,,! ,,autobiography ,,( ,/4 ,ignatius ,,edit$ ,,by ,j4 ,f4 ,x4 ,o',,conor1 ,s4,j4 ,,new ,,york1 ,,c9c9nati1 ,,*icago ,,b5zig] ,,bro!rs ,pr9t]s to ! ,holy ,apo/olic ,see #aijj ,imprimatur4 ,,mi*ael ,,augu/9e1 ,,ar*bi%op ,,( ,,new ,,york4 ,nihil ob/at4 ,,edw>dus ,i4 ,,purbrick1 ,s4,j41 ,prpositus ,prov9cialis ,prov9ci ,m>yl&i ,neo-,eborac5sis4 ,,jacobus ,j4 ,,casey1 ,s4,j41 ,c5sor ,deputatus4 ,,new ,,york1 ,dec4 #ad1 #ahii4 ,,copyright1 #aijj1 ,,by ,,b5zig] ,,bro!rs4 ,illu/ration3 ,,/4 ,,ignatius ,,receiv+ ,,/4 ,,francis ,,borgia4 ,illu/ration3 ,,/4 ,,ignatius ,,loyola4 ,illu/ration3 ,,! ,,fir/ ,,v[s ,,at ,,montm>tre ,,( ,,/4 ,,ignatius ,,& ,,companions4 ,,fa!r ,,fab] ,,celebrat+ ,,mass4 ,illu/ration3 ,,/4 ,,ignatius ,,conv]s+ ,,) ,,/4 ,,francis ,,xavi] ,,at ,,! ,,univ]sity ,,( ,,p>is4 ,illu/ration3 ,,/4 ,,ignatius ,,at ,,! ,,holy ,,sacrifice4 ,pa9t$ by ,rub5s4 ,editor's ,preface ,?is acc\nt ( ! life ( ,/4 ,ignatius1 dictat$ by himself1 is consid]$ by ! ,boll&i/s ! mo/ valuable record ( ! great ,f\nd] ( ! ,society ( ,jesus4 ,! editors ( ! ,/imm5 ,aus ,m>ia ,laa*1 ! ,g]man review1 z well z ^? ( ! ,engli% magaz9e1 ,! ,mon?1 tell u t x1 m ?an any o!r "w1 gives an insight into ! spiritual life ( ,/4 ,ignatius4 ,few works 9 ascetical lit]ature1 except ! writ+s ( ,/4 ,t]esa & ,/4 ,augu/9e1 imp>t su* a k ( ! s\l4 ,to und]/& fully ! ,spiritual ,ex]cises1 we %\ld "k some?+ ( ! man :o wrote !m4 ,9 ?is life ( ,/4 ,ignatius1 told 9 8 own words1 we acquire an intimate k ( ! au?or ( ! ,ex]cises4 ,we disc]n ! ,sa9t's natural disposition1 :i* 0 ! f\ndation ( 8 spiritual "*4 ,we le>n ( 8 conv]sion1 8 trials1 ! ob/acles 9 8 way1 ! h]oism ) :i* he accompli%$ 8 great mission4 ,?is autobiography ( ,/4 ,ignatius is ! gr\ndwork ( all ! great lives ( him t h be5 writt54 ,b>toli draws f x1 ,g5elli develops x1 ! rec5t magnific5t works ( ,fa!r ,clair1 ,s4,j41 & ( ,/ew>t ,rose are amplifications ( ?is simple /ory ( ! life ( ,/4 ,ignatius4 ,! ,sa9t 9 8 n>rative always ref]s to himself 9 ! ?ird p]son1 & ?is mode ( spee* has "h be5 reta9$4 ,_m p]sons :o h nei!r ! "t1 nor1 p]haps1 ! incl9ation1 to read l>g] works1 w read1 we tru/1 ) pleasure & pr(it ?is autobiography4 ,ignatius1 z he lay w\nd$ 9 8 bro!r's h\se1 read ! lives ( ! sa9ts to :ile away ! "t4 ,t\*$ by grace1 he cri$1 ,:at ,/4 ,francis & ,/4 ,dom9ic h done1 t1 by ,god's grace1 ,i w d4 ,may ?is little book1 9 l mann]1 inspire its read]s ) ! desire ( imitat+ ,/4 ,ignatius4 ,,! ,,editor4 ,,ea/]1 #aijj4 ,,college ,,( ,,/4 ,,francis ,,xavi]1 ,,new ,,york4 ,preface ( ,fa!r ,l\is ,gonzalez1 ,s4,j41 to ! ,acts ( ,/4 ,ignatius1 receiv$ f ! lips ( ! ,sa9t & translat$ into ,lat9 by ,fa!r ,hannibal ,codretto1 ,s4,j4 ,preface ( ! ,writ] ,jesus1 ,m>y4 ,9 ! ye> #aeec1 "o ,friday morn+1 ,augu/ #d1 ! eve ( ! fea/ ( ,our ,lady ( ! ,sn[s1 :ile ,/4 ,ignatius 0 9 ! g>d51 ,i began to give him an acc\nt ( my s\l1 &1 among o!r ?+s1 ,i spoke to him ( h[ ,i 0 tempt$ by va9 glory4 ,! spiritual advice he gave me 0 ?is3 ,ref] ev]y?+ t y d to ,god2 /rive to (f] ,him all ! good y f9d 9 y\rself1 ackn[l$g+ t ?is comes f ,god1 & ?ank ,him = x4 ,! advice giv5 to me on ?is occasion 0 s consol+ to me t ,i c\ld n refra9 f te>s4 ,/4 ,ignatius !n relat$ to me t = two ye>s he _h /ruggl$ aga9/ va9 glory2 s mu* s1 inde$1 t :5 he 0 ab\t to emb>k = ,j]usalem at ,b>celona he did n d>e to tell any "o :]e he 0 go+4 ,he told me1 moreov]1 t s9ce t "t 8 s\l _h exp]i5c$ great peace 9 reg>d to ?is matt]4 ,an h\r or two lat] we w5t to d9n]1 &1 :ile ,ma/] ,polancus & ,i 7 d9+ ) him1 ,/4 ,ignatius said t ,ma/] ,natalis & o!rs ( ! ,society _h (t5 ask$ him to give a n>rative ( 8 life1 b he _h nev] z yet decid$ to d s4 ,on ?is occasion1 h[ev]1 aft] ,i _h spok5 to him1 he reflect$ ^u x alone4 ,he 0 favorably incl9$ t[>d x4 ,f ! way he spoke1 x 0 evid5t ,god _h enlight5$ him4 ,he _h resolv$ to manife/ ! ma9 po9ts ( 8 int]ior life up to ! pres5t1 & _h conclud$ t ,i 0 ! "o to :om he w\ld make ^! ?+s kn[n4 ,at t "t ,/4 ,ignatius 0 9 v feeble heal?4 ,he did n promise himself "o day ( life1 b1 on ! contr>y1 if any "o 7 to say1 ,i %all d t )9 two weeks or a week1 ,/4 ,ignatius 0 accu/om$ to say3 ,h[ is t8 ,d y ?9k y are go+ to live t long8 ,h[ev]1 on ?is occasion1 he said he hop$ to live ?ree or f\r mon?s to f9i% ! n>rative4 ,! next day :5 ,i ask$ him :5 he wi%$ to beg91 he answ]$ t ,i %\ld rem9d him e day until he _h an opportunity = x4 ,z he c\ld n f9d "t1 p>tly on acc\nt ( 8 _m occupations1 he told me to rem9d him ( x e ,sunday4 ,9 ! foll[+ ,septemb] he call$ me1 & began to relate 8 :ole life cle>ly & di/9ctly ) all ! accompany+ circum/ances4 ,aft]w>d1 9 ! same mon?1 he call$ me ?ree or f\r times1 & told me ! hi/ory ( 8 life up to ! "t ( 8 dwell+ at ,manresa4 ,! me?od foll[$ by ,/4 ,ignatius is s cle> t he places vividly be=e our eyes ! ev5ts ( ! pa/4 ,x 0 n necess>y to ask him any?+1 z no?+ important 0 omitt$4 ,i began to write d[n c]ta9 po9ts imm$iately1 & ,i aft]w>d fill$ out ! details4 ,i endeavor$ to write no?+ t ,i did n he> f him4 ,s closely did ,i adh]e to 8 v words t aft]w>d ,i 0 unable to expla9 ! mean+ ( "s ( !m4 ,?is n>rative ,i wrote1 z ,i h indicat$ above1 up to ,septemb]1 #aeec4 ,f t "t until ! #ah? ( ,octob]1 #aeed1 :5 ,fa!r ,natalis came1 ,/4 ,ignatius did n cont9ue ! n>rative1 b plead$ excuse on acc\nt ( infirmities or o!r bus9ess1 say+ to me1 ,:5 su* & su* a bus9ess is settl$1 rem9d me ( x4 ,:5 t "w 0 done1 ,i recall$ x to 8 memory4 ,he repli$1 ,n[ ,i h t o!r affair on h&2 :5 x is f9i%$ rem9d me4 ,fa!r ,natalis 0 ov]joy$ t a beg9n+ _h be5 made1 & told me to urge ,/4 ,ignatius to complete x1 (t5 say+ to me1 ,9 no o!r way c y d m good to ! ,society1 = ?is is fundam5tally ! ,society4 ,he himself spoke to ,/4 ,ignatius ab\t x1 & ,i 0 told to rem9d him ( x :5 ! "w 9 reg>d to ! f\nd+ ( ! college 0 f9i%$4 ,& :5 x 0 ov]1 & ! bus9ess ) ,pre/] ,john settl$ & ! c\ri] _h dep>t$1 we cont9u$ ! hi/ory on ! #i? ( ,m>*1 #aeee4 ,ab\t ?is "t ,pope ,julius became ill1 & di$ on ! #bc;d ( ! same mon?4 ,! n>rative 0 !n po/pon$ until ! election ( ! new ,pope1 :o di$ soon aft] 8 election4 ,our "w rema9$ unt\*$ until ,pope ,paul m\nt$ ! papal ?rone4 ,on acc\nt ( ! great heat & _m occupations1 ! biography did n make mu* progress until ! #ba/ ( ,septemb]1 :5 !re 0 "q ( s5d+ me to ,spa94 ,& s he appo9t$ ! morn+ ( ! #bb;d = a meet+ 9 ! r$ t[]4 ,aft] say+ ,mass ,i w5t to him to ask him if x 7 ! "t4 ,he told me to g & wait = him 9 ! r$ t[]4 ,suppos+ t ,i %\ld h to wait a long :ile1 ,i delay$ on ! por*1 talk+ ) a bro!r :o ask$ me ab\t some?+4 ,:5 ,/4 ,ignatius came he reprim&$ me because1 contr>y to ob$i5ce1 ,i _h n wait$ = him 9 ! appo9t$ place1 & he w\ld n d any?+ t day4 ,!n we urg$ him v e>ne/ly to cont9ue4 ,s he came to ! r$ t[]1 &1 accord+ to 8 cu/om1 dictat$ :ile walk+4 ,:ile tak+ ^! notes ,i tri$ to see 8 face1 & kept draw+ ne> to him4 ,he said to me1 ,keep y\r rule4 ,& z ,i approa*$ aga91 & look$ at him a second & a ?ird "t1 he repeat$ :at he _h said & !n w5t away4 ,f9ally1 aft] "s "t1 he return$ to ! r$ t[] to complete ! dictation4 ,z ,i 0 ab\t />t+ on my j\rney1 & ,/4 ,ignatius spoke to me ! day be=e my dep>ture1 ,i c\ld n write out ! n>rative 9 full at ,rome4 ,at ,g5oa :]e ,i w5t ,i _h no ,spani% secret>y1 s ,i dictat$ 9 ,lat9 ! po9ts ,i _h br\ght ) me1 & f9i%$ ! writ+ at ,g5oa 9 ,decemb]1 #aeee4 ,cont5ts ,page ,,editor',s ,,preface #e ,,preface ,,( ,,! ,,writ] #i ,,*apt] ,i ,8 ,milit>y ,life--,he is w\nd$ at ! ,siege ( ,pampeluna--,8 ,cure--,spiritual ,read+--,! ,app>ition--,! ,gift ( ,*a/ity--,8 ,long+ = ! ,j\rney to ,j]usalem & = a ,holi] ,life #ai ,,*apt] ,,ii ,ignatius leaves 8 ,native ,l&--,:at he did at ,monts]rat & ,manresa #cj ,,*apt] ,,iii ,scruples--,heav5ly ,favors--,j\rney to ,b>celona #dg ,,*apt] ,,iv ,8 ,j\rney to ,rome1 ,v5ice1 ,j]usalem1 & ! ,holy ,l& #ff ,,*apt] ,v ,! ,arrival 9 ,apulia1 ,v5ice1 ,f]r>a1 & ,g5oa--,he is appreh5d$ z a ,spy--,he is despis$ z a ,fool--,8 ,/udies at ,b>celona & ,alcala #gh ,,*apt] ,,vi ,! ,prisons at ,alcala & ,salamanca #ic ,,*apt] ,,vii ,8 ,/udies 9 ,p>is1 & ,o!r ,incid5ts ( 8 ,life #aaa ,,*apt] ,,viii ,8 ,arrival 9 8 ,native ,l& & ! ,virtues practis$ !re--,8 ,j\rney into ,spa9 & ,italy--,! ,fam\s ,app>ition & 8 ,life 9 ! ,same ,place #abi ,,app5dix ,/4 ,ignatius & 8 ,"w = ,education #ade ,au?ors #aee ,! ,educational ,plan ( ,/4 ,ignatius #aef ,! ,autobiography ( ,/4 ,ignatius ,! ,acc\nt ( 8 ,life dictat$ to ,fa!r ,gonzalez by ,/4 ,ignatius ,,*apt] ,i ,,8 ,,milit>y ,,life--,,he ,,is ,,w\nd$ ,,at ,,! ,,siege ,,( ,,pampeluna--,,8 ,,cure--,,spiritual ,,read+--,,! ,,app>ition--,,! ,,gift ,,( ,,*a/ity--,,8 ,,long+ ,,= ,,! ,,j\rney ,,to ,,j]usalem ,,& ,,= ,a ,,holi] ,,life ,up to 8 tw5ty-six? ye> ! he>t ( ,ignatius 0 en?rall$ by ! vanities ( ! _w4 ,8 special delight 0 9 ! milit>y life1 & he seem$ l$ by a /rong & empty desire ( ga9+ = himself a great "n4 ,! citadel ( ,pampeluna 0 held 9 siege by ! ,fr5*4 ,all ! o!r soldi]s 7 unanim\s 9 wi%+ to surr5d] on condition ( fre$om to leave1 s9ce x 0 impossible to hold out any long]2 b ,ignatius s p]suad$ ! comm&]1 t1 aga9/ ! views ( all ! o!r nobles1 he decid$ to hold ! citadel aga9/ ! enemy4 ,:5 ! day ( assault came1 ,ignatius made 8 confession to "o ( ! nobles1 8 companion 9 arms4 ,! soldi] also made 8 to ,ignatius4 ,aft] ! walls 7 de/roy$1 ,ignatius /ood fight+ bravely until a cannon ball ( ! enemy broke "o ( 8 legs & s]i\sly injur$ ! o!r4 ,:5 he fell1 ! citadel 0 surr5d]$4 ,:5 ! ,fr5* took possession ( ! t[n1 !y %[$ great admiration = ,ignatius4 ,aft] twelve or fifte5 days at ,pampeluna1 :]e he receiv$ ! be/ c>e f ! physicians ( ! ,fr5* army1 he 0 borne on a litt] to ,loyola4 ,8 recov]y 0 v sl[1 & doctors & surgeons 7 summon$ f all p>ts = a consultation4 ,!y decid$ t ! leg %\ld be brok5 aga91 t ! bones1 :i* _h knit badly1 might be prop]ly reset2 = !y _h n be5 prop]ly set 9 ! beg9n+1 or else _h be5 s jo/l$ on ! j\rney t a cure 0 impossible4 ,he submitt$ to h 8 fle% cut aga94 ,dur+ ! op]ation1 z 9 all he suff]$ be=e & aft]1 he utt]$ no ^w & gave no sign ( suff]+ save t ( tightly cl5*+ 8 fi/s4 ,9 ! meantime 8 /r5g? 0 fail+4 ,he c\ld take no food1 & %[$ o!r symptoms ( approa*+ dea?4 ,on ! fea/ ( ,/4 ,john ! doctors gave up hope ( 8 recov]y1 & he 0 advis$ to make 8 confession4 ,hav+ receiv$ ! sacram5ts on ! eve ( ! fea/s ( ,/s4 ,pet] & ,paul1 t[>d ev5+ ! doctors said t if by ! middle ( ! night !re 7 no *ange = ! bett]1 he w\ld surely die4 ,he _h great devotion to ,/4 ,pet]1 & x s happ5$ by ! goodness ( ,god t 9 ! middle ( ! night he began to gr[ bett]4 ,8 recov]y 0 s rapid t 9 a few days he 0 out ( dang]4 ,z ! bones ( 8 leg settl$ & press$ ^u ea* o!r1 "o bone protrud$ bel[ ! knee4 ,! result 0 t "o leg 0 %ort] ?an ! o!r1 & ! bone caus+ a lump !re1 made ! leg seem q de=m$4 ,z he c\ld n be> ?is1 s9ce he int5d$ to live a life at c\rt1 he ask$ ! doctors :e!r ! bone c\ld be cut away4 ,!y repli$ t x c\ld1 b x w\ld cause him m suff]+ ?an all t _h prec$$1 z ev]y?+ 0 heal$1 & !y w\ld ne$ space 9 ord] to cut x4 ,he det]m9$1 h[ev]1 to und]go ?is torture4 ,8 eld] bro!r look$ on ) a/oni%m5t & admiration4 ,he said he c\ld nev] h _h ! =titude to suff] ! pa9 :i* ! sick man bore ) 8 usual pati5ce4 ,:5 ! fle% & ! bone t protrud$ 7 cut away1 means 7 tak5 to prev5t ! leg f becom+ %ort] ?an ! o!r4 ,= ?is purpose1 9 spite ( %>p & con/ant pa91 ! leg 0 kept /ret*$ = _m days4 ,f9ally ! ,"l gave him heal?4 ,he came out ( ! dang] safe & /rong ) ! exception t he c\ld n easily /& on 8 leg1 b 0 =c$ to lie 9 b$4 ,z ,ignatius _h a love = fiction1 :5 he f\nd himself out ( dang] he ask$ = "s romances to pass away ! "t4 ,9 t h\se !re 0 no book ( ! k9d4 ,!y gave him1 in/ead1 ,! ,life ( ,*ri/1 by ,rudolph1 ! ,c>?usian1 & ano!r book call$ ! ,fl[]s ( ! ,sa9ts1 bo? 9 ,spani%4 ,by frequ5t read+ ( ^! books he began to get "s love = spiritual ?+s4 ,?is read+ l$ 8 m9d to m$itate on holy ?+s1 yet sometimes x w&]$ to ?\ghts :i* he _h be5 accu/om$ to dwell ^u be=e4 ,among ^! !re 0 "o ?\ght :i*1 above ! o!rs1 s fill$ 8 he>t t he became1 z x 71 imm]s$ & absorb$ 9 x4 ,unconsci\sly1 x engag$ 8 att5tion = ?ree & f\r h\rs at a "t4 ,he pictur$ to himself :at he %\ld d 9 honor ( an illu/ri\s lady1 h[ he %\ld j\rney to ! city :]e %e 01 9 :at words he w\ld address h]1 & :at bright & pleasant say+s he w\ld make use (1 :at mann] ( w>like exploits he %\ld p]=m to please h]4 ,he 0 s c>ri$ away by ?is ?\ght t he did n ev5 p]ceive h[ f> beyond 8 p[] x 0 to d :at he propos$1 = %e 0 a lady exce$+ly illu/ri\s & ( ! highe/ nobility4 ,9 ! meantime ! div9e m]cy 0 at "w sub/itut+ = ^! ?\ghts o!rs sugge/$ by 8 rec5t read+s4 ,:ile p]us+ ! life ( ,our ,"l & ! sa9ts1 he began to reflect1 say+ to himself3 ,:at if ,i %\ld d :at ,/4 ,francis did8 ,:at if ,i %\ld act l ,/4 ,dom9ic8 ,he pond]$ ov] ^! ?+s 9 8 m9d1 & kept cont9ually propos+ to himself s]i\s & difficult ?+s4 ,he seem$ to feel a c]ta9 read9ess = do+ !m1 ) no o!r reason except ?is ?\ght3 ,/4 ,dom9ic did ?is2 ,i1 too1 w d x4 ,/4 ,francis did ?is2 !re=e ,i w d x4 ,^! h]oic resolutions rema9$ = a "t1 & !n o!r va9 & worldly ?\ghts foll[$4 ,?is succession ( ?\ghts occupi$ him = a long :ile1 ^? ab\t ,god alt]nat+ ) ^? ab\t ! _w4 ,b 9 ^! ?\ghts !re 0 ?is diff]5ce4 ,:5 he ?\ght ( worldly ?+s x gave him great pleasure1 b aft]w>d he f\nd himself dry & sad4 ,b :5 he ?\ght ( j\rney+ to ,j]usalem1 & ( liv+ only on h]bs1 & practis+ au/]ities1 he f\nd pleasure n only :ile ?9k+ ( !m1 b also :5 he _h ceas$4 ,?is diff]5ce he did n notice or value1 until "o day ! eyes ( 8 s\l 7 op5$ & he began to inquire ! reason ( ! diff]5ce4 ,he le>n$ by exp]i5ce t "o tra9 ( ?\ght left him sad1 ! o!r joyful4 ,?is 0 8 fir/ reason+ on spiritual matt]s4 ,aft]w>d1 :5 he began ! ,spiritual ,ex]cises1 he 0 enlight5$1 & und]/ood :at he aft]w>d taught 8 *ildr5 ab\t ! disc]nm5t ( spirits4 ,:5 gradually he recogniz$ ! diff]5t spirits by :i* he 0 mov$1 "o1 ! _s ( ,god1 ! o!r1 ! devil1 & :5 he _h ga9$ no little spiritual light f ! read+ ( pi\s books1 he began to ?9k m s]i\sly ( 8 pa/ life1 & h[ mu* p5ance he %\ld d to expiate 8 pa/ s9s4 ,amid ^! ?\ghts ! holy wi% to imitate sa9tly m5 came to 8 m9d2 8 resolve 0 n m def9ite ?an to promise ) ! help ( div9e grace t :at !y _h done he also w\ld d4 ,aft] 8 recov]y 8 "o wi% 0 to make a pilgrimage to ,j]usalem4 ,he fa/$ frequ5tly & sc\rg$ himself to satisfy ! desire ( p5ance t rul$ 9 a s\l fill$ ) ! _s ( ,god4 ,! va9 ?\ghts 7 gradually less5$ by means ( ^! desires--desires t 7 n a little /r5g!n$ by ! foll[+ vision4 ,:ile wat*+ "o night he pla9ly saw ! image ( ! ,bless$ ,"m ( ,god ) ! ,infant ,jesus1 at ! sight ( :i*1 = a consid]able "t1 he receiv$ abundant consolation1 & felt su* contrition = 8 pa/ life t he ?\ght ( no?+ else4 ,f t "t until ,augu/1 #aeee1 :5 ?is 0 writt51 he nev] felt ! lea/ motion ( concupisc5ce4 ,?is privilege we may suppose f ?is fact to h be5 a div9e gift1 al?\gh we d>e n /ate x1 nor say any?+ except confirm :at has be5 already said4 ,8 bro!r & all 9 ! h\se recogniz$ f :at appe>$ ext]nally h[ great a *ange _h tak5 place 9 8 s\l4 ,he cont9u$ 8 read+ mean:ile1 & kept ! holy resolution he _h made4 ,at home 8 conv]sation 0 :olly devot$ to div9e ?+s1 & help$ mu* to ! spiritual advancem5t ( o!rs4 ,,*apt] ,,ii ,,ignatius ,,leaves ,,8 ,,native ,,l&--,,:at ,,he ,,did ,,at ,,monts]rat ,,& ,,at ,,manresa ,ignatius1 />t+ f 8 fa!r's h\se1 set out ^u 8 j\rney on horseback4 ,ab\t ?is "t he began 8 habit ( tak+ ! discipl9e e night4 ,8 bro!r desir$ to accompany him z f> z ,ogna1 & dur+ ! j\rney 0 p]suad$ by ! ,sa9t to pass "o night ( wat*+ at ! %r9e ( ,our ,bless$ ,lady at ,aruncuz4 ,hav+ pray$ "s "t at ! %r9e = new /r5g? = 8 j\rney1 leav+ 8 bro!r at ,ogna at ! h\se ( _! si/]1 to :om he paid a %ort visit1 he j\rney$ on to ,nav>re4 ,rememb]+ t an (ficial 9 ! ,duke's palace ow$ him "s money1 he collect$ x by s5d+ 9 a writt5 acc\nt to ! treasur]1 & di/ribut$ x among p]sons to :om he felt indebt$4 ,a portion ( ! money he devot$ to ! re/oration ( a picture ( ! ,bless$ ,virg94 ,!n dismiss+ 8 two rema9+ s]vants1 he rode =? alone f ,nav>re 9 ! direction ( ,monts]rat1 a m\nta9 t[n ( ,catalonia 9 ! nor!rn "p ( ,spa94 ,x w n be amiss to recall an ev5t t occurr$ dur+ ?is j\rney1 to %[ ! mann] 9 :i* ,god direct$ him4 ,al?\gh fill$ ) an ard5t desire ( s]v+ ,god1 yet 8 k ( spiritual ?+s 0 /ill v obscure4 ,he _h und]tak5 to p]=m extraord9>y p5ances1 n s mu* ) a view to satisfy = 8 s9s z ) ! int5tion ( do+ some?+ pleas+ to 8 ,"l4 ,he decl>$ inde$ t ?\gh fill$ ) ! livelie/ abhorr5ce ( 8 pa/ s9s1 he c\ld n assure himself t !y 7 =giv52 yet 9 8 au/]ities s int5se 0 8 desire to d great ?+s = ,*ri/ t he did n ?9k ( 8 s9s4 ,:5 he recall$ ! p5ances practis$ by holy p]sons1 8 :ole m9d 0 b5t on do+ some?+ to equal & ev5 surpass !m4 ,9 ?is holy ambition he f\nd 8 consolation1 = he _h no int]ior motive = 8 p5ances1 kn[+ z yet v little ab\t humility or *>ity or pati5ce1 = to obta9 ^! _m holy m5 h l$ au/]e lives4 ,he knew /ill less ! value ( discretion1 :i* regulates ! practice ( ^! virtues4 ,to d some?+ great = ! glory ( 8 ,god1 to emulate sa9tly m5 9 all t !y _h done be=e him--?is 0 ! only object ( ,ignatius 9 8 practices ( ext]nal mortification4 ,:ile he j\rney$ on1 a ,s>ac5 m\nt$ on a horse came up ) him4 ,9 ! c\rse ( ! conv]sation m5tion 0 made ( ! ,bless$ ,virg94 ,! /rang] rem>k$ t ?\gh he admitt$ t ! ,"m ( ,*ri/ _h conceiv$ )\t detrim5t to h] virg9al purity1 yet he c\ld n believe t aft] ! conception ( h] div9e ,son %e 0 /ill a virg94 ,he 0 s ob/9ate 9 hold+ ?is op9ion1 t no am\nt ( reason+ on ! "p ( ,ignatius c\ld =ce him to ab&on x4 ,%ortly aft]w>d ! ,s>ac5 rode on1 leav+ ! pilgrim to 8 own reflections4 ,^! 7 n ( ! mo/ peaceful nature4 ,he 0 sorely tr\bl$ z he ?\ght ov] ! conduct ( 8 rec5t fell[-travel]1 & felt t he _h b poorly acquitt$ himself ( 8 duty ( honor+ ! ,"m ( ,god4 ,! long] 8 m9d ?\ght ^u ! matt]1 ! m 8 s\l 0 fill$ ) indignation aga9/ himself = hav+ all[$ ! ,s>ac5 to speak z he _h done ( ! ,bless$ ,virg91 & = ! lack ( c\rage he fanci$ he _h %[n 9 n at once res5t+ ! insult4 ,he consequ5tly felt impell$ by a /rong impulse to ha/5 aft] him & slay ! miscreant = ! insult+ language he _h us$4 ,aft] mu* int]nal conflict ) ^! ?\ghts1 he /ill rema9$ 9 d\bt1 nor c\ld he decide :at c\rse to foll[4 ,! ,s>ac51 :o _h ridd5 on1 _h m5tion$ to him t x 0 8 int5tion to proce$ to a t[n n f> di/ant f ! highroad4 ,at l5g?1 ,ignatius1 we>i$ by 8 inw>d /ruggle & n arriv+ at any det]m9ation1 decid$ to settle all 8 d\bts 9 ! foll[+ novel way3 he w\ld give free re9 to 8 horse1 & if1 on com+ to ! cross-road1 8 horse %\ld turn into ! pa? t l$ to ! de/9ation ( ! ,moor1 he w\ld pursue him & kill him2 b if 8 horse kept to ! highroad he w\ld all[ ! wret* to escape4 ,hav+ done z he _h decid$1 x happ5$ ?r\gh ! ,provid5ce ( ,god t 8 horse kept to ! highroad1 ?\gh ! place 0 di/ant only ab\t ?irty or =ty y>ds1 & ! way lead+ to x 0 v wide & easy4 ,arriv+ at a l>ge village situat$ a %ort di/ance f ,monts]rat1 he det]m9$ to procure a g>m5t to we> on 8 j\rney to ,j]usalem4 ,he !re=e b\ght a piece ( sackclo?1 poorly wov51 & fill$ ) prickly wood5 fibres4 ,( ?is he made a g>m5t t rea*$ to 8 feet4 ,he b\ght1 also1 a pair ( %oes ( co>se /uff t is (t5 us$ 9 mak+ brooms4 ,he nev] wore b "o %oe1 & t n = ! sake ( ! com=t to be d]iv$ f x1 b because1 z he 0 9 ! habit ( we>+ a cord ti$ bel[ ! knee by way ( mortification1 ?is leg w\ld be v mu* swoll5 at night1 ?\gh he rode all day on horseback4 ,= ?is reason1 he felt he ought to we> a %oe on t foot4 ,he provid$ himself also ) a pilgrim's /aff & a g\rd to dr9k f4 ,all ^! he ti$ to 8 saddle4 ,?us equipp$1 he cont9u$ on 8 way to ,monts]rat1 pond]+ 9 8 m9d1 z 0 8 wont1 on ! great ?+s he w\ld d = ! love ( ,god4 ,& z he _h =m]ly read ! /ories ( ,amadeus ( ,gaul & o!r su* writ]s1 :o told h[ ! ,*ri/ian knights ( ! pa/ 7 accu/om$ to sp5d ! entire night1 prec$+ ! day on :i* !y 7 to receive knigh?ood1 on gu>d be=e an alt> ( ! ,bless$ ,virg91 he 0 fill$ ) ^! *ivalric fancies1 & resolv$ to prep>e himself = a noble knigh?ood by pass+ a night 9 vigil be=e an alt> ( ,our ,lady at ,monts]rat4 ,he w\ld obs]ve all ! =malities ( ?is c]emony1 nei!r sitt+ nor ly+ d[n1 b alt]nately /&+ & kneel+1 & !re he w\ld lay aside 8 worldly dignities to assume ! arms ( ,*ri/4 ,:5 he arriv$ at ,monts]rat1 he pass$ a long "t 9 pray]1 & ) ! cons5t ( 8 confessor he made 9 writ+ a g5]al confession ( 8 s9s4 ,?ree :ole days 7 employ$ 9 ?is und]tak+4 ,he begg$ & obta9$ leave ( 8 confessor to give up 8 horse1 & to hang up 8 sword & 8 dagg] 9 ! *ur*1 ne> ! alt> ( ! ,bless$ ,virg94 ,?is confessor 0 ! fir/ to :om he unfold$ 8 int]ior1 & disclos$ 8 resolution ( devot+ himself to a spiritual life4 ,nev] be=e _h he manife/$ 8 purpose to anybody4 ,! eve ( ! ,annunciation ( ,our ,bless$ ,lady 9 ! ye> #aebb 0 ! "t he *ose to c>ry out ! project he _h =m$4 ,at nightfall1 unobs]v$ by any "o1 he approa*$ a begg>1 & tak+ (f 8 own co/ly g>m5ts gave !m to ! begg>4 ,he !n put on ! pilgrim's dress he _h previ\sly b\ght1 & ha/5$ to ! *ur*1 :]e he ?rew himself on 8 knees be=e ! alt> ( ! ,bless$ ,"m ( ,god1 & !re1 n[ kneel+1 n[ /&+1 ) /aff 9 h&1 he pass$ ! entire night4 ,aft] receiv+ ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t1 to avoid recognition he left ! t[n at daybreak4 ,he did n g by ! direct r\te t leads to ,b>celona1 z he might h met ^? :o knew him & w\ld honor him1 b he took a byway t l$ him to a t[n call$ ,manresa4 ,"h he det]m9$ to rema9 a few days 9 ! hospital & write out "s notes 9 8 little book1 :i* = 8 own consolation he c>efully c>ri$ ab\t ) him4 ,at ab\t a league's di/ance f ,monts]rat1 he 0 ov]tak5 by a man :o _h ridd5 aft] him at a rapid pace4 ,?is man acco/$ him & inquir$ if he _h giv5 c]ta9 g>m5ts to a poor man1 z ! latt] _h decl>$4 ,ignatius answ]$ t x 0 true t he _h giv5 !m to a begg>4 ,on le>n+ t ! latt] _h be5 ill-treat$ because he 0 suspect$ ( hav+ /ol5 ! clo!s1 ! eyes ( ,ignatius fill$ ) te>s1 9 pity = ! poor man4 ,al?\gh he _h fl$ s anxi\sly f ! praise ( m51 he did n rema9 long at ,manresa be=e _m m>vell\s ?+s 7 n>rat$ ( him4 ,?is fame arose f :at _h occurr$ at ,monts]rat4 ,8 reputation increas$ day by day4 ,m5 vi$ ) ea* o!r 9 add+ "s p>ticul>s ab\t 8 sanctity1 decl>+ t he _h ab&on$ imm5se rev5ues1 & o!r wond]ful ?+s )\t mu* reg>d to real facts4 ,at ,manresa he liv$ on ! alms t he daily begg$4 ,he nev] ate meat nor p>took ( w9e1 ?\gh !y 7 (f]$ him4 ,on ,sundays1 h[ev]1 he nev] fa/$1 & if w9e 7 (f]$ him1 he drank ( x sp>+ly4 ,9 =m] days he _h be5 v c>eful ( 8 hair1 :i* he _h worn1 &1 inde$1 n unbecom+ly1 9 ! fa%ionable mann] ( ! "y m5 ( 8 age2 b n[ he det]m9$ to cease to c>e = x1 nei!r to comb x nor to cut x1 & to disp5se ) all cov]+ = 8 head bo? day & night4 ,to puni% himself = ! too great nicety :i* he _h =m]ly _h 9 ! c>e ( 8 h&s & feet1 he n[ resolv$ to neglect !m4 ,x 0 :ile he 0 liv+ at ! hospital at ,manresa t ! foll[+ /range ev5t took place4 ,v frequ5tly on a cle> moonlight night !re appe>$ 9 ! c\rty>d be=e him an indi/9ct %ape :i* he c\ld n see cle>ly en\gh to tell :at x 04 ,yet x appe>$ s symmetrical & beautiful t 8 s\l 0 fill$ ) pleasure & joy z he gaz$ at x4 ,x _h some?+ ( ! =m ( a s]p5t ) glitt]+ eyes1 & yet !y 7 n eyes4 ,he felt an indescribable joy /eal ov] him at ! sight ( ?is object4 ,! (t5] he saw x1 ! great] 0 ! consolation he d]iv$ f x1 & :5 ! vision left him1 8 s\l 0 fill$ ) sorr[ & sadness4 ,up to ?is p]iod he _h rema9$ 9 a con/ant /ate ( tranquillity & consolation1 )\t any int]ior k ( ! trials t beset ! spiritual life4 ,b dur+ ! "t t ! vision la/$1 sometimes = days1 or a little previ\s to t "t1 8 s\l 0 viol5tly agitat$ by a ?\ght t br\ght him no little uneas9ess4 ,!re fla%$ ^u 8 m9d ! idea ( ! difficulty t att5d$ ! k9d ( life he _h begun1 & he felt z if he he>d "s "o :isp]+ to him1 ,h[ c y keep up = sev5ty ye>s ( y\r life ^! practices :i* y h begun8 ,kn[+ t ?is ?\ght 0 a temptation ( ! evil "o1 he expell$ x by ?is answ]3 ,c y1 wret*$ "o1 promise me "o h\r ( life8 ,9 ?is mann] he ov]came ! temptation1 & 8 s\l 0 re/or$ to peace4 ,?is 0 8 fir/ trial besides :at has already be5 n>rat$1 & x came ^u him sudd5ly "o day z he 0 ent]+ ! *ur*4 ,he 0 accu/om$ to he> ,mass daily1 & to assi/ at ,vesp]s & ,compl9e--devotions f :i* he d]iv$ mu* consolation4 ,dur+ ,mass1 he always read ov] ! hi/ory ( ! ,passion1 & 8 s\l 0 fill$ ) a joyful feel+ ( un9t]rupt$ calm4 ,%ortly aft] ! temptation j spok5 (1 he began to exp]i5ce great *anges 9 8 s\l4 ,at "o "t he 0 depriv$ ( all consolation1 s t he f\nd no pleasure 9 vocal pray]1 9 he>+ ,mass1 or 9 any spiritual ex]cise4 ,at ano!r1 on ! contr>y1 he sudd5ly felt z if all sorr[ & desolation 7 tak5 f him1 exp]i5c+ ! relief ( "o f ^: %\ld]s a heavy cloak _h sudd5ly be5 lift$4 ,on notic+ all ?is1 he 0 surpris$1 wond]+ :at c\ld be ! import ( ^! *anges :i* he _h nev] be=e exp]i5c$1 & he said to himself1 ,:at new k9d ( life is ?is ^u :i* ,i am ent]+8 ,at ?is "t he became acqua9t$ ) "s holy p]sons :o manife/$ great confid5ce 9 him1 & gladly conv]s$ ) him2 = ?\gh he _h1 z yet1 little k ( spiritual ?+s1 /ill he spoke ) great f]vor on religi\s subjects1 & incit$ 8 he>]s to make great] progress 9 ! way ( ,god's s]vice4 ,among ^? holy p]sons :o dwelt at ,manresa1 !re 0 "o lady well advanc$ 9 ye>s :o _h long be5 giv5 to ! s]vice ( ,god1 & :o 0 s well kn[n 9 _m places 9 ,spa9 t 8 ,ca?olic ,maje/y1 ! ,k+ ( ,spa91 _h desir$ h] pres5ce on "o occasion 9 ord] to take c\nsel ) h] ab\t c]ta9 projects t he _h 9 8 m9d4 ,?is lady1 speak+ "o day to our new soldi] ( ,*ri/1 said to him1 ,w\ld t ! ,"l ,jesus might appe> to y "s day6 ,ignatius1 wond]+ at h] words1 und]/ood 9 a lit]al s5se1 & ask$ h]1 ,:at w\ld ,he look l if ,he 7 to %[ ,himself to me8 ,he always p]sev]$ 9 8 cu/om ( approa*+ ! ,sacram5ts ( ,confession & ,holy ,communion e week4 ,b h]e9 he f\nd a great s\rce ( anxiety on acc\nt ( ! scruples ) :i* he 0 annoy$4 ,= ?\gh he _h writt5 out 8 g5]al confession at ,monts]rat1 & ) great dilig5ce & c>e _h tri$ to make x complete1 yet he always felt t he _h =gott5 some?+ 9 8 confession1 & ?is caus$ him mu* anxiety4 ,ev5 ?\gh he %\ld n[ confess x aga91 he receiv$ no consolation4 ,he tri$ !n to f9d a spiritual p]son1 :o c\ld give him relief 9 8 tr\ble1 b he f\nd no "o4 ,f9ally1 a c]ta9 doctor :o _h exp]i5ce 9 spiritual ?+s1 & :o 0 a prea*] 9 ! *ur*1 advis$ him to write d[n any?+ he rememb]$ & fe>$ t he _h n confess$4 ,he obey$1 & ev5 aft] he _h confess$ ^! s9s1 8 scruples /ill cont9u$ to fill 8 s\l1 & he 0 con/antly recall+ m9or details t he _h n confess$4 ,9 ?is way he 0 cruelly torm5t$4 ,he knew well t ^! scruples caus$ no little h>m to ! spiritual life1 & t x 0 mo/ exp$i5t to get rid ( !m1 yet !y cont9u$ to torture him4 ,at times x occurr$ to him t x w\ld be well if he c\ld h 8 confessor comm& him 9 ! "n ( ! ,"l ,jesus n aga9 to confess any?+ ( 8 pa/ s9s2 & he inw>dly pray$ t 8 confessor w\ld give him "s su* comm&1 b he c\ld n br+ himself to ask him to d s4 ,,*apt] ,,iii ,,scruples--,,heav5ly ,,favors--,,j\rney ,,to ,,b>celona ,at la/ 8 confessor1 )\t any sugge/ion on ! "p ( ! p5it5t1 comm&$ him to confess no?+ ( 8 pa/ life1 except :at 0 v cle> & evid5t4 ,b z he reg>d$ ev]y?+ ( ! pa/ z evid5t1 ! confessor's ord] did n help him at all4 ,he 0 9 con/ant anxiety4 ,at t "t he liv$ 9 ! ,dom9ican mona/]y1 9 a little cell :i* ! ,fa!rs _h allott$ to him4 ,he kept up 8 usual cu/om ( pray+ on b5d$ knees = sev5 h\rs a day1 & sc\rg$ himself ?ree times a day & dur+ ! night4 ,b all ?is did n remove 8 scruples1 :i* _h be5 torm5t+ him = mon?s4 ,"o day1 :5 t]ribly torm5t$1 he began to pray4 ,dur+ 8 pray]1 he cri$ out to ,god 9 a l\d voice3 ,o ,"l1 help me1 = ,i f9d no rem$y among m51 nor 9 any creature6 ,if ,i ?\ght ,i c\ld f9d "o1 no labor w\ld seem too great to me4 ,%[ me "s "o6 ,o ,"l6 :]e may ,i f9d "o8 ,i am will+ to d any?+ to f9d relief4 ,:ile tortur$ by ^! ?\ghts1 sev]al times he 0 viol5tly tempt$ to ca/ himself out ( ! l>ge w9d[ ( 8 cell4 ,?is w9d[ 0 q ne> ! place :]e he 0 pray+4 ,b s9ce he knew t x w\ld be a s9 to take 8 own life1 he began to pray1 ,o ,"l1 ,i w n d any?+ to (f5d ,!e4 ,he repeat$ ^! words frequ5tly ) 8 =m] pray]1 :5 !re came to 8 m9d ! /ory ( a c]ta9 holy man1 :o1 to obta9 ( ,god "s favor :i* he ard5tly desir$1 sp5t _m days )\t food1 until he obta9$ ! favor he ask$4 ,he det]m9$ to d ! same4 ,he resolv$ 9 8 he>t nei!r to eat nor dr9k until ,god %\ld look ^u him 9 m]cy1 or until he %\ld f9d himself at ! po9t ( dea?2 !n only %\ld he eat4 ,?is resolution 0 tak5 on a ,sunday aft] communion1 & = a :ole week he nei!r ate nor drank any?+2 9 ! meantime he practis$ 8 usual p5ances1 recit$ ! ,div9e ,(fice1 pray$ on b5d$ knees at ! appo9t$ times1 & rose at midnight4 ,on ! foll[+ ,sunday1 :5 ab\t to make 8 usual confession1 z he _h be5 9 ! habit ( mak+ kn[n to 8 confessor ev]y?+ he _h done1 ev5 ! smalle/ detail1 he told him t he _h n eat5 any?+ dur+ ! pa/ week4 ,h]eupon 8 confessor bade him break 8 fa/4 ,al?\gh he felt t he /ill _h suffici5t /r5g? to cont9ue )\t food1 nev]!less he obey$ 8 confessor1 & on t day & ! next he 0 free f scruples4 ,on ! ?ird day1 h[ev]1 :i* 0 ,tuesday1 :ile /&+ 9 pray]1 ! remembrance ( 8 s9s came back to him4 ,"o sugge/$ ano!r1 until he pass$ 9 review1 "o aft] ano!r1 all 8 pa/ s9s4 ,he !n ?\ght he ought to repeat 8 g5]al confession4 ,aft] ^! ?\ghts a sort ( disgu/ seiz$ him1 s t he felt an incl9ation to give up ! life he 0 lead+4 ,:ile 9 ?is /ate1 ,god 0 pleas$ to ar\se him z x 7 f sleep1 & to relieve him ( 8 tr\ble4 ,z he _h acquir$ "s exp]i5ce 9 ! disc]nm5t ( spirits1 he pr(it$ by ! lessons he _h le>n$ ( ,god1 & began to exam9e h[ t _s _h ent]$ into possession ( 8 s\l2 !n he resolv$ nev] aga9 to speak ( 8 pa/ s9s 9 confession4 ,f t day he 0 free f scruples1 & felt c]ta9 t x 0 ! w ( our m]ciful ,"l to deliv] him f 8 tr\ble ( s\l4 ,besides ! sev5 h\rs devot$ to pray]1 he sp5t a portion ( 8 "t 9 assi/+ s\ls :o came to him = advice4 ,dur+ ! re/ ( ! day he gave 8 ?\ghts to ,god1 pond]+ on :at he _h read or m$itat$ t day4 ,:5 he retir$1 x (t5 happ5$ t wond]ful illum9ations & great spiritual consolations came to him1 s t he abridg$ ! %ort "t he _h already allott$ to sleep4 ,once :ile ?9k+ ov] ?is matt] he conclud$ t he _h giv5 suffici5t "t = conv]sation ) ,god1 & t moreov] ! :ole day 0 also giv5 to ,him4 ,!n he began to d\bt :e!r ^! illum9ations 7 f ! ,good ,_s4 ,f9ally he came to ! conclusion t x w\ld be bett] to give up a portion & to give suffici5t "t to sleep4 ,?is he did4 ,:ile he p]sev]$ 9 8 resolution to ab/a9 f meat1 x happ5$ on a c]ta9 morn+ aft] ris+1 t a di% ( cook$ meat seem$ to be set be=e him4 ,he appe>$ to see x ) 8 eyes1 al?\gh he _h felt no previ\s crav+ = x4 ,at ! same "t he aft]w>d exp]i5c$ )9 himself a c]ta9 movem5t ( ! w1 urg+ him to eat meat4 ,al?\gh ! remembrance ( 8 =m] resolution came to m9d1 he _h no d\bt ab\t det]m9+ to eat meat4 ,:5 he made ?is kn[n to 8 confessor1 ! latt] advis$ him to consid] :e!r x 0 a temptation or n4 ,pond]+ ov] x1 he felt c]ta9 t he 0 "r4 ,at t p]iod ,god dealt ) him z a tea*] in/ruct+ a pupil4 ,0 ?is on acc\nt ( 8 ignorance or dulness1 or because he _h no "o else to tea* him8 ,or on acc\nt ( ! fix$ resolve he _h ( s]v+ ,god1 ) :i* ,god ,himself _h inspir$ him1 = ! light giv5 him c\ld n possibly be great]8 ,he 0 firmly conv9c$1 bo? !n & aft]w>d1 t ,god _h treat$ him ?us because x 0 ! bett] spiritual tra9+ = him4 ,! five foll[+ po9ts w prove :at he says3-- ,9 ! fir/ place1 he _h a great devotion to ! ,bless$ ,tr9ity4 ,e day he pray$ to ea* ( ! ?ree ,p]sons & to ! :ole ,tr9ity4 ,:ile ?us pray+ to ! ,bless$ ,tr9ity1 ! ?\ght came ( h[ to (f] f\rfold pray]s to ! ,div9ity4 ,?is ?\ght1 h[ev]1 caus$ him little or no tr\ble4 ,once1 :ile recit+ on ! /eps ( ! mona/]y ! little h\rs 9 honor ( ! ,bless$ ,virg91 8 vision c>ri$ him beyond ! e>?4 ,he seem$ to behold ! ,bless$ ,tr9ity 9 ! =m ( a lyre or h>p2 ?is vision affect$ him s mu* t he c\ld n refra9 f te>s & sighs4 ,on ! same day he accompani$ ! procession f ! *ur*1 b ev5 up to ! "t ( d9n] he c\ld n )hold 8 te>s1 & aft] d9n] 8 joy & consolation 7 s great t he c\ld speak ( no subject except ! ,bless$ ,tr9ity4 ,9 ^! conv]sations he made use ( _m diff]5t comp>isons to illu/rate 8 ?\ghts4 ,su* an impression 0 made on him on t occasion t dur+ 8 aft] life1 :5ev] he pray$ to ! ,bless$ ,tr9ity1 he exp]i5c$ great devotion4 ,at ano!r "t1 to 8 great joy1 ,god p]mitt$ him to und]/& h[ ,he _h creat$ ?is _w4 ,?is vision pres5t$ to him a :ite object1 ) rays emanat+ f x4 ,f ?is object ,god s5t =? light4 ,h[ev]1 he c\ld n cle>ly expla9 ?is vision1 nor c\ld he recall ! illum9ations giv5 to him by ,god on t occasion4 ,dur+ 8 /ay ( ab\t a ye> at ,manresa1 aft] he _h begun to receive f ,god consolations1 & fruitful lights = ! direction ( o!rs1 he gave up 8 =m] rigor\s p5ances4 ,at t "t he trimm$ 8 nails & hair4 ,dur+ ! "t ( 8 resid5ce at ,manresa1 :ile assi/+ at ,mass1 he _h ano!r vision 9 ! *ur* ( ! mona/]y4 ,at ! elevation ( ! body ( ,*ri/ ,our ,"l he beheld1 ) ! eyes ( 8 s\l1 :ite rays desc5d+ f above4 ,al?\gh he _c1 aft] s long an int]val1 expla9 ! details ( ?is vision1 /ill ! mann] 9 :i* ,our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/ is pres5t 9 ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t 0 cle>ly & vividly /amp$ ^u 8 m9d4 ,(t5 9 pray]1 & ev5 dur+ a long space ( "t1 did he see ! humanity ( ,*ri/ ) ! eyes ( ! s\l4 ,! =m "u :i* ?is vision appe>$ 0 t ( a :ite body1 nei!r l>ge nor small2 besides1 !re seem$ to be no di/9ction ( memb]s 9 ,8 body4 ,?is vision appe>$ to him (t5 at ,manresa1 p]haps tw5ty or ev5 =ty times1 once at ,j]usalem1 & once :5 he 0 at ,padua4 ,he saw ! ,bless$ ,virg9 "u ! same =m1 )\t any di/9ction ( memb]s4 ,^! visions gave him su* /r5g? t he (t5 ?\ght )9 himself1 t ev5 ?\gh ,scripture did n be> witness to ^! my/]ies ( fai?1 /ill1 f :at he _h se51 x w\ld be 8 duty to lay d[n 8 life = !m4 ,"o day he w5t to ! ,*ur* ( ,/4 ,paul1 situat$ ab\t a mile f ,manresa4 ,ne> ! road is a /ream1 on ! bank ( :i* he sat1 & gaz$ at ! deep wat]s fl[+ by4 ,:ile seat$ !re1 ! eyes ( 8 s\l 7 op5$4 ,he did n h any special vision1 b 8 m9d 0 enlight5$ on _m subjects1 spiritual & intellectual4 ,s cle> 0 ?is k t f t day ev]y?+ appe>$ to him 9 a new light4 ,su* 0 ! abundance ( ?is light 9 8 m9d t all ! div9e helps receiv$1 & all ! k acquir$ up to 8 sixty-second ye>1 7 n equal to x4 ,f t day he seem$ to be q ano!r man1 & possess$ ( a new intellect4 ,?is illum9ation la/$ a long "t4 ,:ile kneel+ 9 ?anksgiv+ = ?is grace1 !re appe>$ to him t object :i* he _h (t5 se5 be=e1 b _h nev] und]/ood4 ,x seem$ to be some?+ mo/ beautiful1 &1 z x 71 gleam+ ) _m eyes4 ,?is is h[ x always appe>$4 ,!re 0 a cross ne> :i* he 0 pray+1 & he notic$ t ne> ! cross ! vision _h lo/ "s ( its =m] beautiful color4 ,he und]/ood f ?is t ! app>ition 0 ! "w ( ! devil1 & :5ev] ! vision appe>$ to him aft] t1 z x did sev]al times1 he dispell$ x ) 8 /aff4 ,dur+ a viol5t fev] at ,manresa1 he ?\ght he 0 ne> 8 dea?4 ,! ?\ght !n came to 8 m9d t he 0 already ju/ifi$ be=e ,god4 ,call+ to m9d 8 s9s1 he tri$ to combat ! ?\ght1 b c\ld n ov]come x1 & ?is /ruggle to ov]come ! temptation caus$ him mu* m suff]+ ?an ! fev] itself4 ,aft] ! fev] _h some:at abat$1 & he 0 out ( dang]1 he cri$ out to "s noble ladies :o _h come to visit him1 & ask$ !m = ! love ( ,god1 to cry out al\d ! next "t !y %\ld f9d him ne> dea?1 ,o s9n]6 & ,rememb] ! s9s by :i* y h (f5d$ ,god4 ,on ano!r occasion1 :ile sail+ f ,val5cia to ,italy1 9 ! mid/ ( a viol5t /orm1 ! rudd] 0 brok51 & he & e "o on bo>d 7 conv9c$ t ! %ip mu/ f\nd] unless help came f above4 ,!n1 z he exam9$ 8 consci5ce & prep>$ = dea?1 he _h no dread on acc\nt ( pa/ s9s1 nor fe> ( et]nal puni%m5t1 b he exp]i5c$ int5se %ame & sorr[ at ! ?\ght ( n hav+ made a good use ( ! favors & graces :i* ,god _h be/[$ ^u him4 ,aga91 9 ! ye> #aeej1 he 0 dang]\sly ill1 & 9 8 own judgm5t & t ( o!rs he 0 ab\t to die4 ,?is "t1 h[ev]1 :5ev] he ?\ght ( dea?1 su* consolation p\r$ into 8 s\l t he wept te>s ( joy4 ,he cont9u$ 9 ?is /ate s long t he (t5 _h to div]t 8 m9d f ! ?\ght ( dea?1 le/ he %\ld f9d 9 ! ?\ght too mu* consolation4 ,9 ! beg9n+ ( ano!r w9t] he became v ill1 & 0 plac$ "u ! c>e ( ! fa!r ( a man nam$ ,f]r]a1 :o aft]w>d ent]$ ! s]vice ( ,bal?as> ,f>ia4 ,"h he 0 v c>efully att5d$4 ,sev]al ladies ( ! highe/ rank 7 v devot$ to him1 & came e night to wat* beside him4 ,:5 he began to recov]1 he 0 /ill extremely weak1 & suff]$ f sev]e pa9s 9 ! /oma*4 ,^! two causes1 toge!r ) ! int5se cold & ! entreaties ( 8 att5dants1 induc$ him to we> %oes1 w>m] clo?+1 & a cap4 ,he 0 oblig$ to accept two small coats ( co>se grayi% /uff1 & a small cap ( ! same color4 ,dur+ t illness 8 con/ant wi% 0 to speak ( spiritual ?+s1 & to f9d "s "o :o c\ld talk ^u su* subjects4 ,mean:ile ! "t :i* he _h det]m9$ ^u = 8 j\rney to ,j]usalem 0 approa*+4 ,9 ! beg9n+ ( ! ye> #aebc1 !re=e1 he set out = ,b>celona4 ,_m (f]$ to accompany him1 b he refus$1 z he wi%$ to g alone4 ,he expect$ to d]ive great advantage f plac+ 8 :ole tru/ 9 ,god alone4 ,sev]al 7 v e>ne/1 & insi/$ t z he knew nei!r ,lat9 nor ,italian1 he %\ld n g alone1 b %\ld take ) him a c]ta9 companion :om !y prais$ v mu*4 ,ignatius repli$ t ev5 7 he ! son or bro!r ( ! ,duke ( ,cordova1 he w\ld n take him z a companion1 z he wi%$ only ?ree virtues1--,fai?1 ,hope1 & ,*>ity4 ,if he took a companion1 :5 hungry he w\ld look to 8 companion = food2 if exhau/$1 he w\ld call on 8 companion = help2 & s he w\ld confide 9 8 companion1 & h "s affection = him3 :]eas he wi%$ to place all ?is confid5ce1 hope1 & affection 9 ,god alone4 ,^! words 7 n a m]e expression ( ! lips1 b !y 7 ! true s5tim5ts ( 8 he>t4 ,= ^! reasons he wi%$ to emb>k n only alone1 b ev5 )\t any provision = ! voyage4 ,:5 he arrang$ ab\t 8 passage1 ! capta9 agre$ to take him free1 z he _h no money2 b on condition t he %\ld take ) him z mu* sailors' bread z w\ld suffice = 8 su/5ance4 ,7 x n = ?is condition impos$ by ! capta91 ,ignatius w\ld h refus$ to take ) him any provision at all4 ,:5 he ?\ght ( procur+ bread1 he 0 mu* tr\bl$ ) scruples4 ,is ?is y\r hope & fai? 9 ,god1 :o1 y 7 sure1 w\ld n fail y8 ,! =ce & viol5ce ( ! temptation 7 su* t he 0 greatly di/ress$4 ,good reasons on bo? sides pres5t$ !mselves4 ,f9ally1 9 8 p]plexity1 he det]m9$ to leave ! matt] to 8 confessor4 ,he told him fir/ ( 8 great desire to g to ,j]usalem1 & to d ev]y?+ = ! great] glory ( ,god4 ,!n he gave ! reasons = n tak+ provisions = ! voyage4 ,8 confessor decid$ t he ought to beg :at 0 necess>y & take x ) him4 ,he w5t to a lady ( rank to ask = :at he ne$$4 ,:5 %e ask$ :]e he 0 go+1 he hesitat$ a little ab\t tell+ 8 f9al de/9ation1 & repli$ t he 0 go+ to ,italy & ,rome4 ,%e 0 some:at a/oni%$ at ?is1 & repli$3 ,to ,rome8 ,:y1 z to ^? :o g !re--well1 ,i d n l to say :at !y are :5 !y return4 ,%e meant by ?is t z mo/ ( ^? :o w5t to ,rome did n g ?r\gh motives ( piety & devotion1 :5 !y return$ !y 7 n mu* bett]4 ,! reason ( 8 n op5ly decl>+ t he int5d$ to g to ! holy city ( ,j]usalem 0 8 dread ( yield+ to va9 glory4 ,9 fact1 he 0 s mu* tr\bl$ by ?is fe> t he 0 afraid to make kn[n ev5 ! place ( 8 bir? or ! "n ( 8 family4 ,:5 he _h secur$ ! bread1 be=e go+ on bo>d he took c>e to leave beh9d him1 on a b5* on ! :>f1 five or six ,spani% co9s1 :i* _h be5 giv5 to him z alms4 ,illu/ration3 ,,our ,,lady ,,( ,,! ,,wayside4 ,favorite ,picture ( ,/4 ,ignatius4 ,he 0 oblig$ to rema9 at ,b>celona m ?an tw5ty days be=e ! %ip 0 ready to sail4 ,dur+ t "t1 9 accordance ) 8 cu/om1 9 ord] to speak ) spiritual m5 ab\t 8 s\l1 he s\ght !m out ev5 ?\gh dwell+ 9 h]mitages at a long di/ance f ! city4 ,b nei!r !n1 nor dur+ ! :ole "t ( 8 /ay at ,manresa1 c\ld he f9d any "o :o c\ld help him to advance z he wi%$4 ,he met "o woman1 h[ev]1 :o seem$ to be ?or\ghly acqua9t$ ) ! spiritual life4 ,%e promis$ to pray to ,jesus ,*ri/ & to ask ,him to appe> to ,ignatius 9 p]son4 ,9 consequ5ce ( ?is promise1 aft] leav+ ,b>celona1 he gave up all anxiety ab\t f9d+ s\ls advanc$ 9 ! spiritual life4 ,,*apt] ,,iv ,,8 ,,j\rney ,,to ,,rome1 ,,v5ice1 ,,j]usalem1 ,,& ,,! ,,holy ,,l& ,aft] a voyage ( five days & nights ! vessel 9 :i* !y set out f ,b>celona rea*$ ,gaeta1 & ! pilgrim disemb>k$ & />t$ = ,rome1 al?\gh !re 0 dang] !re on acc\nt ( ! plague4 ,aft] rea*+ ! city1 he f\nd ! gates clos$4 ,he sp5t ! night 9 a damp *ur*1 & 9 ! morn+ s\ght to ent] ! city1 b c\ld n obta9 p]mission4 ,z no alms c\ld be obta9$ outside ( ! city1 he wi%$ to g on to a neighbor+ village1 b = %e] weakness1 ! pilgrim c\ld g no f>!r4 ,on t day x happ5$ t a great procession came out ( ! city4 ,on inquiry ! pilgrim le>n$ t ! ,du*ess 0 9 ! ?rong4 ,he approa*$ h]1 told h] t 8 malady 0 simply ! effect ( weakness1 & ask$ p]mission to ent] ! city to get relief4 ,%e readily cons5t$4 ,he 0 successful & 8 /r5g? return$1 & two days lat] he resum$ 8 j\rney1 rea*+ ,rome on ,palm ,sunday4 ,^? :om he met at ,rome knew he _h no money = 8 j\rney to ,j]usalem4 ,!y tri$ to dissuade him f 8 und]tak+1 alleg+ t su* a j\rney 0 impossible )\t money4 ,he felt assur$1 h[ev]1 t ev]y?+ ne$$ = 8 voyage w\ld be at h& :5 requir$4 ,accord+ly1 on ! octave ( ,ea/]1 he receiv$ ! bless+ ( ,adrian ,,vi & left ,rome = ,v5ice4 ,he _h 9 8 possession six or sev5 pieces ( gold :i* !y _h giv5 him to pay 8 passage f ,v5ice z f> z ,j]usalem4 ,he _h tak5 ?is money ) him f ,v5ice only because !y _h conv9c$ him t )\t x he c\ld n rea* ,j]usalem4 ,on ! ?ird day f ! "t he set out f ,rome1 he realiz$ t ?is fe> _h come f a want ( confid5ce1 & 0 sorry he _h accept$ ! money1 & 0 delib]at+ ab\t giv+ x away4 ,f9ally1 h[ev]1 he det]m9$ to sp5d x on ^? he met1 :o 7 *iefly begg>s4 ,! result 0 t :5 he came to ,v5ice he _h only f\r co9s left1 & ^! 7 necess>y = 8 lodg+ t night4 ,on ?is j\rney to ,v5ice1 on acc\nt ( s5t9els plac$ ar\nd ! cities1 he 0 oblig$ to sleep outside ! walls4 ,! dread ( ! pe/il5ce 0 s great t "o morn+ on ris+ he saw a man flee+ f him 9 t]ror4 ,pursu+ 8 j\rney1 he rea*$ ,*izoa ) sev]al o!rs :o _h jo9$ him on ! road4 ,!re he le>n$ t he w\ld n be all[$ to ent] ! city4 ,he !n proce$$ ) 8 companions to ,padua1 to get ! te/imony ( a not>y t ! p>ty 0 n /rick5 ) ! plague4 ,ignatius c\ld n1 on acc\nt ( 8 weakness1 keep pace ) ! o!rs1 & 0 left alone 9 an op5 field4 ,!n ,*ri/ appe>$ to him1 z ,he _h appe>$ on =m] occasions4 ,by ?is vision he 0 greatly /r5g!n$ & consol$4 ,! next morn+1 fill$ ) new c\rage1 he came to ! gate ( ! city1 & al?\gh provid$ ) no c]tificate1 ent]$ unque/ion$ by ! gu>d4 ,9 ! same way he left ! city unque/ion$4 ,8 companions 7 surpris$ at ?is1 = !y _h to pres5t a c]tificate1 :i* he _h tak5 no pa9s to procure4 ,at ,v5ice !y begg$ _! food1 & slept 9 ,/4 ,m>k's ,squ>e4 ,ignatius refus$ to g to ! h\se ( ! ,ambassador1 & al?\gh he made no ef=t to get money = 8 voyage to ,j]usalem1 he felt sure nev]!less t ,god w\ld provide him ) means4 ,"o day he met a ri* ,spani>d1 :o ask$ him :i!r he 0 go+1 & hav+ le>n$ 8 int5tion1 br\ght him to d9e at 8 h\se4 ,"h he rema9$ = sev]al days4 ,f ! "t he left ,manresa1 ,ignatius1 :ile seat$ at table ) o!rs1 _h made x a practice nev] to speak except to give a brief answ] to que/ions4 ,h[ev]1 he he>d all t 0 said1 & took occasion aft] d9n] to give ! conv]sation a spiritual turn4 ,8 ho/ & all 8 family 7 s fill$ ) admiration = him t !y tri$ to induce him to rema9 ) !m1 & introduc$ him to ! ,doge ( ,v5ice4 ,! latt] (f]$ him accommodations on ! gov]nm5t %ip ab\t to sail = ,cyprus4 ,_m pilgrims _h assembl$ at ,v5ice to g to ,j]usalem1 b ! great] "p hesitat$ ?r\gh fe>1 z ! ,isl& ( ,rhodes _h fall5 into ! h&s ( ! ,turks4 ,?irte5 sail$ 9 ! pilgrims' %ip1 :i* 0 ! fir/ to weigh an*or4 ,! gov]nm5t %ip c>ri$ eight or n9e4 ,ab\t ! "t ( dep>ture ,ignatius 0 tak5 ill ) a fev]1 :i* la/$ sev]al days4 ,on ! day ( sail+ he took ! prescrib$ m$ic9e1 & ask$ ! doctor if he c\ld g4 ,! doctor repli$ he c\ld if he wi%$ ! vessel to be 8 tomb4 ,nev]!less he w5t on bo>d1 & aft] a fit ( illness soon recov]$4 ,! lic5ti\s conduct ( ^? on bo>d ,ignatius sev]ely c5sur$4 ,! ,spani>ds advis$ him n to d ?is1 z ! re/ ?\ght ( ab&on+ him on an isl&4 ,b ! w9d quickly convey$ !m to ,cyprus4 ,f ,cyprus !y w5t to ano!r port call$ ,sal9ae1 t5 leagues di/ant4 ,"h he w5t on bo>d ! %ip ( ! pilgrims1 ) no o!r provision ?an 8 hope 9 ,provid5ce4 ,dur+ all t voyage1 ! ,"l (t5 appe>$ to him1 & gave him great consolation4 ,! visions seem$ to take ! =m ( some?+ l>ge1 r\nd1 & gold54 ,! travel]s rea*$ ,joppa1 & seat$ on asses1 aft] ! cu/om ( t region1 !y j\rney$ to ,j]usalem4 ,a noble ,spani% g5tleman1 nam$ ,didacus ,m9ez1 z ! pilgrims came 9 sight ( ! city1 recomm5d$ sil5ce & recollection4 ,all foll[$ 8 sugge/ion1 & :5 !y saw a monk approa*+ ) a crucifix1 dism\nt$4 ,on behold+ ! city1 ,ignatius 0 deeply affect$1 & ! re/ affirm$ t !y exp]i5c$ a sort ( heav5ly joy4 ,he always felt ?is same devotion :5ev] he visit$ ! holy places4 ,he decid$ to rema9 9 ,j]usalem1 9 ord] to visit ! holy places (t54 ,= ?is purpose he _h tak5 ) him lett]s ( recomm5dation to ! ,fa!r ,gu>dian4 ,on pres5t+ !m1 he said t he int5d$ to rema9 !re to satisfy 8 own devotion1 b said no?+ ( 8 purpose ( help+ o!rs4 ,! ,fa!r ,gu>dian told him he did n see h[ ?is c\ld be possible1 z 8 h\se 0 n ev5 capable ( provid+ = 8 own ,religi\s1 & he int5d$ to s5d "s away f ! ,holy ,l&4 ,ignatius said he wi%$ him m]ely to he> 8 confession1 s9ce he _h come to make x4 ,! ,fa!r ,gu>dian said ?is c\ld be done1 b he %\ld wait = ! arrival ( ! ,prov9cial1 :o 0 !n at ,be?lehem4 ,rely+ on ?is promise1 ,ignatius began to write lett]s to spiritual p]sons at ,b>celona4 ,he _h writt5 "s on ! day be=e he 0 to dep>t1 :5 he 0 summon$ 9 ! "n ( ! ,fa!r ,gu>dian & ! ,prov9cial4 ,!n ! ,prov9cial1 address+ him k9dly1 said he _h he>d ( 8 pi\s det]m9ation to rema9 9 ! holy places1 & _h giv5 x s]i\s ?\ght4 ,_m o!rs _h ! same desire1 "s _h di$1 o!rs _h be5 tak5 prison]s1 & to 8 ,ord] 0 left ! "w ( ransom+ captives1 :]e=e he %\ld prep>e himself to resume 8 j\rney ) ! pilgrims on ! foll[+ day4 ,to ?is ,ignatius answ]$ t 8 resolution 0 v fix$1 & he did n ?9k t any?+ w\ld keep him f execut+ x4 ,if ! precept did n b9d him "u pa9 ( s91 he w\ld n all[ any fe> to keep him f c>ry+ out 8 desire4 ,! ,prov9cial said he _h au?ority f ! ,holy ,see to deta9 ^? he ?\ght fit1 & to ev5 excommunicate ^? :o w\ld n obey :5 /opp$ by him1 & he ?\ght 9 ?is case x 0 bett] = him n to rema94 ,:5 he wi%$ to %[ ! pontifical pap]s giv+ him p[] to excommunicate1 ,ignatius said !re 0 no ne$1 z he believ$ 8 ^w4 ,if !y _h ! au?ority1 he w\ld obey4 ,aft] ?is1 return+ to :]e he 0 be=e1 he 0 seiz$ ) a great long+ to visit ,m\nt ,olivet aga9 be=e he dep>t$1 s9ce ! ,div9e ,w w\ld n suff] him to rema9 9 ^? holy places4 ,on t m\nta9 is a rock f :i* ,our ,"l asc5d$ to heav51 on :i* ev5 n[ ,8 footpr9ts are visible4 ,& ?is is :at he wi%$ to see aga94 ,!re=e1 )\t tell+ any "o1 & )\t a guide1 al?\gh x 0 a dang]\s ?+ to g )\t a ,turki% gu>d1 secretly )draw+ he w5t to ,m\nt ,olivet alone4 ,z ! gu>ds w\ld n all[ him to ent]1 he gave !m 8 knife4 ,aft] great consolation 9 pray] he desir$ to g to ,be?phage4 ,:5 he rea*$ t place1 he ?\ght t on ,m\nt ,olivet he _h n notic$ ! position ( ! "r foot ( ,our ,"l & t ( ! left4 ,he came a second "t1 & gave 8 scissors to ! gu>ds to all[ him to ent]4 ,aft]w>d :5 at ! mona/]y x 0 discov]$ he _h gone )\t a guide1 a great se>* 0 made = him4 ,com+ d[n f ,m\nt ,olivet he met a girdl$ ,*ri/ian1 ^? :o are b\nd to we> a girdle to di/+ui% !m f ! ,mussulmans2 ?is man1 pret5d+ to be v angry1 ?reat5$ him ) a l>ge /ick1 & approa*+1 firmly grasp$ him by ! arm4 ,he all[$ himself to be l$1 b ! good man once he _h hold ( him did n let him g4 ,9 ! meantime1 z he 0 ?us l$ along a captive1 he 0 visit$ ) great consolation1 z he seem$ to see ,*ri/ walk+ above him4 ,& ?is cont9u$ until he rea*$ ! mona/]y4 ,,*apt] ,v ,,8 ,,arrival ,,9 ,,apulia1 ,,v5ice1 ,,f]r>a1 ,,& ,,g5oa--,,he ,,is ,,appreh5d$ ,,z ,a ,,spy--,,he ,,is ,,despis$ ,,z ,a ,,fool--,,8 ,,/udies ,,at ,,b>celona ,,& ,,alcala ,on ! foll[+ day ! pilgrims took _! dep>ture1 & arriv+ at ,cyprus1 7 assign$ to diff]5t vessels4 ,9 ! h>bor ( t place 7 ?ree or f\r %ips b\nd = ,v5ice4 ,( ^! "o belong$ to "s ,turks2 ano!r 0 too small2 b ! ?ird1 ! prop]ty ( a weal?y ,v5etian1 0 v l>ge & /rong4 ,"s ( ! b& ask$ ! capta9 ( ?is la/ to take ! pilgrim abo>d2 b1 f9d+ t no pay 0 to be (f]$1 he refus$1 9 spite ( ! fact t _m begg$ him & 7 l\d 9 _! praises ( ! pilgrim4 ,8 reply 01 t if ! pilgrim 7 inde$ a holy man1 he might cross ! sea z ,/4 ,james did4 ,! favor !y ask$ 0 easily obta9$ ( ! capta9 ( ! small] %ip4 ,on a c]ta9 day !y set sail ) a favorable w9d1 b t[>d ev5+ a /orm arose1 :i* toss$ ! vessels ab\t 9 diff]5t directions4 ,! l>ge %ip1 ^: capta9 _h refus$ to take ,ignatius1 0 driv5 by ! tempe/ aga9/ ! ,isl& ( ,cyprus1 & da%$ to pieces4 ,a l fate ov]took ! ,turki% vessel4 ,! small %ip1 h[ev]1 ?\gh = a long "t sev]ely tri$ by w9d & waves1 f9ally rea*$ ! %ores ( ,apulia 9 safety4 ,al?\gh ! w9t] _h set 9 ) int5se cold & a heavy fall ( sn[1 ,ignatius _h no g>m5ts save a pair ( knee-bree*es ( a v r\gh texture1 leav+ ! legs nak$1 a black wai/coat op5 & q ragg$ ab\t 8 %\ld]s1 a light cloak made ( co>se hair1 & a pair ( %oes4 ,he arriv$ at ,v5ice ab\t ! middle ( ,janu>y1 hav+ sp5t a good "p ( ! prec$+ mon? & all ( ,novemb] abo>d ! %ip :i* c>ri$ him f ,cyprus4 ,at ,v5ice1 he met a fri5d :o _h be5 k9d to him on 8 way to ,j]usalem4 ,f him he receiv$ alms & "s clo?1 :i* he wrapp$ ab\t 8 body z a protection aga9/ ! int5se cold4 ,:5 ,ignatius und]/ood t ,god did n wi% him to rema9 at ,j]usalem1 he began to consid] :at he %\ld d4 ,! plan he approv$ & adopt$ 0 to ent] ^u a c\rse ( /udy 9 ord] to be bett] fitt$ to save s\ls4 ,= ?is purpose he det]m9$ to g to ,b>celona1 & sett+ out f ,v5ice he travel$ t[>d ,g5oa4 ,:ile pray+ at ! pr9cipal *ur* ( ,f]r>a1 he gave five or six co9s to a begg> :o ask$ an alms4 ,to a second begg> he 0 equally g5]\s4 ,z soon z ! begg>s saw him s prodigal ( 8 alms1 !y flock$ ar\nd him1 until he _h sp5t all ! money t he _h2 s :5 o!rs approa*$ to ask = assi/ance1 he excus$ himself on ! plea t he _h no?+ left4 ,:ile proce$+ f ,f]r>a to ,g5oa1 he met "s ,spani% soldi]s1 :o treat$ him k9dly1 & :o 7 n a little surpris$ at 8 *oos+ su* a r\te1 s9ce by s do+ he 0 compell$ to pass ?r\gh ! v mid/ ( ! armies ( ,france & ,spa94 ,!y entreat$ him !re=e to take a saf] road1 :i* !y w\ld po9t out to him1 & to )draw f ! highway4 ,n foll[+ _! c\nsel1 h[ev]1 he kept /raight on until he came to a t[n =tifi$ by /rong walls4 ,seiz$ z a spy1 ! gu>ds ca/ him into a small h\se n f> f ! gate1 &1 z is cu/om>y 9 su* suspici\s times1 closely que/ion$ him4 ,on all po9ts1 h[ev]1 he pr(ess$ ! greate/ ignorance4 ,f9ally !y se>*$ 8 clo!s & %oes to see if he bore any messages1 & f9d+ no?+1 !y l$ him into ! pres5ce ( ! capta94 ,!y depriv$ him ( 8 cloak1 leav+ him only 8 wai/coat & knee-bree*es4 ,z he 0 compell$ to g ab\t 9 ?is condition1 he recall$ to m9d ! ?\ght ( ,*ri/ l$ ab\t z a captive4 ,al?\gh he 0 =c$ to walk ?r\gh ! ?ree pr9cipal /reets ( ! t[n1 he did s1 n ) sadness1 b feel+ great joy & consolation4 ,9 address+ o!rs he 0 9 ! habit ( say+ y1 employ+ no o!r ^w ei!r ( rev]5ce or dignity1 believ+ t su* 0 ! simplicity z well ( ! ,apo/les z ( ,*ri/ ,himself4 ,:ile be+ conduct$ ?r\gh ! diff]5t /reets1 x occurr$ to him t x w\ld be well to dep>t some:at f 8 ord9>y cu/om1 & to %[ great] respect to ! comm&] ( ! place4 ,su* a ?\ght 0 by no means ! outcome ( ! fe> ( any puni%m5t :i* !y might inflict4 ,he felt1 h[ev]1 t ?is 0 a temptation2 he said1 ,9 t case ,i'll nei!r address him z a p]son ( dignity1 nor b5d ! knee z a m>k ( respect1 nor ev5 remove my hat 9 8 pres5ce4 ,hav+ rea*$ ! resid5ce ( ! comm&]1 he 0 made to wait "s "t 9 ! c\rty>d be=e be+ summon$ into 8 pres5ce4 ,!n1 )\t manife/+ ! slighte/ degree ( civility1 he s paus$ aft] ea* ^w he spoke z to be tak5 = a fool by ! comm&]1 :o said to 8 captors1 ,?is man is an idiot2 re/ore :at belongs to him & s5d him away4 ,a c]ta9 ,spani>d met ,ignatius com+ f ! h\se ( ! comm&]1 l$ him home1 j z he 01 & gave him food & :atev] 0 necess>y = t night4 ,! next morn+ he resum$ 8 j\rney until t[>d ev5+1 :51 espi$ by ! soldi]s ( a =t1 he 0 seiz$ & br\ght to ! comm&] ( ! ,fr5* =ces4 ,! latt]1 among o!r ?+s1 ask$ :]e he came f4 ,:5 ,ignatius answ]$1 ,guipuscoa1 ! (fic] said1 ,i also come f ne> t place2 & imm$iately he ord]$ ,ignatius to be conduct$ )9 to supp] & to be treat$ ) great k9dness4 ,at ,g5oa1 he 0 recogniz$ by a ,cantabrian1 :o _h spok5 ) him else:]e1 :5 9 ! army ( 8 ,ca?olic ,maje/y4 ,?r\gh 8 influ5ce1 he 0 tak5 on a %ip b\nd = ,b>celona4 ,he came v ne> be+ tak5 captive by ,&rea ,dorea1 :o 0 at t "t 9 ! s]vice ( ! ,fr5*1 & gave *ase to ! vessel4 ,at ,b>celona1 he 0 enabl$ to /udy ?r\gh ! assi/ance ( a noble & v pi\s lady1 ,isabel ,ros]1 & a tea*]1 nam$ ,ardebal4 ,bo? highly approv$ 8 plan1 ,ardebal promis+ to give him in/ruction free1 :ile ,isabel g5]\sly (f]$ to provide him ) ev]y?+ necess>y4 ,at ,manresa1 !re 0 a v holy monk1 ( ! ,ord] ( ,/4 ,b]n>d1 ) :om ,ignatius wi%$ to rema91 z well = 8 own p]sonal guidance z to prep>e himself to direct o!rs4 ,he accord+ly accept$ ! (f] ( 8 two g5]\s fri5ds on condition t :at he s\ght c\ld n be obta9$ at ,manresa4 ,f9d+1 h[ev]1 t ! monk _h di$1 he return$ to ,b>celona & appli$ himself to /udy4 ,9 ?is1 h[ev]1 he 0 de/9$ to meet ) "s difficulties4 ,9 8 /udies1 ! pr9ciples ( gramm> caus$ new spiritual ?\ghts & ta/es to arise s abundantly1 z to r5d] him incapable ( committ+ any?+ to memory1 & ?\gh he /rove h>d1 he c\ld n dispel ^! ?\ghts4 ,notic+1 h[ev]1 t :ile pray+ at ,mass he did n exp]i5ce simil> ?\ghts1 he consid]$ ?is a temptation4 ,accord+ly1 aft] pray+ = "s "t1 he ask$ 8 tea*] to come to ! ,*ur* ( ,bless$ ,m>y ( ! ,sea1 n f> f ! pr(essor's h\se1 & !re to li/5 to :at he w\ld tell him4 ,ignatius fai?fully made kn[n ! :ole /ate ( 8 m9d1 & :y he _h z yet le>n$ s little4 ,b1 he said1 ,i promise n to be want+ 9 att5tion 9 s*ool dur+ ^! two ye>s1 provid$ t at ,b>celona ,i may be able to f9d bread & wat]4 ,su* an ackn[l$gm5t 0 ( ! greate/ efficacy1 & he nev] aft] exp]i5c$ t temptation4 ,! pa9s ( ! /oma*1 :i* afflict$ him at ,manresa1 ceas$1 &1 9 fact1 !y did n tr\ble him f ! "t he set out = ,j]usalem4 ,:ile /udy+ at ,b>celona1 he wi%$ to practise 8 =m] p5ances4 ,accord+ly1 mak+ a hole 9 ! soles ( 8 %oes1 he tore !m1 little by little1 until no?+ b ! upp] portion 0 left4 ,8 two ye>s ( /udy be+ complet$1 9 :i*1 !y say1 he greatly advanc$1 he 0 advis$ by 8 ma/] to g to ,alcala to /udy philosophy1 z he 0 deem$ ready = x4 ,be=e sett+ out1 h[ev]1 he wi%$ to be exam9$ by a c]ta9 !ologian4 ,z he also gave him ! same advice1 ,ignatius1 unaccompani$1 />t$ = ,alcala4 ,"h he began to beg & live ^u alms4 ,aft] t5 or twelve days1 ?is k9d ( life drew ^u him ! contempt ( a prie/ & ( "s o!rs4 ,!y began to insult him z "o :o pref]r$ to live on alms1 al?\gh q able to support himself4 ,! sup]ior ( a new hospital1 see+ him ?us rudely treat$1 took him home1 plac$ him 9 a room1 & lib]ally provid$ = 8 ne$s4 ,! "t ( 8 arrival at ,b>celona 0 ab\t ,l5t ( ! ye> #aebd2 & z he rema9$ !re upw>ds ( two ye>s1 we d n f9d him at ,alcala until ! ye> #aebf4 ,at ! latt] place he sp5t 8 "t 9 /udy+ ! works ( ,scotus1 ,alb]tus1 ,alcu91 & ! ,ma/] ( ! ,s5t5ces4 ,he 0 dilig5t also 9 giv+ ! ,spiritual ,ex]cises & expla9+ ! ,*ri/ian doctr9e1 by :i* he gave great glory to ,god1 z v _m 7 !reby l$ to a k & ta/e ( spiritual ?+s4 ,_m1 h[ev]1 fell victims to v>i\s temptations1 an example ( :i* is to be se5 9 "o :o 0 unable to sc\rge himself1 because1 z he fanci$1 8 h& 0 held by "s invisible ag5t4 ,because ( su* affairs1 & especially by reason ( ! great cr[d ( m5 com+ to him :5 he expla9$ ! ,*ri/ian doctr9e1 v>i\s rumors began to spread among ! p4 ,:5 he fir/ came to ,alcala a fri5d%ip sprang up betwe5 him & "o ,didacus ,guya1 :o liv$ ) 8 bro!r1 a pa9t]4 ,?r\gh t fri5d%ip1 ,ignatius 0 abundantly suppli$ ) all t 0 necess>y2 h5ce he w\ld be/[ ^u ! poor ! alms t he himself obta9$1 & besides ?ree o!r pilgrims /ay$ ) him4 ,"o day ,ignatius w5t to ,didacus to ask = alms 9 ord] to assi/ "s poor p4 ,he repli$ t he _h no money4 ,op5+1 h[ev]1 a *e/ :i* belong$ to him1 he took f x trapp+s ( v>i\s colors1 c&le/icks1 & o!r objects1 :i* he gave to ,ignatius1 :o di/ribut$ !m to ! poor4 ,_m rumors1 z 0 /at$ above1 became widespread 9 ,alcala1 & rea*$ ! e>s ev5 ( ! ,inquisitors :o 7 at ,tol$o1 & :o1 z _! ho/ te/ifi$1 /yl$ ,ignatius & 8 associates1 ,legati or ,illum9ati1 & ?reat5$ him ) capital puni%m5t4 ,! ,inquisitors :o _h come to ,alcala to inve/igate _! actions left ! entire affair 9 ! h&s ( ! ,vic> ,figu]oa1 :o 0 !n negotiat+ ) ! ,emp]or1 & return$ to ,tol$o )\t hav+ ev5 once summon$ !m4 ,figu]oa grant$ !m ! "r to cont9ue ! "w 9 :i* !y 7 engag$1 & ! ,inquisitors1 aft] mature delib]ation1 discov]$ error nei!r 9 _! doctr9es nor 9 _! mann] ( life4 ,!y did n1 h[ev]1 favor _! cu/om ( dress+ alike1 z !y 7 n ,religi\s4 ,ignatius repli$ t ! wi% ( ! ,vic> w\ld be obey$1 b he add$3 ,i d n see ! fruit ( ^! exam9ations1 s9ce b a few days ago a c]ta9 prie/ refus$ holy communion to "o1 on ! plea t he _h communicat$ b eight days be=e2 & to me1 inde$1 he gave x v reluctantly4 ,we w\ld l to "k :e!r or n we h be5 guilty ( any h]esy8 ,none1 repli$ ,figu]oa1 else y w\ld h be5 l$ to ! /ake4 ,& !y w\ld likewise h l$ y to ! /ake1 respond$ ,ignatius1 _h y be5 convict$ ( h]esy4 ,! dress 0 *ang$ accord+ to ! wi% ( ,figu]oa1 :o also desir$ t ! pilgrim %\ld n g ar\nd b>efoot$ = at lea/ fifte5 or tw5ty days4 ,?is comm& 0 also obey$4 ,f\r mon?s aft]1 ,figu]oa1 a second "t1 br\ght ! ,inquisition to be> ^u !m1 influ5c$1 z ,i ?9k1 by ! fact t a c]ta9 m>ri$ woman ( rank1 :o *anc$ to be s+ul>ly devot$ to ! pilgrim1 w5t 9 disguise at daybreak to visit ,ignatius at ! hospital :]e he 0 /ay+4 ,b ev5 on ?is occasion ,ignatius 0 n summon$ to appe> be=e ! ,inquisition2 nor 0 any s5t5ce pron\nc$ aga9/ him4 ,,*apt] ,,vi ,,! ,,prisons ,,at ,,alcala ,,& ,,salamanca ,aft] ! space ( f\r mon?s1 ,ignatius1 :o did n rema9 at ! hospital1 0 tak5 f 8 lodg+ by a public (fic]1 :o ca/ him into prison1 ) ! comm& n to dep>t until o!rwise ord]$4 ,?is took place dur+ ! summ] mon?s1 & z ! discipl9e ( ! prison 0 n v /rict1 an opportunity ( visit+ him 0 af=d$ _m p]sons1 to :om he expla9$ ! pr9ciples ( ,*ri/ian fai? & ! ,ex]cises1 z 0 8 wont :5 enjoy+ p]fect fre$om4 ,_m p]sons ( rank 7 anxi\s to help him1 b he did n wi% to avail himself ( _! (f]s4 ,"o p]son especially1 ,lady ,t]esa de ,c>d5a1 s5t frequ5tly1 (f]+ to deliv] him f prison4 ,he repli$ 9 ^! words1 ,he1 = ^: love ,i am imprison$1 w free me :5 x may be ,8 good pleasure4 ,he pass$ sev5te5 days 9 prison1--yet 0 totally ignorant ( ! cause1--:5 ,figu]oa came to "q him4 ,among o!r ?+s1 he ask$ :e!r he comm&$ ! obs]vance ( ! ,sabba?4 ,among ^? :o _h frequ5tly come to see ,ignatius 7 two p]sons1 a "m & daught]1 ! latt] ( :om 0 "y & beautiful4 ,^!1 especially ! daught]1 _h made great progress 9 ! spiritual life1 & al?\gh ladies ( rank1 _h det]m9$ to make a pilgrimage alone & on foot1 & beg _! way to ! %r9e ( ,v]onica1 9 ! city ( ,ja54 ,?is occasion$ s great a s5sation ?r\gh\t ! city ( ,alcala t ,dr4 ,giruellus1 :o 0 ! gu>dian ( ! two wom51 ?9k+ t ,ignatius 0 ! cause ( _! action1 ord]$ him to be ca/ into prison4 ,z ! ,vic> 0 will+ to be fully in=m$1 ,ignatius said3 ,^! wom5 made kn[n to me _! desire ( go+ ab\t f place to place to assi/ ! poor !y f\nd 9 ! diff]5t hospitals4 ,i1 h[ev]1 disapprov$ ( _! design1 on acc\nt ( ! daught]1 :o 0 q "y & beautiful1 repres5t+ to !m at ! same "t t if !y felt /rongly urg$ to assi/ ! poor1 ,alcala pres5t$ a broad en\gh field = _! labors1 & !y c\ld satisfy _! devotion by accompany+ ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t z x 0 be+ c>ri$ to ! sick4 ,:5 ,ignatius _h f9i%$ 8 acc\nt1 ,figu]oa & ! not>y dep>t$1 aft] writ+ d[n :at _h tak5 place4 ,cali/o1 a companion ( ,ignatius1 & :o on recov]+ f a sev]e illness _h he>d ( ! imprisonm5t ( ,ignatius1 ha/5$ f ,segovia1 :]e he 0 /ay+1 & came to ,alcala1 t he1 too1 might be ca/ into prison4 ,ignatius advis$ him to g to ! ,vic>1 :o receiv$ him k9dly1 & promis$ to s5d him to prison4 ,x 0 necess>y1 he said1 = him to be deta9$ until ! return ( ! wom54 ,x c\ld !n be se5 :e!r or n _! acc\nt agre$ ) :at he & ,ignatius _h /at$4 ,z ! conf9em5t 0 und]m9+ ,cali/o's heal?1 ,ignatius1 ?r\gh ! int]v5tion ( a pr(essor :o 0 a fri5d ( 81 obta9$ 8 lib]ation4 ,:5 ,ignatius _h be5 9 prison =ty-two days1 ! wom5 return$4 ,he 0 once m visit$ by ! not>y1 :o made kn[n to him ! condition on :i* he 0 to rega9 8 fre$om4 ,x 0 ?is3 ,he & 8 companions %\ld we> ! same /yle ( clo?+ z ! o!r /ud5ts1 & refra9 f prea*+ ! tru?s ( fai? until !y _h f9i%$ f\r m ye>s ( /udy4 ,ignatius1 inde$1 _h made m progress 9 8 /udies ?an ! re/1 yet he confess$ t he _h n be5 solidly gr\nd$4 ,& ?is he 0 always wont to say :5ev] he 0 que/ion$4 ,:5 ,ignatius he>d ! judgm5t pass$ ^u himself & 8 companions1 he 0 at a loss :at to d1 = he saw v little *ance ( advanc+ ! salvation ( s\ls1 h9d]$ z he 0 = no o!r reason ?an t ( n hav+ complet$ a full c\rse ( /udy4 ,he f9ally resolv$ to tru/ ! entire affair to ! good s5se & judgm5t ( ,fonseca1 ,ar*bi%op ( ,tol$o1 :om1 aft] leav+ ,alcala1 he f\nd at ,valladolid4 ,to ! ,ar*bi%op1 !n1 he made kn[n ev]y?+ ) ! utmo/ fidelity1 & said t1 al?\gh x 0 n a matt] p]ta9+ ei!r to 8 c\rt or judgm5t1 he det]m9$ to act z ! ,ar*bi%op %\ld advise4 ,! ,ar*bi%op receiv$ him cordially1 approv+ 8 int5tion ( go+ to ,salamanca1 & assur+ him t he w\ld f9d fri5ds !re4 ,supply+ him ) ev]y?+ necess>y = 8 j\rney1 he dismiss$ him4 ,:5 s5t5ce _h be5 pron\nc$ aga9/ !m at ,alcala1 ,ignatius promis$ ob$i5ce1 b at ! same "t obs]v$ t !y 7 too poor to provide !mselves ) new clo?+4 ,he>+ ?is1 ! ,vic> himself suppli$ :at !y ne$$1 & !y set out = ,alcala4 ,f\r ( 8 companions _h already tak5 up _! abode at ,salamanca4 ,:5 he rea*$ ! city ,ignatius w5t to *ur* to pray1 & 0 recogniz$ by a pi\s lady1 :o1 ask+ 8 "n1 conduct$ him to 8 companions4 ,ab\t t5 or twelve days aft] _! arrival at ,salamanca1 a ,dom9ican monk1 to :om ,ignatius _h made 8 confession1 press$ him to visit ! conv5t1 z "s ( ! ,religi\s wi%$ to see him4 ,ignatius accept+ ! invitation 9 ! "n ( ! ,"l1 8 confessor ?\ght x well = him to come to d9e ! ,sunday foll[+1 at ! same "t add+ t _m que/ions w\ld be put to him4 ,on ,sunday1 !re=e1 z 0 appo9t$1 ! pilgrim came 9 company ) ,cali/o4 ,:5 d9n] 0 ov]1 ! ,sup]ior1 toge!r ) ! confessor & o!rs1 conduct$ ,ignatius to a *apel1 & aft] express+ 8 pleasure at ! good acc\nt receiv$ ( him & 8 apo/olic zeal1 manife/$ a desire ( he>+ a m full & exact acc\nt ( 8 tea*+4 ,he 0 fir/ que/ion$ 9 ref]5ce to 8 /udies4 ,ignatius answ]$ t he _h sp5t m "t 9 /udy+ ?an 8 companions1 yet he confess$ t 8 k 0 n v ext5sive1 z he _h nev] laid a solid f\ndation4 ,:y1 !n1 d y prea*8 broke 9 ! monk4 ,we d n prea*1 repli$ ,ignatius2 we are wont to talk famili>ly ab\t div9e ?+s ) "s1 9 mu* ! same z aft] d9n] we conv]se ) our ho/4 ,ab\t :at div9e ?+s8 cont9u$ ! monk2 ?is is ! v po9t ^u :i* we wi% in=mation4 ,ab\t diff]5t virtues & vices1 rejo9$ ,ignatius1 endeavor+ to inculcate a love ( virtue & a dete/ation ( vice4 ,h[ comes x1 said ! monk1 t y :o are n le>n$ %\ld presume to conv]se ^u virtue & vice8 ,no "o is wont to engage 9 su* a task unless he has acquir$ k or has be5 taught by ! ,holy ,gho/4 ,y confess ignorance ( lett]s2 x foll[s !n t ,he has be5 y\r director4 ,we wi% to le>n1 !re=e1 :at ,he has be5 pleas$ to make kn[n to y4 ,ignatius at fir/ made no reply1 z he felt su* reason+ 0 )\t value4 ,soon1 h[ev]1 break+ ! sil5ce1 he rem>k$ t !re seem$ no reason :y he %\ld say m ^u ! subject4 ,z ! monk /ill press$ him1 giv+ z a reason ! fact t _m 7 once m ?ru/+ =w>d ! errone\s doctr9e ( ,erasmus & o!rs1 ,ignatius answ]$1 ,i w add no m to :at has already be5 said1 unless que/ion$ by ^? :o h a "r to expect an acc\nt f me4 ,previ\s to ! pres5t proce$+s ! monk wi%$ to "k :y ,cali/o 0 s /rangely clo!d1 =1 al?\gh ( tall /ature1 he w5t ab\t almo/ b>elegg$1 hold+ a /aff 9 8 h&1 & we>+ a cloak mu* too %ort1 & a hat ( enorm\s size4 ,! :ole co/ume =m$ a r ludicr\s picture4 ,ignatius repli$ t al?\gh at ,alcala !y 7 ord]$ to dress z ! o!r /ud5ts1 ,cali/o _h *>itably giv5 8 clo!s to a poor prie/4 ,! monk %[$ himself displeas$ at ?is1 rem>k+1 ,*>ity beg9s at home4 ,b to return to our =m] n>rative4 ,:5 ! monk saw ,ignatius fix$ 9 8 resolution1 ,y %all rema9 "h1 he said1 & we %all easily f9d a way ( compell+ y to make ev]y?+ kn[n4 ,imm$iately all ! monks )drew1 ! subprior signify+ 8 wi% t ,ignatius %\ld rema9 9 ! *apel4 ,! matt] 0 !n laid be=e ! judges4 ,bo? ,ignatius & ,cali/o rema9$ ?ree days 9 ! mona/]y1 tak+ _! meals ) ! community1 be=e any decision ( ! judges 0 made kn[n to !m4 ,dur+ ?is "t ! ,religi\s frequ5tly visit$ _! cells1 & ,ignatius nev] fail$ to speak ) !m 9 8 accu/om$ mann]4 ,?is caus$ ! monks to be divid$ 9 _! op9ion ( him1 & _m1 inde$1 %[$ !mselves v k9dly dispos$4 ,on ! ?ird day a not>y came to conduct !m to prison4 ,!y 7 n put ) ! common crim9als1 b _! place ( conf9em5t 0 nev]!less v repulsive4 ,9 ! c5tre ( ! cell !re 0 a pill> to :i* 0 atta*$ a *a9 b a few feet 9 l5g?1 & s rivet$ to ! prison]s t :5 ei!r mov$ ! o!r 0 oblig$ to foll[ him4 ,!y pass$ t night )\t any sleep4 ,on ! foll[+ day1 h[ev]1 ! report spread t !y 7 prison]s4 ,! p !n ha/5$ to supply !m ) all !y ne$$4 ,ignatius1 z may readily be suppos$1 lo/ no opportunity ( speak+ ^u spiritual ?+s ) ^? :o came to see !m4 ,!y 7 ea* sep>ately exam9$ by a fri>1 to :om ,ignatius deliv]$ all 8 writ+s4 ,among ^! 7 8 ,spiritual ,ex]cises1 t x might be se5 :e!r or n !y conta9$ any false doctr9e4 ,:5 ask$ ab\t 8 o!r companions1 he told :o & :]e !y 74 ,!y 7 arre/$ also1 & conf9$ 9 sep>ate ap>tm5ts f t 9 :i* ,ignatius 0 plac$4 ,al?\gh help 0 (f]$ on ?is occasion1 he decl9$ to accept x4 ,aft] a few days he 0 call$ into ! pres5ce ( ! judges & pr(essors1 :o made him answ] _m que/ions1 n only on 8 ,spiritual ,ex]cises1 b ev5 on articles ( fai?1 z1 = example1 ! ,tr9ity & ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t1 requir+ him to expla9 ^! my/]ies4 ,s cle> & exact 0 8 explanation t 8 exam9]s c\ld n f9d ! lea/ flaw 9 8 doctr9e4 ,he 0 equally correct 9 ! answ] to ! fri> :o propos$ a difficulty 9 ,canon ,law4 ,9 e case he said t he did n "k ! decision ( ! pr(essors4 ,:5 ord]$ to speak on ! fir/ comm&m5t1 he gave s full & exhau/ive an explanation z to leave to 8 he>]s no fur!r *ance ( que/ion+ him4 ,al?\gh he _h n complet$ 8 /udies1 he frequ5tly %[$ ! diff]5ce betwe5 a mortal & a v5ial s9 ( ?\ght4 ,:ile speak+ ab\t 8 ,ex]cises1 he 0 closely que/ion$4 ,to _! que/ions1 h[ev]1 he repli$1 ,:at ,i say is ei!r false or true2 if false1 condemn x4 ,! doctr9e rema9$ uncondemn$4 ,francis de ,m5doza1 aft]w>d ,c>d9al ( ,val5cia1 0 "o ( ^? :o came to ! prison to visit ,ignatius4 ,"o day1 :ile accompani$ ) ! fri>1 he ask$ him :e!r ! prison & *a9s 7 n insupportable4 ,i %all give1 said ,ignatius1 ! reply made to-day to a woman :o bewail$ my lot4 ,= ! love ( ,jesus ,*ri/1 ,i gladly w\ld we> all ! h&cuffs & *a9s t c\ld be f\nd 9 ,salamanca4 ,& if y consid] ?is an evil1 y %[ t z yet y are n desir\s ( suff]+ imprisonm5t = ! love ( ,our ,"l4 ,ab\t ?is "t x happ5$ t all ! inmates ( ! prison manag$ to escape1 leav+ only ,ignatius & 8 companions4 ,:5 ?is became kn[n x caus$ a reaction 9 _! favor1 & !y 7 plac$ = ! "t 9 a l>ge build+ adjo9+ ! prison4 ,on ! tw5ty-second day ( _! imprisonm5t !y 7 summon$ to he> _! s5t5ce4 ,al?\gh !y 7 decl>$ to be free f reproa* bo? 9 _! lives & _! doctr9es1 & 7 all[$ to cont9ue _! "w ( tea*+ ! ,*ri/ian doctr9e & ( speak+ on spiritual subjects1 yet !y 7 =bidd5 to draw any di/9ction betwe5 mortal & v5ial s91 until !y %\ld h sp5t f\r m ye>s 9 /udy4 ,al?\gh ,ignatius 0 unwill+ to accept ! s5t5ce1 because1 ?\gh condemn$ 9 no respect1 he 0 nev]!less prev5t$ f assi/+ 8 neighbor1 he decl>$ t he w\ld submit z long z he rema9$ 9 ,salamanca4 ,recomm5d+ ! affair to ,god1 ,ignatius began to delib]ate on 8 future plan ( action4 ,he consid]$ x a wa/e ( "t to rema9 at ,salamanca1 z ! re/riction laid ^u him prev5t$ him f assi/+ ^? = ^: salvation he wi%$ to labor4 ,he resolv$1 accord+ly1 to set out = ,p>is = ! purpose ( !re cont9u+ 8 /udies4 ,:ile /udy+ at ,b>celona1 ,ignatius 0 9 d\bt :e!r1 aft] complet+ 8 /udies1 he %\ld ent] "s ,religi\s ,ord]1 or g f place to place1 accord+ to 8 cu/om4 ,he decid$ to ent] ^u ! religi\s life4 ,8 next /ep 0 to f9d "s ,ord] :]e ! primitive f]vor _h n relax$1 z he felt t !re he w\ld be m sure ( satisfy+ 8 desire ( suff]+ & assi/+ o!rs spiritually by be>+1 = ! love ( ,god1 any injury or insult to :i* he might be subject$4 ,ev5 :ile at ,salamanca ^! desires 7 ev] pres5t to him4 ,to ?is end he direct$ all 8 /udies1 endeavor+ at ! same "t to p]suade o!rs to adopt a l c\rse1 & to /r5g!n 9 _! good resolutions ^? :o _h already embrac$ x4 ,:5 he _h resolv$ to g to ,p>is1 he communicat$ 8 design to 8 companions1 tell+ !m to rema9 :]e !y 71 until he c\ld f9d a means ( help+ !m 9 _! /udies4 ,_m p]sons ( rank endeavor$ to dissuade him f dep>t+1 b all to no purpose4 ,plac+ ! few books he possess$ ^u a little ass1 he took leave ( 8 companions ab\t fifte5 or tw5ty days aft] !y came out ( prison4 ,^? :o met him at ,b>celona s\ght to det] him f go+ to ,france1 z at t "t ! w> betwe5 ! two c\ntries 0 rag+ ) great fi]c5ess4 ,not)/&+ ! _m acts ( cruelty inflict$ by ! ,fr5* ^u ! ,spani>ds1 _m ( :om _h be5 impal$1 he p]sev]$ 9 8 int5tion4 ,,*apt] ,,vii ,,8 ,,/udies ,,9 ,,p>is1 ,,& ,,o!r ,,incid5ts ,,( ,,8 ,,life ,he left = ,p>is on foot & alone1 &1 accord+ to 8 own reckon+1 arriv$ !re t[>d ! beg9n+ ( ,febru>y1 #aebh4 ,:ile 9 prison1 ! ,pr9ce ( ,spa9 0 born1 & f ?is ev5t we c det]m9e ! date ( :at prec$$ & foll[$4 ,at ,p>is he liv$ ) "s ,spani>ds1 & att5d$ ! lectures giv5 at ! ,college ( ,montaigu4 ,z he _h be5 advanc$ too rapidly to ! high] /udies1 he return$ to ^? ( a l[] grade1 because he felt t 9 great "p he lack$ ! prop] gr\ndwork4 ,he !re=e /udi$ 9 a class ) *ildr54 ,:5 he fir/ came to ,p>is1 he receiv$ f a m]*ant tw5ty-five gold cr[ns on an ord] s5t f ,b>celona4 ,^! he put = safekeep+ 9 ! h&s ( "o ( ! ,spani>ds ) :om he liv$4 ,?is latt] v soon appropriat$ !m = 8 own use1 & :5 call$ ^u1 c\ld n re/ore !m4 ,! result 0 t :5 ,l5t 0 ov] ,ignatius f\nd himself unprovid$ =1 p>tly on acc\nt ( ! loss m5tion$1 & p>tly on acc\nt ( o!r exp5ses4 ,9 consequ5ce1 he 0 =c$ to seek 8 livelihood by begg+1 & to leave ! h\se :]e he liv$4 ,aft]w>d he 0 receiv$ into ! ,hospital ( ,/4 ,james1 ne> ! ,*ur* ( ! ,holy ,innoc5ts4 ,?is resid5ce prov$ no slight h9drance to 8 /udies4 ,! hospital 0 at a great di/ance f ! college1 & :ile he c\ld n ga9 admission at night unless he return$ be=e ! s\nd ( ! ,angelus1 9 ! morn+ he 0 n all[$ to dep>t be=e daylight4 ,he c\ld n1 9 consequ5ce1 be pres5t at1 nor give 8 "t to1 ! lectures ) pr(it4 ,he f\nd ano!r h9drance1 also1 9 loss ( ! "t ne$$ 9 gett+ alms :]e) to pur*ase food4 ,z he _h n exp]i5c$ int]ior spiritual suff]+ = almo/ five ye>s1 he mortifi$ himself by au/]e fa/s & p5ances4 ,aft] he _h sp5t "s "t 9 ?is way1 liv+ 9 ! hospital & begg+ 8 food1 he notic$ t 8 progress 9 lett]s 0 n rapid4 ,he !n consid]$ :at c\rse to foll[4 ,he _h obs]v$ t _m :o liv$ z s]vants ( ! lectur]s 9 ! colleges _h abundant "t = /udy4 ,he resolv$ to seek "s "o :om he might s]ve 9 ! same way4 ,he weigh$ ! matt] well1 & n )\t consolation ?\ght ( x z foll[s3 ,i %all imag9e t my ma/] is ,*ri/1 & ,i %all call "o ( ! /ud5ts ,pet]1 ano!r ,john1 & to ! re/ ,i %all give ! names ( ! rema9+ ,apo/les4 ,!n1 :5 my ma/] gives me a comm&1 ,i %all ?9k1 t ,*ri/ comm&s me4 ,:5 any "o else gives ord]s1 ,i %all ?9k t ! ord] comes f ,/4 ,pet] or "s o!r ,apo/le4 ,he 0 v dilig5t 9 seek+ a ma/]1 & spoke ( ! matt] to a ba*elor & to a ,c>?usian monk1 :o knew _m ma/]s1 & to o!rs1 b he 0 nev] able to f9d "o4 ,depriv$ ( e res\rce1 he 0 told by a ,spani% monk t x w\ld be a wise /ep = him to g e ye> to ,fl&]s1 & !re 9 two mon?s he c\ld procure en\gh = ! :ole ye>4 ,he approv$ ( ! plan1 aft] recomm5d+ ! matt] to ,god4 ,on adopt+ ?is plan1 he br\ght back ye>ly f ,fl&]s :atev] he ne$$ = 8 ma9t5ance4 ,once ev5 he pass$ ov] into ,engl&1 & f !re br\ght great] alms ?an he _h ga!r$ 9 ! previ\s ye>s4 ,:5 he fir/ return$ f ,fl&]s he began to devote himself e>ne/ly to spiritual "w4 ,ab\t ! same "t he gave ! ,ex]cises to ?ree p]sons1--to ,p]alta1 to ,ca/ro1 a fri5d :o dwelt at ,sorbonne1 & to a ,cantabrian :o liv$ 9 ! ,college ( ,/4 ,b>b>a1 by "n ,amator4 ,a great *ange 0 made 9 ! lives ( ^! m54 ,at once !y gave to ! poor :atev] !y _h1 ev5 _! books1 :ile !y !mselves began to live on ! alms !y begg$1 & to dwell 9 ! ,hospital ( ,/4 ,james1 :]e ,ignatius _h previ\sly dwelt1 & :i* he left z /at$ above4 ,?is incid5t ar\s$ a great outcry 9 ! ,univ]sity ( ,p>is1 because ! two fir/ 7 v fam\s m54 ,! o!r ,spani>ds at once und]took to oppose !m1 b unable to p]suade !m by any argum5t to return to ! univ]sity1 a great cr[d w5t arm$ to ! hospital & l$1 or r dragg$1 !m away4 ,on com+ to ! univ]sity !y agre$ ) _! captors to complete _! c\rse ( /udies1 & aft]w>d to foll[ out _! det]m9ation4 ,ca/ro w5t aft]w>d to ,spa91 & aft] prea*+ = a :ile at ,burgos1 jo9$ ! ,ord] ( ! ,c>?usians at ,val5cia4 ,p]alta und]took a j\rney to ,j]usalem on foot & aft] ! fa%ion ( a pilgrim4 ,9 ?is g>b he 0 seiz$ 9 ,italy by a milit>y lead]1 8 relative1 :o f\nd a pretext = br++ him be=e ! ,sov]eign ,pontiff1 f :om he obta9$ a comm& = ,p]alta to return to ,spa94 ,all ^! ev5ts did n occur !n1 b ye>s aft]w>d4 ,exagg]at$ reports arose aga9/ ,ignatius at ,p>is1 especially among ! ,spani>ds4 ,de ,govea 0 wont to say t ,amator1 :o rema9$ 9 8 college1 _h be5 br\ght by ,ignatius to ! v]ge ( insanity4 ,he !re=e made up 8 m9d t z soon z ,ignatius came to ! ,college ( ,/4 ,b>b>a1 he w\ld give him a public :ipp+ z a s$uc] ( ! pupils4 ,n[ ! ,spani>d :o _h sp5t ! money ( ,ignatius & _h n paid him1 _h set out to j\rney to ,spa9 & fall5 sick4 ,z soon z ,ignatius le>n$ ( ?is1 he 0 seiz$ ) a long+ to visit & help him1 hop+ by ?is to lead him to ab&on ! _w & give himself :olly to ,god4 ,& inde$ to accompli% ?is he wi%$ to make ! j\rney b>efoot$1 )\t food or dr9k4 ,:ile pray+ = ?is purpose1 he felt himself seiz$ ) great fe> until1 ent]+ ! ,*ur* ( ,/4 ,dom9ic1 he resolv$ to make ! j\rney 9 ?is mann]4 ,! fe> t x might be tempt+ ,god !n left him2 on ! morn+ ( ! foll[+ day1 ^u aris+1 s great a fe> seiz$ him t x seem$ to him t he c\ld n ev5 put on 8 clo!s4 ,9 ?is int]ior /rife he left ! h\se & w5t out ( ! city1 & ! fe> did n leave him till he 0 n9e miles f ,p>is4 ,at ?is di/ance !re is a village :i* ! inhabitants call ,arg5teuil1 :]e ! ,holy ,coat ( ,our ,"l is said to be pres]v$4 ,z he left ?is place 9 great tr\ble ( _s1 a feel+ ( great consolation & /r5g? fill$ 8 s\l ) su* joy t he began to %\t al\d & to talk ) ,god z he walk$ ?r\gh ! fields4 ,t night1 hav+ complet$ =ty-five miles1 he w5t to re/ ) a begg> 9 a hospital4 ,on ! next day t[>d nightfall he lodg$ 9 a /raw-?at*$ cab94 ,on ! ?ird day he arriv$ on foot4 ,accord+ to 8 resolve1 he took nei!r food nor dr9k4 ,^u 8 arrival he consol$ ! sick man1 help$ him on bo>d a vessel :i* 0 ab\t to sail = ,spa91 & gave him lett]s to 8 companions1 ,cali/o1 ,cac]es1 & ,artiaga1 :o 7 9 ,salamanca4 ,"h we may dwell = a mom5t on ! fate ( ^! companions4 ,:ile ,ignatius 0 at ,p>is he (t5 s5t !m lett]s1 tell+ !m ( ! little hope left ( call+ !m to ,p>is = _! /udies4 ,/ill he urg$ by lett] ,donna ,leonora de ,masc>5as to use h] influ5ce ) ! ,k+ ( ,portugal = ,cali/o1 t he might receive "o ( ! burses :i* ! ,k+ _h e/abli%$4 ,a c]ta9 ye>ly aid is call$ a burse4 ,donna ,leonora gave ,cali/o a mule & money to take him to ! c\rt ( ! ,k+ ( ,portugal4 ,he set out1 b nev] rea*$ t place4 ,he came back aft]w>d to ,spa9 & w5t to ,india4 ,he return$ ri*1 to ! great surprise ( all at ,salamanca1 :o _h kn[n him 9 =m] days4 ,cac]es1 aft] return+ to ,segovia1 8 native city1 began to gr[ unm9dful ( 8 =m] purpose & life4 ,artiaga 0 fir/ made a magi/rate4 ,aft]w>d1 :5 ! ,society 0 e/abli%$ at ,rome1 a bi%opric 0 giv5 to him4 ,he wrote to ,ignatius1 ,i wi% ?is bi%opric to be giv5 to "o ( ! ,society4 ,b z soon z ! answ] came t ?is 0 n to be done1 he w5t to ,india1 0 made bi%op1 & di$ !re a /range dea?4 ,:ile sick x *anc$ t two phials ( liquid 7 plac$ 9 wat] to cool1 "o conta9+ a m$ic9e ord]$ = him by ! doctor1 ! o!r a dilut$ poison call$ ,sollimanus4 ,8 att5dant gave him by mi/ake ! poison$ draught1 :i* he drank1 & ?us end$ 8 life4 ,return+ to ,p>is ,ignatius he>d _m rumors connect+ 8 "n ) t ( ,cac]es & ,p]alta1 & le>n$ t he _h be5 summon$ be=e ! judge4 ,z he did n wi% to rema9 9 d\bt1 he w5t ( 8 own accord to ! ,inquisitor1 a ,dom9ican fri>4 ,i he>d t ,i _h be5 s\ght =1 & ,i n[ pres5t myself4 ,dur+ ! conv]sation he ask$ ! ,inquisitor to t]m9ate ! matt] spe$ily4 ,he _h det]m9$ to beg9 8 c\rse 9 arts on ! approa*+ fea/ ( ,/4 ,remigius1 & !re=e wi%$ all o!r bus9ess complet$ 9 ord] to apply himself to 8 /udies ) great] pr(it4 ,! ,inquisitor on 8 "p told him t x 0 true t c]ta9 *>ges _h be5 made aga9/ him1 b he all[$ him to dep>t1 & did n summon him aga94 ,t[>d ! fir/ ( ,octob]1 ! fea/ ( ,/4 ,remigius1 he began 8 c\rse "u ! preceptor ,ma/] ,john ,pegna1 ) ! int5tion ( fo/]+ ! vocations ( ^? :o wi%$ to s]ve ,god4 ,he int5d$ to add o!rs 9 ord] ! m freely to give 8 m9d to 8 /udies4 ,he foll[$ ! lectures 9 philosophy1 & exp]i5c$ ! same temptations ) :i* he _h be5 assail$ :5 /udy+ gramm> at ,b>celona4 ,dur+ ! lectures he 0 tr\bl$ by s _m spiritual ?\ghts t he c\ld n li/5 att5tively4 ,accord+ly1 z he saw he 0 mak+ b little progress 9 8 /udies1 he spoke to 8 preceptor & promis$ to att5d ! lectures1 z long z he c\ld f9d bread & wat] en\gh to keep him alive4 ,aft] mak+ ?is promise1 all ^! untimely devotions ceas$ to di/urb him1 & he quietly pursu$ 8 /udies4 ,he 0 at ?is p]iod a fri5d ( ,pet] ,fab] & ,francis ,xavi]1 :om he aft]w>d l$ to ! s]vice ( ,god by giv+ !m ! ,ex]cises4 ,dur+ ! la/ ye>s he 0 n p]secut$ z at fir/4 ,speak+ ( ?is to him "o day1 ,doctor ,fragus rem>k$ t he 0 surpris$ t no "o mole/$ him4 ,ignatius repli$3 ,?is is ow+ to ! fact t ,i d n speak on religi\s topics4 ,b :5 ! c\rse is complet$1 we %all act z =m]ly4 ,dur+ ! c\rse ( ?is conv]sation a monk approa*$ ,doctor ,fragus & begg$ 8 aid 9 visit+ a h\se1 9 :i* !re 7 _m corpses ( ^? :om he ?\ght di$ ( ! plague4 ,at t "t ! plague 0 beg9n+ to spread 9 ,p>is4 ,doctor ,fragus & ,ignatius wi%$ to visit ! h\se1 & procur$ ! aid ( a woman :o 0 v skilful 9 detect+ ! disease4 ,aft] %e _h ent]$ ! h\se %e answ]$ t ! plague 0 c]ta9ly !re4 ,ignatius1 also1 ent]$ & consol$ & reviv$ a sick man he f\nd ly+ !re4 ,:5 he _h t\*$ ! w\nds ) 8 h&1 ,ignatius dep>t$ alone4 ,8 h& began to cause him great pa91 & x seem$ z if he _h caught ! disease4 ,! fe> t came ^u him 0 s great t he 0 unable to vanqui% & drive x away1 until ) a great ef=t he plac$ 8 f+]s 9 8 m\?1 & = a long "t kept !m !re1 say+1 ,if y h ! plague 9 y\r h&1 y w also h x 9 y\r m\?4 ,z soon z ?is 0 done1 ! illusion left him & ! pa9 he _h felt 9 8 h& ceas$4 ,he 0 n all[$ to ent] ! ,college ( ,/4 ,b>b>a :]e he 0 !n liv+1 = all fl$ f him :5 !y le>n$ t he _h ent]$ a h\se infect$ ) ! plague4 ,he 0 oblig$ to rema9 sev]al days outside ( ! college4 ,at ,p>is x is cu/om>y = ^? :o foll[ ! philosophical /udies to receive 9 _! ?ird ye> ! ,petra1 z x is call$1 9 ord] to obta9 ! ba*elor's degree4 ,n[ ^? :o are v poor are unable to comply ) ?is cu/om1 z x co/s a gold cr[n4 ,:ile ,ignatius 0 9 great hesitation1 he submitt$ ! matt] to ! judgm5t ( 8 preceptor4 ,! latt] advis$ him to receive x4 ,he did s1 b n )\t a compla9t on ! "p ( "s1 especially ( a c]ta9 ,spani>d :o _h tak5 note ( ! fact4 ,:ile 9 ,p>is he suff]$ great pa9s ( ! /oma* = sev]al days4 ,on ! tw5ty-fif? day1 = ! space ( an h\r1 a v sev]e pa9 seiz$ him1 br++ ) x a fev]4 ,"o day ! pa9s la/$ = sixte5 or sev5te5 h\rs4 ,at t "t he _h already conclud$ 8 c\rse1 _h sp5t "s ye>s 9 ! /udy ( !ology1 & _h collect$ 8 companions4 ,z ! disease grew worse day by day1 & ! _m rem$ies employ$ br\ght no relief1 ! doctors said t ! only "o left = him 0 to revisit 8 native l&1 z no?+ b 8 native air c\ld cure him4 ,8 companions gave him ! same advice4 ,by ?is "t all _h det]m9$ on _! future conduct1 namely1 to g fir/ to ,v5ice1 & !n to ,j]usalem1 :]e !y w\ld pass _! :ole life 9 help+ s\ls4 ,if1 h[ev]1 !y %\ld n be all[$ to rema9 9 ,j]usalem1 !y 7 to return to ,rome & (f] !mselves to ! ,sov]eign ,pontiff1 ,*ri/'s ,vic>1 t he might use _! aid z he ?\ght w\ld be = ,god's glory & ! salvation ( s\ls4 ,!y also agre$ to wait "o ye> at ,v5ice = %ips to c>ry !m to ! ,holy ,l&2 b if dur+ ! ye> no %ip 7 at h&1 !y %\ld be absolv$ f ! v[1 & g to ! ,sov]eign ,pontiff4 ,f9ally ,ignatius yield$ to ! advice ( 8 companions1 9 ord] to att5d to _! bus9ess 9 ,spa94 ,x 0 agre$ among !m1 t aft] ! recov]y ( 8 heal? he %\ld settle _! affairs & !y %\ld g to ,v5ice1 & !re await him4 ,he left ,p>is 9 ! ye> #aece1 b accord+ to ! agreem5t 8 companions 7 to leave two ye>s aft]w>d on ! fea/ ( ! conv]sion ( ,/4 ,paul4 ,h[ev]1 ow+ to ! w>s1 !y 7 oblig$ to anticipate t "t1 & to set out f ,p>is 9 ! mon? ( ,novemb] 9 ! ye> #aecf4 ,on ! v eve ( 8 dep>ture1 z ,ignatius _h he>d t an accusation _h be5 made aga9/ him be=e ! ,inquisitor1 :ile no summons _h z yet be5 s]v$1 he w5t to t (ficial & /at$ :at he _h he>d4 ,at ! same "t he told him t he _h sev]al companions1 & t he himself 0 ab\t to travel to ,spa91 & reque/$ t s5t5ce %\ld be pass$ ^u him4 ,! ,inquisitor admitt$ t ! accusation _h be5 made1 b t he did n ?9k x wor?y ( consid]ation4 ,he said t he wi%$ m]ely to see ! writ+s ( ,ignatius1 mean+ ! ,ex]cises4 ,hav+ se5 ^! he approv$ ( !m v highly1 & begg$ ,ignatius to give him a copy4 ,ignatius compli$ ) 8 reque/1 b insi/$ t 8 trial be br\ght to an end1 & t judgm5t be pass$4 ,z 8 reque/ met ) a refusal1 he br\ght a not>y & witnesses to ! ,inquisitor's h\se1 & receiv$ _! te/imony 9 writ+ conc]n+ 8 innoc5ce ( ! *>ges4 ,,*apt] ,,viii ,,8 ,,arrival ,,9 ,,8 ,,native ,,l& ,,& ,,! ,,virtues ,,practis$ ,,!re--,,8 ,,j\rney ,,into ,,spa9 ,,& ,,italy--,,! ,,fam\s ,,app>ition ,,& ,,8 ,,life ,,9 ,,! ,,same ,,place ,aft] ! ev5t relat$ 9 ! la/ *apt]1 ,ignatius m\nt$ ! little horse :i* 8 companions _h pur*as$ = him1 & began 8 j\rney t[>d 8 native l&4 ,ev5 on ! way he f\nd 8 heal? improv+4 ,z soon z he arriv$ 9 ! prov9ce ( ,guipuscoa1 8 native c\ntry1 ab&on+ ! common highway he foll[$ a road ?r\gh ! m\nta9s because x 0 less frequ5t$4 ,he _h advanc$ a %ort di/ance by ?is pa? :5 he saw two arm$ m5 approa*+4 ,! place 0 fam\s z ! haunt ( murd]]s4 ,! m5 pass$ him a little & !n turn+1 hurri$ aft] him4 ,he 0 n a little fright5$1 b /ill1 address+ !m1 he le>n$ t !y 7 8 bro!r's s]vants s5t to meet him4 ,= he _h reason to believe t a w>n+ ( 8 com+ 0 s5t to 8 bro!r f ,bayonne 9 ,france1 :]e he _h be5 recogniz$ by sev]al p]sons4 ,/ill ,ignatius kept on 9 ! direction he _h tak51 & %ortly be=e he arriv$ 9 ! t[n he met "s prie/s com+ to meet him4 ,!y wi%$ to br+ him to 8 bro!r's home2 b _! ef=ts 7 unavail+4 ,he w5t to a public hospital1 & aft]w>d1 at a suitable "t1 begg$ = alms ?r\gh ! t[n4 ,_m came to see him 9 ! hospital4 ,he spoke to !m1 & ?r\gh ,god's grace ga!r$ no little fruit4 ,^u 8 arrival1 he resolv$ to tea* ! ,*ri/ian doctr9e to *ildr5 e day4 ,8 bro!r object$ to ?is1 & assur$ him t no "o w\ld come4 ,9 answ] ,ignatius said1 ,"o is en\gh = me4 ,h[ev]1 z soon z he began to tea*1 _m came regul>ly1 8 bro!r among ! numb]4 ,9 addition to ?is1 on ,sundays & fea/ days1 he also prea*$ to ! p ) great fruit1 & ?\s&s came _m miles to he> him4 ,he labor$ also = ! removal ( _m abuses1 & ?r\gh ,god's grace good results 7 obta9$ 9 _m cases4 ,to give an example3 ,by 8 repres5tations to ! gov]nor he obta9$ an ord] =bidd+ gambl+ & o!r disord]s1 "u great p5alties4 ,he took means t ! poor %\ld be provid$ = publicly & regul>ly1 & t ?rice a day1 morn+1 noon1 & ev5+1 accord+ to ! ,roman cu/om1 a signal %\ld be giv5 by r++ a bell = ! recital ( ! ,angelus by ! p4 ,al?\gh at fir/ he enjoy$ good heal?1 he aft]w>d fell s]i\sly ill4 ,= ?is reason1 aft] 8 recov]y1 he det]m9$ to dep>t 9 ord] to accompli% ! bus9ess :i* he _h und]tak5 = 8 companions4 ,he resolv$ to set out on foot & )\t money4 ,8 bro!r 0 griev$ at ?is1 & look$ on x z a disgrace to himself4 ,ignatius conclud$ to yield ?is po9t1 & at la/1 t[>d ev5+1 he cons5t$ to be c>ri$ to ! b\nd>y ( ! prov9ce 9 company ) 8 bro!r & relatives4 ,b z soon z he _h left ! prov9ce1 he dism\nt$ & )\t receiv+ any su/5ance = ! j\rney he set out = ,pampeluna & !nce to ,almazonus1 ! bir?place ( ,fa!r ,laynez4 ,!n he travel$ on to ,sigu5sa & to ,tol$o1 & aft]w>d f ,tol$o to ,val5cia4 ,9 all ^! cities1 ! bir?places ( 8 companions1 he w\ld receive no?+ f _! p>5ts & relations1 al?\gh !y (f]$ him a great _m ?+s1 & begg$ him to accept !m4 ,at ,val5cia he _h a conv]sation ) ,ca/ro4 ,:5 ready to emb>k at ,val5cia to sail to ,g5oa1 sev]al ( 8 well-wi%]s dissuad$ him1 because1 z !y ass]t$1 ! ,b>b>y pirates 7 on ! sea ) _m l>ge %ips4 ,h[ev]1 ?\gh !y said a great deal to inspire fe>1 /ill he did n hesitate4 ,hav+ gone abo>d a vessel1 a great /orm arose dur+ ! voyage4 ,?is 0 m5tion$ be=e1 :]e ,ignatius describes ! ?ree occasions on :i* he 0 9 dang] ( dea?4 ,on ?is j\rney he suff]$ a great deal1 z ,i %all n[ relate4 ,"o day aft] l&+ he w&]$ f 8 pa? & foll[$ a road :i* ran along ! bank ( a riv]4 ,! road 0 high1 :ile f> bel[ 0 ! riv] deep & sluggi%4 ,! f>!r he advanc$1 ! n>r[] grew ! road4 ,at la/ he came to a spot :]e he c\ld nei!r g =w>d nor backw>d4 ,he !n began to advance on h&s & feet & cont9u$ ?us = a long "t1 full ( fe>4 ,= z (t5 z he mov$ x seem$ to him t he w\ld fall into ! riv]4 ,?is 0 ! greate/ ( all ! bodily labors t he ev] exp]i5c$4 ,at la/ he escap$1 b j z he 0 ent]+ ,bologna he fell f a little bridge & 0 s wet & dirty f ! mud & wat] z to af=d mu* laught] to a great cr[d :o obs]v$ ! accid5t4 ,f 8 entrance into ,bologna until 8 dep>ture he begg$ = alms1 & ?\gh he w5t ?r\gh ! :ole city1 he did n receive s mu* z a f>?+4 ,z he 0 ill1 he re/$ = a :ile at ,bologna4 ,!nce he direct$ 8 /eps t[>d ,v5ice1 travel+ always 9 ! same way4 ,at ,v5ice he sp5t 8 "t 9 giv+ ! ,ex]cises & 9 o!r spiritual works4 ,^? to :om he gave ! ,ex]cises 7 ,pet] ,cont>5us1 ,gasp> a ,doctis1 ,rozes a ,spani>d1 & ano!r ,spani>d nam$ ,hozes1 :o1 l ! pilgrim1 0 a great fri5d ( ! bi%op4 ,hozes at fir/ w\ld n make ! ,ex]cises1 al?\gh he felt drawn to d s4 ,at la/ he resolv$ to und]take ! "w1 & on ! ?ird or f\r? day he op5$ 8 m9d to ,ignatius4 ,he said t he _h fe>$ t by ! ,ex]cises 8 m9d might be imbu$ ) false doctr9es4 ,inde$1 he _h be5 p]suad$ by a man to be on 8 gu>d1 & = ?is reason he _h br\ght along ) him a book to use 9 case he 7 impos$ on4 ,he made great progress 9 ! ,ex]cises1 & f9ally embrac$ t mann] ( life :i* ,ignatius _h e/abli%$4 ,he 0 ! fir/ ( ! companions ( ! ,sa9t to die4 ,at ,v5ice ano!r p]secution 0 /irr$ up aga9/ ,ignatius4 ,"s ass]t$ t he _h be5 burn$ 9 effigy bo? 9 ,spa9 & 9 ,p>is4 ,! matt] w5t s f> t he 0 br\ght to trial1 b obta9$ a favorable s5t5ce4 ,at ! beg9n+ ( ! ye> #aech ! n9e companions came to ,v5ice & 7 scatt]$ ab\t ! city 9 v>i\s hospitals to m9i/] to ! sick4 ,aft] two or ?ree mon?s all j\rney$ to ,rome to receive ! ,pope's bless+ be=e go+ to ,j]usalem4 ,ignatius1 h[ev]1 did n g to ,rome on acc\nt ( ,doctor ,ortiz & ! ,!at9e ,c>d9al rec5tly rais$ to t dignity4 ,! companions on _! return br\ght ! value ( two or ?ree hundr$ gold cr[ns :i* _h be5 giv5 to !m z alms = _! project$ j\rney to ,j]usalem4 ,!y w\ld accept x only 9 ! =m ( bills1 & :5 !y 7 unable to make ! voyage to ,j]usalem !y return$ x to ^? :o _h made ! gift4 ,!y return$ to ,v5ice 9 ! same mann] t !y _h set out = ,rome4 ,!y travel$ on foot & begg+1 divid$ into ?ree p>ties1 z !y 7 ( diff]5t nationalities4 ,^? :o 7 n prie/s 7 orda9$ at ,v5ice1 hav+ receiv$ faculties f ! ,nuncio1 :o 0 !n 9 t city & :o 0 aft]w>d call$ ,c>d9al ,v]allus4 ,!y 7 promot$ to ! prie/hood sub titulo paup]tatis1 hav+ made v[s ( pov]ty & *a/ity4 ,t ye> no %ips left = ! ,ea/1 on acc\nt ( ! brea* ( ! treaty betwe5 ! ,v5etians & ,turks4 ,:51 !re=e1 !y saw _! hopes def]r$1 !y disp]s$ into v>i\s p>ts ( ! ,v5etian t]ritory1 ) ! und]/&+ t !y %\ld wait "o ye>1 z !y _h previ\sly resolv$2 :5 t "t _h elaps$1 !y 7 to return to ,rome if x 0 n possible to make ! voyage4 ,vic5za fell to ! lot ( ,ignatius4 ,8 companions 7 ,fab] & ,laynez4 ,outside ( ! city !y f\nd a h\se t _h nei!r door nor w9d[s4 ,"h !y liv$1 sleep+ on a little /raw :i* !y _h br\ght ) !m4 ,two ( ! ?ree ent]$ ! city twice daily1 9 ! morn+ & ev5+1 to ask = alms4 ,!y return$ ) s little t x h>dly suffic$ = _! n\ri%m5t4 ,_! usual food 0 bread1 :5 !y c\ld get x4 ,! "o :o *anc$ to rema9 at home did ! bak+4 ,9 ?is way !y sp5t =ty days1 int5t ^u no?+ b pray]4 ,aft] ! =ty days 7 ov]1 ,ma/] ,john ,codurus arriv$1 & ! f\r det]m9$ to beg9 prea*+4 ,on ! same day & at ! same h\r1 9 diff]5t squ>es1 all began to prea*1 hav+ fir/ utt]$ a great cry1 & hav+ wav$ _! hats ) _! h&s to call ! p4 ,^! s]mons caus$ great talk 9 ! city1 & l$ _m citiz5s to a dev\t life4 ,n[ ! ne$$ n\ri%m5t 0 suppli$ to !m m abundantly4 ,:ile ! pilgrim 0 at ,vic5za1 he _h _m spiritual visions4 ,consolations 7 s5t to him 9 great numb]4 ,?is 0 especially s at ,v5ice1 :ile he 0 prep>+ = ! prie/hood & = celebrat+ ,mass4 ,on all 8 j\rneys1 he receiv$ great sup]natural visitations1 l ^? :i* he _h be5 wont to receive at ,manresa4 ,:ile /ill at ,v5ice he le>n$ t "o ( 8 companions 0 sick unto dea? at ,bassanum4 ,he 0 himself ill ) fev]1 /ill he und]took ! j\rney1 & walk$ s rapidly t ,fab]1 8 companion1 0 unable to keep up ) him4 ,on ! way he receiv$ an assurance f ,god t 8 companion w\ld n die ( ?is illness4 ,z soon z !y arriv$ at ,bassanum1 ! sick man 0 v mu* consol$1 & n long aft] grew bett]4 ,aft] ?is1 all return$ to ,vic5za1 & !re ! t5 t>ri$ = a :ile1 "s go+ ab\t ! neighbor+ t[ns to beg = alms4 ,9 ! ye> t pass$1 z no means c\ld be _h ( j\rney+ to ,j]usalem1 !y set out on _! way to ,rome1 divid$ into ?ree or f\r p>ties4 ,on ! j\rney ,ignatius exp]i5c$ s+ul> visitations f ,god4 ,aft] 8 reception ( ! prie/hood1 he _h resolv$ to put (f ! (f]+ ( 8 fir/ ,mass = "o ye>1 9 ord] to prep>e himself bett]1 & to ask ! ,mo/ ,bless$ ,virg9 to place him ne> h] ,son4 ,"o day1 :5 he 0 a few miles f ,rome1 he ent]$ a *ur* to pray1 & !re felt 8 s\l s mov$ & *ang$1 & saw s cle>ly t ,god ! ,fa!r plac$ him ) ,*ri/ ,8 ,son1 t he did n d>e to d\bt x4 ,:5 ,ignatius 0 told t sev]al o!r details 7 relat$ by ,laynez1 he repli$3 ,:atev] ,laynez said ab\t ! matt] is true4 ,= my "p1 ,i d n rememb] ! p>ticul>s2 b1 he add$1 ,i "k = c]ta9 t :5 ,i relat$ :at happ5$ ,i told no?+ b ! tru?4 ,^! 7 8 words ab\t ! vision4 ,he ref]r$ me to ,laynez to v]ify :at he n>rat$4 ,once ,ignatius left ,rome = ,monte ,cass9o1 to give ! ,ex]cises to ,doctor ,ortiz1 & sp5t =ty days !re4 ,"o day1 at a c]ta9 h\r1 9 a vision1 he saw ,hozes ent]+ heav54 ,9 ?is vision he %$ abundant te>s ( consolation4 ,he saw ?is s cle>ly t if he 7 to say ! contr>y1 x w\ld seem to him z if he 7 tell+ a lie4 ,he br\ght ) him f ,monte ,cass9o ,francis ,/rada4 ,aft] 8 return to ,rome1 he labor$ = ! help ( s\ls1 & gave ! ,ex]cises to two diff]5t p]sons1 "o ( :om dwelt ne> ! ,sixt9e ,bridge1 ! o!r ne> ! ,*ur* ( ,/4 ,m>y ,major4 ,soon ! p began to p]secute ,ignatius & 8 companions4 ,mi*ael 0 ! fir/ ( all to be tr\blesome & to speak wick$ly ( ,ignatius1 & _h him summon$ be=e ! gov]nor = trial4 ,ignatius %[$ ! gov]nor a lett] writt5 by ! same ,mi*ael1 9 :i* he comm5d$ ,ignatius v highly4 ,! gov]nor exam9$ ,mi*ael1 & ! result 0 t he 0 exil$ f ,rome4 ,aft] him foll[$ ,m9d>ra & ,b]r]a1 :o said t ,ignatius & 8 companions 7 fugitives f ,spa91 ,p>is1 & ,v5ice4 ,f9ally1 h[ev]1 9 ! pres5ce ( ! gov]nor & ambassador !n at ,rome1 bo? ackn[l$g$ t !y _h no?+ :i* !y c\ld say aga9/ !m ) reg>d to _! doctr9es or _! lives4 ,! ambassador ord]$ ?is lawsuit to be ab&on$4 ,ignatius object$1 say+ t he wi%$ ! s5t5ce to be made cle> & public4 ,?is did n please ! ambassador & ! gov]nor1 nor ev5 ^? :o _h previ\sly tak5 sides ) ,ignatius4 ,a few mon?s aft]w>d ! ,roman ,pontiff return$4 ,:ile he 0 at ,tusculum ,ignatius 0 admitt$ to an audi5ce ) ! ,holy ,fa!r1 & hav+ giv5 "s ( 8 reasons1 he obta9$ :at he wi%$4 ,! ,pope ord]$ s5t5ce to be pass$1 & x 0 giv5 9 favor ( ,ignatius & 8 companions4 ,?r\gh ! labors ( ,ignatius & 8 companions1 c]ta9 pi\s works 7 e/abli%$ at ,rome1 z t ( ,cate*um5s1 t ( ,/4 ,m>?a1 & t ( ! ,orphans4 ,ma/] ,natalis c tell ! re/4 ,,app5dix ,,/4 ,,ignatius ,,& ,,8 ,,"w ,,= ,,education ,9 ! k+dom ( ,nav>re1 9 ! nor? ( ,spa91 among ^? m\nta9s :5ce ! armor]s ( ,tol$o drew _! metal & =g$ = ! _w _! tr5*ant /eel1 9 a region :]e ! g5]\s1 passionate1 valiant p seem$ to h =m$ _! "* on ! au/]e gr&eur ( nature itself1 ,/4 ,ignatius 0 born4 ,! _w repres5ts him z a man ( few & /]n words1 9 appe>ance sev]e & d>k1 & yet a man 9 :om intellect is ev] prom95t1 b intellect elevat$ by ! gr&eur ( a s\l ( *ivalry & by an exquisite delicacy ( *>ity--?is 0 ! real "* ( ,/4 ,ignatius4 ,?is w be se5 9 ! brief glimpse giv5 ( 8 life & 8 _s ( *>ity1 8 absorb+ love = s\ls1 9 8 "w ( f\nd+ missions1 8 greatness ( m9d & he>t1 9 ! "w orig9at$ by him1 & c>ri$ on by 8 foll[]s1 9 ! cause ( high] education4 ,8 "* /&s prom95tly on ! horizon ( hi/ory4 ,he _c be ignor$1 nor is 8 exi/5ce or 8 "w ignor$4 ,8 enemies h n pass$ him by )\t notice1 & 8 fri5ds1 ! fri5ds ( ,god1 h rejoic$ t1 z ,god s5t him =? to tea* & produce fruit t ! fruit might rema91 ! fruit has rema9$4 ,/4 ,ignatius s5ds 8 voice d[n ! c5turies z a great individuality4 ,he has spok5 z a man ( ,god1 z a man ( ideas1 a man ( en]gy4 ,he has made 8 influ5ce felt ?r\gh\t ! univ]se1 n only 9 ! civiliz$ _w1 b 9 ! unciviliz$ portion1 to br+ x into civilization1 or to be> to x ! advantages ( civilization4 ,o!r great m5 h spok5 & h s5t =? _! influ5ce4 ,!irs has be5 a message to ! civiliz$ _w2 x has be5 limit$ to "o po9t ( view4 ,x has be5 pr[ess on ! battlefield or on ! seas1 "w 9 ! %ip ( /ate or 9 ! fields ( sci5ce4 ,b ,ignatius has n be5 limit$ to any "o ( ^!4 ,he is ! f\nd] ( a ,religi\s ,ord] t has s5t pione]s into all ^! fields & =e/s ( valor or rese>*2 he is ! writ] ( ! ,spiritual ,ex]cises t h won a fame ga9$ by b few au?ors2 he is ! fa!r ( _m sa9ts2 he is ! educator ( g5]ations2 he is ! inspir] ( sci5tific1 lit]>y1 !ological1 philosophical inve/igation1 & ! promot] ( discov]]s & ( pione] mission>ies 9 ! ,old & ! ,new ,_w4 ,ignatius 0 born1 9 #adia1 at ! *teau ( ,loyola1 & at fifte5 ye>s ( age he 0 a page 9 ! c\rt ( ,k+ ,f]d9&1 & !n a soldi] "u ! ,duke ( ,nav>re1 8 relative4 ,! army ( ,francis ,i p5etrat$ into ,nav>re1 &1 at ! siege ( ,pampeluna1 ,ignatius1 ,capta9 ( ,infantry1 0 w\nd$ by a cannon ball4 ,8 life is giv5 9 ! prec$+ pages4 ,i %all ref] only briefly to x1 & to 8 conv]sion4 ,he 0 a "y knight fond ( gayety & feats ( arms1 & = "s "t aft] he receiv$ ! w\nd he 0 conf9$ to 8 b$ :ile 8 brok5 leg 0 set2 & :ile await+ 8 sl[ recov]y he read ! lives ( ! sa9ts & ( ,*ri/1 z ^! 7 ! books giv5 to him 9 place ( ! novels he _h ask$ =1 z no o!rs 7 9 ! h\se4 ,9 read+ ! lives ( ! sa9ts 8 he>t 0 t\*$4 ,8 eyes 7 op5$ to ! vanity ( life & ! reality ( et]nity comp>$ ) ! worldl9ess ( ! life he _h be5 lead+4 ,inspir$ ) en?usiasm at ! lives ( ! sa9ts1 he said1 ,:at !y h done1 ,i c d4 ,! ev5t ( 8 life prov$ ! e>ne/ness ( 8 purpose4 ,he resolv$ to und]take a life ( p5ance & self-d5ial1 &1 :ile occupi$ ) ^! holy resolutions1 he wrote 9 a book ! pr9cipal ev5ts ( ! life ( ,*ri/ & ,8 glori\s ,"m4 ,x 0 at ?is "t t ,our ,"l s5t him a vision to /r5g!n & console him4 ,he beheld "o night1 z he 0 hold+ 8 vigils1 ! glori\s ,que5 ( ! angels1 :o appe>$ to him hold+ 9 h] arms h] ,bless$ ,son1 enlight5+ him ) ! spl5dor ( glory & *>m+ him by h] sweet pres5ce4 ,to h] he ascribes ! inspiration ( ! ,spiritual ,ex]cises1 & 8 ,ord]1 imitat+ its f\nd]1 has %[n ! mo/ unb\nd$ affection & devot$ filial love t[>d ! ,virg9 ,"m ( ,*ri/4 99 99 99 99 99 ,at ,alcala ,/4 ,ignatius /udi$1 & !re won = ! ,society ( ,jesus1 ,laynez1 ,salm]on1 & ,babadilla4 ,he aft]w>d f\nd$ !re a college :]e ,vasquez1 ,su>ez1 & ,/4 ,francis ,borgia exp\nd$ ! ,holy ,scriptures4 ,/4 ,ignatius s5t ,fa!r de ,torres to ,salamanca to f\nd ! fam\s college :]e ! illu/ri\s pr(essors1 ,c>d9al de ,lugo1 ,francis ,su>ez1 ,maldonatus1 ,gregory ( ,val5cia1 ,francis ,rib]a1 & _m o!r illu/ri\s m5 7 pr(essors4 99 99 99 99 99 ,at ! ,univ]sity ( ,p>is1 9 #aecd1 on ! #ad? ( ,m>*1 ,/4 ,ignatius receiv$ ! degree ( ,ma/] ( ,arts & ,doctor ( ,philosophy1 hav+ receiv$ ! degree ( ,ba*elor ( ,arts two ye>s be=e4 ,! ,univ]sity ( ,p>is _h ! honor ( hav+ z pupils ,/4 ,ignatius1 ,/4 ,francis ,xavi]1 ,pet] ,fab]1 ,claude le ,jay1 ,simon ,rodriguez1 ,john ,codura1 ,pas*asius1 ,br\et1 ,m>t9 ,olave1 all honor$ ) ! academic degree4 99 99 99 99 99 ,among ! e>li] colleges f\nd$ by ,/4 ,ignatius 7 ! foll[+3-- ,9 #aedb ! ,college ( ,coimbra1 9 ,portugal1 arose4 ,9 #aedf ,/4 ,francis ,borgia f\nd$ ! ,college ( ,g&ia4 ,9 #aeef ! ,college ( ,+ol/adt 0 f\nd$4 ,9 #aeeb a college 0 f\nd$ at ,vi5na1 & 9 #aeef "o at ,prague4 ,9 #aeec ! ,roman ,college 0 fully f\nd$4 ,& 9 #aefh ! colleges at ,lima1 ,p]u4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! ,g]man ,college f\nd$ 9 ,rome by ,/4 ,ignatius produc$ _m rem>kable m54 ,f x came #a pope1 ,gregory ,,xv1 #bd c>d9als1 #f electors ( ! ,empire1 #ai pr9ces1 #ba ar*bi%ops1 #aba titul> bi%ops1 #ajj bi%ops 9 p>tibus infidelium1 #f abbots or g5]als ( religi\s ord]s1 #aa m>tyrs ( fai?1 #ac m>tyrs ( *>ity1 & #ee o!rs1 conspicu\s = piety & le>n+4 ,?is 0 at ! end ( ! eighte5? c5tury4 ,9 our own "t 9 "o classroom ,fa!r ,c>della c\nt$ sev5te5 diff]5t ord]s ( all diff]5t nationalities pres5t at ! lectures ( !ology 9 ! ,roman ,college4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! ,roman ,college 0 ! type ( ! ,jesuit ,college4 ,x 0 begun by ,francis ,borgia1 9 #aeea1 at ! foot ( ! ,capitol 9 ,rome1 ) f\rte5 memb]s ( ! ,ord] & ,fa!r ,john ,pelti]1 a ,fr5*man1 z ,sup]ior4 ,! pr(essors taught rhetoric & ?ree languages1--,hebrew1 ,greek1 & ,lat94 ,!re 7 pres5t !re at a giv5 "t #bajg /ud5ts1 #cjj 9 !ology4 ,! mo/ em95t pr(essors fill$ ! *airs3 !ologians l ,su>ez & ,vasquez2 comm5tators su* z ,cornelius ,lapide & ,maldonatus2 f\nd]s ( national hi/ory s*ools1 z ,m>iana & ,pallavic9i2 ,clavius1 re=m] ( ! ,gregorian ,cal5d>2 ,kir*]1 univ]sal 9 ! exact sci5ces1 :ile ! o!r colleges ?r\gh\t ! _w rema9$ provid$ ) _! own requir$ =ces & ma9ta9$ _! own pre/ige4 99 99 99 99 99 ,f ?is college came =? di/+ui%$ m5 9 e l9e ( intellectual life1 & g5]al em95ce1 m5 ( elevat$ ?\ght & ( noble & g5]\s m9ds4 ,9 p>ticul> ?ree *>act]s came--"y m5 t 7 to fill ) admiration ( _! greatness ! succe$+ c5tury4 ,/anislaus ,ko/ka1 a ,poli% noble :o di$ at sev5te5 ye>s ( age2 ,aloysius ,gonzaga1 an ,italian pr9ce ( tw5ty-?ree2 & ,john ,b]*mans1 a ,flemi% t[nsman ( tw5ty-two4 ,among "s ( ! fam\s m5 educat$ by ! ,jesuits we f9d ,bossuet1 ,corneille1 ,molire1 ,tasso1 ,font5elle1 ,did]ot1 ,voltaire1 & ,b\rdal\e1 himself a ,jesuit4 99 99 99 99 99 ,:5 ,pre ,pore repli$ to ! rem>k t he 0 n "o ( ! great poets1 he said1 ,at lea/ y may grant t ,i h be5 able to make "s ( !m4 ,a few o!rs 7 ,desc>tes1 ,buffon1 ,ju/us ,lipsius1 ,muratori ! hi/orian1 ,cald]on1 & ,vico1 ! au?or ( ,ideas ( ,hi/ory1 ,ri*elieu1 ,tilly1 ,male%]bes1 ,don ,john ( ,au/ria1 ,luxemb\rg1 ,e/]hazy1 ,*oiseul1 ,/4 ,francis de ,sales1 ,lamb]t9i1 aft]w>d ,b5$ict ,,xiv1 ! mo/ le>n$ ( ! popes1 & ! pres5t ,pontiff1 ,pope ,leo ,,xiii1 r5[n$ = 8 le>n+ & wisdom4 ,ne>ly all ! ,jesuit writ]s _h be5 ,jesuit pr(essors1 ) almo/ no exception1 & ne>ly all _h taught humanities1 belles-lettres1 & rhetoric4 ,fa!r ,s\?well 9 #afgf numb]s #bbdj au?ors1 & ,fa!r de ,back] 9 #ahgf c\nts #aa1ajj4 ,,au?ors ,we f9d "s rem>kable au?ors among ! ,jesuit writ]s4 ,=emo/ come ! ,boll&i/s1 r5[n$ ?r\gh\t ! _w = _! monum5tal "w1 ! ,acta ,sanctorum4 ,simil> gigantic works 7 c>ri$ on by ,fa!rs de ,back]1 ,somm]vogel1 & ,pa*tl]4 ,9 ! v>i\s bran*es ( le>n+ we ne$ m5tion a few ( ! great] writ]s4 ,9 a/ronomy1 we f9d ,ricci1 ,p]ry1 ,de ,vico1 ,sec*i1 ,curley1 ,se/9i4 ,9 ma!matics1 ,hag51 ,algu4 ,9 naval tactics1 ,! ,jesuit's ,book4 ,9 ar*ology1 ,g>ucci1 ,m>*i1 ! ma/] ( ,de ,rossi4 ,9 ,ori5tal languages1 ,/rassmai]1 ,h>vas1 ,maas1 ,van d5 ,gheyn4 ,9 !ology1 ,su>ez1 ,vasquez1 ,toletus1 ,maldonatus1 ,franzel94 ,9 philosophy1 ,com9bric5ses1 ,lib]atore4 ,9 moral philosophy1 ,bus5baum1 ,gury1 ,tol$o1 ,ball]9i1 ,layman1 ,lehmkuhl1 ,g5icot4 ,9 asceticism1 ,alv>ez de ,paz1 ,gaudi]1 ,rodriguez1 ,sc>amelli1 ,gr\4 ,! ,spiritual ,ex]cises comprise a :ole libr>y4 ,fa!r ,watragan has writt5 a "w m]ely to record ! editions & comm5t>ies on ^! ,ex]cises4 ,,! ,,educational ,,plan ,,( ,,/4 ,,ignatius ,/4 ,ignatius _h ga!r$ ab\t him a body ( pick$ m54 ,! ,roman ,college1 ! type ( colleges ( ,jesuit education1 w\ld h = its pr(essors only ^? :o _h be5 doctors ( ! ,univ]sity ( ,p>is4 ,! outl9e ( ! c\rse ( education 0 giv5 by ,/4 ,ignatius4 ,x 0 complet$ & develop$ by ,aquaviva4 ,! "w 0 /ill m p]fect$ by ,fa!r ,laynez1 ( :om x is said1-- ,/4 ,ignatius prais$ him n only on acc\nt ( o!r great m]its1 b p>ticul>ly = devis+ & arrang+ ! sy/em ( colleges4 ,z to ! numb] ( /ud5ts f\nd "u a unifi$ me?od ( ?or\gh tea*+1 x w be int]e/+ to take !m 9 review4 ,9 ,rome 9 #aehd1 ! tw5ty colleges att5d+ classes 9 ! ,roman ,college numb]$ #bajh /ud5ts1 9 ,pol& !re 7 #aj1jjj "y m5 *iefly ( ! nobility1 at ,rome #bjjj1 at ,la ,fl*e #agjj4 ,9 ! sev5te5? c5tury at ! ,college ( ,l\is le ,gr&1 9 ,p>is1 ! numb] v>i$ betwe5 #bjjj & #cjjj4 ,9 #afbg ! ,prov9ce ( ,p>is _h 9 f\rte5 colleges #ac1aie /ud5ts4 ,! papal sem9>ies "u ,gregory ,,xiii1 at ,vi5na1 ,dill5g51 ,fulda1 ,prague1 ,grtz1 ,olmtz1 ,wilna1 z well z 9 ,japan1 7 direct$ by ! ,fa!rs1 z also t ( ,pius ,v & ( ,/4 ,*>les ,borromeo at ,milan4 ,tak+ an av]age1 !re 7 m ?an two hundr$ ?\s& /ud5ts be+ educat$ 9 ^! educational in/itutions4 ,a comp>ison c\ld be made on ?is basis ( ! "w done by ! ,ord] & t :i* is accompli%$ by ,ox=d4 ,if ,ox=d sp5ds annually a rev5ue ( #b1ejj1jjj to supply facilities = high] education to two ?\s& ( ! nobility & g5try1 h[ mu* w\ld be requir$ to educate a qu>t] ( a million /ud5ts1--n two ?\s&1 b two hundr$ & fifty ?\s&8 ,! fundam5tal pr9ciples 9 ! educational in/itute ( ,/4 ,ignatius 7 ^!3-- ,fir/1 solidity & ?or\ghness4 ,! fir/ condition ( all high] /udies z well z ( l[] /udies 0 su* t1 z ,/4 ,ignatius said1 ,x 0 useless to beg9 at ! top1 z ! edifice )\t a good f\ndation w\ld nev] /&4 ,let lit]ature & philosophy be gone ?r\gh ) satisfactorily1 & !n !ology may be approa*$4 ,lit]ature mu/ come fir/ ( all4 ,/4 ,ignatius provides = law & m$ic9e1 b by pr(essors ( law & m$ic9e outside ( ! ,ord]2 b no pr(essors ( ! ,ord] 7 s5t = "w outside ( ,jesuit in/itutions4 ,if ! y\ng] m5 7 s5t abroad1 ! y\ng] g5]ation w\ld be depriv$ ( t type2 & if em95t m5 7 s5t =? )\t a p]man5t ,jesuit ,college1 ! "w w\ld n be t ( ! ,ord]1 b ( scatt]$ individuals1 & w\ld soon p]i%4 ,9 ! cause ( education ,/4 ,ignatius _h plac$ 9 8 *>t] ! wat*words ,def5ce & ,advance4 ,z a lead] ( a milit>y type he _h ga!r$ ab\t him ! fl[] ( y\? & ( mature age1 f college & univ]sity1 f doctor's *air & pr9ce's ?rone1 & 9 fifte5 ye>s f ! f\ndation ( ! ,ord] left "o hundr$ colleges & h\ses 9 ,portugal1 ,spa91 ,italy1 ,sicily1 ,g]many1 ,france1 ,brazil1 & ! ,ea/ ,indies4 ,xavi] travel$ f ,india & ,ceylon1 9 ! we/1 to ,malucca1 ,japan1 & ! coa/ ( ,*9a on ! ea/4 ,:]ev] ! en]gy & activity ( ,apo/olic zeal p5etrat$ x 0 ) ! purpose1 & usually ! result1 ( p]man5t ,apo/olic "w 9 ! f\ndation ( educational in/itutions4 ,fa!r de ,back] says1-- ,:]ev] a ,jesuit set 8 foot1 :]ev] !re 0 f\nd$ a h\se1 a college1 a mission1 !re too came apo/les ( ano!r class1 :o labor$1 :o taught1 :o wrote4 ,?is is true ev5 to our day :]e 9 ! ,rocky ,m\nta9s1 beside ! mission h\se ( ,spokane ,falls1 rises ! ,jesuit ,college ( ,spokane4 ,sixty ye>s lat] ?an ! "t ( ,/4 ,ignatius !re 7 #bgb colleges1 & 9 #aej ye>s ! collegiate & univ]sity h\ses ( education numb]$ #gfi4 ,look+ at ^! sev5 hundr$ in/itutions ( second>y & sup]ior education1 says ,fa!r ,?omas ,hughes 9 8 "w on ,loyola1 9 _! scope ( legislative executive p[] we f9d !y 7 n s mu* a plurality ( in/itutions z a s+le "o4 ,if we look at ! #ib colleges 9 ,france1 al?\gh ! ,univ]sity ( ,p>is 0 9 "o qu>t] ( ! city1 & 9 t s5se mat]ially "o1--al?\gh includ+ #ej colleges1--yet 9 ! =mal & ess5tial bond ^! #ib ,jesuit colleges 7 va/ly m ( a unit z an id5tical educational p[] ?an any faculty exi/+4 ,no faculty at ,p>is1 ,rome1 ,salamanca1 or ,ox=d ev] pres]v$ ! control ov] its #ej1 #bj1 or #h colleges t ea* ,prov9cial ex]cis$ ov] 8 #aj1 #bj1 or #cj colleges1 or ! g5]al ( ! ,ord] ov] ! #gjj colleges1 ) #bb1abf memb]s 9 ! ,ord]4 ,at ! pres5t day we f9d ! ,jesuit colleges 9 almo/ e "p ( ! kn[n _w4 ,9 ,rome & 9 ,*9a1 9 ,s\? ,africa & ,nor? ,am]ica1 9 ! ,philipp9e ,isl&s z well z 9 ,ceylon & ,egypt1 9 ,au/ralia & ,cuba1 z well z 9 ,syria & ! city ( ,new ,york4 ,we may glance briefly at ! colleges scatt]$ ov] ! _w1 conta9+ to-day #eb1fib ,jesuit pupils4 ,?is is a l>g] numb] ?an ^? taught at ,ox=d & ,cambridge & ,glasg[ & ,h>v>d or ,yale or ,pr9ceton or 9 ,p>is & ,ed9burgh4 ,9 ! ,jesuit ,college at ,rome !re are #bjhb /ud5ts4 ,9 ,brazil1 #geg ,naples1 #ifj ,d5v]1 #ajj ,sicily1 #cgf ,tur91 #eaf ,cali=nia1 #hej ,rocky ,m\nta9s1 #gb ,v5ice1 #ebj ,mangalore 7,india71 #dhc ,au/ria1 #agdf ,egypt1 #ejj ,t\l\se1 #aeha ,madura1 #ahjj ,aragon1 #adad ,manila ,philipp9e ,isl&s1 ,municipal ,a!neum1 #aabc ,normal ,s*ool1 #fhj ,*ili & ,p>aguay1 #diac ,ca/ile1 #bjgc ,cuba1 ,havana1 & ,ci5fuegos1 #cig ,colombia1 #gff ,portugal1 #efj ,belgium1 #ffeh ,b5gal1 #ihc ,ceylon1 #ce ,galicia1 #dgd ,g]many1 #cddc ,holl&1 #fac ,france1 #cchd ,*9a1 #abb ,lyons1 #baia ,syria1 #fjh ,mexico1 #fhd ,tol$o1 #ghb ,ecuador & ,p]u1 #hbj ,engl&1 #aded ,zambesi1 #fd ,irel&1 #hhc ,au/ralia1 #ddg ,new ,york & ,m>yl&1 #bhae ,jamaica1 ,we/ ,indies1 #fj ,miss\ri1 #bjfa ,b4 ,honduras1 #babb ,canada1 #eaa ,new ,orleans1 #ejd ,?us ! total numb] ( /ud5ts--/udy+ ) pr(essors ( ! ,society ( ,jesus "u "o univ]sity sy/em 9 all p>ts ( ! kn[n _w--is #eb1fib4 ,!re has be5 no go+ back4 ,fifty ye>s ago1 :5 ! gr\ndwork ( rebuild+ ! #gjj in/itutions t _h be5 de/roy$ by ! suppression _h to be comm5c$ all ov] aga91 !re 7 b #ae1jjj1 to-day !re are #eb1fib4 ,/4 ,ignatius 0 born 9 #adia4 ,! fir/ ,college ( ,coimbra 0 f\nd$ 9 #aedb4 ,f #aedb to #aggc is a p]iod ( #bca ye>s4 ,! suppression la/$ f #aggc to #ahad 7#da ye>s74 ,! new "w cont9u$ f #ahad to #ahii1 a p]iod ( #he ye>s4 ,among ! colleges f\nd$ 9 ! *ief cities ( ! _w are ,loyola ,college1 at ,loyola 9 ,spa92 ,/4 ,om]'s ,college1 9 ,belgium1 ! l9k betwe5 ,europe & ,am]ica2 ,/onyhur/ ,college1 9 ,engl&2 ,clongoes ,wood1 ,irel&2 ,mangalore1 9 ,india1 ! only fir/-grade college 9 ! di/rict2 ,melb\rne1 ,au/ralia2 ,/4 ,ignatius ,college1 ,cali=nia1 ! pione] ( ,pacific coa/ missions & ( ! ,rocky ,m\nta9s2 at ,kansas ,city ! only bo>d+ college 9 ! f> ,we/2 ,/4 ,ignatius1 at ,clevel&1 ,ohio1 "o ( ! late/ ,we/]n colleges2 ,spr+ ,hill ,college1 at ,mobile1 ,alabama2 ,georget[n ,college1 at ,wa%+ton1 ,d4,c42 ,holy ,cross ,college1 at ,worce/]1 ,massa*usetts2 ,/4 ,john's ,college1 at ,=dham1 ,new ,york2 ,/4 ,francis ,xavi]'s ,college1 9 ,new ,york ,city4 ,9 ! proportion m5tion$ above1 9 ! same p]iod 7t is1 a p]iod ( #bca ye>s71 !re w be 9 ! ,jesuit colleges #bfc1fij pupils4 ,/4 ,ignatius di$ ,july #ca1 #aeef4 ,he 0 sixty-five ye>s ( age4 ,at ! age ( ?irty he hung up 8 sword at ,monts]rat1 &1 ) ready m9d & he>t & p51 9 ?irty-five ye>s he a*iev$ ! gigantic "w ( ! f\nd+ & develop+ ! ,ord]4 ,! educational "w 0 project$ & advanc$ 9 a brief p]iod ( fifte5 ye>s1 f #aedb to #aeef4 ,he 0 a man ( prud5ce & delib]ation1 & ( unsw]v+ decision4 ,vigilant & pati5t1 :5ev] he appe>$ acc\nt _h to be tak5 ( ! man2 & s ) 8 ,ord]1 :5ev] x appe>s x is to be recogniz$ ei!r by foes to oppose x or fri5ds to love x & =w>d its "w4 ,x has its *ur*es--its missions--its colleges4 ,9 its *ur*es x is fai?ful to ! tea*+ ( ,*ri/ & ,8 ,*ur*1 loyal ev] to ! ,vic> ( ,*ri/2 9 its missions1 unb\nd$ 9 zeal & p]sonal self-sacrifice2 9 its colleges1 x aims ev] at ! solid & ?or\gh tra9+ ( complete ,*ri/ian education4 ,ignatius ( ,loyola made 8 ,ord] to g on )\t him1 & x goes on j z he made x4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,pr9t$ ,,by ,,b5zig] ,,bro!rs1 ,,new ,,york