibility1 & mu/ move sl[ly4 ,take ! *ance ( its turn+ out t ! heads at ,/4 ,john ,lat]an 71 aft] all1 ^? ( ! two ,apo/les1 & t %e _h ca/ !m aside4 ,que/ions1 ,i say1 revive4 ,did n ,walpole make x highly probable t ! two little pr9ces _h a place 9 ! procession at ,k+ ,ri*>d's coronation1 ?\gh a c5tury be=e him two skeletons ( boys 7 f\nd 9 ! ,t[] at ! v place :]e ! *ildr5 ( ,edw>d 7 said to h be5 murd]$ & buri$ by ! ,duke ( ,gl\ce/]8 ,i speak f memory1 b ! g5]al fact :i* ,i am illu/rat+ is und5iable4 ,us%]1 ,pe>son1 & ,voss prov$ t ,/4 ,ignatius's %ort] ,epi/les 7 g5u9e2 & n[1 aft] ! lapse ( two c5turies1 ! "q is at lea/ plausibly moot$ aga94 ,!re 0 ano!r pause1 :ile ,bateman ?\ght ov] 8 facts & argum5ts1 b no?+ 0 =?com+ at ! mom5t4 ,willis cont9u$3 ,y mu/ consid] also t reput$ relics1 su* z y h m5tion$1 are g5]ally 9 ! cu/ody ( religi\s bodies1 :o are naturally v jeal\s ( attempts to prove !m spuri\s1 &1 ) a p>donable esprit de corps1 def5d !m ) all _! might1 & oppose ob/acles 9 ! way ( an adv]se decision2 j z y\r own society def5ds1 mo/ wor?ily1 ! fair fame ( y\r f\ndress1 ,que5 ,boadicea4 ,7 ! case giv5 aga9/ h] by e tribunal 9 ! l&1 y\r valiant & loyal ,head w\ld n ab&on h]2 x w\ld break 8 magnanim\s he>t2 he w\ld die 9 h] s]vice z a good knight4 ,bo? f religi\s duty1 !n1 & f human feel+1 x is a v ardu\s ?+ to get a receiv$ relic dis[n$4 ,well1 said ,bateman1 to my poor judgm5t x does seem a di%one/y to keep up inscriptions1 = in/ance1 :i* e "o kn[s n to be true4 ,my de> ,bateman1 t is begg+ ! "q1 said ,willis2 e body does n "k x2 x is a po9t 9 c\rse ( settlem5t1 b n settl$2 y may say t individuals h settl$ x1 or x may be settl$1 b x is n settl$ yet4 ,p>allel cases happ5 frequ5tly 9 civil matt]s1 & no "o speaks h>%ly ( exi/+ individuals or bodies 9 consequ5ce4 ,till lately ! ,monum5t 9 ,london bore an inscription to ! effect t ,london _h be5 burn$ by u poor ,papi/s4 ,a hundr$ ye>s ago1 ,pope1 ! poet1 _h call$ ! 'column' 'a tall bully' :i* 'lifts its head & lies1' ,yet ! inscription 0 n remov$ till a few ye>s s9ce--,i believe :5 ! ,monum5t 0 repair$4 ,t 0 an opportunity = eras+ a calumny :i*1 till !n1 _h n be5 def9itely pron\nc$ to be su*1 & n pron\nc$ 9 def]5ce to ! prim facie au?ority ( a /atem5t contemporane\s ) ! calamity :i* x record$4 ,!re is nev] a po9t ( "t at :i* y c say1 ',! tradition is n[ disprov$4' ,:5 a receiv$ belief has be5 app>5tly expos$1 ! "q lies dormant = ! opportunity ( fre% argum5ts2 :5 none appe>1 !n at l5g? an accid5t1 su* z ! repair ( a build+1 despat*es x4 ,we h someh[ got (f ! subject1 ?\ght ,bateman2 & he sat fidget+ ab\t to f9d ! ?read ( 8 argum5t4 ,r$+ put 9 an objection2 he said t no "o knew or c>$ ab\t ! inscription on ! ,monum5t1 b religi\s v5]ation 0 paid to ! two heads at ,/4 ,john ,lat]an4 ,"r1 said ,bateman1 t's j :at ,i meant to say4 ,well1 answ]$ ,willis1 z to ! p>ticul> case--m9d1 ,i am tak+ y\r acc\nt ( x1 = ,i don't pr(ess to "k h[ ! matt] lies4 ,b let u consid] ! ext5t ( ! mi/ake4 ,!re is no d\bt 9 ! _w t at lea/ !y are ! heads ( m>tyrs2 ! only "q is ?is1 & no m1 :e!r !y are ! v heads ( ! two ,apo/les4 ,f "t immemorial !y h be5 pres]v$ ^u or "u ! alt> z ! heads ( sa9ts or m>tyrs2 & x requires to "k v little ( ,*ri/ian antiquities to be p]fectly c]ta9 t !y really are sa9tly relics1 ev5 ?\gh unkn[n4 ,h5ce ! sole mi/ake is1 t ,ca?olics h v5]at$1 :at ought to be v5]at$ anyh[1 "u a wrong "n2 p]haps h expect$ miracles 7:i* !y _h a "r to expect71 & h exp]i5c$ !m 7z !y might well exp]i5ce !m71 because !y 7 ! relics ( sa9ts1 ?\gh !y 7 9 error z to :at sa9ts4 ,?is surely is no great matt]4 ,y h made ?ree assumptions1 said ,bateman2 fir/1 t none b ! relics ( sa9ts h be5 plac$ "u alt>s2 secondly1 t ^! relics 7 always !re2 ?irdly--?irdly--,i "k !re 0 a ?ird--let me see-- ,mo/ true1 said ,willis1 int]rupt+ him1 & ,i w help y to "s o!rs4 ,i h assum$ t !re are ,*ri/ians 9 ! _w call$ ,ca?olics2 aga91 t !y ?9k x "r to v5]ate relics2 b1 my de> ,bateman1 ^! 7 ! gr\nds1 & n ! po9t ( our argum5t2 & if !y are to be que/ion$1 x mu/ be 9 a di/9ct dispute3 b ,i really ?9k we h _h en\gh ( disputation4 ,yes1 ,bateman1 said ,*>les2 x is gett+ late4 ,i mu/ ?9k ( return+4 ,give u "s tea1 & let u begone4 ,g home8 cri$ ,bateman2 :y1 we h j done d9n]1 & done no?+ else z yet2 ,i _h a great deal to say4 ,h[ev]1 he rang ! bell = tea1 & _h ! table cle>$4 ,,*apt] ,,xx4 ,! conv]sation flagg$2 ,bateman 0 aga9 busy ) 8 memory2 & he 0 gett+ impati5t too2 "t 0 slipp+ away1 & no bl[ /ruck2 moreov]1 ,willis 0 beg9n+ to gape1 & ,*>les seem$ impati5t to be releas$4 ,^! ,romani/s put ?+s s plausibly1 he said to himself1 b v unfairly1 mo/ unfairly2 "o ought to be up to _! dodges4 ,i d>e say1 if ! tru? 7 kn[n1 ,willis has _h lessons2 he looks s demure2 ,i d>e say he is keep+ back a great deal1 & play+ ^u my ignorance4 ,:o kn[s8 p]haps he's a conceal$ ,jesuit4 ,x 0 an awful ?\ght1 & susp5d$ ! c\rse ( 8 reflections "s seconds4 ,i wond] :at he does really ?9k2 x's s difficult to get at ! bottom ( !m2 !y won't tell tales1 & !y are "u ob$i5ce2 "o nev] kn[s :5 to believe !m4 ,i suspect he has be5 w(ully disappo9t$ ) ,romanism2 he looks s ?92 b ( c\rse he won't say s2 x hurts a man's pride1 & he likes to be consi/5t2 he doesn't l to be laugh$ at1 & s he makes ! be/ ( ?+s4 ,i wi% ,i knew h[ to treat him2 ,i 0 wrong 9 hav+ ,r$+ "h2 ( c\rse ,willis w\ld n be confid5tial be=e a ?ird p]son4 ,he's l ! fox t lo/ 8 tail4 ,x 0 bad tact 9 me2 ,i see x n[2 :at a ?+ x is to h tact6 x requires v delicate tact4 ,!re are s _m ?+s ,i wi%$ to say1 ab\t ,indulg5ces1 ab\t _! s seldom communicat+2 ,i ?9k ,i mu/ ask him ab\t ! ,mass4 ,s1 aft] fidget+ a good deal )91 :ile he 0 o/5sibly employ$ 9 mak+ tea1 he comm5c$ 8 la/ assault4 ,well1 we %all h y back aga9 among u by next ,*ri/mas1 ,willis1 he said2 ,i c't give y great] law2 ,i am c]ta9 ( x2 x takes "t1 b sl[ & sure4 ,:at a joyful "t x w be6 ,i c't tell :at keeps y2 y are do+ no?+2 y are flung into a corn]2 y are wa/+ life4 ,:at keeps y8 ,willis look$ odd2 !n he simply answ]$1 ,grace4 ,bateman 0 />tl$1 b recov]$ himself2 ,heav5 =bid1 he said1 t ,i %\ld treat ^! ?+s lightly1 or int]f]e ) y unduly4 ,i "k1 my de> fri5d1 :at a s]i\s fell[ y are2 b d tell me1 j tell me1 h[ c y ju/ify ! ,mass1 z x is p]=m$ abroad2 h[ c x be call$ a 'reasonable s]vice1' :5 all p>ties conspire to gabble x ov] z if x matt]$ n a jot :o att5d$ to x1 or ev5 und]/ood x8 ,speak1 man1 speak1 he add$1 g5tly %ak+ him by ! %\ld]4 ,^! are su* difficult que/ions1 answ]$ ,willis2 mu/ ,i speak8 ,su* difficult que/ions1 he cont9u$1 ris+ into a m animat$ mann]1 & k9dl+ z he w5t on2 ,i mean1 p view !m s diff]5tly3 x is s difficult to convey to "o p]son ! idea ( ano!r4 ,! idea ( wor%ip is diff]5t 9 ! ,ca?olic ,*ur* f ! idea ( x 9 y\r ,*ur*2 =1 9 tru?1 ! religions are diff]5t4 ,don't deceive y\rself1 my de> ,bateman1 he said t5d]ly1 x is n t ours is y\r religion c>ri$ a little f>!r1--a little too f>1 z y w\ld say4 ,no1 !y diff] 9 k9d1 n 9 degree2 ours is "o religion1 y\rs ano!r4 ,& :5 ! "t comes1 & come x w1 = y1 ali5 z y are n[1 to submit y\rself to ! graci\s yoke ( ,*ri/1 !n1 my de>e/ ,bateman1 x w be fai? :i* w enable y to be> ! ways & usages ( ,ca?olics1 :i* else might p]haps />tle y4 ,else1 ! habits ( ye>s1 ! associations 9 y\r m9d ( a c]ta9 outw>d behavi\r ) real inw>d acts ( devotion1 might emb>rass y1 :5 y _h to con=m y\rself to o!r habits1 & to create = y\rself o!r associations4 ,b ?is fai?1 ( :i* ,i speak1 ! great gift ( ,god1 w enable y 9 t day to ov]come y\rself1 & to submit1 z y\r judgm5t1 y\r w1 y\r reason1 y\r affections1 s y\r ta/es & lik+s1 to ! rule & usage ( ! ,*ur*4 ,ah1 t fai? %\ld be necess>y 9 su* a matt]1 & t :at is s natural & becom+ "u ! circum/ances1 %\ld h ne$ ( an explanation6 ,i decl>e1 to me1 he said1 & he clasp$ 8 h&s on 8 knees1 & look$ =w>d z if soliloquiz+1 to me no?+ is s consol+1 s pi]c+1 s ?rill+1 s ov]com+1 z ! ,mass1 said z x is among u4 ,i c\ld att5d ,masses = ev]1 & n be tir$4 ,x is n a m]e =m ( words1--x is a great action1 ! greate/ action t c be on e>?4 ,x is1 n ! invocation m]ely1 b1 if ,i d>e use ! ^w1 ! evocation ( ! ,et]nal4 ,he becomes pres5t on ! alt> 9 fle% & blood1 be=e :om angels b[ & devils tremble4 ,?is is t awful ev5t :i* is ! scope1 & is ! int]pretation1 ( e "p ( ! solemnity4 ,words are necess>y1 b z means1 n z ends2 !y are n m]e addresses to ! ?rone ( grace1 !y are in/rum5ts ( :at is f> high]1 ( consecration1 ( sacrifice4 ,!y hurry on z if impati5t to fulfil _! mission4 ,quickly !y g1 ! :ole is quick2 = !y are all p>ts ( "o integral action4 ,quickly !y g2 = !y are awful words ( sacrifice1 !y are a "w too great to delay ^u2 z :5 x 0 said 9 ! beg9n+1 ',:at ?\ doe/1 d quickly4' ,quickly !y pass2 = ! ,"l ,jesus goes ) !m1 z ,he pass$ along ! lake 9 ! days ( ,8 fle%1 quickly call+ fir/ "o & !n ano!r4 ,quickly !y pass2 because z ! lightn+ :i* %9e? f "o "p ( ! heav5 unto ! o!r1 s is ! com+ ( ! ,son ( ,man4 ,quickly !y pass2 = !y are z ! words ( ,moses1 :5 ! ,"l came d[n 9 ! cl\d1 call+ on ! ,"n ( ! ,"l z ,he pass$ by1 ',! ,"l1 ! ,"l ,god1 m]ciful & graci\s1 long-suff]+1 & abundant 9 goodness & tru?4' ,& z ,moses on ! m\nta91 s we too 'make ha/e & b[ our heads to ! e>?1 & adore4' ,s we1 all ar\nd1 ea* 9 8 place1 look out = ! great ,adv5t1 'wait+ = ! mov+ ( ! wat]4' ,ea* 9 8 place1 ) 8 own he>t1 ) 8 own wants1 ) 8 own ?\ghts1 ) 8 own int5tion1 ) 8 own pray]s1 sep>ate b concordant1 wat*+ :at is go+ on1 wat*+ its progress1 unit+ 9 its consummation2--n pa9fully & hopelessly foll[+ a h>d =m ( pray] f beg9n+ to end1 b1 l a conc]t ( musical in/rum5ts1 ea* diff]5t1 b concurr+ 9 a sweet h>mony1 we take our "p ) ,god's prie/1 support+ him1 yet guid$ by him4 ,!re are little *ildr5 !re1 & old m51 & simple lab\r]s1 & /ud5ts 9 sem9>ies1 prie/s prep>+ = ,mass1 prie/s mak+ _! ?anksgiv+2 !re are innoc5t maid5s1 & !re are p5it5t s9n]s2 b out ( ^! _m m9ds rises "o eu*>i/ic hymn1 & ! great ,action is ! measure & ! scope ( x4 ,& oh1 my de> ,bateman1 he add$1 turn+ to him1 y ask me :e!r ?is is n a =mal1 unreasonable s]vice--x is wond]ful6 he cri$1 ris+ up1 q wond]ful4 ,:5 w ^! de>1 good p be enlight5$8 ,o ,sapi5tia1 =tit] suavit]que dispon5s omnia1 ,o ,adonai1 ,o ,clavis ,david et ,exspectatio g5tium1 v5i ad salv&um nos1 ,dom9e ,deus no/]4 ,n[1 at lea/1 !re 0 no mi/ak+ ,willis4 ,bateman />$1 & 0 almo/ fright5$ at a bur/ ( en?usiasm :i* he _h be5 f> f expect+4 ,:y1 ,willis1 he said1 x is n true1 !n1 aft] all1 :at we he>d1 t y 7 some:at dubi\s1 %aky1 9 y\r adh]5ce to ,romanism8 ,i'm sure ,i beg y\r p>don2 ,i w\ld n = ! _w h annoy$ y1 _h ,i kn[n ! tru?4 ,willis's face /ill gl[$1 & he look$ z y\?ful & radiant z he _h be5 two ye>s be=e4 ,!re 0 no?+ ung5tle 9 8 impetuosity2 a smile1 almo/ a laugh1 0 on 8 face1 z if he 0 half a%am$ ( 8 own w>m?2 b ?is took no?+ f its evid5t s9c]ity4 ,he seiz$ ,bateman's two h&s1 be=e ! latt] knew :]e he 01 lift$ him up out ( 8 seat1 &1 rais+ 8 own m\? close to 8 e>1 said1 9 a l[ voice1 ,i w\ld to ,god1 t n only ?\1 b also all :o he> me ?is day1 7 bo? 9 little & 9 mu* su* z ,i am1 except ^! *a9s4 ,!n1 rem9d+ him x _h gr[n late1 & bidd+ him good-night1 he left ! room ) ,*>les4 ,bateman rema9$ a :ile ) 8 back to ! fire aft] ! door _h clos$2 pres5tly he began to give expression to 8 ?\ghts4 ,well1 he said1 he's a brick1 a regul> brick2 he has almo/ affect$ me myself4 ,:at a way ^? fell[s h ) !m6 ,i decl>e 8 t\* has made my he>t beat2 h[ cat*+ en?usiasm is6 ,any "o b ,i might really h be5 unsettl$4 ,he is a real good fell[2 :at a pity we h n got him6 he's j ! sort ( man we want4 ,he'd make a spl5did ,anglican2 he'd conv]t half ! ,diss5t]s 9 ! c\ntry4 ,well1 we %all h !m 9 "t2 we mu/ n be impati5t4 ,b ! idea ( 8 talk+ ( conv]t+ me6 '9 little & 9 mu*1' z he word$ x6 ,by-!-bye1 :at did he mean by 'except ^! *a9s'8 ,he sat rum9at+ on ! difficulty2 at fir/ he 0 incl9$ to ?9k t1 aft] all1 he might h "s misgiv+ ab\t 8 position2 !n he ?\ght t p]haps he _h a hair-%irt or a cat5ella on him2 & la/ly1 he came to ! conclusion t he _h j meant no?+ at all1 & did b f9i% ! quotation he _h begun4 ,aft] pass+ "s little "t 9 ?is /ate1 he look$ t[>ds ! tea-tray2 p\r$ himself out ano!r cup ( tea2 ate a bit ( toa/2 took ! coals (f ! fire2 blew out "o ( ! c&les1 &1 tak+ up ! o!r1 left ! p>l\r & w\nd l an omnibus up ! /eep twi/+ /aircase to 8 b$room4 ,mean:ile ,willis & ,*>les 7 proce$+ to _! respective homes4 ,= a :ile !y _h to pursue ! same pa?1 :i* !y did 9 sil5ce4 ,*>les _h be5 mov$ f> m ?an ,bateman1 or r t\*$1 by ! en?usiasm ( 8 ,ca?olic fri5d1 ?\gh1 f a difficulty 9 f9d+ language to express himself1 & a fe> ( be+ c>ri$ (f 8 legs1 he _h kept 8 feel+s to himself4 ,:5 !y 7 ab\t to "p1 ,willis said to him1 9 a subdu$ tone1 ,y are soon go+ to ,ox=d1 de>e/ ,r$+2 oh1 t y 7 "o ) u6 ,y h x 9 y4 ,i h ?\ght ( y at ,mass _m times4 ,our prie/ has said ,mass = y4 ,oh1 my de> fri5d1 qu5* n ,god's grace2 li/5 to ,8 call2 y h _h :at o!rs h n4 ,:at y want is fai?4 ,i suspect y h q pro( en\gh2 en\gh to be conv]t$ on4 ,b fai? is a gift2 pray = t great gift1 )\t :i* y _c come to ! ,*ur*2 )\t :i*1 & he paus$1 y _c walk aright :5 y are 9 ! ,*ur*4 ,& n[ f>ewell6 alas1 our pa? divides2 all is easy to him t believe?4 ,may ,god give y t gift ( fai?1 z ,he has giv5 me6 ,f>ewell aga92 :o kn[s :5 ,i may see y next1 & :]e8 may x be 9 ! c\rts ( ! true ,j]usalem1 ! ,que5 ( ,sa9ts1 ! ,holy ,roman ,*ur*1 ! ,"m ( u all6 ,he drew ,*>les to him & kiss$ 8 *eek1 & 0 gone be=e ,*>les _h "t to say a ^w4 ,yet ,*>les c\ld n h spok5 _h he _h ev] s mu* opportunity4 ,he set (f at a brisk pace1 cutt+ d[n ) 8 /ick ! twigs & brambles :i* ! pale twilight discov]$ 9 8 pa?4 ,x seem$ z if ! kiss ( 8 fri5d _h convey$ into 8 own s\l ! en?usiasm :i* 8 words _h betok5$4 ,he felt himself possess$1 he knew n h[1 by a high sup]human p[]1 :i* seem$ able to pu% ?r\gh m\nta9s1 & to walk ! sea4 ,) w9t] ar\nd him1 he felt )9 l ! spr+-tide1 :5 all is new & bright4 ,he p]ceiv$ t he _h f\nd1 :at inde$ he _h nev] s\ght1 because he _h nev] kn[n :at x 01 b :at he _h ev] want$1--a s\l sympa!tic ) 8 own4 ,he felt he 0 no long] alone 9 ! _w1 ?\gh he 0 los+ t true cong5ial m9d ! v mom5t he _h f\nd him4 ,0 ?is1 he ask$ himself1 ! communion ( ,sa9ts8 ,alas6 h[ c\ld x be1 :5 he 0 9 "o communion & ,willis 9 ano!r8 ,o mighty ,"m6 bur/ f 8 lips2 he quick5$ 8 pace almo/ to a trot1 scal+ ! /eep asc5ts & div+ into ! holl[s :i* lay betwe5 him & ,b\ghton4 ,o mighty ,"m6 he /ill said1 half unconsci\sly2 ,o mighty ,"m6 ,i come1 ,o mighty ,"m6 ,i come2 b ,i am f> f home4 ,sp>e me a little2 ,i come ) :at spe$ ,i may1 b ,i am sl[ ( foot1 & n z o!rs1 ,o mighty ,"m6 ,by ! "t he _h walk$ two miles 9 ?is excitem5t1 bodily & m5tal1 he felt himself1 z 0 n wond]ful1 consid]ably exhau/$4 ,he slack5$ 8 pace1 & gradually came to himself1 b /ill he w5t on1 z if me*anically1 ,o mighty ,"m6 ,sudd5ly he cri$1 ,hallo6 :]e did ,i get ^! words8 ,willis did n use !m4 ,well1 ,i mu/ be on my gu>d aga9/ ^! wild ways4 ,any "o c be an en?usia/2 en?usiasm is n tru? 444 ,o mighty ,"m6444 ,alas1 ,i "k :]e my he>t is6 b ,i mu/ g by reason 444 ,o mighty ,"m6 ,,*apt] ,,xxi4 ,! "t came at l5g? = ,*>les to return to ,ox=d2 b dur+ ! la/ mon? scruples _h aris5 9 8 m9d1 :e!r1 ) 8 pres5t feel+s1 he c\ld consi/5tly ev5 pres5t himself = 8 exam9ation4 ,no subscription 0 necess>y = 8 entrance into ! s*ools1 b he felt t ! hon\rs ( ! class-li/ 7 only int5d$ = ^? :o 7 bon fide adh]5ts ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&4 ,he laid 8 difficulty be=e ,c>lton1 :o 9 consequ5ce did 8 be/ to asc]ta9 ?or\ghly 8 pres5t /ate ( m9d4 ,x seem$ t ,*>les _h no int5tion1 ei!r n[ or at any future day1 ( jo9+ ! ,*ur* ( ,rome2 t he felt he c\ld n take su* a /ep at pres5t )\t di/9ct s92 t x w\ld simply be aga9/ 8 consci5ce to d s2 t he _h no feel+ :atev] t ,god call$ him to d s2 t he felt t no?+ c\ld ju/ify s s]i\s an act b ! conviction t he c\ld n be sav$ 9 ! ,*ur* to :i* he belong$2 t he _h no su* feel+2 t he _h no def9ite case aga9/ 8 own ,*ur* suffici5t = leav+ x1 nor any def9ite view t ! ,*ur* ( ,rome 0 ! ,"o ,*ur* ( ,*ri/3--t /ill he c\ld n help suspect+ t "o day he %\ld ?9k o!rwise2 he conceiv$ ! day might come1 nay w\ld come1 :5 he %\ld h t conviction :i* at pres5t he _h n1 & :i* ( c\rse w\ld be a call on him to act ^u x1 by leav+ ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& = t ( ,rome2 he c\ld n tell di/9ctly :y he s anticipat$1 except t !re 7 s _m ?+s :i* he ?\ght "r 9 ! ,*ur* ( ,rome1 & s _m :i* he ?\ght wrong 9 ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&2 &1 because1 too1 ! m he _h an opportunity ( he>+ & see+1 ! great] cause he _h to admire & rev]e ! ,roman ,ca?olic sy/em1 & to be dissatisfi$ ) 8 own4 ,c>lton1 aft] c>efully consid]+ ! case1 advis$ him to g 9 = 8 exam9ation4 ,he act$ ?us1 on ! "o h&1 z vividly feel+ ! *anges :i* take place 9 ! m9ds ( "y m51 & ! difficulty ( ,r$+ =etell+ 8 own /ate ( op9ions two ye>s to come2 &1 on ! o!r1 f ! reasonable anticipation t a contr>y advice w\ld h be5 ! v way to rip5 8 pres5t d\bts on ! unt5abl5ess ( ,anglicanism into conviction4 ,accord+ly1 8 exam9ation came (f 9 due "t2 ! s*ools 7 full1 he did well1 & 8 class 0 consid]$ to be secure4 ,%effield foll[$ soon aft]1 & did brilliantly4 ,! li/ came out2 ,%effield 0 9 ! fir/ class1 ,*>les 9 ! second4 ,!re is always ( necessity a good deal ( accid5t 9 ^! matt]s2 b 9 ! pres5t case reasons en\gh c\ld be giv5 to acc\nt = ! unequal success ( ! two fri5ds4 ,*>les _h lo/ "s "t by 8 fa!r's dea?1 & family matt]s consequ5t ^u x2 & 8 virtual ru/ication = ! la/ six mon?s _h be5 a consid]able disadvantage to him4 ,moreov]1 ?\gh he _h be5 a c>eful1 p]sev]+ read]1 he c]ta9ly _h n run ! race = hon\rs ) ! same devotion z ,%effield2 nor _h 8 religi\s difficulties1 p>ticul>ly 8 late indecision ab\t pres5t+ himself at all1 be5 )\t _! s]i\s influ5ce ^u 8 att5tion & 8 en]gy4 ,z success _h n be5 ! fir/ desire ( 8 s\l1 s failure 0 n 8 greate/ mis]y4 ,he w\ld h mu* pref]r$ success2 b 9 a day or two he f\nd he c\ld well endure ! want ( x4 ,n[ came ! "q ab\t 8 degree1 :i* c\ld n be tak5 )\t subscription to ! ,articles4 ,ano!r consultation foll[$ ) ,c>lton4 ,!re 0 no ne$ ( 8 becom+ a ,b4,a4 at ! mom5t2 no?+ w\ld be ga9$ by x2 bett] t he %\ld po/pone ! /ep4 ,he _h b to g d[n & say no?+ ab\t x2 no "o w\ld be ! wis]2 & if1 at ! end ( six mon?s1 z ,c>lton sangu9ely anticipat$1 he f\nd himself 9 a m com=table frame ( m9d1 !n let him come up1 & set all "r4 ,:at 0 he to d ) himself at ! mom5t8 ,!re 0 little difficulty "h ei!r1 :at to propose4 ,he _h bett] be read+ ) "s cl]gyman 9 ! c\ntry2 ?us he w\ld at once be prep>+ = ord]s1 & cle>+ 8 m9d on ! po9ts :i* at pres5t tr\bl$ him2 besides1 he might ?us h "s opportunity = p>o*ial duty1 :i* w\ld h a tranquilliz+ & sob]+ effect on 8 m9d4 ,z to ! books to :i* he %\ld give 8 att5tion1 ( c\rse ! *oice w\ld re/ ) ! cl]gyman :o 0 to guide him2 b = himself ,c>lton w\ld n recomm5d ! usual works 9 controv]sy ) ,rome1 = :i* ! ,anglican ,*ur* 0 fam\s2 r ^? :i* are ( a positive "*1 :i* treat$ subjects philosophically1 hi/orically1 or doctr9ally1 & display$ ! peculi> pr9ciples ( t ,*ur*2 ,hook]'s great "w1 = in/ance2 or ,bull's ,def5sio & ,h>monia1 or ,pe>son's ,v9dici1 or ,jackson on ! ,cre$1 a noble "w2 to :i* ,laud on ,tradition might be add$1 ?\gh its =m 0 controv]sial4 ,su*1 too1 7 ,b+ham's ,antiquities1 ,wat]l& on ! ,use ( ,antiquity1 ,wall on ,infant ,baptism1 & ,palm] on ! ,liturgy4 ,nor ought he to neglect practical & devotional au?ors1 z ,bi%ops ,taylor1 ,wilson1 & ,horne4 ,! mo/ important po9t rema9$2 :i!r 0 he to betake himself8 did he "k ( any cl]gyman 9 ! c\ntry :o w\ld be will+ to receive him z a fri5d & a pupil8 ,*>les ?\ght ( ,campbell1 ) :om he 0 on ! be/ ( t]ms2 & ,c>lton knew en\gh ( him by reputation1 to be p]fectly sure t he c\ld n be 9 saf] h&s4 ,*>les1 9 consequ5ce1 made ! proposal to him1 & x 0 accept$4 ,no?+ !n rema9$ = him b to pay a few bills1 to pack up "s books :i* he _h left 9 a fri5d's room1 & !n to bid adieu1 at lea/ = a "t1 to ! cloi/]s & groves ( ! ,univ]sity4 ,he quitt$ 9 ,june1 :5 ev]y?+ 0 9 t y\?ful & fragrant beauty :i* he _h admir$ s mu* 9 ! beg9n+ ( 8 resid5ce ?ree ye>s be=e4 ,"p ,,iii4 ,,*apt] ,i4 ,b n[ we mu/ look =w>d1 n back4 ,once be=e we took leave to pass ov] ne>ly two ye>s 9 ! life ( ! subject ( ?is n>rative1 & n[ a second & a dre>y & long] int]val %all be consign$ to oblivion1 & ! read] %all be set d[n 9 ! autumn ( ! ye> next b "o aft] t 9 :i* ,*>les took 8 class & did n take 8 degree4 ,at ?is "t our int]e/ is conf9$ to ,b\ghton & ! ,rectory at ,sutton4 ,z to ,mel=d1 fri5d ,bateman _h accept$ ! incumb5cy ( a *ur* 9 a manufactur+ t[n ) a di/rict ( #aj1jjj s\ls1 :]e he 0 full ( plans = ! introduction ( ! surplice & gilt c&le/icks among 8 p1 & :]e1 x is to be hop$1 he w le>n wisdom4 ,willis also 0 gone1 on a diff]5t err&3 he _h bid adieu to 8 "m & bro!r soon aft] ,*>les _h gone into ! s*ools1 & n[ 0 ,fa!r ,aloysius de ,sanct ,cruce 9 ! ,passioni/ ,conv5t ( ,p5n+ton4 ,"o ev5+1 at ! end ( ,septemb]1 9 ! ye> a=esaid1 ,campbell _h call$ at ,b\ghton1 & 0 walk+ 9 ! g>d5 ) ,miss ,r$+4 ,really1 ,m>y1 he said to h]1 ,i don't ?9k x does any good to keep him4 ,! be/ ye>s ( 8 life are go+1 &1 humanly speak+1 !re is n any *ance ( 8 *ang+ 8 m9d1 at lea/ till he has made a trial ( ! ,*ur* ( ,rome4 ,x is q possible t exp]i5ce may drive him back4 ,x is a dreadful dilemma1 %e answ]$2 h[ c we ev5 indirectly give him p]mission to take s fatal a /ep8 ,he is a de>1 good fell[1 he made reply2 he is a /]l+ fell[2 all ?is long "t t he has be5 ) me he has made no difficulties2 he has read ?or\ghly ! books t ,i recomm5d$ & m1 & done :atev] ,i told him4 ,y "k ,i h employ$ him 9 ! p>i%2 he has taught ! ,cate*ism to ! *ildr51 & be5 almon]4 ,poor fell[1 8 heal? is suff]+ n[3 he sees !re's no end ( x1 & hope def]r$ makes ! he>t sick4 ,x is s dreadful to give any c\nt5ance to :at is s v wrong1 said ,m>y4 ,:y1 :at is to be done8 answ]$ ,campbell2 & we ne$ n c\nt5ance x2 he c't be kept 9 lead+-/r+s = ev]1 & !re has be5 a k9d ( b>ga94 ,he want$ to make a move at ! end ( ! fir/ ye>--,i didn't ?9k x wor? :ile to fidget y ab\t x--b ,i quiet$ him4 ,we comp\nd$ 9 ?is way3 he remov$ 8 "n f ! college-bo>ds1--!re 0 n ! slighte/ *ance ( 8 ev] sign+ ! ,articles1--& he cons5t$ to wait ano!r ye>4 ,n[ ! "t's up1 & m1 & he is gett+ impati5t4 ,s x's n we :o %all be giv+ him c\nt5ance1 x w only be 8 leav+ u4 ,b x is s fe>ful1 insi/$ ,m>y2 & my poor "m--,i decl>e ,i ?9k x w be h] dea?4 ,x w be a cru%+ bl[1 !re's no d\bt ( t1 said ,campbell2 :at does %e "k ( x at pres5t8 ,i h>dly c tell y1 answ]$ %e2 %e has be5 in=m$ ( x inde$ di/9ctly a ye> ago2 b see+ ,*>les s (t51 & he 9 appe>ance j ! same1 ,i fe> %e does n realize x4 ,%e has nev] spok5 to me on ! subject4 ,i fancy %e ?9ks x a scruple2 tr\blesome1 c]ta9ly1 b ( c\rse tempor>y4 ,i mu/ break x to h]1 ,m>y1 said ,campbell4 ,well1 ,i ?9k x mu/ be done1 %e repli$1 heav+ a sudd5 sigh2 & if s1 x w be a real k9dness 9 y to save me a task to :i* ,i am q unequal4 ,b h a talk ) ,*>les fir/4 ,:5 x comes to ! po9t he may h a great] difficulty ?an he ?9ks be=eh&4 ,& s x 0 settl$2 &1 full ( c>e at ! d\ble commission ) :i* he 0 *>g$1 ,campbell rode back to ,sutton4 ,poor ,*>les 0 sitt+ at an op5 w9d[1 look+ out ^u ! prospect1 :5 ,campbell ent]$ ! room4 ,x 0 a beautiful l&scape1 ) bold hills 9 ! di/ance1 & a ru%+ riv] b5ea? him4 ,campbell came up to him )\t 8 p]ceiv+ x2 &1 putt+ 8 h& on 8 %\ld]1 ask$ 8 ?\ghts4 ,*>les turn$ r\nd1 & smil$ sadly4 ,i am l ,moses see+ ! l&1 he said2 my de> ,campbell1 :5 %all ! end be8 ,t1 my good ,*>les1 ( c\rse does n re/ ) me1 answ]$ ,campbell4 ,well1 said he1 ! ye> is long run out2 may ,i g my way8 ,y c't expect t ,i1 or any ( u1 %\ld ev5 indirectly c\nt5ance y 9 :at1 ) all our love ( y1 we ?9k a s91 said ,campbell4 ,t is z mu* z to say1 ',act = y\rself1' answ]$ ,*>les2 well1 ,i am will+4 ,campbell did n at once reply2 !n he said1 ,i %all h to break x to y\r poor "m2 ,m>y ?9ks x w be h] dea?4 ,*>les dropp$ 8 head on ! w9d[-sill1 ^u 8 h&s4 ,no1 he said2 ,i tru/ t %e1 & all ( u1 w be support$4 ,s d ,i1 f]v5tly1 answ]$ ,campbell2 x w be a mo/ t]rible bl[ to y\r si/]s4 ,my de> fell[1 %\ld y n take all ?is into acc\nt8 ,d s]i\sly consid] ! actual mis]y y are caus+ = possible good4 ,d y ?9k ,i h n consid]$ x1 ,campbell8 ,is x no?+ = "o l me to be break+ all ^! de> ties1 & to be los+ ! e/eem & sympa?y ( s _m p]sons ,i love8 ,oh1 x has be5 a mo/ pi]c+ ?\ght2 b ,i h exhau/$ x1 ,i h drunk x out4 ,i h got famili> ) ! prospect n[1 & am fully reconcil$4 ,yes1 ,i give up home1 ,i give up all :o h ev] kn[n me1 lov$ me1 valu$ me1 wi%$ me well2 ,i "k well ,i am mak+ myself a by-^w & an outca/4 ,oh1 my de> ,*>les1 answ]$ ,campbell1 bew>e ( a v subtle temptation :i* may come on y "h4 ,i h meant to w>n y ( x be=e4 ,! greatness ( ! sacrifice /imulates y2 y d x because x is s mu* to d4 ,*>les smil$4 ,h[ little y "k me6 he said2 if t 7 ! case1 %\ld ,i h wait$ pati5tly two ye>s & m8 ,:y did ,i n ru% =w>d z o!rs h done8 ,y w n d5y t ,i h act$ rationally1 ob$i5tly4 ,i h put ! subject f me aga9 & aga91 & x has return$4 ,i'll say no?+ h>% or unk9d ( y1 ,*>les1 said ,campbell2 b x's a mo/ un=tunate delusion4 ,i wi% ,i c\ld make y take 9 ! idea t !re is ! *ance ( its be+ a delusion4 ,ah1 ,campbell1 h[ c y =get s8 answ]$ ,*>les2 don't y "k ?is is ! v ?+ :i* has influ5c$ me s mu* all along8 ,i said1 ',p]haps ,i am 9 a dream4 ,oh1 t ,i c\ld p9* myself & awake6' ,y "k :at /ress ,i laid on my *ange ( feel+ ^u my de> fa!r's dea?2 :at ,i ?\ght to be convictions be=e1 vani%$ !n l a cl\d4 ,i h said to myself1 ',p]haps ^! w vani% too4' ,b no2 '! cl\ds return aft] ! ra92' !y come aga9 & aga91 heavi] ?an ev]4 ,x is a conviction root$ 9 me2 x endures aga9/ ! prospect ( loss ( "m & si/]s4 ,"h ,i sit wa/+ my days1 :5 ,i might be useful 9 life4 ,:y8 ,because ?is h9d]s me4 ,lately x has increas$ on me t5fold4 ,y w be %ock$1 b let me tell y 9 confid5ce1--lately ,i h be5 q afraid to ride1 or to ba!1 or to d any?+ out ( ! way1 le/ some?+ %\ld happ51 & ,i might be tak5 away ) a great duty unaccompli%$4 ,no1 by ?is "t ,i h prov$ t x is a real conviction4 ,my belief 9 ! ,*ur* ( ,rome is "p ( myself2 ,i _c act aga9/ x )\t act+ aga9/ ,god4 ,x is a mo/ deplorable /ate ( ?+s c]ta9ly1 said ,campbell1 :o _h begun to walk up & d[n ! room2 t x is a delusion1 ,i am confid5t2 p]haps y are to f9d x s1 j :5 y h tak5 ! /ep4 ,y w solemnly b9d y\rself to a =eign cre$1 &1 z ! words "p f y\r m\?1 ! mi/ w roll up f be=e y\r eyes1 & ! tru? w %[ itself4 ,h[ dreadful6 ,i h ?\ght ( t too1 said ,*>les1 & x has influ5c$ me a great deal4 ,x has made me %r9k back4 ,b ,i n[ believe x to be l ^? hide\s =ms :i* 9 fairy tales beset good knights1 :5 !y w\ld =ce _! way into "s en*ant$ palace4 ,recollect ! words 9 ,?alaba1 ',! talisman is fai?4' ,if ,i h good gr\nds = believ+1 to believe is a duty2 ,god w take c>e ( ,8 own "w4 ,i %all n be des]t$ 9 my utmo/ ne$4 ,fai? ev] beg9s ) a v5ture1 & is rew>d$ ) sight4 ,yes1 my good ,*>les1 answ]$ ,campbell2 b ! "q is1 :e!r y\r gr\nds are good4 ,:at ,i mean is1 t1 s9ce !y are n good1 !y w n avail y 9 ! trial4 ,y w !n1 too late1 f9d !y are n good1 b delusive4 ,campbell1 answ]$ ,*>les1 ,i consid] t all reason comes f ,god2 our gr\nds mu/ at be/ be imp]fect2 b if !y appe> to be suffici5t aft] pray]1 dilig5t se>*1 ob$i5ce1 wait+1 &1 9 %ort1 do+ our "p1 !y are ,8 voice call+ u on4 ,he x is1 9 t case1 :o makes !m seem conv9c+ to u4 ,i am 9 ,8 h&s4 ,! only "q is1 :at w\ld ,he h me to d8 ,i _c resi/ ! conviction :i* is ^u me4 ,?is la/ week x has possess$ me 9 a diff]5t way ?an ev] be=e4 ,x is n[ s /rong1 t to wait long] is to resi/ ,god4 ,:e!r ,i jo9 ! ,ca?olic ,*ur* is n[ simply a "q ( days4 ,i wi%1 de> ,campbell1 to leave y 9 peace & love4 ,!re=e1 cons5t2 let me g4 ,let y g6 answ]$ ,campbell2 c]ta9ly1 7 x ! ,ca?olic ,*ur* to :i* y are go+1 !re w\ld be no ne$ to ask2 b 'let y g1' h[ c y expect x f u :5 we d n ?9k s8 ,?9k ( our case1 ,*>les1 z well z y\r own2 ?r[ y\rself into our /ate ( feel+4 ,= myself1 ,i _c d5y1 ,i nev] h conceal$ f y my convictions1 t ! ,romi% ,*ur* is anti*ri/ian4 ,%e has t5 ?\s& gifts1 %e is 9 _m respects sup]ior to our own2 b %e has a some?+ 9 h] :i* spoils all4 ,i h no confid5ce 9 h]2 &1 t be+ ! case1 h[ c ,i 'let y g' to h]8 ,no3 x's l a p]son say+1 ',let me g & hang myself2' 'let me g sleep 9 a fev]-w>d2' 'let me jump into t well2'--h[ c ,i 'let y g'8 ,ah1 said ,*>les1 t's our dreadful diff]5ce2 we c't get f>!r ?an t4 ,i ?9k ! ,*ur* ( ,rome ! ,prophet ( ,god2 y1 ! tool ( ! devil4 ,i own1 said ,campbell1 ,i d ?9k t1 if y take ?is /ep1 y w f9d y\rself 9 ! h&s ( a ,circe1 :o w *ange y1 make a brute ( y4 ,*>les slightly col\r$4 ,i won't g on1 add$ ,campbell2 ,i pa9 y2 x's no good2 p]haps ,i am mak+ matt]s worse4 ,nei!r spoke = "s "t4 ,at l5g? ,*>les got up1 came up to ,campbell1 took 8 h&1 & kiss$ x4 ,y h be5 a k9d1 dis9t]e/$ fri5d to me = two ye>s1 he said2 y h giv5 me a lodg+ "u y\r ro(2 & n[ we are soon to be unit$ by clos] ties4 ,god rew>d y2 b 'let me g1 = ! day breake?4' ,x is hopeless6 cri$ ,campbell2 let u "p fri5ds3 ,i mu/ break x to y\r "m4 ,9 t5 days aft] ?is conv]sation ,*>les 0 ready = 8 j\rney2 8 room put to rights2 8 portmanteau /rapp$2 & a gig at ! door1 :i* 0 to take him ! fir/ /age4 ,he 0 to g r\nd by ,b\ghton2 x _h be5 arrang$ by ,campbell & ,m>y t x w\ld be be/ = him n to see 8 "m 7to :om ,campbell _h brok5 ! matt] at once7 till he took leave ( h]4 ,x w\ld be ne$less pa9 to bo? ( !m to attempt an int]view soon]4 ,*>les leapt f ! gig ) a beat+ he>t1 & ran up to 8 "m's room4 ,%e 0 sitt+ by ! fire at h] "w :5 he ent]$2 %e held out h] h& coldly to him1 & he sat d[n4 ,no?+ 0 said = a little :ile2 !n1 )\t leav+ (f h] occupation1 %e said1 ,well1 ,*>les1 & s y are leav+ u4 ,:]e & h[ d y propose to employ y\rself :5 y h ent]$ ^u y\r new life8 ,*>les answ]$ t he _h n yet turn$ 8 m9d to ! consid]ation ( any?+ b ! great /ep on :i* ev]y?+ else dep5d$4 ,!re 0 ano!r sil5ce2 !n %e said1 ,y won't f9d any:]e su* fri5ds z y h _h at home1 ,*>les4 ,pres5tly %e cont9u$1 ,y h _h ev]y?+ 9 y\r fav\r1 ,*>les2 y h be5 bless$ ) tal5ts1 advantages ( education1 easy circum/ances2 _m a des]v+ "y man has to scramble on z he c4 ,*>les answ]$ t he 0 deeply s5sible h[ mu* he ow$ 9 temporal matt]s to ,provid5ce1 & t x 0 only at ,8 bidd+ t he 0 giv+ !m up4 ,we all look$ up to y1 ,*>les2 p]haps we made too mu* ( y2 well1 ,god be ) y2 y h tak5 y\r l9e4 ,poor ,*>les said t no "o c\ld conceive :at x co/ him to give up :at 0 s v de> to him1 :at 0 "p ( himself2 !re 0 no?+ on e>? :i* he priz$ l 8 home4 ,!n :y d y leave u8 %e said quickly2 y mu/ h y\r way2 y d x1 ,i suppose1 because y l x4 ,oh really1 my de> "m1 cri$ he1 if y saw my he>t6 ,y "k 9 ,scripture h[ p 7 oblig$ 9 ! ,apo/les' times to give up all = ,*ri/4 ,we are hea!ns1 !n1 %e repli$2 ?ank y1 ,*>les1 ,i am oblig$ to y = ?is2 & %e da%$ away a te> f h] eye4 ,*>les 0 almo/ beside himself2 he did n "k :at to say2 he /ood up1 & lean$ 8 elb[ on ! mantelpiece1 support+ 8 head on 8 h&4 ,well1 ,*>les1 %e cont9u$1 /ill go+ on ) h] "w1 p]haps ! day w come 444 h] voice falt]$2 y\r de> fa!r 444 %e put d[n h] "w4 ,x is useless mis]y1 said ,*>les2 :y %\ld ,i /ay8 good-bye = ! pres5t1 my de>e/ "m4 ,i leave y 9 good h&s1 n k9d]1 b bett] ?an m9e2 y lose me1 y ga9 ano!r4 ,f>ewell = ! pres5t2 we w meet :5 y w1 :5 y call2 x w be a happy meet+4 ,he ?rew himself on 8 knees1 & laid 8 *eek on h] lap2 %e c\ld no long] resi/ him2 %e hung ov] him1 & began to smoo? d[n 8 hair z %e _h done :5 he 0 a *ild4 ,at l5g? scald+ te>s began to fall heavily ^u 8 face & neck2 he bore !m = a :ile1 !n />t$ up1 kiss$ h] *eek impetu\sly1 & ru%$ out ( ! room4 ,9 a few seconds he _h se5 & _h torn himself f 8 si/]s1 & 0 9 8 gig aga9 by ! side ( 8 phlegmatic driv]1 danc+ sl[ly up & d[n on 8 way to ,collumpton4 ,,*apt] ,,ii4 ,! read] may ask :i!r ,*>les is go+1 &1 ?\gh x w\ld n be q true to answ] t he did n "k bett] ?an ! said read] himself1 yet he _h mo/ c]ta9ly v indi/9ct notions :at 0 becom+ ( him ev5 locally1 &1 l ! ,patri>*1 w5t out1 n kn[+ :i!r he w5t4 ,he _h nev] se5 a ,ca?olic prie/1 to "k him1 9 8 life2 nev]1 except once z a boy1 be5 inside a ,ca?olic *ur*2 he only knew "o ,ca?olic 9 ! _w1 & :]e he 0 he did n "k4 ,b he knew t ! ,passioni/s _h a ,conv5t 9 ,london2 & x 0 n unnatural t1 )\t kn[+ :e!r "y ,fa!r ,aloysius 0 !re or n1 he %\ld direct 8 c\rse to ,san ,mi*aele4 ,yet1 9 k9dness to ,m>y & all ( !m1 he did n pr(ess to be leav+ direct = ,london2 b he propos$ to betake himself to ,c>lton1 :o /ill resid$ 9 ,ox=d1 & to ask 8 advice :at 0 to be done "u 8 circum/ances4 ,x seem$1 too1 to be int]pos+ :at !y w\ld consid] a la/ *ance ( av]t+ :at to !m 0 s dismal a calamity4 ,to ,ox=d1 !n1 he direct$ 8 c\rse2 &1 hav+ "s accid5tal bus9ess at ,ba?1 he /opp$ !re = ! night1 int5d+ to cont9ue 8 j\rney next morn+4 ,among o!r jobs1 he _h to get a ,g>d5 ( ! ,s\l1 & two or ?ree simil> books :i* might help him 9 ! great prep>ation :i* await$ 8 arrival 9 ,london4 ,he w5t into a religi\s publi%]'s 9 ,danv]s ,/reet ) t object1 & :ile engag$ 9 a back "p ( ! %op 9 look+ ov] a pile ( ,ca?olic works1 :i*1 to ! religi\s public1 _h inf]ior attractions to ! glitt]+ volumes1 ,evangelical & ,anglo-,ca?olic1 :i* _h possession ( ! w9d[s & pr9cipal table1 he he>d ! %op-door op51 &1 on look+ r\nd1 saw a famili> face4 ,x 0 t ( a "y cl]gyman1 ) a v pretty girl on 8 arm1 :om h] dress pron\nc$ to be a bride4 ,love 0 9 _! eyes1 joy 9 _! voice1 & afflu5ce 9 _! gait & be>+4 ,*>les _h a fa9ti% feel+ come ov] him2 some:at su* z might beset a man on he>+ a call = pork-*ops :5 he 0 sea-sick4 ,he retreat$ beh9d a pile ( l$g]s & o!r /ation]y1 b !y c\ld n save him f ! l[1 dulcet tones :i* f "t to "t pass$ f "o to ! o!r4 ,h y got "s ( ! la/ ,ox=d repr9ts ( /&>d works8 said ! bridegroom to ! %opman4 ,yes1 sir2 b :i* set did y mean8 ',selections f ,old ,div9es1' or1 ',new ,ca?olic ,adaptations'8 ,oh1 n ! ,adaptations1 answ]$ he1 !y are extremely dang]\s2 ,i mean real ,*ur*-(-,engl& div9ity--,bull1 ,patrick1 ,hook]1 & ! re/ ( !m4 ,! %opman w5t to look !m out4 ,i ?9k x 0 ^? ,adaptations1 de>e/1 said ! lady1 t ! ,bi%op w>n$ u aga9/4 ,n ! ,bi%op1 ,l\isa2 x 0 8 daught]4 ,oh1 ,miss ,primrose1 s x 01 said %e2 & !re 0 "o book %e recomm5d$1 :at 0 x8 ,n a book1 x 0 a spee*1 said ,:ite2 ,mr4 ,o',ballaway's at ,exet] ,hall2 b ,i ?9k we %\ld n q l x4 ,no1 no1 ,h5ry1 x 0 a book1 de>2 ,i c't recall ! "n4 ,y mean ,dr4 ,cr['s ',new ,refutation ( ,pop]y1' p]haps2 b ! ,bi%op recomm5d$ t4 ,! %opman return$4 ,oh1 :at a sweet face6 %e said1 look+ at ! frontispiece ( a little book %e got hold (2 d look1 ,h5ry2 :om does x put y 9 m9d (8 ,:y1 x's meant = ,/4 ,john ! ,bapti/1 said ,h5ry4 ,x's s l little ,angel9a ,primrose1 said %e1 ! hair is j h]s4 ,i wond] x doesn't /rike y4 ,x does--x does1 said he1 smil+ at h]2 b x's gett+ late2 y mu/ n be out mu* long] 9 ! %>p air1 & y h no?+ = y\r ?roat4 ,i h *os5 my books :ile y h be5 gaz+ on t little ,/4 ,john4 ,i c't ?9k :o x is s l1 cont9u$ %e2 oh1 ,i "k2 x's ,angel9a's aunt1 ,lady ,con/ance4 ,come1 ,l\isa1 ! horses too w suff]2 we mu/ return to our fri5ds4 ,oh1 !re's "o book1 ,i c't recollect x2 tell me :at x is1 ,h5ry4 ,i %all be s sorry n to h got x4 ,0 x ! new "w on ,gregorian ,*ants8 ask$ he4 ,ah1 x's true1 ,i want x = ! s*ool-*ildr51 b x's n t4 ,is x ',! ,ca?olic ,p>sonage'8 he ask$ aga92 or1 ',lays ( ! ,apo/les'8 or1 ',! ,engli% ,*ur* old] ?an ! ,roman'8 or1 ',anglicanism ( ! ,e>ly ,m>tyrs'8 or1 ',confessions ( a ,p]v]t'8 or1 ',eu/ace ,beville'8 or1 ',modifi$ ,celibacy'8 ,no1 no1 no1 said ,l\isa2 de> me1 x is s /upid4 ,well1 n[ really1 ,l\isa1 he insi/$1 y mu/ come ano!r "t2 x won't d1 de>e/2 x won't d4 ,oh1 ,i recollect1 %e said1 ,i recollect--',abbeys & ,abbots2' ,i want to get "s h9ts = improv+ ! rectory-w9d[s :5 we get home2 & our *ur* wants1 y "k1 a por* = ! poor p4 ,! book is full ( designs4 ,! book 0 f\nd & add$ to ! re/1 :i* _h be5 already tak5 to ! c>riage4 ,n[1 ,l\isa1 said ,:ite4 ,well1 de>e/1 !re's "o m place we mu/ call at1 %e made answ]2 tell ,john to drive to ,%>p's2 we c g r\nd by ! nurs]y--x's only a few /eps out ( ! way--,i want to say a ^w to ! man !re ab\t our gre5h\se2 !re is no good g>d5] 9 our own neighb\rhood4 ,:at is ! good1 ,l\isa1 n[8 said h] husb&2 we %an't be at home ?is mon? to come2 & !n1 ) due resignation1 he direct$ ! coa*man to ! nurs]yman's :om ,l\isa nam$1 z he put h] into ! c>riage1 & !n foll[$ h]4 ,*>les brea!d freely z !y w5t out2 a sev]e text ( ,scripture rose on 8 m9d1 b he repress$ ! un*>itable feel+1 & turn$ himself to ! anxi\s duties :i* lay be=e him4 ,,*apt] ,,iii4 ,no?+ happ5$ to ,*>les wor? relat+ be=e 8 arrival at ,/ev5ton next day2 :51 ! aft]noon be+ f9e1 he left 8 portmanteau to foll[ him by ! omnibus1 & put himself ^u ! road4 ,if x requir$ "s c\rage to und]take by himself a long j\rney on an all-mom5t\s err&1 x did n less5 ! difficulty t t j\rney took 9 its way a place & a p]son s de> to him z ,ox=d & ,c>lton4 ,he _h pass$ ?r\gh ,bagley ,wood1 & ! spires & t[]s ( ! ,univ]sity came on 8 view1 hall[$ by h[ _m t5d] associations1 lo/ to him = two :ole ye>s1 sudd5ly recov]$--recov]$ to be lo/ = ev]6 ,!re lay old ,ox=d be=e him1 ) its hills z g5tle & its mead[s z gre5 z ev]4 ,at ! fir/ view ( t belov$ place he /ood /ill ) fold$ arms1 unable to proce$4 ,ea* college1 ea* *ur*--he c\nt$ !m by _! p9nacles & turrets4 ,! silv] ,isis1 ! grey will[s1 ! f>-/ret*+ pla9s1 ! d>k groves1 ! di/ant range ( ,%otov]1 ! pleasant village :]e he _h liv$ ) ,c>lton & ,%effield--wood1 wat]1 /one1 all s calm1 s bright1 !y might h be5 81 b 8 !y 7 n4 ,:atev] he 0 to ga9 by becom+ a ,ca?olic1 ?is he _h lo/2 :atev] he 0 to ga9 high] & bett]1 at lea/ ?is & su* z ?is he nev] c\ld h aga94 ,he c\ld n h ano!r ,ox=d1 he c\ld n h ! fri5ds ( 8 boyhood & y\? 9 ! *oice ( 8 manhood4 ,he m\nt$ ! well-kn[n gate on ! left1 & proce$$ d[n into ! pla94 ,!re 0 no "o to greet him1 to sympa?ize ) him2 !re 0 no "o to believe he ne$$ sympa?y2 no "o to believe he _h giv5 up any?+2 no "o to take int]e/ 9 him1 to feel t5d] t[>ds him1 to def5d him4 ,he _h suff]$ mu*1 b !re 0 no "o to believe t he _h suff]$4 ,he w\ld be ?\ght to be inflict+ m]ely1 n und]go+1 suff]+4 ,he might inde$ say t he _h suff]$2 b he w\ld be rudely told t e "o foll[s 8 own w1 & t if he _h giv5 up ,ox=d1 x 0 = a :im :i* he lik$ bett] ?an x4 ,b r1 !re 0 no "o to "k him2 he _h be5 virtually ?ree ye>s away2 ?ree ye>s is a g5]ation2 ,ox=d _h be5 8 place once1 b 8 place knew him no m4 ,he recollect$ ) :at awe & transport he _h at fir/ come to ! ,univ]sity1 z to "s sacr$ %r9e2 & h[ f "t to "t hopes _h come ov] him t "s day or o!r he %\ld h ga9$ a title to resid5ce on "o ( its anci5t f\ndations4 ,"o night 9 p>ticul> came across 8 memory1 h[ a fri5d & he _h asc5d$ to ! top ( "o ( its _m t[]s ) ! purpose ( mak+ obs]vations on ! />s2 & h[1 :ile 8 fri5d 0 busily engag$ ) ! po9t]s1 he1 e>?ly-m9d$ y\?1 _h be5 look+ d[n into ! deep1 gas-lit1 d>k-%ad[$ quadrangles1 & wond]+ if he %\ld ev] be ,fell[ ( ?is or t ,college1 :i* he s+l$ out f ! mass ( academical build+s4 ,all _h pass$ z a dream1 & he 0 a /rang] :]e he _h hop$ to h _h a home4 ,he 0 draw+ ne> ,ox=d2 he saw along ! road be=e him brisk y\?s pass1 two & two1 ) ela/ic tread1 f9i%+ _! mode/ daily walk1 & ne>+ ! city4 ,:at _h be5 a t&em a mile back1 next cross$ 8 field ( view1 %orn ( its lead]4 ,pres5tly a /ately cap & g[n loom$ 9 ! di/ance2 he _h ga9$ ! road be=e _! own] cross$ him2 x 0 a college-tutor :om he _h kn[n a little4 ,*>les expect$ to be recogniz$2 b ! resid5t pass$ by ) t half-consci\s1 unc]ta9 gaze :i* seem$ to h "s memory ( a face :i* yet 0 /range4 ,he _h pass$ ,folly ,bridge2 troops ( horsem5 ov]took him1 talk+ l\d1 :ile ) easy jaunty pace !y turn$ into _! respective /ables4 ,he cross$ to ,*ri/ ,*ur*1 & p5etrat$ to ,peckwat]4 ,! ev5+ 0 /ill bright1 & ! gas 0 light+4 ,gr\ps ( "y m5 7 /ation$ "h & !re1 ! great] numb] 9 hats1 a few 9 caps1 "o or two ) g[ns 9 addition2 "s 7 halloo+ up to _! companions at ! w9d[s ( ! second /ory2 sc\ts 7 c>ry+ ab\t g] d9n]s2 pa/ry-cook boys 7 br++ 9 dess]ts2 %abby fell[s ) ,bl5heim puppies 7 loit]+ "u ,cant]bury ,gate4 ,_m />$1 b no "o knew him4 ,he hurri$ up ,oriel ,lane2 sudd5ly a />t & a l[ b[ f a pass]-by2 :o c\ld x be8 x 0 a sup]annuat$ %oeblack ( 8 college1 to :om he _h sometimes giv5 a /ray %ill+4 ,he ga9$ ! ,high ,/reet1 & turn$ d[n t[>ds ! ,angel4 ,:at 0 approa*+8 ! vision ( a proctor4 ,*>les felt "s in/9ctive quiv]+s2 b x pass$ by him1 & did no h>m4 ,l ,kehama1 he _h a *>m$ life4 ,& n[ he _h rea*$ 8 inn1 :]e he f\nd 8 portmanteau all ready = him4 ,he *ose a b$room1 &1 aft] fully induct+ himself into x1 turn$ 8 ?\ghts t[>ds d9n]4 ,he wi%$ to lose no "t1 b1 if possible1 to proce$ to ,london ! foll[+ morn+4 ,x w\ld be a great po9t if he c\ld get to 8 j\rney's end s e>ly 9 ! week1 t by ,sunday1 if he 0 ?\ght wor?y1 he might (f] up 8 praises = ! m]cies v\*saf$ to him 9 ! great & holy communion ( ! ,univ]sal ,*ur*4 ,accord+ly he det]m9$ to make an attempt on ,c>lton t ev5+2 & hop$1 if he w5t to 8 room betwe5 sev5 & eight1 to f9d him return$ f ,common-,room4 ,) ?is int5tion he salli$ out at ab\t ! half-h\r1 ga9$ ,c>lton's ,college1 knock$ at ! gate1 ent]$1 pass$ on1 up ! worn wood5 /eep /aircase4 ,! oak 0 clos$2 he desc5d$1 f\nd a s]vant2 ,mr4 ,c>lton 0 giv+ a d9n] 9 ,common-,room2 x w\ld soon be ov]4 ,*>les det]m9$ to wait = him4 ,! s]vant light$ c&les 9 ! inn] room1 & ,*>les sat d[n at ! fire4 ,= a:ile he sat 9 reflection2 !n he look$ ab\t = some?+ to occupy him4 ,8 eye caught an ,ox=d pap]2 x 0 b a few days old4 ,let u see h[ ! old place goes on1 he said to himself1 z he took x up4 ,he glanc$ f "o article to ano!r1 look+ :o 7 ! ,univ]sity-prea*]s ( ! week1 :o _h tak5 degrees1 :o 7 public exam9]s1 etc41 etc41 :5 8 eye 0 arre/$ by ! foll[+ p>agraph3-- ,,defection ,,f ,,! ,,*ur*4--,we und]/& t ano!r victim has lately be5 add$ to ! li/ ( ^? :om ! v5om ( ,tract>ian pr9ciples has precipitat$ into ! bosom ( ! ,sorc]ess ( ,rome4 ,mr4 ,r$+1 ( ,/4 ,savi\r's1 ! son ( a respectable cl]gyman ( ! ,e/abli%m5t1 deceas$1 aft] eat+ ! bread ( ! ,*ur* all 8 life1 has at l5g? av[$ himself ! subject & slave ( an ,italian ,bi%op4 ,disappo9tm5t 9 ! s*ools is said to h be5 ! det]m9+ cause ( ?is infatuat$ act4 ,x is report$ t legal measures are 9 progress = direct+ ! p5alties ( ! ,/atute ( ,prmunire aga9/ all ! sec$]s2 & a proposition is on foot = petition+ h] ,maje/y to assign ! sum !reby realiz$ by ! ,gov]nm5t to ! erection ( a ',m>tyrs' ,memorial' 9 ! si/] ,univ]sity4 ,s1 ?\ght ,*>les1 ! _w1 z usual1 is be=eh& ) me2 & he sat speculat+ ab\t ! orig9 ( ! report till he almo/ =got t he 0 wait+ = ,c>lton4 ,,*apt] ,,iv4 ,:ile ,*>les 0 le>n+ 9 ,c>lton's rooms ! int]e/ :i* ! _w took 9 8 position & acts1 he 0 actually furni%+ a topic ( conv]sation to t portion ( x :o 7 ,c>lton's gue/s 9 ! neighb\r+ ,common-,room4 ,tea & c(fee _h made _! appe>ance1 ! m5 _h ris5 f table1 & 7 cr[d+ r\nd ! fire4 ,:o is t ,mr4 ,r$+ spok5 ( 9 ! ,gazette ( la/ week8 said a prim little man1 sipp+ 8 tea ) 8 spoon1 & ris+ on 8 toes z he spoke4 ,y ne$ n g f> = an answ]1 said 8 neighb\r1 &1 turn+ to _! ho/1 add$1 ,c>lton1 :o is ,mr4 ,r$+8 ,a v de> hone/ fell[1 answ]$ ,c>lton3 ,i wi% we 7 all ( u z good4 ,he read ) me "o ,long ,vacation1 is a good s*ol>1 & ought to h ga9$ 8 class4 ,i h n he>d ( him = "s "t4 ,he has o!r fri5ds 9 ! room1 said ano!r3 ,i ?9k1 turn+ to a "y ,fell[ ( ,leice/]1 y1 ,%effield1 7 at "o "t intimate ) ,r$+8 ,yes1 answ]$ ,%effield2 & ,v9c5t1 ( c\rse1 kn[s him too2 he's a capital fell[2 ,i "k him exce$+ly well2 :at ! ,gazette says ab\t him is %ameful4 ,i nev] met a man :o c>$ less ab\t success 9 ! s*ools2 x 0 q 8 fault4 ,t's ab\t ! tru?1 said ano!r2 ,i met ,mr4 ,malcolm ye/]day at d9n]1 & x seems he kn[s ! family4 ,he said t 8 religi\s notions c>ri$ ,r$+ away1 & spoil$ 8 read+4 ,! conv]sation 0 n g5]al2 x w5t on 9 deta*$ gr\ps1 z ! gue/s /ood toge!r4 ,nor 0 ! subject a popul> "o2 r x 0 ei!r a pa9ful or a disgu/+ subject to ! :ole p>ty1 two or ?ree curi\s & h>d m9ds except$1 to :om opposition to ,ca?olicism 0 meat & dr9k4 ,besides1 9 su* *ance collections ( m51 no "o knew exactly 8 neighb\r's op9ion ab\t x2 &1 z 9 ?is in/ance1 !re 7 (t5 fri5ds ( ! accus$ or calumniat$ pres5t4 ,&1 moreov]1 !re 0 a g5]\s feel+1 & a consci\sness h[ mu* sec$]s f ! ,anglican ,*ur* 7 giv+ up1 :i* kept d[n any disrespectful m5tion ( !m4 ,are y to d mu* 9 ! s*ools ?is t]m8 said "o to ano!r4 ,i don't "k3 we h two m5 go+ up1 good s*ol>s4 ,:o has come into ,/retton's place8 ,jackson1 ( ,k+'s4 ,jackson8 inde$2 he's /rong 9 sci5ce1 ,i ?9k4 ,v4 ,our m5 "k _! books well1 b ,i %\ld n say t sci5ce is _! l9e4 ,leice/] s5ds f\r4 ,x w be a l>ge class-li/1 f :at ,i he>4 ,ah6 inde$6 ! ,mi*aelmas pap] is always a good "o4 ,mean:ile ! conv]sation 0 9 ano!r qu>t] dwell+ ^u poor ,*>les4 ,no1 dep5d ^u x1 !re's m 9 :at ! ,gazette says ?an y ?9k4 ,disappo9tm5t is g5]ally at ! bottom ( ^! *anges4 ,poor devils6 !y c't help x1 said ano!r1 9 a l[ voice1 to 8 neighb\r4 ,a good riddance1 anyh[1 said ! p>ty address$2 we %all h a little peace at la/4 ,well1 said ! fir/ ( ! two1 draw+ himself up & speak+ 9 ! air1 h[ any educat$ man %\ld-- 8 voice 0 ov]p[]$ by ! grave enunciation ( a small man beh9d !m1 :o _h hi!rto kept sil5ce1 & n[ spoke ) positiv5ess4 ,he address$ himself1 betwe5 ! two heads :i* _h j be5 talk+ 9 private1 to ! gr\p beyond !m4 ,x's all ! effect ( rationalism1 he said2 ! :ole movem5t is rationali/ic4 ,at ! end ( ?ree ye>s all ^? p]sons :o h n[ apo/atiz$ w be infidels4 ,no "o respond$2 at l5g? ano!r ( ! p>ty came up to ,mr4 ,malcolm's acqua9tance1 & said1 sl[ly1 ,i suppose y nev] he>d x h9t$ t !re is some?+ wrong "h 9 ,mr4 ,r$+1 t\*+ 8 =ehead significantly2 ,i h be5 told x's 9 ! family4 ,he 0 answ]$ by a deep1 p[]ful voice1 belong+ to a p]son :o sat 9 ! corn]2 x s\nd$ l ! great bell ( ,b[1 z if x ought to h clos$ ! conv]sation4 ,x said abruptly1 ,i respect him uncommonly2 ,i h an extreme respect = him4 ,he's an hone/ man2 ,i wi% o!rs 7 z hone/4 ,if !y 71 !n1 z ! ,puseyites are becom+ ,ca?olics1 s we %\ld see old ,br[nside & 8 clique becom+ ,unit>ians4 ,b !y mean to /ick 94 ,mo/ p]sons pres5t felt ! tru? ( 8 rem>k1 & a sil5ce foll[$ x = a :ile4 ,x 0 brok5 by a cle> cackl+ voice3 ,did y ev] he>1 said he1 nodd+ 8 head1 or r 8 :ole p]son1 z he spoke1 did y ev]1 ,%effield1 happ5 to he> t ?is g5tleman1 y\r fri5d ,mr4 ,r$+1 :5 he 0 q a fre%man1 _h a conv]sation ) "s atta* ( ! ,popi% ,*apel 9 ?is place1 at ! v door ( x1 aft] ! m5 7 gone d[n8 ,impossible1 ,fusby1 said ,c>lton1 & laugh$4 ,x's q true1 return$ ,fusby2 ,i _h x f ! ,"u-,m>%al1 :o 0 pass+ at ! mom5t4 ,my eye has be5 on ,mr4 ,r$+ = "s ye>s4 ,s x seems1 said ,%effield1 = t mu/ h be5 at lea/1 let me see1 f\r or five ye>s ago4 ,oh1 cont9u$ ,fusby1 !re are two or ?ree m yet to come2 y w see4 ,:y1 ,fusby1 said ,v9c5t1 ov]he>+ & com+ up1 y are l ! ?ree old crones 9 ! ,bride ( ,lamm]moor1 :o wi%$ to h ! /raik+ ( ! ,ma/] ( ,rav5swood4 ,fusby nodd$ 8 p]son1 b made no answ]4 ,n all ?ree at once1 ,i hope1 said ,%effield4 ,oh1 x's q a conc5tration1 a qu9tess5ce ( ,prote/ant feel+1 answ]$ ,v9c5t2 ,i consid] myself a good ,prote/ant2 b ! pleasure y h 9 hunt+ ^! m5 is q s5sual1 ,fusby4 ,! ,common-,room man "h ent]$1 & :isp]$ to ,c>lton t a /rang] 0 wait+ = him 9 8 rooms4 ,:5 d y\r m5 come up8 said ,%effield to ,v9c5t4 ,next ,saturday1 answ]$ ,v9c5t4 ,!y always come up late1 said ,%effield4 ,yes1 ! ,h\se met la/ week4 ,/4 ,mi*ael's has met too1 said ,%effield3 s h we4 ,we h a reason = meet+ late3 _m ( our m5 come f ! ,nor? & f ,irel&4 ,t's no reason1 ) railroads4 ,i see !y h begun our rail1 said ,v9c5t2 ,i ?\ght ! ,univ]sity _h oppos$ x4 ,! ,pope 9 8 own /ates has giv5 91 said ,%effield1 s we may well d ! same4 ,don't talk ( ! ,pope1 said ,v9c5t1 ,i'm sick ( ! ,pope4 ,! ,pope8 said ,fusby1 ov]he>+2 h y he>d t 8 ,hol9ess is com+ to ,engl&8 ,oh1 oh1 cri$ ,v9c5t1 come1 ,i c't /& ?is4 ,i mu/ g2 good night t'y1 ,c>lton4 ,:]e's my g[n8 ,i believe ! ,common-,room man has hung x up 9 ! passage2--b y %\ld /op & protect me f ,fusby4 ,nei!r did ,v9c5t turn to ! rescue1 nor did ,fusby pr(it by ! h9t2 s poor ,c>lton1 ) ! k t he 0 want$ 9 8 rooms1 _h to /ay a good half-h\r tte--tte ) ! latt]1 :ile he pros$ to him 9 ext5so ab\t ,pope ,sixtus ,,xiv41 ! ,jesuits1 suspect$ m5 9 ! ,univ]sity1 ,m$e on ! ,apo/asy1 ! ,ca?olic ,relief ,bill1 ,dr4 ,pusey's ,tract on ,baptism1 ,ju/ification1 & ! appo9tm5t ( ! ,taylor ,pr(essors4 ,at l5g?1 h[ev]1 ,c>lton 0 releas$4 ,he ran across ! quadrangle & up 8 /aircase2 flung op5 8 door1 & made 8 way to 8 inn] room4 ,a p]son 0 j ris+ to meet him2 impossible6 b x 0 ?\gh4 ,:at8 ,r$+6 he cri$2 :o w\ld h ?\ght6 :at a pleasure6 we 7 j-- 444 ,:at br+s y "h8 he add$1 9 an alt]$ tone4 ,!n gravely1 ,r$+1 :]e are y8 ,n yet a ,ca?olic1 said ,r$+4 ,!re 0 a sil5ce2 ! answ] convey$ a good deal3 x 0 a relief1 b x 0 an intimation4 ,sit d[n1 my de> ,r$+2 w y h any?+8 h y d9$8 ,:at a pleasure to see y1 old fell[6 ,are we really to lose y8 ,!y 7 soon 9 conv]sation on ! great subject4 ,,*apt] ,v4 ,if y h made up y\r m9d1 ,r$+1 said ,c>lton1 x's no good talk+4 ,may y be happy :]ev] y are6 ,y mu/ always be y\rself2 z a ,romani/1 y w /ill be ,*>les ,r$+4 ,i "k ,i h a k9d1 sympa?iz+ fri5d 9 y1 ,c>lton4 ,y h always li/5$ to me1 nev] snubb$ me except :5 ,i des]v$ x4 ,y "k m ab\t me ?an any "o else4 ,campbell is a de>1 good fell[1 & w soon be de>] to me /ill4 ,x isn't g5]ally kn[n yet1 b he is to m>ry my si/]4 ,he has borne ) me n[ = two ye>s2 nev] be5 h>d ^u me2 always be5 at my s]vice :5 ,i want$ to talk ) him4 ,b no "o makes me op5 my he>t z y d1 ,c>lton2 y sometimes h diff]$ f me1 b y h always und]/ood me4 ,?ank y = y\r k9d words1 answ]$ ,c>lton2 b to me x is a p]fect my/]y :y y %\ld leave u4 ,i ent] into y\r reasons3 ,i _c1 = ! life ( me1 see h[ y come to y\r conclusion4 ,to me1 on ! o!r h&1 ,c>lton1 x is l two & two make f\r2 & y make two & two five1 & are a/oni%$ t ,i won't agree ) y4 ,we mu/ leave ^! ?+s to a high] p[]1 said ,c>lton4 ,i hope we %a'n't be less fri5ds1 ,r$+1 :5 y are 9 ano!r communion4 ,we "k ea* o!r2 ^! outw>d ?+s _c *ange u4 ,r$+ sigh$2 he saw cle>ly t 8 *ange ( religion1 :5 complet$1 w\ld n fail to h an effect on ,c>lton's ?\ghts ab\t him1 z on ^? ( o!rs4 ,x c\ld n possibly be o!rwise2 he 0 sure himself to feel diff]5t ab\t ,c>lton4 ,aft] a :ile1 ,c>lton said g5tly1 ,is x q impossible1 ,r$+1 t n[ at ! elev5? h\r we may reta9 y8 :at are y\r gr\nds8 ,don't let u argue1 de> ,c>lton1 answ]$ ,r$+2 ,i h done ) argum5t4 ,or1 if ,i mu/ say some?+ = mann]s' sake1 ,i w b tell y t ,i h fulfill$ y\r reque/4 ,y bade me read ! ,anglican div9es2 ,i h giv5 a great deal ( "t to !m1 & ,i am embrac+ t cre$ :i* alone is ! scope to :i* !y conv]ge 9 _! sep>ate tea*+s2 ! cre$ :i* upholds ! div9ity ( tradition ) ,laud1 cons5t ( ,fa!rs ) ,bev]idge1 a visible ,*ur* ) ,bramhall1 dogma ) ,bull1 ! au?ority ( ! ,pope ) ,?orndike1 p5ance ) ,taylor1 pray]s = ! dead ) ,us%]1 celibacy1 asceticism1 ecclesia/ical discipl9e ) ,b+ham4 ,i am go+ to a ,*ur*1 :i* 9 ^!1 & a multitude ( o!r po9ts1 is ne>] ! ,apo/olic ,*ur* ?an any exi/+ "o2 :i* is ! cont9uation ( ! ,apo/olic ,*ur*1 if x has be5 cont9u$ at all4 ,& see+ x to be l ! ,apo/olic ,*ur*1 ,i believe x to be ! same4 ,reason has gone fir/1 fai? is to foll[4 ,he /opp$1 & ,c>lton did n reply2 a sil5ce ensu$1 & ,*>les at l5g? broke x4 ,i repeat1 x's no use argu+2 ,i h made up my m9d1 & be5 v sl[ ab\t x4 ,i h brok5 x to my "m1 & bade h] f>ewell4 ,all is det]m9$2 ,i _c g back4 ,is t a nice feel+8 said ,c>lton1 half reproa*fully4 ,und]/& me1 answ]$ ,r$+2 ,i h come to my resolution ) great delib]ation4 ,x has rema9$ on my m9d z a m]e intellectual conclusion = a ye> or two2 surely n[ at l5g? )\t blame ,i may *ange x into a practical resolve4 ,b none ( u c answ] t ^? habitual & rul+ convictions1 on :i* x is our duty to act1 w rema9 be=e our consci\sness e mom5t1 :5 we come into ! hurry ( ! _w1 & are assail$ by inducem5ts & motives ( v>i\s k9ds4 ,!re=e ,i say t ! "t ( argum5t is pa/2 ,i act on a conclusion already drawn4 ,b h[ d y "k1 ask$ ,c>lton1 b :at y h be5 unconsci\sly biass$ 9 arriv+ at x8 "o notion has possess$ y1 & y h n be5 able to %ake x (f4 ,! ability to reta9 y\r convictions 9 ! bu/le ( life is to my m9d ! v te/1 ! necess>y te/ ( _! reality4 ,i d1 ,i d reta9 !m1 answ]$ ,r$+2 !y are always ^u me4 ,only at times1 z y h y\rself confess$1 object$ ,c>lton3 surely y ought to h a v /rong conviction inde$1 to set aga9/ ! mis*ief y are do+ by a /ep ( ?is k9d4 ,consid] h[ _m p]sons y are unsettl+2 :at a triumph y are giv+ to ! enemies ( all religion2 :at enc\ragem5t to ! notion t !re is no su* ?+ z tru?2 h[ y are weak5+ our ,*ur*4 ,well1 all ,i say is1 t y %\ld h v /rong convictions to set aga9/ all ?is4 ,well1 said ,*>les1 ,i grant1 ,i ma9ta91 t ! only motive :i* is suffici5t to ju/ify su* an act1 is ! conviction t "o's salvation dep5ds on x4 ,n[1 ,i speak s9c]ely1 my de> ,c>lton1 9 say+ t ,i don't ?9k ,i %all be sav$ if ,i rema9 9 ! ,engli% ,*ur*4 ,d y mean t !re is no salvation 9 our ,*ur*8 said ,c>lton1 r coldly4 ,i am talk+ ( myself2 x's n my place to judge o!rs4 ,i only say1 ,god calls me1 & ,i mu/ foll[ at ! risk ( my s\l4 ,god 'calls' y6 said ,c>lton2 :at does t mean8 ,i don't l x2 x's diss5t+ language4 ,y "k x is ,scripture language1 answ]$ ,r$+4 ,yes1 b p don't 9 ,scripture say ',i'm call$2' ! call+ 0 an act f )\t1 ! act ( o!rs1 n an inw>d feel+4 ,b1 my de> ,c>lton1 h[ is a p]son to get at tru?1 n[1 :5 !re c be no simple outw>d call8 ,t seems to me a pretty good intimation1 answ]$ ,c>lton1 t we are to rema9 :]e ,provid5ce has plac$ u4 ,n[ ?is is j "o ( ! po9ts on :i* ,i c't get at ! bottom ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&'s doctr9e1 ,r$+ repli$4 ,b x's s on s _m o!r subjects6 x's always s4 ,are memb]s ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& to seek ! tru?1 or h !y x giv5 !m f ! fir/8 d !y seek x = !mselves1 or is x ready provid$ = !m8 ,c>lton ?\ght a mom5t1 & seem$ d\btful :at to answ]2 !n he said t we mu/1 ( c\rse1 seek x4 ,x 0 a "p ( our moral probation to seek ! tru?4 ,!n don't talk to me ab\t our position1 said ,*>les2 ,i h>dly expect$ y to make ?is answ]2 b x is :at ! majority ( ,*ur*-(-,engl& p say4 ,!y tell u to seek1 !y give u rules = seek+1 !y make u ex]t our private judgm5t2 b directly we come to any conclusion b !irs1 !y turn r\nd & talk to u ( our 'provid5tial position4' ,b !re's ano!r ?+4 ,tell me1 suppos+ we ought all to seek ! tru?1 d y ?9k t memb]s ( ! ,engli% ,*ur* d seek x 9 t way :i* ,scripture enjo9s ^u all seek]s8 ,?9k h[ v s]i\sly ,scripture speaks ( ! ardu\sness ( f9d+1 ! lab\r ( seek+1 ! duty ( ?ir/+ aft] ! tru?8 ,i don't believe ! bulk ( ! ,engli% cl]gy1 ! bulk ( ,ox=d resid5ts1 ,heads ( h\ses1 ,fell[s ( ,colleges 7) all _! good po9ts1 :i* ,i am n ! man to d5y71 h ev] s\ght ! tru?4 ,!y h tak5 :at !y f\nd1 & h us$ no private judgm5t at all4 ,or if !y h judg$1 x has be5 9 ! vague/1 mo/ cursory way possible2 or !y h look$ into ,scripture only to f9d pro(s = :at !y 7 b\nd to subscribe1 z und]graduates gett+ up ! ,articles4 ,!n !y sit ov] _! w9e1 & talk ab\t ?is or t fri5d :o has 'sec$$1' & condemn him1 & 7glanc+ at ! newspap] on ! table7 assign motives = 8 conduct4 ,yet1 aft] all1 :i* is ! m likely to be "r1--he :o has giv5 ye>s1 p]haps1 to ! se>* ( tru?1 :o has habitually pray$ = guidance1 & has tak5 all ! means 9 8 p[] to secure x1 or !y1 '! g5tlem5 ( ,engl& :o sit at home at ease'8 ,no1 no1 !y may talk ( seek+ ! tru?1 ( private judgm5t1 z a duty1 b !y h nev] s\ght1 !y h nev] judg$2 !y are :]e !y are1 n because x is true1 b because !y f9d !mselves !re1 because x is _! 'provid5tial position1' & a pleasant "o into ! b>ga94 ,r$+ _h got some:at excit$2 ! p>agraph 9 ! newspap] _h annoy$ him4 ,b1 )\t tak+ t into acc\nt1 !re 0 en\gh 9 ! circum/ances 9 :i* he f\nd himself to ?r[ him out ( 8 ord9>y /ate ( m9d4 ,he 0 9 a crisis ( peculi> trial1 :i* a p]son mu/ h felt to und]/&4 ,few m5 g to battle 9 cold blood1 or prep>e )\t agitation = a surgical op]ation4 ,c>lton1 on ! o!r h&1 0 a quiet1 g5tle p]son1 :o 0 n he>d to use an excit$ ^w once a ye>4 ,! conv]sation came to a /&4 ,at l5g? ,c>lton said1 ,i hope1 de> ,r$+1 y are n jo9+ ! ,*ur* ( ,rome m]ely because !re are unreasonable1 unfeel+ p]sons 9 ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&4 ,*>les felt t he 0 n %[+ to advantage1 & t he 0 giv+ rise to ! v surmises ab\t ! motives ( 8 conv]sion :i* he 0 deprecat+4 ,x is a sad ?+1 he said1 ) some?+ ( self-reproa*1 to sp5d our la/ m9utes 9 wrangl+4 ,=give me1 ,c>lton1 if ,i h said any?+ too /rongly or e>ne/ly4 ,c>lton ?\ght he _h2 he ?\ght him 9 an excit$ /ate2 b x 0 no use tell+ him s2 s he m]ely press$ 8 (f]$ h& affectionately1 & said no?+4 ,pres5tly he said1 dryly & abruptly1 ,r$+1 d y "k any ,roman ,ca?olics8 ,no1 answ]$ ,r$+2 ,willis inde$1 b ,i hav'n't se5 ev5 him ^! two ye>s4 ,x has be5 entirely ! work+ ( my own m9d4 ,c>lton did n answ] at once2 !n he said1 z dryly & abruptly z be=e1 ,i suspect1 !n1 y w h mu* to be> ) :5 y "k !m4 ,:at d y mean8 ask$ ,r$+4 ,y w f9d !m "u-educat$ m51 ,i suspect4 ,:at d y "k ( !m8 said ,r$+4 ,i suspect x1 answ]$ ,c>lton4 ,b :at's t to ! purpose8 ask$ ,*>les4 ,x's a ?+ y %\ld ?9k (4 ,an ,engli% cl]gyman is a g5tleman2 y may h m to be> ?an y reckon =1 :5 y f9d y\rself ) m5 ( rude m9ds & vulg> mann]s4 ,my de> ,c>lton1 a'n't y talk+ ( :at y "k no?+ at all ab\t8 ,well1 b y %\ld ?9k ( x1 y %\ld contemplate x1 said ,c>lton2 ,i judge f _! lett]s & spee*es :i* "o reads 9 ! pap]s4 ,*>les ?\ght a:ile2 !n he said1 ,c]ta9ly1 ,i don't l _m ?+s :i* are done & said by ,roman ,ca?olics j n[2 b ,i don't see h[ all ?is c be m ?an a trial & a cross2 ,i don't see h[ x affects ! great "q4 ,no1 except t y may f9d y\rself a fi% out ( wat]1 answ]$ ,c>lton2 y may f9d y\rself 9 a position :]e y c act ) no "o1 :]e y w be q ?r[n away4 ,well1 said ,*>les1 z to ! fact1 ,i "k no?+ ab\t x2 x may be z y say1 b ,i don't ?9k mu* ( y\r pro(4 ,9 all communities ! wor/ is on ! outside4 ,:at (f5ds me 9 ,ca?olic public proce$+s ne$ be no measure1 nay1 ,i believe _c be a measure1 ( ! inw>d ,ca?olic m9d4 ,i w\ld n judge ! ,anglican ,*ur* by ,exet] ,hall1 nay1 n by ,episcopal ,*>ges4 ,we see ! int]ior ( our own ,*ur*1 ! ext]ior ( ! ,*ur* ( ,rome4 ,?is is n a fair comp>ison4 ,b look at _! books ( devotion1 insi/$ ,c>lton2 !y c't write ,engli%4 ,r$+ smil$ at ,c>lton1 & sl[ly %ook 8 head to & fro1 :ile he said1 ,!y write ,engli%1 ,i suppose1 z classically z ,/4 ,john writes ,greek4 ,"h aga9 ! conv]sation halt$1 & no?+ 0 he>d = a :ile b ! simm]+ ( ! kettle4 ,!re 0 no good 9 disput+1 z might be se5 f ! fir/2 ea* _h 8 own view1 & t 0 ! beg9n+ & ! end ( ! matt]4 ,*>les /ood up4 ,well1 de>e/ ,c>lton1 he said1 we mu/ "p2 x mu/ be go+ on = elev54 ,he pull$ out ( 8 pocket a small ,*ri/ian ,ye>4 ,y h (t5 se5 me ) ?is1 he cont9u$1 accept x 9 memory ( me4 ,y w n see me1 b "h is a pl$ge t ,i w n =get y1 t ,i w ev] rememb] y4 ,he /opp$1 mu* affect$4 ,oh1 x is v h>d to leave y all1 to g to /rang]s1 he w5t on2 ,i d n wi% x1 b ,i _c help x2 ,i am call$1 ,i am compell$4 ,he /opp$ aga92 ! te>s fl[$ d[n 8 *eeks4 ,all is well1 he said1 recov]+ himself1 all is well2 b x's h>d at ! "t1 & sc>cely any "o to feel = me2 black looks1 bitt] words4444 ,i am pleas+ myself1 foll[+ my own w 444 well4444 & he began look+ at 8 f+]s & sl[ly rubb+ 8 palms "o on ano!r4 ,x mu/ be1 he :isp]$ to himself1 ?r\gh tribulation to ! k+dom1 s[+ 9 te>s1 reap+ 9 joy4444 ,ano!r pause1 & a new tra9 ( ?\ght came ov] him2 ,oh1 he said1 ,i fe> s v mu*1 s v mu*1 t all y :o d n come =w>d w g back4 ,y _c /& :]e y are2 = a "t y w ?9k y d1 !n y w oppose u1 & /ill ?9k y keep y\r gr\nd :ile y use ! same words z be=e2 b y\r belief1 y\r op9ions w decl9e4 ,y w hold less4 ,& !n1 9 "t1 x w /rike y t1 9 diff]+ ) ,prote/ants1 y are cont5d+ only ab\t words4 ,!y call u ,rationali/s2 take c>e y don't fall into ,lib]alism4 ,& n[1 my de>e/ ,c>lton1 my "o fri5d 9 ,ox=d :o 0 pati5t & lov+ t[>ds me1 good-bye4 ,may we meet n long h5ce 9 peace & joy4 ,i _c g to y2 y mu/ come to me4 ,!y embrac$ ea* o!r affectionately2 & ! next m9ute ,*>les 0 runn+ d[n ! /aircase4 ,,*apt] ,,vi4 ,*>les w5t to b$ ) a bad heada*e1 & woke ) a worse4 ,no?+ rema9$ b to ord] 8 bill & be (f = ,london4 ,yet he c\ld n g )\t tak+ a la/ f>ewell ( ! place itself4 ,he 0 up soon aft] sev52 & :ile ! g[nsm5 7 ris+ & 9 _! respective *apels1 he _h be5 r\nd ,magdal5 ,walk & ,*ri/ ,*ur* ,mead[4 ,!re 7 few or none to see him :]ev] he w5t4 ,! trees ( ! ,wat] ,walk 7 v>iegat$1 z beseem$ ! "t ( ye>1 ) a ?\s& hues1 ar*+ ov] 8 head1 & scre5+ 8 side4 ,he rea*$ ,addison's ,walk2 !re he _h be5 = ! fir/ "t ) 8 fa!r1 :5 he 0 com+ into resid5ce1 j six ye>s be=e to a day4 ,he pursu$ x1 & onw>ds /ill1 till he came r\nd 9 sight ( ! beautiful t[]1 :i* at l5g? rose close ov] 8 head4 ,! morn+ 0 fro/y1 & !re 0 a mi/2 ! leaves flitt$ ab\t2 all 0 9 unison ) ! /ate ( 8 feel+s4 ,he re-ent]$ ! mona/ic build+s1 meet+ ) no?+ b sc\ts ) boxes ( c9d]s1 & old wom5 c>ry+ (f ! rema9s ( ! kit*54 ,he cross$ to ! ,mead[1 & walk$ /eadily d[n to ! junction ( ! ,*]well ) ! ,isis2 he !n turn$ back4 ,:at ?\ghts came ^u him6 = ! la/ "t6 ,!re 0 no "o to see him2 he ?rew 8 arms r\nd ! will[s s de> to him1 & kiss$ !m2 he tore (f "s ( _! black leaves & put !m 9 8 bosom4 ,i am l ,und9e1 he said1 kill+ ) a kiss4 ,no "o c>es = me2 sc>ce a p]son kn[s me4 ,he ne>$ ! ,long ,walk aga94 ,sudd5ly1 look+ obliquely into x1 he saw a cap & g[n2 he look$ anxi\sly2 x 0 ,j5n+s3 !re 0 no mi/ake2 & 8 direction 0 t[>ds him4 ,*>les always _h felt k9dly t[>ds him1 9 spite ( 8 /]nness1 b he w\ld n meet him = ! _w2 :at 0 he to d8 he /ood beh9d a l>ge elm1 & let him pass2 !n he set (f aga9 at a quick pace4 ,:5 he _h got "s way1 he v5tur$ to turn 8 head r\nd2 & he saw ,j5n+s at ! mom5t1 by t sort ( fatality or sympa?y :i* is s common1 turn+ r\nd t[>ds him4 ,he hurri$ on1 & soon f\nd himself aga9 at 8 inn4 ,/range z x may seem1 ?\gh he _h on ! :ole _h z good success z ,c>lton 9 ! ke5 enc\nt] ( _! wits ! night be=e1 x _h left an unsatisfactory effect on 8 m9d4 ,! "t = action 0 come2 argum5t 0 pa/1 z he _h himself said2 & to recur to argum5t 0 only to confuse ! cle>ness ( 8 appreh5sion ( ! tru?4 ,he began to "q :e!r he really _h evid5ce en\gh = ! /ep he 0 tak+1 & ! temptation assail$ him t he 0 giv+ up ?is _w )\t ga9+ ! next4 ,c>lton evid5tly ?\ght him excit$2 :at if x 7 true8 ,p]haps 8 convictions 71 aft] all1 a dream2 :at did !y re/ ^u8 ,he tri$ to recall 8 be/ argum5ts1 & c\ld n4 ,0 !re1 aft] all1 any su* ?+ z tru?8 ,0 n "o ?+ z good z ano!r8 ,at all ev5ts1 c\ld he n h s]v$ ,god well 9 8 g5]ation1 :]e he _h be5 plac$8 ,he recollect$ "s l9es 9 ! ,e?ics ( ,ari/otle1 quot$ by ! philosoph] f an old poet1 9 :i* ! poor outca/ ,philoctetes lam5ts ov] 8 own /upid (fici\sness1 z he calls x1 :i* _h be5 ! cause ( 8 mis=tunes4 ,0 he n a busybody too8 ,:y c\ld he n let well alone8 ,bett] m5 ?an he _h liv$ & di$ 9 ! ,engli% ,*ur*4 ,& !n :at if1 z ,campbell _h said1 all 8 s-call$ convictions 7 to vani% j z he ent]$ ! ,roman pale1 z !y _h done on 8 fa!r's dea?8 ,he began to envy ,%effield2 all _h turn$ out well ) him--a good class1 a fell[%ip1 m]ely or pr9cipally because he _h tak5 ?+s z !y came1 & n gone roam+ aft] visions4 ,he felt himself viol5tly assault$2 b he 0 n des]t$1 n ov]p[]$4 ,8 good s5se1 r 8 good ,angel1 came to 8 aid2 evid5tly he 0 9 no way able to argue or judge at t mom5t2 ! delib]ate conclusions ( ye>s ought n to be set aside by ! tr\bl$ ?\ghts ( an h\r4 ,) an ef=t he put ! :ole subject f him1 & address$ himself to 8 j\rney4 ,h[ he got to ,/ev5ton he h>dly recollect$2 b gradually he came to himself1 & f\nd himself 9 a fir/-class ( ! ,great ,we/]n1 proce$+ rapidly t[>ds ,london4 ,he !n look$ ab\t him to asc]ta9 :o 8 fell[-travell]s 74 ,! f>!r comp>tm5t 0 full ( pass5g]s1 :o seem$ to =m "o p>ty1 talk+ toge!r ) great volubility & glee4 ,( ! ?ree seats 9 8 own "p ( ! c>riage1 "o only1 t opposite to him1 0 fill$4 ,on tak+ a survey ( ! /rang]1 he saw a grave p]son pass+ or pa/ ! middle age2 8 face _h t worn1 or r t unplacid appe>ance1 :i* ev5 slight physical suff]+1 if habitual1 gives to ! features1 & 8 eyes 7 pale f /udy or o!r cause4 ,*>les ?\ght he _h se5 8 face be=e1 b he c\ld n recollect :]e or :54 ,b :at mo/ int]e/$ him 0 8 dress & appe>ance1 :i* 0 su* z is r>ely f\nd 9 a travell+-companion4 ,x 0 ( an unusual "*1 &1 tak5 toge!r ) ! small (fice-book he held 9 8 h&1 pla9ly %[$ ,*>les t he 0 opposite a ,roman ecclesia/ic4 ,8 he>t beat1 & he felt tempt$ to />t f 8 seat2 !n a sick feel+ & a s9k+ came ov] him4 ,he gradually grew calm]1 & j\rney$ on "s "t 9 sil5ce1 long+ yet afraid to speak4 ,at l5g?1 on ! tra9 /opp+ at ! /ation1 he address$ a few words to him 9 ,fr5*4 ,8 companion look$ surpris$1 smil$1 & 9 a hesitat+1 saddi% voice said t he 0 an ,engli%man4 ,*>les made an awkw>d apology1 & !re 0 sil5ce aga94 ,_! eyes sometimes met1 & !n mov$ sl[ly (f ea* o!r1 z if a mutual reconnoitr+ 0 9 progress4 ,at l5g? x seem$ to /rike ! /rang] t he _h abruptly /opp$ ! conv]sation2 &1 aft] app>5tly beat+ ab\t = an introductory topic1 he said1 ,p]haps ,i c read y1 sir1 bett] ?an y c me4 ,y are an ,ox=d man by y\r appe>ance4 ,*>les ass5t$4 ,a ba*elor8 ,he 0 ( ne> ,ma/]'s /&+4 ,8 companion1 :o did n seem 9 a hum\r = talk+1 proce$$ to v>i\s que/ions ab\t ! ,univ]sity1 z if out ( civility4 ,:at colleges s5t ,proctors t ye>8 ,7 ! ,taylor ,pr(essors appo9t$8 ,7 !y memb]s ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&8 ,did ! new ,bi%op ( ,bury keep 8 ,head%ip8 c41 c4 ,"s matt]-(-fact conv]sation foll[$1 :i* came to no?+4 ,*>les _h s mu* to ask2 8 ?\ghts 7 busy1 & 8 m9d full4 ,"h 0 a ,ca?olic prie/ ready = 8 necessities2 yet ! opportunity 0 likely to pass away1 & no?+ to come ( x4 ,aft] "o or two fruitless ef=ts1 he gave x up1 & leant back 9 8 seat4 ,8 fell[-travell] began1 z quietly z he c\ld1 to say (fice4 ,"t w5t =w>d1 ! /eam 0 let (f & put on2 ! tra9 /opp$ & proce$$1 & ! (fice 0 app>5tly f9i%$2 ! book vani%$ 9 a side-pocket4 ,aft] a "t ,*>les sudd5ly said1 ,h[ came y to suppose ,i 0 ( ,ox=d8 ,n entirely by y\r look & mann]1 = ,i saw y jump f ! omnibus at ,/ev5ton2 b ) t assi/ance x 0 impossible to mi/ake4 ,i h he>d o!rs say ! same1 said ,*>les2 yet ,i c't myself make out h[ an ,ox=d man %\ld be kn[n f ano!r4 ,n only ,ox=d m51 b ,cambridge m51 are kn[n by _! appe>ance2 soldi]s1 lawy]s1 b5efic$ cl]gym52 inde$ e class has its ext]nal indications to ^? :o c read !m4 ,i "k p]sons1 said ,*>les1 :o believe t h&writ+ is an indication ( call+ & "*4 ,i d n d\bt x1 repli$ ! prie/2 ! gait is ano!r2 b x is n all ( u :o c read s recondite a language4 ,yet a language x is1 z really z hi]oglyphics on an obelisk4 ,x is a fe>ful ?\ght1 said ,*>les ) a sigh1 t we1 z x 71 exhale ourselves e brea? we draw4 ,! /rang] ass5t$2 ,a man's moral self1 he said1 is conc5trat$ 9 ea* mom5t ( 8 life2 x lives 9 ! tips ( 8 f+]s1 & ! spr+ ( 8 in/eps4 ,a v little ?+ tries :at a man is made (4 ,i ?9k ,i mu/ be speak+ to a ,ca?olic prie/8 said ,*>les3 :5 8 "q 0 answ]$ 9 ! affirmative1 he w5t on hesitat+ly to ask if :at !y _h be5 speak+ ( did n illu/rate ! importance ( fai?8 ,"o did n see at fir/ sight1 he said1 h[ x 0 rational to ma9ta9 t s mu* dep5d$ on hold+ ?is or t doctr9e1 or a little m or a little less1 b x might be a te/ ( ! he>t4 ,8 companion look$ pleas$2 h[ev]1 he obs]v$1 t !re 0 no 'm or less' 9 fai?2 t ei!r we believ$ ! :ole reveal$ message1 or really we believ$ no "p ( x2 t we ought to believe :at ! ,*ur* propos$ to u on ! ^w ( ! ,*ur*4 ,yet surely ! s-call$ ,evangelical believes m ?an ! ,unit>ian1 & ! ,high-,*ur*man ?an ! ,evangelical1 object$ ,*>les4 ,! "q1 said 8 fell[-travell]1 is1 :e!r !y submit _! reason implicitly to t :i* !y h receiv$ z ,god's ^w4 ,*>les ass5t$4 ,w\ld y say1 !n1 he cont9u$1 t ! ,unit>ian really believes z ,god's ^w t :i* he pr(esses to receive1 :5 he passes ov] & gets rid ( s mu* t is 9 t ^w8 ,c]ta9ly n1 said ,*>les4 ,& :y8 ,because x is pla91 said ,*>les1 t 8 ultimate /&>d ( tru? is n ! ,scripture1 b1 unconsci\sly to himself1 "s view ( ?+s 9 8 m9d :i* is to him ! measure ( ,scripture4 ,!n he believes himself1 if we may s speak1 said ! prie/1 & n ! ext]nal ^w ( ,god4 ,c]ta9ly4 ,well1 9 l mann]1 he cont9u$1 d y ?9k a p]son c h real fai? 9 t :i* he admits to be ! ^w ( ,god1 :o passes by1 )\t attempt+ to und]/&1 su* passages z '! ,*ur* ! pill> & gr\nd ( ! tru?2' or1 ':osesoev] s9s ye =give1 !y are =giv52' or1 'if any man is sick1 let him call = ! prie/s ( ! ,*ur*1 & let !m ano9t him ) oil'8 ,no1 said ,*>les2 b1 9 fact1 we d n pr(ess to h fai? 9 ! m]e text ( ,scripture4 ,y "k1 sir1 he add$ hesitat+ly1 t ! ,anglican doctr9e is to int]pret ,scripture by ! ,*ur*2 !re=e we h fai?1 l ,ca?olics1 n 9 ,scripture simply1 b 9 ! :ole ^w committ$ to ! ,*ur*1 ( :i* ,scripture is a "p4 ,8 companion smil$3 ,h[ _m1 he ask$1 s pr(ess8 ,b1 waiv+ ?is "q1 ,i und]/& :at a ,ca?olic means by say+ t he goes by ! voice ( ! ,*ur*2 x means1 practically1 by ! voice ( ! fir/ prie/ he meets4 ,e prie/ is ! voice ( ! ,*ur*4 ,?is is q intelligible4 ,9 matt]s ( doctr9e1 he has fai? 9 ! ^w ( any prie/4 ,b :at1 :]e1 is t '^w' ( ! ,*ur* :i* ! p]sons y speak ( believe 98 & :5 d !y ex]cise _! belief8 ,is x n an und5iable fact1 t1 s f> f all ,anglican cl]gym5 agree+ toge!r 9 fai?1 :at ! fir/ says1 ! second w unsay8 s t an ,anglican _c1 if he w\ld1 h fai? 9 !m1 & necess>ily1 ?\gh he w\ld n1 *ooses betwe5 !m4 ,h[1 !n1 has fai? a place 9 ! religion ( an ,anglican8 ,well1 said ,*>les1 ,i am sure ,i "k a good _m p]sons--& if y knew ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& z ,i d1 y w\ld n ne$ me to tell y--:o1 f k ( ! ,gospels1 h an absolute conviction & an intimate s5se ( ! reality ( ! sacr$ facts conta9$ 9 !m1 :i*1 :e!r y call x fai? or n1 is p[]ful en\gh to col\r _! :ole be+ ) its influ5ce1 & rules _! he>t & conduct z well z _! imag9ation4 ,i c't believe t ^! p]sons are out ( ,god's fav\r2 yet1 accord+ to y\r acc\nt ( ! matt]1 !y h n fai?4 ,d y ?9k ^! p]sons believe & practise all t is br\ght home to !m z be+ 9 ,scripture8 ask$ 8 companion4 ,c]ta9ly !y d1 answ]$ ,*>les1 z f> z man c judge4 ,!n p]haps !y may be practis+ ! virtue ( fai?2 if !re are passages 9 x to :i* !y are ins5sible1 z ab\t ! sacram5ts1 p5ance1 & extreme unction1 or ab\t ! ,see ( ,pet]1 ,i %\ld 9 *>ity ?9k t ^! passages _h nev] be5 br\ght home or appli$ to _! m9ds & consci5ces--j z a ,pope's ,bull may be = a "t unkn[n 9 a di/ant "p ( ! ,*ur*4 ,!y may be#a 9 involunt>y ignorance4 ,yet ,i fe> t1 tak+ ! :ole nation1 !re are few :o on ?is score c lay claim to fai?4 #a ,errantes inv9cibilit] circa aliquos articulos1 et cr$5tes alios1 non sunt =malit] hretici1 s$ hab5t fidem sup]naturalem1 qu cr$unt v]os articulos1 atque adeo ex e possunt proc$]e actus p]fect contritionis1 quibus ju/ific5tur et salv5tur4--,de ,lugo de ,fid41 p4 #afi4 ,*>les said ?is did n fully meet ! difficulty2 fai?1 9 ! case ( ^! p]sons1 at lea/ 0 n fai? 9 ! ^w ( ! ,*ur*4 ,8 companion w\ld n all[ ?is2 he said !y receiv$ ! ,scripture on ! te/imony ( ! ,*ur*1 t at lea/ !y 7 believ+ ! ^w ( ,god1 & ! l4 ,pres5tly ,*>les said1 ,x is to me a great my/]y h[ ! ,engli% p1 z a :ole1 is ev] to h fai? aga92 is !re evid5ce en\gh = fai?8 ,8 new fri5d look$ surpris$ & n ov]-pleas$2 ,surely1 he said1 9 matt] ( fact1 a man may h m evid5ce = believ+ ! ,*ur* to be ! mess5g] ( ,god1 ?an he has = believ+ ! f\r ,gospels to be f ,god4 ,if1 !n1 he already believes ! latt]1 :y %\ld he n believe ! =m]8 ,b ! belief 9 ! ,gospels is a traditional belief1 said ,*>les2 t makes all ! diff]5ce4 ,i _c see h[ a nation l ,engl&1 :i* has lo/ ! fai?1 ev] c recov] x4 ,h5ce1 9 ! matt] ( conv]sion1 ,provid5ce has g5]ally visit$ simple & b>b>\s nations4 ,! conv]ts ( ! ,roman ,empire 71 ,i suppose1 a consid]able exception1 said ! prie/4 ,/ill1 x seems to me a great difficulty1 answ]$ ,*>les2 ,i d n see1 :5 ! dogmatic /ructure is once brok5 d[n1 h[ x is ev] to be built up aga94 ,i fancy !re is a passage some:]e 9 ,c>lyle's ',fr5* ,revolution' on ! subject1 9 :i* ! au?or lam5ts ov] ! madness ( m5's de/roy+ :at !y c\ld n replace1 :at x w\ld take c5turies & a /range comb9ation ( =tunate circum/ances to reproduce1 an ext]nal receiv$ cre$4 ,i am n d5y+1 ,god =bid6 ! objectivity ( revelation1 or say+ t fai? is a sort ( happy & exp$i5t delusion2 b1 really1 ! evid5ce = reveal$ doctr9e is s built up on probabilities t ,i d n see :at is to introduce x into a civiliz$ community1 :]e reason has be5 cultivat$ to ! utmo/1 & argum5t is ! te/ ( tru?4 ,_m a man w say1 ',oh1 t ,i _h be5 educat$ a ,ca?olic6' b he has n s be52 & he f9ds himself unable1 ?\gh wi%+1 to believe1 = he has n evid5ce en\gh to subdue 8 reason4 ,:at is to make him believe8 ,8 fell[-travell] _h = "s "t %[n signs ( uneas9ess2 :5 ,*>les /opp$1 he said1 %ortly1 b quietly1 ,:at is to make him believe6 ! w1 8 w4 ,*>les hesitat$2 he proce$$2 ,if !re is evid5ce en\gh to believe ,scripture1 & we see t !re is1 ,i repeat1 !re is m ?an en\gh to believe ! ,*ur*4 ,! evid5ce is n 9 fault2 all x requires is to be br\ght home or appli$ to ! m9d2 if belief does n !n foll[1 ! fault lies ) ! w4 ,well1 said ,*>les1 ,i ?9k !re is a g5]al feel+ among educat$ ,anglicans1 t ! claims ( ! ,roman ,*ur* d n re/ on a suffici5tly intellectual basis2 t ! evid5ces1 or notes1 7 well en\gh = a rude age1 n = ?is4 ,?is is :at makes me despair ( ! gr[? ( ,ca?olicism4 ,8 companion look$ r\nd curi\sly at him1 & !n said1 quietly1 ,dep5d ^u x1 !re is q evid5ce en\gh = a moral conviction t ! ,ca?olic or ,roman ,*ur*1 & none o!r1 is ! voice ( ,god4 ,d y mean1 said ,*>les1 ) a beat+ he>t1 t be=e conv]sion "o c atta9 to a pres5t abid+ actual conviction ( ?is tru?8 ,i d n "k1 answ]$ ! o!r2 b1 at lea/1 he may h habitual moral c]ta9ty2 ,i mean1 a conviction1 & "o only1 /eady1 )\t rival conviction1 or ev5 reasonable d\bt1 pres5t to him :5 he is mo/ compos$ & 9 8 h\rs ( solitude1 & fla%+ on him f "t to "t1 z ?r\gh cl\ds1 :5 he is 9 ! _w2--a conviction to ?is effect1 ',! ,roman ,ca?olic ,*ur* is ! "o only voice ( ,god1 ! "o only way ( salvation4' ,!n y mean to say1 said ,*>les1 :ile 8 he>t beat fa/]1 t su* a p]son is "u no duty to wait = cle>] light4 ,he w n h1 he _c expect1 cle>] light be=e conv]sion4 ,c]ta9ty1 9 its highe/ s5se1 is ! rew>d ( ^? :o1 by an act ( ! w1 & at ! dictate ( reason & prud5ce1 embrace ! tru?1 :5 nature1 l a c[>d1 %r9ks4 ,y mu/ make a v5ture2 fai? is a v5ture be=e a man is a ,ca?olic2 x is a gift aft] x4 ,y approa* ! ,*ur* 9 ! way ( reason1 y ent] into x 9 ! light ( ! ,_s4 ,*>les said t he fe>$ !re 0 a great temptation op]at+ on _m well-in=m$ & excell5t m51 to f9d fault ) ! evid5ce = ,ca?olicity1 & to give ov] ! se>*1 on ! excuse t !re 7 argum5ts on bo? sides4 ,x is n "o set ( m51 answ]$ 8 companion2 x is ! griev\s defici5cy 9 ,engli%m5 altoge!r4 ,engli%m5 h _m gifts1 fai? !y h n4 ,o!r nations1 inf]ior to !m 9 _m ?+s1 /ill h fai?4 ,no?+ w /& 9 place ( x2 n a s5se ( ! beauty ( ,ca?olicism1 or ( its awfulness1 or ( its antiquity2 n an appreciation ( ! sympa?y :i* x %[s t[>ds s9n]s3 n an admiration ( ! ,m>tyrs & e>ly ,fa!rs1 & a delight 9 _! writ+s4 ,individuals may display a t\*+ g5tl5ess1 or a consci5ti\sness :i* dem&s our rev]5ce2 /ill1 till !y h fai?1 !y h n ! f\ndation1 & _! sup]/ructure w fall4 ,!y w n be bless$1 !y w effect no?+ 9 religi\s matt]s1 till !y beg9 by an act ( unres]v$ fai? 9 ! ^w ( ,god1 :atev] x be2 till !y g out ( !mselves2 till !y cease to make some?+ )9 !m _! /&>d1 till !y oblige _! w to p]fect :at reason leaves suffici5t1 inde$1 b incomplete4 ,& :5 !y %all recognize ?is defect 9 !mselves1 & try to rem$y x1 !n !y w recognize mu* m2--!y w be on ! road v %ortly to be ,ca?olics4 ,!re 0 no?+ 9 all ?is exactly new to ,r$+2 b x 0 pleasant to he> x f ! voice ( ano!r1 & him a prie/4 ,?us he _h sympa?y & au?ority1 & felt he 0 re/or$ to himself4 ,! conv]sation /opp$4 ,aft] a :ile he disclos$ to 8 new fri5d ! place = :i* he 0 b\nd1 :i*1 aft] :at ,*>les _h already be5 say+1 c\ld be no great surprise to him4 ,! latt] knew ! ,sup]ior ( ,san ,mi*aele1 &1 tak+ out a c>d1 wrote ^u x a few words ( introduction = him4 ,by ?is "t !y _h rea*$ ,padd+ton2 & sc>cely _h ! tra9 /opp$1 :5 ! prie/ took 8 small c>pet-bag f "u 8 seat1 wrapp$ 8 cloak ar\nd him1 /epp$ out ( ! c>riage1 & 0 walk+ out ( sight at a brisk pace4 ,,*apt] ,,vii4 ,r$+ naturally wi%$ to take ! important /ep he 0 m$itat+ z quietly z he c\ld2 & _h adopt$ :at he consid]$ satisfactory measures = ?is purpose4 ,b su* arrangem5ts (t5 turn out v diff]5tly f _! promise2 & s x 0 9 8 case4 ,! ,passioni/ ,h\se 0 9 ! ea/]n "p ( ,london2 s f> well2--& z he knew 9 ! neighb\rhood a respectable publi%] 9 ! religi\s l9e1 ) :om 8 fa!r _h dealt1 he _h writt5 to him to bespeak a room 9 8 h\se = ! few days :i* he tru/$ w\ld suffice = ! process ( 8 reception4 ,:at 0 to happ5 to him aft] x1 he left = ! advice he might get f ^? 9 ^: h&s he f\nd himself4 ,x 0 n[ ,w$nesday2 he hop$ to h two days to prep>e himself = 8 confession1 & !n he propos$ to pres5t himself be=e ^? :o 7 to receive x4 ,8 bett] plan w\ld h be5 to h gone to ! ,religi\s ,h\se at once1 :]e d\btless ! good fa!rs w\ld h lodg$ him1 secur$ him f intrusion1 & giv5 him ! be/ advice h[ to proce$4 ,b we mu/ indulge him1 if1 do+ s great a "w1 he likes to d x 9 8 own way2 nor mu/ we be h>d on him1 ?\gh x be n ! be/ way4 ,on arriv+ at 8 de/9ation1 he saw 9 ! deportm5t ( 8 ho/ gr\nds = conclud+ t 8 com+ 0 n only expect$1 b und]/ood4 ,d\btless1 !n1 ! p>agraph ( ! ,ox=d ,gazette _h be5 copi$ into ! ,london pap]s2 nor did x relieve 8 unpleasant surprise to f9d1 z he pass$ to 8 room1 t ! wor?y bibliopoli/ _h a read+-room atta*$ to 8 %op1 :i* 0 f> m p]il\s to 8 privacy ?an a c(fee-room w\ld h be54 ,he 0 n oblig$1 h[ev]1 to mix ) ! v>i\s p>ties :o seem$ to frequ5t x2 & he det]m9$ z f> z possible to conf9e himself to 8 ap>tm5t4 ,! re/ ( ! day he employ$ 9 writ+ lett]s to fri5ds3 8 conv]sation ( ! morn+ _h tranquilliz$ him2 he w5t to b$ peaceful & happy1 slept s\ndly1 rose late1 &1 refre%$ 9 m9d & body1 turn$ 8 ?\ghts to ! s]i\s duties ( ! day4 ,breakfa/ ov]1 he gave a consid]able "t to devotional ex]cises1 & !n1 op5+ 8 writ+-desk1 address$ himself to 8 "w4 ,h>dly _h he got into x :5 8 l&lord made 8 appe>ance2 &1 ) _m apologies = 8 intrusion1 & a hope t he 0 n go+ to be imp]t95t1 proce$$ to inquire if ,mr4 ,r$+ 0 a ,ca?olic4 ,! "q _h be5 put to him1 & he ?\ght he might v5ture to solicit an answ] f ! p]son :o c\ld give ! mo/ au!ntic in=mation4 ,"h 0 an int]ruption1 vexati\s 9 itself1 & p]plex+ 9 ! =m 9 :i* x came ^u him2 x w\ld be absurd to reply t he 0 on ! po9t ( becom+ a ,ca?olic1 s he %ortly answ]$ 9 ! negative4 ,mr4 ,mum=d !n in=m$ him t !re 7 two fri5ds ( ,mr4 ,r$+'s bel[1 :o wi%$ v mu* to h a few m9utes' conv]sation ) him4 ,*>les c\ld make no intelligible objection to ! reque/2 & 9 ! c\rse ( a few m9utes _! knock 0 he>d at ! room-door4 ,on 8 answ]+ x1 two p]sons pres5t$ !mselves1 app>5tly bo? /rang]s to him4 ,?is1 h[ev]1 at ! mom5t 0 a relief2 = vague fe>s & surmises _h begun to flit across 8 m9d z to ! faces :i* 7 to make _! appe>ance4 ,! y\ng] ( ! two1 :o _h r\nd full *eeks1 ) a boyi% air1 & a %rill voice1 advanc$ confid5tly1 & seem$ to expect a recognition4 ,x broke ^u ,*>les t he _h se5 him be=e1 b he c\ld n tell :]e4 ,i ought to "k y\r face1 he said4 ,yes1 ,mr4 ,r$+1 answ]$ ! p]son address$1 y may recollect me at ,college4 ,ah1 ,i rememb] p]fectly1 said ,r$+2 ,jack ! kit*5-boy at ,/4 ,savi\r's4 ,yes1 said ,jack2 ,i came :5 "y ,tom 0 promot$ into ,d5nis's place4 ,!n he add$1 ) a solemn %ake ( ! head1 ,i h got promotion n[4 ,s x seems1 ,jack1 answ]$ ,r$+2 b :at are y8 ,speak4 ,ah1 sir1 said ,jack1 we mu/ conv]se 9 a tone ( befitt+ s]i\sness2 & he add$1 9 a deep in>ticulate voice1 8 lips n be+ suff]$ to meet toge!r1 ,sir1 ,i /& next to an ,angel n[4 ,a :at8 ,angel8 ,oh1 ,i "k1 cri$ ,*>les1 x's "s sect2 ! ,s&emanians4 ,s&emanians6 int]rupt$ ,jack2 we hold !m 9 abhorr5ce2 !y are levell]s2 !y br+ 9 disord] & e evil "w4 ,i beg p>don1 b ,i "k x is "s sect1 ?\gh ,i don't recollect :at4 ,i've he>d ab\t x4 ,well1 tell me1 ,jack1 :at are y8 ,i am1 answ]$ ,jack1 z if he 7 confess+ at ! tribunal ( a ,proprtor1 ,i am a memb] ( ! ,holy ,ca?olic ,*ur*4 ,t's "r1 ,jack1 said ,r$+2 b x's n di/9ctive en\gh2 s are we all2 e "o w say z mu*4 ,he> me out1 ,mr4 ,r$+1 sir1 answ]$ ,jack1 wav+ 8 h&2 he> me1 b /rike2 ,i repeat1 ,i am a memb] ( ! ,holy ,ca?olic ,*ur*1 assembl+ 9 ,hugg]mugg] ,lane4 ,ah1 said ,*>les1 ,i see2 t's :at ! 'gods' call y2 n[1 :at d m58 ,m51 said ,jack1 n und]/&+1 h[ev]1 ! allusion--m5 call u ,*ri/ians1 pr(ess+ ! op9ions ( ! late ,rev4 ,edw>d ,irv+1 ,b4,d4 ,i und]/& p]fectly n[1 said ,r$+2 ,irv+ites--,i recollect4 ,no1 sir1 he said1 n ,irv+ites2 we d n foll[ man2 we foll[ :]ev] ! ,_s leads u2 we h giv5 up ,tongue4 ,b ,i ought to introduce y to my fri5d1 :o is m ?an an ,angel1 he proce$$ mode/ly1 :o has m ?an ! tongue ( m5 & angels1 be+ no?+ %ort ( an ,apo/le1 sir4 ,mr4 ,r$+1 "h's ! ,rev4 ,alex&] ,highfly4 ,mr4 ,highfly1 ?is is ,mr4 ,r$+4 ,mr4 ,highfly 0 a man ( g5tlemanlike appe>ance & mann]2 8 language 0 ref9$1 & 8 conduct 0 delicate2 s mu* s t ,*>les at once *ang$ 8 tone 9 speak+ to him4 ,he came to ,mr4 ,r$+1 he said1 f a s5se ( duty2 & !re 0 no?+ 9 8 conv]sation to cla% ) t pr(ession4 ,he expla9$ t he _h he>d ( ,mr4 ,r$+'s be+ unsettl$ 9 8 religi\s views1 & he w\ld n lose ! opportunity ( attempt+ s valuable an accession to ! cause to :i* he _h d$icat$ himself4 ,i see1 said ,*>les1 smil+1 ,i am 9 ! m>ket4 ,x is ! b>ga9 ( ,glaucus ) ,diom$e1 answ]$ ,mr4 ,highfly1 = :i* ,i am ask+ y\r co-op]ation4 ,i am giv+ y ! fell[%ip ( ,apo/les4 ,x is1 ,i recollect1 "o ( ! *>act]i/ics ( y\r body1 said ,*>les1 to h an ord] ( ,apo/les1 9 addition to ,bi%ops1 ,prie/s1 & ,deacons4 ,r1 said 8 visitor1 x is ! special *>act]i/ic2 = we ackn[l$ge ! ord]s ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&4 ,we are b complet+ ! ,*ur* sy/em by re/or+ ! ,apo/olic ,college4 ,:at ,i %\ld compla9 (1 said ,*>les1 7 ,i at all incl9$ to li/5 to y\r claims1 w\ld be ! v diff]5t views :i* diff]5t memb]s ( y\r body put =w>d4 ,y mu/ recollect1 sir1 answ]$ ,mr4 ,highfly1 t we are "u ,div9e tea*+1 & t tru? is b gradually communicat$ to ! ,*ur*4 ,we d n pl$ge ourselves :at we %all believe to-morr[ by any?+ we say to-day4 ,c]ta9ly1 answ]$ ,r$+1 ?+s h be5 said to me by y\r tea*]s :i* ,i mu/ suppose 7 only private op9ions1 ?\gh !y seem$ to be m4 ,b ,i 0 say+1 said ,mr4 ,highfly1 t at pres5t we are re/or+ ! ,g5tile ,apo/olate4 ,! ,*ur* ( ,engl& has ,bi%ops1 ,prie/s1 & ,deacons1 b a ,scriptural ,*ur* has m2 x is pla9 x ought to h ,apo/les4 ,9 ,scripture ,apo/les _h ! supreme au?ority1 & ! ?ree ,anglican ord]s 7 b subord9ate to !m4 ,i am dispos$ to agree ) y !re1 said ,*>les4 ,mr4 ,highfly look$ surpris$ & pleas$4 ,we are re/or+1 he said1 ! ,*ur* to a m ,scriptural /ate2 p]haps1 !n1 we may reckon on y\r co-op]ation 9 do+ s8 ,we d n ask y to sec$e f ! ,e/abli%m5t1 b to ackn[l$ge ! ,apo/olic au?ority to :i* all ought to submit4 ,b does x n /rike y1 ,mr4 ,highfly1 answ]$ ,r$+1 t !re is a body ( ,*ri/ians1 & n an inconsid]able "o1 :i* ma9ta9s ) y1 &1 :at is m1 has always pres]v$1 t true & high] ,apo/olic succession 9 ! ,*ur*2 a body1 ,i mean1 :i*1 9 addition to ,episcopacy1 believes t !re is a /&+ ord9ance above ,episcopacy1 & gives x ! "n ( ! ,apo/olate8 ,on ! contr>y1 answ]$ ,mr4 ,highfly1 ,i consid] t we are re/or+ :at has la9 dormant ev] s9ce ! "t ( ,/4 ,paul2 nay1 ,i w say x is an ord9ance :i* nev] has be5 c>ri$ into effect at all1 ?\gh x 0 9 ! ,div9e design f ! fir/4 ,y w obs]ve t ! ,apo/les 7 ,jews2 b !re nev] has be5 a ,g5tile ,apo/olate4 ,/4 ,paul inde$ 0 ,apo/le ( ! ,g5tiles1 b ! design begun 9 him has hi!rto be5 fru/rat$4 ,he w5t up to ,j]usalem aga9/ ! solemn w>n+ ( ! ,_s2 n[ we are rais$ up to complete t "w ( ! ,_s1 :i* 0 /opp$ by ! inadv]t5ce ( ! fir/ ,apo/le4 ,jack int]pos$3 he %\ld be v glad1 he said1 to "k :at religi\s p]suasion x 01 besides 8 own1 :i* ,mr4 ,r$+ consid]$ to h pres]v$ ! succession ( ,apo/les z some?+ di/9ct f ,bi%ops4 ,x is q pla9 :om ,i mean--,! ,ca?olics1 answ]$ ,*>les4 ,! ,pop$om is ! true ,apo/olate1 ! ,pope is ! successor ( ! ,apo/les1 p>ticul>ly ( ,/4 ,pet]4 ,we are v well incl9$ to ! ,roman ,ca?olics1 answ]$ ,mr4 ,highfly1 ) "s hesitation2 we h adopt$ a great "p ( _! ritual2 b we are n accu/om$ to consid] t we resemble !m 9 :at is our *>act]i/ic & c>d9al t5et4 ,all[ me to say x1 ,mr4 ,highfly1 said ,r$+1 x is a reason :y e ,irv+ite--,i mean e memb] ( y\r d5om9ation--%\ld become a ,ca?olic4 ,y\r own religi\s s5se has taught y t !re ought to be an ,apo/olate 9 ! ,*ur*4 ,y consid] t ! au?ority ( ! ,apo/les 0 n tempor>y1 b ess5tial & fundam5tal4 ,:at t au?ority 01 we see 9 ,/4 ,paul's conduct t[>ds ,/4 ,timo?y4 ,he plac$ him 9 ! see ( ,ephesus1 he s5t him a *>ge1 &1 9 fact1 he 0 8 ov]se] or ,bi%op4 ,he _h ! c>e ( all ! ,*ur*es4 ,n[1 ?is is precisely ! p[] :i* ! ,pope claims1 & has ev] claim$2 &1 moreov]1 he has claim$ x1 z be+ ! successor1 & ! sole prop] successor ( ! ,apo/les1 ?\gh ,bi%ops may be improp]ly su* also4#b ,& h5ce ,ca?olics call him ,vic> ( ,*ri/1 ,bi%op ( ,bi%ops1 & ! l2 &1 ,i believe1 consid] t he1 9 a pre-em95t s5se1 is ! "o pa/or or rul] ( ! ,*ur*1 ! s\rce ( jurisdiction1 ! judge ( controv]sies1 & ! c5tre ( unity1 z hav+ ! p[]s ( ! ,apo/les1 & specially ( ,/4 ,pet]4 #b ,successores sunt1 s$ ita ut potius ,vic>ii dic5di s9t ,apo/olorum1 quam successores2 contra1 ,romanus ,pontifex1 quia v]us ,petri successor e/1 nonnisi p] qu5dam abusum ejus vic>ius dic]etur4--,zacc>4 ,antifebr41 p4 #acj4 ,mr4 ,highfly kept sil5ce4 ,don't y ?9k1 !n1 x w\ld be well1 cont9u$ ,*>les1 t1 be=e com+ to conv]t me1 y %\ld fir/ jo9 ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*8 at lea/1 y w\ld urge y\r doctr9e ^u me ) m au?ority if y came z a memb] ( x4 ,& ,i w tell y frankly1 t y w\ld f9d x easi] to conv]t me to ,ca?olicism ?an to y\r pres5t p]suasion4 ,jack look$ at ,mr4 ,highfly1 z if hop+ = "s decisive reply to :at 0 a new view to him2 b ,mr4 ,highfly took a diff]5t l9e4 ,well1 sir1 he said1 ,i d n see t any good w come by our cont9u+ ! int]view2 b y\r la/ rem>k leads me to obs]ve t proselytism 0 n our object 9 com+ "h4 ,we did n propose m ?an to in=m y t a great "w 0 go+ on1 to direct y\r att5tion to x1 & to invite y\r co-op]ation4 ,we d n controv]t2 we only wi% to deliv] our te/imony1 & !re to leave ! matt]4 ,i believe1 !n1 we ne$ n take up y\r valuable "t long]4 ,) t he got up1 & ,jack ) him1 &1 ) _m c\rte\s b[s & smiles1 :i* 7 duly respond$ to by ,r$+1 ! two visitors took _! dep>ture4 ,well1 ,i might h be5 worse (f1 ?\ght ,r$+2 really !y are g5tle1 well-mann]$ creatures1 aft] all4 ,i might h be5 attack$ by "s ( y\r furi\s ,exet]-,hall bea/s2 b n[ to bus9ess4444 ,:at's t8 he add$4 ,alas1 x 0 a s(t1 di/9ct tap at ! door2 !re 0 no mi/ake4 ,:o's !re8 come 96 he cri$2 ^u :i* ! door g5tly op5$1 & a "y lady1 n )\t attractions ( p]son & dress1 pres5t$ h]self4 ,*>les />t$ up ) vexation2 b !re 0 no help = x1 & he 0 oblig$ to h& h] a *air1 & !n to wait1 all expectation1 or r all impati5ce1 to be in=m$ ( h] mission4 ,= a :ile %e did n speak1 b sat1 ) h] head on "o side1 look+ at h] p>asol1 ! po9t ( :i* %e fix$ on ! c>pet1 :ile %e sl[ly describ$ a circumf]5ce ) ! h&le4 ,at l5g? %e ask$1 )\t rais+ h] eyes1 :e!r x 0 true--& %e spoke sl[ly & 9 :at is call$ a spiritual tone--:e!r x 0 true1 ! in=mation _h be5 giv5 h]1 t ,mr4 ,r$+1 ! g5tleman %e _h ! hon\r ( address+--:e!r x 0 true1 t he 0 9 se>* ( a religion m cong5ial to 8 feel+s ?an t ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&8 ,mr4 ,r$+ c\ld n give h] any satisfaction on ! subject ( h] inquiry2--he answ]$ %ortly1 & _h "s difficulty 9 keep+ f rud5ess 9 8 tone4 ,! int]rogation1 %e w5t on to say1 p]haps might seem imp]t95t2 b %e _h a motive4 ,"s de> si/]s ( h]s 7 engag$ 9 organiz+ a new religi\s body1 & ,mr4 ,r$+'s accession1 c\nsel1 assi/ance1 w\ld be p>ticul>ly valuable2 ! m s1 because z yet !y _h n any g5tleman ( ,univ]sity education among !m4 ,may ,i ask1 said ,*>les1 ! "n ( ! int5d$ p]suasion8 ,! "n1 %e answ]$1 is n fix$2 inde$1 ?is is "o ( ! po9ts on :i* we %\ld covet ! privilege ( ! advice ( a g5tleman s well qualifi$ z ,mr4 ,r$+ to assi/ u 9 our delib]ations4 ,& y\r t5ets1 ma'am8 ,"h1 too1 %e repli$1 !re is mu* /ill to be done2 ! t5ets are n fix$ ei!r1 t is1 !y are b sket*$2 & we %all prize y\r sugge/ions mu*4 ,nay1 y w ( c\rse h ! opportunity1 z y w\ld h ! "r1 to nom9ate any doctr9e to :i* y may be especially incl9$4 ,*>les did n "k h[ to answ] to s lib]al an (f]4 ,%e cont9u$3 ,p]haps x is "r1 ,mr4 ,r$+1 t ,i %\ld tell y some?+ m ab\t myself p]sonally4 ,i 0 born 9 ! communion ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&2 = a :ile ,i 0 a memb] ( ! ,new ,connexion2 & aft] t1 %e add$1 /ill ) droop+ head & languid s+-song voice1 aft] t1 ,i 0 a ,plym\? bro!r4 ,x got too absurd2 & ,*>les1 :o _h = an in/ant be5 amus$1 n[ became full ( ! "o ?\ght1 h[ to get h] out ( ! room4 ,x 0 obvi\sly left to h] to keep up ! conv]sation3 s %e said pres5tly1 ,we are all = a pure religion4 ,f :at y tell me1 said ,*>les1 ,i ga!r t e memb] ( y\r new community is all[$ to "n "o or two doctr9es ( 8 own4 ,we are all scriptural1 %e made answ]1 & !re=e are all "o2 we may diff]1 b we agree4 ,/ill x is s1 z y say1 ,mr4 ,r$+4 ,i'm = election & assurance2 our de>e/ fri5d is = p]fection2 & ano!r sweet si/] is = ! second adv5t4 ,b we desire to include among u all s\ls :o are ?ir/+ aft] ! riv] ( life1 :atev] _! p]sonal views4 ,i believe y are p>tial to sacram5ts & c]emonies8 ,*>les tri$ to cut %ort ! int]view by d5y+ t he _h any religion to seek aft]1 or any decision to make2 b x 0 easi] to end ! conv]sation ?an ! visit4 ,he ?rew himself back 9 8 *air 9 despair1 & half clos$ 8 eyes4 ,oh1 ^? good ,irv+ites1 he ?\ght1 blameless m51 :o came only to prote/1 & vani%$ at ! fir/ ^w ( opposition2 b n[ ?rice has ! *ur*-clock /ruck ! qu>t]s s9ce h] entrance1 & ,i don't see :y %e's n to /op "h z long z x goes on /rik+1 s9ce %e has /opp$ s long4 ,%e has n 9 h] ! elem5ts ( progress & decay4 ,%e'll nev] die2 :at is to become ( me8 ,nor 0 %e doom$ to f9d a natural dea?2 =1 :5 ! case seem$ hopeless1 a noise 0 he>d on ! /aircase1 &1 ) sc>cely ! apology = a knock1 a wild gawky man made 8 appe>ance1 & at once cri$ out1 ,i hope1 sir1 x's n a b>ga9 yet2 ,i hope x's n too late2 dis*>ge ?is "y woman1 ,mr4 ,r$+1 & let me tea* y ! old tru?1 :i* nev] has be5 repeal$4 ,!re 0 no ne$ ( dis*>g+ h]2 = z k9dly z %e _h unfold$ h] leaves & fl\ri%$ 9 ! sun ( ,r$+'s =be>ance1 s did %e at once %r9k & vani%--"o c\ld h>dly tell h[--be=e ! r\gh acc5ts ( ! intrud]2 & ,*>les sudd5ly f\nd himself 9 ! h&s ( a new torm5tor4 ,?is is intol]able1 he said to himself2 &1 jump+ up1 he cri$1 ,sir1 excuse me1 ,i am p>ticul>ly engag$ ?is morn+1 & ,i mu/ beg to decl9e ! fav\r ( y\r visit4 ,:at did y say1 sir8 said ! /rang]2 &1 tak+ a note-book & a p5cil f 8 pocket1 he began to look up 9 ,*>les's face & write d[n 8 words1 say+ half al\d1 z he wrote1 ,decl9es ! fav\r ( my visit4 ,!n he look$ up aga91 keep+ 8 p5cil ^u 8 pap]1 & said1 ,n[1 sir4 ,r$+ mov$ t[>ds him1 &1 spread+ 8 arms z "o drives %eep & p\ltry 9 "o direction1 he repeat$1 look+ t[>ds ! door1 ,really1 sir1 ,i feel ! hon\r ( y\r call2 b ano!r day1 sir1 ano!r day4 ,x is too mu*1 too mu*4 ,too mu*8 said ! intrud]2 & ,i wait+ bel[ s long6 ,t da9ty lady has be5 good "p ( an h\r "h1 & n[ y c't give me five m9utes1 sir4 ,:y1 sir1 answ]$ ,*>les1 ,i am sure y are come on an err& z fruitless z h]s2 & ,i am sick ( ^! religi\s discussions1 & want to be to myself1 & to save y tr\ble4 ,sick ( religions discussions1 said ! /rang] to himself1 z he wrote d[n ! words 9 8 note-book4 ,*>les did n deign to notice 8 act or to expla9 8 own expression2 he /ood prep>$ to r5ew 8 action ( motion+ him to ! door4 ,8 torm5tor !n said1 ,y may l to "k my "n2 x is ,z]ubbabel4 ,vex$ z ,r$+ 01 he felt t he _h no "r to visit ! t$i\sness ( 8 =m] visitor ^u 8 pres5t2 s he =c$ himself to reply1 ,z]ubbabel2 inde$2 & is ,z]ubbabel y\r ,*ri/ian "n1 sir1 or y\r surname8 ,x is bo? at once1 ,mr4 ,r$+1 answ]$ ,z]ubbabel1 or r1 ,i h no ,*ri/ian "n1 & ,z]ubbabel is my "o ,jewi% designation4 ,y are come1 !n1 to inquire :e!r ,i am likely to become a ,jew4 ,/rang] ?+s h happ5$1 answ]$ 8 visitor2 = in/ance1 ,i myself 0 once a deacon 9 ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&4 ,!n y are n a ,jew8 said ,*>les4 ,i am a ,jew by *oice1 he said2 aft] mu* pray] & /udy ( ,scripture1 ,i h come to ! conclusion t1 z ,judaism 0 ! fir/ religion1 s x's to be ! la/4 ,*ri/ianity ,i consid] an episode 9 ! hi/ory ( revelation4 ,y are n likely to h _m foll[]s 9 su* a belief1 said ,*>les2 we are all = progress n[1 n = retrograd+4 ,i diff] f y1 ,mr4 ,r$+1 said ,z]ubbabel2 see :at ! ,e/abli%m5t is do+2 x has s5t a ,bi%op to ,j]usalem4 ,t is r ) ! view ( mak+ ! ,jews ,*ri/ians ?an ! ,*ri/ians ,jews1 said ,r$+4 ,z]ubbabel wrote d[n3 ,?9ks ,bi%op ( ,j]usalem is to conv]t ! ,jews2 !n1 ,i diff] f y1 sir2 on ! contr>y1 ,i fancy ! excell5t ,bi%op has 9 view to revive ! di/9ction betwe5 ,jew & ,g5tile1 :i* is "o /ep t[>ds ! supremacy ( ! =m]2 = if ! ,jews h a place at all 9 ,*ri/ianity1 z ,jews1 x mu/ be ! fir/ place4 ,*>les ?\ght he _h bett] let him h 8 talk out2 s ,z]ubbabel proce$$3 ,! good ,bi%op 9 "q kn[s well t ! ,jew is ! eld] bro!r ( ! ,g5tile1 & x is 8 special mission to re/ore a ,jewi% episcopate to ! ,see ( ,j]usalem4 ,! ,jewi% succession has be5 susp5d$ s9ce ! "t ( ! ,apo/les4 ,& n[ y see ! reason ( my call+ on y1 ,mr4 ,r$+4 ,x is report$ t y lean t[>ds ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*2 b ,i wi% to sugge/ to y t y h mi/ak5 ! c5tre ( unity4 ,! ,see ( ,james at ,j]usalem is ! true c5tre1 n ! ,see ( ,pet] at ,rome4 ,pet]'s p[] is a usurpation on ,james's4 ,i consid] ! pres5t ,bi%op ( ,j]usalem ! true ,pope4 ,! ,g5tiles h be5 9 p[] too long2 x is n[ ! ,jews' turn4 ,y seem to all[1 said ,*>les1 t !re ought to be a c5tre ( unity & a ,pope4 ,c]ta9ly1 said ,z]ubbabel1 & a ritual too1 b x %\ld be ! ,jewi%4 ,i am collect+ subscriptions = ! rebuild+ ( ! ,temple on ,m\nt ,moriah2 ,i hope too to negotiate a loan1 & we %all h ,temple /ock1 yield+1 ,i calculate1 at lea/ f\r p] c5t4 ,x has hi!rto be5 ?\ght a s91 said ,r$+1 to attempt rebuild+ ! ,temple4 ,accord+ to y1 ,julian ! ,apo/ate w5t ! bett] way to "w4 ,8 motive 0 wrong1 sir1 answ]$ ! o!r2 b 8 act 0 good4 ,! way to conv]t ! ,jews is1 fir/ to accept _! rites4 ,?is is "o ( ! greate/ discov]ies ( ?is age4 ,we mu/ make ! fir/ /ep t[>ds !m4 ,= myself1 ,i h adopt$ all :i* ! pres5t /ate ( _! religion r5d]s possible4 ,& ,i don't despair to see ! day :5 bloody sacrifices w be (f]$ on ! ,temple ,m\nt z ( old4 ,"h he came to a pause2 & ,*>les mak+ no reply1 he said1 9 a brisk1 (f-h& mann]1 ,may ,i n hope y w give y\r "n to ?is religi\s object1 & adopt ! old ritual8 ,! ,ca?olic is q ( ye/]day comp>$ ) x4 ,*>les answ]+ 9 ! negative1 ,z]ubbabel wrote d[n 9 8 book3 ,refuses to take "p 9 our s*eme2 & disappe>$ f ! room z sudd5ly z he ent]$ x4 ,,*apt] ,,viii4 ,*>les's trials 7 n at an end2 & we suspect ! read] w give a %udd] at ! news1 z hav+ a v mat]ial %>e 9 ! infliction4 ,yet ! read]'s case has ?is great alleviation1 t he takes up ?is n>rative 9 an idle h\r1 & ,*>les enc\nt]$ ! reality 9 a v busy & anxi\s "o4 ,s1 h[ev]1 x 03 n any great "t elaps$ aft] ! retreat ( ,z]ubbabel1 :5 8 l&lord aga9 appe>$ at ! door4 ,he assur$ ,mr4 ,r$+ t x 0 no fault ( 8 t ! la/ two p]sons _h call$ on him2 t ! lady _h slipp$ by him1 & ! g5tleman _h =c$ 8 way2 b t he n[ really did wi% to solicit an int]view = a p]sonage ( great lit]>y pret5sions1 :o sometimes dealt ) him1 & :o _h come f ! ,we/ ,end = ! hon\r ( an int]view ) ,mr4 ,r$+4 ,*>les groan$1 b only "o reply 0 possible2 ! day 0 already wa/$1 & ) a sort ( dull resignation he gave p]mission = ! introduction ( ! /rang]4 ,x 0 a pale-fac$ man ( ab\t ?irty-five1 :o1 :5 he spoke1 ar*$ 8 eyebr[s1 & _h a peculi> smile4 ,he began by express+ 8 appreh5sion t ,mr4 ,r$+ mu/ h be5 we>i$ by imp]t95t & unnecess>y visitors--visitors )\t intellect1 :o knew no bett] ?an to obtrude _! fanaticism on p]sons :o did b despise x4 ,i "k m ab\t ! ,univ]sities1 he cont9u$1 ?an to suppose t any cong5iality c exi/ betwe5 _! memb]s & ! mass ( religi\s sect>ians4 ,y h _h v di/+ui%$ m5 among y1 sir1 at ,ox=d1 ( v v>i\s s*ools1 yet all able m51 & di/+ui%$ 9 ! pursuit ( ,tru?1 ?\gh !y h arriv$ at contradictory op9ions4 ,n kn[+ :at he 0 driv+ at1 ,r$+ rema9$ 9 an attitude ( expectation4 ,i belong1 he cont9u$1 to a ,society :i* is devot$ to ! ext5sion among all classes ( ! pursuit ( ,tru?4 ,any philosophical m9d1 ,mr4 ,r$+1 mu/ h felt deep int]e/ 9 y\r own p>ty 9 ! ,univ]sity4 ,our ,society1 9 fact1 consid]s y to be di/+ui%$ ,confessors 9 t all-mom5t\s occupation2 & ,i h ?\ght ,i c\ld n pay y\rself individually1 ^: "n has lately hon\rably appe>$ 9 ! pap]s1 a bett] complim5t ?an to get y elect$ a memb] ( our ,tru? ,society4 ,& "h is y\r diploma1 he add$1 h&+ a %eet ( pap] to him4 ,*>les glanc$ 8 eye ov] x2 x 0 a pap]1 "p engrav+1 "p pr9t1 "p manuscript4 ,an emblem ( tru? 0 9 ! c5tre1 repres5t$1 n by a radiat+ sun or />1 z might be expect$1 b z ! moon "u total eclipse1 surr\nd$1 z by *]ub faces1 by ! heads ( ,socrates1 ,cic]o1 ,julian1 ,abel>d1 ,lu!r1 ,b5jam9 ,frankl91 & ,"l ,br\gham4 ,!n foll[$ "s s5t5ces to ! effect t ! ,london ,bran* ,association ( ! ,briti% & ,=eign ,tru? ,society1 hav+ evid5ce ( ! zeal 9 ! pursuit ( ,tru? ( ,*>les ,r$+1 ,esq41 memb] ( ,ox=d ,univ]sity1 _h unanim\sly elect$ him into _! numb]1 & _h assign$ him ! dignifi$ & responsible (fice ( associate & correspond+ memb]4 ,i ?ank ! ,tru? ,society v mu*1 said ,*>les1 :5 he got to ! end ( ! pap]1 = ?is m>k ( _! good w2 yet ,i regret to h scruples ab\t accept+ x till "s ( ! patrons are *ang$1 ^: heads are prefix$ to ! diploma4 ,= in/ance1 ,i d n l to be "u ! %ad[ ( ! ,emp]or ,julian4 ,y w\ld respect 8 love ( ,tru?1 ,i presume1 said ,mr4 ,batts4 ,n mu*1 ,i fe>1 said ,*>les1 see+ x did n h9d] him f delib]ately embrac+ error4 ,no1 n s1 answ]$ ,mr4 ,batts2 he ?\ght x ,tru?2 & ,julian1 ,i conceive1 _c be said to h des]t$ ! ,tru?1 because1 9 fact1 he always 0 9 pursuit ( x4 ,i fe>1 said ,r$+1 !re is a v s]i\s diff]5ce betwe5 y\r pr9ciples & my own on ?is po9t4 ,ah1 my de> sir1 a little att5tion to our pr9ciples w remove x1 said ,mr4 ,batts3 let me beg y\r acceptance ( ?is little pamphlet1 9 :i* y w f9d "s fundam5tal tru?s /at$1 almo/ 9 ! way ( aphorisms4 ,i wi% to direct y\r att5tion to page #h1 :]e !y are drawn out4 ,*>les turn$ to ! page1 & read z foll[s3-- ,on ! pursuit ( ,tru?4 #a4 ,x is unc]ta9 :e!r ,tru? exi/s4 #b4 ,x is c]ta9 t x _c be f\nd4 #c4 ,x is a folly to boa/ ( possess+ x4 #d4 ,man's "w & duty1 z man1 consi/1 n 9 possess+1 b 9 seek+ x4 #e4 ,8 happ9ess & true dignity consi/ 9 ! pursuit4 #f4 ,! pursuit ( ,tru? is an end to be engag$ 9 = its own sake4 #g4 ,z philosophy is ! love1 n ! possession ( wisdom1 s religion is ! love1 n ! possession ( ,tru?4 #h4 ,z ,ca?olicism beg9s ) fai?1 s ,prote/antism ends ) inquiry4 #i4 ,z !re is dis9t]e/$ness 9 seek+1 s is !re selfi%ness 9 claim+ to possess4 #aj4 ,! m>tyr ( ,tru? is he :o dies pr(ess+ t x is a %ad[4 #aa4 ,a life-long m>tyrdom is ?is1 to be ev] *ang+4 #ab4 ,! fe> ( error is ! bane ( inquiry4 ,*>les did n get fur!r ?an ^!1 b o!rs foll[$ ( a simil> "*4 ,he return$ ! pamphlet to ,mr4 ,batts4 ,i see en\gh1 he said1 ( ! op9ions ( ! ,tru? ,society to admire _! +5uity & orig9ality1 b1 excuse me1 n _! good s5se4 ,x is impossible ,i %\ld subscribe to :at is s pla9ly oppos$ to ,*ri/ianity4 ,mr4 ,batts look$ annoy$4 ,we h no wi% to oppose ,*ri/ianity1 he said2 we only wi% ,*ri/ianity n to oppose u4 ,x is v h>d t we may n g our own way1 :5 we are q will+ t o!rs %\ld g !irs4 ,x seems imprud5t1 ,i conceive1 9 ?is age1 to repres5t ,*ri/ianity z ho/ile to ! progress ( ! m9d1 & to turn into enemies ( revelation ^? :o d s9c]ely wi% to 'live & let live4' ,b contradictions _c be true1 said ,*>les3 if ,*ri/ianity says t ,tru? c be f\nd1 x mu/ be an error to /ate t x _c be f\nd4 ,i conceive x to be intol]ant1 p]si/$ ,mr4 ,batts3 y w grant1 ,i suppose1 t ,*ri/ianity has no?+ to d ) a/ronomy or geology3 :y1 !n1 %\ld x be all[$ to int]f]e ) philosophy8 ,x 0 useless proce$+ 9 ! discussion2 ,*>les repress$ ! answ] :i* rose on 8 tongue ( ! ess5tial connexion ( philosophy ) religion2 a sil5ce ensu$ ( sev]al m9utes1 & ,mr4 ,batts at l5g? took ! h9t1 = he rose ) a disappo9t$ air1 & wi%$ him good morn+4 ,x matt]$ little n[ :e!r he 0 left to himself or n1 except t conv]sation h>ass$ & frett$ him2 =1 z to turn+ 8 m9d to ! subjects :i* 7 to h be5 8 occupation t morn+1 x 0 by ?is "t f> too mu* we>i$ & dissipat$ to und]take !m4 ,on ,mr4 ,batts' dep>ture1 !n1 he did n make ! attempt1 b sat be=e ! fire1 dull & depress$1 & 9 dang] ( relaps+ into ! tr\bl$ ?\ghts f :i* 8 railroad companion _h extricat$ him4 ,:51 !n1 at ! end ( half an h\r1 a new knock 0 he>d at ! door1 he admitt$ ! po/ulant ) a calm indiff]5ce1 z if =tune _h n[ done h] wor/1 & he _h no?+ to fe>4 ,a middle-ag$ man made 8 appe>ance1 sleek & plump1 :o seem$ to be 9 good circum/ances1 & to h pr(it$ by !m4 ,8 glossy black dress1 9 contra/ ) ! crimson col\r ( 8 face & ?roat1 = he wore no coll>s1 & 8 /aid & pomp\s be>+1 add$ to 8 rapid deliv]y :5 he spoke1 gave him mu* ! look ( a f>m-y>d turkey-cock 9 ! eyes ( any "o :o 0 less disgu/$ ) see+ new faces ?an ,r$+ 0 at t mom5t4 ,! new com] look$ %>ply at him z he ent]$4 ,y\r mo/ ob$i5t1 he said abruptly2 y seem 9 l[ spirits1 my de> sir2 b sit d[n1 ,mr4 ,r$+1 & give me ! opportunity ( (f]+ to y a little good advice4 ,y may guess :at ,i am by my appe>ance3 ,i speak = myself2 ,i w say no m2 ,i c be ( use to y4 ,mr4 ,r$+1 he cont9u$1 pull+ 8 *air t[>ds him1 & putt+ out 8 h& z if he 0 go+ to paw him1 h n y made a mi/ake 9 ?9k+ x necess>y to g to ! ,romi% ,*ur* = a relief ( y\r religi\s difficulties8 ,y h n yet he>d f me1 sir1 answ]$ ,*>les gravely1 t ,i h any difficulties at all4 ,excuse me if ,i am abrupt2 ,i h _h _m p]sons call+ on me ) y\r err&4 ,x is v k9d ( y1 b ,i don't want advice2 ,i 0 a fool to come "h4 ,well1 my de> ,mr4 ,r$+1 b li/5 to me1 answ]$ 8 p]secutor1 spread+ out ! f+]s ( 8 "r h&1 & op5+ 8 eyes wide3 ,i am "r1 ,i believe1 9 appreh5d+ t y\r reason = leav+ ! ,e/abli%m5t is1 t y _c c>ry out ! surplice 9 ! pulpit & ! c&le/icks on ! table4 ,n[1 don't y d m ?an y ne$4 ,p>don me1 b y are l a p]son :o %\ld turn ! ,?ames 9 ^u 8 h\se1 :5 he m]ely want$ 8 door-/eps scrubb$4 ,:y become a conv]t to ,pop]y1 :5 y c obta9 y\r object 9 a *eap] & bett] way8 ,set up = y\rself1 my de> sir--set up = y\rself2 =m a new d5om9ation1 sixp5ce w d x2 & !n y may h y\r surplice & c&le/icks to y\r he>t's cont5t1 )\t d5y+ ! gospel1 or runn+ into ! horrible abom9ations ( ! ,sc>let ,woman4 ,& he sat upright 9 8 *air1 ) 8 h&s flat on 8 ext5d$ knees1 wat*+ ) a self-satisfi$ air ! effect ( 8 words ^u ,r$+4 ,i h _h en\gh ( ?is1 said poor ,*>les2 y1 inde$1 are b "o ( a numb]1 sir1 & w\ld say y _h no?+ to d ) ! re/2 b ,i _c help reg>d+ y z ! fif?1 or six?1 or sev5? p]son--,i c't c\nt !m--:o has be5 ) me ?is morn+1 giv+ me1 ?\gh ) ! be/ int5tions1 advice :i* has n be5 ask$ =4 ,i don't "k y1 sir2 y h no introduction to me2 y h n ev5 told me y\r "n4 ,x is n usual to disc\rse on su* p]sonal matt]s ) /rang]s4 ,let me1 !n1 ?ank y fir/ = y\r k9dness 9 com+1 & next = ! additional k9dness ( go+4 ,& ,*>les rose up4 ,8 visitor did n seem incl9$ to move1 or to notice :at he _h said4 ,he /opp$ a:ile1 op5$ 8 h&k]*ief ) mu* delib]ation1 & blew 8 nose2 !n he cont9u$3 ,kit*5s is my "n1 sir2 ,dr4 ,kit*5s2 y\r /ate ( m9d1 ,mr4 ,r$+1 is n unkn[n to me2 y are at pres5t "u ! influ5ce ( ! old ,adam1 & inde$ 9 a melan*oly way4 ,i 0 n unprep>$ = x2 & ,i h put into my pocket a little tract :i* ,i %all press ^u y ) all ! ,*ri/ian solicitude :i* bro!r c %[ t[>ds bro!r4 ,"h x is2 ,i h ! greate/ confid5ce 9 x2 p]haps y h he>d ! "n2 x is kn[n z ,kit*5s's ,spiritual ,elixir4 ,! ,elixir has enlight5$ millions2 &1 ,i w take on me to say1 w conv]t y 9 tw5ty-f\r h\rs4 ,its op]ation is mild & pleasurable1 & its effects are m>vell\s1 prodigi\s1 ?\gh x does n consi/ ( m ?an eight duodecimo pages4 ,"h's a li/ ( te/imonies to "s ( ! mo/ rem>kable cases4 ,i h kn[n "o hundr$ & two cases myself 9 :i* x effect$ a sav+ *ange 9 six h\rs2 sev5ty-n9e 9 :i* its op]ations took place 9 z few z ?ree2 & tw5ty-sev5 :]e conv]sion foll[$ in/antane\sly aft] ! p]usal4 ,at once1 poor s9n]s1 :o five m9utes be=e _h be5 l ! demoniac 9 ! gospel1 7 se5 sitt+ 'clo!d1 & 9 _! "r m9d4' ,?us ,i speak )9 ! m>k1 ,mr4 ,r$+1 :5 ,i say ,i w w>rant a *ange 9 y 9 tw5ty-f\r h\rs4 ,i h nev] kn[n b "o in/ance 9 :i* x seem$ to fail1 & t 0 ! case ( a wret*$ old man :o held x 9 8 h& a :ole day 9 dead sil5ce1 )\t any app>5t effect2 b "h exceptio probat regulam1 = on fur!r inquiry we f\nd he c\ld n read4 ,s ! tract 0 sl[ly adm9i/]$ to him by ano!r p]son2 & be=e x 0 f9i%$1 ,i prote/ to y1 ,mr4 ,r$+1 he fell into a deep & heal?y slumb]1 p]spir$ pr(usely1 & woke up at ! end ( twelve h\rs a new creature1 p]fectly new1 bran new1 & fit = heav5--:i!r he w5t 9 ! c\rse ( ! week4 ,we are n[ mak+ f>!r exp]im5ts on its op]ation1 & we f9d t ev5 sep>ate leaves ( ! tract h a proportionate effect4 ,&1 :at is m to y\r own purpose1 x is q a specific 9 ! case ( ,pop]y4 ,x directly attacks ! peccant matt]1 & all ! tra% ab\t sacram5ts1 sa9ts1 p5ance1 purgatory1 & good works is dislodg$ f ! s\l at once4 ,*>les rema9$ sil5t & grave1 z "o :o 0 likely sudd5ly to break out into "s /rong act1 r ?an condesc5d to any f>!r p>ley+4 ,dr4 ,kit*5s proce$$3 ,h y att5d$ any ( ! lectures deliv]$ aga9/ ! ,my/ic ,babylon1 or any ( ! public disputes :i* h be5 c>ri$ on 9 s _m places8 ,my de> fri5d1 ,mr4 ,macanoise1 conte/$ t5 po9ts ) ?irty ,jesuits--a good half ( ! ,jesuits 9 ,london--& beat !m ^u all4 ,or h y he>d any ( ! lum9>ies ( ,exet] ,hall8 ,!re is ,mr4 ,gabb2 he is a ,boan]ges1 a p]fect ,niag>a1 = 8 torr5t ( words2 su* mom5tum 9 8 deliv]y2 x is z rapid z x's /rong2 x's en\gh to knock a man d[n4 ,he c speak sev5 h\rs runn+ )\t fatigue2 & la/ ye> he w5t ?r\gh ,engl&1 deliv]+ ?r\gh ! l5g? & bread? ( ! l&1 "o1 & "o only1 awful prote/ aga9/ ! apocalyptic wit* ( ,endor4 ,he began at ,devonport & end$ at ,b]wick1 & surpass$ himself on e deliv]y4 ,at ,b]wick1 8 la/ exhibition1 ! effect 0 p]fectly trem5d\s2 a fri5d ( m9e he>d x2 he assures me1 incr$ible z x may appe>1 t x %att]$ "s glass 9 a neighb\r+ h\se2 & two prie/s ( ,baal1 :o 7 ) _! day-s*ool )9 a qu>t] ( a mile ( ,mr4 ,gabb1 7 s damag$ by ! m]e e*o1 t "o =?) took to 8 b$ & ! o!r has walk$ on crut*es ev] s9ce4 ,he /opp$ a:ile2 !n he cont9u$3 ,& :at 0 x1 d y ?9k1 ,mr4 ,r$+1 :i* _h ?is effect on !m8 ,:y1 x 0 ,mr4 ,gabb's notion ab\t ! sign ( ! bea/ 9 ! ,revelation3 he prov$1 ,mr4 ,r$+--x 0 ! mo/ orig9al hit 9 8 spee*--he prov$ t x 0 ! sign ( ! cross1 ! mat]ial cross4 ,! "t at l5g? 0 come2 ,r$+ c\ld n be> m2 &1 z x happ5$1 8 visitor's (f5ce gave him ! means1 z well z a cause1 = puni%+ him4 ,oh1 he said sudd5ly1 !n ,i suppose1 ,dr4 ,kit*5s1 y c't tol]ate ! cross8 ,oh no2 tol]ate x6 answ]$ ,dr4 ,kit*5s2 x is ,anti*ri/4 ,y c't be> ! sight ( x1 ,i suspect1 ,dr4 ,kit*5s8 ,i c't endure x1 sir2 :at true ,prote/ant c8 ,!n look "h1 said ,*>les1 tak+ a small crucifix out ( 8 writ+-desk2 & he held x be=e ,dr4 ,kit*5s' face4 ,dr4 ,kit*5s at once />t$ on 8 feet1 & retreat$4 ,:at's t8 he said1 & 8 face flu%$ up & !n turn$ pale2 :at's t8 x's ! ?+ itself6 & he made a snat* at x4 ,take x away1 ,mr4 ,r$+2 x's an idol2 ,i _c endure x2 take away ! ?+6 ,i decl>e1 said ,r$+ to himself1 x really has p[] ov] him2 & he /ill confront$ ,dr4 ,kit*5s ) x1 :ile he kept x out ( ,dr4 ,kit*5s' rea*4 ,take x away1 ,mr4 ,r$+1 ,i besee* y1 cri$ ,kit*5s1 /ill retreat+1 :ile ,*>les /ill press$ on him2 take x away1 x's too mu*4 ,oh1 oh6 ,sp>e me1 sp>e me1 ,mr4 ,r$+6--nehu%tan--an idol6--oh1 y "y anti*ri/1 y devil6--'tis ,he1 'tis ,he--torm5t6--sp>e me1 ,mr4 ,r$+4 ,& ! mis]able man began to dance ab\t1 /ill eye+ ! sacr$ sign1 & motion+ x f him4 ,*>les n[ _h victory 9 8 h&s3 !re 01 inde$1 "s difficulty 9 /e]+ ,kit*5s to ! door f ! place :]e he _h be5 sitt+1 b1 t once effect$1 he op5$ x ) viol5ce1 &1 ?r[+ himself on ! /aircase1 he began to jump d[n two or ?ree /eps at a "t1 ) su* =getfulness ( ev]y?+ b 8 own t]ror1 t he came plump ^u two p]sons :o1 9 rivalry ( ea* o!r1 7 9 ! act ( ru%+ up3 &1 :ile he drove "o aga9/ ! rail1 he fairly roll$ ! o!r to ! bottom4 ,,*apt] ,,ix4 ,*>les ?rew himself on 8 *air1 bury+ ! ,crucifix 9 8 bosom1 q worn out ) 8 long trial & ! sudd5 ex]tion 9 :i* x _h j n[ be5 issu+4 ,:5 a noise 0 he>d at 8 door1 & knocks succe$$1 he took no f>!r notice ?an to plant 8 feet on ! f5d] & bury 8 face 9 8 h&s4 ,! summons at fir/ 0 app>5tly f "o p]son only1 b 8 delay 9 answ]+ x gave "t = ! arrival ( ano!r2 & !re 0 a brisk succession ( alt]nate knocks f ! two1 :i* ,*>les let take its c\rse4 ,at l5g? "o ( ! rival c&idates = admission1 bold] ?an ! o!r1 sl[ly op5$ ! door2 :5 ! o!r1 :o _h impetu\sly scrambl$ up/airs aft] 8 fall1 ru%$ 9 be=e him1 cry+ out1 ,"o ^w = ! ,new ,j]usalem6 ,9 *>ity1 said ,r$+1 )\t *ang+ 8 attitude1 9 *>ity1 leave me alone4 ,y mean x well1 b ,i don't want y1 sir2 ,i don't inde$4 ,i've _h ,old ,j]usalem "h already1 & ,jewi% ,apo/les1 & ,g5tile ,apo/les1 & free inquiry1 & fancy religion1 & ,exet] ,hall4 ,:at h ,i done8 :y c't ,i die out 9 peace8 ,my de> sir1 d g6 ,i c't see y2 ,i'm worn out4 ,& he rose up & advanc$ t[>ds him4 ,call aga91 de> sir1 if y are b5t on talk+ ) me2 b1 excuse me1 ,i really h _h en\gh ( x = "o day4 ,no fault ( y\rs1 my de> sir1 t y h come ! six? or sev5?4 ,& he op5$ ! door = him4 ,a madman ne>ly ?rew me d[n z ,i 0 com+ up1 said ! p]son address$1 9 "s agitation4 ,t5 ?\s& p>dons = 8 rud5ess1 my de> sir--t5 ?\s& p>dons1 b all[ me2 & he b[$ him out ( ! room4 ,he !n turn$ r\nd to ! o!r /rang]1 :o _h /ood by 9 sil5ce3 ,& y too1 sir 444 is x possible6 ,8 c\nt5ance *ang$ to extreme surprise2 x 0 ,mr4 ,malcolm4 ,*>les's ?\ghts fl[$ 9 a new curr5t1 & 8 torm5tors 7 sudd5ly =gott54 ,! hi/ory ( ,mr4 ,malcolm's call+ 0 simple4 ,he _h always be5 a collector ( old books1 & _h (t5 tak5 advantage ( ! /ores ( ,*>les's l&lord 9 add+ to 8 libr>y4 ,pass+ ?r\gh ,london to ! ,ea/]n ,c\nties ,rail1 he happ5$ to call 92 &1 z 8 fri5d ! booksell] 0 n beh9d 8 own read+-room 9 ! diffusion ( gossip1 he le>n$ t ,mr4 ,r$+1 :o 0 on ! po9t ( sec$+ f ! ,e/abli%m5t1 0 at t mom5t above /airs4 ,he wait$ ) impati5ce ?r\gh ,dr4 ,kit*5s' visit1 & ev5 !n f\nd himself1 to 8 no small annoyance1 9 dang] ( be+ out/ripp$ by ! good ,sw$5borgian4 ,h[ d'ye d1 ,*>les8 he said1 at l5g?1 ) n a little /iffness 9 8 mann]1 :ile ,*>les _h no less awkw>dness 9 receiv+ him2 y h be5 hold+ a levee ?is morn+2 ,i ?\ght ,i %\ld nev] get to see y4 ,sit y d[n2 let u bo? sit d[n1 & let me at la/ h a ^w or two ) y4 ,9 spite ( ! div]sifi$ trial ,*>les _h su/a9$ f /rang]s t morn+1 !re 0 no "o p]haps :om he w\ld h less desir$ to see ?an ,mr4 ,malcolm4 ,he c\ld n help associat+ him ) 8 fa!r1 yet he felt no op5+ ( he>t t[>ds him1 nor respect = 8 judgm5t4 ,8 feel+ 0 a mixture ( prescriptive fe> & fri5dl9ess1 atta*m5t f old associations1 & desire ( /&+ well ) him1 b nei!r confid5ce nor real love4 ,he col\r$ up & felt guilty1 yet )\t a cle> und]/&+ :y4 ,well1 ,*>les ,r$+1 he said1 ,i ?9k we "k ea* o!r well en\gh = y to h giv5 me a h9t ( :at 0 go+ on z reg>ds y4 ,*>les said he _h writt5 to him only ! ev5+ be=e4 ,ah1 :5 !re 0 n "t to answ] y\r lett]1 said ,mr4 ,malcolm4 ,*>les said he wi%$ to sp>e s k9d a fri5d 444 he bungl$1 & c\ld n f9i% 8 s5t5ce4 ,a fri5d1 :o1 ( c\rse1 c\ld give no advice1 said ,mr4 ,malcolm drily4 ,pres5tly he said1 ,7 ^? p "s ( y\r new fri5ds :o 7 call+ on y8 !y h kept me 9 ! %op ?is ?ree-qu>t]s ( an h\r2 & ! fell[ :o has j come d[n ne>ly ?rew me ov] ! balu/]4 ,oh no1 sir1 ,i "k no?+ ( !m2 !y 7 ! mo/ unwelcome ( intrud]s4 ,z "s "o else seems to be1 said ,mr4 ,malcolm4 ,*>les 0 v mu* hurt2 ! m s1 because he _h no?+ to say2 he kept sil5ce4 ,well1 ,*>les1 said ,mr4 ,malcolm1 n look+ at him1 ,i h kn[n y f ?is high2 m1 f a *ild 9 arms4 ,a frank1 op5 boy y 72 ,i don't "k :at has spoil$ y4 ,^! ,jesuits1 p]haps4444 ,x 0 n s 9 y\r fa!r's lifetime4 ,my de> sir1 said ,*>les1 x pi]ces me to ! he>t to he> y talk s4 ,y h inde$ always be5 mo/ k9d to me4 ,if ,i h err$1 x has be5 an error ( judgm5t2 & ,i am v sorry = x1 & hope y w =give x4 ,i act$ = ! be/2 b ,i h be51 z y mu/ feel1 9 a mo/ try+ situation4 ,my "m has kn[n :at ,i 0 contemplat+ ?is ye> pa/4 ,try+ situation6 fudge6 ,:at h y to d ) situations8 ,i c\ld h told y a great deal ab\t ^! ,ca?olics2 ,i "k all ab\t !m4 ,error ( judgm5t6 don't tell me4 ,i "k h[ ^! ?+s happ5 q well4 ,i h se5 su* ?+s be=e2 only ,i ?\ght y a m s5sible fell[4 ,!re 0 "y ,dalton ( ,/4 ,cross2 he goes abroad1 & falls 9 ) a smoo? prie/1 :o p]suades ! silly fell[ t ! ,ca?olic ,*ur* is ! anci5t & true ,*ur* ( ,engl&1 ! only religion = a g5tleman2 he is introduc$ to a ,c\nt ?is1 & a ,m>*ioness t1 & returns a ,ca?olic4 ,!re 0 ano!r2 :at 0 8 "n8 ,i =get x1 ( a ,b]k%ire family4 ,he is smitt5 ) a pretty face2 no?+ w s]ve b he mu/ m>ry h]2 b %e's a ,ca?olic1 & c't m>ry a h]etic2 s he1 =soo?1 gives up ! fav\r ( 8 uncle & 8 prospects 9 ! c\nty1 = 8 fair ,juliet4 ,!re 0 ano!r1--b x's useless go+ on4 ,&1 n[ ,i wond] :at has tak5 y4 ,all ?is 0 ! be/ ju/ification = ,*>les's n hav+ spok5 to ,mr4 ,malcolm on ! subject4 ,t g5tleman _h _h 8 own exp]i5ce ( ?irty or =ty ye>s1 &1 l "s great philosoph]s1 he made t p]sonal exp]i5ce ( 8 ! decisive te/ ( ! possible & ! true4 ,i "k !m1 he cont9u$--,i "k !m2 a set ( hypocrites & %>p]s4 ,i c\ld tell y su* /ories ( :at ,i fell 9 ) abroad4 ,^? prie/s are n to be tru/$4 ,did y ev] "k a prie/8 ,no1 answ]$ ,*>les4 ,did y ev] see a ,popi% *apel8 ,no4 ,d y "k any?+ ( ,ca?olic books1 ,ca?olic doctr9e1 ,ca?olic morality8 ,i w>rant x1 n mu*4 ,*>les look$ v uncom=table4 ,!n :at makes y g to !m8 ,*>les did n "k :at to say4 ,silly boy1 he w5t on1 y h n a ^w to say = y\rself2 x's all idle fancy4 ,y are go+ z a bird to ! f[l]4 ,r$+ began to r\se himself2 he felt he ought to say some?+2 he felt t sil5ce w\ld tell aga9/ him4 ,de> sir1 he answ]$1 !re's no?+ b may be turn$ aga9/ "o if a p]son is s m9d$4 ,n[1 d ?9k2 _h ,i kn[n ?is or t prie/1 y w\ld h said at once1 ',ah1 he came ov] y4' ,if ,i _h be5 famili> ) ,ca?olic *apels1 ',i 0 allur$ by ! s++ or ! inc5se4' ,:at c ,i h done bett] ?an keep myself to myself1 g by my be/ reason1 consult ! fri5ds :om ,i happ5$ to f9d ar\nd me1 z ,i h done1 & wait 9 pati5ce till ,i 0 sure ( my convictions8 ,ah1 t's ! way ) y y\ng/]s1 said ,mr4 ,malcolm2 y all ?9k y are s "r2 y d ?9k s admirably t old] heads are wor? no?+ to ! l ( y4 ,well1 he w5t on1 putt+ on 8 gloves1 ,i see ,i am n 9 ! way to p]suade y4 ,poor de> ,*>lie1 ,i grieve = y2 :at w\ld y\r poor fa!r h said1 _h he liv$ to see x8 ,poor ,r$+1 he has be5 sp>$ ?is4 ,b p]haps x w\ld n h happ5$4 ,i "k :at ! up%ot w be2 y w come back--come back y w1 to a dead c]ta9ty4 ,we %all see y back1 fooli% boy1 aft] y h _h y\r gallop ov] y\r pl\gh$ field4 ,well1 well2 bett] ?an runn+ wild4 ,y mu/ h y\r hobby2 x might h be5 a worse2 y might h run ?r\gh y\r money4 ,b p]haps y'll be giv+ x away1 z x is1 to "s artful prie/4 ,x's griev\s1 griev\s2 y\r education ?r[n away1 y\r prospects ru9$1 y\r poor "m & si/]s left to take c>e ( !mselves4 ,& y don't say a ^w to me4 ,& he began mus+4 ,a tr\blesome _w3 good-bye1 ,*>les2 y are high & mighty n[1 & are 9 full sail3 y may come to y\r fa!r's fri5d "s day 9 a diff]5t temp]4 ,good-bye4 ,!re 0 no help = x2 ,*>les's he>t 0 full1 b 8 head 0 we>i$ & confus$1 & 8 _s sank2 = all ^! reasons he _h n a ^w to say1 & seem$ to ,mr4 ,malcolm ei!r /upid or close4 ,he c\ld b wr+ w>mly ,mr4 ,malcolm's reluctant h&1 & accompany him d[n to ! /reet-door4 ,,*apt] ,x4 ,?is w nev] d1 said ,*>les1 z he clos$ ! door1 & ran up/airs2 "h is a day wa/$1 worse ?an wa/$1 wa/$ p>tly on /rang]s1 p>tly on fri5ds2 & x's h>d to say 9 :i* case a m ?or\gh wa/e4 ,i ought to h gone to ! ,conv5t at once4 ,! ?\ght fla%$ into 8 m9d1 & he /ood ov] ! fire dwell+ on x4 ,yes1 he said1 ,i w delay no long]4 ,h[ does "t g8 ,i decl>e x's pa/ f\r o'clock4 ,he !n ?\ght aga93 ,i'll get ov] my d9n]1 & !n at once betake myself to my good ,passioni/s4 ,to ! c(fee-h\se !n he w5t1 &1 z x 0 "s way (f1 x is n wond]ful t x 0 ne> six be=e he arriv$ at ! ,conv5t4 ,x 0 a pla9 brick build+2 money _h n be5 s abundant z to ov]fl[ ^u ! ext]ior1 aft] ! exp5se ( ! int]ior _h be5 provid$ =4 ,& x 0 incomplete2 a l>ge *ur* _h be5 enclos$1 b x 0 sc>cely m ?an a %ell1--alt>s1 inde$1 _h be5 set up1 b1 = ! re/1 x _h little m ?an good proportions1 a broad sanctu>y1 a s]viceable organ1 & an effective *oir4 ,!re 0 a range ( build+s adjac5t1 capable ( hold+ ab\t half-a-doz5 fa!rs2 b ! size ( ! *ur* requir$ a l>g] e/abli%m5t4 ,by ?is "t1 d\btless1 ?+s are diff]5t1 b we are look+ back at ! fir/ ef=ts ( ! ,engli% ,congregation1 :5 x _h sc>cely ceas$ to /ruggle = life1 & :5 fri5ds & memb]s 7 b beg9n+ to fl[ 94 ,x 0 inde$ b t5 ye>s1 at t "t1 s9ce ! sev]e/ ( mod]n rules _h be5 introduc$ into ,engl&4 ,two c5turies aft] ! memorable era :5 ,/4 ,philip & ,/4 ,ignatius1 mak+ light ( ^? bodily au/]ities ( :i* !y 7 p]sonally s great ma/]s1 prea*$ mortification ( w & reason z m necess>y = a civiliz$ age1--9 ! lukew>m & self-indulg5t eighte5? c5tury1 ,fa!r ,paul ( ! ,cross 0 div9ely mov$ to f\nd a ,congregation 9 "s respects m ascetic ?an ! primitive h]mits & ! ord]s ( ! middle age4 ,x 0 n fa/1 or sil5ce1 or pov]ty :i* di/+ui%$ x1 ?\gh "h too x is n want+ 9 /rictness2 b 9 ! cell ( its v5]able f\nd]1 on ! ,celian ,hill1 hangs an iron discipl9e or sc\rge1 /udd$ ) nails1 :i* is a memorial1 n only ( 8 own self-inflict$ suff]+s1 b ( ^? ( 8 ,italian family4 ,! object ( ^? suff]+s 0 z rem>kable z _! int5sity2 p5ance1 inde$1 is 9 "o respect ! end ( all self-*a/isem5t1 b 9 ! in/ance ( ! ,passioni/s ! use ( ! sc\rge 0 specially direct$ to ! b5efit ( _! neighb\r4 ,!y appli$ ! pa9 to ! b5efit ( ! holy s\ls 9 ,purgatory1 or !y und]w5t x to r\se a c>eless audi5ce4 ,on _! missions1 :5 _! words seem$ utt]$ 9 va91 !y h be5 kn[n sudd5ly to undo _! habit1 & to sc\rge !mselves ) %>p knives or razors1 cry+ out to ! horrifi$ p1 t !y w\ld n %[ m]cy to _! fle% till !y :om !y 7 address+ took pity on _! own p]i%+ s\ls4 ,nor 0 x to _! own c\ntrym5 alone t ?is self-consum+ *>ity ext5d$2 h[ x s happ5$ does n appe>2 p]haps a c]ta9 mem5to close to _! h\se 0 ! e>?ly cause2 b s x 01 t = _m ye>s ! he>t ( ,fa!r ,paul 0 exp&$ t[>ds a nor!rn nation1 ) :i*1 humanly speak+1 he _h no?+ to d4 ,ov] aga9/ ,/4 ,john & ,/4 ,paul1 ! home ( ! ,passioni/s on ! ,celian1 rises ! old *ur* & mona/]y ( ,san ,gregorio1 ! womb1 z x may be call$1 ( ,engli% ,*ri/ianity4 ,!re _h liv$ t great ,sa9t1 :o is nam$ our ,apo/le1 :o 0 aft]w>ds call$ to ! *air ( ,/4 ,pet]2 & !nce w5t =?1 9 & aft] 8 pontificate1 ,augu/9e1 ,paul9us1 ,ju/us1 & ! o!r ,sa9ts by :om our b>b>\s ance/ors 7 conv]t$4 ,_! names1 :i* are n[ writt5 up ^u ! pill>s ( ! portico1 w\ld almo/ seem to h issu$ =?1 & cross$ ov]1 & confront$ ! v5]able ,paul2 =1 /range to say1 ! ?\ght ( ,engl& came into 8 ord9>y pray]s2 & 9 8 la/ ye>s1 aft] a vision dur+ ,mass1 z if he _h be5 ,augu/9e or ,mellitus1 he talk$ ( 8 sons 9 ,engl&4 ,x 0 /range en\gh t ev5 "o ,italian 9 ! he>t ( ,rome %\ld at t "t h ambiti\s ?\ghts ( mak+ novices or conv]ts 9 ?is c\ntry2 b1 aft] ! v5]able ,f\nd]'s dea?1 8 special int]e/ 9 our di/ant isle %[$ itself 9 ano!r memb] ( 8 in/itute4 ,on ! ,ap5n9es1 ne> ,vit]bo1 !re dwelt a %eph]d-boy1 9 ! fir/ ye>s ( ?is c5tury1 ^: m9d _h e>ly be5 drawn heav5w>d2 &1 "o day1 z he pray$ be=e an image ( ! ,madonna1 he felt a vivid intimation t he 0 de/9$ to prea* ! ,gospel "u ! nor!rn sky4 ,!re appe>$ no means by :i* a ,roman peasant %\ld be turn$ into a mission>y2 nor did ! prospect op51 :5 ?is y\? f\nd himself1 fir/ a lay-bro!r1 !n a ,fa!r1 9 ! ,congregation ( ! ,passion4 ,yet1 ?\gh no ext]nal means appe>$1 ! inw>d impression did n fade2 on ! contr>y1 x became m def9ite1 &1 9 process ( "t1 in/ead ( ! dim nor?1 ,engl& 0 engrav5 on 8 he>t4 ,&1 /range to say1 z ye>s w5t on1 )\t 8 seek+1 = he 0 simply "u ob$i5ce1 our peasant f\nd himself at l5g? ^u ! v %ore ( ! /ormy nor!rn sea1 :5ce ,cs> ( old look$ out = a new _w to conqu]2 yet t he %\ld cross ! /rait 0 /ill z little likely z be=e4 ,h[ev]1 x 0 z likely z t he %\ld ev] h got s ne> x2 & he us$ to eye ! re/less1 godless waves1 & wond] ) himself :e!r ! day w\ld ev] come :5 he %\ld be c>ri$ ov] !m4 ,& come x did1 n h[ev] by any det]m9ation ( 8 own1 b by ! same ,provid5ce :i* ?irty ye>s be=e _h giv5 him ! anticipation ( x4 ,at ! "t ( our n>rative1 ,fa!r ,dom5ico de ,matre ,dei _h become famili> ) ,engl&2 he _h _h _m anxieties "h1 fir/ f want ( funds1 !n /ill m f want ( m54 ,ye> pass$ aft] ye>1 &1 :e!r fe> ( ! sev]ity ( ! rule--?\gh t 0 gr\ndless1 = x _h be5 mitigat$ = ,engl&--or ! claim ( o!r religi\s bodies 0 ! cause1 8 community did n increase1 & he 0 tempt$ to despond4 ,b e "w has its season2 & n[ = "s "t pa/ t difficulty _h be5 gradually less5+2 v>i\s zeal\s m51 "s ( noble bir?1 o!rs ( ext5sive acquirem5ts1 _h ent]$ ! ,congregation2 & our fri5d ,willis1 :o at ?is "t _h receiv$ ! prie/hood1 0 n ! la/ ( ^! accessions1 ?\gh domicil$ at a di/ance f ,london4 ,& n[ ! read] kn[s mu* m ab\t ! ,passioni/s ?an did ,r$+ at ! "t t he made 8 way to _! mona/]y4 ,! *ur* door came fir/1 &1 z x 0 op51 he ent]$ x4 ,x app>5tly 0 fill+ = s]vice4 ,:5 he got inside1 ! p]son :o imm$iately prec$$ him dipp$ 8 f+] into a vessel ( wat] :i* /ood at ! entrance1 & (f]$ x to ,*>les4 ,*>les1 ignorant :at x meant1 & awkw>d f 8 consci\sness ( x1 did no?+ b sl9k aside1 & look = "s place ( refuge2 b ! :ole space 0 op51 & !re seem$ no corn] to retreat into4 ,e "o1 h[ev]1 seem$ ab\t 8 own bus9ess2 no "o m9d$ him1 & s f> he felt at 8 ease4 ,he /ood ne> ! door1 & began to look ab\t him4 ,a pr(usion ( c&les 0 light+ at ! ,high ,alt>1 :i* /ood 9 ! c5tre ( a semicircul> apse4 ,!re 7 side-alt>s--p]haps half-a-doz52 mo/ ( !m )\t lights1 b1 ev5 "h1 solit>y wor%ipp]s might be se54 ,ov] "o 0 a l>ge old ,crucifix ) a lamp1 & ?is _h a succession ( visitors4 ,!y came ea* = five m9utes1 said "s pray]s :i* 7 atta*$ 9 a glaz$ frame to ! rail1 & pass$ away4 ,at ano!r1 :i* 0 9 a *apel at ! f>!r end ( "o ( ! aisles1 six long c&les 7 burn+1 & ov] x 0 an image4 ,on look+ att5tively1 ,*>les made out at la/ t x 0 an image ( ,our ,lady1 & ! ,*ild held out a ros>y4 ,"h a congregation _h already assembl$1 or r 0 9 ! middle ( "s s]vice1 to him unkn[n4 ,x 0 rapid1 alt]nate1 & monoton\s2 &1 z x seem$ int]m9able1 ,r$+ turn$ 8 eyes else:]e4 ,!y fell fir/ on "o1 !n on ano!r confessional1 r\nd ea* ( :i* 0 a little cr[d1 kneel+1 wait+ e "o 8 own turn = pres5t+ himself = ! sacram5t--! m5 on ! "o side1 ! wom5 on ! o!r4 ,at ! l[] end ( ! *ur* 7 ab\t ?ree ranges ( moveable b5*es ) backs & kneel]s2 ! re/ ( ! l>ge space 0 op51 & fill$ ) *airs4 ,! gr[+ object ( att5tion at pres5t 0 ! ,high ,alt>2 & ea* p]son1 z he ent]$1 took a *air1 &1 kneel+ d[n beh9d x1 began 8 pray]s4 ,at l5g? ! *ur* got v full2 ri* & poor 7 mix$ toge!r--artisans1 well-dress$ y\?s1 ,iri% lab\r]s1 mo!rs ) two or ?ree *ildr5--! only division be+ t ( m5 f wom54 ,a set ( boys & *ildr51 mix$ ) "s old crones1 _h got possession ( ! alt>-rail1 & 7 hugg+ x ) re/less motions1 z if 9 expectation4 ,?\gh ,r$+ _h cont9u$ /&+1 no "o w\ld h notic$ him2 b he saw ! "t 0 come = him to kneel1 & accord+ly he mov$ into a corn] seat on ! b5* ne>e/ him4 ,he _h h>dly done s1 :5 a procession ) lights pass$ f ! sacri/y to ! alt>2 some?+ w5t on :i* he did n und]/&1 & !n sudd5ly began :at1 by ! ,mis]]e & ,ora pro nobis1 he p]ceiv$ to be a litany2 a hymn foll[$4 ,r$+ ?\ght he nev] _h be5 pres5t at wor%ip be=e1 s absorb$ 0 ! att5tion1 s int5se 0 ! devotion ( ! congregation4 ,:at p>ticul>ly /ruck him 01 t :]eas 9 ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& ! cl]gyman or ! organ 0 ev]y?+ & ! p no?+1 except s f> z ! cl]k is _! repres5tative1 "h x 0 j rev]s$4 ,! prie/ h>dly spoke1 or at lea/ audibly2 b ! :ole congregation 0 z ?\gh "o va/ in/rum5t or ,panh>monicon1 mov+ all toge!r1 &1 :at 0 mo/ rem>kable1 z if self-mov$4 ,!y did n seem to require any "o to prompt or direct !m1 ?\gh 9 ! ,litany ! *oir took ! alt]nate p>ts4 ,! words 7 ,lat91 b e "o seem$ to und]/& !m ?or\ghly1 & to be (f]+ up 8 pray]s to ! ,bless$ ,tr9ity1 & ! ,inc>nate ,savi\r1 & ! great ,"m ( ,god1 & ! glorifi$ ,sa9ts1 ) he>ts full 9 proportion to ! en]gy ( ! s\nds !y utt]$4 ,!re 0 a little boy ne> him1 & a poor woman1 s++ at ! pit* ( _! voices4 ,!re 0 no mi/ak+ x2 ,r$+ said to himself1 ,?is is a popul> religion4 ,he look$ r\nd at ! build+2 x 01 z we h said1 v pla91 & bore ! m>ks ( be+ unf9i%$2 b ! ,liv+ ,temple :i* 0 manife/$ 9 x ne$$ no curi\s c>v+ or ri* m>ble to complete x1 = ! glory ( ,god _h enlight5$ x1 & ! ,lamb 0 ! lamp !re(4 ,h[ wond]ful1 said ,*>les to himself1 t p call ?is wor%ip =mal & ext]nal2 x seems to possess all classes1 "y & old1 poli%$ & vulg>1 m5 & wom5 indiscrim9ately2 x is ! work+ ( "o ,_s 9 all1 mak+ _m "o4 ,:ile he 0 ?us ?9k+1 a *ange came ov] ! wor%ip4 ,a prie/1 or at lea/ an assi/ant1 _h m\nt$ = a mom5t above ! alt>1 & remov$ a *alice or vessel :i* /ood !re2 he c\ld n see di/9ctly4 ,a cl\d ( inc5se 0 ris+ on high2 ! p sudd5ly all b[$ l[2 :at c\ld x mean8 ! tru? fla%$ on him1 fe>fully yet sweetly2 x 0 ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t--x 0 ! ,"l ,inc>nate :o 0 on ! alt>1 :o _h come to visit & to bless ,8 p4 ,x 0 ! ,great ,pres5ce1 :i* makes a ,ca?olic ,*ur* diff]5t f e o!r place 9 ! _w2 :i* makes x1 z no o!r place c be1 holy4 ,! ,brevi>y (fices 7 by ?is "t n unkn[n to ,r$+2 & z he ?rew himself on ! pavem5t1 9 sudd5 self-abasem5t & joy1 "s words ( ^? great ,antiphons came into 8 m\?1 f :i* ,willis _h =m]ly quot$3 ,o ,adonai1 et ,dux doms ,israel1 qui ,moysi 9 rubo app>ui/i2 ,o ,emmanuel1 ,exspectatio ,g5tium et ,salvator e>um1 v5i ad salv&um nos1 ,dom9e ,deus no/]4 ,! function did n la/ v long aft] ?is2 ,r$+1 on look+ up1 f\nd ! congregation rapidly dim9i%+1 & ! lights 9 c\rse ( ext9ction4 ,he saw he mu/ be quick 9 8 motions4 ,he made 8 way to a lay-bro!r :o 0 wait+ till ! doors c\ld be clos$1 & begg$ to be conduct$ to ! ,sup]ior4 ,! lay-bro!r fe>$ he might be busy at ! mom5t1 b conduct$ him ?r\gh ! sacri/y to a small neat room1 :]e1 be+ left to himself1 he _h "t to collect 8 ?\ghts4 ,at l5g? ! ,sup]ior appe>$2 he 0 a man pa/ ! middle age1 & _h a grave yet famili> mann]4 ,*>les's feel+s 7 indescribable1 b all pleasurable4 ,8 he>t beat1 n ) fe> or anxiety1 b ) ! ?rill ( delight ) :i* he realiz$ t he 0 b5ea? ! %ad[ ( a ,ca?olic community1 & face to face ) "o ( its prie/s4 ,8 tr\ble w5t 9 a mom5t1 & he c\ld h laugh$ = joy4 ,he c\ld h>dly keep 8 c\nt5ance1 & almo/ fe>$ to be tak5 = a fool4 ,he pres5t$ ! c>d ( 8 railroad companion4 ,! good ,fa!r smil$ :5 he saw ! "n1 nor did ! few words :i* 7 writt5 ) p5cil on ! c>d dim9i% 8 satisfaction4 ,*>les & he soon came to an und]/&+2 he f\nd himself already kn[n 9 ! community by means ( ,willis2 & x 0 arrang$ t he %\ld take up 8 lodg+ ) 8 new fri5ds =?)1 & rema9 !re z long z x suit$ him4 ,he 0 to prep>e = confession at once2 & x 0 hop$ t on ! foll[+ ,sunday he might be receiv$ into ,ca?olic communion4 ,aft] t1 he 01 at a conv5i5t int]val1 to pres5t himself to ! ,bi%op1 f :om he w\ld seek ! sacram5t ( confirmation4 ,n mu* "t 0 necess>y = remov+ 8 luggage f 8 lodg+s2 & 9 ! c\rse ( an h\r f ! "t ( 8 int]view ) ! ,fa!r ,sup]ior1 he 0 sitt+ by himself1 ) p5 & pap] & 8 books1 & ) a *e]ful fire1 9 a small cell ( 8 new home4 ,,*apt] ,,xi4 ,a v few words w conduct u to ! end ( our hi/ory4 ,x 0 ,sunday morn+ ab\t sev5 o'clock1 & ,*>les _h be5 admitt$ into ! communion ( ! ,ca?olic ,*ur* ab\t an h\r s9ce4 ,he 0 /ill kneel+ 9 ! *ur* ( ! ,passioni/s be=e ! ,tab]nacle1 9 ! possession ( a deep peace & s]5ity ( m9d1 :i* he _h n ?\ght possible on e>?4 ,x 0 m l ! /illness :i* almo/ s5sibly affects ! e>s :5 a bell t has long be5 toll+ /ops1 or :5 a vessel1 aft] mu* toss+ at sea1 f9ds itself 9 h>b\r4 ,x 0 su* z to ?r[ him back 9 memory on 8 e>lie/ ye>s1 z if he 7 really beg9n+ life aga94 ,b !re 0 m ?an ! happ9ess ( *ildhood 9 8 he>t2 he seem$ to feel a rock "u 8 feet2 x 0 ! soliditas ,ca!dr ,petri4 ,he w5t on kneel+1 z if he 7 already 9 heav51 ) ! ?rone ( ,god be=e him1 & angels ar\nd2 & z if to move 7 to lose 8 privilege4 ,at l5g? he felt a light h& on 8 %\ld]1 & a voice said1 ,r$+1 ,i am go+2 let me j say f>ewell to y be=e ,i g4 ,he look$ ar\nd2 x 0 ,willis1 or r ,fa!r ,aloysius1 9 8 d>k ,passioni/ habit1 ) ! :ite he>t sew$ 9 at 8 left brea/4 ,willis c>ri$ him f ! *ur* into ! sacri/y4 ,:at a joy1 ,r$+6 he :isp]$1 :5 ! door clos$ ^u !m2 :at a day ( joy6 ,/4 ,edw>d's day1 a d\bly bless$ day h5ce=?4 ,my ,sup]ior let me be pres5t2 b n[ ,i mu/ g4 ,y did n see me1 b ,i 0 pres5t ?r\gh ! :ole4 ,oh1 said ,*>les1 :at %all ,i say8--! face ( ,god6 ,z ,i knelt ,i seem$ to wi% to say ?is1 & ?is only1 ) ! ,patri>*1 ',n[ let me die1 s9ce ,i h se5 ,?y ,face4' ,y1 de> ,r$+1 said ,fa!r ,aloysius1 h ke5 fre% feel+s2 m9e are blunt$ by famili>ity4 ,no1 ,willis1 he made answ]1 y h tak5 ! bett] "p betimes1 :ile ,i h loit]$4 ,too late h ,i kn[n ,!e1 ,o ,?\ anci5t ,tru?2 too late h ,i f\nd ,!e1 ,fir/ & only ,fair4 ,all is well1 except z s9 makes x ill1 said ,fa!r ,aloysius2 if y h to lam5t loss ( "t be=e conv]sion1 ,i h to lam5t x aft]4 ,if y speak ( delay1 mu/ n ,i ( ra%ness8 ,a good ,god ov]rules all ?+s4 ,b ,i mu/ away4 ,d y recollect my la/ words :5 we p>t$ 9 ,devon%ire8 ,i h ?\ght ( !m (t5 s9ce2 !y 7 too true !n4 ,i said1 ',our ways divide4' ,!y are diff]5t /ill1 yet !y are ! same4 ,:e!r we %all meet aga9 "h bel[1 :o kn[s8 b !re w be a meet+ ere long be=e ! ,?rone ( ,god1 & "u ! %ad[ ( ,8 ,bless$ ,"m & all ,sa9ts4 ',deus manife/e v5iet1 ,deus no/]1 et non silebit4' ,r$+ took ,fa!r ,aloysius's h& & kiss$ x2 z he sank on 8 knees ! 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